LIFE Of MADAME DE LA MOTHE GUYON RE-ISSUE OF A MOST VALUABLE BOOK ON CHRISTIAN MYSTICISM UNIFORM WITH TU1S VOLUME New Edition, La. Cr. 8vo, 426 pages. Cloth, 7/6 net. THE HISTORY AND LIFE OF DOCTOR JOHN TAULER OP STRASBOURG With Twenty-five of his Sermons Translated from the German, with Additional Notices of Tauler s Life and Times BY SUSANNA WINKWORTH With Preface by CHARLES KINGSLEY And an Introductory Letter by DR ALEXANDER WHYTE, OP EDINBURGH Dr Robertson Nicoll, in The British Weekly, says: "Mr ALLBNSON reprints in a very handsome and convenient form Miss WINKWORTH S Translation. The reprint is moat welcome. Mr Allenson has done a great service in publishing this book." Dr Marcus Dods, Edinburgh, writes: " Knowing how much valuable matter there is in the sermons, I think you have done a public service in re-issuing them in a much handier form. I hope they will have a renewed and increased circulation." Martin Luther says of Tauler: "If you have a mind to read a book of pure, thorough, Divine learning, get for yourself the sermons of John Tauler the Dominican. For nowhere, in Latin or in German, have I seen a more wholesome theology or one which accords more with the Gospel. This is a book wherein may be seen how the best learning of our times is not even brans, but is mere iron compared with this learning of true blessedness " LONDON: H. R. ALLENSON, LIMITED RACQUET COURT, FLEET STREET, B.C. LIFE RELIGIOUS OPINIONS AND EXPERIENCE OF MADAME GTJYON INCLUDING AN ACCOUNT OF THE PERSONAL HISTORY AND RELIGIOUS OPINIONS OF , ARCHBISHOP OF CAMBRAY BY THOMAS C. UPHAM EDITED AND REVISED BY AN ENGLISH CLERGYMAN With New Introduction by Prof. W. R. Inge, Author of "Christian Mysticism," <tc. NEW EDITION, WITH "CONTENTS" ADDED LONDON: H. R. ALLENSON, LIMITED 7 RACQUET COURT, FLEET STREET, E.O <NOX TOnOMTO Previous Editions published by Sampson Low <$ Co. Trans] erred, to H. R. Allenson, 1905, reprinted 1908, 1914 and 1920. EDITOR S PREFACE. IF few readers will agree with every sentiment recorded in these pages, yet it will not be too much to expect that every one should admire the fervent zeal, marked and steady consistency, as well as leading and striking ability of the subject of them. Madame Guyon must claim our sympathy in her sufferings, and if in any age it could be said that the world was not worthy of her, especially it would be so in that of Louis XIV. The few dazzling lights in that dark age serve to exhibit its dense dark ness. A depraved Court, with intense profession of religion ; a dissolute and extravagant nobility, with a beguiled and besotted populace ; military glory sought abroad, while at home La Belle France saw the same soldiery striking their swords into the hearts of the freest and most faithful citizens, and thus staining every honour in the detestable butchery of the Dragonnades ; dishonour at last drooping its withering blight over every promising field ; every energy and every sin ; every profession and every vice ; such preachers as have perhaps since the apostles days never been surpassed for impassioned vehemence and power of oratory, and yet crowds unrepentant, as if to show that man s heart can not be softened but by the Holy Spirit s influences ; narrowness and profusion ; little-mindedness and vaulting ambition, all these, amongst many others, were traits that marked the age in which lived, and preached, and suffered, and died Madame Guyon. To have done what she did, against all hindrances of malice, disappointment, and power, is enough to prove her to vi EDITOR S PREFACE. have possessed ability of the highest order ; and to have done these deeds as she did them, shows that the root of the matter was in her. The friend of Fenelon, like him she was persecuted for the truth s sake. Having really too much light for a dis ciple in the Roman Church, yet she had not strength to escape from it, and found her tomb in it. That Church can fairly claim no glory from Fenelon and Pascal, and Arnauld and Madame Guyon. These are enough to show us that great light may exist in great darkness, and great love in an atmosphere of internal chilliness. Louis XIV. and his abettors, Popes and Bishops, were more right in discerning the tendency of such views than those who held them. They were essentially antagonistic to Romanism, and must have developed more and more into divi sion. So far as Fenelon and Madame Guyon diverged from re ceived Romanism, they were Protestants, and as such, Louis XIV. and Bossuet condemned them. The only credit which the Church of Rome can claim from her Jansenist members, is that of having persecuted them. Madame Guyon was a martyr to their clear and quick-sighted hatred of the truth. And, if we mistake not, from the life before us, among many fruitful lessons, this may be learned, that while it is no slight toil to attain truth in such a system, yet it is possible ; and therefore while the sound Protestant rejoices in his own privileges and clearer light, he will pray for such as are feeling after the truth, shackled by the trammels of corrupt authority. As God had a people in the dark days before our Reformation, for we are not severed from the early Church by an abyss of centuries, but are connected with them by the lines of essential truth, so now He may have and has a people working in chains and thraldom of mind, while the soul enlight ened is free. With these remarks the Life of Madame Guyon, revised so as to leave its entirety uninjured, and may-be, more acceptably useful, is commended to the Christian reader. What she was in spite of great impediments, let every Christian strive to be with his great advantages. PREFACE. I HAD read the life and writings of Madame Guyon with interest, and I think with profit. The impression was similar to that made upon the minds of others, that her history and her opinions are too valuable to be lost. They make a portion, not only of ecclesiastical history, bat of the history of the human mind. Under these circumstances, and in the hope of contri buting something to the cause of truth and of vital religion, I have undertaken the present work. In giving some account of Madame Guyon s life, I have made great use of her Autobiography. The origin of this remarkable work, entitled in French, in which language alone it has been printed in full, La Vie de Madame de la Mothe Quyon, e crite par elle-meme, was this. After her return from Italy in 1686, La Cornbe, her spiritual Director, in accordance with the autho rity allowed him by his Church, an authority to which she readily submitted, required her to make a written record of her past life. This she did for the most part, when she was shut up, a year or two afterwards, in the Convent of St. Marie in Paris. She proposed to make a selection of incidents ; but La Combe, fearful that the delicacy of her feelings might prompt ner to multiply omissions, required her to write everything. To this she at last consented, especially as she did not, and could not well suppose, that a Biography, written under such circumstances, would ever be given to the public. Vlll PREFACE. To the information derived from her Autobiography, I have added numerous facts, derived from her other writings, and other sources. So that I speak with considerable confidence when I say, that the reader will find, in the following pages, a full account of the life and labours of this remarkable woman. The latter portion of the work is occupied, in a considerable degree, with the acquaintance which was formed in the latter part of her life between Madame Guyon and Fenelon, Arch bishop of Cambray ; with the influence which was exerted by her over that truly distinguished man ; with the religious opi nions which were formed and promulgated under that influence, and with the painful results which he experienced in conse quence. The discussions in this part of the work turn chiefly upon the doctrine of pure or unselfish love, in the experience of which Fenelon thought, in accordance with the views of Madame Guyon, and it seems to me with a good deal of reason, that the sanctification of the heart essentially consists. It is true, that they insist strongly upon the subjection of the will ; but they maintain, as they very well may maintain, that such a love will certainly carry the will with it. The work is committed to the reader, not without a sense of its imperfections, but still in the hopes that something has been done to illustrate character, and to confirm the truth. THOMAS C. UPHAM. NEW INTRODUCTION. BY PROF. W. R. INGE, M.A. THE Autobiography of Madame Guyon is a document of great psychological interest. She exhibits the peculiar temperament of the mystic in a very pure form. Endowed by nature with beauty, wit, and practical ability, she had also, from early childhood, an ambition to be a saint, and wavered for some years between the rival attractions of the world and the cloister. An unhappy, loveless marriage, and a heartless, jealous mother-in-law, at last drove her to seek within the con solations which she could not find without, and she threw herself with characteristic energy into the course of self- mortification which, she believed, was the first stage on the road to the beatific vision. There is much in this part of her narrative which shows that she was not wholly sane. For example, her habit of eating disgusting substances is a well- known symptom of partial derangement. The later part of her life, when she had won recognition as a spiritual guide, was more wholesome, if not happier. Her favourite doctrine of disinterested love, though overstrained in the reaction against the crude religion of rewards and punishments which was preached around her, was a beautiful and noble doctrine, and her "Quietism" taught her only resignation, not inactivity. The story of her slowly ripening friendship with Fenelon, and her progressive alienation from Bossuet, whose instincts as an X INTRODUCTION. ecclesiastic soon led him to hate arid persecute the woman whom he had first admired and patronised, is very instructive. Besides the personal interest which is awakened by the story of Madame Guyon s life and sufferings, and her relations with some of the leading men in France at that time, the Autobiography has an importance to all who are interested in religious Mysticism. Quietism is a type of religious experience which appears in every age and country, though not with equal frequency. Even in our busy and bustling time, there are many who are content to sit at Jesus feet like Mary of Bethany, and to " Hearken what the Lord God will say concerning " them. It is one type of Christian saintliness, and it has often moulded very beautiful characters. As for " disin terested love," it might almost be said that love which is not disinterested is unworthy of the name. Mercenary religion is not explicitly rejected in the Gospels, but surely the question, " What shall we have therefore ? " belongs to a crude and early stage in discipleship. The apostle who asked that question did not wince when, a little later, he was told that his reward was to be crucifixion, and not a seat at the Messiah s right hand. Until we have advanced far enough to say with Job, " Though He slay me, yet will I trust in Him," or with John Bunyan, when he was expecting to be hanged, " If God doth not come in, I will leap off the ladder even blindfold into eternity, come heaven, come hell," we are strangers to the heroism of faith. Madame Guyon had some amiable weaknesses, but she under stood what Christianity means much better than her persecutors. W. R. INGE. 34 RUTLAND GATE, W. t 17th April 1905. CONTENTS. CHAPTER I. PAOB Birth 1648 Parentage Sickness in infancy Ursuline Seminary at Montargis Duchess Montbason Benedictine Seminary Early religious impressions Cruel experiment upon her Unfavourable results Return home, . . 1 CHAPTER II. Second time at Ursuline Seminary Her paternal half-sister Meets Henrietta Maria, Queen of England Moral and religious feelings Transferred from Ursulines to Dominicans Finds a Bible Proposes to partake of the Eucharist, ......... 5 CHAPTER III. Visit from De Toissi, Missionary to Cochin China Results of visit Renewed religious efforts Works v. Faith Return of spiritual declension Account of her feelings and conduct, . . . . . . .11 CHAPTER IV. 1663 Leaves Montargis for Paris Louis XIV. Characteristics of the age- Effect of Paris upon her character Personal appearance Offers of marriage Is married at sixteen to M. Guyon, 1664 M. Guyon s family, . . 16 CHAPTER V. Remarks on her marriage Treatment experienced at her husband s house Unkind mother-in-law Want of harmony Her situation considered in relation to designs of Providence Trials endured, . . . .19 CHAPTER VI. Trials result in renewed disposition to seek God Of the connexion of Providential events with renewal of the heart Birth of her first child, its effect upon her mind Losses of property Severe sickness Death of her paternal half-sister and of her mother Result of these afflictions upon her mind Renewed efforts of a religious nature Reads a Kempis and De Sales Meets an exiled lady of great piety Meets her cousin M. de Toissi again Conversation with a Franciscan Her conversion, ....... 26 CHAPTER VII. Intellectual experience, in distinction from that of the heart Joy in the new life Subjection of the will Some of her views Remarks on faith Contemplation, ......... 39 CHAPTER VIII. 1668 Marked nature of her conversion Withdraws from worldly pleasures Birth of her second son Her great kindness and charity to the poor Her labours for the conversion of souls Domestic trials Unkindness of her step mother and maid-servant Conduct of her eldest son Sorrow and silence, . 44 CHAPTER IX. Desires to be wholly the Lord s Efforts to keep the outward appetites in sub jection Austerities may be practised without the idea of expiation --The monks of La Trappe Temptations to go back to the world Visit to Paris The errors committed there Grief Journey to Orleans and Touraine Temptations and religious infidelities and falls repeated Incident on the banks of the Loire Remarks upon her sins Visit to St. Cloud Sorrow Inquiries on holy living, ........ 56 x CONTENTS. ries CHAPTER X. Early views of her Christian state Seeks assistance from others The religious character of that age Consults Genevieve Granger Attends religious services at Notre Dame Extraordinary interview with a person unknown His advice Renewed consecration Attacked by small-pox Death of her youngest son Feelings Poetical writings Justice Divine Amiable, . . .71 CHAPTER XI. Faithfulness in trial Spiritual consolations Experience during 1671 Domestic and other duties Trials in relation to seasons of prayer Regard for God s Erovidences First acquaintance, July 1671, with Francis La Combe mpression made on him by her conversations Growth in grace, . . 83 CHAPTER XII. Incidents of 1672 Her father s death Remarks Affectionate eulogium on her daughter Her sickness and death The renewed and entire consecration of herself in 1670 This act reduced to writing, and signed for the first time, July 22, 1672 Instrumentality of Genevieve Granger Form of this con secrating act Dangers connected with a journey Reflections, . . 91 CHAPTER XIII. Birth of a son Her religious state Death of Genevieve Granger Remarks on affliction Second visit to Orleans Interview with a Jesuit Writes to a person of distinction and merit for advice Lawsuit Conduct in connexion with it, .......... 96 CHAPTER XIV. 1674 Commencement of her state of privation Analysis and explanation Joy not religion, but merely an incident Advice of Monsieur Bertot Other advice Correspondence with a Jesuit, . . . . . .103 CHAPTER XV. Events of the year 1676 Sickness of her husband His character Their recon ciliation His death Settlement of her estate Chosen as arbiter in a lawsuit Inward dispositions Separation from her mother-in-law, . . 