Christophers hand turned suddenly icy cold as it lay in the firm, warm clasp of his cousin, and he shivered a little: cNo ... not even that. It means more than receiving the Host — even more. But I cannot, ah, no, I cannot explain; only sometimes I feel that its meaning is — dreadful/ Jan said solemnly, "Nothing can mean more than God.5 cYes — but what does God mean?5 whispered Ghristophe. 321