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CHOOSING
Today in Israel, there are voices in society
demanding that geirut (conversion) be
viewed as a tool for social integration. This
is most unfortunate since geirut is a serious religious
act. Indeed, Chazal describe the ger (convert) as a
newborn, leaving his former self behind. A most diffi-
cult transformation indeed!
We have previously had occasion to discuss the
technical requirements of geirut (winter 2003). In the
pages ahead, we present the life stories of converts
from different nationalities, cultures and backrounds
who found their spiritual home in Judaism. We hope
that the lives of these extraordinary individuals, all of
whom demonstrate the true meaning of genuine
geirut, will serve as a profound source of inspiration
to all of our readers.
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By Yitta Halberstam
It's said that the "truth will set you free,"
but when an intrepid Israeli reporter brow-
beat Dr. Daniel Brown* into going public
five years ago, the aftermath was traumatic.
"I had always been open about my identity
with both my family and friends," he recalls,
"and no one had ever been less than sup-
portive and warm. But this particular Israeli
newspaper misrepresented its agenda to me.
I didn't know that it intended to publicize or
sensationalize my interview the way it ulti-
mately did. The story was printed in the
weekend edition of the paper, and all day
long on Thursday and erev Shabbat radio
commercials continually blasted every fif-
teen minutes: Hitlers nephews grandson —
right here in Israel — and a Jew! The reper-
cussions left my family shaken."
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Brown's sons — enrolled in a
Modern Orthodox yeshivah in
Jerusalem — were spat upon by several of
their classmates and called "Nazis." A
handful of neighbors studiously avoided
Brown when they encountered him on
the street. And in shul the Shabbat after
the story aired, a number of social
acquaintances who normally greeted
him with hearty handshakes turned the
other way. "To these people, who had
known me as Jewish for twenty-five
years, I had become — overnight — a
pariah," says Brown. "I thought I was
sharing a valuable lesson with others:
that the past can be recreated and that a
person always has the opportunity to
change. But actually, it was /who was
taught the lesson: Some people will
never let you change." (Not surprisingly
Brown wanted to use a pseudonym in
this article.)
Still, the incident becoming a lit-
mus test for the varieties of human
behavior, the responses were not uni-
formly negative. "In the same shul that
Shabbat, I was also the recipient of a
clearly symbolic act of acceptance," says
Brown. "I was given the first aliyah.
This told me in no uncertain terms that
the majority of the shul members
regarded me as a full Jew and an accept-
ed member of the community. Sadly,
however, the decency of the majority
didn't nullify the crude conduct of the
minority. We were badly wounded by
what happened.
"Now I understand why most of
my counterparts hide their identities,"
says Brown. "Many Israelis are uneasy
about our genealogy; they don't know
how to react or what to do with us."
Perhaps that is why in a country
still scarred by the Shoah, a country
Yitta Halberstam is the author and co-author
of eight books, including the best-selling
Small Miracles series (Cincinnati, 1997-
2003) and Holy Brother: Inspiring Stories
and Enchanted Tales about Rabbi Shlomo
Carlebach (New Jersey, 2002). Her most
recent book is the anthology Changing
Course: Women's Inspiring Stones of
Menopause, Midlife, and Moving Forward
Cincinnati, 2004).
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whose very existence still trembles on
the foundations of the ash and bone of
the Six Million, very few people are
aware of what I like to call "The
Penance Movement": a subculture of
hundreds of children of Nazis who have
embraced their own dark past in the
most extreme possible way. They have
not only aligned themselves with the
group of people their parents sought to
annihilate, they have cast off their for-
mer identities and themselves become
members of that very group. The major-
ity of them have converted halachically,
live as Orthodox Jews and reside in
Israel. This, I believe, is one of the last
great, untold chapters of the post-
Holocaust era. It's a story that speaks to
humanity's quest for meaning in life,
our capacity for goodness and our
potential to reshape identity and des-
tiny. Yet, when I contact government
officials, rabbinic courts and Israeli jour-
nalists themselves asking about this phe-
nomenon, most seem shocked by my
inquiries. "Are you sure?' they ask, some
surprised, others skeptical. "It's an urban
legend," many insist. "How could it be
that children of Nazis live right here in
Israel and no one knows about them?
