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LdJE^narh .inJ .Shi^jnath on ihc M4(^4-k Pjtjt of TjntiU
Jason Lauv\ s^cnciLil giiJdc ed Wecccrn Qi:ka]cLt
rcter-ii- KEiemg^^n Mi«^ ^ittult Cnirecrof Djvid Bnwit
Rwt legend In Tohcn on John Wr ?ind fhr Knmbh Mch, the hifgcsf rrligioiis
f»(iYj1 In rhe v^rid
Djve Lrm; nnd Haiw Plomp iFa^i:! armin Indu^ mriunrjiinn and rivers wchnnt end
Ihc pjychcdclK: ranrsiigj nfGiUieith Bahq, [he worlds mvsi irlppcd-emr guru
Jf^nny Icmpkr bra^deistii live fmm the tomb ofChnstuTi Ret^enkieuTz
MardantOirnlvAl on working widi Lnki, rhc Mnn Wirh rhc T^trcred Smilt
Elijah ca£[^ 1 5pell ccr Open [he Sky
Joel BirtK»oD [he ''Waroi] Terror"
Prince Charming hnrcrvicwsTibcLinTancric Adq>r ManJcd Dcchen Gyalmc
P^ew liL-lian from Jii^oii Luuv
New 1/^113 f^Dtti the Lte Jbnnn BaliinEt of CdcI and Genesis Btcytfr P-Onidgf
Tre-djUJe LiliLsta full ufrLni^^ itvLew^ dttd wi^h-^iHlnggcnli^
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tcntury ac^uilly worth living iiL WeJctitne to the psychHielic tn^ke-dLiL p*rty it
eIic beginning of history.
Jason LoLiv livej Iji New Yark and is well^rraveled izpn di pl^ntj. He edited
ljnv^7/^flfl l-frc (JD05) -ind the forrhcoming /hff P^yfff^fir Si'^i- wlih Genesis P-
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Chn jcaplu i^DLi, ^a [Ds P^ en d^ s, Ri cbard Mecz^r, Pre d Ltiu^ Chus Huodl^ ^j Edward
O'Da vd^ AiiA^EU 7l TtiorfL^ B diTLj ij Lai cuiwh^ Alezc Ga idaa- Branded Hayd^n Wdq d-
Tndj the Htununw^s of TlLaiLate ids^ ^nL d ibii-Yazid SLd ^imd^^ J^ sac a GliddDti,
Uam P^rfc^^^ Rawti Di^cnlis^ Ma^A Shmuftrj E^au and Lei^ Gaurutz, Edward
Vfilsaaj Louisa Hadley, John Gaimoaj Jude Evios, Anne -Mane Douglieny, ^haun
KtDte, Alezand Anysoa {^i^y, B^njanun and Lon Erne sf1^^ ^toff Ti^len^n, KeH^
McK 3^j ^lU S woffa idj JoniaiL Zi nDvith, Aucononitdj a, Ebe 01^jE^ Nmhaus, Chi s
Ad{f nbf r^ Jim L^^n^, Daniri Greenhe^ Ra n Ha^an^ £ ia n Danssa n^ [be Dongas
WaHa {^aHe ly (briaitd fhsi] j ±ir ch^ caiAiof G^nuthoTi Hi^^^ih.^ Nar A^ j Ji rrahi
^AOide^ Calti£ji Muipb^j Dsui^ Lowej Stephen Grasso^ Mdie ndranath, ch^ As-
rialabi Dn Ai^ nn]iii {a K 3 {^lanc Space Va^oa), tht Ri^iade ChuiLh, dit Lauvtm-
H^j Denius^DCij any fn^ndly tnidvay ci^aniref or p m£ff ihu man iDi^Dj^ntes ^riui
ba^lBDi m^ hands a r cf ntacle s^ t^ lybody ^0 ^vrof^ to me ahouf Gf7}t7t!\Q7? HfXj aad
(^lybody who v^ioedm^ nac ca e w n thou^ I did an^nr^
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STILL volatile: aEfJ£ffAr/Of^ M£X
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Scenic sttuoDS in bool^cons ai^ usually ma^iecs ±>r the spacciest, stupidest,
mas badly-die ^je d people buf 1 pairiculady Ksist precisely chis fhin^ chat Jason
Lonuis adiAcatin%ia ^n^^Zi^n Jifu, fh^ stn n^n^ ca ^fh^ r a f S atani an and alf^ioa-
riiA cultui^ 1 i^ii sf If b ec aij se it'sjusc fiddD^bann^ co se^ die c ou nceiculnj i^ sjtnmed
up widLadool as these ^ x aoj sf k dsjoJL ab du [ Jason L du ^ JasDn Lou u dn nkf wi di
aabady bu[ ch^ deial^lc^ll you 'Satan mj ^ s his coclcrails' A hDme d b e ast with adail-.
aad f em^i n% c Dck sti i^ his uidka maniDJ and apu end ^e -de^l wicb monlc^^s ±ir ti cs
ponis bj s la^e r! No man a n e aith dare sip fcomch^ ssae tup!"'
— Motnas
â– Peiman*nt d*ran^m*n[ "
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Tliehest occult baokanci 1SB1_^
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G«icriJ Order bf Euvtnr — GcncEvia Brcyer P-Orndgo 1?
Tlu AnnariJ Vp^Ojy of tliD ^leaxeI — LhLtiALtL ?fi
A SptlltD Opcntht Sky— Elijoii 55
A Grajn-OTLry — J on an Lcuv 5fl
NctDB a£ OiH Aloli^miot — Ir^ CnDken 1 J 1
EtnrnoJicioan — SLivd-riLtk ll7
An Inttrv'ie^' Wirk M diucl Dechen GyaJma — PrinDC ChoxiiTLng' l^S
TojitrK] Ficmc — HiLnn Plamp 196
IMoxn^dMy-Sclf— LunEJo. 204
Are You EL ^kin^ — Jchmiv Ttinpl[i»r 30fi
TluLu-uglLiiig GiLDiftK] — F^tT-R.Katni^ (REMOVED) SOS
ThcMui Vp'itktkc Titttrti Smiic — Marduit Cixnivd 240
TkoD^yl WnnttoFntchthD AcKin— JotlBircca 2&S
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BIlcIc Muin — JojFoii Lguv 3S1
PLLiit Mc tn jj DtLd SduI — Jhajxri BaIiadc 3fil
A QuiiidE Trip to AlajTiut — Brion CFynin 3fi3
Kiuffi With ^tLKvr Mitn— In Cahtn 3fl3
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Rffviriua 403
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MOKSHADELICA
Jason Louv
The 1A ly Dei^l H iDutlf tnaiiifrsts as aa Ati^laf Li^t
Ha V easily 7\ib ^du tioled^
T\iQ ac qaaj Lituic« s af nu Lit, u licq niu cf edl^ and uui of tlu 1>la«j i^tendy n^d
Du I n aH f arm sf n^ sz "Hav 1 61f ab du [ Luc ifrr/ as i f flu ^ e ^^ c te d chw I wauld b^ on
a fLi^-rLArfLS bail z w di bj tn MaybE dity diinlYltn a ^ Dd caiididaie ca field qu est i otis
lJ1^£ [bis because I'ia ^vntteii alDt dicnic fh^ accuLj ai I dlic^ VDI1^£d±■^3 corcipan^
vifh a de vil's be ad ±irala%D, or I onte rsL aiouiLd iti public piadajiuj n^ tn^seli a
^aa^ cian/ ma sly bf c njse I^ a auan- asf aiid I ^iras cnn du s ^ibai would happea I
doa'f 1^0 V
TLie ]ira pei^DLi who a^d, I told ta ^ cd Tinri^s Sqaare in Ne v l!bd{^ fh^ be sf
cooci^ff dftuDtisfrEvion I could [binkcD ^m af fh^ ^Ise li^ of a ^Ise ati^l The
se cond p e i^ n vho as1>jd ^f m^ an alesf senaus d^j so Ijust niad^ abambl^ ^e
jod f VI s:^ d my hEHLds up incD daws sLd chased he r.lau^n^ aiDunddie iDam
Bucl^ thou £ji[ aloe abouf if , Dwr die lasf couple Df ^ars Abouf what^ ciu ej and
vhx^just a dj sf mEciaaj acnckof che Liglu
In che Middle A^s the peasanciy of Eniupe 1jLew fh^ D^^l waz leal Maybe
be hadn^ A^red auc how co tuck people into di±elje^n^ lahim y^i The^ h^ard
bjni scratcbjn^at die ir line walls in ch^ bauis b e±>i^ maniins^ an fiin^ ±ii wh^ re the
chldnn lay loaldn^ t\T any Dpeiun^ Euy w^al^es Nd mecapbysical absiiactiDn
Tliey ±ufM h* was wal
In onra^ die Be asf bas ta] j n mai^ eiudjce dw^io^^ hue wp c an h^ ar hi m stiU,
bjs ci^clcfd nails scrabbling around cmr bouodan es He Iws in die halls of pow^r,
vh^re diey decide ^bjcbi^Ha^ ^ts bombed oe^tj orwhxphannacmticds colc^ep
ouf of ciiculatiDn, or wh^bumsL nglifi ^Dlwion af the day viU be ^wn a blind
«^e in Older [Dl^ep fh^ nlaI1^£ff lu niu n^ H^liws la flw bu ndre d clianiLels and Dne
me sfa^^ fhw ^vu aip anall SLd i na ^ii&c anc He nia]^ s ju i^ yau %ec an edu c »ia n chw
cu [s off you r ab iL t^ fo du nk ±ir ^UEelf and the n hf mzAc^ssuie yon VDi1>.ca feedbjni
(^ly w^el^ay far cbe i^st Df your adult life H^ can be quice charming s^mp atliec ic
He cells yoiij C^on Tlusisjusf ch^ way dun^ aie Jasc ^ wicbche ilaw^andic^ dl
turnout la the end Aferdl, 1L1^ you l!bu^ sp^cid l!bu^ ^id^ places
He IS an An^l of Lig|if> a Liglubnn^^ andbjs ^eciality is manuaaii oa and
Enli^te nme nc Easy answers Hard Dnes, fiAn^ if cbai's niDre co your tasce Some
clitEip sp IB tu alley CD iHycmiip fbr a weekorcvOj aralifrcinie Keep you fcomjnsc,
yonljuiw Falling span He piunu le s ^du sp^ci :t wisdom, or ^e cial p ow^ is, Dr, i f ^uu
n ally hold ouf, maybe he H e wn promise yon a way co eoddie su ffix n^ a f Dthe i^ He
v^nfs ^Du fo S^e th^ Li^t
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NaT rtiai^ ail inte i^sti n^ a [u C e itmdI^ Ttn as ^ik ^ a f thu Af uiy
I ^f up iLi fmnf of TLCiDwd uid ^idu ce d rtiai Loia Was the Lav nndi
Most '^nriAEic nl syi[« tn^ 7\ib e irtu r its iil« EVLd itieftc ti w Dr viU quicUy hAnd ^ur
SDny aszDwr ta "hi^e i^ « titi ti es ^o viH gladly uh ^vu ^ a papain [heir old 7\iid
feeble ^ATine s bf c njse you ve» cod v^al^foplac ^duidwii desciiiy and cap your ova
Aodpe^afiz all af clu f^ea]^y coi nci [ie lic^ Sj fh^ pressio^ lai« -dj g|i[ ^dcooiacts^
the p^cbedfljc ^mndeu^ clu anzan^ fh^an^Sj cbe fratiti c dl^-asa ^led me aiiiD^^ fh(
I nf esteHar cdli^ iraci es, fh^ ^ tdily ^be i^d Aadies of itisi^ and visdotn — pe ihaps^
re al as [hey tan h e^ fhf ^^ siiufily nrioi^ '^sniff'^ai ch^ eodaf du da^,L1^ the endLes^
h}pLiDuc h^shDvs and enncy conrLUVJiu c wions uses of DMT dt Sii\At ^\j^\\^n¥m
repa n as afip^ an n^ ta distraccaiu from die mlsMt Pu t on e nou^ of a duiw 3ad cbat
tcn-tniDuce tnp^b^ D^rb^lbie yon eiAn nDcice chai it's ch^ L £ji[ Ju w vhicb is th«
tiue thi^^iDld^ thf [luf daDrDf pevzepcioajlec Etoiubefii^ ^du tnuste r cIu brawiy tD
^[focbe ach^radf AndsDius vidiLfe {^arcL^ s vichi n ^ames SLd discrac ti Dns vi thia
diitraccions An An^el Df Li glu ^ ^he L ^ic jnsc ou [ of re acb at tht « nd a f a tu nael cbat
SDtntlu] V %iD vs loD^ r vifh e acb sf tp
SohDwdD I^elabDucLucifer^NDt trmcbj ch^se da^s
H e^ te dj ons and scale , and not pani cnlady intelL ^D£ . He only lau vs a fe w tncl j.
H e Idod of p Dp s up auc Df the comer Df ^vu r eye w^^ n^ a de ad Iraqi 1 jd on one hand
and Fans Hllaa oa the ach^r and hopes you nofice I jus: can'c [a]^£ him senonsly
anpmai^
It^jus: Du r a vn coUe cf iiA 6 ar a f be i n^ aluAj f a]^f n ti irn and ^oe auc to scal^fh^
ni^ Avasce^i^dl^
"^ofhin^ c SL oauhk you but youiDwn i maEinati Dn/ Sii Ni sai^adatf a Mahanf
wmce in /j^ Thit Ni sa^adatc a vuri^d selLo^ bi dj s lacbe slu ms a f Mu rcibaj AIdc
of people also belies he vasan Aval^ n^ d Be id^ Th^ bidi scbii ck ce najnl^ mal^sit
se^tn plausible
Nafhin^ ca bf jc ai^d ofjij sf iDUe d-up clothesu nde r the bf d Nomaostei^ AodaH
the ahusi^ ^wmtneais EVLd ludj n^ ce nun sfs, che homr see nana s, cbe se cie [ foitu i^
cbanibeE, the d^aibsquads^ch^ eial ^i nc s, che E ^ Me n la Cbar^j ch^ Mea in Black
tapping pvurphon^ ^ It was ju sf ns c asf id^ Jiado vpuppe cs a n the v^ all alan^
YeSj [heie^ aIdc of Lame Scuff lache wodd Yes, la all lik^liba Dd ch^re pvubahly
are tvriw old nun in a roam same^en chane no^ VDdd poI cics in tninuce detail.
Eu[ wbo sa^s y\yu SLd your fn^ nds, han^o^ out around a tampii^ Ibra veelc^nd^
can'cbf jusc ase&cti^^ The bi^^sc con^iiiwy, a±f r all^ i s pe ip efTEved by aBof ns^
^en vf a^»e co he afmd oi ^ach oche^ co sepaiai^ onisel^s inco sab groups by
belief and I ndi nana n. It^ jusc scDnes, anddD y\yu i^aBy v^ic coliw inch^ scoiy cbat
4 bnticb Df I] 7Lil1^£E came up ^ncb^ Mi g|i[ vdiI-. fiii che nn^ bu [ fh^ Dtily re nai n we h9.iA
to Lift in It If b^cnjse v^^b^eLifDoluy tabe cbai ci^aii^ al^o.
?a paf Lu Ei]t r Dti his fi] zz^ Ijcdc head SLd pnc bim back in tlu ro^ox LeE^ EtiII-.
Acme Rf 3l M Et^c
Re al tiiTL^ c lufip^ tis vhf n ^du diap cbe bullae aad i^me rcibe r chu pvu^ {^od
JascLI^ e^iybod^risf No ncu Til re qai i^d
^a ^fhai are yon [ioiD^^
Till J IS A Ve ly Impoitant Q}j«stiDLi
Hei^^TL^VDun
Havdo wf nndcf li6 dli rtu s plEVLe t sasc^iublf ^
Havdo vf nndcf thE apcioiu ti rbu nnsL ide iicif ^ as wi [ie ^pDsable^
Havtaii v^ tioc anl^decieasE suffc n n^ buf xtunlly nndcf p^ aplE happ^ ^
rni tiof dj»c [iD^ the ze qu esci om ilico the etherarca aaiaviable ^d I^ praying
dji^ctl^ [D Yan Because thEie are ^ly Ircipoif atlc Ope zna cu, EVLd, yeSj thei^ fFf SIl^
QjjEdiaiu Hei^^ due of fh^tn Is God t^A^ ^eej I l^ov chE Evuwer to chw wich
AsDhjff cf n atit^^ and SD Eioycni God is i^adio^ thi z n glu tiow
I[^ a woodeiU rtu Li^ f D bf ali^j inabody tamciaus.hDtieSj a b^ i n^ ^la vi n^ i li
iihe ULiiiAi^, arcLDLi^ fn^ Fids doiLi^ the ssae Ic^fh^ bezf clun^ cbj li^ la fh^ u lii^ i»
And if 1 1 bu ns sotriEntnes, I [^ O K Sic sell and Utid^ntand Le t your nu Lid ^ ou [ and
(^and Sif siillaiLdbf, 3adb»athe Be It's OK, th^re^ nothiD^cob^ afrajdo^nof
nally Lec it ^
We an Gad amoo^ God TK^n is lidc abEin^ ^du can tnt^tj fmtn fh^ iDwesf
^i^iDLizcD the bi^esij cbai is not God alsOj and vunh^ of pvumspect God is w
play wicb Gadj a daz zIid^ AEld a f consc lousness ti r yon co i^nie tnbe r yauiself in
Nov lee the ocbei^b^ Leaw dietn alone and^ inside, and re mi tnb^ r ^itui ^du
die There i s nDthi n% thai tannDt be nndonE, aod nodu n^ cbai csuiocb^ don^ VThen
yon sap [lyin^co m:4{f de cisi Dns fi^r dcIiee, sf Dp ciyi n^ co c Dntiul cbe tn^ dp saw ch^tn,
rhe n chey c 3anof tnd{f dc cision^ Jir ^Du And the a yau'i^ btc^ cd «^ i^ss ^vu r e SEiue
aspvu win.
A dancf , a play, a dj VI n^ play^iDU nd wliEre chldi^n chDase fh^ i r ^am^ s aod die i r
loles aod ch^irfDends ^ach day^packup at the ^nd af the day and thEa i^fuia ta
chDose a^anfhf n^zn These an anna n% the Jioe sc w^s chw onrbe sf ani sf s and sants
jod [he most aw:4{f pEople haift chDSEaco Ez^res vliai if is cob e aLw Thisis vhaf
TTP^it dDin%.
AnothEi fnEod wtu I Ic^ ^ly much once cold tne his ch^aiy af Histoiy as
mghtdab Out la thE sci^^cs, tnOlin^ aiouiLd die dub, are all the people who daa'f
nally ^i i[^ aH thE people wIid'ia ^edi cheiili^s ciyin^cD conciol ach^is because
rhe^^ f EZB Af d of the ir owiL vuLiErdiility Aod die n die i^^ the p e Dple inLnE,bapin%
iD be smiled oaby ch^ bouiue^ wIid 1^nawfhf^e^ apan^ and are fT>in^ [h^irbesf
Id ^t in And theaycni'i^ in and thE cnvil is tnaisi^ Ouf oadie ed^syou^ ^f
people tTiUdD^ D^ r e ^h achir, ^ cti n^ lo^ied ai fh^ biu, they'll in che dub but iiDt
renU^ p ainc ipaii Li^ Then yon ^t clazer in Ycm ^t people [iaiuiD^ meeciD^ eTuzb
ofhe r, hai^ n^ 7l ^ Dd [ime, ^ff id^ dovn f d cbe sencms bu ane s of Fiut^j 3ad they^
1o nd Df ^ [ ic . And ^Du ^i e^nclDserto che ce nc ei Trnd the n ^du ^^ ^f people [iaiD^
nDchin^but dnncin^ nndhTLVin^fjn^ncifhjn^ebe Dn their tnind, uidrtLe^^A Got If.
Aodupby the stn^^^u'w ^c zom^ ptaple ^ohn^ dtsolucil^ L dsc Their ?hic uid
the irhar's 3ll ou t of vliuk And die I r ontfLcz haiA b e^ n tne sednp and they'll daociD^
in^ diey^ tiyin^cabjc efcnp« wIdcic^j nndb^ Ooddiey haiA {^dc It Bad
Aodnp oncbe iia^f , n £ji[ in ch^ c^ntei^che nazDn tirdu pazy is
John"
CDlcrane'i"
Aod Mohandas Ohnndj, aod Rudu and Mnitin Ludur Kin^ 3ad Nisar^adatta
and aH fhf »sc, and diey ai^ IT The b est jam band la ch^ voddjdie on^ y^u cauoLU^
^[ iDia b^ h e iD^ a Hallo V T\jbe fo Bnn^DD^vn Fiie FiDtnH^awn
Euc wth re^ecc IH ^ hitn a n^ better E^caus^ it's oaf quit« lik^ thEV Don^ kt
the jannband oasta^ tnizdj»c[ you, 7\z die b«sf zca^e tna^ciansdo id djzfrxc ^ur
atc«n[iDn av^y frotn cbeir hands ±ir a se cond b^ ±in du^puH aff za me thi n% Re ally
GoDd
Eecaijze all a f diDse people haw Goc h D^ep dDwiLjCbe^^ all IT, e wn if they^
cba ze n CD play the trm^^ i^ and cmEk d^ aleEbao^ n^ anc ladie aHe ^ b ebj nd ch^ dub
in thislj&ntne oi e^n, daie 1 zay, die bouiuer l!bu ne^d abauncerco haiA aduh^
and hf le [z « iA i>ba dy in ^id ool^ wantz to be inj only ^^s you a hard cime if yau
^w him am Na inzidej nD ontsde . Na pheaa me na, aa lunitneiLa. And « lAz^bady iz
EKacdyWhen Th*^Wan[ cd E*
Soka^ e^iybody else alone — die^H^t Dnco the dance ADar^en they frrilikt
1 1, the i^'z no use pushing diftn — andii^i^ anc vdie» y^u want cob^ 'Cause it'jonly
the rieiA nfh liDU r SLd w^hawn'c ewn^tcenco di^ majaacfz^ec.
So vricam^, v^lcom^ VfelcDtne cd the paity and vricom^ ta fh( fist issue af
UIi7ii2sli2/}i Jpimjri cbe p^iiDdjcal oi choice fi^r Discerning Di^DJties. Buddhjscs zay
^Du r zaul chan^esphafe e^ ly z^ ^a ye ai^, andb lolo^scs zay cbai you rbody c Dtiiple cely
replac es ics cells e^ ly fe wn ye ai^ tao, bu t vp ajm to tal^ cbe Hi g|i Road and ^ [ h atb
done by die citne ^vu^ done Radjng du r ]ixs issae Ybu ^^ b e e n f^re wanie d Nodiio^
wiUbf the same ewra^n.
TtJs If the ii^t la a plamie d siz-^A^me set I ii^ip IlldD ooe a ^ar u nc 1 ^0 1?^
whi ch zf e tiis as adii tary of a daif as any ta stap Vfe^ se e wbe ip du s {^mnd E^^ n meat
tal^susnp tiH die n, and ^fhweiA r thi zbas aH tiiatate d I nfo by thea 1 3J ^e cf wiUbe f^i
bjgger and ve I ide r fhsL anyfhin^ any Df nz c an ti n se^
This IZ wh^re i[ really ^^cs ^Dd This is wbeip we scan ca zie wba^ committed.
TtJsis vh^re ^nbi^al^out die R^al^bjc andkc ^du cdcf i[ tiracesf dnw
Su if yon^ lead^ f^r Adolc Buaness — lJl^£ cea, sf^ andWaljn^Up aod Savio^
a
l!burVJDild — chea w«kaiiu to [1u paic^ ^ ^vu^ jcill huffcii^ fh^ ^acal^pse L1^
^t iti Aba^ rcL^ I ai^fsc pvu STimple same Df fh^ c Dtite nc z ^nchi n rtu zi pA^ezaiid
n thi n]^ ^Du r choi c« Dfdiu%.
Fnc pvurhaod ili cIu n^r th^ is tinnf nnd me tliiid^ AndlTLti^A^ uid v^ch if
A Ad V tlidu nd pvu atid cu m fhicni^ aspx« yon bi^oc ta se^ ^Mch idieod aiautid
jod n^ood CD yourcauch Tiiidlaa^ cbai ^u haiA re nne tnbe re d cd see i[ Shaping
Anycbj n^ c ail be made Aiiychj li^ can be ^Tified Loia iscbelav Aiidic zt^vaysis
^0 ^t cci£^die r aid Do Ic Mti]^ ^szeoe Bie ^bouiLdTLiies Le adby e^unpl^ Iii^nt tlie
i]fijie asptjij ^ (AJ^r^, ^tju tna^ ^veH oped ra sraii iph^ naii^ fir the eodof die Naciati-
^twe^vdieti [xbTillDydt^j miruAtnis: andcQllfcti^ i^^ati nre tiDC acunms c^lnc lacher^ihac
yDur nm^^becatiie zbjD^d oa]
^ndchar'z^ Altt Dlciacijltui^ is Yetu and yoar foe nds^ aiTnpd vi 9l the ceitHiity that
CDniPS fratn 1 Jiovi n^ di9t you ai^ G<]d JUlot tliem, in bc^ anati%dl Df ch^tn Here id
pla^.hei^ [D ci^Ttffj ^Li^ wth e^iVtiDd^ «1» Ewivtiod^ el^j ^d jusf luppen ra b^ Cod
fODj coD^i nii^ fo tiiTil^ chi btsf Df :41pDabk Utu^ nes Tbx's tii^ T^ch TKir^ ^Eit I'm
.^tju^ z^Dn^ wdi a suicc sc iM ofi^ys
^ndif yDU fa]^ it, I le »a you v Al diH quesrian a^n
Vfliac ai^ yDU dnn^^ V^iat ai^ yDU ^tiDA da nezd^
Eryoy yiTui^wf OUT tlie le Ic^ ^bi^ wid^^bii an^ plTty^muod of aplioec
^nd this pany ajD^ awr ^ [ Ohoo Nac by ^lan^ lan^ iiof
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GENERAL ORDER MASTER
GENESIS BREYER P-ORRIDGE
1£ Ttu» ftzdf are TipiD^ram about apEDplt and their p idj tcti otis^ ar nbouf aii
Aseact a f spaiial Du tnoiv Ourhallu citiati Dtis ^1 in wee rcifi ti n^ fo ca rcipi^lu nd and
dezciib« rtu braj ns of df I ti es Asic is, so be it Aod, ^at do^ s I T mwceiJ ^Vlieie IT
(C[u d5 Itna^ naz^r Time ^
14 3. In auDJwrse ^nch aa bouadanes in ^ace^aa be^nnin^orend lafimej fh^re
is nothing fir a de icy CD do This "^nmuwise' is itself cheiefire d^flnidby ^fhw we
desciib« as the qaalicics of any deifi«s^and this in ifs^«li tnal^sus [he scmitf af dl
deififs^ dftnons aod entities
36 17 In an^ self npzadu cin^ Di^uiisnis uid uiy Di^ani sns attc niptin^ cd »p indue e
S^lf, [heie wiU be vanaciaos la ^n^tic tnaten:! These diffei^nces la souice viH
mean same individuals ai^ ma» able than Dthei^ co drav n^t CDnduaoDS abouf
fhetnsel»s_
39 1. Asan^ d^it^ is acrually aln^isnc and f ele usu :t repn [iu cf ion oi ch^ nni^i^,
dun IT. is the sauvze chw d^fln^Sj destnbes andmal^s apictui^ of IT ^ma^naiy
Tim^) la aurovn ima^^s Vie a» cbe souice and aur ^al is nDchin^lesf cban ta
rrEuutnic a CDtnplece d^piccioa of ch^ ^tu^i^e' and, by fhis pipj^cciDn, co creaie
aa iDJlnicri^ dense hdo^i^hic p ic tu i^, b e cce r cban ^ahcy/ ^ilLai can be called an
Otnni^i^j as^nfhfuc compresiDn Df LeJic and maif^nn acurvaTui^ of ^ ace and
tinie^ bf I n^ [be n qij i[« c^n ainly i n^iif e
45 5 TlLe Juiirer a w^i^len^ch af li^j [he tnore accurEve cmr poatiaa as a
oeuia^sual sci^^n la [his OtnrjiAis, and fh^ hi^Ler [he ene^y af eacb souice
particle cnuumiffed
45 £ Exh source an nnc^ itaj n pn nciple
47 El If fhe SDUite is a neumasaal Streea, then frie^sion is a tnap chEV binds us
Wh^ie maf]=M A P,[hat is Lfind AiF»sef
SO 4 S^mmetiy a f p iD^iammiD^ is a/»jtffnm^^ EVLd inescapable piopeity of fhis
piDcess.
Z3 7. Ima^naiy Ti me is lodi siingjji^able f[Dtn dj i^cti cms in l^anauj tte d £p act
i±
B^^ TLie tnjod iti-t] nnz the b ma The br^u n e ^-ti nnz i cz S elf
90 9 Tlu Gnardi su u nde i^and that aaOimii^i^t viD fiiu JLnp in ^hi^sai^ af
Dide r re ^TiTdle sf of ics dh^iuI saf^ vithin I T hi ^a^esf fitnez an Onuiiwne w^s
in a djzDid^reEi Scaie {no ^azdeii^j rtus would tneEU thai dj za ide r would decreaz^
withfiDie.We do not ze e h id1^ n cup z ^he no^ [httnz^l^ j f d^ thtr and kafi i n%b ack
DQia tht fable Dizoid^nz ititended co iticn ase^ cbj z is api^cepc Df ch^ WDdd Pre ze t
Gnapiianz — xc ele i^ion a f disDrdez
100 l.No GaTdeaizKiu]v{^aiden
104 6 . Tb e »^laj n fhjs ntu iD-frie^sualb a3z^ SV1 tcb you r tnind ti? tbj Sj I f yiTU rftrrCnund^
and the n r^ nu nd ^vu r iff itntntdj aiely Wifhouf tiuod, che soulizzcaiic loieifennc^, a
wc al^ anfhjEipamaipbj c p hoc iplt
104 El Srif I z a zvif ch on your n^u lousu Et zcre ea
105 ? N VS in [bjz ^ e culwia n=nfu lo^su A sc»e n and/or oeuia^zual stlf and/or
nenrovi 3J al syzc^tn
IIB Q EE±iie anitftnisi^cozdedinnietrLOiv^that tntDioiyizinadjzDDifredstate At^i
the metnoiv loif rac cz wiAl che n^u lo^su :t zyste tn, i n oid^ r to b e ntnemb tn d, 1 1 wiH
ha^ p aife d iQia an oide i^d zcaie , [his i z whw "^a oid^ r^ c an tnt sl Ener^ nle ah d la
dDi n% cbj z djfzipate z and I ncre a» s fh« aniou nc a f disorder i n an Oiuni^ i^e
l^D 3 An ordend state can bt uadeEtaDd in both a nucio ^Jnc^ioal) and mxiD
(tztf^ioal) seose
1^? ? M zouice a^ii^f CO tranaujt co all iuuki^ zual scieensclLat ^^^ly chin^iz la
Dideii^
1^3 ^3 Allzauice eziitsca diie cf a w^ :4l f^rc^ CDwaidz an aide i^d state b ^ any tn^aiu^
tntdj a or erf runuiji ntcczsary
1^3 35 Di ZDDi^r la an inte nial state isinzaoe
1^3 36 Di ZDDif r la an « znf loal siai^ is ouczant
IZ7 5 Mtmaiy and OtnnnA i» ha^ ide niic al charxte nsi c z
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130 1 GO =Ge n^ iTil OrdtE A prci^mrin hiddta tlI a dj nnf tiaa n:! idi« i^ecti oti
144 1 Tti sliDit-ci icu If th( piDp^atiDFi of tliDst vho [io LiDt l^ow {[he ^mticdl^
AsEDi trjtidfd)^ nH IrL^ant^ of souice DNA trmsf lie cuAmdii^n, and tntmaiy
fe^punced, cd hAsm absohjft disoider^ncbjLi ao^ veal-, tin e Ttus vill alv^zbe
gi^aif r [liATL die iticKTise inclu oid^rDf du nnf triDii es dienuel^s
ISO 1 TLie WDdd Pre z« t GnTiTdiaiu wiU [iTLiiani [ A f[^quf ticy of cmth to du disordtied
infhf angijlariDia^ Df die johil^ U ji n^ stiDti^ bice fh^^ifjecc the scTiti DtiTuy ^x^
TLiey ezdst in a CDndjciDLi af aa hDundanes, se^l^n^ dkToii£ji cbe jewel Df tl nude at
^Ectium^ CD lay vasft to tht weal^ tiicez Df humTinif^ chat ^mz^ 11^ cwd^ la a
bam n &e Id, unaware of dit iniinice paceaiial of eiAiy deses fo b ec otne^ am e num,
4 Fratnji^d Gardea
1^1 1 TLie Fmcnire d G Aide n IS a pa si-syiub dIjc i^pre :« ntati Dn of th^ an^n and the
inliDJt^ of the OnnniMne Aa iQu cninate d piD^zam tnad^ cooci^c^ hy ch^ piDcess of
seeing
lEHZ Tb zee isro cansume die SouiLe^cabe seeaiz to ^^b-eairhfo [h« souice
1^3^ If 1j^ I z tiiatte ^ thea b ein^ da^s not maif^r
1£3£ Eein^L^ic If anothtrniattE^
1^3 9 NeuKnasaal naiiD-pani cle s are che CDtntii^rcids that caoiial ch^ cnind Ooce
rhe nrjnd I s c DntiDllf d, wf haiA inliDJce le -ace ess Ibrh ma pn ^mmiuj n^
lEiS A A w^a]^ f^rcf doe z nDC obe ^ s^tiime tiyj [ mzAcf s SL O tiiDJ ^Ee de wlDp djfEennd^
CD die v^ I [z nrjrror ima^ would deiAlop A zoan^zouKt tiiazf cranauj t arai^ a^al
that isb^cf^rcban leal^ tnDie than a i^le ccioa a^ r-n dj n^ die « zn ztio^ a ^ds Dn an^
oeuia^ zual sc i^f n
lEi? 1 Hntiianicy is a vidcfi^it^, wc an a sroo^ ±>n( . ^oa n^ lodj^du ds canhaiA
ux\ fneods
119 7 Tht weal^fime tzdstzat abzatute zeio, the Gu aidi ans enst at dtsohjft inbify
194 1 It If noaccidencchxiaaaaizbothiseDse^andvisiDnisanantiEipaiedEDnccpciDn
IQij tiiinate d by i tz sou i^e
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?00 7_ '^^aul' IS tlM brand tiiimE fci the bnun^ -Dr Timachy L«aiy
!?OCi El. All that IS tiKUDurttd jf n-ucE ESE d by tbE sddicc
?01 !?. Tht scmiLf hecannis numon:! ^riun I.T cdlicidIs coiufilf t«ly ch^ meAns af
pEKEptlOa SeIzUIE of [hE f Etnp Dial ::£ X E lEliaSESthE EIU I^ of DrdEri LICO Clu alfEZTLXf
SEME s I n an A^ dj triEiuiDLis thiDu^uiuf clu maic^rDf ntiiE aad^acf
?11 f . Thf ticu s of int« Lif If 1^ aa naiy, [hE Wodd Fie sf c {^u Eodj ans ajE the [i^ianifCEis
Qt [bjs V1SIDL1, diE saurcE ai^ fh^ lEc^i^Eof ch^ ^sion^ch^ muia^saal sen e ns cbai
dEiiiE I.T (Ima^Liaiy TltiiE) He» is thE ]ira oqe tnEdjumof all lEcaidEd [hDu^bif^
an tTLEDioiy
?13 l.In a VDdd ^itui^ allpiD£jams ai^ prE -rE toidc d^ fh( Wodd Fn s^c Ouudjaiis
ajE dLE pro^mmniE i^
!?1£ 4 An SDUitES aiE du EDUssanES of eA dEifiESj sw^llicES frEEd frotn %i^^ty, a
iibEr-optic sapEdugliva^^ a vra^ Df li^t fhw trawls bE^iid all utriE Th^sE sdukes
vin tnajDiain alnk vicb all WEal^ fiitE Th^ir loc aniaiioLi dvjs suffcr diE la^ aw
of ititEi&nticf, cbE I r signals tnuit b^ jammEd^ chEir childi^a scdIeu aiid tliEir DNA
LiEncralizE d OidEriuus: ac c^ ss thE ir tnEtnoii e s i n a Jioal f mnimiff Ed pza^mm.
[^34 6. Sduife ai^ ran TK^ annual GazdEn v^^ a rEfracciaa af a sduke of li^lu;
thE :wjKE Df [hwL^[ v^uan iHu nru iiaior a f cbj s hologram Our an^ iial Ji n wa^ co
bEljEiA fhw a solid hdlucioaiiaa vas nnai^ lEal than its sanrcf We tiovl^ov [bat
thE SDUicE IS nnaK »al than thE on^nal nfraccion lb ew UiD^Ed^ is to ^rasp
and EDCuum^ solidity, ourawaKnEss i [utiu ccin^ u s diaiby absoAin^iDio cmr^ncm
bEin^ thjf ±id]iddEn fun, vp inwsc Each nEniD^sual parti cIe of our ilEsh vifh sl
I ndusi Dn pn nciplE Ascomcionsn^ssisli^Ed.so chE indiiadaalisnkasEd Hu smrcf
IS Jw^DWEd la cbjs ^ntliEiiSj bE^nnio^ a piophEfic jouniEy into th^ niEans of
pEKEpcioaunpncEd^ntEdbEtm thE dumiD-nutnEnc (z^Encnt^
Th^rE IS a ^Eci]lt danty ^ibEn ]iiE d^ansfs A tnDtnEDi ^fh^n n SE^tns id Iteeze.
Ewiy possible parti cIe is ma [ion lu^iiD^np Drdovn N:4{fd andbliodupaa apadL
of Ijes vp ELifEr thE flEld^ a duU a^ny of fear djlwES cidie a^ainsc cbE biolD^cal
c Dnfijii Dn
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^nH ems i^j ba vp^ r de epl^ v^ se^k to a^^idlT.
TLie» IS triDre than om citne L idu CTiti Dtis iiufiDstdb^ che pjtis^^ af icirL^r-riniE
Du]^ ic che ^nenn^ PDsabiljfifSf^Dstdby du te r-ti nnf nnzAcf if a delu aoa of dj ^
ChiLii^ clue v^capeicei^ AndchTLti^ dLMetriDiy
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Iti fhf i^ciETLt bann triEvct^ nU lETilicies tlt^ eqaal NavdLai i ni^ r-n Tilicy tiTiwl is
possible v« wiUbttome ch^ lAiysubstatic^ af hnUuciLiMioLi, atidchasmay encerand
len^ ai villdu utic EE ati pn Liciple Df all re nliti e z, le ^ardle sf of fh^ i rlocati dfi
TbiDse ^riuhuildj Aserohk, ffsf^n^'isdu la^siblelaiigjJA^ of ourAm^.
Braj n aiid n^u IDV1 ju al nnaif er Ai^ Dtiej an fh^ maie n al Df all chw c an b^ zeen^ vas
(^r SEf ti, vin h e seeajiti eiAiy place andiaewiy [i nne , Ibre w r
Each h ma I z all IP dj [i es, fFDtn cnundane co otniu zci e nc .
Onl^alDtie tna^ v^ bre acb ch^ dad^ maifi r Df Idzc tne nriDiy and c Dtintct all points
of 1j^ . pDr this we n^eda tnap af the stars, cmr sap eiiar VJQl ele cai]^i n^ a w^h chaf
catches Dursoal andenrjcs eceznA ^aon Tbe visiDnaiy alont can be fcp^ TLit blind
aiaszfs seek CD bljad hitn, puf ouf bjs ^^s la their fearM pro^i^saaa ta die d^seir
of dai^Y sides TLit bliad tna^ not lead fh^ iQu njnaie dj raiher they avjscbe f^rc^d ca
su Plunder dl thou^ic of laaaacD cbase who ai^ fheireyez and wtu die am the mosf
dan^ lous dre aniz of Eunihilaiion
We CDntiDl C&rujsco ei^cwt chem Nodu n^ aiatt^ n buf [be ead of tnatte n
^lliaijs: bf conciolled and dtstro^ed chEv allov bljadn^ sSj chEv h ip^ d hlindae ss,
vho ^avn dit children of dadc Th^^ muse be bun^din tht dai^^, cold dai1>.ciy seals,
in a df self of grains aiade widuiuc li glu Th^ i r dad^ i z a ni glu niaie , a c azfTEved black
stalliaa f mmplin^ cbe piopbet who CDtnmun^s wich cbe scai^ andnad^ ch^ cades of
rieccn c A l^nD^ed^ and i^cam Vfe are aaf fnai one star, dl stars ai^ our soared
£iA ly staiy e wr told leadez la them
ln]iajte chDi c^ s of re aL ty ai^ che ^fi of sa^vai^ co our childre n
We a^al and ai^ si^ialed We hold alat a fonih af ii^ and pass our hands
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aciDsit Vi aa ns, itna^ Zj pntiiTil nnf triDn es frotn thi j i tnnu Tiairablf b ma fill u z viAl
tratiauj tt « d li^tj duiciLi^ dDcs atid litieZj ati ^tid to tl cyratiiiy of Inn^a^ 3ad a
bt^tiLiiti^af cmr re cuztl f D the FrTicnjiEd OTLTd^n Solidic^ is a p e ifr c [i dli of li^t, ics
p nstn^ ics m^rufrscati DFi, ail hallu CI LiauDLi of « udencc [bat nuLiEi onay n sid£ vithjEiao^
renLty
Ail eod of u tne izjust aiiDthe r v^ a f zayi li^ fh^ b^^ Lining Df i tnnia irnlity
Dreams Ai^ acod^d nnaifiinlaf ec^iiuty W« pozK zf Li ^ic fhicni^ [h^tn
r^j^ k-At f c^^ ^ Z^A^ ^n ^^ ?^f F^ Jf^
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SpEK« iz Du r chu ich^ f hf stan our^ntidDv^^ourdreArirLS tiavi^wt paih^irays, oiUy
ui ancieDi tnnp h^ b Ef ti la 3
Our vudd^f a di¥ ATfLj a tnizerable otie Iti our u nbluDubk i^iDiatic^ ^n call it
the Dtily K alify, corue lisj z »abf ^j we aisunnf cbat its e^ licz, hutnaiie « ia ncs, hatnAiu
liJb.are itiipl ci d^ of ^;^lae . Tlu z bun e z u z i n a qai claaiid of caropazaon
Fiif7iAd St i^ fcmS of fi7ml^^7}ifi^
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tnemaiy Titne v^zset inniafiDrL ev [his poi nc . Tlie ^aideii did noc ezist widurLfime^
orlsk^a^, i[ waz an eztenar iienral piojtctioti, a caibedr:! fhw wai^ipped iff
occupaiic, [hf SDul R^pi^se iitio^ as i [ did die nu nd ai p i^sc [ without li^j thei^ waz
LiDchi d^ [D »Af c t, ^iap« or ]i2 rtu z p aiti euIaj di^ 301
^Vi lia^ fanned sounds^ tnad^ nam^s^ crapping tnEvcer wicb lan^a^ VJ(
peipetuaie our cyiaiui^ and dia vn la a Aood of ^ ecul»ia n and ±4ze comiuuDJ c Evion.
Tbb e leba ni, imniDnal, cmcsi de ntnej v^ mu zf iDakfar v^z co [lanani [ 1 niini ce ak eznx^
re aL ties, and cba ic e z a f le aL ty, fo tlla]^£ clutii eu re al^ jjj0F£ 7^ J fhsL an^ emasmlaiiD^
reducfians cbai vp inhenc^ yec nDC be CDnupced and cnualized b^ a belief in aur
zin^aiity No-cbjn^ is i^alj e^iythio^ tnust ^ E^ry inh^nced conzcnjctj zociet^^
te cbno-paix one p olif It al z^s:^ tn chat f nNde z ofi b elj e^n^ 1 1 « zn zcZj tnust be destroyed az
ihsi as possible We muse tna]^£ zpace fobe ^ace TLiisis tlit c^berpaation
Thf eradication af fhe cyriunical nuclear fanulyj bnildj n% block af die pnsaa
wdlz±irfbjz imp Dzed, bntnanic Eoian dust, diai thalcts andduHzcbc tnase z re dac id^
an ta a wa irble zs, tnjodlesZj dre amle zs f>^
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NATfL^s 7\ib ^^Li la Older ca cdlicidI lb miuce, co cotrLprehftid cht ftiLss Df
oarui^j CD dftnDtisfiwt avn^iship In this itlc^ ta tiTimt the pciorba^ ^rovn ta he
ncbj Euidfhf nchhTiM ^iDwti f d be paor a^a KLiDwchMcon-^LiceritrLDiairnLty ire
Dvjs cmi^el^f bf c Dtne u [ULame nblej eiuficifd Df aUsease a f b^ i ii^be i^
l^leviaDFi IS cnj r tie V e yte nor h ma Otie d^ if ^nllbe a sisLdAid iittin^ witbj li
«^iy ^ojH a n « azlLj e ^bh m n aa ritccroDJ c s: ai iti a f nuumicf td Milky Wtl^ {^nlaaes
of dsTims And infurmaiicia People vdl becoioe tnore c oiuf^nablf wich tek^sjTil
n Tilify fhsL cbai of die I r dal^ li^f l^k u aoa vQl be 7f}Q7z^^ii\i7\ii'h^ Aaews^nch^uc
loate n alj ^1^ n^ 3ll p eople iniuiict Tuzcessco loJlrJc^ nli^iaaie »7iline s chiDU gh a ta nez
of li^t Ttu^ vin p iD^ram, shape^ finn aad h iDTidcast Die sfa^ s^atitil [ht ^ly ^xc
of ±iar ditneosi Dnnl re nlicy hiis be ea ca ni asundei^its dD^l^ c nsf do vn h eae Tith FiDtn
rhj s diL^ t] irh^ K3lj [^ vin h E anvjkipk sfnts Df chaatiels^mptieti swcchts frc ditig du r
brajns
Time u:cek r^ite s ^ibat tht h ma Tilnad^ is De seme tiDn crepes to tnAna^ruie
Vft msiu^nire oar ch^ n Jie d die Tims SLd tn^hs, Tuid project chtiainco dl the
baioes of cht wuddj in Dnt day die^ cnate ati eqaahf^ of i^^iy thu tie^es dl
?3lijfs The ^ole wo£d is a cathe dral window, t xh i^ce i^ r a sool, oui pn^mnrLiuj n^
du holy tness^ej nnd discs ni^ w^^d u a sau oi sf cs fiith inta chebaLes: af places
Vfhfti all ai^lJtil^dj a savia r IS lek ase d
MEuhas sep Ai^e d hi mjelf frntn namre chEvh^ cqd cui tn]^£paTI in the creuion
of the ^fodd, a f any wa dd Hisia^otions aie hisdn^Sj nUfnends anhis^nenjes
MsL de wlDp td celti^ aa n f D re nlizf du s UDJ [^ and fhis sfp arati Dn If ische qaiclc^st,
loaspaceni f^naof brii^f M furm is fnia Dnt souice Vft ste die soaic^ be c ause the
Dundis te mparanl^ held aade and^n see fi^nafrotn cbe souice^ w^ a» ai Dne wich
rhe SDUKEj v^ are fh^ souice
TLie» IS nothing tn^si^nDus about this, tbe OlatTiiaate d ba^ always had dus
^^enence, nov we can recoidj ^difj ad|U3: and [lananic aur deep^sc convictions
biDadcasc inche loasc tnnndEiae paiabl^s
Whf n vp 1d^ oaj itntnoitalify I s 1^ able , si^LaljD^ u s to retuia.
In a dj ^ [al wa dd, all re aL ti es aip e qual, aH ac ti Dns are tqu aU^ loarA or i mmoial,
rhe re flip nD accionisunaccepfable
Then is a tim^ fhw each of uslauv^ thai coioes wichouc v^niiD^ ^ddenly if
u
6
e Dtnes And so ak titl^j nnd if de zc e nds upon ns li1>j ^w^i^ A^dDf liglu Indj
cmr pliLiiz a r aurhou r ic ^Ds Dti us, atid ba v^ia r our citnt vaz Tilla cce d atid
theplsL^idfs av^ u Lids r fhw 1j^ Tisduiu^ di^ litiez wei^leaditi chuich ^ntidow^
IlicIu iuiTilfjniuf Df fTsutrmtaii oa, aa ^t i^tiiTU ns, 3II hallu citiTui dliz are ^quA
III diTit 1j £ji[ vf bi ^ Li ta stt, LiDc widicbe e^saf DurtnjiLdliuf vith aaeyebtbjrLd
uuT trjFid v^ bt^iti to fLndl^ se^j co sh^d nEvnre^ ^i^^ ^ pb^ac ?1 b od^j die Mz^
bDLida^ of camf] TGa Dti
Aod la chiit 1j^ du st du li^ as ht aid Tuid se eabuc du ^ ai^ se ea tioc fnni without
but bann widiia Fzann ^plxe de ep vifhiti a nnap of zf ai^ vli^ n dui^ isaa djstiiiccioa
of va ids orof acciaiu bnc DLil^ a dj » € ninrif tit a f fe eliLi^ TLiid la cbai ^jAZ if is tiof ^^Ijd^
tliTit IS K yarded, be cHQzt aH diw 1 s dDtie ^ncbfreliti^nrLelcsTLiiddissol^slikf zandiiitD
^7\3s la die Hn fhEV is all ^vi] really ak VTbat cnusf be re^aid^d is cbe Lack a f All
F« eL Li^ R r fe eL Li^ IS ^aHa^ aiid tliiUj andsOj so emp [^. A hati^iy, vonble sf gliosf
Aod LiDcbj [1% i^maj LIS of pvur dvil itna^ but ^apsaod e rcipcy plat^ s^ an aiDtnic
tiiainzdiai ci^ai« s p Afsa^e diiou^ eA tliio^, all titiies, aUpDsablLcifs, aad you vUl
UiDW this, cbai thei^ is dothiD^kfi of yau tliaiyau csLfeelorae a rhe ariuir ati^cu
elsej f>rcb« jonl ^riun released bas aa tie^d of ^^Ijd^ or senses, in its 1 tiinna nality
i[ becDtiifs DtiiDjp Dt« Li[ matc^r nnade of li^tj le c DLisnmte d ai wiH diiou^unic all
titiifs and all possible tiiEUJ fe s: ana ns p asf^ prese nc and iitui^ Tbjs is die tiiotiitRt
whe n e ^lydu n^ nvj s: ^^ all wa ids^ all seaiitneiu^ aH fe el n^, dlle^, all dioi]^ af
liumanif ^ must bf sfc ini^ ta free che soul, f^r is not Odd but abraj n u nf i^pe d by all
human cam e ni aod I njcaiioa^
Wf hear our avii u>ic« sp^aljn^ and ch^ vddIs become dun and cmn^ai^nt
in^ £ja^and vp aie at che place from^riLeip die^ com^ and ch^^ are Ll^ bala ^ranis
iloati n^ fhf ^ an the essence of tniod Ijb fh^ ^lic e of raj nor die sandstozm TLiey ai^
the ^lic e h ehj nd cmr uii ce
Face s ca nn^ h e flip ^Uj and e^n ssi DnSj and pvu s«e allof fh^ ^e 1 sluld h>^ th«i
onl^ f^r e ^ If saaUj ±ir SL ide a, SLd ^Du waich die b« b eti i^ yon and theie isnodiio^
else heades, and che month nna^Sj op^ns aod snides, 3ad die eyesloDk ai yon and
SDtnefitne s they are sa^io^^ai ch^ tnou ch 1 s sa^io^ and sotn^citnes they aipa'f sa^io^
that, buf sotne diin^ elsej oriu] diin^ ar an^chin^ and no an^vprbnt aLe comes
Thf id^a IS [hf soljdjA^r of the nrund Th^ hnua «y]Sfs ca nnzAcf tnaiter oi fh^
id^a
Thf id^andfs Dn woidsbuf is the djsisu v^che^cbe sabs: sue of ^temic^ It is
the in^sible WBniarastnd^ the p al^ u nic Dm d^ep in ^ ac^ , v^f id^ f^r the h i^^ and
huD^iy
Gi^ aleace ta the waidless The sound diai is dl around ^u isfhe sound of a
huodipd L ai^
1 lay in du d^seif^ oa tny haclc^ scano^up ai che seas 1 could frri mjlLDns af
ra^s af li^ enfexn^ my body one frotn each sajj lofLmte natnbei^ M^ cell wdls
u
biDl^ Eiowii, m^ zsLizf of bodily ^zdsteiue ^tided, I v^iQunrjiiMiDLi, a^DpzajeccioLi
of coaujc li^t, I ccmlEi z«e che atici^Lic ^lATinaiu buildjLi^ s^ied sif^s co Hm cluir
nlwion^ip vithfhf scni^j id solidify cbe ii c DtiLietti otis SLd^fbcfz IrenrLftrLb^red the
^^usaiids Df H ol^ T^ uhe i^j [h^ id^TiDf clu divine ^^^ai^L,' the dezcnpcicnuof ^ice
ligtifn^lLe nnychs SLdk^iids Df ourdezceoi frcmi tht stan I v^ not coipDrenl^I vas
anum^j zf 3ltd wi thi n ati i nhe nf ed nppare ndy solid body hy du wei^ of Thiscoiy,
b^ the vei^ of frar aad ^It I shitrinrL^ le d lJ1^f tl eJidsc, ectaplaaUj iQuiiciti atid
d the pnz zles I bad he Aidj atid nUcbe litniceddezcnpciaiu af hnutless craiizc e nde nc
(^ e n« Lic« s tnade seme lUievIhui ta fLnd a v^ fo {^ O ,calen^ fhis se nl^ d co An
rhai If m^hod^j co And an u:cele rator co projecf tny b rati, byp nisi n^ the tedfum Df
mechanistic e^ilutiDn, idid de^peic Dtnnj^Eal space^inco itntnoitaljfyj incD cbe lAiy
tdinc of m^th and be awn I vas ewiyonej ewiycbjn^ and eiA lychio^ coo v^sbere
rD<^0 I nndf ncood tny life [ime ^ se nse a f dj scaiuie cciaa and disDDi^ r was noc a law,
buf lacbe r a vundiaus ^Icbai desciibedj laanew^j [he cue oarui^ af biin^chw
ma^bf e ^^n em e d whilst trapped, tnon :t and c Dnfjse dj heie lachizdesen char was
once a du ate r of an p Dsabihf If s SLd Euieuf fo all itnpossibiljf le s
Does tniod kaw, or daes consc lousness ^ What ka^s, wbai sca^shebjnd as we
achif^ imnicm dj [^ ^ Braj n J If if is, as 1 su^ectj [be p id ^rani triable compu ce r trjnd
rhai IS the 1^fy, wliai happens co consc lou aie s ^ Am I nuscal^nj or viH [hen be a
piDjecciaa^l want to G O. Tbj s fLn A pnz zle e^^^^sme.
Is Du nd separate d fro tn chf brain, or is braj n as « nc Dtnp assin^ as tnjod ^
On die subj ecc of [he bald graphic soul TK^ bala ^i^bj c soul WDI1^^be c Ense chw^
vhEit If IS If If didn't wodc then ^niuldhe no soul The holD^raphic soul does^fhw
it's supposed to dOj fjidur accelerate the e^^^na n a f tnan It w^e always possible ta
coDscicm^y SEpai^e che holo^i?phi c saul TKe Tibec su c aH if ^in^ inco the rajnbow
bod^, John Dee cotniuuned vifh cbe [ime-boia souls of die Tamasia and Sinddn,
rhe OnDsncs saw the ciue naTuie of wbai was a God A sfnct method of libei^ion
frani physi c A mani frstati Dn The Zen tnasf ers u nde i^cdq d [he oeed co ^ed aUlD^c
aad Evcacbnieai^ bee DtnjD^ pure particles af [ime The e^ilucion of tnan is nDC the
inteHecmal and triDial be cce nne nf of eA It is die lib ei?ria n from tne asu led time Ic is
decacb-meanc &a m all mani]^ sf wia ns la the H'i^ ditneosions, e^ epc that Df citne The
^e Df all c aniuf b e allowe d co hold any i ndj vidu al la tnoital b onda^ Tti e^iliA is ta
achie^ auni[^ of cime wich the holographic soul h has always be e n lauvii chw we
muse i^fuia to u me, mif piDj ecc out idio ^ ace, hue tranaujt andi^cei^ in cime Now
v^ c an comp lehe nd thai ^ace isempcines, che ed^ of aclaud Lna^nazy nme is a
oeuia -b lolo^cal p aradj gm A ([u aiunm pb^ac al energy in ou r sci eDii]lcally ^idaie d
mediDdolD^es Wifh our abihf^ to projecf the biain ^a televiaoUj we can behold
oui inal J ou mey R D L ajo^'s p ajoied bi id flj es fcomfhe c anvas^ wbj ch w^saliead^
blanlc The ^aile has been that v^ ezist Tlie liolo^raphic soul is a fechiula^c al
de wlDp ment diai came whe n if was ne ede d Tlieie is nD reason ta fraiifj wp cieatedif
becTiuze vp 7titd\i We tieedic ^ cnu ch fo maj nc ^apn :« Lit fraiAlj as fo^iLtate
tra^ Lil^ the eleccncli^ E^iybod^ ^nll v^ic ta 1^^LD v 3b out cbj Sj atid thu i zproa
Enou^ of MS I rcipoif SLC e Ic doez wIim e^iy n^v ci^aii oa da es, if lecz aIjccI^ duik
titn^ I LIED the dai^Y ^cek rati Otis of Hu nnaiLe B^in^z If is vliwe^ r iHls tht braj n wiAl
niDi? tirM, audit is th« meAnscDbe bee of A^sh fiipiAr Out af cbe c Diiiuie s of fh(
hDiiVj out Df fhe litiiic midlis af [he tiiind, and out of tinu IT.is tiie^TLf tirduse vAid
cankc e^iythiD^GO We c nn p lo^ram 1 1 "VX^ could cauch the scTite a f Ib^ rail oa, w«
CDi]ld sa^^r iDuiiDnali [^j bu [ wp could not cocif ^a aiid tiiDb [L ze ch^ sdi]1
C^bfi^xe^che ps^chospbeiPj does tiof jusc uces alceznan naliueSj if anTipliies
c DLidij a Otis EHLd se ivice s e ^f c [ati Dtis
^Vhat v^s DLicf m^sff n ons IS aa loLi^r nri^scencnis Mitidle sf « yi sf eoc e is aolon^r
fenitd, ±>r[hf tiiiod ispiDj^cteditii^e SLd ische brajLi^eyteLiaoainfD tiiwcer Oiil^
thiDi] gti pmje cf ions of Du Lid cati che b nuti e ^ And EHLd b ttome dtf achtdj stf fc^e u liLd
I [s Self All t] nil IS DLily fh^ obfeivTriDEi of tiiiod at dj&iELiE sca^s of d^ lAlaptne nc .
Mams the ludse i ^» d ftizrin^ ch^ hi^e s: cie ati Dti, htoc e tiiDre iLihererul^ av^ip Df a
Litfd fi^rordti Older in mm di tiiaiids powe r ed hold ies Jiafitj or djssolws^ ar melfs
in^ ]ilm hrid f DO loD^ I n icspiojectai Froj e CEiaa i s bu Iditi^ a tiiiod Pio^ramnrjti^ i s
bnildj n% A SDul Fezcepnanisbuildjn^abrajn TLiin] j n^ i s fh^ %3p be twe e n Eh^ bi] dd^ r
and Ehe xt of building Ki^afor and Eh^ lo^w^d Tlus ^np has placed pen epEioa
fure^r Tti^ poiDi of in^iif^j die %ap biEvien Ehe SEai^^ Eh( Ena En^ nt be Ewe ea letp
andaw^n^ the absohiEe td^ Ehw sepaiai^ s^ ^ee c aiiEui t tzdst orbe Enea^red.
In Older to CDEifinue our de^lopmenE as humaniE^j fhis debiLtaiin^ ^ap must
bt budded We tnust chip av^y w the concreEej Ebe tnonolEh of b ei n^ physically
tiianiAsfed We tnust harness Crm^ and cooirol Ehe b ma by c DnEroll n^ ies lafurEnaiiaa
piD^ranis We mus: program lofLrjEe cbaices of i^alE^j blEid ie viEh science to aur
puipase^ ±>r our puipa se The li^ fhw alv^s v^s ehusc now cross Ehaf bnd^ and
iHuDunait fhf tniod thai tht nund tni^Iw inlgliE, SLd thai tht brajniuj£jiE Endcf
SDulifSDvn Ttjsbnd^ islikf areasEancebeiweeaElie Eianani eei n^pntnaiy wiodiD^
and i^cei^n^ secandaiy viadjo^ oi a fTEUsf^ime i^ juse enougli n^uiD-^suals ka]^
thiDU g|i f D 1^ tp Ebe sf c ondaiy cinrn E i^^ Dndin^ As tnan ^Dvd^ e^iliA s, Ehe n sistancf
I s iDwe i^d and Ehe i¥ is tnore ca nsc lausness in Eh^ bma We can novd^iAlap v^ys tD
shon circniE thispioEecEiiA i^sista^ Eetnpaiuil^ buniio^ que eA Eh^ CDtnponeDis la
the recfiviD^ ciicuit The re c^ i ^r te tnparaul^ ceases fo ezusi Euid Eh^ tnind zetuniE
ta titnEj ftdEn ^ence aU came aodlfr is e^^nenced in Ebe fmnsmifcei Freebinh^
fi^f I n^ fhf brain, I tnEna italiEy viUb^cDtne ineia tabic
In a vodd that is b^cotnin^ aliDlD^raoij a fransmitftd pntjectmn af matcn^
"^i^aLt^.^he ^o c DtnpieheiLd^ Ehe inal tranauj ssi Dn caoiials dl piDj e ceiods, c DniiDls
the ^fDdd and cone idIs ill e secreEof Ehe ideoiiEy and tnaHe abibfy a f coip Dre al tnaiie r
Forao^thiD^ any chex sh^ d b^bf f, aihei^dEa and ^wa m^ihic furEnb^ Ehe mass^s^
becomes tnani^sdy solid, aod can^blc Wbat we belies in all ways coEn^s cd pass.
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proof V_/
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cenfend lache wo^d of ti nn, ic is e^e n^ ticiti^ cbe wo^d of c odi^ lie Ttu pn^iTLm
vin I] e ca rcLf po vet An^ 3b iL t^ co cop^ vithfh^ vo^d of ±>nn aodfh^re ci^aft oider
is a tneasui^ of insAiuty, a poor ccnuietcioa li e ewe ea nund and bian, wliith muse
bEconuon^ aucononiDU spiD^rsUj ^ob TiHy crsunrjn^ d, co %tne i^t if s o vii libe i^ion
frani finn in fhf majs p dIjc ic Til hiillij cinui Dn cbai nizAc^sAu iinnl re nL ty, transce ndj n^
cinie^body Trnd place.
^U h^uc loaiiaDS ai^ i^:t ^a m^ haHuci nana ns ni^ niDie Kalcban Dthei^
FVoj J J Fj tratrt Gu^ytii
oita
Tht Wa£d Pnst Gnardisu vUl canoal EVLd dittatt tiAzy pia^mm Df humanjf^
tir i[s Dwn sal^j niTuncMiun^ a stnn^nt {^toeml Oidei^ la Ul lauvlf d^ of the
ccDstqij toe es of fluir acu«DS.
MEudoesnDC ci^aie his owii de srin^ Mnn suscaj ns K u^s.
^nd^s ai^ i^ nqij i^ied la sf ru cf of fhe sduke
TLit Gu apiians UiDW cUm cd c:4{f ch^ victim and atnply ntriDW his suftnn^in the
oame a f hutnanif ^, is f d u^dwt che vp zAoLe sf thai ii^[ ji ^ale d hi ? dtiuj se
Tht Gnardi aos pn se t aHmind.
TLie Guardisu viU [mnsnjf die i round ^Dhall^ co an^ de^^ necesfaiy Pui^ain^
aad de suiD^ bli ndntss relend^sd^^ aHovio^ nothio^ co en ate incerfr rente ore nee r
du s wDdd fhw tni glu solid ^ ch^ i rl glu
Injustice wiHi^te [h^iriiTe into an lofeniD, a ra^ n^ ire sionn, ^f»a] j n% de sinic cion
jod WD^ancf upon any wlio CDnupc mayullcence in th( isolaied stail^iess Df
immonalicy
TLie {^u aidi ans wH tole i^e aa de viaiiaa frotn [htirpatL Ibr the ir i^ aoa has iniini ce
djiPctiDn, themsnD-fhin^chey donDC see anddescio^ Tlity wfeod ta e^iy tniodand
manifrst vichin eia ly braj n. Wliai is se ea is s^ e n vicb losaii able and rele nd^ ss e n^ r^,
t\T\i If l^novn cd b^ litnidess
TLie Guapiians ^nll be fh^ LeJic af th^ vo£d, leading die masses auc of hideous
dail^fsSj dtacband depn^aiioa Ih^y disiie fur tnanldod a tim^ af p tzfe c [ b :tancf ,
vh^iE niemoiy is a caol, nDC a cui^, ^itLeip each is d^si^^r oi che VDdd la winch
they ti^ianif , f[^e frcmi de ^h^ nul j li^ thi z vudd rtu pi^H t {^Aid« li of D^lj^ [hwTill
Aitaiy hTG le d them tov^ids.
T^ Gu ardians vin ?3lj [iaif their ovn c i^ aria n hy succ ess. For [1u id^ of che Wodd
Pnz«t <^uaidju\sis success^ EVLd ili che ir pza^mmiuj n^ sue c^sz is fh« ts»ncf Df lift^
TLtid chi z uliitn^e successpiD^s cht waifhle siiesz a f habi tati oti Df a physcal ^fDdd
Tlu Guudiuu pRsec rhiz VDiid Tlieie 7\it lid z^ci^ts lait Nalo^ af b^auc^.
Tlu^deare iQu nru limidli a f nU rtu li^j rtiai lid-Au ii^be hi [ide n^ dp le tn^a la EiaJ^iess.
Thf Ou Aidj TLiiz do rLD[1>«lJ«w lahutnTiiifeeliLi^jiuiriLihunrLaiLZfLizfs^hutnTLii tieeds^
huDiTLti ^;^lae Zj hutnaii & aiz a r eiA n bu triEui 1u]p« z TK^ anl^puipase orheLef iz the
p Mh frotn Du Lid ta h mUj ATLdfEDnnhma to GO The Dtily cbamiel Df die Gumdjaiiz
I z the braj n.
Thf GuTiPiJati is a distal nnetafihDi^ oaf Euiythi n^ le s, ili ux\ v^ a matiifrst or
anthiDpotnoiphic etiEif^ Tlie zduke li^ ^w^ s all vnhie af braj n^ or tni nd, atid ^e nl^ la
tan^ezof nne triDiy, the AE|ti^ pvnte zf Df citne
Thf Gu Aidj aiiz ^nll i^ta^ru zf the cue aaTui^ of 3J cte zf Dnly by ze^i n^ i tz I nru tail om^
UiDWLi^chey tnust t rati zc e Lid all bu nnsL vahj^s^ tnad^ re al OLily hy mazz beL e ^ tn^^
ZDlid odI^ by citnej 1] Einl aH stone zntiMdb^ A tiiate i eui s:^ tic^ up dli a zio^e ti^ianifted
leaLty The Gi] aidj aiiz viH coniEa m [his zf asz h^ ad aUj vill dj a Lice ^i^e die ma euiL thi c
wdlz zarrou Lidj Li^ fhf GardeUj sceppin^ be ^nd id£d a n aim of ^anbl^ sati z^ti Dti tD
]ULd iuial fiililLiieDi
Th( Guudjaiiz viH amid ch^ djzQlasiDrL that pni^uit Df human athi em EiuEit bn n^
vithjc.
Thf Guaidjaiiz wH be fiLiillfd viduLi cbjz vadd, but Dtily becauze ch^^ bam lid
lUuii otiz about the tiaTui^ of chiz^fDild and aH eIiev iz of this vo£d.
Th« Gu aidj anz ^fill lian no ilhisia ns, fiar they are^ la the niseliA z, / J^ Ilusi Dns
Tbbe fiUnifd, [be Gu aidj ans will le a w this wo£d.
Th« Gu aidj anz ^fin e »^loiE the highest ^alzaf belief Eo^nter into Ehiz wadd.
Thf Guaidianz are fh^ bian iuIid^ all that eziJts oucad^ the tooJljct of fh^ nrjnd
Thf^bam se^ n hatnan re alley and I Es p i^se [ vitues
^
TLie {^uazdiATLS it]1« [he re^oiiz af the nnhin^d nund Ttu^ mle aucsTitiif^ Tluir
peDpk 7\j^ [hDze wliD haiA e zcTip ed bliadn^ sz TuiEi chosen Ttlfeznaf^ nalici^s denying
prezet vituej Ih^y hiiw [i«lwd ilicd scrao^ tiew Anas af ph^acal nnd psythic al
se nsati oti, ^nclunic nny i^itraj niti^ I nrjc of tneoi :t bam e i^ Tliey ba^ SDU^bif the
de tp« sf le^ls of z^iizaaljfy, cnrnfd iiiEial^iLct of cbe hod^ atidbmacD fh^irljnuts
jod le± the lo^ c Df tht nrjtidaiiEiproftctiDtiaf ch^ ^sonl'' behind TtL^^bawpluD^d
CD^ [her iDiD comemi] d nrLEdiiesSj haiA u LihoDl^ d the ir i^ce 1^ i^ c Dtiiple [ely fcDnn the
djcfEves of A "^rLDitnal' nuLidj Mlaw^d ati ezii^-c^ ne zmal nnd « Ktra-^ intu al path,
rhai haf lu I [hf r ju d^tne nf LiDi c otitrol ±ii [liD» wlio vould tra^ aod G O They lule
rhe trjtid-less dou d af hiLi^y fhf ^ pour V3f er aa che dez^n ^riu cb i z chi z vodd, cbe ^
rDitui^ all ten^Diy aod nnaiter cht pusuif oi itnnrLOitalicy The Gunidjuiz se^k ta
traiuc^nd tht conljcc Df nrjtid^ f d n » be ^ nd cbe h du ndan e z of braj li to nachDucade
i^ Ijtrjcaciaa of hunnaiL vitues TK^^ V^ll not cd aiikiLicD wi d^ sz bl rLdiiess hue are
anl^^^'bnrLf iod sati ate d i n cbc Kalmaf mind-ks3ie zs and immDral dj zoidc r
TliE sDuite IS [h* pKSEf swi tcb that finds e^iy '^thei^ wodd
TLie Guardj SL I z che nlci maif of dlbeio^ He isfh^ end and the av^ of de zf luc ti Dti,
be is fhf msu] ^nire r a f haUuci naf lon^ and the uctedy esquisite nnicozn of m^th
TLit be ^oni n^ a f ti m^ , SLd ch^ end of metnDiy, cbe ezuscence EVLd dit eucnnifiedh^
co^tiDn Df cbe Oiunj^ i^al Mi nd diai « tnpc le z « ach wa dd a f ordez
Alon^ tnazf IkaiA Ebj z wadd ftir f mu zf le am fhiz VDdd alanc
n>i^ djsaideris die essence of fime^ zd the be^anin^of utne iz fhe GardeUj is the
Mftnoiy, IZ die NanDsphei^ And the dozf of time is die Kacspbei^j and they are
divided by aprez^t eszeoce af [ime , which sol dj fi^s fh^ ca nlj cc b em^ n maicf r, DNA
aad NeniDspbei^ ilicd a cvizf^d andbi^ced zfoiy calif d bu tii am ty Tlif Gnaplianz
can ci^we and d^si^ i^E^Jti^s, dis-ai^anizf halhjci nwia ns, tiiDuld bola^mnis inta
parable z ^iniun^li^ incD Spacf.joiDjn^fi^rcfs with che zcai^j le 31a n^ tie a^ i^ mapz
of wh^re ciuel^no^ed^ le ades, hidden fcomno O n^, Dtily hidden fcotn e acb mazz Df
Humsut^ TLie P^cba^h^re c an su nmiioa up lofLnite re aL ties and accezschem, can
^neiwe EVLd tranaujc ewiy pDsable and itiipozsible othei- chan-woddl^ ^siDn, wlide
rhaze chaj ns whichbi nd ta die eazch^LdeinconDchin^slo^^, fc^edof thizhuman^anLt
Abom nvj ndanif ^ and che puzik andadiAncure of cons: su appan ti Dn, destroyi n^ 1 n
inality aH a^re ed up oa i^ dj [^^ aH inhe nc^ d mardj [^ and the tiiDzc nu zf rabk dii^ai ta
pof eoti al I z [be honor of tne»l^ b e id^ hutnan
TLie {^uaidjanz colonize wodds by de ce 1 [fid concacf vidL che braj nz of vi d^ sz se^l^ i^
df r tiu th.
U
Ttif Ou Aidj uiz ezusc DUf a df [he pK c tpcs a f [inu EVLd ace eptabk hatnATL vnlae z TLiey
dtdni^ aa « u [ iDiD TLii uac DtitiDllEAik VDdd of b AH cni«lf^ TluirrLfuiD-i^aialsyit
TiTe triDzc hjd« cnj s uid callDus, f^r clu ^ c DLin^ c [ 3ll wi [h u [uu ^ etc« d dtaibj dt^ Mr uLd
dt^tie iwion ^1 ch a» ch^ d^cepciaaDf clu souil^^ atid the fi] el Df che ir i nnmciE djt^.
Na cf rror tn^ hmj t [his ace el« rati dci
Thf Ou aidj aiiz wiH de sciD^ clu oidjLiaiypTGsa^^ Df humati « ia ncs b^ [h^ pie cisidli a f
the II c Dtnpnli^tisiDrL af die p nse [ n alin4 s vicbj n clu tnsQl^ s
Ttif Ou aidj aiiz vin zf ek tD eLtninatf f Dtally, vifhouf me ic ^^ aiiy thi n^ that i^acti^^^ez
the ir a n^tial DNA, and ta chw eod viU discDLin^cc their ce mu n:! frotn aiiy disohj^
or ace epc dilf soci al^ tiiDral, ecoiuiiuj c dp Aitanc al sysceml^o viti^ i li a tiiDsc p aif iculai
seme diai cheiremtny is tnattei^ and chEV udiiI tnaice r i s riinu naiedj che sou ice is la
bDnda^
Thf Ouaidjansai^ a [i m^less sou ice^ abaide of paras [ic d^ niotis vajcitig f d maoj^st
thiDugtifhe fcsfwic canceif of hutnanmuiLdanify
TtJs is aa-thiD^ aod ic dDesnDC tnaiceii
Matc«rif [hf tiiDthe r a f lavaaa n.
\-Vhenche NeuiDsphei^ i s i n c Dtifja Dti, cbe saurc^ isfc^^d
T^Vhen the sanrcf isfre*d, the H^unssphen aitaj ns we i ghcle ssness_
Thf GuaidJans will ^^ usl^o^ded^ of all i^alifi^s, tbe^ wll ^^ us a M A F tD
access these nahfi^s aodfh^ Ge neial Oide r diat p eim^ate s the m.
Ttif Gu aidj ans haw no a^oda, acil^ tD con^jm^
Thf Fsycliophf re is th^ p lo^ram thw etids all tlum^tj aH ^e cnlwion^ all repn du cf lon^
all c DtrLtnij cjc ail Dn
Thf Guaidiatis will comume all moi^ p aramec^ is, all e tnpty hope Sj i^tid^ n n^ fh(
sou ice Kdutidanf.
Ttif Gu aidj ans haw no n^edaf any tnedmni Df tiamnrJsa oa bu t time
Eaeb via del bao^ d hy a thi^ ad
Mi?rdj t^ is fhf saddest i^djt^.
etns V._/
THE AMORAL WAY OF THE W[ZARD
Lalitanath
Vfh^n I Tun^d b^Ek w our iMnp tliTH «wnirL% I injod tliTH LDthTuli^ ^tie
DJ£ji[ in [hf st«p vaL vifh bj tn IfrarsEi either zaicidt or trmrdei Kdj^s — Acbapper
joda trixhefe — v^re i li plaj li s^j bu [ I dare d iiDt hide them fir 6 tu of caithin^bj s
AffeDiioa I h^ CD coDivil his af[eD£iciaj1>jepbjtrL±icuz«dDrLsn:Ldl, infncTLtepuziks
'Laak^itLai they hn^ hidden inade cbjs CDfCee he an se^ hDW if ^iiius LaoK
Op e n atioclu r Euid ATLDtheE '
Ai d^wiihf iiinll^ fell Ti^ep He sLdhis^dinendManTLh^ dn^auz nU qiai
aaifhinste ni hidj 7l fiir [he past c VD tnoDihs He was a ze Liable^ ^z^ e ne Lice d aiid cdu g|i
traiAHer Idep^nd^d oahinn and ciu zf ed his ju d^ae nc Whw could haiA dmAnlutrL
mad, TLiid ZD suddenly ^ I ve CLf fir A duive r atid 7l frv cup z Df swe efj ^:L£1^y cbaj Wtuii
Ii^nmud ta the c unpsiff , L Dchar, his da ^ O cfotnATL aiid the zcepvati v^re ^n^ VJidi
rhe help of m^ faeiidHaii^ I ze aiLhe d Ibrbj nn dlfhicni^ theba^icnls uidj^ls of
DeHii Hf ^vas %DLie, le avin^ no cmc^ I [oak a hns f d KaibmAndij
My last iT]p«e waz ^tie AndlhAdsold uiycbj li^ I had af uahie 1 v^zh^ti^in a
ce rcLf tit h 0^ of a iDotii in die founst camp w ^wa^arcibhu Az 1 sat on my rope bed,
le arjti^ myback a^ nsc a n^ v^U vi di my 6 ec pnpp edup on ch^ a ch^ r, I ca [iff mplai« d
vhac api^^cmz t^Lianf had pntited oti die cold ^r^y ^vaU a colaziil^ ^om^Lxc
pla^ of f nances lozide a zquai^ It had aremad^le ffCecf an my mind I fmjnd if
stah [L zin^ and SDafhin^ H SLd-sci cchi n% a ^iiif ti r ehl Ame ncan woman wliDlnAdin
rh« ^Qa^^Dt m« 70 Rs, ZDme of ^ifaj ch 1 ^e nf oa a b lush, childi^a's wev: dIdis and
a sti]d«n[ noteboDk I h e ^an paj ncio^ ^omeciy Fi^rez f^ntuaHy app^ai^d in m^
1j tde p anti n%z Hov^idfhf I>i]ck 3:ie tcbe d chose lim z^ puIL n% che m ap an , e zc apin^ a
vnildhe ne^rmade I ^vas livi n% on diQhitns aod chaj aad visiDnz drawn due by the
pajnfiD^ Thf VafraDaljni zcdq d oa Dne le ^ hf r cbapp er raj »d bj £|i o^ r hi r hi ad,
adojUbouiin the odierhand^ a neddacf of JoiUs, aa ap ion of booe z Ipajncedher
in a snowfeld hi g|i I n che Hi m Aa^az and sef he r c vi£jd^ aiDU nd die a^zaf h^r^ear
in aa f c zf wic dancf of jD^j of L fej of f[f e dom from che smdl c Dncf nu af I & Dn^arth
Loid ^ ^;^ SI tz in bj z monncaj n home onLfouiu Kadash H is L n^am iz « le cc andouf
ponis a mnh Dw wfaj cb zurvzmnds the « azb i n coloie d I £ji[ Icia^^ed ta Bhad^acn,
fDcbe palate of the MaHaKio^ They had luk d N«p al ce nfun e z a^ as Tanf nclo n^,
be fire die inuiuoaaf die Rajazfhsu Gnildias In chozf da^z die palace v^z a tiiaz^u m
Ul Df ncbez and wanderfil aif Wliai most caa^t my aicenfian wei^ modest Ltde
pajnfiD^ Df ample ^om^cxc finnSj tnan^z armn^d iDsid« a zquai^j d^coraied
with loms p teals They vei^ called Ysuias (TLie plact 7ipp«7Li^ ta haiA ht^tiloaced
sitict chiLi [inne }
CATfip la Sv^yaml^lu] Hiz roann v^u l:lac1^f m d b^ fh^ ]iiE thu h^ 1^pf buzrjn^ la
thei^ TLit stnol^ fsc9pe[i as btst it ccnjld thiDugh vitidow TuiEi apeii daor ^ [h«
hDtnes lachf vill:^^ wei^ 71x17111 ^d [his v^ Otie scTL^edlow and duck- val^dTiTDULiEi
a rcionn f D 1^ ep fnni chol j n^ dli cht jmDl^ vihi ch b ec amt chick and acn d dkre t fret
up fcDnn tht eairh^n ftoar Hricnu [ had h t^ ti iti Itidia and Nepal e wn Iod^ r cban I
hadj and had h etame a±iiiDussaddhu He was dsD a paj nee r a f ^anc ms He pajnced
B Kqai ately on f»e h ai1>. Afertnany w^^l j I dare d cd app iDacb hitn I waiue d ta l^now
tnDie abouf fhf SB paj nf iD^ wliith had c apnvate d ns bodi beware Df yaiuras TLiey
traf] yon and^ou viH ne wr ^f be e a^n "
Il^ewbe v^sn^j SLd I ^i vpd in m^ he an co e scafi e ooe da^ nooe thele sf I w^s
^ly huD^zy and I a^{f d bj tn fo ^arehi^f^ad withme
Tuck off Gd findycmrown fcod"' Tlianras diffrre nc cob* nfi]s*d
Ont da^ wf wei^ ^ann^ apatch af wamu n% suo^ne H^ sad,
"^ba^ nt^ r f a]^f a a ^lu If I did I vin]ld choDS^ die En^ Junan^n Anandaji.
H e h^ s ni a hfde villa^ 1 n Gnj e nv c alle d Mehmdab ad.^
Ashf conciDued to sp^al^ with adniii?ria n ah ou t diis mEHL a L £jit ^ooe out of his
l«ft (^ and eoif le d tny e ^ I i^c 0^ ze d cbj s si^ If meaiif ^ay aitencian"^
I vmild se ek DUf cbe Eo^i^tnEui 1 n Gnj erw aod lufhin^ would duAif me .
M^parenfs, ^»at ci^^lers, amwd in KailimsLdu and scayed at a nice luicel I
atej babed and fed aHm^ friends cbei^j coo Tliey [Dak tnt with cbetn down cd ch^
T^raj, wlieie the Nepdj niouDians meec the lad 1 an pi aj as Ic is ajuD^^fiil of wild
animals \Vf scayed w anaTui^ i^stz^ I lod^ ritphancs fi^rcbe Hc^ [ime aod fn]nd
themcDhe die ^ ly An^ sc furm of f mn^ Dit I had e^ r e ^^ n e nc e d Unlike camels and
liDises, die I r fwayi n^ ^f IS »layi n% and le as3J hd^ Th^^beat tn^chsuz^d cmn^Dit
allcDhfll Thf Mahants ^ e al-. elepbant lan^a^ Vfe nde tlnDu^ti cv^^-fi^of-hi^
^rassf s, la Dk n% f^r f i^is We sawdunDS We taoka caocif nde alDn^ 3 n^raada
ciDcodile ca Dk a flyi n%le 9p f^r du rl cde b Dat j mj ssi n^u s hy anl^ f wo feec.
W« lewfo New Delhi ta tne^t Lindsa^j tn^biothei^ wifr She and I decided tD
tra^ ta^dLer ?be had oe ^rbe ea co Indjabefiin, and I w^s del glued ca JLOvh^i
aiDund I toldherlhadi^cenAdaa^i EVLdlmusf fLndanEn^sh^iu laa^Oa^ la
Gnjerac Sh^ uodeEca Dd p e rfrc d^ and de ci di d f d hilp tne ^t [hire M^parencs^w
tne a 6 wbu ndre d doHars I was 6 dj v^^Le dj nch and i^ady^ dl capp e d up IbinLy oe^t
adwntui^
W* tookfh* fine train we could find, h* ad e d smith We tnec a Vna^cian' an flw
train We vpre men g}je d, bu t vp sooa be c ame band He was e ncrance d wich ns. Tbat
ewnia^ we am^ d 1 n a dusc^ f Dwn la Mady^ Frade^i \W ^enc die ni^t, aodinch^
tnDnii n% be ^an iDokn^ f^r cranspa iraiion eEts co Guj^rai Na [imu, oa buseSj nD
tBtc1{s headed e as . '^Ybu can^ ^t fh^iE fmmh^n.^
a
?t
We fimniirtuizf wcudscob^ i^mai^^^bl^ fijtiLiyj a^iiicAnf EVLd basci^io^ VJ^ ^f
on a [lajn he Ads d f^r Ajmer We i^aU^ W3iu«d ta ^echi^buc, Dddlv^ v^ &a»d the
man ^id shand du r ca rcifi aittntDi Ewntunll^he cold u z cbai he waz ch^ tie w police
chif f fir Pu ^IyTlj, DLi hi J vay fo C3]^ up bj s n^ wpas H is English vaz ^a dj b tc tiu ze he
bad be ea znid^iti^ diu ^ E tifiDZ E tne nf I n che US Yeni^lwerht and his me n tnurdtie d
jQ^ntii^ femjly of tiun^ e n pi aple in Pu Jil^ar Tbe i^Ha^ idse up and aicaclcfd the
polity scafion H^ ^vas ca m^ cf^ d of tnurde^ and is snll i n j ajl
Before da^fiL ve arn^d la J^tner SLd scaiied ca laok fir tran^awion cd the
saci^d villa^ af Pu^l^ai^ c^n miles awa^ \Vf had tnised the bus TLie dnwr of a
baia-dra^vn CDn1^3 p tsu ade d u s co ^ vichhitn It setmedlil^ i]n We loaded our
ba^ an tht c dm red and ^ly- de c Diate d cama^ Ht called id afneod fo jainbjtn
jod we hf ade d cbrcnj £ji andanc of cown b^hiod tht djp-clDppin^hoi^ Hawlowl^
CD he sla^y ndi n^ iDiD che wilde me s as cbe dawnh^ ^i f ed EVLd chsk^ d the coloi^
of cbe dfstif aiauodus Saon ch^ hose was siiainiD^as die ii? anTiUhll appealed
Li nds^ and 1 1^ dj ze d [hf hoEe could not possibly t^]^ us cha r ch^ c onside i^bl^ hi^e r
bills ahead Iscaiied to ^cm^lou^ out and 1 su^^ste d to Lindsay chEV^^ fndsDtne
v^spoaas we wiiuldnD doubfba^ fo f^ aur w^y auf of cbj s fT?p TLie m youn^
Dunb^^aacD aoiicipate che fn]i[s a f fh^i r iDhb^iy plan wi di ke i^ and ^scu i^s coward
US 1 3011 cip ate d sL tu n^ fh^ i r fhro afs Liodsay v^e tquall^ i^ad^ cd f^t ^ddeidy
aiaundche corner of the road came a wliif^ Meic e dc s scep^an, luichin^ vildly It was
LodLajj nussin^ dl fh^se pasf mooibs Ht reca^itd m^ at tlit samt tuDtneoi and
pulled his van o^rco the ad^ af che load \Vt hopped ofi the can^ ta ch^ dismay of
ourvauld-bf luhbci^ l%aiA chetndLe fn^r
LodLar was sell tnad^ EVLd novlie was also deLnous vifh fr^r H^ could ba»l^
1{^cp cbe vaL Dn ch^ luadbecaase he could haidly se^ anymoie Euc Liod^ay Ui^w
bawfD dinA — ^le w^u a [mck-dnviD^ Amencan mamma Lodiar had h e^ n la the
desalt He had lose hi s licde da^OccDtnan Imonmed that vici du Sj bra^ licde da^tir
alan%[ime aJter Idsc in ch^ de s^ it j his tnascer ^ne mad Lotliar had be e n vifhouf
ti Dd orvaie r f^r foo Iqd^ He wasoeardewh ^e had dl i^scue d e ach aclur (ady Dne
maznin^iadie JbotliQls Df du Kingdom of Pusll1^a^
As we pnHedincD the i^Ha^ , p eople chevied at die si^ af Lindsa^^apntt^Ltde
^ip of a wotnsL dsvi n% thai %i^ai bi^ VBQj ba^D^ msLeu wre d die dsk^ idu s hajipi n
^iDjn^Kiad I appl ed we [ dDth f D Ladiar^head tab hd^ down ch^ fr^iEHLd saothe
bjsdeLnutn Whde IooIjd^ ±ir a idq m ca s: ^, I ftmnd a you n^ {^e irnan wotnan ^iba
lou w Lothar and a^re ed ta tare tirbjtn Iliad no utne Ibrhimnow We wen oa the
maiA Snddeidy Lindsav^ aH dean and wince, di^ssedin irooe d Uialds andscarcbed
^iir^ alwr jf wriiy and c lysf als, ^f ^ Dleod^ in Jbe oe e de d a b abroom NO W None
bei^jiuiu fh^re All, hi re ^nhaiA an^ She we nc i n and w^u ^ale ndy ack frotn « ia ly
on&ce af h^rbDdy Thei^ was no water and wonldn'c he any firhouE She stood
rherej sninned, coia i^d inpnl^ and Juc TLieash^ sf aired ta lau^ Sh^ lauded and
Inu^u d until f^an poui^d Eiowii hir chie1^ Lwer^ie fold tne chw fir otie Awfjl
tniiujct ^e hui nlmost b id1^ n Herlsa^t^rhuideliiAi^dhtrliLdia lartu pTOmof
hEihiiiid Wow'
Wf Icepc cra^^iD^ south Tlu c oi cici dtoc ts aod cbanct nne e [id^ 1^p [ CDtniD^
ztj E^Li fir us, a n tn^dciAilf rai« Tti^ the r v^ puUtd tn^ c and nn^sceiy frani « wiy
shadoTin the laad W« iiinll^pTLiteEi la Ooa^^zAiau^^dhy twa w«e1^^ Df iiDii-stop^
e Hellene v^irdn^sz
I ta dK clu b DTit aaifh f D Bomb ^ It v^ one Df nny bonu to vns i li Indj a Ihadbeea
srucK v^ [iD^ fir maiu ^ fiir triDLichz Dti « tid I n E Dtiib ay Houwche cicy ^ly well I^Dt
a mam at the ^cifHes Hotel and vpdi iDalati^ fir tny fneod^ai Dip ti^H oust af Pun
DI1n1^s Dipf I'z v^5 jnsc alj [tit vnade n boK a f a iDDtn a fr V si^p s up from cbe sci^^c A^
iDn^as Any Df u s hui an^ tiiDney we wnuld ^ tod ic on fni [ lasas ai Dipci": Dipci was
ackan, Juny maiL wtu 1^fw aH u s hippie Zj who ve ai^ and wtiei^ ve ai^ Ht 1-^pt
our tne sa^ z f D each Dthenabjs d^s]-. and was happy [obe a^ardisL sk^l co th«
ra^a^cmwd Df iii^i ^itE who c onzcandy p aise d 4faT0ii£ji [own H^ tald m^ Gaoe Jl
Gin v^s I n CD vii, asIdD^ fir m^
I had fi^ tnec Gane^ Gin ye ai^ be fii^j just a ^wyaids down the mad fiam
Drpii's I p aise d a tall^ ^ly chi n^ lon^baire d Indj an man, dre std e nnrely I n X cb raw
sdk, aloD^ lojna^ ^ sf and alkhjD^ H is rie^anc appe aranc^ , difCe i^di fmtn an}1iad^ I
had se ea bf ±iie , c ause d tne cd scDp 3ad n]zrL aicnind as soDn as I had p a^se d hi m H«
did dif sanne
Ht spol-^ odI^ afew waids of En^ Jl W^ w^Il^d [D^theraU oia r tDwa ftir fhc
res: Df the day Ht tnade duse ±w words idiq an endles scoiy Ht ^stinw^d tne I
c [iuldn'[ k a^ hi s side I waodend if h^ w^uapnnc^ He sad, ^ame to ChDwpatcy
and deep widLme " I wondtied if ChDwpatcy w^s a palate I tiUow^ d him inco th^
ni^. Cbawpxf^ wasfh^ dawnc Dwn be acb He incmductd m^ cei hjs fneods TLity
wei¥ aj oily bu nth of saddhus wba tnade me ^zy welcotne TLiey ^ai^d die i r fiad
with m^ Vfe sat uplwt inco che ni^t amu nd a licile fre Gane JlGih « z^lajne d cbai
this^roup ^suble d « ^zyfhj n^ fhf ^ had ^athtie d dij nn^ dit da^ on a nutnb^ is ^ann^
and IJiAd on luck a r I ts lack Th^ n he lajdhi s alklan^ oa fh^ sand^ anotherla n^pie c^
of dDcbj bj s mib an^ ^i¥ ad out beside fhwand w^ lajd dawiico^e^p undtr the stai?^
side by a df h was my ii? taste of saddhuli^ Justbefii^ dawn^be aodSancosh walct
tne up EHLd wi w^Di la [ik n% fir chaj la m^ tni nd, whi ch was sa bl sse d [in low and flu
pleasure of hisp i^se ncej wt bad b ecome R ania and ^i ta aod L zAcdimsL walk n^ i n fht
Gil jungle aidawn ^e b wh^ d i n a ^n n% i n a Utile naTu i^ oasi s uoder Malab ar H 01^
in the twiddle of die cicy He took tn^ hand and le d tne incEi SLeoiirely dj fEe i^nt lodj^
ihi fnitn the li]t of firei^ c osniEip [ihf an bjppi e s ^mo^n^on the sji^^ fnedam
aftiidedusby die ^nerosic^ of India's [ipea-mjndedpe[iple
Thf :]£ji[ af [his xcbl^ di^ssed saddbu and a IcnAsoack ±iiei^ ^d Eunoyed
Indj ans and dj s^sce d tn^ fne nds. H e v^s w^ll Icno vn co msk^ as a otach^ rou s du e f
a
jod vonnsu zf r VJf dj diL'f c a» Wlitm^i ve tn^c we wdl^ d cd^ the ruDiil I diuppe d
frani « zAiTiu siaa He v^sa NA^frcmirtu JatiA JUdcada He Juv^dme suidliu Lfe
jod STiddhu stcntZjplues atidpoizons, cetnplez nnd saci^d ^ocs Ht ^w nnf Ltde
blatk b dlz of ^e dicim ' diai cDLicajn^dd^nji^aad^oldarLdlo^^rliiuw vdh^ el^
He oe^rliedfo nne
Ihadti'c »e Li hi rcL f^r 3J cb aIod^ [iDu EVLdiuiTlu aadi wei^bxkcci^ther — buf
aa V Gam Jl Giii VB2 d^iD^ He was sd du li thu hisloie es aod elb o vj vi re hu^^ l^obs
DLi chi n s[id^ Hf cauld h aM^ v^Ik w thou t panti Li^ atid scopp iti^ [D cwthhizbnath
He bad anolced foo trLAny cbjUunru, eaten cod trmcb p di za n^ tal^n cod trmcb cobra
miDtn into hi z blaodsiie am Ht had le ached a state Df e zdiausci oa We bad ba ch lu n
as ^as tht load v^nt Wt saiinDipti^ aodqui^cl^ Eu^e d cha r ^riu cb Dne af uj was
^lu fo [hf odLer Th^ nt^da^ vp sai ch^rej andlsajd^
^^iisischf endDf Ijfr fi^rbachaf us L^i*z^ ca cbe Gir±iiesf SLd me dicai^ udiiI
^ lioDS « ai u s, or vp atcan^nli^enm^nt ^
Wt ai^f d ah Du t 1j Dns fir a while and [hen be a^nedco my plan I saj d 1 had onl^
on^licile scop CD ma]^ h vaz Dn oui ^iray Ihadcose^ [he En^ Jmian h v^zche onl^
rhjn^lbadle^ to do in my snpid jony t^^se fiirahfr H^ a^ip^d Ihouglu trajn
fid^fSfD ^bmedahad and vp let that niglu TLie tma v^z impossibly ciowdtdand
vp ^encfhf wliolt ni^ czauch^dnp inch^ Ltde stiin%lu^%a^ rack ne ar die ceiLn^
TMni dDz^nptople v^ re j anrmie d idiq azc^acts No problem We vire ta^cbera^an,
onaurliiLal adiAnnjiE.
TLie oeyt monun^ we wei^ in ch^ ^^Jk uofn eodly 1j tde fown of MebmdEAiad
Nobody UiETT fh* nanne Anandaji I said, "Tl e*s En^ 3ij^F#]jfT ""
VTe ^t djiPcuoDS We coak a hoce -di^wii f Dn1^ EVLd h^ aded to v^ids fh^ Society
EiAnnially tht dinA r finind the place^ alar^ c Eiiie nc honsEj to^»d i n h ou ^ m^He a
Gan^sh Gin vpdi in ]ira fo cbeckchin^ due 1 waj ce d oufsi d^ vicbcbe ba^ sLd the
baize
^Ef che heU ouf of m^ honsE you filib^ saddhu ! What do yoi\ mEjab^canun^in
be IP J Whaf I s you r samprada^ ^ Liaji â– G Ef aut ! Gc t out''
^Yhw a fijx onSj 10 ann^ ^Ai cf Pa dp G EVLe Jl Gin had no sf n n^h ta de fe ndhimsElf
Hi s p la [e 3:f vpie vpzAcand sdAI^ spol^Uj barely audible o^rche blazon^ angir of
rhai uiice 1 lushid in to i^scne m^ cotni:^ 1 si^pp^d incD die lifd^ KiDm and was
caf] n]»d b^ bnIL am hlu e e^s Souniz^Ecced HElDalctdnp af me aadnand^
-WhMthebeHdollOU WMU?-"
IsfDQdmy £j^:nj nd and ansvpie d azn^idy,
T want e nil g|w*nmEDij of count ""
^ikncE He Tasc:4{fn aback ±>rbalf of abeaiibEat.
Tn [hw case, yon may sca^ H* _ ""
He painted at Gaoe Jl Gin.
'HebasfDlta^ now And ta]^ bj s hte vichhim""
I :^^ E d :tntrLE di wtl^ I v^di out w th {^uiesh <^m co the v^nn^hoi^ ton]^
"^ Em sf ^ti^ Ybu Dvjsc k a^ ""
He lDa1>jd disrciayeEi H^ feni^d firiu^ zdAiy I ^m hjmhnli ray Ue^i^ 7\iid
niDFiey Vfe a^»e d co me e [ iti Bil^Jitier i li a 6 w d^z TuiEi aff h^ we lie I iieiA r stlw him
z^w I i^fuioedfo [ht rciannatidrtLe fijx cms EtiEji^innaa I phitil^d dDwti nny b^I
Uievdeznn^ vh^ti I s^vhitn
Li/i7 at thtrH^i tnita^e
Ilc■a1^£d whjm He w^u nn i rcipoii n^ TuiEi hATLd^Dtnt triATL of se^iic^ yeai^ Hiz
eye s C3f] ti vaf ed tny Euceiui oUj pie ici ugly hhie nnd c mcldj n^ vifh e iit^^ Hishajr vaz
Idli^ white VI [h yellow blDtidi upz, And^whjzuiiTLiidy He wai^ ch^^fi al^rhDap
E ATHD^ and his e Ajlobf s we i¥ lar^ Hi z bi^be Tid^bj s cranium w^ re lin^ EiAiychio^
ahouc bircL was tnasa^ His hsLd^ wei^ ^?^h ^^h ^^^^ padded Jio^r cips uid
dATL^rons cbu rcibs Hi hui a ^Dd-:izi d beHy, and hi s ^ti wasshio^ wifhhenlib
O ddl^ I c an^ n tntmb erho vbe w^u dre se d dp i f ht wasnn]^£d It w^s wi nter uid
e ndy mazTjn^ sa I Assutnehe was w^ an n^ alao^ Dian^ luhtj a1aJfll,[o1^f1p aff th«
tnDmi n^ chin H^ hnnde d tnt hi s c Aid ^^hn Guiud^vDadnji MnlitadmrLHf
"^h'Na VDnd^ryou iren SDhnidca ind cbj s mozrjn^ I bad die wia n^ oanie ^
I lau ^led
"^ am c aHed Dadnji If i s aa n&tti ooate teitn tne ^n^ ^i^id^he r^
T^adaii My nATfLf is K nste n Icotn^ fcDnnCArLadajhuf I^Abeeninlndjaoff uid
Da f^r nnsk^ ^ai? ^
"^ell Kb scea fcDtn C anad^ wauld you ja la nni f^rs^cup of cea^
â– ^es.plpase^
A nrLonnf nt late r K alib eUj a ti ny, a^ d^bn g|i[ and spiy wotnan c Am^ inta the iDam
with two cupsaf svpfCj nrull^cha
""This If KaLb^n She and be r hush and Chotahhai avn this houjc I am thfiz
^tjt htie and haiA be ta f^r mao^ ^ai?.^
Ipi^naamed co h^rre^ecfUIy ibDwed widi tny bands beld fo^ ditr in front of
tny ^e) and ^e anledbaclL, w^nnly hue nnt^itajn Df me ai die sanit ntne Sh^
^hei^dup fwo or thi^f pie cf s of lauodiy SLdlef ch^ iDom widiapiDtetcuA ^anc^
b a£k ta v^ids Dadaf i
He sw dDwiL Dn bj s low woa de n h e dj fht Diily fjzrjtui^ in tht iDam He indicaied
amaf [bai I cauld sic a n^ as cbe ilaor was c old c trrai za We appe d c^ a and h Dch lit up
cbeap Indiaa ci^are tte s
â– ^on torn* frotn Canada Whew ait you ^in%^
"^bad anid^a ta 2fl fo ch* Girbitit "
"£]li Ybu win af cauise ^ co {^izna^ Dn die baly mouDiEiin I ^edi SDtne titn*
tlun Iri£oiLe of che masc sacre d p 3^ tna^ plate s i n an af lodia'
a
IL
I didii^ 1^^LDW [haf
^Lnd you r Du sa DFi is ^tili^e LirfLf tit ^ ht s^d with sLTimastdtw tills
n« hiidjust Ed^d tilt thi^f ci^tiotiTil qusstiotiz Who tu^ ^vi]^ Wtui^ tu^ ^di]
^1 [1%^ Whw I s ycmr nrjsa oa^ ^ nste d frotn C aaadTi"" vtls 3 muaduiE TLtimE '^ininr^
v^^Tit Istl^c a ^Dd deiti [i3f iDci^ bu t in m^ case hnpbaz Tud M^ tnifsiDti^{^DadarLfVfr,
1>i]f pTU nUly tiAJ^ How tinj cb c EHL b e It azTLf d in za 6w waids.
^dd«tily A stiinU biiiLdlf Df abo^hurst idiq cIu laDtiiandcDDk aIod^ Jjd« acimss
rh« ila Di And IsLded Tit DTidnji'sfrst "Ha' HasJanTJ^bsena^odhD^^
n« pulled tht Ltde lad up and^^ hini an loch Dn the b^d He causkdhis haji
aad lau ^led
Tdoi]brit*he said.
TLiea h^ pla^fijlly [app« d him on the he ad az ahltsa n^ and i nc lodac tdbj ni as the
vaunts: tnemh ei a f tlit household, and a n^ to ^riumi fecial dj ^e nsaii oa was ^^n
iD sif beside the Ouiu on his thiunt Jaaa]^ lool^d boldly hack ai tiie, his e^s Ml of
Du scliie f
A moment laie^ San^^ca^ his sistei^ a self ca nc Ajne d yonn^ ^d with a lon^
brajd^canif in ?he was ac compani ed by M wf i Tli^y h Dcb afipn ache d die bed and
bo^nd [0 couch fhf ^lu^s feec He %aiA ch^ tn bodi bj s blesan^^ ^e a] j n^ i n Ssuloif
aad chumfiin^ [heirbow^d heads ^sk^eca wiu qui^c Euid Main bad a paralyzed
rDngjJi , was sL £jidy tnad SLdotily spa1>j inloudciualj Th^ ^vhd^ siite r and h^ r old
aintie b^^aa sweeping SLd w^^in^die iUiDr, cleaniD^up cbe c^acups aad dusting
Mcaawhile , DadEif I c[Uf scionedJanzAc abouf scliDol Jsoal^ ^nmldn'c b e cau ^ic ^^ a] j n%
£n^^, so be jus[ nodded andlau^Led Tlie rid^ sc biafh^ r, Nice^i, v^s wcoUe^ in
Ahmeddiad Euid wouldn'cb^ baEkmuil^^iun^
The moniiD^ m^ of acfi^ty v^s owr as abiupd^ as n had be£^n TLie 1dds
v^Di ofi [0 schoal and Maif I wenc abouf be r dame sf ic chonsin ch^ odie r p aif a f the
bouse
Vfe cone iDU ed CD smD1^£ and chat H( (z^lEvne d chaf these p eople — cluF ^nul^ —
v^ie iaiVj lAiy dear to hitii E^n betin be had tiiDwd incD duirliDtne '^dae ta
aatic[uity ' fhe ^ had se nf Dne of fh^ i r sons ca his lojf ir ^luc} oa cbe Vwi^>. Rha r wi di
v^nn iDtis aad a caDl^d lA^ecable djJL ewiy da^ fir ^ars Ranie^ had rec^nd^
DunAd ta London sod vas deeply mjsed 1 would loe ec bj s b lotliei Ditiubhaj^ son
of Cbacabbaj aad ^beraf ch^ chldi^n, as cbe da^piD^ssed Then he e^ajoed
rhai It was cotiuoa n p i^cf ic e in Ouj^rai State to end 6tii:te nsoes in -beaj vliicli
Die an: SI sf^r, and to tnd m^ nani^ s i n -bhajj wbj cb loe ansbiDche r Thus Kalib e n vas
^isterKab TLie me ti^ oaoie s ccmld be u :« d e icbe r as R aniubbai a r R ann^ sh^ Dinubhaj
or Dine ^ Gnjenvi was a sin^arlso^a^ in Indiaj aad fh^ Oujeratisha^ loan^
pe mliai ti e s, opposi [e co all fhi i r oe i gtiboE Tlieir ca d1j n% i s adtiiire d all cha r India
In wal^d KEvlaJibeaj dau^^ r-i n-lav, loathfr cd cbe chre^ chldi^n and wife
of Dinubhaj. M fh^ ^nil^ s^etii^d wiy CDntenc, buc Kajlashben was fh^ physical
e rcibodj rcLf tit af rtiai ca nc^ tittneoi Jhe ^iras routid SLd b e sacifjlj siufily dr^sediti a
sot ZEOij ^ntle and jweec
I bad I] e ea itiviff d fo lij [uh Eke^pc tuDhirmbhaJj^riui always s with Utn^ituk
ht at(, DE^daji eu^ alDtie i ti bj s rcionn I v^ssedi anc ca ^ai with ch^ ^iml^ la the ach^r
pniT Df fhf houzf Vfe sat in a senJ-ciide on rtu AoDr in fhe Ijcchen It was abi^
gnnpjS] w« EVE ]isc wichclu vutnea nnd chldi^a nnd ch^ Adolcmenasclu^cMrLf la
frotn wadc-Finc cnm^ Chocabhaj, [he elde^^headof ch^ bausehold He welcDtned
tne fo his hDtne viAl ^raiA dj^iicy H^ showed neirtur cnnDsif^ aa r iu ^i ci oa H^
sold w^ tables in di^ vQla^ mad^tplacej Eubjs ^md^had done fir ^^ nerEvia ns A
^earheoce I VDuld look up frotn m^ sticclun^and asl^, "^dw was business toda^^
He vmiMlDdk appalled w my lud^nes of spine He del m red a frw ^aip^ ^iDit
seaiencesfhx c onw^ed pie cisely his lack Dfintei^st inche vit^aiie s of his fmu nes la
the lllaI1^f fplacf
I hadju::^ inished eaiio^ wa^n^ my hand inco die plaie with the lasc of my
dnnkn% waier I w^u planning co ^t up and help wich die tlesL-np wlien I wbs
sutntnoned b ack ta DadEifi^ lODtn b^ Jana]^ Dinubbaj was ch^ie He aod DadEifi had
ob^Dud^ been confemo^ As diere wen nD hDcels an^wli^re n^ar and cbe i^w^
scaiiDn w^u a simple ^lla^ one widiouc wajcin^/de^pin^rooiuSj Ihadb^en invited
ta sta^ [hf ni^^po^bl^fWD ni^s Th^ ^mil^ ccmld ma]^f roam fur m^ amon^ th«
lai^f mE c :t dru ms of sf Die d bf ans and n ce aoddLelar^ itaae vhi ai hsLd-^nd^ r la
the CDioer Th^ ^ VDuld « ^a ^^ me a rope chaipo^ {be d) co leep on, wlu cbj IodIjd^
baclc, was probably ooe Df die elde^ be ds, be c ause in lodia v^ nozmEA^ EA^epc oa
rollfd-cnic mwsoa the Adoe I ac c^pte d cbe ii i m^ tati on inunedj aiely
Al^rlanch we dl v^di down fiira^on nap i n our van du s ^ocs Wliea we wei^
all awa]^ a^ain Dadaii showed me the voildn^ of hDW and whei^ ta baihe, v^^
clach^s, draw wate r and Uidw dn nlan^ wer fra m washing w^fez As die re was just
ooe W3fer cap, by [hf bacl^aid step Sj an household v^er was 1^pf I n a van ecy Df lai^
anipbara style p ofs, placed siiaif^cdl^ aU aiouod die house la chose days ch^ w^r
supply was ^oradic E^iy^ne inch^ viUa^ msh^dcD ]ill pofs whle ch^ w^f^rran It
was also a n^ w cala ny of ce meoi house s and v^ai'c ^c « nti i^ hoo1^£d1lp to die anall
^daf tliDse da^s
He showed m^ diwit wasposable tD discreedy p^e wche sliDwe r draj n whi ch rsL
incD thf minian]ie caoal s^sf em diai ina]^f d diiou^ the ^aide n outside His v^ei^d-
dDwn piss^he assund m^, was die seciet ca die luujiiant ^lavih oi bau^ainullfa
which [his house^ out of dl ch^ ocber houses in die colony, eiijo^d Tti^ Aoweno^
bushes dr^ady i^ ached the iDaf and blossomed a ^nausi^d
Thf 3J n always sfcs w size p m j EVLdcbai iirst « ia nin^ ^n wencup die b ack ce tii^nt
scajis to the roof Dadai i had two lawn chaj i^ scaclc^d behind che doorcD ch^ ^stibuk
that swo^rchf scajisoa the loof VJ^ taokchim due andpnc chemup The nof w^u
e d^d by a thi^e -ti Dt-bj ^1 wall made af decanvi^ c eme nc blod^^ aod w^s, Df couEe^
a
AS bi^ EUfhf EDtii^ liowtisfME FiQiii [his roof I was cd vtlicIl [hf vodd outade the
lumse ±ir trLAny TLii baur
TLiM fli? e^LiiD^ V7G t^picTil The sun set, Tuid eia rJn^ t viL g|if b t^Eui vith the
fljgluluiDU Df bu ^j fijny fnj ic h tlis TIu ^ le v zd dose rtLai I CDuliba^ re uhe dup and
stroll d fhf I r fijE Tlu^had^TLiliaiheiv win^, nnd the ir p a^stl^ ^iras ^tampuiied
b^fhf scmn^ sou nd those vid^ nnade Mi rmte s kite i^ i li a tiDss- cu ii^di^ tl sf i^am of
loudly ca^nti^ bnlL uidy ^^tilicd^ parvufs ilewcD fh^ i r tii^bif hDtnt ci^^ Sw^IIdvi
fwa Dp edpTisc aa fhf I r v^y Dwr f D rtu tnud clifb hy ch^ niA r The b i^e z^ VDuld ^Iwtl^s
come up the trLOtneDt ch^ ?j li sLppe d brio v [he lion zaUj aad^nchic came che srcL^IlDf
rheljcdf iire s all aiA r Indj 7l, bf I Li^hf to caDkdLe ^^ajLi^tned Th^ ca v^ nuse d [iu sf as
^ be ids dn ttdbame aodche dust mj^dwich the li^t Df tht saiis^c Ic isdie ^cemal
mameiic of « ia niii^ hotnttomj n^ and is die triDSf celtbrated^ euicxnA ^z^i^ssion
of ^ndlesf India I iDolc^d at cbe caid ^riucb Shu C^uiudev Dadsfi Mahendranaih
bad %iiAn tne cbat trLomin^ ^en I hadjnsc annAd Under his oanit it cancinuid
Hennjfa^ of the Coaujc Oi^e and Lu nar Lah oraia ly of Tvili£ji[ Ya^ Ilool^d
D^ifD^fh^re Dbjnahhaj andDadaji wen a tu n^ co^e ch^ r L sf tiu n^ ca cbe BBC Wadd
N^vson [he radjo The stai? wei^ canun^ont on^ b^ one abDW Tbe ni^lu aji was
fie Jl and c doI
^ernpa}ifi;\tf\ erv\el O
trnar
Nfv iDJbznnxiaa tiund &mle ^iDund in tn^ I was so stncthed auCj ciyin^ ta
nndf ntand^ f lyin^ f D be rec^pciw He m^ well haw vi^ed me fo nla^but I was
de [e imioe d mi [ ta nu ss ao^ wa id ar any si ^:t H^ se nc m^ av^y a^ermy ]isc ± w days
V [hf hennjfa^ He bad ^wn tne a dazen addi^sses af p eople aHaiAiche VDdd I
jalctd [hwbe ceitajiUy didn'c wane mt ta ^t Idsc, no tnaitervh^re I wiadend I told
bjtn tbai tny a n^nal plsL had h e^ n to 2fl to ch^ Girbi^sc Qjjite alarmed, he staned
iD waram^ af [he dan^Eof fh^ f^re 3:s b^ ^Dnd cbe Ambaji T^mpk oa the (litnbnp
rhc Holy Monntaj n Housed Indian word^ that I c ouldn^ uode i^ SLd, hue I ^aiheied
rhai che Holy Mouncaja was aplace Df tnuide r and mayhem He ceitajrly wasbarsh
in bj s vaniiD^ dicnic saddhus
*^nfh* Dthe rhand/ be sajdj ^^imarische sacred horn* of Indj a^s ^wai*st saj nc
jodfhf fn]nderDf the Nadu, Daifafi^^ab^oame.^
He anan^d 1X\i Dinubhaj to vnce a noce of loirodu cciaa in Guj^rati ta
^n Man^aloaih Maliai^ of Giiaajj and that is ^ibei^ I headed a±«r leaian^
Mfhmadah ad
Ic fDokrvD days af hapi cma and bus ciaiAl co ^ec co Gizna^ which is a tiny
^illa^f pe iched a n ch^ la v^rbe i glu s of [hi saci^d tnouncaja Giiaaris apil^tna^
rDwn fijll a f ajkranis EVLdsaddbus Tbe iirscpinDn I saw sf ndi n% dD^fiL the nadjLl^
aldD^ was aoal^dj a^-co^ied, dreadlacl^d sant I wiedji^cted tD Msk^dnaih^
H
Tishimij which v^2 Iai^, sLd wliea I vTiIkf d iti if v^^fiillDf jcbaolbayf ewio^laticlL
ofi tht fradj ti DtiTil le n^ s pluf d dli cht ^nutid I scDadTLTcnjiiEij ^ uiduncenTu
vrihiit ca [ia IhTidiu^rbetaiLi nn A^rTLmbefure I djdii't sp^ 3]^ a void of clu local
Inn^a^ i^rcnuch of Tuiy Itidi sl lui^a^), SLd TipparerLcly tiobod^ ^alcf English.
Ne » nheli sz, wichi n atl hour 1 ^iras siftiD^ DLi the ^rcnj iid iti clu shade af ilai^ tnaii^
tn Ej ^aiiii^ fhf ssiu lunch az the ciDwdof schoalbciys.
Ihiid Lie^reTLierL aiiydu li^ chiit nu^ iti tn^liA hefii^ 1 ool^ doubc^d I tuuLd
dD If a^a The nc t hiid Jta n^ Sj the ^ ^e cable z we i^ h Tu^ly cbopp ed TLiid lidc sidiuied
andcbe iDciz wei¥ tiiTide of Miy iDugMy ground Aour Indj an fiiod v^z sell am^zf^iy
ta me . I h^ oaf ye [ be c Dtnt tl ^1^ and chi z w^s noc ch^ w^y to scait
Ewntuall^ A man am^d ^fho laol^ d lil^ h^ Uitvfh^ boss, so 1 ^tlw him my
infiodacciDn vncfea in {^ujei^i He coaw^ed to me chw Mao^dnaih vmild h(
available thai ewnio^ w 5 00^ aod theahe [ook m^ co tn^et ^anica Sht vaz th(
middle a^d woman who ca d1^ d EVLd c ai^d IbrM an^dnath ?he h^ d la al ttle monel
nt a iDDm H^rbed waslajdon tap of [lute cu n1^^ fhw htld aH be r woddly ^ads.
Thi -"^TiSLz wen bung with e mbnsi d* re d panels and In r f wo sareps w*re hun^o^ra
line cbat bUowtdcbe w^U Tlielatchtn wazjnzcinadt cht da Dr SLd waz nochio^ ma it
than a c^fD-buzntr 1^f nse nt CDoksio^ ca the loa^ zomt p Dts^ ziDra^ bi nz fur ^raj nz
andche ^icezand^^cdiltsof the da^ Warn [Abas±>i^iArhe came asociwtdiamy
miod vifh S aniD^ Ma, ^dde zs Df c Dnte nc mtni She cddK my hand and bioii^t mt
I nf D htr tiD^ homt Sht lajdoui a mat firme fo detp Dn EVLd die n ^it b e%an to cdqIc
She v^z a marwlcnis and le iine d c ook Heriotiz wtre zot and p e rfrc tl^ ±>nnedj htr
zpi cin^ mild and subde aadberzaiJctsdjviiLe She CDnw^d id mt that ^e vaz^wa
thizhfde home and ±>Dd in i^njia ±ir cano^ ±ir Man^alnab 1 ^ezsed ^it waz a
widDW Dr fnm za me oiher dtsptrate soc 1 al ca ndj iion Sht vaz ^ly happy to bt daio^
thi z and li^ n^ fhtre EVLd^e adoie d Man^nwh.
He v^z a Raja ZE^ddlnij aIjd^^ zant Amon^ Diher thin^be fed andbaused
300 schoDlboys in his a^mm e^iy da^j wbj cb pe nnjf led die zt za ns a f mimadz and
impoiAd^td mral ±11^ cd ^f an tdutation He w^u zo le^ecftd and adaitdb^ so
many peoplt atrosz lodi^ thaihe waz lAiy weakh^ in alms Thizishowht chDze tD
^w aw^y ihaimane^
Findl^ic wazfLwp m aod 1 v^zcdctn lo meec die ^ai mEU Ht w^ublnd H«
zai an ^detr^n and wait Dnly aluo^ii (^^-sixng) He loD1^fd wpH ]td and wi^
^odhumcuied Dadaii^nDce wazitadcDlum Alook of del £ji[ came o^rhisbc.
Ht zajd, '^i, Malieodmnwh Ji/ andht lauEjitd wiihhjs mtmonts Ht called mt
oiAiclozt to hi m and CDDk my hand Ifijmbltd abiiof money in dmz ta hi m^ bu t ht
wsuedoiUy ca »ad me by ztme of cauch He made a 6 w c Dtnmtnts wi ih ahi^^a
and eiA lyba dy aicnind us lau^Le d^ raihe rltwdl^ 1 diDU gtif 1 fell ztlf-c Dnzti du Zj zcaie d^
zh^, Etooe^ huf 1 v^z dsD decezmined wicballm^btin^ to tlimb ihw holy monniaj n^
andl w^zal^D ^1 nnially alame from metu n^ Dadaji zd zhan a wiile bEKk Oacbat
6
incb y\
naf VJ
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lewlhe reloaded [D ra^ Andh^ aktitl^^aiA tnt tl [iep ch a f ttic du m^nu lie Wifhouf
s gtif orliLiigij a^ we ca nniuuDJ c wed DiUy by hDldiLi^baiLd^
A£ei 7l fr V tnjiu] [e z hf Isa^e d ^7u n TLiid hui 7l Diati %iiA tne dcnjble phis a n^ Rs
of wliM I had jnsc ^1A n him Sanucnu ^z^latie d chu a ^nii^ should tie^ rbe of ui
aounitit thiLi eodsin z«id Ic c tiu z« d bad lu ck sLd pa^ n^ fi^rcht nc^i^E I bad bis li
^lAn^l Rf I frit e rcib TUTTLSze d^ but tiIsq e imchi d, aj I had so licfle nnarLf^.
l^pt I Li Watii [a^s licd« hDtne fhw ni^t atid ^e ^oc nu up EVLd frdby bur am
IbE^ fhf aJkram ±nkw«I1 and sf aired cd wall-, up clu %i^ai trLDunrajti chEV loa nne d
D^ruf Till 1 1^Iuw tiorhjLi^ of ^fhw vasnp ch^re b^^iid cbe AmbEifi cercifik The
dimb be^ati Tihiuptl^ aferpasati^ [hiDugh ch^ arcbv^y rhaf deliiud rh^ hnuts of
rh« ulla^, up ^at siQn^ sr^ps chat haiA he^ti eut andlajd inrD ch^ tnouDiati iti a
loa^ sotne wliw me aiide n n^ crajl up corh^ ]ira satntrjc Cbai Juipsof ewiy aze and
capaEicy appealed aloD^rh^ nur^ Soniecimes theie v^ie thajE 3ad u mbreUaSj bur
iisi33lly ir waf a bf nd I n [he paib rhw ofCe i^d a licde ^ade , sa m^ rea andpe ihaps SDnie
bi scu icf aad a vann diml^ or t VD The p wh was Tili^ad^ fijU af p il^ni^ Df tiH a^s and
r^es ^a m^ djmh ed in Km^ pTilanqu IDS, an old^f r nru £ji[ be scmpped ta the back Df
a strong son M vaie^ waDd and fi^od had co be hauled up chat p whira^ b^ ascead^
stre am a f human paclduii^ s Fil^nms bad be e n cL mbi n^ rh^ se staj i^ u nee aan£j^ ti r
rhausands a f ye ai^ 1 had bi e n u :] n^ a mancra c Dnsrandy on chiscxp It vas Dne of
iihe rhJn^ thai ^aiA me [he smn^h and c Dnilde nee cal^ep ^in%.M^ sense ^wchw
1 tao was a ciu e p l^m, cL mbi n^ rhf Holy Monntaj n aod on m^ va^ co canfrciDi the
m^sreiy and^t som^ anzv^is
Late r that da^ 1 had luully dimh ed ^ncm^i of cbase scaj i^, thiDU gh die ^ai», dry
tii^sc and die hlasti n% suDj and now 1 staod aursi d^ the ^x^sof che Annbaji cample 1
peelcfd iDiD [he cool dail-. loie n dp, bu [ 1 conldu'r qu ir^ h e ar [d en[er 1 had no mooe^
le fl and [hf bands v^ie due we^iystep 1 had oe ^r ^ eoi rime i n [empk s and 1 dj da'r
frelai 311 1 ndjoe d ro le am the way a f thio^ n^ [he n aod rh^ re 1 dueled rD [hele±
of [hf ^i^ac thiDn% of p eople and h^ ade d inta the vdde niefs^iin[il 1 buod al tde caiA
virh a vif w [D rhe eodsaf the eaiih
1 pulled cni[ m^ chiUum and maoa^d id ^t it li[ virh m^ las matcb In [hw
sudden Tilreiaciaa of c onsti ou aie ss, lAiy hei^ened b^ die lacaiioUj 1 i^mirusced
Acni[ Dadaji ^ p aiti n% woids b ack ev the hezmita^ Rajjinghis arnns a^rhjsbead
jod taljn^on^ step tirraid in a diimatic beinvit pose, h^ had intooed ^O A3
THOUVJILT SHALL EE THE VJHOLE OF THE LAVJ* 1 i^as [bundenrmck 1
bad ne^ r he aid [base waidsbefiin Tbe^ souoded ia ly^ ^ ly duckn^ ta m^ Tbe^
seemed rD CDn[radict e^ lythi n% 1 had « ia rbe e n rold [q da before It sounded vion^
aad scaled me about the rme nwure oi dus Strang man vdiD was now my {^uiu
l>uiin^[he ^ntii^ [lip Ihadbiou^ rhese VDDis±izwaidin nny miod and e ^latnioe d
rhem f[DmfiAzy an^ £i[tin%in [hat ca^,bjg|i aba^ the su nouadi n^ plaja and sa
bj ^1 on ba^ii^i, [be m^anin^of [hose word? dawned oa me SLdhaitledme sfiajglir
iiuD 7\n TilctKii st7Lt« of Aeuu [1% u ndf i^ATidj [1%. I Em fc^e, I v^^bom fne atidliTLW
luAd bte withcnjt swrorLtf renLziti^it S Dtne chiti^ ph^scTiIly 3ad Tibiuptl^ chTni^eEi
in tn^ &a rcL [liM tnotne nf Icsue ilico bens I ^iras « iici^pe d by « ^^ b^ soc i nl pre ssu k
tliTit ^f Die [0 c Dtif^im TLtid obf ^ [ht luks Df m^ i^alc^ rumiel De [TlcIu li^ &a nn cbat
pi^szare le± tn^ fc^e copuEue the puipase ±ir winch I bad iLicaraai^d in thizLfe I
went intahlisz
llht the cn^ and ht ade d b xk da vtl those scEurs in the l^e TdeniDaa My &et
bAKl^ touched [he ^zDuod I canfAjnedm^ wild Itiu glu^rj andfhx jusf &dche Jin I
was SI t[i n^ Dn a n d^ ouf cropp in^le d^, i^iti n^ and i^i^ e vio^ m^ wondc rfjl ^sidel iil
the caw Ail elder Indj an man came h ^j la d1^ d up and sajd la En^ JLj
"^^ dear, ycm ai^ TillaJlAnrLe YcmhaiA seea the ^e af the Godde sf 1 cbj nk ^
He placed sotn^ lupees ai m^ fret 1 vas amaied Ochei^ could see wtiat 1 was
e ^f n eac I n%.' What could he posahly haw se^n^ 1 concinued ta %ec o&nn^ frani
people vliD b Dwe d f D tny ^ sia naiy 1 ^ e ne nee andwalkedDn I ^Eutie i^dup cbe tnone^
and deci df d f D hf ad siiai^t bxkco theheimica^ as±Bt asl could g^c then
Wlienl am^ d back w cbe house in Mebniaddiad, e ady tiiDioj n^ avp^kaferl
had lefr^ Dadai I iDolcf d up in^i^ai suq^nsf andsajd, ^VTbai are ycm doio^hen^
"^Vellj 1 me t M sk^dnaih and 1 cI mbe d G\ mar and 1 ^ [ hla vii away b^ wbat yau
said Da As Thou Wk fhw was amaz in^' And now, wel, wbere *lse would I ^o^l
h?OT [ob* heie *
â– ^cm 1 3a'f sta^ be It ""
T^ars ju sf iu dde nl^ paure d anc of m^ eyes 1 ±ij mpe d b aclc
â– ^cm c*itajLUy ciy w ly ^asQ^^ '*"
"T^o I dan'[*I said de iiand^ fhroTi5h f e aE, Tm cau^ as nails '
T^an'f say chat Ibn^ i s useless. Dn adfiL No ^adai all and a^at d^tnmecLt
for a woman '
"listen/ be sajd^ I'm a wiy beavy tup Li^n^ widL me is uiibearablc.
UDihinkd»k'
"^0 no 1 woa'fhe a bother Ipiomise l^ieally ea^ to ^et alan^wich Ic willb^
^ai litdl^haw tahehei^ with ^u ""
â– ^Vhat ait ^Du call j n^ Aant ^ Tm c Dtuple cely bo5?j s ^wj Ijiow ""
â– ^cm ait^I s EH d, dj St re ss and so ip nse in my ^wite
â– ^ellj maybe nof c omple tely * he said with an amused ^n
1 won thai ai^menc and tnowdin a^n.huc nowlli^din di^ hfd^ ^stibuk at
the fop af die scaj is thai le ad oufsi d^ to che laof
Tht nezi day aferlunch la D adaj i^ la Dm, 1 ^t up fohelp th^ womea cleanup
the meal.
a
H< said, "Sif do^m-"
iTimjus: ^iti^cohelp viAl the ckatiup^
I saf do vtlj bu [ Mt asiu^e iiiiid^
IdDti^ seebavl tati sf adhere firfc^e aiid oaf h^l^ viAlcIu Udu zfliDld choirs
It I ai'f n gilt '
'Ultid you r o vn bu Ji iiess "
Ididii^ imist fjntur He v^ ^ tti n^ ao^iy
I seldotn undei^fDod wh^ Diidnji acted ch^ w^y 1u did H^ tiewr e^^lajiied I
bewail ray custoni of oheyiLi^ lahLiid cmsc Ic d^irays zeennfd cd tne fhx 1u n^iAi
tau^ mt ati^duti^ C^en^rally I did as I vtg cold, buf m^ loie mal dj nla g}Ji wai Dfleii
baf aoddeAaoi.
^"Mitid you r D vn buii Litss Doa'cinftzfere ""
I he aid [host waid^cotistuidy f^r^ars ThE^ alva^j piiiche d.
Itibt thD» wodI? :] £|ial tht bf ^Liniti^ of the Nivncci Mni^^ the Fuhof hiwapi
TjiTJti^Drdie Vnnna Mni^^ che Le t Tj niiti^ Pwh ar che NwhaMar^j die Subde
Lenni to cammaiid m^ o^fiL wfeaiioaatid ^ajci ^w eoe i^ by niihool j li^ fnitii
rh« [ew of the craosfDiy^ of [h« pasio^ shov Df hfr Tins v^s du iint 3:«£i Df my
rraiuf^iDiaii oa w^
V^ thdraviD^ EUf eoii oa I Li^iliA d me i npi tcbe d b wd« z wi di e ^, gjjilt, condj ti dliid^
seli ima^ Iti order fo iiDt cnjse n^vkaitiiic eoi sk^ nnf tic aiid tie v p ZDlod^d soap
operas lie Allied du eoc of tioc doio^ of tioc la^vio^ mysflf lach^ Iws af odieE
Any cbj [1% chat iDi«rie»d ^ncb ch^ cocifeiufilaiiiA ar tiiedj caii m ^di^ vas a hire The
vast zc a Df I nAj em es ze e1dD^ [0 cbati^ tiie ilico abe tt« rpe i^dci^ a n spa nsible vadc^r,
a nriDi^ alhjnii^ wa nnaiL a r a u z« fjl ci cue ci ci^ed^d ca b^ « vad^ d likf p oi zdli ^as The
in-niiTii [1% a f die tnajonf ^ of tiiy atc« lici dli v^z ati eiu]zn:LDi]s vre cuhiti^ efbn
Our daily li]t co^ech^r z«tded idiq apleazaiu ZDUfioe We cd^dj stiiDl^d cb«ap
ci^ai^fcez He cddK aii] ff and che wi [i% tabac co and stiiDl^ d c i^aitcff s 1 wazapacK-a-
day smD1^£I Tlie ajr v^z al v^ys ±i ggy blu e wich di^ stiiDl^ TLie ^md^ locladed tne
into dif nucitie w th lifde p iDbl« tii diai 1 « w rbe aid Df If Dadaji ^irashapp^jCh^^ v«re
^D confeai
Dadaji cald var zfDnes He hadbeea iti fhe Lite mail Dnal Bx^ade dunn^ the
^p ani^i C I vd War Th^ Rusziam letcu i^d ch^ nt v zoldj e i^ oti fh^ [echniqu^ Df atcacK
He a^^ d ho v co le tre ai
Tliem IS no utreai ""
Hi z 3J iT^vit dep^ tidf d aabj z abdif ^ ta thiDl^ind^pendendy, and ma^c helped cqd
Abu^bamh ez^Ddediache ield wlile he ^vas [lyio^ca cany a wontid^d zaldi^r ta
safety Tlie du ^ dou d vaz za duck thai he cauldiL'f cell vdiich vay ca ^o, and ^fhj cb v^
led ta e nemy 1j n^ s. Tbe bi]llef z ve i^ zin^n^pazf Suddenly a bij e veiled ami le acbe d
iniD tlu [iast dou d TLiid piill« d hi rcL ta s^cy Duiajibad aLiutnbtrof slicdudisi^ vicb
GodlLidra, wliD pvnf ett« d atid Ilk sze d bj rcL cbiDu gliDu [ bj s lifr
Ttif S EC ood Vfodd War scTute d n ^i[ av^j aferclu timtnplL Df ±uciim in ?pajn.
DadiLii s^^dnp Et^Uj alrtuiu^TLiici-^GCizf ifjictiz wei^ tiof ^nlcotn^ inclu Bxti Jl
anu^ He c aased a tnunti^ la rtu h Dai rtiai STuk d to fh^ h TLttle&elds Df zauclu m Euvupe .
He v^pucup oa chTu^z, buc Tizhe relai^d ^ncb i^Ij^i, the cahks soan turned, hi z
^[nj»nv^n i^pn nnaiLded f>rincDtrLp« t« cue and he wtlz e xotie i^ed Fe ct^ bu i^au criis
atid ofilc iDUf offccf n hEved Dad^i H^ caDkzachpkasun inbeio^che causf af theii
difCDtrLbn He « iijo^d f dati^ [h« ade af [heundeida^a^tiscdu bbad injustices of
the povf ribl
H e v^z f moe d Af aphyii Dthe 1^1 s[ lb ^c bj nn ouf Df [he baj r of Dtie hi^ raiiljD^
offcc^r, he v^z^i^edca haly aiid kite r E^pc . Iti E^pchebad TichsLce co ^sif the
pyramids EVLd darcibe r iiiadej niii^itrTU n^ d b^ founscs ar au chDn ti^ s Ma^c occurred,
hi haly h^ nnade apil^tna^ ta Asasi ^Iduu^ coosdei^d saci^d by CabaLcs
because Df Sc Francis^ i [ is alsD daj tn^ d b^ ^]is aiid tna^ci aiis as a n^ of fh^irpo^nr
places Asasi vas y^i one man af die eiidless coLin^ c [i dlis chEV ezuste d be ewe ea ns. I
hadbe^ti cheie anurciberof titn^s as a child andaii Etdole see clc , and 1 vas vpHavBie
of dif p Dwe r Df cbai plac e Once a^ahe vas^wti fc^e luti and^of co see aceiraja
ciypc chat IS usu aU^ bj dde Li fmni pnbL c i^ew
He vas ^zy proud of sann^ ^ ^slai^ ans He ci^ai^d trLany soldj^is fcutn then
who VI re late r be i n^ fiiic ibl^ lepainw^d b^ die Enfish Tti^se vpre nriELi who had
£:nj£ji[ die Nazis dniDsc b azehande d Th^^ we i^ paiti ssu b^i li^ bice d back idiq ih^
wauLi^ aims oi muideiDus ^cisi c ollab oraioi^ vho ezecuced ewiy an^ af cbem.
Thf^ fold ihfirstaiy ta Dadai i . ITati^ bj s Ldiaur Pany c dlicl^ c ii dlis he was abl^ tD
ha^ [he maiterbiDUEjiinp in die E nf ish Fa^ame nc^ and [be b[s be c am^ l^nown tD
the public
"^ wi sh I could haiA died on the bwdeArid^buf ia[bjsLfetiiiie it is not ta be Af
lead the Bsti^ aimy provide d me in [h die mamra diai has si^^d mc so ireUja thjs
li*'
M^ eaE period up la the sleepy aJte moa n he w
â– ^on 1 Jiow the son^abouf TTie Lon^andihe Short aiidtbe T^'^ VJell fi] ck 'em
an'-"
â– â– "Whatsdie msoira thou^li^-"
Tuck "em all * he inioae d solemnly
"T^it and see Ne ^i lee tbe bastarfs ^e i fhe bettirof ycm "
li wori^jus: ]ULe
Keeping me accupi ed and qu ie[ was nof as e as^ as 1 badpromi se d Fioally Dadaji
had me copy ouc e^iythio^be had vnfieainio small, lined school mi teba d1^ Eacb
aJte moa n I wauld ^ eod twa ordiiee houi^cop^n^ Tbjsbad the e^eHeoi effect of
ii
fucin^DU ta ca nee nf nve, TuiEi itriproiA d tn^ hEVLd^niu li^ ca d Sotn^ citnes v^ would
djzcus whai ht h^ wntceii, bnc I ±iiiLi[i triDsc of i[ dibult to fi^Haviii rtuze ta£^
da^s Whw I lo^d T7G hispof ciy Ilo^dch^ dk^thnn TuiEi cht ani^city of e^n^Dti
Hi z potnu spD1^f of his jay la fh^ saddhu Ijfr ^ h^ m e d^ d was a licile ±ia d nnd v^e r
jod TL^ady ciEej clu sitnple Liec« sa ti es af Ijfr, &t«ly ^mn nnd happily KcenAd He
viDte pof tns ±ir cbjldre n^ fir me , Tih Du [ Iqia EVLdlufipy tnotrLf tits of spi nfu :t joy atid
phya E d pie A^ i^
He med ta ^t nne cd nnswe rbj s tn^ E^iy d^ we vmild vtu [ tii Di tiuhh^j our
coDixt wifh [ht wci^d Ducade his rcionrL^CDbnrL^iafh^ majl Lettei^ csae frcmi dl
D^ifhf vci£[i He was tnost itite i^sce d i ti cbe le tte i^ that came from Mike Ma^^ He
v^s [ht pvuD^ Eo^i^tnarL wIid bad ^iDwti up TLyearhebi^ aiid i^cenAd nutiaiioii
jod [ht oame Lokaiaih Diidaji really la^d fh^ ^^ Ht was st^iic^ ^ars oldh^
ihj s f ime^ atid Mi1^ was cht fli? Vfesce me r h^ had me [ thaih^ CDtiadei^d vonb^ of
inif I aria n. ThiDU gti Ml1^£^ wi d^ -rsk^ ii^ i iiibj e nc e^ ma i^ and ma i^ ^vud^ Bnts and
(^a Am^ncsu b^^sL fo wnte Dadaji w^ iDolan^ fur sotne pazficular quaLt^ in
rhe St 1 J ds, bu [ hf stldDtn fujod if AoswenD^alldLesf lefceisandpa^in^dLe pDsca^e
^D^^ bee sue a draj n ca his eoe i^ andi^soui^es
Tyni fhin^ h odLe i^d him abouc ch^ people who wanted his spinnj:! teaching
TLiDse vho 1^pc fhfir &fc in coa mao^ caiufis imcated bjtn cd nD end Wiccan
TLiEl(trJ[( Gnostic Naibs ai^ nDC asra» a bird as one mj^ic ima^n^ Andht always
bape d sa m^h Dd^ would wp aiA n^wpxctnufrotiihisald^ms, iindn^w wa^sDf liun^
jod fhinloD^ fLnd ways af escaping fram the old nv lace H^ d^spared of anyone
brealdD^ fnt fmm che old octuli patc^ms of EniupesL tna^c SLd Asian nli^ons
(^ipssian
Whf n 1 am wd fhw iA ly fli? da^ 1 am sun 1 saw a ^od natnbe r of h dqIcs Dn bj s
^elf E^che citne 1 tamt b ack a w^eklate rbe bad buzn^ d cbe tn all Hi s lib raiy^ wliich
1 eyiuij ned su n^p ti [i Du d^^ CQDSisce d of ah^a^ly maJ^d-up JTAitje:; PEvanjah^ Itst
SaiFis, an OzbidEn^^ Dictionaiy and ap aif itular f nuulwia n Df J^mt^ ^his^ixStT?}
He didnof wi Jlcd djscuss dita n^ s^ oar did ht wane ta heai abauc wliw Ihad i^ad
He disappiDwd Df my ip adj n^babi cs Tbe wost chi n^ 1 c ould do was e^ase myself
rodie ^ IB tu al theonf s aod I df as a f Dthe i^ As±aasht was c one tzn^ d, if w^u a wa dd
of crap due th^re ^om^hoWj wicbcmc baDl^ and DiUy afewpeople aicnindhitn wba
spol-Ji Engli^j hf was always cuinnc SLd inf^imed about die wuddin fi^tnendons
decajl His%m^ a f bj sfoiy^ sc i^ nc« EVLd ^ o^ntph^ ntiA r ^le d to sjipnse HelDwd ta
qijDte lon^ epi c partus b^ h^an^ e ^e CI ally Kin^ Aidkur^ d^ath scen^ aod di^ retum
of EKEdjbuifD tht Lady Df die La]^ Of cdui^ He wasMedjn
He w^uLf^riin and tht Greai Swaa aad ama^ciaa SLd abeimn 1 thou£ji[he
v^s quice nats On fhe Dcberband, and in fh^ sanne bieath, 1 had decided fhai he
v^s tn^ « nli^te ntd Gum andl tm s:^ d bj tn wifh tny ia ly WDtns Icbjnkdus is called
co^tiw djssDnance, and Ihad it ^ly badly and lAiy Dflen aicnind diai tnan He
u nde i^fDod [hf p Dwe r of I [if titi ilc Ml DLi sLd^ticDum^dnrLf to chink af nnyself atid a
1] z to^che r I Li tn^hic aod tiiTi^ c A f ezrcLS He v^ Lff riiti, I v^5 the dMi^evuns Ni trme .
I TiDtebjtrL a p De tn frotn hf r vif ^oint I could oe ^r hn^ ncne^dcbe itifurnrLaiioa
i[ cDLifMiuditi tnaLidaoe h^adzpace I v^ishis ^ddf sZj his briDwd He vras nny heio^
DmrufcifFit, SMDij deul atid tinnf fi^iAller Thizpl^ ^irasai chf wiybeTut af Itidiaa
T7\i\XT3t EuIcTime ca nLidf ncTLiiEi I [ BodLhuniTLti Anddi^rLf we meeciti uuithei place^
thi nk dj fEentit cluni^ts TuiEi ucoiupL Ji^i^ac [ieeEij Nd oe e d ±>r n ru :t ili ^c, he
and I n^iAi did ^\ny nfual vodc vliusoe^r We spa nc atl^ cm^y ^i±ed ilico ^cl-:^
space/ TLtid all w^ Tuzcaiuplj^fd Wli^n I orEU^DLie risf vould [hAnkbitn ftrsora^
p loble rcL sdIw d, SDtnt h DQ n ^ wti, be vmild always loDkJjgluly tnystiiled
"^ daa'f l^ow wtLai ^du a» CTiIlati^ abouf ^
Since modesfy w^u iiDt otie of his aitnbuces, I e^ iitu dl^ niidi istdci d th^ ^ad
tna^t I s whw lupp etis be c ause ifbas tcij spa nc an^ cm^y atid wich an of e n bu nrioiDus
pezftccion Oa chf Dtherhandj Mahendranaih o^^ti fjeledhis tna^c wich fjiy His
ati^ r WBS te mf^n^ Ooe day hf atte nde d a ^he hd^ of local dj ^iic ane s At the end
of the cei^maDjes a ^ ly p Dor old ^ume r came co die sca^ andj IddI j n^ upj h e ^e d
him fo seod raj n be c ause tht ilelds wei^ dry andche ciapsw^ie dyin^Hisfli^ impulse
was to refjse Ont af the Brahtrjtis on die sca^ sajd^ "^sc i ^iDre bj tn, he is nothio^
but aloTT taste do^*
Yipes' Dadaji bee sue ini]iiafedby che ntnail-. He quicld^ and spa nc SLe onsly
difwama^c si^d 3ad « tiipo ve nd 1 1 wichhjsm^ TLit rajnsbe^atifoponrdavrLmt
nt lonce-hhie d^ wichiti mam^ncs
"^c rajoe d SD haid and la SQch amou ncs/ be saj d, lau^ n% ai the tnemoiVj "I wbs
swepc afi die sca^ SLd dmosc dTown^d iti fh^ AoDd '
ThEV old &nntr was sell aiDundj atid when^^r we e nccmnte i^d hi m on aoe af
our waI]^^,be hobble d cDwaids u s likf abhod old triDle Laughiti^and wariiippio^at
the sann^ f ime^be WDuld h e nd SLd couch Dadai i^ &fc TLiea ch^ ^ WDuld wall^ and f all^
fur a tnotne nf , and Dadaji would ^^ hi m ooe a f his he ad-chutnp iti^ bltssio^ Ma^c
had h Du nd them to^cbe r iti etidunn^fnendshif.
Klashi
Liian^ wich Dadaji piowd ca he as diffLcuk as he hadpnditted Ndw, I can se^
that 1 f Dokup so muchafbjs^acejhisfime and Ins e tiiDti otial e ntrsy Hi vmildatea
say I n « xasp^ rati oa, ^Vfould^vu R EL AX ^ VTbe n be bad had moi^ chan i tiou £ji, hi s
dDoi cu naj n wouldh e pnlle d close d and I w^u ti ibi dde n to tote i^usuaU^f^r days Th(
^imly wauld^iA m^ a^^ne ^d iDoks as diey cam^ aod wenc fra m bj s dail^ n^ d and
cla se d-ofi iDQ m Ao^iy loai^ wonldbn n% som^ aoe lu niu n^ I would ^ la off inta hait
and an^r and & ar and sf ay frozf ti, u ndilf co bi ar vhw waslupp^ ni n^ I c ould oe wr
A^re DUf ^fhx had made him ace fhw w?^ Oa the ath^rhand, in ch^ir wise way^
:M
rlu alder ^mil^ tneiub tE VDuld tiiD^ iti ^ly claz« co hinij p i^sati^ SLd tTLA^fa^n^
bjsle^j &«[j TLitns aodh^ad They would zaDthebitnljI^lu was ^ackchld. lUi^w
DDduDfi^Enic nu itu nti^ ZD I staod I n liEU^ ju d^tneDi of hiz liabyi^' b^hiiviDr and
I mnid yiH ai bj tn TLiiEi MCTuzkhis cuif Euti vicb itisolcs Tliea Kalib en would fn]^f meb^
rhe Aim, hold my hsLd sLdf^llnit to Ju] JLuid^oupsc^E to [he roof aodlen^bjtn
^m H« would be ^onti n^ at me by th^ n C ouldn^ « ^z^bady se e he w^z wiDn^and
1 w^sn^^
Iba^ :tw^ys had aprobktn with auchonc^ 1 had acced la an u npre ce deoie d
manner wh^n 1 had ^ma M du ndranath audionc^ D^rme 1 had ^^n hitn the
ii£jit [0 dD [0 tne an^chio^he saw iii ca do NDnechries 1 ob^oud^ spjiimed and
laolded and buioe d Ib^^au to ^ntasize abauf kll n^bj tn in violent w^ys 1 caulda'f
stap It 1 would diDwuhimj Uiifr him aod shoDC bjm wich a mxhim ^n Tliese
buaii es dj sfuib ed me %i^ sdy be c ause c Dnzti du Jy 1 adoi^dbj m On^ day wlile 1 was
cop^iD^bjs wnciD^into my noc^bDakl was alsa [hin] j n% abouf my ^olenc inactions
jod wondenn^ wliai was ^ing an widL tne lloD1^fd down and saw Ibad wncten
^^UKias"" TLie» vas nDchin^ else ta do buf CDn&ss 1 e^^cced fijiy Injcead he
laughed EHLd sajd^ "Tbjs is wh^ 1 la^ yau l!bu c^ll the ciuth' 1 w^s reLe^d, but 1
vund^redif he reaU^loLewmy dadcheaii
Msky man^ saddlius 3» ^zc-milifEuy orez-police Ic meaoi thw ches^ men wire
of e n ^ti dions^ tnefhodic al aod camfieceiu Dadaii w^s all of cbe s^ chin^ Hisiaom
coDianedLttlejbuf ewiythin^had samEliowbEen aire n d b ^ his band H^ Ic^pt bjs
kDols I n tiDS whi ch wf re decorw^ d wich omn^ paj nc and had 3:i?a^ ^ es ere aied ouf
of cut pap^r^edca the oucade AoythiD^fhEU brolci.h^ would i^paji His ancienc
aad iDtf^n cape player was alv^s oe edj n^ to be calcen apaii Litde sci^ws and p aits
jod p i(c es would b^ care fijlly placed i n alid ta b^ ck ane d^ fil^ d and »plxe d. If a tap e
biDlj hf taoKchf casecte apan andiAiy meticnloud^ i^sn]ck the cape back co^ the r
vifh s^c1^y cape cue to aze wi th a L ttle blade h was re wm] nd and fh^ cass^ cc^ pu [ back
rD^ [her vifh ics ti ny fc i^ws H^ lo^dhi s muii c and e wn thon^i the qu alicy w^s WDise
rhaacbe e ady czaosiitar nNdj os.be couldbe ci^i^ Dne d by Gne ^ adjust as e aal^^ SDtne
mwdifCD ^nup or Indian ]ilni muac He w^s always look d^ fiiriu w sou nds EiAiy
d^nuiDn, equipmeiu pennncin^ we would ac andlisifn ta a ^wsekcced pieces of
^viy vaiHd musi c Hi s fr^ho^ ab ou t musi c wei^ as unp i^djccabk EVLd as stiDn£j^ held
as bis fetljn^ about ide as aod pe Dpk
He sfwfd aH hi sawn cold we atherloiAiis (lob^ s^ actually '^shmnd^] His Dran^e
^e^cs wei^ hemmed by his hand and he deL^iced in tnaljo^ tnaiT^lous niglucaps
in &ncii]lbiit atnple Jiapes His siicchin^ w^s p^ rie cf , e^n and almas: la^able If
intngjjfd and offioded tne coc Ihad made mylviD^b^ s^win^andbad o^^n done
lar^ handsti tcbe d p iDj eccs, but 1 couldn^ com^ dose fobjs slJIl He aaiied co sfw
rhjn^±>rmf, a sec oi Dran^ coctaa ^le^ cs, ai^dhea^ cofCDn robe wich an Dian^e
ciide QiAidLe h^an l>uiin^Dne a four laud an%iy ifJicSj Isai andsicch^d aiouod a
6
Iai^ piece of cIoALj e cnulwin^ as b^ st I c ould his i m^ ably stnaU sfirehes
e M a r e wn iDdkup utitil [he eiuire p ipj^ c t v^s iuii ^e d ^^Then ' Ao^thi n^ I
OiTLii^ or^iu (oiTLii^ achi^ enith) is ch^ zaddha's maj li cdo^ buf blatk, redj
^ellDW TLiiEi ^1 [e dsD Dcmr N artu ofle n w^ ar IiItlcIl, bnc Dadai i lik^d oraii^ atid, fur
occ A3 om^ a [Du ch Df lemaa ^llo v E^ry fe wpf1 j be vmild i^-d^e all his dDcb nnd
idI] es 3ad ^f e ts vich p vde i^d omn^e dye h zeenned ta zocicbe hi z f emp e^ aod i [ v^u
fjn Thf hn^ d^^ wwercoiAitd die loarDucadebjsiaDtn nayin^iti wxir v^ea
reL e f in rtu be ai I ^aiA him ^h e sacifjl le ii^h of clodi, raihei ^an ^, ^Id and ^ellDW
stupe Zj obi^ ou ly Lfa^ni I Li st^k andcazf^ Ibadhou^icit lach^ wotideifjl b Euaar la
Pe^iAwariti w^sein Pdastaii He ^iras az drii^tui d b^ its ntce dy i napp lopnate qualify
as b^ Its be aijf ^
Giving ^If [Q Dadaji viu a cnal I veoi cd ^bmedahad widi Utna and jpeot
hou i^ looIdD^ ±ir aa alairn dockfi^rhitn IloLewhe oeededone His old clock could
nD longer bi flKPd and Ibaped co ^^a que fame of tny peitei^d debc to bjtn I
bougtif alai^e Kmnd cloclc, with bi^ natiib^is and a laud alarm Th^ nezv da^ ht
wAf fij naus with che dock lhadhou£ji[ the cheap^sc 1 could ]uLd, Ibadhe^n tneaa
and p^ nn}^ I nchin^ aad the clack bad bad uhes Siilce none of this v^sfiue e^^pt
pDsabl^ fhf bE^^hes, 1 djda'f ]tel any an^eraibjs reaEtica 1 was alicde suioyed
when 1 saw if late i^ stna^edup, Dn die ci:^i h^ap behiod the hons^ EiAnnjaHy 1
reaLzfd thai he either descio^d or^aiA awa^ tuDsc ^tshe rec^iwd The ^old dotb
wasarai^ ezEepcion IbeleiAhe always 1^£pc if inhisoank HehE^away Df di^nio^
the qu dj [^ of I nff nti on in any ^±^ and die dafh wasone of fhi § w chi n^ 1 ^^ him
that was ^ Dncaneous and lack n% I n subcf ^
He cold tiif about his cime in Tliadand in fh^ '5Cis He had li^pd up a caiA as
his heimica^ on Soal^ Monncajn He was able co accDtiipI^ fjnaus aniounfs
of tiiedjcaiiDn la cbai ntiiote place He bad a ^ai ^t, falenr and ±^scination fur
tiiedjcatiDn Heb^canie weHlouivrL Ooe da^fh^ Kin^andQu^enaf Thajlandcann^
ta V1S1 [ and diey ^aiA hitn a cup, ah D^ and aplaif of soli d ^d A±f r fhe ^ lefi hi coDk
the pre CI cms obje cf s and hanimi re d and stiiadie d cbe til vidL a iDck into cbe ere vases
in die tiiouDiain caiA S ^mbolj c ally die ^d vpdi h ack co ifson^n asa^in lunnio^
thiDugh cbe fazb ?baidy aferwardshis m^djfwion was abiupd^ incenuptedhy a
VI at frotn Gad India SLdhis i^a^ci^w Df buddies wIid cann^ cc visic laaiaaanaf
^dl^ mj schie f and hu ma i
ThisisDadaJi'sdjtt^ Df tbc Hia El^^as
Th( ilm Ide ^as ne wr sop i mpe din^ our e njcyme nf a f life aod our d^ lAlapnie nf .
Duiafi tie^ r stopp ed coDfrotiti n^UfshAf a^ fhf^ arose inhitn W^ bortL [i« tiIc vich « ^
in a wiy odd v^^b^lim^rL^ self-A^^rTLiidjziti^fhKni^ auipenotinl tnycluila^K s
aad triDcIdD^ clu achiewtnenis af ach^rs Ybu villhaw co A^re thu om anc t\T
j'OTiHElf VJ* wflit i« ly cl*i« r ^[b this nn^thcid
I^orsLct IS amply tioc chitiJdD^ d^ a£^ brcitiez^lf Md vi li^ nnyself id «^i^ss a
1j nrju Li^ 1^ t vpoiDi^ a SEDii tneiual cljchjj a »lf-iielij a oti ^t Du i lico la tz Df crcmble My
luu lib erdbfljf ti^ i nlu need uidu ni xami ni d, vould (Tiu z« hitn cd b tc ome dan^ idu^^
ao^iy Imade a n nriad^ ab du [ w^^ can aiiism and lidli-1 jIL n^. H e ^n^ m^ adadcand
dj z^sced look and wenc out EVLdljUed a nei^ib Dr's p i g|f t fhw had been mnnpa^n%
rhron^ the ^api^n H« jus: ana^ud if wich ^bi^iack 3adle± ic fhire 1 v^usilenc,
stu niu d, buf a wliDleblDckDf mltsbiol^ Dff ch^ froieaic^bei^of my beltf systetn
aad lo aff d mray.
Attachme nf aod lEpulaa n are clu cwo side: of fh^ zsae seesav A^ a hippie Ihad
Ijttlt Impulsion to [he usu Et fhj n^ 1 v^z undaunte d by dj n, ^e imz, b ad wate ^lep eE a r
Indiaa chi id-da^ traj n tDikcs I could ^ep in any dj noplace EVLd we ar m^ vifhouf
acaiE or a dEuin I needed fo dJiA deep co iind my kiAl af i^pulsiDn, aad if vas
su ipiisiD^ wbe n 1 fujod I [ The culcDfA^iDnz is dedicate dtDwodan^ with thisUt^ia
TLit wiy nanit means diai michin^ iSj in and af icsfl^ lepulaiA Fear, pie&nncf,
D^ rwhelniiD^ de are^ le fjsal, n-j e cciaa a» aH plays Df aitrac [ion and lepulaa n Idedl^
Iciy ca bnn^aU di^se fhin^inco a h alaoc e d and mj nor msu fescaiiaa ai the filcutn
be [we e n e Kii^me s
OjD^n^ ta life ordio^n^ to anycbjn^ too aion^y le ads to te an n^ and spl cti n^
of cbe will and cbe h^az It i s a hani le ssoa and 1 will ne wr Uidw how su cte sM the
VDil-. has b Ef n UDiil 1 ^ e my owudewh 1 am le aniiD^ co i^la^indie ^^ af thi^w
jod dEu^r Ic bas pKHA n CD bf che besf pa:3[blt zeaccionbecsase ic i s su ipnsio^ and
nnsf cile s e wn p at1 J Df do^ and maraud n^ ma n]^ ^s Snipnse cban^esche atuaiion
qij iddy aad hope fijlly abe tee r DUf ca me is^^tnencedhy aH Stn^t if S\i Dixini^Tiboui
Bu ddhist ^ adi^ nj andQaetaDf Tiber, Ye ^e T^^aljCau^t me rhj s. Kei th Do vm^i
rranslwts ch^ se son^ in SiydtTKa
I was away w the tim^ of Dadaii's se m nty-if h b iirhday. IhaiA no idea wby he
decidtdco CDmmjt saicide Vfh^n lren]znfd, e^iybody^iocladiD^Dadaiij was abuzz
virh the ^^raaidjnaiy c:te Ht taldme [his
1 v^s SI ck of 1j fr You canL^ cdo Iqd^ yon 1^ow ' 1 de cided ca kaw rhis soidjd
VDild Imadf sare of m^ succ ess b^ lolling myself i n rwo wei^s aionce 1 tookalai^e
aounint of i^ poisoa and rh^n 1 ^ir my wnsis Ic seemed 1 was uoc onsci ou s tir a
loD^ rimej b e cau sf Ibad cpjice an ad^orui^ in cbai in-b e ewe ea I & anddewhplac^
[Oflen called diebardo] It is :tw^ys twili^ and ^y cbei^ 1 wal1^fd awhile unnl 1
riQinto a^ronp of saddlius sirci n^ [d^ the r la a circle They w^» %amblin^ Thi ^ had
be ea ^subL n^ fir a wiy, ^ ly lon^ [i me Eehindrh^m abn^ic luadled samewlien
1 ad^d [hf saddbijs vhy cbe^ wei^ jua accin^chei^ EVLd noc waSan^cbe luad Tbe^
b Ai^l^ lc■a1^£d npj EVLd^aiA Titalltcti^ Juu ^ I le t che nn uid s: aifi d fowardz ch^ id^
Ttiire I tiuod K nlib ea |TtLf ^rTLiidmortu rbad n c^ titl^ dj^ d atid v^ all tncmme d htr
pAsin^] Sh« and I bad afLrLalcDLHAi^MiarL""
TtJs li[d« b ird of 7l votriEui^ ^riui had m wrbe ea i] ither than a &t tnUe z down fh(
road, ntu canldti'c readarvnc^, ^itulauwnDchin^buf dotne3:iclj& set in ^paif^ia
a fhousand ^eas a^, this a n^D^ bi nij always ta^ d by cukural lul^ s^ waz the vamsL
Dadaii caUed his Oum They blezsed each Dther aod w^nt chtir zepai^ed ways,
^pai^od^ clu lai poisaa couiueracced ch^ blt^dio^ and ch^ ble^ di n% cdudi^ rac ce d
the poisDn, if ^du canbclicw thai' Sa he camt hackalj^ and Mt nuh^rjoHy and
pie astd wi ch hi nuelf
Ye ai^ laier Dadai I fell down the cemenc staj i^ le adj n^ co die lODf Ht hiol^ his
hip and wajnjshfd id tht hojpicA I was told cbat ht spine ch^ encire ruEjicbreaihio^
in^ aseam^n^n^ and he was dead by tnDinin%.It was saj d be bad IJIlf d hitn^lf by
yo^c nif anSj u nwiILo^ f D be ahuideaon the &mil^ Laie^ as I ciaiAUed EuuiD^fh^
Naihs of Indi a^ I kanu d ch^ cme i^ason fur hi s self-cau s^ d d^ath Naihs ne^ r want
ta diE Df nEvural causts, d^pkced of eoei^ and eA placed cm c Death tnascb^ ^ed
with^nei^ EVLdpow^r Tlie ^i n [ fraiAls lJl^£ a Juioti n% scar f d fc^e icself from t anb^s
litnicaiiDns It is custamary ±>rNaths of an^ sf and n% and pa w^r co haiA themseliAS
bnnedaliiA in astnaUciypt VHu n fhis is dooe can^ctl^jfh^ Nath ntnajos ba ch hE n
andcbei^ SLd iseftctiw i n h odL re alms^ tnani]^ sf aadpav^iU I tn^c sotne of cbes^
liian^ d^ad"" dann^ my cra^^ls^ and Iba^ na doubt af cbe e&ctiwnes of their
tradjfion Iha^ b^enin alai^ iDamin a^iy ancienc Naih a^ram ille d wifh flA^
two liia n% de ad ^raws of Nathkadeis, tath Dne haia n^ plcl^£d che [ime ta ^ dDwa
infD [heircotnbs
Ch
Maheodranaih [houglu &r bjtnsclf He lool^d at woids and ideas cai^fiiHv^
tu niiD^ itu dyi n^ EHLd ca mpan n%. H e de tpl^ tzcaiuj n^d eia lychin^ la hfe [hai vp cdv
fbr^raot^d He neiA rbrii^ ^d an^chin^ that he had nDC bj tnseli coniiTDie d E^onially
thi s ^aiA hitn an ezak^ d ^i w dt, i^h^ r, a ^ ew fmtn ahi^ pl^c^> apanDramic ia e w lb
bEcome a n:4{f d N ab la lodi a^ [o finniu] atcachme ncs to p^aplej plates ar ohj ects^ to
^he r [o^efhf r nochiD^ ai 3llj co eiuhmtf pa^n^ EVLd sol rude ^ [h^se are addchDic^s.
ThisE are cht cbaices of sameoiLe who vi^ws life fnni outside EVLd ^heyaod any
iDcalreaLty tunoel LodI jn^ into his fjfuie as a ^du n^ be alchy En^ Jmian.he could
SEf awoddof pDsabilififs H^ E^eneocEd wild fie e dam while ^azin^ af a pie natn a f
p Dte n[i al p whva^s ^re ad out at his fret
Th^re is ape i^sce nc belie f chat we ai^ ahouc co se^ aplanecaiy i^sec cd d^^k, a
tnyste nou s, unUiDw^blf defrnlc The lade scDne nundchat cam^s ifs awn inner tnaps
tna^ siierciuf wben du r Dthe r mafi s oa la n^r c Drre ^ood co a oe ^^-alce i^d i^djt^.
^
FnpAUD^ ±>r tofnl lunAlfy z^enns itnpasiblt, but in ^t it \z th^ v^ of li6 ±ir a
l!^an A^ de Ropp vrote s^ustfiil nnd clan ^id^ b Dak on fhc sabjfct of Lfe paths
call«ii T^Mtt^ Gimt Tins is a ^ly ^od b Dok f^r ^ucbs ^riui ^nsh ta CKamim rtuir
maf i^aii ODS aiid ch^ deep dearez nnd ^ nls cbat itiAaente the ir tre midli of Ihaz chw
coDfbznrLfD (hop^fjllv) [hfir^aies: idenls Fov^r, ^imt, wenldLj friml^ Ijfr, vi zdDtn,
(^eneiicez and fc^^dDtn jjiuamiuki] ni^ all le ^f itnate mdu If v^ tnnl^ our choices
fnni [he handbaok we aie ^^iib^ satiec^j Andujunll^ du r tuiilie Sj we ba^ iAzy
1j nrjce d choice s We do ^at has nlie ady h e^ ti da ne , ^at u alv^ys [ion^ Tliisis^fhw
mal^s cbe wo^d ^ nutid, p ediaf] s Tlie sdt of cht earth, fh^ piapa^wDn of lifr,
fhe £jovtn Df fiiod SLd n^vsofiv^i^, itiwtitoE.lo^isandsoldiei^nia]^ [hisplaiiec
fiiLicnarL as if dvjs Tliesf are ch^ snk 3ad cht pllai^j cht tnen aod wutnen af the
vDdd
Dadaji iirst plc1^f d ta be ^saldi^r — orcob^ trmcbtiiDre accu nvt, h^ cba se toaif^tid
v^i^ I tie wr hf ard bj tn tne nf Id n duiociti^ A ^ti He vasrestut and tne dj c nl help on
rhe b wde Arids la Sp Ajn, SLd i^hab tirdie soldjEEia the ^ecDndVJodd War He was
^^â– rays ^ tcin^hi mjeli I nco ciDuble vi th cbe bj gliti mnls, sd be v^sl'c plannio^ [d use
rhToii£jifhf nnilifazy Fe ihsps die ba noi^ and dtsiu cna n of v^ tyranrjc al lule s and
sudden death wei^nstiil cwalyscs cd pu ^ him ±iither du cadt ch^ ^wtsaf aidjnazy
1j& I susp^ c t vf ba^ aH sp^ nt hfr titnes as rank and ]ile soldi e is, Mlowi n^ sa m^ le ad^r,
d^in^f^ront caase or another on che h aide&elds of citne TLit saddhu mnksan iHled
vifh such tnea
He v^uiej ecte d b^ cbe tniL taiy wodd H^ v^s a trouble mdc^r, ah i ^ tiDuble mzAc^r
He a^^dcoD tadoy qaeaiaos and piapase d u nchinl^able solucions
Ai an [imeSj frotn a^iy ^oung a^e, he was tntdj eating se^kn^ouc '^ajoif^ and
saci^d placfs^ i^adjn% and researclun^ — dus ai a fime ^iben diei^ v^e wiy Ltde
inf^imation arezannplf avajldilt id a We s:^ la se ekf r Me anifhilt, ht wori^d wlots
of jobs Hf djdn^ diiii]^ oi smo1^ or ^anJile, sa bjs maiLe^ weoi ^i H^ tra^ll^d
He p ajDif d hou se s^ de a ^led in^ nions w^ys ta mdc^ jabs beccer ore aaer H^ vas a
jcmiaaljst and « dif Dr f^r an Eo^ JL-Ian^ a^ ne wspafhe r in E an^cok He wasawindov
v^Ju r la Darvia He v^s de^ r wi th his hands and tnec iculaus to sl e ^raa idj naiy
de^e H e L wdb^ his s1 JIh and vifs on the sar^e Df socie t^j bu [ Ibrme d nD laots^ aa
kics^no aitacbnieois
He sp^uL his o^fiL titn^ i^seaiT:hin% CDsmic m^scexeSj scientific ad^ancts, and
aacient culTu i^s and ti irns of tna^ c H t le anie d cbai oae iDfdzm»ian 3ad accui^e
maps anhaidfD find He f eD^ d vifh Wallac e Bud^ af [he Bnci^i Museum Eud^
v^s [he t] Ktnost scie nf i&c la^sti ^atoi and e ^ tn Dn anci e nc E^pc Hi s ma s: v^ able
vddIslc [he yonn^ tnan vere, "^Vi re ally dDn^l^ov anythi n% E4>au[ EVLCient E^p[
Sq much of ^at you re ad^ e^ n i n die hisfoiy b Doks, i s pun ima^nwion^
He sau^t out con^i^wian vi[b leister Cio^de^ be caase he Etw^ys laDl^d ta
the denized EVLd ch^ difCDurLf^d dliEj [he abjecc af nriDclcfiv "Th^ am ^mndb^ th«
ciDwdissun to be as^i^ai Tif^cl^che crowd mDuad hj tn ^
He 1^^Lfv Ciavlf^ ili the liiul yeai^, whenh^ wtlz ^d^ denlitt EVLd addicted tD
p Ma-loDiLi^ diT]^ HehuibfCDtne TiDiatiDf ^Mly dj tniDJ Jie d e n^ r^ nnd itiAae nc^ .
