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sanayas. I would have my head shaved and clothes dyed in
«jchre before having ablutions in the sacred river."
Ramdas was taken by surprise at this strange propo-
sition and replied:
"Bam, your proposal is   simply   astounding.   Under-
stand, samiyasis not a thing ^hich another can impose on
yon or initiate you into. Sannyas does not mean shaving the
hend and donning orantre robes.   It   signifies a state of
inteniiil renunciation of attachment to the transitory objects
of the world. Mere change of  appearance and  dress is
hypocrisy, if in mind and heart yon have not given yourself
over to the Lord. If you feel a real mental recoil from the
objects  of sense and have an experience of ecstasy in the
remembrance of the Lord who dwells in yon. and every-
where in the world, by all means make any change you
like in clothing and appearance, provided you are sure that
by such a change yon are helped in your spiritual growth,
sntl get fixed in your faith and conviction. Do not forget
that the goal :s the vision of God. !Now your question is to
be decided by yourself. Another cannot solve it for you.
Rarndas can only lay bare Ms own experiences before you.
He is wearing orange robes because the cloth is reminding
him every time he looks at it, that he has consecrated his
life in its entirety to the Lord. He belongs to none but Him
who :s infinite love and bliss. So consult the voice of God
within you and act.1'
Earacharandas heard in silence and did not thereafter
press the point. They finished ablution in the river and sat
for a time ou the sands.
"Swamiji," suggested Ramcharandas, *Ve should not
leave this place for at least four or five days. The plight of
our feet is simply deplorable. They are quite unfit just now
for further exertion/'
In reply Ramdas had to speak at some length on a
subject on which far some time past Ram was inspiring him
to enlighten Ramcharandas.