112 CHAPTER XVI. Her charities Education of her children Study of Latin Continuance of inward desolation Temptations Writes to La Combe July 22, 1680, the day of her deliverance after nearly seven years of inward privation Reference to her work, The Torrents Poem. "The Dealings of^od," . . .120 CHAPTER XVII. Sanctification compared with justification Her work, The Torrents Some sentiments from it descriptive of her own experience Depth of experience- Poem, "The Joy of the Cross," . . . . . . .128 CHAPTER XVIII. Thoughts of a Nunnery decided against Proposals of marriage refused Short season of comparative retirement and peace Poem, .... 137 CHAPTER XIX. 1680 Remarkable incident in a church Effect on her mind Consulted by a person on a mission to Siam Asks his opinion on her plan of going on a mission to Geneva Consults Bishop D Aranthon at Paris Decides to leave for Gex Charities during the winter of 1680 Preparations for departure Trials of mind, ......... 140 CHAPTER XX. July 1681, leaves Paris Her companions Her child makes crosses, and then weaves a crown for her Stops at Corbeil Meets the Franciscan, formerly CONTENTS. Xlii FAOB instrumental in her conversion Sails for Melun Meditations References to her poetry Poem, "God Everywhere," . . ..., ,, . 147 CHAPTER XXI. Lyons Anneci Remarks on this journey The tomb of St. Francis de Sales- Arrives at Gex, 23d of July 1681 Death of M. Bertot Appointment of La Combe New views Sanctification by faith Personal labours with La Combe, . . . . . . , , . . 150 CHAPTER XXII. Anselm, hermit of Thonon Return to Gex Thrown from a horse La Combe on Holiness Called to account Views of Bishop D Aranthon Proposal to give up her property and become prioress of a Religious House at Gex Her refusal Remarkable conversation between D Aranthon and La Combe Opposition to Madame Guy on, ....... 160 CHAPTER XXIII. Approaching trials Consolations from Scripture- -A dream Frustrates the designs of an ecclesiastic upon an unprotected girl Opposition and ill treat ment from this source Leaves Gex Crosses the Genevan Lake to Thonon Poem, "The Christian s Hopes," . . . . . .170 CHAPTER XXIV. Arrives at Thonon Interview with Father La Combe He leaves Thonon for Aost and Rome Confidence that God would justify her Cases of religious inquiry Endeavours to teach those who came to her References to her daughter Visited at Thonon by Bishop D Aranthon Her position in the Roman Catholic Church References to persons who have attempted a reform in that Church Attacks upon the character of La Combe Views of sanctifi- cation Pious laundress Opposition by priests and others Public burning of her books, . . . . . . . .175 CHAPTER XXV. Conversion of a physician Further persecution Some opposers become subjects of the work of God Three striking instances of the care of Providence Visit to Lausanne Establishment of a hospital at Thonon Removal to a small cottage a few miles distant Return of La Combe Her opposers appeal to Bishop D Aranthon He requires Madame Guyon and La Combe to leave his diocese Rude and fierce attacks upon her Decides to leave Thonon Her feelings La Combe His letter to D Aranthon Remarks of Madame Guyon on some forms of religious experience On living by the moment, . . 191 CHAPTER XXVI. Season of retirement Commences writing her larger treatises Spiritual Torrents Feelings with which she commenced this work Its name The progress of the sdul compared to torrents descending from the mountains Abstract of it .202 CHAPTER XXVIL Leaves Thonon Mount Cenis Persons that accompanied her Turin Marchioness of Prunai Her journey through the Pass of Mount Cenis, and reception and labours at Turin Literary activity Correspondence Advice to a young preacher The Dream of the sacred island, .... 208 CHAPTER XXVIII. Return to France State of things in Italy Some account of Michael de Molinos Opposition to his views 111 treatment of his followers The Count and Countess Vespiniani Imprisonment of Molinos, and death Return from Turin to Grenoble Domestic arrangements Remarkable revival Dealings of God Conversion of a Knight of Malta Work in a Convent Establish ment oi a hospital, ........ 216 XIV CONTENTS. PAG CHAPTER XXIX. The Monastery of the Grande Chartreuse Visited by Madame Guyon Conver sation between Father Innocentius and Madame Guyon Opposition at Grenoble Her method of prayer in religious conferences Commences Com mentaries on the Bible The Short Method of Prayer Its origin and success, 226 CHAPTER XXX. Analysis of the Method of Prayer The term Prayer Those without the spirit of prayer invited to seek it Directions to aid persons Higher religious experi ence Entire consecration to God The test of consecration Inward holiness the true regulator of the outward life Of gradual growth The knowledge of our inward sins The manner of meeting temptations The soul in the state of pure love The prayer of silence The true relation of human and Divine activity The nature and conditions of the state of Divine union Appeal to pastors and teachers, ........ 234 CHAPTER XXXI. Opposition and argument Effect of the publication of the Short Method of Prayer Conversation with a poor girl Violent opposition, 1686 Advised to go to Marseilles Descends the Rhone Incidents in the voyage Arrives at Marseilles Excitement occasioned Kind treatment of the Bishop of Marseilles Opposition from others Conversion of a priest Acquaintance with a Knight of the Order of Malta Her interviews with M. Francois Malaval Leaves for Nice Disappointed in going from Nice to Turin Sails for Genoa Reflections on her exposure on the ocean Troubles at Genoa Departs for Verceil Met by robbers Other trying incidents, .... 245 CHAPTER XXXII. Arrives at Verceil Interviews with La Combe With the Bishop of Verceil Sickness Correspondence commenced with the Duchess de Chevreuse Decides to return to Paris La Combe selected to attend her Departure Visit to the Marchioness of Pruuai Crosses the Alps for the third time Meets her half-brother, La Mothe, at Chamberri Reception at Grenoble Arrives at Paris, after a five years absence, July 1686, . . . 258 CHAPTER XXXIII. Domestic arrangements New associations Character of them Duchess de Beauvilliers- Duchess de Chevreuse Character of the Duke de Chevreuse Begins to labour in this higher class of society Labours of La Combe His doctrines --Opposition against him by La Mothe The doctrines of Michael de Molinos The case of La Combe brought before M. de Harlai, Archbishop of Paris, and Louis XIV. La Coinbe writes to Madame Guyon Is sent to the Bastile Sympathy for him by Madame Guyon Their correspondence, . 264 CHAPTER XXXIV. Designs upon Madame Guyon She refuses to reside at Montargis Desire of La Mothe to become her" spiritual Director Her opposition Tranquillity Remarkable inward experience Her labours for souls, and success Conver sation with La Mothe His efforts to compel her to leave the city Her reply Her case before Louis XIV. Her imprisonment, January 1688, in the Convent of St. Marie Treatment experienced Separation from her daughter Poem, "A little Bird am I," ....... 272 CHAPTER XXXV. Occupations in prison The history of her life Labours and usefulness there Letter to a religious friend Visited by an ecclesiastical Judge and a Doctor of the Sorbonne Examined Her feelings Poem, " Love constitutes my Crime," 279 CHAPTER XXXVI. Views in relation to the continuance of imprisonment Inward peace and triumph Inward trials Forgiveness towards her enemies Attempts to involve her daughter in a marriage arrangement The King favourable, but requires CONTENTS. XV PAGE Madame Guyon s consent The subject proposed to her by M. Charon Writes to Pere La Chaise Sickness Renewed trials Remarks on the dis pensation of the Holy Ghost Poem, "God s Glory and Goodness," . . 286 CHAPTER XXXVII. Efforts of her friends unavailing Madame de Miramion Visits the Convent Becomes acquainted with Madame Guyon Makes known her case to Madame de Maintenon, who intercedes with Louis XIV. Madame Guyon released by the King s order, in October 1688 Resides with Madame de Miramion Marriage of her daughter with the Count de Vaux Notice of his family Resides with her daughter Letters Poem, " God the Fountain of Love," . 298 CHAPTER XXXVIII. Fenelon Character Early designs Interesting letter Sent by Louis XIV. as a missionary to Poitou Hears of the religious labours of Madame Guyon On his return in 1688, passes through Montargis, and makes inquiries Meets her for the first time at the country residence of the Duchess of Charost, at Beine They return to Paris together Letters, .... 306 CHAPTER XXXIX. Religious state of Fenelon Correspondence with Madame Guyon Concise View of the Soul s return to God Letter from Fenelon, . . . .316 CHAPTER XL. Remarks on F6nelon Letter from Madame Guyon Her remarks on faith On the entire consecration of the will Incident in her past experience illustrative of the doctrine of faith F6nelon appointed, August 1689, preceptor to the Duke of Burgundy Character of the Duke Labours of Fenelon The writings of Fenelon The influence of Madame Guyon upon him Revival of religion at Dijon The Method of Prayer publicly burned, . . .321 CHAPTER XLI. 1692 Labours of Madame Guyon Interviews with Madame de Maintenon Unhappiness of the latter Institution of St. Cyr Interviews between Madame de Maintenon and Madame Guyon Labours of Madame Guyon with the young ladies Madame Guyon visited by Sister Malin, resident at Ham Public attention directed to her again Interview with Peter Nicole Inter view with Monsieur Boileau, brother of the poet Writes at his suggestion A Concise Apology for the Short Method of Prayer Poisoned by one of her servants Temporary concealment Friendship of M. Fouquet His sick ness and death, ......... 330 CHAPTER XLII. 1693-1694 Bossuet His character and position Interviews Madame Guyon The conversation Effect upon Madame Guyon Correspondence between them Attacked with a fever, ........ 341 CHAPTER XLIII. 1694 Opposition continues Louis XIV. appoints three commissioners, Bossuet, De Noailles, and Tronson, to examine her doctrines Their character She lays before them the work entitled Justifications The first meeting of the commissioners, August 1694 Exclusion of the Duke of Chevreuse Course taken by Bossuet Interviews subsequently with the Bishop of Chalons and Tronson No condemnation passed at this time Articles of Issy Retires to the Convent of St. Mary in Meaux In a snowdrift Her remarks on a charge of hypocrisy made against her Poem, "Acquiescence of Pure Love," . 365 CHAPTER XLIV. 1695 Sickness Visited by Bossuet Singular conversation Reference to a sermon of Bossuet Receives recommendations from him and the prioress and nuns Leaves Meaux for Paris -Excitement occasioned Conceals herself XVi CONTENTS. PAGE five months Seized by order of the King, and imprisoned in the Castle of Vincennes State of her mind Poems, written in prison, . . .374 CHAPTER XLV. 1696 Bossuet writes on the inward life His book, entitled Instructions on Prayer F4nelon refuses his approbation Writes to Madame de Maintenon, giving his reasons Origin of The Maxims of the Saints Abstract of it, . 384 CHAPTER XLVI. 1697 The appointment of Feiielon as Archbishop of Cambray Importance attached to his opinions Opinions on The Maxim of the Saints Decided course of Bossuet Feelings of Louis XIV. towards F6nelon Bossuet and F6nelon compared The true question between them Notices of some of the more important publications of Bossuet Remarks on his History of Quietism " Correspondence with the Abbd de Ranee, . . . 417 CHAPTER XL VII. 1697-1699 The controversy brought before the Pope He appoints commissioners Divisions in regard to it The decision delayed Dissatisfaction of the King He writes to the Pope Banishes Fenelon Letter of Fenelon to Madame de Maintenon Interest in behalf of Fenelon by the Duke of Burgundy Conversation of the King with the Duke of Beauvilliers His treatment of the Abb6 Beaumont and others Letter of Fenelon to the Duke of Beauvilliers Second letter to the King Condemnation of Fenelon, . . . 434 CHAPTER XL VIII. Character of Fenelon Labours Method of preaching The peasant who lost his cow The feelings of Fenelon, when his palace was burnt Noble conduct during war Hospitality Chevalier Ramsay Quietism Meditations on the infant Jesus Religious toleration Correspondence with the Duke of Burgundy Death of Fenelon, 1715, ...... 446 CHAPTER XLIX. Of the influence of Madame Guyon on Fenelon Woman s influence Madame Guy on transferred from Vincennes to Vaugirard Religious efforts there Inter ference of the Archbishop of Paris Feelings of the King towards Madame Guyon His treatment of some members of the Seminary of St. Cyr Removes a son of Madame Guyon from his office Proceedings of Bishop of Chartres Feelings of Madame Guyon in relation to Fenelon Visited by the Archbishop of Paris, who reads to her a letter from La Combe Her feelings Poem, "The Light above Us," ........ 458 CHAPTER L. 1698 Transferred to the Bastile Some account of it Extract from a letter Man of the iron mask Madame Guyon s maid-servant imprisoned in the Bastile Her personal history Religious character Letters Death Situation of Madame Guyon The religious support she experienced, . 465 CHAPTER LI. Advocates of pure love called Quietists Traits of religious character connected with the origin of the name Meekness and simplicity, which characterise the true Quietist The Quietist in aflliction In action When suffering injury In prayer Other religious traits Two poems of Madame Guyon, . . 478 CHAPTER LII. On the religion of prisous Madame Guyon released in 1702 after four years imprisonment Banished during her life to Blois State of health Visited by many persons, foreigners as well as others Publication of her Auto biography arranged Feelings towards her enemies Extracts Religious state Letters near the close Her character Address to her spiritual children Sickness, and death 9th June 1717, . . . . .487 LIFE AND RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE OP MADAME GUYON. CHAPTER I. % r&ne and place of her birth Her parentage Sickness in her infancy Her residence ai the Ursuline Seminary at Montargis Duchess Montbason Residence at the Benedictine Seminary A dream Early religious impressions Singular experiment on the strength of her faith Unfavourable results Taken home Treatment received there. THE subject of this Memoir was born the 13th of April 1648, and baptized on the 24th of May. Her father s name was Claude Bouvieres de la Mothe. The place of her birth was Montargis, a French town of some note, situated about fifty miles to the south of Paris, in the part of France known previ ously to the French Revolution as the province of Orleanois. Of her parents we know but little. They were very worthy people, holding a highly honourable position among the leading families of Montargis, and both of them, especially the father, were deeply impressed with religious sentiments. Her father bore the title of Seigneur or Lord de la Mothe Vergonville. Her father and mother had both been previously married ; and both had children previous to their second marriage. The father had a son and daughter ; the mother had a daughter. The sub- iect of this Memoir, whose remarkable personal and religious history has made her an object of interest to succeeding ages, was the offspring of this second marriage. Her maiden name was Jeanne Marie Bouvieres de la Mothe. In very early infancy she was so afflicted, that her life was foi 2 LIFE AND RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE some time despaired of. To this period she refers in after life, with feelings which her religious experience was naturally cal culated to inspire. Her life had its vicissitudes, its trials, its deep sorrows ; but in view of the sanctification which had at tended them, she was deeply thankful that God had been pleased to spare her. " It is owing," she says, " to thy goodness, God, that there now remains to me the consolation of having sought and followed thee ; of having laid myself upon the altar of sacrifice in the strength of pure love ; of having laboured for thine interests and glory. In the commencement of my earthly existence, death and life seemed to combat together; but life proved victorious over death. Oh, might I but hope, that, in the conclusion of my being here on earth, life will be for ever victorious over death ! Doubtless it will be so, if thou alone dost live in me, my God, who art at present my only life, my only love." In the city of Montargis, where her father resided, was a seminary for the instruction of young girls, under the care of the Ursuline Nuns, a sisterhood of religious persons, who bind themselves, in addition to other vows, to occupy themselves in the education of children of their own sex. At the age of two years and a half, she was placed at the Ursuline Seminary, but remained there only lor a short time. When she was taken from it she remained for a time at the residence of her parents ; but for some reason not clearly understood, but probably in part from an imperfect view of the value of parental influence, was left by her mother chiefly in the care of the domestics of the family. In after life she refers to this period as one in which her mental and moral culture, such as she was even then capa ble of receiving, was not properly attended to. She speaks of it also as a period in which she incurred, in repeated instances, those dangers, from which she sometimes narrowly escaped, which are incidental to the sports and to the thoughtless and venturesome spirit of childhood. But God, who had designs of mercy for her soul, and through her instrumentality for the eouls of others, protected her. OP MADAME GUYON. 