He hadjhci^^iA^ aloLi^i^evaf bjs owuLfe Tuid ^c oiufilishDie nc z He Tidusedfh^
^Du n^ nnan and 3J triDie d up whaihe Alt v^ re ch^ an] rciph^ SLd disTippa loitne ncs a f hi z
adwtitu i^- iUlf d li6 His ^3f d^spar v^z n^ ^r freliti^ sati zfLed vidL bj z eoccnjiiceE
with tna^ck Dadaji was tiiDsc suipnz^d chat Vf est e in tna^cianZj i nchjdj n^ Cia^fl^^^
zcll di^ Ami af iindin^ "Tbe BaDk''^fhfreia wonldhe wncc^n aUfhf z^ c i^cs Df tna^ c .
I wonder luT Dadaji Uiev cbe cme naTui^ Df tna^c lan^ b^lbie be w^nt tD
Asii^ He zaidhe badbjz fli? e^enence of e nl glu eanieiu while siill a ^un^ maa
inEn^and Ai cbai citnelu was c 3iup id^ ouf in a tenc la a ±iie zf , whe re he could he
alDne and tnedjcaie wiclunic distracfion H^ hadjuzf ren]zrLfd fromfh^re cohiz tiny
Londan Aw He had CDtne ca fdcf can Df hiz tnandsu »3ljf^ and re^iDup betii^
^in^ back CD cbe fiiiezc co continae hiz asfaulf oa ch^ bainei^ to conzciouines H^
had just pnc apiet^ of music by Gxe^on cbe phono^i^b and he was protiundly
rela:«d, appin^a fc^shly-bre wed cup of ceaj wben EDtn Eoleoaib' Shiva Shsil^ar
AlTilJi' AlaliL' ^13]^' he vaz zvppt up in a tow^nn^ ^sion af Lord Shiva Th«
ima^ vaz owmrihelniin^ but cbe power and inf^imaiioa [laos^r vpie un^Dl^n^
unspedc:4>lf andUiDwdil^ onl^in sudi^rzcaie a f aware n^ sz tiIco^ the r
He sajd Cia vlf ^ su ^^ zff d be sndy che J ^zn^ and usif India H^ didbodL tahiz
ewdasin^b^neit H^ finally sailed incD EDtnbay Haibona 1 9£ 1, landing wichont a
zin£je pemi^ inhupad^t He had ^wn ava^ che lasf af bjz zhilln^ as tipscD ch^
ship 3:aft Tbai ^ly day be was iDJtiaiedas assui^as and as an Adioaib hy bj z oe w
^njj La1^anEHb af Unad^ashi Tbjs sajnc bad beenpatieod^ awajcio^ a tnystenouz
amval f^r cwo wee1^ A i^aoa of Shiva had taldbjtn ca leaiA bjz zdenc ca^ in fh(
re mace H inulayaz and c Dtne down to che biasing ha t, c iDwdedj ca as A city and wait
furchf Dne who was co h e his su cce soFj hi z inhe ncoi^ his spin tu al son They tnazc haw
reca^zed e ach a dier 1 nnnie dj ately He vaz^^n die nam^ of Mdie ndia^ a oanie af
God lodia who hadhkszed andproc^ccedbjtnhis wbole l\± Arnun^peniulfsz, nD
ws^back, wascbe ma^c pass f^r Dadajij andh^ Uiewit
We nea-Naihs tTiIkot^n Tibouc no ^njSj no cradjuDtis, the oew wayZj th^ tnDdeia
p wff mz a f ou rpath be i^ in Amenca SLdEuiope 1 wunde i^ chou gh, how we tan^wr
i^place tlus ezdted motneai of utter dancy 3ad di^assion and dec^munaiion^ chis
tnDtn^nc Df nivx cti mai^a, cu nun^ avay frotn all [hailj]^ has id ofCe i^ 1^ jd^ the sanoyas
^Awz aid ca] J n^ on a ^nj ai^ supi^tne tiiotn^ncz^nlntna^ e^eneoc es.uoalf erable seeps.
1[ isdeaih aidiebinh Tbe oldli^ iscasc off wich^wiy aicachnnenf sod n ^onsbilicy
thwbeloD^d to chaiLfr ThismotneDt isuodeiscDod azaniyicfnitn ch^ womb af th«
wa£d and rebi nh iDia .[he och^rljfr, tli^ nru nor af life as icusedfobe
Mof ivaii oa and df si» are now Diily ti r fc^e dDtn and le nou nee tn^ntj less not tnore^
a
smnUe r tiof b I ^e ^ zolicaiy, ii n^ -tni nde dj nlsTidy dead CDnmuj cte d ca k lidu nci n^
1u TLWti atid [htiE f^re htH, [his life aod the Lieztf^^iAiychin^v^ Ioia lachislife weliTid
betterhaiA ^dAmti ^od nasoti, zonnf revard chw is ^ Tite r thAn I & icself Piotrjse
oaf fo VDd>. t] r aticirtu r or t] r V3^f, p iDtrjse tiof ca tnTuiv Dibre edj piDtnise CDbe za
pciDrcbat yQU esl'c e^ii feed ^unelf, cbao^ ycmriLame ^se cbai idencify'), iieiAi
^sif ^Dur^mly ^Tun Ybu are deui f^r ch^tn E^ryoiu Iolov^ i\i7\L sotne af ch^se
piDtnis«Sj u>v3^ lulez wH ^f bene aod 1>id1^ n^ bu t noLiedukss p lotrjse z ai^ tn^^
TLiif IS a ca nnmi [rcLf tit fhw wH ce itTU nl^ 3lt « r 1^ e vpoi [u^ ma [i^aiiam and the cmtcDtne
of oiu^ljfe Thi z If a paziculaily odd choice co trL?]^£ fur^vurljfe
Mozf a f Malieadmnwh^ life iti lodi^is acDtii^ce m^zf^iy He ^3ia I cd^ p e«1^
T was jcu dyin^ J" C^ffj la P*ti?iii^ and ."
1 was me die »in^ Dn S^ ipe nc Mouiuaj n vh^n ."
1 tn^c chiz tnDvif zf ar i n Be nai^s SLd ^e. '
T ^ a te d Goa Euid saw *
It waf wlile I was wand^ n n^ i n die R ana Df Elu tcb that .""
TLie saddliu wandtE He wdl^ frotn Fara^ijiimaloj nd co KEU^alajman aadback
a^a In ^^ly nDakand craui^ af lodia you will ]ULd saddhu 5\y^ Tiny tetnples,
paj nf ed rod^j fli^ t\i'i^j Nath ^ra^s, njscin^ cn^iuls n^sd^d inco the [iudIj of ^anc
peepulfi^ez S addhu z wande r and ^atie r e ^^ n eoc e Th^^ tezf ch^ stre n^h of die i r
saddhana a^anzf the wo£d and die ^ do so half n:4{fd anduoarmed Uan^ alcohol
or dm^^ staivaiiDn, pnvuion and pajUj ^ambln^ z^zCj celbac^^ meditatioa and
coDif tnplati Dn, zolitud^ or ciawds die^ zcDim cbe w^lh of pei^epciDn and ez^Die
rhe L tnifs Df hu maa consciDUinesz Tbe ^ c otne up wicb eodl^ sz wild and zQly sche me z
t] r aitaj nin^ {^Ddhood, addhas^ aIl-1^Dwin^ dl-pDwei^ aH-wtiai^ ^r [h^ ^ flgjjie {h^y
4K zceljn^ ^ame zaddhas ai^ lAiy i:djc:t bein^ irtui ez^enmenc and pn^ back
bonndane z and re zf nc ti Dnz and limj tati onz widL the i e :t of maddened warn oe
M die ndxaoath de^iied tnod^ia zaddbuz He fell diey alniDsc oe wr UiUle d the
poftDtial [hw [hf saddhu Lfe had ^^a chem This iz newr an ea^ lifr aod mozf
mby die wayside, ^un^up their inn^r fn e dom la ^^^r of %i^f d^ craun^, cntne
aad a dDzed tniod Diu^use cal^z an enoimDuz coll l^orance andpolifitz turn
ihetn inco auall-njndfd, dan^evzms idiatz They are no lon^r widely supposed b^
rhe populaiiaa upon wham diey depend fur fiDd and zhricer M^djcaiion iz Dflen
^Dl^na^bu[ IS zeldampiaccized Dadaji w^z c Dnadend odd fi^r his ±uc inati on widi
aad pmEcice of m^djcaiion Lokaoaih seiu hjm off ta die Buddliiscs ta z^ek more
inf^imati on bf c ause ic w^szalcd^ zfudj ed amon^ die Hinda wandirei^
TLie s^ddhi] wba actsouchizUiD^ed^ anduodei^sLdjo^izadrii^ ta set, tir
a wbjk Isp^nt Dne day f^llawingan oldsaddhi] aiaundfhe zf i^e tz of E Dtnb ay Afer
a wbjk 1 ii^i^dont thai h^h^ decided diaiiirfhisday he wouldmit ^zceit his wiH
He would be cased and rvi£edby cbe ehjii^dis of fh^ rnDtneoi and fhi whims of
paszenb^ \Vhai a hlan ou Zj inzf njc ti w and Hutni nsin^ day ' H e h e came encmoedin
the emi^ zotams of a pasa li^ bu aLiessrinaa ^riui v^5 ctiu glu up i ri bj : Auu^ts uid
triDviD^^sf SDaaht betTimt e nc nn^ d vicb [his ^o^ licile old nnaiL, lull- tin] ^d uid
tHtbksZj ^oni n^ TLtid ^tlz^ d « ^es ^1 niLi^ He v^^ swTitce d av^y i nc d cht sfi^am Df a
honwilt ^fho laol^ d tlidu nd to Jiod chEvhebad bUov^dlurcDherdDCirir^
""^U^ M E^Laraj / Ju S7ud^vf«d^j 'please eoi^r Ycnj tnust ^at Aod you , f^re i^ ^d^
^Du coDU fDO atid eai ""
Hnli ahift tal^Li ^riuii alitde vhidiniLd rvi£edhjni ouc af the cDuit^nid uid
bukcmt iDiDfhf sci^et^Iglu Af ^fraiher
Af ZQLizft v^ veiu dovii ta [he saci^dla]^ at Wnlk^shv^ mar clu shDi^Inf
in EDtnbay He v^ot inio chE waier zkrina n^ all the ocheE washiti^ fh^ tn^lws, their
clachfs, [hfirljds, their tav^ TK^ ncual of beHz and hozns bad scaited andiLic^nsf
atid iiTeL£ji[ sci^sued banrifh^ hundreds of hcde t« tuples cbai sunDuodeddLaila]^
It was the ma^c rviLEjic mom^tit, saodhya NDcbjn^is zfendea£^j thelglic is tnd^
atidsmDl^ Is chai aaia]^ or a K]p« ^ Su dde nl^ thai ^o^ clowa a f a saddhu laol^ d
me stm^tif indu eye 1 v^uup Dti ch^ dry steps, hi s ey« s ^tii n% i n cbai CDtnmaiLdjD^
nis^cal v^ that eyes^in^ wliea a^aliti^ itnpoitatit pans of the scnpc Helifi«dhis
iDindDth mosf d«liberEvri^ andsexonsly a£ld1:^Dsedhlsna]^fdness 1 vas sunned I
CDuldn'c ^ess ch^ si^niAcatic e of wbai I va^ se^ i n^ ai thai trLDtneDi buf m v^s dl ecched
SD dead^ lamy tnenioz^' ca be nnd^ isioa d laiei wich moi^ e^^neoce aod VDDis aiid
UiD^ed^t Til w^2 tna^ c ' Tbe acfDi^cbe audjeoce atid fh^ pla^, c Dti^i du au ^ and
the tiiotiienf and cbe messa^ Ibadn'i nut Dadaji ^Cjbi]i I would b^ pnpai^d tD
tiie^c hiDij ^onl^ fh^reafler
Anyway, 1 ju sf w^uifi d CD sd^ sotiiedu n^ dtoni cbaic e s and arrange me nis chat csl
be mai^ ^wrahk co allowing siiaD^ness and di«inate i^djtiesco scan mani^sfiD^
inceDsel^ in on^'shfr I belie w saddhu 1j& points lo cbjs nutliDd We niasl^ me«t
re il« cf Id ns Df Di]i mundani sil^s lahabitu alljfr.buf 1 1 1 s my i tnpre si Dn fhaf j i vamiulcri
IS tiiDi^ o±f n tiuod a n ^ly sf mn^ p xbw^ys Itnprob ab di i^ ma^ b e cbe vnyal ro ad to
B nlj gill earn e nf Ma^c is tiuod wbe i^ the w^ i g|ii a f probab [L i^ is less and cbe u nll^ly
I s b ecamj n^ flu nDim Thei^ is a simn^e buzzing Dfb«e sound in die eai^ The only
pDW«rlie»isiobe a d jUM suzfe r Doa'f ^ afi amoo^ ^ladcs a r die DDiinaiy bfr, and
leazn ta relaz Dadai i^ cba ic e s w« i^ as vildly iiufiiDbable assanu vund^ rfiil numb«i
in die mxbe mwital theoiy a f pla^n^ du adds He w^sjus another Mlowifh a wild
id^airtu] ended up nDi cdo badly Th« fjiun ma^ And a use ±>r his wodc dp nac . Tt^
quaie cbe ^ps^^ "^^ did wlivb« did and be %Dt wliaibe ^c.""
Dadaii seldom c eD^ d fo me A<iui ^ m tu al maicf is He piefen^d old warsiones
and accasiandl^ b« would c«ll me ^»at tales from his adiAnniies afier die wa^
tra^nin^ ihiau^ Asi a and Indj a ^Yh^nbe saw me re adin^ CadDS C asianeda dp any
a
IndiaiLSMDi or oclu r Tiu [hoi^ who dwek dli zacbsubjeccs he vmildbeccmie TLiinD^ii
aad i^c Dtntn^ tid rtiai I zricK to A^EutLa Chnstie decetti^ tio^k "^Tliey ai^ beccer
quality DundibDEi thAn Dtherptaple^ idsTG Tibout God^ I sfldoni fookhis Tidvice
becaase I fujod chat « spe ci dl^ uoder di^ itiAae nee af C TiscTLiiedTL I tcmld rase nnyle^l
of ea nsciausLiess co a place vdie» I v^^ a triDie CDtnpetenf opei^Dran die ^iiinjal
lewl Fn rcL C A^Ane d^ I could same ti rcLf s le np ca ehl e nl glu eameiu scue
TLie» v^re [h»e boolj i\i7\L Dadaii lJ1^fd tne fo read ^V^ hDch shaied a diep
IciiA f^rcbe J C^^ SLd a nee in A^ile v^ VDuld dD jaitit leadio^ in winch he wtg
fhe [Dp lin^ and I ^vas, IheLe^, a nruddle lioe H^ wtg alv^s lAiy ckar ?bauc the
rnuulwian chw h^ p i^frrre d iti ati^ boDk aod he bad a really supeib ^y^ tirdiebesf
rnuulwian available Iti rtuze da^s Will elm ^ ^irasdLe anl^ ^od crao^aiiaa oi the /
CAinj:; ^amn^diai i diof Ju n%^ introdutu oa ^fhj cb is just a usele ^ leha^ ' He sajd
rhai cbe nruddle secciaaj "The Gi^v Tie wise/ the 7i f'^uv n, vas cbe ^west tna^cal
rezcr avaddil^ tous, aodh^ encanra^diiie co read EVLd i^-i^ad if He had alceie d bj s
J ^rnf , c IDSS1 n% due any Chiisci an i^frn nte s that Wilh^lm had puc incDch^ boauices
His djsiaste ±>rfhf Hack Dhaztna^, fh^ thi^e awf.1l e^iesaotis of the des^it A^tid
Jebavah, always atrmsed me H^ sc i^che d cnj t fh^ ofEe ndj n% waids thi dd^^ EVLd daildy
jod f Dcally
Recendy anev^i^anaf die /^rujbas appeand Twa votii^ n. Card AtitliDti^
aad Hatina Ma D^ lia^ used die /C^n^co tratilate icself It is a ia ly ck lAr ce cbtii qu e
jod die n suit le tiiDws dl crac e s Df C otifjcius andbj s ti i^d sa ci al re gjjlati DtiSjbj e raichic s
jod jud^ tiif tital c Dtnm^ titan es 1 suspect cbai Dadsfi vouldbe a^ deli^e d as 1 atn ta
see che ^neiabk oldSa^ de sue d of fh^ d^cntusof a^s and i^mme d ta cbe danc^
of the on ^ n:t ma^ c alj oatu i^-b ase d^ pa^sL wori^^fhicb criebrates die UDjqae v^
vp eacb tra^ ourpaihs dkToii£ji Lfe His /C^^ was uode^iae d, heza^ratiis vere
DctasonaU^ n-oatned atid dl dkToii£ji ch^ te^ he had led-litied che ceachiD^ chw
^1 df d him fhicni^ hi s L fe His pa em dionc fh^ JCiojf vhich is tmtid in JiTitJt ^
J^in;^ ^ Afruij IS one of my ^mjic^s. It is called
The I^^iStty ^ iht AiSrji Qt^ ^ the Tr^n^rjjji Qrffs
Much of [he fAiuTa is de-iced to tht /^ruj aodbisrevordja^cif ch^ Antieiu i^yl
inaidfrcD lUunurLVt clu bsTiuc^ and d^ ep tr tnt su li^ of clu h^xa^imu ishisfiibuf^
ta hi z ^m nff book As v^ Lt [he irLt«Lis« and bav^d du rbe ^ds co^^the r co prep aie id
thiDwche caitisDLidu licile ditlii^ doth [hwsei^^d ^aur^ilcTLi^he vmildiDioLiehiz
I nvnc all Dti
He woald fhiav che CDins, call cmc ch^ name af cbe he^^^^TTim atid theafuzn tD
tnej bj s e ^s Ul of 1j gtif XLd same ti nnfs ^^a te tu^^ and say T^a yon zee^
SkepiD^ 7\L fhf hfimjtTL^ v^s diffcrenf chTui ^^epio^ Tuiyifhfre else Ai tinnfs I
CDuld fril Dadsfi tnppio^ tiIdli^ my iiezi^ms syscem TuiEi I wcmlEi ciy due in alarm.
Mostl^^ fhou^j I vouldbe ade^p aod CDnscious tlI fh^ same ume Die am: wen
nch and deep well: oi witid£jDW EVLd odLerwa£d Lfe One ni^t I di^sui of fh«
Ma^cians'EaH We wen all i n dj z^i :« , in ^bulous cosfume z and dancing i n a ^»at
iDdDij scai^ f^r our ce iL n^ hu n% wi [h Isuf nu and 3:ie amtE of libba ns Tlie music
was sf ran^ but incDucaiin^ The uewfnm an nppe r b Etc Dn^ v^s a n^ of nacousjoy
and also a sf wel^ dtc omm an odd mizc ti r any pany M^ esc on was a ^ly hsLd^om^
^Du n^ man wi di bloode haji Hi s ^e v^s unc Dwre d bu [ dj s^ i se d nDnechritss We all
atce ndf d cbj s asci^ e^ n[ ac i^^ar i nee iTds af mi -ti mt anddit mEuy bu ndre ds Df u i
wei^per&td^ Evbame i n cbj s no-plac e Dis^ise was a^amt and only wlienl awalct
didl i^djze with wliDm Ihadhe^n dancing ch^ ni^bif av^ Some Df yau miotic alsD
ha^ me monf s of aiff ndiD^ fhis ^rand criebraii oa Masd^cbe di^am VDdd w^u ma i^
didaccic 1 i^me mh e r switnmin^ in fhe vase dcpsl af c Dnsti du aie ss like a dolphin^
le 3pi n% DUf of die waie r and di^n^ f^rw^id or h ack-iljppi n^ and each u me Ihif fh(
medium I « nte i^d aaa [hf rlj &j anocbe rp 01 n[ af ^ e w Ifeli 1 was h ein^ i nsoac cedj cbat
1 was p i^cf ic I n% [D achiE^ a^cnlc^ in [his ait of mcua n% thiou^ fh^ c onsci ou aie ss
of DthcE and of m^ awii endles oc^an Df Ij^s This dieamlife helped to l^ep m^
in a staie of apaicn^ss from the Didjnaiy Lfe ^in^on all aiDuad m^ If vmild b«
I mpossibk f D maj nf aja a li6 i n this ma^ c bubble Df the H^rmjta^ a f fh« Gn ac Wodc
if the mundane wa£d w^re dlDwedca inciudc.
Ewntu allv^ usu aU^ I n che secaod or cbj id monch of cbe ^ ac^ 1 would b^c Dme sdu^
^
EL
penjlatit EVLd de^pl^ unliTifip^ I wcmlEi frel thu D adaj i ^iraj a ^ w bnDi^ti, u nbe nibble
CDbt aiDund Hie^atlcd ^Tun fi^rcht fre tdcrni Df v^nde hd^ 3h du t IndjAEtam Our
£NKW«Ib v^re a reL e f co us ba ch liuc Tilza solibiLigly atid he niibiE 7i] j n^ zui I could aa
Idd^ r h e AT che he i^c Lied itite cui [^ SLd cbe p o v^ rfjl « tie i^ le^lj aa r the ltiAl of
djzcipline vdiidi I tie^ de d ta iii7U[ifMa»lf av^zetits^ aiautid bj s ainitie d E titi^ I hiid
such Tidnru iTiti Dti f^rcbe Fuels Tliey tie^ r lefi bj s si d^ aod [ifiArciied Dr veTil^tiEd
OticCj oaiu^ avn^I VTHiceEifD ciy due tii^ tievUiD^ed^ atid uode i^ EVLdiD^ wlide
dhU iti a ma^cEt sp7\£^ diai p«niii[[e[i ch^ sytichiDtiicit^ aod insiglif uiii pav^ziil
QudJt^iaa ta ccnuitiue SlDvd^ m VDuld±^ awtl^ and I v^u le t vifh tia ^ly [iusf af
A, bnc u 3J ?Ily alof a f 7l^ TLiid sTfLoIdD^ ]iie
A frvdiL^s a^^rDadiLii dj^d la 199^^1 i^nmiedcD ch^ ^Utl^ and the home chw
v^ had ^lAi^d tir so iDti^ AssoDd as Kapdoaih aod GamdanHtLj ^riui had am^d
(a^e r frotii S « attle had left, I c ollspsed itito apuddl« af ceaE EVLd sweai atid diaidLea
Hay an clu ilaor Df hiz roann atidhrcifily v^pt EiAdfually I ^athend ahic of self
nsp«cf atid headed out iota hidj a 6 eliti^ lJ1^f azaiuLi ^nchont dji^cuoa Dipuiposf
I w«nt ta ?u^l1^A^ I re need ahftk dDtiied cower laDtii aiid slo^^ be^ati ta creaie
my tiewhfr Thuzbf^ati a dramatic [ime af adiAonire aiid ^otkaod wldties atid
po^nr I became a^ennsharjj a bu niio^ ^iDuod ^d A cnv of Naibs atid A^oxs
aad u [ULame d DLifs ^be i^d around nne We would ma]^ p 3^ tiia^j n dj ii^ oa c amels
or in a camel can, incD die wonde rfid Pu Jil^ar de ze it E^ ti^is si n% and tiiDsc af tii^
crew vpie Bengali and e^nrudl^ w^ wei^ e^njoinedb^ a you n% wiade nn^ Baal
sin^r We would am ^ x some d^ scioaiiaa i n ch^ desen, an sui^tit te tuple oiDasis,
jod v^ would ati^ all DJ g|i[ Ouf af ch^ dad^e s somebody would am w wichadutii
orc^tidial^ or woodeziil wic^, ^iced cea wauld appear and ch^ chiUums would he
passe d from Dtie fo ch^ odur
A yonti^ Naihho^, E nhaspaiitiath, o&red ta cdcf nu la se^ som^ of die ^w
NEidh places SLd fo ^ aod laac die i^mail^able and immerLsely wealdky I>ur^anath,
asiz±>DC call Fi^ncb Nath wotnan ^fho L ^d alone in ahu^ c a^ , arme d vidL an ui i
aad che ahlLc^ ca turn incD a ci^i She n]nifd que cobe apetice Ausirdjan woman,
azm^ d wich a ^ e a^ ^fho w^u su ipnsed fo le am Ju had e^ rh e^ n a ti^r Ourtiiietin^
v^s bffiil Her caw v^snnd^r the pncection of Reechi^uai^ fhi Lord oi Beai^
jod aa a^ecc of Shiva In an^ ru^c my hajicumed inta li^nin^bok dI^adloc1^s
I had no tiioney and llet then h antiotj diessed in ra^^d Dian^e lob^s and an old
tuitianfo ca^rmy h^ad Tlius 1 w^uidei^d fir sewn monchs Tlie shock a f a 3J dde n
^i^backinta muodane re alicy c ause d me a ^ w de al a f dama^ My oe i\^s bnlcf
Without a^sa,! was ti iced ta re tu ni co Caoada
My sconliou se Df Dadaji ma^c w^s all diie d up Ifelilikf a ^ed, oe ifh^ r hatnan
lurnLaEical I frh u nstahk aoduoabk fo CDntinae tny Lfe as 1 had be fin This iz a
r^i c Et condj ti Dn fir one who izoiphanedof a^»at ^m
I[ I s mi V ?Cl07. AJt^r ^eas of effan and lack af eSiit Ibe^nco &ri my W9^ and
H
ta n rcLf tnbi r [hf 1^^LD^ed^ SLd se nsTiti otis af ch^ past ^lon^che v^ I le nnied co b^
a ^ad house VI JEj Icioi«iiahDtnejIkanuiicDdiiw ^tar, lie TLToeEi^ Lids liesswiAl
lods And Utile EUJtrLnb, I wTLtch^dcDo tnuch critic aan Ileniiitd to di^vuidp^iUj to
st^ ta canA scan^, cd ^ardta and I le anitd abouc MtTuzlmienf 3ad i^^DnablLc^ nnd
beloD^n^ta aplace and titn^ I le azn^ d ho v to fi^Ha v n]le s and caiE a bit dicnichDvI
afipiaredco oclui^ Theze a» smu of the p aitz of a ^oa d hatnan hfr One afeniDoa
^en i[ lDa1>jd lil^ I could oaf b«CDtne moie conceiu vidL tn^ Lfe in Vancon^rl
aiffand an euzh^c^ aicackcbai I chou^ w^u tn^ dyin^ AferchEU I was oe^r ini^
Df dutn My SDUod de^p becotne tnachless sound and Ibe^an cd ez^en^nc^ fes^
aldiDU gti the i^ wasnofhjn^fobe afrad dionc My anin^ si a ±ir the p asf vie complef^
at [bjspaiDi I Uie V e wnts had fT3aspire d bu [ they luldno pavp^ no lesDnante fur
tne M^ tna^calpasf was tnisan^and my happ^ Canadian h± had n]zrLfd sour and
fn gtif^ni n%. I ha^ used fhf J ^ruf , Re i1dj ±uti n^ diu ^, n n] alj suul« ts and Chi <^ud^
tahelp m« iind tn^ v^ duon^i man^ le wl^ of nn^imili ar suftn n^
Vanfues of modem eoei^ chei^^ ha^ pio^n co 1>« the mas nsei]! tDol sd
fhi VThai tnDdezn psycholo^ has to sa^ dicnic cmr ancienc pracficeSj ourheLe^
ah Du t Duial^ s and aur tnanife s: Evia ns If rad c al and ne V If ^ eala of p aiholo^ and
difSDCiaiiaa wlieie I thinly Df shsuani c msufe3:»ian Oache ocbe rband i [ bn n^ th«
tnyitic iinul^ b a£:k do vn inta [he bady The necezsic^ ta i^sp^ct, hDnor 3ad listen tD
^at IS a±tr all Durpb^ac al e^n Z51 Dn IS a n^w I d« a t] r tne Ic tnayb^ the mosfusefjl
CDnciibuciDn of tnDdezn VJeit« ni chou^ co ch^ ancient but find paths af Easf^ia
spi n ru dj ly.
DunD^ our ^ars ca^fhir, one oi ch^ other of us ^fould sLp idio a staie [bat
I caa otil^ descnbe as eL^jflirenid Th^se Jtaies vpre fijll af bis and i rL^mnEvion.
S otne [ime s the e tscas^ would last ±>r da^s R^ adi n^ ^^^^00^ ^^ h idu gtif tne loiojust
suchascwi fi^r almost a week Daifwi^^a vnf^s of his delist in his wild fc^^dotn, hi s
e^sui^ self ez^re 3ion, his sponf an^ aus l^owin^ He learned nodu n^ frotn h oa1^s
01 cbe woids SLd ideas of a ch^ is, lee alan^ the mles and n^laiioos oi fh^ wadd.
His wisdDtn cam^ fcomhis rmiuy- bur ^ ms^ [hi wasp, che hiid, the tuitk and th(
^aiea of dl gjJVJSj his avnper&ct Sel^ the loner {^um Tbe Ajtd^oit GaA \s a
c elebraiioa af the ^el^acriebraiioaof the zayalpEubaf Liherafian Once I eoiei^d
infDfhf sfwe of vddn^ sSj die djsfracciaas, nDis^ and Ihision a f L fe aa e aiih nD lon^r
had ahold on m^ andfi^rchwshDit p^iiDdl w^sch^ avadhooc I sawDadaji fiii wbat
he was, I saw u s fir ^fhaf we bach were Vfe wire e te mal L16 , sf ar sn] ^ ch^ e^ressiw
urJiAise in tmciocoaii VTben Dadaji WDuld encerch^ stat«, the fezncaiy of blsf, h(
se^tnedco ^rowco such^raie and p lup Diti Dn andh^ £jDwe d fLeic el^ wi ch 1 nn^ r ii».
HiJ woids were liquid honey fhx pauied idio tny heart 3ad resanaf^d with tn^ dwil
all-1^naw1n^ all- eoc Dtnp afsio^ ad-nndtncand n^ CDndiuaa of fh( infmuati an-x cb
scaie a f e nlj gtif entneoi
This If cbe i^afaadLai Dadafi neiAi '^caughf me an^chin^^ TtJs is wb^he oewr
a
v^TLfedme ta i^ad^fhw Dclur people chi nl{^ ocher pe ople^ paic^ nu^ ide a^, CDLic^pts
of rtu v^ys 7\iid tnenns af atcaiLinTL^tit Ttus is [he KTLSDti he xiiiculed ^lAiy gjJiu,
(^ly wise ^STil^raf ^i^eu waids^ e^iyluiD aod STunc He 1^fv deeply thiit ^ach
SQ nf If Li[ I] eiti^ I s sfATSfuff, izfhf Itiiier {^um, i z ^poDiam cnj s Ktio viti^ is p eife c [idli
of Coaujc E^Ksaoti Tliw tne 3as YO U f dq VfDrds nnDsl^ objcun cbjs tiuch FDitns
jod syst« tns c i^aif tn^sse s of i tnpf iiec rable d^iIei^ anrtu sitnpljcicy af Self M^ we
A (FijD^ Ecsfify la ^SDlac«
u
A SPELL TO OPEN THE SKY
Elijah
Ttif "^lu e' I Li^icati oa I zp Ei£] iTtLtd VI th tht c iTuzldn^ of [hf dun Euu d rtu ^Dssalic
Adw TLie ^]id hAf ^Ai cf TLiid sp^ 3] J Df fhf df aib of nUlsk^ 7l^ Th^ a^sof cIu sati^d
and aleiu alphabet a» « nac ced be twe ea ch^ Iiits af fh^ ^jl^ar tao^e TLiis^eH iz
E nxce d aucii df Df citrLEjDccuniD^aciasim]Liple ie fe i^tic es of p e^ Etti ^ piaj tc ce d
s[E»o-^raphic all^ fhicni^ [h^ blackp di lie of traiiano^nfLc »ia n The f^tnple muscbf
in i^sDnance ^ncbclu nanjiE af dE ah ie ^^lati Dn, [imnipbant fli^ EVLd f^rc^ iu^«d
E Ebj nd vritiich^ diE mad^rE^al-CDnt^alaknt^
DoI^T£RA^^D CREATE thy NtTthtTf Mr^ht'
By tin? Av\trjcf>r^bl^ ?Tne^rngf\t ?irin iyhl\ zjionj
Pa\i?tKl an th^ ^S^ t^Anthr a.\ /fofi zhmi ^
Da I CALL FORTH AyD INI'OKEthy AWAn^r jWjjA*'
l^ifA thtr VH^kiK^ iyierJtTjJargi^i^ i^tf\^ triutr\j?h^Ht AphtrxLan^
Da I fVIELD AND ENACTthy N^htTf M\^ht'
To tho ^Hif\hifertiaif t^thtr faz^^? ^m^r^rn^ JHjHT^cTf/ L^JitJtiii sh^ tunn^ i^a^^p^j
D^ I BECOME thy NtTth^f -W-jAt"
Th^ rfjw^M qfh^ht ca}lj?Jhf th by th^ htj^uji^o q/pJinoj.
Ey tho bvator^ t^ N^hor \ight 1^ thtr ECC ^\ip-j>l^Ht^ in tf\^ tninel
a
Tl CiZ OTl
TtiE Ey« Belund cIle ^^e of fh^ sjn cbrouEji cIle tinnolajc la^raDn viridid af
thElan^Dni TIie vonisof ch^ Ma^s an ^IsEliDod CHORONZON isbouad and
cbajnEdby ch^ iron ^i1^ Tliiau^ fli^ dj^ic ^IucIez of pajn is clu waid spD1^£a
and com E alE dj by viod andajihazclu li« b^en i^cEHAd This e^i^szcd ourhouze iz
bDin anudsc thE schizms of pai^da^paradiJE.du odie ^a e citasis Hizh^arc viEpz
IE achiD^ to vaidz^ f D^vard^ ^b m^ ^ dj clu li^hf if iil^nci d, and ch^ be ^ thE ^^
izthE DOUELE-FUSED-DIAUONDof a^d*nni^d JhrE ddi n^ b frtirsi niorrowz
by tru di h fratf*d
[yi: l\-jc zi? in mVISISLE FAIACE.
TkkEic 15 nD doii n% &i chi z E nchanf m^nc Dnc« if has be cotn^
EE
TLie p i^te diti^ ^ eH is oaf CD b« ^or c nn 1 1 b^ ] nstd b^ [h^ LiDvice cd nny e&ct
CipluiG G^niunc Stud^ and nTi^djf vion he k n^al tnon fhaaiz Juvii
l)TtLf Lsujoti CoLicnuTUDi I The CDokaf tht
I BreTLih sLd^icE;
I The Childna
Fia[u»uiLCEd(LAH-MEE-ON)in a a n^ bre aih a f thi^c ^dilts
LAH as laLA^Cit^of Ati^ls
M£E as la^cMETLdiiLik
OH as latum du LeJicsON
^ AI TH lA I The CDolsaf tht
11 + 11 I Scad^c EzDchtr
Pm cwnjac ed (EH -EETH -EE- AY)
EK asiaEhJQue^Wliw'
EETH af lateefh
EE af la T^'tlM letter
AY as la "^a^niaic"" dp '^^'
TLie Utii^ i^nl Ca rcipTGZ dj^iio^dLe ^Tit ^fheelj £ atidnlfiliDLi, ch^ rid^ r piuph^ [ . A
oe w nnaEic nl we Tip DLi ^itu cb vane s I n CDLi3:nic [iDLi dtpe Lidj Li^ a n the m^ of i^frac ti Dti,
(ach Af a n tiIj^ Li^ 111 itnposable ^yi^^
3) HO IR ZON I The Tt-ah of the
11 ^10/2DG 777 I 3cad*c GASH
TLit £ cadet Sa^b^iii^fh^ tool af TuzquiiitiDti oi tiiTi^teiy af this schDal The sash
n ^ ds I ts D vii in aEcordance wichcbe aL fiinitncz a f the ATTHIA
Apbe^Loa — Tlie treason of cbe ^oni of HORIZON cd fh^ on^nal ZDnz of the
(arth, n-bDm of [h« insect A dfi^njnD^ seiTncDrof cht La a the mseliA s A piestnt-
renst adjecfi^ a f uni wisal oblji^ Dn O rab Dias wip ed av^ and fur^ [ce n Aphi^Laa
4al^ a ce cbni qu e) I s so old scIidqI that ic^ nev school
Ttif a^actiDFis indicaifd in [he la^^cMioLi Tue the udj^etiI tlzhs TUDundrtu cenci^l
pDinf af beeonrjti^ TlieK is a z«ckc Satuztl iiuid« rtus li«, ^ith is the tarcih of
shAIf^jAu deuhof NeMo Tlie usztatihe Tih^^d to [he cube Df ^ace irL[hiscA»
the thi^f tncirtu i^ i^uil^ n^ nbouf the [nundatie Satuztl wi[h the DLherazci^pi^fenfiD^
the ^ezof fhf cnbej Le ^ whau IntaniTLtf Tlu [wel^ ii rciples nL ^led la tlc ca idTiticf
vithfhf [veliA ed^f {[he iDdjx), the «i%bLf ^ificezbfirL%[hepciiLi[scif die funuLi^af
the ^fhf«l^ the in-he[weea titnes winch can b^ 7LCcez::ed w eu^ rnDtn^ nt by anal^ s a f
the oaosif ion h e [we ea [hou gtif s A^uev^fo Ne^ nnjodfER ] or OH ^?
Th* ECG (NEVER MIND)— The tai astrophit coHspz* of [he iniini[e je:f_ Ttw
in^iiff nanji^ of cnaiiDn ^^s ii» [q ^czcA^ez beyond our c one epcu al I mj tan om.
(N;^ ^i^M^nd IS [he zf 3f e of m quisina n of ^i id c Dnzci du aie sf Thizstaie of peKep[ioa
tabe any enx[«din [his f[^urLe Df nfei^nce tnust b^ ^wn u>ite,[he chicle ^[hont
^nicf IS dek^fd [D [he Watch^is, [be i^coideis af the ^lAncs enx[fd N, M alsD
refrrences [he dail^ v^ei^ of ^coipio binbjn%[lLe oeed^d spol-Ji fi]r[he nmun^af
the ^itLeel.
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Huh.'
Did ^tio tonit ^"ft^
l5 II 5Si& rci cdhiu int VEi^
I — '^ — '
Who are theie p papli ^ WIim' j lupp* ru li^^ Whar ^ my Lm ^
Did 1 1 VD^^ I; It vDrijD^^ Djd [bai actudl}rli^p«[i?DiiIjudiQiae|[iE ic?
Vihn an ^mi ^ What"! ^"cnj r LiarcLfl ^ \Y!lci an pmir paitrus^ \VIipk djd ^^c^J ^ ta stliool?
What [ia ^"ou do^Vnundo yvu da ic^VHiat dd ^vu buy^ Wliei^ dDyoubuy it^
VniatLs th£ [muE cf du Icii^Dj^iic^ Df tli« pluu t Japitt r^
War [har jotni thjc^ *Ia or^aaitjua tiie^
C^ooM I hjiA padltss shtlc vhc It e1» ^
Vfhat is^be atanud^iglu of ^d^
VHun did you ]ira ilo[ic« it ^
Whai da I^t^
Did I do QKf
SDirtLat^
A GRAM MARY
JASON LOUV
'Hit bUovin^ IS m^ atfttnpc to cohea^y asemblf EVLd p^\iz dfi vtiEU I haw
e ^f n em e d Df tiiTL^ ck la [he las ei^ ^an of i^^arp iTuZf ite la [he i nc^ n zf of Ul
difdasui^ 7\iid tiust Ihn^ dotie tn^best [d itidud^ ba[h tnertuiEis of Dperanan aiid
SDtne of tn^ D^vti e^f n em es ^n[h the nne thods piDscnb ed E^ii if [he tiUDWin^isa
e ainlo^ af « ^n tn^ bj £jiz and « xlie tn^ la v^, a f nu s: :4{f s atid ^ttdtz 7\z veil as sue c^ ss^ s^
1 hope fhw if LiDthiD^ fl^ 1 am at least abl^ [o cdlua^ [h^ sincenLy vifh ^fhich I
en^a^ [hezt ai^as, atid ^nth vluch 1 fr«l [hey should b e eii^a^ed At [hispaitit Ihaw
LID de are to wii[e Tibouf tna^cK i li oide r [o nri^lce tn^s«lf se emitrLpa naii[, [o be hotie sf^
the tnajor i¥ afaa ^fhy I^ decided [q vnte thi s is oii[ of a iie^ d ta dosD as [be iTipy, aiid
I n Dide r [0 u Lide i^[aii[i tn^ « ^ e ne Lice aiidbe^a ta nu]^ nnyself vholi a^ati If an^
of thjscaiibe of aiiynse cd people beside s me^ [he n aa [ otil^is tny [be rTip^u ti c lued
fjlfile dj bu [ i[ willha^ been vanhhavio^ to ^ni[e [Ins eu therapy iti [h^ ]is[ place
1 fre qu e ndy use [e nnitiolo^ den ^d from Vfese m EsDte ncl^adi tion souk e s, but
ha^ done m^b^st ta nu]^ these CDncep[s as ckar as possible 1 amiu][ an aihei^nt
of any p airitular school a r [be oiy af ma^c.buf Iha^ ^otie cd ^ailen^hs ta study
and[3l{e Dti as tnany syste tns as p Dsahle
A void about symboljc lan^a^ some of fh^ trLDS[ pntiutid occulf vnnn^ is
D^ftidaoe iti vhEV[he Tibetans call ^ vdj glu langjj a^f / tne su n^ 1 1 is vnc [ea la sacb
a va^ [hat i[ caiL'[ b^ ntid^istood unless you^ had [he e^e notice discussed Dryau
ha^ a [« achf r e ^laj niQ^ 1 1 [o you Pnzzlio^such dDcutnenfsau[j [bon^, cau^ad^
enonnous co^tiw kaps Ihaw done tn^bes: [q be as sfiaj^fiiriraid as passible
heie , but lan^ a^ islitnjced VHu n re adj n^ s^rfibal c lEu^a^^ if i s wiy impDitant tD
re me Lnbe r rvD [hin^ Fiist, VTihd occulf symb d1^ ai^ tnesu [ob^ iiba^ C3bi n^ [s nbj cb
hold ceitajn i^alms of ^z^enenc^ They ai^ iu][ the thio^ in [hemseliASj they a»
I nste ad a c Dn^ nif ncf ti r tTiIldn^ abontj ar aufo^ n^ rati n^ [be SI iz^enences Ma^c is
aninceichsk^ i n ^i ch e ^i n e nee b ecome s ^tnbol and sytnbol be c Dtnes e z^ ene nee .
S e ca ndlyj V3ljd occulf symb d1^ c 3a bf inte ip i^[f d aa moi^ [han ooe le^l^ and in most
cases^canbe i nc^ ipre [ed aa ao^ k ^I c Dnc^ i ^;able HDwyon infeqNre[ symbols tiims
a te^ af dep [h of i nsi glu
One IS tmv^med [hai absolu[eIy nDtbin^ {e ^ e ci ally nothing is vbai it sfctns
within [be i^altn of tna^ck(e^n ma» so than in '^nonnal' li fr] TLie» ai^ oewr
easy ansveis ^om^ [bj n% se ea f[Dtn Dne sk^ and [hou glu f d b^ u nde i^Dod ooe day
tna^be se^ n b^ aiufhf r Dne ortva arse^n[^-ei%bLf an£jesinfime Asaoe pro^i^ss^s^
7ippaien[ dudj[ies collEipsej boundaries aie re-di^wn, ades aie chosen and thea
svapped, new lofditnEvian can becDtne [be conieFsionf af one^ cemple or [appl«
It, c BitajQiie s are sma^Ledb^ achaosfrotn winch fre Jl diatnoods of los^ arebazn.
a
mad-"
TLie» IS ^ly litdc that iz tnoiE liarL^rcms thEU nTLcbjii^ out Tuid ^m^in^fir
rlu f lucb 1>« ^nd [hf nutrL^rcmz qtl^ Tuizv^n diai [his vuddso i^adjly has co hsLd
I do iu][ say fhw ca scnjiid dramaiic I say fhx as prop er fun wanu li%. E^ ^ti^a^n^
vifhfhjs nriw^nal laasintei^ matiLie^ ^du ai^ f aldo^ ycmr h6 incD you r o^fiL batids,
tirb*tt*rand fcrwara la all taae s, howe »r, MiAibi^f diai EEL lEP CE E ATES
REALITY
{Euc ^itLose belif f J And wliDzt reaLt^^
I am also ^ttin^chis do^vti inoLit plac« so diai Icati, oucade of a frvai^asle^
iD «»^la», eIdse dit ilf SLd triDW on itita dit ^i^ai ntiUiDwti Ma^cal atid ^incual
sysf ems nnayh e di^ lasf aiare be fun tht door out Tolla v nny c^ ti-scep plan f d fc^^ dotn '
L^ QuLy fa]^£ ^du your wliolt lifr ""
One trmsf alir^yshe Dti the IdDk-our far "^anci-briinwa^iiD^ h raj nin^^ n^"" as
MeAu Lidxaoath called it.
TLie» IS a door And as ray stam r cbj id- ^rad^ school bus dinAicuLce sad, afer
asewti thiir^ am lecruie oa c[u SLntn nnf cbaiu cs vihi ch scared du shit auc of tiirL^-
VC ar-cld en*, 'Tbu e »rhe ar the philosophy of Th* DooE^ Oa a n* SI de isch^lnuTm-
OLitbe Dthe^dipUHENOWN^
And vididuse painculady sa^ woids, Ileaw you coic l^lcf vliaiyon caa
Nodiin^ cotn^ s fra rcL LiDthin^
1 AH su nouadjD^ ai^ e^iliaii^
Z l!ou a» ^at ^du peroeiw The dr^am aad die di^amer ai^ aoach^r di^amer^
di^am.
3 ClLao^ du eavmimie nf ta cbao^ du sell Change [he sflf to ehan^ the
(FiuioimieDt.
4 Man^^am^Sj tiiEuiy playeE O tie play? i^ qiu ^amt
5 III a till noiliLigJ u rjiA IS , an ac [i DLis ha^ aneqaal and nru nure d re acciaa
6 loJlnite low I s fhf anl^ [lufh Mani frst re aL ty i s apre dj c cable nnxlu tiiwical equ aiioii
ti r di siiac ti Li% coDsei onsn^ ss I nfo belie ^ n^ I [ ezuscs and du nby camcraj nitig ic .
7 Ee c^ellftit to eacbDcher
S AH IS ^i^ e nf tiianifrscati Dti of aoe sjbscance Change apancD ehan^ cbe ^fhol^
9 iLidJia daabfy I s I Lisarut^.
10 E^ ly thiD^ safCe i^ all che fitiie.
11 Sfzc, death andca^s
Mn
TtLdJzc of IlusDLifD niuupul7Lt« IlusiDLi lu Older CD tnakc it man ippuiot that
thE Olu aaa 1^ ail iDasjan.
^otr\t^f\nfg Th^t Siy\inci^ Bo^Aty^^abl^ am^ Roitpo^t^bl^ an^ Ljfco loEf z^ty RoaJ a
Lot nq/ Bf>afcj? an^ Probably Kna-tiy ]Vhat lou y^ Talkntg Aboirt Floa^^ -^fl^rr
Dancing AryjuHe^ With Hot fVitahtri? ervM^ Ofd Hrpprtra Bwt^ Anit^ arrd Hatitn^
Baphomt^ OH J QtJior Such ^on d?^if j?c
Tlu '^stiDFinl^ TLiid "^^^ptic:!"" uev of tlu mon oufn ^Etz of bunTian Lfr iz a
hold-aiAi frotn cbe VittonArLptnDd^ vAitti ^ m nj djsm svepc tlckisz Euvupej [Db^ tn^t
wi[h j«eE and itifi upptrljps fmtn "^i^spe cc ztile "" zociecy The liuc yon dDii't i^ally
brij«w la gtioss^ do yon, ch3f] ^ wncude whjcli wp are cotidj tion^ d fo f d{^ tD aiiydiia^
""aip^ m crural' or vtu ch caiuuif b e '^ez^laj n^ d by zc i^ Lite "" (m tu dly tn^n^ iupe inzynj i^
E&cfs tanb^ at least SDtne^riLat e^^oedb^ zci^iice chtse day:} is na lon^r^^^d It
vas cie wf d b^ aiid ±ir^itu [e me n fo l^^p a zoL dbou ndaiy be twe eti whiff tn?le px ^e^
aiid atip^ n^^itu ch trj^ic due Men chM pn ule^ — ±tn^ ze ujalicy, die b^lie f sciuc runs
of lua-wtutE p^apk, [he body anyrtun^ ^ich tni^c utidennjtie che soln tn?le cult
of Science and ^acid DarwirJau Aferrtieze citadels b e^an ta tiumble dunn^ [h(
Modem penad Mid die Fii^ WoddWar — a tmnsinon ^ftuch can be »ea chiorJcled
wi th lionor la du wad^ of Maitel Fvinj s:^ Ezia Pannd EVLd Golden Davn i niti »« W E.
Yews, wtLO sciu^ednoc toperc^iw tins ^fi as [he eod Df [he vudd {tny ve i^n^ the^
scaitd of :41 [hose d^jes zw^m:un%bw:k imra [he colonies') — "^itasDn*" is onl^ on*
option in a ^Db d tnad^ [plue of beLe^ and i s oo lon^r die b^sf adap[iiA sirate^ tD
tnDd^mljfr In [he vodd we cunend^ itihdiif^ th* ^oilsDf victoiy b^lon^nDt to tliDS*
whD Dp^raie aa i^ason^buf [q [hose wIid Dp^raie oapui^ will and ima^naliDn, and
whDfEtfce innniedjaf* x [ion Mid [hea ^in if sa if s* e nns jnsf ifLed af ei [he ^f (vi[nefs [h*
EndL admimsfiHiai^ In NeuiD-Lio^isnc Pzo^mnnniiD^ [« nn^, wliDe^ r has [he mast
A^yibdj [^ af ac [ia n Mid b eljff la 90^ ^ wn ^Dinjp ine^ tabl^ holds tli* mast powe r i n [h*
^iDup Sncbai^ WDids of wisdom f}r[^nn[^iiTS[ceDn]iyli&
Our s^nse s pKic ess elewn mjHiaabits af infiimMioa pe r secood Our ccidscidus
mind p loce eds fo edjf ou[ aEbnt azue ea b i[s^ whjch is dl our f^cns c an handle Which
means dial w* anly pe iceiiA 000 1 4fVi Df [he [af:t re djfy available [d cmr sc nse s m mi^
^^n second Tlu s taf :t i^ali[y of die se nses is ifself onl^ anny f[n£[ion Df eustence —
conside i; ±ir insiance^ dial onl^ 4Vi of [h* niuiAEe is c Dtnposed af mM[er, tli* le s: be id^
whar as[iDpb^a CI sfs c dl ^aj^^ ^ e i n^ able } mwf^r and "^dad^"" enei^ And you waol
to [eEme we 1i»a eiAadu dj^es[ due whM^^iD^aaj and dial w*^ alon* in th*
UDJWIS*^
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We Tu^ socialize d to chooz^ fh^ iiytcenbits af fh^ rie^ii tnllia n bics aur z«liz«s
piDC ess pc r sc CDLid ^1 ch, x ati^ ^ia n [itiiEj f\L ^tlI we tall c Dti»nais »3ljf ^ (iiduc e
iD Any fn]r-^afDld5 vha ma^ b^ i^adjn^ cbjs Doa'f lee rtutn nu]^ yau f^r^c'
DDLi^^.VJith e^ lybody op^ rail Li^ oti chi z ^ ectiu nn w ch^ same fime^ v^ aie able ta
baiA 'ci^izatiDti ''V^th eiAiybady cipei^iD^ciadiffcreiu sp^ c [lunu, the i^ wauldbe
ux\ pozabilicy of caDpera£iaa EVLdheace nobDdy wcnjldbe nble to ex DihTiw aiaDf
D^rcheirh^ad TLiis doeziiDC tnesL that [he rezf af the sp^ c tiu nn i z tioc jus as %al^
AS thu vhich suppoits clu i^alif^ vt are caa^t co se^
B^ abliquf social presuie, culnirez iinte pze-bizfoiy ha^ selecf^d ^ srindl
peiteLica^e of i iidj vi [iu alz as emj zfan es to cbe i^it of [he ^^ctiunn — shsuatis^ aiti zfs,
sitntisf Our culfure ai piez^tit hDtiois aiid suppDits sci^ntizfs aslao^ as [hey are
ma] J n^ phazTfLxeuf itals dp vpapaos, airisis Af Iqd^ as they ai^ nnzAati^ dox which is
arciple ^non^ ta b^ traded as a nriAfs CDtrLnna dj ty aod/oraip de^id, and shannaDS as
loD^ as [h^y cellpiaple what die^ w^ui to h^ar Dif^ll coip Drati otis hDW [o fijtic[iDn
1>e[ter Th^ i^st if sne^is ev SLd le fjse s [d jupp on h eyotid be ^lud^ d [d1^dj an
The VDdd I s saTu i^ed wi[h s^etnsfiirfz^lDiiD^dLe i ma able IsLdscape and the
canons ^TXdt oi Lfe winch ezusf at frequenties ach^r [hati our own E^iy culmre
bas at leas an^ Unsj cc e sffijl ^lamsu ^ ouf laibe in^able IsLdstape and^t 1ds[
^ccesffjl ^siiatis ^ out and [ben tame bEwk with [he law matenal [hat is [ben
piD^sa^^l^ hooed idiq ^^uidus tiims of cukural ad^^nnce tn^ nt {eK^mple RDheif
Johnsa n and [he bi nh of nsck V nsll)
A ^amaiL or ma^cian is^ iirst SLd tii^niQst, an t^^loi^r of c Dnsti ou aie ss
Cansciausness is a ftuid, [ranspe i^Dnal CDntir[iium which, Uly uodei^oDd, is
(wiyfhin^ ezusfin^ and not ^yisfio^ It as supei^no^ [h^aiy and ancienc Hezmf[ic
doctnne ali1^ ju^^s:, e^ lythio^ is vibrati Dn, [he n p eic ena n^ labraf Diy le wis b eyond
rhe usjal ^ould CDnas[ of cban^n^fh^ frequeoc^ we aip leceivin^ w Tlieie are
in]iDJ[e vibraiaiykiAls eusiin^in [he same "^^ace and time'' as our avn^ vhich we
can^ djie c dy pe ice 1^ just as vp can^ dmcdy peitei^ uliia^Dlef or lofrare d I glu
vifhouf specid ins[iumenfs Mdt^ of these lewl^ are inhabited MsLy oi [hem are
inhabi te d hy hfr-ti ims whi ch can seensi^aif we can^ ste [hem ^ame aip fneodly
0[be i^ are na [
TLiDse who cauA^re DU[hDW ta opiraie on k iaIs be ^nd [he DDiinaiy, hy blind
b] ck Dr « ztff nded SLdpi^cisf Dbsei\:^iDnande^eiimeDiaiioajCanateamE4{f [hin^
bapp^n which mal-j no sense ia[fims of conse nsu s le ali[y h^ nc^ [be bni[e cwch-aH
rerm '^manc/ which 1 accnally I^fhf^lJ1^£J since n sounds siH^ aad noDsemical and
ti dIi^i, and 1 lJ1^£ ally and nons^nac al and f^aL Jl thio^^ b^c ause die^aie ofen^es
le adJn^ Du [ade af noimal ^olic ed and Jieph^ rde^ re ali[y
TLie [e chniqij es a f ma^ c andmedi[»ian can be seen as mefhads±ii ruiun^ the
fiiqacncy y^u ai^ ncen^n^ and tranaujttin% at, hDas[in^ ar canceLn^ [he si^^Lal,
aad elitnjaaii n^ s[a£i c If y^u daa'f ta]^ c Dnsc i du s cqdikiIj ^du wiUbe i^cei^n^and
tranauj tti Li^ ^itiai sotmbod^ rize wtliics you fo A lot Df tn^c [htief^re coDssts of
7l) tn7i]jrL%sun yon'it tht om caaiioILD^ ^vurscoiy TuiEib} nnzAati^ iu i^ tht scoiy":
I nf eiE sf iD^ e nau^ to 1^ tp ^vu stlIi Hied TuiEi e n^n^d
Ttif ^nl IS euilatiDti incD sotnechiti^ tnore thui cht oaizDuz^d, KactiDFiaiy^
Limrocic nll^ MySp ^^ - chtd j n^ toipanvel^ ^nlTiwd ^in^d Tipt thu is cmrcun^nt
3i7\L^ of b«irL% (pi^sunruLi^ ^vu ah KTiditi^ cbjz in the Fist VJDdd) Tlie nutliDd iz
c DLicTuz [ vifh and ince mEciaa with le ^Is of e usc« Lic« nbow cnjiowti, EVLd vi ch h e in^^
e n^ r^ es SLd p iDCf s»s whi ch an 3hl« co^lLcTLie cmr^iavth Nd, ^du cnnVpiD^ cbat
it^ not all I Li your tniiLd, be c sase ycm can^cprcuA chEV SLythi n^ isn'c all la ycnj r nrjnd.
Eu[ ulf iDiatfly, ic dci« sn'f maiff r, be c ause ^fhaf^ i^r ycm cbaosf ca itEmsoLiin pvurbfr
ci^aiesdLe Lfe ycmlead So cluDst wisely.
Th^re is tiD such [hio^ as a "^tna^ti an ^ Tb p ai^brast Cmle ^j ^du caadoceitaja
thi n^ and te naj n n suits wiU f^llav Tins doe s oaf mEtfcf you fecial Dran^ dif&i^Dt
frotn anybody ^1^ othti chan [he fMii chat you haw chDseacD ^^loi^ ceitajn aicas
of the bu tnan « ^ ene nee thai ocber people may noc ba^, jnsc as « lAzy si ng|f p eEoa
y\y\j pass on the sfi^et ^^z^" day has bad nu me idu s e^en^nc^s yon oewrba^ and
ne^r win Thei^ is nodiiD^SD annD^io^ EVLd jmAiule assDtnebod^ wIid ^esaiDund
c aUi n^ diemsel^s a tna^ci an wi th a scraj ^it ^ e II ju wh e eau sf I^ be e n dieie , and
I was arwai {Sotne cenajnl^ choosf ta do sd fur puipase s a f cultu nd haclan^ Giant
Monison h e in^ apntnaiy e ^lample . This can baw ch^ eftcc af af kast fetnpDianly
scraniblj n% p eople ^ seose af nason aodpiupDnioa sa aoe can ^ip in deeper nund
bDtnbs, If doesba^ icsusfs Iba^ chosen cd v^archis tnad^ai ce itaj n poiius i n my
li^.bncha^ fujodchEVCEAan^ic afi is not n^ady as^as^ as^ctin^it Dn)
And af cbj s np^ hour v« jLall tia v se^c way idid sia ly ntne ' IIcha stancs!'
""Thire is an Eastern tal^ ^fhicb ^ e e4{s ah ou t a ^ ly n ch tna£j ci an who bad a ^»at
many ^le^p Euc at che ssae tim^ fhjs ma^cian v^s wiy mean He did not w^uu tD
hiie ^epbeids, nor did he w^ui to ei^ct a 6 nee abauc the pasnire wbei^ his ^eep
wei¥ ^raiiiL^ The sh^ep c Dnsf qu^ nd^ o±f n v^nde i^d inta the f^resij frll idid ra^ n^ s^
andsD oUj andabo^ aUdiey i^i awa^j fir fh^^ IjLe w chat the ma^cian wanced their
Af sh and do ns and diis diey dldlU][lJl^£
"^las fhf ma^cian fn]nda»medy He h}^nDtizfdhis shiep andsu^^sted tD
themii^ af all diw they v^ie immanal anddiai nohann was h e in^ dooe ca them
when they wei^ Janned, cbatj on che contrary, i[ ^muldbe lAiy ^Dd ±ir them and
ewnpleazaoij secondly he su^^steddiai cbe mae|c i ehl wiu a ^od masf er wba Ioia d
his ADcksa much thai he v^sieady cd do an^hin^indie wadd firihem, and in the
thiid place he su^^si^dcD ihemihai if anything ai all were ^id^ tabapp^n id them
II was not ^in^ tobapp^njusi theUj at any i?rf nof fhx da^j and ih^iebi^ fh^^had
no ne^d id think ah out if Funherihe ma^ci sl su^^sie d la bj s die^p ihwfhi^ wen
nDi Jieep at all, la some af ihimbe su^^si^ddLai they wei^liaos, ta ofh^nibai they
a
vpn EA^Sj [0 cirtui^cbai they w«i^ tne n^ nnd to ach^nchEU chey v^re ma^ciaos.
^^d TiJterfhis 3llhis caiEs atid vom^s eAichic tht shiep cmtl^ co tlii ^Lid Ttu^
luwrrati Tiv^y Ti^Libut qai e dy awBJC^d tht riniE vh^n the ma^ ci 3a vauli nquire
du I r le ^ And ^liz
TLiif talf iza wiy ^Dd lUij siiaiiaa of Diati^ p osi [iDLi ^
— Guidjiff^ as quocfdb^F D Ou^eod^
Mffntora eme7 ^tuJtmta
Thtn are ux\ ^^ly Dr cotripreh^ fisha va^s cd k am tn^ck Ooe hazca fn]^f rtuir
insf mc ti DLi ^fhf re rtu ^ iiid I [ Tliai^nei^^meaiizhnjDiiLi^iistdbDoksfDrez.fTacljrL^
dovTL out-of-pnDi nnsuj zc npcs, ^e ndj n^ Idli^ honn scduxli^cxI^ EVLd a^dy pop-
up -lad^ii comei^of die i nc tzn^ [j j di iiiti^ disrepntahk accult aidei^j atid iuiditi^atid
pe zff n Li^ p^ aple wIid se^tn ta 1^^LDW^riLaI du^^ taUdo^ EAiont 39V+Df dl tna^d^
vnnn^ IS ju wtile^ driusioLinl or utiiiece zsanly convzluf edj u iicl yau ^f ca a ceitajii
lewlof "^ niti ati DFi/ aJtf r vliich tie ^y nllDf it isk^t, Evleas i n a c^ n an L ^it
^ince in aider ta karaluvcD "^tn^cally^ manipiilwe i^alc^ you haw fo learn
Acme the re alley ^vu are manipulwiD^ ewiychin^can c^ach you fh^ m^chaajcs of
SDK ezy VJwch ho V thi n^ moiA and change WaicbluThu maalj ws p id^ zf Waich
rhe v^ that pow^r op^raifs and ^iD acmally witldsic Watcbnanire Waicb ycmiself
TLiE Dnly time you can zie SDtntfhin^ is vliea ic duuaz . ^lAiythin^ elje tnust he
in&md Hav^Ddyau as at in&znn^ the unseen c austs h ehind fhin^ detennjoez
luT^od^vu vdlbe afcauan^duns^fD happen innnz^env^z, and definitely ho v
^od yQU wllbe at pie die ti n%ho V fi] n] n e^ ncz ^nll u niild
IhaiA had a natnberof tneaiai^ la my Lfej man^ af dietn ±>r duiit pe nods of
ritne otil^ Man^ of tny ma s: imp Ditant ma^ c die sons haiA b een le amed from people
vho aie iu][ qiJDte ^^ua^cianz/ [hough 1 dsD caunt myself ^ly hjc1^ foba^ mtf
aad pid^d up hints and enconra^ment fnm some of tht btst ma^ciaos in the
En£jj^i-spe a] J n^ wo£d My mas caosiscenc tneDior/stu dene relxiaoship has been
vifh Gene a s aod Lad^ Ja^ Eie^rP-Ond^j vho llo^ dead^ and^oha^ nnAi
^lAn me any o^it lesfoos in ma^c chEU Iha^ mif ice dj beyaod duir example, and
be nee haiA CEn^t me mDSf of all
^t airh ^ doi n^bi ^ and absu id thia^ ThecrazitrthebetterEl^aut yDurbe^niLer^
luck while ^uhaw if SLdsee ^fhai you can ^ec av^ vidL Tbe lesultsycm ^[ wdus
sta^ aie wbai wiUl^tp yon inte lasted and pu i^ai n% ma^ck co the aleoi eod Do if
your ovn v^, ma]^f up pvurovn nraals EVLd techniques and ^ds Don'c itan "hy
tiUo^nn^ SDtneba dy else^ s^sietn Ttuov pvur wliolt seli inco iCj your c i^ acua t^ and
I nnaEinati Dti ^ w«Il tg ycmr ^e er ^nUpo v^ r Ai [his paint icis ch^ dAnti^ uid b nNvado
ta triiu^ s into u nlou] vtl cf m [oiy vrihi ch wiU^tf you yaur idj ti Til re zoic z
Ttif bA3c fDols n^^Eifd 7\l [his tim^ Tue a jaunul fi^r i^toidi n^ clu nwun uid
i^ miff of ez^e HDU ncZj Ajaunul fir i^c ordjo^ di^ams^ tl dal^ nu die aciaa p mcnc e of
fin^fOE (accin^ z aze n I s n CDtniiu Li[i« d)j Dne or ma i^ b nrjshin^ nnial^j zam^ tn^cluid
of dj ^ naiiaa TLiid a zfud^ sLdprac[ic« Df si^d ma^ck Th^se are djzcusedbriaw
1 bt^sL senons i^seaich of ma^ck af fh^ a^ of a^^en^ ±11dwli^ cnulripk
e^^neiLcez ^ncb the /C^^^riucb 'could not he ^^laned raiioiully/ Andb^^Eia
pmEcice MzeiAnfe^n M^ fn] ndaii oiul t« Kt v^ CaL n WlsDn^ T^f f^ci^Jtj vhi ch p dsic z
that hatTLATLS haiA ahiddea^unlc^rtLai aUav^chem tap eifaim acts Alhi appear [Db^
"^tna^c/but ^ich odI^ chDzt viHid^cd ^ co the fijnhezf tzontnesaf che nrjnd ak
able to utilize Oraiic Momzon^ 7"^ iu^srUu camj c sen^s Dp eoe d nu m^ idu z aiAnuez
of e »^loi»ia n t] r m^ ai fhis tim^ as well (i^ adj n^ FA^ ^jisifJf; « ^ly macutL v^Zj fur
tntj ail e^enence on a atnlar le^l fhw zeeio^cbe Eexlezpla^ The LJ ^Ihi^^i ^^bnr
p i^sumahly vaz t] r maD^ of tny pare [uj* ^ n^ rati on) Jhoiil^ aJte r this 1 h du glu a copy
of Pfcer CahdH's L\lf7 J^2sII, wtucbp raided the ii^le^c blu^pnDi ±ir p ezfci imio^
tna^ck 1 had finj nd ai chat p Dine, aod which uses a atnUar triDdel fir e^laj nin^ hDW
and wfa^ ma^ ck wods
In this ±iiindEvia n A p e na d of sndy andpraccice 1 uz^d CariDll's Ij^ MlfM
and Ij^ iiAA as the s^Hahi tirdady ntualj aH of my nfudz EVLd [echrJqu^s ven
zelf-de^sed w thizpaintj aucsidf of mnDiy « z^ e ntne nc wion with Heimecic tna^ck
and VDaddD Dun n% cbj z p e na d 1 zeemedfob^ acbj e^n^ insults on a re gijlar b asi z —
CDnciDlln^ we aiher patcf mz^ u an^ si^|l^ and sezntai^ fo tnanipulaie che trjnds af
tnalf^eiu aufhonf ^ fgjjre Zj cu lan^ i| n ooe case ta scop a zchoal Juioti n^ in EHUch^r
ta neufTdjzf a chid nude zf er), i n^zibiL ty, ac [i Dn ev a distance, ntne manipulMiaaj ect
Etc. For a while if seemed lJ1^£ the man i/^ rT^Z{i^ i tnpa sible it vas chaf somediio^
wauld wad{^ ch^ moi^ lil^ly it w^z ta wodc 1 al^o succ essfjlly p^ ribzm^ d ma^c fur
fn endZj I n SDtne c aze z fn eod^ Dn dj ffin nc c onti neois, and had m^ su cc e ses ca nlnne 1
by people Qfh^r chan tnyself Up to this time I had tonsid^red tna^c cd be either a
cbarnru n^prac [ical J okf DiacDnfdence oicIl, 1 w^z n glu^ bu t ce naj nl^ nnpnp ai^d tD
discDwrhovd^ep die JD1^f ran
Af duz point the rewlaiiDnz w^re camjn^&sc and ±iiiduz and m^ idenncy wbz
rap idl^ bf ^ nnin^ CD w^up la DDi^rfD accDtmnodw^ ch^ n^w oudook and pof^ nti al.
M^ljfr became a mnnin^ sen n^ a f impiobdilf and e^n ahzaid zymhia nic ine Zj az
IS dt F^bT ±ii che bu ddi n^ ma^ CI an, it ze^med az if die UDJ^Ee waz ^^valdo^up^
and be ^oni n% f D zpe a]^ dire cfly ca m^ I do nof wciibufe m^ 3J cce zs i n fh^ ze aieaz cd
an^hin^ Qfhf r cban che ^f thai 1 was willing ta ^o 3ad SiyAL Mq^ ai^ nn vilL n% co
E wn CQDSi de r [hf pozsibiljf ^ a f ma^ck, e ^a if if can be stardin^ easy
Duud^ this nme nead^ dl of die ma^ck 1 de^lop^d bjn^ed aKmnd uanouz
medu ds of de ep crance comb loe d wi th fall ticu z Dn s^tnbaL c i^pre z^ ncati Dnz of wbat
a
u
I v^TLf ed CD oc cur Tlusis cbe type Df nniTil wod^ ^riu cb Iba^ masc fn qa« iidy i ti^a^ d
in VI th ^rcmpz, mn^ti^ frotn two to fhiny p aiti cip atlc z, aiid vtjcb Ihiiw mTide a
cciDsst« Li[ prac [i ce Df 111 Older [D sf t^ r nny pza^i^ss cbrcnj £ji che nnwf n Til vodd
Hav^iA^I waf le± vifh rvD p i^sati^ c[Uf sciDLiz, wliithlefl tnt ux\ b«tc«rcifi thui
I wiulieiiK Ih^djzco^nd nriAEick ^a vhw^ uid "^What are pvu ^id^cduk if
t\T^ R Eutu r [liATL aifa If luil^ pi ck a ^ al ta aitn ti^ Ibe^an [hi Inbonou j uid e ndLess
iTdx of df c DtidicioDJ Li^m^sflf frotn uiy c naially ac c^p te d a ntihf n t« d i deas nbouf ^ftiEV
ntliErdiE VDddor tny s*lf Trtm, Andbe^TLii the staich fcr tny '^[lu* TnE*" (whw^wr
THAT is)
A£er chi z p^ n od Ile± ±ir code^ej wli^re Ihui the fretdam co e^innnftit wich
SG K EHLd diT] ^ I n tl ±in TLiid ezie nde d ^L^ oti brdLe iincfime ^in^ti^bad asotnevhw
^tLe i^d uph nD^LigJ^ vrihi ch qaicld^ chaii^edche vhol^ settle 3ad fi^cus Dnnn^dus
fitne tny idenfify tollnpzed aiid vtls rebuilt muLiple citnes, leading up fD die end Df
m^ se ca nd ye AT a f school vtLe n I tnade Asenauspi^cfice af iJM Af AfAf and idi^ tiaiA
study of [he Q^tbalali, a£ti wliith 1 vt^s ininai^d infD cbe 4^ N^aph^ce Oradt of
du lOT'in Lds Ao^ries, vtuch ciystaDjz^d m^ idenficy infD a man Dr^anized and
self asu»d saif Aftrtn^inniEvianl tnowd &□ m tn^ « ^ entneoi eI sf a^ inco an la-
depfh piacti c« of Hf ime ti c andTheletrJc tna^ckjCbe ±itu z no vbe id^ on raj a n^ and
per&ctin^dLe zelf losce ad of wcaj nin^ Dnt-Dff ma^ c al e &c ts
I vas diavTL inio tnore czadjcional finns of tna^ck ouf of a ceitajn stnst of
nb ellia n a^aj [ut fhf chaDS tna^ c wn ctE I had ii^c re ad^ EVLd cbe chaos tna^c ^c^ne''
on cbe inteniEf, ^ei^ tht djtcutn cbat one ^lould brea]^ eA du lules la tna^c vas
coDiinuaHy repeated Whai mlts was 1 sjppased ta hi^dc^ 1 vondei^d^ Traditional
tiims pn^dtd a sense of sfiacn]» chai I vas af cbat tim^ not ^ffio^ fcotn tn^
scba dIid^ a r p^ nDnal L fe^ in addition, eo^aEin^ tnyself i n lazily M^di eval fi^ims of
ma^ ck app e ^ d [Q acenaiaseose af acKiioD^ ascbe n^ v D ad^ A^^ s of che {^eDi^e
W Bu dL admi nistrati Dn nunp e d up, staiti n^ widL tht de 3:vj cf ion a f B di^lon
Uan^ SBtnebod^ else^ msp is abif of adouble-ed^d svddI On ane hand^it is
^^sy CO he c Dnsfraine d by samebody elst^ wa£d^ew and f ezminolD^y andb^^n ta
limic Dne^p^rc^ptionsby [lyiQ^ to dunA che m idio i napp lup n xri^-shspe d boKES On
rhe ath^rj the tnaps of afhiis canproi^d^ dii^ctiDns co places one ne^ r wauld haiA
tiund aa Dne^ ovn la my o^vn casEj 1 haiA ]tlf n itnpananc co ceAc^ Dn, oraileasf
in^ sci^aiEj fhf m^chodsandfLndin^af du man^ma^ciansandniysiicsupaa vihose
^Duldei^l 3:3ad
Itntn^ nsel^ u sf fill Vfnce down clu sp^ci&csof wliai ^du^^ don^ afer^vu do it
Itspn maiy fijiLC [ion I s to 1^£fp yon ti cu sf d aod e KEice d ah du [ addio^ « ntn es « ia ly da^
so diai yon sfay on ta^EVLd caa iDokback f d se^ Iidw yon^ p io^ sid^ In addicion
y\y^ duiuli viit« do^fiL youi i^iAlaiiom as you ba^ [hem, ^ny pAiricula^^ v«i
spnclua rJc If i« s^ ^Du r dre nms uid an^thiti^ else rtiai settns 9ppiDpiiai« Tob^ hotie
I ^zy lu^l^ iDok back at m^ recaids^buf tht diKipInf of sen ^n^ id do nmal wa^
atid re CDid I [ dli a daily b a3 s is ce nc i^ ta tn^praccice I [eod cd ^ b ^k atid tuc^ up
sutntriAne s of ^fhai I^^bf«Liup to e^ ly ii k tnooihs or zo ju s: zolba^ acleaTide^af
vrihei^ I^at Re aiiin^ old re ca ids tati bf ^ly i li^ iiin^ and i^^IwdiVj atidalso wiy
e rcib arras an ^
Tbf secood iDi^ipi^faiioLi Df fh^ tna^cal i^coid is diat i[ \z lAiy impDitant at
SDtnepoiLic to fLiida v^y CD Dffe r ^ur fLndj n^ atid « ^ eii« lic« to die wa£[i CiD^ty
WAf dfarcbai oiie^ vdiI-. i z die solt propen^ of those inunedj ately below you in [h(
cbajn E^ ly ^ne iwion of tna^ CI an: pvn^Kssf s c[Ulc1^£^bf c au je chey haiA b ec cer and
niDie caocise tnodris 3ad i^cord^co wori^ wth chw haiA be ea handed davncD them
by fht p i^ce din^ ^ ni rail ODS Clhoase you r tntdjutn and ch^npi^pare ^vur vori^lbr
the wodd, I offewd fh* itcoid of my eady woJ^ and char of odiei^ af my "^scen*^
ta the vide r public as C7fnfFr^n ^>fx, thDU£ji 1 am nov abic mDie dubious EAiont
dDin^it dus va^^as djiecd^ talldn^abouc ma^t isatealess eftcci^ in^z^lanin^it
than tailing about i[ inoblqae DrfLcnandjzed va^s Genesis F-Omd^ dDesmuiic^
GiaDi Lfomsaa da^s c Dmjcs^ V^IL am BnriDuglis did no^ls, Keonech An^r does
]iLnSj Austin Spai^ and E n Dn {^^a n paj ncedj « cc ecc ecc Tmnsmiff id^ ma^c thiou^
art (aif vbj cb c an b t mad^ senti e nc u a maE|c) i s aoe Df cbe mazcpDCEnc andef&ctiw
W3^s af dain^ma^c in ifsown n^it Ewn CiDvdey admitted^ w the endof hisbfr
(in £^hl Lcci2fri7 0^1 J4^)^cbai che ^atesf aiiis: is ^aierchan ch^ ^i^aiesc ma^cian^
and my m^, isn^ diai jnsc fjckn^^atj 1 duu^t as 1 i^addiai Lntj afi^r^endiD^
^t 3E f lyiD^ f D le am ma^ ck and »adjD^ aH of Cia vie ^^ b Ddks insf e ad of ^1 n^ ca art
school, vhi re Ipiabably wanldha^badfas^ access code^en^rac^afamuthhi^Ei
qualjc^cban 1 did lapping aiaund vicb abuoch of v^idIo occulnscs and ^ e1dn^ Dwr
dele [e d C dlI Slopes, eu an^rx^ (Ij^^j 1 je sf , ^du lau v I low you )
Ma^ckmusibe e^nssed chiau^ yourliA andfhicni^ ^our vod^ As Richaid
Mecz^erooce sajd ta me^ "^on c aa'f re ally /ir^Zbe ama^cian 'Ooe of ma^c^many
fjnctiDns JumlElbe co act ascbe in^irarian and^i^ase f^r your secular dc cup wion.
Ewn wntei^ as ^ back as Eljpbas Le^ lodud^d seem vamin^ la che ii b oo1^s co ^
^[ a fc^aldn^jab jod noc b^ chEV mDsc di^adcd E^ast of aH, che pai^ois" base meat
magician
Dajl^efbn at soiling and f> en si d^ the mi nd is wliat nnd^ die s e wryibj ng ^Isc VJ«
CDme from mi dun ^ and ^ ta nofhin^ nodu ng came s from nochin^
Tlu standaid, caoscipai^d Wesf^ia accult attitude covaids meditation, as
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^VTLiicfdb^ CiD^ty TLiiEibjz admini^^izco ac cotnpl^tely sciU uid scitu n ycmr trjtid
iiLicil Till [liDugtif ^es 7cwi\y Ttuz izuseksz TLiid lieaitnerLfd Ic^b^cf^r to sic TLtidltf
Y^iuT tnind «tnpcy of ics avn utoid, fi^cus oa ycmr b i^ xbj Titid n^ i ther ju d%e oar
diD^fo ati^ p afsiD^ fhou^s Rwh^rcbati relyi li^ oa Ij^r ATlf Af or Ciovley's Ij^r
Z f^r tnedj [TlIi Dti imtiucci oUj pvu^ be tte r Dff iiiditi^ tlii acniTil nne die ana n class wich
SD me body yon cmsc, tiy ^vurlacal Euddlusc c^titer If is lAzy iiufiDitant tiof to itrajii
yonistlf 111 fhis eostlj as ^du (Tlii dewlop aiu^i^ iDop vdiich ctl^i hiLid^r nonnTil
duu^ p iDCf ss« s ^ituk LiDC tnedj [Till n^
Bi d6 edb ^kde uc e s are nowcluTif] and re aiijl^ avajlEAile a n rtu ope n mrd^f ^tne
come pacl^TL^d vifh tnedjtaiioa trajiiiti^ SDflvaie), cbesf can dTTimaii cally itnproiA
on^'s tntdjcaiiDn pmccice b^ pvni^din^ [TLn^lilf feedback NmroA e dh Tuzk deuces,
vtile sell ^ly fz^ensiw, aie also TLV^Aable^ andpio^de ewti moi^ pDsabdifi^s t\T
braj n ciaJniD^ and tnedj tati Dti Tins is an are a 1 tie^ d id do tzcr^tidtd wori^ia
Lfoi^ la^^d tnedj [ail Dns caabe of tnuch moi^ loieresc id fh^ moie ad^^^iced
ma^cian Iha^ injod vdi^jd^ w th die ll^medicMiansDf cbe Vt^ntTnt^intiX ItT^tst
parti cnlady ciaz^sf zcyc doI
TLie [ladiciaaal tnaiinal^ oi m^djcaiion ai^ The i^jr SfiFis ^ A^ff/r^ and Tht
Di^ams ^onldbe i^coided e wiy mazniti^ i n ajou nial yon 1^ ep itiun^ dj wri^ nezir
CD ^urbfd Ttif tnoi^ disciplined ^du aie iti i^cDrditi^ pvurdi^ams daily, and the
man de cajl ycni n coid ch^ tn i n, ch^ ma» yon vQl die am, ch^ ma» yon vill i^tne mbe r
of ^ur dre ams SLd die triDre inc^nst ^ur dre ams viH b^ Tbj s b^ ^ ns a fe tdb ack laop
vh^re you be ^a to k am to conciDlchem (Dieam^canb^ confiolledby bcusio^on a
SI ^ dfsi^^ d CD produce a^tciilc dream ^ile ^in^a^^ep)
^TLn^vPE cam^ la di^ams"" Di^ams a» cht unnAi^ally a^ned-upoa m^ctin^
place b ervp^n humans SLd the ^ds ac idss all tulmre s If is thiDU gh dre ams thai the
piD^ ss of ini [i wion IS moDJ toie d and de epi rle^ls of »aljf ^ ipiA al [hi msflws Dace
yon he^a rec^i^o^ dji^ct lesons la sorceiy in di^sus^ aod enacting them ^ncbjn
v^dD^ li6 , the n ^Du ^A sencm^y ^f some chin^ ^oa d ^in^
TLie h^pna^^c diIj tninal state be t ve e n v^n^ and le ep c SLpn du ci p aiiicula^^
lucid aod oddl^ rekuanc ^sions S^v^doi Dali's Taraoaiac-C n tical"" method t\T
ntne^n^ iniiimaiiDn fmm [his scare was to dD^dy dii± id ^^ep la a camiiirable
chajr vlile holding a lock la hj s handj ^riucbbe dangled qiai the arm of ch^ chaji
aad d>aiA a sf triplet oach^ AoDr Ri£ji[ as unc Dnsci du aie ss be ^an f d set if^ his band
VDuld rela:<^ dropping che iDckoncbe sctri plai^ , mzAan^ alond b sk^ and v^ jo^bj m
npj ai vhjch pa iD£ be vouldimmedjately vnct da vn tht last cbj n^he sav I'ia acruEA^
oe wr tn ed [his fir some nason , aod ^lould .
AitrTil f i^^l I] eyaod [he di^ suj li^ scai^ \z acn sotnechin^ I caa i^^uly rec^a
TL^iraiE Lit js a f I n tny v^ti^ 3 wf , DUfii df of fh^ b^^ Liniti^ s: a^s of stparaii oUj easily
induced thiDugti dtep bKathio^ uid ^DticTiiitDus DUf-ofbady i^tnsLic^s^ ^itucb
I can itiduce i^a tiaf D-ccmiata z« lucidjf^' Thiz iz sotnertuLi^ rtiai rennaiLiz fur tn«
ta ma]^ a ca nte ne d p mcnc e of TK^re ni^ tiumeiDus trLDdezn li câ– a1^^ and in-deprtL
trajLiiD^ CDUi^s avajldile an cbjs iubjecc ^itucb are probably b^cf^r cumed ca fhsL
re adj n^ f i^ ti Dnal souiLez, winch an nocoxonsly ^;n^f If yon wane a jliDn-cut, I
heai KefATfune wiU do i[, ^ alia a can alsopu JLan^ aufiidf clu bDd^ co jome df^»c.
NJT-DMT viUfa]^ yau djncd^ ta the pnnthline betin drepping yon b acK i n youi
niDital fraou .
S ciyin^ IS tradjf londl^ daoe i n a black njnor ar c lysf al b aH Thizpufs me nico a
recepci^ SLd ^ sia naiy I nf eioal stai« buf dDS s nDC pKidu cf anyclun^bnc ua^^ ^sonz
in clu nunur The indascn:! sfi^n^h Bnoa Gysia niedud of siann^ la a vall-az^
niiiKir fir up id fhjity honn vihilc smoloD^dapc I haw oaf attcmpccd Wall-az(
niizKiiz ai^ hapi co conu hy.
Thf Ooldea Dawn method of sciyin^ EVLd dajzi^yanc^ la^^ws in^sfi^wio^
vanDuz QAabstic i^almzb^ pipj^ctin^ diiou^ ch^ appiopnate 5\yL3 ^y dravio^
them la dieir caiufik meoi aiy coloi^ and then sfann^ 3f che m udiiI bunu d incD [h«
recioaj afezv^ids dosio^ che ^^es za fh^ ima^ is z^en in fh^ piaper calai^bebjni
the f^lids, and cbenpazan^fhicni^ die ima^) and n^iDud^ cestui^ ao^ eoiitiez
E nconnte i^d by van du z 0,ab alisci c ±izmdj[ies^c seemz aLtde v^irdcD me fo a^n]mf
that aH ^infz vouldlouiT Qdialali) Ttuz I ha^ had some success vifh^ and find
i[ wiy in^inn^ Cn^f^ L1^d co [hxav nicronz oude idid the miz tD li^nnp fh^
piDE^edin^ TtuzIhaiA aof med
On a sid^-iutEj ^[Evulav Graf's HolafiDpic Ei^acbwodc ^metim^s Uidwil az
Vivation Dr conne c ted bnathi n^ c sl ^ [ Dne inco i^iy Strang aod nu anio^fiil zcaie z
(it was de^lDp ed f D bilitaie fh^ f ^p« z of b i^ a] jhran^z ^aroe i^d fhran^ hzid^ LS D
in 3 [h^rafieucic z^ccin^ afer L^D v^z made H^^^ TLiis iz often used wicbjn fh^
frame^fDi1>.Df u iila c1 j n^bune d f i^umaz fmni tiiastle me tiioiy rWilhelm R^ i cb's cnu c al
concept Df "^cbaTacter aimoiiD^^) aad piDceszio^ and h^alin^ them by breathio^
"^hnsugh* them Tbe [echnuru* isn^ tiiacb mora compleK chanl^in^ on p^urbatk
in the da^L, aa zome blan1^ [Zj SLd bre aihin^ h^ airily, deeply and ia ly qu icUy without
le aia n% aoy p Enze b ef we en the i n-b i^aib or ont-bre aih, ^ neziA^ tir aicnind aa hour
A ^odboak/CD zft aa the subject iz ^tiinff t kur ^^ ZA by Daw L^c.
Di VI naiiaa ^ne i^^ wads aadu aszatnpna n fhw dienniwne is alulo^mm —
that,lJ1^£ a holDgiam, fhf eniirec^is ca nc ajne d i n e i^iy p an, aodfhaf an^ caa indeed
a
s«e cbenni^i^t i n a ^raj li of sand, or w le as a d^ ck of Taiot caids
I[ IS ^Lierdl^ a ^flod idea^ e^eciTilly ^en Hx^ scTutin^ id dJi^Lit oa ntuds
before you do the nn i n oidei ca set if pvu Juulichaa^ yaur approach ar djnh du tn
^a^flur Om canleAiii ZDnnf senaus k szons i li 3:}4e [his way, « sp^ c i eA^ if wo^jn^
wih tht I CAm^. I tend to cdlisjIc cIu J^ru^ wtuii I haiA qu^sciDiis Tibouc tn^ avii
1j& dp tna^Cj ascbose ^o haiA wod^d wich if ewii in auTilldases wiUI^dVj i[ cui
be fii^te Liin£j^ dj i^ct atidatcnraie Thi R i chaid VJiIbelm traiilati Dti, b^ fh^ ^vay, is
videly i^^azded 7\z [he b^sc ^any octuliiscs ^ Dti senaus / fAi^ b^ tid^ is, dA«li ta
fh« « ^idu aa n Df ati^ odLe r tna^ cIl B^ die ntne C lo^ty vas i n his [hi ni^ s, his p mcnc e
badhe^ti tiariDwed down alnnDSf eschjawl^ to thia vi n^ ht^ia^rams atid OT.O sez
ma^clc^i^ VJan] J Li^ t] r Cash]
I use the TaiD[ ^fhe ii dDi ii^ le aiiiii^ fbr othtrptaple ^ am point I vas tnaldo^ a
4me a^r) li un^ fhis vay b et] i^ ^i n^ oa um triplo^tnent (dLjdu glamour of tht haid-
boiled cculi 1j &} LfaTDjn^Taia[ tal^s f>i¥^i^bu[ as a nice side-ef&([j you endup
leaniiD^Lbe wori j n% me thanics and i nc nc acie s of [be QnbEtiili and heme a^^Euiic
nnd^ipi niu n^ sfiucoj i^ of Wts[ein culnire wbjch may well be ^a [o udIdcK e nou g|i
vifdDtrL and iDsi gtif I ^Lfo re nli[y [Dlc^ep ooe tneml^ accupi ed ti r d^ c ades Tbe Golden
Davii tneduiEi oi i^adjn% tht TaK][ (nlso i^peaiedin Tht £^l ^ ThtiK} isdu bes: I
ba^ ±njn[i
One Juuld Ltei^n^ ht nble [o piDjec[ one^ leTiljfy idiq anydun^ — douds, [ea
le a^ s^ dn ed n c E , a [elti^ aaa ^fhilt channri surfLn^ an i Pod Dn shafU^ — andiindone^
amwE r [hf re lUj Dr re ca^ r lofbrmaiiaa [hat ^tsyan thi nlan^ abouf fh^ p loble m i n a
CDUjile tely ne w L ^u
^e^tva^ fill ano[ber siQiy jus htcaus^ if^ paiTicula£^ suuan^ Diiiin% tn^
fn Jmian ye ar of c Dlle ^j I w^u ln^ n% i n die da ims and had tnadi ^lsc fn e nds wi[b an
(^hsk^ sn] de n[ frotn L Dndon name d Matthe w H^ coosde i^d tn^ i nc^ re sf la ma^ck
bjlanons EVLd aU^^ escepc wbe n, i n a moment Df de^ tr»ia n^ h^ a^c^dme coda SDtne
ti r him f D belp bj m p a^ a [esij ^fhich I did, 3l[hDugtLht didn'[pa2f Me^MEV[ and
Mevc^ [hen-^dfn^ndjfsacasp^nt alD[ of timt oh sf san^ o^ r ob jcuro indje bands
jod ^in^ thiDu^du bai^ahios of loc:! CD s[Dies adnauseum IhadafLw-CD
chan^r I n my dDim iDom and one dj ^i[, p lub abl^ ^fhile stoned i[ muse he admi[ffd,
I decided CD njiach^ chan^nnta adiunatiDn sei^[ar I cieated ahizarre ^ar^jle
maiufe r DUf a f a foj fEe d J aclce t and a iDUe d-up blu^ tav^l fir ahead h bad randoms
ti r eye s^ a b elt fir aa riephant-oanklikf aiontj EVLd a p ar Df Aann^ vid^ madt imta
a viiif^^ie^t Tins iDame d D^r fhe CDchan^r hsDmtbav^f tht nsae 'Hu^ihtif
^ibe 'We would puf in vanous CDs and [hen ^xM qaesfians, af ezvaids hi[nn^ the
^ufle bu[ton and inteipi^[in^ wliaie^r son^ came up as [h^ answer It ansvpied
our qu es[i ODS datifjH^ and^thfjU^j if some[imes Dblqaely Tbei^ vas aii^-win%
Chiis[ian ^d Dn [he AoornEuied CDi^y, the load ^iba comes to school wi[h aloo^-
dj sf SLC e b D^fn^ nd and l^f ^p s tht p Dorb astard [q d, and Df c du i^ oe ^r sa ciTihie s wi [h
T*
ati^ady elst ?tu vtg iuifdil^ fn^il^Ei out by Hu^ibeif aod nfjad co tanne n^ar
hiDij Euht w^e df € tned S af ATJC FiLinU^^TdernvjthcTLjDljD^ Evufh^r^dia the dDim
CDLi^tic^d CciK^ [D [TilkcD Hugtiben, atid bu ale d her i nc d die iDam Fi^sz^d tira
qu«s[iDLi, ^f ad^£dhllll "^n^b^Hj nib ycm i^ A^ and ch^Q hic dmflU The chan^z
I nriDie diat«ly ddpp ed to aii £tni n^tn so d^ vihith scans
"^on 1^^LDv; a lot Df people n^tne srupi d fij d j li^ qu esti oru.^
She raiiDUf of the loonn and v^ Isa^e d our n^se z oft
Ao^vay MDViD^on^ af die n^^l^wl izoiie^ovn seme of loniitiDLi If you^ a
tii^tiaii, you hsueA^ assutne diai wiffljci^ Eocnind yon^ a bit tiioi^ pla^^d iti tD
the suhde le^^k of chi n^ fhsL fh^ pe opk mDuad you, ^ai Eliph^ Le^ cnUedfh^
"^asci^ li£jit ' Yon ^i '^fr^ha^'" frotn people aod sniaiioiu all die cidu ^Dtiientnez
those fe ell n^haw 1>« e n n^j hue Icsl'c cdudi diDZ^ ^ nvj ch as I c an the tim^s^eK
i[ sf e tiis ca ba^ be ea tn^ Dwn anu^ cie Sj p^ isonal prejndjte s SLd iDiemal manolog^^
taljn^Dwr andpasin^ itself aff as ^id laniiciDn and ans^cy can he VDnyic^^
I nf evzbaD^ able ±ir tn^ ai citnes, and i[ can he haid co uoisk^e a ^nuiiu inn]icioa
frotn bac1^^I1n] nd noi s«
Thf n clu i^^ Dtneos Li1^ ^du^ in the syiuhiaDJ cicy Jjpstre am and yan'i^ ^ccid^
regjjlarand direcf m^ssa^s ca ^du frotii the UDJ^Ee Nowfh^ moie I %iDvup and
the tiiDie Ipa^attencion to diese^die tnon I oaf ice that die ^ are o±f n alnriosf p^ ri« cdy
ambi^Dus Tbe UDJ^Ee n^^rseemsfD cotiie que SLd ^^ you adjKct "^do diij^ or
'^dDnt da this" messa^ They ai^ alv^s ambigjjous, ly vidIj tnore cban ao^diiD^
else^ thai csLhe inceipnc^d one v^y or ch^ ach^r Maybf diw^ fh^ a^ thai ihe^
CDtiie fnnia Tii%ti*r leisl/ ^ew, *rj '^daalify* do^sn'i appl^ H owe w r, p 3^1 n^ »iy
clas« aif^ntion fo clutii or eiAn biLin^it EVLd lu luu n^ aiDU nd inte ip n cin^ number
oasneisi^^ft al ^ a ^ niMiiaj 1 tiipi n^o^ Dn JUi^sal te mc Diy, ham'c i^aHy ^c tii^
anp"tfhfre TlLei^ are si^ppostshuc they don't seem lo poiDi an^^ih^re inpaitinila^
andche lUKt thio^ ^du 1^ov yon^ Ju tti n% yoni^elf « wiy tim^ if^^ 33 on di^ clack
I ima^ne aH of these thin^ are paif of Dne &£ulf^ and ant CDaiinaum Tli«
que SEion ibai's m se d I s """Whai^ camniuni c acin^ vi di you ^
Is It die c Dnsci Du aie ss/e^ ^
Is It die "^ranscendeniseli-" or "Haly Guaidian An^''^
Is It a^int or ^d, or ^^Dd*" '
IsitaquDte '^detiion*'^
Tb wliw t^tnt c 3a ^1 iif s or ^ ds (a r e ^a dttnoos) b e CDnadendrDbt apaif of
the lr3D5t*nd*nt s*L^" anyway?
Aod ^at signs tniglif one iDokbr the disti n^i Jl be twe e n thtse^ In somt casis
theit a» sptci&c calLo^ cards t\T ^ecifLc ^incs ^IsOj if saEnethin^ is CDtnpletely
""non-dui" amni nc* ipre table laa *^o dus* or "^don^ do ibjs^sensej tna^b* that's a
si^ diw you^ w least cotiuuu ru c aiio^ widi sotneihin^ ^dicuA tbe Uyss" (tbe bnt
bemin maDJ^statioaandGadhead) .^
a
n
aff uk ycnj ^ I^ far in^ance^ I iuid a lyei fiir a dull ni^t {h^ i z tiTimtd ide r a Oo^ u c
denriDLi ^ile iiihen^ ttscTGy tlI aoa ch^ r chjb, how ^lould I (asplny«raf fhis i^d^a
^ArfLs) t7i]^ cliTit^ Thiit flu clal] lii^ ui^itized iz a triEuufe 3 aria n Df the d^tiiDti,
dxTLW Li^ e ni r^ ^ Thiit clu A^nzjusf then col^ep tne Dti tn^ [Ci^s^Thaf if is aa^i
fhai [he EietriDti is ^fHA in tny L^^ Orjus chw SDtne dub protnoc^ r fhlLl1^^ [hw the
Gd« ti A IS lJ1^£J baidcDi^, Diati ^ TlLai iz Tue 3II 'di^tie me zstl^ z^ Liec« sfanly b eiu ^1?
At aii^ iwej tlz Dtie pio^i^szfs, « ^ eii« Lic« 1 z %miu d^ aad the QlasiDrLS a f citnej zpac e
jod I df Li[i [^ CDLiciiu] e tDmelf^orL^ be^m ta atnpl^KNO^ The i^'z n TiHy tiortu li^ else
I tTin s^j Qfhf r cban ±11dw your fli? imci nctj atid i^sp^ c [ che i^ acciina of df ft^y qia r
Onsat (Gold^Li DavTL Tuid Ttuktnic] cbeDiy dli h tliii^iid^ nniTil^ nnzAcfs a denr
dj zrincf ion be twe ea h ATJ^ti^ TLiid I ni^lGLi^ Thi z hu h e ea lai^l^ las iiirtLe w^^ of
chu^s ma^ c^ TLiid h uushiti^ nfualz hiLW bf e Li »duc e d ta aJbrnrL^ljc^fD loclade ai the
be ^mii n^ aod « tiditi^ of nmalz, w^idi^c a ^Ji^:t to cbe uticoiizc 1 du z that zonrLfcbin^
ma^ c al IS abauc to happe n' or e^ li a zap esti ti du z ^ sure SDtne^fhw a] j n ta dosan^
oneself a^aj [ut cbe E^E^ ^pfisti[iDLicaiLci^«p iDiDnnaEic 1 nci^djbl^ e a^ aod cal^
rtu placf Df pnciaDti 3ad dancy, but if Juuldbe baoj Jied ^e n^ ia r e ncontice nd
Emiy ph^ac:! acciDii cal^n dunn^ nru:! as a nnaiffr af cdui^ is tninoi^d oti the
Asral, whe [hf r die nnaEic 1 an is filly consc lous of this or oaf , aiid zo tiodu li^ should h e
dom hEiphaz aidly a r a n ^ di :toiu
Az ^ as basic hani^iiD^ JbrpiDtecfionj che atnplesc ntuals ai^ oten clu mosf
«fft cf iiA . £ I tnpl^ V1SU aL z iD^ aa I tnp« nefTdile ^hf re aiDU nd am self is a ^ Dd ezarcifili
Another is the Vsfra tnancra, la ^riucb cbe tna^cian ibn^lur nghf aim f^rwaid,
SI rnulf an^ cni^y siiappi n%hf r cbu rcib a%3itis[ heriFidf :< EHLd tniddlf fLn^is and ^ou ti n%
rh« tnanfi^ Thw' ip lonou nee d ^of^ Thjsis ^wn laaH ei^c din cf ions as veil as
up EHLd da vtl^ de anD^ out any u nv^ited eoe r^ Dr iDfbzmEvia n.
Be^nd chez« nruals, ic is impDnant fiirfh^ tna^cian to pay dosf atf^ntiDFi ta
pioKction EHLd asialhy^eiu R^ ^ai b anishin^ wiH 7\zs\^ in ci^»iti^ an ^nei^uc
bloEl{ad« a^ns: intiuaoti, buc any praccice, nia^c:! armundanej ^ich asazfs in
Ic^epin^ de ar pe i^Dnal h ou ndan e z iz tnuch co be d^sind Keeping weU-Ad^ as viH
as ce naja be lbs EVLd tnedjcxiaDS (zom^ 3011 depre sancZj ±ir insf ante) haiA alsa bien
obsen^dfD a^zf inpi^sennD^en^r^cicbouiLdaiies
Macick in %etiei^ is apioc^sz of ^ffio^ nd Df utiwsued ciap in Lfe Eanish
(wiyfhin^ ^ilu cbbu Its ^Du , wasce z ^ur [ime a r ^ich 1 s umie ce szary cd ^ursjivi^al,
bafipines and/ai z^lf-re aL z wion Liuil^ wliai suppDits thai suz^ ual^ bappine s and
SElf i^alizaii oa Ha^ donunianaiAiycniro^fiL tnjod ^cn^ co Dtily encezfajapoacuA
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atid c Dti^oQC [i w [liDU gtif p iDCf s»s, 7G tiol] od^ or rtu Li^bas ao^ n^t co trLn]^£ ^du 6 el
cir^f 7l£1^ wais rtLaa your 1>« sf Ttum^t and xtioaUly bEmsedorL aan^ ^^>
vithcmt hjit af rezok, pei^stin^ntitil du eodj i^ aiu cf tbE moa tffcctiw tn^ck
pDvci^af aH
MoK CDtnpljcwfd barjshiti^ atid la^jn^ rnnal^ — i « the Lesfer TuiEi <^i^3f«r
R I cuds af fhf P«Li[a^ram EVLd HezA^rTim — ai^ ^ontLatid ±ir eiclu r ili^u li^ c e iraja
En^i^es into youi ceiufik 4| ^^ your I & and du nni^i^ yau inhabiO ar Juvid^
them the door InpiTuZfite cbe ^ Tire u zi d e i [hi r fi>r ±i(u a n^ c onzci cnj au sz Dn a ^e ci]lc
en^r^, Dr c Dtnple cely ckann^ the ded^so fhai fh^ etnpnnes of tmad necesTuy fir
tnedj [Titi Dn ar fijnber tnedj CTiti Dn can b^ ^iLtaied Think oi if as zf^nlizio^ yaur
icutium^tits 3ad lah Drata ly h e fii^ scaitin^an e^^nnunc
Thf Oi¥ wer Hf ^la^rams a S wi ^ Anny Uii± ti r va dan^ vidL planec aiy e n^ r^ e z
and can Dn ifz avn ±>nn [he haas f^r CDundezs nru:! eSiits (Sfudencs af Tanfra^
e^ecially the Tanci^ ^fhich sceiui fnni Malieodmnwh and i s af zam^^at Ttuktnic
descentj viUsee itnmedix^ o^£aps vichdu Bady ^c>Lntra)
Thf Oi^w^r Pe nca^rani bani^ies D^ln^]1^£f du t\UT elem^ntz^ andfh^ <^i^a»r
H eya^mm b EHU Ju z and la^^ z die ze ^a maj orplanecs j h otb can h e eaal^e^ sided
fur vorijn^ vith cbe cv^^ a^z of du zodiac nanecaimtn sofivai^ capable of
p iDf] Di nf iD^ the locati Dn Df ao^ ^^nplan^c inclu ^^y at die utiie af wodjn^ az w«ll
az asiala ^cal za t vare which can c :tculate die cun^nt azce ndsu si ^^ are ezcceedjn^y
helf] M ih Dcb ai^ cunendy available az fc^f van piadu cfs on di^ incenut)
Vi«w«d fnim '^abcuA/ cluzf ntu als i nee dock ta cuate aziiufik, diougli wnaile^
tiiap of che cvpnty-fhiee CDzmic ±iic es ma s: pie ^^ nd^ tiiimnd i n che tna^cian — az
abDW, sobriov {Otheriin]alzfy]afi]rafhfriiupDitant coaujc f^rc^ s, CiD^ey'z Ii^
JE^^i, fiir I nscaiu ej can 1>« used fir VDiIdD^ VI th fhe eiu i^^ s of S inu Zj fh^ Do^Star)
This Juuld bf coDsd« i^d as a] J n ta ayancrainHinduiaiiDraiiiandalainEuddhism.
It is siiufily a mafi^bu [ also a tiiachjiu vhich c sl b^ used tD pa ceiu e&ct Tlie Ooldea
DaviL Lotu z Waad nni&e z cheze fiiLez inco a angl^, Jimfik and ^Eaiik nru:! and
nuKtnDnic taol^ vhich can b« ca nsi d« re d a dii^« -di m« na ooal ysura
OK So vhx^ Wliai doe z cbj z nally tnatce i^ and of vhaiuzf could it pozabl^b^
toacinzeaof fhf [w«n[^-]ixs ceiuuiy^
Thf moa impaifanf ciuthz of ma^c are atea concajiud in che tnost clched
ZDU ice z and pnbL c z[e»of^«z {Sta^ ma^ c , fir inz[anc« , c sl piau d^ z^ n du z i nji gluz
incD ewn die lofua nalms of the occuli ] l^lcf ^^adciD dolls Tliese wori^ ^a [h«
as3Jtnp[ioa thai yon csl af&cc zotn^bod^ hy tna]jn% a modri of them and thea
I ndudi n% a pu cf of fh^tn 4|iaj^ nEvl^j ecc], and chey do wad^ ^itnUady in oid^r co
afCecf du UDJ^Ee^ ^du vmild m:4{f a tnDdel of fh^ udj^e« (cIu b su Ju n^ nmalz
a
AS a ^itu]l«) And iLichjde api«ce of rtu unnAis ^u) Pfrf^mud proped^, xtiotis
tal^n widuLi this nu cvntasm wllfh^tibt nrjircmEi ladu tnTuziocDaii Out [hiLiliTi^
adja^TLDZfic CDolfi^r And^ziti^uiEicDnecciLi^itnbalatices iti cht e n^ r^ es la ope i^idli
vifhiLi ont': ovalilt 4±ir imtanc^j if in a d^pi^ssion^ mne ccnilEi b aoj sh Saojzn and
The ^tiibols emplD^d in duse ntunls are Medieval, howewr, ch^^ remain 7\ii
accuiaif Inn^a^f ±ir di zcussid^ e nei^ e z ai VDi1>.Dti ^^uiousle^lj Om Ju]uld1{f«p
in nund that vliea an occuli c«yt says "Swuia/ Abu^ ran^ of thin^ maybe in
djzcu^on Tlu planec S aTu ni chat hEU^ in fh^ rJ^t ^^ is DiUy one c lysf aUi zaii oa Df
jaf^rcf mirroie d, and p eEQDJ Af d, a n b Dch la v^r and hi gti^r k mlr.
The b ani^iiD^ n ru ds afSDC 1 3ff d wi [h thaDS ma^ c — cbe GnDsci c F^ nta^rsu R ifual,
Gnosf ic TliundeA olt aod I AO Banishing — ai^ effccci^ as p i^-nnial e KEitaia ly e wnts
vhicb build ^ne i^^ bu[ aisles e&cti^ chaadie cradnionalbanj^iD^at piD^djn%
1u avy p iDt« cf ion
Tlie TTieletnit baojdun^s — the Star Raby and Scar Sapphiw — ali^ one wich
CEitajn pntnal z^zual enir^es (che Scar Sapphire is also a codified seuj:! ma^ck
insfiQcciDn) Iba^ not u»d cbem dan n% any f ^pc a f heavy enncy vuri^and csuiof
^cmch ±ir the ir e ffitti wne zs
TLie» aie cvo addiuooal nruds ^ich, [hough noc cecbnicaHy baojJun^, are
lulpfijl pre misDis ta fjidurntual wod^ Th^ iist \z the Ba nde sf Ricu al la icsman^
iinnZj the tnosf advaoced af ufajcb is [he Dne ^^n la CiD^dey^ L\tiF ^m^kA (he
dia^e d fhis ^rsi Dn furbj z sndeiu Fi^ik Bf nn^ [f) ^n^^A is [« chni c dl^ an la^^c aiion
of du HdI^ Ouaidjan An^l, winch is -why its use iz lepew^d ai the be^niun^ of
other wade in ozderta aiUnn djviiu piD^oanc^ b^lbie caUudj n% ^nth Dtherftucef
While ^d^ compile aied ed leara, cbe nn] al b ecome s easy and sfra^tlbrir^id wich
np e af^d nse^ If raj sf s a cie m^ ndou s amou nc af ""« ne i^' i| cs u se has be e n obsez^ d ta
IdO stie ef lamp s and, oaasepaiwe dc casi Dn, blDW due a slidjo^ ^|ass daDr, Mai] one
Came ion had atnlady u nse [din^ fz^ e ne ncfs ^ncb ic vihea Jack Parsons ^iras n ;?ala£^
perf>nnin% i[ la cluir house) Tlie second is the Ros^ Cidss, apiotecniA ncual ta
be p ezfc] imed a±f r or e wn b e f>i¥ any nmal wade, ^riu cb « fb cf i^ly dia^f? a Juond
of com e dj n% mis[ aiDundche maE|c i an's asci^ ti im, piDC^ c [id^ be r fcom un^vaoie d
aff eoii oUj e ^ e CI ally afi^ r dDi n^h^ a^ wa dc, ^riu ch tnay mE4{f he r a tar^ [ fur e nei^u c
leeches Caosecraii n^ fh^ n ru :t cbanib^ r w th water and iire^asin [he Golden Dawn
inifianan cei^moiues, piaducfs [his sam^ concealing mjsf Outside of laviabibf^
straie^es. Mi chael Be iti auz i^comnieods labjs Hu^^ Gtiqt^ W^oj^^itQ^ the adDp[ion
of u [te dy hDm ilc finnsondLe asf i^l i n a ide r [d scare awa^ any u nv^i[ed i noadeE,
a practice sinnilar ta the use of ^ dfditns su ch as Mahal^i andEham^a ial^i[ra
4Li1^ e ^iy[bj n^ else associated wi[h B^ni au ^ and his wod{,lbaiA p^isDnally tiund
rhjs tobe caunteipiodac[iw )
On atnore do vn-[o-e aifh nDtej the re ce n[ book i'i>t^c ^ffM by C atlf n Matthe ws
14
\z aa ^u^^^^ VDil J^ddK a f n nj ah f^r bnildj n^ up tl iDck-soljd p ^cbj c injodMioLi uid
bDundaTief No iiKwadj arTniy of che cdoI ^^thpDSD^^ oi tnosf occult f^zvs, but
thizliDak ^m, if an^ Ticnjall^ aiicci^ly dDez clu t^rcises, ccmlEi ^^t am ^z^" f^i
indeed If I^nn id i^camme nd atl}^ od^ A^od s: aifiti^ book oa tn^ck these days^
thi z wcnilEi b e it (as nny fn^ nd Aoastas ipuf iCj "if^ i rcipaif nnf co a t la tnotrL^ Inp Ibra
^ile before ^in^aff Dti dlib*s otttl-T
I^^iy tii^daf du WDid^^'I[^aIlyoiie^rfEe7i]jrL%hfaT3l>oiit ^riLeii tTiUdo^
vith acculty iypts ^ did a a^l brchiZj I did a a^l brchTitj y^J^ yTi]^ y^^j you dDti'c
UiDW ^iM a si^ is^ FishpoJL [ny ^ad MLow, ^en haiA YOU been for ch^ past
decTLdt^^i^lsi^a^la^a^l^ Forcbe puipDstsof [hisceKi I villnplate ch^ void
""a^^ vithfhf void ^Tu^upial"" Ailen^ic^ joniidnion e KEiti li^ wliea you teHiOl
^DurfDends wichdie blTuzkbTitid c- Ju ns sLd [hi tiose nti^diai you j^ri^dofi D^ra
triAi^ap I Et dea ^f d to ^i yon in bed wirh rhw chick ^riui wuri^ w ch^ letiD dochia^
scDre dovTLfD^vti And^b^^ rl^iilfy:i07^^
MiLT^pi nls are s^rcibols cnTLtedcD dea^iue e^e n eoc ts yon vouldlil^ ca hnn^
Tind then stoi dovii itito the de^pezc IdAlsof the tnind chiau^ ezvi^tne focuz uid
SDtnt tncfhod af ci^ice vhich dmcs davn cbe camciaus diTilo^e at kast for a 6w
triDtneDis, ^itLe re ic wQcben atuvaie andpzaduc^ the de are d re zoic, otea ^ch a^vry
seme af hatriDr utached
Marsjpi nls c EHL c dcf an^ fiiim — a sy tnbol^ a wa dca f art j a »ii es of tooe Sj a tnanfra^
a ^ lb Et m^^r, ahand moci Dn Tbe ^ Juuld b^ de a^e d in such a v^ thai you foi^t
whai cbeir fooccion \z, and ch^ intenc i^maj nz bj dde n d^ep withia fhi tnai^upial's
pouch imceadof due in dit apen This ofle n re qai i^s d^ si^ n^ die tn v^ in advance
Df usiD^ them Yburbod^ and^vurapp^aranc^ ai^ you r scroop a mar^pi al
AlniDsc all ma^c irad^ del [hi niaisjpial pjsaciplE, vh^n ^ewed fnun a vid«
Enou^an^f
Thf Ttf m^rammaiDn Dr Faur-Rld Name of God^ YH VH , is cbe simple a foimula
of fhf Qabalali and a ni wIidse sfud^ tan ulUq ck tnu cb Df cbe leaaf dii Tne of Li]t
It con^^Dnds co the tiur eletntDis, che ±>ur suits of cbe l^rof aod fh^ four major
IeiaIs of tnaniA avion a f i^alj [^ {Aizilath, E n dLj Ycfzi i^i and A^i di] Spano^^vu a
di^i^saoa inta p a^s of Ge mEuna and 0,ah alisti c hoDhu ms, I wH ^iA you tn^deai^st
u nde i^andj n% af dii j fonnula, ^riu cb pn^ des a dj i^c t m^chodDf afcduion
X Yd d symbolj ze s fhf hand af dn^nicy Hj He is a viodoVj lachiscasf a^nndow
oafhe VDdd (asel^ ^ Vau is a nail, i^ a p nncipk ja ini n% twa diio^ ca^dLer — la
a
^E
rhj s c AK^ DiTLtiifrsc re nlity The »c otid hnlf of the fi^nuulTij VH^ s^tnbaL z^ s sahjf c [ atid
objecf, tliTit IS, ycnj andch^ waddycnj pei^eiw E ocb of fh^ st ennsLaif atnolcTLiitou^^
tema vliDlly sfpaxTite entity, the ii^Hj chaf ^itu cb i z spmh olize d hy cbe phrase "^he
n^ Gnardi aa Atl^I ' Thj^ icl niitL i^ ia (Eti^iujDLi ^tn Y^ [he lidli-1dc al ^ ai^L Df
dj VI DJ t^.
le., yon tu^ tiof iiifh^ wo£[i Titid cbe vuddisiiDt sfpTUTite fnni^DU Yan TLiid the
VDddai^ [wa h?l^ s af DLie di^am, as dre ATfLf by tl f Dcally sepTLTTite be id^ Ttus should
(^lan tnost tiiTL^ cl^ atid df fLrjcri^ Till i^LichiDLiici t^^ DJ c«l^^ thf re izna zipTLmti Dti atid
luLiEC M f/ini ^ Ff JilniJ be twc e n subj Ect aiidabjEct
Macick dn^ s trLWtn Tiliits Liucsbe E Enst if^iiot A<iui tlun^ th^it tTui h e qaTititiiled
or tiiEA^i^d, i[^ ^out Klwion^ips atid cone^ Dtid^ tic es, m's about du splits
be [we e n thi n^ Thisis vhy if usually tn?]^s imme dj ate sense cd aitids
If on^ has a zf c of sytribols dp le tee is ^riu cb c sl i^pre s^ tit die enfiiet^ Df lifr, cbeii
fhjsset Df le [te IS c ail ba [h h e used f^r raiida rcL di^tiati Dti b^ s^lEcti li^ rsLdotii s^cs of
lecteisiii nspoiise to aquEstiDti aiidcben AJSEiuhL li^ a siDiy fcDnndLe order in vliich
fhe^ ^kSL, a r ti r soK eiy by ma] j n^ pu iposf fill arrati^ nn^tits aad chai^ n^ cbe tn h ^
litu al. Di vioaii oa
caiL b« E nchaTLf nne Li[ Ql^^'^^^^ seli-MMjo^ piopbecy} aiid e LiEhaiittn^ tit can he
divioaiioa (a sacEessfiil ace of soiceiy ma^ only b^ a p aiti Enlad^ ^od CElepabjc
nad af an ewnc A^iui to occur loscead of its causej^but iti dus cas^ ch^^ eu^ badi
(tiianwiDLis Df cbc lep i^se nc 3f ion A syste m withi n vihi Eh fh«^ op^raie Thi mtdintiiis
rhe m^ ssa^ .
TLiE Hebifv alphabet aod tliE Ruoes a» hotb e^iamples of suEh '^tiia^cal''
dph^ets. Aijsiiti Osman ^pai^ dea^Ed his dvil and callEd it his '^^hdiec of
REaLt^ itsElf isan alpbahef of spmh dIs wluch ai^ fhiavn mndoml^ and assemhled
into n*w p 3tf[Ems *^iy day Tbe House Th* City Tbe EriaiionJup Th* Job The
^n Th* Moan Tbe Pwsidenc Th* Wai
Read thE ^racin^ondLe vallj and tliEacnc it up
l!bu tna^ also EhDase id Eonsidfr, if you viH, thai m tiia^ nof hE human bein^,
buf lan^a^ ^ilucb is the domjnanc ^ecies Dn this plaiiEC, as ch^ tuDsc E^i^tne
inteipKcaiidDS of tiiEmetiES su^^st ^^ho do w^ dje f^r, vIid aie ve enda^d f^r,
vhx balds DundenficiesfD^tliE^^at de CEzmine s cbe boundariEsaf ewiychin^ we
pencil, vliai do we do medicaiiaa andma^ck to cnc-up aod cuAitomej whwpi^-
(yi sf Ed and vin oudnA E^iyhutnan Dn thjsplsLet ewn thou^i we dunk wc CDnciul
itj wliwdo che smaiies: humans 1e am co^ml^ incD . ^
Ruh Ducfhee vuDifine^E
n
life ifoSy Gti^i e^i^H An g^i
A miy piableninti c cooctpt Timiiti otiTJl^, ^tHDrtiEnf of Knouitd^ nnd
C DFiwnMiDLi Df [hf H ol^ Gu aidian An^l IS rcLf atit ca bf che iirst ^ nl a f clu tna^ciATL^
betii^ CDLic^f viAl ortur eotitiez orrenlms i s u Li[i« ita] ^ li Ili maii^ w^^, bav^iA^
thE An^l is sa fM thi n^ as imieiiinble as God Dr the paih of tn^ck i[»l£ It is th«
b e^FiLiin^ SLd « Lid Df the p hIl ItiyeAimti^fDward^if we cip« n ade-awnu^ up dli side -
awtiuf a f « ^ ene ntf^ duu^ che scnu^ shDt af clu tltidv f Dward^ fh^ sua tna^b^
the pi^sc lib e d tn echo d
Th* eoiire A* A* ^scenncif Al^iscerCns^ey iiiidG^ai^ C ecil Ja n^s is atnulti-
leiAl appro xh CD aicaj niti^ KtiD^de d^ aiid C Dtiw naiioii
M^ o^fiL Op eraiioa was 1 Jt1^ d ilico ^ arby wa do li^ wi ch fht Ga ena i li a ^Dpp^ uid
unhv^^Liic nnatiLier The se denriDLiic ti ite s chitaif Lied cd 1^^LD[:k nnf du [ of eqi] [Lbnuni
atid I v^^pu ^e d itito fhf Op eiaciaa AS a tna£t« r Df CDUEe Tins coi nci d^ d wi ch le avio^
S aiica C luZj C alifiizrja ±>r LoLida n and iiidiLi^ tn^s«li a ca rcipl^ c^ strati^ ^ba^ n^k A
tiiy fnendSj fenuly aiid ^dfn^tid Tlus JbiirLfd clu ii^c pre i^cpjisif^ , isolafioEi I wb^
at the citne h^ti^ la a Ax ili NottiLi^HiH winch I reai^d bUoviti^ aii oudatidislily
bizarre stnn^af ^ticbrotii citi e s la^vio^ Al]sili OstiiEui Span'j airwod^ and som^
ansfocranc wadockf I e tiibaJ^ d on du Op^raiioaas outlitiedin The AiJ^ Mt^ ^
dlbFTJU^^n A( ATr^^ 3 monfh and abalf a£er am^n^ I n La ndoUj atid p aincioiu d [e ETifik
space iDiD tiiy itiiaU iDam This was lad out co ^ecifLtaiiaa as in ch^ IiodIl, vi ch fht
I [utiu cfia ns bHa v^d a^ cla se eo thelecEeraspasible loiense piaye ^ fi^r :« ^r:t houE
a day, bf ^nrjti^ vifh otie p ra^r pe r da^ SLd Edvanci n^ ed Ebre ej as v^ as p lulDn^e d
srud^of [he vudd'ssaci^dceziSj fanned the secandprei¥qL]iii[e- "^nlani^ th^ll""
Beyond fe n^nt pra^^rj [be tnajn faimof mA^ckuscd va^ ci^diEi ooalb ani^iiD^
as well as the vibratiDn af God nsaes and i tnplanEaiion of the S^phira iueIu body;
for till J I Tj s*d fhe pHlitniaaiy eKEicisesinDawdGoddard^s 7"^ J^LCfr ^ -UtftfM^ Tti*
nruA siDn ^ncotiipassfd m^ ^fhol^ life aod niiiud ie inta puie de^AtiDnal enei^y I
al^ adop te d the use of Cn vl^ ^^ Ij^r ^n^U as well a^ p^ isDnaHy c re aied nmal^ and
inmcatiDns Ch^ tno^u Ji s dlDwe d brbie al^hrou ghs, Ehou^ ie dj d oaf cany me tach^
liiLalsfa^eSj thai 1 was left eq do Dn tny own I also i n^^ d other ^nti ei es (^ eci ]lcally
TVphoUj EUfhf seipeoi which squeezes the he an kieo apui^ djaniDnd^ and hastens
the h^ai-d^aih af Ebe Uiuwrse as d^scnb^d in Lr^f^ LXViio accrieiac^ SLd lEicensi^
tiiypro^^ Tlie enEi» Operation wasof Ebe nanre of raj an^ and pun ^id^ e ntr^
through CQEifacE wiEh a lutni EiDus and transce Eide eic souice 1 w^minpiep ai^d for eIk
aniDUEif of en^r^ lased aod u Eurane d in how eo be sf hanif ss if^ 3ad in soEn^ v^s
this CQEiaihuEfd eq tnuch of tn^ CDnfosiDn and depressiDn in Ehe yens bUoviD^ th«
Op^raiioa
M^ awaieness was ez^andin^ ezn^mely lapidl^ dann^ Eh^ Operarian aad Eny
rati Dnal Du Eld w^s sf m^^ n% f D l^^p up thiou g|i tnasa ^ niEa]^ of i Liftnnaii Dn, h OEb
^
&t
frani the Theletnic csun aod ch^ IbiiLiEiEuiaiul [eras of vodd i^lj^an. TtJs made
rhj Li^ p iDble tnwic A^I wai not aHaviD^ the iz^eneiicE icz^lf ta cal-j aiAr.likf Adiim
in cbe {^Aideii af Eden Ih^ tlii cha nditlmio^ need to nnnne fiAzy ^ec of ^riiai I
v^2 e ^ ex e nci n^ eiAnif vtiai I v^ t^e n^nrin^ v^s ipui^ cbaa^ of ^nsaaan aod
intuiniA peicepfion.
TLie Ao^ri mTinifrscs from [ht dincfionaf Lo^.che djviiulcf^ winch si mply and
rit^nndy uni&ez dl i^I^on anEi ma^ck The ^race and ftn^^aess I ^^enenced
dij nn^ [his [ime left m^ nD wa^cD i^xt but co ^Ql ta tn^ 1^e es nnd we ep
My Op e iwion lasce d 3pp lazimately &^ maiulu lacelbw^, isolate d prav^rj afer
vhicbl tDakcbe bald ^^p Df len^n^ch^ nnj:! chambiranda^sjtrjn^chaim^ eaiire
1j& wasmivclLe Oraiaiyaf fh^ Opei^iDn Al thjspaiDi t^ lychio^ aiouiLd me h e ^i
iD i^-Ji onfhf qaalif^of di»c[ ca mmuDJ c wia n from tny Ad^I 1 ci^^led Europe t\T
a maoib and ^iDitl^ [h^ re af e r injod myself nnd^r^in^ jLanianic traj nin^ i n N^p^il
jod clu n pie cin^ m^ he ad back CD^e [hf r in India be f^re re njzrjn^ co Ne w YdiIl, vliich
mailed the ^ndaf the Ad^Ijc Operation and tht h e ^iuiid^ af [he dema nj cbi ndj n^
pha^ Ai I raised m^»lf [Qwaids the dn^n^ punf^ of cbe Ao^^l, id djdl mse HeU
itself, winch 1 wauld cheaba^ id vi^stle wich lach^ comjn^^ars (In addition, the
Anglic Ope i^ion appears CD h e nd ntne andcsasnlicy andean efEecc e^ ncs oc cum n%
before fhe technitTil onset of [he Op erwia n^ sf e tniD^ ta loop ba^kwaid i n [ime cola^
rhe bundatiDn firic ta accuiinclLe iirscplac^ )
In fh( ccmise of die Opei^ion che ''ceDiir of consc lousne s'' appaitntl^
{e ^f n eaiially] Jufls bam be ewe ea cbe eai^ co the vudd oncside of [he ma^cian^
bod^. The h am^r be tw^e n sflf and Dthe r dissol^ s^ la fhis state af be i glu^ne d ma^c Til
comciansnf ss ic seems thai e wiychi n% aiouiLd ^du rs you TLiouglus aie itnmediairi^
mjiiDi^d in the ^n^iDntneiu; diiccc tnessa^es ai^ recii^d leadio^ one cd hi^er
CDiucicnisn^ss^ when people ^e^J^ co you, yon think cbat chey aie you EVLd miscTi]^
4^11 VDDis f^r youz cbau^ts^ ecc This is apiDftmndl^ enh^tuf ni n% state^ but Tilsa
len^sone i tnme nsel^ op^ n to oucadf inAjeoce Wlile la thisscaie Ihecame ciuitin^
of (lAzyfhin^ vidL « nou £ji i¥ juli su feicb aod lo^ cbat Itonldlterdl^ val]>.iniDaw^u
zooe (Nep:t in Summer ^00^ with no & ar fi^r m^ p e i^ n A safe t^ aod itnmediairi^
ind tn^self inaaan^Lc milieu H Dwe ^^ upoa re njznin^ co Ni w l!bd{^ tny se nse of
openness EVLd ciuit was immedjately c Dmpromj :« d fn m e wiy dire cfion^ and 1 had ta
le ani (3ad c Dnci nu e cd le aiii)piDp er^zDuodiD^ SLd p tEoiul bouodaiKS OamcdDwn^
4 h If ch
I CDUDi this bach as an^ oi the iDneLes: and tnosf p lofn] ndl^ h e njcifijl cimes in
m^hfr 1[ tnaI1^fddLe culniiiLaiiaa oi TiHof my ma^c1^:d wuri^up to chaipDinc and
^50 a bre ?]>. fmm m^ p 1^1^ ou s L & andenciy inco a tnore manjie.if also much more
compL c aiedj phase 1 cml^beljeiA cbai 1 enceied incD hi^erleiAlsof p^rc^ption 3f
^s cimtj aadbe^i fo ma^ in eu^Iic cun^ius mnnin^ chiau^ mundane realicy
Ai Dnepoinc 1 bre ache d din cdy, aod ph^ c dl^j idiq fh^ Aeoaof Ma'x aspieviou^^
n
I [if ti[i ile d by ClhTLilezScTLiiifelEiJcitiez AndHEMA^ Ai^aLt^iuLiniLi^cDticnrrerLcly cd, or
Da top of, aur ova
I nDwlaDkbatk Dti this tinu vifh apiDfi^ndlo^ ftrchf i [i« Tilistn^ pun t^ nnd
LiM^t^ Df tn^ ycmti^ r self a^ well as cbrou £ji fhf k ns a f the bi cce r dj allu aaimie nc a f
sub »quf titl^ hnnti^ bad cbase ideals aiiEipiiiic^ c:4{fLi ^vj\i\x7\^ of Iba^ no fLnal
c DLidij a Otis nbauf fhf HdI^ Ouaidjui Aii^l Am IstiHinrtu Op^raiioa^VJ^Iewr
not?
Ttif ceim demoa isbei^ nstd ca i^^r co eu^ enncy ufaj cb p e ip^ nj ate z bu nnaa
tniseiyiti DDi^r to Aeditz^lf Tbj s i s a blanl^ [, c atcb- all [ezrin ±ir a p aniculad^ van ed
class af asfTzt li]tf>nn and la tadoy cases i[ can be haid id discin^i^ d^triDnic
tnef aphoi frotn de monic i^alif^
Af [he lav end, the planec appeals cobe blanl^ ce d vidL an Evma^htnc k^laf
uninceUi^Di eoei^ecic parasices dp larvae wbjcb con^i^^w^ aiDund^as^ mail^ (th^
seiAi^l^ emafiondl^ dama^ dj p ^cbac ic, alcohoICj dm^ addic ce dj etc }andceiraja
areas, winch iubsequ eiul^ b^cDtne bli^ted TK^ Juuooal ^:>Lqai JLaman DDnJuaa
refirred cd ches^ as tht ^Tndaior" co Cados Cascan^da DDin^ mAE|c and rasiD^
en^r^ wichonc p lop^ r b anishin^ and aif^ntion to boundanes lslJl^f C9pin% a ^aot
â– ^fre* me al'' si^ f D ymirback a n dip ascral TliPie aie numinsus Traman'' b ein^ wIid
fiJlow ide ncital behanarEt p Evcezns (and haiA ente i^d mydula ^ asincubij sjccubaf
and vaupms) AslDn^as ^du tal^ i^^ar p»c auna ns and sf ay caosciaus, fh^ se an
b tit lEn^e d oft
Fro^s:m^ from fhjs^ ch^ tmdiuoaal AbrameLn opei^ion bsts a tocal of 1^
demoDS vhich are rsil^din ahitraub^ Th^ fi^iFnnc^s wcbe CDp of the bj traichy
are :4{in co ek me nc al furc ts and are fh^ imAise Drptr^ist af tht Ttfm^rammaion.
Thf ei^t iub-pnncfs are indi^dual i nc tHi^f nc^ s wlucbpreade o^rdifCei^oi ai^as
of demonic op^rati ons m the huoian ^h^re^ while the re manio^ sf na cors of tht sab-
pnncesare udj nc eHi^nt dion^s with ^ecifLc EVLd anE^larcadj [operbim Wlile la
SDmt cases the strutoEba^ anchiapa moiphic arzoDmDiphjc ±>im, m Dcheis they
fniDi hi w-DU nds orcbe dimonic equi^^nt of b acc^ n al coIodj e s Ooce Dne achi^iAS
Kaawlfd^ & Ca n^caii oa, the n^ zn f a^of fh^ inif lai^ i s to oame and fh^ reb^ masf(7
these ne^wnA a^eccsof ch^ ^sduI"" Tlie loia^^ s of e ach deoia n will lil-^l^ vaiyfrani
individual co indi^dual While some of mioe seemed uorelai^d cd my mundane
peEooahf^ and taok the tiim Df ma i^ u nuA i^ aithe c^p^ s^ a [h^ is had b e en at least
paniaU^ ^ap ed or ^ ^a oocw^id ±izm b ^ m^ lodi udu :t e ^^ n e nte and traumas, as
well as m^ culru ral c Dnte Kt
Th* 3^8 Abramelin demons added to the liDstbod^ — man, the tiucnscDsm^ ch*
peota^ramj J — addco 3^ 3, Chorooi Dn, the e nci [^ wbj cb dw^Hs la the Ab^soiRin^-
a
M
Fass-Nof vluch z^pni^es [1u i ndj vidu nl ititelL ^oc e fcDnn aa n-loc :t c Dtisc i cnj au ss a r
Godhead ' Itian^ zeiize aUiiidjviEiiJTil trajtsatid trLDWtnenfSDf the tnjodaK denriorjc,
AS they ai¥ ^itiai tnaddy the wers betv^en cbe dj^oe ^7d>.iti nnati (Kia) Tuid the
smiLf frotn ^ich i[ ennsLaifs 'ChDiDtizoii nlso ti nnalues cbe ^ew9^ fo Uiuwne
â– E/fh* vodd of fh* OJiphoth or fcicesaf LiDtiezuKnte Tliese Dctuk tancepfscwi
be e^Tun^d inoLif sense by stTitiLi^chM ^\z Diie pro^i^saiAly stiUs ch^ nu nd cbiDU £ji
^mtunl djjciplinej [he tnjod 1{lc1^^ buk by pzaducin^ nrioi^ Titid tiiDre zesistTiticf
ChoEiiuDti, the ^^anna Svami/ is [he cbaas of dw T scotched id ifs sbsoluce
bre nldD^ poi nf EVLd fh^ liiul i^sdh of a ::eLize of itidn^ daahf ^ ^ifajcb revises to di^,
rh« seoii Liel ^1 ch sf nnds b^ t v^ e li us Tuid G Ddnru iid — ati e nc icy of supre nnf p Dwe r tl^
ir (znsrzcD ^[Lt7Lt« onrsuz^uTil lacbe tnatidATL^ VDdd by Icf ep id^ ^luc ch^ dooi^ of
peic«ptiDLi.'
A^ [hf itidiudaal trLiciDCDsrin i^Aetts Tit alav^i dcitcx cbe unnAi^ tn^ncaan,
rhe df tnotiz ^fhich e u 3 ^ncbjiidu lodiuduEt ^ e "^tny peEaiul d^ triDti?^ trjnor atid
D^ilap wichfhf dftnoDJc ibices withia the vDdd B«cEnse af thiz — TLiidcbjzcvD-v^
coiumatii caiioa nriEdj dlhigh tn^ck — it iiia^1>« fhx e^h nnaEicisL ^id nriAHfi^
^ I r Dwii de nriDLis CDLitnbuf es [D the ^ iiei^ condj ti Dti of che VDdd
Ic IS ciT] CI Til ta Tipproath the z« aie as wi th ati itiif i w^ d, i « holo^rapluc , p er^^ c ti w
Oti Dtiele^laf nnsu ^saiioa a d« triDLi tail be a tie ^aii w p^ isDtiTilicy traj t DihazmM
fhau^ laop^ DLi aiiDtherif canbe ati eiicif^ fr^din^DLi ooe^ au i^ or occhjdj n^ Dtie
fiamdjviiLe c otisci ou au sSj a n Another if c an be a p^ isDti a r coiidj ti Dti ^ncbj n otie ^ li6 ,
DLi y^i EHUch^nc catibe a f^iL^ ai WDri^in [he vudd Ati u nde i^nndj n^ Df the Four
WDdds af fhf O d>3lnh c atl help irL^ra^iLi^aadlD^caU^CMe^nziLi^cbjz A^nlv^ys,
£Zi^jL SQ bfJtit' holds [luf I n 311 aspi c [s af nriAEick
It can b e « as^ ta cancepnialize TiUhu man tnise ly as [he vdiI-. of tn:te uil^ nt and /a r
parasnc ^ ihls (tbj s h ein^ of cauisej the belief simcfun Df shamaiu an uid ^i nc ism
AS well ^ more modem ^li^aiu^ lJ1^£ Sci^ncolo^} If [his is accepted i[ istheneas^
aad, in sam^ c ase Sj use fd to re cosine 3ad cai^^nze [best spiii[Sj ^ by oanuD^ and
eii^n%[hem symbolic tiim, if is qai[e pDsable fo cooirolfh^m, at lease ^nthin Dne^
Dwnljfr
TKe i^aans of fh^ demons' ±izms and naTuns v^re ^amend fhran^ wodjn^
vifh alai^ black mjnDr''j [be^ wei^ called qiai the tradiLiaiul [bree-day penDd
maze [ban a year and a half afer the cantlusion of my Opei^ion, a£ei 1 Mt Ihad
processed du demDrjcbiiLdjD^[hK]u^my tnandan^ 1j& 1 am u nee itaj n thai [hi s was
rhe be s: cauise of aciion Each of the 3^S demaos wascomp^ll^d ta [oucbdie Rod
of Alma nd I use d in fhe Op e iwion ^caii n^ an dmond [lee i n Londaa and snnppi n%
off abiaacb vihen nDbDd^ vaslookn^ vas an inte i^sti n% e ^ iti se), b idu^ uoder
comcicms c Dn[iDl and fh^n seal finh to bu Id my T^ rciple asm [he Solomonic ma del '^
Tlie fisurdemacjc Pn nee s of ibrameL n*s syste m we it it^?l*d[ome in the fcllowin^
finms
6
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CCIOLl [D V_/
AAb the n^i^e of Ere atid the Aichsk^ri Mi cbael^ is AlDaihiDtriEj ii nru tlii ci^
the Aichef^al "^nrLOLiI-^^ oacbe back/ ^ii^ enti^ waid^ winch produ ce Tiddj
dtsp ur I n 3n I [z p e nrmtaii oiu.
Lx^^ tht i^iAi^ Df Air Andcht Arcbati^l Raphael, iz^benjcifjlTitiEili^-biiLi^D^
c i^anj i^j the mas hu nnaiL- 9pp t anti^ of the Fnncf s He is tnan's i nc elUc tu ?1 am^arLce^
p i^sump [i DLi, p nde — fh^ pnde ^itu ch pn cip if ues a ^
Fi&il the i^iAi^ of Water atid [he AiLhaii^ <^?biiel^ is CDnupciaa iticaniwej a
thickj black azfTd ^tne vhich itL&ccs the plan^c — poUatioti, iHth, disease — ablatk
tni Anna p iDCf e diti^ frani phyii c :t matii frstati Dtiz sach az chenruc?! ^Ih idiq Eelnl":
screamiti^^e asfi^^ CDtiditisfd de^p ^ncbjn [he EantLj mmj ti n^ finh black dj tn^
ta conode fh^ wo£[i. '
Lcj^ii^n che i¥^i» of EazlL aad the Arcbati^l Lfich»l, iscbe haiefil aiidhaitfjl
a^cEt of pb^acnLty ifsel^ dl che appi^sson inlui^Di i n b^i li^ physically incarnate^
Till that viiich I s stiu ^ed a^ajcut la the process of da^ta-daysuzi^^ h vas ast rally
peicenAd as ^z^aiis^s of hiDl^n cotici^ct bu ildio^, pa^me nc c^ac1^£dby ^vnthio^
laiw aiid va nns e lup ti n^ fntR [h« Eaiih
Thfse wei¥ Juviica tne i n a dre arin i^ce iitly to esseDlially b^ layers la th^ psychic
attiiD^lu i^ blan1^ [iD^ the eaith, ^ich ai^ sfacl^daiu oiicop of fh^ Dche i^ aiid e ust
ahDW [hf layer Df the Tredaioi^"" hi che di^am diei^ wei^ cnulnpl^ la^eE « yi sf id^
ahDW [he ditiiDtiic Pnacef Th^se sfetn^d fo be che Giusiic Axchons (che pnsia
waide ns af cbe plsLe t, the "Wa£d Pi^se [ Guardians^ or SDtnedu li^ sinulai Th^ chaja
se^tn^ ta fiiim aknd Df dennarJc Taioi
Thf c7fffZif, the ii^t part a f the Izijcr A^ ^ ^ Iff n»n ^ Airmail d the ma ^ ^LmDU s (ail d
^ n^ rally use d) a f fhf ^DlonrLDLUc ^tiiDi i^s itiH iti c iiculati oti 1 3:s se wtit^-rvD de nriDciE
ordaemaDS ^fhich v^re later afsi^^d co fh^ Sh^tiihaiupliDra^ aiid che Detaiiaies
of cbe Zodiac Methods f^r voi^in^ vidL ^ach of these ciitifi^s are ^»ti Ga^tia
tnesu ^o^Li^' aod is a ^en^ial [«im applied co cbe lav end of Western ma^clc^
that IS, tnzAati^ pac ts ^nch ^incs in a amatiDti ^fh^re you aie 9pp loacbj li^ cbe tn oa
theiik^j or a lowe r p Dsif Id n frotn cbetrij wi diou [ ba^o^ the spinru:! dj^eiisaiioa
ta bitid and conciol demoos chat cames with Knowied^ and CDnwisaiion (aka.
theur^ Mainstream Thelema substin]fBS fh* sewnt^-nfu {^oetit d*tnons fisr fh*
demoDsljsffd in die tradif lonal ^ mni^ha wad^ i n the demonic bindin^phasf of ch^
HdI^ Guaidian Ao^ri op^raiioa lapmccice cbjs is irrooeous Tbe Go^uc demons
se^m ta b^ closer cd cbe djinn of Arabic laie The^ ai^ mj schi^ i^nj s^ hard co caniial
and o^^n de sf luc ti w, hue eul seems ehl D^Etaiemeoi Linda Falono has sa^^sced
that the GDecic encines aie alien ^manaiions from uanaus qaadmncs of die ^:ta:4y
IL
^^ the DecsLaifs)j ^c^^ S n^ dow ju ^^ s: j fh^ ^ are af AilEuu^an on^ti Whei^iAi
rlu^ cotne frotn, CEDnmes of toinire "hy wauld-b^ nriAEicisu EippeaE co haiA le±
rlutn wth tht b«hnnarEt p 7Ltt« m^ of nbuzed childi^a AppiDTuzlud wich i^^^ct atid
cciiufiA^Dti [hf^ nact la Tuzcaidaticf Bre uhe d b du ndan es — i e ^ttiii^ouf of the
ciidE oniuD the cnao^e — 11^^ be ea absez^ d id cnjse pb^ac nl n spi iTLtcny diimA^e
innvjliiplf insfATLtez Otie voiide i^ i f this qu Tilicy of ce n^u n ^i nf c DtitTic [ « ^ ene lie« s
has aiiyrtu Li^ [0 do vifhrtie pAndenrjc k^ls Df Asbm7Lfn]rLdiLi nnaEiciEifubDth tg a
coodjcion chat u de^loped or otie pi^Hiic coD^iiifdl^ (akeixiaa of rtu bnaih, tg
rhaz« wliD haiA prac [i c« d p i^ia^sua orsitnilar t« cbiiiqu es 1^^LDW, ^nll alee r re alicy)
VThftif^^d to ^iible app^aratice, cbesf eoii ti es app e ar as straii^ b eodjo^ a f L £ji[,
Durmte raj nbo v-c olDied scI^3]^s chiDugli ch^ aji^ or viH chao^ ^DurpeiLepcioLi of
Vanr sunautidiD^ sd cbat die^ ta]^ aach^ appeaxaoce oi [he detriDii^be arDther
tutn ^uuch likf bav the antahly-oanied Affjr^ £j« pictui^s vad^ This iznsudl^
4CC Dtiip EHU e d by atnuch tiiDre ia ^ d idi^ itial repnseai xiaa Df cbe de nrLon's finn, atid
relepxbjc c Dtncnu iiitati Dti vifh 1 1 VJdi^jd^ wi di cbe {^oe ti a vas am e dezcnbed ta tne
as "^he CDcajn^ of insults nna^c' and this is aii ape descnptioti of m^ e^e notice atid
ihe alff rail om VDiIdD^ w th fhf se ^incs tnad^ ta tn^ characc^ r at fh^ tinnf
Iti addjciDLifD die aho^hesciary, che An^elhaf ifzovrishadavccnititeipaiT, ^iba
se enu lelwed to but not n^cessaiil^ ide nc ital co Chozaoi Dti, aod is dD»r to che deaih
insf itic [ I de Li[i ile d b^ Fieu dj i [ i s ch^ tna^ ciati^ la n^ti^ fur de aih and diii ncaroaiioaj ta
be lib e iwed frotn che scmaof ch^ voddatiddi^ ^zmetrLepresjiJi^sandnsponiibiljfies
of the Oreai \Vdi1>. If has ifs D^vti Opei^ion, wliith tna^ acci^ai^ of ifs Dwn accord
d^rdie Ati^lDf Li^ has been satiunon^d In tn^ case fhis (appare ndy inuilantaiv)
Opeiwion lasffd becween MaiLh and ^^ptember ^006, afier m^ ^z^en^nci widi
EnochJan de scnbe d b elo V Lust and ^ m tu al ariD^anc e le d tne co an ab salu cely biu cal
self impla a oa la ^11 di 1 e yik d m^sflf ca ^>LncDU^ i^ C anada aad injod m^sflf aoc e
a^a in isolatioti and eoJlamed, fhis [ime ^nth absolate safCeno^ Tins e^^neoce
is SLalo^ius to che Ad^ptus Minor iDJCiaiions in cbe Gold^ti Da^vti and the Fall of
Adam Tins i s the leas chiDU g|i ^i ch 1 inall^ tame to uodeis aad tn^ e ^^ n eoc ej buf
it is a c iDss-culniral e^f n eac e diat iuds thiDU ghonc tnsLy ci:dj tions In my case i[ vas
catalyze d h ^ h ein^ iDJ ti aied iDiD fhf j^lniciw^ Grade af die IQX vliich re c 9pi n]laie s
rhjspaif of the life cyd^ of fh^ ma^cian in a more tiiodeiuiiim if amaa lon^ra
me mbe r of thi s o^su z »ia n^ bu t i^^aid my cime laif tindly) "
I[ also parta dK iA ly vi^dly of fh^ chai^cc^raf Ij^r n\it^j in vliich BABALON,
rhe ^c aile t VfDman, cal^s av^ lie e rally eiA lydiio^ fh^ ma^ cian bas hnik up cd dus
poitit Diiiin% diis penod 1 vas w cimes uoahle co piap^ily fa]^f care of ai fred
mysfl^ and ti r a soIj d 6 w mDtiths c ould dD licde else buf bj d^ u nde me wh cbe co^i^
silendy screaming in my ovii miod diai 1 needed an ambnlancej either ta a m^ncal
asylum Dr a manasteiy^ a sin]Evian zequinn^me ta be medjcac^d by a p sychiain sf
before Icouldbe^n co slo^^ valkcbe luad id reca^iy (aodback to Nfvl!bd^ My
e n^ r^ ti c ield v^u framed atid Jiaicf n [i And 1 1] ecame hosf [0 im]Lipl« p nmsu c eaiitiez
"^frotn beyaod/ as I was laif r iDJbznrLS d I] ^ ati tm i^f ic h^ alez The Bu [idhiit pratti c^
of Tbn^LiTas dsD ciuc I al I n fuiDJ Li^ nnyself annitid du hd^ thi z p enad Du nti^ thi z
dndcLii^ of fhf ZDul [hf A 'J^^, or^7Lt«wr Dtie v^ncs co call iCj dj^aich^d cvd
Enrjssaiez — am oiait and am CDwn — ca procectj i^-dhedi 3ad b^^n co heal me^
which lam ^i^e ill tiraod itiun^tisfl^ bumbled b^.
Tbf ^sonsof [hf Haly Guaidian An^el EVLd cb« Dad^ Angri (fir lack Df b^t^i
tennz} ai^ id«ntital e^enenceSj ^«wed thiDugh diffcrenc a£i£jes 4|^eb),jDluL Ldv
e^Kszesdieze eloqa^ndy asfh^ +^ SLd -^ state s a f c Dnzci du aie zs la T^ Cm^^ Zfrf
t^fenf TTie Tlielemic canon — ^^ciftcaU^^ Lifer TifJdi — encmira^s [he maEician to
unite vifhboth In tny case, I had tiof acbiewd ao^ modimtn af ^incual tnaojiity
undl c :4{iti^ CDUE of both he a^ n andh^ll^fh^ abysses Df hei^t and depch^ chou^
dDin^so nt a£^ lolle d tne
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ncu if^fF tAt TJfjjjf ^ Jzsvi ^^ ijff j^fF js innA^/^ A^ jjjcu u^cr £Af ijim^ ^ ^r^Artif ruJ
Lcj^ii^n uwoTT^^f 4^ tymf7}2s^ f7 ^int7?}f^ ASk^_ t^ ^iirtSiswo7s^^fti tymfT} u^u S\i
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-il*isfErCioiriEy, "TTi* Ciyof the 3id Aethyr" inl^frfr 41S
The Etiochiati Iso^tl^ nnd syst^tn an tlii ^ZKe^din^y cotnpltz sec Df CDok
kraiutrjcf ed by ''clu Ati^lj^ ta John Dee and Ed vtlpI Kelly iti the a ^« e nch ce nnjiy
Smil^ 4tu» same Ati^ls all^ ^ dly %n^ D^e che id^aof ^Encish Eiufiiie SLdheoce
be^TLii rtu impeiiTil a^, clui^ was c^itajiUy sotn^ heai^ snff hein^ [Tipped hei^
EnochJan izmeuit to be the on^tial lati^ n^ of matiljod, ^o1^Libf±ire [he tH of
ritu l^vprof Babel Muiy people^ lacladjD^ fn^ndz of nuiie, ba^ reponed se^in^
^ea or nn^eljc Isk^a^z oa psychedelic z^ pe dinps EoochisL conrL^s from Asinrulnr
zotie deeply roa[ed ^nthin DNA De^ and Kelly oewr actunU^ used die Enocbjui
s^sfenij If v^z luer iticoip Drate d ili[o [be nmal^ af the {^olden D^vii (althougli
du lAi^oa [be^ used is fjaAy datnb^d-dD^viLj tnacb mon accurate and ^zAiausiiiA
nsDuicesai^ cu n^Dil^ available ±>r those ^o wi JLCDdel^ i n[D fhis s^s:^ tn) Cro^de^
VDI1^£d ^n[b EnDchian alDn^ wth Vic [or N^ub^ r^ in [he ^^nan d^seif la 1907,
vh^re by tneans af sezual tna^ck die^ opened each of [he thiny Ae[hyis (oidy a
smaHpan of fh^ wliole sy3:ftn)j Dne p e r da^^ produ ci n^ ^sionaiy e ^ ene nee s le adj n%
Cro^de ^ fj irhf r and ±iither I ncD die ma^ c al laod^ ap e D^p e ndi n% on ba v a ni IqdI^
V the modri, each At[b^r (be ^ niu n^ with 30^ TEX and eodin^ wi[h I^LIL) aHovi
on^ fo as[i^ll^ ascend one step fijsber to God, wIid dwells laLlLj orfandfhis is tn^
^e v] « ach Af [b^r IS anD[herla^r Df EuoiuDn sacce ssi wl^ pe ele d awa^ from nonnal
coDscionsn^ ss I niraid I n[D the core ten[eraf [he tnjod (K i a i n ^p ai^^ p adanc^] Li^
CAf»IAby C iD^f ^ bule [poiDis the necessary iDJbzmEvioiL.'^
Ipicl^dup Tib If Df Eaachi EHL aod did som^ tni nor e^e n me ntati Dn wi th If la ? 004,
mostly mal J n^ I nif lal fii^s I nfo sciyio^ the fli? 6 w Ae thyCj I had tl frv « ^ ene nee s
vh^re m^ usions se^ tned ta a^dap wi[h[base Df D[heE^nclijdjn^Dne conducted in
alai^ wodc^op^ I n whi ch myself and sewralD[herpeDple ^anieie d si mjlar imagery
vifh no p nor l^owle d%e of the teni[Diy] 1 al^o djdsame e ^ entneoi eviq n wi[h the
ii^[ and sfc ond Enochi SL c alls {the se ai^ irtuill^ difCei^nt f[Dtn [he Af[b^i^j aH thiif^
of which ai^ Dp eoe d b^ tnodj fim^ [he niaeteeDibcdl tireTuzb] AccDDlin^[o thelaie
Enochian tna^cian E eoj amia RDwe , [he ±m and sfCDnd cdh±>nn tl lelay b^ tw^ e n
^mt 3ad ma£[e^ iespec[i^ly, and cauhe used [obed^ Dne^ i^alif^ towaids eidier
TLie ii^[ [ime 1 [n^d this, I^aiA [hi fLi^ call in [h^ tnonun^ andpiDcefded[a ^ ta
VDil-. wlieie 1 fn]ndalai^e and u n^ z^ e c[f d Cbn sf mas b Dnus waiti n^ fir me, as v^
as apacl^a^ fnm 7l man 1 had neiArme[ la England coDiajniD^ a ]ira edition of
Fe [e r C ariDll's J^ bfr J^vJJ'j ^fhich hf e^deoiaHy sent jiis[ h e cau sf h^ [hou gtif 1 v^s cool
Diddus mesL [hEV ma£[er had become less tan^ble and [hereby easier [o ^mrdil^
manipulEVf^ WIid Iolov^j but i[ vas c^itajiUy a luci^rnA da^' Afler [his 1 miidf a
XJ
pmEcice of nsD^ the fLi^ cnU before ao^^ioup nnial vdiI-. (i^^nidlefs a f zy^te nn
tahed^ idid^iuCj Andcht setoad tallaJtergiDup wad^j cd h^ d^ bTick ilico tnuce
Ipro^Kszfd rtuon^ ch^ thiif^ A^cb^i^ ili October ^00^ wich a wa daii^ ^loup
of a^ p eople^ I ndudiD^ tn^zell Ic is ^pai^^Latit sf Diy, and aa [ dliEj uofniniLiMely, cbat
I could fjHy recautit h^re vicbauc Linmiti^ oame z dt i^ia nL li^ « ^ e^ djo^ pe i^oiial
I nil irciMiDLi Tibouc tnyself Tind Dchei^^I viH imteuihaiA to cnlknbDUf if in vs^ah^s^
^ly fn] 3:i»in^ [0 tny de^p -stf ^tuDcioiul lu e d fur cons: su CDn&ssiond
Ttif Ae diyn JubsuDU dlaf ch^ zymb oliitn af fh^ We zf^ la Esif eiic TiTLdJciaa uid
uz« rtiai coUe cff d tnTGz ^ A di^n^bo aid into TL^iyj^iy^^PPoi^ Inm^ ez^en^nc^
the Enochinn "^DJ^rse' iz a temfDiy ^rtuU^ oncside cbat of eiche r trmndsLe renlicy
or e^ n cbe be I gtif eoe d i^ aL t^ »^ :te d by trTidina n A ma^c nl iinj3l VJ^ ste ni tna^ c iz
the ^hick, Eoochi EHL I z tht desinuion
Thf Eoachiaa UDJwne iz ooe tnaI^^£db^ t^retnri^ high fc^qu toe i^ s, ^alu:^-
zpanniD^ eaiitieslas an e ^laniple^ one of the ]ira I eocounctnd was a ilack Df birdz
that made up manifrsc reality ifsel^ odieE lez^tnbled hi^-vzlta^^ beio^ af pui^
I nil imaiion, iDi^i^arial ar i nc eidi me na ooal nflz and pDital^j ar supe icompuf^ r
e ^3}z1>jle [Dnz QiA da^i n%h aby ^au es and dit like)
Qui vodan^ ^iDup piac^ed^d b^ calin^ n]zns cdlio^ tach iuctesi^ Aediyi
and chen tntdj cati n% i n slence fir dionc half aaliou^ e ekIi le tti n% cmr viiiDnzpla^
Hut GiDup cohesion viu znll b ein^ builc af chizpoinc Rolez wei^ silendy chosen —
nari^orj manipulwDi^ ^ aidj an, c Dtnic »ljf f Ont ^ronp tne mh e r ca dK Dn die qualily
of a altDil^ o^Eeein^ Tihecan masce^ frctn a djgluly Western ianc, as if in a T.
Lob zan^ R 3iup a iuhaI or a Nicholas Rof n ch paj nciD^ Tbe wma^hen v^zli^ and
humoKius af cbe be^niun^ at one paint 1 decided chw a ^ai Jil^ coland paj nc id^
pf acEU nanitd "^qain"" winch I had bon^t at the ^al^^^ion Ann^ aadhan^Dn my
wdlas ajDl^ vaz acfuaHy a ^e wa^ f d L AU^ an aiLhe c^p d Orey alie n c onzti ou aie zs
as paj need by C iDvdey ca vaids the endaf hisli]^ W^ alza^at onepaintj decided cbat
the Oa'ah a, cbe baly mef^anc^ la the cencerof Mete a, was acfually a bonzai 1dff eUj ' ~
I ni] imaiion winch we J o1 J ngly de cide d VDuld e nd le ahfy az ve 1^nD V It if k a] J d to th(
Intezn^c If made seme ai the ntne
A±f r chi z du n^ be ^an co f:4{f an adail^red^, a mj ^ h e t v^ ea aoe of Gnmm's
more tnal^uzlenc ^ly f^z and ^Lr-fjn]» nEvuipunk As cbe Enochiau [oakfjnhti
hold^ we he%an ca nonce a i^:t [easonhuildjn^ as if wadon^ a siphon, we had to
zcnj^gle [Q ^[ ic ^in^ at ii^c, hue when n ^t ^oin^ if ^i ^in^ and ch^re v^s a
zcion^seDse that v^ had co iini^ ic.Onr afceiuioa was at [his pome drawn fowardz
alar^j ^lyhn^ n^an^^^d^ i cicy- frelio^ polyeste r fro^ ladie toznercbai Ihad
pitied up on a ^fhim fmm a thnt zcdi^ daiin% a lanch hi^zAc a week^a^i^r (my
decorEuiiA sense ai thiz tim^ lamyliA vas H i^bi S tu &d Anitnal) At [his paint Dne af
my fn eodz plc1^£d up ch^ fm^ Juha d i [ in my be EVLd saj d^ la a ^ ly nnny and we i id
^nicf Ibaw ne wr hf aid bj m nze h et] i^ orsuLCCj "lam di^ ooe dun^ thai bas fijc1^ d
6
ucer V_/
u
up fiAiy^i^x tiiTL^ ciati, fhf oiu chiti^ thin thty tit^rconqije^ thtnutl^s' I sa the
*^'I am GHORONSON'^fThis sou Lidalau pliable out af tacw^ar^but wfh* tirci* if
qu id Jy bf c Timt ce ml^i li^) Wlch ^ach As thyr sac c« sa ^^1^ (TQled (wp weip tlI amutid
^0 ai thi z p 01 LiO^ tn^ C3l i^djc^ d^ ep^ ne d^ cmr tlcc ions b ecTimt le s DuiD^vti, nnd the
fra^ %Miu d stre n^h Amntid rtu s f itne nn^ fn^ nd pi cicf d up the fnn^ a^a atid bad ir
sa^ "Wait [Hycm He m^bdly fijil a f WH ORES ^"
TLie lUKt fewhoui^af the vdi^jd^ h ecame aiil«Lit zoa^^ vithrtie e^, afleasf
funnyself At cbjspaiDi I AfsumeEifhEV e^iybody iti che idodi vaz « z^ e n« liei li^ the
same fhin^huc late r fn] nd cbat cbj z v^aL'f nally die caze — e^ lybody v^z iti their a vii
zooe Yet I was e ^^ n e nc i n^ « lAzychin^ p tople wei^ sa^io^fo tnt aod doio^ aiautid
me as dji^cc coiicacf vicb anDther re aL t^, aiid thai a±tr this pa idi e^iybody in the
zaotn had be e n Dwnhada vpd b^ the ErLDthian zystenn ifseli atid weip periecJ^ atid
precisfl^ ac [iD^ DUf p aif z 111 aii iniuatoiy drama dta ^itd ca aujff ouf ray iiidi^daal
I v^e ^ tnpe d iti tny char in fh^ CDiner, cbe i^it of tht people in die iDam vere
^ i^ulf d DUf on cbe bedarrtLe iUiDi I [houglu of tnyself as adyin%1jn^ ancieoi atid
unable co moiAj vifh the frc^ az tny iD^al ^zi ti at my adt ^vhj^ enti^lu md mi chiti^
into my ^ar I suddenly b^c amt ca minced diw ewiyhDd^ aiDundme waoied ta 1JI1
me^ thai die ^ cluni^t I had puf tnyseli dicuA cbe m by pucnn^ m^ pi cfure oncheback
of CTn^nlwj ^-n EHLd cbat mi V cbe ^ ^vante d 10 learm^ davii and up tne apaii Iclazed
m^ e^z and vpdi inta tht loie n dp landsc 9pe , ^ndlezf va^z of vitcb^^ cybezn^iic
landsc ap^ z ^ inniD^ thiDU gti I L^iic^ Az e acb Ae th^ c Dnti nae d ca be called I i^djzed
rhai cbjz vazche ^nc of tny « ^^ and chat az 1 v^mu ^i n% tinr^id co ^i^ itjL1^ a
sna]^ tiyin^io jv^dwics avii tad^it v^z luzhin^ av^ fmm m^ fwice az ^i Tbjz
coDiinue d I n cnppe d-ou t la-la lEHLd fill a vhile TLie wtch^be men azed, cbe ^nc of
rhe e ^1 c landjc ape cud^d idid a xoboti Cj h}pe r-ip A ^rd-n n^ vhicb ze^ tne d cd lal^
oncbe chamEf^rDf dl a cculti an ai aUfitneZj SLd ^fhich ^vas du ladt of fime in aiDne
^ziffd dux n^ the Wifch^ Sabbath in aUcimts aod place z 1 opened my eyez, lool^d
aiaundai che people la the room ^ncb m^, and duu^j Thrs \t !»w 6c*xn^ t7if*rmi3 .
By fhjz timt we vere ah qui aubaur away from da^viLj and nDi e^n halfv^
fhron^ Somebody ^i^bed the copy oi G^mtFrtm £A{ £^vint:t cbat we wei^uan^and
be^an id quidly re ad ihiDU g|i fh^ Aeth^ooe aferch^ odier 1 v^u b ack aa ihe bed
af ihif poini andbf^aaiD 2fl idid Samaihi, iudj n^ e^ lythi n% du i and bi ^ luu n^ ta
AK EDd iDwardj ihf L £jii Asfhizhappened^iAiybady inch^ iDDmhe^iia mDckand
cut me dD VD in ^ai onz wayz, teUi n% m^ 1 wciDld neiA rb t able id silence die fEa%.Tbjz
^t pia ^fzi^ly moie loi^nzf uncd iht ciy Df ZAX, ih^ 10th AeihyTj waz ^^n^and
^ ±]1 alEDi
ZAX conezpandz with Da'aib and die UyzZj it is die Ca^ of ChDiDnzDn My
DumDiy of wliai cran^ired in thiz Aeihyris CDn^ icu du d^ blsil^ li pid^up a^ajn
findj n^ m^zflf zianD^ at ihe zmftdfra^ iff head cvj Jie d i n m^ n^t hand, jque e ze d
bt^tiLiiti^ ta sectlt all arcniLiEi^ sub tl^ af ii? As the ntu Til piD^ ^h d I we lie fijlly ilicd
STimuihi SLd tssetitiTiIly cafafDiiiCj m^ iisc decuhed la tl d^ath^p an che fn^. Uy
Eyes £jued o^^ itan n^ blatiUy idid che ceILd^ aiid nny bod^ v^nt coiufiktely scQl.
Meuiiftule ewiybDd^ arcniLiEi tn^ conf inu ed {thcuiEji it wa^ ^win^cD da diin^ tD
tetnpc tne out Df duzscue atid lee ^ of the fro^ I>i]iiti^ fhis ntne 1 va^ sciU je eiti^ ch^
^nc Df m^ t^.hnc tiovit w^s draviti^ i nir^idj b^ c DtniD^ ciiculai^ 1j1>j ahumcATL^
slavly duinJdD^ incD ifz central ^^e AiDund die 6fh A^cb^rche^ scaz^d ^z^i^ssid^
EDncfia dicnit th^ health of tn^ siniaiioa EVLd wtu ther or aa [ Ibad ^n^ into som^
londaf place 1 couldrL'c ^[hukfEam 1 didnoc nleoi Aicnind Aediyr ^, ii^nD^it
WAS now or ne^ i^ 1 zfoodup fcDtnclLe bid, vdl^da^ifD tny alcai^ and tiu ci A^ d fh(
fro^ nbow If 1 banitn^ re d iDn^ fc i^ vz inio icspaltns and a chird cbrouEji ics fret I
WAsn^ strong e nou g|i to ^f them fhum^ che wdl tnyself, and one Df tny fne nds scdq d
up and dxcuA cbe scnwslumt C^i^ ^~^ ^^ most cou cbj n% tiiDtne nc of die dj^ic)
In zom^ va^jcbjs waz tem^in^ as ve had jnsc p ezfciimi d a^nup scape ^ai nrual
1 Aa^Led thai cbjz fm^ v^u eiAiy stap e ^aie d p ersoa or ^Kmp inhutaz^j and n w^s
tacall^ aibicraiy h wasjnsc asn]ffrd fm^ Thjs is hDW v^i^ Jcan a crown of du ins
wasplacf d a n I [z he adj tnade Df le aflurj p an of zom^h Ddy^ H aHow^e n c Dsrunie frani
eadier'-'
1 retuzn^d ta the bed, dDsedm^ eyez and tilde d m^ hands as if in zle nc prEi^e r
Ai^T thiz e^iybod^ around tne becEuie An^Lc Tliey w^re w die hofCDtii of fh«
b ed, pu tti n^ nn^ on m^ coez^ saying "^ id^ him wich j ewilZj ciawnbjtiij seodhitn to
heaiAn laa ibglic of an^ls ^ Ewiychi n% was b^ c otni n% whic^ SLd pha ^liDre zc e ni .
Ewiycbj n% be ^an ta fa]^f on fh^ character Df a we ddi n% ce i^moov^ and 1 le allied
that dan n% die couce of fh^ ncuA Ibad ^Hen inlcuA wifh an^ of die wom^n la
the room, nDW laying on cbe bedneu co tiie W^ appealed no^d with shiniD^^old
jew^liy and iineiy aod roz^ p^calshe^an co tH onus frotn fh^ c^ilin^ la the cbjni
Afth^r 1 i^djzed thai 1 now had cd ^ia h^rnp if I w^iied fo pro^zs (diis waz
se^n az SDtnefhin^ diw wmild haiA cd happen in die fjnire^ pnsuaie d ca be at th^
end Df DurlnAZ aJter v^ ^^nt dietn happl^ eiAi afr^r] This v^s che aiast pajnfijl
tiiDtneai of dl^bnc 1 came d tiiy he ad awa^ &a m her and cla ze d tn^ e ^s^ syaib ohcally
reL nqu 1^1 n% hex At diis paint my e%D wrappedup incD aperfrct and uab i^alcabl^
whe el, p*ihap z fh* Fbjlozopber^ Sione oifh* "Alpha O wjle "" af Mahendranath By
the ?nd Afdk^r this b etanie a^ant ^innin^ Alepbj die ^Dad Euds^ aiail^ r on iht
Q.abaLsfic supeihi^w^y, in itiia^iy and dec ad tuDre vi^d than anydu n^ 1 had se ea
I n wa] J n^ a r di^anii n%li6^ pu i^ duanify Aod die n 1 aie i^d inta theli^ audi was it
and It wasaie
Findl^j aoe af che piaple ladie ^Kiap i^ad die call af cbe 1st Aedk^i^ LIL^ witb
the ^lice af af>it^-year-oldEroo1d^nsin^ modieiandpliDne sezop^ratciE And w(
a
WI
mn n^t back to re ?L ty, n glu 1>^1-- fo wh^n vp liTid stTiTte d.
