w ill FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. METTA V. FULLER. G. G. EYA NS, 439 CHESTNUT STREET, PHILADELPHIA. 1858. Entered, according to Act of Congress, in the year 1857, by J. W. BRADLEY, IB the Clerk s Office of the District Court of the United States, in and for the Eastern District of Pennsylvania. ADVERTISMENT. THE writer of " FAsmONABLE DISSIPATION " has made for herself an enviable reputation as the author of" THE SENATOR S SON," and our readers will recognize in the first story the same force of style and brilliancy of narrative which rendered her former effort so widely popular. The publishers flatter themselves that the present volume will be received with favor and that the high moral tone of both tales will be justly appreciated. M146551 CONTENTS. PAG*. FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. BY METTA V. FULLER. 7 ADBLA LINCOLN. BY M. F. CABBY. 171 Iraipation. BY METTA VICTORIA FULLER. CHAPTER I. THE Lee family was out on the piazza enjoying the freshness of the evening. The sun was only just setting, but a cool breeze had begun to blow from the clouds which were flitting up the western sky. Mr. Lee, the father, was reading the papers which he had brought from the village post-office ; Mar garet was deeply absorbed in an illustrated magazine which had arrived with the papers ; Rosa was out on the lawn enjoying the sunset; and Lily, the youngest, was pulling Towser s ears. As for Frederick, the lion of the family, he deserves a paragraph by him self. He was sauntering idly up and down the long piazza, an expression of listless discontent upon his face and his hands in his pockets. He varied the 8 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. sameness of his occupation by occasionally breaking forth in a low, repining, long, melancholy whistle by pulling Lily s ears harder than she pulled Tow- ser s by accidentally brushing the book out of Mar garet s hand as he passed her, and then whistling more despairing than ever. At last, seeing that Rosa, who had been darting about like a humming bird among the flowers, had seated herself on the grass and was wreathing some roses together, he made a sudden bound which startled old Mr. Lee half out of his chair, and, without touching the steps, alighted on the ground by her side. " That exertion was too great for this tiresome weather," he said, dropping upon the grass and fling ing his head back into his sister s lap. " Tiresome weather," repeated she, softly, begin ning to stick the roses which lay in a little heap by her side, grotesquely into the jetty curls which streamed even to her knee. " Why, the air is full of sweets, the sky makes one dream of Italy every thing is beautiful to-night. For my part, I am happy." " Of course you are happy, Rosa ; you always are. Besides, I know ! somebody is coming this evening, which would make darkness seem bright to you. / am not in love, which accounts for my being capable FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 9 of feeling weariness. The truth is, I feel dull miserably dull stupid listless ! I long for some thing to thrill, to excite me ; to startle my pulses, my fancies and feelings into new life. I wish I had a glass of wine to-night none of your dregs of logwood nor even your sparkling Catawba but a draught such as Keats speaks of, such as the gods of old were inspired with a jewelled goblet : 0, for a beaker full of the warm South, Full of the true, the blushful Hippocrene, With bearded bubbles winking at the brim, And purple-stained mouth ! and you should be my Hebe, crowned with roses, beautiful, tender, presenting me with the charmed vintage draught ! "I should be a poor Hebe, Fred, for the first thing I should do would be to pour the delicious redness out upon the earth and bring you, instead, water from the crystal spring." " Oh, nonsense ! you cowardly little thing ! then I should punish you thus !" and pulling the comb out of her hair, down came her curls over her face and neck. " There ! that looks fine and Charlie will be here before you can get them in order again." 10 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. " You are too bad," cried Rosa, colouring with momentary indignation. And he was too bad, for she had spent half an hour in arranging her beautiful hair in such a man ner as to please Charlie s fastidious eye. " There he comes now," he cried, holding Rosa tightly, who was struggling to free herself and get to her chamber. " You need not flutter so, my birdie : he shall see you first as you are, looking like a fright." Brothers are, proverbially, hectors and tyrants to their sisters ; but Fred would hardly have enjoyed Rosa s confusion as much, had he not observed that she grew prettier all the time. Her cheeks wero glowing, and her curls went dancing and glittering around them, as if they enjoyed the mischief. " Oh, dear," said the fair girl piteously, to the young gentleman who approached them, " I have not had a moment s peace since Fred came home. He is such a plague. I wish you would call him out, Mr. Lennard, and avenge my sufferings." " He is himself so nearly dead from a wound re ceived from the grand master of wars and duels, that he has not life enough left to challenge me," con tinued Frederick, laughing, as Mr. Lennard, instead FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 11 of answering her merry appeal, stood gazing in silent admiration upon her countenance. " I throw the falsehood back in your face," cried the visitor, in the same tone, stooping to conceal a blush, and gathering up a handful of roses, which he flung in his opponent s face. The two young men, full of the gayety of twenty- two, began pelting each other with flowers and epithets about as hard to bear, while Rosa stole off to arrange her toilet whispering to Margaret, as she " How handsome they both are, Maggie." Maggie was in the midst of a love story, but look ing up at her sister s speech, she could not but ac knowledge that the heroes of her story were in all probability inferior to those she saw standing between her and the glowing western sky. Frederick was not only the oldest child and the only son, but he was exceedingly good-looking, by which he was in triple danger of being spoiled. The listlessness had vanished from his manner under the excitement of the moment, and his handsome fea tures glowed with the natural brightness of his bold, frank, audacious spirit. Some of the roses which his sister had placed in them still clung to his ringlets, which were tossed 12 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. back and fluttering in the wind. He was of elegant stature, and half looked, as he threw himself into an attitude to repel the fragrant missiles which were hurled at him, like one of the gods whose nectar he had longed to drink. His friend and Rosa s lover, Charles Lennard, was of slighter make and paler beauty, with deep blue eyes and waving light hair. Margaret forgot her book while regarding the graceful pair until they were tired of the frolic and came and sat upon the steps at her feet. Lily, too, was weary of teasing Towser, and she crept into the maiden s lap, and laid there sleepily, while Mr. Lee, it growing too dark to read, folded up his paper. Rosa came back with her hair demurely smooth and the whole family fell into a pleasant idle talk. Old Mr. Lee was one of those gentleman who ride a hobby his was Temperance ; and as something he had been reading reminded him of his favorite topic, it was not long until he found occasion to say something about it. " And, by the way," he con cluded, after some remarks he had made upon the effort which was then beginning to awaken public at tention the abolition of intoxicating drinks by law < there is to be a meeting in the Town Hall, to- FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 13 morrow evening, when this question is to be discussed. You must all go, my children." " Oh, papa, don t compel us to go to any more Temperance meetings. They are the same old stories and coarse anecdotes over and over," said Rosa, im patiently. " We are tired of them," added Margaret, more gently. u But this is to he a meeting of more than ordi nary interest. The subject will assume a somewhat new form. Besides, girls, I am to be one of the speakers." " Well, papa, that is another reason why we might as well stay at home ; for you know we hear you speak upon temperance every day of our lives. I can begin now and give this select audience the sum and substance of what you will say !" and the saucy, beautiful girl, laughed as she clasped her hands af fectionately over his shoulder. " There s truth in that, which will apply to others as well as you," said the father good-naturedly. " Everybody in this part of the State has heard my opinion, and as I confess to the charm of novelty which is often greater than that of common-sense I have been thinking of inviting these young gentle men to speak in my stead. What do you say, sirs ?" 2 14 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. "Oh, please! please!" cried the impetuous Rosa, " we will go to hear a speech from two young aspi rants after fame, of whose college eloquence we have heard so much. We don t care about the subject we have no doubt from what we have heard, that you would interest us if you were to speak upon the dullest things." " I have no objection to obliging you, as far as the eloquence goes, but you know, all of you, that I am not a Temperance advocate to the extreme of the present doctrine." " Never mind," said Rosa, " you will be speaking in a good cause, and I presume your conscience will not trouble you much. Your practices, I hope, are not so bad but that you can wrap yourself in the mantle of your father s virtues and be unhesitatingly received." "What do you promise, Charlie?" asked Mar garet. 1 If there should seem to come a need or occasion for my exerting myself, I shall do it heartily," he replied. " Thank you ! you shall have some sweet music as a reward for your complaisance," laughed Rosa, skipping through the Venetian window into the par lor, where a servant had brought lights, followed by FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 15 Frederick, who, the moment she touched the piano, broke out in a stentorian voice which drowned her playing "Uli, oli,m, ee, Charles went courting Rosa Lee!" Lily grew wide awake at the tumult, and of course took brother Fred s part in the playful quarrel which ensued, for Charles and Rosa and even the quiet Margaret, were siding against him. " I am not mad, nor boisterous, nor a hector, am I?" he asked in a tone of mock despair as the little girl stole up and took hold of his hand. " I don t think you are," she had hardly time to assure him, before she was screaming with a sudden sense of danger, as he tossed her above his head and whirled her around in a frightful manner. " That s what you get for defending the unman nerly fellow, Miss Lily," taunted Rosa, as the child found herself safely on her feet again. " I can t help it I love him just as well if he does frighten me," murmured she, glancing shyly up into her brother s face with her bright eyes, even while she shrank a little with the apprehension of describ ing another dizzy circle over his head. " It is so with all of us it is the way we are spoil ing him !" spoke Margaret with some gravity. 16 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. The haughty and spirited Frederick wa9 a trifle touched by these remarks ; he sobered down bis turbulent gayety, took his little sister into his lap and held her until she fell asleep to the " Sweet music" of Rosa s piano. In the meantime, the father had drawn his arm chair within doors, and sat quietly enjoying the pres ence of his family, the pleasant evening and the de lightful singing. " It would be hard to find a happier home-circle than ours," he thought to himself 5 then drew a long, soft sigh at the memory of the dear wife gone, glanc ing ever at Margaret, lovingly, as she sat finishing the reading of her story, the light upon her cheerful face, of duties bravely performed, as the eldest sis ter, the sister-mother of the family. CHAPTER II. THE next evening the Lee family went to the Tem perance meeting. As their residence was but half a mile from town and the evening was lovely, they concluded to walk. Charles Lennard and Rosa seemed disposed to linger upon the way, their youthful souls being in that happy mood which rendered them peculiarly susceptible to the influence of fragrant air and crim son-bound twilight. But Mr. Lee s sympathies were with the good cause, and he urged them to hasten their steps. "Now, Frederick," said Margaret earnestly, as they entered the village, " do endeavor to do credit to your reputation to-night. You know this is your first appearance before your friends and old ac quaintances, who have watched you since you were a boy with the hope that you would continue to do honor to their society." " They will be sure to be disappointed then," was 2* 17 18 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. the gay reply : u it s a bad thing to have a reputation for smartness precede one people expect too much. And I assure you, I am not ambitious to be envied or admired by the village of C ." " But to please father, Fred !" " Pshaw ! the fellow has vanity enough to do his best, notwithstanding his indolence," cried Lennard, as the last couple came up. " And you ?" asked Ptosa in her softest voice, with a woman s ambition for her lover. " I need not expect to shine in the same constel lation with your brother ; but I shall speak as my conscience dictates." They found upon entering, that the hall was crowd ed with an assembly which seemed to be listening with more than usual attention to the remarks which one of their citizens had already commenced to make. When he had finished speaking, some one who had received an intimation from his father, called out for Frederick Lee. "Lee! Lee!" resounded from all parts of the building. Frederick rose from beside his beautiful sisters and advanced to the platform. His winning smile and great beauty prepared almost every one to be influenced by what he might say. He made a brief and brilliant speech to the effect, that the love FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 19 of stimulus was a part of the soul that all nations indulged this passion or craving in some shape or another by the use of some intoxicating or narcotic drug or drink that the attempt to deprive our people of their privilege to use ardent spirits as they should think best, by legislative power, would be to hurry them into some other perhaps worse excesses say the universal use of opium, for in stance that the moderate use of these stimulants was intended by the Creator as a blessing and comfort to men that it was not properly the work of law to restrain individual excess that the way to avert intemperance was by a slower and surer process, of educating the people educating them up to that purity and Christianity of principle that they would not stand in need of such legislative enactments as are now proposed and so on with these and other shal low arguments ; atoning for the want of depth and sin cerity by a great sparkling of rhetoric and blooming of poetry. He talked of the nepenthe in which the Lotos-eaters drowned their souls in care-defying, soft and soothing dreams of the courage and power which nectar imparted to the gods of the comfort and delight which the South American Indian slaves found in the chewing of a certain leaf; and after talking beautifully, and proving nothing, he returned 20 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. to his seat amid the applause of the opposition, and the silence of the temperance advocates. " For shame, Fred, you have put poor papa quite to the blush by your wickedness," whispered Marga ret, as he sat down by her. " Wickedness !" he exclaimed, with that trium phant way of his ; erecting his handsome head, and casting a kindling glance around the room, as if he had been doing something to be crowned with laurels for. " Nay, now, Margaret, I have been expressing what to me seems but truth