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A NEW ENGLAND NUN
AND OTHER STORIES
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7>li«i MARY H^VILKINS} -'<
AUTKOS OF "A HUMBLE KOHANCE" ETC
HARPER S BROTHERS PUBLISHERS
A Nbw EwaiiAKD Nuir
Copyright. xSgi, 1920. by Harper & Brothew
Copyright. 1919. by Mary E. Wilkins Freeman
Printed in the United States of Ameri«a
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LIST OP STORIES.
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A NSW KNGLAND NUN I
A VILLAGE SINGER l8
;/a gala dress 37
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XS THE TWELFTH GUEST. •••••.54
SISTER Ln^DY 8z
6 CALLA-LILIES and HANNAH 99
*>\ A WAYFARING* COUPLE 121
% A POETESS* ••••••••••••••• lAO
CHRISTMAS JENllY 160
A POT OF GOLD 17S
THE SCENT OF THE ROSES . - Z98
A SOLITARY 215
A GENTLE GHOST 234
A DISCOVERED fIaRL • • • • • 253
^ ' A 'VILLAGE LEAR 268
AMANDA AND LOVE 288
UP PRIMROSE lliLL 305
A STOLEN CHRISTMAS •••••.. 32 Z
UFE EVERLASTIN' 338
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LIST OF STORIES.
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AN INNOCENT GAMESTER 363
LOUISA 384
A CHURCH MOUSE 407
A KITCHEN COLONEL 427
THE REVOLT OF *' MOTHER " •••»... 448
VI
A NEW ENGLAND NUN.
It was late in the afternoon, and the light was waning.
There was a difference in the look of the tree shadows out
in the yard. Somewhere in the distance cows were lowing
and a little bell was tinkling; now and then a farm-wagon
tilted by, and the dust flew; some blue-shirted laborers with
shovels over their shoulders plodded past ; little swarms of
flies were dancing up and down before the peoples' faces
in the soft air. There seemed to be a gentle stir arising
over everything for the mere sake of subsidence — 3. verj
premonition of rest and hush and night.
This soft diurnal commotion was over Louisa Ellis also.
She had been peacefully sewing at her sitting-room window
all the afternoon. Now she quilted her needle carefully
into her work, which she folded precisely, and laid in a
basket with her thimble and thread and scissors. Louisa
Ellis could not remember that ever in her life she had mis-
laid one of these little feminine appurtenances, which had
become, from long use and constant association, a very part
of her personality.
Louisa tied a green apron round her waist, and got out a
flat straw hat with a green ribbon. Then she went into the
garden with a little blue crockery bowl, to pick some cur-
rants for her tea. After the currants were picked she sat
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on the back door-step and stemmed them, collecting the
stems carefully in her apron, and afterwards throwing them
into the hen-coop. She looked sharply at the grass beside
the step to see if any had fallen there.
(Louisa was slow and still in her movements ; it took her
a long time to prepare her tea; but when ready it was
set forth with as much g^ace as if she had been a veritable
guest to her own self. The little square table stood exactly
in the centre of the kitchen, and was covered with a starched
linen cloth whose border pattern of flowers glistened.
Louisa had a damask napkin on her tea-tray, where were
arranged a cut-gla^s tumbler full of teaspoons, a silver
cream-pitcher, a china sugar-bowl, and one pink china cup
and saucer. Louisa used china every day — something
which none of her neighbors did. They whispered about
it among themselves. Their daily tables were laid with
common crockery, their sets of best china stayed in the par-
lor closet, and Louisa Ellis was no richer nor better bred
than they. Still she would use the china. She had for
her supper a glass dish full of sugared currants, a plate of
little cakes, and one of light white biscuits. Also a leaf or
two of lettuce, which she cut up daintily. Louisa was very
fond of lettuce, which she raised to perfection in her little
garden. She ate quite heartily, though in a delicate, peck-
ing way ; it seemed almost surprising that any considerable
bulk of the food should vanish.
After tea she filled a plate with nicely baked thin corn-
cakes, and carried them out into the back-yard.
" Cssar !" she called. " Caesar ! Caesar !"
There was a little rush, and the clank of a chain, and a large
yellow-and-white dog appeared at the door of his tiny hut,
which was half hidden among the tall grasses and flowers.
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Louisa patted him and gave him the corn-cakes. Then
she returned to the house and washed the tea-things, pol-
ishing the china carefully. The twilight had deepened ; the
chorus of the frogs floated in at the open window wonder-
fully loud and shrill, and once in a while a long sharp drone
from a tree-toad pierced it. Louisa took off her green
gingham apron, disclosing a shorter one of pink and white
prints She lighted her lamp, and sat down again with her
sewing.
In about half an 1 our Joe Dagget came. She heard his
heavy step on the walk, and rose and took off her pink-and-
white apron. Under that was still another — white linen
with a little cambric edging on the bottom ; that was Louisa's
company apron. She never wore it without her calico sew-
ing apron over it unless she had a guest. She had barely
folded the pink and white one with methodical haste and
laid it in a table-drawer when the door opened and Joe
Dagget entered.
He seemed to fill up the whole room. A little yellow
canary that had been asleep in his green cage at the south
window woke up and fluttered wildly, beating his little yel-
low wings against the wires. He always did so when Joe
Dagget came into the room.
*' Good-evening," said Louisa. She extended her hand
with a kind of solemn cordiality.
" Good - evening, Louisa,'' returned the man, in a loud
voice.
She placed a chair for him, and they sat facing each other,
with the table between them. He sat bolt-upright, toeing
out his heavy feet squarely, glancing with a good-humored
uneasiness around the room. She sat gently erect, folding
her slender hands in her white-linen lap.
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*^ Been a pleasant day," remarked Dagget
'^ Real pleasant,'' Louisa assented, softly. ** Have you
been haying?" she asked, after a little while.
'' Yes, I've been haying all day, down in the ten-acre lot
Pretty hot work."
" It must be."
" Yes, it's pretty hot work in the sun."
" Is your mother well to-day ?"
" Yes, mother's pretty well."
" I suppose Lily Dyer's with her now ?"
Dagget colored. ''Yes, she's with her," he answered,
slowly.
He was not very young, but there was a boyish look about
his large face. Louisa was not quite as old as he, her face
was fairer and smoother, but she gave people the impression
of being older.
" I suppose she's a good deal of help to your mother,"
she said, further.
'' I guess she is ; I don't know how mother'd get along
without her," said Dagget, with a sort of embarrassed warmth.
^ She looks like a real capable girl. She's pretty-looking
too," remarked Louisa.
"Yes, she is pretty fair looking."
Presently Dagget began fingering the books on the table.
There was a square red autograph album, and a Young
Lady's Gift-Book which had belonged to Louisa's mother.
He took them up one after the other and opened them ;
then laid them down again, the album on the Gift-Book.
Louisa kept eying them with mild uneasiness. Finally
she rose and changed the position of the books, putting the
album underneath. That was the way they had been ar-
ranged in the first place.
A NEW ENGLAND NUN 5
I^Agget gave an awkward little laugh. " Now what dif-
ference did it make which book was on top ?" said he.
Louisa looked at him with a deprecating smile. '' I al^^
ways keep them that way,'' murmured she.
"You do beat everything," said Dagget, trying to laugh
again. His large face was flushed.
He remained about an hour longer, then rose to take
leave. Going out, he stumbled over a rug, and trying to
recover himself, hit Louisa's work-basket on the table, and
knocked it on the floor.
He looked at Louisa, then at the rolling spools; he
ducked himself awkwardly toward them, but she stopped
him. " Never mind," said she ; '' I'll pick them up after
you're gone."
She spoke with a mild stiffness. Either she was a little
dbturbed, or his nervousness affected her, and made her
seem constrained in her effort to reassure him.
^ When Joe Dagget was outside he drew in the sweet evening
/ air with a sigh, and felt much as an innocent and perfectly
\ well-intentioned bear might after his exit from a china shop.
Louisa, on her part, felt much as the kind-hearted, long-
suffering owner of the china shop might have done after
the exit of the bear.
She tied on the pink, then the green apron, picked up all
the scattered treasures and replaced them in her work-
basket, and straightened the rug. Then she set the lamp
on the floor, and began sharply examining the carpet She
even rubbed her fingers over it, and looked at them.
^ He's tracked in a good deal of dust," she murmured.
*^ I thought he must have."
Louisa got a dust-pan and brush, and swept Joe Dagget's
track carefully.
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If he could have known it, it would have increased hit
perplexity and uneasiness, although it would not have dis-
turbed his loyalty in the least He came twice a week to
see Louisa Ellis, and every time, sitting there in her deli-
cately sweet room, he felt as if surrounded by a hedge of
lace. He was afraid to stir lest he should put a clumsy
foot or hand through the /airy web, and he had always the
consciousness that Louisa ./as watching fearfully lest he
should.
Still the lace and Louisa commanded perforce his per-
fect respect and patience and loyalty. They were to be
married in a month, after a singular courtship which had
lasted for a matter of fifteen years. For fourteen out of
the fifteen years the two had not once seen each other, and
they had seldom exchanged letters. Joe had been all those
years in Australia, where he had gone to make his fortune,
and where he had stayed until he made it. He would have
stayed fifty years if it had taken so long, and come home
feeble and tottering, or never come home at all, to marry
Louisa.
But the fortune had been made in the fourteen years,
and he had come home now to marry the woman who had
been patiently and unquestioningly waiting for him all that
time.
Shortly after they were engaged he had announced to
Louisa his determination to strike out into new fields, and
secure a competency before they should be married. She
had listened and assented with the sweet serenity which
never failed her, not even when her lover set forth on that
long and uncertain journey. Joe, buoyed up as he was by
his sturdy determination, broke down a little at the last,
but Louisa kissed him with a mild blush, and said good-by.
A NEW ENGLAND N.;N.
^ It won't be for long,** poor Joe had said, huskily ; but
it was for fourteen years.
In that length of time much had happened. Louisa's
mother and brother had died, and she was all alone in the
world But greatest happening of all — a subtle happening
which both were too simple to understand — Louisa's feet
had turned iMo a path, smooth maybe under a calm, serene
sky, but so straight and unswerving that it could only meet
a check at her grave, and so narrow that there was no room
for any one at her side.
Louisa's first emotion when Joe Dagget came home (he
had not apprised her of his coming) was consternation, al>
though she would not admit it to herself, and he never
dreamed of it. Fifteen years ago she had been in love
with him — at least she considered herself to be. Just at
that time, gently acquiescing with and falling into the nat-
ural drift of girlhood, she had seen marriage ahead as a
reasonable feature and a probable desirability of life. She
had listened with calm docility to her mother's views upon
the subject. Her mother was remarkable for her cool
sense and sweet, even temperament She talked wisely to
her daughter when Joe Dagget presented himself, and
Louisa accepted him with no hesitation. He was the first
lover she had ever had.
She had been faithful to him all these years. She had
never dreamed of the possibility of marrying any one else.
Her life, especially for the last seven years, had been full
of a pleasant peace, she had never felt discontented nor
impatient over her lover's absence; still she had always
looked forward to his return and their marriage as the in-
evitable conclusion of things. However, she had fallen
into a way of placing it so far in the future that it was al-
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most equal to placing it over the boundaries of another
life.
When Joe came she had been expecting him, and ex-
pecting to be married for fourteen years, but she was as
much surprised and taken aback as if she had never
thought of it.
Joe's consternation came later. He eyed Louisa with
an instant confirmation of his old admiration. She had
changed but little. She still kept her pretty manner and
soft grace, and was, he considered, every whit as attractive
as ever. As for himself, his stent was done ; he had turned
his face away from fortune-seeking, and the old winds of
romance whistled as loud and sweet as ever through his
ears. All the song which he had been wont to hear in
them was Louisa; he had for a long time a loyal be-
lief that he heard it still, but finally it seemed to him that
although the winds sang always that one song, it had an-
other name. But for Louisa the wind had never more than
murmured ; now it had gone down, and everything was still.
She listened for a little while with half-wistful attention ;
then she turned quietly away and went to work on her
wedding clothes.
Joe had made some extensive and quite magnificent
alterations in his house. It was the old homestead ; the
newly-married couple would live there, for Joe could not
desert his mother, who refiised to leave her old home.
So Louisa must leave hers. Every morning, rising and
going about among her neat maidenly possessions, she felt
as one looking her last upon the faces of dear friends. It
was true that in a measure she could take them with her, but,
robbed of their old environments, they would appear in such
new guises that they would almost cease to be themselves.
A NEW ENGLAND NUN. 9
Then there were some peculiar features of her happy soli-
tary life which she would probably be obliged to relinquish
altogether. Sterner tasks than these graceful but half-
needless ones would probably devolve upon her. There
would be a large house to care for ; there would be com-
pany to entertain ; there would be Joe's rigorous and feeble
old mother to wait upon ; and it would be contrary to all^
thrifty village traditions for her to keep more than one ser4
vant. Louisa had a little still, and she used to occupy her-
self pleasantly in summer weather with distilling the sweet
and aromatic essences from roses and peppermint and spear
mint £y-and-by her still must be laid away. Her store of
essences was already considerable, and there would be no
time for her to distil for the mere pleasure of it. Then
Joe's mother would think it foolishness ; she had already
hinted her opinion in the matter. Louisa dearly loved to
sew a linen seam, not always for use, but for the simple,
mild pleasure which she took in it She would have been
loath to confess how more than once she had ripped a seam
for the mere delight of sewing it together again. Sitting
at her window during long sweet afternoons, drawing her^
needle gently through the dainty fabric, she was peace itself. \
But there was small chance of such foolish comfort in the '
future. Joe's mother, domineering, shrewd old matron that
she was even in her old age, and very likely even Joe him*
self, with his honest masculine rudeness, would laugh and
frown down all these pretty but senseless old maiden ways.
Louisa had almost the enthusiasm of an artist over the
mere order and cleanliness of her solitary home. She had
throbs of genuine triumph at the sight of the window-panes
which she had polished until they shone like jewels. She
gloated gently over her orderly bureau-drawers, with their
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exquisitely folded contents redolent with lavender and
sweet clover and very purity. Could she be sure of the
endurance of even this ? She had visions, so startling that
she half repudiated them as indelicate, of coarse masculine
belongings strewn about in endless litter ; of dust and dis*
order arising necessarily from a coarse masculine presence
in the midst of all this delicate harmony.
Among her forebodings of disturbance, not the least was
with regard to Caesar. Csesar was a veritable hermit of a
dog. For the greater part of his life he had dwelt in his
secluded hut, shut out from the society of his kind and all
innocent canine joys. Never had Csesar since his early
youth watched at a woodchuck's hole ; never had he known
the delights of a stray bone at a neighbor's kitchen door.
And it was all on account of a sin committed when hardly
out of his puppyhood. No one knew the possible depth
of remorse of which this mild-visaged, altogether innocent-
looking old dog might be capable ; but whether or not he
had encountered remorse, he had encountered a full meas-
ure of righteous retribution. Old Csesar seldom lifted up
his voice in a growl or a bark ; he was fat and sleepy ;
there were yellow rings which looked like spectacles around
his dim old eyes ; but there was a neighbor who bore on
his hand the imprint of several of Caesar's sharp white
youthful teeth, and for that he had lived at the end of a
chain, all alone in a little hut, for fourteen years. The
neighbor, who was choleric and smarting with the pain of
his wound, had demanded either Caesar's death or complete /
ostracism. So Louisa's brother, to whom the dog had be- -
longed, had built him his little kennel and tied him up.
It was now fourteen years since, in a flood of youthful;
spirits, he had inflicted that memorable bite, and with thel
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exception of short excursions, always at the end of the
chain, under the strict guardianship of his master or Louisa,
I' the old dog had remained a close prisoner. It is doubtful
if, with his limited ambition, he took much pride in the fact,
but it is certain that he was possessed of considerable
^ cheap fame. He was regarded by all the children in the
village and by many adults as a very monster of ferocity.
St. George's dragon could hardly have surpassed in evil
repute Louisa Ellis's old yellow dog. Mothers charged
their children with solemn emphasis not to go too near to
him, and the children listened and believed greedily, with a
fascinated appetite for terror, and ran by Louisa's house
stealthily, with many sidelong and backward glances at the
terrible dog. If perchance he sounded a hoarse bark,
there was a panic. Wayfarers chancing into ^uisa's yard
eyed him with respect, and inquired if the chain were stout.
Csesar at large might have seemed a very ordinary dog,
and excited no comment whatever ; chained, his reputation
I overshadowed him, so that he lost his own proper outlines
I and looked darkly vague and enormous. Joe Dagget,
1 however, with his good-humored sense and shrewdness, saw
him as he was. He strode valiantly up tc^ him and patted
him on the head, in spite of Louisa's soft clamor of warn-
ing, and even attempted to set him loose. Louisa grew so
alarmed that he desisted, but kept announcing his opinion
in the matter quite forcibly at intervals. "There ain't a
better-natured dog in town," he would say, " and it's down-
right cruel to keep him tied up there. Some day I'm going
to take him out."
Louisa had very little hope that he would not, one of
these days, when their interests and possessions should be
more completely fused in one. She pictured to herself
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Csesar on the rampage through the quiet and unguarded
village. She saw innocent children bleeding in his path.
She was herself very fond of the old dog, because he had
belonged to her dead brother,. and he was always very gentle
with her ; still she had great faith in his ferocity. She al-
ways warned people not to go too near him. She fed him
on ascetic fare of corn-mush and cakes, and never fired his
dangerous temper with heating and sanguinary diet of flesh
and bones. Louisa looked at the old dog munching his
simple fare, and thought of her approaching marriage and
trembled. Still no anticipation of disorder and confusion
in lieu of sweet peace and harmony, no forebodings of
f Csesar on the rampage, no wild fluttering of her little yellow
canary, were sufficient to turn her a hair^s-breadth. Joe
Dagget had been fond of her and working for her all these
years. It was not for her, whatever came to pass, to prove
untrue and break his heart. She put the exquisite little
stitches into her wedding-garments, and the time went on
until it was only a week before her wedding-day. It was a
Tuesday evening, and the wedding was to be a week from
Wednesday.
There was a full moon that night. About nine o'clock
Louisa strolled down the road a little way. There were
harvest-fields oh either hand, bordered by low stone walls.
Luxuriant clumps of bushes grew beside the wall, and trees
— wild cherry and old apple-trees — at intervals. Presently
Louisa sat down on the wall and looked about her with
mildly sorrowful relSectiveness. Tall shrubs of blueberry
and meadow-sweet, all woven together and tangled with
blackberry vines and horsebriers, shut her in on either
side. She had a little clear space between them. Oppo-
site her, on the other side of the road, was a spreading tret ;
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the moon shone between its boughs, and the leaves twinkled
like silver. The road was bespread with a beautiful shift-
ing dapple of silver and shadow ; the air was full of a mys-
terious sweetness. " I wonder if it's wild grapes ?" mur-
mured Louisa. She sat there some time. She was just
thinking of rising, when she heard footsteps and low voices,
and remained quiet. It was a lonely place, and she felt a
little timid. She thought she would keep still in the shadow
and let the persons, whoever they might be, pass her.
But just before they reached her the voices ceased, and
the footsteps. She understood that their owners had also
found seats upon the stone wall. She was wondering if
she could not steal away unobserved, when the voice broke
the stillness. It was Joe Dagget's. She sat still and
listened.
The voice was announced by a loud sigh, which was as
familiar as itself " Well,** said Dagget, " you Ve made up
your mind, then, I suppose ?"
" Yes," returned another voice ; " I'm going day after
to-morrow."
"That's Lily Dyer," thought Louisa to herself. The
voice embodied itself in her mind. She saw a girl tall and
full-figured, with a firm, fair face, looking fairer and firmer
in the moonlight, her strong yellow hair braided in a close
knot. A girl full of a calm rustic strength and bloom, with
a masterful way which might have beseemed a princess.
Lily Dyer was a favorite with the village folk ; she had just
the qualities to arouse the admiration. She was good and
handsome and smart Louisa had often heard her praises
sounded.
"Well," said Joe Dagget, " I ain't got a word to say."
" I don't know what you could say," returned Lily Dyer.
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" Not a word to say," repeated Joe, drawing out the
words heavily. Then there was a silence. " I ain't sorry,"
he began at last, " that that happened yesterday — that we
kind of let on how we felt to each other. I guess it's just as
well we knew. Of course I can't do anything any different
I'm going right on an' get married next week. I ain't going
back on a woman that's waited for me fourteen years, an'
break her heart."
" If you should jilt her to-morrow, I wouldn't have you,"
spoke up the girl, with sudden vehemence.
" Well, I ain't going to give you the chance," said he 3
" but I don't believe you would, either."
" You'd see I wouldn't. Honor's honor, an' right's right.
An' I'd never think anything of any man that went against
em for me or any other girl ; you'd find that out, Joe Dagget."
''Well, you'll find out fast enough that I ain't going
against 'em for you or any other girl," returned he. Theii
voices sounded almost as if they were angry with eaci
other. Louisa was listening eagerly.
" I'm sorry you feel as if you must go away," said Joe,
"but I don't know but it's best."
" Of course it's best. I hope you and I have got com-
mon-sense."
"Well, I suppose you're right," Suddenly Joe's voice
got an undertone of tenderness. " Say, Lily," said he, " I'll
get along well enough myself, but I can't bear to think —
You don't suppose you're going to fret much over it ?"
" I guess you'll find out I sha'n't fret much over a mar-
ried man."
" Well, I hope you won't — I hope you won't, Lily. God
knows I do. And — I hope — one of these days — you'U
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A NEW ENGLAND NUN. 15
**I don't see any reason why I shouldn't." Suddenly
her tone changed. She spoke in a sweet, clear voice, so
loud that she could have been heard across the street.
"No, Joe Dagget," said she, "1*11 never marry any other
man as long as I live. I've got good sense, an' I ain't
going to break my heart nor make a fool of myself ; but I'm
never going to be married, you can be sure of that. I ain't
that sort of a girl to feel this way twice."
Louisa heard an exclamation and a soft commotion be-
hind the bushes ; then Lily spoke again — the voice sounded
as if she had risen. " This must be put a stop to," said
she. " We've stayed here long enough. I'm going home."
Louisa sat there in a daze, listening to their retreating
steps. After a while she got up and slunk softly home
herself The next day she did her housework methodically ;
that was as much a matter of course as breathing ; but she
did not sew on her wedding-clothes. She sat at her win-
dow and meditated. In the evening Joe came. Louisa
Ellis had never known that she had any diplomacy in her,
but when she came to look for it that night she found it,
although meek of its kind, among her little feminine weap-
ons. Even now she could hardly believe that she had
heard aright, and that she would not do Joe a terrible in-
jury should she break her troth-plight. She wanted to
sound him without betraying too soon her own inclinations
in the matter. She did it successfully, and they finally
came to an understanding ; but it was a difficult thing, for
he was as afraid of betraying himself as she.
She never mentioned Lily Dyer. She simply said that
while she had no cause of complaint against him, she had
lived so long in one way that she shrank from making a
change.
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** Welly I never shrank, Louisa," said Dagget ** I'm
going to be honest enough to say that I think maybe it's
better this way ; but if you'd wanted to keep on, I'd have
stuck to you till my dying day. I hope you know that"
" Yes, I do," said she.
That night she and Joe parted more tenderly than they
had done for a long time. Standing in the door, holding
each other's hands, a last great wave of regretful memory
swept over them.
" Well, this ain't the way we've thought it was all going
to end, is it, Louisa ?" said Joe.
She shook her head. There was a little quiver on hhx
placid face.
'^ You let me know if there's ever anything I can do for
you," said he. " I ain't ever going to forget you, Louisa."
Then he kissed her, and went down the path.
Louisa, all alone by herself that night, wept a little, she
hardly knew why ; but the next morning, on waking, she
felt like a queen ^o, after fearing lest her domain be
wrested away from her, sees it firmly insured in her pos-
session.
Now the tall weeds and grasses might cluster around
Caesar's little hermit hut, the snow might fall on its roof
year in and year out, but he never would go on a rampage
through the unguarded village. Now the little canary might
turn itself into a peaceful yellow ball night after night, and
have no need to wake and flutter with wild terror against
its bars. Louisa could sew linen seams, and distil roses,
and dust and polish and fold away in lavender, as long as
she listed. That afternoon she sat with her needle-work at
the window, and felt fairly steeped in peace. Lily Dyer,
tall and erect and blooming, went past ; but she felt no
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qualm. If Louisa Ellis had sold her birthright she did not
know it. the taste of the pottage was so delicious, and had
been her sole satisfaction for so long. Serenity and placid
narrowness had become to her as the birthright itself. She • \
gazed ahead through a long reach of future days strung to- ' j
gether like pearls in a rosary, every one like the others,
and all smooth and iSawless and innocent, and her heart
went up in thankfulness. Outside was the fervid summer
afternoon ; the air was filled with the sounds of the busy
harvest of men and birds and bees; there were halloos,
metallic clatterings, sweet calls, and long humming&
Louisa sat, prayerfully numbering her days, like an un-
cloistered nun.
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The trees were in full leaf, a heavy south wind was blow-
ing, and there was a loud murmur among the new leaves.
The people noticed it, for it was the first time that year that
the trees had so murmured in the wind. The spring had
come with a rush during the last few days.
The murmur of the trees sounded loud in the village
church, where the people sat waiting for the service to be-
gin. The windows were open ; it was a very warm Sunday
for May.
The church was already filled with this soft sylvan music
— the tender harmony of the leaves and the south wind, and
the sweet, desultory whistles of birds — when the choir arose
and began to sing.
In the centre of the row of women singers stood Alma
Way. All the people stared at her, and turned their ears
critically. She was the new leading soprano. Candace
Whitcomb, the old one, who had sung in the choir for forty
years, had lately been given her dismissal. The audience
considerec that her voice had grown too cracked and un-
certain on the upper notes. There had been much com-
plaint, and after long deliberation the church-officers had
made known their decision as mildly as possible to the old
singer. She had sung for the last time the Sunday before.
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and Alma Way had been engaged to take her place. With
the exception of the organist, the leading soprano was the
only paid musician in the large choir. The salary was very
modest, still the village people considered it large for a
young woman. Alma was from the adjoining village of East
Derby ; she had quite a local reputation as a singer.
Now she fixed her large solemn blue eyes ; her long, deli-
cate face, which had been pretty, turned paler; the blue
flowers on her bonnet trembled ; her little thin gloved
hands, clutching the singing-book, shook perceptibly ; but
she sang out bravely. That most formidable mountain-
height of the world, self-distrust and timidity, arose before
her, but her nerves were braced for its ascent. In the midst
of the hymn she had a solo ; her voice rang out piercingly
sweet ; the people nodded admiringly at each other ; but
suddenly there was a stir ; all the faces turned toward the
windows on the south side of the church. Above the din
of the wind and the birds, above Alma Way's sweetly strain-
ing tones, arose another female voice, singing another hymn
to another tune.
'* It's her," the women whispered to each other; they were
half aghast, half smiling.
Candace Whitcomb's cottage stood close to the south side
of the church. She was playing on her parlor organ, and
singing, to drown out the voice of her rivaU
Alma caught her breath ; she almost stopped ; the hymn-
book waved like a fan ; then she went on. But the long
husky drone of the parlor organ and the shrill clamor of the
other voice seemed louder than anything else.
When the hymn was finished, Alma sat down. She felt
faint ; the woman next her slipped a peppermint into her
hand. '' It ain't worth minding," she whispered, vigorously.
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Alma tried to smile ; down in the audience a young man
was watching her with a kind of fierce pity.
In the last hymn Alma had another solo. Again the par-
lor organ droned above the carefully delicate accompani-
ment of the church organ, and again Candace Whitcomb's
voice clamored forth in another tune.
After the benediction, the other singers pressed around
Alma. She did not say much in return for their expressions
of indignation and sympathy. She wiped her eyes furtively
once or twice, and tried to smile. William Emmons, the
choir leader, elderly, stout, and smooth-faced, stood over
her, and raised his voice. He was the old musical digni*
tary of the village, the leader of the choral club and the
singing-schools. '* A most outrageous proceeding," he said.
People had coupled his name with Candace Whitcomb's.
The old bachelor tenor and old maiden soprano had been
wont to walk together to her home next door after the Sat-
urday night rehearsals, and they had sung duets to the par-
lor organ. People had watched sharply her old face, on
which the blushes of youth sat pitifully, when William Em-
mons entered the singing -seats. They wondered if he
would ever ask her to marry him.
And now he said further to Alma Way that Candace
Whitcomb's voice had failed utterly of late, that she sang
shockingly, and ought to have had sense enough to know it.
When Alma went down into the audience -room, in the
midst of the chattering singers, who seemed to have de-
scended, like birds, from song flights to chirps, the minister
approached her. He had been waiting to speak to her.
He was a steady-faced, fleshy old man, who had preached
from that one pulpit over forty years. He told Alma, in his
ijiow way, how much he regretted the annoyance to which she
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had been subjected, and intimated that he would endeavor
to prevent a recurrence of it. " Miss Whitcomb— must be —
reasoned with/' said he ; he had a slight hesitation of speech,
not an impediment. It was as if his thoughts did not slide
readily into his words, although both were present. He
walked down the aisle with Alma, and bade her good-mom*
ing when he saw Wilson Ford waiting for her in the doot^
way. Everybody knew that Wilson Ford and Alma were
lovers ; they had been for the last ten years.
Alma colored softly, and made a little imperceptible mo-
tion with her head ; her silk dress and the lace on her man-
tie fluttered, but she did not speak. Neither did Wilson,
although they had not met before that day. They did not
look at each other's faces — they seemed to see each other
without that — ^and they walked along side by side.
They reached the gate before Candace Whitcomb's little
house. Wilson looked past the front yard, full of pink and
white spikes on flowering bushes, at the lace-curtained win-
dows ; a thin white profile, stiffly inclined, apparently over a
book, was visible at one of them. Wilson gave his head a
shake. He was a stout man, with features so strong that
they overcame his flesh. '' I'm going up home with you,
Alma," said he ; " and then — I'm just coming back, to give
Aunt Candace one blowing up."
" Oh, don't, Wilson."
'' Yes, I shall. If you want to stand this kind of a thing
you may ; I sha'n't."
" There's no need of your talking to her. Mr. Pollard's
going to."
'' Did he say he was ?"
''Yes. I Jthink he's going in before the afternoon meet-
ing, from what he said."
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'^ Well, there's one thing about it, if she does that thing
again this afternoon, I'll go in there and break that old or-
gan up into kindling-wood." Wilson set his mouth hard,
and shook his head again.
Alma gave little side glances up at him, her tone was
deprecatory, but her face was full of soft smiles. " I sup-
pose she does feel dreadfully about it," said she. " I can't
help feeling kind of guilty, taking her place."
'' I don't see how you're to blame. It's outrageous, her
acting so."
"The choir gave her a photograph album last week,
didn't they ?"
" Yes. They went there last Thursday night, and gave her
an album and a surprise-party. She ought to behave herself"
'* Well, she's sung there so long, I suppose it must be
dreadful hard for her to give it up."
Other people going home from church were very near
Wilson and Alma. She spoke softly that they might not
hear ; he did not lower his voice in the least. Presently
Alma stopped before a gate.
" What are you stopping here for ?" asked Wilson.
'' Minnie Lansing wanted me to come and stay with her
this noon."
" You're going home with me."
** I'm afraid I'll put your mother out."
" Put mother out ! I told her you were coming, this
morning. She's got all ready for you. Come along ; don't
stand here."
He did not tell Alma of the pugnacious spirit with which
his mother had received the announcement of her coming,
nnd how she had stayed at home to prepare the dinner, and
make a parade of her hard work and her injury.
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Wilson's mother was the reason why he did not many
Alma. He would not take his wife home to live with her^
and was unable to support separate establishments. Alma
was willing enough to be married and put up with Wilson's
mother, but she did not complain of his decision. Her deli-
cate blond features grew sharper, and her blue eyes more
hollow. She had had a certain fine prettiness, but now she
was losing it, and beginning to look old, and there was
a prim, angular, old maiden carriage about her narrow
shoulders.
Wilson never noticed it, and never thought of Alma as
not possessed of eternal youth, or capable of losing or re-
gretting it.
" Come along. Alma," said he ; and she followed meekly
after him down the street.
Soon after they passed Candace Whitcomb's house, the
minister went up the front w^lk and rang the bell. The
pale profile at the window had never stirred as he opened
the gate and came up the walk. However, the door was
promptly opened, in response to his ring. " Good-morning,
Miss Whitcomb," said the minister.
" Good-vaoxxivci^P Candace gave a sweeping toss of her
head as she spoke. There was a fierce upward curl to her
thin nostrils and her lips, as if she scented an adversary.
Her black eyes had two tiny cold sparks of fury in them,
like an enraged bird's. She did not ask the minister to
enter, but he stepped lumberingly into the entry, and she
retreated rather than led the way into her little parlor. He
settled into the great rocking-chair and wiped his face.
Candace sat down again in her old place by the window.
She was a tall woman, but very slender and full of pliable
motions, like a blade of grass.
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" It's a — very pleasant day," said the minister.
Candace made no reply. She sat still, with her head
drooping. The wind stirred the looped lace-curtains; a
tall rose-tree outside the window waved ; soft shadows
floated through the room. Candace's parlor organ stood in
front of an open window that faced the church; on the
corner was a pitcher with a bunch of white lilacs. The whole
room was scented with them. Presently the minister looked
over at them and sniffed pleasantly.
" You have — some beautiful — lilacs there."
Candace did not speak. Every line of her slender figure
looked flexible, but it was a flexibility more resistant than
rigor.
The minister looked at her. He filled up the great rock*
ing-chair ; his arms in his shiny black coat-sleeves rested
squarely and comfortably upon the hair-cloth arms of the
chair.
" Well, Miss Whitcomb, I suppose I — may as well come
to — the point. There was — a little — matter I wished to
speak to you about I don't suppose you were — at least I
can't suppose you were — aware of it, but — this morning,
during the singing by the choir, you played and — sung a lit-
tle too — loud. That is, with — the windows open. It — dis-
turbed us — a little- I hope you won't feel hurt — my dear
Miss Candace, but I knew you would rather I would speak
of it, for I knew — you would be more disturbed than any-
body else at the idea of such a thing."
Candace did not raise her eyes ; she looked as if his
words might sway her through the window. " I ain't dis-
turbed at it," said she. " I did it on purpose ; I meant to.*^
The minister looked at her.
** You needn't look at me. I know jest what I'm about
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I sung the way I did on purpose, an' I'm goin' to do it again,
an^ I'd like to see you stop me. I guess I've got a right to
set down to my own organ, an' sing a psalm tune on a Sab-
bath day, 'f I want to; an' there ain't no amount of talkin'
an' palaverin' a-goin' to stop me. See there !" Candace
swung aside her skirts a little. *' Look at that 1"
The minister looked. Candace's feet were resting on a
large red-plush photograph album.
" Makes a nice footstool, don't it ?" said she.
The minister looked at the album, then at her ; there was
a slowly gathering alarm in his face ; he began to think she
was losing her reason.
Candace had her eyes full upon him now, and her head
up. She lagghed, and her laugh was almost a snarl. '* Yes ;
I thought it would make a beautiful footstool," said she.
''I've been wantin' one for some time." Her tone was full
of vicious irony.
" Why, miss — ^" began the minister ; but she interrupted
him:
" I know what you're a-goin' to say, Mr. Pollard, an' now
I'm goin' to have my say ; I'm a-goin' to speak. I want to
know what you think of folks that pretend to be Christians
treatin' anybody the way they've treated me ? Here I've
sung in those singin'-seats forty year. I 'ain't never missed
a Sunday, except when I've been sick, an' I've gone an' sung
a good many times when I'd better been in bed, an' now I'm
turned out without a word of warnin'. My voice is jest as
good as ever 'twas ; there can't anybody say it ain't It
wa'n't ever quite so high-pitched as that Way girl's, mebbe ;
but she flats the whole durin' time. My voice is as good an'
high to-day as it was twenty year ago ; an' if it wa'n't, I'd
like to know where the Christianity comes in. I'd like to
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know if it wouldn't be more to the credit of folks in a church
to keep an old singer an' an old minister, if they didn't sing
an' hold forth quite so smart as they used to, ruther than
turn 'em off an' hurt their feelin's. I guess it would be full
as much to the glory of God. S'pose the singin' an' the
preachin' wa'n't quite so good, what difference would it make ?
Salvation don't hang on anybody's hittin' a high note, that
I ever heard of. Folks are gettin' as high-steppin' an'
fussy in a meetin*-house as they are in a tavern, nowadays.
S'pose they should turn you off, Mr. Pollard, come an' give
you a photograph album, an' tell you to clear out, how'd you
like it ? I ain't findin' any fault with your preachin' ; it was
always good enough to suit me ; but it don't stand to reason
folks '11 be as took up with your sermons as when you was a
young man. You can't expect it S'pose they should turn
you out in your old age, an' call in some young bob squirt,
how'd you feel ? There's William Emmons, too ; he's three
years older'n I am, if he does lead the choir an' run all the
singin' in town. If my voice has gi'en out, it Stan's to rea-
son his has. It ain't, though. William Emmons sings jest
as well as he ever did. Why don't they turn him out the
way they have me, an' give him a photograph album ? I
dun know but it would be a good idea to send everybody^
as soon as they get a little old an' gone by, an' young folks
begin to push, onto some desert island, an' give 'em each a
photograph album. Then they can sit down an' look at
pictures the rest of their days. Mebbe government '11 take
it up. '
" There they come here last week Thursday, all the choir,
jest about eight o'clock in the evenin', an' pretended they'd
come to give me a nice little surprise. Surprise! h'm!
Brought cake an' oranges, an' was jest as nice as they could
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be, an' I was real tickled. I never had a surprise-party be-
fore in my life. Jenny Carr she played, an' they wanted me
to sing alone, an' I never suspected a thing. I've been mad
ever since to think what a fool I was, an' how they must
have laughed in their sleeves.
" When they'd gone I found this photograph album on the
table, all done up as nice as you please, an' directed to Miss
Candace Whitcomb from her many friends, an' I opened it,
an' there was the letter inside givin' me notice to quit
" If they'd gone about it any decent way, told me right
out honest that they'd got tired of me, an' wanted Alma
Way to sing instead of me, I wouldn't minded so much ; I
should have been hurt 'nough, for I'd felt as if some that
had pretended to be my friends wa'n't ; but it wouldn't have
been as bad as this. They said in the letter that they'd al-
ways set great value on my services, an' it wa'n't from any
lack of appreciation that they turned me off, but they thought
the duty was gettin' a little too arduous for me. H'm ! I
hadn't complained. If they'd turned me right out fair an*
square, showed me the door, an' said, * Here, you get out,'
but to go an' spill molasses, as it were, all over the thresh-
old, tryin' to make me think it's all nice an' sweet —
"I'd sent that photograph album back quick's I could
pack it, but I didn't know who started it, so I've used it
for a footstool. It's all it's good for, 'cordin' to my way
of thinkin'. An' I ain't been particular to get the dust off
my shoes before I used it neither."
Mr. Pollard, the minister, sat staring. He did not look
at Candace ; his eyes were fastened upon a point straight
ahead. He had a look of helpless solidity, like a block of
granite. This country minister, with his steady, even tem-
perament, treading with heavy precision his one track for
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over forty years, having nothing new in his life except the
new sameness of the seasons, and desiring nothing new, was
incapable of understanding a woman like this, who had lived
as quietly as he, and all the time held within herself the ele-
ments of revolution. He could not account for such vio-
lence, such extremes, except in a loss of reason. He had a
conviction that Candace was getting beyond herself. He
himself was not a typical New-£nglander ; the national ele-
ments of character were not pronounced in him. He was
aghast and bewildered at this outbreak, which was tropical,
and more than tropical, for a New England nature has a
floodgate, and the power which it releases is an accumula-
tion. Candace Whitcomb had been a quiet woman, so deli-
cately resolute that the quality had been scarcely noticed in
her, and her ambition had been unsuspected. Now the reso-
lution and the ambition appeared raging over her whole
self.
She began to talk again. ^ I've made up my mind that
I'm goin' to sing Sundays the way I did this mornin', an' I
don't care what folks say," said she. " I've made up my
mind that I'm goin' to take matters into my own hands.
I'm goin' to let folks see that I ain't trod down quite flat,
that there's a little rise left in me. I ain't goin' to give up
beat yet a while ; an' I'd like to see anybody stop me. If
I ain't got a right to play a psalm tune on my organ an'
sing, I'd like to know. If you don't like it, you can move
the meetin'-house."
Candace had had an inborn reverence for clergymen. She
had always treated Mr. Pollard with the utmost deference.
Indeed, her manner toward all men had been marked by a
certain delicate stiffness and dignity. Now she was talking
to the old minister with the homely freedom with which she
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night have addressed a female gossip over the back fence.
He could not say much in return. He did not feel compe-
tent to make headway against any such tide of passion ; all
he could do was to let it beat against him. He made a few
expostulations, which increased Candace's vehemence ; he
expressed his regret over the whole affair, and suggested
that they should kneel and ask the guidance of the Lord in
the matter, that she might be led to see it all in a different
light.
Candace refused flatly. '' I don't see any use prayin'
about it," said she. " I don't think the Lord's got much to
do with it, anyhow."
It was almost time for the afternoon service when the
minister left. He had missed his comfortable noontide rest,
through this encounter with his revolutionary parishioner.
After the minister had gone, Candace sat by the window
and waited. The bell rang, and she watched the people
file past. When her nephew Wilson Ford with Alma ap-
peared, she grunted to herself. '^ She's thin as a rail," said
she ; '' guess there won't be much left of her by the time
Wilson gets her. Little soft-spoken nippin' thing, she
wouldn't make him no kind of a wife, anyway. Guess it's
jest as well."
When the bell had stopped tolling, and all the people en-
tered the church, Candace went over to her organ and
seated herself. She arranged a singing-book before her,
and sat still, waiting. Her thin, colorless neck and temples
were full of beating pulses ; her black eyes were bright and
eager ; she leaned stiffly over toward the music-rack, to hear
better. When the church organ sounded out she straight-
ened herself; her long skinny fingers pressed her own organ-
keys with nervous energy. She worked the pedals with all
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her strength ; all her slender body was in motion. When
the first notes of Alma's solo began, Candace sang. She
had really possessed a fine voice, and it was wonderful how
little she had lost it. Straining her throat with jealous fury,
her notes were still for the main part true. Her voice filled
the whole room j she sang with wonderful fire and expres-
sion. That, at least, mild little Alma Way could never emu-
late. She was full of steadfastness and unquestioning
constancy, but there were in her no smouldering fires of am-
bition and resolution. Music was not to her what it had
been to her older rival. To this obscure woman, kept re-
lentlessly by circumstances in a narrow track, singing in the
village choir had been as much as Italy was to Napoleon
— and now on her island of exile she was still showing
fight.
After the church service was done, Candace left the or-
gan and went over to her old chair by the window. Her
knees felt weak, and shook under her. She sat down, and
leaned back her head. There were red spots on her cheeks.
Pretty soon she heard a quick slam of her gate, and an im-
petuous tread on the gravel-walk. She looked up, and there
was her nephew Wilson Ford hurrying up to the door. She
cringed a little, then she settled herself more firmly in her
chair.
Wilson came into the room with a rush. He left the door
open, and the wind slammed it to after him.
" Aunt Candace, where are you ?" he called out, in a loud
voice.
She made no reply. He looked around fiercely, and his
eyes seemed to pounce upon her.
" Look here. Aunt Candace," said he, " are you crazy ?^
Candace said nothing. '^Aunt Candace!" She did not
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seem to see him. '^ If you don't answer me," said Wilson,
'' ril just go over there and pitch that old organ out of the
window I"
'' Wilson Ford 1" said Candace, in a voice that was almost
a scream.
" Well, what say ! What have you got to say for your-
self, acting the way you have ? I tell you what 'tis. Aunt
Candace, I won't stand it."
" I'd like to see you help yourself."
'' I will help myself I'll pitch that old organ out of the
window, and then I'll board up the window on that side of
your house. Then we'll see."
" It ain't your house, and it won't never be."
" Who said it was my house ? You're my aunt, and I've
got a little lookout for the credit of the family. Aunt Can-
dace, what are you doing this way for ?"
*' It don't make no odds what I'm doin' so for. I ain't
bound to give my reasons to a young fellar like you, if you
do act so mighty toppin'. But I'll tell you one thing, Wilson
Ford, after the way you've spoke to-day, you sha'n't never
have one cent of my money, an' you can't never marry that
Way girl if you don't have it. You can't never take her
home to live with your mother, an' this house would have
been mighty nice an' convenient for you some day. Now
you won't get it. I'm goin' to make another will. I'd made
one, if you did but know it. Now you won't get a cent of
my money, you nor your mother neither. An' I ain't goin'
to live a dreadful while longer, neither. Now I wish you'd
go home ; I want to lay down. I'm 'bout sick."
Wilson could not get another word from his aunt. His
indignation had not in the least cooled. Her threat of dis^
inheriting him did not cow him at all; he had too much
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rough independence, and indeed his aunt Candace's house
had always been too much of an air-castle for him to con-
template seriously. Wilson, with his burly frame and his
headlong common-sense, could have little to do with air-
castles, had he been hard enough to build them over graves.
Still, he had not admitted that he never could marry Alma.
All his hopes were based upon a rise in his own fortunes,
not by some sudden convulsion, but by his own long and
steady labor. Some time, he thought, he should have saved
enough for the two homes.
He went out of his aunt's house still storming. She
arose after the door had shut behind him, and got out into
the kitchen. She thought that she would start a fire and
make a cup of tea. She had not eaten anything all day.
She put some kindling-wood into the stove and touched a
match to it ; then she went back to the sitting-room, and settled
down again into the chair by the window. The fire in the
kitchen-stove roared, and the light wood was soon burned
out She thought no more about it. She had not put on
the teakettle. Her head ached, and once in a while she
shivered. She sat at the window while the afternoon waned
and the dusk came on. At seven o'clock the meeting bell
rang again, and the people flocked by. This time she did
not stir. She had shut her parlor organ. She did not need
to out-sing her rival this evening ; there was only congrega-
tional singing at the Sunday-night prayer-meeting.
She sat still until it was nearly time for meeting to be
done ; her head ached harder and harder, and she shivered
more. Finally she arose. " Guess I'll go to bed," she mut-
tered. She went about the house, bent over and shaking, to
lock the doors. She stood a minute in the back door, look-
ing over the fields to the woods. There was a red light ovet
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there. '' The woods are on fire/' said Candace. She watched
with a dull interest the flames roll up, withering and destroy-
ing the tender green spring foliage. The air was full of
smoke, although the fire was half a mile away.
Candace locked the door and went in. The trees with
their delicate garlands of new leaves, with the new nests of
song birds, might fall, she was in the roar of an in tenser
fire ; the growths of all her springs and the delicate wonted-
ness of her whole life were going down in it. Candace went
to bed in her little room off the parlor, but she could not
sleep. She lay awake all night. In the morning she crawled
to the door and hailed a little boy who was passing. She bade
him go for the doctor as quickly as he could, then to Mrs.
Ford's, and ask her to come over. She held on to the door
while she was talking. The boy stood staring wonderingly
at her. The spring wind fanned her face. She had drawn
on a dress skirt and put her shawl over her shoulders, and
her gray hair was blowing over her red cheeks.
She shut the door and went back to her bed. She never
arose from it again. The doctor and Mrs. Ford came and
looked after her, and she lived a week. Nobody but herself *^
thought until the very last that she would die ; the doctor
called her illness merely a light run of fever ; she had her
senses fully.
But Candace gave up at the first " It's my last sickness,"
she said to Mrs. Ford that morning when she first entered;
and Mrs. Ford had laughed at the notion; but the sick
woman held to it She did not seem to suffer much physi-
cal pain ; she only grew weaker and weaker, but she was
distressed mentally. She did not talk much, but her eyes
followed everybody with an agonized expression.
On Wednesday William Emmons came to inquire for her.
34 A VILLAGE SINGER,
Caudace heard him out in the parlor. She tried to raise
herself on one elbow that she might listen better to his
voice.
" William Emmons come in to ask how you was/' Mrs.
Ford saidy after he was gone.
" I — heard him," replied Candace. Presently she spoke
again. "Nancy," said she, "where's that photograph
album ?"
" On the table," replied her sister, hesitatingly.
" Mebbe — ^you'd better — brush it up a little."
« Well."
Sunday morning Candace wished that the minister should
be asked to come in at the noon intermission. She had
refused to see him before. He came and prayed with her,
and she asked his forgiveness for the way she had spoken
the Sunday before. " I — hadn't ought to — spoke so," said
she. " I was — dreadfifl wrought up."
" Perhaps it was your sickness coming on," said the min-
ister, soothingly.
Candace shook her head. " No — it wa'n't. I hope the
Lord will — forgive me."
After the minister had gone, Candace still appeared un^
happy. Her pitiful eyes followed her sister everywhere with
the mechanical persistency of a portrait.
" What is it you want, Candanqe ?" Mrs. Ford said at last.
She had nursed her sister faithfully, but once in a while her
impatience showed itself.
" Nancy !"
« What say ?"
" I wish — you'd go out when — meetin's done, an' — head
off Alma an' Wilson, an' — ask 'em to come in. I feel as if —
I'd like to — hear her sing."
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Mrs. Ford stared. " Well," said she.
The meeting was now in session. The windows were all
open, for it was another warm Sunday. Candace lay listen-
ing to the music when it began, and a look of peace came
over her face. Her sister had smoothed her hair back, and
put on a clean cap. The white curtain in the bedroom
window waved in the wind like a white sail. Candace at
most felt as if she were better, but the thought of death
seemed easy.
Mrs. Ford at the parlor window watched for the meeting
to be out. When the people appeared, she ran down the
walk and waited for Alma and Wilson. When they came
sb« told them what Candace wanted, and they all went in
together.
"Here's Alma an' Wilson, Candace," said Mrs. Ford,
leading them to the bedroom door.
Candace smiled. "Come in," she said, feebly. And
Alma and Wilson entered and stood beside the bed. Can-
dace continued to look at them, the smile straining her
lips.
" Wilson !"
" What is it. Aunt Candace ?"
"I ain't altered that — will. You an' Alma can — come
here an' — live — when I'm — gone. Your mother won't mind
livin' alone. Alma can have — all — my things."
" Don't, Aunt Candace." Tears were running over Wil-
son's cheeks, and Alma's delicate face was all of a quiver.
" I thought — maybe — Alma 'd be willin' to — sing for me,"
said Candace.
" What do you want me to sing ?" Alma asked, in a trem-
bling voice.
" * Jesus, lover of my soul.' ^
36 A VILLAGE SINGER.
Alma, standing there beside Wilson, began to sing. At
first she could hardly control her voice, then she sang
sweetly and clearly.
Candace lay and listened. Her face had a holy and ra-
diant expression. When Alma stopped singing it did not
disappear, but she looked up and spoke, and it was like a
secondary glimpse of the old shape of a forest tree through
the smoke and flame of the transfiguring fire the instant
before it falls. '* You flatted a little on — soul,'' said Can-
dace.
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^I don't care anything about goin' to that Fourth ok
July picnic, 'Liz'beth."
" I wouldn't say anything more about it, if I was you,
Em'ly. I'd get ready an' go."
" I don't really feel able to go, 'Liz'beth."
" I'd like to know why you ain't able."
^' It seems to me as if the fire-crackers an' the tootin' on
those horns would drive me crazy ; an' Matilda Jennings
says they're goin' to have a cannon down there, an' fire it
off every half-hour. I don't feel as if I could stan' it You
know my nerves ain't very strong, 'Liz'beth."
Elizabeth Babcock uplifted her long, delicate nose with
its transparent nostrils, and sniffed. Apparently her sister's
perverseness had an unacceptable odor to her. '' I wouldn't
talk so if I was you, Em'ly. Of course you're goin'. It's
_yQur turn to, an' you k nowjt. I went to meetin' last Sab-
bath. You just put on that dress an' go."
Emily eyed her sister. She tried not to look pleased.
** I know you went to meetin' last," said she, hesitatingly ;
" but — a Fourth of July picnic is — a little more of— a rarity.*
She fairly jumped, her sister confronted her with such sud«
.den vigor.
« Rarity ! Well, I hope a Fourth of July picnic ain't
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quite such a treat to me that I^d ruther go to it than meet-
in' 1 I should think you'd be ashamed of yourself speakin'
so, Em'ly Babcock."
Emily, a moment before delicately alert and nervous like
her sister, shrank limply in her limp black muslin. " I —
didn't think how it sounded, 'Liz'beth."
" Well, I should say you'd better think. It don't sound
very becomin' for a woman of your age, an' professin' what
you do. Now you'd better go an' get out that dress, an* rip
the velvet off, an' sew the lace on. There won't be any too
much time. They'll start early in the mornin'. I'll stir up
a cake for you to carry, when I get tea."
" Don't you s'pose I could get along without a cake ?"
Emily ventured, tremulously.
"Well, I shouldn't think you'd want to go, an' be be-
holden to other folks for your eatin' ; I shouldn't."
" I shouldn't want anything to eat."
" I guess if you go, you're goin' like other folks. I ain't
goin' to have Matilda Jennings peekin* an' pryin' an' tellin'
things, if I know it. You'd better get out that dress."
" Well," said Emily, with a long sigh of remorseful satis-
faction. She arose, showing a height that would have ap-
proached the majestic had it not been so wavering. The
sisters were about the same height, but Elizabeth usually
impressed people as being the taller. She carried herself
with so much decision that she seemed to keep every inch
of her stature firm and taut, old woman although she was.
" Let's see that dress a minute," she said, when Emily
returned. She wiped her spectacles, set them firmly, and
began examining the hem of the dress, holding it close to
her eyes. "You're gettin' of it all tagged out," she de-
clared, presently " I thought you was. I thought I see
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39
some raveilin's hangin' the other day when I had it on.
It's jest because you don't stan' up straight. It ain't any
longer for you than it is for me, if you didn't go ail bent
over so. There ain't any need of it"
Emily oscillated wearily over her sister and the dress.
** I ain't very strong in my back, an' you know I've got a
weakness in my stomach that benders me from standin' up
as straight as you do," she rejoined, rallying herself for a
feeble defence.
'^You can stan' up jest as well as I can, if you're a
mind to."
" I'll rip that velvet off now, if you'll let me have the
dress, 'Liz'beth."
Elizabeth passed over the dress, handling it gingerly.
" Mind you don't cut it rippin' of it off," said she.
Emily sat down, and the dress lay in shiny black billows
over her lap. The dress was black silk, and had been in
its day very soft and heavy ; even now there was consider-
able wear left in it. The waist and over-skirt were trimmed
with black velvet ribbon. Emily ripped off the velvet ; then
she sewed on some old-fashioned, straight-edged black lace
full of little embroidered sprigs. The sisters sat in their
parlor at the right of the front door. The room was very
warm, for there were two west windows, and a hot after-
noon sun was beating upon them. Out in front of the
house was a piazza, with a cool uneven brick floor, and a
thick lilac growth across the western end. The sisters
might have sat there and been comfortable, but they would
not
" Set right out in the face an' eyes of all the neighbors !**
they would have exclaimed with dismay had the idea been
suggested. There was about these old women and all their
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belongings a certain gentle and deprecatory reticence. One
felt it immediately upon entering their house, or indeed
upon coming in sight of it There were never any heads
at the windows ; the blinds were usually closed. Once in
a while a passer-by might see an old woman, well shielded
by shawl and scooping sun-bonnet, start up like a timid
spirit in the yard, and softly disappear through a crack in
the front door. Out in the front yard Emily had a little
bed of flowers — of balsams and nasturtiums and portu-
lacasj she tended them with furtive glances toward the
road. Elizabeth came out in the early morning to sweep
the brick floor of the piazza, and the front door was left
ajar for a hurried flitting should any one appear.
This excessive shyness and secrecy had almost the as-
pect of guilt, but no more guileless and upright persons
could have been imagined than these two old women.
They had over their parlor windows full, softly-falling, old
muslin curtains, and they looped them back to leave bare
the smallest possible space of glass. The parlor chairs re^
treated close to the walls, the polish of the parlor table lit
up a dim corner. There were very few ornaments in sight ;
the walls were full of closets and little cupboards, and in
them all superfluities were tucked away to protect them
from dust and prying eyes. Never a door in the house
stood open, every bureau drawer was squarely shut. A
whole family of skeletons might have been well hidden in
these guarded recesses ; but skeletons there were none, ex-
cept, perhaps, a little innocent bone or two of old-womanlj
pride and sensitiveness.
The Babcock sisters guarded nothing more jealously
than the privacy of their meals. The neighbors considered
that there was a decided reason for this. '' The Babcock
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41
girls have so little to eat that they're ashamed to let folks
see it," people said. It was certain that the old women
regarded intrusion at their meals as an insult, but it was
doubtful if they would not have done so had their table
been set out with all the luxuries of the season instead of
scanty bread and butter and no sauce. No sauce for tea
was regarded as very poor living by the village women.
To-night the Babcocks had tea very soon after the lace
was sewed on the dress. They always had tea early.
They were in the midst of it when the front-door opened,
and a voice was heard calling out in the hall.
The sisters cast a dismayed and indignant look at each
other ; they both arose ; but the door flew open, and their
little square tea-table, with its green-and-white china pot of
weak tea, its plate of bread and little glass dish of butter,
Its two china cups, and thin silver teaspoons, was displayed
to view.
" My !" cried the visitor, with a little backward shuffle.
'^ I do hope youMl sense me ! I didn't know you was eatin*
supper. I wouldn't ha' come in for the world if I'd known.
I'll go right out ; it wa'n't anything pertickler, anyhow.'*
All the time her sharp and comprehensive gaze was on the
tea-table. She counted the slices of bread, she measured
the butter, as she talked. The sisters stepped forward with
dignity.
'^ Come into the other room," said Elizabeth ; and the
visitor, still protesting, with her backward eyes upon the
tea-table, gave way before her.
But her eyes lighted upon something in the parlor more
eagerly than they had upon that frugal and exclusive table.
The sisters glanced at each other in dismay. The black
silk dress lay over a chair. The caller, who was their
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42 A GALA DRESS.
Deighbor Matilda Jennings, edged toward it as she talked.
" I thought rd jest run over an* see if you wa'n't goin' to
the picnic to-morrow," she was saying. Then she clutched
the dress and diverged. "Oh, you've been fixin' youf
dress 1" she said to Emily, with innocent insinuation. In-
sinuation did not sit well upon Matilda Jennings, none of
her bodily lines were adapted to it, and the pretence was
quite evident. She was short and stout, with a hard, sal-
low rotundity of cheek, her small black eyes were bright-
pointed under fleshy brows.
"Yes, I have," replied Emily, with a scared glance at
Elizabeth.
"Yes," said Elizabeth, stepping firmly into the subject,
and confronting Matilda with prim and resolute blue eyes.
" She has been fixin' of it The lace was ripped off, an^
she had to mend it."
" It's pretty lace, ain't it ? I had some of the same kind
on a mantilla once when I was a girl. This makes me
think of it. The sprigs in mine was set a little closer. Let
me see, 'Liz'beth, your black silk dress is trimmed with vel-
vet, ain't it ?"
Elizabeth surveyed her calmly. " Yes ; I've always worn
black velvet on it," said she.
Emily sighed faintly. She had feared that Elizabeth
could not answer desirably and be truthful.
" Let me see," continued Matilda, " how was that velvet
put on your waist ?"
" It was put on peaked."
" In one peak or two ?"
" One."
" Now I wonder if it would be too much trouble for yon
jest to let me see it a minute. I've been thinkin' of fizin'
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43
over my old alpaca a little, an' IVe got a piece of black
velvet ribbon Fve steamed over, an' it looks pretty good.
I thought mebbe I could put it on like yours."
Matilda Jennings, in her chocolate calico, stood as re-
lentlessly as any executioner before the Babcock sisters.