I v^upuK, I v^f ^riule Ttiw w7l2 ic rd voa die ^Timt Nd tnore nriAEicI^ ux\
mon LiDchi n^ Jasc li]t As we v3I]^fdcâ– 1lt af the KiDtn dit sua liTid Uly nz^ti uid tn^
boaumaie , A tnu ac J Du ni?lis[, vtls qai e dy f ?ppi n^ avtl^ at 3a Eond^ (Ga dlau v^ vhw
be huioi^e of ch^ tioisfs cotniti^ aac of tn^ iDotn) He had hi z i Ibtie z a n^ atid wtlz
li^^nirL^fD asDLi^b^ The E doIs, budc tudu nd tl sarciple of C iD^ey re Tiditi^ the Cdl
of the 1ft Aeth^ (My hDuzetnait v^u di^ triDsc nii-accult p^nDti itiiTi^ ndile ) Utn
Rl£jl[
EiAiybady ^nnt ouf fir tl c i ^ai^ff t a^Turij e^^pt [be vannsLlbad ^iHeLi laloiA
vifh and tn^zell I viu ii [ti n^ Dti che cou ch scana^ w tht bn ck vtQI ouf a dt oi^ window,
in xn af E^iythja^ Shi cam^ out Df die iDotn andbitchA^ aad crankly azl-^d bra
rDwel^ Eiod I fhou^^ IS thiit vhw If ^ ^in^ CD h e ^ Is thiit ^la^ [0 be die nsf of aurLfe
rD^diei^Dotn^stic crdih lae sf and ii^i n^ o^ r fh^ b Hbroom and sci^f ch oiail^ and
pau nches And ai^in^ abouf tnoney ju sf likf e^ lyb Ddy else ^ lai'c that wliail waai^
Afer^e ^owe re d I w^ nt i n aad took tnine^ sell la e cscas^ Yet chen wasaaanyiec^
be^onin^fD ti glitea i n oi^ chesf aad ^idw IcnedcD ignoip ic Ic ^oc strong r I dned
Di^sflf a ff and 1dd1^ d af myself in the nruriDr Sell ditie Ipid^dnp tny coocbhiush
aad b^^aa ta pu [ [oachpasce Dn iCj and die ip w^sChDronzon a^ajnj n^bif back inside
Die Aad if sajd, I^ alv^s beta hen 111 always be htie I was hen wwchio^ wben
yon vei^ fn] r ye ai^ aid, h lu^iio^ ^du r ci e th I am you Aad fh^ n I re me mbe re dj chw
fra^had sotne [hin^ laside ic That fm^ w^s fijU of whore s And we ae^rlool^d And
rhai^ what I was fe tlj n% I na df me
I csoe DUf and sw nezi fober an the couch I cued ca kssber Eiod ^le batl^d
av^j and so I ex e d ca pla^ it oft And then I cold he ^ we haiA a choice \Vf csLltaiA
vhH we\^ dan« as it is. We caalea^ i [ all wrappe d up, ch^ sna]^ ^ cajl in i ts tnoufh^ dl
ini^ied, and ^ and liiA du rlnA Sj i n vluch case we ^ b e ju sf li1^ ewiybDdy else Tbere
vun^bf an^ tn^sf n es k fi^ and ma^ci ans c an'f « zn s[ vifhouf lu^sff ly, so we woa'che
Dia^ cians an^ mDi¥ Orvp c sl cu t op^ n cbat ba^andkc ouccbe wbai^s Because the
vhoi^san ch^ QJjphodi Andchey^ che anl^fhin^leflfo^zqilDi^ because fh^^daa'f
dccuaHy east
And chen Ilefl the decision with be r And sh^ chosf tbe Qliphoth And wben
«iAiybad^risf caoiehackwe w^ai b ack la ch^ lootn sod ^le Uiife d i ts h eH^ ape n and
iDTb one ifs lasides, sod %a^ e^iybod^ ahandjol of coccDn ''Andsaioe whons t\T
yoiij aad same wliDie s fir pvu^ and some whonsfiiryou ."" Andso ifhe^an.
Vfe diDW out [0 the Biun^ to recn^^ SDtne stuff and the incii^ cyd^ i^pla^d tir
Die duno^cbe dn^ E^iywlien I la d1^ d ancsi de the window, fh^ re wpie sfi^et a^s
aad ^op name s Du nun n% e ^:ac dy wbai I hspp eae d fo b^ thin] jn^ Then wei^ SDtne
nfei^ncin^hi^ennteUi^aces ai wori^ Dn fh^ plane [,likf a ^op we passed called
lathis [hw I had ne » r SI e n be f^re Ttusisiu^ ceiufik, I thou ^ic, aad ±iithe irnDiej if
n tnCj fhf uoj ^Ee is tne This is all me £ia lythin^ is m^ , I jnsc ti i^t
TtiEV ni^t wf v^tit fo a TLiM i^stTiumrLf uid on [he v^ w« opened the ]ira
IbtiLiel Df ^e tj AzaphercLf 'TLie fli? rtu li^ fhw h^ifip^ Lied af « r v^ sai Eiowii v^5 cbat
a Diati ape Lied fhf door atid vrall^d dj i^ttl^ up Eousfwe wei^ acciti^ai the bath of fh(
resiaaraiiE) He hui smu 1 j nd of cod^ liic al booe disen^ ^riLei^ h^ lc■D1^£d snna^e d
TLtid hu Eiched, cuEtiEi^onl^ 3/4 af TLUsunlpiolile fnni the iid^, h1>j sDtnebad^ had
shaiAdafi the fniu af hlJs1^fle[Dtl ^ ayi li^ EiothiD^ be loDl^d ev dl of us lau vid^^
held up a tiid^l^TLiid then wdl^dcmt tl^li Atidso ie cQEintiu^d .
Oli the wtl^ hiuzk fEonn Ehe »se7el]i:uu^ EVLd QuLy TiJter operJn^ the T\jtiLiel5^
I CQEi^szed m^ lo^, atid ie v^u recipiacaifd And tl uiice zonnf ^riu i^j Eh^ echo af
^Ei^raiioiu of fralid Liia^ti aiiz ptlse, zad, Dh ^ Dti eIuei Ha^ ^ur owii bID1^£a
relaiioD^pz S^e howiE 6 els And so b e^an the VDi^t ye ar of tny hfr
My corciplenaEi af Ehe nrualj as aputicfuxiaa tiiadcai Ehe ^nd of the c^de of
wadcbe^ti b^ Eny An^Lc OperwiQEi^ vras Eh^ operjti^ of die ^iTide af Masnr
of the l^tiiplej lEi vluch I wtls ^ovei fh^ stTite of cdlisc i du aie s iei which Eh^re is
EiD sepaiatiaa h e t ve ea self anduEinAis and ^ach nrunuis the other perfrttl^ and
CDLisfarul^ Thj s de Enan aies Ehe litie ^riie re humani e^ « tids and Oadhoa d b^ ^lis This
dDe s EiDt me an Ehat 1 Elaj En^ d Ehe ^lade af M asEe r a f Eh^ 1^ rciplej sioc e ta doso would
tne SL pe itnaneDjl^ stab [L zi li^ c Dtisci du aie sf iti, and Ehea pasati^ h eyood, thai state.
H Dwe WFj Ebai k ^ of tiiy s^lf was ac ti VBf ed and av^^oe d^ ai Ie as f^r sl dioit pe nod^
and I was ^iA El a glitnpsc .
Af any nvtj at fhispDiEif I was de iinif el^ AeLti^like I bad aitatiedfh^ %i^f of
MasEeiDf Ehe Fi^ a] in^ U EUWEe Ibad a book out, I had juse b e^ ti oasta^ ai Al^^i
Gie^^ Chapel Df ^ acred Mi noi^ ^ e dati^ eo a p aclce d bause of evd handle d pe opl«
who dl sfe tiled ta want eq h^ai^fhx IbadEa S9^j VQEn^ti ewiywhen v^nced tne;l
hadjnsE ^iHeii Enadl^ ieiIcha with SDtnebad^ 1 wbs coa^oc e d v^s Eh^ vutnan of ray
di^anis andj aacDp of that, was tiow CQEiuEiced eIiw Iliad Eouched Oodliead AaA
^asfs^ 1 had inaU^ am ^d, and Eny 1j fr was b^ ec^ r fhsL Ibad e ^r itna^ ei^ d 1 1 c ouldbe .
AH Ebat liaid wod^ and toUiD^ and p ayiti^ m^ du e s and liunuL ty (ubj cb 1 could saiely
di^etise vidL tioVj 1 En^an.jusf aLtdebit, n^ ^ had paj d off VTbai rise could 1 a^^
fur^VTbai Lie wuiid^ is nu g|iE I fr haw lascDi^^
Thf skjwe ^ of cauisej v^s fhx 1 wasabouEEa ^t ^afip^d the fjck down andhan
allaf If npp^d a^ra^ utitil 1 was cia^ li% oli fh^ AoDr and h e ^d^ ±ir tn^ I & "Ddfi^
be an Icarus/ 3a ez-^ dfn eod bad warned tne aJte r i^cu mi ei% fEDtn lodj a Whoaps
It IS wonb EiDti Ei^Ebai Paul pDSEei C ase c DLiadeie d ELiDchian itiheie Lidy dec ntne eic al
ta tliDse wiiDnse if^ EHLdhaiiEi^d ie fEDtnhisDider(Eiiildei^ of the Ad^tn) DDtiald
TVsa El briif 1A s If s use fo baste ei £jDhal afiDcalypsf My life did ^H span afer^io^
thiDU^ Ehe Affhyn^ and 1 did e^^neEice apeEdoal apatal^pse of soitSj but Eliea
a^Li 1 was wadati^ vifh so much sn]±f w eIus tiEn^ eIiw could ba^ dDLie the same
thiEi^tbai lE^ itnpDsable cd cotn^ eq Euy coLicluii Dtis " A 6 w tnDtiElis aJte r eIiis 1 viot
b a£k EHLd le ad T^f T^ii^TJin^fftf T^r^f, CiDwiey'srecDidDf vurijo^fh^ Afdk^i^^wlucbl
^
bad tiof i^ ad ma i^ fhsL a fe w (hnpcf n a^ SLd v^esuipnsedcDiiiEinrLSk^af ch^ jame
(^ e ne Lice z I hui hui^ nibs If ilf tiE d cbrcnj ^1 aiAiydiSrsLicmiTQuz^^cFn
JTttr Qfiphath
The ChoiDLizaa eiuity ccnupDsedof th^ [Qtalc^ af clu i Lidi^ [iu Til p^ notiTiljfyj ili
TLiel«trjc aiid IVP^^^^ Q.Tibnl3lL, pm^dis a ^^v^y fo the i^iais of tht T^e
of Lift^ the Wadd af Shdh, UtiiutHE "E""— fh* OJjpluch and T\jtiLiEl5 af Set If is
retnpciD^ e^etiTiHy tir those frntn a Jadeo-Chniti aii b ul^^iautid, co idennl^ dus as
Hull"" 01 fhf SDUIC4 of e^ or denrians The (aii^KTilicy is tnucb tnon cotiipljc ai« d
aad dsk^fiDUSj as '^i^l' aad d^tnotis an ^ ef s a f tiozrin A e usee Lice and aaecejsaiy
comf] Dtie Elf of che djviae plan TLie Oliphonc l^e is [he roffio^ aJteibinh of chw
djviae ci^wiQEi Each T\jnnel, ^riien ]mc accessed chiDU^ asfr:! ^z^loratiDn ar
fnefinn shsuanic « z^ e ntne cif , is an UEterp^nAi^oa EVLd tllDc1^£Iy oi Dne of the
Faihsaache Tne of Life (^tnboliz ed Dn cbe Daysid^ b^die ^^ Taiaf Tiumf] s} Ttiise
^llas1^^ and cbeir xfeodanf ^^enences SLd '^^d^'-furnrLS quicU^ djante^rate inta
^jnnjpure QJiphDuc enir^, ^iich caniuiE he d^scnhed as anythi [i% bu t die ^neig^
vhicb u nra^ls Creaiion As ch^ Qliphoch piDC e^ d into deosf^ aad tinii apaiceni
of dfsc^nt and dissah] ti Dn insf e ad Df ascf nsia [1^ [hey ai^ tiiadcf d b^ aa DwrntLelnu n^
frelin^of ^ravify — [be ^ra^f^ Df fh^ sifuaiioUj aua^n^ooe info nDneastence UDtH
de aih, iDsanify or woEe qccue E^iy[bj n^ 3h ou t fh^ C^pbafh i s u[f e£^ ^nao^ Tbe^
do oaf caofer any pov^r orheoellf fD those fz^lonn^ [betii fD tiiy l^o^de d^^ and
(^enence Tbe^ do, ho v^ ia^ pro^ de a ^ew9^ [o [he Tilfezrixf i^alif^ refrned
fD as Uni^ne "^'hy Kenaeth {^mnf and Micbael Eeinau^: — anutteily bleal^and
me chanize d u rjiA i^ di ^^i d af hatnan p i^se nee or ca rnp aisi on -'
Feihsps^as astrophysi ci sf s ha^ samu se d diai aoe may p a^ thiou^ the oe^in^
aad sna^iD^ fiiLe of a blackhole to emei^ iaarLD[heruniwisejSO if isvifh[he ^Ise
Stphjra Da'aih aodChorooiDn Yet wliy ooe vmild van[ id i^hA die i r vac aii Dn die re
vh^n fh(^ cauldhe an apad^a^ dial on aheach samevihen isb^^Dnd tne E^n
Flonda would b e b effez
^i^ls±irfach of the Tj nnels of ^^ t {alDn^ vith ftir th^ da^side pwh^ ai^ ^^n
b^ Ciavl^^ la Ii^ -^jJ, EIfnLif[b Graoi e^anded on [his iDfbzm»ian itnmens^l^
in his N\s^ii^^4 ^ Edfj^, pioi^din^ cDm^oadeaces sLd sDnic 1^^s which utilDck
(ach Ibnnri Linda F^no^ Thi ^iJ^zi- Jf f?^ proi^ d^ s a mai^ prac ti c :t manu eI ti r
VDildiL^ w th fhf se ±irces My D^fiL tn^ [bad fi^r Dp eiu n^ die Tj naels ^vas f d wod^ wi[h
a {fe male) sezoial paT[iLe r, die charac [e r of e acb Ibnnel sa^^ s[s a seaial method (far
insf ance^ A'aiu^i n^ [he ilhai^ of fh^ De ul, su^^sts nmalii ed anal sezc^ ^c^nian]j the
He nnjf , su^^sts tnufnal masn] Aaii oa, SLd Ampiodi as, fh^ FdoIj su ^^ 3:s aufo-e id[i c
A^hyznatiDn) ^exL]al lole-play and [he i^suliaoi pen^ise ps^chodrama, camhiiLed
vifhdLe SDnic 1^ ^, a ^Is di^Tvii Dn the bad^ of e idle rp aiTicip aoi in appiopn ate coIqe,
TLtid npp iDp n xf psychoTuZf 1^ sulisfAncezif pEuriculadyEiai] li^ctlii boused capKiEiiJCf
the entity Lit(«sf7LTy co Tuzci^ai^ each Tjiuiel Ooce puf mud eftcc, cbe TjcuuI vili
wa dc If z«lf DUf cbTcnj£ji role -play, ^iiDtiZj itite ip eEaiul drTLm^atni che e Li^iDtitn^ nt
ciiAithe Lieztf fe vlumn If oaf p lop^ dy b aoj Jie d (nnd fh^ be zf way f d batii ^ is simply
ta i^iDie che Tjiuiels, as cbe^ are tioa-^zustuit)^ ch^ eoei^ viUIn^r la ch^ li]t of
the ma^ciaa Ha^ n^ on^ "s li6 uf[e£^ Ml npaz a n 3II le wis i s a nl^ [ohe ^z^eccid as
ai^suL If ^fDuld aa t be sl ez^^^ i^idli co scai^ [huDLie c ould I te i^^ nvj ide r on^ 's
own "^SDul^ la this&^oti
Ai^T I L1IC13I f^ra^s^ 1 c i^ai^ d a sf c of f w^oiy-cwa se a^Lells of e qu Til a z^ (nH le cn^ ^d
frotn abeacbin Me^icajj ^ach wich tht a^l of a Tjiuiel paitice d dli i[ ili the ^an Jl
edIdi scheme ^^iib^ Gratit inNi^tside Df £dta Tliest wire sjb le qae culy u s^ d tD
caich du commjD^d ^zojtH ftu i ds p indue e d b^ ^ach nfualized copnlatioLi, dieieby
ac [iv»iti^ dit si^ Euia tht 1X*OTO se ^?j nl tna^ ck syjte tn
M^ ^eci]u e^eneoces widi fh^ ItiLirLfl^ are fDO hariDwiLi^ ht aidire aIjd^
atid upsEf [iD^ atid stil cqd btsh in nri^tnoiy, ta djjcusshtie, lidi WDuld doin^so b^
Tippvupn aie Ici^djf Fddje Gaiou wich puIL n^ tne cmc of fhese waf Jii^bttin if w^u
tdDlw^, aad sa^n^m^ as ^t a^aiii, fiir wbj cb (as well as ±>r mati^ other n asoii^ h«
has tn^lo^ and re^ecf
As dit Dayside of fh^ Ti^e caabt asc^nd^d la one f^iDn {and riemenf, [bat
Df Air ar inteUe cf) h ^ ^^n^ the Calhof fh^ Tliisy Ae chyis inEnochiaiLj so can cht
Ni^tade b^ ^anoed and descended b^ cbe us^ of fh^ Hinnulas of HORIZON^
deiAlop^ d b^ Fi^e r Ely Tih be f^re fh^ n]niaf the MiHennium Ido noc haw piac u c al
E^^neiLce widL thtje
Thf iniciaffs af flu Goldin Dawn put ic b^st "^[aap noc down inta thai daildy
spleodi d wa£d ^
Thf conciDl and dji^ctiDn oi sezu:t eoei^ is a en ti C3l poiDi in tna^clc Wliea
dedjn^ wi[b sfzuTilicy we ai^ dtdjn^ vidL the ^ly fss^nc^ of wliw ic tntsu fD b(
Tili^ How, with wliD, howofiin and in wliai confezv ^uhaw ai^aansis Dne Df fh^
tnDsc p owf ribl ^foi^ in d^c^imjnin^ whw yourhfr la Dislike h ^lould dienhe i\d
suipnsi fhw whe n use d wi th cbe inceai of e fEe ccin^ comci ons chao^ ^ s^^f tan be eddu
stzc tna^ ck and hn^ adramaiic ef&c t upoa i^ dj [^.
Sezma^ck 3ad se^Djnl identity f^im a ^^anfic ^ecfmtn oi manifrscatiDn and
CDncacc with nDC oiily e ^ce d {or deb ase d} scate s of ca nsciausness bu [ tiI^ with non-
human ^ntici^s Hntnan hein^ are ai dit their mosf p^cbjcdl^ seosfi^ aod, e^
"^nitdon"" wlile ba^D^ se^ e w n [hi sL£ji[esc tuD^tnenfsof eoei^ andioi^nt csl
ha^ uasf laimfLcaii ODS andneady Till fradj [i Dnal ce i^mom Til ±>nn^ of ma^ ck can b^
ic -I nf^ipre [e d as sexual insivjcfiDns, one af Cio^ey'sbi^piDjects TK^ cradifional
a
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fitne and, ^ s^ this i z c eif mdI^ wiy fjUjbut tht qutitioti thea li tconu s ^itLai an^ uz«s
flu QiA da ads of o^a n^ € Litig^ fir The trTLdjna n A aj tnz of ma^ ck ni^ dloticbe tntiuj
buf du Dp [iDLiz are ulUj tniff d Twa armcuE ps^hically seminiA aadproped^ [imud
parttie i^ ( TLii ^e n^ rat« aiiEibiDadc euc ao^ fc^qu eoc ^ idiq nriEUJ ^saiioa cbrcnj £ji z^ ^ atid
s^tnbaLc accioiu cal^n viduii a ze »j nl c Dtite Kt l^lcf , ti r itizf atlc^j die proftctiw atid
lcii^ n^ Arid ^e [u rate d la h^aldiy ^milifz ^Eu z die [:hacispiDdi]ce d^ Euid n A^ c ce d iota
rhe duldrecij by »:aial^ unheal diy ar^clecif tuuliez Wlita CDnetd^ nppioacli^d,
SEKizdLe ^fvay fhum^ ^icli we btcome cmr tiiDsc liumaii, E^rnnDZf dj^n^, Di]r
bappiezf (Tilt vori^ a f V^lhrinn Reicli oaseujdjc^ iz D^ntLelnru ugly impDitant on
rbj z subj e c[^ And to cmr health aza^eciEs)
It ^iDuldb t oaf ed that the prac ti c^ af tiia^ck lAzy ofie nbas tht tfft cf Df ± zsoli^ n^
rhe conUbndilf bautidan^s we place aicnitid ^nderand zfzual idencif^j EVLdhe^nz
CD evil^ uz cawaids ascai^ zyiub olized by tlit alcbe nrjc al he niiaphiudjc t orR^his,
Eljphaz Le vi'z dtpi cf ion of E aphom^ c a ifhf Faiidro ^ne ci^aii oa of Ge nta z atid Lad^
Ja^ Ei^^trP-Omd^ latn cacuisiftid^ aoiai ed ai how central sez is cd ourzenze of
sell atid che e^tenc co wtuth Euy ^iAn zfzual e^^neoce can e&ct cliaii^ to otie^
pei^onaLt^ 3ad ene^y Aow If de c Dnditi otii n% i z Dtit of yonr^alsiti ma^ck — atid
it ^iDuldhe Dtie of the cencral Dties — the n se Kual «]^ entneiu ina n and niDdi&c aiion
be com^ s ^z rj^nr.
^e ^ ma^ck I z an are a fhsi nt^d^ tob^ majsi^ly i^-ezamitied and i^- asesstdj tiof
in [hf It A5t b tcaij ze muclLof ch^ cnnencviifiti^ available onic e ifh^ r i^le ccs old and
on^-aded atcitud^s tov^ids zfzualicy 4| ^ Cia^f ^^ FarsDnZj etc ) or came z di][ of the
^ktnenc an' zcliDol of '^[ancnt se ^ wfaj cbbaz no du e how f d dj i^c t se »j eI « ne i^ p azf
rhe secand ^hdcra' and qu idd^ pia du c^ s che bnm-ouf t^pes [bat anpand^tnic on
iihc N^w A^ sc^ne ^Tbjz is such a ^%suic capiCj havp^i^ diw instead of ciyin^ ta
assesz it lieie lafjUdiere villhepait or all of aiitun fJZ^^ir/^nf Jturr^jri de die ate d ca
it — ±ir bj ZCDI1 c :t comp i^he nil wne s^ sa]^£J ciadj cional Jiims Df \rtJezcezn z^^ma^dk
aie zaninLai zfd below fill dif niDnitiu)
Ttie SalanuiDJC ^ntnoii^s, eu well az nta£^ dl leli^om, insizf upon ceLbacy az
apmequiate ±ii edi^ n n% lii^Le r c onzci onzne zz Total ceLbacy owr Iod^ pe n Ddz of
citne canbndd sl inuneiue zedze of fiicuZj clEoicy and wiIlpDwer(az zoni^hod^ wba
rendz co IddK whfr az ahuoch of cedious crap you baw co put up vidL lab^tw^en
baviD^ or^aznis — orb*in^ ci^ainAj Tihich is bazi tally tht zam* fhin^ — I find duz
(^e^djD^ cbaH^n^n^j zo i[ tna]^£f sedze fhw DnE nu^ic wsu fo en%a^ in chiz tir
loo^penadz of [ime betii^, zay, vuddo^ wicb Goe [ic dEma ns, ^fho ai^ aa cdh du z ti r
raldn^ ad^aoia^ of sk^ dip la fucu j, dancy or willp ow^ r
TLiE idea cbat sexual ^nei^ can be laized aod direccEd cowards marsupials iz
^dy camtnon noWj the ampler: method of thishEin^ca visualize a marsupial wlide
oi^aaujn^ in aider ca deeply impnnf it {tal^n from fhi wuri^ of Pazch:! Be^£^
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iil[i;if nof aph^acal /\
RaiiEiolfih) Infh^ O TO s^sfem, eiAiy ^xunl m c p luduc e z a child; i
ciiu , thea om dliAu n^rd, dust cnnlie CDtisciou J^ en ue d TuiEi diiE cf td Dr chty
bt i^cmd^ in vtjch tazt clu theoiy ^^s chw ch^^ Ijod of hsk^ axcmtidleechiD^
cifi pvui en^r^, a r itic azriwiti^ uhunnati zaccub» and iiicubij t^ecinU^ if yon'it
a tiiTL^ciati ^o^nsed sez tna^ck in the past aod \z aav lidc paying atterLfian tD
i^7l3uj li^ \Vi th Idi« lie
Thf sezoial maEick zy^tenn of tlu O TO j viiich Iba^ tninor t^^n^nct with
but haiA tioc tnadf ehl eztfeadtdordizcipljiudpmEcict o^ iz TL^iim af jolar-phnllic
wai^ip la which if \z ez^^md thu clui^ uoiUy OHE ^d, uid chEv allDtheiz an
e ifhf r s^rcib olz pa ititi Li^ [0 dus ^d or are £ja^a i tn:^^ j Thiz^dis i^lecc^d tg cht
suti I n fhf tnacia ca an and fhf phalhjs I n [hf tni crocoim " Ic theap id^ sk z f d van du z
fniDU a f se Ku zf d fur ma^c which c an bt idis ip i^f^ d a n msk^ le^ls, e ^ e ci ally f aldo^
oachf finn a f ^dz and ^dde ZH z while haviD^ ze ^ {az I n Tanfra}, p iDduc la^ childi^a
oachf asrd, chEoy n^ c dj aaanz wi th sezual ftjid, and an alche mic al PK1C4 zf in whj cb
dunn^a m:te/fetnalf capulxiaaj fh« male ejaculai^s intD ch^ va^oajletz if ^tew;^
and du n L els the comnuD^ d ftuid ou [ TLiis i z [he n ^lai^d by the man and womsL
1 n che ir tnou diz and ab za die d subline aU^ Rep eai^ d o^ rlao^ p ex odz a f [i me , thi z is
tneaoi fD %i^ad^ ^dicaie health and eaiLalzD ±izm ch^ seeiet af ^tnmonalicy^ as kt
iz tneanf fo empower the astral bady ta fh^ pDinf fhEU it iz strong emiu^ta majnfaja
E Dnzci Du z « y] zf eac e aferdie de ah of cbe ph^zic al ba dy - Ai du z pa idi 1 1 should b^ d>l«
ta f^nzihly ejecf zotnehod^^ c Dnzti du aie zf fram fh^ i r h Dd^ and ca]^ oiai Thei^ ai^
Tihecan Bnddhis: cancmz ti r doio^ fh^ same Tbe IX* O TO dzD ^^s insinicciDLU
fur e I [hf r I ncamEuin^ a ^d I n haman finn (fh^ Maonchild nf e) or implanci n% one'i
depani n^ camcicnisnf sz I nf D an u nba ni baby TLiis is wiy weiid
Man^ a^eccs of die ma^ ckp racf ice d h ^ fh^ O TO. and Ciawle^ ca]^ onbaaid
Vic ton an zapeEcitionz (suipnze suipnsejj majnl^ the Dbzezaon wicbcbe refeaiioaaf
zpeim and fhEV Idzz of sp^ im vas alan fo loss a f ph^a c alj me ncal and ^1 nfualbe alch.
(la addjfian^ fhe LfoDncbdd nte cal^z on hoaid che nioeteeiub cenfuiy Euiupeaa
sup e i^ici oa diai wliaie^ r zcimuL a pre ^lanf woman w^z iubje cf^ d ca wauld laJhj^ nc^
the late rpe i^onaL ty of die unh Dia cbjld ) This is aa antie nf f nh al supe i^iciaap i^valent
I n many cultu i^s Mode ni du de Zj howe^ r, se^ m [Db^ endl^sJ^ Db ze zze d wicb iindio^
newchin^fD do wi di die i r ^ ezm aod oe w plate z co pu [ if, andfiyfo ^readic az^
and wide as passible, a flea whle ^deotap id^ themseliA z doi n^ zd brpascenc^onaur
c amtra phones, and ind duz so endles^y e nceif ajDJ n% fhEU dkToii£ji ch^ tnjixle af
videOj DVD SLd cbe intenief chey spend couade s bcmis waichi n% odie r me n dD if^
ta D, « sp^ c I dl^ if fhf ^ ai¥ B-rx^ celebxtiez NeiA r in histazy ba^ so many men be ea
ZD qae ei ±ir e ach Dther
In addition ca the "^[ladiciaiLal"" sez ma^tk s^s:^ m aspmEficedb^ the CaLphx^
O TO.j Kc nn^ cb Omnf haz de wlop e d a zfzual ma^cksyzf^m re uil^ n^ arou nd [h(
zl:crefn1^^af orsecnciDnzaf che va^oaj vliich ninz fhran^ou t hisb doIs, Frate r EIjj dL
has lifiAlap^ii AbEVfez^rof bannazf^Djnlse^ trLa^tkopei^iDLiziituclL v^re pnbL Jud
onljLiE I n PDF ftirnnai as TAfo; Au^J^.
It is wiy itnpanuic fi^ruz as a ^^ci^s ths^ ve e^iliA ^zc ±irii»s b^yDmi jusf
npiodacciDLi, vliich in ifscun^iu ±>nn iz ecola^caHy iuiciEial, orpleE^^i^j ^riuch is
^i^ai bnc uIiitiiMely CAnanl^ [n]^£ an^ so ^ As ^ r^riJ}'prac [ice dj I sc t b i^^ dio^ as a
Idiid of slo V holDC ausc af ceHulice EVLd Eazn^^ ^Eieos Theaa^ti, ^I^nic« this tn^
fn e nds fmm scliDcl se e rcL ta b e ^^cciti^ mam e d aiid seeded do vtlj nny b^ sc fD« Lid frntn
bj^i scliDclis nnaiiie d^ a viis ehl Etparttnenf nndis lalawsduol Hi s vifr pu cs on 7\ii
apioti Andbdcfs applf taits tir^esis Meaiivlile Ttn sic [id^ heiE [^pin^iDsciuctiotis
onliDW tD da WIKKED MAYJIKK ^FELZZ cd same ULl1^IU»vll audience I afsutne
nndf iscaiids Di eiA n c ai^s My tny laL'cbfr fijtiny sotne cime s
'Ede^T' is cenirEt co a lac of New A^ diouglu Ic ^v^ys sinick tne as ^laz^
CDOcepc I me an, wliw 1 J nd a f « tie i^ ^ \Vhe i^ does ic came frotii ^\Yhw do you tiiesL^
TLie wliDle ide^ af Icundalni EVLd chdcias also sciuck me as sQly wiJkibl fbitiko^
beya nd thai, I i^je cf td if ouf of hand b tc au se if is ade ±Kca Nev A^ do^aa and i ts
accepcaiLCE is taJbicedin almost all tiia^ c A s^sce tiis wtu cb are mlnjrdl^ sancf lon^ d
Ai tilt same fimej wtu te -h^^ is^ yo^3 cliid^ and alceznwuA dieiap^ Dbsesa^s, af
leasf cbe Dnts wIid ai^a'c frau dolent k e cbe Sj haiA a whole lof co f e acli ns
In dDi n^ wad^ widL fhf '^ent^y'bady 1 adopted ch^ use oi ch^ fen Sepbjiaand
che Di^ne N sue s of {^Dd insf^ ad of the chdczas^sifm Iba^ fn]nddie ^braiioaDf
the Diia n^ Nsae s Dne Df dit ma s: pa [edi f echniqu^ s labe ^mii n^ co melf i^ali [^ at m^
dj^osal As £v as Chalons, llia^ nDcbj n% ce nibly rii]ci dEvin^ co say RilHioe aoce
nlweddu wiy iDi^resiin^paint id m^ diai aur mire nf u nde isf and n% af ch^ chaloTis
is aWtsem ^ss which ^^sbackDnly as ^as Th^asaphy andj sp^ c i&c aU^^ C VX
Le adbe aier^ [hf dh ^oal me anin^ of cbal-ja ins a saci al unit DicLiclf of ^ ds, thou g|i
rhe re had oe wr bf e n a]b£dmfanin^
My HojndaljDj"" (wtiai^ wr cbat is) vas accivated in ea£^ ^CiOti by an lii^ ^lu
oame d Denk O 'Nein^ wtLa 1 fi^ndin som^ v^s piDlbiindl^ insiglitM, mo^n^and
ran^bly powf rfiil^ and la Dtliei va^s ^£^ dod^ Tliis w^f done viai^ik inaday-lon%
giDup iDJtiaiiDn SLd induced me coftaE Re^aidless of an^ doubf s ab du [ ch^ ualidjf^
of die ^ lUj thi s e z^ tx e nee deeply aft c ced me and my wf ifude f Dwaids ma^ c Dnnn^
fhe hflll wPDi chiDU g|i a±f r diis, che metiioiy nmajn^d a symbol Df hope
In mid-?iIi4K I did acremfndDi]s annaunt of wuri^ i n pun ^in^ SLd cleanan^my
Energy/ which had bfc ome cbeps^hic ^cpjiual^nt Df adftiuLcanzedzont TLiis vas
dooe b y i^-hicf in^ fhf He imef ics and ^1 n^b a£k [0 wuri j n% wi di the sysce ms Df Franz
BardDn and Da^d Ooddaid as well as fhe nsu :t {^old^ n Dawn te chnifiij es 1 slo^y
be^an ta b« Jile ra aclii^^ immedjaie soiLeiy ua CDnscious mEHupnlaiion of the
'^End^^ fhw If app«ai? the ennn unnAis, Drrtu « lici i^ bu nnsL p« iL«p [i dli of cbat
1] rJiAia , IS nnadE of, nlb« if la di &n Lie vibrTiti Dtis nnd ^ladj edis of d^ nsify Ttusvuri^d
w«Il ±ir itnifLf dj WE DiTLtijfrscTLti Dti tncla TLiis 'erL^r^y^ appEaiEd co tne ^sonuthiD^
^ly 3]jLi fo [hf "^tl^c Minur^ iliA -dime cui DtiTil tninor Iqaid ^ich ^aniiE^
p lonrjtie ndy la rfrf^^^s^s ^ w«Il as i li TtiE lic^ McKf tint's 2hn ^JA^fjnf Imtj;
While in Ol^rcif] I ^ \Va^ n^Dti la Sepf^tnb^r ?0ili6, ^ituLi ic v^u deiu thu ray
relaiioD^p ^v^ o^rEVLd i[ fel£lJ1^f Ihiid novdiEnlE^ id 2fl laclu wa£dj cbai I vbs
abnlcfti nnsL TLiid wanld n nnain a h id1^ n tnTui ti i^^^ and thu Euiy i^ditu nin^ hop^
h^hE^ti ^uftd DUf into the ouc^r dadoes, I hit TiciiticEt nriEuspoiLic wh^re Ifinjiid
myseli alDtie in a tiiDcel iDom tooif triplTiti n% thE ^Aun of my I&j che lukof hop^
furcbe hutiiTin i^c^ aod chEbad acuTitiDtissiDie of tny fnends wei^ in I v^s^difio^
abookai [his p Dine and opened tay iTjn^s^ which plc1^£d up oa somebody^ ^ared
]ile s some wliEie on the vi»1ess lu t va dc i n ch^ huildj n^ I p idc Ee ded to pa^ [hiou^
the nannfs of dozens of rapEj bEitialicy and child poniD^i^phy videos and ai thiE
p Di nf SDtnefhin^ frxtu i^d 1 injod tn^self la ch^ b Hfaroom sere anrjn^ iil^ ntl^ i nc d th^
tniiK]^ ID ck n^ back and ±inb and drooling catatanicaU^^homblE noi se s h E^nnio^
ta ^scEipe fnm tny dkroXj unnl m^ fM:^ ^iras an ntce dy u nie c D^izahk ^ar^ylE af
I nbu maa tnise ly
Af fhis pa iDt tn^ »aljf ^bro1^ CDtnplef e1^, and 3J dde lUy e wiychi n^ v^s inE Ahu^
I n±ij K of SDtnEfhin^ hit tn^ and suddEol^ I could se e tn^^nei^ticbod^ la the tnjiia^
pulan^ wi [h tn^ bre wh^ Indian n^ DUf aaincharrirD frntn tn^ do n. 1 suddenly laol^ d
CDtnplecEly campojed andbEsaufjl and Mt as if tny ennre bod^ vpn breaihio^ a
fjU^ SDtnadriic idJIuzc of pulsion hummiD^badil^bljsf 1 feh GREAT and Dwr th^
ne^ fr w hou i^ c Dnti nae d e ^^lann^ [his
Thf n^^ day 1 v^s walko^ aiDund ch^ cicy and [he woods la Olytiipia and
finjnd cbai I could CDntinaE to coDscicmdy inca]^ Eoei^ frotn thE nniwnE in this
tnaniLer 1 nonced thw people ^nre reacfio^ djfEennd^ around m^ and chaf 1 could
c aich pe Dple 's aiff nti on fromsewral yapis av^ when conscioud^ direcfin^iCj ^^a
I f diey had no[ pre^audy sf e n tnej or fhac 1 could conciol hDW p^aple we i^ phys calif
b eba^a^ aiDU nd tn^ if thty ^f closf
In di^wi n% e nei^y I n^ 1 cbe n p e ^^ d that fhf bf St vay fo da it vas fo draw e n^ i^
frotn the ce ncerof fhf e aith and fn m du s1^y ai the same [ime Ic th^ n hif m^ cbat cbe sf
wei^ fhf HeaiAn EVLd EEurhof cbe / TAruj and that eaeh of die si Kt^-tmr heza^rams
had [0 indicate afype af enei^tic sfwe dp i nceichan^^ be ewe ea « ach of these poles
and^ la tdf al^ finn a map of hDW scaie s cban^
A &T wi e1^^ 1x1 r, afie r h e id^ 1 id^d ou [ af Canada by the boidtr patiol, 1 w^s
scayiD^ wich a ^mil^ file nd wba ju sf ^iLapp^ ne d^ ta be a sndeai a f Qi {^Dn^ We eoded
up la aconwisaiiDn about ic and 1 cald be r about m^ ^z^enent^ Sh^ immediately
became Dwijaye d and said fhx diw was e ^:ac dy ic^ diai 1 had acti vaied whx ^e called
the TLin^of T^di* and also confirmed m^ theories abouf the /fAinj and en*r^
a
u
af liDW zsLiati^ I WAf f D pi ck Li^ up sabdf cun^ois, Ju djzcusstdiu^ siruaciaa vich
lurC^ Ga n^ cf achf r, sl hi^^ tre [is lici nle d Chi n^ st tn^sfti^nth ^FhD in^^sceni
Die die im, vliD d5D became aiA^o^d Titid CDnAniied die vaLdicy oi tay tz^en^Qc^j
rhe bf ^ Lining of a ^z^r p DsiriiA 3adlj&-afliin:uLi^ljrLf of inquiiy.
A technic nl p 01 Li[ nbouf rtu Holy GuardjsL Ad^I Tb^ tn^ci ui is fb^ ceoieiDf
lur Click Tbf tilde i z b^ r n Tilify Eiie^y is dravuin fromlLeTLWti EVLd eiutb Tlus
t] nnz Al^dde r af fbf aseoi or de see lie a f ca cuciausLiess i nco moie « zcalte d or deb nse d
^i^Diy sfues HovfiA^die H ol^ {^u Aidj nn An^l is aa t a bj gliei leiAl of Dtie^self
vbicb If dravin^yau up alan^ this ceiicrTil tlzhs cawTudj a higher ^xb, as is easy ta
asaiuE.It If a CDtnplefel^ separaf^ eiuity ^fbicb nna^s outside of a n^ "s ci idEj likf a
^tpheidj leadiD^ aiid shaping y^ui e^^neiue Ttus is fbe iDJtiaied CDtic^ptiDti of
rbe ^^f ch^ ^mlj ar'Tlu s trati^e i^DLinl EDii ty, otic 1 1^ atbed ouf fnij c aii atid wll use
jo^thiD^ atid e wiycbj Li^ 111 your li]t CDlcadym [q i[ andsiniccun ^ui±jov[b.
A map of thelj^ c^k Heir's otie ititeipncaiiaa
Til e Fool; 1 The MEUician E%^ 3ad ^pe nil, c Dtic^p ti aa
Z Tilt Hi^Fntstesf Bi itli ^ afsa^e cbrou £ji fb^ biith catial)
3 TliE Empres Tlip Mofb*rt itiftaeiite
4 TliE Emperor Tlie FatLe r^ itiAae cite
5 Tlie Hi«iopliarLf-EdacEviD[ia£idCulniraljzatiDti LaiigjJA^
6 Tbf Lqiai^ ^a ciabzati Dti, re achi [1% ou t ±>r a [bf is b eyaod femjly Choice of c^p^ of
pe i^Dci CD be CDtiif
7 TbfChanDC Be ^ cuu n^ Df e diital and ^i nfual av^^£DJ li^ R^ abzati on Df p Ess^e
Df titiif aiidche lealicy af death
S Luit AdDlf scf ncf , hozn:LD[ial SDr^^ bf ^ Liniti^ a f sf ^?j alley
9 Tlie Hezmic Aval^ niii^ Df fijU se use Df isDlwt i ndj ^du alley ^ am.^
10 Wlieri Df FoiTDLit Gaiti^Duc idiq die woddj se e1dti^ Dtie ^ ftiimne
11 Justitf ^loff iD^ I [ifD asocial role ^Dciet^ t:« roises ca nc rol oia r fre e' i ndj vidu al.
[MaspEDple itaplitie and pla^ duc die i r ass i^^ d role unci d^aih ]
1^ TheHan^edMan Ee^iuiiD^DfiLivanijouniey quest fi}riDiiticn]tli
13 De afb- Re aliz all Dti Df fril^ Litss D^ and sbxf tx li^ d^ c dlisodc ced ide iitity
14 Alt Tilt Hol^ {^uaidian Ad^I OptrMian (iti wliaie^r tinii) CDmLectiDd
(scablj Jie d vich [ranscenderLf self
15 Tbf Df^l DetiiDLiic biDdin^. Ezceroise of toDirol cha r pre vidu^^ utic Diicrolle d
becsaf silf andli^ Stro^^ w th maie n al wa dd p ost-Op e iwidci.
IS The Ttiwer Fitiiiade af irutiaiiDti nacb^d, bfe appeal^ ca ba^ be^ii mascend
Fn [if pK cip I [Me z 7l ^, clu ta [utiu cci d vDdd i j [is tnolj^ied DndLtii^bLf af [he sduI
17 TtifSf^r E EB|tiLy ti^ glitripse s of "e te ni?l^ tiT] [hb pyotid the li nru te d e ^ Ccnuiettioa
imth A ' A ^
IS Tlie MoDLi Utii ilc Till DFi vifh « te ninl fe nrjLiiiu
19 Tlie Sua Uiii&c 3f ion vitb ec tzn A nnafculiiu
!?0 Tlie Af oa ULiiicwian^nLh [innf
^1 Tilt Uojwne Udj ilc ati Dti vifh ^ xe
Would ^quLI^ fo mn i[ b ukinud er f^rv^id [lus f inu aiauod^
Tti^re are, aod TilwTL^zhaiA bt^ii, [mtneKnis accult oidei^ Tuid n:Lys[ez>' i^^oiii
I n op e nvion oti rtu plMif [ TLityba^ to i^ditu n »c i^f b ec tlu z« [1u tiiTii dh [^ a f p« oplc
]ULd tio[bj Li^ so pk tlsd^ aad c DtiLfi^iti n^ 7l2 dia^n^ f ^z;^ Li^ dDwti [D the irle wl AH
occult a id« i^ Dti [1u "^cniLe r^ hiLW dj &ie Li[ tiu SLC es of chai^cf er Mid st^le All Df them
cmlsdci31jz« yon idid b e id^ CDnnl] nnble ^n[lL[hf theoiy XLdpr7LC[ic« of tna^c Non^
of [hem c SL [« tlcIl you nriAEic , [bau^ lathe b« sf cases they c mi ti nn a safe ^mz^ far
^Du [D [e acb you i»lf Tli^y are dl [miu ii^ vlie^l^ Ybu da rLD[ n^edfDjDirL SLaccult
Older ta ^i youiLiaiLiiD^ wlieilz E^iybod^ ^riu iie^d^ [hem ^[s die tn Wlieach^
stude nf is n ady fhe nriAste r npp e as
Thfie IS ai kas[ Dtie ^p^iDidnLary' noa-ph^cEt oiderin Dp erEvia n b o[1l oa
thispla£ie[ and plane af ezistent^ andDti Dthei^ Cro^fle ^ call« d 1 1 the AJ A '.otheE
the Gnat Wlii[f Brofhe diDadj euiod^ D[lLer tiames 1 coosiderCiD^ey a janiaaljst
who tnapped some oi [be [eni[Div and vroff i[ down iti [he langjja^ available tD
him TLiai ddf s oaf tne an that [hf A ' A ' has an^[hiD^ [o do vifhCio^ey Dr[hwhis
vn tinware fhf onl^ v^ iti, ±a from if Tlie physical A 'A' a i^aniz aiions [hat ezist
oa [hf planef are di siiacti otis Thi s order is iti dl lik^lilu] Dd tio[ tnajiuainedb^liumaa
bein^ hsa^ndaisinsciucable TaSan^ ah out i[ is [al jd^ abouf an ab siiacti Dti a n [h(
leiAlof <^Dd, tiudLorthe esistence of the Ab Dtiuoabk S tio^fman ( J^ /^c^sfb^ Biiaa
Gysi n I s re ta nnme nde d^ howe »r)
Thf A'A' s^siftn diai Ciovify left iti vnctea f^im, in wfajcb Dne piDc^eds
thiDugti ten ^rade s le adiD^ one imta tnan ta Gadj ^ach of wfaj cb subsu me s uanous
tas1^ di^wn &ambD[b Eas^ia and VJf stem ma^ck 3ad mysficiaUj is an f]«elleDt
delect ±ir p aichi n^ fo^e [hei [raj niD^ I n aa I nnme nse [vj tnbe r Df s^sf ems fram vanou s
cultui^s The Tbelemjc i^b^aus an£je Icaa^iA OIfa]^f^l[lS[he te chnolD^y ifseli [bat
1^ I nf eie sf ed la E^iybody wba VDI1^s thiDU gh [bj s should, fo my mind, c Dtuple [el^
demolj Jli[ andieplxe each sf[ of [ad^ la e acb S epbj ra and paih with the besf and
mDS[ mode m re saurc es f D band le dDn'[ t]IlDwCiD^f^^insaac[iDnsDnyo%a, ^ tD
a f[Â¥ a] in^ ^D^ class Th^ AJJl* system as^^aisanl^ ooe msL's msp of the nad
a
II
ftiat DLiE nTiaiLCDDk Whil« cbe s^^tn nnay laok cuc-TniEi- dry onpapei^ic ishnidl^ so,
Idjd tici[ ii4^ che '^^iTLd^s'" laatiljnd of AliLiear^diioLi and i n sotne v^s niiMEie d
in Till of them siiuuLaiLe Du Jv'> ^f^up^ d b atkwaids 3ad f^mraids xroszdu ^^^and
SD a n. CiD^ey hiDuelf u nblde d ac rosz the l^e in a b^ion aa chin^ li1^ [h^ piiDi«d
s^sfem Thf majorhinc Iba^ id ^ia iz -pa^ c1d» afteiuiaarD du peDple ^riui are
mast central f d pvurhft
TLie 1>«sf va^ co lElwe ni^ undestandiD^ af ^at the A 'A.' ^s' ir to ^t dl
H^ittf^ J^nandrelHi ^'ec anocbe r sea ly from my cbildliDad
Whf n I vaz I n ZE c Dnd ^rade I v^nt cd a pntnaiy scIudI thai v^z Dn du ^ndof tn^
streef Shonly af e r « nee nn^ zchool my c^ ach^ n pe ^^ d thai I vas a ve iid tat andiDa
small fir them tol^ep docile laa "^nDimal' dazsiDam Sd Ivazca^edas a ^Aed'
student and placed la GATEj <^i±ed and T^nced E^taciaaj apiD^rsu d^sie^d
in fhf ayiiez ta 1^ep auan kds fEamUIliD^ ihemsel^sb^ putting clum vich Dcher
'^Ae d' stu d^niz^ ^vhjch basically had fhf e&ct of makn^ih^m e^nmon ecceoixc
jod vfiid and imfuop^dy socialized ^ess the mj bless them aH^ TLiismeani cbai 1
bad CD h e bu sse d aH die vay acK]:3CDwnca a oe w school ^nch a b^ n^ r {^ ATE pn ^ram
vhicbj be c sase Df puhlic school fijndio^la^f? n qui nn^ihe mosf money ^CDch^ lease
pnvde^d areas, was in '^da ^Leita/ wlieie people lJ1^£d ta dnw-b^ and nddl^ the
scbaol viibbuUeis at djeJii, synn^s wauld myjtenou^^ afip^ar Dn fh^ play^xouod,
idh^rade ^lis^irsped vaUdo^hom^ bam school EVLd^ibe re lai DnepDinchecame
in^iliAd in some paiticnlady de^neraiE ^an^ v^r&i^ in ^riucb 1 vas luped idio a
g^suic lock-dkTovin^ mrie^ a^ns: ahu^ posse of Eihiapian lads
Anyv^y dus acmaU^ niiaed out lo b^ qaiie apoacn^ e^^nente fiirmej BUT
piiDr ID ihis, ei^-^ar-old, secand-%nNde me senou^^ reb^ll^d a^osi fhe cancepc
of haviD^ia be busjedfo som^ newschDol Tbe man i^ asaa w^s ihat l1^nfvfhx if
Isfayedai the scbaol aa my black, I would b e pui inihe duDi-^rade classn Dm ^fh^ re
rtw^ played ibjs »ry strange ^ame tall*d "^iiards" e^iy year Tbjs ^^is a ^ame
meant lo f^ach spell n^ si JUs and winch was played an a^iylar^e ^sae bo aid on
a vaUaf ihe dassroom owr seiA i^ maoibs Ihecame obsessed wiih ih^ idea of dus
game OBSESSED Euf e wntu ally my pare nc s p^ isu ade d me ta ^ la ibe oew school,
jod I i^le nfi d, tiiQch ta my cba^nj^owin^l would now n^^r^icDind out abouf
ttu s mysf en qhs game thai 1 be aid all a f the du id-grade siu de nis h m^ ng fhe ^ gDi ta
play
Sq 1 c nde d up geff iDg fhicni^ ibj id and tiunb gi^f w the n^wschDolEHLd began
prepanng fir iifih, ^fhich wiu the inal grade laugtif ac ibe scliool AH along I had
be ea he ann^ sf dh es ab Du I ih^ fLth grade GATE le ache ^ Mr Vfhiie , wba v^smeanc
iD bf the iupieme ifuiu of wisdom andhi^Ler educvian Th^ ]iib grade i^ in hjs
das seimedLI^ Adults la us vp^ ones(wliy many of ihe gi£shadjusf goif^n dieir
ii^ihDimoiLe surges and now SEemEd twice as call as the a^i^e fi^nh-^rade^ and
some e^n — ^ond* r a f wonde n — bad thio^ thai ua^j ely loola d lil^ bieasisT Tbe^
wen na iDFi^rOf Us Ttu^bad nunAEi an Wliy, v^ he Aid he w^u e^ii cexhio^
thennnl^hra M^ati while I w^ stu ck la [he f^ nh £jadej scill eoie itaj iiiti^ nn^self by
CATiyiD^ AiDuiLd a CDLicMiurDf ^Toijc znli fcDtn tny pai^nts' mpbanid AndfiyiD^ to
E DLi^tic^ Dther1dd5 1 wcnilEi cuztl iDia a vampire i f I dj da'c 1^f ^p hd j n^ if , irtucL I conli
b e le azrJti^ nl^fb i^ vidk thi z Mr VHu te . I Ftie an^ whai ^n^^
Findl^clu ye ar « tidi d, atid aJte r iu nriDie r ?ac Till DLi, I v^z puc i n Mr \Vhj te ^ dan.
This dude w^s senDu^^infeiue He weu ehl In^ ^y i n his Ibine Sj widL [hiniiiD^ wlii[«
haji EHLd ^jLi [hEvvmild li^t up h n^ red wh^iie^rh^ ^[ an^iVj whjth wasoflen.
Heldodaf lc■a1^fdll1>J ^bniiie r Titnodk^ L e aiyj i li i^f lo^e cf Hi s ide a a f « dutati li^u e
waf, WDLidf r of waodei^, co lee us k am ai auravripacej aiidhe would ^ w u s c ards
with a set Ijsf of thin^fDleAni aiid cn^s co do As soon u we wei^ done wich otie^
we WE» ^^Li such^r, aodof cduis if mme d i nco a race cosee wtu could ^fcofh^
hi^LescDLit He would hn^ ns da iti^ aH 1 jods a f we iid chiti^^ li1^ buldio^ tranastai
radios fro tn sc i^ch and hai^ li^ caoif scs ca see wtu c ould bu Id fh^ b^ sc mar^imdlDW
E s^apnlt u an^ die laws a f physics oi^ la my casej drawi n^ c Dtiucs^ a nee I wanced to
bt a coDU c book anise ai die tim^ We vpie in aw^ af him Of CDUi^.be could b^ a
b as aid as well 11 ba^ otie p aiti mlad^ ^i^ d tneDiozy of bj tn sere amiti^ ai tne infrotit
of tht wtule dais and h atte HD^ tn^ de ^ wich alai^ hannme rbe c sast Ihad tnade a
jd1^ d>au[ ej acul»ia n whi ch lchoii£jit h^ couldrt'clLear wliDops }
Ao^ways^ a ]tw niDndis intD the ^ar, h^ announced cbat w^ wei^ ^in%fo b^
playin^a^ame called "Wizards '1 wpdi ape^iif Andcbenit njznedauc that nocoiUy
wei¥ wf ^in^coht playing "Wii aids/ hue cbat Mr^Yhite was acmally the ^y wIid
had I niA nf ed if^ la the freevhfelin^::e»nties^n»cro^ectjic ansfetnsso much man
Elear )
In fhf sciuctu i^ a f the ^ann^ , « ach stu df n[ la [be dass cc Dk oa the nle of same f^im
of wiz aid^ soiE e»r or spell-caste ^ which we i^ i^p i^se nc ed on a ^ant map of a&nca^
landscape with small Velc lo flgjjie s Each week we would haiA van du s adiA ncure s and
Enconntei^ wich monsi^n which were m^ant fohelp ceachns grammar and ^eILd^
(Oe [ 1 1 ^ ^pelL n%.J If ^u da n'[, diea yon dca'f ^[ uodcEcand ooe af die cnficalseci^fs
of 'realmaeick^eifh^r ) E^iy wiek we would ta]j adass^eHin^f^st, and wlioewr
pased [hf test was rajs^d a^i^^ Tliere wei^ cen grades fo Wi z aidiy in cbe ^Eme^
andeacb tim^ you ad^^^ice d a ^lade yanr wi z aid be c am^ moi^pDwerfjl EiAiybady
in [hf das was inaileiL^race cosee vho could ma]^£ ic cd che end By fh^ cime ch^
^ame ]iDJ Jie d, DiUy cwo people had made i[ ta the sapi^me te nch ^radtj and 1 was on^
of fh^m Mr VHute {of fh^ Orew Wbjte Brocbeihood^ dien infi^imed me thai fht
ofhe rpe i^on who had achi eiA d die cendL^rade wain'c as naTu i^H^ ^Ae d at ^ eHin^ as
mtj sa m^ achie^m^nt ac m dl^ matce re d less dLaa his HalihdLj ca]^ dLai'Bnc chen^
aJte r achj e vin^ cbe cap ^i^i.hf allowed me ca pia^ss ta making up aewuks fdi
the %siie and addj n% m^ owii pe i^onaL ty co it
Ta]^f chat sfoiy br^fhwyou wiU, i f an^chin^ ai all
a
^ jppi Li^ Tihe ad a b ic aiidpasati^a^rtiiDscaf EUDh-SD-f Dime need aod black tiTul-
polj Jl dre nched addle zee Lice illed^nch alDC Df jD^Diviaciaand^iti^ ca nru c b dqIs,
dij nti^ fhf last se wti ye ai^ 1 hiLW cLmb ed fhf cea-^i^^ sivjcnjie of ch^ A 'A.' ta the
supre tn^ le^l oi Ipsisatnus This v^u e sze lici aU^ pla^-atti li% and a cnal luaiii wliith
I ^Lied ^imlj aufy vidL cbe nnap Tlie tnap is noc tht f^ m toiy {lid duh) Af prezeiic 1
coDsde r diis to ba^ be ea anl^ ray Frobati otie r pe n Dd in the Older and [ai die ntne
I VTD[« this, la Ian ?CiO£] vas wa dan^ fhrcm^ die Neopb^ce Grade Tbe ^^enences
aff eodanc upa n diis ^rade accivaf^d itiimediairi^ and oi dieiravii accaid, 1 djdiuf
ba^ ca %]j If ciUlmade it 'lalsa cooside r du s all aib if luy ooDseDse
Dun n^ my tnal njn, as cmdiiLed in this docu m^ nc, Ipro^zfed qaicU^ chnn]g|i
rhe lavpi grades b^ ^dj n^ i n-dtpch tz^en^nc^ widi tnafjck, me die ana nj Qdislali
aad deuiciDn fo fh^ Oide^ vliith vaf t^rcistd diiau^ my Lfe Dl ch^ Adtpms
Minor (cnj te ^ %i^f Iptifaniitd the An^eLc Opei^iDn and die n ladie iniLer^rade
«ntei^din[o a completely i^vamp^d realicy apparendy in coiuact vifh [lanscendenf
t] ice Sj and p iD^fsed fram [hf re Lifhe Adfp m s £:»tnpfiis ^rade^ I publ Jie d ab oak
su mman zi n^ my uodtEcaiLdjD^ of [hf nni wise (^n^^Zi^ n ^u) andbe e sue the leader
of a sehool of chon^t (fhf '^ndj^Ch[ldi^n''iachiscasf) ViaEiuichiEial theaenfeied
rhe Abyss and p loe^e dfd fhToii£ji ics Olphofic DJ^icmai^ eoei^ and vas scnpp ed Df
(^lyfhin^ ^ a B A£ AlO N^ and appaie ndy ab andaoe d b^ m^ Holy Ouaidjan An^l
I theabfcami nothing but apik Df dusc in the C i [^ of Pyramids i n che Master of the
l^nifik ^radej and bee ami NEMO, nob od^^ abro1^ n man, alone 3ad anonymous in
afurei^lsLd EVLd fo vn {V^ncoinA ^ wli^re Fi^ei Achad had die ssae ^z^eneneesin
the 1930$.
Rom htiE 1 pro^nssfd to [be ^rade oi Magjjs and ntc^red m^ Woid,
ULTRACULTURE, ^ibjcbalceKd ch* febnt of die ^atcuL dj Aa^e / relinqai Ju n^
rhe fmit of m^ldiorup corharpoinc id the vide r VDdd la a s^ n es of publi e aces and
ntcf n n% ciu th so that all could be "^e n^a^ d' by i [ asisch^ Cuise af the Ma^s^alon^
virh my owiibfr rhis waso&ied as my sacnilce ta Gad And cben all ch^ I^it and
^ [hf daI1^ness collapsed inrD each odier and ez^lod^d and an endless aad Virile
CHAOS w^sbomin die nn^n^cDne diai is AOM
Anddi^n 1 p ase d udid K^ the r and cbe %mde of Ipsi ssi mu Sj die lafi^st %mde thw
it impossible co obrajaby ch^ Bi^rhien of the Older A 'A' wlile snll inc aniaiej the
rrance of Ne ludha-S amapaicij the ^ly Ciavn of c i^aii oa icself, ^iich holds vicbj n
its cozaaa Df b^ the ^ly Ki n^dom^ just as die Ki n^dom ea nraine di che CiDwn, and
nirvana IS ^ 3msai^ as sarely as £ amsara i s Ni i\:^ia
And in thjs^i:^ chei^ vas nolon^rany ma^c TLitn w^eaabad^ ta pray rD
TLie» vasiuvhfre co^ Th^re v^re aalon^rsk^ ^ds TLie» vasiupaih Tbe re
vasaa Process Tbe re vas no A 'A' The it vasoa {^od The it Tfasorly aoe place
rDruiaco ^ [ myself du [ of die ]ULe messl^vasin Th^re v^sDtily ooe An^l coward
me andl^ep me sa^ Tbe it vasanl^ Dne pe ison rD pray co. Aad chwasme 1 chEV
i«
ami Aiidj la tliM z« liz« , by dtfeolc, I v7G{^Dii Aodch^ iuiTil secret Df tiiTi^c v^e
AodrtuLiI died Atidd^^bi^hsTLii^ And thT^pEi^orLfzLiDwdtEd And vhs^it
I z that confitiues iti diis ba dy, and ^riiai puipaa i[ vill strw^ niuaj os [q b t sttn
Aodfo ^at^
Fuck i[^±icKan of i[ I haw luchin^fD sa^ ach^r chsL dity ztvrays cold me cbat
iDle-pla^i n% ^sae s and camj c b câ– a1^^ and rock mu ac vmildkadcD the acculij and by
g(dL^ b ^ gatndnp^ they ve re n^ic, cbe flc1^£E
IloiA yiTU , you kiiA niEj I am ycm, ycnj ai^ cnt Grace SLdloi^ ar? die oiily ndjt^.
'Rus iz fhf {^aiden of Edea Eaiih iz a zchDol fnnni ^fhicb all ^laduwe idiq li^t
ZDCioe r a r laitE EiAiychin^is lu cldj n^ p eifrc dy and e^n appaienc mizeiy izpaii af
the di vine plan ([0 b alanc t l^aima / pun 4^ maicf r idid ^ m t / ce acb lesson: /etc ^cc).
Indj vidu alley is lUasion and we aie av^n Df chiz andh^ncE libtiHid We ba^ fc^f
willjbuc all paths le ad ta cbe ^ouict Loia fiin^E
Ewiy tbj n% safle i^ dl tht time ptxod the end Eaith is a p nsaa plan^ t^ a foitu k
dei^cf dfsi^fd co produce ch^ mazimum y\^ld of mjs^iy possible The daI1^nfss is
Dcca^ooally and cempDranly Ihjmi nEV^ d b ^ the ^se bapes of 1d^, reL^Dn, ^Lml^^
sue cf sSj aH dan^ d la &□ nf of aur « ^eslJl^£ dit bi olu nu nesc edi lu i^ Df abeasf-taothed
anglir iish Human biin^ ai^ a crop seeded b^ some ach^riiim af ^ntit^ SLd aur
a^ay I s their tiod ^Yt ce ach all h^ arcs co b i^al^ "" M of the m Indu^ daalify is iQu aoa
but cmr onl^ »spi te fcomic isfob^ dti^mred We haiA bte viU laaiderfD ma]^f que
sufCencL^ moi^ pai^^Lantj and allpaihskad co more suffcnn^. AH aiAcmes oi escape
are CD^ied We haw Dne alte roaii^ , which i s ca haw campasaon and ±>i^^ n^ ss f^r
e wry thi n% I n e a sf*nc E, in which cast we Tfia "^he ^siie"" — bucTft stUsuffir
In my cune nc u nde i^andi n% |0 c cob e r ?CiO£] , tal^ n fn m ^ iism^ die abD^ cwd
CDnditioDS (bodi af vhich Iha^ ^z^enenc^d as 'ab solace ciqcIl^ w diftre nc p di nc s
in m^bfr) a» tquall^ vAd aptioos AsIod^ as w^ ai^ physically incaroate, we an
liable CD be pin^-poa^n^b^cv^^n ooe ardit Dthe^ orhD^nn^in sam^ ^radjenc la
bem^n, Diinadj&ienc zan^ alco^^cher As iDn^ as v^ baw abod^^ we canchan^
the beqaency we ai^ recEi^o^ and craumicnn^ Dn Ooct cbe bady and miod die^
we^ stuck af wliaie^ r fre qu e nc^ w^^ culti ^;^td up ta diaipDinc and i^-absoibed
a
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vfhEU ^b iwional le^lj ^nthcmt cbao^j cnicii[i« of [inne TuiEi space Tlie Gi^ai^oil-.
rluLi becaDus to cnlcivBf^ [h( b«sf stTue pDsable^ iti preparaciaa fir dewh HeTivy
ps^hfdeLc EVLd ^incuTilf^tiieLicescTLii ^^ us istiaH tastE of dtafhso thai ve ae
du JiufDitance of [his Choose viseI^
My E^^nences vith Hevutlii ^lEiau ^Ql cotTLplEfEl^ oucadE af tny lididuI fEzntaiy
aad do iiDt Ac aiiy^riuiE itita m^ coLisinic ctd tnap of cIle in^ablE IsLd^afiE Onrtus
matter I haw LiDthin^ca sa^^ ocIle r fhsL "^cluldi^a shauld TJoZpl?^ w th dE ad cbj li^ '
JflB / JAijriiF
TLiE lodj^ LiDus ^larinatii jtcl af N^p al aiid Tib^t I tmtiEd la Jhaiiloi wi relit ra£ tii twa
vfE1^^ in Kathmandij^ iiEar Mounc £iaie3j ch^ scDiy Df ^tuch is i^lw^d iti "Hav I
^ptnt My SummEr VxaiiorL^ in G^r^ihoT? Hot {also la thE En^^i ^i^ WEirdoE^
JDuniA SSttns^ Att^ii&jj Nd ?} Ic in^^d aloe oi diutnmin^ and aloe af chid^os
djfd, I would say m maiE clasEly lESEtnblEd ti^cion^ wdou thsL Ale Amazanjan
psycbE [IeL a cammDiil^ asociatEd vich Ale WDid shamaniau la thE w^ce oi TtnncE
McKEDiia 1 tnadE samE pro^sbuf had ch^ p hIl fe-se alE d upon 1e tm n^ N^p :t ThE
maior adf -« f&tt af clijs ha^ bE Eti ca [iEEpEn m^ abilicy fo ^ incD ciancE atidlEC ochEr
bEiti^ Dwi^LadDir Du duxn^ia^AcaiiDn
TLlEylJ1^£ CD appear cbai Ale^ lua tlu wadd ^ee [htbaol^ of Dand Iclcf ^ifail^ {h^y
a» aOlinpnnf 3ad allowed cd circnlaiE {1 ca nsi dE r David k1^ a^iy anait andiAiy
braw maa EHLd, ^Ef, 1 dD f a]^£ hitn SE nausly fill dLE most pan) As cIle ^ fjlM a fijtic cion
^ly iitnilarfD chE DEtrmji^ a r ladab aoloth in GnDsticiau, dLE^ canbE aayDtiE ar
joy^Eif 1^ nDt suiE if 1 buy cIle pbyacal ^ap^shifi^r an£jEj but 1 ]ULd if qaicE
plaujibltj aod se^ tiuo^ bozn^ ouf by my o^vti E^EiiEncEj chEV thESE baaaad spints
can CDtnplECEly owi^adavand inhabif du c^vaidly hatnan bodiE s VHuk man^ tnay
mn in ^mily Lnts, 1 dso sj^ecc cbat cIiesEj Disimilai^ EnntiES caab« implsuEd in
bu maa bodiE s I n tnotrLf nts a f SE ^lE se uj :t and/Diphysi c A diu se , winch tnay a r tnay
oaf bE nmally canducc^d, afEi winch thE Enncy ch^n stiu^^s ^nch dLE humaasonl
D^rfitiiE hE±>i^ o^ipav^nn^ EVLd iupplsuin^ic (« ^ SIojH &l EonES SDCiEty] Tbjs
ispunl^ [bEorEcical SLd itans %Eff id^ idiq u nca midif able tEmcDiy I do nDC b^h^iA
in tht ^znaEiLCE of oi^anizEd Satanic ahusE cuks (a ilctiDn tnajosti^ sa SDCi^cy has
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EDitiDnce Giusiic secc of nnj Tilly imfi i^^oati li^ votn^ ti, diointi^chf &njse z uid thea
e^iD^ [htmiLi che ftmith ctoniiv, [lit eracc same chin^ thu G^tieas P-Omd^ uid
TO FY wei^ accused of by Scadaod Yaid la ch^ Enl glue tie d aiiEi RTHiDLinl Ye at a f
OurLaidl93^.Ido1>eliew,hDve^r, thwSMUiic abuse is a ^od tnec aphorti r zonnf
of [hf triDdes Df ape rati Dti fhw such lu ^1 ^ furc^s (atid p o v^ r el ce ^ f n]^f
â– ^Afr Jj^frf-
- Chris Moms, Jrn
Thise rathei hutnoKjn^y- nsae d I ndj vidij nls aie lucrtLe same as blxk ma^ ciaos.
So-calUd ^Ixk ma^ciatis'" are u^jaHy inidsiie iicnll^ stupid, haiA bfd^ itia^t
atidoperaif ai such alDwlewl thai they anhaidl^ vanh noci ci li^ atid ^oe rally so
mai^oabze d chw chey ai^ in^able co soci^cy ailai^e Black nriAEiciEias m chis s^ti^
aiE usunll^ eii^a^ed iti maljn^patts ^nch dennarJc spines biisifad of blading ch^m)^
cuisi n^ e Liei^u c a r sesnal ?amp m ama their nnaa^ ti imSj ehu mal comire Jbrenfr^
^leld Di capmnn^ EVLd toznuin^ ch^ ^incs of rtu receiidy deceased Somenmes
ma^ci aiis scait one ^n^n^ annitid bad jnju be c Ense rtu^ dunk they^^t av^y vitb
itbebi^ they i^abze cbai diey can^j ^peoi/^c sonnf bj £jier i nsi ghf and thea ^f oa
the n gtif tracl^, sorfLf may « 1A n bf c Dme sand^ Agjjre s (rtu Buddhist sa^ Lfilai^paisa
clasac e^Biufik] O che rwi s^ black ma^ c i eus ceod not toli^ ^ly iDn^ as 4be i rbadj e s
se^m ca i^bel a^nsc ch^m aod become nddled viAl (a tea nndia^osable) diseases^
oaf Dp of chat 4be^ o^^n mo^ la social circles vlien cbe^ become in^wd inhaid
diu^ anddie cnminAucLdeivoddtdia^de^i^ EVLd the mab aie somenmesl^ova
to employ SQcb indjvidunls ±>raia^call^ adia^ and ah e cci n^ van du s opei^ionSj as
well as Dcculi assAssiaaii oa — the FalD Ma^vmbe connaiuajty la New Yod^, a oiajor
p loble m f^r N YFD, I s a c ase la poi rLf}j ae i ch^ r of vhich supp Dit a h^ aldiy, p indue ti w
orlan^Lfe 1 haw on tnoliiple DccasiDLish^d^dinio liad ma^ ck^ vhe n my b EKk wbs
seiAi^l^ to fhf w^ DT, laafrwcases, vlien deeply bu it by sooiebody EVLd absoluiely
oiAicooie wifh hailed and a n^e d ±ii re^ n^j 1 ba^ p ajd fir [his de aily e^iy iioie.
Black Bid [be i^ J on [he aih^rhsLd, are aa aliD^[hfr moi^ nou du s pbe nomeaa
(in m^ curre ni u nde i^andj n% Df the leim) Tliese are people wIid oia]^ it up lo [h(
hi^Le s[ le wl^ a f I ru ti an Dn pa sible b e±>i^ [hey must ^wup their e^, EVLd e^iv[hia^
that can be called ^/ ta pro^wss — and ihearefijse [o da sa.They [ben ^f anckia
Da'ath and sfop e^ili^ n^ wbj ch me ans die ^^ cu[ Dff f[Dm the mAE|c al cnne nij ae wr
a
la
lenni Eu^thin^ Lie^ TuiEi endup hai^ii^fo iuppoif clu ir c viste d atid fi] ndameiu eA^
ftmA^d easily v^rcipi nzi n^ cht '^zaul?^ of ortui^ in lar^ quaoiiuez TK^^ hiiw,
ba v^iA ^ piDb nbl^ tlc cu tnulEvtd enou^bLpcifetic^ b^ thizpoinc ta i^ally iick chiti^
up Jbre^iyDtie else vicb [heir little ^amez nnd p araaaid po^nr pki^Sj Evleas fi^r a
^iDTi ^itule Le^eEdf cults mr vampinc ^Ij^iaiu"" ai^ Dflen ^ad e ^lample z of du s
pheaa me nDti
On asde note^I do i^ca^z^ that tbei^ is a vtiole ^ ec tiu m a f L e±-H Euid F^h
^mtunlicy ^riucb people ta]^ wiy senausly EVLd anc^rely {nDce thai ^at is called
'Let-Hand^ la the VJ^st is wiy difCei^Di frntn ^riLai that ceim CDnnDces in Easceni
nli^oDs). This HSU dl^ I nuil^ J die culiiuati Dn a f « zoie tne lodi udu dj aiij tni santhiupy
rDucity EHLd anti -SDC I A behalf OE VHuk fhis tni^ seem noble at ii?, and I haiA
^ eoi p ex ods of my hfr isolaii n^ m^sflf and ^nmi n% all a ch^ is la the name af loner
visdDm, Ihaw ca a^ree vicb cbe Miy astuce Fraier Haquan of cbe lOTj ^id has
pointe d out thai bu msL b^i n^ are hard- wi i^d co b e social animals, and chat chislind
of behanarcsL precipe wf a ^n^ral collapsf of boch the fijoc cionality of th^ brajn
jod cbe immune ^scem ( JAr I^rc^ i^j^r^lf by Hovard ElaDm is alsa wiy lacidon
fhjspDinf) E eyood chi Sj 1 se e [he '^ciuf^ adhennts of cbe L e±-H and Path as cbase ^riui
ba^ climbed or a» aitemptin^cD clmb ch^ c Dip oraie , p dIjc ic al^ medj a, reli^ ou s and
other sciucn] i^s Df fhis VDdd and obtaj n f me pa wprby manipulaiin^ and concioIL n^
otheEand mdan^ the ha man sac n Ac e of dLeiiDwn CDnscieoce id cbe dadc^d chw
is cbe 1 1 ambicioa And chDse ai^just abuoch of iidin^ asholes, plajn aod simple,
jod chey csl all fj ck off b atk co che counfry dub di cbe ii lac^ laj i^ oi seduction ai
vhEUf lArpu d^ i^d and soie -coiA»d hok chey v^ie Jiai auc from, ^ause they'll nof
gonna ^t nothiDg from me .
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Endnotes
' Zi^ X£tUf (orasb of buc in9trui>i<H^ in rvcdcirfH^^ binjtiin:| uid i\%\\i JJfv JJAis i ^i^dmrtd
Hrita cf Lwtrrf^-JM plteu oT iiia^cIl lo <fcv4lcf> <hm^ cwn irt [had; hrrd ricuiJa â– iii[hinj hieH ^inEril
(UEiclirMJ yuti^
Ir ij wEirffivrihik ro rrotE thu no ivAtHr how hiiu^ nnvs I ccnjiiKtd hrn^itir I hhd did md btti^
ribofn^ I:4ill yiptPirtd tzocLly &\i ^um lo dK p«>pli voLnd nVj vdiLh no chhn^ hunn^fKCLirtd —
^i] htid bui t^ urrfil iLmfcrvd^nt dK tz^triJiKt bfoidy di]<ribid u d^t Adtpfus ^nar inifiui<m ii^
diE Goldin Dihin fTuiron^ ■iihi<h rui^ly ilnr^d rrr^ p*rzim-itl\rf ro Ln«iuiU4 di^H
'TKi Iluhrrinuta oTThu^it^nH^ i idiHH hiiA^clL-butd ii^ni i^uioniJ ekclIc order
~ E>ptrihTiinL JjEKJi^d dv^j w fvj in dH ^trnaDn^ hm l rthJIy s^sf^ini cf^um titKii wiffi i
pifEntr w MO Of 'Mi&y youstlf, u^d ihrtTud mly ^o coal^tp Hhh lyini on you b^k IcA^n Jtid this
puts rm into i atu* wKirE I donoc hn m UEThJ bod^ pir 9<^ buc cu^ rimKE^itw d^t roDtn I myi in
vidi u ptrl^cL dhTity u i^ I wu scfcrrdni Lhiit IehJjh^ ^ ifj md satmohTHJ ^Dtn hiidLipk u^^ta it
onc«.
^TIh Oiffi of ffiE Abyaa i^ i pfcrtKiJfcrly dimcrrnd upict oT tht TKiliniic jy^nm^ in which Lht
nu^cjfcn upirts hi wipt ouc Lhtir lower p^rsEiniJicy mdcrc^d^t idiisnro ftvinity by awEirin^u^ atih
ro inLtrprcL nqryduni u i fkrtct nic^i^t hi fhtm from CphJ A CDtnt /oh^c rtcEird cf on* ivAn^
HiEiTpt icfhia IS Iiu4r Achid^ £i£v jI
^Fif thcc4 HhatifE^ffiE LJ» oT^dcor SidtrtiJ ULrclo^y in ^nJuini rht unndu^t ai^ for d^t nnic
oTworljn^or Iw my «1^Er rgijon^ia tichniciJIy pr^rtribft codM ustoT Vhbj^rn ijoola^y^ u il Fuldts
fbr dH IVEH^Ein oT [ht Enifunaws md dHrifar* rtivAjra iixwin
Uchitl StiJty dtacnbta Lht cEmntmoj^ btnvttn Lht OpEruion u^d dM ^mm-i of L^^^tin hn wddt
^t^^n^u thi An^lmdF^id^Era^^itKLtr-R KoArit'a '0 T O PhEnair^nEin'' mbaiLE
^IiTh u9«ip^ thi ptnn^uninthn tcfji^cti widi dK j^ IJiJh^ot Fitters inTmtn 4^^i^«mcE^
r?7iJji[in^ PtCLuhnxnc hrrdcbn^n^ro lift T\m inclusion of t^jahtn ojrns Chororcon intoi Aowtr of
4-^ U own n^ from i ar^ SEtdoT e^o i rihiindEr of CDnstu^cvi^lu^c* .
'^Tht nunxrmon cf ChofEinzEin u 333 su^^sts thi th^E* hciJois cf dH innd — syirtdind u Stlt^
^1^ fcTrdrAKwy in AkhihTTf fcTrd R^Uj Teju md Sufvi in Rij i ~!fi>(i^ or He^eI^ dusi; /mtithias
/z^nchEsis — spimn^ wildy hrrdoijc of my pc^Jibility cf uh^etoJ ounidc oT ErAir«d hinnLiJ aknu
" Dunni hiTf ffchYWTic hndin^ phuE^Iwu wEirljn^ kf Eisink* hiiHioi^ ^ piik<t dcscnpcicti oT Lht
fLnuicficf Cl»r[in:[in|j I CDtipmy wiLh i ds^l-hEid lo^o^^ha puc m: <|Jtt C hororcoric b«iJ j cpJkd
lU
hroivjiJ of fkiin^HiEh Ch«<H^:<H^ hrrd eHe Abyai] PJp tz^tn^iKt hieIi [he i^irr^uiy
puai^ <hrou|h Di^h an il Icir^la
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â– Mifl^ bl^k tnuml spiLypunt.
prcfiJ^EU hidilhu Lhtir owih hrrftKod cf untiL tDflht 9«t<4 StAamn'n la/wu <4r4hTiiH^iiJ ivA^ct-
'^It Lz intuEsbn^cD nott chic aiJfiiii^^is ofitn ayhT^HJiztd u blick 9hTidL< in Tutun zyj^hin — in thi
TfH^^tn riLE oT lAJ^Ly ini Buddhism^ fW wizztr<ij whtrt ffiE ii^tnpd hrrifitihir ti^divjora to p^rif^
this ^obiJ bik or B^liiJ thiou^^ c«ipijji[iti
'^rhE *GrEU SlcIj in Ylk^ tz^riEncc IT you Ij^vm whit this irauVj y«i ahauld probiUy (c liJl4
utHWEr n^^t rriHh'
''This 19 d^t tz^niiKt PiCLtndiiiL t^on cioaain^ [he Abyaa ii^ Thilim^ As Gtci^t KiJodiMcsc p^ it
t[> hiHj Icioaatd u^ Aby^j Ikjc not Lht Abyaa VIe ui i^un dtiJin^ with d^t fu thvchir^^ syhvbdiciJIy
r^Afrix «i hrnJtipIt In^b md it d^riiu o^tmj PAirt aptdJiully "^ n tun aud tbic t[> fj^ry
Nt[if]l'iyn oT chi Order [if A/Jl/ *ppiirid^ i [imvin in [he fifmoT i ^[itTiu^ to p<r^^rr hn\ withn
Ow c^n lj>ovikd^t hnr not Itaa d^u^ nint br^Lhrtn bttr^ Ltntrly cue [KJt thriHby^ ~ Crcwky^ ^ i/K
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ripma^dirLIL^ZAK
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nEiih'ly-b[ir [^ tjtnn intoi^lua clIk md f-itd il inb ur^rwjsly aod^it it AkdLKi umnir^ir u it v*^ *^
btcuTc <ubi-9hiptd.ThE un \z still up htfp /Af ^^^[inaubtfEn ^[itn
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atnc ro turp fii l wttk «i PAKTrr PiJomii^ u cht ^m Di4^ puUic j^h«iJ ayiLtm did co iJI 3ith-
^LdEffi u thjfimc Atoi^E pant IIxiuhJ umdl ^[>i«fithi[3 h^ bra^Lcn slowly dyin^in luiJd s[rEUTi
Fiilir^hcinUt Fbf fht frc^Ipuc il in i plutic bi^ md jhawtd ic ro i cuip i>Kjr'«l[ir Ar [hj i^ I
h^d u^ ^uiriun"! viid^ nfob^JI-Zro^ in it in ir^ r«im viho I rt^ulirly ftd md <iiid for^ I toJd the <inp
cm^stlci chu IwiTrnd lo bfin^fht fro^h«iic uid nList ic bii:Lt[> hidth Tht uiuutlof dzcidtd t[>
tiJL^ irupoi^ hihTdtir L[>r4uh \yk i ltss[in ihiu: '^bit wwf chin^ rtily vt" irrdm;^ rm purirbulLin
tht 9triMnt[>dii^ u i^ ^e cnr^oT nitwi ^This bt^mro c[itTf]«»id \Ytf ilrt^y ^ovHin^ hurtd cf
Luthorify ft^rts YJhsii I wtnc hmvA^ ib t;^ hthrtbioJLtn^ I F«»id thvinmy ibstnci am ^ n^ c^n
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p4t fra^ huJ yittcn iLmV ahviuhtd in bifvritti^ i lu^t ncL trid [he tdy cf thz ^uhriurri hrrd ^ucrtd
ib4lf ^ ptc aniJLt h^ ?.ls[> ditd) Lv^Fj hIki^ I wu snmiLttn^ I bfnjfjK l copf oT Aistout Ki'A^uii^t
vidi in irnck ibEKKjuk I^jvi^s in \fj which irrdudtd chi rPiE^tr atumin^ fiixnd Lhujuk I^jvi^s
mddH A^yit Lc4l|i cf &}* O.T O.hul iruuJiid i ^o^on Ivbuv PUomv in rhi RirtiEi fCrfnrltf^
'^ ATLniMl dtsi^cdby Irittr EJiJ^bi^id m hn dmh vi«tvitlithi CiJipKothmd [iizi^td to cellist
^1 cf [ht Khu Tunnels incoiL uid dntn aihiulut [hzii tfTicn viid^Dut u'ly luting hviTi« dpiJTA^t^ atnt
u rrc md i fLw othirj in prmn corriipotidcnu
^Fbr in ihrtmnitly insi^tFjl IfKtinto i wnljn^Ej^Khiin V«^ which vitnc CDtifikLtly md tdnrlf
3<KJ[h^ jii d^t l^^unirni ^KLL<]d|i oT Su^ci Crtc^aupplinvnrLDjDtl I^rKfi^ Jiaas J4^ which h^
&ii CfcJiphiH OT.0.th«u4nin( Pi Iiwiuil bur which n J4il vrulibh DtiliiK u ifrtt PDF
^'In F>^ iridiJ incDunHr with [hn n^Knicfc dihixnaicin Iwu shown ihm^s cf ibrndcozd alLyacripirz^
niniK4ch-lidtd uihYTjIu; daud;^ uHJEr^cKjnd ^ttwiyij hbjvJuti ctchnalo^c^ prtcnicH^ biycirrd Lht
need tn huhron ihTJnK^hmnL Thn orif m^t z*nw i^jvnl hrranvha littr^ in rttrEHptcc — pJI of iTAn^
cTi ITCHES fcTrd hhbinfKins withjLu mm ut <h£ diiJ oT hmyuur^ IjIlC i E^itd md poJnhtd 3Hil-dHU
found in umkr^rowLh
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xf7C4hn 19 jLTY hr4&c[i[in oT 2iriLj;^thi Do^ Schr^ hDrr>z of DO GONFI^THIAAAAN, which u inttrEsdn^
inLhn c[innti>i<H^ iF ont uimdii s &}k JLti ayhr^^nm inhtrtnc in hrony rcli^ctUjCaptciiJIy Cithdicun
u>d dtJtiictly in cctmEctiEin wiLh &m MusoT CcirtrHjriEin^ which ^CDrdn^LO CroiriEyis ipEfv^raion
oT tiK U4 oT 94>iJiJ ftjid; Fdr hiiA^ck, Htudi IS thi Vnr SECTEC oT thi O.T.O.
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NOTES OF AN ALCHEMIST
Ira Cohen
T>i^aiiu of AquAnaa ^eada^
pa [I of tnaLidsu n^ ^f^ np^ r i^ali t^
in [he subvray of ntne
S If [iD^ I n che ^ilwr People GeAeiv
TibDucfD nnfft Li otiel Zipn li in fnot
of the Rem Cre wl paj licid^ oa Ens STth^oeet
ia du huLldjD^ Df his cu n^nt pi^chi wnst J
DR JUSTMAN
I»( i[ as a di ATfLa nd, fhx unie incbelaie
a Kti es, viAl Lia cul, Ad^ Zj ^D^[i« r Sl myself
^ fn] rpoitits of the i nn^ r zqu ni^, Ima^cians
CQiAi^din caAon
CaialjrLf in AAmf coloi^d docbj n^
^is[« niD^ wi th lu i^zc and h^^,
the spint Df CDEiay^ tranzfc] imuion^
pi^ii din^ nn^l of fij njie pasibilici«Zj
z«1Ij n^poitc Aids DnSth^cieec
Li Dnel h^ b e^ n ^c [i nu z^ d hy sc iv^nc z,
he 37\ys He juzf fli^d th« Laf^an nai^e
^fhobiol^ A t^jOO Isup & has i^plu« d be r
vifh a L ad^ fn m Tniu dad
Euc I vasreally [hinl j n% a f [he p nsi,
the [itne I iinch^ard dicmt JahuDee^
ma^c tninor It vasfh^ zsae day chu
Ma£enf Di emch djsc Dwre d che Beniks
la the Caw inHMnbui^
TiDtnfhere cbe El Dorado sh^ d ics be am:
Tbci^ are only 9 tn^n wIid 1^^LDW how co open
cbe lad^ of the tnajn tnjiu^
theie where fh^ ^dlss[ac1^fdundeI^Iaund
la tiT] ntate d pyrsuj ds
£i] il m^ans I-END I f you camiderch^ H^hi^^
li]» I n Am S Dph^ in [hou [ EUD Aod zaphos is
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People Ttif R nbb If i^^Aid alwr as tnore
pi^CIDUf
rtLan ^d Rcwne rtu tinu tlucTid
4n [ht c DLicDidaiLC t af [iesiiE JahuDee^
ftl^c nrjmr I z I n the Bnti^ Musmtn^
If Azcec Dliadjaa Liotiel telb ascoiy
nbouf apiDSfinice wIid ats dli a ^oldea
SEMI 3b 0^ fiz steps of soIj d sl^E
If is aaezateiic staiVjhc z^s, tl^hI a n
rhf z^wDibsf^p the iniciate dvjs: refijst
hpi
Ic WAsL1^ su nlj gtif a fL ^ass,
the ste dj Li^ siliA r comp any of {^mnd S ci^^ [
Hov tnsLy [i nne z di d we pas: che IfjOOO
Ju LiiD^ alM r ohj EC ts be fii^ LioLiribau^t
i^ tiays, p aaiD^ up the silw mtribreHa —
Of CDUize w^ are aULooe R sk^^ is IodIjd^
t] r ^il^ diesis ic iDolc^d 11^ Time fiDze
the da^fhf Luflwaifc la^oie d amphttamj n^
tz disca^i^d apiece Df cbe phila saphe r^
scotie itifhf aJLe s a f Aij schvif z
Novshf sicsia the desen &1do1j 1^^000
^aisold Ic^ diffLtnlf fo djsetitati^e
the hoes af [he scDiy.huc i[ siaiffd iti [he
Mafh^r's house oearch^ alwrscDie
VHucL Llocl£1 sxr JAe ^LHSuiJ ^ r^imtf^bS
it w^supade down If v^ then that h^ told
tn^ thai [hf I nna^s ^iDuld bf s^tit tojeiusalem
fir safel^^pi n^.
Thx v^ubf±iie ch^y anash^dch^ dollar uid
senf cbe ye li soasii^ A£er 1 9 days
wich no ^e^p^ aH the h aiil{f IS of Euiape
appeared at [he dDaraf m^&hiDuglu 3a
itivifwianca die secnc cify, frani the
Easfem^in^af [he Gieat AmencanSeal —
Re c^ntly L lonri sj^^sf^d a 7 ye ar f ay zahb evic al
M ids: [he bo aid/ Ater an E eoj amin Franldjn
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gDt his rud^^cluni^ th^ bnld ea^ TTL^stTimpEii
?\z i^iid^T \*l^ va ny Tib Du [ fhf diasof ^old,
chdJiLckati adf of nutTil^jpaisDtiirL^che
attriDsphei^ with noziDUf ^asf s
TLit aid man Qohn D — RDd^frn^r^cbai i^
hui tl ^old scoditlcIl & h^ d a nl^ Dti ma char's nnill-.
Then the ^sif wia ns b^ ^an ^pwnocic SDlaucnu
w«i¥ n zoliA d I n clu tala ru Til notn
Infhf eod wp cansa^fhwnohuman ile Jih^ewr
tcmcludclu maDn, noc «wn tztti^f^
Tilt tuDaah^ht^n cdu che d^ not b^ us, hue by cmr
^acf aiits S l^r I z re ile cf td L £ji[
In [DC3l daJ^iess vp wauldne^rzee ic
Lid nri Dide i^d A ^ipf n bai frotnLintdn, Nebi^^
Air tt VJf tnast cnue clu prop e r c ondina ns
to I ndu cf p»c ipi [Till Dn, clu sen n^h a f zol^ ntz
^rEVfs Df Adw, du cyanide proce^ O tn at EIli ^yarn's
alwr thip ad, fhf umb [L C3l ca idj fhf nsfi^ljouniey
Eiuiu^ Jjme has b^e n smelte d ca build the sancraary,
but sfH wf aip indebctd to che mar^ds of seizure
Tbeip are cvd couifzhtie winch should mi [ be caojjsfd
Nov we 3ie ^e nldo^ of ^old
^c^niancn]^, cbe de tnonlav^r, is in ^bozc
i^Atcu n^ mi li gtif Liaoel tnana^ d ta sn^ if
bam the Evuph^ camj n^ he ads irtui v^ncedco seed if
wi th viD^ gtif s and hj^bi handlebars
Thm thf knsit tiH 1dd1 j dj &ie nc, cbe pimik
Df cbe itna^ vifh the I glu Q^ ih^ ad
If ^u we i^a'f at tu nll^ ch^ re ba v cauld you cell
die scoiy of ourupiisiD^^
It was p iD]t ^ Dnnl £^ matce r Df ^ t as stated
by theheioTfho sjivi^d
Hd^ievbavbaUDWic wasinadtj^et nco^zdile
asche le al du n^ TLiai vas l^o^de d^ b Dm Df CDtnin^
aut.
^un, the Nt^iaje^ was amste d cotnin^ du t Df [be
St Re^s Ha [el wi di a vacuu tn ck ane r
Nc ^t mo^e h^ie^but Baiz el winch me ans m n
Hl( tnDOD^ ed Chj nese ma^ ciaa is condu cf in^
xtunls la imiu of [he budding/ New tnasfiis
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ai^ 3f]pf an Li^ dl fhf tinnf.ewti iti Li ooel^ ^ardta
Eu ze e n frotn chE wi LiEia w, but thu^ adiffinnf
stDiy noir thw Jheb a I z friUj Li^ da vtl & rtu [elephDn^
1^f ^p 3 n n^iti^ la his dre am
A'iJD\ci c :Jlz tnv tiamt [vice
S [i [nulaif d b^ oppoii [i DLi, vf zou^ cmr poati oti la
tiDU-Tlu Sd^iF^aple fi]IlDW« d « ^zpitu re vi we lie,
Ewti itita clu ResiEnrTLtit Ic v^u a jautney c DticTU niti^
cmr hiscory CoDixt was lu ^r a nrjscal^j nor did it
E ^r ZEE tn diai cliE djuorof thE ci[^ vmild due d^bE
dDstd
"If w^iz alir^z this w^y,^ zh* zad
L^n^Dti [hf couch bavi n^ u aoDZ of thE ^zseIs
ht triMEiializE d fLw EioHai? t] r c ab^» uidzfAHEd
du zfarcbj chEV w^lidc thE fLi^citntjbut it ztc
tbE 3:a^i f^r AbE ^ [uu n^ wtLE i¥ cIle drama utiMd^d
ILlcbE f>^ r Df p IDIy thcnj £jl[Z
A za&n of snff AmaiiD^cbE ca nsE craiioa of fh«
cotiLiEttioti A d^Liamo of sil^i I n a iDam of ^old
hifhE mzk^ic ^op fijllaf An^lzfrom EiAiynmE &l
E^^iy placE shf hui ta h HD^ a AadUi^t Ic was
bf±iiE [hE adwtit Df cbE cu nous toys.
NDwhE ZEfs thEpncE of ^old DLi cbE mail^ [, acti n^
a n b Ebalf of fhf 5 Natiotiz Hi haz ta ^t up Eaf^
EiAiyda^ in Drdtrta a^^i d h Eiti^ mu idc i^d by tht
errand hey
ThEnhE SEtz thE standaid fi^r th^ ^oldtam^an la tht
hou zf s of fLnsLC E
I'dlo^ ca jp Doa la thE 1j gtif a f tht zil^iy moaQ^
SD^ astran^E micE
ThizizLiDt aphooEtic tranzcnpna n^ bu t zaysfhaf
I^^hE^ti [0 thE stoK, that ElEm^tital^cDmE ca ^zif^
[haf (^a dcmd^ mal^ piotrjsEs winch a» haid co l^tp
Ewti Mdses could tiof p azz tht ^Oth ^e
FaI1^£dDtl 4Eifh WE zf of Madisoa
ThE building DLi m^ li^t iscdlEdREli^ouz
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^ iti 1« tt« i^ a f »u]f] te [i tnef nl I [ prodatnSj
WHATMUmCAlTCONCEIVE MAW CAW ACHIEVE
Fid tn T^z^ 3f]p fare d che Mehui Fode idz3 (Raiuii t Eud^
iLifroDt of Die [hse staticbj om of i iDn & cooc i^f^
united by ^AuDrezceni arAn^^ [Tip t bla vid^ i n che
viLid ColorLriCusfercDtrLesDuc Df Ccâ– a1^^TI^^l
viAl his ca 7\L bao^ li^ on hi z Junjld^ n
And ve cciDiinae [ia viicdwil 1dd1 j n% fiir clu lawye r
vho vin draw up p 9pe i^ ±ii che {^An^shiaaFDlliez
we pas: up the bar^ n c tddy b tars be i n^ sold
frotnfhe bxkDf a tiuck If^ad^scnpcedby
cbe Nd Ncmsemt DadaKid Tbe lawyer is du[£
ve^ on ancifh*r wild ^ase chas*
Du1^f dtfciibez the ^i^ai iDtu n[ia i n che Lfotor
Vebj cle s Dii^ aoUj a30-±>dc sc^oe d ^asz winEio v
CDwre d wi th f Aip npe r Ei glu duUi Dn daHni^
lacA^ ilavfhu DiUy ooe wd^jd^ windov nnd tht
^ VDtTLAnsMdj ^^TLiank ycm, Ttn ^ad somebody nDU c ed '^
Havbe maoa^ d co bald bj s c^ tnp^ r af e r « i g|i[ bauE
of vaj [iD^ oa line z, w^^ nt^ rlou] V.
AndiuTdLe ftuodiv has blown the scaTue af MadcTVajn
Cand^ SfDie F1ln1^^ Kill Mom Df TLii^e and the SDcaHed
woli &aEif isdLe ni^t chat conapcs
Aferall we 1^^Lfw^^z who w^re so spac e d they c ould
valK down the stre ec a n the ir elb ows
Eele^ me if didn'c e nd vi ch Chaiij e Fail^r
It^ 3 c[Uf snon of o^£appi n^ sonndfTxl^ aadmj]fln^
tbe cues undone sc^ne iu dde nl^ paps ou [ ^ thanks
th« (kctncal Evma^heie in [he iDamlil^ adkree
sta^ ajipuxA^r We w^uu it co trLa]^£ a bi^ difCe i^oc ej
e ^e cially uode r cbe bed
Nov we aie [aSan^ abauc ]t edb ack & fre edam Then w^
learned bavfo ily VTbat is the rail o b em^ n hop^ Sl
violatiaa^
Ttit b ack of CI vQj zatiaa tu nied to itsflf
THEREPLICAROOMISHOTINEOME, HESAID-
We 3ie [lyiQ^ ta tna]^ it tnAnifes: an theplEui^ Df nalicy
It's [he State Df cbe An ^ weba^ tnad^ the connection
to ince^DcK Finally ic was my dwil^^ I saw in John
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m^sflf fur tht fjcun I stlw 7il»ad^ tiitrjti^ la tht
d^jusz Vft vftic fcDnnche Meu|c Jhap to che A^nAnRoDtn
^chenca rtu E^pciati Rcionn Nov w^ z^e ch^ suti hicciti^ [h^
c lys: A £i I [ iDatrLiiu s che N^ v Ya dc Sub VBy seodjo^ Jials
af li^t Eioviirtu njiuieb of che cit^
3ll the v^ fmni Pu^l^AJ Nabady was camcicnir
of fhf i^coidi n^ ye [ ch^ ^^ic^sof the VDtnea
upli^td Du rlu aits.
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ETERNALICIOUS
SHJVANATH
DETONATING THE MIND SOME
^^^ cdl^d tztftiuj^ly nbouf the liatuk af lati^n^ 7\iid hov it ^Tip^s aur
renLty, bav tht EieJiiutiDti of tl waidlikf ^usiice' ^aiez so much thu people cia
b ml^ cammuni ca£( Tibouc vhx isjuSj nnd vli^ is nnjDst
Wf^ Til^ t3Il^£d 3h out « zc3pe z fra rcL ^ lb :t n Tilicy si ^^ diu^, thou ghfle s^e s at
oi^Asm, 3n af [hw stuff How tna^c Dfl« li hTifip^tis i li woidle s scales
Wfllj fijcK iCj if^ utne ca poo^ up bays and ^£^: 1JI1 clu loIlfT Destroy yaui
Yon watit ant af the ^ ib A trap ^ TeAc^ a shot^ n and blDW you r nru Lid av^y Aiid
I doLi^ tne atl t] r atl hou^ or a v^^l^iidj I tne ehl p e irciArL^ titl^ FlDt yonrezcape frani
Vedial R«aljfy aiid mti, A^e, idiq the tnysti c d siI^qc^ chac pia duc^ s sciUtl^ss aiid du
pmccice af diepi^seoce of ^d
YeZj deai^j v^^ ^in^ to talk abouf tnedjtatiDFi, the uLitnaie acf of nb^Dioa
a^ Lizf sici ef ^j "^he syscem^ and all of diDze odierdlu SDiy thiD^ M^ djf wion is notjud
SDCiEtactiDti tn^difaiiDLiisn^uciaa TDhecanne free — hy any nu an: lu c essaiy ' Thi e
isnDC SDtne ciuDmiy ^edjtat« sa yoii^b« nic er co p« Dpk ^ pose This isn't ^budicEU^
SDyau11b« talnnf r" pa s: Thi s is ^bu die x^ sa you canestape ia Aal c onJioe tneoi and
nsam &*« in [h*urj^E« "
Medicaiioa as re uihiu ooary policies, as anaichy as W31 aod Lifr and Fnedotn.
Yon lauv chat ycmriujndis a ca^ cbat other people ^vrof^ ch^ lan^a^ ^uu think
in^cbat you r concep ru Et frame VDI1^^ vf re molded ii^c by yourpEaencSj theah^ y^ui
schools, fh^n hy ^f I seer Cro^fle ^j EH Enrron^is andSwaou Sivaianda E^iydiio^
in waids is ^aiha^ej ^lAPmoi^ coiilnjo^ and sopbj sf ic ate d traps co l^£fp yon la [h«
realm Df e^exence cd winch woids caa m^ am n^ftilly i^frr
UodcEcand^ E^a die people ^riui s^ek ta sfc y^u fiee in vord^ ai^ lai^ and
thi eiA Sj paUuf iQ^ the bu mEui rac e^ c 0^ [i w sphen yec ±iither MI can do wicb this
trap IS CD de ad^ label I [ ^Tlusis a fT9p because ic adds vord^ ta yonr vudd""
If lao^a^ IS miiQS fmni Ducex^ace^ jc^ time you cund youi^Li Desaay all
thHU^t
This IS no[ me sunglass radic al hnlMiif . O^ if it iSj it's at lease leal m^aiun^ss
radical bnllsh I [ ^ouc cvriw ^ars a^ Ibiul^ auc of che meai:t crap, cut diiou^
the sl^fln af fhou^s EVLd escaped inta i nc eioal sile nee — apei^sceoi scEve la vhich^
if I amnof acu^^l^ thinl j n^ d>cni[ somechin^ che k isanl^ aalent li^ inad« af EUf
headj Dranaccasaaal AQM
I c»djf [hw e^eneoce vifh sa^o^ m^ lift Vfithout the constaot %iindin^ dova
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of liLiigij a^, [he cliMce^ clu p^cbjc i:djD, [he zannti^ evil tiotiz^tize ^fhicbp^Gzes
t] r aur c DLizci Du aie s nnas: af [he [itne, i[ izpDsable cd z^e fhiti^ dif&rendy Lfe is
benjfii]!^ people ni^ liy-aiiEl-laT^ Idod nnd triDSf zafEeno^ iz lin^f dp sotn^LlurL^
peDpk csL Tuzta nnmcidTLte cd Td i^chai^, an^ atiipl^ ats Etoo^ tliieI plays viAl the
(^eneiice Df heiti^ nL^j nul^z SDtne teii, hiis a srixk, ^es fir a v^^, pl^s wi[h
a pnpp^. Vfl[hciiit a trjtid then [o spol^^iy e^e notice vith it: canstatit streAnn Df
de iini [i DLi, [lauh tj Lie%Mi^[y, nppn CI Titi Dti, disnisa oti — w thou [[be CDti^anfjntiip itita
iiie[a-ps^hDas vliere e^iy ez^en^tic^ i z n nde i^d tneaiu n^ sz by h ein^ tlisi ^led ui
4d>i[r7Liv lueTLiiiD^^ — -why^ [h^ti.ljfr i z p lofiu ndly ^ Dd Mafic
Dd ycm ULidei^ATid ^fhai I^ s^iti^^ Ybur trjtid haz mas lJ1^£l^ [rapped ycnj,
ulU^sz^vu^ aoe of the f[Â¥f , atid tn^ c is rLD[ ^i n^ ta stcx ycm A[ le as^ rLD[ fhe latid
of tn^c pvu^ tnost lil^ly dDi n^ n £jit aa v.
If you iiiedj[xi [0 fril til ce , oddz Ai¥ you wmzacceed DiftD brbe ca nrJti^ CTtlnnf r,
le zf »7lc [i w, ^de r All Df [base aie ^Dod, voithwlile ^nls E ^ all tneam^ &ri fre e to
deploy the tiude ai v^ 3f] Dti id di^ tre [uhes dp wliwe^ r
Re al tne dj tati oti iz d>cni[ Ibe pati Dti Fipst [ai^t the f ^panc of itiiier iLi[e piup ti Dti
Le[ tne tnrij [his cl*aT Itiade of you, theie is a *^er* — SDtne[hitii vluch is w the
manuLit inipljcidy "you" nceimz op has yaup ez^en^tic^s Ybu puck yaup iui^ep
vifh apin^ [his ^on"" is ^ibai is av^i^ thai diepe iz afreliti^of pan HDwe^^ dus
^"on"" da es rLD[ »3ny ha^ any ideaof ^at if i z, be c ause 1 1 haj b e e n sunaunded b^ a
coiu[an[ chaos ±>p ye ai^
Itna£jnE ^iDwin^np ±ir ^vur ^ole lifr la a vnotrL ^in[h blano^ dj sea tnusiCj bn glu
lashing li^ts and tiDd vliich ispandotrdy Aami^d wth cuppy ^icez, Tdiasco sauce
aadeloiAS Ima^ ne ^la vi n^np in thai iDom frotn [h( tnanie nc of bi ith^ ne^ pl^no vi n^
ddLiess^ qai e [ DP oanii^
Thai^ ^at it's likf id be ^upsonl.bczn idiq ahDd^ lach^ culrui^ Df lan£ija^e
jod, wais, the cultui^ Df CDnzfanc infepupfionandenfenantrL^nt TLieie is no ^ace
iD bnathej ta be^ unless you stiH (dpUH) [he mind diai is fh^ Fs^hic DJj ^iniun^
ncDDis of zeli-d^p n can oUj alienwian aod and^as Tins is1^y because ihEV damn
djzco [inck has be ea pla^n^ SI nte ^du wei^ awape of hein^yon, y\yu thinly i[ is you
TLiat^ ^ ntiDj ecti Dn"" I n Gf st7il[ [« pms — cqdjj an^paits af fh^ « nviPODnieai wthpaits
of yanpS ELF h e cau zf die^ ai^ constant, and yon ape tiIzq CDns[ant Itna^ae a vadd
in ^fhich e wpy p^ psoa iTip z the mseliA z I n [he ^e^ haidj nu d va^ [hiau^ e^iy VDPd
of ewpy z^ntence Imanne die le ^ Df disc du i», a f uodeis aodjo^ i n su ch a VDdd
TLiai, m^ fiiends, is[be woddof [he u nc am^d nu nd^ and u nle s yau apelb^paicd
fnni If, [hi z will souod insan«
^top, ngtif now Do yon haw dea^unbpol^n awapenisz oi wliw n iz vidun you
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^ich n c e 1^ z 3ll a f ^Du r « z^ e ne Licf s cbe iliA sense Sj [he tniod, fh^ en^r^bDiiv^ [h^
clul^ras — wliwicizfhai cuztls all of chaf zniff i nco tl se nse of »1^ a ze liz^ a f be id^^ C jq
^Du IdDkiit che YQU wichiti TiHaf theze thiD^^CTiii pvuput ^vur 3f [eoiioa sqaTiTely
cia the S e er I L^ df ^ Ttif oddzTire tiof If lidCj And^vu vnu ca i:^ ifj hen ^ ha v
^l Dndc^quitt iDODi Di, befce^ a zeiuDiy [iep n^aii oa cuik Ybu^ see amail^Ei
■iiop-Dff iti zf tizDiy plie LiDtneoa SifciD^sciU (ciy yo^a as tl p i^p tlttlIi Dti) iz « ia n b e cte r
Juzf sif Navbe^n ta c tlItiId^ fz^r^zn^ la pvur awioe iiess.
AfK nf ^C fef Am 6. /iti I^ff Ii^jf j^ifJ jjj> ji jf^norrf-
^VhiLi pvu are seeiti^ is th^ tamtic of disractiDFiz ^riuch hides ^vur tiue tiTinji^
frotn ycnj , TLiid tnzAcf s ycm aliiw co wliw djstrac tz ^du Thj z cdlis: eui zotam a f scu ff i z
Tictye^s 90^ tnon chTui ^du rhajr is ^du If you cue ^urbaj i^ Dr d^ it pu iple^ some thio^
ahouc ^u cbati^Zj buc yon ai^ sciU yau So it iz vicb the tnjod if you ^aw if aff
ta two tnilLnie te i^ loLi^ pe Dpk viH se^ za nne thi n^ haz chaii^edj buf ^du vill znllb^
^Du — buf i^h^rcbati sctuid^ w ch^ wDdd thiou^bL a can^ af fnac-lDti^fnn^ cal^d
I n tnad atid shic^ ^ull zf e die vudddead^ Ybu caiicuc yourbaji Yon cati chan^ ifz
zc^le , atid re nnati y^u Re tn^ tub ^r thai iti [his n^^bic
III cbe zame v^ cbai ^ounazaal ield be c Dtnes qaiec ^ibeii yon dose your eyez
laadad^n^d idquIj ^du caacauze ^ournrjtid [Dbecanne cpjiec Cotnbi liili^ Id ve red
zeiuDiy inpncs vicblov^red nrjtid inpucz caa provide aa ^ti^ioDmeiu sji cable fur
E DtniD^ f D nLidf ntaiid ch^ bassof idenncy and p e icepc la n^ in [he p idc^sz be c DniiD^
^«
Eu[ ]ira J le [^ 1 jU cbe tni nd, ^dl we ^ Tame cbe Ijdli, bx li^ cbe b e as uoder cdlicidI^
zic flnnly oti [he dra^ti zeat
tapping th^ ^JMf/
What if cbe ^^ic^s layourh^ad — noc the ^inc ^lEiez^bnc cbe ooezyon chink of
as ^Du' — SI nnpl^ stopped fd J n^^ TIiidIy abauc thai fiir a se cond If ai^doK tiof ed) Nd
I nf eioal dj ^^e No sii^ am of en iiqu e Nachin^ Yon doz^ your eye Zj you puc ^ui
JiD^^n iti ^uur^ars, and suEidenl^ theie^ nothio^ StilLiesz^ dadcnezs, sile nee , li^H-
Rf sii n^ se i^ne wiihin ^dui^I^ with nD distraciionz No seose of die pasa^ Df finu^
just pure b e iD^ Tbe oiUy thio^berm^n ihis and ^u i z ^du r ^[idanin^ d mj nd
Na^Eioyau want to cal^abauc fre edom and lib erzvia n by 1 jUi n% 1 1 ^
^
lU
{RoILup ^f«ws]
OK,lef-^cd]-.[3Ufics
1^ aa f ^ entn^Di . polcf ycmi^elf wich zonnf chi n^ li1^ TipeiLcilj shaip eticniEji ca
bu n, buf aa t dxawblDod Feri [he semTitiDti, ch^ii cti]^ a^iDnln^dcaiLd thitiKnbouf
bavit ±lt, ^[SDtne d^cEiil^ Nowciy the saou cbj li^ tl^ li, bu t iti re ^ome co chepati,
Durifnll^ (itiwaidly) chEui ^vavov dw ov av ov' or ZDtne other wib nL z wion oi
p^w TIWOW OWOW OW*â– Mo:fl[k*l^/ycnI^l[w^tlt* chsurtu HLisMiaaof pajiiis
le ^ b ad ^e n ycmr [rJmi is iHle d vifh a s^rcibol f^r the paj li hy le triDviD^ e ^^ n eoc e
CD the s^tnbaLc lewl, du iDi^nacy af the acniTil oe^i^ ^^eneiicf is reEiuctd
TLiM^ cbe a^udo^ of cbe ^^ nd syLidxame 'We ftizrin tl ki^er b^ c v^ e li u z nnd our
(^ e ne Lice s^ oe ^1 ^ ]ira j buf Iwei tiH of thenij aod v^ call thu de fr tisnA tne chuiistn
'Nbe tni nd"" atid ide Licib VI [h If so c Dtiiple [ely diai ve nrjscTi]^ icf^rns TLie noisy laotn
vifh the Aa^i n^ disc D L £ji[s J We bnilf I [ f D ^f awBy frotn cbe m^i^ e ^^ n eoc es Df
chldha Dd, of be iD^ Tibaby, a f not hau n^ c DtitiDl, of be iD^ Itlws fo fhf wliinuaf our
pTLie nfs, ba v^iA r ^nll i nceiuioiLe d
TLie tnind finnsas a de fr tisi^ la^er a^nzf re ?1 e ^ en e nee
OK ^ Na V le t's tiy ati orgasm VJaicbic i^dl^ dosely Dddsare chw azyou cotn^,
Vcmll e nf er ati eoiirely tion-^ ib A ^ac e tira^iDit utne Nioaus oyid^ cnndo tnuch
rhe Z3iiie fhiti^
TLiM^ na n-^ifa al e z^ eiie nee Nax i nia^ne be id^ i n tbai st^e — die no-intenial-
chatte r ez^e nf tici a f life — aHaf the [ime^ vicbauc diai ^o]^ ^n uidcbe thm^n^
AcniCj Dr the aoesfh^uc ^fCecf ancbe brajn Noce diai you 7\ib scllyau at the pome Df
oi^aaUj or on DJ tiDU z The i^'s cone inu icy af idencicy ^icd^ d^aib^ Drnot M^djcaiion
is a WBy af pe imaneDil^ deh^ hd^ ^du isli idio fhj s woidle s siacf of beio^
Sq^ ^fhw^ [hf ±uces[ way of ^ccid^ past a defense tnechanisnrL^ Sotne people
vin [ly^endle^y copickcbe loclcs — distriEude if flayer ai a u tne, uodeis aod if, ^cc
WDri^able^huc Idw Wh^ nocjust do vhw ^u'l^ afrEvd of, i^djze it^ not so bad,
jod [heaallavchf defrtiaiA mecbanian co ^Ilaffin^ a scab orasjif y^u tiolDti^r
v^ai^ Alusty vii^n pla^s aH Idods of ^ann^ s^ dsu id^ oa [he thi^^oldaf ez^enEnci,
aodpdliaps I f the piD^rammjD^ I s bad « tion^ (cbjnk Cathoht schDol^ ds) h e ca me s
putl^ deliiLedb^ defrosi^ tn^chEUjaus bult aiDund nDC ^ttin^ vhEV yon acnjdl^
v^nf out of Lfe h's aloclikf fhaf coo Dtic« yau'i^ bavi n% s^ ^j you wonder what on
(anh yQU wei^ waiun^ ti^ Dr aileasf tnany people do £iAn if the Ht^l e^^neoce
aiti'c ^ ai, CIOS51 n% the ah ^s is u sf fill i n i cs own n^bif "Tbe Lfitid' e uses fo afcenuaie
our^^enence of b^in^ali^ Getun^ndof "Th^ Mind"" isdotie ^sf^st by allowing
ouEel^s [0 acditnaiize ta hai^n^ fjH-sf n ti^h c^enenceSj rema^n^ the ftar vliich
produce E TTi* Mind ""
Lose die mind^b^cDtne tnoie aL^ EecotnE triDie alw^lDse cbe nund
ud
As A ditl^ cian, rtu s I s clu nn^ cd wod^ ^p incD [he ^3f] 1>« twe e n chcmEjits.
AsalTGC Tisde^ be fii^ ve dismsf piTu: [ic3l te chLiiqu tj lec^ ju sf iiDte cIitlI becweea
thez« WDids, fh^re iz a ^tlce If yau n^id thtm Acmd, ch^re iz a ^Tip b^cvpeii waidz.
Ycm ccmlEi nnzAcf a aleoi [itlcIc, a tf~j± ,b^ caliti^ aa nudiD k coiditi^ a f ^ t^ ch uid
recaidjrL^dl ch^ sjlencf b^tv^^Lifh^ waidz Thaf^oae fir pvur tni nd too rture^ aa
icnplicit ^3f] becweeafhf VDidsiLi che sci^suof chou^ The lidihitiI e^^neoce iz
th?it fh* woidsiire '^gure'" sLdrtu Jil*tic* is "ground "" — if fhisposifionisirL^ifEd, so
thiit ^Du Ai^ avAi^ a f silence TGch^ pnmary e^^nencej Titid vurdsas the secDndarv
e ^(h em e^ yon'it already rriDZf of clu VBy then^ e^ii if di^n^ sciH alat af ^ifa^
jnnlc.
TJtB JTire^T-Pty^nt E.xy fatting I£eael T^iKhmqur
Thie e piTuz [ice s c Dtiibine d wH piadu cf ^zcerj be tte r insults rtLati nny ooe alan^
Tht fli^ IS nnsuia me ditaii oa ^vu can i^ ad a h oak nbauf fhis^ hue in iiincsh^ll^
picKa waid^b '^calni'h and sa^ ic o^r anEi d^i n^ n i n ^du r tnjod, ta che e^D±jaoa
of all ach^r cbon^ts and phenomena l!bu^ ind diai dun^lc^ep pulLn^yau aff
CDUi^.sa yau'I^lJl^£ ^alm calm c aim c aim c aim ^ibe re ^ m^ cai^izfhx ic fhroviD^
up? calm c dm' aad za a n. Thj s p i^cf ic e do^sm thio^
1 . If huilds die luuzck^ Df ren]znin^yaurawarenisz to the place yon vant ic th(
manfi^
Z Ic buldzfhf av^i^oe zs a f ba V you r awaie ness i z aa t u nde r ^du r contiol- yau
fe el the pull cavaids [iizcmEna ns Yau ^i CDl^novif
Thf zfCDnd cecbniqae iz ^du jus sic Wifh ^Durduu^ts Wifh ^Dur^mDcioiu.
It^Ll^ tnanci^ me die Evia n ^fichoat the tnanci^ Ju zf si [ andhaiA avai^ne s of ^ibat iz
^in^ Dn
A typ ical inte iplay bf tw^c n die zt two f echnj que z i z tbu z-
"^^^ ^^^^ ftt^fcr ftt^^ br JffF tt^j^r ^^szr ftt^fcr ftt J^ br J^fF nus^iiiu iiJu:Ar»itf
^-4-lLE ^AljlAiiuE (z*e hifp / /wTrrbad^e ibad^e ibad^ re otn / )
"^ 1{f ep haviD^ [hese duu^s, and chey^ allinche i tiiDcioaal »^ zf^ r of Euznet^.
I fhink I^ b«[f«r tal^ aloakai chat"'
(Lqd^ p eiiod Df SI [[i n% ^fich pai^ av^nnesof che aa:det^J]
[Idsi gtif ~ FedLap z fhis isn^ SD I tnpairanf a£er eA ^ Re memh e^ thiD^lil^ HolDtropic
E naibj n% c SLhelp en ^^ r the ze i nsi £ji[z f dq^ ind^ e d^ diai^ vhy cbe ^ ease — you candD
thizqaiec av^i^ae zs thin^ wlile doin^ [echnicpj^ s lJl^£ chat and i [ vuri^ re aU^ v^ ]
â– ^^CT ^JJ^ &f J^cr &f Jffr ftfJffF ttdji^ ^^S^r Jf^fCr Jf^ffT ftfJffF f^^CT ^JJo &f Jgcr
This appiDacb — svi ccbj n% pe nodic all^ to dmcdy ^e obscacks co your mjnd'z
aniJhilaiiaa — appears to vdiI-. mu ebb ec ce r and ^terfhEU straj glu msuia loe dicaiiaa
I n teznns af re all^ ^ [ti n% [0 die CDie Df cheiszae h VDn^ tnal^ ^u placid andpe ac tfijl
a
ui
AS quid Jy, bu t it'll ^^dse ^vu cd vtiEU ch^ luHis i^dl^ ^iLi^oaiLiade Df pvu aIieU
of alof &5ter 1^ ailtAS fLte ea solid trLiDU [tf of triEUUTAf li eti i^ svi ccbj li^ Dwr atid
doiti^ jus[-ii [[i n^. Tlita ciy Ajpp id^ b uk aod finh £ ia am ally, ju sf drop tht matitras
cciiuf]l« t«ly Ic^ tau^ ^iii^if ycnj^ [ia id^ i [ li^t '
TLit thiid cf chDJ qae i z :« ti^oiy Ibtu z sic [id^ or [ia id^ an urn^ t^^ nnd atTiti li^ ^du r
(Fitii^ se nsoiy ield 7l5 Aati^ennif ^«e^he^feelj srinfllj tasc^j 6 el you r tnasdes and
d^l« taUj clu p i^ssare of the z^ai, allDf if A simple v^y cd ^c sazf d i z f d a [ aiid tiy ta
biDade n ^vur ^ 3J al ±icuf za you enk hvtli^ of your « titi i^ ^ 3j al Arid tg a an^e pi« c^ ,
VDLicc L ikf hnnti^ nH p enphf ral ^SDLi, ^nclunic cbe bcalpDiiif danin^ frntn Dbj« cf
to abject Tbizljiidaf z^ tizoiy bn ule liid^ c nn be cam e d n £ji[ uiass ch^ semes tao
ii^[ the ^Dle viiunl ileld, then visual EVLd audia u ^sio^e systetn^fh^n calce in the
bod^ foo Bu[ stait wich ^oursciDn^sc z^nsf, eifh^rsiglic a r sou nd ±>r tnost pe opk ,
usually a^t O r ay and &ri ^du r ^ole b Dd^ at once Oe [ av^y fmni the disciete and
into che coiuinuaus
These fhiee app la ache Zj f ?]^f a co^^ the r and p race ite d i n c ^ks, c an rap idly re sjk
in access ta bi^alj fromch^ scream of duu^j n solci n% la p^ n Dd^ Df inceznztsikncf,
fiee fmni fhf yatte n n^ of cbe tniod The bi ^b i^al^brou £ji ^fh^ n ^vurse nze of idencif^
^i\ts fcDtn die sizeani of waids {"^ am my chon^ts'^ to che internal pen enA^ the
silenc lodweUe r {"^ be ar m^ diou glus sotn^cinies^
Let me Ijuwif yon ^[fh^n.
Ha vloD^ and ho V much e fGurt this tal^zanz vaithisan lodj^duA tlJn^ Iliad
oaf y^i dj scQiA i^d Ju zf Sicfin^^riLen 1 made thizcnuunion, EVLd my pnmaiy wodjn%
fDols v^re p sychotherap^j Oesidi psycholo^ and manci^ me die aciaa If cddK abouf
si^yeai^af an hour a day SLddie inal i nsi glwaz made du hd^ a Ul-ouf aci d ncual
Tliat ito^t — "^[anin^isdie ^ilum* ta nraal on m^ re ality^ — re julf*d in a p*rmane nc
transition ta the waidless scaiej and that bas b e ea du i^ble e^rsince l!burtnila^ ma^
vaiy. 1 [bink VI di be tte r [e chniquf , and a pie -« yi znn^ ma^c al prac ti ce , as little azsiz
maoibscDfWD ^ars of wad^ du g|i[ fo produc e some leally can^bl^ i^sulis, ^nth « ia ly
step alDn^ fhw p aih resulnn^ in a ^ ate ru nde i^andj n^ af sel^ %i^aie r fie e da m fmm
pe i^onal e ma [lonal p loble ms, ^ aie r le ^QDSi wness Tlie piace ss if self is
?alij ablej buf don^ chink cbei^ iz aquicklb: tir the human coodjcion Thiz is vuri^,
jodlool J like ic'
â– EYDND DUAL1T\^ IdSi^ff ^ ^lyif rafij^u J^- miJxht Siabilfiy ofMuf
Mmf I * crtion Why '
Before m^dicaiio^ one should l^now ^xac d^ ^y Dne izsictin^. Tbjz zeemslil-j a
simple re qu mmeoi^ bu t is not Ai^ you sictin^co siop suffc n n%J TLiai impLezabiliEf
thai su&nn^ can cease' Thw^ a majar claim and may ali^ aoe ^nch a zeli^ons
U2
tradjf ion 11^ BuEidhistn or Hitidaiau How d\> w« ^n^ if those d^nu nbouf flu
c essaf ion of iu &I1 Li^ Ai¥ oae^Is^ch i n otherpe Dpk "s resulfs afipzapn Tite ^ H dw dD
Tb ^ Lieialj zc^ an ym sf tio^ vifh fh^ f]^ec[a£iaaDf a i^suli orlitiullf of sotn^
lond^If so, b« c^^cic d>au[ ^fhy ycm chink chw nrLfdjcwion csLpiudute thu resulc.
Sinrulaf^^ if yau ai^ siccid^ co kam sotn^ cbj li^ abcmt ^vuesI^ orycmr nruLid^ dp th«
wa dd^ UiDW e ^^ACfly ^ly you fhitiJ-. nu die aciaa c nn ce tlcIl ^du rtiai p AiriculaT thi n^.
KaaviD^ ^^ you en» atuii^isrtu iincsep fo dj auantljD^ cht tneiu :t frmu wad^
w« huild anutid the ^innial e^^nencez vt haiA Ic deni^ ch^ v^ ta e^eneociD^
tnedj [ati Dti dj i^ttl^j wichouccaiutaiitlyhein^fiaisediiiti apeicei^d^al.
Thire an mTiti^ IbinrLS of tntdj ctlii dli — mady ^\z tnuiy ^\z chen ni^ f^mii af
physical f^ ici zf Difbi^Di Jbrnns appe ar f d piadu c^ sf aiilingly di S re Lie k suits in fh«
eady sca^s, atid clEvtns cbat thty aH wild up la the samt place baw ta he lAn&ed
p EECHLally or ca]^ li on ^ th
Fu irhf iDian, ic is^iy diffLmk (arpediaps imfi osahle ^ co cell wliai aaltoij lidli-
triDviD^pe i^DLi I J doiti^ ^nch clu I r nrjtid ^bau^ people tna^dtscnht cht tz^en^tic^
they aie hami^atidfh^ teduiique fh^^ ai^nsia^^^iactl^fh^ sarins v^y havcsL v^
UiDW fir suie fhx thty ai^ acmally da id^ « yactl^ che sarins fhiti^^ As aii e ^lamplej fdv
tnaTLf i^ nni djf aiiDLi TMrap^aplt nru £ji[ dD cbj s « :« ili st, Diie h^ an li^ cht nnaDira in their
ovtl ^Aicf, the a [hi r hf an Li^ 1 1 in ch^ boDtnio^ ^^ic^ Df a caanic b e i n% cbu nde no^
the mantra iDiD ch^ i r t as' Will the se twa me ditaii ods ba^ clu same « fCe cf ^ How c sl
we 1^^LDV^V^hat ab due man suhtlt dift rentes h^ann^fh^ tnanfraasif la the cenc^r
of yaur ^d and la ^vurovn ^^ic^, lAi^sheano^ if as if yon wp» ^ealdo^ wiy
qui e tly^ Ho V can vp UiDW ±ir sare fhai ches^ diffe i^nc ts aip simile anc Dinoc^
Thf fEchniquf vp vidbe uan^is called "Naih Siccid^^ This nsae is aibifraiy:
the [ecbnique euss in man^ ddrui^s Euidnnd^r mao^ oanies Iba^ sten aa eyact
dtfcnptiDn af cbjs [echniqu^ called "^c Dnce mplwion' b^ Chnstian tnysti cs, bu t ach^r
Chssn an tnysti csnse the wa id ^aiuf tiiplati Dn"" fo me an an « nci i^l^ di &re nc p idc^ ss;
E Dtnp ansDn of tnedj [ati Dn f echniquf s in lan£^ a^ isdjffccnlc
Naih ^itun^is done as so one sifs la a CDtniinable e nou gh poaciaaj p i^frrahly
with [hf spint reasonably straj£ji[,aiLd evc emp cs co ba^ arela:<ed av^i^nesf Df dlof
the (ODiencsaf cht tniiLd aod sense organs si muLaoe ou d^
Na^h^re ai^ tht c^id dj sf lac [i Dns frotn ju sf sic [id^ i n an aimchaj r ^ ^ n^ aut
1 One daesnDC dunkabouf any cbj n% if possible If yau nofice you a» chinlan^
iiy and ren]irL fo a i^lazud awaieness \VEVchin% your self thinljn^ is i^layed
awaientss So is waichin^^oui^lf nof chink l^n^ to fhinkabouf som^chin^is not
rela:« d aw^nne s If pvu are cbjnlin^kc nbapp^n.huc tiy andDhs^m wichnlayed
a
ifl
vifhrela:»d av^i^msf Doli^ tiy co stop [hiti1 j n^ ai 6 eL li^ cbat eSiit is LiDt i^la:«d
^ On^ dcifSLiDcprotesseiuciiy scitnoli if pDsable Ifdiei^ AI^1>7Lc1^^IDU^LdlLCâ– lsef,
do oaf ^ ofi oti tn^tital nfkiibDut ch^tn TLiidduirnuuiiti^ Jusfl^t thtnbe tioises
1^ no[ CD ^11 1 LIED snjd^i n^ itidii^ daal »tis3f ions as dIij^ccs Df du die xiaUj sitnply lee
rlu ^itu]l« semcmuDi v^^ Dwr ycmr tniod CDtnpasd to Dthe r tn^ di cmidli te cbiiiqij es,
rhjs appiD^b nnay st^tn cd b^ onl^ ^ly ij^uly difEei^nt frntn iircifily sftio^ thei^
TLiif iz because ili fh^ Nath pbilosophv^ «LUj£ji[e[ud Hvai^iusf iz anly ^ry ^^tl^
dj^niic frotn jnsc acnti^ thei^, if then is any diifarecue at all A ^ly ^[ul« taol
is used ta iii^sfi^we a ^ly subd^j orpe^afis tiotie u jce lie, dj^iticfionbecveea the
rvD scues of '^enb^f ne d^ atid ^ iienlj^f iied^ awareness A few nrjtiuf^s of dus
rtchiuque ^nllha^ SDnnf « ft cf bu [ cbj n^ le ally be ^a f d ^ t itan^ d ^e r a ]t w tnooihs
of a soIj d liDU r or c VD a day Tbj s tnay se^ tn lJ1^£ ala^e iti^sctn^nt Df citne CDtiipaied
iD dif triDie freqaendy i^commtade d ]i±f e li nu rmte s tnonu li^ aad « ia niii^ aiidicis
Sq wliai, E^iKd^^ IS attiLi^ ditie lidc doiti^ ati^chiti^ ach^r chati harni^ i^lazced
av^i^tie sf Df you r se use Sj nrjiid atid b od^ ^id^ ta acbie^^VThai is the pome Df such
JQ ezEv: ise^ and ^y ^fin I [ (e ^dTu ally, p e^afi s} imp id^ [h^ qaalif ^ a f ou rl ^s ^
TLit atiswer I s cbat icisoeaily ircifiosabk co do dit e^EKise asd^scnbed
Aihi eu Li^ a siiufik , i^la^ d aTrai^iu sf of eA of our se nse s SLd cmr tni nds tu nis ouf
CD be Miy hEod IT sj ally dit ]ixsc reaLzwianis that du r ^i nds' are iti &cc dDtmaaied
b^ a cacutatit sci^sii af thou^ics tutniD^ ati "^Di^iaal dialD^e' or '^snam of
CDDScionsTL^ss "" Nof e^ lybodybas thi s c ODScaiic I nff loal radia sf wion Df nnf iical sf wic ,
buf most p^ aple do
Anothti dDtniiLatit phe nonrLf tia is lepi^ss^d etriDUODS we^ on che ^ all the
kitne^fhfti vf atnpl^ stop Euidiiid dui^Iws v^epio^ as die sadness arpaja vp are
stayi n^bu sy to amidcDtne crEt^io^ honnf Jus: a tu li^ dDi n^ iiDthi n^ is attu ally a ^d^
4tu^ p iDCf ss b tc aij se i[ ^ws fitne aod ^ace ±>rlofs of tneoi eI pbe rLOtnetia vliich
aie usu aU^ damnrif d up b ebj Lid ac [i^u e s li1^ vuri^ aad ncnaiioa ti nne id connf to the
tii^^Kiutid Old Aa^Le s Df tnemazyj disrac ti [1% thou ^ics we tie^ r tioirindl^ ha^ ntne
rDbf distrac [ed by, ^d sp^ culati Otis All of cbjs scuff cotii^supj and simfily d^ an [i%
rhe b atldo^ of 'dtfrrre d maj Liteoanc t' a n fh^ tiuod c sl i dcf bf^ rally mombs of si^ady
DudJtaiiaa NDchi n^happe lis ofhe r dian wchio^ a 3:ie am of tiieoial jniik
EiA Einially du 3:n am tit as, and ^n bt^ncD eaifrdit cemcDiy
m
Ttif t^mfDiy iz ^riui^ tne^tation b^^Liz to ttach us thio^ v? did not dr^uiy
1^DW abouc Duislws EHLd fhf UDJ^ES Tlure aiE zanne basic ciuchz ('^ tti li^ be id^
vith [nyself is haid ATLdupseccirL^scitnecinus^ vihich carina tOduis: ULinAi^dl^j aiid
quidly Hdw«^^ ^^The Temca ly' is de iine d by fn] r « z^ e n« lic«s.
Tbi "^^sp b e [we pa tbau^ts'' — fh* titi^ nnotrL^tit a f ale Lite b ec ve pa the endaf an*
tnpaial woid TuiEiclu b^^Liruii^Df fh* tipzi Dtip — be^as cobp K^^ala^^^tripseEij or
pwnsLijD^ii Icuie r sle [u € b e ca nne s Tiphe nonrLftiTL rtiai Dtie c an pn [iu c* m wQ witha
liccl« pffair, aie^ti atl € fbitlp js Jtaie Df tni nd and b^i li^
Me djcaiioa bx Li^ ti? TLV^nntss input fiaoi z« Lists achtr [hAn tlip re^Tui^ or
sizc^ atid ^u be^a co stti^ your njra^ cbe njra of oclipr people tltdulieI you, y^uz
clul^ras Dr entr^ Ao vs^ bla d^z^ s iti [Up eiipi^ lov in your a vn body dt aniilai
ph*tiotne na.
Deep I [ui glics spttiua^ fn m b pyDtid cbe bu msL plane tnce r your av^u^ae sf uid
b«^a to chTin^ yourl^ FeihEips you tmn stt mtntTil p i cmi^s Df beia^ oyin^ to
E Dnimu njc Tite vidL^ou
Yon nDcic p pTitce ins Df frelin^ and fhou^ ^ibj cb are u ju nlly hiddpn ca ^Uj such as
repre sfe d ^e f arou nd the de aih of a p annc Dr fnjitrati on widi acai^tr^vu cbau^t
waf saiisf^n^ l!bu fe p1 camp pUpd id chan^ Note diai all of chest phenotntna ait
^ dy c DtTLma n a^ pcts Df da£^ L & vhich aie sitnply tna^ii&e dbypu cti n% av^i^ae ss oa
the m f^r lon^p e no ds Df utnp NDthia^ npv is be la^ p lodac pd, buf e yi snn^ ciudu ait
bpin^oiadp tiiDre i^ablt b^baldja^i^la:«dawaienpjs Mdsc or aH af fhtsp thin^ait
p^tnpacedoccasiondl^ lalashtsby tnany people api^oianition about che fjfun^
orabnpf glitnpse of hztas af entr^ around oees a tnooienf Df rspcui^ woi^aaa
vrihencbe oundisstHpd tntdifaiiDniirfipl^cEActsfhtspphtnoaunaiadbiin^ thtoi
clascr tD Du r daily awan ntfs b^ a gradu al p loctss
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Tht^A
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TLie bu triEui EniTLiz a^dy videly ac c«pt« d pi et« of emi^ TLii^otn^ aseiKS Df
Km^^ ^henc nl ^elk vAiich surrcmLiEi [ht hatTLATL body, e ach c Dtnposfd af tnoK atid
maiE sjbdfl nriMCprj or substMic^s lJ^^£ ^rana* ar "^cbj *" Tlip objEtti^ eHstdit* of
rlu aura nppe Ai^ h Aid [D prciiA at [his ntn^j buf e lidu gh pf apl^ haw fh^ ez^en^tic^ of
DLif (^iLi^ b ack chcmsands Df y« ai^) cbat it se^ tnz k asoiiable cduz^ the teitn vifhouf
±iitherjusci ]lcati oti
I[ If tn^ e^^neiLce chai tnedjcatiDti chsk^z cnji relaiioD^p ^nch clu aura
LoD^ ^1 nnial prac [i c« of ao^land c^tidj co build an av^miess of the aara, SLd a
lapid itite ^raii oa af du hod^ aiid ch^ ^tiei^ Arid^ nsoltio^ in increa^Ed phyzicTil
c^ abihne s^ be tee rbe Tilfh and niEuy Dthei side h tm ]lf z Far^atewri^asDn, CDnscanc
me ncal noise st^ ni^ cd inte rfrie ^ atl^ wi th che p eic epcioa of ch^ aara SLd i nct^i^ion
of fhf aara EHLd the pb^ac Til body, and me die Euia n cu i^f clufe p loble ms Many people,
parti cnlady those wi ch jcroo^ hatha ^^ p mcnc es, ai^ anl^ aaiullitep bam abj£ji
lewl awaxeness of che i nc e^iwed mj nd/eoe i^ /ba dy, andoflen atcin^ tnedjtation is
rhe njsan^oeyt sftp co that sfwe
Bofhcbe Ooldea Da^fiL (a Vi cfon an a ccuL SDC If cy) and the anc i edis wIid wai^ipe d
Michras I de n[i ile d tht zodiacal wlitElscionglywidi the human aui^ Nof Till schools Df
rhau^ a^i^e wth this tnappi n^ but 1 dD lacbe old itna^ s of Mi thmSj anmsmlar
god is sc E n e mt^ n^ fmni a 'cDsmic e^' ^ftJch i s inscnbi d wichdie symbols a f the
ZDdjac.
In hj^ inei^ i nuromneius, such as a reti^w seccin^ a nia^cal tiidej or a
gwh^nn^of adepf Sj cbe le^l of die aara vhich cone^ Dnds cd chf zadjac canbi ^en
jod Mt If sei^s as a If c epcor ±>rplanf c azy I nibj em e s (and thtn f^n is chf re alb a:] s
t] r astrolD^) and Tilsa ^^nische iz^i^ssianaf alof af "^^e ' a r n^arma ""
I cannDt ^ e dc mu ch tnoie ±ir [his e ^f n em e and icsu sf s ai fhis ti mf , bu t dravi ng
a zadj ac al c I idf anund you vhile ^u medicaid, ^cin^covaids tht paatiDn of ^our
oaialsua^j yaur su n si ^i, buf pie asf be niDie piecise if you can) can bf lanoodi
jod npi d tne [hod a f tzieodiDg ^Du r avaif ne s in mdic al ntv dj i^cti ons.
Tbit hanian caodif ion laits fijllnahfy is neiche r complezc mi r a niple Sajncsand
sa^s from many tradiciaos piDclani ^ou aie ^d' or "you ai^ pure av^nness' in
man^dj&ienc viuiaiioos Medicxiaaisane 1^y ca be ^ nni n% fo ci^ad tht path id the
djsco^zy [hw la you r cnrre nf L fe diis is di^ady ciue Di sccha nog cbe i^djt^ of ^our
aira IS imp Dnantj be c aase it bre^il^che tuLnml h eL e f syste m ^riu th is sa pi^^ale nc 1 n
^ VJfst thai^Du ai¥ ^urbod^j cbai fhf nil nd 1 s apiadu cf Df die braj n and cbai de aih
is aspezmsLenc ±ii chf self as it is Jbrchf bad^ Funhe miDre^ fhe aara tone spa nds
IS
daaly to th* ^^anl*" iiiid fin tny p^e ii*tic p} c otitaj lis mu ch <\i dw 'shaEiaTr^ — [host
p Alt: of US ^itu cb Ai^ pote nf I A, liuc lidc tnArj^es: If wp are tiiTilt, aur Tiura vUl te nd
bt ^trmle^aiLd vice ^i^a SitrjlToly, if vp aiE ^vuD^aroldj cht au itl or soul c otitaj Liz
the p oc ttiti nl f^r [he traj ts w« had la pvuch^ de inH icl old a^ Icls the w^ll fEDtmrtucb
we draw aur bf I Li^
T^TLfra pro^Eies a sec of appiDTuzlus fo iDi^^rEiciti^ [he tiew pbe LiDtneoa that
tnedj [ati Dti ip^als rapidly nnd eazl^ i^lati^ cd tnedj [ati Dti alDLie Tlu ci^aiiaa af
c ivzutnsf Ante s SLd ca nf eztfs whi ch ^ilif 3f e I Lia ^i[ uid I nf e^i^iDLi IS [hf c Dre Df famra
Wf aie alip ad^ cmr Enra, our chzbas, Du r SDuls^buf we lenLz^ it iu][ We are nanowed
atid L tniL td ta a c^n ati stf Df f[i qui ticie s uid ^^ ene Lice s^ atid taiiLiap iDudes cools tD
re^i^t [his The av^i^tie ss cie ate d by Naib S if tio^ or a ch^ r f^inu of tnedj tati oti taa
bebrouEjiE ieicd n hj al ci itu nnstatic^s ta quidd^ npe n utidestatiditi^ a f wtiai dready
IS This IS die process oi nnaEic ornnjal tre aiio^ ci itu nnitaticf s which quicUy dlDW
irJtiatiDti aiid I [ui glif itita die ip :t coLidj ti Dti Df ourbeiti^' The stable tiiiad, rel»iiAly
decoodjc Id Elf d hy siceid^ pixtic^, caii quicUy see^ uodtstatid atid asatnUate oew
phitiotneEia which a» nnade i^abk b^ntiusual circntn^anc e s 111^ ^sies Id a^inae^
a puj a c elebiaiiaa atid Dtherplac^s wlitie eEi^r^ i s ticu sfe d dei « tili^te Linne lie This
dyiLamiCj mediEMHA aw^u^tie s biDU g|if io ntual ac Ei^Eie s li1^ VDi^p of tiiuitis or
sacred dante produces rapid Ei^isfDzrinana ei. All of eIus is tantra Riithe niiDiej Eh^
SEable tniEid, fTEVtied lide ta Ajacb ordistracE lEself, be^m fo see Ebe nDts of beiLi^-
Liess wliaiiE IS CD be alw, what ie isEDbe aa lodj^du :t, wbai laEh^ self is « te mal^ and
what ispasati^ M of this IS Eff loally pnsEDij bu E Dui f^cus IS oarvii v^d f D Dbscu» \i,
ci^aiin^dLe L tiuE^ d se Eise af s^lf we so topically e^e notice £ amarasa ('^eqi] anitnif ^^
IS the qL]aLty Df self ^fhicb c Dtiits fEom Ehe lealizatiDti Df wbat the self i s^ and i s not
AfEbe 3:aif,we a^d '^vhy tiitdj Eaie '^ — SLd Ehis isb as c dl^ ufa^ Me diEaiioa re^ als
duiIj^ as If I s by »duci n^ tilt disEiacf ions and than^n^lu] v w^ pioc e s se nsoiy dx a
It ^lAS glitnpseSj SLdpeihaps fijU i^aans, of die ^el^ fh^ Di^tie Indv^^r and eIk
Soul An of die sf aip tiDEiooal pheaa m^ nautili ss and u mil on^ e^eneQcesontj a±ci
which Ehf^becDtiit ab^ous always was cherej always will be
AH of Ebat ishei^ alipad^^ and mediEaiiaa ishowp leani ed reca^ze it Nd
niDiE^ Eioles You stare eu bein^ vidL an apen tniEid until you reaLzi wliar yo^ an
s««in^
Th* final ^al — eIip "^fisunli w^Il* if ^du IiIj — isbenft^mis SLd othtr people
W^lJiA DurenEiie Ihas b^hi Eid tlit sc»e n wbj cb separate s stlf fmni OEbe i^ and iEj too^
IS illuaaa We are aU onej all co-cieate each DEher Ehiau^ a CDntiEmons dance of
peicepEioaj of l^aniiaj oi ^an and las MediEaiioa i^^als Ehe dance of lEiceAeio^
in a oe w b^^ aoe which i^iAals the ^ntii^play as a ^raod pie a^ i^j an adiAEifuie^a
^anie fif fir ^d i tself I Enyself sini^e eo bald that ia e w,ba^ n% s: diiliz^d tnany of fhc
e adj er aoe s Ebrou sji tn^ own p race ice^ bu E IUidw that ca Einnu^ d prac Eice villDia]^ it
pDsable.
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Mf djf MiDLi If obsezTaii oa a f ^itiai IS VThai is is a nl^ ^d Me dj tTiti oti i z oba ivuidli
of ^d beiD^ ^d M pezcepnan h^ cUm quaLt^, but nudicarian iz ^eciTil ili its
interLfiDn. [D s«e ^riLTit is oae^ be lie 3fh cht ^udi^tie dmrinaj nnd ^ia am Tilly toL^ tls
a tDFisci cnj s p Kill cip ATLf I Li ere wiorij n^bif aloti^ide eAAu Dcher^Ei
lb eiijay clu blis Df rtu czETLtioti tls rtu cnTLtareiicenti^ inco his Andheravii
VDI1^^ Sorci^ c dl ic lii^ Li^ fmni [he dj^tie scnji^e IcaUic tiu ch aod vi jdDtn
I doti'c l^ov ^fhy thin^Tue ^clu^ eu^ I do I^ov chEvvp suf&ratiddje oidy ili
scmie p^iT, uiditi ach^rpTuts of cmrbeiD^ vp ni^ « c^ nully be e^ joyfiil^ hope M atid
opfitnisic Mtdj [Titi Dti I s otie w^ f d bn n^ tht vlioltiu ss of yaur sml ca ^du r attc licidli
aadfD t^enttict chTit jo^ aod bliss
Bu[ doLi^ i^-A tay vurd fir if, or TLii}1>ody else^ If yon bele^ ortie r p eaple ^
assutnp [iDLis, i [ i s hnid f d dj sc oia r ^vu r o^fiL itiiier ^i nnial au thDn ly^ yaur o^vti 1^ mel-
of-ciu th bullae de [e ccDi^ your a vtl viU inch^ VDdd 1^ pTU nc td a p i cmre bAfedoLi
my a vii e ^f n em ej vncf ea VDDis f d fiy TuiEi conrLUVJiu c we hDW 1 [hinl^ fh^ me dicainA
(^e Be Lice vods, buc onl^ the pan vhichyon ^ nf^ ti r pvuEeli isieTilify ^risi is
beai^^
^mdy your Dwn tz^entnct Tindht your Dvn nudumcy Nothio^ is lenlbeyotid
your dvil e^enetice
SHIVANATH'SHICKEL GUISE TO TANTK.A
In vhicb Shj uniiMh t^^ s tl qu ick stroll thiou^ [he uodestiu cnire s of taiura vi th
pTiTti cnlnr ±icu s Dti itnppi n^ Tivray ch^ [ielusioLis wliithhn^ builcnp aroiiLiEi [Tliici^,
SG ^ O n eoi e4j an Mid Bnddlu an
Tm & Nath l^been a practiciti^ tantnc saicei^r ±ir abauc cea ye ni^ before 1
became ooe, and 1 cui'c s^ thu i[ chsL^d wiy muth in my auiloDl^buc chTit's tn^
In^a^
Almost aH i3f ih( available maienal oa tantra isbun1>- Most of ch^ tranlations
vpie dooe "hy nDn-SDrcirei^ ^o wei^ locapdil^ of pidon% apan tnecapbar fmtn
1j [e ral de scnpcioaj ve re not de epl^ eaau^ ia i^d i n lodj SLpsycholD^ c :t and tna^tal
ma dels, and ve re i nitu em ed by ch^ e af^ cnui^Evia ns winch tnisc as the encm ileldDf
stuEiy
Unt, let's deal mth th^bues
l^tra is a brancb Df H loduism l^tnc Bnddhi ams tnore a rless H lodui sm wi ch
4 ^ss of Euddhism add^d ^i^ana Euddhism is a ^la^y sesist fi^im of cancnt
vhicb IP dl^ doe sn'f se^ tn f D DfCer^ni^ adep cs an^ sdc i al idI^ s, and i s n^ a£^ e ntinl^
stafCe d by tnalf teacbei^j winch should ma]^ y^u suspic lous n^ chei^
IS
T^TLfra thtKfun opfi^ez in the ^n^ral fcTLmevDil-. of ezocenc HuLduistn:
re itic ahimidli, 1^AIr[l^ tht notiDFi af rtu iiidn^ [iaiil soul leeliti^ a b^ cc^ r Klwion^p
vith [ht scnjl of che utiiwnEj chiila^s^ en^r^ bodies, ^luj TuiEi che use of rbc
s^etn l^trais "^TLiiciiu] nru TLii'' — 1>«li« vid^ fhx ch^re are lidIavi Hov^ia^ it is iiDt
u ndj sc iplim d, aad ^ly tuicnc adepc vifh additci ods^ or vIid caii b^ cotitroll^d by
Dfh«r people^ is not an ^epc Tli^ discipline is seli-imfi Dsedj but it is lucbless uid
aluotutc.
A Eyn^ {^v^m^i^>^F oh the Praetttral EttafH^as t^ TlonXra
T7\i\XT3t can be divided idiq tecbnjquejphdosciphy, prEKUce nnd accioa Much of
the [Bchnicpjf isstTindaid tn^cal snff injod nny^riLei^ b uushin^^ i m^c Titi ons^ e cc
I^ fi^ nd 1 1 VDI1^^ a L tde bf ccf r CD u se Indian-st^lt bani ^i n^, ec c , i n a [ancnc cooie yt
than, s^j [hf LBRFjbuc ch^ difCei^oce is^dy aaall tiiDsc Df cbe fime. YMMV
Fhlasaph^ is ^ly simple la ^ss^nc^ ^itiaie^r '^enlj^e nm^ nt"" is^ ic is ^sibk
ngtif htre and n^ aav if yau'i^ vifljD^ cd loak ditie If csl'c com^ SLd ^ — it
trmsc dready be here Ndw, hov ta nocice i[^ Ttus philosophy viods up la som^
scmn^ praecipes dDin^ diin^ winch ai^ supposed co b^ di3:iactin% dp ^ronndin^
and nDC b ein^ di sfTacci d a r ^laundtd ^e x, « ati n^ tne ai, ^ tu n^ diunl^j vuri jd^ a day
J Db^ haia n% Idw orhi^ social scaTus ecc ImpLcic wthin thjs isfh^ idea of i^achio^
e nli gliceanie nf wlide scQl haian^ acfi^ l^aima This is aa ^z^loaiA idea nDimally
e nli gliteanie nf IS said ta be re ache db^ e Aau sf id^ a n^ "s l^arma Finish fh^ ^^u^j ^t
ta leia ci^di t, ze lo debic and v^^Dff die baaidinfo SEuiadhi
Tancra suggests [bat Dne can be e nli g|if eoe d ^ile sill haia n^l^aniia — scHhaviD^
a social Kile^ oblivions, e^n d^sms. Ic simply i^quins Dne id be tnas^r af cbat
l^aima — able cd descio^it ai wiU, abk co c Dnciul i ts « ^ i^ssia ns One tnust sdOniasf^r
l^aimaj but does luc ha^ ta aniuhilaie if id do so In fhis i^^^ct, tancra is EAiont
taming and dDtnesti c ann^ ch^ e^en^nct of die nniwnEj racberdLaa descio^in^ if
Thf seeps are sfQl ch^ stepsaf yo^a^buf ch^ ^alsare alifde diftrenf w an apschecic
and fhf refill f^ chiu c al le^l This pbilosopby is a tea p ai^brased as l^anun^ tD
enjay the tie afcd uiu wise infh^ ssae way vhich ^ d e njays i[/ and I daa'f 1^o v a f
a b([[f r e^re S51 Dn of che be ait Df cbe maif^ i than cbai
Piaccice IS atnple Scaif widi tn^di can on Leamhow to '^sjif* ch* ftnociaos — id
feel the distamfbE EVLd emationalpi^ssuie wiiith medifwianbnn^up, buc i^hti
than hidi n% out in cbe ^riuceli^ and die lo ann^ stiUntss^ camp du [ i n ^du i an^r and
^Duipkasun and ^ui pan Yau aCj^cni ^riia^f ai yon i pare nfs, yon at wichic Yau
dDn^jnd^e itjycm don^ ciy and ^f aw^y frotn iCj you don^ tiy and tna^^ic
Yon dDn^ askic co leaw l!bu jusf be ditie widi whwdAi m is Yon do thu fni
ewiychin% bliss aod hone i If ^du^ not 6 eli n^ di^ bona ^ you "ia eiche i de an d all
^Du I lep i^ssf d ftnociaas, or^ou ba^a'c hi[ fh^tn yet
a
1l*z I n the i^, oast nu
M*djf3^tiOLiisGDsllflss HO ALTERED STATTJ'"
One ii tnpl^ a [s and v^che z Ooce rtu nTJiid i s soljdl^ « stTibl Ju d i li ALat p nuric e
aad hu 3:dpp« d [lyiQ^ CD ce nsor [hiti^ M a ^iD^le^l^ so ^u can V3f ch, Z9^, a cux cms
rhau^ abauc loc es or rap t Dr fh^ fl or nmrder and nof i^ dl^ b^ up :« c f d se e thw^our
kivTina inch] df s sachideaf, [hen you CEube^aco ta]^ if out incD che vo^d Yan can
be ^a to hold the sam^ Idodaf ^wareniszcif ^tu ff jnsc is ^itiai if is^^ile perf^mun^
Acfia n c E4{f n fcDm rtu s pe i^e cniA — of ju s: h e id^ ^at ^du ai^ — can he insAMl^
aad d«sfiuctiwl^ dan^ious Hen's ^y Mosf p^opk ai^ a Hn^ly ccmnce dialance d
lutwadccif dnws aad npi^saans Dismaotha^ the repuzacnu viclunic distnandin^
rhe dn ws c an e asd^ p iDduc e tiiDnsceE H eie ^ cbe Icf ^ the fj ndanieoial dn ws an nof
bad Sf zCj ±iDd^ ^od va d{^ DJ cf fn e nds and so Dn — aUchat stuff is ^ai But fh« dn^s
^i tvisted yonrpare nfs say ^ ^ is c vd,' so yau inndup vidL ahlotlc^ iod behind the
blockhuilds eu^i
Venf die ao^rat its tar^c — p^ur p aitoi s and [h^irbelet about stwjality — and
ycni'i^ ^Idea Vent it at yDur^onse or pvur sez pazae i^ EVLd ^vu^ an Eushol^ The
doU and %nNce of tantnc pracfice isl^D^nn^hDW deaa you ai^ accurwri^ — vhw
Y^iu can « z^ i^ ss punly, as-it-is^ and^fhEV ^du^ sciU ciedup in seli-d^ sciucti ^ 1^^LDts
Acme Tlieie aie ans co chi s [dq ^fhEV to wntj ^ibat f d buzn^ nbai to caoi an ±ir fijinre
(^i^ssian YbuleAnica '^mfll^ mwi n al ^i ch is re ady to blo^ Euid f d ind sa^ ways
of dDin^it
V^thoijt fhBf skin and djsci^cioaj ceuuten of Euy :]±|iiAcsu depch is a cbeap and
(asy v^ fo destiD^ yoniLfe
I belie w, alchou^ IhaiA nD ii? hand « ^ de nc^ co suppDit dus^diai Dnc^ dure
is eseniially aathin^let ^vhjch has luic be^n opened up in cbjs vay^ an^ ^ncei^ a
^pe Ka ndij ccin^"" state — zero internal nsisaoce — ai viiichpDinf om simply easts
aad aces
bounds a bit 111 J Z^n, doesn't ic^
l^tra inchjdes a set af pi^cfices ^ibjcbbelp people ^[ ta a fnctionless siev^
BeiD^pun duanf c Dnsci du aie ss la the bad e s of had^ ss ape Sj weba^ alDt of issues
nlwedcD the ap^bady ^esare afraj d Df d^ath, oh sfss^d w th sezc and statu s, ce m ile d
of Idsid^ and sd on Rilllibraiv of maiil^ ^ prohle tns' Tbe ca nsciausness le anis ta
Ijnthaw^y feimdie ap* 'Tla^ Tni PURE MUm ^ TEHuia theie fisre ^ ts p eople h ack
into die habit af just b^in^ wliai ch^^ are — djviiu consciousness locaniaie as an ap^
TLiis I nvil^s cnccin^ thiou^bi culru i^ On^ c aniu t undestand ^fhw aching is, if Dne
dready l^novs ^fhw it is
Ud
S e^ for ezMTiplE \Yhw i s i tj m slly ^
Stnp awtl^ cIu culnji^ confeztf of stz Puf sotn^ np^s in aroonrL^ Euid^iA them
license ta [io ^at rtu^ ple^Gt R^cain the TL^iraren^ss winch v^ hnik thiou^ fh^
tnedj [Titi Dti — z«e die [i« sire s as fh^ ^ ai^, tiof as yau wonlEilike ch^tn [Db^ F^^^soon^
in^if^ of nH the fon nnd^sueSj it becomes appaienc that cbe SEX rtun^iz acmall^
fh\^ atnple ic^ about repn [iu cf lon^ cub nl h otiditi^ po v^r atid, bune d de ep vitbjn^
the i^^f a ^ inc of camfi anion^p, oi ^d-as-afie talo n% pie n^ i^ lartu siiufile joy af
^ cl-j n%.
Stnp ofi [hf cnlnjn uid thtn's za me thi n% rathe r couchiD^ uode ni^atb
Cuf Alicile dfepe^ and fh^ repn du cf ha a^ecf com^s idid focus z^zc CDtitajnz
the anfidocf ca d^ath' Repzaduccian tirch^ hDd^ is a shoe at imnioirEljt^' Thizisfh^
b e^tiniti^ of utitnaldD^ [hf dj sf itic [ion b ervpf ti cbe ^ als a f fh^ bod^^ Euid [be ^alsaf
the soul — if cbe ba dy uodeEcandz thai if^ tao, izpure cansciausness
A%ati, Iba^a'f ^ne ±a in diw djieccioa Enc Goral^iaih — codiiler of Haiba
Yo%a Euid la^Diar of La^a l!b^ and KundaliDJ Yo^a^ we^ told — is sajd fo b«
physically i mmos eI and lii^ n^ in aca^ SDtnt^fhire in India Thire an aloe Df ^iDit
cues Mas of fhf tn boil do^fiL ta ^f ^vu^ absesed with some diiD^^^nocpuf it la
alah coDif ^j sdj dy the heU QUE of iCj SLdch^ni^n ouc^ibai i ere ally is SLd^fh^ yen
W3IU If' Most de sizes diop aw^y wlita ezanruntd chw v^y Disaise tnblt acamfiky
a^^n^f deare win ch has bi e n haid to satis^ idid che chre^ dp four pn m:t de a res
winch cotnpDst if Safis^ ari^asf ^ach i ndj vidu aU^. The fev^lucb da nDC ^ an
typically ^ly vonhy and easy ta satis^
It^ du proc e s wbj cb prodij ce s che appai^nt madness^ fh^ annnomj an i ndul^nc^
in the dtpcbs a f hatnan nan]ie , the e an n% of frc es andUdD^ if ^of cbai sfuff isjnst
W9^s Df seeing foibidd^n di size sin a nnj al cooie ^ which allows the m ta be deiinded
of [hf £jjff er of be I n% fo Ai dde n
Nafhin^ IS ±>ibi dde n Da yon nally wiut ta fockananinfh^ a^ wlide acaidjnal
wacches^ Or dj d ^Du just wanf to i^clEvtn you r sezcaahf ^ and « z^e n^ nc^ ic on ^du r own
teimSj oaf the tenns of the Caiholic Chnnzb^ OKj lAiy ^od, nov^hackco y^ui
hou sf , buy fhf wifo som^lDn^- stemmed zed ids^Sj andhaiA a^adnighf Tliw^ ch^
real ^inc of the thio^ n^ ch^re tnosf of cbe haac tnaten:! is ^zy clean and wiy
Idvid^
It^ du npre SSI Dn fhaf p lodac Es tht anomah^s iodfh^ & azsa mc pc rwd Dns
Jfj
Ont adt tffc c [ of all Df this IS blj ss If n 3J all^ starts arou nd fh^ piDC tss of re aliz id^
that om ishocb tnalf and §tnalf, and chat che cwo can b^ unified in a viuiety of foa
and infezestiD^ manoei^j bnc ic can scan aioniLd food, orlDW, ar a bunch of ach^r
w^s It^basicdl^ a realiianon fhw yon csLbe hLssfol re^aidles oi wbai you an
^
Ui
doin^ DP &fljD^ I[^ p i^f [^ coolj bu t not [hu itif^imati ^
I wonlda'c ^^ icup ftrch^ wo^d^ nrjnd you
H^z 7l ^M ^fi AJtennrdz, ^lAiychin^ is zon of pliaiuit, «wn tht stufi vliich
nally iudj Ha v^ia i^ ic^ « as^ ca trjsta]^ this fe eliLi^ af v^Il-be i n^ ^i ch i s 3:in n dc« d
inthepb^acTilbDEiy, vichthe BLIS^ OF CONSCIOUSNESS vliich is a rciu ch de^p e r
ttu Li^ Or I s 1 1 '
Then's a nl^ am w^y tm iiid du t — ^ eodi n^ ^lot of f inie inbljss Fok li^ htdu Lid w
itj tijzrjti^ic am v^ Anddie ach^ r, oyiti^ co sc« wIimic izTnid^ei^ i [ ta nnf z frcmi
Tti snd^ blj zf b^ b eiti^blisii]! I z Ahi gti [^icitl One conrLfsaTcniLidTL^rL ta euio^
dn nlati^ ^f epiti^ i] clan^ TLtid dl dit oditrazsatidpans of lilt^buc ^njo^zdutn za
Dvjch tnoi^ be c nuse dit setdsof zaffenD^aKlni^el^ taas^dTiiidsteiile TuiddiztTLTd^d
If yiyu don'c Du]^ ^unelf su^Fj i[^ i^mail^able luvljcdt zufbno^ thei^ is la the
vDdd AiDuiLd yau
Tl^z LiDt Aperfrct vudd Buc rtu vudd isnvjch, tnach class r cope rfrct dinn the
crappy s«li- 1 ma^ — z^lf-tnyrtL — w« 3 air one wth Fedup z i [ is a p eri« cf VDdd and a
Ijcde triDreblisz wmuvDU bcvfo z«e fhai.
I[^ itnponTLiic ca i^me rcibe r thu you c nn scill fry ev e^ ly zt n^ Elisz is wa nde rfil —
buf if ycm^ 3a Eushol^ , if c nn eaUapse You c sl blDW ic b^ c i^ Miti^hatre d iti ycmr a vii
beiD^ Ycm c an blow if b^ lu zf id^ atid bu nio^ p eople wIid are drawn to yonrbdanc^
l!bu candD aHlatids Df stu ff winch c i^ w^s bad xpples la die f^Dzi which k ck you ouf
of pamdize
Jasc ddd'c' Eaac ^odiiesz^ bEuit ^odnezz ^n oi cbat Vajiayana nTLayhem^
Ad^anc edp mEncioiLe i^ S tab [L z^ cbe bl zs and sndy if and, if you Jiod that ca mantajn
itj yon haiA ta bead cbc uks af [h« wo£d a Ind^, please do ic widi grate andlDW
Tliai^ fh* tancnt w^
Blood Satrr^fio^ Death CtiitSj ^J^
If d^aih distuibs ^ourcansciausnesz^if yon shy aw^y fnia 1 1, bu ^ ai^bit and a
book on d J nni n% rabbles
Kllitj ^jnitj ca Dk if^ e at it^ v^ ar it If thEV w^m^ enou^^doit a^n
Dd i[ tao oflen^ one day ^duU be the rabbitj seeing fh^ ez^en^nc^ frnm the
inade
Better CD pray fo Kab and a^he^ if you dare^ tD h^lp ^du wich ^urpiableiuz
aiaund d^aih, a^cobe allavpdfDb^ happily and w^n^becauzf your tne dj tail on iz
reaching pvu all you aeed tallow ai a &zf e nou g|i raie
Risjic^ Do ^Du see the tnodeP Th* uoj^Ee bnn^ wliwe^ryoa n*ed ca leani
fraDij ar^vu i^ath one firic yoai^elf The tuDie you leazn la loe die eviq n^ die les in
loani frstati Dn Ic^ cnu c aU^ i mpos su cd and^ ncand vhy all Df die dail^iesz and de ath
VDi^hip and Digiesand the L1^ ezist rap id w^ys a f pu nctu nog fhe gadiage bagz of
ui
the nLiconsc iDus, ^ i^adiD^ che ju Lik 3ll D^ r [hf Aoo^picljti^cnjt [he u :« fijl srufi nnd
bnini n^ [1u nsccD nothiD^u^
Why Eofhm ?