Impossible!" l
Interestingly, a disproportionate
number of the German converts are dis-
tinguished academicians — most notably,
in the field of Jewish studies. Brown has
followed this trajectory himself and
chairs the Jewish studies department at
one of the country's leading universities.
In his engagement with rabbinic and
Talmudic literature, Brown is joined by
Rabbi Dr. Aharon Shear- Yashuv (for-
merly known as Wolfgang Shmidt and
one of the few converts who grants me
permission to use his real name), chair-
man of Jewish studies at Bar-Ilan
University, and many others including
the chairman of the Jewish studies
department at a Southern university in
the United States and a professor of rab-
binic literature at an Ivy League college
in the United States. But it is clearly
Brown who possesses the most interest-
ing antecedents of all.
"My grandmother's name was
Erna Patra Hitler," says Brown. (After
the War, she dropped the "t," changing
her name to 'Hiler.') "Hans Hitler — her
second husband — was the Fuhrer's
nephew, but he didn't resemble him in
any discernible way. He was soft and
gentle. But what my step-grandfather
lacked in vitriol was more than made up
by the fierceness of my grandmother
who was a sworn Nazi. She believed in
the Nazi ideology before, during and
even after the War. She was proud that
her father-in-law was Hitler's brother,
although he kept away from politics.
Instead, he managed a cafe in Berlin,
and because everyone knew that he was
the Fuhrer's brother, all the Nazi elite
patronized his establishment. This made
his family and him — including my
grandparents — local nobility.'
"When [my grandparents] visited
us, they arrived in a black Mercedes,
which was then a novelty and status
symbol. It was a big deal when the
Mercedes arrived in the working-class
neighborhood where my mother and I
lived."
Brown was born in Frankfurt in
1952 to Protestant parents who had
both served in the Wehrmacht. His
father, an ardent supporter of the Nazi
party, divorced his mother shortly after
his birth, and promptly disappeared
from their lives. Brown was raised by his
mother, who scrambled to make a living
in post- War Germany. She received nei-
ther financial nor moral support from
Erna Hitler, whom Brown describes as
"indifferent to the pain and suffering of
others." Brown's childhood years were
marked by deprivation and hardship, as
his debt-ridden mother struggled to
keep them afloat. They were constantly
on the go, moving from one apartment
to another, leaving when frustrated
landlords forced them out for lack of
payment. Still, in one respect that
would have profound reverberations for
his future, Brown was fortunate. His
mother always told him the truth.
Today, there are Germans who
complain that they are "sick and tired"
of the "endless talk" about the
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Holocaust, but in the immediate years
after the War, there was only silence and
denial, explains Brown. "In school, his-
tory teachers taught German history
only up until World War I, in accor-
dance with governmental legislation,"
he says. "The government was afraid
that if these teachers had a Nazi past or
had been supporters of Hitler's regime,
they would not be objective in the class-
room. So, actually, this law was borne of
good intentions. But as a result, we
remained largely ignorant about what
had happened only a few years
before. I remember having conversa-
tions with classmates who refused to
believe in Germany's accountability.
Their parents had glossed over the
details or lied outright. But my own
mother hadn't."
Instead of the elaborate fabrica-
tions concocted by his friends' parents
to conceal the truth, Brown's mother
showed her son her cache of docu-
ments (which bore seals of the Reich
with accompanying swastikas), letters
and photographs of family members —
including herself — wearing Wehrmacht
uniforms, which testified to their com-
plicity. She told him that she had been
stationed in the Polish city of Lodz,
where they hung Jews in the center of
the city. "It was awful," his mother told
him. "I needed to pass through the cen-
ter of town everyday in order to get
from my house to headquarters and
back. But I couldn't bear to see the Jews
strung up like that, so I took a long
detour around the city each day to
avoid this terrible scene. I never got
used to it."