They, slim and delicate and pale in their flabby black mus-
lins, leaned toward each other, then Elizabeth straightened
herself. '' Some time when it's convenient I'd jest as soon
show it as not," said she.
" Well, I'd be much obleeged to you if you would," re-
turned Matilda. Her manner was a trifle overawed, but
there was a sharper gleam in her eyes. Pretty soon she
went home, and ate her solitary and substantial supper of
bread and butter, cold potatoes, and pork and beans. Ma-
tilda Jennings was as poor as the Babcocks. She had never,
like them, known better days. She had never possessed
any fine old muslins nor black silks in her life, but she had
always eaten more.
The Babcocks had always delicately and unobtrusively
felt themselves above her. There had been in their lives a
faint savor of gentility and aristocracy. Their father had
been college-educated and a doctor. Matilda's antecedents
had been humble, even in this humble community. She
had come of wood-sawyers and garden-laborers. In their
youth, when they had gone to school and played together,
they had always realized their height above Matilda, and
even old age and poverty and a certain friendliness could
not do away with it.
The Babcocks owned their house and a tiny sum in the
bank, upon the mterest of which they lived. Nobody knew
how much it was, nobody would ever know while they lived*
They might have had more if they would have sold or mort'
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gaged their house, but they would have died first Thef
starvea daintily and patiently on their little income. They
mended their old muslins and Thibets, and wore one dress
between them for best, taking turns in going out
It seemed inconsistent, but the sisters were very fond of
society, and their reserve did iiot interfere with their pleas-
ure in the simple village outings. They were more at ease
abroad than at home, perhaps because there were not pres-
ent so many doors which could be opened into their secrecy.
But they had an arbitrary conviction that their claims to
respect and consideration would be forever forfeited should
they appear on state occasions in anything but black silk.
To their notions of etiquette, black silk was as sacred a
necessity as feathers at the English court They could not
go abroad and feel any self-respect in those flimsy muslins
and rusty woollens, which were very flimsy and rusty. The
old persons in the village could hardly remember when the
Babcocks had a new dress. The dainty care with which
they had made those tender old fabrics endure so long was
wonderful. They held up their skirts primly when they
walked ; they kept their pointed elbows clear of chairs and
tables. The black silk in particular was taken ofl* the min*
ute its wearer entered her own house. It was shaken soft-
ly, folded, and laid away in a linen sheet
Emily was dressed in it on the Fourth of July morning
when Matilda Jennings called for her. Matilda came in
her voluminous old alpaca, with her tin lunch-pail on her
arm. IShe looked at Emily in the black silk, and her coun*
tenance changed. '' My ! you ain't goin' to wear that black
silk trailin' round in the woods, are you ?" said she.
*' I guess she won't trail around much," spoke up Eliiar
beth. " She's got to zo lookin' decent"
^mtmmmmm
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Matilda^s poor old alpaca had many a threadbare streak
and mended slit in its rusty folds, the elbows were patched,
it was hardly respectable. But she gave the skirt a defiant
switch, and jerked the patched elbows. " Well, I allers be-
lieved in goin* dressed suitable for the occasion," said she,
sturdily, and as if that was her especial picnic costume out
of a large wardrobe. However, her bravado was not deep-
ly seated, all day long she manoeuvred to keep her patches
and darns out of sight, she arranged the skirt nervously
every time she changed her position, she held her elbows
close to her sides, and she made many little flings at Emily's
black silk.
The festivities were nearly over, the dinner had been
eaten, Matilda had devoured with relish her brown-bread
and cheese and cold pork, and Emily had nibbled daintily
at her sweet-cake, and glanced with inward loathing at her
neighbor's grosser fare. The speeches by the local celebri-
ties were delivered, the cannon had been fired every half-
hour, the sun was getting low in the west, and a golden
mist was rising among the ferny undergrowth in the grove.
" It's gettin' damp ; I can see it risin'," said Emily, who
was rheumatic ; " I guess we'd better walk 'round a little,
an' then go home."
" Well," replied Matilda, " I'd jest as soon. You'd bet-
ter hold up your dress."
The two old women adjusted themselves stiffly upon their
feet, and began ranging the grove, stepping warily over the
slippery pine-needles. . The woods were full of merry calls ;
the green distances fluttered with light draperies. Every
little while came the sharp bang of a fire-cracker, the crash
of cannon, or the melancholy hoot of a fish-horn. Now
and then blue gunpowder smoke curled up with the golden
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Steam from the dewy ground. Emily was near-sighted;
she moved on with innocently peering eyes, her long neck
craned forward. Matilda had been taking the lead, but
she suddenly stepped aside. Emily walked on unsuspect-
ingly, holding up her precious black silk. There was a
quick puff of smoke, a leap of flame, a volley of vicious lit-
tle reports, and poor Emily Babcock danced as a martyr at
her fiery trial might have done; her gentle dignity com-
pletely deserted her. " Oh, oh, oh 1" she shrieked.
Matilda Jennings pushed forward ; by that time Emily
was standing, pale and quivering, on a little heap of ashes.
" You stepped into a nest of fire-crackers," said Matilda ;
'' a boy jest run ; I saw him. What made you stan' there
in *em ? Why didn't you get out?"
" I — couldn't," gasped Emily ; she could hardly speak.
" Well, I guess it ain't done much harm ; them boys
ought to be prosecuted. You don't feel as if you was burned
anywhere, do you, Em'ly .?"
" No — I guess not."
" Seems to me your dress — Jest let me look at your
dress, Em'ly. My ! ain't that a wicked shame ! Jest look
at all them holes, right in the flouncin', where it Ml show !"
It was too true. The flounce that garnished the bottom
of the black silk was scorched in a number of places. Emily
looked at it and felt faint. '' I must go right home," she
moaned. " Oh, dear !"
" Mebbe you can darn it, if you're real pertickler about
it," said Matilda, with an uneasy air.
Emily said nothing ; she went home. Her dress switched
the dust off the wayside weeds, but she paid no attention to
it ; she walked so fast that Matilda could hardly keep up
with her. When she reached her own gate she swung it
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swiftly to before Matilda's face, then she fled into the
house.
Elizabeth came to the parlor door with a letter in her
hand. She cried out, when she saw her sister's face,
" What is the matter, Em'ly, for pity sakes ?"
" You can't never go out again, 'Liz'beth ; you can't !
you can't !"
" Why can't I go out, I'd like to know } What do you
mean, Em'ly Babcock ?"
" You can't, you never can again. I stepped into some
fire-crackers, an' I've burned some great holes right in the
flouncin'. You can't never wear it without folks knowin'.
Matilda Jennings will tell. Oh, 'Liz'beth, what will you
do r
" Do ?" said Elizabeth. " Well, I hope I ain't so set on
goin' out at my time of life as all that comes to. Let's see
it. H'm, I can mend that."
" No, you can't. Matilda would see it if you did. Oh,
dear ! oh, dear !" Emily dropped into a corner and put
her slim hands over her face.
'* Do stop actin' so," said her sister. '^ I've jest had a
letter, an' Aunt 'Liz'beth is dead."
After a little Emily looked up. "When did she die?"
she asked, in a despairing voice.
" Last week."
" Did they ask us to the funeral ?"
" Of course they did ; it was last Friday, at two o'clock
in the afternoon. They knew the letter couldn't get to us
till after the funeral ; but of course they'd ask us."
"What did they say the matter was?"
"Old age, I guess, as much as anything. Aunt Xiz'beth
was a good deal over eighty."
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Emily sat reflectively ; she seemed to be listening while
her sister related more at length the contents of the letter.
Suddenly she interrupted. " 'Liz*beth,"
" Well ?"
" I was thinkin', 'Liz'beth — you know those crape veils
we wore when mother died?"
« Well, what of 'em ?"
"I — don't see why — ^you couldn't — make a flounce of
those veils, an' put on this dress when you wore it ; then
she wouldn't know."
" I'd like to know what I'd wear a crape flounce for ?"
" Why, m^urnin' for Aunt 'Liz'beth."
" Em'ly Babcock, what sense would there be in my wear-
in' mournin' when you didn't .^"
"You was named for her, an' it's a very different thing.
You can jest tell folks that you was named for your aunt
that jest died, an' you felt as if you ought to wear a little
crape on your best dress."
" It '11 be an awful job to put on a diflerent flounce every
time we wear it."
" I'll do it ; I'm perfectly willin' to do it. Oh, 'Liz'beth,
I shall die if you ever go out again an' wear that dress,"
" For pity sakes, don't, Em'ly ! I'll get out those veils
after supper an' look at *em."
The next Sunday Elizabeth wore the black silk garnished
with a crape flounce to church. Matilda Jennings walked
home with her, and eyed the new trimming sharply. " Got
a new flounce, ain't you ?" said she, finally.
"I had word last week that my aunt 'Liz'beth Taylor
was dead, an' I thought it wa'n't anything more'n fittin'
that I should put on a little crape/' replied Elizabeth, with
dignity.
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" Has Em'ly put on mournin' too?"
*' Em'ly ain't any call to. She wa'n*t named after her,
as I was, an' she never saw her but once, when she was a
little girl. It ain't more'n ten year since I saw her. She
lived out West. I didn't feel as if Em'ly had any call to
wear crape."
Matilda said no more, but there was unquelled suspicion
in her eye as they parted at the Babcock gate.
The next week a trunk full of Aunt Elizabeth Taylor's
clothes arrived from the West. Her daughter had sent
them. There was in the trunk a goodly store of old wom-
an's finery, two black silks among the other gowns. Aunt
Elizabeth had been a dressy old lady, although she died in
her eighties. It was a great surprise to the sisters. They
had never dreamed of such a thing. They palpitated with
awe and delight as they took out the treasures. Emily
clutched Elizabeth, the thin hand closing around the thin
arm.
" 'Liz'beth 1"
" What is it T
" We — won't say — anything about this to anybody. We'll
jest go together to meetin' next Sabbath, an' wear these
black silks, an^ let Matilda yennings see,^^
Elizabeth looked at Emily. A gleam came into her dim
blue eyes ; she tightened her thin lips. " Well^ we wUl^^
said she.
The following Sunday the sisters wore the black silks to
church. During the week they appeared together at a sew-
ing meeting, then at church again. The wonder and curios-
ity were certainly not confined to Matilda Jennings. The
eccentricity which the Babcock sisters displayed in not go-
ing into society together had long been a favorite topic in
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the town. There had been a great deal of speculation over
it Now that they had appeared together three consecutiye
times, there was much talk.
On the Monday following the second Sunday Matilda
Jennings went down to the Babcock house. Her cape-
bonnet was on one-sided, but it was firmly tied. She
opened the door softly, when her old muscles were strain-
ing forward to jerk the latch. She sat gently down in the
proffered chair, and displayed quite openly a worn place
over the knees in her calico gown.
" We had a pleasant Sabbath yesterday, didn't we ?** said
she.
'' Real pleasant," assented the sisters.
'^ I thought we had a good discourse.*'
The Babcocks assented again.
''I heerd a good many say they thought it was a good
discourse," repeated Matilda, like an emphatic chorus.
Then she suddenly leaned forward, and her face, in the
depths of her awry bonnet, twisted into a benevolent smile.
" I was real glad to see you out together," she whispered,
with meaning emphasis.
The sisters smiled stiffly.
Matilda paused for a moment ; she drew herself back, as
if to gather strength for a thrust ; she stopped smiling. '' I
was glad to see you out together, for I thought it was too
bad the way folks was talkin'," she said.
Elizabeth looked at her. " How were they talkin' ?"
"Well, I don' know as there's any harm in my tellin'
you. I've been thinkin' mebbe I ought to for some time.
It's been round consider'ble lately that you an' Em'ly
didn't get along well, an' that was the reason you didn't go
out more together. I told 'em I hadn't no idea 'twas so,
A GALA DRESS. 5X
tfaoogh, of course, I couldn't really tell. I was real glad to
see you out together, 'cause there's never any knowin' how
folks do get along, an' I was real glad to see you'd settled
it if there had been any trouble."
"There ain't been any trouble."
"Well, I'm glad if there ain't been any, an' if there has,
I'm glad to see it settled, an' I know other folks will be
too."
Elizabeth stood up. " If you want to know the reason
why we haven't been out together, I'll tell you," said she.
" You've been tryin' to find out things every way you could,
an' now I'll tell you. You've drove me to it. We had just
one decent dress between us, an' Em'ly an' me took turns
wearin' it, an' Em'ly used to wear lace on it, an' I used to
rip off the lace an' sew on black velvet when I wore it, so
folks shouldn't know it was the same dress. Em'ly an' me
never had a word in our lives, an' it's a wicked lie for folks
to say we have."
Emily was softly weeping in her handkerchief; there was
not a tear in Elizabeth's eyes ; there were bright spots on
her cheeks, and her slim height overhung Matilda Jennings
imposingly.
" My aunt 'Liz'beth, that I was named for, died two or
three weeks ago," she continued, " an' they sent us a trunk
full of her clothes, an' there was two decent dresses among
'em, an' that's the reason why Em'ly an' me have been out
together sence. Now, Matilda Jennings, you have found
out the whole story, an' I hope you're satisfied."
Now that the detective instinct and the craving inquisi-
.tiveness which were so strong in this old woman were satis-
fied, she should have been more jubilant than she was. She
had suspected what nobody else in town had suspected \
52 A GALA DRESS.
she had verified her suspicion, and discovered what th«
secrecy and pride of the sisters had concealed from the
whole village, still she looked uneasy and subdued. '*I
sha'n't tell anybody," said she.
" You can tell nobody you're a mind to."
" I sha'n't tell nobody." Matilda Jennings arose ; she
had passed the parlor door, when she faced about. ''I
s'pose I kinder begretched you that black silk," said she,
"or I shouldn't have cared so much about findin' out. I
never had a black silk myself, nor any of my folks that I
ever heard of. I ain't got nothin' decent to wear any-
way."
There was a moment's silence. " We sha'n't lay up any-
thing," said Elizabeth then, and Emily sobbed responsively.
Matilda passed on, and opened the outer door. Elizabeth
whispered to her sister, and Emily nodded, eagerly. '^ You
tell her," said she.
" Matilda," called Elizabeth. Matilda looked back. " I
was jest goin' to say that, if you wouldn't resent it, it got
burned some, but we mended it nice, that you was perfectly
welcome to that — ^black silk. Em'ly an' me don't really
need it, and we'd be glad to have you have it."
There were tears in Matilda Jennings's black eyes, but
she held them unwinkingly. " Thank ye," she said, in a
gruff voice, and stepped along over the piazza, down the
steps. She reached Emily's flower garden. The peppery
sweetness of the nasturtiums came up in her face ; it was
quite early in the day, and the portulacas were still out in
a splendid field of crimson and yellow. Matilda turned
about, her broad foot just cleared a yellow portulaca which
had straggled into the path, but she did not notice it. The
komely old figure pushed i^ast the flowers and into the house
A GALA DRESS. 53
again. She Stood before Elizabeth and Emily. "Look
here," said she, with a fine light struggling out of her coarse
old face, "I want to lell you — I set th*m Jire<radurs asa-
fim- before Enily stuped in 'em."
THE TWELFTH GUEST.
" I don't see how it happened, for my part," Mrs. Childs
said. " Paulina, you set the table."
" You counted up yesterday how many there'd be, and
you said twelve ; don't you know you did, mother ? So I
didn't count to-day. I just put on the plates," said Paulina,
Bmilingly defensive.
Paulina had something of a helpless and gentle look when
she smiled. Her mouth was rather large, and the uppef
jaw full, so the smile seemed hardly under her control.
She was quite pretty ; her complexion was so delicate and
her eyes so pleasant.
'' Well, I don't see how I made such a blunder," her
mother remarked further, as she went on pouring the tea.
On the opposite side of the table were a plate, a knife
and fork, and a little dish of cranberry sauce, with an empty
chair before them. There was no guest to fill it.
"It's a sign somebody's comin' that's hungry," Mrs.
Childs' brother's wife said, with soft effusiveness which was
out of proportion to the words.
The brother was carving the turkey. Caleb Childs, the
host, was an old man, and his hands trembled. Moreover,
no one, he himself least of all, ever had any confidence in
his ability in such directions. Whenever he helped him-
THE TWELFTH GUEST. 55
self to gravy, his wife watched anxiously lest he should spill
It, and he always did. He spilled some to-day. There
was a great spot on the beautiful clean table-cloth. Caleb
set his cup and saucer over it quickly, with a little clatter
because of his unsteady hand. Then he looked at his wife.
He hoped she had not seen, but she had.
" You'd better have let John give you the gravy," she
said, in a stern aside.
John, rigidly solicitous, bent over the turkey. He carved
slowly and laboriously, but everybody had faith in him.
The shoulders to which a burden is shifted have the credit
of being strong. His wife, in her best black dress, sat
smilingly, with her head canted a little to one side. It was
a way she had when visiting. Ordinarily she did not as-
sume it at her sister-in-law's house, but this was an extra
occasion. Her fine manners spread their wings involun-
tarily. When she spoke about the sign, the young woman
next her sniffed.
^ I don't take any stock in signs," said she, with a blunt-
ness which seemed to crash through the other's airiness
with such force as to almost hurt itself. She was a distant
cousin of Mr. Childs. Her husband and three children
were with her.
Mrs. Childs' unmarried sister, Maria Stone, made up the
eleven at the table. Maria's gaunt face was unhealthily
red about the pointed nose and the high cheek-bones;
her eyes looked with a steady sharpness through her spec-
tacles.
'* Well, it will be time enough to believe the sign when
the twelfth one comes," said she, with a summary air. She
had a judicial way of speaking. She had taught school
ever since she was sixteen, and now she was sixty. She
^f^m^mmmmsmmmmmtmmmmmmmm'mr^T^mmmmmmmmmKmmmmmm
56 TIfE TWELFTH GUEST,
had just given up teaching. It was to celebrate that, and
her final home-coming, that her sister was giving a Christ-
mas dinner instead of a Thanksgiving one this year. The
school had been in session during Thanksgiving week.
Maria Stone had scarcely spoken when there was a knock
on the outer door, which led directly into the room. They
all started. They were a plain, unimaginative company,
but for some reason a thrill of superstitious and fantastic
expectation ran through them. No one arose. They were
all silent for a moment, listening and looking at the empty
chair in their midst. Then the knock came again.
'^ Go to the door, Paulina,*' said her mother.
The young girl looked at her half fearfully, but she rose
at once, and went and opened the door. Everybody
stretched around to see. A girl stood on the stone step
looking into the room. There she stood, and never said a
word. Paulina looked around at her mother, with her in*
nocent, half-involuntary smile.
" Ask her what she wants,'' said Mrs. Childs.
" What do you want ?" repeated Paulina, like a sweet echa
Still the girl said nothing. A gust of north wind swept
into the room. John's wife shivered, then looked around
to see if any one had noticed it.
*^ You must speak up quick an' tell what you want, so we
can shut the door; it's cold," said Mrs. Childs.
The girl's small sharp face was sheathed in an old wors-
ted hood ; her eyes glared out of it like a frightened cat's.
Suddenly she turned to go. She was evidently abashed by
the company.
'' Don't you want somethin' to eat ?" Mrs. Childs asked,
speaking up louder.
** It ain't — no matter." She just mumbled it
THE TWELFTH GUEST. 57
"What?"
She would not repeat it. She was quite off the step by
this time.
''You make her come in, Paulina," said Maria Stone,
suddenly. ''She wants something to eat, but she's half
scared to death. You talk to her."
" Hadn't you better come in, and have something to eat ?"
said Paulina, shyly persuasive.
"Tell her she can sit right down here by the stove, where
it's warm, and have a good plate of dinner," said Maria.
Paulina fluttered softly down to the stone step. The
chilly snow-wind came right in her sweet, rosy face. " You
can have a chair by the stove, where it's warm, and a good
plate of dinner," said she.
The girl looked at her.
" Won't you come in ?" said Paulina, of her own accord,
and always smiling.
The stranger made a little hesitating movement forward.
" Bring her in, quick ! and shut the door," Maria called
out then. And Paulina entered with the girl stealing tim-
idly in her wake.
"Take off your hood an' shawl," Mrs. Childs said, "an'
sit down here by the stove, an' I'll give you some dinner."
She spoke kindly. She was a warm-hearted woman, but
she was rigidly built, and did not relax too quickly into
action.
But the cousin, who had been observing, with head alertly
raised, interrupted. She cast a mischievous glance at
John's wife — ^the empty chair was between them. "For
pity's sake I" cried she ; " you ain't goin' to shove her off in
the corner? Why, here's this chair. She's the twelfth
one. Here's where she ought to sit" There was a mix-
58 THE TWELFTH GUEST
ture of heartiness and sport in the young woman's manner.
She pulled the chair back from the table. " Come right
over here," said she.
There was a slight flutter of consternation among the
guests. They were all narrow-lived country people. Their
customs had made deeper grooves in their roads ; they were
more fastidious and jealous of their social rights than many
in higher positions. They eyed this forlorn girl, in her
faded and dingy woollens which fluttered airily and showed
their pitiful thinness.
Mrs. Childs stood staring at the cousin. She did not
think she could be in earnest.
But she was. '* Come," said she ; " put some turkey in
this plate, John."
" Why, it's jest as the rest of you say," Mrs. Childs said,
finally, with hesitation. She looked embarrassed and doubt-
ful.
" Say ! Why, they say just as I do," the cousin went on.
"Why shouldn't they? Come right around here." She
tapped the chair impatiently.
The girl looked at Mrs. Childs. "You can go an' sit
down there where she says," she said, slowly, in a con-
strained tone.
" Come," called the cousin again. And the girl took the
empty chair, with the guests all smiling stiffly.
Mrs. Childs began filling a plate for the new-comer.
Now that her hood was removed, one could see her face
more plainly. It was thin, and of that pale brown tint
which exposure gives to some blond skins. Still there was
a tangible beauty which showed through all that. Her fair
hair stood up softly, with a kind of airy roughness which
caught the light. She was apparently about sixteen.
THE TWELFTH GUEST.
59
'^ What's your name ?" inquired the school-mistress sister,
suddenly.
The girl started. " Christine," she said, after a second.
" What ?"
" Christine."
A little thrill ran around the table. The company looked
at each other. They were none of them conversant with
the Christmas legends, but at that moment the universal
sentiment of them seemed to seize upon their fancies. The
day, the mysterious appearance of the girl, the name, which
was strange to their ears— all startled them, and gave them
a vague sense of the supernatural. They, however, strug-
gled against it with their matter-of-fact pride, and threw it
off directly.
"Christine what.?" Maria asked further.
The girl kept her scared eyes on Maria's face, but she
made no reply.
" What's your other name ? Why don't you speak ?"
Suddenly she rose.
" What are you goin' to do ?"
" I'd — ruther — go, I guess."
"What are you goin' for? You ain't had your din-
ner."
" I — can't tell it," whispered the girl.
" Can't tell your name ?"
She shook her head.
" Sit dowr;, and eat your dinner," said Maria.
There was a strong sentiment of disapprobation among
the company. But when Christine's food was actually be-
fore her, and she seemed to settle down upon it, like a bird,
they viewed her with more toleration. She was evidently
half starved. Their discovery of that fact gave them at
6o THE TWELFTH GUEST.
once a fellow-feeling toward her on this feast-day, and a
complacent sense of their own benevolence.
As the dinner progressed the spirits of the party ap-
peared to rise, and a certain jollity which was almost hilar-
ity prevailed. Beyond providing the strange guest plen-
tifully with food, they seemed to ignore her entirely. Still
nothing was more certain than the fact that they did not
Every outburst of merriment was yielded to with the most
thorough sense of her presence, which appeared in some
subtle way to excite it. It was as if this forlorn twelfth
guest were the foreign element needed to produce a state
of nervous effervescence in those staid, decorous people who
surrounded her. This taste of mystery and unusualness,
once fairly admitted, although reluctantly, to their unaccus-
tomed palates, served them as wine with their Christmas
dinner.
It was late in the afternoon when they arose from the
table. Christine went directly for her hood and shawl, and
put them on. The others, talking among themselves, were
stealthily observant of her. Christine began opening the
door.
" Are you goin' home now ?" asked Mrs. Childs.
"No, marm."
" Why not .?"
** I ain't got any."
" Where did you come from ?"
The girl looked at her. Then she unlatched the door.
" Stop !" Mrs. Childs cried, sharply. " What are you
goin' for ? Why don't you answer ?"
She stood still, but did not speak.
" Well, shut the door up, an' wait a minute," said Mrs.
Childi.
THE TWELFTH GUEST, 6i
She stood close to a window, and she stared out scniti-
nizingly. There was no house in sight. First came a great
yard, then wide stretches of fields ; a desolate gray road
curved around them on the left. The sky was covered with
still, low clouds; the sun had not shone out that day. The
ground was all bare and rigid. Out in the yard some gray
hens were huddled together in little groups for warmth;
their red combs showed out. Two crows flew up, away
over on the edge of the field.
" It's goin' to snow," said Mrs. Childs.
" I'm afeard it is," said Caleb, looking at the girl. He
gave a sort of silent sob, and brushed some tears out of his
old eyes with the back of his hands.
" See here a minute, Maria," said Mrs. Childs.
The two women whispered together ; then Maria stepped
in front of the girl, and stood, tall and stiff and impres*
sive.
'' Now, see here,'' said she ; '^ we want you to speak up
and tell us your other name, and where you came from, and
not keep us waiting any longer."
" I — canity They guessed what she said from the motion
of her head. She opened the door entirely then and step-
ped out.
Suddenly Maria made one stride forward and seized her
by her shoulders, which felt like knife-blades through the
thin clothes. " Well," said she, " we've been fussing long
enough ; we've got all these dishes to clear away. It's bit-
ter cold, and it's going to snow, and you ain't going out of
this house one step to-night, no matter what you are. You'd
ought to tell us who you are, and it ain't many folks that
would keep you if you wouldn't ; but we ain't goin' to have
you found dead in the road, for our own credit It ain't on
69 THB TWELFTH GUEST.
your account Now you just take those things off again,
and go and sit down in that chair."
Christine sat in the chair. Her pointed chin dipped
down on her neck, whose poor little muscles showed above
her dress, which sagged away from it. She never looked
up. The women cleared off the table, and cast curious
glances at her.
After the dishes were washed and put away, the company
were all assembled in the sitting-room for an hour or so ;
then they went home. The cousin, passing through the
kitchen to join her husband, who was waiting with his team
at the door, ran hastily up to Christine.
'^ You stop at my house when you go to-morrow morn-
ing," said she. '' Mrs. Childs will tell you where 'tis — half
a mile below here."
When the company were all gone, Mrs. Childs called
Christine into the sitting-room. ''You'd better come in.
here and sit now," said she. " I'm goin' to let the kitchen
fire go down; I ain't goin' to get another regular meal;
I'm jest goin' to make a cup of tea on the sittin'-room stove
by-an'-by."
The sitting-room was warm, and restrainedly comfortable
with its ordinary village furnishings — its ingrain carpet, its
little peaked clock on a comer of the high black shel^ its
red-covered card-table, which had stood in the same spot
for forty years. There was a little newspaper-covered
stand, with some plants on it, before a window. There was
one red geranium in blossom.
Paulina was going out that evening. Soon after the com-
pany went she commenced to get ready, and her mother
and aunt seemed to be helping her. Christine was alone
in the sitting-room for the greater part of an hour.
THE TWELFTH GUEST. 63
Finally the three women came in, and Paulina stood be-
fore the sitting-room glass for a last look at herself. She
had on her best red cashmere, with some white lace around
her throat. She had a red geranium flower with some
leaves in her hair. Paulina's brown hair, which was rather
thin, was very silky. It was apt to part into little soft
strands on her forehead. She wore it brushed smoothly
back. Her mother would not allow her to curl it.
The two older women stood looking at her. '' Don't you
think she looks nice, Christine ?" Mrs. Childs asked, in a
sudden overflow of love and pride, which led her to ask
sympathy from even this forlorn source.
" Yes, marm." Christine regarded Paulina, in her red
cashmere and geranium flower, with sharp, solemn eyes.
When she really looked at any one, her gaze was as un-
flinching as that of a child.
There was a sudden roll of wheels in the yard.
" Willard's come I" said Mrs. Childs. " Run to the door
an' tell him you'll be right out, Paulina, an' I'll get your
things ready."
After Paulina had been helped into her coat and hood,
and the wheels had bowled out of the yard with a quick
dash, the mother turned to Christine.
" My daughter's gone to a Christmas tree over to the
church," said she. " That was Willard Morris that came
for her. He's a real nice young man that lives about a'
mile from here."
Mrs. Childs' tone was at once gently patronizing and
elated.
When Christine was shown to a little back bedroom that
night, nobody dreamed how many times she was to occupy
it Maria and Mrs. Childs, who after the door was closed
54 THE TWELFTH GUEST
set a table against it softly and erected a tiltlish pyramid
of milkpans, to serve as an alarm signal in case the strange
guest should try to leave her room with evil intentions, were
fully convinced that she would depart early on the follow-
ing morning.
'^ I dun know but I've run an awful risk keeping her/'
Mrs. Childs said. " I don't like her not tellin' where she
come from. Nobody knows but she belongs to a gang of
burglars, an' they've kind of sent her on ahead to spy out
things an' unlock the doors for 'em."
" I know it," said Maria. " I wouldn't have had her stay
for a thousand dollars if it hadn't looked so much like snow.
Well, I'll get up an' start her off early in the morning."
But Maria Stone could not carry out this resolution. The
next morning she was ill with a sudden and severe attack
of erysipelas. Moreover, there was a hard snow-storm, the
worst of the season ; it would have been barbarous to have
turned the girl out-of-doors on such a morning. Moreover,
she developed an unexpected capacity for usefulness. She
assisted Pauline about the housework with timid alacrity,
and Mrs, Childs could devote all her time to her sister.
'* She takes right hold as if she was used to it," she told
Maria. *' I'd rather keep her a while than not, if I only
knew a little more about her."
" I don't believe but what I could get it out of her after
'a while if I tried," said Maria, with her magisterial air, which
illness could not subdue.
However, even Maria, with all her well-fostered imperi-
ousness, had no effect on the girl's resolution ; she contin-
ued as much of a mystery as ever. Still the days went on,
then the weeks and months, and she remained in the Childs
family.
THB TWELFTH GUEST 6$
None of them could tell exactly how it had been brought
about The most definite course seemed to be that her ar-
rival had apparently been the signal for a general decline
of health in the family. Maria had hardly recovered when
Caleb Childs was laid up with the rheumatism ; then Mrs.
Childs had a long spell of exhaustion from overwork in
nursing. Christine proved exceedingly useful in these
emergencies. Their need of her appeared to be the dom-
inant, and only outwardly evident, reason for her stay ; still
there was a deeper one which they themselves only faintly
realized — this poor young girl, who was rendered almost
repulsive to these honest downright folk by her persistent
cloak of mystery, had somehow, in a very short time, melted
herself, as it were, into their own lives. Christine asleep
of a night in her little back bedroom, Christine of a day
stepping about the house in one of Paulina's old gowns,
became a part of their existence, and a part which was not
far from the nature of a sweetness to their senses.
She still retained her mild shyness of manner, and rarely
spoke unless spoken to. Now that she was warmly shel-
tered and well fed, her beauty became evident. She grew
prettier every day. Her cheeks became softly dimpled ;
her hair turned golden. Her language was rude and illit-
erate, but its very uncouthness had about it something of a
soft grace.
She was really prettier than Paulina. ^
The two young girls were much together, but could hardly
be said to be intimate. There were few confidences between
them, and confidences are essential for the intimacy of young
girls.
Willard Morris came regularly twice a week to see Pau-
lina, and everybody spoke of them as engaged to each other.
5
56 THE TWELFTH GUEST.
Along in August Mrs. Childs drove over to town one a&
temoon and bought a piece of cotton cloth and a little em-
broidery and lace. Then some fine sewing went on, but
with no comment in the household. Mrs. Childs had sim-
ply said, '* I guess we may as well get a few things made up
for you, Paulina, you're getting rather short." And Pauli-
na had sewed all day long, with a gentle industry, when
the work was ready.
There was a report that the marriage was to take place
on Thanksgiving Day. But about the first of October Wil-
lard Morris stopped going to the Childs house. There was
no explanation. He simply did not come as usual on Sun-
day night, nor the following Wednesday, nor the next Sun-
day. Paulina kindled her little parlor fire, whose sticks
she had laid with maiden preciseness ; she arrayed herself
in her best gown and ribbons. When at nine o'clock Wil-
lard had not come, she blew out the parlor lamp, shut up
the parlor stove, and went to bed. Nothing was said be-
fore her, but there was much talk and surmise between
Mrs. Childs and Maria, and a good deal of it went on be-
fore Christine.
It was a little while after the affair of Cyrus Morris's
note, and they wondered if it could have anything to do
with that. Cyrus Morris was Willard's uncle, and the note
affair had occasioned much distress in the Childs family
*for a month back. The note was for twenty-five hundred
dollars, and Cyrus Morris had given it to Caleb Childs.
The time, which was two years, had expired on the first of
September, and then Caleb could not find the note.
He had kept it in his old-fashioned desk, which stood in
one corner of the kitchen. He searched there a day and
half a night, pulling all the soiled) creasy old papers out
THE TWELFTH GUEST. 67
of the drawers and pigeon-holes before he would answer
his wife's inquiries as to what he had lost.
Finally he broke down and told. " I've lost that note
of Morris's," said he. " I dun know what I'm goin' to do."
He stood looking gloomily at the desk with its piles of
papers. His rough old chin dropped down on his breast.
The women were all in the kitchen, and they stopped
and stared.
" Why, father," said his wife, " where have you put it ?"
" I put it here in this top drawer, and it ain't there."
''Let me look," said Maria, in a confident tone. But
even Maria's energetic and self-assured researches failed.
** Well, it ain't here," said she. " I don't know what you've
done with it."
" I don't believe you put it in that drawer, father," said
his wife.
" It was in there two weeks ago. I see it."
" Then you took it out afterwards."
" I ain't laid hands on't."
" You must have ; it couldn't have gone off without hands.
You know you're kind of forgetful, father."
" I guess I know when I've took a paper out of a drawer.
I know a leetle somethin' yit."
" Well, I don't suppose there'll be any trouble about it, will
there ?" said Mrs. Childs. " Of course he knows he give
the note, an' had the money."
"I dun know as there'll be any trouble, but I'd ruther
give a hundred dollar than had it happen."
After dinner Caleb shaved, put on his other coat and hat,
and trudged soberly up the road to Cyrus Morris's. Cyrus
Morris was an elderly man, who had quite a local reputa'
tk)n for wealth and business shrewdness. Caleb, who was
68 THE TWELFTH GUEST.
lowly-natured and easily impressed by another's importance^
always made a call upon him quite a formal affair, and
shaved and dressed up.
He was absent about an hour to-day. When he returned
he went into the sitting-room, where the women sat with
their sewing. He dropped into a chair, and looked straight
ahead, with his forehead knitted.
The women dropped their work and looked at him, and
then at each other.
'* What did he say, father ?'' Mrs. Childs asked at length.
*^ Say 1 He's a rascal, that's what he is, an' I'll tell him
so, too."
** Ain't he goin' to pay it?"
« No, he ain't."
« Why, father, I don't believe it ! You didn't get hold
of it straight," said his wife.
"You'll see."
" Why, what did he say ?"
" He didn't say anything."
" Doesn't he remember he had the money and gave the
note, and has been paying interest on it ?" queried Maria.
" He jest laughed, an' said 'twa'n't accordin' to law to
pay unless I showed the note an' give it up to him. He
said he couldn't be sure but I'd want him to pay it over
ag'in. / know where that note is /"
Caleb's voice had deep meaning in it. The women
stared at him.
" Where .?"
" Ifs in Cyrus Morrises desk — thafs where it is.**
** Why, father, you're crazy I"
"No, I ain't crazy, nuther. I know what Fm taUdnf
about. I—"
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^ If s just where you put it," interrupted Maria, taking
op her sewing with a switch ; '' and I wouldn't lay the blame
onto anybody else."
" You'd ought to ha' looked out for a paper like that,"
said his wife. '^ I guess I should if it had been me. If
you've gone an' lost all that money through your careless-
ness, you've done it, that's all I've got to say. I don't see
what we're goin' to do."
Caleb bent forward and fixed his eyes upon the women.
He held up his shaking hand impressively, "^you'll stop
talkin' just a minute," said he, " I'll tell you what I was
goin' to. Now I'd like to know just one thing : Wdrii
Cyrus Morris alone in that kitchen as much as fifteen minutes
a week ago to-day f Didn't you leave him there while you
went to look arter me f Wasn't the key in the desk 9 Answer
me thatr
His wife looked at him with cold surprise and severity.
'' I wouldn't talk in any such way as that if I was you, fa-
ther," said she. ''It don't show a Christian spirit It's
jest layin' the blame of your own carelessness onto some-
body else. You're all the one that's to blame. An' when
it comes to it, you'd never ought to let Cyrus Morris have
the money anyhow. I could have told you better. I knew
what kind of a man he was."
" He's a rascal," said Caleb, catching eagerly at the first
note of foreign condemnation in his wife's words. '' He'd
ought to be put in state's-prison. I don't think much of his
relations nuther. I don't want nothin' to do with 'em, an'
I don't want none of my folks to."
Paulina's soft cheeks flushed. Then she suddenly spoke
out as she had never spoken in her life.
'' It doesn't make it out because he's a bad man that his
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relations are," said she. '' You haven't any right to speak
so, father. And I guess you won't stop me having any-
thing to do with them, if you want to."
She was all pink and trembling. Suddenly she burst out
crying, and ran out of the room.
" You'd ought to be ashamed of yourself, father," ex-
claimed Mrs. Childs.
" I didn't think of her takin' on it so," muttered Caleb,
humbly. " I didn't mean nothin.' "
Caleb did not seem like himself through the following
days. His simple old face took on an expression of strained
thought, which made it look strange. He was tottering on
a height of mental effort and worry which was almost above
the breathing capacity of his innocent and placid nature.
Many a night he rose, lighted a candle, and tremulously
fumbled over his desk until morning, in the vain hope of
finding the missing note.
One night, while he was so searching, some one touched
him softly on the arm.
He jumped and turned. It was Christine. She had
stolen in silently.
" Oh, it's you !" said he.
" Ain't you found it ?"
'^ Found it ? No ; an' I sha'n't, nuther." He turned away
from her and pulled out another drawer. The girl stood
watching him wistfully. '* It was a big yellow paper," the
old man went on — "a big yellow paper, an' I'd wrote on
the back on't, ' Cyrus Morris's note.' An' the interest he'd
paid was set down on the back on't, too."
*' It's too bad you can't find it," said she.
^ It ain't no use lookin' ; it ain't here, an' that's the hull
on't. It's in his desk. I ain't got no more doubt on't
than nothin' at all."
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** Where — does he keep his desk ?"
^ In his kitchen ; it's jest like this one."
" Would this key open it ?"
'' I dun know but 'twould. But it ain't no use. I s'pose
I'll have to lose it." Caleb sobbed silently and wiped his
eyes.
A few days later he came, all breathless, into the sitting-
room. He could hardly speak ; but he held out a folded
yellow paper, which fluttered and blew in his unsteady hand
like a yellow maple-leaf in an autumn gale.
" Look-a-here !" he gasped — " look-a-here I"
" Why, for goodness' sake, what's the matter ?" cried Ma-
ria. She and Mrs. Childs and Paulina were there, sewing
peacefully.
"Jest \oo\i-2i-here r
" Why, for mercy's sake, what is it, father ? Are you
crazy ?"
" It's— the note /"
" What note ? Don't get so excited, father."
" Cyrus Morris's note. Thafs what note 'tis. Look-a-
here !"
The women all arose and pressed around him, to look at it
" Where did you find it, father ?" asked his wife, who was
quite pale.
"I suppose it was just where you put it," broke in Ma-
ria, with sarcastic emphasis.
"No, it wa'n't. No, it wa'n't, nuther. Don't you go
to crowin' too quick, Maria. That paper was just where
I told you 'twas. What do you think of that, hey ?"
" Oh, father, you didn't !"
" It was layin' right there in his desk. That's where
'twas. Jest where I knew — ^"
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" Father, you didn't go over there an' take it !"
The three women stared at him with dilated eyes.
« No, I didn't."
«• Who did ?"
The old man jerked his head towards the kitchen door.
" She."
" Who ?"
" Christiny."
'' How did she get it ?" asked Maria, in her magisterial
manner, which no astonishment could agitate.
"She saw Cyrus and Mis' Morris ride past, an' then
she run over there, an' she got in through the window
an' got it; that's how." Caleb braced himself like
a stubborn child, in case any exception were taken to it
all.
"It beats everything I ever heard," said Mrs. Childs,
faintly.
" Next time you'll believe what I tell you 1" said Caleb.
The whole family were in a state of delight over the re^
covery of the note ; still Christine got rather hesitating
gratitude. She was sharply questioned, and rather re-
proved than otherwise.
This theft, which could hardly be called a theft, aroused
the old distrust of her.
" It served him just right, and it wasn't stealing, because
it didn't belong to him ; and I don't know what you would
have done if she hadn't taken it," said Maria ; "but, for all
that, it went all over me."
" So it did over me," said her sister. " I felt just as you
did, an' I felt as if it was real ungrateful too, when the
poor child did it just for us."
But there were no sucn misgivings for poor Caleb, with
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his money, and his triumph over iniquitous Cyrus Morris.
He was wholly and unquestioningly grateful.
" It was a blessed day when we took that little girl in,^'
he told his wife.
" I hope it '11 prove so," said she.
Paulina took her lover^s desertion quietly. She had just
as many soft smiles for every one ; there was no alteration
in her gentle, obliging ways. Still her mother used to listen
at her door, and she knew that she cried instead of sleep-
ing many a night. She was not able to eat much, either,
although she tried to with pleasant willingness when her
mother urged her.
After a while she was plainly grown thin, and her pretty
color had faded. Her mother could not keep her eyes
from her.
^ Sometimes I think 1^11 go an' ask Willard myself what
this kind of work means," she broke out with an abashed
abruptness one afternoon. She and Paulina happened to
be alone in the sitting-room.
" You'll kill me if you do, mother," said Paulina. Then
she began to cry.
"Well, I won't do anything you don't want me to, of
course," said her mother. She pretended not to see that
Paulina was crying.
Willard had stopped coming about the first of Oc-
tober ; the time wore on until it was the first of December,
and he had not once been to the house, and Paulina
had not exchanged a word with him in the mean-
time.
One night she had a fainting- spell. She fell heavily
while crossing the sitting-room floor. They got her on to
tlie lounge, and she soon revived ; but her mother had lost
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all control of herself. She came out into the kitchen and
paced the floor.
"Oh, my darlinM" she wailed. "She's goin' to die.
What shall I do? All the child I've got in the world.
An' he's killed her I That scamp ! I wish I could get my
hands on him. Oh, Paulina, Paulina, to think it should
come to this !"
Christine was in the room, and she listened with eyes
dilated and lips parted. She was afraid that shrill wail
would reach Paulina in the next room.
" She'll hear you," she said, finally.
Mrs. Childs grew quieter at that, and presently Maria
called her into the sitting-room.
Christine stood thinking for a moment. Then she got
her hood and shawl, put on her rubbers, and went out.
She shut the door softly, so nobody should hear. When
she stepped forth she plunged knee-deep into snow. It
was snowing hard, as it had been all day. It was a cold
storm, too ; the wind was bitter. Christine waded out of
the yard and down the street. She was so small and light
that she staggered when she tried to step firmly in some
tracks ahead of her. There was a full moon behind the
clouds, and there was a soft white light in spite of the storm.
Christine kept on down the street, in the direction of Wil-
lard Morris's house. It was a mile distant. Once in a
while she stopped and turned herself about, that the terri-
ble wind might smite her back instead of her face. When
she reached the house she waded painfully through the
yard to the side-door and knocked. Pretty soon it opened,
and Willard stood there in the entry, with a lamp in his
hand.
^ Good-evening," said he, doubtfully, peering out
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"Good-evenin\" The light shone on Christine's face.
The snow clung to her soft hair, so it was quite white.
Her cheeks had a deep, soft color, like roses; her blue
eyes blinked a little in the lamp-light, but seemed rather to
flicker like jewels or stars. She panted softly through her
parted lips. She stood there, with the snow-flakes driving
in light past her, and "She looks like an angel," came
swiftly into Willard Morris's head before he spoke.
" Oh, it's you," said he.
Christine nodded.
Then they stood waiting. " Why, won't you come in ?"
said Willard, finally, with an awkward blush. " I declare
I never thought. I ain't very polite."
She shook her head. '* No, thank you," said she.
" Did — you want to see mother ?"
« No."
The young man stared at her in increasing perplexity.
His own fair, handsome young face got more and more
flushed. His forehead wrinkled. "Was there anything
you wanted ?"
"No, I guess not," Christine replied, with a slow soft-
ness.
Willard shifted the lamp into his other hand and sighed.
'' It's a pretty hard storm," he remarked, with an air of
forced patience.
" Yes."
" Didn't you find it terrible hard walking ?"
" Some."
Willard was silent again. "See here, they're all well
down at your house, ain't they ?" said he, finally. A look
of anxious interest had sprung into his eyes. He had be-
gun to take alarm.
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" I guess so."
Suddenly he spoke out impetuously. *' Say, Christine,
I don't know what you came here for ; you can tell me af-
terwards. I don't know what you'll think of me, but —
Well, I want to know something. Say — well, I haven't
been 'round for quite a while. You don't — suppose —
they've cared much, any of them ?"
"I don't know."
"Well, I don't suppose you do, but — you might have
noticed. Say, Christine, you don't think she — you know
whom I mean — cared anything about my coming, do you?"
"I don't know," she said again, softly, with her eyes
fixed warily on his face.
" Well, I guess she didn't ; she wouldn't have said what
she did if she had."
Christine's eyes gave a sudden gleam. "What did she
say ?"
" Said she wouldn't have anything more to do with me,"
said the young man, bitterly. " She was afraid I would be
up to just such tricks as my uncle was, trying to cheat her
father. That was too much for me. I wasn't going to
stand that from any girl." He shook his head angrily.
" She didn't say it."
" Yes, she did ; her own father told my uncle so. Mother
was in the next room and heard it."
" No, she didn't say it," the girl repeated.
" How do you know ?"
" I heard her say something different." Christine told
him.
" I'm going right up there," cried he, when he heard that
" Wait a minute, and I'll go along with you."
" I dun know as you'd better — to-night," Christine said,
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looking out towards the road, evasively. ** She — ain't been
very well to-night."
" Who ? Paulina ? What's the matter ?"
" She had a faintin'-spell jest before I came out," an-
swered Christine, with stiff gravity.
" Oh ! Is she real sick ?"
" She was some better."
" Don't you suppose I could see her just a few minutes ?
I wouldn't stay to tire her," said the young man, eagerly.
" I dun know."
" I must, anyhow."
Christine fixed her eyes on his with a solemn sharpness.
" What makes you want to ?"
" What makes me want to ? Why, I'd give ten years to
see her five minutes."
" Well, mebbe you could come over a few minutes."
"Wait a minute," cried Willard. " I'll get my hat."
" I'd better go first, I guess. The parlor fire '11 be to
light."
" Then had I better wait ?"
" I guess so."
" Then I'll be along in about an hour. Say, you haven't
said what you wanted."
Christine was off the step. " It ain't any matter." mur-
mured she.
" Say — she didn't send you ?"
" No, she didn't."
" I didn't mean that. I didn't suppose she did," said
Willard, with an abashed air. " What did you want, Chris-
tine ?"
"There's somethin' I want you to promise," said she^
suddenly.
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"What's that?"
" Don't you say anything about Mr. Childs."
" Why, how can I help it ?"
" He's an old man, an' he was so worked up he didn't
know what he was sayin'. They'll all scold him. Don't
say anything."
" Well, I won't say anything. I don't know what I'm
going to tell her, though."
Christine turned to go.
" You didn't say what 'twas you wanted," called Willard
again.
But she made no reply. She was pushing through the
deep snow out of the yard.
It was quite early yet, only a few minutes after seven.
It was eight when she reached home. She entered the
house without any one seeing her. She pulled off her
snowy things, and went into the sitting-room.
Paulina was alone there. She was lying on the lounge.
She was very pale, but she looked up and smiled when
Christine entered.
Christine brought the fresh out-door air with her. Pau-
lina noticed it. " Where have you been ?" whispered she.
Then Christine bent over her, and talked fast in a low
tone.
Presently Paulina raised herself and sat up. " To-night ?'*
cried she, in an eager whisper. Her cheeks grew red.
" Yes ; I'll go make the parlor fire."
" It's all ready to light." Suddenly Paulina threw her
arms around Christine and kissed her. Both girls blushed.
" I don't think I said one thing to him that you wouldn't
have wanted me to," said Christine.
" You didn't — ask him to come ?"
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" No, I didn't, honest."
When Mrs. Childs entered, a few minutes later, she found
her daughter standing before the glass.
"Why, Paulina !" cried she.
" I feel a good deal better, mother," said Paulina.
" Ain't you goin' to bed ?"
" I guess I won't quite yet."
" I've got it all ready for you. I thought you wouldn't
feel like sittin' up."
"I guess I will; a little while."
Soon the door-bell rang with a sharp peal. Everybody
jumped — Paulina rose and went to the door.
Mrs. Childs and Maria, listening, heard Willard's familiar
voice, then the opening of the parlor door.
'* It's him r gasped Mrs. Childs. She and Maria looked
at each other.
It was about two hours before the soft murmur of voices
in the parlor ceased, the outer door closed with a thud, and
Paulina came into the room. She was blushing and smil-
ing, but she could not look in any one's face at first
" Well," said her mother, "who was it?"
" Willard. It's all right."
It was not long before the fine sewing was brought out
again, and presently two silk dresses were bought for Pauli-
na. It was known about that she was to be married on
Christmas Day. Christine assisted in the preparation. All
the family called to mind afterwards the obedience so ready
as to be loving which she yielded to their biddings during
those few hurried weeks. She sewed, she made cake, she
ran of errands, she wearied herself joyfully for the happiness
of this other young girl.
About a week before the wedding, Christine, saying good-
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night when about to retire one evening, behaved strangely.
They remembered it afterwards. She went up to Paulina
and kissed her when saying good-night It was something
which she had never before done. Then she stood in the
door, looking at them all. There was a sad, almost a sot
emn, expression on her fair girlish face.
'' Why, what's the matter ?" said Maria.
" Nothin'," said Christine. " Good-night.*'
That was the last time they ever saw her. The next
morning Mrs. Childs, going to call her, found her room va-
cant. There was a great alarm. When they did not find
her in the house nor the neighborhood, people were aroused,
and there was a search instigated. It was prosecuted
eagerly, but to no purpose. Paulina's wedding evening
came, and Christine was still missing.
Paulina had been married, and was standing beside her
husband, in the midst of the chattering guests, when Caleb
stole out of the room. He opened the north door, and
stood looking out over the dusky fields. '^ Christiny 1" he
called, " Christiny I"
Presently he looked up at the deep sky, full of stars, and
called again — " Christiny ! Christiny !" But there was no
answer save in light. When Christine stood in the sitting-
room door and said good-night, her friends had their last
sight and sound of her. Their Twelfth Guest had departed
from their hospitality forever.
SISTER LIDDY.
There were no trees near the almshouse ; it stood in its
bare, sandy lot, and there were no leaves or branches to
cast shadows on its walls. It seemed like the folks whom
it sheltered, out in the full glare of day, without any little
kindly shade between itself and the dull, unfeeling stare of
curiosity. The almshouse stood upon rising ground, so
one could see it for a long distance. It was a new build-
ing. Mansard-roofed and well painted. The village took
pride in it : no town far or near had such a house for the
poor. It was so fine and costly that the village did not feel
able to give its insane paupers separate support in a regu-
lar asylum ; so they lived in the almshouse with the sane
paupers, and there was a padded cell in case they waxed
too violent.
Around the almshouse lay the town fields. In summer
they were green with corn and potatoes, now they showed
ugly plough ridges sloping over the uneven ground, and
yellow corn stubble. Beyond the field at the west of the
almshouse was a little wood of elms and oaks and wild
apple-trees. The yellow leaves had all fallen from the
elms and the apple-trees, but most of the brown ones stayed
on the oaks.
Polly Moss stood at the west window in the women's
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83 SISTER LIDDY.
sitting-room and gazed over at the trees. " It's cur'us how
them oak leaves hang on arter the others have all fell off/'
she remarked.
A tall old woman sitting beside the stove looked around
suddenly. She had singiilar bright eyes, and a sardonic
smile around her mouth. "It's a way they allers have,"
she returned, scornfully. "Guess there ain't nothin' very
cur'us about it. When the oak leaves fall off an' the others
hang on, then you can be lookin' for the end of the world ;
that's goin' to be one of the signs."
" Allers a-harpin' on the end of the world," growled an-
other old woman, in a deep bass voice. "I've got jest
about sick on't. Seems as if I should go crazy myself,
hearin' on't the whole time." She was sewing a seam in
coarse cloth, and she sat on a stool on the other side of
the stove. She was short and stout, and she sat with a
heavy settle as if she were stuffed with lead.
The tall old woman took no further notice. She sat
rigidly straight, and fixed her bright eyes upon the top of
the door, and her sardonic smile deepened.
The stout old woman gave an ugly look at her ; then she
sewed with more impetus. Now and then she muttered
something in her deep voice.
There were, besides herself, three old women in the room
— Polly Moss, the tall one, and a pretty one in a white cap
and black dress. There was also a young woman ; she sat
in a rocking-chair and leaned her head back. She was
handsome, but she kept her mouth parted miserably, and
there were ghastly white streaks around it and her nostrils.
She never spoke. Her pretty black hair was rough, and
her dress sagged at the neck. She had been living out at
a large farm, and had overworked. She had no friends or
SISTER UDDY. 83
relatives to take her in ; so she had come to the almshouse
to rest and try to recover. She had no refuge but the alms-
house or the hospital, and she had a terrible horror of a
hospital. Dreadful visions arose in her ignorant childish
mind whenever she thought of one. She had a lover, but
he had not been to see her since she came to the alms-
house, six weeks before ; she wept most of the time over
that and her physical misery.
Polly Moss stood at the window until a little boy trudged
into the room, bringing his small feet down with a clapping
noise. He went up to Polly and twitched her dress. She
looked around at him. '' Well, now. Tommy, what do ye
want ?"
*' Come out-doors an' play hide an' coot wis me, Polly."
Tommy was a stout little boy. He wore a calico tier
that sagged to his heels in the back, and showed in front
his little calico trousers. His round face was pleasant and
innocent and charming.
Polly put her arms around the boy and hugged him,
" Tommy's a darlin'," she said ; '* can*t he give poor Polly
a kiss ?"
Tommy put up his lips. " Come out-doors an' play hide
an' coot wis me," he said again, breathing the words ouV
with the kiss.
" Now, Tommy, jest look out of the winder. Don't he
see that it's rainin'. hey ?"
The child shook his head stubbornly, although he was
looking straight at the window, which revealed plainly
enough that long sheets of rain were driving over the fields.
^ Come out-doors and play hide an' coot wis me, Polly."
" Now, Tommy, jest listen to Polly. Don't he know he
can't go out-doors when it's rainin' this way ? He'd get all
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wet, an' Polly too. But I'll tell you what Polly an' Tom-
my can do. We'll jest go out in the hall an' we'll roll the
ball. Tommy go run quick an' get his ball."
Tommy raised a shout, and clapped out of the room ;
his sweet nature was easily diverted. Polly followed him.
She had a twisting limp, and was so bent that she was not
much taller than Tommy, her little pale triangular face
seemed to look from the middle of her flat chest.
" The wust-lookin' objeck," growled the stout old woman
when Polly was out of the room : *' looks more like an old
cat that's had to airn it's own livin' than a human bein'.
It 'bout makes me sick to look at her." Her deep tones
travelled far ; Polly, out in the corridor waiting for Tommy,
heard every word.
'' She is a dretfuMookin' cretur," assented the pretty old
woman. As she spoke she puckered her little red mouth
daintily, and drew herself up with a genteel air.
The stout old woman surveyed her contemptuously.
" Well, good looks don't amount to much, nohow," said
she, " if folks ain't got common-sense to balance 'em. I'd
enough sight ruther know a leetle somethin' than have a
dolly-face myself."
*' Seems to me she is about the dretfulest-lookin' cretur
that I ever did see," repeated the pretty old woman, quite
unmoved. Aspersions on her intellect never aroused her
in the least.
The stout old woman looked balBed. ''Jest turn your
head a leetle that way, will you, Mis' Handy?" she said,
presently.
The pretty old woman turned her head obediently.
^ What is it ?" she inquired, with a conscious simper.
''Jest turn your head a leetle more. Yes, it's funny I
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ain't never noticed it afore. Your nose is a leetle grain
crooked — ain't it, Mis' Handy ?"
Mrs. Handy's face turned a deep pink— even her litde
ears and her delicate old neck were suffused; her blue
eyes looked like an enraged bird's. '' Crooked I H'm I I
shouldn't think that folks that's got a nose like some folks
had better say much about other folks' noses. There can't
nobody tell me nothin' about my nose ; I know all about
it Folks that wouldn't wipe their feet on some folks, nor
look twice at 'em, has praised it My nose ain't crooked
an' never was, an' if anybody says so it's 'cause they're so
spity, 'cause they're so mortal homely themselves. Guess
I know." She drew breath, and paused for a return shot,
but she got none. The stout old woman sewed and chuckled
to herself, the tall one still fixed her eyes upon the top of
the door, and the young woman leaned back with her lips
parted, and her black eyes rolled.
The pretty old woman began again in defence of her
nose ; she talked fiercely, and kept feeling of it Finally
she arose and went out of the room with a flirt.
Then the stout old woman laughed. "She's gone to
look at her nose in the lookin'-glass, an' make sure it ain't
crooked : if it ain't a good joke 1" she exclaimed, delight-
edly.
But she got no response. The young woman never
stirred, and the tall old one only lowered her gaze from
the door to the stove, which she regarded disapprovingly.
** I call it the devil's stove," she remarked, after a while.
The stout old woman gave a grunt and sewed her seam ;
she was done with talking to such an audience. The shouts
of children out in the corridor could be heard. "Pesky
young ones 1" she muttered.
^^mmmimammmmmamammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmtmmm
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In the corridor Polly Moss played ball with the children.
She never caught the ball, and she threw it with weak,
aimless jerks; her back ached, but she was patient, and
her face was full of simple childish smiles. There were
two children besides Tommy — his sister and a little boy.
The corridor was long ; doors in both sides led into the
paupers' bedrooms. Suddenly one of the doors flew open,
and a little figure shot out. She went down the corridor
with a swift trot like a child. She had on nothing but a
woollen petticoat and a calico waist ; she held her head
down, and her narrow shoulders worked as she ran ; her
mop of soft white hair flew out. The children looked
around at her ; she was a horrible caricature of themselves.
The stout old woman came pressing out of the sitting-
room. She went directly to the room that the running
figure had left, and peered in ; then she looked around sig-
nificantly. " I knowed it," she said ; " it's tore all to pieces
agin. I'd jest been thinkin' to myself that Sally was dret-
ful still, an' I'd bet she was pullin' her bed to pieces.
There 'tis, an' made up jest as nice a few minutes agol
I'm goin' to see Mis' Arms."
Mrs. Arms was the matron. The old woman went off
with an important air, and presently she returned with her.
The matron was a large woman with a calm, benignant, and
weary face.
Polly Moss continued to play ball, but several other old
women had assembled, and they all talked volubly. They
demonstrated that Sally had torn her bed to pieces, that it
had been very nicely made, and that she should be pun-
ished.