Thf CDi^ of cantra I z che ch^ ala ^cal nnd^ ncTLiidin^ [hu fh^ u nuAis v^LScreued
by I nf eHi^f ti[ eiuitiez ^iich wtliic us co hn^ fija la i[ AR ch^ c Diidiu odj n^ aad ch^
l^anuTL And nH [he i^s of fhx srufi catibt let ^ o^ ju zf as yan c sl aHa wcmr nna ch^ r
ta tid^ ycmr iDDtn, I f you daa'f cai^ about chele^ nnaEielzoti ch^ Aoor
Yonrli fr IS tiocbj n^bnt a hill Df licile ^eHowplnznc b nd^ thu ^du dnnce arouLidEU
if It w^ the Goddezf If ^du^ viEiti^ [d k c Hirsvp^p ic a^iray, aiid puc heE«li in th(
ceDi«i^^ie vin Ic tna^ snlllookLI^ ^Hav plazcic b nc1^ fo e^ lyb Ddy ^1^ , buf yaull
UiDW Oh p^s^ tny p nc lou J, yoTiTll Jio V
UHDERST AND IN G MAGIC: Oil fhf JTfiVfiV o/^lAf JUdJe^i .VnfAf
Ma^c IS Abui woid Neaily eiA lychin^ assdc i af ed vidL ch^ word ^^c^ leads tD
tniiu nde i?3adi n^ Df cbe sjbjecf p ndoi en els, ^ ^s i n fi] nny lob^ s nvj cce nn^ la sf mn^
Inn^a^ s^ JUe I s:^ r C ro^dey nnddie Golden Da^fiL M these thin^are i i^scaoc es a f
tn^Cjbuc maeic is A^at conntiy lb uodeEcaod tna^cb^ ches^ te^piencs islikt
n nde i^andj n% Fraac e cbrou £ji pastn^ s and th^ Eiftl cower
Paitly [0 cue chnn]g|i thuba^^^, 1 wiUbe ijiin% the [eitn '^sozceiy"" fnqueatl^^
mostly CD le&rcD "^^ cti n% sa me thio^ dam by aaa- Dniinaiy mesu'llbu can read it
an as ^a^c' if ^wj li1^
T^ri? ^f>pi^J CimiTt? irctron t^ Wfji fff
A dD^if Dcily c died a do^b ecau s( we alla^iee cbai i [ is a dD^ and that it is called
that In some cnlmns^ alof Df ch^ du n^ v^ call do^E — Fans H ltd n's c aip ec ^ipp e^ fur
BKatnple — mi glu tiot be i^ca^z^dassuch In ach^ r culru i^s, du r deiniciaa of da ^ as
p efs i^h^r dian f^a d animals would bf a mlaily pni zli n^ Both die banndane s af ch^
objecCj and the deiuiiciDnof chat objectj ai^bDch sotially CDnscnjcted We say "^hjsis
a da^*" but fh*^^ sa^ '^Ojdo^aielai^erandbEnfnanda^^saw^We see die taip*t
sLpperand the frralbaund as two e^iuifile s of a n^ ^ecieSj andchey see c^id eoiirely
diffc re nf am mals WIid's n^t ^ W^ mi^t ai^e chEvit's ^f m; Jt^ u^ mjJTini buf w^ "n
afip^aljD^fD S cie nee , ^fhich dsohas som^ socially CDnsimcceda^^cts TliDse VDids
me aa DiUy ^ibai Dtherp^aple fmm du r social ^Kmp CDnsoae the m f d me an^ le ^ardlc ss
of [hf objecti^f^af the phenomena fo which che vurdsi^frr Tlieie isnova^ouf of
this maze ^^a if phenomena an objecci^ (winch they ai^ aa [ ^ vonis aie completely
relaii^
^
'Wh^LiIusf 3 waid 1 1 Du uiz ju sf vrihiLi I cliDose i [ co tne sLj tie ifhe r tnoK ticule^""
<H Dutripty)
TLitn's 7l n^^d tirchis lind of pop -p 01110 liD^i^iczliecHusf without it, ma^'c
vin »^if fo bf I ti^ de ]uu d b^ asen^s Df ^^latnpleZj vliithotiepei^rLCTLiideluu Dtie
TT^ {''thiit'j tnayc"^ 3ad wiother defines anodier way (^Vhac^sjust a c di titi d*tic e^
While ^aily] dl tn^c is iubjecf ta atcack-li ^d^ tii nl-Df- Et^oc ^ 1 n thi z va^^ ^p lup e£^
coiuciT]tc« d de fitii [iDti a f tna^c 1 j pioof a^ tizf cbj z p i^dati Dti b^ p« tty tinlcerei^
Wfmt sa jlf Of Id ^
Macic IS vhweiA r « ^lybod^ lauil^ d 1 ti fh^ CDniAi^aiiaaa^nes triEt^c is
Now.fhis IS a i^mail^ably obviou z atid ntihelp ill d^fiiutioti in dl tasts e KE^p t the
praccical one this definition wodj If Iperfi^im zome ace, and I zay ^ did duzb^
^aiteiv/ and^u zay '^a, chw^jusc ChEHue"^ thea we aie in cwo diffc reoi u nuA i^ z
of tneanin^ la my uniwnej fhere izpaiceni and causahfyj SLd in yoni^j DiUy lo^^
chaDs^u noidere d e^Dis op e n fo any inte ip lec Euiaa Thiz ai^tne nc viH not b e le »1^ d
vifhouf ne w pi^ d*nc p '
I'd 11^ ta pDinf chat due a^an che asa^tntoi of c ausalify b^ c vpe n cvd ^iadis,
lJ1^£ ^malpaz iz caused by an Dr^anian"" ^i^us '^maHpD^ is CEnzed b^ invisible
bab^bhiu' izpunl^ ap^nonal chaice aod anl^ rai^l^ in tna^ c d prac [i ce is die re
(nou£|i avaddilf eudence fobe ca mpl^ cri^ su i^
If vp an a^ree ^^tndlpoz viH oof couch nz if v^ ^i lid of all the hob^blinz'
jod clun we ^ic nd of ch^tn, and nobody ^cz ad^, diisiz the best tase of pi^cfical
ma^c: we ma]^ aplEui^ we act on di^ plan, die plan^fOI1^^, SLd vp asa^ ou r succ ess
CD tna^c ^VJ«^ is the social ^iDup winch pi rfurnLe d Dr Icne w ah out cbe tna^cal ace
We isdu tiibe^ and altnosf dlma^c is pe rbitne d relaiiw co acnhe If the cube lules
^aa^ c' the n 1 1 ismacic If nof^ 1 [^ ju s: CDincid^nce
TLiisisdLe bi^1^^ co u nde i^candj n^ ch^ fij zs- SLd-nonzeose dicnit ^a^c^ - each
dj &ie nc f nh e has a loc A d^ finj ti on, ran^ n^ frotn fh^ We sf^ la R aiionaL sc pe iq^e ccha
("srutt andnoDseosej ezcepc fi^r S cie nee "^ fhum^ tOj say Afnean Shamaiu an f^haf
caries fj\iL because af ch^ siiaD^ ^incs"^ Wh^n diese loe:t, cnbal defiiutiDns are
oaf in bamiaD^ y^u ^i ^alicy wa^" — places vh^re coa^rsatiDn SLd oanainA
comniani eaiioa b i^a]^ dDwiL b ec aij se Df da^ n% de fiiu [i Dns a f wa ids and eaase-and-
(fCecf i^laiiDn^ips If is haid ca calk cabe reiul^ with apeEoa wtu has a djftrenf
madelaf eaase-and-^ fCe cf fo ^urowa di^ 1 r nazTEVnA s tna]^£ no sfnse at all'
TLiis IS die ii^[ ^od dia^iDscie t\T d^tecfio^ soiceiy loc alii ed h ip dcdo vns in
cau s(- 3ad-e fEe DC nlaiion^ips whieh tna]^£ camniuni eaiiaa SLd scDiytelLn^ widi
peDpk outside die ciibe djfilcult Thjs indicaies that sotnecbjn^ cmn^iied ^fhich is
oily "TbA"" iDsde fh^ tubal ^iDup laeali^aln^basdj^i^d^enou^ frotn cuLnral
aainis to he c aHe d tna^cal nahf^
UJ
Tb Abdi^j tht fFitii^ vadd fCEms wiy ^d-iHleii and trL^stenous TuidlitautifL]!
and teniblf ELiDitncms b eiti^ of u lUj trjc^ d p o v^ r as Kspacuible f^r^iAiypaiT af
^Du r iu IV1V31 and e^^neace- ^du r pare nc z are ^d and ^odd^sSj loids Df crewion^
trLn]^£EC■f ^vu Tins izclu UDJ wrssl itiipnFit ta vtjchma^c Ktuniz a^aand a^a
anda^n chldi^ti playing i li a n alicy [hey da not undone aiid^ o^ i^e« li by eaaimouf
furc es du ^ dD aa [ c otitrol ^itu cb fhf ^ hope and p i^ are b eoe uil^ tit Tbbe anna^ciaa
iz [D stay a child, li^ n^ la fh^ 1ltl1^^LDWll, le ami n^ nrioi^ each day abouf aunnAi^ it
se^tn^like you vill tie^ rntidi ncaiid
Thf cheese af l^k^zed Consemus ReaLty is ^wisSj ^oc fjH af hol^s the New
A^, fhf Siia]^ Handle i^^ cbe S ci e nc dId^ sfs, ch^ Hindu andEuddhisc naiions, liani^
Fu ndanieaialj s: Chnsfisut^ E^iybody wIid sppedsca abj ^lei po ve ^ f d a notion of
reaLty abDW EVLd beyond ch^ le^l Df Hi^New^ ua tna^cian of om son orsuth^i
with EHL alfeioaii^ tnDdel oi reaLty, and actezf cd ali^ioati^ tnodris of tause-SLd-
B&Ct
""This Happf ne d E ecaij se B d>^ Jesu s Is An^iy V^ th l!bu r S any As"" is ama^c^
nari^iw, asciennflCj beinou^^ henucalj adiniuv aod childish. This is ma^c^
thinkn^in the i^w vile bla^h^tnies a^ansf CDtnniDn sfnsf and^Dd reason la [he
nam( of a^d who wauld altnosf ce itaj nly dj saww aH i nee i^sc in the simation
Thw qaahfy — 'cbjs mdc^s nD ±ic1dD^ sense and is caiufikcely wron^ hy all
reasandik i^Ai^oce pDincs" — is a secaod ^Dd diagnosfic t\i d^c^ccin^ sozcciy.
Anybody wtu L^sin a vuddlike that, e^n±>ra Juiif wlulej isama^cian of sotn«
1o nd, had J n^ c 3ase-and- eftc [ if anly in diei r a vn nu nds Ma^c is abauc »deinia^
reaLty azouad ^ur ^ ds^ ^vur desi i^s, you roe e ds, you r dre ams, you r ideas
S ore eiy I s ah Du [ ^ff lo^ t«ur w^y i n [be vudd
T did If MY way"" is tbe ciy of di* solitary mafiician *WE do it OUE WBy* is
the ciy of [hf tna^cal cube . M^ house . M^ ndes Be diepai^iu af ^vur a vn ma^ c al
self!
Much of the sn]ff of SDit^ry issiddhjs — tninoipowen which ai* developed by
spi n ru Aprac tice SLd tne dj tati on If ^du canste saras and fe el othei p^ aple^ cbal^ras^
^4n] caa sotnecimes detecf wliea sotneDne is l^n^ or f^receH Juiif ceim e^ncs, or
^t licdf ^sifsfram ^iii[ gjjides {you r owiL and ach^is^ Yau can tonunanicaie witb
asti^ be iD^ by friep xby and ad^ ±ir ^^^is, some [i m^s push lu ck aod happ e nstane^
by vin alan^, EVLd so oa Hntnans all ba^ dl Idod^ of cap abiline Sj andmasd^ ^end
the irh^ s vifh abnDsc aHof di^ircspahlLtiesfjIl^ absoih ed i n fh^ tnaienal ^ani^ w(
aHplay Wh^n ^vu be ^ n co bre a]^ away fcotn fhw %ame , pow^ is Df vanons lindsjust
^
ccDU The New A^ see tie \z fijH of people viAl nru lidf cap Tibiljf ii z which WDuldhe
CDtally u ns tn^dciAilf i n ati^ shATinsu c culTu i^, buf iti ck one li1^ zai^ thumb zhtie
Notit of cbTit ^1 [ re TiHy maicf n Ybu CTLiide^lop i [ all i n a 6 w ^an a f hEod woil-.
if you v^icitj aad i[^ p lab dily jud cddu co aii}1>od^ who^ se nous abauc h^ tig die it
No Renl ma^c sans wtLeti y^u ^i leTid^ cd slide ad^w?^ iti naljt^^ ciDsarLg
D^rfrotii aoe ftizrin Df ezutence ca aiiDche r ^Yh^ ti you are i^ady co allow your c Die
deiinitiDtiz of renlicy he i^deiiied accoidjtig to your own will nnd the wiU of god,
you'll reTidy cd he tl i^al tii^ciaii, a zaicei^r Tlie tii^c ciidt, tliu tiiosf potetif
aichftvpej \z campkcel^ nal If i^pi^setifz die peEaoal i^aLt^ of the zaitei^^ the
bunnaa EnrTL^s p idj ecti w iurbe oa wtu cb n alicy-n^we -Uidw-ic isshotit Tlie Ma^c
Cinle izFlaia^ Cn^, nnd wp, chat (liMoe d-dowii ^dj amuse d idid cnpcu^t^b^ the
^Dw oa TV I d cmr Dp e d- [ia Dre d p nsoti cell
^aiceiy is the ntiiDte coticiol oti nahf ^j [he ^sae coticiolle r dfi life Punch iti the
che 3f c Ddes Euid fhf game cbatigez Buc eu ewiy ZL^p^ you ]ULd yonnelf surrontid^ d b^
pe CE, DthtE pla^iD^ the same ^ame k pvu^ 111^ -me^ cln^-lJ1^£ oache ape ti field
Fiom [ime i mme tiion nl ma^ ciatis haiA cotiju i^d de ma ns cieaTui^s of dndoLess,
(vilj hantd, h elow-b esti al hjst J delicti tig iti fhf muid^iDf hope. Why ^
^imlaily, cotizairiD^ wifh Aiigels atid Oods \z an ancieiu ^os among mages
Why?
None of ch^se c ip anre z i z difCe ipdi inhasc stiucmre from^u orl 3f an eszeotial
lewl ^achis AC»atedfntlt^^JU3lJ1^£ aba is or a dog or tl p CEoa Ih^y may leade
pnmaiil^ in the zame pliuzt you ^o when pvuba^ a dre am^ tl i^ aoa or a dj Ejicmai^,
buf i^st aszaredcbai yon are az unreal co them aschey an co you on^ can approach
rhe i^aLt^ of n^ady ao^b^ingif Dne has the doU anda^licy If ^vuba^ azecnmng
dre am of k Z51 ng an angtl Dr h e ing ^npe d b^ ademoaj ni^ a^^rniglif aferiu^ic,
that It IS Dtily a die am matcf n 1j ttle if iz "^re al e nou g|i' ca frsuf^im pvurlife
VThf che r ze^ n wicb fh^ mj tid's ^y^, i n dnamZj in ia aaiu, la dail^ ^azz mj nun a r az
appanf Id ns. If maice i^ no more chan cal j ng co ApeEoabe-CD-^Cjhy e-maH.phan^,
^xarpozfal mal cotiimu nic anon with zeal enfinez occun Ih^y are az real ta y\yu
as yon an fD fh^m, and ^u CEunzudl^ deciEie baw ^al^ yau wane co ma]^ thoze
lands Df phenomena If pvu c an e^^ n eoc e telepathic conae c cionz wi ch a ch^ r haman
beiD^, wh^ oaf aaa-hamanheingz^ cie aTu i^z fra m odie r planes and zo on?
Oh^Du^^j care and dizcietion muse be ^^iLizfd Yon daa'f waiUjb^ andlaigt,
fD han^ auc wicb cixk-dealin^ gu n-tonng lioodlumz co wliDm yon are a w^Uef on
legz — hut if ^Du w^if fD bu ^ craclL, that's wli Pie you ^ Yisu^ ack^^nu see adocfor
l!bu^ ZDulsick^GD zee sl angelj b^ whEveiA r me ans n^ c e saiy.
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Th^ i^djt^ yau ai^ ili is dr^uiy tna^tTil niOicy ta lieio^ other thTui ycni ptmi
talsDif, your tnind, ycmrbad^ — diDst thio^ a» nriAEicnl If is you r ^miL tui c^j ^ur
tlc cu tnalwtdhnbicij tlIi Dti co li eiti^ ^du i^li ^i ch piadu c^ s ch^ iHu a oti of cht tnutninrL^
waddycnj L^ in E^CTiuse fh^ iiuid« Df you r Enra has tht smtl^ b A3 c p lop tnie z e wiy
â– i^jycm Afsutne cIitlI [his is the "^i^ al wodd/ aod h ecau si rhE ?j riDU ndj n^ culnj i^ fells
^Du che ^re nl wci£[i' If aa n-nnAEic nl^ ^u bfhf ^ them H o v^ ia^ fh^ npp^ r chnlons di
sephjK][ (etiei^ c eDi« i^) coDird clu puts of ch^ ps^hic "body vliich Jufie the aara
atid rtu i^djt^ pzajfcced ^nchin i[ As Dtie ^ds conscious CDnciul oi rtuisf en^r^
E«Df(is^ It b ecome s possible (nay, eE^) co iircifily decide chaf i^ahf^ wiU cbati^ ifs
ilow And tiADis vin hiippe n chemseliAS idio a diffti^oi paiceia — And i[ ^nll sooti seem
nDIDUl, COD
TtJs int« nm phase clu ^Ap be ewe ea che d« cision. And dLAi ne v i^ dj [^ b« c DtniD^
nDimAljze d^ I s tiiA^ c Ic^fh^ shifting die ciDsan^ thAi is tiiA^tAl When y^u dj^, ic's
pDsable ^cm"" vin I nc Aznwf Dn a djftre nc plsLe of eujtence p e ihsps a wci£d ^le n
^Du {And e wiyb Dd^ else) c An A^j or mAni frst bod fra m thia aj i Ttuse vuddse^isfj or
At leEut Are vnccen diont lAiy often Somewlieie wi thia you r soul, fh^ re is the diilicy
ta e y] sf And mAnifrsc in a vudd diAi VDI1^^ i n such mA^ c :t va^s
S ore eiy I n essf nc e, i s indin^ auc how you r soul cauld Dp eraf^ in such a vodd. And
then opening a bubble af chw realicy la ^vurpi^senc em^iDnm^nt, so thAi yon csl
scAiT e:« iLisiD^ thDse u nasuAl-tiF dus-plEKe CApAbdifi^s
This IS fhf HehK CD use fh^ fjUpov^is of your avAl^oed, e^ sided soul in a
W9^ ^riuch i^^iliAS ATOund apenio^ bubbles of AkenLAif reaLty AiDund ^oui^lf
And pi ihaps your mA^ c Et f nb e ^^n^ le alicy pe nnission to soteajbe cbAn^d And
hAiden A^n Tb ^i^IqcaI i^Abf^in die djieccionin vliich your d^ si»s ai^pDsable^
then ta e^enence ch^tn Noce dLAi oider ]isc tiiDW i^djt^ sjcb tliAt ic ispDsable^
onn^iAtAble fh^n ^z^en^nc^ i[ Madj ftsti ng rhin^ dmcdy in muodAiie leaLty is
pDsablejbut »ry, wiyliAid _
If you a: ay in chEV place of n^ w p oc^ nti als lode iini cel^, ho v^ ^^ i[ is no lon^r
tiiA^CAl If^ jnsc nDimAl A^n a hi^ur leiAl mutual It's cbe shifting vliich is
tiiA^cAl — [hf nnd^ncAiidin^ thAt IocaI i^djc^ is deliiud b^ consensus. And caii b^
AfCe cf^d piD^bnndl^ b^ ^Du r a vii I nf emi DOS And che i ncemiaos of diDse people AiDund
As you ^fiyaur sense of re alicy, pvu wiUc^ndco wcmcf Aiidbe AtciAtte d co pe opl«
AndplAces widi CDtup»ible »Aljfies wIiai itATCs as sl lodi^du:! decision About fh(
nAn]ie of i^djc^ rApidl^ CAlces aa ch^ appeAmnte af a "^lAid i^aIjc^'' as you fLnd
^^[su^*lf sunouaded b^ adi*rs with chosf beliefe Tins is "^plAnAT raawl^ — tiiDuio^
berm^n djftrenc cubes widi difCei^m miniiAii^ realises, orbeio^ djA^tiL across ch^
^Dbe tD places fhw ai^ resonAnc wich ch^ reAlicy yon vnu cd ]tel Nof eiAiybady
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ccmLidf ss I] dLDns Df pe Dpk wiH a tnpl^ m ^i tnt^ c
TLie z^p tlttlii DLi b trvpf ti am c otizea^s re nlity EVLd atioclu r i z nnaiLitTU n^ d oa niati^
pl^TLfs af eyizfftict a tnolcuieau^y TK^ ^tiuz:!"" le^l is mas nocTible csast-uiEi-
(fb cf « ^laoati Otis do lidc tra^l well be ewe e n re nL ti ts Otie %iDup wiU say "if v^ the
Holy Spint chiit h lou^bLf ns co^chei^^ ^riuk aiufhf r ^nll sa^ "^weH, if wasjnsc Dtie of
rha ze pTuti es ' I[ tni^tu bf die STLtne phe notrLf tiTij bnc ch^ local c Dti^ ticiotiZj tiTLtn^s atid
oarraii^ zc^k z ftizrin tl dj ^ a ^ "^lull' oa di WDddvif w The Ijd^ isci cle^l i z aii e az^
v^fo ze e banndane z h e twe ea i¥ dj ti es Tlieie ni^ al^ of e n e titi^ tntmh mn^ s chw
niUct tht e nriDci Dtial atid p zychic le wlz of fhozf zsae djviiiotiz.
Jecwc^ iz atiotbe r p ow*rfijl wa^ of p aif ma niti^ h ality Tb KnoWj Tb TATIl, 1^
Dai^ and lb Ke^p S df tit/ ^^ s cbe old tiia^ ci aii^ Z9^i ti^ S le tice has tiiany pu ip dses,
1>i]f an^ Df cbe pn nnaiy aoe z I z ca paiti ti Dti fhi la cal i^aljf ^ a f die tii a^ c i aii fLe k ely if
Dtif a tiipl^ tie^ r sp^ a] J af ma^ c^ fhf n e zfe df I dl^ ooe ^ tiia^cal cnbf isaciibe af on^
Tins appiD^h ^3iA people A^at seme of power aiid itiip Ditatic^ 1>i]f ai SDtiie cosf
in saiiif ^ atid h alsLC e if tnaite i^ licfle ba v mucli you can be nd and waip lealify in the
pnvaty of your dwil ce mpk Ic^ tal j n% your ^ow auc aa the ro ad diat counts.
A '^ma^c al onie r^ orsDci^cy af tna^ciansis c^picaU^ d^fln^db^ Tilai^hod^ of
^ai^d SEtitfs tbai cooscnj* the "holl^ — the baundaiy — of fhe Oni*r Witbjn chw
bun, reality often bas radically diftre nf p lop^ ni e s — ^en allpnstDi ai^ tiitmheE,
jod tbe dDanslocl^d^coDSEiuuf nality csLbe di^wii ^, ^h ^k wi diou [ se^ tni n^ 31
(fCecfs Anybody inuil^ d in iu ch A^iDup shDi]ld naljze^ liowe wr, fhEU tbe ftuidjc^ of
n alify If a piadu cf of the a£je e me nc a f dl pnseiu chw i [ du>i]ld b e sa^andtbe relxnA
li^dicy a f reality cmtside of dit f^ tuple s of die 0Ide^lJl^fV1se v^ eoe all^dj and dl
of eqaal *^ow*r''
Tins IS 1^^ EiAn tilt tiiosf p 1%-lit ade d bf I n% I s also ^d TlLeir wishis fur i^aljf^
ba^ ^quA weiglif fD ^Dui^j fcotii fhf ^d^s e^ pt^ectiw AH dj^ne clildun are
loiAd and re^ect^d ^qudl^h^ tbe i r c ostiuc pare nf Sj pe ihaps vifh sotne e^^ptions
t\T the e KE^p ti DnaHy dl-b^hiiwd Jus: because yon ^i to Ay aiDund on the astral
plan^ or tn a] ^ bubble vudds vh^re oeady all tbe ca n^iiiL^ lav^ are ^nej don't siaif
rbj LildD^ of yauiself as qaalif wi^ly h ef ter tban DtherpeDple Yau are nof Th^^haiA
ccHectiwl^ wiHedfhf tuundan^ wodd into existence fur re azonz ^n ma^ not «^ahe
Jile ta ^es w, and w^ ezist wi tliia or alon^de that cieatiDn
Onl^ a fi^ol win]ld think fhw we ai^ loids SLd mastei^j aad fhe^ aie da^z and
SEivanfs
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Of T^KhmqiAtmMfi^ F\ir-pii^^
Ttif DddsEut wiy ztzan^tTiTLt y^u i [UTUTiTLtf d i n thi z lj]t tir a d^ Aru t« zetlsdei Ttit
FTiDst fij ndTLmtDi :t n 7GDL1 to [ia tn^t is to MCTun cht ^tiI^ Euid abj e ccha z fhaf dnw
^Du CDiLitamai^ itifh^ iincplue Tlu ^ock a f loc ahimidli i s hu^^ clu p^u n of bi nh^
the LtTLifwian of iti^icy, ch^ stres of cbildliDad dis^fipoi ninu lie, fh^ di^ of tl^j
^ravi [^^ clu p A^fTL^ af citne Th^ up a de of loc ahimidli i zpn [[^ frititTGCit foOj bnc hsd^
tn^c fo cu^iiDLi the ^od^ of the wo£[i is tiobad chin^iartu ^Liei^cTise If yon
cun^ fohe ail TiTtisf, ^pezfaim^r and a h^ 3le^ Ice epiti^ yoni^elf lacip-fop Jupe by
lii^ Li^ la a re nljty i n ^fhich your body is nlmoit tiIv^s bbulonsly v^ll i s aa bad thio^
unlesfhfie aie ^eci]lc i^asotis tiof ca do i[ Ma^c cofhEU effete trj^t b^ symbolize d
tls ahi^h « tie i^ ^D^prac cic e^ a ^ e ci tiI die [, ui unuk Cj aprac [i ce likf he ibalh uhs, ar
juit ATLaicicudf to VAids your ba dy Th^ cie ati Dti is of a ileld Df i Liceiuiaaj Euidbe^nd
that, a field of df fLrjcioa That is nria^c Til i li EVLd of i tsflf
TaEncnl tna^c ce Lids cob t abic tiiore canci^fej nvh^rlil^ fh^ difCe i^oc e be ewe ea
I [If ex or de cor atid jf vriiy A aanll IoctiI tiia^cTil ace ta ii:< a ^e cifLc prohk tii isoiily
a tidJSj a cam e [urana d^ of a tiioi^ ^eneml i]iLde i^ SLdio^ oi i^djc^ a uiiy bady
detorxiaa rather fhsL aii arcibitiu e li^ iDtitii^ tit If you oeed NOT co ^f aoath^r
p adati^ u c1>jc UDtil dit n^xc ^i^ic cbe ck nppe ai^^ a L tde JLamaiiic woil-. to ^f thai cod
isodI^ aa a^e cf of a nriDi^ ^iieral ""« ia lychin^ h^ le is^in^vell^ Arid
Euc tilt techniques, ^laie^rcbe^ tiii^ b^, i^dl^ are just fhx fh^^^ cii^^n^
w^s of lianiessiD^ die inoaie pavprof an i ndj vidu nl liutnaii be id^'s nnsufrsaiioa
en^ne^ loc aniaiioLi eii^iu.life ^ti^n^ Ways oi capping iota ^ibai we 3II dD aHfh^
titiif utic DLisci Du J^ CD co-creaie che vodd ve Iw la Tliere aie sotne e»:iptiDtis:
I nmc ati Dtis iti aii^elj c lan^ a^s, ±>r eziunpk , cead ta vuri^LiDt sd tnuch be cause th^
tiia^ciaii chinlcsfhf^ viH, bu t be c Ense an^ls be ar cbe 1 r tiam^ s, i^ad iDieLicioLis and
canchoDse con^ond ooe of [be fr v c asf s jel vhjch ma^ c israihEinian Dhj^ctiw
than subj e clua
Ma^c I s nDLhjD^ k ss [han die cieMiaaaf i^aljcy at viH We aie TiUdoin^if all ch^
time^buc die ndjfy vp cliDose fo ci^ate mas: of die time isdein^d to be concDidant
widi tlif Tfuh le Lif iP3ljcy Df [hf plEHLe [, [hf oation and die sdcItiI ^iDup vt an in I^od^
ip^onsblLf ^ tir ninin^ pvur a^fiL le djfy tir die efiecc andljfrsf}le yon choase is abi^
sf^p^ buf diat^ le aU^ 3n tlif re isca tna^c Tme ma^c, a r SDi^e iVj is 1 n re dj zi n% th wt
liaiA this cspTibilicy, diai vp use m tL the titne id cipaie che '^naznnzi' wa£d, anddiat
we can apti Dndly b^ c Dtii^ conscious and capable of acciaa on duse leiAls af leTility^
ipdeinin^ aur VDdd at will and pleasure
Tbj s IS m^ nnde ntandj n% of che Natli Way, the Naih S annp iTda^a If isasociet^of
b^i n^ whD, undf i^aodin^ tliw di^ ^ aip in som^ sensf ^d, and fiily w sf^ d tii^ tiJie i^ of
thecosnrjc ^milv^ chaosf ca L w as di^ ^ wil.iian^ lote nnon, wiHj n nj3l, ma^c and « ^ly
ocbera^ecc Df life as tneans to tli^ eod- enjo^n^ che u nj »i^ chx ^d c i^ated widL us.
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ENTERING BLISS | TAiMPrf/L .Adf f i-ofiHj Af ff/c mriJAiJiirff)
?a tht Dule /A tnalf i nft^ntf ion vtg Eud^ ample uidf^cluucd I v^ just atfTEWt« d
a^a TLiid a^ati AndTL^LifD thtse crai^ Libra /Sc Dip id vodu n^ tlthI cba ze 7\ib SDtne
dTLmn ATLiuiyin^ 6 trizte tnuii^ sf midliz — hDc^buc coc dl^ uiubk fo c Dtnmic id ao^thiD^
(^a a dais, or trLn]^£ fh^ir nrjtid up Fovirfjl sezu:t deai^ fnni clu Scoipio, buf
niidinccfd SLd nfrajd Df CEAaii^Euiy fi^nn — thu 1>« id^ tl fijodnrirLftitTil Libra qaaljf^ If
v^ZjbhiLidy, dm^Li^ tne rmts So Td n^ nny Juti^ nndlLad sotne tatitnt [tchnicpj^,
jod rd sndif d ps^choclu i^y as both ait atid zci^tice, zo I ii^i^dcbat Tdjust, well,
manifrst vliweiA r 1 was laoloD^ fur frntn clu » ^ ds i LicezTLdl^ wicbj li tn^zelf IfLgjJiEd
it caulda'f just be se^ or I'd be di^vii t avoids p e op le wtui I wbs ma i^ lJ1^£l^ fo ^^ c laj d
hy — ichE^fobe sotn^cluLi^fjiLdamtDialiLi their ^tiei^ that Iv^sIddIjcl^ to use ta i\SL
some land a f latk
^Ichitn^j ngtif^ SdIw et Coa^A Buc I nEedid sotn^cluLi^ id sdIw So I venc
looIdD^ fiir fhf asp^cc of nnystlf which v^s fhosi wannfti same ^tc vhich v^s vild
jod utibndlfd sLd sexunl atid iLidecisiM aiid iimiDcic EVLd itisan^ aiid open and
fnendl^ and welcoming Euc maiiUyhof Aod Idjscownd chEvldidha^ thai a^ecf
of niEj^iy aiKia^ ic was who I had a tea b^ e n in past li^s as a waman
1 was aice mp ti n% CD ba^ sez wicb myself
Sq I did I stan^d id become chw a^ttc af nit, in pnvate^ in m^ m^djcEvions
l^ed ta reni^nib^r what if bad beenlikf, fo tri fhx enei^ in m^sfli Wifh SDnie
praccicej i[ bee sue pasible caba^bDth [hw^neig^j chw wild-tmale -powe i^ and ni^
Dim some wliai i^pi^ssedbuc sizaD^niale eoei^ lamy body at the sam^ tim^
It toDk a wlile^ abouf ayearsLd ^bal^ hue u a n^ [his sysce m i n ni^ masn] Aata ly
buasies ewntually halsued cbe cwo en^r^es I b^cannf equally camiiifable wich
either SEt as ^^lu/ hue reniajned as niyseli la daily hfr Thea an^ da^j I b^^aa ta
nalize that I tonld produ ce aa ^ss^nti ally stzual hliss w will a mpl^ by allowing ^neigy
cransfei CD Dccu rbe twe ea the cvd
IdJdn'chaiA cobe masn] dialing Drdoio^ the ia saahzati ons. It ju zf was cheie , an^
cinie 1 wanted It, asniucbasl would aHav' ThEV chan^d fhin^'
â– WDw:Tbai ChEiD^*dTliiD^'
1 could nDC jnsi feellil^ a hot ^d when I w^uiid co, buc actually frellil^ 1 was
bofh hau n^ sez wich a hoc ^d, andfeellJ1^£ I was ^hof ^ dba^ n% sf zc ^^^Djalblzson
a plate Tbb^ baoesf I was pretty cai^U not ta da [dc much of the loJlnj te -a i^aans
rhjn^ I vas mDre-ai-lezs ceitajn cbat cheie vmildbe sid^ tftccSj I just djdn'f 1^ow
rhemai cht tim^ I e z^ tnmeoif d somtj buf cha ze mi [ co e ^ ene nte diai asmy d^^k
staie Df c onsci onaie sz
Inset adj I me i^d cbe m^ [his malf SLd 6 male , inta an old, ze tde dj mam ed couple
lemD^d che tenaoa of sepaiwion and fh^ blisz of UDJoa EVLd aHaw^d a basicdl^
ind^pendenf zcaft cd emti^, ont vhire I nD longer niedid anybody else^ z^zual
en^r^ 7\z ui inpuc co tn^ ovtlj a^ is so Dfi«Li che tiiDciuTiti Dti fiir »:<j oaf just th«
plsTLSurSj but tl dji^tc en^r^tic rebalTLiici li^ — yauti^ nntLi nnd vomerL^ zo siiaD^ aa
om s\d^ DT [hi Dcluraf cht f^rc^, tietd ic ta re nnati psythDlD^ caHy b nlsu ed — iiDt
just t] rple TL^n^bu [ ca b nlsLC t tht lojodnlini Sollaniia taoktii^zeliouf of clu ^sue
Gids w«i¥ stJl I nff n znti^ tls pe ople, ^ fn e nds^ but I didii'c i^dl^ cuedsez nny tnon.
I 3:in liTid nlwia n^iips^ stil bad z«^7Lii[ieLijDy«dit TLlot.buciu^ tolenuue ±>rB£ had
dioppe d v^ dDwabe c saze I vtls lid Iod^ rp ^cbj c dl^ d^pe nde Lie oa i ^e niTil souk e z
cif fitniniLie eiiei^y
Thf ti I aa [Its d I c Duld CTitTil^ze clu stat« i li ach^rpe opk, Tuid this made them ^iDt
triDre fjacD^iep wi di, be c nusej v^ll if I v^ tic i lied fhe i Lice inalblisSj atid they dj d cht
SAnrif chiD^ che ci you hadchese rvD bl s be id^ b Ddj^ s ^nll Ic Was ^GDadTbjLi^
HDwewFj vifhouf reTiHy h^a^ pn or pratci c es, p eople djda'f seem co be Tible cd
hold ic, so diac a^a v^s a i^latiwl^ Junli^d e^entiieoi:! phaze Theze da^z I
tecid ta 1^ep che ^tiei^ dovn ca fhe poiDi ^ei^ I frel alifde b^tc^r chan I would
vithont ic lUDTiici^ atid dDti^ ^f ecifan^d ici i^lati oti Jup z I dDii^ vaiic co^ ann iiDt
"^huode i^vj ck b^ ch^se ciszaez" atid sa CDtiibnable andhapp^ I juzf daa'f naUf
ha^ the cotite^t ta leally lee loaze, aod I^ ciac sji^ diai ati^body leaU^ daes che
c elibaif , orbauseholde ^ p ach le ally dDezse^tii cobe moie cotiima ci cbati wild taiitnc
oi^eZj and VI ch ^Dd n asDti It's alac « as^ r to arrati^
1 daa'f 1{no V nb^ if^sDhaidco airati^ die Dtheroci^ Ifsa^ame
One chiti^ 1 haw oaf ice d^ a^ r the ^ars, is chat die i^^ alot a f mord re ^ODsbQity
I ci b e iti^ zf ^?j ally iDi^^iaifd Tlie e^o zcHbas de are z ^riu ch if piDj e ccs Dr winch n ally
are iiihErecidy la DcherpeDple {^reaU^"" iti ^^ sp^^^j as if v^re) Fedupz Ibafched
the I Lice^i^iDLi aod It Jumldha^ fa]^facaK Df alocmai^ Df tn^ e tiiDci ooal lu eds^ or
pe^apzduze reffu i»d Dche r loie ^raii ods wliith 1^ zf 01 vurioD^ auf \Vba 1 juiv^^ But
bein^able co ^^tierwe i Lice nial sezual rapfurej amnatii^st lAiy siKiiL^buc iDi^mally
b alaac ed mzte orfrtnal^ eci^r^ at wiU, c an ma]^ one ah^llaf amanipulwDi
If 1 vdl^ aiDuad ^ncb chf i^fnre e wn dj^ul^ on^ ^£^ ta]^ nonce inava^^riucb
izbofh Eipp e aL n^ and fn £jice cu n^ App eal n% be c ausej wellj it^ nice tabe nDtic^d, tD
be wanced As a gijy, b ein^ able co dI^wlDa1^s fnm stu cuu n^ wa me n was a masaiA e^
bDost Fn ^iteoj n^be c ause^ fcDtii my p e^ ecti w, chf ^^ mDthz drawn ta alame^ibjcb
will teitajcdy mi c help chem cnucbj and quite posably da them za me barm Tliey'K
eesainly nDC ^oin^codo the i cif^ ^i?ria n piaccic es, and concacf wich inte ^rate d e n^ i^
IS at diac poiDi b a^ c dl^ he iDia Da Fie e John a^ addicti^ z^^dj alicy h^roi n, possibly.
Heie.hDney, ^c aloe Df tn^ blisz Arid" ' Now diap "^tiv
Ijuanewr^o thei^ Na c « ia n am ej chank^d
1 thiii]^ I'd be op^nin^np a lot af tempc»ian t\T wiy bfde rewapi cbei^^ ehl
e^ ne^d — i^sidual self-^sceitn issues from my teena^ ^eas — but no acfnal se»jal
ne^d I'd b e nsin^ sezc vidL auc-Df-m^-dass wotnenfo s:tiA a f weaiy-^ar-old wound
Ndf hf aljD^ buf DLily dama^o^ e ke^ sZj would b^ infhx dji^ctiDn Be aware chEVfh^
a
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inteninl s«»jal nice ^ttlii dli dDe^'c auconnMic TiHy fret due bann all f^inu of zizutiI
STAGING HIGH: Oh th£ Lm^trity of Fsyth^dthc CoNstimusixtss
The p iDblf rcL I s scTib di zi Li^ rtu emi^.
CaUe^vDri^ because i [^ tl nlEVHAly v:tij e-f[^« spx« f^ r ^as, esreznEt scnj Ke s
of tnotieyj Ltde decisoLi nul j li^ b« ^nd ^ich cdue«s ycm do, EVLd nnafsiiA^ hu^,
incndiblf social I e(li» Flu s flu scIudI adnii niscmi dli ^uti^yourliA aliaac Jufe
aadpuipDse
V^ th 3ll thill itu ff a^ e ni r^ inpucs, iDts a f pe opl^ ai^ capable of b^ i li^ vonde iM
Tlieadiey ^c out itito the i^ A vudd and bH b atk dli cbe coping JalhaadpaitenizDf
rh« I rpTLie nfs, EVLd ch^ waode rfil ^arcL^ fjiSh apan People ^laduaU^^ DfUjtie vifhouf
SDDU ±>ir[i of stiDLi^ ^ m tu ?1 p mEnc ej b« if tne dj tali oti Dr psyche d«lic s
Bu t p syclu delj cs cau::e dania^ Not tnuch dArina^, iiDt a ^ii&c su^ bu [ qiai the
}^ Ai^j unless p« opk UiDW hD V CD scay p ^cbj c dl^ be alfhy, chey h e ^a to p I ck up triDie
aad triDie scars atid biu ise s Euzn^d-iLibicsaf cxp nnf tnoiy, Dr ^fDuods diw ^f Dp eoe d
up and Lif 1A r ([u Iff dos^d Scufflik^ chat If^bardfD sf^Uly hedih^ A^aloLi^enn
user Df psyche dfhcs^ EHLd tnost of [hf bn £ji[esCj ^iiQj es pe ople seennco cup oiily lanly
pas[ abauc chi n^^ wi di ce n^a i cure djbl^ Dhuaus and pa veziil « xc epci oos.
^eftiQ^ cbe nriA^ic back^ requii^s msin^ etiei^ Spmtual ^iieig^j you lauv.
juice. Tlie Idod of openiusf fo ^dj ca e ach-a char's he aiiSj etc ^^riucbis ea^, Dh-SD-
(asy^ as you Li^f is^ buf is so cnuch tnore difilcnlc atid carciplezc wh^ti rel»ia nships
be^afDpi^sa^ habieSj aod triDit^^s trL?]^£ nnai^ sense chan rennti^ Hdv da ^du
I01A e^iybody whiti you^ ^f diiskd who^ sd tnuch moi^ impDitatit co ^du than
rhe Kst Df die vodd cotnbi ned, le ally, ^ibe n 1 1 conifsii^t downfD if^
Ttn nDt sa^in^diw i[ can'che don^, but I Em sa^i n% diai the tn aj a obstacle s are
^mtual^ iu][ tnaienal ar e^n emociDtial Eztfi^Diditiaiy pov^r aad c iicuiuscance s
oe e d CD CDtnbi ne f D 1^ ep cbai k nd of ap^ nn^ ss f D che vo£d ^lo^ in lai^ c otntrmnif le s
vtJcb are n'f made up e ncinl^ a f njd-? Os a r yonn^r ±11^.
Tlie acfual d^nsujcsl^ had d^scnhedfo tne lasame defadh^ ^[^rans of the
1360s consciDusnes tnDwtnenf They basically su ^^ sf^d ta tni fhx ch^re^ acuzn
nnie auDne a:iiSj ^di^ Df awaie ness aa the Dcber In the e ady sca^^ s^ ch^ dm^ rapidly
lit yQU CD aplaieauz People can sfa^diere vifh a cc aaa n A psyche driic i^fie Jie i^ ti r
Acme A^ y^^\Tij tna^be si^Dre^nc^n lasom^ cases
A£er thai p enad pe Dpk be ^ n tD Cam^ Down Usudl^ the piacessis eKtiemri^
pajciM ascbe p^ isonalify le -bardeos^ che du^aa lan^rpio^de any "hi^ Yon sfll
^c hi gtij bnahe i^'s nD ^1 n ru :t ope nin^ no seose of h ein^lih erwf d Ate rraids ^vu^
rhe same p^rsoa yon v^» before and the ^vallsbe^nco close in The p eisa nal [^ scops
chan^n^ cnu ch uodei p ^cbe driic inJluEncES ThE £jwfhscDps
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Af chiit poiDi^ Aldf a f p^ aple ^de cha r a n ta he loia oFj fh^ se d^z. Ice tami n^ TK^
atieshe [i cs 1 jH clu spin nj :t p^u li c sased b^ b Dth cbe re -hnide liid^ of tht pei^DLinlicy
?md [h* ^iBtual [iam?i^ — bruises widljfd* cues — th?it psyche dpi ts cause I vane to
sci^ss i\i7\L ^infual dArina^ fmups^h^deLcs is not tninor in same cas^s — people
Eui n Tilly hnakclLeir ^^ — hue cbai se^i^ itijunes aa cbe ^innial k^ Tue [h(
e^epciDLi EHLd tiof che uk Yan c sl ^ hi1 j li% diunl^ aIoc of ntne s b^ ±iie yan iip uid
shacfer^Durle^ Andsoic is^nth ^ i nmal vdiI-. aad f nppiti^
Euc scill, cbe damTL^ xcumulTLte s a licde ev autnt, EVLd nna s: p eople ba^ tio taols
ta ht:t fhf m^nuiLtde rencs aad ^aps cbat Dp tain rtu subJe hDdj^s as on^ zaotns
TLTDULld
Thf other pax Df thai cuz^, ch^ out vliichkads to s^befferLfej is to anoodUy
tranacioa dli cd a i^al ^ m tu ?1 prEKU c^ bilbre cbe ^tid of cbe plwtsa^ M^djfwion^
yo2^j p ^clufhf rapy of a depch and power not cDtntnoLUy fimtid^ tnaitinl azfslikt
Ail J da DrT'ai Chi Ch^jati, e^n Chnsnaiuc^ inics tnoi^ ^soc^nc EVLd applied f^ims^
will all wodc-The f^imis u nitnponanc aslon^ asic saL difLes on^ 's av^i^oessof th(
""e n*r^ body"" ar "^aura*" — diai is to sa^j the tbjn% tnosf CDtrimorly TmtfEti EAiont as
the Tiu man soul *"
PsychedeL cs « znf tid tht "plascic^phas^ of adolescence Tlie ^ alia vp eople col^e^
"^^rowiti^"" at an ace ele raie d p ace wellincD their twiddle ^ars, aod be ^nd But then
aiE piic es [o be paj d fir that plasti cicy a ce itaj nlasne ss i n dit ±Ke of che con^ncional
wadd^ a tnystiluatiDn and distance frotn mainsoeam saciec^ People of all spiiin]al
tradjfions o±en fetl lil^ adolcs in a wo£d lunb^ childi^a wich enonnous matenal
p Dwe i^ playi n^ obse S51 w ^amts wi di moae ^ SLdpavpi
Real ^ iiinj alley p loude s taols to 1^ ep chai ^rowfh ^ in^ lon^ lon% i nto ooe^ old
a^.The T^ld Bay'fLaa T^u c an app aie ndy h e crak^xed as sach} aichcfype^ of fhe
sa^ wich [he eyes of a cbjldj lepi^sencs wliai tomes aJterdie [empDrary sotenjn^-
and-haide nin^ p iDp a^aie d b^ p^chedehcs che eiUi^tenmenc of bein^ as Aaid as
wacer Dr as hapi as sea ne ascbe si tu wion de maodSj or as ^vur a vn pleasuie chooses.
TtJsiai'c [D ^ e e4l a^ nst p sychedelj cs a r theirplace i n ou r culTu le, nor co i ndj c are
that ps^hedelic ^lanriEUJ an i s not aUly dei^lape d ^in n] alp dA — bnc i f we would stap
^in^ dawn che le co tall-, co du se ^ys EAiont die dm^, they mi^t be wiAjd^co ^end
the [ime celling us abcuc die i^s a f the ir spin tu al li^ s^ whi ch 1 ima^ne aie deaily a
iDt tnoie c Dtnple^ tamplece and ca mpeUi n% fhsL most af cbe we sf ezn ^ahu asc eius
icalfze Giwache choi c e, 1 du nk we may be havio^ [he wiun^ c onwisaii Dn witb rhose
cbaps.
SohackfD PsychtdeLc CommuDJty Gioups Df rapidly dei^lopin^ souls — people
in diep ftuzc — are a tea lacitdibl^ WBzm^ DpeUj suppDiti^ andla^n^ People ^lo^
thiDugti chants fo^ [hei aIelJl^£ chEVj dmDsc re ^apfle ss a f die CDnte^t Childbaod^
unJiAi^t^, a wod^^op secnn^ a cnpj Eunun^ Man Giuwih and iDvio^es and
openoess^ ta^dLer Tlie ossifLc »ia n af die nioe-co-fLw wo£d 1 jUs p e Dplc
a
pl^ cnjt fhfirhei^t«Litd ftrLDucnu^ba^ z^zutiI &riiD^ tnoK deeply TuiEi oucade
of coniA nf Id n:! Kile Zj pu Jl ±>nr7LTd dt^pennfo rtu i r p dc« lici nl nnd ni^ iHl^d vich a
snsc of pDsabilif^j Df e keic« tntaij oi ^ati^chiti^ cauld liTippe li ^ It isfhf TDunfajaDf
l!bi]ch' — taljw CDLif iDU nll^ iti the zoiit af Lfe ^riu re b e iti^ i j bf c Dtnjo^
lb se^k tD da this ie to aekfo bf f^re^r pvua^ tn^^rncbj iilled vifh ^int
lb b« a fn] nf Ma of posabHify TuiEiLfe incD rtu VDdd aKmnd lb »ekcD shni^ chw
ci$en«Lic« iti A^iaup^ co jd^vu^^ wyTi^ rtu^n^I^ tg a tiib« of hnpp^ he uhf tis
filled vich thf jD^ a f bf I Li% 3li w is [hf lu^Lezfhope tnost people cuicdlie^iw af Pure
luTLWti and h^n oa the p Mh beyaod paihz
Vfhw Ttn STL^iD^he i^ I z cbTit '^p^clLe[ifljc''if af^imof ^innjTil This 'psychedelic'
ccmimatiicy of ^ich you ^e ti]^ i z ^ innj Til canrLUVJiuty Ez^ecf nUche tmu nna^ chaDZ
aad mayhe rcL thTLi ca nne z vidL thTH l^kcosiDie wcemiiz
DDezfhiz nnzAcf se nse ^ It'j tiDC sl niih^ ard-af cheaz — chEU pzychedeL c piactic^ iz
^ IB tu nl p mEcic e Bu [ « znf tidf d itito c Dtncnu lucy, i fs tie ar cbnt wehTiwti'c thcnj£ji[duz
rbron^ much az a mlruie Sinula^yj I^ v^cbed afrvpiaple oiai the yeaiz siaif
^mtunl ez^Dmti oti by psyche deljc tneans, not crauifian Dti ca kzz siiezzfijl wnyz of
stayi n^hi gtL> aiid zla vly hnidf Li itita ^^llsDf cbetrizel^z
Ji*z abouc [he ugliezf fhiii^ Tw ewr zteii people vho'iA bad Kcumiic buJuz
vifh the 1j gtif ^U I LIED dadoes vifh^ at zoa^^.
TLiinl^it thiDugti TtiEre^ ^lac nrioi^ cd vi Lining this ^ame than die n glu pe opk ,
^ ngtif pl^^j ATid the n^ ciicuiuzcaiicfz TK^n^ an ^titii^ luzfoncal bbiuy of
DtherpeDple ^iti^ the same thaUeo^^Sj p lopoati^ their ovnplsu, v^s and soluf ions
Fe Dpk haw be ea ciyiti^ ca ^[hi^aod zcay hi^ ±iKwr C Dtiunu nicy iz p an of the
pu zzk, buf cbe i^^ a wliDle ach^rk^ suzcajnable louff z f d hi^e r toozcionsn^ zz
I ^ e al-. frotn e ^ ene nte I zpe nc a ^oa d chu nk Df tny e ady ^Oz as a zf n ou z zrude nc
of jLamanism in ics mas: diiecc SLd applied furmz I v^di then — d^ep inco the
bjn[e£andz of c Dnzci du aie zs — D^rEVLd aiAia^ajnby a^anecy of tn^aoz Buc I alza
bad a soIj d Du die »ia n prac ti c« pi^datin^ tny ^anianic e ^^ n eoc e z by a number Df
y« ai^j and as ti nif p azse d aod thEV prac ti ce tnanjie d^ Ila vly and anoa dly tranaciaoe d
fiambe iD^ pn tnaiily a banian to pn tnaiily a ya ^ . TLie cbaas SLd tne la drama aie nof
A fhEV dj &n n[, clu conscaDt cbao^ and ope nin^ and ^ro vih op^ n due iDicIfr in a
sinularfiiim — peihEipzman lo^y and mana^ably, buf nof al vayz
TLie people vi th prac [i ce z^ ^laie^ r diey ai^j da better in the lon^ te im fhsL the
people vidiDuc cbem Enddjn^ '^^cbedfbc^ cannmuDJty vifhouf haun^ zcme lind
of tranacioa plan cd help people sjit^^ die e nd of fhe i rpzych^ del c cai^^iziz adjn%
iD haiA a refij^ fir a^D^hemn addjccs On fh^ H^ieJic, ^riucb ^vaz az tnacb of a
^mtual az ap^cbed^bc zc e n^ , hen la had IJIIed mas: of fh^ bx^ices: zcai^by the
(ady sewnties The tnoa b^ au [i ill andconzciouz ^ded ^way the ±^ez[ azfh^ zc^ne
frn Eiparij lai^ely (aEcordjo^fo my ccncacc^becauze people w^» ZDbuzn^d out and
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People bad buzn^d [h^imsouicez
Tb 1j^ w«I1 Inquires a pliiti Tlie diu^ ma^ cimy ^ou aav, Tuid ni^ be ia
DCCA^oiul DpciDLi dw9^s,l]U[ cbei^hasfDbf SDtnefhj Li^ elsf ca ^ai S Dtn^ is p aif of a
pMceni.pAiT of 3 v^ of 1j± , atid rhf i^s af [he p icmi^ bas [Dbe chei^ ±ii people tD
A cotntrmmf^ has ta ±k« these isai«s^ ta nnd^ntariEi rtu nnTur:! lift -sp an af a
p ^cb« dfljcs use r IS DiUy fLw ca ceayeaK, w vhich point they hecanu abumout or a
spi n ru Etprac [If lon^ r of sotn^ Dtherljnd It's a hnidL f lufbj but if ^ the b i^^st obstacle
ta the St 1 JFids Df e LiEie auii^ — bovdo you trLn]^f a^odj^zauadedLft vith a^Kmp of
people ^fhost base appia aches to h eiti^ nli^ are oidy ^od fur a hsLdfjl Df ye ai^?
Thitik diont If Tbeii stait p^ur Yo^a^ or y^uz T'aj Chj, or y^ui n:L*djfaiioLi, or
^Durpra^r
UNDERSTAND IN G M NO T HEISM: A H fly T» ^e iy u Fcui Fa its
Ndf a ^ddsmieEi [bjn^iti this essa^ is ^id^ lq nnala seose if yau caii'E wad^
vith che possibiljf^ chai aii^els^dennDLis SLd trLany ochei tre aruie s frntn Dcher planes
Df K3lit^ Eoe asrealas y^u or I If yanha^ abardfitne vifh this, lee nnt thzowsDnnt
evidence in yaur ^ ntral dj i^c ti on
l.Whai [ht heU vas MTiliaitna G andhi ?
I^.Wliai in hta^a's oanie vas Adolpb H ide r^
^.DavidBowie^
HDwewryau think a f fhtse cnaruits, I^ ^lo^fD simply assume ihv they m
the human ^ i^ia ns of trmcb lai^tr, vti ide r aad moie pa vpifjl bti n^ l!bu can thinly
of fhttn as "ioc aniaiions" of duse enficicSj or piDj e cciaiu inta chret- dj tneiuiDnal
space and one-ditne nsi onal [ime, or in any Dcher ^vay yan choose. TLie imponaDt
poinf IS this Da^dEovie isNacLikt Moscof Us Ne icbe r vas Da Vi nc i OrEinstin.
OrRiIler Or, ±ir that mare^fht unl^io^fiL ptnon vho inwnted fraccional nseiw
banldn^
Oui wo£[i IS dj ^ iDp Diti onately iDJhjtnctd by UDU 3J Til b E I n^ wliD ba^ eiuitrLfius
I mpac [ on hi siDiy EVLd culfnre SDtne of fhtse p eople sppearcahe tnuchlikt ordjoary
iA}s Ochtis display incitdibl^ unusual cbaxattenscics thiDug|u>uf fhtirl^s and
CDncinue fo di^la^ chttn lanevbim^as [ime p asses, di ^layi n^ ntv ciaics Dwr theii
epilation
M^ aseifion is thai fhis is setn ^fhtn a wiy lai^ btin^ simply contmues tD
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KifMt tiiDre SLdmoK of i cs p dcq lici nl »lf idid rtkn t-ditne [ui DLinl re nL ty, i^iuliiti^ iti a
CDDiiLiuaHy ^i^iti^ p iD]ile i^ItlIiw cd cirdjoary hu nnaDJ [^ Onc^ upon a ti nnf , {^Andhi
v^2 TLii uppity lodjsL lawyer iti ^duAl Afnca whose seme of jusnce — orpeihaps
bu nnaa pn df — w^s i Lijni^d b^ TipAirheid IV^tit^ yeni^lai^r, he^ch^ itic aznaf la n of
Vi ^LiHj pi^se n^r Df the u rjiA i^ ^uf s S itnilad^j A[ia]ph H ide r w^ nn Tuti sf^ nnd a
coiumDti foliie r iti die ii^c wodd wax M^ass^itiotiiscbai n^ i ther of cbe » be i n^ was
(wrDrditiaiy tlI on^ poitit p e ihaps tl srindl p aif of the nn ^fhich cauld p afs f^r a idj naiy
v^s p laj^c te d iDiD du s wa dd, but ^ tinnf passed ch^^ cook oti ma i^ AndnrLDi^ of dieir
rme finn
TLit %nN[iij Til le ^iTiti Dti Df die ezunDrdiaary within cbe cnundatie will be ^ch^tne
of dus essay lH ^owchu u indu^ daals dj ^^ [h^se ^i fled aicnbnce s Dwrcitnej tls
maie aodmoie of [heirpafeoii al i s rotate d i nfD ^e w, so ic ^e s fl^r culnire Sj rac e s, atid
rhe hatnaiirace asawhol^
Hcsroiy is a ^mdaal u niildi n^ likf a Idli^ ia i^ oa of the lodividual tmiuitiDLis 1
ba^ aatedaboiAj ±ir SL^ticii^ WDdd Cbati^ is JometinrL^s CEnsedhy i^alifi^s frntn
DUfadf of our tiozTin:! mn^ pn^ti^ iDia oui wadd'
^iLite Abi:4Lam was told co w^Ikup a hill widL a joa and sac nice hitn cd <^od,
ao^li Di DcberbeiD^ fmni Dcher plants af e^en^nce ha^ been tiyin^ co boss
Humsut^ aiDuiLd A ^od deal of this is because [host bein^ w^ui ca chan^ the
oarui^ af [his italic ^ in w^s whi ch allows chetn co tnanilt sf a n thi s plane .
A simple eyaupk tnany Naz is w^ie demons H eH-b ein^ who bnlcf [hiau^inta
i^ s n alley aod ere wed and e^a ned Hfll aa Eaiih the deaih camps
TLiis IS EHL DhviDusfiucb l!bu ha^ cobe ^iDit a nose co dus fh^ si^nch of heU
ponn n% off Belse n or not ta see ch^ Hell lacbe ima^^s Df half- stared J^ws, {^^p si es,
Hamase »j als, Cammuni sfs, FreetnasDns EVLd so oain diei r stupe d nniti irnSj waiting
t\T d^aib af b^st Tbjs is aad WBsbeHj and to chink af ic as aaythin^less fhsL a
mecaphysical eiAnc is a simple tnista]^ of p^rc^ptiDn, abljodness indue e d h ^ pu cti n%
fDO much ^fh in a ratiDnalicy wlucb does noc e^n BEGIN cd atcetnpc cd e^^lain
WHTdun^lilj dus ha^ happe ned
Becsase science m:4{fsiui tlajmco e »^laj n phemi me na L1^ Hi d^ r or G aodhij we
^Duldleaw I [ DUf a f dus ca niA i^aiioa eoiiiely Sci^nc^ hasnD dieoiy on H ide r Dthe r
rhaa ^f haw mi wa^ ta dj scu ss cbe s^ pheoome na dieie fl^re we wiHascnhe ch^m ta
riodDm chance orhu maa namie andleaiA if Evdiai ^ Real science is ayusiic la the
be of pbe nDmeoa which tannDt bf Dhj^ c [i wl^ e ^zanuae d, not aiheisuc Real sci erne
can say ^ doa'f 1 ju w,^ laibe r than be i n% ca mp elled h ^ losecuucy cd say "That does
mif ensti' If Science ^ils co provide an « z^lsLaiiaa ±ir why thio^ h^pe n^ 1 1 is OK
iD ca nsi d^r another lai^ r, aide r wodd ^e w ReL^DO
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Ang^a Ah^o^^ Ajf^^i?^
Navlet US }uia uut s^te nria n ta ao^ls
Ad^Is are 1j gtif 1>^ I n^ l!ou c tlii fhitik Df fh^ tn ^ souls vi [hou [ bodic Zj bu t this is
a srcL^ll Du sf a]>j Rartui^flu soul i s a li od^^ TuiEi clu ^ ai^ di^Lit tcnucicmsn^ ss cIdti]^ d
ddI^ilicIu jcml-b Ddy TLtid LiDC tht humati-At^ ^ n triDsc ctlses ^ Ttib^ nil ati^el i s co b t
7l saul-b e iti^ — the i rciplic tlIi Dtis of fhis are a dasf iiess ca ^dj aceicAJti ecbe i^ dj [^^ aiid
^imlj aufy w th adiffcreni sec of ^^vs of pb^ac s ' Tlie SDul-plan^s aie diffemicfEani
the nnxfei-plarLfs la sotne i^^aids A ^od aiinlo^ is rtu diffcreoce b^tv^en yaur
haiid atid your ^Ai cf Iti tnosf cases, ^ur haiid c aiinDC p ass chiau^ ortu r hands^ but
iccatima]^ inn, sohd caoi xc l!bur ^^i c^ , aa the ortie rband, c an p afs cbrou ^i a rhE r
^Ai cf s, and a huid UiDws no equiualeiu ca so anti^ haitnoLiy f d [he hL ssfiil i nc e Ae id^
of afhousand uiices rajsed toucher Yes, a thousand bands c an c Dape raie^ buf they
c aniuif blf tid
hi [he sk^hc waddj most af [1u ph^tiotnenaof Ifr anhwd aileiAls of en^r^
vrihei^ most pheaameiia ha^ the piapenies af [he ^aic« rather [han [h^ band
bDth/and thinljii^ LiDLi-dudj[^ and fijaoa of lodi^dudjt^ idid hi^y oi^anized
and compl«^ a^^^e consc lousness Tb an^els^ tnDS[ hatnan c otisci onsn^ ss is toi?
I ndj vidij aied and solj[aiv [o itnEt^tie [oleianti^ 1^ an an^l, the idea of tiof beio^
tnei^ d 111 barnna rjcms ntiiDLi se ems lJ1^£ i nc olerdilf p aja Tti u s i [ vmild be Ll^beio^
dec ached fram fhf nsf of [be human racCj alllo^d otieSj andloclcfd in a[ank vi[b
fna d and wate rbu [ LID human CDCLfacf orli^t Tbat i sbav eoc asf tne nc in A^ sh app e ais
frotn fhf uoe dac ated an^I c p e^ ecti ^
Fuirhfiman, hatnan I & i[self stetns duU, bann^ and Dhnououd^ awlLl Tht
S^tnphon^ of An^Lc Life — SLd I use that [enn pwcisely — is jns[ thai a tnilodic
ble ndj n^ af man^ difCe i^Di '^^ecies" iota anniie d wliole wliith sd ^i^ad^ e ^^ e ds fh^
c ap diiL ti e s and be auf ^ of sk^ one indi^dual as f d i^ode r indna daahf ^ dniDsi tnoof.
hi CDtnpanson, [he hatnan wo£d sterns iHed wi[h people ban^n^ sticlcs fD^[hfr
oriDclcs a^DS[ otes and itna^rjn^i[ sjbljmf, eachheaiio^ du[ [beiro^fu ih^thtn^
alDne
Na WDLide r fhf ^ la dK da vii on u s and tie at us L1^ EUJtnds^eh?
Aod [his, tn^ fiiends^he^os [h^ hisiDiy xk^lsapp^ann^ tD humans^ scaring [h^
shit out Df du tn, and [fllj n^ fhf tn ^fhx [q do
Thf ^ m^n ansba^ pi cfUK s Df angels — ieice sfion^ tn^n ^n[bp oi n[^ h e aids and
^ant IjDns wth vid^ 1 doa'[ Uidw ^ly tiiacb abDU[ die mecbanics of those eaily
CDn[ac[s My u nde i^andj n^ n ally scans ^nth [hi Je ^vs, thousands a f ^ars lai^r
Abraliam^ a stnaif human, he ai^ Gad {^od mal^s sare [bai Ahi^am iscaldo^
him sexonsly by tnaiLhi n% hi m up a moiin[ajn fo sacnilce ^jll)bjs son God scDps
Abraliam n^t hefii^ he s[ii1>js ("Nd, no, only 1 j ddj n^ NdVj a[ davn andlec^ talk,
hub^
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Fa[ t\\^ inpei^ecriiA. Ima^Lit a bunch af ^c■D1^^ — CIA, peihaps — ^fho v^nc
Id nndc^ zare cbai the ii tl^ Lie viH do Tisfh^^ a» told u iiEie r pre ssu i^ Appose fh^^ [ia
rhjsb^ TisIdD^ clu I r uc ti rcL f D 1 jH sDtntbod^ claz« ta ch^tn, nnd^^ fh^tn TL^niUed
vichblnnls TtJsizluvwe tiiDtil^ys ^ [ scniie d vich chD» ao^ls Tluhaac dtalh^z
^^â– rays be ea Obf ^, TLiid I [ isch^ zATine co thizd^
The Aii^els briif 1A dienutl^s co b e pe nnTLiiead^ TttcuLitd ca Gadj ta the Di^ne
WHj atid p^ihnps du^ Tue iiDt much ^vtod^ CenTunl^, fh^ sonl-c dlizci du aie zs h^G
nvjchnioie ucescD di^n^ impiraii oa, niid^ ncaiidiii^ fnni the ^ d^s eye p e i^ e ccha
jod tnaiiy ocber highly itnpoitTLiic ^culiieZj aod yec i[ is sciU abady, sell a^ieU qiat
pui^ dji^ Liify, stiH e 3p3hle Df e m n^ nu] j li% nu s: :4{f s, de± c [id^
Atl^Is eaufjekup^ sLd vrihench^^ dD, they do nochelje^ thiit cbe^haiA en^d
TLiif IS imp Dnaot
Thff Jl^iSi^urd^xi) An^^ic Plan to Ac^^p hM Hurn^Hrty
TLie nriw^iiTil wodd v^z noc ci^ai^dby An^l^ It v^ tie wed by Ood, oihy the
Eanb ifzelf tg ehl icuTLniTLied diutie beio^ af zonnf Ijnd Dr ocber When fh^ Tiii^ek
dj zco^nd cbj s plac ej aaddizco^ndcbe ineazTLaf^d^d-eseiLcez widiiti iCj ch^^came
CD fhjLikaf ic 7G apiDbletTL, tg sotne Idod a f bell Fze-iticeUeeniTil (pedinps — z^e Tht
Orr^ff ^ ronzfitfif^nffi zn C^ ^rnm^Ein ^ £^ Jz^i m^^i ATI nJ b^ Julian J n^^Le z ) "^hatnui
beiD^"" loamed aiDU nd che sji^^ af the wuddj esasiD^eacbafh^renonnouz^iiff
aodpaj n, and the an^ls de cide d thai ic ^iras ch^ i r Di^ ne MizsiDnThat Sotn^ cbj n% E e
Dan«
l>s^ I n fhf E Doks, cbe An^bai^aidei^dby Gad InounAi^oaof e^ncZjhowewr,
rhe^ atnpl^ idi^ ip i^f vhEV fh^ ^ z^c az a tnesa^ fmmGDd chwchi^ ai^ supposed ta
do zotn^ [bj n%. We ba^ aUbade^^nencez we tni^ idi^ ip i^f az c Dtnmu luc ati Dn you
indamoiy dollar biH on the ^Kmnd^ and duny &« c fijsbe r do^fiL die zfi^et y^u iind
a poDr VDtnan VI di hungry chUdi^n b e ^ n^ fir a f w^Diy daUarb 31 ta ^^dherbdiief
A ca im ide nee lil^ diw zeems toba^ a Hand behind it Tlie "^cdiilc i de nee "" of b^in^
JQ Ad^Iic mce winch Ijws lapamdize andblisZj and the n fLndj n^ a lace of suftnn^
pnmxfs wdLe boctamof ch^ ^ra^f ^ vpH^ p ntnate z ^i eh could be lJl^£-UDID-AD^ls,
lJl^£-UDIa -God ho V c ould Dne pazz thi J up ^
Would If nof be abi^ouzcbat one v^z supp Dzed cd Da Samethio^^
And zoic ztaited — che Anglic Flan ta R eti im Hu mani [^
TLie» v^z jnzf ooe pioblem Humsut^ didn'c oeed id be refinned It juzf
oeeded utne FiDtn chiz trjsuadeis aodjo^ cotn^s die majonty of che daI1^^Lf sZj paj n
aad zafEenD^ in fhe wa£d A oaru i^ piDC ess has been lushed by a race of bein^
nn^nnilj ar wi di the m^ chsu aus and nEvnre of che tnaienal plsLe^ and how if i nc^ rac tz
vifh divine cansciausnesz in ifz mao^ tnanifezcaiiDnz and±>nn^ Tliis^norj cbiDugli
mille niu a Df f nal, « rroi and comniani caiioa I z dozf ta b e id^ resoliA dj bu [ umd fh^ re
I z p« Tuzf be tw« e n all "^i^Ij^dliz/ then aiE sell Ati^lic or ochtr off-plsu beiti^ ^id
dDLi^ qaice ^t it
This other ptr^ EC tiw iz the Hiodu pe^ettnAj Edthcm^ it iz trmcblEu^r and
FTiDn ^luiTil than fhXj including Bnddhian and zame ach^r cradicionz Frotn thii
Hiodu ^ t vpa intj fhe pn mwes, the p If - inteUe cnj3l bu mam, ve i^ li1^ childsn Gi^a
a couple Df fhousand of yeai^j they muld ^raduaHyj gradually sabiLz^ tuDre and
tnDre Df fh^ i r poce nnal conzc lousne s, build culTu i^, disca^ r a^ mlruie andclu i^st
of If h VDuldbe a do v process unMdin^ D^rcitne 3ad, as conditions itnpia^d^
bein^ would bfc otne tnore and tnore CDnscious TLie souls ali^ad^ fzusc in fijU, but
tnDre and tnore tnanifrzcz az che a^^ulabk whjdes itnpia^ aad local CDndiuoos ^t
eascr
Aod dien, Df cauise^ 1 1 would dl ±11 ap air a^a as the f ime fi^r "^^i nnjal wi nttr* —
the oeKt daJ^a^ — tame around
In any c asc , diese untnaniA sf edp Dte nci als lie hidden i n Dthe rplanes of e^^ n eoc e :
When izcbe i^st Df Da^dBavi^^Vniere v^zcbe i^sc Df Gandhi vhilehe vasbeio^
Dftnd^d in ^oudL Afnca inhiz easier ^as^ Tlieze biin^j in fh^irpaw^rj seem la
SDtne w^y a^ksz and citnele zs be c ause die pax af diemsel^s winch contains theii
e KiraoidiiLaiy p Dte n[i als IS a^es 3ad [imek sZj « znstio^ i n plsLe s af Avare n^ sz whe r
titn^ Isaac as ic ish^re The H lodu p^ r^^ c ti w Dn «ady hutnan e uihici oa is diai n was
sitnply ^in^ co ii4^ tim^ betin the bodes and culTui^ w^re saphisicwed enou^
ta tna]^f fjH^ i ncaroati n^ b ein^ wanhifhilej aod chat ic was simfily a v^fin^ ^ame
which [hf an^ls m Jie d incOj Du Sf aldD^ If ti r a cnsi z
Al^raHj whw isde^lDpnienc, cban^ and %iDwch ^ Ha v doe z a bab^ become a
cbjldj and an adole zc eoi b ecome an adult ^ H dw doe s ooe becDtne wise^^om^ Df it iz
E ^f n eac e z, bu t chei^ is also an lie me nc of the soul b ein^ c Dnci nu ou ly dDwulDaded
infD die b DdVj »^ dj n% tnon andmoi^ of ifsciu^ nanjie az titn^ pasez
It just [al^z titn^ Buc vli^n the eaily an^ls njsundesto Dd die acuatiDn Dn eaitb
as Infol^rabk Inc aic ei»io n of Di^ ne Spail^in E^ Fie Jl aod, w^ . EOOM Tht
plan [0 Rescue Humani [^ Fiotn Itself i s tnad^, and cbe fioubl^ sfaitz If iznDC that th(
p aja and suftn n% v^z nof n al^ nD[ cbat thepajn EVLd 3J fEe nn^ is nDC scHnalbuc ch^
afipvuach chat fh^ ea£^ an^Lc i nf^ nA nno ns fook wasbiuc:!, sui^cal and « fCe cf ha .
Thf basic aic^tnpf wazacna^ of hatnan suftn n% cIudu £ji tiic e d deiAloptne nf
I dDn^l^ow if they %aiA us^nun^onf zomebDd^ elsf djd^onf n was simply
titn^ f^rhutnanz to fBira I don'c Uidw ab ou t zfone to dIz e idie i^ o r fli^ Euc IdDUiDW
that viif iD^ and law and, ah 0^ all^ mo no die ism — tbe Gwai Imaable {^od Who Will
Stiucf Ybur Misdeeds — aHof these wpie itnposfd fiom abow la an atcetnpc reduce
the suftn n% f hatnanicy by mzAan^ me n moie Ll^ angels and le ss Ll^ apeZj vhicbiz
what diey wei^, arej and wiH co nnnu^ to be In [hi name Df ciyi n^ fo bb^ raie usfnm
sufCe n n^ die ^ dsD arte mpte d co bbi rate us fiom our Dwn anitnal naTui^s'
Ail intelL ^e nf ap Cj aa ap^ Df ^ ai be auf ^ and i nf eH^ c t, i s nDC anan^l Thizzied^
a
^s dean cd tnal-j humati life inta sk^lic Lf^j to tnei^ the bunnsL ftlce vicb the
ao^lic itlc t, cie Titi Li^ A SDit af H e aiA n DLi Eniih^ I s the dn viD^ ±iic e Df hatnATL /aii^eL c
intemEnans frntn fh^ be^riLiiD^ Ic sf^iied tls a i^sme nrjsaoa ("Mn]^f cbez^ dj^tie
beiD^ la nri^ai bDdj^s as hnpp^ eu we a» la cmr b an -semis- ala ne '^j nnd ^radudl^
became a timchnum sophisti cai^ d pia ^mm Df bleodjo^ ezwhAn^ atid A^nnilMiDLi
AS the tiociaa thu ch^re v^5 SDtnefhiti^ [d k am TuiEi e ^^ n eoc e dovrihtie [oakhcld
SQj wth zarcLf of fh^ i nee iplnn at frame in pkuz e, le t us J{f cch auf cbe hiscoiy lAzy
biiffl^ itide^ d
Tht inten^ntiDFi cotnts la WBmZj tach v^^ sp^ aihe uitd b^ tlEdoIc, TLiid a Law
TLit "^c sasnl' plTinej die plAn^ Df Isl^tl^^ is^itLere tlIoc of die eu^Iic race: ezusc
rhe I r bodies ni^ ^ibnlj audible, dn^tihy ciuch EVLdbtsacy sLdhnnnoti^ A boDkis
much dase r ta chw i^ dj [^ thaii a scotie i dalj and zo i [ i z dkron^ b Doks cbat bu nnsu are
affutiedcD [hf an^Lc VDdd's iDi^ticiDLiz obeying [he luks iti a book trLn]^£s a hatnaii
be iD^ re za nEui vicb the atl^Ijc wa^diii zanne way which ishaid ta dezcnbe.huc iz a
Ijctlt likf tnta- and- ao^ls ati^ cl% f D^ [htr I Li fhf plane Df comtpcs anddt^d^ If ^du
stiucnire you rp e i^ cl A italic ^ and triDrahcy aiDU nd ah oak chat za nne be i n^ ^ ws you ,
rhen [hw be iD^ I z hbl^ ^1 cl^ CD iindyonr wa^zof dDici^dun^eazy co deal vifh and
accepc HarmaD^ mjglic w^ll i^sultj aod hannoo^ haz alwa^zb^en the nam^ oi the
ao^lic ^Eme Obedience fo cbe h oqIl, wliweiA r i [ tni glu b^, help z ere aie andmantajn
barma ny bf cwf e n me n and sf^^li
I dDnt UiDW enougti about Sumena co Ijuw wliat hspptoed betweea those
bumsu and thf an^elZjbnt we
gtc Ai^ wn tee n law and c Dtnple ^ casmolD^ at the lAiyleazc.
Incbe ne^ iDU nd af c ontac t wicb [be Ad^Is, [he Je W3 ^f a tiiDnocbe i s: de i [^ and a
maze c Dtiiple k and saci^d wn [te n laWj plu z torn eptslike sacied[ime raiherdLaa sacie d
^acf The Jews are alza bIal^f a aw^ f[Dn:L [hei r i dols aod p a^an prx[i c^ s, [h^ se b^ i n^
made punishable b^ deab in zotn^ tases The CDncep[ of a CDwnan[ — a CDn[i^cf
be twe e n pe ople and ^^od*" (acra ally an^ls wIid chink they ait worijn^fisr^d — God
oeeds no hripei^ in zom^ se nse) b^ c Dtnes « n Jui ned This iz wlieie tnonodLeian, the
VDi^p of the Old EasEod in [h^ Sl^yJ i^ally be^nz [q ^u ^lound inco fh^ hatnan
anl.
UQ
Ttif Litzt iDuiLd IS ChiistiEuuty Jtsuz Clmst iz seat k tl bn^-b fur _^ dEvstn.
AiLup^ra[i« Idedl^j the Jevi^ leadei^ of clu tinnf vauliba^ »c D^ize d bj tn as
such^ I nt^^TEVf d bj tn ilico theirpDwerstiucnire^ uid tl n^v ftizrin of Judiu an vcmld
hn^ ercLir^Eij Itai^n^ due madjA^d i^li^on rartur thTui ^ha^ ^f between rvD
separate nli^iaus cun^ois Tlie ^lare of thiz i nc^ ^TEVia n stfz incD nnDciDLi hamblc
e Du nff rnne asure s ta TLtcetnpf ta scabiljze cbe ±ii1jd^ nn^tljc plan Chssc ^^Dmallv
b ecciDie z the p aiiDLi <^Dd a f Rame Tbe Ba dK Df R^ i^laii om i z^ I b el tiA^ ^piDj e cciaa
of tht contite ime asu Ks i^quizedcD lix the ao^lic plan aferch^ Ciuci iiznaa and [h(
zplif be twe eaju dasnn and Chnstianicy
Abu
S I Khu ndre d ^an late i^ la the triDzcdji^ct andl ce i^ idi^ rwiuiaa co dw^, Gabnel
(vho is.lec m^ azsji^ yon, qu ice re al aod ^znztz as lodepe nd^ nd^ as^vu orlhconcacfz
Muhsuniad and dovnloadz 4be Koran and Idani Ac cbjzpoinc fh^ ennie ^ann^ iz
out in the Dpea RECITE^ cn^s Gdinel, andLfahammad dDez SURRENDER (a^
pe^apz, SUBMIT) iz 4be Waid \>f Islm Do wbat God (\ e che an^l^ I^Hz Ibu.
OBEY'ii Tbc pozsibHify t] r enaiz I z be iD^ t] ic ibl^ induced SLd the pa vpr d^nanru c z
niadf IOC i^djbl^ de ar Nov, be f^re yan ^e [ all be [ up hi re^ what diis Db edj eoc e p indue e z
IZ lode^ d b e aacy, dosen^sz co fh^ sk^riz and cbe i r wo£dj EVLd ^at peac^ EzEepc at
the ed^s^ wliere 1 1 le zultz i n ce nonsm and hol^ war Ze alDts and fjodani^ ntahscs haw
c au SI n% trouble a nee diey i^je cf ed Cbn zf^ i f not b^ fi]», and codii nue la their pnzent
±■1111 af people 1j1>j O zanna h i n L ad^ n TLiese people are za sui^ af the aid ciufhcbat
they can^ accept ne w ciu diz vbj cb c an Dnlybe zee n because the pre viaus tiu di bu (U
an ad f^rch^ oew ciufh to tnaith down One kiAl of tiudi succ^edz another Thiz
hiodenn^ of pio^ss diiou^ h ooda^e id aid tiuch is a ^CDr wluch tuniz ouf id
zabaca^ fh^ an^eL c plan cha r and D^ra^an [hxau^umc hisca ly and lil^ly re ile cf z a
fj ndanieoial pioblf tn adapting fo ch^ ]is[y af hatnan e ^ en e nee .
Thf oe yt bi ^ step is fh« Enli^te nme nc, and moi^ ^ e ci dually ch^ bi ith af die cvia
nDUODS of science aad nni wisalisc de tnoc racy
L«[^ deal with demacrac^ fli? Dematrac ^^ in tbe Gzeekfurmj appear fo haw
be^n a prac [i cal a%i^e tn^ nt be twe e n m^n about bav they vonld %Dwia fh^ trLzelws.
Udj wrsalist de mociacy IS a itli y on — *^e culansnn* sotn* call it — wluch asze itz a basi c
theDiy of Imtnan nglifz and glob eI « qu aL ti es h ^ez ^beyond simple ^wmanc^
and c Dtnes bu ndle d wi th cam epcs Df ^ine zs, I ndj ^du al libe n^ and fc^edotn.
^
l£i
TLiif tread is ^^ li dj f&n lie nsiusai djftre nc citnes — zay, ^'vDtnta's su fEra^e' a r
Mu c 1^ n gtiff DiciiA rcLf Lie"" — [i«p eodjo^ dli vAiich ^^ c isli eiti^ e ^iTimjiu d, buf o^rdl
it i^p i^se nf z A ^ Tit rtuu zf to v^ids ale wIjd^ Du [ a f bu n7L3a pa vpr im qaaljf i(s I n &m r
of lib e i^ I de Til^
^«lf df cf iDu naf ion vidun a hnnncitii du z ^de is rtu ^3l ^x^ of fhiz otiid ili
bu nnsL hi 3:diVj atidfhis csLckadybe ima^Lied ta b« the de^cuL stTite of dit ao^ls
Wh^n fhf tn^ chEHU c al Tuid triMh^tnTLtic:! n^ecc af uitin^ 2flhs awtl^j uid people
a rcipl^ de CI df ^Tit co dD b ak d aa lidc hunin^ Dthe rp e Dple ^ frelin^j if^plaasble ta
ini^n^ dit humati race viU itide^ d ba^ b ecome quice tl^i^Lc'
HarmaD^ is tht Ic^^ ca the atl^Ijc VDdd If^ all 3h ou t h anno d^^ p i^se ivu ion of
bamia r\y, aiid awfjl c dlici n^ncy tnana^nie nc ^ibe li cbai hairciDLi^ h i^ e4s da vtl i lic d,
sav'> hol^ vai^
Now, zcieact Science as v^ louivic re aU^ h etome z ali^ widi tht biith ilicd duz
nullify of che CTilculaz 1 willade vifh Ne wtoa and sa^ it is hi z wod^, aldiou gh L^ ibiu z
dEa£^ could haw dDiie cbe job bjnnseli had Newtan tiof ^i co tiiDsc of ic fli?. In
(I ther case^h odL me Li we i¥ nn^zcits of che hi^Le zf ordtr N^ vf dli was a ma^ ci sLj likely
4 MafoUj ail Etchetnist and in eiAiy wa^ di^^ced tirch^ ztaich ±ii tn^siical cmth
Leibniz izsajdcDhaw sn]djedcbe Qabal^ in^i^x depch^aod vanteddie Cakulaz
as a tnaihemati c :t ez^re sion af fhf "Hieraichy Df Maoads^ — away Df tnDdtl n% the
inte dodo n^ le wlz of ere aiion za diai Dne could bacUrack fmni physi c A ph^ nome na
Id undcEtand cbe nundof ^d
TLiif iz waifh bcnziD^ on fi^r a mame n[ Le ibiu z^ ide a, if 1 u nde i^and 1 1 coin c dy,
vaz [hai che phenomena ^t nz zay ah7iIl±lliD^ iz die e^nc Tbe denvati^ of the
(^D£ IZ in same wa^ die '^ezi le wl up "" — di^ denvatiw of atAjo^baU^ ma [ion is a
CDiutant, '^'cbe rEve at vliichdie b dl accrie nves cow^idz e aith
Le ibniz's ^Til waz to f^imulai^ a tnathemaii c z winch would dlDW Dne to ditnb
backnp^k^ afe lie wl, CO understand cbe constants behiod aUphe nom^na, fh^ c aases,
rhe tnDnad of mooadz If cbj z m^zf^ n ou z parah ola is roc ced i n ^"^ diea what af the
mafionof die oce ans ar fh^ b Dd^ ^ Could one not discowr deeper aad deeper oachz
b^ c akulEvin^bj £jiti and hi^Le r de nvxiiA z Df tnoie SLdman ca mpl^ :< pbe nDtneoa^
TLiis tn^sic al ide a was 1^ ^ [0 bj z df ^laptneiu Df ch^ Calculus to denwcbe Hx^ cauz^,
CD niEube tnwically uode i^ 3ad fhf Miod Df God and die On^nof Eein^
TLie ff&cf cbai science has had aahumanif^ cannot bt cuAi^wed ic ^wceied
rhe limjtz of the hatnan condition in away diai nadiin^ since ]iie and ^muo^bad
^ddeiily humans can djscDwr how fh^ wodd wod^ la abjecci^ ^ra^^j ^th an
aiul^ti C3l le^ m^ unl^owiL aodundreamf Df b^lbie hand Th^ micion of "^i^adjn^
rhe baDk oi nan]»'' vaz doz^, indetdj cd Ijuwicl^ the tnjod of ^d En^oez^ masz
production, tnedjcineZj fljglif sU opened up hy the ahiLc^ of p^aple ta peifanii
mathe maiic z and lep e WElile e ^ ex tiieois, ca budd i nsinitiieius co anipl^ aod^zv^nd
rheir z^nz^s ^cieoce made m^n as Gods in moi^ wa^z fhsL wp can accouoij and
1S3
c DLi[i nu e z to dD so n^t i mo l^atishatnArjsnrL
Thisjutnp of hutn?iii ?if&u n — science and udj uprsslist de nna trac ^ — to^the
the be ^mii n^ a f tht crauiinnati Dti Df clu hatnATL VDdd Df antiqaic^ idiq sonuchiD^
quite djftrenf MDdezrjty I viHiufe [hu the Gre e1^s en», la man^ w^y^, nriOEif la TK^
LiDti oa a f <^Ke c e as a se e d fruni ^riu cb die tiiDdezn ircidd ^i^w is aicracti ^ aad vanhy
ot ficiji^ I Li^ zri^aria n.
Wh^t i J the Ml
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FDHceEd Dmcdy ca die End of H litazy
NavchM we haiA zannf cnicljcu af the ^oe ral schi tna of aii^c i Lice i^ lici dli la
human e^&ue, and a ua^ t nDcioa of ^fhw an an^l is and chti r i^laii Dn Jup cans^kt
uzdiKu^cbe ^nlsin tnDre CDnciete c^idu Wliaiis tht MtssidLjCbe SecondConrjn^
the *^otal ^?1* J Wh*re *Kac[ly do these ^ysTf^iccD cal^us^
E^ac tly ^ibai is ^iDtnjse d' co cht hu nnsL rac t in [he e^nt af the M^saanic A^
b e^nnin^ ^ai e z &a m [ime ca ti tn^ , frotn p lopbe cy co piophec^ The b iDad [htme z ai^
the ssae i nju [iaj srcij Chnsti anicy and I^eui Th^ maj n fr aniie z ai^ n]le hy a Me zsi ahj
orby [he Mesianic CDnztiouauzs Fh^a c al imniDnalj [^ aod fre tdam fcDm all dise Eue .
Pe ace . Jijsti c« Fi^edotn ^ GoDd TLiid^ In duin, cbe UiUlnienf af eiAiybumaa
dnani H^a^Uj c[uite hf^ rally h^awn, oa Earth — andj at leazf accoidiD^ cd jDhn^
we^ ^in^fohaiA co^ thiau^ h^ll co ^c chen
Lfc^lDokat the ^ nei:t zch^ tna Df hi siDiy fra m the moiufhti zfic pei^eccm
l.Ttu e anb and human be I n^ ai^ ci^ai^d,
!? . Tbe i^^ SDtne 1 J nd of ^^tA' i n vhicb hutnan be id^ be c Dtne h ad;
3 Oidjnaiyljfr as ^n Uidw i [ is bad I fr h ecau » of fhJsbH;
4.1f ^Du dD^fhx [ht An^eljc Bool j sa^, you rhfr viH i mpiDW {abi t), and a^r yon
di( zonif thi n^ vonde rfjl wiH hspp eUj
£ . E^ nn] aU^ ic wllaUb^ ]i^d andLfe vill h t h e cce r cban m wieb^lbie ch^ ^H
This ^n^ral afipnaEh ^^sbjzfoiy a camfikcri^ concrete and definite criminal
^A The Mfsaali
ZTiri? Fi ohItTtn fVith th^ Day f^JttJgfffnjTH^
TtJs Ca nru n^ Df cbe Messiab i z typ it ally zajd to h t pi^sa^ db^ ye ai^ of s[iu%^ and
haid wori^il « TllJajnOlsi^orby asin£je e nonnou z ^ol^ nt pu i^ (TLie ^otal^pse)
oipDsably by both Funhtzmoi^, oaf dLbumsLbein^ tnal^ it to cbjz utnt zom^
are foa itnpnrej too e^l, tobe zaisdand ai^ just pushed off dieplsoet incD "Tl^ll* —
dadc 'duD^on ditneosionz" of endless saffenD^ ^ei^ people yon l^nfv andloiAd
CDncinue ta idc f^r dl e te niif ^ ^ile yon enj d^ your ^p i nmal Mani ni Wifh Je sas OK^
I doa'c thjnl^ za' SDtnefhin^is ^nan%. Eicberdus iz atnpl^ vion^ or p ost-M^ saani c
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A^psDplf atnply hiLW lid n nnatii n^loiA dp coLin^ c [i dli fir tliDse p« opk ^riui djda'f
Du]^ [hf ^rad^j AndTLi^ cotnfinablf enou^ vith ec^ nul h^Il fur p Dor simie i^ lidc ta
ba^ If I nff nupf their « cf nul he aiA n S Dtnechiti^ stn^ll iDtt« li hen ^ Is dus a lAaan d£
buAiaa and dj^Lie tiaTui^ ^du caii^cheluLiEi^
Fiabably oat Wliw pvu an seeiti^hen is PR — pui^ public relaiiom wad^h^
^tie iwiDLis Df aii^lj e pKipa^sLdi 3:s fT>iti^ f D maf i^aie fh^ ap«s This is tiof ta sa^ the
IuHs an tiof »3l, aa r fhw 1u awtis da oat ezistjbut this tnodel af a p niti n^ p aradise
(arch wh^n dup^opk vIid vei^ fujod ^odl w, ^riuk the people ±iiiLi[ie^, ewtiif
rh«^ VPK f[i« Lids and briDwd byj^anuhDwcausia^LiD »ti» of lass or nu :« ly ^
This, my fnends^ is atnpl^ urmalicy Tbis is tlu Eig Liej m^ if yon aie Jteln^
chanfablej Bi ^ Misuode i^ SLdio^
t^H^^r£4CT»ffiiij tin? Aioj?j»erh an J she ^e^stanrp Ag^
^a kc'spait [1u lAilheK and ^e e down ta biass [ac1^s ^at clu heck i s th^ M^ saah,
jod ^fhw I s n TiHy bf I n% di scussed vliea we sa^ "Mesaanic A^^^
Renu tnb« r clu model Df people chEu^n^ a^ r citne as tnore and tnDie of duir
souls — 01 cheirpDc^nEinls — iDcate inta heio^^ Itna^oe chai lupp^ ni n% ±ir a plane e,
jod all fhf bf I n^ oa Ehai plan^ E^ la a a nglf acf
EiA lyba dy b etome s a n^ with Eheirsoulj M]ills the irp DE^nti nl^ b»3] j Eh^ il^jsaiy
1j Eu h e twe ea ^ m t and mwf e£ Thf oaim:! 1aw3^ Df hutnan li]t ai^ euie normal Tbe^
an as '^Euinnnl' Eu the laws a f human li]t wlieayou ai^ nnd^ rwv^ r wieIuthe scnh a ^e ar
or a aiod^l abii«f p^nod of frEuuic SEiu^gl^ ed ^jscajnl^ withouE ^tal re souk es
TLie Ai\t ED Ehe "Messiaiuc A^'isLI^ Eh^ «nEi» human rac^ ^ tEi n^ if s he ad aboiA
fhe wain of Ehe tnate n :t wa£d SLd idiq fh^ ajiDf ^mt e^ lyEhio^ chEU^ s in va^s
vhicb ai^ haid ED I ma^oe h ecau sf fiA ly ooe af ns i s drowiun^ i n maienahf ^ fEum the
da^ w^ ai¥ bom, and ve haw become aEcusiom^d io a fEannc stiu^^ brsuznuTil
as 'life " Ho V If WDuld change if we had ajr ed bre aih^ andnoE w^f^r' Hovlan^and
glanausL^ would be ' Tins isEh^ Messiarjc A^ Ttusishowhi^du anf icipai^ d ^ii±
is.
VTehn^ become aEcu Jta m^ d to tbe ide a of de ath i n abu ndre d orUss ^ars, fEom
physi E Et de c ay a r di se ase, asEhehesE ontcDtne af hatnanlifr
Dd ^du haiA SLy i de a of Iidw h ad diai sounds to An^l^j orEa bein^fEDm Dther
plan^sof eusEe ncf, a r ED other I nEeHi^nt ^e ci e s ^ An^l^ thi ei]^ i e su cla '
Sq da the Hindu sajnts — tbe practices ^ibjcb piadac^ physicTil immoitaliEy,
fie e da m fmm 3ll dj sf asej lib e iwion ftamfh^ CDnanuots of the ph^si c A wodd ^ Thw
stuff did na E « uil^ b etau se Euibody needed if It hadEob^ d^iAlapedhecausf people
pu ^e d haid a^ana Ehe L mifs a f fhe WDdd they ve mnc aznaf^d i nED, and f nc d to iind
fie e da m fEDtn iDiLe ss, aid a^ anddewh.
This IS Ehf j^^Messisuc A^ fh^ re el n^ b ack af physical limifs i n amassjutnp
ui
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indpowd Iti ^oif^a /\
to hpn*" aren'c esUv V^
cif pliLtief Aiy ca nsciauiiiefs f D TLLievsiXf af b^ au ty, lib« i^i dli nndj
spinruA [eira±>ir[iiD^ of STUth' TK^ '^zafEeno^ zaulz CDtia^ed to htH' aren'c lETilly
iz [liM if pvu^ ^i Abuticb Df Liice people ai a na]^ d p air^j aod am nally cntp ^^
s1>je ^ ^y, tiob od^ has any fja
Ttif pnticipk thai a couple Df ±ic1>jd-up p e Dple csLiuiti a^fhol^ K^n^ iz^obal
On aplamtaiy zcale, yon csl'c haw aparadize wich Chad«z Manson on cbe laosf
u nle s 1u ^ ^1A n up his 1 1^1 w^ys How cnu cb nrioi^ f^ib iddea is a H i d^ r dp a S taha or
aMao^
This \z the di^ a oa called of as clu Day Df Ju d^pie nc , vlieachoz^ ^fho are cdqI
EnDu^bL LiDC ca ^Dil the M^saanjc A^ ai^ aHoved to sca^^ and those ^fho a» u^y
Enou^bi and tneaa eaau^ co ^ad fh^ pany ^t ^unc^d off ta anofher djtntDson.
Thf ii mplifLc »ia n iscbai fh^ plac^ rtu^ wauld ^o isheU, but in all probab [L [^ then
wauldhe alDt tnoi^ dj^i^icy af tiA ncual de scioaii om rtLaa that
For^ ^lample^ ^itu n thf N aniA Amenc ans ve re zvip t frotn the Ann^ n c aa c onti ntot
laaanglf bu^ blDadb aih, ^fh^ re did dieirsDulj^^ M^ £ijefs is that chey i^lDcaied
cj nriJfCD aplanef winch v^s dDser co dieir ne^ ds iyes, sonyj i^i ne azn»ia n h e [ ve ea
plane [s is a scandard Hindu belief i[ eaub^ abit jama^ to ^t used ca) Souls I w
alan^loD^ [ime andfh^ uiuwrse ishi^heyond itna^iun^ Tli^n^ oo shona^ af
plac e s f^r people co^
Euc iftnemher die An^c pe i^pe c ti^ , ba v an^thin^les than heaiAn saunds
in^ beH^ Tbatj phis che public rel»ians f^nis^ leaws us widi the tnydula^ af
endless 3J f&nn^ or e ndle s p aradj s^ , labe r than fh^ e nc iiely maie reasandilf tnodel
of a tnasiw up Juf inplan^caiy fc^queoc^j n sulci n% in an e^tenaon of hutnanlifr
as remail^able as chat ^fhich dccui^ ^leayauba^ aji to bieathe i^h^ r chEU vaie ^
ac ca mpanif d by a tneie|n^ of die bu maa and an^hc plaoe s of c onsci ou aie ss re sole id^
map ai^dj sf plane [
Thw^ the Messianic A^ E^iybody ^o doe^L'c make the tzacadaa amplf ^g
shancedofifhf iDck
So ^ei^ doesheHfLc la^
Thf aoci^nt tn^cholo^, ^^n to pn nJti ^s ^iba had aa uodestandiD^ of ^ne tics^
^nn che Diy, lojodalini ^^orach^r advanced sciences ^vas lAiy atnple those vdiD
are ^od and obey ^d stay, tliDse ^o ai^ bad and do not ^ A atnple^ de sl djia aaa
fur the ^niujciw^ njnds co u nde i^and Roles atnple ^nou^ifo tmo anioial^ ta .
Th^re^ only one prohktn humsu ai^ nDC animalSj and treaiio^ chem as sjcb
deoj es the ir I [ULaie dn^ n^ p Dce nci al Tbe siiAjD^e&ct oiAr duusands Df ye ai^ a f thjs
cnppln^y sioipliscic tnodelaf the wodd i s cnc alculahle Hundi^ds of ^oei^iDnsof
tnDnDcbeiscs raj s^ d h el e^n^ chat fh^irlnAS an inheiendy df]tcoiA and diey villbc
jud^ d a£e r df aih bas p lodoc ed EHL inci^dibl^ pia ftuod aiiophy Df the abdic^ ta thiols
in shades af £jeyj cd uodeisEifLd oian sohd« kiAls of c ause -and-e &ct than simpk
la
blatk And wliifi , ^ Dd atid b Tid chi nlaLi^ And nbo^ all sLnbia^AiiDnaf i^^ocuibiljf^
t\T am^ Dvii I ndj ^ [iu aI sduI idiq cIu hAtids oi a m^sfencms end-Df-ntne jud^n^
TLie Day a f Ju d^pu nc is n^wr^io^ ta lufip^n ycSj thtn viHb^ a Me^aojc
A^ Yes, ^n tni^ «wn :«« ^M^saTih But fh^ Abzalute and loc i^djble hoiK] r of the
(Fiti i^ hutnTin rac e b eiti^lj n^ d up i n a idw, atid am pan cona^itdcD ec^ nul f Dime nc
Diiirfifily «m^d fniiDi ezuscence aod du other ca e te nial p Aimiise, is a lie yon muse
fne ycmnelf fmtn Dti « ia ly le wl of ^du rbe id^ i n aide r fo edjo^ pvurbfe.be fnt atid
undone And the oach Ezraicise fh^ Day Df Jadgm^tit fnim you r scml
Tht tiiDdezn wadd is as di&renc frcmi ch^ vci£d of AbiahAm, af Chns^ of
MahAmmAd, as w^ can ^Asily ima^tie DinDSAUE af thcnj^ic lOAmed the ^azIl in
rhase dAys, dAil^ ^ds lJl^£ die pntnici^ uodeis SLdjo^ a f YH VH as a Sl^-TVi^if dp,
^d ±id>i d^ diAi ba aiy old creaiiDn^AisL A made m nLDnotheistn vould be dj&nnc,
bufhen Dnc^ a^a we se^ ch^ probli tn of sac ce sa oti of ciufh^ ^fh^ re e Acb i^ia aca Df
rhe Dm Tiue loMIible & Ece nial L av ruzns du t cohA^ co b e b Ackv^ids campAtible
vifh e A^e r wisionSj i^suLin^iacD^ici^ bmcdjc^ Asdie rel^Dn Df a vath n% f nh e
teu 4QCH) BC CDtitinaes co canisujnAie dit njnds of hatriAn bungs all qiai the
nfld
In shan, if dit AD^lshAd ic co say dl Dwr A^Evn, and could ^caI^ direcdy ta
made ni p e Dple as ch^ ^ ccmld co Ab i^sa and Je 3J s And MubamtnAdj fhe ^'d ^ ^ us a
^ iV> ^ly diftre nf scoiy One vifhofh^rplAnefs, aod^Ad^s Df^^^ And people ^iba
doa'f tnal-j [h^ ju tnp f d be Awn, but insf t ad viod up i^bozn la sl aIi^ ioaii ^ Cbjca^,
JQ E^ieniAtiw Fnunej ail Alt e mail w RDtne OiUy a frv Are so A^fU tliAi, if ycnj puf
rhetn vicb thtir Dwnland^ dity mzAcf AbeH Tlitse Aie, f^r eyaiupk, iadIedi lApists
vho^ wthaa ^ccimsof cifh^rldod^j villfDituii AndiApe eAcbDcber chisishtB
lb be vich ycnji avn Idnd if ycm are homble diis is h^ll Nodiin^ moie And
luJ^n^less The woEe ^du AxejCbe voi^ dLAi h^ll vmildb e Drseem Caii "^luicicenf'
pe Dpk be pu [ I nco a tu Aiions lil^ chAt ^ O f couEe^ ic liApp e ns « ^ly dAy vihe n lonoce nc
peDpk ^t CAUgtif la VAi^ be [we e n oppaa n% soldi EE ^iba ai^, Afer aH, ^ tnoi^ Ll^
(Ach Qfhf r diAn cbe tivQjAns they A^ oia r ^ lote cf in^""
I[ If SAjddiAi Ai Any manLenc ad^ an^ of us isnD±iitherthAnciiLehAlfbnAthf[Dtn
beH A tnpplin^ c AT c m^j a sudden AECidenc, the lofecnan vidi sotn^ avM djscASf
But diesf Ai^ htBs oi the bDd^j f^munAied wich Aiingl^ I^finiej nvh^rll^ ^ctin^
de Alf A bad bAnd of t ATds A£ AIL Dthe rvi je ^tijo^ablt pDl^r^Ame The hells of cbe soul
an self ca nf AJiLe d bfhAviorp Aite nis Ll^ CDnscAndy af CAclan^ dl sou ice s Df suste nsLC e
aadljfr la pvur eavi iDnnLe n[, coe ici Dn asa way Df bfr^pi^daiionaf ont^D^fiLldndin
rhe fimn Df c aniub dj aiL SLd SD on These b tbAvi Dip Atte ms c 3a fraiAl wi ch dit saulin
^ sanif v^ thAi A cf ndf ncy [0 visdDtn AndloiA c sl fraiAl vifh fh^ soul^ or Ap nunc e
lJl^£ yD^ortntdjtAtiDn CAnleAW fn]i[fi]l i tnpn nc s wi th fh^ soul b^ cw^ e n I ws.
TLie 1^:1 bells Are those we enfennta by incamwion Af e r i nc AiuAti on af avM,
li4
Euc cmsf Die fhf tnaja nfy a f the bu nnsL itlc t ajii^lil^ chw TK^^^ p^aple ^tu^
^ wti a DVJth bfcftrlj viD^ fti^rcititntDij would b( much b«[f«rpe Dpk People who will
nialkf [h£ gradf ai ch« up^fi
S let^ iDdk at thizin tiiDn disci^cf f^ mu tlu noti dli is chEV [be M^saatiic A^ is
a Juf la [he plsLe t's lule se [ vhich [ransbitn^ i [ f[Dn:La^d^ lou^plact ili[Ci tl wiy
pie asATLf on^ Li& [dcfSDLiDiati^ qu TiliLie z a f the sk^lic ditneiuiDLiz, and [he Hindu:
hn^ 7l£1 eaeHenf utcdtulary fiir fh^ se lands a f wa ddz AstiTil PlsLeSj H i^Le r Flan^ s^
and ZD aa TLie idea a f alon^-tenn i n[ei^ne iwional k:umic e n^oe e nn^ piuj ec[ tD
clean up aplsLet enough fo bDOf i[ inta a hi^er^nei^ zfwe is not ewn aH [bat
re malleable wlieaoiu ats davii aad n ids flu tnydu Df flu Hindus Dr the Buddlusts.
What's all[h* fjss'
Sircifily confisiDn and tenor in [he an^lic wodd at [h^ scal^ and Dia^DJ rude of
human sjfEenn^ oa this p airicular roth I really do brii^^ [base gijys woold build
nes[s fir « iA ly sp ATiow b^ hsLd iwh^ r than le [ fh^ tn %e[ tnuncbe d b^ boose caiSj and
this [be ^ call carfifiasaon' Tbe radic al undestandin^ [hat it's all OK e^nLl^ [his is
nDt in [bin [be dotnajn of the an^c i^^ons [he id^afhw this is EXACTLY Iidw
^d w^nfs [hin^^ X £ji[ down fD ^ ariov3 and house c aiSj septus alie n The as3Jtnp[icia
that ^dis Eui EAiseaiee IsLdloidj who stans the cieaiion and [he n « zn tSj is ai^suli af
the mj sundestandin^ of the nEnnre oi Diai[fr wbjch is so cooiniDn outside oi fh«
Tanfnc f editions
Yon^ s[an[ijn^Dn ^d, leadio^^d It's all ^d, SLd som^ [i tnes ^d i s re d likf a
Aowei^ and^i^enin^ akaf, and sam^titnes ^d is^Ddlikf a SEuntj and SDtnentnes
BualJl^£ achildttiolea:*r Tlie u ode ra: sodjo^ thai ALL OF THIS IS OOD ALL THE
TIME i^sulisin alof af Lbeiaiiaa A culfore based Dn fhx u nde i^andj n% tni^bif b e a
iDt wi ser and sane^ I f people djdnofnsf [hat ^f fDjusti^ ac[in^Ll^ assholes all [lu
time
So this IS the Mesjianic A^e, and now we tuzn ta tbe Mesaab
^
ZAf jVfdonf^' F^Traorr, Process, Floor FV
OJO
m sircipl^ ass^n [his [be eu^^Ijc wudd fanned up apacl^£f^ aoiasSj a tnachin^
of entity winch wassu&zi^nt fo [raiuiinn [be iabi?rian of the plane [ in[o a "iw^
plane'' wodd — saif af Ll^ ajotnp^r cabl^ f[otn ooe plan^ [o anD[her 1^ iu][ ^^a
^in^ [o remo[ely fiy to jos[if^ [hw sfa£eDien[ Back in [he a^ af ^ti^j [be id^a
of siDifily ba^ n% an an^c bein% oi som^ itnm^nsf Dia^in]de and power com^
iiuD nianiA sf anon la ahumsLbod^j [al^ CDntiul of [he ^ntii^ planet as a son af
1£T
^b3l 1jn^ atid c^nptople ^fhw co da to cany one the physical pax af [he ^ohal
rraiuf^imaii oa nnade aloe af z^liz^
TLi^^ ba vpe opk oi^su z^ d rtu tnzelw s back cbe li, sd vliy lidc ^w it a tiy^
'^ah, ye ah^ we H haw [his « ncizrinDus 1 iti^ aiid i [^ be 4be liti^Df [he VDdd, and
do an [he n^t [hiti^ aodmle [heplarLf[ iCL[be oame of ^d, bn ci^ti^ ."
Now, doe s [bj s sfiU smnd likf a^adidea tD yvu^
Reall^^
AKiD^of [h* Wadd'
I thinly 1 Du g|i[ be a^mt [hwloLiEiaf Messiab
A£tr[be divioe n^ of lati^ died nnd lule b^ fiiice v^ lid Idcl^ei »eLi as 7\ii
indic^iDLi Df divioe viU, fh^rebecotnes ACi^edcD i¥ititeipii[ [he MtssiabiciCD aci^w
turn, [Q ma]^ tl cl^ v u tide i^nndj li^ of [be Aithef}pe^ aiid^ triDie blatid^j A»vized
ao^lic plan t]i[be messiali
Thtr^ff^atatf Oh^ SI\c^ ert er Tt
tme
Sq wliai if [hi z « ne i^^ pac1^ t vas dji^d^dup ili[o smaUe r chun] j andsecif davii
auache d fo tnDie [han a si n^ b eiti^^ Wbai if v^^ se ea a c otiti nncnis uaJblditi^ af the
M«saanic Pidc^ sz [hiou^ [h^ hsLd^ Df S al1>, Full^ r, J^ ft i^on and zo a n — ptople ^iba
biin]g|i[ [he vadd clazer[D [he Mezsianic A%t Dnt at a [ime, la small itnp^rc^p tible
jumpz'
Whw If [hat^s [h* New Hm?
Iszac New[DnJ For tny maiLe^^he^ fhe fin duid of tbe MesiE^L Science onl^
nally ta]^ z oa if z curre nc ti im aod po v^ r bi c ause of Cakuluz Funbennorej zcieoce
isdDin^the tnajonc^of [belt^wad^Df tranzfc]imin^fheplanf[ out af i[scondinanDf
mate n al zufCe HD^ I n[D apleazsu vodd ti r dl bu msL b tin^ Tbe pvuphecic mw^nal
n^ardiD^ pb^acal i nmiioif aL t^^ f[^fdDtn fmni dizease 3ad laasfd doiAS Dn ^lAiy
streef cozn^r and a number a f odier dazac framlanacis of [h^ Mezsianic A^ iota
bu maa [« iDU. Yau c an pi ck your ^umc t i^»s^hu[ I [hi cik k^s de ar that the oanire
of the ^Euie chants wi [h N^vfon SLdsci^nc^ Tliw^ ^riie n die Mesziamc A^ i^iHy
be^m
Issac N^vfDn 1/3 af die Mezsiali, vtJch is to zay "^amhide [brouEji ^iith the
tzansiiiiiLati oa Df die planec qccue'
S\ tnlaiiy, [be it*z Ame nta
NDW,k[ m^ dambe r all [ht ^iray ouf oa fhis hmh hen Ame ncaj in [a to, i z anDthe r
bi ^chunl^ Df die Mesaab £i^ d^ nc e ^^t fmj £ji[ and won [h^ S tcaod Wo£d Wara^anzf
Hid^r vidLfhf RnsaanZj [hen ruzn^d on [betn and tooiaj ntd [be tn wlile S[alin and
bj z su cc e son pound hatnan L ^s dDwn their ^ns tnav^j and ^n hold Mac andbjz
ere w in check n^t until [his day Tbaze fhie e h azf aidz 1 jHe d ooe bu ndre d and [we nc ^
milLDn people in death camps, £^la^, mas starvatiDn ^iaclcs and atnilar Ena cities
LSI
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n JjDDeEi past V-/
Th* TTuusiiiid Year Reich — a sinsjEj ha^^ ^obal EpIseq — was a h5
Eerm^n rtu Arci^iicaiu 3ad Gandlii 1^ epi n^ Iiidj a ouf af fh^ A^Zj v^ Jjppedp:
tbzt naljt^ aodinta cbjsaiu TKaf i s Anne n ca'z i^ :t conf iiburia n ta hu nnsL lustoiy
Fu irhf iDian, fhf Adu ntatisbad the nu de arbotnL i li chei rhands af e r ch^ S e cond
Wodd War, and lid ach^r tiaiiDii vas eiAndDse fo one. In th^ ftmr-ye ar %ap h e [ ve ea
the eod of tht v^r and die de^lopmerLf Df aRusiannudeaxEieteri^DijChe Amencanz
sitnply ZBL oa [hf I rbatids wlile cbe^had the ahiLt^cD rfiai^ Dr le ss tffa nl^ sd^ via any
war they chaze co scan
TtjtikabDuc thai fir those fi^r^an^du Ame n cans had cbe power to caoqu^r
the planef andla^ wasce la saiec^^ c auii n^ ucf tr devastaiioa ai viH, aad thei^ w^u
pi^cisely LID chance fhw an^ ach^r rL»ia n could haw i^f dj aie d oti fh^ zame scde But
with fiititarsLce utizt^Li la wamoi^ in pna rbu tnan bj zf Diy, du ^ did not Individual
ngtifz, andacnlnjie la which cht state d idt d and lt%al re qai i^tne nc is fhw dl people
are cieated eqaally and ^d^ cbezf ai^ an^lic idtdz af the hi^bi^zE oider, and af
all tht plsu, I WDuld say chw Ann^ncaj az in tnany W9^s fh^ locus af if z p anicular
VI a oa Df de ma crac ^ — Df an indi^dudteedomaf 3J cb abj ^i a ide r fhai ZDCi^cy as a
whole izftuid aodbarmarjcnis — Am^ n c a i s a sac c^ sz Dd not fii^f cbj z i n cbe z^ da^
titnis wi ai^ the nation which had cbe llu1^£ and did noc use it, aad v^ are cbe aaiioa
which hridafi Hiile ^Scalia and Maa unci their i^^etti^ deadu VJ« didchv Ycui
^randpaie ncz djd [hw Ne^rfir^c if in die daJ^iesz of the da^.
ETERNALICIOUS
Zld? Hoi^ /j th? f^ EtHjfHfl J Lrbtn-ty
ZTan? F? crjj m iii4^±~^ lnviioatn?n
Who f^Ef i^H?^ Oirr Art
JVhf? Ffyi? th^ Banner i^Hfftrv^n
O/th^ Earth
T^f rv If H47 CrKa K or GuFff^ ath^y thiiMf God Iti?t^.
This maau al I s calle d .ElfTHJif i0if; as a^stui^ af ^ch EVLdhop^ We ai^ all stuck
irLEteirJcy Uaiil such citne as w^ eicher choose che spin tu al sai cide of Nirvana or find
1£*
soDU Other ±iin:L of ca ruA niiaiul enlj^f titn^ titj 1u i^ v^ wHzcay
I hope you ^zijoy ^uietenijf^ ^ tnuch a^ p Dsahle , aod chw you iiid fre edom ta
Ijw 25 you viU.Idw as yon vill Anddif as^DU viH.
ThE Hrft Till 1— Ajifcbc Ma^g
IntryjcluctioH Our Stern e7iH^ fVith th^Ang^a
Becaase v^ eui ap« itlIi n^ la cbe Wesf, SLd furclu triDscpAir la Anrifncaj ati^Lc
ma^c is th^ p i^re qai ac« of nU Dcberfinns ^Virtuuc a solid ^la^ of cbe locA syscetn
aad icf [e chnolD^ es If I s « Li[i 1^1^ foo difilEnilc EVLd [iati^iDUf to «»^lan
Anrif n c a has ehl u rmsaally scidli^ ps^hic innmuiLe ^sce nrij p^ ihaps dwio^ b ack ta
rhe n ru :t wa dcaod Dche r aEciQDS of die FautidiD^ E iDthEE af Ame nc a — diema^cians
jod Masans who lajd do^fiL the iiifriuciucfure of the tiatiDti dli a spi n ru :tj ps^hic ,
inteHecmal EVLd nnaEic al le^l We , cbe irhe ie, haw i rcipiup e£^ maj iitaj n^ d and caied
£] r thf p olif ical ^ste nn rtu ^ k A u Sj but cbe psychic defrtise oe twa f ^ a f cbe Amencaii
coDiiLieiu I s as itroti^ aiid fe iDcions euic e^rwAf
TLiispsychi c defr tisf iiec wuri^ wiU, fo put thupolicri^j fijtkpvur^cup loyally if ^du
start I tnpa niD^ tna^ c from ofh^r c dlici ne lies and prxu cid^ i [ openly Td p i^ia nc fhis
ininvjLie i^ atu oa fcDnn ca] j li^ yon and^ur^roup anCj usu dl^ by ascral e iicap solaiioLi
or nnysce naus ac CI df titj ^vu ^ould c Dtiadei fhie e a^i^^tne ncs as nnsLdatozy ti r±iithe r
nik-
I viUbe on ^od tenns vith rtu an^bc nalnTis, i^^aidjci^ tluni as tlu lineal
^ardi EHL spin [s SLd gijides, and re^ ecci li^ them as cnuch asl^niuld wi Jlcq nsp^cc,
sav^ the ^aniian ^incs Df aNaiiw Anu ncan nsez^aiioa we i^ 1 a^acorfh^ie.
I win encf sji cable Ju eldjo^ aod pzac ecti oti ca pnwnt clu f^ie i^ tna^ cs of the
Nafhs fram fijc1 JD^ up fhf la cal Anrif n c EHL ps^hic « c os^aetn lJ1^f pndaioiy iishin the
EiAi^lades
I win atcf tiipf [D bHa V all lacal i^^lwia ns and craffLc lavs^ and will calce thehinc
frotnfhf TLii^eljc fiiic es i f they ciy ca cell tne fhw Ttn doiLi^ za nnf thi n^ ^na n^ fiddD^
up the ir platis a r am Dche rwi ze la tht w^y ouf a f liti^j DniufiDljf^
Ycm c atl absDlucri^ i^on tht io^lz and fh^ i maltn aad ifz w^ys aiiij iT^ntum^
they can ahzolacel^ diap rtuusaiiEi-pauiLd botnbs allDwrycnj, ^vur Dp eraciam, y^ui
ginnpj [ts eaviK] [une nf nnd tiend^ an^chiti^ else thty clioose Tli^y are numensely
p Dwe rfijl, n al spin tu nl furc es, I Li tnaiiy c asf s fhf e qu als Df vhx v^ c dl {^Dd^ i n a thcr
cultui^s, Euid ycnj are in [heir land and mrf Re^ecf b^in^z ^fho were capable af
tnani^ sf in^ diiD^ lJ1^f h^ro^ n b oiub z and the scienciilc mediDd O r ch^ ^^ 1 Jll ycnj
In piatti c A CI iDU^ cbj z iinc Tn Ed i z eaiirely about tnazcenn^ e nou^bi Eu^riic tna^ c
ta bf dile [0 op^raie cbe rezf Df the zyjtetn withouc uolaiin^dit zecond a^i^^tnenc:
Shielding
It fa]^fs Tifmi saannt of zlill ta bt able fo ere ait and tnajoian abnbblt ot aa
abzalutely Ibiei^ and ind^pendenc nabf^ ^n mm zappairiD^ and tnanifrzcio^ a
fure 1^ mAE|c al and ^1 nnial s^zf BD^ withi n tht wid^rcukure a f ch^ We zf ^ and aa t ^ t
infhf fB^h of soDie thiD^ wtu cb I z de a^e d fo zcDp cicberf^iL^zlil^ piedwDiy ^ostz^
^ n^ z-af-die-un] J nd-land and zo an fmtn p i^^i n% on fh^ nlaii^ly d^ 6 nzelezz loc al
pDpulatiDn
Yon ai^j la tnany wayz, in fh^ poaciaa of dit Faljsisu iiunii^mnf vho bu^z a
^di and then laugluBEic la dit zotet oucadt Df hiz apaioiienc as be would do la
Kamchi police tome and t^aja fh^ local lule z If h^ Icf eps ^au^e n n^ ^ats.paL c^
CDtne and fa]^£ hjm avray On a ma^ c al ItiAlj die pobce eu^ rai^ly pb^ac al p dIjcc^
and the w^znin^are lasly az simple az alau ck Dn fh^ da Dr, ^ ^a di^ piablemz witb
^ [ti ng ac cu raie i nil imaiion aciozs die plan^ z of e ^ ene nee But, if ^u ai^ daio^ th^
tna^cal eqaivalenc af whw ou r p dq r imnii ^i^ic iZjbe zare that action willbf fa]^£a
and c Dnzi qu tnci z wiUcame
In^iDn lau gtif eryou r ^aiz iDside Mu ch Df fh^ i^s af this docnnieDt i z de die ate d
tc ItEvnin^bawca ci^x^ pn^^^e tna^cal zpace Once you can ci^w«, own^canml
andclaze subdomaj ns wi dun [hi vi d^ r vuddj yon canbe^n ta ci^ai^ and ez^e n^ nc^
the NEubi^aLt^
Thfze zab dotnainz^ thf ze HTnbbles ' ai^ Ma^ c al !> tnpa luy Au tomimauz Za n^z^
andche sk^riic ^ aidi euis viU le aw diemalon^ az Iod^ az cbe ^ abe ^ &^ CDndittDoz.
NafhJn^ vhich ach^rp^aplt need is tal^n incD i\\t Zoiu and dezcio^d, craded
aw^ incD anodier dime nsi Dn, or odieivise lost
^
lU
2 £msf^
NothjD^ luzdaus or touc i s «nii tte d fmm the ZDtie Dibiou^ fiam a thtr plsu s
into the renLt^ Ducade of clu Zan^ Naaaus rtuii^ csLb^ bron^t fnni eke^ftL^re
into the Zoiu^d^alc vich^ez^e nnu need DLi.Tind then i^njioedca cbeplu^ ch^^ tame
orsotne Dthe r nppiDp n EVf plu«, Dr Ad^^Ijc Faicezcanht iau>1^ d f d helfi cleTinup,
buf nofhj n^bad Dvjs k a^ cbe voided re £jDn TtusiS vhEie most tna^c ^ez^nao^
n sukia^ hn fUDJ ti iA i^pnsah.
EiA lyba dy ^riu tnte i^ fht SubdDniTU nle n^ s in b Etc trc ondiria n rtian they tnte nd,
aad cenTunl^ luic VDi^t No in&tuom^ TOfiTiL Drpb^acnl orpsychiCj nopoisDnZj ux\
rape -and -p 01 Et^, lufhin^
TLiif doeznDC tnt sl thai people cuuuic ^f i Lijnre d dDi n% tna^ c^ and the n he nle d
before ka^o^ ch^ ^ac^ accidtois ar wan can happea Euf the bubbles are onl^
^Dwed ta eus: sdIqd^ azhtin^ enctrin ooe toodjfion^ andkaw la abecteron^
Any breach af cbjs lule viUdutwnp Dn cbe radar of the an^ek wIid v^ch a^r the
comniDn pe opk and zviil^ nsult la haim-trjci^iaa m^asuns (i^id Asrd B-5^$
be iD^ disp wche d
If you dcnihc the ±>ite of these b^in^, considfr the ^e of paor Cho^am
l^n^a
Alduu^ du net effect Df thtse bubble zbas tobt poati^ because the e&ct on
(ach lodj^du :t p i^se nf tnu sf b^ paa [i w, if is tidiidden frntn tht an^ljcpei^eccuA
CD smply pun re ZDUK es from a [h^r plants of eusi^nc^ into [his plane thiDugh ch^se
bubbles Na tunun^ lead inta ^d or chaoneLn^ lots of trilliaa- daUar-i d^ as ' If
causes ^aniE balance issues Ck ^i ?an ati Dns on th^se fh^ tnes tna^ b^ p tznrjn^ d t\T
(^^aniple^ [a] JD^ p ayme nf fur proce SSI n% toznc v^ece , ps^chi cally pnlL n^ 1 1 into anDcher
djm^naan ^ibei^ an^ can process ic cleanly nsin^ triDie advanced [echnolo^, cbcn
bn n^n^ If b ack d^an Bucfh^se dedsmust b( ne^tiaiedconscioudy.
Mod^raie dj staaiinuous chan^ If ispDsable — la ^f^ i^mail^abl^ eas^ Dnc^ Dne
bas dieloLack — fD ca]^ a^ronp Df people incD a state of b^in^vh^re a^ai d^al of
^ality'is vithdravTL In cbes^ state Sj p eople can chan^ mdicall^ and dxamaticdl^
TTfh no 'cause* afh^rfhau Tie alin^ bapp*ne d^ or Tn^iiwion ^nas ret*i»d " Tbjs
143
londof chui^ If fnqae[uly acau sal fnni fh^ p« i^« cf ha af tioa-pani cipTnics la th«
nruA peDple chaii^t indrsiiaiic v^ys, TuiEi LiDb Dd^ Uidws vhy Tlu s c Dnfja Dti ti nnz
7l "^^iralce"" r7Lthtrli1>j cbat le± behitid ^^t^dboTit, and the tti]^ tati caust caajjaaa
atidhann ta byscTLiid^n in TL^anec^ af iubile v^ys aiulD^us [dUidcIjd^ [h^QLa^
the II wi ndjij i± n Di scaDiitiuouf chTin^ should be maderTLteEi.
Wd{f efEeccf Tue luic die only reasanco tiiDdtiaii djsc Dnci nu cnj s change, bu [ they
are clu easiest co En^ Jl As ^du r c ap abilicie s atid e^enente %idw, be sare fo si^y
in tigtif CDnt^f ^nch rtu ao^lic Ibices ^fho wch aiAi^DU ca discuss andm^fiEUf
aiDund e&cts vhich tna^be ob^cnis cd dienijbuf quice imaahlf co ^du Ee av^K
that as a Ae^i Dum]^ ^ ic i s ia ly bard f d uodeEcaod ^fhw i s ^id^ aa i n e nou g|i de cajl
to canfiol fhf efEeccs af your tlccidlis accuraiel^j andlulp frcmi clu angels is a tea
niandataiy
Thf Ttme A^ie e m^ ncs {re ^ e cCj shielding coope i^ion} atid ch^ Fi^ CaodicioLis
(biDn^ sc, b etii ^j 1>« ne&cial, non-alche nrjc al^ tnode i^ed) fnini a pn^ sia n:t coiAoaDt
berm^ti du An^elc Poweis of Naifh AmencTifas v^ ba^ e^^neoced dietn)^ and
the fujodeis a f che NevNath MD^mencs Tbes^ a^ieem^tits [Dak a ^arof loi^tisf
spinru:! vodc^ a lac of t\Ax, enor and lUJSfa]^f, andba^ beldnp i^asooahly v^.
HDwewFj i[ isitnpananf co ntid^ iscand fhw ch^^ are not fLn:t a r ca mpk [« They an
trmcablf anddfhtate and wiU only cancitiu^ to opei^e ^ncb cone imj ed ^Dod viU frani
allpaiTits dus is a deal sheetj not tl canci^cc If ^du, as tl Naih^ abuse cbe an^elc
pi^wc iSj ir I s G ame O wr fir all of u s
Flay DJ cf, or daa'f play ai alliscbe An^Ic VJ^" — aod oe ^i fur^ t thai wp as la
theirtur^ dieir wci£d
Ma^ciansindu R wional Damaj ns
LVK,kds,LVH La^.
Thf Lesser Eanishiti^ Ritual of che Feoia^nun cam^s ca us fram the Ooldea
DaviL (an £ti£ji^ ma^cal^ioup af the runece^tith cenruiy} B^tijanun Rove's ^Th^
Esse nf lal S1 JUs a f Ma^ c1^ IS Tisfandard iDtiodu ccoiy cezi oti thi s vodc and i s videly
available Dndie iDiemec
Thf LBRF IS an ele mental bani ^i n%. Tliw is id say if bani^es e n^ r^ es typ itally
c aUe d aj r, « azbj ]iie and v^e ^ and asDC i af ed ek tneoi ds^ e n^ r^ e s i n diDSf fre qae nci es
and Dthermaicf r Tbe ^ac e ic le a^ s behiod is a tea desc nbe d as ^fb sf d wi th ^i nc/
that bfin^cbe tth elem^nc la the VJ^ see ni c one epu oa
Itnpairandy, the LBRF is v^-undei?Dod b^ die an^hc vudd as tl scandaid
nia^cal «:« iLise, and vliea they se^ i[ da n^ , cbe ^ « nc apsulate ch^ are a in aprof^ctm
trid. VJithia [his inifiEt piDceccuA teldj additional nruals can be done id cipx^
additi onal le^ls Df shield] n^ and this Rasaandolh approach is cnncaltapeifciirniD^
a
la
NEvh tiiTL^c s^My w^ comciuct tl c Dtnplez sysceni of laye i^d pzac ecti on zo chEV 3f aa
point [ioes Du r « ne i^ di If c [ly le dc I LIED tht Nanh Amentan Mnloj th I'^in^doni' i n
HcbnVjUSEi ta me an "^odd^
The L« Z5Q r B su Ju n^ It itnal of th^ HeK^^rTLni is al^o frntn th^ Golden Diiwn If
biini^e z w A nmchbj ^lerle ^, ezieodiD^ id die plEHLetTiTy aod tgcidId^ C3l i nitu eoc es,
dep^ndin^ Dn cbe ^^lacc ^aiTinc of [he nfu :t nnd^ nalce n Tlu LERH is ±>urDr iliA
riniez as powerM az fh^ LBRF and also sei^z cd chsuiel enDimons quancifi^s of
ao^lic IJ^t and h^ai into [1u local tna^cal em^ionmenc If is eKn^mely ^od,
po^nrfiil tna^t
Donald Michael Km^ a Nath of [he M eAlc ndranath linea^j ^vroc^ a hoak
called M^M^ni Afi jr^it ^fhich p loude z an ^zneUeDi cuAivifw af [he ^^steni Ma^cal
l^adjfion. I[ pm^d^s a^od wniDn oi [be h^xa^imi nruztj and tnucb additional
inf^imation Dn fh^ Galdea Da^fiL and nz WBys I i^conmiead awidio^ eniirely the
(^Ac an Dn, [ dj aaani c tna^Cj d^ triDnolo^ aod '^de nn]^, abj e c[i]V and h anish' ncu als,
aad any[hin^elze [hw seenu abn ii^y, h e cau zf tnacb of [he tnaienal la the hoak
ste tns from Me dif ual zaurces, andntnez vpre djftre nf b atk [be n Sqzci^ af i[ iircipl^
aa lon^ r i] nc[iaiu de anl^ or app lup nairi^j be i n% [be ma^ c al e qu i v^ nf of a hoi^-
drawn can
HavpiA^ af thiz [ime^ [h^ LERP and LBRH are unsjipEssedj and tnach of the
other tnaie nal in [hebDokizaf a tnlar qu ali[y
One ckariszae vi[b [h^ h^ xa^rsuncnal i z i [z idi^ nzfl^ Chn Jti an fucus INRI, the
Ligtif Df [he Crosz^etc ai^ Ice ^ pbraze z It alza loc DiporEV^ s zotne Egyptian triwexal
41as^ ^hopbj Zj Osnz^j ^riuch v^z probably dea^edfD coiArup some azpec[z of
rhe Sit lA mai^nal ^fhich v^z iu][ appropnaie brpnhLc uevin^ in fh( Golden
Davn Af p i^se nf , the be 3 I caa^a^^zcis ^^ al vith jc az i[ l^^
The linjals of the bep[a^rani ai^ nof in commaa emulation and are basicdl^
nnn^cesaiy Ibi cammoa prac[ice Howe^i^ if iz finnally oec^szaiy [o "^ the
bep[a^rani'' in an ahbreviw^d ±izn:Lbf±iie ap^niD^ [h^ Naih CikI^ Tbjz izpan of
oura^ieem^nt wi[h[be an^hc fi^ir^z.
7Ti tr Ahh^^?v^ erteJ Ban i^h mg Ritir^l f^tho Hopta^r ant
TLie hepta^rau baz no ca rcipazz- and-squaie ed%e ca nstiu tfia n. One iz [h^refi^re
oaf coiu[iT]C[i n^ a bepf a^rani, lni[ a hutnan-appiaziitnaii Dn of [he bep [a^rani, u lUj1^
UJ
the be KTL^ram nniTilz ^ich ccmlEi^ la theoiy^bf tnuhf tiiTLii caHyp i^ti z« TK^ htpca^ram
izinsotne seme h eyood bu tnEVL u nde i^aodi n^. O r w le as tliTit'j whw tn^ fcmiL^ s sa^.
Fre^e this n nj A with tht Batii ^i n^ Ri tu nl of che H^^ia^rsiij uid fLrjsh viAl e i ch^r
the Baiii^D^ R I ru A Df cbe Pe LicA^rTim, a r cbe Eatii ^i n^ R i nj al of fh^ H^zca^nun
l-Inscnbe a hepc a^ii {»ia n-aded ii^ i^} Dti ch^ ^rcnjiidof yaur wadjii^aieTL
!?. Stand in che cencerof ch^ hepca^n and sa^ ^ scand wthia the ccmliiLes af
the M^zf^ncnjs Ki n^da ni of {^Dd I alv^ysHa^ and Alv^z ^YiH n tnajn vichin ch^
Palac«of theEin^af MWaidj^
3 No V draw a hip [a^rani ^e^n-sidedsca^aa the ^nund of ^du r ^iDi^jn^ ai^ a
Thire ai^ rvDpDsahl« scai^ an^ jDinz pomes oppa ate Dn the cinle andis^iaip and
pDinced ^uascnliiLe)^ the Dther is moi^ rounded (Atninin^) l!bu ^lould drav [h(
pDincedDne Ybu letnajaia the cenc^rof fhe h^p ta^ram as 1 1 is drawn
4 Sfand in ch^ cancer af ch^ h^pta^zam and say "^od dicuA and woddhela^
Ke dier and MallojdLj ai^ One '
f . Now draw fhf fe tniQj ne s« wn sid« d sf a^ fh^ odierbep ca^rani, wliith i s made by
J Di iJn^ alff loai^ poiQis Df clu hipca^a Ybu zemajn la the ceoi^rDf du ^ace
£ Df c1en» h oldly "^ am clu Child oi Ood I am the Son of the Moclurand [h«
Dau 5li[e r a f die Fafh*!*"
This dib i^u aie d nfu d does Dtily a smaUp ait Df ^ibai more advanced and ca mpkt(
Hepa^ram nfuals wHl dD.huf sezn s aur pniposes
R^ad Kraj ^"s M^^ni M^i^ci.
RtadRow^'s "Essenti al SI-jUs a f Ma£j tk ■"
Fraccice the LERP daH^ f^r ai lease ax months nntQ yon haw the han% of if:
se« tlu sfandard ce^is [ifo^^rTi M^i^i^ The Gq^^ Diiifn ecc ) f^rmore decals DnhDW
Hezm^uc ma^c i s cyp itally le azn^ d
C Dnade r you i^tlf a snideiu af diiscmdition also
Al^rcbe LBRF seims [Dhe ituidj nam nd aod powe iM, ma^ up fo the LERH.
For SDme pe Dpl« thai may ta]^ Dtily a fe w we elcs Do die LBRH ail^asf fhiee fimesa
w«elL,1>uf bf cai^U of die ^t bl^w me aam^ ass" ^toE If ic's 1^od j n% yau about
tQD tiiacbj e i[1u r mod^raic the bequency a f ^du r prac ti c^ , or ai^p bick ta fh( LBRF
fbi abit
Thfse nmals ai^ ^ol^ nd^ powE rfjl wlie n done wicb thai inte nc 3ad±>ic(.
A±f r a solid tiionih of doi n^ dif L BRH dail^^ siaii lo e ^ enmeoi wicb che AERH?.
Tiy II once, wajt a vp^kj i f nodu n^ b ad bas happe n^ d, iiy n a^n l!bu m?^ oaf b^
awas a f mu ch as ibe n m al is some uiiaf "^oiArthe lep of ihduad'Oni maybe wiy
dmmatic YcmrMla^ Vanes
In AiDTij snid^ cd become af lease a compec^ntj andpi^Ai^bly e^eHenc, nmal
a
ma^ cian iti fhf We s:^ la M^C3l TrTidina n The ii te chiiDlD^y wod ^ ia ly v^ll, is ntne
ftste d^ and IS TLii imf] Dnaot p ait of b eiLi^ Tible co operate as a nriAEic albe i n^in Ame nc a,
vtJcb I s cmr ^al
ThESecoTilTiiai— Of Eui^aeNftth Cixd«
The Naib Circle of Knli u cht fLi^ af chi^e le^ls af '^DpeiuLi^'' Nafaspace In
rhe ssae vay fhw each of ch^ peata^raoij hf^ia^raoi and htpc A^mm iin]3ls op^ns
incie a5iD^^ deep k ia1s of tht Hennecit/An^Lc ^ ac^ , e ach of the Nnih nmal^ op^ ns
ad^eperk^of die Naih reality It i s i mp on 301 co i^tne mbe r ta always Dp ea wi ch the
Anglic iin]als to tie we abazcinade which fh^ Naih n n] :t e n^ r^y c an b^ contained
(^artu e n^ r^ ^fhicb t] ims rtu boundary af clu Nath ciiclc is^nong^ ta siniolaie
JQ inimuiLe nspanse â–
Opening [h^ Naih Circle of Kali is distu ibi ngly simple Drav ehl equilaieral
tnan^e incbe ar ai ^loulde rbe 1^^ poiiu down, aicnind chre^ fe^c oa a ii d^ , scaiti n%
V cbe bafCDtn paint Thea trac e up v^ids frotn ch^ botca m poi nc a f the tnangl^ abouf
balfu^ay up Thisdea^i — ch^ cnansje viAlcIu line — is i^pre sc ncati w af che Ybni Df
rhe Ooddess S e« li^t pour IbnlL
TheUj tauch rhf hoe and draw aln^ of lighr ftanidLe upper n^ toioerof the
tnan^e la a cinle aiDundyou and pvur^iDup, iini^in^ai the uppeilefl coioer As
yon dTEnrdie Lne, chanr ^tnKab OtnKali OtnKali ""
TLie Goddess npirscnfs e^iythio^ odur fhEU awareness- aH phenam^na,
^ mafce^ all ^nei^ Tli^ polanzanan between Jtu ua-c Dnsci du aie sf and Sh:4{n-
(^zyrhJn^ c an b e lactase dj tna]jn%ir easer ta ste cbai y^u ai^pui^ ca nsc lousness
(tnbf ddf d in pu i^ ener^
Tti la^^ Shiva sir in the ceni^r of the Kali Cinzle in loms position, or at leasr
ciDss legged, EVLd ^sualze yauiself as ^ua, lord of Yo%a, 1jn%af Yb^s Visaalize
abesa Df li^ c asc adin^ do vn fcotn che cbjid eye af ch^ Coaujc Loid of l!b^a ar
MouDi Kalia^ aod enrenn^ che Naih Ciide diiou^ rh^ l!bni oi the Circle and
pe n^ cracin^ ^ur owiL thiid eyej mAaLn^rh^ Shiva ca nsc lousness vidu n
Thiyel Pr^otice Uitrjrcatiorr t^ Shrver and Sh^kti
Withche Nath C lick of Kah DpeUj and aHpaiticipanrsbaviD^ made 1 de nci&c aiion
virh Shi va {e wn wome n ^ould I df nti ^ wi [h Jhi UA in hi J tnalf furm ai cbe openingjicis
tnnlf ^tnb dIiz I n^ awaiE Litfs^ TLiid fe nnale s^tnbaL ziti^ cht u nuAis
Tb s: air.lef fha ze ^d ^nsh co i^p i^se nc fh^ fe nnale duua cd the IbiJ af tht G Dii[i« ss
znd nnaDjfrst iti the ir masc po^nrfiiH^ J^nn^ f^inu Thea ^ i^ad anc cd cIu ed^ of
the Click, a r c iicuDuiTLmbulaif TKosf i^pn ze iiti n^ Shi^ nulen^sz tg a symbol of
tlw^k Lit JSj ^cnjld ntn^a la fhf ce iicer of clu ciicli Th^ iinc p oItui [^ i s thu a f ze e id^
TLtid be I n^ ze e n cbase in ch^ ce nc ei ^iduM aic^ tnpc cobe without ftizrin or Titciibiite d^
pure deai^s av^u^ties, wlide those Tit 4be ed^ of the circle should aic^tiipc ta b«
pure ftiei^jpnre de a i^j pu i^ p Dce lici nL ty
Thf eytrenni chsk^^s of cdlizc louitie s ^ich this p iTuZf ice cehl produce nib to
bt tdcfti ^ iLidjcwDn of cbe ciu^ Linruie of all bein^, laber [han ili:]£|i[ idid th(
p AiTicular LiATUie Df a ^^ li iiidn^ da^il Ati^body viho trjs-i d^ nti A^ s viAl otie excrernc
ortht 04be r, tnist^]^ lUy chitil j n^ "^ am Jbj va' ar "^ am Jbal^i "" bas nu 3J tide i^cdq d la
the same v^fhx ascieiicist wauldif 4be^ clamed ^am Water^ dp "^ suCAiborL.^
W« 7\j^ consciucfed of both Jhiva-awareiitss atid Sh?]^Il-pbe iiDtntoa aiid coLif^a
b Dth prope nif s
Thfse basiE polancies duiuld btcotne weH-f scab! Jie d la cbe ^ace^ aod in Eh^
I ndj vidij ?ls pre sf Fit, be fi^re tnovin^cofh^ n^zn scate
Tb pn ce e d^ lef diosf xti n^ as Jbj va use and tno^ CDwaidsfh^ Godde ss C e nc^r
of the Cinzle Tins opei^ion is quite tnclcy x ii^c b^cause^ dthou£ji dit matenal
triDwtne nfs le qai i^d are simple and Dhvious, dit ^nei^nc and ma^cal tffcccz [host
ac [lonz p lodac t 3» sahd^ Hei^ is ch^ tiiDuoa diDzt inch^ ceoierof ch^ ciidf tiiDW
tav^ids tht fd^ Df ch^ ciick, ncainio^ Shivit-awaren^sz as they ^ TLiDse w th^
ed^ of [hf cinle tnow fo cbe ceai^r, i^f ajDJ n^ Sha]^Il-elLe r^ as^be^ ^ Tlie insult
iz the in^i^anaf th^ p olancie s i n cbe ^ac^j now ?bj ^;^-av3»ness is Evcbe fd^j and
Sha]^Il-pbe nDtneoa IS X dit center Tbjzzfwe Df re^ i»d-p olan ci^ s duiuld noc b^ beld
farniDi^ cban a 6 w tniDU cts (w tnost) h e fii^ p idc^ e din^ ic i z a crana ti Dnal-sf ait anl^.
Ttif stable va dan^ furm of fbis ^ac t is scabibze d ^fh^ n the Sbivazanddie ShalJiz
all gaihi r I n the c^ncerof tht ^act a^Uj u ni]^! [^% dit ^ ^;^ and ?ba]^i c onsci ou aie ss
by tntr^ n^ fo^ dif r IDID a^KiDp du nd aware n^sz of ntuf^ The intense enei^af th^
dt^p apeniD^ oi tna^cal spacej tiUow^dby ihe pDlEoiiaiiDn incD comcioDsn^sz and
en^r^, imAi^oD of ihe space EVLd nuDJ ]lcati on in fh^ cenie^has maD^ parallels id
alchemy and oiber finn^ af lanii^, bui SDtnt quaLties aH of its Dvn Onc^ en^r^
has equilibrate d be tw^e n ihDse manifrsii n^ as Shiva andihose msu fe 3:in^ as Shdcd
(biDldj n^ hands in astnaUbuddlt andOtnjD^canhelp^ihe ennre %iDup JLonld tiiDW
incD a p iDfn] nd hlisz staie in^fhichmale and]trn:te piape iti ts c an be tnaniAsftdat
willb^ ihDse Dfeithtrbiolo^ calender, andpiDlbiindDpenntss andlo^ aie finind.
This siaie Juuld be nndeistoDd lo be as leal-and-UDreal az dru^ ina£jiis da not
assjtne ibe peisDn you see clta£^ az ehl incaraaied ^ddesz now is Dne Duiade af
thiz ma^cal ^acBj a r that yon yoDistlf are an^ihin^ Dihti ihan wIid ^u ai^ id the
a
1Â¥T
Didj LiAiy VDdd vhf ti ^u i^njia to i[ Tlitse sp x« z show us whw p oc^ titi nls L e ^ncbjii
ns^ the de^p v^ af b« i n^ ^itu ch ve c cnjld pa ce nrially linrr fnniia cnj rl ws, but udiiI
v^hiLW triATJ^ zf ed tliDst n Tilicie z aucii df of ezvittnely infetizt n tu nl sp m e Zj chty Tue
DLily p Dte Li[i ah Td TG^Jtri^ ar^z^ecc fob^ 3bk ta maj iic^a clu z^ scTue z a f TL^iraiE lie jz
in your DidJFiAiv 1j & vithouc y^ms Qt ^ intu Til p hnccic ts is ^^lactl^ the smtl^ nrjscTi]^
AS thinljLi^ [hwbecsase yon csLbi^ailu m^ you ^iDuldb^ Tibl« co bi^atu w^«r
ma^cali^djc^ Df clu latid ap« Lied la the je ^^^sis azdifCei^oi frotn oiditiAiy i^ahf^
AS [hu Du tTiphor su ^^ 3:5
Hbu JLonld bu Id up co the urJfLcatioaof ^v^and Sh:4{ri in a^ioup caDtt!d tl
1j [tie h I [ M A [ime Fi i^y, vud-. chiau^ the z« n nj dz on ^ur a vn^ w^ j n^ anund in the
^ uf , playi n^bdfh a r an p Tutz. Wa f Y oa ^vur a vii ^f ndf r iDif ^raciaa Ttunpeihapz
riy [he ^ue qul vifh 3 angl^ paitne^ ar ewo other people, ^ndy u nde i^nndj n^
bav the d^nEuiJCf of these nk^redieTiliciez aie afEeccidb^ the nu^ of people yon are
VDiIdD^ w th, che size of che %iDup, and trLany oclurbcai^ phaze of fh^ moon, ntne
of da^j ph^ii c A zf Eve andcondiciaaof ch^ p Anicipaius, and sd on
In ^iDup practice, e^^ct loclcy CDtn^do^fiu tirche Hcsf 6w cycle Zj until people
be^a CD loosen dieir aicacbnienf cd ecstaiic saf^s of consc lousness. It can b^ lAiy
bard co ^ fmrnduze fC3:»ic zfwesof 1 nsi glu back idid the le^larwoild Finally, if
yon ai^ haviD^ tiDuble ^ne i^id^ the ju ice cd ^ecfh^se ntuals vorijn^^achstep can
be chai^A finherh^ e^tena^ uze of tnancmz and odu r f mditi onal ntual enirsy-
gwhf n n% [e chniquf s "OmKali/ "^ m Nannab Shivi^a^ and zo on can be cbamed
befi^rej du hd^ and afie r e xh step
The TMri Tiu i— G d 1 atl 1 W&at Is
Inzide Df thf u nifLed sp atej e ne^y is usu aH^ I ntf nafled ta th^ point ^en e^itizez
lJ1^£ Nath ^itun^ wlide e^tremel^ ef&tu^j a» noc oec^szanl^ cbe m^ j^ effa c [i w use
of the ^ace TK^ f^llowi n% appn ach id tnedi can Dn is ^fholl^ iiuf&cu^ euz^pt la the
bands of wiy advau e d p mcciu ooe i^ 1 n oidinaiy ^ac^.buf in an ape n nmal ield of
du f^e de zcnbe d ab DM , e » n du ze vifhDnly afrv tnonchsDf piaccice ladie i^^ar
staie Df aw^u^ne s may bf able cd ^it aloe af i^^nuue ^lyquicU^
Fiisc zf an b^ p»p anD^ a me ditaii oa se w This z^ai should b^ ap i^c e of cloth abouf
tiur&et zqu a» inzcnbf d ^ncb a c Dpy of you rh iifh chart Whe n 1 n tnedj cati Dn, ^du sic
infhf trjddle of chizcbaz^iDJtiall^ ^in^yaur Natal ^n Th^ pncise on^ntation of
rhe chaif I ju nitnp Ditant, alchou^ yon ma^ ^^ [D « ^ entneiu VI [h aL ^iia^ fhf chaif
lU
relaiiw ca canons cumtit n^oala^cTil coodjc la ns
Ttif puipaze of tlijs chaif IS to n ^ Et ta ^urtup incise Jufie nnd furnn a f tlu p aif z
of your « tie i^ b od^ — your nura — ^ich fticodf pvunival zscmlo^cal itiipniiciD^
Htn js [h( p iDc^dun Jirbasc asriola ^C3l nu dicaiiaa
l.SdciLirtu cinle ^ i n^ you r oaial 3J ii
!? . G D aroniiEi chTU^D^ « ach Dtie Df the ^lala ^C3l a^Sj FiTitTil san si^ ii? {E^b
si^ If chiLT^ d ^nch ch^ en^r^ of fhws^j Df coui»)
3 Gd amntid chai^o^ ^ath of the nzoala^cTil houzcs: ii^c houz^ vicb Aiks^
secood lumse vicb Taaiu z TLiid sd oti
4.Gd AiDuiLd chaie|ti^ e TLch Df the platie [s — Su n ]ira j cbe li Me icu ly^ ^ rms^ Mai^
Tind SD oti
5 Thi z IS a k aroe d Uiulc. itite doth fhe itnpntitz p i^seoi la pvur eoe i^ body viAl
the chai^d ftiei^ez an che nudicaiiaa »ai Ttuz cnn cdcf ^frvhoui^ a f practice
betii^ you frri [he 'elicit,' or la n^r ±ir SDtne p« opk Wliea i [ hnpp e ns, yon ^nll^el
the zymb d1^ Euid e Lie^ e z »p i^se nf ed a n fhf dDth as I f fhf ^ are p an: of ^urbady likt
^Du rbatids Dr &« c
£ F« el f^rblatik ^ ocs, blocks, f^ tizions, itice iMati Dti Jups aiid all a ch^ rph^ tiotne na^
b nti^ n^ your ca nsciausLiesz CD «iA ly p ait Df your azoala ^cal bodj es
TtJs piDC ess is ^tal b« c ause it h^lps^vu ta dj a deoii f^ your »lf aiid i tz tiaits fiam
^Du r asciDlD^ c :t itiipniici n^. Wicbonc zannf appioacbcD [his disi d^ titi ilc ati Dti, i [ i z e ^
ta ^ thiDU^Lfe thinloLi^ ^'nn ui a^^za^ p^ isDti "^ b etau ze yonba^j say^Maiz
CDLijnticf ^DurSua EVLd Hucd ili Aiiez ^ich that avai^ties, you c sl dj adeiui^' cbai
en^r^tic trajc ixQzci yourself atid cotne fo n^ard ic az ati a^ecc of ^urbody likt
hanti^ i^dbair Drlon^le^
Ee careM with cbati^ n^ yaur astiulD^cal i tiipn iitio^ JUihon^ it zfetns ^dy
ea^ ta dOjbevarc of unt^ e cc^d a d^ effrtcz.
Secorrd Fi action Bin-mn^ Kcn-fna
A^n, fhj z prac [ice is pn nnaiil^ a l^ackp i^cf ite Onte yanha^ ic you vdliuwi
fur^t i[, but UDiil pvuba^ ch^ e^enence^it c an sc e m cemple tely op aqu e 1 vill ti^
as be zf as I can CD f^lan
Fu ndameDiaHy 1^Anna isbnnie db^ aTrai^iu zs A dire cf^ ck ar i nsi g|i[ idiq apaif^ia
or a zruck, bune d e triDU oa wd ofif ti de ar die tn, atid du z iz asirofik f^ini of bu niio^
ooe k^of 1^Anna 0±fti a cycL c al b eba^ dp ^ay, b m f i^laiion^ips vihjth eod Dwr
zuspicionz af in±delj[^) tan b^ cleared by n-^^enencin^ [he nnd^dyin^ emacionz
(be trayal Df tiu s:} and I de nci $in^ cbe i mpn nc ^ith i z be i n^ i^pl^ d ^e crayal Df ciust
by an « adie r pazae 4.
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Bu niiD^ kaitna in this ma^cal ^^^ caiLl>« afipnuheEi la ti ^tf-triDie-din cf
snse DLit CTLii direcJ^ 7LCt« sf tl^hI cImdi the tmi^ 7\l tl dul^rati c 1« wl nnd puH ic up
rlu CEDiral wnicnl aas of tht bod^ idid cht cidwil clulcra ^riu i^ ic is caniunrLfii iota
aachin^b^ ^ur o^fiL p Dt« lici :t f^r tnli^f tie d TLvrare n^ ss
Htr^^iamplej in the aho^ e^iTimple, [hi enir^ dm^ n^ [be p^itce m n:u£ji[be :nic1>.
in the second, fhirduidtiunbchal^Af^lil^ TihlEwk^nre luniun^thiDu^fachchTilaTL,
vifh afleâ– i1^^LD[ inch^ ftmith chaloTi On^ vouli &ri [h^ inei^phenotrL^nTLcleTLily,
frelin^fhf pan nnd z^lc1^^LfszJ fh^n ^sudjze [nljo^holEi of fh^ wi^ TLndpuHin^ if
up iDiD the zf ^Dib cha] ja [hiou^rtu d^Tu limbic oi [he op^n ^inTil chTinnd Dace
in tlu ckaTL£ji[ af [h^ ^ iiul chnniul^ [h^ eoei^ fiizm csLb^ nunAEi zdAly ta the
ciDviL chnlo^ (winch JuiulEi^ of cauEe^be apenedhef>i^bf^nrjn^[bjz t^rcise^and
comume d I nf D nothio^Le^
TLiis me diLaiioa nstf [be chzAcras asa me t^fihor ±ir a tnacb ma i^ piD±iiin[i^ buf
ai[a nomic , p IDC esz [he oj seI body ck an n^ ouf fh^ d^ep itnpiintsi[ cuicanyuan^
rhe pb^ac nl b Ddy as AlabDrataiyheiLch[D VDi1>.Dn[bezf pnceszes.
ThispmEnce ^ouldhe npp luachi d c sati ou ly, Af i [ c eui cau ze disoiie nc id^ chsk^ s
in yaurpinonal idtDii[y
The loner Ouiu ma^ arm^ oaf b« apei^Dnnl tz^en^nc^ of SL^^^mal enrity
^am^ ^nitei^ nnd teacbei^ sj^^zf i[ is tl i^lec[iaa af cmr avn inner dj vidj [^^ and
DthtE 4bai [he Oum is an eKtemal eDii[y My avn ^^Ijd^ is [hat fhe Guiu is 7\ii
(^fioal eoiity ^ich Dne accesses thiou^bL an^'s o^fiL inn^r dn^nify, i^Aectin^ [hw
(^a God is^ in same sfns^, ^ided by God This tiudL cuibe s^en in the canons
Indiaa till^ f ale s la^fhich dj^n^ beio^ s[[Ilhn^ Giiiu-[ype i^lati Dn Jup s vifh Dther
dj viae be I n^, ±ir e sample [be nlMion^ipbem^n Gant^i EVLd ^h\VK
Inuicanan of fh^ Gum has lou^bil^ fh^ zame lelwian^iip id [ht New Naihz as
'Kno^ed^ and CDn^i^wion of the HdI^ Gunidjan Ad^I' haz cd coawntiDnal
Wes[ein £sD[fiic l^adjtiDn prac [if lon^ is, akhou^ [he pncess and [h^ala^cal
implj taiidDS tna^j in practice, be enciiely djfEei^nt Th^ Gniu tnay dp tna^ not he an
affect of the zaul and c ould, la &c[j lep i^se ni an ezie inalbe id^ wi [h qai te clear i^ew3
aodopiDJons Fuifh^ imaie , [be Guiu tna^njiacni[ [abc an astral a^eE[ af a^d, a
1j vid^ bf I n^ p^ iliaps e^ n a human f e achez
In shon, lautljn^fhf Gniu is no mjnorbuanes y^u ^lould l^itjZ [d h e lauil^d
in a ^iT] -discipk i^latiDnJupj eiA n i n you r own h^ ad, h e±>i^ y\yu ay [bjz
1 CoHetf asf[ Df Guiu EVLd /or Ga d itna^ z h^n^ [e acbe i^j saj nc z, tradina nal and
iintradi[iaiLal ^d itna^ z tn?^ all h e sui[ahk,hu[ filii r c aie fjH^ tii you r own f azf^
Z Loak ti r commDnali[ie z I n fhe eye z ar e ne^y a f the ze [e ache r itna^e z caa^ou
LTt
SEf AsiLiglf li^t ^1 niti^ filth on « tlcIl oiu ^ Ttu s I s cbe Gum ve sekta iii^ilct
3.1^^ apicnjn of pvuE«l^ aod suzKrntid icliy the Guiu inna^s you hiiw th(
cl« Tires: nluioLi^ip vifh^rtu an^s ^vu haiA less [ioubt dicnic Itn^oe cbe h^ ycni
se^ I n cbe I r « ^es ^re uij Li^ iDia yaur o vn « ^s, se^ i li^ ^urself ^ a fi] njie -{^uu Thii
repnsftits die pocennal succes oi cbe {^um la e nl ghf eiu n^ you ' Ic iz a viiiDti of a
p Dte Li[i al fjfure Jtai«
4 Medjtaie Dti the vi^ fo b^ enlglueiud and fh^ viJl ta fnt«r th^ sti^am mr
p iDEf sz or relaiioD^p orphTise of L fe /b e in^ ^riu cb viH bx li^ ^du to chw sfwe Feel
the deare fo uodtEcand ^fhx hfr iz, vho ^u ciuly arej Tuid ca ba^ ^ni^o^ded^
refilled [D you (or hDwe wr ^vu c otic epcu tQiz e che ^tili^teiied candjtiDLi)
£ . Rep« at ftir [hf nlMiDLi^ip vifh ^pb^ac Til [e uhe r ^el^vurdeare iDia^dDti^
fur a physical gjjiu -disc iple relMian^iip Undei^aod ^vurpre-coiicep [i dliz ah out this
scue a f bf I Li^ And ^ie» diey ]lf incD ^vurhfr
G If [his process rewals no '^iioTT stopp e^ — itasoos thai you rej*c[ fh* Ouni
p^mdi^tn, peEooal issjes vdiich would ma]^ bavio^ a {^um intal«rable ar ach^r
isufs, ^ ahe ad and b loadcasc fhf disiie chwchenni^i^ (or^^Dd^bnn^pvu aOuiu
e^^neoce
This I s a sf n Du s bu aness if niE^cfs the tnosf i nc^ nse Icha sp^Hlookli^t v^ i g|i[ i n iff
I mplic ati Dns Be av^i^ diai dus nmal Jumldchan^ yourliA nDwaod lacbe fjfun^
p Dsabl^ puf tiD^ yon in c Dncacf wi th ah e iD^ yon c ould fiiitn an ef eioalh Dnd wi di This
n ru :t lep i^seois du fLn:t f e xhin^ of ch^ ZifrHJif loin c^ ^ Su cce sf ' /^ Ctf ""^tj^i S^fTui
GOE.AESHNATH t SITANATH DISCUSS THE NATUKE OF LIFE
TtJs i^zn IS dxavn frotn a trmchlon^^ paitially channeled dialog hetm«n fvD
Naihs and GDral^iaih
Shiv^?f^t^\ \Yhw Ttn vund^nn^ is if du a^jdjn^ in any W9^, jliapi or fnini
CDirelaifs co ^^anded c Dnsti du aie ss dp « tili^c nm^ nt or if it^ man id do widL
e qaippi n%p e Dple co tna]^ chants la tnani]^ sf n alicy hy spin tu al tne ans, puiifLcatioa
ta wield pa v^r wnus pu n&c wion ta ^t ouf af fhis tness Could Amniacbj ju s: Z9p
SDtnebod^ 'YaUj yaullbicDtne happ^ aaw Yon^ s:?^ ^^^PK liouHuncan^ ^ur
l^aimas andb^cDtne « nli^te ned, buf ^lAiy seep viH be pleassu and jayl]L^ Sh^'s
GodsD I haw ta assatne clu Answeris~&s It would s^e tn e asii r diw^
^ttanach TLiai doe ai'c se etn e ^ e CI ally IJkfl^ y\yu mala icsouodlil^ ?tu 'd b^ puff id^
SDtneon^ u nde r a ^^11 Drdie re^i^e
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m
Shivea^atk "R« WETil of re nlicy izche jab af Ma^^ re » n^ a f tht re » n^il is fh^ job
of tht Gniu ' - Gaoe Jl B diTL Ttn lie trdl^ addo^ i f (eu we Icno^ Ju tati [n]^£ alitile
pof of J Tim TLtid tnal-j if &«d ^00^ vhy da^sLi'c sht jnsc itnuiediairi^ transfann all of
be r de^if Ef s' 1^Annu Dr insf Andy be e the nn &a nn nU iQu a oa^ Cle aily fh^ re ^ sotn^ 1 jtid
of c DLizfTaint i[ dDeaL'f se^tn id wad^j DieiAifDhaiA VDI1^£d thai v^ Butj vhaf^iAi
fhai CDtisfiEUDt I z, ic's bf c Dtni n^ I rcipoif Euu.
S\ti;\Hath Shf's ZAjd so tnsLy titn^s [hai [htie ai^ some 1^Anna5 diai caii be tal^ii
any^zarM ch v caii be panially tnici^^ d, atid satne diai we jnscbaift ca (tiEiare
Shivca^ath III ^vur Diditiaiy li A ornunf, if sotn^ cbj li^ ^a d vf wane cati'c lufip^ ti,
rhe re ^ a litni t some vdien VJ^ dDii^haiA fhe nrLonf ^, or the n^t [miuLi^Dr tht class
isDLicbe viDti^adf of CDWiLDti ch^ wroa^Lii^^Dr they just said ch^ 1e^ aoe and if ^
1>ac1^D^df re d Ourabilif^ co ^i vhw we watit isLtnic^dby ci icu nnstaticf s Ammaar
GDral^aih^ cumtit finn^deare tirpeople CDbE happ ^ ckady i ai'f hmj te d by those
Idnds of constraj ncs E^a [hou^bi we ^ sp aie d e nonnou s tiDublej v^^ not ^ai^d dl
rniublf, yec if se ems fhx^ ^ibai they^ wsUj doesti'c ic^h s^enrLslil^ h^ re ^ some litid
of p amdo^ a tnoi^ e uil^ d ia idaa of ^ati GodmzAcf an obje cf so ht 31^ Gadcaa'f
1j fl 1 1 ^ If sou nds likf a JLaHowfiuesioajaiLdicis But a±f r a ]t w ye ai^ of se naus woil-.
it IS an I mpoif Euif shdlDW qae sna n! Wliai^ cbe 1j nrJt Dtidivioe atu oa^ Is 1 1 fre e will^ls
it [bat we^ onl^ se e id^ a ti ny snip of [ime,so chey^ daiti^ what^ b^ sc D^ieteniif^
aad thai cum^ouf to be alDi of bard wod^ tiow, and aloi of CDolsiufi tnuch^ tnuch
late r — eithe r de tade s orlifi ti m^s ^
Sft^iit^th ^onL^iitnts If seems li1>j oniDwn i^adi n^ ss and c ap eki i^ f d i^cei^ ii.
Sht2^crncrth Tbat always se e ms 11 ^f thehmjt — bu t fh^ n, wh^ don^ thty just tna^ c dl^
n deine US ta be tnore ready,L1^ i^de iini n% ih^ paf of j am ^ If m^ "^ de niif ^' isli nu ti n^
ba V tnuch they c SL hflp tn^, ai whaie^r, Ibiabsoluiel^ wdliD^iDhaiA whatewrfhaf
boftl^neck is deai^d
fit^n^f^ 1 ^fDnde r also about vhEv we ^ supp Dsed to dD in tbe wodd ^ If that k nd Df
ma^c inon^placE tni gtif de inuf 1 n some other w^
Shivca^ath Then's no 'apposiiion' — oo counf^ribict — cbai caa siaad up ta the
Di^nt^iU Yet cban^ seemsdDwanddiAnilt
Smnmth Ha^ ^Du filed ado n^ Goral^iafh^ cum ni t] im dtcmi thjsDtie^
Shivcrncrth GddnD DoIlDokcmzy^
LT^
[ShivaiiMh I] e^m CD nnedifafe atid tna]^ p sychic CQiuact in ch {^Dral^iuh ]
^hiv^Hat^\ Oi H e sn^s fhEV fhf c i^atioa I Sj I n CE itM nplxf s in the nni wnEj essEDtiail^
out af CDtitiDl rcLf ani n^ L t« iTiIly, cbai it cuinat b^ c otitinJlf d la cdctiI, e ^a by bj tn It
cDuldbc Eiase d orb id1 ja bnt^ ^0n cf chif^ic tan Dtilybt [ v«a]-j d and n d^fLn^d
Goi crkncrth "^^LldJVIIU bsin^Zf^p IDIQ sucli f AJpi [S ^Txe fijlly '
SttanaCh. [GlILl.]
Shivanath Thei^'zsDtne son af riDciaaaf idi^ rva^ li caiufik ]fl t^ lil^ you caiidara
holES in ablanl^f bnc you csL'fjust puHouf che red chi^ads and i^plac^ chitn viAl
^enomSj dp [he GoidjanKnot If^ Fi zza Hue â–
^hiv^H^t^\ Tbei^ tniglube planec z a be d^ like thisaoe aHoiAifhi ^ala:^ Euf nont
of fh*tnlia^ the paitiailMi*y af Pizza Hue — ch* »a of iiites ^ith produce it —
cheap plaacic — ciaa cotrime itiabsm — ^adjt — the Italian- Am* n t sa culnj ral canfeztf.
It^ aitachmenf Tlie lea^Dn th^y don^ simply evacuate th* hu maiL p Dpulati Dn of th*
plane t and i^dj zmbut* die tn ta zsLe plEVLe ts ^i ch ^ t cha r war ai a ns a^ i s thai the i*
are thjo^ he i* ^fhich pe oplt vant, winch are acfuaHy amazi n^ e^^n eoc es, bu t wtucb
people c SL'f ^e t any^tfh^re else S o fh* tx d-^be ^ telL n^ m*, is ta tiy and ii:< fh* honibly
b ID1^f a sfuff, vifhauf 1 jIL n^ Fi z za Hut, Dr Bnmi n^ Man, or fh* Sistin* Chapel If H*
or Aninn:^ ^ni rated the thou£jit af '^aU people eat healthy fiod aodlDst their case*
fur u nhe nlfh^ fi^od"" they could ma]^ if vDi^^^but it would b ebb tiyin^foblexhfh*
blue out of ablanJ^£f Eanb without ch^es^ca]^ wouldn't quit* be EaidL It^lil^ art
re soi^ion and what I^ as1 jd^ is baji caHy "^why don^ wp juit paj nt o^ r diai and put
uf a tuce NE^V trtaral^ Yes^it'dbc &s*r and e a^ e rbut it^ not th^poinf.
Sitarrath. E]£acdy Dd pvu haw a sense Df wliai is the point ^
^hiv^natf\ TlLe p 01 nt see tns f D b e that then are thi n^ wlu cb tna]^ Eaiih wiy sp*c i al
but they^ etnbeddedin alat Df crap aad se aith- iod-replac e st^l* nurade fLus tend
tahonibly tnartlLe %Dod sniff an
^
iJw
frt^n^fA Why If tht CDFitsKt liufiDitant^
Shivcrncrth Ml chTielaD^lD^ Diiud wcnjldti'cbt ^itLai It If I f I [ had bf € LI produce d b^
4 CDtripu te r-CDLif iDUe d latu Pan af vhw trLn]^f s it wliw i [ is i z chu 1 1 v^5 pn [iu c^ d b ^
lawbiufE c DtiKi Du au sf Tlie tnirade iz thiit if v^ dDiie by a ^i nf aod batids
Gurakn^th ^Dt che Dbjf c [, bu [ [he piDc ESS Yaulikf clu DTLVid^Eion't^vu^ But would
van wau fo bf I Li ^plTuz t vhf re nny school lad caup lodac e one b ^ pu i^ duu^ ^Vfhw
Dul^sic ^ecinlis thu it wasdDtie h^re^ wtui^ ic ishnid the Dbj^cc i[»lf is nothio^
a iDcK But MichaelTiii^ela^ consc lousness is e^iythin^ ajfw«l cucnti^ a^qsc self-
chDsea litnjf s '^
Smnmth Thcnj£ji |de^l^ ad^Acwe] if e^iyoLie/thin^ is e nl sjiceiu d /re nlii ed/
God vhy does thw nnaif^r^
Sht2^crncrth An Fiaple li1^ loaldo^ w the p»ccy plTHitf s Mti]^ SDtne wa^ds Mti]^
somebeiti^ ta enjay [hftn SimGod That'sfezabaoKVedjc Hitiduiaun^t ch^re^sf
npdaifd vifh trLDdtzn tnecnpluE
S^inmth ^o, e WLi if vp'i^ Till e nlj glictiu dj the hh contirmes
Shiveanah H^'f QtU^ ^ t OLIE CDtUTfL^nt DEL thv
Gurakn^th |Show3 Tipicnjie of Alnnoi^ E Tib A he i^ Ht TippeTiTS as 3a utiLi^rurdl^
gpi^ous ycnj Li^ nnsL af tltoij Lid [ v^Qiy- iliA v^ ann^ a nj ib 3a aod ^k apard ^ j li j ew1^ [
Hdaol^likf sfXiUQl^^.]