3 In the year 1652, a lady of distinguished rank, the Duchesr of Montbason, came to reside with the Benedictines, anothei religious body established at Montargis. The daughter of M. De la Mothe was then four years of age. At the solicitation of the Duchess, an intimate friend of her father, who said it would be a source of great satisfaction to her to have the company of his little daughter, she was placed with the Benedictines. " Here I saw," she says, in the account of her life which she afterwards wrote, " none but good examples ; and as I was naturally disposed to yield to the influence of such examples, I followed them when I found nobody to turn me in another direc tion. Young as I was, I loved to hear of God, to be at church, and to be dressed in the habit of a little nun." While resident here, though early in life, she appears to have been the subject of some religious impressions. She speaks in particular of a dream, in which she seemed to have a very dis tinct conception of the ultimate misery of impenitent sinners, as making a deep impression on her mind. Aroused by the images of terror, and operated upon by other circumstances calculated to awaken her religious sensibilities, she became very thought ful, and exhibited a considerable interest in religious thingg. She was too young to appreciate fully the relation existing be tween herself and the Deity ; but the idea of God was so far developed to her opening but vigorous conceptions, that she in wardly and deeply recognised His claims to her homage and her love. She endeavoured to conform to these convictions, not only by doing whatever seemed to be the will of God, but by openly and frankly expressing her determination to lead a reli gious life. Happy in these solemn views and determinations, she one day, with a frankness perhaps greater than her prudence, remarked in the presence of her associates, that she was ready to become a martyr for God. The girls who resided with her at the Benedictines, not altogether pleased that one so young should go so far before them in a course so honourable, and supposing perhaps that they discovered some ingredients of human pride mingling with religious sincerity, came to the conclusion to test 4 LIFE AND RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE such enlarged pretensions. They persuaded her that God in His providences had suddenly but really called her to the endurance of that martyrdom for which she had exhibited and professed a mind so fully prepared. They found her true to what she had previously professed. And having permitted her to offer up her private supplications, they conducted her to a room selected for the purpose, with all those circumstances of deliberateness and solemnity, which were appropriate to so marked an occasion. They spread a cloth upon the floor, upon which she was required to kneel, and which was destined to receive her blood. One of the older girls then appeared in the character of an executioner, and lifted a large cutlass, with the apparent intention of separating her head from her body. At this critical moment, overcome by her fears, which were stronger than her young faith, she cried out, that she was not at liberty to die without the consent of her father. The girls, in the spirit of triumph, declared that it was a mere excuse to escape what was prepared for her. And assur ing her that God would not accept as a martyr one who had not a martyr s spirit, they insultingly let her go. This transaction, so cruel in its application, although it pro bably originated in thoughtlessness more than unkindness, had a marked effect upon her mind. Young as she was, she was old enough to perceive, that she had not only been open but volun tary in her professions ; that she had been tried, and been found wanting. Those religious consolations, which she had previously experienced, departed. Something in her conscience reproached her, that she either wanted courage or faith, to act and to suffer, under all circumstances and without any reserve, in the cause of her heavenly Father. It seemed to her, in the agitation of her spirit, that she had offended Him, and that there was now but little hope of His support and favour. Thus, as in many other similar cases, the religious tendency, unkindly crushed in the very bud of its promise, withered and died. During her residence at the House of the Benedictines, she was treated with great kindness. In one instance only was she the subject of punishment, and this in consequence of the mis- OF MADAME GUYON. O apprehension, or the designed misstatement of her young asso ciates. Her health, however, was exceedingly delicate; and soon after she was taken home in consequence. She complains that she was again left almost exclusively in the care of domes tics ; and consequently did not meet with that attention to her morals and manners, which was desirable. Certain it is, as a general statement, that domestics cannot discharge, in behalf of young children, all those duties which may reasonably and justly be expected of parents. It might be unjust, however, even where appearances are unfavourable, to ascribe to parents intentional neglect, without a full knowledge of all the circumstances. CHAPTER II. flaced a second time at the Ursuline Seminary Character and kindness of her paternal half-sister Interview with Henrietta Maria, the Queen of England, at her father s hovuw Explanations of this interview References to her moral and religions feelings Trans ferred from the care of the Ursulines to that of the Dominicans A Bible left in her room Her study of it Proposes to partake of the Eucharist Remarks. EACH of her parents had a daughter in their first marriage. These, acting on the principles of personal consecration recog nised in the Roman Catholic Church, had devoted themselves to a religious life in the Ursuline Convent, and thus became asso ciated in its system of instruction. After spending some time at home in a manner not very profitable, Mademoiselle Jeanne Marie was once more placed at the Ursulines with them. She was now in the seventh year of her age. The father, sensible that her education had hitherto failed to receive sufficient atten tion, commended her to the especial care of his own daughter, as the best qualified of the two half-sisters, by kindness of dispo sition as well as in other respects, to aid in the development of her mind and formation of her manners. As she recalled with gratitude the dealings of God with her in her younger years, she spoke in affectionate terms of this sister, as a person cha- f> LIFE AND RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE racterized alike by good judgment and religious sentiments, and especially fitted to train up young girls. " This good sister," she says, " employed her time in instruct ing me in piety, and in such branches of learning as were suit able to my age and capacity. She was possessed of good talents, which she improved well. She spent much time in prayer, and her faith seemed strong and pure. She denied herself every other satisfaction, in order that she might be with me and give me instruction. So great was her affection for me, that she ex perienced, as she told me herself, more pleasure with me, than anywhere else. Certain it is, that she thought herself well paid for her efforts, whenever I made suitable answers. Under her care I soon became mistress of most of those things which were suitable for me." At this period an incident occurred, which requires some ex planation. The period of which we are now speaking was sub sequent to the great Civil War in England, which resulted in the death of Charles I., the establishment of a new government, and the expulsion of the royal family. Charles had married Henrietta Maria, the daughter of Henry IV., and sister of Louis XIII. of France. She fled from England to her own country in 1644 ; residing for the most part, in sorrow and poverty, in the Convent of Chaillot, at that time a village in the neighbourhood of Paris, but now a part of the city itself. She died in 1669 ; and her death furnished occasion for one of the most celebrated of the funeral orations of Bossuet. Some years after her flight she visited Moritargis ; and as the family of M. De la Mothe held a high rank in that city, and especially as there were probably some common grounds of reli gious sympathy, it will not be surprising that Henrietta Maria should have honoured them with a visit. While she was at the Seminary of the Ursulines, she was frequently sent for by her father. On one of these occasions she found at her father s house the Queen of England. She was then near eight years of age. " My father told the Queen s Confessor, that, if he wanted i little amusement, he might entertain himself with me, and OF MADAME GUYON. 7 propound some questions to me. He tried me with several very difficult ones, to which I returned such correct answers, that he carried me to the Queen, and said to her, i Your Majesty must have some diversion with this child. She also tried me, and was so well satisfied and pleased with my lively answers and my manners, that she not only requested my father to place me with her, but urged her proposition with no small importunity, assuring him that she would take particular care of me, and going so far as to intimate, that she would make me Maid of Honour to the princess, her daughter. Her desire for me was so great, that the refusal of my father evidently disobliged her. Doubtless it was God who caused this refusal, and in doing so turned off the stroke which might have probably intercepted my salvation. Weak as I then was, how could I have withstood the temptations and distractions incidental to a connexion with persons so high in rank ?" Her paternal half-sister continued her affectionate care, but her authority was limited ; she could not control, in all respects, the other girls who boarded there, with whom the younger sister, Jeanne Marie, was sometimes obliged to associate, and from whom she acknowledges that she contracted some bad habits. She ceased to be entirely strict and scrupulous as to the truth ; she became in some degree peevish in her temper, and careless and undevout in her religious feelings, passing whole days without thinking of God. But happily she did not remain long under the power of such vicious tendencies and habits. Her sister s unwearied watchfulness and assiduity were the means, with the Divine blessing, of recovering her from this temporary declension. And she remained at the Seminary some time longer, always making rapid improvement when in the enjoyment of good health, and conciliating the esteem of her associates and instructors, by her regular and virtuous deport ment, and by proficiency in knowledge. At ten years of age she was taken home again ; she was placed at the Dominican convent, probably the same of which De la Force gives so particular an account in his work, entitled 8 LIFE AND RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE Nouvelle Description de la France. It was founded in 1242, " I stayed," she says, " only a little while at home. The reason was this : A nun of the Dominican Order, who belonged to a distinguished family, and an intimate friend of my father, soli cited him to place me in her convent, of which she was Prioress. This lady had conceived a great affection for me ; and promised my father that she would take care of me herself, and make rae lodge in her own chamber. But various troubles arose in the religious community which necessarily occupied her attention, BO that she was not in a situation to take much care of me." Her opportunities for intellectual improvement, during her residence in the Dominican convent, were interrupted in some degree by sickness ; but with a mind of naturally enlarged capacity, which seemed to have an instinct for knowledge, she could hardly fail to improve. At this place she was left more by herself than had been customary with her. But her soli tary hours were not unprofitable ones. One circumstance is worthy of particular notice. The pupils of the convent, al though they received religious instruction in other ways, do not appear to have been in possession of the Bible, and to have had the use of it in private. A Bible, however, had been pro videntially left, by whose instrumentality, or from what motive, is unknown, in the chamber which was assigned to Mademoiselle De la Mothe. Young as she was, she seems to have had a heart to appreciate, in some degree, the value of this heaven-sent gift. " / spent whole days," she says, " in reading it, giving no attention to other books or other subjects from morning to night , and having great powers of recollection, I committed to memory the historical parts entirety" It is highly probable that these solitary perusals of the Bible had an influence on her mind through life, not only in enlarging its sphere of thought and activity, but by teaching her to look to God alone for direction, and by laying deep and broad the foundations of that piety which she subsequently experienced. She remained at this convent eight months. When she entered upon the twelfth year of her age, she proposed to partake OF MADAME GUYON. 