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BY  THE  AUTHOR. 


THE  SOBEOWS  OF  GENTILITY. 


CHAPTER  I. 

"  Shabby  gentility "  is  to  social  life  what  "  Brummagen 
wares  "  are  to  the  things  they  imitate.  In  both  cases  there  is 
elaborate  workmanship  bestowed  on  a  worthless  material,  to 
produce  the  result  which  the  honest  Jew  desired,  when  he 
directed  that  his  mock  silver  spoons  should  be  "  stamped  with  a 
dog,  which  was  to  be  made  as  much  like  a  lion  as  possible." 

Counterfeits  mark  a  high  deg'ree  of  civilisation,  and  great 
cultivation  of  the  arts  and  sciences  they  represent ;  but  of  all 
the  mournful  expenditure  of  human  faculty  and  human  energy, 
the  struggles  of  "shabby  gentility"  are  the  most  deplorable, 
The  contrivance,  the  zeal,  the  patience,  displayed  in  making  the 
results  of  a  sixpence  (honest,  unpretending  coin  that  it  is !  with 
its  exact  value  on  the  face  of  it)  pass  for  the  result  of  that 
handsome,  truly  prosperous  piece  of  money,  the  half-crown!, 
would  suffice  to  carry  a  Chancellor  of  the  Exchequer  through  a 
difficult  budget.  After  all,  it  is  only  sixpennyworth  of  imita- 
tion— the  dog  made  to  look  like  a  lion.  But  the  strain,  and 
the  pain,  and  the  burden  of  pretence  are  no  mean  addition 


2  THE    SORROWS    OP   GENTILITY. 

to  the  inevitable  load  of  difficulties  laid  on  the  shoulders  of  all 
the  children  of  men,  when  they  come  into  this  unlucky  world — 
unlucky,  because  it  is  endowed  with  the  hard  name  of  being  a 
wicked  one. 

The  market  town  of  Dunnington  is  situated  in  the  heart  of 
one  of  the  midland  counties,  and  lies  on  the  main  road  to 
London.  It  is  a  quiet,  sleepy  little  town,  and  consists  of  one 
long  straggling  street,  and  half  another,  which  runs  up  a  hill, 
at  the  top  of  which  is  the  old  church,  standing  in  the  midst  of 
its  church-yard,  and  commanding  a  view  of  one  of  the  fairest 
and  richest  agricultural  districts  that  England  can  boast;  the 
broad  meadows  studded  like  parks,  with  fine  old  timber  and 
hedge-rows,  which,  in  their  ample  luxuriance,  must  have  been 
the  growth  of  many  years. 

Dunnington  has  neither  trade  nor  manufactures.;  but  it  boasts 
an  Inn  worthy  of  the  "hostels"  of  old,  which  gained  for  England 
the  fame  of  having  the  best  in  the  world.  It  was  an  old  build- 
ing, and  might  have  stood  in  the  time  of  Shakespeare,  from  its 
appearance.  The  house  was  built  round  three  sides  of  a  large 
yard,  the  fourth  side  of  which  was  occupied  by  stables,  which 
extended  backwards  to  some  distance.  A  pair  of  large  coach 
gates  afforded  admittance  from  the  street. 

The  house  had  a  singularly  inviting  appearance,  with  its 
dazzling  whitewash,  and  the  dark  red  tiles  that  paved  the 
entrance  hall. 

A  choice  breed  of  pigeons  cooed  and  sunned  themselves  among 
the  old  chimney-stacks,  or  stepped  up  and  down  the  moss-grown 

roof. 

Altogether,  this  Inn,  which  bore  the  sign  of  the  "  Metringham 
Arms,"  on  a  beam  extending  across  the  street,  had  a  look  of 
comfort,  good  cheer,  and  homely  farm-yard  rusticity,  which 
made  it  much  more  attractive  than  the  stately,  imposing  race  of 


THE   SORROWS   OP   GENTILITT.  3 

hotels  which  have  grown  up  since  the  days  when  the  "  Metring- 
ham  Arms  "  was  in  its  glory. 

This  house  was  kept  by  Simon  Morley.  He  was  a  farmer  as 
well  as  an  innkeeper,  and  held  a  farm  under  Lord  Metringham, 
who  was  the  chief  landowner  on  that  side  of  the  county. 

The  rent-days  were  always  kept  at  the  "  Metringham  Arms," 
which  not  only  made  a  high  festival  in  the  house,  but  was 
equivalent  to  a  handsome  per  centage  off  his  rent. 

Simon  Morley,  from  small  beginnings,  had  amassed  some 
money,  and  even  possessed  a  little  land  of  his  own. 

He  kept  dogs,  and  took  out  a  game  license ;  he  was  passion- 
ately fond  of  field  sports,  and  it  was  a  great  sporting  neigh- 
bourhood. He  was  a  hard  rider,  a  hard  drinker,  an  excellent 
shot,  the  best  judge  of  horse-flesh  in  the  whole  county  ;  he  was 
a  capital  companion,  told  excellent  stories,  and  sang  equally 
excellent  songs ;  he  possessed  a  vein  of  shrewd  caustic  wit,  and 
was  altogether  rather  a  notable  character.  His  social  virtues 
might  have  been  the  ruin  of  his  prosperity  had  they  not  been 
joined  to  other  qualities.  He  was  a  hard  hand  at  driving  a 
bargain,  and  an  adept  in  the  art  of  making  money ;  he  had  also 
a  tight  grip  to  keep  what  he  made,  in  spite  of  his  apparent 
joviality. 

In  appearance  he  was  a  portly  good-looking  man.  He  wore 
drab  breeches,  yellow-topped  boots,  striped  waistcoats  of  a 
pattern  long  since  vanished,  and  ample  coats  of  broad  cloth  cut 
sporting  wise. 

Mrs.  Morley,  his  wife,  had  once  been  a  county  beauty,  and  still 
possessed  a  certain  full-blown  comeliness.  She  presided  over 
the  house,  and  assisted  her  husband  heart  and  soul  in  the  busi- 
ness of  money-making,  which  indeed  both  of  them  believed  to 
be  the  "chief  end  of  man." 

Under  her  auspices  the  fame  of  the  comforts  of  the  house  was 


4s  THE   SORROWS   OP  GENTILITY. 

so  well  established,  that  most  of  the  travellers  who  had  to  pass 
through  the  town  so  contrived  their  journey  as  either  to  dine  or 
to  sleep  at  the  "  Metringham  Arms." 

There  was  no  great  display  of  plate  or  china,  but  the  linen 
was  sumptuous  in  its  delicate  fineness.  There  was  not  such 
poultry  to  be  found  for  ten  miles  round ;  and  Mrs.  Morley's  pork 
pies,  covered  all  over  as  they  were  with  extraordinary  hiero- 
glyphical  ornaments  of  pastry,  and  her  cheesecakes  (to  which 
those  of  Prince  What's-his-name,  in  the  "Arabian  Nights, " 
could  not  be  compared)  were  famed  far  and  near.  The  beds 
were  all  hung  with  fair  white  dimity,  and  the  sheets  laid  up  in 
lavender  still  retained  the  fragrance  of  the  hedge-rows  and 
meadows.  To  crown  all  the  attractions,  there  was  the  motherly 
good-humoured  face  of  Mrs.  Morley,  as  she  appeared  smiling  at 
the  entrance  of  the  house  to  welcome  her  guests,  or  to  bid  them 
farewell ;  no  wonder  they  were  so  numerous  and  so  well  con- 
tented ! 

Nothing  could  be  more  happy,  respectable,  or  prosperous, 
than  the  lot  of  Simon  Morley  and  his  Gertrude. 

We  must  own  to  one  drawback.  The  "  love  of  money,"  which 
is  "  the  root  of  all  evil,"  had  struck  its  fibres  into  the  heart  of 
this  well-respected  couple.  They  loved  money,  they  desired  to 
make  money,  they  respected  money  more  than  any  other  earthly 
thing  :  it  was  their  only  standard  of  value. 

The  people  in  the  neighbourhood  were  all  high  Tories,  as  is 
the  custom  in  purely  agricultural  districts,  and  the  Morleys 
shared  in  the  traditional  respect  for  the  county  families,  begin- 
ning of  course  with  Lord  Metringham,  their  landlord,  who,  in 
their  eyes,  was  second  only  to  the  king.  They  had  no  tempta- 
tion to  imitate  their  betters,  nor  to  struggle  into  a  station  above 
their  own. 

They  were  too  busy  for  much  visiting.     An  occasional  tea 


THE    SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY.  5 

party,  followed  by  a  sumptuous  supper,  to  which  the  lawyer,  the 
doctor,  and  the  principal  shopkeeper  of  the  place  were  invited, 
and  from  time  to  time  an  appearance  at  church  in  the  very 
richest  satin  gown  and  very  handsomest  bonnet  that  money 
could  furnish,  satisfied  all  Mrs.  Morley's  aspirations  after  social 
distinction ;  whilst  Simon  Morley  rode  to  all  the  markets  round 
on  his  clever  little  mare,  and  combined  social  amusement  with 
profit,  by  driving  hard  bargains  for  his  barley  and  wheat. 

The. only  thing  that  Simon  Morley  and  his  wife  despised 
was — poverty.  Poverty,  no  matter  how  gilded  by  genius, 
education,  or  connections — poverty  was  the  deadly  sin  of  their 
decalogue.  Mrs.  Morley  reverenced  the  vicar ;  but  she  looked 
down  upon  the  curate,  in  spite  of  his  cloth,  though  she  frequently 
sent  him  presents  of  game  or  poultry,  and  tithings  of  the  good 
things  that  might  be  left  after  a  county  dinner  or  rent  day. 

This  worthy  couple  were  blessed  with  two  children,  a  son  and 
a  daughter.  The  son,  Simon  Morley  trained  up  after  his  own 
fashion.  Whilst  scarcely  able  to  walk,  he  was  set  on  horseback 
and  allowed  the  run  of  the  stable-yard,  mounted  on  the  box 
beside  the  coachman  and  post-boys,  who  delighted  in  his  spirit. 
He  trotted  on  his  little  pony,  beside  his  father,  when  he  went  to 
the  neighbouring  towns — was  taken  out  coursing,  and  allowed 
a  gun  of  his  own,  when  other  boys  were  poaching  after  birds' 
nests  and  playing  at  marbles.  The  only  beating  on  record 
which  Simon  Morley  ever  bestowed  upon  his  son  was  for  once 
allowing  himself  to  be  thrown  by  a  strange  horse :  the  boy's 
arm  was  broken  by  the  fall,  and  his  father  tended  him  like  a 
nurse  until  he  recovered,  and  then  gave  him  a  hearty  chastise- 
ment for  being  so  unskilful. 

The  curate  instilled  a  little  reading  and  writing  into  him,  and 
at  the  age  of  twelve  he  was  sent  to  school  to  finish  his  educa- 
tion, and  to  be  fitted  to  assist  his  father  in  his  business. 


D  THE   SOEEOWS   OP  GENTILITY. 

The  girl  was  three  years  younger  than  her  brother.  She  was 
named  Gertrude  after  her  mother,  who  regarded  her  as  her  own 
peculiar  property.  With  the  bringing  up  of  her  son  she  did 
not  interfere,  but  the  daughter  was  the  pride  of  her  heart. 

She  had  not  much  notion  of  the  value  of  education  for  its 
own  sake ;  but  when  she  found  that  the  three  daughters  of  the 
prosperous  haberdasher  were  sent  to  a  boarding  school,  she 
determined  that  her  Gertrude  should  "  hold  up  her  head  with 
the  best  of  them."  Whilst  Gertrude  was  a  child  she  had  a 
luxurious  nursery,  and  revelled  in  an  unlimited  abundance  of 
toys;  she  was  never  contradicted,  and  her  white  frocks  were 
miracles  of  fine  lace  and  embroidery.  She  was  a  clever  child, 
giving  promise  of  great  beauty,  and  as  spoiled  as  it  was  possible 
for  a  child  in  circumstances  so  favourable  for  encouraging  the 
growth  of  naughtiness. 

At  eight  years  of  age  she  was  sent  to  school  "  to  be  taught 
everything,"  as  her  mother  compendiously  phrased  it. 

This  early  removal  from  the  previous  indulgences  of  home 
was  in  some  respects  very  beneficial  to  the  young  Gertrude. 
She  had  a  natural  aptitude  for  receiving  instruction,  and  ac- 
quired a  very  creditable  proficiency  in  the  various  accomplish, 
ments  taught  in  the  establishment,  so  that  the  three  Misses  Le 
French,  who  conducted  it,  considered  her,  except  for  the  draw- 
back of  her  vulgar  connexions,  as  a  great  credit  to  their  school. 

Alas  !  with  her  innocent  geography,  and  history,  and  tapestry 
work,  and  French,  and  music,  she  imbibed  other  instructions 
that  were  not  so  harmless.  She  learned  that  it  was  "very  low 
to  keep  an  inn ; "  that  when  she  left  school  she  would  occupy  a 
very  inferior  position  in  the  world  to  that  of  the  Miss  de  Mont- 
fords,  daughters  of  Sir  Thomas  de  Montford,  a  baronet  whose 
family  dated  from  the  time  of  Henry  the  Second.  One  young 
lady,  whose  father  was  a  rich  banker,  more  than  once  declared 


THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY.  / 

with  a  toss  of  her  head,  "  that  her  mamma  would  take  her  away 
from  the  school  when  she  knew  that  an  inn-keeper's  daughter 
was  received ! " 

These  things  rankled  in  the  heart  of  the  little  Gertrude.  At 
first,  with  the  natural  independence  of  childhood,  she  rebutted 
these  impertinences,  by  declaring  that  "  her  papa  kept  a  great 
many  more  carriages  and  horses  than  theirs,  and  that  when  she 
went  home  at  the  holidays  she  had  a  maid  to  dress  her  and  a 
man-servant  to  ride  behind  her  on  horseback."  The  great 
check,  however,  to  the  superciliousness  of  her  young  com- 
panions were  the  contents  of  those  large  parcels  of  good  things 
which  generally  came  to  her  every  week.  Everybody  can 
recollect  the  temporary  importance  which  the  receipt  of  a 
*  parcel  from  home  "  confers  on  a  school  girl. 

But,  as  she  grew  older,  she  pondered  upon  these  things. 
Accidentally,  she  came  to  the  knowledge  of  the  fact,  that  at 
first  the  Misses  Le  French  had  refused  to  tarnish  the  gentility 
of  their  school  by  receiving  the  daughter  of  an  inn-keeper,  and 
had  only  been  softened  by  the  payment  of  double  stipend  and 
unlimited  extras ;  even  that  would  scarcely  have  sufficed,  had 
not  the  interesting  appearance  of  the  little  Gertrude  herself 
made  the  relaxation  in  her  favour  unobjectionable  so  far  as  she 
was  concerned. 

The  thought  that  she  had  been  received  on  sufferance  was 
gall  and  wormwood  to  the  poor  girl,  and  cost  her  many  secret 
tears.  The  three  Misses  Le  French  would  have  risen  up  in  all 
the  stately  "  pomp  of  virtue,"  had  they  been  told  that  there  was 
the  slightest  deficiency  in  the  strict  morality  and  propriety  they 
inculcated  upon  their  pupils.  But  the  fact  unfortunately  re- 
mained, that  not  one  word  to  prepare  her  for  the  difficult  duties 
of  her  lot  did  Gertrude  ever  hear — nothing  to  strengthen  her, 
to  turn  her  thoughts  from  vanity,  to  teach  her  the  dignity  of 


8  THE    SORROWS    OP   GENTILITY. 

fulfilling  her  duties  in  the  station  of  life  in  which  she  had  been 
placed. 

When  she  was  seventeen  she  was  to  leave  school — a  finished 
young  lady — whom  her  mother  hoped  to  find  a  great  help  and 
comfort  to  her  in  keeping  the  books  and  giving  an  eye  to  the 
bar! 

The  day  before  "  breaking  up,"  after  the  distribution  of  the 
prizes,  at  which  Gertrude  had  carried  off  the  "  prize  for  dancing 
and  deportment "  and  the  "  prize  for  music,"  she  was  sent  for 
by  the  three  Misses  Le  French  into  their  parlour. 

"  We  have  sent  for  you,  my  dear,"  said  the  eldest  Miss  Le 
French,  smoothing  her  delicate  lavender-coloured  gloves,  "to 
give  you  a  little  good  advice  before  you  leave  us.  We  have 
every  reason  to  be  satisfied  with  your  attention  to  your  studies, 
and  your  general  good  conduct,  since  you  have  been  under  our 
care  ;  we  are  sorry  to  part  with  you,  and  we  shall  ever  retain  a 
feeling  of  interest  in  your  welfare.  In  the  home  to  which  you 
are  returning  (I  would  wish  to  speak  with  all  due  respect  for 
your  worthy  parents,  who  must  have  made  many  sacrifices  to 
give  you  so  good  an  education)  ;  still,  in  your  home  you  will  be 
exposed  to  many  disadvantages,  and  it  is  to  warn  you  against 
these  that  is  my  object  in  now  speaking  to  you.  Keep  yourself 
as  much  as  you  can  to  yourself,  and  associate  as  little  as  possible 
with  the  inferior  persons  who  come  about  the  house.  If  it 
should  chance  that  any  of  your  former  schoolmates  should 
travel  your  way,  I  would  not  advise  you  to  put  yourself  forward 
to  recognise  them,  but  rather  keep  yourself  retired — recollecting 
the  essential  difference  of  your  stations — for  whatever  your 
education  may  have  been,  never  cease  to  remember  that  the 
station  of  your  father  and  mother  is  the  only  rightful  station 
you  can  claim;  but  in  the  resources  of  your  education,  and  in 
the  exercise  of  your  various  accomplishments  (which  I  earnestly 


1HE    SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY.  9 

entreat  you  to  keep  up)  I  have  no  doubt  that  you  may  pass 
your  time  not  unhappily.  I  should  certainly  recommend  you  to 
spend  not  less  than  three  hours  a-day  in  keeping  up  your  profi- 
ciency on  the  harp.  You  might  also  practice  your  drawing 
with  advantage.  I  presume  your  mother  will  allow  you  to 
have  a  private  sitting-room,  and  to  that  I  would  advise  you  to 
confine  yourself  as  much  as  possible." 

The  eldest  Miss  Le  French  ceased  to  speak,  and  the  second 
sister  took  up  the  word. 

"  I  have  a  little  to  add  to  my  sister's  admirable  remarks ;  I 
only  say  to  you,  be  as  select  as  possible  in  your  acquaintance, 
and  above  all,  shun  scenes  of  vulgar  gaiety.  I  think  you  might 
find  it  advantageous  to  join  yourself  to  some  visiting,  or  mis- 
sionary, or  sewing  society,  which  is  under  good  patronage.  It 
might  be  the  means  of  making  you  acquainted  with  highly 
respectable  persons,  and  be  a  mode  of  getting  on  in  society; 
added  to  which  you  would  have  the  satisfaction  to  know  that 
you  were  doing  good." 

"And,  my  dear  Miss  Morley,"  said  the  young  Miss  Le  French, 
"  I  hope,  after  the  education  you  have  had  with  us,  that  I  need 
not  exhort  you  to  be  remarkably  guarded  in  your  manners  to 
those  of  the  other  sex.  You  are  certainly  attractive  in  your 
appearance,  which,  in  your  position,  will  be  a  source  of  danger 
to  you.  It  is  not  a  point  upon  which  I  can  or  ought  to  enlarge, 
—your  own  good  sense  will  show  you  what  I  mean.  I  only 
say,  to  be  sure  of  the  intentions  of  any  young  man  you  allow  to 
address  you,  and  do  not  be  flattered  into  the  belief  that  a  young 
man  has  any  serious  intentions  unless  he  tells  you  so  in  precise 
terms.  I  have  written  your  name  in  this  excellent  little  book, 
which  I  present  to  you  as  a  token  of  remembrance,  and  I  hope 
its  admonitions  may  be  of  use  in  times  of  perplexity." 


10  THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY. 

Here  Miss  Louisa  Le  French  gave  Gertrude  an  elegantly 
bound  copy  of  "  Dr.  Gregory's  Advice  to  his  Daughters,"  to 
which  were  added  "  Mrs.  Ohapone's  Letters."  The  two  elder 
sisters  also  presented  her  with  a  testimony  of  their  regard ;  and 
the  next  day  a  chaise  from  the  "  Metringham  Arms  "  came  to 
take  Gertrude  "  home  for  good." 


THE    SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY.  H 


CHAPTER  II. 

When  Gertrude  arrived  at  home  the  house  was  in  a  state  of 
great  bustle ;  an  earl's  travelling  carriage  had  driven  up  a  mo- 
ment before,  and  the  occupants  were  stopping  to  dine.  All 
Mrs.  Morley's  faculties  were,  for  the  instant,  fully  engaged,  and 
she  had  only  time  to  bestow  a  moment's  greeting  upon  Ger- 
trude. 

Gertrude  made  her  own  way  to  the  nursery,  which  had  now 
become  her  bedroom,  where  she  was  left  undisturbed,  though 
the  sounds  from  below  made  it  evident  that  her  tranquillity  was 
not  shared  by  the  rest  of  the  house. 

After  awhile  she  proceeded  to  the  sitting-room,  which  had 
usually  been  hers  during  the  vacations,  but  it  was  now  occupied, 
and  she  again  retreated  to  her  bedroom,  the  only  spot  which, 
it  appeared,  she  could  call  her  own. 

The  last  admonitions  of  Miss  Le  French  rung  in  her  ears 
and  rankled  in  her  heart.  They  had  given  a  definite  shape  to 
the  vague  thoughts  which  had  long  been  stirring  within  her, 
and  she  felt  a  disgust  amounting  to  shame  at  the  home  to  which 
she  had  returned.  It  was  twelve  months  since  she  had  seen  it, 
the  preceding  holidays  having  been  spent  at  school ;  so  that  all 


12 


THE    SORROWS    OP    GENTILITY. 


the  peculiarities  of  home  had  lost  much  of  their  old  familiar 
air,  and  struck  her  with  an  unpleasing  sense  of  novelty. 
Weary  of  being-  alone,  and  deterred  from  going  in  search  of 
her  mother  by  the  certainty  that  she  would  be  engaged,  Ger- 
trude was  reduced  to  study  Miss  Le  French's  parting  gift  to 
beguile  the  time.  It  added  to  her  discomfort,  for  its  admoni- 
tions were  all  addressed  to  young  women  eligibly  situated  in 
life,  in  highly  refined  and  fastidious  circles. 

At  length  she  was  summoned  to  dinner ;  on  her  way  down 
stairs  she  ran  against  a  valet  who  was  bringing  up  his  master's 
portmanteau,  and  encountered  several  ladies'  maids  who  were 
hurrying  about  in  a  state  of  importance.  The  dinner  was  laid 
in  the  little  lantern-like  bar,  which  consisted  nearly  altog-ether 
of  windows,  having  been  thus  constructed  to  enable  Mrs. 
Morley  to  cast  a  look  on  all  sides,  upon  the  doings  of  the  men- 
servants  and  maid-servants  of  her  establishment. 

Simon  Morley  was  extended  in  his  three-cornered  easy  chair, 
in  his  splashed  boots  and  spurs,  just  as  he  had  come  in  from 
a  long  ride.  He  looked  up  from  his  newspaper  as  Gertrude 
entered. 

"  Why,  Ger,  how  long  have  you  been  here  ?  Nobody  ever 
found  time  to  tell  me  you  were  at  home ;  but  you  might  have 
come  to  look  for  one.  Well,  give  us  a  kiss,  and  tell  us  what 
they  have  taught  you  at  school.  Have  you  learned  to  Parhj- 
voo  ?  And  how  did  you  leave  Madam  Le  French, — any  of  them 
likely  to  be  married  ?  " 

Having  made  these  inquiries  he  seemed  to  have  come  to  the 
end  of  all  he  had  to  say,  and  Gertrude,  who  always  felt  afraid 
of  her  father,  did  not  know  how  to  keep  up  the  conversation 
when  her  brother's  entrance  made  a  diversion. 

He   was  a   fine-looking,  rather  heavy  young  man,  dressed 


THE   SOEEOWS   OF   GENTILITY.  13 

something-  between  a  farmer  and  a  sportsman.  He  had  a  hearty 
voice,  a  florid  complexion,  and  provincial  accent. 

"  Why,  bless  us,  Ger,  is  that  you  ?  I  could  not  think  what 
fine  lady  my  father  had  with  him !  Why,  one  is  afraid  to  touch 
you."  He  gave  her  a  hug  that  nearly  dislocated  her  shoulders, 
and  then  pushed  her  away  to  a  little  distance  to  contemplate 
her  appearance  in  detail. 

"  And  what  in  the  name  of  wonder  do  you  call  this  ?  "  said 
he,  taking  up  the  corner  of  her  muslin  apron,  an  elaborate 
specimen  of  female  industry,  a  trophy  of  her  own  needlework 
during  three  successive  half-years.  "  It  beats  all  I  ever  saw. 
What  is  the  use  of  it  I  would  like  to  know,  it  comes  to  pieces 
with  a  touch  ?  "  As  he  spoke,  he  had,  all  unintentionally,  given 
the  corner  he  held  a  jerk  which  caused  an  extensive  fracture. 

"  Dear — how  rough  you  are  !  "  said  Gertrude  pettishly.  "  I 
wish  you  would  not  meddle  with  me,  it  is  so  rude." 

"  Come,  come,  a  needle  and  a  thread  will  make  all  right, 
and,  I  am  sure,  you  are  not  within  a  few  stitches  to  mend  it 
after  taking  so  many  to  make  it;  I  did  not  intend  mischief." 

But  Gertrude,  fresh  from  the  unrumpled  propriety  which  the 
Misses  Le  French  exacted  from  their  pupils,  was  sadly  discom- 
posed at  the  roughness  of  her  father  and  brother.  There  had 
never  been  much  companionship  between  them.  Simon  Morley 
had  always  considered  Gertrude  as  his  wife's  concern ;  he  had 
never  interfered  in  her  bringing  up  beyond  grumbling  at  the 
amount  of  her  boarding-school  bill,  the  exact  total  of  which, 
however,  he  never  knew,  as  his  wife  only  told  him  a  partial 
amount,  the  remainder  being  supplied  from  her  own  dexterous 
economies ;  otherwise,  Gertrude's  education  would  not  have 
reached  a  second  half  year.  As  to  her  brother,  he  was  older 
than  herself,  and  had  always  tormented  her  with  the  practical 


14  THE   SORROWS  OF   GENTILITY. 

jokes  and  mischievous  tricks  which  cubs  of  boys  so  much  delight 
in  inflicting  on  their  sisters;  consequently  the  love  between 
them  was  not  very  striking" ;  in  fact,  there  was  a  standing  feud. 

Mrs.  Morley's  entrance  prevented  further  dispute;  she  had 
been  detained,  to  legislate  about  a  bed-room,  and  the  dinner 
was  nearly  cold  before  they  sat  down  to  it. 

After  dinner,  Simon  Morley  went  out  with  his  son  to  look  at 
a  field  of  grass  which  was  almost  ready  for  mowing ;  and  Mrs. 
Morley  sat  down  at  her  little  table  in  her  own  corner  to  balance 
her  cash  and  enter  the  transactions  of  the  morning  into  her 
private  book.  Gertrude  was  stealing  off  to  her  own  room, 
when  her  mother  called  her  back,  and  bid  her  bring  her  work 
and  keep  her  company.  Mrs.  Morley  was  far  too  busy  to  talk, 
but  Gertrude  sat  still,  and  that  did  as  well.  The  afternoon  sun 
streamed  through  the  windows,  and  the  room  was  oppressively 
hot. 

"  Do  you  always  sit  here  in  an  afternoon,  mother  ?  "  said 
Gertrude  at  last,  looking  up  from  the  apron  she  was  mending. 

"  Ay,  to  be  sure ;  where  else  should  I  be  ?  "  replied  her 
mother,  with  some  surprise.  "  I  had  it  done  up  before  you 
came  back,  and  made  quite  a  nice  place  of  it,  thinking  it  would 
be  pleasant  for  you.  I  have  quite  looked  forward  to  having 
you  with  me ;  now  you  are  come  home  you  can  be  a  deal  of 
help,  for  I  have  more  than  I  can  do  sometimes." 

Gertrude  was  ready  to  cry;  but  just  then  the  three  dashing 
Miss  Slocums  entered  in  a  body,  and  more  than  filled  the  little 
room  with  their  fine  bonnets  and  fine  manners. 

They  were  country  beauties,  and  country  fortunes,  and  in 
both  capacities  considered  they  had  the  right  to  take  the  lead, 
and  lay  down  the  law  on  all  points  of  manners  and  fashion  to 
the  little  town  of  Dunnington. 


THE   SORROWS  OF  GENTILITY.  15 

The  eldest,  a  tall,  well-formed  young  woman,  of  two  or  three 
and  twenty,  was  on  the  point  of  marriage  with  a  young  farmer, 
who  had  a  little  money  of  his  own,  and  the  farm  he  occupied 
had  been  held  by  his  fathers  before  him  for  several  generations. 
He  was  the  best  match  in  the  neighbourhood,  and  had  been 
celebrated  for  his  rural  gallantries,  so  that  Miss  Arabella  was 
considered  to  have  achieved  a  rather  brilliant  conquest.  Miss 
Emma,  the  second  sister,  was  somewhat  of  a  hoyden  (which 
she  considered  dashing  and  spirited), — would  ride  after  the 
hounds,  and  leap  a  five-barred  gate — could  row,  and  play  at 
cricket — and  was  the  favourite  partner  at  all  the  dances  and 
merry-makings  in  the  neighbourhood ;  she  was  the  type  of  a 
lionne  in  higher  life.  Miss  Matilda,  the  younger,  was  a  pretty, 
fair-looking  girl,  who  was  considered  by  her  sisters  and  the 
rest  of  the  town  as  decidedly  "  bookish ;  "  because  she  read  all 
the  tales  and  poetry  she  could  lay  hands  upon,  and  every  year 
bought  herself  a  pocket-book  containing  the  words  of  the  songs 
which  had  been  "  sung  with  applause  "  during  the  season,  and 
extracts  from  the  most  moving  scenes  of  some  recent  novel. 
Her  secret  aspiration  was  to  receive  the  homage  of  a  lawful 
lover  like  those  she  had  read  about.  These  young  women  and 
Gertrude  had  played  and  quarrelled  together  from  their  earliest 
years;  of  late  there  had  been  a  certain  ill-defined  jealousy,  as 
they  fancied  Gertrude  was  getting  above  them  in  their  preten- 
sions, and  they  came  fully  prepared  to  assert  their  own  supe- 
riority if  they  found  her  inclined  to  dispute  it.  They  were  ex- 
tremely curious  to  see  what  she  would  be  like  after  so  long  a 
sojourn  "  at  boarding-school." 

After  the  first  burst  of  kisses  and  exclamations  there  came  a 
pause ;  the  natural  current  of  their  souls  could  not  flow  com- 
fortably in  the  presence  of  Mrs.  Morley.     Gertrude  was  invited 


16 


THE   SORROWS   OP   GENTILITT. 


to  come  out  for  a  walk,  which  she  gladly  did.  Once  in  the 
open  fields,  beyond  the  church,  there  was  no  end  to  the  out- 
pouring of  their  souls.  Gertrude  being  a  new  comer,  had  to  be 
the  first  listener.  She  had  to  hear  all  the  history  of  the  rise 
and  progress  of  Miss  Slocum's  engagement, — to  hear  "what 
particular  attentions  "  a  handsome  young  man,  who  drove  his 
own  gig  and  horse,  and  travelled  for  his  father,  was  paying 
Miss  Emma, — and  finally  she  had  to  listen  to  Miss  Matilda's 
rapturous  description  of  the  charms  of  a  detachment  of  cavalry 
which  had  been  quartered  at  Dunnington  a  few  weeks  pre- 
viously. On  this  point  all  the  sisters  spoke  at  once,  and  united 
in  assuring  Gertrude  that  there  never  were  such  interesting, 
charming,  delightful  creatures  as  the  officers,  who  had  not  any 
nride  in  them,  but  had  ordered  the  band  to  play  a  whole  half- 
hour  beyond  the  usual  time  in  front  of  the  "  Metringham  Arms," 
and  that  two  of  them  had  made  acquaintance  with  their  father, 
and  had  come  upstairs  into  the  tea-room  to  look  at  their  draw- 
ings and  to  hear  Matilda  play  and  sing. 

The  amount  of  wisdom  in  the  unrestrained  private  conversa- 
tion of  all  young  girls  is  pretty  much  on  an  average.  The 
.Miss  Slocums  were  not  more  foolish  than  the  general  run  of 
good-natured,  good-humoured  girls,  full  of  youthful  spirits, 
unsobered  by  any  of  the  realities  of  life  ;  their  communications 
were  much  the  same  as  those  which  pass  among  all  girls,  gentle 
or  simple ;  the  difference  would  be  found  to  lie  in  the  tone  and 
manner,  rather  than  the  matter  of  discourse.  Polly  is  folly, 
whether  delivered  in  clear  silvery  tones,  with  the  choicest 
grammar  and  accent,  or  with  the  boisterous  manners,  noisy 
voices,  and  strong  provincial  inflections  with  which  the  Miss 
Slocums  uttered  their  opinions.  Gertrude  was  as  foolish  at 
heart  as  any  girl  need  be, — the  vanity  and  folly  of  the  con- 


THE   SORROWS   OP   GENTILITY.  17 

versation  did  not  strike  her;  but  the  vulgarity  of  her  com- 
panions did.  The  refinement  she  had  been  taught  at  school 
had  reference  only  to  externals,  and  went  no  further  than  the 
regulation  of  voice  and  manner.  She  was  anxious  to  get  home, 
but  the  Miss  Slocums  would  not  hear  of  her  passing  their  door 
without  coming  in  to  speak  to  their  mother,  who  was  an  in- 
valid. 


18  THE   SOEEOWS   OF  GENTILITY. 


CHAPTER  III. 

They  found  old  Mrs.  Slocum  sitting-  in  a  padded  arm-chair,  in 
a  little  stuffy  dark  back-parlour  behind  the  shop.  She  was 
knitting  a  lamb's-wool  stocking,  her  only,  and  never-ending 
occupation. 

"  Here  is  Gertrude  Morley  come  in  to  see  you  mother,"  said 
Miss  Slocum  in  a  loud  key,  for  her  mother  was  deaf. 

"  Well,  I  should  never  have  known  her !  My  dear  Gertrude, 
welcome  home !  "  and  poor  Gertrude  was  nearly  stifled  in  the 
embrace  which  the  fat  old  lady  inflicted  upon  her.  It  was  not 
a  pleasant  process,  as  Mrs.  Slocum  was  always  perfumed  with 
the  odour  of  camphorated  liniment,  which  she  used  for  her 
rheumatism.  She  made  no  pretension  to  be  anything  ;  she  was 
just  a  good-natured,  motherly,  vulgar  woman,  who  had  helped 
her  husband  in  his  shop  until  he  grew  rich,  and  now  she  aspired 
to  nothing  beyond  the  luxury  of  sitting  in  the  chimney-corner 
of  the  little  back-room,  whence  she  could  overlook  the  shop 
through  a  little  pane  of  glass  in  the  wall,  and  knit  her  lamb's- 
wool  stocking  without  molestation. 

Mr.  Slocum,  a  little  pursy  man  in  black  velveteen  small- 
clothes and  grey  worsted  stockings,  came  in  so  soon  as  he  heard 
their  voices,  and  claimed  the  privilege  of  old  acquaintance  to 


THE   SOBEOWS   OF  GENTILITY.  19 

welcome  Gertrude  home  with  a  hearty  kiss,  and  as  Gertrude 
had  been  taught  that  such  things  were  highly  improper,  she 
felt  very  much  shocked  accordmg-ly. 

"  Nay,  pretty  one,  never  hang  down  your  head  and  look  shy 
about  me,"  said  the  old  man,  cheerily ;  "  I  am  an  old  fellow, 
but  I  should  have  made  any  young  one  jealous  who  had  seen 
me !  Why,  dear  heart  o'  me,  all  the  young  chaps  in  the 
country  will  be  coming  courting  here,  and  I  shall  never  keep 
the  peace  among  them  all,  churchwarden  as  I  am !  Eh,  wife ! 
does  it  not  make  you  feel  young  again  to  see  all  these  fine  young 
lasses  around  you  ?  " 

Mrs.  Slocum  replied  that  Miss  Gertrude  was  a  very  fine 
young  lady,  and  that  it  would  be  a  great  comfort  to  Mrs.  Mor- 
ley  to  have  her  at  home. 

The  Misses  Slocum  had  a  large  room  upstairs,  which  they 
called  the  "  Tea-room  ;"  and  it  was  the  pride  of  their  hearts, 
for  in  those  primitive  days  a  "  tea  room"  was  a  great  distinction. 

Persons  in  the  said  Mrs.  Slocum's  rank  of  life  generally  sat 
in  a  sort  of  parlour  kitchen,  with  a  morsel  of  carpet  on  the  red- 
tiled  floor,  and  a  few  comforts  in  the  shape  of  arm  chairs  for 
the  old  folks,  and  a  large  sofa  covered  with  chintz,  and  stuffed 
with  feathers.  Even  those  who  possessed  "  parlours"  seldom 
thought  of  sitting  in  them  except  on  Sundays ;  so  that  when 
the  Misses  Slocum  after  leaving-  school  turned  a  large  empty 
apartment  upstairs  into  a  "  tea-room,"  where  they  sat  every  day 
of  the  week  playing  on  she  harpsichord,  and  looking  out  of  the 
window  at  everything  who  went  up  the  street,  the  whole  town 
felt  insulted  at  their  pride,  and  prophesied  nothing  short  of 
bankruptcy  to  their  father.  This  had  not,  however,  hindered 
several  other  families,  who  thought  themselves  "  quite  as  good 
as  the  Slocums,"  from  following  their  example. 
3— » 


20  THE    SORROWS    OF    GENTILITY. 

When  Gertrude  bad  seen  and  admired  the  tea-room  and  all 
its  glories,  she  was  allowed  to  return  home. 

If  Gertrude  had  chosen  to  make  the  best  of  her  position,  she 
might  have  found  several  eligible  acquaintances  in  the  town, 
for  the  average  of  human  nature  is  pretty  much  the  same  every- 
where ;  but  as  they  were  all  more  or  less  wanting  in  education 
and  manner,  she  considered  them  all  as  beneath  her  notice. 
The  people  thought  her  proud  and  conceited,  and  "  nothing  at 
all  remarkable  for  all  the  money  she  had  cost;"  whilst  the 
young  men  declared  that  she  was  not  to  be  compared  with 
Emma  Slocum.  After  she  had  been  at  home  about  a  week,  as 
she  was  one  morning  preparing  to  retire,  as  she  usually  did,  to 
her  own  room,  her  mother  said  : 

"  Come,  Gertrude,  you  must  not  always  be  playing ;  I  want 
you  to  take  my  place  in  the  bar  a  little.  You  must  begin  to 
give-your  mind  to  something  useful  after  all  the  money  spent  on 
you.  I  can  tell  you  that  your  father  went  into  one  of  his  pas- 
sions when  he  heard  what  the  last  bill  came  to — I  must  say  I 
think  Miss  Le  French  has  charged  shamefully — but  I  pacified 
him  by  saying  what  a  good  girl  you  were,  and  how  useful  you 
would  be  to  me." 

The  passionate  indignation  with  which  Gertrude  heard  this 
terrified  her  mother,  who  would  have  yielded  the  point  and 
allowed  her  to  employ  herself  as  she  pleased ;  but  when  her 
father  found  how  matters  were,  he  declared  with  an  oath  that 
she  should  help  her  mother  or  go  out  to  service,  for  he  would 
harbour  no  child  who  thought  herself  too  good  to  keep  com- 
pany with  her  own  father  "and  mother ;  and  then  he  vented  the 
remainder  of  his  wrath  upon  his  wife,  declaring  it  to  be  her 
fault  for  breeding  up  her  daughter  a  fine  lady,  and  giving  her  a 
new-fangled  education  above  her  station.     He  declared  that  if 


THE    SORROWS    OF   GENTILITY.  21 

he  heard  of  any  more  nonsense,  or  saw  any  sullenness,  he  would 
lay  his  whip  across  her  shoulders,  and  turn  her  out  of  doors. 

Gertrude  was  terrified  at  his  violence,  and  completely  sub- 
dued. Henceforth  she  took  her  appointed  place  at  her  mother's 
little  table,  made  out  the  bills,  kept  the  books,  and  did  every- 
thing that  was  required  of  her.  She  saved  her  father  the 
expense  of  another  servant,  which  was  all  he  cared  for.  Her 
mother  thought  that  so  long  as  she  was  not  too  much  confined, 
and  had  plenty  of  handsome  clothes,  trinkets,  and  pocket-money, 
that  she  could  not  help  being  happy.  She  was  very  proud  of 
her,  and  secretly  cherished  the  hope  that  she  would  make  a 
great  match,  and  ride  in  her  coach. 

Poor  Gertrude  was  very  much  to  be  pitied.  Her  position,  at 
the  best,  was  seriously  objectionable  for  any  young  woman;  but 
she  had  been  so  completely  unfitted  for  it  by  the  absurdly  un- 
suitable education  her  mother's  vanity  had  bestowed,  that  the 
door  was  opened  to  many  more  dangers  than  would  otherwise 
have  beset  her. 

Gertrude's  appearance  was  too  striking  not  to  attract  atten- 
tion. She  had  many  adorers  ;  but  she  turned  a  cold  ear  to  them 
all,  for  none  of  them  could  have  removed  her  from  the  scenes 
she  loathed. 

Her  mother  encouraged  her  to  hold  her  head  high.  She  was 
not  without  a  secret  hope  that  some  young  nobleman,  as  he 
passed  through,  might  fall  in  love  with  her  daughter  and  marry 
her;  no  other  solution  ever  occurred  to  her  unsophisticated 
mind.  And  as  time  rolled  on,  Gertrude  grew  still  more  impa- 
tient of  her  situation ;  it  seemed  to  her  impossible  that  she 
could  endure  it  much  longer. 


22  THE    SOBEOWS   OF   GENTILITY. 


CHAPTER  IV. 

This  state  of  things  continued  for  some  time,  or  rather  con- 
tinued to  get  worse  and  worse,  for  Gertrude  grew  every  day 
more  wretched  and  discontented. 

One  morning,  as  she  sat  down  after  breakfast  to  her  desk  to 
write  out  a  bill  "  for  the  gentleman  in  No.  13,"  her  mother 
entered  with  an  open  letter  in  her  hand. 

"Here,  Gertrude,  read  this  letter,  and  tell  me  what  it  all 
means.  It  is  franked  by  Lord  Metringham  himself,  and  there 
is  a  letter  enclosed  to  you  which  I  have  not  read.  Who  is  Mr. 
Mellish,  of  Palace  House  ?  " 

"Miss  Mellish  was  a  schoolfellow  of  mine,"  said  Gertrude, 
"  and  we  used  to  be  great  friends ;  but  her  father  is  a  very 
proud  old  man,  and  forbid  her  to  correspond  with  me,  and  I 
thought  she  had  forgotten  all  about  me.  What  can  she  have 
to  say  to  me  now  ?  " 

"  Well,  read  these  aloud  to  me,  for  I  cannot  well  make  out 
the  writing  without  my  spectacles,  which  I  have  put  down  some- 
where.    But  do  not  hurry ;  finish  what  you  are  doing  first." 

As  soon  as  she  was  at  liberty,  Gertrude  read  the  letters.  The 
first  was  from  Mr.  Mellish,  written  with  stately  politeness,  re- 
questing Mrs.  Morley  to  allow  her  daughter  to  come  for  a  few 
weeks  to  Palace  House,  to  visit  his  daughter,  who  was,  un- 
happily, confined  to  her  couch  by  a  spinal  affection,  and  who 


THE    SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY.  23 

had  expressed  a  great  desire  to  have  the  company  of  her  old 
school  companion.  It  was  written  in  a  courtly  style,  -with  many 
flourishes,  about  the  retirement  in  which  her  fair  daughter  would 
have  to  live  whilst  with  them,  and  many  professions  of  grati- 
tude for  the  favour  he  was  entreating  ;  but  there  was  an  affecta- 
tion of  urbanity  throughout  which  went  far  to  justify  Gertrude's 
report  of  his  being  very  proud. 

The  other  letter  was  from  the  daughter,  written  in  a  natural 
and  affectionate  strain,  entreating  Gertrude  to  come  if  possible, 
as  she  was  very  ill,  and  wished  to  see  her  more  than  any  one 
else  in  the  world.  The  fact  was,  that  Miss  Mellish  having 
fallen  into  a  state  of  confirmed  ill  health,  it  had  become  desirable 
to  engage  a  companion  for  her,  and  she  had,  with  infinite  diffi- 
culty, persuaded  her  father  to  invite  Gertrude  Morley,  her  great 
school-friend,  to  see  if  she  would  not  be  eligible  for  the  situa- 
tion. Of  course,  nothing  was  said  of  this  ulterior  view  in  the 
letter  of  introduction — but  as  everything  in  the  world  could  be 
explained  if  we  only  knew  the  reason  of  it,  this  is  the  explana- 
tion of  the  letters  which  so  much  surprised  Mrs.  Morley  and 
Gertrude. 

When  Simon  Morley  was  told  of  this  invitation,  he  declared 
that  "  Gertrude  should  not  go,  as  it  would  only  make  her  more 
set  up  and  conceited  than  she  already  was ;  that  being  brought 
up  along  with  fine  folks  had  made  her  good  for  nothing,  and 
that  with  his  consent  she  should  go  no  more  amongst  them." 

But  Mrs.  Morley  was  too  proud  that  her  daughter  should  have 
received  such  a  friendly  invitation  from  real  gentlefolks  not  to 
determine  on  having  it  accepted.  She  saw  in  it  the  realisation 
of  her  dreams  for  Gertrude's  advancement. 

She  coaxed,  scolded,  persuaded,  and  used  all  the  matrimonial 
sagacity  she  had  gained  by  so  many  years'  experience,  and  at 


24  THE   SORBOWS   OP  GENTILITY. 

length  carried  her  point.  Gertrude  departed  in  the  best  chaise 
belonging  to  the  "  Metringham  Arms,"  and  the  Miss  Slocums 
giggled  and  kissed  their  hands  to  her  from  the  window  of  their 
"  Tea-room,"  whilst  they  "  wondered  what  people  could  see  in 
Gertrude  Morley  to  make  such  a  fuss  about  her ! "  Mr.  Mellish 
was  to  send  his  own  carriage  to  meet  her  at  the  last  stage,  and 
Mrs.  Morley  took  care  that  every  one  in  Dunnington  should  be 
aware  of  that  fact. 

It  may  easily  be  conceived  that  this  visit  was  not  likely  to 
make  Gertrude  more  content  with  her  condition  in  life. 
Although,  owing  to  the  invalid  condition  of  Miss  Mellish,  there 
was  no  gaiety  going  on  at  Palace  House,  yet  the  visitors  who 
from  time  to  time  came  to  the  house  were  so  different  to  her 
associates  at  home,  the  tranquil  elegance  of  the  domestic  en- 
vironments contrasted  so  forcibly  with  the  constant  bustle  and 
stall-fed  plenty  of  the  home  she  had  left,  that  her  dissatisfaction 
increased  to  positive  disgust,  and  a  determination  was  formed 
to  emancipate  herself  at  all  risks. 

Amongst  the  visitors  at  Palace  House  was  a  young  Irishman, 
the  son  of  an  old  friend  of  Mr.  Mellish.  He  was  a  wild,  hot- 
brained,  rollicking,  good-looking  young  fellow,  professing  to  be 
a  barrister,  but  trusting  to  his  uncle,  an  Irish  Baronet,  who  had 
once  done  something  for  government,  to  obtain  for  him  some 
appointment  which  should  be  an  easier  mode  of  getting  on  in 
the  world  than  plodding  at  a  profession.  He  was  the  son  of  an 
admiral,  who  had  been  dead  some  years,  leaving  a  widow  and 
two  children  slenderly  provided  with  everything  except  "  good 
expectations." 

This  young  man,  Augustus  Donnelly  by  name,  had  been  taught 
that  he  was  divinely  handsome,  and  might  make  his  fortune  by 
marrying  an  heiress.     It  was  the  chief  article  of  faith  in  which 


THE    SORROWS    OF   GENTILITY.  "Zi) 

he  had  been  educated.  Perhaps  he  would  have  fulfilled  his 
destiny  if  he  had  not  met  Gertrude  Morley.  But  his  star 
brought  him  to  Palace  House  during  her  visit.  He  saw  her, 
fell  desperately  in  love  with  her,  and  at  the  end  of  a  week  pro- 
posed to  her.  Gertrude  was  not  the  least  in  the  world  in  love 
with  him  ;  he  was  too  noisy  and  too  full  of  spirits.  Her  taste 
inclined  towards  sentimental  officers  and  interesting  young 
clergymen.  Augustus  Donnelly,  with  his  florid  complexion, 
laughing  eyes,  and  boisterous  spirits,  did  not  touch  her  fancy  in 
the  least,  and  it  is  probable  that  she  would  have  rejected  him 
— if  the  post  that  morning,  which  had  brought  her  a  sudden 
recal  home  to  assist  her  mother  in  the  preparations  for  an 
election  dinner,  had  not  made  Mr.  Donnelly  seem  the  better 
alternative. 

He  knew  that  his  prospects  in  life  would  not  stand  parental 
inquiry,  and  he  was  far  too  deeply  in  love  to  think  with  compo- 
sure of  any  opposition :  he  pleaded  for  an  elopement.  At  first 
Gertrude  refused  to  listen  to  this,  but  in  her  secret  heart  she 
feared  that  if  he  once  saw  her  home  and  her  relations  he  might 
withdraw  from  the  connexion :  it  seemed  her  only  chance  of 
escape.  She  hesitated,  and  at  last  consented.  The  next  day  she 
left  Palace  House,  in  spite  of  all  entreaties  to  prolong  her  stay. 
Augustus  Donnelly  having  borrowed  fifty  pounds  from  a  friend, 
"  to  enable  him  to  run  away  with  an  heiress,"  met  her  at  the 
end  of  the  first  stage,  and  they  rushed  off  to  matrimony  and 
Gretna  Green  together. 

Poor  Gertrude  was  not  quite  seventeen,  which  must  be  taken 
as  her  excuse. 


26  THE   SORROWS   OP  GENTILITY. 


CHAPTER  V. 

Mrs.  Morley  was  immersed  in  the  preparations  for  an  elec- 
tion dinner,  which,  was  to  be  held  at  the  "  Metringham  Arms  " 
the  next  day,  and  when  the  post-boy,  who  had  been  sent  with  a 
chaise  to  meet  Gertrude  at  the  last  stage,  returned  without  her, 
Mrs.  Morley  was  excessively  provoked  at  her  daughter's  thought- 
lessness in  neglecting  her  summons  at  such  an  important  time ; 
but  she  was  not  thrown  into  the  anxiety  that  might  have  been 
expected.  She  fancied  that  Gertrude  had  been  persuaded  at 
the  last  minute  to  remain  for  some  party — and,  after  a  few  ex- 
pressions of  impatience  at  her  daughter's  inordinate  love  of 
pleasure,  she  hurried  away  to  the  kitchen,  where  her  presence 
was  imperatively  called  for. 

The  next  morning  the  house  was  full  of  bustle ;  as  early  as 
nine  o'clock  the  guests  beg-ari  to  arrive,  although  the  dinner 
was  not  to  take  place  until  two,  and  Mrs.  Morley  was  at  her 
wits'  end  what  to  do  with  them  in  the  meantime ;  the  yard  was 
already  almost  filled  with  their  different  vehicles,  and  the  quiet 
street  thronged  with  loungers.  To  add  to  the  complication,  it 
was  market-day,  also.  In  the  midst  of  the  bustle,  the  lame 
postman  brought  in  a  letter,  which  Mrs.  Morley,  busy  as  she 
was,  opened  directly.  It  came  from  Gertrude,  and  told,  in  a 
a  few  cold  words,  of  her  flight  and  intended  marriage,  "  to  get 
away  from  home,"  as  she  expressed  it. 


THE    SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY.  27 

Poor  Mrs.  Morley  fainted  on  reading  the  letter. 

She  was  lifted  to  a  sofa  in  the  little  bar,  and  her  husband, 
who  was  out  in  the  field  superintending  the  arrangement  of  the 
dinner-table  in  the  marquee,  was  summoned  home  by  the  in- 
telligence that  "  Missis  was  took  very  bad  indeed,  and  perhaps 
dead  by  that  time." 

It  was  fortunate  for  Mrs.  Morley  that  her  condition  excited 
her  husband's  commiseration,  and  turned  his  wrath  into  another 
channel,  for  his  fits  of  passion  were  terrible  ;  when  he  had  read 
the  letter,  it  needed  the  sight  of  his  wife,  in  a  swoon  that  looked 
like  death,  to  stop  the  current  of  curses  and  reproaches  that 
rose  to  his  lips.  He  put  a  degree  of  restraint  upon  himself, 
which,  for  such  a  violent  tempered  man,  was  wonderful.  He 
did  not  speak  a  single  word,  but  lifted  his  wife  from  the  sofa, 
and  carried  her  upstairs. 

At  length  she  opened  her  eyes. 

"  Oh,  Simon,  do  you  know  all,  and  have  you  sent  to  stop  her  ? 
I'll  go  and  fetch  her  back  myself, — you  shall  not  keep  me  here. 
A  man  she  hardly  knows, — a  swindler,  perhaps !  " 

She  attempted  to  rise,  but  fell  back  on  the  bed,  from  weak- 
ness. 

"  This  is  a  bad  job,  for  sure,  mistress ;  you  will  have  a  sore 
heart  enough  without  any  words  of  mine.  Maybe  it  is  a  judg- 
ment on  the  pride  that  bred  her  up  above  her  station.  But  I 
will  never  bring  it  up  against  you.  Only  never  speak  her  name 
to  me,  nor  ask  me  to  forgive  her ;  for,  as  I  am  a  living  man,  I 
never  will ;  and  let  her  keep  out  of  my  road,  or  I  might  do 
that  I  would  be  sorry  for  after." 

Mrs.  Morley  was  more  frightened  by  her  husband's  un- 
wonted calmness  than  she  would  have  been  by  the  most  violent 
explosion. 


28 


THE   SORROWS   OP  GENTILITY. 


"  Oh,  Simon  !  Simon  !  "  she  screamed ;  "  what  are  you  after  ? 
You  are  thinking-  something-  dreadful, — I  see  it  by  your  face. 
It  is  all  my  fault ; — I  taught  her  to  be  proud,  and  I  am  the 
cause  of  this  day's  shame.  Beat  me  if  you  will,  but  forgive 
her." 

"  She  wants  no  forgiveness  of  mine ; — she  cares  nothing  for 
us ;- — she  has  cast  off  her  parents.  Let  her  drop  ;  never  speak 
about  her  again." 

Poor  Mrs.  Morley's  passion  of  grief  was  terrible  to  witness, 
but  it  only  hardened  her  husband's  heart  against  the  daughter, 
who  was  the  cause  of  it.  But  time  was  getting  on,  and  the 
dinner  hour  approached ;  the  confusion  below  was  increasing ; 
business  must  be  attended  to,  whether  his  daughter  had  run 
away  or  not ; — so  leaving  his  wife  to  the  care  of  Mrs.  Slocum, 
who  had.  been  summoned  in  the  emergency,  he  went  about  the 
necessary  business  of  the  day  to  all  appearance  as  though  no- 
thing had  happened.  It  was  remarked,  however,  that  although 
he  drank  hard,  it  seemed  that  day  to  take  no  effect  upon  him. 

Next  morning,  Mrs.  Morley  was  seen  going  about  as  usual. 

The  talking  and  gossiping  from  one  end  of  Dunnington  to 
the  other  was  great.  There  was  no  ill-will  towards  poor  Mrs. 
Morley  in  all  the  wise  sentences  that  were  pronounced  against 
her  and  her  mode  of  bringing  up  her  daughter ;  but,  in  a  small, 
stagnant  country  town,  gossip  and  scandal  is  the  salt  of  life, 
and  it  was  too  much  to  expect  from  human  nature  that  such  an 
event  as  an  elopement  should  take  place  without  giving  rise  to 
more  commentaries  than  ever  were  written  on  a  disputed  text. 

The  next  Saturday,  however,  amongst  the  announcements  in 
the  "  County  Courier,"  appeared  the  following :  "  Married,  on 
the  3rd  instant,  at  Gretna  Green,  and  afterwards  by  the  Rev. 
James  Price,  Augustus  Donnelly,  Esq.,  son  of  the  late  Rear- 


THE    SORROWS    OF   GENTILITT.  29 

Admiral  Donnelly,  and  nephew  of  Sir  Mortimer  O'Grady,  of 
Kilshire  Castle,  in  the  County  of  Tipperary,  to  Gertrude,  only 
daughter  of  Mr.  Simon  Morley,  of  Dunnington,  Hunts." 

"  La  !  "  said  Miss  Matilda  Slocum,  throwing  down  the  paper, 
"  so  Gertrude  Morley  is  really  married  after  all,  and  to  the 
nephew  of  a  baronet !  What  would  her  father  and  mother 
have  more,  that  they  take  on  so  about  it  ?  " 

"  Depend  upon  it,"  said  her  eldest  sister,  who  was  diligently 
stitching  at  some  article  for  her  own  trousseau — "  depend  upon 
it,  that  there  is  more  in  it  than  we  know.  It  is  not  likely  that 
a  gentleman  should  run  away  to  marry  a  girl,  when  he  might 
have  had  her  quietly  for  asking." 

"  He  must  have  been  very  much  in  love,"  sighed  Miss 
Matilda.  "  I  wonder  whether  she  came  down  a  rope  ladder  on 
a  moonlight  night." 

"  Do  not  let  your  mind  run  upon  such  things,  I  desire — 
they  sound  very  unbecoming  from  a  young  woman,"  replied  her 
sister,  sententiously ;  who,  being  on  the  point  of  marriage  her- 
self, thought  it  due  to  her  position  to  assume  the  airs  of  a 
matron  elect. 

"  I  wonder  how  many  horses  they  had  to  their  carriage," 
said  Miss  Emma  Slocum.  "  It  must  have  been  famous  fun ! — 
much  better  than  we  shall  have  at  your  wedding.  I  wish  Ger- 
trude's father  would  forgive  her,  and  then  she  would  come  home, 
and  we  should  hear  all  about  it.  The  first  time  I  see  Mr. 
Morley  I  shall  tell  him  that  he  ought." 

"I  beg,  girls,"  said  their  mother,  looking  up  from  her  knit- 
ting, "  that  you  will,  all  of  you,  hold  your  foolish  tongues,  and 
never  make  any  remark  either  to  Mr.  or  Mrs.  Morley.  You 
are  young,  giddy  things,  and  cannot  know  the  hurt  it  gives  to 
fathers  and  mothers  when  their  children  are  unkind.      Mrs. 


30  THE    SORROWS    OF   GENTILITY. 

Morley  was  over  proud  in  bringing  up  her  daughter  above  her 
place ;  but  it  has  come  home  to  her  now,  poor  soul.  I  have 
seen  all  along  how  it  would  be.  Gertrude  despised  her  home, 
and  looked  down  on  her  parents  because  they  were  just  common, 
homely  people ; — I  have  seen  it  in  her  face  this  long  while  that 
she  would  go  through  fire  and  water  to  get  away,  and  a  fine 
hand  she  has  made  of  it,  I'll  be  bound.  She  ran  away  to  be 
married ;  but  I  am  much  mistaken  if,  before  six  months  are 
over,  she  would  not  run  further  and  faster  to  be  unmarried 
again.  She  has  despised  and  thrown  off  her  own  father  and 
mother — and  many  a  sore  heart  she  will  feel  for  it  before  she 
dies." 

Mrs.  Slocum  replaced  the  spectacles  which  she  had  taken  off, 
and  resumed  her  knitting.  She  had  felt  very  jealous  of  Mrs. 
Morley,  and  she  had  been  offended,  at  the  high  manners  of  her 
daughter  ;  but  now  that  her  self-love  had  been  appeased  by  the 
event,  all  her  natural  kind-heartedness  returned,  and  she  sym- 
pathized none  the  less  warmly  "  that  she  had  always  foreseen 
the  end." 

Gertrude's  name  was  never  mentioned  at  home.  She  had 
written  one  letter,  begging,  in  a  light,  airy  style,  to  be  forgiven, 
and  excusing  herself  on  the  ground  that  "  she  was  not  happy 
at  home." 

Poor  Mrs.  Morley  would  fain  have  taken  all  the  blame  upon 
herself,  and  tried  to  intercede  with  her  husband  ;  but,  after  the 
first  attempt,  she  never  ventured  to  speak  on  the  subject  again. 
Simon  Morley  was  not  a  man  to  trifle  with. 

Her  mother  sent  Gertrude  all  the  clothes  she  had  left  at 
home,  and  she  smuggled  amongst  them  whatever  she  could 
think  of  that  was  likely  to  be  useful.  Also,  she  wrote  a  letter 
which  was  nearly  illegible  from  the  tears  that  dropped  upon  it, 


THE    SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY.  31 

telling  her  to  write  no  more  till  lier  father  should  be  softened. 
She  enclosed  a  ten-pound  note,  which  Simon  Morley  discovered, 
and  his  wife  had  to  endure  the  most  terrible  anger  he  had  ever 
shown  since  their  marriage. 

After  this,  things  went  on  at  the  "  Metringham  Arms"  appa- 
rently much  as  usual.  A  handsome,  buxom  young  woman  was 
engaged  to  assist  Mrs.  Morley.  The  prosperity  of  the  house 
increased,  and  Simon  Morley  had  the  reputation  of  being  a  rich 
man,  and  was  respected  accordingly. 

Bat  poor  Mrs.  Morley  never  properly  held  up  her  head  after- 
wards. She  never  spoke  of  her  daughter,  but  she  mourned 
after  her.  She  still  went  about  the  house  as  usual,  and  kept  it 
going,  from  long  habit ;  but  the  spirit  of  old  times  was  gone. 

Gradually  her  health  declined ;  and  when  her  son,  who  had 
fallen  in  love  with  her  good-looking  assistant,  formally  desired 
the  consent  of  his  parents  to  marry  her,  Mrs.  Morley  persuaded 
her  husband  to  give  up  the  "  Metringham  Arms  "  to  the  young 
couple,  and  to  retire  himself  to  a  pretty  little  farm  he  had 
recently  purchased.  To  this  he  at  length  agreed  ;  and,  after  a 
gay  wedding  at  the  parish  church,  the  old  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Morley 
resigned  the  house,  and  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Simon  Morley  the  younger 
feigned  in  their  stead. 

This  took  place  about  two  years  after  Gertrude's  elopement. 


32  THE    SOEEOWS    OF    GENTILITY. 


CHAPTER  VI. 

It  may  sound  immoral,  but  it  is  no  less  a  matter  of  fact,  that 
the  idle  and  good-for-nothing  who  hang  about  in  the  world  ex- 
pecting "  strokes  of  fortune,"  generally  receive  them.  Those 
who  become  burdens  on  their  friends — who  are  always  in  want 
of  "just  a  few  pounds,"  to  enable  them  to  go  to  America,  to 
India,  or  to  Heaven,  to  take  possession  of  a  "  most  excellent 
situation  " — are  always  those  who  will  be  found  to  have  had  the 
most  remarkable  instances  of  "  good  luck "  in  the  course  of 
their  life ;  but  then  they  have  never  been  any  the  better  for  it. 

Those  who  trust  to  prosaic,  plodding  industry  and  their  own 
exertions,  meet  with  all  manner  of  difficulties,  but  seldom  or 
never  with  a  genuine  stroke  of  "  good  luck."  They  shape  their 
lives  according  to  the  natural  laws  of  cause  and  effect — they 
reap  what  they  have  honestly  sown.  Whereas  the  "good 
luck  "  and  "  strokes  of  fortune,"  when  practically  interpreted, 
mean  only  receiving  what  has  not  been  earned,  and  in  most 
cases  not  deserved, — and,  like  the  seed  in  the  parable,  which 
fell  where  there  was  stony  ground,  "  having  no  root,  dried  up 
and  withered  away."  Augustus  Donnelly,  the  husband  of  Ger- 
trude, was  always  on  the  look  out  for  "  good  luck." 

He  had  always  intended  to  make  his  great  stroke  of  fortune 
by  marrying  an  heiress,  but  he  had  married  Gertrude  instead ; 


THB   SORROWS   01   GENTILITT.  83 

bo  thai  avenue  to  prosperity  was  closed  against  him.  But>  to 
do  him  justice,  he  was  so  desperately  in  love  with  his  wife,  that 
he  never  gave  a  thought  to  what  he  had  missed.  When  ha 
found  that  her  father  was  a  rich  innkeeper,  it  was  certainly  a 
severe  shock  to  his  family  pride, — for  he  had  more  than  an 
Irishman's  ordinary  contempt  for  trade  and  low  connections. 
He  comforted  himself  by  reflecting  on  the  great  convenience  it 
would  be  to  have  a  rich  father-in-law,  who,  of  course,  would  be 
only  too  glad  to  pay  handsomely  for  the  honour  his  family  had 
received  in  his  name  and  self.  He  accordingly  wrote,  in  a  con- 
descending style,  to  Simon  Morley,  inquiring  what  settlement 
he  was  prepared  to  make  on  his  daughter,  talked  largely  of  his 
family  and  connexions,  and  begged  him  to  say  by  return  of 
post  when  he  should  order  his  man  of  business  to  meet  Mr. 
Morley's  solicitor,  and  concluded  by  expressing  his  intention  of 
very  nhortly  bringing  his  fair  bride  to  plead  in  person  for 
restoration  of  her  father's  favour ! 

The  effect  of  such  a  letter  upon  Simon  Morley  may  be  con- 
ceived. He  did  not  mention  it  to  his  wife.  If  he  had,  Mrs. 
Morley  would  have  been  at  no  loss  to  explain  the  terrible 
humonr  he  came  home  in  that  night,  which  exceeded  all  she  had 
ever  known  in  the  course  of  her  matrimonial  experience,  and 
which  she  attributed  to  a  bad  day's  sport,  and  his  favourite 
mare  going  lame.  If  she  had  seen  her  husband  that  day,  she 
would  have  known  how  the  poor  mare  came  to  be  lame. 

Mr.  Augustus  Donnelly  did  not  show  his  wife  the  answer  to 
his  letter ;  neither  did  he  tell  her  that  he  had  ever  written  to 
her  father.  If  Gertrude  had  known  this,  she  would  have 
known  also  why  her  husband  spoke  unkindly  to  her  for  the  first 
time,  and  why  he  was  so  extremely  sarcastic  in  his  reflections 
upon  "  low  money-getting  people." 
4 


d4  THE   SOEEOWS   OF   GENTILITY. 

As  the  advantages  of  this  marriage  seemed  rigidly  limited  to 
bestowing  a  beautiful  wife  upon  him,  and  nothing  else,  Mr. 
Augustus  once  more  opened  his  mouth  to  Fortune,  in  the  hopo 
that  she  would  put  something  into  it. 

In  the  meantime,  he  did  not  see  very  clearly  how  they  were 
to  get  away  from  Scotland.  The  fifty  pounds  he  had  last  bor. 
rowed  was  all  spent,  and  they  were  living  on  credit  at  a  little  inn 
in  a  country  town,  until  his  uncle  should  do  something  for  him, 
or  until  something  turned  up.  The  inn  was  a  naked,  hungry, 
looking  red-brick  house, — neither  clean  nor  comfortable.  The 
town  was  small ;  and  as  they  knew  no  one,  they  were  reduced 
to  the  society  of  each  other.  Under  these  circumstances,  the 
charming'  spirits  of  Mr.  Augustus  Donnelly  flagged  considerably; 
and  though  he  became  much  more  grave  and  silent,  his  wife  did 
not  find  him  any  the  more  agreeable  for  the  change ;  and  except 
for  the  gentility  of  being  a  visitor,  she  was  still  living  in  an 
inn,  without  any  of  the  comforts  she  had  enjoyed  at  home.  But 
Gertrude  endured  stoically,  and  hoped  for  better  things. 

At  the  end  of  a  week,  the  landlady,  waiter,  and  -servants 
began  to  behave  very  coolly,  not  to  say  insolently,  to  their 
guests  in  the  three-cornered  parlour, — and  Mr.  Augustus  began 
seriously  to  look  about  for  ways  and  means. 

A  clatter  in  the  stable-jrard  drew  him  from  the  window, 
whence  he  was  watching  two  dogs  fighting,  and  caused  him  to 
hasten  to  the  spot,  whistling  as  he  went — ■ 

"  0  dear,  -what  can  the  matter  be ! " 

He  found  the  commotion  was  occasioned  by  the  arrival  of  a 
shooting  party  on  their  way  from  the  moors.  Amongst  them 
Augustus  found  Lord  Southend,  an  old  college  friend,  very  rich 
and  very  good-natured,  who  had  helped  Augustus  more  tha,n 


THB   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITT,  35 

Once ;  but  ho  lilced  him,  and  though  he  foresaw  an  inroad  on  hia 
purse,  it  did  not  prcvont  his  greeting  him  very  cordially. 

When  he  heard  the  story  of  his  runaway  marriage,  and  how 
he  and  his  bride  were  actually  in  pawn  for  their  bill,  he  laughed, 
declared  it  better  sport  than  anything  he  had  met  with  on  the 
moors,  saw  Gortrude,  declared  she  was  handsome  enough  to 
excuse  a  man's  doing  a  more  desperate  thing  for  her  sake, — 
lent  him  money  "  to  get  away  from  that  cursed  hole," — and 
carried  him  off  to  dine  afc  a  bachelor's  party  in  the  neighbour- 
hood. 

Gertrude  was,  of  course,  alone  all  day.  Her  mother's  letter, 
which  had  followed  them  from  place  to  place,  arrived  about  an 
hour  after  her  husband's  departure.  For  the  first  time  her  un- 
dutiful  and  unkind  behaviour  to  her  mother  smote  upon  her 
conscienca,  and  she  wept  bitterly.  She  would  have  written 
words  of  repentance,  but  the  conclusion  of  the  letter,  "  do  not 
answer  this — it  would  only  aggravate  your  father  and  bring 
anger  upon  me,  which  I  could  ill  bear  just  now,"  drove  her 
away  from  this  sorrowful  consolation.  She  thought  of  writing 
to  Mrs.  Slocum,  and  to  send  a  message  by  that  means  to  her 
mother ;  but  though  somewhat  softened,  Gertrude's  pride  was 
still  too  strong  to  allow  her  to  communicate  to  any  of  her  old 
acquaintance  until  she  could  give  a  more  flourishing  account  of 
herself.  "  Those  Misses  Slocum  would  only  triumph  over  me : 
I  will  wait  until  Augustus  obtains  the  government  situation  he 
is  expecting ;  and  besides,  after  all,  my  mother  would  rather 
not  hear  from  me  just  yet." 

The  thought  of  the  Misses  Slocum  hardened  her  flagging 
resolution,  and  all  her  hatred  to  Dunnington  returned  with  re- 
aewed  strength. 

Mr.  Augustus  Donnelly  did  not  return  from  his  dinner-party 
4r-9 


86  THE   SOSROWS   07   GEHTILITT. 

until  earlj  the  next  morning,  and  then  it  was  in  tha  condition 
that  "  choice  spirits  "  generally  are  when  they  have  been  enjoy- 
ing themselves  for  many  hours  in  each  other's  sooiety.  He, 
however,  told  Gertrude  that  Lord  Southend  bad  offered  to  give 
them  both  a  place  in  his  carriage — that  he  intended  to  drop 
Gertrude  with  hiu  mother  and  sister,  and  to  go  on  himself  to 
London,  to  look  after  the  situation  his  uncla  said  had  as  good 
as  been  promised  for  him. 

Gertrude  was  too  thankful  to  get  away,  to  realise  the  part 
allotted  to  her  in  this  scheme.  Her  husband  had  been  lucky  at 
cards — so  that,  with  the  loan  from  his  friend,  he  was  pretty 
well  in  cash,  even  after  defraying  their  bill ;  and  he  bid  Ger- 
trude "  keep  the  money  her  mother  had  sent,  to  make  a  figure 
before  his  relations." 


TUE   SOBBOIVS   OS   GENTILITY.  37 


CHAPTER  VII. 

TnEY  departed  that  day,  and  Gertrude  had  the  satisfaction  of 
travelling  in  company  with  a  real  lord,  and  in  a  barouche  like 
those  which  used  to  change  horses  at  the  "  Metringham  Arms;" 
but  she  did  not  find  herself  very  happy— the  thought  of  the 
mother-in-law  and  sister-in-law  she  was  about  to  encounter 
weighed  on  her  spirits,  and  she  wondered  how  they  would  be 
pleased  at  having  her  "dropped"  go  unceremoniously  amongst 
them. 

They  stopped  ono  night  on  the  road  (Lord  Southend  of  course 
paying  all  the  expenses),  and  about  the  middle  of  the  next  day 
arrived  at  the  little  clean  old-fashioned  town,  unpolluted  by 
trade  or  manufactures,  where  it  had  seemed  good  to  the  Dowager 
Mrs.  Donnelly  and  her  daughter  to  take  up  their  abode. 

The  earl  himself  alighted  at  the  chief  hotel,  and  engaged 
Augustus  to  dine  with  him  after  he  had  paid  his  respects  suffi- 
ciently to  bis  people  at  home.  He  shook  hands  with  Gertrude, 
and  told  her  that  he  hoped  she  would  soon  come  to  London  and 
shine  as  became  her  beauty. 

The  carriage  stopped  a  few  moments  afterwards  before  a 
large  old-fashioned  stone  house,  full  of  dismal-looking  windows, 
in  a  street  where  the  grass  grew  up  luxuriantly  among»t  the 


38  THE   SORROWS   OP   GEXTILITY. 

stones.  A  double  flight  of  stone  steps  led  up  to  the  door,  gar- 
nished with  iron  studs  and  aa  immense  brass  knocker,  which 
seemed  capable  of  beating  it  down,  as  it  sounded  a  thundering1 
accompaniment  to  the  sepulchral  peal  of  the  bell,  which  rever- 
berated through  the  house  at  the  summons  of  the  aristocratic 
supercilious  footman. 

"  You  surely  are  not  going  to  leave  me  here,  Augustus?" 
said  Gertrude,  frightened  at  the  noise  they  made,  and  sick  with 
anticipation  of  the  introduction  that  awaited  her. 

"  Do  not  be  childish,  Gertrude,  I  desire,"  replied  her  husband ; 
"  you  are  only  going  to  see  my  mother." 

The  door  was  by  this  time  opened  by  a  small  footboy  in  some- 
what faded  livery  and  clumsy  shoes.  Augustus  sprang  out  of 
the  carriage  and  assisted  the  trembling  Gertrude. 

"  Tell  your  mistress  that  her  son  and  his  lady  are  here,  and 
then  see  to  getting  the  luggage.  You  had  best  send  for  some 
one  to  help  you." 

"Yes,  sir.  If  you  please,  sir,  what  name  shall  I  say,  sir? 
Missis  did  s-ay  she  was  not  at  home,  sir." 

"  Do  as  I  bid  you,  and  be  off  with  you,"  replied  Mr.  Augustus, 
imperiously. 

K  Please  to  coma  this  way,  sir,"  said  the  boy,  submissively, 
leading  the  way  across  a  large  hall,  paved  in  black  and  white, 
and  ushering  them  into  the  drawing-room — a  lofty  room  with 
walla  painted  lead  colour,  and  windows  hung  with  drab  moreen 
curtains  trimmed  with  borders  of  black  cotton  velvet ;  a  gilt 
mirror  over  the  chimney-piece  was  surmounted  by  a  black  eagle, 
holding  a  festoon  of  glass  drops  from  his  beak ;  girandoles,  fes- 
tooned in  a  similar  manner,  stood  upon  the  mantel-shelf;  the 
hearth-rug  was  turned  back,  and  the  small  hard-stuffed  settea 
was    thriftily    covered    with    a    duster,   whilst    an   array   of 


THE   SOKKOWS   OF  GENTILITY.  39 

black  cane  chairs,  with  gilt  knobs,  stood  in  order  against  the 
walls. 

"  This  room  does  not  look  as  if  it  saw  much  company ! "  said 
Mr.  Augustus,  looking  round;  and  it  isn't  myself  that  would 
trouble  it  if  I  staid  hero.  What  is  it  you  are  crying  for  at  all?  " 
said  he,  turning  to  his  wife,  "just  when  you  ought  to  look  like 
the  pretty  creature  you  are,  to  do  me  credit." 

Farther  exhortation  was  cut  short  by  the  entrance  of  the 
Dowager  Mrs.  Donnelly  herself.  Mr.  Augustus  embraced  his 
mother  very  dutifully,  and  before  she  had  time  for  more  than  a 
look  of  astonishment,  took  the  hand  of  poor  Gertrude,  who  was 
ready  to  sink  into  the  ground,  and  said,  "  This  is  the  new 
daughter  I  have  brought  to  surprise  you.  She  will  keep  up  the 
character  of  the  Donnellys  for  having  none  but  handsome 
women  in  the  family.  She  feels  a  little  bashful  just  now,  at 
coming  amongst  strangers." 

Mrs.  Donnelly  turned  with  the  air  of  a  Roman  matron  to- 
wards Gertrude,  and  deposited  a  dignified  kiss  upon  her  cheek, 
saying — 

"  I  trust  you  will  have  no  cause  to  regret  the  day  you  entered 
our  family;  but  although  elopements  have  received  the  sanction 
of  numerous  examples  in  high  society,  yet  I  must  confess  it  is 
not  the  mode  in  which  I  would  have  desired  my  son  to  receive 
his  wife." 

"  There  now,  that's  enough,"  said  Mr.  Augustus,  impatiently. 
"  Can  you  not  tell  her  that  yon  are  glad  to  see  her,  and  no  more 
about  it.  It  might  be  the  first  runaway  match  in  the  family, 
but  didn't  Sir  Tiberius  O'Connor  run  away  with  our  great  aunt, 
Judith  (and  she  on  the  eve  of  marrying  another),  and  have  I 
not  heard  you  call  her  the  mirror  of  the  family  ?  What  is  tho 
use  of  being  so  hard  on  your  own  lawful  daughter-in-law." 


40  THE   SORROWS   OP   GENTILITY. 

"  I  owe  it  to  Our  sex,  Augustus,  to  protest  against  whatever 
bears  the  shadow  of  impropriety.  A  young  woman  cannot  keep 
her  reputation  too  spotless ;  but  having1  said  thus  much,  I  trust 
that  we  shall  none  of  u$  have  reason  to  regret  the  step  that  she 
hag  taken." 

If  Gertrude  had  not  been  brought  to  her  in  an  earl's  travel- 
ling carriage,  Mrs.  Donelly's  reception  of  her  daughter-in-law 
would  have  been  much  more  severe ;  but  as  Gertrude  was  in 
the  odour  of  good  company,  Mrs.  Donnelly  permitted  her  rigid 
propriety  to  relax,  and  invited  them  into  the  breakfast-room, 
where  there  was  a  fire. 

This  was  not  one  of  her  days  for  being  visible  to  callers. 
The  sound  of  the  carriage  had  disturbed  her  in  the  midst  of 
some  very  homely  employments,  and  she  had  hastily  retired  to 
improve  her  somewhat  negligS  toilet.  A  gown  of  dashed  black 
satin,  which  had  once  been  a  gala  dress,  as  proved  by  the  traces 
of  bugles  and  embroidery  which  lingered  upon  it,  had  been 
smartened  up  by  the  addition  of  a  large  brooch,  like  a  tomb- 
stone, bearing  the  miniature  of  the  deceased  admiral  in  the  full 
splendour  of  his  naval  uniform ;  a  gauze  cap,  that  might  have 
been  cleaner,  but  which  could  not  have  been  finer,  covered  the 
locks  of  her  auburn  toupee,  and  her  thick  white  stockings  were 
cased  in  strong  stuff  shoes.  She  was  a  portly,  stately  dame  of 
fifty.  At  the  first  glance,  she  looked  to  be  a  kind,  motherly 
woman ;  but  there  was  a  certain  hard  self-complacency  about 
her  face  that  afforded  little  hope  of  any  spontaneous  warmth  ; 
a  stereotyped  sweetness  in  her  smile,  and  a  hard  grey  eye  that 
never  joined  in  it  at  all,  She  was  extremely  affable,  for  she  had 
tha  fixed  idea  that  being  of  a  distinguished  family  she  must 
behave  accordingly.  Her  fortune  was  narrow,  but  her  manners 
were  ample,  to  compensate  for  it. 


THE   SORROWS   OP  GENTILITY.  41 

Gertrude,  who  had  been  often  told  by  her  husband  that  his 
mother  was  the  most  distinguished  ornament  of  the  Court  at 
Dublin,  and  the  "  life  and  soul  of  every  party  at  the  Castle," 
was  greatly  impressed  by  this  elaborate  suavity,  and  followed 
her  mother-in-law,  as  she  glided  from  the  drawing-room,  with 
the  implicit  reverence  due  to  the  great  lady  she  believed  her 
to  be. 


42  the  sorrows  or  ceshlitt. 


CHAPTER  VIII. 

The  room  to  which  they  were  now  introduced  was  much 
smaller  than  the  one  they  had  quitted.  The  furniture  was  old, 
and  the  carpet  wanted  mending ;  but  there  was  a  small  dusty 
fire,  and  the  'evidences  of  being  inhabited,  so  that  its  appearance 
was  not  so  desolate. 

By  the  time  that  Gertrude  had  taken  off  her  bonnet,  Miss 
Sophia  Donnelly,  who  had  been  out  paying  a  round  of  calls, 
returned.  She  was  a  tall,  large-featured  young  woman,  with 
her  hair  (which  was  more  red  than  auburn)  arranged  in  large 
curls  on  each  side  of  her  face.  She  was  very  showily  attired, 
and  her  manners  and  bearing  were  intended  to  represent  a 
highly-bred,  fashionable  lady — indeed,  she  had  no  doubt  that 
they  did — but  Gertrude  thought  she  was  hard  and  insolent, 
and  not  to  be  compared  to  her  mother. 

Miss  Sophia  was  very  glad  to  see  her  brother,  and  she  pre- 
sented her  cheek  to  Gertrude  with  an  air  of  supercilious  cold- 
ness which  was  quite  sincere  and  natural. 

After  these  greetings  had  subsided,  Mrs.  Donnelly  beckoned 
her  daughter  out  of  the  room  to  a  domestic  conference. 

Mr.  Augustus  Donnelly  had  taken  his  mother  by  surprise' 
and  surprises  are  always  hazardous,  and  seldom  pleasant — ihey 
never  fall  at  the  right  time. 


THE   SORROWS   OP   GENTILITY.  43 

It  was  Wednesday,  when  Mrs.  Donnelly  always  gave  what  she 
called  a  "  scrap  dinner  "  to  her  household.  Indeed,  though  lira. 
Donnelly  talked  a  great  deal  about  "  Irish  hospitality,"  there 
were  more  "  banian-days  "  than  festivals  in  her  calendar — as  all 
the  servants  who  had  ever  lived  with  her  could  testify. 

On  this  especial  day,  the  "  scraps  "  were  unusually  scanty. 
A  very  small  portion  of  potato-bash,  and  the  crusts  of  the  week 
boiled  into  what  Mr3.  Donnelly  termed  "  a  most  nutritions  bread 
pudding1,"  was  the  dinner  she  had  decreed  for  herself  and  her 
household — consisting"  of  her  daughter,  two  maid-servants,  and 
the  footboy  before-mentioned.  The  addition  of  two  hungry 
persons  would  increase  the  scarcely  to  a  famine. 

"  My  dear  child,"  began  Mrs.  Donnelly,  "  was  there  ever  any- 
thing so  unlucky  ?  Nothing  in  the  house  !  What  is  to  be 
done?" 

".It  is  just  like  Augustus!"  said  Miss  Sophia.  "He  was 
always  thoughtless  !  Who  was  his  wife — do  you  know  ?  I  will 
get  out  the  best  plate,  at  any  rate,  and  then  the  dinner  itself 
will  be  of  little  consequence, — that  is,  if  she  has  been  accus- 
tomed to  good  society." 

"  Well,  but  we  must  have  something  to  eat,"  rejoined  the 
macron. 

"  They  may  make  out  with  anything  in  the  kitchen,"  replied 
Miss  Sophia.  "  Porridge  and  treacle,  if  there  is  nothing  else. 
And  as  for  ourselves,  with  what  there  is,  and  a  few  tarts  from 
the  pastrycook's,  we  shall  do  very  well." 

"  But  there  will  not  be  enough  for  us,  my  love,"  replied  her 
mother,  shaking  her  head. 

"  Then  let  the  cook  prepare  a  few  eggs,  after  that  receipt 
Lady  Killaloo  gave  you, — only  she  need  not  use  above  half  the 
quantity  of  butter.     I  do  not  see  what  more  is  required.     I  will 


44  TEE   SOHBOWS   OP   GEKTILITT. 

lay  tlie  cloth  myself,  and  you  will  see  that  it  will  look  quit  a 
stylish  little  dinner.  Nothing  can  bo  so  vulgar  as  a  heavy 
over-loaded  table." 

"  Xou  are  such  a  dear  contriving  creature,''  said  her  mother, 
kissing"  her.     "  What  a  treasure  you  will  be  to  somebody ! " 

If  Gertrude  had  desired  style,  she  certainly  ought  to  have 
been  satisfied  with  her  present  position.  The  dinner  was  served 
in  due  time,  Lady  Killaloo's  eggs  at  the  top,  and  the  potato- 
hash  at  the  bottom  of  the  table,  but  each  served  up  in  a  plated 
dish ;  and  the  spoons,  forks,  and  the  silver  waiter,  on  which 
everything  was  handed,  were  emblazoned  with  the  Donnelly 
crest  wherever  it  could  bo  placed.  The  footboy  had  been  made 
to  put  on  his  best  coat,  and  the  crest  was  also  on  all  his  battens. 
Nothing  could  be  more  hospitable  than  the  manner  in  which 
Mrs.  Donnelly  presided  over  the  table;  and  as,  luckily,  Ger- 
trude was  too  much  agitated  by  her  novel  position  to  have  any 
appetite,  and  her  husband  having  the  prospect  of  a  dinner  with 
Lord  Southend  was  too  prudent  to  spoil  it  by  partaking  too 
heartily  of  his  mother's  family  fare,  there  was  a  small  remainder 
sent  away  to  the  kitchen. 

After  a  tumbler  of  punch,  made  of  genuine  "  potheen " 
(which  was  the  only  article  of  which  Mrs.  Donnelly  was  really 
liberal),  Mr.  Augustus  declared  he  was  due  at  the  "  Elephant," 
where  Southend  was  waiting  dinner  for  him, — adding,  in  an 
olf-hand  manner : 

"  I  shall  take  a  run  up  to  town  with  him,  and  leave  Gertrude 
here  to  keep  you  company,  till  I  have  looked  about  me,  and 
found  something  to  settle  down  upon.  Southend  Bays  there  is 
a  place  in  the  Treasury  which  would  be  just  the  thing  for  me, 
and  that  it  is  in  his  father's  gift." 

At  this  announcement,  Gertrude's  eyes  filled  with  tears  ghe 


THE    SOEEOWS    OF   GEKTILIIY.  £5 

could  not  restrain.  Mrs.  Donnelly's  brow  clouded  oyer,  though 
she  attempted  to  look  amiable ;  she  thought  of  the  increase  to 
her  household  expenditure,  and  the  burden  to  her  resources 
which  her  daughter-in-law  seemed  likely  to  prove.  Miss 
Sophia,  who  already  felt  the  anti-pathetic  affinity  of  a  sister-in- 
law,  was  indignant  at  the  imposition,  and  thought  that  she  had 
much  better  pay  a  visit  to  her  own  relations. 