S^^^h ILwJshiti^hysEencaHy":'] HA HA HA HA HA'!""' [Gna] Thai «5 sa
pE^ctii^i . If then anAfoa wh^du locus i s c Dtici nu ally ^rou ti n^ frcmi the oa^l of
Biahmaa^
Guraknath "^ Ed dK dial body because people enjay if If ycm vpn aHUiowiLi^ dl
pow^rfiil^ aH se^ I n^ aUb^iLi^ aH Uiowi li^ f d the point vdie» aH fjfuie s wi re Dpea ta
ycnij whw wauld you chDase ^ I chos^ coha^ a^Ddcitne lb p an^ i li die creaiiDLi, ta
reach yo%a CD [he 1 j ds, ro pla^ iti the suaoab^ath^s as an anoLiynioiis iu rfrij ed Ay ili
rhe elands as acaodorj ed ^roviti Ehe ^kha as a tree But nnsk^ oeIui^ choose iircipl^
oar ro «:i] SE, ta &de ilied Ehe i n^iir^ bl s /de are /wluile Lie ss a f Ehe u eui^ 3f la n^ eo s^nA
AS i^w nnwi n al ±ir arbor's dre ams TLie ^ ate sr c n »ia ns loduce tii^Enti^ Ma^ sa
ir-i
p tzf« c [ rtu ^ bj df ^d ca rciplfcri^j 1« tlvid^ otil^ Shiva ar AmmA O r FrTiiik or Hany or
G(a^« Tlu rsTili^Afaa v^ do tiof atnply ie deiiit you to be lufipy is that ycm dready
are ^ and we ar f his iii7L5l-.be c aase ^du chDose cd It's noLit af du rbua n^ss ""
^itanath. Ha'
Goicrkncrrh ^Vhat dd ^u fhjnk it tntsis whea v^ say that 'we ar? inside ewiy
peEoa' — du AcnnsL itiade tn^ , or Amnnachij tn^ "a sf e^' i s « yiKd^ as the AimatiiL^d^
of ^Du orShivaiaih You ha^ e^acdy die sarins p ov^ is aiidchDic^s we ha^ but w«
rennajLied aw^4{f auciide of the ^arcL^, wlule y^u played i[ ^ndles^^ Little childi^a
will e ndlefsly cry ^nriDSf fLrjsh^ d' ^fh^ ti ih.^y ai^ tio suchduii^ so y^u onl^ lau v th(
^ame iso^r when dity come inside We cotnt wh^ti w^ bearciyiD^ ^w saf&nD^
ortoinire — as a tnocbe r1^ow3 ch^ diffe i^tic t b^ cw^e n a hide -and-s^ ek yeU aod a do^-
bif-Jaha^H Buc w^ don'c ince rfrre incbe %ame s^ and fh^ ^ aie aU^saeSj apan frntna
fe w DUf -af-conf ml wa£ds and, e wa Dn cba se , otil^ a frw auc-Df-toDivil ca niers Gad^
bnsioe sf IS aa [ fo paiml {^od, tioc ta c Dtitiul {^Dd, but co atnpl^ Dbsei\Â¥ andenjay VJ(
enjay cbe cotnpan^ Df ourpe ee atid « qu ds ^Mly, SLd ui^a^ diron^i dienni^iv
fur Du r a vii pk asun Tbase vhobaw ]iDJ Jied the ^sae ma^ chDase fo jaiti us, or
play a^ n^ 01 dissol^ '
^ifnnnt^ VTh^ da^s fhf ^amt ans^^
Goicrkncrth "Tbe ^am^ anses auc af e^^uv> tnany possible activines 1X\i God
C Dtite mplaiion, tnedj tati oti, sil^tit pondenn^af the ^iid, se^, ^cc dl produce wiy
licde ±izm andljcde lUasion of tim^ or spate TLie Game of LiAj fhispaii of realicy
when fh^re is bre^ di n% and li fr SLd deatL EVLd e^^nence^^tLere diio^ tnaicerand
b ein^ fi^r^ [, If I s ^ ly de nsej ^ ly hapij ^ ly dui:4>lt Once it ansts, b^ i n^ an drawiL
ta It because it is so djf&nnc bam the uncreaied aait ai ^ed c Dtisci du aie ss' — ch^
awaie ntss Df tht lodj^du af^d Annan witlumc ab^in^orabody CDe^exence tnaicer/
titn^ thiDu^bL Many b^in^lDokat Life aod simply ^dt scm^bif hy i[ Ochei^play
and play and play and pl^ unci Erdmian icself nahsoibs ch^ enciie playing Atld
Eut this IS an aestheciCj nDC a tnoral pie fe i^nc^ No saul i s baund h^ rej buf the njles
of die ^ame scroo^^ 3J ^^ sf diai pi 9^ e i^ should camp kce a louod be f^re le ann^ fur
theben^fLc Df cbe Dtherplayei^ O ch^ rwise p osi [i^ 1^AImas ac mtnolait inch^ systetn^
^raduaU^ cauan^fhe Ihision af mwcerand tnaie nal be i n^ ta &de auc^ as i[ did at
the eod of ch^ MihiliJtA wliea allpaniesin^iliAd simply jwam incD anwraf li^
nt^rta i^niia Mass nadjoe ss fo e u [ occuis ai ^i^ai ere see ndas, bu t a ch^ rwise b^ i n^
typically wile av^ cheir tim^ in ^ ly pl^asanc plate s^ paradjse planets af ch^ upp^i
asci^ lealnns Hard niEvce^ lil^ youi cancepnan of Eanh (which acmally contains
tnany plants, of winch ^vueis Dne of the lower nivtnal one^ isL1^ haiddiugs A
a
1^
%?\rc\A brfhf ^vud^ TuiEi the scidli^ sLd ch^ biaiAj wichhonilu casjnlii«z Buchovda
Y^iu zfop abi^^ yann^ ^£ fnniiiDi n^ tnefhaiufihf c Euu n^ s in A1>l1^f i b nr^
Gurakn^th ^ov CTiii ycm d^ay fhf SduI che ^^ ^i^^ e^^n^tict if it in^ez ta
see the ih^^i of cbe jewel i^p i^se nc ed b^ a ph^a c al ba dy, tlIoc of spied TuiEi TLliu^e
maf Dib n^ ^ TlLe AitnsL i j indeitiu ccible EVLd dlelse i s a child^ c m^n di^Tvi n^ ti r i ts
Dwii TLmaseme Lif Wiitch chldi^ti play and djsc dm rluT trmcb ±ili their ^^ ene Lice s Df
maiucei^ aie Sq lqzchz wtu, and soldi e i^j TiiiddrTL^iu uid a ch^ r e iicif ii s — ^ArfL^s of
Hidf TLiid S e^k ^e i^ tl plii^ r b^ c Dtnes S nnaa^ f^r die odie r plii^ n' H obbics '
Shivar^crth (l^s, lie^ u a Li^ me tTiphoi^ e tls^ CD iiid I d tn^ b ITU d SDny)
Gurakn^th ^Ttifie IS tio sfFisf of lua- equ ?1 la the ci^aii oa ^ we niidf ncTnid i [, an^
maie diAnan ucor^^iDe iiz^ i j chTni^e d by the roles they h?^ plTL^doiidLe sci^^ti
TLie Af nnsL IS uoafCe c [ed by die e ^^ n e nc e s of fhis %i^ai ^ame ""
Guraknath ""Eui I [ sucis/ ^oi] sa^' 31i^j DWjitap e af ID^ tiiy kg!"'
Cot-nitH^tA "Ent thire is nole^ From ehl ou tader^ pe i^pe cf i^ it seems as cuxons
jod qiJAJDi as SDtnebad^ attiii^a^ra cotiipu te r ^Euie sobbiti^ fir die ±ve of cbeir
^a£f lavad^r ^cm £^ysai^ tiufs' is bascally Iidw we vi^wic '
Smmmh Do vp 1^^LDW before wi eoier diai well ftn^^t wIid vp ai^^ aod is the
tii^tfiti^af I rcipoif atlc e co suscajii die ^arcL^ ^Is tlieie a w^y fo tiuly re tii^ tnb^ r wtu
n are aad sia^ la the ^Eme ^
Gurakn^tf} ^TtiDSf of US ^fho ze-fFiteidLe creaiiDii fnm tinnf to ticiu to peifanii
lumselcf ep iD^ « z^ e ne Licf s furch^ otliei places Eoe ^ds Oufsid^ EVLd abo^ l^anna,
beyanddLe s^scem Euf we do noc ci^we anddesfioy at viH because wi an h^re ta
itiipKHA [hf ^ame^ lidc ca ^tid ic Pla^i^ vho aip dotie can ka^ ai an^ cime, and
(yits aie dead^ mailed — anybody, ai any u tiie, can cliDase inc aniaiion a n a s^ n es Df
planf [s winch viH rapi dly i^suli i n fh^ i r i^achin^ "^eiili^bLff ntiieoi^ — the Ul e ^^ n eoc e
of Aiman is EralimsL — e^^neoces fir fh^ Dcherplayei^ are Gods Oucade and
Aqia Icairina^ bf ^nd the s^sf^tn Euc vp do noc creaie aod desiKiy at wiH because
vp are be IP ta itiiproiA cbe ^am^, nof ca ^nd it Ra^eE wIid aip done canlea^ w
jo^ f ime^ and ezucs aie deaf^ mailed — an}1>ad^, ai Euy [imCj csLchoase incaniaiion
on a s^nes Df plsLets wbjcb wiU rapidly »sult la di^i machine ^^ nli^te nme nt' —
rhe fjU e^eneoce of AitiisL is Brahtiian ^l^eswai^ij fir e^amplej has aa apen
in
a
ciftr to clu EDiire Eanh vAiich is sill «Kta£it, nnd Tiu^ilnble cd aiiy ^riui ba^ henid
cif bjz disciple Ib^aiiuiEia'f baDk In duin — y^i, y^u pvuEeli hiiw eai^i^d fh(
^ame^ p Aiti dl^ (p aiti nU^ ''*) tii^tc^Li pvurcme nMiin^ in rtu trLAnmr Df tl nnach^E
playing alaD^ ^ncb her childiE n sa as iiDt ta djzniit] ch^tn zo cnuch u she recn^iAS
cba talaif -C3]^ -c D^K d pliLie s fniiDi che irpl^ ni^a E ^ pn te ndj n^ to li e AcovbD^ or
an indisL as she parses chiDughj their ^ames are nndj snj Ae d apaii bam necesfary
tnajDif nance imcfions Tlusisfhe n»iire a f tnosf a f [he Di^n^ Servants — souls ^id
ha^ lvalue d Afman, huf noc Aaaan =E i^uaan Tt^ i^djze Attnan i s ca Icno v you ai^
God^ itrimoitalj indf stiT] cciblf Tti lvalue Ei^hmaniscolouiTchat dlis{^Dd l^Uiow
Afman =E i^hman IS fo le ahze chat you ai^ alone inap^rieccuni^E^^apoint of li^
re il« cf ed back in loJlrjce miirois'
^ifnnnt^ VTh^ da vf djn^cDfhf IhjsiDn vh^n vpl^ovit^ noc nal^
Goicrkncrth "^ e cau sf It IS bf ccf r cban 'i^djc^' Re dj [^ i si mide s pote nc i :t We reaLz^
p aiTS Df thai p ocf nti al [D cie aie "Maya^ TKire i s no such thio^ as salt a r m^ c Dihapi
UiuillDiade iCj chei^ v^saa ya^ Ai^ paj ncs man h e Enu fjl cidy in the ir mh es ^ Or
as SLima^f Df {^Dd^
Sitarrath. HDvdD we ^c CQ AitrLEia=BrahtrLan^
CdJCT^n^A "£iAn the smdiest be i n% tnal-^s a ^vrt] a f ics I fr How is not fh^ i^le^aot
que scion — orly vliy^
Goicrkncrth ^TLre you dan^ viAl fhis ^anie^ As aplayei^ ^s Euf as a helper as ehl
asa scanf CD cbe Di^ne Mofh^ r, as a Jiado v af be rpa vpr and finn, haw you done all
y\y\j came ta da ^ Fu nh^ ima n, is the i^ oo jay or tnumph le f in ^ursoul^ On^ da^^
dD yon vane to bf die an^ inche cbair, Indian n^h A co a nuILDa h eio^ b ec aua it ^ia^
^Du jay^ Or do yon want to ^ home aav^
Goa^A-n^A ""Thiswaidsutlj'*"
Goraki^ath ""DDCSnat^^
Goa alcnath T3oes tOO^
Goicrkncrth 'Well, vonldit suckif chew was e nou gli f d ear, peace *^rv"ah*re and
an (nd co ^ disease ^"^
Goiaknaih '^HeU no' Tliai wuuld lotkl'*"
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frellikf If, It IS Durpleasui^ ta come cd vo^ds L1^ rtus aadband ouf ^fls ^v^s
DundJol af che plTLiitfAiy b^TLiicf, SLd the li^t af beiii^ co enjay cbe cieTitiDti tg
rlu^ vi^, fiAn cbe sup id TuiEiugly on^s Nabady hu co b^ p»^ nrioi^ cIitl^i Dtict
Oticej ^vu nns^lLa^ fo dD it smply so fhaf ^uba^bad the e^en^tic^ 3ad Hauiw^
rEulurchATL '^tsati^' whwic lslJ1^£ But ^erchEU^ the Lite m Til AitnsL c nn ^i d^ the
soul inp^riecf s^cy TK^ paioi of the ^ame iz [huptople ^ic ch^ ez^en^tic^s clu^
v^TLf The 'lule z of fhf ^ATine ' Tue Ti^re eiiie lie: be t ve e n b^ i n^z dicnic chiti^lil^ triDtiey
SG ^ po vf r, 1^f ep iD^ scDi^, which SI [idhis aig tnTiiiifrscTible dli which plants and so Dti
TLiDse lulfs 3ie iiumacdilf aiid i nc a di useable b^ de nrio crane aseai.^
£^oT-n.tH J7t A ^Thisis a paradise vudd Do not carM htn EVLd nTia]^ war''
Gurakn^th '?a fh« bodics DLi fhEV ^fDild wiH lice laHy lidc sustain fhe war enir^
TLie biodjD^ a^reemerLfs of i ncaiTLEUiaa pie ^di if Such vodds ai^ neither hapi ta
iiidiurco writer Thei^ aie 'eLtisf zvioe' wodds whei^ cencunesof an andfimun^
an »c[uired co taiir ^obod^ tna^ come inco [his dLeater^riui haz iiDt nrietrLDnzed
Beefho^Li^ enfiie wori^ SLd can perf^im them ta aichestral cooceif standaids on
ao^ insciutn^nt in an IS 5ilis aichf stra ' Eu [ ^o wanes CDplay fhw ^ani^, Dcber than
rhe Idod Df people wIid choose i[^ Life is fh^ SEUie Dn all lewlSj cht lifde qaidcs of
apEEaoalif^ can, in the ^nder scheme oi chin^, cdU^cc vifh tnany atnlar sauls ta
crewt almost an^ Ijod of raniled dt sp^ciaLz^d e^eneoces Tbe l^laitnal Eaiih
WDdd'yon ai^ldodaf lan^t now is a 'badplaci' — ashicbale cozni r in bad oe e d Df
i^n^ Yau ai^paii Df a wad^ciew I and Amtna SLd otherh ein^ are Tantnta'^riui
djiGct tht labDico cum if fromahoriDriDiD apleasant ^ard^n If wiUceAc^ ^00 ^eaE,
a±«r whi ch yau ma^do as yon pie asf htie Th^ journey will not b^ ta:>',huc che nme
is ^iDit and the fadj mana^able A frvlifrcimes of ^ftm fur endless ceDoiiies of
mar^antas 3ad sjn^in^ Uodei^sLd [his Godseojoy tht samt pie asure s as moitals
TLity da not lab di^ [hey do nD[ ar^tj [hey ii^t tirfija Th^ ci^afe of^nn^as an,
rEube r [han b ecau se [be i rbodie s di ^ [hem [o i [, and fh^ ^ dD oaf wi Jl ill Dn an^ b^ i n^
TLie "BniTii n% Man^ aps[he [i c of ^iDthi n^ i s fiibiddf n, hu[ you c Duld ma]^ ns happi e r
b^ doin^ fhEV SDme^fhf re ^l^'is^iydDse [q hov [be nni wise vodcs EliI £ji[e nme nf
is a pipe dnam of mDital^ 1[ ez]stshu[ is not vhEV altnosf anybody wants Those ^iba
do vnu 1 1 proce ed auaotlily and di»c tly aa the i ndj c aied p abs Euf [ben are ^ames
aiaund [his ^SDla[e {^Dal' Thes^ ^am^s aie loffenes An Ircipiuhabl^ Hu^ GaDd
Kaimais nD[ fh^ same as enli^bLf^nmeiu Enl £ji[e nme nf issitnpl^ the awareness of
yoniself as fhe Atman All else is decided pas[ diai leiAl and ne^d concern nDhDd^
vhDbasiu][ wfajiud[bat awareness Atman av^nness is oaf hard [o maste r Eii[ y\yu
must u nde i^and [hw yon ha^ maste nd if « ndle ss [i me s EVLd [h^ p ide^ ss i s as oaJnral
fD you asbreaihin^ La::e rh^ awaieness^ sf^p idiq fh^ ^ames of du woddj pickup
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the dj Ju z &□ rcL clu binhd^pany fiirycmrcbjldr^rL^^p iota ch^ 1 j tclu li, n sf Die th«
AfDiati TLW^isLitsSj dD clu di^fs TLiea^ cnjt Titid ttlicIl clu Ijdspla^ frotn tht m^t
iDdDij eajD^in^che pleasui^ ^du hiiw endiltd Aper&ct &ri:Lil^lj& iz tnach of [h(
Godf* D vii pie asu K Loak wGAn^sharclLe otherChldnti Df [1u {^ods Ttuzis^riLat
w« da tirfjn Ewiifh^ child nvj ^ b e u ndc i^Dod co b^ tva rtuii^ ^bad^, vrihichyon
ci^aie atid triAJtitaj li, Andasnil ^ich iz Odd Tlu hod^ of the child is ait It izfh«
ci^aiioaaf a Miy Aeahk h e nucifiil old-de a^e d dnsi C3l trmiti HntrLAn B^in^. Csl
SACRED DI^CD:£uj.tMaiiiice Gilli i t. 1 Hi j HyniTi f to LdiU
Cdh jDsaf hitits ai his Dwti idjciuidlt mud [he Tanfnc Mystcnes in [h( disco dasic
^TTi*HiIljDf Ewtnandu*":
"TheHilln af K athrciDJulii"
W^ 6i^i fiy I ^Ji ^i ily
in Iiitint^v
Peace of tniiLd, also called "^zarirLaiasa"" a r '^Dtie cazce' Dr 'cbe p e jce that su^assfcb
an u nde i^ 3adi n^.^ M^zf ital p e ac^ â–
Iff I ^Ffiiti S^ls^fi 0n f ^ tjr
GDtnpai* wich Tlie Iiicwr Li5ht'' b^ [h* E*adez
EDth dfzcnbf Aoaiin^dDwiuci^siiia the e te mal di^ sa Df I ft
Wf do not lauv^o idj ti ated LIe Jds as, but b^ che titn^ oi this sod^ fh^ party
izd^ady D^r Hi z h aiid tiame, '^I^tra^ izcqd ab Dw-ba aid atid op^ ti ai [hwcime tD
^
1)*
ba^ CDLic^aled AnyclurL^af note By tht utne of fhiz soti^ the SToly If^BOs, Disca^
catloic roacz ai^ due i Lithe op e n nnd fh^ ^idw is o^ r W« tnust ^ h ^1{^ « a^e r i li ti nnf ,
Id djscaiAifhe ciu^ triE^^nof the csunc aif af disca
^aiLic MTiunce Gibb, {^um af che E^e G^eSj STunc Df Dizcd EVLd thenfun the
Faram^ni of House Muac, was tnDS[lJ1^fl^ iLiinaied incD fanaic pmEricesin 1967,
vhicb v^s atl nuclei duz year an Azauad Mnunct bad cra^^ed ^ncb hi z brocbe i^
SE elati^ ^in nj al visdDtn atid enli^bLf^titrLeDi framch^ mascei^of ch^ East EVLd VJ^sc,
^sifin^ Itidiaj 4be Middle En^uid Sacred Caio in aanglt ui^a^ EanyGihb i^cnlL
ctu [np la a M'tfjV tn^az itie ititenn^v
'Despi[( [ht ^f chal [h^irduiteeiubaLiglf, ^plc1^s and Specks/ was hulliuii^up
fhe local chaits^ EVLd de^ if e bavi n% h^ ard nDC ont wurd frntn EpsceiUj the E^e G^es
sailed t] r England Dn January 3^ lf^7
^^VJf sioppe d Dff I n Indj a, cbe Middlt Easf^CarOjdLe Fyraiuj ds/ says E any '^^
rhe thiD^ we djsccnAi^d iaba£:ks[i¥fchazaai^"l!bu could buy b Dtile s af DeKEdnn^,
«wiy londof sfiDVjlant, no qaesfians a^^d We v^re on a^ip, bnc we Atwall the
{"Th.^ Ra^e Ge n*^ by Jabnny Elack, ift^, Jane IDOl J
Of cauEej Eariy (^iba v^s oaf ini [i af ed udiiI muchlw^r) wasiuic ^in^cD re^al
die leal reason f^r hj s b lother and Gu lu's jauzne ^ in Aftj^, but I [hinl^fh^ icinenuy
mal^sMaunce^intencionsqiJift dear a tna^c al p asa^e ta tht cintei^Df tht Tsuxc
aad H^imetic ma^cA wadds, lodia andE^pc Vft can Dnly ^e ss at his lina^j and
peihEips this vin btcDtne [he CDpic t\T a fjnjie pap^r Secredy canpn^ che s^ci^f
visdDtrL secndy ^atheied frotn cbe secrec masceis Dn his wiy lavpiolile journey
^ainc Maancf Gibb^ nowlouvii secredy as S v^yambbu nab Maliade ^;^as, b t^ns
die Greai Wod^ of disse tmaati n^ fh^ teacbjn^ ca all Df ns fhron^ his muac, and
in [lu piacfssl^s tht ftmndanan ±ir tnach of ourowii mysf ical piD^ ss TLianks,
^aJnc MauiicE Raih^r than dvpllin^ fjnbe r on tht muodant b lo^rapluc al de cajls of
dus tantnc sant, lee usIodK af tht fnjics aodhol^ a&nn^ of this ^af tnan lecns
jpp Kc I wt hi s son^j [hf se holy hytnns of fhf Divioe Passa^j ch^ tnysti c A jouzn^ ^ of
4 tnan thiDU gti the WDtnb of CrewionincD E^^ioalLo^ andELssiadie ^sionof the
Goddess Labf a, ch^ Di^ne MDchennch^ tiim of the PlayU MDcbe i^ playio^ bj d^ -
jod-se^k wi [h her E^eznEt Childi^a \Vben LaLta is seeaclea£^j dl che phenomena
of life are p e ice 1^ d as the J o^fjl ^ann^ be t vf e n the Mafh^randdie Child, i nj D^^bbss
aad pt ace We wllfnNce cbe j ou mey Df S ajoi Maunceb^adose i^ adj n% of ftmr son^
vtJcb i^^ al hi s tnysti c A pn ^ss.
Lecusbe^in with the iirst tracl^, aa ^nnoctnt tale Df tusf' tD an u nc rajoe d t^e I
villbf inte iq^e idn^ hiDis as ca whai is acnially ^i n% Dn b ec wp^ n cbe lines fir those
vhoha^ nofpixticfdche art of i^adio^ ch^ l^fllJ^ Lan^a^ Df the Tamne Wadd
b^nadiD^ the wodcsDf MdLendranathorfhf Eaulsaf Bengal
The iisf sa n^ de sc nbe s Maan ce ^ eiLCDuncervicbhisGuiu.lt alsa ^lAsussDtne
itf
LiDuoaaf che nwure of [he itu d^ tit /ce achti nluioLi^ip, Andche ^i rnnal powe i^ a
thizTiugjJst And unl^o viL p trsoaa^ '
^^
Z^ juiji rn mi
TtL( CA3i7il Asumf] [i Dti h^n^ af cdui^, is thw '^hf vonnsL iti ^u' is acniTilly
refrmti^cD a wannaiL TLiisisoaj^ wliy wcmlEi tht Wonnaa la ui ac tu nl womati se em
SD »trLAdc:4>le as tab e i^niTd^d Dti c vite ^ R xlu i^ i [ i s the J^nnzte ajp^ct of the ^lule)
^lu tTLATJlt snti^ vliich I s so re nriai^YTiblc .
"Fin^r/ lacbjscasej refrmii^ to *le ss tn^e rial"" — [his is ai^iewtice cd the sab tie
bDiiy of the ±ijiu and its enlgliEeiuLi^ power Ttus sabd^ bod^ is Dfieii fennzte if fhc
^luis trmlf ?« e ho V [his siiufik ^Dti^aflusL^caiLceals the ^i nfual re nL ty a f a Ou m
who I s b o[1l tnale ArLdfennale SLd has nriAHe i^d the i]j1>[le bodj es TLiisis the Twili^t
htlf mi b Amjt ycu
rtef V Ttfixr h I \\oS\€r mi
What nriDi^ b e aiLifjl e^re S51 Dti Df [he fancnc itisi^ is possible^
d^^ ni>^ c^ i^t\iS^ Zr j>y
IitidXr ^^w f ff>«nf ru hb'fcu
'T}Ay adep [s stand upx £ji[, die I rhe ^ ab 0^ [hebeawtiSj [h^ i r fre t briDW the IuHs.^
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m
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^ir fi n f]ill mt n
Jirt j»b7 ^J[k Mfrfs fi:>;
Maancf feels Ijb a child Liezi ta [he Ounij SDtnebad^ ^riu rL^fdz ^leLer aiid
piD[fC[iDLi Thf Guiu ci^aifs aad vichdrTivn dj sf nnte 1>« [w« e n the nn
S^w mi 2iyhil b id
TEACH ME GUEUDEV^-
2~Af m juijr Eir jttf ^f^ tvZ
J^ tht fino ft7is {^ ycMT tnt^my
iij tAcfiri*]il^ CAf njfhl
FIl Sti6^ }it\f ^^. St iFfmlk
f JVi/ ^^ mf £&f ffJf ^I
Tire' tnenrjti^ ^xred DhuDJ Tremhk nfei^ co Kny^s, pux^in^ physitTil
ti^niMi n^ atid i^bianan afeeti bund la ^vaued yo^ uid tnedicMiDLi TK^se lioes
cciiutiruff atl I nvi [Tlii DLi co iLiiciaiiciainta TidviaceEi k^^tlSj iti cbe tiighf, atciii^h^ the
f^i^d iire '^iw tn^ the tiiglu 3adl^ teTuzb^vu Kny^""
JirtH^rtftrH" iwl tftf fbI £&fr£
ii 1J0 ^0irfr/ 17^ mtyti 4r^ ub
ui
A trut c Dniplj n7L*nt tohis&JiUj '^h^b^st wicUduc adoubf^
Awty^^ cjtiy^t\fit}C7?
One JU£ I Hrf a ifQr^fS t^ ut
Pr?itysliM^ — [h* flfih Jtep of Yis^j wthdnw^of the s*tis*3 m^p **i5ft abcmt
the vDiid Du cadt' uid fiacu z ea [ht soul within.
My Ici^ \^i }0]^ fyer
TA^Tf 7 » E1-0FJJ
S 7U nf M aan cf i z n coidiLi^ uid atiiiDU nti n^bj s ^ suadhij lus fijiiDii wichfh^ ^d
vithin This is nindc^dhy the eod af ch^ iubjecniA e^^nence at citiiEj le 31^ li^ him
tn^iDCitie d I n « t« niif ^
Jrv^n Affjj tttf an
T^ lA'cmi^i in y}2S ^nn^T 02Sl
T^ ni n rn m^
I^ tftf 4CTJJJ Jff EH ^1/
S 7U nf Mtiu nee hiis re ^1u d the fLi^ln^l 1u has niid^ ncood thu rtu re is lid wodd
atid tio [itnej diM ch^ Gmu is i^3l, rtiai Male EVLd Fennale ai^ odI^ a^eccsDf fh^ soul
atid call bf tTLATjA sf ed at willj TLiid cbat che Ouiuus^sdussabd^ bod^pov^is tof^ach.
Maunce h^ nnade ^odpn^ss oartLe Path' Euc novheip h^ is nn lodeavjcfibk
SDul in ati iiufiuie nnd contMrjnate d humati body, stiu^gliti^ to ince^i^t cbe ciutb
that fh^re is tio d^ aih, cbai h^ issnckinEteninlLiA itic aznaf iti^ Dwr and Dwr a^ n.
What tD dD^What to dD^LefuseKamiae fh^ n^zv seep!
^
IS
Pn t iniuinT niiL nr Attt^ I0 frjl
Otaf^ Ai^Ai^ocEj nibe If 1u tluI^ wikd, cd nnzte /frtnnlf 1 nc^ ^raria m the on^nal
time iirtzilY"" — only titriE for ac [ion!
Minn ^uu I n J El 0^cu 4rf Fitt
Jfuc^ /uv; ftm.
ThepTLth of [h( camnc m^^dc is al^ti a hud oiu^ 1 f le aiA n^ d vichjay aad ^af
pTiTtiez
Jifrf nnH rtTi^JriSAt J?3 OK
A^ ye u mty ho^ i]\i c^u l^ijj
Ofifti v^ are be Litaib LiDti c« . dp abo^ it!
Wtaniry^ vn^^nZruJ
JAf H* w Ya dc Time ^ e?«I #rr n#B
^iTTif s£r^~ r^ Tliy^n §hiX.
EiA lyba dy, bKifhf n 01 nriDcheE, rcL^ ar&nule nli1^^ is ^iti^ fo 1j^ foie^i w the
Gaulle ^1 VJt are dl stayi n^ dj w for ec ezrjty, ^riie ther v^ l^now if or aa [ ' In ch^ iiezv
^i» cbe [oi] of [ht issjt ispnsetited SamunsaprezeiiceEifoiclLe iiEt utnt iti wne
io [he hiDadtst ^^sceni sadj^tic^ pDsable Samun^a tnenns "^equ aiiiiuj c^'' dp '^Dtie
ta^f/ indie ail n^ fhw all pbenDtneiLaj ^od dp bad, ape loteipi^f^d the same wa^'
AS Ijfe TLiif p lodac es a iA ly ilaij ewn sfwt of avaiine:^ ^vhjch c sl h t nnple asani w
Ui
/tei rfiijcjn iiJiJi ii\^ JjM5l CJ71 1 Iq^l
R^&TZ CD thE Asumf] ti DLi of thf GDd Fdihi mf MEituiy dp HeznrL^s^ iLi^cafiD^
thiit ^aint M aan c« bas oaf dioppe d his He nnef ic ma^ c al prac ti Ef s at [his p oi lie ili hi z
cuter
Etcauz« of [he coiuiLiuit^ of [he sonlj p i^se nc « ia ncs, no nriEUf er ho v bad, can bt
^edhi^^l^ TnldD^fhf Aaraf deaih \y^i af hunnan s^enerLce he^tis [he paibaf
lEtuzn.
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JfU7< ihjQn /Jfu^ i^>TU~ c^t^
"S ta^ia' ^ ^' I s a UDJ ^Eal 1 z^ e lie Lies VX^ ai^ alleteninl
And wfTi zHy}?} t^ix. ttM}^^}- t!\JL
jU, At hi_ Af ;Ii>in f^J^Y ifr>i7J~jl^
AA !iM hi_ ^ fUjnn f fijt
I^{ f[irn~ N4rAfr£ Am^ft«tf/A^ me.
^TJ^ilcJy ^^ mt ^h ^y^n-'ihiX.
A piD±iiiLi[i pie a dj i^cte d w anyhDd^ wIid tna^b^ able ta [n]^ fhis n:Lys[ie higher
than his pDsinan of 1>«id^ iti a state ^eit aafhin^ se^tns ^od arbad leading tD
the sftiswion of susp^tiaan la aa thiti^ie js and ajmlejsn^ss v^ viH se^ die Goddess
H^nnns as a£[erfipts to escape f[Dni thishlsLd holding p a£[e ni ' Oa tbe pi^^i^ [h^
n que sf ±ii di^ n^ Ajd.pl^Ti^t corcipare G su sh B dia^s <^uieshi aa Fi^^ r "^hGadjif
rlure I s a God^ pie A^ hflp tntj if yon csLhelp tne^Fach is not AnaTcicle Df ^th tir
Minn Aij:^ I n J Ei>0ncu 4rf Fin_
i^v ^ffn J3f^ irtb^ ^Tiii Iwts hin.
J^ >0 Lf mf>' A70A fhf fffhf] lJ'ijj
Af New YodLTiDie^ ^^trr mrii
?jp
^irif s£r^n~ r^L^ T^y^n thi^
I^ the ii/y trahTi t^ fjfryb^^y s^t^-
J^ Ai . Af Af i^>TU~^Jr:>^
Stm^^dyhflf mi yet^
i^^jff ^liiif^i. JSomtttdy ]\iif v^t yik
Li& is eternal STunc Miiuiict 1^^LDV3 th^ht viUbt h^re fi^r a loo^ la n^ time ili
vhacf lAr caodi [iDLi of ca nsciausLiess h^ eusif in Helfi 1 z le qai i^d ±ir a n^ tnTUDaaeii
in e te niify' ^ajnc Mhu nee l^ows ^tiai [Ddo^be tnust 3pp eal co the Divioe Mach^r, the
Cre MHZ of che UtiiwnejGodHfnelf, tht Hi^es: Mid die L Dwe sf , ch^ Vi i^a SLd the
Whoi^, the Scorned aod the SMied BAEALON, oras ve tnuch pn fe ^ Lalic a The
dj &n Licf be twe e n BABALOTX aiid LdjcTiis tnuch the djftrence hecveen a tvriw-
Venr-cld Cuholic schoolboy fj\i\x7\3^ Ichai^ MiddLai of TuiiTLnji^ saiiic EABALON
npKserLff cbe shadow Df cht Vii^ti Mary, vlien LaLta repnseais che absoluce
wholeness of che Utiiwisal Cnatar ^ajiit Maunce siti^ ta tht Di^tie Mocber ca
bn n^he r co bj s aid '
"M*»T&»Lii W#k»Tl''— OjLM^etijLf ikeGclicff Libb
Oh s^7ll oi b\^:i^7} y^2S -Joy \t'iB
u«
/i¥ JHH ytu fFpLf ru^ TlW^ J#i
OiUy fcDnn the pe^tttiw of on^ nTiEaaDLied la tf^nut^ can flu Triune MaEh«r
bt^ti CD bt nppre CI Tite d ^lum^ Sajiic Maunte^ u cide i^aodi cl^ has %idw3 b^
■it^i^eSj Eu hf haf ^se ea Hf r ^iD VI Li^ « wiy d^^ h^ has lu ^r i^ dly appiE ciai« d vtiat
hehTGseea
I lV niJtF rally loQkid fr^Ff
^tf£ it«W J«i/ frib U>' ^iM^ /UIJ
Nav the viiiDti h^G uaMd^d and^ indeed, ch^ ^siqcl oi Lalc^ iz breuhcnldD^
Thf ^re wble ^ state "" is inferred cd ^vamj Ib^aiiarLda iti A^^i^^Q^tf^^ ^ § ^fi uid
idfticiiled viAl Niivik:dpA SEuiadhij tl nrifdjcwiDCL in which cbe bady betoniez n^d
in^ itacLf and b re whin ^ ceases as rtu scml m^a^s la divine bhss. ^aint Maunc^
has pe ntfT3f ed incD clu de^pes m^sceiy aad i s ba noi^d vich cbe fjHest i^aanof fh^
Di^ne'
"^t Has^cajn^d'' — 1u is vithdu Oaddess^ sf e i n% all pheacmie na as the Diian^
Mofh^rai dlfitnes S=3'
H Dwe WFj du s state still »c[uii^ s constaDt ebit £>r Saint Maan ce cd mEvntaj n. H«
stil bape s ncic ca ^ip^ thenfure bas finhe r co ^i
Hat \7i yo2SF tjm^ J/putjj mj / jFirfrjt
Hdwciu^ 'Is thtn dii din^happi ntss acbc r cban i n the Lapof di( Di^ne Modur^
I rhjnk ux\ t â–
And f I^^yo^snow IS^nl /ir^i/jj #zt
A ca nnniciaiuj ^ e icepf Id n ce naj cil^he wcmldcaiuinuf fo e u s: ash^ bas e ^^ n toe e d
the indiia daal indf sciucubilif ^ of his saul, as i^c Drded la "^ta^ia" AI^ "
^
^MI
J^ats noj^ iti Out
WelcDtne ta clu N^vEteniif^ Liot [he i ndj vidu al zoul la 3 i n the u nuA i^, AdtlIi n^
in spac« aod utne, hue [he lodj^duEt scml (Attn^ sunouadeEi b^ BralinnEia — the
ere wion and rtu en aior ^iIL ii^ ili[Ci e[eninllDW
Lali[a iz nnai^ [hsL a vannsLj ar tl man, or nny LtrjL^d hein^ or CDnc^ptiDn'
Alrtuiu^ WQDuncan e^resf triDi^ of he r jve e [ness fhsL an^ other c i^ wed nriEveiiTil
fiim can, aad rcid^ ind^eEi ta]^ Dn h^r attnbutez ±ir hfrti tnes 7d tl tinUj sell Lahca
is diQiA sLd bf^nd nH lodj^du:! creaied bein^j wlide si [null Eioe only b^in^ dl
indii^ daal ere wed b^i n^i
Thtrt ij^ sAjiu ^ic^ cnJ 0ve
^fka AwIifJt h^z ytfU iwd mz
Ajfd Jan iff w>â„¢!^
ii^t Arsl0?> F^tf ^ ztiff J
^aint Manner vi^es id b« pan of the ^laod [radi[iDn of ^nli^ten^d sajncs, in
loiA ^n[h thf dii^ nt, ^riu tn^^ [heirsiEUf 1^^LDWlllnsoD^ widsiDiv Mii^a DrKabir
orRutni aie [luri^ bj s ±inbf ars '
JT^f cjSjf ftfla Ififlfi7yt\f
T^ftllm A:^ L^TCt ^v fjr jff.
Relecnn^dLai is to sa^ trLfdi[a£iD^ Dnlus ferii n^ fur L nlitaj the OoddesSj Sajnc
MEnncf i^ dj ze s hi s fjfure 1j ^s In a [honsand ^ars, he ^nllbe reba ni aod I w a^n
as a tnystic viiD £lh laloiA with G Dd all Dwr a^a TLie J^ ^Zrr; ^ J^^ffJr^ 3J ^^ sf
ihj s siddhi of 1^^LD VI n% ^Du r fij [uie 1j ws I s at[aj nedb^ tne dj tati on on the [hiuat chaloTi
^ain[ Maunc e has aa V p Eused bf ^Dnd [be [iesire [o [ala nD fjnbe r i^h i irhs, 3ad iota
rhe l^e S[ate a f Enli^e ned Hu msu ty a wiUi n^ sab misa oa f d fh^ canstrajncs of
nb inb oaf as a sacnfLce a r an e [urspp ed Jtaie , bu [ a ^am^ be [we ea fh^ Dii^ ne Mother
jodherDi^ne Chjldre n^ jvr tnnrjn^ i n arLdau[ oi [h^ va^s of eiuf][infss aodhLss,
ua
playi Li^in the sua I LI fhf e [e inal shoi^ ai clu ed^ Df fzusfeoce SLd enlj^f titn^ tit Sajtit
Msunce has lost his Evc^htneDi aiiEi awrsiDLi cd finii^ biifh aiiEi fjcuK ez^en^tic^
znd IE tuzn^d ba rcLf a^ a child Df H e r VHui Is Eia lythin^ aiiEi EwiycmE^ Lai ti'
AH Qfh^r enli^bLff tie d cDLiditiotiz tiia^ ntajii affuhtiietit aiiEi a^nioii co nbisb
DrzcovzlL [hf z«e[isaf fhf cieuidli in [lie ^ nee ss of Mce rcipti n^ ta ba]» ch^ talj of
e nl gliceoe d avantie s
Oil, siIlytlD^^"
Eteniicy «t«iTiif^ ^c^idjc^' lb 1j^ la [be ec^nul pnsftit with the peitepfiaEi af
R^aljf ^j of che {^Ddd^ sz all tltdu Lid as all-thu-i s atid dl- [hw-is-Eiot OM'
She IS eiA lydiiti^ aH ^ ac(, an ti [IK, all ca nsc iDusiiess^ aH matce r, c DLisci Du Sj aw^ut
andpla^fjl, cuAiseiD^ [h^ vudd vifh lodejciibable [ELid^nuss H^rlcuA cnaies all
phi tiotne na^buf Dtily A tiu e visi dli of liei i^ia als ^^ saffe hd^ 3pp e aiz fo « u Sj ^ifa^ sd
tiiany s^etiiLoljw laboLida^^ ^of [1u ^od 1 itid « i [h^ r) W^ wi [Liess a tiiod^ la taiitnc
sajDi's UDJ oti VI [h [he diune modu r iti he r finn as Lalif ^ ^^^a^ n^ e ndlessly [liiou^
c i^aii oa vifh his brio^d, b inb a^erbi nil HDV^ca£i[his^^L(tus[uzrL[Q [luiuHt
sDLi^fD iuidouf!
"HtwDfCf isUuTLoi'e?''— The Hi^ Hymm. Tt Ijilita
/Iwr kbT£>es in Lbf m^ Tff inj sb^
a
No loD^ r airaj d af de Mh ^e n the ^ddejziziiDt nnaDJ&st [Dhitn, Sajoi Maunce
a rcipl^ loti^ fo zee lur A^a
Aifd H^siomt^ ^f Iff I iDTj^fj ^TfCf^
iiV^ nu ic-f Fiti zff lew) Iq^ ^^ J^v z^^ kiJ^
^aJLit Mhu nee Iitlz bi c otne rTuherutiatcath^ d e ^ti fo H e^ v^chi n^h^ r c ame atid
^ 111 hi z AWTU^aezz Af ptxe at lastj tiof dtc xhtd fn nn [he cie ati Dti, but aa iDti^r
diD^Li^ eiAnca die Goddess be i^lf'
^\if df£/ li J0U ^lY^
The ^Litk cbj din^ ladjcTite z ^ at ^miljaiicy w th f his dj viae pe i^oiia^
Sif Jf^ li Jon Fol-t^
IjiMBy K« ^ F«ru
Jfu Arn^ L/i Jf if'ff if'^n £A^ i /J i^ i^ j^ ^t vs ^
Atn^^fiy — ^y doe z 3J cb Eui enli^bLff tie d p^ isDti itJl du Lik af die vuddaf UlDf
tiDlz^ Wliy [his e^^nence of beiti^ ^ lol^a da vn' b^ [be oii[side vodd^Doesdus
indie are a subtle [iaalify i^tnaj rjti^ i li Sajiu Maunc^'s av^i^tie zf h ec ve eti [be dj^tie
mafhf r EHLd her '^irodd of fiols^ Iz not du z "^iro^dDf fi^of alia h^rjheicieatiDti and
bcrbady^
Wi ^£^0^ A iffv I ^ mil
^elf-pozfe ZS1 Dti is a fijadannftital hutnarL ii£ji[ yon beloti^ ta yonnelf ii?, and
Dtherp^aple nnay pozfe s you a nl^ in as tnuch as ^vu ^ w yon is elf t a thenij p e diaps as
4^t af la^ S^e i^^^jjj i; i Tzi 0-^f[«~ ^t'^r^ b^ Jack Pai^ ns, i ruA nior a f zaL d IDc1^f f
±iel and hfrlDn^ jdj df nt of Aki zf^ r Cid^^ y
IH
/ ^ihfix ru Jf IT
And Jffu nr> »t ffrzni /fi jif/pr kv
tVAcu ^ir bid Ei> ^lEi n \7}5i^i!^t Jjulfy dQ
diutf z^ m^ idv TJf^ CD j.^^ It'
What abe au [i±il h^nniLi
^0Z1I i^ ]; JtDT JkV
I mil}' m^T^ iff liM7\\
'CjKSf Iff Tf ftuinf jff I ziorl^ ^ftth
^r^ J I nj ij7 J«nj iT A ra tAtytllthcvM Itl^^ti
W^i bf^nf b J^tr ruJ M£
^1 Tjr nr nf Hf nr nf n nf tji
nr nf H nf ui. vn/ h iii ui
ni xr rw i» or
Fzani che ihythtn zuid infOLiMioLi lure ic apptaE thiit tl seu^joic nTiaDtra wb^
re nna^ d frotn fhf i^lea^ ^ra dli of thi z sdli^ k a^o^ "^LiAoaLiA "" af tl pl^^hcld^ r
diu^ Jrv »iti^ Iff m^ I7J ^ u^m^ ^u^f
A^f^ iij^ ziinn ru J^ur A:;e
d^tf Z^ itl^ idV TJf^ b jAtLT'/
^izi> i^ ]; kbT IIlV^
^IZ1> ^^ j; kb7 Ik¥^
I rail}' m^7} iff ^fh
Cii zi iT£ JizflHj ru r \t't\^ of fioi^
EV-f bfl^nf b J^L/ ruJ 7f}i
Jf§ Mi Tli 7^ M
^izi> ^^ j; kb7 Ikv
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And [hiZj li^ar n^Ld^n, is the questioti Catl ycm 1d^ eA Df ic^ all pheoa nriE lia,
Gandhi ascnuch ^Hider^EicTiuse fhisisfh^ [Tliici^ Df cbe Ntv A^jCh^ New AeDti
t\T 3ll people CD zee dl pheiuDieLi^ irLfezn:! nnd e^ezn:!, as nothiD^ triDi^ atid
lufhiti^ k ss dLaa the uciaa atid ch^ pi^sence Df ^d TLiis iz cbe Way lid ci^aiar
aadaa ere wion^ but i^her M C i^ 3f dp nnd ^ Ci^ xia n Bie ti]^ da vii die buifh wdl
becween ^our^rif Titid God W« 7\ib all eqaally It, eA fcpjdl^ He^ Till eqaiOly Him
Andj b^ G Dd, Shf Herself is auc chen zotn^^riui^ cqd, v^cin^tiruzca tnTil^ eiiougli
aaise fiirhercocame daviihei^ Tuidse^ ^im ch^ panels.
JJ-Ji jz ^ Ijei. J>^ b^a IUjJE
i«
AN INTERVIEW WITH
MONICA DECHEN GYALMO
Prjnce Charmjng
One day in the ^ady KlVth centuiy Alon^ v^mor dolphi n ip Dd of Dne) oame d
Fnnce ChTLHUin^ fh^ Tcufhorof thiz nnri^i^, whilst DfCenD^hu Arinxfu r masza^
sezi^cfs ta venous tion-itisfc [-ti^rciphz w the Asti^Ful^ I^SLd w«t h^ afercnldD^
om [DQ tnany sips of ^old^lUa^ r, suddenly blul^ d auf and avol^ ADaiin^on ahed
of v^^zahi tudIj uid p^fi a^^-chili saudoTiuc in a^ant coach- JuH-^inp^dpDCXDchies^
pifiD^ ai fhf VfDaden E^i, Hsuiramjekj Micbj^i^ PaL JLpleEBun pal^^ H«
finj nd la his pad^ t a noc^h oak filled with lo^pD«tiv,tnasic iui[MiDn(of sludI^owil
Anbaic EEUt«in Indo-European fnblAn]ie) nsa^c^nnu^ynauglukiLaaEjic^nnj^^
cbarcDTil sl^fches uid tl dj^iy detaiLn^ sezual « z^ e ntne nc eviq n of incnasio^ p^r-
^don I^ Fnnce Chaimin^lLad b«4n iDJCiued infD che canciikcijli of MONICA
DECHEN GYALMO-
AmoD^die ^w±ni?l* wiep cs of Tibe tan T^tra^ MONIC A DECHEN G YAL -
MO isbi^Dias: She is aa « i ^idi c^ ntu ly S An]zndj an pnnc^ ss wIid h e came the tantnc
CDnson of Tib^c^Gnat Gniu Padmassuhhava^^^^auavava^^oni H^ r e KEiuplaiy lifr
scDiy dfscxbes [hf id^Tilpaihaf aya^DJ {a ^niTile p mcciu om ^ i n sd ^KicpiDudes
a blij epn nf ti r « ^ly S anj niTilian voman wIid a^ii^s to EuddhduDd She isfhe ]iQ
S an] inaL an VDtnan CD xhi^^ EuddhduDd SLd bas had natneKnis inc aznEvia ns and
emsLaiioDS in H ami rami ckj Tib^c and die Dche r Hi m:tayan canntnes As a ^vud^
wamaiLj Tibetan Kid^ 'AisDn^ Defs« n aftredheras "^pnseiu^ co his f^ach^r Guiu
R I nfi ochetnoUj a Dbarma- Dffe no^ f^r his « tnpowe nime nc Fiom che n a n sh^ b^ c amt
the mEvn cotnpaniDn ^an^yu myu m} and pupil of Guiu Rinpacheman She ncenAd
allaf GniT] Rinpocbe tnon^ c^ aching Thicni^ hei p race ice ^e i^ach^d thebj£jiest
reaLzafion Ib^^che r they hid lUe^ iirewoil^ TQIowr Tibet SLd elsewlieie Monica
IS freqaendy spotted ^Dnin^ aiDund tavn in deified f^im as the Qqeea af Gnat
EL ss as a le d tnannbo dancing A^re wicb a daniaia (double -side d bon^ dTum}i?ised
I n hi r n £ji[ hand and a cu n^d Uiifr held co the ^rou nd vifh h^ r le± If vas oaon^
such 1 xcuisi Dn DurUC se mn [^ snl^ tiice was Elile co earner MO NIC A DECHEN
GHALMO at an ATM and e Ktra£ [ fhis frie^aibj c incezneir
Frin^y^ Charming O Monicaj splendar oi perfecc ^fhidpool^ sweecerdLaa eich^r
ambiasiaft5 or Kern's nectar III ^ [ scraj ^ic f d die p Dine Is do^g^-sc^le l^DinkseK^
Or wheam^ ^^fn^ndis onherpenod^Whai if I frmtasize abouflad^ criebnci^s or
spa ns scais dunn^ se K^ What isTsoinkseK^
a
lO
of nU wodd^buc yDuravTL Ooct you 7\ib nlan^ in YOUR plx«^yau can nTuzbouf
Id fhf ca naibuciLi^ bod^ — pvui sf^^JTilpAirrL^r Hen, in chizp^riecf c tub nd udj Dn,
Y^iu tTin ci^ai« clu 10,OCi4}-niile bnd^ ThizbiiEi^ is the lastni^ fn] ndaii oa ti r last-
ing ze xu nl e cscas^ It caabf tra^^le d fur tn^ny liDU i^j msk^ [iays, tnnny tiiDnthz E^n
aLf^tiDU.In tn^ t^en^nct, thuiz cht ^sz^nc^ of fh^ TTmcnc the wiUca Iah 3ad ta
(ndan It is caiuniune EVLd caims Union eAiqia union
l!bur ^ntasif s nbouf ^Dns sf ai^ and cekb nf i^ s eui nan]!:! But if cbes^ ^itasics
bre »]>. inco ^ourl^cnc triDtionSj b^ aware — andbiwaie Foi che low^ is blDoiuj n^
nndf r ycmr Tancnc actions may viL Resent ycmr frmtasi^ s f^r^itun ^du ai^ nlon^
Be ades, a n^ "f p aioLe r can nlv^yss^ns^ ^ita the a chtr's thou glu s are dn^io^
Pntictr Chaitntn^ O Lfonica, [hf nglifBouj, ^^laus, cnple -fongjjf "d pba^niK of
le aniiD^ , ^itu] se body is the ccitntnarLd ^o ba v dj d ^ou r ^ ^ vuri^ be ^ n and ntu re
djdche l^cnc sfzcA^re in chw^
Monica DixJufn f^jy^JhMo Yo^caHed cmc to tne It WK A sua ii^d in a CDnsfanc
ycHo v-^dh td 3J nnse If v^uiam^ anc^ biith £ i nee bi nh i n tne v^uif.lil^ acuxcms
maii]^ ^ and a frroti Du s f i^r T^iuiic »:< is merely an ^zn^naa n of [h« pi^c [ice . Alon^
arm tnad^ of lo^nis
Pnfipff CfrnrmiHj- O Manic a, tht e wr-w^tofiil^ Tfhost wurd is tiu* cell tne abouf
your Taoink ma ni ^ pu n&c wion c e n tiiDn^
Montca DiKhem (^ycritf^o ^cmetim^s m^ [liDuglus ^Tov cmd af fillA mwtBE
Mon^y IS ba [h filib and pun [^. Wliea If IS acqui i^d b n die can^bk fi^miDf cumncy],
I n^ ad^ ±ld 1 1 into bu ndle s, la^ I [ in cbe Hanconic Ancient Eo^j SLd hoist 1 1 cd fh^ ceil-
ing A smdl, p ape r-h asi d Aam^ is bu nitd be ne ab diis rie^ai^ d h ozc fi^r si k nu iince s
aad du it^ sc conds Tlie lamt i s dita chol^ d ^nch anacolyce scaf The h ozc is la vpie d
oncD the a^es Puncy c Dtnts vihe n die aud^ dimj nicies from ch^ locm Ic would he
vise CD send me yourmaiLe^ EVLdhaiA it pnniled Ic is, af couEe^ ca^ d^ ducuble .
Pnnptr Charm tng O Lfonilcz^ DitiameDi of naTui^, cbe daiiin^of the wa£d^mistiiz
of che ieiy djad^mSj pvur i niciaie d oame is ^wanru |a n t ran lat able a^l] l!burfLi?
scioH, Fty^Q^£i^l\ziJ ^Q^iiJomxjrVj waspubli^^d in 114? B C. Af diai tim^ diei^ was
^lylicde iDiires: in the ^ incu alicy of Hamcmmid^ alibcm^ now i t's e »^ladj n% L1^
rhe pla^e Wb^ do you chink tht papulancy a f A^mm Lfisl^ra l^traj KaolaTaa-
rra, ^ saaj a Tanci^ and ocbe r physics-b asc d L^D "tuLi of ccsas^"" e ^ en e nee s haiA
£iowii o^ r di* p aa 4^000 yeais^
i*i
Mumper Deoh^m Oy^[m^ S Dtnt pllf tlODU na SI ffiflly C AIUU] 1 1>« EZ^MIUii
Fiitm? Chaitnin^ O Mqdj c ^ £iir of £] itn, uc toiiciiis^ ladj uii, ^ nDUf, E^^iiul, Dni-
Liisci^nt, WDdd-protnociti^ tneic I ill, t]ie|iA ^ Idvid^ Du gtif K vi»,1u]ly WoY'VIhai^
the bi^^sf huidle chw y^u fs^^^ Moiuca^ ili yaur wodcfo visualize rtu pn-Aiyan^
iLiEiu s VnUe ^ de icy I n clu ace of ze ^?j ?1 u niaa w th a hu nnaiL abon^itiTil coiuDn ^
Momccr De^jh^nt &y^l±jiif Ybu ba^ u [te i^d [hf zMred waid ^V^dw"^ If iscbjs woid
thiit luD^ s tny 1>« I n^ hf adlon^ ^nch streo^rtL 3ad c Dtntrjcme nf , itita the nnsk^^ef af
adwnif^ If issuth apDsifi^ vurd Inst i[ ^ano^ co irLffna]^ if z a^i ilc Tuice Na^
I n terms of bu idle z, they chan^ ^ach day Tlu u nuA i^ chsL^E s e ach da^ So [iaes aur
body Atid JQ vp ±He each thio^asif it weip fh^ fli^ aodlas cob^ ^ed I viiuaLz^
LiDchin^uLUesf If isitifniu af rcLf Tins [iaes noc arLfwer^urqaezfiDn Nortuii^vill
Fitmi? CJinrmiHj O Manic^luip deep indu sof ^rass u iiEie r [he si n^ti^ sa^aib -
lids Ai^ the 6^6 HamtrTLmjck S lucis parallri tD, or iiue it^nne d with, fh^ 9^ Smtisaf
tradjf iDciEt V^djc KEnlsil^iti^^
Montpa DiKh^fft Gj}al?Ttf? Ah, but the ii n^ti^ su^adii id soti^ I s iLicoznc aiiD^ So in-
tasic ail n^ that m^ t] Eu s ^f s fl^whe IP H ow c an I possibly cotrinru t id [he [houglicaf
Ro^diatie Figure Df {^odc» v N atLati aiid hi s c idlii^ s la the 6^6 H amtramck ^lu [i s
whenfhere is sach be aufy f d erciphaaie^ Tbe af^re nne lici Diied dau p lodac es an u^y
head So a ck is [he duu^ thai I tnust ^ elsevh^ie in [hou^.
Fitmi? ChaimtH^ O Mqdj c a, fhf sore en ss aod e nchanfnsse s of uac ontioUdile pas-
sians Vfhaf a ccupati onal p e rbitnance enhanci n^ die rap i^ s do ^du lecDtnmend fur
ImfLgtif^rs ^ Wbai son of xtual an ma dierapy vod-. vould you ipcommeod co sl
in^pouni tiipti^c^TJ
Montpcr De^jh^TH Oy^Strii^ A^ain, you can send me an^ f ay de dac cible CDncnbucions
\fyou are a ImfLgtif er and I can pe rbitn m^ se ivice s ta help vifh wa dc iplate d i li|ij ly.
As ^ as I mpoff nc e, sc ek the ila vpi Df ch^ blosfamj n^li mon ere e S o zAcfhis blossom la
the Dulkof aftitik goa^ oa the nevmaDn andnpeaifh^ sacre d pun ]lcati Dn chanc
^
TANTRIC PICNIC
Hans Plomp
Ei^iyvhtn aKmnd Kwluuanda sti^pa^tn ^td di\ w^Ih invict people ^riu
an I Licensee d CD c:4{f pTut ili Sn BhTui^ l^tn c picDJCz Fniiicip aois ^nll be iLiiciaied
into [hf jeciet lo^ [echniqu^s of che On^tit A cu nous fn eod af tnin^ Iitl^ TLtteLiEied
DLif Shf fells me "He hzs ^nipDwei^ Atei wp^ cnlk^d tl 6 w mame licZj he 1^fw
(^:ac tl^ ^fh w^2 viDn^ vifh tne Th^Lihi pnszid ^ceitajLi^DC iLim^ neck wichhjs
in^E And I chi nk I le t m^ bod^ Tlie u^zn thio^ 1 1^e v Lfr Bban v^s niA^fTi^ n% me
aad I v^f ciyin^ vifh liTippi ness "" ?tu zfop j ^e nl jd^ a di^am^ look in be r eyes
?Lnd che n ^ibai hnppe n^ d ^ lencouia^hei
TLiw^^ibenl Mn^d/ says Tom, hei fn*nd and tra^^ n^ c onip 3dj on ^ho^ nof
^lyhapp^ about It dl "I Mt uneEB^ about dus picnic sn]f^ sd lUlov^dherco hjs
lumse If fuioe d DUf fo bf apnuate fexhio^ jnschjtn EVLd ED^ Ai fLi^die^ vpie ac-
rin^ in fhf batk %Aide n, bu t fh^n die ^ v^nt inside I d^c ide d ta hui^ around and ^e r
a ^le I fhou^ IheAId£Il^f ciyin^ Sq I iu Jud in uid buiLd he r I^id^ on a sa&
vifhdie g}jy bf nt D^ rhe i^ siKilan^lLe r Wliea hf aa [ice d tn^ hf ^n^ tne such a me ui
glance that I decided id iDi^nAiLe '
Tdidn'c nocite anytbj n% tne an ah ou t hitn * Elk* pia tests
1!bu CDuldTL'csee anyfhingbe c sase you vere ciyiog Anyv^j I plc1^£d1Le rnp and
tDokh^rouf, as this^y v^shisan^ 3f tne ^cm ai^ abdutung tn^paii^nt dunog a
me die al fie at tne Di AH be r piablems ai^ you r ^ult " He ^ a dan^ idus c i^epj this Mr
Elian ^
*But h* does haw special povei^/ £11^ inasts Tliere^ a &natic:t tooe co her
^Qicej piomjan^ aiff re ascance
Ttn SI [[i n% I n a tnDdeit cbaj ^op eajD^ingan adiA ni se tnent f^r [i noe d tnHk.
Ibtn eoie i^ aod, chadlj n^ Ireadche fezv auc cabjm Enche wan'cbe cheered.
â– He as* help tne/h* says
â– WhM^sthe matter^
'£1J^£ has h e*n seeiog thai creep a^n/he sa^s
-Wh^reisdieJ*
In DurroDtn Sh* c an haidl^ valkhnt sh* vantsme fD tal^ he r fo hitn '
I ace otnp any bj tn to dieirbaftl Elki si ts la a cbaj i^ her ^ce p aj n*d, h^rlc ^ som*-
vhac ^nad 3pait
i«
""TtLE ci^^p 3f]plj ed vtl^ Linl MupK S5U i¥ ye sf EidiL^/ TDtn e^TU ns, "because Df htr
supposed pe LiEfTana n ]t at'
Iba^ CDiuppi^fs asmile Thi z pzablem iiee dz tl »ii du z Tifipm ach
"^n BliATL has pu Ju d a ma^ c :t p eH^ c up m^ vi^^iltl Wlieaic dizzaliA z tn^ piuli -
lemz viUbaw dj zsoIia d vifh if/ £11^ zays "IhaiA ta »e hinn [Dd^ f^r a check-up.
Ttifst are m^ o^vti probl^ tnz atid tn^ owii bad^j ^duIoiov.^
"^uc ati^el, rliE ^ ^ iz f dan^ ui^atita^ Df ycm/ sa^z TDtn
"T^iHecL^ci s^zzo/sh* zays, ^mi n^.
It^mon tompL c wed fhEHL I^ i^alized I ta]^ TDtn aside SLdaSrcD ucoiupMiy
himfD Sn Ebati^plact Sn Bbati iz a thiUj Q\Ly triMi wirh ^oldELi c^edi, wpH infohis
funiez l^m tellz bj tn die [i^amieLic Df hiz^n^ cnusibe stapp ed i nmiie diately h ecau zf
zlu'f m. Ttu^ a» i^nimjLi^fD OeirciMiy az quiddy az posalik
''Ttif^ CMUuf do aiiyfhin^ fur he r la {^ezrinaa^ Ic iz ^ly dati^ idus co b nal^ a ff
my r»a£iuerLf ^ Iti a cbrEMCiuLi^ uiicc ht addz: ^ am che DtUy dlie vho eanlulp
h«t-
"^urdeciaaah^be^tiDiade/ zayzlbtn
Suddenly Sn Ehwi be connf z wrjahk ^eiy veil ditUj pvu mus decide fiiryonr-
zel^of course Are die cvo af pvu trLAm^d^
"T^of a flic I ilp-j bu [ fh3tf*z none of ^^[s^J rbua n^zz ""
Thp/ sayz Jn Bhan pe nsi ^^1^ â– "'Wlipaare ycm planning cd l*a^ Karhmanda^
Tre fi rahly ta nna now^
"^n thai taze I^n^^vu alldieb^zc I^ zeod senile Dne ta the hocri ca ni^t vifh my
bai-^
^Tlpa^^ n^ now/ Tbtn prortHZ-
"^Oj aa^ [onigtif iz Hn^ Iba^ no [ime cd mal^ up die biH n^t nov/ z^^ Sii
EhsL
Thw wiy a^tnuiDn Tbtn a^Ld£I]^f leaw KathnnsLdu The n^zd day Ibcar tbat
an Amentan piDfesor 3ad hiz vifr ba^ b^en anesicd Gdiilc ide ncall^, ih^y h^w
cbed-^d inta cbe iDDtnTtmiarLdEI]^ juzflet
Some dEi^zlwerlmetf ch^ nnfutu nxi couple in a i^zcaurani She isahtsacifjl
Japaneze woman ^fho daesn^ ^eal^much Eo^i^ TLie p lufe sor i ndj ^sul^ celhhiz
zcDiy [0 vrihoe ^r wH lizcea '^couple af houEaferve am^dat the hDcri cbe pal c«
"buTsi iDiD our iDom and amzced me fir pozse si n^ connce rfri t dollas They must
ha^ biDU gtif those themseliAZ I'ia ne^ r e ^a se ea a c du nfeift i [ dollar' Vft wei^ wiy
lucl^ thai acenaja^x Ehan pazz^ d by die poljce-ztatiDn H^ oe^ociaied ouri^asf
and e^aj CLf d ca mt 1 1 v^u all a case af mj zfE^c^n ideality Iize^mzzomt cxmioalzhad
b Ef n scayi n^ in fhf iDom ve jus: rerifed'
"Th.^ MtonmizJn Bhan^I padajm
T^a you 1^0 V hjm^ tht p XD&szDi ad J "He seems fo be a ^ry laJhji nil al ^ nde -
man. He izan iDJiiaie a f c^ nam se cie t tantnc te cbmqu ts and haz af&re d la ^lai^hiz
^
IVT
1 c atl I nriA^tie 1u did 'I say eiufihwic Tilly, ^Tuiciti^ ^ fh^ JapTnitH be tiu t^ Th^y
^DUf tl w^fk Ixf r I tne^ t the couple a^ii Li1^ oie^ch^^ an c^cl n^ i n the uall«^
aadlndf vichrtutn a^ik
'Htlw ^Dubeea to Sn Eh^s [Tliichc pic rJc yct^ I^lihjk
^h tio J that's ii rb*^ Lin^H^ fh* pnsfi ssorlau sjis Tnn a pia frssoi^ pwj hAj jd w^
mn allowed fo tal^pait lahi^ur^i^^ nnials""
*WhM are fh*^^ Iiiiqaiw
n« hf sf af es aiid iDdkf at Us vi&, who nppro^s vith Abeamiti^aujk ^VfeU, Sn
Bliui p« rf^iDU fecial [anfnt t« chLiiqu es with tny vi± 'iti aii nlmost scienfifLc ^iice
1u CDrLfiDues ^hn^ to wch [hem w thou [ ^eccin^ati ei^cciDii h se^ tn^ siiufik , buf
in be I [^ qu Iff haid ""
TLiat Dvjshe djffcoilc itide^d/l say ^sit nne^eiui^ caune^
^h ^es, I ff onl^ fir wiy adviuue d p i^cf ina n^ n Andizcpjice e^^iiaiA Enche^
^1^ Li^u z AhaiidsoDie discDunf/chepKifrssDrs^z vichoucacracf Df tmstnj 3 . ^Vfe^
sopiDud the ^ lu has ac c^pte d u z as bj s pupils '
Alon^the tnaja stn e t af fhf GDati se a re soit cloths aiid ^anne ncs franinll c oim i^
of Itidia aif ftjf [enti^ I Li [he ^eode wincerbneze \Vbale ^imljeshaw seeded then,
^D^ wi di cbe irbnsioe sfe s Notnads from R 9f asthan oftr emb loide i^d mam a^ ^ar
menfs Ka^trjnes sp^ciaLzf ili Diaamenis atid anall scnlpnires Wesfezn^n tiy ta
sqU cameras ai deeping ba^s The Tibetati lAodors a &r bach nnaEical andnli^ons
aif 1^ ts from dieir hotririaiid aiid plaiti c atid ti^la n p lodac cs i li « ^- se an n^ c dIdis
^aodup IS a Tibecaii, ^t be loa1^s stnko^ ^^steni amDti^ cbe ach^r maI1^£f
^Lidai^ He bas cu [ his haj r ^iDit i n tnlL taiy scyle atidan the coioeiDf che caipet on
vhicbhe dj ^ays his vrare s re sfs a p ad^ t of Amen c an c i ^ai^ff es Iti die shade Df bjs
ntribnUal s^e a ^nnd^-sii e bof d^ of CocaCala Whenl sic down a n a c oioe r Df bj s
caipe [, I ns:^ ad of che usual chaj he ofEeis tn^ a cigarette andacalcf
I^ bou^bif dun^ frotn Sandup ana ^wpi^iaous occasians and it has always
stiuck tn^ diat dus tuDsc wpstemized of eA lAndoE ^ould DfCersuch e^raaidinaiy
obje cf s fir salf Amoti^die most scnk n% Df the thin^be dj^lays 1 ind sa me jplendjd
goblecs made of bumsL sIojUs and a caUeccioa af wind insfiatnenis tnana^njied
fram human thi^bibooes l^^cinaiedhy fh^se ain^ ts^ re mnancs of a tulmre chw
bas be ea prac ti c dl^ wiped due Cai^i]Ily I Jio^rdLe insf lutne ncs, SDtne hai^, sotne
inlaid vifh sd^nmil-.
â– How do ^Du pla^ tbe tn J"" I ask
He Jia]^ s bj s be ad ^'mnofblDwin^diese/he sa^s "Hie^ aicracf ^iiics Ttn a
lU
Euddhjst'
STLiiEiup doe ai^ ^ e dc [nu cbj but ^^tihe dDe z h^ nsts slioit se nc^ tic es Sotntritnes
Idan'f see die toiuie cciaa b^ c v^^ n fh^ tii
"^uc cbeze 7\i^ i nsciu nri^nts used la Tib ecan Euddlu srcij ancL'c tbey^Iz^
A^ainbf Ju]^ s bi z be Ed ^anfici/lu says.
IlouiTclLai Bolus tbe tiTime of rtu on^iiul sbArfLEUJ sf ic nb^oa Df Tibe [, cbe on^
tbiit ez] Jt« d b e fii^ Ei]ddbisn:L ^c ifs f^acbold oti die roof of die vodd Tliese cwd
reL^DLisbn^ mj ^ d to b ecome du unique Tibe ctlii straj n of Bu ddliism ^itu re cbei^'s
aplTuze ±ir iD^ 1^ f nd^sf eE, srciu tty scon es nnd dn^ n^ tiiadmen
"^'dlil-j tabuy tbisboiie tiurcipec, if I cauplTi^ if/ I f^ll £ Tuidap
He calls oiAi bis dumldf r i nc d cbe bu du s b^biod bis sbop ^fb^re lus ^imd^ sf^s
Id aceiu A yonn^ VDtiiATL la [radiciaaal Tibetan dres appear G^nerdl^ acu oiily
se^s Tibetan ladj es ve aud^ tbeirb^riii fbickpl^fs, buf cbj s wotiian's la n^blatk bar
bui%s loose Sb« 's atl ascoDJ du [i%b e nufy
"Sh.^ UiD^fs nriDi^ about EoLipa cbEU I da/ says Sandup b^in^ anDtberci^-
nUi.
I notic e ~bf ddf SLit I LibEt« n« sa^ssarMtbin^ia Tibetan cocbe ^DurL^wmnian Sb(
snrules and squ ws b esi de m^
"^ am Tap a, ^ aadup's aste ^^ du sa^sin cbanni n% En^^i ^Vfbj cb l-.zn^D^ dD
y\y^ TT^nf fo b*ar^
IpDinf ai tbe iDsciununt of tiiy cIidic^ ?he pufsit to berlps, producing a iDn^-
diwfii, s«en* tom TTien sbe bands it co tiie "Tiy i[/ iie sa^^s Tbejt js no daii-
It eztti cestui ta pi]f m^ Ips cd tbebatie ^le basji] s: blavn. I fiVj bu t produce only
apatietic sqaeal-.
■^Vellj n*^r tiuad ' I b« ar up bra^^l^^ "m^aeitist at botn^ '
T^p 3 ^ci naies m^ In Itidia if ^ a lu^ occa^oa to mtct a yonn^ vumib ^a viU
EDn^i^e SD direcd^ wicbascmn^r
â– ^Vb^do ^Du blow die l^ansJiD^ but Sandup doesn'f^ lad^
Sbe lau glis tiiDcldD^ as b^ r b lotberlaol^ 3V^, sL£jidy suioyed "^^'safrajd/
sbi says "^ e l^D^fs aH abouf Adu n caj bu t be ^ sc ai^d Df ^ m ts.^
â– Ai^n't ^Du ^ I ad^
"^of ai all"^ die sa^s "I^ ^f cea ta l^o v [be m and baw o^icotne my frar'
"^n^riLai occ aaoDS IS fbi l^An^n^1lsed^I ddx
"Ai cbe ntual of Cbod in cemeten^s aod cimble places/ sbe says ""An a^ino^
I niu ate bas f D ^ eod man^ ni glif s aH alon^ lasacba^DC He bas f d blD v tbe l^anEjjD^
ta callfbf demans Tbese wH appear and ce ar Dp ea bis b eH^ b^ ±ire ewiD^bimbjd^
andbaji Tbe ira fimes ^du vdlbe c^mbl^ scaled and frelbeUidi pajns Sqzci^ ^
insane or die witb frai Eu [ afie r a fev ni g|if s pvu b^ ^ n ca nocice tbaicbe demons only
atcacK^DU ^enyon'i^ scaled of tbem Tbin, ^radudl^j ^du o^icDme pvurfrarof
^
It*
(vilspints ATidaf deaclL itself If nH^^s weH^ou iuid ^unelf b xk i n flu bDd^ chw
has bt^Li dfi^nji^db^ tht denriDLi?, TLiid ^^z^^hiii^ stftrLzlJ1^f a hdhjcinanan Euc
rhest s^tnerLcezhTLW ati iiufiuf fhai i s stroo^ r [Uatl tioznrL:! i^ e4j [^^ tl Iasili^ eftc [
TLiM^ ba V a nt Is anis 3b cnj t difEennt naljrjts and dinu iia qiu and hmw ca ^z^^ thfn
TLiM^fhf Mnncif fhf ChodirJtiatmn '
'?« e nns iwhf r dTASti c conu/ Isa^.
Tt*s OLiE*s own cha ice^ ic"; ^ih] nf My/ sh* mplifl s TTi^n an o the r w 3^3 as well In
Durnli^oa vf stn^ f^rhAitnon^j e wn hnimDn^ 1>« tw« e n I glu ^nd dndc ti ice z E^-
tii^ clu Chinese lavaaa n of Tibe t thei^ v^u a nioiLasce ly fir v^mpii^ nion]^ TK^se
Tamp in s vf re coDsde i^d holy b ec au ze ch^^ n^^isud^d the bloDd of iniucent peo-
ple Thf^ wauld &«d thenueliAZ on people wIid v^re tmd a f living vlio vnu^d ta
cciiunijf ZQicide Enddlu an fro^fiu oa suic ide^ so fh^se sjitidEt ±11^ would ^ ta chw
maiLaste ly f D ^^ddie uiunpii^ tnDn1^^ In sjcba way fh^^ dj d e acb odie r a se ivic e ""
^aodup malcfs aden^oiy nDiz^ Tb hitn fhis is pn nrjti ^ p a^anism
'Why an ^Du so we stezrJz ed, « ^a thou £ji yon^ aEuddhjs^I a^him
â– Wh*n the insnbini fljes east die DhannaTfill fly ta the wesc/he ncnes, pea-
si wl^ obse ivid^ tn^ thiDugtifhe sniDl^ of hisci^antte
T^pacom^s id tny aid "Tli* 1 nsn bi id 1 s fhe ajiplane/ Jie says ^t isan antienc
Tibe tan prophecy diaicanie cme . Wliea aj iplane s c ame co Tihec du Buddhis: cea^b-
in^ w*nt [0 the Ti*st '
^LndsD wiHI/ Sandup says ^ want to 2fl to Ani^nca^
I a^hDW much ch^^ v^nc Ibrdie l^anglin^ SLd T^paloa1^^ at me in a peculiar
«y
'^l!bu can haw noiUy if you c an play 1 [/ sh^ says
I siraj n, nla:^ n% tny Ips in allpa ^lile waySjhuc no sou nd « tnei^^ s frotn the thi^-
baiu
l^p a ^a]^ s herhe ad wi th aio^i Jiaujl^ ^cny, y?ii c^a^han it'
I fe el lEtfhf r emh arimse d
â– Etj[ ycm may tom* batk and ciy a^ajn/ she says TDiUy wiiea you succied in
pla^n^ If , c an you haiA it Hir&te Yon se e^ this thi^ih Dne bela n^d id ametnb^iDf
ourtmiily^
TtnpeipIeKEd ^ddeiUy she Jlow^ tne the nn^np Df herpinktao^e.
â– Came back [Dtnorrow/ ^e smiles
My he aif h e ws at dauhk ^e ed as sh^ le aws me Icdc^kaw of ^aodup and walk
CD che siashon Floacin^in ch^ oapi c al oc^ an, I cau'c sap myself from dn aou n^ Df
rhe [i ny pitiJ-. f ip Dfherfongjj^
F^nn- tin? £ii;iii«^ F^iH the Fwffi
Tlie daJ J sf hour isjust be fisn dawn Dd you 1 Jiow wiiy ^ M^ qae sf la n*^Ioo^^5 w
i«
mt I nff titl^j 1u r « ^es sa dAdc I c tlii hapfly dj sf id^ i^ rtu in s frotn clu pupil H^ranTill
ht^ If dDst-ciapp ed Euid ^it wsTu^che red tnaiDDtilubif af aEuddlusf tiua InAect
upan the qij esti oti, fT>iti^ [0 innaEitie rtu vori j n^ Df he r itiLitr wa£d
III 3 se ca nd-tlE^s dt^perof ati ladiAn crati DLit craiAls iti Ml coiuact vith th(
ofhe r p TGze Li^E iti cbe c Dtiip aif nne lie We couch Titid aueHeTich Dthe^ Euid i fs qu if«
LiDiDul ca hn^ ycmr oe i^tibor": be Tid res: Dti you r sliouldeE Ttn sicnn^oppaate this
sL^icDurij ^0 Tderluun Df CDtnplece Jileiici ha^ saddf tily 7L51^f d nnf diis qaesiaa
"^TL^bf pe opk only p itl^ f^rbelp I Li their dail^sc baur, tn^^e che ^ds otil^ Eorn^
ta aurhelp ^ibe li vp p i^/ 1 e nde nm r
Sht znrules zannevrihTLt disdatifjU^j af m^ i^oraoc e 1 sjppaze ""Thire aie no^dz
cmtsde US, e wiythi n^ I s vichi n/ Jie says^ »cnn^ nnf n^.
Ill die corciparctne nfj ^ich DfUciTiHy »ais cea p eeqiu, sztttn ptoplt haw found
place: [wa extras at crammtd oti dit heoch^s nnd fi^ r odiEE i^ditie on die la^a^
^ac1^^ Tbe tiualaol^ UDUod che CDtrLpannu nc , i^qu^scin^ ^btcftr jmwcr ta h«i
que IV
"^Vhe n tht hou r I s dndcf s[, ooe djes ThEU^ the endof aHprobl^tiis/ asfudenc oa
ooe lu^a^ i^EkiPDiail^
Thf nuLi shal-j s be r be ad "^euh iz lid wa^ ouf It is tnei^l^ a cdlicidu aii dli af
lUuiioti, widiDuc 3L tnaf enal body Those vIid cnaie heU lacbjs VDdd viH fLnd helL ja
the be ip a^z'
A di^iiled £i1di saidar tmn^atts th^ cdlua i^aria n inco Hindj fir the hen^flt af
the passfti^i^ vho dort'cuiLdei^EifLd Eo^ Jl Tbe liscenfn' wcedii^ « ^es rele cf fh«
philDSDphic nl depdL of diis aiicienf tuLnre Wliea tiD ooe tlse re^ood^j die tiuapio-
ce^d^ ta aorwer "^ cooie Lice d p^ isoti vill n^ ^r chEU^ , bnc ap^isDti iti ^wdjsiiess
will Feariscbe en^tie Fajciis the ±iel of frauf^imati oti SDtiiebodv ^o is la^nat
paja tnav iuiaHy ^wupbadhd>i[SfDks»n their suffc n n^. Tliai^ why humans o Lily
deiAlop thiDU g|i fe ar and pain TliDst are oui^aiezc ceacbei^.^
Ail udianize d you n^lady I n ci^t jf ans a^i^es "^on aip nglif It's tlu sanu vhea
we are bDia Al iirst w^ a» so canUbifablt ladie worcib, ila wid^ bappd^ inside aur
niDthen Euf az tbc tim^ of drii^iy approathes the bah^ frels the fiisi Idiarpajns
and a ^w fe ar f a]^£s bald of ie Suddenly ch^ paiadjaacal sarronndjn^ feel 11^ a
s[m^Jac1^£f Tbe bahy has ta It aiA cbe VDtiib.hnc if doesn'fl^owliDW TLieab^^ns
a ticanic scm^^ ed ^e due Onl^one euE DfEe i^ i tsel£ hue it is^eoq oarrov YeEch^
paja becomes so u Lib e arable that cbe haby inaU^ eEiceE wbai seems like a runnel a f
deadL AferaEemfiiti^jDuznf^ Ehis rums ou t cd be Ehe b inb cbannel '
Thf ^fDtiian has 1^p e e wiyh ody ^eHb du Eid wicbbe r ^ vid desc npti Dn and 1 nDti ct
we allh^a^ asi^of nlj^f wliea^e ]iDJ Jies E^a rh^ loc omomA si^u^ ij e ccin^ a
claud a f ha E soa E wbj cbblDws I n chiDU g|i the windawi The saidarrnes vajEdvcoclosf
them Fairunately same ooe opeEiscbe dDoi ed cbe ^ao^w^y sa Ehe drauglir caadnw
out the smol^ The nundapsberbands "Ndw^du see^Eiov^vu stc^
a
lu
'Becsase the smDl^ scni^dus, we hadco cbati^ fh^ acu tlIi Dti f d k c icouf '
^h aOj [batik GdiI, I^ ati ai1ui3:/he snrjles "I am a coa^oc ed M Euxiit Euf
in «sf(Lic« wf use a smular pn iiciple as cbjs Bnddhis: lEd^ people wiHorly le^c ta
chan^ fhe I r acu all Dti I f ic bas b ecome u nbe ai^ble In cotnim] nisrin v^ call tins T^Jf^-
Tliai's acDirett scare nne lie/ the sapiar re nnaJ j "Tbe djffiHLice isfhw the Eud-
dliift a^ii^f ED ^intnal traiuf^iiiiati ati, wtunas tht cotrLrtvj rjsc iinis at mifEiial
chan^ "
lb ^ the r the ^ would ma] ^ aperfrct couple/ sufhf r p assea^ r qu ips.
He^ a^tn ^otle nnsL i nmiiaculalely di^ss^ d la aii ntt^dy E nfish dail^ 3J if Wtuii
be haf cmr arte nf ion be came s an. "^f e m ly thi n% is iDasia n^ we Jumldci^w^ an Ihi-
a Dti vhich afip^ als tiiDsc edus A^ we ere are a tardea out Df w^sriand""
Tins tie w afipvn ach is dul^ CDnadendb^ all TK^ tiuais the ii? eo nacE Lll^£ a
sna]^f ^e sw^ys herbead ed and &a and sa^s sotiie wliw m^nacin^^ ^a y^u do oaf
Dund to li^ in an illuaoa^
^ot I n the k ast AslDn^asI6el%DodiniE If diere isiufhin^hut Ma^ajbawcan
n ewrlJiA auEadf if ^
AH are aleiUj sli^d^ dueled b^ tbe b old state tiitot of fh^ ^ndetiian Onl^ the
Dunniatf^is "TYansc e nd ifj transcend if *
Tilt sapiar dt aE his tliioat "Ezttuse m^ si^but can you tel m^ frotii which nli-
ga n thi s visi on denws^
A made a smle appear on Eht ^ ndi tiian's lip s as h^ answ^is "^as: ceifajnl^
SI n This ^ sia n denm s fEotii tii^ pn v?re CDn^cEiDns I^ a philosopher y^u ste IhaiA
ere wed my owui^^on, sd eo say lb quaEe aa anci e nf S an Jait poe e
AejitAiAttT^itw^ hid ^liMitd Ars ^\ifD4jer
£7J ^ZQiho 70i^ i^:iiJ^Q7if
Jim ihTU tTiJ s^ my li^iy
lobsen^ acenaja admiraciaa amao^m^ MIdw passe n^eis fiii fhis weU-phnued
phlasapher Tlie nun wifhdraws infD mtdjtatiDn ta piaf tct he i^lf a^ajnsE sachpro-
iatkA SEaiem^nES I decidt fD tbrow la a frw woids ^ is sajd tbat ^^zy child is bam
vifh a clean JieeE, a tabula rasa Somt desEio^ their ^le^ts, Dthei? ere are som^tlun^
beaufii]! Whai would pvu dD with your Jieet^
It^ieall^ wiy simple /he suwei^ "^nation i s h e aati fjlj L fe is saci^dj th^ u^J-
^ i» is just and lo^n^ and we haiA eEEznEtlifr Ttusis the Ihjsi Dn I cbe n^ If^atim^-
£U
t« sf ed ^ th, ^iich hu z« iT^dbiUi DLiz Df p^ aple EianrL^cheir^yisfetice ladus "^^^^a
T^an/as^DU Chssti am c nH cmrp i^ci du z « anb ' H e cases a tn^ aiu n^ftil ^J^tk e tov^id
me
"^ daa'f c otiside r m^zflf a Chn zfian '
"â– "Wh^ tiof ^ The saidaiissuipnstd TTl^h is Tfisdotn iti PwiyEliyaa^
"TTiM*: ^^ Ttn tiof a ChBHi an lam abi [ of e »ry tbj n^. I gather my Ijio^de d^
from dlff aching aad frani my own e ^^ n e nc e :/ 1 say SDme^fhw p otnieKni^y
""^^eclecnc {^nDsciCj d« ]iDJ cely e deccic / the phloscipher re maJ^
Ttii smdtDi ma]>js a de&anc smnii atid b t^tis a auall ofb na ^ "Wliat if che i^ is
ah sah] tely nochiD^bu [ cmr mate n al VDdd^ Wliw I f v^ ha^ anl^chisLfej as ^^zy s^n-
sibk pe i^Dn 1^0 vj^ Wliai I f ^vur ^eiLdjd lUasions ai^ na thiti^bu [ romanci c ^nca^es
ta p rote cf ycm fmmche ^nmi^alj ti^ s of 1j± ^
Ttif philDsophf r I s u npe itu ibe d b^ cht aicack "If thei^ i s absolucri^ aa duti^ but
Dnrmattnal wo^d^ ^du n% mati, I wuti'c tiofice if vh^ti I pass awa^ Fa rba v c an on^
nDuct sa me thi n% wliea die i^ is lufhin^^ 1!^[ IhaiA luAd my Ifr iti a ^rand OlasiDn.
ThEitf^s what I call stre ndipity*
Af fhwrnanienc ak^sb^^^a^ ^dio^ ac idss the ilaDroaapitce Df cardbaaid
bypu Ju n^himself fmvard wi th his arms, appe ai^ la fhf doonra^ He raj se s hi sbands
in the (tfinal^smn Df iupplic aii Dn
"^ow fhx^ what Icall^miealicy/dLe snidtDi sa^s almas: cxu mphandy, p dint-
ing ai the invalid man.
"^ D lef^ chan^f hif ^ m n alley I ntD ahapp^ont/ says ch^ phADSDphi r, taldo^a
U^iupee tioft frombjs wdltf
Nawfhf saidar pi els a hutidnd-iupi e nace fmni his poclcf [ atid e ^lybod^ ^^bs
ta scramble fir same mon^y Th^ b^^^ar i s labbe leasee d He pu Jie s hi s w^y iDiofh^
CDmpaimienc aad proce eds f d ccnjcb tht Aecof hjs b^ne^coi^ If^ahabic I'ia oewr
^rown accnscomed cc^ sd I tiy id hide my fete Ht nonces my e mb asafsme nc and
decides fo [hsil^mt with asoD^ Tav^jayLal^hmj jay'
S 0R1E passe n^E bf^ n fo dap hands ^ichin afrwmDmeius tht whde compaii-
mtDt I s dapping alon^happil^j inclu din^ [hf nun, die sndeiUj andm^
:ii
1«
I MARRIED MY-SELF
Lam DA
Thou g|i Maa Ma^ Bu Id
HuEdJAccs
TLiDUgliHe
A^TLii E^ett of Jhe
ShdlBuld SLdNatnb^r
This IS ^Ef —
The Etemsl
Aod n>nn IS Dissolwd
InRafcuK
af La^
HirfluiE is NothiD^ else
but Ld^
Diffci^oce
Diviaon
Ldw Eindf [b them —
andLaDse
Low UDJtethfh*tn —
TLtid sec Fi^«
Tliey — Dancing Paw n^H
Mulii f^iDi I n C DlDr
Oti a Che tl J r-E Dard
Datice-iUiDr
In Fycba^ i^ati 1^ triples
III Teiuf]l«s of F^tha^ias
Just fi^r [hf sa]>j of ic
^tu D3uu«s
Vaja
And GIdh ou s
£4i
She Daoces
ND-Diffc re ncE
BecweeaMe EVLd Jtu
IhtTE is No Me
n»rlam JhE
I maintd Myscli
If v^ 7l die Tim
TTiail-VJs^s
EwrNot
^
1«
ARE YOU A SKINT
Johnny Templar
loace STUEi vf w«i^ a nee itiLiDceai Enc I wtls vidli^ I am e snd wt wfi^bciiain
rlu 1u Tut a f iu ns, tnuif of sa^ stu f^ ca nne 1u i^ ^ [ht Is lize z thiDU gh vliith Ga d la d1^
up DFi his ere wion. I thou^usOne But I vaz vron^. Did aa [ ncD^ize th^ di^am I
bad voice Li iDia Didiuic i^co^z^ i[ fi^r vdiM if vtg Did oaf i^cD^ize you tuvhw
von Ai^ Aiid this And
And how do yau Icep?
IcEuuuf ThisvDdd ^e^ps Aileep
l!bu are Etdt^p HDwdo ^u zleep Adeep
I came bei^ wich Icha f^r you Gaw it ca pvu Opeoed nny heait tm yon And
de^piD^ycm sav^urself Ttisan^ and cu mio^ i li be d^ vre zdj li% vifh ycnj r D^vn giJilc,
ycnir shame^ you r zelf-haie, the duu^s thai k e cb ^du r braj li ai chi^e a en Ycm otil^
szwpvuEelllcameheie fiQscirL^^vu CrEnrij li^ i lied be d ^nth ycm Op eiu li^ tny aimz
to pvu^ ktf iti^ ^vu la^ pvurheadupon tn^chesCjktciti^^u 6 el the jaie [^ of e te niif ^
iniu^ annz
And I taij£ji[ ycm fhiti^ S^^i^i waidz andh^mns S^ci^f scDnes you had iieiAi
be aid be furej Jta ne s la ^fhich ^u v^ie he ID and hf loiLie 1 1 j sse d ^ur vm] nds^la^ tn^
band: upaa the rcL and se :te d che rcL Mad^ you ^riule HDwdD you ^ep^ Adeep
I tald ^u of woildi ^rhiti wo£d5 I cnade cnyself v^al^ f^r ^du , ape Lied ray cbesf
aadlet yon zee cbe me tnon^ s in m^ soul We epin^ I Ju v^d yon tiufh laciust l^ch
is. It IS I msediu^ wnzcs cc you in zapplicaiioa I cold yon I would be al yau And za
yon vould1^nDv^u could oasc me I lay tnyself ^iloe rable be fi^re you.nal^dj adiop
of inAa^ Eu[ a ^t id cbe zle epin^ i z oe wr se ea Tbe ^ epin^ di^am af ach^r^es,
other lEHLdZj other titn^s Newrsee wbat is Newr zee cbe Jirciple lo^ fhw wacs t\T
the tn, ac c^p tancf , sde Lif ^]ic e z of ±ifujly Adeep
And you had ali^ ady b^ e n sold
And they sa^ chEV « ia lychin^ i n cbj s ^fodd is fursal^ But not e^iythjo^is SDtne
rhj n^ c SL Dnly bf ^^n Fromparenf ca childj fram ce acher ta sfude nc , fcom fn^ nd ta
fn e ndj fram lowr to lowr Andl v^uu^dcD ^^ you ewiycbjn^
Bucyau Ybubad dready sold pvuEel^ paraded ^vuizeli aifh^irda^ EnctiDn, in
fiaoi of fhf I rlau ghin^ boile d tnou thz and laihf re d ]ms For them co sf up bare be fi^re
A, laa^ ai^ pinch a loHof fj\L co se^ ^ur wonbj sqaeeze yourhi^aSj un cmcl^d
in^znEvl^ aciosz your te efh Aod how sla^y die bidding trmsc haiA ^nej f^rsuch a
biDl^nsDul Ydu CDuldba^ fn]ndz:tua£iDn,hedjn^ljgtLfH^wbu[inzffadycni chose
rhe hi gti^st h I dde r l!bu choje ta z^m THEM And aU ±ii a thimhle af ^amoui^ of
ma^c dust J ^ tee n n% I n cbe viod bn efl^, a dazzL n^I glu sliow, and cbe n ^n^ f^rewr
A mame nc^ dj sracti on, a tna^c show la a ca nc e nfraf la n c amp
IH
I ^fin ^lititer tny che^. Cast tn^ nbs ai ^ur fr«t, a iin^ lun^, plajii ta »«.
ScnamjD^ ai niglu HcldiD^ tny ±Ke la tn^ haod^ wicb tn^louez arcniLiEi m^ tan
sen MTJti^ cOl I ^A^ VI [h tht vri^t of ^yisfeoct npDti tntj hidj n^ uoder tcuA i^ fra htl
the tu^tuDiaTe af fh^ v^jn^day This VDdd i s bnini n^ alamt vich^oits The dead
hue cbeljviD^ Ttuswaddcn^souffiii release frotn its owii vpi£jit Otic^ I v^nfed tD
SE^fiQch I vanff d CD w^{f sa IcEmldccniie atid teH ycm of wliw ^dh esla^ oufii d^ flu
bediDaml tnadf ^nch ^du Iscaiidai rtu sutinse w th ble edj n^ du cfs Backhuticlud
SliDulde i^ bnl-Jti I ^aw pvu tny heaii A diamoiLd A tnjnaii Oin vifh a seipenf.
Ftzfecf M^heaiil^ewlci^ Ic1^^LfW[ht wo^db^^Lidchis Ttui^ asanunDrcoshDW
ofhe IS ^fhw fhf ^ wei^, cd Juwchtni^at they c duM b^ c Dtnej to ^itu^er tm chennaf
tnarL-^c-tci-bf aiid^w [hemhop^
Najkd to fhf ciDSfed v^od ili cht totnb af onrpitdecessir Tht perfrct tnarL.
S a^^ d atid h id1^ n by ^ra^f^jbati^rL^aho^ che fre Jl tEurh Melted likf Icarus Aiid
I cued cnjt Ibryau in tny nrjseiy Ycnj ^o I had ^^a m^ he aif tOj ^o Ihad^^a
tny blood f^r, ^riui I had ^wa nn^ oame ±i^ m^ fjtui^ Aod you came wthl^iws.
Skepv^Ikfis Sldav^^i^
Aod I ^ilu^ei^d co tnyseli chw ic wie a nfual of BeconrJn^ la the cup af h«7
fumjcwiorL
Af ti trie's akarllea^ fh^ sacnilce of m^ self Tlie hutnaii sacnfLc^ chw tna^ck
re qu i»s. L DS[ bo^j a Alc1^f r lu niu li^ la che n e ds a f dawii, of cbe eceioal Slajn ev [h(
foat af [lufh so I C3a ^ fc^e Sa& frntn che denrians vho vpar the sliti of tneUj af
wanneLi Th^ d^tnotis I see in m^ nuriDr, daildy ^al j n^ vi^p e d with fh^ ^jli of
tny dipsus and tny hDp es and tn^ loiA Sldaw^jn^inco tn^ aznns to apench^ ^aces
berm^n tny nb s aod lick ai som^ chi n% hu tnanj SDtnefhin^ ip :tj sotn^cbj n^ pvu oewr
we IP Judas Monsf ez WliDie Ybu oewr wa]^ Yan alv^jleep
I [ou cbe d 1j gtif once Aod ^vu^^du vho Dnly spo1^ as i f ^du bad toncbe d itj wIid
ne^rhad^yon cbon^t co seed itj ta adorn ^du is^lf vidL iCj co thi^iA and disDib by
assaciatiDn So you spa1^£ to tne of cbe Iglu^ Df 1d^, af Ib^ny, cioal^d ason^ycu
had oiUy memonzed die waids tOj could onl^ mdcf apasan^ ipodifion oi And I
tiusffd you l^sifd pvur SI nte nf ^ Andbehiod the nctin^ jjn y^u ^foip yau stniled
ta you iself and cluni^t pvuEeli de^r
C i^viin^ :taD^ die ila dp, ^if^b rae b Io1^f Uj loaldo^ up frotndLe ^louod^ hon zon^
shi^nn^ ble edj n^ Tins is wliwyon cdlaw^]^f ^
Aod you ^f ak pvur b dible Abouc oew banneis and nev ways of b^ ni^ VThai
are y\yu sa^io^^ Ttu s nons^ tis^ fhw ^iHs frotn you r tnonth ^ Who aie yon ^ And c ehl yau
hearyoui^lfJ And you cbj nk you r fh^ ane s tne an an^dnn^^ Ttjs vudd isbunuo^
Skep of reason Sle^p Df tamp assi Dn And ^du r de^ mess viU sai^ yon ^ Your b lua
isav^sff YaurLfe isavasce TLiey eaf usaH Tliey [each eA he ans to bna]^ Andyais
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Av3y to ^t ^itLai you v^nt Ava^ toacUe^ pvur "^^oaf A v^y to pn^ ortu i^
DUf of clu v^ oti ^vur^ntit ta fh^ ]iDJ JlIjiu Dti die road ta rtu tnav Df Le uaibati
A di^ss-up se t, 7l va^ to hold yonnelf Tibow DtliEE, ta blj nd tba z« amntid^vu widi the
zadjancf of Lncifrr, diai they tniglu diitik che nnseliA z itiTidequ we be f^re pvui^i^^ii
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bit of ciyscalLzfd %i^^^aid dasc ^ail-^d vidi du blowcDith of your z^lf-haii^d, a
daildy ^ktidid vodd ta ]iIldiehDlf vh^ieli^iu^rlj^d, atnianaddjEciaadTippirL^
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ycmiself diunl^ Dti, diai ^du nuglicsee tiodu ii^buf your Dwti arcibicioLi
l!bu duLik^u raj» youi^lf up^ Ybu dunk ^du i^lf w se, dp taleoi^d, ardjli^iit,
yon thinly pvuEeli ch^ li^t of your udj m ise ^ Ybu du iik yoni^elf i li c otitrol^
l!bu ai^ asleep And you a» voi^ chati a^ep Fdi^du b^^auca val^ Aod ^du
DLily wa1^f up ftiou^i [D se^ THFM Aiid ili y^uz 6ar Df ^ur avn v^dousf ^du
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aad ble »iti^ L1^ a scaiTno^ dD^ tnai^-^d fuEAfD z«e
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vifh souls, VI di ^vurbad^^VHuLi the fime cotii^s to v^^j ^at ^nllycni v^l-j iiico^
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I am vhj spe n [1% I d you r die amin^ e ar af vliat vibbe.
And SDDti I win shouf cb« alarnn
^QDtiycni wiH valj Asyautiiast
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Thai utidenuath yaur Jda
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THE LAUGH[NG GNOSTIC
DAVID BOWIE AND THE OCCULT
PETER-R. KOENIG
{THIS ARTICLE HAS BEEN REMOVED FGOU
WEB EDITION BYI;E0_UEST OF THE AUTHOR)
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THE MAN WITH THE TATTERED SMILE
MORDANT CARNIVAL
iTkTn ru^ Hfl tnd Jftn tTid AL Jzffim^n intf JiiiHi^ i07?}ft^A07i in^ ^n^^-mtSt of Odin inJ
Au^Ti^/^s ^^^niJi Jin J^W7mi^i fMfmy^ j^s. ^t ftif^ ^k-^mASh l^tiyAs. intuit
— ^kdil^^ antiil (S tluaiv ^agaio cram)
iJif J>i4; Af>^ . (?# ^rr^ - Bu rcif] e r sti cice r
TLiis EOfick IS tioc ZD tiiQch fi^rclu ali^ad^ fiiH^-fi] Licciaiu li^ Ld1 j -wa i^ipp e r tg
t] r [ht p« i^DLi ^iD, f^r ^itLat« wr n tgdli, iuidshi nn orhtEsli tie edi n^ id ^^i some b A3 c
inf^imati oti Dti hov to afipiauh cht Soa of Laufry Maybe He^ A^vays ititei^sted
VOUj tnTL^bf yau'K ^f tio^ ^ oa1^y licde p olce s ta ^ TuiEihaiA tl cUm, tn^lie He zi7\iz^\z
itu villEua la ^vur tie w ca nrjc SLdyan watit tol^tp Hitii zv^et
l!bi] vill tiofice fhx Ld1j isd^alc widi azif Ht v^reltei^^ i^3l TLim's be c ause
AS ^ ^ rrcL c DLicf loe d^ Ld1 J is eui^:! TGcbe Pnme MiDJZf^r If y^u tieed ^ruce cdz^
piece [liM [Tilkf c DtiLfi^iti n^y af ^diDzms TLiid azch^cypes, dp discusses deici^s tg if
TLiey v^re ca cuu nne r ^ods tliM ^vi] cati pickup TLiid pi]f da vn ev your c dli^ iii^ tic^ ,
yon viUhaiA f d IddK elsevh^ le Tlu s i s E i ^ <^Dd M a^c Ic i nvil^s d^ 31jd^ wi th Oods
as liiA [1% c otisci onsne sse s vidL TtL^irovii dnws, atcitud^s SLd A^odTis cbai tii^ ar
ma^ tiof ucoid ^nch ^itiai yau v^nc, ladepeLideLic btiti^ diM cnn VTilk idid ^dui
dre ATfLS de tiiATidj [1% ci^Ai^ccf s aodcofte^dia^^Du auc of be d fur a v^Ik at burin the
mazTJti^ fo look ai an i nc^ re snti^ bi [ of ^rafUnj ma]^ you burst ouf Inu^n^in the
middle of ch^ saptitiiaj^t and quite possibly mm ^ur e nnre I & upsi d^ -do vn
^bau^ Tm wn [id^ fnm a h^ aihe n pe npe c [i^ , fbis p le c e is aj tii^ d at ma^ cians
in ^nei^ I^ tned co l^^p [bins^loase and uodD^iiaii c anc^ LdIj is well-louivii
£] r dropping la aa p eople fnim odier tradi [ions, dp no trad 3f eA ±>r chEV matc^ r The
VDiIdD^ descnbfd contains h^aihen ele tiitots buc is noc a i^coDsciuctionis: wadjn^
In 3ay case i[ is itiipasiblt ta recanstiucc an autheoiic p i^-Chi sf 1 3a nf^ co Lok as
mi such cbjn% w^u t^rzecDDi^d (1 diouldpoinc ouc cbau^ [hwlikf any Gad if is
tirbfcfer to approach LoIj ba^ n% i n±] imed ^uiself af His hi sfoncal aad cuLnial
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Whilst i[^b«ttfrfDlciDk to tlu «^ant lai^ tD utideEtatni theze {^Dd^j ^itiai has
eoftle da vtl f d u z v^ vncff ti by Chnsci tliiz SLd iiot people ^id actunU^ wariiipped
Ttiftn Ttif refill diei^ tu^ tl nu tribe r of i nlufticfs aad inte ip dI^idlu thu tie ed co b^
p iDCf sz« d Titid ae wd cbrcnj £ji, uid inte ip i^c »ia ns aiE lJ1^£l^ CD VTiTy fnni DUE ^rcnjp or
I ndj vidij nl CD TiiiDther Ttjs is a ^ dy p tEoiul wod^di^wii fcannDi^ d vil e ^^ n eoc e z
as v^ as frotnlanj if should b^ i^ Afaiubly ck ar ta du i^ ad« r whEV^ Ion -h ased aiid
^at IS d^nwd frotn e^^ntiue Dr»Die adu r i n^ ii»ia n ^u nsubstatiti ue d pe izDnal
gDoas^orirFG)
Thf n ^ soDie [hiD^ ab DU [ [ncl^terGDds in ^iiei:! thai puts ch^ w iid up p tDpl«^
atidfewba^ a woEepi^sscbatiLola TLie hyste n a i s b ad e dldu^ arcLDLi^ tna^ciaiis
atid m op abatis ^m rally Ic^^^a vdi» amoo^ p EDple vIid VDidup fh^ Naith^ia
p anfhf oa ±in- [iDUj sanne af vhDtn woa'f e^ii spe al^ dp ^vn t« LdIj^ LiarfLf Paiily cd
blame is tht iiDtabk itiablLc^ af ceitajii trLDdezn aufhDis ta use die T-wurd ^nchont
SDtnt blij d^ ODJ Li^ adjf c ti w ^ou^ oewrjnsc a'nlcl^^f^, you^ a triElj cicms Tn cl jce ^
or 3a « vill^ cicste ^^ cbat J atid lai ^ atce tnpcs ca Ju^hozTL fh^ p aiichta n itita an H-llff id^
Chsstian Diadel vifh Odjn as a Km^ appiaziitnaii Dn of Oadj Ealdr asprocesed
Jfsus-AamureddeicypiDdact and Laid asSaiati
H Dwe M Tj Tntl jce r A^n s la ^tie i^ ai^ nDt « ^1 dao^ idu s en tte is ta b^ amided
at all costs TLiey are hol^j ntc e saiy, havio^ sp^ c i al ia itu es thai "^sa^r" GDdjdD tiof.
Tb itna^oe chat Dn^ can SDn qui ^ich are ihe nice sa^ Gods and ^incs and wad^
e keIusi ^^ vifh che m I s tnjscal^ n
LdIj is nof Saiaa, 30^ mDi^ than Odjn isj^houali Far frotn be 1 n^ a A^re af
u nadulif rate d e^, a qij ick ^ancf af the Eddas cells u s ihai L dIj has pia^ dtd die Xar
vith Dian^ of TLieirbesf i^ys, indudio^ Ttu i^ hanrmie r and Odin^ spear Ht wns
valaahle allies SLd le sdI^ s dan^Kms si lu aciaos — alduu^ ^i^itedj alDt Df chese ai^
of Hi s a vii tnalo n^
Gaditr Gfuwtt^
Aaofhf r re asDn offered as cd ^ifa^ aoe should noc wori^ ^ncb dp ^oe rate LdIo is
that LdIj is oaf a {^Dd He is djaujsfed vanoud^ as an hypostasis (aa independent
suh -p e i^ ndj i^) of O djUj aplac de^ct cieatedby Saapn S lu^ssDn, and as a ^ 1 su^
^0 has SDmeho V I niA 1^ d H IS v^ I nio As^aid (vhEV^ did H e he abDUf Hisbeiglu^-
It^cvje that LoIj I s a fiill-blDode d Jocnn, bu t so aie se wpal a ihep {^Dds and {^oddesses^
andDiost ^apha^ ai least ooe Jacun p aient Beside s ^ifaj cbj the Eddaspefrp ta Laid
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AS 3 nni tii]}f r of fhf Xsir js wral u tnes Iil±kCjC1u c^imGiaiu ^ a traiilTiti Dti a f Jdcu li
is raibe r u Lihflf i]l Tilco^ther — ic isbetc«rfD cacuei^ of the Jdcliaj (an^^jlar Joniti,
fr tnjDJ Lit Joc^Lija} 7\z 7l z^pTuaie buf nlEVfd tiibe of GoEis, raiherrtLaa a bailie atid
chiDcic race apTirt
Tl*z 7i1^ biDu^ic up ad Liauseum chai fh^re is aa bjsfDncal ei^d^tice ±ir die
VDi^hJp of Laid In^tj if vcnjldlie maie TLCCurTite co stl^ diw di^n u tio coticluaiA
(^ de Lie E , ho ve wr, fhf re ai^ c su dj zi li^ hitits^ such a^ vtui du s plac« -tiTimef thin »«tii
CD den w fcDtii L d1 J ^ OTimt atid re coids Df p tople ba^ [i% L d1 j as Ab^EiarfLe [aldiougli
rhj s pKibably did LiDC nArca [he Gad) MenialcelatidTLi^ sf 01 chn s:^ tie d Loptj a h^ i [i
of Ld1j^ The IctlTnidic tiTitiit fur cht SEar^iims is LdI^i^iuitl, atta EiTLiidTLied tg
Lok^ Brand Tliei^ are dsD a nu rcibe r a f old filk sa^i n^ i^c orded chw k frr ca Ld1j
bapeksd^ fan^d thi^ad v^^ '^sonrLfchiEi^f^rLcila cd nuEid His trcnjsfis ^ncb/ atid
vhfti [he ii^ laredup EVLd thIÂ¥TDff^aI1^s, people ili Scatidiaa^aoLice i]sedfD sa^
iihai Ld1o WBf bf ati li^ H I s childi^a The s1 ja f[Dtii a p 3a Df h oiliti^ nrulk tiii^ Tilsahe
rhrovnitita [h^ Aatii^s as asoit af aftii[i%[Ci LoIj Shitiinnf n n^ wrfLD^henc effrcts
v^n aimhiiLfd ta "^ht Lold-nnsL^saviD^HisciaisDrdiii^Li^His^ats topafcui^ (If^
iiLiLle ar ^e [her [he Laid [hese te niis i^frr f d is p i^c isely [he ssae LdIj as [be God, Df
ccmne Tbe [i3iiie se e nns to h e used i n p i^f [^ luu ch [he sam^ v^y [hat ^ly is used ili
Dtherp an: of El] lop^ , to iLidjcaft sotii^ [bj li^ [bat is itie »^ c dil^ , i I1^sallle , or not whEV
i[ appeal^ [D be )TtLfre al^o e us[s a Faroe sf ballad, c olle cced ili the e i^^e nch c^ tinj ly
bi]f p lob abl^ ^ oldf r, ^ibe i¥ a&nnil^ tiienacedby aii e ^ ^ eui p ray ta OdjajHa^tiir
aad Laid and ai^ sa^d vh^ti [he laite r tnd^ arLd1dIh[be ^su Th^ s[Diy etids wilIi
Lok and [he &niily la a ^iDi]p hu^
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^c mf thi n% else [bai ^ [s Id cl^ d around a la [ is [be ideiuifLcaiioaDf LDid vifh the
rieiiun[Df fLi^ I[ i s [vj e diai [hi s tnay oaf ba^ h e^ n apan of His cliamEf^ r as de stnbe d
b^ SnDm, and thai [be oanie Lold and the waid tirfLi^ may nD[be e t^tnolD^ c dl^
lelwed as some ba^ ^fci]laied HDwe^^ sam^ e^deoce f:i]SfS[a caonecf Lold wi[h
ii^ ^fwr^Df [be aiti^menfion^d til^-sayiLi^s tn^ntion iirej and the association wilIi
^inus leems cd imply a canaecfian vi[h h^ai and Aame Th^re dsD e:iis[s a caz^d
stane b^Howi-Jueld finn Judandj feanjnn^ anule ^e vidL s[if ched- dii]f Ips — an
affnbuff of Lold^ fTh^ Dick Das[aidl^ tnDi]3:athe ^Dned b^ the caran^ nof sa
much) M^ p^isDnal ze^aose cd the qL]eitiDn of ^fhf[ber dp not Lold used to he a
ii^-Gad a fhousand yeai^ a^o is an e^it^eraf^d "^eHj He is lidw' 1^ seea and
(^ e ne nee d ta D man^ odd fli^-nlaiedphe nom^ na in re ^e cf of tn^ wa dc wi [h L Did ta
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Ld1o is 3L aa tE d ship! Ju f e r Iiifhi k^LiEis, vt se^ H im transfii nn sc wral tinus:
into 4 hone^ itita Tiily, info a snlmoa nnd itita a^lcoti TIiisItlsc is i Licenscio^ li ecau »
It SE^tris fhx Lala tTui^ chao^ iiitD a bi id nLidf r His ovii sf^am — cht oiUy ntnes
w« set Him labiid-fi^im ai^ wliea Frey] tl 1« Lids Hinn H tr tna^ic Til ^can clan]-. H«
p Dss« SH s Tipaj r a f ma^c nl Juf s cbai Ic t Hi tn lu n thiou^ [he M^buf chey doLi^ se tm
ta ^ft Hitn wiy fj\i — vh^ti ve see Himuse fh^tncD elij[i« pu i^ui t, n« ^ « asly frfched
bukb^ Tlur RrlorL^jDUZTL^^s b^tv^eii As^aid Euid Jotu nhe inij Ld1j nppeni^ tD
re qu i» Fi^yj a's aj d Tin s se e nns ii ^fLcatit Ic has be ea pa itit« d out b^ van du s scholais
that die dotiLiio^ of arjtnaldis^is«sis assDciEv^d wi ch van ou s sharinsu c p i^cf it e s, as
I [id« ed If [mns^si ti aiij so i [ se ems re asonable ta in^rdiwcbe itaii« s of Lold anddu
Mca [i-ds sf nnay allade ta sutli prac cic « s
Ld1o s^enns co tlla]^£ rEidur a hahif of weano^ VDtiiea's dofhjLi^ In ch^
Lay Df Thiytii, Lola di^ssfs as abndeanajd fo ajd Thor {dis^ ise d as Fi^^ja aiid
tiiDtiume [If aU^ aniuiye d ab ov t if) i n j onmeyiti^ eo Jotu nbe im ta ntneiA Thor'sscolea
liamnu i^ UiaUmr Else^fh^re we see Hitn ^ on^ be cte r, mif Dtdy da^s H^ diap^shil
icifD a tiiai^ bv t bas se ^ vicb a scall oti and ±lls pre ^lanf ^nch ^ ipiii^ Odi n's ma^ c^
Ei^-k^^dsce^d TlLe re ^ a c su dj zi Li^ re &ie Lice ili L Dl^asemia co L d1 j ^ liann^ ^^nt
Ei^ ^ars nLidf r fhe « anbj h e anti^ chldnti SLd app ai^nd^ lace »iti^ — H^ is atcused
of lia^Li^ ^WLi nnil]-. "h}-Ji a cav aiid a ^fDtiian^ Th^re^ also aline in fh^ Lessor
Volusp a df scxb iQ^bav Ld1 J consj tii^ d che he aif of che wi tch OuUwi ^ [hue e-bv itie d
by thf ^^r^c sill I ^o^ and became ma^ c aU^ p i^^ant fromiCj ^^n^binh co a
biDDdof Aa^ (fttii:de vifchesand tiionsifis) AiiDche r i tiipa nanf p oi nc f d noce iscbat
Ld1o^ surname i s Lau fryarsson — He^ nsaed tiiHis modie^ Laalt^j not His^he^
FaAauti.
Ld1 J has alsa piodL] ce d Dftpn n^ la the moi^ miimEd tnann^ r Wlcb H is wife Si^ya
Hehadfwo SDtiSj Vdj and Nar^ , and vifh cbe Jofynj a An^ Dda He ^liezed^nn^
the ^%aniic i^^ nio^ waif pvuphesi e d ca UllOdjn ac die end of ti m^ , jDimuod^and^
the %i^ai Wc dd ^e ip eoi^ and the dewh-OaddessHela-
As tne nf Id n^ d h e±>i^, L d1 J ^ tmscbj ef piD^de d the ^^rwithsotne of Tlieirmost
pDtenc icftn^ If se ems fhw TIidi^ belowd wifr Sif was possessed Df a h e aucifijl tiian^
of g|f ami n% ^olde n haj i^ and Lok one day taok if into His head ta cliDp ic all aff
while Sif was ade^p Vfh^ aa ^anh He did this is noc adeffuaiely e^land in [h«
iDiej bvE KiAldL]lf {^uodai^soa has specnlaied thai a nee hai^n^die har Juzn was
Dace apnni^tneoi f^r adalEez^j fh^ acf ma^ hai^ been cod^ fi^r Lala sfducin^Sii
WhedieiornoE He aodMi^ HlDinti ^e a fhj n^ ^in^ a n, matEe i^ could nDE be tnad^
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ii£jit ntitil tht liMrli^btfti ^placed Lala [htief^re v^tit cd ch^ Dwaz^s TuiEi ^f
rvD tnasf er craf STfLi ti wod j li^ ^tu cut an^ atioclu i^ v^^ nti^ H i j a vn 1u Tid chw Dtie
ccmldti^ DU[[io the oclur H^ rtuii tunitdiLico a Ay AndpesereEifhf Dvarf af the fi^i^e
beHjuv^ so fhf ^ods vcnjld bf ircifiTui^d and H«'d via thehet
Lok renjzTL^d ta As^Tud nocjuit viAl ^ifz n^w hair, a vi^ of I vid^ ^old flui ^v
DLi Its avii, but wich Odja's feiiibl« ^eai Gnii^iir thu m^r trjs»s^ TuiEi the ami-
liLi^ Draupoj r chiit duplicate: ifieli «wiv ojiie dj^icz He bnu^t Fi^yr £1 J ^blaa nir,
4 tiiTL^c ship rtiai catl fL[ all fh^ nnni^s oi As^aid EVLd ^t b^ Md^dnp as aiiTill tg
4 tiTipliti, SLd a tn^siical ^oldea boTU chEV ctlii vjli atiDsz the VDdds atid tiewr ^f
fired atidvho ^l^LfslJ1^f cbe sjli Masc ^imDuzaf aUchese %ifif Df ccmne v^uThor^
bamtn^r MjoILiii- niibie al^lej gjjarau^eEi li^iai ta tniss ics tnaJY, SLd always ta
ntuni fo Thor^hATLd Iff Dtily A^v vtg cbai i[ v^s alicde jhon in che batidle, the
cradsmsL's afsitatit hai^ n^h e ea disci^cf ed b^ suae sci n^o^ i nje cc vdiile K'.casbfin%
made
Lok didn't da sd well due Df cbe ^titeipnse Hai^n^loit His bet. He vas tiov
coDfrotite d hy ati irate Dwarf iDdliti^ co coHecf Lold h aM^ vn^f d ouf a f thw on^
Lok poitited out diai co dajm Hisheuij fh^ Dwarf wanld n^ed ta cue chiDU^ His
oeck — tiof p an a f thf d^al Th^ Dwarf wasntid^ istatiddil^ fij naus w b tin^ f :4{f ti ti r
4 nde and proce tde d co dnllhclesiti LDlj^lips wich an a^, [htafook a thon^and
stitcbed His tnouch Jiut n^t Ld1o had id ftarch^ fhon^cnjt, and if you tnt^c Hitn
aavycni wiH notice thaiHishps aie siill scarre d.
Lok has al^o won ocber ci^asui^s fi^r the £ar His cuniun^ e4sd pio^ded the
v^Hs aiDund As^aid fur free [vhicb adiAnfnre incidencally produced ^ipnir inta
fhe bai^o) H e belpe d le tn e^ MjftHnii from the Jdc oar, andl^n EVLd Her tna^cal
apples of youch {chon^i %i^itedj He did ^i HerkdnEipped la the ii^cplaE^] He
helped win die iniDusJac^njaSl^^i as aa ally fir die ^sii wlieaH^ wascbe oiUy Dne
vho c Duld mal^ H e rlau^, by t^in^ His hDllDclacD aval's be aid and pla^iD^n]%-of-
l!bu willnDte fhwHt djdnot l^£fp eu^ Df the shio^fhin^ fur HitnsfLiLold likes
^iD^ [hin^^but Hf lin^ ab du [ ban^ n% a nfo snff
AECoidiD^ ca die EddaSj Laid ewntuall^ an^red cbe -£sii sd trmcb that Tbe^
seized HiDij [oakHitnfo aca^ EVLd baund Hi tn o^ r [hi^e ^aip iDcks with [he ^ts
of HisDwiLson Sl^ihun^a wnDtnousseip^nt d^i L dIj ^ he ad wlu cb dsp s p di son
do vn oncD H I s ^ e H is ^ chM wi fe Si^ya c aicbe s ch^ p oi SDn la aba vlj hue some [i me s
^e trmsc sfDp [0 ^tnpf^ if The n fh^ p oi SDn ^Hs Dnta Lali's^ej and H^ wucbes sa
bard in His bonds that [he Eaith^ial^s He vdliLewrbf fc^^ udiiI R ayLaTok c Dtnes,
aodHe se ts ouf co da h attle wicb His mcif al fie Heimdall
People JODiecinrLfs Etd^, KTi^DLinbl^ encm^, how LoIj caa haiA d«nliti^ vitb
i]z vhtn He If h cnj Lid ntidf r rtu «7Lith Tbei^ ak vancms e^TiiiMiDLiz One cbat
R TL^iAiok h^ came TuiEi^Lie I Eion'cbn^ thiz, iiot leE^betsase Tw spD1^£acD alDt
cif the Odds [haf ni^ supposed co die atid ch^^ dDLi^ act lAzy dead TMra^cbat Ld1j iz
a God aod can sarely b^ mani&st in mon rtLauone place ai once His M^scenez —
tnifcbje^ chaos, p aisi on, inceUecc^ cnativify, dezoactiDn — ai^ wiy trmcb at Ido^^ la
the WDdd, It f^lla V3 che n cbat the God tnust b^ pnzeiu tao
AiLOfh^r ^dDn of e^ncz wfajcb I^ h^ard fram a ±w people who deal with
H imi n a reL ^ Du z c Dnte Kt is thai H^ wk eicbe r bte d h ^ fhe ^Ji r or esc ap^ d in zom^
ofher w^y, buf fhw Hiz yeai^ of h lodi n^ baw dama^d H im p ermaoe ndy, dnvio^
Himinsane Tbe bouod wciibufe af Ld1o can dieief^ie be zaid tD eus: i n Lola's own
tniiLd, triEUJ fe 3:in^ as die cdir] i^d i nzani [^ cbat He sotne [ime z displays He willDnlybc
c D tuple [ely be e af ic la de ath, which tnore -a r-le zz MiHz the p lopbe cie z as lajd down la
iDie
Me^ldDn^l^ow Thire ai^some thio^ 1^ nof eiA n supp ose d fo thinly about cod
haidjkc alooe piy inco 1 E^^d dionc it afew tim^s in the « a£^ dayz^ and « ^Djnally
^f tolddiai I f 1 as1^ d H im a^an Td ind ouf ju zf baw bouad H^ w^s Ma]^£ of cbat
what you will.
Lcfa f ifJ O^if
Thf nlaiiDnJup bem^n Lold and Odjn iz a cotnplezaiLe Keniun^ f^r Laid
include ^ lother of Byleisc aad Helblind/ both of winch aie fh^ tnz^lws h ^nami s a f
the Old Man In Lo1^AZ1 nna, Lold iz inferred co az a wi ^-soa (adop te d zon) Df O dia's^
andlaienn ch^ pDem He letnindz Odin diai They haw tnin£jed TheirblDod and
tnadf ^AWzfD^thei T:4{f n f d^ thei che z^ wise z are nzaally i nceipre ce d ta tnean tbat
OdinaodLolj ai^bload-bvuch^is ^om^ dj^^ce diis Tbe LDlj-ha^Lei^poiDi due [bat
thiz i^^i^oce occurs only la Lak:uenna^ Byleist aad Helblind tni^ b^ a couple af
jDtnarwba c di nci dentally JLare be if i wi th Odj n^ and chw i n an^ case Ld1 j has b ID1^£a
His^iw^za chat Euy su ch cie h e ca me z null and uiid Th^ pio-La1d ciewpaiDt due chat
thiz i^frrence accuiz onl^ in LDl^aseiuia, SLd fhai Ld1j aod Odia ^n^rally i^frr to
each Dthe r as broche i^ I f pvu talk fo Them 1^ wi th fh^ blDad-brocbe r inte ip i^caiiaa
tnysell sioce che Jotnar wba pai^nted Lok and Odin aie ^eciilcall^ oanied lalan
and would se em [0 b e diffcreni indj^ duals
Sotne viU teH ^du chw They a» tuDnal f^eSj that Odin haies Ld1j brUILD^
E aldr SLd H IS vioiaus a [hf r [i^is^ Z51 ons^ Euid fhai Lold haiesOdjnf^rbindjn^ Him
laaca^ widiHisson^^ts fir unnutnb^ re d c eonm es TLiai Lala demises Odin and
iDn^fiifhe da^ vh^nHe will^ai Ra^iaiok O dies viU cell yau chw they ai^ lo^al
a
fnends EVLd chEv tie irtu r wiU 1u tu ^bad vddI 3h cnj t [he ach^r
TLiey'i^ I] oAl ^na n^ 3ad both n^ . Fzani O dja I hn^ vi ttiessed ^ tlI Idw atid
remble siik] w dj i^cc« d ai L d1 j , frotn Lold Ihiiw wittiesedd^wciaajbitcemes.lDW,
aad 3 d^ep abiding fjiy^ r\on^ of ^ituch s«n^ co doll dt McenuTue eTuzb Ddier I cnn
rell yQU fhaf Laid da^s lidc de^iz^ OdiUj as ati^iy as He isai fitneZj He i^sp^ccz His
biDclur
Odi n And L old ar? i nc emel^ smular la smnu w^ys, wiy dj &n Lit i n Dtbe i^ LdIj ta
Du embodies apov^rfiilratidDtiirieDierLf chEU O dja doe z tiof^ O din nrj^t »etii vild
jod caf] nci Du Zj bi] [ fhf re i s tiie [hod co Hi s tii^diu ss AccitiiezLold H i nnself se ems tiof
CD 1^0 V ^y Hf ddf s ^itLai He doe s^ 3ad 1 1^ as i f this i s a tie c« ssary pan Df His tiaTu i^,
a ratidotiin^ ss SD carcipl^c^ thu aa [ « ia n H e cuibe « tici i^l^ su i^ ^ai He^dooeyt
Lok IS alsa vitunble cd Oditi la that H^ can xhi^^ dun^ cbat Odin csuiof
vifhouf adii^ic loss af ^e He hAsaa ^e col^epj His honour is a difCe i^di land
chaadLai djspla^dby ch^ other Oods Roads ai^ DpeacD Himchw an not apen ta
DtheE He caa breach social mans and circutii^oi ez^e cf wia ns, f^r example ^iben
He aic1^s the builder of As^api^ vails (aod concenAS SleipninncD [he bai^o) In
particular Hf can do ^ai Odin simply cannoc do, daJ^ chi n^ chat tiiust he dane in
sec^cyJlJ1^f che IoDj n^ of E aldr
Lok and O dj n se em to CDtiie as apaji If ^vi] start l^no clan ^ ami] od wichaoe of
TLienij yon caa ez^ecf ca deal vith cbe othei soooe r or laie r lb cpjoce Odja's-tiian
Wa^laod S1^:dla^ mssDn Vdinis a^d of cmnsc eodeoc e 1 thinly Lold is alsa a^d
of tmnsc eadeac e but mi [ cpjice cbe sani^ va^ Odj n's is din cf ed EVLd puipa se fjlj L dIj ^
ismanlil^ t^io^ the seli id achajisLdlddjn^it dowiich^ sfajc.lauglun^madl^ A
the iriiile-^
ijii #uJ SfS^j
Bald^ son of Odjn andcbe wsf Fn^ Be au [i±il coloakupoaj so ^odly chat in
HishaUnD e^ldeedcsLbe c Dtiimicc^ d, so vise andji]^: chat aH abide b ^ Hi s wa idj a
beiD^af li^t and peace and low Of dlfh^ Gads H^ i s che bn glicest j [he b esc and
DLif of fhf df ade 3^ bf c aijse Lok 1 Jlled Hitii
Baldr v^s vnmally invjlnei^ble dianl^ co fh^ accions of His di^ne mofher
Wh^n He su&ied fi^nbadjn^ dieanis of His Dwn deadLj She v^di tern VDdd ta
VDdd and bfse echfd p iDtiuse s fnm dl cnaTu ns, fcom [hf planes and cbe treesaod the
Kid J fhw aaae would hanii H^ r brio^d son. A±f r thi s 1 1 be c am^ a popular ^Dn ta
rhrov deadly tiiisdes w Baldr SLd watch fh^tii bouoc e off Tlie orly As vho djdnof
parti cip are vas Baldi^ biafh^ r Ha dp, vho vas blind. Lak was haun^ mi n^ of this,
bavpiAi He cook oa the ^is^ of aneldedy waman, EVLd gleaned frotii Fn^chw^e
bad nDt asl^dcbe tiustlecoe fir if s a aih be c ause ic v^ssa small and yaun^ He tiund
4 ^11% of tiiistlefoe and±^iDnedan anavfrotii if, ch^npei^ad^d HDar to jam in
i«
the ^ATfLf n« gijidedche bljod Ocid'shAnd, ch^ amviiuiLd ifs trLAdc^andBaldTWB^
slajLi
M Df As^Aid -r7\z haded id£d mDuniiti^ Th^ deuh-Gaddes HpItl a^»«d tD
ranzDnn E nldr Du [ Df Heloti Dtie coodjc la n. thu all chin £^ v^p t biHitrL Once ^ajn^
Fx^ iDdf DU[ ^Vhe» Jhe'd ^f piot^jses bef^re^ Jhe lici'.c vnuii^ceTU^ E^iydiio^
wep[ fi^r E:tdT — ^lAn clu lockf thennseliAZ All e^^pt otie biin^ ajbt^iija oamed
ThflJ^C^^^^"^ ^^^ SMd Ju wonldsh^d '^Dtily diy teni^fiirBTilEir^deHtL ^o-an^
spal^f of ifj but the ^^^1^^LDV thu [his v^s LdIj, dis^ijed a nee man) Tbei^tin
E nldr i^tiiTU ns I n H elj nlon^ vifh H i z ^n6 Nuina^^o dj^d Df %iiff AftrRa^arflk
He viIlenrLfr^e onee nna i^, fo be cotne the le uiiti^ L £ji[ of che oe w p sube oti
Freeizfl^ ^rik^ LdIj didfhis depends an vIid yon 7dx Snom seems ta tal^ it k
i^uidLai Lola is nn^ul^ic and doe s aa [ look ±iithe^ c Dnsf rvTiti ^ be TitheDS lil^ vi s(
(I^ e^n se^n i[ sa^^sced amDn^c [he man extreme ektrieiu diai BTildr reasced
LdIj^ aduTincfs Trnd^t S mdi-S ebiisci anoe d ouf Df fh^ p icnj i^) Tbe pn-Lolj crovd
hn^ a numh er of dj &ie n[ 1 z^lsLaiioDS Tbe atnplest is chEV h ein^ pre s^ nte d w th sl
I nsoluble p loble m — how to IJE an itntnoitsl — Lola ju sf had ta sdIw m Ofh*H su^^st
that Ealdr^ i n^A]lne i^ilicy v^s a violaiiaa of cbe nan]i^ aide r Df dun^^and would
ha^ disiupffdche ^ly ^nc Df the Nin^ ^Ddds MytNi^mnce e^anwion is diai fh(
vrihole dun^v^sascam A cvD-man %ii±, a ca n^ iiac^ be t v^ e n L d1 j 3ad Odjn.
AccDidin^ [D cbj s ^rsi Dn, E aldr vaslallf d ca p iDce c[ Hitn Fn ^ cauld not obf aja
Eufas fn m thDse cbjn^nDt y^i ci^aie d a r i tna^oe d, and sd sa m^ chi n^ tni^tu aoe day
ha^ an sen chai could haznn Ealdr ^fhe n [he vudds eod and R a^aiuk c Dtnes Since
Ealdnsche embodiment Df peace and ^ Ddness those qu aL ti es would che n h e abseot
frotnche wadd ta CDtne This w^y E aldr ^ecs co sic out Ra^^Laick la Hel^ gaff and c aa
saM^ K-etnei^ ooce che cooJljct is done
(Of c Du i» du s lea^s asde aloe Dfioiere ^ingdjscusaanpaints^ such as questions
i^^aidjn^cbe accuracy af nusdetoe as a tranlaiioa SLd die ^t fhw the ^siDn af
B wnts I n Edda I s ^ly djftre nf CO du w^on m Geda DanomtrL^ but UEHheh^ii all
ni^ if we ^f inco thai mess)
Loh t^ Thc7
In papular cuLni^ J Tbcr is usually pnseiued as ai hes: a lovable dandediead
and at vdisc a ^oleiu woman-hat i n^ diunl^aid Ttus is aH complete nf and has nD
suh sf anf laiiaa in loie wbaisoe^i Do noc uodenscimaie TLiDr, cheie's a i^asaa Laid
han^ ouf with Him Eetiie fhe ODp s-He's-evil ^/Zf ^ej chesi cvd aie ctea seea
tra^lling co^fher I n the Eddas The^ CDtuplement eacbothei wiy well LdIj^ wild
cunniD^ andoaiiw witj and Thor^ scead^t oarui^ andph^acal mi^t This is not
a simplistic brains aod bravn deal — Lola seems co oeed ThorcD balance out His
wfldaes
a
^c
In Lol^ase [UL^j TIidiis the crnl^ God thu ctlii scDp Ld1j^ inAilfs EVLd «ject Hitn
fianifhf lull Thizbasled zanne people fo su^^s chw Tlu r should b t called upon
rDlc^ep Ld1j iLilioe 1 djsa^ne itre rmcmzly wich chiz coiicepc It itisulcshDch vi^bifs
Lok IS oaf a nrjsbfhTLUti^ (hid ^itu] tieedsTLSi^iahsLdfolciep HimiaLLit TuidTluir
^DuldLiDcht (i^aiedLI^ jame criesiTilbautic^r Howe^ r, I vould n c citntn^ tid chw
jo^DLie plsuiin^ ta hiiw d^aho^ vifh Ld1j qiaicIu Iqd^ tenn wceiupc (o set up a
^od nlMiDLi^ip wthfhf Bi^Ou^foOj as H^ csLofCerycni tl sqk a f ^idu ndj li^ tiic e
rDQ^t die iLiti^tTihle cmzities thiit voi^jn^virtLLcila vinbnti^ca the fi^re TliDicui
help you by h eiti^ ^du r e anh- wi i^, b^ htlp iti^ you co sta^ incaiuacc ^ncbche day-co-
da^ vodd aiid I [s demand:
On a p EEQiLal luife l^nIl^l^^£ Thor Soundly Li1^ s Jack D^el^ l!bu should
Iciok Hi tn up
^e^t At Family
Be adi^s^ddiat if ^vu calce up wichLDk ycm ni^ ^ly likely co ba^ dtdjn^ widi
some of His relaii^s cod, e^ecinll^ Hiskds Hri^ and Her ^^uious sezTiois tna^
v^^iDwup in pvurlifr Or yon tnaybe introduced (d Fennrj Laid sotnecime s se nds
peDpk dovTL vich Df&nD^ fur His baund son Be cai^U vidi thiSj because Lok
DccasDnaU^ se nds pe Dpk down as ofCe n n^ toa .
Ri £ji[, f nou £ji loie ^^l^iy Wliai^ He 11 ^ ^
Ttn ^in^fo b« ^f aid n% lar^ly from personal ez^en^nc^ hei^, EVLd personal
(^enence oi thin^LI^ Gods is always ^in^ ta ht a bit Df a sficl^ subjecc. Aade
framdLe undenidilt ±kc (hw diis tna^ all be ai^tntDi of my itna^iLaiioaj djftnnf
pe Dpk relwf (d H im in ^ly dj fEe nnt v^s 3ad i [ see tn^ chac loy e z^ ene nee s haiA b^ e n
racbe r unusu al i n tnany re ^ e cts
If Odin isbieath, ditaLok is blood He isch^ v^nndi lu^in^ id yanrche^l^
vhf n yau bb] Jl, He isdi^ EjDvfrotn a^iDC of L qaa r a n a cold e^ nio^ H^ is the led
mjsf before ^vureyes wben you ra^ H^ is ch^ pulse chw dsuesin pvur chest wben
yon see sotnean^ ^u la^ — and (he beat w ^vursjoin Ht is cbe he aii-fLi^, le 9pi n^
^D^ewiy wi n, animaiin^ yaUj vanni n% you , se [[i n^ you aftanie
Lok is(i¥xiiA He i s (h^ b lilliant spail^of an^videa^cbe Idck and snap af the
ictellEct as it tnal^s aneT(onnecuoa He is not (h^ vily ^nei^ cralin^ tnasceiU
strata^ftn^ [Dbe played du( o^i [ime, Lok^ diin^is contn^n^plsu (]a(hf flv'>^^^^S
Ld1o is de zoqc ti^ , tio doubc Al His vildezf He is a c Ttl^mj ty, c Dtne to teardoviL
an thf cheii^fd sciucnji^s of yaurl^ HeU clutiUly desfioy not only iiiat«ii^
scabiljf p^ — job^honn*, wlati Dti^p — buf will diaff eryaur^ ly 3 elf wi thou t c otnpTiticf ion.
Na nnaf [erho vp i^ci Du s za rcLf chi n^ If fo ycnj , I f Lci1 J decid^sit tieeds ta ^ofh^nit^^.
It is tbanl^ ta Ld1j thiit Baldr [he E^ au ti M v^ j oo triDie TimDti^che Gods, and vUl
Lie^rbf ransotn^d out of H el, da y^u leaHy innA^tie Hf'd thinly c vice abouf ^ccid^
^Du r car leposfe sfe d J AiidHe daes this lidc auc of tnalice (althou gh 1><li< w tnej He's
p ei6 c dy c 9pahle Df ^ Linin^bappd^ Af H« f e 3e pvur wo£d ta shie d^, bnc b^ c njse it
Lie^dsdain^ Ld1j oe^i seems id ii4^ an^duti^you n^ed — dthonsji pvur « sci nnaiioa
of vhaf is oe edjol and H IS nnay b e radically difCei^ot.
LdIj is playfijl, ahsQid^ ±>d1j^i ai [imeSj ^cious 3ad shaip-too^ed w ofh«is.
Ewiycbj n^ fcDtn sc atala ^c al j Dshj li^ ca cncciti^ ^ilde an victicisnns an His H^ Ioias
ta l^ock [hf p»ce n[i Du s ofi fhf I rpe df seals — and likf vise «kuate rtu uoappn ciai^ d
Sotne self-prodajtne d Lol^ans tiy cd e^^s« unpID^]l^£d mde and abusiw
beba^orb^ dajnrun^fhEvclu^as emulati n^ fhe i r <^Dd Tliey ai^a'f LdIj lai'f EAiont
tniodlfss Jut-stimo^ and cluapj fhau^ules ^uis His insoles huif b ecau s« ch^^ ait
finjnded in ciudi H^ snips av^y aU fhe buU^t aodlea^s you stann^at youz ova
Aav^ virtuuc fhf b eoe ]lf of Sky CDtnftni n^illu aa ns No "^ was pDH^^ d/ no ^sh^ vbs
as1dD^±irit/ i\D ^t vas the b^e r calling' oo ^Uy inner chdd ne e ds hohsti c h^aho^
and wellne s be fii^ I can accepc i^^DnablLc^/ na h olio clcs, just vliai yon'iA dooe^
vh^you djdi[ SLd vhoycm ai^ l!burwaiSj dcep^sc-huxedj nasties sfuf^ dlstnpped
bait EHLd thiDwn out cheit lil-j 4be^ weit ^ou'ia ^oclc^cchap down ^vuifnnf.^ It'll
huif Ll^ abas aid and i^st assaredfhx Lala viH diDiDuglUy eiijo^ dieproces And
in the endyau viUhe hefcerf^rit.lb ^et an idea of vhai I tnean you Juuld it ad
the Lokasenoaj in vluch Lol j baran^ es st^rEt of die tnaiDiGads Tht ac EmsaiioLis
c Dncaj ntd I n Ebe p o« tn aie nof the etnpty duE of abaitd vind-up mtrcbant — diey'it
avl^v^ud [ludu diai the achtrGods tnj^pit^riLOfhe discussed in publjc bu [ vbj cb
netd ta be ajitdfrotn citne cd citne {and vliich cht le ader of fht p oe tn could btneit
fro tn le anil D^
Euc ta lia^ in your life ^ VTeH, somttimes He is tbjs playfijl tntl^er A^re^
aljfde ]m\-a Di ana Wynnt jDnef* dtpicuoa af Him in ^fAzi>t>^ ^ Luki^ or tna^b^
the eponymcnis charatcenn cbe fLlmi>n/ Iks^ Frti He^ che mice la my htad cbat
pesuadts tne ca djsabe^ and play up vhtn 1 itaHy ne^d to, the bD^i^i, ^^£Jjd^
pitseoce fhai pol^s me inta cbe co^shop ardLe svimniiD^ p doI vliea I^ dDvn la
the dumps But diai^quift rait Mosf of the citne H e ^ a tiiacb dadcf r pie stnc e, t^a
thit af em n^ ho ve^ i^ one of die cbj n^ I^ le anie d fmm Him i s thai i n the CDnceuaf
spi n [-wodc scaiy I ai'c che same as bad
A sfDiy [hEV iQiJsixts dus ^dy wtH is chis one I^ alir^slil^d diaviD^ and
pajDiin^huf Dwrdu yeai^Twde^lDpedalof Df anutcy abauc m^arc^iDil-. l^^t sd
^
bu n^up DLi ^ tti Li^ I [ n £ji[, doi n^ If p lop^ dy, thiit f ^a pi clati^np Tipe ncQ Andpu tti n^
it fo 7lc1i7l£1 ^i[t pa^ VAJ € LiDU gti f D tii?]^ zciy scotnTuzlL Ajp QiAi^iu^ clusf ti^^n,
aad tn^ iui^e i^ ciaiup up Td ca nnmi [ ca TLV^ekaf '^usc da iti^ it/ puff lo^pe n co p3f] e r
t] r a fe w nru Liuc ts « ^ly d^ 3ad builditi^ &a nn the i^, aod I'd nnsLa^ n:L3}^e a couple
of liA^Tit A stre [cb bf ±iiE ray zfotnuh-ach^ ^f clu betceiDf tne Then a n^ d^Lolo
^iDwedup I Li m^ psychic ^tlci TuiEi cald du JoifTf^j^ A^ng Adl^' b^'^fi^
I cold H im thiit v^s I rfiposahk I p oi Lice d auc diai Ihiid ^ed tny A-le^l }Q2ni
^j^ ^ Iff in Atif Zff Jftei I told H I rcL I c ouldti^ z^enn ta CDtnnrjc to tl n ^lai sche [iuk of
piTuzcice ^if Ff^jff^b liM7\\ Afli^'lff Jftei I [Did Hitn I ju 3 didn^chTL^ chE ^jH Jtvi^f^ruj
b ^r^n Adl^' a ^rrzi ^Ve we nc back nnd funb li1^ thu D^rapenadof A^vdays, atid
I re Tiliz ed c VD thio^ Otiej chiit 1 WAslyiti^ca nnystlf abauc my Tibdity Thwif I
pu[ tny mjLidfD It, 1 could bicDtne ultAJt acamptftai aifist — thu if I WAnf^d i[, if
v^zfh^n^atid nU Ihadco dD was hndde dD^viLatid ^^b wcirijn^. Andcvo, fhx if 1
djdat^He nnlly v^u ^i n^ co bre »]>. tny iui^i^ He^ eiche r TLiTTLii^ 7\ii Tuzcid^tit t\T
DUj or triDie likely v^^ up tny aubncizTLiidfL^nie chEV w^y I'd had tl b ad ilare -up in
my baod^ SDtne y t ai^ p i^^ du Zj bad emni^ chw I ne^ dtd co ^t DcherpeDpk to apen
nn^-pulh f^r tn^ and had cKmhle deepin^hecausf of fh^ pajn lUitvdLai if Idjda'f
do che VDri^I wauld fLnd myself in a similar cotidiciaa a^n — and 1^ scUba^ ta
dnv
Sqzci^ tnonths Iwtr 1 nahzed 1 was drawn^ tiAiy Jin^ dd^ wthout i^dly
^ n1dD^ ab Du t ic any tnoie , I nsff ad Df hein^abu^ souil^ of paj n^ sf i^ss and ^ili in
myliA 1 1^ b ecome just sotne [hin^ 1 do, nDt bnIL anily hue vifh Id V itnp iD^ tn^ nt Ld1j
vin^c thehes: anc of yaUj by ha dK Dr by ckidK
One du n^ yon ^ould i^nie mh e r ^ilu n woddn^ vifh Ld1o i s thai He Icha s aH Hi s
lads No tnatce r hDW tnonsciDus chey mj £ji[ IddK ca moital « yts. He lo^s ch^tn E^n
fhe aliin chaos of Jaitnu nd^sLd andcbe i^^ nio^ Fe nnr aie briD^d, as^brdie half-
KifcedDewh Ooddess Hria, aniclcnamt fi^iHeraniDn^ Ld1j^ people is T)addy^
ljtdepiincfss''lf Ht Juuld adDp [ yon asDne of Hi s cbddre nj He viHIdm ti^n those
parts of you vhich arc dudscidus
^}cctipi;\Sif>nal Hazards
^ {h( usu al haz aids of dti ty wod^ apply co LqVMj as well as a &t « zora.
i>f;tbvQtff Before yon scan 9pp loacbj n^ Lola, fi^ up any iDdse ^nds If fh^re^
joythiD^ yau ^ouldhaw daoe and ha^ n'c, do i [ now Yanr car^ h e^ n tna] jd^ a fijony
1S4
LiDi» dl we ekP Td{f 1 1 [D tht ^ni^e H tlm ii't b tlcIj d up your FC ±ii a wlide ^ G^t on if .
This « sp^ c I dl^ I Lidudf s cbj n^ ^vu \¥ b Ef n bj diD^ fcDtn p e Dple wIid nrj^t nasotiTibly
E^fcc fol^ov Tib DUE clutTL Ybui vife iz ^oiLi^ca fLnd ycmr 1j n^n e CDllecfiorL^ y^ui
tiuA}7\i\A IS ^in^ca fLiid pvurpDin s:^^, you r boyfn eod is ^id^ to fLnd due diant
^Du r ortu r b D^fn^ tid Taid ch^ lad^ ni^ ^in^ to iind out ^riiai nally happeiud to th(
dD^ If diei^ If Eu^thiD^ la ^urL& thai ctlii ^ pear Jufiedj assatne thTH it wiU If
Ld1j decides ca cra^iyourbfr [hi ti icll ^f crashed, bnc [hen^aa iie^dco^^ Hitn ehl
BKEUSf
diuffr f^ 3trT0Ei Ne^r icuuli any of Lola's Wn Be av^ie cbai piDtnizcuicy
LiDcwidutTLiiditi^ Hf lo^ s bodL S I ^n EVLd Aii^odaaad villiuicbe impi^ssfd if yau
ircipu^ Thetn Ati^Dd^is tioc a cana Dti batde aye thai He siieds Eoautid aa aiid
Si^n IS tiof apaisy Be ^ly can M how you caB^ abaui Ld1j^ cMdmi in banc of
Him, ]telfEee ta use l^nnin^ f^iLolj cbai nsae clu ck iheniin an inif lal e ^^c aiDiy
speech, bni Dnc^ He^ tnanifrsied ezceiLise caauoa He ^e^s e^ecially fir dead
Nana andbouod Feanr Yau tni^bn vane fo amid ihe copic dia ^fh^ r UDtH yan'i^
icady to tniDJSferta His^ef Dr d^ al vifh H is m^ He is wiy findaf Hri^
Da nDt bn n%up R a^aiDkniUe ss He does '^s [instn cun^oi eiAnh^re] ^a^of
Ra^iaiok^ IS 3a e ^e cially b ad qu esci oa ca a^^j because if^iuii Dnlypaji^M id Him
but smacia af hubn s — ^^ ^eoe rati Dn i s ^ eci al^ our dj SEUce n ai^ moi^ dj sascrons and
mr SI ^fLc EHLC e is ^wer"" E^zy ^en^ rati on fhln1^^ if is ihe lastj asfhe saying ^^s.
UodeEcand cbat R a^ank i s alvays cotnin^ and 1 1 1 s SDtnefhin^ fhx we tannDt hop^
ta u nde Inland CDtnplecely aifhissta^ la du r de wlDp m^ nt
Da nDC iiy aod ^ t on Lok^ ^a d ade by ^ande HD^ ihf DtherGods You will not
impres Laid if yon caRFre^ja a^c crOdjn a tmnov^you wiRonl^ i^ia al your own
Ignorance Ewn insulting His bin^r eoetnies^LI^ HeimdaU or Jkadi^ is a bad idea.
Sotne self-piD]t sse d La1^f su ii4^ inoidinai^ pnd^ lablDviaring 3f gieat SLd sapless
leo^h aboui iheir^ite fir the resf of die panibeoa Tbe wibDsif^ EVLd umi n^ naliiy
of dieir slui^j fhe chin stn^ar oi u nde i^EVLdi ng on ^fhicb ihey ai^ based and fht
supextiLons con^ with wbjcb ihese aie delnAi^d ^e:4L ±ir themsel^s Yau'i^ not
biggin^ up Lok ^fhinyon call O din oanie s, yon ^ g|a n^i ng you i^elf fir be i ng cle » r
and having plc1^f d abe tte r si d^
(Thisda^s nDi mean thai Lok wiR ne^ r tnani^ sf anger dp re se nitn^ nt cowards
the i^st af the Tiuar He doeSj and ic is lenibk co b^ amnnd How^^^ LdIj is a
cnaiui^ la vhotn wn^efjlra^ aod dewnandlow caaca-ezist seamlesd^j wichcmt
E Dniradic ti Dn Tins is an i mpairanf p ait Df Hisnaiuie )
Six Thjs isn^ e^iacdy ahazaid, as sach^buf b^ av^i^ ihw Lok is aprotiundly
sezoial bein^ He cames wiih Him a ±iir old whack of male sezoialif^ and has a
tendency ca fljnh^a^y with people — andman than flj n, i f yon otil^^^rdo aoe or
two wadongs viih Hitn che question tni^t oewrcome up, but die lon^r^'ou wad^
with HitndLe ma i^ lil^ly 1 1 is
ly \J
Ifii
n« h^ a blifhf djm^api fir thin^likf ^^Lid^r id^titit^ atid DneoiEviaaj atid
doesn't can ruppeoct if ycnj haiA c oiumiaiu lie: eljs wlitiE G^tiei^^ ^ealiti^if^ dl
in ^adfjUj nkhou^He cui^cpi^ff^seiiDUS7ibDUflaD^r-c«iiiii^l7LtiDtiJups The
DLily peDpl« I'lA INFLOW ^riu ^A WDri^ d viAl Lok ±ir SLy Ito^b of ntne uidiuf z^eii
rhjsside [D Hitn vpiE people ^o wauldhaw bi e n ^ liui iiel^ vm] tide d a r cbre ueoe d
if He'd niTide Tiduiuuez
Havyau cluDse co de^il vifh the atu^iDLi is up to you If ^u lee Hinnl^ow
rhai yon^ Awcend EVLd nUbuc don'c ^vid^ thiit ^iray/tL3iA « tion^ paziu i^ /dDti'c ^
dKiutid ba^D^ relxiam wichdeifi^Sj He^piobnbl^lase loie resc p i^cf ^ qo icUy YduH
ba^ tnoi^ fja b 3iuf n n^ vith Hinn thaii you will if you turn Him davii Av Daa'f
VDnV^Ht eiijaysif COD
If yau TL^e cd ^o all the vtl^ He^ either Aimn^ a saitTible hoi^ Tuid ni^^
loiA thiDugti [liupeEaaj i^ac pvu la dreams or in spine ±izn:L^ or soit fhin^ out on
fhe TGfi^ If ^Du^ noc zareluTDLie ^ezabouc diis Lold would probably b e a^Dd
peiain to ceach yon Iha^ ic oa ^ad audiDnc^ rtiai He 1^ow3 a^i^ai de:t abouf
SG^ tna^c and may b^ wiUid^ [o imp ait ic co die cotnmjtced smdenc E^ sjig ta ask
whx fhe sezcis fir IT 3J ally ic^b^ Ibrfjn.huc Ihawheaidof icbein^nsed ta creaie
madj ilc all Dns to die ^inc-body — usefjij hue possibly abic alannin% if on^ waaL'f
(i^eccin^ic.
TLiisdoesnDt me sl thai Lala or any a ch^ r b^ i n^ will oe c^ ssanl^ be intei^itedin
rnNdj n^ sf X ±ir ^in tu al or mae|c al advanc^menc ^ome piaple ::eemfD ima^ne chw
rhe Oods an sa de^enve ta fjck humans cbat one could kara all Tbeirsecrecs in
(^hEU^ fira&wni^ts'enceirajDmeiu insifad Df ba^n^co snid^ fh^ m, raibe r L1^
4 b ad pa ni see nanD wbe n a student Evcempcs ta ^ [ h e cce r ^rade s b^ ^^ ep id^ wi ch the
readier TLie man who bi:t^ abour how Fie ^j a c an'c ^c emiu^ Df hjm and has ^^ n
up aUcbe myste n^ s of seiar dp che waman wba daj ms ca haiA k aroe d e^ lytliio^ die re
is to lauw ab Du t the lunesineKEhan^e fir a ni g|ir vi th O din isunl^l^ly [o demoosci^e
much lauwle d^ af eicber
Jflvntffrjn: Fdi^c i[ Ld1j is aH about the [rEus^sion of boundaries, yoni^
included M God^ will chEAeo^ ^u and draw ^du ourad^ of pvur c Dtiifiit zon^,
leading you scep-b^-step iDionewtemrDiy LalOj how^ ^^ will s:^ am i n^ up up dl^our
care fijlly-eie c [ed frncf s aod hnia rhf m Hn^boofLi^ Razor-wii^ meltingliki candy-
floss. Ke^p One si^ blaz in^ m^ mly aa tap of die h^ap
i^uffjMTJ Th^re is some dj^ure amon^c made ni be atlieos a; to whe dier pi cple
VGie possessed b^ rhf Tivarin anciem tim^s FEisonally IfLnddie que srion somewhw
le dundanr h e cau sf whate wr hiscory relaies cbe Oods af the Nanh c eirajnl^ lJ1^£ ta
(n^a^ inp ossfsaaa now Thf^ aie {^Dds^^ho Li1^ CD Party O dm EVLd L d1 j inp aiti mlar
aie lep Dite d to haiA cal^nca ^e c n^i n% ^doua and Umbanda c^ re monic s if du re
bapp^nscobe same ooe pre se nc vho mj£ji[beneflt fmm c eD j n% co rhe m
^a me what lJ1^f die Lwa, i [ i s their oaJni^ to nde, unlike ch^ Lwa and Dcbe rh ein^
li2
vriho ba^ b^en »^a£^ la^^d owr clu cetitun^s, TLity enk quK^ di^adM vitb
bDurLdTLTies Lali ili pazficular will fhitik LiDthin^ af nH af jumpiD^ ilico ycmrheaEi
just CD iTUEi rtu fnd^ AiiyrtuLi^ frntn ^li^t a^i^Ladowiti^ ca fijll pa session is a
pDsabilif^j e^eciTilly if ycnj^ otie Df fh^se people who ^cs tTtl^n o^r ^ly easl^.
If ycm Tu^ ntihappy vifh clu id«a of pozsesioLi dp if i[ would be nnsafr, siai^ thiz
cl«7Lily duTid Df tircLf atidpnt ntLai^ wr safe t^ tnta^i^syou LiDinuIly ba^ iti place.
I^ laduiifd TLsectiDti oa how cd handle ^Laliposz^saaaiLi tht insf mc [i dliz ti r ch^
wadoLi^
T^d? Wot fang
Fii? of^ Ld1j dats LiDt n^ond will tD what's btc crnie fht niMmti^Am niddEl
of worijn^ wicb Gads la tl nriAEicnl CDtite^t, vh^re fh^ trj^y, will-fijH tna^ hsolz
dignifies down inio tl tna^c tiidej ^rabs Dff ^hutikaf wtiaie ^r TLity^ ^[ ^iti^
and cben sends Tliem p ek1 j n% wicb abaiu Jun%. Nobody ^cs conjure dj abjui^d or
ofherwise niesed wicbj and nobod^^ lEiptap ez^lades Ti^x fhe e^EKise asfbiawiD^
Tipair^ai which Hiniseli isdit £^est of banor
Yon Juuld also 1^^LOW thai Dnc^ ^du^a ^i His afteaiiaaj H^'s not ntcessanly
^in^ [D w^t aiouod ±>r sl la^ct in fi]n]» Ld1o is abif noconous fi^r dropping ja
u naonou nee d, SDniBf inie s at ^wl^w^id ma nu nts
Th*n a» a frirpre -wn tte n Lola-ce nc nc iit*s ou t fh*rej bu 1 1^^ ne^rb*enabl*
to ^ t on with fhe ni You piub abl^ do not wane fo ^ c oniple tely fc^e -ti irn, bu [ do not
tiy CD use ^Wiccan arHCM finnat EVLdjust plu%Lo1d^ nEuie inco if I would also
su^^sc amidiD^ the u sf of Thorsson^ hannnie r nte in diis ca ni^zHj unless yon^ wiy
atcachfd to i[ Insce Tid, Tni ^1 n% f D oftrTilDase nfual oudine winch eanbe adapced
ta sui[ ^Du r owii v^ of wad J n^
ForTibiief chai, you can simply tal^ a suitable b^^rn^ out fD Eh( ciassioads
Diu ni^j dunk 7l cc asf f D LdIj and pour out the i^st H 30^ aicnind f d se^ if He has
an^hJn^ tD 1 mp ait, fh^ n %d hom^ Anion advanced wuri j n% 1 s p i^se nc^ d belov
T^ri? Herrro'tiy falterr}
1 11 J to include die felloving
A red da fh.
Ablcf-bD^
A dnnk n% w sel, pn frrAly a horn
A small b i^ieh vifh Idcs Df cwi^, a r a bnneh Df re d-coloi^d ilaw^E
Span dj Jies andbo^s f>r±iod DfCeno^ Tbesf ^onld eicherbe ^eeial iin]al
nemsfhaf you dan'cnse che nsf of the ciniej dp pape rpl ves diaf can be discarded
a
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ItiiTL^ z a f p tople Dr cbaiacte i^ rtiai puf y^u in nru nd a f L d1 j ni^ also ^ociEi — Qfrntn
Loff aodlocsof candles ^am^ stl^ cbjs is a^ j n% fur f loublf j I say rtiai hdf the
point of the ezpvzise is to tgK f^r tiouble IlJ1^£ to sf ait a ff wi ch a tanpk of plaj n ^i ce
candle zjnsc co d^arche ar, and thea add abi^ied candlt la ch^ cencei and lac: of
rtali^ts round [he outside Red isfh^ besf cdIdf, hue you could also include bnglu
Di^i^t anddteppicik Generally ^e a] jcl^ He se ttnz ca p i^frr h^ a^ ftorals and spic ^
fia^nuue z oiAr fn] if
Inctnse I use cinnamon and drama's blaod He alsa L1^ z chDC olait andcDfCee
te^TEUue z and chi n^ wi ch siU^ aame z
GiDuod »d peppe i^ spx nide d a n che barro v.
la^ in a^Dd supply of Df&nD^ ±irLa1d L d1 j ^ p i^]t n^d dn cJa include miy
strong cofEet, oran^ Tan^ hi^-cafCe loe ener^ dsnl^j cheap he^r andj just to he
coDiiaiy, an^ dece nf siDfJe-tnali S ca ccb vhld^£y Ga Dd ±ia ds indu de die land of cbj n^
Y^iu tnj^ba^ w a chld^ bi ithday p aity such ashcd^ ca]^fsandsvee[s Ih^arHe^
^ly paniA ta Peeps, fhos^ tnai^unaHav chidj you can tfuy in die States aiaund
Easter Cookn^ Him a meal is usjaHy wpH rec^i^d — ^ fir somethiD^ nth and
in^ilu n^ ndj chIdu s Amounts of tntlte d che ese If pvu « ai me at a r iish pvuEel^ i ndude
some af [host (He tau^ic tne hov to poacb n]iLa si^alj inhe^r, ^riuch He setms ta
«njD^) H( som^ citnes appre CI ate s a bo^ of hDt soup
Hbu can al^o offc r H im he aii-tne ais ThEU f eod^ f d h hd^ ouf His nwure -re d-ia-
f DodL- and-daw adCj bu t He leally appieciai^s if. CDaKchf tnew davninta a see war
buzn 1 1 up la a ire
Lok likfs tabaccD This ^lould ht la cbe furm of ch^ tnost reuilfiiuj^ cheap
sniDl^spvu c an ^e [ you rhands on or doiA s Dedicate cbe ci^ai^fct to Hitn SLdstnol^
bal^ h i^alan^ Dp ea che i^sc and hnnu n^ ic li1>j iDase lacease If you dan'c anolce y\yu
^Duld stiH fry and [a]^ a f d1^ n puff, or ai le as bie atht alcd^ Df the aiia1>j as if bums
infhf I nc e nse bo vl
^s^JTfTJUu^ Ybu mj£ji[ want talc^ep same orallaf che bUo vid^ i ce ms on hand If^
possible that you woa'f ^ndup usin^any af thi s sn] ff hnCj b el eiA m^, ic can com^ in
^ly haod^ ai utnes
Ib^s aad ^iny thiD^ Party ^uii^ ±ir smdl chldi^n Thio^ that lash^ b an^ a r
Tihiz — if iIt^flSI^^5 c an h B arran^d^somuchfh*b*tf*r
Di^ss-up docbe s^ CDSfntne J e weUeiy casmef ics^ ^f p ants^ body p ajDi etc.
An supplies TLiese Jumldnof be too ]lddly ar se nous, mi ultra- ine RDcnn^ar
(^ e nsi w olpaj nts^ chDQse cbjn^yau wun'c nru nd ^f [id^ use d up lAiycpjicUy Ttunk
bi^ialh of pape^ Mi-cips^ sfid^i^, in^ipaintSj pas^r cdIdue, cbj ck c i^^ ns, ^u^.
FiBps bi vhaf^iAi else you nozrirLdl^ dD toi fijn. I'tn suie ycmll tUnl
»mEAuLi^
A ^a d [Ethrjcpjf if you ^ noc aire ^riLat tD ofle r i z to t a] ^ tht Ga d ^opp id^ Gd
dDwti [hf Jups 3ad ad^ Hitn co camE vifh^ou EVLdpolcf pvu if then ^ ao^thin^He^
I1T3 l!burfiip Juuld iticludi fiiod^ops^aiu of those ^Ay ucesoiyplu«s chEV z«ll
an^l w Li^ TLtid ^1 [[e ly tiiTi]^ -up, a c Dtifrcu om i^ atid a cay^iDp .
H A^n^ SQDU thiD^ ta recic« cati i^aHyhelp ^i you rbe Tid 1 li cbe ^ATfLf Tlitie ak
pi^-VTifcen eutcMians pvu cnnusf, buf yon ^onld Tidnpc cbesf fc^ri^ or be tte r fcill
CDtnpDze pvur a vtl frotn fc i^ch
Thf Is: Df l^oni n^ ^iA n laFan 1 tiiTi]^: ^^od s: aif iD^-paint KicKafi with
SDtrLEdu Li^ lik* "hsil ca LdIj *" honour cd Lok"" or 'we call Dti LoIj "" Hbu tni^
waoi folea^ DU[ the pans refrm li^ [o {^eirroo, azcbjsis iiDt a steHar ep isode laHiz
c Ai^e i^ atid I [ulude tiiDre tnode ni 1^ luu li^ f^r Lala IcdlHini "MDthe r af Witch^ s.^
Mati^ of u z c all Hi tn H Of S dj ff ai siDular You cauldalso ciy SLd nnzAcf up pvuravn.
Namez»]tniD^ id irej bandsame iiess^ Ioia^ ra^, witj shape ^ii±iti^ SLd tna^c a»
^od. Da tiof iLidude ^toder or sezoial^uisutilfsscbe^ could also ht afipltd to you
Mal^ the piec^ loti^ eiiougli co ^i fiAiyonf duiDU^^ in^wd atid nvwd
up, bu[ dDLi^ tnal^ if cedjons and cha r-wn tte li If Lold fhinl^yau'i^ foo itilDW vicb
the sound a f ^Du r Dwii ^] ice^ If ^ lJl^£ly H^ waa'f bofhe r co show up and tnay armn^
an uac otnf^nahk abj e cc le zfoa 1 n hatnlL [^ Lil^wize, do not wnce tl ^khaUid^ pi ece .
Koe eL n^b E ±iie LdIo wiH^t you e KTuzdy rvD cbj n^z — a skaz ^ ^ n and a ^Sh£e yan'i^
dDwn [h^re ' Ei^Himup^but be iincei^ ahouc ic Speal^froni a place of ^nain^
re^i^oce aodloi^j dp dan'c ^ e dc ai all
CUar your ntual ^aE^ in your p 1^6 n^d manner, then set up the tempDrai^
hariDW l!bu tnighf v^nf fD li^t zotne wbjce candles aodbuzn alifd^ incense Gtt
EwiyDne incD die n^bif Ijnd Df headrace vidL ^fewb^ei^ and SDtne teTLorcofte
Ideally pvu Jumld aH sp^ nd sotnt [ime 1 j clan^h tlcI-, lau £jiiD^ dismssi n^ H imstlf and
relaie d f Dp ic s If people aie ^^Ijd^ any] du s a r com ezn^ d, no WDuld be A^adtimt
ta air diosf fe ai^
If you ai^ VDi^in^ solo, sp^nd same [ime i^laznn^ i^adjn^ Lala-nlaitd te^ts^
tnedjcatin^ i^leccin^oaLDlj^ myscenes IfsTi^Dd ide^ ta fa]^f abaibai a ^ov^i
betii^ chan^D^ idid yoiiriin]al da dies, if woia These ^louldbe comfbndilf and
allav±irfase Df tiiowtneai^ ftirpre frie nc^ cbe ^ Juuld be re d dp tnDsdy i^d and pn tty
.0,
IB
Gd info [ht hhjA ^ace aodlglic aUfhf CAndL^s nnd tht ilicsliz^ If ycm^ ua n^
CI ^Tu^f te z, li^t om, if LiDcnst iticfti» orauud^ BIdwcIu s^:La1^£ azautid ch^ zaotn
aodsay "I hiilla w [his ^ ^« in the oame af the God^ or tl atnlTLj phrase l!bu tniglu
v^TLf fODia]^ [hf hamme 13^ iti ch^ aj ^ w th your haad, cbe sniDl j iig it« tn^ mr wi th a
bamtn^r I f pwj haw otie.