9 of the sacrament of the Eucharist. For some time previous she had been remiss in religious duties. Some jealousies and dis- affections, as is not unfrequently the case, had sprung up among the younger members of her father s family. A feeling of dis satisfaction and melancholy seems to have entered her mind ; and, as if weary of God, she gave up what little religious in clination and feeling she had, saying, " she was none the better for it," and wickedly implying in the remark, that the troubles connected with religion exceeded the benefits resulting from it. It would not be correct to say that she had given up religion, but rather many favourable feelings and outward practices connected with religion. Although she had been interested in religion, it does not appear that she possessed those qualities which really constitute it. Prompted, partly by example, and partly by serious impressions, she had sought it, but had not found it. Her religious interest varied at different times. At one time, in particular, it seems to have been very great. She seems to have had convictions of sin, some desires to live in God s guidance and favour ; she formed good resolutions ; she had a degree of inward consolation. But when we examine these experiences closely, we shall find that such desires, con victions, and resolutions, which often lay near the surface of the mind without stirring very much its inward depths, were, in her case at least, the incidents and preparatives of religion, rather than religion itself. The great inward Teacher, the Holy Ghost, had not as yet subdued the natural life, and given a new life in Christ. She herself intimates, that her religion was chiefly in appearance, and that self, and not the love of God, was at the bottom. The suggestion to partake of the sacrament of the Supper, and thus by an outward act at least, to array herself more dis tinctly on the Lord s side, seems to have originated with her father. In order to bring about what he had near at heart, he placed her again at the Ursuline Seminaiy. Her paternal half- sister, who appears to have had some increased and leading responsibility as an instructress, pleased with the suggestion, 10 LIFE AND RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE but at the same time aware of her unfortunate state of mind, laboured assiduously to give rise to better inward dispositions. The labours of this patient and affectionate sister, who knew what it was both to believe and to pray, and for whom religion seems to have had a charm above everything else, were so effectual, that Jeanne Marie now thought, as she expresses it, " of giving herself to God in good earnest." The day at length arrived ; she felt that the occasion was too important to be trifled with ; she made an outward confession of her sins, with apparent sincerity and devoutness, and partook of the sacra mental element for the first time with a considerable degree of satisfaction. But the result showed that the heart was not reached. The season and its solemnity passed away, without leaving an effectual impression. The sleeping passions were again awaked. " My faults and failings," she says, " were soon repeated, and drew me off from the care and the duties of reli gion." She grew tall ; her features began to develop themselves into that beauty which afterwards distinguished her. Her mother, pleased with her appearance, indulged her in dress. The combined power of her personal and mental attractions were felt in the young and unreflecting attachments of persons of the other sex. The world resumed its influence, and Christ was in a great degree forgotten. Such are the changes which often take place in the early his tory of religious experience. To-day there are serious thoughts, awakened and quickened feelings, and good resolutions ; every thing wears a propitious aspect. To-morrow, purposes are abandoned, feelings vanish ; and the reality of the world takes the place of the anticipations of religion. To-day the hearts of mothers and sisters, and of other friends, who have laboured long and prayed earnestly for the salvation of those who are dear to them, are cheered and gladdened. To-morrow they find the solicitations to pleasure prevailing over the exhortations to virtue ; and those who had been serious arid humble for a time, returning again to the world. But often these alterna tions of feeling, which it is not easy always to explain, have an OP MADAME GUYON. 11 important connexion, under the administration of a higher and Divine providence, with the most favourable results. They may, in many cases, be regarded as constituting a necessary part of that inward training, which the soul must pass through, before it reaches the position of true submission and of permanent love. They show us the great strength of that attachment which binds us to attractions which perish, the things of time and sense. They leave a deep impression of the forbearance and long-suffering of God. They teach the neces sity of the special and powerful operations of Divine grace, without which the heart, naturally alienated from all attach ment to the true object of its love, would perish in its worldly idolatry. CHAPTER III. Ttsit from her cousin De Toissi, Missionary to Cochin China Results of this visit Re newed religious efforts Endeavours to obtain salvation by works rather than by faith- Return of spiritual declension Account which she gives of her own feelings and conduct at this time Remarks. ABOUT this time the Roman Catholic Church of France, de sirous to spread abroad the Christian religion, was enlarging its missions in the East. Among the individuals who engaged in this benevolent work, was a nephew of M. De la Mothe. His name was De Toissi, of whom some account is given in the History of Foreign Missions, Relation des Missions Etrangeres, under the name of De Chamesson. This young man, with one of the French bishops, the titular bishop of Heliopolis, had com menced his journey to the place of his labours in Cochin China ; and in passing through Montargis, had called at the residence of his uncle. His visit was short ; but as he was about to leave his native land perhaps for ever, and on business too that was infinitely dear to humanity and religion, it was full of interest. He was one of those who could say in the sweet language of 12 LIFE AND RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE the subject of this Memoir, when in after life she suffered in prison and in exile, " My country, Lord, art thou alone ; No other can I claim or own ; The point, where all my wishes meet, My Law, my Love, life s only sweet." " I happened," she says, " at that time to be gone walking with my companions, which I seldom did. At my return he was gone. They gave me an account of his sanctity, and of the things he had said. I was so touched with it, that I was over come with sorrow. I cried all the rest of the day and of the night." This was one of those incidents in the Providence of God, which come home to the heart. How often has the mere sight of a truly pious man brought the hardened sinner under convic tion ! How often have those who have been unmoved by the most eloquent religious appeals, been deeply affected by the most simple and unpretending words, when uttered under cir cumstances favourable to such a result. When she heard the statement of the deep and devoted piety of her cousin De Toissi, her thoughts, from contrast rather than resemblance, naturally reverted to herself. She remembered how often God had called her ; and how often she had listened without obeying, or had obeyed without persevering. "What! "she exclaimed to her confessor and religious teacher, " am I the only person in our family to be lost ! Alas ! help me in my salvation." Her whole soul was roused to a sense of her situation. She recalled with deep compunction her repeated seasons of seriousness and religious inquiry, and of subsequent declension. "Alas I" she exclaimed, " what grief I now sustained for having displeased God I What regrets ! What exclamations I What tears of sorrow I" Once more she applied herself to her soul s salvation, apparently with great sincerity and earnestness ; but without being able to find the simple way of acceptance Toy faith. She resisted her passions, which were liable to be strongly moved, with considerable success. She asked the forgiveness of those OF MADAME GUYON. 13 whom she had displeased. Appreciating, in some degree, the relation between religion and practical benevolence, she visited the poor, gave them food and clothing, and taught them the catechism. She spent much time in private reading and pray ing. She purchased and read some ol the practical and devo tional books which were most highly valued among her people, such as the Life of Madame de Chantal and the works of St. Francis de Sales. She inscribed the name of the Saviour in large characters upon a piece of paper ; and so attached it to her person as to be continually reminded of Him. With an erroneous notion of expiating sin by her own suffering, she sub jected herself to various bodily austerities. Determining to leave nothing undone, she made a vow, in imitation of Madame de Chantal, of ever aiming at the highest perfection, and of doing the will of God in everything. This was an important resolution, which would have been followed by the happiest consequences, if it had not been made in her own strength, and in ignorance of the great renovating principle, that all true strength is derived from God through Christ by faith. Among other things, she came to the resolution, if Providence should permit, to enter a convent, and in the apparent hopelessness of aid from any other source, to secure her spiritual interests and her salvation by becoming a nun. This part of her plan, which showed the depth of her feeling, was frustrated by her father, who was tenderly attached to her, and, while he was earnestly desirous that his daughter might become truly religious, be lieved that she might possess religion without separating from her family, and without an entire seclusion from the world. The Lord of Life, no doubt, beheld and sympathized in the anxiety which she felt, and in the efforts she made. God is not indifferent to those who strive to enter in. He numbers all their tears ; He registers all their resolves. How can it be otherwise ? If the state of mind be that of true striving after God, He him self has inspired it. He sometimes permits those whom He determines eventually to bless, to strive long, and perhaps to wander in erroneous ways. But they will ultimately understand 14 LIFE AND RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE much better than they otherwise would have done, the direction and the issue of the true path. They have a lesson to learn which cannot well be dispensed with ; and God therefore is willing that they should learn it. What that lesson is, it is not always easy to say, in individual cases. Perhaps the remains of self-confidence exist within them, which can be removed only by the experience of the sorrows which are attendant upon the errors it invariably commits. And accordingly God leaves them to test the value of human wisdom. They try it ; they fall into mistakes ; they are overwhelmed with confusion ; and then, and not till then, they see the necessity of reposing all their confi dence in Him who alone can guide them in safety. Mademoiselle De la Mothe continued in this state of mind about a year. What led to the termination of religious prospects so flattering, it is difficult to state. There is some reason for thinking, however, that the love of God, not far from this time, began to be disturbed by the accession and influence of a love which was more mixed and earthly in its origin. She relates that her father with his family left the city of Montargis, in order to spend some days in the country ; and that he took with him a very accomplished young gentleman a near relation. This young man, of whom she speaks in high terms for his re ligious sentiments, as well as his intellectual and other accom plishments, became much attached to her. She was still only in her fourteenth year. This individual, notwithstanding her immature age, made propositions of marriage. And this, after a suitable time, would probably have been the result, with the cordial consent of all parties, but their relationship was so near as to bring them within the degrees of consanguinity prohibited in the Eoman Catholic Church. This obstacle could have been removed by a dispensation from the Papal See ; but still it was so serious that her father did not think it proper to give his con sent. Still they were mutually pleased, and spent much time in each other s company. At this time she says, significantly and penitently, that she " began to seek in the creature what he had previously found in God." OF MADAME GUYON. 15 She says, " I left off prayer. I became as a vineyard exposed to pillage, whose hedges, torn down, gave liberty to all the crea tures to ravage it. / began to seek in the creature what I had found in God. And thoti, my God ! didst leave me to my self, because I left thee first, and wast pleased, in permitting me to sink into the horrible pit, to make me see and feel the neces sity of maintaining a state of continual watchfulness and com munion with thyself. Thou hast taught thy people, that thou wilt destroy those who, by indulging wrongly-placed affections, depart from thee. (Ps. Ixxiii. 27.) Alas ! their departure alone causes their destruction ; since in departing from thee, the Sun of Righteousness, they enter into the region of darkness and the shadow of death. And there, bereft of all true strength, they will remain. It is not possible that they should ever rise again, unless thou shalt revisit them ; unless thou shalt restore them to light and life, by illuminating their darkness, and by melting their icy hearts. Thou didst leave me to myself, because I left thee first. But such was thy goodness, that it seemed to me, that thou didst leave me with regret." " I readily gave way," she says, " to sallies of passion. I failed in being strictly conscientious and careful in the utterance of the truth. I became not only vain, but corrupt in heart. Although I kept up some outward religious appearances, reli gion itself, as a matter of inward experience, had become to me a matter of indifference. I spent much time, both day and night, in reading romances, those strange inventions to destroy youth. I was proud of my personal appearance, so much so, that, con trary to my former practices, I began to pass a good deal of my time before the mirror. I found so much pleasure in viewing myself in it, that I thought others were in the right, who prac tised the same. Instead of making use of this exterior, which God gave me as a means of loving Him more, it became to me the unhappy source of a vain and sinful self-complacency. All seemed to me to look beautiful in my person ; but, in my declen sion and darkness, I did not then perceive that the outward beauty covered a sinful and fallen soul." 16 LIFE AND RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE But this was not the judgment then passed upon her by the vorld, so severe in the exaction of its own claims, but so indul gent in mitigating the claims of God. Under a form outwardly beautiful, and veiled by manners that had received the most cor rect and advantageous culture, it was not easy for man to per ceive the elements and workings of a heart which harboured moral and religious rebellion. In the eye of the world, incapable of penetrating beyond the exterior, which delights in elegance of form and perfection of manners, there was but little to blame, and much to praise ; but in the eye of God it was not possible for outward beauty to furnish a compensation for inward defor mity. And in using the phrase inward deformity, we do not mean that she was worse than many others who have a reputa tion for good morals. Estimating her by the world s standard, she had her good qualities as well as those of an opposite charac ter her excellences as well as her defects. Nevertheless, there was that wanting which constitutes the soul s true light without which all other beauty fades, and all other excellence is but excellence in name the love of God in the heart. CHAPTEK IV. Removal from Montargia to Paris Louis XIV. Characteristics of the age Effect of her removal to Paris upon her character Her personal appearance at this period Offers of marriage Is married to M. Quyon in March 1664 Notices of the family of M. Guyon. IN the year 1663, M. De la Mothe removed his family to Paris, a step obviously not calculated to benefit his daughter in a religious sense. Paris was at that time, as now, the centre of scientific culture and the arts, of refinement of manners and of fashionable gaiety. Louis XIV. was then the reigning sove reign of France a man of considerable powers of intellect, and of great energy of will in whom two leading desires predomin ated the one to make France great, the other to make himself thp source and centre of her greatness. The greatness of France.. OF MAD AMP: GUYON. 