The matron listened ; she did not say much. Then she
returned to the kitchen, where she was preparing dinner-
SISTER LIDDY, 8y
Some of the paupers assisted her. An old man, with his
baggy trousers hitched high, chopped something in a tray,
an old woman peeled potatoes, and a young one washed
pans at the sink. The young woman, as she washed, kept
looking over her shoulder and rolling her dark eyes at the
other people in the room. She was mindful of every mo-
tion behind her back.
Mrs. Arms herself worked and directed the others. When
dinner was ready the old man clanged a bell in the corridor,
and everybody flocked to the dining-room except the young
woman at the kitchen sink ; she still stood there washing
dishes. The dinner was coarse and abundant. The pau-
pers, with the exception of the sick young woman, ate with
gusto. The children were all hearty, and although the
world had lost all its savor for the hearts and minds of the
old ones, it was still somewhat salt to their palates. Now
that their thoughts had ceased reaching and grasping, they
could still put out their tongues, for that primitive instinct
of life with which they had been born still survived and
gave them pleasure. In this world it is the child only that
is immortal.
The old people and the children ate after the same man-
ner. There was a loud smacking of lips and gurgling
noises. The rain drove against the windows of the dining-
room, with its bare floor, its board tables and benches, and
rows of feeding paupers. The smooth yellow heads of the
children seemed to catch all the light in the room. Once
in a while they raised imperious clamors. The overseer
sat at one end of the table and served the beef. He was
stout, and had a handsome, heavy face.
The meal was nearly finished when there was a crash of
breaking crockery, a door slammed, and there was a wild
88 SISTER LIDDY.
shriek out in the corridor. The overseer and one of the old
men who was quite able-bodied sprang and rushed out of
the room. The matron followed, and the children tagged
at her heels. The others continued feeding as if nothing
had happened. " That Agnes is wuss agin," remarked the
stout old woman. ^^ IVe seed it a-comin' on fer a couple
of days. They'd orter have put her in the cell yesterday ;
I told Mis* Arms so, but they're allers puttin' off, an' put'
tin' ofE"
*' They air a-takin' on her up to the cell now," said the
pretty old woman ; and she brought around her knifeful of
cabbage with a sidewise motion, and stretched her little
red mouth to receive it.
Out in the corridor shriek followed shriek ; there were
loud voices and scuffling. The children were huddled in
the doorway, peeping, but the old paupers continued to eat.
The sick young woman laid down her knife and fork and
wept.
Presently the shrieks and the scuffling grew faint in the
distance; the children had followed on. Then, after a
little, they all returned and the dinner was finished.
After dinner, when the women paupers had done their
share of the clearing away, they were again assembled in
their sitting-room. The windows were cloudy with fine
mist ; the rain continued to drive past them from over the
yellow stubbly fields. There was a good fire in the stove,
and the room was hot and close. The stout old woman
sewed again on her coarse seam, the others were idle.
There were now six old women present ; one of them was
the little creature whom they called Sally. She sat close
to the stove, bent over and motionless. Her clothing hardly
covered her. The sick young woman w^ absent ; she was
SISTER LIDDY. 89
Ijring down on the lounge in the matron's room, and the
children too were in there.
Polly Moss sat by the window. The old women began
talking among themselves. The pretty old one had taken
off her cap and had it in her lap, perking up the lace and
straightening it. It was a flimsy rag, like a soiled cobweb.
The stout old woman cast a contemptuous glance at it.
She raised her nose and her upper lip scornfully. *' I don't
see how you can wear that nasty thing nohow, Mis' Handy,"
said she.
Mrs. Handy flushed pink again. She bridled and began
to speak, then she looked at the little soft soiled mass in
her lap, and paused. She had not the force of character
to proclaim black white while she was looking at it. Had
the old cap been in the bureau drawer, or even on her head,
she might have defended it to the death, but here before
her eyes it silenced her.
But after her momentary subsidence she aroused herself;
her blue eyes gleamed dimly at the stout old woman. " It
was a handsome cap when it was new, anyhow !" said she ;
^'better'n some folks ever had. Til warrant. Folks that
ain't got no caps at all can't afford to be fiingin' at them
that has, if they ain't quite so nice as they was. You'd
orter have seen the cap I had when my daughter was mar-
ried ! All white wrought lace, an' bows of pink ribbon, an'
long streamers, an' some artificial roses on't I don't s'pose
you ever see any thin' like it. Mis' Paine."
The stout woman was Mrs. Paine. "Mebbe I ain't,"
said she, sarcastically.
The tall old woman chimed in suddenly ; her thin, ner-
vous voice clanged after the others like a sharply struck
bell. '' I ain't never had any caps to speak of," she pro-
90 SISTER UDDY.
claimed ; '' never thought much of 'em, anyhow ; heatirf
things ; an' I never heard that folks in heaven wore caps.
But I have had some good clothes. I've got a piece of
silk in my bureau drawer. That silk would stand alone.
An' I had a good thibet ; there was rows an' rows of velvet
ribbon on it. I always had good clothes ; my husband, he
wanted I should, an' he got 'em fer me. I aimed some
myself, too. I 'ain't got any now, an' I dunno as I care if
I ain't, fer the signs are increasin'."
" Allers a-harpin' on that," muttered the stout old woman.
"I had a handsome blue silk when I was marri'd,"
vouchsafed Mrs. Handy.
" I've seen the piece of it," returned the tall one ; " it
ain't near so thick as mine is."
The old woman who had not been present in the morn-
ing now spoke. She had been listening with a superior air.
She was the only one in the company who had possessed
considerable property, and had fallen from a widely differ-
ing estate. She was tall and dark and gaunt ; she towered
up next the pretty old woman like a scraggy old pine be-
side a faded lily. She was a single woman, and she had
lost all her property through an injudicious male relative.
" Well," she proclaimed, "everybody knows I've had things
if I ain't got 'em now. There I had a whole house, with
Brussels carpets on all the rooms except the kitchen, an'
stuffed furniture, an' beddin' packed away in chists, an'
bureau drawers full of things. An' I ruther think I've had
silk dresses an' bun nits an' caps."
" I remember you had a real handsome blue bunnit once,
but it warn't so becomin' as some you'd had, you was so
dark-complected," remarked the pretty old woman, in a
soft, spiteful voice. ^'I had a white one, drawn silk, an'
SISTER LIDDY. 91
white feathers on't, when I was married, and they all said it
was real becomin'. I was allers real white myself. I had
a white muslin dress with a flounce on it, once, too, an' a
black silk spencer cape."
^ I had a fitch tippet an* muff that cost twenty-five dol-
lars," remarked the stout old woman, emphatically, " an^ a
cashmire shawl."
*' I had two cashmire shawls, an* my tippet cost fifty dol-
lars," retorted the dark old woman, with dignity.
" My fust baby had an elegant blue cashmire cloak, all
worked with silk as deep as that," said Mrs. Handy. She
now had the old cap on her head, and looked more as-
sertive.
'* Mine had a little wagon with a velvet cushion to ride
in; an' I had a tea-set, real chiny, with a green sprig on't,"
said the stout old woman.
'' I had a Brittany teapot," returned Mrs. Handy.
*' I had gilt vases as tall as that on my parlor mantel-
shelf," said the dark old woman.
" I had a chiny figger, a girl with a basket of flowers on
her arm, once," rejoined the tall one ; " it used to set side
of the clock. An' when I was fust married I used to live
in a white house, with a flower-garden to one side. I can
smell them pinks an' roses now, an' I s'pose I allers shall,
jest as far as I go."
"I had a pump in my kitchen sink, an' things real
handy," said the stout old one; "an' I used to look as
well as anybody, an' my husband too, when we went to
meetin'. I remember one winter I had a new brown alpaca
with velvet buttons, an' he had a new great-coat with a
velvet collar."
Suddenly the little cowering Sally raised herself and gave
93 SISTER LIDDY.
testimony to her owd little crumb of past comfort Her
wits were few and scattering, and had been all her days,
but the conversation of the other women seemed to set
some vibrating into momentary concord. She laughed, and
her bleared blue eyes twinkled. '*I had a pink caliker
gownd once/* she quavered out. " Mis' Thompson, she gin
it me when I lived there."
" Do hear the poor cretur," said the pretty old woman,
with an indulgent air.
Now everybody had spoken but Polly Moss. She sat
by the misty window, and her little pale triangular face
looked from her sunken chest at the others. This conver-
sation was a usual one. Many and many an afternoon the
almshouse old women sat together and bore witness to their
past glories. Now they had nothing, but at one time or
another they had had something over which to plume them-
selves and feel that precious pride of possession. Their
present was to them a state of simple existence, they
regarded their future with a vague resignation ; they were
none of them thinkers, and there was no case of rapturous
piety among them. In their pasts alone they took real
comfort, and they kept, as it were, feeling of them to see
if they were not still warm with life.
The old women delighted in these inventories and com-
paring of notes. Polly Moss alone had never spoken. She
alone had never had anything in which to take pride. She
had been always deformed and poor and friendless. She
had worked for scanty pay as long as she was able, and had
then drifted and struck on the almshouse, where she had
grown old. She had not even a right to the charity of this
particular village: this was merely the place where her
working powers had failed her; but no one could trace
S/STEIl LIDDY, 93
her back to her birthplace, or the town which was respon-
sible for her support. Polly Moss herself did not know —
she went humbly where she was told. All her life the world
had seemed to her simply standing-ground ; she had gotten
little more out of it.
Every day, when the others talked, she listened admiring-
ly, and searched her memory for some little past treasure of
her own, but she could not remember any. The dim image
of a certain delaine dress, with bright flowers scattered over
it, which she had once owned, away back in her girlhood,
sometimes floated before her eyes when they were talking,
and she had a half- mind to mention that, but her heart
would fail her. She feared that it was not worthy to be com-
pared with the others' fine departed gowns ; it paled before
even Sally's pink calico. Polly's poor clothes, covering her
pitiful crookedness, had never given her any firm stimulus
to gratulation. So she was always silent, and the other old
women had come to talk at her. Their conversation ac*
quired a gusto from this listener who could not join in«
When a new item of past property was given, there was
always a side-glance in Polly's direction.
None of the old women expected to ever hear a word from
Polly, but this afternoon, when they had all, down to Sally,
testified, she spoke up :
" You'd orter have seen my sister Liddy," said she ) her
voice was very small, it sounded like the piping of a feeble
bird in a bush.
There was a dead silence. The other old women looked
at each other. " Didn't know you ever had a sister Liddy,"
the stout old woman blurted out, finally, with an amazed air.
''My sister Liddy was jest as handsome as a pictur',''
Polly returned.
p4 SISTER LIDDY.
The pretty old woman flushed jealously. " Was she fair-
complected ?" she inquired.
^^ She was jest as fair as a lily — a good deal fairer than
you ever was, Mis' Handy, an* she had long yaller curls
a-hangin' clean down to her waist, an' her cheeks were jest
as pink, an' she had the biggest blue eyes I ever see, an'
the beautifulest leetle red mouth."
'' Lor' !" ejaculated the stout old woman, and the pretty
old woman sniffed.
But Polly went on ; she was not to be daunted ; she had
been silent all this time ; and now her category poured forth,
not piecemeal, but in a flood, upon her astonished hearers.
" Liddy, she could sing the best of anybody anywheres
around," she continued ; " nobody ever heerd sech singin'.
It was so dretful loud an' sweet that you could hear it 'way
down the road when the winders was shut. She used to
sing in the meetin'-house, she did, an' all the folks used to
sit up an' look at her when she begun. She used to wear a
black silk dress to meetin', an' a white cashmire shawl, an' a
bunnit with a pink wreath around the face, an' she had white
kid gloves. Folks used to go to that meetin'-house jest to
hear Liddy sing an' see her. They thought 'nough sight
more of that than they did of the preachin'.
" Liddy had a feather fan, an' she used to sit an' fan her
when she wa'n't singin', an' she allers had scent on her hand-
kercher. An' when meetin' was done in the evenin' all the
young fellars used to be crowdin' 'round, an' pushin' and
bowin' an' scrapin', a-tryin' to get a chance to see her home.
But Liddy she wouldn't look at none of them ; she married
a real rich fellar from Bostown. He was jest as straight as
an arrer, an' he had black eyes an' hair, an' he wore a beauti-
ful coat an' a satin vest, an' he spoke jest as perlite.
i^pcanai
SISTER UDDY. 95
^ When Liddy was married she had a whole diistfiil of
clothes, real fine cotton cloth, all tucks an' laid-work, an' she
had a pair of silk stockin's, an' some white shoes. An' her
weddin' dress was white satin, with a great long trail to it,
an' she had a lace veil, an' she wore great long ear-drops
that shone like everythin'. Ari she come out bride in a
blue silk dress, an' a black lace mantilly, an' a whit^ bunnft
trimmed with lutestring ribbon."
" Where did your sister Liddy live arter she was married ?"
inquired the pretty old woman, with a subdued air.
** She lived in Bostown, an' she had a great big house with
a parlor an' settin'-room, an' a room to eat in besides the
kitchen. An' she had real velvet carpets on all the floors
down to the kitchen, an' great pictur's in gilt frames a-hangin'
on all the walls. An' her furnitur' was all stuffed, an' kiv-
ered with red velvet, an' she had a planner, -an' great big
marble images a-settin' on her mantel-shelf. An' she had a
coach with lamps on the sides, an' blue satin cushings, to
ride in, an' four horses to draw it, an' a man to drive. An' she
allers had a hired girl in the kitchen. I never knowed Liddy
to be without a hired girl.
^' Liddy's husband, he thought everythin' of her ; he never
used to come home from his work without he brought her
somethin', an' she used to run out to meet him. She was
allers dretful lovin', an' had a good disposition. Liddy, she
had the beautifulest baby you ever see, an' she had a cradle
lined with blue silk to rock him in, an' he had a white silk
cloak, an' a leetle lace cap — "
'' I shouldn't think your beautiful sister Liddy an' her hus-
band would let you come to the poor-house/' interrupted the
dark old woman.
'' Liddy's dead, or she wouldn't"
^ SISTER LIDDY.
" Are her husband an' the baby dead, too ?''
" They're all dead," responded Polly Moss. She looked
out of the window again, her face was a burning red, and
there were tears in her eyes.
There was silence among the other old women. They
were at once overawed and incredulous. Polly left the room
before long, then they began to discuss the matter. '^ I
dun know whether to believe it or not," said the dark old
woman.
*' Well, I dun know, neither ; I never knowed her to tell
anythin' that wa'n't so," responded the stout old (Hie, doubt-
fully.
The old women could not make up their minds whether
to believe or disbelieve. The pretty one was the most in-
credulous of any. She said openly that she did not believe
it possible that such a " homely cretur " as Polly Moss could
have had such a handsome sister.
But, credulous or not, their interest and curiosity were
lively. Every day Polly Moss was questioned and cross-
examined concerning her sister Liddy. She rose to the oc-
casion ; she did not often contradict herself, and the glories
of her sister were increased daily. Old Polly Moss, her
little withered face gleaming with reckless enthusiasm, sang
the praises of her sister Liddy as wildly and faithfully as any
minnesinger his angel mistress, and the old women listened
with ever-increasing bewilderment and awe.
It was two weeks before Polly Moss died with pneumo-
nia that she first mentioned her sister Liddy, and there was
not one afternoon until the day when she was taken ill that
she did not relate the story, with new and startling additions,
to the old women.
Polly was not ill long, she settled meekly down under the
SISTER UDDY. 97
disease : her little distorted frame had no resistance in it.
She died at three o'clock in the morning. The afternoon
before, she seemed better ; she was quite rational, and she
told the matron that she wanted to see her comrades, the
old women. ** I've got somethin' to tell 'em, Mis' Arms,"
Polly whispered, and her eyes were piteous.
So the other old women came into the room. They stood
around Polly's little iron bed and looked at her. '* I — want
to — tell you — somethin'," she began. But there was a soft
rush, and the sick young woman entered. She pressed
straight to the matron; she disregarded the others. Her
wan face seemed a very lamp of life — to throw a light over
and above all present darkness, even of the grave. She
moved nimbly ; she was so full of joy that her sickly body
seemed permeated by it, and almost a spiritual one. She
did not appear in the least feeble. She caught the matron's
arm. '* Charley has come. Mis' Arms t" she cried out
'* Charley has come \ He's got a house ready. He's goin'
to marry me, an' take me home, an' take care of me till I
get well. I'm goin' right away !"
The old women all turned away from Polly and stared at
the radiant girl. The matron sent her away, with a promise
to see her in a few minutes. " Polly's dyin'," she whispered,
and the girl stole out with a hushed air, but the light in her
face was not dimmed. What was death to her, when she
had just stepped on a height of life where one can see be-
yond it?
''Tell them what you wanted to, now, Polly," said the
matron.
"I — want to tell you — somethin'," Polly repeated. "I
s'pose I've been dretful wicked, but I ain't never had
nothin' in my whole life. I — s'pose the Lord orter have
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98 SISTER UDDY.
been enough, but it's dretfiil hard sometimes to keep holt of
him, an' not look anywheres else, when you see other folks
a-dawin' an' gettin' other things, an' actin' as if they was
wuth havin'. I ain't never had nothin' as fiir as them other
things go ; I don't want nothin' else now. I've — got past
'em. I see I don't want nothin' but the Lord. But I used
to feel dretfiil bad an' wicked when I heerd you all talkin'
'bout things you'd had, an' I hadn't never had nothin', so—"
Polly Moss stopped talking, and coughed. The matron sup-
ported her. The old women nudged each other; their
awed, sympathetic, yet sharply inquiring eyes never left her
face. The children were peeping in at the open door ; old
Sally trotted past — she had just torn her bed to pieces. As
soon as she got breath enough, Polly Moss finished what
she had to say. " I — s'pose I — was dretful wicked," she
whispered; ''but — I never had any sister Liddy."
CALLA-LILIES AND HANNAH.
'• Mis' Newhall 1"
The tall, thin figure on the other side of the street pushed
vigorously past. It held it's black- bonneted head bach
stiffly, and strained its green-and-black woollen shawl tightei
across its slim shoulders.
"Mis'iVSwhalll"
The figure stopped with a jerk. ''Oh, it*s you, Marthy.
Pleasant afternoon, ain't it ?"
" Ain't you comin' in ?"
"Well, I don't jest see how I can this afternoon. I was
goin' up to Ellen's."
** Can't you jest come over a minute and see my calla-
lilies ?"
'' Well, I don't see how I can. I can see 'em up to the
window. Beautiful, ain't they?"
'' You can't see nuthin' of 'em out there. Why can't you
come in jest a minute ? There ain't a soul been in to see
'em this week, and 'tain't often they blow out this way."
" Who's in there ?— anybody ?"
''No ; t)iere ain't a soul but me to home. Hannah's
gone over to Wa3aie. Can't you come in ?"
" Well, I dunno but I'll come over jest a minute ; but I
can't st^y. I hadn't ought to stop at all."
lOO CALLA'UUES AND HANNAH.
Martha Wing waited for her in the door ; she was quiv-
ering with impatience to show her the lilies. ''Come
right in," she cried, when the visitor came up the walk.
When she turned to follow her in she limped painfully;
one whole side seemed to succumb so nearly that it was
barely rescued by a quick spring from the other.
'' How's your lameness ?'' asked Mrs. Newhall.
** Martha's soft withered face flushed. "Here air the
lilies," she said, shortly.
" My I ain't they beautiful !"
"'Tain't often you see seven lilies and two buds to-
gether."
"^ Well, 'tain't, that's a fact Ellen thought hers was pret-
ty handsome, but it can't shake a stick at this. Hers ain't
got but three on it. I'd like to know what you do to it,
Marthy ?*'
'' I don't do nuthin'. Flowers '11 grow for some folks,
and that's all there is about it I allers had jest sech luck."
Martha stood staring at the lilies. A self-gratulation that
had something noble about it was in her smiling old face.
''I tell Hannah," she went on, "if I be miser'ble io
health, an' poor, flowers '11 blow for me, and that's more
than they'll do for some folks, no matter how hard they
try. Look at Mis' Walker over there. I can't help think-
in' of it sometimes when I see her go nippin' past with her
ruffles and gimcracks. She's young an' good-lookin', but
she's had her calla-lily five year, an' she ain't had but one
bud, and that blasted."
" Well, flowers is a good deal of company."
" I guess they air. They're most as good as folks. Mis'
Newhall, why don't Jennie come in an' see Hannah some-
times?"
CALLA-LILIES AND HANNAH. loi
All the lines in Mrs. NewhalPs face lengthened. She
looked harder at the callas. ''Well, I dunno, Marthy;
Jenny don't go much of anywhere. Those lilies are beau-
tiful. You'd ought to have 'em carried into the meetin'-
house next Sunday, an' set in front of the pulpit."
Martha turned white. Her voice quavered up shrilly.
* There's one lily I could mention ^s been took out of that
meetin'-house, Maria Newhall, an' there ain't no more of
mine goin' to be took in, not if I know it"
'' Now, Marthy, you know I didn't mean a thing. I no
more dreamed of hurtin' your feelin's than the dead."
'' No, I don't s'pose you did ; an' I don't s'pose your
Jenny an' the other girls mean anything by stayin' away
an' never comin' near Hannah. They act as if they was
afraid of her ; but I guess she wouldn't hurt 'em none. She's
as good as any of 'em, an' they'll find it out some day."
" Now, Marthy—"
" You needn't talk. I know all about it. I've heerd a
good deal of palaver, but I kin see through it. I — ^"
*' Well, I guess I'll have to be goin', Marthy. Good-
afternoon."
Martha suddenly recovered her dignity. ''Good-after-
noon, Mis' Newhall," said she, and relapsed into silence.
After the door had closed behind her guest, she sat
down at the window with her knitting. She had an old
shawl over her shoulders ; the room was very chilly. She
pursed up her lips and knitted very fast, a lean, homely
figure in the clean, bare room, with its bulging old satin-
papered walls. A square of pale sunlight lay on the thin,
dull carpet, and the pot of calla-lilies stood in the window.
Before long Hannah ;came. She entered without a
word, and stood silently taking off her wraps.
102 CALLA-LJLIES AND HANNAH.
" Did you git your pay, Hannah ?"
" Yes."
When Hannah laid aside her thick, faded shawl, she
showed a tall young figure in a clinging old woollen gown
of a drab color. She stooped a little, although the stoop
did not seem anything but the natural result of her tallness,
and was thus graceful rather than awkward. It was as if
her whole slender body bent from her feet, lily fashion.
She got a brush out of a little chimney cupboard and be-
gan smoothing her light hair, which her hood had rumpled
a little. She had a full, small face ; there was a lovely
delicate pink on her cheeks. People said of Hannah^
" She is delicate-looking." They said " delicate " in the
place of pretty ; it suited her better.
" Why don't you say somethin' ?" Martha asked, queru-
lously.
" What do you want me to say ?"
" Where's your bundle of boots ?"
" I haven't got any."
" Ain't got no boots ?"
" No."
" Didn't Mr. Allen give you any ?"
" No."
«* Ain't he going to ?"
" No."
" Why not ?"
Hannah went on brushing her hair, and made no answer.
" Has— he heard of— that ?"
*' I suppose so."
"What did he say?"
" Said he couldn't trust me to take any more boots
home." One soft flush spread over Hannah's face as she
CALLA'UUES AND HANNAH. 103
said that, then it receded. She knelt down by the air-tight
stove and began poking the fire.
''Course he'd heerd, then. What air you goin' to do,
Hannah ?"
" I don't know.''
^ You take it easy 'nough, I hope. Ef you don't hev
work, I don't see what's goin' to keep a roof over us."
Hannah, going out into the kitchen, half turned in
the doorway. *' Don't worry, I'll get some work some-
where, I guess," she said.
But Martha kept on calling out her complaint in a shriller
voice, so Hannah could hear as she stepped about in the
other room. *' I don't see what you're goin' to do ; I'm
'bout discouraged. Mis' Newhall, she's been in here, pre-
tended she wanted to see my caller, but she give me no end
of digs, the way she allers does. This kind of work is killin'
me. Here's this calla-lily's been blowed out the way it has
lately, an' not a soul comin' in to see it. Hannah Redman,
I don't see what possessed you to do such a thing."
No answering voice came from the kitchen.
" You did do it, didn't you, Hannah ? You wouldn't let
folks go on in this way if you hadn't."
Hannah said nothing. Martha broke into a fit of loud
weeping. She held her hands over her face, and rocked
herself back and forth in her chair. '* Oh me I Oh me I"
she wailed, shrilly.
Hannah paid no attention. She went about getting tea
ready. It was a frugal meal, bread and butter and weak
tea, but she fried a bit of ham and put it on Martha's plate.
The old woman liked something hearty for supper.
"Come," she said at length — "come, Martha, tea's
ready."
X04 CALLA'LIURS AND HANNAH.
" I don't want nothinV' wailed the old woman. But she
sat sniffing down at the table, and ate heartily.
After tea Hannah got her hood and shawl and went out
again. It was a chilly March night ; the clouds were flying
wildly, there was an uncertain moon, the ground was cov-
ered with melting snow. Hannah held up her skirts and
stepped along through the slush. The snow-water pene-
trated her old shoes ; she had no rubbers.
Presently she stopped and rang a door-bell. The wom-
an who answered it stood eying her amazedly a minute
before she spoke. '* Good-evenin', Hannah," she said,
stiffly, at length.
" Good-evening, Mrs. Ward. Are your boarders in ?"
" Y-e-s."
" Can I see them ?"
" Well — I guess so. Mis' Mellen, she's been pretty busy
all day. Come in, won't you ?"
Hannah followed her into the lighted sitting-room. A
young, smooth-faced man and a woman who looked older
and stronger were in there. Mrs. Ward introduced them
in an embarrassed way to Hannah. '* Mis' Mellen, this is
Miss Redman," said she, " an' Mr. Mellen."
Hannah opened at once upon the subject of her errand.
She had heard that the Mellens wished to begin house-
keeping, and were anxious to hire a tenement She pro-
posed that they should hire her house; she and Martha
would reserve only two rooms for themselves. The rent
which she suggested was very low. The husband and wife
looked at each other.
"We might — go and look at it — to-morrow," he said,
hesitatingly, with his eyes on his wife.
*^ We'll come in some time to-morrow and see how it
CALLA-UUES AND HANNAH. 105
suits/' said she, in a crisp voice. '* Perhaps — ** She
stopped suddenly. Mrs. Ward had given her a violent
nudge. But she looked wonderingly at her and kept on.
" We should want — " said she.
^* It ain't anything you want, Mis' Mellen," spoke up Mrs.
Ward.
" Why, what's the trouble ?**
"You don't want it; 'twon't suit you." Mrs. Ward
nodded significantly.
Hannah looked at one and the other. The delicate color
in her cheeks deepened a little, but she spoke softly.
" There are locks and keys on the doors," said she.
Mrs. Ward colored furiously. " I didn't mean — " she
began. Then she stopped.
Hannah arose. " If you want to come and look at the
rooms, I'll be glad to show them," said she. She stood
waiting with a dignity which had something appealing
about it.
" Well, I'll see," said Mrs. Mellen.
After Hannah had gone she turned eagerly to Mrs.
Ward. " What is the matter ?" said she.
** 'Tain't safe for you to go there, unless — you want all
your things — stok.^^
" Why, does she—"
" She stole some money from John Arnold up here a
year ago. That's a fact."
" You don't mean it I"
" Yes. She was sewin' up there. He left it on the sit-
tin'-room table a minute, an' when he came back it was
gone. There hadn't been anybody but her in the room, so
of course she took it."
*' Did he get the money back ?"
Xo6 CALLA-ULIES AND HANNAH.
'' That was the queer part of it Nobody could ever find
out what she did with the money."
" Didn't they take her up ?"
^ No ; they made a good deal of fuss about it at first, but
Mr. Arnold didn't prosecute her. I s'pose he thought they
couldn't really prove anything, not findin' the money. And
then he's a deacon of the church ; he'd hate to do such a
thing, anyway. But everybody in town thinks she took it,
fast enough. Nobody has anything to do with her. She used
to go out sewin' for folks, but they say she stole lots of pieces.
I heard she took enough black silk here and there to make
a dress. Nobody has her now, that I know of. You don't
want anybody in your house that you can't trust."
" Of course you don't."
" She was a church member, an' it came up before the
church, an' they dismissed her. They asked her if it was
so, an' she wouldn't answer one word, yes or no. They
couldn't get a thing out of her."
" Well, of course if she hadn't taken it she'd said so."
" It's likely she would."
'' I'm real glad you told me. I'd hated awfully to have
gone in there with anybody like that."
" I thought you would. I felt as if I ought to tell you,
seein' as you was strangers here. I kind of pity her. I
s'pose she thought she could raise a littte money that way.
I guess she's havin' a pretty hard time. She can^t get no
work anywhere. She's been sewin' boots for Allen over in
Wayne, but I heard the other day he was goin' to shut
down on her. She's gettin' some of her punishment in
this world. Folks said Arnold's son George had a notion
of goin' with her once, but I guess it put a stop to that
pretty quick. He's down East somewhere."
CALLA'LILIES AND HANNAH. ia7
Hannah, plodding along out in the windy, moonlit night,
knew as well what they were saying as if she had been at
their elbows. The wind sung in her ears, the light clouds
drove overhead ; those nearest the moon had yellow edges*
Hannah kept looking up at them.
She had five dollars and fifty cents in her pocket, and
no prospect of more. She had herself and a helpless old
relative to support. All the village, every friend and ac-
quaintance she had ever had, were crying out against her.
That was the case of Hannah Redman when she entered
her silent house that night ; but she followed her old rela-
tive to bed, and went to sleep like a child.
The next morning she got out an old blue cashmere of
hers and began ripping it.
"What are you goin' to do?*' asked Martha, who had
been eying her furtively all the morning.
'* I'm going to make over this dress. I haven't got a
thing fit to wear."
"I shouldn't think you'd feel much like fizin* over
dresses. I don't see what's goin' to become of us. I don't
s'pose a soul will be in to see my calla-lily to-day. It's kill-
m me.
Hannah said nothing, but she worked steadily on the
dress all day. She turned it, and it looked like new.
The next day was Sunday. Hannah, going to church in
her remodelled dress, heard distinctly some one behind her
say, " See, Hannah Redman's got a new dress, I do believe.
I shouldn't think she'd feel much like it, should you?"
Hannah sat alone in the pew, where her father and
mother had sat before her. They had all been church-
going people. Hannah herself had been a member ever
since her childhood. Not one Sunday had she missed of
Io8 CALLA'ULIES AND HANNAH.
Stepping modestly up the aisle in her bumble Sunday beat,
and seating herself with gentle gravity. The pew was a
conspicuous one beside the pulpit, at right angles with the
others^ Hannah was in full view of the whole congrega-
tion. She sat erect and composed in her pretty dress.
The delicate color in her cheeks was the same as ever ;
her soft eyes were as steady. She found the hymns and
sang ; she listened to the preaching.
Women looked at her, then at one another. Hannah
knew it. Still it had never been as bad since that first
Sunday after her dismissal from the church.
There had been a tangible breeze then that had whistled
in her ears. Nobody had dreamed that she would come to
meeting, but she came.
There was no question but that Hannah's unshaken de-
meanor brought somewhat harder judgment upon hersel£
A smile in an object of pity is a grievance. The one claim
which Hannah now had upon her friends she did not extort,
consequently she got nothing. She showed no need of pity,
and was, if anything, more condemned for that than for her
actual fault.
** If she wasn't so dreadful bold," they said. " If she
acted as if she felt bad about it."
In one of the foremost body-pews sat John Arnold, a
large, fair-faced old man, who wore his white hair like a ton-
sure. He never looked at Hannah. He had a gold-headed
cane. He clasped both hands around it, and leaned
heavily forward upon it as he listened. It was a habit of
his. He settled himself solemnly into this attitude at his
entrance. People watched him respectfully. John Arnold
was the one wealthy man in this poor country church.
Over across the aisle a shattered, threadbare old grandfa-
CALLA'LILIES AND HANNAH. 109
ther leaned impressively upon his poor pine stick in the
same way that John Arnold did. He stole frequent, studious
glances at him. He was an artist who made himself into a
caricature.
There was a communion-service to^ay. After the ser-
mon Hannah arose quietly and went down the aisle with the
non-communicants. She felt people looking at her, but
when she turned, their eyes were somewhere else. No one
spoke to her.
" Did anybody speak to you ?" old Martha asked whet)
she got home.
"No," said Hannah.
" I don't see how you stand it. I should think it would
kill you, an' you don't look as if it wore on you a bit. Han-
nah, what made you do sech a thing ?"
Hannah said nothing.
"I should think, after the way your father an' mother
brought you up — Well, it's killin' me. I've been most
crazy the whole forenoon thinkin' on't What air you goin'
to do if you can't git no work, Hannah ?"
" I guess I can get some, perhaps."
" I don't see where."
The next morning Hannah went over to East Wayne, a
town about four miles away. There was a new boot-and^-
shoe manufactory there, and she thought she might get
some employment. The overseer was a pleasant young
fellow, who treated her courteously. They had no work
just then, but trade was improving. He told her to come
again in a month.
" I rather guess I can get some work over at the new
shop in East Wayne," she said to Martha when she got
home.
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** They^l bear on% an' then youMl lose it, jest the way
youVe done before/* was Martha's reply.
But Hannah lived on the hope of it for a month. She
literally lived on little else. They had some potatoes and
a few apples in the cellar. Hannah ate them. With her
little stock of money she bought food for Martha.
At the end of the month she walked over to E^st Wayne
again. The overseer remembered her. He greeted her
very pleasantly, but his honest young face flushed.
"I'm real sorry," he stammered, "but — I'm afraid we
can't give you any work."
Hannah turned white. He had heard.
" As far as I am concerned," he went on, " I would ; but
it don't depend on me, you know." He stood staring irres-
olutely at Hannah.
" See here, wait a minute," said be, " I'll speak to the
boss."
Pretty soon he returned with a troubled look. " It's no
use," said he ; " he says he hasn't got any work."
" Will he have any by-and-by ?" asked Hannah, feebly.
" I'm afraid not," replied the young man, pitifully. He
opened the door for her. " Good-by," he said ; " don't get
down-hearted."
Hannah looked at him, then the tears sprang to her eyes.
" Thank you," she said.
When she got past the shop she sat down on a stone be-
side the road and cried. " I wish he hadn't spoken kind to
me," she whispered, sobbingly, to herself— "I wish he
hadn't."
The road was bordered with willow bushes ; they were
just beginning to bud. The new grass was springing, and
there was a smell of it in the air. Presently Hannah rose
CALLA-ULIES AND HANNAH. m
and walked on. She had ten cents in her pocket. She
stopped at a store on her way home and bought with it a
herring and a couple of fresh biscuit for Martha^s supper.
She ate nothing herself. She said she was not hungry.
'' I knew they'd hear on't," Martha said, when she told
her of her disappointment.
The next day Hannah tried to raise some money on her
house. It was a large cottage, somewhat out of repair ; it
was worth some twenty-five hundred dollars.
Hannah could not obtain a loan of a cent upon it.
There was no bank in the village, and only one wealthy
man, John Arnold. She would not apply to him, and the
others, close-fisted, narrow-minded farmers, were afraid of
some trap, they knew not what, in the transaction.
"How do I know you'll pay me the interest regular?"
asked one man.
" If I don't, you can take the house," said Hannah.
" How do I know I can ?" The man looked after her
with an air of dull triumph as she went away, drooping
more than ever. She was faint from want of food. Still,
the look of delicate resolution had not gone from her face.
She went home, got out a heavy gold watch-chain which
had belonged to her father, took it over to Wayne, and
offered it to a jeweller. He looked at her and it curiously.
The chain was an old one, but heavy and solid.
"What's your name !" asked the jeweller.
" Hannah Redman."
He pushed it towards her. " No, I guess I can't take it
We have to be pretty careful about these things, you know.
If any question should come up — "
Hannah put the chain in her pocket and went home.
Old Martha greeted her fretfully.
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<< I've been dretful lonesome," said she. '^ There's mn-
other lily blowed out, an' there ain't a soul been in to see it.'*
Hannah sat looking at her moodily. If it were not for
this old woman she would lock her house and leave the
village this very night It must be that she would find
toleration somewhere in the great world. Some of her
kind would be willing to let her live. But here was Martha,
whom she would not leave ; Martha and her calla-lily,
which to a fanciful mind might well seem a very part of
her ; maybe the grace and beauty which her querulous old
age lacked came to her in this form. At all events it recom-
pensed her for them in a measure. Martha plus her calla-
lily might equal something almost beautiful — who knew ?
Looking at this helpless old creature, something stronger
than love took possession of Hannah — a spirit of fierce
protection and faithfulness.
"Why don't you take your things off?" Martha groaned.
" I'm going out again."
When Hannah gathered herself up and went out she had
a fixed purpose ; she was going to get some supper for
Martha. There was not a morsel in the house. Martha
must have something to eat. There was nothing desperate
in her mind, only that fixed intention — the food she would
have, she did not know how, but she would have it.
She was so weak from fasting that she could scarcely
step herself, but she did not think of that " It's awful for
an old woman to go hungry," she muttered, going down the
street.
There was some kindly women in the village ; they would
give her food if they knew of her terrible need, she was sure
of it ; she had only to ask. She paused at several gates ;
once she laid her hand on a latch, then she moved on.
CALLA'LILIES AND HANNAH. nj
She could not beg with this stigma upon her. Suddenly
in her weakness a half delirious fancy took possession of
her. She seemed to be thinking other people's thoughts
of herself instead of her own. ^ There's that Hannah Red-
man," she thought ; '' the girl that stole. Now she's gone
to begging. Who wants to give to a girl like that ? What's
the sense of her begging ? She's down as low as she can
be ; if she wants anything, why doesn't she steal ? It's all
over with hier. People can't think any worse of her than
they do now."
Hannah came to the post-office, and entered mechani-
cally. The post-office merely occupied a comer of the
large country store. The postmaster dealt out postage-
stamps or cheeses to demand. When Hannah entered
there was no one in the great rank room. The proprietor
had gone to tea ; the two clerks were out in the back yard
unloading a team. It was not the hour for customers.
Hannah glanced about. A great heap of fresh loaves
was on the counter near the door. She leaned over and
smelled of them hungrily, then — she snatched one, hid it
under her shawl, and went out.
" Hannah Redman has been stealing again," she thought,
with those thoughts of others, as she went down the street
She made the bread into some toast for Martha, and the
old woman ate it complainingly. *' I'd ha' relbhed a leetle
bit of bacon," she muttered.
'' Hannah Redman might just as well have stolen some
bacon while she was about it," she thought. She could not
touch the bread herself. She looked badly to-night ; her
soft eyes glittered, the delicate fineness of her color had
deepened. Even Martha noticed it
^ What makes you look so queer, Hannah ?" she asked
8
114 CALLA'LILIES AND HANNAH,
" Nothing."
'' Don't you feel well ? You ain't eatin' a thing. I guess
you'd relished a leetle bit of meat"
<' I'm all right/' said Hannah.
After the supper was cleared away, and old Martha had
gone to bed, Hannah sat down by one of the front windows.
It was dusk ; she could just discern the dark figures pass-
ing in the street, but could not identify them. Presently
one paused at her gate, unfastened it, and entered. Han-
nah heard steps on the gravel walk. Then there was a
knock on the door.
" They've missed it," Hannah thought. She wondered
that she did not care more. " Martha's had her supper,
anyhow," she chuckled, fiercely.
She opened the door. " Hannah," said a man's voice.
" Oh !" she gasped. " George Arnold ! Go away ! go
away !"
" Hannah, what's the matter ? Oh, you poor girl, have I
frightened you to death, after all the rest.> Hannah —
there ; lean against me, dear. You feel better now, don't
you ? Don't shake so. Come, let's go in and light a lamp,
and I'll get you some water."
" Oh, go away !"
" I guess I sha'n't go away till — O Lord I Hannah, I
never knew what you'd been through till five minutes ago.
I've just heard. Hannah, I'd lie down and die at your feet
if it would do any good. Oh, you poor girl !"
The man's voice was all rough and husky. Hannah
leaned against the door, gasping faintly, while he struck a
match and lit a lamp. She never offered to help him. He
went out in the kitehen and brought her a glass of water.
Sue pushed it aw&y.
CALLA'ULIBS AND HANNAH, 115
^'No/' she motioned with silent lips.
*' Do take it, dear ; you look dreadfully. You frighten
me. Take it just to please me."
She took it then, and drank.
" There, that's a good girl. Now sit down here while I
talk to you."
She sat down in the chair he placed for her, and he
drew another beside her. He sat for a minute looking at
her, then suddenly he reached forward and seized her
hands. He held them tightly while he talked. " Han-
nah, look here ; you knew I took that money, didn't you ?"
She nodded.
" And you let everybody think you did it ; you never said
a word to clear yourself. Hannah Redman, there never
was a woman like you in the whole world I To think of
everybody's being down on you, and — your being turned out
of the church ! Oh, Lord ! Hannah, I can't bear it."
The poor fellow fairly sobbed for a minute. Hannah sat
still, looking straight ahead.
'* See here," he went on, " I want to tell you the whole
story, how I came to do it. It wasn't quite so bad as it
looked. It was my money, really ; it came from the sale of
some woodland that one of my uncles gave me when I was
a child, before my mother died. Father sold the land when
I was about ten, and put the money in the bank. I knew
about it, and I'd ask father a good many times to let me
have it, but he never would. You know what father is
about money matters. He'd put it in under his name.
Well, I wanted a little money dreadfully. There was a
good chance — I've made it pay since, too — ^but father
wouldn't give me any. Hannah, father never gave me a
dollar to help me in business, and he's a rich man toa
Xl6 CALLA'UUES AND HANNAH,
Well, I don't know what possessed him, but the day I was
going away he drew that money out of the bank ; he wanted
to invest it somewhere. I saw it ; he was counting it over,
and he had the bank-book. I asked him for it again, but
he wouldn't let me have a dollar of it Then — I never
knew him to be so careless before ; I don't see how it hap-
pened — but he laid that money in a roll on the sitting-room
table. I saw it when I came in to say good-by to you, and
I took it, and crammed it into my pocket All of a sudden
I thought to myself, ' It's my own money, and I'll have it'
You were looking right at me when I took it, but I knew
you'd think it was mine, I was so cool about it You did,
didn't you ?"
" Yes."
" I went down to the depot, expecting every minute I'd
bear father behind me, but I got off. I wrote to father
after a while and owned up, though I thought he'd know I
took it anyway. I never dreamed of his making any fuss
about it. I didn't think he'd mention it to a soul ; and as
for suspecting you —
'* Father wrote me an awful letter, but he didn't say a
word about that He told me I needn't come home again.
I ain't stopping there now. He must have known after
they accused you, but he never said a word. He knew I
liked you, too. Well, I'll clear you, I'll clear you, dear.
Every soul in town shall know just what you are, and just
what you've done, and then I'm going to take you away
from the whole of them, out of the reach of their tongues.
I'll do all I can to make it up to you, Hannah."
" Oh, go away, George, please go I"
'' Hannah, what do you mean ?"
"It's all over."
CALLA'UUES AND HANNAH. 117
<< Hannah t"
''I wish you'd go away ; I can't bear any more."
His face turned pale and rigid as he sat watching her.
'' Look here," he said, slowly, '* I ought to have thought —
Of course I'll go right away and never come near you
again. I might have known you wouldn't want a fellow
that stole. I'll go, Hannah, and I won't say another word."
He rose, and was half-way to the door when he turned.
**Good-by," he said.
'' Don't, don't ! oh, don't ! George, you don't know t It's
dreadful ! I've got to tell you !"
Hannah was beside him, clinging to his arm. All her
composure was gone. Her voice rose into a shrill clamor.
'' Greorge, George ! Oh, what shall I do 1 what shall I
do!"
*^ Hannah, you'll kill yourself! You mustn't I"
^ I can't help it ! It isn't you ! it isn't you 1 It was right
for you to take it. But it's me ! it's me ! Oh, what shall I
dor
^ Hannah, are you crazy?"
" No ; but it's all over. It wasn't true before, but it is
now."
w>
'' What do you mean ?'
'' I stole. I did, George, I did !"
^' When ? You didn't either. You've been dwelling on
this till you don't know what you have done."
" Yes, I do. I stole. I did !"
« What did you steal ?"
« A loaf of bread."
" Hannah !"
'' Martha didn't have anything for supper. Oh, what shall
I do?"
Il8 CALLA'UUES AND HANNAH,
'' Hannah Redman, you don't mean it's come to this?"
" They wouldn't give me any work ; they couldn't trust
me, you know, because I'd stole. I never have given up,
but now I've got to."
" When — did you have anything to— ^at ?"
" Yesterday. I didn't eat any of that — bread."
The young man looked at her a moment, then he led
her back to her seat.
'* See here, Hannah, you sit here a minute till I come
back. I won't be gone long."
She sat down weakly. She suddenly felt too exhausted to
speak, and leaned her head back and closed her eyes. She
hardly knew when George returned.
Presently he came to her with a glass of milk. '' Here,
drink this, dear," he said.
He held the glass while she drank. In the midst of it
she stopped and looked at him piteously.
" What is it, dear ?"
" Have you been down to the store ?"
" Yes."
" Do they know ? Have they found it out yet ?"
His tender face grew stern. " No, they hadn't. Don't
you think of that again. I've paid them for the bread."
" But they ought to know I — stole it."
''No, you didn't. Hannah, never think of this again.
They're paid."
" Did you tell them— I took it ?"
''Yes, I told them — all that was necessary. Hannah,
dear, don't ever speak of this again, or think of it. Finish
your milk now ; then I want you to eat some cakes I've got
for you. Oh, you poor girl ; it seems to me I can't live
through this myself. Here I've had plenty to eat, and you — ^
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1x9
A week from the next Sunday Hannah wore a white dress
to the meeting. It was an old muslin, but she had washed
and ironed it nicely, and sewed some lace in the neck and
sleeves. She had trimmed her straw bonnet with white rib-
bons. Everybody stared when she came up the aisle.
George Arnold entered at the same time and seated him-
self beside her in her pew. The women rustled and whis-
pered. John Arnold was not present to-day. The old
grandfather looked across at his empty pew uneasily.
After the service, the minister, an itinerant one — this
poor parish had no settled preacher — in a solemn voice re-
quested the congregation to be seated. Then he added —
he was an old man, with a certain dull impressiveness of
manner — " You are requested to remain a moment. One
of your number, a young man whom I this morning joined
in the bands of holy wedlock, has something which he
wishes to communicate to you."
There was a deathly calm. George Arnold arose. He
was a tall, fair man, like his father. His yellow, curled
head towered up bravely ; the light from the pulpit window
settled on it. He was very pale. '' I wish to make a state-
ment in the presence of this congregation,'' he said, in a
loud, clear voice. " The lady beside me, who is now my
wife, has been accused of theft from my father. The accu-
sation was a false one. I stole the money myself. She
has borne what she has had to bear from you all to shield
me."
Before he had quite finished Hannah rose ; she caught
bold of his arm and leaned her cheek against it before them
alL They sat down side by side, and waited while the con-
gregation went out A carriage stood before the church.
The bridal couple were to leave town that day. A few
ISO CALLA'LILIES AND HANNAH,
Stood staring at a distance as George Arnold assisted his
bride into the carriage after the crowd had dispersed.
They drove straight to Hannah's house. There was an
old figure waiting at the gate. Beside her stood a great
pot of calla-lilies.
" You jest lift in them lilies first, afore I git in,*' said she^
** an' be real keerful you don't break 'em. The stalks is ten'
der."
L
(
A WAYFARING COUPLE.
A LONG row of little cheap houses stretched on each side
of the narrow, dusty street. There was not a tree in the
whole length of it except in front of David May's house.
A slim young maple, carefully boxed in around the trunk,
stood close to his gate.
These poor little houses were all alike ; they had been
built expressly for the operatives in the Saunders Cotton
Mills. There was a little square of ground fenced in before
each cottage. Some were miniature vegetable gardens.
Araminta May, David's wife, had hers all planted with
flowers. They were coarse and gaudy, rather than delicate ;
her taste ran that way. The flower garden was divided into
little fantastic beds edged with cobble-stones, and the nar-
row footpath leading through the midst of it to the door
had on each side a fence of bent willow boughs.
Some morning-glory vines were climbing up on strings
towards the two front windows ; Araminta's great ambition
was to have them thickly screened.
'' Folks can't look in an' see us eat then," she said.
They could now. Passers-by might look directly in on
the little table set between the windows for tea. The six-
o'clock whistle had blown, and the men and girls were com-
ing home from the shops. They straggled along, the men
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in their calico shirt-sleeves, the girls in their soiled dresieii
turning into this yard and that with an air of content.
Araminta had worked in the shop, too, before she was
married. Afterwards, David would not let her. " His wife
might do his washing and ironing and cooking," he said,
'' but she should not work for other people as long as he
had his two hands."
Every cent that he could spare went to '' rig Minty up,"
as he put it. He could not bear to see her in a poor gown ;
she dressed as punctiliously as if she had been a fine lady
^ against Davy comes home."
She had not a fine taste,, and admired the cheaply gor-
geous. To-night she had on a flimsy blue muslin with a
good many flowers, and a deal of wide cotton lace. She
was a handsome young woman. She had a long face, with
full red lips and an exquisite florid complexion. She flushed
pink easily from forehead to throat, but the pink was as fine
as a rose's. She had flaxen hair, which she parted and
combed straight back.
Araminta's father had been a country minister on a piti-
ful salary. Her mother had died first, and then her father
in his little parish, when she was but a child. Since then
she had shifted as best she could. She had lived around
in various families, partly dependent, partly working her
way, until she was eighteen. Then she came to Saunders-
ville to work in the mills, and there she met David May,
and was married to him.
Araminta had not wholly escaped the suspicions liabk
to attach themselves to a handsome unprotected girl in
a humble position. People had said she was a pretty
wild kind of a girl, with a meaning look, before she was
married.
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123
. She had watched for David anxiously to-night. She had
a little extra tea — a pie and some hot biscuits.
'' I'm awfiil glad youVe come/' she said, when the stout,
curly-headed young fellow loomed up in the doorway.
" The biscuits are all gettin' cold. What made you so late ;
it ain't pay-night ?"
" No," said David, " it's turnin'-off night."
" Now, David May, what do you mean ?"
"Just what I say. It's turnin'-off night. I've got turned
off."
He dropped down on a chair with that and rested his
elbows on his knees and held his head in his two hands —
the attitude most indicative of a person's sympathy with his
own tired soul.
" Now, Davy, honest an' true, ain't you jokin' ?"
" No, I ain't jokin'. Wish to the Lord I was, for your
sake !"
" But what have you got turned off fur, Davy ? I declare,
I'm all upset. They ain't out of work, are they ?"
"No; there's work enough. It's some of that Lem
Wheelock's doin's. If any feller but him had been fore-
man, I'd ha' kept my place. He's always had a spite
again' me, and I'll be hanged if I know why."
"What did they say was the reason they turned you
off?"
" Didn't give me no reason. The boss jest called me
into his office, an' told me they wouldn't need my services no
more, an' paid me what was owin' me, an' that was jest ten
dollars. I tried to talk, but he kep' on writin' in a book an*
didn't seem to hear me, an' I quit when I found out I might
jest as well be talkin' to a stone wall. I dunno what Whee-
lock's been tellin' him, and I don't care. £f he wants me
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to go, I'll go. I ain't goin' to whine, and tease him fiir woik.
I've got a little feelin', ef I ain't one of the upper crust !"
*" That's so, Davy. I'd see him Down East first."
'* The worst of it is, Minty, I dunno how we're going to
live, or where I'll get work. It's mighty dull times now.
It's a mean kind of a box I've got you into."
" Now, don't you go to talkin' like that, David May ! I
don't want to hear it. Git up an' wash you now, and eat
your supper ; the biscuits are all gettin' cold."
The poor fellow got up, threw his arms around his wife's
waist, and leaned his head on his wife's shoulder. She was
as tall as he.
" Oh, Minty, I didn't know but you'd be fur goin' back
on me, an' blamin' me, 'cause I'd hed such bad luck. Some
women do."
" I ain't some women then ; but I will be, if you go to
suspectin' me of such a thing again, an' if you don't hurry
and wash, an' eat them biscuits before they git cold — "
" Well, mebbe we can weather it I guess I can find
some work pretty soon, an' you'll have enough to eat and
wear. I guess we shall git along."
« I'd laugh if we couldn't."
A little later people passing by could look in and see the
two at supper just as usual, David's calico shirt-sleeves at
one end of the little white-covered table plying vigorously,
and Minty's blue-draped arms at the other.
After tea they were standing out in the yard, when Minty
caught a glimpse of Lemuel Wheelock, the foreman, coming.
She was standing close to her husband, clinging to his arm,
when he got up in front of the house ; just when he had
his eyes fixed fiill on her she even leaned her head against
David's shoulder. She knew why she did, though her hus-
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band did not ; she knew also why this foreman nad turned
him off, and this was her method of stabbing him for it.
It was effectual, too. Lemuel Wheelock, who was a hand-
some young man, with a thin black beard, who threw his
shoulders well back when he walked, turned pale, gave a
stiff nod, and went by quickly.
" Confound him !" growled David. Minty said nothing
for a minute — then she went on with the talk which he had
interrupted.
They formed a plan for the future which they set at once
to carrying out.
Three days later, early in the morning, before any of the
neighbors were up, Minty and David started forth on a
hundred-mile tramp.
Coming through her little dewy garden, Minty stopped
and picked an enormous bouquet of zinnias and marigolds
and balsams. Then she swiftly pulled up the finest of the
others by their roots.
"There,'' she said, "the new folks sha'n't have my flow>
ers! They shaVt!"
•* Why, Minty !" cried David, aghast.
" I don^t care. I'd pull up that maple-tree if I could,
and you'd carry it."
"Td look kinder queer startin' out on a hundred-mile
tramp with a maple-tree over my shoulder," said David with
a chuckle.
Minty could not help laughing. Besides her basket of
flowers she carried a basket with some eatables in it. In
the pocket of her blue dress were her chief treasures — her
little stock of cheap jewelrv and her two keepsakes which
she had for remembrances of her father and mother. These
last were a Greek Testament and a tiny pincushion made
126 ^ WAYFARING COUPLE.
of a bit of her mother's wedding-dress. Of course she could
not read a word of the Greek Testament, but she kept it
lovingly. She called it "father's book."
David carried the few clothes which they could not do with-
out in a carpet-bag. He had about ten dollars in money.
He had tried to persuade Minty to use it to defray her ex-
penses by rail, while he made the journey on foot, alone, but
she would not hear to it. White River, the town where they
hoped to find work, was a hundred miles distant ; if not
successful there, they would go fifty miles farther to Water-
bury, and they must save their little stock of money for
food. She laughed at the idea of the journey's hurting her ;
it would be fun, she said.
They got out of the village into the woody road before
any one was astir. Saundersville was a tiny rural manu-
facturing town, skirted very closely by forests. It was a
cool morning, though it was midsummer ; they went along
the dark, dewy road gayly enough. They were not half as
sad as they had thought they would be. Now they were
fairly on the mountain of their affliction, they found out
there were flowers on it.
They were young and strong, and walking was a pleas-
ure. It was enough sight better than being cooped up in
the shop, David said, looking ahead between the green,
dewy boughs. And Minty said she was glad not to be in
the house washing dishes such a splendid morning.
She even began to sing as they went along, a Sunday-
school tune. The Saundersville folk sang that kind of
music principally. Mr. Saunders kept a little church and
Sunday-school running vigorously in his domain. David
would not sing, but he listened to his wife sympathizingly.
She had a strong soprano voice, and was not afraid to let it out
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They walked about twenty miles that day. They ate
their dinner and supper from their basket by the roadside,
and slept that night in an isolated barn, on a pile of fresh hay.
The next morning they were a little tired and stiff, but
they were too young and healthy to mind it much, and they
rose and went on.
That day they stopped in a village on their way and
spent, cautiously, a portion of their ten dollars for food —
bread and crackers. They could pick plenty of black-
berries to eat with them along the road.
So they kept on. When they reached White River David
could find no work there ; the shops were full. There was
nothing to do but go farther, to Waterbury. So far their
courage had not failed them, but when they reached Water-
bury and found no work there, they did not dare to look
each other in the face.
They sat down disconsolately to rest on a stone wall on
the edge of a pasture, a little out of the village. It was
getting late in the afternoon.
" We've got to find some place or other to stay to-night,"
said David, moodily.
Minty said nothing. She sat staring straight ahead.
There were dark hollows under her eyes.
They rose wearily after a little while, and kept on. They
hoped to find a barn somewhere which would shelter them
for the night. But they walked some miles farther along
the country road without finding any kind of a building by
the way.
At last, about sunset, they reached a cleared space and a
house on the east side of the road. No one lived in it ;
there was no mistaking that. Its desolateness looked out
of its windows as plainly as faces. Where the glass in the
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front windows was not broken out, it reflected the svnset in
blotches of red and gold«
It was a large square building; it had never been painted,
and the walls as well as the roof were shingled. The shin-
gles were scaling off now, and a great many of them had a
green film of moss on them. The front door stood open
with a dreary show of hospitality.
Minty looked in wistfrilly, when she and David stood on
the old door-stone.
" S^pose we had some folks in there waitin' for us, an'
supper was ready/' said she.
" Be pretty nice, wouldn't it, darlin' ?"
" S'pose there were curtains to the windows, an' there was
a bed made up white and clean — ^but there ain't no use
talkin' this way. It kinder come over me, that's all."
Minty went in then, laughing. She and David explored
the old house, going through all the dingy, echoing rooms.
There was not much in them but old rubbish. There
was a great barn, which had once sheltered many head of
cattle, adjoining the house. Minty and David found a few
old rusty tools in there, a heap of hay on one of the dusty
scaffolds, and the very phantom of an old sulky. There it
stood, tottering on its two half-spokeless wheels, which had
borne it over so many of the steep New England hill-roads
in its day. Its seat was gone ; its covering hung in ribbons ; it
looked as if it would crumble to dust in a moment, if drawn
out of its stall, like an old skeleton if lifted out of its coffin.
" My, what an awful lookin' old carriage," said Minty, peer-
ing at it.
" Guess I'd better hitch up, an' well go to ride," said
David, and they both laughed merrily at the poor joke.
Back of the house had stretched the vegetable garden
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and apple orchards. A great sweet apple-tree stood close
to the kitchen door ; some of its branches brushed the roo£
The tree had deteriorated like the house; some of its limbs
were dead, and its apples were not the fair, large things
that they had been. They were small and knotty. Still
they were eatable, and they were just ripe now. The shori
grass back of the house was covered with them. The for-
lorn young couple gathered up some, and carried them into
one of the front rooms. They sat down on a heap of hay,
which David had brought in from the barn, and supped off
sweet apples and crackers.
Before Minty began to eat she pulled her father's book
and her mother's pincushion out of her pocket and laid
them down beside her. She looked at David and laughed,
and flushed pink as she did so.
" What on earth are you doin' that fur, Minty ?"
She flushed pinker. " Oh, dear, I don't know ; I jest
took a notion — I felt kinder lonesome. I declare, Davy, I
wish to gracious that I had some folks or you had. They'd
be mighty handy jest now."
'' That's so," said David slowly. He stopped eating, and
his face took on a pitiful expression. '' Oh, Minty, I did an
awful mean thing marryin' you ; an' you a minister's daugh-
ter, and so good-lookin'. You'd never been where you are
if it hadn't been for me."
" David May, you jest quit.''
" I wasn't half good enough for you — ^"
Minty faced him passionately; she was very white.
" Now, David May, you were good enough for me, once fur
all, don't you forget. You were good enough fur me I You
were good enough, I'm tellin' you the truth, you were I
Don't you dare to say you wa'n't again I"
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130 A WAYFARING COUPLE.
"Why, Minty, don't look at me so, darlin'^ cause I won't
if you feel like that ; but I can't help thinkin* — "
" Don't you think it ! I'll leave you if you think it I"
" Well, I won't think it. Why, Minty !" She fairly fright-
ened him \ he did not know what to think of her. But she
began to eat, and was talking of something else with her old
manner in a minute, and he thought no more about it.