and justice." " You ll repent, some day, I m afraid." " Do be still, can t you?" murmured Rosa, " Char lie is about to open his mouth and confute you." And he did confute him. Frederick s address had been like a shallow river, making a sweet ripple, sparkling in the sun, and adorned with flowers, dan cing on its waves, Charles s was a deep and quiet stream, flowing on towards truth, carrying conviction resistlessly along with its current. He seemed to be very much in earnest, growing quite pale as he proceeded, and so much absorbed with his argument as to forget to brighten it with witticisms and elo quent smiles. He was followed by applause so hear ty that Rosa s cheeks grew red with pride. There was a great deal of animated talk during FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 21 the walk home by moonlight. Old Mr. Lee was dis pleased as far as he could be with his darling, who defended himself with his usual laughing wayward ness. Lennard was commended by all. " He need not pride himself upon the impression he has made upon those solemn old dignitaries of the temperance cause," cried young Lee. " I am willing to stake my reputation as a heart-smasher, that my speech was the one which commanded the most atten tion from the ladies and who else is there that is worth pleasing ?" "No, indeed, for the ladies are always right!" said old Mr. Lee. " Your father is the most truly gallant man of the two ; and I would trust a woman s happiness in his keeping sooner than I would in yours," remarked Lennard, gayly. " Can t help it women persist in thinking differ ently," was the indifferent reply. " Oh, you piece of vanity and perverseness ! I wish they all knew you as perfectly as I do," and Rosa gave him a little impatient push through the gate with her delicate hand. " Do you suppose they would love me as dearly ;" was the taunting question, as her brother turned, and flinging his arm around her, looking down at her a 22 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. moment with that half-serious, half-smiling way, so irresistible in him. And Rosa was obliged to yield, and confess herself subdued. " Do any of you know who those two strangers were who sat with Mrs. Greenwood ]" asked Mar garet, as they reached the piazza, and lingered for a few moments to enjoy the moonlight before separat ing for the night. " They looked like brother and sister. There was something in their looks and man ners so interesting that I kept stealing glances at them all the evening." " When I first remarked them," said Rosa, " Fred had just commenced speaking, and they both appear ed so intent upon the orator that I had abundant opportunity to observe them. The young gentleman leaned forward, never turning his eyes away from you for a moment but the lady, after a few mo ments, fixed her gaze upon her companion s face with a sad, earnest gaze that was touching to see. He seems to be an invalid, and oh ! what divine eyes he has has he not, Charlie ?" " Really, I cannot say, as I did not observe them," replied Charlie, a little coldly ; " but I think I can tell you who the strangers are, if they were with Mrs. Greenwood. That lady told me this morning FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 23 that she had some guests whom she expects us to call upon. Their name is Guyarre they are of a distinguished family, orphans, wealthy, and from the South. " That s a brief summing up of a great many merits," said Frederick. " Was the lady young and beautiful?" " She was both young and beautiful," replied Margaret ; " and more, her beauty was of so pe culiar a kind as to make it doubly attractive. Ah ! Fred, you little suspected that so much was at stake to-night, when you favored us with your eloquence." t{ Ha ! well ! we ll go in state to-morrow ; I guess that Jube and the jet black ponies and the new carriage will make a turn-out worthy of ourselves and those we wish to distinguish. I m all delight and expectation ; something to break the monotony of this dull summer !" "Don t let anticipation prevent your sleeping to night, for your good looks sake," warned Rosa, as she took Lennard s arm ; and the matter of the visit being settled, the lovers walked up and down the avenue before the mansion, having a little social conference to themselves. " You appeared to be really in earnest to night, and to feel what you said in your address," remarked 24 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. the young girl. " I did not know that you felt any especial interest in the subject." " I do feel a deep interest in the subject," said her lover, pausing in the shadow of the maple trees, and pressing her little hands, " and I was pained at the tenor of your brother s remarks ; for, Rosa, darling, it is true that I myself feel sometimes the need of other restraint than my judgment. The love of wine is a weakness, a passion which I share with thousands of others, and which I have to struggle against, and the struggle is harder because tempta tion is so frequent. In the houses of my friends, from the hands of my relatives, and even the dear hand of my Rosa, among my youthful companions where I dine where I sup where I amuse myself I see the cup and am compelled to take it. I wish that it were otherwise, for had I not all that firmness and perhaps even obstinacy of character which I do possess were I not usually cool, calm and disci plined in my feelings, I imagine the danger with me would be great. So that I am prepared, out of the knowledge of my own infirmity, to pity others, and to aid them if I can. And it is the fear that Frederick has given encouragement to some one less strong than myself, to abandon himself to his inclinations, which disturbs me. A little help given to the wrong side, FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 25 which has already such powerful pleaders in the pas sions of men, lends it a fresh impetus. " He was thoughtless," said the fair girl, with more than her usual seriousness. " But he is so strong, so confident , and fearless himself, that he de spises all weakness in others, and thinks that every man must stand or fall for himself. But is it true, Charles, that you are in danger of falling * You are the very last person I should have dreamed of." " No, Rosa, I do not fear that I shall be tempted beyond my strength, for I would not feel at liberty, while haunted by such a curse, to seek an innocent and happy girl as a wife. I love you too well to make you a drunkard s wife. I confessed my failing to you, out of a selfish motive partly that I might have your sympathy, and perhaps a little of your admiration, too, little Rosa, for the firmness with which I guard myself, eh ?" and he laughed, and confessed likewise to a strong inclination to kiss away the tears which had fallen on the cheeks of the maiden which latter weakness, not seeing in the happy state of affairs between them any reason why he should deny himself, he probably indulged. At least, when they emerged into the full June moonlight, there was a deeper glow than usual on Rosa s face, and a satisfied smile upon Charlie s.- 26 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. Just then, Maggie s sweet voice was heard, calling her to come in out of the dew, which wise command she lingeringly obeyed. Young Lennard sung out a cheerful good night to the group on the piazza : and soon a silvery veil of slumber, gentle dreams, moon light and balmy slumbers, rested upon the household. The next morning at breakfast the strangers were again the most interesting theme for conversation ; and at as early an hour as suited Frederick s dignity, the carriage was ordered. The young gentleman even went himself to the stables to assure Jupiter, the coachman, that it was all important that he should do justice to the Lee family. That ebony piece of pomposity with a flourish that would have done credit to his young master himself, assured him that the respectability of the family should be maintained. The consequences were that the turn-out was never more faultless. There was a quiet richness and grave splendor in the high spirited black ponies, the handsome but not guady carriage, the glittering har ness and the shining solemn face of Jupiter, which contrasted excellently with the cheerful looks and spirits of the party on the velvet cushioned seats, a3 they rolled onward to the town. As they passed his uncle s office on Main street, they stopped and took in Charles Lennard ; proceeding on to the tree- FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 27 ehadowed avenues adorned with the dwellings of the rich, they were soon at Mrs. Greenwood s. That lady s guests were not in the room when she received them, but after a brief delay, Miss Guyarre came in. She had been sitting with her brother who was ill and not able to leave his room that mor ning. Frederick Lee forgot his vain determination to please, when she glided into the room, she came so like a star, serene and radiant. Her beauty was in deed attractive by its peculiarity. Her complexion was a clear pale olive with the slightest tint of crim son on her cheeks, but richly colored lips ; her face was a charming oval with delicate features and large heavily fringed black eyes, lustrous black hair and an altogether sweet and beautiful expression. She was small and slender ; with a form daintily round and full. In all her gestures, words and looks there was a grace as simple yet so ineffable, so becomingly her own, that it was more winning even than her beauty. When Mr. Lennard was introduced to her a look of pleasure and recognition brightened her face, but no such gratifying manner marked her reception of Mr. Frederick Lee, despite of that gentleman s con fident assertion that he had had the sympathies of the 28 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. feminine portion of his audience on the preceding evening. He saw by a glance at his sisters that the young stranger had gained their affections, and as Margaret and Rosa were each in their way also emi nently formed to please; and as Mrs. Greenwood especially made known that she relied a great deal upon them to make the few weeks visit of her friends agreeable, there seemed to be every chance that he should have an opportunity of doing away with any unfavorable impression Miss Guyarre might have formed of him. So" he dashed into the conversation with his wonted vivacity ; while very much to his secret chargin the peerless creature he had so instan taneously admired, though attentive to all, fixed her eyes upon his companion with unusual interest when ever he spoke. A shade of melancholy passed over Miss Guyarre s face when she spoke of the ill-health of her brother, but it passed away without disturbing the sweet se renity of her countenance. The first brief call was soon over. When the party were again in their carriage, the fear of being ex travagant did not check their praise ; they commend ed, without measure, all but Frederick, whose silence was taken by his merry companions to be more ex pressive than words : FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 29 " Did you notice her hands ? so small, so exqui site ?" asked Rosa. " But her eyes ! and her sweet manners and voice," said Charlie. " And her complexion, so pure, pale and trans parent, revealing that bewitching tracery of crimson veins in her cheeks," added Margaret. " Did not Mrs. Greenwood call her Blanche ? Blanche Gruy- arre ! an appropriate name/ " She is like a lilly, is she not ? so graceful, so perfect, so placid and yet bright, and with such a breath of fragrance about her ! like just such lilies as bloom beneath those brilliant southern skies where she grew up," ran on Rosa with the warmth of her generous nature, unable to praise enough this fair being who had enchained her fancy. " Yes, Blanche is her befitting name, for her fairness is unequalled. Fred, why don t you say something ?" " You two girls have exhausted the alphabet of magnificent phrases, and I cannot say anything with out being accused of plagiarism," was the rather sullen reply. However, Charlie, either my sisters are the best-natured girls in the world, or else women are not as envious of each other, and have not half the malice in their hearts that we ve been taught to be lieve. What do you think ?" 30 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. "Think," interrupted Rosa ; " He does not think where I am that is, anything ill of us. If half the self-esteem, vanity, unpardonable conceit, jealousy and wickedness in general, existed among us that there does with the gentlemen, I do not believe the world would live a century !" " If you let your little woman talk to you in that way now, Lennard, I wonder what will be her pre sumption when she comes to have a still better right ?" " She may have to exercise more discretion," was the quiet reply. " Oh ! you still, cautious, determin ed man ! I declare I am afraid of you ; I should not wonder if you did prove to be a real tyrant," spoke up Rosa in some dismay. Lennard laughed, without seeking to defend himself from her fears j but as he lifted her from the carriage, there was a gentleness in his eye which re-assured her of his kind dispo sition. Late the next day as Frederick Lee was wandering up and down the portico and across the lawn, he saw Mrs. Greenwood s barouche rolling along the avenue. The Guyarres, brother and sister, were within. As it was after sunset, the latter wore no bonnet ; her hair was arranged in the Spanish fashion, adorned with flowers, and she wore also the Spanish white FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 31 dress and black mantilla. Of course he managed to be upon the steps when the carriage stopped, to help the ladies out. It was the brother this time who had to have his place assigned him silently in the minds of the Lees. He, too, had a grace of manner that immediately won favor. He was not handsome, he was too thin and sallow to be strictly beautiful, but he had his sister s winning smile, and his eyes were large and dark, with a melancholy magnificence about them, for either illness or some other cause had filled them with con stant sadness, except when something struck harshly upon his sensitive and fiery soul ; they had then a fire and glow that was more than animated. He was not tall, but his form was so slender ana his demeanor so princely that he did not appear as small as he really was. Margaret was not willing that the call should be a brief one. They walked about the gardens and through the maple-groves until dark. Blanche Guy- arre was particularly delighted with the roses j it was the season when they were in full fragrance and bloom, and there were seventy or eighty varieties in Margaret s collection. " And look, Pierre, at these beautiful maple trees," 32 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. she cried j "so stately, so cool ! I wish we had some of them around our villa at Magnolia Vale." When they returned to the house, as the evening was warm and they had been riding in the dust, our hospitable Maggie had refreshments brought in. As the servant came in with a salver, Blanche Guyarre could not refrain from casting an uneasy glance upon it. If she was afraid of seeing wine, she was relieved from her fears, for Mr. Lee was too strict in practice as well as preaching to offer it to guests or keep it upon his table, despite of the dan ger of exciting fashionable ridicule. Iced-creams with some freshly-gathered strawberries tasted de- liciously after the sultriness of the day. From that time began so great a friendship be tween all these young people that Mrs Greenwood laughingly declared that she did not know whether her niece and nephew were her guests or Mr. Lee s. Of course the Guyarres , coming from the South, were skilful in horsemanship ; and as if on purpose to increase the pleasure of their visit, the weather continued unusually cool for the month of June ; so that after every little sprinkle of rain or heavy dew which would lay the dust, a gay cavalcade brightened the gloom of the forest roads around C , and FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 33 made