"  Why  how  cast  down  you  all  seem  at  my  proposal !  "  said 
Augustus.  "  "What  can  any  of  you  suggest  better  I  would  like 
to  know  ?  " 

Mrs.  Donnelly  cleared  her  throat,  and  for  a  moment  seemed 
somewhat  embarrassed,  but  speedily  recovering  her  usual  bland 
complacency,  she  said, — 

"  There  are  several  things  to  be  considered,  my  dear  Augustus, 
which  you  seem  to  forget.  I  am  charmed  with  our  dear  Ger- 
trude, and  am  willing  to  consider  her  as  a  daughter  of  my  own. 
If  we  were  rich  she  should  be  welcome  as  the  flowers  in  May  ; 
but  my  income  is  not  large,  and  every  farthing  I  can  save  goes 
to  make  a  portion  for  your  sister.  Another  inmate,  however 
charming,  will  be  a  great  additional  expense.  For  a  few  days 
I  will  rejoice  to  hare  her  ;  but  if  she  is  to  remain  longer " 

"  Oh,  if  it  is  the  bite  and  the  sup  you  grudge  to  the  wife  of 
your  only  son,  it  is  no  obligation  she  shall  lie  under,  or  mo 
either,"  interrupted  Augustus,  furiously.  "Her  own  people 
have  turned  their  backs  on  her,  for  having  fancied  me  without 
their  leave,  and  now  you  are  haggling  and  screwing  to  make 
a  profit  out  of  her !  I  am  ashamed  for  the  credit  of  the 
family." 

"  I  do  not  see  what  reason  the  friends  of  any  young  person 
have  to  cast  her  off  for  entering  into  our  family,"  interposed 
his  sister,  haughtily.     "  They  must  be  people  utterly  ignorant 


46  TUB   SORROWS   0?  G5KTILITT. 

of  tha  value  of  good  connexions.  Money  may  ba  picked  up 
by  the  road-side,  but  an  old  family,  like  ours,  is  getting  rarer 
every  day  ;  and  any  young  woman  in  the  land  might  think  her- 
self honoured  by  an  alliance  -with  us." 

"  Faith  then,  Sophy  clear,  I  wish  you  would  take  a  walk  and 
pick  up  a  little  of  that  same  money  you  speak  of  by  the  road- 
side I  ha-re  not  found  the*  lane  yet  that  is  pared  with  gold ; 
and  1  am  doubting  it  is  a  long  way  till  I  get  to  the  turning. 
Gertrude's  father  there  is  rolling  in  wealth,  but  not  a  penny  or 
a  halfpenny  of  it  will  he  giva  us ;  and  till  I  get  the  little  place 
I  have  in  prospect,  it  is  not  much  of  that  same  money  you  so 
despise  I  shall  have  to  bless  myself  with.  When  I  have  it, 
what  conies  for  me  come3  for  you  ;  and  neither  I  nor  Gertrude 
will  count  the  days  you  stop  with  us,  nor  talk  of  payment 
either ;  so  you  will  not  lose  what  you  spend  on  us.  Gertrude 
must  stay  here— I  cannot  take  her  with  me." 

Gertrude  sat  by,  listening  with  burning  cheeks,  ready  to  sink 
into  the  earth  whilst  this  discours;  went  on.  But  there  was  no 
resource — shs  had  brought  it  on  herself.  At  last  she  said,  in  a 
faltering  voice,  scarcely  audible,— 

"  I  am  not  without  money  altogether.  Perhaps  this  will  pay 
for  me  until  my  husband  has  a  home  to  receive  me,"  and  sho 
laid  on  tho  table  the  ten-pound  note  which  her  mother  had 
sent. 

Everybody  felt  awkward  at  this  straightforward  proceeding. 
Mrs.  Donnelly  became  entangled  by  a  long  explanatory  sen- 
tence, owing  to  the  difficulty  of  saying  what  should  mean  at 
once  both  Yes  and  No. 

Miss  Donnelly  looked  contemptuously  at  her,  as  a  person 
utterly  destitute  of  manner  and  tact. 

Mr.  Augustus  Donnelly  hai  the  grace  to  feel  ashamed  of  him- 


THE   SORROWS   0?  QBHTILIXT,  47 

self  for  half  a  second ;  but  on  looking  afc  his  watch,  he  saw  that 
hi3  tim9  was  up,  and  that  "  it  was  impossible  to  keep  Southend 
waiting."  Ha  rose  hastily,  kissed  Gertrude,  bid  her  take  care 
of  herself,  and  that  he  would  soon  write  for  her  to  join  him  ; 
bado  a  somewhat  cold  adieu  to  his  mother  and  sister,  and  de- 
parted— leaving  orders  that  his  portmanteau  should  be  packed 
and  sent  after  him  to  the  "Elephant"  in  the  course  of  a  couple 
of  hours. 

Heavily  and  sadly  passed  the  evening  to  poor  Gertrude, 
Mrs.  Donnelly  entertained  her  with  histories  of  bygone  festivi- 
ties at  Dublin  Castle  in  which  she  had  played  a  distinguished 
part,  and  gave  her  an  account  of  all  the  stylish  families  with 
whom  she  and  her  daughter  were  on  visiting  term's. 

Miss  Donnelly  brought  out  a  little  book  of  vellum,  bound  in 
crimson  velvet,  -wherein  she  had  occupied  her  leisure  hours  in 
emblazoning  the  arms  of  the  Donnelly  family,  from  the  earliest 
tradition  to  the  present  time,  with  the  quarterings  of  their  dif- 
ferent intermarriages.  This  book  was  the  solace  of  her  leisure 
hours.  She  now  brought  it,  and  inquired  of  Gertrude  what 
was  her  father's  crest,  and  what  arms  he  bore,  that  she  might 
enter  them  into  the  "  family-book." 

"  The  Metringham  Arms,"  said  Gertrude,  confusedly. 

"  Ah !  then  you  are  a  branch  of  the  Metringham  family  ? " 
said  the  lady,  with  a  smile  of  complacency.  "  I  thought  the 
family  name  had  been  Cressy  ?  you  are  connected  through  a 
female  branch  perhaps  ?  " 

"  My  father  is*  a  tenant  of  Lord  Metringham's,  and  our  house 
is  called  the  '  Metringham  Arms,'  "  said  Gertrude,  desperately. 

Mother  and  daughter  exchanged  looks  of  dismay.  Miss 
Sophia  Donnelly  closed  the  book,  saying,  coldly,  "  Of  course, 
then,  you  have  no  heraldic  bearings  at  all  {"' 


48  THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY. 

There  ensued  an  awkward  pause.  At  length.  Mrs.  Donnelly 
inquired  whether  Gertrude  would  not  like  to  retire  to  rest,  after 
the  fatigues  of  the  day  ? 

"  I  will  show  you  the  chamber  which  it  to  be  your  own ; " 
and  lighting  a  small  end  of  candle  stuck  into  a  plated  candle- 
stick, she  conducted  Gertrude  to  a  largo  cold-looking  bedroom, 
with  a  scrap  of  carpet  round  a  large  hearse-like  bedstead.  An 
old-fashioned  worm-eaten  toilet-glass,  a  relict  of  the  prosperity 
of  the  Donnellys,  stood  in  the  bow  window,  and  faded  chalk 
drawings  of  some  ancient  children  of  the  Donnelly  race  adorned 
the  walls.     Comfort  was  left  unattempted. 

Trusting  that  she  would  sleep  well,  Mrs.  Donnelly  kissed  her 
with  considerable  stateliness  of  manner,  and  withdrew,  leaving 
Gertrude  to  meditate  on  the  advantages  of  the  "  unexception- 
able connexion  "  she  had  formed, 

"Good  heavens!  that  Augustus,  who  might  have  married 
anybody,  should  have  formed  such  a  mesalliance!"  exclaimed 
Miss  Sophia,  when  alone  with  her  mother. 


tub  sor.KO'.vs  of  g^xtilitt.  49 


CHAPTER  IX. 

When  Gertrude  awoke  the  next  morning  she  had  a  vague 
feeling  of  unhappiness ;  the  recollection  of  the  events  of  the 
preceding  day  gradually  became  more  distinct.  She  thought 
that  Augustus  had  not  been  kind  to  leave  her  a  stranger 
amongst  his  own  people,  and,  in  a  manner,  dependent  upon 
them ;  and  when  she  recollected  how  much  both  his  mother  and 
sister  looked  down  upon  all  "  who  did  not  belong  to  a  good 
family,"  the  thought  of  her  own  deficiencies  in  that  respect 
made  her  afraid  of  meeting  them  again.  It  weighed  upon  her 
like  a  crime,  that  she  was  "  the  daughter  of  an  innkeeper ; " 
and  though  she  would  thankfully  have  changed  her  father  into 
a  Marquis,  the  fact  remained  the  same.  It  was  an  error  of 
Destiny,  quite  beyond  her  power  to  remedy. 

Under  such  a  weight  of  real  unhappiness  and  fancied  igno- 
miny, the  poor  girl  was  quite  crushed.  She,  however,  met  her 
Borrows  in  the  established  feminine  way,  and  wept  bitterly ;  an 
inarticulate  protest  against  them  which  eased  her  mind  con- 
siderably, and  when  she  could  cry  no  longer  6he  got  up  and 
dressed  herself. 

When  she  descended  to  the  breakfast-parlour  no  one  was 
there.  The  aspect  of  the  breakfast-table  was  very  different  to 
what  she  had  been  accustomed  to  at  home.  The  flimsy  table- 
5 


50  TEE   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY. 

cloth,  in  want  both  of  darning  and  washing, — the  tarnished 
spoons  and  tea-pot  (for  Mrs.  Donnelly  seldom  allowed  her  plate 
to  be  cleaned,  for  fear  of  wearing  it), — and  the  half-cut  loaf, 
stale  and  dry, — looked  anything  but  an  inviting  breakfast-table 
The  fire  that  struggled  in  the  grate  was  made  chiefly  of  dusty, 
half-burned  cinders,  which  Gertrude  was  trying  to  coax  into  a 
blaze  when  her  august  mother-in-law  entered.  If  there  was 
one  thing  that  Mrs.  Donnelly  disliked  more  than  another,  it  was 
to  see  any  one  meddle  with  her  fires ;  Gertrude  had,  unwittingly, 
added  another  sin  to  the  previous  list  of  her  offences.  Mrs. 
Donnelly  greeted  her  with  stately  politeness,  and  hoped  she  had 
rested  well.  Miss  Sophia  coldly  wished  her  good  morning,  and 
they  all  sat  down  to  breakfast. 

The  morning  costume  of  the  ladies  consisted  of  very  dingy 
old  silk  dresses, — for  they  economised  greatly  upon  their  wash- 
ing bilb,  and  the  dresses  that  had  become  too  old  and  too 
shabby  to  meet  the  eyes  of  men  and  angels  were  condemned  to 
be  worn  "  the  first  thing  in  the  morning,"  by  way  of  gettino- 
the  wear  out  of  them  to  the  uttermost  farthing.  Gertrude  in 
her  pretty,  fresh-looking,  chintz  morning-wrapper,  and  her  un- 
deniable gracefulness  and  beauty,  was  as  great  a  contrast  to 
them  as  possible.  Both  the  ladies  were  constrained  to  own  to 
themselves  that  "  she  looked  very  stylish  certainly,"  and  that  no 
one  could  have  guessed  that  she  had  been  a  barmaid  in  her 
father's  inn.  But  they  liked  her  none  the  better  for  that :  it  did 
not  wash  out  the  original  sin  of  her  low  birth.  If  she  had 
been  the  ugliest  and  poorest  of  patrician  daughters,  they  would 
have  knelt  down  and  worshipped  her.  The  same  feelin^  was  at 
work  in  Gertrude  :  it  hindered  her  from  feeling  any  comfort  in 
her  own  advantages,  and  equally  prevented  her  appreciating  the 
dirt  and  discomfort  which  surrounded  her  stylish  connexions. 


THE  SORROWS  OF  GENTILITY.  51 

The  two  ladies  had  conversed  till  deep  in  the  night  a3  to  the 
best  mode  of  meeting1  the  terrible  blow  which  this  marriage  had 
given  to  the  Donnelly  family;  whether  Gertrude  was  to  be 
degraded  to  the  condition  of  a  disgraced  relative,  and  treated 
as  a  misfortune,  or  whether  it  would  be  more  "  Creditable  to  the 
family"  to  make  the  best  of  the  match  which  their  "dear 
chivalrous  Augustus  had  been  led  into." 

"  So  generous  of  him  to  marry  her,  and  so  uncalled  for," 
said  Miss  Sophia,  indignantly ;  "  for  surely  people  in  that  class 
could  never  have  expected  it  from  a  man  in  the  position  of 
Augustus  I  " 

" No,  my  dear,"  said  her  mother,  majestically;  "you  allow 
your  feelings  to  carry  you  too  far.  If  this  poor  young  creature 
confided  herself  to  his  honour,  he  would  have  been  no  true  Don- 
nelly if  he  had  deceived  her.  I  feel  the  misfortune  of  this  con- 
nexion as  much  as  you  do,  but  I  would  not  have  owned  him  for 
my  son  if  he  had  acted  dishonourably." 

"  I  hope  she  will  not  fancy  that  she  has  come  into  the  family 
as  an  equal,"  said  Miss  Sophia. 

"  That  she  never  can,"  rejoined  Mrs.  Donnelly,  with  dignity ; 
"  but  as  Christians,  and  as  reasonable  beings,  we  must  make  the 
best  of  this  unfortunate  occurrence." 

So  it  was  decided,  that  no  matter  how  she  had  entered,  Ger- 
trude being  now,  at  all  events,  a  member  of  the  Donnelly 
family,  must  be  endowed  to  the  world  with  Donnelly  virtues, 
and  boasted  of  accordingly.  But,  as  poor  Gertrude  found,  this 
did  not  include  either  comfort  or  consideration  for  her  in 
private. 

This  day  being  the  day  on  which,  in  every  week,  Mr3.  Don- 
nelly was  visible  to  callers,  a  fire  was  ordered  to  be  lighted  in 
the  drawing-room  j  and  whilst  Miss  Sophia  proceeded  to  ar- 

5—8 


53  THE    SOKKOWS    OF   GENTILITY. 

ranga  the  room  for  company,  Mrs.  Donnelly  offered  to  take 
Gertrude  over  the  house. 

"  I  make  a  point,  my  dear,  of  looking  minutely  into  my 
domestic  matters,  and,  as  you  have  had  no  experience,  you  may 
learn  something1  from  seeing-  the  arrangements  of  an  old  house- 
keeper lika  myself.  Our  housekeeping  is,  as  I  may  gay,  tradi- 
tional ;  for  the  Donnellys  hare  been  a  family  sines  the  days  of 
the  old  kings  of  Ireland,  and  in  a  parchment  which  is  still  in 
our  possession,  there  is  recorded  the  hospitality  which  one  of 
our  ancestors  offered  to  the  last  King  of  Ulster.  Although 
time  and  change  hare  somewhat  impoverished  us,  we  can  yet 
giro  a  true  Irish  welcome  to  our  friends ;  '  hospitality  and  no 
formality'  is,  as  it  erer  ha3  been,  our  boast." 

Mrs.  Donnelly  wa3  unconsciously  mollified  by  the  respectful 
reverence  with  which  Gertrude  listened  to  all  the  claims  she 
put  forth  on  behalf  of  her  family,  and  it  was  not  without  a  cer- 
tain graciousness  that  she  conducted  Gertrude  over  the  large, 
dreary,  haunted- looking  mansion,  which  serred  as  a  oasket  for 
the  dignity  of  Mrs.  Donnelly. 

Some  of  the  rooms  were  unfurnished,  and  those  in  use  were 
fitted  up  much  in  the  style  of  the  room  appropriated  to  Ger- 
trude. An  air  of  dinginess  pervaded  everything,  but  every 
article  of  furniture  was  placed  in  an  attitude  of  pretension  so  as 
to  show  its  good  qualities  to  the  best  advantage,  and  there  was 
not  a  chair,  or  table,  or  chest,  upon  which  Mrs.  Donnelly  did 
not  expatiate  with  the  eloquence  of  an  auctioneer.  A  heaTy, 
carved,  black  oak  cabinet  was  thu  object  of  her  peculiar  ad- 
miration ;  first,  it  was  made  af  "  bog  oak,"  found  on  the  Don- 
nelly estate,  before  it  was  confiscated  ;  in  the  next  place,  it  bore 
the  date  of  1572,  and  Mrs.  Donnelly  showed  Gertrude  how  the 
family  arms  were  carved  upon  it.     There  was  not  a  cracked 


THE   S0EE0W3   OF  GENTILITT.  53 

china  cup,  or  old  japan  box,  or  rickety  chest  of  drawers,  which 
was  not  displayed  to  Gertrudo's  eyes  as  something  especially 
rare  and  precious,  with  a  family  legend  attached  to  it,  until  she 
almost  believed  that  Mrs.  Donnelly  must,  somehow,  belong  to 
the  royal  family. 

When  they  had  gone  through  all  the  rooms,  Mrs.  Donnelly 
said,  with  great  affability,  "  And  now,  my  dear,  we  will  proceed 
to  the  kitchen ;  there  is  nothing  derogatory  in  being  a  vigilant 
housekeeper.  I  make  a  point  of  looking  into  every  item  of  my 
domestic  expenditure.  I  have  known  ladies  of  the  highest  birth 
who  did  the  same ;  my  old  friend  Lady  Sarah  Lazenby,  now 
Countess  of  Rosherville,  in  the  county  of  Tipperary,  always  goes 
round  Castle  Rosherville  every  day,  and  not  a  fire  is  ever 
lighted,  or  a  poiato  boiled,  without  her  knowledge." 

"  Is  she  not  very  stingy  ?  "  asked  Gertrude. 

"  That  which  is  a  virtue,  and  highly  becoming  in  persons 
who  have  a  position  in  the  world,  often  looks  quite  otherwise 
in  those  of  inferior  station,"  replied  Mrs.  Donnelly,  severely ; 
"  and  allow  me  to  add,  that  a  young  person  in  your  rank  of  life 
ought  not,  oven  in  thought,  to  question  what  is  done  by  one  so 
much  above  you." 

Gertrude  had  a  distinct  recollection  of  this  Countess  of 
Rosherville,  who  had  stopped  at  the  "  Metringham  Arms " 
some  months  previously,  with  a  carriage  full  of  children  and 
nurses  whom  she  had  installed  in  the  best  parlour,  and  declin- 
ing dinner,  luncheon,  or  any  meal  called  by  a  name,  sent  out  a 
bottle  of  weak  broth  which  had  been  brought  in  the  pocket  of 
the  carriage  to  be  warmed  for  their  refreshment;  and,  like  the 
old  woman  "  who  lived  in  a  shoe,"  gave  it  to  them  without  any 
bread. 

One  of  Poor  Richard's  proverbs  says  that  "  A  fat  kitchen 


51-  'j'iie  sokeonvs  of  gextx'.ty: 

mates  a  loan  will."  Mrs.  Donnelly's  kitchen  -would  Lave  no 
such  result  to  answer  for ;  it  was  bare,  and  lean,  and  pinched, 
to  the  last  degree. 

Mrs.  Donnelly  peered  into  the  cupboards  and  paus  vitli  the 
dignity  of  a  priestess ;  she  went  to  the  coal-cellar  and  portioned 
out  the  coals  for  the  day's  consumption,  and  then  counted  the 
potatoes  for  dinner. 

Gertrude,  accustomed  to  liberal  housekeeping,  was  astonished 
to  see  everything  put  under  lock  and  key,  even  to  the  crusts  of 
bread  left  from  the  morning's  breakfast. 

"  It  is  in  this  department,  my  dear  Gertrude,  that  economy 
may  be  best  shown.  A  lady  who  is  judicious  in  the  manage- 
ment of  her  kitchen  may  make  fifty  pounds  go  as  far  as  a 
hundred  would  go  in  the  hands  of  others.  Always  have  some- 
thing to  show  for  your  money." 

Gertrude  observed  that  the  sides  of  the  kitchen-floor  were 
curiously  speckled  with  pipe-clay  to  imitate  marble. 

"  Ah  ! "  said  Mrs.  Donnelly,  complacently,  "  that  is  an  idea  of 
my  own.  I  tell  the  girl  when  she  has  done  her  work  that  she 
may  amuse  herself  by  marbling  the  floor ;  it  has  a  pretty  effect, 
and  is  a  nice  little  employment  for  her." 

"  Does  she  like  to  do  it  ? "  asked  Gertrude,  simply.  She  was 
again  unlucky  in  her  question. 

"  Persons  in  our  class  never  ask  servants  what  they  like," 
replied  her  mother-in-law,  loftily,  and  turned  away  to  give 
orders  for  dinner, 


THE   60K30",VS   OF   G^XTILITY.  55 


CHAPTER  X. 

The  domestic  affairs  being  despatched,  Mrs.  Donnelly  pro- 
ceeded to  her  room  to  dress  for  receiving  company,  and  in  due 
time  reappeared,  all  bland  and  smiling,  in  a  handsome  flowered- 
silk  gown  and  a  stately  turban,  with  the  brooch  which  con- 
tained the  likeness  of  the  departed  admiral,  in  fall  uniform, 
reposing  upon  her  matronly  bosom;  while  her  bony  fingers 
were  adorned  with  sundry  large  ancestral-looking  rings  of  some 
value. 

Miss  Sophia  had  in  the  meanwhile  arranged  the  room  to  its 
best  advantage,  and  it  certainly  looked  much  more  comfortable 
than  on  the  previous  day.  The  sofa  and  chairs  were  uncovered ; 
sundry  cushions  covered  with  old  brocade  were  displayed.  A 
filagree  card-box  and  some  old-fashioned  silver  to}"S  were  laid 
out  where  they  could  best  be  seen;  a  screen,  worked  in  co- 
loured silks  by  Miss  Sophia  herself,  had  been  placed  in  an 
advantageous  perspective  ;  the  book  of  heraldry  was  of  course 
in  full  sight,  and  Miss  Sophia,  in  a  pea-green  lustre,  sat  before 
a  work-box  in  the  form  of  a  cottage,  working  the  Donnelly 
crest  (a  wild-cat  rampant  with  long  whiskers  proper),  in  its 
lawful  colours,  on  a  kettle-holder.  Gertrude  seated  herself,  and 
be°-an  to  embroider  a  muslin  flounce  with  an  elaborate  pattern 
of  sprigs  and  eylet-holes. 


56  THE   SORROWS   OV   GENTILITY. 

"  Mamma,"  said  Miss  Sophia,  "  I  thought  that  Mrs.  Augustas 
had  gone  up  to  dres3  -when  you  went.  We  shall  hare  a  host  of 
callers  thi3  morning;  I  dare  say  Lady  Elrington  will  be  in 
town  to-day,  and  she  never  conies  without  paying  us  a  visit." 

Gertrude  looked  up  and  coloured. 

"  It  cannot  be  expected,  my  dear,"  said  the  old  lady,  "  that 
you  should  know  the  points  of  dress  and  etiquette  which  are  re- 
quired by  the  society  in  which  we  move.  I  ought  to  have  told 
you  what  to  do ;  but  there  is  yet  tima  for  you  to  put  on  any 
little  simple  dress,  not  quite  so  matins  as  the  one  you  wear. 

Gertrude  felt  extremely  annoyed  at  the  tone  of  both  the 
ladies  ;  but  she  rose  without  speaking  to  do  her  mother-in-law's 
bidding.     As  she  left  the  room  she  heard  Miss  Sophia  say — 

rt  I  hope  she  will  not  make  herself  look  like  a  bar-maid." 

When  Gertrude  returned  shs  found  several  visitors  seated  in 
the  drawing-room,  to  whom  the  old  lady  formally  presented  her, 
saying,  with  much  dignity,  "  My  daughter-in-law,  Mr3.  Augustus 
Donnelly." 

Fresh  visitors  followed  in  quick  succssiion — for  the  arrival 
of  the  "bride"  the  previous  day  had  already  been  reported  all 
over  th«  town,  and  everybody  cams  to  sea  what  she  was  like ; 
the  moat  contradictory  reports  were  afloat  concerning  the  young 
lady  whom  Mr.  Augustus  Donnelly  had  married.  The  visitors 
chiefly  consisted  of  the  wives  and  daughters  of  professional  men, 
for  Springfield  being  an  assize  town,  lawyers  and  physicians 
made  the  staple  of  the  genteel  portion  of  the  population.  There 
were  a  few  widows  of  good  family  with  narrow  jointures,  and 
one  or  two  members  of  families  of  some  consideration  in  the 
neighbourhood,  who  came  with  great  Sclat  in  their  carriages. 
Altogether  the  Donnellys  had  not  held  such  a  brilliant  levee  for 
many  months,     The  conversation  turned  upon  general  news, 


THE  SORROWS  OF  GENTILITY.  57 

scandal,  and  the  concerns  of  their  neighbours  generally.  Ger- 
trude was  struck  with  the  similarity  of  all  she  heard  with  the 
daily  occurrences  of  Dunnington,  but  then  she  had  the  comfort 
of  knowing  that  she  was  admitted  to  sit  in  a  highly  select 
society,  and  that  everybody  she  saw  would  certainly  have  felt 
insulted  had  they  known  they  were  in  company  with  an  inn- 
keeper's daughter. 

Mrs.  Donnelly  was  detailing,  with  great  emphasis,  the  shame- 
ful ingratitude  of  Mrs.  Pelly's  cook,  who  had  refused  to  delay 
her  marriage  with  the  butcher  until  Christmas  to  oblige  her 
mistress — when  she  was  interrupted  by  the  announcement  of 
Lady  Elrington — ths  grand  person  in  the  neighbourhood  ! 

A  thin  cross-looking  old  lady,  dressed  in  a  style  of  many 
years  back,  came  tottering  into  the  room  on  an  ebony  crutch 
stick.  Mrs.  Donnelly  and  her  daughter  received  here  with 
great  cmpressement,  and  she  was  placed  in  an  easy  chair  beside 
the  fire.  Gertrude  was  not  presented  to  her,  but  the  quick  rest- 
less eye  of  the  old  lady  soon  discovered  her. 

"Who  is  thatP"  sha  asked,  tapping  her  snuff-box — "a 
visitor  ?  " 

"  That  ia  my  daughter-in-law ;  the  young  person  with  whom 
my  poor  dear  enthusiastic  Augustus  ran  away.  They  came 
from  the  north  yesterday  with  Lord  Southend.  Augustus  had 
business  in  London,  and  we  prevailed  upon  him  to  leave  his 
young  wife  with  us  for  a  little  time.  I  had  great  difficulty,  I 
assure  you,  for  it  is  a  most  romantiG  attachment  on  both 
sides." 

"  That  is  all  as  it  should  be,"  said  the  old  lady.  "  She  is  a 
pretty  young  creature,  and  has  begun  her  cares  early.  Of  what 
family  is  she  ?  " 

Mrs.  Donnelly  felt  this  to  be  a  most  impertinent  question,  but 


58  THE   SOEROWS  OF  GENTILITY. 

Lady  Elrington  was  a  privileged  person,  and  besides  Mrs.  Don- 
nelly's chief  objection  was,  that  she  could  not  answer  it  with 
satisfaction.  Had  Gertrude  been  a  member  of  a  noble  family 
she  would  have  volunteered  the  information ;  as  it  was,  she 
replied  with  an  air  of  reserve  :  "  My  son  met  with  Miss  Morley 
at  Palace  House,  where  she  was  on  a  visit  to  Miss  Mellish. 
Sha  comes,  I  believe,  from  one  of  the  midland  counties ;  she  is 
in  great  disgrace  with  her  own  family,  and  I  have  not  liked  to 
distress  her  with  enquiries."  Lady  Ellington  did  not  trouble 
herself  to  listen  to  Mr3.  Donnolly,  but  beckoning  Gertrude  to 
coma  and  eit  beside  her,  she  began  a  skilful  cross-examina- 
tion. 

Mn.  Donnelly  and  Mis3  Sophia  were  in  a  fever  of  anxiety 
lest  the  fatal  fact  of  the  "  Metringham  Arms  "  should  be  elicited, 
for  Lady  Elrington  was  an  inveterate  gossip,  and  seldom  failed 
to  ferret  out  anything  she  wished  to  ascertain  about  her  neigh- 
bours. Poor  Gertrude  was  sadly  embarrassed ;  she  felt  more 
acutely  than  ever  the  disgrace  of  coming  out  of  an  inn,  her 
morbid  susceptibility  on  that  point  having  become  exaggerated 
by  the  twenty-four  hours  she  had  passed  under  her  mother-in- 
law's  roof.  She  had  not  the  hardihood  necessary  to  deny,  nor 
the  moral  courage  to  assert  the  fact ;  she  felt  inclined  to  cry, 
and  it  would  no  doubt  have  ended  in  that,  if  Mrs.  Donnelly  had 
not  come  to  her  rescue  with  a  piece  of  news  which  she  had 
boldly  improvised  for  the  occasion. 

"  Have  you  hearl  that  young  Frederick  Hindmarsh  is  going 
to  marry  old  Mrs.  Ulverstone  ?  He  declares  as  a  reason  that 
he  is  tired  of  going  to  law  with  her,  and  will  try  if  going  to 
church  will  answer  any  better ;  but  they  are  keeping  it  a  great 
secret." 

"Gopdness  gracious!  you  do  Mot  mean  to  tell  me  that  for  a 


TEE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY.  59 

foot?"  said  the  old  lady,  relinquishing  Gertrude  and  turning 
briskly  round  to  Mrs.  Donnelly. 

"  Indeed  I  do,"  replied  the  unabashed  matron.  "  My  cook 
had  it  from  the  Hindmarsh's  coachman,  and  it  is  my  opinion 
that  many  would  do  a  more  desperate  thing  to  keep  a  fine  slice 
of  an  estate  in  the  family." 

"  Well !  what  will  the  world  come  to  ?  It  is  a  disgrace  to 
society !    Why,  she  is  old  enough  to  be  his  great-grandmother ! " 

There  was,  as  everybody  well  knew,  a  deadly  feud  between 
Lady  Elrington  and  Mrs.  Ulverstone.  Mrs.  Donnelly  had  effec- 
tually diverted  her  attention  from  Gertrude.  After  a  few  more 
exclamations,  Lady  Elrington  luckily  heard  one  of  her  horses 
cou«h. — a  sound  to  which  she  was  nervously  alive.  She  rose 
briskly  to  her  feet,  saying,  "  Why  did  you  not  tell  me  all  this 
before  ?  I  must  go  now,  for  '  Bob '  is  coughing ;  but  mind  you 
collect  all  the  information  you  can  about  this  match,  and  tell 
me  everything;"  and  with  hasty  adieus  she  departed,  to  the 
great  relief  of  all  the  three  ladies. 

This  was  the  last  of  their  visitors,  and  the  performance  being 
now  concluded,  everthing  about  the  house  subsided  to  its  ordi- 
nary condition.  The  boy  retired  into  his  old  livery — Mrs. 
Donnelly  mounted  the  black  dress  which  she  was  in  the  process 
of  "  wearing  out " — Miss  Sophia  carefully  covered  up  the  draw- 
inj-room  furniture,  removing  the  email  objects  which  adorned 
it,  and  then  exchanged  her  pea-green  lustre  for  the  dyed  silk 
fia  usually  wore  in  the  house  of  an  afternoon.  They  met  again 
in  the  little  breakfast-room  to  dine,  as  well  as  they  could,  on 
Mrs.  Donnelly's  household  fare. 

When  the  cloth  was  removed,  and  the  door  shut  upon  the 
footboy,  Mrs.  Donnelly,  who  was  very  particular  "  not  to  speak 
Of  anything  before  the  servants"  (which,  however,  did   not 


60  THE    SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY. 

hinder  them  from  knowing  everything  that  passed  in  the  par- 
lour),  turned  to  Gertrude,  with  an  air  that  would  have  become 
the  mother  of  the  Gracchi,  and  said — 

"  I  do  not  doubt,  my  dear,  but  that  you  suffered  a3  much  aa 
ourselves  during  your  interview  this  morning  with  Lady  El- 
rington.  Her  curiosity  was  not  unnatural,  and  I,  as  the  mother 
of  your  husband,  wish  to  be  informed  more  fully  about  the  con- 
nexion my  son  so  hastily  formed.  I  must  know  all,  in  order  to 
decide  what  to  tell  our  friends,  when  they  inquire  to  whom 
Augr.3fcu3  Donnelly  is  married." 

"I  don't  think  we  hare  many  relations,"  said  Gertrude,  "and 
I  hare  heard  my  mother  say  that  it  was  a  great  comfort  when 
married  people  had  no  relations  to  interfere  with  them,  and  that 
she  and  my  father  had  lived  happily  for  that  very  reason.  I 
believe  my  grandfather  was  farm-servant  to  Squire  Clifden  for 
many  years,  who  set  him  up  in  a  little  road-side  inn,  and  let 
him  some  land,  and  he  made  a  great  deal  of  money  for  one  in 
his  situation.  My  father  has  always  boasted  that  he  has  been 
lucky  in  the  world — my  mother's  father  was  a  farmer." 

"  Many  of  our  old  English  families  have  fallen  into  the  rank 
of  yeomen,"  observed  Miss  Sophia,  "  from  becoming  impo- 
verished by  the  Cru3adea  and  the  Civil  Wars — some  of  those 
yeoman  families  can  show  a  clear  genealogy  for  more  than  five 
hundred  year3." 

'•  I  wish  we  could,"  said  Gertrude,  humbly  ;  but  I  never  heard 
that  wa  belonged  to  anybody." 

"  Have  you  no  relations  whom  we  might  own  without  a 
blush?"  rejoined  Miss  Sophia. 

"  My  father  and  my  mother  are  the  best  off  in  the  world  of 
all  their  relations.  There  was  an  aunt  of  my  mother's,  who 
used  to  take  in  sewing — she  had  been  a  housemaid  in  some  gen. 


TIIE    SORROWS   0?   GENTILITY.  Gl 

tlernan's  family ;  and  my  father  had  an  only  brother,  who  went 
to  sea,  where  he  was  lost." 

"It  is  altogether  a  most  disastrous  connexion,"  said  Miss 
Sophia,  in  a  tone  of  despair.  "  I  do  not  see  what  we  can  do 
better  than  be  extremely  grieved  about  it,  and  treat  it  as  the 
misfortune  which  it  really  is.  Augustus  ought  to  have  remem- 
bered what  was  due  to  his  family — it  will  be  the  ruin  of  all  his 
prospects  in  life  ;  and  it  is  quite  enough  to  exclude  us  from  good 
society.  We  cannot  insult  our  friends  by  forcing  them  to 
accept  Gertrude ;  and  I  think  we  must  decline  visiting  while 
she  remains  with  us." 

"  My  daughter  is  a  fanatic  about  gentle  blood,"  said  Mrs. 
Donnelly.  "  She  sees  the  evil  of  this  connexion  in  an  exagger- 
ated light.  I  confess  that,  with  me,  good  character  is  the  first 
requisite ;  and  if  you  prove  well  conducted  and  well  disposed,  I 
trust  I  have  too  much  the  feelings  of  a  Christian  and  a  p-entls- 
woman  to  visit  upon  your  head  the  misfortune  of  your  lowly 
birth.  For  our  own  sakes  we  shall  speak  of  you  as  little  as 
possible ;  and  if  you  go  into  society  with  us,  remember  that  you 
have  no  claims  of  your  own  to  such  a  distinction,  and  never  for- 
get that  you  have  beon  raised  from  your  proper  station  by  your 
husband's  generosity.  It  is  as  well,  perhaps,  that  your  own 
family  have  cast  you  off;  for,  of  course,  there  could  be  no  asso- 
ciation between  us  and  them." 

"  Then  you  intend  to  allow  her  to  visit  with  us  ?  "  said  Miss 
Sophia,  discontentedly. 

"  Yes,  my  love.  She  is  known  to  be  under  our  roof.  Some 
of  our  friends  have  already  seen  her.  As  the  wife  of  Augustus, 
she  will  be  noticed  out  of  respect  to  us.  When  Sir  John 
Matching  ran  away  from  home,  and  married  an  obscure  young 
Woman,  whose  family  was  even  more  objectionable  than  Ger- 


62  THE   SORROWS   OP   GENTILITY. 

trade's,  his  mother  took  her  by  the  hand.  I  recollect  her  saying 
to  me,  with  tears  in  her  eye3, — '  Mrs.  Donnelly,  I  would  give  all 
my  jointure  that  the  girl  were  dead ;  but  it  is  bad  policy  to 
tread  down  our  Own  connexions.'  Poor  woman!  it  nearly 
broke  her  heart.  Many  and  many  a  time  she  came  to  weep 
over  her  griefs  with  me.     I  was  her  dearest  friend." 

"  There  ought  to  bo  a  law  making  such  marriages  invalid," 
said  Miss  Sophia,  with  a  spiteful  look  at  Gertrude. 

Gertrude's  tears  were  by  this  time  falling  fast — humiliated, 
helpless,  and  miserable,  she  could  not  defend  herself  against 
the  contumely  heaped  upon  her.  She  rose  to  take  refuge  in  her 
own  room,  saying,  between  her  sobs,  "I  hope  Augustus  will 
soon  have  a  home  to  take  me  to — I  would  never  have  married 
him  if  I  had  thought  it  would  come  to  this." 

"  Poor  young  creature ! "  said  Mrs.  Donnelly.  "  She  seems 
acutely  sensible  of  her  unfortunate  origin.  I  am  sorry  for 
her." 

"  I  can  feel  no  sympathy  for  sorrow  which  people  like  her 
bring  upon  themselves  by  intruding  where  they  have  no  right. 
She  seems  to  bo  a  most  ill-regulated  young  woman.  I  \yoncler 
how  Augustus  could  become  so  infatuated  with  her." 

Poor  Gertrude,  after  crying  till  she  could  cry  no  longer,  sat 
down  and  wrote  an  indignant  letter  to  her  husband,  entreatino- 
him  to  send  for  her  directly,  "  as  she  neither  could  nor  would 
put  up  with  such  insulting  treatment."  When  it  was  finished 
a  most  unexpected  difficulty  presented  itself; — she  did  not  know 
how  to  address  it.     Augustus  had  left  her  no  direction  ! 

She  was  in  this  dilemma  when  she  was  summoned  to  tea. 
There  was  a  dull  and  sullen  respite  to  her  annoyances  •  no  one 
spoke.  Mrs.  Donnelly  told  no  more  histories  of  her  triumphs 
at  the  Viceregal  Court;   Miss  Sophia  was  engrossed  in  her 


THE  SORROWS  OF  GENTILITY.  63 

work,  and  Gertrude  in  her  own  thoughts.  She  was  meditating 
a  bold  resolve  how  to  speak  to  her  mother-in-law  about  her 
board  and  lodging.  This  she  effected  with  an  address  of  which 
she  had  believed  herself  not  capable. 

Mrs.  Donnelly,  who  feared  she  had  allowed  the  moment  for 
making  a  bargain  to  escape,  was  restored  to  a  comfortable 
frame  of  mind  by  the  prospect  of  having  ten  additional  shillings 
a-wcek  to  go  upon  for  house-keeping.  As  Gertrude  was  an 
inevitable  misfortune  to  the  family,  she  felt  this  as  a  small  con- 
solation, and  she  wished  her  daughter-in-law  good  night  with 
something  of  the  blandness  with  which  she  treated  the  world  in 
general. 


l.  j  t;i2  so:;r..j',vs  c?  GExnuxY. 


CHAPTER  XI. 

People  who  will  not  bear  a  little  will  be  obliged  in  the  end 
to  bear  a  great  deal.  Gertrude  did  not  know  this  aphorism, 
but  she  was  in  the  course  of  working  out  the  truth  of  it  by 
painful  and  practical  experience. 

She  had  been  unhappy  at  horns  because  she  had  a  disgust 
to  the  natural  duties  entailed  upon  her  there.  For  this  her 
mother  was  in  some  degree  to  blame,  by  the  unsuitable  and 
showy  education  she  had  given  her  daughter.  But  everybody 
must  bear  in  their  own  persons  the  results  of  their  own  doings, 
lucky  if  thoir  own  follies  are  not  complicated  and  aggravated 
by  tha  misdoings  of  others.  Nature  rigidly  exacts  natural 
effects  from  their  legitimate  causes,  without  inquiring  who  is  ti 
blame;  therefore,  making  excuses,  and  laying  the  fault  on 
others  (although  it  may  be  a  soothing  process  to  human  nature), 
is  of  no  avail,  except  as  a  cordial  to  the  self-love  that  would 
otherwise  be  too  mortally  wounded. 

To  release  herself  from  the  annoyances  of  home,  Gertrude 
had  eloped  with  and  married  Mr.  Augustus  Donnelly,  whom  she 
scarcely  knew,  and  whom  she  did  not  love  at  all,  whereby  she 
mortgaged  her  whole  future  life,  incurred  difficulties,  duties,  and 
responsibilities  of  the  most  serious  nature.  That  whole  future 
life,  supposing  her  to  have  become  possessed  of  wisdom  and 


THB    SORROWS   09  GSKT1LITT.  65 

patience  by  special  miracle,  would  only  hare  enabled  her  to 
struggle  till  death  to  correct  the  one  g'reat  cardinal  mistake  sha 
had  made  on  starting1,  without  ever  being  able  to  do  so.  For  it 
is  to  be  observed,  that  in  all  matters  of  life  and  morals,  a  thou- 
sand small  things  are  not  equivalent  to  one  greai  thin^,  how- 
ever  different  the  caso  may  be  in  arithmetic. 

It  is  doubtless  very  pathetic  to  see  amiable  pei'sons  merito- 
riously struggling  against  the  consequence  of  some  bygone 
folly;  but  if  people  could  once  for  all  convince  themselves  that 
Nature  never  indulges  in  pathetic  emotions,  but  sternly  executes 
her  own  laws,  they  would  perhaps  be  more  careful  how  they 
infringed  them. 

To  return,  howerer,  to  Gertrude. 

Several  days  passed,  during  which  she  heard  nothing  from 
Augustus,  and  she  did  not  like  to  ask  either  Mrs.  Donnelly  or 
Miss  Sophia  for  his  address,  lest  they  should  fancy  she  wished 
to  complain.  In  the  meanwhile  6he  had  "  appeared  at  church  " 
— which  in  a  country  place  is  equivalent  to  being  presented  at 
Court — and  numerous  invitations  to  social  tea  drinkings  and 
evening  parties,  together  with  a  few  set  dinner  parties,  had 
followed.  Mrs.  Donnelly  had  no  reason  to  complain  that  her 
acquaintance  and  friends  were  remiss  in  their  attentions.  But 
all  the  consoling  influence  of  this  neighbourly  consideration  was 
blunted,  not  to  say  embittered,  by  the  consciousness  that  Ger- 
trude was  not,  and  never"  could  or  would  be,  a  credit  to  the 
family ;  whilst  Miss  Sophia  was  further  aggravated  by  seeing 
her  plebeian  sister-in-law  not  only  take  precedence  of  her,  but 
enjoy  a  great  deal  more  attention  and  popularity  than  had  ever 
fallen  to  her  own  lot.  Gertrude  was  a  novelty,  and  with  her 
graceful  appearance,  pleasing  manners,  and  accomplishments 
(which  were  much  rarer  in  those  days  even  in  respectable 
6 


66  THE   SORROWS   OF   GSXIILTTY. 

society  than  they  are  now),  sho  had  a  great  success  :  if  her  con- 
fidence in  herself  had  not  been  so  mercilessly  trodden  down  at 
home,  she  might  have  become  a  leader  in  the  set  to  which  she 
was  now  introduced.  Bat  her  triumphs  abroad  were  bitterly 
expiated  at  home. 

It  was  in  vain  that  Gertrude  endeavoured  by  her  submissive 
behaviour,  and  by  all  manner  cf  little-  ingratiating  ways,  to 
propitiate  her  contemptuous  relatives.  One-tenth  part  of  this 
forbearance  and  gentleness,  if  it  had  been  exerted  at  home 
towards  her  own  parents,  would  not  only  have  gladdened  their 
hearts,  but  would  have  sufficed  to  turn  away  all  the  more  prac- 
tical and  obvious  objections  to  her  position.  As  it  was,  they 
wasted  their  sweetness  en  the  desert  air — so  far  as  her  august 
mother  and  sister-in-law  were  concerned. 

It  was  in  vain  that  sho  painted  a  velvet  cushion  for  the  book 
of  heraldry,  and  presented  -diss  Sophia  with  an  elaborately 
worked  set  of  India  muslin  robings.  Equally  in  vain  was  it 
that  she  made  a  beautiful  filagree  tea-caddy  for  Mrs.  Donnelly, 
with  the  observation  that  it  was  the  pattern  of  one  which  the 
Duchess  of  Leith  had  given  to  Miss  Mellish.  It  only  provoked 
a  disconsolate  regret  that  Gertrude's  connexion  with  the  aris- 
tocracy should  be  of  so  shadowy  a  nature.  All  her  attempts  at 
conciliation  were  treated  as  mere  matters  of  course — a  tribute 
from  her  inferiority  to  which  they  were  entitled. 

People  who  live  in  a  constant  strain  to  catch  hold  of  a  rank 
in  life  above  their  natural  standing,  cannot  afford  to  indulge  in 
any  kind-heartedness ;  they  are  victims  to  a  social  strappado — 
they  have  nothing  solid  to  stand  upon,  and  are  painfully  sus- 
pended from  above.  A  weight  like  Gertrude  attached  to  the 
Donnelly  pretensions  was  a  cruel  aggravation  of  their  difficul- 
ties. No  wonder  Mrs.  Donnelly's  natural  blandness  of  demeanour 
failed  at  such  a  stretch, 


THE    SOEKOWS    OF   GESTILTTT.  &7 

"  I  wonder,"  said  Miss  Sophia,  snecringly,  "  that  you  have 
never  thought  it  worth  while  to  keep  up  your  acquaintance  with 
this  Miss  Mellish.  If  she  invited  you  to  stay  with  her  under 
your  former  objectionable  circumstances,  she  would  be  more 
likely,  I  should  think,  to  do  so  now  that  they  exist  no  longer, 
and  you  are  become  a  member  of  respectable  society." 

"  I  wrote  to  Miss  Mellish  whilst  we  were  in  the  north,"  replied 
Gertrude,  meekly,  "  but  her  father  returned  the  letter  unopened, 
and  requested  me  not  to  write  again.  I  felt  it  a  good  deal,  but 
I  know  it  was  not  her  doing." 

"  No  doubt  Mr.  Mellish  felt  like  a  father,"  said  Mrs.  Donnelly, 
sentimentally.  "  He,  with  his  old  family  descent,  would  be 
keenly  alive  to  the  desecration  of  an  unequal  alliance,  and  I  own 
that  I  feel  obliged  to  him  for  his  sympathy  with  us." 

"But,"  persisted  Miss  Sophia,  "now  that  we  have  so  gener- 
ously received  you,  and  countenanced  you,  he  need  not  feel  the 
objection  that  was  quite  natural,  and  even  laudable,  whilst  you 
were  a  mere  adventuress,  and  it  was  doubtful  even  whether  your 
marriage  would  be  valid.  My  opinion  is,  that  you  should  write 
again  to  Miss  Mellish,  and  enclose  it  in  an  humble  letter  to  her 
father  representing  this."  t 

"  It  would  be  of  no  avail,"  replied  Gertrude,  sadly ;  "  for  Mr. 
Mellish  declared  that  it  was  the  want  of  respect  I  had  shown 
towards  my  own  parents  which  had  decided  him  thus  to  break 
off  my  acquaintance  with  his  daughter.  Besides,"  added  she, 
with  more  spirit  than  she  had  hitherto  shown,  "I  would  not 
write  again  under  any  circumstances,  after  he  had  once  said  he 
did  not  choose  his  daughter  to  continue  the  acquaintance." 

"Then  I  must  say,"  rejoined  Miss  Sophia,  with  emphasis, 
"  that  you  show  wonderfully  little  idea  of  what  you  owe  to  us, 
and  extreme  indifference  to  the  only  compensation  in  your  power 
6—2 


68  THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY. 

for  the  disgrace  you  have  brought  upon  us.  Bat  I  do  not  wonder 
at  the  course  Mr.  Mellish  has  pursued,  for  you  are  the  very  last 
person  with  whom  I  would  desire  a  sister  or  relative  of  mine  to 
associate.  It  is  our  great  and  lamentable  misfortune  that  the 
law  of  the  land  has  given  you  the  right  to  bear  our  name." 

Miss  Sophia  petulantly  opened  the  book  of  heraldry,  and 
began  to  work  at  an  illuminated  index — an  idea  that  she  had 
picked  up  at  Lady  Elrington's,  where  they  had  all  dined  the 
preceding  week.  She  did  not  deign  to  speak  to  Gertrude  again 
for  the  remainder  of  that  day. 


THK   SORROWS   OF   GESTIim.  69 


CHAPTER  XII. 

We  ought  to  have  stated  that  Gertrude  received  several 
letters  from  her  husband  during  this  period :  the  first  had  come 
about  a  week  after  his  departure.  They  were  all  to  much  the 
same  purport,  viz.,  that  he  adored  her,  and  only  endured  his  life 
in  the  hope  of  being  soon  re-united  to  her ;  but  that,  as  he  had 
not  yet  obtained  the  situation,  he  could  not  send  for  her.  He, 
however,  seemed  to  be  finding  many  distractions,  from  his  inci- 
dental mention  of  races,  excursions,  water-parties,  &o. 

In  his  later  letters  he  told  her  that  he  had  something  in  pros- 
pect, that  Southend  was  moving  heaven  and  earth  in  his  favour, 
and  that  there  was  no  doubt  that  he  would  have  something 
given  to  him  soon;  adding,  with  exquisite  fatuity,  ''but,  of 
course,  unless  it  is  something  worth  having,  I  shall  refuse  to 
accept  it." 

In  conclusion,  he  always  begged  Gertrude  to  take  care  of  her- 
self, and  to  stint  herself  in  nothing.  But  he  did  not  send  her 
any  money,  and  her  pecuniary  resources  were  rapidly  dwindling 
away  under  the  payment  of  her  weekly  stipend,  and  frequent 
small  loans  to  her  mother-in-law,  which  were  never  repaid ;  to 
say  nothing  of  various  petty  expenses  to  which  she  was  sub- 
jected. 

When  she  had  inhabited  this  domestic  purgatory  for  about 


70  THE   SORKOWS  OF  GENTILITY. 

two  months,  Gertrude  0119  fine  morning  received  a  letter  bearing 
a  large  handsome  official  seal.  This  time  it  was  a  letter  worth 
its  postage !  It  announced  that  the  incomparable  Augustus  had 
at  length  received  a  place  adequate  to  his  merits — a  delightful 
"  situation  under  government "  with  a  salary  of  six  hundred 
pounds  a-year,  and  many  perquisites,  whilst  the  duties  were 
nothing  to  speak  of.  The  letter  was  fall  of  expressions  of 
delight  at  the  prospect  of  being  re-united  to  his  adored  Gertrude, 
whom  he  entreated  to  come  to  him  without  delay.  A  postscript 
was  added,  which  was  characteristic  enough  of  the  man  : 

"  If  you  want  money,  let  me  know,  and  I  will  send  you  some. 

"  Lord  Southend  has  agreed  to  let  us  have  a  house  of  his  in 
Queen  Square,  rent  free :  and  I  am  busy  getting  it  ready  for 
you.  It  has  been  a  long  while  empty,  and  would  be  all  the 
better  for  paint  and  whitewash ;  but  it  will  serve  our  purpose 
till  something  else  offers." 

The  fact  was,  that  Augustus  had  been  on  the  point  of  enclosing 
Gertrude  a  five-pound  note,  but  on  second  thoughts  he  had  recol- 
lected that  he  was  going  to  Tmibridge  with  Lord  Southend  and 
a  few  others,  and  that  the  money  would  be  very  handy.  So  he 
altered  the  enclosure  he  was  about  to  make  for  the  postscript 
wc  have  recorded.  The  passage  about  the  house  was  quite  true ; 
but  he  intended  Gertrude  to  infer  that  he  was  investing  his 
money  in  furniture,  which  was  not  true,  for  he  was  ordering  it 
in  upon  credit. 

Tho  receipt  of  this  letter  changed  at  once  the  aspect  of  Ger- 
trude's fortune.  The  news  it  contained  made  a  pleasant  excite- 
ment, and  gratified  the  maternal  pride  of  Mrs.  Donnelly's  heart 
and  revived  her  hopes.  Augustus  had  received  a  "  government 
situation ; "  he  was  amongst  people  who  appreciated  his  merits  • 
he  would,  after  all,  restore  the  fortunes  of  his  family,  and  it 


THE   SORROWS  01?  GENTILITY.  71 

would  be  charming  to  be  invited  to  make  her  home  of  his  house 
in  London! 

A3  these  ideas  passed  through  her  mind,  she  wished  that  she 
had  not  been  quite  so  parsimonious  in  her  housekeeping1,  nor  so 
severe  in  her  strictures  upon  her  son's  wife,  of  whose  power  to 
prevent  the  realisation  of  her  London  dreams  she  became  sud- 
denly aware. 

Under  the  combined  influence  of  all  these  motives,  she  grew 
expansive  and  affectionate  towards  her  "  dear  Gertrude,"  as  she 
called  her  twice  in  a  quarter  of  an  hour. 

As  to  Miss  Sophia,  to  do  her  justice,  it  must  be  confessed 
that  she  did  not  become  more  amiable  in  the  least;  in  fact, 
she  was  suffering  under  such  strong  spasms  of  envy  and 
jealousy,  that  amiability  would  have  been  a  very  uncommon 
symptom. 

London  was  the  subject  of  Miss  Sophia's  deepest  thoughts  by 
day  and  night ;  to  pass  "  a  season  in  London "  had  been  the 
great  object  of  her  desire  all  her  life — at  least  ever  since  she 
had  arrived  at  years  to  know  all  the  meaning-  contained  in  the 
phrase,  and  it  was  a  very  long  time  since  she  had  acquired  this 
knowledge.  She  believed  herself  peculiarly  formed  to  shine  in 
society,  and  she  made  no  doubt  of  achieving  great  triumphs, 
and  forming  an  alliance  worthy  of  her  illustrious  name  and 
descent,  if  she  had  a  career  once  opened  to  her  talents.  Now 
when,  by  a  stroke  of  good  fortune,  such  a  consummation  was 
brought  within  sight — almost  within  her  reach — she,  Sophia 
Donnelly,  by  some  unaccountable  mistake,  was  left  to  vegetate 
in  the  genteel  obscurity  of  a  country  town ;  whilst  Gertrude, 
who  had  no  claims,  who  was  scarcely  good  enough  to  be  her 
lady's  maid,  was  called  from  her  very  side  to  live  in  the  para- 
dise of  London,  and  preside  over  an  establishment  of  her  own ! 


C<!>  THE   SOIIEOWS   OF  GEXTTUT?. 

It  was  enough  to  break  her  heart,  and  in  those  days  of  tight 
lacing  it  did  make  her  feel  very  poorly  indeed. 

"Upon  my  word  you  are  an  extremely  fortunate  young 
woman,"  gaid  she,  in  a  tone  impossible  to  describe ;  and  with  a 
look  of  lofty  detestation  at  Gertrude,  ehe  swept  out  of  the  room. 

Gertrude  was,  however,  too  enchanted  at  the  prospect  of  her 
liberation  to  care  either  for  the  civilities  of  her  mother-in-law 
or  for  the  spite  of  her  sister.  Her  newly-announced  prosperity 
made  her  tolerant ;  she  bore  no  malice  for  past  affronts — she 
thought  only  how  she  might  the  soonest  leave  her  present 
abode. 

She  wrote  to  Augustus  telling  him  how  happy  hia  letter  had 
made  her,  and  modestly  requesting  him  to  send  her  a  little 
money,  explaining  how  it  happened  that  she  had  spent  her 
own. 

Augustus  bestowed  a  very  unfilial  epithet  upon  his  mother ; 
but  as  he  had  now  become  as  impatient  to  see  Gertrude  again 
as  a  spoiled  child  for  a  promised  toy,  he  wasted  no  time  in  un- 
profitable words.  The  money  he  had  originally  intended  to 
send  her  had  been  nearly  spent,  and  the  first  instalment  of  his 
salary  was  not  due — but  this  did  not  materially  embarrass  him, 
for  borrowing  money  seemed  quite  as  natural  as  to  have  it  law- 
fully belong  to  him.  He  only  paused  to  think  which  of  his 
friends  he  ha.l  not  applied  to  for  the  longest  period,  and  went 
to  him.  The  sua  of  his  success  had  not  yet  Bet.  His  friend 
consented  to  lend  him  the  means  of  sending  for  his  wifo,  on  the 
promise  that  he  should  be  repaid  the  first  quarter  day.  Au- 
gustus had  many  similar  engagements  to  meet,  but  he  firmly 
believed  in  the  mysterious  and  unlimited  powers  of  his  "  salary," 
and  he  did  not  understand  the  laws  of  arithmetic. 

Part  of  the  money  he  immediately  despatched  to  Gertrude, 


THE    SOHEOWS    OP   GKXTIL1TY.  78 

and  strolling  along-  after  putting  the  letter  in  the  post  he  saw 
a  shawl  that  took  his  fancy,  and  ha  bought  it  aa  a  surprise  for 
Gertrude  on  her  arrival. 

The  house  which  Lord  Southend  had  placed  at  the  disposal 
of  his  friend  was  a  large  gloomy  mansion.  It  had  been  long 
untenanted,  and  was  much  too  large  for  them,  to  say  nothing  of 
its  being  out  of  repair  ;  but  Augustus  did  not  much  trouble  him- 
self about  the  dilapidations  that  were  out  of  sight.  The  first 
floor  was  in  pretty  good  condition,  and  it  was  all  they  would 
need.  Hq  went  to  a  broker,  and  desiring  him  to  famish  the 
first  floor,  a  garret,  and  kitchen,  in  ths  best  style,  ha  philoso- 
phically abandoned  the  remainder  of  the  dwelling. 

Female  eyes  might  hare  seen  many  deficiences,  but  when  the 
rooms  had  been  well  scoured,  and  the  walls  cleaned,  and  the 
venerable  cobwebs  removed  which  had  hung  on  them  so  long 
with  immunity,  and  the  broker  had  laid  down  the  carpets,  and 
brought  in  a  supply  of  furniture,  which,  though  old  and  of 
various  fashions,  had  still  a  certain  air  of  g-ood  society  lingering 
about  the  various  articles ;  and  when  the  windows  were  cleaned, 
and  the  daylight  could  find  its  way  through  the  heavy  and  some- 
what worm-eaten  frames,  the  improvement  was  so  great  that 
Augustus  thought  the  place  a  perfect  paradise,  and  Lord 
Southend,  who  occasionally  strolled  in  to  see  how  Augustus  was 
getting  on,  said,  "  that  he  had  no  idea  the  old  ruin  could  havo 
been  made  so  pleasant,"  and  declared  his  intention  of  coming 
very  often  to  see  him  when  he  was  settled. 

Lord  Southend  was  very  rich,  and  very  good-natured,  but  it 
was  with  a  half  disdainful,  impassive  generosity,  that  took  no 
note  of  what  it  did,  or  what  it  gave.  Many  people  lived  in  his 
prosperity,  like  mites  in  a  cheese,  and  he  hardly  knew  it.  But 
he  had  a  real  liking  for  Augustus,  he  had  taken  a  good  deal  of 


•  4  THS   SORROWS  OF  GENTILITY. 

trouble  to  get  him  placed  in  his  situation,  and  had  conferred 
many  benefits  on  him.  Originally  he  had  liked  Augustus,  be- 
cause he  amused  him;  but  gradually  he  had  grown  to  feel 
attached  to  him,  because  he  was  the  work  of  his  own  hands. 
Augustus  was  gentlemanlike,  also  he  was  an  agreeable  com- 
panion ;  he  wa3  easy  to  help,  and  had  the  rare  merit  of  accept- 
ing favours  gracefully — therein  lay  his  chief  talent.  In  spite 
of  his  propensity  to  borrow  money,  and  to  expect  his  friends  to 
make  his  fortune,  he  was  never  felt  as  the  burden  which  neces- 
sitous people  nearly  always  are  to  those  on  whom  they  hang. 
He  was  not  a  bore ;  he  had  many  friends  who  rather  liked  to 
help  him ;  but  Lord  Southend  was  the  sheet-anchor  of  his 
fortune. 

At  length  all  the  preparations  were  completed.  The  establish- 
ment consisted  of  a  middle-aged,  respectable  female  servant, 
recommended  by  the  housekeeper  at  Southend  House,  and  a 
boy  who  cleaned  the  knives  and  shoes,  and  brushed  the  clothes 
of  Augustus,  and  wore  the  species  of  livery  which  it  had  pleased 
the  tailor  to  invent  for  him. 

Augustus,  who  had  never  enjoyed  anything  in  his  life  so  much 
as  furnishing  this  hou-e,  was  as  impatient  as  a  child  for  Ger- 
trude to  arrive,  that  she  might  see  all  that  had  been  done. 

Gertrude  did  not  delay  the  preparations  for  her  departure. 
Thanks  to  the  newly  developed  benevolence  of  her  mother-in- 
law,  the  last  days  of  her  sojourn  were  much  pleasanter  than  tho 
first.  The  prospect  of  getting  rid  of  an  unwelcome  guest  al- 
ways stimulates  one's  almost  extinct  sentiment  of  hospitality 
into  a  vivacity  that  i3  quite  wonderful. 

Mrs.  Donnelly  not  only  assisted  Gertrude  in  her  packing, 
but  she  made  her  a  present  of  an  old  naval  trunk  that  had  be- 
longed to   her  husband,  with   the  inevitable   Donnelly  arms 


THE  SORROWS   OP  GENTILITY.  75 

painted  on  the  lid.  Also,  by  way  of  setting  her  np  in  house- 
keeping, she  gave  her  a  pair  of  scales — a  cookery  book,  entitled 
"Frugality  and  Elegance" — some  pickles,  made  on  a  principle 
of  her  own,  that  is  to  say,  with  salt  and  water,  instead  of  vine- 
gar, and  some  preserves  made  with  molasses  instead  of  sugar, 
and  much  good  advice  how  to  behave  as  became  a  Connelly. 
She  was  not  bad  at  heart,  this  old  lady.  If  she  had  been  rich, 
or  even  easy  in  her  circumstances,  she  would  have  been  very 
kind  in  her  way  to  all  who  would  have  allowed  her  family  pre- 
tensions ;  but  her  fortune  was  very  threadbare,  she  lived  in  a 
constant  struggle  for  ways  and  means  to  keep  "  cloth  of  gold 
and  cloth  of  frieze"  together;  and  all  her  energies  were  needed 
to  take  care  of  herself  and  her  daughter. 

A3  to  Miss  Sophia,  when  she  came  to  reflection  she  became, 
if  not  gracious,  at  least  le33  insolent,  and  even  went  so  far  as 
to  present  Gertrude  with  a  fan,  by  way  at  once  of  atonement 
and  propitiation. 

At  length  the  day  of  her  departure  came,  and  Gertrude  took 
her  place  in  the  mail  which  was  to  carry  her  to  London. 

Augustus  was  waiting  for  her  when  the  coach  stopped  at  the 
end  of  the  journey.  He  was  transported  with  delight,  and 
wondered  more  than  ever  how  he  had  endured  living  apart 
from  her  so  long.  Gertrude  on  her  side  was  very  glad  to  see 
him  again ;  and  when  they  arrived  at  the  house,  and  she  saw 
it  looking  so  cheerful,  with  good  fires  in  all  the  rooms,  and 
lighted  up  as  if  for  an  illumination,  and  the  table  which  he  had 
laid  for  supper  with  his  own  hands — it  was  such  a  contrast  to 
all  she  had  left  behind,  that  she  felt  a  regard  for  her  husband 
she  had  never  felt  before. 

Tired  as  she  was  with  her  long  journey,  Augustus  made  her 
go  over  the  rooms,  and  pointed  out  all  their  charming'  pecu- 


76  THE   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY. 

liarities ;  whilst  Gertrude  praised  everything,  and  found  every, 
thing  perfect.  Until  that  moment  she  did  not  know  how  very 
miserable  she  had  been ;  and  she  felt  like  one  in  a  dream,  or 
rather  without  knowing  whether  the  past  or  the  present  were 
the  reality. 


thb  sonaoTO  o?  aawnLnr.  ff 


CHAPTER  XIII. 

The  nest  morning  rose  in  a  London  fog,  and  the  glowing 
cheerfulness  of  the  previous  evening  wTas  quenched  in  the  thick 
yellow  clammy  atmosphere  which  penetrated  every  corner  of 
the  house  and  every  pore  of  the  skin.  The  bed-room  grate  was 
filled  with  the  ashes  of  the  burned  out  fire,  and  the  floor  was 
encumbered  with  open  trunks,  the  contents  of  which  were 
strewn  about  in  every  direction ;  but  Gertrude  had  too  much 
cause  of  thankfulness  within  her  heart  to  feel  her  spirits  de- 
pressed by  the  thickest  and  heaviest  fog  which  ever  perplexed 
the  streets.  She  dressed  herself  in  high  spirits,  and  the  break- 
fast passed  over  as  pleasantly  as  the  supper  had  done — indeed, 
the  fog  was  a  source  of  wonder  to  her,  and  she  made  her  hus- 
band "  laugh  consumedly "  by  her  astonishment  at  such  a  na- 
tural phenomenon. 

Augustus  must  have  had  a  vague  notion  that  his  wife  had  not 
been  happy  under  his  paternal  roof;  but  as  he  did  not  want  the 
trouble  of  knowing  disagreeable  details,  if  any  there  were,  he 
contented  himself  with  asking  her  carelessly  how  she  got  along 
with  his  mother  and  sister. 

Gertrude  felt  too  happy  to  care  about  past  grievances ;  and 
it  was  much  to  her  credit  that,  instead  of  trying  to  excite  his 


78  THE   SOBROWS   OP  GENTILITY. 

sympathy,  she  replied  quietly,  "  Oh !  pretty  well,  except  some- 
times"— and  then  be^an  to  talk  of  something  else. 

After  breakfast  she  had  to  see  the  house  again ;  it  did  not 
look  to  great  advantage  in  the  fog — but  Gertrude  was  deter- 
mined to  be  pleased,  and  only  begged  him  to  lock  the  doors  of 
the  empty  rooms,  "  that  they  might  not  harbour  thieves ! " 
Then  she  descended  into  the  kitchen — her  own  kitchen !  To  all 
women — young-  married  women  especially — the  "  kiiclien"  has 
a  deeper  sound  of  pride  and  sovereignty  than  the  drawing- 
room.  She  ordered  dinner  for  the  first  time  in  her  own  house, 
and  did  her  best  to  dazzle  the  eyes  of  the  respectable,  but  some- 
what consequential,  servant,  by  her  display  of  housekeeping 
wisdom,  which,  of  course,  did  not  impose  upon  her  in  the  least; 
but  the  good  looks  and  gentle  manners  of  Gertrude  propitiated 
her  good-will,  though,  naturally,  sho  much  preferred  "the 
master,"  whom  she  had  already  pronounced  to  be  a  "real 
gentleman."  She  thought  Gertrude  "  very  young  to  have  the 
care  of  a  house,"  and  prophesied  that  "  she  was  sure  to  be  im- 
posed upon  in  London  ;  but  she  was  a  nice  little  body,  who  gave 
herself  no  airs,  and  who  had  been  used  to  liberal  ways." 

The  remainder  of  the  morning  was  occupied  in  unpacking 
and  in  establishing  herself  at  iiomi;.  Augustas  forgot  all  about 
the  office  and  his  own  business  there,  to  remain  at  home  with 
Gertrude,  and  help  her  in  her  arrangements.  He  was  as  full  of 
spirits  as  a  schoolboy ;  the  charm  of  having  "  a  house  of  his 
cwn"  had  already  begun  to  work.  He  developed  the  most 
wonderful  talent  as  a  carpenter  ;  lie  knocked  up  a  set  of  shelves 
for  the  "store-room,"  and  transferred  two  old  boxes  into  beauti- 
ful foot-stools.  There  was  no  end  to  the  genius  he  showed, 
and  it  all  was  accompanied  by  the  most  beautiful  schemes  for 
making  Gertrude  "the  happiest  woman  in  the  world."     She 


THE    SOB COWS    OP   GENTILITY.  79 

was  to  have  "  everything  she  wished  for ;"  and  encouraged  to 
think  of  everything  she  would  like  best ! 

In  the  afternoon  the  fog  cleared  off,  and  one  of  the  friends  of 
Augustus  called,  curious  to  see  what  Gertrude  was  like,  but 
ostensibly  to  bring  tickets  for  the  theatre. 

Gertrude  had  never  seen  a  play  in  her  life,  and  was  half  wild 
with  delight  at  the  prospect  of  going  to  one.  Her  unbounded 
and  unsophisticated  admiration  of  all  she  saw  greatly  amused 
her  two  companions. 

Gertrude-  was  not  remarkably  clever,  but  she  was  natural 
and  unpretending,  and  extremely  good-tempered,  which  is 
always  a  stock-in-trade  of  agreeableness  sufficient  to  make  a 
woman  very  popular  with  nine  out  of  every  ten  people  she 
meets ;  added  to  this,  there  was  with  Gertrude  a  certain 
straightforward  way  of  saying  and  doing  everything  that 
gave  an  impress  of  character  and  piquancy  to  what  might 
otherwise  have  been  insipid. 

The  consequence  was  that  Gertrude  became  a  great  favourite 
with  all  her  husband's  friends. 

Gertrude  had  often  thought  of  her  mother :  the  recollection 
of  her  own  neglect  and  disobedience  lay  an  unacknowledged 
weight  upon  her  heart,  and  had  aggravated  all  her  sufferings 
under  Mrs.  Donnelly.  Still  she  was  not  come  to  her  right 
mind ;  and  she  had  delayed  writing  to  Mrs.  Slocum  (the  only 
channel  ever  left  open)  until  she  could  send  news  of  herself 
which  should  command  the  respect  and  envy  of  the  Misses 
Slocum.  Her  mother's  anxiety  was  of  secondary  importance 
compared  with  what  <:  these  Slocums "  would  think  of  her 
position  !  Now,  however,  that  she  was  installed  in  a  house  of 
her  own,  and  her  husband  had  a  "  situation  un,ler  government," 
her  vanity  raised  no  more  obstacles,  and  her  first  employment 


80  TUB    SOItROWS    0?    flBXTiLITY. 

was  to  write  her  mother  a  long  latter,  umder  cover  to  Mrs. 
Slocum. 

Tkere  ensued  a  few  very  happy  months  in  the  life  of  Ger- 
trude. 

Augustus  was  fond  of  his  wife,  and  very  proud  of  her,  and 
with  husbands,  their  estimation  of  their  wives  goes  a  great 
deal  by  the  degree  of  pride  they  are  able  to  take  in  them. 

He  spent  all  his  time  at  home,  when  not  at  his  business,  and 
knew  no  pleasure  but  that  of  taking  her  about  to  see  all  the 
sights  of  London  :  he  went  nowhere  without  her,  and  bid  fair 
to  become  quite  a  domestic  character. 

Careless  as  had  been  his  own  habits,  he  showed  discretion  in 
the  associates  he  introduced  to  his  wife.  They  were  mostly 
young  men,  like  himself,  for  during  his  baehelor-life  he  had  not 
had  occasion  to  cultivate  female  society ;  but  they  all  treated 
Gertrude  with  great  respect,  and  showed  hor  much  kindness 
in  many  ways. 

Sho  made  the  house  very  pleasant,  and  those  who  had  the 
?;;/;■?.!  to  it  liked  to  go  there.  It  certainly  was  a  questionable 
position  for  a  young  woman  to  be  placed  in ;  but  Gertrude  had 
never  been  brought  up  in  society,  and  she  did  not  know  but 
what  it  was  the  most  natural  thing  in  the  world  for  her  hus- 
band to  bring  his  bachelor-friends  homo.  She  never  dreamed 
that  it  was  possible  for  a  "  married  woman  "  to  flirt,  or  to  en- 
ileavour  to  attract  any  man's  attention  except  her  husband's. 
She  had  a  vague  idea  that,  sooner  or  later,  every  woman,  "  after 
she  was  married,"  settled  down  into  something  like  her  mother 
3r  old  Mrs.  Slocum.  Meanwhile,  she  conducted  herself  with  a 
jertain  unconcious  prudence,  an  instinctive  delicacy  and  modesty, 
diat  effectually  kept  her  from  any  practical  danger  that  might 
aave   arisen  from  her  exposed  position.     However  essential 


THE  SORROWS  OF  GENTILITY.  81 

an  "  accomplished  seducer  "  or  an  "  insidious  villain  "  may  be 
to  novels,  still  many  women  pass  through  life  as  entirely 
unmolested  by  them  as  by  the  wild  beasts  in  Wombwell's 
menagerie.  Gertrude,  happily,  was  ignorant  of  their  existence. 
The  real  danger  that  beset  both  her  and  her  husband  was  the 
prosaic  one  of  running  into  debt,  and  spending  a  great  deal 
more  money  than  they  could  afford. 

The  charming  dinners  and  little  suppers,  which  they  gave 
abundantly,  and  their  excursions  and  parties  to  the  Play,  ran 
away  with  all  the  salary  due  to  Augustus  for  the  first  quarter ; 
and,  of  course,  the  debts  previously  contracted  had  to  stand  over 
for  their  hope  of  liquidation  to  the  next  quarter-day.  The  loans 
were  all  luckily  from  friends  who  did  not  press  for  payment, 
and  the  chiof  creditor  was  the  broker  from  whom  the  furnifcuro 
had  been  hired,  and  ha  was  pacified  by  a  small  instalment  and  a 
promissory  note.     They  had  three  more  months  before  them. 

But  this  pleasant  state  of  things  came  to  an  end,  and,  like 
many  other  misfortunes,  arrived  in  the  disguise  of  something 
highly  fortunate. 


32  THE   SOK'.iOTS   OF   GSXflMTY. 


CHAPTER  XIV- 

Wheit  Lord  Southend's  mother  arrived  in  London  for  the 
season,  her  son  told  her  the  history  of  Augustus  and  his  wife, 
and  entreated  her  notice  and  protection  for  Gertrude. 

Old  Lady  Southend  was,  in  her  way,  as  proud  of  her  rank  and 
birth  as  Mrs.  Donnelly  herself;  and  much  as  she  loved  her  son, 
would  sooner  have  seen  him  dead  than  the  victim  of  a  Viesal- 
liance;  but  she  was  too  lofty  and  too  self-sustained  to  need  any 
support  for  her  pretensions  from  external  aid.  She  had  no  fear 
of  compromising  her  dignity  by  admitting  persons  of  a  lower 
station  into  her  society,  if  sue  happened  to  like  them.  She 
never  forgot  that  she  was  "Lady  Southend;"  and  whatever  she 
chose  to  do  was  right  in  her  own  eyes.  She  was,  moreover, 
though  abundantly  whimsical  and  impertinent,  rather  kind- 
hearted  than  otherwise,  and  did  not  want  for  good  sense. 

When  her  son  made  his  petition  in  behalf  of  Gertrude,  she 
made  no  difficulty ;  she  liked  to  know  who  and  what  the  people 
were  with  whom  her  son  frequented,  but  she  \evy  sensibly  told 
him  that  he  was  doing  his  present  proteges  no  real  kindness  in 
introducing  them  to  society  above  their  ways  and  means. 
"However,"  she  added,  "that  is  their  concern;  you  shall  never 
make  a  request  to  me  in  vain.  I  will  see  the  wife ;  and  if  she 
is  inoffensive,  and  not  vulgar,  I  will  try  what  I  can  do  with  her. 


THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY.  83 

Let  her  call  on  me  to-morrow  at  twelve  o'clock."  This  message 
was  duly  conveyed,  and  received  by  Augustus  and  Gertrude  with 
becoming  gratitude. 

The  next  morning  Gertrude  dressed  herself  with  great  care. 
At  her  earnest  request  Augustus  stopped  at  home  to  give  his 
opinion  and  advice  as  to  what  she  should  wear.  When  her 
toilet  was  completed,  he  declared  she  looked  like  an  angel,  and 
handed  her  into  the  glass  coach  which  he  had  been  to  fetch 
himself. 

Gertrude  felt  terribly  nervous  when  she  was  ushered  into  the 
old  lady's  dressing-room ;  but  the  visit  passed  over  better  than 
she  expected.  Lady  Southend  understood  all  about  her  at  a 
glance ;  but  she  was  pleased  with  her  appearance,  and  with  her 
unaffected  manner  of  replying  to  all  the  questions  she  was 
asked.  After  an  audience  of  half-an-hour  Gertrude  was 
graciously  dismissed. 

Augustus  was  waiting  to  receive  her  on  her  return  home. 

"Well,  and  how  did  you  get  on  ?"  he  asked,  impatiently. 

"  Very  well,  indeed.  She  is  as  plain  as  possible  in  all  her 
ways,  and  I  felt  as  much  at  my  ease  as  if  I  had  known  her  all 
my  life,  I  wonder  why  she  is  said  to  be  so  proud ;  she  did  not 
show  herself  so  to  me.  I  don't  think  she  is  the  grand  court 
lady  your  mother  is,  for  e-xample." 

"  Yon  see  my  mother  feels  herself  obliged  to  keep  up  her 
dignity,  or  else  people  would  not  know  who  she  is ;  while  every- 
body knows  that  her  ladyship  is  her  ladyship." 

Shortly  afterwards  Gertrude  and  Augustus  received  an  invi- 
tation to  an  assembly  at  Southend  House,  which  involved  the 
necessity  of  a  new  dress  for  Gertrude,  and  a  new  waistcoat,  of 
the  most  expensive  fashion,  for  Augustus,  and  a  great  expendi- 
ture for  a  coach  to  take  them  and  bring  them  back. 


84  THE   SORROWS   OP   GENTILITY. 

The  assembly  was  large  and  dull.  Gertrude  was  acquainted 
with  no  one.  Lady  Southend  was  too  busy  to  pay  much  atten- 
tion to  her.  Lord  Southend  spoke  to  her  when  she  came  in, 
and  presented  a  partner  to  her,  but  he  himself  was  obliged  to 
be  elsewhere.  Augustus  was  at  a  card-table,  playing  much 
higher  than  he  ought  to  have  done ;  and  Gertrude,  when  the 
dance  was  over,  sat  down  in  a  distant  corner  between  two  fat 
old  ladies  covered  with  diamonds.  They  looked  at  her  as 
though  surprised  at  her  intrusion,  but  preserved  a  lofty  silence. 
Gertrude  ventured  a  timid  observation ;  but  instead  of  a  reply 
she  obtained  a  look  which  effectually  silenced  her,  and  left  the 
feeling  that  she  had  committed  gome  unpardonable  breach  of 
politeness. 

She  sat  looking  at  the  moving  brilliant  crowd  before  her, — 
looking  at  the  rooms  and  the  decorations, — repeating  to  herself, 
to  fix  it  as  a  fact  upon  her  memory,  which  was  not  hereafter  to 
be  denied,  that  she  was  at  "  Southend  House," — at  "  Lady 
Southend's  assembly," — a  member  of  the  same  company  with 
Lords,  Dukes,  Countesses,  and  even  Princesses  for  anything  she 
knew  to  the  contrary !  She  thought  of  Mrs.  Donnelly  and  Miss 
Sophia ;  and  in  fancying  to  herself  all  that  they  would  say  and 
think  if  they  could  see  her  there,  she  disguised  the  dulness  of 
the  present  moment,  and  the  very  little  real  satisfaction  she 
enjoyed  in  this  realisation  of  all  ber  most  ambitious  dreams. 

Our  dreams  and  desires,  when  they  seem  to  be  the  most 
completely  realised,  generally  come  to  ns  with  some  essential 
element  omitted,  which  makes  them  consequently  fall  very  flat 
and  savourless.  Gertrude's  secret  day-dreams  had  been  to  mix 
in  good  society, — to  go  to  the  balls  and  parties  of  persons  of 
real  quality  and  distinction.  Here  she  was,  in  the  midst  of  a 
party  of  the  elite  of  the  land !     She  was  in  the  very  best  society 


THE   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY.  85 

possible,  and  yet  she  found  it  dull,  and  she  was  doing  anything 
but  enjoying  herself.  She  felt  overlooked  and  neglected,  and 
neglect  ia  neglect ;  however  extenuating  the  circumstances,  the 
effect  is  equally  unpleasant.  Gertrude,  in  her  reveries  and  air 
castles,  had  never  contemplated  such  an  accident ! 

At  length  Augustus  came  to  seek  her ;  the  evening  was  at 
an  end,  it  was  time  to  go  home.  He  looked  flushed  and  vexed, 
he  had  lost  a  great  deal  of  money,  he  had  drunk  more  wine 
than  he  ought  to  have  done,  and  had  got  into  a  dispute.  With 
some  difficulty  they  gained  their  coach ;  and  wearied  and  dis- 
satisfied with  their  debut  in  fashionable  life,  they  retired  to  rest 
almost  without  speaking  to  each  other.  Gertrude  was  only 
jaded,  but  Augustus  was  sulky. 

In  a  day  or  two,  however,  the  actual  honour  and  glory  of 
baving  spent  an  evening  in  each  high  society  expanded  in  full 
bloom. 

Gertrude  took  occasion  to  write  to  her  august  mother-in-law 
a  full  account  of  their  visit,  adding,  for  the  benefit  of  Miss 
Sophia,  a  graphic  description  of  the  different  dresses,  the  style 
in  which  the  ladies  wore  their  hair,  not  failing  to  celebrate  with 
raptures  the  superb  diamonds  and  other  jewels  which  had 
flashed  upon  her  eyes. 

This  letter  waa  intended  to  be  a  sort  of  mild  revenge  for  all 
the  contumely  which  she  had  endured  at  the  hands  of  the  ladies 
to  whom  it  wa9  addressed.  She  knew  it  would  be  gall  and 
wormwood  to  Miss  Sophia,  and  she  therefore  added  every  detail 
she  could  recollect,  speaking  of  it,  at  the  same  time,  in  a  calm 
unexcited  tone,  as  if  the  ordinary  tenour  of  her  life  lay  in  the 
ranks  of  the  aristocracy.  She  spoke  familiarly  of  Lord  Southend 
"  sitting  in  her  drawing-room  and  poking  all  the  fire  out  of  the 
grate,"  and  added  a  variety  of  little  incidents  about  the  tickets 


86  Till!   S0EE0W3  OP  GEKTILITY. 

brought  to  her  for  the  opera,  and  her  unlimited  command  of 
boxes  for  the  theatre. 

She  had  to  pay  dearly  for  this  little  vengeance,  though,  to  be 
sure,  the  event  must  have  come  sooner  or  later,  but  it  certainly 
brought  about  the  crisis  much  sooner  than  it  would  otherwise 
have  occurred. 

Mrs.  Donnelly  read  the  letter  through  with  compressed  lips, 
and  then  handed  it  to  her  daughter,  only  observing,  "  Upon  my 
word,  it  will  be  well  if  that  young  woman's  head  be  not  turned 
at  iue  rate  she  seems  going  on." 

Miss  Sophia  read  it,  and  burst  fairly  into  tear3,  exclaiming 
between  her  sobs  : — 

"  The  mode  in  which  she  speaks  of  things  and  persons  so 
much  above  her,  is  perfectly  audacious  !  It  is  really  too  bad  to 
see  such  advantage's  falling  to  the  lot  of  a  low  creature  who  has 
disgraced  our  family,  whilst  WE,  its  natural  representatives,  are 
buried  in  this  obscure  hole,  seeing  no  one,  hearing  nothing,  and 
going  nowhere.  Really,  ma'am,  I  do  not  see  but  that  we  have 
as  good  a  right  to  live  in  London  as  Augustus  and  his  precious 
wife ! " 

"  Gently,  my  dear,  gently,"  replied  her  mother.  "  Tou  are 
such  a  dear  impulsive  creature  !  It  is  the  dearest  wish  of  my 
heart  to  see  you  in  the  metropolis,  moving  in  the  circle  to  which 
you  were  born,  and  admired  as  you  ought  to  be ;  but  leave  me 
to  manage  with  your  brother.  Unless  v,-e  act  with  judgment, 
his  wife  will  have  influence  enough  with  him  to  keep  such  a 
formidable  rival  as  you  would  be  at  a  distance.  You  must 
make  your  calls  without  me  to  day ;  you  can  excuse  me  to  our 
friends  on  the  plea  of  illness." 

Miss  Sophia  suffered  herself  to  be  comforted,  and  departed  on 
her  round  of  morning  calls,  taking  with  her,  however,  Ger- 


THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY.  87 

trade's  letter,  with  which  she  failed  not  to  edify  hei'  audience, 
and  to  impress  upon  them  that  her  brother  and  his  wife  were 
persons  of  importance  in  the  very  best  circles  of  society  !  Lady 
Southend's  party  did  plenty  of  duty. 

"  How  far  a  little  candle  shed  its  rays ! 
So  shines  a  good  deed  in  this  naught}'  world." 


88  THE   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY. 


ClIArTER  XV. 

About  a  fortnight  after  the  foregoing  incident,  as  Augustus 
and  Gertrude  were  at  breakfast,  a  letter  arrived  from  Mrs. 
Donnelly  to  her  son.  She  spoke  pathetically  of  her  "  failing 
health,"  and  her  desire  to  procure  better  medical  advice  than 
their  town  afforded;  she  declared  her  intention  of  coming  up 
to  London,  with  Sophia,  if  she  could  succocd  in  lotting  her  house 
for  the  term  of  her  absence,  and  begged  Augustus  to  inquire 
about  lodgings  for  them. 

"  I  tell  you  what,"  said  Augustus,  helping  himself  to  a  middle 
piece  of  buttered  toast,  and  tossing  the  letter  to  Gertrude,  "  a 
capital  idea  has  just  struck  me;  there  is  room  enough  in  this 
house  for  all  of  U3  without  quarrelling  ;  and  if  my  mother  were 
to  let  her  house  and  to  bring  her  furniture  here,  we  might  send 
this  we  aro  using  back  to  tho  broker ;  wo  are  paying  a  tremen- 
dous price  for  the  use  of  it,  I  can  tell  you  ;  the  man  sent  in  his 
bill  again  yesterday.  It  is  a  most  extravagant  way  of  going  to 
work;  I  would  never  hire  furniture  again." 

Poor  Gertrude  could  only  gasp  out,  "  You  surely  do  not  meau 
your  mother  and  sister  to  live  with  us  here ! " 

"  And  why  not,  pray  ?  " 

"  Oh,  no,  please  not,  dear  Augustus,  it  will  be  so  dreadful." 

"  If  you  will  assign  any  good  reason  that  it  should  not  be  as 


THE   SORROWS   01?   GENTILITY.  89 

I  wiah,  I  will  attend  to  you ;  but  you  seem  to  have  no  idea  of 
the  necessity  of  economy,  and  to  indulge  in  nothing  but  your 
own  fancies." 

"  Indeed,  I  don't  care  how  saving  we  are,  and  I  will  try  to 
be  so ;  but  you  do  not  know  what  it  is  to  live  with  your  mother, 
or  you  would  not  talk  of  having  her  to  live  with  us." 

This  was  the  nearest  approach  to  a  complaint  Gertrude  had 
ever  made ;  but  it  had  no  effect  upon  her  husband,  who  just 
then  was  possessed  solely  by  the  idea  of  the  wonderful  advan- 
tage of  having  furniture  without  paying  for  it.  He  desired 
Gertrude  "  not  to.  be  foolish,"  and  went  off  to  his  office,  where, 
in  the  natural  course  of  thing3,  not  having  much  to  do,  with 
the  precipitancy  of  a  procrastinating  man,  he  wrote  off  to  his 
mother  proposing  that  she  should  bring  her  furniture  to  London, 
and  that  they  should  all  live  together." 


