. 35} A DIARY 4th. It is from ft sense of justice that I will not divorce her! It may be that my personal interests, or even the interests of my .system call for my marrying again. But I said to myself: How can I put away this excellent woman, just because I am Incoming great? No, that is beyond me. I have the heart of a man; it was not a tigrvas gave me birth. When she dies I will marry again* and perhaps I ahall have, children. But I will not make her unhappy. Joseph is not marked out for my .succession; he is older than I am; I shall probably outlive him, my health is good; and then he was not born in a high enough rank to maintain the illusion. I was born in poverty; he also was born in the most mediocre of surroundings; I have risen by my deeds; he has remained where his birth placed him. To reign in France, one nutst be born great, have been seen in childhood in n palnet', surrounded with guards, or elm; be a man capable of raising himwlf above all others. My mistress is power; I have done too much to conquer her to let her be snatched awny from me, Although it maybe said that power came to me of its own accord, yet I know what labour, what nleepleMN nights, what scheming, it has involved. They are jealous of my wife, of Eugene, of Hortcnse, «f all that in near me, What does it amount to? My \v {films diamonds, - > and debts*! Eugene, linn an iticcmu* of £0,000 francs a year! I love those children, In-cntiw* they are alwayw trying to plenjw* me. If the camion in fired, it is Eugene, who runs enit to w*c» what it "« about. If I have* to oros» ft tlitch, hi« hand is ready to help me. I U»vt* Hor- importaticw, yet I have thought it t»r.His0\lang1033\fs22 Steingel! 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