There never was the least danger of David May's know-
ing anything which other people did not want him to know.
There was nothing of the detective element in him. The
motives underlying people's actions were to him as the geo-
logical strata beneath the surface of the earth. He simply
went along through life looking at the snow or the flowers
which happened to be in sight, and thinking nothing about
the fire or the gold underneath them.
That night they used their heap of hay for a bed \ they
slept soundly on it, too. The next morning they ate more
sweet apples and crackers ; then David started for Bassets,
a little town three miles distant, in search of work. A man
in Waterbury had told him that there was a tub factory in
Bassets, and he thought of it now as a forlorn hope.
Minty did not go with him. He came back about noon,
bringing some eggs and a pound or so of salt pork, bought
with his scanty remaining store of money, but his full, young
face looked leaden.
No work in Bassets.
Minty tried to cheer him. She kindled a fire in the wide
old fireplace in the kitchen ; she scoured an old frying-pan
which she had found in the attic, and fried pork and eggs
for dinner.
But David could not eat much. His simple heart had
taken to desparing more entirely from its very simplicity.
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He had very little imagination, and consequently little hope^
to which he could resort. He sat with his head in his hands
the rest of the day. Minty scolded and vexed, but she
could not rouse him.
Discouragement had developed an obstinacy in him of
which he had never before seemed capable.
The next morning he was sick — chilly and feverish — ^and
could not get up. His pitiful, helpless look at Minty was
hard to be seen.
" Oh, Minty, I'm sick ; I can't get up. What will you
do?"
" I'll do well enough ; just you lay still and not worry.
You'll be better by noon."
But he was not. Minty brewed for him a tea of green
peppermint leaves which she found near the house ; covered
him up warm to induce perspiration, and did everything
that she could, yet without much effect.
As the day passed he grew no better. He did not seem
violently or alarmingly ill, but the fever did not leave him,
and he steadily lost strength and flesh. Their pitiable
destitution pressed them harder and harder. They would
have been reduced to a choice between beggary and starva-
tion if Minty had not found a way out of the difficulty. She
took it, right or wrong. She felt at the time very few scru-
ples about the matter ; she did later, but she would have
done the same thing again, probably, under the same cir-
cumstances.
Two or three broad meadows away from the old house
there were several cows pastured. They belonged to some
farmer. Minty went there every night before the cows went
home, and milked them one and another. She used an old
earthen jar of a graceful shape, which she had found, for a
X32 A WAYFARING COUPLE.
milking-pail. She strode home with it like a guilty things
across the fields. She brushed through the sweet fern,
knee deep, with the tall jar half-poised on her right hip^
carrying her strong, beautiful figure like an Eastern woman.
Minty kept thinking every day that the next day she
must call on some one for assistance, have a doctor. But
when the next day came David would think that he felt a
little better, perhaps, and she would put it off. She had a
fierce dislike of asking for charity. She thought it would
be equivalent to knocking at an almshouse door, as it
probably would have been. She kept all signs of the habi*
tation of the old home resolutely from the few passers-by.
She never looked out of a window without due caution.
Her greatest terror was that she should be caught stealing
the milk. She used so much art in milking from one cow
and another, that she hardly thought the diminution in
quantity would betray her, for a while anyway. But she
started at every sound on her way to and from the pasture.
She did not tell David how she got the milk. She
laughed when he asked her, and said it was all right, it was
a secret ; when he got well he should know. He was easily
enough put off; he did not trouble himself much over that
or anything else before long. He grew weaker and weaker.
Finally one day he lay most of the time muttering in a half-
delirium. He would not move himself much unless Minty
left him for a moment. Then he would call after her,
'' Minty, Minty, Minty," every second until she came back.
Returning from her milking expedition, she could hear
him before she reached the house. His greatest fear seemed
to be that she would leave him.
" You won't go off and leave me, will you, Minty ?" he
ipould say. .
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%%
" Leave you ? Oh, Davy, I guess I won't^
He asked her that question over and over. Her assur-
ances only satisfied him for the moment. The delirious
fear kept springing up again in his weak brain.
The next morning Minty watched the pale light coming
in at the windows with a new resolution. " Somethin' has
got to be done to-day," she whispered to herself. '' Some-
thin' shall be done."
After the sun was up she tried to talk with David, and he
seemed to rouse. She sat down on the floor beside him,
and took his head in her lap, bending down and leaning
her cheek against it
" Davy, dear, I've got somethin' to tell you, an' I want
you to listen jest a minute — "
" Oh, Minty, don't you leave me ! Don't you go an' leave
mer
" No ; I won't — I ain't goin' to, Davy. Leastways not fur
more'n two or three minutes. See here, Davy, darlin', I've got
to go and git a doctor tocome and see you. I've got togojestup
here to Bassets, you know, and I needn't have to be gone—"
" Oh, Minty ! Don't leave me ; don't, don't, don't !"
" Oh, jest for two or three minutes ; won't you let me,
dear ? I want to get the doctor, so he can give you some
medicine to get you well. Don't you know, Davy?
" Oh, Minty, don't leave me I Oh, Minty, darlin', don't
leave me; don't, don't, don't!"
She reasoned with him, and coaxed him for a long time,
but it was of no use. All she could get in return was that
one despairing cry, " Don't leave me !"
Finally she gave it up, and sat looking straight ahead, her
beautiful face held rigid with thought. *' There's somethin'
got to be done," she muttered.
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After a little she rose. He clutched at her dress and act
np bis pitiful cry again.
'^ There, there, dear, I ain^t goin'. I ain't goin' to Baa-
sets. I'm jest goin' to step out of the room a second. Ill
leave the door open."
She ran out of the house to the bam ; bis cry followed
her. There stood the old sulky which she and David had
laughed at on the night of their arrival. She took hold of
the shafts and pulled it out through the wide doors into the
green yard. It was light, and she did it easily enough.
She was very strong.
" I can do it," she said, with a nod of her head.
She dragged the sulky along into the road and stopped
close to the front door.
Then she ran in, laughing. " Come, Davy, darlin', you're
goin' to ride ! The carriage is ready."
"Oh, Minty, don't leave me."
" Course I ain't goin' to leave you. I'm goin' with you.
Don't you worry a bit, darlin'. Jest let me get your clothes
on, an' you'll have a beautiful ride."
She got the poor fellow into his clothes, talking merrily
to him all the time. Then she helped him out of die house
and into the sulky. She had fixed up a bed of hay in it,
and she covered him with her shawl.
He was so exhausted, and near fainting, that at first he
hardly noticed anything. When she placed herself between
the shafts, and began dragging him slowly out of the yard,
however, he set up, from behind, a pitiful, sobbing cry :
" Oh, Minty, you ain't a draggin' me ! Let me git out
I won't have it ! Oh, Minty, I ain't come to this ! Minty,
stop — ^you must stop. Don't you hear me ?"
She turned around and looked at him. "David May,
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you jest keep still. You don't weigh no more'n a feather ;
it ain't nothin'. I'm only goin' to take you up to Bassets to
see the doctor."
" Minty, stop !"
" Look here, Davy — if you don't lay back an' keep still,
I'll — leave you."
He did lie back at that and said no more. Indeed, he
was too weak to prolong the struggle. The momentary
strength which the sight of Minty in the shafts had given
him died away. Minty pressed along. Her pretty face
was a deep pink all over ; the perspiration rolled down her
cheeks ; her fair hair clung to her temples. It was a warm
day. The flowering bushes which bordered the road were
swarming with bees, and the air was full of those rasping and
humming sounds which seem to be the very voices of the heat
It was three miles to Bassets. There was not one house
all the way, and the road was not much travelled. Minty
did not meet any one.
After a little David seemed asleep, or in a stupor. He
lay very still, at any rate, and never spoke. Every little
while Minty looked around at him to see if he was safe.
When she did so her face was wonderful with the love and
strong patience shining through it. Those days of watch<
kig over this honest, distressed soul, whose love for her was
so unquestioning, had caused all the good elements in her
nature to work out a change in it. This was Minty's true
flower time. Everything worthy in her was awake and astir
and glowing. She, dragging her sick husband over the
rough country road, like a beast of burden, was as perfect a
woman as she ever would be in this world. She seemed to
rise triumphant by this noble abasement from any lower
level where she might have been.
136 ^ WAYFARING COUPLE.
She hastened along as fast as she was able. She was
not conscious of any great fatigue, though occasionally she
stopped to rest a moment.
She reached Bassets about noon. She drew the sulky
into the yard of a large white house, the first which she
came to, and knocked on the door.
" Can you — tell me — ^where — the doctor lives ?" she asked
the man who opened it
She was leaning against the house, panting ; her face was
almost purple.
The man stood staring. He was old and large, with a
sunburnt face and white hair.
" What in creation," said he at last, " does this mean ?
Who air ye, anyway ? What ails him f* pointing at David
lying back with deathly face, in the sulky.
Minty told him their pitiful little story in a few panting
words. Then she asked again where the doctor lived.
She felt almost as if her strength were failing her, now that
the struggle was so far over.
" You don't mean to say," said the man, " that you dragged
that sulky all the way here } It's a good three miles."
"Yes; it wa'n't much."
" Good Lord I Mother, come here I"
His wife and daughter, who had been peeping, came then
to the door with wondering faces.
" Just look here, mother I This young woman's come all
the way from the old Shaw house down below here. Dragged
her sick husband in that 'ere sulky to see the doctor, she says."
" Won't you please tell me where the doctor lives ?" asked
poor Minty.
** What's your name ?" questioned the old woman.
"May."
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'* They've come over a hundred mile, lookin' arter work,
she says/' the man went on, '^ an' he got sick, and they've
been livin' down there, in the old Shaw house ; an' she
wanted to get the doctor, and he wouldn't let her leave him,
so she's dragged him all the way here in the sulky."
"Does the doctor live fur from here?" asked Minty,
piteously.
" He's asleep, ain't he ?" said the woman.
" I guess so — I want to git to the doctor's."
" An' you dragged him all the way yourself?"
« Yes—"
All of a sudden the woman stepped forward towards
Minty, and away, as it were, from her New England suspi-
cion and curiosity.
"You poor thing," said she, with the tears streaming
down her sallow cheeks, and her wide, thin mouth working,
" I never heerd anythin' like it in my life I"
" You come right in, an' we'll get him in, an' then Cyrus
shall go fur the doctor. Mary, you go an' git the bed in the
spare room ready."
The daughter went in, wiping her eyes. She was thin
and sallow, like her mother, and wore a black calico gown.
Her own husband was dead, and she had come here to live
with her father and mother. While she was making up the
bed in the best bedroom, her tears dropped down on the
white sheets.
" I would ha' done as much for him if I'd had any need
to whilst he was alive," she sobbed to herself.
In a little while poor David May was lying comfortable
in that clean, cool bed. Minty was resting ; and they had
sent for the doctor. He was a skilful man for a country
town, and he did his best for David for his wife's sake.
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The story of the journey in the sulky spread fast through
Bassets. Whatever there was of sweet romance, what-
ever there was of sweet human pity in those simple, some-
what contracted country folks, was awakened. Poor, pretty,
faulty Minty dragging the sulky with her sick husband in it,
three miles to Bassets in the heat and dust, was to figure
henceforth as the heroine of one of the unwritten folk-lore
songs which are handed down from mother to daughter.
Everybody was kind to the poor young couple. When
David began to mend, and there was more opportunity for
them, there was no end to the kindly services which were
proffered.
One day, when they had been there about five weeks, and
David was decidedly convalescent, Mrs. Marsh, the woman
who had taken them in, was standing at her door, talking
to a neighbor, who had just brought over some custard for
the sick man.
" Yes," said she, " he's got through the worst on't now, ef
he's careful."
" You are goin' to keep 'em a while longer ?"
'' Keep 'em ? I guess I am 1 I'm goin' to keep 'm till
he gits real strong. She's the gratefulest thing you ever
see, an' dretful afraid of makin' trouble. She keeps sayin'
she guesses he^s 'most well enough for 'em to be startin'.
But I tell her, no ; you're goin' to stay jest where you are
till he's able to git out."
'^ I heard Sampson was goin' to let him have work in the
tub factory soon's he gets well."
" Yes ; he came over 'bout it. If they wa'n't tickled.
They're goin' to live up-stairs in Mis' Eaton's house.
They've got some things they left in the place they used to
live in, an' they're goin' to send for 'em. He keeps frettin'
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X39
'cause she ain't got any more clothes here. He seems to
think a sight on her ; wants*her to have everythin' and be
dressed up. They seem jest as happy as the day is long,
now. Hark, there she is, singin'."
Minty's voice rang out from the best bedroom, clear and
sweet, in a joyful psalm tune. The women stood, listening.
" I declare," said the neighbor, finally, " she's got a pretty
voice, ain't she ? All I kin think of is a bluebird singin',
when he first comes back in the spring."
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Thb garden-patch at the right of the house was all a
gay spangle with sweet-peas and red-flowering beans, and
flanked with feathery asparagus. A woman in blue was
moving about there. Another woman, in a black bonnet,
stood at the front door of the house. She knocked and
waited. She could not see from where she stood the blue-
clad woman in the garden. The house was very close to
the road, from which a tall evergreen hedge separated it,
and the view to the side was in a measure cut off.
The front door was open ; the woman had to reach to
knock on it, as it swung into the entry. She was a small
woman and quite young, with a bright alertness about her
which had almost the effect of prettiness. It was to her
what greenness and crispness are to a plant. She poked
her little face forward, and her sharp pretty eyes took in the
entry and a room at the left, of which the door stood open.
The entry was small and square and unfurnished, except
for a well-rubbed old card-table against the back wall. The
room was full of green light from the tall hedge, and brist-
ling with grasses and flowers and asparagus stalks.
"Betsey, you there?" called the woman. When she
spoke, a yellow canary, whose cage hung beside the front
door, began to chirp and twitter.
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'^ Betsey, you there?*' the woman called ag^in. The
bird's chirps came in a quick volley ; then he began to trill
and sing.
'^ She ain't there," said the woman. She turned and went
out of the yard through the gap in the hedge ; then she
looked around. She caught sight of the blue figure in the
garden. " There she is," said she.
She went around the house to the garden. She wore a
gay cashmere-patterned calico dress with her mourning bon-
net, and she held it carefully away from the dewy grass and
vines.
The other woman did not notice her until she was close
to her and said, " Good-mornin', Betsey." Then she start-
ed and turned around.
" Why, Mis' Caxton ! That you ?" said she.
'' Yes. I've been standin' at your door for the last half-
hour. I was jest goin' away when I caught sight of you
out here."
In spite of her brisk speech her manner was subdued.
She drew down the corners of her mouth sadly.
" I declare I'm dreadful sorry you had to stan' there so
long !" said the other woman.
She set a pan partly filled with beans on the ground,
wiped her hands, which were damp and green from the wet
vines, on her apron, then extended her right one with a
solemn and sympathetic air.
" It don't make much odds, Betsey," replied Mrs. Caxton.
"I ain't got much to take up my time nowadays." She
sighed heavily as she shook hands, and the other echoed her.
''We'll go right in now. I'm dreadful sorry you stood
there so long," said Betsey.
** You'd better finish pickin' your beans."
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^* No ; I wa'n't goin' to pick any more. I was jest goin*
in."
ti
I declare, Betsey Dole, I shouldn't think you'd got
enough for a cat !" said Mrs. Caxton, eying the pan.
" I've got pretty near all there is. I guess I've got more
flowerin' beans than eatin' ones, anyway."
" I should think you had," said Mrs. Caxton, surveying
the row of bean-poles topped with swarms of delicate red
flowers. ** I should think they were pretty near all flowerin'
ones. Had any peas ?"
" I didn't have more'n three or four messes. I guess I
planted sweet-peas mostly. I don't know hardly how I
happened to."
" Had any summer squash ?"
" Two or three. There's some more set, if they ever get
ripe. I planted some gourds. I think they look real pret-
ty on the kitchen shelf in the winter."
" I should think you'd got a sage bed big enough for the
whole town."
"Well, I have got a pretty good-sized one. I always
liked them blue sage-blows. You'd better hold up yout
dress real careful goin' through here. Mis' Caxton, or youTi
get it wet."
The two women picked their way through the dewy grass,
around a corner of the hedge, and Betsey ushered her vis-
itor into the house.
"Set right down in the rockin-chair," said she. "I'll
jest carry these beans out into the kitchen."
" I should think you'd better get another pan and string
'em, or you won't get 'em done for dinner."
" Well, mebbe I will, if you'll excuse it. Mis' Caxton.
The beans had ought to boil quite a while ; they're pretty old."
A POETESS.
H3
Betsey went into the kitchen and returned with a pan
and an old knife. She seated herself opposite Mrs. Caxton,
and began to string and cut the beans.
" If I was in your place I shouldn't feel as if IM got
enough to boil a kettle for/' said Mrs. Caxton, eying the
beans. *'I should 'most have thought when you didnH
have any more room for a garden than you've got that
you'd planted more real beans and peas instead of so
many flowerin' ones. I'd rather have a good mess of
green peas boiled with a piece of salt pork than all
the sweet-peas you could give me. I like flowers well
enough, but I never set up for a butterfly, an' I want some-
thing else to live on." She looked at Betsey with pensive
superiority.
Betsey was near-sighted ; she had to bend low over the
beans in order to string them. She was fifty years old, but
she wore her streaky light hair in curls like a young girl.
The curls hung over her faded cheeks and almost concealed
them. Once in a while she flung them back with a child-
ish gesture which sat strangely upon her.
" I dare say you're in the right of it," she said, meekly.
"I know I am. You folks that write poetry wouldn't
have a single thing to eat growin' if they were left alone.
And that brings to mind what I come for. I've been
thinkin' about it ever since — our — little Willie — left us."
Mrs. Caxton's manner was suddenly full of shamefaced dra-
matic fervor, her eyes reddened with tears.
Betsey looked up inquiringly, throwing back her curls.
Her face took on unconsciously lines of grief so like the
other woman's that she looked like her for the minute.
" I thought maybe," Mrs. Caxton went on, tremulously,
" yo^'d be willin' to — write a few lines."
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'^ Of course I will, Mis' Caxton. Til be glad to, if I can
do 'em to suit you," Betsey said, tearfully.
'^ I thought jest a few — lines. You could mention how
— ^handsome he was, and good, and I never had to punish
him but once in his life, and how pleased he was with his
little new suit, and what a sufferer he was, and — how we
hope, he is at rest — in a better land."
" I'll try, Mis' Caxton, I'll try," sobbed Betsey. The two
women wept together for a few minutes.
"It seems as if — I couldn't have it so sometimes," Mrs.
Caxton said, brokenly. "I keep thinkin' he's in the other
— room. Every time I go back home when I've been away
it's like — )osin' him again. Oh, it don't seem as if I could
go home and not find him there — it don't, it don't ! Oh,
you don't know anything about it, Betsey. You never had
any children !"
" I don't s'pose I do, Mis* Caxton ; I don't s'pose I do."
Presently Mrs. Caxton wiped her eyes. " I've been
thinkin'," said she, keeping her mouth steady with an ef-
fort, " that it would be real pretty to have — some lines
printed on some sheets of white paper with a neat black
border. I'd like to send some to my folks, and one to the
Perkinses in Brigham, and there's a good many others I
thought would value 'em."
" I'll do jest the best I can. Mis' Caxton, an' be glad to.
It's little enough anybody can do at such times."
Mrs. Caxton broke out weeping again. " Oh, it's true,
it's true, Betsey !" she sobbed. " Nobody can do anything,
and nothin' amounts to anything — poetry or anything else
— when he's gone. Nothin' can bring him back. Oh, what
shall I do, what shall I do ?"
Mrs. Caxton dried her tears again, and arose to take
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leave. ''Well, I must be goin', or Wilson won't have any
dinner," she said, with an effort at self-control.
" Well, I'll do jest the best I can with the poetry," said
Betsey. '^ I'll write it this afternoon." She had set down
her pan of beans and was standing beside Mrs. Caxton.
She reached up and straightened her black bonnet, which
had slipped backward.
'* I've got to get a pin," said Mrs. Caxton, tearfully. '^ I
can't keep it anywheres. It drags right off my head, the
veil is so heavy."
Betsey went to the door with her visitor. " It's dreadful
dusty, ain't it?" she remarked, in that sad, contemptuous
tone with which one speaks of discomforts in the presence
of affliction.
" Terrible," replied Mrs. Caxton. " I wouldn't wear my
black dress in it nohow; a black bonnet is bad enough.
This dress is 'most too good. It's enough to spoil every-
thing. Well, I'm much obliged to you, Betsey, for bein'
willin' to do that."
" I'll do jest the best I can. Mis' Caxton."
After Betsey had watched her visitor out of the yard she
returned to the sitting-room and took up the pan of beans.
She looked doubtfully at the handful of beans all nicely
strung and cut up. *' I declare I don*t know what to do,"
said she. '* Seems as if I should kind of relish these, but
it's goin' to take some time to cook 'em, tendin' the fire an'
everything, an' I'd ought to go to work on that poetry.
Then, there's another thing, if I have 'em to-day, I can't
to-morrow. Mebbe I shall take more comfort thinkin'
about 'em. I guess I'll leave 'em over till to-morrow."
Betsey carried the pan of beans out into the kitchen and
set them away in the pantry. She stood scrutinizing the
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146 A POETESS,
shelves like a veritable Mother Hubbard. There was a
plate containing three or four potatoes and a slice of cold
boiled pork, and a spoonful of red jelly in a tumbler ; that
was all the food in sight. Betsey stooped and lifted the
lid from an earthen jar on the floor. She took out two
slices of bread. " There !" said she. " I'll have this bread
and that jelly this noon, an' to-night IMl have a kind of din-
ner-supper with them potatoes warmed up with the pork.
An' then I can sit right down an' go to work on that poetry."
It was scarcely eleven o'clock, and not time for dinner.
Betsey returned to the sitting-room, got an old black port-
folio and pen and ink out of the chimney cupboard, and
seated herself to work. She meditated, and wrote one line,
then another. Now and then she read aloud what she had
written with a solemn intonation. She sat there thinking
and writing, and the time went on. The twelve-o'clock bell
rang, but she never noticed it ; she had quite forgotten the
bread and jelly. The long curls drooped over her cheeks ;
her thin yellow hand, cramped around the pen, moved
slowly and fitfully over the paper. The light in the room
was dim and green, like the light in an arbor, from the tall
hedge before the windows. Great plumy bunches of aspar-
agus waved over the tops of the looking-glass ; a framed
sampler, a steel engraving of a female head taken from
some old magazine, and sheaves of dried grasses hung on
or were fastened to the walls \ vases and tumblers of flow-
ers stood on the shelf and table. The air was heavy and
sweet.
Betsey in this room, bending over her portfolio, looked
like the very genius of gentle, old-fashioned, sentimental
poetry. It seemed as if one, given the premises of herself
and the room, could easily deduce what she would write,
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and read without seeing those lines wherein flowers rhymed
sweetly with vernal bowers, home with beyond the tomb,
and heaven with even.
The summer afternoon wore on. It grew warmer and
closer ; the air was full of the rasping babble of insects,
with the cicadas shrilling over them ; now and then a team
passed, and a dust cloud floated over the top of the hedge ;
the canary at the door chirped and trilled, and Betsey wrote
poor little Willie Caxton's obituary poetry.
Tears stood in her pale blue eyes; occasionally they
rolled down her cheeks, and she wiped them away. She
kept her handkerchief in her lap with her portfolio. When
she looked away from the paper she seemed to see two
childish forms in the room — one purely human, a boy clad
in his little girl petticoats, with a fair chubby face ; the
other in a little straight white night-gown, with long, shin-
ing wings, and the same face. Betsey had not enough im-
agination to change the face. Little Willie Caxton's angdi
was still himself to her, although decked in the parapher
nalia of the resurrection.
" I s'pose I can't feel about it nor write about it anything
the way I could if I'd had any children of my own an' lost
'em. I s'pose it would have come home to me diflerent,"
Betsey murmured once, sniffing. A soft color flamed up
under her curls at the thought. For a second the room
seemed all aslant with white wings, and smiling with the
faces of children that had never been. Betsey straightened
herself as if she were trying to be dignified to her inner
consciousness. " That's one trouble I've been clear of, any-
how," said she ; *' an' I guess I can enter into her feelin's
considerable."
She glanced at a ipreat oink shell on the shelf, and rt*
148 ^ POETESS.
membered how she had often given it to the dead chttd to
play with when he had been in with his mother, and how he
had put it to his ear to hear the sea.
" Dear little fellow !" she sobbed, and sat awhile with her
handkerchief at her face.
Betsey wrote her poem upon backs of old letters and odd
scraps of paper. She found it difficult to procure enough
paper for fair copies of her poems when composed ; she was
forced to be very economical with the first draft. Her
portfolio was piled with a loose litter of written papers when
she at length arose and stretched her stiff limbs. It was
near sunset; men with dinner-pails were tramping past the
gate, going home from their work.
Betsey laid the portfolio on the table. '* There! I've
wrote sixteen verses," said she, " an' I guess I've got every-
thing in. I guess she'll think that's enough. I can copy
it off nice to-morrow. I can't see to-night to do it, any-
how."
There were red spots on Betsey's cheeks; her knees
were unsteady when she walked. She went into the kitchen
and made a fire, and set on the tea-kettle. *' I guess I won't
warm up them potatoes to-night," said she ; " I'll have the
bread an' jelly, an' save 'em for breakfast. Somehow I
don't seem to feel so much like 'em as I did, an' fried po-
tatoes is apt to lay heavy at night."
When the kettle boiled, Betsey drank her cup of tea and
soaked her slice of bread in it ; then she put away her cup
and saucer and plate, and went out to water her garden.
The weather was so dry and hot it had to be watered every
night. Betsey had to carry the water from a neighbor's
well ; her own was dry. Back and forth she went in the
deepening twilight, her slender body strained to one sid«
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149
with the heavy water-pail, until the garden-mould looked
dark and wet. Their she took in the canary-bird, locked
up her house, and soon her light went out. Often on these
summer nights Betsey went to bed without lighting a lamp
at all. There was no moon, but it was a beautiful starlight
night. She lay awake nearly all night, thinking of her poem.
She altered several lines in her mind.
She arose early, made herself a cup of tea, and warmed
over the potatoes, then sat down to copy the poem. She
wrote it out on both sides of note-paper, in a neat, cramped
hand. It was the middle of the afternoon before it was
finished. She had been obliged to stop work and cook the
beans for dinner, although she begrudged the time. When
the poem was furly copied, she rolled it neatly and tied it
with a bit of black ribbon ; then she made herself ready to-
carry it to Mrs. Cazton's.
It was a hot afternoon. Betsey went down the street in
her thinnest dress — an old delaine, with delicate bunches
of faded flowers on a faded green ground. There was a
narrow green belt ribbon around her long waist She wore
a green barege bonnet, stiffened with rattans, scooping over
her face, with her curls pushed forward over her thin cheeks
in two bunches, and she carried a small green parasol with
a jointed handle. Her costume was obsolete, even in the
little country village where she lived. She had worn it
every summer for the last twenty years. She made no
more change in her attire than the old perennials in her
garden. She had no money with which to'^ouy new clothes,
and the old satisfied her. She had come to regard them as
being as unalterably a part of herself as her body.
Betsey went on, setting her slim, cloth-gaitered feet daint-
ily in the hot sand of the road. She carried her roll of
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poetry in a black-mitted hand. She walked rather slowly.
She was not very strong ; there was a limp feeling in her
knees ; her face, under the green shade of her bonnet, was
pale and moist with the heat.
She was glad to reach Mrs. Caxton's and sit down in her
parlor, damp and cool and dark as twilight, for the blinds
and curtains had been drawn all day. Not a breath of the
fervid out-door air had penetrated it.
"Come right in this way; it's cooler than the sittin'-
room," Mrs. Caxton said ; and Betsey sank into the hair-
cloth rocker and waved a palm-leaf fan.
Mrs. Caxton sat close to the window in the dim light, and
read the poem. She took out her handkerchief and wiped
her eyes as she read. " It's beautiful, beautiful,'' she said,
tearfully, when she had finished. " It's jest as comfortin'
as it can be, and you worked that in about his new suit so
nice. I feel real obliged to you, Betsey, and you shall have
one of the printed ones when they're done. I'm goin' to
see to it right off."
Betsey flushed and smiled. It was to her as if her poem
had been approved and accepted by one of the great maga-
zines. She had the pride and self-wonderment of recog-
nized genius. She went home buoyantly, under the wilting
sun, after her call was done. When she reached home
there was no one to whom she could tell her triumph, but
the hot spicy breath of the evergreen hedge and the fervent
sweetness of the sweet-peas seemed to greet her like the
voices of friends.
She could scarcely wait for the printed poem. Mrs. Cax-
ton brought it, and she inspected it, neatly printed in its
black border. She was quite overcome with innocent
prid&
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151
" Well, I don't know but it does read pretty well," said
she.
" It's beautiful," said Mrs. Caxton, fervently. " Mr. White
said he never read anything any more touchin', when I car-
ried it to him to print. I think folks are goin' to think a
good deal of havin' it. I've had two dozen printed."
It was to Betsey like a large edition of a book. She had
written obituary poems before, but never one had been
printed in this sumptuous fashion. ''I declare I think it
would look pretty framed I" said she.
"Well, I don't know but it would," said Mrs. Caxton.
*' Anybody might have a neat little black frame, and it
would look real appropriate."
" I wonder how much it would cost ?" said Betsey.
After Mrs. Caxton had gone, she sat long, staring admir-
ingly at the poem, and speculating as to the cost of a frame.
" There ain't no use ; I can't have it nohow, not if it don't
cost more'n a quarter of a dollar," said she.
Then she put the poem away and got her supper. No-
body knew how frugal Betsey Dole's suppers and break-
fasts and dinners were. Nearly all her food in the summer
came from the scanty vegetables which flourished between
the flowers in her garden. She ate scarcely more than her
canary-bird, and sang as assiduously. Her income was al-
most inflnitesimal : the interest at a low per cent, of a tiny
sum in the village savings-bank, the remnant of her father's
little hoard after his funeral expenses had been paid. Betsey
had lived upon it for twenty years, and considered herself
well-to-do. She had never received a cent for her poems ;
she had not thought of such a thing as possible. The ap-
pearance of this last in such shape was worth more to her
than its words represented in as many dollars.
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Betsey kept the poem pinned on the wall under the look-
ing-glass ; if any one came in, she tried with delicate hints
to call attention to it. It was two weeks after she received
it that the downfall of her innocent pride came.
One afternoon Mrs. Caxton called. It was raining hard.
Betsey could scarcely believe it was she when she went to
the door and found her standing there.
" Why, Mis' Caxton !" said she. " Ain't you wet to your
skin ?"
" Yiss, I guess I be, pretty near. I s'pose I hadn't ought
to come 'way down here in such a soak ; but I went into
Sarah Rogers's a minute after dinner, and something she
said made me so mad, I made up my mind I'd come down
here and tell you about it if I got drowned." Mrs. Caxton
was out of breath ; rain-drops trickled from her hair over
her face; she stood in the door and shut her umbrella
with a vicious shake to scatter the water from it. " I don't
know what you're goin' to do with this," said she ; " it's
drippin'."
" I'll take it out an' put it in the kitchen sink."
" Well, I'll take off my shawl here too, and you can hang
it out in the kitchen. I spread this shawl out. I thought
it would keep the rain off me some. I know one thing, I'm
goin' to have a waterproof if I live."
When the two women were seated in the sitting-room,
Mrs. Caxton was quiet for a moment Thdre was a hesi-
tating look on her face, fresh with the moist wind, with
strands of wet hair clinging to the temples.
''I don't know as I had ought to tell you," she said,
doubtfully.
" Why hadn't you ought to ?"
^' Well, I don't care ; I'm goin' to, anyhow. I think you'd
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ought to know, an' it ain't so bad for you as it is for me.
It don't begin to be. I put considerable money into 'em.
I think Mr. White was pretty high, myself."
Betsey looked scared. "What is it?" she asked, in a
weak voice.
*' Sarah Rogers says that the minister told her Ida that thai
poetry you wrote was jest as poor as it could be, arC it was in
dreadful bad taste to have it printed an^ sent round that way.
What do you think of that ?"
Betsey did not reply. She sat looking at Mrs. Caxton
as a victim whom the first blow had not killed might look
at her executioner. Her face was like a pale wedge of ice
between her curls.
Mrs. Caxton went on. '^Yes, she said that right to my
face, word for word. An' there was something else. She
said the minister said that you had never wrote anything
that could be called poetry, an' it was a dreadful waste of
time. I don't s'pose he thought 'twas comin' back to you.
You know he goes with Ida Rogers, an' I s'pose he said it
to her kind of confidential when she showed him the poetry.
There! I gave Sarah Rogers one of them nice printed
ones, an' she acted glad enough to have it. Bad taste 1
H'm ! If anybody wants to say anything against that
beautiful poetry, printed with that nice black border, they
can. I don't care if it's the minister, or who it is. I don't
care if he does write poetry himself, an' has had some
printed in a magazine. Maybe his ain't quite so fine as he
thinks 'tis. Maybe them magazine folks jest took his for
lack of something better. I'd like to have you send that
poetry there. Bad taste! I jest got right up. 'Sarah
Rogers,' says I, ^ I hope you won't never do anything your-
self in any worse taste.' I trembled so I could hardly
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speak, and I made up my mind I'd come right straight
over here."
Mrs. Caxton went on and on. Betsey sat listening, and
saying nothing. She looked ghastly. Just before Mrs.
Caxton went home she noticed it. "Why, Betsey Dole,"
she cried, " you look as white as a sheet. You ain't takin'
it to heart as much as all that comes to, I hope. Good-
ness, I wish I hadn't told you !"
" rd a good deal ruther you told me," replied Betsey,
with a certain dignity. She looked at Mrs. Caxton. Her
back was as stiff as if she were bound to a stake.
" Well, I thought you would," said Mrs. Caxton, uneasily ;
" and you're dreadful silly if you take it to heart, Betsey,
that's all I've got to say. Goodness, I guess I don't, and
it's full as hard on me as 'tis on you !"
Mrs. Caxton arose to go. Betsey brought her shawl and
umbrella from the kitchen, and helped her off. Mrs. Cax-
ton turned on the door-step and looked back at Betsey's
white face. " Now don't go to thinkin' about it any more,"
said she. " I ain't goin' to. It ain't worth mindin'. Every-
body knows what Sarah Rogers is. Good-by."
**Good-by, Mis' Caxton," said Betsey. She went back
into the sitting-room. It was a cold rain, and the room
was gloomy and chilly. She stood looking out of the win-
dow, watching the rain pelt on the hedge. The bird-cage
hung at the other window. The bird watched her with his
head on one side ; then he begun to chirp.
Suddenly Betsey faced about and began talking. It was
not as if she were talking to herself; it seemed as if she
recognized some other presence in the room. " I'd like to
know if it's fair," said she. '' I'd like to know if you think
it's fair. Had I ought to have been born with the wantin'
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to write poetry if I couldn't write it — had I ? Had I ought
to have been let to write all my life, an' not know before
there wa'n't any use in it ? Would it be fair if that canary-
bird there, that ain't never done anything but sing, should
turn out not to be singin' ? Would it, I'd like to know ?
S'pose them sweet-peas shouldn't be smellin' the right
way ? I ain't been dealt with as fair as they have, I'd like
to know if I have."
The bird trilled and trilled. It was as if the golden
down on his throat bubbled. Betsey went across the room
to a cupboard beside the chimney. On the shelves were
neatly stacked newspapers and little white rolls of writing-
paper. Betsey began clearing the shelves. She took out
the newspapers first, got the scissors, and cut a poem neat-
ly out of the corner of each. Then she took up the clipped
poems and the white rolls in her apron, and carried them
into the kitchen. She cleaned out the stove carefully, re^
moving every trace of ashes ; then she put in the papers,
and set them on fire. She stood watching them as their
edges curled and blackened, then leaped into flame. Her
face twisted as if the fire were curling over it also. Other
women might have burned their lovers' letters in agony of
heart. Betsey had never had any lover, but she was burn-
ing all the love-letters that had passed between her and
life. When the flames died out she got a blue china sugap
bowl from the pantry and dipped the ashes into it with one
of her thin silver teaspoons; then she put on the cover and
set it away in the sitting-room cupboard.
The bird, who had been silent while she was out, began
chirping again. Betsey went back to the pantry and got a
lump of sugar, which she stuck between the cage wires.
She looked ^t the clock on the kitchen shelf as she went
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by. It was after six. " I guess I don't want any supper
to-night," she muttered.
She sat down by the window again. The bird pecked
at his sugar. Betsey shivered and coughed. She had
coughed more or less for years. People said she had the
old-fashioned consumption. She sat at the window until it
was quite dark ; then she went to bed in her little bedroom
out of the sitting-room. She shivered so she could not hold
herself upright crossing the room. She coughed a great
deal in the night.
Betsey was always an early riser. She was up at five the
next morning. The sun shone, but it was very cold for the
season. The leaves showed white in a north wind, and the
flowers looked brighter than usual, though they were bent
with the rain of the day before. Betsey went out in the
garden to straighten her sweet-peas.
Coming back, a neighbor passing in the street eyed her
curiously. " Why, Betsey, you sick ?" said she.
" No ; I'm kinder chilly, that's all," replied Betsey.
But the woman went home and reported that Betsey Dole
looked dreadfully, and she didn't believe she'd ever see an-
other summer.
It was now late August. Before October it was quite
generally recognized that Betsey Dole's life was nearly
over. She had no relatives, and hired nurses were rare in
this little village. Mrs. Caxton came voluntarily and took
care of her, only going home to prepare her husband's meals.
Betsey's bed was moved into the sitting-room, and the neigh-
bors came every day to see her, and brought little delica-
cies. Betsey had talked very little all her life ; she talked
less now, and there was a reticence about her which some-
what intimidated the other women. They would look pity-
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ingly and solemnly at her, and whisper in the entry when
they went out.
Betsey never complained ; but she kept asking if the
minister had got home. He had been called away by his
mother^s illness, and returned only a week before Betsey died.
He came over at once to see her. Mrs. Cazton ushered
him in one afternoon.
" Here's Mr. Lang come to see you, Betsey," said she, in
the tone she would have used towards a little child. She
placed the rocking-chair for the minister, and was about to
seat herself, when Betsey spoke :
''Would you mind goin' out in the kitchen jest a few
minutes. Mis' Cazton ?" said she.
Mrs. Caxton arose, and went out with an embarrassed
trot. Then there was silence. The minister was a young
man — a country boy who had worked his way through a
country college. He was gaunt and awkward, but sturdy in
his loose clothes. He had a homely, impetuous face, with
a good forehead.
He looked at Betsey's gentle, wasted face, sunken in the
pillow, framed by its clusters of curls ; finally he began to
speak in the stilted fashion, yet with a certain force by
reason of his unpolished honesty, about her spiritual wel-
fare. Betsey listened quietly ; now and then she assented.
She had been a church member for years. It seemed now
to the young man that this elderly maiden, drawing near the
end of her simple, innocent life, had indeed her lamp, which
no strong winds of temptation had ever met, well trimmed
and burning.
When he paused, Betsey spoke. ''Will you go to the
cupboard side of the chimney and bring me the blue sugar*
bowl on the top shelf?" said she, feebly.
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The young man stared at her a minute ; then he went to
the cupboard, and brought the sugar-bowl to her. He held
it, and Betsey took off the lid with her weak hand. ''Do
you see what^s in there ?" said she.
'' It looks like ashes."
" It's — the ashes of all— the poetry I — ever wrote,"
" Why, what made you bum it. Miss Dole ?"
" I found out it wa'n't worth nothin'."
The minister looked at her in a bewildered way. He be-
gan to question if she were not wandering in her mind. He
did not once suspect his own connection with the matter.
Betsey fastened her eager, sunken eyes upon his face.
" What I want to know is — if you'll 'tend to — havin' this —
buried with me."
The minister recoiled. He thought to himself that she
certainly was wandering.
'' No, I ain't out of my head," said Betsey. " I know
what I'm sayin'. Maybe it's queer soundin', but it's a no-
tion I've took. If you'll — 'tend to it, I shall be — much
obliged. I don't know anybody else I can ask."
" Well, I'll attend to it, if you wish me to. Miss Dole,"
said the minister, in a serious, perplexed manner. She re-
placed the lid on the sugar-bowl, and left it in his hands.
*' Well, I shall be much obliged if you will 'tend to it ;
an' now there's something else," said she.
« What is it, Miss Dole ?"
She hesitated a moment. ''You write poetry, don't
you?"
The minister colored. " Why, yes ; a little sometimes."
"It's good poetry, ain't it? They printed some in a
magazine."
The minister laughed confusedly. " Well, Miss Dolc^ I
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159
don't know how good poetry it may be, but they did print
some in a magazine.^'
Betsey lay looking at him. "I never wrote none that
was — good/* she whispered, presently; "but I've been
thinkin' — if you would jest write a few — alines about me —
afterward — I've been thinkin' that — mebbe my — dyirf
was goin' to make me — a good subject for — poetry, if I
never wrote none. If you would jest write a few lines."
The minister stood holding the sugar-bowl ; he was quite
pale with bewilderment and sympathy. " I'll — do the best
I can, Miss Dole," he stammered.
" I'll be much obliged," said Betsey, as if the sense of
grateful obligation was immortal like herself. She smiled,
and the sweetness of the smile was as evident through the
drawn lines of her mouth as the old red in the leaves of a
withered rose. The sun was setting ; a red beam flashed
softly over the top of the hedge and lay along the opposite
wall ; then the bird in his cage began to chirp. He chirped
faster and faster until he trilled into a triumphant song.
CHRISTMAS JENNY.
The day before there had been a rain and a thaw, then
in the night the wind had suddenly blown from the north,
and it had grown cold. In the morning it was very clear
and cold, and there was the hard glitter of ice over every-
thing. The snow-crust had a thin coat of ice, and all the
open fields shone and flashed. The tree boughs and
trunks, and all the little twigs, were enamelled with ice.
The roads were glare and slippery with it, and so were the
door-yards. In old Jonas Carey^s yard the path that sloped
from the door to the well was like a frozen brook.
Quite early in the morning old Jonas Carey came out
with a pail, and went down the path to the well. He went
slowly and laboriously, shuffling his feet, so he should not
fall. He was tall and gaunt, and one side of his body
seemed to slant towards the other, he settled so much more
heavily upon one foot He was somewhat stiff and lame
from rheumatism.
He reached the well in safety, hung the pail, and began
pumping. He pumped with extreme slowness and steadi-
ness ; a certain expression of stolid solemnity, which his face
wore, never changed.
When he had filled his pail he took it carefully from the
pump spout, and started back to the house, shuffling as be*
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fixe. He was two thirds of the way to the door, when he
came to an extremely slippery place. Just there some roots
from a little cherry-tree crossed the path, and the ice made
a dangerous little pitch over them.
Old Jonas lost his footing, and sat down suddenly; the
water was all spilled. The house door flew open, and an
old woman appeared.
'^ Oh, Jonas, air you hurt ?" she cried, blinking wildly and
terrifiedly in the brilliant light
The old man never said a word. He sat still and looked
straight before him, solemnly.
'* Oh, Jonas, you ain't broke any bones, hev you ?" The
old woman gathered up her skirts and began to edge off
the door-step, with trembling knees.
Then the old man raised his voice. " Stay where you
be,'* he said, imperatively. '* Go back into the house !"
He began to raise himself, one joint at a time, and the
old woman went back into the house, and looked out of the
window at him.
When old Jonas finally stood upon his feet it seemed as
if he had actually constructed himself, so piecemeal his ris-
ing had been. He went back to the pump, hung the pail
under the spout, and filled it. Then he started on the re-
turn with more caution than before. When he reached the
dangerous place his feet flew up again, he sat down, and the
water was spilled.
The old woman appeared in the door; her dim blue
^es were quite round, her delicate chin was dropped.
"Oh, Jonas!"
" Go back I" cried the old man, with an imperative jerk of
his head towards her, and she retreated. This time he arose
more quickly, and made quite a lively shuffle back to the poinp.
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But when his pail was filled and he again started on the
return, his caution was redoubled. He seemed to scarcely
move at all. When he approached the dangerous spot his
progress was hardly more perceptible than a scaly leaf-
slug's. Repose almost lapped over motion. The old
woman in the window watched breathlessly.
The slippery place was almost passed, the shuffle quick-
ened a little — the old man sat down again, and the tin pail
struck the ice with a clatter.
The old woman appeared. " Oh, Jonas !"
Jonas did not look at her ; he sat perfectly motionless.
** Jonas, air you hurt? Do speak to me for massy sake 1"
Jonas did not stir.
Then the old woman let herself carefully off the step.
She squatted down upon the icy path, and hitched along to
Jonas. She caught hold of his arm — "Jonas, you don't
feel as if any of your bones were broke, do you ?" Her
voice was almost sobbing, her small frame was all of a trem-
ble.
" Go back !^' said Jonas. That was all he would say.
The old woman's tearful entreaties did not move him in the
least. Finally she hitched herself back to the house, and
took up her station in the window. Once in a while she
rapped on the pane, and beckoned piteously.
But old Jonas Carey sat still. His solemn face was in-
scrutable. Over his head stretched the icy cherry-branches,
full of the flicker and dazzle of diamonds. A woodpecker
flew into the tree and began tapping at the trunk, but the
ice-enamel was so hard that he could not get any food.
Old Jonas sat so still that he did not mind him. A jay
flew on the fence within a few feet of him ; a sparrow pecked
at some weeds piercing the snow-crust beside the door.
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Over in the east arose the mountain, covered with frosty
foliage full of silver and blue and diamond lights. The air
was stinging. Old Jonas paid no attention to anything.
He sat there.
The old woman ran to the door again. "Oh, Jonas,
you'll freeze, settin' there !" she pleaded. " Can't you git
up ? Your bones ain't broke, air they ?" Jonas was silent.
" Oh, Jonas, there's Christmas Jenny comin' down the
road — what do you s'pose she'll think ?"
Old Jonas Carey was unmoved, but his old wife eagerly
watched the woman coming down the road. The woman
looked oddly at a distance : like a broad green moving
bush ; she was dragging something green after her, too.
When she came nearer one could see that she was laden
with evergreen wreaths — her arms were strung with them ;
long sprays of ground-pine were wound around her shoul-
ders, she carried a basket trailing with them, and holding
also many little bouquets of bright-colored everlasting flow-
ers. She dragged a sled, with a small hemlock-tree bound
upon it. She came along sturdily over the slippery road.
When she reached the Carey gate she stopped and looked
over at Jonas. "Is he hurt?" she sang out to the old
woman.
" I dunno— he's fell down three times."
Jenny came through the gate, and proceeded straight to
Jonas. She left her sled in the road. She stooped, brought
her basket on a level with Jonas's head, and gave him a
little push with it. " What's the matter with ye ?" Jonas
did not wink. " Your bones ain't broke, are they ?"
Jenny stood looking at him for a moment. She wore
a black hood, her large face was weather-beaten, deeply
tanned, and reddened. Her features were strong, but
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heavily cut She made one think of those sylvan faces
with features composed of bark-wrinkles and knot-holes,
that one can fancy looking out of the trunks of trees. She
was not an aged woman, but her hair was iron-gray, and
crinkled as closely as gray moss.
Finally she turned towards the house. *' Pm comin' in a
minute," she said to Jonas's wife, and trod confidently up
the icy steps.
" Don't you slip," said the old woman, tremulously.
'* I ain't afraid of slippin'." When they were in the house
she turned around on Mrs. Carey, '* Don't you fuss, he ain't
hurt."
'* No, I don't s'pose he is. It's jest one of his tantrums.
But I dunno what I am goin' to do. Oh, dear me suz, I
dunno what I am goin' to do with him sometimes I"
'' Leave him alone — ^let him set there."
''Oh, he's tipped all that water over, an* I'm afeard he'll
— freeze down. Oh, dear !"
'' Let him freeze ! Don't you fuss, Betsey."
'' I was jest goin' to git breakfast. Mis' Gill she sent us
in two sassage-cakes. I was goin' to fry 'em, an' I jest
asked him to go out an' draw a pail of water, so's to fill up
the tea-kittle. Oh, dear !"
Jenny sat her basket in a chair, strode peremptorily out
of the house, picked up the tin pail which lay on its side
near Jonas, filled it at the well, and returned. She wholly
ignored the old man. When she entered the door his eyes
relaxed their solemn stare at vacancy, and darted a swift
glance after her.
" Now fill up the kittle, an' fry the sassages," she said to
Mrs. Carey.
'' Oh, I'm afeard he won't git up, an' they'll be cold !
CHRISTMAS JENNY. 165
Sometimes his tantrams last a considerable while. You see
he sot down three times, an' he's awful mad."
" I don't see who he thinks he's spitin'.'*
1 ** I dun no, 'less it's Provide nee.**
~"^ — ^ " I reckon Providence don't care much where he sets."
''Oh, Jenny, I'm dreadful afeard he'll freeze down."
'' No, he won't. Put on the sassages."
Jonas's wife went about getting out the frying-pan, croon-
ing over her complaint all the time. " He's dreadful fond
of sassages," she said, when the odor of the frying sausages
became apparent in the room.
" He'll smell 'em an' come in," remarked Jenny, dryly.
''He knows there ain't but two cakes, an' he'll be afeard
you'll give me one of 'em."
She was right. Before long the two women, taking sly
peeps from the window, saw old Jonas lumberingly getting
up. " Don't say nothin' to him about it when he comes in,"
whispered Jenny.
When the old man clumped into the kitchen, neither of the
women paid any attention to him. His wife turned the
sausages, and Jenny was gathering up her wreaths. Jonas
let himself down into a chair, and looked at them uneasily.
Jenny laid down her wreaths. " Goin' to stay to breakfrist V
said the old man.
" Well, I dunno," replied Jenny. " Them sassages do
smell temptin'."
All Jonas's solemnity had vanished, he looked foolish
and distressed.
" Do take off your hood, Jenny," urged Betsey. " I ain't
very fond of sassages myseU^ an' I'd jest as liv's you'd have
my cake as not"
Jenny laughed broadly and good-naturedly, and b^^
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gathering up her wreaths again. '* Lor', I don^t want your
sassage-cake/' said she. ''I've had my breakfast I'm
goin' down to the village to sell my wreaths."
Jonas's face lit up. '* Pleasant day, ain't it?" he re-
marked, affably.
Jenny grew sober. " I don't think it's a very pleasant
day; guess you wouldn't if you was a woodpecker or a
blue-jay," she replied.
Jonas looked at her with stupid inquiry.
"They can't git no breakfast," said Jenny. " They can't
git through the ice on the trees. They'll starve if there
ain't a thaw pretty soon. I've got to buy 'em somethin'
down to the store. I'm goin' to feed a few of 'em. I ain't
goin' to see 'em dyin' in my door-yard if I can help it.
I've given 'em all I could spare from my own birds this
mornin'."
" It's too bad, ain't it ?"
"I think it's too bad. I was goin' to buy me a new
caliker dress if this freeze hadn't come, but I can't now.
What it would cost will save a good many lives. Well, I've
got to hurry along if I'm goin' to git back to-day."
Jenny, surrounded with her trailing masses of green, had
to edge herself through the narrow doorway. She went
straight to the village and peddled her wares from house to
house. She had her regular customers. Every year, the
week before Christmas, she came down from the mountain
with her evergreens. She was popularly supposed to earn
quite a sum of money in that way. In the summer she
sold vegetables, but the green Christmas traffic was re-
garded as her legitimate business — it had given her her
name among the villagers. However, the fantastic name
may have arisen from the popular conception of Jenny's
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character. She also was considered somewhat fantastic, al-
though there was no doubt of her sanity. In her early
youth she had had an unfortunate love affair, that was sup-
posed to have tinctured her whole life with an alien ele-
ment. " Love-cracked," people called her.
** Christmas Jenny's kind of love-cracked," they said.
She was Christmas Jenny in midsummer, when she came
down the mountain laden with green peas and string-beans
and summer squashes.
She owned a little house and a few acres of cleared land
on the mountain, and in one way or another she picked up
a living from it.
It was noon to-day before she had sold all her evergreens
and started up the mountain road for home. She had laid
in a small stock of provisions, and she carried them in the
basket which had held the little bunches of life-everlasting
and amaranth flowers and dried grasses.
The road wound along the base of the mountain. She
had to follow it about a mile ; then she struck into a cart-
path which led up to the clearing where her house was.
After she passed Jonas Carey's there were no houses and
no people, but she met many living things that she knew.
A little field-mouse, scratching warily from cover to cover,
lest his enemies should spy him, had appreciative notice
from Jenny Wrayne. She turned her head at the call of a
jay, and she caught a glimmer of blue through the dazzling
white boughs. She saw with sympathetic eyes a wood-
pecker drumming on the ice-bound trunk of a tree. Now
and then -she scattered, with regretful sparseness, some
seeds and crumbs from her parcels.
At the point where she left the road for the cart-path
diere was a gap in the woods« and a clear view of the vil-
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lage below. She stopped and looked back at it. It was
quite a large village ; over it hung a spraying net-work of
frosty branches ; the smoke arose straight up from the
chimneys. Down in the village street a girl and a young
man were walking, talking about her, but she did not know
that.
The girl was the minister's daughter. She had just be-
come engaged to the young man, and was walking with him
in broad daylight with a kind of shamefaced pride. When-
ever they met anybody she blushed^ and at the same time
held up her head proudly, and swung one arm with an airy
motion. She chattered glibly and quite loudly, to cover her
embarrassment.
*'Yes," she said, in a sweet, crisp voice, "Christmas
Jenny has just been to the house, and we've bought some
wreaths. We're going to hang them in all the front win-
dows. Mother didn't know as we ought to buy them of her,
there's so much talk, but I don't believe a word of it, for my
part."
'' What talk ?" asked the young man. He held himself
very stiff and straight, and never turned his head when he
shot swift, smiling glances at the girl's pink face.
" Why, don't you know ? It's town-talk. They say she's
got a lot of birds and rabbits and things shut up in cages,
and half starves them ; and then that little deaf-and-dumb
boy, you know — they say she treats him dreadfully. They're
going to look into it. Father and Deacon Little are going
up there this week."
"Are they?" said the young man. He was listening to
the girl's voice with a sort of rapturous attention, but he had
little idea as to what she was saying. As they walked, they
faced the mountain.
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It was only the next day when the minister and Deacon
Little made the visit. They started up a flock of sparrows
that were feeding by Jenny's door; but the birds did not
fly very far — they settled into a tree and watched. Jenny's
house was hardly more than a weather-beaten hut, but there
was a grape-vine trained over one end, and the front yard
was tidy. Just before the house stood a tall pine-tree.
At the rear, and on the right, stretched the remains of
Jenny's last summer's garden, full of plough -ridges and
glistening corn-stubble.
Jenny was not at home. The minister knocked and got
no response. Finally he lifted the latch, and the two men
walked in. The room seemed gloomy after the brilliant
light outside ; they could not see anything at first, but they
could hear a loud and demonstrative squeaking and chirp-
ing and twittering that their entrance appeared to excite.
At length a small pink-and-white face cleared out of the
gloom in the chimney-corner. It surveyed the visitors with
no fear nor surprise, but seemingly with an innocent amia-
bility.
^ That's the little deaf-and-dumb boy," said the minister,
in a subdued voice. The minister was an old man, narrow-
shouldered, and clad in long-waisted and wrinkly black.
Deacon Little reared himself in his sinewy leanness until his
head nearly touched the low ceiling. His face was sallow
and severely corrugated, but the features were handsome.
Both stood staring remorselessly at the little deaf-and-
dumb boy, who looked up in their faces with an expression
of delicate wonder and amusement. The little boy was
dressed like a girl, in a long blue gingham pinafore. He
sat in the midst of a heap of evergreens, which he had been
twining into wreaths ; his pretty, soft, fair hair was darnp^
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and lay in a very flat and smooth scallop over his full white
forehead.
'* He looks as if he was well cared for," said Deacon
Little. Both men spoke in hushed tones — it was hard for
them to realize that the boy could not hear, the more so be-
cause every time their lips moved his smile deepened. He
was not in the least afraid.
They moved around the room half guiltily, and surveyed
everything. It was unlike any apartment that they had ever
entered. It had a curious sylvan air; there were heaps
of evergreens here and there, and some small green trees
leaned in one corner. All around the room — hung on the
walls, standing on rude shelves — were little rough cages and
hutches, from which the twittering and chirping sounded.
They contained forlorn little birds and rabbits and field-
mice. The birds had rough feathers and small, dejected
heads, one rabbit had an injured leg, one field-mouse seemed
nearly dead. The men eyed them sharply. The minister
drew a sigh ; the deacon's handsome face looked harder.
But they did not say what they thought, on account of the
little deaf-and-dumb boy, whose pleasant blue eyes never
left their faces. When they had made the circuit of the
room, and stood again by the fireplace, he suddenly set up
a cry. It was wild and inarticulate, still not wholly dis-
sonant, and it seemed to have a meaning of its own. It
united with the cries of the little caged wild creatures, and
it was all like a soft clamor of eloquent appeal to the two
vbitors, but they could not understand it.
They stood solemn and perplexed by the fireplace.
^' Had we better wait till she comes ?" asked the minister.
'^ I don't know," said Deacon Little.
Back of them arose the tall mantel-shelf. On it were a
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clock and a candlestick, and regularly laid bunches of brill-
iant dried flowers, all ready for Jenny to put in her basket
and sell.
Suddenly there was a quick scrape on the crusty snow
outside, the door flew open, and Jonas Carey's wife came in.
She had her shawl over her head, and she was panting for
breath.
She stood before the two men, and a sudden crust of shy
formality seemed to form over her. " Good-arternoon/'
she said, in response to their salutations.
She looked at them for a moment, and tightened her
shawl-pin; then the restraint left her. ''I knowed you
was here," she cried, in her weak, vehement voice ; " I
knowed it. I've heerd the talk. I knowed somebody was
goin' to come up here an' spy her out. I was in Mis'
Gregg's the other day, an' her husband came home ; he'd
been down to the store, an' he said they were talkin' 'bout
Jenny, an' sayin' she didn't treat Willy and the birds well,
an' the town was goin' to look into it. I knowed you was
comin' up here when I seed you go by. I told Jonas so.
An' I knowed she wa'n't to home, an' there wa'n't nothin'
here that could speak, an' I told Jonas I was comin'. I
couldn't Stan' it nohow. It's dreadful slippery. I had
to go on my hands an' knees in some places, an' I've sot
down twice, but I don't care. I ain't goin' to have you
comin' up here to spy on Jenny, an' nobody to home that's
got any tongue to speak for her."
Mrs. Carey stood before them like a ruffled and defiant
bird that was frighting herself as well as them with her
temerity. She palpitated all over, but there was a fierce
look in her dim blue eyes.
The minister began a deprecating murmur, which the
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deacon drowned. '* You can speak for her all you want
to, Mrs. Carey," said he. " We ain't got any objections to
hearin' it. An' we didn't know but what she was home.
Do you know what she does with these birds and things ?"
" Does with 'em ? Well, Fll tell you what she does with
'em. She picks 'em up in the woods when they're starvin'
an' freezin' an' half dead, an' she brings 'em in here, an'
takes care of 'em an' feeds 'em till they git well, an' then
she lets 'em go again. That's what she does. You see
that rabbit there ? Well, he's been in a trap. Somebody
wanted to kill the poor little cretur. You see that robin?
Somebody fired a gun at him an' broke his wing.
" That's what she does. I dunno but it 'mounts to jest
about as much as sendin' money to missionaries. I dunno
but what bein' a missionary to robins an' starvin' chippies
an' little deaf-an'-dumb children is jest as good as some other
kinds, an' that's what she is.