musical all the echoes lurking in the pictur esque paths around. Margaret and Rosa had heretofore prided them selves upon their equestrian accomplishments ; but they willingly yielded the palm to Blanche. When she sat upon her horse, with her waving hair, beau tiful face, and light, aerial figure, controlling with ease the most spirited animal, it seemed made for her expressly. Frederick had never seemed so elate, so joyous. He scarcely found time to teaze little Lily, but was constantly engaged in planning amusements and carrying them into effect. As for Lily she was the especial pet of Blanche Guyarre, and repaid that bright creature s caresses with an evident affection and an admiration that knew no bounds. Her golden curls and roseate cheeks looked fair against Blanche s pale white shoulders .and raven hair. They had music, too, in profusion, at Maple Grove. Pierre Guyarre seemed to love his guitar better than anything else except his sister. He sung soft, impassioned Spanish and Italian airs in a voice of such liquid sweetness, touching the strings of his guitar with so cunning a hand, that a fine flood of 34 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. tender melody seemed to fill the air so full that there was scarcely room for breath, and even the roses hanging nodding in at the window, grew still, and their fragrance seemed to die away in a trance. Rosa hardly dared to touch the piano when he had finished singing it sounded loud and coarse after such gentleness of music, but he used to urge her with a kind of eager entreaty which she could not resist. He would sit near and gaze upon her face, while she warbled forth those sparkling melodies most like her own laughing temperament, her light fingers flying over the keys with a fairy touch. In this company, so distinguished for grace and gayety and so happily thrown together, there were two or three jarring elements that sometimes refused to blend in the harmony. With all his happiness, Frederick had some heart burnings. He could not awaken that interest in the heart of Blanche that he had resolved he must. His meaning glances, low tones and constant attentions seemed to be but half appreciated. He had reason to be jealous of no one but her brother. Between these two the strongest affection existed. She seemed uneasy if away from him ; if he smiled, her face brightened ; if he was unusually sad, nothing could attract her from his side. That they were orphans, with no very near re- FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 35 lations, made this seem natural. And young Lee would have admired it very much, and did. Yet it was mortifying to him that even he had to lose half his eloquent remarks and delicate attentions, on ac count of that fair creature s senses being wrapped up in her brother. Another discord was, that Pierre, instead of being charmed with Margaret, as he should have been, she having no affianced husband lingering around, and quite equalling her sister in personal beauty, must needs do, as love always does, so hopeless and wrong a thing as to adore Rosa. Her artless gayety and fair-haired loveliness, from the very contrast probably to his own manner, and the beauty he had been ac customed to admire, seemed to fascinate him beyond his power of resistance. Nobody saw this but the quick eye of her accepted lover. To his bosom and Pierre, were confined the occasional heart-aches. Rosa was too pure-minded to have willingly made anybody s heart ache for the sake of administering to her vanity. Knowing that Pierre must be aware of her engagement with Charles, she was all vivacity and kindness ; singing for him, riding with him, de lighting him as she did others with her mischievoui 36 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. frolics. Perhaps she enjoyed his attentions the more, that she was so soon to be deprived of such liberty ; so that Charles had more than once to feel that a woman is a tyrant with what power she has. CHAPTER III. I WISH, Miss Guyarre, that I was old enough to go with you to the pic-nic to-morrow," said Lily, as she nestled up beside their visiter upon the sofa. " You are plenty old enough, Lily, and you shall go, if Maggie will only consent. Go and ask her. Tell her that Pierre will carry you with him upon his horse." " But it will not be necessary," said the little girl, proudly, " I can ride as well as Rosa, or Fred, or any one, and I have a pony of my own !" " Is it possible ! that will be charming. You shall be my maid of honor, keeping by my side to receive a small portion of the gallantry that will be uselessly lavished upon me." " Miss Lee," she continued as Margaret came in to the room, " I want to ask you to let Lily go with us to-morrow. I wish her to so much !" " You will spoil the child by so much attention, 4 37 38 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. I m afraid," was the smiling reply. " I do not know who will engage to escort so youthful a lady." " I am to be her maid of honor I don t want any escort please, sister Maggie, please let me go !" "So you have elected yourself Queen already, have you 1" asked Margaret, laughingly, at her guest. The fair Southerner blushed at even being accused of such vanity. For a creature so gifted with grace and beauty, wealth and high birth, she was the most unconscious of the impression she universally made. " All the ladies shall be queens," she said gently, " each to the one who owns her so. I, for the want of a loyal subject, must keep up appearances by hav ing an attendant. So you must consent to let Lily go." Miss Lee patted the golden curls and said ft Yes," when away they flew to seek a resting-place against the vest of Frederick, who stood by the window, pulling a rose to pieces impatiently, his feelings hav ing been disturbed by the last sentences uttered by the young lady upon the sofa. " Isn t she an angel ?" whispered Lily, as she hugged him for joy to think of the promised plea- dure. " Who ?" was the cool question. " Why, Blanche, of course say, isn t sbe ?" FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 39 . " I wish you would be more polite, little one, and say Miss Guyarre," was all the reply she got from the surly fellow, who was angry because Lily had privileges which he had not, of saying Blanche, and sitting close up by her on the sofa, and being the recipient of numberless caresses and the like. No wonder he was irritable ! Mr. Lee half thought that the days of beauty and chivalry had returned us he sat the next morning in his arm chair on the piazza, and watched the gay party who were caracoling their steeds, riding up and down the avenue, and darting in and out of the maple grove, laughing and shouting as they waited for the cavalcade from the village, who were to pass that way on their ride to the pic-nic ground, ten miles away. A brief shower falling during the night, had cooled the air and laid the dust, and was still sparkling here and there upon the grass, the waving branches of the trees, and the rose-bushes, beneath each of which latter a rosy carpet of leaves, shaken down by the rain, announced that their blooming was almost over. The expected party was soon seen dashing down the road and with a sweep and glitter, away go our par ticular friends the delicate and princely Pierre upon his coal black steed, by the side of Rosa, whose fair 40 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. curls flutter in the breeze Lermard and the stately Margaret side by side and Blanche, the beautiful, upon her fiery horse, her dark hair shining purple in the sun, her slender figure buoyant with life and grace, the little Lily on her white pony keeping close, her blue ribbons and golden ringlets streaming about her face, with Frederick, the handsome, the brilliant, making his horse curvet superbly upon her other hand. Mr. Lee arose from his chair and leaned against a column of the portico, to keep them in sight as long as possible, they made so pleasing an array as they sped along the road, their merry laughter float ing back upon the wind, and when they were finally lost beyond the wood, he found himself repeating Praed s poetry to himself : The sun shone bright on hill and grove It was a glorious day . The lords and ladies were making love, And the clowns were making hay : at which he laughed and returned to his book. The pic-nic prospered better than the most, seeing there was no change of weather to dampen its plea sures, nor melting away of desirable refreshments. The accident which did at length destroy the happi- FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 41 ness of some in it, arose from there being too costly an abundance of the latter. Pierre Guyarre, who for the last few days had seemed to be gaining rapidly in health and spirits, had started out upon the excursion with unusual gay- ety, but something happening in Rosa s manner, or more likely in Lennard s, to chafe his sensitive feel ings, he had gradually grown silent and almost sullen. When the ladies had arranged their rural repast upon the grass, contrary to all customs of the shepherds and shepherdesses they should have imitated, a basket of wine made its appearance. Blanche grew pale and uneasy as she saw her brother quaff eagerly, glass after glass. She contrived to change her seat and get by his side to whisper a remonstrance in his ear, but he paid only a momentary attention, and his thirst seemed so excessive, that even the gentlemen began to regard the young southerner with some sur prise. The rest continued to eat and talk, and be merry or witty as their mood might be, while Pierre continued to drink, until his voice grew loud, his eyes glowing, and his manner unpleasant. His sister could not conceal her distress ; she be came silent, and regarded him with glances of entreaty. At last she was constrained to beg of Lennard to endeavor to persuade him away from the party until 42 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. be became calm. This Leonard in the most delicate manner attempted to do ; but it was unfortunate he should have addressed him just then, for some secret sense of injury received from that gentleman, was what had urged his passionate spirit to throw off re straint and indulge in the temptation before him. He replied angrily to Lennard s cheerful invitation to walk with him, and appeared so changed from the gentle, graceful and attractive stranger whom every one had esteemed, that the ladies, remembering vari ous rumors of the bowie-knives and pistols which made the chivalrous southerners so dangerous when irritated, began to shrink from the scene of contest, and cling to the arms of their braver companions. " He may kill somebody !" exclaimed one thought less damsel who was standing close to Blanche. "Oh, no! he will not he has no weapons!" she said quickly, but the trial was too much for her, and she burst into tears. Frederick Lee felt as if he could have killed half a dozen people when he saw those tears, and that foolish brother in particular. He came to her side, where his sisters already were " Let us go home," said Blanche. " Oh, Mr. Lee, try and persuade him to get into Mrs. Greenwood s FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 43 carriage, and we will go with him. He is perfectly ungovernable when he is so much excited." After a disagreeable parley, Pierre was led by Frederick to the carriage, and he with Blanche and Mrs. Greenwood, drove away from the scene of their discomfiture. " This is partly your fault, Mr. Lee," said Blanche, as she took her handkerchief from her eyes, after they had passed over a mile or two of their way home. " How so, Miss G-uyarre," he asked in surprise. " He had not touched wine for a year, and was pledged never to do so, when we attended that tem perance meeting the night after our arrival here ; but your rhetoric was so specious, the pictures you drew of the bewitching Lotos ; the bewil dering opium ; the cheering social glass, were so alluring to his long stifled passion, that with his soul on fire, he hastened from the hall to drown it in the forbidden flood, and returned to me that night delirious. This was the reason of his sudden illness. His organization is so delicate, his nerves so finely strung that such excess almost destroys him." The sadness and bitterness of her reproach, and the heavy sigh which followed it, were felt so keenly by Fredrick, that he submitted to them in silence, too much grieved and humiliated to attempt to defend 44 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. himself. She saw that he was mortified, and gave him a forgiving smile, which almost caused him to jump out of the barouche with a mingled agony of love and repentance. However, he remained in, which was best, for Pierre was quite ill by the time they reached the village, giving him a slight chance to atone, by the kindness with which he waited by the sufferer s bed for the rest of that day and night. When Pierre Guyarre came to his senses, his chagrin and shame came near throwing him into a serious fever. His self-abasement was too great. He refused to see any one but his sister and Fred erick, and did not leave his room for several days. His secret and his sharpest pain was that he should have degraded himself before Rosa. That she knew his weakness that she had lost her respect for him was so bitter to think upon, that he resolved never more to see her face, but to remain in his chamber under the plea of sickness, until Blanche was ready to go back to their own home. He became so melancholy that he did not even desire to follow out their original plan of spend ing a part of the summer at Newport. It was Rosa herself, who diverted him from this morbid state of mind. As he would not come forth and enjoy himself, she, after sending Blanche in as FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 45 $ a herald, burst upon him in his retirement, so glad, so blooming, so seemingly unconscious of anything painful, that his impressible soul arose out of its des pondency to the opposite extreme of exhiliration. He heaved a sigh of relief, and a smile, his own most bright and winning smile, sprung to his lips before she had finished her first rapid sentence. " I have good news, Mr. Gruyarre, good news for me at least ; we are all going with you to Newport next week ! Fred, Mr. Lennard, myself, even our quiet Maggie has been prevailed to leave house-keep ing to the house-keepers and make one of our number. What a party we shall be ! Mrs. Greenwood for matron ! Will we not enjoy ourselves ? Maggie was reluctant about going, because papa would not accom pany us and Lily but he had rather remain at home and keep the house open. What do you say ? Ah ! I see you are glad, by your smile !" and she held out her hand to him. He grasped it as if he were a drowning man, and it were a straw, so eagerly, so closely, " Rosa," he said, " you bewilder me with joy !" And he looked as much as he said, but she did not understand him, and continued her vivacious chat, untouched by the tell-tale glow of his manner. Blanche saw that he was happy, and her own anx- 46 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. ious look disappeared. From being as wilful in his unhappiness as a man could be, he softened down in to his old sweet compliance ; so that the two girls led him down in triumph to the parlor, looking him self again. Margaret and Rosa had never been to Newport. Their father had a prejudice against allowing very young ladies to mingle in such gay crowds, and it had only been through the all powerful pleading of the " only son" that the desired consent had been given. When it came, however, it was so cheerful as to do away with all Maggie s reluctance to go. They applied to Mrs. Greenwood for all the little know ledges of toilets and the like which her experience made valuable ; and the few days of preparation passed swiftly away. It was now in the middle of July, and the wea ther very warm, they found Newport sufficiently crowded for all purposes of comfort and gayety. The arrival of their party created as much excite ment as any event can among the jaded fashionables who assemble there. It was