90  THE   SOSSOV/3   0?  GENTILITY. 


CHAPTER  XVI. 

"A  letter  from  London,  ma'am  ;  elevenpence,  if  yon  please," 
said  Mrs.  Donnelly's  foot-boy,  entering1  the  breakfast-rooni  with 
the  missive  in  question  on  a  silver  waiter. 

"  Postage  is  very  expensive,"  said  Miss  Sophia,  querulously ; 
"  I  hope  it  is  not  one  of  Gertrude's  flimsy,  vain  letters,  about 
her  visits  and  grand  parties  at  home  and  abroad.  It  is  wonder- 
ful to  see  the  audacity  of  that  young  woman  ;  she  mixes  in  good 
society  as  though  she  had  been  born  to  it.  She  will  bring 
Augustus  to  the  Gazette  for  his  foolish  indulgence  of  all  her 
whims." 

Mrs.  Donnelly  had  been  reading  her  letter,  unheeding  the 
pearls  and  diamonds  which  which  were  distilling  from  the  lips 
of  her  fair  daughter ;  she  now  looked  up  and  said,  "What  is  it, 
my  dear  ?  What  has  annoyed  you  ?  Kead  this  to  comfort  you, 
and  tell  me  if  I  am  not  a  good  general  where  the  interest  of 
my  darling  Sophia  is  concerned." 

Miss  Sophia  read  her  brother's  letter  with  a  satisfaction  that, 
in  spite  of  her  efforts,  showed  itself  upon  her  countenance ;  she 
was  provoked  at  feeling  so  pleased. 

"  You  observe,"  said  she,  "  that  Gertrude  does  not  appear  in 
all  this  :  depend  upon  it,  she  will  do  all  in  her  power  to  hinder 


THE   SOEROWS   OF   GENTILITY.  91 

our  going  to  live  in  London.  She  hates  us,  of  that  I  am  con- 
vinced." 

"  Ko,  my  dear,  to  do  Gertrude  justice,  she  has  never  failed  in 
the  due  respect  she  owes  both  to  you  and  to  me.  I  am  inclined 
to  think  that,  inexperienced  as  she  is,  she  has  got  embarrassed 
amongst  the  details  of  housekeeping.  A  young  creature  out 
of  the  schoolroom,  how  should  she  know  any  better !  The 
heart  of  poor  Augustus  was  always  in  the  right  place ;  he 
would  be  glad  to  have  his  poor  old  mother  to  give  an  eye  to 
his  household  affairs.  I  do  not  deny  that  it  will  be  for  his  ulti- 
mate benefit,  but  I  own  I  am  pleased  that  he  wishes  us  to  share 
his  home  and  his  prosperity." 

"  And  are  we  to  be  under  the  dominion  of  Gertrude  ?  "  asked 
Miss  Sophia,  sharply  ;  "  it  will  be  more  than  I  can  endure  with 
composure  to  see  her  at  the  head  of  the  family,  whilst  you, 
ma'am,  are  to  be  made  a  mere  cypher;  for  my  part,  I  see  little 
to  rejoice  at  in  the  arrangement." 

"  Gently,  my  dear.  Of  course  I  am  not  going  to  leave  my 
own  peaceful  and  well  loved  home  to  live  with  two  young 
people  like  Augustus  and  Gertrude  without  some  distinct  under- 
standing of  our  relative  position.  You  may  depend  upon  it 
that  I  shall  consult  both  your  dignity  and  my  own." 

"  When  do  you  suppose  we  shall  go  ? "  said  Miss  Sophia 
abruptly,  after  a  pause. 

"  It  will  take  some  time  to  arrange  my  affairs  here,  and  we 
had  better  not  seem  too  eager  to  agree  to  the  proposal.  Many 
things  will  have  to  be  settled  before  we  come  to  any  definite 
conclusion ;  I  shall,  however,  write  to  your  brother  by  the  next 
post." 

Mrs.  Donnelly  piqued  herself  upon  her  powers  of  diction,  and 
certainly  it  was  not  always  easy  to  discover  what  she  meant  by 


92  THE    S03E0W5    OF   GEXTILITT. 

■what  she  sail.  She  wrote  ft  letter  to  Augustus,  dilating  upon 
the  charms  of  the  town  of  Springfield,  the  beauty  of  the  sur- 
rounding neighbourhood,  the  pleasant  society,  the  extreme 
respect  and  esteem  which  she  enjoyed,  and  the  charm  that 
everybody  found  in  the  conversation,  manners,  and  elegant 
accomplishments  of  -diss  Sophia  ;  of  the  great  convenience  and 
spaciousness  of  her  house  (vrliieh  was  her  own)  ;  of  the  small 
expense  at  which  she  was  able  to  keep  up  an  equality  with  the 
best  families  in  the  county — in  fact,  it  was  an  elaborate  essay 
on  the  blessings  and  comforts  that  surrounded  the  mother  of 
Augustus,  suggesting  the  question,  what  equivalent  he  could 
offer  that  she  should  leave  all  this  paradise  of  advantages  to 
live  in  noisy,  dark,  smoky  London?  She  nattered  his  vanity 
as  a  man,  praised  his  conduct  as  a  son,  enlarged  on  her  own 
affection  as  a  mother,  and,  in  conclusion,  regretted  gently,  but 
very  gently,  that  a  man  like  him  should  not  have  a  wife  in  every 
respect  worthy  of  him,  anl  capable  of  appreciating  him  as  he 
deserved. 

The  old  lady,  to  do  her  justice,  was  quite  sincere  in  her  flat- 
tery  —  she  candidly  bel level  that  her  son  Augustus  and  her 
daughter  Sophia  were  peculiar  specimens  of  human  perfection ; 
but  the  flattery,  in  this  instance,  was  employed  to  carry  a  point 
upon  which  she  had  set  her  heart,  and  was  not  an  overflow  of 
maternal  affection,  as  she  intended  Augustus  to  believe. 

The  letter  despatched,  she  awaited  the  result,  like  a  spider  in 
her  web,  with  confidence  and  composure.  Poor  Gertrude,  in 
the  meanwhile,  was  not  inactive.  The  prospect  of  having  her 
mother-in-law  and  sister-in-law  for  permanent  inmates  was  too 
dreadful  for  her  not  to  use  all  means  to  avert  it.  All  the  com- 
fort of  her  future  life  was  at  stake.  She  divined  that  she 
should  obtain  nothing  by  appealing  to  her  husband's  justice  or 


THE  SORROWS   OP  GENTILITY.  93 

to  his  affeotion,  or  to  any  quality  the  exorcise  of  which  entailed 
the  smallest  sacrifice  of  his  own  convenience.  Lord  Southend 
called  in  whilst  she  was  disconsolately  thinking  what  she  should 
say  to  Augustus  to  persuade  him  not  to  make  her  so  very  miser- 
able. He  had  always  been  very  kind  to  Gertrude  ;  he  had  a  frank 
and  cordial  regard  for  her,  and  wondered  how  she  could  ever 
have  been  so  much  in  love  with  hia  friend  Augustus  as  to  make 
a  runaway  match  with  him.  Finding  her  this  afternoon  in  low 
spirits,  he  good-naturedly  endeavoured  to  find  out  the  cause. 
Gertrude,  with  the  impulsive  straightforwardness  which  was 
the  chief  feature  of  her  character,  told  him  the  terrible  inflic- 
tion that  was  impending. 

Lord  Southend  felt  very  sorry  for  her,  and  was  insensibly 
flattered  by  being  so  frankly  taken  into  hor  confidence.  He 
promised  to  talk  to  Augustus,  and  to  dissuade  him  from  his 
project.  He  exhorted  Gertrude  to  keep  np  hor  spirits,  and 
finally  delivered  the  message  he  had  brought  from  his  mother, 
to  the  effect  that  she  would  call  for  Gertrude  that  evening  to 
go  the  theatre  to  see  Mrs.  Siddons. 

This  was  very  effectual  distraction  to  her  thoughts  for  the 
time  being.  Augustus  came  in — he  was  in  high  good  humour 
— delighted  to  hear  of  the  invitation.  He  was  always  pleased 
to  have  Gertrude  noticed  by  Lady  Southend,  or  by  any  one 
whom  he  considered  a  person  of  importance.  Gertrude  felt  the 
advantage,  and  determined  to  use  it. 

Lady  Southend  called  for  her  at  the  appointed  time,  and 
brought  her  back  Augustus  was  at  home — he  came  to  the 
door  to  receive  Gertrude,  and  to  make  his  bow  to  her  ladyship 
— his  vanity  was  gratified — and  Gertrude  shone  with  the 
reflected  lustre  of  Lady  Southend's  favour.  Gertrude's  virtues 
had  never  produced  half  the  effect  of  this  visit  to  the  theatre 


94  THE   SOREOWS  OF  GENTILITY. 

with  Lady  Southend.     Gertrude  was  not  given  to  metaphysics, 
she  accepted  facts  as  she  found  them. 

There  was  a  bright  fire,  and  a  nice  little  supper  all  ready. 
After  supper  Mr.  Augustus  mixed  himself  a  tumbler  of  whisky 
toddy — and  Gertrude,  feeling  this  to  be  a  propitious  moment, 
led  the  conversation  to  the  projected  introduction  of  Mrs. 
Donnelly  into  their  household. 

She  told  him  of  the  life  she  had  led  with  his  mother,  she  de- 
scribed  their  "  sitting  for  company,"  and  the  domestic  eclipse 
afterwards,  the  genteel  card  and  supper  parties,  and  the  house- 
hold fasts  that  succeeded ;  but  she  made  it  amusing-  rather  than 
pathetic.  She  spoke  also  of  the  contumely  to  which  she  herself 
had  been  subjected — but  she  touched  lightly  on  this,  for 
Augustus  had  an  idea  of  his  mother's  dignity  that  was  won- 
derful, and  she  had  impressed  Gertrude  herself  with  the  idea 
that  she  was  the  very  type  and  ideal  of  a  great  lady — faith  is 
a  great  solvent,  the  toughest  and  stubbornest  facts — of  contrary 
facts,  melt  under  its  influence  like  wax. 

About  his  sister  she  was  less  reserved — there  is  a  natural 
enmity  between  sisters-in-law — they  always  speak  candidly  of 
each  other. 

The  result  was,  that  by  the  time  Mr.  Augustus  had 
come  to  the  end  of  his  second  tumbler  he  saw  matters  in 
quite  a  different  point  of  view  to  what  they  had  appeared 
before. 

""Well,  my  dear  girl!"  said  he,  rising,  "you  shall  never  be 
made  miserable  by  me  or  mine — you  are  a  good  girl,  and  I  am 
proud  of  you.  You  shall  keep  the  money,  and  manage  every- 
thing as  you  please.  Lord  Southend  says  you  are  the  most 
prudent  woman  he  knows." 

"  Well,  then,  dear  Augustus,"  interrupted  Gertrude,  anxious 


THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY.  95 

to  bring  him  back  to  the  main  question,  "  you  promise  me  that 
your  mother  shall  not  come  to  live  with  us  ?  " 

"  You  may  set  your  mind  at  resfc  about  that — I  will  write 
again  to  tell  her  we  have  changed  our  plans." 

"Write  again  to  her!  Oh,  Augustus,  surely  you  have  not 
written  already  without  talking  the  matter  over,"  said  poor 
Gertrude,  in  dismay. 

"  Why,  you  see  I  had  half-an-hour  at  the  office  to  spare,  and 
I  thought  it  might  as  well  be  done  at  once  as  put  off.  I  owed 
Vze  old  lady  a  letter,  besides.  I  only  sounded  her  upon  the 
subject;  but  I  will  write  again  to-morrow,  I  promise,  or  you 
may  do  so  yourself.  My  dear  Gertrude,  you  are  a  sensible 
woman,  and  if  every  wife  could  talk  to  her  husband  as  rationally 
as  you  do,  there  would  be  more  happy  marriages." 

Gertrude  was  not  altogether  re-assured  even  by  this  compli- 
ment. She  felt  a  misgiving  as  to  the  effect  of  her  husband's 
letter  ;  but  it  was  clearly  of  no  use  to  say  more  just  then — so 
resolving  that  her  first  occupation  the  next  day  should  be  to 
write  to  her  majestic  mother-in-law,  she  lighted  her  bed  candle 
and  went  up  stairs. 


90  THE   SORROWS  OF  GEXTILITY. 


CHAPTER  XVII 

Lettbrs  took  longer  to  travel  in  those  days ;  Gertrude's  letter 
crossed  Mrs.  Donnelly's.  Mr.  Augustus  had  already  slightly 
relapsed  from  his  faith  in  his  wife's  opinion ;  his  mother's  letter 
appealed  to  all  his  Treak  points ;  a  fit  of  filial  devotion  came 
orer  him,  and  he  thought  it  would  be  an  admirable  compromise 
to  invite  his  mother  and  sister  for  a  long  visit. 

"  See,  Gertrude,"  said  he,  "  my  mother  seems  to  have  as  little 
wish  to  give  up  her  bouse  to  live  with  us,  as  you  can  have  that 
she  should  do  so ;  read  it  for  yourself.  But  I  tell  you  what,  wo 
ought  to  invito  the  old  lady  and  Sophia  to  come  for  a  visit :  I 
should  be  unnatural  if  I  did  not.  I  will  write  her  an  affec- 
tionate letter,  and  say  we  both  hope  to  see  them  for  a3  long  as 
they  can  make  it  convenient — what  do  you  say  to  that?" 

Gertrude  could  have  said  a  great  deal;  but  she  bad  tho 
prudence  to  be  silent.     It  was  not  "  a  time  to  speak." 

Poor  Gertrude,  with  her  innocent  stratagems,  was  no  match 
for  Mrs.  Donnelly's  determination.    Fortune  was  against  her  too. 

It  happened  (providentially,  as  Mrs.  Donnelly  deemed  it;  but 
quite  the  reverse,  as  Gertrude  viewed  the  matter)  that  a  lady  of 
Mrs.  Donnelly's  acquaintance  wrote  at  this  time  to  inquire  into 
the  probability  of  Bucces3  there  would  be  for  a  first-rate 
Boarding-school  for  young  ladies  at  Springfield. 


THE   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY.  97 

Mrs.  Donnelly  immediately  wrote  to  intimate  that  a  first-rate 
Boarding-school  was  the  one  thing  needed  to  put  the  finishing 
touch  to  the  prosperity  of  Springfield.  She  enumerated  at 
least  a  dozen  families  who  were  ardently  desirous  to  see  the 
advent  of  an  accomplished  school-mistress.  She  dwelt  on  all 
the  advantages  of  the  situation,  declared  that  a  competent 
person  would  find  at  once  an  opening  both  to  fame  and  fortune, 
and  concluded  by  offering  to  let  her  own  house  at  a  moderate 
rent,  as  she  was  about  to  accept  the  invitation  of  her  son  to  go 
up  to  London  to  superintend  his  house,  as  his  young  wife  was 
delicate  and  unequal  to  the  fatigue!  This  letter  brought  the 
answer  she  desired.  The  lady  allowed  herself  to  be  persuaded; 
she  agreed  to  take  Mrs.  Donnelly's  house  on  a  lease,  and  Mrs. 
Donnelly  showed  herself  an  admirable  hand  at  driving  a  bar- 
gain. Several  weeks  of  necessity  elapsed  whilst  this  affair  was 
pending,  during  which,  as  Gertrude  received  no  reply  to  her 
letter,  she  had  begun  to  flatter  herself  that  her  invitation  had 
been  dismissed,  and  that  her  mother-in-law  was  afraid  of  the 
long  journey:  she  never  referred  to  the  subject,  from  a  vague 
fear  of  bringing  some  reality  upon  herself.  One  day  Augustus 
said,  "  By-the-bye,  it  is  strange  my  mother  has  taken  no  notice 
of  your  letter.     I  wonder  whether  it  reached  her." 

"  Oh  yes,"  said  Gertrude,  faintly,  "  I  have  no  fear  about  that. 
I  dare  say,  now  we  have  spoken  of  it,  that  we  shall  hear  very 
soon." 

Two  days  afterwards,  a  letter  addressed  to  Augustus,  in  the 
well-known  handwriting  of  Mrs.  Donnelly,  sealed  with  the 
enormous  coat  of  arms  in  a  lozenge,  was  lying  on  the  breakfast 
table  when  they  came  down  stairs.  It  was  short  and  to  the 
purpose,  and  left  no  room  for  any  hope  or  illusion.  She  stated 
that  she  had  "  re-considered  her  dear  son's  proposal — that  an 
8 


98  THE    SOEBOWS    OF    GENTILITY. 

advantageous  opportunity  to  let  her  house  having  offered,  she 
had  felt  it  her  duty  to  accept  it,  and  that  she  felt  happy  at  the 
prospect  of  spending  the  evening  of  her  days  in  the  midst  of 
her  dear  children." 

<;  Well,  there  is  nothing-  for  it  now,1'  said  Mr.  Augustus, 
giving  Gertrude  his  mother's  letter,  '"  and  perhaps,  after  all,  it 
may  be  for  the  best — who  knows ;  anyhow  we  shall  have  the 
furniture,  which  will  be  a  great  saving.  Do  you  know  we  are 
paying  at  the  rate  of  eighty  pounds  a  year  for  these  sticks  of 
things?  I  tell  you  what,  my  dear  girl,  you  must  be  more 
frugal;  our  expenses  are  terrible.  I  am  sure  I  don't  know  how 
the  money  goes." 

"  Does  your  mother  intend  to  pay  us  for  their  board  r "  asked 
Gertrude. 

"Good  heavens,  how  vou  talk,"  said  Mr.  Augustus,  indig- 
nantly ;  ''  do  you  think  I  am  goinq-  to  charge  my  own  mother 
and  sister  for  every  bit  they  put  into  their  mouths — where  did 
you  get  such  notions  I  would  like  to  know  r " 

"  But  in  that  case,  our  expenses  would  be  increased  instead  of 
lessened." 

"  How  do  you  make  that  out  ?  What  is  enough  for  one  is 
enough  for  two,  as  everybody  knows." 

"  But  you  will  find  that  more  in  the  house  will  make  a  great 
difference.     My  mother  used  to  say " 

"  Your  mother  ! "  said  Mr.  Augustus,  scornfully  ;  "  and  do  you 
consider  that  anything  your  mother  could  ever  say  would  apply 
to  mine?  Your  mother  never  gave  you  sixpence  towards 
housekeeping,  nor  a  stool  nor  a  chair  towards  furnishing ;  you 
never  brought  me  a  farthing  of  money  You  talk  because  I 
think  it  right  to  have  my  own  mother  and  sister  to  live  with  me — 
what  is  it  to  you  if  I  choose  to  spend  my  money  on  them  ?  " 


THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY.  99 

Poor  Gertrude  was  crying  too  bitterly  to  reply.  Possibly  it 
was  the  only  answer  her  husband  would  have  understood.  He 
had  never  seen  her  cry  in  that  way  before. 

But  it  was  not  about  him  or  his  unkindness  she  was  weeping1 ; 
it  was  the  sharp  sting  of  her  own  conscience  which  gave  bitter- 
ness to  her  husband's  words.  She  had  despised  her  father  and 
mother,  and  now  there  was  no  eye  to  pity  her ;  whatever 
happened,  she  had  deserved  everything;  it  was  her  own  dis- 
obedience that  had  brought  her  mother  into  contempt :  it  was 
the  bitterest  moment  she  had  yet  known.  Mr.  Augustus  felt 
very  awkward :  he  had  not  intended  his  words  to  mean  anything 
beyond  the  ill-temper  of  the  moment. 

"  Come,  come,  Ger.,  don't  take  on  in  that  way.  I  am  very 
sorry  if  I  hurt  you :  I  did  not  mean  it.  Come,  come,  this  is  our 
first  real  quarrel ;  you  must  forgive  and  forget.  There,  that 
■will  do — give  me  a  kiss,  and  wipe  your  eyes." 

Bat  that  was  not  so  easily  done.  With  a  strong  effort  of  self- 
control,  however,  she  rose  and  left  the  breakfast-table — she 
went  to  her  own  room  and  struggled  to  recover  her  composure. 
In  a  short  time  she  returned.  Her  husband  had  begun  to  feel 
uncomfortable ;  but  when  she  came  back  so  quietly,  he  thought 
it  was  only  an  ordinary  fit  of  temper,  because  she  had  been 
contradicted,  and  by  a  natural  revulsion  of  sentiment,  he 
applauded  himself  for  his  firmness,  and  instead  of  apologising 
or  endeavouring  to  soothe  her  feelings,  he  only  said  : 

"  I  hope  you  are  in  a  better  humour,  and  capable  of  listening 
to  reason.  I  will  write  myself  to  my  mother  to  settle  this 
business;  but  it  will  look  more  respectful  if  you  write  also,  and 
say  that  you  entirely  approve  of  the  arrangement,  and  thank 
her  for  the  sacrifice  she  must  have  made  in  giving  up  her 
house." 


100  THE   SOREOWS   OF  GENTILITY. 

And  so  it  was  arranged.  Mrs.  Donnelly  proposed  to  pay  for 
an  extra  servant.  This  and  the  use  of  her  furniture  was  to  be 
considered  an  equivalent  to  all  other  expenses. 

Gertrude  still  hoped  that  something  might  occur  to  prevent 
them  coming, — pleasant  things  that  seem  certain  are  so  often 
hindered  from  coming  to  pass.  But  all  went  on  rapidly  and 
smoothly;  not  a  single  hitch  occurred  in  any  of  the  arrange- 
ments. Gertrude's  heart  died  within  her  -when  packages  after 
packages  of  heavy  furniture  began  to  arrive,  and  all  the  ready 
money  in  the  house  was  consumed  to  pay  for  the  carriage. 

Every  chair  and  table,  as  it  emerged  from  its  wrappings, 
was  associated  in  Gertrude's  mind  with  the  dreary  time  of  her 
purgatory.  When  their  own  things  had  been  sent  back  to  the 
broker,  and  Mrs.  Donnelly's  furniture  arranged  in  their  stead, 
it  looked  like  a  bad  dream  come  true.  Her  own  pleasant  home 
was  gone,  and  her  mother-in-law's  household  gods  stood  in  its 
place.  Things  went  on  in  their  appointed  course ;  shortly  after 
the  furniture 'had  all  arrived,  Mrs.  Donnelly  and  her  daughter 
contrived  to  be  brought  up  to  town  themselves  by  old  Lady 
Elrington. 


IKS   SOEEOWS   OF   GENTILITT.  101 


CHAPTER  XVIII. 

All  Gertrude's  anticipations  of  discomfort  were  more  than 
realised,  and  that  very  speedily. 

For  the  first  few  days  Gertrude  continued  to  direct  the  house 
and  to  give  the  orders  as  usual ;  Mrs.  Donnelly  having  her 
faculties  strictly  engaged  in  taking  possession  of  her  new 
dwelling,  and  making  herself  as  comfortable  in  it  "  as  she  owed 
it  to  herself  to  be."  She  was  very  fond  of  talking  of  what 
"  she  owed  to  herself;"  and,  to  do  her  justice,  she  was  very 
scrupulous  in  her  attempts  to  discharge  this  debt. 

It  was  a  delicate  question  of  precedence  as  to  which  of  the 
two  ladies  belonged  the  lawful  right  of  administering  the  affairs 
of  the  household.  Mrs.  Donnelly  had  agreed  to  contribute  a 
certain  quota  to  the  domestic  expenses ;  the  use  of  her  furniture 
being  a  set-off  against  her  immunity  from  rent  and  taxes ;  but 
it  had  been  left  undecided  who  was  to  manage  the  funds. 

The  first  day,  when  they  were  all  sitting  down  to  dinner, 
Gertrude  unwarily  offered  the  head  of  the  table  to  her  mother- 
in-law,  who  took  it  without  hesitation,  saying,  with  an  amiable 
frankness, 

"  I  am  not  quite  sure  that  I  have  a  right  to  this  place,  but  I 
have  been  so  accustomed  to  preside  over  my  family,  that  I  do 


102  THE    SORROWS    OF    GENTILITY. 

not  think  I  could  dine  in  comfort  at  any  other  part  of  the 
table." 

"  And  indeed,  ma'am,"  said  Miss  Sophia,  as  she  took  -without 
scruple  the  best  seat  next  the  fire,  "  I  am  sure  that  your  chil- 
dren would  be  sorry  to  see  you  give  place  for  any  new  comer 
whatever." 

Augustus  looked  for  a  moment  as  if  he  did  not  quite  under- 
stand why  Gertrude  should  be  deposed  in  her  own  house,  but 
he  did  not  like  to  interfere  with  his  mother,  so  he  only  shrugged 
his  shoulders  and  said, — "  Settle  it  amongst  yourselves ;"  at  the 
same  time  drawing  a  chair  for  Gertrude  close  beside  himself, 
and  taking  hold  of  her  hand.  He  felt  obliged  to  Gertrude  for 
submitting  quietly,  and  not  involving  him  in  any  dispute ;  for 
Mr.  Augustus  Donnelly  loved  an  easy  life,  and  hated  trouble 
more  than  anything  else  in  the  world. 

During  dinner  Mrs.  Donnelly  looked  at  all  the  dishes  with 
critical  eyes,  and  enquired  pleasantly  of  Gertrude,  "  whether  she 
had  expected  company  to  dinner  ?  " 

Gertrude  blushed;  she  felt  that  her  mother-in-law  thought 
her  extravagant. 

"  Gertrude  knows  I  like  a  good  dinner,  and  always  gives  me 
one  ;  I  see  nothing  out  of  the  way  in  this,"  said  Augustus. 

Mrs.  Donnelly  compressed  her  lips  and  made  a  stately  motion 
with  her  head,  as  though  to  say  she  was  more  than  answered ; 
but  in  a  little  while  she  returned  to  the  attack  : — 

"If  you  have  any  bread  not  quite  so  new  as  this  I  shall 
be  glad  of  it.  Do  you  generally  use  bread  that  is  quite 
new?" 

Again  Gertrude  felt  that,  in  spite  of  the  bland  smile  which 
accompanied  this  speech,  her  mother-in-law  saw  another  defect 
in  her  housekeeping.     None  but  young  housekeepers  know  the 


THE    SORROWS   OF   GENTILITT.  103 

refined  cruelty  of  questions  like  these,  from  those  who  are  con- 
sidered experienced  managers. 

"  Do  your  servants  help  themselves  ?  "  asked  Mrs.  Donnelly, 
towards  the  close  of  dinner ;  "  or  do  you  cut  off  what  you  con- 
sider proper  for  them  ?  In  establishments  where  there  is  not 
a  confidential  housekeeper  to  take  the  head  of  the  second  table, 
it  is  quite  customary  for  the  mistress  to  carve  for  the  kitchen ; 
by  this  means  all  waste  is  prevented,  and  the  joint  is  not  ren- 
dered unsightly  by  unskilful  carving.  Lady  Rosherville,  when 
in  Ireland,  always  cuts  the  meat  for  the  servants'  dinner,  and 
she  has  told  me  that  she  effects  an  immense  saving  by  so  doing ; 
for,  if  left  to  themselves,  servants  will  eat  none  but  the  choicest 
morsels." 

Gertrude  replied  that  Margaret  always  seemed  very  careful ; 
but  she  felt  that  her  mother-in-law  looked  upon  her  as  very  in- 
competent to  manage  a  house. 

For  three  days  Gertrude  went  about  with  the  eye  of  Mrs. 
Donnelly  upon  her,  following  in  silence  all  she  did,  till  Gertrude 
felt  quite  nervous  and  lost  all  confidence  in  herself.  On  the 
fourth  day  after  her  arrival,  Mrs.  Donnelly  said,  with  a  pleasant 
smile,  "  My  dear  Gertrude,  you  have  never  invited  me  to  see 
your  kitchen,  and  I  own,  that  to  an  old-fashioned  housekeeper 
like  myself  the  kitchen  is  by  far  the  most  interesting  depart- 
ment of  the  house ;  though  young  people  like  you,  naturally  do 
not  much  care  to  enter  it." 

Gertrude,  of  course,  acquiesced ;  and  the  old  lady,  tying  a 
green  silk  calash  over  her  head,  descended  to  the  kitchen,  cast- 
ing her  cold  grey  scrutinising  eyes  into  every  quarter,  but  say- 
ing nothing.  At  length,  when  they  entered  the  pantry,  she 
triumphantly  pointed  out  a  dish  of  cold  potatoes,  saying  mildly, 
<!  I  told  you,  my  dear,  that  I  thought  you  cooked  more  than  were 


104  THE   SOEEOWS   OF   GENTILITY. 

needed ;  if  these  are  fried  with  a  little  butter  or  dripping,  they 
will  be  delicious,  and  they  will  be  amply  sufficient.  By  the 
way,  what  shall  you  do  with  the  bones  of  that  fine  fish  we  had 
yesterday  ?  " 

Gertrude  looked  confused,  but  at  length  replied,  "  I  suppose 
they  are  thrown  away." 

"  You  are  a  dear,  inexperienced  creature ! "  said  the  old  lady, 
tapping  Gertrude's  cheek  with  her  bony  finger.  "  I  see  that  I 
shall  have  to  give  you  some  lessons  in  the  science  of  economy ; 
I  have  a  receipt  for  making  a  charmingly  delicious  soup  from 
cold  fish  bones  and  broken  remnants.  I  have  often  tasted 
it  when  on  a  visit  to  Lady  Killaloo ;  she  is  an  admirable 
house-wife,  and  turns  everything  to  profit; — but  it  is  vei-y 
cold  to  stand  here,  and  I  begin  to  feel  my  poor  rheu- 
matism growing  worse ;  I  will  leave  you  to  give  your  own 
orders." 

"  If  you  please,  ma'am,"  said  the  servar1-.  when  the  tapping 
of  the  old  lady's  shoes  had  ceased,  "  I  should  be  gl^l  to  know 
who  is  going  to  be  my  mistress  ;  I  can  do  very  well  with  you, 
and  against  master  I  have  not  a  word  to  say,  I  could  live  with 
you  both  with  the  greatest  pleasure, — but  I  am  not  going  to  be 
overlooked,  nor  have  my  pantry  pryed  into  by  that  old  lady.  I 
was  not  engaged  for  her ;  I  have  been  a  servant  thirteen  years, 
and  I  have  never  been  used  to  such  ways."  She  put  down  a 
tea-cup  she  had  been  washing,  and  gave  her  head  a  jerk  which 
was  meant  to  give  emphasis  to  her  words. 

"  Oh,  dear  Margaret,"  said  Poor  Gertrude,  in  a  despairing 
tone,  "  I  have  enough  to  vex  me,  don't  add  to  it ;  I  am  myself 
obliged  to  give  in  to  Mrs.  Donnelly.  You  know  she  is  your 
master's  mother." 

"  I  am  sure  I  don't  wish  to  be  unaccommodating,  but  right 


THE   SORROWS   OP   GENTILITY.  105 

is  right,  and  if  you  choose  to  let  yourself  be  put  upon,  it  is  no 
reason  why  I  should,  and  I  won't  either." 

Gertrude  felt  that  her  troubles  were  only  beginning,  and  she 
was  not  mistaken.  Old  Mrs.  Donnelly  had  changed  her  manner 
towards  her  daughter-in-law,  and  now  treated  her  with  a  gra- 
cious amiability  which  presented  no  flaw  in  its  varnish,  yet  she 
was  not  the  less  indignant  to  see  the  root  Gertrude  had  taken 
in  her  own  house,  and  the  ascendancy  she  was  acquiring  over 
her  husband.  She  felt  that  unless  she  made  an  immediate 
struggle,  she  and  her  daughter  Sophia  would  be  reduced  to 
secondary  personages,  a  thing  not  to  be  contemplated. 

She  contrived  to  be  alone  with  her  son,  and  began  to  praise 
Gertrude.  She  declared  that  she  loved  her  as  a  daughter,  and 
expanded  upon  the  happiness  of  being  all  united  in  one  family. 
She  then  gently,  but  distinctly,  imputed  to  Gertrude  a  dangerous 
ignorance  of  domestic  affairs,  and  hinted  at  the  waste  and  use- 
less extravagance  which  went  on  in  the  house. 

All  men  are  sensitively  alive  to  the  expenses  of  housekeeping, 
and  have  wonderful  theories  of  economy,  by  which  money  is  to 
be  saved,  without  perceptibly  curtailing  any  of  the  comforts  or 
luxuries  which  are  only  to  be  had  for  money;  they  are  always 
ready  to  believe  that  with  :'  good  management "  a  house  may  be 
kept  in  luxury  on  "  next  to  nothing."  Accordingly,  when  his 
mother  discoursed  on  the  wonders  of  economy,  Augustus  lent  a 
willing  ear. 

People  generally  keep  their  virtues  at  the  expense  of  their 
neighbours,  and  Augustus,  who  did  not  know  how  to  deny  him- 
self anything,  was  penetrated  at  the  idea  of  Gertrude's  extrava- 
gance, and  said  that  he  "had  always  thought  she  spent  more 
money  than  there  was  any  occasion  for." 

Mrs.  Donnelly  pursued  her  advantage.     She  affected  to  desire 


106  THE    SORROWS   OF   GEXTILITT. 

for  herself  "nothing  but  an  easy  chair  by  the  chimn ey-covner, 
and  to  be  allowed  to  nurse  herself  in  peace."  She  spoke  plain- 
tively of  her  infirmities,  and  said  that  when  she  gave  up  her 
own  house,  it  was  to  be  relieved  from  domestic  anxieties,  and  re- 
leased from  all  household  cares. 

Mr.  Augustus  was  fully  awakened  to  the  inestimable  advan- 
tage of  having  a  woman  like  his  mother  at  the  head  of  affairs, 
and  the  more  she  seemed  disposed  to  decline,  the  more  urgent 
he  was  that  she  should  accept  the  post. 

"  But,  my  dear  son,"  said  she,  at  length,  as  if  yielding  to  his 
importunity,  "  your  wife  will  feel  hurt,  and  I  confess  I  should 
not  wish  her  to  dislike  me.  I  only  wish  to  live  quietly,  and  to 
have  the  love  of  my  children.  The  Donnellys  were  always  a 
united  family." 

"  I  will  settle  it  all  with  Gertrude,"  said  Mr.  Augustus, 
majestically.  "  She  will  not  make  any  objections  when  I  tell 
her  that  it  is  my  wish  she  should  resig-n  the  housekeeping  to 
you ;  as,  indeed,  it  is  only  proper,  seeing  that  you  arc  the  head 
of  the  house." 

Mr.  Augustus  went  immediately  to  find  his  wife,  and  told 
her  what  he  had  resolved  upon,  in  that  indescribable  tone  of 
precipitate  authority  which  husbands  often  assume  to  carry  a 
point  upon  which  discussion  might  bring  defeat. 

"  Bat "  began  Gertrude,  when  she  understood  the  pro- 
posal. 

l:  Now,  my  dear  Gertrude,"  interrupted  he,  "  do  not  be  foolish. 
I  am  sure  you  do  not  care  a  straw  for  ordering  the  dinner 
and  keeping  the  keys,  which,  by  the  way,  you  are  always 
losing." 

"  I  only  mislaid  them  once,"  said  Gertrude. 

"  No  matter,  it  will  be  much  better  for  all  of  us  that  my 


THE   SORROWS   OP   GENTILITY.  107 

mother  should  have  the  ordering  of  everything ;  she  is  used  to 
it,  and  will  do  it  much  better  than  you." 

"  Then  have  I  made  you  uncomfortable,  and  managed  badly  ?" 
said  poor  Gertrude,  tearfully. 

"  Oh  no,  I  don't  say  that ;  only  you  have  spent  a  great  deal 
of  money,  and  my  mother  can  make  it  all  right." 

There  was  nothing  for  Gertrude  but  submission,  and  from 
that  day  Mrs.  Donnelly  assumed  "the  power  of  the  keys,"  and 
conducted  herself  in  all  respects  as  the  supreme  mistress  of  the 
house. 

Gertrude  submitted.  Necessity  teaches  this  wisdom  to  the 
most  stubborn-hearted,  only  it  takes  more  pressure  to  break  the 
will  of  some  than  of  others,  but  we  may  be  assured  that  there 
is  neither  dignity  nor  discretion  in  standing  a  siege  against 
what  must  be  done  sooner  or  later. 

There  is  all  the  difference  in  the  world  between  the  rational 
wisdom  of  accepting  the  duties  imposed  upon  us  by  circum- 
stances and  endeavouring  to  discharge  them  faithfully,  and  the 
being  sullenly  and  stubbornly  broken  by  the  pressure  of  events, 
struggling  blindly  and  stupidly  like  a  wild  beast  in  a  net.  In 
one  case,  real  good  is  brought  out  of  apparent  evil ;  in  the 
other,  it  is  only  the  beginning  of  sorrows,  the  yielding  of  a 
driven  beast  to  torture  and  blows,  of  which  he  knows  not  the 
meaning. 

Gertrude  submitted,  as  we  have  said,  but  she  had  not  yet 
learned  to  look  at  her  troubles  as  a  lesson  of  which  she  had  to 
learn  the  significance ;  she  saw  no  farther  than  her  mother-in- 
law's  tyranny  and  her  husband's  weakness. 

In  the  meanwhile  Mrs.  Donnelly  carried  things  with  a  mag- 
nificent hand.  To  be  sure,  it  may  be  remarked,  in  passing,  that 
she  was  engaged  in  a  constant  warfare  with  servants ;  not  one 


108  THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY. 

could  be  induced  to  stay  a  month  in  the  house ;  but  as  she  had 
augmented  the  household  by  another  domestic,  they  were  not 
often  left  altogether  without  one.  Mr3.  Donnelly,  however, 
never  failed  to  attribute  these  domestic  broils  to  her  superior 
surveillance,  and  her  vigilant  attention  to  the  good  of  the 
family,  which  brought  evils  to  light  which  otherwise  might 
have  slumbered  undetected. 

The  whole  social  system  was  also  revised.  Instead  of  the 
improvised  parties  and  pleasant  little  suppers,  Mrs.  Donnelly, 
who  had  fished  up  some  old  acquaintances,  as  dreary  and  stately 
as  herself,  now  gave  solemn  weekly  receptions,  in  imitation  of 
those  in  fashionable  life. 

There  was  an  air  of  mildewed  pretension  about  these  parties, 
which  effectually  took  all  life  and  enjoyment  out  of  them ; — 
there  were  card-tables,  conversation,  and  refreshments,  which 
were  rigidly  "  stylish,"  both  in  their  material  and  in  the  manner 
of  being  served.  Mrs.  Donnelly  was  quite  as  particular  that 
her  jellies,  and  custards,  and  pastry,  should  be  from  a  confec- 
tioner who  had  received  the  sanction  of  good  society,  as  that 
her  guests  should,  one  and  all,  be  irreproachable  on  the  score 
of  gentility.  They  were  very  Pharisees  in  the  rigour  with 
which  they  observed  the  tests  of  belonging  to  an  exclusively 
select  circle."  They  none  of  them  cordially  liked  each  other, 
because  the  height  of  their  social,  ambition  was  to  be,  or  to  be 
thought  to  be,  intimate  with  people  of  a  higher  position  in  the 
world  than  themselves ;  it  stood  to  reason  that  they  could  not 
sit  down  and  be  comfortable  amongst  each  other ;  when  Mrs. 
Donnelly  was  making  excuses  to  herself  for  knowing  Mrs. 
Mackintosh,  because  "Mrs.  Mackintosh,  although  looking  vulgar, 
was  the  daughter  of  the  Honourable  Mrs.  Irving,  and  was  often 
invited  to  spend  Christmas  with  some  of  her  high  relations," 


THE   SORROWS  OP  GENTILITY.  109 

Mrs.  Irving  made  very  similar  excuses  to  herself  for  frequent- 
ing Mrs.  Donnelly ;  everybody  who  went  to  the  house  had  some 
pretension,  and  made  the  most  of  it. 

Lord  Southend  was  persuaded  once  or  twice  to  look  in  upon 
these  gatherings ;  but  the  profuse  urbanity  of  his  reception  by 
Mrs.  Donnelly  quite  suffocated  his  good-nature ;  in  fact,  he 
never  would  have  gone  there  thrice  if  it  had  not  been  for  the 
wicked  amusement  of  seeing  Miss  Sophia's  industrious  attempt 
to  catch  him  in  her  toils. 

This  estimable  young  lady,  although  so  keenly  alive  to  the 
misery  entailed  on  families  by  an  unequal  marriage,  a  misfortune 
which,  as  she  had  suffered  from  it  herself,  ought  to  have  quick- 
ened her  sensibilities,  perhaps  sought  to  make  reprisals  upon 
fate,  or  to  efface  the  stain  her  family  had  received  ;  or,  possibly, 
from  purely  and  simply  the  desire  to  make  a  good  match  for 
herself; — at  any  rate,  without  troubling  her  head  about  the 
grief  and  despair  it  would  cause  Lord  Southend's  noble  mother, 
Miss  Sophia  deliberately  laid  herself  out  to  captivate  that  noble- 
man, and  spared  no  charm  or  seduction  within  her  power  to  in- 
duce him  to  lay  his  heart  and  his  title  at  her  feet.  She  came  up 
to  London  penetrated  with  this  design,  and,  to  do  her  justice, 
she  did  not  shrink  from  prosecuting  it  to  the  best  of  her 
ability. 

Perseverance  will  work  wonders;  but  Lord'  Southend  had  a 
mother  on  one  side  and  a  mistress  on  the  other,  who,  from 
different  motives,  watched  very  jealously  the  female  society  he 
frequented.  Miss  Sophia  did  not  know  this,  and  worked  her 
spider's  webs  with  unflagging  energy. 

The  young  men  who  had  been  in  the  habit  of  calling  without 
any  ceremony,  and  making  little  parties  of  pleasure,  in  which 
Gertrude  was  always  included,  found  themselves  disturbed  from 


110  THE   SORROWS   OF  GEXTIMTY. 

the  pleasant  footing  they  had  enjoyed.  Certain  days  in  the 
week  no  visitors  at  all  were  admitted,  and  when  they  were  re- 
ceived they  found  it  almost  as  formidable  to  face  Mrs.  Donnelly, 
sitting  in  state  for  the  receipt  of  calls,  as  to  be  presented  at  a 
levee,  to  say  nothing  of  not  ever  being  able  to  have  a  word 
with  Gertrude,  who,  silent  and  overshadowed  in  what  used  to 
be  the  pleasant  parlour  of  old,  but  which  was  now  transformed 
into  a  state  drawing-room,  seemed  reduced  to  a  cypher,  and  to 
have  lost  all  the  unaffected  gaiety  of  heart  which  had  made  her 
such  a  pleasant  companion.  The  terrible  Miss  Sophia,  with 
her  etiquette  graces  and  stiffened  affability,  was  always  in  the 
foreground,  and  ready  to  intercept  all  the  attention  destined  to 
Ge.-trude. 

To  make  amends,  they  were  invited  to  dinner-parties,  all 
conducted  according  to  the  rubric  of  the  established  order  of 
those  things.  The  expensive  display  ot  these  dinners  was  ex- 
piated and  ransomed  by  Mrs.  Donnelly's  economies  on  the  com- 
forts of  the  family  for  many  days  after. 

Anybody  who  takes  the  trouble  to  give  dinners  may  find 
plenty  of  guests  to  come  and  eat  them ;  however  much  the 
young  men  might  have  preferred  the  old  order  of  things,  still 
they  were  not  the  less  willing  to  come  to  these  dinner-parties 
when  they  were  invited.  Augustus  liked  the  novel  importance 
of  sitting  at  the  head  of  his  own  table,  and  seeing  the  regu- 
larity with  which  the  courses  succeeded  each  other,  and  the 
precise  propriety  with  which  each  dish  stood  in  its  rig-ht  posi- 
tion. He  felt  proud  at  being  the  head  of  the  Donnelly  family, 
and  as  he  instinctively  dined  out  for  a  week  after  these  "  family 
dinners,"  he,  by  that  means,  avoided  the  reaction  of  his  mother's 
hospitality.  He  knew  by  instinct  how  long  the  recoil  would 
last. 


THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY.  Ill 

Tickets  for  the  theatre,  for  concerts,  and  other  amusements 
were  still  occasionally  brought  in ;  but  Mrs.  Donnelly  cleverly 
contrived  that  Sophia  should  be  the  one  to  profit  by  them. 

"  The  dear  girl  has  been  so  closely  confined  to  the  house  by 
her  attendance  upon  me  during  my  illness,  that  I  am  anxious 
she  should  have  some  little  recreation ;  indeed,  it  is  absolutely 
needful  for  her  health.  I  am  sure  Gertrude  will  not  refuse  to 
stay  at  home  with  me ;  my  book  or  a  cheerful  companion  are 
the  only  amusements  I  desire." 

As  Gertrude  made  no  complaint,  Augustus  was  easily  per- 
suaded to  acquiesce  in  the  arrangement ;  but  he  soon  found  that 
his  sister  was  not  half  so  agreeable  as  his  wife.  She  was 
always  fancying  that  her  place  was  not  so  good  as  it  ought  to 
have  been, — that  people  of  higher  quality  were  sitting  some- 
where else ;  and  she  tormented  the  rest  of  the  party  with  ques- 
tions about  their  "  select  acquaintance,"  or  plagued  them  to 
introduce  their  friends  when  those  friends  chanced  to  be 
"  distinguished  looking." 

They  soon  grew  tired  of  this  substitution,  and  when  it  was 
found  that  Gertrude  made  her  "  health  "  a  reason  for  refusing 
to  go  into  public,  they  left  off  bringing  tickets,  and  Augustus 
took  to  his  old  bachelor  habits,  except  there  was  company  at 
home,  when  his  mother  made  a  great  point  of  his  appearing. 

Old  Lady  Southend  called  to  see  Gertrude  soon  after  Mrs. 
Donnelly  and  Miss  Sophia  had  installed  themselves.  Of  course 
they  were  presented  to  her,  and  spared  no  pains  to  propitiate 
such  an  august  presence.  Lady  Southend  did  not  like  them  at 
all;  and  when  Mrs.  Donnelly  entered  into  some  genealogical 
statistics  to  prove  that  they  had  mutually  ancestors  in  common, 
Lady  Southend  replied  with  lofty  impertinence,  which  Mrs. 
Donnelly  took  with  the  meekness  of  an  angel. 


112  THE   SOEKOWS   OF  GENTILITY. 

Some  time  elapsed,  and  an  invitation  arrived  for  Gertrude 
and  Augustus  to  another  assembly  at  Southend  House,  but  none 
came  for  the  two  ladies. 

"  There  must  be  some  mistake,"  said  Miss  Sophia. — "  Lady 
Southend  is  too  polite  and  too  much  in  the  habits  of  good  society 
to  have  intended  such  an  omission,"  said  Mrs.  Donnelly. — "  The 
footman  may  have  dropped  the  cards  on  his  way." — "  They  may 
have  been  left  elsewhere  by  mistake." — There  was  no  end  to  the 
excited  and  anxious  surmises  that  were  hazarded  by  Mrs.  Don- 
nelly and  her  daughter. 

Augustus  was  appealed  to.  He  ventured  to  ask  Lord  South- 
end if  there  were  any  mistake,  who  shook  his  head,  and  said, 
"  My  mother  only  invites  those  she  chooses." 

It  was  an  established  and  premeditated  fact,  on  which  no 
shadow  of  doubt  remained.  Lady  Southend  had  said  to  her 
son :  "  I  have  invited  your  friend  Donnelly  and  his  pretty  wife, 
but  I  shall  have  nothing  to  do  with  his  mother  or  sister.  They 
are  of  the  style  of  women  who  are  vulgar,  hard,  pretentious, 
and  mean, — and  not  even  amusing." 

"  She  is  insupportable,  certainly,  with  her  genealogical  tree, 
and  I  am  sure  I  don't  want  either  of  them  here.  I  am  glad  you 
have  asked  Gertrude ;  she  is  a  good  little  creature,  and  I  am 
sure  those  women  torment  her." 

The  end  of  the  matter  was,  that  Gertrude  was  obliged,  for 
the  sake  of  peace,  to  write  a  refusal,  alleging  her"  health  as  the 
excuse.  Augustus  went  alone.  This  incident,  trifling  as  it  may 
seem,  rendered  Gertrude's  position  still  more  unpleasant :  both 
the  ladies  vented  upon  her  the  disappointment  of  their  chief 
object  and  ambition,  and  chose  to  consider  her  in  some  way  or 
other  as  the  cause  of  it. 


THE   SORROWS  OF  GENTILITY.  113 


CHAPTER  XIX. 

Gertrude's  excuse  about  her  health  was  not  altogether 
imaginary.  She  was  expecting  soon  to  be  confined,  and  she 
was  suffering  both  in  health  and  spirits  from  her  situation. 

In  the  hopes,  however,  which  the  prospect  of  such  an  event 
awoke  in  her  heart,  she  found  consolation  for  her  annoyances, 
and  was,  indeed,  able  to  feel  very  indifferent  to  many  things 
that  would  have  seemed  insupportable. 

Like  many  other-  women,  she  fancied  that  she  should  not 
survive  her  trial.  The  thought  of  her  mother  lay  heavy  on  her 
mind;  the  desire  to  see  her  once  more  awoke  with  a  vain 
feverish  earnestness  which  aggravated  her  bodily  indisposition. 
She  felt  real  remorse  for  her  undutifulness,  and  she  would  have 
made  any  sacrifice  to  be  able  to  fall  on  her  mother's  neck  and 
ask  her  forgiveness.  This  was  denied  her ;  but  she  wrote  again 
through  Mrs.  Slocum,  telling  her  mother  all  that  was  in  her 
heart.  This  time  there  was  no  vain  boasting  of  her  position  in 
the  world,  nor  even  any  complaints  of  Mrs.  Donnelly ;  the  letter 
was  filled  with  earnest  yearnings  to  see  her  mother  again,  and 
to  be  forgiven.     She  entreated  her  to  write  a  single  line. 

This  line  of  forgiveness  did  not  come,  though  Gertrude 
watched  for  it  with  sickening  heart  day  after  day,  till  hope  died 
away,  and  a  vague  fear  that  something  dreadful  must  have 
9 


114  THE   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY. 

happened  took  its  place.  She  fancied  that  her  mother  was 
dead,  and  her  only  comfort  was  the  hope  that  she  was  soon  to 
die  too. 

Things  were  not  so  bad  as  Gertrude  feared.  It  had  happened 
that  when  Gertrude's  letter  arrived,  old  Mr.  Slocum  was  dan- 
gerously ill,  and  in  the  anxiety  of  attending  to  him  and  the 
fatigue  of  nursing  him,  Gertrude's  letter  was  laid  aside  to  be 
read  when  there  was  more  leisure.  It  naturally  got  mislaid 
and  Mrs.  Slocum  forgot  all  about  it,  until  six  months  afterwards, 
when  she  chanced  to  open  a  drawer  full  of  old  remnants  of  silk, 
old  papers,  broken  trinkets,  and  scraps  of  all  kinds,  such  as  old 
housekeepers  accumulate — this  letter  of  Gertrude's,  with  its  seal 
unbroken,  met  her  eyes. 

Mrs.  Slocum's  distress  and  self-reproach  were  extreme ;  but 
she  put  on  her  bonnet  and  went  that  very  afternoon  to  her  old 
friend,  and  they  read  the  letter  together.  The  old  lady  told  her 
daughters,  on  her  return,  that  it  "was  the  most  moving  thino- 
she  ever  read,  as  good  as  a  sermon,  and  quite  a  parable  to 
children  to  teach  them  what  comes  of  grieving  their  parents." 

It  would  have  been  a  great  comfort  to  Gertrude  could  she 
have  known  all  the  happiness  her  letter  gave  her  mother,  when 
at  length  she  received  it.  She  had  long  forgiven  her  daughter, 
and  fretted  after  her  every  day  that  came ;  but  this  letter  quite 
obliterated  the  recollecton  of  her  fault,  and  Gertrude  seemed  to 
her  the  very  best  and  kindest  child  that  ever  lived.  She  would 
have  resented  it  as  an  injury  if  any  one  had  told  her  that  her 
daughter  had  been  undutiful. 

It  makes  one  very  sad  to  think  how  little  a  mother's  heart 
will  rejoice  upon. 

In  the  meanwhile,  Gertrude  was  confined  of  a  very  fine  little 
girl,  which  in  due  time  was  christened  Clarissa,  that  being  a 


THE   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY.  115 

family  name  amongst  the  Donnellys.  Gertrude  wished  to  have 
had  it  named  after  herself  and  her  mother,  but  she  was 
overruled. 

Mrs.  Donnelly  gave  a  very  splendid  party  at  the  christening. 
Lord  Southend  and  old  Lady  Elrington  were  two  of  the 
sponsors ;  Miss  Sophia  volunteered  to  be  the  other. 

Augustus  was  of  course  very  proud  and  very  pleased  with  the 
event;  and  he  bought  his  wife  a  magnificent  lace  veil  and  a 
beautiful  new  dress. 

Mrs.  Donnelly  was  as  benign  as  she  could  be,  and  hoped  "  the 
babe  would  be  a  credit  to  the  family. 

As  for  Gertrude,  she  clasped  the  child  to  her  breast,  and 
shuddered  when  she  thought  that  perhaps  one  day  it  might 
behave  to  her  as  she  had  behaved  to  her  own  mother.  For  the 
first  time,  she  realised  to  herself  what  it  was  that  she  had  done, 
and  it  seemed  to  her  that  the  punishment  of  Heaven  on  dis- 
obedient children  must  find  her  out  and  overtake  her. 

When  they  returned  from  the  church  after  the  christening, 
she  hastened  to  the  nursery,  and  kneeling  by  the  child's  cradle, 
she  prayed  with  frantic  earnestness  that  it  might  never  live  to 
behave  to  her  as  she  had  behaved  to  her  own  parents. 


116  THE   SORROWS   OF  GEXTILIIT. 


CHAPTER  XX. 

During  the  next  twelve  months  a  great  change  came  over 
Gertrude.  She  had  now  for  the  first  time  in  her  life  a  higher 
object  of  interest  than  her  immediate  self — her  child  engrossed 
all  her  time  and  thoughts ;  and  provided  she  might  be  left 
undisturbed  in  the  nursery,  Mrs.  Donnelly  might  have  the 
absolute  government  of  the  rest  of  the  house,  and  Miss  Sophia 
might  engross  all  the  visiting,  the  theatre-going,  and  the  atten- 
tions of  all  the  young  men  who  came  about  the  house.  She 
abstracted  herself  more  than  ever  from  the  concerns  of  the 
family,  and  allowed  them  to  take  in  peace  the  course  that  seemed 
best  to  the  Fates  and  her  mother-in-law. 

It  was  not,  however,  without  a  severe  struggle  that  Gertrude 
obtained  the  management  of  her  own  child.  At  first  Mrs. 
Donnelly  wished  to  be  as  oracular  in  the  nursery  as  she  already 
was  in  the  "  parlour,  kitchen,  and  hall."  She  declared  that 
"  the  innocent  babe  would  be  sacrificed  to  the  obstinacy  and 
presumption  of  its  mother."  She  insisted  upon  dictating  the 
number  of  times  it  ought  to  be  fed  during  the  day,  and  was 
learned  in  her  dissertations  on  the  invaluable  properties  of  stale 
bread  crusts  made  into  "  pobbis,"  which,  in  the  E.leusinian  mys- 
teries of  the  nursery,  means  infant's  food.  Gertrude  did  not 
know  much  about  babies,  it  is  true ;  but  party  from  the  good 


THE   SOEROWS   OF  GENTILITY.  117 

fortune  of  having  a  sensible  man  for  her  doctor,  and  partly 
from  the  marvellous  instinct  that  comes  to  mothers,  and  -which 
generally  inspired  her  to  reject  all  Mrs.  Donnelly's  preparations, 
the  poor  baby  escaped  wonderfully  well. 

Gertrude  watched  like  a  lynx,  that  no  one  except  herself 
should  administer  either  food  or  medicine.  Mrs.  Donnelly  did 
not  care  one  straw  whether  the  child  was  fed  on  bran  or  on 
arrowroot,  but  she  was  indignant  at  the  presumption  of  her 
daughter-in-law  in  setting  up  her  judgment  against  that  "of 
the  mother  of  a  family,"  and  she  magnanimously  resolved  that 
she  would  not  be  put  down,  but  persevere  for  the  sake  of  the 
dear  infant. 

One  day,  the  baby  had  been  restless  ;  the  miseries  of  "  teeth- 
ing" were  beginning;  Mrs.  Donnelly  watched  her  opportunity, 
and  ascending  to  the  nursery  took  possession  of  the  child,  and 
proceeded  to  administer  a  dose  of  Lady  Killaloe's  "  teething 
powder,"  which  her  ladyship  always  used  in  her  own  family, 
and  with  such  signal  effect,  that  out  of  the  thirteen  little 
Killaloes  who  had  been  born  into  that  noble  family,  only  three 
survived ;  which  was  a  good  thing  both  for  those  who  died  and 
those  who  lived,  for  there  would  have  been  but  a  scanty  pro- 
vision for  all.  Gertrude,  alarmed  by  the  poor  baby's  screams 
for  assistance,  luckily  returned  just  as  the  Killaloe  elixir  was 
being  poured  down  its  throat  at  the  risk  of  choking  it.  She 
snatched  it  up  so  abruptly  that  the  cup  and  its  contents  were 
upset  over  Mrs.  Donnelly's  gown,  and  sitting  down  in  the  rock- 
ing-chair which  that  lady  had  vacated  in  disdainful  surprise, 
she  proceeded  to  soothe  and  caress  the  poor  little  thing,  without 
taking  the  smallest  notice  of  her. 

"  Eeally,  Gertrude,"  said  Mrs.  Donnelly,  in  a  tone  of  reproach- 
ful dignity,  "  your  rudeness  and  abruptness  are  extraordinary — 


118  THE   SORROWS   OP  GENTILITY. 

did  you  suppose  I  was  poisoning  the  baby  that  you  snatched  it 
up  in  that  offensive  manner  ?  " 

"  I  don't  know,  ma'am,  at  all,"  replied  Gertrude,  without 
looking  up  from  her  baby,  "  but  the  doctor  desired  it  might 
have  no  medicine  but  what  he  ordered." 

"  I  presume  I  have  the  welfare  of  the  child  as  much  at  heart 
as  you  can  have,  but  you  are  too  ignorant  and  prejudiced  to  be 
reasoned  with — the  child  is  suffering,  and  I  was  about  to  ad- 
minister the  medicine  invented  by  a  noble  and  accomplished 
matron  for  the  use  of  her  own  family ;  but  after  the  studied  in- 
solence I  have  met  with  from  you,  I  shall  neither  advise  you 
nor  enter  this  room  again — my  conscience  tells  me  that  I  have 
done  enough — too  much  indeed  for  my  own  dignity." 

With  this,  Mrs.  Donnelly  having  metaphorically  shaken  the 
dust  from  her  feet,  swept  out  of  the  nursery  with  an  air  of 
majestic  indignation.  She  attempted  a  complaint  to  her  son, 
whom  she  allowed  to  surprise  her  in  tears,  but  he  declared  he 
had  enough  upon  his  mind  without  being  plagued  with  women's 
squabbles. 

Gertrude  was  left  mistress  of  the  nursery,  which  she  now 
rarely  quitted,  as  Augustus  was  rarely  at  home.  He  had  gra- 
dually resumed  all  his  bachelor  habits,  and  when  he  was  at 
home  he  had  become  so  moody  and  uncertain  in  his  temper  that 
everybody  felt  it  a  relief  when  he  was  away.  Gertrude  was  so 
engrossed  with  her  baby  that  she  paid  little  attention  to  her 
husband's  humour,  and  was  in  no  degree  disturbed  by  many 
"  signs  of  the  times,"  which  were  appearing  in  the  domestic 
horizon.  If  people  will  walk  about  with  their  eyes  shut — they 
are,  sooner  or  later,  awoke  by  a  pretty  smart  shock. 


THE   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY.  119 


CHAPTER  XXI. 

The  affairs  of  Mr.  Augustus  were  by  this  time  coming 
rapidly  to  a  crisis.  In  novels  and  tales,  people  who  are  roll- 
ing in  wealth  get  "ruined"  in  the  stroke  of  a  pen;  those  who 
rise  millionaires  in  a  morning  find  themselves  beggars  at  night, 
without  any  previous  suspicion  of  their  danger.  But  in  real 
life,  ruin  follows  the  natural  laws  of  gravitation,  and  people  do 
not  touch  the  bottom  of  the  hill  without  some  scrambling  efforts 
to  save  themselves.  The  "  road  to  ruin,"  like  other  roads,  takes 
time  to  traverse ;  some  persons  take  longer  than  others  in  ac- 
complishing the  journey  after  setting  their  faces  thitherward — ■ 
but  time  is  a  necessary  element,  even  if  they  stride  through 
their  resources  in  seven-leagued  boots. 

Mr.  Augustus  Donnelly  had  now  been  near  upon  two  years  in 
London.  He  had  for  nearly  the  whole  time  been  in  possession 
of  a  Government  situation,  and  in  the  receipt  of  six  hundred 
pounds  a  year,  besides  perquisites,  which  were  worth  another 
fifty  pounds.  It  would  have  been  difficult  to  persuade  him  that 
he  had  actually  received  so  much,  for  he  suffered  under  a  chronic 
want  of  money,  and  never  knew  what  it  was  to  be  free  from 
pecuniary  embarrassment.  He  had  drawn  the  first  instalment 
of  his  salary  before  it  became  due,  and  hence  he  was  constantly 
a-head  of  his  resources.     He  had  stopped  the  gaps  as  they 


120  THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY. 

arose,  by  borrowing  of  his  friends ;  but  as,  to  use  bis  own  words, 
"  he  always  liked  to  have  a  little  ready  money  in  his  pocket," 
and  as  the  debts  he  owed  were  out  of  sight,  they  were  also  out 
of  mind — and  his  salary  had  been  all  frittered  away  without 
anything  to  show  for  it. 

He  still  retained,  however,  a  vague  idea,  that  with  such  an 
income  "  he  had  no  need  to  stint  himself  for  a  few  pounds,  espe- 
cially as  his  money  was  quite  sure."  The  old  lady,  who  (excel- 
lent manager  that  she  was  !)  never  paid  a  debt  until  she  was 
actually  compelled,  had  refrained  from  paying  her  quota  of  the 
household  expenses  until  Augustus  should  be  at  leisure  to  ex- 
amine into  his  affairs. 

It  is  wonderful  how  long  things  will  go  on  when  they  ara 
once  set  going ;  it  is  equally  wonderful  the  little  thing  that 
breaks  them  up  at  last,  when  they  are  in  a  fine-spun  state  of 
decay,  and  have  held  together,  and  kept  their  shape,  long  after 
they  ought  to  have  gone  to  pieces,  according  to  logic.  Human 
affairs  don't  go  according  to  logic,  however ;  but  they  are  bound 
by  laws  equally  inexorable,  one  of  which  is,  that  though  long 
credit  is  given,  yet  pay-day  comes  at  last.  In  this  world  there 
is  no  obtaining  anything  gratuitously.  The  second  Christmas 
of  his  sojourn  in  town  had  come  round,  and  bills  were  pouring 
in  on  all  sides ;  they  were  most  of  them  "  to  accounts  rendered ;" 
it  was  indeed  quite  wonderful  and  appalling  to  see  the  small 
progress  Mr.  Augustus  Donnelly  had  made  towards  "paying 
his  way" — the  bills  were  of  that  most  provoking  and  unsatis- 
factory kind,  for  things  eaten,  drank,  and  forgotten,  so  that 
there  remained  nothing  to  show  for  the  money. 

The  exemplary  Augustus  was  threateued  with  an  arrest. 
The  house  being  Lord  Southend's,  and  the  furniture  his  mother's, 
there  could  be  no  execution. 


THE   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITT.  121 

Meanwhile  the  household  wheels  had  grown  stiffer  and  stiffer, 
and  were  come  to  a  stand  still. 

The  old  lady  had  her  pension  as  the  widow  of  an  Admiral — 
also  the  rent  of  her  house  in  Springfield.  Her  late  husband's 
brother,  the  baronet  of  the  family,  had  allowed  her  an  annuity 
of  fifty  pounds  a-year,  but  with  the  fatality  which  attends  strokes 
of  fortune,  he  chose  this  present  crisis  to  discontinue  it,  on  the 
plea  that  he  had  other  relations  who  needed  assistance,  and  as 
Augustus  was  now  in  the  receipt  of  a  settled  income  he  had  it 
in  his  power  to  increase  her  income. 

The  letter  containing  this  intelligence  arrived  at  breakfast 
time  on  the  second  Christmas-day  of  his  residence  in  town.  It 
was  accompanied  by  a  fresh  influx  of  tailors'  bills ;  a  bill  for 
some  articles  Gertrude  had  ordered  for  the  baby;  and  other 
bills  of  trifling  amount,  that  had  been  called  "just  nothing"  at 
the  time  they  were  ordered,  and  which,  if  they  had  been  paid 
for  at  the  time,  would  not  have  been  much,  but  which  now,  fall- 
ing along  with  the  accumulated  weight  of  other  demands,  be- 
came the  last  straw  to  the  breaking  back  of  the  camel. 

Mrs.  Donnelly's  plausibility  failed  to  conciliate  the  pheno- 
menon of  her  good  management  with  these  long-standing  bills. 
She  looked  dismally  at  the  heap  of  papers,  and  began  to  cry 
into  her  tea-cup. 

Mr.  Augustus  swore  emphatically  that  it  was  all  up  with  him, 
and  that  he  did  not  know  where  to  turn  for  a  ten-pound  note. 
He  called  himself  a  fool  for  declining  Lord  Southend's  invita- 
tion to  go  with  him  to  Paris.  Miss  Sophia  bitterly  censured 
Gertrude's  extravagant  mode  of  dressing  the  baby — "  trimming 
its  cap  with  lace  fit  for  a  Crown  Prince." 

Gertrude  replied  that  it  was  lace  she  had  by  her ;  but  Miss 
Sophia  sharply  entreated  that  she  would  not  begin  a  dispute : 


122  THE   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY. 

and  Augustus  wondered  how  such  a  little  mite  of  a  child  could 
run  away  with  so  much  money  for  clothes,  taking  up,  as  he 
spoke,  the  one  bill  which  Gertrude  had  incurred.  All  parties 
seemed  resolved  to  make  her  the  scape-goat  for  all  the  blame. 
Gertrude  did  not  attempt  to  defend  herself,  but  took  advantage 
of  the  first  pause  to  steal  away  into  the  nursery. 

As  the  door  closed  behind  her,  Mrs.  Donnelly  indulged  in 
some  severe  remarks  upon  her  indifference  to  the  welfare  of  the 
family,  and  her  selfish  engrossment  in  her  own  affairs.  Mr. 
Augustus  being  in  a  very  bad  temper,  felt  a  species  of  com- 
placency when  his  mother  declared  that  an  ignorant,  thought- 
less wife  had  brought  ruin  upon  many  princely  fortunes.  "  Tou 
see  now,  my  son,  that  I  was  right  when  I  wished  you  to  marry 
well.  I  have  hever  reproached  you  for  your  mistake  ;  but  you 
feel  now  that  your  wife  cannot  support  you  with  either  money 
or  connexions,  and  is  only  a  mill-stone  round  your  neck  in  the 
day  of  trouble." 

Mr.  Augustus  did  not  contradict  his  mother ;  he  felt  rather 
soothed  by  hearing  the  blame  of  his  embarrassed  affairs  laid 
upon  another.  Perhaps  he  really  believed  that  Gertrude  was 
the  cause  of  them. 

"  Well,  mother,  it  is  too  late  going  over  that  now — only  don't 
cry ;  I  can't  bear  to  see  you  cry.  Things  will  right  themselves 
somehow.  I  am  not  the  only  gentleman  in  the  Metropolis  who 
has  not  made  both  ends  meet  in  the  course  of  the  year.  I  dare 
say  there  are  scores  of  people  who  owe  more  than  we  do." 

"  Well,  my  dear,"  said  Mrs.  Donnelly,  wiping  her  eyes,  and 
resuming  her  ordinary  dignity  and  superioritj-,  "  it  is  weak  to 
go  into  the  past ;  though  when  I  think  of  what  we  have  been 
accustomed  to,  and  the  prospect  we  might  hope  for  if  you  had 
married  as  became  your  family,  I  confess  I  feel  chafed.    But  the 


THE   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY.  123 

thing  is  now,  to  consider  how  we  are  to  meet  the  most  pressing 
of  these  demands,  and  keep  our  embarrassment  from  the  ears  of 
the  world.  If  you  can  suggest  anything,  I  shall  feel  no  sacri- 
fice on  my  part  too  great  for  the  credit  of  my  family.  My  own 
wants  are  moderate — I  could  be  content  with  a  crust ;  and  now 
that  I  have  lost  part  of  my  income,  I  should  be  sorry  to  become 
a  burden  to  you." 

"Don't  talk  in  that  way,  mother,"  said  Mr.  Augustus, 
pathetically ;  "  so  long  as  I  have  a  shilling,  you  and  Sophia 
shall  have  sixpence  of  it.  I  know  how  you  have  slaved  your- 
self to  keep  things  decent  since  you  came  here ;  and  Gertrude 
knows  what  she  owes  you  for  taking  her  by  the  hand  and 
receiving  her  as  you  did." 

"  I  am  sure  she  shows  very  little  sense  of  it,"  interposed  Miss 
Sophia,  spitefully. 

"  Hush,  my  dear.  You  are  so  full  of  feeling  that  you  allow 
yourself  to  be  carried  away.  I  only  did  my  duty  as  a  gentle- 
woman and  a  Christian." 

"  But  Gertrude  has  no  feeling,  except  for  herself,"  reiterated 
Miss  Sophia. 

"  I  don't  think  she  has  much,"  acquiesced  Augustus ;  "  she  is 
always  in  such  good  spirits." 

"  She  piques  herself  upon  her  civility  and  good  temper — the 
two  qualities  by  which  people  of  her  rank  gain  their  bread," 
said  Miss  Sophia,  scornfully.  "  Nothing  but  activity  and  civility 
would  be  tolerated  in  the  people  of  an  inn." 

Augustus  winced  a  little  at  this,  but  said  nothing.  He  leaned 
back  in  his  chair,  and  began  to  pare  his  nails. 

After  a  little  more  abuse  of  Gertrude  and  a  little  more  mutual 
flattery,  they  began  to  feel  their  spirits  revive  under  the  blow 
they  had  sustained.     Miss  Sophia  got  out  her  "  tatting,"  and 


124  THE   SORROWS   OF  .GENTILITY. 

Mrs.  Donnelly  rang  to  have  the  breakfast  things  cleared  away. 
Mr.  Augustus  yawned,  and  looked  out  of  the  window ;  he  did 
not  think  it  prudent  to  venture  forth,  for  he  more  than  suspected 
there  was  a  writ  out  against  him.  Mrs.  Donnelly  was  busily 
engaged  writing  and  making  calculations.  For  some  time  no 
one  spoke. 

"  Tou  have  a  quarter's  salary  to  draw,  Augustus,"  said  his 
mother,  looking  up. 

"  Well,  ma'am,  what  of  that  ? — it  is'every  farthing  forestalled. 
I  owe  Barrow,  and  dive,  and  Sir  John  Cornwall  more  than  the 
total  will  cover ;  and  I  can  tell  you  that  I  am  not  going  to  pay 
a  parcel  of  rascally,  greedy  tradesmen,  whilst  I  owe  money  to 
their  betters." 

"  Certainly  not,"  said  Miss  Sophia. 

"Well,  they  are  all  persons  from  whom  you  can  hope  to 
borrow  again,"  said  his  mother ;  "  and  it  would  be  very  short- 
sighted policy  to  cut  yourself  out  of  good  society.  I  think  I 
have  hit  upon  a  plan,  however,  that  will  help  us  out  of  our 
difficulties." 

"  Pray  let  us  hear  it,"  said  Augustus,  sitting  down  before  the 
fire,  and  putting-  a  foot  on  each  side  of  the  grate,  whilst  he 
balanced  his  chair  backwai'ds. 

"  My  idea  is  this,"  said  Mrs.  Donnelly :  "  our  dear  friend, 
Lord  Southend,  has  been  so  generous,  that  it  would  be  encroach- 
ing to  ask  him  for  further  assistance ;  and  besides,  it  goes 
against  the  spirit  of  the  Donnellys  to  ask  a  favour.  The 
furniture  of  this  house,  which  belongs  to  me,  is  not  modern, 
certainly  ;  but  it  is  such  as  befits  an  old  family  like  ours.  It  is 
good  and  substantial,"  continued  she,  looking  round  with  com- 
placency at  the  chairs  that  stood  against  the  wall.  Lord 
Southend  would  not  refuse  to  lend  you  a  few  hundred  pounds 


THE   SORROWS   OF  GEXTIUTY.  125 

on  this  secm-ity;  or  we  might  make  it  over  to  him  entirely,  and 
pay  a  small  per  centage  for  the  use  of  it,  reserving  to  ourselves, 
of  course,  the  right  to  redeem  it.  Some  of  the  plate  might  be 
deposited  at  his  bankers',  as  an  additional  security,  if  he 
required  it ;  though  I  confess  it  would  chafe  my  spirit  to  see 
our  family  plate  in  the  hands  of  others." 

"  Well,  that  is  not  a  bad  notion,"  said  Mr.  Augustus ;  "  only 
Lord  Southend  is  not  here." 

"  But  Lady  Southend  is  in  town ;  and  if  you  were  to  send 
Gertrude  to  her  with  a  letter  that  I  will  write  myself,  she 
would  scarcely  refuse  to  advance  the  few  hundreds  we  require." 

Miss  Sophia  passionately  objected  to  a  course  which  would 
degrade  them  before  the  Southends,  and  prevent  Lord  Southend 
from  looking  on  them  as  equals. 

"  If  you  expect  Lord  Southend  will  ever  make  you  an  offer, 
Sophy,  the  sooner  you  put  the  idea  out  of  your  head  the  better. 
He  has  his  hands,  and  his  heart  too,  quite  full,  I  can  tell  you ; 
and  I  have  often  thought  you  put  yourself  a  great  deal  too 
forward  to  him." 

Miss  Sophia  began  vehemently  to  exculpate  herself.  When 
she  paused,  Augustus  continued  as  if  she  had  not  spoken.  "  So 
you  see,  Sophy,  it  would  be  a  pity  to  miss  the  good  he  may 
really  do  us  for  the  sake  of  a  fancied  advantage — it  would  be 
the  fable  of  the  dog  and  the  shadow." 

Miss  Sophia  declared  herself  "scandalously  insulted." 

"  Come,  come,  Sophy,  dry  up  your  tears ;  we  are  in  trouble 
enough,  without  making  more  of  it.  I  don't  say  but  what 
Southend  might  go  further  and  fare  worse ;  but  it  is  not 
Gertrude's  calling  on  the  old  lady  about  our  difficulties  that  will 
make  any  difference  one  way  or  other." 

Miss  Sophy  suffered  herself  to  be  mollified.     Mrs,  Donnelly 


126  THE  SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY. 

exerted  all  her  powers  of  diction  to  compose  a  letter  becoming 
the  occasion.  The  old  lady  was  very  proud  of  her  rhetoric,  and 
in  the  excitement  of  inditing  her  epistle,  she  quite  forgot  the 
reality  of  her  difficulties. 

After  a  long  exordium  about  the  "  combination  of  disastrous 
fatalities  "  which  had  overtaken  them,  the  loss  of  a  portion  of 
her  income,  and  the  struggle  of  her  pride,  which  she  laid  aside 
for  the  sake  of  those  depending  upon  her, — and  an  allusion  to 
"  the  young  mother  and  infant  child,"  which  she  intended  to  be 
very  pathetic, — she  concluded  as  follows  : — 

"  It  is  not  a  gift  which  I  entreat,  nor  even  a  loan.  Overtaken 
by  misfortune,  I  still  retain  the  furniture  which  in  happier  times 
garnished  our  ancestral  hall,  and  some  articles  of  massive  silver 
which  have  been  handed  down  with  our  family  traditions ;  and 
it  is  upon  the  security  of  these  that  I  venture  to  entreat  your 
ladyship  to  permit  your  steward  to  advance  us  a  few  hundred 
pounds,  according  to  the  value  of  the  property,  until  I  am 
enabled  to  redeem  all  but  my  eternal  gratitude,  which  I  shall 
transfer  as  a  precious  and  sacred  debt  to  my  descendants. 

"  Madam, 
"A  grey-headed  and  anxious-hearted  mother, 
"I  subscribe  myself, 
"Tour  ladyship's  humble  servant, 

"Honoria  Marcia  Sophia  Donnelly." 

(  "  By  birth  a  Kavaneagh.") 

"  Well,  mother,  if  that  does  not  touch  up  the  old  lady,  nothing 
will.  I  call  that  fine  writing.  It  is  yourself  who  is  a  pride  to 
the  family  of  the  Donnelly s." 

"  And  what  does  my  Sophia  say  to  her  mother  ?  " 

"  1  can  only  say,  ma'am,  that  it  is  a  letter  which  a  captive 


THE   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY.  127 

princess  might  hare  written,  and  that  you  deserve  to  be  allowed 
to  quarter  a  pelican  upon  your  arms." 

"  You  are  too  flattering-,  dear  children,  and  I  fear  you  are  only 
laughing  at  your  poor  old  mother.  But,  however,  if  it  only 
answers  its  purpose,  I  shall  rejoice  to  have  written  the  letter, — 
but  I  can  tell  you  that  I  have  the  spirit  of  a  chained  lioness, 
and  it  goes  against  a  Donnelly  to  ask  a  favour." 

Mrs.  Donnelly  then  went  over  every  line  of  her  letter, 
stroking  under  the  words  that  were  most  emphatic,  beautifying 
the  penmanship,  and  bringing  out  every  letter  with  distinctness, 
and  pointing  every  sentence  according  to  the  strictest  rule  of 
punctuation. 

This  done,  she  folded  it,  and  sealed  it  with  an  armorial  seal 
large  enough  to  have  been  affixed  to  Magna  Charta,  and  then 
superscribed  it  with  her  ladyship's  style  and  titles  at  full 
length. 

"  And  now,  where  is  Gertrude  ?  Let  her  put  on  her  bonnet, 
and  take  this  letter ;  the  sooner  it  is  delivered  the  better."  » 

"  I  will  go  and  fetch  a  coach  for  her,"  said  Augustus. 

"  "What  nonsense,  my  dear  son,  are  you  thinking  of  ?  Ger- 
trude must  walk,  even  if  we  had  money  to  spend  in  coach-hire  ; 
it  would  spoil  all  the  effect  of  the  letter  if  she  arrived  in 
a  coach." 

"But  it  is  a  good  distance  to  Southend  House,  and  the 
weather  is  cold.     I  think  there  will  be  snow  before  long." 

"  So  much  the  more  needful  she  should  start  at  once.  Perhaps 
you  had  better  tell  her  what  she  is  to  do." 

"  Poor  Ger. !  I  would  walk  with  her  if  I  were  not  afraid  to 
be  seen." 

Scarcely  informed  of  the  nature  of  her  errand,  Gertrude  was 
harried  away  on  her  mission  to  Lady  Southend, 


1-3  THE   SOaEOWS   OF  GENTILITY. 


CHAPTER  XXII. 

Toe  some  time  after  Gertrude's  departure,  Augustus  stood  at 
the  window  to  watch  the  sky,  and  to  wonder  whether  Gertrude 
would  reach  Lady  Southend's  before  the  snow  came,  for,  to  do 
him  justice,  he  felt  that  he  would  not  have  liked  to  turn  out 
himself  on  such  an  errand  on  such  a  day.  Mrs.  Donnelly  lin- 
gered over  the  copy  of  her  letter,  reading  it  again,  and  wonder- 
ing what  effect  upon  Lady  Southend  certain  of  the  favourite 
ancWmost  florid  passages  would  have. 

"  I  hope,"  said  she,  "  Gertrude  will  not  mar  all  by  her  stu- 
pidity. She  has  no  tact ;  she  will  allow  herself  to  go  into 
details,  and  although  there  is  nothing  disgraceful  in  elegant 
thrift  and  economy,  yet  one  would  not  desire  Lady  Southend  to 
be  cognisant  of  our  domestic  management.  Herself  the  wife 
and  mother  of  peers  of  the  realm,  what  should  she  know  of  the 
difficulties  of  appearances,  which  nothing  but  an  heroic  sense 
of  social  duty  has  nerved  me  to  maintain." 

<:  Lady  Southend  is  a  great  gossip,"  said  Miss  Sophia,  "  she 
talks  to  Gertrude  as  though  she  were  an  equal ;  and  Gertrude 
has  no  sense  of  the  delicacy  due  to  our  feelings,  she  will  allow 
herself  to  be  led  away  by  an  appearance  of  sympathy,  and 
Lord  Southend  will  look  upon  us  as  no  better  than  other  people 


THE   SOEEOWS   OF  GENTILITY.  129 

who  ask  him  for  money.     Beautiful  as  is  your  letter,  ma'am,  I 
regret  the  step  we  have  taken." 

"  Ah,  my  dear  child,  you  are  so  sensitive.  You  ought  to  have 
been  born  in  the  old  days  of  the  Donaellys.  Money  is  all  in  all 
with  the  world  now.  But  I  still  hope  to  see  the  day  when  the 
fortunes  of  the  family  will  be  restored,  and  when  we  may  go 
back  to  the  old  house  and  live  amongst  our  own  people.  You 
are  fitted  for  any  position,  and  I  still  expect  to  see  you  with 
your  coronet :  you  have  the  carriage  and  the  presence  of  a 
peeress,  even  in  that  morning  dress.  Let  the  consciousness  ol 
your  own  merits  sustain  you ;  it  ill  becomes  a  Donnelly  to  lose 
heart — rich  or  poor,  it  makes  no  difference  to  them." 

"  I  am  sure,  ma'am,  it  is  pleasant  to  hear  you  talk ;  you 
would  inspire  hope  into  any  one.  As  you  remark  so  justly,  a 
consciousness  of  what  we  are  ought  to  support  us  under  our 
present  difficulties.  I  shall  wear  my  black  velvet  at  Mrs. 
Carnegie's  to-day.  I  dare  say  there  will  be  that  Colonel 
Donaldson  from  India — he  and  I  had  quite  a  flirtation  at  Mrs. 
Ap  Price's  ;  he  is  a  dear,  delightful  old  man,  and  with  such  a 
fund  of  sarcastic  humour  !  " 

"  Yes,  I  am  sure  he  was  struck  with  my  Sophia,"  said  Mrs. 
Donnelly. 

Miss  Sophia  took  out  her  work-box,  and  began  to  make 
some  bugle  trimming  with  which  to  adorn  her  charms  later  in 
the  day.  Mrs.  Donnelly  continued  her  inspection  of  papers. 
Mr.  Augustus  yawned,  stretched  himself,  and  went  through  all 
the  evolutions  of  a  man  who  is  tired  to  death  with  doing  no- 
thing. Of  all  the  things  detrimental  to  domestic  comfort,  it  is 
when  the  master  stays  at  home  at  unlawful  hours  without  any 
particular  reason ;  stopping  out  late  at  night  is  nothing  to  it 
for  disorganising  a  household. 
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130  THE   SOKROWS   OF   GENTILITY. 

"  How  cursedly  cold  it  is  !  "  said  he  at  last,  seizing  the  poker 
and  making  a  smash  at  the  fire,  which  covered  the  hearth  with 
cinders  and  raised  a  cloud  of  ashes. 

"  My  dear  Augustus,"  said  Mrs.  Donnelly  in  dismay,  "  you 
have  no  respect  for  the  price  of  coals;  that  fire,  if  left  un- 
touched, would  have  lasted  until  afternoon." 

"  Hang  it,  ma'am,  what  is  the  good  of  having  a  fire  at  all  if 
we  are  not  to  see  a  cheerful  blaze.  I  hate  the  economy  that 
upsets  all  one's  comfort ;  if  we  are  to  be  ruined,  a  scuttle-full 
of  coals  will  make  little  odds  one  way  or  other  in  the 
amount." 

Mr.  Augustus  rang  the  bell.  It  was  answered  by  an  untidy- 
looking  youth,  who  in  the  canonical  hours  of  visiting  bloomed 
out  into  a  chocolate-coloured  coat  and  light  blue  plush  breeches, 
with  an  ample  complement  of  buttons,  all  adorned  with  the 
Donnelly  "  Wild  Cat,"  but  who  during  the  antecedent  period 
wore  an  old  shooting-coat  that  had  once  belonged  to  Mr. 
Augustus,  with  face  and  hands  that  testified  either  to  his  own 
abstinence,  or  to  Mrs.  Donnelly's  economy  in  soap  and  water. 

"  Here,  John,  fetch  a  scuttle-full  of  coals,  and,  do  you  hear, 
let  them  be  large  lumps — not  dust,  like  so  much  sand ;  and 
whilst  you  are  about  it,  bring  a  few  sticks  to  make  a  blaze." 

The  servant  looked  at  Mrs.  Donnelly,  but  did  not  offer  to 
stir. 

"  What  are  you  looking  at  ?  Why  don't  you  stir  those  lazy 
legs  of  yours  ?  " 

"  If  missis  will  give  me  the  key.     I  can't  get  coals  without." 

Mrs.  Donnelly  quelled  her  annoyance  by  a  great  effort,  and 
handed  a  large  rusty  key,  saying — 

"  You  will  get  the  coals  your  master  desires,  and  be  sure  you 
fasten  the  door  securely  afterwards ;  a  lady  in  the  next  street 


THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY.  131 

was  robbed  of  all  her  winter  stock  through  the  carelessness  of 
the  servant." 

The  youth  took  the  key  with  a  malicious  twinkle  of  satisfac- 
tion in  his  eye,  and  departed.  Mrs.  Donnelly  sat  silent,  but 
evidently  ill  at  ease  ;  at  length  she  said — 

"  The  lock  of  the  coal-house  door  is  peculiar,  and  I  fear  John 
will  either  break  it  or  leave  it  unlocked;  besides,  I  like  to 
superintend  the  giving  out  of  all  household  stores  myself — it  is 
one  of  my  principles." 

Saying  this,  she  put  on  her  calash,  and  wrapping  her  old 
black  shawl  about  her,  she  descended  into  the  lower  regions  to 
see  that  John  did  not  abuse  his  power  of  the  key  to  carry  any 
of  the  round  coals  to  comfort  the  kitchen,  where,  as  there  was 
no  dinner  to  cook  they  were  "  entirely  unnecessary."  John 
carried  up  the  coals,  Mrs.  Donnelly  repossessed  herself  of  her 
key,  and  returned  to  the  parlour  just  in  time  to  see  Mr. 
Augustus  building  up  what  he  called  "a  regular  Christmas 
fire." 

"  But,  my  dear  Augustus,  economy  is  needful  to  us  just  now, 
— that  fire  might  have  done  for  the  baronial  hall  in  the  days  of 
the  prosperity  of  our  family,  but,  now  that  we  are  compelled  to 
consider  these  things,  the  quantity  you  are  now  consuming 
would  have  lasted  us  three  days,  with  management." 

"  Hang  management,"  said  Mr.  Augustus,  with  impatience ; 
"I  can  but  go  to  prison,  and  I  would  rather  go  for  having 
been  comfortable  than  miserable.  There !  I  call  that  an  elegant 
fire." 

Mrs.  Donnelly  was  really  suffering,  and  the  effort  to  control 
her  temper  was  almost  heroic ; — she  only  said,  in  a  suppressed 
voice, — 

"  You  had  better  ring  for  John  to  sweep  up  the  hearth — a 

10—3 


132  THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY. 

blazing  fire  that  would  roast  an  ox  does  not  compensate  for  an 
untidy  hearth ;- — we  may  have  visitors." 

"  What  a  long  time  it  takes  Ger.  to  go  and  come  back ! 
When  shall  we  have  dinner  to-day  ?  " 

"  My  dear  Augustus,  your  sister  and  I  dine  at  the  Honour- 
able Mrs.  Carnegie's,  and  I  confess  that  I  did  not  calculate  upon 
your  being  at  home, — it  is  so  seldom  you  dine  with  your 
family." 