" I ain't afeard to speak ; I'm goin' to tell the whole story.
I dunno what folks mean by talkin' about her the way they
do. There, she took that little dumbie out of the poor-
house. Nobody else wanted him. He don't look as if he
was abused very bad, far's I can see. She keeps him jest as
nice an' neat as she can, an' he an' the birds has enough to
eat, if she don't herself.
<< I guess I know 'bout it. Here she is goin' without a
new caliker dress, so's to git somethin' for them birds that
can't git at the trees, 'cause there's so much ice on 'em.
"You can't tell me nothin'. When Jonas has one of his
tantrums she can git him out of it quicker'n anybody I
ever see. She ain't goin' to be talked about and spied upon
if I can help it. They tell about her bein* love-cracked.
H'm. I dunno what they call love-cracked. I know that An-
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derson fellar went off an' married another girl, when Jenny
jest as much expected to have him as could be. He
ought to ha' been strung up. But I know one thing — ^if she
did git kind of twisted out of the reg'lar road of lovin', she's
in another one, that's full of little dumbies an' starvin' chip-
pies an' lame rabbits, an' she ain't love-cracked no more'n
other folks."
Mrs. Carey, carried away by affection and indignation, al-
most spoke in poetry. Her small face glowed pink, her blue
eyes were full of fire, she waved her arms under her shawl.
The little meek old woman was a veritable enthusiast.
The two men looked at each other. The deacon's hand-
some face was as severe and grave as ever, but he waited
for the minister to speak. When the minister did speak
it was apologetically. He was a gentle old man, and the
deacon was his mouthpiece in matters of parish discipline.
If he failed him he betrayed how feeble and kindly a pipe
was his own. He told Mrs. Carey that he did not doubt
everything was as it should be ; he apologized for their
presence ; he praised Christmas Jenny. Then he and the
deacon retreated. They were thankful to leave that small,
vociferous old woman, who seemed to be pulling herself up
by her enthusiasm until she reached the air over their
heads, and became so abnormal that she was frightful. In-
deed, everything out of the broad, common track was a
horror to these men and to many of their village fellows.
Strange shadows, that their eyes could not pierce, lay upon
such, and they were suspicious. The popular sentiment
against Jenny Wrayne was originally the outcome of this
characteristic, which was a remnant of the old New Eng-
land witchcraft superstition. More than anything else,
Jenny's eccentricity, her possibly uncanny deviation from
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the ordinary ways of life, had brought this inquiry upon
her. In actual meaning, although not even in self-acknowl-
edgment, it was a witch-hunt that went up the mountain road
that December afternoon.
They hardly spoke on the way. Once the minister
turned to the deacon. ** I rather think there's no occasion
for interference," he said, hesitatingly.
" I guess there ain't any need of it," answered the deacon.
The deacon spoke again when they had nearly reached
his own house. ** I guess I'll send her up a little somethin'
Christmas," said he. Deacon Little was a rich man.
" Maybe it would be a good idea," returned the minister.
" I'll see what I can do."
Christmas was one week from that day. On Christmas
morning old Jonas Carey and his wife, dressed in their
best clothes, started up the mountain road to Jenny
Wrayne's. Old Jonas wore his great-coat, and had his
wife's cashmere scarf wound twice around his neck. Mrs.
Carey wore her long shawl and her best bonnet. They
walked along quite easily. The ice was all gone now;
there had been a light fall of snow the day before, but it
was not shoe-deep. The snow was covered with the little
tracks of Jenny's friends, the birds and the field-mice and
the rabbits, in pretty zigzag lines.
Jonas Carey and his wife walked along comfortably until
they reached the cart-path, then the old man's shoestring
became loose, and he tripped over it. He stooped and
tied it laboriously; then he went on. Pretty soon he
stopped again. His wife looked back. '* What's the mat-
ter?" said she.
*' Shoestring untied," replied old Jonas, in a half inarticu-
late grunt.
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" Don't you want me to tie it, Jonas ?"
Jonas said nothing more ; he tied viciously.
They were in sight of Jenny's house when he stopped
again, and sat down on the stone wall beside the path.
" Oh, Jonas, what is the matter ?"
Jonas made no reply. His wife went up to him, and saw
that the shoestring was loose again. " Oh, Jonas, do let
me tie it ; Pd just as soon as not. Sha'n't I, Jonas?"
Jonas sat there in the midst of the snowy blackberry
vines, and looked straight ahead with a stony stare.
His wife began to cry. " Oh, Jonas," she pleaded, " don't
you have a tantrum to-day. Sha'n't I tie it ? I'll tie it real
strong. Oh, Jonas I"
The old woman fluttered around the old man in his great-
coat on the wall, like a distressed bird around her mate.
Jenny Wrayne opened her door and looked out ; then she
came down the path. *' What's the matter ?" she asked.
"Oh, Jenny, I dunno what to do. He's got another —
tantrum !"
" Has he fell down ?"
" No ; that ain't it. His shoestring's come untied three
times, an' he don't like it, an' he's sot down on the wall. I
dunno but he'll set there all day. Oh, dear me suz, when
we'd got most to your house, an' 1 was jest thinkin' we'd
come 'long real comfort'ble ! I want to tie it for him, but
he won't let me, an' I don't darse to when he sets there
like that Oh, Jonas, jest let me tie it, won't you ? I'll tie
it real nice an' strong, so it won't undo again."
Jenny caught hold of her arm. "Come right into the
house," said she, in a hearty voice. She quite turned her
back upon the figure on the wall.
" Oh, Jenny, I can't go in an' leave him a-settin' there.
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I shouldn't wonder if he sot there all day. You don't
know nothin* about it. Sometimes i have to stan' an'
argue with him for hours afore he'll stir."
" Come right in. The turkey's most done, an' we'll set
right down as soon as 'tis. It's 'bout the fattest turkey I
ever see. I dun no where Deacon Little could ha' got it.
The plum-puddin's all done, an' the vegetables is 'most
ready to take up. Come right in, an' we'll have dinner in
less than half an hour."
After the two women had entered the house the figure
on the wall cast an uneasy glance at it without turning
his head. He sniffed a little.
It was quite true that he could smell the roasting turkey,
and the turnip and onions, out there.
In the house, Mrs. Carey laid aside her bonnet and
shawl, and put them on the bed in Jenny's little bedroom.
A Christmas present, a new calico dress, which Jenny had
received the night before, lay on the bed also. Jenny showed
it with pride. "It's that chocolate color I've always liked,"
said she. " I don't see what put it into their heads."
" It's real handsome," said Mrs. Carey. She had not
told Jenny about her visitors ; but she was not used to
keeping a secret, and her possession of one gave a curious
expression to her face. However, Jenny did not notice it
She hurried about preparing dinner. The stove was cov-
ered with steaming pots; the turkey in the oven could
be heard sizzling. The little deaf-and-dumb boy sat in
his chimney - comer, and took long sniffs. He watched
Jenny, and regarded the stove in a rapture, or he exam-
ined some treasures that he held in his lap. There were
picture-books and cards, and boxes of candy, and oranges.
He held them all tightly gathered into his pinafore. Th«
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little caged wild things twittered sweetly and pecked at
their food. Jenny laid the table with the best table-
cloth and her mother's flowered china. The mountain
\^ farmers, of whom Jenny sprang, had had their little de-
cencies and comforts, and there were china and a linen
table-cloth for a Christmas dinner, poor as the house was.
Mrs. Carey kept peering uneasily out of the window at
her husband on the stone wall.
"If you want him to come in you'll keep away from
the window," said Jenny ; and the old woman settled into a
chair near the stove.
Very soon the door opened, and Jonas came in. Jenny
was bending over the potato kettle, and she did not look
around. '' You can put his great-coat on the bed, if you've
a mind to, Mrs. Carey," said she.
Jonas got out of his coat, and sat down with sober
dignity ; he had tied his shoestring very neatly and firmly.
After a while he looked over at the little deaf-and-dumb
boy, who was smiling at him, and he smiled back again.
The Careys stayed until evening. Jenny set her candle
in the window to light them down the cart-path. Down
in the village the minister's daughter and her betrothed
were out walking to the church, where there was a Christ-
mas-tree. It was quite dark. She clung closely to his
arm, and once in a while her pink cheek brushed his
sleeve. The stars were out, many of them, and more
were coming. One seemed suddenly to flash out on the
dark side of the mountain.
"There's Christmas Jenny's candle," said the girl. And
it was Christmas Jenny's candle, but it was also something
nore. Like all common things, it had, and was, its own
poem, and that was — a Christmas star.
A POT OF GOLD.
The moon came up over the mountain, and suddenly the
shadows of the trees grew darker and more distinct There
were four great elm-trees in the Amesbury yard. Over
across the road was a cemetery ; back of that flowed the
river ; on the opposite bank of the river arose the mountain.
The mountain was wooded to its summit There were
patches of silver on it, where some of the tree-tops waved
in the moonlight
Jonas Amesbuxy and his mother sat on the door-step ;
neither of them noticed the beautiful moonlight night much.
Once the old woman remarked that the moon made it as
bright as day, and Jonas did not even trouble himself to as-
sent
Jonas looked hardly more than a boy ; his curly head
had the blond lightness of a baby's ; his round face was
smooth and delicate. He sat on the lower door-stone, rest-
ing his elbows on his knees ; his mother, a dark, sallow
figure, sat on the upper one. She held herself rigidly, and
did not lean against the door-casing. She jnras very tired,
but her will would not let her old bones and muscles relax.
Jane Amesbury never ^* lopped," as she termed it She was,
in her way, a student of human nature and a philosopher.
She divided women into two classes : those who "lopped''
A POT OF GOLD, 179
and those who did not " I wa'n't never one of the kind
that lop," she used to say, with a backward lift of her head
so forcible that it seemed as if her neck muscles were made
of steel, and one listened for the click, '' an' I ain't never
thought much of them women that do lop."
One looking at her easily realized the truth of the state-
ment. Old as she was now, it was quite evident that Jane
Amesbury had no more leaning necessity than a hardy
tree over on the mountain. She required for her growth
and support only a rude, stanch soil and a sky.
Her son Jonas seemed different ; still, he had something
of his mother's character. It was evident in a certain dig-
nity and self-restraint with which he bore himself to-night
He was very unhappy. His mother was looking down
upon him with tenderness and a kind of indignation. They
had been silent for quite a while ; when the moon arose it
seemed a signal to them. It was with Jonas as if the
shadows in his own soul deepened out, and it seemed as if
his mother also saw them, for she began at once : " There
ain't no use talkin' 'bout it," said she ; " there ain't no
sense in a fellar's settin' right down an' givin' up, 'cause he
can't git one particular girl. Marryin' ain't everything there
b in the world nohow, if folks do act as if 'twas. Folks
act like poor fools sometimes. I guess I know."
The old woman gave her head a shake of rage and wis-
dom. Jonas said nothing. His face, in the moonlight, looked
as fair and pretty as a girl's.
Presently his mother began again ; she seemed to have
a subtle ear for her son's thoughts, and to answer them like
spoken arguments.
" I know she's a good-lookin' girl 'nough," said she, " an'
she's smart 'nough. I dun know as there fir anybody 'round
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here that quite comes up to her ; but that don't make no
difference. Looks ain't everything, an' smartness ain't
everything. There's plenty of girls that's good 'nough, if
they can't tear the airth up or set the river on fire. These
dretful smart, handsome folks are just the ones that flax out
sometimes. They ain't nothin' more'n Fourth of July fire-
works ; there's more sputter an' fizzle than anything else
when you come to find out. I don't think I should give up
eatin' an' sleepin', an' go round lookin' as if I'd lost my last
friend, on account of one girl, when there's plenty more that
would have me. There's Emma Jane Monk — "
Then the young man aroused himself. " I guess," said he,
''when you see me going with Emma Jane Monk you'll
know it."
'' Well, you can turn up your nose at Emma Jane Monk
all you want to ; she's as good as Rose Tenney any day."
" Mother !"
"What is it?"
" You can talk all you want to, but it ain't going to do
any good. I suppose I ain't showing much spunk about it,
and I know it ain't any worse for me than for other folks,
and I ain't the first one that couldn't get the one he wanted.
But I can't bear it, and I ain't going to ; that's all there is
about it"
" What you goin' to do ?" asked his mother, in a stern voice
that had in it a frightened inflection.
" I don't know any more than a tree in the wind. I
ain't doing anything ; I'm being done with."
" Jonas Amesbury, you make me mad talkin' such stuff
I don't see where you got such notions ; for my part I know
you didn't git 'em from me. Rose Tenney — h'm 1 S'pose
she does curl her hair over her forehead, an' wear her dresses
A POT OF GOLD. i8i
all girt in round her waist, an' act so dreadful soft an* sweet 1
her folks ain't much, an' everybody knows it; everybody
knows what old Joe Tenney is — stole all that land that be-
longed to his brother ; everybody knowed he did it, if they
couldn't prove it. I don't think Rose Tenney's got so very
much to brag of nohow."
*' I'd like to know what good you think it does talking
that way, mother?"
" Oh, I don't s'pose it does any good. I s'pose if all Rose
Tenney's relations were strung up on the gallows in a row,
you'd want her just the same."
" Yes, I would," said Jonas, in a fervent tone, tossing back
his head like his mother, with a defiant air. He could fancy
himself wedding Rose under the shadow of her swinging
relatives, and see nothing ridiculous ; he was in such an in-
tense mood that humor was entirely barred out
'* Yes, I s'pose you would ; it would be just like you," re-
turned his mother, sarcastically. Then she arose. *' Well,
I'm goin' in to set the bread a-risin'," said she. " I s'pose
the bread might jest as well be riz, if you can't git Rose
Tenney."
Jonas did not reply; he got up and went strolling off
across the yard. His mother entered the house — the door
opened directly into the kitchen. It was dark except for the
moonlight. Jane spoke as she stepped over the threshold.
" You there ?" said she.
" Yes."
"Where be yer?"
" Over here by the winder."
** Oh, yes, I see yer."
Jane stepped over to the window, where another womaa
was sitting, and peered out into the yard.
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*' He's gone out of the yard/' said the sitting woman.
" You don't s'pose he's goin' down there, do ye ?"
" No ; he headed up the other way. I see him."
Jane then sat down in a chair near the other woman,
who was her unmarried sister. Her name was Elvira Slaw-
son. Elvira was ten years younger than her sister ; her
blond hair was scarcely gray ; she wore it in twisted loops
over her ears ; she was tall and thin, and her clothes were
so loose that all her outlines seemed wavering ; one shoul-
der was a little higher than the other ; she had a slow, high-
pitched voice.
Jane looked at her ; she was in the shadow herself. " I
s'pose you heard me talkin' to him, didn't ye ?" she re-
marked.
'* I heard a little on't ; I couldn't help it. I was settin'
right here."
" Well, I dun know what he's goin' to do. I think it's a
pretty piece of work, for my part."
" You don't s'pose he'll do anything desprit, do ye ?"
" Desprit ? — no. If he does, I'll shake him. Desprit ! I
ain't got no patience with sech kind of work. Ready to
pull the house down, 'bout a girl. I s'pose it's what they
call — Idve/ H'm ! it's 'nough to make anybody sickl
Love !" Jane's voice as she said " love " had a contempt-
uous drawl.
Elvira, with her head gently inclined to one side, looked
doubtfully at her sister. Being supposed to have no ac-
quaintance with love, she had more respect for him. "Well,
I s'pose men do pretty desprit things sometimes on account
of love," she said, in a shamefaced way. She was exceed-
ingly timid about alluding to such matters before her sister.
"Desprit things 1 Well, I s'pose some that's poor fools
A POT OF GOLD. 183
do, an' I guess it's good riddance to 'em. Folks that can't
see nofhin' in this world but the one sugar-plum they ain't
able to git had better git out of it. LoveP*
Jane arose ; she went to the shelf and struck a match.
" Goin' to mix up bread ?" asked her sister.
"Yes, I s'pose so. I thought I'd have some riz biscuit
in the mornin', Jonas thinks so much of 'em ; but I don't
s'pose he'll tech 'em even if I make 'em. He ain't eat
enough to-day to feed a fly."
The light flared out ; Jane bent her brows over it to see
if it were trimmed squarely. Then she went into the pantry
for her mixing-bowl and flour. There was now and then a
click as her heels struck the floor ; the floor was worn into
little hillocks, and the nails frequently protruded ; one could
see here and there one sparkle in the lamp-light. This was
an old house ; the underpinning sagged in places, and the
rooms were full of crooked lines ; not a door or window was
straight.
Elvira watched her sister mix the bread. Jane did not
lose a grain of flour in the process ; her knotty fingers were
deft and delicate from faithful practice. She left the mix-
ing-bowl polished quite clean when she finally deposited
the dough in the pans. There was little treasure in the
Amesbury house, but none would be left clinging to the
sides of it. Jane had made an appendix to the decalogue
to suit her own exigencies ; one of the new sins was waste-
fulness. She did all the housework ; she privately be-
lieved Elvira to be nothing of a housekeeper. Elvira
knitted a great deal of lace edging, and she sold yards
of it to people in the village. She also furnished a store
with some. She had quite a local reputation for her knitted
lace, and was looked upon somewhat in the line of an
l84 ^ POT OF GOLD,
artist It was even rumored that she devised new patterns
out of her own head. Her sister gave her her boards
and all the money she spent was the proceeds of her lace^
making. She knitted incessantly, and always had her lace
with her in a little bag. Pretty soon she drew her chair up
to the table where her sister was making the bread, and
drew out her knitting.
'' You ain't goin' to knittin' to-night ?'' remarked Jane, dis-
approvingly.
" I'm jest goin' to make one scallop."
This lace was considered Elvira's masterpiece, being very
broad and intricate. She bent over it, and knitted with a
frowning forehead. The light was not very good. She wore
spectacles.
" You countin' ?" said Jane presently.
" No."
" I'd like to know the hull truth of it 'bout Rose Tenney."
Elvira kept her eyes on her lace. '' Do you s'pose she
wouldn't have him ?" she queried, timidly.
** I dun know ; but I do know one thing : it wa'n't her
fault if she wouldn't. I know a thing or two. I've had my
eyes open. If that girl don't think 'nough of Jonas I'll miss
my guess. I've seen her when he was round. A girl don't ^
light up like a rainbow when she sees a fellar comin' if
there ain't somethin' in the wind. She thinks 'nough of him.
Old Joe Tenney's at the bottom of it. He don't think
there's quite 'nough money here. I know him. Since he's
got a little money himself, everybody else that ain't got it
ain't any more than the dirt under his feet. Joe Tenney
always thought more of money than anything else in the
world. Cheated his own brother for the sake of k. I
shouldn't think he'd want to say much."
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Elvira still kept her eyes upon her lace; a red flush
mounted on her soft, flabby cheeks. '' There didn't nobody
really know he cheated him," said she.
" Yes, they did know, too, well's they wanted to. Where
did the deeds for that land go to, I'd like to know ? They
couldn't prove nothin', 'cause they wa'n't registered, but
there wa'n't no doubt 'bout it."
*' I s'pose he thought that land belonged to him anyhow.
You know they said he'd lent Henry consider'ble money.
I guess some thought Henry'd agreed to give him them
deeds, an' then backed out."
" Elvira Slawson, if you want to stan' up for old Joe
Tenney, you can. I should think you was 'bout old 'nough
to be ofi" the notion of that by this time.'
" I — dun know what you mean, Jane.'
" I know what I mean. Well, I s'pose it's — /<7W."
Elvira said no more. She kept her meek sufiiised face
close to her lace. It was quite true that years ago there
had been a love affair between herself and Joseph Tenney,
and it had come to naught. Her sister had never done
twitting her with it : all the prickles in her nature seemed
turned against sentiment, perhaps because of its fancied
softness, which made her indignant. She had nursed
Elvira faithfully through the severe illness which her disap-
pointment had brought upon her, and then had tried a
system of mental cauterization to cure the wound. Any
symptoms that led her to believe the cure was not com-
plete caused her to apply the iron anew. Now she kept
glancing sharply at Elvira over her lace ; her lips were
compressed, her nose was elevated sarcastically. But soon
her anxiety over her son drew her thoughts away from her
Bister.
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^ I don't see where he is,'* she said, standing in the dooi;
after the bread was set away.
" Mebbe he's gone up to Jake Manson's."
'' I don't think he has, this time of night Oh, there he
is!"
Neither of the women said anything to Jonas when he
entered the kitchen, but they watched him furtively. He
went across the room to the mantel-shelf and lighted a
candle. " Coin' to bed ?" asked his mother then.
Jonas gave an affirmative grunt. He looked as' if he
had been walking fast, his face was flushed, and his fair hair
lay damp and flat on the temples.
Pretty soon the women heard his steps on the stairs.
" It's the greatest work I ever see," said Jane. She went
about and slammed to the doors and locked them ; Elvira
put up her lace-work. Then they went to bed in the little
bedroom that opened out of the kitchen — they slept to-
gether.
A little after midnight Elvira awoke her sister — "Jane,
Jane, wake up !" she whispered, fearfully. The dark seemed
to loom over her and make her voice echo like a mountain.
Jane did not awaken very easily, she had to speak again
and shake her a little. When Jane Anally aroused it was
with a jerk. She sat straight up in bed. "What's the
matter ?" asked she, in a loud, determined voice.
" Oh, Jane, lay down again ; don't be scart. Tve jest had
the queerest dream."
" Elvira Slawson, you don't mean to say you made all
this row an' waked me up out of a sound sleep for a
dream !"
"You jest wait till you hear it You lay down an' 111
tell you what 'twas."
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^I don't want to hear it, an' I ain't goin' to. I ain't
goin' to listen to any such tomfoolery — wakin' me up out
of a sound sleep ! I thought the house was afire, or some-
body was gittin' in."
" I won't take but jest a minute, Jane."
" I ain't goin' to hear it, an' that's all there is about it."
Jane lay down with a thud that made the feather-bed arise
in billows.
Elvira begged hard, but she would not let her tell the
dream. " If you don't stop carryin' on so I'll go in the
spare bedroom an' leave you alone," said she; ''I ain't
goin* to be broke of my rest this way."
That threat silenced Elvira. All her life she had been
afraid of the dark if she were alone in it.
With daylight she began again, but Jane was obdurate.
She would not hear the dream at all. She did not believe
in dreams. She had always had a contempt for them, and
she held the opinion that repeating them caused one to
dream more.
So Elvira carried about her dream all day, like a poet his
unsung song. She would have told it to Jonas, but he was
away all day haying in a distant field. The Amesburys
owned this small farm, but their own haying was so meagre
that it was done long ago. Now Jonas was hiring out to
one of the neighbors. It was a relief to his mother to have
him away all day ; his miserable face stirred her to keenest
agony and wrath. She was utterly distressed and despair-
ing over his misery, and furious with him that he yielded
to it.
" I don't see as he looked a mite different when he came
home to supper," she told Elvira that night, " and he hadn't
eat lialf what I give him for dinner."
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"I wish you'd let me tell you that dream,^' returned
Elvira, eagerly and mysteriously.
''Elvira Slawson, if you don't quit talkin' 'bout that
dream I shall go ravin' crazy. I've got enough to stan' up
under without that."
The two women were preparing for bed again, and Jane
took the hair-pins out of her knot of hair with a conclusive
air. Her hair hanging about her face gave her a fierce,
haggard look.
" Well, of course I ain't a-goin' to tell it to you if you don't
want to hear it," returned Elvira, with some trace of dignity.
" Well, I don't want to hear it, an' I hope you'll remem-
ber it."
But again Jane was awakened. This time Elvira clutched
her desperately. " Jane," she called, *' wake up, for massy
sake ! Fve dreamed it again**
Jane sat up, took hold of her sister, and laid her down
peremptorily. Elvira in her excitement had raised herself,
and was bending over her. " Now," said she, " you jest
listen. I'm a-goin' to lay down again, an' if you speak an-
other word I'm a-goin' into the spare bedroom. As for
bein' broke of my rest again to-night, I won't."
Elvira gave a little gasp, but she said nothing more.
Soon Jane began to breathe regularly. It was three o'clock
in the morning when Elvira aroused her again. This time
Elvira had a firm clutch on her arm ; her voice was quite
loud and decisive.
Jane !"
What do you mean actin' so ?" Jane asked, feebly.
She was now quite alarmed.
'* I'm a-goin' to tell you my dream. Tvc dreamed H
againy
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^ Well, do tell it, for massy sakes. I never see sech work."
^ Jane, I've dreamed three times that I found a pot of gold
in our field that joins Joe Tenney's oat field. It was under
an apple-tree. I dug under it, and I found if
" H'm !"
** It was an iron pot with a cover, like the one you boil
beans in, an' it was chock-full of gold dollars."
"That all?"
"Jane, where you dream about the same thing three
times, it comes true. IVe always heard it did."
" I s'pose you believe it."
" I dun know as I really believe, but IVe heard lots of
folks say there was somethin' in it. Don't you remember
how mother dreamed three times runnin' how father was
goin' on a journey, before he died ?"
'* Well, if you want to believe sech stuff you can. I wish
you'd stop talkin'. I've been broke of my rest 'bout all I
want to be. I dun know but I'll go into the spare bedroom
anyhow. I s'pose jest as I git fairly to sleep again you'll
dream it over again an' grab me."
"Jane, don't you think it means somethin' ?"
" It means I'm goin' into the spare bedroom, an' I ain't
goin' to lay here talkin' 'bout it."
" Don't, Jane ; I won't speak another word."
"You mind you don't, then."
Elvira kept her word. She said no more that night, nor did
she the next morning. She never alluded to the dream. She
assisted about the dish-washing after breakfast ; then she sat
down with her lace. After a while Jane went out to feed the
hens. When she returned she caught a glimpse of Elvira
stealing around the comer of the house. " Where you goin' ?^
she called.
i^o ^ ^OT OF GOLD.
" I ain't goin' far," answered Elvira, in a trembling voice.
Jane strode after her, the hens' dough-dish in her hand.
Elvira hustled along, but she soon caught up with her, and
saw that she was carrying the shovel.
" Where are you going with that shovel ?^' asked Jane.
Suddenly Elvira faced her ; she held the shovel like a
staff: " Ftn—agoin' to dig:'
*^ Elvira Slawson, I never thought you was quite sech a
perfect fool."
" I don't care what you say, Jane, I'm goin' to be sure
that pot of gold ain't there."
^^ Well, you ain't goin' to dull up that new shovel diggin',
nohow."
'' I jest as soon take the old one."
Elvira went back and got the old shovel. Her sis-
ter sneered and argued all the way, but she paid no
heed. There was on her mild face a kind of rapt ex-
pression, like a higher determination. She had gotten
her revelation, however petty by comparison, Joan of Arc
fashion, and was not to be turned back by banners and
spears. Her mission was not to fight, but to dig, and she
would dig.
She went forth with her shovel, and left Jane still talk-
ing. She did not return until noon ; then her face was all
flushed with the heat ; she tried not to pant There was a
cup of tea and some bread and butter for dinner ; they did
not have a regular dinner when Jonas was not at home, and
Jonas was still haying for the neighbor.
After dinner Elvira put on her sun-bonnet again.
'* Then you ain't found the pot of gold yet ?" remarked
her sister, in a sweet, stinging voice. She had not spoken
before except concerning food at the table.
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•* No," said Elvira, " I ain't found it yet"
" I should think you'd want to finish that lace you was
workin' on some time. I should think you'd lose more
money than you'll find in the wonderful pot."
" I can finish the lace to-morrow," replied Elvira, going
out the door. She had left her shovel in the field. The
afternoon passed, and she did not return. Jane got sup-
per ready, and she had not come. Jane did not expect
Jonas until late, and there was no one but herself at home
for supper. She kept going to the road and looking.
Finally she put on her sun-bonnet, and went down the
road. It was not far to the field of Elvira's dream. On
the farther side a stone wall divided it from Joseph Ten-
ney's land \ in the distance she could see the Tenney house
— white-painted and piazzaed, a village mansion. The bars
at the entrance of the field were let down ; she passed
through. There were five old apple-trees in the field.
Around four of them were heaps of loose earth where El-
vira had been digging. The fifth tree stood close to the
wall that marked the Tenney land ; its branches reached
over it. Under this tree crouched Elvira, examining some-
thing. Her shovel lay beside her on the ground. Jane
approached stealthily. Just as she reached the tree she
heard a quick rustle on the other side of the wall ; she
looked, and saw Joseph Tenney's face through branches
of pink dog-bane and over masses of poison-ivy. It was a
handsome old face, clean-shaven and blue-eyed, but it was
deathly pale. Elvira saw him too. She and Jane looked
at him, and he looked at them ; then he turned about
and went homeward across the wet field, with a step like a
slow march. If it was a retreat, it was a dignified one.
The minute Joseph Tenney went away, Elvira sprang up
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A POT OF GOLD,
and grasped the shovel. Jane peered around her. " What
you got there ?^' she asked. Then she repeated the question
in an excited tone : " Why, what is it ? what have you
found?*' She had seen a small iron-bound chest, with
loam clinging to it ; it was open, and overflowing with un-
folded papers. She stepped forward, but Elvira was be-
fore her in the path. She held the shovel uplifted. '^ Dofii
you go near it r^
" Course I'm goin' near it. I'd like to know what you
mean ; I guess I*ve got jest as good a right to know what
'tis as you have. I should laugh."
" If you come one step nearer Vll kill you /" Elvira's eyes
were gleaming ; there seemed to be sharp lights like steel
in them ; her face was white and resolute.
Jane started back : she was frightened. " Well, you can
keep your old box if you want to," said she. Then she
went off across the field. Her sun-bonnet was tilted until it
looked of itself aggressive and rampant ; she never turned
around.
She had not been home long when Elvira returned, lean-
ing upon the shovel. She could scarcely walk, she was so
exhausted. When she sat down at the supper-table she
turned faint ; she laid her head down on the table with a
low groan. Jane sprang and brought some water. "It's
the greatest piece of work I ever did see," she said, bathing
her sister's forehead.
Elvira began to weep. " Oh, Jane, I didn't mean to say
such a dreadful thing to you I" she sobbed, weakly. " But I
couldn't show it to you, nohow; I couldn't."
" We won't say nothin' more 'bout it," said Jane, shortly.
''You'll be sick next. I don't care nothin' 'bout the old
box."
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•
After Elvira had had her tea, Jane made her go to bed.
She said nothing about the matter to Jonas when he re-
turned. She thought he seemed more depressed than ever.
The next day, in the afternoon, Jane went down to the
store for a little shopping. She had a plan to buy some
gray flannel and make a nice shirt for Jonas to do haying
in. She thought that might perhaps please him and cheer
him a little. She was gone an hour. When she returned
she found Elvira sitting on the door-step knitting her lace.
There was a grape-vine around the door, and some of the
light green sprays hung down over Elvira's head. Her
face, bent over her lace-work, looked fair and peaceful.
Her old muslin dress fell around her in soft folds. She
was sixty years old, but she looked maidenly. When Jane
stood before her she smiled up at her. Jane sank down on
the door-step. " It's a dreadful hot day,'' she sighed. She
eyed Elvira sharply. She felt irascible, and as if she must
let go her tongue. Her face was glossy with perspiration,
her hands were black from her cotton gloves. She sus-
pected that the flannel was a poor bargain. She eyed
Elvira a minute, then she spoke. " There wa'n't no need
of your bein' so mighty private 'bout that box. I knowed
well 'nough what 'twas all the time."
Elvira dropped the lace and looked at her.
" Mebbe you don't b'lieve it. Well, I'll tell you what
'twas: it was them deeds,*^
Elvira was trembling violently. '*Well, there ain't no
harm in it if it was."
'^ Mebbe there ain't ; but that's what was in that box —
them deedsP
'' His brother's dead now, an' they're his anyway. You
can't do nothin'."
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^94 A POT OF GOLD.
^ Oh, I ain't goin' to do nothin'. I wouldn't stir a step
to tell it to a livin' soul. You needn't worry 'bout that
I ain't afeared but he'll git punishment 'nough some way.
I sha'n't do nothin' to bring it on him."
Elvira looked fixedly at her sister ; her soft, drawliag
voice became quite firm. ''Jane, he didn't dp nothin'
wrong 'bout that. He's told me all 'bout it"
" Told you 'bout it ? When ?"
" Just now — this afternoon."
" Has Joe Tenney been here ?"
"Yes."
"Come over 'cause he was scart, I s'pose."
"No, he didn't. He was goin' by, and I called him in.
I wanted to tell him where I put it." ^
"Where did you put it?"
" Under the stone wall, on his side. He told me all
'bout it j jest how it was."
" I'd like to know how he 'counted for hidin' the deeds."
"I can't tell you; I said I wouldn't; but he wa'n't one
mite to blame."
" Well, mebbe you believe it."
" Course I believe it."
Jane surveyed her blackened hands. Her right knee
ached ; she was rheumatic. " P'rhaps he'll have you yet,
if you stick up for him so," said she.
£lvira quivered and shrank; her eyes suddenly looked
red and weak. "Jane, you know I'm past all that. There
ain't no call for you to say sech things as that. Sech a
thing ain't never entered into his head. He's been married
to a real nice woman, an' he ain't thought of me once a
year. 'Twa'n't ever much to him anyway ; he wa'n't noth-
in' but a boy. He don't want me, an' I wouldn't have
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him if he did. I ain't no fit person for him. He can git
somebody that's younger an' smarter if he wants anybody.
I ain't nothin' to be married, an' I know it well 'nough."
'* You can talk that way all you want to ; you'd have
him fast enough if you had the chance."
Elvira looked quite solemnly at her sister. ''Look
a-here, Jane," said she, *' mebbe you dun know jest what I
mean ; but it seems to me as if bein' sure that anybody was
all right an' honest was the completest kind of bein' mar-
ried that anybody could have.*'
Jane stared at her for a moment ; then she looked away ;
she did not say any more.
Elvira knitted for a few minutes ; then she looked up.
'' I ruther guess," said she, " that it will come out all right
Hbout Jonas an' Rose."
" What do you mean ?"
"We talked it over some. I guess he thought Jonas
hadn't got much, an' there wa'n't much sense in it, in the
-^ first place, an' he told Rose she's got to give him up ; but
I shouldn't wonder if he was kinder thinkin' better of
it."
"S'pose he's afraid we'll tell if he don't."
" No, that ain't it. If you knew what I know you wouldn't
say so."
" Well, I dun know what you know, but you've got more
faith in him than I have."
Elvira's face was lifted ; she looked past her sister with
an expression as if she were looking at a shrine. " I know
Joe Tenney is a good man," said she.
The next day Jonas was at home working in the garden.
In the afternoon a neighbor drove into the yard and called
to him. He had brought a letter to him from the post-office*
196 A POT OF GOLD.
Jane was peeping curiously from the window. ''What ia
it?" she called out, after the neighbor had driven away.
Jonas stood out in the yard staring at the letter. '* Oh,
nothing much," he answered. But smiles were playing all
over his face. He went back to the garden, and whistled
M he worked.
After tea he went up-stairs, and was gone quite a while.
** I believe he's goin' somewhere/' Jane said to Elvira. '* He
washed him real particular, an* he's shaved him. I don't
believe but he's goin' down there."
When Jonas came down-stairs he had on his best suit \
his curly hair was damp and trained in careful locks over
his smooth young forehead ; his cheeks were fresh and rosy ;
he held his neck stiffly in his clean collar and white necktie.
He stood in the kitchen and brushed his hat carefully.
His mother and aunt were in the sitting-room, and he
stepped softly, hoping they would not come out ; but his
mother looked out into the kitchen. " Where you goin' ?"
she inquired.
Jonas blushed beautifully like a girl. Then he laughed.
'' Oh, I ain't goin' far," he replied, putting on his hat and
passing out under the grape-vine.
Jane and Elvira sat up until he returned, although it was
quite late. They heard his step out in the yard, and were
alert when he came in. He was radiant. He stood in the
door looking at them and smiling '' Well," said his mother.
" I guess it's all right," said Jonas. '' I shouldn't wonder
if one of these days you had a daughter." His face was
all pink and glowing, his yellow hair was dry, and the
fiu£^ curls stood out around his forehead and caught the
light. Elvira began to cry. His mother laughed and
frowned together.
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^Well, I hope you'll behave yourself an* eat somethin'
now," said she.
After he had gone up-stairs she went out into the kitchen
to mix bread. '* I guess 1*11 have some riz biscuit for break-
Cast," she said to Elvira. " He didn't eat none of them
others, but I s'pose he'll eat these fast 'nough. It beats me,
but I s'pose it's — love^ She tried to say " love " as if it
were a clod of mud, but in spite of herself she saia it as if it
were a jewei
IHE SCENT OF THE ROSE&
Clarissa May's kitchen table was heaped with rose
leaves. She was filling a large brown far with layers of
rose leaves and salt. She sprinkled in various spices too,
then sniffed at the mixture daintily.
'' Needs a little more cinnamon," she murmured.
'' I wish you'd let the cinnamon alone," said a quick,
sweet voice — *' the cinnamon, and the rose leaves, and the
salt, and the whole of it I'd like to fling it into the fire."
"Don't talk so, Anne."
Anne stood in the door. She had just come down from
her chamber. She was all ready to go to the picnic. She
wore a broad-brimmed white straw hat, trimmed with fine
pink flowers. Her ruffled, pink-flowered muslin gown flut-
tered crisply. She had pinned some pink rose-buds at her
throat
Anne and Clarissa were wonderfully alike, but the com-
parison would have been less derogatory for Clarissa had
they been different The resemblance brought the regret
and humiliation of loss to her. Anne showed what Clarissa
had been. She was the rose of this spring, her sister was
one of last If both of them had not been roses, the last
year's flower would not have seemed so forlorn.
Clarissa's dull blond hau: was brushed smoothly around
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her ears ; Anne's was crinkled, and there were gold lights
in it. Clarissa's skin was tintless and faintly lined; her sis-
ter's was warm and rosy and smooth. Clarissa's lips were
thin ; Anne's, full and red. One's figure showed angles ; the
other^s, curves.
Clarissa, replying with her mild, deprecating voice, gazed
admiringly at her sister. ^' You look real nice," she added.
'^Sometimes I don't care whether I look nice or not
You do make me so out of patience I"
" Why, Anne, how you talk !"
'' I don't care — ^you do. The idea of you shutting your-
self up here, packing a mess of rose leaves into a jar!
There isn't any sense in it."
" You know I'd rather stay at home."
''I don't care if you had. It's real nice for me going
alone !"
" Ellen Pierson's going, isn't she ?"
" I don't care if she is. Sometimes anybody 'd like their
own sister."
" I feel as if I was so much older,'*
'' Older ! You're not any older than dozens of girls that
go all the time. You're not any older than Addie Leach
or Abby Dutton ; and I guess they'd be mad enough if any-
body was to tell them they were too old to go."
'' There's a lock of hair loose. Come round here and let
me fix it."
'' I don't care if it is," said Anne. But she stepped over
to her sister, nevertheless, and Clarissa tucked up the golden
lock carefully.
** P'rhaps I'll go next time," said she, appeasingly. ''All
iSy I don't feel much like it, you know. People don't, I su];>-
pose, as they grow older."
aoo THE SCENT OF THE ROSES.
" If they get up a party to go on West Mountain next weekp
will you go ?"
'* I'll see about it."
'' I'll crimp your hair, and we'll fix over your blue dress.**
" You'll be late, if you don't run along."
" Do I look all right ?"
" Yes. I guess your hair'll stay up now."
After Anne had danced out with a crisp swish of muslin
skirts, Clarissa went on with her work. She gathered up the
soft rose leaves with her little thin veiny hands, and laid
them in the jar with the greatest care.
She was soon interrupted again, however. '* Oh, here
you are !" said another voice. There was a contemptuous
inflection in it. A tall, pale woman stood in the door. She
held out a package of letters and a little white box stiffly
in one hand.
" Oh, is it you. Aunt Joanna ?"
" Yes, it's me. Why ain't you gone to the picnic ?"
" I didn't feel like it."
"Didn't feel like it I I s'pose you felt more like putter*
in' over rose leaves. jClarissa May, I b'lieve you're jest
about a fool."
'* I don't know what you mean." Clarissa glanced at the
letters, and her hands trembled.
" Yes, you do know what I mean. I came in the front
way, an' went up-stairs. I wanted a piece of brown cam-
bric to line my sleeves, an' I thought I'd see if you hadn't
got any. An' I found these things in your bottom bureau
drawer, tucked away in the corner out of sight. I'd like to
know why you've kept these old letters of Oilman Lane's so
dreadful choice for all this time. They were wrote much as
ten year ago, some of 'em."
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'' Aunt Joanna, give me those letters, please."
Clarissa trembled so she could scarcely speak. She felt
as if all the light in the world was shining on her heart and
showing it forth pitilessly, dispelling all its innocent shadows,
which had seemed like guilty ones to her.
'' I never see such a mess of nonsense in my life : all
' darling ' an' *• dear.' It's enough to make anybody sick."
" Aunt Joanna, you haven't read them ?"
'' I guess I have read 'em, every line. I rather think I
had a right to, as long as you're my sister's daughter. I
s'pose he give you this breast-pin too, eh ?"
" Aunt Joanna !"
" You needn't look so toppin'. When you've been doio'
the way you have late years, never stirrin' out of the house
except to meetin', an' actin' as if you'd give up the world,
it's about time you was looked out after. Now I jest want
to know if Oilman Lane give you the mitten, an' if that's what
ails you ?"
" Aunt Joanna, if you'll give me those letters — ^"
" If he has, he's a mean scamp, an' you're an awful fool,
that's all I've got to say. Before I'd spend my whole life
frettin' over one feller !"
" Aunt Joanna, you haven't any right to come here talking
to me so."
" I guess I've got as good a right as anybody. I guess
you won't find anybody that thinks much more of you, or is
more interested in you, than me. Clarissa May, what I
want to know is this — was you engaged to Gilman Lane ?"
" No," said Clarissa, shortly. Then she turned her face
obstinately away, and went to work on her rose leaves again,
and would not speak another word. Her aunt questioned
and reproved a while longer \ then finding that she could
202 THE SCENT OF THE ROSES,
get no further response, threw the letters and box down on
the table, and left.
" If I had such soft letters lying around I'd bum 'em. I
wouldn't leave 'em where folks could get 'em/' said she.
She turned around as she went out of the door. '^ I took
that piece of brown cambric you had in your blue box, but
I don' know as it's enough."
Clarissa had been intending to use the cambric herself
but she said not a word. After her aunt had gone she car-
ried the letters up-stairs, and put them in their old place ;
then returned to her work.
She filled the jar quite full, then tidied up her kitchen.
When the noon bells were ringing, her Aunt Joanna ap-
peared again. She had a covered plate in her hand. She
had brought over some warm dinner. Clarissa thanked her,
and took it. Neither of the women alluded to the letters.
But the niece looked after her aunt as she went out of the
yard, and if she could have smitten her with a total loss of
memory, she would have done it in her shame and distress.
Clarissa May knew every line of those old letters by
heart. She knew whereabouts the lines stood on the pages,
and the words in the lines. The few fond adjectives shone
out like jewels among them. Now she thought them all
over, she recounted one after another, and she said to her-
self, '' Aunt Joanna has seen this, and this."
She set away the dinner untasted, put on her afternoon
dress, and sat down with her sewing at the sitting-room
window.
Anne found her there when she returned from the picnic.
Anne had lost a little of her crisp daintiness of the morn-
ing. Her yellow hair was tumbled, her cheeks were hot, and
her muslin dress was crumpled.
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She sat down in the first chair with a sigh. *' Oh," said she,
''I'm glad toget in where it's cool ! It's terrible out in the sun."
She looked around the room and at her sister approv-
ingly. There were a certain patience and tranquillity about
Clarissa, as she sat there sewing, which were cool and re-
freshing of themselves.
" You look real cool and comfortable," said Anne.
Clarissa had on an old-fashioned cotton gown of a mixed
green- and' white pattern, which suited her soft faded face.
This cool old summer-gown had served her mother before
her. The daughter wore it with very little alteration in the
straight full skirt and long prim body. It came out of its
winter seclusion every June and seemed as if it would
never be worn out. Clarissa regarded it with gratitude
and thankfulness. She wanted Anne to have all the new
summer dresses.
The sisters had their small income of one hundred and
fifty dollars besides their house. This one hundred and
fifty, eked out with a little sewing which Clarissa did, bought
their food and clothes. Clarissa was a good manager, she
made a little go so far, and she was very careful. There
was a good deal of fine darning on the sitting-room carpet,
but it took close scrutiny to see it among those faded,
whitish-drab scrolls. The room was sweet with roses^
living ones, which grew close to the open windows, and dead
ones, which lay conserved with salt and spices in Clarissa's
jars. She had converted every unused dish in the house
into a receptacle for her rose leaves. Old china teapots
stood about, and sugar bowls, and earthen jars, all exhaling
spicy sweetness. They were in every room in the house.
The amusements which life held for Clarissa seemed to be
concentrated into this one gentle, erratic one of conserving
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rose leaves. And the amusement was of such long stand-
ing that it was almost like a duty to her. It is doubtful if she
^ did not unconsciously think it wrong to let a rose leaf en-
tirely perish, with all its sweetness, while she could save it
Years ago Oilman Lane had taught her how to make her
first poi-pourri. " You ought to save all those roses," he
had said one far-off summer day. " My Aunt Celia packs
'em in a jar with salt. I'll show you how."
The two had packed a little blue ginger jar with those old
rose leaves. It stood on the shelf in the best parlor now,
with the same ones in it
Something stronger than any rose fragrance floated from
it to Clarissa every time she entered the room. It was the
fragrance of the old memory, which was better conserved
than the rose leaves, and formed the lasting element of that
first pot-pourri,
" I should think youM fill up that jar new," Anne said
often. She had no sense for that wonderful sweetness
which her elder sister got from it
Anne sat still for quite a while to-day. She did not talk
as she usually did on a return from a merrymaking. She
leaned her head back in her chair and stared at the oppo-
site wall. There was a thoughtful look in her eyes, but her
mouth was half smiling.
" Did you have a good time ?" Clarissa asked, finally.
"Real good," Anne said. Then she hesitated. Her
conscious smile grew more distinct ; the red on her cheeks
deepened. "You used to know Oilman Lane, didn't you,
Clarissa ?" she went on. " Why, what is the matter ?"
« Nothing."
" Yes there is, too ; you're awfiil white. Oh, Clarissa, don't
you feel well?"
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
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'^Just as well as I ever did. Go on. What were you
utying ? Oh, about Oilman Lane."
" He was there, you know. He's got back from Cali-
fornia, where he's been ten years. I didn't remember him.
I was nothing but a little girl when he went away, anyhow.
You used to know him, didn't you ?"
" Yes, some."
''He's real handsome. Ellen introduced him to me;
he's a sort of a cousin of hers, you know. She says he's
splendid. He's older than I am. Why, didn't he go to
school with you, Clarissa ?"
" Yes, I believe he did."
" Why, it seems to me I remember his coming here some-
times, now I think of it. Didn't he used to ?"
'* Yes, he used to run in once in a while, I guess."
'' I declare, I do remember it ; but I never would have
known him. He's splendid-looking."
Anne rose and took off her bonnet slowly. '' How soon
are you going to have tea, Clarissa ?"
" We'll have it now, if you want it"
" Well, I don't know but we'd better, and get it out of the
way." Anne stood laughing and fingering her bonnet
strings. ''To tell you the truth, I shouldn't wonder a bit
if he was up here to-night. What is the matter ? I know
you're sick, Clarissa."
" No, I ain't. I guess I'd better go and get tea right
away, then."
" It was a great joke on the other girls, you know. They
were all teasing Ellen to introduce them, but he never looked
at one of them. P'rhaps he won't come ; but I shouldn't be
a bit surprised."
Gilman Lane did come. His tall, muscular figure passed
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at dusk that night between the descendants of those old roses,
up to the front-door porch, which was overgrown with them.
Anne answered his knock. She was aglow with modest
delight. She looked up in his face with innocent admira-
tion, which he was foolish not to see. No wonder that this
man outshone the gentle village boys in her eyes ! Gilman
Lane had always been handsome. He was roughened and
browned now by his California life, but that only accentuated
his beauty to a country girl like Anne, who thought natu-
rally of men as antipodes of flowers and women.
" Good-evening, Mr. Lane," said she, primly, her cheeks
pink, her eyes shyly radiant. " Won't you walk in ?"
Clarissa, up in her room, heard the knock, the opening
door in response, and the firm, manly tread across the entry
floor. Then she heard the murmur of voices in the best
parlor. She sat on the edge of her little bed, listening.
She was rigid ; her hands were cold as ice.
In a half-hour or so she heard Anne's step on the stairs,
and rose hurriedly. She was lighting a candle when her
sister entered.
*' Come down-stairs," Anne whispered , " he wants to see
you."
" I can't. I was just going over to Aunt Joanna's."
" Come along."
** He doesn't want to see me."
'^Yes, he does. He asked if you were at home. Ho
said he used to know you, and he would like to see you.
Come along down. If you don't, he'll think you don't want
him to come here, or something."
Clarissa, following her imperious young sister down-stairs,
went weakly, like an old woman ; but Anne, in her joyful in-
petuosity, never noticed it
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Lane rose as the two entered the parlor, and came across the
room. He stumbled over a mat in his progress, and colored.
He always managed his great frame a little clumsily.
"Well, how do you do, Clarissa?" said he. His voice
was loud and hearty, with a little hesitation in it.
" How do you do, Gilman ?" It was that freedom of old
days lapsed into formality which is the most chilling of all.
They shook hands ; then seated themselves. Clarissa
was mute. She felt herself trembling, and wondered if he
saw it. He did not ; he was thinking to himself how very
cool and stiff she was.
He tried to make some conversation. " You're changed
some, Clarissa, like all the rest of us,*' he said, laughing
awkwardly. There was a real flush on his brown face.
" I suppose I have," said Clarissa, delicate and pale and
outwardly composed. She smiled faintly in his direction.
" I guess you're a little thinner than you used to be, and
you haven't got quite so much color. You're well, aren't
you ?"
There was an odd tone in his voice then that made Anne
stare wonderingly at him.
" Very well, thank you," Clarissa said.
" It was a good deal of a joke on me, but I declare when
I first saw your sister to-day I thought it was you. She
looks just the way you used to, doesn't she ?"
" Everybody says she does."
** She does, sure enough. Why didn't you go to the pic-
nic to-day, Clarissa ?"
" I don't go out a great deal."
" She'd rather stay in the house and fill old sugar bowls
and jars with rose leaves," Anne interrupted, with laughing
pcttishness. " I've been telling him about it"
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*^ I noticed it the minute I came into the house/' said
Lane. *' I wondered what it was that smelt so sweet"
'' Good reason why/* laughed Anne ; " there are four things
full of rose leaves in here, besides that blue ginger-jar on the
shelf. They're old in that, and don't smell much. Why
don't you fill that one new, Clarissa ?"
Lane looked at it gravely. " You ought to/' said he ;
"that's a real pretty jar."
He had forgotten all about it. Whatever consciousness
his heart held of those old days did not include that. His
man's memory could not keep such small precious things.
" I thought I had about enough/' said Clarissa, trying to
speak easily. She looked over at the jar. For a moment
it seemed more valuable to her than the man who had for-
gotten it and its storied sweetness. " It's all I've got left
of anything," flashed through her mind. She wanted to
seize it and cry over it. The forgetting and slighting this
poor little jar made it harder for her to control herself.
She could scarcely keep the tears back. But no one would
have guessed it as she sat there pale and slender and prim.
She excused herself before long. She had to go over to
her aunt Joanna's, she said, and pleaded some housewifely
errand.
Joanna Emmons was a widow. She kept house with her
daughter, also a widow, and two unmarried sons.
The family were all in bed, but the doors were never
locked. Clarissa went straight in, and groped her way across
the dusky kitchen to her aunt's bedroom door.
" Aunt Joanna I" she called, softly.
" Who is it ?" said her aunt, sitting up in bed suddenly.
She had not yet fallen asleep.
** It's Clarissa. Say, Aunt Joanna — "
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209
'^ What are you over here for this time of night ? Anne
ain't sick, is she ?"
'^ No. I wanted to see you a minute. Aunt Joanna, I
wanted to tell you something, and I mean it. It's — about
— those letters. If you ever tell Anne or anybody else any-
thing about them, I'll go away somewhere where you'll never
see me again, nor any one else either."
" Clarissa May, what do you mean ?"
" What I say. You've got to promise me you won't.*'
'^ 'Tain't very likely I'm goin' all round town tellin' what
a fool my sister's daughter made of herself."
" Aunt Joanna, you've got to promise me."
'* Clarissa May, let go of my hands! You're crazy.
You scare me 'most to death 1"
" Promise."
"Well, I'll promise. I won't speak of 'em to a souL
There !"
" Then I'll go home. Don't you forget."
" Clarissa, come back here I" her aunt called after her, as
she sped across the kitchen ; but she was gone.
Anne was in the sitting-room when she reached home.
" He went right after you did," said she, smiling consciously.
" I don't think you treated him very well, Clarissa."
*' I don't see why," said Clarissa, in a timid way.
" You acted as stiff as a poker. He thought it was awful
funny that you didn't go out any more. You've got to go up
West Mountain next week, anyhow."
Poor Clarissa went. She dragged herself wearily up
those steep inclines, trying all the time to smile with the
rest of the merry party. When they reached the summit
her face was damp and pale with the heat ; her lustreless
hair clung close to her forehead. Anne was all rosy and
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glowing. Oilman Lane was at her side all day. Several
times he tried to talk with Clarissa, but she avoided him,
keeping close to some of the older young women, her mates.
"Oilman Lane is dead in love with Anne May/' she
overheard one say, with a furtive glance at her. Some of
them remembered that years ago there had been a similar
report in connection with the older sister.
" He's perfectly splendid," Anne said that night. " Why
don't you say more to him, Clarissa ? I'm afraid he'll think
you don't want him to come."
So the next time that Oilman called, Clarissa made an
effort to be cordial and talkative. She also remained in the
room a little longer.
The summer passed, the autumn, and the winter ; then the
spring came again. Oilman Lane still called nearly every
week at the May's.
People said, ** Oilman Lane is going with Anne." Still he
hardly fulfilled, in their opinions, all the conditions of court-
ship. He did not come regularly on Sunday evenings,
neither did he remain late. Clarissa always saw him during
a few minutes of every call. Anne insisted upon it.
'* He acts just as if he thought you didn't want him to
come and see me, if you don't," said she. " He said once
he guessed my sister didn't like to have him calling so
often."
Clarissa did not have a doubt as to how it would all end.
She was certain that Oilman was fond of Anne. She thought
also that her sister liked him, although she had her pretty,
smart way about it, as she did about everything else, and
laughed rather than sighed.
So Clarissa in her patient certainty overlooked it all.
There was one thing which she dreaded : that was any al-
THE SCENT OF THE ROSES. 21 1
lusioD to the past. She had a constant fear lest she should
chance to see Oilman when her sister was not there. Several
times she did not answer his knock when Anne was away.
Finally the roses were in blossom again. Clarissa's bushes
were wonderful this year. The front yard was full of them.
The vegetable garden behind the house had a broad walk
edged with them, too.
Clarissa went at her old work again. She moved among
the rose-trees, a prim, delicate figure, in her old green-and-
white gown, and cut every loose rose carefully. She was
bent, in her graceful parsimoniousness, on saving all that
she could of the sweetness of the world ; no matter how
poorly she might live herself, her delight in this would not
forsake her. She had lost love and youth and beauty, but
she still got a little comfort out of her unselfishness and her
roses. One is not entirely desolate while one can follow his
instincts.
Anne laughed at her. " She's gone to filling jars for the
neighbors this year," said Anne. " She filled one for Mrs.
Lamson yesterday." She and Oilman were in the parlor
that afternoon. Oilman laughed. Then he looked out of
the window soberly. Clarissa was in the front yard tending
her roses.
" It's real good of her," said he.
"Of course it is. Clarissa never does anything that
isn't good, but she is so funny."
The next day Oilman came over with a great bunch of
roses from his brother's garden. They were a different
variety from any of Clarissa's, and very sweet.
The two sisters were in the garden behind the house.
He hunted about until he found them. He held out the
roses awkwardly to Clarissa.
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" I thought maybe you'd b'ke 'em/' said he. '' I guess
they're different from yours."
''You haven't got any like them, have you, Clarissa?"
said Anne, eagerly. " My ! I never saw any so sweet."
Clarissa thanked him. '* I haven't got any like them,"
said she. Her voice was a little unsteady.
Presently she carried the roses into the house. Oilman
turned to Anne. '' Look here," said he, " I want to ask you
something."
Anne glanced at him. Then she turned her head so
that he could barely see the pink curve of one cheek.
She began pulling some roses busily. '* I guess I'll pick
some to put in the parlor vases," said she. '^ What is it you
wanted to ask ?"
" I want to know — I've been coming here pretty near a
whole year, and I don't seem to be a bit nearer finding out
anything than I was when I started. Now I'm going to ask
you point-blank."
'* Oh, Oilman 1" Anne murmured. She movqd a little
farther from him, then she came back. She dropped some
of her roses.
'^ I don't see as I can ask anybody but you. I can't see
her alone a minute, no matter how hard I try. Oh, Anne,
doesn't she ever tell you anything ? Don't you know if she
cares anything at all about me ?"
" Who ?"
"Why, Clarissa. Doesn't she ever tell you anything,
Anne ?"
Anne turned her face farther away. She was very white.
Her round young limbs were trembling. " Why don't you
go into the house and ask her?" she said, with sweet, shrill
incisiveness. '' I should say that was the quickest way."
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" She'll run if she sees me coining. She doesn't act as
if she wanted me to. Oh, Anne, don't you know anything
about it ?"
" No, I don*t know a thing."
" You knew we used to go together some, years ago ?"
" No, I didn't."
"We weren't engaged, but it was sort of understood, I'd
always thought It was before I went to California. Father'd
lost his money, and mother was sick, and I thought I'd got
to stir around and do something before I said much about
getting married.
'^ We wrote to each other quite a while. Then I got kind of
discouraged. I wasn't doing very well, and I didn't see as I
was ever coming home. I had to send every dollar I could
save to father, and I began to think I couldn't get married
till I was an old man, and I didn't know but it was sort of
silly to say anything about it
"I dare say my letters showed how I felt Anyhow, she
didn't write quite so often, and then I heard she'd got a
beau. That settled me. I should have been home three
years ago if I hadn't supposed she was married. I didn't
have the courage to ask. I did make up my mind to write
and ask mother, though, finally. I thought I could bear it;
and might as well know.
"When I found out she wasn't, I came straight here.
But she acted so cold and offish the first time I saw her
that I thought sure she'd got over thinking anything of me.
But once in a while she'd seem a little different, and I
couldn't tell. Anne, didn't you ever hear her say anything
about me ? Sometimes I think I'm a fool to expect she'd
remember anything so long ago. I wish I could see her just
a minute. I'd like to tell her why I stopped writing, any-
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how, though I never supposed she cared much. Her let*
ters had begun to sound rather cool."
" IMl go in and tell Clarissa that you want to speak to
her," said Anne. " I don't see any need of so much fuss."
Her voice sounded sweet and crisp. She swung her blue
muslin skirts between the rose-bushes with an air. Her
yellow head was proudly erect.
'* She looks just the way Clarissa used to," Gilman thought,
as he stared after her.
Presently she reappeared at the entrance of the garden
walk. " Go right in," she called out. Then she went around
to the front of the house. " They'll see I ain't shut up in
my room, crying," she thought to herself.
She sauntered about among the bushes, pulling roses here
and there. She heard voices behind the parlor blinds.
Her face was still pale, but her mouth began to tremble a
little at the corners. Anne had a sweet nature. " It's a
great joke on me," she whispered to herself. Then she
laughed, with the most unselfish amusement, in the midst
of her girlish chagrin and sorrow.
There was a bush of beautiful pink roses down by the gate.