a rare thing, even for Newport, to be graced by so large a party, every member of which had so much to render it distin guished. Mrs. Greenwood, the chaperon of the young ladies, FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 47 had spent the summers for several years between Saratoga and Newport ; and her claims to considera tion as a lady of undoubted fashion and supreme elegance were already acknowledged. That she was not beautiful, only made the younger ladies appear more so. Such people as the Southerners, whose immense wealth was soon rumored about, and of such youth and grace, were welcomed as stars of the first magnitude, everybody longing to borrow a little lustre by introducing themselves into the circle which they illuminated. Margaret would be attractive anywhere Rosa was adorable Frederick sparkling and splendid Lennard pleasing, elegant, eminently refined. Mrs. Greenwood knew that she could not so successfully have retained her pre-eminence an other season, unless she had surrounded herself with such a halo of glory. In that exceedingly common-place, soulless or ex aggerated state of sentiments and affairs in the world at Newport, our friends being very young, with much charm of nature and freshness of feeling remaining with them, found a great deal to delight them, and to hasten on the current of their hearts. The beach by moonlight, the cliff, the glen, the beautiful music awoke in their bosoms those real emotions which the more experienced only affected 48 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. They were delighted to look on at the dancing but they did not dance that is, the ladies did not. They were contented to admire their brothers as they whirled away with some of the bright young belles of their acquaintance. The influence of all these things to Pierre Guyarre became irresistible. He could not live out of sight of Kosa. If she interested herself in him he was wildly gay if she walked and talked and laughed with Lennard, he was despondent. Blanche began to suspect the truth, and endeavored to warn him, but he was past taking her gentle advice. " He does not love her as I do he is not capable of it !" he returned, " and she ought to be mine she must be!" " You deceive yourself, Pierre," she reasoned with him, " they will never be separated, and ought not to be. Do you not see that they are becoming more at tached every day. Look at them, now, how content ed, how radiant they look you would not if you had the power, destroy such happiness ?" " No, I would not ; you know I do not mean to be selfish, Blanche !" he said, sadly, turning his eyes away from a sight that he did not like to contemplate. " You are a good brother !" she said with her sweetest manner, " and you know there is one person FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 49 * who loves you more dearly than any one else in the world. But I am growing jealous of you, Pierre ; you have been the first to be unfaithful. Here am I, ready to pledge you my best love and attention all my life long, yet you are beginning to show such preferences for others. Fie ! Pierre ! I deserve bet ter than that !" "Do you?" he asked, smiling in return, for he could not help it, she looked so lovely, " I guess that you are equally open to reproof with myself. Do I not see that Frederick Lee has no ambition but to please my little Blanche?" The crimson veins in her clear cheeks flushed, and she answered in a tone that faltered a little : " I have no time to see it, Pierre I do not wish to T have no eyes for any one but you." The suffusion was still upon her cheeks and in her eyes, when Frederick approached to ask her to ride with him. " Can you spare me ?" she first asked of her broth er, before she accepted the invitation. " Indeed he can, for Lennard has Rosa, and Mar garet is waiting for Pierre to attend upon her. We are all going out this afternoon, and the carriages are at the door. There is a cool breeze blowing, which will be delightful." 50 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. % Young Guyarre was tempted to refuse to go ; but a look from Blanche decided him j he went for Mar garet, and they were soon beyond the admiring ob servation of the loungers about the hotel. A cool breeze, a gorgeous sunset, the ocean, and such serene company, with the swift motion of the ride, might have soothed Pierre s restless humor, had not the couple of happy lovers who kept all the time within hailing distance, disenchanted the whole scene. Rosa s ringing laugh and the confiding way in which she was chatting with her companion kept mocking him ; and when at last, urged on by the gay girl, Lennard drove rapidly by them, and Rosa turned her triumphant beautiful face back to them, he gave himself up to his rising temper, and the rest of the ride was passed in silence. Margaret had seen him in sullen moods before, and allowed him to have his own way. The dreary rate at which he drove, made them the last to reach the Hotel, where the rest of the party in the finest spirits were awaiting them. As they had to be rallied for their melancholy ap pearance, it was more than the young gentleman could bear ; he turned and left them abruptly, fol lowed by Mrs. Greenwood s laugh who asserted that, " She believed he had been refused by Margaret." It was now twilight, when, as they were pacing FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 51 back and forth on the long balcony, Mrs. Greenwood picked up a piece of folded paper which somebody had dropped. It was not light enough where they were to read what was scribbled upon it, and which seemed to be poetry. As there was no address nor mark of the owner, they considered it fair spoils and all crowded laughingly to the saloon where the lamps were being lighted, to read it. Frederick had been leaning against a column in a reverie, bright enough, perhaps, but a little tinged with gloom ; for the pre-occupied, unconscious man ner of Blanche, gave him a great many twinges of the heart-ache. He did not hear what was passing until they called to him from the parlors to come and listen to some stray poetry which had got bewildered in Newport. Mrs. Greenwood had commenced the reading when he made his appearance, and all were so intent upon the lines that they did not notice his consternation. They ran thus : A star hath risen on our night, A beautiful, pale star ! Bewildering us with too much light The peerless Blanche Guyarre ! Out of the fragrant Southern skies, She wandereth from afar, Entrancing our cold Northern eyes The peerless Blanche Guyarre J 52 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. Mild Hesper, with her lustrous face, Sweet shining from afar, Ne er beamed with such untroubled grace As peerless Blanche Guyarre 1 The rosy east against the sun May shut his golden bar We want no other day but one The peerless Blanche Guyarre! She is the embodied dream of love It s " bright particular star," Come earthward from the heavens above The peerless Blanche Guyarre! I dare not worship at her feet, But love her from afar The pure, the beautiful, the sweet, The peerless Blanche Guyarre ! " Somebody has been star-struck instead of moon struck," laughed Lennard. " I wonder whose writing it is," said the reader. " So do I," cried Frederick, snatching the paper from her hand, "perhaps I can tell!" "Perhaps you can!" said Rosa, slily, who had been too quick for him, and caught a glimpse of the manuscript " it ? s his own ! it s Frederick s hand writing, girls !" and the mischievous girl clapped her hands with delight to see the burning blush which rushed over his face. "Why, you little story-teller! When did you FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 53 ever know me to make a rhyme in my life ?" he cried, seizing her and threatening the instant an nihilation of her curls and boquet, if she did not retract. In the midst of this confusion, he did not omit to steal a glance at Blanche, who stood with downcast eyes, and something certainly like a smile upon her crimsoned cheek. " I never did know you to," said Rosa, struggling to escape from him, as the parlor began to fill with its accustomed throng, but the love of teasing him overcoming prudence, she continued the moment he released her " and I m sure the lines do not sound like one who has had much practice ! In the first place, the idea of comparing a woman to a star, is older than the hills in the next place there is too much repetition and in the third place, if the man is such a coward that he dare not Worship at her feet, the lady will have a great contempt for him will she not, my Peerless Blanche Guyarre ?" " It is hardly fair to put that question to me," replied the graceful girl, raising her brilliant eyes a moment to Frederick s. " But I am troubled about Pierre. If anybody present wrote these lines, he has a chance to prove his devotion by going in search of my wayward brother!" 5* 54 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. " Oh dear ! it is always my brother ! as if he was not old enough to be released from your apron- string," fretted Fred, smiling and frowning as he started to obey her request. " He is jealous! you must excuse him!" whispered Rosa in her ear. Young Lee found, upon inquiry, that Guyarre had accepted the invitation of one of the wildest young fellows at the Hotel, to take supper with him in his private parlor. As it was a place into which he could not very well intrude, and dreading to provoke the wrath of the sensitive Southerner by an appearance of surveillance, he returned to the company without him. Blanche showed so much solicitude when she heard where he was, that he resolved to waive in ferior considerations and attempt to get him away from a set, whose object he well knew, was to take advantage of the richness of their wealthy victim, to rob him at play of enough money to keep themselves afloat in the polite current of watering place society. As an excuse for calling him from his companions, it was proposed that Blanche should send for him to join them in a walk upon the beach. So Frederick went and knocked at the door of room No . It seemed to be all quiet and respect- FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 55 able there, of course, when its occupant responded to his summons. " I have a message from his sister to Mr. Gruy- arre," said he, trying to peep through the partly opened door. " Gruyarre," said the honorable young gentleman with great readiness. " He is not here ! I have not seen him since he went out to ride this after noon," and he shut the door upon the unwelcome messenger. Frederick knew better, but he had not time to say so ; and probably thought it best that he should not. The evening was not a pleasant one to Blanche, although they walked along the beach and met amus ing friends. After she retired at midnight, she lay awake the rest of the night, listening for her brother to enter his room, which was adjoining hers. It was nearly daybreak when he did so ; and she expected nothing less than that he would be unable to leave it the next morning. And so he was. It was not until late in the after noon that he came forth, pale and haggard, having refused all day to admit any one but their servant. He went to tea with his sister, affecting gayetj and 56 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. nonchalence, but he avoided meeting Rosa s eye or speaking to her. In the evening, however, as it was beautiful out of doors, he asked her to walk, and they with a dozen other couple, went to the beach. In the midst of their rainblings it so happened that they lost them selves behind a cliff from the rest of the party. Here Pierre paused, and suggested that they should rest themselves upon the rock until their friends came up, as they had been walking fast. " How beautiful the ocean looks," remarked Rosa. A thunder-storm was gathering in the western sky, but the moon shone full and lustrous in mid heaven. Far in the distance the sea was shadowy and fright ful, at their feet it lay in glittering splendor. " Does it ? I was not thinking of the ocean, I was thinking of what a fool I have made of myself again !" was the abrupt reply. "How have you made a fool of yourself ?" re sponded the young girl, anxious io save him any mortification on account of his last night s dissipa tion. " Is it by encouraging that pretty Ellen Smith to sing Spanish ballads at you for nothing ?" " Rosa Lee ! you ve got to be serious a moment !" cried Pierre, fixing his eyes upon her with an ex pression which awed her at once it was so intense FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 57 so almost threatening. " You know how I have twice made a fool of myself in your company, but you may not know that it was my mad despair at your indifference each time that urged me on. You have got to know it now, for I cannot help telling you. And I shall be worse unless you make me better. Ah ! Rosa, do not turn away I am not my true self, except when you regard me kindly." Rosa was going to make an angry reply, his first sentence was so imperious, so rude ; but his voice softened into such tenderness of pathos, that she was constrained to meet his glance which had changed too into imploring beauty. "You do both me and Mr. Lennard wrong by speaking of such thoughts," she replied with gentle ness. " I am sorry to believe that you could have so little control over your feelings I do not believe it and if you will go now, and say no more on the matter, I will forget that you have ever spoken of it." " Lennard !" said he with fierce bitterness, " what does he know about love ? He is one too many in this world ; if it were not for him we could be so happy oh, so happy together, Rosa, for I should love you so much more ; and Blanche and Frederick love and will marry, and we would be a hand of 58 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. brothers and sisters ! But this Lennard this cold Lennard ! Tell me that you do not love him, Rosa, that you were mistaken in your own emotions that you can love me more that you do !" He grasped her hand tightly, but she wrested it from him, and arose to her feet with a flushed brow. " I am sorry that you should be so foolish for Blanche s sake/ " Stay a moment Rosa is that all 1" " All, Pierre ; except that I shall continue to esteem you, despite of your rashness, that I am sorry you have spoken so hastily, and still feel just as kindly to you. Let us go." But the tide which had been rising for some time, was now at their feet, and she could not retreat from the nook where they were without wading in the water, which would be dangerous without assistance, as she might be washed away. " How careless we have been ! Here, Pierre, quick, take my hand before the next wave rolls in." But he would not stir, he stood looking sullenly at her ; the wave came up and dashed them with spray, the rocks which surrounded them were too perpendic ular to be climbed, while to add to her distress the air grew dark with clouds, the wind rushed on, and dis tant thunder rolled below the moon. FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 59 Displeased and frightened, Rosa gathered her dress in her hands, and prepared at the risk of her life, to make her way around the projecting cliff, but her companion seized her .arm and held her back. " I would rather that you should die than marry Lennard as for me, I do not care about life," he said. " Rosa! Rosa! Pierre!" " Where are you Rosa ? They cannot have gone home ! Ro sa!" Now if Rosa Lee had been what is called a senti mental girl, she might have thought that the romance of death would have been a recompense for yielding up life at that time but she was not ! therefore, when she heard the voices of her friends in different accents of wonder and alarm, she set up a shriek that she herself was somewhat surprised at, loud, long and hearty. " Charles ! come quick ! Charles ! I am drowning" which was not at the time precisely true, but likely soon to be so. " Here around this" rock, she was going to say, but Pierre s hand was over her mouth. The next moment Lennard was by her side, and a slight struggle ensued between hiih and