Brown was horrified by his moth-
er's account. He felt the room go black
as he rifled through the physical evi-
dence of her past, but his mother's gen-
uine remorse provided him with some
small measure of comfort. "When I
asked her why she kept following
orders, why she didn't resist, she
answered simply, but with deep shame,
C I was afraid.' I believed her," says
Brown.
Although Brown tried to share his
mother's revelations with his school
friends, they couldn't accept them as
true; they told him that he was making
it up. "So I tried to block it from my
mind," says Brown.
But when he was a high school
student his destiny came calling again
by way of an inheritance from his bio-
logical grandfather — his grandmother's
first husband — who had willed him a
carton of books, among them his per-
sonal copy of Mein Kampf. "I had never
seen Hitler's infamous book before, and
I read it thoroughly," says Brown. "I was
'How could it be that
children of Nazis live
right here in Israel and no
one knows about them?
absolutely enraged by what he wrote. I
kept on writing comments in the book's
margins, comments that countered
Hitler's claims. I still have this book in
my library, because it served as a major
catalyst in my life. I couldn't remain
apathetic to what I read. I know my
encounter with it shaped my future to a
large extent."
The future of every young
German in the post- War period includ-
ed a mandatory stint in the army, but
largely as a result of his encounter with
the Holocaust, Brown had become a
pacifist. "I was expected to join the
army as soon as I graduated [from] high
school, so I cast about for ways to get
out of this civil obligation," he says. "I
learned that the two groups that were
exempt from military service were the
clergy and students of the Catholic
Church. So when I opted to become a
theology student, it was originally out of
opportunism, not spiritual concerns.
But way leads on to way, and that's pre-
cisely what happened to me.
"Theology students are required
to take several courses in Judaism and
Hebrew, and I became increasingly fas-
cinated by what I was learning," says
Brown. "While studying Judaism, I saw
more and more things that troubled me
about Christianity. For example, the
concept of the Holy Trinity bothered
me a lot ... how [could] God be three?
Another thing that I didn't understand
was the idea that a Christian has to suf-
fer in order to be redeemed. The Jewish
approach manifested by Yom Kippur
made much more sense to me.
"The vast theological differences
between Judaism and Christianity creat-
ed a schism inside myself, and I was
beginning to feel schizophrenic," Brown
continues. "In 1977, I decided to go to
Israel to further my studies at Hebrew
University where I . . . took classes in
Hebrew literature and Jewish philoso-
phy. I fell in love with Israel and
lengthened my stay from one year to
two." Ultimately, Brown ended up
studying at Yeshivat Mercaz HaRav.
Brown makes short shrift of my
"Penance Movement" hypothesis —
that children of Nazis convert to
Judaism as atonement — maintaining
that he converted for theological rea-
sons, not out of penance for his parents'
sins. "Maybe there are unconscious psy-
chological reasons that drove me to
Judaism," he allows, "but since I am a
critical thinker and very cerebral, on a
conscious level at least, I believe that I
came to Judaism from a place of pure
intellect." He does, however, concede
this: "I believe that whoever is willing to
take this step [conversion] must have a
very deep identity crisis preceding the
conversion itself. He's not able to return
to the identity that he was born into. I
understood that I was not happy in the
place where I was born, and I made a
decision to go to another place.
"The fact is that during the seven-
ties and eighties many young Germans
who wanted to detach themselves from
the previous generation, the generation
that was complicit in the Holocaust, left
Germany. And the percentage of
German converts in Israel is not
insignificant. I converted mainly
because I had a theological criticism of
Christianity. Is this a rationalization I
gave myself? My grandfather didn't have
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any educational or cultural influence
over me, but it still makes me feel awful
that this is the background I come
from. It sharpens the identity questions
that I am so busy with.... My identity is
not taken for granted. It is something
that I must continually deal with."
Brown converted to Judaism in
1979, and married another German
convert who is also an academician.
Although his wife's parents in Stuttgart
cut off all contact with their daughter,
his own mother (who died seven years
ago) accepted him as a Jew and visited
him several times at his home in Israel.