17 sustained and illustrated in the wisdom and splendour of her great monarch, was the central and powerful element of his sys tem of action. Hence the expense and labour bestowed upon the royal palaces, and all the great public works of a national character ; hence his vast efforts to enrich and beautify Versailles, his principal residence ; hence his desire to attach to his person and court the most distinguished of his nobles. His munificence to men of literature, his patronage of the arts, the pomp and ceremony which characterized all great public occasions, all sprung from the same source.* All France, and particularly Paris, felt an influence so well adapted to harmonize with the tendencies of the human heart. It was an age characteri/sd by many noble efforts in literature and the arts, and equally by unfounded pretensions, vanity, antf voluptuousness. Almost everything, especially in the capital, was calculated to dispossess humility, and to impart an exagge rated turn of mind. The sights and sounds, the displays of wealth, in every street ; the crowded populace, intoxicated with the celebrity of their sovereign and of their nation ; the vulgar and the fashionable amusements without end ; all were calculated to divert the mind from serious reflection to lead it to sym pathize with the senses, and to dissociate it from its own inward centre ; a state of things which would have been a severe trial even to established piety. This state of things had an unfavourable effect upon Made moiselle De la Mothe ; and she intimates, in the record of her feelings, that she began to entertain exaggerated ideas of herself, and that her vanity increased. Her parents, as well as herself, led astray by the new state of society in which they found them selves, spared no cost in obtaining whatever might make her appear to advantage. The world, illuminated with false lights to her young vision, seemed to be in reality what it was chiefly in appearance, and consequently presented itself as an object worth conquering and possessing. At this period she gave to it, more warmly and unreservedly than at any other, that kindling Thirty-six thousand labourers were employed at Versailles at one time. B 18 LIFE AND RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE heart and expanded intellect, which she afterwards gave to reli gion. She was tall and well-made in her person; refined and prepossessing in her manners, and possessed of remarkable powers of conversation. Her countenance, formed upon the Grecian model, and characterized by a brilliant eye and expan sive forehead, had in it a natural majesty, which impressed the beholder with a sentiment of deep respect, while it attracted by its sweetness. Her great powers of mind (a mind which in the language of one of the writers of the French Encyclopedic was fomed for the world, "fait pour le monde") added to the im pression which she made on her entrance into Parisian society. Under these circumstances her future husband, M. Jacques Guyon, a man of great wealth, sought her in marriage. He was not the only person whose attention was directed to her. " Several apparently advantageous offers of marriage," she says, " were made for me ; but God, unwilling to have me lost, did not permit them to succeed." In accordance with the custom of the time and country, (a custom oftentimes but little pro pitious to those who are most deeply concerned,) the arrange ments in this important business were made by her father and her suitor with but little regard to her opinions and feelings She did not see her designated husband till a few days before her marriage ; and then she did not find her affections united to him. She gives us distinctly to understand in her Autobio graphy, that there were other individuals who sought her, with whom she could have more fully sympathized, and could have been more happy. But a regard for the opinions of her father, in whom she had the greatest confidence, (although in this case he seems to have been influenced too much by the great wealth of M. Guyon,) overruled every other consideration. She signed the articles of marriage, without being permitted to know what they were, on the 28th of January 1664, but was not married till the 21st of March. She had then nearly completed for six teenth year. Her husband was thirty-eight. Of the family of her husband we know but little. His father, a man of activity and talent, acquired considerable celebrity by OF MADAME GUYON. 19 completing the Canal of Briare, which connects the Loire with the Seine. This great work (the more remarkable for being the first important one of the kind undertaken in France) was com menced in the reign of Henry IV., under the auspices of his distinguished minister, the Duke of Sully. After the death of Henry, and the retirement of Sully from the administration of affairs, the work was suspended till 1638, when Louis XIII. made arrangements, on liberal terms, with two individuals, Messrs. Jacques Guyon and another individual named Bouteroue, to complete it. Guyon, entirely successful in an undertaking beset with difficulties, was not only brought into public notice, but became very wealthy. He was also rewarded with a patent of nobility at the hands of Cardinal Richelieu, the then leading minister. His wealth, as well as an honourable and noble position in society, seems to have been inherited by his only eon, to whom Mademoiselle De la Mothe was thus united in marriage. CHAPTER V. Remarks on her marriage Treatment she experienced at her husband s house Unkindnese of her mother-in-law The great incompatibleness of her situation and her character Her situation considered in its relation to the designs of Providence Her account of the trials she endured. IN this union, great wealth and noble rank did not compen sate for diversity of disposition and great disparity of age. It could hardly be expected that Madame Guyon, with all her ad vantages of beauty, talent, and honourable position in society, could be entirely satisfied, at sixteen years of age, with a hus band twenty-two years older than herself, whom she had seen but three days before her marriage, who had obtained her through the principle of filial obedience, rather than through warm and voluntary affection. " No sooner," she says, " was I at the house of my husband than I perceived it would be for me a house of mourning. ID 20 LIFE AND RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE my father s house every attention had been paid to my manners. In order to cultivate propriety of speech and command of lan guage, I had been encouraged to speak freely on the various questions which were started in our family circle. There every thing was characterized by elegance. But in the house of my husband, his mother, who had long been a widow, regarded no thing else but saving. The elegance of my father s house, which I regarded as the result of polite dispositions, they sneered at as pride. In my father s house whatever I said was listened to with attention, and often with applause ; but here, if I had occa sion to speak, I was listened to only to be contradicted and reproved. If I spoke well, they said I was endeavouring to give them a lesson in good speaking. If I uttered my opinions on any subject of discussion, I was charged with desiring to enter into a dispute ; and instead of being applauded, I was simply told to hold my tongue, and scolded from morning till night. I was very much surprised at this change, and the more so as the vain dreams of my youth anticipated an increase, rather than a diminution of the happiness and consideration which I had enjoyed." She was placed by her marriage in a wrong position a posi tion untrue to the structure of her mind and unfavourable to her happiness. Nothing else could have been expected from an arrangement in which so little regard had been paid to the mutual relations of the parties, in respect to years, early habits, and mental qualities. When considerable unhappiness is ex perienced in married life, it naturally implies a very considerable diversity in the relative situation and in the character of the parties. But this is not always the case. Sometimes a little diversity in views and a little want of correspondence and sym pathy in feelings, furnishing occasion for an irritation which is not great but constant, may be the means of very seriously im- bittering life. The mind of Madame Guyon was not in harmony with her situation. Other persons, it is true, with less experi ence of past domestic happiness, and with less talent and refine ment, might, perhaps, have reconciled themselves to the situation, OP MADAME GUYON. 21 and have regarded it as in many respects a desirable one. Her husband was not without some good qualities. What his per sonal appearance was, we have no record. But it is obvious, that he secured a degree of respect in the circle in which he moved ; and he had a degree of affection for his wife, which, under favourable circumstances, might have increased, and have rendered their union happy. But his good feelings were per verted by his physical infirmities and sufferings, and by the influence of his mother, a woman without education, and ap parently possessed of but little liberality of natural feeling, who retained in old age, and in the season of her wealth, the habits of labour and of penurious prudence formed in her youth. His ill health rendered it necessary for him to keep a woman as a nurse, who, by her assiduity and skill in seasons of sickness and suffering, had gained a considerable control over his mind. This woman sympathized with the mother-in-law, and contri buted all in her power to render the situation of the young wife, now in the bloom of youth and in the fulness of her fresh and warm affections, as unpleasant as possible. Madame Guyon was both mentally and morally out of her true position. The individuals into whose immediate society she was introduced were characterized by a want of intellect and scientific and literary culture, which was not compensated either by moral and religious excellencies, or by the virtues of the heart. They not only did not appreciate her, but practi cally, if not always intentionally, set themselves against her. They were not only blind to her merits, but rude to her sympa thies and hopes, and negligent of her happiness. Certainly this was not the situation for a woman of great intellect and great sensibility ; a woman who was subsequently admitted into the most distinguished circles in France ; a woman who honourably sustained a controversy with the learning and genius of Bossuet, and gave a strong and controlling impulse to the mind of Fenelon ; a woman, whose moral and religious influence was such, that Louis XIV., in his solicitude for the extirpation of what he deemed heresy, thought it necessary to imprison her for 22 LIFE AND RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE years in the Bastile and the prison of Vincennes; who wrote poems in her imprisonment, which Cowper thought it no dishon our to translate ; and one who has exerted an influence which has never ceased to be felt, either in Europe or in America. But there she was, and she felt and knew that her earthly hopes were blasted. But she did not then perceive, what she afterwards knew, that God placed her there in His providence, as He made Joseph a slave in Egypt, "for her good" God had formed her for Himself. He loved her too much to permit her to remain long in harmony with a world which, in its vanity and its corruption, He could not love. He knew what was re quisite in order to accomplish His own work ; He knew under what providences the natural life would retain its ascendency, and the soul would be lost ; and under what providences grace would be rendered effectual, and the soul would be saved. Such are the relations between mind and place, that no man ever is what he is, independently of his situation. The mind has no power of acting in entire separation from the relations it sus tains; it knows nothing where there are no objects to be known ; loves nothing where there are no objects to be loved ; does nothing where there is nothing to be done. Its powers of perception, its capabilities of affectionate or malevolent feeling, its resources of " volitional " or voluntary determination, develop their strength and moral character in connexion with the occasions which call them forth. Let any man read the Life of St. Augus tine, particularly in connexion with what he has himself said in his Confessions, or the Life of Francis Xavier, of Archbishop Leighton, of George Fox, of Baxter, of Wesley, of Brainerd, of Henry Martyn and then say, if different circumstances (a situa tion, for instance, comparatively exempt from temptation and toil) would have developed the same men, the same strength of purpose, the same faith in God, the same purity of life. In the religious life we are the creatures, not only of grace, but of position, or more strictly and truly, of grace acting by position. This doctrine throws light and beauty over the broad field of God s providences, and shows us why many have passed to glory OF MADAME GUYON. 23 through great tribulation. Tribulation was necessary to bring them, if not to the tine life of God in the first instance, to that fulness and brightness of the inward life which they have expe rienced. So that those, who grow in grace by suffering, may do well to remember, that probably nothing but seasons of trial would have fitted them for the reception and effectual action of that grace which is their consolation and their hope. This view Madame Guyon subsequently took of the subject she saw that everything had been ordered in mercy. In her Life she says, " I should have some difficulty in writing these things to you, which cannot be done without apparently giving offence to charity, if you had not required me to give a full account, without omitting anything. But there is one thing which I feel it a duty to request ; and that is, that in these things we must endeavour to behold the hand of God, and not look at them merely on the side of the creature. I would not give any exaggerated idea of the defects of those persons by whom God had permitted me to be afflicted. My mother-in-law was not destitute of moral principles ; my husband appeared to have some religious sentiments, and certainly was not addicted to open vices. It is necessary to look at everything on the side of God, who permitted these things only because they were con nected with my salvation, and because He would not have me perish. Such was the strength of my natural pride, that nothing but some dispensation of sorrow would have broken down my spirit, and turned me to God." And again, " Thou hast ordered these things, my God, for my salvation ! In good ness thou hast afflicted me. Enlightened by the result, I have since clearly seen that these dealings of thy providence were ne cessary, in order to make me die to my vain and haughty nature. I had not power in myself to extirpate the evils within me. It was thy providence that subdued them."* Her statement of some of her trials I shall endeavour to give in a very abridged form, adjusting anew in some cases the ar rangement of the facts. ** The great fault of my mother-in-law, * La Via de Madame Guy on, Part I . ch 6. 