Guyarre- 60 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. Leonard all the while mistaking the object of the other s resistance. " No no ! Pierre, it is as much as you can do to take care of yourself I am strongest, and can carry Rosa," thus saying, and thinking it a poor place for argument, he snatched the young girl away and plunged into the tide. He was almost around the cliff, when a wave washed him off his feet, but he was a strong bold swimmer he held his treasure with an iron grasp, kept his presence of mind and the re turning wave cast them safe upon the shore. " Here we are, thank Grod ! said he, springing to his feet, and lifting Rosa, who was choked with the water, and for a moment insensible. The moon shining out between two sullen clouds, revealed the group, looking relieved, but a little pale still Margaret was wiping the dripping brine from her sister s face and hair. "But Pierre ! oh ! where is Pierre ?" cried Blanche, suddenly, and she darted towards the ocean as if about to rush into it. Frederick held her back ; she trembled like a leaf, and struggled to get away. " He is drowned he must be ! he has attempted to get back, and been washed away." " Let us hope not," replied Lee, but his own voice was faint " there is but one way that we can help FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 61 liim now, let us climb to the top of the cliff, and see what can be done. Lennard, come with me. Stay with Margaret, Blanche, the way is too rude !" It was not too rude for a sister s love to overcome she could not stay back, but kept pace with them. In a few moments they were looking down into the recess, where they could dimly discern the form of Pierre as he sat upon a piece of rock, the tide rising slowly around him, and every break of the surf wash ing nearly over him. They called to him, but he made no reply ; which increased their alarm, for they supposed he must be nearly suffocated with the dash of the waves, and consequently would soon loose his hold. " A rope oh, if we had a rope !" cried Lennard. " I will run for one," murmured Blanche, save him, Frederick I depend upon you." " I will, Blanche," was the brief assurance, as he threw off his coat and prepared to descend the dan gerously steep cliff. " We will not wait for a rope," said Blanche, grow ing more calm at seeing young Lee s coolness and determination. Here is my long shawl; and Rosa s and Margaret s" for the two sisters had now made *;heir way to the group. " Help me to tie them ; 6 62 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. here, you, Mr. Lennard ; my fingers are all in a tremble." The long silken scarfs were knotted firmly to gether. " I will fasten it around him, and you must drag him up," was Frederick s order as he began to de scend the rock. It was easier to descend, than to get up again, as after clambering down a few feet he allowed himself to drop. " Pierre ! are you dead ?" he asked, as he shook him by the shoulder, not expecting, certainly, the answer which he received. " Not yet, but I intend to be soon, so let me alone, sir, or you will get the worst of it !" " I shall not let you alone, for Blanche s sake, whatever your motive is in behaving so madly," was the firm reply, and his preserver being unusually ac tive and powerful, grasped the slender southerner by the waist and dragged him struggling beneath the dangling silken cord, which he fastened about him, despite of his resistance, and then shouting-" Ready," lifted him to his shoulders, and continued to assist the party above as long as the quarrelsome boots of the unthankful youth were within his reach. The scarfs were soon lowered again for himself ; he tied FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 63 them about him to assist his climbing, and in three minutes was safe upon the cliff. Exhausted by his violent passions, faint and weak, Pierre lay upon the ground where Blanche had seated herself to hold his head and cover him with kisses. Rosa s dress was clinging tightly to her limbs, she was shivering with cold, and her hair hung dishevel led about her face the thunder rolled nearer the moon began to dim again. The mingled joy and agony the sublimity and absurdity of the scene the grandeur of the ap proaching storm -the ungraceful figure Rosa made in her wet garments Blanche s anguish and happi ness the ridiculous figure Pierre made when kick ing and struggling against fate the terrible, romantic and preposterous, was too much for Frederick when thus blended together his sense of propriety was too keen ; he threw himself upon the earth and rolled over and over, shouting and convulsed with laughter. " I believe that you would laugh if you were dying, Fred," spoke Margaret. u Hosa s shivering with cold she will have an ague-fit if we do not get back quickly." Large drops of rain beginning to fall, warned him also that it was high time they were hastening back ; he gave an arm to his half-drowned sister, Lennard 64 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. took Pierre under his charge, who was too much ex hausted to make objection, and they started at as great speed as was practicable, and just as the shower descended in torrents met the servants Mrs. Green wood had dispatched with shawls and umbrellas. They were wet enough to afford to scorn the umbrel las, but the large shawls were welcome to the young ladies, as they would conceal the woful condition they were in. A party in a more pitiable plight never took refuge in the most fashionable hotel at Newport. CHAPTER IV. THE story that went about Newport the next day, was that the beautiful Rosa Lee had fallen from the cliff into the ocean, and that Charles Lennard and Pierre Guyarre had risked their lives to save her that there was a terrible thunder-storm at the time, and everybody concerned got very wet and was very much frightened. Of course they were more than ever the observed of all observers. But Newport had lost its charms for our party. They could have laughed the next morning as merrily as the most malicious, and have enjoyed the adventure after the danger was over, had not the unhappy state of Pierre s mind been revealed to them, and they were obliged to feel that it was still tragic in the intensest degree to him. Poor fellow ! he was obliged to bear the congratu lations of the ladies upon his bravery to be the heroic object of their gentle solicitudes to hear his health tenderly enquired after, and be begged to re- 6* 65 66 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. late the minute particulars of the fearful scene, until his self-accusing spirit could bear it no longer, and he shut himself up in his room. " Oh, Margaret, I am in such trouble, and I ve no one to tell it to but you," said Blanche, two days after the above incidents, as she came into Miss Lee s bed-room and set down upon a trunk, looking pale and dejected. " What is it, Blanche ? you cannot have any seri ous trouble," and Maggie forgot that she was dres sing for dinner, as she threw the beautiful dress she had selected, upon the bed, and cast herself, girl- fashion, upon the carpet at her friend s feet, and kissed the hands dropping so languidly upon her knee. " But I have, my dear Miss Lee, and Mrs. Greenwood, though she is my aunt, is so gay and so careless, that I cannot endure to go to her for sym pathy in so delicate a matter. Now to make a be ginning of my griefs what am I to do ? After Pierre s unhappy behaviour of night-before-last, which Rosa of course has told you of, it is foolish to think that we can any longer remain together, all of us, at Newport. Mrs. Greenwood will not be willing to give up her summer pleasure for us, and besides, if we should return with her to C , we will be in Bosa s neighborhood, and my brother will be miser- FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 67 able. It will be dangerous for us to return to the South now, for it is very sickly there. If we flee to some other fashionable resort, my poor Pierre will be exposed to all the temptations^ which he has so little strength to resist, and which his disappointment will cause him to indulge in with reckless boldness. I know him so well. Oh, Maggie, I expect that you despise him but you would not if you saw his better qualities. He is affectionate and yielding as a child, and as pure-hearted, his tastes are only too delicately fastidious, his nature too refined ; but he has not physical nor moral strength to resist the tempests of feeling and passion which sometimes shake him and then, because his bodily endurance is so soon mas tered by his emotions, he flies to the wine-cup to strengthen himself." Tears were running down Blanche s cheeks, but even grief appeared graceful and dignified in her. " Yes, I do know him, and respect him, and love him," replied Margaret earnestly. " No one can help admiring and loving your brother, Blanche, des pite of the unpleasant fits of temper to which he gives way. There is no member of this party, ex cept himself, who does not forgive him, and regard him as tenderly as ever. He is so delicate, so sickly, that we humor him as we would petted child." 68 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. Miss Guyarre was somewhat comforted at this, brushing away her tears as she enquired " But what is to be done in this deplorable state of affairs ? If he had only have fallen in love with you, Maggie dear, how happy I should be, and all of us!" " Would we ?" asked Margaret, laughing mysteri ously. " You must not be sure of that ; I may not be as independent as I seem and you know Pope says " Whatever is, is right !" So since your brother has made himself ill we must submit, but try to study what medicine will be best for him. I have already seen a part of the remedy for this great difficulty, if we can only get the consent of those most interested. Mrs. Greenwood, Rosa, Frederick, and Mr. Lennard, can go on to Saratoga, as proposed you and Pierre, and I, can go home to papa s, and don t think that it will be any disappointment to me I am already tired of watering-place happiness, and father and Lily will be so pleased to have us back again. If two such women as you and I, Blanche, cannot make a man happy, when we are trying our best, he de serves to be miserable, and if Pierre is not cured, or at least rendered comfortably convalescent, when we get him into the cool, charming, quiet country, then I shall think he is an ungrateful, wilful boy." FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 69 I, at least shall not be ungrateful," replied Blanche, fast growing cheerful, under her com panion s influence. The young girls sat talking so long, that they were not ready for the grand dinner, and had to dine in their room. Rosa, whose dinner-toilet Mrs. Green wood had been superintending, and who had been at the table looking unusually pretty in a pale-green tissue silk and rose-buds in her hair, came back to them while they were still discussing their plans along with the cold chicken, biscuits, and creams which had been sent up to them. She was taken into their con fidence, and of course had nothing on her own part to object, except to the loss of their society. " You will have Charlie," said Margaret. " And you will find it endurable at Saratoga, even without us, if your ladyship continues to be the cen tre of so obsequious and attentive a circle, that you have not time in which to accept all the invitations to walk and ride, and sing, nor hands to carry the boquets which are left at your door nor ears to listen to the serenades by which you are nightly disturbed," said Blanche playfully. " Really ! Miss Gruyarre, your want of self-esteem is remarkable is that a pretty way you have of 70 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. praising yourself, by laying your conquests at my door?" " You are both altogether too modest," interrupted Margaret ; " here Rosa ! please to fasten this clasp for me, and then we will go and seek the consent of the rest of our friends." It was a disappointment to all to be obliged to separate. Mrs. Greenwood was reluctant to resign two of her youthful beauties, especially her neice, but confessed that it was best, Frederick was for the moment dumb with consternation, at the thought of being separated so soon from Miss Guyarre. But when he reflected that he should meet her at C upon his return there, and that it might be the means in the future of having more of her society, he ceased fuming and fretting, and gave an ungraceful consent. Lennard s happiness not being seriously interfered with, he had nothing to do but to approve. As for Pierre, he was docile as a child, and seemed almost glad of the prospect of quiet. There was a loud hum of regret among the visitors generally, when it became known that Mrs. Green wood s party were to leave the next day. A number of gentlemen announced their intention of following her immediately to Saratoga, billets, boquets, and beaux besieged their attention and that night a FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 71 serenade, the most exquisite and costly, arose beneath their windows. The worst of it was, that the young gentlemen had so many invitations to supper, after the dancing for the evening was over, the men with whom they had become intimate were so courteous, that they did not escape from the contagion of fashionable dissipation as entirely as they desired. Frederick, himself in a condition to mistake a hall pillar for a Hebe, assisted Pierre to his room and Lennard but as Rosa never found him out, we will not tell of him. The next afternoon they were gone from Newport. When they arrived at that stage of their journey at which they were to separate, there was quite a mel ancholy feeling. Frederick, who, although he knew that Miss Guyarre must be aware of his love, had not yet found courage to confess it, audacious as he was in all other matters, ventured to press her hand, and to express all that he could in those fine eyes of his. Rose was saddened for several hours by the thought of the despairing gaze Pierre had fixed upon her at parting ; but her nature was too buoyant, and her own circumstances too pleasant to allow a long indulgence even in regret, " What a happy surprise we shall give them at 72 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. home," said Margaret to Pierre, as the cars which conveyed them stopped at the village of C . He could not hut return her hright smile, and sprang out to attend to the haggage, with a more interested expression than he had worn since they parted from their friends. " I m afraid your brother will get crushed amid that pile of trunks." continued Miss Lee laughing, as she looked out of the station-house window. " I beg your pardon, Blanche, but it is a wonder to me why such an indolent, fastidious man as he, does not keep a servant to do such things for him." " We certainly were never without before, but Aunt Greenwood begged us not to bring any of our colored servants to the north, and Pierre can t find a valet here that he will have about him. My Coral cried pitifully when I came away and left her I caa get along better than Pierre, tho-ugh, for Mrs. Green wood s maid is almost as good as Coral." " I shall have to be your maid at Mapel-Grove," said Maggie, Rose and I have always delighted to dress each other : and Papa, who you have already observed probably, has some idea of everybody s hav ing been born to do at least some small thing that was useful, has insisted upon our keeping our own FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 73 room and toilet in order. It is one of our recre ations we like it." " I suppose so but at the south, we are so languid every exertion is avoided. I feel like another creature here, except upon your intolerably warm " And you are almost getting roses in your cheeks, my southern lily ! I shall be sorry for that ! your pearly complexion, so tintless and clear, is very beautiful to us." Their companion, having seen the baggage safely deposited in the depot, until called for, now came for them, and they concluded to walk out to the Grove, as the afternoon was cool, but as they passed along Main