Anne stood there picking them when her friend, Ellen Pier-
son, came down the road, and stopped, leaning her slender
elbows on the gate. *' What are you picking so many roses
for?" asked she.
'' I don't know but I shall go to filling up jars with them^
like Clarissa," said Anne.
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It was snowing hard, as it had been for twenty-four hourSi
The evergreen-trees hung low with the snow. Nicholas
Gunn's little house was almost hidden beneath it. The
snow shelved out over the eaves, and clung in damp masses
to the walls. Nicholas sat on his door-step, and the snow
fell u(>on him. His old cap had become a tall white crown ;
there was a ridge of snow upon his bent shoulders. He
sat perfectly still ; his eyes were fixed upon the weighted
evergreens across the road, but he did not seem to see
them. He looked as calmly passive beneath the storm as
a Buddhist monk.
There were no birds stirring, and there was no wind. All
the sound came from the muffled rustle of the snow on the
trees, and that was so slight as to seem scarcely more than
a thought of sound. The road stretched to the north and
south through the forest of pine and cedar and hemlock,
Nicholas Gunn's was the only house in sight.
Stephen Forster came up the road from the southward.
He bent his head and struggled along ; the snow was above
his knees, and at every step he lifted his feet painfully, as
from a quicksand. He advanced quite noiselessly until he
began to cough. The cough was deep and rattling, and
he had to stand still in the snow while it was upon him. .
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Nicholas Gunn never looked up. Stephen bent himself
almost double, the cough became a strangle, but Nicholas
kept his calm eyes fixed upon the evergreens.
At last Stephen righted himself and kept on. He was
very small ; his clothes were quite covered with snow, and
patches of it clung to his face. He looked like some little
winter-starved, white-furred animal, creeping painfully to
cover. When he came opposite the house he half halted,
but Nicholas never stirred nor looked his way, and he kept
on. It was all that he could do to move, the cough had
exhausted him ; he carried a heavy basket, too.
He had proceeded only a few paces beyond the house
when his knees bent under him, he fairly sank down into
the snow. He groaned a little, but Nicholas did not turn
his head.
After a little, Stephen raised himself, lifted his basket,
and went staggering back. '* Mr. Gunn,'' said he.
Nicholas turned his eyes slowly and looked at him, but
he did not speak.
" Can't I go into your house an' set down an' rest a few
minutes ? I'm 'most beat out."
" No, you can't," replied Nicholas Gunn.
" I dun' know as I can git home."
Nicholas made no rejoinder. He turned his eyes away.
Stephen stood looking piteously at him. His sharply cut
delicate face gleamed white through the white fall of the
snow.
'* If you'd jest let me set there a few minutes," he said.
Nicholas sat immovable.
Stephen tried to walk on, but suddenly another coughing-
fit seized him. He stumbled across the road, and propped
himself against a pine-tree, setting the basket down in the
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snow. He twisted himself about the snowy tree trank, and
the coughs came in a rattling volley.
Nicholas Gunn looked across at him, and waited until
Stephen got his breath. Then he spoke. " Look a-here !''
said he.
"What say?"
" If you want to set in the house a few minutes, you can.
There ain't no fire there."
« Thank ye."
It was some time before Stephen Forster gathered
strength enough to return across the road to the house.
He leaned against the tree, panting, the tears running down
his cheeks. Nicholas did not offer to help him. When at
last Stephen got across the road, he arose to let him pass
through the door ; then he sat down again on the door-step.
Stephen Forster set his basket on the floor, and staggered
across the room to a chair. He leaned his head back
against the wall and panted. The room was bitterly cold ;
the snow drifted in through the open door where Nicholas
sat. There was no furniture except a cooking-stove, a cot
bed, one chair, and a table ; but there were ornaments.
Upon the walls hung various little worsted and cardboard
decorations. There was a lamp-mat on the table, and in
one corner was a rude bracket holding a bouquet of wax
flowers under a tall glass shade. There was also a shelf
full of books beside the window.
Stephen Forster did not notice anything. He sat with
his eyes closed. Once or twice he tried feebly to brush the
snow off his clothes, that was all. Nicholas never turned
his head. He looked like a stone image there in the door-
way. In about twenty minutes Stephen arose, took his
basket up, and went timidly to the door.
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" Vm much obleeged to ye, Mr. Gunn," said he. '' I guess
I can git along now."
Nicholas got up, and the snow fell from his shoulders in
great cakes. He stood aside to let Stephen pass. Stephen,
outside the door, paused, and looked up at him.
'' I'm much obleeged to ye,'' he said again. '* I guess I
can git home now. I had them three coughin'-spells after
I left the store, and I got 'most beat out."
Nicholas grunted, and sat down again. Stephen looked
at him a minute, then he smiled abashedly and went away,
urging his feeble little body through the storm. Nicholas
watched him, then he turned his head with a stiff jerk.
** If he wants to go out in such weather, he can. I don't
care," he muttered.
It was nearly four o'clock in the afternoon, the snow was
gradually ceasing. Presently a yellow light could be seen
through the woods in the west. Some birds flew into one
of the snowy trees, a wood-sled creaked down the road, the
driver stared at Nicholas in the doorway, he turned his head
and stared again. It was evident that he was not one of the
village people. They had witnessed the peculiarities of
Nicholas Gunn for the last six years. They still stared, but
not as assiduously.
The driver of the wood-sled, as soon as he went down
the slope in the road, and could no longer see Nicholas, be-
gan to whistle. The whistle floated back like a wake of
merry sound.
Presently Nicholas arose, took off his cap, and beat it
against the door-post to rid it of its dome of snow ; then
he shook himself like a dog, and stamped ; then he went
into the house, and stood looking irresolutely at the cold
stove.
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" Should like a fire to heat up my hasty-puddin* mighty
well, so— I won't have it," said he.
He took a wooden bucket, and went with it out of doors,
around the house, over a snow-covered path, to a spring.
The water trickled into its little basin from under a hood
of snow. Nicholas plunged in his bucket, withdrew it
filled with water, and carried it back to the house. The
path led through the woods ; all the trees and bushes were
white arcs. Some of the low branches bowed over the path,
and Nicholas, passing under them, had to stoop.
Nicholas, back in his house, got a bowl out of a rude
closet ; it was nearly full of cold hasty-pudding. He stood
there and swallowed it in great gulps.
The light was waning fast, although it lasted longer than
usual on account of the snow, which, now the clouds wera
gone, was almost like a sheet of white light.
Nicholas, when he had finished his supper, plunged
out again into this pale dusk. He tramped, knee-deep,
down the road for a long way. He reached the little
village centre, left it behind, and went on between white
meadow-lands and stretches of woods. Once in a while he
met a man plodding down to the store, but there were few
people abroad, the road would not be cleared until morn-
ing.
Finally Nicholas turned about, and went back until he
reached the village store. Its windows and glass door were
full of yellow light, in which one could see many heads
moving. When Nicholas opened the clanging door and
went in, all the heads turned towards him. There was
hardly a man there as tall as he. He went across the store
with a kind of muscular shamble ; his head, with its wild
light beard, had a lofty lift to it The lounging men watched
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him furtively as he bought some Indian meal and matches
at the counter. When he had gone out with his purchases
there was a burst of laughter. The store-keeper thrust a
small sharp face over the counter.
'' If a man is such a darned fool as to live on meal and
matches, I ain't got nothin* to say, so long as he pays me
the money down," said he. He had a hoarse cold, and his
voice was a facetious whisper.
There was another shout of laughter; Nicholas could
hear it as he went down the street. The stranger who had
driven the wood-sled past Nicholas's house was among the
men. He was snow-bound overnight in the village. He
was a young fellow, with innocent eyes and a hanging jaw.
He nudged the man next him.
** What in creation ails the fellar, anyhow?" said he. ^' I
seed him a-settin' on his door-step this afternoon, and the
snow a-drivin* right on him."
''He ain't right in his upper story," replied the man.
'* Somethin' went again him ; his wife run off with another
fellar, or somethin', an' he's cracked."
" Why don't they shet him up ?"
''He ain't dangerous. Reckon he won't hurt nobody
but himself. If he wants to set out in a drivin' snow-storm,
and tramp till he's tuckered out, it ain't nothin' to nobody
else but himself. There ain't no use bringin' that kind of
crazy on the town."
**'Twouldn't cost the town much," chimed in another
man. " He's worth property. Shouldn't be surprised if he
was worth three thousand dollars. And there he is a-livin'
on corn meal and water."
An old man, in a leather-cushioned arm-chair beside the
stove, turned his grizzly quizzical face toward the others, and
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cleared his throat. They all bent forward attentively. He
had a reputation for wit.
''Makes me think of old Eph Huntly, and the story
Squire Morse used to tell about him," said he. He paused
impressively, and they waited. Then he went on. " Seems
old Eph got terrible hard up one time. One thing after an*
other went again him. HeM been laid up with the rheu^
matiz all winter ; then his wife sheM been sick, an' they was
'most eat up with medicine an' doctors' bills. Then his hay
crop had failed, an' his pertaters had rotted, an' finally, to
cap the climax, his best cow died, an' the intVest money
was due on the mortgage, an' he didn't have a cent to
pay it with. Well, he couldn't raise the money nohow,
an' the day come when he s'posed the farm would have to
go. Lawyer Holmes he held the mortgage, an' he expected
to see him drive into the yard any time. Well, old Eph he
jest goes out in the yard, an' he ketches a nice fat crower,
an'.he kills him, an' picks him. Then he takes him in to his
wife. She was takin' on terrible 'cause she thought the
farm had got to go, an' sez he, * Sukey Ann, I want you to
go an' cook this crower jest as good as you know how.'
* Oh, Lor' I' sez she, * I don't want no crower,' an' she boo-
hooed right out. But old Eph he made her go an' stuff
that crower, an' cook him, an' bile onions, turnips, an'
squash, an' all the fixin's. He said he never felt so bad in
his life, an' he never got to sech a desprit pitch, an' he was
goin' to have a good dinner anyhow. Well, it so happened
that Lawyer Holmes he driv into the yard jest as old Eph
an' his wife were settin' down to dinner, an' he see that
nice baked crower an' the fixin's all set out, an' he didn't
know what to make on't. It seemed to him Eph couldn't
be so dreadful bad off, or he wouldn't have any heart for
223 A SOLITARY.
extra dinners, an' mebbe he had some way of raisin' the
money in prospect Then Lawyer Holmes be was mighty
Ibnd of his victuals himself^ an' the upshot of it was, he sot
down to the table, an' eat a good meal of the crower an'
fixin's, an' there wa'n't no mortgage foreclosed that day,
an' before long £ph he managed to raise the money some-
how. Now if Nicholas Gunn jest had a leetle grain of old
Eph's sense, he'd jest git better victuals the wuss he felt, an'
let one kinder make up for t'other, instead of livin' on Injun
meal an' matches. I ruther guess I wouldn't take to no
meal an' matches if my Ann Lizy left me. I'd live jest as
high as I could to keep my spirits up."
There was a burst of applause. The old man sat wink-
ing and grinning complacently.
" Nicholas Gunn is a darned fool, or else he's cracked,"
said the storekeeper in his hoarse whisper.
Meanwhile Nicholas Gunn went home. He put his
meal away in the closet ; he lighted a candle with one of
his matches ; he read awhile in the Bible ; then he went to
bed. He did not sleep in the cot bed ; that was too luxurious
for him. He slept, rolled in a blanket, on the bare floor.
Nicholas Gunn, whether his eccentricities arose from
mystical religious fervor or from his own personal sorrows,
would have been revered and worshipped as a saintly as-
cetic among some nations ; among New-£nelanders he met
with the coarse ridicule of the loafers in a country store.
Idle meditation and mortification of the flesh, except for
gain, were among them irreconcilable with sanity. Nicholas
would have had more prestige had he fled to the Himalayas
and built himself a cell in some wild pass ; however, prestige
was not what he sought.
The next morning a wind had arisen ; it blew stiff and
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eold from the north. The snow was drifted into long
waves, and looked like a frozen sea. A flock of sparrows
had collected before Nicholas Gunn's door, and he stood
watching them. They were searching for crumbs; this
deep snow bad shortened their resources wofully ; all their
larders were buried. There were no crumbs before this
door ; but they searched assiduously, with their feathers
ruffled in the wind. Stephen Forster came up the road
with his market-basket ; it was all he could do to face the
wind. His thin coat was buttoned tight across his narrow
shoulders; his old tippet blew out. He advanced with a
kind of sidewise motion, presenting his body like a wedge
to the wind ; he could not walk fairly against it.
When he was opposite Nicholas, the sparrows flew up
at his feet ; he paused, and shifted his basket '' Good-
mornin', Mr. Gunn," said he, in a weak voice.
Nicholas nodded. Stephen's face was mottled with pur-
ple ; his nose and mouth looked shrunken ; his shoes were
heavy with snow.
" If you want to go in an' set down a few minutes, you
can," said Nicholas.
Stephen moved forward eagerly. " Thank ye, Mr. Gunn, I
am kinder beat out, an' I'd like to set a few minutes," he said.
He went in and sat down. The wind rushed in great
gusts past the open door. Stephen began to cough.
Nicholas hesitated, his face was surly, then he shut the
door with a bang.
While Stephen rested himself in the house, Nicholas
marched up and down before it like a sentinel. He did
not seem to see Stephen when he came out, but he stood
before him in his track.
'' I'm much obleeged, Mr. Gunn," said he.
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Nicholas nodded. Stephen hesitated a minute, then he
went on up the road. The snow blew up around him in a
dazzling cloud, and almost hid him from sight.
'* It's the last time I do it/' muttered Nicholas.
But it was not. Every morning, storm or shine, Stephen
Forster toiled painfully over the road with his market-
basket, and every morning Nicholas Gunn invited him into
his fireless hermitage to resf A freezing hospitality, but
he offered it, and Stephen accepted it with a fervent grati-
tude.
It grew apparently more and more necessary. Stephen
crept more and more feebly over the road ; he had to keep
setting his basket down. Nicholas never asked him if he
were ill, he never questioned him at all, although he knew
nothing about him but his name. Nicholas did not know
the names even of many of the village people ; he had never
offered nor invited confidences. Stephen also did not
volunteer any information as to his circumstances during
his morning calls upon Nicholas ; indeed, he was too ex-
hausted ; he merely gave his gentle and timid thanks for the
hospitality.
There came a night in January when the cold reached
the greatest intensity of the season. The snow creaked
underfoot, the air was full of sparkles, there were noises
like guns in the woods, for the trees were almost freezing.
The moon was full, and seemed like a very fire of deaths
radiating cold instead of heat.
Nicholas Gunn, stern anchorite that he was, could not
sleep for the cold. He got up and paced his room. He
would not kindle a fire in the stove. He swung his arms
and stamped. Suddenly he heard a voice outside. It
sounded almost like a child's. " Mr. Gunn 1" it cried.
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Nicholas stopped and listened. It came agaih — ''Mr
—Gunn !"
" Who's there ?" Nicholas sung out, gruffly.
" It's— me."
Then Nicholas knew it was Stephen Forster. He opened
the door, and Stephen stood there in the moonlight.
" What are ye out for this time of night ?" asked Nicho-
las.
Stephen chattered so that he could hardly speak. He
cowered before Nicholas ; the moonlight seemed to strike
his little, shivering form like a broadside of icy spears.
" I'm 'fraid I'm freezin'," he gasped. " Can't ye take me
in ?"
'* What are ye out for this time of night ?" repeated Nicho-
las, in a rough, loud tone.
'' I had to. I'll tell you when I git a leetle warmer. I
dun' know but — I'm freezin'."
Stephen's voice, indeed, sounded as if ice were forming
over it, muffling it. Nicholas suddenly grasped him by one
arm.
"Come in, then, if ye've got to," he growled.
He pulled so suddenly and strongly that Stephen made
a run into the house, and his heels flew up weakly. Nicho-
las whirled him about and seated him on his cot bed.
" Now lay down here," he ordered, " and I'll cover ye up."
Stephen obeyed. Nicholas pulled off his boots, gave his
feet a fierce rub, and fixed the coverings over him with
rough energy. Then he began pacing the room again.
Presently he went up to the bed. "Warmer ?"
" I guess — so." Stephen's shivering seemed to shake the
room.
Nicholas hustled a coat off of a peg, and put it over Ste*
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phen. Then he paced again. Stephen began to cough.
Nicholas made an exclamation, and stamped angrily out of
the house. There was a little lean-to at the back, and there
was some fuel stored in it. Nicholas came back quickly
with his arms full of wood. He piled it into the stove, set
a match to it, and put on a kettle of water. Then he
dragged the cot bed, with Stephen on it, close to the stove,
and began to rub him under the bedclothes. His face was
knit savagely, but he rubbed with a tender strength.
"Warmer?" said he.
" Yes, I — be," returned Stephen, gratefully.
The fire burned briskly ; the sharp air began to soften.
Soon the kettle steamed. Nicholas got a measure of meal
out of his cupboard, and prepared some porridge in a little
stewpan. When it began to boil, he bent over the stove
and stirred carefully, lest it should lump. When it was
thick enough, he dished it, salted it, and carried it to Ste-
phen.
" There, eat it," said he. " It's the best IVe got ; it '11
warm ye some. I ain't got no spirits ; never keep any in
the house."
" I guess I ain't — very hungry, Mr. Gunn," said Stephen,
feebly.
" Eat it."
Stephen raised himself, and drained the bowl with con-
vulsive gulps. Tears stood in his eyes, and he gasped
when he lay back again. However, the warm porridge
revived him. Presently he looked at Nicholas, who was
putting more wood on the fire.
" I s'pose you think it's terrible queer that I come here
this way," said he; "but there wa'n't no other way. I
dun' know whether you know how I've been livin' or not."
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" No, I don't."
•'Weil, I've been livin' with my half-sister, Mis' Morri-
son. Mebbe you've heard oi her?"
" No, I ain't."
"She keeps boarders. We ain't lived in this town
more'n three years ; we moved here from Jackson. Mis'
Morrison's husband's dead, so she keeps boarders. She's
consider'ble older'n me. I ain't never been very stout, but
I used to tend in a store till I got worse. I coughed so, it
used to plague the customers. Then I had to give it up,
and when Mis' Morrison's husband died, and she come
here, I come with her ; she thought there'd be some chores
I could do for my board. An' I've worked jest as hard as
I could, an' I ain't complained. I've been down to the
store to get meat for the boarders' dinner when 1 couldn't
scarcely get along over the ground. But I cough so bad
nights that the boarders they complain, an' Mis' Morrison
says I must go to — the poor-house. I heard her talkin' with
the hired girl about it. She's goin' to get the selectmen to
^, I the house to-morrow mornin'. An' — I ain't a-goin' to the
poor-house ! None of my folks have ever been there, an' I
ain't goin' I I'll risk it but what I can get some work to
do. I ain't quite so fur gone yet. I waited till the house
was still, an' then I cut. I thought if you'd take me in till
mornin', I could git down to the depot, an' go to Jackson
before the selectmen come. I've got a little money — '
enough to take me to Jackson — I've been savin' of it up
these three years, in case anything happened. It's some I
earned tendin' store. I'm willin' to pay you for my night's
lodgin'."
Nicholas nodded grimly. He had stood still, listening to
the weak, high-pitched voice from the bed.
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'' It's in my vest pocket, in my pocketbook," said Ste-
phen. '* If you'll come here, I'll give it to you, and you
can take what you think it's worth. I pinned the pocket
up,so's to be sure I didn't lose it."
Stephen began fumbling at his vest. Nicholas lifted a
cover from the stove.
'' I don't want none of your money," said he. " Keep
your money."
'' I've got enough to pay you, an' take me to Jackson."
" I tell ye, stop talkin' about your money."
Stephen said no more; he looked terrified. The air
grew warmer. Everything was quiet, except for the de-
tonations of the frost in the forest outside, and its sharp
cracks in the house walls. Soon Stephen fell asleep,
and lay breathing short and hard. Nicholas sat beside
him.
It was broad daylight when Stephen aroused himself.
He awoke suddenly and completely, and began to get out
of bed. *' I guess it's time I was goin'," said he. " I'm
much obleeged to you, Mr. Gunn."
" You lay still."
Stephen looked at him.
'* You lay still," repeated Nicholas.
Stephen sank back irresolutely ; his timid, bewildered
eyes followed Nicholas, who was smoothing his hair and
beard before a little looking-glass near the window. There
Was a good fire in the cooking-stove, and the room was
quite warm, although it was evidently a very cold day.
The two windows were thickly coated with frost, and the
room was full of dim white light. One of the windows
faced towards the east, but the sun was still hidden by the
trees across the road.
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Nicholas smoothed his hair and his wild beard slowly and
punctiliously.
Stephen watched him. " Mr. Gunn/' he said, at length.
" What say ?''
" I'm afraid — I sha'n't get to the depot before the train
goes if I don't start pretty soon."
Nicholas went on smoothing his beard. At length he
laid his comb down and turned around. *' Look a-here 1"
said he ; ''you might jest as well understand it You ain't
a-goin' to any depot to-day, an' you ain't a-goin' to any
train, an' you ain't a-goin' to any depot to-morrow nor any
train, an' you ain't a-goin' the next day, nor the next, nor
the next, nor the next after that"
" What be I a-goin' to do ?"
" You are a-goin' to stay jest where you are. I've fought
against your comin' as long as I could, an' now you've
come, an' I've turned the corner, you are a-goin' to stay.
When I've been walkin' in the teeth of my own will on one
road, an' havin' all I could do to breast it, I ain't a-goin'
to do it on another. I've give up, an' I'm a-goin to stay
give up. You lay still."
Stephen's small anxious face on the pillow looked almost
childish. His helplessness of illness seemed to produce
the same expression as the helplessness of infancy. His
hollow, innocent blue eyes were fixed upon Nicholas with
blank inquiry. "Won't Mis' Morrison be after me.>" he
asked, finally.
" No, she won't. Don't you worry. I'm a-goin' over to
see her. You lay still." Nicholas shook his coat before
he put it on ; he beat his cap against the wall, then ad-
justed it carefully. " Now," said he, " I'm a-goin'. I've
left enough wood in the stove, an' I guess it '11 keep warm
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till I get back. I sha'n't be gone any longer than I can
help."
** Mr. Gunn !"
" What say ?"
"I ruther guess I'd better be a-goin*."
Nicholas looked sternly at Stephen. "You lay still," he
repeated. " Don't you try to get up whilst I'm gone ; you
ain't fit to. Don't you worry. I'm goin* to fix it all right.
I'm goin' to bring you something nice for breakfast. You
lay still."
Stephen stared at him, his thin shoulders hitched un-
easily under the coverlid.
"You're goin' to lay still, ain't you?" repeated Nicholas.
"Yes; I will, if you say so," replied Stephen. He
sighed and smiled feebly.
The truth was that this poor cot in the warm room
seemed to him like a couch under the balsam-dropping
cedars of Lebanon, and all at once he felt that divine rest
which comes from leaning upon the will of another.
"Well, I do say so," returned Nicholas. He looked at
the fire again, then he went out. He turned in the door-
way, and nodded admonishingly at Stephen. " Mind you
don't try to get up," he said again.
Nicholas went out of sight down the road, taking long
strides over the creaking snow. He was gone about a
half hour. When he returned, his arms were full of pack-
ages. He opened the door, and looked anxiously at the
bed. Stephen twisted his face towards him and smiled.
Nicholas piled the packages up on the table, and lifted a
stove-cover.
" I've seen Mis* Morrison, and it's all right," said he.
" What did she say T* asked Stephen, in an awed voice.
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^ Well, she didn't say much of anything. She was fryin'
griddle-cakes for the boarders' breakfasts. She said she
felt real bad about lettin' you go, but she didn't see no
other way, an' she'd be glad to have you visit me jest as
long as you wanted to. She's goin' to pack up your clothes."
^'I ain't got many clothes. There's my old coat an'
v«8t an' my other pants, but they're 'most worn out I
ain't got but one real good shirt besides this one I've got
on. That was in the wash, or I'd brought it."
" Clothes enough," said Nicholas.
He crammed the stove with wood, and began undoing
the packages. There were coffee, bread, and butter, some
little delicate sugar cookies, some slices of ham, and eggs.
There were also a pail of milk and a new tin coffee-pot.
Nicholas worked busily. He made coffee, fried the ham
and eggs, and toasted slices of bread. When everything
was ready, he carried a bowl of water to Stephen for him to
wash his hands and face before breakfast. He even got his
comb, and smoothed his hair.
Then he set the breakfast out on the table, and brought
it up to the bedside. He had placed a chair for himself,
and was just sitting down, when he stopped suddenly. " I
don't know as it's just fair for me not to tell you a little
something about myself before we really begin livin' to-
gether," said he. "It won't take but a minute. I don't
know but you've heard stories about me that I wa'n't quite
right. Well, I am ; that is, I s'pose I am. All is, I've had
lots of trouble, an' it come mainly through folks I set by ;
an' I figured out a way to get the better of it. I figured
out that if I didn't care anything for anybody, I shouldn't
have no trouble from 'em ; an' if I didn't care anything for
myself, I shouldn't have any from myself. I 'bout made
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np my mind that all the troable an' wickedness in this
world come from carin' about yourself or somebody else,
so I thought I'd quit it I let folks alone, an' I wouldn't
do anything for 'em ; an' I let myself alone as near as I
could, an' didn't do anything for myself I kept cold when
I wanted to be warm, an' warm when I wanted to be cold.
I didn't eat anything I liked, an' I left things around that
hurt me to see. My wife she made them wax flowers an'
them gimcracks. Then I used to read the Bible, 'cause I
used to believe in it an' didn't now, an' it made me feel
worse. I did about everything I could to spite myself, an'
get all the feelin' out of me, so I could be a little easier in
my mind."
Nicholas paused a moment. Stephen was looking at
him with bewildered intensity.
" Well, I was all wrong," Nicholas went on. " I've give
it all up. I've got to go through with the whole of it like
other folks, an' I guess I've got grit enough. I've made up
my mind that men's tracks cover the whole world, and
there ain't standin'-room outside of 'em. I've got to go
with the rest. Now we'll have breakfast"
Nicholas ate heartily ; it was long since he had tasted such
food ; even Stephen had quite an appetite. Nicholas pressed
the food upon him ; his face was radiant with kindness and
delight Stephen Forster, innocent, honest, and simple*
hearted, did not in the least understand him, but that did not
matter. There is a higher congeniality than that of mutual
understanding; there is that of need and supply.
After breakfast Nicholas cleared away the dishes and
washed them. The sun was so high then that it struck
the windows, and the frost-work sparkled like diamonds.
Nicholas opened the door; he was going down to the spring
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for more water ; he saw a flock of sparrows in the bushes
across the road, and stopped ; then he set his pail down
noiselessly and went back for a piece of bread. He broke
it and scattered the crumbs before the door, then went off a
little way and stood watching. When the sparrows settled
down upon the crumbs he laughed softly, and went on to-
wards the spring over the shining crust of snow.
A GENTLE GHOST.
Out in front of the cemetery stood a white horse and a
covered wagon. The horse was not tied, but she stood
quite still, her four feet widely and ponderously planted,
her meek white head hanging. Shadows of leaves danced
on her back. There were many trees about the cemetery,
and the foliage was unusually luxuriant for May. The four
women who had come in the covered wagon remarked it
" I never saw the trees so forward as they are this year,
seems to me," said one, gazing up at some magnificent
gold-green branches over her head.
" I was sayin' so to Mary this mornin'," rejoined another.
"They're uncommon forward, I think."
They loitered along the narrow lanes between the lots —
four homely, middle-aged women, with decorous and sub-
dued enjoyment in their worn faces. They read with peace-
ful curiosity and interest the inscriptions on the stones;
they turned aside to look at the tender, newlv blossomed
spring bushes— the flowering almonds and the bridal
wreaths. Once in a while they came to a new stone,
which they immediately surrounded with eager criticism.
There was a solemn hush when they reached a lot where
some relatives of one of the party were buried. She put a
bunch of flowers on a grave, then she stood looking at it
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with red eyes. The others grouped themselves deferentially
aloof.
They did not meet any one in the cemetery until just be-
fore they left. When they had reached the rear and oldest
portion of the yard, and were thinking of retracing their
steps, they became suddenly aware of a child sitting in a
lot at their right. The lot held seven old, leaning stones,
dark and mossy, their inscriptions dimly traceable. The
child sat close to one, and she looked up at the staring
knot of women with a kind of innocent keenness, like a
baby. Her face was small and fair and pinched. The
women stood eying her.
" What's your name, little girl ?" asked one. She had a
bright flower in her bonnet and a smart lift to her chin,
and seemed the natural spokeswoman of the party. Her
name was Holmes. The child turned her head sideways
and murmured something.
" What ? We can't hear. Speak up ; don't be afraid I
What's your name ?" The woman nodded the bright flower
over her, and spoke with sharp pleasantness.
*' Nancy Wren," said the child, with a timid catch of her
breath.
" Wren ?"
The child nodded. She kept her little pink, curving
mouth parted.
" It's nobody I know," remarked the questioner, reflec-
tively. " I guess she comes from — over there." She made
a significant motion of her head towards the right. *' Where
do you live, Nancy ?" she asked.
The child also motioned towards the right.
** I thought so," said the woman. ** How old are you ?''
"Ten."
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The women exchanged glances. "Are you sure you're
tellin' the truth ?"
The child nodded.
" I never saw a girl so small for her age if she is/' said
one woman to another.
"Yes," said Mrs. Holmes, looking at her critically ; "she
is dreadful small. She's considerable smaller than my
Mary was. Is there any of your folks buried in this lot ?"
said she, fairly hovering with affability and determined gra-
ciousness.
The child's upturned face suddenly kindled. She began
speaking with a soft volubility that was an odd contrast to
her previous hesitation.
" That's mother," said she, pointing to one of the stones,
" an' that's father, an' there's John, an' Marg'ret, an' Mary,
an' Susan, an' the baby, and here's — Jane."
The women stared at her in amazement. " Was it your — "
began Mrs. Holmes ; but another woman stepped forward,
stoutly impetuous.
" Land ! it's the Blake lot 1" said she. " This child can't
be any relation to 'em. You hadn't ought to talk so,
Nancy."
" It's so," said the child, shyly persistent. She evidently
hardly grasped the force of the woman's remark.
They eyed her with increased bewilderment. " It can't
be," said the woman to the others. " Every one of them
Blakes died years ago."
" I've seen Jane," volunteered the child, with a candid
smile in their faces.
Then the stout woman sank down on her knees beside
\ane's stone, and peered hard at it.
" She died forty year ago this May," said she, with a gasp.
A GENTLE GHOST. 237
^ I used to know her when I was a child. She was ten
years old when she died. You ain't ever seen her. You
hadn't ought to tell such stories."
" I ain't seen her for a long time," said the little girl.
'*What made you say you'd seen her at all ?" said Mrs.
Holmes, sharply, thinking this was capitulation.
" I did use to see her a long time ago, an' she used to
wear a white dress, an' a wreath on her head. She used to
come here an' play with me."
The women looked at each other with pale, shocked
faces ; one nervous ; one shivered. *' She ain't quite right,"
she whispered. ^'Liet's go." The women began filing
away. Mrs. Holmes, who came last, stood about for a part-
ing word to the child.
" You can't have seen her," said she, severely, " an' you
are a wicked girl to tell such stories. You mustn't do it
again, remember."
Nancy stood with her hand on Jane's stone, looking at
her. " She did," she repeated, with mild obstinacy.
"There's somethin' wrong about her, I guess," whispered
Mrs. Holmes, rustling on after the others.
" I see she looked kind of queer the minute I set eyes on
her," said the nervous woman.
When the four reached the front of the cemetery they sat
down to rest for a few minutes. It was warm, and they had
still quite a walk, nearly the whole width of the yard, to the
other front corner where the horse and wagon were.
They sat down in a row on a bank ; the stout woman
wiped her face ; Mrs. Holmes straightened her bonnet
Directly opposite across the street stood two houses, so
close to each other that their walls almost touched. One
was a large square building, glossily white, with green
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blinds ; the other was low, with a facing of whitewashed
stone-work reaching to its lower windows, which somehow
gave it a disgraced and menial air ; there were, moreover,
no blinds.
At the side of the low building stretched a wide ploughed
field, where several halting old figures were moving about
planting. There was none of the brave hope of the sower
about them. Even across the road one could see the fee-
ble stiffness of their attitudes, the half-palsied fling of their
arms.
''I declare I shouldn't think them old men over there
would ever get that field planted,'' said Mrs. Holmes, en-
ergetically watchful. In the front door of the square white
house sat a girl with bright hair. The yard was full of
green light from two tall maple-trees, and the girl's hair
made a brilliant spot of color in the midst of it
** That's Flora Dunn over there on the door-step, ain't
it ?" said the stout woman.
'* Yes. I should think you could tell her by her red hair."
*'I knew it. I should have thought Mr. Dunn would
have hated to have had their house so near the poor-house.
I declare I should !"
*' Oh, he wouldn't mind," said Mrs. Holmes ; " he's as
easy as old Tilly. It wouldn't have troubled him any if
they'd set it right in his front yard. But I guess she minded
some.. I heard she did. John said there wa'n't any need
of it. The town wouldn't have set it so near, if Mr. Dunn
had set his foot down he wouldn't have it there. I s'pose
they wanted to keep that big field on the side clear ; out
chey would have moved it along a little if he'd made a fuss.
I tell you what 'tis, I've 'bout made up my mind — I dun
know as it's Scripture, but I can't help it — if folks don't
A GENTLE GHOST. 239
make a fuss they won^t get their rights in this world. If
you jest lay still an' don't rise up, you're goin' to get stepped
on. If people like to be, they can ; I don't."
"I should have thought he'd have hated to have the
poor-house quite so close," murmured the stout woman.
Suddenly Mrs. Holmes leaned forward and poked her
head among the other three. She sat on the end of the
row. " Say," said she, in a mysterious whisper, " I want
to know if you've heard the stories 'bout the Dunn house ?"
" No ; what ?" chorussed the other women, eagerly. They
bent over towards her till the four faces were in a knot.
''Well," said Mrs. Holmes, cautiously, with a glance at
the bright-headed girl across the way — " I heard it pretty
straight — they say the house is haunted."
The stout woman sniffed and straightened hersel£
** Haunted 1" repeated she.
" They say that ever since Jenny died there's been queer
noises 'round the house that they can't account for. You
see that front chamber over there, the one next to the poor-
house ; well, that's the room, they say."
The women all turned and looked at the chamber win-
dows, where some ruffled white curtains were fluttering.
''That's the chamber where Jenny used to sleep, you
know," Mrs. Holmes went on ; ** an' she died there. Well,
they said that before Jenny died. Flora had always slept
there with her, but she felt kind of bad about goin' back
there, so she thought she'd take another room. Well, there
was the awfulest moanin' an' takin' on up in Jenny's roonii
when she did, that Flora went back there to sleep."
'* I shouldn't thought she could," whispered the nervous
woman, who was quite pale.
''The moanin' stopped jest as soon as she got in there
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with a light. You see Jenny was always terrible timid an'
afraid to sleep alone, an' had a lamp burnin' all night, an'
it seemed to them jest as if it really was her, I s'pose."
** I don't believe one word of it/' said the stout woman,
getting up. '* It makes me all out of patience to hear peo-
ple talk such stuff, jest because the Dunns happen to live
opposite a graveyard."
" I told it jest as I heard it," said Mrs. Holmes, stiffly.
*' Oh, I ain't blamin' you ; it's the folks that start such
stories that I ain't got any patience with. Think of that
dear, pretty little sixteen-year-old girl hauntin' a house I"
" Well, I've told it jest as I heard it," repeated Mrs.
Holmes, still in a tone of slight umbrage. *' I don't ever
take much stock in such things myself"
The four women strolled along to the covered wagon
and climbed in. " I declare," said the stout woman, con-
ciliatingly, " I dun know when I've had such an outin'. I
feel as if it had done me good. I've been wantin' to come
down to the cemetery for a long time, but it's most more'n
I want to walk. I feel real obliged to you, Mis' Holmes."
The others climbed in. Mrs. Holmes disclaimed all ob-
ligations gracefully, established herself on the front seat,
and shook the reins over the white horse. Then the party
jogged along the road to the village, past outlying farm^
houses and rich green meadows, all freckled gold with dan^
delions. Dandelions were in their height ; the buttercups
had not yet come.
Flora Dunn, the girl on the door-step, glanced up when
they started down the street ; then she turned her eyes on
her work ; she was sewing with nervous haste.
" Who were those folks, did you see. Flora ?" called h«r
mother, out of the sitting-room.
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"I didn't notice," replied Flora, absently.
Just then the girl whom the women had met came lin-
geringly out of the cemetery and crossed the street
'' There's that poor little Wren girl/* remarked the voice
in the sitting-room.
" Yes," assented Flora. After a while she got up and
entered the house. Her mother looked anxiously at her
when she came into the room.
"I'm all out of patience with you, Flora," said she.
^You're jest as white as a sheet. You'll make yourself
sick. You're actin' dreadful foolish."
Flora sank into a chair and sat staring straight ahead
with a strained, pitiful gaze. '* I can't help it ; I can't do
any different," said she. '* I shouldn't think you'd scold me,
mother."
" Scold you ; I ain't scoldin' you, child ; but there ain*t
any sense in your doin' so. You'll make yourself sick, an'
you're all I've got left. I can't have anything happen to
you, Flora." Suddenly Mrs. Dunn burst out in a low wail,
hiding her face in her hands.
'* I don't see as you're much better yourself, mother,"
laid Flora, heavily.
• ^ I don't know as I am," sobbed her mother ; '' but I've
got you to worry about besides — everything else. Oh,
dear I oh, dear, dear I"
'* I don't see any need of your worrying about me."
Flora did not cry, but her face seemed to darken visibly
with a gathering melancholy like a cloud. Her hair was
beautiful, and she had a charming delicacy of complexion ;
but she was not handsome, her features were too sharp, her
expression too intense and nervous. Her mother looked
like her as to the expression ; the features were widely di^
t6
a4Z ^ GENTLE GHOST.
ferent It was as if both had passed through one corrod-
ing element which had given them the similarity of scars.
Certainly a stranger would at once have noticed the strong
resemblance between Mrs. Dunn's large, heavy-featured face
and her daughter's thin, delicately outlined one — a resem-
blance which three months ago had not been perceptible.
" I see, if you don't," returned the mother. " I ain't blind."
"I don't see what you are blaming me for."
'' I ain't blamin' you, but it seems to me that you might
jest as well let me go up there an' sleep as you."
Suddenly the girl also broke out into a wild cry. '^ I
ain't going to leave her. Poor little Jenny 1 poor little
Jenny ! You needn't try to make me, mother ; I won't 1"
" Flora, don't 1"
" I won't ! I won't I I won't ! Poor little Jenny 1 Oh,
dear I oh, dear !"
"What if it is so? What if it is^herl Ain't she got
me as well as you ? Can't her mother go to her ?"
" I won't leave her. I won't I I won't !"
Suddenly Mrs. Dunn's calmness seemed to come upper-
most, raised in the scale by the weighty impetus of the
other's distress. '' Flora," said she, with mournful solemnity,
" you mustn't do so ; it's wrong. You mustn't wear your-
self all out over something that maybe you'll find out wasn't
so some time or other."
" Mother, don't you think it is — don't you ?"
" I don't know what to think, Flora." Just then a door
shut somewhere in the back part of the house. ** There's
father," said Mrs. Dunn, getting up; "an' the fire ain't
made."
Flora rose also, and went about helping her mother to
get supper. Both suddenly settled into a rigidity of com^
A GENTLE GHOST.
>43
posure ; their eyes were red, but their lips were steady.
There was a resolute vein in their characters ; they man-
aged themselves with wrenches, and could be hard even
with their grief. They got tea ready for Mr. Dunn and his
two hired men ; then cleared it away, and sat down in the
front room with their needlework. Mr. Dunn, a kindly,
dull old man, was in there too, over his newspaper. Mrs.
Dunn and Flora sewed intently, never taking their eyes
from their work. Out in the next room stood a tall clock,
which ticked loudly ; just before it struck the hours it made
always a curious grating noise. When it announced in this
way the striking of nine, Mrs. Dunn and Flora exchanged
glances ; the girl was pale, and her eyes looked larger.
She began folding up her work. Suddenly a low moaning
cry sounded through the house, seemingly from the room
overhead. '' There it is !" shrieked Flora. She caught up
a lamp and ran. Mrs. Dunn was following, when her hus-
band, sitting near the door, caught hold of her dress with a
bewildered air ; he had been dozing. "What's the matter?"
said he, vaguely.
" Don't you hear it ? Didn't you hear it, father ?"
The old man let go of her dress suddenly. " I didn't
hear nothin V' said he.
" Hark 1"
But the cry, in fact, had ceased. Flora could be heard
moving about in the room overhead, and that was all. In
a moment Mrs. Dunn ran up-stairs after her. The old man
sat staring. ^' It's all dum foolishness," he muttered, under
his breath. Presently he fell to dozing again, and his va-
cantly smiling face lopped forward. Mr. Dunn, slow-
brained, patient, and unimaginative, had had his evening
naps interrupted after this manner for the last three months^
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and there was as yet no cessation of his bewilderment Hd
dealt with the simple, broad lights of life; the shadows
were beyond his speculation. For his consciousness his
daughter Jenny had died and gone to heaven ; he was not
capable of listening for her ghostly moans in her little
chamber overhead, much less of hearing them with any
credulity.
When his wife came down-stairs finally she looked at
him, sleeping there, with a bitter feeling. She felt as if set
about by an icy wind of loneliness. Her daughter, who was
after her own kind, was all the one to whom she could
look for sympathy and understanding in this subtle per*
plexity which had come upon her. And she would rathet
have dispensed with that sympathy, and heard alone those
piteous, uncanny cries, for she was wild with anxiety about
Flora. The girl had never been very strong. She looked
at her distressfully when she came down the next morning.
*' Did you sleep any last night ?" said she.
" Some," answered Flora.
Soon after breakfast they noticed the little Wren girl
stealing across the road to the cemetery again. *' She goes
over there all the time," remarked Mrs. Dunn. '* I b'lieve
she runs away. See her look behind her."
" Yes," said Flora, apathetically.
It was nearly noon when they heard a voice from the
next house calling, " Nancy I Nancy 1 Nancy Wren 1" The
voice was loud and imperious, but slow and evenly modu-
lated. It indicated well its owner. A woman who could
regulate her own angry voice could regulate other people.
Mrs. Dunn and Flora heard it understandingly.
'' That poor little thing will catch it when she gets home^"
Mrs. Dunn.
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245
* Nancy! Nancy! Nancy Wren I" called the voice again.
^M pity the child if Mrs. Gregg has to go after her.
Mebbe she's fell asleep over there. Flora, why don't you
run over there an' get her ?"
The voice rang out again. Flora got her hat and stole
across the street a little below the house, so the calling wom-
an should not see her. When she got into the cemetery
she called in her turn, letting out her thin sweet voice cau-
tiously. Finally she came directly upon the child. She
was in the Blake lot, her little slender body, in its dingy
cotton dress, curled up on the ground close to one of the
graves. No one but Nature tended those old graves now,
and she seemed to be lapsing them gently back to her own
lines, at her own will. Of the garden shrubs which had
been planted about them not one was left but an old low-
spraying white rose-bush, which had just gotten its new
leaves. The Blake lot was at the very rear of the yard,
where it verged upon a light wood, which was silently steal-
ing its way over its own proper boundaries. At the back
of the lot stood a thicket of little thin trees, with silvery
twinkling leaves. The ground was quite blue with hous-
tonias.
The child raised her little fair head and stared at Flora,
as if just awakened from sleep. She held her little pink
mouth open, her innocent blue eyes had a surprised look,
as if she were suddenly gazing upon a new scene.
*' Where's she gone ?" asked she, in her sweet, feeble pipe.
"Where's who gone?"
"Jane."
" I don't know what you mean. Come, Nancy, you must
go home now."
" Didn't you see her V*
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" I didn't see anybody," answered Flora, impatiently.
** Come I"
" She was right here."
" What do you mean ?"
"Jane was standin' right here. An' she had her white
dress on, an' her wreath."
Flora shivered, and looked around her fearfully. The
fancy of the child was overlapping her own nature.
" There wasn't a soul here. You've been dreaming, child.
Come I"
"No, I wasn't. I've seen them blue flowers an' the
Jeaves winkin' all the time. Jane stood right there." The
child pointed with her tiny finger to a spot at her side.
*' She hadn't come for a long time before," she added.
" She's stayed down there." She pointed at the grave near-
est her.
" You mustn't talk so," said Flora, with tremulous severity.
''You must get right up and come home. Mrs. Gregg has
been calling you and calling you. She won't like it."
Nancy turned quite pale around her little mouth, and
sprang to her feet. " Is Mis' Gregg comin' ?"
" She will come if you don't hurry."
The child said not another word. She flew along ahead
through the narrow paths, and was in the almshouse door
before Flora crossed the street.
" She's terrible afraid of Mrs. Gregg," she told her mother
when she got home. Nancy had disturbed her own brood-
ing a little, and she spoke more like herself.
" Poor little thing 1 I pity her," said Mrs. Dunn. Mrs.
Dunn did not like Mrs. Gregg.
Flora rarely told a story until she had ruminated awhile
over it herself. It was afternoon, and the two were in the
m
A GENTLE GHOST.
247
front room at their sewing, before she told her mother about
"Jane."
" Of course she must have been dreaming," Flora said.
" She must have been," rejoined her mother.
But the two looked at each other, and their eyes said
more than their tongues. Here was a new marvel, new
evidence of a kind which they had heretofore scented at,
these two rigidly walking New England souls ; yet walking,
after all, upon narrow paths through dark meadows of mys-
ticism. If they never lost their footing, the steaming damp
of the meadows might come in their faces.
This fancy, delusion, superstition, whichever one might
name it, of theirs had lasted now three months — ever since
young Jenny Dunn had died. There was apparently no
reason why it should not last much longer, if delusion it
were ; the temperaments of these two women, naturally
nervous and imaginative, overwrought now by long care and
sorrow, would perpetuate it.
If it were not delusion, pray what exorcism, what spell
of book and bell, could lay the ghost of a little timid child
who was afraid alone in the dark?
The days went on, and Flora still hurried up to her
chamber at the stroke of nine. If she were a moment late,
sometimes if she were not, that pitiful low wail sounded
through the house.
The strange story spread gradually through the village.
Mrs. Dunn and Flora were silent about it, but Gossip is her-
self of a ghostly nature, and minds not keys nor bars.
There was quite an excitement over it. People affected
with morbid curiosity and sympathy came to the house.
One afternoon the minister came and offered a prayer. Mrs.
Dunn and Flora received them all with a certain reticence ;
248 ^ GENTLE GHOST,
they did not concur in their wishes to remain and hear
the mysterious noises for themselves. People called them
** dreadful close." They got more satisfaction out of Mr.
Dunn, who was perfectly ready to impart all the information
in his power and his own theories in the matter.
" I never heard a thing but once," said he, " an' then it
sounded more like a cat to me than anything. I guess
mother and Flora air kinder nervous."
The spring was waxing late when Flora went up-stairs
one night with the oil low in her lamp. She had neglected
filling it that day. She did not notice it until she was un-
dressed ; then she thought to herself that she must blow it
out. She always kept a lamp burning all night, as she had
in timid little Jenny's day. Flora herself was timid now.
So she blew the light out. She had barely laid her head
upon the pillow when the low moaning wail sounded through
the room. Flora sat up in bed and listened, her hands
clinched. The moan gathered strength and volume ; little
broken words and sentences, the piteous ejaculations of ter-
ror and distress, began to shape themselves out of it.
Flora sprang out of bed, and stumbled towards her west
window — the one on the almshouse side. She leaned her
head out, listening a moment. Then she called her mother
with wild vehemence. But her mother was already at the
door with a lamp. When she entered, the moans ceased.
" Mother," shrieked Flora, " it ain't Jenny. It's some-
body over there — at the poor-house. Put the lamp out in
the entry, and come back here and listen."
Mrs. Dunn set out the lamp and came back, closing the
door. It was a few minutes first, but presently the cries
recommenced.
''I'm goin' right over there/' said Mrs. Donn. ''I'm
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goin' to dress myself an' go over there. I'm goin' to have
this affair sifted now."
" I'm going too," said Flora.
It was only half-past nine when the two stole into the
almshouse yard. The light was not out in the room on the
ground-floor, which the overseer's family used for a sitting-
room. When they entered, the overseer was there asleep
in his chair, his wife sewing at the table, and an old woman
in a pink cotton dress, apparently doing nothing. They
all started, and stared at the intruders.
" Good-evenin'," said Mrs. Dunn, trying to speak com-
posedly. '^We thought we'd come in; we got kind of
started. Oh, there 'tis now I What is it, Mis' Gregg ?"
In fact, at that moment, the wail, louder and more dis-
tinct, was heard.
"Why, it's Nancy," replied Mrs. Gregg, with dignified
surprise. She was a large woman, with a masterly placid*
ity about her. " I heard her a few minutes ago," she went
on \ " an' I was goin' up there to see to her if she hadn't
stopped."
Mr. Gregg, a heavy, saturnine old man, with a broad
bristling face, sat staring stupidly. The old woman in pink
calico surveyed them all with an impersonal grin.
*' Nancy I" repeated Mrs. Dunn, looking at Mrs. Gregg.
She had not fancied this woman very much, and the two
had not fraternized, although they were such near neigh-
bors. Indeed, Mrs. Gregg was not of a sociable nature,
and associated very little with anything but her own duties.
''Yes; Nancy Wren," she said, with gathering amaze-
ment. " She cries out this way 'most every night. She's
ten years old, but she's as afraid of the dark as a baby. She's
a queer child. I guess mebbe she's nervous. I don't know
25© -rf GENTLE GHOST.
but she's got notions into her head, stayin* over in the
graveyard so much. She runs away over there every chance
she can get, an' she goes over a queer rigmarole about
playin' with Jane, and her bein' dressed in white an* a
wreath. I found out she meant Jane Blake, that's buried
in the Blake lot. I knew there wasn't any children round
here, an' I thought I'd look into it. You know it says
*Our Father,' an' *Our Mother,' on the old folks' stones.
An' there she was, callin' them father an' mother. You'd
thought they was right there. I've got 'most out o' patience
with the child. I don't know nothin' about such kind of
folks." The wail continued. "I'll go right up there,"
said Mrs. Gregg, determinately, taking a lamp.
Mrs. Dunn and Flora followed. When they entered the
chamber to which she led them they saw little Nancy sit-
ting up in bed, her face pale and convulsed, her blue eyes
streaming with tears, her little pink mouth quivering.
"Nancy — " began Mrs. Gregg, in a weighty tone. But
Mrs. Dunn sprang forward and threw her arms around the
child.
"You got frightened, didn't you?" whispered she; and
Nancy clung to her as if for life.
A great wave of joyful tenderness rolled up in the heart
of the bereaved woman. It was not, after all, the lonely
and fearfully wandering little spirit of her dear Jenny ; she
was peaceful and blessed, beyond all her girlish tumults
and terrors ; but it was this little living girl. She saw it all
plainly now. Afterwards it seemed to her that any one but
a woman with her nerves strained, and her imagination
unhealthily keen through watching and sorrow, would have
seen it before.
She held Nancy tight, and soothed her. She felt almost
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251
as if she held her own Jenny. " I guess I'll take her home
with me, if you don't care," she said to Mrs. Gregg.
"Why, I don't know as I've got any objections, if
you want to," answered Mrs. Gregg, with cold statelinessL
" Nancy Wren has had everything done for her that I was
able to do," she added, when Mrs. Dunn had wrapped up
the child, and they were all on the stairs. " I ain't coaxed
an' cuddled her, because it ain't my way. I never did with
my own children."
" Oh, I know you've done all you could," said Mrs. Dunn,
with abstracted apology. " I jest thought I'd like to take
her home to-night. Don't you think I'm blamin' you. Mis'
Gregg." She bent down and kissed the little tearful face
on her shoulder : she was carrying Nancy like a baby.
Flora had hold of one of her little dangling hands.
"You shall go right up -stairs an' sleep with Flora,"
Mrs. Dunii whispered in the child's ear, when they were go-
ing across the yard ; " an' you shall have the lamp burnin'
all night, an' I'll give you a piece of cake before you go."
It was the custom of the Dunns to visit the cemetery and
carry flowers to Jenny's grave every Sunday afternoon.
Next Sunday little Nancy went with them. She followed
happily along, and did not seem to think of the Blake lot.
That pitiful fancy, if fancy it were, which had peopled her
empty childish world with ghostly kindred, which had led
into it an angel playmate in white robe and crown, might
lie at rest now. There was no more need for it. She had
found her place in a nest of living hearts, and she was get-
ting her natural food of human love.
They had dressed Nancy in one of the little white frocks
which Jenny had worn in her childhood, and her hat was
252 A GENTLE GHOST.
trimmed with some ribbon and rose-buds which had adorned
one of the dead young girl's years before.
It was a beautiful Sunday. After they left the cemetery
they strolled a little way down the road. The road lay be-
tween deep green meadows and cottage yards. It was not
quite time for the roses, and the lilacs were turning gray.
The buttercups in the meadows had blossomed out, but the
dandelions had lost their yellow crowns, and their filmy
skulls appeared. They stood like ghosts among crowds of
golden buttercups ; but none of the family thought of that ;
their ghosts were laid in peace.
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** Wonder what's goin' on in the church ?"
Gilman Marlow stopped and stared slowly over at the
church. It was a little white building with five pointed
windows on each side. The windows were all streaming
with light now, and the bright light showed from the door
too, for it was open, and people were going in.
Opposite the church, where Marlow stood, the road was
lined with thickly set hemlock and pine trees. Behind
them was the graveyard : one peering between the branches
could see the white stones. The gap for the entrance was
a little beyond. There had been a heavy snowfall the day
before, and all the trees were loaded with snow now ; the
boughs bent down heavily; the lowest ones touched the
ground.
Marlow stood among the white branches awhile, and
looked over at the church with a sort of dull curiosity ;
then he kept on up the street. He met many little hurry-
ing groups, and he turned out for them readily, plunging
into the deep snow at the side of the cleared path.
Some of the people turned and stared after him. *^ Who
was that ?" he heard some one say. " I don't know," said
another.
'' I guess you don't,'' muttered Marlow, with a faint chuckle.
154 ^ DISCOVERED PEARL,
When he came in front of a lighted window anywhere, he
showed up large and burly, an old rough great-coat shrugged
tightly around him, an old fur cap pulled down to his ears.
He limped badly.
About a quarter of a mile from the church there was a
large white farm-house. The great square front yard was
full of smooth snow. Some old rose-bushes under the house
walls pricked softly through it, but there was not a foot-track
anywhere. All the windows in the house were dark. Mar-
low stood looking up at the house. A great clod of damp
snow struck on his shoulders. It had fallen from a maple-
tree which reached out over his head. He shook it off.
'' Guess I'll go round to the back door an' see if I can
raise anybody/' said he/ out loud.
'' There ain't anybody livin' in that house now," said a
voice.
Marlow looked around. A small woman stood beside
him ; her little upturned face stood out of the dark with its
soft paleness, but he could not distinguish the features.
'' Is that so ?" said he.
''Yes; there ain't anybody been livin' there for some
time." The woman caught her breath as she talked.
" Then the old man's dead."
'* He died more'n three years ago. The place has been
shut up ever since."
" I wonder if I could get in there ? I s'pose somebody's
got the key. You don't happen to know who, do you ? I'm
Marlow's son. I don't know who you are, but I don't s'pose
it's likely you're anybody that knows me."
^ Gilman, is that you ?"
« I s'pose it is."
^ I knew you the minute you spoke.''
A DISCOVERED PEARL. 255
" You did ? Well, I'm glad of it. I didn't count on anjr-
body in the whole town rememberin' the sound of my voice.
But I'll own I can't say as much for myself."
" Don't you know — I live in the next house."
The man hesitated. " It ain't Lucy — well I don't know
as it is Lucy Glynn, now." He ended with a little uncertain
laugh.
" Yes, it is."
Marlow saw, to his great amazement, that the woman was
cr}ung. She was shaken all over with her sobs. She
leaned up against the snowy fence. He looked at the
house, then at her. He did not know what to do. He had
no idea what she was crying about. '* I'm real glad to see
you, Lucy," said he, finally, in a nervous, apologetic tone.
She made no reply. " Is your father livin' ?"
" Yes, father's livin'."
Marlow shuffled his feet in the snow. He looked at
Lucy, then at the house. " Anything I can do for you ?"
he said at last, in an embarrassed, solemn way. His face
felt hot.
"No." Suddenly the woman straightened herself. ''I've
got the key to the house," said she, in a tremulous voice,
which caught at every word to recover itsel£
" Oh, you have 1"
'' Yes ; it's been left at our house ever since he died. If
you'll go back with me—**
" All right."
The woman went on ahead, her dark skirts dabbled in
the snow. Marlow followed, his eyes on her little narrow
shoulders, which had somehow a meek air about them.
She gathered her gray shawl up pnmly on her two armsi
and kept it tightly pulled around her. She walked with a
2S6 A DISCOVERED PEARL.
little nervous scud. Marlow tramped heavily aft«r het
They had but a little way to go.
" What's goin' on in the church to-night ?" said he. " I
saw it was all lighted up when I came by."
"They're havin' a Christmas tree there."
**I d.eclare, it is the night before Christmas, ain't it?"
" Didn't you know it ?"
"Well, I guess I'd kind of lost my reckonin'. I haven't
N^ thought much about Christmas lately. Folks make a great
deal more account of it than they used to, anyhow."
" Yes, they do."
The two front windows of the small house in the next lof
were golden with light. Some green plants showed in them -,
the white curtains were drawn only over the upper sashes.
Lucy turned into the gate. As she did so she glanced
around at Marlow, and noticed for the first time how he
limped. " Why, you're lame," she said.
" Yes. I hurt my knee awhile ago, and then the rheu-
matism got into it. IVe been in the hospital a spell."
The woman gave a little cry. " The hospital !"
"Yes."
** Let me help you up the steps."
"You!"
" I'm real strong."
" Oh, I can get up the steps well enough. It ain't very
bad now ; I've got kind of used to it. I'd feel lonesome
without it, you know. Well, it's better to have an ache
stick to you than nothin', I s'pose." Marlow chuckled
feebly.
Lucy opened the outer door, then an inner one. The
entry was so small that s)ie had to step out of it into the
room before her guest could enter at all. There came a
A DISCOVERED PEARL. 257
rush of warm air, sweet with heliotrope and oleander, and
pungent with geraniums.
Marlow snuffed it in, and blinked in the light " I'll wait
here," said he. " You^d better shut your door or you'll cold
your house all off"
" Why, you're comin' in ?"
'* No, thank ye ; it wouldn't pay. I'll just stand here
till you get the key."
^ Ain't you comin' in, just to get warm a minute ?"
" No, thank ye ; I guess I won't. I'll come some other
time. I'll take the key now and go — well, I don't know as
I'll say home — over there." He waved his hand towards
the dark mass of buildings at the left. Lucy stood looking
at him a minute.
" Why don't you shet the door? — ^you're coldin' the house
all ofi^" called a voice out of the light and warmth. '* Hey !"
called the voice again, "why don't you shet the door? Is
that you ?"
Then Lucy swung to the inner door and stepped up to
Marlow. "You must come in. I don't see what you're
thinkin' of. Here's that house all cold and dark. It ain't
fit to go into ; it's been shut up. You'll catch your death
of cold ; and you're lame ; and there ain't — anybody — there."
Her voice sounded weakly sharp ; at the end it broke into a
sob again.
''Great heavens! she can't want me to come in as bad as
that," he said to himself. " I'll get along well enough," he
said, ardently, after a minute ; " I'm used to 'most evei]f«
thing. 'Twouldn't be worth while for me to come in."