"Perhaps she was afraid that if she didn't
accept my conversion, she would lose
her only child," says Brown. "Whatever
the reason, she dealt well with my
Jewishness. She attended my three sons'
Bar Mitzvahs and participated in our
Pesach Sedarim. I once even suggested
that she come live with us in Jerusalem
and not remain alone in Germany, but
she said, 'You don't plant an old tree in
a new place.' But up until her death, we
remained very connected."
Brown is strictly halachic, identi-
fying with Centrist Orthodoxy. Still, as
a German convert, there are a few areas
that give him pause, such as participat-
ing in Yom HaShoah ceremonies; emo-
tionally it is too turbulent for him. "I
usually stay home."
Brown and his wife have worked
hard to create a home that is warm, lov-
ing and supportive. "I wanted to make
sure that my children have a path, a
direction, a value system, not the mud-
dled and complex dysfunction I myself
experienced as a child," he says. "But as
much as I've tried to protect them from
their schizophrenic legacy, there are
things I can't control. For example,
when my son Yisrael traveled to Poland
with his school several years ago, his
reaction was completely different from
his classmates. 'Everything felt weird,'
he told me. 'I stood in the camps and
thought about how the grandfathers of
all of my friends had been inside, while
my grandfather had been outside. My
classmates came to those camps with
their pasts; I just came to watch. I was
caught in the middle — it felt screwed
up.'
"I also feel utterly helpless when
my sons' classmates say mean and hurt-
ful things to them — comments which
have accelerated since the interview in
the Israeli newspaper was first pub-
lished," Brown says. "Last year, for
example, during a ceremony on Yom
Hazikaron, several students whispered
to my youngest son that they were
going to beat him up because he's a
Nazi. I refused to send him to school
»y grandmother's name
was Erna Patra Hitler.
Hans HitleHher second
husband-was the
for a week until the principal took
care of the problem."
Brown has had his share of ugly
run-ins himself. "I have always tried to
be open and honest about my roots; I
have never hidden my background like
many converts from Nazi backgrounds,"
he says. "Most of the time, people are
accepting and tolerant. Once in a while,
though, someone will say something
offensive. Recently, after sharing some
biographical details with my university
students, one of them told me:
'Imagine! Your grandfather might have
turned my grandmother into soap.'"
Brown guesstimates that there are
approximately three hundred German
converts in Israel, but most are averse to
publicity and remain relentlessly reclu-
sive. Still, as the Holocaust recedes into
history, an increasing number of these
converts are coming forward with their
stories. Recent newspaper articles pub-
lished in both Europe and Canada have
detailed the extraordinary metamor-
phoses of people like Matthias Goering,
great-nephew of the notorious Luftwaffe
Chief Hermann Goering, who keeps
kosher, celebrates Shabbat and wears a
yarmulka; Katrin Himmler, great-niece
of SS Commander Heinreich Himmler,
who married an Israeli and Oskar Eder,
a former member of the Luftwaffe who
changed his name to Asher, married a
Holocaust survivor and currently works
in Israel as a tour guide. The astonishing
trajectories of these personalities, and
people very much like them, demon-
strate for Brown the powerful message
that "nothing is immutable. The mean-
ing of my story, of my counterparts' sto-
ries, is that things can be changed: You
can change your behavior, your loca-
tion, your faith. Being and becoming is
what we are doing every day." ©
Note
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1 . Interestingly, it is in
Germany where there is some
heightened awareness of the subject
due to the occasional article that has
appeared in mass-circulation maga-
zines such as Stern and Der Spiegel,
and to the publication of a few
books in German. These books
include Rabbi Dr. Aharon Shear-
Yashuv's autobiography and an antholo-
gy by Antje Eiger entitled Ich bin ]udein
Geworden: Begegnungen mit Deutschen
Konvertiten (I Became a Jew: Interviews
with German Converts) (Hamburg,
1994), in which a caustic essay by
Henryk Broder, "Zum Teufel mit den
Konvertiten" ("To the Devil with the
Converts"), scathingly denounces the
German converts as opportunists who
wish to "attach themselves to the right
side of the victims."
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