Mr.  Augustus  whistled,  and  with  the  tongs  improved  the 
architecture  of  his  fire ;  at  last,  by  an  accidental  kick,  he  upset 
the  fender  (which  lacked  a  foot)  and  all  the  fireirons  fell  down 
with  a  crash. 

"  My  dear  Augustus,  do  have  mercy  upon  my  poor  head — the 
heat  and  this  noise  together  quite  overcome  me.  I  must  leave 
the  room." 

"  Oh  dear,  Augustus,"  said  Miss  Sophia,  "you  have  filled  the 
room  with  smoke  and  dust — my  trimmings  are  ruined;  how 
can  you  have  so  little  consideration  r " 

"  Confound  the  fender !  who  was  to  know  that  it  was  so 
crazy  ?     Why  don't  you  have  it  mended  ?" 

He  picked  up  the  fireirons  with  a  sulky  air  of  injured  inno- 
ccthv,  and  besfan  to  walk  the  room  with  his  hands  in  his 
pockets. 

"  What  horrid  work  it  is  stopping  in  the  house  in  this  way, 
— it  would  make  a  fellow  hang  himself  in  a  week.  I  wish 
somebody  would  come." 

Almost  at  his  wish  there  was  heard  a  blustering  knock, 
accompanied  with  a  furious  ring  at  the  bell.  Augustus  went  to 
the  window — a  handsome  drag  with  a  spirited  horse  stood  at 
the  door.  A  high-coloured  young  man,  with  fair  hair  and  a 
rough  coat,  came  hastily  into  the  room,  bringing  with  him  a 


THE    SORROWS    OF   GENTILITY.  133 

stream  of  cold  air.  He  bowed  hastily  to  Miss  Sophia  without 
looking  at  her,  and  said  to  Augustus, — 

"  I  have  not  one  moment  to  lose ;  my  mare  will  not  stand 

I  want  you  to  come  along  with  me  to 's,  where  we  are 

going  to  try  Bob  Clive's  new  terrier — he  has  taken  heavy  bets 
upon  him.  I  will  tell  you  about  it  as  we  go  along.  Get  your 
hat — you  will  dine  with  us  afterwards  of  course — but  be  quick. 
I  will  give  you  two  minutes,  and  if  you  are  not  to  time  I  must 
be  off.  No  thank  you,  ma'am,  I  cannot  sit  down — that  rascal 
does  not  know  how  to  hold  her  head — I  must  go  myself.  I 
wish  you  good  morning." 

He  left  the  room  as  hastily  as  he  had  entered  it,  leaving  Miss 
Sophia  in  a  nutter  that  caused  her  to  upset  her  bugles  upon  the 
floor,  for  that  unmannerly  young  man  was  Sir  John  Cornwall 
and  he  was  very  rich  and  unmarried ;  if  report  said  true,  he 
also  drank  hard,  kept  low  sporting  company,  and  was  in  no 
respect  a  reputable  character,  yet  had  the  severely  virtuous 
Miss  Sophia  felt  an  ardent  desire  to  detain  him  at  her  work- 
table.  Augustus  put  his  head  in  at  the  door — his  spirits  quite 
renovated — and  said,  "  Give  my  love  to  Ger.  when  she  come.3 
back,  and  tell  her  there  is  no  saying  when  I  may  be  home,  so 
she  need  not  expect  me,"  and  then,  casting  care  to  the  wind,  he 
sprang  into  the  drag  after  his  friend,  who  gathered  up  the 
reins  and  the  mare  set  off  in  a  style  that  seemed  likely  to  break 
their  necks. 

Mrs.  Donnelly  did  not  return  to  the  parlour  until  Augustus 
had  left  the  house,  and  then  her  first  act  was  to  take  off  all 
the  coals,  and  reduce  the  fire  below  the  second  bar,  after 
which  she  proceeded  up  stairs  to  attire  herself  for  the  due  re- 
ception of  callers,  and  then  she  and  Miss  Sophia  took  their 
station  in  the  drawing-room,     A  hackneys  coach  drove  up  to 


134  THE   SOEEOWS   OF  GENTILITY. 

the  door.  Miss  Sophia's  ears  caught  the  jingle  of  the 
vehicle — 

"Who  can  this  be?  Surely  Gertrude  has  not  committed  the 
extravagance  of  taking  a  coach." 

She  looked  through  the  curtains  and  saw  a  middle-aged 
woman,  in  a  black  bonnet  and  a  great  profusion  of  cap-border 
and  white  satin  ribbons  round  her  face,  sitting  in  the  coach, 
and  looking  anxiously  up  at  the  house.  On  the  top  of  the 
coach  was  a  large  hamper. 

"  "What  can  that  strange-looking  woman  be  wanting  here  ? " 
said  Miss  Sophia. 

A  parleying  was  heard  below,  and  shortly  afterwards  the 
servant,  now  in  his  full-blown  splendour  of  plush  and  buttons, 
opened  the  drawing-room  door,  looking  perplexed. 

"If  you  please,  ma'am,  here  is  a  decent  body  asking  for 
Mrs.  Augustus — am  I  to  ask  her  in,  or  shall  I  tell  her  to  come 
again.  She  is  from  the  country,  and  seems  all  in  a  flutter,  and 
quite  put  out  at  not  finding  her." 

"  Good  gracious !  I  hope  none  of  Gertrude's  relatives  ai'e 
come  to  find  her  out.     What  is  she  like  ?  " 

"  Countrified,  but  quite  respectable-looking  —  I  somehow 
think  she  is  Mrs.  Augustus  Donnelly's  mother." 

"  I  will  go  and  speak  to  her,"  said  Mrs.  Donnelly. 

"  It  is  quite  unnecessary,"  said  Miss  Sophia.  "  How  extremely 
provoking  that  she  should  come  just  now,  in  the  midst  of  our 
troubles ;  a  vulgar  person  like  her  cannot  of  course  understand 
the  difference  between  our  embarrassments  and  those  of  com- 
mon people.     Is  she  come  up  to  stop,  I  wonder  ?  " 

"  We  must  make  the  best  of  it,  my  dear.  I  will  go  and  speak 
to  her." 

Mrs.  Donnelly  proceeded  to  the  hall,  where  poor  Mrs.  Morley 


THE   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY.  135 

had  been  left  standing  on  the  mat,  beside  her  large  hamper. 
Mrs.  Donnelly  prepared  to  address  her  with  elaborate  affability 
— bnt  at  that  instant  a  thundering  footman's  rap  at  the  door 
startled  her  out  of  her  intention,  and  hastily  desiring  the  ge- 
neral maid-servant  to  "  show  that  person  up  stairs  into  the  nur- 
sery," she  had  barely  time  to  make  good  her  own  escape  into 
the  drawing-room,  to  be  there  discovered  by  the  Dowager  Lady 
Thomas  Ap  Price,  in  the  apparent  enjoyment  of  ease  with 
dignity. 


136  THE   SORROWS  OF   GENTILITY. 


CHAPTER  XXIII. 

Believing  from  her  husband's  manner,  and  from  the  few 
words  that  Mrs.  Donnelly  had  condescended  to  drop,  that  some 
dreadful  crisis  had  occurred  in  their  affairs,  Gertrude  did  not 
need  much  urging1  to  despatch;  she  was,  moreover,  anxious  to 
get  back  to  her  nursery,  which  she  sadly  feared  would  be  in- 
vaded by  Mrs.  Donnelly  in  her  absence. 

The  weather  was  very  cold  and  thick,  she  did  not  know  well 
the  road,  and  she  went  out  of  her  way  more  than  once,  but  at 
length  she  stood  before  Southend  House— frightened  and  out  of 
breath. 

At  first  the  porter  hesitated  to  admit  her,  but  a  footman  pass- 
ing through  the  hall  recognised  her,  and  she  was  shown  into  a 
small  room  until  she  had  been  announced.  She  was  at  length 
ushered  into  her  ladyship's  dressing-room,  where  the  old  lady 
was  sitting  beside  the  fire  cleaning  her  diamonds.  She  looked 
up  as  Gertrude  entered — 

"  "Well,  child,  and  what  brings  you  out  this  day  ?  To  wish 
me  a  happy  Christmas  ?  How  is  the  baby  ?  and  how  are  you  ? 
You  look  perished — there,  sit  down  in  that  large  chair  by  the 
fire." 

Gertrude — fatigued  by  her  long  walk,  and  frightened,  though 
she  could  scarcely  have  defined  of  what — began  to  cry. 


THE    SORROWS   OP   GENTILITT.  137 

The  old  lady  looked  keenly  at  her,  and  then  dropping  some 
lavender  on  a  lump  of  sugar  she  made  Gertrude  take  it,  and 
■when  she  was  a  little  composed  she  said — "  Come  now,  wipe 
your  eyes,  I  don't  like  crying  people,  and  tell  me  what  is  the 
matter.     Is  the  baby  dead  ?  " 

"  0,  no ! "  said  Gertrude,  feeling  relieved  to  think  how  much 
worse  things  might  have  been ;  "  the  baby  is  quite  wrell — but  I 
am  sent  with  this  letter  to  your  ladyship.  I  fear  something  is 
very  much  amiss." 

"  Hum,"  said  the  old  lady,  stretching  out  her  hand  ;  "  give  it 
to  me." 

She  took  it,  and  after  examining  the  ostentatious  coat  of 
arms,  proceeded  to  read  the  letter.  When  Gertrude  saw  how 
scornful  she  looked,  she  was  more  frightened  than  ever. 

"  Pray  do  you  know  what  this  precious  epistle  is  about  ? " 
said  she,  sternly. 

"  No,  ma'am." 

"  And  you  know  nothing  about  it  ?  " 

"  No,  ma'am ;  I  believe  there  is  some  trouble  at  home,  but 
Mrs.  Donnelly  never .  tells  me  anything,  and  Augustus  always 
goes  by  what  his  mother  says.  If  there  is  any  offence  in  that 
letter,  I  am  sure  it  does  not  come  from  Augustus." 

"  If  there  is  any  offence ! — it  is  just  the  most  insolent,  cringing, 
impertinent  piece  of  presumption  I  ever  heard  of  in  all  my  life. 
To  ask  me  to  turn  pawnbroker  for  Mrs.  Donnelly ! " 

Gertrude  did  not  reply,  and  the  old  lady  gradually  grew 
calmer. 

"  Now,"  said  she,  "  tell  me  all  that-  has  happened — all  you 
know  of  it  at  least.  I  feel  sorry  for  you.  You  look  simple  and 
innocent,  and  as  if  you  could  tell  the  truth." 

Gertrude  obeyed,  and  narrated  the   scene  of  the  morning 


138  THE   SORROWS  OP  GENTILITY. 

and  thence,  scarcely  knowing  how  it  happened,  she  went  on  to 
tell  the  old  lady  all  her  history,  both  before  her  marriage  and 
since — always,  however,  screening  her  husband.  She  did  not 
wish  to  complain  of  her  mother-in-law,  but  naturally  enough 
the  account  of  her  was  not  -very  flattering.  When  she  ceased, 
there  was  a  pause  of  a  few  minutes,  the  old  lady  continuing  to 
look  at  her  with  her  keen  black  eyes. 

"  Well,"  said  she  at  length,  "  you  have  been  a  very  foolish 
child ;  but  as  you  will  have  that  brought  home  to  you  by  expe- 
rience, you  do  not  need  to  hear  it  said  by  me.  You  will  have 
to  sup  sorrow  by  spoonfuls,  and  what  you  have  suffered  is  only 
the  beginning  of  plagues.  Tou  have  paid  dearly  for  wishing 
to  get  out  of  your  station.  Write  again  to  your  mother,  and 
beg  her  to  take  you  home  for  a  while  till  these  money  matters 
have  found  their  level.  She  will  not  refuse,  I  will  answer  for 
it,  and  that  is  the  best  advice  I  can  give  you.  You  are  young 
and  healthy,  and  ought  to  begin  to  think  of  working  for  your- 
self and  your  child.  Let  me  hear  what  you  can  do  to  earn 
money. 

"  I  can  do  filagree  work,  and  paint  screens,  and  paint  in  japan 
and  on  velvet ;  and  I  can  play  a  little,"  said  poor  Gertrude, 
humbly. 

"  Hum  !"  said  the  old  lady;  "  and  is  that  all  the  education 
they  gave  you  to  face  the  world  with  ? — did  they  teach  you  no- 
thing else  ?  " 

"  Miss  Le  French  taught  us  history  and  geography,  and  those 
things." 

"  A  pity  she  did  not  teach  you  the  necessity  of  doing  your 
duty  above  all  things.  But  we  must  make  the  best  of  what 
you  have.  You  can  work  tapestry,  I  suppose  ? — Now  I  have 
begun  a  carpet,  and  if  you  choose  to  help  me,  I  will  pay  you. 


THE   SORROWS  OP   GENTILITY.  139 

If  you  wish  to  support  yourself  and  child  without  being  a  tax 
on  your  mother-in-law's  generosity,  I  will  supply  you  with 
work.  It  may  not  be  to-day  or  to-morrow  you  will  choose  to 
do  this ;  but  the  day  will  come,  and  then  apply  to  me.  Go 
back  home,  and  tell  Mrs.  Donnelly  that  I  do  not  choose  to  deal 
in  second-hand  goods,  nor  to  purchase  old  silver,  and  that  she 
had  better  apply  to  the  pawnbroker.  I  desire  you  will  repeat 
my  message  exactly.  Remember  that  I  am  quite  ready  to  help 
you  when  you  desire  to  help  yourself.  Come  to  me  or  write  to  me 
without  fear.  I  shall  not  forget  you.  And  now  you  had  better 
go  home :  you  have  been  long  enough  away ;  but  I  shall  send 
you  home  in  a  coach.     You  are  not  clothed  for  a  day  like  this." 

Gertrude  would  have  declined,  but  Lady  Southend  was  accus- 
tomed to  be  despotic.  She  bade  Gertrude  hold  her  tongue,  and 
gave  orders  to  fetch  a  coach :  in  the  meantime,  she  made  Ger- 
trude drink  a  glass  of  wine,  and  continued  her  own  occupation 
"  Ah,  I  dare  say  you  think  it  would  be  a  fine  thing  to  go  to 
court  and  wear  diamonds,  and  many  a  silly  girl  marries  and 
makes  herself  miserable  for  no  better  reason.  If  her  husband 
died,  the  diamonds  would  go  away  from  her  the  next  minute — 
(these  belong  to  my  son) — and  it  is  paying  a  heavy  price  for 
the  hire  of  them.  Nobody  would  care  for  wearing  them  if  they 
went  by  the  satisfaction  they  felt  in  it ,  but  they  think  of  the 
value  other  people  attach  to  them,  and  so  live  iu  a  reflected 
vanity." 

The  coach  was  announced.  As  Gertrude  rose  to  take  leave, 
Lady  Southend  put  five  guineas  into  her  hand,  saying, — 

"  This  is  a  Christmas-box  for  your  little  girl." 

Gertrude  gratefully  thanked  the  good-natured,  whimsical  old 
lady,  and  withdrew,  very  puzzled  what  those  who  had  sent  her 
would  say  to  the  result  of  her  mission. 


lft>  THE  SOEEOWS  OF  GENTILITI. 


CHAPTER  XXIV 

The  dowager  had  departed,  and  Mrs.  Donnelly  was  answering 
a  note  that  had  been  brought  by  Mrs.  Cadogan's  servant,  when 
Gertrude's  hackney  coach  came  to  the  door. 

"  Here  is  Gertrude  at  last ! "  said  Miss  Sophia.  "  I  am  glad 
that  hackney  coach,  with  its  two  crocodile  horses,  did  not  drive 
up  whilst  Lady  Ap  Price's  carriage  was  standing ;  at  this  time 
of  day  Gertrude  should  hare  had  the  delicacy  to  alight  before 
she  came  to  the  door.  I  suppose  Lady  Southend  has  sent  her 
home;  she  would  scarcely  be  so  extravagant  as  to  take  one  for 
herself." 

"Well,  my  dear  Gertrude,  and  what  said  the  Lady  Southend?" 
said  Mrs.  Donnelly,  blandly,  looking  up  from  her  note  as  Ger- 
trude entered.  Gertrude  was  surprised  at  the  amiable  tone  and 
the  general  aspect  of  affairs,  so  different  from  the  querulous, 
comfortless  state  of  things  she  had  left  in  the  morning. 

"  Tou  look  fatigued,  my  dear  ;  sit  down  before  you  give  the 
account  of  your  visit ;  doubtless  Lady  Southend  offered  you 
refection." 

Mrs.  Donnelly  herself  could  scarely  have  accounted  for  her 
good-humour,  but  the  idea  of  being  on  the  verge  of  deliverance 
from  her  economical  troubles  put  her  into  a  pleasant  frame  of 


THE   SORROWS  OF  GENTILITY.  141 

mind,  and  she  assumed  a  graceful  attitude  in  which  to  receive 
the  blessings  of  Providence. 

Gertrude,  thankful  to  delay  her  message  until  the  last  mo- 
ment, sat  down  at  the  end  of  the  sofa,  and  waited  to  be  ques- 
tioned. 

"  Well  ?  "  said  Mrs.  Donnelly,  interrogatively. 

"Lady  Southend  read  the  letter,  ma'am,  and  said  I  was  to 
tell  you  that  she  could  not  agree  to  your  request." 

"  Tell  me  exactly  what  she  said,"  enjoined  Mrs.  Donnelly, 
severely. 

"  She  seemed  angry,  and  said  that  I  was  to  tell  you  it  did 
not  suit  her  to  deal  in  second-hand  goods,  nor  to  purchase  old 
silver,  and  that  you  had  better  apply  to  a  pawnbroker." 

If  Gertrude  had  feared  the  result  of  this  message  she  was  not 
disappointed ;  it  was  like  sending  a  bombshell  into  a  sitting- 
room  in  the  midst  of  a  family  circle,  or  of  dropping  a  spark 
into  a  barrel  of  gunpowder,  or  any  other  experiment  of  a  start- 
ling and  explosive  nature.  Mrs.  Donnelly's  eyes  sparkled,  and 
her  lips  turned  white  with  rage. 

"  It  is  well,  it  is  very  well ;  and  you  sit  there  rejoicing  in 
your  cool  malignity.  You  are  delighted  to  bring  home  a  mes- 
sage to  your  husband's  mother  which  you  think  will  humiliate 
her ;  but  you  little  know  the  character  of  the  woman  you  have 
joined  that  heartless  woman  to  insult ! " 

"  To  think  that  we  should  have  exposed  ourselves  to  her  aris- 
tocratic insolence  for  nothing !  But  it  was  always  against  my 
judgment.  Of  course  she  judged  of  us  by  our  messenger,  or  she 
never  could  have  sent  such  an  ungentlewomanlike  message," 
said  Miss  Sophia. 

"  You  have  strangely  failed  in  the  duty  and  respect  you  owe 
to  my  position,"  resumed  Mrs.  Donnelly,  with  a  catch  of  her 


1'42  THE   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY. 

breath,  "  in  venturing  to  repeat  such  gratuitous  impertinence ; 
but  you,  who  despised  yonr  own  parents,  cannot  be  expected  to 
show  more  consideration  to  me.  Much  as  I  may  regret  the 
events  of  this  morning,  which  must  for  ever  put  an  end  to  the 
acquaintance  between  ourselves  and  Lady  Southend,  both  she 
and  you  are  mistaken  if  you  imagine  that  the  refusal  of  a  tem- 
porary loan  will  either  abate  the  pride  or  quell  the  spirit  of 
Honoria  Donnelly.  I  feel  myself  superior  to  the  paltry  spite- 
fulness  of  Lady  Southend." 

"  I  hope,  ma'am,  you  will  not  be  angry  with  me ;  indeed  I 
could  not  help  it,"  said  poor  Gertrude,  in  a  tone  of  deprecation. 

"  To  be  angry  with  you  would  imply  an  equality,  which  can 
never  exist,"  said  Mrs.  Donnelly,  loftily;  you  can  retire.  I 
forgot  to  tell  you  that  there  is  a  person  in  the  nursery — your- 
mother,  I  fancy — who  is  waiting  to  see  you ;  she  has  been  here 
some  time.  Under  present  circumstances  I  do  not  wish  to  see 
her ;  but  you  will  offer  her  whatever  refreshment  the  house 
affords.  If  she  wishes  for  a  glass  of  wine,  you  can  come  to  me 
for  the  keys." 

Gertrude  thought  she  could  not  have  heard  aright.  She 
turned  sick,  and  clung  to  the  back  of  the  sofa  for  support.  She 
had  barely  strength  to  go  up  stairs.  She  tried  to  make  haste ; 
but  her  feet  were  as  though  they  had  been  loaded  with  a 
hundredweight  of  lead,  and  she  stumbled  at  every  step. 

As  she  approached  the  nursery  door,  she  heard  a  voice  speak- 
ing to  the  child.  It  seemed  as  though  she  could  never  get  in, 
for  her  hand  trembled  so  convulsively  that  she  could  only  make 
an  ineffectual  effort  to  turn  the  handle.  Some  one  opened  it 
from  within — and  Gertrude  fell  into  her  mother's  arms. 


THE   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY.  143 


CHAPTER  XXV. 

Gertrude  wept  long  and  passionately  upon  her  mother's 
bosom ;  the  conflicting  feelings  of  joy  and  sorrow  and  remorse, 
all  the  pent  up  speech  of  years,  were  resumed  into  one  chaotic 
emotion  of  which  tears  were  the  only  utterance. 

Mrs.  Morley,  who  herself  was  much  affected  by  tbis  first  sight 
of  her  daughter  after  so  long  a  separation,  began  at  length  to 
be  alarmed.  "  Come,  my  dear  child,  don't  take  on  in  this  way ; 
What  is  it  that's  ailing  you  ?  See,  you  are  frightening  baby, 
who  cannot  tell  what  to  make  of  it  all." 

"  0  mother  ! "  sobbed  poor  Gertrude ;  "  how  ungrateful  you 
must  have  thought  me.  The  sight  of  you  makes  me  feel  how 
ill  I  have  behaved  to  you ;  I  shall  never  forgive  myself.  I  was 
beginning  to  think  you  had  turned  me  off,  as  you  never  took 
any  notice  of  my  letter ;  and  now  I  almost  wish  you  had — the 
eight  of  you  hurts  me  so." 

"  I  would  like  to  see  the  person  who  dared  to  say  you  had 
behaved  ill,"  said  Mrs.  Morley,  indignantly.  "  You  were  always 
the  best,  and  kindest,  and  most  industrious  creature  in  the 
world ;  and  if  you  did  run  away  to  be  married,  it  is  only  what 
many  a  girl  has  done  before,  and  will  do  after  you — God  help 
them ! — so  don't  let  that  lie  on  your  mind.     I  would  have  come 


144  THE   SOEEOWS  OF  GENTILITY. 

to  you  long  since,  only  your  father  was  contrary  and  would  not 
let  me;  and  you  have  found  out  by  this  time  that  a  husband  is 
a  master  when  he  once  takes  a  thing  into  his  head.  As  to  your 
letter,  I  only  got  it  a  fortnig-ht  ago,  on  account  that  Mrs. 
Slocum  forgot  it  in  her  trouble.  I  read  it  to  your  father,  and 
Mrs.  Slocum  talked  to  him,  and  the  minister  called,  and  I  got 
him  to  speak.  But  at  first  your  father  would  hear  no  reason, 
and  he  swore  at  Mrs.  Slocum  for  a  meddling  old  fool,  and  he 
even  spoke  rough  to  the  minister,  and  they  had  to  give  it  up. 
Tour  father  is  a  hard  man,  but  he  does  not  want  for  goodness ; 
and  after  a  bit,  it  came  out  tbat  you  had  not  mentioned  him  in 
your  letter,  except  just  once  at  the  end,  and  he  felt  hurt  you  did 
not  think  him  worth  speaking  of.  So  then  I  talked  to  him  and 
coaxed  him,  and  when  he  saw  how  I  took  on,  and  was  fretting 
after  you,  he  softened,  and  told  me  I  might  come  up  to  London 
to  see  you,  and  that  I  might  bring  you  back  with  me  if  I  liked  ; 
and  when  he  did  come  round,  nothing  could  be  more  condescend- 
ing than  he  was.  He  knew  that  I  had  never  travelled  alone, 
so  he  spoke  to  '  Fat  Sam,'  who  drives  the  '  Dart,'  to  take  care 
of  me,  and  see  me  safe  here.  This  is  his  off  day,  and  he  would 
have  brought  me  to  the  house  himself;  but  I  thought  he  might 
not  just  be  the  person  to  introduce  amongst  your  grand  people, 
for  though  he  has  a  kind  heart,  he  is  a  rough  one  to  look 
at " 

Gertrude  interrupted  the  torrent  of  her  mother's  discourse, 
to  ask  how  long-  she  had  been  there,  and  whether  any  refresh- 
ment  had  been  offered  to  her. 

"  Oh,  I  never  once  thought  of  refreshment !  I  thought  I 
should  have  dropped  when  they  told  me  you  were  out ;  but  I 
asked  to  see  the  baby,  and  told  who  I  was.  The  footman  who 
opened  the  door  seemed  afraid  to  let  me  in ;  but  however  he  did, 


THE   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY.  145 

and  I  waited  on  the  mat  whilst  he  went  into  the  parlour,  and  he 
came  back  followed  by  an  old  lady,  as  high  as  a  duchess  in  her 
manners.  I  told  her  I  was  your  mother,  and  said  I  had  come  to 
see  you.  She  looked  at  me  as  if  I  were  the  dirt  under  her  feet, 
and  at  last  said  that  you  were  gone  out,  but  that  if  I  chose  to  gc 
into  the  nursery  I  might  wait  there  till  you  came  back,  though 
she  could  not  say  how  long  that  might  be.  As  I  said  I  would 
wait,  she  bid  the  housemaid  show  me  the  way,  and  walked  off. 
leaving  me  standing  there.  I  might  have  been  come  to  see  one 
of  the  servants  by  the  way  she  spoke.  But  I  was  too  thankful 
to  be  so  near  seeing  you  to  feel  offended.  Who  is  she  ?  Does 
she  live  here  ?     The  man  called  her  his  '  mistress.'  " 

"  It  was  old  Mrs.  Donnelly,  my  husband's  mother.  She  is 
very  haughty  in  her  manners.     I  wish  I  had  been  at  home." 

"  Oh,  I  don't  care  for  her,  not  I ;  though  she  is  the  first, 
calling'  herself  a  lady,  who  ever  showed  any  pride  to  me,  and  I 
have  had  to  speak  to  some  of  the  best  ladies  in  the  land." 

"  But,"  said  Gertrude,  anxious  to  turn  the  conversation,  "  it  is 
a  long  time  since  breakfast ;  let  me  get  you  something  to  eat." 

"  Ah,  well,  I  don't  care  if  you  do  get  me  a  glass  of  wine  and 
a  mouthful  of  sandwich ;  but  don't  let  me  give  any  trouble.  I 
brought  up  a  basket  of  '  Christmasing '  with  me,  just  a  turkey 
of  my  own  rearing,  and  a  pork  pie,  and  one  or  two  little  things. 
I  left  it  down  in  the  hall.  Some  carriage  company  came  to  the 
door,  and  the  old  lady  walked  away  so  sharply  that  I  had  no 
time  to  tel  her  what  it  was.  But,"  continued  she,  as  Gertrude 
was  leaving  the  room,  "  why  should  you  go  ?  Can  you  not  ring 
the  bell  ?  I  thought  that  was  one  of  the  comforts  of  living  in 
a  private  house.  I  don't  like  to  see  you  run  up  and  down  to 
wait  on  me.  I  can  dojwithout  anything  quite  well  till  dinner- 
time." 

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146  THE   SORROWS  OF  GENTILITY. 

Her  mother's  patience  and  self-forgetfulness  struck  Gertrude 
with  more  remorse  than  any  reproaches  could  have  done. 

"Oh,  mother!  Don't  speak  so  kindly  to  me;  I  cannot 
bear  it." 

"  Bless  thee,  child !  How  wouldsfc  thou  have  me  speak  ?  I 
never  felt  so  happy  in  all  my  life." 

Gertrude  went  in  search  of  some  refreshment  for  her  mother. 
It  was  a  more  than  usually  barren  search ;  for,  on  the  strength 
of  an  evening  party  at  the  Honourable  Mrs.  Carnegie's,  Mrs. 
Donnelly  had  refrained  from  ordering  a  regular  dinner,  and 
there  was  little  in  the  larder.  However,  by  the  aid  of  some  of 
the  good  things  in  the  hamper,  she  succeeded  in  making  up 
a  tolerable  luncheon,  though  it  was  a  very  meagre  substitute 
for  the  "  Christmas  dinner "  which  Mrs.  Morley  was  in  the 
habit  of  considering  as  much  a  test  of  orthodox  Christianity  as 
salt  fish  and  eggs  on  Good  Friday. 

In  the  meanwhile  Mrs.  Donnelly  had  propitiated  her  own 
wounded  susceptibilities  by  uttering  her  opinion  very  emphatic- 
ally of  Lady  Southend's  behaviour,  and  lamenting  her  own 
mistake  in  entrusting  so  delicate  an  embassy  to  Gertrude,  to 
which,  on  reflection,  she  was  inclined  to  attribute  the  failure  of 
her  scheme.  Somewhat  soothed  by  this  idea,  and  the  filial 
unction  of  Miss  Sophia's  sympathy,  she  gradually  subsided  into 
a  tolerably  comfortable  frame  of  mind.  When  the  hour  of 
dressing  arrived  she  was  sufficiently  recovered  to  array  herself 
and  her  anxieties  in  her  black  velvet  gown  (her  robe  of  state)  ; 
she  also  put  on  a  turban  with  a  splendid  Bird  of  Paradise,  and 
postponed  all  further  consideration  of  ways  and  means  until 
the  next  day ;  so  that  when  Lady  Elrington  s  carriage  called  to 
take  them  to  Mrs.  Carnegie's,  a  stranger  would  have  been  much 
more  likely  to  think  she  was  a  Queen  Dowager  than  a  lady 


THE    SORROWS   OP   GENTILITY.  147 

deep  in  difficulties.  Of  course  she  did  not  deem  it  necessary  to 
see  Mrs.  Morley  befoi'e  her  departure.  She  would  just  as  soon 
have  paid  a  visit  to  one  who  had  come  to  see  her  servant ;  and 
indeed,  as  she  had  no  hopes  that  Mrs.  Morley  would  lend  her 
money,  she  considered  her  coming  at  all  as  a  troublesome 
liberty. 


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THE   SORROWS   OP   GEXTILITf. 


CHAPTER  XXVI. 

Whilst  these  events  were  going  on  at  home,  Mr.  Augustus 
was  rapidly  drawing  towards  the  close  of  his  good  luck  abroad. 

He  had  managed  to  bet  heavily  on  the  wrong  dog,  and  the 
conclusion  of  the  match  found  him  a  loser  to  a  good  amount. 

As  the  party  were  going  off  to  dinner,  a  dirty  scrap  of  paper 
was  thrust  into  his  hand,  bidding  him  look  to  himself,  as  the 
bailiffs  were  on  the  watch  to  arrest  him  outside  the  door.  Mr. 
Augustus  made  his  escape  through  a  window,  and  going 
through  back  streets  and  by-ways,  reached  his  own  door  in 
safety. 

A  loud  peal  at  the  door-bell  startled  Mrs.  Morley  and 
Gertrude,  as  they  sat  by  the  glimmering  light  of  the  nursery 
fire,  and  immediately  afterwards  the  voice  of  Augustus  was 
heard  calling  impatiently  from  below. 

"  What  can  have  happened  ?  "  said  Gertrude.  "  Something 
must  be  very  wrong  to  bring  Augustus  home  at  this  time." 

"  Bless  the  man !  he  will  awaken  the  baby,"  said  Mrs. 
Morley. 

"  Go,  go,  and  see  what  is  the  matter.  Tour  father  can  never 
bear  to  be  kept  waiting ;  he  will  call  the  house  down  if  nobody 
goes." 


THE    SORROWS   OF   GE3XIL1TT.  1-49 

Gertrude  went  down  stairs  as  quickly  as  she  could,  with 
trembling  limbs.  There  was  no  light  in  the  hall ;  but  she 
found  her  way  in  the  dark  to  the  dining-room,  the  door  of 
which  was  open. 

There  she  found  her  husband  thrown  back  in  a  large  chair 
beside  the  fire-place,  with  his  head  sunk  upon  his  bosom.  The 
fire  was  extinct,  and  the  cinders  were  strewn  about  the  hearth. 

A  single  dip-candle  stood  on  the  table,  with  a  long  unsnuffed 
wick,  and  a  thief  on  one  side  was  guttering  it  away.  He  looked 
up  as  she  entered. 

"  Tou  have  been  a  long  while  coming.  What  were  you 
doing  ? — and  where's  my  mother  and  Sophy  ?  " 

"Oh,  Augustus!"  said  Gertrude,  quite  frightened  at  hia 
sombre  looks  and  disordered  dress.  "What  is  the  matter?  are 
you  ill  ?     What  has  brought  you  home  ?  " 

"  Oh,  nothing ;  don't  bother,"  said  he,  roughly  shaking  off 
her  hand.     "  Why  do  you  look  at  me  in  that  way  ?  " 

"Because  I  am  frightened;  you  look  so  strange." 

"  It  is  no  wonder.  I  am  not  drunk,  as  you  seem  to  think ; 
but  it  is  all  up  with  me.  I  owe  more  money  than  I  can  ever 
pay ;  and  I  shall  go  off  to  France  to-night,  or  else  I  shall  be 
inside  a  prison  to-morrow.  I  wish  my  mother  were  here.  Why 
did  she  go  out  when  she  knew  how  things  were  ?  " 

Gertrude  shut  the  door,  and  then  returning  to  her  husband, 
she  said,  "  Augustus,  if  you  are  ruined,  tell  me.  I  have  as  much 
right  to  hear  about  it  as  your  mother.  I  am  your  wife,  at  any 
rate ;  and  perhaps  I  can  do  more  to  help  you  than  you  fancy." 

"What  can  you  do?"  he  replied.  "I  suppose  you  did  not 
bring  a  pocketful  of  bank-notes  from  the  old  lady  this  morning ; 
and  if  you  did,  it  is  not  a  few  that  would  help  me," 

Gertrude  shook  her  head. 


150  THE   SOEEOW8   OF  GENTILITY. 

"  Ah,  I  never  expected  you  would  get  anything',"  said  he. 
"  I'll  forgive  her  not  doing  anything  if  only  she  does  not  set 
her  son  against  me." 

"  If  you  could  only  persuade  these  people  to  wait  a  little,  I 
could  work  and  earn  money  to  keep  myself  and  the  baby ;  and 
then,  perhaps,  Lord  Southend  would  be  back,  and  he  would 
advise  you  what  to  do." 

"  My  poor  Ger. !  What  good  would  your  work  do  ?  But  you 
are  a  good  girl ;  and  it  is  thinking  what  will  become  of  you 
that  makes  me  so  low.  I  can  rough  it  for  myself;  but  what 
will  you  do  ? — for  I  must  off  away  from  this." 

"  Oh,  don't  think  about  me,"  said  Gertrude.  "  I  shall  do  very 
well.  My  mother  came  to  see  me  to-day ;  my  father  is  quite 
reconciled.  Won't  you  come  upstairs  and  see  her.  I  am  sure 
she  will  advise  us  for  the  best.  My  father  always  goes  by  what 
she  says." 

Poor  Gertrude  knew  nothing  of  affaira ;  but  she  felt  a  pride 
in  putting  her  mother  into  the  seat  of  Mrs.  Donnelly. 

Reckless  and  thoughtless  as  Augustus  was,  he  felt  a  twinge 
of  shame  at  being  introduced  to  his  wife's  mother  under  such 
circumstances. 

Gertrude  did  not  perceive  his  hesitation,  she  was  trimming 
the  candle. 

"  Remember,  you  must  tread  very  softly,  for  baby  is  asleep. 
What  a  long  time  it  is  since  you  saw  her  in  her  little  cot.  She 
looks  a  perfect  angel!" 

The  introduction  between  Augustus  and  his  mother  pro- 
duced a  mutually  favourable  impression,  for  he  was  ex- 
tremely good-looking,  and  had  a  gentlemanly  address.  When 
he  embraced  Mrs.  Morley  and  called  her  "  Mother,"  all 
her   latent    prejudices   against   him   were   dispersed    at  once, 


THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY.  151 

and  Gertrude  stood  completely   absolved    for   running    away 
with  him. 

After  a  few  moments,  Gertrude  reminded  her  husband  that  he 
had  come  to  consult  her  mother.  Gertrude's  notions  of  "being 
ruined  "  were  extremely  vague  and  picturesque ;  moreover,  she 
felt  a  glow  of  pride  in  the  idea  that  she  and  her  mother  were 
going  to  advise  Augustus  all  to  themselves,  and  without  Mrs. 
Donnelly ;  so  she  may  be  pardoned  if  she  did  not  feel  nearby  so 
miserable  as  circumstances  seemed  to  require. 

As  to  Mr.  Augustus,  he  would  rather  have  been  excused 
entering  into  details  ;  but  there  was  no  help  for  it.  He  there- 
fore gave  Mrs.  Morley  and  his  wife  a  rhetorical  account  of  his 
affairs,  making  them  look  not  like  vulgar  debts,  but  gentlemanly 
embarrassments,  which  would  disappear,  and  even  become 
eventually  sources  of  prosperity.  He  succeeded  in  talking  him- 
self into  good  spirits ;  and  as  Mrs.  Morley  promised  that 
Gertrude  and  the  baby  should  never  want  a  comfortable  home, 
his  most  legitimate  source  of  anxiety  was  removed. 

With  all  her  prepossession  in  favour  of  her  son-in-law,  Mrs. 
Morley  was  glad  that  he  purposed  borrowing  from  somebody 
else,  and  not  from  her ;  and  she  now  used  her  influence  to  get 
him  safely  off. 

Mr.  Augustus  again  embraced  his  mother-in-law,  and  declared 
she  had  given  him  new  life  in  promising  to  take  care  of  his 
adored  Gertrude ;  that  so  long  as  she  was  sheltered  he  did  not 
for  himself  heed  the  "  frowns  of  fortune." 

He  declared  to  Gertrude,  as  she  was  packing  a  carpet-bag, 
that  her  mother  "  was  the  most  sensible  woman  he  had  ever 
known."  Gertrude,  who  had  of  late  been  kept  on  a  very  short 
allowance  of  kind  words,  felt  happy  in  spite  of  herself,  and  the 
excitement  of  packing  up  kept  her  from  realising  that  Augustus 


152  THE   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY. 

was  going1  to  leave  her.  Bat  when  the  carpet-bag1  was  closed, 
and  Augustus  equipped  in  a  rough  pilot  coat  stood  ready  to 
depart,  her  tears  began  to  fall  apace. 

"  0  take  nae  with  you,  dear  Augustus !  I  don't  care  what 
becomes  of  me  if  I  may  be  with  you." 

"  Impossible,  my  dear  girl,"  said  he,  disengaging  her  arms 
from  his  neck.  "  You  shall  come  to  me  the  first  moment  I  can 
receive  you.  But  you  must  not  send  me  away  crying ;  for  if 
you  cry  I  must  keep  you  company.  Come,  give  me  one  more 
kiss ;  I  have  not  a  moment  to  lose." 

Gertrude  tried  to  slide  Lady  Southend's  present  into  his 
waistcoat  pocket ;  but  he  put  it  back,  and  would  only  take  two 
guineas,  as  he  said,  for  "  good  luck." 

Mrs.  Morley,  who  had  been  fumbling  in  her  pocket-book,  now 
brought  out  a  five-pound  note,  which  she  stuffed  into  his  hand, 
disguising  her  feelings  at  the  same  time  by  saying  sharply  : 

"  Now,  Gertrude,  do  not  hinder  him  one  miirate  longer,  I 
desire  ;  there  is  no  time  to  lose." 

Mr.  Augustus,  glad  to  end  the  scene,  which  had  become 
uncomfortably  tender,  hastily  kissed  his  wife,  and  pulling  his 
hat  over  his  eyes,  shouldered  his  carpet-beg,  and  made  his  exit 
the  back  way.  Thanks  to  the  dense  fog,  he  escaped  the  men 
who  were  watching  for  him  at  the  corner  of  the  house,  and 
reached  the  packet  in  safety,  which  landed  him  at  Boulogne, 
where  he  had  leisure  to  await  any  new  stroke  of  fortune  which 
might  be  in  store  for  him. 

Mrs.  Morley  allowed  Gertrude  to  have  her  "cry"  out  after 
the  door  had  closed  upon  her  husband,  and  then  she  undressed 
her  and  put  her  to  bed,  as  she  used  to  do  in  years  long  past ; 
and  many  may  think  this  exchange  of  a  husband  for  a  mother 
was  in  Gertrude's  favour.     However  that  may  be,  Gertrude, 


THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY.  153 

exhausted  with  all  the  fatigues  and  emotions  of  this  eventful 
Christmas-clay,  soon  fell  into  a  deep  sleep,  which  even  the  return 
of  Mrs.  Donnelly  and  Sophia  did  not  disturb. 

Great  was  the  astonishment  of  those  two  ladies  when  they 
heard  what  had  occurred  during  their  absence.  Mrs.  Morley 
waited  upon  Mrs.  Donnelly  and  gave  her  the  history  of  her 
son's  flight.  If  anything  could  have  added  to  that  lady's  dismay 
at  the  step  Augustus  had  taken,  it  would  have  been  to  find  that 
a  stranger  had  been  made  aware  of  the  family  difficulties  ;  and 
that  a  stranger,  a  common  plebeian  woman  like  Mrs.  Morley, 
should  actually  have  assisted  at  the  crisis ;  whilst  she,  his  lawful 
mother,  was  absent  and  unconsulted !  It  was  indeed  a  touch  of 
Nemesis  that  amply  avenged  Gertrude  for  all  the  insults  which 
had  been  poured  out  upon  herself  and  her  connexions.  Mrs- 
Donnelly  attempted  to  carry  matters  off  in  her  usual  lofty  style, 
but  Mrs.  Morley  did  not  care  for  her,  nor  was  she  in  the  least 
impressed  by  her  magnificent  pretensions.  She  had  been 
nettled  by  Mrs.  Donnelly's  manner  to  her  in  the  morning,  and 
she  was  not  sorry  to  have  an  opportunity  of  "  speaking  her 
mind  candidly,"  which  always  means  abusing  one's  neighbour 
by  telling  those  truths  which,  for  the  sake  of  peace,  Truth 
generally  keeps  at  the  bottom  of  her  well,  far  out  of  the  reach 
of  politeness  to  fish  up,  however  well  inclined.  The  end  of  it 
was,  that  Mrs.  Morley  declared  her  intention  of  taking  away 
her  daughter  the  very  next  morning,  "  and  never  to  darken 
Mrs.  Donnelly's  doors  again." 


15-&  THE   SORROWS  OF   GEXT1LITY. 


CHAPTER  XXVII. 

The  next  morning  Mrs.  Morley  was  up  betimes.  Gertrude 
still  slept :  she  was  exhausted  by  all  the  emotions  of  the  pre- 
vious day,  but  even  in  her  sleep  she  felt  the  blessed  sense  of 
relief  and  repose  that  her  mother's  presence  had  brought. 

Mrs.  Morley  was  meanwhile  on  the  alert,  busily  employed  in 
looking  out  Gertrude's  effects  and  packing  them  up,  for  they 
were  to  go  by  the  "  Dart"  at  ten  o'clock,  under  the  auspices  of 
'•  Fat  Sam." 

"When  Mrs.  Morley  left  home  she  had  some  floating  ideas  of 
being  on  a  visit  for  a  day  or  two,  and  of  being  taken  to  see 
some  of  the  London  sights  by  Gertrude  and  her  husband,  for 
this  was  her  first  time  of  coming  to  London.  All  these  ideas 
had,  however,  been  speedily  dissipated  by  the  first  aspect  of  the 
reality  of  things ;  now  her  one  great  desire  was  to  take  Ger- 
trude and  the  baby  back  with  her  as  soon  as  possible,  and  never 
to  let  either  of  them  go  away  from  her  as  long  as  she  lived. 
She  sighed  bitterly  at  the  sight  presented  by  Gertrude's  ward- 
robe ;  all  her  uuder-garments  had  been  worn  and  mended  and 
darned  till  they  were  very  curiosities  of  thrift  and  penury  ;  there 
were  expensive  articles  of  finery — fine  head-dresses,  fine  bon- 
nets, one  or  two  expensive  shawls,  several  silk  dresses,  some 
evening  dresses,  and  much  that  the  worthy  woman  considered 


THE   SORROWS   OP  GENTILITY.  155 

as  trash  and  trumpery,  but  not  one  single  warm,  comfortable 
winter  cloak  or  dress. 

The  fact  was,  that  Gertrude  had  always  felt  an  invincible 
dislike  to  ask  her  husband  for  money,  whilst  Mr.  Augustus  had 
an  insuperable  dislike  to  parting  with  it  for  any  legitimate  and 
regular  expenses ;  he  was  not  stingy,  for  he  could  not  keep  a 
guinea  in  his  pocket,  but  he  nevertheless  always  liked  "  to  have 
ready  money  about  him,"  and  what  between  the  occasional  re- 
payment of  the  sums  he  borrowed  and  the  sums  he  messed 
away  in  idle  expenses,  it  was  difficult  for  Gertrude  to  obtain 
enough  to  meet  her  household  expenditure.  A  regular  allow- 
ance for  herself  was  of  course  not  to  be  thought  of,  and  when 
she  was  forced  to  abdicate  in  favour  of  Mrs.  Donnelly,  her  con- 
trol over  money  ceased  altogether. 

Augustus  from  time  to  time  bought  her  extravagant  and  use- 
less presents,  but  of  all  personal  comforts  she  was  left  more 
destitute  than  the  wife  of  a  working  man.  In  the  solitude  of 
her  nursery  she  was  free  to  darn  and  to  mend  in  peace ;  but 
there  was  no  one  to  give  her  the  means  of  buying  the  com- 
monest necessaries  for  herself. 

Mrs.  Morley  sighed  as  she  regarded  these  evidences  of  her 
daughter's  thrift,  and  resolved  she  should  never  have  occasion 
to  see  them  more. 

When  the  packing  was  all  done,  Mrs.  Morley  proceeded  to 
see  after  breakfast.  The  insight  she  obtained  into  the  house- 
keeping arrangements  of  Mrs.  Donnelly  shocked  her  comfort- 
able soul,  and  the  idea  of  the  privations  to  which  Gertrude  had 
been  subjected  hurt  her  much.  But  she  should  never  come 
back  "  to  be  trampled  under  the  feet  of  their  poverty-stricken, 
poor,  mean,  pitiful  Irish  pride  !  Oh,  if  I  had  only  guessed  how 
things  were  going  on,  I  would  have  gone  down  on  my  knees  to 


156  THE   SORROWS   OF   GEXTILITY. 

have  persuaded  her  father  to  have  her  away  from  them  before 
now !  Simon  is  a  hard  man,  bat  he  would  not  starve  a  dog ; 
and  he  will  feel  badly  enough  when  he  hears  that  a  child  of  his 
has  been  put  upon  by  beggarly  Irish  quality,  as  they  call  them- 
selves ;  but  quality  is  quality  everywhere,  and  I  know  it  when 
I  see  it,  which  is  not  here ! " 

Mrs.  Morley  was  blowing  the  kitchen  fire  vigorously  during 
this- soliloquy ;  the  <:  coals  for  the  day"  had  not  been  given  out, 
and  it  was  a  difficult  task  to  coax  the  remnants  of  the  half- 
burned  cinders  to  a  blaze.  The  kettle  at  length  boiled,  and 
Mrs.  Morley — finding  no  tea,  and  the  tea-caddy  of  course  her- 
metically closed — sent  out  the  footman  to  buy  a  quarter  of  a 
pound  of  the  best  hyson  and  some  loaf  sugar,  stimulating  him 
with  the  promise  of  "  something "  for  himself  when  he  came 
back. 

Mrs.  Morley  looked  like  an  impersonation  of  the  Goddess  of 
Plenty  in  the  realms  of  Famine,  and  the  maid-servant  who  was 
called  the  "cook" — which  seemed  a  piece  of  practical  irony — 
iooked  on  with  admiring  eyes,  saying  from  time  to  time,  by 
way  of  averting  from  herself  all  the  evil  that  might  result — 

"  I  don't  know  what  the  old  lady  will  say  to  all  this ! " 

"  Never  mind  the  old  lady  just  now,  my  good,  girl,  she  will 
lay  no  blame  on  you  ;  see  if  that  fire  will  toast  a  round  of  bread 
■ — I  think  it  will  Where  is  that  hamper  I  brought  yesterday  ? 
Has  it  been  unpacked  ?  " 

"  It  is  just,  for  a  wonder,  where  Mrs.  Augustus  left  it.  The 
old  lady  does  not  know  of  it  yet,  or  it  would  not  be  much  you 
could  find." 

This  was  not  precisely  true — the  cook  and  the  footman  had 
ventured  to  take  tithe  of  some  of  the  good  things  that  came 
readily  to  hand ;  but  Mrs.  Morley  did  not  disturb  herself  about 


THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY.  157 

that,  she  took  out  the  home-cured  ham,  and  fried  several  slices 
— boiled  a  few  of  the  new  laid  egg's — and,  in  short,  prepared  a 
breakfast  on  a  scale  of  sumptuousness  that  had  never  been  seen 
in  that  kitchen,  at  least  not  during  the  present  dynasty.  She 
made  the  tea,  and  then  told  the  cook  she  was  welcome  to  the 
rest  and  to  the  remaining  white  sugar ;  desiring  her  to  carry 
the  breakfast  upstairs  to  the  nursery,  she  proceeded  to  restore 
order  to  the  rifled  hamper,  and  desired  that  Mrs.  Donnelly 
might  be  told,  with  her  compliments,  that  it  was  a  basket  of 
Chrisfcmasing  she  had  brought  with  her  out  of  the  country. 

Mrs.  Morley  felt  an  emotion  of  pride  at  the  thought  that 
Mrs.  Donnelly  would  see  one  of  her  turkeys  and  one  of  her  pork 
pies,  and  learn  that  such  things  were  not  luxuries  where  Ger- 
trude came  from ;  yet  she  would  have  disclaimed  with  scorn  the 
idea  of  attaching  the  least  importance  as  to  what  Mrs.  Donnelly 
might  think.  But,  if  it  were  possible  to  keep  a  record  of  our 
fugitive  emotions  of  vanity,  we  should  be  more  heartily  ashamed 
than  we  have  the  grace  to  be  of  our  deadly  sins — none  of  us 
could  plead  guilty  to  them,  we  should  indict  the  recording  angel 
himself  for  making  false  entries  ! 

Mrs.  Morley  stood  beside  her  daughter's  bed  with  the  break- 
fast she  had  prepared.  Gertrude  opened  her  eyes,  and  felt  like 
one  still  dreaming ; — 

"  Is  that  really  you,  mother  ?  How  long  have  you  been 
there?" 

"  Yes,  it  is  really  myself — bless  thee,  child  !  it  seems  so  na- 
tural to  have  you  again,  I  cannot  believe  I  have  lost  you  for  so 
long !  But  come,  rouse  up,  and  eat  some  breakfast,  we  have 
little  time  enough  to  turn  ourselves  in — you  must  dress  as  sharp 
as  you  can.     There !  is  it  good  ?  that  is  home  fare  once  more  ! " 

"  But,  mother,  what  have  you  had  ?     It  is  a  shame  for  me  to 


158  THE  SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY. 

lie  here,  and  you  to  wait  upon  me  after  all  your  long  journey, 
and  no  rest  for  you  yesterday." 

"  Never  fear  for  me,  I  will  take  care  of  myself,  I  warrant 
you — do  not  hurry  over  your  breakfast,  but  when  you  have 
done,  dress  yourself,  and  by  that  time  we  shall  be  all  ready  to 
start.  That  nurse  of  yours  seems  a  good  willing  girl  enough, 
but,  gracious  me !  she  takes  as  long  to  dress  and  set  herself  out 
as  if  she  was  going  to  court — she  cannot  leave  loose  of  a  thing 
when  she  has  once  taken  it  up — it  seems  to  stick  to  her  fingers. 
I  must  go  and  hurry  her  :  I  shall  come  back  to  see  if  you  want 
anything." 

Mrs.  Morley  bustled  out  of  the  room,  and  partly  by  dint  of 
example  and  partly  by  doing  nearly  everything  herself,  the 
breakfast  was  despatched,  the  baby  was  dressed,  and  the  nurse 
was  ready  in  a  wonderfully  short  space  of  time. 

"  Now,  Gertrude,  whilst  that  footman  runs  for  a  coach,  you 
had  best  go  in  and  say  '  Good  bye '  to  the  old  lady.  I  hope  it 
will  be  many  a  long  day  before  you  say  '  How  do  you  do '  to 
her.  I  shall  not  see  her  again ;  she  does  not  want  to  see  me, 
and  I  am  sure  I  don't  want  to  see  her — there's  little  love  lost 
between  us.  If  I  were  to  be  proud,  I  would  wait  until  I  had 
some  money  to  keep  it  up  on  if  I  were  in  her  place — poor  pride 
is  worse  than  poor  spite.  She  calls  herself  a  lady,  and  looks 
down  on  you,  but  she  has  nothing  of  a  lady  about  her  except 
the  fancy." 

Mrs.  Donnelly  had  not  yet  rung  her  bell,  but  Gertrude  con- 
sidered that  she  could  not  well  depart  without  taking  leave  of 
her  husband's  mother,  and  determined  to  run  the  risk  of  dis- 
turbing her  slumbers.  She  wished  to  part  from  Mrs.  Donnelly 
on  friendly  terms,  and  the  scene  with  Mrs.  Morley  on  the  pre- 
ceding night  had  sorely  ruffled  Mrs.  Donnelly's  susceptibility. 


THE    SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY.  159 

She  softly  opened  the  bed-room  door ;  the  dim  light  of  a 
December  morning  very  faintly  lighted  the  room,  which  was  in 
great  disorder  with  the  evening's  finery  and  the  morning 
shabbiness  littered  about  in  all  directions. 

"  "Who  is  there  ?  "  asked  Mrs.  Donnelly,  querulously. 

"  It  is  I,"  said  Gertrude,  gently ;  "  I  am  come  to  say  good 
bye  before  we  start." 

"  To  start  ?     Why,  where  are  you  going  now  ?  " 

"  Home,"  replied  Gertrude ;  father  gave  my  mother  leave  to 
bring  me  back  with  her,  and  Augustus  said  he  was  glad  for  me 
to  go  there." 

"Oh,  very  well — then  of  course  I  can  say  nothing;  it  was 
settled  without  reference  to  me,  and  it  is  natural  you  should 
wish  to  be  out  of  our  family  adversity.  I  do  not  blame  you.  I 
am  glad  there  is  a  refuge  for  you  and  the  baby — it  will  be  one 
anxiety  off  my  mind.  Good  bye,  Gertrude,  and  I  wish  you  well ; 
your  behaviour  to  me  has  ever  been  what  it  ought  to  be.  I  hope 
I  have  always  done  my  duty  by  you  as  my  son's  wife,  when 
your  own  people  cast  you  off.  Never  forget  you  are  a  Donnelly, 
and  you  may  always  feel  assured  that  you  have  a  friend  in  me, 
and  when  I  have  a  home  to  offer  you  shall  be  welcome." 

The  old  lady's  voice  came  tremulous  and  quavering  through 
the  folds  of  hej;  ample  night-cap,  and  when  Gertrude  stooped  to 
kiss  her  she  felt  quite  softened  towards  her,  she  looked  so  ill 
and  miserable,  with  her  eyes  swelled  up  with  weeping.  For  one 
moment  Gertrude  had  the  passing  idea  to  offer  and  stay  with 
her,  if  she  could  be  of  any  comfort ;  but  at  that  juncture  Miss 
Sophia  roused  herself  to  appear  conscious  of  what  was  passing, 
and  said  in  a  sharp  tone — 

"  Oh  dear,  if  you  are  going,  do  set  off;  you  have  left  the  door 
open,  and  there  is  a  draught  to  freeze  one  comiDg  in." 


ICO  THE   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY. 

"  God  bless  you,  Gertrude,"  said  the  old  lady.  "  I  will  let 
you  know  what  becomes  of  us ;  you  can  -write  and  tell  me  how 
you  get  home.  My  arrangements  to  leave  this  house  will  not 
be  completed  for  some  days  to  come.  Good  bye;  kiss  your 
baby  for  me." 

"  Good  bye,  Sophia." 

"  Good  bye,  Gertrude.     I  wish  you  a  good  journey." 
And  so  Gertrude  parted  from  her  husband's  family. 
She   found   her   mother   waiting    impatiently   for   her — the 
coach  was  at  the  door,  and  all  the  luggage  on  the  roof.     Her 
mother    astonished  both    the   cook   and   the   footman  with  a 
Christmas-bos  so  liberal,  that  the  cook  put  the  corner  of  her 
apron  to  her  eyes  in  token  of  sorrow  for  the  departure  of  her 
young  mistress,  whilst  the  man  showed  his  gratitude  by  banging 
the  coach  door  with  enthusiasm,  and  desiring  the  man  to  drive 
as  if  he  had  the  Queen  and  her  mother  inside ! 
They  reached  the  coach-office  in  good  time. 
"  Fat  Sam,"  the  coachman,  had  become  extremely  uneasy  at 
Mrs.  Morley's  absence.     She  had  been  committed  to  his  care, 
and  he  was  responsible  for  her  safety.     He  was  just  about  to 
dispatch  a  messenger  to  know  if  anything  had  gone  wrong. 

"  Fat  Sam  "  was  a  specimen  of  the  prize  stage-coachman  of 
former  times.  He  was  certainly  very  vulgar  and  very  burly  j 
but  he  was  a  rough  honest-hearted  man,  full  of  kindness  and 
good  feeling.  In  his  younger  days  he  had  been  an  ardent 
admirer  of  Mrs.  Morley,  and  no  second  object  had  ever  effaced 
his  early  love.  He  took  to  the  road  to  get  over  his  disappoint- 
ment, and  he  still  reverenced  Mrs.  Morley  with  a  loyalty  and 
devotion  that  any  woman  might  have  been  proud  to  inspire. 

As  the  clever  and  prosperous  mistress  of  the  "  Metringham 
Arms,"  she  had  won  his  respect,  and  he  looked  up  to  her  with 


THE   SOEEOWS   OF  GENTILITY.  161 

little  less  reverence  than  he  would  have  felt  for  the  Queen 
herself.  "  Fat  Sam  "  came  to  the  door  himself  to  let  them  out 
of  the  hackney  coach. 

"  Here  we  are,  Sam  ! "  said  Mrs.  Morley,  shaking  hands  with 
him,  which  pleased  Sam  mightily,  because  it  was  in  sight  of  the 
whole  coach-office,  and  of  the  guard  and  coachman  of  the  Bristol 
mail,  just  then  on  the  point  of  starting. 

"You  remember  Sam,  do  you  not?"  said  Mrs.  Morley,  turn- 
ing to  Gertrude,  with  a  certain  timidity,  for  she  feared  Gertrude 
would  be  shocked  at  his  familiarity,  whilst  she  was  anxious  that 
Sam's  feelings  should  not  be  hurt. 

"  To  be  sure  I  do,"  replied  Gertrude,  recollecting  with  com- 
punction the  airs  of  impertinence  in  which  she  had  indulged 
herself  towards  Sam  in  former  times,  when  she  was  home  for 
the  holidays ;  "  I  am  very  glad  to  see  you  again,"  and  she  shook 
hands  with  him  with  a  frank  friendliness  that  enchanted  him. 
He  had  always  thought  her  a  very  fine  young  lady,  but  now 
she  seemed  to  him  like  her  mother. 

There  was  no  time,  however,  for  conversation ;  he  hurried 
them  into  his  coach — saw  to  their  luggage — heaped  upon  them 
all  the  coats  and  rugs  he  could  find,  till  there  was  some  danger 
of  their  being  stifled,  and  then  he  mounted  the  box — touched 
his  horses — and  at  the  cry  of  "all  right  "  they  dashed  forward 
on  the  road  Home. 


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162  TEE   SOESOTVS   OF  GENTILITY. 


CHAPTER  XXVIII. 

The  coacli  drove  merrily  along ;  it  -was  a  fine,  clear,  frosty 
day,  the  very  ideal  of  Christmas  weather,  when  they  had  once 
got  clear  out  of  the  fog  and  smoke  of  London. 

Gertrude's  spirits  rose  with  every  mile.  Whenever  the  coach 
changed  horses,  or  "  pulled  up  "  for  a  moment,  the  red  good- 
humoured  face  of  "  Fat  Sam,"  shining  from  the  midst  of 
surrounding  capes  and  shawls,  appeared  at  the  windows,  to  see 
if  "  Mrs.  Morley,  or  young  Madam,"  wanted  anything.  Those 
were  the  good  old  time3  of  stage-coach  travelling,  when  the 
pleasure  and  convenience  of  the  passengers  were  more  regarded 
than  the  "  time  "  at  which  the  coach  professed  to  be  due ;  and 
when  an  hour  more  or  less  was  nothing,  provided  the  passengers 
made  it  agreeable  to  themselves.  As  Mrs.  Morley  and  her  party 
were  the  only  "  insides,"  they,  of  course,  had  it  all  their  own 
way. 

The  baby  bore  the  journey  beautifully,  and  delighted  its 
grandmother  by  crowing  and  clapping  its  hands  at  the  horses, 
and  laughing  in  "  Fat  Sam's  "  beaming  face  when  he  laughed 
and  chuckled  to  it. 

Towards  five  o'clock  this  happy  glow  cf  spirits  subsided. 
Mr3.  Morley  began  seriously  to  speculate  upon  the  probable 
reception  she  should  meet  with  from  her  husband,  who  might, 
very  likely,  be  angry  at  the  liberal  interpretation  she  had  given 


TUB   SOBEOWS   OS   GENTILITY.  163 

to  his  gruff  consent  to  see  Gertrude  again.  It  was  quite  certain 
he  did  not  contemplate  taking  her  back  for  that  indefinite  period 
"  until  her  husband  should  be  in  a  position  to  receive  her." 
Gertrude,  on  her  part,  was  naturally  very  anxious  and  uneasy ; 
she  was  in  low  spirits  about  Augustus;  and  as  the  journey  drew 
to  a  close  she  felt  a  great  sinking  of  heart  at  the  prospect  of 
meeting  her  father.  .She  would  thankfully  have  protracted  the 
journey,  if  not  for  ever,  at  least  for  a  long*  time.  The  baby  and 
tho  nurse  both  slept  in  happy- indifference;  it  was  not  their 
business  to  know  whither  they  were  going. 

At  length  the  coach  stopped  at  the  end  of  a  lane  that  branched 
off  from  the  main  road.  A  covered  cart  drawn  up  by  the  road 
side  could  be  distinctly  discerned  by  the  coach-lamps,  and  the 
dull  gleam  of  a  large  horn  lantern  suspended  to  the  shafts. 

"  Have  you  Mrs.  Morley  inside  ?"  shouted  a  rough  voice,  in  a 
strong  country  accent. 

Mrs.  Morley  let  down  the  coach  window,  and  looked  out 
through  the  darkness.  "  Well,  I  had  no  notion  we  were  so  near 
home.     Is  that  you,  Bill  Stringer  ?     How  is  your  master  ?" 

A  stout  countrified  man,  in  a  smock-frock  and  a  wagoner's 
hat,  came  forward  on  hearing  her  voice. 

"  Yes,  ma'am,  I'm  here.  Master  is  quite  well,  thanks  to  you; 
he  said  he  did  not  know  whether  so  be  you  would  come  for  sure 
to-night,  but  that  leastwise  I  was  to  come  to  meet  the  coach." 

"  Fat  Sam "  did  not  disdain  to  lend  his  own  imperial 
assistance  to  get  the  luggage  transferred  into  the  cart,  and  he 
reverentially  assisted  Mrs.  Morley  to  alight. 

The  keen  air  woke  up  the  baby,  which  began  to  cry,  and 
they  all  felt  that  bewildered  uncomfortable  chill  sensation  which 
coming  off  a  night  journey  always  brings  with  it. 

At  length  they  were  all  safely  deposited  inside  the. cart,  which 

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loM  THE   SORROWS   OF   GEXT1LITT. 

wa9  furnished  with  a  bench  on  each  side,  covered  with  well- 
stuffed  feather  cushions,  and  the  boxes  were  piled  as  they  might, 
either  amongst  the  clean  straw  at  the  bottom,  or  on  the  seat, 
till  Bill  Stringer  could  scarcely  recover  his  place. 

"  We  are  all  right  now,  Sam,"  said  Mrs.  Morley.  "  Good 
night,  and  thank  you  kindly." 

"  Good  night,  ma'am ;  you'll  remember  me  to  Mr.  Morley, 
and  tell  him  I  should  be  proud  to  see  him  again ;  the  old  place 
does  not  look  right  without  you  both." 

The  horses  obeyed  Sam's  well-known  signal,  and  set  off  at 
full  gallop ;  the  sound  of  the  wheels  ringing  upon  the  smooth 
frost-bound  road  was  heard  for  some  distance.  At  length,  the 
driver  having  scrambled  to  his  seat,  the  cart  plunged  with  a 
jerk  down  the  dark  rough  lane,  which  had  never  known  any 
other  repairs  than  from  the  frost  in  winter  and  the  sun  in 
summer.  There  were  a  few  stars  visible,  but  no  moon ;  and 
the  lantern  that  dangled  in  front  of  the  cart  cast  grotesque 
goblin-like  shadows  upon  the  black  bare  hedges  and  embank- 
ment. 

"Where  are  we  going,  mother?"  said  Gertrude;  "this  had 
not  used  to  be  the  way  to  the  '  Metringham  Arms.'  " 

"  And  it  is  not  now,  child.  I  did  not  tell  you  before,  because 
I  wanted  to  surprise  you  a  bit.  We  have  left  the  old  place, 
and  live  now  quite  at  our  ease;  you  will  have  nothing  to  put 
you  about  now.  Ah!  if  you  had  only  stopped  at  home  all 
would  have  come  right,  you  would  not  have  had  to  stop  long  in 
the  bar ;  but,  as  I  always  told  your  father,  we  had  no  business 
ever  to  have  put  you  there.  Your  brother  and  his  wife  have 
the  old  place  now." 

The  cart  jolted  along  over  the  rough  iron-bound  ground  for 
some  time,  longer,  and  then  entered  a  gate  which  seemed  to 


THE   SORROWS   OF  GEMTILITY.  165 

open  into  an  avenue,  for  it  was  planted  on  both  sides,  and  the 
ground  was  very  smooth  and  in  good  repair. 

"  This  is  the  foredrift  that  leads  to  our  cottage,"  said  Mrs. 
Morley  ;  "  it  is  very  pretty  in  the  summer,  and  keeps  us  quite 
private." 

At  the  end  of  about  a  quarter  of  a  mile  the  cart  stopped  be- 
fore the  porch  of  a  house  standing  in  a  farm-yard.  A  dog 
came  out  barking  with  delight,  and  jumping  up  round  the 
horse ;  a  buxom  comely  woman  appeared  at  the  door  shielding 
a  candle  with  her  apron ;  over  her  shoulder  was  seen  the  portly 
figure  of  Simon  Morley.  Gertrude  turned  sick  with  agitation 
as  she  heard  her  father's  voice  calling  to  the  dog. 

"Be  quiet,  'Vick;'  down,  miss  —  kennel  ! "  And  directly 
afterwards  he  stood  at  the  side  of  the  cart  to  help  her  mother 
down,  who  was  the  nearest.  "  Well,  missis,  and  so  you  are 
come  back  !     Who  else  have  you  there  ?  " 

"  Hush  ! "  whispered  she,  "  it  is  Gertrude ;  speak  kindly  to 
her,  Simon,  for  my  sake." 

Scarcely  able  to  stand,  Gertrude  was  lifted  down  by  her 
father — he  kissed  her,  and  bid  her  go  into  the  house  and  warm 
herself. 

"  How  many  more  have  you  got  ?"  said  he,  as  the  nurse  and 
baby  next  emerged  into  sight.     "  Who  does  this  belong  to  ?" 

"  It  is  your  own  lawful  grandchild,  Simon  Morley ;  you  could 
not  expect  I  should  leave  it  behind." 

"  I  never  said  you  could,  did  I  ?  You  women  are  so  sharp 
always.  Walk  forwards,  young  woman ;  mind  the  step.  There, 
Stringer,  never  mind  the  boxes,  I  will  see  to  them.  Get  the 
horse  out  and  rub  it  well  down ;  it  will  catch  its  death  of  cold 
whilst  you  stand  bungling  here.     Come,  look  sharp,  will  you  ?  " 

Simon  Morley  hated  everything  like  a  manifestation  of  feel- 


166 


THE    S0KE0W3    OF   GENTILITY. 


ing.  He  was  glad  to  see  his  daughter  again,  but  he  was 
ashamed  to  show  it,  and  he  felt  awkward  at  not  knowing  what 
to  say  to  her  ;  so  he  made  a  great  noise,  and  spoke  roughly  to 
everybody  that  came  in  his  way,  and  pretended  to  be  very  busy 
bringing  in  the  luggage. 

Gertrude  in  the  meantime  had  gone  into  the  large  red-tiled 
kitchen,  where  a  lire  was  blazing,  before  which  a  turkey  was 
roasting.  The  chimney-place,  like  those  in  most  farm-houses, 
was  as  large  as  a  small  room ;  her  father's  arm-chair  stood  on 
one  side  with  a  round  table  before  it,  with  his  tobacco-box,  a 
sporting  newspaper,  and  a  large  tankard  of  ale ;  a  long  oak 
settle  occupied  the  opposite  side,  and  the  walls  of  the  recess 
were  hung  with  an  array  of  shining  kitchen  utensils  and  bril- 
liant copper  pans. 

At  the  end  of  the  kitchen  two  farm-servants  were  eating  their 
supper  at  a  large  dresser  that  went  along  the  whole  side  of  the 
wall.  They  looked  very  stupid,  and  did  not  seem  to  know 
whether  they  ought  to  go  on  eating  or  to  rise  to  give  their 
assistance.  After  a  moment's  awkward  wondering  look  to- 
wards the  door,  they  finished  their  bowls  of  bread  and  milk,  and 
then  proceeded  to  attack  an  enormous  cheese  which  stood  be- 
fore them,  flanked  by  an  equally  large  brown  loaf. 

Gertrude  gazed  round  as  in  a  dream ;  she  did  not  know 
where  she  was,  nor  how  she  had  come  there.  She  was  at  home, 
but  she  saw  nothing  she  had  ever  known  before ;  with  the  ex- 
ception of  the  arm-chair,  there  was  not  a  single  object  she 
recognised.  Mrs.  Morley  was  upstairs,  getting  the  best  room 
ready  for  Gertrude.  The  ploughmen,  having  finished  their 
supper,  pulled  off  their  shoes,  and  went  up  a  staircase  that  was 
at  that  end  of  the  kitchen.  As  if  he  had  waited  for  their  ab- 
sence, Simon  Morley  came  in  as  soon  as  they  were  gone. 


TUB    SORROWS   OP   GENTILITY.  167 

"  Come,  miss,  don't  hang  down  your  head  in  that  way ;  let 
us  see  what  London  manners  are — give  me  a  kiss — I  am  glad 
to  see  you  and  the  baby  too.  I'll  look  at  it  to-morrow  when  it 
is  not  so  tired.  Here,  wife,  where  are  you.  You  had  best  go 
and  see  what  your  mother  is  about,  and  take  the  baby  with 
you ;  there,  that  will  do,  don't  cry,  that  does  no  good ;  I  am 
glad  to  see  you,  and  there  is  an  end  of  it." 

Mrs.  Morley  came  back  at  this  juncture,  and  carried  them 
all  off. 

"  You  must  not  mind  your  father  ;  he  is  rough,  but  he  means 
well;  it  is  only  his  way;  don't  seem  frightened  or  distant,  it 
hurts  him,  and  makes  him  think  you  don't  care  for  him,  and  he 
has  a  deal  of  feeling,  though  nobody  would  think  it." 

The  good-looking  servant-maid,  bearing  a  naming  pan  of 
coals  to  light  the  fire,  put  an  end  to  all  conversation,  and  the 
baby  beginning  to  cry  violently,  occupied  all  their  attention 
to  get  it  fed  and  quieted,  and  put  to  bed. 

When  they  returned  to  the  kitchen,  Simon  Morley  had  re- 
sumed his  place  in  the  chimney-corner,  and  was  pursuing  the 
details  of  the  grand  coursing'-match  in  which  he  had  been  inter- 
rupted, whilst  the  servant  laid  the  table  for  supper.  He  looked 
up  from  his  paper  when  they  entered,  and  made  room  for  his 
wife  beside  him. 

"  You  see,"  said  he,  "  I  did  not  know  for  sure  whether  you 
would  come  to-night,  so  I  did  not  let  them  make  a  fire  in  the 
parlour ;  when  you  are  away,  I  always  feel  more  warm  and 
comfortable-like  in  the  chimney-corner  here.  I  suppose  you 
have  not  been  much  used  to  sitting  in  the  kitchen  since  you 
have  been  away.  We  are  but  countrified  folks  here,  and  you 
must  take  us  as  you  find  us ;  I  would  rather  be  easy  than  genteel 
any  day." 


168  THE   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY. 

Gertrude,  to  whom  the  latter  part  of  this  speech  was  ad- 
dressed, replied, — 

"  I  have  not  seen  any  place,  either  kitchen  or  parlour,  so 
comfortable  as  this ; — any  one  might  be  glad  to  sit  here." 

Mrs.  Morley  watched  eagerly  every  word  that  passed  between 
her  husband  and  daughter.  She  felt  so  anxious  for  her  hus- 
band to  be  pleased  with  Gertrude,  and  equally  anxious  that 
Gertrude  should  not  be  hurt  by  anything  that  fell  from  her 
father.  She  had  an  instinct  that  they  did  not  suit  well  together, 
and  that  she  was  the  combining  element  between  them.  Ger- 
trude and  her  mother  being  both  fatigued  by  their  journey, 
there  was  a  good  excuse  for  not  sitting  longer  after  supper  than 
to  allow  Simon  Morley  to  take  his  "  nightcap,"  as  he  called  the 
glass  of  steaming  rum-and-water  with  a  slice  of  lemon  in  it, 
which  he  swallowed  every  night  in  the  year,  after  supper,  ex- 
cept when  it  happened  to  consist  of  three  glasses  instead  of  one. 
Mrs.  Morley  generally  mixed  it  for  him,  and  took  a  portion  for 
herself  in  a  small  old-fashioned  glass  goblet,  engraved  with  her 
initials  on  one  side,  and  sundry  masonic  tokens  on  the  other. 
She  pressed  Gertrude  to  drink  with  her ;  but  Gertrude,  who 
disliked  the  taste  of  all  beverages  except  pure  water,  declined. 
Simon  Morley  gave  a  contemptuous  grunt,  and  said, — 

"  I  suppose  genteel  people  don't  drink  such  things." 

It  was  not  that  he  liked  to  see  women  "  fond  of  their  glass," 
as  he  phrased  it,  but  in  this  case  he  set  down  Gertrude's  absti- 
nence as  a  piece  of  fastidiousness,  learned  amongst  the  fine  folks 
she  had  been  with  so  long,  and  in  those  days,  drinking  water 
only  was  not  so  common  even  in  delicate  women  as  it  is  now. 
Gertrude  coloured  painfully. 

"  I  never  thought  whether  it  were  genteel  or  not,  I  only  re- 
fused because  I  do  not  like  it." 


THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY.  169 

"  Come,  Simon,  this  is  '  Liberty-Hall ;'  let  people  please  them- 
selves," said  Mrs.  Morley,  coming  to  the  rescue. 

"  With  all  my  heart,  replied  her  husband,  sulkily,  as  he 
knocked  the  ashes  out  of  his  pipe,  and  reared  it  against  a 
corner  of  the  fire-place.  "  I  want  to  force  nobody's  inclinations, 
but  I  don't  like  to  see  affectation." 

The  secret  of  Simon  Morley's  dissatisfaction  was  that  he 
vaguely  fancied  Gertrude  drank  water  in  order  that  no  one 
might  suspect  her  of  coming  out  of  an  inn.  He  was  not  exactly 
mistaken,  for  though  it  had  long  become  a  habit  with  her,  yet 
in  the  first  instance  it  was  a  school-girl  resolution,  taken  when 
the  ignominy  of  being  an  "innkeeper's  daughter"  was  first 
impressed  upon  her  mind.  It  was  hard  upon  Gertrude  to  have 
the  penalty  of  a  false  motive  exacted  so  many  years  after  date, 
but  nature  never  omits  or  forgets,  or  makes  a  mistake  in 
settling  the  accounts  of  causes  and  effects ;  and  every  thought, 
every  action,  however  trifling,  does  in  reality  produce  an  effect, 
though  we  may  not  be  able  to  trace  it  nor  to  measure  it.  "  The 
finest  hair  casts  a  shadow." 

Gertrude  looked  wretchedly  fatigued,  and  Mrs.  Morley  rose 
to  see  her  to  her  own  room. 

"  Oh,  mother !  father  has  not  forgiven  me  yet,"  said  poor 
Gertrude,  mournfully,  as  soon  as  they  were  alone. 

"  You  must  not  be  cast  down  when  your  father  speaks  rough," 
said  she ;  "  it  is  only  his  way,  and  h'e  means  no  harm  by  it.  He 
was  only  sorry  just  now  to  see  you  so  pale  and  poorly-looking ; 
he  cannot  bear  to  see  folks  looking  weakly,  he  always  thinks  it 
comes  of  not  eating  and  drinking  enough ;  you  see  he  has  lived 
amongst  rough  and  ready  people  all  his  life,  and  is  not  just  as 
considerate  in  his  words  as  he  might  be,  but  he  is  a  good  man, 
and  has  a  kind  heart  too  when  you  come  to  know  him.     So  do 


170  THE    S0RH-T.V3    OF   GEXTILITY. 

speak  up  to  him  a  little,  for  when  you  ai'e  so  dashed  and  so 
silent,  it  makes  him  think  you  don't  like  him,  and  then  that 
hurts  him." 

Mrs.  Morley  kissed  her  daughter,  and  having  given  one  more 
look  to  the  sleeping  baby,  she  left  her  to  her  first  night's  restora- 
tion to  her  father's  house.  But  Gertrude  felt  she  was  a  stranger 
there,  and  that  it  was  not  the  Home  where  she  might  have  that 
great  charm  of  home — the  feeling  of  liberty,  and  the  repose  of 
being  perfectly  natural- 


?IIE   SOKEOWS   OF   GENTILITY.  171 


CHAPTER  XXIX. 

In  spite  of  Mrs.  Morley's  exhortations,  Gertrude  was  afraid 
of  her  father,  and  could  not  feel  at  her  ease  with  him.  When 
she  met  him  the  next  morning,  she  was  stiff  and  constrained, 
though  she  tried  to  be  natural,  and  did  her  best  to  think  of 
things  to  talk  to  him  about.  As  might  be  expected,  she  was 
unsuccessful,  and  he  not  unnaturally  set  down  her  embarrassment 
to  conceit  and  "  fantastic  pride."  Luckily  breakfast  was  not 
long  about ;  for  Simon  Morley  had  to  go  to  a  distant  part  of 
the  farm,  and  Mrs.  Morley  had  plenty  of  business  before  her,  to 
make  preparations  to  receive  her  son  and  his  wife,  who  were 
coming  over  from  Dunnington  to  spend  Sunday  with  them, 
not  having  been  able  to  come  on  Christmas-day.  Simon  Morley 
had  just  got  into  his  heavy  great-coat,  and  was  on  the  point  of 
starting,  when  the  baby  wa3  brought  in  by  the  nurse.  Ger- 
trude took  it  from  her,  and  bringing  it  up  to  her  father  said : — ■ 
"Won't  you  look  at  her?  She  waa  asleep  last  night,  and  you 
could  not  see  what  she  was  like." 

This  would  not  have  been  a  bad  move,  but  the  smart  London 
look  of  the  nurse  struck  him  with  displeasure;  however,  he 
took  the  child  in  his  arms  and  kissed  it ;  the  poor  baby,  unused 
to  such  rough  kissing  and  such  a  strange  figure,  began  to  cry, 
which  was  unfortunate.     The  grandfather  gave  it  impatiently 


1-tZ  THE   SORROWS   OF  GEXTILITY. 

back  to  the  nurse  with  the  observation  that  "It  was  very 
marred,"  and  then,  without  saying  more,  mounted  his  rough- 
looking  pony,  and  set  off  to  inspect  his  farm. 

Mrs.  Morley  was  called  off  to  the  kitchen,  where  the  sound 
of  the  chopping-knife,  and  the  beating  up  of  egg's,  mingled  with 
the  dying  screams  of  the  murdered  poultry;  for  Sunday  was  to 
be  a  very  grand  festival,  not  only  celebrating  the  visit  of  her 
son  and  his  wife,  but  also  the  restoration  of  her  daughter  to  her 
father's  house. 

Gertrude  was  very  anxious  to  be  allowed  to  assist  her  mother ; 
but  Mrs.  Morley,  who  fancied  that  having  forced  her  daughter 
to  assist  her  in  the  bar  had  been  the  one  great  fault  and  mistake 
in  her  bringing  up,  and  the  cause  of  all  the  unhappiness  and 
estrangement  that  followed,  was  determined  to  profit  by 
experience,  and  now  refused  to  allow  her  daughter  to  lay  a 
finger  to  anything,  or  to  assist  her  in  the  smallest  employment, 
not  even  in  paring  apples  or  stoning  raisins.  She  was  either  to 
sit  in  the  parlour  and  amuse  herself,  or  else  be  upstairs  with 
baby  in  the  "best  room,"  which  Mrs.  Morely  had  given  up  for 
a  nursery. 

Mrs.  Morley  considered  that  it  was  only  by  treating  Gertrude 
"  quite  as  a  lady,"  that  she  could  make  her  happy  and  contented, 
and  prevent  her  thinking  of  running  away  again.  She  had  also 
the  fond  idolatrous  feeling  that  many  mothers  have  for  their 
daughters,  which  leads  them  to  work  like  slaves  to  save  the 
daughter  from  the  necessity  of  stirring  hand  or  foot ;  they  would 
make  a  dozen  journeys  from  the  garret  to  the  cellar  sooner  than 
see  their  daughter  obliged  to  walk  across  the  room. 

It  is  a  very  false  and  ill-judged  mode  of  showing  affection  • 
it  reverses  the  order  of  nature,  and  it  induces  an  habitual 
indolent  self-indulgence,  which,  though  it  may  have  its  rise  in  a 


THB   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY.  173 

thoughtless  acquiescence,  does  not  fail  to  be  as  evil  in  its 
influence  on  the  character,  as  indolence  and  self-indulgence,  by 
their  own  nature,  must  be. 

It  was  no  fault  of  Gertrude's  that  she  was  found  by  her  father, 
on  his  return,  sitting  nicely  dressed  in  the  parlour,  and  making 
up  a  lace  cap,  whilst  her  mother  was  looking  red  and  hot  from 
standing  over  the  fire  in  the  kitchen.  The  cap  was  intended  for 
her  mother,  as  a  surprise  to  her  on  Sunday ;  but  Simon  Morley 
did  not  know  this,  and  he  thought  "  it  was  only  of  a  piece  with 
the  rest  of  her  conceit  to  keep  a  nurse  to  look  after  her  child, 
whilst  she  sat  quite  grand  in  the  parlour  sewing  fal-lals  of  satin 
and  make-believe  flowers." 

In  the  afternoon  things  went  a  little  better  :  Simon  Morley 
always  took  a  nap  after  dinner,  and  as  there  was  of  necessity  a 
cessation  of  industry  in  the  kitchen  whilst  the  servants  dined, 
Mrs.  Morley  took  Gertrude  over  the  cottage,  which  was  literally 
as  well  as  figuratively  her  household  god. 

She  had  never  been  above  keeping  an  inn ;  and  whilst  she 
administered  the  affairs  of  the  "Metringham  Arms"  she  had  felt 
a  pride  in  it,  and  considered  it  a  house  that  might  stand  com- 
parison with  the  best ;  still  to  retire  from  busiuess,  and  live  in  a 
private  house  on  their  own  land,  was  decidedly  a  rise  in  the 
world. 

"  It  is  not  a  grand  place,"  said  she,  "  but  it  is  warm  and 
comfortable.  I  could  not  bear  the  old  place  after  you  left,  all 
looked  so  changed ;  your  father  bought  this  to  please  me,  but  I 
should  have  been  quite  lost  in  it  for  want  of  something  to  do  if 
it  had  not  been  for  the  thoughts  of  making  it  comfortable  and 
as  you  would  like  it  if  you  came  back  to  us.  I  never  had  a  nail 
knocked  up  but  I  thought  of  thee,  and  that  some  day  may-be,  I 
should  go  round  with  thee  and  show  it  thee." 


174  Tilt;    SO  SHOWS    OF   GENTILITY. 

"  You  are  a  deal  too  good  to  me,  mother,  and  I  don't  deserve 
to  be  treated  so  kindly.  I  would  not  go  over  the  house  by 
myself  this  morning,  I  waited  for  you." 

Mrs.  Morley  thought  that  no  mother  had  ever  been  blessed 
with  so  kind  and  good  a  daughter  in  this  world  before. 

The  cottage  was  really  as  pretty  a  place  as  could  be  seen  on 
a  summer's  day,  and  even  in  the  depth  of  winter  it  looked 
peculiarly  cosy  and  comfortable.  It  was  a  low,  white  building 
— the  approach  to  which  was  by  the  "  foredrift,"  down  which 
they  had  driven  the  previous  evening,  which  terminated  in  a 
farm-yard,  with  the  usual  out-buildings.  A  porch  entrance, 
covered  in  the  summer  with  honeysuckle  and  jessamine,  led  into 
a  hall  with  red-tiled  floor,  on  one  side  of  which  was  the  kitchen 
before-mentioned. 

The  hall  was  the  place  where  Simon  Morley  stored  his  fowling- 
pieces  aud  powder-flasks,  and  whips  of  every  description ;  whilst 
his  great-coats  were  hung  on  pegs  against  the  walls — which 
were  also  ornamented  with  sundry  pictures  and  some  pieces  of 
embroidery  done  by  Gertrude  when  at  school;  they  had  been 
the  admiration  of  all  beholders,  and  universally  deemed  worthy 
of  being  framed  and  glazed.  A  bureau  of  oak  clamped  with 
brass,  a  large  dining-table  of  walnut  wood,  with  innumerable 
legs,  and  sundry  heavy  chairs,  of  the  same  material,  with  black 
leather  seats,  stood  against  the  walls,  and  seemed  to  defy  any 
undertaking  to  remove  them.  A  looking-glass,  in  a  carved 
black  frame,  surmounted  with  peacock's  feathers,  slanted  from 
the  wall  over  to  the  fire-place,  which  was  filled  with  holly ;  and 
a  large  corner  cupboard,  with  glass  doors,  was  filled  with  Mrs. 
Morley's  best  glass  and  china. 

Beyond  the  hall  was  the  parlour,  raised  above  it  by  a  single 
step — a  small,  comfortable,  but  somewhat  stuffy  room,  furnished 


THE   SOEEOWS   OF  GENTILlTf.  175 

in  an  old-fashioned  homely  style.  Two  large  arm-chairs  stood 
on  each  side  of  the  fire-place  ;  beside  Mrs.  Morley's  chair  stood 
a  spider-legged  table,  on  which  her  knitting  lay,  whilst  a  slab 
fastened  to  the  tall  wooden  chimney-piece,  on  her  father's  side, 
held  his  tobacco-box  and  spectacles.  Here  the  worthy  couple 
used  to  sit  opposite  to  each  other  when  they  were  not  otherwise 
engaged,  and  every  night  they  smoked  their  pipe  together ;  for 
Mrs.  Morley  smoked  as  well  as  her  husband ;  and  whoever  had 
seen  them  sitting  there  would  have  thought  that  they  looked 
very  comfortable.  Portraits  of  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Morley  hung 
against  the  wall,  and  the  likeness  of  his  striped  waistcoat  and 
of  her  best  cap  was  very  striking  indeed. 