street, bowing to their acquaintances, and sha king hands with their friends, they heard a glad shout of "Margaret! Margaret!" And there was Lily riding in state in the new carriage, and Jupe showing his white teeth on the box. He drove up to the side walk for them to get in. cc What are you doing, Lily, riding about alone ?" asked her sister, when the child got breath again, after the kisses in which they had half smothered her. " Why, Flora Smith came back from schoo> yester day it is vacation now and I ve been tfl soil on 74 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. her. I asked Jupe to take the same horses, and make things look as nice as he did for you, when you went to call on Miss Guyarre." " Hi !" chuckled ebony, " hadn t nothing else to do to-day but to company Miss Lily where she choose. Had to bey orders, Miss Margaret, though the blacks were rather wild with running in the meadow for a week had to bey young missus" and he looked round affectionately at the little seven- years-old lady he had been conveying about C - in all the grandeur she had desired. They laughed with Jupe at the aspirations which had arisen in Miss Lily s mind upon finding herself the mistress at Maple Grove ; she blushed, and would have been somewhat disconcerted, but they were turning up the avenue, and a glimpse of Mr. Lee walking about rather lonesomely under the trees, di verted her thoughts into eagerness to be the first to announce the return. " Guess who I ve brought back with me, papa !" she shouted. He did not have to exert his guessing faculties much, as the carriage came in full sight just as he looked up. He was satisfied to hear that they were tired of FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 75 watering-places, and glad enough to get them back, not to find any fault with their hrief stay. If there was any purer water in the United States than in the spring down by the oak-tree, any better place to bathe, than in C lake, any fresher air or cooler shade, or pleasanter verandahs than at Maple Grove, then there would be some excuse for their undergoing the dust and heat of travelling, and the misery of crowded hotels, he said. " But the ocean, father, that was better than C lake that was grand ! and the company was amusing if not instructive, urged Maggie. " Nevertheless, I am glad to be at home, and we are dusty, and fatigued, and hungry, too ; so Lily will order us a good tea, while we go to our rooms." The atmosphere of freshness and peace about Maple Grove was to Pierre Guyarre s feverish mind what it was to his invalid body, soothing and strengthening. Margaret so gentle, so kind, Blanche so devoted, seemed to remove every thorn from his pathway and to keep him treading upon roses. He was not in sensible to the goodness of these fair creatures ; he grew again as amiable as he was interesting; and the music of his voice and his guitar made the Grove more melodious than a chorus of nightingales would have done. He had now but one jealousy, and that 76 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. was of the petting which his sister bestowed upon Lily he wanted to do all that himself. It may be that in the child s artless tones, her golden curls and dimpled cheeks he saw a miniature of Rosa the sisters resembled each other strongly and he would play for her for hours unweariedly, would walk with her in the garden, tell her about the gorgeous birds and brilliant flowers of the tropics, and the gro tesque manners of the little negro children, the beau tiful shells he had gathered upon shining Southern sands the opera houses of the Cuban ladies, and how they rode about in strange carriages after sunset, with their heads decked with flowers as she had seen Blanche s about their delicious evenings, when everybody was happy, until he completely fascinated the heart and imagination of the little girl. She would leave all other occupations and run to his side if he spoke to her, and so entranced was she by fairy visions of that wonderful Southern land, that she would have bid good-bye to home if he asked her to go with them when they returned. " You have bewitched Lily/ Margaret used to say, " the Arabian Nights would not be half so entertain ing to her as your stories. I am afraid that Maple Grove, which she has always thought so lovely, will seem dull to her after you are gone." FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 77 They had not been at home two weeks, before they were astonished one evening upon sitting down to tea, to find Frederick peering in at the door. Whether he or Blanche blushed the most violently, could not be affirmed. " Saratoga was dull," he said, " miserably stupid ! Nobody there worth speaking to so he had come where he could please himself better." It was unusual for a man of his age, and enjoying his advantages, to find Saratoga as unendurable ; but nobody questioned his veracity, nor troubled him with puzzling questions. Rosa was not there to keep up a mimic war with him, and the others were dis posed to let him keep the truth to himself until he saw fit to acknowledge it. That he was brought to the confessional that very evening of his return, was owing to his temerity in proposing to go with Blanche down to the spring under the oak, to get some very cold water to make lemonade. Margaret had crushed the lemons and sugar with Pierre s aid, who had given her several receipes for making cooling drinks with fresh fruit, as he made them at the South ; she had laughingly refused to add any wine to the lemons. They had wondered why the pitcher of spring-water did not make its 78 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. appearance ; had sustained quite a spirited discussion about Cuba ; and wondered over again what had become of that absent pair, when the delinquents arrived. In answer to Pierre s demand of the reason of their long delay, Frederick as he sat the pitcher down, averred " That there was a legend connected with the spring, and that any one who went there by starlight, and under the right influences, could call a witch up out of the water, who would tell him of his future fortunes." " The fairy told you a happy story, I know," said Margaret, looking lovingly into her brother s glow ing face ; and then stealing around to his side, she pressed his hand, for Blanche s face, as she stood by the lamp, had revealed to her the secret of the water-spirit s prophecy. Blanche had not spoken since she came in, but stood gravely binding some wild-grass and violets together, allowing her com panion to say what he willed about their absence. Let it happen as many thousand of times as it has and must, in the histories of the world, there is al ways a poetical and peculiar interest, even to obser vers, hovering about a young maiden who has just acknowledged, for the first time, the overwhelming happiness of loving and being beloved. Old and FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 79 young, and gentle and rude, will turn with a softened thought to regard her. And Blanche, as she stood there with eyes bent upon her violets, had never been so beautiful before. Something joyous, elate, and yet solemn, shone from her form ; a faint flush troubled the repose of her cheeks, and a tender glow upon her lips almost breathed of the consent they had given. Margaret s gaze lingered affectionately upon her, but she did not meet those drooping eyes until she brought her a glass of lemonade ; and then there was a smile, a blush, a tear, and all that ; while Frederick, in a sudden outbreak of happiness, seized upon the helpless Lily, who ought to have been a-bed ; and after whirling her around like a top, tos sed her up, and left her dizzy and confused upon Pierre s shoulders, whereby her dignity was some what wounded, and she slid back to the floor as quickly as possible. " If I ever grow so large that you cannot treat me so, I shall be glad," she said, poutingly. " Well, you never will, unless you go to bed earli er," was the sage reply. So, off to bed, little one !" and that was all the consolation she got for his ill-treatment. The next thing they heard was Towser growling on the piazza ; for when Fred was particularly happy, 80 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. inferior creatures were wise to keep out of sight, lie had such a thoughtless way of bestowing his exu berant spririts upon them ; and although his hand some, glowing face never failed to diffuse pleasure wherever it appeared, yet little children, dogs, and nervous people confessed to a feeling of timidity in his presence. Pierre s serenity was very much disturbed by Frederick s advent. He demanded the entire devo tion of some heart to his happiness, or there was restlessness and repining ; and now, that more than ever he felt the want of some satisfying love, his sis ter, who had been to him almost like half of his own soul, had partially deserted him for a newer affection. He did not wish it to be otherwise when she came to his side, he sent her back to her lover s, but it forced upon him a feeling of loneliness that was to him un endurable. He had no relatives, no mother, the woman he loved was soon to be married to another and brooding upon these things, instead of making himself happy with the thousand other pleasant circumstances which surrounded him, he grew moody, and took almost entirely to his guitar for solace and company. He had a fancy for pleasing Lily, but aside from that, he did not exert himself to be enter taining to anybody. FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 81 He taught her to play upon his guitar to speak some musical Spanish phrases ; and what pleased her most of all, they took long rides on horseback all over the country. Enthralled in " Love s young dream," Blanche for a while shut out the clouds in the sky of the future, and walked contented through the fairy land of the present. Why should she not be happy ? There was nothing but the thought of her brother s unplea sant position to prevent her being too supremely hap py. She kept hoping that " something would happen" to divert his mind from Rosa, or in some way to change the circumstances. And something did hap pen, but not in the way she hoped for. It was well known to all in the family, that Rosa and Lennard were to be married somewhere about the next Christmas, and Frederick could not endure the thought of allowing Miss Guyarre to go back to the south before he had a right to accompany her. He wanted her to consent to a double wedding, and then they could all go south together, if her affairs at Magnolia Grove needed her presence so soon. But against all such plans rose up the image of her broth er, and she resolutely refused to leave him in such embarrassing loneliness. She w*ould go home with her brother as soon as the weather became cooler, 82 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. and she hoped that a winter on his plantations, sur rounded by different influences, would make him forget his unhappy love ; but, if he did not, she should never forsake him, until he too had found a friend that would supply the place of all others. Because he had to acknowledge very much against his inclination that this was a sisterly and wise con clusion, Frederick was frequently in an ill humor, for which his poor horse in many a fast and furious ride had to suffer. Unfortunate man ! It was pro voking, without doubt and yet, though Pierre with his waywardness, and melancholy, and fits of temper, stood so much in other people s way, no one seemed to feel any resentment against him. When his brother-in-law elect was ready to frighten Jupiter out of his five senses, to send Lily suddenly to Miss Guyarre for protection, to drive his horses to death, break the carriage and endanger his own neck when Towser sneaked out of the way when Bridget de clared with lifted hands that " She never seen such a harum-scarum young man before" he was as gentle as a Count to Pierre, and never wounded him by a hint of the reason of his half-happy desperation. There was such a gentleness, such an affectionate manner and poetic delicacy about the young South erner that nobody wanted to quarrel with him. FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 83 In the meantime, as the weeks flew by and Sep tember began to ripen the peaches and scatter the flowers, the people at Maple Grove began to expect the return of the party from Saratoga. CHAPTER V. THEY were looking for Rosa at Maple grove. Her last letter had assured them that Mrs. Greenwood was at last wearied with Saratoga, and they were coming home on Wednesday. Thinking that they would probably arrive in the afternoon train, Jupiter was sent with the carriage, and directions given to bring Mrs. Greenwood and Lennard to tea. The careful Margaret, who prided herself upon her house-wifely accomplishments, went out herself to prepare some dainty dish for the table, while Lily, in the excitement of the occasion, danced in and out like a humming bird, darting down the avenue, to look for the first toss of the horses heads as they came up the little rise in the wood, twining around the pillars of the portico, blooming as their roses, and bursting back into the hall again to ask Pierre if "He didn t wish they would come?" Nobody else felt inclined to ask him the question, but allow ed him to sit silently upon the stair, with his book. 84 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 85 Blanche fancied that he must be annoyed by the ear nest little interrogator : so she called her away, and they went together to a shady seat under a maple tree and sat quietly waiting. " There ! there ! I see them there s the car riage !" cried Lily, at last, jumping down from the seat and running down the path. Pierre turned deadly pale as he held his face down over his book, and Margaret, passing by, did not dare to address him. The hurry and joy, though, was all lost j Jupiter turned up towards the mansion with a less majestic sweep than usual, and they soon per ceived that the carriage was empty. " Well, they will come in the ten o clock train to night, I suppose, " said Mr. Lee, with a little sigh of disappointment. " Father has a yearning after the bright face of his Rosa," said Margaret, without the least bit of jealousy, as she turned towards him affectionately, at the sound of that sigh. " The Rose is no fairer flower than this," he said, kissing her, " but it is such a wild, mild Rose that it has a singular charm." " Well done !" said Fred, with his saucy laugh, " you are growing poetical, father ; and faith, Rosa affects a good many people in that way ! As they 86 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. hav n t arrived though, you are safe in concluding that the ten o clock train will bring them. What do you say, all, to a delightful walk to the station-house to meet them ; they will feel flattered at the wel come, and we will have a glorious walk besides." Everybody consented except Lily, who, not being included in the project, had nothing to do but sub mit to her disappointment, and win Maggie s consent to sit up until they returned. " In the meantime," said our house-keeper, " we will eat the muffins, which promised to be delicious, and try to do them as much justice as though a part of them had fallen into the mouths for which they were intended." They went in to tea ; where Lily, who sat next to Pierre, took away what little appetite the circum stances had left him, by chatting confidentially about the stories Rosa would tell her of Saratoga, and wondering if they would be as nice as those he had told her of Cuba, winding up with " How fine it would be if he would ask Rosa to go along with them, when he took her there, as he had promised. What times they would have ! such times !" The night was cool and starry when the young people started for the village, leaving Mr. Lee and FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 87 Lily to wait for their return. As they did not care about waiting long at the station-house, and had an hour in which to walk half a mile, they lingered by the way, attracted here and there by every wayward fancy. " There are clouds