24 LIFE AND RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE who was not without sense and merit, was, that she possessed an ungovernable self-will. This trait was extraordinary in her ; it had never been surmounted in her youth, and had become so much a fixed, inflexible trait of her character, that she could scarcely live with anybody. From the beginning she had con ceived a strong aversion to me, so much so, that she compelled me to do the most humiliating things. I was made the constant victim of her humours. Her great occupation was to thwart me continually ; arid she had the art and the cruelty to inspire my husband with the like unfavourable sentiments. " For instance, in situations where it was proper to have some regard to rank or station in life, they would make persons who were far below me in that respect take precedence of me, a thing which was often very trying to my feelings, and especially so on account of my mother, who was very tenacious of what was due to honourable station in life, and who, when she heard of it from other persons (for I was careful not to say anything about it myself), rebuked me for want of spirit in not being able to maintain my rank. Another source of unhappiness was the dis position to prevent my visiting my father s family. My parents complained that I came to see them so seldom, little knowing the obstacles I had to encounter. I never went to see them without having some bitter speeches at my return. My mother- in-law, knowing how tenderly I felt on that point, found means to upbraid me in regard to my family, and spoke to me in cessantly to the disadvantage of my father and mother. "The place assigned for my residence in my husband s house, was the room which properly belonged to my mother-in-law. I had no place into which I could retire as my own ; and if it had been otherwise, I could not have remained alone in it for any length of time without offence. Kept thus continually in her presence, she took the opportunity to cast unkind reflections upon me be fore many persons who came to see us ; and to complete my affliction, the person chosen to act as nurse to my husband entered into all the plans of those who persecuted me. She kept me in sight like a governess, and treated me in a very singular OP MADAME GUYON. 25 manner, considering the relations actually existing between us. For the most part I bore with patience these evils, which I had no way to avoid ; but sometimes I let some hasty answer escape me, which was to me a source of grievous crosses and violent reproaches for a long time together ; and when I was permitted to go out of doors, my absence added but little to my liberty. The footman had orders to give an acconnt of everything I did ; and what contributed to aggravate my afflictions, was the re membrance of my former situation, and of what I might have enjoyed under other circumstances. I could not easily forget the persons who had sought my affections, dwelling by contrast on their agreeable manners, on the love they had for me, and on the dispositions they manifested. All this made my situation very gloomy, and my burden intolerable. " It was then I began to eat the bread of sorrow, and mingle my drink with tears. But my tears, which I could not forbear shedding, only furnished new occasion for attack and reproach. In regard to my husband, I ought perhaps to say, that it was not from any natural cruelty that he treated me as he did. He seems to have had a real affection for me, but being naturally hasty in his temper, his mother found the art of continually irritating him against me. Certain it is, that when I was sick, he was very much afflicted. Had it not been for his mother and the waiting-maid, we might have lived happily together. " As it was, my condition was every way deplorable. My mother-in-law secured her object. My proud spirit broke under her system of coercion. Married to a person of rank and wealth, I found myself a slave in my own dwelling, rather than a free person. This treatment so impaired the vivacity of my nature, that I became dumb like the lamb that is shearing. The ex pression of thought and feeling, which was natural to me, faded from my countenance. Terror took possession of my mind. I lost all power of resistance. Under the rod of my despotic mis tress, I sat dumb and almost idiotic. Those who had heard of me, but had never seen me before, said one to another, * Is this the person who sits thus silent like a piece of statuary, that was 26 LIFE AND RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE famed for such an abundance of wit ? I looked in various directions for help, but I found no one with whom I could com municate my unhappiness, no one who might share my grief, and help me to bear it. To have made known my feelings and trials to my parents, would only have occasioned new crosses. I was alone and helpless in my grief. " CHAPTER VI. Her trials result in a renewed disposition to seek God Of the connexion of Providential events with the renewal of the heart The birth of her first child, and its effect upon her mind Losses of property Experience of severe sickness Death of her paternal half- sister at Montargis, and of her mother at Paris Result of these afflictions upon her mind Renewed efforts of a religious nature Her reading Her interviews at her father s house with an exiled lady of great piety Remarks Her interviews with her cousin, M. De Toissi, Missionary to Cochin China Her conversation with a Religioua of the Order of St. Francis Her conversion. SUCH are the expressions which convey to us her sense of her trials. In this extremity, it occurred to her (alas ! that we learn this lesson so often from sorrows alone) that, in the deficiency of all hope in creatures, there might be hope and help in God. It is true that she had turned away from Him ; and having sought for solace where she had not found it, and where she ought not to have sought it, she felt ashamed to go back. But borne down by the burdens of a hidden Providence (a Providence which she did not then love because she did not then understand it), she yielded to the pressure upon her, and began to look to Him in whom alone there is true assistance. She had now been married about a year. A number of things occurred about this time worthy of notice, and tend to illustrate the operations of grace in connexion with the position in which we are placed in Providence. If it is not strictly true that God saves us by His providences a remark which is sometimes made I think we may regard it as essentially true that He saves us by His grace, dispensed and operating in connexion OF MADAME GUYON. 27 with His providences. Providences test the disposition of the mind ; they not only test it, but alter it and control it to some extent, and may be the means of placing it in a position the most favourable for the reception of inward Divine teaching. One circumstance, which was calculated to have a favourable effect upon the mind of Madame Guyon, was the birth of her first child. God was pleased to give her a son, to whom she gave the name of Armand Jacques Guyon. This event, appeal ing so strongly to family sympathies, was naturally calculated to interest and soften the feelings of those who had afflicted her. And this was the case. But this was not all. It brought with it such new relations ; it opened such new views of employment and happiness, and imposed such increased responsibilities, that it could hardly fail to strengthen the renewed religious tendency which had already begun to develop itself. Under the responsi bility of a new life added to her own, she began to realize that, if it were possible for her not to need God for herself, she must need Him for her child. God, in His dispensations, mingled judgments and mercies. Another circumstance, was the loss of a part of the property of the family. The revenues, accruing to the family from the Canal of Briare, completed by her husband s father, were very great. Louis XIV., whose wars and domestic expenditures re quired large sums of money, took from them a part of this in come. The family, besides their usual place of residence in the country, had a valuable house in Paris, in connexion with which also a considerable sum of money was lost at this time. If the birth of a son tended to conciliate and to make things easy, the loss of property had a contrary effect. Her mother-in-law, who seems to have been an avaricious woman, was inconsolable at these losses ; which, in the perversity of her mind, she made the occasion of new injuries and insults to her daughter-in-law, say ing with great bitterness, that the family had been free from afflictions till she came among them, and that all their troubles and losses came with her. Another circumstance, was a severe sickness in the second 28 LIFE AND RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE year of her marriage. The situation of her husband s affairs was such as to require his constant presence in Paris. After much opposition of her mother-in-law, she obtained her consent for a time to reside there with him, but not until she had called in the aid of her father, who insisted upon it. She went to the H6tel de Longueville, where her husband stayed. She was re ceived with every demonstration of kindness from Madame De Longueville, and from the inmates of the house ; and there were many things, notwithstanding the generally unpleasant position of her domestic relations, which tended to render her residence in the city agreeable. Here she fell sick, and the prospect was that she would soon die. So far as the world was concerned, she felt that it had lost, in a great degree, its attractions, and she was willing to go. The priest who attended her, mistaking a spirit of deadness to the world, originating in part from her inability to enjoy it, for a true spirit of acquiescence in God s dispensations, thought well of her state. She seemed to him to be truly religious. But this was not her own opinion. She had merely begun to turn her eye, as it were, in the right direc tion. " My sins were too present to my mind," she says, " and too painful to my heart, to permit me to indulge in a favourable opinion as to my acceptance with God. This sickness was of great benefit to me. Besides teaching me patience under violent pains, it served to give newer and more correct views of the emptiness of worldly things. It had the tendency to detach me in some degree from self, and gave me new courage to suffer with more resignation than I had ever done." But this was not all. Death had begun to make inroads in her family circle. Her paternal half-sister, at the Ursuline Convent, died two months before her marriage. She seems to have been a woman gentle in spirit and strong in faith, who lived in the world as not of the world ; and died in the beauty and simplicity of Christian peace. The loss of a sister, so de servedly esteemed and loved by Madame Guyon, could not pos sibly be experienced without making the earth less dear, and heaven more precious. In the second year of her marriage, she OP MADAME GUYON. 29 experienced the separation of another strong tie to earth, oy the loss of her mother. " My mother departed this life," she re marks, " in great tranquillity of spirit, having, besides other virtues, been in particular very charitable to the poor. God, who seems to have regarded with favour her benevolent disposi tion, was pleased to reward her, even in this life, with such a spirit of resignation, that, though she was but twenty-four hours sick, she was made perfectly easy about everything that was near and dear to her in this world." It is easy to see, in the light of these various dispensations, that God, who builds His bow of promise in the cloud, had marked her for His own. He had followed her long, and warned her often. He stopped her pathway to the world ; but He left it open to heaven. He drew around her the cords of His pro vidence closely, that she might be separated, in heart and in life, from those unsatisfying objects which, in her early days, presented to her so many attractions. It was God who was present in all these events ; and, through an instrumentality ot His own selection, was laying His hand painfully but effectually upon the idols which she had inwardly cherished, sometimes trying her by mercies, where mercy might affect her heart, but still more frequently and effectually by the sterner discipline of outward disappointment and inward anguish. Not in vain, He who understands the nature of the human heart, and the difficulty of subjecting it, thus adjusted every thing in great wisdom, as well as in real kindness. The trials which He had sent were among those which work out " the peaceable fruits of righteousness." By these various provi dences, afflicting as they were, she was led to the determination (a determination from this time never abandoned), once more to seek God. She had sought Him before, but she had not found Him. But, in turning from God to the world, she had found that which gave no satisfaction. Bitterly had she learned, that if there is not rest in God, there is rest nowhere. Again, there fore, she formed the religious resolve a resolve which God enabled her not only to form, but to keep. Her feelings at this 3d LIFE AND RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE time are well expressed in a well-known hymn, which is de signed to describe the state of a sinner who has seen the fallacy and the unsatisfying nature of all situations and hopes out of Christ. " Perhaps He will admit my plea ; " I can but perish if I go ; Perhaps will hear my prayer; I am resolved to try ; But if I perish, I will pray, For if I stay away, I know And perish only there. I must for ever die." Fully determined to seek God, in all time to come, she adopted those measures which seemed to her best. They show her sense of need and her deep sincerity ; but they indicate also now difficult it is for the natural heart, especially under certain systems of religious belief and practice, to detach itself from its own methods and supposed merits, and in true simplicity of spirit to follow Him who is " the way, the truth, and the life." Although they were in some sense only preparatory, they had a connexion with the great lesson which she was destined ulti mately to learn. Among other things which seemed to be necessary in her present state, she ceased to give that attention to her outward appearance which she had done formerly. Fear ful that she might either excite or increase emotions of vanity, she diminished very much the time occupied at the mirror. In addition, she commenced doing something for the religious benefit of the servants of the family. She likewise began a process of inward examination, often performing it very strictly, writing down her faults from week to week, and comparing the record at different periods, to see whether she had corrected them, and to what extent. The Sabbath was a day strictly observed, and the place of worship was not only regularly visited, but was attended with some beneficial results. She made such progress in certain respects, that she began to see and appreciate, much more correctly than at any former period, the defects of her character and life, and to feel sentiments of sincere compunc tion. She laid aside all reading incompatible with her present position, and confined her attention chiefly to the most devout works. One of these books, which, notwithstanding its Roman OF MADAME GUYON. flj Catholic origin, is much esteemed among Protestants, was the celebrated Imitation of Christ, by Thomas-a-Kempis a work widely read among devout people of all denominations of Chris tians. Under a simple and unpretending exterior, corresponding n this respect with the humble spirit of its author, whoever he may have been, it contains the highest principles of Christian experience. Some of the works of Francis de Sales also, which she had read at an early period of her life, were consulted by her at this time with great interest. God, in His benevolence, was pleased to add other instru mentalities. During her visit to Paris, and at other times, she had opportunities of being at her father s house. After the death of her mother, her respect and affection for her father seemed especially to require it. She there became acquainted with a lady, whom she speaks of as being an exile very possibly some person driven from England by the civil wars. This exiled lady came to her father s house in a state of destitution ; and ne offered her an apartment, which she accepted for a long time. Instructed in the vanities of the world by the trials she had experienced, she had sought and had found the consolations of religion, and loving God, " worshipped Him in spirit and in truth." Her gratitude to M. De la Mothe was naturally shown in acts