38 SKETCHES OF GREAT TRUTHS unreal, the lasting from the fleeting, and hope to gather the fruit, we find that that fruit cannot be reached because of the wild sowings of the past, and because a jungle of waste stuff besets our path, a jungle which we have ourselves sown. It is a terrible task to set to work to dig ourselves out of the jungle of the weeds. But it has to be done, and in the doing of it we suffer terribly. We suffer weariness, we suffer heartache after heartache at the magnitude of the task, and we suffer from scratches and blows and all sorts of difficulties and obstacles and impediments. Illnesses, disorganised bodies, uncontrolled bodies, are all part of the jungle that we have sown. To put it figuratively, we have 'possibly come to the time when we have caught a glimpse of the fruit that is attainable, and we find that we have bound ourselves round with bond after bond, and we have to get out of the mesh before we can reach the fruit. In every- day life what does this mean ? It means that in the past we have misused our body by excesses of all sorts, by over-taxing all the different organs until one or other declines to work for us, and in the next life we take a body where we find the defect, and we find ourselves work- ing with the disadvantage of ill health.