coming up in the west," said Margaret . " To-morrow will not be as pleasant as to-day," remarked Blanche. They had ten minutes to wait when they arrived at the depot, and they jested them away as if they were not the last happy ten minutes they should see in a long time. " How I love the iron-horse," said Blanche, in a dreamy tone, as they stood upon the platform of the station-house and looked up and down the track where it was faintly illuminated by the lantern of the switch-tender. " He is so strong, so swift, so tireless, that there is something almost sublime in him he seems, at the moment when he sweeps by, superior to his creator man, and one shrinks at the thought of his weakness and insignificance. Hark ! I hear him now, miles away, his quick breath echoed by the hills." They listened, and heard the first sounds of his panting breast, and the distant rattle of the train he 88 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. dragged, upon the cool and starry night ; and their hearts gave an anticipating bound as if they already felt the clasp of their friends hands ; the next mo ment a shrill scream from the approaching engine startled into life the sleepy hangers-on who had been waiting at the depot, the bell rang, a crowd gathered upon the platform the great fiery eye of the loco motive flashed out of the far off shadows, lighting up his path with disdainful brightness, while he came hotly on the ground groaned beneath his tread with clamor, speed and impatience the train snorted up and paused. Our friends leaned eagerly forward to look there was yes, there was Lennard stepping out of the third passenger car Mrs. Greenwood Rosa. Rosa turned to step back into the car for her shawl which she had left upon her seat. " My God !" exclaimed Frederick, shrinking back, then springing forward, he shouted " Rosa !" What was the matter ? he had caught the flashing eye of a second fiery monster rushing furiously along over the path of the first or, right on towards the doomed car, and Rosa was in it, and Lennard, they did ot see nor hear there was no time it was too late ! There was a crash, an appalling tumult, groans, shouting, confusion and horror. We are almost ashamed to record so small an FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 89 accident, by which there was but three persons killed instantly, and eleven more or less maimed and injured. Had we not hoped that the youth and gay- ety, beauty and witchery of Rosa Lee had made her many friends, we would not trouble you with so small a thing as her being dragged forth from that frightful chaos a crushed and senseless human form, in which the breath of life might linger agonizingly a few hours more. She was borne home during the period of her insen sibility, and after hours of deathly suspense, it was declared by her physicians that she might linger weeks and months, but that she nevermore would walk, nor rise from her bed of suffering. From that mo ment a shadow rested upon Maple Grove. No sound of laughter or music disturbed its echoes ; darkened rooms, low voices, and at night a dim light shining from one room where friends kept watch by a couch of dreary pain. It was two weeks before Lennard, who had had an arm broken and been otherwise injured, could drag himself into the presence of Rosa, who recognised him by a faint smile, murmuring his name, the first word she had spoken since the fatal night. His ago ny of mind was too great to bear, and they were compelled to hurry him from her sight, lest its be- 8* 90 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. trayal should affect her. It was not until still anoth er week had passed that Margaret summoned courage to tell him the terrible truth, that Rosa, their Rosa his Rosa was nevermore to walk forth upon the beautiful earth nevermore to be free from pain. " I cannot have it so," he cried out fiercely. " It shall not be !" And he paced the long piazza with heavy, defiant strides ; then when this vain resistance of fate passed away, he bowed his head upon poor Margaret s lap, and trembled and wept like a fright ened child. " Why was it she who was singled out from that motley throng the beautiful, the young, the happy for such a life ? Aye ! can you answer me that, Maggie ?" he burst forth again in the same impetuous manner, after having nearly exhausted himself with weeping. It added greatly to the sister s already over whelming sorrow, to see such indications of feeling from one of so calm a temperament as Lennard. She had not yet gained composure of her own, so that she might attempt to console him. Blanche had been a " ministering angel" in this time of affliction : her gentle hands were ready to undertake kind offices, which those unnerved by grief were unable to perform. By day and night she was FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 91 tireless, tender and devoted, until Margaret could not bear to part from her an hour ; and even Mr. Lee, shaken by this heavy trouble, seemed to depend upon her cheerfulness to keep him from sinking. The weeks wore away in a dull, slow round. As soon as Lennard could escape from the business duties which occupied his time until dinner, he was out at the Grove, and in the sick room, sitting pa tiently hour after hour in its stillness and darkness, satisfied for the moment, if the flowers he brought, the words he uttered, called up a smile upon the pale and wasted features of his Rosa. Frederick for the time being was entirely changed. A woman could hardly be more gentle and thought ful. " I believe that Pierre is the most miserable of all of us, except poor Rosa herself," he said once to Blanche, as they sat talking of the blight which had come upon their happiness. " He loves her as much as Lennard, yet has not the consolation of lingering by her side and doing those affectionate services which afford a gleam of comfort to Charles. Mrs. Greenwood says that she hears him up in his room almost all night, wandering about like a perturbed spirit, and that she is afraid that his health will fail entirely. He has looked like 92 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. a ghost ever since the awful shook he received that fatal night." " There is but obe thing that will restore him, and that is for us to go home immediately. It is growing too bleak for him at the North, even if his mind was not so engrossed by what surrounds him here. I must leave you, Frederick, and dear Rosa. She has many friends who will do all that can be done for her ; but Pierre has only me ; I must go with him back to our own home, where we will wait for better days." " It seems as if better days were never to come," said her lover, moodily ; " as if they never had been except in dreams that the gloomy present would always continue." " Do you know Rosa said the same thing to me this morning ? I cannot forget her faint and melan choly whisper < Blanche ! was I ever out of pain ? was I ever well and happy ? or is it a dream of some past time before this life came upon me ? Shall I ever be well again be well enough to laugh, to run out of doors and breathe the cool air, and sing aloud? Did Charles expect that we were to be married ? Or is it all a dream, Blanche ? Alas, poor child ! can it be possible that she never will be out of that eick-room again!" " She does not know that yet ; it will be hard to FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 93 tell her the whole truth ; she will feel it more keenly when she is enough better to feel the wish strong upon her to get up and go out into the world again. I wish every day that she knew the worst, but I do not know who there is that can bear to tell her." " It will be a sad message for any one to bear." " If you must go away from us, Blanche, I should wish her to hear it while you are with us. We will need all the help we can get to keep up our courage. But I had hoped that you could remain with us thia winter." " I must go with Pierre, and go soon ; it is stormy and cold already, and we dare not delay. I do not know that Pierre himself will consent to leave, but I shall use every inducement, for I think that his health and life depend upon it. If it will be too severe a trial for Maggie to communicate her fate to Hosa, I think the doctor, who is so kind a friend, will be the one to speak with her about it, and I will be with her at the time ; to-morrow, if he thinks it safest and best." So the next day the truth was told to the sick girl. She uttered one faint cry of despair, and then lay for a long time in silence as if struggling for resignation. The hot tears of Blanche dropping fast upon her 94 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. wasted hand, induced her to make some exertion to overcome her emotion. " I think I can bear it," she whispered, unclosing her eyes. " I have borne so much, already but Lennard / pity him it is hard it is hard, Blanche !" She was not permitted to speak again until she was rested, when the first question she asked, was, "If Charles knew it?" Upon being assured that he had known it for weeks, a single tear rolled down her cheeks, and she murmured " He still loves me is kind, more kind than ever." Blanche now began preparations for going home. The whole family felt as it if were impossible to spare her. While they could not deny that it was the only prudent course as far as concerned Pierre, who was wasting away almost as rapidly as Rosa herself. * When the day of departure at length came, it was a hard struggle for both to take leave of the invalid. Pierre stood a few moments by her bed-side, gazing upon her with those strongly expressive and melan choly eyes of his, while he grew so pale that he looked like one about to faint. "Rosa, dear Rosa," he said, bending down, and speaking in a touching, impassioned tone, " if you *ive to see those who now love you grow cold and FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 95 careless, and weary of attending upon your days of pain, do not forget that there is one who knows it impossible that he shall ever love you less. If he whose right it is now to watch by you, grows weary and Rosa, the time is coming swiftly then one whose love is as deathless as his soul, may have a chance to prove that it is you, sick or well, old or young, beautiful, or blighted by suffering, you that he loves, and not an outward semblance. Good bye." Those who were present did not hear his words, but they saw that they agitated the sick girl. It was not the renewed assurance of so passionate an attachment it was the startling fear of something hitherto unfeared, that troubled her. His address was cruel, but he had not meant it to be so. CHAPTER VI. Charles Leonard was ashamed to acknowledge to his own soul that he loved Rosa less ; that it was becoming a duty and not a pleasure to spend hia hours of leisure by her side ; that her changed coun tenance, the absence of bloom, beauty, high spirits and the thousand charms of youthful gayety could so soon deaden his passion. For four months he had not neglected her a day j he had absented himself entirely from those scenes of enjoyment where he was once delighted to please and be pleased. Through the holy-days he had refused her earnest pleadings, that he would go out as usual and be gay and happy, and not shut himself up in that lonely chamber. He assured her that it was not dreary or lonely where she was that she was society and gayety enough for him that to bring a smile to her pale face was worth an hundred flatteries from the idle FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 97 crowd. Yet he was conscious that it was irksome to be so restricted by a sense of duty that it was hard to be going in and out of that dreary chamber with a care-worn face, instead of with the joyful elation of the bridegroom, which he had anticipated would then be. He began to look back with doubt to the time when there had been roses upon those pallid cheeks, and dimples about that feverish mouth ; wteu the poor invalid lying there forever in that one po sition, had bounded airily by his side, her bright hair floating, and her sweet laugh ringing upon the sum mer air. And it was because that he was ashamed to be, as all men are, so selfish in their love, so brief in their endurance of what frets their will, that he began to seek a relief from unpleasant thoughts in a habit which he had always struggled against, and long thrown aside entirely. It disturbed Rosa it kept her awake when she might otherwise have forgotten her constant suffering in sleep, to think how often he kissed her with the wine odor lingering warmly in his breath. She re membered that he had avowed to her a weakness against which it was necessary that he should strug gle ; she feared that he was yielding to it j and with a true woman s tenderness, she blamed herself for 98 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. being so unfortunate as to have rendered him un happy, and so exposed him to temptation. " It is because I have made him miserable, or be cause he is so wretched upon my account. I wish he would give me up forget me and be happy with those, who like him, are well and gay and full of hope. It must not be. I shall not be the means of keeping him from any happiness that might other wise fall to his lot. I will give him up." Dear child ! while she was still schooling her heart for the great trial ; still praying for patience and self-denial to give up the society so precious to her, she began to feel that it would require but little effort on her part to break ties which he was swiftly un loosing. Still the weeks rolled on in a dull and dreary round. Lennard came every day, but his calls were brief and constrained. In the three or four instances in which he had suffered a day to pass without going to the Grove, Frederick learned that he had been engaged with dissipated companions and was in a condition unfit to appear. It began to be rumored throughout C that young Lennard, who had been so highly regarded by all, was yielding to bad influences, and becoming FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 99 somewhat reckless. Almost every one pitied him They laid his excuses at the door of his unhappiness. " It was such a sad case !" they said. " He loved Rosa Lee so devotedly, he could never be happy again. They should not be surprised if he died of a broken heart, or gave himself up to excess. It would be better if he could forget her better for both !" Perhaps it would. It certainly would have been a case of extraordinary attachment, if he had not done so as quickly as he did. But somehow, when the faith of a woman is thus put to the test, she is apt to bear it bravely, and at least not to make it an excuse for perpetual evil-doing on her part. No ! if Len- nard had been able to resign his hopes of a more glow ing happiness, and to be true to his affianced in life and death, the consciousness of his own nobility would have afforded him some pure contentment, and he would not have been half as unhappy as he was. It was because he was not satisfied with his own heart, that he drowned its accusings in the wine cup. Even the gentle Margaret pitied him, and wished him to be free from all obligations to continue near her sister, if that would save him from impend ing danger. She even sought to convince him that he did himself injustice not to banish as far as possi- 100 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. ble from his mind the thought that he had once anticipated a happiness which fate had denied him. Rosa, herself, spoke of it so bravely and concealed so passionately her tears, that they were deceived as to how deeply the arrow had pierced her soul " Maggie, dear," she began, one bright day in the early Spring, when she had been cheered by the sunshine let in freely into the long darkened cham ber, and by the delicate wind-flowers which lay upon her pillow, " I want you to bring me a mirror. I want to see how much I am changed." " You are not changed at all in the hearts that love you," was the affectionate reply. " So never mind the mirror, Rosa." v The invalid heaved a deep sigh. " Then one heart never did truly love me," was