Nov recit« the caDjii^ If ^du haiA drunns aiid ux\hy icems^ ^t ban^n^ fThe
TivardDti^ s*«trL ta cait tiiach fisr raid^s — [h*^^ LIj diums^ sa nn^ti tnes Tfifh b if s of
rscdy sraff hu n^ off fh* ade^ Get eisiyoiie ta j di li i li i f they lil j — l*a^ ^ap s i n ^du r
ncicAso [hai people c an i^pe at die li cu orjump i n vi ch the ir Dwti c ootnbu ti Dti Daa'f
vuny about de^atin^ frntn ch^ cezv and itnpro^an^ equaU^j doti'c ffet cod tnuch
Acme vrihech^r the settle is vild e nou g|i Ju s: lee 1 1 happ e n
If I t's ju sf you , ta]^ i]Il ad^atita^ of thai ^t Le [ you i^lf ^ [ tarn ed Enra^ You
an nDt at a middle -schoal p De ciy i^cical Sva^ pvurbDd^j mo^ pvurhips, chEui atid
daiuc I«r the WDrdscotne as du ^ viH. L«[ ^ourwice ns^ and^H If du ur^ cames
D^ryou ca ab andoa yonrp i^pare d ce^ alcD^ the r and mn idu nd cbe roa m zc i^ suj n^
jod lau ^iiD^ che n cbat is^iai y^u shaulddo
Vfhfti you frel e I [her cbat Ld1j ispnseai ai cbe nee aryau^ C aHe d e nou gh ti r
on^ nj£ji[, ta]^ che dntil j n^ wssfl atid iill if wi th you r cba se n lib ati Dti TA^ asvi^sa^
'HaQLolo!^ Di a tnilar aad p aif If ca che tie^t ^y If anyooe frels itispi i^d cd add a b if
maie,^ fiii 1 1, buf doa'c ho^ the I meli^
TTtff Saorifipff
In pn -Chiisci an tim^Sj asacnflce fD fh^ Gods vauldha^ beea a^m anitnal
or SDniEfitnes a prison For a sacnilce to Lali I KCDtntn^tid ^[[in% Dtie of those
little dDclLVDri^ tays that ^aJ^ Haw e^iyom touch i[ 3ad speal^an^ m^ssa^ cbe^
v^nf to offer fD LdIj Witidnp the CD^^lec i[ ^ on ailame-piDof sar^e 3ad sec ire
to Pt You tni^ oeedfo dunl^it i n li^te r-fjri, bu [ icIdoIj sjeai ooce if^^in%. You
lujglic alsa vi^ ta sacnilce same pDioo^i^b^ by bunun^ ar ch^ ati i^tneiuiaiu d
maT^uaallDV abominaiiDns (fhislasc can dsD be dan^ la [he tniciDV^^} Anyclun^
rhai bu niSj smadies or e »^lode s If ^ Dd Ybu tni^ also vi^ca oftr sotne pb^ac al acf
dedicaiedcD Laid — I ^n^rally offera frai of he ai-re ascance Oclurwisf cbe satnilce
can be fh^ tne al I me nf lon^ d eadje^ and you caa sp^al^ your tn ess a^e co Lok as the
bazn or ^ai^d lieu al tn^ al ^es laund (Isu^esc y^u do nDC petition LdIj Jbianyclun^
vcbjspDinc G^i tal^ov Him able ]isCj pre &rd>l^ a^ r a 6 w tTLondu )
l^^up the bla [-b D^ EHLd fin ic wi[hb([iJDr Dedicate it id Lala — trace GebD, the
^fi-iune ownc^ clu n wliicheiA r lum you triDsc assa ci ate wthLDld — El^nsazis the Dne
rhai ^ e al^^ Icmdes fD me of Hisoarui^ sa luse cbai Dip [he t^^in che li([ijid and
^lash abffle Dnto che barrow aod onfD e ach of che parti cip ants
1S4
El« sz themia the tiTimt af Lala.
L^a^ SDtnt of clu ^odif s on the hTuiDW f^r I old A dtcencpDnioaDf the nrual
niE d, Dwr ^iich yon hn^ ^^ tch^ d {^eba aad Kemu C nNck ope n a n^ of fh^ b^ei^^
s1>jc(h tht luoe z iti cbe ajiTitid pass the caartkron^ thenn hi^ce Ld1j ta toj oy die h e«t
thiDU gti ^Du H ^^^ E^^ a ^ad la n^ SV1 ^ L^a^ the n^ oti fh^ ham v fiir the God Dd
the same vifhclu z«ets and ortu r [iIlLl1^^ B^ ^n^rons Ld1j v^z h ou Lid i li fh^ caw
fur an endLess titn^, cold aiid wichouc tiDd ardstiK, sd wh^ti He come: to viat yon
duHdd ^ed Him well Euid nriEAcf Hitn v^Dtne
(DDti'c cacuuDie clu JboEi Dr dn nk dlic^ it's be eale f a n ch^ bamT atid di djtaie d
Ttu Gad JumlEi b e u nde i^food cDhaiAbad dldie ^lodaes^Ducof it — it^LiDlan^r
^od to ew Ybu duiuld dj^Dse of m re^ecffilly, pnAi^bl^pounD^ if out dlico [h(
e aiih, bnitii n^ a rhuiyiLi^ ic )
Ai^T [hw v^n^ whw happe LiZj bafip^ ns l!bur]isc eacouiicei tni^ b^ pietcy
I nf eme^ tny fli? se HDU J wad J Li^ iti this^iti la^wd [iaticiD^ to baUacioata ly mua c^
cbaj Li-STfLoIdD^ losi n^ ah ou t fi^rbonn 3ad waljn^up iLidjf&mic docbe s aod vifh a
f[^^ bratid aa tny aim 1 [lutikHe L1^f co ^w you abic of aiDuglind^ [he Hx^ tinnf
iDundjujt ta see ^fhwyon^ mad^ of Just scitk with if anddoLi^ cbjclc^ti due aiiddD
SDmedu Li^ zfnp id in^ p^ ribzmiti^ a b su shj li^ If probably wan'f wori^aiiElyou trj^t
ma]^ Him decide y^u iit^ d f du gh^tii n^up
Dane e, SI n^ or sif quie tl^ as fhf moDd f al-^s yon Lisi^nfD LalajSee wbat H^ has
ta say Fa^ aif^ntion fo dl of your sense: Yau may iind thai p aits af yonrbod^ ^i
^ly baf , a r diai you ^ef scran^ visualj audi coiy a r ol&ttazy se nsati ons Yon may ^t
^zy dire cf au dica ly c Dmtnu nicati Dn, you ma^^c som^ chi n% more nebulous lusaally
receiw a b»w Df seosDiy inf^imaii oUj sou nds^ calauis, cezmns^ ide as, and somenmes
an audible ^lice in the tai You ms^be ^lAa ta^cs fo p e ifrim, iDfbzmEvia n^ or advice .
S ome [ime s an Ld1o wanfs to do is play — He^ a p eople pe i^on aod le ally eojoysbeiD^
aiDU nd humans
^
AssamjD^ ^du ind ^oui^lf d^alin^ with a Lold posscssiDn, how should yau
appvuath n^ Ai che tim^ of wucid^ 1 haiA ntiAihDised Lo1j in compan^j so ch^
fiJlo VI n% I s all [hiid- andfiuifh-hand Fii^a^da nof allow your visicDrcD ^ef bored
Keep Him enf^naned with ca rnA i^aiioajSn^ n% aod dancing and His pi^fened
oftnn^ — f^adj dunk, tD^s^tc It is best co d^si^^Lai^ asp^ci&c lodj^dual ta ace as a
wiao^e^ some Dne to say vidLfh^ hose at dl cim^s andlc^ep the God e nceif ajoe d.
Ee awai^ chaiLDlj i s ^ ly ^rdiby vi ch His wran^eE — ooepeEaajalin^^i^frrredcD
thejDb as b ein^ a cbe w f D^ — andfa]^f chw i nf d comide i^ion whe n ^vu soitouf who's
dDin% wliw Lola delglits in playing &s-and-laDse wifh your b du ndan e s — CDmio^
dDwn info am:te hoi^ and ma] j n^ a be eL ne tiifh^ scm^^sc gijy in ch^ room^fur
^BI
(^:ampl« Ttu ca^ai j abauc Udw to b tliTiw aidu nd Lola ni^ ob viou^^ ia ly i tnpaiTArLf
t] r [bj s sfuaiioa
Gd aa unci ^vu phyatdl^ can^ hTnidle nny tiiDre Dr ^du frel fh^ pi^seoce
TTfhdraw, tbflLiperfcnn acIdsid^ TTiank Laid fcrbEiii^ wich you — aiit^rely th?iiik
HinTL^LiD tnute r vtiEV has traii^ii^d T^ Hi tn fh^ p ait^ iso^raod ^u'dlil^ to nzf
aav. Utidf rstatid cbat H^ tn^ tiof ^ncbdi^v edii i^ly fi^rzannf ds^s
Ii^dL^meuiit abouf fhai b nrj^ti^ nnial
GiDuod youi^lf b^ ^itLai«^r nrL^TLiiz you pnfer Feihsps vra^i a^aiLi, chaii^e
Vanr clofhf s^ TLiiEi ^ ouf ti r a val^ oi tn^be a bite [o eu l!bu should Evlensf ^ idiq
joach^r zaotn nnd do sanuthjo^ cd ckar your he ui Th^ pani cip tliicz ^onld ^ia
(ach Dthe r sjppaif nnd cbatil^j atidhaiA wliMt^rdiscnsaoais rL^cessAiy to pan on
apaatiw lufe E^ariti tmad thu ewiyDtie nrj^t tieedalttk ntule f d p idc^ sz ^fhw
rhe^\Â¥ e z^ tne Lice dj ewti if m se^ tne d qui te sjbfle , atid du fijll e fEe ccs Df fhe woddn^
may veil f A]^£ a vdile f d p^ rcolan
I^ now be en doi n^ i ndc scnbabl^ Lald-i^lated sfufi firjuit D^rayear EVLd a
ball ail d^ as H e e lijd^z i^iuj ndj li^ me^ I^^ ^[ alDti^ way cd ^ 1^^ aUof che dicuA
vifh a pincb Df sale, you r Duk a^ nriEi^ vj\iyj do noc cauDihapp^iiLiba^etc
Ic^ b luf aU^ haid at utnef^buf ch^ re^vardz^cnic^mEji die djfilcultief Lalahas
^lAdDie e ^f n e [ice z I could oe ^r 1 ^aba^ itna^ [If d b et]» I e LicDUDie i^d H I rcL He
basbnioe dup ye ai^ Df actre [e dme Li[al ^aib di^ andbelpe d nnf cob i^ e4ldu t a f ituln]^! c^S
patte ms of thoii^i[ atid behaviour [hw ha^ l^pf tilt [i^pediaon^ cazn^rDf nnylifr
Lok has tiiany ^As ta DfCerbiiL His ^Evest ^A cd tne has been [h^ in [hai svp^ps
av^[ht dead wood andallDwi [lit [iiw%iDwih[DblofSDtii Buini[alliip Euznnp the
doiib[ Euznup the fear Bniaupch^ coniisiDrL atid [he u iice itaj iit^ aod [be vhEv^iAi
vin the Liei^b Du i^ [hink aad [he [vi[dii[i thebratidLaildcl^aiidsays ^ou^ vid[i%
jod thf Qfhf r ^y^ n ^i[ ' O tie day aH thai de tn ru s wll b t a b DtiJiie , atid die bonire
vin be a^, and [he ash villblDW avray oa aliDt ^e SLd [h^re wiU Diily be Lold
Mosf of allHis iire [ratisfinns Uodei^sLd [hat vhx^iAi ^u ven before you
(Fite nd Hi s b onm, yon wiU nD[be qiji[t [be same al^rv^ids
GDQdlacK
THE DAY 1 WENT TO FETCH THE ACIDS
Joel Biroco
Tti^re^ a jcaiy I sotne [inu s f tHj cIitlI iQu siiaif s how ti nnf s hai^ chui^dance w«
E [WEE lithe A^i InuTfTL ?is "TTw W?ir a n T^ msr/ a freble staEd titn* wliEti p« opl* an
E nccnirTL^ d by prop TL^atida ta cIle ck chEir owii tlc [idliz ca cutatitl^j le s: diEybE En^a^Ed
I n SDtiiE [hin^ a£ci df FitTilly sahwra^ Aod ce n^u n ac ti viriE s aiE no lao^^ r d^ e tn^ d [h(
^[iDLiz of aidi naiy upscTLiidj Li^ c If izE ns, Tuid cinajiibDal^ y^u haiAn'c E^bnt scill
ha^ la Aba^ ta ^cd diE cbanty JLop nnaybt e lidu gh ta pu [ ycm tlv^
I ^iras Tib DUE fn]nEEaj if was iuAle 70Sj a^iidi iLinDc^nt utnE of ±iiltd hop e z a f
pai^tits ZE Eldti^ i^±i^ laa tn^E [WO chsuiElsDti dit c^Ily (BEC ^, fhou^ p dzze sfE d^
EDuldiucbE vtlicIle d^ I [ v^z tl dTGz thiD^, a ti tn^ of a h aih al^v^yz on a Fn day b Et] i^
T^ V\7s^mi\\ and bE I n^ allDWE d to zca^up laiE co v^ch The I\\Jtdf}z A cidie of iiDt
bEin^ dilE ta flgjJE ouc cIle bu^ ^riutE ball in 7^ JVu^n^F A ntnE vh^n oiu luwi
E aL z^d bn ad al^o tamt u l^ce d.
I wazinco cbEtnistiy and had c otiM he d du diEdincD alaboiaioiy Pucnp ^tliAZ
andln^d thEm vidibofdE aJtEibDtdE of chEnrucab Td bau^ majl-Drdtr from a
labai^Diy zappl tr i n E iitrjti£jiam TIle chE nrjc als and EjaswarE vin]ldarii^ labi^
b D^ z p Ew1^ d I n zhTE ddE d p ap^ r "jcrav^'EiAn thE Edpba^hDiuzhadcom^ diiou^
thEpDsc I I01A d [aloD^ tht tap Dff andauElLn^it, cbEi^ ^vas sotiiE diiti^ nch and lavi [-
I n% ah DUE fhx aiullj a aaEH oi ZEduccuA dan^ij EVLd itshEaucifjl cmtrLbl^ ct^^nji^;
i[ w^jin^ cbEtnical [luflEZ E^n dit suitiiDti^ daze was drii^ lEd cbrou £ji dit majl^
which IlatEiEad IfraEl RE^ardi^ mana^d co pa isoa bj tnsEli wicbiti on^ of his al-
cbE tnic al E ^ tntiiEDif
Thfst "^i^^lant^ da^ i[ would b^ haid co Dbcaja chEz^ thio^, and if yau tnEd
^Durnanif would bE Aa^^dup on adaiabast as adan^Er to sociEt^, pvu^bE seeu
Eifh^rasa [Enanit oriuniun^an L^D ^CDiy Han^sc cunasic^ about du ElttuEncz
of fhf E aiih and how cbE ^ c otnb inE isiulDn^rcoDsidEi^d aEazonablEpusuif fiira
pnvaiE ciniEa What nDimal prison ht wz e d-oran^ potasau m dj chiDtnaiE ciystals
oa a ^ Doa D^r abu nitr la a ^E d^ Would dLE « z^anxiaa thai ^jnsclcuA cbE v^it
Aai^snp 3ad ma]^ s CE n ntuE z as tnuch stu ff and ^ Ea^ zcandup in caun^ Would [h(
scnps Df ma^E au m raj zf E^hiows^l zaw ehl aid b wf ee d chld^ chtiuj sf ly se t in ehl
antiquEz aicadE ch^ othti dd^, diE cappEisolpbatE mbt siillUlj and thouglic, if has
^iLE cbE w^y Df diE ^dIIj wc ^ Nof diai thE K v^u E^ r an^hin^ tnuch la 4 Jup-bau^
cbEtnistiy z^c
Bucbackto thE innocent TOs, whEnyou could plofta yonrbE ait's ca nc^ntj ju zf fur
fjn My iinal h D^ ±>r stod JD^ my lah am ^d, tninu z c^ naj n 1 tE ms A nocE in Jia]^ old
p EEoa's hsLdwn ti n% « z^lajnE d cbai 1 would haw ca caniE andcoU^cc ditnifrotn [h(
supplj E^ as thEy couldn'f se nd fh^ concEnci^Edacidz, coacEDiraifdaiunLDnia^caiscic
a
^SM
SDdiL EHLd clu cuh af pheaal fhicni^ rtu post £a Isec cifiannrLy fi^k TttlwDili^ co E if
Du n^tLaiu OLi the tr^u n thta ze e nnf d likf scmu thio^ ^iDwti-np z dj d^ ic vrasati adiAonire
in^ili^ Li^ Aldf of n ^dDsbilicy Bu^id^ the n^t ti cicf Cj hai^ li^ cd trLn]^f sun I wtgdli
4^ n^t [mUj all cba z« plufi^nns I fell en^l^cmc Df tn^dtpcb Tins vaz u nde i^oie d
b^ m^ mafhf r^ na^D^ to ensui^ I bad ch^ con^tc triDiity f^rcht bus EVLdiu^ Acq Z
of E irnru LigtiATfL Nt^roiice djd^^ z^etnai all c dlici me d I ttlz ^ id^ to b e b nti^ n^
biLck Tibou [ 7l ^aHoLi of zfuff thiLi c Duldhuia a holf cbrou ^1 the [macTun^e iUiDiatid
nsulc iti evacu »ia n I f die c dlic^ titiTite d TLmnnDLiia b Dtde stna^e d i n tl ca n^ied ^ tlc^
Well, I vits cas fjl aa t fo me nf ion such dec »lz Tliou g|i, Dddl^ « tioii£ji, I^ noc su i^ if
ciDszfd rc\y tnjod tl^m d^al eicber Il^ew^at I was doio^I WBSjust ^iti^ca ^f
some thin^ I cold nn^ p ai^dis i [ viui tnpa nnnf , I oe e d^ d this stu ff be caase I v^s ^i n^
fDbf abi^Dsic Kieoiisc vlieti I^i^wnp Mutn ^aw tn^ herb esc shoppi n^ba^ to puf
rhe bocdes la
I[ v^z a%i^y QiAicasc day ^fh^ti I am^din E izmiLigliarin I e^iirudl^ fujod the
place la the b ack stre tfs, ^»at loomj n^ I Lidu sf ii3l chi nntieys, dj it^ v^lL^ i^s sc sup er
in^b^bitis Ic z^enrL^dcobe zonnf latidof v^nhouz^, the otil^enfraue wasup aiiiiDLi
ii^-e zc ap^ upon ^fhich tnosz vaz ^iDwi n^ vi^d ^^ti lacbe dizzle I vall-^dup the
loQ^ aiid zLppe ly iroa zf ajrc aze arLdioio a snndl vnotrL wicb a se ai and a se ivio^ coua-
fenti the vail E ebj Lid I could se e a c Dinucapi a of ch^tiiitTil drills, la [i% and wide
^eliAS stacl^d wifh ba [df s atid e qu iptne nf I dj n^d die b eU atid a ia ly old muL came
Id zee me.
^^ cotne ta coliecf diese thi n^ you c ouldnt se nd chxciu^ tbe p Dst/ 1 e »^laj n^ d,
batiditi^ hitn ch^ note zenc wifh tn^lazf oider
He took die pe ncd fnm b ebj nd hi z ^ar, L cl^d the tip, aid ticl^d ch^tn oft Tlun
be vToi ca fetch chem.
Ts fhis your b a^ be sajd_
I unzipped mutii^bezf Juppio^ba^ He placed tbe bDtdezin one b^ on^ Tbe^
nn Ltrebofdez
TLiai^ die caucenfraf^d bydroclila nc acid^ diis is die cancenfrafed suJphuxc
acid— ^ Glasz baf tks. Ma i^ fillDwedj ^ouceoirai^d nicnc aci d, couc eoirai^ d actuc
acid^ Hf cnsed them ofi die list Then he dra^^d a^r a xbbed amber-coloied
bortk, "^C Dncf ntrate d amnLania"" He placed i[ ai the odier^nd andplanl^d in the
middle a tub of phenolandaplascitbDtde a f sodiu m h^diD^i d^ p^lli cs
He n]%^douche hsLdl^s Df mum's best dioppi n%ba^ fh^ £ja^ b Dtde z dan! j n^
fD^dierlike pines afmiEL, and sajdj lii t h^ a^^ wiH puu niana^^
1is/Isajd^"ifTlbe inghf "^ I waiifeddiisanffbad
TLieuhe zipped up the ba^tum^ and in aniDnieni of wund^ riul ^i?fLd^he£^
ceucezn^ thai ^luws ma» ludiciDU z e ach cinu Icbjnkabout if^he sajd
'Nowpuube c ai^feil wicb thDse ""
lU
CAUSAL COMOGENY AND
COSMOLOGY
Games H Bab a
Crn^^tioH erne7 EvfjitiU tut
Cn^iaa is Dfi«Li CDnftstd ^th «u>laticia ActuaU^^ it iz fh^ nwne cun^oi af
Eutlatioti — A son Df atiti -c i^aiiaa la fh^ matiiitr Df atiti -tnute r af made ni physits, or
izewti uinla^Duzca fhf pAjrof Dppoace mne ncs i n ek c tiDtiits — fh^ cum nc of ek c -
trotis oa on^ baud, nndflu oppoa [e-dirc cfia n:! c ounce r-mneiu of ^cmc rittcncal
Adw, ati ele rcLf titTLiy concepciti eletcKiDJCz
Ci^ aciaa piDC Ef ds fnni cbe CnjsTil (karao), or ^ solace plaoe of In^iity, via Eh^
suli tie pliLiie ^ ^^5n:La}j CD che plam af itior^aiuc nnwf ee £ viluf la n^ on the odLerliTind^
p iDCf e ds from cbe ^vuss triEvtiiTil platie ^acht sjbde plaoe^ i e , tht vie alj tntDi A, i rml-
lectu al and ^ innj Til plane s, b a£:k CO ch^ Absolu te^ du] s cotnplef id^ a fjH c ^k Ttiou^
they ai^, as it v^n, toncun^nt or co-e yi sf^ nt ore^n, ca-lweial, their dmcciDns ai^
E vide ndy oppoa ce dintnans O f connEj chey ai^ noc ai la ^edie ads vifh Dne anDche^
nDC Eu tioss-pnip ose s, but in sytnp atie ti c SLd sychxamius hamiDn^ Eervp^n them
theypmadf che ^anmc Df che c ip ac^ d and e utl^n^nni^ i^e fnmch^ Uneondj tinned
^solacf io the Conditioned nlati^scic cavalcade of fh^ C re aied C osniDS^ aodbaEk
frotn fhEV itaie chiou^ the inte ^ration Df che paifs ta du e^iluciDn Df cbe wliolej th^
iUtsolat^
In sa-c died tnDdezn cosmolD^, vhEit is ca cutiu ed as fh^ cuin nt of en ation — fram
en^r^ to tnaite ^ triEvcer ta tni crobe^ mic lob^ to tnan^ msL to human, human (uach^
Darwni an ladde ^ to sup e r-m^ ntal be id^ — ip aU^ cooscifuf^ s che cun^Di of ^vzlufion.
Thaf c Dnsf luc t is ei^ d^ nd^ bHaci ou s frotn six c dy te nnjiula ^tal c oosde i^ions, « ^a
in rnDdeiUj fc i^nti ilc t^ims. Modern sti e nc e c Dnf^ims co cbe abo^ analysi Sj buf tiiDd-
em scieiuistSj e^ecially che physical scieoiistSj ^riui deal wich the CDcalpictuip of fh^
phf notne n:t u cu^ise alon^ wi ch ics p Dnd^rou s panorama of ponde rable mwce^use^
1 amafrajdj anachionDU s te nns i n cbj s re ^aid
YeSjfhf cieation Df cbe maie n al^ loe iti al or e wn »lati^sti c udj ^Ee fram tnoltea
tnaiter^lu Dr pn triDDiial plaan?^^ Dr eiA n the s^cube as of che triEvnzc of matce r fram
itssubde riemencSj wliaie^rch^^ maybe (\i is iirst fcDtndLe Unconditioned JUisdIuc^
ta tbe CondjtiDned Relafi^scic — theocej cd the tne chanisti c), coosticuf^s fh^ con^ct
CDUi^ and canerof the cuinnc of Cip»ian Tbe oppasite process^ i j ^ the em^r-
a
lu
1j& to tmad, frotn tnindcD iDt«IL^rLce co rtu ^^ a r i iidj ^du nl ^ cnl-coL^sc lous utii [,
franiTLtaiujc or ladj^dualj 3:1c id the ntii wnnl aod ch^ Costrjc, 3ad fcDtnAu CDsnruc
CD clu Causal ^sdIuc^, c Dtisf iiiit« s^ i iid^ « dj rtu eddy-cun^Di of eviIucidli FiDtn the
g^ssEzf tQ tht ^iDszer, frotn che ^zasstrco ch^ sjbfle, frotn [he ^htlt id fh^ iubdesf
DLifhf ^zolace UticoLidj ti otie d C au sail c^j iz, ^nly, rtu couEe Df « viluf lorij ^ich is,
indf e d^ A K ]iDJ Li^ tno^me Li[ lai'f the tnci^meLicfrcmiitiaiiiDiaie cd niutnue tnjtrohe
jod fra rcL tniciDh e ca niati Euid nriEia to che djviaej 1 nde edj iubnljzi n^ i^fLrjti^^
CreuiDLi istlcdui^ af CDaneiuLi^Df [h^ subdes C au z:t C Dtisti ou au sf, ch^ ^-
solijce SpinCj to the sub-vie:! Arid atid ftjzof tnaiter, clu ^iDszesf caadifion of the
subclezf^ the Causal Ca nsciauiiitfs Coaujc C omci onsn^ sz iz the fli? c Dtidiciaoe d
staie Df fhf isolate ULicondj [i Diitd C Dtisti du au ss, die Suhdest of fh^ aihd^j vliich
D[u caiinot CDrrecJ^ coiiceiw vicb iDwe r platie z a f c Dtisci ou aie sf, 3J cb as li]^^ tniod,
intelL^iLce or^^ utiic Usoluce Cauz:! CDn^iouauzs, dkron^ Ifz Itnpa nde i^ble
4^bjLi[^^ Difb i^Dii ati Dti (^d} aiid liice^i^iDLi (a^^ — ch^ pbilozopb^ of Adunc^a
Veda — T«d of Loid Chsois^a's — b*cotnes die Coaujc C Dtiai du aie ss, ^ith ^ides
bofh tht c Dticnrre nf c Du i^ Df Cosmic CieatiDti SLd £ vilu [idli, aiid sap eif^ tidz to the
nri n cu n^Dis, fhf rviabroclu i^ Df C Dsnru c p a»Li[a^j iti the irtare er in app osi [E djiec-
dans — diDU gti the ir tna^rjiiides rciu s: b e tnaiched ta tnajniain ch^ CDsnruc Ealsue ar
UrJiA i^ Equdibnum ^pinc isuajtary atnple Maice r 1 s tnaiiiMd comple ^ Creaiioii
counts frann spinf fo fh^ nnwfer^ fcDnn simple cd dit kss simple, and chentej co the
comple^j oii^Uj SDtnefimes, CDtnpautid A^such, the nnak li^ of pb^ac al nri^atj the
maj Li triEvnzc Df the b Ddy, che ^rojs fram^j from matce r co tnicroh e^ 4be Lice , co ch^ phas-
ic al^ orh od^-h as^d nnsLj the masc c Dtnple k pb^ac al tiimaf ion — tni nu s bj s /her ^cal,
me nf al^ I LiceUec cu al aiid^^istic planes — consiiinj te Sj af coni^t, the edd^-cuziencs of
crewion^ the ai^aruc ci^Mian Mewische ^losses: af aUmaic^r Cam on ^ewmjcms
1j& — Ae^ mjcms che ^tal tiice^ die biala^cal aiu mana n} is fh^ eod-piodacc of the
(ddy-cun^Di of creaiiDn, di^ le JLheio^du fLn eI physi tal fnjic oi tnatiDn from the
sirciple ceUcDfhf cotnplezc cissj e s
But, vh^n die laius or '^ne' he came eodDwed vifh^ ore^iibicedj tl ^ail^ of
Di^aiiic ^[ dj t^^ ^^bi dId^ c :t 'life/ ch^ maich from unit eUular amoeb a or mic iDscapi c
mjciabe ta die mam ^stati on a f man, ch^ moiA me nc ^ a the vifztj the mental, fh^ 1 ncel-
lecnial aiidfh^ e^iscic fo the plane of die supir-e^iscic Cosmic Spmt a r Divinized
MehLj indf e d, cdclsci tu [e s die man stre am of du « ^^^na naiy p la c^ ss Tliusdie iddy-
cuTnnt cf ai^arjc creairon, fhicni^ 1 cs psycliD-somati c pro^nsaoa co die integral
man ca nsti n]f es die majaai^am Df h lolo^ cal evilu [ion from mic lob^ to man
143
Ttif heroic: of tlu rie^ATLi clit^ nn^ one d^ ncDil on thfnllJ1^£ tl ba DnitrEU^
T^ mAfSDiTL^ noc ±>rloD^ nHo V clu lao^iDpt 1 1 has zo Iod^ tiHq vpd ch^ ^ira^fD v^
then [OD^es Th^^luivl of spiiin]3l txas aad start ho^io^ back vhe n tnenrian iz
made of the tnocfo, '^piiin]djzf ch^ :« cular' Wellj b^ all tntsuhe secular buf dD
spmtudjze O thervi jfj hDW dD ch^y piapase cd n^it [he ^m n] eI cnsis Df ^riu cb [hey
the nnseliA z are czpn^abDU[ [he tnost fe locicni^y ^ ^cb an uiuci« li[i&c and i n^ional
and lUo^cnl nppiDach and c Dn[i^dic [oiy conEiu cf h ec i^^ [h^ inhei^nt h^pDcns^ af
the irpi Du z piD^ S51 Dns andaTdeDi advances and e ^a adtriDnif la ns a^Evnzf nriAfz [Tld-
rale-^diJK What other [han the ^i nfual would suit aj n the triDrale Df the tna^, tnacb
less tnorali [^ WIid c an s ±ii triDralif ^ ai the tnome nc ^ E^ n [be mandjt^ Df [be oaiioa
(which IS moie iiufiDnant ta [be msL of [h^ triDtneiu^ than du moi^f) is ila^^n^
^[enn^ fijtnblj n^ and ^L n^ aod [be stna^ se culaiis[ is Ayi n^ i n the ^e of ±Kts But
hDwloD^canhi 1^ep fl^in^^ H^ has to ^e ^fs, h^ has id cotne down [o ^anh, h^
has[a come f d bIass-tac1^^ Thei^ is nD escape nov'
Thf shitiibf n n^ nriAfs is v^ldn^up and c anrLO[ h e lan^lcfpt in the pnstnt semj-
SDtnatic sfwe Ybu Icnowhx happens when ahuo^iy ^an[ wal^sup aJter aloo^
ni^man JLde^p TLie d^ tiiDn will de tnand sl inozdjoai^ ^du m^ of fiDd [q swis^his
iDn^-lasf in^hu n^E r I n le ep Tbe tn al Df [hDse who ha^ u s^ d the i^hk as[he cannoa
fudd^rof mAfs de soQc [i Dn win aaw bf d^tnandid as the tidderof [heb^dra-h^aded
^an[ M AS S ' TLiey ba^ seeafhum^ the ^anie, [be^haiA pfneti^edin[o du vali-
ne SLd pre [e nse s of [h^ ajLn^das — [hE fe w sell c te d fe w wIid hold [he destiny of fh^
tnass I n %Dod and [mdi[ioiLal iirst Tlie tna^ has ma sl^ played hi s pait af [be ^anie:
but thf cusfodiaos of his des[iD^baw ^ne coclcy andunplayedbjtn Und^r-pa^io^
hasbeenfhf tnajn w^apaaof nnd^r-playin^and all d^cepnansof anti -sdc i eI naTu k
ansf from[bal sepcic Ibcus [he ^lui^ oi [he ^ incu al k ^ a f soc i ecy oi winch they
are the cuscDdiaos Who, ±>r he aiAa's sa]^£J is better suited [Dbe held i^^Dnable fur
the dttdiDralion af ^^abare triDiale Euid wide pnval^nc^ of law triDrale ^ Tlie^ all
s[em f[otrL [be old- se cnlar evc inide af [he people in "paw^^"" who lule [be k]ds[
Thf ca nup ti Dn, [be je Dp aidy, by the fiJlie s of leli^oDJ sf s Df a^ i^e alou s ^i nnial-
1 3:s ai^ p an of human his[Diy Euf wbai i s c Dnfiu ndi n% [q die cynics, the d^pncSjfh«
SD-calle d se cnlansts {-^) I s [be uncano^ c 3pac ify a f the ^harcbof ^iii[^ — the in^s-
ible charcb Df our cultu i^ — f^r silf-re n^ w^ and sflf-re 3J n^c[i oa
Hol^Ghosf — die lodwelL n% a r ItnmsLe n[ ^pint
Pai^de [e — Hi dde n G od
FaliD^ ±Hialne s^ die loneliness of tnenxe^ and 6 ar a f jp intu al i^cl^nin% tni^t
]ULd fhe tn h anloap [ Godhadclu]sen[o tnenas free^ lostiume n[ ti r H is dj ^oe plan.
Fiu de ncf ,plaf/±il prep aiwion FacesscDredh^a^ SLd iDi^ti^ e ^i nsE s of power Th(
iDst does — die an^s [hat WDuld in dadoLess Tluse wba ha^ lost sen^d [he Churcb
^
m
aad [he ^thfjlTU^ rtuizf thuhaiA b« en closest to clu p^aplEj wIid tlt^ ch^ inna^s Df
Chnft Vie ni^ pn tss, pre ^he i^j p i^liite z nndp tgcdis by uime of ati ac [ a f de die midli
Id thf people ^fha aie [he ADckaf Chnsf
^DSfAzy — Ttif siian^^rfh^ ^[bjrtu stroti^iLbe n a»Li e vite used TlupiDjec-
^anaf the taim^ tite d spin t idiq die nircizof fh^ Alnrj^ty
TLie Li£ji[ — Be ^ [uu Li^ of p^ ace of C Dtncnij ma n {che TGCi^Iglu Df Kn ^s^-i Luna-
rian) Chnsc was A KnyEliTLti par e^eUe nee
TLie Li^ izlikf a [iaviL »e n fnni a hi^ hjllj ilaoditi^ zvill^ iiua ilandsc^pc —
che laod^Tipe af ch^ ph^ tiDtne n:t utii wne
One CDuldfnNce i n cra^E dj^ s che p lotrjse of fi] tu i^ me ili e z ^ome a f fh^ tn vouli
Ic^ep a snndl IJ^t buzniti^ cbat on^ day nuglu li^t a nuDj oa fonihe z "" An Otnnipo-
rence wadan^b^ a tni glu K ^ ^^^^^^^ t° anultimw^ ^od.
Knya — ULitnaie ahzolauoaDf a ^hotiil^ sz fi] n]»
EiAiywliere tnan has be ca m^ av^u^ of bjtnzeli as afrsui^tit EHUtn:! SLd izbai-
dj n^ df^f lately CD asz^ it hi z n £ji[ ta ch^ be zf of fh^ vodd f^rche Juiif [ime that he
SDJcniiiu in i[. EwiyDne is afseinn^his dajm to id^ntic^ and i^co^tiDn, cbai tna^
coDiinue e wa a±f rbj z eznc fnni fhj z p AfsiD^ ^iD V Ewiyooe has his e ar f^r ao^ p lopb-
([ ^0 c an p iDtrjse hi m O ne
JEjfi1alr^«f I Du b>' Stx
^e K is e wiyh Dd^^ ^ [nl pzablem Th^ ze e1^£^f a f all a^ z tn ed f d nnd^ ntand Dr « ]£-
plaja It dkTon^ reL ^ Dn, an, zc I em e and a nu mbe r of odie r aifhoEiD^ and unosba [iaz
joci^nt and made m pKije c [z Unf^itu nwel^^ ia ly man^ zacb aic^ tiipcs cc understand
it hn^ nlmost pmA d a [Of al ^ilij i¥ None e^^pt [he Yo^s EVLd l^otn cs, [be ^incuTil
bi D-f echnDlD^s[s, ^0 ha^ put if in[D practical use^e^eci ally Dnfhe psychD- ^ innj Til
plan^.ha^ came fo^ia^ i[s le Til nan] i^ Ye[ vp ai^j dmDS[ eA, moip or k sz, p racf ictiI
s kdId^ zfs bD[h in our aniDU i^ and I n p aiPDibcod ^are a^i^e d a n i [z p D[e n[ pa [ta-
dalit^of e&ct on [he b lolo^cal or ^[3l i^laii Dnz of ourheiD^
Unf 1 no V onrlau^fle d^ of p zycbclc ^ has ac cep [e d ze ^ as an imp Ditant se cond-
aiy Imtnan ne^d We ^lould a%i^e read£^ vi[h Fi^ud^ [hw in [he nonnal biala^ical
phasf, se^is almost the pn mazy tno^r af the h lolo^ c :t Dr ^ [al u rjiA i^ — ippioduc-
fian and ^ m tu alii anon both allDV [be hiolo^cal hein^ [o li^ infD iteini[^, ba[h
physi c iHy [hiou^ lep lodac [i Dn, and ^ m tu ally by ^i rnnal re^eoe laiion az Kuodalini
^a]^Il or die pD[enn3l pav^raf [he p ^cba-zotriwic, ^fhich all we bi olo^c al b ein^
aie
In tny ^ew, [h^ only pio^s we could tndcf in zacb stu die z is [o accep[ sezas a
subjec[ of casmolD^, tn^[hDlD^, b lala ^ EVLd psych dId^, tnesun^a sabjfc[ of the
Psyche -SDtnaiiCj a ^wnu r of cmr pbyaala^cal imtna ns, [be za£is^[iaa ar di sail z-
bti on die ipof de te mil [un^ a maj 01 me asure af pe i^ondj t^ and alza a tnai Dr me asare
lU
oi em i^^ TLtid CD nriadj^ ifb^ appiopiiaie nriOEialMiDLi, tiiDderEvia n a r i ^a i nrimTLiiA-
tioti TlitiE IS aa [hiti^ itntTLDiieiaif dt itntrLDdest nbouf frTitiK dj zcussoli qI ^zi Tl \z
DbsDleff p lude ly co a^^i d or uiLde»sciiiiai« icsop^n tluivtiI Andafic tlc tion ±>r iff 3|] -
piDpii7Lt« uf di zaii oa I n dl ields of bu nnaa e nde tluii^ « ^« cially ili cht p sychD-SDtnsmc
Dr bi o-psythi c ields S^zcis invilwd iLibiala^ and inps^hDlD^y — faod^ TLTid riTjnd.
As sublimate dj av^cf tie d Elaiiddj ni ic cati ^ w fen ]lc Casmjc Accioa Fo v^ r a r Kn ^a-
shdcfij traiizc e ndj n^ rtu tnosf pntrLOidial i^laii^sc piadj^cy ^nchin rtu cotnpass af
dui camp i^be Liii oti orncfptioti Tins nlEvi^stic prodn^t^ of trjtid ca ^lai^cate co-
waids the p olar — co czeat^ tcniLice ip an a r app osif ion b ef ve eti Dppaat« EVLdma^etic
poles — mjsfbe Dwrcotne, be f^re »3l la nnaaiic Icha be twe e n souls aiid sduIj' pasaoa
iseqaally dE 6 Li::elE ss atid de & x^ d
/ffljjj^iHOjj and Ciiiftcn^?TiJ»f^
S e ek Ga d — ^li caoif nttneDi '
S e ek ^Du r S eli due — ^aGad'
HDWta se*kcnit the Self ^
E ^ tne ditaii Li^np Dti yauiself
Hdwcd seek God^ God is Asocial ca ncepf , a p indue t of society Human ch^Iiza-
tmn IS ^piDduct of socief^ They are^ theie f^re^ coiuLe c ced as c vids Sd, if you caniiDt
appvuxh an^ of them dji^cd^^yau rcid^ approach the ooe yon do iiDt l^^LDwb^ ap-
piD^bin^cbe Diie youlouiv
Inyanrli^j ^edieryou iirst heaid Df bumaa ci^ization Drof God, vichubjcb
Doe 7\ib you mai^ ^LtnlL ar^ Wicb hutnan ti ^ z »ia n^ of ccmise God, fh^n, muse b e a
piDdaccof che social seaich±ir the ^eli diwv^ call '^h^aa'" ReL^Dn isourcoH^c-
ti^ eSiit [D iindauc the realicy of ^yisfence die Self Human ci vQj zaiiaa is apiuduct
of bunrLEHL acf unties ajmed at 3idi[i% thai coHettiw effan co iiid die coi^ of bumsL
e Usenet, laaod on cbjsplaiief^ 3ad onrseose oi woadezm^nt, awe^ in^iiuioLi and
devufianca die dun^ of our ^cbj fvu^ andplea^i^
Sd, tc laDK±irGod, we CEulookat cbe pi^seoi Ourpnseiu is a product af aur
pa^j SLd cbe fjn]» is ^lAniedh^ ourpi^senf cinzutnsf ance s Tlieref^rej die fjtui^
has If s basi s Dn che p asf lb bu ild cmr ±itu i^j v^ ba^ [o i^huild du rp as Buccbe ques-
tion IS, ba V f D bu Id fhi pas^^ea thepasi is dead and^one^ Ybu mus: re sane cc^ or
disi nf^Fj your p asc i n you r mj nd and see howbisc, arhecte^ you c ould haiA buHt if.
Tb seek die S el£ che bad^-mj nd tiiachiiLe musf ii^be in Dpcimal Dp erxin^ order
MedJtaiioa Silent ca nee nf nved fhinko^ Gradually the tnjod c :4{es a pn ^ssi^ -
1^ dec i¥ A51 n% p an in the pncess, ^ile intuiciaa cal^sowr Infuition is the thou^ic-
piDcessof 3jper-tni nd, vhicb I s an inuihite Df tnjod
Yo^ The sfud^ of the njndb^ cbe tniod Yb^^iAsrariandjc^ ta i^^on and
a
nzsDci ta &th The tnjod is a subtle or^aaof ch^ bady, li1^ ^Miy orturai^ATL Df the
bodv^ thou £ji die ^j Df ccnji^, aie ^idsz
Ttilceep fhf hod^ Hx Andhealib^j am tnast u nde itn]^ ui« quai^ physic Til e^irise
aad bHa V Dthe r mlf s Df luTilch This is Ti^^p cov^ud tnaldti^ the nundhtdih^ — t\T
rh« Du nd 3ad h od^ are ai^Arjcnll^relwfd — hue tnore i s iit^ dtd ti r Tipe rfrc tl^ ht dth^
jod siroD^ p« Lief nviti^ nrjFid CD be able ca study ics^li Tliai cnnhe dotie vifhTiti a^
sauli ondu ^^n^TLnes of nrjtid Th^ speed aod chiasc Df fh^ tlsssoIc is uLi tnwel^ up ta
che k^eraf di^ tlsshuIc
TLie Srif catiLiDC be TitcajLied wicbonc de wlop tn^ tit of bod^ atid nrjiid because
fhc Self is thf Aridof che ^jpir-tiiind, vhich tTui Diilyhe leTuzbedfitherh^dLe tmtid
dewlDpiD^ and blDssa nrjLi^ fiiifh idid supe r-tiiitid, orb^ complete cramc^nd^tic^ of
rhe psychic tiiiod Wbciich^ p^chic tiiiod ijaiinihlTLted^ the iuper-tiuod lush^s la If
isbei^ chat Gadi^iidfs sLdmusibt ibiiLidj novlitie tlst bncheie
TLie SufL p De [ sa^Sj Gia V thy ^tlpI^ ti I Lia d( and cby liDnies aad ^ardeos ^dl Aduf
l±..
Itiside ishtaiAa ^o^caaOodbe ftmnd inside fh^sel^ ladie aleoct of cbe n^ta-
de nf inn^ r ^ardtti
Tti fhf de^f fhai ch^ deuitet aituneshitiisflf id die wQ oi dit Loid (dit ^^LQ-
fir^^£lLed consc iDustie s — id fhw d^^e does dit Laid's^race Adw due in his ^^^r
TLius itre n^hf tie dj fhe deuitet Juully m^i^ s his self i ncD ch^ ftu^of dit Coaujc Self
aadhecames otie vich Him^iti endleshLss Only fh^ti does the viHof ch^ de^^tee
be conif fhf Win of [hf Loid, f^rbe camuc^fillanycbjn^^irihjch the Loid da es nof \rtJ31
bjtii CD vin.his TtaSl is His'Will
Lo^ \s an ^^i^ssian of bappine^ ELss is canfinuous, condeosed hEippioess
TliBKibre incense Id^ — de^ifion — is a produce of hliss Eliss b*i n^ c onti craons and
GDd be iD^ all-bhss^ If IS lo^c al ca coocenA of Gada^Lo^
TLius, odI^ cbrou ^1 de^i cion and Sim e» effaif incbc se aich a f Srif c aa ciu^ hap-
pin^s^ and c onie nuTL^ni b« ±njnd
lU
THE SAYINGS OF GANESH BABA
htw it ^i losm^hi M^i^ hfSff ilASihilid in hitn so tnuch tneulu wiU ? ^^ f^r [i:t uid
IJ 77 chap if I .
Etv^i^ of [hf LiDLi-p ^1u delj c Rewnalof re?licy isMay^^joli Tlit n-
WiH tn^ti lioLit Idw wise me nowise duly
Idw f^ols. Atid ^ou ut SQch dj^ne ^ols Y^xn an Iht ntanst cd ^vu^ll
W* an incbepaa-luLiwic just as scroti^ warci^ti wsoi strong nMn^
wi d^ d wicches [i« siK ^wwizaids
Advvlie wliD does not do his dacy b^ the
tnothen vin be fi]tlad by che Taoiac Paiaj swio^ack Wliea ^wj reath ch*
*^^^^ hi5hea: paitit of pasitiuicy y\yuTL svid^
immedjaiely iDiooe^i^f^
Rf3l sajDts are tnad Iti ^[ chei^ ai^ ux\
sajDishncsiniMn-ReisajcwsinsLi^thed*- Onr nwural stai* is ec eraty
elared
Without fjtljn^w* ait fijtladTip
One viUba^ to ha^ aanncEun^ seose
DfhntnorAbandoayE^rlansua^es.esp*- Maieiialjsm is ma Ai flity
cidl^ tlu Fitach^ I>u Ech arLdGennaiis
The soul IS die DiUy cemoi
Soniebady timst wnte a hoal-. ^in^
God IS the sjpKtne shop! jep ei. his nnar _ . . . . j £_ i i.
Real yoys ie*p by day SLd nek th*
1^ [ IS inliDJ te . .
rjsjit
Kiiy^-yo^i s c Dsnrjc c otntrtQLiiDLi tbiDU e|i „
Thei^ I s ma d e^ ivwhe i^ , I tell l/qu
CDsnruc TuZfiDn Caanic actioa is al»ad^
±aiti^ Dti wifhin yau
Wliy IS [be We s^ioe r caraj Lig MiE cd dig
our dud ^
It IS aH n^ ta nnriEiiti a strati^ n
___--_- - Peopl* who ba^ LiDt frit Cod do not
Th* b*ads af the rosaiy ait mad* ^Dur
1. J r- J J J 1 J 1 jwi w ho V ta dI IS bj s laudi
Dwribad^. God did this in DDi^r to im-
piD^ th( I [ULe r zasary
^
?*i
LecoLiE tnyjtfliy ntn?un_ If yon haw fops^/ ft^ lup^ezfo se* Ea-
jn^e^Lj [hfti yau hn^ cd pay iliA vjpe«s
A LiDn-p sych*dplj t tan im »r *nli^[fl li a ta see tny doadao
I iDdkupoa ycm iu cc essi^ly ^ a s1^£le [Dti,
lamaNay-hipscer^w^doti'tbafh^rwth then as a CDtnpl«tn*titaiv circuit
pecty finnTilicics
Ttif bjsfDiy of lodiA iz a CDtitirmcms
-,__ , , 1.1 1 stn im Df bj gli ho az
Whether [hpy ^w us oim blanljc orcTris
blanlcetSj It dDeaL'c matc^r trmcb Ycm »c
Etv^i^ <\i IndjA TLiis iz tny lasf cam-
in UiDw thiz body ^nll lidc las.
tntDt
Ddli^ tautit tinM if you w^iDi to e^ilis.if * i. t j- - r^x^ t>
yon CDUDi titn^ ^Du villrcuil^
of lodjsu
Gan«h Eaha says h* studied uoderDale Th* iiisclessoafiorfLlcidjay™ canl«ain
Camc^p He wasa^ai tnaH* r, %wai*r ^^^ will aH die
rhaa [hosf tnod^ia Indjan phonies He
sajd^ "Scop iicldti^ Scanlj^D^^ I haiw died ituror iiw [ircics and I am
sell djw andljcl-jn^
On se^ Wt cannot be fhand^ nciuck b^
rhese tissues Dan'c cue che lA^cables M^]^ dLetn
^ole.
Buckup orfjckup
W« will alvBys fjtk th^ moch^is of the
OncEapsi/Lhedelic^alT^sapsyLhedri- spi n nj i, thit* oi^aaus an hou ^ fh* olde r
- the better
_ - j_ ij ^t 1. J. ^ fisollaafilis thit* tim*s Tbe inc dtne
^ensatiaa ^onld oat aiocf yo\2 but du
when Dchei^ ai^ laa£jiiD^ The sicond
pnnciple behind tbe sensaiioa . . . j i. i -w-i_
titn* whea theyuiidera:3iidfh*jolj The
thiid fime wben cbe^ wander wb^ cbe^
oaf die msL wi th ba V SLd ariov i^
WhafMamciilledsyoibeas^CbDiciled Gmm Ji BAa on himself He is not only
^^^ the ^Dfy Himalayan psychedelic yo%a
teacberhuf he was a sfude nc uode r Eia-
No sjcldn^in ouradiram. stem, £ cbrodi ng^ r.Ju n^ Maz Flanck, nof
lu
secoad or [hird baud bu t ba t hEHLd, ad^r
ot [hf tnosf inadjDUf qae zna ns utider the
sun Only liy n^Li^sQIiesf qae sf la ns c tlii
G EHU Jl E Tib 3^ ^lu sajd [D Gsush "^if
vith ^Dur back scm^bif utitil yon diup
dead Then ycnj wiU bi b^ siccid^ in tn^
Inp Euid I vill bf si[[in^ la die Inp Df
God^ Ib«lifw hitn 3ad I am siill ^in%
th?it w?i^
GamJL Edia says ^ ^chs pi^f^nd
symp ti tiDUf jnfaimaiiaa is djuiu loiavl-
id«
6
T3^ the n I y\
I duiuebt V^
loncf had e i^biff e n pa ^ thtafi^s
weoi ta an^ Df cbe die Titre z Tind I duu^
If vaf tht h MhiDDtn
Oa tht Na^as ^^ ai^ the aldesc trLDn1^^
laclu wadd No am cui compare withuz
la DurphoDJ n^ ss VJ^ viU cmcsliou [ ^du all
thf [itne We 7\ib nof Didinaiy du>q1s hut
hip ^^T monls
Sn^^sced pra^^r t\T Gane^inn A^i-
ranff I>f ar Gadj if che i^ is a G Dd, pie asf
hrip tntjif ycm csLhelp tne
Gane^ is Gnoas
Thtn is aa playboy, anl^ dun-hoy, I ftU la our camp fiod is ^^a DiUy wliea
^Du 1[ is a quasar pasf cwel^ by tn^ 3 aran^ The n ^ibe n yon ai^ 6d, you an
Fla^/bay wanh frdup.
For tbe tiu^ p^ched^hc tht nuptial bed
becomes [he iui^calcdilf
Dhaimacan fijckewiyhDd^ If Dhaitna
can'[ fijckchtie wUht only ^ody-^ad-
les
Lift Fslitj afnjit Anyplace it iindsa^ra-
di^oi, diai w^ It vin ^
A^ youT ^m He i^ads the pap^r be-
tween the lines ^ead this at kast cwic^
be fisre lau ghiti^ — I C J
I v^ifu calo^ people w adjjcanct
Atnan^o da es oof Uidw ^nmmaj can-
noc lauv God vhjn is du mosc refned
pnnciple
Futk two handled western women and
nDchin^ win happen Fuck one Indian
wamaa and Jie will suck yon chiuugli
and [biDu^i Etw^i^ af Indian womtn
Ont fj ck wiH af&c c ^du r ^rsLdtnothe r i n
heaiAn.
Ehdcnmdaiua usfd to CDme aad cal^
bhao^ wi[h tn^ secredy Now he w^ncsca
fj ck tht p sycbe dtl cs
Do tninaF^^
The
JDl^£
undeAeaid is a bu^e Gane^iiia
Let phdasaphits kun^ ar bt dtniol-
i^ied
We wizards want wi ccbe s co ±ick
l«i
TLie mas po^nrfiil sph^^T, \i he is not As a w z Aid I hn^ be uea pvur wi tcb du t
boiin^ is lid ^edc^r, I t«Il ycm A ^ly As ABah^IlDW you.
sw« e t ba nti^ [0 the cenc^r
Ycm aie anl^ tnad. He iz madii^r I am
TLie hod^ viH die, die pinDtiTil pspzbe tnaddezc.
vin di«, thf caanic psyche viU dj^, but
rhe coaujc spi n t viU oe wr die . La:i canmiierLf by Iia Cohea CM is
HDtne
We an sua VDi^pp« i^^ vf h^ the a tri-
ple L& L DCi1{^ VT baw jnsc ooe b^ and
V«[ s«e diese e ^ub i cidli hiills '
Liw It li^t Only 7l tauch It is eA in
ben
Gan^shiaiL Psychedelic Mesa^ ^:>Ln-
Ic^tj sfDp ycmr baD]^-p7Ln1^y Don'c be sd
swsi]^
I W3IU ta tiKa]^ myself b e fii^ cbe cnje
ima^ and to fijckcbe modLeraf ch^ devd
if need bf
n>r simple mea Gad is ^mc
Gan^sh Eaba says he blew WiDston
ChuKhin^ mind with slick En^^ an
baiscb ul^
Bn n%iuy S3±&a n-iobf Ibday I wiH maich
my colar wicb e^ lybody IFroniTa^i^)
In IndisL paefiy you don'c ha^ fo ad^
vho TiDte fhf poenij if CDmesinaline
IdDnt cai^ what a man does or da^s not
dOj aslDn^ashe does well
Remind m^ cd cell ^du about ^^la-CEre-
bralmisal^a
TRISHULS, TIBETANS AND TSUNAMJS
Dave Lowe
It took bur CI ides o^r [1u KaibmuiEiij v^ey Ibrclu Bao^^e^i Bi tnATL p ila t to
fiiLd a^^lTU^ enou^ia thf nnDL^saDLi douds ca Innd his FaUctr 70 fcDtriDhTi]^ My
LiDse v^2 pi^fsed TL^aiLizf fhf ^niiEiDv oa the n^t hTniEi sid« of ch^ plsu^loaldD^lbr
an^ a^ a f fh^ aidwc 7ipp« d p^ 3] j Nep nl wtg ^mou z ti ^ bu [ Till I zav was e iidle s ^la^
mjst J fwiriin^ dcnj ds TLiid bnd-jcs Df raiLi pann n^ a ff the witi^
Whe n I sc«ppf d ouc a f [he dese ned Mipon f eznrjLinlj I spl [ a c Tib with the crnl^ a th^r
p Ase n^r DLi che pl3iu fhai hui zai\n w d che heUi^ o^ mi glu tratiac zfop inDhal^, a
re [iK d fLJu miTLii fniiDi ZDUfhe m Jap TLii ^itu] ^d1^ jus: aoe Eo^^ ze lice nee .
T suli^iDiati fta nn Japan/ he f old e^ lyotie Tishmaii*
O ther than tnufled ^iT] nfs, hi z Dtily ^ sfure fofh^ Nepali: aifh^ iTdi stand w^etD
ila^ his paz^ on like ^oedlace af ^aiiic co waidaff v^mpii^s
"Tlippoa' Hipp on ^ the Fi^Man aiaii^d
Aswf vajted±>rche c at ta pull up, Fi^i Man waz ^rowi n^ sci^i^rb^ du nunute^
iUdjD^hif ]iD^i^ af in^sibl^ tnDsquicDez, uid oa the xde incD tovnhe pulled out
hisdj^Dsnble chopscid^^ wtucbhadusedcD eat wich dunn^ the ilj^ic, andhe^an tD
tniDuc the Ee^dunAn tnasic canrun^ouf af ch^ mdja Az we zwin^d aiound police
clud^aints^ wliDtn were :« aichj n^ cnlnl^^ fir Maa ist bamh Sj laodDtn CDW^dieviD^
nev^ap EE and cra^n^ tn Jiawf n n^n^ their h elhj hi laughid wicl^dly ca hitnz^lf
at SDtn^ piivate Jal^£
"^ippoUj Nipp Dn/ Fi Jl Man tnumhle d
As we leacluddu down [own are a, I was ^|ad wliea Fi ^ Man tnona ni d wifh hi z
cbapsticla Jbrch^ cazi dn^rcD drop hitn qS, nowtui^ n^ardu place IhadboDl^d^
just ofi DuibarScpjaie indie old cdwil Fi^i Man scuffed hi z chopsti clcs b atk incD
his ba^ hopped out, dii^wsame bills odiq die froDipassen^rseat, strapped his tiny
b a£:1^ ack a n^ and aiodf off into che cn^Ac
^ifh jua a week la N^pal^ I anl^ had enon^ titn^ fo e^^lon che KEvmandu
vaUe^j EHLd I was ^ad af ic fh^ day b^fure I am^ d 1 n Nep al ch^ mayoi of Fol^ara had
be^n^iDC df ad h ^ Maaists I n h load da^L £ji[, the bus li n^ s ac ross thf touDiiy wei^ mt
of^ aod aoe of ch^ siKiD^fsc tnonsDoos in ^eaE w^s ejected wifhin da^Sj redacio^
trelJjD^ routes co mu Jl — the inci^asi n% lep Dits of f i^lJ^ i^ be id^ Hcsf detained by
Maaisc labels, le cfure d on di^ 1 r tnDwtneiu^ c De roe d iota ^^n^ a dDnaiion, aad thea
b ein^ issae d affcc lal '^i^c eip ts'' w^ re dsD apuc-o^
Thw af e niDOUj w^ j n% thzDu^bi ch^ oana v Me die vallane s, p acl^ d wi th te tnples
a
?ii
PTlszq d, [ht holy tn^ n ^itu] cDwnd theirbadjeziti adi, TLiid wTLtid^redcht zabcanntienf
in St aich of « nli^« LirfLf tit Ai we eyed tach Dcluras taicit c i^ anire z frani oppoa ce
(Fids a f clu hutnTLii ^e coatn, [ht STiddhu z stnile d ai Die stKiielv^carivirL^chfirtiidftits
aad smnH zxchtk stu &d wi [h clothes, le n^ 11^ a cloud of ba^ stnol^ lllfhel^v^^£
TLie UAZH day 1 [Dakcayiz co noA^ ^IIa^is aiid c^tnplez jcwcend aiound the
csfiifnlj che dasezf wen Faiau and Ehal^aipu^ wtui^ ceiufik coiuple^z draped in
gadandsof safin n man ^d lo v^n andciays of ib cicf n n% u>[i w candles we i^ illed
vifhpeDpk ai all tim^s of day Randam moDl^^z scnun^d ±>r f^adle^ b^hiod,
le apin^ da vii from ti^^s in ch^ temple couit^aids
WaSdn^ thou g|i fhf quiec n^i £jiboihoDdSj Inach^d ch^ ed%e af the cit^^ w^jn^
off fhf hewea ciack incD cpjiec nee fields wtiei^ vutnen funded ca dieir ciops and
scba d1 (Mdie n n de bil^zliDtnej nn^ n% [be irh elh
With h^a^ ma and elouds eaeh day ic w^z tiiaddy ^id^ SLd e^iy tim^ the
lain sappe d 1 lao1^ d aiDU nd to ^t a^tnpse af the snowy Hitnalay^s, hue they were
^w^s hi dde n b ebj nd ch^ misc E^ day cbree 1 w^z ^ccid^ ackaf ch^ diousandz of
p it c aids ±ir sale all owr die place wicbpi enin z Df auT c app e d pe a]^ frann^d a^ansf
impossibly blue ^jes, sceoeslhad^c ta see
TLie mDsc intei^iti noplace 1 wenc was Pa^upaiinaih, a sjbuib of Kathtnandu
wbciE tlu bodies of ro^ak^ and eammoiLei^ ai^ burned on £jia£s p^rcbed D^r a
small inA r \Vhe n 1 was fh^re^ 1 w^ehe d fmj r fine nds fa]^£ place cbei^ wiuno ^nnil^
presenc, and nD cei^maiual speeeheSj ar trmsic, ar teai^ The bodies w^re afilaaded
fnm tiu c1{s, laj d one in die Dpea Tbe^ v^ie thea u n- wrapped, ^ e npj wlie» Aower
petals v^» ^ no] Jed on them Tlie bodies wei^ diea»-wi^ped a^nj brche lasf
cime^bebi^ b^in^laid cmc Dn alar^ scack oi wooden 1d^ that w^re alnady sec
Ic v^s an (^t-DptDjn^ t^cnenct fD say th( leasf^ aod a ^od pnp arEtfia n fir
^^ranaSj cbat v^s made e^nmDie idi^ re siin^ du^ co [he i^la:ce d n»iire of the passer
b^Sj who Talked by fhf burning ^ats on cbe oppDsic^ sid^ of ch^ n^ron their w^
CD school^ cbe madc^Cjjust stappio^fD wveh the ^eecade fir a fe w mome nc s be fi^re
maia n% on^ trmncbj n% on snaEla, c dl J n% a n c eH phone Sj andjnsc watching rhi Aannes
dd theirjDh Deaih wasjust anotherpait Df li6
Th^re wpie saddbushei^ coOj waichin^die seene andciyin^cD eam^nce me, the
looe We sf eioe r theie , cbai e lUj sjice nme nc w^s « asy jus: tillDW cbe m up id theirca^s
bj£jiiip infhf mouDiiiDs
Wh^n [hf b Ddif s v^n sjfilciead^ burned, die attendants cook mecalbioDms and
swepc the bu min^ debn s inco die nwr, wlieie n wenc due with ahu^hDilin^hiss of
steam Th^ nccr scacK a f wood wbs aln ad^ h e in^ put in place &rche lUHt body tab e
buzn^d
TLie aid cowiLj and e^eeially Duibar Squaie^ w^u the bes: place firpeopk-
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wxthiD^ calon sewed doclus cnjt dli che sid«w3llL, ^vniildeEi wanuLi sold
^adands f^r rtu f« tuple Sj aod rail Eionn cowi hui co be a^^id^dasclLe^blcid^Einlleysa
traffic TLie ubicpjicaus sadhas vpre fh^re cod, tnuff tx ti^pra^trs f d [hi tn»l^s a^ thty
wsLdtifd tht cobblfscotie sci^etsincheraiQj theirdreailiiicl^Eiiippiti^vaifraiLd th^jz
c nliA z znne are d wi th ^y tiiud.
Ibe nf dDwti f d ci^ ray ^oe s^ nnd a thu rcih ju ddenl^ la^Le d cmc Df tio^riLe i^j slEuune d
incD [be CBDi^r of m^ fiiiehtadj It ai^ ti^ b ebj nd a bn^t amn^ mai^^ Snjcuied^ I
scDddup [0 ]uLd a tia]^ d saddhu sfAndirL^stntitly b^lbre me.his dre^dlafl^ vntpped
e^Erd^ mDund his htadj aujLti^ 7\l tn^ Then be bowed atid sajd zanne pi^yer la
NepnL Utizare of ^at dus waSj I jmHed ATLdninied id ^, buc the saddhalenpc la
froticof rcLf And f nppe d his h 0^ fir a dDnwia n I hui h^ ard a f be ^^ars be id^ cie ati w
ta ^t monf^.bnt I^ne^rduiu^ saddhas bad niiae d ca dn^ -b^-ble ssi n^ [o ^eEi
up a dDW tanu sf SB aza n I re ache d i nco m^ pa d^ t, puUtd du [ a stnEA oaf tj dropped it
I n che ba vl and le± cbe saddbu behitid, ca v^f JbrtiiDn ^ccims
Asl v^Ike db ackc d m^hocil i n dit ^idwi n^dadoie sf chEU ni^tj Ip asse d ac otiti n^ot
of fiity soldi e i^ p aiiDDj n^ I>i]d>aT S qa are S tanditi^ tht» ^vaithio^ the procesiDn, I
jumped ^en sameooe pulled tuy ^te^, e^iccio^ EHUch^r raudDtu blesio^ fnni
sDtue I mp I ^ saddbu hisifad, av^-di^ss^d tuaninabuatiesiuif waidltssly hsLded
tut a bu ane s card, ^riu ch i^ad, ^TLll Ra ads Le ad co £ia i^st Ca^nD^
Thf lasc tie i^ih oihood I we n[ CD Vie Baduath, a tuooasci c ca mpk :< bu It aiDuada
lai^ stupa oe ar the aipaif Ater 19^9, wlieti Tib e [ was la^;^^ d by Chitiaj K xmauda
hasbaih ore d one of die tuDsc ^braut Tibe can comiuuDJ ti es i n di^ VDdd H^rejek^aDt
sdk scaiT^f frotu Tib^c Aapped iti die bi^^ie oe^t ta pra^tr Aa^j ancique dLanl^as^
pi^^r wheels and coach ^lelh ^diioned i ticD hazns If waslil^ au auch^ntic IdDkat
old Tibet OrsD Icluni^t
Whenl^t ta Ba dnath, fh^ re wei^ tuore tonu ^s than pH^ ms, 3ad tuoa of th^
p eople valid n^ aiDuad dock wi sf, die Tib ec an cradi cion j n die crad^ tuai^Lbui^ndy re d
iDh es m» ±>i^i^e i^, cbe ii ht ads shaiA d^ dj scu si n% tu^ di canon i n Au andj an ac c^ nts^
m Gciman, la Itussiaa TLit whole nei^boiliDodlaDl^dLI^ aTib^cau Disneyland
with Dalaj Lama [-shiss, pascc aids and Focala Palace c a£s :« na n^ bauaua p 3ac a]^ s
and tuan^ ^:LlI]^^a]^s
^Vhen I fn]nd SL inteiuec ca£ iliA bladj frotu che snjpaj chief bald^ »d-iDh ed
tuDtlJ^^ came in calmly SLd sai dDwu chwciD^on c^llphoius wliile their fnends seat
E -mails 3ad sji&d Bxtney Sp^as websices
KEvmsLdu IS Dne of [base places some of you r p a»nts^ fn eods piuh abl^ wenc tD
in the late ^Os aod ^ady 70 s, be adin^ be twi e n T\jd^^ and TLiadaud an the ^»at
01A dand bac1>p at1^ r trail Wluk cbe i^bf is ^ne f^rcbe mDscpan, ic daesljo^roa
insDme w^ys, and nDwhe» monso thanche ^nowmau C aE, axcmtid the conurfnni
Fnal^Sfi^et
Heie, fi^rif^ cencs, chacalaif ca]^, vanilla mi^^^a]^s and DthercDmbn tiDds
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leys a f VJ
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vifh Miolf^ 3ad HsLidn^ dli rtu ^tal-jr syjtftn Tbday tnosf af [lit cnsccmiei^ Tue
yonti^hip NepdjZj ve aud^ u e -d^ d T-^inz, aualati^ TLiid se ndj n^ ^MS nitssA^s ta
duirfnends
Out om ^eiTLDoa v^tiii^ out tl i^JtiscDinij a a^yish Anuncan triATL CTimf ili
vifh hi z c ollf ^ - a^d dsa^t^r TLity caDkcmt che ir zaiticoTnz, £j3hbEd a cable by the
viodD V atid a ide i^d ^pi ec« Df apple pie eTuzb
TLiif If [he place ycmr ^h^ r c ame wh^tih^ tiTiwled tlcki s Aaa ""
Tbe tnaii^ dnu^e r ju sf sat [hen and zf Ai^d ouf du windov
'Bebi^ 1 nnet pvur tiiDthe ^ b^ ±iie lz[aiTe[i the re s: saratit, be fii^ yourbiDLher '
bjs mice [railed off az the N^pab v^l^ r diapp e d ofi [he c al^s they hiid oide i^d His
dau gtif er wasii^ iDi^resifd.jusL sf aire d e aiio^
He r ^her i^pe are d fhf se nc etic es i ii tl Icnj d^ r ^i ice Jhe just sat [bei^ and ev( a
frv moi^ bi[es^ before her dad dammed his isf oach^ cablej dropped SDtne b Olson
die [abk and [hnvnp his hands whis daa^ter^bai^dotn Tbe^lefl as &sf astbe^
bad came
1 iras sif [iD^ la I>ud>ar ^qu ai^ wli^ n fh^ fhousandfh ptisDn came up tD me a^n^
if 1 needed a ^ide 1 Juok my head and [be gijy sat dovn anyv^y bai^d \y^i of
bjs [njnd. 1[ was the fn] r-mDn[h low se ason^ du hd^ ^fhich eiAnp^nndes saddlius, I
le amedj (aroe d moie mon^^ [hsLhe djd
lb piDW this he pointed [o [hi neaiis[ saddlnij diessed in Dcbre Dran^ nbes
aad caTiyin^[be f mde made tn d^ ntj si [ti n% p eich^ d on a low wall accas[i n^ fou nsts
AS die ^ ^val^dpasf [o ta]^ apho[D As we ^vaich^d, a couple f[Dm Europe stopped
TLie VDman smiled and p Dsed by the saddbu,[be msL taok [h^ p ictu i^, and[hea the
saddbu snick du[ his hand and a^^d fir IjOOO lup^eSj equivitenc [o [bj ite ea dollaE
TLie couple ^a^e dj bu [ paj d up anyway and tnowdon
^ee/ [he taur5?jide sajdj '^easj^ mon*^^_^
On a ^od day, s^ddhus could earn A^ nmes what a tour^idc could eazn^sa
much so that youn^ ^ides cooiemplated kiILd^ in human a^ and ^kivid^ chick
dre ailod^ jus[ ta c a^ i n aa the VJeste me^ &sc loaiioa w th saddbu s He wenc an ta
sa^ [hat most af die s^ddhus w^ n n'[ hen no Vj because it v^slavstasoa 1 told the
^y the sfoiy of m^ dn ^-b^-bl^ san^ andhelau^Led
lb see [he real s^ddhu shDW, yon haiA cd cotn^ batkin £cp[embe^ wliea the
^ffccial' saddhu season ishei^'
Tlie saddhu seasaa^
1!^s^dLe s^ddhu season They ca mt he i^ f d ma]^ [nont^ fram all fht touiists htre
£]rtie1Jo[\^^
He wenf on cd e^^lajn fh^ Aood of [ouiis[s la [be fjiSL, and Iidw [heir bard
cun^nc^1>jpt [besf c oalj p Dsse ssi Dtil^ ss baly men vho wandered fh^ wodd laseaich
of e nlj glif eome [u^ idIL n^ in « non^i ca^j and ha^j cd last them tiU [h^ nezv year
iji
"TAThew do [h*^ ^^I ^^d ^n tlM off seasaa^
â– ^Gaa,*he said tasuil^ "T^cbnci tnusit Ch^ap haii They haii^ out with th*
I ^e sf e^ Li s^dhu^ Lie^d a vac aii dli, ca d
NafhJn^ cati prep a» ^u f^rche triAfikf lotn af cIitlos, c Diifijsi dli, c dws, lidi :« , djif^
taucs, b t^^ai^j holy tntUj sjicidd tn^aw diiiAi^ aiid niDre rtiai Iiidja zciids u yon
frotnfh* nnotrL^nt pwj am^
Thf da^ Ilt± Nepal clui^ vas a b Dtiil^in^ i n cht KaitnaiiEia valle^^aiLd sfcuiicy
WAf ci^t Eu [ht ajipan, wich police do^ aufui^ tarbutnpers and sfarcbj li^ b ebj Lid
SEEK mJuom fur^^loaiAZ And vith che Indjaii Aj dj iits Aj^tu co ^^ranasi virmally
ercipty, check in vas quick, fhou^ siz [hDiDU gh 1>ady scneiun^ EVLd ba^Haithez
fiJlo ve d b tt]» we ^^abDapi^dch^ Ajibus^!^ili
All r f n]^f -off, che cnbin tie w banded ouf cuscoius Jbrnns T^n nil nu te z Ix^ r ch^
cbj e f see waid came dkrcniEji die cab la shzAan^ hi j he ad and pe el« d off aoofh^ r f^ini
ta i^plaE« cbe ]isCj ^riuch his frninl^ coH^a^esbad ^^a que Upan landing cht
custoius a^nts chre wnp cluirhands 3ad issj e d i]s a cbj id f^ini cd i^place [hi stcDnd^
^ihjch w( filled di][ oadie cazmxbefii^ b^in^e^nkc inta the [emiinal Wh^n v^
hande d fhjs ±>nn co cheircoH^a^esinade, ch^^ waidlf sly hande d ns ane^nlai^r
finj nil t] nil CO »plx« fhftn all VJricotn^ to India
Alf rbe iD^ ^ If out of die sv^aiy [emiinal, ch^ ta^i n It into VarEVLasi wasstiioatb
fur cbe ]ira cv^oiy klotn^c^is as wp ^ed cbrou^i njral Indian villa^f, luic unlikt
Vietnam aiK^n^a, and ic se^tned the stones af India wt» eza^^iwed — but they
pio^d [me fhf lostant we plun^d incD nj^ibaur traffic in Vaiana^ While by nD
nieaos a Mumbai orC^ufca, the sfi^ets vire ciammed w tli p e d« sf n sUj cn^iaw^^
c Dws, b e ^ai^^ p Dbce nif n, baly tnea and jcre e [ wndoi^ all pnlu n^ and sho^n^ their
w^ down CD [hf n^i^^ei^ Sia^aoajCh^ saci^d monch liDnon n^ die ma nsoon rai ns
that are sd ess^ncialcD Indian ffimui^j v^ennd^rw?^ Alnnosf e^iyone was weano^
aiicraJt oran^ clDches, andm^n vpie njnnio^ aiDU nd la a i^li^iaus btnzy
Thf ciuIl wassD viol^ nc fhw the caa di ^r i^lised f d 1« t m« ouf co find my hotel
Da my dviLj aad called hi s asascanc an his c«llp1u]iu id com^ and £^ide me do^fiL
the nana^ nrisii n^ p adu of Vaianasi^ oldcn^ thaikad ta ch^ sac»d watei^ Df fh(
Gsk^s
He was nglif md-clu vi n^ c dws j animtd i nc ese cna ns, Aies buzzed in clouds so
thitk 1 malLe d m^ lips co^ [hf r [0 auiid 3J clan^ one in^andlhadca navi^we aiDund
elde d^ liDl^ m^n and ^fomea ^ilLO sca^^re db^^b eoi double wi tli a^j che irbai r mwced
lEUD dieadladj SLd vichcheiienciie woddl^pafsefSla^LScazIl«dlncoffDnsac1^s
M^ roam cu nie d auc fob^ acDn^ited^niu thai had alcows bruitiw candles
^
Ih
jod aichf d ^ftjc« WA^ied [ioDrw^ys [hEV a^ daol^ d the Geu^s SravatiTiif ^nli^cms
holiday c«kl]i^e[ifach_jLjlv'> 3<Ld che aiuHaf iiic^nsf smDl^^mcuuifDtiDus chTiiiciD^
ciTGhiti^ c^tnb d5 atid c elebrEVDiy m Ai^ frotn rtu crovdsof df^^c^ez weLicDnchiDugli
i^ lu^ic, «wiv ni^t I VBf iti ^^ratiTis De^ice^s tamed ^cnjlderpdez d^cDraied
vifh eabras atid b Aatic^d ai « ach e nd vicb nru ce ramie p dcs chat du ^ billed vidL v^e r
rhf^bad [ijpp« d frotn ch^ Gao^s
Of eaunej woriiipi li% Jhi va SLd th^ niDnsoinn isn^ the oiUy Hindu actiuty in
^ranaaj dsD Ijuvii as EenENKS^ ^^The Cif^ af Liglu ' For Hi iiEiu Sj fDl>« ci^maied
lui^ IS [0 «Lizai¥ salvuiDLi, aod if is the dre arin of tnilLoLis co b^ hnim d 1u i^j thougli
mas can'c afbDiic H^re^ the iirciple act of b adu n^ iti the x^rpunfLes the scml, and
rhausands ca m^ co the cit^cD dojusf cbat
Ai h ocb « nds of die cicy, la^^ crennaiiaa ^afs buzntd tv^nty fiurhouE a day,
s«wn da^s a weeic, smDljn^ the hDnzoab^ da^j and li^tin^up fhe d^ ai djeJic
Cre nriMin^ Dnly H I ndij s at the south eod, and eA other reli^ ons Evcbe nonh^nd^ the
^Laif ai^ operated only hy du uatouchables, vho f^im the lav^st ca^^ af Indian
SDCief^
A^ I appn ache d du ^lais, the aneUs of buzrJn^ hif iisc, fh^ n the iiknc^ af tn^
tiDt^Ds as I ^f dose^I tiund tnyself waljn^ Dn thidd^ CDtnpacted a^ aod waod
^ann^ frotn du ii^vuad Almost ^lAiypeEaa I passed i^nundcd tne not id cal^
picnires
'NopliDtdj ux\ pbatD, sir/ they sad aiAiand dwFj and as I reached th^ i?iliiL^
vh^n ux\ moK dian c^n mete is av^y a dead body v^u b^ i n^ »duc e d ta adi, du^
l£D1^£d iDiD m^ f^ej cunDud^^ [0 see vliai m^ leacciDn VDuldbe^ nD doubt used ta
rou nsts h e iD^ Ju d^ d hy che ^ectack
WdiI^ IS c ame d de ad b Ddif s do^fiL ta du ^Laiscanstand^j wh^re fhi bodies ve re
prep aie d f^r fhf inal sacre d fine ral nc^ s. Chapp ed ii^ vuad vas qai cld^ stac1^£dJ and
rhe ires venlitj SLd du bad^ vas the n qai cld^ caDsunu d by die Aaou s as a ^loo1^£E,
aaiu Df ^itum wei^ ewn i^lated ta du de c ease d^ la d1^ d aa
^apliDta/ diey i^nunded tne a^Evn as they sca^^ i^d past
TLie nntoncbaLks had ^nvn itntiif nsfl^ wealdk^ ofi the busi n^ ss of de ath^ and
rhe suznundin^ ne i^ih oihoa ds near die buzrjn^ ^ats had sl odiezwoddly alien
frelin^ camplecri^ disassociated ewn vidL India, oranycbin^ v^ came cd accepc as
aamial in ch^ \Wst I vandered ±ir bonis dieie, cdljn^fD people^ v^fchjo^ cbetii
VDi^L, cak n^ in a scene people insDtiie c du nc ne s vould pa^ noc tD ste
EiAn IndianSj visitio^ cbe cit^ fi^r the flisf citnCj vei^ in sliock x cbe scenes on
di ^ay e wiy^riu i^
^^iis IS duicljn^ tiuly ^idcIjq^ msL/ tiiatubled ehl IT pio&ssiand as he
^deotapedchf niomin^pujaj vh^n ^adia^ and tn^ Aa aied aiou nd pc opk ascbc^
v^Qi ab DU [ fhf I rbath
A la t of [iDU ^vas ^enc walling alDn^ the ^Lais, as the son^ steps leadi n% cd the
CJ(
nwr vere ez^ose d be c sase of rtu Idw wee af the dry seAain Wwchi n^ p« Dpk
buhf, [io^ ii^t atid zotec ^odors sell [heir wb»s topfopk siJDnirL^chitnzil^s oa
the st«ps we nf on frotn sjiiup cosundDwiL
Af DFie ^lu, I Impend iDLi^r [han nonnnl^ iiinppi n^ pic tun s^ 3ad tl crazy nnaa
EiDU out of novlien Euid^^iou^^ duiDk ray hsLdnp atid dDwa and sajd cdIeHv^
"H^Zj Jut l!bu fn]^£plClll^e of shic Shif li^E Shic ci[^ CDtne/h^ s^dj tiyin^cDpiill
tne away by the ainrLj "IceAc^ ^vu com^^if ^iDp "
Aod ^ach tTLDinirL^I idz^ b^lbie dawn uid hired a boat tD Jjp alDii^ch^ gha's
ta v^ch the tnozrjLi^ P^J^ cei^mcuuez c DtrinrLf tic^ , ^fherej nH aloii^ fh^ Gaols'
e^3iui^ wvezfroDtj ^lo^du yellDwrays af [be n a li^ sati, people oi nUa^s uid
wd^ of Ijfr csae fobathej sa^pra^eE, wa^i doches, HAi, tal^ a nap, CDtizolc wicb
abaly nnaiLDrjusc cal^ in the scene TK^^ oe^r nu n[ie d b ein^ v^che d, I sensed a
fe elj n% Df pnde fnim ch^ people of all a^z wIid w^nt on doio^^fhaf [heir aoc estais
had done tir^nerEvians
hifhf e^niD^, I wanld also hiie abaai, aod in acotnplefe rewisalaf the dawn
c eie triDnif Sj I waichid piople limbic small csLdl^s set in ADwei^ fhw v^re z^t aJlDat
in fiD^ boats As it ^wdai^^^lar^ dusiin of chese caodl^s ila aied dDwnsci^ sa likt
E wr-ch3a^ n^ tdDsteHati DnSj nuriDiin^dLe i^al ones la the dail-, vase sl^ dicuA
AIdc af titn^ I n be twe ea w^e spe n[ jnsc da d^n^ [he p i^datazy fou cSj vliDp^cl^d
^Du lil^ vuLni^s ai a d^ad caicasSj whei^e^ryon ^nntj nD matcer wbat ycm sajd
cirdid Ewiyone had SDtnefhin^fD seHycnij richer i^ams af silk or aboai nde or a
head tnassa^ oraaincezn^c comietcioaj and device yaur re al oame pn need in y^ui
p aspoit, t] i^c it.becEnse in Varanas, ic willcban^ fo
â– Tlello.Ha^Ji-"
TIello.Massasfr-"
"Tlello, Manjnana*"
When a cen year old Idd asl^d me my oamej I lepled casaally, "Manju ana.^
Whe n hf Tnnldf d his aase^ aa moi^ chaa f ea se ca nds p assedh e fii^ able aiy-e ^ d tout
wsLdendnp SLd vh^ez^d, ^ellD, Manjuaoa""
Thi Ijd bui? DU[ lau^in% and wbeneiAi I passed by bjm Drhis fnends [hey
shouffd, "Hella" Manjnana"' HelD"*" winch eam*d m* Strang IqdIj from th*
Wfscezn counsts wiadenn^ p ast
Wifh so much etili^e nm^nt and diT]%s e wiywbe i^j [he place was bouod [o aitract
i[s^r^aTe of cmzies And i[ has all pvuhaw to do is w^^ down [h^ £jia£s aod ycni
will se^ them locA saddhus aueai^d with haman adi, compano^ the ir di^ adlDcl^^
with an e quaHy bk ary-f ^ed saddha from ^aota Ciuz, ^loups of Japaoes^ i^I^dus
srudenfs, heads tesbl^ ^la^n, baih^ la the Gan^Sj nr^d Dn b^ a ^laded ^lu
s[andj n^ hi gti and diy EAiaiA [bem an the pl»^im, a wliif^ saddhaj v^Uidwil la
bDth Kaihmandu EVLd ^^ranasi^ vand^ is azauod canyi n% an umb i^Ila i n all w^ athe ^
shounn^ at people la Swedish SLd sdu [i n% pe Dple as [hou^bi in a m£i[ aiy parade;
^
zn
vMe ^itu]l« duzf^n Df Dthe i^ c m^ cmc fiir dii^s dli fh^ ^tlIs ^e^p i n^ off clu irliitf sf
(tili^te Linne Li[ aodjust cudjLi^up nixc to [lies c dfi^ lii^ nt badj es fir viatrifh co ward
off the D^ mi gtif chin
Whf ti I stepp« d Dff the boTLi frotn tn^ Ias cup do^fiL fh^ {^ui^s, Dtie sachsaddhu,
lucid tiov as be av^^flud frotn yet ATLOcherdia^ &stj ^^ed nne caoHy 7\z IpTud the
boMDiati And sf epp ed Dtito diylatid
^ov well do ^Du 1^^LD V Ma [hf r G atl^s^ clu nwrchat is saci^dca nUlLidjans^'
1u ^^diLiperfrct Eo^ Jl vith eAcIu zenouaies Df a cnscoius a file i eI
^K/I TLiisvi re d lamelv^ ^nch acii^d anile, as 1 v^Ik^d ava^^ hop id^ ta amid a
letnire SLdfh^ inquest fir AnDther dDtiati dfi
Jasc wli^n Icluni^t 1 bad « sc 9pe d hi nrij ht svi^ltd bj s he ui arm] nd
'Hot tnuch J ^ he thuodend, auacljo^ the CDiiciete sk^nl^ ^nch bj s hands t\T
(nipbasif, senditi^ tnolciD^ p i ^ons and ^tb^ do^ staif^nn^ Awa^ frotn hini in d
dji^ctiDtis
^^A^a i^H^ DharmaaXa
Vfas Dhannsnla jnsc aiufhf r frsuhise of Mc Ni ivaia^ vhi re people came fmtn
oearand^fo s]n]>.up aadcankup oa ^i nnialjim aad i^h^anj and nothio^ tnore ^
As 1 ^f afi fhe busfram Amncsar, it seemedjusc diai As a fown p e iched bj g|i
on a spur of fhf Id ve r Hi tnalayas^ I [ was de cice d ouf vifh che nsu :t idu nd Df inte niec
cafeSj b SLaoa p anca]^ b i^al^^c j di nc s, and hhan% {tnanju an^ lassi s on ch^ tnenu
EiAiywliere 1 laDl^dj liy^TS ad^nised Tib^cEHL tnassa^, Tibetan cooljn^ Tibecan
DudJcaiiaaj Tibetan fhan]^ paj nci n% and Tibecan enli^bLf^ntneDi couEeSj a&nd ta
fhe cro vds of p iraif -pants vf an n^ Nepah-CDtta n-ba%-tonn^ me tnbe i^ a f Tbe l^b^,
rhe hhiiTe d inte mail Dnal set of fi^^kis chat pounded the plac e^ pa^me nc, Drlack
rhereD^in s^arcbof e idie r ^mnial sasceoanc e or a namzal hi^ treldan^ i n finiue Df
rhe wo£d's talle s[ Dunintaj ns
Be^nd TLie Tnhej 1 ftuad cbe spint of Dhannsala ro be sd nvjch deeper 1
In^ied di sr^et CDioeis^ calon^rD fneodly Tibetan tnonl^ ea^r co pracuc^ dieir
En^^i, 1 wawd at liwl^ Tib eran ^mndniDcbe is wIid vdi^ broad stniles eu any ntne
of cbe day, v^che d ^ibale Tiberan^niiLesmniun^^ops EVLd bu anesses and always
nady to sa^ h^Ho^ and^ fnally, saw His HaLness cbe Dala Lama himself ^o had
1j wd hen t] r fiity-i^ ^ars vitbbj s ^^znnie nr-i n-ezile aferbein^dn^nout ofbjs
bameland la 1^53
OiA r se^ nc^ ye ais aid, he 1^p [ a^iy acciw schedule of p i^achin^ and ce achio^
jod 1 learned as saDti aslcbec1^£d idid my hocri char rh^re was a^eciall^ scheduled
reaching ^01 n^ on ^iluk 1 v^s i n Dbarmasala
EiAiywliere 1 v^ tit la the ro^vn.pe Dpk we i^ call jd^ ah du [ ir Th^ T^achin^ ^iznf e n
tbE Tiliecui c aus^j bad I] tf ti ^nuu^d a cea-day lecfun senesby bjs Holim^
DpEn to du ^bljc as v^^ tht Eiigli^ [ranslaiioa of ^ftucb ^vas broadcas aa local
rzdjD.
T^h, 1^ just vajtin^ fi^r tn^ fneod/ a Enfish wannaiL cold fh^ VTUter la [h(
re s: aaraiic p niul^j as he tnedfo c eAc^ be r oide r A fe w tni nu te z lai^ r she ched^dhtr
wxth aiid sea Dd up CD ^ "^^ht back, afercht secoLidT^aEhin^' Ju sajd c lypcicalli'
ta cbe nnati wIid nodde d hi s he ad la u nde i^ EVLdi n^ lJ1^f insDtne spy tnovie
"^a ^Du UiDW vhaf ti tn^ ic is ^ a^ d aiiJ^ ssi e £j d, e w li chcmsli 1 v^3l'c veano^
a vatch.
â– ^-li/I told be i^ re nrL^tnb* n n^ tbe docklhadseeaciti [he w:4lTfh*re Ihadjust
^f[eabi^3]^^[
T)h,^ she darred^ ^ybaly tnaii cold me if was elewn o'clatk"" Sh^lau^ied as
thcnj ^1 cbj s ^vas b^sff n e al TLita^e mme d s^n ou s ^Tkre ^oubcn f^rThe Ttachin^^
As 1 v^Il^d CD fhf terciplt, Ulo^ti^ die ciowds dD^vti die hH, 1 sav a vonnEia
vriho bad b e^ ti oti tn^ bus from Amncsarwalldti^alciti^iLi fcDcif of rci^, can^EiLi^ia
iTipid-ii^ Kanati vich che stray do^ chat li^d la the cowii She vas fr^djo^ them
nee pTip er alac1^s fhw Jie cossedLI^ birdseed fnitii a h a^ i li her b at1^ aclc, buf the^
refised co ew them, aiid die^ wei^ ^cfiti^ tnore aiid ma» a^%i^saiAj iDalati^ fur
tiie af^ aiiyfhiLi^ ma i^ sab sf aoiial fhaa Aitnsy ci^d^ i^ Tbj s tnad^ her fjnaus, atid sh^
slapped he r dii^u iti dj s^sc, spicfin^ DU [ nnai^ aii^iy Kore an buists diai le± che da^
tiiDre pe iple Kedj waiy Df cbj s tnad vonnsLj and snll huD^z^"
"^h.hellD.^^ie sajdca nu lotidly vrihenshe re ca ^z ed tiiy ^ e '^Ybu ^ ta Ttu
T^achiti^^ dow^
Af B 30 dielecnire scaitedj and thou^mi Dne isallovedcD se« die DAaj Lama
inside cbe tetiiplej ciowds ^aih^red oucade cd lisceii, prostrati li^ themsel^s an ch^
AooiiLi fcDcif of [hf tnotiascezy as cbe ^ L fe d cbe i r da^e d bands co dieir he ads^ ^ e s
andheaiTS If vas eene watcbjii^fh^ tiioLisciDLi douds cia^i itito the bills vhile his
^nic^ trailed Dff into cbe bi^si af pitie fi^e s behind die cotnple^ thirJaii^hov tiiacb
his people in Tibec would ^ia fi^r him cd lecn] i^ dji^td^ frotii the PacTila Palacejhis
ane^sciTil home
When die lecnjie v^u owr, he made his va^ back fo his nsidence ^ddenly
the [h»e handled Tib^csu^ tnany of ^ibam v^re dressed in ti^dicioiul dodun^and
drape d I n cbu n1^y tu iqu Di sf jf wriiVj sank CD die ^iDuod as fhou^ la ch^ pie sf nc e Df a
Kin^ and it vas I mp osahle oaf ta b^ duua d as die ce ais ila v^d do vil ch^ i r ch^ e1^ and
the irhands da^ e d oiAr cbe irhe ads
1 waslac1^y fDhe standing n g|if wlieie he swepc down die staji^asej and vason^
of the fewpeDple he ^iDok bands wich b^fiiie he stepped intabjsfan-coloi^d Suzuld
SUV He aujkdai tii^ [hiau^fh^ glass and p»sse d hisbaods co^^che r 1 b entj snide d
6
ion tD /\
Ic was V J
m
IitlcIl, atid I] nf A^ ±1[ lJ1^f R i chTud G e re .
TLit TbSi Df the d7\y I sp^tit meeciD^ zanne of tht Dtbe r re adtais af DhAircisalTL,
^ of ^itLCiDilLad sIdpptdTlit !> Tuzbj Li%z fhw day, pi ihTifi z be c ause thty djda'f nted
aov^ or tnavbe becTiuze [hey had ali^ad^ h^ been fDjiig then beads wicb eiiougli
Ik achiD^ Df cbe I r a vn.
Sqzcii wen pDsctdDti [hi wdls
'My FeUdw Dhamna BiQfhf n TLiid ^iste i^, 1 1 rciplDi^ pvu tDpltaje i^ ad die Golden
Li^ of Suci^ IjOOO tircL^s in tht oe^ t ve Lic^-ftmr hou i^j tD Tiller wt cbe violitic^,
pTun and suffcnn^ in IiTiq Our poau^ en^r^ Aovin^ frotn India wiH ch^refi^re
itnm^djwel^ ndute che zafEenn^cheie ^
If anyone is CEUchio^che cma ta DeHii frcmi FaiharJca [ [otnoiK]^ and vanes ta
^ai^ acau [Qcbe traj n saiiaaj pie asf cooiac t T^nz in ChDi^iij the (ia ly call] Amen c an
Du n ±izme dy UiDwn azShaion'
'LoaldD^ ±>r SDtneone vdiD answei^ ta the namt oi Xi Of f^imer Ennsh
oaii oaahf ^j bas be e n liia n^ in India f^r zf ^a ^ars Flease caoiact RinfiDch^ Snruth w
rhe Shsk^laHofel'
The re zf^ hDwe WFj v^n ^licdy ofi ch^ vaU
'HotIod^ triDre vin yon b e cra^^ n%in lodj a^ I asl^d a Fre nch %id af we watcbed
rhe parade of triDnl^ and num, aJte r The Tt achio^, ^ h ack co rhe i r moiLaste n^ s
^E sc i^che d hei he ad and sajdj "I duono, my pas^air f^i»d dkree tnoDihz
AnlznNtl ^ziuidtriDthe r a f twel^ had decided ca stay la Indj a ±>i^ia n
T[ will ne^ r chan^ * 3m add*d happilyj '^d I will ae ^rle a» * az Jie 1 Jiirted i
bj df aus pniple jc arf ai rhf ±iD[ of a wf r^njus Durii df a f Dbarnnsala ^Vby zhould
I ^ h a£l{^ wlitie my childi^a c anj how pvu Ame ncanz say^ put tn^ inaliDtne^
â– EucTfh^re do you plan to ^^
^lAiywh^re Ewiycbjn^ispassiblf inlndia LaDk.^iAn the Dala Lsuaizhen,
vho villbe oeKt^asduu^ Ju ^z^ecc^drh^ Fop^ to lElacai^ co thi ^bcoDiineiu.
â– Haw ^^[s^JbeEa to Kerala^ the south'""
â– Nd, oat ^er. 1 l^ep be i n^ dj zrracc^ d 1 dan'r 1^nDW, ch^ ^mtual ^nei^ l^^pz
puUiD^ tnt nonb/ ^e saj d wicb a srai^t ^f, ^ikf ama^^t 1^ ne^rbeeazouch
of Delbj "
ASpanish^din a c a£ kane d DiAr ca m^ andpaiotcd ta a word i n her AyunA dj c
masza^ handb dqIc
â– Whit da^s thjs WDid tnean^'' Jie a^c^d dnanily, as ^^ poinced co tht vurd
nubdoaic *
Wh^n 1 [did her wliar n tneanr^ ^it aujled, chsil^d tn^, and ncumed ro her
manuEt
'HovIdD^haw you beenbei^^Ia^^dche blonde cud^ haire d Dutch ^d vba
sold me be r bu z u c1>j[ co M andj , h ecau z^ hei htv Tib^ c ehl bo^fae nd w^u now ta] j n^
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hercD S noa^a^ K A^inrjr, fir [he Fe u E Fe zf i^ chtK , aod ^e wtlz Dff fh^ iiezi nnDniiD^
ta clin^co tht b Tuzk a f his maf Dib ikf fiirchne da^s.
"Tih, sbDuc amoDih *"
â– ^cm Mt hEi* fisr mdyins^
"H?^ yaub*flLifD [he Dal?u Liima's idrhi s T% acbj li^ « act day^
"^ v^Dijfhf iint [iay, atidit WTLZiAiyiLicenscin^dciti'c ^cnu vidli^ bu t dlic« Vd
se^tihiDij v^n^rtLai vtg erLOU^"" Her^^ic^ fraledoff "But a nee then^I^ heea .
^TjVifh^at^
sh* had be e n I Li dip daaps ibr "^n* w^cfci^wer Therapy-/ di* s^dbn^ul^. *VJe
SM la c iKlf s^ dun] J Li^ WTite i^ fill baun, SLd wei^ cold of dit be Tiliti^ p Dwe r if had aa
the body, die iiufiDnatice Df dn liIjil^ i ticnj 2J1 vrai^r c ^b daf^ and cbc ^mnj^dan^E
Dt noc dn n1 Jti^ eaau^ '
TfhitiJLfhM^s called deb^driiticiti ^
"^h tiOj If was d*T«lape d a^ r fhousiiiidj of ye ai^j fhis W?ite r TllB^ap^/_■^
"TI Dw tiiacb vras [h* cfujne^
â– ^^OOOiijpees ^
"^ od e liIj £ji[e nme nf and [i^U J n^ Ttii htie Ibrdit bod/ scoftd an In ditiian and
his maff s on cbe feirace of a i^stau mnf lu n e nci i^l^ b^ c v^^-^ar-old zchool lad^ oa
sutntiif r bol day Tbe^ ve» in lodi a fiir nioe tiiDndiz EVLd couldn'c sfDp dieaniiD^af
an the VJeste ni ti Dd die ^ bad eai^n in Kaibmandu
A Caaadian wotnan wi th iDn^ bla nde hajr vas talljo^fD Eu^sae ^d vdi^jd^
at a Tibe [an b Daksca i^, p eichf d I n a pi ne fiie s: hi^ ?ba^ Dbaimsala, la die Tj Juta
Me dicaiioaCeoier blessed b^ di^ Dalaj Lama
â– ^C an you cell me fh* fisurnobl* truchs^sh* aiad be r n*w fn end
"TJhhh nOj nof all of cbetii/ die Au^^ ^£ lepLed Jieepisbl^ a^^r Jie could
re me tube rjust m, diDU g|i ^e hadbe ea stu dyi n^ the Mi ^on fir nim ^e as aod ^a1{£
nea£^ ftjeoi Tibefan.
'Didycni ^t Tlu T^achin^His Holiness ^n^ ^este iday ^ tbe C anadj an vnmea
we n[ on, u npe nu Ae d
"""What, fhf Dne diont wame n's bodie s b e id^ disgijsti n^^
"^e s/ fhf C anadj an {^i£ a £jied, mnnin^herhands fhicm^ h^ rhajri n frj sf iwion.
"^^hnnn^sa man^ caaJbcts hf re I^ dun] j n^ I Juuld ^ ha mi , le n^ [hisplac^ I
mesLj ic^nD ^odca die Dthe r stu de ncs 1 n die da^ wlieal 301 so cani]Sfd'
"^ chi nk If was a m^ capliDr ti r mnle moD]^ ta i^du c^ fh^ 1 r desrns/ h^ r lu w fiic nd
oft re dj hoping [D c aim be r i^c eail^ a£([ij ire d^ and 1 ntre a^ ngly a^ tate d^ fn^ nd
Canadjan ^\A nodde d he r be ad ^olently '^ 1^^LDW, I Uiow I am, likf, deuiced
ta mai^ cban ooe ^ecieSj 1 n fhis L fe [ime , yon Uidw, and I dDn^l^owbaw the Dnlai
^
â„¢
Liim^ ^fho Eioesti^ hiiw a va^Li^ can ac dure Euid t«Il tnt, tl waman, vIid has a
va^tia, fhaf ic^f e vil I tne nn c otne dli, ^Dtneaj wi ch fh^i r cycle Zj 7\i^ c otiiittce d f d the
earth ."
Leh^rtu c npit Et a f Ladaldij w^u DL1C4 astap Etao^ th^ ?ait ^ilk Rm ad rtLat itre tcbe d
across AJaj a ti ny, Bu ddhi 3^ tnad- v^td ca vii hidio^ i li ch^ shuia w of the layalp nlac e
rhai diD^ca a rod^ hll dire cdy ah o^ [ht ju tnbledlnbyn nch of ch^ Old Cicy": aarro v
lantf Luialdu Gotripas, Tih ec nn Bnddlu zf triDtiasf tn e z, aie pe ichtd « ia n hi^e ^ wi ch
^olde Li yeHo V cu n^DS ilafipiti^ a^ lis: dilute washEd walls wlitre L iits of prayer la^
an sottch^d across cbe deepblut d^y
With du 3J nriDie r bj g|i stama la fijH svin^ die fDwti^ h az aar hummtd vich
vholf Ai^titi Lit 9a ±ifuiLe s la f 1^1 J J [1% ^ a^blDLidf ^ V1SS nrLDiJDi atie ers, rcLDi^ siorL^d,
stane-bed^ aiid di^ad-lod^ d Iii»1j j [han Maoah^ Eiicish sdci:! wad^i^ doiLi^ futn
piDjEctf in Zand^ar, and duste i^ of chaj nsmDl j n% Fre nch p ad^a^ tannsfs, ^ile the
locals tn ed CD ^ abouf che ii daH^ I ws vifh di^i e^j aiafip^diudd^niphDta graphs if
fhe^ won an^n]iquDise or^nre c ariyin^p m^r whe els — « iAa scba d1 childi^a w^ j n%
bame fcotn school had ta cany nev^a^eE ta ccha r fh^i r £u«s wh^n tonn scs tn ed ta
ca]^f theirphoEos
1!bu!^ a be ardf d tnan Juutf d at me in tht mainhazaar ^^e met Kabul Bazaar
Rtme tnbe r^ You wti* [rawho^ wi th fh* Oe nnan pupp ec E*r ^
^^ n*^ihE*n ED KAulj sany "
'Kabul' ^Ve Enet la Kdiulj last year It was summen^ H« lifted his hands in
ftjsfiwion.
1 told ycm, 1^ n*wrhE*n to A^anjstaa ."
I'tnsun Df It Ybu1>oii£jiE alapislazuL necldace fiiihe^ and '
No matEer wlLai I told Ehe tnan while 1 was in L^h, hE was CDnvincedl was the
^y wliD EnamedEbe {^Eiman pupp^ e^ e r fnni EntnEUj and eia ly ntne be saw tnEhe
^ e te d tne likf sotne iDn^lasE fn^nd
Tbu'EAul'^be ^ou te d e acb ti m*
That Ez^en^ncf sutntn^d up p^riecEly wliai Ladal-h was lil^ , h ec au z^ Lih was
pacl^fd wi Eh people fsc9pin%Ebe moDSDansin Eh^ zoufhj andhaidly a day we Lie h^
vh^n sotne cbaiacter you had se^n on a fTEvn, bus ar plane in India didn^ wall-.
pasE you in Ebe bazaar- Eh^ crai^ Fi^ncbman fEDtn Ehe Raiasfhaiu Eiain fLsiifJiE, the
dj Ezy ^straliaa fEDtn Dhanns^ wba had now dj urne d h^ istlf fra En he r holy man,
rhe ^stnan couple Ehat had ^tE^n ^on"" in dLeir±iod than Ehey had p ajd ±>r i n
Jajzaltn^r ^i^ Scacz I had tnec in A%i^ seII decl^d cniE la Eheir PdasEani wardiobf,
made abn ef app^araiLC e ai a Tib ee sl i^sEau mnc ooe ni glu^ bu e le± qui cUy vh^ n Ebe ^
conldn'E ^t a cable
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Ewti fVD ArLDLiymcms cra^^lei^ thu bad b tuIs d one Df tnyje^p nip to Leb vei^
finj Lid a tu Li^ I Li 7l cazTLf r [nble af 3a idi« me [ c Tiie^ 3:in aujL li^ sh^ ep i^Uy ^e r Tun vid^
frotn S n na^^ UDiil che dii^^r-zhaip 1dd1j frotn nu aod tn^ cra^^io^ ca rcipTLiiiDLiz
E nndoaj Y^ TLiid S te WLi sc Ai^d [hf tn Av^lJ1^f VTim^ ire z frotn da^li^
"Th.^ crawl ^ds haw yec id oihe tbenrL^ aiad*d SceiAn
Wifh die phoius li^iai wq^jli^ cIu pov^r :tways ofi tnore diati it v^z dli, aiid
the iLictzn^c e [tzndl^ do^^ dj Leh was ^ w fur c acthio^ up oti cmr lodj^du :t lodi aa
journeys, ^AHiti^an Tihefan aiid Indjaii Jbod ^[1« v^chin^ the sua cnep up th^
hllz 7\z If sec hebjLid die Racier capped tiiouiuaitis^ iad dn nlaiit du nc tea iad fn Jl
apple juice fmia K adicnir
"^eHo, fii«Lid/ sajd a call bloade nnafsa^ ch^rapisc fraia LAj (vho I will ctQI
Phci«be], at nn^ ^« sf house che fLi? tiiDini[i% lam wd.sh ween d frotn clu rvuday ^d^
totnMMuli "^eltarcLe*
Shebadjusc arniAdin Itidiaj was he i^ as a dedicated Spinfual Tbunsc and had
FiDt onl^ dDtie a [h»«-wfek ceiduI fi^k iti Mali — dann^ vhich ^e had CDtnpleced
a Natiw Aioencan nee af pa^fa^j ^ei^ sh^ tnedjtated on a loat and anl^ draal^
wx^r tira v«ek — ^e had alsD campkced, ^e sad vich a anu%anil«, fiui cea-day
Vip a^fana [1D-C3I] J [1% tnedj tati Dti cauise s i n E i% Su ^ C aL f^nu a
Fhci«behad Dnlybeeahei^ a viekand vas di^ady an e^eit aa wbei^ fh^ best
tre1 JdLi^ c otnp any v^uaad vdie» cbe b^st ia ^f anaa Jbod vas and wbei^ yon coold
sca^iti a tnoaasce ly fiir fre e if ^du djdn'c tnjad cold ^id ve i^
"^CDtne [0 ^ tn[n« r E Du [If ^j cani^t, fn^tid,^ Fbaebe sajd ^^y i^frmii^ to [h«
w^/chilloat i^stau i^i[ oil Fa n RDad '^leie wiUbe sqdu ^rooi^ people chei^ "
Th^re wen ^zaovyp^Dpk chei^ cbai tiigtifn^uc ic Ale L1^ fh^ i nc e^Etac [ic b ar la
^T [Virs, VI di p mEcic ally ^wiy iiaiioLiaLty npi^secif^d, fc^dc^d auc to the ezii^ioe.
A poster oil fhf wall suioaiic^d a seance Iw^nndLe we ek fiir chanaeliti^ die ^G»at
Spint Df Bob B a£ey/ Jams jDplin was on tbc Kmnd s^sceia, Eiod eiAci cbe Ladal^
wace i^ had dre ads da vn co fh^ i rlou e s
A Swiss woioan was waniio^ her tie vfiu nd faeiids oi cbe bactend daa^i^ af
shanii^joints tnou di-ta-tnou th^ and vas lostiu tciti^ cbe tn oahowfo stick if icl their
LiDsesco I cibale^ a la CLf sfray ^^ had wsodend iiico the rescaurant and was eaiin^ch^
Aowe r arran^ rcLf tits afi sl emp [^ c E4>k, a Scac wbs f elljng dl 3b ou t fh^ baokbe 'djust
readj dajnruLi^fh^ Enshfrmily wei^ ^ace alieos.
Aad wli^n aGeiman woioan a^c^d a cnaa thoa£ji[ to be aciatiiA of be r cautitiy
â– ^Vlien are you ftacnJ'' tbe Caacasanioan a: ai^d back m he r and %io^* d, "^GDa""
Thi wbale place was liDnzaiu:! p^aple^ badjes vpie scaif^red all owi fht
caip^cfd Ado^ l^iD^ streccbed due aapiHov^ sniDkci^ cbiHunns and talliti^ iii Idw
^nicfs As sodcl as I wall^f d lOj I Mt wnic al^ and seli-coiisc lou^^ c idu che d down until
1 Kc D^i ze d Fba^b e cra^u d ouf in fh^ come r sIidwi ii^ off he r M asaj vam dp sc ar tD
SDtne stnD^ haj Kd Ki wi ^d.
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'HeUOj fnend/ nufbe s^dj intiDdutin^ tnt Ic bEr ^stcldIjo^ bnddjez/ ^riui
peemi w tne STi^ly chiDugli ahiizf of a cluusuiEi li6 ti nnf s' srcLol^dhA^ Nd Dtie
(^a uloio vl« d^d DiE^ And « iAa PhoEbc vnubackro^^latuD^ the nrL^atiirL^of her
Whfti [hf wa[« r [oak m^ DDi^r, a ^d aciDsz frotn nne blewpoc anolcf la tny ^e
jod senile d CD c7lc11« likf a vifch MTL^bi it v^s ch^ diitud^, Drclu cbaldD^ itic^ tiz^ ,
buf bf±iie tn^ dstiK, Dr tiDd, ^lAn came^it v^s [inu ca f^r ^le ^ co le aiA die Rabhif
Hole
TLie nlfimde WTL^A^rc^ Ttu ca wii acs ai owr 1 ?jOCi ft e [, nnd on nny se cond dii^ i li
Leh^ I vas c iDU che d dDwti f^r nftwnurmtf s buying zanne TipncDcs VHu li I scoa d up,
suddenly fhf wci£d weiicblukj ^uaTLiDundlil^ a v^iid^ trL^hin^ nnd I v^ ^iIL n^
ihrcm^ A foniTLdo-lLcle iti ch^ ^rcmLid ^riLenl csae cd I v^z scaud^ up Tit die suUj a
LTidaldii ^mndrnDche r ^iras sen TimiD^ iti tn^ ^ e nnd feiuiiD^ nne vicblu r sQl^lLTLt j and
m^ aa v-u sfless le ^ v« re hloclan^ tm^ , h Dcb bo^ne SLd^hicular ^bu^ CDvand
amasaiA nnny j« ep laotii^ d oiAr m^ he ad and za miho v I mana^ d fo cnriflDUf of
fhe wa^ be f^ie b« iD^ ]ixs trampled and cb^niuno^r
TLiDU g|i Lih wa n hsLd^ da vii o^rM nndj f^r fn al^dotii^ as Etv^ys i n lodi a J[ vas
nli^oDS fhw de iine d the add Mas^ tnizonre of the fransieot viatoEco Leb Idamjc
Kashmjnf, alv^ys ready fo stub abar^n f^r apashnuna ^a^ oia r boctoiuless
cups of nrJnt tea^ Ladaldii Tlhecan Euddbja tnonl^^ on p l^tiia^s visi [id^ hiscox c
^tnpas infhf Indas valley; J^vish Rabhis, ilavii lafrotn Israel by die i r ^^znnie nc
iD cekhi^e cbe ^abbwh each v^^k ai che Leh J^vish Housf, co Iceep che ne^^
djschai^d, EVLd wiy dis^n]ndedsoldiei^^Jew JLj Cwholic, c ids:- wpann^ Europeans,
cekhi^iD^ weeld^ tnasses at a diffcreni hDtelj and^iAn ^ftwhaid^ nal^d saddhas
rhai han^ around die main sqaarej loaldo^ t\T alms ca ^Ql inta dieir bands And
da^ and ni^tj all owr Leh, an swided the VfDdd's Finesf Fi^al^ Show bee^ veiid,
su n^al, and alv^s eiuf itaj niD^ ^Vfh^ e '""^ shouf ed some Fre nch ^d as she ^ofceda
stray CDWch^^nn^on som^ ^aitia^ '^oe vube sacre'"^ Jie wajkd id the dj^ic ^,
bo viD^ da vn bf ±ire cbehD^oe closure re^ i^diI^ as cban^ ^^ v^ie in che p i^seoc e
of SDtne ^»at crie siial be id^ as the coVj now wary of fhis mad wotnan, tnuncbed
Dn.
Bool^dDnan^zKUdDn amk^f d hy ^c^l and S ce^ n, we le± aoe maznin^be fi^re
dawn and c aa^t abus CD the Til^sf {^Dtnp a^ se^ nee eaklom^ c^ is fmm Leh, wh^ re the
dawn puj ^ or cle anan^ cf re mony tal^s place ni a tiiasc^ laom holding an e nDimons
biDnzf Bu ddliA sf wue , vi ch valls p ajote d vi di see n^s from hell^ iou d fh« strong see nch
of rancid yal^ bntce r ce a
Tlie Ga mpa ( ompk ^ caiA i^ an encire hiUadej modelid aa ch^ Pacala Falace ni
Lhasa^ and haf pn criess ia ew3 of du ^lac i ei co^ re d mouDiains aciozf fh^ ladusmAr
v^L^y Wlcb D^ r on^ hu ndre d and iifiy ma nl{s ni re a deac Ej chey use eacbday wd^wn
lu
ta [hf sDULidaf cvD ^UowMoba^ik-hEvced tiiDtil^ vtLoblciwbarL^-vtjce couch Jull
liDim « Liciu zf ed vifh nj iqij Di z« sea n^ s atid sd^i wad^ fra nn tht waodtti n d^ TuiEi thty
CDtnt lUj am h ^ otie^ imdi n^ M c ^b Dchti And stl^id^ "J\2 Lc ' Ore enti^ ^ be f^re i\Shu2,
the IDV3 of straw DiTLt c D^iE d be Liches I Li desceLidjii^LLitsaf TL^^frotn ei^y dowa
ta jusf ti^[ ^an old. VThe n fh^ ^oeiTible RitipDcbe of Til^sf isseuedj they scnb a
^7i]y ^ J Li ^n^ Andchf cbatitiLi^sLdmedicaciaaof ch^ pnjabe^ns
Slo^^j as cbe d^y cei^tnoo^ ^ ts u nde nrav^ fh^ manl^he^n fo lotk h ack uid
funb I n fhf I r ze atSj e^s zqu^ez^d Ju][, hsLd^ x fheirades asfh^ Rinpochtj wennD^
the SATine yeUov lob^s atid »^Diie s-tsc[Uf jDhii DernAP-sf^ suo^asses 7\z ch^ Dnla
LATina^ CDLiEiaccz fhe pireh aiid con^ af che nnaaiias aiidphmz^s i^peaiedhy dl la
atceiidsLce
Euz^pt ±ir rvD Tbe ^oun^st tnDn1^^ sitting n^ in front of nit vhispei^d
c Dnci nu ou ly back SLd t] nh SD much chw wtie n a :« ni dp ma nk walled p ast h^ b Et^e d
then ^aw n he ads Tfifh piaye r boola Tbe youn^stj Pmbl^tn Child, was the wonc^
andh« acted azchou^fhe wtule puja wazjuzf ajDl^ and nU the tnDn1^s v^re then
just fur hi m CD laa^i ai EiAnmoie fjiui^ wei^ the bi^i^e i^ sic [id^ wicb che irh ac1^
to tht walls, nppiDp n Evel^ sif [iD^ az ±v awa^ frotn cbe Euddha as possiblej aod din cdy
beoeaih fLeict pDitray^ilz Df hlu e -ht ade d demoDS sma^in% the sIojUs Df che vid^d
anddeceifM
Duno^che fhie e -hou r puj a, Frobl^ tn Ctulddidn^ close bjs^^s brazecond H«
just butnuied SDtnt nonzenz^ sqd^ diw dadied vifh tht tnonDcan^ chancio^ and la
puni^tntDi ^[ hitnztlf azsi ^f d CD cf a du [^ he had co lu ^bu ^ bi:^^ c^ Tip dcs axcmndj
iHliD^ Till the SEDJ or tnDnW bowiz wi th [tainpenEHLcejbovin^ca dutndetpl^ as they
c Dnci nu e d their tnanfras and cbanti n%.
When If Wits innll^ a^i^ die moLiks ^Iled ouf inco clu dun desen 1j^ and
c Dnci nu e d the choirs diey wei^ tiicEui ta c otnple te be f^re cbe n^ xc puj a ai aa Dn
Piohktii Cluld took Dff dovn cbc zras Juielan^ li1^ m vaz che last day of
zchflol
Ftvzbedhi^ o^r the tavn^ ?banti ^mp a i z Japanese -huih and ]tan]»z a ^iny
iDU nd Bnddba zf wue ^in^inch^ f^ r sac»d dj i^c ti Dnz Wicbmoi^ zca^^ hd^ vif ws
oiAiLeh andfhf Indas n wr vnlle ^^ i t's a ±nwx te place to vatcbfh^ suDsec, andljb
ewiywhei^ i n Leh du hd^ the bj ^i zeazDn, diere waz ah aide fo d^al vidifh^ ciowdz
of pe Dpk ja sIj n% f^r jp acf Sce^n and ^d were leai^n^oach^ ibglic co D^lhi cht
ne^ tiiomi n^ and wp de c ide d f d h la^ che £00 steps x abouf 5 30 p m wben the sjn's
A^rce rays had luully dj ed oft Vfe [oakTibouf ]i±fen zceps and prac ti caHy callTipzed^
^aspin^ ±>r air in fh^ dun wnLO^heie az Ladnldii zchoal childi^a landed ai m,
zcanip en n^np dietn as e asily as if die ^ v^re vaSan^ da wn, i nsce ad of up
E^dientne we i^achtd the tDp^che zan had ^pptd bthi nd tbe mouDtainz^andch^
a
valU^ Ado^ tiov EiaJ^n^d, zottch^ d b tfiin u s VJ^ ccmlEisee ^LE^dal^i polo tnwch,
vp cauldh^arrtu disisu caDsaf prTLV^rfmufh^ KiL^miin maspj^ iti cavii [vh^n
4 Pdascaiii k^ ftucf en d^ de ilantl^j triDsc dnys] uid v^ched^i^ai aitnadas of IndjiLii
Anny tiudj Titid ^hidez ti^n^e^ii ^ Titer dust douds as cluy dia^ aff cd rtuir
djzfaoi anu^ base z Lie ar che Chinese atid Fa] j zf aoj baid«i^
Whfti we fLndl^ i^ached che plaiftiZTfL la frotit of fhe Shaiiti ^fupa, bi^ atid
isolated in fb^ tiiDsc ipmoff replies of che Hitrmlayas, it fell lJ1^£ RDtne in Au^sc,
awi^ with twa tatnps Covi and Me dj taia i^ Tbe place rewitieraf^d vidifb^ usjal
Ttiw*r of E ab el latis^ a^ J you he ar e ^rpilM re fnntn Angjjsr War to the Ttiw*r of
LoodDtifD Ipatie ma E e a£:h
A^ the DLily lodepi tidf tit [lawleE dieie , we diapp ed ou r^i ice s i mme diaiely — hard
t] r ^:>Lel SLd S te wti, wliD sliDi] [ed tiioit a f die utiie — atid ciep [ aiDU nd clu iDtu :-:« ate d
t] 1^1 ^lei m^ dif aiDis wicb carej vatcbin^auf nDC co aiiasb any ]iD^ i^ Vfe auiided the
luidsaf C ows/Tbun sf Sj taD, and [be i r gijides ntui lool^d ai u s ca ni^ tiipcuausly Ll^
vp w^re aniiy AWOLs wifbouf Di]r ^ em i^' [D ceHns wliere co eat and wlkat ta see
in the II ccmntiv Vfe use dbaod a^als f D c Dtiitinj nitate and buod an e mpty place near
rbe pn cip I [Du s e d^ whei^ we cauldsbooc cmr pba cds wifbouf di snibing anyom , the
Ibu us /C Dws or [bf Medjtaiai^ All aiDuad ns v^s Tti^ Slence
â– OjcK/ TiMt S [e^ n*s c ann^ra, Tfifb the preci aaa of a a ft*
â– Hum/ we nf Yatl^ wi til fb* scream of an AE-47
'Wbine/ wPDi tiuoe , as duu^ mayu A^ d fbicni^ laud ^ea]^£E
TLie» was a tinj nnur of dj sapp iD^al fnni die C dws, and lu sIj n% of an^ annon^
rbe Medj tatoE, aod wp e KEhan^d ^ance s and hand-moci Dned to cue che phDcos one
It was tQD late Acouigjjide aiapp^ d his in^E w u s, and a c dl bloode f^rei^wutnan
vPDi a step ±iithe ^ « tne i^n^ fromlLe rhL ss, SW1 wljD^be r ne ck aiDuad likf aEnddhjsf
EzraiciSj diDonn^us a IddK a f pun hatre dj and scipanrun^ ^an you cal^ pvur^Dd
datmifd came ms and jump off the monntajn Sod off''
Lfosf « iA nin^ in Lfh, [bf p Dwe r w^s df ad, and the '^ni^diA "" cona sf ed of b eAc^ ly-
bappiD^ fmm die £n£jj^i ta cb^ ^wiss co die German co the Dufch, and aiaund
a^Uj ii [ti n% around bffi]» iL clc^n n% c andles, draped in ourhjde ou s puiple and blue
t? VDolKaJmiin ^avi^j calljo^ [i^^l and dn nlan^ cbe anl^^ 3ad mDsc awU, beer
avaddilf laLadaldi Kin^ftsber, made hy an Indian multi tiuUiaaaj re from che soudi
who Ll^oe d bj mself co R i chapi Branson^ and was plaoniD^ ca scan alDW-cosf ariine
in Indj a the Ulowin^ ^e ai — hi s ia aa n was f d c naie a c losf h ec wp^n S ou tliwe sc A^im s
jod Ha Dte i^ Ail
^am^timesRiDebi w^u the ip, wi tb n^ w fn e nds la tax ° ^^^ ti t^^^ ■^ ^*^ ^ ^^^ ^^
Isi^eLs wba w^re fiiends Df 3 ce ^a and ^ri, who drowned out En^ Jl with Hibnw
in fbf pndDtnjaand^ IsmpI company that was dl aicnind us^ ocber fimes ir was
rn^iAkn wp met whle viii [i n^ ^mpas^ and otlieE i [ was Nepal s and ^il Jo me se wba
bad cazn^re d the E al^ ly maI1^£f i n L adalb and distnbu ce d e^ ly chocolaie ciDisfanc,
jppk cumblCj and pe acb c Dbbler ta [be bj ^esc b a]^PI] e s i n che VDild
lU
Na triEvttr^s^ titne of ^tar t«u coni^ to Lada]^^ tlun ar^ alv^s toothpaste -
vrihict glati tE haii^D^ fmni ati^wlien you lookiii tht mautitaj Liz outside ^vurhocel
viLiEio V, p« iLhed li ehitid smie thousand year old ^lla^, or zLditi^ dDva a rai^n^
tav^ids a se e [hiti^ n WE TK^ conntiv is sohighj HLd che tuisd cbjii^fhw chty mwr
tnelt S now TLtid fK 7i]y blj zzardj are nlso possible ai ao^ tinnf af the ^ ar, « sp^ c i aU^ la
the moiiLicaj n p A^fe z, ^fhich c atl h e slid^ ou Lid e^ li in ch^ tiuddle of sutntiitE
SunautidiD^ Leh are thi^^ of the wa£d^ hi^es: pafses, ^ei^ ancieiu ti^^
iDU te z fEDnn cf titral Asi Abad tio ocbe r choi ce buf ca cLtiib Dwr [hem f d »ach tiiad^ ts^
and cii^ljz ail DLi K aiduD^ La was cbe hi gh^st, ai 5jtiCi me te i^, tiUo v^ d hy Tatl^ L sk^
L 3, with ^^400 mecei^j and cbe n fhi re vaz Chan^La, ai ^,100 metei^ WifhaatunuL
ihsi EippiDacbjn^ aio^flal^z wei^ ali^ad^ scazin^fD z^tile an che bjgli^r eleuaiioEU
aiDund Leh, and the tiiDunfajDZ v^re mining zdwr and wliif^ dwidj^ie Yet fh«
human ilalcez in tavnbad ^t to b( cbazed aff ta soncheni, v^nner ditnate Zj and
heidz of die til c Dnti nu e d [0 gather in the tiiAjnsquaie of [he [o^fiLj thllin^ ouf , e wid^
NepaL c:4{fs andpasxeZj and alza fi>in^ ta azrsk^ ^roup mpz cuArsame of fh^
wadd^hj^esL nads ta places offLtiii[sjus[ afrv ^ais a^ Nubra ^^f^, Fan^o^
La]>j, die Zand^ar viAey andMonn La]^
FDZ[eEcaipf[fd [h^ place wi [h ni^e nc le qae zf z [q ja in j e^p z [o Kazhmj i^ MaoaL^
ewn Delhi, andcD shai^ costs fur 3afig|i[ ta [eada^ c anipi n^ trek blithe trawler
ze^ tned e a^^ i^^ Dnahle and reL able j but the n ahfy a n^ learns d vaz diai Jbr^riLate wr
reazanjfhf dii tu d^ , the he 3f or ju zf ZDtiiefhin^ [bai wazinz^epin^inta the waier, 30V»
of [i^^k IS la]^ d cni[j b ac1^ d out and just plaj n disapp^are d
1 cauldbaw s[rang|fd [hEvJapan^ze ^dj fn^nd/ zajdPliDeb^ in a rare ^ovaf
an^rone da^ at 1l] nth, az die du% idid hei w^Lai an Tibe [an zoup ""TlLai ^£ simply
vaulted li1^ a^ost ""
Af ii^[ 1 could haidl^ zympaihiie vifh he ^ having had ju zf on^ nazt^ ez^en^nc^
vith fhe bad behaia or of [vo fraiAlei^ in Manali azpniDf of ^fhx Jie bad dready
e^^neoced Euc ooce Ibe^an id armn^ m^ avii tups, [he piablemz tiiDunf^dlikt
the tnoijn[ajDS dl around u z, aod b ^ [he [itne llet Ladaldij Izwore I would n^iA r rely
oa aiiDthe r [laiAle r a^a
One of fhf dose s: place z to ^ v^e Nubra Vdley, the fjnhest noithyon caa^ la
India, Dff litnjf z tir bi^i^e i^ iin[l ju s: le c eod^^ ^riie i^ I v^di vidL Yaeland Scemn^
an [be r Israeli couple wi [h shaiA n he ads, a caupk of I[ di an asfiunDtne i^, rvD Bxti Jl
^ ^z frotii MsLchf s[e ^ twd Folidi za ci al VDI1^f rs and [wa S visz haliaa che mis[z
Thf tnaia "^L^duz^ draw ±ir [lawlei^ cd Nubra v^u no[ die ^infualpnll af
Dhaimzala^ or [be a^imm [hai v^u Rishil^ JLj i[ was [he c aihedral-lil^ moiin[ai ns, i cy
blue n^i^ and lu Jl %i^e n valleys diai i^serfibkd the zcenes af A^lisuzcan iUiDdjo^
^
ffi
TLit fnp Liea£^ callTipseii ^fh^ti cht tiur Isr»liz c Dtii^lTU n^ d th^ tht jeep cbe^
tiutiiifhEU tnozrjLi^ V7G aa [ ch^ "^i^jeep^ they h^ be ea p lonrjsedj nnd the mp wtg
luaily C3llf d a ff as fhf f i^^l ^e nf df sp^ raiel^ tn ed f D ^^laiFi [bai ch^ "bi^jeep^ t^hs
dv^ys fhf nriodf of cmiupDit fi^r ea^n nme nc nl i^aains Th^ ar^meticz AevbTuzk
jod ±intL iti du ofilcej dizcouticz ven protniz^d, Andchf Bn [i^ h Tutne n l3a£jied w
fhe *Vianj^ Jti te s* [hw w*re c hub n^ the dela^, wid [ii*d to le trL*tnb*r ch* lyn cs of the
£u IDV1SI DLi SDLi^ CDLiteSj von [he pre viaus ye arb^ ati Israeli [rTLiiny Ttu tup iuiTiIlylet
tiurhoui^lwe
KiLPiati^ L A FiLif ii Es bf t^ne Li the Nubra vAey aod L ebj and srands as the hi^Le sf
mad in the VDdd, ju s: u nd« r ^.tiOO me te i^j dp lEi^OO feec.
1^^ tvD seeps up tbei^, and ycm'i^ ali^ad^ ^a^in^ ±ir bn ath^ hue tht ^i1^
foldi^n ^fho vei^ scaiioned ai Karduo^ La, ablnacms fo the amazing so-closf-yau-
ccmld- EDU cb-fhf tn ia e V of the snow- JvMie d K aiol^iu tn tnou ncaj a mn^ juse behind
fhe pas, ^nre pla^in% a f^nse ^sae of cnd^t in the dun aj^ the WDdd^s Hi^usf
Cnclcft Matcb
A Fnnch ilmcnw, aaoldn^ of couEej 3J cldn^ e ^a bardtr Dn du i r Gaoloi se s
in the bjgli altitude, ilmed ava^ as some French mauntaj ne^ is ^iDup hu^ed and
cheered "Bia^^"'^ som^ Ausae m^y blolces vere tiyni^ to chwup som^ vi^-tbjn
I>u[ch ^ds on pu Ete nn^ ^spas SLd same dre ad-loclcf d Jap SLe se wei^ pDsiD^ Lisy
S^do st^k, oafh^ir^OO cc EnArid tnDtad>l1^£f as fh^ i r fn eods i^caided if with dieir
^iD^ Sony
TLie scentiy a^r Kaidan^ La vas aloe of "zdtn^ sam^, but djftrenc'" bu^e
manntajrLS, steep, SEDtnacb-chunu n^ diup-afk, hDne-vihiEe ^aciei^ and de^p mAi
^alU^s fijll Df g|f aniiD^ Bu ddliist stupas with Ladddu setdetnents and fh^ i r cotnplez
im ^ati Dn systems thaniLelin^ cald, cIe ar glaf I al tnelt watercD th^ i rbad^ ^^ potata field
aad appk orcbard^
I^onn^ the scen^iy, mosf oi the people in the bus called Enrop oil tik vifh each
Dthe^ tm^n^tbe Euid cun^oc^ EVLd be tnoanio^ the i tnpe ndj n^ addjna n of tean^v
state s^ vrihi ch sft aff tbe Pol^sLI^ abud^t of water datnp^d Dn acwcD defend duir
mafh^dEHLd and th^ honey pDt of maiu^fh^^ vmild^f tobuddup theircounciy
Tlu Bnti^ ^V^j dresed la black ti^cksaitSj se nc p di sonou s la d1^ at fh^ ^viss
jod [hfirperfrct alpine ^ar and accessaneSj vlile fh^ Italians had ^ne du>ppin%
before we let, e^^itl^ tnatcbj n% the ir n^ w Indian Fashmj ni Jia^ds witb fh^ i r dail-.
biDwiL k athe r ^iDe s
^LoqIl,' tbe Bnti Jl ^ ^s saj d sairasti c dl^ f D the If dj ans wbe n fht dm^ r pa lote d
DUf a held of Paditmna ^ats tnutuhio^ on sotne ^m^s, "Tbei^ ciawis ^dui ne^
season's Fa^tnioa""
^1/ thf Italj ans c Du nf en d caldly s^ren^ as tnDn1^^ h ehind fh^ 1 r ^d DdIci and
Gabbana su n^lassts, "Tftrsace winte r c oll*c ti dd '
lU
I vas sill ]ixtnl^ uode r flu wiLi^af ^c^l EVLd Sf tiA n^ aiid cbrcnj ^idu t [hebutnpy
J Du niey flu ^ let tu i^d tne zf^ ml^ oa rtu ch^^fies: v^ ta tiTiwl i n IfPTiel nnd i LiciDduc e d
tnt to Hfb i^ V fiiod^ loduditi^ an Iira«li- implied [ieszeit {tiDc twea iti IsiTiel), oddl^
cnUed "^ellD co cht Qaeea/ tnaEif of clucalaif snuce ca^ hd^ a bo vl fjH of clullv-
dust-diy CDolje ciurcibs SLd ca^ievnuts Tlu ^ pe rietc^ d m^ H^li i^vpiotiuiLC 1 3f lon^
vrihich consisted DflDLi^sessioLiz practicing liTuzliti^ up Tin itn^aaTy phl^^ubTin tD
^[ [hf special sautidcbai HuTLPicDtisfAnfly lalndjii
"^rLdjTLiis csL i^piDduce chis sauod as e^eidy as nny Israeli/ 1 sajd ta them
b n^ul^^ n fe rnD^ tD fhf ca nstant ^ Iff iD^ and rtuo af scann n^ that v^Dt Dn all day and
ni^^iatrajn stations, 3:ie e cs and oditrpuhlic place s Tbe^ vire luic suused
Our accamniodati Dn vas in a Ladaldii ^imhouse, lar^ and raniblio^ w th tnud-
bnckconsciuctiDn aodha^hnlfs scored on die nof fi^rdie Iod^ cold vidi^i, when
te tnpe ran] Ks VDuld SQDnplun^ fD O0°Celcnis
We allpicchfd in tirdioner ta trLn]^£ the dough fir dii Ladaldii triDtriDS^ p asta
shells snfEe d ^nch p^ as and ^i nach, and belpe d cbe mama of ch^ hous^ sfesa thtni
oiAi a ]iie lif laher ciny couit^aidj herhasbaod indeed us imide afervards, and
hnppQy secLf ZDuad cup afer cup oi than^ feimcDied ba£ey ^nne diai tascedlikt
wxf ly, sou r Di^i^t juic t hue was as scion^ as lubbin^ nkobal
Tlh e [an fiiod I s hlsLd aodplajaj and^ile ic ]iIh^Duiipj y^u tii^ af if quicldy
"Whe i^^f fhf barmaj d VI th tn^ tnt ad 3ad 1^ cfuals J"" J ol^ d the Encsas dLe^cumed
the iriLose s up ai the same fiod we had aU twea ±ii v^el^ TK^ Poles lauded ch^
c Dok fiir mamas resetnbljD^ che lai^ plajn dutnphD^ diey ate ai hotne, wlide fh«
ItaliEus picl^d ai [h^ir fnadj dj?a-lil^^ and tall^fd endlts^y vifh fh^ Swiss Ifdjans
about fhf swish fjaaa i^staui^ifs they trjss^d from Mian TK^ Bnts ^t pisfed oa
SDtne Kin^]l^ierb e^ r [hf ^ had broii£ji[ alao^ i n the ir b acl^ acia, but had fi^r^cf en tD
packaanglf Jkre d a f warm dofhj n^
Ai^T djone^ wt walked co fh^ d^l^f, wlie» cold water ^^led cIudu^ duices
info thf ilelds of badey that v^» already tu niio^ biawn Tbe sun was ^nej ±llea
behind die tnouncajns, and^nat stntcbes of dadoes ci^pt across fh^ land^ ^raso^
the de epe r n ^i ^i^ s fLi?^ diea the dadc ^ ea s^ cile m^ nts sci^f che d alon^ clu liiAi^
then cbe Oomp as higher in cbe hills, aod fh^ Irnal acf beio^ che dDW ciauinp flu
triDU nf ajDS^ die wsu n^li ghf tm^D^ the cops pi nk aod ^old se ^ral baurs af ei the sua
had djppe d bfhi nd die ic^ Himalayas Th^ temperafunphm^esitntnedjaiely, andch^
scai^ that came auc wei^ SDbii£ji[fhf ^^ was stiU I g|if blae wtie n cbe ^ app^aie d^ and
e wn ^oa [iD^ scai^ wf re ^sibl^ lon^be fii^ d ail jLe ss fell
Euz^pt tir the Israelii, wIid ([uicUy grabbed the enfire indaDnoom stt asde ia
the ±atnlu]use ti r f la^k is^ che i^sc Df ns ve nf oufii d^ , nnd^ r the bn ghf est caip^c af
scai^ outside of cbe hozn Df Afn c a or du cb ack ^scraliaj EVLd c du nf ed as man^ as thn^
shoDci n^ scars pe r nu nucf sf i^al j n^ ji mulf SLe onsly acK]:3 ch^ J{y
Thi i^iceof die n wr, winch iiru puc ns co ^i ep, ^ wlou di r duiin^ the ni^t, and
a
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AS che LadiilJiij' nunc we oe twad^ a f c Anab uid^ic^s ^iijd^cdIi]^ ^e r du diu ^i[,
vifhfhf ape LiiD^ of fhc ADad^ai^s to ini^« che laad tlI dTiwti, cht m^ ruzTL^d to a
nEuWhcLi wc wa1^f np^clu squ tu^ p acch of land v^ hiid lepc dfi w^s now zamn] Lid« d
Oti our w^y b ukcD Lfh, v^ stopp ed ofi Tit dndLSTLiid dum s vhi re doubl^-butrLped
Btlc [n Eui c mtl^I^j k fl 0^1 from the aoci^nt al]>.fi^f frntn Chi na^ stil %mz« d on ti Dd
infhf ^^^Hey Ado^ no v hazn^ sz^ d b^ « tite ip nsio^ K A^tmB s fiii n d^ s.
Withcbree qaarcei^of its weEiti Tibet, and onl^ am qu niter la lodi ^ Pan^rL^
La]^ is as ^^ast tg you can ^o in Lui:4dLj a deep tuiquDis^, Maldun an blae chEV
stands JutrLmenn^ and edm, in froiu of 7,000 m^tei^ peitnan^ndy snDW-baund
Dunintaj ns, ^Du c ui ac n] dl^ se^ [h^ be ^ niu n^ af fh^ Dnla Lama's home counciyand
(^a hi^Le r jnow±elds cban [host aiDundL^h
Ic^dsD aplacf wh^re you n^ e d ap eznrjc f d in aCj and Indj a's bni^ auc i^cy 3:ie tcbe s
(i^a CD die high Hitnalayas E order ^apis snEip ta afceiuiaa stiSly when your car
appiDacbes EVLd each ta]^ s a c op ^ of die p^rnutj and a ^ Dd la dK at ^du r ±Ke^ wtie n
yon p ass dkTon^ lik^ K a^trjr, boide r c^ nac ns ezusc wichcbe Chin^sejCDd
My last flip ^ [ aff fo a bad start j cwd Ismel b lotheE, heiis ca a Ttl ^m v fj niimre
t\ nuoe^ datned cheybad b^ e n cold ic was a stn ccl^ out andback tup, wifh no o^ mi glu
camping la^ndwd, device die poaeE awio^ i[ vas a [b»e day tnp^ Fdiieane^ the
ux\ miDsense^ Fre nth- JU^ n an j ou malisc fmm RadiD France, who hadbe^n annon^
1^ ii? teams fo ami^ la Kabul and B alidad afer they frll co fh^ Am^ncEus, was
adamanc diai c sup id^ w^s ^id^ fo b^ p ait af her vacation, and haun^ ali^ad^ loa
fhree da^s wsu n^ ti r a diei trawlers to ma]^£up cheirmiod^j ai^e d fLeic el^ vidime
iD camance fh^ ^ysnot copussauc andcDme aloo^ c ampi n% aloo^ ade u s
Ai^me nfs Afw back and f^nh, and^mally cbe cup was oft As alasc-difch efiiit,
I bu ddled widL Fab le nni tirone las cime and con^nc^ d her ve Juiuldkt fh^ ^^s
come b atk alDnej as we win]ldb i^^ hicch hi1 j n^or the lacaLbu^baclL co L eb Fabieon^
a^i^e d, and cbe cup was back an.
We let wsewn di^ nezi day, and du no^ the loo^ dinA and wajts af ched^oi ncs,
Fabienn^ [au^bif me ^n^mes abouc fh^ Afoa^^JfOiff similaiines af "Bull's Vid^a
Ganus^ lache Middle EastjhDwblae aiia1>j w^snsedco obscui^ Am^ n c aa soldie i^
fimi li^i baitalions as fh^^ wei^ bombed co deafhj Iidw c i%ar-chomp iq^ ^neials
pu ^e d b ack fhf jauioaliiis wba had ^he n d, c ivzus-likf , wwchiQ^ [hf ^eccatle, and
bav [hf ^OO-siaa^ CNN team w^s cbei^ co sjppaif jusf on^ aa- came i^ ba s: wba
4tn]ally sioDd in fh^ windavaf his &i^-sfarho[d w^ain^ ahelmec aod Aa]YJac1^£f
device theie bein^mi dsk^ r wbatsDe i^r, andliDW a Cbjca^ oews man i^fjsfd ta
v^^his^e briilfen days so his "^^^^w^is would Icnav how haid be was wodjn^""
vcoiAnn^fhf warinli^.
TLie coniA i^aiiaa fhf n swe i^ d towaids lsi»k and cbe Israeli sbn ale d as ^e wenc
IfO
cia e »^l7u nin^ liDW sht li^ Ltice njie we d Am^, EVLd had b e« li la Ghztl TuiEi R TimuIldL
dDz^ns af tinus Om of the Ismfilz hui bteii a soldjer stTLtiDtied tht», atid shi
a51^fdhl^:L if he l^^v Tibouc the Gratidnriach^n, ncired IfPTieL votn^n wtu cias-
quesciDLied zaldi^s irtio holdup iniuiccLic Pal^^imau inchouc CHua vhea czassD^
the thfcl^Dinif
"Wa/ h* sad coldly
Wlien the aitno^lu re h tc ame [qd teiuEj I mzw d the c dfi^ i^atioii h ^k ta Ii^q^
and Fabieniu wenc on^ re^ Tiling tips Dti how Ju auu^gl^d ^ AT phDiits p as anti-
Fk Lich Ame ncati ^ Liti:45j SLd ^f dase r "^tlc ce ss" fo tie W3 zfon^ s hy bnbin^ e i glu e^ ti-
^t at old ArcLf n c 3a soldie i^ VI [h f[^f S ATphDtie c dlz fo lo va aiid ^lad^, tht be sc w^y
ta Tippe tlj A^tianJ {haticbo^i^ we ar a buiqii aod sh^d che Ni1^s tirsa^cy), hDW tD
^[ accfsz [D tiim^ r l^liTLti le ade i^ iti cbe hllz dicuA Kdiul SLdhDw^e hadbeea
repaniD^Tit Gidu nd Zen hcmi^ a±f r 9 / 1 1 h e cau » Jie wtg a n vtlc wion i li N^ w Yad^
at the utne af ch^ Titcacl^
'Dh, rrcL dreaming of rc\^ Kabul/ PahietiLie sajd cd tne wtuii we pasz^d d^i
Chan^La, corciplefri^ au v-c Dwre d aad ini^z id^ c old as w^ w^c^ d co p tgs cbiDU £ji ^ t
atiocbe r chf ckp 01 Li[, whe n Ju sawcht Indjan soldi eKwaiid^nrL^TLTDULidbratidi^iiD^
we ap DLiz a n die thiid hi^Le sf pass iti cht WDdd Later ^e blearing ewti nrioi^ ^frhan
hDtnta ck wlien she saw zaL tary n ad crew3 anashiLi^ IDc1^^ [D ma]^ the loads fhac 1^pt
the Itidian anny lumun^
"^sf li1^ tn^ Khaodaha^^ ^it sajd di^anrulyj ^id^ dli ta e^^lajii hDW h^r
c Dlle a^ ts, atid ^od fn eod^j w^n lollf d a n thai n ad I n ail ambush^ and how [hf UN
cbar^ d ? ,000 Anneiicati doHai^ tii a Ai^t thai lasce d less cbati f we cuy tniDU ce s
Thf lasf hou r Df ihe nadcD Faii^ti^ w^u amaz id^ a de ep, ^ idEui ^eii triDss
^w aloLi^dLe niAi^all^^^ aiid we sopped ta hsceii fo our wices echo aiouiLd fh^
puiplt rod^ atid c m^ cbai rose ahD^ onrh^ads
111 die afeznooti, w^ lajdj C suie s- s}4ej Dti iDwelsby the shimmeiiLi^la]^ , wafchiD^
the blues change wicb ewiy pasin^ cloud atid w^chin^dLe tnesmen ziti^ Jiadow^
ei^ep SLd travd across cbe xodcy stree ^p^sfhai cu tnbled do vii fromihe ^aciei^.
When If w^scinie to ^back ta L^h, the Israelis cue d lo convince us id ^ wiib
the nij bu t Fab le nn^ and 1 siaye d ]iimj the dn^ i^ e a^ r lo ^ei hotnej lold u s a bu s w^u
leaun^ai 1^ 30^ and thai w^ couldn^bu^ a Ilc1^f f u ml ele wti ih^ nezv da^
Wf sajd ^oa db ^ , and tiuod aplaci man ab andooe d field, oufsi d^ of iowiLj and
pifched Duri^nt as the sua s^i A3 Fdneone le ad he r h oqIl, lbJ1^fdup id aaeaiby
^mp a, bull I iDia a caw, chaite d wiih sotn^ teena^ i^Ua^ i^ and v^cbe d ibe doads
turn CD ^d wiih ^vud^ tnon1^^ who sajdLtdehui smiled alac
Whe n Chssii n^ andlamwd w ihe bus siaiioa ihe nezv tnonu n^ ju sf h e±>i^ ten^
aJtc r c Dllap ang cmr i^nts^ wt vin whiie-^^d ta iind ihat the bus v^s aliuast diont
tolias^.
We hada'f eiA nboa^t ti ckf IS, 3ad we i^ stiH oa ihe loof Df ih^ Jammu ^ K a^tnir
a
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{J ^ K)1>u z vhf ti rtu dn wr ju zf larclu d iDto ^ tlj EHLd cddK of^ wi [h u z hsk^ Li^ aa L1^
iiiaii]^^:, franfitTilly clinil^iti^ up ancD che picchin^iDdf ca [it do vn ourba^, be fi^re
citl^id^ liDwti fhf bus^ sh:4{f^ aad t^7Lc1^£d nlatrLitium laddei tl^hI inched our v^
^D^ [he bntnpe r f D fhf back doDi^ cmr f e« th cliMce nti^ vildly, ^itu i^ we ^idinadf ta
iiid the lius pas»ti^ i^ p ^1{f d itiade likf cbjclc^nfrailLei^iLiapIlDw
^arfL^hDVj [he c ooduc tar fookp if ^ dli us, tmtid ns zannf se ws by tno^ n^ anutid
some bntidlez Andba^, n^t between iliA Indian soldi ei^ canyin^ lusy AK-47f
TLiey lDa1>jd ai tny Fnticb c Dtnp ehu oti with CDnfeiup[ andsai [here auilin^ Cbc shire
cat-li1^£ ai her as v^ hntiip^ d Etao^ barely nble cd ca nc aia [hemsel^s
Fabie n[u, f in d Df fh^ tnal^ chaui^nist ''ew [^aso^^ [bar she bad e^e n eoc ed i n
Indiaj when Indian tn^ n k e i^ jne^r and ma]^ hisan^nDis^s w wotne n^ ^rabb^ d Dne
of [he g}jns^cDc1>jd if, and Htnedcmt the vuLdowai a tncnjn[Maj earning the re^ecf
of [hf saldjfis, And dso ^anun^us ^nevsew nezv ta the ds^^ vho re^^dus of
stanes ii^tin% [h^ Taliban ^nans in Kashmir [hu Aid D^r [be bDid^r aJter the
Am^ncsu EVfulced, Fdtieiuie [oldhitn stanes af iidin%[he Am^ncsu' ^ays/ the
Blu:k n awl Y belie Dp [e i^ aod Hntnm^is inche Iraqi deseit and ho v [he iist [itne ^e
bad met Ara^ ai a cooie i^oc e he had pat[e d be rbe ad Edfa c [lonaiel^, lil^ ^pupp^
Ai cmrluncbb i^ :4{^ ai some lonely i^f[aaran[ hi^ i n som^ p a^, tl fn^ ndl^ Tib e [an
manl^ behiod tne [sppedme on the duiuldei and hEuide d tn^ ^hea^ wed^ Df badey
don^, [bar was i^Tii; wi th a hunk of ^dcch^esf in the middle
Fabie nn^ latl^ i^±ised, e wn [ban^ she hadn^ « aie n SDbd ti Dd f^r SI K da^s dae ta
rhe al[i rudej and watcbe d m^ , smjd J n^ as I di scQiA i^d thai nD[ a nl^ WAS the ^a]>. cheese
mnny, a ^ n^ rou s amouDi of ^:4l fir was mi ^ d in wi th the dou^ H appily vai [id^ ti r
Du CD snllow[be Tib^ [aa d^bcac ^j Fabiinne c ould haidly c Dn[ai n he i^l£
'Boa appf[i[/ shf said ^eciou^^j pnrao^ ber bps fD^[her fo stop imta
Brawr than Ihadbeenin Eht p asf , I pic1^£d ofi as man^ yakhai i^ as I could se^,
aad [Dre Dff a puce, I [oak a deep bi^aih and popped i[ in m^ mau[b If w^s nof
DLily as saur as [he chan^ I bad diu rk la [h^ Nubra ?allf ^, bu t diei^ was v^ triDie
yak±ir[bat I [hou^ losde^ aad as I svallaw^dj I almoa diy h^awdas [he ^al^fiji
stuck in tn^ thioat Fabieone CEVue [q the i^scne and hooded Die he r wate r b D[[le as
^e coHapse d I n laa£ji[e r TK^ tnonklappEd mE aa[be back, ^niun^ thiol jn%[hw
it was Di^ « nj D^m^ nt Df his fi^od [hw tnadE l^le ^mace so s[iDng|y Wbe n vt scDpped
t]r[hf neubnal^, the yak fijr- sand vi ch wenc siia^t incD the ba[toDiof arawnons
stra^ da ^'s stoDiach sle epin^b^ fhe ade of fh^ load^ wIid iDhaled[hf f^odLI^ afjny
uacuutn de SLe r
Jasf afer naia ^ati n% fh^ [wist^ luad^j and as we we i^ accelenvio^ [Qvaids the
strai ^iter ro ads of [he ladus Vdley, a de afrni n% e ^la a on npped thiou^ [he bus,
whjcb wc thougtif w^s a ^as canisc^r thai had blown up an [ap af [he roaf h was
dciuaHy a 1 11^ bio wont J and w^ nead^ xoHedoff [be cliff wbik [he busdnwr tned ta
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EDLitiDlrtu laiLhi n^ iAhid« It tooKchiny tmnufes co fb: ic^ aiid the n w^ wei^bukoa
the vnadTderrtu [luckcm Dti ch^ iDof wtg dusce d off TLiidciach^d into plxE.
ThiEe houi^lwtr ve pulled mud Leh^ pasati^ fh^ IsiTiel brortu i^ sipp iti^ stioo^
Tif] ncof ju It gj hue smiha^ v^ 3]d^ Tlu tiTiwl a^di rtLaihiid i^tite d u s rtu car^aneEi
at u J e^ Li tnoiE , relj e^ d CD H e cbai w« had connf b xk la otie pi ecc .
Etrmtti mpz to the ^cozn^n af Ladal-hj I had Juiif sca^z la L«h, ^e» fh«
Fie a]^ Whe el ^uli Dti bearded Euncmdi wdl^ d bare -clu seed and baie f^ac chiDU^
the CDWiihaii^D^ cymbals, their ^£fnftids ci^ li% h ebj iid them cwi dj li^ clu i r haj i;
the K aJmuns p ati eail^ ad j n^ a^aiii aod a^an ±>ru s ta sf ^nch fh^ tn dn nk li^ a tnint
te a, be anD^ ah Du [ ch^ piablems of the ir c du cury and bo vbuyiii^ a Fashmj iia ti r aur
dahln^ vonldhelp sdIw thenij Fi^och ^ds di^vloo^ dra^ on [hfir{^aidaisef la
ca£f thai Dazed nodun^buc Pansianstinlc^nDC chic, aod zanbu nied E ncs c arine back
frotn fea-day hi^ altifude f»1^ raun^ A^iui the Fntnj^r L^a^e tiDthad tnwchez
they had niifstd Dn ?l{y Spoits.
A notite v^zpozffd ±ir a chre t- day cup fo Mann Lal^j c v^my IdlDtne cee fiam
China, vicb a couple ^riuse oaii ooahf ^j du^ co moi^ badb^haua^ wiU dsD ntnaja
anon^nriDUf VTbenlkfi ±ir the Fan^o^ tup, 1 tnef cbe tn^ w th a En ci^i f i^^k r ^id
was alsol^eacD ^, and cbe^ Ju ok cm r hands, andprotnized co irajc tidl ^t hacl^
reaauied, we put chp tnoney down fisrch* pirnruts.
^Vlienl ^chaclc^cht couple bad d S3pp e and, and f al-^n their p^imjt with tbetn.
Wifh a h If of slfu thiD^ vhicb v^un^ haidj bf c ause Lehvaz aan^-ydLCDWii, I fnind
vrihei^ they v^re staying and discos i^d thai noi only had du^ cold the ir landlady
they v^re ^in^co Mdhh chat trLDinin^ fh^^ had sajd nothio^ ca me dp ihe cither
tra^Ale r « iA n duu^ chey lou w vf wei^ vajiiD^co JLare ihe car, not to mencionch^
thi^f a^ncieZj wIid v^re waj iid^ fiii die tn noi onl^cD c DniiTm cbe irplans but ca pay
&£ their pie ^Duz tups
Fu naus, 1 TiDte the in a c an fjH^-ci^ed nof e, c dLo^ die tn on che ir ti^achery, and
le±^ se aichin^ the fown^miiice boaids fi^rany aad all tups to Lfoniij e^n calling la
at ibe Israfh House when Shabbat v^s nnd^ rw^y f d see if sotn^ Ismels w^» ^id^
td Mob n , be fun I inaU^ ^^ up Tbe Enfijli ira^^le r w^s so mad^ie kA fh^ oe^t
da^fiirManali
I had iwD da^s k fij EVLdasibe Aj^biisfDDellii wei^pacl^d^l vas^in^cDbe siuck
m L eb wniin^ fir ihe nezi ca riAnne d se w Mann was of^ and 1 wbs lua d^ ihe ±>uidL
titn^ amp la L ada]^ had com^ to ^ef because Df a ih^r trawler
Th^n I »tnemhe»d my NepaL coniacfs in CDwn who ran the bal^iy mcquet^
and Uiev e ^lyaoe It fuioed cmi theie was aloe:! ^y h^adjn^ ta Mann die oe^d
tTLDinin^. Ch] icbj n^ tny p^ imj t, I frxl^dhitn dowUjpajd ihe depDsif, ftuod a leni^
sle epin^ ba^ and tnai, SLd insf luc te d the m to p i ck tn^ up the nezi maniin^ai se^n
Monn v^s aa
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Helmed triDre nbouf LadiilJii cukui^ dli cliDzt rvu dii^z rtLaa in ch^ pi^^cms
n«1^ la che couiuiyj I heaid Tibouc their vicch Eiaccoi^^ clu fjmi^ nces, rtu Yeti
m^thzaod bocpiirLfz tliTit ciickd mDuad tht plue.hDwhij^rami^hfrhuifTaiAleii
on tht p asses I] e f>i¥ [hen v^re iDTid^ Wtuii we reuhed a cba irea rtLai vtg lii^ped
on p i^^ r Aa^ we ciidedic lach^j^ep chi^^ [i nne s^ and du dnwr^a^ me a wince sUl
SEuf ta tie annitidit fi^r ^ad lack a n che le sc of cmr jduztl^^.
Vfhile che II dei^mt Enddlu sf se cuibilicie s e lisj i^d du r saie t^ on the t vi znn^ iDTids,
duir taste in tnuac w^soa^fh^re tienxTG in^iied The tnast jwe i\%d be t ve ea aeid
franc e fEamGoTita^A frotn zam^ I:t»1j^, Tibe [Tlii ma nk chsus (a ctlsz^ tc^ frotnbjs
uncle )j Lobo b neludj n^ fh^ clasac '^Ybu, Me ^id a Do^ Nun^d Bdd^] and . MiIL
^^lUi ^^Abihindb^ zam^ jLeepishG^imTLnmati^ wife)
^Uy ^r7L£id±HtLe r wptit co Tibec oa his as:/ ^amaa sajd with a stm^ ^t,
n fe mti^ f D die toa^^^z Df dDn1^f ys chat w^ie nsfd as frsupon L af er la fh^ f np^ I saw
a^iDup of f 1^1 J^ i^j half Fi^och^hali Amencanj aoe Amencanbad Dh uausly se [ hj s
SI gtif z oa the Isab^ll^ AdjEUJ laDk-E4J1^f anche cup "^cmr azs is bi^^ r than tnioe / he
coldh^r wifh ashy anile, callati^ A<iui chei r fraupoit, whik ^le scepped av^ and
stiuckup a eoniA i^aiiaa I n Fie neh chwbe tcmlEiiL'c u nde i^and
^lan^fhf way, ve p assed thiDU gh a [ieep ^i^ canAdh^ ch^ InEias n^i^ wbere
sdjcaiy ^nnilif s w^ie piep ano^ f^r wi ncer aod ba isti n^ba^ Dti cheir iDoti, and wbe re
nd J and b Dulde i^ samn] nde d ^mp as and schools wlie n n d chi e1^ d ^randniodLe i^
v^Ik^dbame bam classes wifhcheii^iaodldds.
TLie lasf honi^ wf eoie re d a viAey sobiuad EVLdlat if 6lfli1>j Mod^oIj a, and cbe n
v^ passed lifde Mf]llI1,a^tn-lil^la]^£ chEV i^le ec^ d the [lo1ldslJ1^f a cool, blu e nu nur
MamiDts staod up co ^i^e t us as we p assed duau^ the fLnEt b ame r f d die lai^ la]^£,
jod when we d^se^tidid ta die viAey ADa^^nai ^scs oi windhkw nuni CDioadoes
anutid fbe ca^ as Taitar hoi^tnen diow their aninial^ hotne^ f^llav^d by do^
rhai lf]Dl^dL1^ Ala^caiL malannu [e s It WBSfiol^ i^mafej tiuly Hitnalayan, andfiol^
Ladaldi
TLiai ni^ 1 c annp e d tie ar di^ laHa^ i n aa ope n ield when shadows from en nA
bamtd ^aislDomed oti fh^ walls af my feoij as ch^ ^ buf ced h^ ad^ with n^;^, and
lar^ p acks oi ia eions^ wild da^s au f&d aiouiLd m^ f^ nt la d1 j n% ±ir fi^od as 1 sIiha i^d,
n tiiemb enn^ fhf Yeci tn^hs
Ihjiin^che tiiglifnl'^i^^^iLfif ^^epjheeausf die alfimde was 4^00 mef eE, so bj g|i
(^ly [ime 1 dnfe^d afi co sleep, 1 wak^npj ^a^ lo^ ti r ajr and h i^ Evhin^ as diep as
Icouldj sfan^d fi^royy^n Frayi n^ fi^r da^ £ji[, fh^ witid pi ckf d up sd sciDti£j^ chw
rhe cine tie ad^ ble w f>^ i^ and by du ntne davn tame 1 was i^ad^ ca ka^ ±>r lower
^IDUOd
Whfti the sati did CDtne up, ic was cwa hftuEbebi^ if deai^d che mounfajtis
anutid Lfoniij and 1 bad emiu^ ti m^ ta ^i dDwa ta cbe Juin, wbei^ fbe san^ra^s
lewo^rcbe top, iQu mitiaii n% fbe £ja£i e i^ h ehind me la^old and pink, and it was sa
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cDldfhai [hf %iDuiLd ^iras solid I cf , uid « ach si^p ^irasciuticlL-ciuLich-ciuiLchinche thia
aji Pante d [iu els fniiDi Chjoa wp» ± e diLi^ I n [ht ^tQIq V3j ^riu i^ zfTiu^ , ciu zf ue tlii-
tnlLzav^y TLiid thcnj sands a f &« [ b em Tith Die
III m^ last fev days la L^h, fht stEeoDS itinll^ clclced Sunmiier vtls o^t, vicb
^illj TLiid rtu b Iff tr viDi« i^ on ifs way- cbe A^^ti tre^s had suddenly turned ^ellDW
DiAiTj^tj bas: cDwndche ^zDuod iti fh^ trLDmin^TLtid^ thougliclu j^y wTtsdea^fh^
suti^ i^s^nn LiDW v^ dc- Fiaye r ila^ cliTit liTid AEippedcD the nonh now Aapped to
the SDUch, tls the chilly vinds ^fied frotn die VTinn Itidiaa Occaii tiiDtisocti id du
e old LiDithe ni vitids m^pi n^ a ff [he Mqd^dL Titi plaie au
Moie [han cbe pb^aeal seafaos w^» ebati^ n^ i li LiidalJi^ as Kashmir v^s qS
litnics [0 fDunstTLj 3ad ^ncbN^pal^ Macisf wo^s scanLi^ofi tiiDre atid nrioi^ founits^
Lada]^ hadhecanne the ceiiferaf che Hitnals^ati treUati^ tradej and qiai ICijOOO
t^e1J^£E v^re e^^cted in a cauoiiy fhEV had ncenAd jusf ^jOOO people oiUy fVD
^eaEbef^re The i nvasion has bvzm^t Etao^ wi ch i [ cbe piuhle tns, and he adach^ s^ [h^
c DU nfry had loD^ bi e n fn e frcmi
For ceDjnnes [he a^ia^ Ladal^i banei^d f^r e^iythin^ and no Dne vrnt
huD^iy arljwd la slums Now the yaun^ Aoclcf d f d the ticiesco ^ t j Dh s and %aiba^
andcnnie were nan^ a fii^i^ ^d had b^ e n rap e d la Leh i n b load da^ £ji[, a ^loup
of {^ennan caunsfs had Idsc dl cbeir money from a cieUjo^ company wh^n [h(
emplD^eSj SLd die ir money, v^nc nussin^ and ewn fhe mas i^mof^ Oompas now
had [0 padlock eiA ly iDam fD ami d [he± fmm not a nl^ cbe ±iie i ^ cou uses chat lod^d
the w.huf from [h*i r own pe opl*
M around ca wn, che ridiis wpie prep ann^ a nru d-wi nee r ^atie n n% co de vise oew
re 3:x c [ions f^r the ne^t ^ar'scouns se asoUj be d f ayes and Aw mi niniam chains p^r
day fur [i^ldo n^ wi re cobe implemencedj aodit seenLidcbat ?ili04 vas ^ id^ to b^ [h(
las ye ai ±ir uachf d^d [onn s amvalsin Lada]^ Tlie Israelis^ haia n^ ^tte n wind a f
these dewlopm^nts^ vei^ aliead^ ancra^fd, and d^ sp^zaicly iDolc^d Air odu r che ap
plu Es to c J7\^ la Indj a
On my las ni^t in Leh^I louodedup people I had met fh^re ±ir aFnal^Fi^^
diDnen mi bland momoSj no b SLanapanc d{f s^ ju sf som^ Df [he be sc Ind an fna d 1 had
Ewn tasfed, ev a resfaarant iiurjcally called Beta's Litde IcEly some New Zealand
tra^l a^Dis, a ^roup af Aussie sariei^ from Mai^ai^c Riwr, a sdcioIo^ caupk
from Scanfurd, aThaj clasacal dance r cia^^ n% wich be r Anni n caa Eo^i^ f^ach^r
hu^and, fvo retiied Isi^eL school ceacheis, fwo scDdd^Kilcfis bam London^ a pair
cif KonaiL phoco^raphf IS cia^In^ with cbeir French Canadian English Lie ceache^
and a Kiwi mocbe r-dau^e r ce am trawlio^ aiouod the wo£d It w^s a njni-United
NaiioDS aKjnndclLe cablej and not aFi^zAccobe seen
Thw w^suDiil nuebe fnioedup, caol and dissu now chat h^r newly- nu need
relaiioDship wicbber muscled, cattciDed L^nny Kra^fz laDk-E4J1^f Israeli bo^end
a
^hlDtriD bad be ea z« Tiled on 7l IE c EDij EHLdcnnialj cwo day csufiiD^ tup Sh^ aalDti^r
called me ^ eod/ aiid mitl^ cold nne fhw^^ [oa w^e bHaviD^ [he stasotis^ and vas
off du Lieztf day to tra^l zautbv^id t avoids Ga ^ vidL ShlonnD i n cow, tiUo^nti^ the
lod^ of tnj^i^iD^ dab lad^ atid bash b« adz sou [h tiT ch( viLice^avay frotn Ladaldi
aad fhf hautiti ugly b e aiti fjl Hitnalayas
'?a Tiy fir the d«lay ar, bu [ the pal c^ an lool j li^ fir te nun s: bomb z/ sad the f ayi
dnwrcD tn^, Arec«Li[ tni^rsu fn nn Kf ral^, az vp v^cediii a triDLiutne nc al Bomb a^
rraAc jsajus mecei^ ava^ banrifhe Gaf^w?^ cd India, "jdien exacdy a ^arbetii^,
on Aij^sc ?Eh, twa borcibs had lolled Liea£^ azoy people, z^c Dffb^ people che police
bad ye t CO c aicb N^n^nj J^be scaniud the c abs aicnitid u j, re nru nditi^ tne inabu Jud
cDLie thaiic ^vasm cab z like bj z chat hadbc e n p ac1j d wi th (]^loaiA z and dn wa iota
ciDwdz^ diea d^ conEved
Half an hour e a£i eij 1 bad jump ed off die dwidj^ic crain frotn D^lhij and ^du
lauv^u^ in AWezffiDJZfd city ^enyon zei a Mc Donald'z i nji d^ che siEvian^ the
tau ds^r IS se ndj n% S MS m^sza^s^ and tnore vom^n aach^ iid^wdl^are v^ann^
jc anz than san z
Police tnea weip v^Ikn^ carca cajj zc ip suj n^ inta v^Ike callaeZj zearcbjn^ tir
su ^ iti ou zpacl^A^ z I n bath zf ais and qu esti oni n^raodotn p eaple S nifiln^da ^luo^ d
V ape n viodD^fs, snadj n% and b aildn^
De^icf die delay, and die ajiaf dan^^l v^z ^adft>rtht ^be Jl^ aiij the trajn
comp aiitn^ nt fcotn D^lhi vas iHed wth champiDn foreE and die nDi ae zf^ pi^^e zf
siiDie i^ 1 hEd e^ rbe aid^ and 1 bad hEodly ^p [ Dnch^ ei^teea hour nip.
Az vp pEusedcbe laze loadblDclL, th^ dnwrbe^i weavio^ as &it as he could in
rhe [lafHc, die bx^icbhj^ Gane^ idol han^n^ fcom his tiurroEj an^ n% aicnind and
aiaund, fhf elephanc ^d^s ^e bazen la aplazfic smdCj the con^ of inc^nzebe had
buznin^ tniziD^ vifh [hf car i] tiif s, CI ^are tte znLa1^£, and a cod jad a f odier anelh chaf
seeped up frotn ch^ tiiDnzoDn-clo^^ d dmiu
\Yhf n he lu iLhed fo a stop ±ir a i^db^^ wf v^che d a woman VI th ap le of ^lasz
dccepc H'i^ lup^ez fram p a^se ib^z cd feed the mazaiAj black caw thai was deeping
bE^dehe^ wliD vazluppd^cliDtiipin^dawnonche bee tiDd
TLiiscif^ isfijU of rac1{fcs/fhf dn^ r zajd lu eUly azhe finou J^ tapped tiiDie
SM^ tnessa^ez in his c^llpliDnej wrapped with apuiple {^anesh plazfic pioteccuA
cowr
Ic was ^ w ca b e b ack I n a tiDp ical connciy^ wi th bu njdify and p aim tiPf s, I n less
rhaa twe n[^-±iiir houE Ibad ^ne from b^ i n% bip wble s la the high Himala^az ta
rhe zwpLe n n% be ai blowing ofi the Ai^ian S e a^ and fram wbat 1 zav ciu i a n^ da vii
fram Vi ccon a 1^ mil nu z zf wionj Bomb a^ was sl Indiaa Hcd^ Kon^N^w Yori^, CajKi
i«
and LDLiEiorL cDtnbitieEi ch^n v^^ tl conf miu r-f[^i^t« r tlD^^d hTubDi, bjgli ii»
readftitiTil apanme nc bu Iditi^^ hu ndi^ds Df bl^kaad i^dcaaslil^ lartu E^pciia
capital, 3ad luity double -dtt1^ r »d buz«s i^placLcig ^ stiolcy auta Ilc1^^av3 aiid
b ic^tles Delhi te z u z« d CD %t[ arcniLiEi
Aod, once a^ajn in lodia, 1 had ^han^d' cautitnes vithcmt czDzan^ aa
I nf EnLatiaaal bolder fcDnn rtu dtsenz of Ardiiaii Ni^s Raiasban, cd Tibec la
Lada]^, co clu iun^alisniD Df Vamna^ SLd clu blinding wbic^ siorL^s af th^ Taf
Mahalj tach utne ^vu niDwd in Indiaj ^ftL^diem v^z sftppio^ due of an oiAzni^t
traj n, Dr a Ju IT plam n d^ , i [ ftk lil j ycm vin nisoniE oclu r c du nciy; sonie thio^I had
nt^ r « z^ e ne nc^ d be fii^
When 1 nachfd m^ bafel in ColEAiaj fh^ dn^i Misled ^ea ht heaid cht
puce and zad, "^ can ^ec ^du an Dm ±ir5CiO lup^es"" 1 de cI n^ d, l^now n^ fjH wril
the bj£ji peiLenca^ oi ccnumisaan cbai puce included, SLd how awfijl che bud^t
acEaniDicidaticin vasinBamba^ aj de sf c^Ds la ]iie trap z
'Hcbn oeed cayi now/ h^ ^latceredj insifad af a^jn^ han^n^ aiaund la th«
iDbb^^ zdll hamme n n^ awBy at his cell pbaiu ^ 1^^s.