" I was goin' to get you some supper."
" Oh, thank ye ; but it don't make any difference to iSA
whether I have any supper or not."
S58 ^ DISCOVERED PEARL,
" It ain*t any trouble," Lucy said, faintly.
Marlow stood looking irresolutely at her. He could not
believe that she was in earnest about wanting him to enter.
^ I'll track the snow all over your clean house," he said,
finally.
That signified that he was coming in. '* That ain't any
matter," said Lucy, and again threw open the sitting-room
door.
Marlow stamped heavily on the door-step, and shook his
shoulders ; then he went in clumsily. The room was small.
Out of his very humility and meekness he saw himself
larger than he was ; there was a swift multiplication, in his
own estimation, of his rough clothes and his rough figure.
He held his cap in his hand, and did not dare to stir for a
moment In the corner near him was a great pot with an
oleander-tree, its spraying top all pink with blossoms.
There was a little yellow stand with pots of geranium and
heliotrope on it Take a step forward, and there was an
old man warming his feet at an air-tight stove.
^ Here's somebody come to see us, father," said Lucy.
The old man shrank back. He ignored Marlow, who
held out his hand, and mumbled something. '* I dun know
who 'tis," he said, turning to his daughter.
"Why, it's Mr. Marlow, father — Gilman Marlow. He
used to live next door — don't you know ?"
" 'Tain't, nuther ; he's dead." The old man set his lips
together like a child.
** Yes, father, old Mr. Marlow's dead ; he died three
years ago. But this ain't him; this is his son Gilman.
Don't you remember him ?"
'* The one that sort of slumped through ?*'
Lucy started pitifully. Marlow colored ; then he grinned.
A DISCOVERED PEARL. 259
^ Yes, I reckon that just fits my case," said he, with a sort
of embarrassed and shamefaced mirthfulness. " I'm the
one. I've slumped through ever since I come into the world.'*
'' Father, can't you shake hands with Oilman ?"
The old man reached out his hand. His thin mouth
curved up at the corners, the wrinkles around his eyes
deepened. He would have looked quizzical had he not
looked so feeble. Marlow grasped the old hand ; then he
gave Lucy his cap and coat, and seated himself in the
^ chair which she had prQ^Qej:ed him. It was a calico-covered
rocker. He sat in it stiffly. It seemed to him that it
would be indecorous to relax himself into comfort
Something brushed his head. He looked up, and it was
a soft spray of the oleander blossoms. He moved his chair
quickly. Lucy had gone out ; he could hear her stepping
about in the next room. He wondered vaguely what she
was doing. He had no longer any feeling of resistance to
her plans. He was nearly exhausted. He was just out of
the hospital, and he had walked five miles through the snow
that day. His knee began to pain him now. His large,
rough-complexioned face was pale.
The old man eyed him intently. He had something
which looked like a brown cashmere dress across his knees,
and another part of it lay on a chair beside him. *' What's
she a-doin' on ?" he asked Marlow.
" I don't know."
« Lucy I" called her father ; " Lucy !"
" What is it, father ?" called Lucy back from the other
room.
" What air you a-doin' of?"
" Makin' a little tea for Mr. Marlow."
^'What air you a-makin' tea for him for?" There wat
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no reply. ^ What is she a-makin' tea for you for?" asked
the old man of Marlow.
"I don't know."
"She never makes any for me this time o' night
Twouldn't do me no harm, nuther, a cup on't warm afore I
went to bed." Suddenly the old man caught up the brown
cashmere on his lap and threw it over to Marlow. " There,"
said he, " you kin pick the bastin's out o' that while you're
settin'. I've got to pick 'em out of the waist on't."
Marlow looked at the brown cashmere in bewilderment
« What ?"
'' Pick the bastin's out — ^them long white stitches in the
seams. Lucy dress-makes, an' I hev to pick out all the
bastin's. It's ruther more'n I want to do some days. You
might jest as well take holt while you air a-settin'."
Marlow began awkwardly pulling at the white thread.
Presently Lucy opened the door. " I've got some tea
made," said she, with gentle stiffness. There was a delicate
neagreness about the little figure in the best black silk
gown. She wore a full white ruche around her slender
neck ; she held her thin chin erect above it, but her whole
head seemed to droop a little. There were bright spots on
her cheeks, which were thin, but still softly curved.
Marlow eyed her with admiration, which was the only
distinct sentiment which shaped itself out of his bewilder^
ment and fatigue. Lucy had been very pretty, and was
now ; still she was not as pretty nor as young as she
looked to him. He viewed her in the same glass in which
he saw himself reflected. Her face beside his own, which
thrilled him with humility, got a wonderful beauty of con-
trast He eyed his poor clothes, then her nice black silk ;
the black gloss of it on her shoulders, the cunning loopings,
A DISCOVERED PEARL, 26 1
a flutter of black lace on the over-skirt, filled him with re*
spect and awe.
" Wa'n't you goin' out somewhere ?" he asked, with feeble
politeness. He got up clumsily, and let the brown cashmere
slide to the floor.
*' No ; I was just goin' to look in at the Christmas tree
a minute. I wa'n't goin' to stay. Father, what have you
done ?"
She picked up the dress, and looked at him and Marlow.
" I ain't done nothin' but set him pickin' out a few
bastin's," said the old man^ defiantly. '* He might jest as
well be workin' as me."
" Oh, father, you hadn't ought to !"
*' I didn't mind," said Marlow, stupidly.
'* Father's real feeble and childish," Lucy whispered,
when she and her guest were in the other room. ^ I set
him pickin' out bastin's to keep him contented. He frets
about doin' it, but he likes it. He's just as uneasy as he
can be if he gets out of work."
" It's a great deal better for him, I should think," Marlow
assented.
The fragrance of the tea stole into his nostrils. The
nicely piled white bread gave out a sweet odor of its own.
Lucy had set out her mother's china cups and saucers —
white, with a little green vine on the rims. She offered him
her best damson sauce and her fruit cake. Marlow ate
without tasting. He was trying to remember something.
He remembered it better and better ; it was quite clear in
his mind by the time he was left to himself in the little
sleeping-room up-stairs. It was Lucy's, which she had
given up to him. She would sleep on the sitting-room
lounge. A little picture hung over the bed. It caught his
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attention ; it had a familiar look : then he recollected. He
had given it to Lucy Glynn twenty years ago ; they had
thought they were in love with each other, though little had
been said about it. It was just before he went away.
Gradually he recalled some words, a kiss or two. He had
almost forgotten. Now the memory came, it was sweet
He felt as if he were thrusting back his head, old and
weary and grizzled, out of this wintry misery into some
sweet old spring which he had passed. He looked back at
it with pitiful regret.
"Why didn't I marry Lucy," he said to himself, "and
stay at home, and settle down, and behave myself?"
The next day was Christmas. It snowed again heavily.
Marlow got his key and tramped over to his old home
through the snow-drifts. So far as he knew, the place was
all his. It was quite a little fortune to him, this substan-
tial house, with its environment of sixty acres of meadow
and woodland. He could not believe in the reality of it ; a
whimsical doubt as to the rightfulness of his claim pos-
sessed him. He felt as if he were extending his hand for
a gift which was begrudged. It was natural enough that
be should feel so ; he could not remember his father as
ever giving him anything willingly. If Gilman Marlow had
led a hard life, there had been no parental love and soft-
ness to point at as the cause of it. Marlow had a few
cents in his pocket These seemed to him a much more
tangible property than this solid estate which he was ex-
amining. He walked through the bitter cold rooms with a
feeling as if he intruded. His father, dead, became to him
a more certain possessor than if living. He saw his father's
coat and hat hanging on a peg in the kitchen, and he turn-
ed away like a culprit
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After a little he went out in the storm again. He thought
he might as well see the man who Lucy had told him had
charge of the estate. His name was Nelson ; he was one
of the selectmen. Marlow had to pass the church and
the graveyard to reach his house. The evergreen branches
hung lower than ever ; the new snow-flakes softly bent down
the long slim sprays of the graveyard bushes until they lay
on the ground \ the mildewed fronts of the slanting old
gravestones were hung with irregular, shifting snow-garlands.
Marlow stopped and looked in the solemn white en-
closure. The snow settled softly upon him. There was
no wind ; everything was very still. Somewhere over there
was his father's grave. He brushed away some tears with
the back of his hand. " Good Lord," he muttered, " I ain't
got much, an' that's a fact." Then he went on. It was a
quarter of a mile farther to the selectman's house.
It was noon when he returned along the same road.
The snow had gathered a good deal, but he seemed to
walk with greater ease — at any rate, he walked faster.
He passed his father's house, and went straight to the
Glynns'. He knocked, and the old man shuffled to the
door. " Lucy's gone," he said, querulously. " She's been
gone all the forenoon, an' I dun know whar she is. It's
dinner-time now, an' thar ain't a pertater on, nor nothin'.
an' I've been a-pickin' out bastin's ever since daylight. I
wish you'd find out whar she's gone, an' send her home."
" Well, I'll see," said Marlow. Then he plodded around
to the side door of his own house. It opened directly into
the kitchen. There was a good fire in the stove, and Lucy
stood beside it cooking some eggs. A pot with potatoes
was steaming and bubbling over. The table was wtX out^
with a white cloth on it
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"Why, you here?" said Marlow.
Lucy bent over her frying eggs, " I thought I'd get you
a little somethin' to eat, seein' you wa*nH willin' to come
to our house again. There's a couple of pies in the oven,
an'—"
" Lucy," said Marlow, suddenly, " what made you pay up
the interest on that mortgage ?"
Lucy suddenly turned white. '' What do you mean ?" she
stammered.
" Nelson told me all about it. What made you do it ?"
" Mr. Nelson said he wouldn't tell."
''He didn't mean to. I guessed it from somethin' he
said, an' then I made him tell me. I think I ought to
know it. Lucy, he said you'd put a mortgage on your
house to pay up that back interest-money, so it shouldn't
be foreclosed. Did you ?"
" It ain't worth talkin' about."
" An' then you've paid the interest an' taxes ever since,
so I shouldn't lose the place. I don't see how you did it"
'' I've had all the dress-roakin' I could do." Lucy lifted
the frying-pan off the stove. Her hands trembled.
'' Stop workin' a minute, an' let's talk," said Marlow.
Lucy set the pan on the hearth, and stood waiting. She
cast her eyes down ; her face twitched nervously.
'* Look here, Lucy, what made you do it ?"
" You — was away, an' you didn't know about it."
^ How did you know it was worth while — that I'd ever
come back ?"
" I thought you might**
"You didn't know.**
'' Mr. Nelson said you would. He got news that you was
livin' once ; somebody'd seen you ; then he lost track of yoo.**
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•* What made you do it ?"
*' I thought you hadn't ought to lose the place.''
'' Well, you shall have the money part of it made up to
you." Marlow was silent for a moment. " Lucy/' said he^
finally, " I never was so beat in my life as I was when NelsoQ
told me that this mornin.' I've been thinkin' — Look here,
didn't we go together a little once, years and years ago ?"
Lucy turned paler. ''There ain't any use in bringin*
that up," she said, with a certain dignity.
*' I want to know about it. Lucy, did I treat you mean ?
We wa'n't much more'n children, were we ? We didn't talk
about gettin' married, did we ? We just thought we liked
each other, an' kept round together a little while before I
went away. That was all, wa'n't it ?"
''Yes," whispered Lucy, faintly. Suddenly she put her
hands up to her face.
Marlow took a step towards her; then he went back.
** Don't cry," said he. " Lucy, see here, I'm goin' to ask you
somethin'. Didn't you forgel, all this time ? Lucy, tell me.**
She shook her head.
Marlow shut his mouth tight. He partly turned his head
away. Then he spoke again. " Look here, Lucy, I'm goin*
to tell you the truth : I hadn't remembered as well as you
had."
" I didn't — suppose you had." She turned with a little
state, and tried to move towards the door.
" Don't go ; I've got somethin' I want to say." He hesi-
tated a moment ; then he went on. His face was hot He
had an honest, embarrassed air, like a boy. " I wanted to
say that — Well, I thank you more'n I ever thanked any
human bein' in my life. I'd lay down an' die, if it could
do you any good, to show you that I did. An' — ^if— I'd come
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home different, if I'd got rich, or if I'd even come home de*
cent — if I'd behaved myself, and if I looked fit and was fit
to be seen beside you — I'd ask you to marry me., an' do all
I could to pay you for thinkin' of me all this tinne ; but as
'tis, there ain't any use speakin' of that. All I can say is,
I wish the last twenty years was to live over."
Lucy gathered a shawl about her, and turned to go.
** I've got to go home and get father's dinner," she said,
brokenly. ** There ain't any use in bringin' all this up."
" I don't s'pose there is much, but I kind of wanted to
speak of it," said Marlow, blushing deeper. '' Thank you
for gettin' my dinner."
" That's nothin'."
He watched her going with a sinking heart.
" She wouldn't think of havin' me now," he said to himself.
Lucy was half out of the yard, when she turned and came
back. Marlow opened the door quickly. There she stood,
her knees trembling. She gasped for breath between her
words.
"There's — one thing — I didn't mean you to think — I
didn't — ^want — ^you to think that it would — make any dif-
ference to me because — you wa'n't rich or — "
" Lucy, you don't mean to say that you'd have me as I
am now ?'' Marlow took hold of one of her thin arms and
pulled her in softly. He led her back to the stove ; then
he stood looking at her again. '' Good Lord, Lucy 1" he
said, " you can't think anything of me, the way I am now I'*
" I don't see why you ain't just as well as you ever was.**
"I ain't worth this," said Marlow. He put his arm
around Lucy and kissed her forehead.
She stood stiffly ; then she released herself, and went ovef
and looked out of a window.
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**Vm afraid you don't think enough of me," she said,
presently, without looking around.
'' I guess you needn't worry about that. I know I ain't
been thinkin^ about you all these years, as much as you
have, accordin* to what you say about me. But — I'll put it
this way.'' He colored and half laughed. These little
flights of fancy were natural to him ; he took them in his
most honest moments ; but he was always a little shame-
faced about it. " Well, s'pose some day — you know I've
been round foreign countries an' on sea-shores a good deal
— s'pose some day I'd come across a pearl caught into
some sea-weeds, where I hadn't no idea of findin' it. Well,
I guess it wouldn't have made much difference to me
whether or no I'd been thinkin' about that pearl for twenty
years, or whether I'd ever seen it an' forgotten it There'd
been the pearl, an' I'd been the man that had it. I'll think
enough of you — yovL needn't bother about that I don't
know what I'd be made of if I didn't Good Lord I to think
of me havin' you /"
After Lucy had been home and attended to her father's
wants, she returned and spent all the afternoon making the
house comfortable for Marlow.
It was sunset when she went home the last time. It had
stopped snowing, and there was a clear, yellow sky in the
west A flock of sparrows flew whistling around one of the
maples. A sled loaded with Christmas greens was creak-
ing down the road. One could hear children's voices in
the distance. Lucy Glynn sped along. Whether wisely or
not, she was full of all Christmas joy. She had given at
last her Christmas gift, which she had been treasuring fof
twenty years.
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" JiST wait a minute, Sary." The old man made a sly
backward motion of his hand ; his voice was a cautious
whisper.
Sarah Arnold stood back and waited. She was a large,
fair young woman in a brown calico dress. She held a
plate of tapioca pudding that she had brought for the old
man's dinner, and she was impatient to give it to him and
be off; but she said nothing. The old man stood in the
shop door ; he had in one hand a stick of red-and-white
peppermint candy, and he held it out enticingly towards a
little boy in a white frock. The little boy had a sweet, rosy
face, and his glossy, fair hair was carefully curled. He stood
out in the green yard, and there were dandelions blooming
around his feet. It was May, and the air was sweet and
warm ; over on one side of the yard there was some linen
laid out to bleach in the sun.
The little boy looked at the old man and frowned, yet he
seemed fascinated.
The old man held out the stick of candy, and coaxed, in
his soft, cracked voice. " Jest look a-here, Willy !" said he ;
''jest look a-here 1 See what gran 'pa's got: a whole stick
of candy I He bought it down to the store on purpose for
Willy, an' he can have it if he'll jest come here an' give
A VILLAGE LEAR. 369
gran 'pa a kiss. Docs Willy want it, hey ? — Willy want it ?**
The old man took a step forward.
But the child drew back, and shook his head violently,
while the frown deepened. " No, no," said he, with baby
vehemence.
The old man stepped back and began again. It was as
if he were enticing a bird. "Now, Willy," said he, "jest
look a-here 1 Don't Willy like candy ?"
The child did not nod, but his blue, solemn eyes were
riveted on the candy.
" Well," the grandfather went on, " here's a whole stick
of candy come from the store, real nice pep'mint candy,
an' Willy shall have it if he'll jest come here an' give gran'-
pa a kiss."
The child reached out a desperate hand. ''Gimme I" he
cried, imperatively.
" Yes, Willy shall have it jest as soon as he gives gran'pa
a kiss." The old man waved the stick of candy ; his sunken
mouth was curved in a sly smile. " Jest look at it ! Willy,
see it 1 Red-an'-white candy, real sweet an' nice, with pep'-
mint in it An' it's all twisted ! Willy want it ?"
The child began to take almost imperceptible steps for-
ward, his eyes still fixed on the candy. His grandfather
stood motionless, while his smile deepened. Once he rolled
his eyes delightedly around at Sarah. The child advanced
with frequent halts.
Suddenly the old man made a spring forward. " Now
I've got ye I" he cried. He threw his arms around the boy
and hugged him tight.
The child struggled. " Lemme go I — lemme go 1" he half
sobbed.
'' Yes, Willy shall go jest as soon as he gives gran'pa the
270 ^ VILLAGE LEAR.
kiss/' said the old man. " Give gran'pa the kiss, and then
he shall have the candy an' go."
The child put up his pretty rosy face and pursed his lips
sulkily. The grandfather bent down and gave him an
ecstatic kiss.
" There ! Now Willy shall have the candy, 'cause he's
kissed gran'pa. He's a good boy, an' gran'pa '11 let him
have the candy right off. He sha'n't wait no longer."
The child snatched the candy and fled across the yard.
The old man laughed, and his laugh was a shrill, rapt-
urous cackle, like the high notes of an old parrot. He
turned to the young woman. '* I knowed I could toll him
in," he said ; " I knowed I could. The little fellar likes
candy, I tell ye."
Sarah smiled sympathetically and extended the plate of
pudding. "I brought you over a little of our pudding,"
said she. " Mother thought you might relish it."
The old man took it quite eagerly. " Brought a spoon
in't, didn't ye ?"
" Yes ; I thought maybe you'd like to eat it out here."
"Well, I guess I may jest as well eat it out here, an' not
carry it into the house. Viny might kinder git the notion
that it would clutter up some. I'll jest set down here an'
eat this, an' then I won't want no dinner in the house. I
guess they're goin' to have beef, an' I don't relish beef
much lately. I'd ruther have soft victuals ; but Viny she
don't cook much soft victuals ; the folks in the house don't
care much about 'em."
The old man held the plate of pudding, but did not at
once begin to eat; his eyes still followed the little boy,
who stood aloof under a blooming apple-tree and sucked
bis candy.
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^ Jest look at him/' he said, admiringly. " I tell ye what
'tis, Sary, that little fellar does like candy. I can allers toll
him in with a stick of candy. He's dreadful kind o' bash-
ful. I s'pose Ellen she don't jest like to have him round
in the shop here much. She dresses him up real nice an'
clean in them little white frocks, an^ she's afeard he'll get
somethin' on 'em ; so I guess she tells him he must keep
away, an' it makes him kind of afeard. I s'pose she thinks
I ain't none too clean nuther to be a-handlin' of him, an' I
dun know as I be, but I allers wash my hands real pertick-
ler afore I tech him. I've got my tin wash-dish there on
the bench, an' I'm real pertickler 'bout it."
The old man waved his hand towards a rusty tin wash-
basin on the old shoemaker's bench under the window.
There was a smoky curtain over the window ; the plastered
walls and the ceiling were dark with smoke; the place was
full of brown lights. Sarah, in her brown dress, with her
fair rosy face, stood waiting until the old man should finish
talking.
" Well, I must go now," said she. " I haven't been to
dinner myself."
"You jest wait a minute," whispered the old man, with
a mysterious air. In the little shop, beside the old shoe-
maker's bench, was a table that was brown and dark with
age and dirt, and it was heaped with litter. There was a
drawer in it, and this the old man opened with an effort ;
it stuck a little. " Look a-here," he whispered — " look
a-here, Sary."
Sarah came close, and peered around his elbow.
The old man took a little parcel from the midst of the
leather chips and waxed threads and pegs that half filled
the drawer. He unrolled it carefully. " Look a-here," he
272 A VILLAGE LEAR.
said again, with a chuckle. He held up a stick of pink
candy. " There," he went on, winking an old blue eye at
Sarah, " I ain^t goin' to give that to him till to-morrer. To-
morrer I'll jest toll him in with that, don't ye see ? Hey ?''
" That's checkerberry, ain't it ?"
''Yes, that's checkerberry, an' the tother was pep'mint
I got two sticks of candy down to the store this mornin',
one checkerberry an' the tother pep'mint. Ye see, I put a
patch on a shoe for the Briggs boy last week, an' he give
me ten cents for't. I'd kinder calkilated to lay it out in
terbacker — I ain't had none lately — but the more I thought
'bout it the more I thought I'd git a leetle candy. Ye never
see sech a chap fer candy as he is ; he'll hang off, an' hang
ofi^ but he can't stan' it to lose the candy nohow. I dun
know but the Old Nick could toll him in with a stick of
candy, he's in such a takin' fotr't ; never see sech a fellar
fer candy." The old man raised his cackling laugh again,
and Sarah laughed too, going out the back door of the
shop. '' I'm real obleeged to your mother, Sary ; you tell
her," he called after her.
He replaced the candy in the drawer, still chuckling to
himself; then he sat down to his pudding. He sat on his
shoemaker's bench, well back from the door, and ate. He
smacked his lips loudly ; he liked thb soft, sweet food.
Barney Swan was a small, frail old man ; he stooped
weakly, and did not look much larger than a child, sitting
there on his bench. His face, too, was like a child's ; his
sunken mouth had an innocent, infantile expression, and his
eyes had that blank, fixed gaze, with an occasional twinkle
of shrewdness, that babies' eyes have. His thin white hair
hung to his shoulders, and he had no beard. He owned
only one decent coat, and that he kept for Sundays : he
A VILLAGE LEAR.
«73
always went to meeting. On week-days he wore his brown
calico shirt sleeves and his old sagging vest. His bag-
ging, brownish black trousers were hauled high around his
waist, and his ankles showed like a little boy's.
Old Barney Swan had sat upon that shoemaker's bench
the greater part of his time for sixty years. His father be-
fore him had been a shoemaker and cobbler ; he had learned
the trade when a child, and been faithful to it all his life.
Now not only his own powers had failed, but hand shoe-
making and cobbling were at a discount There were two
thriving boot and shoe factories in the town, and the new
boots and shoes were finer to see than the old coarsely cob-
bled ones. Old Barney was too old to go to work in the
shoe factory, but it is doubtful if he would have done so in
any case. He had always had a vein of childish obstinacy
in spite of his mildness, and it had not decreased with age.
" If folks want to wear them manufactured shoes, they can,"
he would say, with a sudden stiffening of his bent back; " old
shackly things ! You'd orter seen them shoes the Briggs
boy brought in here t'other day ; they wa'n't wuth treein'
up, an' they never had been."
Although now old Barney's revenue was derived from
the Briggs boy and sundry other sturdy, stubbed urchins,
whose shoe-leather demanded the cheapest and most thop
ough repairs to be had, he had accumulated quite a little
property through his faithful toil on that leathern seat on
the end of that old bench. But it had seemed easier for
him to accumulate property than to care for it. His great-
est talent was for patient, unremitting labor and economy ;
his financial conceptions were limited to them. Ten years
before, he had made a misadventure and lost a few hun-
dred dollars, and was so humbled and dejected over it that
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be had made his property over to his daughters on consid-
eration of a life support. They had long been urging him
to make such an arrangement. He had two daughters,
Malvina and Ellen. His wife had died when they were
about twenty. The wife had been a delicate, feeble woman,
yet with a certain spirit of her own. In her day the daugh-
ters had struggled hard for the mastery of the little house-
hold, but with only partial success ; after her death they
were entirely victorious. Barney had always thought his
daughters perfect ; they had their own way in everything,
with the exception of the money. He clung to that for a
while. He was childishly fond of the few dollars he had
earned all by himself and stowed away in his house and
acres of green meadow-land and the village savings-bank.
He was fond of the dollars for themselves ; the sense of
treasure pleased him. He did not care to spend for him-
self; there were few things that he wished for except a
decent meeting-coat and a little tobacco. The tobacco
was one point upon which he displayed his obstinacy ; his
daughters had never been able entirely to do away with
that, although they waged constant war upon it. He would
still occasionally have his little comforting pipe, and chew
in spite of all berating and disgust. But the tobacco was
sadly curtailed since the property had changed hands ; he
bad only his little earnings with which to purchase it. The
daughters gave him no money to spend. They argued that
" father ain*t fit to spend money." So his most urgent ne-
cessities were doled out to him.
When the property was divided, Malvina, the elder
(laughter, had for her share the homestead and a part of
the money in the bank ; Ellen, the younger, had the larger
portion of the bank money and some wooded property.
A VILLAGE LEAR. 275
Malvina stipulated to furnish a home and care for the old
man as long as he lived, and Ellen was to pay her sister a
certain sum towards his support Both daughters were mar-
ried at the time ; Malvina had one daughter of her own.
Malvina had remained at her old home after her marriage,
but Ellen had removed to a town some twenty miles away.
Her father had visited there several times, but he never liked
to remain long. He would never have gone had not Malvina
insisted upon it. She considered that her sister ought to
share her burden, and sometimes give her a relief. So Bar-
ney would go, although with reluctance; in fact, his little shoe-
shop was to him his beloved home, his small solitary nest,
where he could fold his old wings in peace. Nobody knew
how regretfully he thought of it during his visits at Ellen's.
While there he sat mostly in her kitchen, by the cooking-
stove, and miserably pored over the almanac or the relig-
ious paper. Occasionally he would steal out behind the
barn and smoke a pipe, but there was always a hard reck-
oning with Ellen afterwards, and it was a dearly purchased
pleasure. Ellen was a small, fair woman ; she was deli-
cate, much as her mother had been, and her weakness and
nervousness made her imperious will less evident but more
potent. Old Barney stood more in awe of her than of Mal-
vina. He was anxiously respectful towards her husband,
who was a stout, silent man, covering his own projects and
his own defeats with taciturnity. He was a steady grubber
on a farm, and very close with old Barney's money, of
which, however, his wife understood that she had full con-
trol. She had had out of it a set of red plush parlor furni-
ture and a new silk dress. Once in a while old Barney,
while on a visit, would stand on the parlor threshold and
gaze admiringly in at the furniture; but did he venture to
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Step over, his daughter would check him. '' Now don^t g«
in there, father," she would cry out ; ''you'll track in some-
thin'."
'' No, I ain't a-goin' in, Ellen," Barney would reply, and
meekly shuffle back.
Old Barney was intensely loyal towards both of his daugh-
ters ; not even to himself would he admit anything to their dis-
advantage. He always spoke admiringly of them, and would
acknowledge no preference for one above the other. Still
he undoubtedly preferred Malvina. She was a large, stout
woman, but some people thought that she looked like her
father. When the property was divided,. Malvina had had
every room in the house newly painted and papered ; then
she stood before them like a vigilant watch-dog. She had
been neat before, but with her new paint and paper and a
few new carpets her neatness became almost a monomania.
She was fairly fierce, and her voice sounded like a bark
sometimes when old Barney, with shoes heavy with loam
and clothes stained with tobacco juice, shuffled into her
spotless house. However, in a certain harsh way she did
her duty by her simple old father. She saw to it that his
clothes were comfortably warm and mended, and he had
enough to eat, although his own individual tastes were never
consulted. Still, he was scrupulously bidden to meals, and
his plate was well filled She did not like to have him in
the house, and showed that she did not, but she had no
compunctions upon that point, for he preferred the shop.
She never gave him spending-money, for she did not cou'
sider that he was capable of spending money judiciously.
She bought all that he had herself. She was a good finan-
cier, and made a little go a long way.
Malvina's husband was dead, and her daughter was now
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eighteen years old. Her name was Annie. She was a
pretty girl, and had a lover. She was to be married soon.
They had not told old Barney about it, but he found it out
two weeks before the wedding. He stood in his shop door
one morning and called cautiously to Sarah Arnold. (The
Arnolds lived in the next house, and Sarah was out in the
yard picking some roses.) "Sary, come here a minute,''
he called. And Sarah came, with her roses in her hand.
The old man beckoned her mysteriously into the shop.
He drew well back from the door, after having peered
sharply at the house windows. Then he began: ''Ye
heard on't, Sary," whispered he — "what's goin* on in
there ? Hey ?" He gave his hand a backward jerk tow-
ards the house.
Sarah laughed. " I suppose so,'' said she.
" How long ye known it ? Hey T
" Well, I've heard 'twas coming off before long."
" The weddin's goin' to be in two weeks. Did ye know
that? Hey?"
"I heard so."
"Well, it's the first I've heard on't I knew that young
fellar'd been shinin' round there consider'ble, an' I spos'd
*twas comin' off some time or other, but I didn't have.no idee
*twas goin' to be so soon. Look a-here, Sary " — Sarah,
placid and fair and pleasant, holding her roses, gazed atten'
tively at him — "/'»» — a-goin* ta — give her sonuthnC /"
"What are you going to give her?"
" Ye'll see. I've got some money laid up, an' I know a
way to raise a leetle more. Ye'll see when the time comes
— ^ye'U see." The old man raised his pleasant cackle, then
he hushed it suddenly, with a wary glance towards the house.
^ You mind you don't say nothin' about it, Sary," said he.
278 A VILLAGE LEAR.
" No, I won't say a word about it," returned Sarah. Then
she went home with her roses and her own thoughts. She
herself was to be married soon, but there would be no such
commotion over her wedding as over Annie's. The Arnolds
were very humble folk, according to the social status of the
village, and were not on very intimate terms with their
neighbors. Old Mr. Arnold took care of people's gardens
and sawed wood for a living, and Mrs. Arnold and Sarah
sewed, and even went out for extra work when some of the
more prosperous village people had company. However,
Sarah was going to marry a young man who had saved
quite a sum of money. He was building a new house on
a cross street at the foot of a meadow that lay behind Bar-
ney Swan's shop. Sarah had told Barney all about it, and
he often strolled down the meadow and watched the work-
men on the new house with a wise and interested air. He
was very fond of Sarah. Sarah had her own opinion about
Annie and the old man's daughters, but she was calm about
expressing it even to her mother. She was a womanly
young girl. However, once in a while her indignation grew
warm.
'^ I think it's a shame,'' she told her mother, when she
carried her roses into the house, ''that they haven't told
Grandpa Swan about Annie's going to be married, and the
poor old man's planning to give her a present." The tears
stood in Sarah's blue eyes. She crowded the roses into a
tumbler.
It was only the next day that old Barney called her into
the shop to display the present. He had been so eager
about it that he was not able to wait. However, the idea
that the gift must not be presented to his granddaughter
until her wedding-day was firmly fixed in his mind. He
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had obtained in some way this notion of etiquette, and he
was resolved to abide by it, no matter how impatient he
might be. " I've got it here all ready, but I ain't a-goin'
to give it to her till the day she's married, ye know," he told
Sarah while he was fumbling in the table-drawer (that was
his poor little treasure-box). There he kept his surrepti-
tious quids of tobacco and his pipe and his small hoards
of pennies. His hands trembled as he drew out a little
square parcel. He undid it with slow pains. ''Look
a-here !" In a little jeweller's box, on a bed of pink cotton,
lay a gold-plated brooch with a red stone in the centre.
The old man stood holding it, and looking at Sarah with a
speechless appeal for admiration.
" Why, ain*t it handsome !" said she ; " it's just as pretty
as it can be !''
Old Barney still did not speak; he stood holding the
box, as silent as a statue whose sole purpose is to pose for
admiration.
''Where did you get it?" asked Sarah.
The old man ushered in his words with an exultant
chuckle. " Down to Bixby's ; an' 'twas jest about the
pertiest thing he had in his hull store. It cost con-
sider'ble ; I ain't a-goin' to tell ye how much, but I didn't
pay no ninepence for't, I can tell ye. But I had a leetle
somethin' laid up, an' there was some truck I traded off. I
was bound I'd git somethin' wuth somethin' whilst I was
about it."
As Barney spoke, Sarah noticed that his old silver watch-
chain was gone, and a suspicion as to the " truck " seized
her, but she did not speak of it. She admired the brooch
to Barney's full content, and he stowed it away in the drawer
with pride and triumph. He was true to his resolution not
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to mention the present to his granddaughter, but he could
not help throwing out sundry sly hints to the effect that one
was forthcoming. However, no one paid any attention to
them ; they knew too well the state of Barney's exchequer
to have any great expectations, and all the family were in
the habit of disregarding the old man's chatter. He always
talked a great deal, and asked many questions ; and they
seemed to look upon him much in the light of a venerable
cricket, constantly chirping upon their hearth, which for
some obscure religious reasons they were bound to harbor.
The question of old Barney's appearance at the marriage
was quite a serious one. The wedding was to be a brilliant
affair for the village, and the old man was not to be consid-
ered in the light of an ornament. Still the idea of not al-
lowing him to be present could not decently be entertained^
and Malvina began training him to make the best appear^
ance possible. She instructed him as to his deportment,
and had even made a new black silk stock for him to wear
at the wedding. He was so delighted that he wanted to
take possession at once, and hide it away in his table-drawer,
but she would not allow it. She had planned how he should
be well shaven and thoroughly brushed, and his pockets
searched for tobacco, on the wedding morning. *' I should
feel like goin' through the floor if your grandfather should
come in lookin' the way he does sometimes," she told her
daughter Annie.
Annie concerned herself very little about it She was a
young girl of a sweet, docile temperament. She was some-
what delicate physically, and was indolent, partly from that,
partly from her nature. Now her mother was making her
work so hard over her wedding clothes that she was half ill ;
her little forefinger was all covered with needle-pricks, and
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tfiere were hollows under her eyes. Malvina had always
been a veritable queen mother to Annie.
Ellen and her little boy visited Malvina for several weeks
before the wedding. Ellen assisted about the sewing ; she
was a fine sewer.
Old Barney did not dare stay much in the house, but he
wandered about the yard, and absurdly peeped in at the
doors and windows. Back in his second childhood, he had
all the delighted excitement of a child over a great occasion.
It was perhaps a poor and pitiful happiness, but he was as
happy in his own way as Annie was over her coming mar-
riage, and, after all, happiness is only one's own heartful.
But three days before the wedding old Barney was at-
tacked with a severe cold, and all his anticipations came to
naught. The cold grew worse, and his daughters promptly
decided that he could not be present at the wedding.
''There ain't no use talkin' 'bout it, father," said Malvina;
'' you can't go. You'd jest cough an' sneeze right through
it, an' we can't have such work."
The old man pleaded, even with tears, but with no avail ;
on the wedding day he was almost forcibly exiled to his lit-
tle shop in the yard. The excitement in the house reached
a wild height, and he was not allowed to enter after break-
fast ; his dinner of bread and butter and tea was brought
down to the shop. He sat in the door and watched the
house and the hurrying people. He called Sarah Arnold
over many times; he was in a panic over his present
'' How am I goin' to give her that breastpin, if they don't
let me go to the weddin' ?" he queried, with sharp anxiety.
''There sha'n't nobody else give her that pin nohow."
" I guess you'll have a chance," Sarah said, comfortingly.
When it was time for the people to come to the wedding,
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Ellen, in her silk dress, with her hair finely crimped, came
rustling out to the shop, and ordered old Barney away from
the door.
" Do keep away from the door, father," said she, *' for
mercy sakes. Such a spectacle as you are, an' the folks
beginnin' to come 1 I should think you'd know better."
Ellen's forehead was all corrugated with anxious lines ; she
was nervous and fretful. She even pushed her father away
from the door with one long, veiny hand ; then she shut the
door with a clash.
Then Barney stood at the window and watched. He held
the little jewelry-box tightly clutched in his hand. The
window-panes were all clouded and cobwebbed ; it was hard
for his dim old eyes to see through them, but he held back
the stained curtain and peered as sharply as he could.
He saw the neighbors come to the wedding. Several
covered wagons were hitched out in the yard. When the
ministf . came into the yard he could scarcely keep himself
from rushing to the door.
'' There he is !" he said out loud to himself. '* There he
is I He's come to marry 'em !"
The hubbub of voices in the house reached old Barney's
ears. A little after the minister arrived there was a hush.
" He's marryin' of 'em !" ejaculated Barney. He danced
up and down before the window.
After the hush the voices swelled out louder than before.
Barney kept his eyes riveted upon the house. It was some
two hours before people began to issue from the doors.
" The weddin's over !" shouted Barney. He looked quite
wild ; he gave himself a little shake, and opened the shop
door and took up his stand there. Everybody could see
him in his brown calico shirt-sleeves, and his slouching, un-
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tidy vest and trousers. His white locks straggled over his
shoulders ; his face was not very clean. Suddenly Ellen,
standing and smirking in the house door, spied him.
Presently she came across the yard, swaying her rattling
skirts with a genteel air. She smiled all the way, and old
Barney innocently smiled back at her when she reached
him. But he jumped, her voice was so fierce.
*' You go right in there this minute, father, an' keep that
door shuty'' she said between her smiling lips.
She shut the door upon Barney, but she had no sooner
reached the house than he opened it again and stood there.
He still held the box.
The bridal pair were to set up housekeeping in a village
ten miles away. They were to drive over that night. When
at last the bridegroom and the bride appeared in the door,
old Barney leaned forward, breathless. The bridegroom's
glossy buggy and bay horse stood in the yard ; the horse
was restive, and a young man was holding him by the bridle.
Old Barney did not venture to step outside his shop door.
Malvina and Ellen were both in the yard, but it was as if
his soul were feeling for ways to approach the young couple.
He leaned forward, his eyes were intent and prominent, the
hand that held the jewelry-box shook with long, rigid motions.
The bride, at her husband's side, stepped across the green
yard to the buggy. This was a simple country wedding,
and Annie rode in her wedding dress to her new home.
The wedding dress was white muslin, full of delicate frills
and loops of ribbons that the wind caught. Annie, coming
across the yard, was blown to one side like a white flower.
Her slender neck and arms showed pink through the mus-
lin, and she wore her wedding bonnet, which was all white,
with bows of ribbon and plumes. Her cheeks were very red.
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Old Barney opened his mouth wide. ''Good Lord !'' said
he, with one great gasp of admiration. He laughed in a
kind of rapture ; he forgot for a minute his wedding present
'* Look at 'em ! — jest look at 'em 1" he repeated. Suddenly
he called out, '' Annie 1 Annie 1 jest look a-here 1 See what
gran'pa's got for ye."
Annie stopped and looked. She hesitated, and seemed
about to approach Barney, when the horse started; the
young man had hard work to hold him. The bridegroom
lifted the bride into the carriage as soon as the horse was
quiet enough, sprang in after her, and they flew out of the
yard, with everybody shouting merrily after them. Old
Barney's piteous cry of " Annie ! Annie ! jest come here a
minute !" was quite lost.
The old man went into the shop and closed the door of
his own accord. Then he replaced the little box in the
table-drawer. Then he settled down on his old shoe-bench,
and dropped his head on his hands. Soon he had a severe
coughing-spell. Nobody came near him until it was quite
dark ; then Malvina came and asked him, in a hard, absent
way, if he were not coming into the house to have any sup-
per that night.
Old Barney arose and shuffled after her into the house ;
he ate the supper that she gave him ; then he went to bed.
He never took Annie's gold brooch out of the drawer again.
He never spoke of it to Sarah Arnold nor any one else.
He had the grieved dignity that pertains to the donor of a
scorned gift. As the weeks went on, his cold grew no bet-
ter ; he coughed harder and harder. Once Malvina bought
some cough medicine for him, but it did no good. The old
man grew thinner and weaker, but she did not realize that ;
the cough arrested her attention ; it tired her to hear it so
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constantly. She told him that there was no need of his
coughing so much.
Sarah Arnold was married in August She and her hus-
band went to live in their new house across the meadow
from old Barney's shop.
Sarah had been married a few weeks when one night old
Barney came toddling down the meadow to her house. He
was so weak that he tottered, but he almost ran. The short
growth of golden-rod brushing his ankles seemed enough to
throw him over. He waded through it as through a golden
sea that would soon throw him from his footing and roll
over him, but he never slackened his pace until he reached
Sarah's door. She had seen him coming, and ran to meet
him.
'' Why, what is the matter ?" she cried. Old Barney's
face was pale and wild. He looked at her and gasped.
She caught him by the arm and dragged him into the house,
and set him in a chair. ''What is the matter?" she asked
again. She looked white and frightened herself.
Old Barney did not reply for a minute ; he seemed to be
collecting breath. Then he burst out in a great sobbing
cry : '' My shop ! my shop ! She's goin' to have my shop
tore down! They're goin' to begin to-morrer. They're
movin' my bench. Oh ! oh !"
Sarah stood close to him and patted his head. ''Who's
goin' to have it torn down ?"
" Mai— viny."
" When did she say so ?"
"Jest — now — come out an' told me. Says the— old-
thing looks dreadful bad out — in the yard, an' she wants it
•—tore down. She's goin' to have me — go to Ellen's an'
fizy — all winter. Puttin' my bench up — in the garret I
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ain't — a-goin' to have the — bench to set on — no longer, I
ftin't. Oh, hum !"
Sarah's pleasant mouth was set hard. She made old
Barney lie down on her sitting-room lounge, and got him a
cup of tea. It was evident that the old man was completely
exhausted ; he could not have walked home had he tried.
Sarah sat down beside him and heard his complaint, and
tried to comfort him. When her husband came home to
tea she told him the story, and he went up across the
meadow to the shop before he took off his coat
" It's so," he growled, when he returned. " They're lug-
ging the things out. It's a blasted shame. Poor old man I"
Sarah's husband had a brown boyish face and a set chin ;
he took off his coat and began washing his hands at the
kitchen sink with such energy that the leather stains might
have been the ingratitude of the world.
"Did you say anything about his being down here?**
asked Sarah.
" No, I didn't. Let 'em hunt'*
About nine o'clock that evening Malvina, holding her
skirts up well, came striding over the meadow. She had
missed her father, and traced him to Sarah's. Sarah and
her husband had put him to bed in their pretty little spare
chamber when Malvina came in. It was evident that the
old man was very ill ; he was wandering a little, and he had
terrible paroxysms of coughing ; his breath was labored.
Malvina stood looking at him ; Sarah's husband kept open-
ing his mouth to speak, and his wife kept nudging him to be
silent Finally he spoke —
'' He's all upset because his shop's going to be torn dowiii''
said he ; but his voice was not as bold as his intentions.
" 'Tain't that," replied Malvina. " He's dretful careless ;
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he's been goin' round in his stockin'-feet, an' he's got more
cold. I dun know what's goin' to be done. I don't see
how I can get him home to-night"
'* He can stay here just as well as not," said Sarah, nudg-
ing her husband again.
" Well, 1*11 come over an' git him home in the mornin*,"
Malvina said.
But she could not get him home when she came over in
the morning. Old Barney never went home agam. He
died the second day after he came to Sarah's. Both of his
daughters came to see him, and did what they could, out he
did not seem to notice them much. An hour before he died
he called Sarah. She ran into the room. Just then there
was nobody else in the house. Old Barney sat up in bed,
and he was pointing out of the window over the meadow.
His pointing forefinger shook, his face was ghastly, but there
was a strange, childish delight in it.
" Look a-there, Sary — jest look a-there," said old Barney.
"Over in the meader — look. There's Ellen a-comin', an'
Viny, an' they look jest as they did when they was young ;
an* Ellen she's a-bringin' me some tea, an' Viny she's
a-bringin* me some custard pud din'. An' there's Willy
a-dancin along. Jest see the leetle fellar a-comin' to see
gran'pa all of his own accord. An' there's Annie all in her
white dress, jest as pretty as a pictur', a-comin* arter her
breastpin. Jest see 'em, Sary." The old man laughed.
Out of his ghastly, death-stricken features shone the ex-
pression of a happy child. "Jest look at 'em, Sary," he
repeated.
Sarah looked, and she saw only the meadow covered with
a short waving crop of golden^rod, and over it the Septem-
ber sky.
AMANDA AND LOVE.
Amanda sewed with a diligence which seemed almost
fierce. She jerked out her right elbow at sharp angles, and
the stout thread made a rasping sound. She was making
a braided rug, which lay stiff and heavy over her knees.
Love sat at the other front window^ She held some white
crotchet-work, but she kept looking away from it out of the
window. The cherry-tree and the rose-bushes in the yard
were bowing in a light wind. There were no leaves on
them, but it was near spring, and the twigs had a red glis-
ten as they moved in the wind.
Now and then Amanda's pale eyes shot a swifl, steady
glance at Love. " You won't get that tidy done to-night if
you keep lookin' out of the window," she remarked presently.
Love started, and colored softly. "I'm goin' to work
on it," said she. Then she crocheted steadily, and did
not look away from her work for a long time. Love would
have been pretty had not her features been too thin and
sharply accentuated. She was like a too boldly traced
pencil sketch ; the beauty of design could not show through
such force of outline. Her hair was too heavy for her deli-
cate little head. It was not very tidy ; when she bent her
head over her crochet-work the great slipping knot showed
more plainly.
AMANDA AND LOVE. 389
'^ It does seem as if you might twist up your hair a little
tighter : it don't look neat," said Amanda.
*' I can't make it stay up anyhow/' returned Love, with
meek apology.
" I guess I could make it stay up."
Amanda's light hair was parted and brushed so smoothly
that there were lines of pale gloss on the sides of her head ;
the small knot at the back of it was compact and immova-
ble as one on a statue.
After a while Amanda arose. '' I'm goin' out to take in
the clothes," said she. ^^ I guess they must be dry by this
time. I ain't goin' to have 'em beatin' in this wind any
longer, anyhow."
" I'll go," said Love.
"No; you stay jest where you are, an' do your tidy.
You've got some cold, an' I ain't goin' to have you out in
the wind handlin' damp clothes."
When Amanda's tall, slim figure erected itself and moved
across the room, it had a kind of stiff majesty about it. Her
back and neck were absolutely unbending, there was one
unbroken line from her head to her heels, even her dress
skirt did not swing, but hung rigidly.
As soon as Amanda had gone. Love let her work fall in
her lap, leaned her head back, and looked out of the win-
dow again. There was the little front yard, with its green-
gray mat of grass and glistening tree and bushes ; before
it stretched the road ; once in a while a team passed, or a
woman pushed by with her garments flying back in the wind.
Love, looking directly at it all, saw nothing. She had come
to a place in her life where the future closed around her so
plainly that, whether she would or not, she could see noth-
ing else. Possibilities seemed near enough to sing in her
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ears, and all her dreams were turned to giants. No one
but herself could see them ; she was innocently ashamed
and terrified to look ; but no work and no play could di-
vert her eyes.
When Love heard her sister coming back, she took up
her work hurriedly, and began to crochet Her little thin
face looked quite sober and intent ; sh^ did not even glance
at her sister when she entered. Amanda's face was red-
dened by the wind, but her hair was not roughened. She
held her chilly fingers over the stove, and looked at Love.
" Got the tidy 'most done ?" she asked.
" Pretty near."
" Goin' to get it done to-night ?"
" I don't know as I can get it quite done. The last rows
take longer, you know."
Amanda went suddenly across to Love. ^* Let me see
it," said she.
Love extended the tidy nervously. Amanda scruti*
nized it.
" Now I want to know jest how much you've worked on
this since I went out."
" I don't know as I can tell, Mandy."
" You can tell pretty near. Have you done half a row ?"
" I— don't know as I have."
" Have you done quarter of one .?"
" I guess not quite."
•* Have you done anything at all ?"
" Yes, I've done a little."
" I don't believe you've made more'n three shells. Have
you ?"
Love looked shamefacedly at the tidy, and made no reply.
*' You'd ought to be ashamed of yourself," said Amanda.
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* It's much as ever you do anything at all lately. I don't
see what you think you're comin' to, sittin' all day doin*
nothin' at all, starin' out of the window. You act as if you
was in a brown study. I'd like to know what ails you."
Love murmured something, and twisted herself away tow-
ards the window. Amanda surveyed her imperturbably ;
her words had been impatient, but her manner of delivery
calm. She stood over her sister implacably benignant, like
an embodied duty.
" Now, Love, I want to know — stn' I think you'd ought
to tell me — what are you thinkin' about when you set doin'
nothin' so?"
Love quivered. Secret thoughts have more sensitive
surfaces than burns, and it seemed to Love that hers were
laid bare. " Don't, Mandy. I don't know," she faltered.
" If you are thinkin' about what I think you are," Aman-
da went on, inexorably, " it's about time you stopped. If
you've got any proper pride that a girl ought to have, you
won't waste time thinkin' about anybody till you're pretty
sure they want you to."
Love turned on her sister with a look as if she were feel-
ing for the claws which nature had denied her. *' I never
said I was thinkin' about anybody," said she. Then she
suddenly put her hands up to her face and began to cry.
" There's nothin' for you to cry about," said Amanda,
*' nor to get mad about. I'm older than you, an' I know
more about the world, an' I'm goin' to look out for you as
faithful as I know how, an' that's all there is about it. Now
you'd better work on that tidy if you ever want to get it
done, while I get supper ready."
Amanda, as she went out of the room, had a look of de-
fiant embarrassment, and her face was flushed. She had
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not flinched, but she was a New England woman, and she
discussed all topics except purely material ones shame-
facedly with her sister. She felt as if she had injured her
own delicacy as well as her sister*s.
Amanda, out in the kitchen, got supper, and Love, in the
sitting-room, wiped her eyes and worked on her tidy. It
was really necessary it should be finished ; she was going
to sell it, and she needed the money. The proceeds of
Love's little mats and tidies and pincushions all went for
her own clothes, while Amanda's heavier and homelier
work bought the food, fuel, and her own scanty wardrobe.
Love had many a dainty little feature in her attire which
Amanda had not, and never fairly knew that she had not
Love's little beribboned gowns and flower-wreathed hats
were to Amanda as her own. She never thought of herself
as being without them. Love on a Sunday, in her pretty,
best attire, was, in a sweet and subtle fashion, Amanda's
looking-glass. The elder sister, in her sober shawl and
staid bonnet, walking beside her to meeting, saw all the
time herself in this younger and fairer guise.
Amanda was old enough to be Love's mother ; the two
had been left alone in the world when Love was a baby.
They had only their little house and an acre or two of land,
but Amanda had the head of a financier. She had man-
aged her pennies as firmly and carefully as dollars. She
made every inch of their land pay. She sold hay and vege-
tables. She did heavy tasks in needlework for the neigh-
bors — quilts and braided rugs and rag carpets. She had
a little sum at interest in the savings-bank.
While adhering to the letter of her principles in bringing
up Love, Amanda had spared her in every possible way.
No rough tasks had been imposed upon this little, slender-
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armed sister. Amanda bought pretty silks and wools and
fine threads, and had her taught to do dainty fancy-work,
for which she found quite a market among the village women
and the storekeepers in a neighboring large town. There
were always finished articles on exhibition in the sisters'
little front room, which was a studio on an exceedingly
small and humble scale. Love's delicately wrought tidies
and scarfs decorated the walls on all sides; the table was
covered with mats and pin-cushions. Nothing could ex-
ceed Amanda's pride in the display. Love had lately fin-
ished a silk patchwork bedquilt, which was draped over the
mantelshelf like a triumphal banner. Amanda invited peo-
ple in to see it. She believed it a work of genius.
Love crocheted fast when she kept herself to it. There
was quite a piece done on the tidy when Amanda called
her out to supper. Amanda had made some milk toast
Love was very fond of it The two ate their suppers peace-
fiilly in the little kitchen. Amanda gave Love the lower-
most and best-soaked slices of toast, and Love, whose eyes
were still red, ate them meekly.
After supper, when the dishes were cleared away, it was
quite dark. Love lighted a lamp, and started to go up-stairs
to her chamber.
^ Where you goin'?" asked Amanda.
•• Up stairs."
" What for ?"
" I — thought maybe I'd — ^better change my dress.**
*' What are yoa goin' to change your dress for?"
" I— didn't know but — somebody might come in."
** I'd like to know who's goin' to come that that brown
dress you've got on ain't good enough for ? Who do you
expect?"
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" I — don't know as I expect anybody."
" I s'pose you think maybe hiXi be in."
" I don't know as anybody '11 come. I just thought — I'd
change my dress." Love, slight and flat-chested, her shoul-
der-blades showing through the back of her brown dress,
stood before Amanda. She held the lamp unsteadily in
both her little bony hands.
" That dress is plenty good enough whoever comes. I
don't care if it's the President," said Amanda. "An' I
can tell you one thing — if you've got any pride, an' any
sense of what's proper, you won't go to dressin' up in that
blue dress with all that velvet trimmin' on it, if you think
anybody's comin'. If you really want to show anybody you
like them before you know whether he likes you or not, you
can go an' dress up for them. If anybody's got common-
sense, they can read it just like ABC. You'd better go
an' set down an' finish that t?dy."
Love obeyed. She seated herself at the parlor table with
her crochet-work. Once, when her sister was out of the
room for a moment, she got up stealthily and looked at her-
self in the glass behind the table. She smoothed back her
hair as well as she could, and adjusted the little brooch at
her throat. Then she darted swiftly and noiselessly across
the room to the chimney cupboard. A little bottle of co-
logne stood on the middle shelf. Love sprinkled some on
her handkerchief; then she flew back to her chair. She
hardly gained it before Amanda entered, and almost at the
same moment there was a knock on the front door. Love
gave a great start, and half arose. Amanda looked at
her.
" I'll go," said she, sternly. Love sat down.
Amanda had reached the sitting room door, when she
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turned around and sniffed sharply. " What's that I smell ?**
said she.
Love said nothing.
" Have you been puttin' some of that cologne on your
handkerchief?"
" A little."
" You're a silly girl."
Love crocheted with her heart beating loudly, while her
sister opened the front door and let in the visitor. She
could hear Amanda's voice and a subdued masculine one.
Amanda was asking the visitor to lay aside his hat and coat
in very much the same way that she might have asked an
enemy to lay down his arms.
Amanda preceded a young man into the sitting-room.
She set the lamp on the shelf and blew it out. Love half
arose. She and the young man looked at each other ; they
extended their hands, then drew them back. Love sank
into her chair with a soft, bashful titter, and the young man
sat gravely and stiffly down on the sofa. Amanda seated
herself at the table with her braided rug. She got it in
place, and began sewing.
" How's your mother ?" she asked the young man, in a
dry, constrained voice.
" She's pretty well, thank you," he replied.
He was young and very tall. His feet, in their well-
blacked shoes, sprawled far out from the sofa. His hand-
some face was red with embarrassment, but his blue eyes
looked at Amanda quite sturdily and steadily.
" Has she begun on her cleanin' yet ?" said Amanda.
" No, ma'am ; I guess not."
*' I s'pose you can help her some about the carpets.**
« Yes, ma'am."
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Amanda sewed, and Love crocheted on her tidy. The
young man drew his feet farther in.
^' It's a pleasant evening out/' he remarked, after a while.
Amanda nodded, with cold acquiescence.
" Yes, I s'pose 'tis," said she. Love smiled softly, with-
out looking up.
There was a long silence. The sisters worked steadily.
The visitor sat on the sofa, with his unoccupied masculine
hands on his knees. Now and then he glanced at Love's
bowed head. There was a calla-lily in a big pot behind
her, and the broad leaves threw shadows over her. Love
herself looked like a flower which for some reason was nof
giving out its natural fragrance. It seemed as if she needed
to be stirred and shaken.
The time went on. Once in a while Amanda vouchsafed
an abrupt question, and the young man replied. Love never
spoke until he arose to take leave. Then she started and
looked up.
'' It ain't late," said she, and the blushes flamed over her
cheeks.
" I guess I must be goin','' said he. There was some-
thing pitiful about the young fellow, in his Sunday suit and
light necktie, with his shiny shoes and curly hair dampened
and brushed as smoothly as possible. All these little hum-
ble masculine furbishings had gone for naught, and he was
going home disappointed and hurt after a painfully dull
evening. However, he held up his head like a man, and
there was a stiffness in his way of taking leave which be-
tokened resentment as well as dejection.
Amanda went to the door with him, and watched him put
on his coat and hat "Remember me to your mother,"
said she, when he went out
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When Amanda returned to the sitting-room, Love had
her head bent very low over her work.
''You hadn^t ought to have said it wa'n't late when he
got up to go/' said Amanda. '' It looked dreadful forward,
as if you wanted him to stay whether or no. I was sur-
prised at you."
Love put her hands over her face, and her shoulders
twitched.
'' What is the matter?" asked Amanda.
" I don't believe he'll— -ever— come again as long as he
lives."
"I'd like to know why he won't come?"
Love tnade no reply. She sobbed convulsively.
" Come, you'd better go to bed," said Amanda. " You're
actin' dreadful silly. Ain't you got any pride at all? I
guess before I'd sit and cry because I was afraid a fellow
wouldn't come to see me — An' he*ll come again fast
enough. I'll go an' heat a flat-iron to put to your feet
It'll be kind of chilly up-stairs to-night."
Amanda got Love into bed with the hot flat-iron at her
feet, and herself lay half the night listening to hear if she
were awake crying. The sisters slept in the two cottage
chambers; Love had the large sunny front one. There
were muslin curtains at Love's windows ; she had a clean,
faded woollen carpet, a large looking-glass over her bureau,
and the best feather-bed. Amanda's little room was as
bare and poor as could well be, her tiny looking-glass was
blurred, and her bed was hard and lumpy.
If Love lay awake weeping, she wept so softly that her
sister did not hear her. This was a Wednesday night.
Love's admirer had been calling upon her occasionally on
Wednesday evenings for some time. The next Wednesday
398 AMANDA AND LOVE.
evening he did not come, nor the next, nor the next. The
sisters said nothing to each other about it. Love did not
attempt to change her dress and make herself smart for
him again. Her fancy-work dragged more than ever, but
she always tried to be industrious when Amanda was in the
room. One afternoon a neighbor called and asked Aman-
da out in the entry, when she was taking leave, tf her sis-
ter was well.
" She always did look dreadful delicate," said she, '* but
now she looks to me as if you could see the light through
her if you held her the right way. I should think you*d
better get her something strength'nin' to take, Amanda.
You know her mother died of the consumption."
'' I guess she's well enough," returned Amanda, shortly.
*^ She's always thin as a rail."
But when she went back into the sitting-room she saw
Love with the neighbor's eyes ; before, she had seen her
with her own, to which her desires had been like soft-hued
spectacles. That night she tried to get something for sup-
per that Love would relish, but the girl scarcely tasted it
She only pecked at it like a little thin bird. Amanda made
up her mind to get some medicine for her, as the neighbor
had advised, and the next day she did, and Love took it,
with no perceptible effect.
Five weeks from the Wednesday on which the young man
had called, Amanda heard that he had procured some work
in another village, and left town. She hesitated whether
or not to tell Love. Finally she decided to. Love had
just lighted her lamp to go to bed one night when she told
her.
'^ They say he's left town an' gone to Sharon," said she,
in a harsh, constrained voice.
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299
Love did not make a sound, but her face moved as if she
screamed. She went weakly up-stairs with her lamp, and
Amanda sat down in the parlor and thought. It was mid-
night before she went up-stairs.
She listened a minute at Love's door, then she tiptoed in
and bent over her. Love was asleep ; her little face had a
peaceful look, but her skin was dank and pale with perspi^
ration ; great beads stood on her forehead.