her thought. She did not speak it, but pleaded for a glass, and Margaret at last brought a small mirror and held it where she, propped upon her pillows, could gaze upon the reflection of her then wan coun tenance. " I am sadly altered I should not know myself, Maggie." " If it was not for that cruel pain which keeps you so pale, you would be prettier than ever, my sweet Rosa. That is a delicate, spiritual face you see the v e FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION! 101 the curls are the same, dancing, bright, profuse curls as ever the eyes are dim with pain, perhaps, but they brighten so with love and are so beautiful with patience. Indeed , darling, you are prettier than ever. Now, when I put these blossoms in your hair don t you think so?" and Maggie kissed the pale forehead. " I do not know these hollows in my cheeks are not lovely," replied the invalid, bringing her delicate, transparent hand with an effort up to her face. " But I do not care for the loss of beauty, Maggie ; don t think me so foolish as that. I wanted to see myself, of course ; it is a long time since I have beheld my best friend," and she smiled. "You ought to be called Lily, now, and I be Rose," said her little sister, as she laid her bright head close to hers upon the pillow, scattered over with the flowers she had been out in the meadows to gather for the beloved one. "Yes \ a poor, broken, blighted Lily !" murmured Rosa, and sighed again. It is not strange that a beauty should be so proud of her personal attractions and consider them of su perior importance, and all her qualities of heart and mind as inferior, when she finds of what priceless value they are in the eyes of men. Or that Rosa 9* 102 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. Lee should lament the loss of loveliness which she was but little vain of while it was hers, but whose worth she learned when it had vanished. " A blighted, broken Lily," she repeated softly to herself, " cast aside while withering never to be worn upon the bosom of a friend." Now that Rosa was as well, perhaps, as she ever would be, and could talk, and see her old acquain tances, and enjoy the boquets which were brought her, the books that were read to her, and take some interest in passing events, she became anxious to promote the happiness of her friends. Frederick, who had been so tender and true, through the worst of her trials, she was determined should not delay his marriage with Blanche upon account of her dis appointments. Her only happiness now, she said, would be to see those she loved in pleasant circum stances. Blanche s letters through the winter had not al ways been of the most hopeful character. She had constant anxiety about her brother, who, at one time, she would state, was away from her in the city, lead ing a life of reckless magnificence, and again, at home moody and ill. In answer to Frederick s eloquent appeal, begging permission to come after her, she replied that Pierre was FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 103 then dangerously sick, and she did not know as it would ever be that she should be at liberty to marry, and so in a measure forsake him ; but as she was evidently lonely, melancholy, and in want of the friendship and help of a stronger spirit, it did not deter her lover from replying that he should come to her immediately, and that she might then do as she thought best for all of them. It was well known in C , where Frederick Lee had always lived, and was universally esteemed, that his object in taking so long a journey to the South, was to bring home the beautiful stranger who had won their hearts the previous summer. He met congratulations and gay wishes upon every hand, and the evening previous to the day of his departure, a number of his old friends gave a supper in his hon our. It was the first affair of the kind which he had attended since Rosa s illness, though Lennard had been as gay as ever for the last few weeks. The supper was a luxurious one, and his com panions so full of vivacity that Frederick could not but oast aside all care for the present hour, and join with his old mirthfulness and wit in the festivities. He regarded Lennard in silent amazement at times, a great change had come over his manners ; instead of being quiet, reserved, a check upon the 104 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. mischievous wildness of his friends, and giving utter ance, when he did speak, to some quaint and keen sally which would set the table in a roar, he was the most boisterous of the party, drinking incessantly, and making constant attempts to attract attention to his own brilliant efforts. About one o clock in the morning any one with eyes that can see through closed doors, might have amused himself with the scene got up in the Young Men s Club Room, in the second story of the American, in C . These clubs and champagne suppers and the like, must always remain a wonder to women, who cannot comprehend why their husbands, brothers, lovers and friends, so agreeable, so polite in their company, can have tastes and enjoyments too gross for them to share. Frederick and his friends had eaten all that the circumstances would possibly allow ; the servants had done bringing in and clearing away the rare courses which the epicure par excellence of the Club, had ordered ; and after having, as a parting duty, strewed the table with bottles and cigars, they retired and left their masters to the undisturbed enjoyment of each other s society. The flowers which lavishly adorned the room began FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 105 to droop with mortification at some of the rude wit ticisms of people they had heretofore had a leaning towards, and their sweet breath, which had so refined the atmosphere and added to the delicate flavor of the first soups and viands, was now quite choked and expired convulsively, being overpowered by the fumes of costly and exquisite tobacco, voluptuously inhaled through foreign hookahs, and dispersed indo lently through the eyes and nostrils, or puffed dreamily from unutterably perfect cigars. Artists seeking new and inimitable groups and postures in which to present the heroes of statuary and painting, might have here studied unstudied grace, and caught the effect of a gesture in position, which would have rendered its preserver immortal. Lennard, who had sung himself hoarse, smoked himself sleepy, and drank himself stupid, lay upon a lounge, with the amber mouth-piece of his Turkish pipe between his fingers, looking on with dull eyes at the rest, and joining in with a loud laugh, whenever they had anything to be merry about. Another young man was paying his respects to his friend in the mirror, while another, who saw double, in attempting to take a comfortable seat in an arm-chair, had set down in the one which was not^ and being too indo lent to redeem his mistake, still occupied the floor. 106 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. Frederick could not deny to his own conscience but that he was a little more exhilarated than he had any right to be, but he felt very happy and bright. Sparkles of fun, gems of wit seemed to float upon the brim of his glass, and every time he sipped them down they rose to his lips again in a shape to make his friends heads ache with laughing, and hearts with envy. After the bride-to-be had been respectfully toasted, and the bridegroom had made a handsome reply, a thin youth with very light hair and eyes, and a kind of sarcastic curl-downwards of the mouth, sprang upon the table " My friends," said he, " I want you all to do full justice to the occasion, as well as to the liquids for which the Club is famous, by getting as gloriously drunk as possible. Let us not have any of your half-way celebrations. The rules which were laid down by < Festus at his festival, will do for every such occasion as this and that reminds me that I am going to have them painted in letters of gold and hung up in the arch yonder. But, as I was saying, the lady might be offended if it should ever reach her ears, that her lord saw fit to get only partially drunk in honor of so important an event. To make a sublime fool and a beautiful beast of one s FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 107 self, seems the only rational and popular way of showing one s joy when something particularly good has happened or intends to happen. What would the Fourth of July be if the men it made free, did not see fit to commemorate it by getting gloriously drunk ? When a friend is elected to office, how can we show our sympathy but by getting gloriously drunk ? or elect a President or welcome a new member to the Club or bid farewell to one or have a fortune left to us or one taken away without getting gloriously drunk? And what way so appro priate to show our respect for the young maiden who is our toast, as to get drunk in testifying our esteem ? And, by the way, why should the ladies be debarred the privilege ? I presume that it would be peculiarly gratifying to our fortunate and admired friend here, who for the last time graces our Bachelor Club with his inspiring presence, if he could learn that his beautiful Blanche was celebrating his expected coin ing in a similar manner with a few of her female friends. It would be a preparation eminently be coming before entering upon the high and holy state of " " Down with him !" cried two or three, interrupt ing the speaker, who was saying all this in a sneering tone, but with a smiling face, " his sentiments, if 108 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. not his words, are opposed to the spirit of our insti tutions. Barclay Brown, you are forbidden to open your mouth again this night, except for the purpose of emptying therein such waste liquids as might otherwise < die undrank. " Brown came down from among the bottles with a grimace, and remarking that it was easier to " Preach than practice," began pouring out a glass of amber- colored, aromatic sherry. Frederick s soul was not so steeped in the pleasant wine-fumes but that he was conscious of its being jarred by the last part of the address; the idea struck him that the pure, delicate, and lily-like crea ture he so adored, would not be pleased to look in upon him then, and he wished the hour for him to withdraw from the room had arrived. Such impres sions, however, quickly vanished, and did not recur until the party broke up, and he found himself walk ing home in the pure morning air, the stars looking down pale and reproachful, and Aurora blushing as if with shame. " I will never be guilty of joining a married-men s Club, now that I am honorably free from this," he murmured, " such kind of pleasure is of a false and hollow kind, and I wonder so many of us young men are led into such extremes, until we make a dissipa- FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. 109 tion of our enjoyments. Dear Blanche ! you must forgive me this, and your name shall never be writ in rosy wine by me again." It may be that the head ache he had, and the weary feeling of satiety may have assisted him to this good resolution ; and just as he finished his appeal to his absent lady love, his eyes being fixed upon the space her fancied image filled, he stumbled over an obstruction in the path and fell full length in the dust, which being damp, with dew, clung to his clothes, and gave him the appearance of being in a worse condition than he really was ; but it aided in strengthening his dislike to night-revels, and was therefore a lucky accident. After a few hours of feverish sleep he breakfasted, and after completing all his preparations, and sending Jupiter to the depot with his baggage, he went to bid Rosa good bye. She knew where he had been the previous night, and begged .of him eagerly, earnestly, passionately, to tell her how Lennard conducted himself, and if the change which she detected in him, was observa ble in society. Her large eyes were fixed so search- ingly upon his face, that he could not evade the truth; he confessed that Lennard seemed like a 10 110 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. different man was vacillating, irritable, capricious, and even dissipated. " Oh !" said the beautiful sufferer, closing her eyes with a deep sigh, and covering them with one wan hand as if to shut out thought with light, " how gladly, how swiftly would I die, rather than that he should so change." The tears stood in her brother s eyes as he tried to comfort her, and she soon rallied and with a patient smile sent her love, her warmest wishes to Blanche, and bidding him to return with her as quickly as cir cumstances would permit, she gave him the parting kiss, and was left to the loneliness, the sadness, the gloom of her sick chamber and her vanished hopes, while Frederick went forth, elate, happy, fearless, to realize his most eager and triumphant wishes. And how lonely, how gloomy, that chamber seemed to Rosa for the next few hours, none but those who have passed through such dark places in life, can imagine. The sense of what she had suffered and what she must still suffer of what she had given up and had yet to resign of the fearful shadow which came all at once between her and sunlight of the dreams she had, dreams, rose-colored and fair, con trasted with this dreadful reality came even with wilder power than ever before, opposed by the happy FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. Ill prospects of Frederick and Blanche till her trial seemed too great to bear, and she prayed for death. As the morning rolled slowly on, the intensity of her agony exhausted itself, she grew too weak to feel so madly ; and Margaret coming in, after her brother had left, found her so faint and pale that she was al armed and would have summoned her father. " No no ! Maggie, it is mental pain I have been suffering ; otherwise I am as well as usual, Do not tell any one that I have been so foolish, but think ing of Frederick and Blanche and all oh, Maggie, I have had a struggle. But it is over past the worst is past!" and after uttering other words in a weak voice, Rosa tried to assume a cheerful look. " Lennard has sent Miss Barrett s Poems for me to read to you this morning," replied Margaret, turn ing away for a moment to conceal the sob which shook her at hearing her sister s touching whisper ; " but you are too weary, now. What shall I do for you ? "You may give me my cordial, Maggie, and hand me those April violets Lily left, and then you may read. It will not tire me ; perhaps I shall sleep." Margaret sat where she could sometimes bend for ward acd kiss the sick girl s forehead, while she read the " Lady Geraldine," in a sweet and soothing 112 FASHIONABLE DISSIPATION. x tone, so full of the love and tenderness which she felt, that the beautiful poem sounded still more ex quisite from her lips. Listening to her the invalid dropped into a refreshing slumber, the tears yet standing upon her pale cheeks like dew upon white roses. And thus Margaret left her, to attend to other duties which demanded her attention ; for the young girl had daily more cares, and passed her life in a steady round of employments, and in adding to the happiness of those about her. Even Towser, when he had wounded his foot, knew to whom to apply to get it bound up, and came limping to our lovely house-keeper with a mute appeal in his eyes, as she came down stairs. CHAPTER VII. Charles Leonard had parted from Rosa. He was going to be absent from C for a year on business. He had heretofore lived easily and with no thought about providing for himself j as he was the adopted son and heir of a wealthy uncle ; but this uncle be gan to dread the habits which his nephew was form ing, and had offered him all the money that was to be made by it if he would go and attend to some affairs for him in a distant city. He thought that n-ew oc cupations and associations would drive out of his mind the memory of his disappointment, and leave him more at liberty to make another choice ; for Mr. Lennard, senior, was not a sentimental man, and although he had formerly been highly pleased with the idea of Rosa Lee for a niece ;