Lights out for the devil and Mr. Old. It is later than you think. Turn out your lights. Now. We bring you stories of the supernatural and the supernormal, dramatizing the fantasies and the mysteries of the unknown. We tell you this frankly so that if you wish to avoid the excitement and tension of these imaginative plays, we urge you calmly but sincerely to turn off your radio now. This is Mr. O.R. Jobler. What's ugly? What's beautiful? A red wrinkled newborn child to its mother is the most beautiful object in the world. Take a mushroom cloud raining down invisible death to the victim, its ugliness beyond statement. Yet to the scientist that bright flash of atomic fission might represent ultimate beauty. What is ugly? What is beauty? Think about it as you listen to Mr. Freak after a message from your station. Inner sanctum mystery. Hello, this is your host welcoming you through the squeaking door. Not for a half hour of terror but to tell you about Radio Nostalgia Magazine. 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Trigger cold against my finger. Cold as death, but life is colder. Rhythm to that. Poet dies with final rhythm. Poet dies who never wrote a poem. Headlines for the tabloids. Poet dies with final rhythm. Ugliest man in the world is suicide. Poet dies with final rhythm. Ugliest man in the world is suicide. Poet dies in final rhythm. Ugliest man in the world is suicide. Poet dies in final rhythm. Rugliest man in the world is suicide. Poet dies in final rhythm, no, no, stop, stop. Ugliest man in the world. All right, I'll think the things for the last time, tear the words around in my head over and over the way they'veارne for 30она, head over and over the way they've drawn for 30 years ugliest man in the world ugliest man in the world ugliest man in the world press the trigger and stop it press the trigger no no I can't have got to wait think it all out clearly for the first time in my life how it started why it's ending this way think it all out clearly from the very start then press the trigger school today Paul as a start first day of school how old was I nine or ten she kept me home away from others I didn't know why until that day she said school today Paul I said all right mother row on row of children looking up at me staring up at me gaping up at me and then one of them started laughing another laughing another and another laughing laughing I stood there little boy looking down at the twisting mouths my ears filled with the sound of the making fun of me I knew but why why ugliest boy in the world ugliest boy in the world that's why you kept me away from children mother kept me away until you didn't dare to any longer own mother mother before you let others see me why didn't you close your hands around my neck put a knife in my heart ground me bury me put me away where I couldn't see me laughter couldn't reach me but you didn't so this was my boyhood tears without end a boyhood of tears a boyhood of tears took me out of school kept me away from all the others what good was it I knew I knew there wasn't a mirror in the house not a mirror I didn't dare you didn't dare not a mirror until that day you died alone so quiet in the house I sat down so quiet I mean suddenly is it the clock were talking to me yes I remember look look look look at myself a mirror I had to find a mirror surely more mother kept one mirror somewhere drawer after drawer the mirror surely there was a mirror a mirror yes there was one wrapped in hidden where she thought I'd never find it tore the paper off I kept my eyes shut until the glass was clear and then I looked my face can I bear the memory of my face can I think of it even now gone in my hand yes I will I will what did I see what is my face a brow no brow a thing that's slow to weigh sharply quickly like a peak roof have fallen in knows a thick wad of ugly flesh protruding out between two close set eyes my eyes oh my eyes mother of God my eyes two tiny red rim green fleck globes that stood far out beyond the lids and twinkles like a fat round pig my eyes that was why they laughed at me my eyes ugliest man in the world yes I was that no longer boy ugliest man in the world not even tears could help me now the world outside at last I had to go out and do it make a living get a job sick side show side show side show side show side show wasn't bad ladies and gentlemen that's what I said the ugliest man in the world and only a dime a very small part of a dollar that's it step closer closer closer I didn't mind after a while faces looking up at me again staring whispering getting their dimes worth spieler talking faces staring whispers snickers I didn't mind why should I I could get away from him yes stand there and the noise and laughter and leave them far behind leave the smell of them and the noise of them and the twisting faces of them shut my eyes and leave them quickly quickly I'd be in a field sun drenched face to the sky the warm sun touching me soft dress cushioning me my arms outstretched all around me peace and loveliness I'd lie there so happy and then a breeze touching my face and a small white cloud in the sky then another and all at once the clouds were like a woman's face looking down at me a woman there was a woman hello big fella oh hello hell of a day huh yes she'll give you a big play I mean the yokel don't think yes me I'm a Sammy Morton you know the grind show I not one of the strippers you understand I do a high-class number you know semi classical she'll been a long hot day okay nice walking out in the dark I mean there's kind of different and on the midway yeah nice in the dark awful night do you like the moon moon oh sure sure you've been working in ten shows long big fella so complete the moon boy you sure