of kindness to his daughter, Madame Guyon. And these favourable dispositions were increased by her talents, her beauty, and sorrows ; and still more by what she noticed of her sincere and earnest desire to know more, and experience more, of the things of religion. Madame Guyon eagerly embraced this opportunity of reli gious conversation ; and from this pious friend thus raised up by Providence to instruct her, s ie seems to have received the first distinct intimations, that she was erroneously seeking reli gion by a system of works without faith. This devout lady remarked, on her various exterior works of charity, that she had the virtues of " an active life" that is to say, the virtues of outward activity, of outward doing, but that she had not the " truth and simplicity of the life within." In other words, that 32 LIFE AND RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE her trust was in herself rather than in God, although she might not be fully aware of it. But Madame Guyon says significantly, " My time had not yet come ; I did not understand her. Living in the Christian spirit, she served me more by her example than by her words. God was in her life. I could not help observ ing on her countenance something which indicated a great enjoy ment of God s presence. I thought it an object to try to be like her outwardly to exhibit that exterior aspect of Divine resigna tion and peace, which is characteristic of true inward piety. I made much effort, but it was all to little purpose. I wanted to obtain, by efforts made in my own strength, that which could be obtained only by ceasing from all such efforts, and trusting wholly in God." In narrating these various providential dispensations and instrumentalities, we cannot avoid noticing how much it costs to bring a soul to the knowledge of God. This recital does not present anything peculiarly new ; anything which does not occur in many other cases. The human mind is so wedded to its natural perverseness, that it is not brought into harmony with God at once. Even those conversions, which appear to be especially prompt and sudden, have in many cases been preceded by a long preparatory training, which is not the less real, be cause it has been unseen and unknown. Generally speaking, we see efforts frequently renewed, resolves made and broken, alternations of penitential tears and of worldly joys, advice and warning received to-day and rejected to-morrow, and very fre quently a long series of disappointments and sorrows, before the mind is so humbled as to renounce its earthly hopes, and to possess all things in God by becoming nothing in itself. But this state of things, which so frequently happens, and is really so afflicting, teaches us the lesson of patience and of hope. Tears may have been wiped away, and resolutions broken ; yet those tears, which seemed in vain, and those resolutions which seemed worse than in vain, may have been important and even indis pensable links in the chain of providential occurrences. We repeat, therefore, that conversions long delayed, although cal- OP MADAME GUYON. 33 ciliated to try and to purify our patience, ought not to ex tinguish our hope. " In due season we shall reap, if we faint not." Another individual had a share in that series of providences which God saw to be necessary. This was M. De Toissi, the nephew of M. De la Mothe. He had been to Cochin China, and after an absence of about four years, had returned on busi ness connected with the mission. He visited the house of M. De la Mothe, where his cousin, Madame Guyori, was exceedingly glad to see him. She knew his character. She remembered what was said of his conversation and appearance when he visited her father s house. In her state of mind, groping about in solitude and desolation of spirit, she eagerly sought conver sations with pious persons. This pious cousin, impelled by natural affection as well as by a regard for the interests of reli gion, did all that he could to encourage her in her search after God. Other things gave him an increased interest in the case, such as her personal accomplishments, her great talents, the wealth of her family, her position in society, and her compara tive youth circumstances particularly adverse to the humble and pure spirit of religion. And it was not easy for one to see the possessor of them seeking religion, with a full determination to be satisfied with nothing else, without feeling a deep interest in the result. Madame Guyon very freely and ingenuously stated her views of her inward state to her cousin the faults of her character, her inward sense of her alienation from God, her efforts and discouragements. He expressed the deepest interest in her case. He prayed for her, and gave such advice as he was able. With earnest exhortations he cheered her onward, not doubting that God s wisdom and goodness would bring all well in the end. These interviews had an encouraging effect. He was in a state of inward and continual communion with God ; that state of mind, probably, which, in accordance with the nomenclature of the higher experimental writers, she variously denominates, in her religious works, as the state of "Recollection," or of c 34 LIFE AND RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE " Recollection in God." This state of continual prayer affected her much, although unable at that time to understand its nature. She also noticed, with interest and profit, the conversation be tween him and the exiled lady resident at her father s house. As is the case with all truly pious persons, they seemed to under stand each other s hearts. "They conversed together," she says, "in a spiritual language." They had that to speak of, which souls unconverted can never know, a Saviour, sins for given, and joy and peace in believing. The example and the exhortations of De Toissi could not fail to make a deep impression. Many were the tears she shed when he departed. She renewed her solemn resolutions. She endeavoured to imitate him in his state of continual prayer, by offering up to God ejaculations, either silent or spoken, moment by moment. On the system of mere human effort, she seems to have done all that she could do. But still she did not under stand; a cloud hung over one of the brightest intellects when left to itself so perplexing to human wisdom, and so adverse to the natural heart is the way of forgiveness and justification by faith alone. Those know it who experience it, and those only ; but her hour had not yet come. More than a year had passed in this state of mind, and with such efforts but apparently in vain. With all the appliances mentioned, with afflictions on the one hand to separate her from earthly objects, and encourage ments on the other to allure her to heaven, she still seems to have remained without God and without hope in the world. So much does it cost, in a fallen world like this, to detach a soul from its bondage and to bring it to God ! God has not only spread the feast, in the salvation which He has offered through His Son, but, by means of ministers, both providential and personal, He goes out into the highways, and compels them to come in. God was pleased to send one more messenger. " Oh, my Father I" says Madame Guyon, in connexion with the incidents we are about to relate, " it seems to me sometimes, as if thou didst forget every other being, in order to think only of my OF MADAME GUYON. 35 faithless and ungrateful heart." There was a devout man of the Religious Order of St. Francis his name is not given who spent five years in solitude, for spiritual renovation and communion with God. With a heart subdued to the world s attractions, and yet inflamed for the world s good, he went out into the field of labour. He thought that God called him to labour for the conversion of a person of some distinction, in the vicinity of M. De la Mothe. But his labours there proved fruitless or rather, resulted only in the trial of his own faith and patience. The humble Franciscan, revolving in his mind where he should next go and announce the Divine message, was led by the inward monitor, in connexion with the indications of Providence, to go to the house of M. De la Mothe, with whom he seems to have had some acquaintance in former times. M. De la Mothe, a man in whom the religious tendency was strong, was exceedingly glad to see him, and to receive his instructions, especially as he was then out of health, and had not much expectation of living long. His daughter, Madame Guyon, desirous of rendering him every assistance in his increasing infirmities, was then at her father s house, although her own health was very infirm. Her father was not ignorant either of her outward or inward trials. She had conversed with him with entire frankness on her reli gious state and the exercises of her mind, her dissatisfaction with her present spiritual condition, and her earnest desire to avail herself of every favourable opportunity to receive religious in struction. Her father, influenced by the representations she made, as well as by his high sense of the piety and religious wisdom of the Franciscan, not only advised but strongly urged her to consult with him. Attended by a kinswoman, as seemed to be proper, she visited the Franciscan, and stated her conviction of her need of religion, and her often-repeated and long-continued efforts made without effect. When she had done speaking, the Franciscan remained silent for some time, in inward meditation and prayer. He at length said : " Your efforts have been unsuccessful, Madame, be cause you have sought without, what you can only find within. 86 LIFE AND RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE Accustom yourself to seek God in your heartj and you will not fail to find Him." It is very probable that she had heard a similar sentiment be fore ; but if so, it came to her as religious truth always does come to those in their natural state, who are permitted to hear, before grace has enabled them to understand. But now the hour of God s providence and of special mercy had arrived. Clearly and strongly did the Divine Spirit apply a truth which otherwise would have fallen useless to the ground. These few words, somewhat singular in expression, obviously convey the great principle, that religion does not and cannot consist in out ward working in a mere round of ceremonial duties in any thing which comes exclusively under the denomination of an external action. But, on the contrary, it is inward in the sense of having its seat in the heart s affections, and in accordance with the great scriptural doctrine, that the "just shall live by faith." From the moment that Madame Guyon heard these words, she was enabled to see the error she had committed, that of endeavouring to obtain God by a system of outward operations, by the mercenary purchase of formal services, rather than by the natural and Divine attraction of accordant sympathies. Speculatively, there may be a God objective, a God outward, a God recognised by the intellect as a great and majestic Being living in the distance. And in certain respects this is a view of God which is not at variance with the truth. But still God can never be known to us as our God, He can never be brought into harmony with our nature, except as a God inward, a God received by faith and made one with us by love, and having His home in the sanctified temple of the heart. " Believe in the Lord your God ; so shall ye be established. Believe his prophets ; so shall ye prosper " (2 Chron. xx. 20). " Having said these words," she says, " the Franciscan left me. They were to me like the stroke of a dart which pierced my heart asunder. I felt at this instant deeply wounded with the love of God ; a wound so delightful, that I desired it never might be healed. These words brought into my heart OP MADAME GUYON. 37 what I had been seeking so many years ; or rather they made me discover what was there, which I did not enjoy for want of knowing it. Oh, my Lord ! thou wast in my heart, and de manded only the turning of my mind inward, to make me feel thy presence. Oh, infinite Goodness ! thou wast so near, and I ran hither and thither seeking thee, and yet found thee not. My life was a burden to me, and my happiness was within my self. I was poor in the midst of riches, and ready to perish with hunger near a table plentifully spread and a continual feast. Oh Beauty, ancient and new ! Why have I known thee so late ? Alas, I sought thee where thou wast not, and did not seek thee where thou wast ! It was for want of understanding these words of thy Gospel : l The kingdom of God cometh not with observation, neither shall they say, Lo, here I or fo, there 1 for behold, the kingdom of God is within you. This I now experi enced, since thou didst become my King, and my heart thy king dom, where thou dost reign a Sovereign, and dost all thy will. " I told this good man, that I did not know what he had done to me ; that my heart was quite changed ; that God was there ; for from that moment He had given me an experience of His presence in my soul, not merely as an object intellectually perceived, but as a thing really possessed after the sweetest manner. I experienced those words in the Canticles : l Thy name is as precious ointment poured forth ; therefore do the virgins love thee. For I felt in my soul an unction, which healed in a moment all my wounds. I slept not all that night, because thy love, my God ! flowed in me like delicious oil, and burned as a fire which was going to destroy all that was left of self in an instant. I was all on a sudden so altered, that I was hardly to be known either by myself or others. I found no more those troublesome faults, or that reluctance to duty, which formerly characterized me. They all disappeared, as being consumed like chaff in a great fire. " I now became desirous that the instrument hereof might become my Director,* in preference to any other. This good * DIRICTOR.- The office of Director and the office of Confessor, sometimes exist in the 38 LIFE AND RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE father, however, could not readily resolve to charge himself with my conduct, though he saw so surprising a change effected by the hand of God. Several reasons induced him to excuse him self: first, my person, then my youth, for I was only twenty years of age ; and lastly, a promise he had made to God, from a distrust of himself, never to take upon himself the direction of any of our sex, unless God, by some particular providence, should charge him therewith. Upon my earnest arid repeated request to him to become my Director, he said he would pray to God thereupon, and bade me do so too. As h^ was at prayer, it was said to him, Fear not that charge ; she is my spouse. This, when I heard it, affected me greatly. What I (said I to myself,) * a frightful monster of iniquity, who have done so much to offend my God, in abusing His favours, and requiting them with ingratitude, and now, thus to be declared His spouse ! After this he consented to my request. " Nothing was more easy to me now than to practise prayer. Hours passed away like moments, while I could hardly do any thing else but pray. The fervency of my love allowed me no intermission. It was a prayer of rejoicing and of possession, wherein the taste of God was so great, so pure, unblended and uninterrupted, that it drew and absorbed the powers of the soul into a profound recollection, a state of confiding and affectionate rest in God, existing without intellectual effort. For I had now no sight but of Jesus Christ alone. All else was excluded, in order to love with greater purity and energy, without any mo tives or reasons for loving which were of a selfish nature." Such are the expressions in which she speaks of the remark able change which thus passed upon her spirit, an event which opened new views, originated new feelings, instituted new rela tions, and gave new strength. Too important in itself and its relations to be forgotten under any circumstances, we find her often recurring to it with those confiding, affectionate, and same person, and the terms appear in some instances to be used as synonymous with each other. Strictly speaking, however, it is not the business of the Director to bear confessions, but simply to give religious counsel, in those various circumstances in which Christiana, especially in the beginning of the religious life, are found to need it. OF MADAME GUYON. 