A  glass  door  in  the  hall  opened  upon  a  large  coach-wheel 
grass-plot,  which  was  just  under  the  parlour  window.  The 
garden  was  a  large  one,  and  laid  out  in  the  old  English  fashion 
of  long  gravel  walks,  edged  with  box,  and  leading  to  an  alcove 
summer-house  which  stood  on  a  mount  opposite  to  the  house. 
Gertrude  was  earnest  in  her  expressions  of  admiration. 

"  It  is  a  very  pretty  place  in  summer,  though  you  cannot 
judge  of  it  now.  We  have  plenty  of  flowers  and  roses  growing 
all  over  the  front  of  the  house,  and  climbing  into  the  windows. 
It  is  too  cold  for  you  to  see  the  dairy  and  those  places ;  but 
come  upstairs  and  let  us  see  the  baby.  A  little  darling  !  it  is 
the  best  and  sweetest  child  I  ever  saw — just  reminds  me  of 
what  you  used  to  be  at  that  age." 


1'6  TILE   SOEKOWS   OF   GENTILITY. 


CHAPTER  XXX. 

At  length  Sunday  morning  came.  It  was  a  fine,  clear,  frosty 
morning,  and  the  window-panes  were  covered  with  fairy  land- 
scapes in  hoar  frost.  Gertrude  presented  the  cap  she  had  made 
to  surprise  her  mother,  who  was  delighted  with  it ;  but  still  more 
pleased  that  Gertrude  had  worked  a  watch-paper  in  coloured 
silks  for  her  father,  who  received  the  offering  graciously  enough ; 
it  explained,  in  some  degree,  Gertrude's  occupation,  of  which  he 
had  judged  so  hardly. 

By  eleven  o'clock,  Simon  Morley,  junior,  and  his  wife  and 
child  drove  up  in  one  of  the  Metringham  chaises ;  he  had  grown 
very  stout  and  florid,  and  wore  drab  small-clothes,  and  white 
stockings ;  an  immense  gold  chain  and  a  bunch  of  seals  dangled 
at  his  fob. 

He  wras  very  much  surprised  to  see  Gertrude,  of  whose 
arrival  he  had  not  heard;  he  greeted  her  affectionately,  and 
with  more  gentleness  than  formerly,  and  introduced  his  wife  to 
her,  bidding  them  become  acquainted  as  sisters  ought  to  be. 
The  babies  were  then  introduced  to  each  other,  which  was  not 
very  successful,  for  they  both  began  to  cry. 

Simon  Morley  speedily  took  possession  of  his  son,  to  get 
his  opinion  of  a  new  cart-horse  and  some  stock  he  had  recently 
bought. 


THE    SORROWS   OP  GENTILITY.  177 

The  ladies  retired  to  the  nursery.  Mrs.  Morley,  indeed,  could 
give  them  but  a  very  divided  attention ;  for  she  had  continually 
to  look  after  things  down-stairs. 

The  two  sisters-in-law  did  not  get  on  very  well  together :  of 
the  two,  Gertrude  almost  preferred  Miss  Sophia.  Mrs.  Simon 
Morley,  junior,  was  rather  good-looking,  but  with  an  expression 
which  was  somewhat  repelling ;  she  was  very  silent  and  com- 
posed in  her  manners,  though  she  gave  the  idea  of  being  con- 
stantly on  the  watch  to  pass  judgment  upon  everything ;  added 
to  this,  a  peculiar  mode  of  holding  her  head  gave  her  the  air  of 
being  constantly  offended  and  displeased.  She  was  extremely 
silent,  and  it  was  next  to  impossible  to  draw  her  into  conversa- 
tion. She  was  very  handsomely  dressed  in  a  black  satin  cloak 
and  a  crimson  silk  dress,  very  much  trimmed. 

The  baby,  which  was  a  stout,  chubby  boy,  looked  like  the 
knave  of  clubs,  in  a  seal-skin  cap  and  gold  band,  with  an 
enormous  cockade  of  the  finest  lace  on  the  side  of  his  cap. 
Still  Mrs.  Simon  had  not  that  comfortable  sense  of  superiority 
over  Gertrude  to  which  she  felt  she  had  a  right  after  what  she 
had  heard  of  her  run-away  match,  to  a  man  not  worth  a 
farthing.  Simon  Morley  had  told  his  son  about  Mr.  Augustus 
Donnelly's  early  application  to  him  for  money,  and  the  son  had 
naturally  told  his  wife. 

Gertrude  was  dressed  much  more  plainly  than  Mrs.  Simon; 
but  then  her  dress,  made  by  herself,  had  a  very  superior  style 
about  it; — to  be  sure,  something  might  be  owing  to  Gertrude's 
graceful  figure,  but  her  sister-in-law  was  not  likely  to  own  that 
to  be  a  reason.  Then,  too,  she  felt  envious  and  annoyed  to  see 
the  splendid  worked  frock  and  the  silver  set  of  coral-bells 
possessed  by  Gertrude's  child, — the  gift  of  its  noble  god-father. 
Altogether,  she  felt  uncomfortable  and  out  of  conceit  with  her- 
13 


178  THE   SOBKOWS   OF  GESTItlTT. 

self  beside    Gertrude — which   is   not   the   frame   of   mind   to 
develope  amiability. 

Gertrude  made  many  inquiries  about  Bunnington  and  the 
old  place;  whether  old  Joe,  the  ostler,  was  living  there  still; 
and  whether  Ealph,  the  raven,  still  hopped  about  the  yard;  and 
whether  the  old  grey  parrot  were  alive.  Her  heart  yearned  to 
her  old  home,  and  she  would  have  been  glad  to  hear  tidings  of 
the  very  stones  in  the  street.  Mrs.  Simon  Morley,  junior,  with 
her  sullen  self-complacency  and  severe  manners,  chose  to  think 
that  Gertrude  was  intending  to  insult  her  by  asking  so  much 
about  the  old  inn,  when  she  had  considered  it  beneath  her  to  live 
there,  never  taking  into,  her  charitable  thoughts  how  bitterly 
poor  Gertrude  had  expiated,  and  was  likely  to  expiate,  that 
mistake. 

Gertrude  then  endeavoured  to  extract  some  information  about 
several  old  friends — the  Hiss  Slocums  iu  particular;  but  she 
had  touched  upon  a  very  sore  subject.  There  was  a  deadly  feud 
between  Mrs.  Simon  Morley  and  the  whole  tribe  of  Slocums. 
The  eldest  had  married  the  young  Squire  to  whom,  as  we  have 
said,  she  was  engaged,  and  the  match  had  been  very  fortunate; 
she  was  now  a  -squire's  lady,  and  took  precedence  cf  her  at 
church.  The  second  had  married  a  very  interesting  young 
clergyman,  the  bishop's  chaplain — and  had  omitted  to  send  her 
cards  and  cake.  The  youngest  was  not  yet  married  to  any  one; 
but,  on  the  strength  of  her  connexions,  considered  herself  ex- 
tremely superior  to  Mrs.  Simon.  Consequently  there  was 
nothing  too  severe  or  ill-natured  for  Mrs.  Simon  to  say  of  them. 
There  might  certainly  have  been  some  sins  of  conceit  to  lay  to 
their  charge,  but  the  chief  fault  lay  in  Mrs.  Simon's  cold, 
touchy,  supercilious  disposition. 

At  length  dinner-time  came — it  was  a  great  relief  to  every- 


THE   S02K0W3   Off   GENTILITY.  179 

body.  It  was  a  dinner  fit  for  a  lord  mayor's  feast, — tlie  table 
being1  laid  in  the  hall,  as  the  parlour  was  too  small  to  accom- 
modate it.  Gertrude  could  not  forbear  smiling  at  the  contrast 
between  the  plenty  spread  before  her,  and  the  cheer  to  which, 
of  late  she  had  been  accustomed.  But  however  substantial  and 
sumptuous  a  dinner  may  be,  the  capacity  of  human  nature  to  do 
justice  to  it  is  very  limited ;  and  it  is  only  a  small  fraction  of  a 
feast  that  falls  to  the  lot  of  each  guest ! 

When  dinner  was  over,  the  two  gentlemen  set  to  work  with 
their  pipes,  whilst  the  ladies  felt  that  all  occupation  was  over, 
and  experienced  the  need  of  something  to  do,  as  they  soon  be- 
came tired  of  sitting  by  and  looking  on.  The  conversation  that 
passes  at  a  purely  family  party  is  generally  very  dull;  but 
Gertrude  could  not  help  being  struck  with  the  difference  in 
Mrs.  Simon  Morley's  manners,  when  she  addressed  her  father, — 
she  fawned  upon  him  and  flattered  him  in  the  most  unreserved 
manner,  till  Gertrude  felt  quite  pained  for  her ;  but  her  manners 
to  Mrs.  Morley  were  not  of  the  same  elaborate  nature,  being,  in 
fact,  barely  respectful  and  not  at  all  agreeable. 

Gertrude  grew  dreadfully  tired  before  the  evening  was  over ; 
there  was  tea,  and  after  that  a  supper,  before  it  was  fairly  con- 
cluded ;  and  it  was  not  until  past  eleven  o'clock  that  Mr.  and 
Mrs.  Simon  Morley  stepped  into  their  chaise  to  return  home ; 
and  when  old  Simon  wished  his  daughter-in-law  good  night,  he 
put  a  large,  handsomely-chased  silver  tankard,  which  he  had 
won  in  a  coursing-match,  into  her  hands  as  a  Christmas- 
box. 

If  she  could  have  been  always  amiable  and  always  so  well 
rewarded,  she  would  soon  have  made  a  fortune  out  of  her  prize 
temper. 

When  Simon  Morley  went  to  bed  that  night,  ho  was  not 
13—3 


180  THE    SORROWS    OP   GENTILITY. 

tipsy;  but  he  was  in  a  peculiarly  perverse  and  provoking 
temper.  Drinking  always  developed  a  spice  of  maliciousness 
in  him. 

i:  I'll  tell  you  what,  wife,"  said  he,  "  I  don't  see  why  Gertrude 
is  not  young  enough  and  strong  enough  to  take  care  of  her 
child  herself,  without  having  a  fine  madman  of  a  nurse  to  help 
her.  If  she  cannot  it  is  time  she  is  learned ; — anyway,  I  will 
keep  no  such  fizgigs  about  here.  It  is  enoug-h  that  you  and  I 
have  to  begin  to  rock  the  cradle  again  at  our  time  of  life,  with- 
out  being  plagued  with  nurses.  You  did  not  see  Mrs.  Simon 
come  trailing  with  a  nurse  at  her  heels ;  she  is  a  solid- minded, 
sensible  woman,  and  will  help  Simon  both  to  get  a  fortune  and 
to  keep  one.     I  wish  Ger.  would  take  pattern  by  her." 

"You  surely  do  not  mean  to  compare  Simon's  wife  to  our 
Gertrude  ? "  said  Mrs.  Morley,  indignantly ;  for  though  she 
seldom  argued  with  her  husband,  and  never  contradicted  him 
when  he  was  the  worse  for  liquor,  still  this  was  more  than  she 
could  bear. 

She  had  been  annoyed,  too,  to  see  her  husband  give  a  hand- 
some cup,  one  of  her  silver  idols,  to  "a  mean,  cold-hearted 
creature,"  who,  as  she  said,  "only  tried  to  creep  up  his  sleeve 
for  what  she  could  get  from  him." 

It  would  have  been  a  great  comfort  for  her  to  have  spoken 
her  mind  pretty  sharply,  though  she  knew  it  would  do  no  good. 
Luckily,  Simon  Morley  gave  sonorous  evidence  that  he  had 
fallen  fast  asleep ;  so  Mrs.  Morley  was  saved  from  committing 
an  imprudence,  and,  to  make  amends,  she  had  the  comfort  of 
crying  to  herself  in  peace. 


THE  SOEEOWS   OS   GENTILITY,  181 


CHAPTER  XXXI. 

Night  is  not  the  season  for  meditation :  Nature  never  intended 
it  for  anything  but  Sleep.  The  proverb  says,  that  "  Night 
brings  counsel,"  but  that  is  only  by  adjourning  all  perplexing 
points  and  declining  to  attend  to  them  till  the  next  day ;  to  lie 
awake  in  the  hope  of  solving  difficulties  is  about  as  sensible  as 
to  look  for  the  beauties  of  Nature  with  a  magic  lantern. 

During  the  night  every  subject  looks  black,  fantastic,  and 
exaggerated,  presenting  as  many  different  aspects  as  there  are 
points  in  the  compass.  Nobody  need  ever  expect  to  get  counsel 
from  their  pillow  except  in  the  shape  of  sleep. 

Poor  Mrs.  Morley  lay  awake  meditating  on  the  last  words  of 
her  husband ;  she  thought  of  many  different  schemes  for  assist- 
ing herself,  and  bringing  him  to  reason,  or  else  "  of  making 
him  to  repent  of  it ;"  but  they  partook  more  of  "  the  natural 
vehemence  of  the  female  character"  than  of  any  prospect  of 
success.  One  moment  she  thought  of  going  away  and  leaving 
her  husband,  taking  Gertrude  and  the  baby  with  her  to  live 
where  nobody  knew  them,  and  take  in  washing — which,  of 
course,  she  proposed  to  do  entirely  herself,  as  Gertrude  was  not 
to  turn  her  hand  to  anything.  Then  again  she  thought  she 
would  speak  to  her  husband,  and  work  upon  his  feelings  to  be 


182  THE   SOEEOWS   OF  GENTILITT. 

kind  to  Gertrude;  bat  she  always  felt  herself  constrained  to 
invent  some  disagreeable  speech  for  him  which  worried  her 
quite  as  much  as  any  actual  unkindness  of  his  could  have  done. 

At  length  morning  came,  and  with  the  night  Mrs.  Morley's 
troubles  disappeared,  or  at  least  they  became  more  manageable. 

Simon  Morley  had  a  vague  sullen  recollection  of  some  dispute 
with  his  wife  the  previous  night ;  he  did  not  well  recollect  the 
cause  of  it,  still  he  did  not  choose  to  commit  himself  by  any 
spontaneous  act  of  amiability ;  indeed,  he  felt  rather  inclined  to 
indulge  himself  with  an  ill-humour,  which,  as  everybody  knows, 
is  a  great  luxury  sometimes.  He  preserved  a  dogged  silence, 
and  went  out  to  look  over  his  labourers  as  usual ;  but  he  went 
off  in  a  dignified  cloud,  without  speaking  to  his  wife  or  saying 
when  he  would  be  in  to  breakfast. 

Hunger,  and  the  force  of  habit,  brought  him  back  within  half 
an  hoar  of  the  usual  time.  Gertrude  had  gone  up  to  the  nursery 
when  he  returned,  and  Mrs.  Morley  was  alone  in  the  parlour. 
Sue  had  got  ready  for  him  a  basin  of  fine  strong  green  tea,  with 
delicious  cream,  which  Simon  always  enjoyed  when  he  had  been 
drinking  over  night,  and  Mrs.  Morley  was  famous  for  making 
good  tea. 

He  came  round  after  breakfast  into  rather  a  better  temper ; 
he  spoke  once  or  twice  of  his  own  accord,  and  made  no  allusion 
either  to  Gertrude  or  the  nurse,  and  Mrs.  Morley  took  care  not 
to  remind  him. 

It  was  market-day  at  a  neighbouring  town  and  he  had  to 
attend  it,  which  would  keep  him  from  home  until  night,  anfl 
this  was  so  much  breathing  time  for  his  wife. 

After  she  had  seen  him  off,  she  betook  herself  to  the  dairy, 
where  she  made  a  cheese,  and  then  she  put  away  every  article 
that  had  been  brought  out  during  the  day,  putting  off  till  the 


the  sorcaows  of  oektiut?.  183 

last  minute  the  task  of  breaking1  her  husband's  commands  to 
Gertrude ;  not  that  she  thought  it  such  a  great  hardship  to  dis- 
pense with  a  nursery-maid,  hut  she  did  not  know  how  to  dis- 
guise it,  so  as  not  to  hurt  Gertrude's  feelings,  or  make  her  think 
she  was  not  a  welcome  guest. 

She  found  Gertrude  sitting  alone  in  the  nursery,  rocking  the 
baby.     "  Where's  the  nurse  ?  "  she  asked. 

"  She  is  packing  up  her  things,"  said  Gertrude.  "  She  told 
me  the  day  after  we  came  that  she  should  not  like  to  live  in 
such  a  quiet  place,  so  this  morning  I  told  her  she  might  go.  I 
have  been  thinking  that  I  ought  to  manage  the  baby  by  myself, 
I  have  nothing  else  to  do ;  Mrs.  Simon  brought  no  nurse  with 
her  yesterday,  and  her  baby  is  younger  than  mine." 

"  Well ! "  said  Mrs.  Morley,  inexpressibly  relieved  to  find  all 
her  difficulties  so  naturally  solved.  "  Well !  I  must  say  that 
you  are  the  best,  and  thoughtmllest,  and  patientest  creature 
that  ever  lived ;  but  I  don't  like  the  notion  of  your  slaving" 
yourself  with  that  heavy  baby." 

"  Oh,  it  is  not  in  the  least  too  heav}',"  said  Gertrude  eagerly ; 
"  besides,  I  don't  think  my  father  likes  to  see  the  nurse,  and  he 
did  not  seem  pleased  with  rne,  I  fancy  so  at  least." 

"  Why,  you'  see,"  said  Mrs.  Morley,  "  that  your  father  is 
rather  short  in  his  temper,  and  he  does  not  like  nurse-maids  ; 
he  thinks  them  all  poor  sleeveless  creatures;  so  perhaps  it  is  as 
well  to  let  yours  go ;  our  girl  has  very  little  to  do,  and  she  will 
be  delighted  to  help  to  take  care  of  the  baby." 

"  I  wonder  how  Mrs.  Simon  manages,"  said  Gertrude,  "  for 
she  must  have  her  hands  fall  with  the  house." 

"  Oh,  she  takes  care  of  herself,  and  will  never  be  killed  by 
any  work  she  will  do,  I  warrant.  As  to  not  bringing  a  nurse 
yesterday,  it  was  all  her  falseness,  to  curry  favour  with  your 


184  THE    SORROWS   OF   GUXTILITY. 

father ;  I  have  no  patience  with  her — a  fawning,  deceitful  thing-. 
And  to  think  of  your  father  being  so  taken  in  by  her  as  to  give 
her  that  silver  coursing-cup ;  I  would  not  have  cared  for  its 
going,  if  she  had  been  a  different  sort  of  person." 

Women  cannot  bear  to  see  presents  made  to  other  women 
before  their  face,  even  though  it  may  not  be  an  object  they  per- 
sonally covet.  There  is  a  natural  jealousy  in  the  sex,  even 
amongst  the  best  and  most  generous  of  them,  and  it  must  be 
owned  that  in  this  instance  it  was  a  very  aggravating  piece  of 
generosity  of  which  Simon  Morley  had  been  guilty. 

The  next  day  the  nurse  returned  to  London.  She  had  a  home 
to  go  to,  and  Mrs.  Morley  made  her  a  present  over  and  above 
her  wages,  for  her  kindness  to  Gertrude,  with  whom  she  had 
lived  since  the  birth  of  the  child. 

Although  delivered  from  this  cause  of  offence,  Simon  Morley 
and  his  daughter  did  not  get  on  much  better  together ;  he  had, 
in  fact,  taken  a  prejudice  against  her.  He  might,  in  time,  have 
forgiven  her  running  away  (though  a  father  offended  is  more 
difficult  to  win  back  than  a  mother),  and  he  might  have  grown 
accustomed  to  her  superior  refinement  of  manners,  if  it  had 
been  atoned  for  by  any  substantial  basis  of  prosperity  and  sta- 
tion ;  but,  unhappily,  Gertrude  had  made  the  worst  of  all 
possible  matches ;  she  had  not  only  married  a  man  without  a 
shilling,  but  she  had  come  back  with  her  child  to  be  a  burden 
to  him,  and  there  was  a  very  indefinite  prospect  that  she  would 
ever  be  anything  else.  He  had  a  mortal  antipathy  to  poor 
people ;  he  felt  uncomfortable  when  they  were  near  him,  pos- 
sibly from  an  ill-defined  idea  that  he  ought  to  assist  them, 
which,  however,  he  never  did.  He  paid  his  poor  rates  with  an 
emphatic  protest  against  their  injustice,  and  he  never  gave  away 
a  farthing  in  charity.     So  that  when  his  own  daughter  brought 


THE   SOEBOWS   OP   GENTILITY.  185 

poverty  into  the  bosom  of  his  family,  he  felt  that  he  had  a  right 
to  be  indignant,  and  he  hated  the  sight  both  of  her  and  the 
child.  If  he  had  been  a  lawgiver  it  is  to  be  feared  that  he 
would  have  exposed  all  the  babies  who  were  likely  to  be 
chargeable  to  the  parish.  His  rooted  aversion  to  poverty,  as 
something  contrary  to  nature,  had  its  rise  in  a  better  feeling ; 
his  own  shrewd  industry  and  horror  of  becoming  dependent 
upon  others  had,  by  the  lapse  of  years,  all  devoted  to  money- 
getting,  become  hardened  and  withered  into  hie  present  sordid 
and  unamiable  spirit. 

Gertrude  kept  herself  as  much  as  possible  out  of  her  father's 
way,  and  confined  herself,  with  the  baby,  to  the  nursery ;  still 
they  were  obliged  to  be  together  sometimes,  and  on  those  occa- 
sions he  either  did  not  speak  to  her  at  all,  or  else  he  would  ask 
her  how  it  happened  that,  with  six  hundred  a-year  and  no  in- 
cumbrances, she  and  her  husband  had  not  kept  their  chins 
above  water  ?  inquiring  with  a  false  jocularity,  "  how  much  she 
thought  they  could  do  it  for  ?  "  There  was  some  justice  in  his 
remarks,  but  he  took  a  cruel  advantage  of  having  both  all  the 
right,  and  all  the  power,  on  his  own  side ;  he  showed  no  mercy 
to  Gertrude,  and  never  spared  her  a  single  remark  or  sarcasm 
that  occurred  to  him. 

Poor  Gertrude  suffered  cruelly ;  her  spirits  drooped,  as  well 
they  might,  under  this  constant  worry.  She  would  willingly 
have  delivered  herself  from  it,  and  gone  to  live  in  a  garret,  and 
worked  for  herself,  but  it  was  not  the  least  of  her  troubles  that 
she  was  powerless  to  do  anything ;  her  child  took  up  all  her 
time.  She  must  remain  where  she  was,  or  starve ;  her  father's 
hospitality,  however  grudgingly  bestowed,  was  the  only  person's 
she  had  the  shadow  of  a  right  to  claim. 

Gertrude  found,  by  bitter  experience,  that  when  people  have 


186  THE   SOEEOWS   0?   GENTILITY. 

once  thrown  themselves  out  of  the  crrrent,  they  cannot  return  to 
it  at  will.  She  had  left  her  father's  roof  and  thrown  heedlessly 
away  her  lawful  right  to  its  shelter  and  protection ;  she  had 
come  back,  as  he  said,  to  be  a  burden ;  she  had  nothing  to  do 
there,  her  place  was  with  her  husband,  and  she  was  an  incum- 
brance to  him  also.  She  had  suffered  ignominy  and  reproaches 
from  her  husband's  relations  on  whom  she  had  been  intruded ; 
but  for  those  she  had  cared  little — she  had  a  right  to  be  with 
her  husband ;  but  here,  in  her  father's  house,  she  filled  no  place, 
she  was  not  wanted,  she  could  do  nothing1  to  requite  the  obliga- 
tion she  received,  and  no  one  knows  how  bitter  that  is  until 
they  have  tried  it. 

Poor  girl !  she  had  bitterly  suffered  for  her  first  false  step ; 
all  her  progress  since  had  been  like  an  attempt  to  wind  a  skein 
of  silk  by  the  wrong  end.  Ivlrs.  Morley  did  her  best  to  shield 
her  daughter  from  annoyance,  to  avert  all  occasions  of  collision 
with  her  husband.  But  the  strain  that  was  needed  to  do  this 
was  very  painful,  and  the  embarrassment  and  restraint  that 
had  been  introduced  into  their  domestic  intercourse  made  home 
unpleasant  to  all  parties. 

This  state  of  things  was  constantly  liable  to  be  aggravated 
by  accidental  circumstances.  One  day  the  servant,  who  had 
been  rebuked  for  flirting  with  one  of  the  plough-boys,  chose  to 
revenge  herself  by  grumbling  before  her  master,  because  Mrs. 
Donnelly  always  "  would  want  the  new  milk  for  baby,"  when 
she  had  set  it  aside  for  cream ;  and  muttering,  that  if  she  had 
known  there  was  "  a  baby  in  the  family  she  would  never  have 
agreed  to  come,  for  that  she  did  not  like  children,  and  had  not 
been  engaged  to  help  to  nurse  them." 

Another  time  it  chanced  that  dinner  was  a  little  behind,  and 
the  excuse  was  that  she  had  been  "  nursing  baby." 


TIIE    SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY.  18? 

These  seem  trifling  incidents,  but  they  were  like  the  grains  of 
sand  that  go  to  pile  up  a  mountain.  How  much  longer  things 
could  have  gone  on  as  they  were  is  doubtful,  but  matters  were 
brought  to  a  crisis  by  a  letter  received  by  Gertrude  from 
her  husband,  -when  she  had  been  at  the  cottage  about  two 
months. 

It  was  dated  from  an  obscure  village  near  Boulogne.  In  it 
he  drew  a  most  gloomy  picture  of  his  position,  and  seemed  in  a 
very  desponding  way ;  in  fact,  the  fine  spirits  of  Mr.  Augustus 
were  completely  clamped.  Lord  Southend  had  gone  on  to  Italy, 
so  he  had  no  hopes  from  that  quarter  until  his  return.  Gertrude 
might  have  borne  all  this, — feeling  a  good  deal  of  sympathy 
certainly,  but  still  without  being  made  much  more  miserable 
than  she  was, — but  Mr.  Augustus  concluded  by  desiring  that 
she  would  beg  or  borrow  for  him  sufficient  money  to  enable  him 
to  come  bach  to  England,  and  expressing  his  intention  to  come 
and  see  "  whether  her  friends  would  keep  him  snug  from  his 
creditors,  until  he  should  have  made  some  arrangement  with 
them."  He  then  drew  a  vivid  picture  of  the  miserably  unhappy 
condition  to  which  he  was  reduced; — "exiled  in  a  small  village, 
without  a  Christian  soul  to  speak  to,  and  nothing  to  pass  on  the 
time,  except  thinking  of  his  dearest  Gertrude  and  his  confounded 
debts !" 

Gertrude,  who  had  hoped  that  things  were  mending  with  her 
husband,  was  thrown  into  g-reat  shame  and  trouble  by  the 
receipt  of  this  letter.  To  be  a  burden  herself  upon  her  father 
was  bad  enough,  but  to  bring  her  husband  upon  him  too — to 
beg  money  from  him — was  something  far  worse  than  she  had 
ever  contemplated. 

Within  the  last  two  months  she  had  learned  practically  what 
it  was  to  be  dependent,  and  she  felt  bitterly  humiliated  that 


1SS 


THE    SOEKOWS    OF   GKXTILIIY. 


Augustas  should  seem  so  indifferent  about  it.  Her  mother 
found  her  crying,  with  the  letter  in  her  lap. 

"  Dear  me,  it  is  a  bad  job,"  said  she,  after  she  had  read  it. 
''I  don't  know  how  we  must  break  it  to  your  father  ;  he  is  as 
queer  tempered  as  he  can  be  ;  all  owing,"  added  she  hastily,  "  to 
that  stupid  Bill  Stringer  laming  the  new  cart-horse,  when  he 
took  it  to  be  shod  last  week ;  and  Betsy  has  just  told  me  that 
one  of  the  cows  is  ill,  and  would  not  give  her  milk  this  morning ; 
so  when  he  comes  home  and  hears  it,  there  will  be  no  containing 
him  in  the  house.  If  men  did  but  know  how  their  violent  wavs 
break  poor  women's  hearts,  they  would  be  more  considerate." 

"  I  can  never  tell  him  about  Augustus,"  said  Gertrude,  "and 
I  never  will.  If  I  could  only  get  up  to  London,  Lady  Southend 
has  promised  to  give  me  work,  and  I  might  earn  enough  to 
keep  us  all." 

"  Bless  thee,  child !  what  nonsense  thou  dost  talk.  I  declare 
it  quite  vexes  me  to  hear  you.  What  couldst  thou  do,  I  should 
like  to  know,  with  that  blessed  baby  cutting  its  teeth,  and  as 
fractious,  the  little  darling,  as  it  can  be,  keeping  you  on  the 
stretch  night  and  clay  to  attend  to  it 't  Gaining  a  living  takes 
you  all  day  long  hard  work,  and  sometimes  part  of  the  night 
too ;  and  besides  I  have  no  opinion  of  women  working  for  their 
husbands  ;  it  is  taking  things  the  wrong  way  about,  and  if  your 
husband  is  a  right-minded  man  he  will  not  desire  it,  but  work 
himself  to  the  bone  before  you  should  think  of  it.  Leave  me  to 
manage  your  father,  I  know  his  humours  better  than  you  do, 
and  it  stands  to  reason  he  can  do  no  good  by  stopping  in  those 
foreign  parts ;  he  had  best  come  back,  and  put  his  shoulder  to 
the  wheel  here." 

Gertrude  sighed ;  she  had  an  instinct  that  her  husband  had 
very  little  notion  of  putting  his  own  shoulder  to  it. 


THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY.  189 

Poor  Mrs.  Morley  did  not  too  well  know  how  she  was  to 
make  her  husband  "  hear  reason,"  as  she  called  it ;  but  she  did 
not  tell  Gertrude  so.  That  night  brought  Simon  Morley  home 
in  a  better  temper  than  had  graced  him  for  a  long  time,  owing 
to  a  good  bargain  he  had  ■  made ;  the  horse  too  was  better,  so 
that  Mrs.  Morley  considered  she  should  never  have  a  more 
favourable  opportunity. 

According  to  Mrs.  Ellis,  there  is  a  certain  diplomacy  by 
which  all  wives  may  rule  their  husbands,  and  guide  them  in  the 
way  they  are  desired  to  go.  It  is  a  great  pity  that  Mrs.  Morley 
lived  before  that  lady's  valuable  works  were  written,  otherwise 
she  might  have  been  more  successful  than  she  was.  Simon 
Morley,  so  soon  as  he  understood  that  his  son-in-law  had  written 
to  beo*  assistance,  desired  to  see  the  letter,  which  Mrs.  Morley 
was  obliged  to  give  him,  though  she  would  have  preferred 
telling  his  story  her  own  way.  Simon  Morley  put  on  his 
spectacles  and  deliberately  read  every  word  of  the  letter,  and 
then  he  said — 

"  This  is  the  second  letter  of  that  young  chap's  writing  that  I 
have  seen,  and  it  just  confirms  the  first  notion  I  formed  of  him; 
he  is  a  wastrel — an  idle,  good-for-nothing,  whiffling  fellow. 
He  is  better  there  than  here,  but  he  never  will  do  a  pennyworth 
of  good  anywhere ;  and  I  am  not  going  to  put  my  money  into 
a  sack  with  holes,  and  I  am  not  going  to  have  him  standing 
about  here.  Gertrude  is  welcome  to  stop  here,  and  the  baby 
too,  as  long  as  she  pleases,  but  I'll  have  nought  to  do  with  her 
husband,  and  you  had  best  not  mention  his  name  to  me  again, 
or  you  and  Gertrude  may  pack  out  of  the  house  together.  A 
young  jackanapes,  to  talk  in  that  free  and  easy  way  of  being 
'  kept  snug  from  his  creditors ;'  may  be,  I  would  give  them  a 
hint  where  to  look  for  him,  if  he  puts  his  nose  in  here." 


190  THE   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY. 

After  uttering  this  speech  'with  much  emphasis,  Simon 
Mori e j  filled  his  pipe,  and  sat  majestically  enveloped  in  the 
clouds  that  rose  from  it.  His  wife  had  not  even  the  comfort  of 
thinking  that  he  was  in  a  passion,  and  had  said  more  than 
he  meant,  for  he  was  in  a  provokingly  good  humour  all  the 
rest  of  the  evening.  The  fact  is,  he  had  long-  expected  the 
appeal  in  question,  and  the  idea  of  the  vain,  idle,  thriftless 
husband  in  the  bach-ground,  ready  to  come  down  and  quarter 
himself  on  his  "  wife's  vulgar  relations,"  had  marred  the  cor- 
diality of  his  welcome  to  Gertrude ;  he,  had  been  lying  in  wait 
he  had  spoken  his  mind,  he  felt  quite  relieved  and  happy,  and  as 
for  an  opportunity  to  express  his  determination,  and  now  that 
well  pleased  with  himself  as  if  his  conscience  had  applauded 
him  for  a  good  deed.  It  must  be  owned  that  there  was  some 
sense  in  what  he  had  said. 


THh;   Sv,i;:U0")V3   0£   GENTILITY  191 


CHAPTER  XXXII. 

Pooe  Mrs.  Morley  retired  quite  crest-fallen.  She  was  morti- 
fied on  account  of  Gertrude,  but  she  was  also  specially  provoked 
at  the  grim  triumphant  look  of  her  husband,  who  seemed  quite 
to  enjoy  her  discomfiture ;  but  she  was  not  at  the  end  of  her 
resources,  and  fortune  befriended  her. 

Her  son  chanced  to  ride  over  the  next  day  to  speak  to  his 
father  about  some  land  he  thought  of  buying,  and  into  his  ears 
she  poured  out  her  perplexities.  We  have  seen  that  he  met 
his  sister  with  more  kindness  and  gentleness  than  of  old. 
Since  he  had  been  married  he  had  changed  his  views  on  several 
subjects,  and  his  conscience  smote  him  for  not  having  been 
very  kind  to  his  sister ;  possibly  the  matrimonial  discipline  of 
his  wife's  temper  had  developed  his  brotherly  affection.  At 
any  rate  he  said  : 

"  Well,  mother,  don't  fret  about  it,  and  say  no  more  to  my 
father,  he  is  like  a  rock  when  he  has  once  taken  a  thing  into 
his  head.  Let  Ger.  and  her  husband  come  to  us  for  a  while — 
as  long  as  they  like — and  the  baby  can  be  in  our  little  lad's 
nursery ;  it  is  quite  big  enough,  and  they  will  play  together 
nicely.  I  dare  say  amongst  us  we  can  raise  enough,  to  fetch 
Donnelly  over, — it  13  of  no  use  his  stopping  there — and  who 


192  THE   SORROWS   OP  GENTILITY. 

knows  what  may  turn  up  ?  His  friends  exerted  themselves  for 
him  once  before,  and  may  do  again  if  he  can  only  hold  on  for  a 
while.  We  must  just  help  him  to  get  up  his  head  a  bit, — only 
I  am  afraid  Ger.  won't  make  herself  happy  along-  with  us." 

"No  fear  of  that,  my  lad;  she  is  as  humble  and  as  meek  as 
an  angel ;  it  makes  me  fairly  cry  sometimes  to  see  her  pride 
so  come  down, — so  grateful  she  is  for  the  least  thing,  and  so 
afraid  of  giving  trouble.  But,  I  say,  your  wife  has  an  over- 
bearing way  with  her  sometimes ;  don't  let  her  put  upon  Ger- 
trude, nor  trample  upon  her." 

"I  would  like  to  see  her  attempt  it,"  replied  the  younger 
Simon,  imperiously.  "  My  wife  knows  that  my  will  is  law, 
and  she  dare  not  set  up  herself  against  what  I  choose, — and  I 
choose  that  she  shall  treat  Gertrude  as  my  sister." 

"  Ah,  well,"  said  Mrs.  Morley,  "  don't  go  and  say  that  to  her. 
You  had  best  leave  Gertrude  to  make  her  own  way,  for  she 
is  so  sweet-tempered  and  so  pleasant-spoken,  nobody  can  resist 
her.     No  doubt  she  will  know  how  to  please  Mrs.  Simon." 

But  the  idea  of  "  her  Gertrude  "  having  to  study  the  whims 
and  caprices  of  Mrs.  Simon,  was  almost  too  much  for  Mrs. 
Moi-ley's  patience,  and  she  turned  away  to  hide  the  tears  that 
nearly  choked  her.  Her  son,  whom  the  absence  of  his  wife 
rendered  bold  did  not  perceive  her  agitation,  but  added  in  an 
off-handed  manner :  "  Give  my  love  to  Ger.  and  tell  her  we 
sball  expect  her.  Mrs.  Simon  is  no  great  hand  at  writing 
out  anything  but  the  bills,  so  she  must  excuse  a  polite  invi- 
tation, and  take  the  will  for  the  deed — and  I  will  send  a 
chaise  over  for  her  some  day  next  week." 

"  But  you  will  see  your  sister,  and  tell  her  yourself?  "  said 
Mrs.  Morley. 

"  No,  no,  you  can  explain  things  better  than  I  can ;  it  would 


THE   SORROWS   OF   GEXTILITT.  193 

look  as  if  I  were  casting  up  my  promises  to  make  her 
thank  me.  I  am  fond  of  Ger.  but  I  don't  know  how  to  talk 
to  her." 

"When  Simon  Morley  junior  returned  home  he  found  that  the 
plan,  which  had  looked  so  easy  and  delightful  when  he  was  at 
the  cottage,  grew  much  more  difficult  of  execution.  His  wife 
was  in  a  very  bad  humour,  and  the  whole  house  was  in  a  bustle ; 
he  therefore  made  an  excuse  to  himself  to  delay  the  communica- 
tion "  till  a  more  convenient  season,"  but  in  proportion  as  he 
delayed,  his  courage  ebbed.  He  said  to  himself  that  he  "  was 
not  afraid,"  that  he  was  "master  in  his  own  house,"  and  sundry 
other  truisms,  which,  however,  he  found  untenable,  and  sat  at 
night  in  the  bar  beating  his  brains  for  the  best  method  of 
breaking  the  matter  to  his  wife.  At  length  he  made  a  bold 
plunge,  at  precisely  the  wrong  moment.  Mrs.  Simon  was 
settling  her  book,  and  endeavouring  to  balance  a  refractory 
column  which  showed  a  deficiency  of  sevenpence  halfpenny.  She 
was  in  the  midst  of  her  third  attempt  at  addition  when  the 
thread  of  her  attention  was  snapped  by  her  husband's  saying 
in  an  authoritative  voice,  to  disguise  his  trepidation, — 

"  I  have  invited  my  sister  Gertrude  and  her  husband  to  come 
and  stop  with  us." 

Mrs.  Simon  went  on  with  her  addition,  and  did  not  appear 
to  hear  him ;  her  husband  continued  in  a  louder  key, — 

"  I  tell  you  that  I  have  invited  my  sister  and  her  husband  to 
come  and  stop  with  us.  "What  do  you  mean  by  your  insolence 
in  sitting  there  like  a  post,  and  never  answering  when  I  speak 
to  you  ?  I  tell  you  they  shall  come  here,  and  stay  as  long  as  I 
please ;  you  may  look,  but  I  am  not  to  be  put  down.  I  desire 
you  to  give  orders  to  send  a  chaise  on  Saturday  for  Mrs. 
Donnelly." 
14 


1U4  THE    S0KK0WS    OF   GEXIiLITT. 

Mrs.  Simon  Morley  looked  at  her  husband  with  great  con- 
tempt, and  then  said  with  provoking  calmness,  but  with  the 
supremest  disdain, — 

"Of  course,  Mr.  Simon  Morley,  it  shall  be  as  you  please; 
nobody  ever  doubted  your  right  to  invite  anyboby  you  choose, — • 
send  a  chaise  for  your  sister  by  all  means;  perhaps  it  will 
please  you  to  make  her  the  mistress  of  this  house  instead  of 
me — pray  do.  Of  course,  it  will  be  quite  right;  I  slave  myself 
for  you,  and  save  for  you,  and  stint  myself  of  every  thing,  in 
order  that  you  may  come  home  and  fly  out  upon  me,  as  if  I 
were  the  dirt  under  your  feet.  I  stay  at  home,  and  wear  my 
poor  soul  out  of  my  boby,  to  keep  thing's  going,  whilst  you  go 
riding  about  to  fairs  and  markets,  and  guzzling  with  everybody 
who  will  drink  with  you. — I  am  a  miserable  woman,  that  I 
am." 

This  tirade,  of  course,  ended  in  a  violent  gash  of  tears.  Her 
husband  sat  feeling  half  angry  and  half  foolish ;  he  had  not 
expected  such  a  storm,  and  he  did  not  know  how  to  retreat  with 
dignity.  He  knocked  the  ashes  out  of  his  pipe,  and  said 
naively. 

"  I  wish  you  would  not  talk  so  much !  I  am  fairly  moithered 
with  so  many  words;  do  make  an  end  and  come  to  bed." 

Bat  Mrs.  Simon  Morley  would  not  "  make  an  end ; "  long 
and  bitterly  she  scolded  on,  for  though  in  general  silent,  when 
once  launched  in  a  grievance,  she  sustained  it  with  more  than 
ordinary  female  vehemence,  and  took  care  to  embrace  a  wide 
range  of  complaint.  A  stranger  would  have  thought  that  a 
separation  to  all  eternity  must  have  ensued,  but  it  was  only  a 
matrimonial  storm;  neither  party  meant  the  other  any  par- 
ticular  ill  beyond  the  annoyance  of  the  moment,  and  it  calmed 
down,  leaving,  as  was  generally  the  case,  Mrs.   Simon  rather 


THE    SOBEOWS    OF   GENTILITY.  195 

more  confirmed  in  her  influence,  and  her  husband  rather  more 
afraid  of  provoking  her  than  before. 

The  result  was,  that  the  incipient  dislike  which  Mrs.  Simon 
felt  to  Gertrude  was  confirmed  into  a  positive  detestation.  She 
did  not  think  it  prudent  to  refuse  to  receive  Gertrude  altogether 
but  she  had  succeeded  in  receiving  her  sister-in-law  upon  the 
footing  it  best  pleased  her,  and  leaving  herself  free  to  wreak 
any  small  feminine  spite  she  chose ;  whilst  her  husband,  content 
with  having  carried  his  point,  was  afraid  to  interfere  further, — ■ 
and  she  took  care  to  give  him  no  pretext.  He  was  delighted  to 
see  her  despatch  a  chaise  to  the  cottage  on  the  appointed  day, 
and  as  if  she  were  bent  on  showing  how  amiable  she  could  be, 
she  went  so  far  as  to  write  a  note  to  Gertrude,  with  a  moderately 
cordial  invitation  from  herself. 

Gertrude,  though  grateful  to  her  brother,  did  not  at  all  like 
the  idea  of  trying'  the  hospitality  of  her  sister-in-law  for  an 
unlimited  period ;  but  she  was  come  to  that  unhappy  pass  when 
she  was  obliged  to  feel  grateful  for  "small  mercies"  .of  the 
most  unpalatable  kind.  She  was  dependent  upon  her  friends, 
and  obliged  to  receive  house  and  shelter  upon  any  terms. 
Simon  Morley,  when  told  of  his  son's  offer,  had  declared,  "  that 
she  could  not  do  better  than  go ;  "  after  this  there  was  no  appeal, 
and  Mrs.  Morley,  with  a  sorrowful  heart,  prepared  to  let  her 
depart.  She  would  herself  have  accompanied  her,  but  Simon 
Morley  was  attacked  by  a  fit  of  the  gout,  which  not  only  de- 
tained her,  but  made  him  so  irritable  that  she  was  almost 
thankful  to  get  her  daughter  out  of  the  house. 


19b  THE   SOKEOWS   OF  UENTILITY. 


CHAPTER  XXXIII. 

The  chaise  drove  the  back  way  into  the  yard  of  the 
"  Metringbam  Arms,"  and  so  avoided  going  through  the  town. 
Everything  brought  back  to  her  remembrance  the  day  when 
she  came  home  from  school ;  there  was  a  curious  coincidence 
even  in  the  accidental  circumstances.  A  travelling--carriao-e  was 
changing  horses,  and  a  large  party  were  stopping  to  dine  ;  the 
house  was  in  the  bustle  she  so  well  remembered.  Mrs.  Simon 
Morley  was  busy  receiving'  her  guests,  and  there  was  no  one  to 
welcome  her  except  old  Joe,  the  lame  ostler ;  she  could  almost 
have  embraced  him,  he  was  the  only  one  who  remained  of  the 
old  set  of  servants. 

Gertrude  bitterly  felt  the  difference  between  then  and  now. 
She  stood  with  the  baby  in  her  arms  waiting  for  some  one  to 
show  her  were  to  go,  and  feeling  more  miserable  than  she  had 
ever  yet  been, — choked,  and  suffocated,  and  wretched, — far  too 
miserable  to  cry. 

In  a  few  moments  Mrs.  Simon  Morley  came  up  to  her,  and 
told  her,  with  a  dash  of  patronage  in  her  manner,  that  she  was 
glad  to  see  her,  and  begged  she  would  consider  herself  at  home. 
Her  brother  came  as  they  were  speaking,  booted  and  spurred, 
and  followed  by  his  dogs, — he  had  been  out  coursing,  and  he 


THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY.  197 

had  not  expected  her  so  soon.  He  was  very  pleased  to  see  her, 
and  received  her  as  cordially  as  he  durst  for  fear  of  vexing  his 
wife. 

"  Well,  wife,  where  are  you  going  to  put  Ger.  ?  Somebody 
had  better  carry  these  things  up-stairs.  Have  you  put  her  into 
the  room  next  to  ours  ?  " 

"  I  have  prepared  Mrs.  Donnelly's  room,"  said  Mrs.  Simon, 
with  an  air  of  putting  down  all  questions ;  "  and  if  she  will 
follow  me  I  will  show  her  to  it  myself." 

Instead  of  turning  down  the  passage  leading  to  Gertrude's 
old  room,  which  had,  indeed,  been  once  more  transformed  into 
a  nursery,  they  mounted  a  steep  flight  of  stairs  that  led  to  the 
"servant's  story."  Mrs.  Simon  opened  the  door  of  a  light 
roomy  attic,  with  sloping  roof  and  full  of  beams  and  rafters, 
but  brilliantly  white  and  clean ;  two  casements  stuck  into  small 
gables  commanded  a  view  of  the  church,  and  the  country  lying 
beyond.  It  was  furnished  sufficiently  well  for  an  attic,  but 
without  any  attempt  at  extra  comfort.  There  was  nothing  to 
complain  of  in  it,  and  it  was  decidedly  more  comfortable  than 
her  bed-room  at  Mrs.  Donnelly's ;  still  it  marked  painfully  the 
difference  between  her  former  and  her  present  position  in  that 
house, — between  the  home  she  had  recklessly  cast  off  and  the 
home  to  which  she  was  returning,  to  eat  the  bread  of  charity. 

"I  have  put  you  here,"  said  Mrs.  Simon,  "in  order  that  you 
might  feel  quite  settled ;  the  house  is  often  so  full  that  in  any 
other  room  I  might  have  been  obliged  to  disturb  you.  Simon 
and  I  are  sometimes  obliged  to  give  up  our  room;  it  is  quite 
wonderful  how  travelling  has  increased  of  late  years.  I  hope 
you  will  be  comfortable, — pray  ask  for  all  you  want.  There  is 
a  nursery  down  stairs  where  you  can  sit  with  the  baby ;  I  dare 
say  you " 


198  TIIE    SORROWS    OV   GENTILITY. 

A  voice  loudly  calling  at  the  bottom  of  the  stairs  obliging 
her  to  leave  her  speech  unfinished,  but  she  had  nearly  got  to  the 
end  of  all  she  had  to  say.  Gertrude  looked  round  the  room 
when  she  was  alone ;  there  was  no  bell,  and  no  fire  lighted.  It 
was  too  cold  to  indulge  long  in  meditation,  and  she  went  down 
stairs  in  search  of  the  nursery ;  glad,  at  least,  to  be  sure  of  a 
comfortable  refuge  for  the  baby.  Gertrude's  brother  had  been 
as  good  as  his  word.  He  had  received  some  money  for  the  sale 
of  some  wheat,  and,  without  his  wife's  knowledge,  he  had 
writtten  to  his  brother-in-law  and  sent  him  the  wherewithal  to 
pay  his  journey ;  Mr3.  Simon  Morley  received  the  remainder  of 
the  money,  without  in  the  least  suspecting  what  her  husband 
had  done  with  the  rest.  He  had  planned  to  surprise  his  sister, 
and  had  fixed  her  arrival  as  near  as  he  could  guess  for  the  day 
when  her  husband  would  reach  Dunnington.  He  was  rewarded 
for  his  pains ;  for  that  very  evening,  as  they  were  sitting  down 
to  supper  in  the  little  lantern-like  bar-parlour,  Mr.  Augustus 
Donnelly,  somewhat  soiled  and  unshaved,  but  perfectly  at  his 
ease,  and  on  the  best  possible  terms  with  himself,  walked  into 
the  room. 


THE   SOEEOWS   OF  GEXTILHY. 


CHAPTER   XXXIV 

Mrs.  Simon  Moelet  was  a  very  virtuous  woman  Indeed,  but 
she  was  not  insensible  to  the  soothing  voice  of  flattery,  especially 
when  distilled  from  the  lips  of  a  good-looking  young  man. 
When  Mr.  Augustus  Donnelly  entered  in  the  unexpected  manner 
mentioned  in  the  last  chapter,  to  the  great  surprise  of  every- 
body, except  that  of  Simon  Morley,  Mrs.  Simon  was  disposed  to 
look  extremely  displeased  and  disagreeable ;  but  Mr.  Augustus 
was  not  an  Irishman  for  nothing, — he  had  lived  by  his  wits  the 
greater  part  of  his  life,  and  knew  the  importance  of  mollifying 
the  mistress  of  any  house  where  he  proposed  taking  up  his 
quarters.  He  was  an  adept  in  the  strategy  of  that  peculiar 
species  of  courtship  called  "  cupboard-love,"  and  he  piqued  him- 
self upon  his  skill  to  draw  the  teeth,  and  pare  the  claws,  of  the 
most  determined  shrew  in  Christendom.  A  glance  at  the  face 
of  Mrs.  Simon  revealed  to  him  the  genus  of  the  woman  he  had 
to  deal  with,  as  a  short  postscript  in  his  brother-in-law's  letter 
had  enlightened  him  upon  the  domestic  politics  of  the  "  Metring- 
ham  Arms." 

The  postscript  was  : — "  Do  not  tell  any  one  that  I  sent  you 
this  money ;  I  have  particular  reasons  for  not  wishing  my  wife 
to  know." 

"Les  sages  entendent  a  demi  mot," — and  Mr.  Augustus  proved 


200  THE   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY. 

himself  deserving  of  the  epithet.  Before  he  had  been  five 
minutes  in  the  room,  Mrs.  Simon  Morley  was  under  his  charm. 

After  saluting  Gertrude,  and  shaking  hands  with  his  brother- 
in-law,  he  seated  himself  by  Mrs.  Simon,  and  began  to  pay  her 
a  thousand  little  attentions,  such  as  the  good  woman  had  never 
received  in  her  life,  not  even  from  her  husband  when  he  courted 
her,  nor  from  all  the  young  men  whom  she  had  driven  to  the 
verge  of  distraction  by  refusing  "  to  keep  company  with  them." 
Mr.  Augustus  contrived  to  make  her  feel  that  he  was  decidedly 
struck  with  her  appearance,  and  impressed  by  the  fascination  of 
her  manners.  This  was  not  conveyed  in  a  way  calculated  to 
alarm  her  sensitive  modesty,  but  was  combined  with  a  respectful 
deference  to  her  as  a  most  superior  woman.  It  was  wonderful 
how,  in  so  short  a  space  of  time,  he  had  become  enlightened 
upon  her  choice  qualities. 

He  took  his  seat  by  her  at  table,  as  if  he  had  lived  in  the 
house  all  his  life  ;  and  whilst  he  relieved  her  from  the  task  of 
carving  the  roast  ducks,  he  made  some  jokes  just  suited  to  her 
capacity,  and  which  made  her  laugh  heartily.  But  he  did  not 
venture  to  praise  anything  at  table,  lest  she  should  think  every- 
thing only  too  good  for  him,  but  he  improvised  some  compli- 
ments, which  he  declared  Lord  Southend  and  the  Marquis  of 
Dulcamnara  had  paid  to  the  "  Metringham  Arms  "  one  day,  at 
a  white-bait  dinner,  declaring  in  the  presence  of  the  head  waiter, 
i;  that  there  was  no  inn  like  it  for  comfort,  either  in  or  out  of 
London ; "  and  he  took  care  to  clinch  the  compliment  by  dating 
it  quite  recently,  and  within  the  period  of  her  administration. 

Her  husband  was  enchanted  to  see  his  wife  in  so  genial  a 
humour,  and  thought  he  should  havedn  his  brother-in-law  an 
ally  in  all  his  domestic  difficulties. 

Gertrude  did  not  admire  this  display  of  flattery  and  devotion 


THE   SORROWS   OP   GENTILITY.  201 

to  Mrs.  Simon.  She  thought  it  was  only  encouraging  her  self- 
complacency  and  general  disagreeableness,  and  could  not  help 
thinking  how  much  better  women  are  rewarded  for  their  exact- 
ing ill-humour  than  when  they  make  a  practice  of  trying  to  be 
forbearing  and  habitually  amiable.  She  interrupted  the  current 
of  compliments,  by  saying, — 

"  You  have  never  told  us,  dear  Augustus,  how  you  managed 
to  find  your  way  here  so  opportunely ;  I  fancied  you  were  still 
in  France." 

Simon  Morley  junior  felt  rather  uneasy  at  this  question ;  he 
underrated  the  tact  of  Mr.  Augustus. 

"  Tour  worthy  brother  generously  told  me  that  his  house  was 
open  to  me  whenever  I  came  to  England,  but  for  the  means  of 
coming  here  I  am  indebted  to  the  unexpected  generosity  of  a 
friend ;  and  do  you  find  it  unnatural  that  I  should  use  my  first 
funds  to  rejoin  you  ?  " 

Wives  are  sometimes  hard  to  be  persuaded,  even  by  sweet 
speeches,  and  Gertrude  would  much  have  preferred  that  her 
husband  should  have  remained  absent,  rather  than  come  to  join 
her  as  a  hanger-on  upon  her  brother.  She  fancied,  too,  there 
was  a  tone  of  servility,  a  vulgar  obsequiousness,  which  she  had 
never  observed  in  him  before. 

Mr.  Augustus  was,  in  truth,  much  the  same  as  usual.  He  had 
the  gift  of  suiting  himself  to  his  company,  and  as  he  was  never 
over-burdened  with  delicate  perceptions,  he  could  make  himself 
comfortable  everywhere.  But  the  curse  of  being  dependent 
changes  the  very  nature  of  virtues,  and  makes  what  under  other 
circumstances  would  have  been  courteous  forbearance  seem 
nothing  but  self-interested  endurance ;  it  is  a  reversed  alchemy, 
for  it  transforms  golden  qualities  into  brazen  counterfeits. 
Dependence  in  modern  times  is  what  slavery  was  of  old,  and 


202  THE    SORROWS   OF   GEXTILITT. 

it  is  equally  true  of  both,  that  it  takes  all  manliness  and  quality 
of  character  out  of  whoever  voluntarily  submits  to  it. 

When  the  party  separated  for  the  night,  Gertrude  retired 
with  the  determination  of  straining  every  nerve  to  find  employ- 
ment that  should  enable  her  to  do  something  towards  supporting 
herself  and  the  child ;  whilst  3Ir.  Augustus  thought  that,  as  he 
had  fallen  intq  comfortable  quarters,  he  would  improve  the 
friendly  disposition  of  his  hosts,  and  enjoy  them  as  long  as 
possible.  As  to  the  obligation,  he  considered  that  he  was  a 
gentleman,  and,  as  such,  they  might  feel  honoured  by  entertaining 
him.  He  had  no  conception  of  gratitude  towards  persons  in 
their  clasa. 


IHE   SOEEOWS  OF  GENTILITY.  203 


CHAPTER  XXXV. 

The  next  day  being  Sunday,  Gertrude  went  to  church  with 
her  husband.  Mrs.  Simon  Morley  was  too  busy  ever  to  go  to 
church,  except  in  the  afternoon,  and  Simon  himself  had  no 
great  taste  for  going  at  all ;  still  he  went  sometimes,  and  slept 
peacefully  through  the  service.  He  was  what  used  to  be  called 
a  "  good  Church  and  King1  man,"  and  would  have  knocked 
anyone  down  who  was  either  an  infidel  or  a  jacobin ;  though  his 
own  loyalty  was  mainly  confined  to  getting  very  particularly 
drunk  upon  the  King's  birthday,  and  his  Christianity,  besides 
the  occasional  going  to  church  above  mentioned,  was  shown  by 
giving  the  boys  of  the  town  five  shillings,  for  a  Guy  Fawkes, 
every  fifth  of  November. 

The  church  looked  as  Gertrude  had  always  remembered  it, 
except  that  the  square  family-pew,  lined  with  green  baize,  was 
rather  more  moth-eaten ;  but  the  prayer-books  and  hymn-books 
were  those  that  she  had  used  when  she  first  went  to  church. 
The  one  she  took  up  had  her  name  written  in  it,  in  her  father's 
handwriting, — a  birthday  gift,  when  she  had  completed  her 
sixth  year. 

The  asthmatic  organ  was  uttering  the  old  dismal  psalm  tunes 
which  had  taxed  the  ears  and  the  patience  of  the  congregation 
for  a  century  past. 


20-4  THE    SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY. 

Gertrude  felt  that  all  the  congregation  was  curiously  regard- 
ing her ;  she  did  not  look  round,  but  kept  her  veil  down,  and 
concealed  herself  as  much  as  possible  behind  one  of  the  si  one 
pillars.  Everything  seemed  the  same  as  it  had  been  the  last 
Sunday  she  was  there ;  by  a  curious  coincidence,  the  clergyman 
had  come  round,  in  the  clerical  cycle  of  his  sermons,  to  one  she 
had  last  heard  him  preach,  and  she  felt  as  if  the  change  in  her 
own  fortunes  were  mocked  by  this  unchanged  continuance  of  all 
that  surrounded  her. 

But  when  service  was  over,  and  the  congregation  dismissed, 
and  Gertrude,  who  had  loitered  till  the  last,  was  following  the 
rest,  she  was  stopped  at  the  church-door  by  several  persons  who 
had  been  waiting  for  her.  Old  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Slocum  were  the 
first  who  greeted  her.  Mr.  Slocum  had  not  recovered  the  severe 
illness  he  had  had  some  months  before — it  had  pulled  him  down 
sadly ;  but  Mrs.  Slocum  looked  just  the  same — rather  younger 
if  anything. 

"  My  dear  Gertrude,  welcome  back  amongst  us,"  said  the  old 
lady,  in  a  quavering  voice.  "  I  declare  this  is  quite  a  surprise. 
When  did  you  come  ?     Is  your  mother  here  ?  " 

But  before  Gertrude  could  reply,  her  hand  was  snatched  and 
heartily  shaken  by  a  tall  full-blown  young  woman,  in  a  mag- 
nificent hat  and  feathers,  and  a  brilliant  scarlet  mantle,  lined 
with  white  satin. 

"  Why,  Gertrude,  you  have  forgotten  me,  I  declare  ! "  cried 
she,  in  a  loud,  but  cheery  voice.  "  I  am  Martha  Slocum  that 
was, — now  Mrs.  Greenway  ;  and  this  is  my  husband,"  continued 
she,  jerking  forwards  a  florid,  good-tempered  looking  man,  in 
yellow  buckskins  and  top-boots,  on  whose  arm  she  was  leaning. 
"  I  said  it  must  be  you,  though  I  could  not  see  your  face,  and 
you  were  hidden  by  the  pillar,  and  nobody  would  believe  me. 


THE    SOltEOWS,  OF   GENTILITY.  205 

But,  my  gracious  !  how  ill  you  look, — quite  pale  and  thin ;  not 
like  me.  Sam  says  I  am  growing  so  fat,  that  he  shall  be 
indicted  for  bigamy,  for  having  twice  as  much  of  a  wife  as  he 
married ; "  and  she  laughed  in  her  husband's  face,  with  enviable 
admiration  of  his  wit. 

Gertrude  answered  as  best  she  could,  and  introduced  Mr. 
Augustus  to  them,  who  acquitted  himself  extremely  well ;  and 
Mrs.  Greenway,  looking  at  him  with  curiosity,  admitted  to  her- 
self that  any  woman  might  be  excused  for  running  away  with 
him. 

Poor  Gertrude  enjoyed  a  small  triumph,  in  the  midst  of  her 
sorrows,  to  see  that  her  husband  looked,  beside  Mr.  Slocum  and 
Mr.  Greenway,  as  if  he  belonged  to  another  race  of  men,  so 
infinitely  superior  he  appeared ;  and  she  was  proud  of  seeing- 
that  they  all  acknowledged  it. 

It  was  for  this  shadowy  gratification  that  she  had  thrown 
away  the  inheritance  of  her  life  before  she  had  well  entered 
upon  it. 

"  Well,  I  am  sure  we  shall  be  delighted  to  see  you  both  at 
Lane  End,"  said  Mrs.  Greenway.  "Mrs.  Simon  and  I  have 
never  visited ;  but  that  is  no  reason  why  you  and  I  should  not 
be  friends  again  as  we  used  to  be.  Will  you  come  to-morrow 
and  take  a  friendly  dinner  with  us,  and  have  a  talk  about  old 
times?" 

Gertrude  objected,  that  she  could  not  leave  the  baby. 

"  Oh,  the  little  darling !  I  will  come  and  fetch  you  in  the 
phaeton,  and  you  can  bring  it  with  you,  and  it  can  make  friends 
with  our  twins,  so  that  is  settled.  I  wonder,"  continued  she, 
addressing  her  husband,  "  where  Joe  can  be  with  the  phaeton 
all  this  time ;  he  ought  to  have  been  waiting  for  us." 

As  she  spoke,  a  large  roomy  vehicle,  of  no  strict  denomina- 


206  THE    SOEEOWS    OF    &EXTIL1TV. 

tion,  was  driven  up  by  a  boy  in  pepper-and-salt  livery  and  a 
silver  band  round  bis  bat.  Into  this  Mrs.  Greenway  was  banded 
by  her  husband,  who  took  the  reins  and  seated  himself  by  her 
side,  whilst  the  servant  mounted  behind. 

"Remember,  I  shall  come  for  you  to-morrow,  at  eleven 
o'clock,"  cried  the  lady,  in  a  voice  that  might  have  been  heard 
to  the  other  end  of  the  town,  and  kissing-  her  hand  to  the  old 
people,  the  worthy  and  prosperous  pair  drove  off  at  a  brisk 
pace. 

<:  There  goes  a  happy  woman,  if  ever  there  was  one  !  "  said 
Mr.  Slocum,  looking-  after  the  phaeton  with  glistening  ej-es — 
"  she  has  one  of  the  best  of  husbands,  and  everything  this  world 
can  give ;  and  she  enjoys  it,  she  is  happy,  and  makes  others 
happy  too.  Bless  yon.  her  husband  worships  the  very  ground 
she  treads  on  !  You  should  see  her  follow  the  hounds  along- 
with  him — it  is  a  sight ;  he  has  had  a  scarlet  habit  made  for 
her,  and  she  looks  grand  in  it ! " 

"  If  she  were  in  London,  in  the  park,  she  would  be  looked 
at,"  said  Mr.  Augustus,  when  there  was  a  pause ;  "  she  is  a 
monstrous  fine  woman,  and  her  husband  seems  a  very  nice 
young  fellow ;  they  are  a  fine  couple. 

"  Aye,  that  they  are,  and  they  are  respected  by  high  and 
low.  They  have  a  very  nice  place  of  their  own ;  land  that  has 
been  in  the  family  for  generations ;  and  whenever  you  go  you 
will  be  sure  of  a  hearty  welcome." 

Sunday  was  always  the  old  man's  grand  gala  day — every 
Sunday  he  had  the  proud  satisfaction  of  walking  out  of  church 
with  his  daughter  before  all  the  congregation,  and  seeing  her 
drive  off  in  "  her  own  carriage  ;"  and  he  enjoyed  this  far  more 
than  any  dignity  that  could  have  happened  to  himself. 


THE   SOEEOWS   OF   GENTILITY.  207 


CHAPTER  XXXVI. 

Mas.  Geeenway  drove  up  in  her  phaeton  the  next  day  to  fetch 
Gertrude,  according  to  promise ;  she  entered  the  bar  with  a 
good-tempered  jovial  consciousness  that  she  was  a  very  fine 
woman  indeed,  and  that  her  beaver  hat  and  feathers  became 
her  immensely. 

Mrs.  Simon  was  sitting  at  her  little  table  writing  out  a  ticket 
for  a  post-boy  who  was  in  waiting. 

The  vicar  sat  upon  the  little  hard  horse-hair  sofa  beneath  the 
window,  reading  the  London  paper — his  custom  always  every 
morning,  and  Mrs.  Simon  liked  to  have  it  so,  as  she  thought  it 
gave  him  the  appearance  of  being  a  friend  of  the  family ;  occa- 
sionally the  vicar's  wife  and  daughter  called  upon  her,  and  this 
always  gratified  her,  for  they  were  the  sun  and  stars  of  her 
social  system. 

After  shaking  hands  with  Mrs.  Simon,  who  received  her  very 
stiffly,  and  tried  to  look  as  though  she  did  not  consider  her  visit 
any  concern  of  hers,  Mrs.  Greenway  turned  to  the  vicar,  and 
inquired  after  his  family  in  a  friendly,  familiar  manner,  that 
spoke  of  intimacy. 

She  turned  again  to  Mrs.  Simon  and  said, — 

"  I  came  to  invite  you  to  come  to  us  this  evening ;  we  are 


208  THE    SORROWS    OF   GENTILITY. 

expecting  a  few  friends  in  a  sociable  way  to  tea  and  supper,  and 
Sam  bid  me  say  he  should  see  Mr.  Simon  at  market,  and  would 
ask  him  to  come.  It  is  so  seldom  you  give  yourself  a  holiday 
that  I  hope  you  will  be  sociable  and  come." 

Mrs.  Simon  replied  stiffly,  that  she  was  too  busy  to  visit — 
and  that,  if  her  husband  went  out,  there  was  so  much  the  more 
reason  why  she  must  stay  at  home. 

Mrs.  Greenway  was  rather  glad  to  hear  it,  but  hesitated,  as 
she  thought  it  right  to  declare  she  would  take  no  refusal. 

Gertrude  entered  in  her  bonnet  and  shawl,  with  the  baby  in 
her  arms — looking  very  pretty  and  lady-like. 

Mrs.  Greenway  rushed  up  and  embraced  her,  with  a  bois- 
terous good-will  that  nearly  upset  Mrs.  Simon's  little  table,  and 
whisked  down  her  account-book  and  the  bill  she  had  just  writ- 
ten out. 

"  I  hope  I  have  not  kept  you  long  waiting,"  said  Gertrude. 
"  Oh,  no ;  I  am  only  just  come — and  so  that  is  your  baby  ! 
what  a  real  little  darling !  I  have  twins  to  show  you  when  we 
go  home !  Is  it  not  fun  to  think  we  should  both  of  us  have 
babies?  I  declare  it  seems  only  yesterday  since  Matilda., 
Emma,  and  I  came  over  to  sec  you,  the  day  you  left  school  for 
good.  Your  mother  sat  just  where  Mrs.  Simon  does  ;  the  place 
is  nut  the  least  changed — only  you  and  I.  But  I  am  sure  we 
are  filling  the  bar,  and  taking  up  Mrs.  Simon's  time  ;  she  must 
wish  us  out  of  her  road.  As  Sam  says,  '  One  word  hinders  two 
blows.'  Good  morning,  Mrs.  Simon,  and  recollect  I  shall  not 
excuse  you — I  shall  quite  expect  you." 

There  was  a  certain  dash  of  patronage  in  Mrs.  Green- 
way's  manner.  Mrs.  Simon  drew  herself  up,  and  said,  freez- 
ingly  — 

"  That  she  had  no  time  for  dressing  and  visiting,  and  that 


THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY.  209 

Mrs.  Greenway  could  do  quite  well  without  her" — which  was 
quite  true,  but  Mrs.  Greenway  nevertheless  persisted, — 

"  I  am  sure  you  are  always  nicely  dressed.  We  are  plain 
homely  people — you  can  come  just  as  you  are.  We  like  our 
friends  to  take  us  as  they  find  us — without  ceremony." 

Mrs.  Simon  looked  as  though  she  was  absorbed  in  adding 
up  her  cash-book,  and  made  no  answer.  The  vicar  gallantly 
rose  to  escort  them  to  the  phaeton,  and  Mrs.  Simon  heard  him 
asked  to  come  in  the  evening  with  his  wife  and  daughter,  for  a 
friendly  rubber,  whilst  the  young  people  might  enjoy  a  round 
game. 

The  phaeton  clattered  out  of  the  yard,  and  Mrs.  Simon,  with 
her  temper  sharper  than  ordinary,  was  left  to  pursue  her 
domestic  cares  in  peace.  She  pounced  first  upon  a  delinquent 
housemaid,  and  gave  her  summary  warning  for  having  neglected 
to  take  up  the  carpet  in  No.  8  bed-room ;  she  next  gave  orders 
that  any  visitors  coming  to  call  for  Mrs.  Donnelly  should  be 
shown  upstairs  into  the  nursery.  Her  husband  and  Mr.  Au- 
gustus came  in  to  dinner  before  the  effervescence  of  her  soul 
had  subsided  to  the  level  of  its  banks. 

"  I  met  Greenway's  phaeton,"  said  Simon,  "  with  Ger.  and 
the  baby,  and  Mrs.  Greenway  inside  ;  she  said  she  had  been  to 
call  on  you,  and  she  asked  me  and  Donnelly  to  drop  in  to 
supper,  and  to  see  Ger.  home." 

"  Very  well,  Mr.  Simon  Morley,  you  can  go  if  you  choose ; 
hut  what  with  visitors  in  a  morning',  and  goings  out  at  night, 
don't  blame  me  if  the  house  comes  to  ruin.  I  stop  at  home  and 
deny  myself  every  amusement ;  I  don't  even  go  to  church,  and 
I  know  the  vicar  thinks  me  worse  than  a  heathen — just  to  see 
myself  made  of  no  account,  and  to  be  treated  like  dirt  by  every- 
body who  cornea  to  the  hoaae.  I  have  thought  too  little  of 
16 


210  THE   SORROWS  OF  GENTILITY. 

myself,  and  slaved  myself  to  death  to  take  care  of  your  money, 
and  this  is  all  the  thanks  I  get !  If  I  had  been  a  wasteful  ex- 
travagant woman,  and  flaunted  about  in  a  hat  and  feathers,  you 
would  have  been  in  the  Gazelle,  but  you  would  have  thought 
more  of  me ;  but  if  I  were  to  lie  down  and  die  at  your  feet,  you 
would  not  even  thank  me  !" 

Dinner  being  by  this  time  on  the  table,  Mrs.  Simon  took  her 
place  with  an  indignant  bounce,  and  began  to  carve  a  large 
round  of  beef  with  the  air  of  one  to  whom  all  the  virtue  left  in 
the  woidd  had  fled  for  refuge,  whilst  she  felt  herself  scarcely 
able  to  protect  it.  Her  husband  did  not  exactly  understand 
what  all  this  talk  was  about ;  but  as  he  was  pretty  well  accus- 
tomed to  these  tirades,  he  shook  his  ears,  made  no  reply,  and 
ate  his  dinner  like  a  domestic  philosopher. 

Mr.  Augustus  followed  his  example  for  a  while,  but  towards 
the  end  of  dinner  he  remarked  carelessly  to  his  brother-in-law 
that  Mrs.  Greenway  was  a  full-blown,  high-coloured  young 
woman — that  her  voice  was  coarse,  her  pronunciation  vulgar ; 
that  she  appeared  to  him  to  be  quite  commonplace  in  her  ideas, 
and  to  have  very  little  conversation — that  her  scarlet  mantle 
made  her  look  for  all  the  world  like  a  farmer's  wife  bringing 
her  eggs  and  butter  to  market.  He  said  that  in  a  year  or  two 
her  figure  would  have  no  more  shape  than  a  feathei'-bed,  and 
appealed  to  Mrs.  Simon  as  to  the  strong-  personal  likeness  be- 
twixt old  Mrs.  Slocum  and  her  daughter.  These  observations 
were  all  made  quite  pleasantly,  and  with  the  manner  of  a  man 
accustomed  to  pass  his  opinion,  and  to  have  it  listened  to.  Ho 
spoke  in  a  lofty  man-of-fashion  tone  that  was  quite  imposing'. 

Mr.  Simon  Morley  had  lighted  his  pipe  meanwhile,  and  sat 
puffing  forth  volumes  of  smoke,  without  thinking  it  necessary 
to  make  any  reply.     Mrs.  Simon  recovered   her  temper   and 


TH2   SORROWS  OF  GENTILITY.  211 

smoothed  her  ruffled  plumes  wonderfully.  She  held  a  light  for 
Mr.  Augustus,  and  mixed  him  a  glass  of  gin-and- water  with  her 
own  fair  hands';  and,  taking  up  her  sewing,  she  began  to  ask 
him  questions  about  the  parks,  the  theatres,  high  society  and 
life  in  London  generally,  to  all  which  Mr.  Augustus  answered 
as  he  thought  best,  and  gave  her  a  description  of  what  the 
queen  and  all  the  princesses  wore  at  the  last  drawing-room,  and 
told  her  many  interesting  anecdotes  of  members  of  the  aristo- 
cracy, "  personal  friends  of  his  own,"  as  he  informed  her.  Mrs. 
Simon  was  called  out,  and  whilst  she  was  gone  her  husband  re- 
marked,— ■ 

"That  his  wife  was  as  queer  as  Dick's  hatbaud;  there  was 
no  knowing  what  would  vex  her  or  what  would  please  her ;  but, 
for  all  that,  she  was  generally  right  in  her  notions,  and  was  a 
clever  woman."     To  which  Mr.  Augustus  warmly  assented. 

It  is  remarkable  that,  when  men  have  a  singularly  bad- 
tempered  wife,  they  console  themselves  with  the  belief  that  is 
a  sign  she  is  "  a  superior  woman." 

Meanwhile  Gertrude  and  Mrs.  Greenway  arrived  without 
accident  at  "  Lane  End,"  as  Mrs.  Greenway's  house  was  called 
It  was  a  large  rambling  place,  built  of  deep  reel  brick — it  was 
in  its  pretensions  something  between  a  farm-house  and  a  gentle- 
man's mansion.  A  white  five-barred  gate  admitted  the  phaeton 
into  a  large  field,  through  which  there  was  a  broad  gravel  drive 
■ — it  was  not  an  avenue,  although  a  luxuriant  hedge-row,  planted 
at  intervals  with  stately  trees,  gave  it  partially  the  appearance 
of  one;  that  field  led  by  another  with  a  white  gate^like  the 
former ;  after  which  they  entered  another  field,  in  which,  at  the 
head  of  a  gentle  rise,  the  house  was  situated.  A  large  garden, 
an  orchard,  and  various  fitxm-building-s  lay  in  the  rear. 

"  Wc  will  drive  round  to  the  back  yard,  if  you  don't  mind, 
15—2 


212  THE   SOBEOWS   OP  GENTILITY. 

Gertrude ;  it  is  so  much  handier  for  the  horse,  and  Sam  does 
not  like  to  see  the  gravel  cut  up  with  wheels ;  it  is  the  one 
thing-  he  is  particular  about.  I  tell  him  he  is  like  an  old  maid 
about  it." 

They  drove  into  a  large  stable-yard,  paved  with  stones.  An 
immense  mastiff  came  out  of  his  kennel  to  the  utmost  stretch  of 
his  chain,  and  barked  furiously  at  their  advent,  and  several 
clogs  of  various  breeds  and  sizes  joined  the  chorus.  A  farm- 
servant  came  running  to  take  the  horse;  Mrs.  Greenway 
alighted  without  any  help,  and  took  the  baby  from  Gertrude. 
They  entered  the  house  through  a  glass  door,  and  went  up  a 
wide  tiled  passage,  past  the  kitchen,  a  large  comfortable  place, 
with  flitches  of  bacon,  hams,  and  dried  tongues  hanging  from 
the  ceiling1.  Two  buxom  servant  women  in  print  dresses,  with 
tight  short  sleeves,  were  busily  engaged  at  the  dresser  beneath 
the  window — an  air  of  well-to-do  plenty  reigned  in  every  direc- 
tion. 

Mrs.  Greenway  took  Gertrude  at  once  to  the  nursery,  where 
with  great  pride  she  showed  her  twins,  both  fast  asleep  in  the 
same  cradle — little,  fat,  rosy  things,  hopelessly  undistinguishable 
from  each  other.  Gertrude  duly  admired  them  ;  and  then  her 
own  baby  was  taken  possession  of  by  the  good-tempered-looking 
nurse,  to  be  fed  and  put  to  sleep,  whilst  its  mother  was  dragged 
off  to  see  the  remaining  household  gods  of  Mrs.  Greenway's 
i:  hearth  and  home."  First,  they  went  to  Mrs.  Greenway's  bed- 
room, there  to  take  off  their  things,  and  to  take  the  opportunity 
of  looking  at  the  grand  wardrobe,  and  all  Mrs.  Greenway's  best 
dresses  and  last  new  bonnet ;  her  wedding  dress  was  exhibited — 
stone-colonred  satin,  with  elaborate  trimmings  of  blue  gimp. 

"  Sam  declares  that  this  dress  shall  never  be  worn  out  or 
altered,  for  it  broaght  him  the  happiest  day  of  his  life.     Do  you 


THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY.  213 

know  we  have  never  had  a  wrong:  word  together  since  we  were 
married.  I  am  sure  I  think  he  grows  better  every  day.  Don't 
you  call  him  very  handsome  ?  " 

Gertrude  said  she  thought  Mr.  Greenway  very  good-looking ; 
it  was  no  great  stretch  of  candour. 

"  Here  is  his  wedding  waistcoat,  which  I  say  shall  keep  my 
gown  company ;  it  is  many  a  day  since  he  could  make  it  meet 
round  him.     But  now  come  and  see  the  parlours." 

The  dining-room  was  a  large,  low  room,  with  a  raftered 
ceiling  and  bow  window ;  a  dark,  heavy  mahogany  dining-table 
with  many  legs  stood  in  the  centre  of  the  room;  a  Turkey 
carpet,  with  the  pattern  somewhat  worn  out,  covered  the  floor ; 
a  large  pointer  was  basking  before  the  fire,  whilst  a  tortoise- 
shell  cat  dozed  and  purred  in  one  of  the  large  easy  chairs  which 
stood  on  each  side  of  the  hearth-rugv  Portraits  of  Mr.  and 
Mrs.  Greenway  hung  against  the  wall. 

Mr.  Greenway  was  reading  a  letter,  with  his  name  and  address 
legibly  written  on  the  back.  Mrs.  Greenway,  seated  under  a 
tree,  in  a  hat  and  feathers,  was  reading  a  book  bound  in  red  and 
lettered  in  gold, — "  Fordyce's  Sermons  to  Young  Women." 

But  the  "best  parlour"  was  the  pride  of  her  heart;  it  was  on 
the  other  side  of  the  tile-paved  hall — a  Ioav  bow- windowed  room 
with  a  raftered  ceiling,  like  its  companion. 

It  had  been  new  furnished  on  the  occasion  of  their  marriage, 
and  there  was  a  certain  air  of  modern  finery  about  it.  The 
curtains  were  bright  blue,  trimmed  with  red  and  yellow  ball 
fringe ;  a  pair  of  pole-screens  stood  at  either  end  of  the  chimney- 
piece — one  represented  a  young  lady  in  a  tight  muslin  frock 
and  blue  sash,  playing  the  tambourine,  and  the  other  the  same 
young  lady  feeding  a  pet  lamb.  The  hearth-rug  was  the  com- 
bined work  of  the  three  Miss  Slocums — a  tiger's  head  sur- 


214  THE   SORSOWS  OF  GENTILITY. 

rounded  by  sprigs  of  roses.  The  carpet  was  covered  with  red, 
blue,  and  yellow  flowers,  as  like  nature  as  could  be  expected, 
when  every  flower  was  blazoned  in  its  wrong  colours.  A  scrap- 
screen — a  piano — a  stuffed  fox — a  small  bookcase  with  glass 
doors — a  hard  grecian-shaped  couch,  covered  with  blue  moreen, 
and  trimmed  with  yellow  cord — whilst  the  chairs,  cushions,  and 
footstools  were  to  match. 

Mrs.  Greenway  was  quite  satisfied  that  her  "  best  parlour  " 
was  equal,  if  not  superior,  to  any  other  in  England ;  but  she 
chose  to  be  modest,  and  said, — 

"  I  suppose  in  London,  among'  the  quality  there,  this  room 
would  be  thought  quite  shabby  ? — would  it  not  now  ?  " 

Gertrude  tried  to  conciliate  the  truth  with  the  household 
pride  of  her  companion. 

"  Do  people  sit  every  day  in  their  best  parlours  ?  "  asked  Mrs. 
Greenway  again. 

"  Mrs.  Donnelly  only  used  ours  on  the  day3  when  she  received 
visitors." 

"  Do  tell  me  about  your  house — what  was  it  like  ?  and  how 
was  your  best  parlour  furnished  ?  "  said  Mrs.  Greenway  eagerly. 

Gertrude  began  to  comply,  but  Mrs.  Greenway  was  far  too 
full  of  herself  and  her  own  concerns  to  care  much  for  listening-. 
Moreover,  Mr.  Greenway  came  in  from  his  fields,  and  it  was 
dinner  time. 

Mr.  Greenway  greeted  Gertrude  with  hearty  cordiality ;  he 
•seemed  to  be  very  proud  of  his  wife,  and  asked  Gertrude  if  she 
thought  her  changed  from  what  she  was  as  Martha  Slocum. 

Mrs.  Greenway  appeared  to  take  great  interest  in  what  her 
husband  had  been  about  during  the  morning,  and  to  know 
almost  as  much  of  farming  matters  as  he  did  himself.  Mr. 
, Greenway  appeared  to  have  a  high  opinion  of  his  wife's  judg- 


T.1\Z   SOESO'V'3   OP   GENTILITY.  215 

ment.     They  were  very  happy,  so  thoroughly  contented,  with 
themselves  and  each  other. 

Gertrude  had  never  been  in  su.ch  a  warm,  genial,  domestic 
atmosphere  in  her  life  :  they  were  a  well-matched  pair. 

After  dinner  the  babies  were  all  brought  down,  and  Mr. 
Greenway  left  the  two  ladies  to  compare  nursery  notes,  whilst 
he  went  bach  to  the  field  to  superintend  his  men,  his  wife  calling' 
after  him  to  bid  him  come  back  early,  as  the  people  were  coming- 
at  four  o'clock. 

After  he  was  gone,  Mrs.  Greenway  gave  Gertrude  all  the 
details  about  her  marriage,  and  indulged  in  a  few  natural  reflec- 
tions and  observations  upon  her  husband's  relations,  displaying 
a  little  human  and  feminine  jealousy  of  his  sisters,  who  at  first 
had  been  inclined  to  think  that  she  had  made  a  better  match 
than  their  brother;  but  the  bickerings  were  very  slight,  and 
they  did  not  hate  each  other  very  much — for  sisters-in-law. 

Two  of  the  Miss  Greenways  arrived  shortly  after.  They 
were  older  than  Mrs.  Greenway — stout,  good-looking1  young- 
women,  with  a  decided  way  of  expressing  their  opinions  ;  they 
evidently  were  accustomed  to  be  considered  the  sensible  women 
of  the  neighbourhood.  They  were  disposed  to  be  very  civil  to 
Gertrude,  but  were  much  more  disposed  to  talk  of  their  own 
subjects  than  to  hear  about  fresh  ones;  and  as  Gertrude  had 
been  trained  to  be  a  good  listener;  they  g'ot  on  together 
extremely  well. 

Mrs.  Slocum  and  her  youngest  daughter  arrived  the  next. 
She  was  kind  and  motherly,  and  nursed  Gertrude's  baby. 

The  vicar,  with  his  wife  and  daughter,  came  in.  The  doctor 
and  his  maiden  sister  followed,  a  lady  with  light  hair  and  blue 
eyes,  who  had  been  both  pretty  and  accomplished,  though  never 
very  sensible;   she  still  had  an  air  of  juvenility,  like  a  well- 


216  THE    SOKROWS    OP   GENTILITY. 

preserved  winter  apple.  She  was  certainly  past  fifty,  but  still 
was  a  pretender  to  matrimony,  and  it  was  said  was  extremely 
well-disposed  to  smile  on  Mr.  Conran,  the  solicitor,  of  Dunning- 
ton.  There  was  also  Miss  Blackmore,  an  elderly  maiden  lady  of 
strong  masculine  habits  and  tastes,  who  had  convicted  three 
men,  and  caused  them  to  be  transported,  by  her  evidence  on  a 
trial  for  poaching.  She  had  once  shot  a  robber,  and  she  rode 
about  the  country  on  horseback  alone.  She  was  a  lady  of 
ancient  family,  of  which  she  was  very  proud.  She  farmed  her 
own  land,  knew  as  much  law  as  any  J.  P.  on  the  bench,  and 
was  looked  upon  as  one  of  the  gentlemen  of  the  neighbour, 
hood. 

She  despised  female  conversation  about  servants  and  children; 
so  that,  after  cross-questioning  Gertrude  by  way  of  commencing 
acquaintance,  she  relapsed  into  silence,  and  reserved  her  social 
talents  until  some  other  gentleman  should  arrive. 

Amongst  the  guests  was  a  man  who  had  formerly  been  very 
much  in  love  with  Gertrude ;  but  he  had  been  an  awkward,  shy, 
silent  youth,  and  Gertrude  had  maltreated  him  in  proportion  to 
the  power  he  gave  her.  His  father  was  a  tanner,  and  Gertrude 
would  have  nothing  to  say  to  a  man  in  her  own  sphere  of  life; 
but  it  had  been  with  him  another  version  of  "  Cymon  and 
Iphigenia."  Gertrude's  elegance  and  beauty  had  awakened  in 
the  youth  a  perception  of  grace  and  refinement.  He  had 
cultivated  his  mind,  and  had  expended  a  legacy  of  two  hundred 
pounds  in  procuring  for  himself  some  classical  learning  under 
an  Oxford  graduate,  and  in  gathering  a  small  library.  He  had 
now  succeeded  to  his  father's  business,  and  was  a  thriving  man 
— the  best  parti  roidant  in  the  neighbourhood;  but  he  showed 
no  disposition  to  marry.  He  had  a  kind,  quiet  voice,  and  a 
singularly  unobtrusive  manner.     He  met  Gertrude  like  an  old 


THE   SORROWS   OP  GENTILITY.  217 

friend,  without  either  consciousness  or  embarrassment.     He  sat 
beside  her,  and  talked  of  old  times. 

Gertrude  had  been  proud,  discontented,  and  miserable  in  those 
days,  but  now  it  was  great  comfort  to  speak  about  them,  and 
to  recal  a  portion  of  the  life  that  she  had  thrown  away  before 
she  knew  its  value.  One  great  source  of  her  suffering,  though 
she  was  scarcely  aware  of  it,  had  in  reality  arisen  from  being 
S3parated  from  all  who  had  belonged  to  her  early  life — that 
despised  life  to  which  she  now  looked  back  with  such  regretful 
yearning. 