pack them in I'll tell you sell more pictures than anybody in the show I'm sure add up don't say your face did you ever look down from the cloud you mean have I ever been high boy I'm high now I like the dark big fella there was a woman talking they were talking yeah yes sure Sam what do you take me for a chump well what do you think face makes me sick just to look at him but he's got a pocket full of dough so last week I got a telegram from mama poor mama and the mortgage and yesterday while he was looking at me up in the clouds I got another handful of bucks maybe in a couple of weeks I can you all right so you heard so what what are you staring at I don't like your face you heard me I don't like your face I did you gave me a couple of laughs love love do you think any woman can love a mug like yours it ain't a face it's a mug a pussy pan go on beat it get out of here no more walks with me big fella I've had a belly full of labs and I'm too hey hey hey what do you know stay away from me don't go on beat it get out yeah get out as far as I could get out any place anywhere any place any place anywhere get away get away get away get away get away get away get away get away get away get away get away now we leave our the devil and mr. o story of mr. freak for just a moment so mr. president what does it mean to say love makes all things new again love makes all things new again well you see somebody's down in the dumps that means they're very sad I'd say I care about you and then they go why is that well when a person knows somebody cares about him they just feel great they go oh I see no that's the same thing love what's the same thing as love caring about people well suppose there were two people down in the dumps mr. president oh I just say I care about you I care about you then go suppose 200 million Americans were down in the dumps mr. president I'd say I care about you I care about you I care about you I care about you I care about you I care about you love makes all things new again hey what was that another sound of love from the Franciscans we return to our the devil and mr. o story of mr. freak yard got away good and far away feels green a farm they didn't care what kind of a face just work hard work work hour after hour sweat salt on my lips work keep working and I couldn't think I couldn't think it was good I couldn't think I'm thinking now done in my hand stop that thinking gun in my hand no got to think up my life think about clearly think of that day she waved at me was working bent over sun hot on my back grain thick around me filling the world covering hiding me I straightened up something moving through the grain on the road climbing the hill so far away could hardly tell what it was shaded my eyes from the Sun I saw a woman on horseback no so small must be a girl I saw her on wave at me I dropped in the green I had the next day again standing in the green a tiny figure on horseback waved at me I dropped in the green again no no more just the sky and the grain and the work was all I wanted the next day in the next a girl on horseback riding far off there in the road waving at me in the green waiting at me day after day and one day I didn't drop in the grain I stood I waved back at her waving at me because you couldn't see me see my face was pan mug in spite of myself one day I I was hiding in the grain at the edge of the road waiting for her wanted to run yet I stayed wanted to cover my eyes yet I looked looked with eyes as big as all my loneliness horse knew I was there she didn't she started singing a little song as she passed a song without meaning but warm as the Sun and I saw I saw her young lovely young lovely the words tumbled over and over my head as I watched to go by young lovely young lovely young love I began to see her face everywhere in the green in the sky and at night in the dark loveliest man in the world thinking of the loveliest face in the world I tried to stop it I couldn't help it I couldn't the loneliness in me was a pain I couldn't endure anymore again and again I hid in the grain and watched to go by me just a quick moment and then she was gone and I was left in loneliness again if she couldn't see my face yes if she were blind I read a book like that somewhere woman never saw the man she loved if she couldn't see me only know me as I am my voice my thoughts my dreams ambitions if she couldn't see dangerous daydreams that brought me to a gun in my hand but I was lonely I had nothing so I dreams of her blind not knowing my face mother in heaven if she were only blind if she were only blind wish father to the deed that day working in the grain looked up she was riding by what's a really why so early a little hand waving at me then the rush of an auto I ran the grain telling at me holding me back in the moment she was in my arms help me I can't see I can't see can't see I dreamed it prayed it and now I can see what have I done what have I done concussion nerve block no no I have nothing to do with it just a thought I don't really thought but now she couldn't see me as I was couldn't see me couldn't see me you've been very kind to me mr. Martin music everlasting music in my ears come here every day won't you oh it's so good having you to talk to you've made these wonderful days Paul music everlasting music her voice being with her knowing her and she knowing only that of me which had no ugliness you've such a good mind Paul the best I've ever known I needed a mind like you music I'm laughing Paul because you made me happy again you poor and I bless you for happy days endless days quick silver days then the day Paul I've been waiting for you I wanted to be here sooner the grain the grain it's a very tall and bold now Paul remember how the grain