39 grateful sentiments, which it was naturally calculated to inspire. One of her poems, which Cowper has translated, expresses well the feelings which we may suppose to have existed in her at this time. LOVE AND GRATITUDE. " All are indebted much to tbee, " Spirit of Charity ! Dispense But I far more than all ; Thy grace to every heart : From many a deadly snare set free, Expel all other spirits thence ; And raised from many a fall. Drive self from every part. Overwhelm me from above, Charity divine ! Draw nigh ; Daily with thy boundless love. Break the chains in which we lie " What bonds of gratitude I feel, " All selfish souls, whate er they feign. No language can declare ; Have still a slavish lot; Beneath the oppressive weight I reel, They boast of liberty in vain, Tis more than I can bear ; Of love, and feel it not. When shall I that blessing prove, He, whose bosom glows with tha. To return thee love for love ? He, and he alone, is free. " blessedness all bliss above, When thy pure fires prevail ! LOVB* only teaches what is love ; All other lessons fail ; We learn its name, but not its powers, Experience only makes it ours." CHAPTER VII. Remarks on intellectual experience, in distinction from that of the heart Of that form of experience which is characterized by joy Her experience characterized especially by the subjection of the will Of the course to be pursued in translating from the writings of Madame Guyon Her remarks on the union of the human with the Divine will Her remarks on faith Conversation with a Franciscan Immersion of her soul in God, and her contemplation of all things in Him. MADAME GUYON, recognising an important distinction, re garded the change at this period as not merely an intellectual illumination, but as truly a change of the heart. Undoubtedly she had received new light. She had been led to see the ex treme perversity and blindness of the natural mind. She had now a clearer perception both of what God is, and of what He requires ; and especially of the way of forgiveness and salvation * God is Love, 1 John IT. 8. 40 LIFE AND RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE by faith in Christ alone. But perception is not love. The righting of the understanding is not necessarily identical with the rectification of the sensibilities. The understanding, en lightened of God, will sometimes dictate what the heart, in its opposition to God, will be slow to follow. This was not her case. Her understanding was not only enlightened, but her heart was renewed. No sound was heard but that of the " still small voice," which speaks inwardly and effectually. There was no dream, no vision, no audible message. Her change was characterized, not by things seen, but by operations experienced ; not by re velations imparted from without, and known only as existing without, but by affections inspired by the Holy Ghost from within, and constituting, from the time of their origin, a part of the inward consciousness. Joy was a marked characteristic of her first experience of the new life. But, taught by the great inward Teacher, she was enabled to perceive from the first, that it would not be safe to estimate either the reality or the degree of her religion by the amount of her happiness. There is not only such a thing as joy, but such a thing as religious joy in the language of the Scrip tures, "joy in the Holy Ghost." But this is a very different thing from saying, that joy and religion are the same thing. Joy is not only not religion, but it does not always arise from religious causes. The grounds of its origin are numerous, and sometimes very diverse. A new speculative truth, new views at variance with the truth, or even the pleasant intimations of a dream or vision, whether more or less remarkable, (to say no thing of physical and providential causes, causes connected with the state of our health and situation in life,) may be fol lowed by a pleasurable excitement which may be mistaken for true religion. Certain it is, however, that no joys can be re garded as really of a religious nature and as involving the fact of religion, which are not attended with repentance for sin and faith in Jesus Christ, with the renovation of the desires and the subjection of the will. The views of Madame Guyon on this OF MADAME GUYON. 41 subject were distinct and decided. She took the Saviour for her example. She did not seek joy, but God, God first, and what God sees fit to give afterwards. She believed and knew, if she gave herself to God wholly, without reserve, God would take care of her happiness. The leading and decisive characteristic of her religious ex perience was the subjection and loss of her own will in its union with the Divine will. It may be expressed in a single term, union. " As thou, Father, art in me, and I in thee, that they also may be ONE in us." On this subject, a number of her re marks may properly be introduced here, with a few preliminary statements. Madame Guyon s literary education, although it compared well with that of other French ladies at that time, was, in some respects, defective. The institutions for young ladies, not excluding the celebrated Seminary of St. Cyr, esta blished a few years after, did not profess, and were not able to give, that thorough mental training which was had in the French colleges and universities. And the greatest natural ability will not necessarily compensate for defects in education. Her style of writing is eloquent and impressive in a high degree, but a critical eye will discover in it deficiencies, which are to be as cribed, in part, to the cause just intimated. The theological and experimental terms which she uses, sometimes have a specific meaning, not unknown perhaps in some of the mystic writers, but which can certainly be ascertained only by an intimate know ledge of her own experience, character, and writings. Take, as an illustration of this remark, the word "puissances," which is literally rendered by the English word, powers ; but the latter term gives only an indefinite idea of the sense which she attaches to the original term. She uses it in its mental application, meaning the mental powers, but not all of them. She distin guishes between the will (volonte}, the understanding (entende- ment], and the puissances ; meaning generally by the latter term, the propensive and affectional part of our nature, not excluding the appetites ; what we sometimes denominate by the single expression, the natural sensibilities. It would not be sufficient, 42 LIFE AND RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE therefore, merely to translate her words by rendering them with the words and methods of expression that formally correspond to them. A translation of words is not necessarily a translation of ideas. It is necessary first to ascertain what she meant, and then to embody her ideas in such a mode of expression as will convey to the English reader just that meaning which she her self would have conveyed if she had used the English language with the Anglo-Saxon mind. Her statements on the same sub ject are often fragmentary ; broken in parts, uttered in various and remote places of her works, and accompanied more or less with digressions and repetitions. What I give as a translation is, in some cases, of the nature of an interpreted translation, a translation of the spirit rather than of the letter. A true trans lation of what she was and of what she meant can be made in no other way. With these remarks, we give some of her views. " The union oetween the soul and God may exist in various respects. There may be a union of the human and the Divine perceptions. There may be a union of the desires and affections to some ex tent and in various particulars. But the most perfect union, that which includes whatever is most important in the others, is the union of the human and the Divine will. A union of the affections, independently of that of the will, if we can suppose such a thing, must necessarily be imperfect. When the will, which sustains a pre-eminent and controlling relation, is in the state of entire union with God, it necessarily brings the whole soul into subjection ; it implies necessarily the extinction of any selfish action, and brings the mind into harmony with itself, and into harmony with everything else. From that moment our powers cease to act from any private or selfish regards. They are annihilated to self, and act only in reference to God. Nor do they act in reference to God in their own way and from their own impulse ; but move as they are moved upon, being gradu ally detached from every motion of their own. " In the presence of the light of faith, every other light neces sarily grows dim and passes away, as the light of the moon and OF MADAME GUYON. 43 stars gradually passes away, and is extinguished in the broader and purer illumination of the rising sun. This light now arose in my heart. Believing with this faith, the fountains of the heart were opened, and I loved God with a strength of love corresponding to the strength of faith. Love existed in the soul ; and, throwing its influence around every other principle of ac tion, constituted, as it were, the soul s dwelling-place. God was there. According to the words of St. John, He that dwelleth in love, dwelleth in God. God is love. " When the pious Franciscan, her spiritual Director, questioned her in relation to her feelings towards God, she answered, " I love God far more than the most affectionate lover among men loves the object of his earthly attachment. I make this state ment as an illustration, because it is not easy to convey my meaning in any other way. But this comparison, if it furnishes an approximation to the truth, fails to discover the truth itself." " This love of God," she adds, " occupied my heart so con stantly and strongly, that it was very difficult for me to think of anything else. Nothing else seemed worthy of my attention. So much was my soul absorbed in God, that my eyes and ears seemed to close of themselves to outward objects, and to leave the soul 4 under the exclusive influence of the inward attraction. My lips also were closed. Not unfrequently vocal prayer, that form of it which deals in particulars, ceased to utter itself, be cause my mind could not so far detach itself from this one great object as to consider anything else. When the good Father, the Franciscan, preached at the Magdalen Church, at which I attended, notwithstanding the importance and interest which attached to his religious addresses, I found it difficult, and almost impossible, to retain any definite idea of what he said. He preached there on three successive occasions about this time ; and the result was always the same. I found that thy truth, my God, springing from the original source, as if thy Divine and eternal voice were speaking truly, yet inaudibly in the soul, made its impression on my heart, and there had its effect, with out the mediation of words. 44 LIFE AND RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE " This immersion in God absorbed all things ; that is to say, seemed to place all things in a new position relatively to God. Formerly I had contemplated things as dissociated from God ; but now I beheld all things in the Divine union. I could no more separate holy creatures from God, regarded as the source of their holiness, than I could consider the sun s rays as existing distinct from the sun itself, and living and shining by virtue of their own power of life. This was true of the greatest saints. I could not see the saints, Peter, and Paul, and the Virgin Mary, and others, as separate from God, but as being all that they are, from Him and in Him, in oneness. I could not behold them out of God ; but I beheld them all in Him." CHAPTER VIII. Of the very marked and decisive nature of her conversion Ceases to conform to the world in her diversions and modes of dress Birth of her second son Her views of providence in connexion with her position in life Of the discharge of her duty to her family and to others Her great kindness and charity to the poor Her efforts for the preservation of persons of her own sex Her labours for the conversion of souls Conversation with a lady of rank Happy results Domestic trials Unkindness of her stepmother and of her maid-servant Partial alienation of her husband s affections Conduct of her eldest son Her solitary state. MADAME GUYON dates this great change as taking place on Magdalen s day, the 22d of July 1668.* She was then a little more than twenty years of age. The change experienced in the transition from the life of nature to the life of God in the soul, is very different in different persons. In the case of Madame Guyon, slowly progressive in its preparatory steps, it was very decisive and marked at the time of its actually taking place. It was obviously a great crisis in her moral and religious being one in which the pride and obstinacy of the natural heart were broken down, and in which, for the first time, she became truly willing to receive Christ alone as her hope of salvation. * La Vie de Madame Guyon, Part I. chap. x. 5 OF MADAME GUYON. 45 A gospel change implies the existence of a new nature, a nature which has life in it ; and which, having the principle of life in itself, puts forth the acts of life. And thus the fact, both of its existence and of its character, is verified. The true life always shows itself outwardly, in its appropriate time and way. " By their fruits" says the Saviour, " ye shall know them." No other evidence will or ought to compensate for the absence of this. This evidence Madame Guyon gave. From the moment that she gave herself to the Lord to be His, in the inner spirit as well as the outward action, the language of her heart, like that of the apostle Paul, was, " Lord, what wilt thou have me to do ?" " I bade farewell for ever," she says, " to assemblies which I had visited, to plays and diversions, dancing, unprofitable walks, and parties of pleasure. The amusements and pleasures so much prized and esteemed by the world, now appeared to me dull and insipid so much so, that I wondered how I ever could have enjoyed them." For two years previously she had left off the curling of her hair a very general and favourite practice at that time. From this time it became her object, in her dress, modes of living, and personal habits generally, as well as interior dispositions, to conform to the requisitions of the Inward Monitor, the Comforter and Guide of holy souls. Sustaining the relations of a wife, a mother, and a daughter, and seeing now more clearly into the ways and requisitions of Providence, she endeavoured, from higher motives and in a better manner than ever before, to discharge the duties which she owed to her father, husband, and children. God had been pleased to give her another son. Her first son she frequently names as being made, through the perverting influence of her stepmother, a son of trial and sorrow. The second son, who gave better promise both for himself and others, was born in 1667. We have scarcely anything recorded of him, except the few painful incidents of his early death. These new relations furnished opportunities of duty and occasions of trial, which ceased from this time, at least in a great degree, to be met in the strength of worldly motives, or by the acts of worldly wis- 46 LIFE AND RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE dom. God, in whom alone she felt she could trust, became her wisdom and strength, as well as her consolation. We may truly say, whatever allowance it may be necessary to mak