Mrs.  Greenway  came  up  to  her  with  vivacity,  and  took  hold  of 
her  arm,  saying,  with  what  she  intended  to  be  playful  raillery* 

"  Well,  upon  my  honour  !  If  that  is  the  London  fashion  in 
which  you  married  women  talk  to  young  men,  we  must  look 
about  us  all.  We  are  going  into  the  other  room  to  tea  now, — 
you  are  not  going  to  keep  our  best  bachelor  all  to  yourself. 
Mr.  George,  off  with  you,  and  attend  to  those  girls.  I  shall  not 
let  you  come  near  Gertrude  again  all  the  evening.  I  shall  warn 
her  husband  against  you  !" 

A  scene  of  much  giggling  and  some  confusion  now  took 
place  before  everybody  was  seated  at  the  tea-table, — which  was 
covered  with  piles  of  muffins  and  crumpets,  buns,  maccaroons, 
and  queen  cakes. 

Mr.  Augustus  and  Simon  Morley  made  their  appearance. 
Mrs.  Greenway,  who  was  on  remarkably  good  terms  with  her- 
self that  evening,  and  who  considered  she  had  great  powers  of 
"  quizzing,"  told  Mr.  Augustus  of  his  wife's  "  goings  on,"  as  she 
called  them.  Mr.  Augustus  showed  his  charming  versatility; 
he  suited  himself  to  his  company,  and  made  himself  so 
fascinating  that  all  the  ladies  considered  Gertrude  rather 
unworthy  of  having  such  a  husband. 


218  THE  SORROWS  OF  GENTILITY. 

The  gentle— en,  too,  thought  him  a  pleasant  fellow.  After 
playing  one  rubber  in  superior  style,  he  deserted  the  whist  table 
for  the  noisy  and  laughing  round  ^garne  that  was  going  on  in 
another  corner. — where  his  jokes  and  witticisms  and  compli- 
ments were  beyond  anything  ever  heard  before.  The  vicar'a 
daughter  ashed  him  if  he  were  a  military  officer,  to  which  he 
replied,  "  ~So,  but  his  father  had  been  in  the  navy,  which  might 
account  for  her  question ! "  The  laughing  caused  by  this 
repartee  was  enough  to  have  rewarded  all  the  wit  for  sis 
months  at  a  club. 

A  hot  supper  followed,  which  differed  in  nothing  from  a 
dinner;  it  was  done  justice  to.  "  Something  warm  before  they 
went  out  into  the  air  "  followed  this  ;  and  at  ten  o'clock  cloaks 
and  wrappings  wove  sought  up. 

Simon  Morley  had  ordered  a  chaise  to  come  for  Gertrude,  and 
into  it  were  crammed  all  the  ladies  whose  homes  lay  towards 
Dunnington.  Simon  Morley  and  the  men  preferred  walking. 
Mr.  Greenway  attended  his  guests  to  the  outer  gate,  and,  with 
reiterated  "  good  nights,"  the  party  at  last  separated. 

Simon  Morley  and  Mr.  Augustus  reached  home  as  soon  as 
Gertrude,  who  had  to  set  everybody  down  at  their  doors.  The 
coach  gates  were  closed,  and  only  a  sleepy  stable-boy  remained 
up  to  receive  the  horses.  Mrs.  Simon  had  retired  for  the  night, 
at  which  her  husband  greatly  rejoiced;  but  he  found  her  wide 
awake  when  he  got  up-stairs.  He  was  thankful  to  put  out  his 
candle,  and  pull  the  bed-clothes  over  his  ears,  to  shut  out  the 
sound  of  her  observations. 


THE   SORROWS   OP  GENTILITS".  219 


CHAPTER  XXXVJ  I. 

"  Well,"  said  Simon  Morley  at  breakfast  the  next  morning 
helping  himself  to  a  large  pjece  of  pigeon-pie,  "  I  must  say  I 
think  Mrs.  Greenway  is  as  nice  a  woman  as  ever  stepped  ! 
I  wonder,  wife,  you  and  she  have  not  been  better  friends — so 
kind  and  friendly,  and  so  pleasant-spoken  as  sbe  is.  I  don't 
know  when  I  have  enjoyed  myself  better  than  I  did  last  night, 
I  say,  we  must  invite  the  Greenways  here — we  might  make  up 
a  nice  party  of  old  friends  now  Ger.  is  come  to  help  you 
entertain  them." 

"  Very  well,  Mr.  Simon  M  :rley  ;  if  you  wish  to  begin  keeping 
company  and  giving  suppers,  cf  course  you  can  do  so — perhaps 
you  would  like  to  have  a  ball  too  ?  " 

"That  is  not  a  bad  notion,"  rejoined  her  husband.  "We 
have  more  room  than  they  have  at  Lane  End.  What  is  that 
great  assembly-room  for  that  we  should  not  have  some  good 
out  of  it?" 

"  Certainly,"  said  Mrs.  Simon,  sarcastically,  "  and  maybe  you 
will  ask  all  the  people  in  the  town  to  fill  it ;  pray  do  so,  if  you 
feel  inclined."  Then  turning*  to  Gertrude,  she  said,  "  I  know 
your  objections  to  sitting  in  the  bar,  pray  do  you  think  it  neces- 
sary to  stop  to  keep  me  company.  You  are  used  to  seeing  none 
but  quality,  and  I  cannot  do  with  idlers  here  ;  so  you  had  better 


220  THE   SOBEOWS   OP  GENTILITY. 

sit  at  your  embroidery  upstairs,   in  the  nursery,   and  if  any 
visitors  come  they  may  be  shown  in  to  you." 

Gertrude  coloured  painfully.  "  I  will  sit  in  whatever  room 
you  choose ;  but,  if  you  are  busy,  is  there  nothing  I  can  do  to 
help  you?" 

"Oh  dear  no,  thank  you,"  said  Mrs.  Simon,  with  a  little  sharp 
laugh.  "  Ton  would  be  quite  out  of  your  element  here  noiv, 
and  your  mother  would  never  forgive  such  a  thing — she  thinks 
you  ought  to  be  put  under  a  glass  case,  and  kept  to  look  at." 

"  Say  no  more,  Ger.,"  said  Mr.  Augustus,  rather  crossly,  but 
go  and  sit  wherever  Mrs.  Simon  wishes  ;  it  is  not  for  you  to  be 
making  objections." 

"  Ger.  does  not  like  to  be  moped,"  added  Mr.  Simon ;  "  she 
shall  come  out  and  have  a  ride  with  me.  We  will  go  and  see 
the  hounds  throw  off." 

Mrs.  Simon's  thin  lips  were  drawn  into  a  fixed  smile ;  her 
cold  grey  eyes  looked  out  into  the  perspective  of  the  china- 
closet  that  opened  out  of  the  bar. 

"  Thank  you,  Simon,"  said  Gertrude ;  "  but  you  forget  the 
baby.  Mrs.  Simon's  nurse  could  scarcely  manage  the  two  of 
them.     I  think  I  cannot  go  with  you  this  morning." 

"  Besides,  Gertrude  is  quite  out  of  practice ;  she  would  only 
break  her  neck  or  lame  the  horse,"  interposed  Mr.  Augustus, 
with  an  air  of  matrimonial  authority.  "  You  cannot  do  better, 
Gertrude,  than  put  yourself  under  Mrs.  Simon's  guidance 
whilst  you  remain  here,  and  follow  her  advice  in  all  things, 
as  I  intend  to  do,"  he  added,  with  a  supplementary  glance  that 
made  the  virtuous  Mrs.  Simon  feel  convinced  that  she  was  a 
very  superior  woman,  and  that  Mr.  Augustus  did  justice  to 
her  excellences. 

Gertrude   obeyed   and   left  the    room.      The    nurse,   either 


THE   SORROWS   OP   GENTILITY.  221 

prompted  by  Mrs.  Simon  or  instigated  by  a  sense  of  her  own 
convenience,  asked  Gertrude  to  hold  her  baby,  to  which,  of 
course,  Gertrude  consented. 

This  day  was  the  beginning  of  months  to  Gertrude ;  it  fixed 
her  position  as  dependent  upon  Mrs.  Simon.  Of  course  the 
nurse  could  not  be  expected  to  wash  another  baby's  things  in 
addition,  so  Gertrude  washed  and  ironed  for  her  own  baby. 
She  was  awkward  at  first,  but  she  soon  learned.  It  was  no 
great  hardship  in  itself,  but  the  nurse  was  systematically  dis- 
obliging, and  seemed  to  consider  her  as  much  an  intruder  in  her 
nursery  as  Mrs.  Simon  did  when  she  went  down  stairs. 

All  Gertrude's  old  acquaintance  made  a  point  of  calling  upon 
her  —  but  they  made  remarks  at  being  shown  into  the 
nursery,  and  as  Mrs.  Simon  had  conceived  she  had  some  cause 
of  feud  with  most  of  the  families  in  the  town,  she  contrived  to 
make  Gertrude  feel  that  it  was  very  disagreeable  to  have  so 
many  people  coming  about  the  house  who  had  no  business 
there. 

The  party  that  had  been  projected  by  her  husband  was  after 
a  short  time  adopted  by  Mrs.  Simon,  who  did  not  see  "  why  she 
might  not  hold  her  head  as  high  as  Mrs.  Greenway  if  she 
chose,"  and  she  did  choose  to  do  so  on  this  occasion. 

Everybody  accepted  their  invitation.  Mrs.  Simon,  in  an 
unusually  good  humour  and  the  consciousness  of  a  new  satin 
gown,  made  herself  extremely  pleasant — as  most  ill-tempered 
people  can,  when  they  have  a  mind.  Mr.  Augustus  was  inde- 
fatigable in  his  attentions,  and  she  was  proud  to  show  off  her 
handsome  brother-in-law,  "  whose  father  had  been  an  admiral, 
whose  uncle  was  a  baronet,  and  who  himself  was  expecting  an 
office  under  government ;"  he  stood  in  quite  a  different  position 
to  his  wife.     Gertrude  played  country  dances  for  them,  and 


222  THE   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY. 

exerted  herself  to  amuse  the  company — but  all  she  did  was 
received  as  a  matter  of  course,  and  everybody  felt  quite  free  to 
criticise  all  she  said  and  did,  and  to  find  that  she  was  "  proud," 
"conceited,"  "insincere,"  and  "very  affected;"  whilst  Mrs. 
Matley,  the  rich  draper's  wife,  declared  to  her  nearest  neigh- 
bour, "  that  Mrs.  Donnelly's  dress  was  shamefully  extravagant, 
that  it  must  have  cost  at  least  ten  guineas  without  the  making 
— and  that  she  wore  a  lace  shawl  fit  for  a  duchess."  This 
was  quite  true. 

Gertrude  wore  the  silk  dress  which  her  husband  had  given 
her  at  the  christening,  and  the  shawl  was  the  lace-veil  he  had 
given  her  at  the  same  time ; — she  had  made  up  the  dress  her- 
self— which  the  worthy  Mrs.  Matley  never  dreamed  of  suspect- 
ing-, and  when  she  inveighed  against  the  folly  and  wickedness 
of  "  people  in  Mrs.  Donnelly's  circumstances "  spending  so 
much  money  on  dress,  she  never  reflected  that  it  might  possibly 
have  been  brought  ln-fore  the  "  circumstances  "  besfan. 

The  party,  however,  was  none  the  less  pleasant  because  Mrs. 
Donnelly  was  there  to  find  food  for  scandal  and  gossip ; — it 
raised  Mrs.  Simon's  popularity.  Nobody  had  ever  imagined 
she  could  be  "  so  pleasant." 

To  elate  from  thn  party,  everybody  in  Dunnington  was  fully 
alive  to  the  fact  "  that  poor  Mr.  Donnelly  had  been  brought  to 
ruin  bj'  the  extravagance  of  his  wife." 

Keports  of  her  wastfulness,  her  extravagance,  her  love  of 
dress  and  company,  were  abroad,  until  everybody  felt  them- 
selves immeasurably  better,  and  wiser,  and  more  prudent  than 
poor  Gertrude,  to  say  nothing  of  being  much  "  better  off," — 
which  is  a  cardinal  virtue  everywhere. 

It  is  always  pleasant  to  find  that  people's  misfortunes  have 
been  brought  upon  themselves,  and  that  Providence  in  its  di.s- 


THE   SORROWS   OF   GEXT;Lir7.  223 

pensations  has  only  "  served  them  right ;"  because  when  they  are 
objects  of  compassion  it  is  the  imperative  duty  of  their  friends 
to  assist  them,  which  is  often  inconvenient  and  generally 
disag'reeable ;  indeed,  it  is  always  expensive  to  maintain  a 
virtue  at  one's  own  cost — there  is  a  natural  instinct  to  set  it  up 
at  the  expense  of  others — and  it  is  a  moral  duty  not  to  interfere 
in  a  case  that  is  to  serve  the  sufferers  "for  a  lesson  as  long  as 
they  live  ! " 

Gertrude's  old  acquaintance  became  patronising  when  they 
were  not  cool ;  but  their  patronage  brought  no  results  beyond 
inviting  her  to  dine  or  to  drink  tea  with  them,  that  they  might 
see  her  dresses,  and  obtain  patterns  of  her  sleeves  and  collars, 
and  hear  what  was  the  fashion  in  London,  for  which  she  was 
rewarded  by  being-  abused  for  her  "  shameful  love  of  dress," 
and  her  husband  was  proportionately  pitied  for  being  tied  to 
such  an  extravagant,  helpless  woman." 

Mrs.  Greenway  was  the  best  friend  Gertrude  had  ;  she  really 
liked  her  old  playfellow,  and  she  stood  up  stoutly  for  her 
when  she  heard  her  abused,  and  she  was  constantly  coming  to 
fetch  Gertrude  and  the  baby  to  spend  the  day  with  her.  But 
Mrs.  Greenway  was  a  coarse,  prosperous  woman,  and  far  too 
full  of  herself  and  her  own  concerns  to  be  able  to  feel  any 
sympathy  with  Gertrude's  trials  ;  she  patronised  her  extremely 
and  ostentatiously,  until  even  her  good  nature  was  scarcely 
sufficient  to  redeem  the  coarseness — she  spoke  of  her  as  "  poor 
Mrs.  Donnelly,"  and  wondered  to  see  "  Gertrude  Morley's  high 
spirit  so  come  down."  Women  certainly  have  the  gift  of 
tormenting  each  other  beyond  what  any  dispensation  of  Provi- 
dence can  effect- 
As  to  Mr.  Augustus,  he  found  himself  as  comfortable  as  ever 
he  had  been  in  his  life.     There  was  plenty  of  the  best  to  eat 


224  THE   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY. 

and  drink ;  there  was  plenty  of  coursing  and  shooting-,  and  as 
he  was  a  good  shot,  and  fond  of  field  sports,  he  was  very 
popular  amongst  the  men,  he  had  the  use  of  any  horse  in  his 
brother-in-law's  stables ;  he  often  rode  to  cover,  and  having  a 
dexterous  impudence  and  a  rambling  acquaintance  with  a 
variety  of  persons,  he  contrived,  on  the  strength  of  "  mutual 
intimate  friends,"  to  pick  up  an  acquaintance  with  several 
members  of  the  hunt, — who  not  only  invited  him  to  dinner,  but 
occasionally  to  stop  at  their  country  houses,  if  they  had  a  party 
that  wanted  enlivening.  His  good  jokes,  songs,  and  stories, 
all  made  somewhat  broader  to  suit  his  meridian,  made  him  a 
valuable  guest  at  a  dinner-table,  when  country  neighbours  and 
country  squires  were  to  be  entertained,  and  golden  opinions 
laid  by  against  the  great  day  of  a  future  election. 

"When  at  home  there  was  as  much  smoking  and  drinkinsr  to 
be  had  as  he  chose,  and  plenty  of  company,  for  he  was  voted  to 
be  "  the  life  and  soul  of  every  party."  He  drew  plenty  of 
loungers  into  the  bar,  or,  when  Mrs.  Simon  was  in  one  of  her 
sharp-edged  tempers,  he  sat  in  the  little  market  parlour,  No.  2 ; 
where  Simon  Morley  junior  sat  with  them  much  oftener  and 
longer  than  was  consistent  with  the  prosecution  of  his  business. 

Mrs.  Simon  continued  to  be  very  proud  of  her  brother-in-law, 
and  he  could  manage  her  better  than  any  one  else,  though  she 
often  tried  to  make  him  feel  her  temper;  but  as  he  was 
profoundedly  indifferent,  and  not  at  all  troubled  with 
delicate  feelings,  it  was  quite  out  of  her  power  to  annoy 
him;  indeed,  her  attempts  to  do  so  always  recoiled  upon 
herself. 

He  was  so  useful  to  her  on  all  great  emergencies,  such  as 
rent-days,  clubs,  and  public  dinners,  that  she  grew  at  last  to  be 
afraid  of  displeasing  him,  and  listened  to  his  opinion  with  a 


THE   SOEEOWS   OP  GENTILITY.  225 

deference  that  delighted  her  husband,  who  enjoyed  seeing  her 
"  brought  to  reason,"  as  he  called  it. 

Mr.  Augustus  was,  moreover,  a  capital  judge  of  horses  and 
dogs — he  was  also  a  first-rate  horse  doctor ;  he  was  conse- 
quently an  authority  in  the  stable-yard,  and  much  looked  up  to 
by  the  grooms,  ostlers,  and  postboys  who  congregated  there. 

Simon  Morley  was  thankful  to  have  so  pleasant  a  companion 
and  so  useful  an  ally ;  he  would  have  made  Augustus  welcome 
to  live  with  him  all  the  rest  of  his  life ;  and  even  Mrs.  Simon, 
stingy  as  she  was  by  nature,  and  little  addicted  to  giving  away 
anything,  made  him  frequent  presents — indeed,  he  had  the 
secret  of  coaxing  her  out  of  anything  he  wished. 

His  social  talents  were  once  on  the  point  of  bringing  him  a 
substantial  return.  Sir  Willoughby  Bethel,  a  rich  baronet, 
whom  he  had  frequently  met  out  hunting,  and  at  various  dinner- 
parties, offered  him  the  situation  of  his  land  steward  at  a  hand- 
some salary;  but  the  blood  of  all  the  Donnellys  rose  at  the 
idea  of  being  any  man's  servant  and  taking  wages.  Moreover, 
the  situation  would  have  required  no  inconsiderable  exercise  of 
industry,  exactness,  activity,  and  various  other  somewhat 
fatiguing  virtues,  with  which  the  incomparable  Augustus 
scarcely  felt  himself  endowed ;  he  therefore  declined  the 
situation  with  the  air  of  a  prince,  and  declared  that  he  had 
been  requested  "to  hold  himself  in  readiness  to  receive  a 
government  appointment." 


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226  THE   SORROWS  OF  GENTILITT. 


CHAPTER  XXXVIII 

Poor  Gertrude  had  to  pay  the  penalty  of  her  husband's  im- 
munity.  There  is  nothing  gratuitous  in  the  world — payment  is 
rigorously  exacted  some  time  or  other — and  it  was  from  Ger- 
trude that  Mrs.  Simon  repaid  herself  for  the  complacency  she 
showed  to  Mr.  Augustus.  Mr.  Augustus  told  his  wife,  with 
great  indignation,  of  the  offer  he  had  received  to  become  Sir 
Willoughby's  land  agent;  and  he  calmed  his  offended  dignity 
by  a  few  expletives  at  the  insolence  of  any  man  asking  the  like 
of  him  to  become  his  out-door  servant  to  collect  his  rents. 

"  But,  dear  Augustus,  the  salary  would  have  been  very  hand- 
some, and  you  might  still  have  accepted  a  government  situation 
if  one  should  have  offered ;  do  you  think  you  were  quite  wise 
to  refuse  a  certainty?  It  is  so  miserable  living  dependent 
here." 

"  I  wish,  Gertrude,  you  would  talk  about  what  you  under- 
stand. Do  you  think  it  is  fit  or  right  for  the  like  of  me  to 
demean  myself  by  taking  a  bailiff's  place  ?  But  it  is  because 
you  have  no  good  blood  in  you,  or  you  would  not  think  of  such 
a  thing  for  me." 

"  It  would  be  far  more  honourable  than  to  live  here  dependent 
on  my  brother,"  said  Gertrude,  firmly.  "  Have  you  any  plans 
at  all,  or  do  you  expect  to  go  on  living  here  for  ever?     I  do 


THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY.  227 

not  see  how  we  can  do  that ;  we  have  no  right  to  be  a  burden 
to  the  family." 

"  You  are  mighty  delicate,"  said  her  husband,  scornfully. 
"  Why  should  you  not  go  to  your  own  side  of  the  house  ?  Your 
people  are  rich  enough,  and  what  have  they  ever  done  for  you, 
or  for  me  either,  beyond  giving  us  these  few  months'  board  ?  I 
am  not  going  to  turn  out  till  it  suits  my  arrangements.  If 
you  could  only  humour  Mrs.  Simon,  and  give  in  to  her  a  little, 
you  might  be  as  comfortable  as  the  day  is  long ;  but  you  have 
such  a  bad  temper  that  you  can  live  with  nobody." 

"  How  have  I  ever  shown  rny  temper,  Augustus  ?  "  asked 
Gertrude,  her  eyes  filling  with  tears. 

"  Yes,  you  may  look ;  but  you  have  a  bad  temper.  You  could 
not  agree  with  my  mother  and  Sophy,  and  now  you  quarrel 
with  Mrs.  Simon  because  she  does  not  flatter  you,  and  is  just  a 
little  sharp  in  her  ways." 

"  But,  Augustus,  what  right  have  we  to  expect  my  brother  to 
support  us  in  idleness  ?  Will  you  at  least  write  to  your  uncle 
about  that  place  you  said  he  would  ask  for  you  ?  I  should  feel 
then  as  if  we  were  trying  to  do  something  to  help  ourselves." 

"  I  would  thank  you  to  mind  your  own  business,  and  not  to  be 
bothering  me.  I  suppose  I  know  my  own  concerns,  and  can 
manage  them  without  your  help.  I  should  never  have  been 
here  at  all  if  it  had  not  been  for  you." 

Mr.  Augustus  took  up  his  hat  and  went  up  the  street,  ex- 
tremely ruffled  at  his  wife's  pertinacity  and  want  of  considera- 
tion for  his  feellings.  Gertrude,  left  alone,  leaned  her  head 
upon  her  arms  and  wept  bitterly;  they  were  tears  of  humilia- 
tion and  hopelessness.  Her  husband  had  never  so  spoken  to  her 
before.  She  had  hitherto  cherished  a  faint  hope  that  Augustus 
would  take  some  steps  to  extricate  himself  from  his  difficulties ; 
I6—2 


228  THE   SORROWS   OP   GENTILITY. 

she  had  believed  him  to  be  only  thoughtless  and  idle— now  she 
recognised  him  as  worthless.  His  entire  want  of  all  energy 
and  independence — his  entire  indifference  to  her  comfort — his 
unkindness — all  combined  to  make  this  the  very  bitterest 
moment  she  had  yet  known.  The  last  relic  of  matrimonial 
superstition  was  swept  away,  and  she  felt  an  unmitigated  con- 
tempt for  Mr.  Augustus  Donnelly,  which,  however,  her  own  con- 
science turned  into  a  still  more  bitter  self-contempt  and  self- 
condemnation. 

"  I  should  never  have  been  here  if  it  had  not  been  for  you." 
It  was  quite  true  this — she  had  no  one  but  herself  to  blame ;  if 
she  had  done  her  duty  to  her  parents,  she  would  not  have  been 
left  thus  helpless  and  miserable;  she  had  despised  her  home, 
and  now  she  was  justly  despised  and  destitute  of  any  home  to 
call  her  own.  Her  tears  gradually  ceased  to  flow ;  her  own 
disobedience  and  ingratitude,  the  vanity  and  discontent  of  her 
conduct,  were  presented  to  her  mind  with  the  strong,  stern 
emphasis  of  conscience ;  she  was  "  filled  with  the  fruit  of  her 
own  ways,"  and  her  punishment  was  no  more  than  she  deserved. 

No  sooner  was  this  conviction  forced  upon  her,  than  she 
became  conscious  of  a  great  calm.  She  ceased  to  pity  herself; 
she  accepted  her  punishment,  and  a  strong  patience  filled  her 
heart.  She  felt  that,  to  be  all  that  was  left  for  her,  the  only 
expiation  she  could  make  for  the  sin  that  had  lain  at  the  root  of 
her  life.  Light  had  arisen  upon  her  darkness.  She  knelt 
down ;  she  was  not  conscious  of  using  any  words,  but  with  her 
whole  heart  she  surrendered  herself,  desiring  only  that  thence- 
forth she  might  not  desire  to  do  her  own  will,  but  to  do  what- 
'  ever  duty  might  be  laid  upon  her. 

It  was  the  beginning  of  a  new  life  for  Gertrude.     All  out- 
ward things  remained  as  they  had  been,  but  the  spirit  with 


THE   SOEEOWS  OF   GENTILITY.  229 

which  she  regarded  them  was  changed,  and  from  that  moment 
she  had  taken  her  first  step  in  a  better  life. 

She  looked  round  to  see  what  there  was  that  she  could  do. 
At  first  it  struck  her  as  a  bright  thought  that  she  might  set  up 
as  a  milliner  and  dressmaker,  for  she  had  great  taste,  and  was 
not  without  skill,  having  for  some  time  past  made  up  all  her 
own  dresses ;  but  when  she  spoke  of  it  to  her  husband,  he  flew 
into  a  passion,  and  declared  that  "  no  wife  of  his  should  manty- 
make  for  a  parcel  of  farmers'  wives,"  and  bade  her  not  attempt 
such  a  thing  at  her  peril. 

Gertrude  acquiesced,  and  contented  herself  for  the  moment 
with  making  up  a  handsome  purple  satin  for  Mrs.  Simon,  which 
her  husband  had  given  her  as  a  fairing;  he  gave  Gertrude  a 
dress  at  the  same  time,  of  much  commoner  materials,  which 
had  greatly  raised  his  wife's  jealously,  and  she  grumbled  at  his 
extravagance  for  a  month. 

Gertrude  waited  patiently  for  some  opening.  Little  Cla- 
rissa progressed  from  a  baby  into  an  engaging  and  lovely 
child. 

Mrs.  Moi'ley  had  kept  Gertrude  supplied  with  money,  but 
she  did  it  under  difficulties,  inasmuch  as  her  husband  was  very 
suspicious,  and  constantly  declared  that  "  until  that  lazy,  worth- 
less  hound,  turned  his  hand  to  work,  he  should  not  see  one  six- 
pence of  his  money." 

"  But,  Simon,  what  can  he  do  ?  He  has  never  been  brought 
up  to  work." 

"  More's  the  pity,  then.  He  might  turn  a  wheel,  if  he  could 
do  nothing  better;  but  he  is  born  lazy,  and  would  any  day 
rather  beg  than  work.  I  wonder  he  is  not  ashamed  to  live  on 
Simon  and  his  wife.  I  desire  you  give  neither  him  nor  Ger- 
trude money.     She  is  every  bit  as  bad  as  he  is." 


230  THE   SOEEOWa  OP  GENTILITY. 

Poor  Mrs.  Morley  made  no  reply;  but  she  helped  her 
daughter  secretly. 

The  opportunity  Gertrude  was  looking  for  came  at  last. 

The  young  woman  who  assisted  Mrs,  Simon  left  somewhat 
suddenly,  in  consequence  of  a  violent  altercation  with  Mrs. 
Simon,  in  which  both  parties  had  indulged  themselves  in  the 
luxury  of  "  speaking  their  minds,"  which  is  generally  a 
hazardous  process,  something  like  meddling  with  fireworks.  It 
happened,  inconveniently  enough,  that  Mrs.  Simon  was  looking 
forwards  to  her  confinement  in  a  short  time.  She  was  in  a 
dilemma  where  to  turn  for  another  assistant,  but  she  scorned 
the  idea  of  attempting  to  propitiate  the  offended  Hebe.  Ger- 
trude offered  to  fill  her  place,  at  least  until  Mrs.  Simon  should 
have  leisure  to  suit  herself  better. 

The  spirit  in  which  a  thing  is  done  always  makes  itself  felt. 
Gertrude  made  her  offer  with  genuine  good  feeling,  and  the 
hearty  desire  that  it  should  be  accepted.  Mrs.  Simon  felt  the 
spell,  though  she  tossed  back  her  head  with  a  little  scornful 
laugh,  and  said — • 

"  Well,  to  be  sure !  Who  would  ever  have  thought 
of  your  doing-  such  a  thing?  I  am  sure  I  don't  ask 
you  to  demean  yourself.  Of  course  you  cannot  expect  to 
understand  the  business,  and  I  would  much  prefer  a  regular 
servant." 

But  Gertrude  pleaded  that  she  recollected  her  mother's 
method,  and  that  Mrs.  Simon  might  soon  train  her.  She 
besides  expressed  her  wish  to  do  something  to  requite  the 
hospitality  that  had  been  shown  to  them  all.  Gertrude  asked  it 
as  a  favour — Mrs.  Simon  granted  it  as  such.. 

Gertrude  resumed  with  thankfulness  the  position  which  four 
years  previously  she  had  thrown  off  so  impatiently,  but  .she 


THIS  SOEROWS  OF  GENTILITT.  231 

"  wore  lier  rue  witb.  a  difference ;  "  it  was  Mrs.  Simon,  and  not 
her  mother,  whom  she  now  served. 

The  great  difference  was,  however,  in  Gertrude  herself,  and 
the  altered  spirit  in  which  she  accepted  the  situation  which  had 
formerly  cost  her  such  an  agony  of  pride  and  false  shame. 
Gertrude  exerted  herself  heartily  to  become  an  efficient  assistaut 
to  Mrs.  Simon,  and  she  succeeded. 

During  that  worthy  lady's  confinement  Gertrude  managed 
the  business  in  a  manner  that  highly  delighted  her  brother,  and 
which  filled  poor  Mrs.  Morley,  who  came  over  for  a  few  days, 
with  admiration  and  regret.  To  see  her  Gertrude  a  servant  in 
what  had  been  her  father's  house  pained  her  bitterly;  but 
although  she  wept  over  the  matter  with  Mrs.  Slocum,  she  had 
the  strength  of  mind  to  say  nothing  to  Gertrude,  except  to  give 
her  all  the  practical  advice  and  help  she  could  with  her  own 
experience  in  the  business. 

Gertrude  exerted  herself  to  seem  happy  and  comfortable  be- 
fore her  mother,  and  indeed  she  felt  much  happier  than  she 
had  been  for  many  months. 

Mr.  Augustus  made  no  objection  to  this  state  of  things.  He 
fondly  hoped  that  people  would  not  understand  the  arrange- 
ment, and  it  removed  any  scruple  he  might  entertain  about 
settling  himself  in  peace  until  the  "  government "  situation 
should  restore  him  from  his  state  of  social  eclipse. 

By  degrees  Gertrude  reaped  the  natural  result  of  her  con- 
duct. She  had  ceased  to  look  at  her  position  through  the  eyes 
of  other  people,  and  she  was  surprised  to  find  how  completely 
that  took  the  sting  out  of  her  mortifications ;  for  we  could  all 
bear  what  actually  befals  us,  if  it  were  not  for  the  idea  of  what 
other  people  would  think  of  it. 

When  Mrs.  Simon  got  about  again,  she  could  not  resist  the 


23: 


THE   SOEEOWS   OF  GENTILITV. 


malicious  pleasure  of  trying  to  humiliate  Gertrude  as  much  as 
possible ;  especially  she  insisted  upon  her  attending  to  all  the 
carriage  visitors,  in  the  hope  that  she  might  chance  to  meet 
with  some  of  her  old  acquaintance  amongst  them  ;  but  Gertrude 
had  once  for  all  accepted  her  position,  and  she  had  lost  all 
desire  to  be  thought  different  from  what  she  really  was.  She 
lost  nothing  in  real  refinement,  it  was  only  vanity  and  the  love 
of  appearances  which  had  been  burnt  out  of  her  nature. 

When  everybody  in  Dunnington  had  thoroughly  informed 
themselves  about  her  circumstances,  and  when  everyone  had 
made  all  the  remarks,  wise  and  foolish,  that  occurred  to  them, 
and  had  sat  in  judgment  until  they  were  somewhat  weary  of 
pronouncing  "  their  decided  opinion,"  they  ceased  to  talk  about 
her,  or  at  least  much  moderated  "  the  rancour  of  their  tongues ;" 
and  Gertrude  felt  herself  much  happier  than  when  she  was  "  the 
beautiful  Miss  Morley,"  the  toast  of  the  neighbourhood,  and  the 
expected  heiress  of  a  handsome  fortune;  but  when,  at  the  same 
time,  she  was  ashamed  of  her  parents,  disgusted  with  her  home, 
and  only  anxious  to  get  away  at  all  hazards, 


THE  SOEROW§  OF  GENTILITY.  233 


CHAPTER  XXXIX. 

A  GOOD  clergyman  once  said,  "  that  when  persons  have  once 
set  themselves  to  learn  the  lesson  their  trials  are  intended  to 
teach,  they  are  delivered  from  them ;  but  not  until  they  have  be- 
come perfectly  patient  and  willing'  to  endure." 

Gertrude  had  pretty  well  reached  this  point;  she  and  her 
husband  had  been  somewhere  about  a  year  and  a  half  inmates 
of  the  "  Metringham  Arms,"  when  one  day  a  letter  came  to 
Augustus  from  old  Mrs.  Donnelly.  After  the  break  up  of 
affairs,  the  old  lady  had  cleverly  avoided  paying  any  of  the  debts 
(all  the  bills  being  made  out  to  Augustus) ;  she  had  even,  by 
dint  of  romantic  misrepresentations,  softened  the  hearts  of  the 
creditors,  who  believed  her  to  be  a  victim  as  well  as  themselves. 
She  had  removed  her  furniture  to  a  warehouse,  and  taken  refuge 
with  her  daughter  at  a  distant  country-house,  in  the  county  of 
Tipperary,  belonging  to  her  husband's  brother,  the  baronet  of 
the  family. 

Here  she  learned  the  degraded  and  deplorable  situation  of  her 
son — living  with  an  inn-keeper,  his  wife's  brother,  and  liable  to 
be  seen  by  all  the  nobility  and  gentry  of  his  acquaintance  tra- 
velling that  road ! 

When  she  had  regained  her  self-possession,  after  the  distress- 
ing events  which  caused  her  departure  from  London,  she  ceased 


234  THB   SORROWS  OP  GENTILITY. 

not  to  entreat  and  torment  Sir  Lucius  Donnelly  to  exert  him- 
self  to  obtain  some  foreign  appointment  for  his  nephew. 

People  in  this  world  obtain  more  by  perseverance  than  by 
any  other  quality;  "the  unjust  steward,"  in  the  parable,  is  a 
type  of  human  nature — we  will  all  do  more  for  those  who,  by 
their  continual  entreaty,  "  weary  us,"  than  for  those  who  simply 
deserve  service  at  our  hands ;  and  Mrs.  Donnelly  so  effectually 
wearied  her  brother-in-law,  that,  on  one  of  his  friends  being 
appointed  governor  of  some  settlement  on  the  coast  of  Africa, 
he  asked  him  to  take  Augustus  Donnelly  as  secretary,  and  to 
make  himself  generally  useful. 

The  governor,  who  was  going  into  honourable  exile  on  ac- 
count of  his  debts,  made  no  difficulty  in  assenting  to  the  pro- 
posal ;  in  fact,  he  was  very  glad  at  the  prospect  of  having  such 
a  "jolly  dog"  to  share  in  such  a  dismal  expedition. 

Mrs.  Donnelly  was  a  proud  and  happy  woman  the  day  she 
could  write  to  her  son  that  he  was  appointed  private  secretary  to 
his  Excellency  Sir  Simon  Bulrush,  Governor  of  Fort-Fever 
Point,  on  the  coast  of  Calabar.  It  did  not  distress  this  Roman 
mother  that  her  son,  the  peerless  Augustus,  would  in  all  pro- 
bability die  the  first  thing  after  reaching  his  ominously-named 
station,  and  be  buried,  by  way  of  taking  possession  of  his  post. 
It  was,  in  her  opinion,  infinitely  better  that  he  should  die  an 
"honourable  secretary,"  than  live  in  obscure  disgrace  at  a 
country  inn. 

"  Hang  it,  Ger. ! "  said  Mr.  Augustus,  tossing  the  letter  to  his 
wife,  "  the  old  lady  seems  to  take  it  very  coolly ;  but  I  don't  see 
the  fun  of  leaving  comfortable  quarters  to  go  and  die  of  yellow 
fever,  and  be  food  for  land  crabs  at  a  place  I  never  heard  of 
when  I  learned  geography.  I  shall  make  free  to  decline  my 
uncle's  valuable  appointment." 


THE   SORROWS  OF  GENTILITY.  235 

"Have  you  the  hope  of  anything  better?"  said  Gertrude, 
sadly.  "  Lord  Southend  seems  to .  have  forgotten  yon,  and  we 
cannot  live  here  always.  I  would  inquire  about  it  at  least  be- 
fore refusing  it." 

"  I  shall  do  whatever  I  please,  without  reference  to  your  sage 
opinioa,  so  you  need  not  trouble  yourself  to  advise  me,"  said 
Mr.  Augustus  with  ineffable  dignity,  and,  putting'  on  his  hat, 
whistled  to  a  pointer,  and  sauntered  across  the  yard.  He  found 
himself,  as  we  have  said,  very  comfortable  indeed,  and  he  had 
no  notion  of  perilling  his  valuable  life  by  going  to  the  coast  of 
Africa.  He  swore  at  his  uncle  for  not  obtaining  him  something 
better,  and  had  determined  to  stand  out  for  some  other  "  stroke 
of  fortune ;"  but  something  occurred  in  the  course  of  the  day  to 
alter  his  determination. 

Resigned  as  Gertrude  had  become  to  her  lot,  this  sudden 
prospect  of  independence  for  her  husband,  and  the  probability 
of  its  being  refused  by  his  fatuity,  was  too  much  for  her  equa- 
nimity; and  she  went  up  to  her  room  and  cried  heartily,  the 
first  comfort  of  the  kind  she  had  indulged  in  for  some  months. 

She  was  aroused  by  the  voice  of  Mr.  Simon  calling  upon  her 
name  with  great  asperity  of  tone.  She  hastily  started  up,  and, 
descending  to  the  bar,  found  there  had  been  an  influx  of  car- 
riages all  requiring  post  horses  for  the  next  stage  ;  some  of  the 
inmates  stopping  to  lunch,  and  others  impatient  to  proceed. 
The  family  in  No.  4  wanted  their  bill,  and  the  gentleman  in 
No.  6  was  complaining  of  an  overcharge.  Mrs.  Simon  was  in 
the  worst  of  all  possible  humours ;  and,  as  she  did  not  venture 
to  scold  the  servants,  she  vented  it  on  Gertrude. 

Gertrude  set  to  work  to  reduce  the  confusion  that  reigned 
into  sonlething  like  order ;  she  pacified  the  indignant  gentle- 
man, and  expedited  the  post-boys,  and  had  forgotten  her  own 


23(3  THE   SORROWS  OF  GENTILITY. 

immediate  affairs,  when  she  was  startled  to  see  Augustus, 
flushed  and  hurried,  stride  into  the  house  and  proceed  upstairs. 
There  he  took  refuge  in  the  nursery,  the  door  of  which  he 
locked  after  him. 

The  nurse  and  children  were  preparing  for  a  walk,  and  were 
terrified  out  of  their  senses  when  Mr.  Augustus  entered  so 
abruptly;  and  their  alarm  was  not  diminished  by  seeing  him 
proceed  to  conceal  himself  in  the  closet. 

"  Goodness  gracious,  sir  !  what  is  the  matter  ?" 
"  Go  and  tell  Gertrude,  Mrs.  Donnelly,  that  I  must  speak  to 
her  immediately ;  do  not  let  any  one  hear  you ;  lock  the  door, 
and  take  the  key  with  you ;  never  mind  the  children,  you  can 
fetch  them  afterwards." 

But  the  nurse  was  not  going  to  abandon  her  precious  charge. 
She  unlocked  the  door,  and  took  them  with  her,  getting  out  of 
the  room  as  expeditiously  as  possible. 

Gertrude  was  in  the  bar,  speaking  to  the  gentleman  who  had 
complained  of  being  overcharged. 

"  Please,  ma'am,  Mr.  Donnelly  is  upstairs  in  the  nursery,  and 
would  be  glad  to  see  you.  I  think  you  had  best  go  directly,  or 
he  may  do  himself  a  mischief.  I  declare  he  quite  frightened 
me  by  the  way  he  came  in. 

"  I  also  should  be  glad  to  see  Mr.  Donnelly,"  said  the  gentle- 
man ;  "  so  you  had  best  tell  him  to  come  down,  as  I  shall  not 
leave  the  house  until  I  have  had  some  conversation  with 
him." 

But  poor  Gertrude  looked  so  alarmed  and  distressed  that  the 
gentleman  said,  C1 1  am  very  sorry  to  cause  you  any  distress, 
madam ;  your  husband  has  no  doubt  already  recognised  me  as 
a — creditor ;  my  coming  was  purely  accidental,  but  I  shall  not 
leave  without  seeing  him.     His  best  plan  will  be  to  come  imme- 


THE   SORROWS  OF  GENTILITY.  237 

diately ;  no  doubt  there  is  a  private  room  where  we  may  settle 
our  business." 

"  Indeed  we  have  had  no  money  since  we  left  London,"  said 
Gertrude,  earnestly. 

"  Possibly  not,"  said  the  other,  drily.  "  Mr.  Donnelly  is  a 
gentleman  who  seldom  has  money  when  it  comes  to  paying ; 
but  you  had  best  go  to  him,  or  he  will  fancy  some  mischief  is 
preparing ;  you  may  tell  him  that  I  mean  him  no  harm." 


238  THE   SOEEOWS  OF  GENTILITT. 


CHAPTER  XL. 

Scarcely  able  to  support  herself,  Gertrude  hastened  upstairs 
to  the  nursery.  The  room  was  empty !  "  Augustus,  where  are 
you  ? "  she  called ;  but  there  was  no  answer.  "  Augustus ! " 
called  she  in  a  louder  tone,  whilst  a  sickening  apprehension,  of 
she  knew  not  what,  made  her  scarcely  able  to  articulate.  After 
a  moment  the  closet-door  opened  and  showed  the  pale  face  of 
Augustus. 

"  What  an  infernal  time  you  have  been."  said  he,  "  and  what 
a  noise  you  make.     Is  he  gone  ?  " 

"  No ;  he  says  he  knows  yor^and  must  see  you ;  but  that  he 
means  you  no  harm,  and  did  not  come  on  purpose." 

"  Confound  the  fellow,"  muttered  Augustus,  "  he  will  set  the 
whole  pack  on  me  now,  and  so  snug  as  I  have  been  from  them 
all!     Was  there  ever  such  a  piece  of  ill-luck?" 

In  a  short  time,  however,  he  allowed  himself  to  be  soothed 
and  persuaded  into  descending  to  meet  his  creditor. 

"  You  stay  with  me,  Ger. ;  he  will  be  afraid  of  threatening 
too  much  before  you :  and  mind  you  stand  up  to  all  I  say." 

The  "  creditor  "  in  question  was  a  wine  and  spirit  merchant 
to  whom  Augustus  owed  120Z.,  and  for  which  he  had  given  his 
note  of  hand,  which  had  already  been  renewed  more  than  once. 
He  was  walking  up  and  down  the  room,  with  his  hands  in  his 


THE  SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY.  239 

pockets,  and  looked  very  gloomy ;  but  creditors,  with  so  slender 
a  chance  of  being  paid,  cannot  be  expected  to  have  pleasant 
countenances. 

Augustus  met  him  with  a  bravado  of  frankness  which  was 
awkward  enough. 

"  Now  perhaps  the  lady  will  retire,  as  I  in  no  wise  wish  to 
hurt  the  feelings  of  any  female ;  and  you  are  aware  you  have 
not  behaved  as  a  gentleman  ought." 

Gertrude  petitioned  to  stay,  and  Augustus  declared  he  had  no 
secrets  from  his  wife. 

A  long  and  stormy  interview  followed.  At  first  the  wine 
merchant,  who  had  learned  the  relationship,  and  knowing  the 
Morleys,  father  and  son,  to  be  people  of  substance,  thought  they 
would  be  responsible  for  him ;  he  refused  to  listen  to  any  terms 
except  the  money  down. 

At  length,  however,  Gertrude  in  great  despair  brought  in  her 
brother,  entreating  him  to  "  save  Augustus."  In  answer  to  that 
appeal,  he  first  put  her  quietly  out  of  the  room,  and  then  con- 
vinced the  man  that  neither  he  nor  his  father  would  pay  one 
farthing  of  Mr.  Augustus  Donnelly's  debts.  The  creditor 
became  more  tractable,  and,  in  consideration  -of  being  promised 
ten  shillings  in  the  pound,  to  be  paid  out  of  Mr.  Augustus 
Donnelly's  first  salary,  which  was  guaranteed  by  Simon  Morley, 
he  consented  to  compound  the  debt,  and  to  keep  the  secret 
of  his  whereabouts  from  every  one.  He  thought  it  highly 
problematical  whether  there  would  be  ever  a  second  quarter  to 
receive. 

This  incident  of  course  dispelled  any  doubts  that  Mr. 
Augustus  might  have  entertained  about  accepting  the  situation. 
He  wrote  a  grateful  letter  to  his  uncle,  entreating  assistance  for 
his  outfit.     As  there  was  now  every  prospect  of  finally  getting' 


240 


THE   SORROWS  OP  GENTILITY. 


rid   of   him,   his   uncle   sent  him   twenty-five   pounds   and   a 
prescription  for  the  yellow  fever. 

Old  Mrs.  Donnelly,  who,  with  all  her  sins,  really  loved  her 
son,  sent  him  ten  pounds  more ;  and  Miss  Sophia  sent  him  half- 
a-dozen  pair  of  Limerick  gloves  towards  his  outfit,  and  begged 
he  would  not  fail  to  collect  some  gold  dust,  ostrich  feathers,  and 
elephants'  teeth,  "  as  curiosities  for  her  cabinet." 


THE  SORROWS  OF  GBNTILITT.  241 


CHAPTER  XLI. 

When  the  news  that  Mr.  Augustus  was  appointed  to  go  with 
a  real  governor  out  to  Africa  spread  through  Dunnington,  there 
were  diversities  of  opinion  on  the  subject,  but  it  made  Mr. 
Augustus  himself  into  a  hero,  and  he  had  to  go  through  quite  a 
course  of  farewell  hospitalities. 

Mrs.  Simon  was  perplexed  in  her  mind.  She  was  very  sorry 
to  lose  Augustus — it  was  gall  and  wormwood  to  think  that 
Gertrude  would  be  raised  to  a  position  so  far  above  her  own ; 
but  then,  it  was  some  consolation  to  reflect  that  she  would  lose 
her  beautiful  complexion  in  such  a  climate,  and  would  look  quite 
an  old  woman  when  she  returned. 

"  Of  course  Gertrude  will  go  along  with  her  husband,"  was 
the  remark  of  everybody  in  Dunnington. 

"I  suppose  your  mother  will  take  charge  of  your  child?" 
said  old  Mrs.  Slocum  to  her. 

"  I  have  not  the  least  intention  of  leaving  my  child,"  replied 
Gertrude,  quietly.  "Augustus  is  quite  willing  that  I  should 
remain  behind;  indeed  I  do  not  suppose  it  is  a  place  where 
females  could  well  go." 

"But,  my  dear,  do  you  think  you  are  right  to  send  your 
husband  where  you  would  not  go  yourself?  A  wife's  duty  is 
always  to  be  with  her  husband  and  share  his  fortune.  In  my 
11 


242  THE   SORROWS   OP  GENTILITY. 

young  days,  if  Matthew  Slocum  had  been  going1  to  the  desert 
where  the  children  of  Israel  wandered  for  forty  years  and  more, 
I  should  have  gone  with  him.  I  think  it  would  be  breaking 
your  marriage  vow  if  you  let  him  go  out  alone — your  child 
ought  to  come  after  your  husband." 

"  But,  Mrs.  Slocum,  Augustus  does  not  want  me ;  I  should 
die  out  there.  There  is  no  accommodation  for  me.  I  should  be 
dreadfully  in  the  way." 

"  No  matter,  my  clear,  it  is  your  duty  to  follow  your  husband. 
If  you  leave  him,  there  is  no  saying  what  sin  and  mischief  he 
may  not  fall  into ;  and  if  he  were  to  die,  how  you  would  reflect 
upon  yourself!  Such  a  fine  young  man  too, — and  the  father  of 
your  child  !  Nothing  can  excuse  a  woman  from  her  duty  to  her 
husband — it  is  like  nothing  else  in  the  world." 
Gertrude  looked  hot  and  annoyed,  and  said, — 
"  Well,  Mrs.  Slocum,  whether  it  is  my  duty  or  not,  I  shall 
not  go  to  Africa.  I  shall  stop  at  home,  and  do  my  duty  by  my 
child." 

"Ah!"  sighed  the  curate's  wife — ci-devant  Miss  Matilda 
Slocum ;  "  but  you  know,  Gertrude,  that  we  are  not  to  choose 
oar  duties, — and  a  wife's  duty  is  so  plain  and  easy  " 

Gertrude  made  no  reply,  and  it  was  soon  spread  throughout 
Dunnington  that  Gertrude  was  quite  without  feeling  and  was 
going  to  desert  her  husband;  the  charitable  feeling  of  the 
neighbourhood  ran  so  high  in  consequence,  that  many  declared 
that  if  her  child  were  to  die  it  would  only  be  a  punishment  she 
had  deserved. 

If  the  truth  must  be  told,  poor  Mrs.  Morley  believed  in  this 
code  of  conjugal  devotion.  A  husband,  in  her  eyes,  was  some- 
thing sacred  and  peculiar ;  he  had  ceased  to  be  a  man,  and 
was  invested  with  mystical   rights   and  attributes.     She  had 


THE    SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY.  243 

no  doubt  but  that  Gertrude  would  go,  and  she  burst  into 
such  a  transport  of  grief  when  the  news  of  the  appointment 
reached  her,  that  her  husband  was  moved  from  his  usual 
surly  composure — he  laid  down  his  pipe,  and  said  compas- 
sionately,— 

"  Don't  cry,  missis,  don't  cry ;  there  is  nothing  to  take  on 
about  in  that  way  that  I  can  see." 

"  Oh  Simon !  it  is  losing  her  twice  over.  I  shall  never  live 
to  see  her  come  back." 

"But  what  should  she  go  away  for?  I  don't  see  why  she 
should  not  come  back  to  us,  when  that  husband  of  hers  is  fairly 
gone,  and  a  good  riddance  she  will  have  of  him.  It  does  not 
signify  where  he  goes  to — it  is  chaps  like  him  who  ought  to  be 
sent  to  such  places,  and  leave  better  folks  at  home;  if  he  dies 
he  will  be  no  loss  to  anybody." 

"  Oh,  Simon,  how  can  you  talk  so  hard-hearted ;  he  is  her 
own  husband ! " 

"  Aye,  more's  the  pity !  But  I'll  tell  you  what — I  will  drive 
over  to  Dunnington  to-day,  and  see  what  Ger.  says.  If  she  will 
stop  behind,  she  shall  have  a  home  here,  and  the  child  too — and 
I  will  never  cast  the  past  into  her  teeth  again.  Maybe  I  have 
T3een  too  hard  upon  her  sometimes.  "When  I  have  gone  over 
there  lately  I  have  seen  her  very  handy  in  the  bar,  helping 
Simon's  wife ;  she  has  lost  that  confounded  pride  that  has  been 
her  ruin." 

Simon  Morley  was  as  good  as  his  word,  and  that  very  after- 
noon  Gertrude  saw  her  father  drive  into  the  yard  in  his  old 
yellow  gig,  drawn  by  his  favourite  horse  Sharper. 

He  came  straight  into  the  bar,  where  Gertrude  was  busily 
engaged  in  transferring  some  figures  from  a  slate  into  her  book. 
Mrs.  Simon  received  him  with  many  demonstrations  of  welcome, 
17-3 


2ii  THE   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY, 

but  Gertrude,  after  shaking  hands  with  him,  resumed  her 
occupation. 

Mrs.  Simon  ensconced  him  in  her  own  corner,  and  supplied 
him  with  a  pipe  and  a  glass  of  hot  rum  and  water ;  but  he  did 
not  seem  so  amenable  to  her  civilities  as  usual. 

"  Well,  Ger.,"  said  he,  after  he  had  smoked  some  time, 
during  which  he  had  been  watching  her  in  silence ;  "  so  your 
husband's  grand  friends  have  made  a  gentleman  of  him 
again  ?  " 

"  Yes — he  has  received  an  appointment,  such  as  it  is." 

"Well,  your  mother  has  sent  me  over  to  fetch  you  and  the 
child — to  stop  with  us  whilst  he  is  away.  When  do  you  reckon 
you  can  come  ? — when  does  he  go  ?  " 

"  The  time  is  not  fixed  yet,  and  perhaps  Mrs.  Simon  may  not 
like  to  spare  me  till  she  meets  with  somebody  else." 

"  Oh  pray  do  not  think  of  me,"  said  Mrs.  Simon,  with  a  toss 
of  her  head;  you  are  not  so  precious  as  all  that  comes  to — do 
not  let  me  stand  in  your  way,  I  beg." 

"You  are  quite  right,  missis;  Ger.  must  come  back  to  us, 
and  let  us  have  some  comfort  of  her.  She  has  been  a  good 
wench  since  she  came  here.  I  hate  pride;  but  work  never 
shamed  a-bocly  yet — nought  but  idleness  does  that — and  now 
thou  hast  shown  that  thou  art  not  above  work  thou  art  welcome 
to  home." 

This  speech  rewarded  Gertrude  for  all  her  troubles.  Mr. 
Augustus  entered  shortly  after,  and  Simon  Morley,  with  more 
civility  than  might  have  been  expected,  repeated  his  proposal  to 
take  Gertrude  home. 

Mr.  Augustus,  who  had  grown  considerably  grander  since  his 
appointment,  expressed  himself  like  the  fine  gentleman  he  was, 
and  gave  his  gracious  permission  for  Gertrude  to  remain  at 


THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY.  245 

The  Cottage  with  her  parents  until  he  could  send  for  her  to 
join  him. 

Stimulated  with  the  prospect  of  getting  rid  of  him  for  good, 
Simon  Morley  presented  his  son-in-law  with  ten  pounds  towards 
his  outfit — so  that  the  preparations  of  Mr.  Augustus  were  on  a 
very  comfortable  scale.  Gertrude  had  enough  wifely  feeling  to 
take  pride  in  sending  him  away  handsomely  provided,  and  she 
had  even  a  sense  of  complacency  in  seeing  how  well  he  looked 
in  his  new  clothes. 

She  would  have  gone  with  him  to  Bristol,  to  see  him  on  board 
the  ship,  but  Mr.  Augustus  preferred  parting  from  her  at  Dun- 
nington,  observing  "that  they  must  begin  to  be  saving  now  they 
had  the  opportunity,  and  that  they  might  as  well  save  the  money, 
and  part  at  the  beginning  of  the  journey  instead  of  the  end." 

Few  women  become  really  hardened  to  indifference  on  the 
part  of  their  husbands ;  there  is  a  nerve  in  their  heart  that 
quivers  long  after  all  love  seems  to  have  died  out. 

Gertrude  sighed,  and  felt  a  pang  of  bitterness  at  this  un- 
conscious evidence  of  the  entire  absence  of  all  affection  for  her, 
but  she  hid  it  under  a  quiet  face. 

"  As  you  please,  Augustus ;  you  will  write  the  last  thing*,  and 
tell  hid  how  you  get  on  board." 

"  Of  course  I  will.  Keep  your  spirits  up,  and  do  get  out  of 
this  confounded  place  as  soon  as  you  can.  I  am  endorsed 
"on  her  Majesty's  service"  now,  and  this  is  not  the  sort  of 
thing  for  you  any  longer.  I  wonder  how  you  have  been  able  to 
make  a  companion  of  Mrs.  Simon  so  long ;  you  have  no  proper 
pride  in  you." 

Gertrude  did  not  reply  to  this  rational  speech ;  she  had  no 
energy  to  waste  in  trying  to  reduce  things  to  their  logical  con- 
sistence. 


246  .THE   SORROWS   OP  GENTILITY. 

The  morning  dawned  upon  which  Mr.  Augustus  was  to  de- 
part from  Dunnington.  Gertrude  got  up  to  give  him  an  early- 
breakfast.  The  chaise  was  to  be  at  the  door  at  five  o'clock,  to 
take  him  to  meet  the  Bristol  mail. 

Mr.  Augustus  was  in  charming  spirits  at  the  prospect  of 
getting  away. 

"  Good  bye,  Ger. ;  take  care  of  yourself  and  the  child.  I  will 
send  for  you  whenever  there  comes  a  stroke  of  fortune.  Write 
to  me  sometimes  to  say  how  you  go  on ;  enclose  your  letters  to 
Sir  Simon.  And  now  good  bye.  I  hope  all  my  trunks  are  on 
the  chaise,  and  that  you  have  forgotten  nothing — good  bye, 
good  bye." 

And  Mr.  Augustus  sprang  into  the  chaise.  Early  as  it  was, 
many  heads  were  at  the  windows  as  he  passed  through  the 
town.  He  looked  back,  and  saw  Gertrude  still  standing  look- 
ing after  him ;  a  turn  in  the  street  hid  her  from  his  sight.  Mr. 
Augustus  went  on  his  way  too  much  rejoiced  in  being  set  free 
from  Dunnington  to  feel  any  tender  regrets.  Gertrude  turned 
to  re-enter  the  house,  with  a  mixed  feeling  of  relief  and  bit- 
terness. 

The  overstrain  of  fatigue  and  excitement  had  ceased.  She 
sat  down  and  wept  bitterly ;  she  was  left  belonging  to  nobodv, 
and  she  felt  very  lonely.  In  the  afternoon,  however,  her  father 
came  to  fetch  her,  and  in  the  rejoicing  her  mother  made  over 
her  return  she  grew  comforted,  and  forgot  the  past  in  the  quiet 
rest  of  being  once  more  by  her  mother's  side. 


the  sorrows  op  gentility.  247 


CHAPTER  XLII. 

Mr.  Augustus  wrote  from  Bristol  in  the  most  charming 
spirits ;  he  had  joined  Sir  Simon  Bulrush,  with  whom  he  was 
enchanted.  He  spoke  of  "  the  good  people  at  Dunnington" 
with  an  air  of  elegant  superciliousness  which  would  have  been 
amusing  to  a  stranger,  but  which  gave  Gertrude  a  bitter  feel- 
ing of  contempt  as  she  recollected  the  contented  servility  with 
which  he  had  nattered  Mrs.  Simon  and  lived  upon  her  brother. 

The  fact  was,  that  Mr.  Augustus  had  thrown  off  the  chrysalis 
of  obscurity,  and  had  once  more  emerged  into  the  "  ampler  ether 
and  diviner  air  "  of  polite  society,  towards  which  he  filled  pre- 
cisely the  same  position  which  he  had  done  in  Dunnington. 

A  few  hasty  lines,  written  subsequently,  told  her  that  he  had 
embarked,  and  Gertrude  was  ashamed  of  the  deep  breath  of 
relief  she  drew  when  she  was  sure  that  he  was  fairly  gone,  and 
that  there  would  be  no  misgiving  of  any  of  the  arrangements. 

Mrs.  Morley,  who  took  it  for  granted  that  she  must  fret  after 
her  husband,  tried  to  cheer  her  up  with  homely  comfort.  Ger- 
trude did  not  dare  to  tell  how  it  was  with  her ;  it  would  have 
pained  her  mother,  who  loved  the  hard,  harsh,  griping*  Simon 
Morley  with  all  her  heart,  because  he  was  her  husband.  It  is 
painful  to  find  how  little  our  dearest  friends  know  about  us, 


248  THE  SORROWS   OP  GENTILITT. 

even  though  we  may  have  lived,  as  we  imagine,  transparently 
before  them. 

"  So  near,  and  yet  so  far !" 

"  Have  I  been  so  long  time  with  yon,  and  yet  hast  thou  not 
known  me  ?  "  is  a  question  that  rises  frequently  and  mournfully 
upon  us  all. 

Mrs.  Morley  hoped  that  she  was  now  at  last  going  to  live 
happily  and  comfortably  with  Gertrude ;  but,  poor  woman,  the 
early  mistake  she  had  made  in  Gertrude's  training  had  done  its 
irrevocable  work,  making  them  totally  unsuitable  as  compa- 
nions. Gertrude  had  never  been  knitted  in  the  bonds  of  home, 
and  there  was  a  certain  constraint  and  strangeness  she  could 
never  overcome.  This  was  increased  by  the  constant  sense  of 
the  sin  she  had  committed  against  her  parents ;  the  very  anxiety 
to  atone  for  it  gave  her  a  sense  of  consciousness  and  effort; 
whilst  poor  Mrs.  Morley  was  so  afraid  Gertrude  would  be  an- 
noyed at  different  things,  or,  as  she  phrased  it,  "  lest  she  should 
not  be  content,"  that  the  poor  woman  was  nearly  worn  to  a 
nervous  fever. 

As  to  Simon  Morley,  his  ebullition  of  paternal  hospitality 
subsided  soon  to  low-water  mark.  He  felt  the  injustice  of 
having  to  support  another  man's  family,  and  though  he  could 
not  call  it  a  hardship,  yet  he  gave  grudgingly. 

He  never  showed  any  affection  for  his  little  grandchild,  but 
as  she  went  trotting  about  the  room,  he  would  take  his  pipe 
from  his  lips  and  remark  cynically,  "  that  she  would  soon  be  old 
enough  to  go  out  to  service." 

One  day  when  she  was  sitting  on  her  stool  absorbed  in  the 
pictures  of  "  Dr.  Watts's  Hymns,"  which  Mrs.  Morley  had 
bought  for  sixpence  from  a  pedlar,  he  reached  across,  and  taking 


TUB   SORROWS   OP   GENTILITX  249 

it  out  of  her  hand,  flung  it  into  the  fire,  saying,  "  she  should 
not  be  brought  up  to  be  bookish  and  fantastical ;  one  of  that 
sort  in  a  family  was  enough." 

Miss  Clarissa  set  up  a  fit  of  crying,  and  went  into  a  violent 
passion  on  the  loss  of  her  book,  whereupon  Simon  Morley's 
temper  and  patience  both  gave  way ;  he  laid  the  child  across 
his  knee  and  whipped  her  severely,  saying,  as  he  set  her  down, 
"  that  if  she  did  not  leave  off  crying,  he  would  fling  her  out  of 
the  window." 

Mrs.  Morley  and  Gertrude  were  both  present  during  this 
exercise  of  arbitrary  power. 

"  I  wonder  you  are  not  ashamed  of  yourself  to  treat  a  baby 
like  that  so  cruelly,"  said  Mrs.  Morley,  indignantly. 

"  You  want  to  make  a  fool  of  the  child  as  you  did  of  the 
mother,  but  I  will  see  better  than  that" — and  he  knocked  the 
ashes  out  of  his  pipe  with  a  violence  that  broke  it — then,  rising, 
he  pat  on  a  broad-brimmed  hat,  and  went  out  into  the  yard  to 
see  the  horses  stabled  after  they  came  in  from  the  fields. 

Gertrude  had  not  said  one  word,  only  she  turned  very  pale 
and  sick — not  for  the  bodily  pain  which  she  saw  inflicted,  but 
for  the  bitter  lesson  of  harshness  and  injustice,  which  was 
enough  to  poison  the  whole  childhood  at  its  well-spring.  She 
did  not  speak  one  word.  When  her  father  left  the  room  her 
mother  took  up  the  child,  and  tried  to  comfort  her  with  candy 
and  kisses. 

When  Simon  Morley  returned  the  child  was  in  bed. 

That  very  night  Gertrude  took  her  resolution.  She  wrote  a 
letter  to  Lady  Southend,  reminding  her  of  her  promise  to  give 
her  work,  and  claiming  it.  She  briefly  related  what  had  be- 
fallen her,  and  what  she  had  been  doing,  and  expressed  her 
willingness  to  do  anything — so  that  she  might  be  able  to  sup. 


250  THE  SOREOWS  OP  GENTILITY. 

port  herself  and  her  child.     After  writing  this  letter,  she  felt 
more  calm — the  result  did  not  remain  with  her. 

The  next  day  Simon  Morley's  savage  temper  was  in  some 
measure  accounted  for ;  he  was  laid  up  with  a  violent  fit  of  the 
gout,  which  at  one  time  threatened  to  fly  to  his  stomach ;  poor 
Mrs.  Morley  and  all  the  household  were  kept  in  great  trouble 
and  anxiety. 

Gertrude  proved  herself  a  most  efficient  nurse,  and  wag  not 
only  a  great  comfort  to  her  mother — saving  her  much  fatigue, 
and  cheering  her  tip — but  was  so  gentle  and  patient,  or  as  her 
father  expressed  it,  "  so  handy,"  that  even  old  Simon  Morley's 
heart  softened  towards  his  daughter  as  it  had  never  done  be- 
fore ;  so  that  when  he  got  about  again  her  position  was  much 
more  pleasant — she  took  her  place  as  the  daughter  of  the  house, 
and  she  ceased  to  feel  herself  an  intruder.  Still,  the  conscious- 
ness that  ehe  had  determined  to  earn  her  own  living,  without 
depending  on  any  one,  was  the  great  ingredient  that  made  her 
life  more  comfortable. 

During  the  month  that  Simon  Morley  was  confined  to  the  house, 
Gertrude  had  no  leisure  to  think  or  wonder  about  the  result  of 
her  application  to  Lady  Southend ;  but  when  it  came  to  six 
weeks  she  grew  anxious,  and  feared  either  that  the  old  lady  was 
dead,  or  had  gone  abroad,  or  that  her  letter  had  miscarried. 

However,  just  as  she  had  made  up  her  mind  to  write  once 
more,  her  father  one  morning  came  in  with  a  handsome-looking 
letter  which  he  had  taken  himself  from  the  postman;  it  was 
sealed  with  a  coronet,  and  franked  by  Lord  Metringham  him- 
self. Simon  Morley  was  not  insensible  to  a  certain  pleasure  in 
seeing  the  letter  addressed — 

"  To  the  care  of  Mr.  Simon  Morley, 

"The  Cottage,  Saltficld." 


TUB   SOEEOWS   OP  GENTILITY.  251 

It  showed,  he  thought,  that  his  old  landlord  had  not  forgotten 
him,  and  must  have  spoken  about  him — a  microscopic  point  of 
gratified  vanity :  to  Simon  Morley  Lord  Metringham  was  not 
an  ordinary  mortal,  but  had  an  emphasis  appertaining  to  no 
other  member  of  the  peerage. 

"  Well,  lass,"  said  he,  loitering  near  her;  "  what  great  folks 
have  been  writing  to  thee  now,  to  upset  thee  just  as  we  were 
beginning  to  be  comfortable  ?  It  is  not  from  his  lordship  him- 
self, is  it?" 

"  No,"  said  Gertrude,  glancing  over  the  paper ;  "  it  comes 
from  old  Lady  Southend,  who  used  to  be  very  kind  to  me  in 
London." 

"  Well,  let  us  hear  what  she  says.  I  want  to  hear  how  grand 
folks  write." 

This  was  a  somewhat  embarrassing'  request,  as  Gertrude  had 
not  told  even  her  mother  of  her  application  for  work.  Luckily 
at  that  instant  Bill  Stringer,  Simon  Morley's  factotum,  appeared 
in  the  distance ;  he  had  come  to  receive  orders  touching  the 
killing  of  a  pig.  Simon  Morley,  on  seeing  him,  hobbled  out  of 
the  room — he  was  still  somewhat  lame  from  his  gout — saying, 

"  Well,  thou  canst  tell  me  about  it  at  dinner-time." 

Left  alone,  Gertrude  began  to  read  her  letter.  It  was  very 
short,  but  full  of  real  practical  kindness.  Lady  Southend 
explained  her  delay  by  telling  Gertrude  that  she  was  abroad 
when  she  received  the  letter,  and  had  only  just  returned.  She 
desired  Gertrude  would  come  up  to  town  at  once.  She  had 
taken  lodgings  for  her,  of  which  she  had  paid  the  first  quarter 
in  advance ;  and  promised  to  find  her  as  much  employment  as 
she  could  undertake.  A  bank-note  of  a  sufficient  amount  to 
cover  her  expenses  was  enclosed  in  the  letter. 

Gei'tiude's  first  emotion  was  one  of  intense  Gratitude  for  the 


252  THE   SORROWS   OP  GENTILITY. 

door  of  escape  now  opened  to  her ;  she  knelt  down  and  thanked 
God,  and  prayed  to  be  kept  from  all  evil. 

She  feared  opposition  from  her  parents,  and  she  could  not 
regard  with  composure  the  possibility  of  failure. 

With  her  mother  she  had  to  combat  long  and  painfully. 

"  It  was  unnatural,"  the  good  woman  said,  "  to  go  out  to  earn 
money,  when  her  husband  ought  to  send  her  half  his  salary." 

Gertrude  ceased  to  argue,  and  only  said : 

"  Mother,  let  me  go ;  it  will  be  better  for  me." 

Simon  Morley  took  a  far  more  practical  view  of  the  matter ; 
but,  if  the  truth  must  be  told,  a  line  and  a  half  in  the  letter 
about  Lord  Metringham,  and  the  respect  he  had  for  her  parents, 
was  the  touch  that  sent  him  entirely  over  to  Lady  Southend's 
opinion. 

Notwithstanding  Gertrude's  improvement  in  his  eyes,  he  was 
glad  that  he  had  not  the  prospect  of  keeping  her  with  him  for 
an  unlimited  time.  He  graciously  told  her,  however,  that  if 
the  scheme  did  not  answer,  she  was  at  liberty  to  come  back — 
and  that  she  had  better  leave  the  child  with  them  until  she  was 
settled. 

But  to  this  Gertrude  would  by  no  means  consent.  A  portion 
of  the  elasticity  of  her  youth  had  returned  to  her,  and  the  first 
easing  of  the  millstone  of  dependence  which  her  own  actions 
had  tied  round  her  neck  was  far  too  delightful  to  leave  a  knot 
untied.  She  thanked  her  father  gratefully,  comforted  her 
mother  as  well  as  she  could,  and  was  ready  in  three  days  to 
take  her  departure. 

The  day  of  departure  came.  Gertrude  was  nervously  afraid 
that  something  would  occur  to  prevent  it.  Poor  Mrs.  Morley 
did  not  cry,  but  she  felt  bitterly  that  she  could  not  make 
Gertrude  happy  at  home — that  she  always  wanted  to  leave  her  • 


THE   SORROWS  OF  GENTILITY.  253 

and  though,  mother-like,  she  took  all  the  blame  to  herself,  still 
she  had  a  confused  feeling  that  Gertrude  did  not  love  her.  She 
always  thought  of  Gertrude  as  her  daughter,  and  forgot  that 
when  she  married  this  relationship  was  changed  for  ever. 
Whilst  Augustus  was  away,  she  had  hoped  she  should  have  her 
daughter  all  to  herself.  And  now  that  she  and  her  father  were 
reconciled,  she  could  not  or  would  not  understand  why  Gertrude 
should  want  to  leave  her  again,  to  go  and  live  among  strangers 
and  work  for  her  bread.  She  knew  her  husband  was  rich,  for 
she  had  helped  him  to  make  his  money,  and  it  seemed  so 
unjust  that  he  should  allow  one  of  his  own  children  to 
want.  All  her  sorrows  settled  into  an  aching  dull  pain  of 
heart,  which  she  took  with  dumb  patience,  without  trying  to 
understand. 

As  to  Simon  Morley,  he  became  fonder  of  Gertrude  in  pro- 
portion to  the  nearness  of  her  departure ;  he  saw  to  the  cording 
of  the  trunks,  despatched  them  in  a  cart  under  Bill  Stringer  to 
meet  the  stage-coacb,  and  actually  gave  her  twenty  guineas 
to  begin  the  world  with !  This  generosity  was  Simon's 
equivalent  to  the  paternal  blessing ;  he  did  not  understand  it  in 
any  other  form." 

Mrs.  Morley  had  packed  a  large  hamper  with  provisions, 
enough  to  last  for  a  month. 

The  yellow  gig  was  at  the  door. 

"  Come,  Gertrude  ;  now,  then,  are  you  ready  ? — you  women 
have  always  so  many  last  words.  Come,  missis,  don't  hinder 
her,  or  we  shall  miss  the  coach." 

"  There,  Gertrude,  you  must  go  now ;  your  father  won't  wait. 
I  am  sure  I  don't  know  why  you  are  going,  when  we  might 
have  been  so  comfortable ;  but  it  is  too  late  to  talk  of  that  now. 
Be  sure  you  write  and  tell  me  when  you  want  anything,  and 


ZO*  THE    SORROWS    OF   GE-N'TiLlTY. 

write  often ;  it  costs  you  no  trouble,  and  your  father  will  not 
grudge  the  postage." 

Gertrude's  heart  swelled  with  remorse ;  it  seemed  to  her  as 
though  she  had  been  born  only  to  make  her  mother  unhappy. 

Clarissa  was  already  in  the  gig,  engrossed  with  a  small 
covered  basket,  from  which  issued  the  plaintive  mewings  of  a 
young  kitten  which  had  been  kidnapped  from  all  the  joys  of 
kitten  life  and  the  purrings  of  its  mother,  and  was  not  yet 
reconciled  to  its  lot. 

They  were  in  ample  time  for  the  coach,  and  had  to  wait  some 
minutes  before  it  came  up. 

"  This  is  as  it  should  be — I  like  always  to  be  before  the  time. 
Xow,  Gertrude,  be  frugal  and  be  industrious,  and  there  is  no 
fear  but  what  you  will  do  well.  Above  all,  do  not  be  giddy ; 
and  keep  all  young  fellows  at  a  distance.  Recollect  a  woman 
whose  husband  is  away  is  easily  talked  about — so  don't  lay 
yourself  open  to  observation;  young  females  cannot  be  too 
guarded  in  their  manners.  Above  all,  don't  let  any  young 
sprigs  of  quality  come  about  thee — they  are  a  good-for-nothino- 
set." 

Simon  Morley's  admonitions  were  brought  to  a  close  by  the 
arrival  of  the  "  Dart,"  and  the  need  to  see  after  the  luggage. 

It  was  a  lovely  summer  morning,  and  Gertrude  asked  Fat 
Sam  if  he  would  let  her  and  the  little  girl  ride  beside  him  for 
a  stage.  Of  course  Sam  was  only  too  glad  and  too  proud  to 
comply ;  so,  first  the  kitten  in  its  basket  was  hoisted  up,  then 
Miss  Clarissa,  and  lastly  Gertrude  climbed  up  with  very  little 
assistance.  Simon  Morley  was  pleased — he  thought  it  looked 
like  thrift ;  but  Gertrude  had  only  thought  it  much  pleasanter 
than  being  stifled  up  inside. 

"  Well,  good  bye,  Ger. ;  write  a  line  to  tell  us  how  you  get 


THE   SORROWS  OP   GENTILITY.  -0  0 

there.  Sam  can  bring  it,  and  it  will  save  postage.  Take  care 
of  yourself,  and  hold  fast ;  the  child  will  fall  foremost  if  you 
don't  hold  her." 

With  these  parting  words  Simon  Morley  turned  his  gig  on 
one  side.  Fat  Sam  cracked  his  whip,  and  the  horses  darted  off 
with  a  bound ;  they  were  all  very  fresh,  and  did  not  like  to  be 
kept  so  long  standing. 

No  mode  of  travelling  will  ever  again  be  half  so  pleasant  as 
the  "  box-seat "  beside  a  first-class  coachman  of  the  old  times. 

Sam  proved  himself  worthy  of  the  honour  which,  as  he  con- 
ceived, had  been  paid  him.  During  the  two  stages  she  rode 
beside  him,  Gertrude  heard  the  history  of  every  gentleman's 
family  whose  seat  they  passed,  and  traditions  of  their  fathers 
and  grandfathers  besides,  interspersed  with  the  original  observa- 
tions of  Sam  himself,  which  served  to  show  the  curious  social 
perspective  in  which  great  folks  are  seen  by  those  so  much 
below  them  that  they  scarcely  recognise  their  existence.  To 
them,  the  "Dart"  was  a  stage-coach,  and  the  coachman  driving- 
it  had  no  separate  identity.  Here  was  that  "coachman" 
amusing  Gertrude  with  narratives  of  their  debts,  their  doings, 
their  domestic  life,  their  bettings  on  the  turf,  and  speaking 
quite  freely  of  family  circumstances  which  they  fondly  believed 
buried  in  the  bosom  of  the  family ;  and  Gertrude,  whom  they 
never  had  seen  and  never  were  likely  to  see,  was  aware  of 
secrets  they  would  not  have  trusted  to  their  best  friends. 

It  is  quite  startling  to  reflect  how  many  social  secrets  come  to 
our  knowledge  about  persons  who  do  not  know  us  in  the  least, 
and  we  sometimes  chance  to  see  those  individuals  walking  about 
quite  unconscious  of  the  bombshell  we  could  explode  in  their 
ears  by  the  shortest  whisper !  There  is  an  immense  quantity  of 
gossip  in  the  world,  and  much  ill-nature ;  nevertheless,  a  great 


256  THE   SOBROWS  OE  GENTILITY. 

deal  of  "  perilous  stuff"  is  kept  safely  buried  in  the  bosoms  that 
received  it. 

"You  see,  Mrs.  Donnelly,"  said  Sam,  "  going  this  road  up  and 
down  every  day,  I  see  a  power  of  people,  and  hear  a  deal  one 
way  or  other ;  they  may  none  of  them  tell  much,  but  they  all 
talk  some,  and  I  have  to  listen  to  a  deal  of  stuff.  I  don't  talk 
free  to  everybody  as  I  do  to  you,  for  it  would  do  a  deal  of  mis- 
chief; but  to  you  I  don't  mind,  for  you  are  a  real  lady  in  all 
your  ways.  I  am  only  sorry  you  could  not  make  yourself  happy 
at  home.  Madam  Morley  will  be  sadly  off  without  you.  Ah  ! 
there  are  few  women  like  her  i  I  recollect  her  long  before  you 
were  born ;  afore  Simon  Morley  came  a-courting  to  her.  I  was 
a  slim  young  man  in  those  days ;  she  was  the  first  trouble  I 
ever  had.  I  never  felt  so  bad  as  I  did  when  I  seed  she  began 
to  take  up  with  your  father ;  of  course  she  had  a  right  to  please 
herself.  And  what  a  wife  she  made  him !  Bless  you,  she  made 
that  house !  I  have  seen  her  many's  the  time  sitting  at  that 
little  table  smoothing  out  the  bank-notes  and  rolling  them 
round  her  wrist.  If  she  had  taken  me  instead  of  Simon,  maybe 
she  would  not  have  been  so  rich ;  but  she  should  have  had  her 
own  way,  I  would  never  have  said  she  did  wrong,  and  then  I 
should  not  have  been  driving  you  here  to-day  maybe ! " 

"  Well,  Sam,"  said  Gertrude,  "  seeing  that  I  am  here,  you 
have  made  my  journey  very  pleasant — you  must  come  to  see  me 
as  often  as  you  can  in  London,  it  will  be  a  comfort  to  my  mother 
to  hear  about  me — but  at  the  end  of  this  stage  we  had  better 
get  inside,  Clarissa  is  growing  sleepy.  At  what  time  do  you 
thiak  we  shall  get  in  to-night  ?  " 

"  Well,  I  mostly  reach  there  about  six  o'clock ;  it  may  be  half 
an  hour  sooner  or  later — but  they  look  for  me  about  six." 

It  was,  as  Sam  said,  about  six  o'clock  when  the  "Dart" 


THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY.  257 

drove  in  to  the  old-fashioned  yard  of  the  "  Swan  with 
Two  Necks,"  with  its  quaint  galleries  rambling  round  the 
house,  and  the  wooden  carved  balustrades  —  picturesque, 
clumsy,  and  taking  up  more  room  than  can  be  spared  in 
these  days. 

A  respectable  servant  out  of  livery  was  waiting  with  a 
hackney  coach.  He  touched  his  hat  to  Gertrude,  and  handed 
her  a  little  note  from  Lady  Southend.  It  was  very  short, 
merely  to  say  that  she  had  sent  her  own  servant,  who  was  to 
see  her  safe  to  the  lodgings  she  had  engaged. 

Sam,  who  had  set  his  heart  upon  doing  this  very  thing,  felt 
aggrieved ;  he  assisted  the  civil  servant  with  a  very  surly  air, 
and  pretended  to  be  engaged  with  the  ostler  when  Gertrude  was 
ready  to  get  into  the  coach.  But  Gertrude  ran  up  to  him,  and 
asked  him  as  a  great  favour  to  step  down  to  see  her  that 
evening, — and  she  gave  him  Lady  Southend's  note,  that  he 
might  have  the  address. 

Of  course  Sam  allowed  himself  to  promise,  and  then  by  a 
natural  change  of  feeling  began  to  be  proud  that  her  ladyship 
had  sent  her  own  servant  to  wait  upon  Mrs.  Donnelly. 

The  hackney  coach  drove  to  a  quiet  out-of-the-way  street  in 
the  neighbourhood  of  Gray's  Inn. 

The  houses  were  large,  and  had  once  been  of  some  pretensions, 
though  they  now  looked  dingy  enough.  It  was  not  a  thorough- 
fare, but  seemed  to  be  the  heart  of  a  labyrinth  of  outer  streets, 
so  still  and  quiet ;  the  grass  grew  amid  the  stones  that  paved 
it,  and  several  fine  trees,  in  the  bright  luxuriance  of  green  leaves, 
seemed  to  be  quite  unconscious  that  they  were  thriving  in  the 
midst  of  a  crowded  quarter  of  a  great  city.  The  hackney  coach 
stopped  before  a  house  where  evidently  some  pains  had  been 
bestowed  to  brighten  it  up.  Plants  in  flower  stood  in  some  of 
18 


258  THE   S0EE0W3   OF  GEXTILITT. 

tlie  windows,  and  a  canary  in  a  fine  gilt  cage  was  hanging  out- 
side singing  to  the  full  estent  of  its  little  throat,  The  steps 
though  somewhat  broken,  were  dazzlingly  white,  and  the  brass 
knocker  was  bright  and  shining. 

A  respectable  elderly  woman  came  to  the  door ;  she  received 
Gertrude  with  an  air  of  quiet  propriety  which  spoke  her  to  be  a 
person  who  had  been  trained  in  good  service. 

Gertrude  was  taken  at  once  to  the  second  story,  graced  by 
the  flower-pots  and  canary. 

"  These  are  your  rooms,  ma'am,"  said  the  woman ;  "  my  lady 
sent  furniture  herself  to  make  them  more  complete  than  was  in 
my  power     I  hope  they  will  please  you." 

There  was  a  spacious  landing-place.  The  shallow  uncarpeted 
stairs  were  of  oak,  and  the  balusters,  black  with  age,  were 
quaintly  carved  and  twisted.  A  large  old-fashioned  sitting- 
room,  with  a  bedroom  opening  from  it,  and  a  smaller  room 
beyond,  were  Gertrude's  rooms. 

A  large  stuffed  arm-chair,  covered  with  old  Indian  chintz,  was 
placed  beside  the  window ;  a  table,  set  with  tea  things  and  all 
the  requisites  for  a  substantial  tea,  was  before  it ;  the  grate  was 
filled  with  a  pot  of  common,  but  sweet  smelling  flo  vers.  The 
first  aspect  of  the  room  was  singularly  pleasant  and  homely — 
something  like  an  old  Dutch  interior. 

The  civil  man  servant  and  the  hackney  coachman  brought  up 
the  luggage  between  them,  and  when  Gertrude  took  out  her 
purse  to  pay  the  fare,  the  man  said  that  "  my  lady  had  settled 
everything." 

"Now,  ma'am,"  said  the  landlady,  "if  you  will  be  led  by  me, 
you  will  have  your  tea  and  let  me  help  you  to  put  little  missey 
to  bed,  for  she  looks  dead  tired,  poor  lamb !  Your  tea  is 
made ;  I  took  the  liberty  of  making  it  down  stairs.     I  shall 


THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY.  259 

only  be  in  trie  next  room,  if  you  will  call  me  when  you  want 
me." 

Good  Mrs.  Hutchins  bustled  out  of  the  room,  and  Gertrude, 
with  her  heart  full  of  thankfulness,  safc  down  to  her  first  meal, 
which  was  not  provided  with  the  "  bitter  bread  "  she  had  eaten 
for  so  long. 


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2t>'J  THE  SORROWS   OP  GENTILITY. 


CHAPTER  XLIII. 

Geetrude  rose  early  the  next  morning,  whilst  Clarissa  still 
slept.  Sam  had  been  prevented  coming  the  evening  before,  but 
he  had  sent  word  by  a  special  stable-boy  that  he  would  be  with 
her  by  eight  o'clock  in  the  morning,  if  that  would  not  be  too 
early.     She  had  much  business  on  her  hands. 

She  first  unpacked  her  effects  and  arranged  her  rooms,  for 
she  wished  Sam  to  take  a  good  report  to  her  mother.  When 
she  had  finished,  they  wore  an  air  of  quaint  homeliness,  and 
were  more  to  her  taste  than  any  rooms  she  had  ever  lived  in. 

Over  the  carved  wooden  mantel-piece  was  a  picture  of  Mrs. 
George  Anne  Bellamy,  in  the  "  Grecian  Daughter  " — and  on 
the  walls  hung  sundry  prints,  illustrating  scenes  from  Clarissa 
Harlowe  and  Sir  Charles  Grandison.  There  was  on  one  side 
of  the  room  a  large  square  comfortable  sofa,  stuffed  with  feathers, 
and  amply  supplied  with  pillows ;  but  Gertrude  belonged  to  the 
old-fashioned  school,  which  held  that  young  women  ought  to  sit 
straight  upright  upon  hard  chairs  with  their  feet  firmly  planted 
upon  the  ground  in  the  first  position,  and  allowed  of  no 
undignified  rest  or  lounging  attitudes,  however  graceful.  A 
large  table,  and  four  heavy  high-backed  mahogany  chairs  with 
broad  horse-hair  seats,  completed  the  furniture. 


THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITV.  261 

In  her  letter  to  her  mother  she  said  all  she  could  think  of 
to  re-assure  and  comfort  her  as  to  her  prospects. 

She  then  dressed  Clarissa,  and  had  scarcely  concluded  when 
the  steps  of  Sam  were  heard  upon  the  stairs. 

He  came  in  mopping  his  shining  head,  and  somewhat  out  of 
breath. 

"  Tou  live  pretty  high  up,  Miss ;  but  you  are  a  lighter  weight 
than  I  am.  I  hope  you  did  not  take  it  ill  in  regard  that  I  did 
not  come  last  night.  You  see  there  was  a  meeting  of  the  coach 
proprietors,  and  they  would  have  me  to  attend — it  was  not  over 
till  latish,  and  we  did  a  deal  of  talking,  so  I  did  not  feel  rightly 
in  a  state  to  come  to  see  you." 

"  No,  Sam,  I  did  not  take  it  at  all  amiss,  and  you  see  us  to 
much  more  advantage  this  morniug.  But  has  not  all  your  talk- 
ing last  night  made  you  feel  inclined  for  some  tea  and  toast  this 
morning?"  said  Gertrude,  smiling. 

"  Well,  yes,  I  can't  say  but  what  it  has,"  replied  Sam,  with 
some  consciousness ;  "you  see  there  was  a  deal  of  smoke  too, 
so  many  pipes  going  at  once — till  we  could  not  see  each  other ; 
but  I  would  rather  be  with  you,  and  little  miss  here,  any  day." 