"^a/ 1 cald hitn vp aiil^j and wicha^unc.he itQl wcnjldnt ^ awEi^
'^cm sf a^ Boiub a^ t] r {^antsh frsci v:!^ hi z eye s 1j [ up azhe ^ov^dme hispnz^
pDzzession ceUphont brclu flle^nth utne ""^ly intei^itin^ Clhci^atcy Beacbj v«
^ w Gaoe Jl a baib "
IHQj I DiUy haiA cvD da^zheie ' His snrilt ^d^d, ht lammed hi zphooe inhiz
pDc1^ffJ and waf ^ne
Wifh a z*a ui*Wj ahu^p tnaiblt bafhrnotn, and ^nth ai^ew of the {^aiETf^ af
India, 1 wazn'c tnoun^ nD tuDre powe r cu ts li1^ laLadaldij and fc^e zin^ c old zaotnz
in^ in Manalij or tann zf ^ hotels vifh baoanap anc d{f s oa fhf me Lin lJ1^£ laRafasthan.
1 vaz Idq] in^ fi^nvard f D zam^ zw^llice TV, laotn se i^c t and ite ady aj r caodif lorJn^
Thw aftznoDn, 1 Talked do vn tht pi i^e DVD and za t ware ca^ i^d alle ^Zj ^e k
Ka^tnmz sold dasc^ Rajaschani hsLdjtraJts^ and cht ^ips of Delhi vire replaced
vith ^at Janntd-diuDU EVLd ha^ FlinczcDnezbdlDaiu, Ni1^ ^iDpz CDtnp^ced vicb
deii^^r san itaiez vhile man^ homriesz dtpCj bt^gtd and sold dieir wares ca fh^
tneoa^ne of v^dih^ Indianz^ Ni^nan dru^deakis. Chine ze buantszmen, ItahsL
hou zf ^niA z and S n L silvan en cicf c playeE wIid bin v^ d and du% cbrou ^i cbe pQ^ s of
ihl-Ji ^ Dd^ sold b^ some of the tnDzcpei^zceiu zale aae n 1 had sc e n i n Indj a, nD doubt
allde^Ke halde i^ fcutn die A^ra S cbaol ±ir Tbuf z
Aod aH alDn^ the dleys, bu n% up la coioei^^ in windows, han^ aiuund nee1j^
and df c Draii n^ c- ^1 nZj wiufh^ chick tiu nk-nosfd G an^sh^ bald i n^ his arms up and
iDolan^like a Bu ddlia i n n^ e d Df a nDse job E Dtnbay v^z de ]iDJ tely « naniDre d vifh th«
Eab^ Elepbant Gadj ch^ ooe yon haidl^ saw i n Delhi
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^ cati ^i [htse in ChitiA fiir fixity mpe^s/ I told tlDVD snl^srinaa vho staned
SAamin^ai tne vrihenhe WAnf^d 300 mp e^ s ti r a sio^e dizc
â– TOU HE"'"*"!!* Kra*ch*d Eulcoldhitn [hwws^sthe Htiulpnce "Wd ^irayy^^'"
TLieUj vriheahe i^aljied I was t«ILrL%4tu tiuch^ dollar signs clandedhif ey«s aad I
be c ame bj s tie w b^ sc fne nd
^Vfe ^ into husimsz, yon Tind I, pit ak^ k a^ tne your e-tnAil, I vant ta 1^ov
man abouf cbjs '
I'tn yQUT fnend" RenutTLbei^ yaur fneod"!"" scnMn^d TinDdier saleanTin ^er
aaa [h^r woman, ^riu wb^ tiyi n%he rh e s: tajusc sque^zt chiDU gh [be Hcid^Kod^-LI^
DJ ^i[ mail^ t CIO vds^ nDt idi^ re s:^ d in bu ^id^ a mj nure d b tdspre ^
^Vfh^ am I iDolang M ^o^s made in Vi e [nam wbe n Ni1^ is Amencan^ jLonted
4 South Afncaa vi4b a azc-pei^Dn encoum^ lacDW, ai a salesman laBarciha^^ onl^
Ni1^ Dude tj ^ibe re 1 v^^ shi epislUy bu ^id^ apaj r a f ^o^ s [o leplace m^paji thai wa^
^laitei^d a£tr[VD and abalf monthz i n India
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TLit salf smsL nDddf d in a^^mtoi "^ndooeaa Vitcnsu ^DudiKoiea India.""
TLit S[n][h Aincan Juok hiz h^ad ao^ly and sajd, ^ haw AMERICAIT
MONEYfDsp*ndbeK, DOLLARS, and I i*aoi AMERICAN PRODUCTS ^ow
me ymir AMERICAN MAI>E JHOES'"^*
TLie salf smsL Ju dK his be ad, and sajdj ^'msony si^ this is aU v^haw ""
TLie ScniLh Afn can hafEe d Idu dl^j and sf Dime d cni[^ his fntcmra^ in [ov
1t^ u nbelie ^ATwabhle "^ sci^^ch^d an lodjaa woman af ehl in[ei^c[iDn acioss
fnm Vicfona T^imjnas^ taSang fo he r fn eod in a sold gold-colond san "^Can you
ima^ [uuiTLf e e L vid^ ai home wifh such ama [h^ 1 1 nlawwir^ hs poati ^^1^ tmtnjiLallll
TihM di^'sdonp ta m^sia:*iiiii ."
He r^d-sane d fae nddid^ dhE rtao^ t jn a^n e m^nt "Td^ah du t atia^ddyyy
n>icin%berfD ca dK and de an i n fhis da^ anda^j and Jie ^ be ea to Amencai"""
Nf ^ [i wiD^ ^aj ^a-H^ n7\S\^ sysiim, wlieie cidssw^^ and ciDsang h^s w^ re
miiLe y] sff ntj SLd where s[i¥f[ a^s had eifhir been s[Dlta di carcipl^Lri^ mi:3iD^
made if e^nhaider ta ^f aiDundtbe [wisti n% 3:ie e [s [hw wei^ fiin^d wifh Ooduc
cathedralSj Bii[i^ Rajlw^ s[a£iDns and cala rjal huildj n^j Bomha^^ soul may haiA
be ea Indj an,hu[ i ts d^k [q n waz E nLish^b Dnt wbj te^b ntde , and su i^ nt, and d^ c Diaie d
wifh gar^jle z, Oy\ e ta Vi cf dh a same z and lu siing a ^is fni C aihuzy^ and Gni noe ss
And If w^z thi s cDn[mzf [bai sfi^[(hed[o the people [hw I wd die rej [qq.
^^ oe^r »en such a cify^ new^apeE sa di&ienf from [h^ i¥e4j[^ of the
stieefs/ sajd an Indian waman who w^s Lvid^ la PniutfDn, ^ii[in%hDme with her
bu Jiand and lads ±ii the ii^[fime afert^n ^ai^j az wp w^fchtd the Eomba^d^line
giD V lai^ r a£er ani thi^e hour [up [o £ltphan[a I^and
She v^ nglic TLie ^cm^y JTjjju vtg sa stuffed vich EoHyvciDd blDc1Jn]Zffr
Liev^j model duua nnf lies 7\iid ^^loiiiita aifitks chiit ic v^5 haid co liele^ i[ v^u
the hotnecown p npe r af a ti[^ whei^ rtu it^ p eic eiu oi ch^ populaiiaa I wd TuiEidjeEi
Da the sci^fcs Nachiti^ wtl^ e^a nnf titi Dtie d of fh^ plglu of these people, anl^ th(
Fi«n of the xcb Titid cotiiiecced, ^nch Tid^itizftneDis f^r [he iTcuiuh af the oew
"^TLiihwcui' ere dj t cnidjpiiLiceEi vicbsl^'sci^fn nnd yellow cnbs to ntrjndoLie of
whiit E Dtii]} ayite z dreMnid their c if ^ cauldbe And all da^ Idli^ the cables ai BTUisa^
hidj tl^s I^TLDclcDff ^c adiud^^ vf re fillof collf^ snjderLfsdnnljrL^Uc^ frapp atinos az
sti^tt 1 jds baiA i^d M fhf eac^loDljii^tirpecu ArLdAny loose chnn^
111 lodj a^ ^itie i^ v^dih TuiEipaiAn^ verLfbaod lahTniEiin tnosf cdviu uidcifi^s^
the dj^ancy v^5 e^ecinU^ tn^iifLediti EDtiibay, vdie», [he ^i^Eu^rdu v^alch, fh(
^TLier [hf pD^sy, nnd ewiy^riLei^ yon vral^dj e^eciTilly at tiiglu^ it was aiDund
iDws Df ^e^p I n^h odj es, ^tule &m£jfs caDljn^iti [he ^ttei^j tazn dmAiz zle epin^ la
their can, nnd stray do^ SLd cms ^^d^ 3f euh achenti du daI1^^LfszJ atid abDW
thercLj die shio^ h Ilba Aids ±ir Ajilndja Aj^scd Lds Ao^ks, Mid bn glu phocos a f
luzoiiV np aif nne LIES tiiDre casd^ chEU Londaa or H Dti^ Kdli^
Whe n I ca dK a ta:ii ta ^c fo ChovpMC^ B^ach^ the sceoe of [he MIdwi li^ we ek*!
GaoeJL Ffsciv^j the dnwr cluni^t 1 was tnui cd tnisz [he ±s[i^[iez, wliith would
b nti^ fhousaiids of pil^DU ta the b^achcanyiti^fheir Eunice ^d aa [lui r shDuldes
ta dip in the se^tn^DdluElc.
"Tie ^^sus EVERYTHING â– " die dnwnfPDi Dti, poi [witi^ f d die ^ded Mid
p e^ljn^ phofo af Oaiie^i an [he dadiboAidj ^fh^re tiiDSf cab dinAi^haiA [heiro^m
photo [Q ideiui]^ thenuel^s Iti Indj ^ tnost 111 jly 1 1 wiHb^ their&u>ii[e deity andia
tiiDSf Ba rcib a^ cab Zj riepliatits ^i^ad^ ouf [vj tube i^d Kn Juia
'^^i^ yon S UR E ^Du c si'f s: ay ti r du r Oatie ^ ^ asl^ d sal^ stii^ ti atid ho[el1>eIIbo^z
atid tiiDre cayi dn^i^ sid imdotn pe opl^ oa the sti^^LS
Thf til gtif be f^re I left the ci ty, I w^ tit cni[ vidi a Chle an lawye rlji^ n^ la Au cUand^
two Bx ti Ji e Kclian^ sndems liu n% iti Ch^ti^dOj and a couple f[otiiDeIIii ^fho wen
hen, as vide eyed as w^ wei^ ai the ^^ctade and ^eed at winch Bombay moi^d
c Dtiipaie d [o se dwe and dou r DeBi^ .
W« hi[ zom^ baE la Coldia It was a SaTuiday rJ^t, and wi clrcibed daok
stajnnBs f D plaEi s diml^ lj[ and so fijB of people 1 1 se eiiie d a fli^ mar^iaU^ tii gluman^
and squeezed iti pas nurj-^jned ^ds and ^^s w^ann^ l^avilta haj r fw^p t back
seiAi^l^ wi[li Biylcieani, af e r s[iu%g|iti^ fo ma]^ sense af fhe camnioti daor policy
whei^ ati£je tnea we i^ b ari^dj buf si n^ wotnen wei^ allowe d i n wi[hoii[ qae scion.
"^n Chmaj fhf wome n are Ic^p t DU[iti dro^s, e spe ciaBy i n Shangli^j vh^ re most
arepiDs/ streamed die Bxti Jio^rthe aaise
I tioddfd, i^Dunded of the ti£ji[-jeanfd Viettiani^se ^ds who bun^ around
A^octljftt J^Qiif barm Saj^ti, and [lie Mostly vlii[« ^es diai yoo saw afi^r dad-,
wai[in^iti dad^^adDws brpiey
a
n«i^ I n iLidj a, ic v^ « iA -te 7L3ti^ [hw Icep [ fhf nri^ti due, atidcopiDCfccrtu dj^iif^
of woriTLf n, oaf DiUy wei^ du^^iAnfree ace ess fo b as TuiEi clubs, fh^^ had wanu li'z-
only [ITU n c Ai^ aa sabuifa ui rail li [u s^ TLiid e^ Li alim Df c azis fir vutnta
TLit sci^e ts a f Ba rfiba^ ma^ be 1 9^{>s Vic [on aii, bu t itiside die b ai^ anii dub j, the
amia^h^n w^ wiy BOs, vith D^peche Mode atid i^ncn^ MadDLina oach^ zautid
s^sfEDij uidcbei^ v^s e ^a a b i^3l{d7LiiciLi^ CDLif est ^lo^aaai an^ plxe \W hadu'c
beeaat Diie b at ti r fLw nrjtiuf es ^fh^ ti ^busi n^ sz- 3J i ced g}jy hnnde d u z Till his bu a iiess
cards to act lazonrL^ EoHy wa Dd moi^ e b eiti^ iHtn^ d ch^ iiezcr da^
^^^c Miss Utii wise i n if ,^ h^ ^idu te d^buf iiDtie af us wei^ ^iii^cabe UDUod,
aad ^ladl^ [old hitn aa dLan1^.
Oti nny last nna niiti^ la Borcibav^ if was Sutida^j 3ad Calab a's n aiis vpie desEned
of traffLCj ch^ sci^^c stilus vpie s^cciti^up [h^irsidls, SLd eiAnai thi s e ad^ hour cbe ^
nie eEt^r to tnn]^£ a deal
^^YE^S £ S S S '" '"^ a tnaii ^louced ai nu fnnTL thiify niefeE xva^^ vaiici n^ tne ta
buy his clu ss se t tnade Df coral
I i^noi^d hj tn, but if didti'c tnaice^b^cnuse dlhisiiei^boi^ wba were sciU setting
up ^t iDia du a£f^ aiid a choms a f """YES S S^S 's^ Jbllowe d tne ±ii fn] ^blDc1^s
As 1 duclcfd dDwti a anaH dley co ca]^ a ^ontu [ b ack f d tn^hDtel^fD ^t ava^
fEumche noise^che hav1^f e aiid cbe trafHc, 1 stopped ca cross fh^ sci^^t A cu^n^ w
m^ shDits tnadf nnf fhitik 1 1 vas a chid or sotn^ lep e^ 3ad I ^ook tn^ he ad Euc wbeii
I iDolc^d da vtl^ I [ tuzn^ d ouf f d b^ ablu^-eyed^Ev^abouc id trLa]^f bi^zAcfest out of a
chunk Df tn^ ^iDits
TLie L^ics chaii^d, aiidllepf out of the va^ of the arjtnal^ jaws b e fin it fDi^
off apices
Fr^aha-to Gtrtrk^ erne^th^ En J f^InJia (^iia, E^tfgerfor^ and I^er\Myakir?yi^f p
The ilj^t frotn Botnba^ ca Oaa tdak Dff tem th( majn ajipait, pasan^ qiai
luujiy c DFidotrjtiiutns and swaibes af ium ai^as chai w^di sfiaj^ ta cbe banzDti
^ecDLids af e r Kif aiiDLi v^ ^sumed inio nrLonsooLi fnitmleiLC ej and as v^ asc^ndid,
aad dunD^ the hour ibglic, it was a nonsfDp KiHei c Dasce r a f laiLhe s and scotnacb-
chuiDJ n^plu n%es chat su^ eode d cab la se IV1C e andlc^pt cbe sew brie si^peiman^nd^
on. Ou r ciui an^ alti tude was 16,000 feef, aa k ss fhEU cbre e days eadje^ Ihadb^cn
standing Dn saLd^iaund 3,000 fe e [ bj ^ler i n L adalii
On landing x Gaa, Dnc^ a^ajnj ic was like yon bad stamp td yourpai^Dn iota
aaa thf r c ou nciy luivic waslil^ a tnizcfure of noitheasc Brazd and M^yi co, wifh le d
laofe d c Dloni A villaSj vhice wadied chu nhes siia^t out Df Euiopf, 3ad be acbe s and
sc eoe ly scraj ^i[ due of Cuba
Ll1^£ ewiywbei^ else lalndja, cai^ EVLd ca^s became ^iDwcasfs fir nb^aas, and
GDa wasaa djftienf the Bombay tazn dn ^r's Gane ^ scame had oawb e ea i^place d
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the dad^j che dniAi told tn^) aach^ d^Gbboaid, h^r amruaufsncclud nndlurheaEi
tiked ta Dtie ad^ Aiidiut crnl^ dashbanids w«i^ ^DuciD^Kli^oajbtcTiuze Till ztoo^
thi ID ads v^n ^^i^:
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I zf^d ladu FoDiaiLihAZ as 7l af FiiiijitrL, dli the hiai wlieie I ^f a zdodi filled
vith 7l did-, fi^ r pa ::ci r h e d SLdhu^^ ci^zAati^cnbiiieczsec iie^ colace cu n^u ns cbTit
opened QDiD a smnH liLiti cf d b nlc OD^, if fell Ll^ Flore nt^^ or Sp mUj hue saci^dcowz
andcha v^illalu tTiUjLi^DUf atid vnljii^dovn the stre e c h elo wi re le tmadeE chw I
WAS, I Li ^ tj siH la Indj tl
I cddK aIdc nl bu z [0 Old G dtlj ^itu i^ cbu ithes sLd c TnhediTilz a t dli tl nvj dd^ n wr
sunoniidf d by lu^i cacarmt plEuiEuiam Si Fraocis Xai^ensbuned inoLif af clutn^
atidche ^>ld de c DiTite d Lin^ s^ ciyp ts aad Eltan ntnjod one of fh^ Dioatf thuichfsaf
iLicubmck or Vi etiii^
Thv e^LiiD^ I wEHLdend dDwti a cobbled luie, fiJIovirL^ the ^oldetilgluH ^^^
fcDDi du »cnn^ ZQLi fhw stiuck the coloiunl atid dox deca bauses, churclus^ uid
^1A ninne Li[ bnddj n^ I Li tht fDwti, ^iraichiti^ vonnf ti hui^o^ vn^i n^ Tuti zsu p Eutit
tiks in Ducdoor studias on siieecz widi LiATines lil^ Rutl Stlo l^me atid Rua VasD
De OiimA SLd Rua S tlii JuiticOj crovded ^nch glassed la ait ^allen^s selLo^ ^irat^i-
c DlDie d p MDiiLi^ stiTU gtif DUf of Myl^ no: a r Fkha ncf vlile lad^ i li fh^ sfi^«t played
cncl^f ATidf^afball as iiutisin zcaichid wliif^ srcLOckf ^vall^d schoall j ds liDtne in ch^
^he HD^ dasi-.
Thf tieu d^ IboAided Anothei Aji Decern ATR 4? uid aniiAdin dafjiEES zt
India's Dwti Sihcaa Valley die IT c eoie r Df E an^aloi^
Ins:^ ad of KiiduLa^ G an^ ^ DrJeiUf, I [ vas L any EIL sa n and BiU G aff s ^0 luled
this tovTL AIlalDn^fhf sfi^ets^nre seUe i^ hawl j n%h oal^s oa
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Thiie wei^ nD baol^ dzi Buddhism^ no Knshaa Idfsch^ ux\ Hiodu Holy Mta
be^ti^ Tbe siieecs v^re iHed QuLy vich husioe ss- 3J if ed locds^ ^alJjD^ inco cell
phones, triDsdy I n Englishj and tiiDsdy ^nch pe ople cvriw tim^ zon^s av^
Thf nev^afieE vere t£l af ads far self fiUniDie nc setrLiaars and husimss
nefworijn^fijncfions EVLd SDflw^ie job ^i^ and dkre e-scep piDC esses co ^cting aU^
a
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n side nf 1^ sa atid ba V CD immi^iwe ca CatiTidA viAl ? &,OCiCi US dollar
And all QiA r fhf cicy, « tnp [^ ttiUs v^nplastei^d not with ^ i nniTil %Ddz, bu t with
rh« ^d5 Df fhf IT ^f tierwia n^ ^ e1^ Bin TLiid SLiEf n n^ Ltltiv, h oAl iDdlan^ li1^ heads
of scue 111 fhree -piece suits EVLd la d1 j n^ ia ly que af pkuze inche see Timy, Itidiaa h^ ai
Bu[ [hey wei^a'f die Dtily on^s out Df plu^ eiAiywlieie you v^titj nrjzcediti wich
crowds Df local^j pvu passed 1>li:4{i- v^ anti^ Amencaii IT p ZD^ssionds bia^n^ ca
rhe I r iLidj ail c Dllf a^ e s nbauc iii^ulifr in Ailsu a^ ez^at vi^ s b Die d [d ce ais iti Ban sf a
n TidiD^ h atte i^d ^luan ma^azin^s, cech 1dds frntn Sehl Fmntisco wpann^ Craig's
Lis: T-^iiirs and j^eboaniin^ [iovii njcf^d ntTids, and p DlD-^iiif^ d ^ ixecs frntn
Chi ca^^ vide e^d at die cowsmuiLchin^leaiAS fcDm Dwihan^o^ f i^e h ranches af
bus sf ands.
And aH anni nd we n YduD and lEM c ampu sts and S iD^apnie an f tch pail^ and
bj^i uses that wei^ c dler and phj^ier cban anydun^ y^u can see in Delhi or e^n
Bomh ay, and ^iiD^ Jupp id^ tnalls fhai hiid papp ed up ewiywhei^ seBio^ tnDie self-
UiDnie nf and ^c- nth-qai ckh Ddks [han ycnj cauld re ad i n a n^ handnd I ^citnes
I neiA r stlw 7l i^li ^Dus bu IdiD^ ar an^ soif a f bf^^n^ i n E an^ala n , oaf asio^e
Indiaa saddha, buf I did se^ Wescezn saddhus, Tika '^msLa^tneDi consjlcancs/
banding out resjtn^s ai sotec conieis, la d1 j n^ tir jabSj and^ ewn weiide^ a whice
be^^ar sicfin^ oa the sid^w^^ sfidjn^his hand auc ai passe ibys Ewn the Enta
Iic1^^7LW dniA i^ hiid phDta s of BiHandLariy in ch^ i r mabile cabs, and on^ wase^n
raldn^HTML classes la his bte fime
My last J ou iney e4> a aid Indian Railways wbs aao^ini^ tm n frani Ban^Di^
CD l^vandrutn Al the TnviVLdniDi crajn scaiiDn a wbjce Tt^^Dta sfdan v^s w^tin^
TLie dn^r^t out and la ade d aB tn^ lu^^a^e inco the hack seac Tbei^ wei^ no tnDie
rnun, plane Dr hns j du nieys lafroDi of me m vas cny lasf dEi^ in India, and tn^ iinal
de snnati Dn b eti i^ tn^ afemooa Aj^ cd che Maldjws w^ K aniu ^alajtnan , fhe lAiy
rip af India vhf re the Bay Df B^n^, ch^ Ai^ian Sea and lodian Ocean trj:»d If
seemedLI^ anapcpkce cd ^nd nny Indian j du niey hTiun^stood w the eodof the iDTid
in HunduFj I n [h« Nah i^ Valley as hi£ji ^ D^rsphically andphysi caByj as ^vu cauld^f
in lodj a^ nDW, le s fhEHL twa v^f1^ late ^ I v^s ai the cnpi c eIj palar oppoat^
The ei^ty-siKljlotn^c^rdnu was, ooce a^ajrij ehu ch^ r pas^oif sfsup chEU^
fhjsfinie it fell like Sn Lsil^jbuc eiAn tnore sQjIiI^ VJecnsii as the anly canniuuDJSf
staie I n Indj 7l, I [ w^uiu saipnse co se^ man^ hamme r and adde s p ante d Dn w^USj and
n d Aa^ Aatce n n^ I n fronc of polic e scaiions Tlie la^^ palm ere e-sfudd^d connciyade
v^s n trjni sc e nf of cbe Melun^Deliaj and whin we passed aline of Chjoesf fl^n^
oe ts^ itnp Dite d fcDtn Naifh A51 a by se a cmde i^ and adDp ce d b^ locals cd caich b ajf ]i^,
^[din^m^ dniA^ ad^d me if 1 was amaze db^ this^ettad^ I toldhim w^ bad the
snie tbj n^ la Vie tnam and be bn gliceiu d.
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"TtL^npvu EN» 7l c Dtncnij nist the n J' ^f aL Li ^^ dlufip d^^ C3] J Li^his tye z c Dtnple [ely
Cifi thf IDad K hf ll[ hi Z CI^ENK tc«
"TDh tiOj I*tniu[ a c otntrraLiist ""
'^^i^ yau iu i^ J I Tim tl ccmimani 3 ! My [uocherjs aiu ■M^ biDchEr i^ cdq ' My &du£
I z dt Ed, buf 1u TTGan^ toD'^'
I LiDddfd tny h^ad Tuid ch^ti Stalin rsuhl«d oti, cbati^n^ cop ics, celling tne hDw
the book JAf G^d tf J^ill T^^^'by AruLidhTiti Rd^^ ^iras a ^lATin^ Tuid tl b ad i^le cciaa
oa tht ^DdpeDpk Df bjzhDtne stTite
â– ^fl dDinlilj this b Dolij^ he sjud^shatiLi^hish^ad aii^iily TIie tisKt tnimjfEjh*
was f d J n^ Tib Du [ Dai^d B^d-hsUj clu tninuce aJtercbatj clu auJDDk fur rh^ lodjaa
EcorLDtny TdEifhf poor ^004 tnotizDoa »a5Dti
On 3ad DLi fhf coLi^i^Mian swen^d, as cht cnrluichEd mDuad cavij mrLdam
bic^djscs 7\iid SEhoal childiELi, hecwEEa the canapciDLi of l^ml Nadu politics;
EollyvoDd ]ilm^1^ifajEh KfmlAnsdjdn^ v^th, b^ c au ze af che lan^Ti^ b^rn^^ tlu
tiuthfo thf viiE|tiif ^ of E ncm ^ Sp E aiz TLiid the OETLch^iy Df Fie ade nc Eu^
^Vhen vf i^achEd Kan^iloitrLAii^ chE sEa v^u idiLli^ vifh hu^ bi^al^i^ cbat
iDllf d I Li aod stna^E d thEDUEliAs Dti fhf lockf, clu iun^irasbj^iiLidu d^, zobnglidy
lEilfCfiti^ off [hf zEa you had to sqainc co IddK at chE weFj ^uti^ and old lodjaa
wamEn la h n^hf san z veie baihin^inch^ sea, Euinfinnal fiDcball tnatcb vaz be id^
played on chE h e ach, and doi eds of you n% c oupl« z and femiL e z we ie sic [id^ alDn^ fh(
b aicE i^d SE a wdl, E win^ %iiIlEdpE armts and dun] J n% cbaj fmni f id^ e arthe niraiE mpz
E rcipti E d thEa Clashed undfribot lachE sand
"^on dj d I [ ''"" sci^aniE d ? [alin as be ja inE d tn^ la thE JLallo waiE i^ fi^r a dip H«
lifted tay aim abo^ tny h^ad az [hough 1 vaz Rad^ ^^l!bu^ bE Ea franic nd fo end
of m^ tauDiry'"!^
Wf laij^LEd and sajd yEZ ^fh^n zotriE pEDpU vanc^d a photo vifh a biEi^E^
and vf happdy aujkd aadbamniEdifup fiirchE taniEraas ch^ wa^s tia^iEd lUj [h(
z1^ bu niEd with ztiDn^EquaiDnallj^ic, and thE ^tiEls of Indj aa c^aj cnny, chaica^
zma1^E andincEnzE zwi£Ed aH aiouiLd ns.
It was a fL[[i ng E ndj n^ indi E d
Wifh l,:;CiO izlandz, nioEt^ nzoitz^S^ SV; wai^r, 4V*land SLd all 1e zz fhsL f wd
tTLEf^rs abo^ ZEak^, dLE Maldj ws is aa t yaur awra^ cauntiy &^ staruchE nDim
thEi^, and wicbdady rates nsiD^frani t^OCi plu z p e r pe i^Dn p^ r da^j ca chE d^^-cbe-
litni[ lEsoirs whEiE die iDomalDnE lq^s U OjOO p Er ni glu ^ P^us stn^c^ chai^.Diost
indep^ndEDi cia^AlEi^ VDuldb^hanl^apcEd wicbjnbauis of am^alandsEncpaddD^
oa thE nEzifljglif fo Sii Laola
HDWEwrj if you aiE able co afbid thE sticlc^r shock af thE ace Dtntnodwion^
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^ EDUDiiy \z oiu of che masc unique Dti ch^ planet As tl carcifiktri^ ind^p e nde nc
aichjp ela^^ the cautitiy hu its D^nLlAn^a^ TuiEi culru i^; the Mnldiws is viie» the
coacepc af ^eUnnarLf^ wtg i li^ iictd
I[ isclu anl^ place Ihn^ e ^ibe e n wIie re che phocos i li bia chuns atnply Ml Juiif
of the K3li[^ [heie aie oo iDads dp bj gliwa^s h^ re^ AndrtLere is sa tnach vaterand
op^ti ^^f thu yau hn^ cd ^c ElmDsc ^lAiyvh^re hy senplane Oooe is ahonzoLi
intenupted hy tnounfMas becsase che d^ Cannes strajglu do^fiL ta che se^ on dl
dj i^c ti DtiSj Ji rcjlAj I Li a se Lise cd a blue dtse n nppled vifh w^^ j Th^ cautitiy's Evipaif
is aa MK i^-shape d I land w th v^e r oa nH a df s, aiid ui ah one d c dctafi 1u re vould
me ui a dunl^ la tht Indian Oce ui
On dit sui^ej dit Maldims ispEuadjsf, in ch^ dasac sense, RDbimon Cusoe
(KUdDns ^sic sandbanl^ vidL e^acdy an^ pnlm tret an iCj waie r bu n^alow^ haiA
n traceable ^assilaoi^ ta feedcbe cdoifjl ]i^i, bu f&f s se i\% nLOUDi ans of st a±>Dd and
fnlLfn]ic [bree citnesad^, 3ad vate r f emp eianire s are aperfrct ?f^^C ^lAzy da^ of
rhe ^ar A ^dd' da^ is one ^ei^ the aircemfi drop s h ^ tn ore fhsL fn] r de ^ es
Bucchei^ isaiidf fDcbe MaldnA s fhw gij^ sts don'c se^ cbe werincbe sml^sLdin
your glass IS de sdj nEved, EVLd^iAn the C aca-Cala b Dtdj n^plsu hen usesseawerta
ma]^ sada All trash has co be i^tno^don [ime txhda^ co auii d bniyi n% cbe islaod,
sand is putnped fram cbe la^on ta presei\Â¥ die sa^ar^fhice sands bam cbe iisin%
sealtiAls, andfiAiy f^oditetn fmtn Dom Feii^oa champa^e co se a snk has f d h e
imponed
TLie hi^^st dEu^^r is ^ffio^hit by a cocoimtj in bti^ if^ the leading cau^ of
deaihinfhf Mnldjws
TLie lee^are fill a f ]l^, manta ra^s EVLd eiAn^ibale ^aI1^^, sa camnion insDtne
place s diai e ncaunte i^ c anbe g^jaiaiue e d ye arronnd Di vid^ e ach dayb tti i^ b i^al^^c,
v^ suited in water so cdni and dearie Mt likf b Dhbi n^ la che nuddle of 3a alpine
la]^ Fre qu e nf ni^hf di^ s at uananif d n e ^ we i¥ puncfu 3Cf d vidL Aadits Df h^DJ n%
^ i^adi n^ Du [ frotn tnasi^ , anial-lLap ed du] nde die ads^pai^ n^ o^dLe ad li1^ annqne
dipp er lup s
InhecweeadLe diun^^nre i^ats ta the msk^luzuiy nsoits scaif^red aciass the
connciy Pe rfrcd^ tnanicu i^d p aihwa^Sj ^im i ou s sf a^lu »Jiy waic r i^Has and bl ndj n^
vhite beaches wei^ sfno^ oasfs in cbe deep blue oc^an, tnor£^e-lil^ aod quiet on
^ e^emi^ a n^ s^ iS one va Fu^ii^ Ban^aa 1^ e) aad rowd^ and booz ^ oa fhe cheaper
on^s (Clah M^d, R] n llaod)
Ei^n tlu staff was wf I id Mas: ai the e^ena^ Dnes vpdi abcuc [h^irjDhs widi
rhe e file If ncy of cbase scaf at a ialL an's lajr i n a Janie s E Dnd ilnij d»sse d in he ad ta
rDe in lo viD^ ^ac e-sf wion robe Sj orblack sdkjj tnpsuics fhw SW1 Jie d as ch^^ wal1>jd,
A vac an[ ye t biadiuie -pe rfrc t audf ^re ad ac idss their lip s Nocbj n% vas ca d lai^, a r
CDO anally areqacsf Tbwpls scented wi th peppe nniDi wei^ pnssid inco ^vurpnlnis
assQoa as ^u scepp^d ofi che ^eedboaij SLd afran^pEUJ ADwer, wrapped la a alk
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nbb Dti, v^ hAnde d QiA r CD yau 111^ a WEUche Hopt disuaiLd E^ijnftL^re you we
widt stniltf, polj [e luiEis uidpuioLiizirL^ vuids Mlawpd ^du L1^ a fra^rsue,
s[^ ^Du p A2H d oftre d tht ZATfL^, LiDC^-per&ct '^^ad nnDniiD^ si^"" Euid yau b^ ^aa cd
wandenf clu ^f^pf^rd V^ ^s had e^atided idiq du hotel i ndu 3:iy
Euc 3ll v^2 tiof quifc 111 fhf sf^ cpjazftrs, EVLd nnai^ thaii dfie v^n qaiedy
qu« sciDLiiti^ clu ir WDri^lac Ej ^ich oftredfhitn lid estapt du^lnAdj Tite ^nth, uid
dmnk wth du I r wa dc cdI1« a^ ts ThEu could be hen^Li arheU, dtpendjii^anhDw
weH^vu ^t alan^^nch dittn
"C7\ii yon beleiA ch^ hocri hsLdbook Ticnjall^ has tl clupcer A^ui clu bsL aa
sezoiTil nlEvions not Dnly li ecve ta gij^scs atid staff, buf li e eve ea zcaf Tuid odu r s: afi ^
whi^eifd ajspatieze ^ il vicb rose -re d Ips at an^ rezon, h^re^s wildfrotn tnoLidiz
of t] ice d absci Litac e Jhe c otillde d i n tnt thai^it was planiu li^ co qu ic aiid^backcD
Osa]^:N,b1lt Jie caulda'f
"â– an Jtaif Dvjs: haiid o^i theirpaapoit wliea diey am^ * sh* zad TTi* GM
wan'f k[ me ^ udiiI diey fLnd a nplace tn^ tit ^riu ^e a]^ Jap an^ sEj atid fir thi^^
triDtidiz LiDW, aa an^ Tliisplac^ i z a ^di ti pn zon ±ir scaf^ bnc ht aiA n fur ^ ests.^
Li6 firscaff w ch^ ch^ ap e r nsDits mzwdcD the Dppaate end of the ^ecciupa.
S ez ^ncb g}je scZj or staff, we Li[ on without any i^pn maod from matia^ tn^ tit j 3ad with
an 3f7\S HI7 nt^afi^ — because apDsicuA resole of ati AIDS f^sc vouldhaiA beea
fiJlowedby a^etdboat co the ajiporCj wlitie chE^ would haiA be ea 1jd^ d anc of fh(
EDunfry — meanf that nnlil^ ai hom^, STD n ^^ vas lie orally vnfcea aEvuss p Dce nci al
SEZoial p aitn^ r's t] i^he ad^ or at le asf la [h^iiHR ]ile Lfoi^ than otie GM hadbeea
SEDipacljD^ a£er lutiiors a f Di^f s atid dii^e - v^s vifh caupks v^re pid^dnp by ch^
re sa ir^ a viiEE
TiucbJoHVj the release was ntcessary cast adsA in che Itidiaa Oc^an vichlittk
CDncacc wicbci^zanan fiirmoDihs aa eod, scaf was ircipoiffd aloo^ wich tht fiad
atiddie fjznimre While tiiany 1 [al1^f d to mo slc d abauc be id^ ^ frotii hotiit, fir som^
i[ waspiecisely cbjsdLai affmcc^d som^ ca dit M^HASiti dit ii^c place, lodadiD^a
Londa n party ^d v Dtie hi^-^nd ksdh She oeed^d som^ disiaace bam be r pushy
cd1^ dealer
"^Dts Df sand aiauodbut nDiie cd snoit '^e sajdmefijUy as ^^ tuclc^d lotoh^r
diDtitran^ ni^t wlile « ia lya n^ 1do1^ d av^y u ncamJbs dil^
Mati^of che scaff la ch^ M aldi^ s we i^ lumoie d ta b^ on the lu n fnim som^ chi n^
EK-wimSj debcDi^j ch^ paLc^, che MaJla, e K-husi n^ ss p airne n^ lai^ipol aod moie If
so, 4r was the piriecc plac« cd dD ic VJwer sep aiwtd eacb i^aad as p^riecdy as a
b Dtcorcle sf cation
â– ^hip wittl J d/ wbj 5ie ltd John^ a Fitach gu*s[, ai one resair, as Tft dratik at
the bajj watchiti^ the staff dsLctntid^iaeath apnlsaiin^soabe li^ H^poi need his
]iD^f r at fhf til a^aaiid whi^ei^d, '^hipwreclced'
eacb V^
The atiti [iote z ta che lEsoits v^re rtu la C3l islsLdSj wli^n dj w Iha nbonids jca d^ d
up DFi «SKrLfid5 nnd^aiA [heir ^ e 3:s sotne [inu ta ^f Dff the baw darciplecri^ off-
Inrjcs CD a^nii^ sf nys ±>r ±iie i ^^ n, if ^irasDrly on thez« i^aod^ wlieK one could
(^ ens Lice the cantitiy's cnlrun that, unlike alnTias ao^ mdui^is tud^d aw^ behind
aiAl, fODie soif a f [cmn s: afiaiiheid
Ofif n I gnoi^dhy die hjzoiiy re zonZj ^ei^ a v^^U^ Bada Eem diutn p eribznrLSU e
v^z die doses: gjj^scs ^oc co fh^ pe opk , li6 aa ch^ local i lands v^z 7\z fra^ as the
corEt 1^1 £ fhi tn^lws a^ rbu iidre ds of ye ai^^ the M :tdi^ an: had le anied ta suzmA
vifh tiiea^r w^taiioUj v^erand ani nnds, k anu li^ Iut fo use CDCDtiufs f^r fiod,
^eLe r aod e wn tlothiQ^ they had le anie d [0 cap todd^j^ fL^ i n^ f^r madin with ju sf
4 liDdk atcachf d fo cotoDU [ vupe^ Dr oavi ^aie cbe ir ele ^and^ dec oraf^ d dliDtiis ai tii g|if
ju sf hy [be paa ti DLi of che stars
TLie Idc als v^ie A^irays viEiti^ ed ce ach yon how fh^ ^ builc die i r cradi [loiial dbaoj s
VI fhouf plans, savs a r eiA n oajlSj and 1 c ouldn'c h eL e^ that cvo we elcs h e±>i^, 1 was
celling b evildere d ladaldus wliai if was li1^ co switii in the DcesLj and aav 1 was
(^laini n%fhf c Dnc^p t af a tnou nf aja co people fhEvba^ oe ^r se en snow, abjUj a c dw,
4 s1^ysc rap^ r or e^ n ado^hecaas^ c anine s we i^ b anoe d cbrou ^idu [ ch^ couoiiy
Mosf af fhf gjjfscs and tiiany oi the scaff turned di^ i r aa se s up abouf cbe lotal
ilaod^j winch ch^^ thou£|i[ wen hi^^djo^ ^launds ±ii vifchcial EVLd sapestitiDn,
cliDosin^ca ^^nd cbeii da^s off w che pool rather than cdan^fime fo %ef ca leani
aaa [hf r ailn]ie Drlsk^a^
And If w^u Du [ fhf rej inhefween visns ta che nsoit and ch^ loc eI i^ands^ la aH chEV
blae e tnpci ness^ vhe re the ez^e n^nc^s and m^tiiDn e s fnni India came AoDdjo^ ouf , sa
muchsD [hEV tiiDre chanance 1 let people ^ac1^ awe d ai m^ hlabb^ n n^ m^ tnutiibl n^
jodraiuhlin^ Finally, afi^r monfhs Df Indiaj ch^ lessons we i^ sinl^n^in
V^th [onnan kss cban dii^e d^cad^s old in die MaldnASj mEU^ locds dended
rhe ycmn^peDplf vhol^ewnum abauc hip -hop fhaa f mditi onal fL^i n^ le ai^ n^ i n
diD^s fir Male and jobs wi th ba eels fhe re Device cbes^ &ais, die Maldj ws vas now
rhreaien^d vidL eziiiLC [i Dn b^ a ^ tnoie si nisce r ±ik e thanpajzka^ tonnes It v^s
rhre aie ni d b^ fhf wiy sfansfli
TLie Maldj^s is ^nious fir bein% a conntiy fhat waa'f eust la less thsL Dne
bundred^ars E^ n thou £ji the u ndu n1^Jble i s de c ade s aw^y, die san1^f a ±itu i^ Df the
Uddj^shas dready arni^d a tv we e1^^ be fire Chsscmas, a stmn^ cnpi c :t sta im
aniiA d dun n^ [hi highesc cidese^irecaidedin ch^ counfiVj waws and wind he a^^
(rode d be ache Sj ka^ n^ le SDits widi wash^d-awBy cacanu t trees and caUapse d vaie r
buQ^ztow^ ^aod pu rcips woil-^d Dwnitiie ta lepairthe dania^
TLie vnri^ was fni^ed ([uiddy and che wliif^- saod, blae -W3f er p aradise chaf
dffmccs 70 0,000 people e acb ^e ai w^s qui cidy i^stand Euf fh^ dEuia^ to cbe fr:t^e
ilaod^ p lorcipte d a ne Oeiman^il to asktne on^ ni^ la thehai^ T^a^j vhw would
bapp^n if fh^re w^sa wa^ incbe Maldi^s^
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Ilcâ– a1^fd X htr ^ nny blDod laL cald, and zad, atnply, "We voulibt dia vn^ d likt
It staits VI th t ap ^IJcrin^ sen Timz, pouodi n^ t] DtstEps and tht smtid oi ^lititeno^
wa Dd, TLiidj ma K Dtnjiuusly, vicb a di s: 301 ZDarfhwsDurLdslikf aIiiu of appro xUid^
717 J Eff Ayi Li^loT More jci^amz Andche KiAranl^ ^idws louder
It^ 10 30 atn^fhf day ^e r ChsscniA^, and vi 'i^ 3:in i^riio^ fra m cnj rban^wE
from Alat« ni^t diin1jn%in ch^ bnr C old^ diny se Awate r jcazs pounn^ la u nde r th«
dDOE In seconds ch^re ai^ spadj popping ouf of die pover oud^ts, and fh^n the^
e^^lode I leap fur tht euc, buc I tan'c ^i m apen, thei^^s [oa much v^erpouiiD^
a^aind it Tlie la ar concim] es %id vi n% loude i^ alon^^nch die scnanis Uan^all my
stiTD^h, I zma^i I [ ape n^ and by now cbe wtns Uit^ de tp, fc^e z id^ c old and ju i^d^
^[trand^te^lil^ a v^^ n% macbj nt ^oe mad
"TTi* cbildien' Tlie childien^ 3 staff m*mb*r is sc warning and I join hi m tD
fe ny lads ^0 are dn tio^ p ah u s 1 n the u Ju n^ v^e r cbai ispounn^Dwr the iland
As I luaca [he beach, Ilaokont ai clu ocean cd se^ chatj clean id che honzoaj ichas
tu nied a di ^waif r ^ ^, ^nch ^1 cecafi s lJ1^f 3 sionn^ Nonh Sea Ttu Maldiwsblu^
has c Dtnple [ely disappeai^d
Wifh cbe l35t child ofi [he b e ach, 1 lu n CD [hf app Dsife side Df die nariowidandjand
se« vate r sui^n^ fo^vards m^ J 1 tu ni and se^ [he i^and is mi v completely sub m^r^ d
Champ a^ie bubbles dsbble up from [he sandbeaeath my &et Forage second^ 1
think [be idandis :]n1dn^ [he ocean isnan^sD s[e 3djly chEV i[ seems ve^ droppio^
dDvn, and ^t I laDk aroundj and see people Jtandin^ like v^u: A^res, f[Dzen la
stDne.
Theii^[ v^iA swe eps I n^ and sma^e s me 3^Dst die vaU I^ ^a^i n^ f^rbie ath^
b aiel^ bieaihi n^ tas[iD^ %asaL ne andrawsewa^ tnj^d 1 n vi [h [hi sale AiiDtherwaw
slamsin[o me, SLd 1^ smaJie d a^ansf [be walla^n I gi^ a pole f^rsappan
I f[nnfi(ally swim tirche recep[iDn aiea^ ^ei^ s[aff 3ad ^ests aie scieamiD^
fur {^Dd, ^Ilah and Buddha Surrounding me an cele^sions aod cotnpu [e i^ fhai an
tu rciblin^ aiA r and a^ r, in f[Dnt of mCj a weA oi glass impla de s^ sud j n% de Jl chajis
and afilce equipmen[ underneath idiq fhe svi£id^ cuzien[s De d^hEvis, mattreses
and lamps fly past
Seconds later die man vaw hi[s, and blacUiess nplaces the bnghf sunli^hf;
sur^ n^ bolj n% ^fhi[e vaie r i^ids swallo w me, SLd an 1 n[e nninable amouDi a f time
pases Aaa fhe r vaU ( oH apse s, and I see ahu^palm tree hi[ [he ^iDundin a alent
cra^
^Vhen I come cd, I^ ^a^ in^ fli r aj^ aod the souod af v^feris iu^in^[hiDU^
my eai^ A ha^ piece of wa Ddea deck 1 s sma^i n% 1 nc d [he p Dies haldi n%up the loo^
and It se e nns de te nnioe d [D tiu ^ ifs^iray [hiou^ the iland Isqaeeze m^e^esa^ajn^
and wait.
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PTlszq d, bu [ I t's sud^ d [ht DceEHLOucTilDti^viclLic l^pical fL^ an Aoppin^fratiticdl^
in clu suid I mil ca the b^ath TuiEi zee diTit fhiity nucei^ oi ^sicnl DctAn haiA
dj Z3pp e an d, I f ti rcLf hui zcDpp^ d, I cauldhTiw v^l^dTiloLi^rtLe nniDf cbe wdU
Iti the CQDJj aaa a f sere Timiti^ £^ tfcs, di 3:iaa£ji[ triDthei^and Dwrnhelme d staff,
joachir v^^ striate: itita the i^Andj sui^Li^in frntn [he Dppoate dmccioLi, fijll of
±iinirun Andd^hns
^Yhiti i[^ ^oe.DLUy akLie^ is k fi behitid, buf in ch^ <[ui^[j iLjui^d people CDtne
babhLn^in frotn all dj i^c ti Dti^j blee dio^ nnd mumbling incDhenndyj zcaff be^n ta
ccmnc he uis, bu [ thei^ is no diypnp^r, no ekctneity, aa i^dia^no [elephant, no cell
phDne c Dwra^ , no c DntTLC [ ^ncb fhf DUfa df vDdd ^^ ba^ noidea wliM^hnppen^d,
or wliM IS ca eam^, buf wliea anocber tiTun of v^^s sppiDTuzbes^ and fh^ hissio^
n ann^ scnj nd fhw none Df us^nll eiAif^r^ec is back a%an, people b^^n ta use the
A %iDup of Japanese baw SDtnebaT injod same lifejacl^cSj winch die^ quidd^
puU QiAi their beads, f^ini a einle^ aad lun aiouiLd, ^Djn^ ^Tsananrj' T^nEuiji
l^nami "" untd an Austrah ehl aiap s ai thenrij "^but die fjekup'^
As I stiu%g|f CD put m^ ^^^^bran into ^ai^ i^uil^ n% thiou^bL my brajn, as
if on some «c lou s me ny-^ -nsu ndj is die Ee* {^e^s' san% '^cayin^ili^/ ^ith the
DJbad aeci dentally played cvice ch^ pi^i^ous djeJic Vfe phjn^ alidad to belp the
injure d^ 1^ epi n% a ne nous eye ai ch^ sea^^ei^ ^^ancie ^i dp doIs ±>nn, e ddj e s and
cu n^nts from a se a chat has %Dne CDmplecely mad, swayi n^b aek and fi^ith 11^ abu^
bathtub
L'scady diai a^^nuiDn, a^erhoni^ Df nnc^ n Evnt^^ lu tnoi^j teai^ andmDnocony
A nndf r the buzTjn^ san, a^^rmDie va^Sj ^en people b^^nco scan check n% ouf
of fhf bacel — mentally ^ezAan^chx is A tnan s:tva^ s ab ne £: asej 3ad a rsLdDtn c eH
phDne^ SLd sifs scan n^ due [d se a, a staff memh er iinds a ti n of hp balm and is lu niu n^
aiaund ^ellin^ af people that die ^ ne ed itj aod a yaun^ n c epti oni sc Jui elcs icL E4uiftbij
iihc n ^nts X ^i[ la fmnc of me
TheUj a Fi^acb wa maiLj bands at hf r thioat, stans ^ILn^EU no ooe inpazicular
'Mf s bijDU^ mes bij Du ^"^ she cue d, p di nc lo^ to he r roomj nDw^oe
And di^n an Ausiiian is demsLdjo^ wlie» h^r plane is Aod sl halian vutnan
v^nfs a i^fjnd Immedjaiely Tli^ scaff pDinc fo vhtn flu buldjo^ once sfoed,
decitnaiedby the vaiAS
'Waj t/ says one ash^ sfaSa Df^ djs^sf^d
TLie bysfexa ^ets VDise it's the ^nd of die wadd^ moans Dnt lad^, wt'i^ now
^in^toscanA ta d^ aibj sere ams su di^ r OnandDnit ^es The I cd^ ci ^ z »ia n chw
(yiscedonche i land has b^ e n wip ed de sl la an i nstant, and che ce m fim^ ^i id is no v
iHe d wi di lumaE aod sp^ culati Dns diai swi d a n and a n^ ouf of c Dnciul, ma i^ otiunons
rhaa a vaU of v^et
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TtiEV til gtif H the tncionisas IiIItlsI^ e^ r je ea i [, iQu nrjiiui n^ the banz Dti vifh
sd^iy, tne ICUI13I li gtif - W« ^ %i3fei]l nrioi^ ^ira^s a» pre die cedj EVLd tio ooe WAnff
Ndf cdaii^ our eye: ofi rtu banzDn tir a zecDiid^ vt CDunc cmr lasts ja tht
dndousf Ciimeraf CeHphoius dortus MDtiey Baol^ He 1 dciotris Je vf liy.
"TTii net* trunnuE a FKtith dj^ 1 cutru tfoi^ hoaHE aier jo tnach anwrjn^
who T7G la die wei^fh^tiche t^tiTimj 3:nic1>^ SLd h^ ca rcipltc^ d htr iinc e lue r^e iicy
uccLic in hf r ]i±f e Li ye AT CTire e^ '^^d pvurlnA z ""
She^n^.We doti'chan nnie colamtiu du rlcis»s^ or le tp vihan folc^ep aur
Eye s a n the bani DLi
Ttit oe !d day is Idli^ and hDt Aj tht zeTL^^^i^tuzTLStDnozm:!, the tidtsntuBL^
and ^lea if ^^s anCj vp pas: the iDLi^honi^ znlva^n^ ±ir our chin^ Pn^Dits;
cla [hf s, ^of s, 3J I [c AFe Zj h oa1^J And le ZDit debus are tni^d ^ncb sma^Le d waod^ da di?^
tek 1^ aoa ze ts, aj r c Dndiu ooe i^ and triDre E^iyonce ina vihle die re iza^aip ciy eu
sDtrLEonf ]uLds [hi n^ thai belon^d [0 them
A DJ, ilavTLin ca p^rfurnrLDn Chnzaaas Ew, has Idsc ^^000 CDs, fiamctn yfxa
Dt VDri^ Aa Anie nc an VDtnan I s iDdlan^ brbe r v^ddjD^ n n^ SLd a G^ rmaa msL 1 z
iDolan^ ±>rbj z c ani^ ras
It^ zom^utrLE cbai aJtemoan wtien zc ip euu n% itans a^n^ and people b^^n tD
lUIL.
'^ waiA ' A VB1A ^ zom^ aoe ^loutz He an 1 n tny diioai, I b dIc ±ii a ere e, and cL tnb
It, hEaif racing baiely bie athiD^ accio^LI^ a ^lEH-zhoclce d zoldj e r af e r hE ann^ aa
I [uu ce nc iire cim1^ r EZ^DdE Ic^cime to ^ hDtriEj bu [ b^ ne aih [hi rele nd^ sz « c[u afon al
sun, ZEDtnacbs IT] rcihlin^ fcDtn huD^f r aod ta n^e z zvoUe n fcDtn [hiEt J vf ba^ noid^a
when chat wiHb^
Thf second DJ^it izlon^^ aad dadc^ij than the fLi^^ and noi just fomnu bt
that the maDn is ^oe , diti] j n% ic dniDsi iiupDsahle ta seE fh^ v^iaz I ntne mh e r cht
zcDiy fhaf JahiLj a Pre nth ^ Est J had tald tnej of chf ch»e spin is d»sze d 1 n j e vriiy cbat
had ^sif^d himi n fhf twiddle of thE dj^ic, waniin^bjtrL^aiply of sotne itnpEodiD^
dan^r, n^t b E ±iie ch^ tzunanu
E^ day chreE, moi^i izloVj and vp secd^ inLzd^si^ fi^r triDie vajcio^ AH of ch^
sudden a buz zi n^ ze Tiplane cinlezclLe i^and If landz, ca^Esanddie cabin da Dip Dp z
open TLiE Caoadjan pilots aip sunned ai die dania^j and Dne aiap z pi cfure z az
thouEjibe IS Dn holiday
"^Ge t us Dff fhj s ^d±] i^^ n idaod ' sna£s a S n LankaLcbef
Aod iaacaipi]Ily cba na ^i^be d caa^v^^ se splan^ aJt^ r se splan^ C3]^ s « ia lyon^
back ta che CTipicalj ^fh^re vp are dropped a^bazefnac, sunbniae d^ e^aasced and
scaiviD^ ^fhf n locds lunup cousand a^^uz^fh^re we^^ come fcotn When ve zay
the oaniE af chE iland^ tliEy ^asp
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'We he Aid e^ lyDLie v^ud^ad ch^re/ Dtie ^tDtnATL s^z, ^in] jd^ herhe ad
Tlie ri^zn da^, IboEod TLSin^Apoi^ Aj^ioes 777 As if lifts off, the cahinis Ml of
peDpk quied^ :ub1>i n^. The czewloDl^ w euh ofhe r i li b^ ^d« ime nc Oeadv^duix
f i^jtii n^hTG c o^ie d je iviti^ dIlLll^^ TLtid ±iDd It has not caiAi^dhovcD handle chiz
I>uiiLi^n:L^ Juiir tmiuic zfopj vlien I vatcb fli^ vodcf bni^c Dti Nev Year^E^j I
rem^ a ^vuD^ s:te s ^ d w 7l ^opp iti^ ce Licei ^le n I £je edjly aufi up u nd^ nre ar atid
SDcl^ aod flj n^ che rcL QDiD fhf cdudi^ r, hafip^ [o w^ai'sinu dean dachas wlasc
*WhM happe n*d f D yau ^ sh* sa^Sj t aH fjH^ ch*cldD^ tny a^atuw widi the back
of tny c i^di [ card, ta see that ^e isn'c h«lpi n^ some voiced en tnjoal s:^ al nnd^ rwe ar
Whf ti I cell heij ^e huEts into [cai?.
On abngtif Nev Year^ Da^^ Ih Darded a brand oe w Ajdius A34Ci thai lifted Dff
gm£eft]ll^ frotn the luavay ai Chanel ajipan fur fh^ Iod^ flj g|if ta Newlbdc I was
sealed in fh^ lasf nx hecveen an Amencan couple, vhase dniAi sa^d their li^s
in Sn Lanl^^enbe diow cbeirfau idid the hills as siDn as die se a wi thd»w^ and
aaa thf r Ame ncan, wIid had f Dsse d acoiaco cbaosf ^riui^ cd ^^ nd Chn siDias Eloh
^amui orPhj Plii Tlie caia landed oa^amuij andh^ andhisfnends wei^ ^ared a
beH thai tens of thousands af ocbe i^ badn'i b^ e n Despite DuiDDi^al, aodloisfo talk
Aoarj VE quitU^ djpped inco aleocej the v^i^ii of vhEV v^^ e^^neoced ftndl^
snldn^in
Ii WEtssam^ time after we sa ai^d aa nh af Jap an a n thai la ng e i^bif^ e n-hou r flj glu
rhai nL^tnDn es fmni India i^suz^e d cbe c oId is, ih^ snide Sj che ^ di, ih^ de uiti Dn and
n^ience br^dslai^ and aaall chat I had vioLe sse d i n diai c di] nfr^" rose up wicbjn
me and be ^1 acnn^Ll^ a SDafhin^ baltn co fh^ p an Df ibepieuaus burda^s
In th( ajipDit ai Nev^dc^ Newjei^^^ I ^nnt thioi]^ customs vidL saitcases
lealdD^ seav^eifhaf asiaitled cusams a^ nf nniipp^d, »leasin% a ^asoLne stneH
into che cernunal
"Welz Dtne hotne/ he sf amme n d, wa^ n^ tn* on afte r I f old hitn whe n , and wliai,
I'd com^ fiDtn
TLie oe^ tnonun^ wiffljn^ihf c old^ c iDwded sii^^ is of ManhEviaiij p e Dple l^pc
Adjn% tne if I was dl nglif Sunly I w^u ^al^nup, trau tnwii edj d am a^dj unable
iD ^^ep Tm OK^I noddedj saying I w^u de^pin^OKj diai ihio^ w^re ftoe Il^pc
i^onn^ihat oa^^n^ frelin^ de ep made me ihai SDmechin^ was djfEei^nt It vaaL'f
nniil hoi] i^ laff r, ^iben I turned a CDioer SLd w^s lammed b^ die oeoUj miise and
Duicasesaf Ti mes Squ ai^, fhac I i^alized wbat ii w^s
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S/HE IS HER/E: POEMS
FORTHEE MAJESTY
Genesis Breyer P-Orrjdge
A l^^ri ff o L^ Mm rJ*r
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Is paj n so b ad ^en am belie ^j
la nDthi n^ J
TbhaiA ideas
TbhaiA aphilDSDphy th^seennsfD
Be pro^a CDn^tc by ooe^
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Fajnlan^r
Killer Dfpaja
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Atid likt tny child
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Aiid 1 majk d ic taher
1^1^ al you may z^
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Aflasfcbe itiLiDceots
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iDncicerifz
If^ an iAzy siiufik of conne
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Vfh*re aie y^u lidw^
VJil yon d*i«lap aiid ejott'
Alt they ^od^
TtJs is die ci^^ b^ tiditi^
TtJs is fhf lEBt sf i^ir
Aiid LID otie cati change
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We nnas: c eirajtil^ do tny dear
EiA lyon^ h^ fell chizp^ae^epc
Foi those hu nriEia tliiiditiIz
I wlll^ep ray do^ chEuil^ ^du EVLd
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Behdf afuf nH
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C^finble of liiLdjD^ Inu^c r
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THATSME
THE 15 ME
THATSME
Thisis tnt
AIj [tie b oy ^fho say: bj z p m^ i^
Yes e^iy rJ5ht
A shimo^ Tub Di
C oac e aL Li^ a vodd of liemciiu
Fc ni]d>« d Feidurdia
Om IS i^^aled
On^ isi^mciiAEi
Om If mnmeEi
One isdestro^ed
7^s sta ly I s a p loble m tao
And 7l ti^ Df lo^
Lil^ cnlkn^fD [he dead
A^ree and do
Dedjn^nov
So om i^niD^d
VJiH nnio^ [be probkni
Unles vp se^ ooe
Rurthen^nllb* ONE
Lo^^y I s nDW 7l &de d c Dnimodity
Aod Du nion es
A» made of [he same money as
Fafier
THE RUSH
S /He IS H*r/E- .
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All BtKotty If Our £ifOfr\y
All, tn^ fn eods
Peff im sf lule z e uh [iay
AiidblaiaDi conuptioa is e rciblazoiu d i li
TliE high*3[ places
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0]2\i^ f^r^ wably ^ nuDUf
Tbfl chinned liiA *mp*ylj^s
Aod [hf i^plece 1j^ chnnniD^
And is du s tiof 3ll di^ adfjU^ EippiDpiiai«^
BiutTiIly e nff n atiiQ^ J
In those mythical qu n^nrj re z of mad) i d
OcesLj za loQ^ tl^j I vauld soa n^ £
Concur diai i[ vtlz a trLoltculai u gliness
Tbai p nm^ ti ze d ( Tub Dn sLd%n^ if
F»c«naoa
Inde e d^ If v^z trLDltcular u^ ness diai tnuif
Yon And I
Far I z not wiv^ r Trnd c niba n tioc che s?iiit«
Of diez« '^ile Jl ^bj de z^ we za stupidly
Prcit*c[^
No ^k ndor Df randotn li gluDJ n^
Noran^Lc c i^ sure z with nn i tnpassibk
Krwi f^r df^TLiian
Ci^wtdus Na'We ni^ tneie ucidenczaf
NTlTUI^ TLild tlTLT] I^ llAZ nD IQIftlCIDn, tio
Mondity, tio zf titi tn^ titj aa loiA
NaTni^ iz tnei^l^ ace ide nf , Tind i f ^du v^n la
Ttu accidenc,
Oodhrip you
Ttu zt lau^Tihle dre uns uphold h t sat y u a
Q}ji ncesseoiiTil ^ilde n cbre ui I n a tnue oi
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N»iire isduirmodur
SudJiti^us az pnnnncTU nf ed iQ^mtz I n a
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Empa vpn d I] ^ aur tny^tenous ilaw
Our desi Liy, fo iuid aur v^y b xk
7^ rtu L^i[ And esc np^ the u g|y demaa
So utispe Til^ly hide Du z Tit [he
Elxk Ef tite r of cmr b« ^ niu li^
God.
Yeah^Ri^'
TdDti'c thinly so â–
I [ia n'c fhiLik so
Oh^ thja I [uipi d luHnbie s af corfipliEHLce!
Do v^ tioc se^ the nppin^Ae^
Of cautitless pi^f [^ ere ATUie s
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Giacescpjf lasc dl bodies i^qum
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I dan't fhinksa
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Na bj ^ierpuipas«
TLinn Ijiuj dess de^iun n^
Aod DVJf iTltl Dtl
The p iD^TTLm de nrblinl^ i^d fD« nds
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SuznuTilhy asatnlaiioa
Suivi^b^ aniuhil^iDn
Sun^ ^ hy Tib Dtnjoaiiaa
Tbjsisaurlot
Sura^hy asatniUiioa
ti(
Suzu ^ by anLi[hil»ia n
^iT^vitb^ nboriTJnati DFk
TtJs is DurlDE .
Our triDitali ly vdu nde d
BIj nd eode nmr
Thei^ izLiD di^i[^1ui^
Nd hoLiDr la this ^iDC« zqu e CTUtiTil
Thei^ IS LID di^if^lun
illL ^s ' Euf WMf ' T^ll tnt qurck!
Ybu anh^n cd zaiAuzall
Gad
Ybu 3» DurpnesCj ourliglu
GDd OurcoiuEiEiuc
Gad Our eyes
Ttu sflile sf CK TLtoi af be Tiu [^ culle d
Boj ti M fbin^
God l!bu s^ God
God you s^j God
SniMvitby nisi nmlMioLi
Suz^ ^ by aniiihilaria n
fT^iT^v^b^ nbonrjtiTiti DFL
^nq^alb^ ej^ulztiDEL
Ttus IS Hurlot
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Stapi Ri^t thtK God
Lft tn^ renuLid^DU of thai ^u waulde^inl^
Gad
Gad Those utia iiid b taati fid mtani n^
God
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Wichont cbanujLi^GDd
TLity ai^paihenc God
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Snr^valby aisi nriL Etf la n
Suivi^b^ aniuhilMi DLi
Sun^ ^ liy Tib Dtnjoatiaa
Sun^ v^ by ej aculaiiaa
TlusisaurlDt
Th^se tne dj ocn ti*3
God tht^ 7\j^ cmr [iavii Ml
God.
At L^st...
Af l7G[
l!bu ad>.
Af la5[, ai 1^^ pvu ask
I^ bf € Li v^f iD^ so la n^
I'w bf € Li looIdD^ so la n^
At till z ti rcLf
All^i aflTGt
l!bu ad>.
^lZ5t
l!bu ^a^
Time ^ up
Simply iIatlc I n^ du E [, v« n^ li^ ^i niu ci^ n^»t
Wi [h you , ye s- p^u
Aflame
sia
If Tn wflit flwry^dMitj
Renjzn ca stand aod ctlte
Did I sarrouLid ^du, yes- yon
Could I c Dtifn] nd pvu^ tny p lofiu nd ^u
Yes-^BU
Yes-^BU
I v^s [ VI [uu Li^ vifh ^Du , yes I T^ ^wtntrjti£j^ oae
Yes-^BU
TIME^ UP"
TliEE wei* nn^nti Dtis a f [his
Craifl d sp*!! — b lodi n^ 1 j ss
Diszolati oti [0 bLs
Rir^Uj ^s-^DU
Yes-^BU
Alias
Alias
TIMERS UP
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Alias
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Iluar crnl^ rtu cnunneraf ciu Jud^nes
And [hf b ID1^£a ciystal ux\ is
Of your
^pljcriti^ [ht s1^y
Idid little Aw piece:
VJoids Df bloDd
Hn^ las: cheirpictuiif
Sepanr^d
At last
Af 1^[
Lifr a&redyDU a golden tna^
Af heaiT
Yauplay vich stan
Display za pe r&c tl^ m^ je tn ts
E^ ^Dde tno^DU Licz af ^urhands
Ndw zpe 7i]y [0 tne i n ftmr uiic « s
Each^nch If z o^fiL tQD^ e
Aiid huD^iy hu^ed ^a^
Ol VI D^ lip z
^pljcnti^ the d^y
Innwne ycm chose fo Ac^
Space nUz
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Atidit If tii]«
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IT IS
IT IS
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Di^ne I Lice i^ Li[i DLi
Fenuiy
Atl^I Vlfh I IDLl VID^
WliDst p Kseac e
^c«p[ iu^1j& as TTiter
Tliw ic tni^ Adw
Ewiy^itui^ It aii^
Splj tti Li^ rtu ^^
ATLA5T'
AT LAST"
Lfl^t IbeblfssfdfD teK
R^plitii^ ^7lC«
And pnr^ d ^nch iir?
S wi rcL thiDU gti the v^
Rfcnew ray tlii^wti
My spi nfu :t [is size
SpLtttcigrtu ^^
At last!
ATLAS
TLiif ^df ti nnasK
Nacycm
Yflsycm
Kiucycni
Yes-^BU
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Ma^ zay thizscan
Allii5l
Allii5l
DciororLf S^ndup Ann
DDarcbr^e Izthistn^^
DaDrinji-Op*tifh* door _
I AU THE DOORMAN
Door Du rcibe r on^ Aiid the i^^s no frar
Door Du mh e r c VD AndditK^ na mav'^E
Door Lintnbf r thi^« And thtiE ^ aa dcmbc
Doa r tiumb er ±iiir And [hen ^ aa paj n
I am cbe da Diman
Li^ n^ tie ar du b^acb
And It's zafr
Daoron^ S«adup Aan
DaartvD S^^ vho^lun
DDarcbree Izthistn^^
Da Di fiui- Op^ ti [hf door
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lAMTHEDOORMATI
Door Fianib tr Diu Aod th^n^iu ftar
Door Liutnbf r twa Aod rtu re ^ tio tn^be
Ddor Du rfibE r fbre E And rtu i^'s no dDubc
DoDr Linnib^r fin] ^ And rtu n^ nD pajn
lAMTHEDOORMATI
LIVING NEAR THE BEACH
AHDrrSSAPE
^
EMh day we WILL *mbrKe fh* Holy
Euh day we vin embrace fh^ Holy
Bltfsed 7\ib die mad
Foi they shEA couch rtu Holy
Ekszf d 3K die niad^
Fdi thf JuH couch
Eath other
^jVhat caalsa^^
WhaiCANIsn^?
l!burnetds ar? blDcl-^d
Ycmr dn ams and y\yu r n ^ics to dre am
Th*^ ai^
STOLEN
Ibu are beio^ i^-POSSE^SED
Ybu a» bf I n% dj z^ I ze d
Djsg^ ise d f^r e aa Df iDcaiiDn SLd
Suffacatiaa
Yaur bKaih, dM breaihof ^Dun^jo^"
Th* bieath of BEAUTIFUL ba die i
This baly bKath
Tlu z "h i^aib of ycmr ediIu] a tghtl
Is I] e iD^ a^h^ 3f«d
EfCTiuze ^u tntd
Yau tnedco di jc dm r nEvun
Of rtu nnaifiinlaf pvui ovn tmad
Ybu da haw tl nru Lid
DoLi^ pwjJ
Yeiu da du Lik a lifde ciD^bit
DOLl^ pwi?
Ycm Ai^ sL£jidy awd{»
Oil TrfL sorry, tn^ tniazto
I vzs assQFtiJD^ ^Du nudf ncoa d ^tlI I w^snyin^
But
Wf nUnndcf tiustTi]^ s dDLi^ we^
And dd^T Till
Ttif Holy b i¥ hIl of your eiulu] aasm wfllj
TtL?^?die iiiat« n nl of your o^fiL tiutid tiof tni nd
Rftiietnber
It^aa Dund
And
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VML
I think
Ob 7\iid e r
As ^[n] oavn-LflND your^ELF
Ymir wry OWN hU
Ei^ as yon l*Mn [0 OWN ^^urSELF
As you avii your MTHD
l!burhDd^
l!burhDd^
Infect som*tiniEjpmjr MYSTERY
Ve ly su Sic Eved,
ui
rniiuf sun you*Tfi cbjLiliti^M all
Bu [ your biE Tith
Yhui biE uh I s b e id^ diluf ed, pclhice d.
Pa ifoiu d atid
Fracpu Liced by
FEAR
FEA£"
Naf 1:DUR fra^ m, not
Ymir
FEAR
Rut [he tnarjpulati [i^
Self zeeldD^
Tvised EHLd d«p HNiA d
UnnmtrL Subuifa tlii ± tlt
Tlie 6 ar of old, 3ljf ti brooditi^
And
H e aide sf hatice i^
NoWj an ^^[su jun^
Are yau saie as pvu tio v re nrJtid you i»lf
^bur^iV OWN self
As pvu It azn ca OWN ^oui^lf
As yon o^fiL ^vu r MIND
As you RE-Linm your SELF
I&ujHODT
^DnrL^citnes t^ii you r nn^sceiy ^ ts
Sufticaled
I was v^cbj Li% yon 1 ju> V
I vras
And
I saw ^itLal t«u did
I didn^csTL^ anyclurL^I
Didn^ thjDl^ I [ v^s re aR^ nri^buaiitss
Euf I W^S WTllcbj Ll^ SLd I SAW
Audi thou ^i[ yQU wei^pi^cf^dis^sfio^
^
Th?it you w*K a
ElA^hf tnou z 1 J nd Df de nrLon but I
Am oaf ju dynA nc nl
I EiDn'cfiv 3adpu JLnny opirJam
Bu 1 1^ v^cbj n^
Andl^zare
Whwl saw
IXJ ICkTJ RELfEMBER?
I sav yon p aid vifh iMzy p i^c es Df aliA r
^avt>« « iA n fnal's ^d)
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l!bu wtn pTU d by c Dw« HD^ wn tclu s
WliDlude av^iLipen^nt chaiLhes
Of so-calUd
POWER!
Aiid
As V^ TlIlUlDW
POWER
Very quK t
T1u» in^ii^I^^Ky conidoEDf pcw^r
Wli*n VMnp IE s a f dii J '^anu*
Sere eth « triDU oiul,
Aiid
SezoiTil diuH^
Tluse CDindoi^ af pa VEr voj
Pfl I ^frd
Oufm^ ai the ir o^fiL VILE i^AectioFL
Iti dit p Dc1^f ff Df rtu nth
la tht p cnj cbe s af diDzt ^o
NO fh* "^AME^
Ttusf com da i^
VHuiE ^on
su
Iz df ad And zff 3ls
Aod EDJ D^S I tS de U>[l DLl f D ZtCKtf
lb SEZoiTil 1j n^ a^ nnd bloodL eus
I'^ sp*nyau THERE
Aiid I dj da'f n TiHy li1^ ^fhx I saw
En[ It's oaf UYpl3U:« co S3^ ANYTHING
WliDse depravif^is
Aspl^asaiic ^ e nnAfculaii n^
YDUR
Sc»j nl p Dwe r And poce nee
Ttuzf p^aplt
Tlusf addjccz
Rf tn^a I mpci^nshf d v^ ddj n^
Who ^nwl
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Thea ca rndors Ai^ li1^ Ai]nhDUiE
That Is ad^ tnt ca set e wiychi n% atid
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— Hatiui SDti^ fir ?iti Jti]^ Mnjj
/brn^ ^if\t'i\ 7iM507i It^imMf J^^silc Thri » AfyScBmi n CAf^fu^ G^2sl
- E na n Gyji n^ ThiFFC^^t
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I^ f^ycJi\6 ojdtil itM4r^ iij Af WiTiern L^olcni Tndrtitn ri C7C5s\7q Z^ .4&>^; — df 7f£Aa ^
^ifh A ^ n Tit tn^ ht ad I ATfL bmstd TK^^^ sf npp^ d tlu li ^ a ff of nn^ he ^ nnd
shounn^MDU Th^^ jcaz che camera aoddu 1^^J]t pre sts dDwii
â– ^^ name is John Nenna/ 1 37\y Ttn a phof D^raplipr fisr fh* Assatiated Pitss.
I am be I n^ htli by op envies of Al Qa£da and I am mtsu to b^^ fmu^I^ My
capcDi^haiA called firche d^ sciucti oa a f [be Scale of Israel and they frel chEV [his is
the be s: vay ta send^vu che mesfa^ "
M^ hands ai^ b ou nd b ehj nd me lache chaji, cbe^^^had m^ like thislbrcbe last
siztfE^tihouE Tilt he aile s ba dy of aUS mlitaiy cone m£CDr is hanche d cha r in fh(
cbajicomylefl M^ ^lay wori^ shin is SDa]^ dj Tm ka] j n^ swe w from my bi^be ad and
cbesc and 1 1^ pooli n^behitid me at mybood^ I^cald thai lasiruariaDslil^ this i[ is
quite CDtrimanfo d^iAlap an lUo^c al « mp xb^ ore impassion fir Dne ^ cap toE This
isnDC SDmedu n^ fhEV I ame^mencin^
H^novchey^ %di n% f d b ebe ad me now The ^301 be aided andma^^d maiLoa
my le±, the on^ called iba Fasid ^0 hasbt^n pla^in^ caids and aaalan^ Russiaa
c i^ai^cc ts vifh hi s c VD campatiiDcs fuchsias st^ i^ honi^ vhile IhaiA beenbound
and b a^e dj bas iu nk the stirwtdlaufr incD my ile Jl and I c an ]t tl a cndde of blood.
Thf^^ ^in^co cuf my throat furcbe c ame i^ and nocbj n^ wiU change be c ause of it
and this wa£d viU concinue Th^^^ ^in^co scDp halfway f hum ^ sd chat cbe^ csl
shovme oyin^ f d bre aih^ diiou^ an opened viodpipe Andfh^n cbe^^ ^id^ Id
fiDJ JLit G Dd se ems iA ly £v av^y MyliA daes noc ilashbefii^ my e^s
I am ali^ad^ a namtles and ^ritss msLj a symbal t\T tnoney, fir dimes
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coiumjf ed b^ tnealhaiA Lie^r tnec tl^hI li^ ia r zappone dj a zyiubDl f^r c« Lirune z Df
catl^ d hiscoiy, son^ s Idli^ f^r^c cea EVLd c DLifijse d b^ tht procezf af [itnt Th^^ tlt^
^in^fD waste tnyljfr I Eian'f &ri Oodlnic Ictlii zee MirsLdii's ^« I vutid^ r wtu li
^e^hearnbouf chiz VThai luz Aa^tiDLi villbt Euc Ga d js mj^a n^ [lu i^asiHQ tix
duz^ tht inualile mlpnt
I fe el I^ be ^ [uu n^ CD lase nn^hfad
Riither b Tuzk abif Vra ili ahocEl iti Dubai I^ fvenfy-nine yeiu^ old uid the
Asnjlt DLi FnUujah bas be ea utidtrv^ fur tzacd^ rvD days I^ back fro tn m^ fli?
afs^^mieni in Ira[^ in a zc tni-Dp eraria n A ba ^ if nl Dti cbe ocmb adt Df E^idad,
pliDCD^raphiLi^ die defi^imedbodiez of iLi^rifz wliDzt tnothtE had be e n t^azed ta
rhe d^pkt^d uratimtn ZDUodz nzed by tht Urjced^cw^s nnilifazy If^ aloe JbrayourL^
lllanfDfn]^£ la I^ be e n dnti1 j n^ tao muth luplaadcht conctDisof tht thi^^ dj^cal
lazhcapis I^ used [D ch^ AP Dflue aod rm laJbTm^ d cbai cht pbacDsare coo e^ntne
CD he of trmcb mail^ [nble use I^pajdalall fre atid I sf^i^ w the sjtn lam^huik
accDunf fir oiai atl houE Th^ti I z^tid [he phocoz cd e^z^^piD^za^ blD^ I cui
And The chldi^ti ai^ the best e^deoce I"^ seea that ch^ UDJ^Ee is mnb^ chaDS
^oe Disceode d ^ es loelcf d iti frnzen and, vdisc of dl, hjti d atid loio vid^ sere atns
Childi^a VI [h ]iD^ i^ whe i^ dieir±Kez Juuldbf Elaaiedj tnaza^b^Diezandkaljn^
brajns Af dj g|if I die atn of the tioi ses fh^ ^ made aod bav die ^ moiAd la their Jj d^ d
cofz Thf I r be z pie ad wi th me^ a^ n^ sile ndy — Aod^bai wiH^u do ^ Wli will t«u
do ibiuz^
1^ b e^ ti siff iD^ in the hotelbar wivchi n^ CNIT vi Eh the n sc of the jouzndj zfs wba
aie u a n^ [his bu IdiD^ as a va^poinf \Vi v^vth die ihecDnc SLd we vaicbche caiils,
rhe U^ stoznnaa Dp eE c i^viin^ thiDU gti fhf sand-blDwti alle ^z loako^ ±ir inzar^ ncs
AH 1 zee IS w^ite We snriol^ ci%a»nf s and djscuss the wax ^a m^ chink 1 1 wiUendafer
a frwlce^ DfCenii^s ai^ nnd^nal^n a^ajnst remainio^ insji^oi itron£jiDlds Mosf
4hjnki[ will oe wr ^nd^ oaf now, not wben Enshhas ju^ itocl hj^ se cond uonj wlun
piDfLcs are bj £ji SLd sraii ^ haz b e^ n ca mfik cri^ last
lc^[oahD[ [0 ^DUfade wi di an^chin^le zs dian sl ajFcaodif loni d c ar wajnn^ ti r
von ngtif oufade cbe hotel dooi^ hue die i^^ aa obsezvaii oa Aoor wicb ti need wi ndowi
af the [op of fh^ budding 1 ^end my [ime aw^ fmni e-mail SLd che bar chen,
v^cbjn^ the sua ^ davn mDsc nigluz Tliai^ che fli? tim^ 1 se^ Miranda 1\Â¥ ^f
m^ he adphDne z Dn SLd 1 tan'c h^arh^r^fh^n ^le Aoais incD m^ ield af usion and
ad^ m^ a question Sh^ "sab due my he i glu ^ ^anoe d^ vidL die ci^ase z aicnind h^ r e ^ s
chamEff n sf ic af people whoba^ ^enc a lot af nme ladie desen, dad^ blonde haji
rie d bfhi nd he r he ad I n abua 1 ta]^ auc ch^ be adphooe s and look up wh^r vidL a
qu esti oni n% ^aze
TaiadyaUj wliwTfiie zeiMte an ^du woridn^fisr^
The b es pba to^rsphe i^ llcnovaie protmndly emp [^ EHLd dj sf anf p e Dple Mediotre
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phoco^nNphe i^ 3lw7L^s u » the ir c ATfLf ras a^ social cu tclu s^ to ^t thenutliA z i nc d uid
â– iDcutnenf acuatiDFis thu they vcnjldiuc LiDimally haiA the zocial sUUsfo tie^ciatf.
Thf best ooeSj though^ are bluJc^ im^ahlf people ^fho [io [h^irb^sc co CDtnplecely
renna^ thennseliAZ frani die sifuaiiaiu they [ia cu tn^ titj vriho ni^ easily ftn^cten^
assjtrjti^ [hey^ e^r oaf iced at nH I'd ^toi tny enfiie career as a photojcniiaaljst
a^nii^ [D the latc^r, vifh tnizEd i^iulis, cbau^ I bad n^iArlLad piabletns be id^ a
e ipher or i^mai^ Li^ m^zflf fcDtn cbe paj n a f i^laii n^ ca tn^ ^Havbu nnsu Hetice thiz
wannaiL's abnipt i iictinip [i dli of tny life cames with i[ acenajn [id^ af iiie^^sabk
viDltoce chat cwches tny atteiicioLi 3ad viH, e wtitu nU^^ do fh^ ssae id tny htair.
Ml mnda'j A c Drre ^oodEDi f^rch^ GutT^Ai^i afsi^^d ta c Dwr cht pi glu a f i^A] ^^
cbjldre n I n the Ku idj sf arj boide r She^ Fre iich, li^ s i n LoLida n zpa i^ c nU^ ?be [eHz
tnt abou [ he r e ^f n em e z vich cbjldre n ln^ li^ i n zuhhutnaii CDtidiciom, cht walldo^
wautidtdatid ch^ paiticnlarhoriDraf cbe cbjldcbat is filled co ^loulder tht iiLizaf
a vadd ch^y are y^i coo youii^coba^ eu^ cnlpEliility ili Iti her « scimaii oUj zotn^ af
theze chldi^ti wiU^onca ^»at chio^ Tbaze vhosunnA aiiatit^ba^ [vochDic^s.
Thf^ can njecc ^DleacEj EVLd i^ahze die fitidarine iical SDrrov aod nz^le sn^ sz af if^
oa all sidez Oi chty can seeki^iAn^, and CDiicinue the ^Dleace in one v^y dt th(
ofher Shf ffllsme zh^ dj dbe rh esc cDiti^ii^ ch^ ii^cincht banda^dEVLdcrautnwized
cbjldrenchat Jie ^ol^ vi ch^ Uidw n^ diai che latce r vaz clozf ta ineu table
Wf calk fir ban n^ and I teHberaf my own ^^tnence vidL [he childi^a la [h(
E agtidad ba^ If al Sotn^cbjn^iz c Dtnnnu nic ate d^ if sk^thin^ elze cbe ^lai^d gjjilt af
^n^eni^ Df Duzfiy We at aaplasic chaj i^ wchi n% fh^ c ify I glicz nncil v^ 'i^ cbe las
Doezinfhf iDom Jbe ^ea]^^of a ^pani^ bayfn e nd of nnc^ nain sianiSj trawllin^ia
Nairh Ain c a, wba she haz nof se ea i n seiA n tnooihz Fas tnidni glu ^^e nzfSfD i^nre
"^elljabn Ttn ^lo^ to bed now/ Ju zays I aad and ^ea Ju vall^sby m^ h^r
sliit bvj Jies tny hsLd I tiy cd dunk of sotnechin^co sa^ Ilook around w the feniz
decoracin^ fhf louo^, the unwceoded andloclcfd tninianji^ ba^ [he iDn^^iadovi^
and wonder if ^e vancz tne cd Mlavh^r I lu n he r inal c otntnents la tny tnjod Dwr
ando^ra^n She^ali^ad^ ^oe^chon^ I wch [heblinloo^lj^sof Dubaj, [h(
playground of the Middle EaSj tirhalf aa baur be fire I letii^ co my own bed Ic'z
anocbe rbaur b eti i^ I fnaHy leep, cbe hamof cbe ajr c Dndiu ooe r l-^ep lo^ me aw^v
and ca si n% i n m^ coffin a f a la Dm
It^ anofhf r ^nek b e f>i¥ I z^e bera^an, a w^eksp^nt vifh [he nonscap baira^
of CNN and p ack aJte rpack of Gauloi ze z wbdf I wajc ±ir anDthe r asa^meoi 11^ ep
thi nk n^ ab Du [ he rbnt ^le^ nowlieie cobe z^en The i^'s a bi^ ^c oe name d O i^on wIid
tal^ z aliko^ [0 m^, and our coa^Eati Dnz oia r az much S ceUa Audi z az we can affaid
^[more andmoi^ lauil^d Vfh^nhe azl^Jllle whe i^ I^ from and I zay Cali±>nii a ht
lau^u and a^ J what conldba^ eiAipDsabl^in^mdme cd « nd up i n a ne Dn heEhok
in^ this IdDn'cha^ a^odanswertirbjm My Ame nc an-ness u a constant bun af
hisjolds
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1!bupeDpl« fijd^dit TiHup B^iicldD^I^TLHiiTL tnwe Badl^AitnTi l!bulLad if dl
DLiaplaif uid^vu cbre V If 3ll awBV '
I look Tit hitn blnnld^
TLiidIy 3b out it/h^ s^s "Arc\^T\z^^i soliifD clu wtod^ ^ao^ of base Aids l!bu
can C3l{e clu c edjuiv 1« ^ li^ up cd rtus trjserdile varas a camfi ef ifia n b« t v^ e n cwa
builiez fir dotni nsLC E oi the CDunfiyj che K^nimiys SLd che Eu^ies Eoth af clutn
standi! liy ^DiiA^d diu^ dt :t« i^j Fi^scoct Bu Jl aiidjalui EI^tiLiedv^ wIid nnade rtuir
maiu^ lu [uu Li^ b Doze dun li^ Frohibiti oti Fara^riuk if lool^din^ rtu lace mitajii
IitJl Catholics had it tnaEie Ycm hadjaha KeniuEiy in affcc^, so cmnlcfd on sp^ed
rhai hf vas canun^up virtLbizEon plaiu ±ir bu msL be tte nne ni L1^ ^act ci^^l
aad [i« se^i^^aciaa h ecau zf ht v^u the ^ildenboy and he djda'fba^ anybody telLn^
bjtn nD Think ^ibat vmildba^ happened had ht li^d He'd al»ad^ turned on ta
LSD i^asDtne ca nne ena ns ^nch Timafhy Leaiy He could ba^ led us all into an^w
A^ ^pace cra^, xid^ Maitin Lufher Kin^ zoeial juznce We eauldhaw waa the
game nghf cheaand [here BuUef lacbe headis^fhEV ^u ^i tir^nlil^ thai Tben
rhe^ icid Eohby SLd MLK Eighole la ch^ h^an oi Aniencacolef che dadoLessin
Caupk af decades af the ^wmnieni loading the gbifnoes ^nch ni^mare du^
aad ^oe ti c dl^ e n^oe e i^d AIDS , di if ^ I [Qe v^e and fj ck the p oornncil i [ all came z
li^t h ack anund onus and [h^^blavup chose twa CDvei^ Assunu n% Dick Cheoe ^
djda'c anan^ thai an^ bjmzell VeiyUkel^j cbai Andn^t fhen and thei^ Ani^nca
bad [he ^riude vo£danitsiidf again l!bu could ha^ done an^ihiog An^ihiog And
van fijcl^diinp agaja D ail >. fiiic e z, mate "
Orsoase^s m^ as an Amexcanj andhenc^ [he pzablem Ignomnf Df bjztDiy and
ju zf abouf e^ lythi ng else, wi th e ^ z just a L tde [ooclaze [ogefh^r Anie ncan deial The
£n£ji^il^ mef te nd f D ± el [hf zanie W9^ bu [ ^n[h die ScD[S[be^^^ gD[ le zz of a seose
of cnlp diility, more af [he moral n £ji[eDUine s of b^ i ng a b if cla ze r f d [he zfepped-on
sidf of the VDdd effuaiion I'mpatieoi vidLit, bui not toopvient TLie moie I dnnk
rhe moi^ I luoe i[ cni[ Ise^ the ^ezof fhaze childi^a agaj n W^ l^ffp dnnlin^
Aferooe dl-nigbif zesaa n I ind myself a n the Aoor of die baihiDamia my lootn
A bunch a f jcnmuis from die bar are in my iui[f aigai ng and dn nlang ^n[b die TV
on IloDkdovn andl^ got trackpanison EVLd af-shiit wth FeL^ the Cat oan wi[h
craz^j dru g^ d- Du t b^piuf ic ^^es [hEV I'ia had sioce college Tliei^ are coclauacbez
mncjngpast me an [be ilaor I thinly I^ be ea ^^mifiog but I can'[ remimbir Those
chldnn come h ack to me My body's usele zf, and I'ia ga[[be lelayed^ase [hat cames
framphyii c :t ^hire Jesu Zj I [hi nk, 1^ newrheLe^din^ubu[Ineedyoiirhe]p Tm
a Cmsadf r aad a Templar and Tm la fhf de ze It sodlneedGodonm^ade ^ausf Tm
d^i ng Tm dyi ng I^ iwe nf ^niae ye ai^ old and I^ d^iog 1 [hinl^ of Mirsoda aad m^
mj nd luzns and le nds i[self [D p I ece z A vamaa^vu otil^mef aace Tb pin ycmrbapc z
on [bai Fdi ^ame
1 &ri lAiy ^ awa^ fnmhome, and f^i awa^ froia myzelf I^a ±irga[[en vAid I
ui
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zm I tbjnkbatk t\> rc\y chldhoDd Fln^iti^iti ch^ Iqd^ ^ttgz wich tny tiuc
u nde i^Euid ic I chink of m^ fe^tiTi^ yezi^, baun vifh tny ]isc csueiTL,
â– ieiAlop tny viL pbaf Ds CoUe ^e; p Eone s atid srud^i n^ TuiEi ^ dfn ttidz Ic Eioeiti'c nndct
seme tlI nH Ic b e 3e no owdap vi ch clu p« i^dli a n the Aoa r atid u iinble comcuA Ise«
a child viAl liqu lie d le ^ Titid ahar-co^ied zcTib biTL^^ WIim [he ±ic1l, I cbj nlc
Wh?it the fijtk WliwdM fijck
M^ tiMTLf IS Jalui Nftno, I fhjLik co m^sflf Vra a pbofD^r^fiher I^hen k a
vitnes, thu^ dl Atid ^riiai I^ vicn^sati^is rtu lass of the Ins bic of ^od jcl du
wa dd. I fhin]-. Ttn ^iD^ c nuy, I diitik I thinly I^ loaii^ m^ h^ad
hi tny iDam OEaa's yelLn^ at fh^ televisiDii Tuckn^ AmencTLiis' Riddo^
CDVriho^s^ I CEUih^ar ch^ d«s[iuctiDti of FTiDijjnhj nd^ts atid lumiirL^CDtrLDULicary.
Ti1^ ic^tl videD ^Ttme"^ liturciblf odiq du b^d, che zaotn^ ^itiiiin^ Tbe maicKss is
ali^ad^ Dcmpiedb^ z^em^ese dru ^ d^ ale r fne nd of Oi^dli VHuli 1 collapse myt
ta hi [Tl he IdoIs w me aodsa^s 'Ycni loDk la a ^ ly bad saif fn eod YaulookLiot ^ad
at dl Ybu iDdklil^ a caipse^ nnaiL' 1 lookup whim follow ^^s, 3J Ll1^f a ched j.
YonldDkLI^ a fj ck Li^ ^uml, Ame ncan Yaulooklil^ yon vatiiiz ± asc dli clu d«ad.^
Thf^-ie nIllau£jiiD^
Jfsus Chssc, I doa'f tare if you^ the nasDti we ^f itita fhis^yon sell ^ccalulp
tne l!bu ^[tahrip tnej nnaiL
1 v^ubazn die ^ar vp pulled out af VieoLam M^ p ai^oi j v^ re pexe activists.
Th.^y tiiaichfd a^iis: fhe wa^lJiAdiii s^co-ap cbrou^iouc tiiDSf of ch^ sizii^s, raaa
le±isc b DokdiDp la Los Ati^li s fi^r a wluk M^ dad e scafi ed clu dia± as a ca nscie lici du s
Dbj ecca ^ some diiti^ he was always proud of Tbe Hx^ fhiti^ they cau^ me w^ucbat
thei^ w^uonl^ Diie ool^ djit^ waid laclu Eo^ ^ lan^a^ , atid fh w^s War TLiey
waulda'f e ^a k c tiie tauch cay ^ ns, mi tnaite rluT mu ch 1 b e^ged ch^ tn
1 ^f ray Hc^x came i^ wliea 1 was rvpl^ Th^ cocenrjc powe r if had ac mtiiolaied
Id [hf half a ye ar of askti^ ±ii one caastaiidy was not diminished in [he nceivin^ 1
re nne tube r ifsli^t bin vnle Hbe r case 3ad ics a iigle glas e^e Myp ai^ois had nne do odd
J Dh s ti r iUnn maoe y, k v^s a pre sent that c anne wicb see ni wanu n^ and lespoiiabilif les.
In away It was a a ^ii&e r of the onni^ of tiianha Dd, sotnechin^ diai 1 wiu e noasce d
with [hE caie of, SLd a way coez^i^ssmy owiidewlDpiD^indjvidijaLty
1 he^i with hiids Biids wpie a challen^j chi^ w^n sotnedun^ cd EippioaclL
deljcaiel^ and vifh %mce, a tesf of die phoco^rafiher's tnannen aus Eiids taughf nne
the pba [D^rapher^ insf IOC [ Howco wall^, howco afipvuach diffLcuk sabjiccs, how tD
handle the csuerawicluiuc scanLn^che subj ectj how ta tiiaintaj n afipiapn aie distance
whe n c apmn n% a le enn^ ma nne nc of be au [^ I n I ts naTu 1^1 ea^ia nme nf Scaling and
^^awl^ were m^ nnencois in nny chose n an^ and diey weip o±en harii ones, ibrc id^
me taleazTipwience and hatiuL [^^ leavio^ me to wait alend^ ibrliou i^ i n aleoi plac e s
in fhe WDDds ti r diiee seconds of appominif^ fir a snapshoc, dine seconds cbai one
midaki cauld lu lUj le aun^ a day wasted
My [iays i n fh^ ^iDods wi ch tny camera we i^ ^ toi vifh a ci naj i\ :« tizt of pre ze lic e ,
of be iD^ fo^ [her viAl rtu lA^cable ititelL^iLce of th^ VDodz Tlit VDods had die i r
Dwii le SDtiz fur LUE , I n simply easting SLd aHo vi li^ tne ca CDtnpan ch^ njimoilDf tn^
ycmti^ tnitiii wi[h [htjn As I sai sLd ^irajteEifD st^ abiidl waulditnTL^rL^ tnaiihood
MaohoDEi v^e ^qui^c sci^D^b, biuad ^cmldei^^ aIouvid^ TuiEi CDtillderLf stnile If
v^z hiLViD^ 7l wa nnati oti ^vuraznrLj TuiEi hiiviD^ tl j dIi id do Tl v^u the jmtH of stnol^
jod TdeidLa^ If wtls bein^fiusted sLd i^^tctedb^ Dcher nri^ti TLiidj triDsc Df all,
it ^v^ fEeedonn I vould v^c ±ir the hiids ±irhDui^jlj3:ftiirL% ta clu msdin^of the
tiLa^^ciny andrLDt-fCi ti iiy tliiiduI^ bnriD^nn^ fhran^ fh^ uode Aiu ^, clu fndd^ of
a sinTim laclu distance 1 1« Tune d fo push aw^ tht d«sire to see biDis, andiLi diw I
leanitd the nnas: itiipoitTLiit k ssa n of all I b^ ^sl ta le am thai [l^:Le,lJ1^£ tnind, was a
substance thaicauldht couched
Tinne saifsco cbati^ ^riie li ycm^ cwel^j aloii^ ^ncb pvurb Ddy ntrtnost if is the
ii^[ aware [u ss a f dt hILj of dit fn ^ictDJ Li^pi imatie [u e inhtmic i n cbe ideathai^vu^
chan^ti^ and win n^ ^r ^ h ack CD rtu wa^ y^u wei^ a^ati Tlit slav le alizati Dti chw
your childhaod^ aad iniuceLiEf, ai^ o^r Ybu ^vaich ^vur pas iits^ w^ ary coiufilatits
vche dimuifdile aiid ^du h e ^a cd saspecccbai sotn^ cbj li^ ia ly sp^ c i al is abouf ca h e
ra]^£n frotn you Ybu sfDp le tpi li^ well, sf anti^ ai fh^ ce [L n^ la fn g|i[, as oe w chtnu c ds
lood pvurbady aad cause tie w stosati Dtis Tlit i^ali zaii oa fhai pvur paie lies wiUhe
deadan^ day « ia n tnore fii^te iiiti^ chaii die idea chw yon willbt deadj idq disci^cf
of a cancepf to i]Ily CDtiipnliead More upseffio^is cht idea of alon^ ne s, of lasi n^
yanrsa&f^j of loati^ you r ^mil^ Th^ idtafhEV y^u villbe called soon co du tesf of
1j&, aad chEvyou nnay weH&il
I n tntmb tr a pzainjod sftisf of sazn w frotn thai utriEj clu iiam^ of fh^ sorrow
v^sclu passa^ af titn^ A ^ e edj n^ car chai due loio v^ wHl c m^j chwoLie is unable
iDescafie fcotn. Ti m^ conldbe touched bnc fime could lidc be scopp td, and I1^^Le w chw
it wauldcala e^iythio^
Vfhf n f ime pu c on a ^« and sha wed if sel^ if wits c died De wh Death rtiad^ ^z\ly
infc^([ijeDt appearaaces in my yonn^liA Tlitie wei^ ch^ chddhaDd CEVEKl^ans of
deadpefs Th^re wascht day I le tu nitd fn m schDol f d iind b Dth of tny p a»ncs hDtne
frani VDi^L, and co b^ inf^imed chw tny ^mndniDclui^ ^fho had lao^i^ed in the
ba^ If al ti r ma nfhs, bad di^d lacbe ni^ My tnai dp e tnoti Dnal inaction to fhEV was
fhe Jiame of noc having trmcb of an « tnDU ooal »ac ci Dn I i^nie tnbe r a tti n^ vifh tn^
pare nfs ti rhou i^ andpu III n% my be dDwaonmy aim as if fo p i^f^ nd I was %ne ^d^
vh^n in bti I v^s QuLy v^fio^ co escapt the sifuxiaQj frelin^ DhL^ed co iz^i^ss
%r\^i Ai Dnt poiDi Ihtaid tn^ ^herenut a angl^ sab, one of cbe anl^ citnesl eiai
beaidhimczy and aoeedle a f ce nor fwi si^d si d^ ways la my cbesf
TLie ^ili I feL at mylacka f ab [L c^ f d e^n ss e ma cion in this atu aii Dn camp ou nde d
in my ht ad and I b E ^an to CDtnp^nswt hy e^i^san^ t^nles emafion Thi pa:3a^e
Id the n^w saf^ of manliDod was tnaI1^fdhy a paiaHil paisa^^ an« to a staie of
SM
distance, Df ^tnociaiu thu b^cMn^ tnon EiaUed wich ^ach v^tlj TLiij v^uUdw on^
btczmt amaTL.
I i^menTib^r tht ItgE rJ^t af tny chddluiDii, ^fhiLi I nri^t D^Tith f^r renl I had
dniAn across cdvil ^nch tny math^r an ehl «naii[i^ and v^ bad scDpp^d ai tht old
hou zt, ^itu i¥ I bad be e n b Dm andL^duotill v^Gc^nyeai^ald It vas a tiny CDtca^
b akI^ b I ^ e nou gti fi^rfhf biujly of ftmrfhw w« bad became, la an old p ait af th«
tavTL. Ttif nev DC cup anfs had p aj nff d if ^fhice , i ns:^ ad Df rtu schDoIhousf red i[ had
be^n, they had i^planced ch^ ^aid^n EVLd made tnDdi&c wions and « zv^ naa ns f d th^
houzf sofhx If was UDTe CD^ui able frotn if zpre^aus staie lAlf anutnb zenz^ af di^ad
and triDitalif ^j EVLd pu Jie d the m away, tu nil d^ fnim the m zo diai loeednot zee cbetn.
Wf val^ d down tht siieecchat tn^ trLOtherhadv^^dm^ up and da vn la tn^ zf iDUe ^
ta cbe anaHpad^ai ch^ end Df die lane Tbe paJ^hadb^en actmetaiy aifh^ tuniaf
the c tDTU ly, zotntcitne incht Sizv le z the b Ddie z had b^ e n e »±mtned and di zc aid^ d, and
the ^i^^ zcDne z re mo^ d za chEV m could be can^ifedinfo apadc^ the Dnly renundcr
of icf pn^Dusfijoction aso^ la v of tamb zf Dnes la a ^ c onu r
Thw anglf kit of tomb zfones had bi e n my refj^ as achdd^ a i^fi]^ fcomfh^
fn uiIdus taH^ and c azaal bvj tabf ^ of Dthtr chldnn Acns fcomfh^ combzcDnez w^z
a anall play^iDU nd, vidL zvid^ SLd a ^dt, aod alai^ m^cA caie ip lUar made fur
cbjldren ta cLtnb Dn Th^ land of fhe ju zf -b Dm EVLd die land of cbe Iod^- de ad, ade by
zide, tnaybf chose ai^ cbe cwa bu msL scate z cbai ha^ che mas: in commoaj tht most
to say fD tathothtE
When we camt upoafh^ pail^ a^Uj cbe playground that 1 i^tnembei^d, that 1
had It azn^ d bav f D be asocialb^in^EVj was^nt^che old tne cal e qaipme nf had be ea
disc aide d aod i^placedvidL^ansh^bn^t plastic equipmenc, vidino shaip ed^sor
lu ^^ mifhin^ cbai cauld conce i viAil^ hun achildj EVLdno zauleich^r It v^z a u ny thio^
but If was as if I bad b e ea ^appe d^ bu tnib af ed VTben we letumtdbame 1 cued la
my tnother^ ami^ f^rrvubaurs Sh^ vas confijsed and fn ^ce n^ d by my behanai^
I CDuldn^ e^KszbavI wiuAeLn^ ta h^r, only my sona^apaic^ial would in [h(
fjmie i^peat numeious tim^s with wome n^ iDalan^ f^rlDW acily in die saddes af
mDmeois WbenI iiiu Jie d c lyio^ I v^s no iDn^i a cbjld, oe i ch^ r was 1 an adult
Fiam [h^n on, if w^u ch^ csaei^ It v^s my ne^d copiDW id my parents that 1
EDuld in bti be an adult, wicb th^ camei^ Ttiou^bL birdz wei^ my msfarsubjectj 1
be^an co ez^Die die lai^^r wa£d^ taljn^phocos af cicyscapes w djeJic, mad si^ds^
landscapes Idjdn'c ca]^ p ictu i^s of pe ople 1 1^p [ m^ c am^ rabj dde n, n fi] si d ca b hd^
It Hut at ^mily fijnttions no mwcerbav mucb I w^s cajoled Beio^ caughf faldo^
phoco^HNphs was li1^ bein^cau^ masfuib an n%. h wasmjn^ alone
Thw bf ^aa CO chao^ i n lu^ scbaol^ ^fh^ re I j di ntd che phoco^ntph^ dub I was a
^an^^ 3ad a^^wapi ce e na^t^ always dre zse d i mp lup t£^ in foo-hi^ j^anz and &ded
bntcon-up ^iifZj wicblan^ ^as^haji and acoe diai ixTdt^d m^ ^e Ileamed co
hide behind cbe came i^ use if as a prop As an adolt 1 would CDmt ca undei^cand
a
ST
rhai cbjz IS aa tQhui^ unnAi^Et t^^n^tict ^nch pia frsaaiul pbaf D^raphtE Ic'z the
ii^cstTL^ of the an Ib^^sL to ta]^ Jiinp^iDcs ti r [be scba d1 tie vipafi e ^ Df che scIudI
1>7L51^f rtiall And ±>Dch all ^ATfLf s^ of [ht sndeai elecnaos, Df aii^hin^clse [bat lu e d^ d 1 1
I wa» [ht c anrif ra aiDU nd my neck ca [utatitl^
Wh^n I was si^e^n, u lancbj I wttiessed a ^DLi[aiieDus fLglu b^Lv^en twa
do nbe ads, bays wIid wei^ CDtisfAndy valon^Lbe Lne af e^^nlaoa They vire L1^
4 bljse r suddenly msed AndbuEL w Dtic^, atsk^e of pnticbe s^ du ^ wei^ ^rabbin^
(ach DLherby ch^ lapels and ima^n% each a[hfr's ^es, ^ich v^re rinHin^np
inun^ di welv^ UDiil du aualleiDf [be fwo wen[ da vn^ ta h e 1 j cicf d sa^^n^ly uiud ahi^
teacher annAd [DpuU [he vic[DiiDUf boy off 1 sioDd then w the p^npbeiy vith tn^
camera^ mau[b Dp eUj and ^ ^y m se d I [ [D tn^ e ^ focal-j apiccui^ of [be h o^ on the
loor Hisbaldh^ad vas^a^ed^hismoufhand^^es pnipk and JwoHea Tbe ^u[[er
did^d He ^n asio^ CDOfhont i n a black spray
1[ vrasfhf iirst time Ihadb^endos^ [o i^:! ualence 1 toiildn'[ tal^ m^^^s av^
frani the bay a n [be ^iDund Fioally [be schDol sf cuii[y am^d, Euid de ai^d u s away
An ambulant^ annAd diDitl^ thtnafiei^ andl [Dokmon piccui^s as they L fled bjtn
into [hebackDnas[i^[che£ 1 wiu [lanUbie d
DeiAlapin^ fhosf pictuns in [h^ schoal dadcvuotn was a sfci^[ ^sae 1 was
irrationally femfled [bat somebody would in d fh^tn, as if 1 was samehDW caiufilic if
in aiaoleiLce tnnch ^ ate r [ban [h^ Dne 1 had b^ e n wi[iLe ss tD Tlit s^ c i^f [bull of the
myeui ran fhum^ me
TLiai was [be year [hw [be iirst Oulf ^arbiul^ ouf , afie r li^ii f lODp s c iDsse d the
bolder I ncD Kuw^[ 1 w^vched[hf war Dn crie^sion wi[h nn^ tube r, [he c otnpu[i n ze d
Dus^ stub atnolaiions and [he %mnd^ec[acle af CNN
That^ DOf WB^^ hf would [eU me "That's acotntntrciEt fir a cbjclc^n dinner
TLiey lau V b Eff er [hsL f D shDWfh^ reali[y of war now If [hty badn'[ h t^ n showing
Am^ n E Eubays in h Dd^ba^ on tek VI a oa in [be S i yti e s, [hey n^ ia r wauld haiA had the
oaubk vichpiDuste JSj wi[hu Sj [bai ch(^ h^ They^^leamedmirtaupsec [he middle
das'
My paie n[Sj hie ss fhf tn, i^cnnie d [D marcbj n^ Tbe tnaiLhe s in aur f Dwn w^ re tiny
D^rwhelniiD^ fij[ile and puoc [ate d by hamssmeai and sere anis f[Dtn p aisi n% [u clcs
1 tonld oe wr be ar to ^ wi[bdLetn Ivas [oa ^ and aTifl ^ ward, sc ai^d [hat 1 tniglu
be se eUj phD[a ^raphi d An^wa^Sj 1 w^s a noh od^, who was 1 to rajse m^ ^i ice ^ 1 otil^
winced to sca^ ladie waDd^j ta be alone. 1 didn'[ w^nc to « z^i^ss Iidw 1 ±lf Idjda'f
ba^ [he n^t
^cb a disappnintnitDtj 1 muld thinlc, IodIjd^ in tbe nunar ^tai^d of Dther
pe Dpk , stare d of pvuEel^ scaie d to ^ouf and^e [be wodd Awl ^ ward and b diblj n%
anund ^ ds, anl^ me diatre ai schDalwadc, [tznhle aispoits Scared ta CDtne cni[ imta
behind your came i^ you r se nin [^ blsil^ tj yaur otil^ salviuiaa U£j^ SLd scabby.
Ann^ n c a w^f lDn% ^n^ by thea
ud
TtiE liDcel iti I>i]1>aj^ [hf ciDSfiDads of che vudds Dubai's lilj Las ^^^as, bi^
^Hu dy Euid, la LfasL tn [e nnz, la^f sz Ic^ vihei^rtu ^riule Mi [idl^ East ^ es ca ^[ thtir
niDtiey InutidtiE d^ hem e tiobod^ « ia r cue z ca bio v if up The 1u m^ ntib^ arable
It^ su [her we ekb et] i^ Ise^ MirsLdaa^a ?he ^ be ea la Kuidiscaa Dti aoath^r
asa^ircLftit I^^tid the we ek tnnldD^ a circui t be twe e n che d j li^ tn^ e -tn^ aad I^id^
in cald waif nil chebaih, the hocel'sajrcDtidiucuLenziiLiEifr^iti^spamiiic boufzof
tnnli] Licciaa I [ly &fdjD^ tn^zeli frotn lODtn z^r^ce CDLizfEuily ta Ic^ep fhf ^i£^f
aw^y APpickf up zotne of the tabj buf haidl^ enou^ I bit cbai siev^ of emafiorLd
ciiAdoad vlien finiz be ca nnf s itnpozsiblej Euid days be cotn^ bbji^ of habinjEt cazl^
I nccmc dy p eifa nned Keyzlostj toe z stubb e dj c eu'c cbj li1>, c ^[ ca nnmuDJ c 3ff j litap
tnnldD^ ail f ftiE CD le tmad 4be oucade WDdd of tny e u s:^ ticf
I ac w nny cotnpncer atid chaj n-anolcf , »adjD^ 4be CDFiaAnf updEvts and blD^
CDtrimfntaiy Dnchf Fallaj nil a &iui^
"^11^ the i^st af cbjz war/ Dne blD^ npDits^ ^%jz isn^ about an^diio^ tzKtpi
^D^ancf andbas nothio^ co do widi smnd ^leb] mibcEuy scraie^ And chey call
It 'Opfration Fbantam Trny* 4be latezf blod^aer fir an audience 4bai has Iod^
become toa jaded co ca]^ nacice Sewn pnvate cancraccDi^ Eoe lulled and ^n haw
talewl diis i^lati wly UDJ tnpa nanf [Dwubb we did Hue Cify in the T^f O&nznA la
Vietnam The b luc dj [^ he i^ is hapi co ca ruAy Dr offer any 1dnd of c asaal c Dtntn^ntarv
Da I n some diin^ as fD vilou z as an onlj ne J onmal Haw the la^-v^^i^ SLdha^^ssD
quidly tii^tcen what v^ did ta Al Fdlujali in the iist {^ulf Wajj wben we cued cd
bDtnb abnd^ o^r the Enphrw^s and ^ssed/bjtcin^ tnadcets and loll n^ owr cwd
huodi^d ci^isu, Di when ch^ En^i^i taussed^aod dxappedlaseF^id^dbDtnbs oa
anocber maJ^ [, lolling another bu ndre d and ify or tiiDre^ Ih^y tiy [d sell us ch^
dDccniLe of ^aUare nd dania^/ bu [ wlieadoes ic scapbeio^a ^lece zsaiy" by-product
of w^u and be c Dtne pure ne^^nce and absoluce baibaity^ And ^t sewn tniLtary
CDncracfDis are IjUed 3ad we le^l this ^ole nee NDbDdy^ dn^n^ ch^ buzbei^j cbat
zhouldhaiA beenclearloo^a^ How much collate i^ dam a^ caache wo£d accept
as a tie c essAiy' by-produc c of a war diai was funded on Lez and coipDiate ^i^edj
andbardly ^lecezsaiy" i>r any nasDn Dcber dian fo ^w jobs cd mealikf che wiy
c Dncracf Dis vho w^n 1 JIl^ d on M Each ^ 1 ^
1 can^ pull myself aw^y fcom che compuc^r, and wben 1 da^ l^nnd^rw^^r la
the bwh Dnn front of CHIT dDwnaajE a^a My mamencz of i^djz»ian diw 1^
laahom&c njonelaf m^ Dwn cnaiioaare A^ e ti n%. l!bu^ ma] j n^ diis, I f^ll mysflf
Yon came hen ±>r a i^asoa Yau'i^ chooan^ fo dw^ll la horror Yondaa'fhaw CDScay
heie TLiisiaL'c die onl^ ^e the wuddhasfD Juw^vu Yau'i^ choosing dus — TLiea
SDmedun^dLai soundslikf my ca nsc le nc^ , hue onl^ le ads co m^ owii di soluf la n^ ca]^ z
DiA^aadsa^z Cow^id Howdaie yon ay co la dK aw ^ HDwdaie you mm yonrb aclc
AoddLere aie [host cbjldre n a^ain, and cbe ^ sa^ — Wliai will yon do^
liindawfbace wlieie US zaldi eE trade dj^[ d aLap Ju tz a f lau g|if eie d inzar^ nc z
a
£] rpoiTiD^rsphy Th^n Tue pic tuns of b Ddi^ s d^ tnol ^e d fn nnbu n]^ r-bnsce r JuIL, a
sn^ p 3ir of boocs I n aa tuttl^ of ^re vifh fra^ae nc z af bout aod nnf tlI p lociudj li^
frani [hem, b odj ts VI [h ^3f] I n^he ad'ifDU ndz p Is d Tit tht ade af ^cic^streec tliTit IqdI^
oaf t«nibl^ difC^i^Di frann a sabnib nn lam ili AmencA Ai fh^ bofCDtn of die pa^ I
iiid 7l pi c ruiE of atiliaqi tomb matlc ^ ^ e cbat Ueu b^ e li ^c ed de nnly Dff aodplu^d
in a steel bovi fjH Df bloDd Tin ^e hazbeiti [hire cdo iDti^ and u ca^i^d wich
gi^« Li mold EHLd n [
^T\ih em tny has 7l ^ e/ sa^ C oloml Otliv E i^idl I n anitle I iiid DLi die ^codand
Tuda^ate. "If is^aiaa's He i z i n Falhjjah, aod vp are ^id^ ta desiKiy him'
TLiea ch^re^ the cluss sec tiiade bann ze^ied Jio^i^ Ifhinkaf die itiia^ fnitii
Vi eoLam of the b 0^ vifh the tiecliacE of Eai^banAJcedfrotii Viec Cod^ I think of dl
rhaze sc alp e d lodi su I thinly of Mu: wa ^ydDW la JA^ ^^^^ffd ^J'j playing ch^sz wi di
Dexbby the sea^d^, SLdfh^ Daiic^ Df Dexbat die endj^fh^n De wh le adz bj nn and
bj z fiJlowe i^ o^r the hiU, cbat nriozcpoc^tit Df Me die val i nna^s diai haz zotiiebo v tiof
lost If z potency in thiz, fhe mozf Medi^^af aHmod^m cimez.
"WhM do yon tneanyon domhaw an^ wori^for tne^'' Idiout at tn^^dicDrawr
ihe pbaiu ""Thizizdu h^a^^st ii^tin^ante fhi bi^nnin^of che v^r^
^^l!bu^ nof qualiA^d co ^ into cotnbw zomZj Jabn, and n^ nov fh^ papei^
belong CD fhozf ^id aip ""
Ipi]f dowii die phone ezacd^ az die c all co praye r b^ ^ nz I dunk of the Dpeiun^
seem of T^£y^7ast May ^i n S ^do v a^aj n.
Ttii back at ch^ bar ^en Mimnda ^ov^ up a^ajn ?be^ vidL aiiDther man
jod I fiy noc to Jut a i^ac ti Dn, bnc I can frri che acid Df jeztonz ra^ nan^np in
m^ stamach Rela^ I cell myzelf Tbjz iz vdiy then's v^i^ in the Hx^ place and you
bardly UiDW thij wotnan Don'cbe a child. I c azaally z^ hellD ^ea they appe ar She
introduce z tiie cober campanion^ a pbac D^rapher that the CTimJvff has asa^ed ca
be hf r p aitn^ r fur a scoiy 1 calm down, and theal thinlYj Dh Anothe rpliDco^raph^ r
Ca mp e [If Id n tuDsc bul^I DDi^rdii^e H^in^l^nz
"We we re I n Ean^* zh* told tne "If ^ ab Iol^£a cicyj die ztars of wbai the Ame n tanz
jod Eo^^ did to it aip ^wiyvh^ie Th^ (JuT^ff ff vnuf d us co dD aztDiy oa Sluice
(]fcn tiiistz^bav cbe ^^ CDtnjo^up a^mt cbe se cularpopnlaiion and c ausio^ fnc ti Dn
l!buba^ fDbe care ill widi son^slil^ that zo diai diey don^ became piapa^anda I
doa'f vant co azaa in a ^^de and lule' policy We cra^^edco the city in ac^n-con
UN supply [luck We bopp ed off alon^ the Shwf al-Ardi v^erv^ E^ minufeslaier
rhe ciuckKjnnd^d acDinercoa &zf fD a^^id anaf.lost ciaction andfrllDnfD nz ad^
Ele^npeDple djed.^
TLie tnan'z nani^ iz Da^d As 1 east info his presence a bit tiioi^j h^ b^^nz ta
stI1l^£ tne as a nice Idd He^^c asponleece on, zhon baj r and wi i^- ntntii^ d ^afzes,
be lool^ i^laii^l^ ine ^^ n eoc ed bu t bas a v^ll-meaniiL^ £Jdw abouf him The v^
bj z bad^ lan^a^ izamnndLfiranda, aad die v^h^ defris co be r and wches he r
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21 1 tneDia r ii^ i^ nnd septus uticDtniinTiblf with his a vn ^ucbaod iiu^eiierLC«.
re rcLf tribe r fhw LiDC-fijlly-CDn:L±] nnble -I n-^vuF D vti d J n ]t elj n^ 3n ta vellj ^fh^ n ycni'n
sell ciyin^fD ii^i^ out cht liatui:! ausi n^ sdc i :t bautidAH^ s aod bj traichie s of fh(
wa dd. H^'f dsLiIdD^ his He iiu1^ n 7l la [ feste r rtLaa ve an Must b^ cou £ji ^la vi n^ up
inclu middle af tl wtu 1 hop e, ti rbj z sn]^£J chwhe da^sLi'chaiA die same ^iice inch^
bukof bjsh^ad that Ihad lamjnf, the Diie saying This^ trLn]^f a nnsLDUf of you.
iLim^ case^ i^^Aj ez^osu i^ ta ba nor dj d ma]^ a man out of nne , a ia ly sc ai^d uid
e DLifijse d tTLATL^ aiid I [ buzTLf d ch^ bnd^e it took me across
Ml mndaj a n [he Dcbe rhaiidj is di^layi n^ the SATfL^ tasu d « ase thulet tne i^^Ijd^
oaouriiTst ^ticouDi^r She^ veanti^dLe same d^ seif l^alis, dad^ blond har puUe d
baclc, sunglasses on a caid azDuod he r ne ck When ^le snules die trov": feec at fhc
c Dme i^ tu ni np^ her ^e i^diaii n^landoe ss I c wch myself scano^ [here ^ some diio^
ahDUEherchai cnUs co a fijodamental need in me diai mal^s me nncotn^nnble It's
nor 4 oeed tirse^, dt c Dmp su onship, ore^a nuzfunn^ ic's a oeed co l^nov cbat
^odstiU ezuscs Andchenl c xch myself a^ n, and cell myseli chEV Tm p idj ecti n^ ehl
ideal, the las diio^^u e^i^e^rv^uu ta do vidLavoman And fhen I caich my o vil
suspic ion a f vome n by I [s tail and iDok at die beast called frar and self doubc And by
thenl^A ]iDJ Jie d my sec Dnd bee ij and lose my tiu n of cbon^tj and Tm snll doiD^ my
best not co scai^
There ^ a k nd Df casual e ase be twe e n u s, a ^miL an t^ fhsi 1 1^nDW ^e ^ ± eL n^ as
weHj chon^ chei^ isljfde frace af die su^^sci ^oe ss of ou r ]ira meeciD^ Ibe^n co
wa nde r if 1 had i ma^oe d ic comple tely miscall n si mple fn e ndline ss f^r sesnal loiere sf .
Da^ d's taUdD^ ab Du [ die sec can an vialencE inEasia ""The fjodamental frelin^l^Dt
from [hese people is that diey'ie tii^d They don'c vaoi cobe ii^i n^ each othtE But
they^ li^n^in chacs aad fhe ni^tmai^ of fhe Dccnpwion^ the cenaoa isha^ A
mDsque ^ [s bombe d and die n the le bas ca be lecalj wion^ and cbe n i^f aL all Dn ±ir fhaf^
andsa one, and sense isIdsc If^ crowd dyiLamj cs Aloe of people scemco thjnl^cbat
the AnneiicaDS aie eo^neenn^it ""
"Oi course they aie* Mirsoda repli es "Tbe^^ en^neei^de^use aierezcuse
fur die Dccnpaiion and chis is Dne more af fhem The^^ do e^iythio^ they caa id
p ajDi fhese people as animals and ^iwics^ irtui c an'f lua fhei r owilI ^s and wIid oe ed
I ion lule , and if diai loclades ^^djo^ and iuIjd^' b^ i nsi^in^ ^ ole nee b e ewe ea fhe
SuDnisaad Shj'ices thea cbai's wbai cbe^H da Aod if the sjppair fir die v^rbE^ns
ta &de cbe^H do it ewn mDie Tlieyllci^we valence ca jnsci^" viale nee, blDW chose
mDsquesup themseliA s and blame it on vliDewrdiey want "
â– ^ameoldstoiy/ladded
"^es 1[^ the i^cnia d f cbe c du ncex nsj i^eoc ^ in £1 Salvador Tlieyllcian deadL
squads to hit both sides until the encire conntiy is desdiilized and deuil^s intD
CDmplece cual war Tben the US won'c haw cd wase cai^ aye r money on ammu nicioa
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to [ia [hf job [hu [he IiTiqis wiH dD thennseliAZ Ssiu t^cic theynsfd la El ^alv^doi^
and VJeaLam, Euid Indomaa SATfL^ tactic chey u» in rtu glitfCDez af thtir ovn
t Du nciy ""
I i^strajn fh^ ne^d id counc^r wth Ajdi abouc Eo^i^ ^nbDai djplDtnuy A^
an Amencan I haw col^ep tn^ ht ad do^fiL w tiAiy opp Ditu nicy, mEvntajn nn ^rof
( ^rJc al dj zdaj n EVLd aloofie ^ fmtn m^ ovnccnjnciy ai aHutnes Ic -wo^kZ, zam^titn^s
Usually I^fhf scapt^at fi^rch^ wa£d^Llk
^0 how do you think tlM Trar will^^ I ad^h^r
^ fhinkit IS laolence wiclunic i^afoUj cbai if had nD i^ason fobe^aj fhai i[ will
( eirajDl^ oaf ba^ ai^Esoa to endj and thwic wiH outlaw cmr dwil li]t [i me s.^
Tins If nD[ SDtnechJn^ to sa^ co a w^u jcmiaaljs 1 anle andpiofEer a pack of
GauloisES Thf^bachdedim pntrly
''Ttif y wQl ciE ate tnonsf ti E^er ma nste i^ bin L ade n af e rb la LadeUj Zaiqawi a£er
Zarqavij until ch^^haw decimated Iraq^and Iran^ aad S^na^uoiil they ba^ cal^n
( wrytbi n^"'
Tm afraid of laa n% e^ lythi n^ [o a warchw is duusands a f ye ai^ old VioleiLce
wiclunic re aai n fur e ach ^oe rail Dn of man
1 Drderan lush caibomb and two {^uinnessfs Dn CDp of chat la the oeKt fi^it^-
flw tninufes, Miranda and Daiad Jbllow alon^. Th^ dmnl^r we ^f, the li^bif^r die
p IDC ei diD^ be com^ Tlie cenaoab^^ns ta rela^ the 1^ocf ed ca ids in m^ backbe ^ n
to u nviiLd and my ^e eases inco asnule M^ ^loulde i^ Dp eanp and if b ec ome s e asi er
tDfa]^£ ewiychin^as if is — ah^if^jus: wax Ybu ^ ju sf a war c Drre ^ ondeoi AferEA,
^ou^ doin^ itnponanc vdiIl, ^vu^ hen da tu m^ nti n% p an of hiscoiy, n^ oof as if
you^ Dn either side Df a^n You^ L vi n^ pvurbfr ha^ m^ aiu n%. Aod ch^n another
dail-. thou g|i[ wa ims in H dw nvjch tnjse ly dD yon baw f d se e b^ fure hfr fe els re al ^ Euc
I push that b ack Du [ of m^ mi nd qu I cU^ 3ad i[^ b ack ta memmenf
Dnbaj m^lul^ is incredible Ic^an^ Df cbe frwplacesin the Middle East diat has
an^ to sp^al^a^ the usu :t Mu Ji m laws b^ i n% sa me what lay h^ re Que of die hack of
a cab lean jee the Eu^ M Arab huildi n^ fh^ la^u ly ba eel diaf domi naff s fh^ ^lioe
It iDalslikf someldndof insfccile pod.lil-j ahozn^d wozm standing oa its hind le^
si^nallin^ai fhf s1^^ loako^ i n vaia tirsom^ v^ co djmb upwards Thf resf Df die
s]^yL ne loa1^s 111^ any We scezn c if ^j bu [ chf sci^et a^s^ the p e Dple , che dry h^ai af die
aiie^n ai ni^t madcic as uiuni s: dc:4>l^ Ai^ As a We s:^ loe r ^^Ijd^ Idsc 1 caa'c do
much a [hf r than h e cbanl^M diw Tm nof i n E a^dad any more , the i^ "s no othei w^
to cdDif xdj alii e It
W^it ctTi yo2s ^o_ it'fttt ffn^ir irj^ irAm jvv^rrtf loi^ ;^// n^ f itvy^ ^e s the scid^ in
tbe club wliea we am^ h^ an old Noithezn Soul bit, completely auc af place
heie, chon^ comf^mn^ Tht bar is deek and ehooy aod hf up uodezneaib wifh
hlae pba ^liDie ce nte , n^ cnwded with caunsfsof aU naiionaliti e s w^ ann^ sui ts and
caning ^awns Da^ d 1dd1 j ±ir abathiDom and 1 joclce^ tir apasi ti Dn ai the bar Tbis
EC
I z Etw9^s 7l ^Dd ooe^ I rtu Lik ^ 1 3:vj ^e [onu]^ tny pn :« tic^ loio vn f d clu b niieiLde
Ic^cse^tnca we d^ m^sflf idiq tht imier circle chat ciDwds tht b az I sc mticb m^z^lf
sidev^sbetvfCLi cwa za ci tiIjc^ s, daiti^ tn^ b^sc [q mm a hATLdibl of ma cu^ aiDund
the iru nmciu n^ shDuldeiz
"^KEiist tnt ezttuze nu ' I say, dia viied ou [ h ^ [he tnuac TLie h aite nde r ^Is
ta n ^ste r m^ p i^se Lice , u dD fhf p^ oplt oti eithersde af nnf If this is aa^ldndof ehl
I ndj c afor of tny pie zf tic E AFannale wIid oditE c eAc^ se nausly, who coiutiiuids a c e ir^a
ItiAlaf re^ecc atidis zonrL^bDd^ who Juuldbe paid MtennarLCO AndizherLte zaiced
as a tiiaie tirhe bas dj znn^ i^ied hitii»lf frotii die bn e dj ii^poolj theal Eui^ILrL^
"^KEiizt tilt " Tbe barteiidei^ a woman in a iDW-cut ^etr black di^ss wicb
^^aiicic ^Ise f^laJLe z^ lushes pasc me Andl tiy to leaa fijnbe r into the h ai^ UidcIjd^
oiAithe Tbtii C oHinz ^azz Df che tnaii a n tiiy n^tif His dnnl^ 3:ie a]^ ac lozf the wood.
"T^OTTban^ di* fjtk on "
Shic Eo^^ aeceai Eszezc tiia^be Iseehitn azh^ n]zrLj — tiiid-fiiif le z^ buH^, he ad
zhaiAdfo c D^r « ncn achi [1% male p wf ezn baldoe zf, asio^e diatnond znid inhizkA
e AT 1 can'c ffll if he'z a jDUZTidj s: dp SDtne knd Df bu ane smaHj hucbe c eif ajtil^ doesn^
iDokp AiTiciala£^ pie afe d wich m^
â– ^hit^ I^ naUy sorry aboucfhM^kt me buy you anodierone "
His ^e is i^d h^ ^onabe fh^ same old pu^i-and- Ju^ -stoiy-Df-fh^ - VDdd-in-
miciDC Dsm a^ n heie Ybu ^ [ i n my te mc Diy, K**^ ^^^^ "^ ^ ^W ^^^^tiiaQj yon f du che d
my pofzf saa ns, yon ha^ to die ItqdI my feet to cbe ground and v^f braii^t H«
^ai^f at me lJ1^£ a stu ckbull SLd I me e [ his ^azf , m^ p almznp lache ajnn die sun^nd^i
pDzinan He v^nfzca Ullme H ow^ du z ^i n^ fo play out ^ TLien's nD w^ I zcanda
chance a^ no: him I can lu n^ I c an hop e diai I da n'f calce cdo tiiacb ^^ i^nj z dama^
betii^ die b Du nee i^ I nf eic ede — chEV^ aszamio^ diey will, Elthou ^i, the n a^ n, chi z i z
adas^place aod fh(^ daa'f v^nc co zcai^ away the ir cL e ncrie H^'s ^c ai^dglint la
his «^s "I^ re aU^ SDny, k t me buy yon such^r "" I comide r i^ athio^ fir my walle t
fLeaw It CD an Anne n caiLj 1 chi nl{^ [0 ciy ta sol^ e wiy p lablem by thiDwi n^ tash ai \i\
but decide diai the las thio^I wanf himco diiDl^isfhac I^ nachin^ fir some diin^tD
dD him dama^ vifh.
Wf hold laposnion and then a calm ^^y se tdes am r his fhsi^ as he catches hi z
bi^ath Hf sefmzlJ1^£ a maa ac mzcDmed co viol^nc^ Ha w uofdifunate a thiD^cob^
acdJZfDmedcD thai iz "^a womeZj mwe/he sayz "^t v^z a din maniDJ an^wa^^ 1
IxQ^j in that mamenche se^mzlil^ a maszim Engli^ Ghandi If onl^ n v^re cbat
B a^, 1 thiii]^
WhenlinaU^ nniia ta the fdile vidL aur dn n] j, LEranda is qae zf la rJn^ Davi d
ab Du [ hiz ^riin e nd b atk hom^
"^Vhen v^z ch^ laze cime you c aUed he ^ D aia d J"" Ju as]^^ H« seranhesclu batk
of hiz oe cku ncomfbs dil^
"^ezcirda^ moniiD^'lLe replies '^Ybu 1^nDW, vp haiA akod of uode is EVLdiD^ 1
;^
doa'fhaiA ta c dl hei e^ ly d^j ycnj 1^0 v, ve ^ ccnufun eAiI^ iti aurbaod IdDLi^ v^nc
T^TC^d" ^e i^pljfs ^?he^ waii>in^ abcmt ycni CDiutaiitlv Yini nEtdlo e^Iiet
Da^d ^hd]^ a lifdc and chea ta]^ z the He iiu1^ n I pass hi nn
T UiDW, n JlOW^
Uiratida stniles 7l£ nnf as I hEVLd 1u r th^ Jack Dniii^ls niid C ol^ ^e a^l^d tnt ±ie
â– HcnrloD^ha^ yon b*e me Ein^ h*r^ I ad^hitn
'TLbouc AyETU We tnec ev Ozfaidj ^e^ itiH doi n^ he r Itlw dE^i^« chEiE When
I vas D&iEd cbjz as:] fiinnttit I vaschxavn incD can^aan^ I^jnsc met h^r, I didu'c
lau V ^at f D ddj I dj dn'f W3IU coput myself labarnrL'svay. But in thE end we dEcided
rhai i[ v^scQD ^ad Df aa DpponiJDJ t^ fir me fo pass up It's Dnly size tiiDtithSj SLd^e
can fLrjsh h^r de ^« aoyv^ys We ^vant fo ^t a ilai CD^diEnti LDtidDii ^en I ^c
back'
-WhM^hEitiameJ'Ia*-
-^arah^
^E^dl?^
lis^lil-j rcie inll, I'm half jE^ii'
1!bu are ^ ly lu cicy/ 1 teH hitn, ''chat you do LiDclookit Espe ciaHy i n cbj s p ait of
rhe VDdd " Ml randa sf cs do viL hf r iini ^e d wliid^y and C d1^ ^^!^ you ^lULa tnany
be r^ lad-.
He bhj^iES suddenly i^^scee an « tub armse d IdqIc^ and then Dwicotnpe i^sate s
TTfh a totliy ^ n "^eahj tna^e Yonljiowjf she'sch* nghf^ii''
Uiranda ^DQ [s hi m a side vrays la dK '^du »ally duiuld caHlui^Dand It's ^our
njia fir diE nEsr Kmnd^ tao '
Af Er D aia d ^ ts up Mi randa lau^u f d h^ iself ^^kd^.
'^m IE ally la dK a£Ei hi m/ I say
'Nobody else will He was TiboL co tala this asa ^im^ nc andcDniE fo diE Middle
East Sd aiE you fir that tnaite^ 3ad so am I Andbjnrijjus a chid, andj«vi^;it is
oaf safr Jbrhimin tliE ieldat all HEbassD trmchfo ^backco I la dK at hi m aod I
^nkof ^at diEy didcD DaniriPead iussd ea^ to tnal^ a tnistalj '
TLiE» If an u ncc midif ablE slence
'?a wliy did you cotnEbei^^ I ad^hei ShE be ac ev^ s, stan n^ iota ch^ boccDtn of
be r « tnpf ^ ^asSj nUi n^ che ± w re mainiD^ diaps Df bqu id amu nd and amu nd
'BEcaisE it's the n^ cbjn^cD dD Ican^ counc on anybody eIse co scandup and
^Dw thE in|uaices diai aie ^in^oah^re if I doa'f And I ^fouldn'cbe abl^ co Iha
vifhouf ^ilf if I djda'c use tn^ cal^nts id ciy and da same ^ad ^riuk Tm an dus
plan^c l!bu s^wdiase chldi^n you loLav ^ibai^s ^in%oa l!bu UiDwhowfh^n^
oafbin^hEre buc chaas IsciUbrii^^ diai cbei^^sDtiiElandof dEcency i n cbj s ^fodd,
jod Iba^ caba^ ^th diw^fh^n diio^ ^ ^vtod^ people wHuLitnwEly fzccbetnif
lU
they^ shown rtu prcibktnin eiuni^ d« tTol. Ttu z i z a m ly WDHLi^paz of hjscDiy TK^
WTUD^ people 7\ib lacliAi^, atid e^ lyb Ddy l^novn it This iz^huicinrLe fohe tiIi^
but Ihn^ CD hope cbTit wp^ 7illle7LinirL%oiirlesoti Fiut of nnf [hin1^ thu clu bu nriEia
iTuze IS ^fciD^its fM:^ ^Kiutid ititd icf qvtl ^iif^ jod if I c atl lulp f Eople aiullic thta
I^ba^ dotie m^dut^.^
Il3ij£ji aad iiii^i m^ <^uinLiefs
Tlup« pmj*it nglif *
"^hiLW [0 INFLOW [hw I am Odunnst chtn ^ aa p dliu And^at abouc ^du ^Why
didpvu si^up fi^rchjs^
"^daa'flLTLW ail Euuw«r MasDchisrin I v^ i n a iiasy dj^i ice^ I v^ oftre d this, I
didii^ 1 jiow wliw *ls* to do *"
â– ^Vhe n did you lasf sp*ak wi th 1m r^
"^A fe w tnotiths b E ±iK I let the ScTites Alon^tinTL^ a^ ?he vas a ^r^ifihic dtii^tr
whe n I tntf hf r, nowshi wads la a de a ^i h^ adlintite r iimii li Net Ybil-. Jhe nnet a
^ ^ dkTon^ VDri^, cbe ^ ^[ nnaiiiedatidlLebcni^t thtniTL house itijei^^ Novsh^'s
pi^^atic TLiM ttls cbe las[ I he aid ""
T]a yon aiHlDwher^
"^ dj d^ f^r 3L mame Li[ fhf re I did'
"^ fhiLik yon ceitajiUy cnusfhTiw to tiy to CDtnt hen and 1 JH yoni^tlf fur hex Aiid
the n^f n^ iA rju s: 'a ma me lie" ^ncb these fhiii^j IdDti'c thinly ""
Ilaa^ TLiidlookup ai cbe c^ilin^ Arab e squ^ p Titte m^ tu d tlc idss i [, sj^esfiti^a
spra^ n^ Adi^ laod^Tip e Th^ muac p auses bn efl^ ^iluk fh^ DJs switch, ^dde lUy
I [^ le s Vfeste m ±ae Ahia^juii^^ i^tniz a f a Ktlz^ tn zt-^ahe r soti^ s: airs pouodjo^
the v^s
TchinJ^ymi Juuld c ril h*r, John ^
Il3ij£ji a^ti Dandzetunis wth [hf dsnl^
"TTii re ^ thislwj ^e £tj ^ ^o la d1 j 111 j a bu Ider w the b m^^ h* sa^^s *H e ^ so diunl^
that hf 's bu ^iD^ iDu nds t] r e ^lybod^ "
Ilnj^j tn^ he ad ^ imiiD^ iigtidy fram dniJc- The Ju e r lidli^elsc of the inudd
SDtrLtntnes
"^ called m^ %idfiie Lid thou £ji Couldn^ ^[fhioii^, ^le tiiascbe aiscluDl'
"^luipe puu le± he r a Liic e me ssa^ / Mi mnda says
â– ^eSj yes I djd*" He ^lis We ^n For a trLDtneDi I fci^t pis lyduti^ *ls* Th*
trmsic I s thiabb iD^ so loudly now, and the dante AoDr i s so p ad^ d^ diai Iba^ cDdofh^
icui^cable andsa^^sc ^danc^ They^ b ocb self-c otisci ou s^ but ^at else can ^u dD
vrihenyon'iA seencbai tnuchhozKH^ 1 ^ad du tn itita ini^iio^ the ir dun] j and thea
we^ pn Ju Li^ Dui V3y I nf D die chroti^
Davi d dance s self ca rLSCiDu^y L1^ a sndentj h^ b du Lice s ju sf « tiou £ji cd che dk^tlun^
p i^sati^ his du] tiJis ta the cDpsof his cnd^d-iLi ladezliD^i^ and bobbiti^ his bands
up anddavn Tlie people azDuadusare dDi li^ che irb^st cd lad vi th abandoEi i n their
E^^naiA ^^DJLi^dres
â– M
I think af the childsii a^Uj uid the chess sec Iraqi FOVJs vichpaitity blTuzk
baodzciti [heir hf ads Wliucan I do lidw^ I thinly Wliw tatildD iiDwezEepc [iatice^
DDiu^besf ca ftn^^c nnyself Enjay tny body vrihUe Isiillhn^ on^ Whai else can I do ^
I ^0 loDse atid throw tny eoiiie hod^ ilico the dnnce^ 1« tciii^ it i^-Ji cha r c otnple tely
Whaf else cati I dD ^ 1 1>« cotne a bhj^ hannoDJ ze d p^ rie cdy co the cnuac IlaDkaiAi
jod MirsLda I s dDi Li^ hi r vtl care filly tne a^ i^d danc^^ c ami d out with a^raceU
lowiti^ tnociaa fhEU ez^re seshe r e seoc e conu i n a way rtiai nu]^ s ca rciplec^ iiinj icha
sensf^shf is cammutii c acin^lu i^elf Tib salu tely Ida tnybest id adeup cd h^ r, ap« li up
m^daiicf EHLd tn^ triDti oti fo tiiTi]^ i[ tnoie i li^ci li^ Adw h^r in Sh( mala s lid ma [idli
iD acloiovled^ tne Vfhwris« cauldo^l dsue
TLie 1j gtif s oa the datic^ADaras bliodi n^. H dw loti^ has chi s calce li ^ I chink How
loD^bas I [ t3]^ n m^ CD fe el c Dtnf^itabk i n my owii body, wi th tny o vn e us« nc^ ^^Yhw
dj[ii[ [n]^£ J Ha V much su ffin n^ SLd Du sf ly aiid de hIl did I hn^ co witnesses accepc
chc basic sanctity Df hfr^
la th« CTib lumu we laugh »Ld cell scanes A^iui rah id edjtaE aiid c:tes af lose
lu^a^ VDe We a n^ Lfichafl Jacl^saa sdli^ E^ lydiiiL^ i s hnpp^
^[ann^ w the c eiho^ fcDm tny hotel b^ d, TilDiiej I le t du [ a lon^ si^j dosf my eyes,
aad n]zrLD^r[o chitch tn^ piUo v as I leep,lJ1^£ rm haii^o^ a n co a L fe pre se iT^r i n
ilu middle of the Ailioiic
My ditams start with asin^ le^^latiDn
rtnin [hf fields aiid I csLse^ ali^t off in the disiEHLcej a ^ w Dff fh^ hDn zaa I
jQii towaids If The ni^t aj r i s si ck vifh en d^ tSj buf noiseless otheivisej cotnposfd
Ttn lumiin^ [hiau^ clu iDn^^iass aiid f lyin^ mif to ^f my free cao^e dj upiaoti n^
blades he i^ aiidchei^ asliua
Ic^ black cmcsi d« , the triDaaishaidly thei^, the stai^haw ^u t die i r dDa i^, hut the
1j gtif oa [hf honzon isjust enon^ co fLnd m^ wa^ by if Ik^ep focused Dn it Tlieli£jits
of the fovii behind me a» &din^ a Ashore
Tm alan^ I came h^re CDhe alon^, CDhe bte In the CDwn Tm a^u^^a^sf of
^T, abo^ vliD LiD-DLie lauv^ Oufberej TilDiiej e^ lythi n^ I se e bela n^ ca m^, is tn^
TLie sou nd of bail JD^ dD^ fnm the co vii is cam ed acia s fh^ ^
TLie e^as«d Jan af m^ fureanns is ncoiLn^ frotn the aj^ felling me ta turn
dKiund, ^ b ack CD the CDWiLjbut H^ep^io^ Tlielglu ^n^ws^itntrL^nal^in^fhe ^rass
^iD V3 loD^ i^ filL n^up vidL weeds Trees la Dtn dli fh^ Iidh zc n^ the pu iple alhauetces
of triDU nf ajDS.
TLiey cold mt lUTvr to came bei^j tDldi^iyaae oewrcD tame hen Tht £elds
^laul ancwaids, the tninDiof my mind in ^^ cable Ae^ My mind as stiH as the
DJ^icsa^ fur the cnd^cSj [he i n^pre ^ble b ack^iaund buzz of thou ^ic
TLie 1j gtif ^iD vs dDse^ ifs fe wuie s h e ca m^ disci nctj caai^j if separEu^s inta man^
ligtifs, abumof chem I i^ach coward iCj piddo^ up spiedj and die n, i n ics p^ n m^ c^ r.
&«
IMlfD nny 1^^Lf € s I LI rtu a^ic Df clu City Df God
Its piFiLi^ez aad splits n tlcIl up v^id, cqwpe of Iglu cia^ii^ wth the ichor
TLtiiibilf af di^Liifyj tht Iglu ics hlaDd, ics circnlMioLi IMl^che LeJic ci^KotnirL^iiu^
tnnldD^ of Du a^iuiovb^ carcifiTLiisirL
Aod thizis the Cify of Gad A bliizf Df h^^nppiii^ the J{y npaif Thei^^s on^
li^ Andchire are a nniUj oa I glicZj sp^^JLi^all lautiizon^ eiAiy wic^ cone nNdj cf id^
euh ofher, fiAiy uiice die STime Pwhsof ^dwi li^ el« cf nc ninibns ba^ hd^ h e [ ve ea
all p Di nf z A CI ly of an^l fjiv
Ewti CD 1^eri 111 i[z pnsfticf is hue cd see tny own d7d^^Lesz Euid alooen^ss la
E Dtnp aiisDLi, buf tD he AT ch^ husdt sLd cEKaphoti^ Df ch^ cif^j tht ra^ti^ cbairof
htaiAn^ If CD 1^^LDWfhw chei^ is a vny in^ ^Tite va^ up Dti %Mtv^ Thei^'s a w^ in^
a secrec stqueoce Df p whv^z le uiiti^ ca icz heartj a nad fhicni^ che byv^ys af
the Ci^wor Maiiy z^ci^cscDbe leEuii^d rtuu^ aa stci^f could ool^be hidden, lid
shadov cauld f lul^ i^majn intact inrtu luniinDus^E iod cht duiucidu z i trLm^Lial^
Dt [h* Ci*y
Ibi su nou nde d b^ a Biaille a f viodo^fslj t up aloLi^che side z Df bliuzk sl^sci^^ n^
euh with Abvp^rdtDse s^tnbal just btyDtid ch^ wiLidawpAne, hi^whjLi^ pul^n^
^ro viD^ wi th fhe bieathof thentii^i^ ArLin^iif^af cbaicts, af tna^j
It ^eal^aaiiEj^ waid
Clf N^ bf I Li^ nAscy a^ati in die trLDitii n^ I c aiit ezcape it It hDwis d^i tne ^I
hn^ nny bie 7i]^^[ « ^^ And [0 Ast andcDfEet
Fdlujali^ beea calcen AccDrdio^ ta die cele^siDti, fh^ US Manius en» now
"^triDppi n^ up p Dc1^£fs af resi sconce " CNN zhow^ ftoca^i, dh ^lully from NE C , a f a
Man nt pntci n^ a bnlle t iota a wounds d aod h aimless I iTiqi iiuui^nt, by the citne Ibi
iiDJ Ju n^ tny cofte and ma niiti^ c i^ai^cf t fh^^^ claj tniti^ cbat it waziti sflf-defrnsf
and chat tht IiTiqi was "pla^io^ p dssj m ^
Oi^on^ davTL ai cbe harcaD, tn^san^ around idl^ wi th his Faltn Pilac "Didyau
lEad tht stDiy la die tVijAin^b^j J^jZ ahouc ch^ phojphoiDus^ lit as1^^ m^ vidi a
sntcr
â– T^o-"
""This waz 7l cauplf of days a^ Nabad^^ pi cicf d up on it But yon Amencanz
are usi n% cliemj c :t we ap Dns in Falhijali Vfhice pho^liDiou s nundz ^ Hf'ssa^d th«
article cd his Palm Fila [, be pulls ic up vidLche 3:}4us and le ans d^i ca ^owit ta me.
AodsuK enou^j ch^ Mannas aie usi n% whi ce pliDspboiaus
"â– "Whicp pho^hoious bums thnsughpeopl* cotnpletely;it tuinsfh^ni inco aA It
can'cbe put out If de zoays pvur i nctzn:! oi^su if yau inbale ic Tbe U^ basa^ed
tie aiifs sa^i n% they wiH not use i[ Onc^ a^ajn^ou Ame n cans haw pmA n ^du i^lf cd
be ani malSj usi n% djify wf ap Dns ju s: in^ you accused [hi Ii^isoi^
I dannup I ^i hif wicb a w^^ of anuecy I caa'c sca^ in cbjsliDcri an^moi^ I
^
ICT
c7l£1^ de nl viAl rtu s ezuscence I tieed ta ^f due of the Euui^eSj I need cobe bxkiii
rhe Uniced ScTitez I c tlii^ loak tlI die » people I iie^d co ci^tvI a5 ^Tiw^y fmnirtus
v^raf I tTin^f M^ bre mUid^ sf aitz ^iti^ hayviie , hlack [idiil v^^ s a f tliiudu z fe at
^weep rcLf u LiEie r Wlieie am P Ha v djd I ^c be re ^ H dw dj d nny I & be c Dtne [his^Hov
djdcbe wci£[i b e ca rcLt this^rtnlen^ti^n^bLf aav rnn^cuLi^Dti a plTnit biick tD Lds
An^le z n^t ooT TLiid I don'c c Ai^ if i [ c ostz tn^ m^ j ob^ I da n'c waoi fbis j Db Tinpiiiai^,
it's ^ in^ ta Ion me I iit^d co b e back la Ame nca I dan'c caie if i[^ [he Ei^lEtripire
jod e wiycbj n^ theie izbuili DLiTLmcmLiEiDf Joilb lEian'f cni^ I want CDbe inLA lush
banr ciafLc 1j s:^ til n^ f D calki^dia 3J riDu nde d b^ [hi^e huoditd hulko^ ^Az-g^jizln^
S\!Vs,l don'c carej I ju zf wbtlc co be av^ from h^ re .
My ceHphDLit nii^ Ic^ tny e dicor
^Dhii Iba^ ati Anasa^trLEtit f^rpvu.^
Oh M
1 vatit you iLiFnQijjab I waoi p ic tu ns of che a^tznTiaib of fhc bafdc '
Ob dut
â– But buf you TfPie jnsc f pHiti^ nn* i[^ tiof siife '
T>DLi^ rum c D^iraid on tne tioWj John * tny e dita r s^z frotn hi z cotrifcitsble ofiice
inrtLe Sidihs "^on v^ie ju zf a n tht phon^ b^ ^n^ me fiirthiz ^^llnDw^vu^^ ^f i[
TLie fLgtifio^'^ t dmtd down, you ^ %Dod[o ^ nov""
Oh I dan'f nt^d cbjZj I nally danV nt^d co dD cbis^ I Jumld qaic heJic nov TtH
bjtn ta ta]^ yon du [ a f [bis, teU bj m ta hn^ yon ^fn]^£ aup Ju cz of 6 zf i^alz i n Indj a,
jo^thiD^bnc
Oh ^ddsutii [ ^fhy didlzay thzt
^i^ai IhaiA A ib ^i[ line d up tir^u in ch^ tnonun^ Ybu ^onldbe %Dnt tira
n^k, ZD bn n^ emiu^ dDthi n^ nnd Iraqi currency YbuUbt Ayin^frotn Enzia wich
rhe jrdEattalion^chMannef '
TliwJs/I Itpl^/ Th?ln^^5alot
Bound ±ii £jDiy ami I hope I z^e Ulranda a^a, is dl I c an thi nlc
I didn^ 1^ow an^tbJn^ abauc wame n i n c dIIi ^^ I djdnt 1^IU] v Eu^thio^ ab du t lifr,
jodaf ccmise I aszatned fh^ oppaa te^ fh^ ^ ly of comj n% out on the ofh^ r « nd of tn^
rtena^ ^ars k adi n% me ta fii^f thw my b ehai^ Dr sciU ^vasn^ tiiachman cban the
squiit Df a &T random horma n^s I mai Die d la ancbiapala ^ 3ad cook pbacDS fiir the
scbaol nev^ape^ nnddjd zuipnangly well B^ ^mdaatiDn, chon^, i[ v^z onl^ m^
phDco^rapby sULzdiai ^aranteedme any vori^, andlqui^d^ con^raTulaie d myself
on m^ pe i^^rsu t
CaUe^ v^u a tim^ of phantom zfiu^^z 1X\i me The zfiu^^ of balancing
VDi1>.aiLd studying and meecin^ the CDmtrjcmencz of studencl&j seemed tnjmirin
companjoa vifh ch^ sciu^e la my headj cbe sciu%g|f t\T idencif^ In coHe^e ^du
c^clulp but liffLrLf ^duisI^ uid I EieJuud tn^z«lf tg a i^cntn Ib^cTime poljric
I tn^iLhed a^iuc NAFTAj I marclmi n^nsc ^bd VAirciiD^ TLien v^ nn nn^r
in nne cIitlI I tnj jca dK ±ir m^ lEisLicif^ I fell I bad ta hon^ iCj ta d^^Alop it, I Mt it viu
vrihiit wcnilEi p iDte cf me fra nn the bi ^ bad wo^d chat Ihadfi^nd tnyself iti TLit ^»at
Evils [haf I fujod ta mse tny ^iice ^ajcut ^nn crnl^ p Eori ally draviL fro tn Ijfr Half-
qui]rancnll^, m^ feUov i^cnb atid I v^» abl^ fo peifaim ^w frws of viH nnd
I nnaEinati Dti la c daii^ imfi eeqiuI ^^znnie Lie dp cii^ c poI cy atid proje cnti^ cmr o vil
^Lli^j I tnpa [em If s and he]pl« sstitss upa n [htm It v^^as^ [o project e^iy ii^hi^
re nl or ima^ ned, thu we huifiArez^en^nc^dupaa ehl abuse of njfhonfy Faceless
tnea la ail ts VDuld be CDtn^ sf^nd-ins Ibrp Allots, te acbe i^^ basse z, pi n^^^iDuiLd buIL^s^
an^ady who vphad t^rbienon [h^ apposi[t sid^ af the baDt frotn The moi^ w^
demoDJZfd, [hebe[terv^ wauld ]t el nbouf auEeliA z Nd wondtrp iD[e 3:01^ are oewr
tal^n sfnouly b^ those lapavpi It must be abeavy buid^n [q hn^ [q play a SL^ia
^htiflgjjie fir die voddj uidb^cDnit [be fu^[ af all[hif sublimate dhostiLt^ Ttu
tnarjpulati ^ b as Eods.
Ad^i Ad^ r and I [s diunl^ n biD[he ^ hailed, vho 1^^LDV3 mifhJn^ who se^soiUy
his avii loadequacy and w^al^es Lll^f tiAiv[hiti^ else haii^d se^s onl^ a tiunor
When If ndes ^vu^^fhich is3bnDS[ alwa^Sj lee ^ b^ hDnfS[, ha£i¥dle[s ^u [hink tbat
^Du^ c Tip able of lo^ Tl IdoIj qul at fh^ wodd and anything that i[ stes that is f^i
E nou^bi avav^ itnp trsoiul e nou gtL> i[ cxLaccepc The Idvid^ ma [h^ r sioppi n% ta lovly
re ad her cbjld a safe ty notice dzi [h^ sab wa^, spe al j n% as if ^it wire shano^ tht samt
SEDSE a f discos ly wi[hbersaa Tbe wi nd [hiou^ tre es la the djsisLce Tbe vay fh«
wa dd se ems p e rfrc d^ a ide i^d and imitu HD^ at [imes
Aod whe n yau le [ SDtnefhin^ ^ t closf ftiou ^1, ^u stall [osee pvurowti re ile cf lon^
the »SDhj[iaa^ts dealer, yau dDti^ha^ to sqain[ and£^ESSj and [be n i[^ cha i TK^
ooes who ^a» you birth, [h* an*s wIid ^^ yon the ir li^ s f d b nti^ you up TIie on*
wholjfs n^zn [D ^u inbedai tiiglu Tti^ ooes wba s[aiLdb^ you Tbetnyau tear and
shie d bf c aij se yon tan^let aoybody [oncbyau l!bu hwE [hE a£ji[ a f fh^ tn h ecau s«
they la^ you and ^du haie ^uui^li EVLd sob^ e^tensiDn you haw CDpuliAnze their
iDWfohifs Because the dad^ si d^ always sf e tns so mu ch triDre t^A Faihjre se^tn^mai^
real ND[hann^[D tiy seems moi^ real
Wifh tny camera la hand I would e^nis^ my an^ez 1 wauld dDcumenc aur
maiches [be p i^paraii oUj [be c otis[iucti Dti of a ^is and piaps^ [h^ camaradene af th«
^ronp 1 vonld donimeDi [he maybemin the s[i^f[s, [he not caps EVLd [be batoos, and
I WDuld pn nf tn^ phD[a s la the school p ape r vh^n 1 ^f [be chance Tbai was vhire I
mef LIj
Lili wasawii[er Sh^ was f vo ye ai^ oldi r [ban tne She vas msf a nn^ 1 n j du niaL an
and c D^x n^ lacal polj [i cs ftrch^ PV^^ Ourediforput us Dn a^^^mienc [o^th^r
to c owr a lEAiar stnl^ of [h^ local caip^nte reunion I was 1 ni[iany b Die d with fh^
asa^im^nt hii[ die more [hw 1 1 seined fo her itnp assion^ d diaixbes oa [he abust
of utidDcutne nff d vodcf n by loc eI bua n^ sze s ^o w^» nsiti^ rtu tn ta uodeicuf the
niiiDLi, tht tiiDre I siaifedfD caiE R uhe^ I v^ maiE ArLdnnai^ eoirsu ed b^ h^ r, and
1u r ca^ij :t pn &saa ndj an Jhe v^zadArLterfDO ?tu had Juin.blMkniily h^rand
4 b od^ fhaf I nciiuj dEved tht heU DUf of nie^ Ju v^Gdu lyp^ vriholil^dfo n^^siwl^
accefSDiiz« ^ 301 bek bn ddes, ^aaiboop ^amn^ aad an alv^^pn ze nc b ackv^idz
black c dib If C9p
^e had a ceitajn way of dn^n^nie CDniplEtEly nuts, tht tnDi^ zhf iLited vith
Du thf tnDie f a^ r I vaz ca pit as andDf ccmne cbat ^f me nawh^re Onc« lieeled
m^sflf b ackin and itapp ed ciyni^ [0 win her aftc [i Dnz ^le v^nnedup fo tnt alctle As
v^ cone iDU ed VDiIdD^ on SCDI1 es f D^ ther we b etanie claH r, we b ecanie aproA s:i Dnal
rtani AJt^ra n^ wjp ape r aucin^ ai abariacDwn, f^r wfaj cb I used m^ ^^ ll>,^e
fDoktnehcitne
Jhe loLew whai ^e v^nced and Jie let tn^ Uidw, ^id^d me 1 w^s sciU clumsy
rhen ^Yh^n 1 ase ired tnyseli Jie b^canif subtnjssi^j re c^p [i w, ^1 din^ tne widiher
subtnision \W had sez ±>r ±>urhcnj i^ EVLd di^n we §lla^iep oe^ ta ^achach^r, our
azms Dn f ach Qfhf r, duu^ not emb racni^ In fhf niDniiD^ we jliDwe re d and Jie was
bashM We made bi^zAc^it co^the^ scrambled ^^^ andpotata^s, and by dita we
v^ie fn^nds a^n Wt c ontnine d 1j1>j cbat ±ir anodLer cwa maoibs Th^n Jie told
me she iD^d tne Itnmediairi^ 1 Ml diai ^e was tiyin^co caoiKil tne, asumed chw
^t was sa^n^ thai DiUy sd Jie could own me , and cbai shf was lyni^ He r djo^ and
jealous side bt%an cd etnei^, 1 ima^ntdher conscncfio^ tne li1^ a ^iderque^n,
v^ aia n% htr web aiound me Jbe started tiyin% ta teUme wbai assignmencs co ca]^
jod ^fhicb Dnes to pasnpj cued co ^^c m^ co scDp bein^ sa polificaHy lauil^d and
ticusmoie on schDol and^ the inalindi^n^jhDwca itnpia^ my photo^i^h^ 1 was
rDO yonn^ id lealizf chat shi was doin^duse thio^ because ^e djdloiA nUj and
belie wd I n me^ and voiced me CDbe m^besf lassjmtd^it was fiyio^co msupnlaie
me . Ou r i^lati onship wenc Dnlike chat fiii anodierchie e monchs, Df cald shouldcE and
mjanteipncaiiQDS 1 dtcided that 1 n^ed^d co ^t isx^ ±vawa^ from be r EwiybDd^
oeeds a sc ap^ ^ w ti r die 1 rpaj n. O n a raj ny Valenti ne^ Day e^ niacin he rbediaom
1 [old her diai 1 conldn'c bf ch^ msL^e neededj EVLdcbai if was me (not h^ 4, and chw
m^heaiT waai'c la if anyman Sh^ wouldn^ accepf n 1 cold be rl w^ska^n^ and
dun 1 did llosf
1!bu cbjld/ ^e sp w ai m^ thiou^bL te ai^ Icpjiedydos^dcbedaDifDh^rapaifment,
on [be sewnth ilaor of he r c omple k, 3ad le t sik nd^j Dp edj n% m^ nmbnUa IreL Jied
rhe sonow of die moment
l!bu lad}kiner, 1 cban^t ta m^stl^ spealjn^fram the ma^ uciaus, and a^ad,
part of my e^, fh^ bic chat ic [Dak me a Iod^ lon^ ti m^ ta naliit waai'c necessary ta
piDCfcc myself Asl wal^d f[om [he apaifmen[ infD cbe can^ntial downpoui Dn the
stieef 1 fuioed and looked ac the bnildjn^. Sh^ was standing on che bakao^, naljd,
looldD^ac me wich a±Ke Df ucf^ r djs^ sfj and de ^aj i^ de ^ aj r chEvv^DC b eyaod m^.
E^
thiit wtls 1lLl1^^LDW7lhle , ^fC^ n n^ chiit IliTidiuif Ellei^7Lte[ibiichuiaiil^ added to
Ibadh^ aloe of passiD^ ^^fn^Lidsiti toUt^, but ^erlbiul^ up with LiL
WEuhaid [D IddK M m^sflf the STime W9^ A 6 w ^an lai« i^ wtu li I wtls on asa^tneat
in CDpza Mica^ RoniTLtii a, pba [D^rsphjo^ the awe -i li^ i nti^ paUuf la n caused by ch^
tavn's caih oti black plane, b efi]» I tn^c tny vi &, a hotel cook 1 b^fn eode d a^c^d tne if
1 bad a VDtnarL w^citi^ fir me backban^
"T^o/Isajd Thew's nobody wntiLi^fcr me _^
"Titni don'[lJ^^£ wom*ti ^ he lau^M d
"Sui^ llil^ women/ I eanubatkwicb "^s oar far wiy loti^ ycm Uidw nbai I
meaa^
\Vlie n hi laij ghe d n^ ztf^ die i¥ wa^ a c old, haid e d^e bu n^ d sotnenbe re d^ep losde.
1 mi [ice d a we ddj n^band aa his iin^ n
"TDh, SD you tnesttj 1] ck and ftii^c ^^
1 laij^Led, sjddeiUy frelin^ ashann^d and not Uly Iouvid^ why, not Iouvid^
whe [her hi z u n^ as^ laa^te r came fn ma place Df ma ral djsappiaval Df me dt, mai^
wanyiD^^^ hi: ovii feeing of eotrap tn^ ntj of jeztonsy fiir youch and Am^ncsL
licEnsQ.