used to keep us apart before I even knew you I'd wave and the grain was between us and I never knew you is knowing me important Paul do you know me now you're the only one I've wanted to be with do you know me now Paul Paul listen to me I know you now better than I could if my eyes were open and twice as wise as they ever could have been you're lovely and so are you you know you've never seen me when people have talked together as much as you and I every little hope and hurt dream plan don't they know more than if they looked at things and what do you look like I know let me get I've sat here in the dark and seen your face so many times before me my face yes let me tell you it's a large Vero face a face that matches up with all the strength of you strong straight mouth a firm chin skin brown yet soft straight nose it's not too small it's not too large and then your eyes oh yes your eyes they're large and dark and gentle gentle is the way of you poor well how close was I to knowing you give me your hand no no I I don't want to touch your face you later yes not now poor I want you to read me something read yes so strange we were talking about faces when I have this book for you to read to me look do you know the book poor Sarah note the key brave Cyrano de Bejarac you read the play of course I I never had the my envy I wish I'd never read it so that I could read hear it all over again please read it for me here start any place read poor now lovestor tell her I do surmise a lot a hero in her eyes that was labray Cyrano's friend now go on read Cyrano's speech nay shall I woo the loveliest maid in France look at me friend with my poor big devil of a nose I dream even I have walking is that being loving you love you read it with your heart poor he was ugly all the rest of him was beauty just as no read Sarah knows lines and I'll try to remember Roxanne she was the woman he loved and he never dared tell her of his love because of his ugly read poor the top of the page Roxanne calls sister oh sister read poor no call no one here and you come back I should have gone away I long for harmony to end my day I love you live in fairy tales long since the princess said that and the ugly prince lost all his preenness in that sudden fun but see I finish as I was begun I made you grief I I you made my bliss I lacked all woman's kindness even this my mother found me ugly and I have no sister this thing mark an ugly lad I shunned all women you became my friend one soft gown brush my face before the end Oh you cry cry what is there to cry about hey it's true there's no reason to cry just to play in life no man could be such a fool goodbye goodbye no Paul don't I I haven't had a chance to tell you my eyes an operation and I'll see you again that's why I didn't want to see your face with my hand I'll see you with my eyes poor see you with my eyes see you with my eyes see you again see you again see what a face to laugh at ugly as man in the world face to dear that face to shout at but not to love not to love never will I so long as I am master let beauty so divine meet such disaster ugliness mark affection Cyrano read you a thousand times because she read you the author gave you a paper nose but my ugliness is flesh and blood flesh and blood to see to hate she'll never see me never never lift the muzzle press the trigger trigger cold against my finger cold as death but life is colder thoughts in my mind like a whirling circle Paul where's the light you see it's been weeks I've been searching where's the light for get me so dark in your hand oh I wasted too much time thinking oh my dear forget me I tell you you knew me in the dark well now it's light for you and I'm not meant for the light forget I want to know you in the light you're ugliness yes I've known first when you cried with Cyrano then I asked the others and they told but you don't know my face a thing apart is my blindness was apart for me I love you you love love you yes I love you you don't know but I will know turn on the light Paul I'm not afraid turn on the light I love you live for me in fairy tales long since the princess said that and the ugly prince lost all his plainness in that sudden sun the play is ended the players Raymond Edward Johnson and Anne Shepherd speaking of stories I've written a novel titled house on fire you can get it I hope it's your local bookstore its publisher is Bartholomew House but now let's talk about our next the devil in mr. o story after this word hello this is Greg Morris you know some of the cases we saw on mission impossible are like rolling off a log compared to the way things really are our courts are full of kids caught in the trap of the judicial system lack of understanding among ourselves has caused racial and cultural problems and some say the traditional family structure is crumbling but the YMCA is doing something about these issues the Y has recently adopted five national goals dealing with the 1970s and the years beyond these are goals dealing with eliminating personal and institutional racism changing the conditions that foster alienation delinquency and crime reducing health problems strengthening family structures and joining people from other countries in building international understanding learn about these projects for a better America and a better world at your local YMCA remember you can't do it all and neither can the Y but together you can help build a bridge to a better tomorrow this is mr. Owie game has there ever been a poltergeist in your life I sincerely hope not you see poltergeist is supposedly a restless ghost who tears and throws sometimes right at your own head that's our play next time its title simply gravestone but that's next time we meet it is later than you think