"  Well,  Sam,  the  oftener  you  come  to  see  us  the  kinder  I  shall 
take  it.  You  must  be  sure  and  tell  my  mother  how  comfort- 
able you  have  left  us." 

"  Well,  yes — I  can't  say  but  what  you  are  comfortable  enough 
to  look  at ;  but  I  don't  like  the  thought  of  your  living  by  your- 
self— but  it  won't  be  for  always,  I  hope ;  your  husband  will  be 
coming  back  again. 

"  That  is  the  picture  of  a  pretty  woman  up  there — but  hard 
to  hold  in  hand  I  should  think.     Who  may  she  be  ?" 

"  That  is  Mrs.  Bellamy,  who  was  a  celebrated  actress,  and  a 
very  beautiful  woman." 


262  THE  SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY. 

"  Ah,  well !  I  have  no  great  opinion  of  play-acting,  and  I 
think  no  woman  ought  to  be  let  to  do  it.  Bat  now,  if  your  letter 
is  ready,  I  must  be  going ;  I  will  run  down  and  see  your  mother 
on  Sunday,  it  will  be  a  satisfaction  to  her  like." 

Sam  looked  round  the  room,  to  take  stock  of  what  there  was 
to  be  seen. 

"  I  suppose  I  may  tell  the  old  cat  that  her  kitten  is  quite  well, 
and  takes  kindly  to  the  change.  You  will  hare  to  look  sharp 
after  your  bird  when  she  grows  a  little  bigger."  - 

"  Good  bye  Sam — come  again  soon." 

"  Good  bye,  miss,  and  thank  you  kindly." 

Sam  departed,  and  Gertrude  felt  that  she  now  stood  in  the 
world  alone. 

In  the  afternoon  she  took  Clarissa  and  went  to  see  Lady 
Southend. 

She  was  shown  into  the  room  she  well  remembered  that 
Christmas  morning  years  before.  The  old  lad}-  sat  in  the  same 
chair,  and  might  have  been  sitting  there  ever  since  for  any 
change  that  appeared  in  her. 

She  received  Gertrude  very  kindly,  and  gave  her  a  kiss, 
saying — 

"Well,  here  you  are  at  last!  I  have  been  looking  for  you 
all  day.  I  suppose  you  were  tired  after  your  journey.  Now, 
see,  I  have  been  as  good  as  my  word,  and  looked  out  some  work 
for  you.     But  how  do  you  like  your  rooms  in  the  first  place  ?" 

"They  are  charming,"  replied  Gertrude ;  "  I  feel  quite  settled 
in  them  already." 

"  Mrs.  Hutchins,  your  landlady,  was  once  my  maid,  but  she 
would  insist  upon  getting  married,  and  has  done  no  good  for 
herself  ever  since ;  however,  her  husband  is  dead  now,  and  she 
will  be  more  comfortable.     It  is  vei-y  seldom  that  troublesome 


THE   SORROWS   OP   GEITTILITY.  263 

poople  die  oub  of  the  way,  so  I  consider  her  very  lucky ;  lie  in  ay 
perhaps  do  more  good  in  the  next  world  than  he  did  in  this, 
but  I  doubt  it.  I  once  knew  a  curious  accident  happen  very 
conveniently.  A  man  I  knew,  a  thoroughly  worthless  fellow, 
who  had  been  the  plague  and  scandal  of  all  his  friends,  was 
despatched  to  travel.  He  went  to  Spain,  and  arrived  at  Madrid 
whilst  one  of  their  revolutions  was  going'  on.  Instead  of 
stopping  in  the  hotel,  he  went  out  to  see  what  was  the  matter ; 
a  cannon  was  fired  just  as  he  turned  the  corner  of  a  street,  and 
he  was  killed.  He  was  the  only  individual  killed  in  the  affair, 
and  he  was  precisely  the  man  the  world  could  best  spare,  for 
nobody  wanted  him  here." 

Gertrude  made  no  reply  to  this  anecdote,  and  Lady  Southend, 
thinking  it  might  perhaps  come  too  closely  home  to  her,  changed 
the  subject. 

"  You  see  that  pile  of  black  satin  ?  I  want  to  cover  a  screen 
with  it  for  a  present  to  Southend  and  his  wife  when  they  return 
to  England.     You  did  not  know  he  was  married  ?  " 

" No,"  replied  Gertrude ;  "I  never  heard  of  it.  I  hope  you 
will  have  comfort  in  the  marriage." 

"  Oh,  as  for  that,  I  expect  nothing.  I  dare  say  we  shall  get 
on  very  well.  It  is  a  highly  suitable  match  as  regards  family  ; 
for  the  rest,  she  is  like  other  young  women — and  very  glad  to 
be  a  countess.  Bat,  see,  you  are  to  embroider  that  satin  with 
flowers  in  natural  colours.  I  have  bought  some  patterns,  but 
they  are  very  stiff  and  ugly — still,  the  best  I  could  find." 

Gertrude  looked  at  them  in  silence  for  a  few  moments,  and 
then  said, — 

"  I  think  I  could  improve  upon  them.  I  used  to  draw  and 
group  flower-pieces  when  I  was  at  school  with  Miss  Le  French ; 
I  am  greatly  out  of  practice — but  I  think  it  would  come  back 


264  mz  sorrows  of  gextility. 

to  me.  These  are  very  insipid.  I  should  like  to  try  if  I  cannot 
make  out  something  better  if  I  may." 

"  To  be  sure,  child.  I  am  glad  you  have  the  notion.  If  you 
can  design  your  own  patterns,  your  work  will  be  worth  a  great 
deal  more  than  it  would  otherwise ;  try  to-night,  and  come 
again  to-morrow,  that  I  may  see  what  you  can  do.  You  must 
have  a  glass  of  wine  after  your  walk,  and  if  it  should  rain  to- 
morrow, remember  you  are  not  to  come.  You  must  take  care 
of  your  health,  for  the  sake  of  your  child." 

When  Gertrude  rose  to  go  away,  the  old  lady  gave  Clarissa 
a  little  white  satin  needle-book,  embroidered  with  beads, 
and  told  her  she  must  learn  to  sew  betimes  to  help  her 
mother. 

Gertrude  sat  up  till  late,  trying  to  draw  designs  for  the  six 
leaves  of  the  folding-  screen.  It  was  not  easy,  and  she  went  to 
bed  without  having  succeeded  to  her  satisfaction. 

The  next  day  was  wet.  She  worked  hard,  and  by  evening 
had  produced  three  designs — one  centre  piece  of  a  Dresden 
china  sort  of  haymaker  resting  under  a  tree,  and  two  beautiful 
groups  of  flowers.  The  colours  were  of  course  roughly  laid  in ; 
but  there  was  quite  enough  to  show  the  intention  and  to  guide 
her  work. 

When  Lady  Southend  saw  them,  she  was  delighted. 

"  Come,  my  dear,  that  will  do  famously  !  I  see  you  can  work 
well ;  and  good  work,  of  whatever  kind,  will  always  fetch  its 
price.  When  people  have  to  pay  money  for  anything,  they 
require  to  have  it  well  done.  Oh  dear !  if  you  knew  all  the 
trouble  I  have  had  with  young  women  who  have  professed  to 
want  work — some  in  the  teaching  line,  and  some  in  the  sewing 
line,  and  most  of  them  so  miserably  inefficient — you  would  pity 
me !     The  fact  was,  they  all  needed  money,  but  they  did  not 


THE   SORROWS   OP  GENTILITY.  265 

want  to  work ;  and  being  ladies — daughters  of  officers,  orphans 
of  clergymen,  or  perhaps  widows  of  poor  gentlemen — they  all 
considered  that  the  element  of  charity  ought  to  come  largely 
into  the  business.  They  brought  their  susceptibilities,  their 
recollections  of  the  times  '  when  they  never  expected  to  have  to 
work  for  their  living;'  or  the  thought  of  what  some  dear 
departed  relative,  who  in  this  life  used  to  ride  in  a  coach  and 
six,  would  have  said  or  thought,  '  if  he  could  have  seen  them.' 
Some  would  be  so  provokingly  meek-spirited  and  tearful,  that 
I  could  have  found  in  my  heart  to  beat  them ;  others  would  be 
haughty,  and  show  their  spirit  on  all  occasions ;  whilst  the 
work  of  one  and  all  was  generally  so  ill  done  that  the  money 
was  anything  but  earned.  My  clear  !  my  dear !  so  many  virtues 
are  required  even  to  sew  up  a  seam  well.  Take  my  advice,  and 
teach  Clarissa  to  use  her  fingers,  and  bring  her  up  to  work  for 
her  living.  Do  not  let  her  have  the  notion  of  trying  to  climb 
above  her  present  station.  If  promotion  is  in  store  for  her,  it 
will  come  without  seeking." 

"  Indeed  that  is  what  I  mean  to  do,"  said  Gertrude.  "  I  have 
suffered  too  much — not  more,  however,  than  I  deserved — but  I 
would  wish  that  the  consequences  of  my  own  error  may  end 
with  me,  and  not  be  continued  through  the  life  of  my  child ; 
that  is  all  I  pray  for  now.  I  cannot  tell  5Tou  the  peace  of  mind 
I  have  had  since  I  came  to  London.  You  would  feel  that  your 
kindness  had  not  been  thrown  away  if  you  only  knew  the 
deliverance  it  has  been  to  me,  and  the  hope  you  have  given  me 
of  being-  able  to  bring  up  Clarissa  as  I  feel  she  ought  to  be 
brought  up.  If  to  be  glad  of  a  blessing  is  to  be  grateful,  I  am 
sure  I  am  grateful." 

"Yes,  I  really  think  you  are,"  said  the  old  lady,  smiling, 
whilst  the  tears  coursed  each  other  down  the  cheeks  of  Gertrude ; 


26G  ted  soeeows  o?  gentility. 

"but  come,  do  not  cry,  it  -will  make  your  eyes  weak,  and  you 
■will  need  them. 

"Do  you  know,"  she  continued,  to  give  Gertrude  time  to 
recover  her  composure,  "  I  often  wish  some  good  angels  would 
take  the  guise  of  servants-of-all-work,  just  to  set  an  example, 
and  show  how  the  thing-  ought  to  be  done.  If  I  were  the  Pope, 
I  would  canonize  some  good  servant,  for  an  encouragement  to 
the  rest;  and  she  should  be  canonized  for  her  good  service — not 
for  nonsensical  austerities  and  fantastic  superfluities,  but  for 
faithfully  and  humbly  doing  the  duties  of  a  lowly  calling. 
My  ideal  of  a  maid-of-all-work  would  be  really  something 
noble  and  attractive.  Some  one  who  had  known  her  was 
telling  me,  the  other  day,  that  Joanna  Southcote  was  a 
first-rate  maid-of-all-work  before  she  took  to  Seeing  visions 
and  dreaming  dreams.  It  was  quite  a  new  view  of  her 
character  to  me — I  only  wish  it  had  been  the  end  instead  of 
the  beginning." 

"  Well,  dear  Lady  Southend,"  said  Gertrude,  rising,  "  I  hope 
I  shall  succeed  so  as  to  satisfy  you;  good  intentions  are  not  of 
much  value  unless  they  succeed." 

"  True,  child ;  the  success  of  bringing  our  work  to  a  good  end 
is  the  most  satisfactory  of  all  mortal  things — it  is  about  the 
only  one  that  does  not  '  perish  in  the  using.'  But  I  shall  send 
for  a  coach ;  you  cannot  carry  all  that  satin  through  the  streets, 
to  such  a  distance.  I  wish  you  lived  nearer  on  some  accounts, 
but  I  wished  you  to  be  with  that  good  woman,  both  for  her 
sake  and  your  own ;  she  is  as  true  as  steel." 

"  The  coach,  my  lady,"  said  the  polite  servant  who  had  met 
Gertrude  on  her  arrival. 

"Well,  I  am  sorry  for  it;  I  would  like  to  have  kept  you 
longer.    We  must  have  a  talk  together  again  soon.    I  vail  send 


THE   SOEHOWS   OP  GENTILITY.  207 

for  you.  But  get  on  with  the  work ;  I  am  impatient  to  sea 
how  it  will  look." 

At  first,  Gertrude's  progress  was  not  rapid ;  she  was  out  of 
practice,  and  she  was  nervously  anxious  about  satisfying-  Lady 
Southend,  who  was  by  no  means  remarkable  for  her  patience  or 
her  suavity.  To  Gertrude,  at  any  rate,  she  did  not  show  herself 
a  hard  task-mistress,  but  was  extremely  kind  and  considerate  in 
all  ways.  She  really  liked  Gertrude,  and  she  unconsciously 
flattered  herself  that  Gertrude's  efficiency,  diligence,  and  good 
sense  were  the  practical  results  of  the  many  long  conversations 
in  which  she  indulged  herself  with  her.  Everything  in  the 
world  may  be  used  up  with  advantage  in  some  conjuncture  or 
other.  Mrs.  Donnelly's  domestic  discipline  had  pounded  every- 
thing like  conceit  or  self-assertion  out  of  Gertrude — which  was 
partly  the  cause  why  the  old  lady  found  that  she  was  not  the 
bore  that  all  her  other  protegees  had  been,  more  or  less. 

Gertrude's  life  now  flowed  on  pleasantly;  she  had  to  work 
hard,  but  that  she  did  cheerfully. 

Little  Clarissa  improved  every  day ;  if  she  did  not  make  any 
wonderful  progress  in  book  learning,  she  gained  what  was  far 
more  valuable,  the  training  that  only  a  mother  can  give.  She 
was  a  child  of  quick  sensibility  and  a  violent  temper — generous 
and  affectionate,  but  wilful  and  wayward  to  a  degree  that  needed 
constant  care  and  great  judgment;  happy  for  her  that  she  met 
with  it, — so  many  need  it  who  are  left  to  be  broken  in  or  broken 
to  pieces,  as  the  case  may  be,  by  the  rough  teaching  of  the 
consequences  of  their  sins  of  ignorance ! 

Sam  frequently  came  to  see  them.  He  never  came  without 
bringing  some  child's  treasure  for  Clarissa ;  he  must  have  spent 
a  little  fortune  upon  her.  It  was  a  new  object  in  his  life.  One 
day  he   brought  a  doll's  kitchen,  that  queen  of  playthings ! 


268 


THE   SORROWS   OF  GEKTIL1TT. 


"What  child  does  not  recollect  the  intense  delight  of  possessing 
a  doll's  house  for  the  first  time,  with  its  kettles  and  frying-pans, 
and  chairs  and  tables  ?  In  Clarissa's  days,  dolls  did  not  reside 
in  the  magnificent  Belgravian  mansions  that  are  manufactured 
for  them  now ;  they  had  seldom  anything  more  than  a  Dutch 
kitchen — but  the  delight  of  possessing  it ! 

Gertrude  always  had  a  clean  pipe  and  a  paper  of  tobacco 
ready  for  Sam  when  he  came,  who  at  first  expressed  many 
scruples,  but  in  the  end  took  to  smoking  his  pipe  beside  the  fire 
as  naturally  as  if  he  had  lived  there  all  his  life. 

Through  the  introduction  of  Lady  Southend,  Gertrude  ob- 
tained as  much  work  as  she  could  execute.  It  became  a  point 
of  fashion  for  ladies  to  have  their  Court  trains  embroidered  by 
Mrs.  Donnelly — or  after  Mrs.  Donnelly's  design.  She  might 
have  employed  workwomen  under  her,  but  it  would  have  changed 
the  whole  aspect  of  her  life ;  she  could  earn  enough  to  live  very 
comfortably  in  her  original  rooms,  and  to  lay  by  a  little  besides. 

Her  designs  for  embroidery,  both  in  satin,  lace,  and  muslin, 
were  in  great  request,  and  gradually  it  became  her  chief  em- 
ployment. She  would  have  been  quite  happy,  but,  like  other 
people,  she  had  a  skeleton  in  her  cupboard — the  dread  of  her 
husband's  return. 

She  sometimes  dreamed  that  he  had  come  back  a  shipwrecked 
mariner,  and  that  he  was  extremely  angry  when  he  found  her 
working,  and  that  he  flung  a  fine  Court  train  into  the  fire,  where 
it  was  entirely  consumed!  She  awoke  with  the  fright.  All  the 
speeches  and  actions  she  attributed  to  him  were  extremely  like 
things  that  had  really  happened ;  but  with  the  fantastic,  exag- 
gerated resemblance  that  the  objects  on  the  slides  of  a  magic- 
lantern  bear  to  the  realities.  Mr.  Augustus,  worthless  as  he 
was,  had  never  been  so  bad  as  her  fancy  painted  him. 


THE   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY.  269 

Her  imagination  had  grown  quite  morbid  as  regarded  him, 
and  she  was  haunted  by  the  fear  that  he  would  come  back 
suddenly. 

This  was  bad,  and  not  at  all  like  a  model  wife ;  but  what  was 
worse,  it  indicated  cowardice,  a  failing  in  the  plain  duty  of  her 
position.  When  people  live  in  dread  that  some  coming  duty 
will  break  up  a  pleasant  course  of  things,  they  may  be  quite  sure 
that  trouble  is  in  store  for  them. 

One  day  Gertrude  received  a  ship-letter  from  Africa,  which 
had  been  re-directed  and  forwarded  by  her  father.  It  had  gone 
first  to  The  Cottage,  was  greasy  and  dirty,  and  smelt  villanously 
of  the  strange  places  it  had  passed  through  before  it  had 
reached  hei\ 

Communication  in  those  days  was  not  either  frequent  or 
regular ;  it  depended  on  chance  ships,  and  a  still  more  uncertain 
delivery. 

This  letter  had  been  sent  by  a  slave-vessel,  and  had  made 
a  considerable  circuit;  it  had  been  nearly  twelve  months  in 
coming. 

She  opened  it  with  a  sickening  dread  and  disgust;  the  con 
tents  did  not  re-assure  her.  Mr.  Augustus  did  not  like  his 
quarters  or  his  duties,  though,  to  do  him  justice,  he  discharged 
as  few  of  those  as  possible,  and  he  expressed  his  intention  of 
coming  home  by  the  first  ship,  "  as  he  felt  convinced  that  his 
health  would  never  stand  the  climate." 

That  very  night — Clarissa  was  in  bed — Gertrude  was  sitting 
up  rather  late  to  finish  some  work  she  had  in  hand — a  hackney- 
coach  stopped  at  the  door,  a  loud  voice  was  heard  asking  if  Mrs. 
Donnelly  lived  there,  a  stamping  of  feet  followed,  and  the  noise 
of  a  heavy  chest  dragged  painfully  up-stairs;  the  door  of  the 
sitting-room  was  opened,  and  Mr.  Augustus,  bronzed  and  coarse- 


<i<0  THE   SORROWS   OP  GENTILITY. 

looking-,  with  a  beard  that  had  not  grown  beyond  the  stage  of 
ugliness,  with  his  clothes  dirty  and  untidy,  took  his  wife  into  his 
arms  with  a  violence  that  seemed  intended  to  break  her  bones, 
and  giving  her  a  hug,  said, — • 

"  "Well,  my  girl,  you  see  I  am  come  back !  But  pay  the  coach, 
for  I  have  not  a  farthing." 

He  flung  himself  into  the  chair  she  had  been  occupying, 
shoved  her  work  on  one  side  to  make  room  for  his  elbow,  and 
the  cheerful  little  room  was  filled  with  an  uncomfortable 
presence. 

Her  dream  of  the  shipwrecked  mariner  had  come  to  pass ! 


THE   SOKEOWS  OP  GENTILITY.  271 


CHAPTER  XLIV. 

Poor  Gertrude !  She  cleaved  away  her  work,  laid  the  table 
for  sapper,  went  to  prepare  a  bed-room  for  him,  and,  by  busying 
herself  about  his  material  comforts,  she  evaded  the  necessity  of 
appearing  much  rejoiced  at  his  unexpected  arrival. 

When  she  returned  he  ashed  for  Clarissa.  Gertrude  went 
and  fetched  her.  The  child,  awakened  from  a  profound  sleep, 
did  not  eviuce  any  other  emotion  than  extreme  repugnance  to 
being  taken  out  of  her  comfortable  bed,  to  be  dazzled  with  the 
lights,  and  roughly  kissed  by  a  rough-looking  man  with  a 
painfully  sharp  beard.     She  began  to  cry. 

"  Is  that  all  you  have  taught  her  ?  "  said  Mr.  Augustus,  as  he 
gave  her  back  to  Gertrude. 

"  What  would  you  have  ?  The  poor  child  is  only  half  awake ; 
she  will  be  a  different  creature  when  you  see  her  to-morrow." 

"  I  hope  so,  or  we  shall  be  apt  to  quarrel.  You  are  as  queer 
as  you  can  be  yourself.  A  pretty  reception  for  a  man  to  come 
home  to,  all  the  way  from  Africa  !  " 

Gertrude  did  not  reply ;  and  luckily,  just  then,  Mrs.  Hutchins 
herself  came  in  with  the  savoury  steak  she  had  cooked  for  his 
supper.  She  looked  so  pleasant  and  smiling,  and  the  steak 
looked  so  tempting,  that  the  discontent  of  Mr.  Augustus  was 


272  THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY. 

mollified,  and  by  the  time  he  had  finished  his  supper  he  was 
almost  amiable. 

"  How  did  you  discover  where  I  was  living  ?  "  asked  Ger 
trude. 

"  Oh !  I  arrived  a  week  ago  at  Bristol,  and  wrote  down  to  The 
Cottage  where  I  left  you.     I  got  this  bit  of  a  note  in  answer." 

He  handed  Gertrude  a  crumpled  letter  in  her  father's  crabbed 
handwriting : 

"  Sir, — Mrs.  Donnelly,  your  wife,  does  not  reside  here.     You 

will  find  her  at  14 Place,  near  Gray's-inn  Lane. 

"Tour  obedient, 

"  S.  Moelet." 

"  I  only  received  a  letter  from  you  this  morning,"  said  Ger- 
trude. 

"  Aye,  indeed!  let  me  see  it.'* 

Gertrude  gave  it  to  him.     He  turned  it  over,  and  said — • 

"  How  curious !  I  wrote  that  letter,  and  changed  my  mind 
about  sending  it.  I  suppose  they  must  have  found  it  amongst 
my  papers  afcer  I  had  left,  and  sent  it  to  you.  I  have  had  a 
precious  deal  of  knocking  about  in  the  world  since  I  wrote 
that." 

The  fact  was  that  there  hung  a  cloud  of  impenetrable  obscu- 
riiv  over  the  fortunes  of  Mr.  Augustus  since  he  left  England. 
He  told  his  wife  a  rambling  story  about  a  Portuguese  Jew — about 
some  trading  speculations  in  which  he  had  engaged,  and  which 
turned  out  ill ;  what  they  actually  were  he  avoided  stating.  He 
talked  wildly  and  vaguely  about  his  great  expectations  and  his 
enemies,  who  had  endeavoured  to  ruin  him — but  about  Sir  Simon 
and  his  secretary-ship  he  never  spoke.  There  -\vas  a  tone  of 
coarse  reckless  boasting  and  bravado  in  his  manner  of  speaking 


THE   SORROWS   OP  GENTILITY.  273 

that  struck  Gertrude  painfully;  it  was  something  she  had  never 
remarked  in  him  before :  he  had,  moreover,  a  look  of  dissipation 
and  general  disreputableness. 

He  continued  his  rambling  talk  far  on  into  the  night.  He 
asked  Gertrude  very  few  questions  about  herself ;  indeed,  he  did 
not  seem  to  care  much  about  what  she  had  been  doing.  He  had 
decidedly  fallen  to  a  lower  moral  level  than  he  had  been  at 
before  he  left  England. 

At  last  Gertrude  said, — 

"  I  am  sure  you  must  be  tired,  Augustus ;  will  you  not  go  to 
bed?" 

"  Well,  I  don't  mind.  I  shall  not  get  up  very  early  in  the 
morning.  On  shipboard  we  were  not  tied  to  times ;  we  went  to 
bed  when  we  liked,  night  or  day,  and  we  got  up  when  we  liked. 
I  scarcely  knew  the  difference  between  night  and  day.  Well, 
good  night;  it  seems  a  long  time  since  I  said  that  to  you 
before." 

Gertrude  was  once  more  alone,  but  how  completely  had  the 
last  few  hours  changed  the  aspect  of  her  life.  She  felt  disgust 
and  annoyance  and  impatience — not  the  least  inclination  to  take 
up  the  duty  that  had  fallen  before  her.  She  was  angry;  it 
seemed  to  her  more  than  she  could  bear.  With  something  like 
a  shudder  she  began  to  reduce  the  disordered  room  into  an 
approach  towards  its  ordinary  neatness.  She  opened  the 
window;  the  cool  night  breeze,  the  quiet  moonlight  and 
twinkling  stars,  seemed  to  purify  the  room  from  the  atmosphere 
of  her  husband. 

She  then  undressed,  and  after  combing  and  arranging  the 
bright  tresses  of  her  long  hair,  she  bathed  her  face  and  hands 
with  rose  water.     She  felt  as  if  she  had  contracted  an  involun- 
tary stain  by  coming  into  contact  with  the  kind  of  man  that 
19 


274s  TIIE   SORROWS  OF  GENTILITY. 

Augastus  had  become.  A  sense  of  outrage  and  degradation 
pursued  her  even  in  sleep.  She  awoke  the  next  morning  with 
a  heavy  weight  of  oppression  at  her  heart,  of  which  she  was 
sensible  before  she  could  recollect  what  had  befallen  her. 

Clarissa  said, — 

"  I  hope  papa  is  gone  away ;  he  will  make  us  so  uncomfort- 
able. I  cannot  bear  to  see  that  great  trunk ;  it  takes  up  all  tlis 
room." 

Gertrude  was  startled  to  hear  her  own  feelings  expressed  by 
the  child,  and  the  extreme  impropriety  of  allowing  her  to  speak 
without  restraint  on  such  a  delicate  matter  struck  her ;  still  her 
own  heart  was  in  such  a  state  of  rebellion  against  the  Providence 
that  had  brought  back  her  husband,  that  she  could  not  at 
once  set  herself  to  bring  Clarissa  into  a  more  filial  state  of 
mind. 

As  she  continued  for  some  little  time  unchecked,  Miss 
Clarissa's  tongue  went  faster,  and  her  expressions  of  displeasure 
became  stronger  in  proportion  as  she  fancied  herself  listened  to. 
At  length  Gertrude  said,  gravely, — 

"  My  little  girl  must  not  speak  in  that  way  of  her  papa.  He 
has  been  travelling  great  distances  in  dangerous  countries  to 
earn  some  money  to  bring  home  to  us,  but,  instead  of  that,  he  is 
come  home  very  poor ;  so  Clarissa  must  be  good  and  kind  to 
him,  and  be  very  obedient,  and  try  to  find  out  what  she  should 
do  to  please  him." 

"  Well,  mamma,"  replied  the  young  lady,  in  a  somewhat  more 
subdued  key,  and  with  a  confidential  air  such  as  precocious  little 
misses  of  tender  years  sometimes  assume,  "but  you  must  own 
that  it  is  very  disagreeable  to  have  all  our  pleasant  days 
interrupted." 

"Does  Clarissa  recollect  of  Whom  it  was  said,  'that  He 


THE  SORROWS  OF  GENTILITY.  275 

pleased  not  Himself?'  and  you  know  that  we  are  commanded 
to  follow  His  example." 

But  Gertrude's  words  seemed  to  mock  her  own  ears,  she  was 
so  far  from  feeling  their  import. 

She  and  Clarissa  had  their  breakfast  together  as  usual,  and 
after  breakfast  Gertrude  opened  the  sea-chest  that,  as  Clarissa 
had  said,  filled  up  the  whole  landing-place.  She  found  it  nearly 
empty,  and  what  clothes  it  contained  were  mostly  soiled. 

Her  first  act  was  to  make  up  all  the  clothes  into  a  bundle  for 
the  washerwoman,  and  then  to  prevail  on  Mrs.  Hutchins  to  help 
her  to  carry  the  chest  itself  bodily  into  the  cellar. 

After  this,  she  put  on  her  bonnet  and  went  to  a  ready-made 
linen  warehouse,  and  purchased  a  dozen  new  shirts  and  two 
complete  sets  of  under-clothing.  This  first  instalment  towards 
reducing  things  to  something  like  order  and  comfort  soothed 
her  feelings. 

Augustus  had  given  no  signs  of  awaking,  although  it  was 
now  eleven  o'clock.  She  made  some  coffee,  and  determined  to 
take  it  to  him  in  his  room.  Her  heart  sank  at  the  prospect  of 
having  her  days  cut  up  by  irregular  meals  and  having  to 
prepare  extra  ones  at  all  hours.  What  was  to  become  of  her 
work  she  thought,  and  what  was  to  become  of  her ! 

Mr.  Augustus  looked,  if  possible,  rather  more  ugly  in  the 
morning  light  than  he  had  done  the  evening  before.  It  was  not 
so  much  the  ugliness  of  feature  as  the  ugliness  of  the  man's  own 
nature  beneath. 

"I  ho;  3  you  are  rested  this  morning, — I  have  brought  you 
some  breakfast,"  said  Gertrude. 

"  It  is  a  pity  you  troubled  yourself;  I  could  have  had  it  when 
I  got  up.     What  o'clock  is  it  ?" 

"  It  is  past  eleven.  I  will  bring  you  some  hot  water  directly." 
19—? 


276  THE   SORROWS   OP  GENTILITY. 

Gertrude's  coffee  was  first-rate,  and  Mr.  Augustus  felt  himself 
the  better  for  it.  He  graciously  expressed  his  intention  "to  get 
up,"  and  when  his  wife  had  brought  him  the  plentiful  means  for 
a  thorough  ablution — had  laid  out  his  razors  and  his  fresh 
clothes — the  air  of  comfort  and  orderliness,  to  which  he  had 
been  so  long  unaccustomed,  began  to  exercise  a  pleasant 
influence. 

"  I  see  you  intend  me  to  cast  my  travelling  skin,  and  to  come 
out  a  dandy,"  said  he,  in  a  tone  of  content.  "  I  dare  say  I  shall 
feel  all  the  better  for  a  fresh  rigging  out ;  but  in  Old  Calabar, 
where  I  was  so  long,  such  articles  as  these  belonged  to  another 
world  altogether.  Now,  if  you  will  leave  me,  I  will  get  myself 
washed  and  dressed." 

The  improvement  in  his  appearance  was  great.  When  he 
entered  the  sitting-room,  it  would  have  been  difficult  to  recognise 
him  for  the  same  man  who  had  sat  over  the  fire  the  previous 
evening.  He  had  shaved  his  beard,  trimmed  his  whiskers,  and 
altogether  looked  more  like  the  Augustus  Donnelly  of  former 
times. 

Clarissa  no  longer  shrank  from  him;  they  soon  became 
friends.  She  brought  him  her  doll's  kitchen,  and  showed  him 
all  her  treasures.  He  played  with  her  and  told  her  stories,  and 
felt  highly  complacent  at  his  own  success.  Clarissa  was  a  very 
jv,'~Hy  child,  and  her  father  was  proud  of  her. 

At  length  he  said  he  would  take  her  out  for  a  walk.  Gertrude 
hesitated — she  did  not  like  to  trust  him ;  and  that  of  course 
made  him  more  set  upon  it. 

"  She  is  not  strong,  Augustus ;  do  not  let  her  walk  far." 
"Never  fear;  she  and  I  will  take  excellent  care  of  ourselves. 
We  will  go  into  the  Park  to  see  the  fine  folks." 

It  was  a  lovely  day  at  the  latter  end  of  May.      Gertrude 


TUB   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY.  277 

could  not  find  in  her  heart  to  refuse,  and  prepared  Clarissa  for 
her  walk.  Augustus  did  not  invite  his  wife ;  it  never  occurred 
to  him  to  do  so. 

"  You  may  as  well  give  me  some  money,  Ger. ;  it  is  awkward 
to  be  with  empty  pockets." 

Gertrude  gave  him  a  pretty  netted  purse,  tolerably  well-filled 
with  silver. 

"  I  shall  call  at  a  tailor's  and  order  myself  some  fresh  clothes 
T  cannot  go  amongst  people  until  I  am  a  little  better  dressed." 

Gertrude  repeated  her  caution  against  allowing  Clarissa  to 
walk  too  far,  and  they  departed.  Clarissa  looked  up  and  smiled 
as  they  passed  the  window. 

"  I  wish  poor  mamma  had  been  going  with  us,  instead  of 
stopping  at  home  to  work." 

"  She  seems  to  like  it,"  replied  Mr.  Augustus ;  "  she  would 
have  told  us  if  she  had  wished  to  come." 

As  soon  as  they  were  fairly  off,  Gertrude  started  to  go  to 
Lady  Southend,  to  tell  her  what  had  happened. 

She  found  the  old  lady  alone,  but  she  was  not  nearly  so  sym- 
pathising as  Gertrude  had  expected. 

"  Well,  my  dear,  it  is  a  great  bore,  no  doubt ;  but  you  must 
just  make  the  best  of  it.  Your  husband  had  an  undoubted  right 
to  come  home,  and  I  advise  you  not  to  let  him  see  how  much 
you  would  have  preferred  his  continued  absence.  It  is  only  by 
exercising  your  influence  over  him  that  you  will  be  able  to  keep 
things  in  any  sort  of  order." 

"  Oh,  Lady  Southend,  I  am  very  wicked ! "  said  poor  Gertrude; 
"  but  you  do  not  know  how  dreadful  it  is  to  have  only  one  room 
to  eat  and  sit  and  work  in,  and  to  have  it  all  disorganized,  and 
everything  thrown  out  of  its  course.  Besides,  as  he  has  come 
back  without  any  money,  I  do  not  see  how  I  can  supply  all  his 


2/8  THE   S0EE0W8   OF   GENTILITY. 

wants,  if  I  have  no  place  to  work  in.  It  will  never  do  for  me 
to  send  home  my  work  smelling  of  tobacco.  If  he  only  would 
go  away  again  and  get  something  to  do." 

"  My  dear  Gertrude,  you  are  behaving  like  a  weak  and  foolish 
young  woman.  Your  husband  is  worthless  and  idle  (of  course 
you  are  indignant  to  hear  him  called  so,  even  though  it  be  your 
own  valuation),  but  he  is  a  long  way  yet  from  being  a  'bad 
husband.'  I  can  tell  you,  from  my  own  experience,  what  it  is 
to  have  a  '  King  Stork.'  Ah,  my  dear !  it  pleased  God  to  take 
my  husband  many  years  ago,  and  I  hope  I  have  forgiven  him  as 
a  Christian  should.  He  was  what  you  would  have  called  a  '  fine 
gentleman,'  but  I  tell  you  that  I  have  worn  my  diamond 
bracelets  to  hide  black  flesh  where  he  had  pinched  me.  I  had  a 
Brussels  lace  tippet  which  was  the  envy  of  all  the  women  who 
saw  it.  I  wore  it  as  a  fanciful  costume,  and  made  it  the 
fashion;  everybody  copied  it,  and  it  was  called  'la  fichu  a,  la 
Southend.'  As  I  was  never  seen  without  it,  people  good- 
naturedly  said  I  wore  it  morning,  noon,  and  night  for  the  sake 
of  displaying-  it;  they  never  guessed  it  was  to  hide  the  marks 
of  his  brutality  upon  my  shoulders.  One  day,  whilst  my  maid 
was  dressing  my  hair,  he  came  in  like  a  madman,  and,  seizing 
the  hot  irons,  scored  them  across  both  shoulders;  the  scars 
were  ineffaceable.  I  had  that  morning  refused  to  sign  away  an 
estate  to  pay  a  gambling  debt.  Another  time  he  seized  me 
unawares,  and  cut  all  the  nails  on  one  hand  to  the  quick ! — 
ugh!  it  makes  me  shudder  to  recollect  it.  He  brought  his 
mistresses  into  the  house,  and  compelled  me  to  receive  a  woman 
of  quality  who  audaciously  made  her  appearance  wearing 
ornaments  of  mine  that  he  had  stolen  from  me  to  give  to 
her. 

"  He  kept  another  of  his  mistresses  in  a  fine  house  exactly 


THE   SORROWS   Off  GENTILITY.  279 

opposite  to  my  back  drawing-room  windows.  I  was  a  great 
beauty,  and  had  brought  him  an  immense  fortune,  and  I  had 
been  desperately  in  love  with  him ;  but  I  never  complained — I 
never  took  the  world  into  my  confidence.  I  appeared  in  public 
with  him,  and  kept  a  serene  and  smiling  face  whilst  he  was 
uttering  the  most  insulting*  language  in  a  whisper — looking  all 
the  time  as  polite  as  if  he  had  been  my  Lord  Chesterfield  or  Sir 
Charles  Grandison.  Yon  come  aiid  talk  to  me  about  your 
husband,  after  that !  Perhaps  you  will  ask  me  what  I  gained 
by  putting  so  good  a  countenance  on  the  matter.  The  world 
could  not  gossip  about  me  or  pity  me,  and  my  husband  feared 
me  when  I  looked  at  him  and  held  my  tongue.  I  believe  he 
thought  it  was  a  spell  by  which  I  could  work  him  evil — his 
conscience  told  him  what  he  deserved.  I  did  not  gain  that 
strength  at  once.  I  began  by  being'  eloquent,  which  only  ended 
in  my  own  discomfiture — and  you  may  be  sure  that  I  nearly 
broke  my  woman's  heart  before  I  could  cease  to  hope  that,  amid 
all  the  wealth  of  fine  qualities  with  which  I  had  endowed  him 
out  of  my  own  beautiful  imagination,  some  would  at  least  hold 
good ;  but  they  were  all  charming  illusions,  for  which  I  learned 
to  despise  myself;  and  when  I  once  was  able  to  lay  hold  upon 
the  truth,  I  was  calm — and  at  least  ceased  to  wear  myself  out 
with  vain  hopes. 

"Go  home,  child.  Lay  hold  of  the  fact  of  things,  even 
though  it  should  be  sharper  than  a  sword.  Accept  your  lot  as 
it  actually  is — do  not  weakly  try  to  make  a  compromise  if  it  is 
miserable;  say  to  yourself,  it  is  miserable — and  bear  it.  You 
will  have  strength  enough  to  bear  whatever  trials  may  come, 
and  to  do  whatever  duty  is  laid  upon  yon — but  your  strength 
will  fail  if  you  waste  it  in  struggling  to  be  happy  into  the 
bargain.     Let  the  comfort  you  have  had  in  your  life  since  you 


280  THE    SORROWS  OF   GENTILITY. 

came  to  London  go,  and  take  up  your  life  as  it  stands  now — you 
will  find  your  account  in  so  doing1. 

"  And  now  good-bye,  and  go  home.  I  have  told  you  more  of 
my  life  than  I  ever  told  to  any  one  before — so  keep  it  to  your- 
self, and  profij  by  it." 

Gertrude  felt  stronger  and  braver  for  the  old  lady's  words 
and  she  went  home  determined  to  go  and  do  likewise. 

Mr.  Augustus  and  Clarissa  had  not  returned,  although  the 
dusk  had  long  been  thickening.  She  kept  the  tea-table  ready, 
and  a  bright  fire  burning,  but  it  was  ten  o'clock  before  they 
came  back.  Clarissa  looked  very  tired — she  was  sick,  and  very 
cross ;  Mr.  Augustus  was  in  a  charmingly  pleasant  humour, 
though  there  was  a  slight  doubleness  in  his  tongue,  and  a  bland 
confusion  in  his  attempt  to  give  an  account  of  where  they  had 
been  and  what  they  had  done.  They  had  been  to  Greenwich, 
and  he  had  seen  some  of  his  old  friends ;  and,  apparently,  it 
was  a  case  of  "  troppo  grazzia  "  for  their  hospitality. 


TIIE  SORROWS  OF  GENTILUT.  281 


CHAPTER  XLV. 

Clarissa  continued  ill  and  feverish  all  night.  She  told  her 
mamma  that  her  papa  had  taken  her  in  a  little  boat  down  to 
Greenwich,  where  they  walked  under  the  beautiful  trees  in  the 
park,  and  then  he  took  her  to  an  inn  to  dine.  Some  gentlemen 
came  in  who  knew  papa,  and  they  invited  them  to  their  table ; 
they  were  very  good-natured  to  her,  and  gave  her  dessert  and 
wine,  and  talked  to  her  a  great  deal ;  and  one  of-  the  gentlemen 
took  her  to  a  shop,  and  told  her  to  choose  what  she  would  like 
best,  and  she  chose  that  beautiful  crystal  scent- bottle  with  a 
silver  top,  to  give  it  to  her  mamma.  She  thought  they  would 
never  come  home,  she  grew  so  tired  and  sleepy ;  at  last,  after 
coffee,  they  came  away,  and  the  good-natured  gentleman  drove 
her  and  papa  home  in  his  barouche. 

Clarissa  was  several  days  before  she  recovered  from  the  ill 
effects  of  this  journey  to  Greenwich,  which  filled  Gertrude  with 
much  anxiety  as  to  how  she  should  be  able  to  avoid  for  the  future 
allowing  Clarissa  to  go  out  with  her  papa,  who  was  clearly  not 
a  person  to  be  trusted  with  the  care  of  her.  But  for  the 
present  her  anxiety  was  needless. 

Mr.  Augustus,  having-  received  a  suit  of  new  clothes  from  the 
tailor,  was  scarcely  ever  at  home.  He  did  not  tell  his  wife 
whither  he  went,  nor  how  he  passed  his  time;  but  he  never 


2S2  THE   S0EF.0W3   OF  GENTILITY. 

failed  to  ask  her  for  money  before  he  went  out.  lie  had  quite 
overcome  his  objection  to  seeing  her  "  manty-make,"  or  do 
anything  else  she  pleased  to  earn  money.  He  seemed  now  to 
accept  it  as  a  matter  of  course  that  she  was  to  work,  and  that 
he  was  always  to  obtain  money  from  her  for  the  asking. 

This  was  neither  a  right  nor  a  wise  mode  of  proceeding ;  but 
Gertrude  disliked  the  sight  of  him  so  much,  and  was  so  exceed- 
ingly thankful  to  have  him  out  of  the  house  on  any  terms,  that 
she  gave  him  money  from  her  hoarded  store,  lest  if  she  should 
refuse  he  should  sit  and  lounge  over  the  fire  all  day. 

She  accustomed  him  to  have  breakfast  in  his  own  room — she 
always  prepared  it  carefully,  and  took  it  to  him  herself.  The 
only  time  when  he  decided  to  breakfast  in  the  sitting-room 
where  she  and  Clarissa  were  at  work,  either  from  accident  or 
design  the  difference  in  the  comfort  was  so  great  that  he  never 
attempted  it  again. 

We  are  sorry  to  confess  that  she  had  contracted  such  an  intense 
disgust  and  contempt  for  him,  that  her  sole  study  was  to  isolate 
him,  and  to  have  as  little  of  his  society  as  possible.  She  never 
showed  any  irritation  of  temper — she  never  complained  or  found 
fault  with  him;  she  attended  to  his  comfort — studied  his  con- 
venience— always  spoke  gently  to  him;  but  there  was  with  all 
this  a  smooth  marble  coldness  of  manner,  an  intangible  some- 
thing, that  repelled  all  companionship.  She  was  there  as 
regarded  her  bodily  presence,  coldly  irreproachable — but  she 
herself  was  all  the  while  separated  and  concealed  as  behind  a 
wall  of  ice.  If  Mr.  Augustus  had  retained  a  spark  of  affection 
for  his  wife,  he  would  have  suffered  much;  but  as  he  was  quite 
indifferent,  it  did  not  hurt  his  feelings  in  the  least.  Still  he 
was  ag-gravated  by  the  cold,  dignified  aversion  she  manifested, 
which  he  had  sense  enough  to  perceive,  although  she  gave  him 


THIS   SORROWS  OP  GEKTILITY.  283 

no  excuse  for  finding  fault.  His  wounded  amour  propre  soon 
converted  indifference  into  a  dull  smouldering  dislike,  which 
grew  stronger  every  clay. 

The  genuine  feeling,  whatever  it  may  be,  from  which  our 
actions  spring'  always  makes  itself  felt,  and  all  that  Gertrude 
gained  by  her  impeccable  behaviour  was,  that  her  husband  never 
felt  the  slightest  gratitude  for  anything  she  did,  but  had  a  fixed 
idea  that  she  was  very  sorry  he  had  not  been  devoured  or 
murdered  by  savages,  or  come  to  some  fatal  end  amongst  his 
many  adventures,  and  that  she  would  be  very  glad  if  he  would 
once  more  go  away  and  never  come  back  again;  in  fact,  that 
she  wished  him  dead  on  any  terms.  Mr.  Augustus,  with  all  his 
faults,  was  not  a  malicious  man — on  the  contrary,  he  was  good- 
natured.  This  was  fortunate  for  Gertrude,  as  he  did  not  give 
himself  the  trouble  to  torment  her  by  the  only  means  in  his 
power — viz.,  stopping  at  home.  To  be  sure,  it  would  have  been 
a  bore  to  himself  to  have  done  so :  he  therefore  took  the  less 
obnoxious  course  of  "  scorning  to  stop  where  he  was  not  wanted," 
took  his  liberty  and  all  the  money  she  could  give  him,  and  con- 
sidered that  he  was  to  be  pitied  for  having  a  wife  with  such  a 
confoundedly  bad  temper. 

Fencing  with  our  duties  is  like  delaying  to  pay  a  just  debt ; 
we  may  succeed  in  evading  it  for  a  time,  but  it  will  inevitably 
be  exacted  in  some  shape  or  other,  and  it  will  fall  all  the  heavier 
and  at  a  more  inconvenient  season  than  if  we  had  girded  up 
ourselves  to  meet  it  bravely  at  once. 

Gertrude  felt  and  knew  that,  in  spite  of  her  unimpeachable 
virtues,  she  was  not  doing  her  duty  honestly  and  heartily 
towards  her  husband. 

To  make  amends,  she  worked  harder  than  ever — stinted  her- 
self of  food  and  rest,  practised  the  most  rigid  self-denying 


28-i  THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITV. 

economy — to  earn  money  that  her  husband  squandered,  and  she 
hated  him  more  every  day  he  lived.  When  he  left  the  house 
she  was  conscious  of  a  relief  that  enabled  her  to  breathe,  and 
when  she  heard  his  footsteps  at  night  her  heart  contracted  with 
a  sick  despair.  There  is  no  hatred  like  that  which  comes 
between  a  man  and  wife. 

Clarissa  meanwhile  had  grown  very  fond  of  her  father,  and 
was  delighted  when  he  would  take  her  out  with  him  or  play 
with  her.  But  that  soon  became  troublesome  to  him,  and  he 
preferred  being  independent,  for  which  Gertrude  was  devoutly 
thankful.  The  little  Clarissa  was  the  one  good  element  in  that 
home  of  estrangement  and  restraint,  but  she  too  was  a  sufferer. 
Pressed  by  the  necessity  of  earning  money,  Gertrude  had  less 
time  to  devote  to  the  training  of  her  child.  No  one  can  take 
anger  and  uncharitableness  to  the  root  of  their  tree  of  life  with 
impunity.  She  had  not  the  same  good  influence  upon  Clarissa 
as  formerly. 

Undoubtedly  Mr.  Augustus  was  not  the  sort  of  husband  to 
rejoice  in;  but  the  greatest  source  of  her  unhappiness  lay 
within  herself. 

One  day  Mr.  Augustus  came  home  in  high  spirits.  Lord 
Elvington  had  invited  him  down  to  Elvington  Park  to  assist 
him  in  his  electioneering-,  and  he  had  told  him  to  bring  his  little 
friend  Clarissa  with  him. 

Gertrude  remonstrated,  and  said,  sensibly  enough,  that 
Clarissa  was  too  young  to  visit  anywhere  without  her  mother; 
and  pointed  out  the  indelicacy  of  intruding  a  child  into  Lady 
Elvington's  nursery  without  her  invitation,  or  at  least  her 
sanction. 

Mr.  Augustus  was  proud  of  Clarissa.  He  liked  the  notion  of 
showing  her  off  amongst  all  the  company  he  expected  to  meet. 


THE   SOEEOWS  OP   GENTILITY.  285 

He  had  set  his  heart  upon  taking  her  with  him ;  that  it  would 
thwart  his  wife,  was  an  additional  motive  why  he  should 
insist. 

Gertrude  ventured  to  write  a  note  to  Lord  Elvington,  who, 
although  somewhat  surprised  to  find  his  careless  and  half-jesting 
speech  taken  in  earnest,  wrote  a  courteous  note  in  reply, 
expressing  the  pleasure  it  would  give  himself  and  Lady  Elving- 
ton  to  have  such  a  charming  playfellow  for  their  nursery. 
There  was  nothing  more  to  be  done  except  reluctantly  to 
prepare  Clarissa's  wardrobe  for  the  visit. 

Clarissa  was  half  wild  at  the  prospect,  which  was  scarcely 
shadowed  by  the  necessity  of  going  away  from  her  mother  for 
the  first  time  in  her  life. 

Gertrude  had  always  taken  a  pride  in  keeping  Clarissa  nicely 
dressed.  Her  clothes  were  exquisitely  fine  and  beautifully  made, 
and  she  thought  at  least  Lady  Elvington's  nurse  would  see  that 
the  child  had  been  well  cared  for. 

It  gave  her  a  pang  to  see  how  little  Clarissa  felt  the 
approaching  separation;  but  she  crushed  it  down  into  her  heart 
as  she  had  done  many  other  emotions. 

A  chaise  came  on  the  day  fixed  for  their  departure,  sent  by 
Lord  Elvington;  they  departed,  and  Gertrude  was  left  alone 
with  the  bitter  thoughts  that  rankled  in  her  heart. 

Of  course  Mr.  Augustus  had  ordered  himself  a  supply  of  new 
clothes ;  they  had  come,  accompanied  by  the  tailor's  bill,  which 
Mr.  Augustus  entirely  ignored.  Gertrude  found  it  after  his 
departure,  lying  on  the  floor  of  his  bedroom  torn  in  two. 

The  amount  was  heavy  as  compared  with  Gertrude's  means 
of  payment,  but  she  took  a  sullen  pleasure  in  hanging  this 
additional  millstone  round  her  neck.  She  sat  in  doors  all  that 
fine  summer  weather ;  morning,  noon,  and  night;  she  sat  to  her 


Z&o  THE   SORROWS  OP  GENTILITY. 

task,  and  resolutely  refused  to  stir  abroad.  She  worked  early 
and  late,  but  it  was  with  a  bitter  sense  of  hardship  and  injustice 
that  injured  and  wore  her  strength  far  more  than  either  the 
close  application  or  the  confinement. 

Pier  health  began  to  suffer,  and  she  fancied  that  she  was 
sacrificing  herself  to  meet  her  own  difficulties  and  her  husband's 
debts. 

Mrs.  Hutchins,  her  kind  landlady,  grew  unhappy  about  her. 
She  thought  she  did  not  eat  enough,  and  often  of  her  own 
accord  brought  her  little  delicacies  and  nourishing  things  to 
tempt  her  appetite;  but  Gertrude  was  in  no  mood  to  feci 
grateful. 

"  Dear  heart,  ma'am ! "  said  Mrs.  Hutchins,  seating  herself 
one  day,  after  depositing  a  delicate  sweetbread  before  Gertrude ; 
"  I  do  wish  you  would  give  yourself  a  holiday — you  work  too 
hard — your  face  is  getting  a  look  I  don't  like  to  see.  I  have 
had  trouble  myself,  and  I  know  the  look  of  it  when  I  see  it  in 
another.  If  it  is  only  money,  I  really  would  not  sacrifice  my 
health  to  obtain  it;  when  health  is  gone,  all  is  gone." 

"Mrs.  Hutchins,  I  must  earn  money  for  Mr.  Donnelly  and 
my  child;  there  is  nothing  but  what  I  earn." 

Mrs.  Hutchins  looked  at  Gertrude  compassionately,  and 
sighed.  After  a  pause,  during  which  an}^one  who  had  watched 
her  would  have  observed  a  hesitation  in  her  manner,  as  thounii 
debating  whether  she  should  speak,  she  said,  timidly, — 

"A  clergyman  once  said  to  me,  that  the  burdens  we  bind  upon 
ourselves  are  heavier  than  any  that  are  laid  upon  us  by  Provi- 
dence. He  meant  that  we  make  them  heavy  by  our  manner  of 
taking  them." 

"  How  do  you  mean  ?  "  said  Gertrude,  languidly. 

"  Why,  ma'am,  he  meant  that  we  harden  our  hearts  instead  of 


THE   SORROWS  OF  GE^TMTY.  2S7 

softening  tliera,  aud  take  our  troubles  perversely  and  athwarb 
instead  of  meekly." 

"  I  don't  know ;  we  can  but  bear  them  :  they  come  but  to  be 
borne." 

"  Nay,  ma'am,  it  makes  all  the  difference  to  us  what  way  we 
take  our  trials.  God's  blessing  never  rested  yet  on  a  proud 
heart,  and  it  makes  Him  angry  when  He  sends  us  lessons  that 
we  will  not  learn.  It  is  being  stubborn  and  setting  ouselvcs 
against  Him — and,  I  take  it,  that  is  the  one  sin  which  compre- 
hends all  others.  When  I  lived  with  my  Lady  Southend,  she 
had  a  great  deal  of  trouble,  and  she  had  a  brave  spirit  of  her 
own.  I  used  to  wonder  where  she  found  all  her  stieno-th ;  but 
I  have  thought  since  that  she  did  not  take  her  trouble  just  in 
the  right  way.  She  set  her  face  like  a  flint,  and  hardened  her- 
self like  iron,  and  nobody  ever  saw  her  give  way ;  but  I  have 
often  found  her  beautiful  cambric  handkerchiefs  gnawed  into 
holes, — she  always  covered  her  mouth  when  my  Lord  angered 
her." 

"What  would  you  have  had  her  do  ?"  said  Gertrude. 

"  Well,  ma'am,  I  am  not  just  clever  at  saying  things,  and  you 
will,  maybe,  make  no  sense  of  me;  but  when  my  own  troubles 
came,  I  did  not  find  that  being  proud  helped  me  one  bit ;  it  only 
drove  the  hurt  deeper.  I  was  obliged  to  bear.  But  one  day 
the  thought  came  into  my  mind  how  much  worse  I  had  all  my 
life  behaved  towards  Him  who  made  me  than  anybody  had  ever 
behaved  to  me,  and  how  little  I  deserved  that  anybody  should 
behave  well  to  me.  I  began  to  see  myself,  and  then  I  left  off 
feeling-  angry  at  others ;  and  as  soon  as  the  anger  was  taken 
away,  I  felt  for  all  the  world,  as  one  might  do  who  had  a  bad 
burn  dressed  with  healing-  ointment.  My  husband  was  not  a 
good  man, — he  was  a  very  bad  one  in  every  way.     We  had  one 


288  THE   SORROWS   OP  GENTILITY. 

child,  and  God  forgive  me  if  I  wrong  him,  but  I  surely  believe 
he  made  away  with  it  for  the  sake  of  the  club-money.  That 
was  a  sore  grief,  and  it  drove  me  out  of  my  mind  for  some 
months.  When  I  came  to  myself,  I  prayed  very  hard  that  I 
might  not  be  let  to  hate  him,  and  I  was  not ;  thank  God,  I  was 
kept  quiet.  He  fell  very  ill  soon  after  my  judgment  had  come 
back  to  me,  and  I  was  able  to  nurse  him  and  have  a  good  heart 
towards  him.  It  was  not  against  me  he  had  sinned,  though  he 
had  made  me  suffer." 

"And  what  became  of  him?"  asked  Gertrude. 

"  He  got  well  again  that  time,  but  he  went  on  in  bad  ways. 
He  left  me  to  go  and  live  with  another  woman,  and  I  went  to 
service  under  my  maiden  name;  my  husband  joined  a  gang  of 
burglars,  and  got  shot  one  night  in  attempting  to  enter  a 
gentleman's  house.     I  went  to  him  in  the  prison." 

"  Well  ?  "  said  Gertrude. 

"Well,  ma'am,  he  was  quite  sensible  and  knew  me,  and 
thanked  me  for  coming  to  see  him.  He  died  before  his  trial 
came  on." 

"  And  were  you  not  very  glad  ?  "  asked  Gertrude,  bitterly. 

"  No,  ma'am ;  I  let  it  be  as  it  best  pleased  God.  I  knew  His 
way  would  be  best." 

"  But  you  must  have  lived  in  constant  dread  of  him,  and  of 
what  he  might  do." 

"  Xo,  ma'am ;  I  was  kept  quiet — I  was  not  afraid." 

Gertrude  looked  at  the  composed,  steadfast  face  of  her  land- 
lady, and  owned  in  her  heart  that  a  more  excellent  spirit  was  in 
her  than  within  herself. 

"But  what  did  you  do  when  you  found  him  going  so  wrono-, 
and  when  he  injured  you  so  deeply?" 

"  I  prayed  to  God  for  him,  ma'am — that  was   all   I  could 


THE   SORROWS   OP  GENTILI1X  289 

do ;  and  I  was  kept  to  feel  quiet  myself — through  every 
thing." 

"  But  you  could  not  love  such  a  husband,  surely  ?  " 

"  No,  ma'am,  perhaps  not ;  he  had  wore  that  out.  But  I  did 
not  hate  him ;  I  wished  him  well." 

"  What  sort  of  a  man  was  he  in  his  ways  ?  " 

"  Well,  ma'am,  he  was  very  trying.  I  used  to  like  to  have 
things  nice  and  orderly ;  and  when  he  was  in  one  of  his  passions, 
he  thought  nothing  of  smashing  everything;  he  upset  my 
places  sadly." 

"  Mrs.  Hutchins,"  said  Gertrude,  after  a  pause,  "  If  you  will 
come  and  take  a  walk  with  me,  I  will  go  out." 

"  To  be  sure  ma'am,  I  will  be  glad  to  do  so ;  and  don't  sit 
again  so  close  to  your  pattern-drawing  and  embroidery;  you 
take  things  harder  than  they  are  laid  upon  you." 

"  I  have  some  work  to  take  home,  and  if  I  am  paid  I  shall 
have  money  to  pay  that  tailor's  bill,  and  I  shall  feel  happier 
when  that  is  off  my  mind." 

When  Gertrude  came  home  again,  she  felt  like  a  sick  person 
who  has  been  sent  to  breathe  a  purer  atmosphere.  When  she 
knelt  down  that  night,  the  petition  that  came  from  the  depth  of 
her  heart  was — "  Renew  a  right  spirit  within  me !  " 

Before  she  dropped  asleep  a  verse  that  she  had  never  much 
heeded  came  into  her  mind — "  Above  all  things,  have  fervent 
charity  amongst  yourselves/'-r-and  for  the  first  time  it  seemed 
to  haye  a  meaning. 


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CHAPTER  XLVL 

It  was  not  immediately  that  Gertrude  came  to  a  feeling  of 
charity  towards  her  husband ;  but  the  impulse  in  the  right 
direction  had  been  given — she  had  at  last  been  awakened  to  the 
consciousness  of  wherein  she  had  been  wrong.  The  "  grain  of 
mustard  seed  "  had  been  sown,  and  there  needed  only  time  to 
quicken  and  mature  the  growth. 

She  had  not,  however,  any  immediate  opportunity  to  test  her 
improvement.  The  next  morning  brought  her  a  letter  from 
Mr.  Augustus,  saying  that  an  opportunity  had  offered  for  him 
to  go  to  Ireland,  where  he  expected  to  meet  with  something  to 
his  advantage,  and  that  he  purposed  taking  Clarissa  along  with 
him  "for  company,  and  also  to  show  her  to  his  relations." 

This  was  all  the  information  the  letter  contained ;  not  one 
word  about  Clarissa,  no  message  of  love,  not  even  an  address  to 
which  she  might  write ! 

When  Mrs.  Hutchins  came  in  shortly  afterwards,  she  found 
Gertrude  lying  upon  the  floor  in  a  dead  faint. 

"  Dear  heart !  dear  heart !  what  can  have  happened  to  her  " 
and  the  good  woman  tried  long  and  unsuccessfully  to  restore 
Gertrude  to  consciousness. 

At  last  she  opened  her  eyes — the  letter,  lying  where  it  had 
fallen,  was  the  first  thing  she  saw;    a  violent  shudder  passed 


THE    SORROWS   OP  GENTILITY.  291 

through  her  frame,  and  she  became  again  insensible.  Poor  Mrs. 
Hutchins  was  alarmed  at  this  second  and  prolonged  swoon,  but 
at  length  Gertrude  seemed  to  awaken  from  the  dead, — she  sat 
upright, — all  her  faculties  and  recollections  had  come  back  to 
her. 

"  Tell  me  what  must  I  do  ?  what  can  I  do  ?  Read  that  letter, 
and  tell  me." 

"  It  is  a  bad  job ;  you  can  do  nothing, — the  law  gives  him  the 
right  to  take  the  child  anywhere  he  pleases.  It  is  a  pity  but 
what  you  and  he  had  been  more  friendly  together.  I  fear  he 
won't  mind  for  vexing  you." 

"  No !  I  have  not  deserved  that  he  should ;  but  it  is  too 
dreadful.  He  is  the  last  person  Clarissa  ought  to  be  with, — he 
is  not  a  fit  companion  for  her.  You  do  not  know  the  people 
she  will  be  thrown  amongst  even  if  the  best  happens,  and  he 
takes  her  to  her  grandmother ;  but  I  fear  he  will  keep  her  with 
him,  and  she  will  see  and  hear  nothing  but  evil  continually." 

"  It  is  a  hard  blow,  but  you  must  recollect  she  is  in  the  hands 
of  God,  and  He  can  guard  her  from  all  evil  there  as  well  as  if 
she  were  here." 

"If  she  had  only  died  I  could  have  borne  it,  but  this  is 
worse." 

"  We  must  think  who  sends  the  trouble — it  would  be  harder 
still  to  bear  else.  But  is  there  nothing  to  be  done  ? — Maybe,  if 
you  were  to  go  down  to  the  place  where  she  has  been  staying-, 
you  might  hear  something.     How  do  you  go  there  ?" 

Gertrude  eagerly  caught  at  the  suggestion.  "  I  will  take  a 
chaise  and  go  to-night — at  once." 

Alas !  Gertrude  had  not  the  money,  and  Mrs.  Hutchins  had 
it  not  to  lend  her.  Gertrude's  thoughts  turned  to  Lady 
Southend,  but  her  ladyship  was  out  of  town,  A  day's  delay 
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292  THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY. 

might  make  her  too  late.  The  money  with  whicb  she  had 
bought  her  husband's  absence  from  home  would  in  this 
emergency  have  enabled  her  to  reach  her  child ; — her  conscience 
was  not  slow  to  suggest  this. 

"  Suppose  I  go  to  make  inquiries  at  a  coach-office,"  said  Mrs. 
Hutchins. 

"  No,  no,  you  shall  not.  I  will  go ;  it  may  be  that  the  coach 
is  on  the  point  of  starting  when  I  get  there — if  you  went  I 
should  miss  it." 

"  Well,  well,  I  will  not  hinder  you,  but  I  will  go  with  you ; 
and  you  shall  go  if  you  will  only  eat  something  first." 

"It  will  choke  me,"  said  Gertrude,  hastily  beginning  to 
collect  a  few  necessary  articles  and  put  them  into  a  bag.  "  Now 
come,  I'm  ready." 

Mrs.  Hutchins  hailed  a  coach,  for  Gertrude  was  unable  to 
walk. 

When  they  arrived  at  the  coach-office,  they  found  that  a  coach 
passing  the  gates  of  Elvington  Park  left  the  office  at  nine 
o'clock  in  the  morning  and  reached  there  about  seven  in  the 
evening;  it  was  a  long  day's  journey.  Flying  would  have  been 
all  too  slow  for  Gertrude,  she  wished  to  set  off  on  foot  and  to 
walk  all  night. 

'"  You  would  arrive  there  no  sooner,  dear ;  for  you  would  have 
to  wait  till  the  coach  overtook  you.  You  must  take  it  as  part 
of  the  trial  appointed  to  you,  and  accept  the  delay  with  patience. 
You  will  be  stronger  to-morrow,  and  better  able  to  travel,  and 
you  may  make  some  arrangement  to  follow  them  if  they  should 
be  gone  forward.  This  very  delay  may  enable  you  perhaps  to 
come  up  with  them  earlier  than  if  you  had  your  will  and  set  off 
in  this  hurried  manner." 

Gertrude  yielded  to  the  necessity,  and  returned  home, 


THE   SORROWS   OP  GENTILITY.  293 

The  whole  of  that  night  she  watched  for  the  morning.  Mrs. 
Hutchins  tried  to  say  words  of  comfort,  but  Gertrude  heeded 
them  not. 

"  I  shall  not  come  back  till  I  have  found  her,  Mrs.  Hutchins. 
I  will  follow  them  all  over  the  world.  If  you  like  to  let  these 
rooms,  do — do  not  let  me  stand  in  your  way." 

"Dear  heart,  don't  think  of  me.  Have  you  put  up  every- 
thing you  will  want  ?  Have  you  any  work  to  send  home,  or 
any  message  for  the  shops  you  work  for?  " 

This  removed  Gertrude's  thoughts  forcibly  in  another 
direction.  If,  indeed,  she  should  be  forced  to  prolong  her 
absence,  some  arrangement  was  absolutely  necessary.  This 
seemed  too  to  advance  her  on  her  journey ;  it  was  at  any  rate 
doing  something  towards  setting  out. 

Completely  worn  out,  she  slept  for  an  hour  towards  morning. 

Long  before  it  was  time  to  start,  her  nervous  eagerness 
brought  her  to  the  coach-office.     Mrs.  Hutchins  came  with  her. 

"  You  will  write  me  a  line,  ma'am,  just  to  tell  me  of  your 
success." 

Gertrude  grasped  the  hand  of  her  companion. 

"Yes,  yes,"  she  said  in  a  harsh  discordant  tone,  that  sounded 
strangely  unlike  her  natural  voice. 

The  coach  set  off  at  last,  and  Gertrude  was  in  pursuit  of  her 
child,  at  the  rate  of  eight  miles  an  hour. 

How  slow  and  weary  seemed  the  day ! 

At  last  the  coach  reached  the  lodge-gates.  Gertrude 
descended  from  the  jingling  stage-coach,  the  guard  flung  out 
her  portmanteau,  and  the  stage  drove  on. 

The  blood  beat  tumultously  in  her  heart,  and  the  next 
moment  seemed  to  congeal  to  ice.  In  answer  to  her  inquiry, 
the  woman  at  the  lodge,  a  hard-looking  woman  with  a  sour 


294  THE   SOREOWS   OF  GENTILITY. 

placidity  of  face,  told  her  that  the  party  at  the  Hall  had  broken 
up  the  day  before,  and  that  no  one  remained  except  my  lord 
and  lady,  who  were  returning  to  town  the  next  morning1. 

"  Do  you  know  ? — did  you  see — whether  a  little  girl  who  has 
been  here  on  a  visit  with  her  father  has  gone  away,  or  is  she 
still  at  the  Hall  ?  " 

"Indeed,  ma'am,  I  cannot  say,"  replied  the  woman.  "I 
believe  all  the  young  nobility  who  have  been  visiting  in  the 
nursery  went  away  directly  after  the  ball." 

The  woman  spoke  stolidly,  and  with  the  most  unimpressible 
indifference — the  manner  not  insolent  only  because  it  was 
devoid  of  all  expression. 

"  Perhaps  you  will  allow  me  to  leave  my  travelling  bag  here, 
whilst  I  go  to  the  hall  to  enquire."  Gertrude  spoke  gently 
and  courteously. 

"  Yes,  I  suppose  you  may  leave  it,"  said  the  woman  reluct- 
antly ;  "  you  will  hear  no  more  than  I  have  told  you;  her  lady- 
ship doesn't  like  seeing  strangers  at  this  time  of  day.  It  is 
not  easy  to  see  her  at  any  time.  Had  you  not  better  come 
again  r 

But  Gertrude  was  already  out  of  heai'ing.  She  did  not  go 
to  the  grand  entrance,  but  up  a  narrow  path  that  led  round  the 
house  to  the  offices. 

Her  dress  was  dusty  and  crumpled  with  a  long  day's  travel, 
her  face  was  harassed  and  weary,  but  Gertrude  looked  still  an 
undeniable  gentlewoman  in  her  carriage  and  bearing.  One  of 
the  men  servants  crossing  the  court  saw  her  and  approached ; 
his  manner  was  far  more  respectful  than  that  of  the  woman  of 
the  lodge. 

"  Is  Miss  Donnelly  still  here  ?"  Gertrude's  parched  throat 
could  scarcely  articulate  the  question. 


THE   SOEEOWS   OF  GENTILITY.  295 

"  I  do  not  know,  ma'am,  but  I  will  enquire,  if  you  will  coma 
into  the  housekeeper's  parlour.  The  party  broke  up  yesterday, 
and  I  heard  the  nursery  footman  saying  that  Miss  Donnelly 
was  to  leave  with  her  father,  but  she  may  be  here  still." 

Gertrude  followed,  thankful  for  the  doubt  so  charitably 
thrown  out. 

The  housekeeper — a  stately  middle-aged  woman  in  stiff 
black  silk,  with  her  face  drawn  into  an  expression  of  repulsive 
dignity,  though  the  features,  being  small,  were  somewhat 
overtaxed  to  produce  it —  looked  up  in  surprised  displeasure  at 
the  invasion  of  her  parlour. 

"  A  lady,  ma'am,  who  has  come  to  enquire  for  Miss  Donnelly," 
said  the  footman. 

"  I  am  her  mother,"  gasped  Gertrude  "  and  I  only  heard  yes- 
terday that  she  was  likely  to  be  taken  away  to  Ireland." 

"  Indeed,"  said  the  housekeeper  coldly,  "  I  do  not  know  ;  the 
nursery  is  an  entirely  different  branch  of  the  establishment.  Is 
her  ladyship  aware  of  your  visit  ?  " 

"  Oh,  if  I  could  see  her  ladyship,  I  should  be  most  thankful." 

"  I  really  do  not  know,"  said  the  housekeeper,  "  her  ladyship 
is  not  in  the  habit  of  being  disturbed.  You  say  that  she  knows 
you?" 

"  No,"  said  Gertrude,  "  I  never  saw  her.  My  husband  and 
little  girl  have  been  here  during  the  election.  He  is  a  friend  of 
Lord  Elvington's." 

"  Oh,"  rejoined  the  housekeeper,  looking  at  her  with  her  cold 
sullen  face,  "  many  sort  of  folks  come  at  election  times  that  my 
lady  would  neither  see  nor  speak  to  at  others ;  but  you  say  your 
little  girl  has  been  on  a  visit  to  her  ladyship's  children  ?  " 

Gertrude  bowed  her  head,  she  could  not  trust  herself  to  speak 
—-her  eyes  were  fixed  on  the  door.     The  good  natured  footman 


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THE    SORROWS   OE   GEXTILITY. 


returned  at  last  with  "  Mrs.  Blisset's  compliments  (the  head 
nurse,  ma'am)  and  Miss  Donnelly  went  away  with  her  father 
yesterday  morning  in  the  carriage  of  Mr.  Fitz-Vashipot ; — she 
believes  they  were  to  sail  from  Holyhead  for  Dublin,  but  she  is 
not  certain.  The  young  lady  was  quite  well,  ma'am,  she  bid  me 
say." 

Gertrude's  look  of  despair  touched  the  humane  footman ; — 
the  housekeeper  looked  as  if  she  saw  and  felt  nothing  but  the 
inconvenience  of  having  Gertrude  standing  there  in  the 
parlour,  without  any  immediate  prospect  of  getting  rid  of 
her. 

"  Is  there  anything  I  can  do,  ma'am  ?  or  any  other  enquiry 
you  would  like  to  make  ?" 

"  If  I  might  see  her  ladyship  for  one  minute  I  should  be 
grateful ; — she,  at  least,  could  tell  me  where  they  are  gone." 

"I  will  ask  Mr.  Williams,  the  groom  of  the  chambers, 
whether  her  ladyship  has  left  the  dining-room.  I  will  go  and 
see  what  can  be  done." 

"  You  had  better  take  a  seat  until  Mr.  James  returns,"  said 
the  housekeeper,  discontentedly,  seating  herself  as  she  spoke  in 
her  large  easy  chair,  and  resuming  the  perusal  of  her  news- 
paper. 

Gertrude  thankfully  availed  herself  of  the  permission. 

"  Mr.  James,"  as  the  housekeeper  called  him,  at  length 
returned  with  the  intelligence  that  her  ladyship  would  have  the 
pleasure  of  speaking  to  Mrs.  Donnelly  in  the  library  directly. 

Gertrude  rose,  and  courteously  wishing  the  housekeeper  good 
evening,  followed  her  conductor  along  the  matted  passage,  wide 
enough  to  be  called  a  corridor,  and  across  a  magnificent  hall, 
paved  with  different  kinds  of  marble  arranged  in  mosaic,  into  a 
room  filled  with  antique  oak  carvings  and  stained-glass  windows  • 


THE   SORROWS   OP  GENTILITY.  297 

the  boards  of  the  floor  were  of  polished  oak,  as  smooth  as  glass, 
except  where  they  were  covered  in  the  centre  with  a  rich  Turkey- 
carpet. 

A  handsome,  haughty-looking  woman  stood  on  the  hearth- 
rug, before  the  small  wood  fire  that  was  burning  in  the  chimney, 
summer-time  as  it  was.  A  younger  and  less  remarkable-looking 
woman  was  beside  her. 

"These  election  times  bring  one  acquainted  with  strange 
people,"  said  the  elder  lady,  with  a  look  of  disgust.  "  One's 
household  gods  are  desecrated,  and  the  odour  of  bad  society 
lingers  over  the  house  for  months  after  all  is  over." 

"  Mrs.  Donnelly,  my  lady,"  said  the  footman,  throwing  open 
the  door. 

The  stately  lady  advanced  a  step,  and  said,— 

"  I  was  told  that  you  wished  to  see  me." 

"  I  came  to  fetch  my  little  girl,  who  has  been  staying  here 
with  her  papa,  on  Lord  Elvington's  invitation.  I  find  she  has 
been  taken  away — can  your  ladyship  tell  me  where  ?  " 

Lady  Elvington's  brow  slightly  clouded.     She  said,  coldly, — 

"  Mr.  Donnelly  brought  his  little  girl  for  the  election  time ; 
he  left  yesterday,  taking  the  child  with  him.  I  do  not  know 
anything  further  about  him." 

A  good-natured  looking  middle-aged  man  entered  the  room 
and  saxmtered  towards  the  fire-place. 

"  My  lord,"  said  the  lady,  turning  round,  "  do  you  chance  to 
know  anything  of  Mr.  Donnelly's  movements?  This  lady  is 
his  wife,  come  to  claim  her  little  girl  from  us." 

"Eh — what?  No,"  said  his  lordship,  coming  forwards  and 
looking  at  Gertrude.  "  I  don't  know  anything  about  his  move- 
ments. It  strikes  me  I  heard  him  say  something  about  going  to 
see  his  mother  and  his  uncle,  Sir  Lucius  O'Connor ;  and  I  think 


293  THE    S02E0W8   OP  GENTILITX 

he  agreed  to  cross  over  with  Fitz-Vashlpot.  It  was  tinpardon- 
ably  thoughtless  in  him  to  take  away  the  child  without  informing 
you;  bat  yon  need  not  be  agitated,  my  dear  madam.  Miss 
Clarissa  will  be  in  no  danger.  You  would  scarcely  be  ■  in  time 
to  catch  them  at  Holyhead,  even  if  you  were  to  take  post- 
horses;  but  a  letter  addressed  to  the  care  of  Fitz-Vashipot 
would  be  sure  to  find  your  husband,  who,  no  doubt,  will  take 
the  earliest  opportunity  of  repairing  his  omission.  Do  not  be 
agitated,  I  b?g ;  depend  upon  it,  all  is  quite  right,  only  a  little 
irregularity  in  the  form ;  he  should  have  asked  leave  at  head- 
quarters. A  charming  child  Miss  Clarissa — full  of  cqneglerie; 
she  will  be  a  dangerous  beauty  some  of  thes%  days  ! " 

"  "Will  your  lordship  be  so  kind  as  to  give  me  the  address 
that  will  find  my  husband,  and  I  will  not  trespass  further  on 
your  time,  except  to  thank  her  ladyship  and  yourself  for  the 
kindness  you  have  shown  my  child." 

Her  ladyship  bowed  coldly.  His  lordship  said,  in  the  hasty 
manner  in  which  he  alwaj-s  spoke, — 

"  Oh,  not  at  all— not  at  all !  She  is  a  delightful  child.  This 
is  the  address.  But  you  cannot  return  to  the  village  alone; 
one  of  the  men  shall  go  with  you." 

"  Matilda,  my  dear,  ring  the  bell,  will  you.  Mrs.  Donnelly 
must  need  refreshment  after  her  journey,"  said  her  ladyship, 
languidly 

Gertrude  strenuously  refused  everything  except  the  footman's 
guidance  across  the  park,  for  it  was  now  becoming  dusk. 

Her  ladyship  bowed  coldly;  his  lordship  shook  hands 
cordially,  and  desired  the  groom  of  the  chambers  to  direct 
James  to  see  Mrs.  Donnelly  safe  to  the  inn  in  the  village. 

"  I  was  told  that  my  friend  Donnelly  had  made  a  mesalliance; 
but  if  looks  go  for  anything,  she  might  pass  muster  amongst 


THE   SORROWS   OP  GENTILITY.  299 

half  the  women  in  the  red-book,"  was  the  observation  of  his 
lordship  after  Gertrude  had  retired. 

"  She  is  a  good  woman  enough,  no  doubt ;  but  it  is  not 
pleasant  to  have  her  come  asking  one  for  her  child,  as  though 
one  had  any  concern  in  the  matter.  I  wish,  my  lord,  you  -would 
be  more  careful  whom  you  invite;  if  anything  unfortunate 
should  occur,  it  will  be  very  unpleasant  to  have  it  dated  from 
our  house.     Who  is  that  Mr.  Donnelly  ?  " 

"  He  used  to  belong  to  Southend's  set.  I  have  known  him, 
on  and  off,  a  long  time.  The  Whig  government  gave  him  some 
appointment,  I  forget  what,  which  he  lost ;  and  then  he  was 
sent  out  to  Africa,  and  returned  lately.  He  is  of  a  good  Irish 
family ;  but  his  ways  and  means  are  a  mystery.  I  suppose  he 
had  money  with  his  wife.  She  is  a  pretty  creature,  though  she 
looked  horribly  anxious  and  jaded.     I  wonder  who  she  was  ?  " 

"  Oh,  nobody,  of  course,  that  we  ever  heard  of  or  are  likely  to 
hear  of;"  and  her  ladyship  settled  herself  luxuriously  into  her 
own  particular  chair.  The  servants  entered  with  lights.  His 
lordship  took  up  the  "Edinburgh;"  her  ladyship  began  to  cut 
the  leaves  of  a  new  novel ;  whilst  the  lady  called  "  Matilda  " 
made  tea  at  another  table. 


300  THE  SORROWS  OP  GENTILITY. 


CHAPTER  XLVII. 

The  landlady  of  the  "  Wheatsheaf,"  seeing  Gertrude  accom- 
panied by  one  of  the  footmen  from  the  Hall,  received  her  with 
a  degree  of  zealous  politeness  which  would  scarcely  have  greeted 
her  otherwise. 

Seeing  her  extreme  exhaustion,  she  suggested  "  a  nice  cup  of 
tea  and  a  new-laid  egg."  Gertrude  sank  wearily  on  the  settee 
covered  with  check  gingham,  which  did  duty  for  a  sofa,  and 
feebly  wondered  whether  she  were  going  to  die.  Physical 
weariness  swallowed  up  all  distinction  of  suffering ;  she  was  as 
wretched  as  a  human  creature  could  be,  and — live.  But  when 
misery  is  stretched  beyond  a  certain  point,  confusion  follows. 

"  The  nice  cup  of  tea  "  promised  by  the  landlady  scarcely  justi- 
fied its  epithet — it  was  more  like  an  infusion  of  chopped  hay ;  the 
bread  was  sour,  and  the  butter  was  salt ;  the  room  in  which  she 
sat  smelled  horribly  of  stale  tobacco,  and  accused  the  lingering 
memory  of  strong  beer  and  British  brandy  which  had  been 
consumed  in  unlimited  quantities  during  the  last  election  week. 

A  "village  hostel,"  however  picturesque,  is  not  the  place  for 
any  great  comfort.  The  "Wheatsheaf"  stood  on  the  village 
green.  It  was  built  with  numerous  gables  and  overhanging 
eaves ;  the  chimneys  were  quaint ;  the  thatch  was  dotted  with 


THE   S0EE0W3  OP  GENTILITY  301 

houseleek  and  moss ;  the  walls  were  dazzling  with  whitewash. 
An  old  patriarchal  elm  tree,  beneath  which  was  a  bench,  where 
all  the  topers  of  the  village  congregated  to  enjoy  the  beauties  of 
nature  and  virtues  of  strong  ale,  stood  upon  the  green  in  front 
of  the  porch. 

Nothing  by  daylight,  or  twilight,  or  moonlight  could  look 
more  attractive  than  this  real  country  inn,  the  "  Wheatsheaf ; " 
nevertheless,  the  accommodations  were  scanty,  and  far  from 
comfortable.  The  bed-room  to  which  Gertrude  was  ushered  was 
a  bare  uncarpeted  room,  with  the  boards  wide  apart;  a  flock 
bed,  which  felt  as  if  it  had  been  stuffed  with  the  bodies  and 
bones  of  a  whole  generation  of  geese  and  ducks,  with  the 
feathers  omitted ;  coarse  blue  check  window  curtains ;  a  single 
chair ;  and  a  looking-glass  that  made  all  it  reflected  crooked ; — 
but  Gertrude  was  too  weary  to  notice  externals.  The  good 
motherly  landlady,  seeing  that  she  sat  down  listlessly  in  the 
chair,  seemingly  too  stupified  to  be  conscious  of  what  she  was 
doing,  took  upon  herself  to  undress  her,  and  "  to  see  her  com- 
fortable," as  she  expressed  it,  and  Gertrude  fell  into  a  heavy 
slumber  that  lasted  late  into  the  following  day, — although  even 
in  her  sleep  she  was  conscious  of  being  wretched. 

Her  landlady  allowed  her  to  sleep  as  long  as  she  would,  and 
it  was  near  eleven  o'clock  when  Gertrude  came  down  into  the 
parlour. 

A  basket  of  fruit  had  been  sent  down  from  the  Park  by  one 
of  the  under-gardeners,  with  "  my  lady's  compliments  to  Mrs. 
Donnelly."     The  family  had  all  left  the  Hall  that  morning. 

It  made  no  difference  to  Gertrude ;  and  yet,  at  the  news,  she 
felt  like  one  stranded  and  shipwrecked  on  a  desert  island — the 
last  link  connecting  her  with  Clarissa  was  snapped  by  their 
departure. 

Gertrude  had  no  place  of  action,  bub  her  instinct  was  to  get 


302  THE   SOKKOW3  OF  Uli.MLnn. 

back  to  London  as  soon  as  possible.  It  might  be  that  there 
had  been  a  letter  sent  to  her  containing  some  explanation,  some 
cine  to  direct  her  course.  The  stage  only  passed  through  to 
London  three  days  a  week,  and  tbe  present  was  not  one  of  them. 
Gertrude  was  therefore  constrained  to  remain  in  her  present 
quarters  until  the  morrow,  and  this  was  the  best  thing  that 
could  have  befallen.  After  breakfast,  she  attempted  to  write  a 
letter  of  appeal  to  her  husband ;  but  her  powers  both  of  body 
and  mind  had  Leen  overwrought,  and  she  was  incapable  of 
writing  a  line. 

She  remained  the  whole  day  in  a  state  of  half  stupor  that 
was  neither  sleeping  nor  waking.  The  next  morning  she  arose 
feeling  somewhat  more  alive  to  things;  the  stage  coach  was 
expected  at  ten  o'clock  in  the  forenoon,  and  she  had  at  least  the 
prospect  of  getting  away — of  doing*  something. 

The  greatest  blow  that  could  be  dreaded  had  actually  fallen, 
and  she  was  still  too  much  stunned  to  be  conscious  of  the  whole 
extent  of  her  misery.  Mrs.  Hutchins  had  everything  prepared 
for  her,  as  though  she  had  been  fully  expected.  She  asked  no 
questions,  but  behaved  as  much  as  possible  as  though  nothing 
extraordinary  had  taken  place.  One  pleasant  piece  of  intelli- 
gence she  had  to  communicate.  Lady  Southend  had  returned 
to  town,  and  had  sent  a  message  desiring  to  see  her.  Lord 
Southend  and  his  bride  had  also  arrived — all  the  friends  who 
could  help  her  were  within  her  reach.  Gertrude  was  too  weary 
to  feel  any  desire  to  talk  •  the  time  of  words  and  tears  had  not 
yet  come. 

The  next  day  Mrs.  Hutchins,  who  did  not  think  it  safe  to  lose 
sight  of  Gertrude,  accompanied  her  to  Lady  Southend.  The 
old  lady  had  been  informed  of  everything,  so  Gertrude  was 
spared  the  trouble  of  entering  upon  details. 


THE   SOKKOWS   OF   GENTILITY.  303 

The  old  lady  kissed  her,  and  made  her  sifc  dcr.vn  beside  her  on 
the  sofa. 

"  Now  tell  me  about  your  journey.     What  have  you  heard  ?  " 

"  It  was  a  sadden  arrangement.  I  think  Augustus  only 
agreed  to  go  to  Ireland  because  Mr.  Eitz-Somebody  offered  him 
a  place  in  his  carriage,  and  I  think  taking  away  Clarissa  was  a 
sudden  thought  almost  an  accident.  I  do  not  think  there  was 
any  premeditation.  He  was  always  rash,  and  thoughtless,  and 
headlong,  from  the  first  I  ever  knew  of  him." 

"  I  think  so  too ;  and  we  must  be  careful  how  we  take  him, 
or  else  this  whim  may  become  a  fixed  idea.  It  will  hamper  his 
movements,  and  be  attended  with  some  inconvenience,  to  have  a 
child  like  Clarissa  attached  to  him.  He  hates  inconvenience, 
and  if  we  deal  with  him  rightly  he  will  be  glad  to  be  hand- 
somely rid  of  her ;  but  if  we  vex  him,  there  is  no  saying-  what 
rash  thing  he  may  do  out  of  spite.  But  I  do  not  think — at 
least  your  husband  did  not  look  to  me  as  if  he  were  a  malicious 
man." 

"  Oh  do  not  trust  to  that,"  cried  Gertrude,  with  a  shiver. 
"  You  do  not  know  him  since  he  returned  this  time.  He  hates 
me,  and  if  he  takes  it  into  his  head  that  he  can  make  me  suffer 
through  this  act,  he  will  never  give  up  my  child.  He  is  so 
inconsequent  that  he  may  not  have  seen  its  effect  yet ;  but  if  it 
strikes  him,  he  will  be  glad  to  make  me  suffer  to  the  utmost.  I 
feel  that  he  will.  Can  I  not  complain  to  a  magistrate,  and  force 
him  to  give  me  back  my  own  child?  What  right  has  he  to  take 
her  from  me  ? 

"  My  poor  child !  my  poor  child !  Clarissa  belongs  lawfully 
t"o  your  husband,  and  not  to  you.  He  can  do  what  he  likes  with 
her,  so  long  as  neither  life  nor  limb,  nor  property,  are  endan- 
gered,    We  must  hope  for  the  best ;  he  may  be  induced  to  do 


304  THE    SORROWS   OF    GENTILITY. 

what  we  cannot  obtain  by  any  appeal  to  motives  of  law  or 
justice." 