Some man you ai^j 1 sajd cd m^ztl^ fh^ same [hio^ I had sajd id m^»lf [h(
mDitiing a±er 1 bIa1^f up vidLLIL, wben 1 vol^np and ^ed myself in the mjiiDr I
thou £ji[ 1 ( onld ma]^ m^zeli ± el be tee rby k a^o^ h^ r, but I dj da'f Imade myseliintD
aauallermsLj andif coDkm^ alan^ume ca ma]^ icup ta m^zell
Al^r thai my poliu c z ^ceie d 1 was sciH an^iy, hue 1 ^enc so tiiachcime an^ry at
myself fi^cusio^on m^ own « scran^me nc fcombappine s andbardly se ei n^ tnu cb elsc^
that I didn'c ba^ trmcbeoei^lef o^rcDda tiiachelse Diu^becsue a p nancy My
SDiiDW ^aj ned ma n andmoi^ we i glu ^ ^oiil 1 1 sioppe d b ecomj n% a ib itati on Lifr hait
more and more It scopp ed b ein^ fjiui^ And ch^n i[ ibiHy sioppe d be id^ i] nny And
then If i^aHy i^^y sfoppe d b^ i n^ fjiui^ Andcben 1 i^aLz^d thai cbei^ would oewr
be apunclUjne Th^re would ne^rbe cbe mome nc whe n the siDimdouds de are d and
1 ^[ my happ^ ending and I was con^raTulai^d fur nnd^ r^in^ die spin tu al f n d a f
my depression whi ch v^s onl^ me su to pun ^ me andmal-j me a man Tbj Sj I iinallf
re aL zi d, w^u a 1^na [:k-1^no[:kJ d1^ If onl^l i^ dj ze d cbe n cbai 1 vascbe one telLn^it
Aler I ^raduaied, be±iie I^c my irsi phDtc ^i^b^ job, 1 spe ni a sammer dn vid^
abilJjfl la a v^i^bonse If w^e an i tnpa nanc p e na d fir m^j ic ^^ me time to dD my
best to stop ihjnk n% and, mDsi impDitantl^j id scDp me asan n% myself One afeniDoa
ooe of my hi^ scbaol fnendz, hi s ^£fnend and 1 weni fo fhe CI t^ pai^Y aod swalla w^d
abandM of palDc^bin tiiashiaDms each The cnp csae an io^d^ At ii? 1 w^s
p amnoidj piedjctahly ihaf we would he cauEjii That parsed Asl csae up 1 ]tlf fhe
^imlj ar ±in^al msh^ the i]Il-bad^ Di^asm Reahf ^ be ^an f d luamDre smDCfhl^ 1 Mt
more capped inco ihe souicej lo^d SLd ±>i^^nh^ die wodd lloa1^£d Dwr at my
fnends — chey had wandeie d ^ £jidy away and w^ie taSan^ Dn die i r a vn w^^^le n^h^
.a
Ui
NonnaHy I vcnjldhn^ ^paojc rename; lef fo ray ovn deuces oa dni^, tn^
Dund catl ([uicUy beconie cd^ic Ttus citiiEj hove^i^ cbjLi^ wqlic betcer I b^^sL ta
cDocEDiracf oa the d^ It b^ c Timt b i%^r atid bi ^^ i^ 1 1 [ook dli dep ch^ TLtid I b^ ^3a ca
fed Z5 if T CDuld set ^raduiDLiz of it ^zv^nditi^ due ilico ^tlce I »tneiube»d ^riuii
I v^2 a 1 J d, aod I vmild iDok Ev fhf d^y ATLdpeiceiiA chaf if vTG^h^ncztj [hu I wtg
seeing the cui\¥ of clu eniih I 61f a la^ii^ i nf^Ili^ lic« the i^, la d1o n^ da vtl w nne, I
frl[ ±ii^^iLe sz And ^mce latii n^ do vii upon tne fcDtriTibDW M^ be Tut be ^tlii ca apeii
up audi cauld Seiche we i^bif af fh^ lEut frv ye ni^ ^Ql li^ a ff nnf , b eiti^ dj scardtd L1^
^e^cs of df ad le Jl Lcialdti^backo^riu^pei^DrLal&iliji^s, I±iiiLid thailcDuldlDak
V the rcL Dbjf c [i wl^j aodse^ diem ti r what fh^^ ^n re the e dac midli^ b^ mal aod e nur,
of [hf h^art of aycnjii^ tnarL I cauld »e cbe pajn diw I had causedjbuc iiucead of
se elan^ CD putii ^ tn^zelf becaast Df if, I lvalue d chw i[ wajbeccer to atnpl^ i^soIia
fD valJ-. vifh tiiDre tamfi aisi Dti la tny life I Mt the wann, WD^flb-lJ1^£ cai^ss of the
DVj^iDODi, baEljLi^ mt "up, Etnpowenti^ tne to caniniDi ch^ pajnM pan: vifhouf
flj nchiti^ Di ZElf-haii n%,
Ibe^i ta frri SDtntduLi^ enTLEHLaiiii^ frotn the ground I mmed andla^ fh^^-
dovTLiti che ^rasZj ^re aditi^ tny paltns aurv^idj 6tljLi% txh i ndj vidu al blade biush
a^iuc che la-be tw^ e li p aifs a f m^ ]iD^i^ Suddenly I felf I had fo hold dli f^rdear
1j&;I could feel dit « aitb ^ itiiiiD^ andcbe id^afhai ve could zotnebov sf a^ put on
aQDib c ai^^niD^ wildly thiDU gti tht erciptiLiess of space became c otnple tely ce m^i li^
I grabbed otita the ^rasz aiidpieszed tny body co if with eA of m^ sti^o^dLj bapi n^
A^mchop^ diai I waulda'f b e ftuo^ont loiofh^ du te r daI1^^Lf sz
TLie f^rci ematiati n^ frotn cbe ^nutid b ec ame zcidli^^ much tnore csk^ble If
v^z a wairfL^ heal n^ eutl^iiduc ftjid, p ou hd^ chiDU g|i m^ celL Iclufched the ^lautid
ri^e i^ bu ^ n^ 1 1 clazerco tne Ifhou^^^ou^ a^iowti nnsL Wliai ai^ you doio^^
Whaf I f somebody z^e s ^vu li1^ cbj s ^ Aod cbe li I re nnf tnb^ re d diai tiobod^ 1^e w I was
OLi dm^, thEV I w^u ju sf la^n^ do vtl la [hf pai^Y on alaz ^ Suoda^ aJte moa n Ipu Jied
m^»lf fjnbe r da vn I nf D dit eaiih I c ould &ri some diiti^ tmanati n^ frotn fh^ cencer
jod sjddeidy Iconldu'c scop diiii]jn%li1>j a hippie I could feel che ititelL^oce of the
(anh And If v^s ciyiD^
Jesus Jf sus i] clati^ Chnst J w^ fuioed and we raptdaurDwti tnodLer, I thou^it
Jesus fijdjn^ Cbns When you^ oti psilacybin it^ not a cn^alif^ Eu^triDie^ if^
nnamidable ps^hic i^alc^ Tbe eazb was ciyin^ hai^n^fo bear ch^ weighf af us,
baviD^ ta cany us L1^ Chnst c aine d hi s cioss up Ool^fha Its sditow wits nune
My a Willi fr se eme d itia^i ilc aiif la c Dtiipai SDn, my loJlaied dnunas and tnise ly,
(wa tiiy ra^ ai die evQs of che vudd sfetiied cnual Iti diisli^t if dllool^d the
sme;jiist ma» people A^in^^ach afh^r and siotnpin^an the settle ly Dropping
into ecolo^cal [ime I stlw myself asjnsf ooe tnore weed^^mnf^d its aHaf ced f itne ta
^ nn^ up, ^e am ±ii the suUj i^ach i ts p i niLadf and thea ^Hj viLi n^back inco the soU
ssa
Suddenly I [houglu^ [u> vutid^r ili^y teH ycnj ch^ [i«^L^f in fh^ c«Literaf th(
EAith Th.^y vTLiicfDhide duscuthfEam people sobuH^.
I cndfdup I LIED abiillaiLd [heasMup.biu Jun^ch^ ^ras off rc\y amns TinEi b« .
My fD^nds v^re sciU fdljn^ ta «7lc1l DtheiTi frv ^Tuds av^ At ii^c I TTHiced id ^
and t3ll>.ca dumbnt ch^n I [hougluH ^^h ^a^bacl^ fh^^^ calljrL^abDuc sonuchiD^
b erm^ n du ni diTit's foo p^ nDnTil fur ^u [oh^ar IsQDdup and W7ll1^f d o^ r fo a p a^
beach^ sw dovrij andbe^an fo bnathe as deeply as I ccnjldj sill ]teljn%du ^varm
susuiTEVia ns emanan n% froni ch^ ground
I dropped ni^ CDnscicnjausf co my ches andlool^d invaid I could ±el aH ch^
ac cu mnlwed self- inAic te d nru stiy Df my 1j & accin^ [be i^, huoch^ d oa mc likf aainipja
biui»d andsvDllcn dtsc^szdt^p imide Ipuc my n^bif hand a n i [ and suddenly I Mt
that I c Duld he al iCj I diKcctdenei^fKimiu^handincci du chasm lam^ cbesf and
p Du i^d all clu ht dj n%lj g|i[ andlo^ I ccmld fLnd I ncD 1 1 Ttu ab zc e s b^ ^ehl co d^ sec ate;
liiLally, aJte r a & V mjiu] [e z, I [ bust Td^i nspcmie d finh from 1 1 EVLd e lupce d out of m^
laaloadj i^her cban pb^ac al b lie the infrctedilchof [he voundpoui^dout of m^
as i^wemotiDn Ibe^an cz>in^ EVLd akhou^I was M^ io conciol if 3f iint — if hEd
be^n almozf cwo ^an ance Ibadlasf cued — it quicUy fuioe d fmm aaall f e as i ncD
hu^, cbu niiD^ zabs 1 clutched my hsLdcom^cbezc.&^ljD^chf abscess disioiecfand^
AoaHy be ^ n ta he al^ [he b lol^a ti ssu e b e^nnio^ to Uiif itself b ack co^efh^ r
llaol^dup and my fn e ads we re neu id m^ , IodIjd^ conce me d.
^[^ alii5li[*I said "TTus is ^od, tbj s i s O E Tbj s i s i mpa nanf *
Th.^y nDddfd, beld m^ ^onldei^ 1 fell ^ly human Som^ cbj n% bn £ji[ cau^t
my eye;fhire wei^ a fev cav^i blDc1^s of apazfuiencs across fnimus, and some [hio^
luminous and vliic^ vas ftjfcenn^ in fmnf af Dne If v^sjnsc a drop -cla ch han^o^
from the ed^ of abakaoy thai was b^ i n^ paj nee dj bu t fur aspic s^ c Dnd I re ^sce i^d
I [ as an ao^l, andl diougtif:
Yon ai¥ ±ir^^a
Aod the sob chw canne neu emanw^d from such ade^p place that it feh as if it
hadcDme frombefure Ihade^nbeenboia
When Iput my own soznTaeKt co the mjseiy IhaiA seea la the Middle Ea^^
1 am shanned Pi^diccdily 1 can^ clunk of myself as an^chin^ othei chan a whining
sni^lj n% Amenc an brat Euc fhw^in ifsel^ is aoach^rci^p af che e^ Bein^djw, la
andaf ifsel^ isco eusc in a condition Df su S n n^ Kno vi n% diai you a» moital, and^
more pre sji n^y, fhw fh^ p eople ^vuIcha ai^ mosAj is ta ezdst insuf&nn^ SnffenD^
I s sufCe n n^ and^ bf I n^ inliDJ te inoanirej ch^re is mi measare fiint
M my li6 l^A been loaiin^ la cbe ocean of my s^nsfs, stiu^glin^ ta peroeiw
beyond the coniines oi my Dwn djn I^ loo1^f d fmm mi ifh co saudL and seea only
thehDnzon 1^ la d1^ d from e asf ta we sf and si e n anl^ cbe bom Dn l^^lool^dat ch^
claudlfss abyss eAioia aodfhe black abyss be lov
^
I IddK uid oil »nAj uidlprez«i\% ^nth ray c siu i^, atid ^itLai dD Isee^
I dDFi^ stf hen^Li 7\iidl dDti^ se^ beH I jse i^peMia^pTLttenis I doLi'c ste tnach
that's dj ft re nf banndTL^ ta day Ise^ peDple nze up aod I zee peoplt puc Eiowii I set
the Warcbai tie wre Lids I se^ people tiinldti^lDW aod I lee peoplt fjclati^ I zee die
Ftiotiey v^ scramble f^r 1 see people Jbllo vi [i% fh^ i r dxeTimz, sioppi [i% lulfvray aiiEi
IE nlii iD^ fhf ^"lA f^r^f [ea vtiEV tliey VEie MIdwi li^ 1 se^ fhoz^ same p^ aple bi^efciD^
howcoba^ tie w dreams
YaulDakx clu wci£d^ people and ta]^ tlitmai fM:^ valae , atid yon »e the same
stoiy Ttie n cb « aii li^ the cbjldren oi die pa dp ChddrcLihoni ^nchmt itiLiDceoce A
d^iD^ aiid decani n^ wa dd
Ei]f if ycm iDdk ai chem wich bi^^Liesz^ EVLd if ycmlLa^ ±>i^^[i pvuEel^ then
ycnj zee die wiy fM:^ of God Aod chEV i z cbe tiue m^asuie Df Mati
A±er thai su nriDie r I zf aired wod J [1% as SLicif^iaat AP la Ne v "VoiIl, doi ci^photo
de^lopin^ atid waj [id^ ti r my h i ^ chance I^c i[ ^e ci I vaz aszi^Le d f d vadcvifh
L any Feinman.
It was a wiy uoceirajti fime in m^hfr Tdjust left school, andb^^n co lealiie
diat anillcially inlatin^my p^isDnal ^mociaiLal Juifcamjn^ inco mai Dr p i^sume d
&lare z v^aL'f doiD^ Dvjch ta mo^ me alon^ial^ I v^s sciU afraj dj sciU ^nac1^ d vifh
u nee itaj nf ^ aod oebulous &fljD^ of ^sae and gjjdc, stiU lajlin^ in daJ^iesz ^Vliar I
ne ede d^ I ±1[, viu a »al ^iDHj diaip diocK, aodl^f it
^ui^iz a blackbiDcbe ihood/ be told m^ aacbe ]ira day I met him "^[^ ah^ll
of a vay ca m:4{f ali^n^ Fe^din^Dn the miseiy of ocbei^ VX^^t^ %i¥fd^ fi^rhonar
and [lauma SLd the d^sciuttion a f li^ z^ h ecau zf viduuc fh^m we ^ hom^ wicbauc
apaycbeck Andic^ ch^ bi ^^ zf 1 j ck 1 1^now Dod^ n% tiioital dan^r f d phoco^raph
w^u Oncf you ^i addjcf^d ta fhaf^ John^ you ceu'c ^back Ycm^^t zd habicu ate d
to die adiEoalin^ that y\yu vun'c l^ow ^fhEU fo do with pvuEeli wlieayou^ not in a
w^uzDne Ybu^^eod dme mandu due in zam^ hellbale aiappin^ phofoz a f ele ^n-
ye ar-Dlds fbin^ che II KalaJuiiko^ I ncD cbe aj r wlile j acl^ d up oa FC F^ ^ tu n^ Ju cz
af the c^miledf^es Df soldie i^ du nn^ aj r raj dz, phDcoz af zf ai^n^ i^fi] ^ es la i^maf e
mcnj ncaja p asse z Ycnj^ diiii]^ ^di]\^ had all you can siomach and ^duU hop ana
plEHLe backed ch^ Sidt^i furchiee tiiondizof i^cupei^ion, andycnj won'cbe able to
cd{f It Ycnj^bf Evsame paii^ and^^iybady around ycm will be tailing ab du t hDW
homble ic iz ch^ mail^f^ down a 6 w poincz^ a r how b ad zacb SLd such mo^e iZj or
someba dy win ^ lU ZDme i^d wine Dn the whice dia^ c aip ec and ic^ cau zf aha^ zcene
andpeDpk wiUbe zci^^chin^ and pvu^be scandin^fh^re dunka^ Wbai the fjck
are fheze people c dl j n% ab du [ ^ Wliai die fickdo they 1^now abouf che wodd^ And
you^haiA id e^cuz^ youi^lf ca fh^ baihiQDm and^vuHbe s: SLdjo^ che ie scaling at
you i»lf and ba w msky nevpremMnie ^i^hais ^u^ ^f , and yaull b e dunkn^
Jet?} I do ffrzs Yonllstop ^in^onc Yon ^ sc ay home dn nlan^ and smDl j n% dape and
zsi
lumurL^old tnencnl dps of cdI1« tl^ es yan^ vuri^d wich ^riui^^ b^ « li 1 jHe dj Dwr
andaiA^ TLiid^vu voLi'cbe able ca ^e clu vudd, aad ycmll zf an co ^ 3:ir craz ^^ uid
then you^ ^ back Ycmll^ straj g|i[ h uk co corcibat 1>« c sase af e r a c« itaj n poi nc^
^Du VDLi^ uodedaiLd sk^thio^ else "
1 dj dti'c briif iA hiDij of cDUEe 1 thcnjEjicbe v^sTLbictertnTLiiatidhe wasfiyio^ tD
dissaade tne frcmi glDiy^ b ecTiu z« chw^ ^riiai b icf er tnta [io f d eiulu] stlscic tn^ti
Lariy vtlz frann clu ^eoe itlIi Dti of wtu pha co^raphe i^ ^riui bad ennitd their
c i^deD£i3l^ I n cbe Ball^^iz, SLd Rwanda Hf'dnrLE^ hj s li un^ domtrLEiui n^ v^i^ [bat
^ly 6 w people cared abcmtj ch^ i^ioi^d atiDcifi^s of cbe CLnfon yeai^^ thai ven
b aclc^iautid aiuuiysLces an fhe tii^hdy tievi fir tnosf Ameiicans Tbat tnust haw
we I glud be avQ^ Dnbtn.
■TAThat aie you afcu d ot Jobn ^ be ad^£dtne while I sat by him as ht wenc thiou^
a di^ till AaJLC aid of phofos he had f a]>Jti Dn assi e^mie nc i n Ka za^i^ dio vid^ m^ hDW
ta ciap andpi^paie itna^sin FhofoJup sa thai I could da the nst of ih^ tard fur
him
"^daa'd^ow/ lie pled ^'tniLOf re^illy afrajdDf much ao^triDi^ ""
""Thx^ I nf eie sf iD^ Idoa'fbeLe^ pvu^ of cannej bu i if^ i nc eie stio^ that you sajd
'anytnoE ' Wliyisthat^
Tfrelljtal'^CDtifioniedfear^
"TTios* * h* snappe d b atk, "^ait thp woid^ of a warjoumij sf , I hais to say Tbat's
nDC a c Dtnpli me ni, thDse ai^ iht wo rd^ ihw ma^ well ^^t yon lolled ooe da^ Mozf Df uz
arein^ dLai^duu^ VJ^ leH onntl^s fhx we^ ^ id^ f d war i n ordei lo dommeoi \i,
btcaijze ii^ a noble calling hue re^illy we^ ^iti^ theie ta coofrotit ]tar Eecausf au7
luAzare mnb^ic If^cbc oiUy thio^ we Ijuw^
1^ AeLn^ ajdck ev th^ hack oi fh^ heLcopct^ heaiiti^ Lariy^ wurdz nn^o^
tiut iti my headyef a^ajn ^ 1 c an se t below i z sandj a half dazenoihtiheLcDpieE
Aankus Th^ fwo Manoe z ac loss fn m m^ ai^laDkn^at me blanld^ while 1 dutch my
ziDtnacb and make occasional ^a^^n^ mof la ns Th^^ cold m^ noi cd ^ai b^lbie fh(
ili^tj Df couEe 1 wenf die ad and had amiciowawhambui^rai die b aze , fhj n1dD^
It WDuldbe small ftioii£ji oof co matcer Ac pi^senc Tm ^^Ijd^ thai fhjz w^e a most
un±]injiLate decision
"^e wr nd la a hfhcoptc r be fire ^ ih^ Sergeant adasframme az1^s
â– T^ope-^
"^Vellif ^Du ^f la cbiDW up, da n'f b t ^y G ec if out fh^ door and ma}be you^najl
acouplt af iDsur^ niz aa the w^dDwu""
Thf chop of die heljcopf^r blade z iz Dwipavpiing my stosez and pu Jung m^
incD crane e Tbe nDiz^ he^ioz lo scramble m^h^ad to fh^ poini whei^ 1 siait ca luar
p aiie niz and wa ids « meigf Tlie blades^ "^dtxb death death...'
Thf S^rgeani acioszfromme iz w^ an nghe a?y £jazse z and haz a ihin John VJaieiz
^
DunistTLclu , be ^ ob^ cmsly weH-builc undtzTLf Tith his Iti]^ j m1^ [ TLie j 7lc1>jc^ tl Iq^dj ly,
it's be En too hoc to veAramiardaiiLi^ the sutntntE NovrtLai cht ve uh^r^ caol^ d,
US ^iDuiLd f^rcf li^s 7\j^ sli^tl^ le sz e ^ todnble . Du HD^ rtu Ai^t he ^ be e n ilL n^
me And the Fnvate CDhiskfij ^id's b^ i n^ ^ipp e d ca FaQuj dL ±ir che ±m [imejnon
vhx^ b Ef ti happ EDJ n% a n che ^zDuod
"CMy c D tub Ev^ bell Jl When pvu'i^ iti cemcoiy 4bai yaur^neiuy^befn ^LmdiAX
vifhsace fh^^ wei^hDiUj ch^re^ aIqc Df xs1^s^[n] L^n\ affaid to ceAc^ They^cDtne
V you [hiau^ nUeys, u n[ie i^idu nd p asa^ z, jeciet noolj and cratini^s chEU you'iA
^t aa ^iray of 1^^LDW1 n% Tib Du [ Oni minuet yau chitikyou^ iti a de ai^d are a, the nezv
ycni^ ^[TlIi^ ^ntiTidf iti che twiddle af yonrhutTiljDn Lu d jly firu z v^^ ju zf b^ e n
^in^nh^ad atid 1e '^L n^ "jAiole cicy blDc1^^ be fure p idci e diti^ inco chitn, d^tnolicion
creTa}le ""
*Wi3i vt could just aeuf ion botnb ch* Tihol* plM*,^ [hp Pn^ai* thiips in with
He^ A CbjcEHUi lad, lun^c^en or cwenc^, he^ %Dt ^^dan"" [TLttaoed aciozzhjs nglu
bic^p EtoD^ wi [h a p ar Df die e and a clova mad^ H e ^ hosier ^ i [[i n^ tobac co auf the
viodDV chan fnljn^
1!^ah I^ sun that would ^o downjuzf ^w with tht papei^ lait fhEV n^^
be ad J in my dji^ttiDn I nod^ my fM:^ mdidup wicb nsasta "^^ nac ^nna say
rhere haai'c been coHaiend damage la fh^ laze weelc^buf if^ not li1>j fh^^ wei^a'f
^lAn a chance Mozf of cht civQjans Aed che cicy befii^ vp zaUediipj and Fntne
Ulniite r ^awi^ be ea aa cbe ajnraws [elLa^ p e Dple ta su n^oder dj c^ and tasy If a
frw insui^^nts clunk chey^ ^in^cD da an^chio^ Dchercban duow a frv nuisances
in [hf W9^ of [he ^atezf w^u machine inbjzfDiy thea they^ jus suicidal^ insane
biaiicf Arjtnals df sezn d wbat they ^c^
'Why duiuld they do anychin^AUawif^UscbemcD^He^beinEncishiDielL^nte^
i^^ ance cbe If^BOSj h^^s a VJ^sceni puppet and^ tiiDsc of aH, h^^s Shia Fdlujali^
masd^ Suoni Wliy ^ould die^ thinly Euythin^ Dther than thai he wants them dl
deadJ*
'Rick If A ta v^ie ad's a f Dwelbe ad/ rhf Plicate s^s His te ech ai^ staj ned a de ad
black wi th f Db ace o
VTepasssom^ tim^ laaleoce
^LnpnraySj diis^ b^en a cnumph oi mjLtary sci^e^/ the ^ei^eanc inte^j^cts
a^^r a few tnomencs "^jCiOCi Df us wpdi in dieip and we bnu^ ?,0CiO allied Ii^is
TTfhus ^e put fo^ dier a t ad^ fisrc* — we ^f f d^ ther Regtne nc al C otnb w T^am 1,
built aiouod Isc Manoe Re^menc, aod Re^mencal Cotnbw l^ann 7, hoik anund
7th Maine Ri^tnent Each of fhos^ Re^mencs ^f cvo mnftited Marine Rile
Bate djDns and Dne Army tne chanize d iD^mtiy batcal Dn Re ^ mental C Dtnb w T^am 1
is put to^cber widi 3idLi^ Aimoi^d Reconnaissance BaicaLon, 3id E attalion, ^ [h
MaiineSj 3id BxcaLoUj Is: Mannes and ^od Eattalion, 7cb C:tvaiy Cotnbai l^am
7 IS almost diat well eqoipped Tliea^n %Dt Bladgacl^, an Ann^ En^adej fhe^ were
Zi<
then fol^ep fh^ «Lieiu^ aw9^ fnnirtu R t^tneoi :t C omb m T^ams wlide [hey v^tit
oafijU fmnf nl assaulc ThTLt'jTilDt of iirepo ve ^ SDti Thiit^ zonnf af AmencTi's iuie
A^hnti^ tneti ^0 Ihn^ thenttnost i^^ect ±i£ Ttuse ni^ men^fhohaiA earned [h(
ngtif [0 call cbetruel^s AmexcAns, because ch^^ Uidw du pjsce w« p^ cd he [he
^TLies: c Du nf ly 111 fhf wo^d.
"^Ve CATine in cbrcnjEji ch^ tionb aiiEi ^id Li^ AirfLOi^d openid up [he aicack
aciDSf rtu Eupbrat^Sj fh^^ secui^d FnUujah Ho^iceI EVLd clu cvohnd^s cnjt of ch^
cify wlile Elac1^ ack f Dok Du [ an [hf « sc 3p« route: lartu south By ch^ finu che suti v^:
up we'd diapped a tiec annitid the cify aiid staled if wth complete pi^ciaoa Tliea
3id EMcalian^ ^fh Mantles came iti chiDugh [ht luntLvtst atid [Dak A1^fy seccioa
of apantne nf hid d J so we tonld ^f ati rievxtdpoatioii, w« ^t stupe i^ up oti fh(
iDdf n^t Hiray c :4{iti^ DUf the ttiqj aliuite li lu niu n^ thiDU gh the cifylil^ todouach^s.
Thw^ nny baic dj Dti, we ^nre luniuLi^up sea is wicb mac hi tie ^ ns SLd amtiiD vhile la
fjU h Dd^ armai to ^ec che are a secu i^d ntuk cht em tiiy was ta] j ii^p DcshDts ai us with
iDckfts It v^s die ey bu t wtLe Li ^Du ^ i n acf ion wi th h i^^ me n of chat calibe i^ nnd yon
^f {^od nbo^ lookup DU[ br^vu^^DU dan'chaiA mi frar Ybu dan'f thitik l!bu stap
ta cbj Li1>, aiid you ^ de ad n ^ic fhtti anddien Yonjnsc^c che jab done
"^e an'ifhile vt ^c ?Lid Eattahoii, 7[h Calu^iy SLd 3rd BaicdjDti, Isf Mannes
in a double -c tarn doio^ a ^adi-atid-bnm thiou^bLclu cicy TLiey^i^ c o tin n^ down likt
ati ati^l vifh A Asuj Li^ svurd, siia^i^e^iv ilisji^di cht^ se e, kiAL li^ pure deadL
thiDugti [ht cit^ at fDp ^eed Thtse fijcldo^ insar^ncs, paidaa my lan^a^, ai^
^[tiLi% 111 cluir ^es, scieamjD^ their [iaI1^A-dud^- aUali-allah ^i[, chest gjjyj ait
scm^ up nady co djej SLd leady co [a]^£ as tiisLy Mantles vifh [hem as du^ can^
but our bays just biu ^ cbenn Dff wich cotiiplece piecision and piuA ssi Dtialisrin The^
ta]j the [ma station in fht nosb end EVLd the insjnEei^ blDW a bale thiDugh cht
tiesde, Bradley [an1^^pauI chiau^ and deviucait fht eoemy Dn cbe cchti adt Ttu
whole sc e nt's n^te Du s f D wwch, anddaa'f fi^i^c the wliole cime we'iA ^f AC-OD
^n^iipSj anlltiy and aicra^ pouodiD^ dit city FiDtii che pDsinans wt^ cdctn w«
just ju ^^ niauf oui w^y idid cbe cif^ coi^ and ca]^ the i^st of Fallajah We iDscjust
D1A I a daze n tiiea bu t v^ c apcu i^d Dipu t on i ct mas of die insai^ nc s la die cicyjfht
ooescbat escaptdba^ cobe »al cu niu n% sods of b icches '
"^of fht knd pvu^likt to meec in a nazrav aHey^ 1 leply He siiid^i^ Ibaw a
haidntiie widimiljfaivptnDnnel, e^ecially offcctis 1 ind it hard not ta aufotiiwically
set them as ste ltd [^pts^ and le dac e themca die hiie d-1 Jllei c anc aTu it I vasrajstd tD
set them asfLlLn%.ln the aiiallpenads of timt Iha^ spine spe a] j n% vifh soldjtis^ 1
ha^ lai^l^±>uiLd chttii cohtj abo^ aH elsej uoaw^it of die lai^r c onte Kt thai the^
Hx incD The^ 3^>^^ andlai^, tiiea wlio aie doin^ j obs^ vifh litile titiit id 7dx wh^
they aie doio^ cbase jobs OffLctis^ likt the ^ei^anc acioss from tiitj ceod co haw
their situation boded dDwa to a &v namv opini DnSj buc ±>rdLe mosf pait diey'it
licde difCei^nt frotii fht ^luncs chey ^ia oidei^ fo Tliey'it all pair Df die chajn of
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lET
coiumuidj SLd « wiy p EOf of clu chajti of connDiatiii h^ la ca nmiicia ch^ &cc [huclu^
ba^ been [mmd TuiEibiucTiliiedfD do I [tie nnai^ fhsL tiUov CDnnDiands Ih^y Tue
^ly ^odM [hfirjabs
^Uitid if I c :4{f apicrun^Ia^ TK^ cvq nu li look CDV^rd^ th^ camera, vifh L tde
chnn^ I n rtu I r bi Til « ^ i^saa ns Ic^ alnriDZf inipo^ble CDl^^p tht c Timtra ste uiy in
rhe belie op te ^ bu 1 1 brae e i [ a n my 1^^Lf e Zj fo^e a fr v :« cf iti^j [n]^£ a de ep bre adi and
mana^ focame ouf vicb ^balfu^ay dec eat distal sliDt I ^ [ fhi ni frame d a^ no: the
(ndle sf zsLd behind cbem
<^i^n a mome nf ^ le ^1 [e Iscait co chink ah out MiraLda a^ n^ dDi n^ cbe aH-coo-
builiar, and±itik, mental dance of tiyin^ to ii^i^ due what a vuman may or may
oaf be dun] J n%. Wi4b ch^ ^on notice of my depaifure Td h e^n unable ta do much
other than p atk, I had s*en Mirandabnply in the momj n^ how*^i — shp was sfH
av^fin^htrneKt a^^imenc Dand wasoavh^re coht seea Wlieal [oldberabouf
my fljglu fo Falluj ah^ hf r tnood immtdj aiely dad^ntd
1 think yon an craz^fo a^ne f d fhis^ Jobn/ she sajd "3d soon af e r cbe i^icio^?
TLie cif^^anAi^ VTby an you a^i^ein^ca dus^
TLie more ^it e^iesfed CDnc^iUj fh^ moi^ my q vil uoc eif ajoiy b^^EU co &df,
aadfhf tnoi^ m^awiisense of pnde 3ad machisnriD be ^i f d asfenicself
^etaast ic^fh^ n^ chin^coda^
Jhe %a^ me a %i^^ ^aid la Dk
1 want you ta call me in a 6 w days and ttH me yon^ aHii^t/^ie sajd ^haiA
EDO many de ad fn e nds dready.jDhn^ She handed m^ her sateUice phone m]rfibe^in
jQ absjidly i^cDnte^tuaLz^d cancwure of cbe a^-old ma£in%iin]al 1 promised ta
can
Lfiranda^ h e^ n in ch^ ^ame a loc lao^^ r chan me War camspa nde nc z don^ haiA
a wiy lon^ shrif 1j & Th^ ^ ha^ h nalcdo vm, fh^ ^ deiAlap debihf wid^ addicti ons^ cbe ^
^i Un^d Al die Miy lease, ch^^haw id vicn^sz za trmcb honor and safCe r chiou g|i
rhe »n»les death: af sd many fn^ndz and associai^s fhw a^^r a few ^ars la the
ield [hf I r bra^^^do wiUbe has1>jd due anddieyllb^ frajl and shwf tied Th^^^ either
q\2\i, Ajp out Dr cia^haEkco fh^irhom^ counaies co ta]^ ofilce posicionz in dieir
oevs a^ncies Thei^'s almost mi reca^cioa made in che j onmalisti c piafrsaaa of
rhe fzoieme p sy ch olo ^ c al sri^ss thai v^r c orre ^aode nis ai^ placed in Fro^ssiDnal
connsfljD^ I s nDC a j Dh pe i1>- W^ "» e^^cced ta c op e^ Dr look f^r a kss fJamDiou s and
Imponanc*" jab
If you^ starting cc shoe dawii, if yoo can'c frri you r e mDti onSj if you 6elL1^
yoo'i^ la d^ d dDwn inta a njonelj if you 6elli1^ you^ oned^, it oiay alreadyb^ [dc
late/ Lariy Feinmanbad told Die Juinlyhefii^ 1 caDk the Bagdad asa^kmeoi On
(d^e doe^'c e^xd^ wadcasanaEcunve de scnprDi a f die lasr seiA nd vi«1 j af m^ li A j
doin^alamiD^ standaaad^ncisi^diillcDmesabit close n
We^ iDsan^ , aH a f US If we^ e mbe dde d virh cioop Sj v^ 'i^ subj e cc^ d to ch^ same
Si^
6
amDunf \>f [iati^r [hu cUdse fioDpz an If ve^ due dDcutne nnti^
sulij EC te d f D the same ArfLOUDi a f diiii^r rtiai rtuize cn^lians ni^ Aiid^n ^ chtiE by
cba ice^ CD puc dui^Iws i n barnri": v^ 1i1^ tliTit I thjnl^ dicnic Dnrjel P«7li1, ^riui has
becoDie a zymb d1 fur nH of us lep Diti li^ i li the Middle Ens^ 1 idimpp e d nnd b«ht ade d^
the 1^ df as i^le Eue d by ^ 0,ae d^ a ^ar laif r VJf 'k nrioti vaf edb^ p n de aadmon fhaa
acDuch af ^lyeunau VJ« fhiiiA oti bu nnsL nu »iy, nHof ns, da cu tn^ titi li^ i [ ±ir th^
warjunljes ^^d cd thtir tek^aotis SLd carcipucti scnens la che canUbif af their
ci vtl ba nne s \W fra^fhicni^ the hatnui wrecl^a^ , coHecti li^ ^e nns of safbnD^ — a
child wth A ^iMte i^d braj Li v^^p I n^ ^ i^ inche af eznrLEutL of a maif at xf ukj A^ua
c Dtnb 3C su be I ^L%plcl^£d apait b^ wild do^ We c^lloucel^sdiM we aie dDcumerLfiD^
the tiudi of w^usD cbai ch^ paLticians aiid di^ uicei^ back home caii ste vhx dity
hn^ wiDu^j set whM cbeirrTuzist fear EVLd itnpenaLsf ^edis re^oosbl^ bi, MLd
our e dicDi^ oe ^r mil the wost p i cmres, cell u z oe wr fo stod themiLi the iint place.
Thf^^ u Linnail^ [ablej nup :tatahk fo cbe caste af cbe public And zo che tiudi zca^
bnntd Tlie public »ez a^T^enEiic itna^ z of baiile ladie sci^^cs of Fdluj all, se e z
that wf baw oiUy lost si ue ea Anne n caa li wz lachi tneleej SLd zays, Oh^ w^Il^ cbai'z
LiDC zobad ThEV^ onl^ cobe e^tcted War is war, aJter dl Aod ili cbe meaiicinie^
we lau gtif er atid rspe aiid up atid »nd fo &fd a dyi n^ machitie And fhx ^ibjcb
the public dats tioc zee zcays auc of ch^ public's c Dtizci toe ej atid dit machitie C3a
cDLicinue [0 lu li, vpH-oiltd, hsLdz de sl Aod tht fzuzctoce oi ch^ abzoluc^ haibaiicy
p eipe tu aied by cbe AmencarL ^o^nitnetit rerfiaiLiz a pMosophic al prohk tn dli tht
Iti^l Df £jDhal wanui n^ or die piezftit-da^ sumval af die M^ ^alodoa ^lail-.- lach^
ah ze LICE Df ati^ o^ rwhelmjo^ e^deoc ej ch^ pKiblemis e asily i^noi^d, aod de a ^laied
the f*mtoiy af "le fti zf e lire miscz ""
I thinly of Lfiraiida^ clildi^ti^ ciu zade If p^ aple catiiiDC be fi^iL^d to acl^o^ded^
the reaLty of war lachis a^ — dit a^ af CDtal tne di a saru i^i dli, of dj%ic A came raz
atid weblD^, wlitie ati ima^e orscaiy capmred Diit rcjtiuf^ catihe av^able Ibrch^
whole VDdd to st^ che oe^t — then chey viH oewr acljuvlfd^e ic Tbe^ viH oewz
botbET^ iDokai cbe fcuits of ch^irlaboE, of cbeirlai^ hxied, atid ch^ cikI^ wHl
re rciai Li nticorciplef e Re^DFiahlic^ bifh^ze ac [i dliz will lieia rbe fa]^£a
Euc ±>r die masc pait chose wIid loak fir the tiucb ali^ad^ Uidw iCj and fhozf
who csL'f bf bdch^red wiHoe^rsee btyDnd the liezpnseiued ta themb^ cbe mazs
medi a cbat bas h e cd m^ a tiionsiKiat^ in aur a^, a caipoi^e and zcEve-iun v^apoa
EDntiDllcd in tocdb^ onl^ afiD^handi]l of people And fh^ pe opk vho could stap
thiz war — the lAiyan^s vho aathoxz^dic wi th fh^ i r i^oranc e and the ir tiu s: inmea
who ne^ rbad dif I r be z[ inte i^sts in Du nd — remain ade^p^ cnd^ d up in ch^ fecal hLss
of cbe ir CI ny li ws^ ±>i^fU of cbe ir bistoiy, of che ir ide nc ine z and of the cnj^ powri
that chey cauld wield JLonldch^^ cbaozf And people l1l^£ me scnj%g|f ca Juv them
reaLty, and wf &ilj SLd wp anl^ de zf id^ aurseliA z i n cbe proc e s
Thire iz, Df coui^.an eiAnmDie fn £|iceDi n^piDsp^ c c, aoe chEvse^mze^n man
Ijl^fl^. It IS thEvpeDpl« [io cTiTe^ And I [ stiH Eioesti^ triEvctr
I put tn^ he adphon^ s I] ^k DLi atidkati ca the n^hi ade oi the hriitoptei^bfirL^
care M oaf fo itnb Aancf i[ W^'i^ conrjti^up dlicIu duc ^ j its a f FtQIuj nh dDwti b«lDW
TLie dmfHe ^ws nne The Lib^itiiies
A^ we TifipKixh Falhjjah tlu sua^ alniosf dDvn, thei^'z Ai^d-^d glo v ccnuj n^
off [hf Eupbraif s^ aad ofi clu hu^ dou d Df auolcf sLddebnzchwisluiiAiiD^aKiutid
^ cit^ A ti^ Df It IS h ILdwi Li^ off If, lie up »dh^ che suUj siinldD^ due across the
baiizDn The saLis^c'samTiziD^DLie of du]s« holocTiuJC ^scu vhire [he d^^p^oied
lJ1^£ satidscan^ By die utne v^^ Dwrcbe cify, the sjii'sdowTL 3ad the nnaf a r ^anire
v^ sf« DUf che ^ntidDW of che heLcDpcerTue the fLi^sIcup spai^cnU^ aicnitid the
penpheiy nndche cicy coie If win]ld ticirnnally be che tinnf Ibifh^ c nd co piaye i^ buf
m hf ar nDthiD^jnst clu sou iid Df tnuhi n^ ^ti fli^ nnd fh^ de ep, c Dntnsa ^ blasf s Df
maif AT e ^la a ODS itite nnif [eail^ dj^djii^du aleoce
ThepilDC njzns fo [^n us vf 'i^ be ^ [uu Li^ cmr de see nf , [hf th»e af ns i^maj li sde nf
as v^ bf ^Li cbe drop The ^niid thzDu^bicheheljcaptfrisiLicndibly ileiL^jIchjfch tn^
biL^ TLiid squ iDi a^atisf die idaj
Vfebj[ the iTLiiditi^ p ad TLiid se [df Then are nnaiiLiesiiJiuiirL^aiautid^cfiti^ the
belie Dp [e r secu Kd, the tvo^^saciDSf fromniebap Duchebi^ e^ lythio^'s haLll^f le d
dovTL atid fhf ti hflp tne ouf I vrap alce^irlbougtif iti Basra mDuad ray ^^ calc^ep
frani ^ [[i n^ s^ndblaite d
TLiey s^c rci^ up t\T che iii^f in trLa]^fslll# houatis^ chey ^ec me a cot and a
blanlat
^ee if you cati ^i som^ ^ep/ die 3 arcane cells me ^Goc a lot ta ^ovyan in
rhe moniiD^^
I do cn^ best
Hd
PAINT ME AS A DEAD SOUL
Jhonn Balance
Fmdi tne as a deui soul
wi[h ahTilo Df black jay
MedusTLiti ADuriDr
eccluiiauc inaciEi
the Ae^i, che itnn^j [he reileefiarL
Otie ^itu] dwells iti zcTolft dAJ^ezs
l^^£ atii nnds I Li paluf s
dravi Li^blood
The le^, rtu iditl^^ the nAiccioLi
le t^ coiufile te [hi iUusidel
Faint nnf uyou s«e tne
fra nn tneniciiy arhisaiy
In a fr^r ar a f[^iu ^
F^Dt you rlij CI d dn sus EVLd usions
in a chamber af rj^ttn^i^s
in Afftnple DflDcusts
so i^DleiUj vile^uid viud
Mtl^ fhf cdIdi^ tnn]^ ycnj fraifijl
hL nd and h}pnD[iz id^
in our sahEernuuan h^awa
Faint my cunt wi th dra^DJlj« s
m^^yes uhn^ asdj^monds
m^h^art openlikf anuk«r
or a za£K d c nnuon lo ^
Eathfd in blood
or diDwiiiD^ I n tn^ bed
inch [be frt^mnte bo m the ADwei^
la the ^aide ns Df cbe dead
a
Hi
a i^d [io^ and Ablatk do^
paint ^pucnd ain»[
I n ^ nij ^ s and i^ oIe t
ochK , anibi r, ditiu w
n>urniDn1^
canyi n% a ^ ac
Dwr [ht snDV3
[0 nD^eif
Andpajnt tht shaEiez
thdf come vifhewnin%
di¥ am Df le nnn^
Fmdi me as yau »e m«
p^Di me 7L5l»e m«
FuDt me as aD^ad Soul
fitfp /AfWWiliridHlJJHHJM ^<]ITi|
H3
A QUICKTRIP TO ALhAMUT: THE
CELEBRATED CASTLE OFTHE
HASH-HEAD ASSASSINS
Brion Gysin
Catl^vu zcon ^ Adu n can E^ i^ss J At Thonuu C Dcik£ £ am ^ At H titz ^ l!ts, ycni
c atl I Li Ttbrati, Iran ^fhai v^ used ta caHF^raa
"^Oh, E na n^ pvu ^rTJVbe ^iD^cobt^ti ^ur aiti de lJ1^£ that'Ic wauldbt a^fUof
^Du E ta d^s^ 1 1 Du ^i[ 1>« fembly cotriprotni a li^ ti rp oa i^ Shnms wliDtn vt b Dth L1^d
3D DVJth, I fhou^ Ih^edhis dnwr, Mamtnadj of couis.but I thinly Shsus is a
So do I I a^ret on Dtie hsLdbut aaclu ortunc csl'c da Shsus nny harmca kt
the vaddUiDvht csLpuHju scab due ao^thio^ ^vu 1i1^ duc of a hu i li Iran atid at th«
sanu tiniE In ally weui cd thiDW a block into bj s mad plan: fir ^ cci n^ nu nibusloadz
of Atnenc an M av^ up dure vifhblae nnst ni fh^ i r hnr and rtu i rbi fic ah Dn cbajnz
aiDU nd rtu I r lop ty aid ntd^ Anyhov, I don^ rtu nk dity'd suiu ^ ic Buc I a^rce h(
iz^ai Whofl^ could baw ^ccea the cvd Df uzup cc Alamuf , di^sz^ d lJ1^£ ve vea
and^nch ^nLp^pinips'puiupzaaourpaDrceiLderAecfEaiii the cif^^
"^h, it won't b« 4be blue-niue ladies up ni Alamuc IfH be those muscular
G^imans vifh ?an cosf iaids la che irlcnoff ^ le ^ and the ir ^ray woole n sod^ in their
sandals a rbab- naled b DOff, aU aimed wich alpe nsiockf and lu c1{fac1^^ aa cbe l^bac1^^
fjU of cmmp ODS aadpitoDS EVLd Iqd^ lup es fiir di mb id^^
NQj If is fhf Entish James Bood and Co Ltd. cnw; they haw alv^sbe^n th^
bi^^st fj\i\s of fhf Old Man af the Mountains in his seci^f casd^ of AIehuuc, ewr
since du Cnjsad^is s^nt hDnie intelL^ace »pDns abouc Hassan i Sabbah, Grand
Mascerof fhf H adi-H e ad H a^^ios, the frmaii cal Lfa^ ni sec c whopixtic^dpov^r
polincs b^ wielding die 1jufe la fh^ fln^ aif of political muider Henc^ aur vddI^
Assa^a Marco Folopid^dup fh^ woidanbjsva^ thiou^co China He reponed
that che Old Man cbase anl^ sf du [-he aire d lJ1^£l^ lads furbjs Fida1-in, his Adepcs
whose Jiii^T dewnan co hjni and his prac ti c^ s be c ame a fraEome le^nd from fh(
CDun of Caihay lacbe Far East co the cous oi Cbadinia^ie lacbe Fai Wes: of th«
then-1^novn WDdd Kid^ v^n lolled on che ir thrones, apzanuneiu Fume MiDJSf^i
wasfrllfd ashf tookasciull thzou^bLhisDwnpnvaiepail-. C apcuie d Assasios aUfold
the sam^ sioiy They con^ss^ d u nde r conu n chw the OldManof cbe MauDtajnshad
trained cbem and le waided fhe m with diu^ Adepcs were ^wn aponan winch put
themcD^eep and wliea fhe ^ awa1>j [h^ ^ ftmnd dienisd^s i n ahe a^ lUy %aide n whe »
finjncajDS wei¥ mnnin^ with honey SLd wine of wbjcb cbe^ drank the ir fill b etin
they feU on p a^ onate maj ds wi di Aa^ n^ e ^s 3ad lowing har wIid placed up on ch^
dulcimer Whe n fhf Adepc awul^ fcom bj s dre am a f Faradisej he w^sassuiedb^ th^
a
Old Mtlii hi nruelf cbat cannf ^fhw tn^he could scoi^ f^rchai saou stuff bi^^r
d^rhf uc otnpL Ju d his Du S51 Dti TK^ pociDii v^usajdcaht pnpTu^dfEanrLcht h^tnp
pl^TLf , c suiTib IS ^ the youLi^heuisof tht wadd^nUch^ budding aousEDtidsDf the
cuiamf fhf Fist MiUemimiii ila d^ d co bj s h TLiin^ r
B^ tht yeAjlCif^Oj ch^ JUiimac AcTidtiu^ WTiSfh^ wa^d^fLrifsc iini Ju n^ scba d1 ti r
s^cKt tl^licz Ttu w^y i[ wod^ d v^z rit^Anc^ siiufik l!bu Evuicnjiice ^du ai^ scTutin^
acciDunatie fob^at the Lfillf tiLiru tn, che u^zn chcmsAnd ^ars, i li same ^of asban tg
rhe hlh of Nf vadA l!bu nnalce it hnidfo ^t in AndyDU TLiinDuiLct chEV dlic^ ycnj are
in re ally IN ^du c an oe wr ^f auc a^an Yan woa'f ewn vanccD TK^ ^vuD^are
so oeedy af SBtnertu n^ chey be ai their w^ycD ^du men at but anl^ the pi ck of die tn
(wreiAn^Ef imide ^vur^e wlieie you trLa]^£ fh^tn ac on [heir hapi han^iy yDun^
asses and wajc wajt vajt Whench^^^ i^aU^ npe^ycm ca]^ ±njr ta ceaaf cbetn
rD^cheniuide vh^re ycnj fred them and n]zn them Dn Yau do cbjs in ^ourl^niLel
vhicb^u cell che m IS your thapri, pvui Chaf] el Df EKii^Die E^ ene nee , la v^st ^i^^
n>Dd, trmsic aad se^sez^dby chicia SLd ycm^ ^t it made. You \Â¥ ^c ^ouislf a
^chfjlfc^e VDI1^£^ a Fi da^ , a df ^Ace d Do^^f A Dag^e dvjs: do dlcbe djn^ vdiI^
jodyDU ^^bjmplenc^cif It If be suzmAs^he ms^be cu me d on a^ n, alicde hi^bi^ r,
aad diDwed ca he^ahis Base l^nio^ afer^ibjcbht b^cotnez aRa&q aiFn^^^e
Fint Classed may duua oanp tobecDmt aDaj Dajsai^ S^ r^ ancz aU che ws^np ta
rhe top dine DfUcei^j Daj -al-Kiih aj, ^o ansv^ranl^fD dit Sheik- A-Jab al or Masce r
of Masceiz, die Orand Old Man bj trisell Obe die nee id tht Old Man is disohjc^
Ri£ji[ frani die scan, the Assasios ^^ned an inAjeoct out of allpiapaitiDn ta
rheirnumher Hasan i S abb all c ould poiDi alon^boo^ iin^ r aad piub t vicbaloufe
into cbe wiy he an oi le alpaL tik ^fh^ re wr he seni bjs FidaVin His insinicciDns ta
fhem vere sajdfoba^ b^en '^oZHzn^ \tf*Th^^iw £jo}'^ms as f0 7?}it!fd Lod^sboth
seciet SLd ope n brsLchf d out dkToii£ji die ^lole Arab va dd, aU re ce i vid^ oide i^ fmm
rhe Old MsL I n ^amu t A ^nai de al of ^ ly spe cialUiDvde d^ c e ni^ re d fh^ re andnof
A of If was desciD^d lacbe e wnn] al Ml of fhw cap i cal casd^ 1^ [his day hove wr,
it remains wiy djffcoilc tale am tiiacb about cbe iDJtiaiiDn of die bj £jier « chelDns ti r
vhomcbe atiiple proDuse of ha^^ would nDC be ^non^i id tna]^f impxienc Df dus
VDdd aad obliia ou s of the p tEoaal c Dnsf c[Uf ncf s of die I r ac [s E^iac dy how die ^ ve re
^nf'is another tnatte r abouf ^fhich a n^ can only sqidus^ that ""Jftr »n ^ M Cftrl j^FfZ
ttfZ- rlT ^Jift^a^ui- Aa^Dne viha 1^tv would b( la practice ±>r himself Or is he
Jready^
HasssL I Sabbah djtd at tbe npe a^ af ei^1uy-^r la die ytar 11^4j Itaun^
a tig|uly-1jut aetwadc of cables msuied b^ MiaticA Ad^pcs whose power spiead
D^r aiiDtherone bundled and duit^-rvD ^e as, until l?ffr wliea all af theia were
fwepc awayb^ che 1dcusc-1j1^ ba ide s of the Mongols Hula^, ^randsaaof Oen^s
Elhan^ unleashed wa^ a^^r waw andfh^n A^id^ sw^utiis Df his ba m^ cs up a^ansf
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the itripoaLi^ pi Linade aa ^ich Alsuuc v^5 buik , u nc d wlasclu could clitnb iiitD
the F TL^e ^ Ne z[ Dw r [hf tnou nc ajticms ^p es Df de ad bodie s a f lus own zaldjin Th(
Assa^m ve» laugliftied fo cht 1^^ tnTui and pitched itita rtu valley tl Ml ifeea
huodi^d fr«t b«lDv and ch^ scDiies oi the caale vpie huil^d aiAiaJt^r ch^tn What
i^nTiajciz of fhf tastles [odTi^ lueds cd b^ z^TLTcbeEi ±ir HulEt^'f histon tlii, a P^i^aa
LiamE dju ^;^rj, ^VTOf t '^f the OldMatiaf clu Monntaj Liz SLd his stackj tio f mce v^z
le± aiidlu SLd hi z1>« c arine buf 7l c :te upon tnea's lips TLiiEi Ale^f tid I n [he ^w wadd.^
Ye z, TLtid [hf le ^eod h^ s DLi all die ze y« Tu^ Ixf r, bu t ^itiai abauc bj z zfock^ Oh, iu ipiise '
Thf A^a IChati af coday IS cbe p i^se nf hf ad af du S e cf of S e^ li, ch^ IsmalL z, atid h(
owf s hiz su EC e siDLi f D that pa vpr atid ^ly [batil^ CD Tilsn^ ^ich iutizx£ji[ chiDU^
the loD^ boLiy ]iD^f n of H asaii I ^ abb all Euf cbat iza wliole odie r siDiy- O r fs it ^
illamac loonrL^d lai^ >ti tn^ life frotii the [ime I fli? i^ad che Tifi^^s ^ AffF»
Ab ill tny childlioad I read e^iy lAi^oal cauld iuid, utitil I fell I had be en ch^n.
Thf le^eod loDtne d lai^e r whi ti I ^wup and cu me d on^ b e ^dtiid^ f d haw doub^
about Inleuble ^choxty atid ch^ tiaTui^ af cbe Gardea I i^ad absjidl^ absract
G^imati fhe zes on H aifati I ^ abb all atid cbe m^znqui of tnurdez 1 1^ ad Fre nch b oal^
fjU of psendo-iomsuic lubbizh A<iui Haifati^ ban^^ed trafi fir atiiple -tnjode d
zoldjei^, tiialdD^it sound lJl^£ a pn -Vfodd War II Pansi 3a biDcbel or a b ranch offcc^
of Eaudelajre^ AinfLcial Paradise I nadbidliant Bnci^ fraiAl ba ol^ by adiAncure-
se^l J n^ ^ iDste i^j bnc pe ihsps die mas pe n^ cracin^ b ook on die leal m^anin^of [h(
tiiyste n^ s ^ibj cb ze i\Â¥d fhf Mazc^riahjsdeadl^puipazejzavilijnLe inFi^ncba^ed
E eff ^ E ou dioul The b ook i n if zelf is a tiiyste ly and as suth I ^a^ it co my ^oodfDcnd
WHLeui Eiirroii£jiz a Jun fime a^erhe had pubb^ied J/i letf I^m^A, before 1960 1
e^^lajn^d cbat Ihad tnec che audior, a p onraj t paj nc er la Fan aan social ti ides Sh^
was oddl^ vagjje abouf nb^ ^e viote fh^ book oi ^at her sou ice z of i^seaich v^re
Herhu^and iz Majti^ Gason Bonthoul^ the lawye r tir tnany af the tnost ^miouz
liia n^p aj nff rs SLd be is^aicbe same ti m^ , p edLap s the onl^ p i^cf ici n^ adepc of a wiy
odd discipLne indeed ch^ philosophy af w^r-polemolo^-Wba elsebas thfK cwe
be^nin thisbrancb^Claasevifz^Malik^^
Eurvzm^s and 1 w^» 1j un^ in those d^^inche ^imou i^ i n^uunis old E eai Hocel
oa the id^ of cbe Laiin C^aneron die Le±EanJ>.in Pans We p ore d a^ r ch^ b oak,
p asi n^ If b ack aod finh We read andiereadic Tlie ciu^cf die matte i^ of cduec,
IZ Havdjdhe do ic^ Aod, beyond chai ^Yhwiz the namie of p owe r^Baucbcnil erases
the i¥ ade r e nou^ fo ma]^£ y^u frel chw dieie tiiascbe an answer and in che anzvir
liezchel^^ ta C ontiul a n diisplan^ [ . Bi ^ stu ff Pa or Ti m Le aiy bad nof ^ec sajd ^Ttu
re^ilution is owr and we haiA vun/buc ewiyooe aiouiLd fh^ E^ai Hocel cbcu^t
that ^fh^n ^n put acid in the ww^ r sjppl^j fhx would do it BunDu^udenouacedch^
G aide n of DeL ^ics az ap ezniciDus wf ap on a f Ca noalj bkf ju ok^buf we sell hadctcLEd
backta cbe ^cho bam^amatj a^jn^oucel^z Ho:i did he do it^
What was Alamuc i^allybb and w^u then a Garden ^ EuzKm^z aod 1 p lotiiise d
a
(ach DthtrchEU one dii^ we wcmlEi ^ then ca zee fi^r cmi^tl^s la che nnf atiti nnf ,
Bunou^u ^nnlded hiz wntiii^ wich i^frrencez ewn udiq fh^ cmtra^ cms
idfiiuiAcaii oa af tnt viAl cIu MiGctr '^ee, z^e cht ^iletit ^hcid^ af Eudli O^an,
Hssaai SiibbTih^ I Aw^s fell rtiai Bu nDu^hs hinutlf vaz cnuch triDre li1^ cht Old
Mehl Df the Mohlictu ns AJteraH^ Ihn^ tie wr lolle d TLii^nt in m^hfr, iiDt eiAn 7\ii
jajtrml Eunau^z i^iHy di^Uii^z And^nz-lLe i z ±>i¥ia r wn [i n^ la^ii^ dec aHz of
rhe ^ eci ]lc7Lti DFiz af suae obsdece rep^ aii li^ le uil^ r ^^ ^kl^ A ^njhlrid fiiih
^ tlct^ ^ frzAff f cjtf is ^ ^h\7ff\t\\ltttijK Azs ^/I ^rcUt ~ E e fii^ I tnec Bu nou^u, tn^ be tiu
ide :t w^s a lib luy vichouc tamjebaol^buf Iciijav aad appiDW his ^dzz^s di\ ch^ni,
iDinTL^nzfly.
Vfh^n lituod nTiystlf in Imn tbj z su mme ^ altnozf b^ ^cidtnt, I vrot to Alarnut
Oddly, TilnrLDZf e wiycbj n^ I pi cl^f d up in T^hTEU had zotn^ cbj li% abcmt [he Azza^dz —
rhe Idee! Eo^ ^-iTHig^j a^ â– ^^ilV> P^^ ^^^ ^^^ i^ TiAfrtn Tuid che iDuzfiwed /t^n
Tniufj az well tlz die gjjidebaol^ puf ouf b^ J^-r^£f nnd i^tftr Most of ch^ irL^iimMiDn
v^z concimiic [oiy uid Pe i^i ehl pn nte^ pi ed f ^pe made nonz^nze due of [he i^st of
it bnc chiit zfetned to flgjjie J-^or zad iinul^ chEv die tup zhouldiuicbe Mterciptedb^
rounstz ^fff J ZQ^^ zced diai if piape dy ouf iiiff d fur 3a ^^ edition, fi^iDr fLw da^z
Duglit bf e nou^ p iDvide d on^ ca dK a p uk- cma a f tnoles, v^-e qaippe d aod wich a
rha iDu^^ reliable ^uidi fcDm the cify of O^az^Uj on^ handle d and ]i±^ IjIq m^te i^ ta
fhe n Dith we zf of Tehran 1 w^u plaoniD^ co zet one ±ir O^asvia whe n tn^ eye cauglu a
a ^ la fhf itn ef , zayi n^ ThQmtt Cool & ^^i If Aa^edon tn^ wooce [hMCoak^coni^
VDuld ^f tne die i^j unlil^ly az m zdu nde d cd m^ ca rcip anion, L an^oc ej ^fho waznof
Achat inte i^ste d anpra^ b e cau zf hf hadbj z tniiLd zee aa za m^ chi n^ elzej lJl^£ tTL^ctin^
some DJCf fn^ndz with ahonze incbe taol tnou ncaj ns nnd a fwitnnrjn^ pa d1
Iv^mi^t C Ddl^ could do it I me [the VPof the I mrJ an outfit that lu ns 3II thi^c
Am^ n c SL Ez^re s, CddI J and H^ni Mr Mebn ad Shsuz ^ ec ed me with a dai zl n^
smle wlLe n I e ^laj ned m^ tni sion '^^laniac ^ Wh^j of caurse l!^z ' Whe n do you v^nc
iD ^^ Maybe you can ^ nlon^ wicb the E nfidi TV ce sa winch iz tiUDWin^ [h^ track
of Meoco Polo aeiosz Aaa Th^y tna^hn^ iDam far ^u buf , if not, IhaiA ayoun^
fiiend wba trj^t be wilLn^co fn]^f y^u in hi z owii j e^p He Uidwz the iDuce well If
izfhf WQEC load lalmnaiLd maybe cbe wudd Ooe zotcchaf icfDakuzekiAnhoui^
to ^f fhron^ wlien we vpoiup chei^las winte rbu [ fh^ re baz be e n a bnlldoi er oia r
rhaibit sace chea Yon^ tnn]^f if l!bu mj£ji[ dD it in e^n Dne day Make it a le Til
Am^ntsa 'quiclje* Da yon want co^
Nooa D ' 1 wane fD ^ eod ai kazt one ni^up in AIsuu [, 1 n the ca^le itzel^Icn^d
Invs^ I^A zjmply fff^ta ^t to JUanmc' I dDn'c Uidw wh^ else Icam^ co Ii^i Idaa'f
(^a UiDW wh^ wf csae tD ImrL^in the ii? place W^ m^ant to ^ co Kabul until the
da^ af die coup andfh^n we found chai our chaif er ib g|i[ wasai leazc tw^nc^houi^
H4
Idli^ vitb clu scDpD^iiti Moscow aod, in an^ CAK^ai fh^ Itgc nrjnuf^ rtu^ svifched
d^tf DLi US SD ve couldii^ ^ Anyv^lnic they vcmldn^c ^ w us oui triDLiey b xk so v«
■zban^d [D IrTin tlI cIu Ias nuiincc If vtg nny idtacD A^ scnu^ fo Is^Lan ca :«« all
those blij t-dorfLf d triDsqae z and vf baif d I [ Ttuse hnZbous hhie dDtnes loaklil^ hlav-
upsaf Fnber^e Enscf r e ^^ le± Dwr fnni rtu VJDdd^ Far of IS? 5 a r sotn^ [bj Li^ S D vf
w«Li[ oacD Slurai Tind ch^ti ca dK a Iod^ hus n d^ aciDssrtu dean chiit v^s supposed
ta be DLily twel^ noLi-TU icaadi [idli^ d houEloLi^ aad funud ouf fo b« ^iDti^ 7\z a
hAtitn^ Kennui w^sOK W« niec a ^mil^ af Fei^Tin CTupec ve^iwis in cheirowu
tnadhousf EHLd the trLAn'sald tiiDclur was tnTJjn^ ^pipe of O in the ^TiTden, sd w(
svTipped [Tilfs wi th her aad her c iDnif s Jhe was an adoi^bl^ wiclc^d old [hin^likf a
iDt of aid jun1d«s in 30^ djme ao^whei^ She heaied [he bD^ of herPesianpipe^
iDolan^liI^ an DhDe with a cbj na e%^ la 1 1, andcben ^e applied chepeHec of almast
tranduc^nc ^old^ n-toloie d O co if vifh be r iine old fLn^isjusc aho^ du pinhole af
the apfimi^ wliich Jie reAnned out wicb he r m n pi n aitach^d ta a p Ajr of I [tie iroa
tan^ Jhe plud^d and coalfmiiche iire laahrasfio EVLdhridicup cd the pinhole
in be r pipe cbTDU£ji ^fhich she hkw a blast which i^dd^ned cbe chaiLoal ^Vhen it
WAS i^d eaau^j ^epuc [he O oaherpipe ed i[ and sac1^f d i n a ^ ai blase chEvv^nt
!^ i^£t^0Ei n I ncD die bdf [Dtn a f hf r old beHa v^ She held it aslang as sh^ could and kt
i[ out in a diia s[i^ Em a f swe ef anolce which sh^ blew in die ±He of h^rlifd^ ^rsLd-
dau^er She sajddiai wchin^du daccorbadfoldherta smD1^f Ibrher eye s and di(
held a ^wmmeiu c Eod as aa Etddjcc She ne^dedbere^sca trLa]^£ lu^so Jie stnol^d
thi ir^ pip es a da^. ^idfl^ around 11^ abai eA ni^/ 1 cnNd^d She cxUedlike a
b an^ie^ ^fhf n cbai vas trandate d [D be r Sh^ bad daiii n%L tde blu e eyeslJ1^£ p Ete cbjps
of lap I s IenzuIi sf[ deep inh^rh^ad Gnuui^O, we called be r
Shanns audf d aciul^ P^ isi eui stnile EVLd sad ^Ua}^e ^ u 11 fLnd an Dcbe r branny
O up in Alannuc "
Af this pa iDij 1 diapp ed Bu riDU gtis' name but ?bams shoDk his he ad Im^ntiDned
^1 itf^ Zb^cA^ a f wbj ch we had ±>uiLd copie s ti r sale lacbe aj ipoit of Isbhan probably
bDthboode^^d aad pirated 1 thouglic sam^aae oa the Bn ti Jl T V f^ani tni^ haw
he aid Df Eunau^u or of tne, « ^a Ooe Df cbe tn w^u sad f d b^ die SDnof aLandaa
iHuscraior wliD had dan^ aponrac of Bunou^u Idjda't fhinJ>.if wonbwbjk co add
that WiIL an had ha^ d if Anyway nothiD^ e ^i c anie of cbai p idj etc so 1 we nc back
ta the H Dcri Ame nca vhf re cbe arcondj ti Dne rhad ^oe off a^ n or was blowi n%hDt
ajiincD the iDom and L awi^nc^ bad ^oe ca ahanimam 1 hun^ auc in cbe din^ lobby
whei^ the smell of fre^ pant ^w me asthma, hue lpic1^£dup Eill EQlis a candidly
insane anductedy mad man-moiincaj n from cbe pas[apasn]»s a f Ne v JeEey IodIjd^
in^ a yoiin^piD]^ SSI Dnal wie sde r wi [h iDn^baj r and a cml^ ere m^ ndou s toEO bnl^D^
out of acank-cop aba^ apajiof cam dun^ai^e mj ni- Junes lil^ Daj^ Mae w^aE
aiDund Dagpach AR diis bzlanc^d Dn smped sl^r and blue plailbzm ^iDes widL
hi^ heris wbj cb b iDU^ hi s h1lE^y &^ fiiot nine up co more chaLsizfeec He had all
a
HT
bj s fLn^iaajlz p MDie d iti dj fEe i^tit bn^t coloi^ of LinHf] dIj^i and e xh due hiid aciti^
de c A Df a Adwq rpaH d Idvid^ iti dit tniddlf Df it
BiHbadbe e n scmTLde d fur il^ sLd ahiOi v^^ljinclu Hatel Amtiics^ wivtiii^fir
mam^ ^okn Jum^itd m JloTJ^t \t'tit}^/07 modify fi^m Aowf ~ I qu oc^ fEamiu^ u Licalletc« d
VDil^ '^m fhin^^u c nn ^Iwtl^z b e sun Df bre ui tie^ r ca nne s rtkrcniEji if ycm n^ed
it "" FiDtriheK oti I ^ incD ^loti^ ^lrilJ1^£ the Aocietit Mnniu r tamj li^ a n scidli^
vifh his WeddjD^ Ou tsCj EAicnichDwIaiLce v^u hangup a wliolt sutntn^ r la Ranu on
du ^paiii^i S c«p z by fhf vindov^ei^ Kt 3f z dj e d aidu nd fh^ tazn^ r &□ nn Amenc ui
E^nss TLtid nH clu citne diis b i^ ad of nru lie was the i^, ^du uode i^ 3ad, Juha d awtl^ i li
some Dthtifile L1^ A^culnji^LDTLiiz&Iti^zcnrL^nts^uidl^dien tiAiydii^ ^in^
citlz^ 3ad Rome such nnd o^a sd e^li du [rTidf oa tht steps enu^raie due cd the
be^bM OstiTL wlitie Ic^c tiA n Jbllow ditm b^ c nuse Ttn v^nti^fi^rnny bieTid, st^
IresfTati tnyself &a nn additi^ Taiycbiti^ cmdt li1>j Ycnj^do nlmasc ^ny Dldcbjn^
tirbi^adif ^AbaJt^jhah^
BiH ^ es I Lico Az; SDti^ aod dnnce^ eA Tibou [ "^^rabbiLi^ chid^/ as he c dh ic^ a-ple nc ^
in zviti^ n^ Nf w jEEey buf fou^ [i t[y inTebran Drso I^wher I^[ die tnessn^buf
Lawrence cool^him auc laierb^ telbD^hciwhe had b ten i^edb^ tl gjjaid la the
NEVion A Museum diai maznin^ ^a I ^aw in^ wliai^l^ could I do ^
^1 nee be isnDC a naTu i^ Ad^ptj I se t nD pani cularp iD]lf i n eDToHin^ BiH as ont of
m^ Fida'i-ia Lawi^nc^ I snll nof sun ht wanes ta ^ and thinly h^ wauld raibe r bu ^
a Fi isi an iu% wi th bj s tnoney ^, yes, the tiiDney H ow trmcb is dl cbj s ^i n^ co c ost ^ I
doa'd^DW In my losan^ losiscenc^ [o ShEmsdiai I simply HAD ta ^t up cd Alannuc,
I he aid tn^self sa^iD^ "^ don'c cai^ wbai it cdscs"" It just ^es ta ^ow how licde I^
le anied la alj frf itne I cued to re [m£f chat unbnsiiLe s^lce s: »« tne nc hue Shanns si mpl^
smledLI^ aPei^anpnnct and indeed tne id apEOf^ to m^ec cbe bD^^be sajdj wba
VDuldbe dnia n^ the J t^p Hehadaoe of ch^ olde sf ^iml^ honsesnp i n dit bills aboiA
T^biaiL D^ da d1 J n% dit city Wliy noc b hd^ ala n% my aU-ni glu b a^ and dt^p i n a ^e sf
bouse in die ^aiden^That w^y we could ^f aaeaily scairb^lbie dit heai Df fh^ da^
aadmi netdcD dn ^ b ack diiou^ tht cify Lawrence wancedcD came whtnhi hiard
rhere was ^lo^cDbe apany H^ was sell not sui^ abauc Alamut hue h^ pacl^dbjs
Ijtde should t rb a^ EHLd wp w^c^d tir Jhams tapitkusup aftraffccehoui^
l^hiaiL IS built on cbe steep lape of the fna chills oi mou nc ajos hi gli^r dian the
Calaradas B^cw^en the biuad sfi^ets and cbe bIol^fa sidewall^j wild wvermJLes
down op^ n culwns thiDU g|i fhf busioe ss se ccioUj dDwn ta ch^ sou th sf Evion andb eyond
into an inhabi te d tnaidL of ^tn dwfllin^ If i s said la Iran^ chEV a nl^ fh^ ShAbanou
Fai^i Dib a has e^ rbe e n dDwn dieie Tehran fraffcc issaidnDC tabe die wost la the
VDildbiic diai IS a statement Ibrdie pi^ss^ tnad^ only by ^sif id^ he ads af state fcom
rhe Ease whirCj indeed^ thin^ ma^ be wai^ WestemeK ciudely declaim fhac i[ is
rhe mas: cbaccic and dao^iDus diey haiA ewr sien an^wliere On^ diin^ abouf it.
HJ
It maiAZ TLitn ui lid tm^ jams unless ch^n badb^ea TLfhiny-fwo c at c DDisiorL.
Thicni^ niAi^ of c AibDn-trLDLiDy] d^ nnade frotn e^ chenp^r chsL la I^^itls^ eodl^sz
s[i¥ SU5 of c Ai^ k 3f] thiDU gti i^dli gtiff »Ld ^ ^ fL li1^ sezc-nnaddeiu li sdmDti I Li tnwiD^
se AfCiUj i^ti n^ clu ir v^y up ens Tides
ShATfLaf vras mmmj Li^bj s j« ep rtkrcniEji ^o ds Df Iratii ATL-trLOUiu^d HiUmTiii nna [ielz
tnuif of luit^ tin CTLtiSj hf datntdj nnd dn^iib^ crosati^ m^pei^ Ttui^ vbs a
tauch Df dass I n [liM lA5f remai^Y 3ad 1 1 ^i^ V TG we clitnb^diLico [he upp tr sjbu ibs Ul
of ha^ house z bnilf b^ fhf Lievly-nch wtubad nUbi^nclLeirljwsiti [hehDccDtnaf
the buaa^he s^dj ^nin^ Jui^s wbeii they wei^ smnH SLd c arivi [^% lo^^ oti their
bula wbeii they wei^bi^^r Sotne Df themba^ atic^ djmhed eA the w^y up iiitD
theze [iesirablf dwelLo^ are ^ whe i^ ooe of the ii? du li^ chey dD izcnc dDwti nU th«
trees za ^^zyaiu caa zie fhi i r bi ^ bouses Tliese ^lady hlls ai^ whei^ old ^miLez
used CD ha^ ch^ir touDiiy place zlbrcbe sjtnnrLer, ada^^ nde ouf of covii vh^ ti they
wei¥ bnili^ andoi'ly cea id cvecuy tnitiu ces frani ch^ DfUce Etsfhe bj£jiwa^z fallowed
when l^hmn mu Jkroam^d incD a cicy buc, now, then aie so msk^ cai^ oadie nad
that die really nchcDtrimiJce iti fh^ i rbelic op te i^
"Ti'eSj rm^in^coba^ co ^t one of those/ sajdSham^ fn*ndj die tnan in th*
back sex tiezi id Lavntice ^i£ji[hire ^fhire v^ ar^ aa v on du s hi ghva^^ I ^sf d tD
own CW1 tity-tiur thou S3ad squai^ tn^c^is Df realescaie They cddK e i^e e n cbonsand
aw^y from tne CDbudddus load^ le ann^ tne wifh si ^ thousand tneceE af nal estate.
Th.^y fDokei^een thousand aira^ from m^ cd buld cbjs road, le aia n^ tne wicb a:<
thou sand m^ce i^ on wbj cb ta p a^ f ayes TLie CKmhle is thai ch^se si y fhousand tne ceE
are cue off lasuch a w^fhwlcan'c e^nset f^ac on ch^tn withouc ci^^ a^ n%. TLiey
wa n'f k c me hnild aa a^ n al n ad Di di% a tu niul^ so I^ thi nk n^ of bnyi n% ahel copc^r
and hnildj n% a hou sf heie ""
"^ f c Du i^, you ^ ba^ a svimniio^ p doI/ saj d L awi^oc e
Whei^ wf wen ^lo^ du^ did a 1j doe ^-shaped switnuun^paol sunouoded
by itntneose ve epi n% wiHa v^ Th^ bause oti cbe hiU wiu dl ajiy roams andponicas
iDolan^auc owrajoinc I [Dak f^r Los An^le s A hu^ trash-couch u nde r [he [rees
with cu Ju Otis ti r [WPDty-odd tu nied-on p e Dple and a dail^o^ iti a wbjte cqev, secfio^
out fiod aod dun] J a r roDj n^ a jDiDi f^rycm [be place w^sa£trac[i^ Ou ests ^abe red
in^ ^i^aus tnD[hs^ as sleek and v^-^roamed as if they bad just clipped out af
a chiysalis fhw afeniDoa whiti [be^ wokf fram fh^ir sifS[aSj aH E^autiM People.
LavT^oce sai oe^t [o a msL wIid was op^tiin^a tin af ca^ar widL can, e^lajnio^
that [his v^s Golde n C anar and nD Dne in [he West no mai[f r ho v nch he ishasewr
se^ti if.lef alan^ tas[edan^. "^onn IrsL e ifh^ r/ qu ipp ed sotnebod^ du[ of [h^ dadc,
'^eKEep[ f>^b^ea]^£^ wi[h [h^ ro^alfriniil^ H dw the heU dj d yon ^f ao^of [hat^
"^ba^ alj[de tnan who bnti^ i [ f d me H e has b»a]^^[ « ^ly da^ wi[h [h^ ro^al
"Ttm m*an, [be Pnme Mini a*r^ H e*s dmppi n^ i n late n^
a
Tins isjnsc fh* tmlj^u I was IodI j n^ fti^"" pu rred L aTTWtic*
I Tim adiarfLfdfD admjt chwrtu ^d^ii ta^ai tnelmiitiiu^ nnautlL without ^in^
Fop 'like Ttn use d [0, SD I ^e ss m^ castebu lis EOE stiUli Tuzk la fh^ delic aiessea IlTitcluii
DLifD tht liDcde of wd1^, rtuu^j ba^ n^hTid aliunuLi^rtui^t fiArsiace Ihif Tebrati
I ±njLi[i tn^s«li msin^iu^ glEus cd tht d7d>.f^es of abi^blDtid yonch vich faniud
le^ likf a su n-npe Lied tnud-. tneloti Tlure is ati old Fenian saying ^VfDtnea t\T
dij [^^ bays ti r pk asuiE buf tnelam ti r sh^ « r deL ^ic ' Fud^d if h^ doesti'c IddKLI^
a Fida'i CD c1u» Dldbl«7Liv e^s ^Vhaze crajl ai^ yau on^^'he a^j tn^ paititblatik I
barely oaf ice that he \z xu ^1^ h eiti^ aif ad^ d b^ achicklikf a ^d^tilizapi wIid iz
vi^pi n^heEeli annitidhiiii ^Vhaze fral ^ Why, oa ^un, E ab^/ Isay with tn^e^z
buf tn^ hps sa^ "^azsaiii Sdibah^ The ^i^ous ^£ cvists aicnitid i n his ann^ li1^ a
basQj^Yj eyein^DU e^iUy E^li chise nana v blu t blitil^ i^ of tni n^ haw cc aiiiujc i[,
^t I s stu [uu Li^ n« isoti Dtie ribow hariEiti^ D^rhe ^ his Ju e r ^iile ^iiif ap^ii id the
oa^ RoILLi^arLf ti^l ey« back ai tn^ co Jut me cb« vhit« of i [, this glicc^ n n^ repnle
Dibble s bj z Liippl« Hf Ju fiZj ^lopiti^ fir c I ^ai^f [ts, b eadjD^ 0^1 to ta]^ ali^ Dff tne
vh£e Ju lolh hf r p^thoti^ p idIy [Dti£^t aiDurLdinbjzbfll}buf[Dti 1 sa carcifikcri^
D^ iLorfLf , as IS m^ ca ndj [i dli cooscaiidy
Late i^ wicb che uidkabofd^ ercipty infEaiu of tnej 1 iuid nn^ztlf babblio^ likf the
cooduic of f[^sh tnou Licaja waff r which IS ill Li^fhf sviiumjD^-pa d1 Eabblf 1i1^ abroak
aad [brow ^vuibnadupon tht waif is^ [hw I s nnypii nciple As cht Hi rr DdI^q rsay '^du
leani tnoi^ abauc pe oplf h ^ [aSdn^ ta chf tn than pvu c ati by li s:^ liid^ fo the nn "" E esi de s
Ttn I n a bij ny Tw ju sf pid^d up a n sonnf cbj n^ said a trjtiuf t a^ and I wooder if du s
nip is n ally Dti, afieraU Fn m lua n^ i n Mu dj tn c du nc ne s ±ir triDie cban f veiuy ^e ac,
Ilan^a^ canne CDlouiTcbai nothio^ if ally happe nsnntil if has happe nf d And, e^n
fhen, ^Du can'i always he sare af ic IhaiA just hfard SDtneone a^n^ourhosf and
dnwr-iD-he about ourfnp iDtnorrow and be said â– "'What inp^
Moanifr, asl dfcidedco call hi m^ haied u s b Dth Dn a^i, tusome DccuUnasDn
Black-be ardf d iweiuy-one year old hajiy AiyaiLjbe siood as sfm^ and slenibuf
^1^ asdu Mcdeaa^tarhf seemeEi tDbe c ariyiD^ A dadc Fe i^an Fan, hf sul^d
lJ1^£ Jannfs DtsLhnCj as dun^ mmeEi anCj hf diow bftffr Anta^Djaa ezcites tne
vhin 1 am dxanl^, sa 1 dfcided id ^^ hitn tny ^tifnn^eye loufine and lay anbitn
my ^ ision a f ihe c ai^e r Df H assan i Sabbah wliich lu ns lil^ fhis
My bay Hassaa was bozn in Ray^ near pzeseai day Tehran, SLd siudied in
Hichapcmr f D fhf east Dn ibe aid ^ilkRauif id Cbina whei^ hf wenf ta amediisa,
a h DardiD^-schoDl in vhichht ^a»d a study wiih iwo other hD^s wba are fcpjdl^
baans I n hi sioiy One Df the m was Iolo vn as Ni z ann al Mal^ whf n be be c anne Fntne
LEnister of fhf thea- imnitase Fei^an Etnpire Thf oiber was Omar IChayani^ the
pofi with fhf jn^ Df wine^ wIid musf haw bfen as sedaciiw achamcffr as we iind
bjm tDhe vliea wf re ad bis Rubaj^at These thi^f ^i oasD wfll f d^ ihtr fhau ibe ^
opened their wins and min^d die ir blood la a schoolboy oaih ibai was sappased
ZJQ
ta hold ^od fur ^lifrcitnt Wh^ti NiiMnbetTLmt Fnnnf MiDJZf^rjhe tiTimed Omar
KhayTim zfwe aHroiuiDU r b^ c tiu ze ht vtlz ^odai tnTiththuaii c z HAfSAn wtg nocbiit
whenlu CATfLe ca caus on ch^ stre n^h of clu i r n nnsuic band, Nizam ^^bitrifh^
pDS[ Df MiLiisteiDf FiLiuic« Wtuk p i^p an n^ hi z bnd^f , H TLifati zou^ anc chelulp
cif OtTLAJ wi[h wliDtrih^ let D^zrj^t all fh^ p np^ n p^ nitieoi f d hi z fLrLAnci nl Kp Dit
^ichh( vas [D i^ad ta clu ?hah nnd the asz^tiibl^dcDun la the tncmuLi^^Yh^ti ch^
titn^ c ATfLf , H aisati pi d-^d up his pap eE aiid re ui the nn alou d^ jnsc ^he fimndclutrL
Ewiyoiu ^A^ ed And fhf ti biDl^ ouflnu^n^ louder and louder as Haszaasivj^ed
DUj c dl J n% wliai sei tne d f D be u [te r nDtiz^tizdintQ di( ?hah st«pp edbj tn and sc nc him
a^iray i n di j£jac e
^Vhat had bapp^ tie d v^z diai someDtie, pnsumahly Otnar or was if Nizam ^ .
h^ iu][ Dtily scmnnblfd the pa^zbuc mt cbem iti fn]r and cai^Ul^ pasced them
ta ^die r a^aiti Ndv, this iz the mndomp idc esz Df disconfinu icy wi ch winch Bnmn] g|iz
and Ih?^ bf « n WDri J n^ siac e 1360 whe n 1 c ?Ile d che m clu Cue- Up z Moamery^wiu d^
naTurEA^j bu [ 1 phjD^ d on widL my stoiy wbe n one af the other ^e sif a^c^d TLiea
what happ em d ^
Hazsani S abbali viot home co Ray inara^j ^^wi n^ a [« ruble ^n^Evut anhiz
Did p ds fi^rhaun^ madf aftolof him he frll ill and djd nof le aw hi zbause firweelj
oaeod Th^n.he w^ nc v^San^ one ni^ ladie dadc and e mp t^ bai aar ^fh^ re he was
nDt lil^ly ta meec an^n« he Uievhuf as be pasz^d die Dne scaU siill open^ alovly
c Dbbler calif d due f D bj m^ ofEe nn^hi m a £ja2f of f e a. Whf n he zw down wich du z poor
man^ the cabbie r zaid qu if d^ ^VfelcDmCj we ba^ h e ea waiti n^ ±>r ^u You ai^ cbat
man ^ HaszsL n c D^ize d b^ c e iraja ii ^u fhx die cabhle r w^u a mf mbf r of chf se c»t
b lotheduiod Df die IsmalLansvhozf necwad^ieacbedaUdu way acroszdie Near East
ta E^}pt wheif the supposed desceodancz af Faiima, daughter af Mohammad chf
Frophec^ ( alle d themzel^s C aliphz of Caj id wicbdie pi^ffnaancD lulf dl of Idam.
WhenHazzan i^ dj zf d fhf p Dsab di [if s inhennt lasuch a comie cciaaj hf sajd '^s, 1
am fhM man "
Thf cabhlf r ^a^ bj m cbe Isnnaili c DdCj indu din^ du [hiny-chieeband^al^sand
znjf^ zo Hassan i Sabbah zfc oS co pickup die cbreads of this oi^suz»ian doo^
the trade iDucez which If d him diiou^ Ba^Ldad and DamazcuscD CajiD ^fhfrej az
ZDoaazhe annAdjhf annouoc ed chai be was oaf jus amemberbnt the Head of chf
lauajljanz When yon join a con^ iracy, join at the [Dp . (Une^e cf ed applau ze at thiz
pDinf from the man vifhche golden caviar "^i^ aa'^'hf ciiedJWichinamaicerof
mDndiZj HaszaiL I S abb all had cbrowiL die cicy Df Cajiointo asaif Df re^ilu ti Dn Waz
c aUe d in by fhf Faiimjd Cdjpbjhe demanded his son andbeiraz aliDzca^e andj nD
ZDOoerhadhe lajd bauds Dn duz finjiteea-^ar-oldhD^^ than he made oS widihjm
infhf ]ixs bo w le ann^ f^r £ ^n a On the va^j they vf re Jupwif c1^f d and ^fhi n they
turned up tiiach laie r in Damazcus, fhf bo^be had wich him appealed ta be only
twflw ^ars Dldj bu t Haszaa I ^ahb e4l zf du dy i nsi zff d chEvduzhD^ wazcbe heirco thf
a
â– ti
Fmi nru d pre [e [ui DLiz WirtuLi ti &v ^tlts^ clu^bad »c up hDuse1^f ^p id^ fo^ch^r ili
^suuf 3ad fhf i^st of rtu ^oiy
^T\ih i^st af clu scoiy/ zad the nnsL vifh ch^ ^oI^li cai^^ Is thiit he ^^bjs
AfSA^nsrtLe s^ nd tnu^nDintn H a^ vmild oar h e e nou^ cd ^z^aja ch« baldhe had
o^ r [h*tn *â–
'HOTEAlCiIlt O^
1!^s^ p^ ihTifif, O and cnu Ju^annslLe leTuned Tibouf fnum th^ 'I1JI^^fstan Jteppes
vh^n rtu I r shATfLSu ba^ alv^suz^dch^tn HassTLtii SabbiihTTGa JLamTiti'
^ciTEAtcmt the homcise uj :t ade af JLTLmuiistrL^""
TtTLSiJE [hp Assaaim Inie w sb Du [ fhw^ sll n^H-^
In ni^ ezEi te rcLf tit, Il^d a L £ji[ hTLiid dli Mo Euie r^ b ak amn^ biiTely biu ^i n^ if
buf he 3di sfll TLiid siiff, scaud^ davii Tit ch^ ^Dt a^ if he e^^cced a canter ca ^rov
fh«rel[kf anvj^iDani We v^re oafui^edco sca^die ru £ji[, a±f r aH, buf cddK a flj glu
luDU 111 a caz] davTL diiou^ ^fhw 1 1^pc iDsstiii^ ^iras LA Carina du dawti atid
th« nd^DJLi^ De^iff 3II du Vt^suiiz I tDokb^fun passio^ cniCj I had a humble
bati^iAi and so did MDamtr wlitti he Juv^dup lai^, sayi n^ he^ bad crnl^ twa
bann'^^ep Ic did oat zeemco ^owinhis dn^o^huc I cb]n%fD die ed%e af tiiy sew
in the Dpeajeep Jbjwnn^ La^f»nc« had com^ alon^ ai die las iujLiac« and wa^
staved ava^ Dn ch^ tap of fh^ thio^ L1^ bedding chat Moamerbad bronze widi
bj til. Mo Euie r ace epc« d rvD Vt^aiu ns ^lu d^ngly and diDW li1^ amadmsLout alon^
rh« hi^^iray ta cb« nanhvpsc becvPEn desin andhaip red tiiou Lie ajos W^ scDpped
af Karadj, a tiiadc^t ca vii of a n^ b load nnp aiA d Maj n ^f»e t of Dne-scDiy score sand
gaud^ ^^znnunc buildio^, Lned ^nch ciees %iDwin% in im^aiion dicch^s Aovin^
vifh v^er Bngluly pajnc^d and hi^y decorated vifh icons and deeds andball-
fnn^jbi^^ aac1^^ h aHe d fhum^ the dusf in vihich d^biicnis dswE tiia]^ TT-mnis
aad Y-tuzns 3ad Z-fums ^riuk only an DccasiDnal X madj che spac af sl accidenc
Vfily dn^n^isamxferof pxde ^nch the Fesians Moanier dioppe d 1 ncD asfoip lun
b^ aChnstian Anne man ^ibeip h^ biDuglif ^^d1^A and be e ^ bam, bold n^^^ ba [ do^
aad « 1A lychin^ winch, f^r ^a d Mu di ms, I s fnih iddeUj nD[1^Dshe^, Arifn
TLie aj r was SD bdf thai you cddKic inta ^vurhin^ la ^iDn sips, lil^ hoc cea I could
bardly bre aihf Asthma^Iasl^diu^sflf before bDchena^La^vre nee ca ^[incom^had
vh^re I bad m^ £p inhaler and m^ Lfodicin I had c:4{fn an^ MDdjf^n ev si^ alon^
vifh f wo Ve ^aniDS lasf ni^t EVLd tvo tiiDre eachutiie I came ta a^ n dan n% ch^ dj ^ic
Also fhiee licile oldpinld^s and fh^n just cbree mai^ of fh^tiilwei CoJ^tfyhT?^ Hc^t
fne across the counc^r la France, aoe cube co a cuscome r sioc e cbe lasc scai^ abouf
h ^7QpK 1 feL fln^ , ^dy fln^ JuLerchanMaanL^randcbai vaf SDtiie coDsolaiion He
sjd^nl^ wiiipp ed the je ep aff the zaadaod daviiinta adjcch. Divas if aad^-nad^
Moam^r en a]^f d li1^ a tiian codu n^ auc af a fiance "^sf noVj 1 vdci up'
We diDwup an a^nae Df ciees vbjch may aoc e ba^ led to a friTiuhDU sf but the
buHda ze i^ ha^ fa]^faDWIe^IVwlle» in IrsLj vhEU vith EAcbai ^oa d diI tiiDney and
tJ2
LiET c DLizoQC [iDLi la chu^s I z se ea f 1A n DUf htK I LI [he ban CDurLfryad^ B^ ^DLid all thi z
niess^cht de an tntsTi latid smIs up ca VTuds ma^DJ ilc e nc b ai^ tnouDi ans all pnipk aiid
blue and tnalachi te ^«ti vich copper, lid dcmbc, nsio^np ta a distatit p e al-. eo^ i^d
vith ^^tdoal' buf djD^ b ID vn siiD V Iti aUfhis place noE DLie blade af ^rasz^ro^f^ia
the he w a f ^^SE, otil^ a fr V ^ostl^ till ale z aiid [liDinz alDti^ du dj n la ad Dti ^riu cb
e Eutu^bi de w finnz dan n^ the lii^ ed iuppoif them Ye t itnnnf ti» tmcfs of Ehis EOEally
an d latidsc ap^ eoc cultivaied dunti^ Ehe rajny seazan \Vbei^ Eh^re iz year-arDund
wxf r a n fhis lEHLd, Ehey ^t Ebree eropz a^earof eA the eei^ablil^ ^eai, ly^, Dats;
b adey aiid al^& ^riu cb fhf ^ rof we M these ^ratiz wen iirst dADU zfic ate d^ sawn and
re aped be i^ inEbe dava Df our a^cultu i^ histaiy
On die Eop of Ehe ii^Ebj^i nd^ tnaI1^£d Dn my Enap la Na^l, we itap ^cm
ze^ Ebai fhird mn^ of Enautitajnzouf the»^ That ^»en ^of ujus: below ^lamuf.^
Thicni^ Eny 10 k 40 Japaoe z^ b itiotulaTS, I csLse^ nDEhi n%b e cau zf Ehe viodbuffifs
tny Ere tnblin^ handz buE abo^ cmrhfadz an ea^ u cinJjn^az if v^lcotnin^us tD
AlanEQE which tn^anzch^ E^ne.Ebe Eagli'sNes: Dawn die OEberade af thund^ iz
IcA^z^Tj^, a tcmntiv Eea-bonse b^ an Dasis in Ehe bend a f Ehe load ^idwi n^ aiDU nd a
zpnn^of cold waier which eaEnez due af Ehe hlliidf MDame r dn ^ j up i^al lu^ed
and le aps fEDtn Ehe jeep ed put hi z he ad nnd^r the 3:ie am, ^laslun^ arou nd ±ii qi] if(
a wlile be f^re w^ can^t adntik \Vhik we a» i^i^ ^ n^ cmneliA z, die fE^ritrnfA-Enaa
E Dtnes on JuuEin^ and w^^ n%his ajEns ab out He i z ±iii du z be c au je Mo »3ie rhaz lua
theje^p SD±viDta the i^d e arth tnoi zf fEDtn the o^ilow thai he haz ciu Jie d Ehi^e , eu>^
finj rblade z a f ^razz' MDaniei tn e z eo tna]^f ir alaughbnt the tnan i z p eifrc dy senons.
Thf bfde oasizizprecicnis andfra^k, ^adedby a n n^ Df pale -straj glu paplai^ Th«
p Dplar I z a Fei3 an f i^e , fLi? self c Ee d and ^lown alan^Ebezf ww^rw^ysby the people
who %aiA us the LlaCj the appk aod p^ar and fhf lose and Ehe rulp Tbe wiHaw and
the peath cam^ fram Chi na. HaU^hoclcs aie blootni n% aiDU nd die door of Ebe liftk
adDbehonze af the thii^Kh A wiUaw w^cpzaiArchdow table an which w^ cat cnit
ut daDi^
Thf ^^r^nfA- EnsL bzon^t uscea (^^r az in Chioa] aad ool^ ^at biead Ebat
iDoks Enoif in^ placf-Enxs Df be a^ b id vn pap e r Eban paILca]^£s Any Pei^iEU wIid
p ateois Ehi z fype of uole a^ n^ d b i^ ad andoial^z if in Ehe S Eaie z will pu t p azf ^ wliin
bi^ad DUE of bnsioezs Tlie res: af Ehf tne:t la this idylLc ^de win]ld Euit bf wonb
re Ene tnbe n n^ if It w^ie oac fur Ehf melon, TH E tneloa of abfrEi tne THEpeacbjI eu^
in G^a i^a^ pb] el J n^ IE aff the Eiee wh^re lEhuo^like a ^den lantern THE tamaia^
I ate m LaCiofw on Ebe Fi^och Rivitra and THE paEaio in Tan^^r THE tneloa
wasnof Dnly ex^nhei^, if was cue wiEh THEUiife The tnotneoi I saw lE^IIoLewit
was THE 1^1 & of Eny Lfe PediapsiE izjust az w^lll oe ^r ^f ed own iEj le t alone ^w
IE ta BnriDU gliz wha tni^t leain to use if Dn the upthiust Thf l^ifr is an oldhsLd-
te tnpe i^d ste elblade wbj cb cu n^s and Mds i nf d a Jiank tnadf of Ehe horn af an ib ezc^
justbbthat Clozf d, 1 1 lDa1{slJl^£ afL^whozf f^esan die ^nds of Ehe ball on wbjcb thf
a
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1>la[i« bj Li^f ModtnxT 2fli\t dli an « adi^ r f np fmnifhf t^r^^^ nnaiL iti « zcchsk^ tir
bisapiumpipE Is^d ^ waoi oiu ju sf 1j1>j it'
TliEH iJii^ wiDtheran* ITly^ y^u this one if ycm itaHy wiint it *"
I dj d TLiiEi I iId buf I ne^ r ^[ 1 1 dihcm^I^n^ MaAm^rine^lLan^ alou^ I had
frani Bnrrcnj £|iz "jAio Idws f D ^^ [htm ^ p i^seoisj^o^nn^ if i s dTin^Kios
Lavrencf vras chiowi n^ sc i^s of hAm co Tif^ra^n^h^n wth Dne le^in a^lint
If tlu VDtnATL ^0 ovTLSfhwhea »«shei e mi n^ hAm^ chea ch^ woman vun^ tw
lur aof 1^ ^e ^ A^n m/ Is^d
"Wh^, then/ saidLawrente^ "^^MTllay ^rirti iinde^^s-^
Vfhile we aff , anortu r je ep dxa^np ^TLn^^oi to be i^nu tnbe i^d in fh^ cauDiiy-
s d^/ tnuimu i^d Lfoame^ 'Vhf tn^ e ti n^ on cbj z luad Dfcwo jeeps''
A daj^ SLd ph] tnp, ^^ul^ dnppe r cicy man I n A wliif t ^iif ^oc DUf of tht jtep with
ahlatkcAfe winch be ^n^ tohizdinAr^fhohsLdedhima^eiLdidbunch oi ^ntpes
jod dia^ oft Tbe tnui ba v^d sL ^idy f d u z Euhe washed his ^raptsin ch^ tiuntajn
jod oftie d fhf tn an f D u s \W nfjsedpoLtely, l[U1^:ln^he1^f1p SDtnt fi^rhimself Tbe^
vpie fhf pickof fhf vineyaid, as ^od as th^ zIrjdJr la ConDib Lfoam^ r bx stl^ d wbe n
rhe tnandnwup a itaol and a ide i^d a f e a fnim ch^ thii^^A-man H^ ^niuld e ai none
of our ham but wliea I vJled a jaintj be accepctd if soltmnly and puHtd Dn ic SDlon^
diai hf had ta b^ ad^dcDhand if co Lawrence wba waslyin^chei^ vifhhis too^e
DUf Mo ame r jaj d che manvascbe ^sifin^m:te m]i^ and when I a^^ d wbat p e aple
azaundfh^re dj e d of tnostl^j waspiapeily ansnnd T)iaih/ sajd MDaniti ""Tbere
is nD ha ^ I [al and no cranspa If aiion e KEep [ hi z jf ep ooct atnonth He^ fill Df Jut He
do^sn'ccare ti r die s^ p eople ""
*^Ef tbai P*Hi an p imc E js/ Lawwnci hijs*d, '^til ji ^ n% aa thar j ay ""
TLiE p oa r tnan laol^d 111 J he ^olcf Eo^ Jibut h^ tnay w^ll nDC ha^ undEstaod
ihat.We 1e± hitn die i^ by ch^ buDiEiin, iDokn^ wistfjH^ dDwa af his own reileccion
in thE paol vifh on^ 1e^ [ VI sf^d aiDund the Dther and his anus ca le d aicnind bj tn si
rhai Dne handnndf rbj s cbj n iDolce d like ado^be was ±>ndLa^ Then v^s som^ cbj n^
Asuidly fDuchin^ abauc [his pDst-HEHEOJC pase Nd neEd co waoder wliai he was
rhjnldo^ [hf bi^ cicy and se^ the se cwo wie idos frotn Fan s^ the iDt
TLiE load down the ^side of the nd^ ca the ^babru d iha r was the iirst on winch
Moani^rhadfo tna]^ two and thi^^ Y-tunis eiAiy utne we came fo ahaiipinb^nd
vifh ahaji- ma n^ b naib-f aldo^ drop af ^bai 1dd1^ d li1^ an^chin^ from &^ handle d
free down down aod dDwufD tbase sliAisfnuids of w^r w tht bottam Aod,
insftad of ivna nezns^ Ibad a njsty old ban^^r de ep in ni^ soul Lawrente was
be iQ^ [Dssf d aiDU nd in cbe h acklil^ a^i^ai Arablady fzAan^acnpinabawdahbuche
rEAie d ca p ass US a caupk Df c ans of coldbe ei fmtn the ic^hD^ Ou [ of ^e erbiavadD,
VI tossed fhf ftnp [^ c ans iQia cbe landsc ape , thtieby poQu [ia^ [he attnDsphei^ \Vben
Moani^r^t dowufD die han1^^Df fh^ Jhahiud, he nos^d the jtep scm^ due qiai
JTJ
the b An] J af a g}jlly za 1 1 re ni^d up L1^ ^p Dti^ TuiEi dropp ed a n ic j fimr ntu els, lutiiiiD^
srcLd Dchly [io vii I nf D rtu n^AedjjiJSiLl^ht 1^^LfvnIl4tu citne if wcmlEi. Onl^ tht poor
p Ase n^r nnay Idse his te Efh or c Dll3p» with nn ate xk Df asthnna
Ye Ai^back la rtu old B^ at H ocri, Ipaj nc td a stne s of pi cfure z I c aHe d ~7?i df^j^ ni £&£
H^Iy WtSen ^ ASim^sl - T\:i\u\-jn-2y{hAS^ vei^ thDSEj I sf npp^ d off ta svinn Ttu cumot
\z DFily a couple of fr^c deep but sciod^ eiuni^ fo sweep you avra^ ±>ra dao^iDuz
jD^nde down 1^1 dz Euc the zuti v^z ^ec [id^ low SLd Ma arcL^ r saj d ^^l!bu hn^ li^ se ea
the bad loadyet 'We crossed a nniljf my bn d^ atid scaz^d zi ^-za^^ii^ aii Y-tu niio^
up wtLai Lawrence called Mezcnlitie Mdu nc an, be c nuse Df fh^ weiid^tj we zana
the lod^ At fh« top^ vepen^craiedai^d^Dal^ tunnel wicb AwitidiD^pxbchiDU^
IDc1^Mlz fnim cht niDf TtuzboDn ca weaiy cradle i^ vazpnc fhicni^hy Reza ShdL
who, MDamti s^dj ^Dokan intei^sc in JUaniac "" We CDoka d^ep brewh wtien «
cnnnf out [he ach^radt Ibrthei^ we v^» 1dd1 j n^ moiy tnle z oi tiiDre up fh^ Vdlt^
of [he AssAisins lb [he left, LiDn Moun[Maj ShirKubj iisez[D za me thio^ likf twri^«
thou Zand fre t vifh waie r^ilb Aa^ n% afi i[s1>aTe re d Aeu] j^ do vii i n[D [h^ n^rntuclL
luns^itLere i[ villsfhiau^ a zcDn^bed dniDSfbalf a tnle widej f wi rjn^ xbbaiu af
wild water Aha^ [ awny n ck nbouf thi^^ sionf s hi gh zf ands by the luad down belDW
in^ asEDiinel Far up fh^ valley ai^ fwo ^nenpaith^s oaplx^auz w [h^ b o[f Dtnz a f
tni^y ravioe z^ e a£:h d^ no[in^ a ullEt^ If [h^ Htzl an^ iz[he Chatnz K laya 1 ind oa
tny map laNa^l, [h^n ooe of [ht iujgtLfits[ Azzassiiu' casd^ s of thtmallj Majmoua
Diz^bao^ aa a pinnaile ZDtnt [wo [houzaod feec abow i[ Itiipozsible to idenfi]^
with ctnEiint^ ewn thiDugtiiuy 10 k 40 binoculars With tnoi^ fime one mi^t ^t a
^mpzf Df i[biit If f a]>js »al Dunintaj n^ e IS fo ^fup [be i^, fhe ^ say
Our equip me n[ wazpi[ifil On my fet[^ 1 vaz ^nain^ apaji Df p i rcip z^ p itnp z
zevnup f>riiieb^[be Chelzt a C obble is la La ndoa TLiey wei^ zo sold and wa ni [bat
they v^ie combnable fi^r waljn^buf useless Ibrclitnbin^ Tlie^ Jjpped au[ frani
under me ^lAn aa the sidewall^ af l^hmn Waise [han [hatj my left fi^of is [otally
u nieljabk SI nee llase apanaf i[ iaatnD[Dibi1^ accideai a^w^arsa^ Sure -fna [ed
Lan^oce v^z^iDd wi[hsame ni±y bj g|i be els f[Dm Pans Dn wliichhe tupped diont
in^ a^ai Lfoam^ r vaz we anD^ za me Irani an lop^ - zale d natnb^ is witb vhicb h^ rsL
thiDU gti n^ gti tnouDi an stre amslJ1^£ a gazelle Wt had no i d^ a howl [Qe fi^odvphad
with us, fir aH that had be ea le± f D Moaner Wh^n we cane [o sotne houses aidh^
had[a ad^his v^j ve wondered if we VDuld^iAi^^t thtnby rj^tfrill We djdiL'[
\Vlie n vp ( amt f D ab nd^e , we did not [ eAc^ i [ but ran on up [be n^ ib euI^ ±ii oe aily
a mile betii^ we fuioed in[o tht swi t-ADaii n^ v^e r and simply cbu me d upsfip am
thiDugti [he middle . Vfaie r and locia w^re Ayin^ annindusbuf tht j^ep didnof ^1
and wf madf n T\ty ^aids upsfi^atn, vp cnmed and laai^d up [h^ banlc, CDmio^
out inf abncDlit cauntiyside Df ^en fields andhed^s Tbe hed^s, if sn]djedby
a p akabaf arjsf, cauld %iia Dne an idea oi th^ a^^ af the load dan n^ back ta [h^
Assa^QS, sorely TK^ IDc1^y [rack be [we en hed^iows v^z made fir dool^^s and
a
Th
Dvjle s atid tiof c Ai^ Wat« r f eod^ ca lu JliIovtiic i n sci^ ams, c niviti^ lufs idid f Dire ncs
Emiy so ateaj ati op^n im^MioLi direh cues CTilrd^ aciDss i[ Andrtu jeep ndj and
n Eu^ thiDU gti itj n^ ady J olti Li^ LiL^vn nte due Df bj z p alAnqu iti Lfoamer lu ns the lutz
lJ1^£ chey v^re zoUeFca as^ n niicil we %ef snjtk uid sotne p e asants a n che ir VBy hDtne
vifh the ir c wdf triATLA^ to helfi ns ^c anc tl^li as [he suti zet svifly 7\l zewn
Up, up and up and^ loD^ aJt E r dnil-^ vp lani^dup ilico fhe alnriosf p^ ipe ndj ehIeu
^lla^f Df G Eucmr Khan, I nriDie diately aJte r ^suu [ ThEie v^z nDchi n% e ^lu n^ fo da
in che ^^e chu ni^ until ve csue^ycni could see chu ^ob^ r-^e d chldn n and
adulfs scoa d amnnd itaL dly scano^ acns Tliey weip all we aud^ lubbe r ^o^ s cast in
a tnould cd IddKIiI^ du^ bad laces M clu men w^ar dxeary wliif^ Juns and dail-.
rniusei^ Wome n vp ar duiit pie aie d sldirs oiAr die i r oa^-hlae pajaniA pants nnd the
same ^iDes as the men And diM is an ddIit' Nead^ ]i±y ye ai^ a^, noWj Reza Jhah,
tube r Df [hf p IP se nf Dnej issue d an Dide r thai no ooe was co w^ ar an^thin^bnt ^^ see ni
dre s and a FalUa^ -p e :4{f d c ap losce ad of a tu ib sl As a i^sulij p edLap Sj e wiyam acts
lJ1^£ alDhDcomy case i n cbj s c ou nciy^ li1^ diey had h e ea anipu tate d of che ir ani ma. In
jo^ LfoiDC can ^na^, the sam^ vQla^rs VDuld be smilja^ and svaimin^ all a^ r you
^am^ IjdsdD fiJlowusup id che ^of wh^re we csup fi^r the ru£ji[ and 1 nonce chw
rhe one n^aiesf ca tne i s a dw^if in hi s ewe nci^ s His ^he r i s saffe hd^ &a m som^ cbj n%
in his le ^ and all 1 can ^whitn aip a ]t w Vt^su ns f^r the paj n 1 la dK la uaj n ±ir tn^
picildeSj m^ cadein^ winch cuies colds and ch^ b^lly-ache^ m^ nds brolcf n I mbs and
vdlco^iche ii^[ insf aUtn^ nts of e wn cane er
\Wh m:4{f camp EVLd JUamat is up fh^rejhigti D^ihead in cbe dadclfo question
of ^fciD^up die re and ^endjn^che ni^lu m die casde as shsus and Mo sue r had
dooe on a p i^ia Du s tup lamfjnous Ma ame r op eos m^ boffle Df i^dl^ and sw^ w
itjlDsiD^die sciewcap so thai the wliole batd^ is waste d^laier TLieabe pulls aucbjs
inAafdile matcre ss, pu mps if np^ sees che bi cci r sle epin^-ba^ aa 1 1 andsnu^^s davn
inade vichouc saying Ooodiuglic Thei^ are Dtily fwo heeEkfi fo wash davn our
sandwi che s of hsa and h olooe ^ Killed la p anca]^ s a f b nad lb cue cbe mriDn, lasl-.
ti r cbe lou &j OUR 1^ifr, and Ma ami r mu mblf s be baslasc n Th^re isnodun^fodc
bufpacKif in so Lawnnci ^ts ch^ re mam n% ^i ep lo^-ba^ aod InHup lasome wpf
blanlce ts u nde r fhf s: ais winch w^ siaie w cbrou £ji cbe bi nocnlai^ u nnl vp aip uipdDf
it
f^U ima^oe a dii^e -da^-lon^ bee-^ll [hiau^ fh^ Lfll]^y VJ^^ su^^sts
LawTE ncc .
1 suddenly iind Ican^hiPEube, wcht men thon^t of it Ifjtnblt annindin the
dai^Y ti r m^ Sp inhaler and c apsule s of iDial Sittin^upjlste se wral lante nis bobbi n%
dKiund in the dad^belDwns in the mDsi alaimin^^^on It laol^lil^ a m^ecin^. 1
Dud^f LainpiLce vho acs up ^a^in^ '^^ezuSj die ^^Isu^s^ EiAamally, fwo paji
of li^ c ariyii^ l^ui^nis p ass b^ in the dadcon fh^ ±vade of cbe chwcenn^biDak
SJ(
bea[i« ^riucbvphaiA csufied Fedufiz th^^as afrajdDf us, thty EotcdljrL^ so loudly.
Laft^ AfrvmoiE Df fh^tn djmh past thiou^che dj^ic wichlutsDti ch^ i r JumlEif n.
Lan^oct is iu ipnsed f d set thty ai^ vutnea ^ fhishour^h^ ezulaitns. TLiey ut
the tii^bif^i^ af v^e r- vod^ i^j IE dire cf iti^ [hf I r im ^ati Dti dj [che z do vn fo rtu I r fLtldz
below We Ijf [heie stanii^up at [lit 3D MiScy Way zannf nrLcmuDiilI say ^ Kfi]Zf tD
beleiA fhozf ni^ ach^ r wo^ds up ch^re Icis dlDiei^ decorEuiaa ^
Skep fhjdez tne The stre ATin two fre t Awa^ bann tnt i z chwf ex n^lcnider sioc t wf
turned DU[ ourlarcip I caii be ar ^i ic e z b dibL li^ i li cIu broak Then I h^ ar disti net
trmsic aad diummjo^ Ai^ diDse Jieph^Dis and ^lephe ide zse z calljn^ ouf ta their
Aoclcsiache ni^ onz thaifh^ vate r^ I he at tnaiti nl trmzic Euid dru nmuj n^. Aie [host
zh^phf rd^ and ^^pheide ses ( all Li^ ou t CD the irlod^ la die tiigluDriz thai the waier^
1 hi ar tnaiTi al tnusit like amues with alwr tiu rcipe cz aad ch^ wild s1 j£i n^ wad of ch^
MoD^l p ipe z^ ancestral uiice z prophes^i n^ w^r ^ddenly, m is L awi^tic^ be a de nu^
lau^n^. ^ any CD zouod zo pe i^Diial hue I^ jnsc b^ e n se eiti^ our amv:! i n cbe eyes
Df fhf vdla^E Tlieie yau wei^ we an n^ iiDchi n^ 9pp ai^od^^ bu t ^ur pink lodj ehl
zhjit J uawindiD^ a loti^ p ajr of whice le^ c dm re d wifh mud wbj cb you cowred wicb
black ^1^ t p sus *
""TbrirLDnDW, 1 vant fo laok ^od ti r tn^ tne^ ciLi^ widL H E^saii I ^ahbdi rtn^iD^
ta w^ar tny ^old Ju n 1 waz we an n^ i n Camies whe n JodoiDwzl^ tame in [Dhispnzs
CDnfriencf weano^ the sam^ oiu.^
"^on ntnemhei thai £n£jj^i ^mily thw was mAszacred in the South of France
whew they we It canipin^^
"Arid ihai {^eznnsL hipp i« lalbri^y the cKh«rday'
■^AndiAiiai d»auc EtsyJlidir^
"Ti'eahj why don't ^du nH alazf joint wiihsotne O init *
"^^ ^1 n^ CD pu I a n tny zle ep-mad^ f D 1^£fp ouf che stars aod start my cauotdowiL
eKEKisez""
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c all die mzelws noWj SLd sa^z they ha^ ^i^ul^ dj &ie ni i^ chiu qae z but l^hadzom^
realhai-sliDt succesez wifh my ^i^ion of chiz Dne My fioublf is cbai 1 eicberdDn^
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my ^ep ma^arleaiA diem wide op^n azl count daviifrom iwe nc ^ co ze id, maldo^
an efbn lo lazaaljze exh nutnber az 1 ^ t\T a spoi in ^ac^ wbeit 1 say wifh ehl
atcempc at loJleable Aucbancy "1 fjH^ i mead fo ^ ouf cbe it ta me^c SD-SLd-Sa and^
whe n 1 ^f b atkj 1^ re me mbf r all abouf If ' ^om^ II mes, 1 haiA tal^nqaiie ahecioiiD^
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"TAfHrtf JpV H]j - jftirfj/iii^L "Soli c osiis de la uids.
Iti che iirst 1j^ of day, IlJe1>ac1>.lalu^l:lail1^ffz SLd lookup ai ^arciut chiDugli
m^ bi nocnlai^ If 1 s hi gh^r by ^cbati Ichcm^ic m vauldhe "Imp Dsable ^ 1 nvj nnar
TLiE woid vala s La^vre nee ^fho vaiicz ca IooIl, ta d 'H as SDtne dlip re sioi^d if J"" Vfhw
be lefei^ [0 ai^ bi^pxches of ^llow and ie d b nckwad^ la d1 j n% Tilmozf b nuid oe w,
piastre d n^t oache adt of du hi^ rod^ p aiape t Tlu crnl^ ez^anwia n ti r ch^ se
is that clu Maoris could tiof ^[ ta thtm Euf hovdjd anyDtie e^rpuf them dure
infhf iirst plac e J Fa i^scs a f poplar pale s tnuit haiA be ea ti ed iDia sc afiildj n% co coia r
rhe djff-^f Pfc^rV^He^j ^fhc has ^vntcen che tnost zeceoi baDl^ about dutn, says
TLit Assasatis wei^ ai least as t^finble as the Cmsad^is — wIid vire re^otiabk tir
rheirdm^ and tnuidti itna^ — iti che 11 bnUi anf ca nstiu cfia n of tasd^ s^ die 1 r use of
oaruiTil IsLd atid vater resauvzes, cheir adafi cabilif ^ to political ti itu mstatic^ s atid
rhe I r 3f]pie c laiiaa Df the aits The ir ^te m of IbinfLcaiiaDS vas well 3he ad of 1 ts ti tn^
TLitiis vaf a ^ly ad^atic ed strate ^ c caocepf of defrtisf in depdL vhich ve did tiof
dewlDp a^a UDid v^ I ncD tht c^ntiti e ch c edjuiv ^
Betaase we dawdUd, cbe sua was vpHup la the s1^by the titn^ we ^cstan^d E^
da^li^tj we could se^ chat our b diblj n^biuak vas ac tu all^ a qu ick-mmun^ c asc ad^ ,
tutnblj n% down dkTon^ aa im ^1 oti dj [cb ba ide i^db^ cbe oarrowpwhup which the
DJ ^i[-wod{f IS wicb lante ms had cotni co n^lwe dieir^ices On the ^sid^ of thai,
yawmd api^cipicaus csk^Dn fram wbjch die wwer had beta dinned ta sen^ the
^lla^ dji^cd^ below the ^eaplaif^imon which w^ bad sp^nt die DJglic LaDkn%
JniDsc scraj gtif up inta theli^t, we could see thai L ion Mou ncaj n is 3II sfnp e db^ such
colossal cao^Dns with ^laip ho^ ai:k nd^ s b em^ n fh^tn Maniat lock thiusts up
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the DunititTu L^ df like TLnwural bitres dli vhichonl^ e^Es win]ld thinly of buldjo^
Provide Li[ I all ^j a nnsL wi ch tl tnule carint ztao^ and (Tlth ed me up tht iirst kifi^iiLicil
we ^oc CD [hf spoc wlitie t^ii a ju i^-±>Dce d mule could mif^D Tuiy fjnheE Leszsure-
fnacedby ^1 Jjpp e d ofi his back cd look dDwti dit helL^ideeppif cbai sell aoach^r
sti^ ambas cut aiDuad che b ack Df die casde lock ^Doli^ Ml la"" c n^ d Mo sue r Ihad
LiD[ fhou^ Df If ^[buf 1 did chen andl v^tit on diinljrL^Drdi^amjLi^abDuc ic fur
the Lieztf couple oi days chei^alir ^Vai^ cbati cbatj Ihiid tlii TiUbuf in^siJtible ui^
ta dkTow m^zflf 01A r Whe i^ thisui^ tna^be camj li^ fn nrij lH du iik dicnic laier For
tny wiy entrails v^re ^rdtbedaod tay eyeballs se eme d to jntiip la fh^ i r SDc1^f fs as I
scaled out ^ns [his almost bottardes i^dpit ai wliai la d1^ d likf aii^tnendd saucer
hD^n Li^ I n ^ac e, huD^be [we e n [hf iil^ r n vule [ of che sci^am so ±a down b elo v aiid
the sua-f ipp ed su nnmj t of Shir Kuh fDweno^liI^ sl aii^iy cloud abo^ Foraloo^
tnDtneDi^ 1 could simfily tioc ii4^ in wbai 1 was se eiti^ u nc 1 1 lool^d at if fhicni^ m^
bimitulas TLieUj 1 could tiof belie w tny ^^s wlieal savic TlLai ^ cL ff v^^ sciU la
de^p ^ladow SLd m^ 10 k40 passes an sa scion^cbat co s^e cbrouEji cbetn cleaily
demands cbai one If s[ the m on sotn^cbj n^ solid M^ hands tremble d and sve at ponied
dDwn incD m^ eyes Ihad the dry be aws, manntaj n ^c1^nf ss fn m fh^ cbjn ajrai this
alcifude^and 1 was ^aspin^ with asfhma The bn^ dancing itna^ I cau ghf ^ !â– ^^^
aTDundlJ1^£ adiop of waiEian aredhof scow Wlieam^hand was sceadied, what I
saw was scill nltlnln^lJ1^f ^ re ile cf ion si e n i n a windowp an^ sere amin^ vifh ma Wbat
isic^wbaicanicbe^H^pc a^jn^ myself 1 decide i [ i s Faiadj se , Pazadj s^ ^aide n as se ea
in a raj ndiDp . S D, cbe i^ re aU^ v^s a ^ardeUj I si^Le d
^Vh^, [h^re stiH is a ^aiden, 1 panted as I climbed aa up afer Maam^r and
LavT^oce aod a auall monncai n boy wbabad attached himsflf co us l^aiA him my
bimiculasco cariVj and die cap^ otJ/tki^ I^TjfA, bou^ in che aiipoit in Italian. 1
ne^de d m^ hands fre e f^rm^^ec wei^ toobi^f^rdie ^ai-b adi ac loss die ?ast cuiraia
of iDdse lubbk ^ibi cb ban ^ from n^hf u Oder die casde, down and down and Dn down
without adimb arablad^ Df ^lassca din^ one d ^ould Dne ma]^£ ooe sin^ mis-^«p.
Aodcbei^ was stiU ^foi^e [o com^, fnFjai onepDinc, Iheaidacold^^ic^ say made me:
"^on can^ ma]^ ic "" 1 dared not laok down bu [ 1 fwisifd around co glsue a^n at
the %aiden SLd sawdiai cbe iirst i^saf the sua had jus: stiuckn AR ch^ devDnchc
p Dplaxf i^e s and %Ke n te n^c« of ^m^, ^f ne r than any se e n fhis ade Df Hea^Uj wbs
tu nied in an I nscaiu f D vap or A cloud L1^ ooe ^ b»aih a n a mirvurbu nied a ff fhis ti ny
plaif au , l11^£ amirJaTui^ ^aidenon a f e a fray bu n% ouf owr the ^}jlf wbei^ ^Jpli du
sacre d n M r nui thzou^ti c aiA nis m^ asuieless td mandDwucD ah onndle s se a 1 could
nDC ^d b ack^ so 1 scramble d aa up to AlamaCj ^a9ln^l11^£ a ]i^i ouf a f waie r
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Ai the fDp Df fhf scnej the soljEiiackat che p^^Yhubeeacuf [hiau^frotn Dtie
sdf [D the Dcherby afutiLiel^riucbl would iiDt lJ1^£ cDhiiw co scuidnp la when the
viod izblDwiti^ I chrew tn^zeli an iff loa ^ freliti^ arcniLiEi fir tn^ Spi nhzte r crnl^ ta
iiid [hu I had ±>i^tcf ti It lach^ poclcet Df tny ortLer^iiif Tbai ^tlw nne fime cortunk
4 ^wchcm^ts Tibouc tn^ TGchm^j ±ii if is a ^d^ tie v acqui acioa of nrjtie these iTOf
t\UT orfLw k^a^H itia:^^ oi cbe cItgsic asthtna wtucb the ^ccinu suffirsoce rtLeir
chldhaDd hi nn^ childliDadj my tiiotherhTid ch^ TGthmaj not tii^ Ai [hue dp fi^r
Vcai^ of 7l^, I used co L1^ to liscea [Dberch^sc wtieii sh^ bad a en as of h iDiichi [is,
HiiDwiL 1 J tee Liz/ I called ic Laie^^ie hadfo ^t nd of Tichowdo^ ^e d^ad^lo^d
becaase its fijr ^^ be r ashmTi ^o^ wbe li daiti^ i^se aiLh diiDU^SDtnt le Tilly insrine
boDl^ DFi tnode ni p ^cbj tl£iv> I taiii across this±afetchfd anal^siSj I made aiuife of
it
-"^^ tttfimt tsa^ IS ^*]iS^l i^if\^l^ ^§rt!M^i tTivifSy t^ ma^is S\it Shi ft!r^\\l\t iF}^7t^ iB
ni^khn mtiAcF i* i^l he an kAtf hf7 tffify a^^t^i i^\t ^^i^^itj ojdtF ^fitl fOTj^i^ioit^ frt^^
Alirmii ht ^s/i^iltui^ tAHsAtn r^ff J> i^rdfn ruJl^; b^n^f^if^/ tiF]^s^ ^ti'toi hMi^c
£7^ ^i7£LfUiii7yi/ft7§t2S7 '^ffffhinnj^ htf-
Wdw, dofsic e^r' And wliD ischisitiadt niej pray, who i s tiyi n% to pu Jl m^ d^i^
latnply caa'c iDak anc the frotit eod Df chi s tu noel h ecau sf tht Aamo^af ch^ vdla^e
aie ]i±f e n bu ndre d 6 e [ da vii fh^ re be ne xb tiiy 6 e [ and the sole s a f tiiy dioe s are sa
badly WD la [bai ch^^ sLp and^de uoderm^ e^aon cht pawd sti^^cs af Ttbran, 1
Ic^ep re tmtiditi^ mystlf Haw Iditnb^d aUfhf way up h^ re CDhaiA a wie sditi^ maich
wifh the ^ost of tiiy tiiDthe r wbose asthtiia 1 su &r frotii a nl^ si nee ^le di^d, ^aw^
jodalDne and wi th tiiise ly ^ O r i s cbj s fh^ Old M ehLj hiiustl^ who sajd ta haiA deli^ed
in [hiDwin^ sciDn^ tnea Dwr^ Wlieadie Fmnlash sa -called Ki n% Df Je lu salem tame
bei^ to p a£ay wich bj tiij Hassan i S abh Till i s sad co haw si mpl^ snapp edbj s lon^h Dti^
iii^Eai a sf nti nri posf ed n ^i[ up be i¥ wh^re 1 am cI n^ti^ n £|i[ now SLd the bo^
ju mpe d^ siiappi n% [0 wee niia n iti fiill Aj^ as h^ la^Le d p as ch^ asca nish^ d e ^ s of the
Noimaii usuip^ r Bu iidu g|is Idws [his example af LiJLc^ble Anchonty, aad Insedic,
m^sfl^ia r^^uss Ihadbecterbe eareM
A sf ^lel^ plaja ^itphe ide ss of abouc f^ne^ti, dressed iti their tiati Dtial fi^^ sf^
of VJfsteni dDcbeSj suddenly app^as with dii^e ^oais b^hi nd her and DfEei^ me a
bandfil of bID1^£a ^laids of pDn^iy she has culled from the IsLddjd^ af uins in
dus casde d^sciD^dhy die Lfon^olsjusf sfiAn handled and f weaiy-dii^e yeai^ a^
^now cam^ lafe ta cbe Alboc mountains and the vallf^ of Mamat thai wioiir of
1?^^/ the hi 3:dii SL Ju^ayni lecaids. "Mea of abundred ^ars of a^ could nof
n memb er such a tiuld winte r It made du n^ e aae r ti r cbe Mon^ invader Hula^^
baides assEnlced cbe castle widL man^nels and the ^ars of ics d^Andei^ wifh wdd
pip^s sci¥ anru n^ cons: sul^ f^rchre^ da^s andni^suncd the n^rwsaf che bisii^d
c^acl^£d and cumbledlil^ fhe walls Df J^ncba At Hnla^^ oidei^, fh^ last Grand
Ma^r of the Assassios^ Rol^eddin fh^ Famcide, w^e cbrowiL o^r che sanne cliff
whi ch had pm^ df d ju ch ^on Jbrhupred^cessDr, Hassaui Siihbah ^
Who am I^ RaloM ddj Li ^ NpT« r
Mosuer And Lan^oct aod fh^ ^w-f^ated tTLDunfAjn bo^ of ahcmt tcn^ catitl^
back at [hwpoiLic [D zay they had cL tribe d fi] nhtrup aiidMoaoierlLadfiAaMlDmd
the lacalladouf aiouiLd tht td^ Df tht difi aiid dovn into a zan Df cistezncut out
of che rock He datne d fhw h^ bad h e^ n sd jcai^d shiiles chat it badhe^nhaid tD
^ [ back a^ain There wei^ the i^majnz Df pajoiin^ onplasir, he zajd, dt±Kedby
CEDnjn^s af ^raAti I had no deai^ co see this, e^r I had wiy Icde deare ca clt^
fjirh^rup, eiche^sD I he up ajoinc andjust sat dieie transit dm the Djcbe of zom^
ancienc Fida'i »ntind, s: ann^ scone d across ai the hao^n^ G aide n of Dtlglics as it
Aoatedo^r the dad^red eAi^s and into fh^ sulllJ^lJ1^£ a nrunisnire Pai^djsi planet
cai\*d QUi of jadp and ilashio^ wich enn raids "Tiyji Chal/ ch* bay said, ponifiD^
ta i[ Moame r lau^Le d ^e sa^s if is tailed, dit Ice Eozc Dicbe Fn^dajie , piabahly
because die sua siiil^ s ic solaie indit day ^c^]-Ii mt ans i c t and Cal i s a die th a r abolc .
HeocEj [h* It*b[sy *
Thf iDuiLdlciep af ch^ castle i s the lai^s h^ ap of scDne s sf 01 scandj n^ a n Alatnat
and the ^w-paih ta the upper cirracts winds around if No poiDi i n 1do1 j n^ do^fiL
aiDU nd fhf rej « I thti TLit vi^vfrnm tht topislil^ a bio v la fh^ braj n, Dwmbeliuj n^y
u nse [din^ C Dwre d vifh snDW and ic e as 1 1 1 s i n ch^ ^nnte ni me , vindsv^p t andbatce red
by sioimSj I [ must be ewnmore temfiiti^Keepin^m^eyesDnmy &«cfDbe sure ^at
they ve re doin^Icame vicb ^rati tu de idiq ^fhx Shams c dltd tht counof che tastk
SDmt^fhx ^randl^ If 1dd1j more li1^ a niDm ahouc c^n hy a^^en fr^c which has
c Dllap sc d and dit loor ^iHe n lUj filLD^iip a ±iiind»ia n cu 1 1 ncD die rock h holds waf^i
orse e ms ca^ fiir a fe w spi1^ sed^ s we i^ sti clan^up ama n% ch^ ±llen hand-h^ ^fublDcls
of ^ibat lool^d fo h t limesta ne A c oioe r af v^U sell sf ands and I had Lavre nee ta]j a
pictui^ of me infraDi of i[. "Ibr Rolling ^font Enf eipn sf s, cI ck"^ h^ cnedj daiteno^
aw^y afeifhf tnou ni an boy a n hi s hi^ ht^l^ from Pans When I wassui^ of whaf I
was holding ontdj I crsLed due wich my h laa culaE and ^t anally clase vievDf fh«
bnckwod^ E^adLe Ma n^ols could aa [ p ly it afi die cliff-be and if 1do1j as if fh(
bn^ red EVLdbiiEjic ^Uowbnd^badb^enlajdyesfeiday When die Mod^oIs wei^
tra^n^che ca^lej cuifajn v^ho^rempcy i ^ anse s be t v^ e n proje cf in^ Dud^ wei^
e ase r ta kd^ due campk celyj but frace s Df masoDiy le maja a n El the r a dt of [hf SB ^aps
and ooe is stiU ciDss^dhy an aich o^rahol^ Dibarnhk chuft thzDu^bi whidi an^
CDuld^dt sa e asy and ^ df x £ji[ down oncD fhf lai roD^ Df die vQla^ ezcc epf fi^r cbat
de^p can^nhecwetaus
Lookn^ aiauad af wbai i^ mains up then, ont is bound ti? conclude thw most
of tht flgjjies sk^Dnt advances A<iui che A^sasansare &nciM Fii^c oi dl, che ^a£«
IS aaallj no matc^r wiiw cowei^ and tunics wt» bult Dn ic Fdi alDn^fimej if was
thou£ji[ chat Alamuf was the Dtily casdt belDn^o^fD cbe sttcbuf sfiAi:! moie haw
b Ef n dj SC01A i^d asi^cendy as 197^ aodmiwic i s le ca ^i ed diw die ^ bad ±>ni&e d at
^
Hi
len^ chief vnHeys iti d«p [h atid che II sf ZDn^tuildz re uhe d cnj t f D SyiiaiaDtie djnccioLi
aaduDia [hi tnTuiihe z a f A^Latii 3 3a i n fhf ofh^r The C3f] i cnl c tlzcI^ of ^unut tn^
v^hiLW b^eii aa nUbuc itnpn^Tible scroD^old^ held h ^ hue TLhAndiijl Df pid^d
me n tlidu nd [hf OrTLiid Mnzf tr wIid mled fhum^ rtu po vf r Df hi j nu nd az veil as h ^
bislaD^lau^ Tlie Idli^Uii^, a±f r aH^ vaz viride d b^ QiLe siti£je nnati at antne.Na
lu e d of v:ut huti^iy anni es co p nrcif] e n
TLie ]ULal do^fD^n Df the AszAfsim i s SEvd to haw be e n bmn^t dicnit b^ smme dfie
oaiuEd l^usi ^0 hui b Ef Li k dnEipp ed nndlLeld la Alnrciut E^ die fime Tbua vtg
laiuDniedj be had karoed che v^doLesfez of chf Ieuc Gratid Mastei^ RD1^^Lfddltl,
vho v^z sMd [D haiA klledhiz ova ^h^r Ttnja ^w tht plaa of cbe casdf to the
MoLi^zDtidLe caodi [iDLi chat hi would itihenc tht lihiuyof Alarciut vhichhAzbEeii
sajdby zanne bj zf dh ans f d ba^ cotripnsfd cbe fxcra^^n^atit nurciberaf cwd handled
rhausaiid uthitrLts Ewli chiz nutnber af tnodeni bDols vould iit^d abu^e ^ace
iD he sioi^d atid coniulifd Aiicienf hEuidvncc^ti tnannzciipf Dti pazchnnftit vould
be ewabuHjer Novbei^ in the luitiz as on^ z^ez them coda^ VDuld die re he place
tirsuch a CDHecnan Fediaps vhx theze dnwn nfen^d cd vaz che povEr la chise
bool^fi^rdLe A^fazanziD^irednrLaD^achirzeci^c za ci e [i es in Aii a aod i n Eunpe vba
adapted [h^ircechniqijes of ma di zc iphoe and cbe irphlasophy fhai die endjustiilez
rhe tneans In EniDp ej cbe ir m^ chodz of i niciati on, the ir me tliDd of appoi nnn^ a file ee,
rhe I r f nible mz and chf i r inzi^ a Euid Dthe r crspp id^ vpie iniicaiedby zach ^ronp z az
rhe Kni^biff 1^ mplai^ the H o^ic dltE and die S dc itcy of Jesu Zj fhf Je zai cz ±nj nde d h ^
I^atiusLD^Dla Ibda^^ Opus Df i in^pajn is zajdca Dwe tnuch id sotne one's jcu die z
of the Isnnaljf
An the If ocbci^^
ns
KINGS WITH STRAW MATS
Ira Cohen
I w^£ IJvi n^ I n KsDiatiiiu, vnnti^ pa^ ciy TuiEi t^« nnu licid^ vith astral p ipj^c -
tion, wlitti I h^ard chw ch^ Kurcibh Mela was abouc co ceAc^ plxe la Mahdiad I
clMcljd tny denish nnamjal — T^^imt^ JZkujj — andic [old rtw ta ma]^ tny wa^ as
quidly aspDsable fo fhis spi c i al cwel^ -ye ar tne ec iti^ Df p 3^ tnz aiid hol^ tnta at ch^
EDLiibjence of thi^« h^e — [he Gan^s, the Jutniia aiid die ici^sibk u [i[i« i^idu Lid
Sarasvati
Owr twriw nnillioa people vire beaded b^jetj cnua, oyl^jl arsmply oa fiof^
with [hf object Df hathiD^at ch^ asfiDlo^callypezfeccDioDULic Evchepoitit vlieie fh«
thi^f n^ismec AszDoaasI i^adchDse voids of Ru tni ^i ch prodajme dj "ScDpbe-
I n^ a v^erbf an r atid I nriDie i^ yauiself I n the ocean/ l^c za nnf colar JiLci oa cie dit
(no ea^ cad^ i n N^pal) atid nnade trawl ari^i^me nc z fiii ^llaliab ad vlu i^ 1 am^d
with about t^Oj di^suin^Df twel^ tnHion child ey«s Dp eiu li^ atnultaiieou^^ A±^t
allj [hf place whei^ the cbree n wis me t vas c Dtiadend fo 1>« fh^ ezrezn:! i^pi^se iica-
tian Df cbe chird^^ iczflf
Thf Ku rcibh Mela ta]^ z Its nsae frntn fh^ H lodu le ^od vliith ceHzho v tiur diops
of clu ^Eij* hol^ «li:i] r AH f D fhf « anb frani a lojmbh orpi tchf r dij HD^ a zf lu^^ vicb
jeztons dftiiDtiz Th^ place z vh^ re those ±>urdiDpzfrll aie Mahabad, Hardwar, Uj-
j aja atid Na^k, vhf re fh^ ^imDU z 6 zf ivalz are hrid e ^zy c vpI^ yeai^ Aiid wbai v^z
that fbz]^ I f LiDt fhw triDzc p vf rfjlpsychedelic , [he ^bledzanna winch WBslouivrL by
the EHLC If titz fo ca ni r iDscaiiE dj ^DJ t^ ^
O Li tn^ am ^^ aferlice rally haia n^ ca sn:LD1^f tny w^y cluau^ handle dj Df li a] ^d
zadhuz copied la a^ieZj 1 was itnuiLaie eoon^ cd nneec Gan^sh Eaba, ^^A Jliuu
Eunice ^lu and India^ avn Mi. Nan]i:tj who imniedj aiely tranaujtted fo m^ by
p ^cbe dfbc buHf c aUlne^dedcol^owand^aiA nif a plac e cd ^^ep beside z It WBzGa-
ne^ who zajd, '^onieDne should wnce a b Dok c aHe d Alnj: IViI^^^zi Mfti'lt would
be impDsable co e zf imate how many f Dnz of ^aoi a and cbaras w^re smol^d du hd^ th«
niDnch-lDn^ frsti^
Tht ^aniadhj VJala^ vha w^s about toha^ hi mself bun ed al w fiirapexodaf
A^ d^s without £:■(] d a r v^e ^ siD^ due to me^ "^lUy che Alnu^ic^ csLlDdka^^ra
^D^ ' Apaz fFDni aUfhf dia^nsfd id loduce ^czca^ and vi a oUj same Df che bj £jiest
yo^ z and ±4{iis had their own [i nie-honDre d azc ec ic [« chiu qae z fi^r ^ tu n^ e wn hi gh^r
thiDU gti tnedj tati Dn and che p i^cf ice af auscennez In se aiLh of myscic uni Dn vidL Re -
abfy andcbe accpjisina n of ^ eci al p Dwe iSj chey defied all ide az of bu man e ndu mnce^
in^ standing on one le^ f^rcwpliA ^e as or more^ « ia n deeping while standing widL
the aj d of a hsk^ n^ SW1 n^ O [heE, UiDwn as £k Babu z Dr Ooe Axtns, hold their aimz
up fi^r SI nnilarp enads a f [ime u nd [hf ann sIuhaIs inco apeiman^nt upn^poaciaa
a
jodrtu iii^zTLEuls ^ro V n glif I LitD the ]U^ Ofh^rN^TL^CEnildljf fticirnnaus v^i^ts
vifh [hfirccid^j aod dunLi^aiu af ch^ procesioLiz chiau^ rtu streecs of the eity, I
szw 7l ndcf d sadhu pnDiLi^ 3 ( TolDui af saibnasv^misb^ a rope f i^ d fo his pe nis On
rhai da^ the fovn^eDpk thi^v D^r ^0,000 lupe es wanh a f mangolds ai [he ]be[ Df
iihc ndc^dluly tnen ^ chey tn^nihe d to che hial
EiA n I Li ycnir wld« sf dre ATfLS ^vu could tie^ r ima^ Lie such aciicuzaf hi^ tnad-
lu sf, tiuf de^] [iDLi And shD^ iz sav^ as du KurcihhMelaj^ich could hn^ Tibsaibcd
du ^riu]l« Woodsf Dck nEvion ^ if u nde r 7l sjD^e tenc A^ 1 siood i nrmu i»d i n di^ VTue r
vifhf^asaf i n^ z^ i^ssibl^ « tiiDci oa lu niu li^ ou t af tn^ eyesatid diou glu ^ -^^^ -^ ^^^
f Iriif I mtn^ rtij J/jffffi I b e^an ta iTdJ^bi Wc ai^ tl cnuliiinj d^ tiiDviD^ tovaids ahead
1^ J n^ phofo^r^filis I Li sacb a si nj ana n v^s aa [ Tilv^seTis^ Olic«, a±v audun-
ranauA^re csae down Dff his elepbatit ta chas^ tne av^ Atiodu r ti nnf , same i\ka
v^s ca nlscaif d by die liidiati p oljce TLieach^re vras che iTun EiAn AiicDtiiDLii widi
^ bj s ^wiritneDi p eimisaaos vtls jcappe d frotn iHtrjti^by Tilicde nzAc^d sadliu ^riu
badfhf sappoit Df dumsandsof his MIdw^d^Sj and AticoiuDtn etided b^ k tlvid^ the
frsciv:! n yQU ewr^iraDt ta ^ tD tl Kumhh Mel^ yoniself, ju s: cdcf the Kiulash 4^tid
^tnec Ez^i^fs^ don'c tii^^c to cbati^ ai ^dubiid, Tindbf sji^ ta hno^ diosf cwa
(Hiia anus fo hold pvuEeli vifh.
Om ^1 m* ^1 rtyi n
^Eept^tnb*^ 13B4^
Novl si[ oadu b ankf a f G an%A , my 6et in ch^ li^^as Ibe^ti chi s aa [ebaoK
Em lyon^ bas diffc re nf iQJbzmaiiaa Elicnic fhf Mri^ bu 1 1 [ se^ tns [hw the mainKuiuhh
be ^Qs I n Ujj ati of MaTcb ^ 1, thai heie i n H aidv^r ch^ A^id Elu tnbh, Drhalf Ku tnbh,
villhe celeb iwed Dti Apid 13 — cbe majnbathia^ da^j wich tndLons e^ecced The
Elatribh MelA occuis e wiy f w^iA ^ars i n fn] r difCe i^oi places — H aidwa^ Mahabad,
njaj n and Nash — but cbei^ ai^ anuu alpil^nma^ s co ^ach Df these sacie d ace s. a fjH
r v^iA -^e ai tne^ u n^ Dccu mo^ at dine ^ ar loie ivals amon^ die burplaces
I can baldly lit m^ aim afer cholei^ ^oc admjojsfeied cd all people eot^nn^
Hard var are a (iie e^ ar w any raie , coia nd by acbree mpe^ ca:<} We tii^et Dai^don
rhe gliv He i s £ c Dtcish^ has ^e nc man^ se asons la Goa and Mandj — nowL^n^as a
sadhQj orhol^ man H e holds his bands to^cbe i^ p aim a^osc palnn^ as he salutes the
sunhefin dun] j n^ his be ad fhie e cimesin du nwr As be S9^s, H aidwar is the {^aie
iD Hea^n Vfe haiA ]ira chdum vichhitn, then 2fl ta anolce ^ncbrvD Eabassictin^
dovnn^r
Dwarf lady ^ es by la n claha vifh tnan^olds aiDuod h^ r neck Annon^dLe bab-
(is^ SDtiie ]tw m^n aflin^sand of inAibofCDtn vifh 6ef EVLd pasan^ mud chiDugli
straw aews^ laDljn% f^r cnasun let hy pl^tiis 1 sappase Tbe^ tlla]^f a strange
â– lATLcelil^ tnci^menf, ^itlIi n^ hips tls chey cbunnup fh^ mud nnd sta cu s u nde rbof .
^cmt [w«Li[^ Itidians stop co scni^ tlI us and ch^ti VTilkan Ndw tl lep er w« tui n^ a
N«pnl«sf tapi lubs of^ aff lus ^o^ He ^idws nnf thuh^ hasiiD ]iD^ reads TLii^^
w« t blTuzk chldnti canne Isa^in^auc af the n ^i tl^hI hTui^ Dwr C niolitie ^ ^loulde r
Thf Nepali lepensfrcitnjutiila I ^ ^ him ewe nc ^ p msq Wliea I wbs a tu li^ ili du bus
tlth viD^ la Rishil^ Jl n^ar Lawman Jtuila^ A Tibe [TLii fro tn KTLthtrLATLdu cnedco siUnnf
abluk Jl^^ E^iyam is le co^iii able^ ^mili ar uid ^c Acotnplete straii^t Ti nnf id
FTlDW
Da^dj du ^cocfi^i suflu], cDLic«Li[i^es Dti douii^ the satred iin hDw co nndv
dou na^ how [D fe^ddouiia — colj^p tlM iit pun "Donna is power* he 37\ys T^ouoa
IS pure Jhal^i 'If ^du fdcf cen» Df dou li^ dou na ta]^ s c ai^ of yau Feopk connf aiid
b nti^ chains or le tlw mpe^sai douoa Ddu na i s ez^e nme iical platfuzrin fi^r me dicaiioa
atid ascral craiAlci^
C DtiwisatiDLi vith Indiati mati frotn Dilhi wliDbas CDtne wthhis wi§ andfVD
cbjldre n phjf tvo asceis-in-laws f^rbaih in Gsk^a before ilyiLi% cd Iraq^ ^fhire h«
wa d{s ±ii a Du tcb Dil ca rcip any H is « ^s 1j^ up ashe re me tnbe i^ Ucie cbi He buys us
two ^asse s af oran^ jui cf and we a^iee cbat Ood is One^ chw all m^ n come fromch^
sann^ plaEf 3ad vfll ncam f d die same place In Iraq he willbe c Dti^deie d a Kafli^ ehl
unbeliewr
"^16 isa^ann^ of Karmaj craz^ life blessed b^ the LddI Yon mu sf pla^ vidL thi s
power ^duth is pulling yon, pushing yon Giw away al, itcei^ 1d^ — this ijdjuine_
Wf aie I nf ezTLEVia n:t di^ne ^mil^/ sa^s Lfohan Baba, who bas juit azmAd fnm
G^iman^ vh^ie be li^s with his CaoadjsL wi]t Jean (Ka Shal^i) and two blonde
cbjldren: KalaD^i^ and Loid Kn Jui a Johnny We sic in front of die Gan^j irtucb
speedsh^us — ewiychin^Aowin^asindiepbdosopb^af nemcljn]j MobanBabaad-
tnin s tn^ nn^ and a^s m^ if Iba^ a n n% Ibrhim anc e he bas nnou nte d aH j e welry
asbuIlstJc I ^^ hitn tny fuiquaise hd^ He is^iyhapp^ andbe^njco idII ajoinc.
â– ^Vhen Jhiua was bald i n% {^an%a, die sajd^ Tlease let tne ^, Olet m* Jlow'Tliat is
the stoiy as I l^now If from mao^ ^ne i^ions AH is due ta God^ tneic^^ Tbe wutnea
b nn^ the baby Loid Kn^najobnnybackframche {^an^a and Moban lockshitn la
hisann^
CaiDlJne vnc es h^ r p De m a f aleoc e It is fijllaf ^old EVLd ^llav^adDws A tniK-
tui^ of tna^iDlia and black tnusk Th^^ sa^ it wiUbe lAiyhoc in Ujjajaj diy des^it
wind and not mucb water A fecial ciain win ca]^ sadlias from Haxdwar to Ujjaja
aJter Apnl 13 I miec Ananda Pun and R Em Pu n {al^o Ameiic ans], old fn eod^ fram
AllE^Labad and Fadmp an nxb She bas fjH j af a, bair tnaite d wifh ca v dan^ han^o^
inlDn^ tnssfs
a
Thty bnn^ Du up co dEVf an Jtl^^i ^eui Gin) EVLd Eotn ^hatil^TLj, a popular
irrepn sable NEvh Enba with niati^ VDuld-he le^-hAnd Taoixcz lahis cacene Eotn
^7LnJ^A^ v^5 c :4{f n du [ of Iiidj tl fi^r ch^ Hx^ titnt ta Jb iza TuiEi L DLiEion — stTi^ed du iik
mas of rtu finu iTilcahol i z tl sac mm^ tit la his Did« ^ and wbs Ari^st« d by the Spuush
polj cf , che n liiLally depa ired TLiey nlso teHnnf nbouf tn^ aid fne ndj Devanaiida^ wi ch
vhorcL [hey cntiAkd to Tanpit — the ^w Mtlsatl^ or Euiial Plu^, on clu border Df
Bihai — wtu cb IS a ^ntabk jca i^honse of sIojUs nndbaiu s Thei^ is aa [ e nou gh wa Dd
CD bum [he bodies corciplefri^ [h^re nnd the Bab^ wtulw inl^irapif decoi^e rtuir
luDus with dojih Jhiva v^s 1^1 n% thiDu^ [he J{y wth [1u bod^ af Safi vliichhe
rDokfrani du buiDJ n^pyre vdiea Vi ^nQj an^iy b e cau sf Jhi va was i gnoiiD^bj s [iu ti es,
rhnw his ball at S mi^ b Dd^j cu [ti n^ 1 1 iDioif^ Dne pieces l^irap if i s wtu i^ cm eye is
supp ose d [D haiA ^en Thou^it wauld se em tnac abre^ 1 he ar fhai du suihus wtu
Ijw then 7\i^ e ^e cially UiDwn fir fh^ i r %entleiu ss
Devananda was devastated wlieabe lost his Dpratn in Tarapit, then buod SDtne
man and w^ las[ se ea i n C aku [[a, vhe re he died AnsLdaPun and Ram Pun invi[e
Du CD ccm^ [0 SapcaRi Ju id ste fh^ i r ^lu , S an[osh Pun SapcaRishj nEuu d ±ii the
^« wa Ri shis who caa^t {^an%a in their v^er-pD[s fh^^an se^ n small i dands i n the
A da^ af Ul and vutidiaus [bj n^ be ^ niu n^ with fh^ walk alDn^ [be Gan^ ta
^aptaRi^ TLie dayb^fiiie I had h^ ard that R 3m Nwh A^ n B d»a hadle t hi s body
It w^s as if I ali^ ad^ 1^^Lf w It Wlile vaSan^l [hou glu of e n a f him, bj s ^la^ d b« ad
jod nD [ee[h, ^ant Naib « am n^, black sat i n ^wti, his kapard ^n and his vild
de m^ anoi] hjf quM t dj^ty TLie iiTS[ titn^ be sav tn^ 1 w^e wi[b Pec i^ and he [hi^w
4 njp^e note itita du iire IsueJiid^ tnadl^ and calLo^ oii[j "MAYAj MAYA "" Tben
b« inia[ediis to a[ with him aod talk [he cal^ 1 reme tnbe r him [ :4{f ti aw^y bobbing
fram [hf bu miD^ gti V by aufotrLobde furadi^c^ (tie had b e^ ti R aj {^uu foTnbbuvan,
t] mier Kiti^ of Nepal) — [be n le tu med la [numph O r wliea he held my blackbaok,
i^^uj; JVtm S\z C^osm\6 Ciyft^ a^iuf bj s f^rehf ad aad en ed ^^ cc« ss, Succ ess' wbil^ we
stQDd in imiu af abnmin^pyre in PaJiup Euitiath And he ann^ E asadeb an^at bjs
adf Hea^ Tanc ra M 3a Ga n^ Batk[o S1^ Nowb^ano^at otice 10,000 sid^ [o the
Mother Ba^alaD«vi And[b« dojU was fille d wi th ^I^t
SAA£OAf
^it[in^ia[he jnicf duip I iDak w be au [i±il ^ ^;^ poseur a n wall, bj s ^zcqu isi [e 3a-
dm^yiunis he ad vifh third eye ape nio^ iti ia meal p Dsina n^ lan1^£db ^ twa tnoi^h^ads
inpiD]ile about co dnnl^ch^ chuioed-up paisoaof [h^ sea Ali^ady bjs thioai ^ad-
owed with blue Th* Pace of Glory I carry withnu alwBys — OmNamo Shiva^^a'
11bavdavn[a yon la the tiame af ^va)
The fDwn is fiill of sceammllfis mdan^ aheai^ diti As Dne pass^s^ 1 ima^tie
E44
bidj idIIs 3 bi^ baU of doij g|i TLiid I Tim re nru Lidi d af rtu bell^ a f a twiddle -a^d vorcLaa
tyi Li^np he r stlh a±f r t7i] j n^ a b uh i li cIu Otlii^tl
Newblae atid i^d cowe i^ haiA jnsc b e^ ti liuilc furpolj c^ supe r^ii oti ^itu li the Mela
re nU^ ^ ts u LiEie rway A n^ aa H su] nnaaj du itna^ af fh^ nna nlcf ^ ^d^ ^ hd^ up uui
ot lu^fh^re^ AblinJdD^ i^dlj£ji[ iLidicMiD^ the heaif chad^ra CaroIrL^ paiois ouf a
b e ^Aj wi [h « LiDimaus ce siicle s a cti n^ w die loadade Aiid c dwh li^ ic aHj che ^tidless
triDvi^ tnuac camj Li^ DUf a f loudsp^ 3]^ i^
MindilyiLi^ caipet sfMioLiaiy
H^TLds fl^iD^ f^s staiiaoaiv
Spint ilyiLi^ EaidL scMioLiAiy.
SILENT CRUSADERS TRA1T5FER POVJER
SPENT LKHT WEAVES BLIND VIRIONS
MIRACLE i:OGI3 STREAMLIHE DESERT COOLER
"If fhf ciDwd ^ ts tao b 1^ che n [he nnazquicDZ wiUcDtne "" Aa aid Na%a wi th a^h^ s.
Sulleabfaid va^^s cloches vidL sinp laniAii E^^nul tnotne nc uode r ^vai^ r — lotuz
di^am &[i« d vidL poLicoa ns Df li^bif Hajrdi>in^iaaiti
Ei^hmaKumaTi Lfisaaa oftn I w showi daily "^Vehn^ a^ tnllia n b mnches la
^Du rliDtnef Dwti Please cotne nnd c :4{f f ea ^ Vie cacnfiai^ au]^ n n^ 3ad dD du A^id^
stench Sanu^en itifh^ c« Lice r of du ^i irez a dail^ man ili a loiiulDth li^bifs ^:lc1^^
of iticeme and c ou lie: b e ads Andcbeiidu dn aml« ss aoiie
If I tcnilEi onl^ boiKiT fhf bi^ Pink R Tibbie bann the Eidj aEVLd andisse it u a
piop iLidu AnuiEia AldLada Df N A^ Biib ^ ' PiD^ram now b^ 1 li^ ii cnuk atl^ cm^y an-
LiDunced thiDughouf Mela Gi^di ca be innaldLi^ A^iarj nowchai the Ruzaans ai^
thei^ TLie Afrh am q an bnii^D^ it by the fmck-lDad, cradj n^ chains ±ii ^lu 1^
thiDW Li^ av^ a fLn^ioajl I Li Itidia Here e^z^^oe 1^IU]W3 about if
Nai ar L alalia tne ans 3pp lie d Ejaiu e Thei^ ai^ nnsk^ va^s cd be iii^sbl^ VJ« an
I n aproloti^ d dasc hai e dae co viod 3b »ticf andlsfe a red ^ov^r cu naj n w th e ar-
il n^ valk li^ cavaid nne onbKivrL&fc Put ite thDscop^ iti e ai^ and L aea f d cbe sound
of ^ur o^fiL he aifbe at HirDLUy one mpee pvu became yauro^fiL^ni
Goby fisof frotn R aniedi varani co GoMuldi (tbe Cow^ Mouth) — tbe souite of
the Gan^a — and b hd^ b ack a pi tcbe r of Gan^ V3f er co pour on fh^ ba^am of Ra-
tne^ivarani if yon wnu id be fc^td frotn the cycle of deab SLd rebiith Thei^'s
nDchin^bkf abe^^ar's squ avl^ ^fh^ n be [hinl^he^bein^undeipajd Th^ ghoa af
Gniu Maliai^i ^esb^ in alai^ ^fhite suic vifh muaathe Puiijabi waman stnol^s
pio^icaii^ ci^ai^ffe
Dattati^^aGin atld'I^«] Rin^Babal^^p ch^ b a^ws (ch^ schveJic^ awa^ as cheyl^
thei r chilu ms and teH us die name s of the hoL est plac es C^scal be ads aiDuod [he n^d^
of Jaona ^iiada ^^aoey is li1^ vaier/ R suuntcbo sa^s "Wh^ n if is Aovid^ 1 [ 1 s ^od^
a
IVT
buf ^ituLiit s: ay^ iti DLie plac e it ^f z diny ' This is clu be zf^ n^ htn is fh^ b^ sc fh^ re
is. TVo Ri Li^ badmou [hs a ]t w triDre ba^ws and la^s bj s rap aacbe t^iiiti^ "^CLtrib-
in^cbat Dumtitajn is barder fhsL {^eitriEia vai^ thty s^" And in the not foo disf^nc
^ado V3 ii [ fhf df±izmfd sLduntonchdilf b^^^Ai^lil^ ^v^b^fun ch^ n^r
'Len^ yaur house nnd &mil^ behind and CQiue cd H aidw^r n glu av^""
Endnotes
'Oiilum K Lclfiypiff imd for ^m cka^ D>itru , }iiu}m>i ^Tit^Ti a ttcwcdtaSWrs^
^T^ ts^ritptliht
Icly mth d>J»^ted tafhkm khfrvn u Nl^u.
su
A FEW SCIENCE
EXPERIMENTS TO TRY
AT HOME
1 . C^nte r atid ape Li I n ^Du rp i¥± ne d nnsuie r I teLidco atii^ me dicai^ dli tn^ h i^ xb
furccLi riTULiucfs Dr so, rtu li use fh^ V^ra matitrTi i n « ach of the ei^t quait^n [Snap
fLD^^n bicibl^ Dutw^id co eTuzbof ei^ cpjEOf^n laseqijeact ^itule duiuciD^ ^haf/
piIHLDlJILCEEi "^pot ']
[?.5dij[e che ^lu line, ^ircipl^ reca^iio^ pvur coLin^ c [idli vicb ^Ijoea^ aod ac-
UiD^e d^Li^ ^fhf re yau'it c DtniD^ frotn Ibnii^fD nrjiid cbe pe opk ^o'l^ tny sciDti-
^e zf c DLin^ c ti Dti viAl nny L Lie A^ nnd ch^ n itiiTi^ n^ nUrtie nu rcibe de ^ ya^itiz atid ^d^ -
LllS wliD^ ^Lit h e±>i^ u z )
3. Itn^n^ ycmrhDd^ b^ccitnin^ eiupc^ icuiEie, iHliLi^ ^nth ^Ewe M^djfwe dli this
e rcipti Liess.
4 Iti die space cnBftd dlov, [he ima^ of eui Dceaa cd anse Tlie DcesLcaasisf af
swe^c su^aic TLiit juic t — ycm nrj^t n^ ^du i^lf wIim fhis jwe e ccuss si^ ]us Yonh^ar
a l9pp iD^ of v^^ s aod frel a bie e ze Dwr tht aceTui
5. It is davTL TLit sun nsesin tht tEBt ntuk Au fiiH triDaasets in the wesf fTh^ sua
and moan repzeseoi the in and due breinhs of ch^ bDd^ The bieeze ^nie^^s frani
the ir I nf^rac ti Dn )
£.On the ocean ilaws EuidsLd Ybu ste the btath of the i^andaod ai^ awai^ if is
niadf of ciu ^e d ^mstone Sj vrihi ch ^ [[e r la fhf 1j gtif of the niin^san Fe el you i»lf tD
be an [be b^ach EVLd &ri [his saod under you r&^t (TLie i^aod is made Df lune ^m-
stDnes Tbesf « ach lep i^se nc a difEennt d^lwot the hamanbcdy — the lune ai^ sajd
tahe djnj th^-le, fl*sh^ bloody ova/jem^n.marroWj fer , hwr and h one J
7 Yon walJi-np [h^ beach, emei^n^inta a fi]ies[, fjll of creepei^, ^oes EVLd tn^s^
plants VI [h be auf ii]l coloii]! lo vf IS lafjUblDam (TLiis tardea c an h e fa]^fa ta »p-
icscnt the miod, chEvis sjppairedby andimei^^s bam [be i^andof [hehod^ hhaz
a tangled EVLd cani]Sfd aamrej much az mind do^s foiiie[imes^ az veil az momencs
of bis and SI ^fLcanc e — [he ilav^E The ilavPEcan dsDbe cal-^n ta npi^senc fh^
a
snseZj ^le [ht f»ez Dugtif i^pi^fflLif [hf solid sciuctui^s of our life hiscDnez atid
pe i^onaL ti es uid ou r wiU SLd i^sDlunan)
S Yon v7Lii[i« r iti cbj s jun^e 7l^[1« , uinu hd^ [he a^s aad sounds^ du zquavldD^Df
uapic nl b iid^ atid cbe sceoisDf [luplaiiczatiEi Adwcis
9 In the dJst7Liic«, you heai Adiumbew (fh^ luTut) Slavly, ^du be^n to ni7i]^ ^our
v^cDVTLTdsif You ftnei^ info a^atiouz^^^ liidu cancer af ch^ g|a[ie ^u zie a
iujg|i[^f»( vhich I z adDim d ^ncb ila veK, le an s atid ^tn^fones
10 Ai the tie e^ b ase^ yau se e TLiialcTLX Upotidie altar is a vhj[« lonis If i s sjbdy f iDt« d
vifhpale JLTides Df DiTLti^ c olou i^ As yon la dK ai ic^ if niifilds.
11 As clu Ic aws pe el b ac1^ yon s^c fhaf sif [id^ i n i ts c e nf^r i s Gatie Jl^
1!? H( I s c DlDre d re dj wth an riephaiic^ he Tid He balds a p otne ^ranaie inhisfiunk
Hebas a hu^ b^lly and om fusk H i j e ac ilap lai 3^ In [ vo of hisbaod^ he holdsbj s
v^spoDS Df tioDSf and ^ ad^ wi th fhf odierhsLdshe mal^sdu mudraf of dj^eILn%
frar and granti n%b oa ns
13 Yon ^aze infDhis t^es Feel yDurconn^ctiDn Acljuvl^d^e hitn as both the SEed
aad ioD[ of ca nsciausness and thai ^ifaj cbnndf die s the dmiacy Df the onte r vodd, as
be IS Laid Df G anaf, cbe caie ^ne s ^i ch mdcf up die wcdd
14 At this point, yon can ezv^ioalize Him thiDugh the hi^wh info a tnuni dp ^3a-
rra — fodo diis, ima^ne Gane Jia nsio^ up fmni yaur siomath aa his tnou s^ , Mu^1^,
nncilhe i^ athes ^du r moudL Hold alov^nn ^ur cupp ed hands and blDW hi m ouf
onfD the low^r Oftr the lov^r ta fhe ^anfi^ Ali^ mati ^1^^ c Dnci nu e fD tn^dicaie on
bj tn I nt^ioally and ma]^ i nee nial ofEe nn^ These o&nn^ trj^t be physical (ilavPE,
fweecs, candles, Dd)armfn[al (itripie ssi Dns^ tne ma ne s of ^uur dail^ life^ p luble tns a r
bj sji pomes) — orb Dth
15 On* tni^tif chose fo offe r a trLSOiia — ^tn Gam Ganapw^^ Namali^ (A manfra
iscbe me ef iD^ plTuz e of die mtencionaf ccDscicusn^ss — cbe ace of sp^aljn^ — vifh the
latenc en^r^ and^bmnc^ af ourbodieSj aur '^hi^ion'Ir can b* used co 6el tir
blind spocs I n che bod^ or ^fDd>. ^ncb chajTuz [er aimoE) As ^u vibraie fh* maoiia^frel
its &dj n^ DUf re sonwe inyourbady 1 naimall^use lOEi.
IG Offer any Anal praye i^, vi^ies, cbcm^ts^ e [c .
17 Medicate DnGane^i a^Ujhis finn and consc i du me s udj ile d vifh you i^ If ^du
sio
\\7cx € yte malii ed hi rcLj f a]>j bj tn b xk ili thiDugh [lie bnuh S^^ che lotuzdDse nnd
IS CIdse as ycm stE it
Th* GaldEaDa^mtk.fcijJje^F:Jj£ -£rfj
. IbiDUjlaii oa of rtu 1^ sn mcf
S tTLtid I n the ceoi^rDf ^Durc«trLple arnneii^nch a tna^ d^ da^^r Faitnolwt the T^s-
seiact [hu^y:
I Visudjz« cubf s fiiznrjti^ abcuA ycmrlLeTLdatiiihelavyciiirfrft VThe li ycnj ba^ ^3J-
aljiedche mbes sfiDn^y, so diai ycnj caase^ dunndea^^j inioLie cbe woidsNONCF
KHYS As you nttcn the woids af pavp^ ±el a cord af fh^ pavprDf the IiieftAik
Natne fill^u frotn be ad fo [De^ c»ati li^ 4be iint auzof fh^ T^szeracf
II Viaialjze cube s ftizmiti^ f d pvur n glu atid cbe li you rle t Wbeiiyouba^ i^zaalized
the rab Es HnsLiglyj infOLie ch* Tfuri ADOHY Ajyou ucterche wurd of powe^ Et^a
feelacDrdaf [hf poveraf [hf In^ftihle NarcL^ iill^u frotnn^t CDlefl aicbelewlaf
^Du r ^iDulde i^j tre aiiD^ the se ca nd au z of fh^ T^sseracf
Mi Visu aL z« cubf s fniiuj Li^ I n f[DLi[ af EVLd i li b ack of pvuEell R^pe ai as ah o^j i Lie Dti-
in^LONSA and ^^Ijo^dLe power of the Iniftihle Name iHlyau fnumfnutit cobatk
thiDU gti yDU rbe ait J ere aiiD^ the cbj id azu s a f the Tes»ract
IV Visualize tub^ s ti nniD^ i n you r ±itu i^ atid i li your p as Repeal as aba^j infOLiiD^
YOYAD atid fe elj n^ a ca id Df che p vf r Df the liiefUile Name ]ill yon fn htl A|pba Id
O mega^ c»ati Li^ die buifh a:iis of the Tesserae t
V Visaahze a cube at your c tottr u iiinn^ all pn vious cube s loto the Holy l^sscract^
with ^Duraiiahafa ^e an) thai o^ as ch^ tenfei Fe el yoniself ille d vich ch^ powirof
the Tesseiattj ^iDuodiD^ ^oui^lf but ezcreodiD^ out idiq iiiiimc^ Ma]^£ che S\^i of
S lie Lice , holdj Li^ che iLide^iii^r to the lipSjheano^ [he P^riecc Slence af fh^ loef-
^ible NarcL^
^
Hi
1 ending tlM SacKdT^m^
Fu« Bad ^th nTiaEicI^ dA±^e r Crat tlu SacndT^ni^ fhaly
i l^ace [hf FeaiaE^arfL af Air, intcnu li^ rh^ waids ORO lEAH AOZPI Mdcf the
ii Ttoc« the P*tita^iaDiaf EKj iLi[Dtiin%[h* insrfsOIP TEAAPDOCE Ms]-^ the
Gtscun af Fin
ihi.l^ace [Up PflLicra^ram of Wafp^ icwDLiio^fh* TfuidsMPH AS.SL GAIOL Ms]-^
iv T^EB clu PeaiA^n^TfL Df Esmh, iDionin^rtu voids MOR DIAL HCTGA Ma]^
^ Geznire of Eniih
V VisuE4jz« tlu p EDta^TEUYU stiDLi^V, 7G lEo^t AurJti^ abj e cfs de ttniti^ clu i nc tift i^oc e
of b AS r ele rcLf Fits.
^ C all Li^ of the Gi^ai Elf tntoi :t Ki li^ TuiEi 0,u te Liz
i Azsunne tht pDarianaf chf T^szti^ct
ii iDtoLif fhf WDid B ATAIVAH Peri the piE seoc e Df [he Gi^ w Ele nnf titTil Ki li^ of Air,
s [ui n^hi rcL by LiD[ vith chf eyes hue rTLthei^eLii^rtLe tuei^ Df hizpnseiue
ill Intooe tht vuidEDLPRNAA Peel the pn»nct of the Gies^ Eletn^ntal Kici^Df
FiiE^ &fljD^ the space of hispnseiuE
iv iLicotie fhf woidRAAGIOSL FerirtLe piesfticf of chf Greai Ele nne lictiI 0>] e^ ti of
VTate ^ ferii n^ che ftjidif^of Herpifseiue
V InfOLie fhf voidlCZHIHAL Feri [hepresciitf af che Greu ElctntDtal Qjj^cli of
Earth, fr ell ti^ [hf solidi t^ of H erp i^ seoc e
3 Completion Df [be ^ acie d Temple .
i iDiQEif the WDids DS BYAH A£PS O NOKO ^ee die peLica^rams shitie anutid
ycmisel^ bn glif er rtLaa e wr b tt] If ?fe thennfLc ta^tcbe r tlidu nd ^du i^L^ as if furnn-
»3
viItitaiM thpTfurfsMYEMAVNALTALPOROTVEAE S e e tlM hEya^ramj Ju liid^
ab Dw, bela w And wi [hia pvuEsl^ taiufik u Li^ fhf coLisivjcfiDrLaf cht S tlc i^d T^ rcifik
4. Repeat (Ci)j k c^ tits hd^ ^wjeeU ^ncbj li the S tlc n d Temple , fr^ljo^ [hi prof^ c ti Dti a f
the {^i^ai Elf tneoi :t Ki Li^ TLiid 0,u ti LIZ arcnj Lid ^Du i^l£
5 Havi n^ fbnuulate d the T^sz^rTict a^n, tnn]^ the Si^ of Siletic^ k ^u bid th(
cuhez I LIED am aiiDclur finnirL^du H^peirubf, winch is jnsc aiiDthe r ±>ntL Df [he
T^sz^ract
6.Ga Jbrv^id aiiEi dD ^vurVJoi^s.
Shoshita Breath \Fork Rrt^?
A sircifili ceduiique fir dj zzali^ li^ ca nljcci li^ idi^ itial dn ^s or state z C^p aifz" inNLF
padaticf) Re qai If s a fli^ {c arcipflif be 3^ a catidle ^nllvuri^ Feifrc [ Jbrnia^ ciatiz ^id
wadcwth a ^ViH"" base d triDdtl Df tna^ clc-
. Slaie nnc Li[ Df liicecu: "^t ism^ |ou4 viH cd bf c otne du_pui^ AarcLf of niiiie d vill ""
l.Li^t /aszetnble aronLidfLn
?. Et^ti coniu cf ed bnathi n^ (atnpl^, b i^ xlu deeply aiid c otiziste ndy in a cucular
triDci oUj 4rjdrutpaij ati^ Ev all b ermf ti fhf la and du [ bn aihs, ma]^ it Dne continao 