Gertrude  gave  a  wild  gesture  of  dumb  despair. 

"  Southend  has  much  influence,  and  if  anyone  can  persuade 
him  it  will  be  Southend,  and  I  know  he  will  do  his  utmost." 

Gertrude  groaned  and  writhed  as  though  in  agony;  the  hope 
was  so  vague  and  slender,  and  the  despair  so  deep. 

"I  will  see  Southend  to-nigh.  Give  me  your  husband's 
address.  Do  you  write  too.  I  do  not  advise  you  to  follow  him, 
at  least  not  till  we  hear  further,  and  know  a  little  what  he 
intends  to  do.  In  the  meanwhile  take  care  of  your  health  and 
strength,  you  will  need  both ;  and,  above  all,  do  not  give  way 
to  despair — that  alone  will  be  fatal  to  our  success." 

Gertrude  heard  as  though  she  heard  not — she  did  not  realise 
the  meaning  of  the  words  that  Lady  Southend  uttered ;  she 
looked  at  her  blank  and  helpless  when  she  ceased  to  speak. 

"Take  her  home,  Mrs.  Hutchins,  she  will  be  better  to- 
morrow. Do  not  worry  her  with  talking  to  her.  I  will  see 
Southend,  and  consult  him  what  is  the  best  to  be  done." 

Gertrude  went  away  quite  passively,  like  one  walking  in 
sleep. 

When  they  arrived  at  home  there  was  a  letter  for  Gertrude, 
desiring  her  to  go  down  to  The  Cottage  directly  if  sLie  wished 
to  see  her  mother  alive» 


TUG    SORTJOWS   OF   GENTILITY.  305 


CHAPTER  XLVIII. 

Whilst  his  wife  was  in  this  sorrow  and  despair  at  home,  Mr. 
Augustus  was 

'•Lolling at  ease  behind  four  handsome  bays," 

which  whirled  him  along  at  a  first-rate  pace  towards  Holyhead. 
He  found  himself  comfortable  in  body  and  happy  in  his  mind. 
He  was  so  constitutionally  and  incurably  thoughtless,  so  entirely 
inconsequent  in  all  he  said  and  did,  that  he  never  saw  beyond  the 
impulse  of  the  present  moment,  nor  had  the  least  notion  of  the 
shape  his  actions  would  take,  nor  to  what  result  they  would  go ; 
there  was  no  parti  pris  or  malice  prepense  in  what  he  had  done 
with  regard  to  Clarissa. 

The  evening  before  the  party  at  Elvington  Park  was  to  break 
up,  Mr.  Fitz-Vashipot  proposed  to  Mr.  Augustus  that  he  should 
cross  over  to  Ireland  with  him,  and  do  a  few  electioneering  jobs 
for  him  there. 

Mr.  Fitz-Vashipot  was  an  English  commoner,  possessing  a 
large  landed  estate  in  Ireland.  His  influence  was  great,  but  the 
government  at  home  had  refused  him  a  peerage.  He  had  set 
his  mind  on  becoming  Lord  Pitz-Vashipot,  and,  disappointed  in 
this  innocent  aspiration,  he  purposed  to  get  up  a  little  whole- 
some opposition  at  the  ensuing  election.  He  only  intended, 
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306  THE   SOKEOW8   OF   GENTILITY. 

however,  to  sliow  wliat  he  could  do,  that  the  ministers  might 
re-consider  their  ways;  not  by  any  means  to  drive  them  to 
despair — because  despair  never  pays ! 

Mr.  Augustus  was  in  his  abnormal  state  of  fund — viz.,  with- 
out any ;  for  there  had  been  high  play  at  the  Park,  and  though 
Mr.  Augustus  had  won  considerably,  an  unlucky  bet  a  couple  of 
day3  ago  had  completely  cleaned  him  out;  even  the  latitude  of 
"necessary  expenses  "  did  not  furnish  him  with  a  decent  excuse 
for  applying  to  Lord  Elvington.  He  did  not  relish  the  prospect 
of  going  back  to  his  wife,  after  the  charming  society  at  the  Park. 
But  there  was  nothing  else  for  him.  He  did  not  see  his  way 
clearly  as  to  what  was  to  become  of  him  when  he  drifted  from 
his  present  anchorage. 

When,  therefore,  Mr.  Pitz-Vashipot  proposed  to  frank  him  to 
Ireland,  where  "he  might  make  himself  devilish  useful,  and 
perhaps  pick  up  something  for  himself  worth  having,"  it  is  not 
wonderful  that  Mr.  Augustus  should  consider  it  as  a  most 
opportune  "  stroke  of  fortune ; "  and  as  to  making  himself 
useful  by  doing  the  business  of  somebody  else,  that  came  quite 
natural  to  him.  The  most  innately  idle  people  are  often  the 
most  indefatigable  in  that  respect. 

The  taking  Clarissa  with  him,  that  was  the  accident  of  a 
moment.  By  way  of  making  a  show  of  modest  reluctance,  and 
to  enhance  his  value,  Mr.  Augustus  objected  that  he  had  his 
little  daughter,  who  was  too  young  to  travel  alone  home  to  her 
mother. 

"Bring  her  along  with  you,  my  boy;  she  will  be  charming 
company  for  us,  and  she  shall  give  the  colours !  "What  do  you 
say  to  that,  Miss  Beauty  ?  Will  you  come  and  help  us  to  return 
a  Member  of  Parliament  ?  " 

"  If  you  will  let  me  go  back  soon  to  mamma  I  have  no  obiec 


THE   SOEKQWS   OP  GaxriLITY.  307 

tion,  but  I  cannat  be  spared  long-,"  replied  Miss  Clarissa  with  a 
demure  dignity  that  made  Mr.  Fitz-Vashipot  clap  his  hands  and 
laugh,  and  cry  "  Excellent ! — by  Jove !  she  shall  make  them  a 
speech." 

It  was  less  trouble  at  the  moment  for  Mr.  Augustus  to  take 
Clarissa  along  with  him  than  to  make  arrangements  for 
sending  her  home,  and  even  to  be  spared  from  paying  her  coach 
fare  was  a  consideration.  He  did  not  realise  the  terrible  blow 
to  Gertrude,  to  be  told  that  he  had  taken  her  child  away  with 
him  ;  indeed,  that  she  received  any  announcement  at  all  was  the 
merest  accident.  Lord  Elvington  asked  him  if  he  wanted  a 
frank?  and  it  just  struck  him  that  he  might  as  well  write  a 
line  and  tell  Gertrude  he  was  going  to  Ireland.  If  it  had  been 
necessary  to  go  to  the  next  room  for  a  sheet  of  paper,  it  would 
not  have  been  done ;  but  the  writing  materials  chanced  to  lie 
on  the  table  before  him. 

At  first  Clarissa  was  enchanted ;  she  laughed  and  chattered, 
and  had  so  many  pretty  ways,  and  both  the  gentlemen  were  kept 
highly  amused.  But  at  night  the  young*  lady's  spirits  subsided. 
She  flung  herself  clown  on  the  floor,  and  cried  for  her  mamma 
with  so  much  vehemence,  that  the  chambermaid  into  whose 
charge  she  had  been  consigned  sent  for  her  papa  in  dismay. 

Mr.  Augustus,  who  had  never  seen  her  except  in  smiles 
heartily  regretted  he  had  been  such  a  fool  as  to  encumber  him- 
self with  her;  if  Gertrude  had  appeared  at  that  moment,  he 
would  have  welcomed  her  arrival  as  "  a  stroke  of  fortune." 
But  she  did  not  appear,  and  it  was  no  longer  a  simple  matter  to 
send  Clarissa  home.  There  was  nothing  for  it  now  but  to  take 
her  forwards.  She  was  at  length  exhausted  by  crying,  and 
pacified  by  the  promise  that  she  should  see  her  mamma  the  nest 
day,  the  poor  child  sobbed  herself  to  sleep. 
21— a 


SOS  THE    SORROWS    OP   GENTILITY. 

The  next  day  they  sailed,  and  poor  Clarissa, 
"  By  expectation  every  day  beguiled," 

learned  her  first  lesson  in  sorrow.  She  grew  apparently  more 
reconciled,  and  her  spirits  revived  with  the  lightness  of  child- 
hood ;  but  she  generally  cried  herself  to  sleep  at  night,  and  often 
in  the  midst  of  being  quite  lively  and  merry  she  would  burst 
out  into  passionate  crying  for  her  mamma.  The  poor  child  was 
home-sick  and  heart-sick,  and  there  was  no  one  to  comfort  her. 
They  at  last  arrived — after  what  appeared  to  Clarissa  a 
journey  that  would  never  end — at  the  Castle  of  Bally-shally-na- 
Sloe,  county  Sligo,  the  seat  of  Mr.  Fitz-Vashipot,  and  one  of  the 
boroughs  at  stake  in  the  approaching  election.  Clarissa  was 
consigned  to  the  care  of  the  housekeeper,  and  the  two  gentle- 
men commenced  their  electioneering  operations.  It  was  in  the 
good  old  times,  when  an  election  lasted  many  days,  and  many 
things  were  done  in  public  that  in  these  reformed  days  hide 
their  nagrancy  under  a  decent  bushel.  In  the  riot  and  con- 
fusion and  excitement  which  ensued,  Clarissa  was  almost  for- 
gotten. Sometimes,  when  there  was  any  "  grand  company," 
she  was  sent  into  the  drawing  room  before  dinner ;  otherwise 
she  was  left  entirely  to  the  servants  of  an  ill-conducted,  dis- 
.  organised  bachelor's  household.  It  was  altogether  the  last 
place  in  which  a  mother  would  have  placed  her  child  ;  and  even 
Mr.  Augustus,  careless  as  he  was,  went  himself  to  the  house- 
keeper— an  elderly  woman,  whose  soul  was  vexed  with  the 
doings  she  saw  on  all  hands — and  entreated  her  to  keep  Clarissa 
in  her  room,  and  not  to  let  her  run  wild,  until  such  time  as  he 
could  send  her  to  her  grandmother. 

"  Indeed,  sir  !  and  I  think  it  is  her  own  mother  who  will  be 
after  havinsr  a  sore  heart  for  the  loss  of  her.     The  poor  child. 


the  soraiows  op  ghxtility.  suy 

for  all  she  looks  so  lively  just  now,  is  fretting  after  her  mother 
till  it  grieves  me  to  see  her ;  if  I  gather  rightly  from  what  sh© 
tells  me  the  lady  does  not  know  where  she  is ;  and  this  morning 
Miss  Clary  says  in  her  pretty  way,  'Oh,  Norah!  mamma  is 
sitting  by  the  window  now  at  her  work,  and  expecting  me 
home,  and  how  am  I  ever  to  get  out  of  this  big  house  ? '  " 

"  Well,  well,  try  to  put  all  that  out  of  her  head.  I  do  not 
choose  her  to  go  back  to  her  mamma :  not  yet,  at  any  rate — 
but  keep  her  with  you  until  I  have  time  to  attend  to  her." 

Mr.  Augustus  put  a  golden  guinea  into  Mrs.  Norah's  hand, 
and  walked  off  whistling,  and  switching  his  boots  with  a  riding- 
whip. 

He  had  that  morning  received  a  letter  from  Lord  Southend 
— written  with  the  best  intentions,  and  the  worst  possible 
tact. 

Lord  Southend  had  in  his  day  been  a  gay  and  somewhat  un- 
scrupulous bachelor — but  he  had  married  recently,  and  cast  off 
the  slough  of  his  bachelor  days,  and  come  out  bright  and  shin- 
ing in  the  garments  of  praise  and  respectability.  Having  worn 
out  all  the  amusement  there  was  to  be  found  in  the  free  and 
easy  life  of  old,  he  had  become  weary  of  his  "  unchartered  free 
dom,"  and  now  found  the  straight-laces  of  decorum  a  comfort- 
able support.  He  looked  with  all  the  more  sternness  on  the 
course  which  Augustus  was  pursuing,  as  nobody  knew  better 
than  himself  how  extremely  worthless  it  was.  Eesides  all  this, 
he  had  not  forgiven  Augustus  for  bringing  discredit  on  his 
recommendation  by  running-  away  from  his  situation  and  his 
creditors.  But  though  all  these  considerations  might  account 
to  those  aware  of  them,  for  the  grand  seigneur  tone  of  his  letter, 
they  did  not  render  it  the  least  pleasanter  to  receive. 

He  called  Augustus  roundly  to  account  for  "the  great  trouble 


310  THE   S03EOWS  OP  GENTILITY. 

and  distress  into  which  he  had  plunged  his  industrious  and 
excellent  wife ; "  he  exhorted  him,  much  in  the  style  of  the  re- 
formed King  Henry,  to  amend  his  life ;  aud  concluded  by 
expressing  a  hope  that  Miss  Clarissa  might  at  once  be  restored 
to  her  mother  before  other  measures  were  resorted  to. 

The  letter  contained  no  money,  nor  any  intimation  of  favours 
to  come. 

Mr.  Augustus  thought  he  discerned  clearly  that  he  had  no- 
thing  more  to  hope  from  Lord  Southend ;  and,  as  he  imagined 
he  had  supplied  himself  with  another,  and  an  equally  efficient, 
patron  in  Mr.  Fitz-Vashipot,  he  had  no  motive  for  endeavour- 
ing to  propitiate  Lord  Southend ;  he,  therefore,  indulged  him- 
self in  the  luxury  of  resentment. 

Gertrude  had  written  also  by  the  same  post — but  her  letter, 
through  some  of  the  wild  contradictions  and  perversities  that 
prevail  in  this  world,  never  reached  him  ;  if  it  had,  his  conduct 
would  perhaps  have  been  different,  for  she  had  written  a  gentle 
and  touching  letter,  calculated  to  soothe  all  the  self-love  she 
might  have  ruffled.  She  entreated  him  to  come  home,  and  she 
spoke  of  Clarissa  as  their  child  ;  with  wonderful  instinct  she  had 
divined  what  to  say  and  what  to  avoid — it  was  a  masterpiece  of 
maternal  sagacity  and  tenderness ; — and  that  letter  was  lost. 
The  good  angel  of  Augustus  Donnelly  slumbered  when  that 
occurred,  for  it  might  have  saved  him  from  committing  an  act 
of  devilish  cruelty ;  at  first  it  had  only  been  an  act  of  culpable 
thoughtlessness,  but,  persisted  in,  its  name  became  a  word  with 
a  deadly  meaning. 

Lord  Southend's  well-meant  commendations  of  Gertrude  con- 
verted the  smouldering  dislike  and  sullen  wounded  self-love  of 
Mr.  Augustus  into  active  malice.  He  ceased  to  care  for  the 
trouble  Clarissa  gave  him,  in  the  consciousness  of  the  power  it 


THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY.  311 

gave  Mm  to  torment  his  wife.     He  sat  down  and  wrote  the  two 
following  letters.     The  first  was  in  reply  to  Lord  Southend : — 

"  My  Lord, — I  should  scorn  myself  were  I  to  allow  the  sense 
of  past  favours  to  interfere  with  the  expression  of  my  sincere 
and  candid  opinion  of  your  lordship's  letter  just  received.  I 
consider  it  an  intrusion  into  the  privacy  of  my  affairs,  and  I 
treat  the  assertions  it  contains  with  the  contempt  they  merit. 
Your  lordship  has  shown  me  some  kindness  in  days  gone  by,  and 
I  called  you  friend ;  but  I  cast  you  from  me  like  a  ivithered  leaf, 
and  we  are  henceforth  strangers !  For  your  information,  I  tell 
you  that  it  is  not  my  intention  to  allow  my  daughter  to  return 
to  her  mother,  however  'industrious'  or  '  excellent'  it  may  please 
your  lordship  to  consider  her. 

"  Your  lordship's  obedient  servant, 

"  Augustus  Donnelly." 

To  Gertrude  he  wrote  more  laconically  : — 

"  Gertrude, — As  it  is  my  decided  intention  not  to  allow  you 
to  have  any  further  charge  of  your  daughter,  I  beg  that  you  will 
acquiesce,  and  not  persecute  me  with  your  ill  humour,  nor  insti- 
gate strangers  to  insult  me  with  their  remarks  upon  my  private 
concerns.  I  am  perfectly  aware  of  your  sentiments  towards  me, 
and  if  you  send  me  any  further  letters  I  shall  not  read  them. 

"  Your  husband, 

"A.  Donnelly." 

When  Mr.  Augustus  read  over  these  letters  he  was  highly 
satisfied  both  with  the  matter  and  the  diction.  He  got  them 
franked  and  posted,  and  felt  a  self-complacency  to  which  his 
bosom  had  long  been  a  stranger.  He  would  have  been  highly 
affronted  had  any  one  told  him  that  it  was  a  mere  flash  in  the 


812  THE   SORROWS   OP  GENTiLITY. 

pan,  that  he  was  incapable  of  holding  to  any  purpose  which  in- 
volved the  slightest  inconvenience,  and  that,  notwithstanding 
all  his  marital  bluster,  he  would  send  Miss  Clarissa  back  to  her 
mother  the  moment  it  suited  him  to  do  so. 

If  Gertrude  had  known  this,  it  would  have  saved  her  from 
mortal  pain ;  but  we  none  of  us  make  allowance  for  the  incon- 
sistency of  human  nature  in  our  judgment  of  things  and  people ; 
we  persist  in  believing  that  they  will  act  according  to  pro- 
gramme— it  is  our  own  superstition  that  invests  them  with 
their  power. 


THIS    B0KR0WS    OF    GENTILITY.  iU3 


CHAPTEE'  XLTX. 

When  Gertrude  reacted  The  Cottage  she  found  that  her 
mother  was  better — she  was  still  trembling1  on  the  brink  of  the 
grave;  but  the  crisis  was  past — she  was  in  no  immediate  dan- 
ger unless  she  had  a  relapse. 

This  was  some  consolation  to  Gertrude — the  last  drop  had 
not  been  added  to  the  "waters  of  the  full  cup"  that  had  been 
"  wrung  out  to  her." 

Gertrude  took  her  station  beside  her  mother's  bed,  and  as  all 
agitation  and  emotion  would,  the  doctor  declared,  be  fatal  to  the 
patient,  Gertrude  was  enabled  to  control  all  the  evidence  of  her 
own  suffering,  and  to  be  as  quiet  and  calm  as  though  she  had 
come  in  from  an  ordinary  walk.  Mrs.  Morley  was  in  a  con- 
dition in  which  more  depended  upon  the  nurse  than  the  doctor  ; 
Gertrude  watched  day  and  night,  and  felt  glad  that  her  mother 
was  at  least  spared  a  grief  that  was  almost  heavier  than  she 
could  bear.  But,  even  whilst  this  thought  passed  in  her  mind, 
"  the  sin  of  her  youth"  rose  up  to  her  memory  like  an  accusing 
spirit — she  had  inflicted  upon  the  mother  lying  there  before  her 
a  sorrow  far  more  bitter  than  even  the  loss  of  Clarissa,  for  she 
had  added  to  it  the  sting  of  ingratitude,  her  own  "  sin  had  found 
her  out,"  and  it  was  only  her  own  measure  that  had  been  meted 
out  to  her.     She  had  received  no  sorrow  but  what  she  had 


314  the  sorrows  of  gentility. 

hitherto  deserved.  She  saw  her  own  past  life  in  a  different 
light  to  what  she  had  hitherto  regarded  it.  She  had  known 
great  sorrow  and  remorse  for  her  conduct  to  her  parents  ;  but 
now  it  seemed  to  her  so  black  that  nothing  could  equal  its  base- 
ness, that  no  other  human  being  was  so  bad  and  wicked  as  she 
had  been ;  her  repentance  began  strong  and  fresh,  as  though 
she  had  never  befere  seen  the  enormity  of  her  sin.  It  was  true 
that  sorrow  had  come  upon  her ;  but  what  was  she  that  she 
should  complain  ?  It  seemed  to  her  that  she  ought  rather  to 
receive  and  entertain  her  great  sorrow  in  quietness  and  rever- 
ence, as  though  it  were  an  angel  sent  from  God  to  commune 
with  her  heart. 

The  hours  thus  spent  in  silent  watching  beside  her  mother's 
bed  were  laden  Avith  the  seed  of  a  new  and  hidden  life. 

If  we  would  only  take  sorrow  to  our  heart  when  it  conies 
upon  us,  and  treat  it  nobly,  we  should  find  that  we  had  enter- 
tained an  angel  unawares. 

At  length,  thanks  in  great  measure,  humanly  speaking,  to 
Gertrude's  care  and  skill  in  nursing,  Mrs.  Morley  was  pro- 
nounced convalescent,  and  allowed  to  come  down  stairs. 

Then  Gertrude  told  her  story,  and  expressed  her  desire  to  go 
to  Ireland  in  search  of  her  daughter. 

Mrs.  Morlcy's  sympathy  was  strong  and  warm,  as  a  mother's 
only  can  be.  Simon  Morley  was  inclined  in  his  heart  to  take  a 
very  prosaic  view  of  the  matter ;  he  considered  that  Gertrude 
was  now  without  encumbrances,  and  might  come  and  live  with 
them,  and  be  re-instated  in  all  her  privileges  as  their  daughter. 
He  thought  it  only  right  that  Mr.  Augustus  should  support  his 
own  child ;  and  as  for  Gertrude's  feelings,  he  did  not  understand 
them.  He  could  only  feel  and  judge  like  a  man  and  a  parish 
overseer,  as  he  was ! 


THE   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY.  815 

He  had  the  grace,  however,  to  abstain  from  giving  any- 
decided  utterance  to  these  opinions.  He  only  grunted  and  puffed 
clouds  of  smoke,  and  asked  Gertrude  if  she  thought  there  was 
any  chance  of  getting  back  the  child  without  getting  hold  of 
the  husband  at  the  same  time,  and  intimated  she  had  better  keep 
quiet  and  not  run  the  risk  of  that. 

At  length  the  letter  came  from  Mr.  Augustus,  which  was  not 
in  answer  to  hers.  Gertrude  handed  it  to  her  father  in  silence. 
He  put  on  his  spectacles,  and  read  it  through. 

"  A  pitiful  jackanapes  !  He  deserves  to  be  flogged  at  a  cart- 
tail  !  "Why,  rough  as  I  am,  and  queer- tempered  as  I  am,  I  would 
sooner  have  cut  off  my  right  hand  than  have  written  such  a 
letter!  Read  it,  missis,  and  tell  us  what  you  think  about  it. 
Nay,  lass,  never  cry;  he  is  not  worth  it.  Thou  shalt  go  to 
Ireland,  if  it  took  the  last  penny  I  had  !  and  thou  shalt  get  thy 
little  lass  back  aa:ain.  Never  fear !  A  pitiful  scoundrel !  A 
pretty  fellow  he  is,  to  write  himself  !your  husband.'  It  was  a 
bad  day  when  you  first  clapped  your  eye 3  on  him.  But  I  am 
not  going  into  that  again.  I  have  forgiven  thee,  and  there  is 
an  end  of  it.  Thou  shalt  go,  and  I  will  go  with  thee.  Hang-  it ! 
I  should  enjoy  circumventing  the  rascal.  I  will  consult  lawyer 
Sadler  on  the  best  way  of  going  to  work.  He  is  a  clever  fellow ! 
none  more  so.  He  got  a  chap  off  from  being  hanged  who 
deserved  it  as  sure  as  he  was  born." 

This  declaration  of  his  intentions  had  the  effect  of  putting 
Simon  Morley  into  high  spirits ;  either  the  prospect  of  circum- 
venting his  son-in-law,  or  the  testimony  of  his  conscience  that 
he  was  acting  the  part  of  an  affectionate  parent,  made  him  feel 
quite  happy. 

The  next  day  there  came  a  letter  from  Lord  Southend, 
61101031110'  the  one  he  had  received  from  Mr.  Augustus.     He 


816  THE    S0EE0W3    OF    GDIs' ULIiY. 

expressed  in  a  few  formal  lines  his  regret  at  the  ill-result  of  his 
interference,  and  begged  that  if  he  could  do  anything  more  to 
serve  her  she  would  let  him  know.  The  letter  was  perfectly 
courteous,  but  it  spoke  plainly  of  the  difference  between  the 
Lord  Southend  of  yesterday  and  to-day.  The  fact  was,  that  Lord 
Southend  had  grown  dreadfully  discreet.  It  had  been  suggested 
to  him  "  that  he  had  better  not  mix  himself  up  in  the  affairs  of 
a  pretty  woman  like  Mrs.  Donnelly,  whose  husband  might  after 
all  have  reasons  for  what  he  had  done,"  &c,  &c,  and  other 
suggestions  of  a  like  nature,  which  he  caressed  as  prudent ;  but 
an  impartial  recording  angel  would  have  set  them  down  to  a 
great  disinclination  to  be  bothered  with  any  further  applications 
about  Mr.  Augustus  and  his  concerns.  He  fancied  that  he 
"  owed  it  to  his  wife "  not  to  keep  up  any  further  intercourse 
with  such  people.  Lord  Southend  was  growing  indolent  and 
middle-aged,  and  Matrimony  bore  the  blame  of  it. 

Lady  Southend  continued  a  staunch  friend.  She  wrote  Ger- 
trude encouraging  letters ;  advised  her  to  set  off  to  Ireland 
without  delay  to  search  for  Clarissa;  and  volunteered,  if  it 
came  to  the  necessity  of  an  appeal  to  the  Chancellor,  to  furnish 
the  funds.  The  old  spirit  which  had  animated  her  ladyship  in 
her  own  conjugal  difficulties  blazed  out  afresh;  the  old  lady  was 
sorry  to  her  heart  for  Gertrude,  but,  nevertheless,  she  rather 
enjoyed  entering  the  lists  against  any  husband  whatever. 

She  sent  Gertrude  letters  of  introduction  to  friends  of  hers  in 
different  parts  of  Ireland ;  they  were  all  desired  to  receive  Ger- 
trude as  her  ladyship's  friend,  and  to  forward  her  views  in  any 
way  they  possibly  could. 

Gertrude  smiled  bitterly  when  she  received  a  sheaf  of  letters 
directed  to  Viscountesses,  Marchionesses,  and  Honourable  Lady- 
ships, not  a  few — in  all  of  which  she  was  described  as  the  dear 


THE   SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY.  317 

and  especial  friend  of  Lady  Southend.  It  was  her  own  old 
early  dream  of  worldly  consideration  come  true,  but  endorsed 
with  the  bitter  mockery  of  her  own  deep  grief. 

As  soon  as  Mrs.  Morley  was  well  enough  to  be  left,  Gertrude 
prepared  for  her  journey  to  Ireland  to  endeavour  to  reclaim  her 
child  from  her  husband. 

Simon  Morley  accompanied  her  as  far  as  Holyhead,  and  saw 
her  on  board  the  packet.  He  grasped  Gertrude's  hand  at 
parting,  and  whispered,— 

"  Don't  spare  the  brass,  lass !  don't  spare  the  brass  !  Thee 
art  welcome  to  all  thou  wants.  There  is  nought  like  brass  for 
going  through  the  world  and  getting  thy  ends.  God  bless  thee, 
and  I  wish  thee  well ! " 

This  was  the  most  paternal  benediction  which  had  ever  passed 
Simon  Morley's  lips.  The  state  of  opposition  in  which  she 
stood  towards  her  husband  ceemed  to  restore  her  in  his  eyes  to 
all  the  virtue  of  filial  allegiance. 

The  vessel  weighed  anchor,  and  all  Gertrude's  sorrows  and 
anxieties  were  for  the  time  merged  into  the  one  miserable  fact 
of  being*  sea-sick.  This  was  her  first  experience  on  the  sea,  and 
it  came  upon  her  with  a  force  and  originality  not  to  be  gainsaid 
or  set  aside  by  any  other  consideration  whatever. 

She  was  dreadfully  ill ;  and  even  the  stewardess,  blasee  as  she 
was  to  this  branch  of  human  suffering,  became  somewhat 
alarmed. 

The  passage  was  long  and  stormy,  and  when  the  vessel 
reached  Kingstown  Gertrude  had  to  be  carried  on  shore  to  the 
hotel. 


Tllh   SORROWS   OP    GEXL'ILin 


CHAPTER  L. 

Gertrude  was  not  able  to  travel  the  next  day;  her  enforced 
repose  was  made  more  tolerable  by  the  fact  that  the  stage-coach 
which  would  take  her  the  first  twenty  miles  of  her  journey  only 
ran  two  days  in  the  week,  and  would  not  start  until  the  morrow. 

Her  own  sorrow  had  become  merged  in  the  idea  of  what 
Clarissa  would  be  suffering  away  from  her.  Thrown  amongst 
strangers — home-sick  and  heart-sick,  and  no  one  to  comfort  her. 
This  was  no  alleviation  of  her  own  pair. — it  was  only  a  form  it 
took,  which  made  it  harder  to  endure.  All  day  long,  and  all 
night  through  her  sleep,  she  heard  the  little  voice  of  Clarissa 
calling,  "  Mamma,  mamma,  come  and  take  me  away ! " 

Her  intention  was  to  proceed  first  to  the  residence  of  Mr. 
Fitz-Vashipot  at  Bally-shally-na-Sloe,  county  Sligo;  but  it 
was  a  long  way  off,  four  days'  journey,  as  journeys  were  then 
transacted. 

No  one  at  the  inn  could  give  her  any  definite  information  how 
she  was  to  get  there,  and  she  walked  to  the  post-office  to 
inquire;  but  the  process  of  conveying  letters  across  the  country 
was  intricate,  and  left  it  little  less  than  miraculous  how  letters 
ever  found  their  way  to  those  intended  to  read  them.  No  public 
conveyance  went  within  thirty  miles  of  the  place ;  and  when 
Mr.  Fitz-Vashipot  was  at  his  castle,  which  was  not  often,  he  sent 


THE   SOEEOWS   OF  GENTlLITr.  319 

his  own  rider  to  Dublin  for  them,  who  had  relays  of  post-horses 
all  the  way.  Less  considerable  people  residing  in  the  neigh- 
bourhood always  sent  a  man  or  boy  to  the  point  where  the 
letter-bags  were  left  under  a  stone  by  the  coach  as  it  passed,  to 
be  called  for;  and  the  letters  that  were  to  go  were  deposited  in 
the  same  place,  and  taken  up  by  the  coach  on  its  return. 

Any  definite  directions  were  clearly  out  of  the  question,  so 
Gertrude  resigned  herself  to  doing  the  best  she  conld  when  the 
coach  should  put  her  down.  The  landlady  tried  to  comfort  her, 
by  saying,— 

"  That  she  would  find  ground  to  walk  upon,  and  God's  sky  to 
cover  her,  go  where  she  would." 

To  set  off — to  be  doing  something,  was  the  one  desire  that 
consumed  Gertrude.  The  walls  crushed  her — the  air  stifled  her 
— repose  was  impossible. 

The  coach  was  to  start  at  five  o'clock  in  the  morning.  Ger- 
trude did  not  undress,  in  order  that  she  might  be  ready  in  a 
moment;  the  landlady  had  unconsciously  driven  her  nearly 
mad,  by  saying, — ■ 

"  It  is  to  be  hoped  there  will  be  room." 

Gertrude  lay  awake  all  night,  torturing  herself  by  this  pos- 
sibility, and  thinking  of  what  she  should  do  in  case  all  the 
places  were  taken. 

However,  at  five  o'clock,  just  as  she  had  fallen  into  a  cold, 
troubled  sleep,  the  guard's  horn  sounded,  and  the  clattering  of 
the  horses  was  heard  in  the  court-yard, 

Gertrude  started  up,  fearing  she  was  left  behind,  and  that  it 
was  the  departure,  and  not  the  arrival,  of  the  coach  she  had 
lic^rd. 

She  was  ready  in  a  moment,  although  her  trembling  fingers 
could  scarcely  tie  her  bonnet. 


320  THE    SOEKOWS   OF   GEXTILITY. 

The  chambermaid  came  in  with  some  breakfast,  saying, — 

"  Make  haste,  ma'am ;  but  there  is  no  hurry,  and  missis  begs 
you  to  drink  a  dish  of  hot  tea  before  you  start.  She  left  it  out 
for  you  last  night,  and  I  got  up  myself  to  make  it ;  you  see  the 
misses  is  a  lady  and  she  does  not  get  up  for  the  coach.  There 
is  no  huurry  in  life  —  the  coachman  has  been  told  you  are 
coming." 

"  Is  there  room  ?  "  asked  Gertrude,  faintly. 

"  To  be  sure  ma'am,  no  fear  of  that — you  will  have  the  inside 
all  to  yourself;  so  drink  your  tea  in  peace,  and  may  the  Blessed 
Virgin  have  you  in  her  own  keeping,  Amen." 

"  Xow  then,  is  the  lady  coming  ?  "  cried  the  voice  of  the 
"boots." 

"  Don't  tremble  so,  ma'am,  you  are  all  right,  it  is  only  his 
way  to  hurry  people;  ths  coach  won't  go  for  a  matter  of  ten 
minutes  yet." 

Until  she  was  seated  and  the  coach-door  shut  upon  her, 
Gertrude  did  not  lose  the  sickening  nightmare  feeling  that  the 
coach  would  drive  off  before  her  eyes,  and  leave  her  vainly 
trying  to  reach  it.  When  once  seated,  the  sense  of  relief  and 
safety  overcame  her,  and  she  burst  into  tears. 

Every  one  of  the  rough  men  standing  round  the  coach  knew 
that  Gertrude  was  going  in  search  of  her  child,  who  had  been 
spirited  away  from  her  by  her  husband  ;  and  many  expressions 
of  good  wishes  and  encouragement  met  her  ear. 

At  length  the  horses  were  harnessed:  the  coachman,  after 
coming  to  the  window  to  hope  that  her  ladyship  felt  comfort- 
able, mounted  his  box,  and  after  more  noise  and  bustle  than 
would  have  sufficed  to  set  a  whole  solar  system  in  motion,  the 
coach  was  got  under  weigh. 

Human    kindness    and    human    sympathy    Gertrude    found 


THE   S0BE0W3  OF  GENTILITY.  321 

abundantly  throughout  her  journey,  but  the  material  means  of 
continuing  her  progress  were  not  so  easily  attainable. 

The  stage  coach  left  her  at  the  door  of  a  dirty  ill-kept 
inn,  in  a  ruinous-looking  town,  which  might  have  been 
situated  in  the  moon  for  anything  she  knew  about  its  name 
or  nature. 

The  coachman  had,  however,  spoken  to  the  landlady  about 
her,  and  whispered  her  story;  the  landlady,  a  compassionate 
woman,  was  willing  to  do  anything  under  heaven  for  the  poor 
lady — except  furnish  her  with  post-horses — for  these,  indeed,  it 
was  not  the  will  that  was  wanting,  "  but  she  kept  none — they 
were  so  seldom  called  for." 

She  brought  Gertrude  into  the  kitchen,  and  made  her  sit  by 
the  fire,  and  told  her  a  dozen  times  over  that  if  she  had  come 
only  a  month  before  she  would  have  found  running  and  racing 
enough  on  account  of  the  elections. 

"  I  must  go  on  foot  then,"  said  Gertrude. 

A  decent  farmer,  who  was  sitting  with  some  refreshment 
before  him  on  the  other  side  of  the  fire-place,  offered  to  take  her 
as  far  as  Ballynuggery,  if  she  did  not  mind  riding  behind  him 
on  his  dame's  pillion,  as  soon  as  he  had  given  his  horse  a  feed 
of  hay." 

Gertrude  gratefully  accepted  the  offer. 

"Bring  the  creature  here,"  said  the  good-natured  landlady, 
"  and  let  it  have  a  good  feed  of  corn,  to  put  some  spirit  into  it ; 
and  whilst  the  beast  is  getting  ready,  your  ladyship  must  have 
a  taste  of  something  to  eat.  It  would  be  a  sin  to  go  out  fasting 
and  it  is  what  neither  man  nor  beast  ever  does  from  this 
house." 

Little  as  she  felt  inclined  for  food,  Gertrude  felt  the  need 
there  was  to  keep  up  her  strength;   accordingly,  she  compelled 
22 


322  TIIE   SOEEOWS   OF   GENTILITY. 

herself  to  swallow  some  of  the  boiled  chicken  and  bacon  which 
the  good-natured  landlady  set  before  her. 

The  man  who  had  been  out  to  see  after  his  horse  came  in 
whilst  she  was  eating,  and  sat  down  beside  the  fire,  and  began 
to  smoke  in  silence.  As  soon  as  he  perceived  that  Gertrude  had 
finished  he  knocked  the  ashe3  out  of  his  pipe  and  rose,  and 
nodding  to  her,  said — 

"  Xow,  if  you  are  ready,  ma'am,  I  am  ready  too ;  you  shall 
not  be  delayed  by  me.     A  sore  heart  makes  one  impatient." 

The  horse  was  brought  to  the  door.  Gertrude  mounted  on 
the  pillion.  The  landlady  wrapped  her  own  blue  cloak  round 
her  knees,  and  begging  God  and  the  Holy  Virgin  to  have  her 
in  their  keeping,  she  watched  Gertrude  and  her  companion 
depart. 

The  man  was  silent,  for  he  saw  that  Gertrude  was  in  no  dig- 
position  for  conversation. 

Their  road  lay  through  a  wild  flat  country,  very  thinly 
peopled,  and  only  partially  cultivated — a  wild  expanse  of  bog 
was  the  chief  feature,  the  silence  was  intense,  and  made  the 
sound  of  the  horse's  hoofs  loud  and  ominous.  The  dead  loneli- 
ness affected  Gertrude  painfully.  She  felt  frightened  when 
she  saw  with  her  eyes,  and  realised  the  distance  that  had  been 
placed  betwixt  herself  and  her  child. 

It  was  near  sunset  when  they  reached  Ballynuggery.  Ger- 
trude did  not  know  that  her  companion  had  sacrificed  a  day's 
harvesting  to  bring  her  on  her  journey.  He  refused  all 
remuneration,  and  Gertrude  had  difficulty  in  prevailing  uoon 
him  to  take  some  refreshment  with  her ;  when  at  last  he  com- 
plied, it  was  evidently  from  the  fear  that  she  vould  be  disobliged 
by  a  refusal.  When  Gertrude  tried  to  utter  her  sense  of  tin 
kindness  he  had  shown  her,  he  replied  quietly — 


THE  SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY.  323 

"  Bare,  then,  I  have  only  clone  as  I  would  wish  another  to  do 
by  me  and  mine,  if  we  were  in  the  like  trouble." 

He  did  more  than  this ;  he  procured  her  a  horse  and  guide 
for  the  next  day,  and  so  wrought  on  the  man's  good  feelings 
that  he  promised  to  be  ready  to  start  by  sunrise,  that  the  poor 
lady  might  make  a  long  day's  journey. 

When  her  companion  went  to  wish  her  "  Good-bye  " — for  he 
had  to  return  after  a  few  hours'  rest — Gertrude  detached  a  small 
cornelian  cross  from  her  watch,  and  putting  it  into  his  hands, 
begged  him  to  keep  it  in  remembrance  of  his  Christian  deed 
towards  her. 

"  I'll  keep  it  ma'am ;  and  I  will  pray  to  the  Holy  Mother,  to 
comfort  your  heart,  since  it  is  Herself  that  can  pity  you." 

The  man  departed,  and  Gertrude  never  saw  or  heard  of  him 
asrain  in  this  world. 

Her  road,  the  next  day,  lay  across  a  wild  mountain  pass. 
Gertrude's  heart  was  too  pre-occupied  to  leave  her  room  for 
fear ;  she  seemed  to  be  borne  up  with  wings,  or  rather  to  move 
through  difficulties  like  a  sleep  walker.  She  was  conscious  of 
but  one  wish — to  get  on. 

Towards  evening  they  reached  a  village  within  twenty  miles 
of  the  place  she  was  bound  to,  and,  although  her  present  guide 
had  been  more  stolid  and  less  sympathetic  than  her  last,  yet  he 
was  sufficiently  moved  to  volunteer  that  if  the  lady  found  her- 
self sufficiently  rested  after  an  hour  or  two  he  would  find 
another  horse,  and  go  on  with  her  to  the  end  of  her  journey — 
for  the  moon  would  then  be  risen,  and  it  would  be  as  light  as 
day. 

Gertrude  was  only  too  thankful  for  the  offer, — in  which  they 
both  overlooked  the  fact  of  the  untimely  hour  at  which  they 
would  reach  the  residence  of  Mr.  Fitz-Vashipot. 
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324 


THE   SOESOWS   OF   GEXTILITY. 


The  roads  were  so  bad  that  their  progress  was  heavy ;  they 
travelled  the  whole  night,  and  dawn  was  breaking  as  they 
halted  at  the  entrance  of  what  should  have  been  the  park  of 
Bally-shally-na-Sloe.  A  great  deal  of  the  timber  had  been 
cut  down  and  the  place  had  a  desecrated  desolate  air,  that 
gave  the  beholder,  if  he  loved  trees,  a  sensation  as  of  physical 
pain. 

Avoiding  as  well  as  they  could  tie  felled  trees  that  lay  across 
the  paths,  they  made  their  way  to  the  mansion,  which  was  an 
immense  rambling  house,  built  of  dark  red  brick,  with  re-turned 
wings :  the  offices  were  behind.  It  would  have  been  a  hand- 
some place  had  it  not  looked  so  dirty  and  neglected. 

"  In  regard  that  we  are  so  early,"  said  her  conductor,  "  we 
had  best  go  round  through  a  small  wicket  I  know  of,  which 
will  take  us  to  the  housekeeper's  pr  raises,  maybe  some  of  the 
servants  are  astir." 

Gertrude  acquiesced;  she  felt  so  sick,  and  her  heart  beat  so 
wildly,  that  she  could  not  articulate  a  word. 

The  first  word  she  heard  confirmed  her  worst  fears — Mr. 
Fitz-Vashipot  and  all  the  gentlemen  were  gone  away,  and  the 
little  girl  had  gone  with  them  too — none  of  the  servants  knew 
where,  but,  perhaps,  when  the  housekeeper  got  up  she  niio-ht 
know  something.  In  the  meantime,  Gertrude  and  her  o-uide 
were  urged  to  come  in  and  sit  by  the  fire  until  the  housekeeper 
could  see  them. 

It  was  something  to  be  on  the  spot  where  the  spot  where  her 
child  had  been  so  recently;  to  poor  Gertrude  time  had  lono- 
lost  its  distinctions — it  seemed  a  year  since  Clarissa  had  gone 
from  her. 

Whilst  waiting  in  the  kitchen,  the  only  place  where  she 
could  be  introduced,  Gertrude  heard  much  of  Clarissa  of  her 


THE    SOJIROWS    OF   GENTILITY.  o'lj 

health,  of  her  "pretty  ways,"   as  the  dairymaid  called  them,  of 
what  she  used  to  do,  and  how  she  fretted  after  her  mamma. 

"  Gertrude's  heart  felt  bursting  with  impatience  raid  despair 
■ — she  was  broken,  too,  with  fatigue  and  anxiety — she  was  in 
fact  on  the  brink  of  a  brain  fever. 

"  If  you  would  only  call  the  housekeeper,  perhaps,  when  she 
knows  who  it  is  that  is  here,  she  will  not  object  to  rising  before 
her  usual  time  ;  tell  her  I  am  Clarissa's  mother." 

Mrs.  Brian  did  not  make  herself  waited  for,  almost  before 
Gertrude  hoped  she  came. 

"  Come  into  my  room,  ma'am,  and  I  will  tell  you  all  I  can ; 
the  little  girl  is  in  g'ood  health,  at  least  when  she  left  here  three 
weeks  ago." 

Gertrude  followed  the  housekeeper  to  her  room,  where  traces 
of  Clarissa's  presence  were  still  visible — an  old  broken  slate 
scrawled  over  with  childish  drawings — an  old  child's  chair  and 
table — and  a  defaced  doll. 

Gertrude  burst  into  tears,  that  seemed  to  break  her  whole 
frame  to  pieces  by  their  violence.  She  cried  in  piercing  tones, 
"  Oh  !  Clarissa !  Clarissa !  where  are  you  ?  " 

The  housekeeper  wept  for  sympathy,  and  the  servants  who 
had  followed  all  joined  in  the  "  voice  of  weeping." 

At  length  the  housekeeper  recovered  her  composure  suffi- 
ciently to  clear  the  room  of  every  one  except  Gertrude  and  her- 
self. Gertrude  became  gradually  calmer.  Though  her  tears 
continued  to  now,  it  was  more  gently. 

"  Tell  where  they  have  taken  her." 

"  I  do  not  know,"  replied  the  woman.  She  cried  bitterly  to 
leave  here,  for  she  felt  safe-like  with  me,  and  she  hoped  you 
would  come  and  fetch  her.  She  did  not  know  where  she  was 
going.     Once  Mr.  Donnelly  mentioned  her  grandmamma,  but 


326  THE    SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY. 

he  told  her  nothing.  The  poor  lamb  was  home-sick ;  she  talked 
of  you  greatly;  every  night  when  she  said  her  prayers  she 
added  one  to  beg  God  to  send  you  to  take  her  away ;  and  see, 
ma'am,  she  left  this.  Her  father  came  in  while  she  was  writing 
it,  and  made  her  leave  off.  He  flung  it  into  the  fire,  but  it  fell 
out,  and  I  picked  it  up." 

Mrs.  Brian  went  to  a  drawer,  and  took  out  a  sheet  of  scorched, 
dirty,  writing-paper,  on  which  a  letter  had  been  begun  in  child- 
ish characters,  that  had  scarcely  shape  in  them.  Gertrude  seized 
on  it  with  ravenous  eagerness. 

Mrs.  Brian  continued  talking  to  her  about  Clarissa,  and  tell- 
ing her  everything  that  she  could  remember,  however  trivial, 
that  she  had  said  or  done. 

Her  words  dropped  like  water  in  the  desert.  Gertrude  lis- 
tened with  helpless  eagerness.  She  could  scarcely  comprehend 
what  she  heard,  and  she  made  Mrs.  Brian  repeat  her  story 
again  and  again. 

One  of  the  domestics  put  his  head  in  at  the  door,  saying, — 

"  Please,  Mrs.  Brian,  ma'am,  Father  O'Toole  is  in  the  kitchen; 
he  was  passing  by,  and  came  in  just  promiscuous  to  give  us  his 
blessing,  and  maybe  it  would  be  a  comfort  to  the  poor  lady 
there." 

"  Yes  ;  ask  his  reverence  to  step  forwards,"  said  Mrs.  Brian. 

The  nervous  strength  that  had  supported  Gertrude  had  now 
given  way,  and  she  sat  crouched  together  taking  heed  of  no- 
thing. 

Father  O'Toole  came  in ;  he  did  not  at  the  first  glance  look 
like  a  visitor  to  the  house  of  mourning.  He  was  short  and 
rather  fat,  with  a  good-humoured  face,  red,  and  weather-beaten  • 
but  he  had  lived  in  the  midst  of  scenes  of  suffering  and  poverty 
all  his  life.     He  could  speak  to  misery  "  in  its  own  tongue." 


THE   SORROWS   OP   GENTILITY.  827 

His  voice  took  a  tender,  sympathising  tone,  and  his  little  round 
figure  became  instinct  with,  the  dignity  of  his  high  calling  when 
he  approached  a  sufferer  needing  his  consolation. 

He  looked  pitifully  on  Gertrude,  ■who  did  not  look  up  on  his 
entrance. 

"  God  be  merciful  to  you,  my  daughter,"  said  he,  making  the 
sign  of  a  cross  reverently.  "  What  is  the  trouble  that  has  been 
laid  upon  her,  Mrs.  Brian  ?  " 

Mrs.  Brian  told  him  in  as  few  words  as  could  be  reasonably 
expected,  and  expatiated  upon  Clarissa's  beauty  and  winning 
ways. 

"  I  remember  her,  I  have  seen  her,"  said  he. 

Gertrude  looked  up  quickly — "  Do  you  know  where  she  is 
now  ?  " 

"  No,  I  do  not.  But  one  day,  when  I  dined  here,  I  heard  the 
child's  father  speak  of  going  to  visit  his  uncle,  Sir  Lucius 
Donnelly.     He  may  be  there  now. 

"  You  are  only  a  clay's  journey  from  Glenmore,  where  he 
lives.  You  might  be  there  by  tiiis  time  to-morrow  if  you  are 
able  to  travel." 

Gertrude's  faculties  seemed  to  be  entirely  worn  out.  She 
could  no  longer  take  in  what  she  heard. 

"  Say  it  again.     I  do  not  understand." 

The  priest  repeated  his  words  of  encouragement,  and  added 
— -"I  know  Sir  Lucias,  and  I  will  go  along  with  you." 

"  She  travelled  all  night  and  all  yesterday.  She  has  not 
rested  since  she  left  Dublin,"  said  Mrs.  Brian. 

"  Well,  then,  put  her  to  bed.  She  shall  not  stir  a  foot  to- 
day, and  as  soon  as  she  can  move  and  is  come  a  little  to  herself, 
I  will  go  wherever  she  wishes.  I  will  not  leave  her  until,  by 
the  blessing  of  Providence,  she  has  found  her  daughter,  or  I  see 


828  THE    SOEE'.»"S    -Ji-   ".Tjivi-i^iii. 

her  safe  amongst  friends,  though  to  be  sure  when  she  came  to 
you  she  fell  in  with  a  Christian.  So  now,  Mrs.  Brian,  ma'am, 
you  do  your  part,  and  then  I  will  be  ready  to  do  mine.  Mean- 
while I  will  be  after  getting  some  breakfast." 

"  It  is  the  best  of  everything  your  reverence  deserves,"  said 
Mrs.  Brian,  who  was  beginning  to  busy  herself  about  Gertrude. 

A  comfortable  bed  was  made  up  in  the  housekeeper's  room, 
and  Gertrude  passively  allowed  herself  to  be  undressed  and  laid 
upon  it.  The  room  was  darkened,  and  Mr«,  Brian  herself  kept 
watch  beside  her. 


THE   SORROWS   OP  GENTILITT.  329 


CHAPTER  LI. 

When  Gertrude  awoke  after  a  sleep  that  had  lasted  some 
hours,  she  was  much  refreshed,  and  appeared  to  have  recovered 
all  her  strength  both  of  body  and  mind.  She  would  gladly 
have  started  at  once,  but  the  priest  represented  the  advantage 
of  remaining  where  she  was  for  the  remainder  of  that  day,  and 
setting  off  at  an  early  hour  next  morning. 

If  Clarissa  was  not  at  Glenirore,  then  Gertrude  might  pro- 
ceed to  the  village  where  old  Mrs.  Donnelly  had  retired.  The 
priest,  who  knew  well  that  part  of  the  country,  assured  her, 
that  she  might  reach  Glen-pass  (the  name  of  Mrs.  Donnelly's 
place  of  residence)  the  same  evening.  If  no  Clarissa  or  tidings 
of  her  were  to  be  obtained  there,  the  priest  advised  that  Ger- 
trude should  return  to  Dublin,  and  there  communicate  with  Mr. 
Fitz-Vashipot  himself,  who  would  by  that  time  have  returned 
from  Paris,  whither,  Mrs.  Brian  said,  he  purposed  going  when 
he  left  Bally-na-Sloe. 

A  great  change  passed  over  Gertrude  during  that  day.  The 
feverish  eagerness  which  had  consumed  her  was  g-one,  she  ap- 
peared  to  have  risen  superior  to  all  emotions  of  tenderness,  or 
anxiety,  all  other  feelings  were  merged  in  the  stern  determina- 
tion to  recover  her  child.     She  was  guided  and  strengthened 


330  THE  SORROWS  OP  GENTILITY. 

by  a  steady  purpose,  and  no  weak  or  ten:.": or  recollection  was 
allowed  to  absorb  the  strength  needed  for  action.  Very  quiet 
and  very  grave  she  was,  calm  and  self-collected. 

The  next  morning  very  early,  Gertrude  and  Father  O'Toole 
set  off  on  their  journey,  each  mounted  on  a  stout  shaggy  pony, 
accustomed  to  the  roads.  Their  route  lay  over  a  mountain  pass, 
and  across  a  country  where  travellers  were  obliged  to  go 
through  bye  places  in  default  of  a  high  road. 

Towards  three  o'clock  in  the  afternoon,  Gertrude  and  her 
companion  reached  Glenmore,  a  rambling  village,  headed  by  a 
somewhat  dilapidated  specimen  of  Elizabethan  building,  grey 
stone,  with  many  gables  and  twisted  chimneys,  standing  in  the 
midst  of  grounds  that  had  gone  to  a  wilderness,  and  a  moat 
which  was  covered  with  duckweed. 

This  was  the  seat  of  Sir  Lucius  Donnelly,  and  the  very  heart 
of  the  family  grandeur.  They  rede  up  the  broad  but  rough  and 
unrolled  walk  that  led  to  the  deep  entrance  porch,  which  was 
thickly  covered  with  a  luxuriant  growth  of  ivy.  No  inhabitants 
were  to  be  seen  except  a  couple  of  large  grey  shaggy  hounds, 
which  were  sleeping  in  the  sun  with  their  heads  between  their 
stretched-out  paws.  They  roused  themselves  at  the  sound  of 
the  horses'  feet,  and  rushed  towards  them  uttering  a  deep- 
mouthed  bay,  calculated  to  shake  the  nerves  and  check  the 
advance  of  strangers. 

"  What,  Juno  !  Ranger  ! — bid  manners  to  ye !  Don't  you 
know  me?  Quiet,  you  brutes!"  said  Father  O'Toole,  cracking 
his  whip.  The  dogs  appeared  to  recognise  his  voice,  for  they 
began  to  fawn  upon  him,  though  they  continued  to  eye  Ger- 
trude with  suspicion. 

A  large,  athletic,  patriarchal-looking  man,  with  milk-white 
hair,  which  fell  upon  his  shoulders — jet-black  eyebrows  over- 


THE   SORROWS   OP  GENTILITY.  331 

shading-  a  pair  of  large,  bright,  fierce-looking  eyes— advanced 
from  the  house  to  meet  them. 

This  was  no  other  than  Sir  Lucius  Donnelly,  Bart.,  the  foun- 
tain of  all  the  Donnelly  family  grandeur — the  flesh  and  blood 
embodiment  of  Mrs.  Donnelly's  mythic  traditions  of  the  dignity 
of  the  family ! 

He  shaded  his  eyes  from  the  sun  as  he  approached  them,  and 
then  recognising  the  priest,  said,  with  a  certain  dignified  cor- 
diality,— 

"  You  are  welome,  Father  O'Toole — and  you  also,  fair  madam, 
a  thousand  times  welcome." 

"  This  lady  is  the  wife  of  your  nephew,  Augustus  Donnelly," 
said  Father  O'Toole. 

"Ah,  I  have  heard  of  her,"  replied  the  old  g'entleman,  with  a 
shade  of  reserve  in  his  manner.  "  You  are  welcome,  madam,  to 
the  family." 

He  assisted  her  to  alight  with  punctilious  courtesy,  but  there 
was  a  want  of  the  cheeriness  with  which  he  had  first  spoken. 

"All  the  men  are  afield, — -I  believe  I  am  the  only  one  at 
home." 

Indeed  the  house  was  as  silent  as  the  Palace  of  the  Sleeping 
Beauty. 

The  old  chief  of  the  family  handed  Gertrude  with  old- 
fashioner  courtesy  across  the  great  hall  into  a  small  octag'onal 
room,  furnished  in  the  fashion  of  a  century  before ;  the  furniture, 
of  course,  much  the  worse  for  the  lapse  of  time,  and  wofully  in 
need  of  a  housemaid's  ministry. 

He  made  Gertrude  seat  herself  in  his  own  large  leathern 
chair,  and  then  left  her  alone  with  Father  O'Toole,  whilst  he 
went  to  see  if  there  were  anyone  to  take  the  ponies. 

"  Clarissa  is  not  here,"  said  Gertrude,   "  or  he  would  have 


332  THE    S0F.110WS    OP   GENTILITY. 

told  us;  we  may  continue  our  journey  as  soon  as  you  are 
rested." 

"I  am  ready  at  any  moment.  But  we  must  stay  a  little 
while — he  may  know  something  about  your  husband;  at  any 
rate  he  will  tell  us  where  to  find  Mrs.  Donnelly." 

Gertrude  said  no  more.  In  a  few  minutes  Sir  Lucius  returned, 
followed  by  a  rosy,  smiling  servant  girl,  who  proceeded  to  lay 
the  cloth  and  cover  the  table  with  a  substantial  meal. 

"  Have  you  come  far  to-day  ?  " 

"  Well,  we  left  Bally-na-Sloe  this  morning,  and  you  do  not 
ash  what  has  brought  us — we  might  for  all  the  world  have 
fallen  down,  like  the  image  of  Lady  Diana,  from  Jupiter !  Are 
you  not  surprised  now  ?" 

"You  shall  talk  after  you  have  eaten  and  drank,  and  not 
before." 

There  was  a  reserve  and  stiffness  through  all  his  hospitality — 
a  silence  quite  at  variance  with  his  usual  manners ;  but  Gertrude 
was  scarcely  conscious  of  his  presence,  and  was  quite  insensible 
to  the  fact  that  she  was  in  the  presence  of  the  great  man  of  the 
Donnellys. 

Father  O'Toole  felt  more  awkward  than  Gertrude.  He  knew 
that  Sir  Lucius  was  expecting  an  explanation,  and  he  knew  that, 
with  all  his  politeness,  he  considered  Gertrude  an  intruder  into 
the  family.  He  hastened  to  explain  what  had  brought  them, 
and  their  hope  of  hearing  tidings  of  Mr.  Augustus. 

The  old  gentleman  had  heard  nothing  of  his  nephew  since  his 
departure  for  Africa  with  his  friend  Sir  Simon.  He  expressed 
great  concern  at  what  he  heard — told  Gertrude  he  would  be 
proud  of  her  company  as  long-  as  she  liked  to  stay — and  thought 
that,  if  his  nephew  were  in  the  neighbourhood,  lie  would  be  sure 
to  come ;  but  as  to  throwing  any  light  on  his  proceedings,  or 


THE   SORROWS   OP  GENTILITY.  333 

suggesting  any  plan,  that  was  quite  out  of  his  line — he  could 
do  nothing,  and  he  did  not  even  seem  to  feel  the  need  of  doing 
anything. 

"  Oh !  surely,  surely  he  will  never  keep  the  child  from  her 
mother ! "  were  the  words  he  reiterated  in  a  bland,  soothing 
tone  at  every  pause. 

"  Can  you  tell  us  where  we  shall  find  Madam  Donnelly,  your 
respected  sister-in-law  ?  " 

"  Surely  she  is  at  Glen-pass,  twelve  miles  away.  My  niece  is 
at  Dublin,  going  to  the  Castle  balls,  and  treated  with  every 
respect  by  his  Excellency,  who  is  my  particular  friend.  I  dined 
with  him  when  I  was  last  there." 

"  Well,  then,  Sir  Lucius,  we  must  push  on,  or  it  will  be  dark 
before  we  get  to  Glen-pass,  for  the  moon  is  not  to  be  counted 
for  daylight,  harvest  moon  though  she  be.  I  will  fetch  the 
beasts,  with  your  leave." 

Gertrude  looked  gratefully  at  Father  O'Toole  when  he  said 
this.  Sir  Lucius  looked  offended,  for  want  of  knowing  exactly 
what  to  do ;  he  threw  himself  up,  and  said,  stiffly, — 

"  Of  course,  if  you  please  to  go,  you  must ;  but  I  think  it 
strange  that  you  are  in  such  haste." 

The  priest  went  round  for  the  ponies,  and  Gertrude  sat 
watching  through  the  window  for  his  return,  quite  unconscious 
of  the  presence  of  Sir  Lucius.  When  he  returned,  leading  them 
by  their  bridle,  she  rose.  She  heard  the  voice  of  Sir  Lucius 
dimly  sounding,  but  what  he  said  she  did  not  know.  She  looked 
at  him  with  her  large  dilated  eyes,  bright  and  glittering,  and 
gave  him  a  strange,  absent  smile  when  he  put  the  reins  in  her 
hand.  She  appeared  to  say  something,  for  her  lips  moved,  but 
no  sound  came  from  them.  The  priest  remained  a  moment 
behind,  to  bid  his  host  farewell. 


334  THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY. 

"  Is  she  mad,  do  you  think?"  asked  the  old  man. 

"  i'To  ;  only  sorely  stricken  and  afflicted.  I  will  not  leave  her 
till  I  see  her  safe  with  friends." 

Gertrude  had  reached  the  gate  before  the  priest  overtook  her. 
A  few  moments  more,  and  a  turning  in  the  road  hid  Glenmore 
from  the  view —  and  it  was  like  a  dream  that  Gertrude  had  been 
there. 

It  was  eight  o'clock  before  they  reached  Glen-pass,  where  old 
Mrs.  Donnelly  had  enshrined  herself.  It  was  a  naked  grey-stone 
house,  without  any  shelter  except  the  black  mountain  behind  it. 

Mrs.  Donnelly  was  little  changed  from  what  she  had  been 
when  Gertrude  left  her  in  London,  except  that  the  country  air 
had  renovated  her  health.  The  miniature  of  the  departed 
Admiral  still  reposed  upon  her  faithful  and  ample  bosom  ;  and 
her  dress  of  purple  satin  wa3  evidently  hastening  to  the  end  of 
its  term  of  service;  but  her  turban  was  as  dignified  as  if  it  had 
been  a  diadem.  She  kept  up  her  dignity,  and  was  Mrs.  Don- 
nelly still ! 

She  might  be  astonished  to  see  Gertrude,  but  Gertrude  was 
scarcely  conscious  of  seeing  her.  She  cut  short  the  stately 
periods  of  her  mother-in-law's  reception-speech  by  impatiently 
motioning  the  priest  to  speak — she  could  not  find  voice  to  utter 
a  word  herself. 

"  No,  she  is  not  here.  I  have  not  seen  my  son ;  I  did  not 
know  that  he  was  in  England.  My  poor  Gertrude,  I  am  sorry 
for  you!" 

"  Are  you  ? "  said  Gertrude,  looking  at  her,  and  touched  by 
the  tone  in  which  she  spoke. 

"  Oh,  Mrs.  Donnelly,  tell  me  what  I  must  do !  How  am  I  to 
get  back  Clarissa  ?  My  last  hope  was  that  he  had  brought  her 
here  to  you!" 


TEE   SORROWS  OF  GENTILITY.  335 

"Alas,  Gertrude, — I  know  nothing,  I  see  nothing1,  I  hear 
nothing  in  this  place.     Tell  me  all  that  has  happened  ?  " 

But  Gertrude  was  in  no  condition  to  talk.  Father  O'Toole 
told  the  whole  story  from  the  beginning",  only  making  very  little 
of  his  own  share  in  it.  Gertrude  had  relapsed  into  her  abstrac- 
tion, and  heeded  nothing. 

They  were  now  completely  off  the  track,  and  had  no  indica- 
tion to  guide  them  further.  Letters  and  newspapers  rarely 
penetrated  to  Glen-pass.  To  remain  there  would  help  them 
nothing. 

The  old  lady  was  a  good  deal  softened  since  her  retirement 
into  obscurity.  Her  expenses  were  lessened,  whilst  her  income 
remained  much  as  it  ever  had  been ;  there  was  less  strain  upon 
her,  and  she  shone  amidst  the  few  county  families  within  reach 
with  the  reflected  splendour  of  "  her  house  in  London,  where 
she  had  entertained  the  noblest  of  the  land ! " 

Gertrude  had  looked  better  in  retrospect  than  in  the  time 
when  she  had  been  present,  and  her  mild,  conciliating  conduct 
had  taken  its  effect  when  she  was  away.  Gradually  Mrs.  Don- 
nelly had  persuaded  herself  that  she  loved  her  daughter-in-law, 
and  had  always  treated  her  with  maternal  kindness. 

Miss  Sophia,  being  absent,  could  not  interpose  spiteful 
speeches.  There  was  nothing"  to  mar  Mrs.  Donnelly's  reception, 
and  she  really  felt  quite  pleasantly  excited  at  seeing  Gertrude 
again.  Her  story,  too,  was  very  interesting,  and  it  gave  her  the 
glimpse  of  a  possibility  of  seeing  her  son.  She  would  have 
overwhelmed  Gertrude  with  caresses,  but  Gertrude  did  not  care 
to  receive  them.  She  wanted  to  hear  how  they  had  got  on  with 
Sir  Lucius;  but  Gertrude  sat  quite  silent,  and  could  tell  her 
nothing. 

"  We  will  start  on  our  journey  early  to-morrow,"  said  the 


336  THE    SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY. 

priest.  "We  must  go  back  to  Dublin;  we  shall  hear  nothing 
until  we  are  there." 

Mrs.  Donnelly  was  anxious  to  keep  them ;  but  Gertrude  did 
not  seem  to  hear  her. 

The  next  morning,  old  Mrs.  Donnelly  took  an  excellent  fare- 
well of  Gertrude.  She  reminded  her,  with  tears,  that  she 
would  in  all  likelihood  never  see  her  again  in  this  world,  as  her 
health  would  not  allow  her  to  travel.  She  took  a  retrospect  of 
her  own  life,  and  of  Gertrude's  life  since  she  entered  the  family. 
The  Donnelly  rhetoric  was  never  before  so  forcible  or  so  flowery. 
There  was,  however,  a  touch  of  real  feeling  when  she  spoke  of 
Gertrude's  present  condition.  She  assured  her  of  her  protec- 
tion and  benediction,  and  promised  that,  if  the  opportunity 
offered,  she  would  do  her  best  to  restore  Clarissa  to  her ;  in  con- 
elusion,  she  expressed  the  approbation  and  esteem  in  which  she 
held  Gertrude ! 

When  she  had  ended,  she  presented  her  with  one  of  "her 
ancestral  rings  "  and  an  old-fashioned  miniature  of  some  female 
Donnelly,  mounted  as  a  brooch,  and  set  in  garnets. 

"  You  promise  not  to  keep  Clarissa  from  me  ?  "  said  Gertrude, 
answering  the  only  part  of  the  harangue  she  had  heard. 

"I  promise,"  replied  Mrs.  Donnelly,  solemnly.  Gertrude 
turned  aside,  like  a  wearied  child,  to  mount  the  pony  that  had 
stood  some  minutes  at  the  door. 

"Farewell,  Gertrude,"  said  Mrs.  Donnelly,  bestowing  upon 
her  a  majestic  embrace. 

"Good  bye,  Mrs.  Donnelly,"  and  Gertrude  rode  away  without 
once  looking  back. 

"  I  think  we  had  better  not  return  the  way  we  came,"  said 
Father  O'Toole.  There  is  another  road,  and  we  may  as  well 
take  it ;  there  is  the  shadow  of  a  chance  they  may  have  gone 


THE    SOEEOWS   OF    GENTILI1Y.  837 

on  the  other  side  of  the  nioutain  to  that  we  came  by.     We  may 
hear  something — let  ns  try." 

"  Very  well,"  said  Gertrude. 

Father  O'Toole's  benevolent  intention  in  this  was  to  divert 
Gertrude's  attention,  and  to  give  her  a  hope  that  he  did  not  in 
the  least  entertain  himself;  he  was  completely  baffled,  and  had 
not  an  idea  what  to  advise  Gertrude  to  do  when  they  reached 
Dublin. 

The  road  by  which  they  returned  was,  if  possible,  more 
lonely  and  thinly  peopled  than  the  road  by  which  they  went 
The  first  night  they  slept  at  a  small  hamlet;  the  priest  per- 
formed mass  in  the  little  chapel,  and  visited  some  sick  people 
before  he  started  the  next  morning. 

A  bad  fever  was  going  about;  many  in  that  village  were 
down  with  it,  and  the  sight  of  the  good  priest  was  a  great 
comfort  to  them.  The  next  day  at  evening'  they  reached  a 
lonely  farm-house,  standing  a  little  off  the  road-side.  To  judge 
from  the  stacks  of  corn,  and  ricks,  and  out-houses,  it  belonged 
to  a  farmer  well  to  do  in  the  world. 

The  priest  entered  the  door  to  ask  for  a  lodging.  The 
farmer's  wife,  a  comely  middled-aged  woman,  came  to  meet  him. 

t:  Your  reverence  and  the  lady  are  welcome  if  the  lady  is  not 
afraid  of  the  fever.     We  have  it  in  the  house." 

There  was  no  alternative ;  no  other  house  was  in  sight,  and 
the  night  was  closing  in.  He  determined  not  to  mention  the 
fact  to  Gertrude,  and  to  start  as  early  as  possible. 

The  woman  led  the  way  into  the  kitchen,  where  her  husband 
and  the  farm-servants  were  sitting  round  the  hearth,  grave  and 
silent ;  two  maid-servants  were  spinning,  and  an  aged  woman 
knelt  in  a  distant  corner,  telling  her  beads  with  great  emphasis. 

All  rose  when  the  strangers  entered,  and  the  best  places  on  the 
23 


333  THE    SOEBOWS   OF   GENTILITX 

hearth  were  given  to  them.  One  of  the  men  went  out  to  see 
after  the  ponies;  the  servants  put  away  their  spinning1,  and 
assisted  their  mistress  in  getting  supper.  Suddenly  Gertrude, 
who  had  as  usual  been  sitting  abstracted  from  all  that  was 
going  on,  started  violently. 

"  Hush ! — Do  you  hear  nothing  ?  " 

"  I  hear  nothing.     Calm  yourself  my  daughter." 

Gertrude  listened  again — then,  rising  from  her  seat,  went 
direct  to  a  door  hidden  in  the  heavy  shadow  of  the  chimney 
corner. 

She  opened  it,  and  saw  by  a  dim  rush-light  a  small  room 
with  a  bed  in  one  corner,  and  some  one  lying  upon  it.  A  young 
child  stood  beside  the  bed,  trying  to  smooth  the  tumbled  bed- 
clothes ;  her  back  was  to  the  door — she  did  not  hear  it  open. 

With  a  single  bound  Gertrude  sprang  upon  the  child,  and 
clasped  it  in  her  arms ! 

Neither  of  them  spoke — they  clung  together,  holding  each 
other  tight  as  though  they  were  turned  to  stone  in  that  embrace. 

The  priest  stood  in  the  doorway  behind.  Ee  had  his  hand 
gently  upon  her  shoulder. 

''•  Give  God  thanks,  my  daughter.  This  your  child  was  dead, 
and  is  alive  again— was  lost,  and  is  found !  " 


THE    SORROWS   OF   GENTILITY.  339 


CHAPTER  LII. 

When  Gertrude  could  think  of  anything  Vesicle  Clarissa, 
she  approached  the  bed  where  her-  husband  lay.  She  placed 
her  hand  upon  his  forehead,  and  spoke  very  kindly  to  him, — but 
he  did  not  seem  in  the  least  glad  to  see  her!  He  moved  hi 3 
head  away  from  her  hand,  and  desired  she  would  go  away,  as  he 
wished  to  be  left  quiet.  Calling  Clarissa  to  him,  he  desired  her 
to  sit  down  and  stop  with  him. 

"  But,  Augustus,"  said  Gertrude,  "  I  am  sorry  to  find  yon  ill, 
and  I  hope  to  nurse  you,  and  make  you  well  again.  I  would 
have  come  sooner  had  I  known  where  to  find  you." 

"  I  dare  say — you  are  very  kind,"  replied  Mr.  Augustus,  in  a 
sarcastic  tone ;  "  but  I  don't  want  you,  and  you  may  go  away 
again.  I  did  not  send  for  you.  Clarissa  is  as  much  of  a  nurse 
as  I  want,  and  she  won't  leave  me — will  you,  Clarissa  ?  " 

"  I  shall  not  go  away  until  you  are  quite  well  again.  Clarissa 
may  help  me  to  nurse  you,  but  she  cannot  do  it  alone — it  would 
kill  her.     You  forget  how  young  she  is." 

"  Go  away  yourself — I  don't  want  to  see  you  or  to  hear  you. 
Go  away,  I  say  ! " 

Father  O'Toole  made  Gertrude  a  sign  to  retire,  and  to  take 
Clarissa  with  her,  and  then  approaching  the  sick  man,  said,, 
with  an  air  of  authority,— 
2R— 2 


340  THE    SORROWS    OF   GEXTILUT. 

"  Come,  Mr.  Donnelly— I  am  a  doctor  as  well  as  a  priest ;  let 
me  see  what  is  the  matter  with  you.  I  think  the  devil  has 
entered  into  you  at  any  rate,  by  the  unchristian  way  you  talk. 
But  the  devil  comes  in  the  way  of  my  lawful  calling — I  see  I 
shall  have  to  deal  with  you  both." 

"I  am  very  ill,"  said  Mr.  Augustus,  in  a  tone  half  pathetic 
and  half  ashamed. 

"  I  dare  say  you  are — and  I  dare  say  it  is  not  your  good  deeds 
that  have  brought  you  to  this  pass.  Just  answer  me  a  few 
questions,  and  let  me  bee  what  is  the  matter  with  you;  but  if 
you  are  not  a  little  better  fashioned,  I  shall  not  let  either  your 
wife  or  your  daughter  come  back  to  you." 

The  history  of  the  mystery  of  what  had  become  of  Mr. 
Augustus  and  Clarissa  was  simple  enough  when  it  came  to  be 
known. 

On  leaving  Bally-na-Sloe,  Mr.  Augustus  had  accepted  the 
invitation  of  one  of  Mr.  Fitz-Vashipot's  guests  to  stop  a  few 
days  at  his  country  house,  which  "few  day's,"  Mr.  Augustus 
finding  his  quarters  pleasant,  had  extended  to  many. 

When  he  again  continued  his  journey  towards  Clenmore  he 
was  beginning  to  feel  ill,  the  electioneering  hospitalities  of  Mr. 
Fitz-Vashipot  and  his  friends  having  been  on  a  scale  of  riotous 
living  under  which  the  constitution  of  the  Prodigal  Son  himself 
must  have  broken  down. 

When  Mr.  Augustus  reached  the  farmhouse  where  he  was 
discovered,  he  was  too  ill  to  go  any  further,  and  although  the 
Irish  are  horribly  afraid  of  infection,  nothing  could  have  been 
more  generous  than  the  conduct  of  the  farmer  and  his  wife 
although  their  treatment  of  his  case  was  enough  to  have  killed 
him  of  itself.  The  farmer's  wife  insisted  upon  keepino-  the 
room  at  a  stifling  heat;  she  refused  to  have  the  window  open 


THE    SORROWS    OF   GENTILITY.  3il 

for  a  second,  lest  "the  disease,"  as  she  called  it,  should  spread 
abroad. 

For  all  medicine,  she  gave  him  a  mixture  of  potheen  and  hot 
buttermilk ;  the  effect  of  which  was  to  keep  Mr.  Augustus  both 
sick  and  sorry.  Luckily,  he  had  only  been  under  this  regimen 
since  the  previous  day.  The  delays  under  which  Gertrude  had 
so  much  fretted  were  actually  the  means  of  enabling  her  to  find 
him  at  last. 

The  farmer  and  his  wife,  and  all  the  h  usehold,  exhibited  the 
most  lively  sympathy  with  the  meeting  between  Gertrude  and 
her  child.  The  strange  accident  that  had  brought  all  the 
parties  to  their  lonely  out-of-the-way  house,  seemed  little  short 
of  a  miracle;  though,  as  Gertrude,  and  her  husband  and  child, 
were  all  "  heretics,"  a  miracle  did  not  seem  exactly  an  orthodox 
solution. 

Clarissa  was  looking  thin  and  pale,  and  much  older,  although 
scarcely  two  months  had  elapsed  since  she  quitted  her  mother 
to  go  upon  her  visit  to  Elvington  Park. 

"  She  has  been  like  an  angel,"  said  the  farmer's  wife,  "  and 
the  sense  she  has  shown  would  have  done  credit  to  a  councillor. 
She  has  nursed  her  father  as  if  she  had  been  a  blessed  Sister 
of  Charity,  and  she  little  more  than  a  babe  herself.  Oh,  but  it 
is  to  babes  that  wisdom  is  promised ! " 

Clarissa  was  very  quiet,  and  only  kept  close  to  her  mamma, 
holding  fast  by  her  hand  as  she  sat  on  a  little  stool  beside  her 
knee. 

Father  O'Toole  came  at  last  out  of  the  sick  man's  room,  and 
taking  Gertrude  aside,  said, — "  Your  husband  has  not  the  fever 
that  is  going  about,  though  what  it  may  turn  to  I  cannot  say. 
He  is  very  ill  and  far  beyond  any  little  skill  of  mine  in  the 
science  of  medicine.     You  must  get  him  to  Dublin  for  advice, 


342  THE   SORROWS   OF  GENTILITY. 

whilst  he  is  in  a  state  to  be  removed.     The  good  man  here  will 
lend  you  a  cart  with  plenty  of  clean  straw." 

"  I  wish,"  said  Gertrude,  "  you  could  pacify  his  mind  towards 
me,  so  far  as  to  allow  me  to  nurse  him ;  he  has  taken  offence  at 
me,  as  you  may  perceive,  though  my  own  conscience  is  clear 
towards  him,  except  that  I  did  not  feel,  I  could  not  feel,  so  glad 
to  see  him  on  his  return  from  abroad  as  perhaps  he  expected ; 
but  I  would  try  to  forget  the  past.  If  he  should  get  well,  and 
take  Clarissa  from  me  again,  what  good  will  my  life  do  me  ?  " 

The  priest  looked  at  her  kindly  and  keenly,  with  a  shrewd 
half-smile  on  his  good-tempered  face,  and,  shaking  his  head, 
said, — ■ 

"  I'll  see  if  I  cannot  bring  him  to  reason.  He  may  have  been 
not  altogether  right,  but  I  have  seen  the  best  of  women  plague 
a  man's  life  out — they  can  do  it  when  they  lay  their  minds 
to  it!" 

What  the  priest  said  to  Mr.  Augustus  was  in  private,  with 
closed  doors.  The  result  appeared  the  next  time  Gertrude 
entered  the  room.  Mr.  Augustus  sat  up  in  bed,  propped  up 
with  pillows,  and  reaching  out  his  hand  to  her  with  the  air  of 
a  King  Ahasuerus,  he  said, — 


THE   SOEJJOWS   OP  GENTILITY.  843 

"  All ! "  rejoined  Mr.  Augustus,  plaintively,  "  I  am  very  ill — 
very.  I  think  I  shall  soon  be  under  the  sod — I  shall  not  trouble 
you  long." 

"  Oh,  you  must  not  be  desponding ;  I  hope  we  shall  soon  have 
you  well  again.  We  are  going'  to  take  you  to  Dublin  early  to- 
morrow morning." 

Whilst  she  spoke  Gertrude  had  already  begun  to  reduce  the 
room  into  something  like  order,  and  to  allow  a  little  ventilation 
to  enter  it.  Augustus  found  himself  more  comfortable,  and  the 
idea  of  the  magnanimity  he  had  exercised  had  a  soothing-  effect 
upon  his  complacency.  Gertrude  put  Clarissa  to  bed.  She 
seemed  but  now  to  realise  in  its  full  extent  all  the  horror  of 
having  lost  her ;  all  the  sins  and  shortcomings  of  her  husband 
had  become  mere  dust  in  the  balance,  compared  with  the  dread- 
ful power  he  possessed  to  take  Clarissa  away  from  her  again — 
and  so  long  as  he  did  not  exert  that  he  was  most  merciful.  Se- 
curely had  he  rivetted  his  yoke  upon  her  now ;  and  yet  at  that 
moment  she  put  forth  a  strength  and  power  that  she  had  never 
yet  felt  within  her,  to  gain  influence  over  him,  and  to  endeavour 
to  turn  the  inevitable  necessity  that  was  laid  upon  her — to 
good. 

Now  that  he  lay  sick  and  helpless,  she  did  not  hate  him.  She 
felt  within  herself  a  consciousness  that  she  had  never  yet  taken 
her  proper  stand  beside  him.  Now  she  assumed  it,  and  accepted 
her  lot  as  his  wife ;  she  made  that  act  of  voluntary  adoption 
which,  is  needed  with  all  duties  before  we  can  discharge  them 
so  as  to  touch  the  spring  of  life  that  lies  within  them ;  but,  that 
epring  once  reached,  the  most  bitter  and  distasteful  of  our  duties 
become  to  us  "  a  well  of  life  springing  up  to  everlasting  life." 

Mr.  Augustus  was  not  a  metaphysician,  but  he  felt  the  differ- 
ence between  the  wife  he  had  found  and  the  wife  he  had  left. 


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o-Kb  TUB    E0r.E0V.-3    OF    CEXTILIIY. 

As  far  as  outward  acts  of  ministration  went,  the  Gertrude  of  to- 
day was  no  better  than  the  Gertrude  of  three  months  ago,  but 
the  difference  of  spirit  was  subtle  and  all-pervading-. 

Gertrude  had  fairly  conquered,  to  its  last  ramification,  the 
mistake  she  bad  committed,  and  which  had  so  long  and  so 
cruelly  pursued  her  in  its  consequences. 

The  next  morning  Gertrude,  Father  O'Toole,  and  Clarissa 
accompanied  Mr.  Augustus  to  Dublin.  He  had  had  a  good 
night's  rest,  and  was  somewhat  better  able  to  bear  the  journey 
in  the  cart  the  good  farmer  had  placed  at  his  disposal,  filled 
with  clean  straw  and  the  best  feather-bed.  Well  wrapped  and 
well  propped  with  pillows,  Mr.  Augustus  was  as  comfortable  as 
circumstances  permitted. 

The  farmer  himself  drove  the  cart,  professing  that  he  "had 
business  of  his  own  in  Dublin  city;"  but  that  was  a  good- 
natured  pretence,  and  the  act  itself  went  to  swell  the  sum  of 
the  "unrecorded  acts"  of  human  kindness,  which  are  more 
numerous  than  might  be  imagined  from  the  general  character 
of  the  world  for  wickedness. 


THE   SOEEOWS   OF   GEXTILIIS.Y  345 


CHAPTER  LIII. 

Areived  in  Dublin,  Gertrude  lost  no  time  in  procuring  the 
best  medical  attendance ;  but  the  fine  constitution  of  Mr.  Au- 
gustus appeared  entirely  shattered ;  he  suffered  from  a  compli- 
cation of  ailments  that  might  have  made  him  the  hero  of  the 
well-known  epitaph — 

"  Afflictions  sore, 
Long  time  I  bore, 
Physicians  were  in  va'n." 

As  soon,  however,  as  he  was  able  once  more  to  travel,  Gertrude 
persuaded  him  to  return  to  London,  instead  of  trying  the  hospi- 
tality of  his  uncle  Sir  Lucius. 

In  London,  Gertrude  resumed  her  old  business,  although  the 
attendance  upon  her  husband  was  a  great  drain  upon  her  time 
and  strength.  After  rallying  for  a  few  months,  Mr.  Augustus 
relapsed  into  a  confirmed  invalid ;  he  lost  the  use  of  bis  limbs, 
which  of  course  rendered  him  a  complete  prisoner  at  home. 

The  constant  presence  of  her  husband,  which  had  once  been  Ger- 
trude's bugbear,  was  not  nearly  so  bad  when  it  really  came  to  pass. 

The  constant  call  upon  her  for  kindness  and  tenderness  pro- 
duced, not  love,  but  a  very  good  substitute  for  it.  Although  the 
temper  of  Mr.  Augustus  did  not  mend  under  his  sufferings,  his 
disposition  did,  and  he  regarded  his  wife  with  very  edifying 
reverence  and  a  real  affection,  As  to  Clarissa,  she  was  a  great 
comfort  to  both  her  parents. 


346  THE   SORROWS    OP  GENTILITY. 

Gertrude's  trial  had  been  fitted  to  her  strength,  as  everybody 
will  find  their  trials  when  they  once  honestly  take  them  in  hand. 

Lady  Southend  continued  to  be  Gertrude's  staunch  friend  and 
patroness. 

Old  Simon  Morley  was  won  to  the  unheard-of  generosity  of — 
matins*  his  daughter  a  fixed  allowance  in  money !  Fortune  he 
reckoned  that  she  had  entirely  forfeited ;  but  her  industry  won 
upon  him  to  allow  her  a  small  sum  "  to  set  her  mind  at  liberty," 
as  he  phrased  it. 

Mrs.  Morley  came  several  times  to  see  her  daughter,  and  was 
once  more  won  over  to  forgive  her  son-in-law  all  his  misdeeds, 
by  his  pleasant  tongue  and  polite  manners  towards  herself; 
but  especially  by  the  respect  with  which  he  now  treated  her 
daughter. 

In  this  manner  two  years  passed  away.  In  the  spring  of  the 
third  year,  which  was  very  cold  and  the  east  winds  constant, 
Mr.  Augustus  took  the  opportunity  of  dying. 

He  "  made  a  good  end,"  expressed  himself  penitently  and 
gratefully  to  his  wife,  and  expressed  a  bope  that  she  would  have 
a  happier  life  after  he  was  gone  than  she  had  led  with  him 
Singular  to  say,  Gertrude  felt  dreadfully  sorry  at  losing  him; 
her  life  had  become  suddenly  a  blank — her  occupation  was  gone. 
He  had  certainly  been  a  great  trouble  to  her;  but  we  always 
love  those  most  who  call  out  our  best  qualities.  Ludy  Southend 
lost  all  patience  at  what  slie  called  "  Gertrude's  unreasonable 
regret  for  a  worthless  husband."  She  declared  that  "  why 
Providence  had  left  him  alive  so  long  was  both  a  mystery  and 
an  inconvenience  to  all  concerned  in  him ; "  but  G  ertrnde 
persisted  in  her  sorrow  in  spite  of  her  ladyship's  logic. 

After  her  husband's  death,  Gertrude  and  Clarissa  went  to 
reside  at  The  Cottage,  and  in  her  last  days  poor  Mis.  Morley 


THE   SORROWS  OP   GENTILITY.  847 

realised  the  dream  of  her  life,  "to  have  some  comfort  with  her 
daughter." 

Simon  Morley,  junior,  and  his  wife  went  on  in  the  even  tenor 
of  their  way,  paving  the  way  with  gold.  It  had  not,  however, 
the  faculty  of  soothing  Mrs.  Simon's  temper  at  the  same  time. 

L'envoi. 

We  imagined  that  we  had  finished  the  history  of  Gertrude ; 
but  a  report  was  spread  in  Dunnington  (to  be  sure  it  was  trace- 
able to  Mrs.  Simon)  that  the  young  tanner  of  whom  mention 
has  been  made — whom  Gertrude  had  scorned  when  a  girl,  and 
who  had,  out  of  admiration  for  her  elegance,  cultivated  his  taste 
and  spent  his  money  upon  giving  himself  an  education,  but  who 
never  married — had  shown  a  disposition  to  "  come  forward " 
and  try  his  fortune  once  more  with  the  fair  cause  of  all  his  woe. 

Gossips  prophesied  over  their  tea-tables  that  Mrs.  Donnelly 
would  not  remain  a  widow  two  years.  Reports  are  often  like 
the  twilight  that  precedes  the  dawn,  and  come  true  in  the  end, 
although  in  the  beginning  they  were  only  probable. 

The  young  tanner  did  "  come  forward,"  and  Gertrude,  touched 
by  his  good  qualities,  and  still  more  by  his  constancy,  consented 
to  marry  him. 

Simon  Morley  gave  her  his  blessing  and  five  thousand  pounds, 
now  that  she  was  marrying  a  rich  husband  and  did  not  need  it. 

Gertrude  lived  long  and  happily  with  her  second  husband. 
She  had  several  children,  but  she  avoided  the  error  that  had 
worked  her  so  much  suffering,  and  impressed  upon  them  from 
their  early  years  what  are  the  Sorrows  of  Gentilitf. 

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CONSTABLE   OP  TEE   TOWER.     By  W   II. 

AlNSWORTH. 

THE  LORD  MAYOR  CP  LONDON.    By  w.  H. 

AlNSWORTH. 

HUNCHBACK  OP  NOTRE  DAME.     By  Victor 

Hugo. 

YOUNG  HEIRESS.     By  Mrs.  Teollope. 


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