'^That's the way mother used to look when she was
asleep," Amanda said to herself.
Suddenly Love opened her eyes. She did not seem
startled, but she turned away from Amanda and the light.
" Now, Love, I want to know what all this means,^' said
Amanda. *' Are you frettin' yourself sick because that fel-
low don't come ?"
Love did not reply ; her face was hidden, but her slender
shoulders heaved convulsively.
'^ Well," said Amanda, slowly, " it beats all. I've heard
of such things, but I never knew they were true." She
smoothed out the bedclothes over Love and straightened
her pillow. " Now you'd better stop cr)dn', an' go to sleep,"
said she. " He'll come again fast enough, don't you worry."
Amanda went out with the light. She did not sleep at
all that night. She lay in her little chamber and wrestled
for another with a problem of nature which she had never
had to face for herself.
The next day was Saturday. In the afternoon Amanda
dressed herself to go out. " I'm goin' out a little ways, it's
so pleasant," she told Love, when she went into the sitting-
room with her bonnet and shawl on.
Love smiled listlessly. She was at the window with her
lEuicy-work as usual. Amanda glanced back as she weni:
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down the path to the front gate, but Love did not look after
her ; her head was bent over her work.
Amanda went down the road until she reached a large
white cottage set in a deep yard. There were four front
windows. Amanda saw a head at one of them, but it dis-
appeared when she turned in at the gate. She drew her
old cashmere shawl tightly over her shoulders, and went,
slim and stately, up the front walk. There was a strong
sweet odor of pine-apple in the air; it came from an odd
brown flowering bush near the gate. It might have been
gunpowder, and Amanda might have been marching up to
hostile guns, from her feelings. She felt a pair of inimical
female eyes upon her behind a closed blind, but she set her
face steadily ahead, went up to the door, and knocked.
She waited a long time, but no one came. She knocked
again and again. Finally she compressed her lips and
tried the door. It was not locked. She went into the en-
try, and knocked on the sitting-room door. No one came.
She opened the door and walked in. Directly the opposite
door closed with a bang. Amanda walked across to that
door and opened it. There stood an elderly woman in a
little entry between the sitting-room and kitchen. She
looked at Amanda with a kind of defiant embarrassment.
Her handsome fleshy face was quite red.
" Good-afternoon, Mis' Dale,'' said Amanda.
" Good-afternoon."
There was a pause. " I want to speak to you a minute,"
said Amanda.
"Well, come into the sitting-room."
Amanda began at once when she and Mrs. Dale were
seated opposite each other. " I wanted to ask you," said
she, '* how your son was."
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'* He's well as common."
" I heard he'd left town."
"Yes, he has."
"Does he ever come home?"
" Sometimes."
" Well, some time when he does come, I should be hap-
py to have him call at our house."
Mrs. Dale's face grew redder, her round eyes gave out a
blue glare. " Well, I'll tell you one thing right to your face,
Amandy Perry, an' I ain't afraid to neither. My son ain't
comin' over to your house again to be snubbed, not if I can
help it. I guess he's full as good as your sister — full as
good."
" It wa'n't that. Mis' Dale."
" I'd like to know what it was, then."
" I rather guess I talked to Love, an' said some things
that made her act kind of bashful. I ain't never had a
thing against your son. I've always thought he was one
of the likeliest young men in town."
" I ruther guess my son is full as good as anybody that
little meachin' thing is likely to get — full as good. I don't
know what you think you are, nor where you come from :
folks that have had to live from hand to mouth the way
you have, an' never have had any parlor. My folks have
always had parlors an' sittin'-rooms, an' I guess some of 'em
would have thought my son was stoopin' if they'd known,"
The channel in which Mrs. Dale's ideas ran was so nar-
row that it had to be well cleared of one set before others
could enter. She was a kindly enough woman, but just
DOW she was possessed of maternal resentment to the ex-
clusion of everything else. Mrs. Dale was like an enraged
mother bird with one note, she screamed it over and over in
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Amanda's ears in spite of all she could say. Finally Aman-
da arose to go, and Mrs. Dale followed her to the door, still
talking. Amanda noticed a hat on the entry table. " He's
come home to spend Sunday," she thought, but she said
nothing.
Mrs. Dale closed the door after her with a bang, and
Amanda went slowly down the path, looking on either hand.
Over in the field south of the house there was a low red fire
leaping in the dry grass, and a man's figure moving about,
knee-deep in curling smoke. Amanda went straight across
to the field and up to the man. She held her skirts close
around her, and stepped unflinchingly over the blackened
ground.
" Good-afternoon, Willis," said she.
" Good-afternoon," the young man returned, stiffly.
" Come to spend Sunday ?"
" Yes, ma'am."
" Why don't you come over and see us ? You ain't been
for a long time."
Willis stood straight and tall before Amanda ; his eyes
looked like his mother's. ^ Because I ain't goin' anywhere
where I'm shown so plain I ain't wanted," said he.
" You're wanted enough. We should be real glad to see
you any time. I s'pose I'm kind of stiff sometimes, but I
don't mean to be ; an' Love is a little quiet an' bashful, but
you mustn't think we mean to act offish. If you ain't goin'
anywheres to-morrow night, we'd be glad to see you. Love,
she ain't very well."
Willis moved around and beat a little at the burning grass.
" Love, she ain't very well, an' I guess she's kind of fret-
tin' because she thinks you're put out," said Amanda, in a
2>itifi3l voice.
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*• Well, maybe I'll come if you'd like to have me," said
Willis, hesitatingly.
"We'll be happy to have you." Amanda started off;
then she turned. " What — are you going to do to-night?"
she asked, timidly.
" To-night ?"
" Yes."
" Nothing particular that I know off."
" Can't you come to-night ?"
" I — don't know but I can," Willis said, in a bewildered
way.
Amanda went home in the early spring afternoon. Her
limbs trembled ; her face had a shocked, desperate expres-
sion. She was full of a solemn shame and terror at what
she had done. People when they overstep their bounds of
conduct are apt to step high and wide ; poor Amanda had
cleared hers well. The frogs were singing in a stretch of
low meadow-land that she passed. They would have seemed
to her like the chorus of a Greek tragedy had she ever
heard of one.
When she got home she sat down with Love and sewed
until supper-time. She said nothing about Willis Dale.
She got supper early, and cleared it away. Then she got
a brush and comb and basin of water, and called Love
out into the kitchen. " Come here a minute, Love," said
she.
Love crept out obediently.
" I'm goin' to see if I can^t make your hair look neat for
once," said Amanda, in a resolute tone.
She dampened Love's pretty wild hair, brushed it ener-
getically, and twisted it tight and hard on the top of her
head. Love's thin childish face looked strange and severe
304 AMANDA AND LOVE,
with her hair in flat dark curves around her temples. Aman-
da surveyed her approvingly.
"There," said she. "Now you'd better go an' put on
your other dress ; I want to fix that place that's ripped in
this one."
" I thought I'd go to bed pretty soon," said Love.
" No, you ain't goin' to bed, neither. Now go an' put on
your dress. You look nice an' neat for once in your life."
Willis came at eight o'clock. Amanda let him in, and
left him with. Love in the sitting-room. She herself sat
down at the kitchen window in the deepening dusk, and
stared out over the shadowy fields. She could hear the
voices of her sister and her lover, now fairly started upon
that path of love which was as strange to this rigid-lived
single woman as that of death, and whither she was far less
able to follow. Amanda sat there, and wept patiently, lean-
ing her head against the window-casing.
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** Wb can, Mis' Rowe ; this winder ain't fastened. I can
slide it up easy 'nough."
" Where does it go to ?"
" Into the kitchen. I declare, there's the tea-kittle on the
stove ; an' I should think the door was open into the butt'ry.
Yes, 'tis. Mis' Rowe, the dishes are settin' on the shelves
jest the way they were left."
" Can you see 'em ?"
*' Yes, I can. I don't b'lieve there's one speck of harm
in our gettin' in an' lookin' round a little."
" Oh, Mis' Daggett, do you think we'd ought to ?"
** I'd like to know what harm 'twould do."
** S'pose they should find it out ?"
'* I don't see who M^ry is. There ain't one of the Prim-
roses left but Maria, an' it ain't likely she'll be round here
to find it out very soon."
" It's awful 'bout her, ain't it ?"
'^I dun know as I think it's very awful; it ain't any
more than she deserves for treatin' Abel Rice the way she
did."
*' I've heard her husband had spent 'most all her money.''
** Guess it's true 'nough. They said once she was goin'
to leave him."
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** I never really believed he struck her the way they said
he did ; did you ?"
''Guess it's true 'nough. I tell you what it is, Mis' Rowe,
I brieve folks get their desarts in this world sometimes. —
We can get in here jest as easy as not, if we are a mind to."
" Oh, Mis' Daggett, I dun know 'bout it."
" There ain't a bit of harm in't," said Mrs. Daggett, who
was long and vigorous and sinewy. Then with no more ado
she pushed up the grating old window.
Mrs. Rowe, who was a delicate little body, stood timor-
ously aloof in a bed of mint that had grown up around the
kitchen door of the old Primrose house. There was a small
wilderness of mint and sweetbrier and low pink-flowering
mallow around the door. All the old foot-tracks were con-
cealed by them.
The window was not very high ; Mrs. Daggett put one
knee on the sill and climbed in easily enough. Mrs. Rowe
watched her with dilated eyes ; occasionally she peered be-
hind her; she had a sideway poise like a deer. It was
perfectly evident that if she were to see any one approach-
ing she would fly and leave her companion to her fate.
" Come, you get in now," said Mrs. Daggett. Her harsh,
yellow old face peered out of the window ; back of it was a
dark green gloom. All the windows but that were closed
and blinded.
" Oh, Mis' Daggett, I dun know as I darse to 1"
"Come along I"
" I don't b'lieve I can get in."
" Yes, you can ; it ain't high."
Mrs. Rowe approached slowly ; she lifted one feeble knee.
** It's no use, I can't noway," said she.
Mrs. Daggett caught hold of her arms and pulled. " Now
you climb while I pull 1" she cried.
UP PRIMROSE HILL. 307
'* Oh, I can't noway, Mis' Daggett ! You'll pull my arms
out by the roots. I guess you'd better stop."
^' I'll get out an' boost you in," Mrs. Daggett said, briskly,
and strode over the window-sill.
But the " boosting" was not successful ; finally little Mrs.
Rowe recoiled in terror. " I'm afraid you'll make me go
in there head-first," said she. " I guess you'd better stop.
Mis' Daggett. You go in an' look round, an' I'll wait here
for you."
"I'll tell you what we can do: I'll set out a chair; you
can climb in jest as easy as not, then."
Mrs. Daggett again climbed in, set out one of the dusty
kitchen chairs, and Mrs. Rowe with many quavers made
her entry. For a moment the two women stood close to-
gether, looking about them ; Mrs. Rowe was quite pale,
Mrs. Daggett shrewdly observant. "I'm goin' to open
them other blinds an' have a little more light," she declared
at length.
" Oh, do you s'pose you'd better ?"
" I'd like to know what harm it can do." Mrs. Daggett
forced up the old windows, and defiantly threw open the
blinds.
The kitchen was a large one, with an old billowy floor
and the usual furnishings. Mrs. Daggett lifted the tea«
kettle and examined it. " It's all one bed of rust," said she ;
" set up with water in't, most likely ; that Mis* Loomis that
was here when old Mr. Primrose died wa'n't no kind of a
housekeeper. I'm a-goin' into the butt'ry."
" Oh, do you think we'd better ?"
" I'd like to know what harm it can do."
Mrs. Daggett advanced with virtuous steadfastness, and
the other woman, casting fearful backward glances, followed
3o8 UP PRIMROSE HILL.
hesitatingly in her wake. They entered the pantry, which
was as large as a small room, and stood with their chins
tipped, scanning the shelves. '* There's a whole set of white
ware," said Mrs. Daggett, " an* there's some blue packed
away on the top shelf. I s'pose there's a chiny closet in
the parlor, where the chiny is : they must have had some
chiny dishes. Ain't that a nice platter? That's jest what
I want, a platter that size. What's in here ?"
'' Oh, don't. Mis' Daggett ; seems to me I wouldn't 1"
« What's the harm, I'd like to know ?"
Mrs. Daggett lifted the cover from a small jar. '^ It's
quince sauce, sure's you live," said she, sniffing cautiously.
*' It don't look to me as if it was hurt one mite. I'm goin'
to taste of it."
« Oh, Mis' Daggett !"
'' I am." Mrs. Daggett found a knife, and plunged it de-
fiantly into the quince sauce. " It's jest as good as ever
'twas; it ain't worked one mite. You taste of it, Mis' Rowe."
" Oh, I don't b'lieve I'd better. Mis' Daggett." Mrs.
Rowe looked with tremulous longing at the sauce which
her friend held towards her on the tip of the knife.
''Land sakesl take itl What harm can it do?" Mrs.
Daggett gave the knife a shove nearer, and Mrs. Rowe
opened her mouth.
'' It is good, ain't it?" she said, after tasting reflectively.
" I don't see why it ain't. Have some more."
« I guess I hadn't better."
" I'm goin' to. Might just as well ; it's only spoilin' here."
Mrs. Daggett helped herself to some generous dips of the
sauce, and Mrs. Rowe also took sundry tastes between her
remonstrances. They found nothing else that was edible,
exceot some spices. Mrs. Daggett took a pinch of the
UP PRIMROSE HILL. 309
cinnaLmon. <^ Ain't lost its strength one mite/' she re-
marked ; ''thought I'd like to see if it had."
The Primrose house was a large, old-fashioned edifice.
It had been the mansion-house of this tiny village, and its
owners had been the grandees. The town was named for
them ; they had been almost like feudal lords of the little
settlement. Now they all were dead with the exception of
one daughter, and she had not been near her old home foi
twenty years. The house had been shut up since her
father's death, five years ago. The great square rooms
were damp and musty, and even the furniture seemed to
have acquired an air of distance and reserve.
When the two curious women penetrated the statelier
and more withdrawn recesses of the house, Mrs. Rowe eyed
every chair as if it were alive and drawing up itself haught-
ily before interlopers. But Mrs. Daggett had no such feel-
ings. She investigated everything unsparingly. She be-
gan opening a bureau drawer in one of the front chambers.
Mrs. Rowe, watching her, fairly danced with weak and fas-
cinated terror. " Oh, don't. Mis' Daggett — don't you open
them drawers ! You scare me dreadfully I" she cried.
'' I'd like to know what harm it can do." Mrs. Daggett
pulled out the drawer with a jerk. " Oh, my 1" she ex-
claimed ; " ain't this elegant 1"
Mrs. Rowe tremblingly slid towards her and peeped around
her shoulder, and just then came a loud peal of the door^
bell. Mrs. Rowe clutched Mrs. Daggett : " Oh, Mis' Dag-
gett, come — come quick, for mercy sake 1 That's the door-
bell 1 Oh, Mis' Daggett, they'll ketch us here — they will !
they will !"
" Keep still !" returned Mrs. Daggett " No, they won't
ketch us, neither. I dun know as we're doin' any harm if
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they did." She gave the bureau drawer a shove to, and led
the retreat '' Come on down the back stairs/' she said.
" Don't break your neck ; there's time 'nough."
When they were half-way down the stairs the bell rang
again. "Oh!" gasped Mrs. Rowe — "oh, Mis' Daggett,
they'll ketch us !"
" No, they won't, neither ; come along." Mrs. Daggett
climbed first out of the kitchen window. She thought that
she could assist her friend better in that way. " I'll stand
outside here and lift you down," she said. " Don't hurry
so ; you'll fall an' break your bones."
Mrs. Rowe mounted a chair with frantic haste, and got
into the window. Mrs. Daggett extended both arms, and
she jumped. " Mercy sakes ! I'm ketched onto somethin' 1"
she screamed. *' Oh, Mis' Daggett !" In fact, Mrs. Rowe's
skirt had caught on something inside, and she pitched
helplessly against her friend. " I hear 'em a-comin'," she
groaned. " Oh, what shall I do ! what shall I do 1"
" Can't you hang here a minute, till I reach in an' un-
hitch it ?"
" Oh, I can't ! — I can't 1 Don't you let go of me, Mis'
Daggett — don't you ! I shall fall and break my bones if
you do. Oh, I hear 'em a-comin' ! Oh, Mis' Daggett, you
pull as hard as you can ! It's my alpacky dress. I ain't
had it but three years, but I don't care nothin' 'bout that
Oh, Mis' Daggett 1"
Mrs. Rowe struggled wildly, and Mrs. Daggett pulled ;
finally the alpaca skirt gave way. Mrs. Rowe as she turned
and fled cast one despairing glance at it " It's spoilt 1"
she groaned ; " a great three-cornered piece gouged out of
it Oh, Mis' Daggett, do hurry 1"
Mrs. Daggett paused to shut the window ; then she over-
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took her friend with long, vigorous strides. '* I wasn't goin'
to leave that window up," she remarked, '' not if I knew it.''
The women skirted the house well to the right, and
passed into the road.
'' Now I'm goin' to walk by an' see who 'tis," said Mrs.
Daggett.
"Oh, don't, Mis* Daggett ; let's go right home."
" I'm jest goin' to walk up by the path where I can see
in. Come along; they won't know we've been in the
house."
Mrs. Daggett fairly pushed her timid friend in the direc-
tion that she wished.
The Primrose house was thickly surrounded by trees, and
stood far back from the road ; one could only get an unin-
terrupted view of the front door by looking directly up the
walk.
Mrs. Daggett took a cautious glance as she passed the
gate j then she stopped short. " Good land !" she ex-
claimed, " it ain't anybody but Abel Rice. If we ain't a
passel of fools 1" She could see between the trees a tall
man with a yellow beard leaning against the front door of
the I^rimrose house.
" Are you sure it's him ?" quavered Mrs. Rowe.
" Course I'm sure. Don't you s'pose I know Abel Rice ?
If it ain't the greatest piece of work 1 There, I knew all
about his goin' there an' ringin' the bell."
" I never knew as he did really."
" Well, I knew he did. Mrs. Adoniram White said she'd
seen him time an' time again. To think of our runnin'
away for a luny like Abel Rice !"
" It's awful 'bout his goin' there, ain't it ?"
''Yes, 'tis awful. They say they've talked an' talked to
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him, but they can't make him b'lieve Maria Primrose don't
live there \ an' every once in a while, no matter what he's
doin', hoein' potatoes or what, he'll steal off an' go up there
an' ring the door-bell. I wish Maria could see him some-
times, an' realize what she did when she jilted him for that
rich feller she married."
'' It would serve her jest right \ don't you think 'twould ?'*
'' Yes, I do think it would serve her jest right."
The two were now walking along the sidewalk, leaving
the Primrose house out of sight. Presently they came to
the house where Mrs. Rowe lived, and she turned in at the
gate. '' Good-afternoon, Mis' Daggett," said she.
''Good-afternoon. Say, Mis' Rowe, look here a minute."
Mrs. Rowe stepped back obediently. Mrs. Daggett ap-
proached her lips to her ear and dropped her voice to a
whisper : " If — I was you, I wouldn't say nothin' about our
goin' in there to Marthy."
"I ain't goin' to," rejoined Mrs. Rowe, with a wise air;
''you needn't be afraid of that. Mis' Daggett."
'' I ain't done nothin' I'm ashamed of, but it's jest as well
not to tell everything you know. I'm dreadful sorry you
tore your dress so, Mis' Rowe."
The rent in Mrs. Rowe's black alpaca dress attracted
immediate attention when she entered the house ; she turned
herself cautiously, but her sister, Mrs. Joy, noticed it at
once. ''Why, Hannah, how did you tear your dress so?"
said she.
'^ I ketched it," replied Mrs. Rowe, with a meek sigh,
turning her head to look at the three-cornered rent.
" Why, I should think you did ! I guess you'll have one
job mendin' it. What did you ketch it onto ?"
" On a nail. I see Abel Rice a-standin' ringin' the fix>nt-
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door bell at the Primrose house when I come by/' Mrs.
Rowe had very little diplomacy in her nature, but she could
fly as skittishly as any other woman from a distasteful sub*
ject.
" I want to know !" said Mrs. Joy, with ready interest
^ I never really knew whether to b'lieve them stories about
his ringin' that bell or not."
" I see him with my own eyes." Mrs. Rowe was laying
aside her bonnet and shawl, uncovering her small gray head
and her narrow alpaca shoulders, which had a deprecating
slope to them. One could judge more correctly of her
character from her shoulders than from her face, which was
shifty, reflecting lights and shadows from others; her shoul-
ders were the immovable sign of herself.
Mrs. Joy did not resemble her in the least; she was
larger and stouter, with a rosy face whose lines were all
drawn with decision. When she was talking she surveyed
one steadily with her full bright eyes that seldom winked.
People called her a handsome woman. Her daughter An-
nie, who sat at the window with her crochet-work, resem-
bled her, only she was young and girlishly slim, her bright,
clear eyes were blue instead of black, and her hair was
light. There was a brilliant color on her rather thin
cheeks. She crocheted some scarlet worsted very rapidly,
making her slender fingers fly. Her mother had a signifi*
cant side tone for her in her voice when she spoke again.
^ Well, there's no use talkin', Abel Rice couldn't have had
any brains to speak o( or he wouldn't have lost 'em so
easy," said she. '' This goin* crazy for love is something I
don't put much stock in, for my part. Folks must have a
weak spot somewhere, or it would take something more
than love to tip 'em oven I guess none of the Rices are
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any too smart, when it comes right down to it. It ain't n
family I should want to get into."
Annie never said a word ; she crocheted faster.
Mrs. Rowe had dropped her shawl-pin, and had been
hunting for it. Just then she found it, and rose up. '' I
should be kind of afraid if Frank Rice had any — such kind
of trouble, it might affect him the same way. Shouldn't
you ?*' said she.
She fairly jumped when her sister replied : '* Afraid of
it ? No, I guess I shouldn't be afraid of it. I guess there
don't many folks get crazy for — love." Mrs. Joy pro-
nounced " love " with an affectedly sweet drawl.
Mrs. Rowe colored shamefacedly. " I s'pose Abel did ;
don't you ?"
''No, I don't, neither. Most likely he'd got crazy any-
way ; it was in him."
*' Well, I dun know." Mrs. Rowe always departed from
an argument with a mild profession of ignorance. She
stood in awe of her sister.
When she left the room to put away her bonnet, Mrs. Joy
turned to Annie: "Ain't you goin' to see him to-night?"
the asked.
" I — haven't made up my mind."
" I should think it was about time you did. There's the
picnic comin' off to-morrow."
« No, it isn't, either."
"When is it, I'd like to knowT
"The day after to-morrow."
" Well, you ain't got any too much time ; you'd ought to
let him know a little beforehand, so he can get somebody
else. I should think you'd better see him when he goes
home to-night ; it will do jest as well as any way."
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Annie kept her eyes upon her crocheting ; her cheeks
grew redder. '' I've — about made up my mind that I shall
go with him, anyway," she muttered.
« What ?"
" I've about made up my mind to go with Frank the way
I said I would."
Mrs. Joy's eyes snapped. " Well, if you do, you'll have
to give up all thoughts of Henry Simpson, that's all," said
she. " If he sees you at that picnic with Frank Rice, he'll
think it's all decided, an' he'll let you alone."
" Sometimes I think I'd rather wish he would.''
•* I'd like to know what you mean."
'^ I've made up my mind that I don't want him, anyway."
" H'm ! I'd like to know why."
Annie crocheted silently for a minute. '' Well, I suppose
that I like Frank the best," she murmured, with a shame-
faced air.
*' Oh ! Well, I s'pose that's all that's necessary, then. I
s'pose if you — love him, there ain't anything more to be
said."
The manner with which her mother's voice lingered upon
love made it seem at once shameful and ridiculous to the
girl j but she raised a plea in her own defence.
" I don't care," said she ; " I don't think it's right to get
married unless you do love the one you marry."
'' I guess you'll find out that there's something besides
love if you do get married to Frank Rice, or I'll miss my
guess. When you get settled down there in that little
cooped-up house with his father and mother and crazy
uncle, an' don't have enough money to buy you a calico
dress, you'll find out it ain't all — love,^*
** He'd build a piece on to the house.**
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** An' run in debt for it ; you know he ain*t got a cent
Well, Annie Joy, I've said all I'm goin' to. You know how
things are jest as well as I can tell you. You know how
I've dug an' scrimped all my life, an' you know how we're
situated now ; it's jest all we can do to get along, an' your
father's an old man. If you marry Frank Rice you'll have
to live jest as I've done, only you won't be so well off, if
anything ; your father had a good house, all paid for, when
we started. You'll have to work an' slave, an' never go
anywhere nor have anything ; you'll have to make up your
mind to it An' if you have Henry Simpson, you'll live
over in Lennox, an' have everything nice, an' people will
look up to you. You'll have to take your choice, that's all
I've got to say."
Mrs. Joy got up and went out of the room with a heavy
flourish. On the threshold she turned: ''Ain't it most
time for him to go by ?"
Annie nodded. Soon after her mother left the room she
saw at a swift glance the young man of whom they had been
speaking coming down the sidewalk. She looked quickly
away, and never raised her eyes from her crocheting when
he went by.
'' Has he been past ?" asked her mother when she came
in.
"Yes."
Mrs. Joy compressed her lips. '' Well, you can do jest
as you are a mind to," said she.
Yet she continued to talk and advance arguments. If
Annie did not go to the picnic with Frank, she had little
doubt that matters would be brought to a favorable climax
with regard to the other young man, who had lately paid
iKf much attention. She was making a new dress for
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Annie to wear, and she sewed and reasoned with her all
that evening and during the next day.
In the afternoon a young girl, an acquaintance of Annie's,
came in. She had just returned from Lennox, where she
had been shopping. Lennox was a large village — the city
for this little hamlet of Primrose Hill.
'' I saw somebody there," said the girl, with a significant
smile at Annie, '' and he looked real handsome. He was
driving a beautiful horse, and he's got one of those new-
style carriages. If I was some folks I should feel pretty
fine."
'' Alice would give all her old shoes to get a chance like
you," remarked Mrs. Joy after the visitor had gone.
'' I don't believe she'd treat another fellow mean to get
it," said Annie. She had looked doubtfully pleased at the
girl's joking.
" I don't see as your treatin' him mean if you let him
know beforehand. I guess you ain't the only girl that
changes her mind. Mebbe he'll take up with Alice. I
should think she'd make him a real good wife."
'' He won't : I can tell you that much. He can't bear
her."
''Well, he'll find somebody. It's 'most time for him to
goby, ain't it?"
"I suppose so," replied Annie, coldly.
It was late in the afternoon. An hour ago Mrs. Daggett
had called for Mrs. Rowe, and the two old women had
sauntered up the street together. " I didn't tell you what I
see in that bureau drawer," Mrs. Daggett had whispered
when they started forth; 'Mt was the handsomest black
satin I ever laid my eyes on. I — mean to su it agam**
« Oh, Mis' Daggett I"
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''I'd like to know what harm it can do.**
The two, in their homely black gowns, had moved on
towards the Primrose house. Frank Rice would have to
pass it on his way home from his work : he lived a half-
mile beyond.
Mrs. Joy, as she talked to Annie, kept her face turned
towards the road, watching for him. '* There he is," she
said, presently. Annie bent over her work. "Do you
hear?'* her mother repeated, sharply.
"Yes, I hear." Suddenly Annie sat up straight and
looked in her mother's eyes. " I can*t do it,'* said she.
" I'd like to know why not. Hurry, or he'll be gone by."
Annie sat quite still for a minute ; her eyes were staring
and her mouth set hard. Then she arose and went out of
the front door and down the walk. The man reached the
gate just as she did. She started, and turned a white face
back towards the window ; it was Frank Rice's uncle Abel,
who, people said, had lost his wits because Maria Primrose
had jilted Mm. He passed, and Annie clung to the gate.
An awful voice of prophetic denunciation seemed to cry
through all her weakness and ignoble ambition. Her
mother appeared in the door, and drew back hastily ; she
had seen Frank Rice coming, following in the track of his
uncle. She remarked for the first time a strong resem-
blance between the two men, and it thrilled her with a
strange horror. She went back into the sitting-room, and
peered around a corner of a window. When Frank reached
the gate, she saw Annie step forward. She saw them stand
and talk for a few minutes ; then they walked slowly up the
street together.
"What's she doin' that for?** muttered her mother with
a bewildered air; she felt singularly shocked and subdued
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Annie and Frank went out of sight in the direction of the
Primrose house.
It might have been an hour later when a woman came
slowly up the hill which gave its name to the little settle-
ment. She had walked from Lennox ; she had not money
enough to pay her fare in the coach which ran between the
two villages. It rattled past her on the road ; the passen-
gers thrust out their heads and stared at her. '' I declare,
I believe that's Maria Primrose," said one woman to an-
other. Maria Primrose, to call her as her old neighbors did
by her maiden name, toiled slowly up Primrose Hill. She
was a middle-aged woman, with a slender figure like a girl's ;
but her face, which had been handsome, had not kept its
youth so well ; one on passing her saw it with a certain dis-
a^>pointment. Her black clothes had an elegant and al-
most foreign air ; some of the rich silk pleatings were frayed,
but that did not hurt the general effect.
When she had come within half a mile of the Primrose
house she saw a man at work in a potato field on the left
of the road. She stopped and looked at him. Everything
was very dusty, and the wind blew ; great clouds of dust
rolled up from the road, and passed like smoke over the
fields j now the setting sun shone through it and gave it a
gold color. Maria saw the man through a cloud of golden
dust.
He threw down his hoe and came towards her, and ^e
stood waiting. When he was near enough, on the other
side of the stone wall, she looked in his face. His large
blue eyes looked straight at her with a gentle and indiffer-
ent stare, his yellow-bearded mouth smiled pleasantly and
vacantly.
Maria went on. Presently she heard a quick shuffle be*
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hind her, and Abel Rice passed, never turning his head ;
he was soon out of sight When Maria Primrose went up
the path to her old home, he stood straight and gaunt be^
tore the door ; he had pulled the bell, and he was listening.
When he saw Maria he shuffled off the end of the piazza,
and disappeared among the trees. She looked after him
for a second, then she unlocked the door.
There was a scream and a patter of feet up in the second
story, then a scramble over the back stairs ; Mrs. Daggett
and Mrs. Rowe were making their escape from the house.
Annie Joy and Frank Rice were also fleeing from the pre-
cincts of the Primrose house. Its front piazza had looked
quiet and isolated, and they had strolled up there and
seated themselves. They arose and went away when Abel
Rice came and rang the bell to summon his lost sweet-
heart ; they held each other^s hands, and sped along be-
tween the trees. They saw Maria, and quickened their
pace ; but before they had passed out into the road, Frank
cast a hasty glance around, and the two kissed each other.
Maria Primrose entered her old home to pass the re-
mainder of her life in lonely and unavailing regret and a
dulness which was not peace ; the two curious old women
hustled guiltily out of the kitchen window ; Abel Rice went
his solemn and miserable way \ and the young lovers passed
happily forth, starting up before her like doves. There had
been a wreck, and the sight of it had prevented another.
A STOLEN CHRISTMAS.
''I don't s'pose you air goin' to do much Christmas
over to your house."
Mrs. Luther Ely stood looking over her gate. There
was a sweet, hypocritical smile on her little thin red mouth.
Her old china-blue eyes stared as innocently as a baby's,
although there was a certain hardness in them. Her soft
wrinkled cheeks were pink and white with the true blond
tints of her youth, which she had never lost. She was now
an old woman, but people still looked at her with admiring
eyes, and probably would until she died. All her life long
her morsel of the world had had in it a sweet savor of ad*
miration, and she had smacked her little feminine lips over
it greedily. She expected every one to contribute tow*
ards it, even this squat, shabby, defiant old body standing
squarely out in the middle of the road. Marg'ret Poole
had stopped unwillingly to exchange courtesies with Mra
Luther Ely. She looked aggressive. She eyed with a side-
wise glance the other woman's pink, smirking face.
** 'Tain't likely we be," she said, in a voice which age
bad made gruff instead of piping. Then she took a step
forward.
" Well, we ain't goin' to do much," continued Mrs. Ely,
with an air of subdued loftiness. '' We air jest goin' to hev
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322 ^ STOLEN CHRISTMAS,
a little Christmas tree for the children. Flora's goin' to
git a few things. She says there's a very nice 'sortment up
to White's."
Marg'ret gave a kind of affirmative grunt ; then she tried
to move on, but Mrs. Ely would not let her.
'^ I dun know as you have noticed our new curtains," said
she.
Had she not I Poor Marg'ret Poole, who had only green
paper shades in her own windows, had peeped slyly around
the corner of one, and watched mournfully, though not
enviously, her opposite neighbor tacking up those elegant
Nottingham-lace draperies, and finally tying them back
with bows of red ribbon.
Marg'ret would have given much to have scouted scorn-
fully the idea, but she was an honest old woman, if not a
sweet one.
" Yes, I see 'em," said she, shortly.
" Don't you think they're pretty ?"
"Well 'nough," replied Marg'ret, with another honest rigor.
"They cost consider'ble. I told Flora I thought she
was kind of extravagant; but then Sam's airnin' pretty
good wages. I dun know but they may jest as well have
things. Them white cotton curtains looked dreadful kind
of gone by."
Marg'ret thought of her green paper ones. She did not
hate this other old woman j she at once admired and de-
spised her ; and this admiration of one whom she despised
made her angry with herself and ashamed. She was never
at her ease with Mrs. Luther Ely.
Mrs. Ely had run out of her house on purpose to inter-
cept her and impress her with her latest grandeur — the
curtains and the Christmas tree. She was sure of it Stilk
A STOLEN CHRISTMAS. 323
she looked with fine appreciation at the other's delicate
pinky face, her lace cap adorned with purple ribbons, her
black gown with a flounce around the bottom. The gown
was rusty, but Marg'ret did not notice that ; her own was
only a chocolate calico. Black wool of an afternoon was
sumptuous to her. She thought how genteel she looked in
it Mrs. Ely still retained her slim, long-waisted effect
Marg'ret had lost every sign of youthful grace ; she was
solidly square and stout.
Mrs. Ely had run out, in her haste, without a shawl ;
indeed, the weather was almost warm enough to go without
one. It was only a week before Christmas, but there was
no snow, and the grass was quite bright in places. There
were green lights over in the field, and also in the house
yards. There was a soft dampness in the air, which brought
spring to mind. It almost seemed as if one, by listening
intently, might hear frogs or bluebirds.
Now Marg'ret stepped resolutely across the street to her
little house, which was shingled, but not painted, except
on the front. Some one had painted that red many years
before.
Mrs. Ely, standing before her glossy white cottage, which
had even a neat little hood over its front door, cried, patron-
izingly, after her once again :
" I'm comin' over to see you as soon as I can," said she,
" arter Christmas. We air dretful busy now."
" Well, come when ye can," Marg'ret responded, shortly.
Then she entered between the dry lilac bushes, and shut
the door with a bang.
Even out in the yard she had heard a shrill clamor of
children's voices from the house; when she stood in the
little entry it was deafening.
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'^Them children is raisio* Cain," muttered she. Then
she threw open the door of the room where they where.
There were three of them in a little group near the window.
Their round yellow heads bobbed, their fat little legs and
arms swung wildly. " Granny ! granny !" shouted they.
" For the land sake, don't make such a racket I Mis'
Ely can hear you over to her house," said Marg'ret.
" Untie us. Ain't ye goin' to untie us now ? Say,
Granny."
'* I'll untie ye jest as soon as I can get my things off
Stop hollerin'."
In the ceiling were fixed three stout hooks. A strong
rope was tied around each child's waist, and the two ends
fastened securely around a hook. The ropes were long
enough to allow the children free range of the room, but
they kept them just short of one dangerous point — the
stove. The stove was the fiery dragon which haunted
Marg'ret's life. Many a night did she dream that one of
those little cotton petticoats had whisked too near it, and
the flames were roaring up around a little yellow head.
Many a day, when away from home, the same dreadful
pictures had loomed out before her eyes ; her lively fancy
had untied these stout knots, and she had hurried home in
a panic.
Marg'ret took off her hood and shawl, hung them care-
fully in the entry, and dragged a wooden chair under a
hook. She was a short woman, and she had to stretch up
on her tiptoes to untie those hard knots. Her face turned
a purplish red.
This method of restriction was the result of long thought
and study on her part. She had tried many others, which
had proved ineffectual. Willy, the eldest, could master
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knots like a sailor. Many a time the grandmother had
returned to find the house empty. Willy had unfastened
his own knot and liberated his little sisters, and then all
three had made the most of their freedom. But even Willy,
with his sharp five-year-old brain and his nimble little fin-
gers, could not untie a knot whose two ends brushed the
ceiling. Now MargVet was sure to find them all where
she left them.
After the children were set at liberty she got their sup-
per, arranging it neatly on the table between the windows.
There was a nice white table cover, and the six silver tea-
spoons shone. The teaspoons were the mark of a flood-
tide of Marg'ret's aspirations, and she had had aspirations
all her life. She had given them to her daughter, the chil-
dren's mother, on her marriage. She herself had never
owned a bit of silver, but she determined to present her
daughter with some.
'' I'm goin' to have you have things like other folks,'*
she had said.
Now the daughter was dead, and she had the spoons.
She regarded the daily use of them as an almost sinful
luxury, but she brought them out in their heavy glass tum-
bler every meal.
" I'm goin' to have them children learn to eat off silver
spoons," she said, defiantly, to their father ; *' they'll think
more of themselves."
The father, Joseph Snow, was trying to earn a living in
the city, a hundred miles distant. He was himself very
young, and had not hitherto dbplayed much business ca-
pacity, although he was good and willing. They had been
very poor before his wife died ; ever since he had not been
able to do much more than feed and clothe himself. He
326 ^ STOLEN CHRISTMAS.
had sent a few dollars to Marg'ret from time to time—dol-
lars which he had saved and scrimped pitifully to accumu-
late — but the burden of their support had come upon her.
She had sewed carpets and assisted in spring cleanings
— everything to which she could turn a hand. MargVet
was a tailoress, but she could now get no employment at
her trade. The boys all wore "store clothes" in these
days. She could only pick up a few cents at a time ; still
she managed to keep the children in comfort, with a roof
over their heads and something to eat. Their cheeks were
fat and pink ; they were noisy and happy, and also pretty.
After the children were in bed that night she stood in
her kitchen window and gazed across at Mrs. Luther Ely's
house. She had left the candle in the children's room —
the little things were afraid without it — and she had not
yet lighted one for herself; so she could see out quite
plainly, although the night was dark. There was a light
in the parlor of the opposite house ; the Nottingham-lace
curtains showed finely their pattern of leaves and flow-
ers. Marg'ret eyed them. "'Tain't no use my tryin' to
git up a notch/' she muttered. " 'Tain't no use for some
folks. They ain't worked no harder than I have ; Louisa
Ely ain't never begun to work so hard ; but they can have
lace curtains an' Christmas trees."
The words sounded envious. Still she was hardly that ;
subsequent events proved it Her " tryin' to git up a notch "
explained everything. Mrs. Luther Ely, the lace-curtains,
and the Christmas tree were as three «tars set on that higher
" notch " which she wished to gain. If the other woman
had dressed in silk instead of rusty wool, if the lace dra-
peries had been real, Marg'ret would hardly have wasted
•ne wistful glance on them. But Mrs. Luther Ely had
A STOLEN CHRISTMAS. 327
been all her life the one notch higher, which had seemed
almost attainable. In that opposite house there was only
one carpet; Marg'ret might have hoped for one carpet
Mrs. Ely's son-in-law earned only a comfortable living for
his family ; Margaret's might have done that. Worst of all,
each woman had one daughter, and Margaret's had died.
Marg'ret had been ambitious all her life. She had made
struggle after struggle. The tailoress trade was one of
them. She made up her mind that she would have things
like other people. Then she married, and her husband
spent her money. One failure came after another. She
slipped back again and again on the step to that higher
notch. And here she was to-night, old and poor, with
these three helpless children dependent upon her.
But she felt something besides disappointed ambition as
she stood gazing out to-night.
" There's the children," she went on ; " can't have nuthin'
for Christmas. I ain't got a cent I can spare. If I git 'em
enough to eat, I'm lucky."
Presently she turned away and lighted a lamp. She had
some sewing to do for the children, and was just sitting
down with it, when she paused suddenly and stood reflect-
ing.
"I've got a good mind to go down to White's an' see
what he's got in for Christmas," said she. " Mebbe Jo-
seph '11 send some money 'long next week, an' if he does,
mebbe I can git 'em some little thing. It would be a good
plan for me to kind of price 'em."
Marg'ret laid her work down, got her hood and shawl,
and went out, fastening the house securely, and also the
door of the room where the stove was.
To her eyes the village store which she presently entered
328 ^ STOLEN CHRISTMAS,
was a very emporium of beauty and richness. She stared
at the festoons of evergreens, the dangling trumpets and
drums, the counters heaped with cheap toys, with awe and
longing. She asked respectfully the price of this and that,
some things less pretentious than the others. But it was
all beyond her. She might as well have priced diamonds
and bronzes. As she stood looking, sniffing in the odor
of evergreen and new varnish, which was to her a very
perfume of Christmas, arising from its fulness of peace and
merriment. Flora Trask, Mrs. Ely's daughter, entered. Mar-
g'ret went out quickly. "She'll see I ain't buyin' any-
thing," she thought to herself.
But MargVet Poole came again the next day, and the
next, and the next — morning, afternoon, and evening. " I
dun know but I may want to buy some things by-an'-by,"
she told the proprietor, apologetically, "an' I thought I'd
kind of like to price 'em."
She stood about, eying, questioning, and fingering ten-
derly. No money-letter came from Joseph. She inquired
anxiously at the post-office many times a day. She tried
to get work to raise a little extra money, but she could get
none at this time of the year. She visited Mrs. White, the
storekeeper's wife, and asked with forlorn hope if she had
no tailor-work for her. There were four boys in that fam-
ily. But Mrs. White shook her head. She was a good
woman. " I'm sorry," said she, " but I haven't got a mite.
The boys wouldn't wear home-made clothes."
She looked pitifully at Marg'ret's set, disappointed face
when she went out.
Finally those animals of sugar and wood, those pink-faced,
straight-bodied dolls, those tin trumpets and express wag-
ons, were to Marg'ret as the fair apples hanging over the
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garden wall were to Christiana's sons in the PilgrinCs Prog-
ress, She gazed and gazed, until at last the sight and
the smell of them were too much for her.
The evening before Christmas she went up to the post-
office. The last mail was in, and there was no letter for
her. Then she kept on to the store. It was rather early,
and there were not as yet many customers. MargVet began
looking about as usual. She might have been in the store
ten minutes when she suddenly noticed a parcel on the
corner of a counter. It was nicely tied. It belonged
evidently to one of the persons who were then trading in
the store or was to be delivered outside later. Mr. White
was not in ; two of his sons and a boy clerk were waiting
upon the customers.
Marg'ret, once attracted by this parcel, could not take
her eyes from it long. She pored over the other wares
with many sidelong glances at it. Her thoughts centred
upon it, and her imagination. What could be in it ? To
whom could it belong ?
Marg'ret Poole had always been an honest woman. She
had never taken a thing which did not belong to her in her
whole life. She suddenly experienced a complete moral
revulsion. It was as if her principles, whose weights were
made shifty by her long watching and longing, had suddenly
gyrated in a wild somersault. While they were reversed,
MargVet, warily glancing around, slipped that parcel under
her arm, opened the door, and sped home.
It was better Christmas weather than it had been a week
ago. There was now a fine level of snow, and the air was
clear and cold. Marg'ret panted as she walked. The
snow creaked under her feet. She met many people hurry-
ing along in chattering groups. She wondered if they
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ooald see the parcel under her shawL It was quite a laige
one.
When she got into her own house she hastened to strike
a light Then she untied the parcel. There were in it some
pink sugar cats and birds, two tin horses and a little wagon,
a cheap doll, and some bright picture-books, besides a
paper of candy.
" My land I" said Marg'ret, " won't they be tickled !"
There was a violent nervous shivering all over her stout
frame. " Why can't I keep still ?" said she.
She got out three of the children's stockings, filled them,
and hung them up beside the chimney. Then she drew a
chair before the stove, and went over to the bureau to get
her Bible : she always read a chapter before she went to bed.
Marg'ret was not a church member, she never said anything
about it, but she had a persistent, reticent sort of religion.
She took up the Bible ; then laid it down ; then she took it
up again with a clutch.
"I don't care," said she, " I ain't done nothin' so terrible
out of the Fay. What can't be aimed, when anybody's
willin' to work, ought to be took. I'm goin' to wait till
arter Christmas; then I'm jest goin' up to Mis' White's
some arternoon, an' I'm goin' to say, ' Mis' White,' says I,
'the day before Christmas I went into your husband's store,
an' I see a bundle a-layin' on the counter, an' I took it, an'
said nothin' to nobody. I shouldn't ha' done such a thing
if you'd give me work, the way I asked you to, instead of
goin' outside an' buyin' things for your boys, an' robbin*
honest folks of the chance to airn. Now, Mis' White, I'll
tell you jest what I'm willin' to do : you give me somethin'
to do, an' I'll work out twice the price of them things I
took, an' we'll call it even. If you don't, all is, your has-
A STOLEN CHRISTMAS. 331
band will have to lose it.' I wonder what sheUl say to
that."
Marg'ret said all this with her head thrown back, in a
tone of indescribable defiance. Then she sat down with
her Bible and read a chapter.
The next day she watched the children's delight over
their presents with a sort of grim pleasure.
She charged them to say nothing about them, although
there was little need of it. Marg'ret had few visitors, and
the children were never allowed to run into the neighbors'.
Two days after Christmas the postmaster stopped at Mar-
g'ret's house : his own was just beyond.
He handed a letter to her. " This came Christmas morn-
ing," said he. " I thought I'd bring it along on my way
home. I knew you hadn't been in for two or three days,
and I thought you were expecting a letter."
"Thank ye," said Marg'ret. She pulled the letter open,
and saw there was some money in it. She turned very
white.
" Hope you ain't got any bad news," said the postmaster.
" No, I ain't." After he had gone she sat down and read
her letter with her knees shaking.
Joseph Snow had at last got a good situation. He was
earning fifty dollars a month. There were twenty dollars
in the letter. He promised to send her that sum every
month.
" Five dollars a week !" gasped Marg'ret. ^ My land I
An' Vv^—stoU /"
She sat there looking at the money in her lap. It was
quite late; the children had been in bed a long time.
Finally she put away the money, and went herself. She did
not read in her Bible that night
332 ^ fSTOLEN CHRISTMAS.
She could not go to sleep. It was bitterly cold. The
old timbers of the house cracked. Now and then there
was a sharp report like a pistol. There was a pond near
by, and great crashes came from that. Marg'ret might
have been, from the noise, in the midst of a cannonade, to
which her own guilt had exposed her.
*' 'Tain't nothin* but the frost," she kept saying to herself.
About three o^cIock she saw a red glow on the wall
opposite the window.
'' I'm 'maginin* it," muttered she. She would not turn
over to look at the window. Finally she did. Then she
sprang, and rushed towards it The house where Mrs. Lu-
ther Ely lived was on fire.
Marg'ret threw a quilt over her head, unbolted her front
door, and flew. " Fire I fire 1^ she yelled. " Fire I fire I
Oh, Mis' Ely, where be you ? Fire 1 fire 1 Sam — Sam
Trask, you're all burnin' up I Flora I Oh ! fire ! fire !"
By the time she got out in the road she saw black groups
moving in the distance. Hoarse shouts followed her cries.
Then the church bell clanged out
Flora was standing in the road, holding on to her chil-
dren. They were all crying. " Oh, Mis' Poole 1" sobbed
she, " ain't it dreadful ? ain't it awful ?"
" Have you got the children all out ?" asked Marg'ret
*' Yes ; Sam told me to stand here with 'em."
" Where's your mother ?"
" I don't know. She's safe. She waked up first" The
young woman rolled her wild eyes towards the burning
house. " There she is I" cried she.
Mrs. Ely was running out of the front door with a box in
her hand. Her son-in-law staggered after her with a table
on his shoul4er. .
A STOLEN CHRISTMAS.
333
'' Don't you go in again, mother/' said he.
There were other men helping to carry out the goods,
and they chimed in. " No," cried they ; " 'tain't safe.
Don't you go in again, Mis' Ely !"
Marg'ret ran up to her. " Them curtains," gasped she,
" an' the parlor carpet, have they got them out ?"
" Oh, I dun know — I dun know ! I'm afraid they ain't.
Oh, they ain't got oothin' out ! Everything all burnin' up 1
Oh, dear me 1 oh, dear 1 Where be you goin'?"
Marg'ret had rushed past her into the house. She was
going into the parlor, when a man caught hold of her.
" Where are you going ?" he shouted. ** Clear out of this."
'* I'm a-goin' to git out them lace curtains an' the carpet."
" It ain't any use. We stayed in there just as long as we
could, trying to get the carpet up ; but we couldn't stand
it any longer ; it's chock full of smoke." The man shouted
it out, and pulled her along with him at the same time.
"There!" said he, when they were out in the road; "look
at that." There was a flicker of golden fire in one of
the parlor windows. Then those lace curtains blazed.
" There 1" said the man again : '* I told you it wasn't any
use."
Marg'ret turned on him. There were many other men
within hearing. " Well, I wouldn't tell of it," said she, in
a loud voice. " If I was a pack of stout, able-bodied men,
and couldn't ha' got out them curtains an' that carpet afore
they burnt up, I wouldn't tell of it."
Flora and the children had been taken into one of the
neighboring houses. Mrs. Ely still stood out in the freez-
ing air, clutching her box and wailing. Her son-in-law
was trying hard to persuade her to go into the house whero
her daughter was.
334 ^ STOLEN CHRISTMAS,
Marg'ret joined them. '' I would go if I was you, Mi^
Ely," said she.
" No, I ain't goin*. I don't care where I be. I'll stay
right here in the road. Oh, dear me 1"
"Don't take on so."
" I ain't got a thing left but jest my best cap here. I
did git that out. Oh, dear ! oh, dear 1 everything's burnt up
but jest this cap. It's all I've got left^ I'll jest put it on
an' set right down here in the road an' freeze to death.
Nobody '11 care. Oh, dear ! dear I dear !"
" Oh, don't, Mis' Ely." Marg' ret, almost rigid herself
with the cold, put her hand on the other woman's arm.
Just then the roof of the burning house fell in. There was
a shrill wail from the spectators.
" Do come, mother," Sam begged when they stood staring
for a moment.
" Yes, do go, Mis' Ely," said Marg'ret " You mustn't
feel so."
" It's easy 'nough to talk," said Mrs. Ely. " 'Tain't your
house ; an' if 'twas, you wouldn't had much to lose — nothin'
but a passel of old wooden cheers an' tables."
" I know it," said Marg'ret.
Finally Mrs. Ely was started, and Marg'ret hurried home.
She thought suddenly of the children and the money. But
the children had not waked in all the tumult, and the
money was where she had left it. She did not go to bed
again, but sat over the kitchen stove thinking, with her
elbows on her knees, until morning. When morning came
she had laid out one plan of action.
That afternoon she took some of her money, went up to
Mr. White's store, and bought some Nottingham-lace cur-
tains like the ones her neighbors had lost They Were off
the same piece.
A STOLEN CHRISTMAS. 335
That evening she went to call on Mrs. Ely, and presented
them. She had tried to think that she might send the par-
cel anonymously— leave it on the door-step ; but she could
not.
"'Twon*t mortify me so much as 'twill the other way,"
said she, " an' Td ought to be mortified."
So she carried the curtains, and met with a semblance
of gratitude and a reality of amazement and incredulity
which shamed her beyond measure.
After she got home that night she took up the Bible, thei»
laid it down. " Here I've been talkin' and worryin' about
gettin' up a higher notch," said she, '* an' kind of despisin'
Mis' Ely when I see her on one. Mis' Ely wouldn't have
stole. I ain't nothin' 'side of her now, an' I never can be."
The scheme which Marg'ret had laid to confront Mrs.
White was never carried out. Her defiant spirit had failed
her.
One day she was there and begged for work again.
" I'm willin' to do 'most anything," said she. " I'll come
an' do your washin',or anything, an' I don't want no pay."
Mrs. White was going away the next day, and she had no
work to give the old woman ; but she offered her some fuel
and some money.
Marg'ret looked at her scornfully. "I've got money
enough, thank ye," said she. " My son sends me five dol-
lars a week."
The other woman stared at her with amazement. She
told her husband that night that she believed Marg'ret
Poole was getting a little unsettled. She did not know
what to make of her.
Not long after that Marg'ret went into Mr. White's store,
and slyly laid some money on the counter. She knew it
336 ^ STOLEN CHRISTMAS.
to be enough to cover the cost of the articles she had stolen.
Then she went away and left it there.
That night she went after her Bible. '' I declare I will
read it to-night," muttered she. " I've paid for 'em." She
stood eying it. Suddenly she began to cry. " Oh, dear I"
she groaned; ^I can't There don't anything do any
good — the lace curtains, nor payin' for 'em, nor nothin'. I
dun know what I shall do."
She looked at the clock. It was about nine. ''He
won^t be gone yet," said she. She stood motionless, think-
ing. "If I'm goin' to-night, I've got to," she muttered.
Still she did not start for a while longer. When she did,
there was no more hesitation. No argument could have
stopped Margaret Poole, in her old hood and shawl, pushing
up the road, fairly started on her line of duty. When she
got to the store she went in directly. The heavy door
slammed to, and the glass panels clattered. Mr. White was
alone in the store. He was packing up some goods pre-
paratory to closing. Marg'ret went straight up to him, and
laid a package before him on the counter.
" I brought these things back," said she ; " they belong
to you."
" Why, what is it ?" said Mr. White, wonderingly.
" Some things I stole last Christmas for the children.''
"What!"
" I stole 'cm."
She untied the parcel, and began taking out the things
one by one. " They're all here but the candy," said she ;
" the children ate that up ; an' Aggie bit the head off this
pink cat the other day. Then they've jammed t)iis little
horse consider'ble. But I brought 'em all back."
Mr. White was an elderly, kind-faced man. He seemed
A STOLEN CHRISTMAS. 337
slowly paling with amazement as he stared at her and the
articles she was displaying.
** You say you stole them ?'' said he.
« Yes ; I stole 'em."
" When ?"
" The night afore Christmas."
" Didn't Henry give 'em to you ?"
" No."
" Why, I told him to," said Mr. White, slowly. " I did
the things up for you myself that afternoon. I'd seen you
looking kind of wishful, you know, and I thought I'd make
you a present of them. I left the bundle on the counter
when I went to supper, and told Henry to tell you to take
it, and I supposed he did."
Marg'ret stood staring. Her mouth was open, her hands
were clinched. " I dun know — what you mean," she gasped
out at length.
'' I mean you ain't been stealing as much as you thought
you had," said Mr. White. " You just took your own bun-
dle."
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'* Ain't that your sister goin' Mong the other side of the
street, Mis' Ansel ?"
Mrs. Ansel peered, scowling — the sun was in her face.
"Yes, that's her."
** She's got a basket. I guess she's been somewheres."
*^ She's been somewheres after life-everlastin' blossoms.
They keep forever, you know. She's goin' to make a pil-
low for old Oliver Weed's asthma ; he's real bad off."
" So I've heard. I declare it makes me all out of pa-
tience, folks that have got as much money as them Weeds
have, not havin' a doctor an' havin' something done. I
don't believe his wife amounts to much in sickness either. '^
" I guess she don't either. I could tell a few things if it
wa'n't for talkin' against my neighbors. I tell Luella if
she's mind to be such a fool as to slave for folks that's got
plenty to do for themselves with, she can. I want to know,
now. Mis' Slate, if you think this bonnet is big enough for
me. Does it set fur enough onto my head ?"
" It sets jest as fur on as the fashion. Mis' Ansel, an' a
good deal further on than some. I wish you could see
some of 'em."
" Well, I s'pose this ain't a circumstance to some, but it
looks dreadful odd to me."
UFE-EVERLASTIIP, 335
" Of course it looks a little odd at first, you've wore your
bonnets so much further forward. You might twist up
your hair a little higher if you was a mind to \ that would
tip it forward a little ; but it ain't a mite too fur back for
the fashion."
'* Land ! I can't do my hair any different from what I
always do it, bonnet or no bonnet."
"You might friz your hair a little more in front; the
hair ought to be' real fluffy an' careless with this kind of a
bonnet. Let me fix it a little."
Mrs. Ansel stood still before the glass while Mrs. Slate
fixed her hair. She smiled a faint, foolish smile, and her
homely face had the same expression as a pretty one on
seeing itself in a new bonnet. Mrs. Ansel had never
known that her face was homely. She w[as always pleased
and satisfied with anything that was her own, and posses-
sion was to her the law of beauty.
Mrs. Slate, the milliner, was shorter than she. She
stretched up, cocked her head, and twisted her mouth to
one side with a superior air while she arranged her cus-
tomer's thin front locks. Finally they lay tossed loose-
ly over her flat, shiny forehead. " There," said the milli-
ner ; '^ that looks a good deal better. You see what you
think."
Mrs. Ansel surveyed herself in the glass ; her smile deep-
ened. " Yes, it does look better, I guess."
'* It's what I call a real stylish bonnet. You wouldn't
be ashamed to wear it to meetin' anywhere, I don't care if
it was in Boston or New York. I tell you what 'tis. Mis'
Ansel, your sister would look nice in this kind of a bon-
net" The milliner's prominent nose sloped her profile out
sharply in the centre, like the beak of a bird ; her little
340 LIFE'EVERLASTIN\
hands were skinny as claws, and restless; she always
smiled, and her voice was subdued.
Mrs. Ansel still looked fondly at herself, but her tone
changed ; she sighed. *' Yes, Luella would look good in
it," said she. '* I don't know as it would be quite so be-
comin' to her as it is to me ; she never looked so well with
anything that set back ; but I guess sheM look pretty good
in it. But I don't know when Luella's had a new bonnet.
Mis' Slate. Of course she don't need any, not goin' to
meetin' or anything."
" She don't ever go to meetin', does she ?"
" No ; she ain't been for twenty-five years. I feel bad
'nough about it. It seems to me sometimes if Luella
would jest have a pretty new bonnet, an' go to meetin'
Sabbath-days like other folks, I wouldn't ask for anything
else."
" It must be a dreadful trial to you. Mis' Ansel."
''You don't know anything about it. Mis' Slate. You
think there's bows enough on it, don't you ?"
''Oh, plenty. I was speakin' to Jennie the other day
about your sister — "
"An' the strings ain't too long?"
"Not a mite. You ain't never had a bonnet that be^
come you any better than this does. Mis' Ansel. To tell
the truth, I think you look a little better in it than you did
in your summer one."
Mrs. Ansel began taking off the new bonnet, untying the
crisp ribbon strings tenderly. " Well, I don't know but it's
all right," said she.
"I'll get some paper an' do it up," said the milliner.
" I ain't 'fraid but what you'll like it when you get used to
it You've always got to get used to anything new."
LlFE'EVERLASTIir. 34X
When Mrs. Ansel had gone down the street, delicately
holding the new bonnet in its soft tissue wrapper, the mil-
liner went into her little back room. There was one win-
dow in the room, and a grape-vine hung over it. A girl
with fair hair and a delicately severe profile sat sewing by
the window, with the grape-vine for a background.
"Well, I'm thankful that woman has gone," said the
milliner. " I never saw such a fuss."
The girl said nothing. She nodded a little coldly, that
was all.
" Are you puttin' in that linin' full enough ?"
" It's all she brought."
"Oh, well, you can't do any better, then, of course.
PVhaps I hadn't ought to speak so about Mis' Ansel ; she's
a real nice woman ; all is, she's kind of tryin' sometimes
when anybody feels nervous. It's as hard work to get a
bonnet onto her head that suits her as it would be if she
was a queen ; but after she once gets it she's settled on
it, that's one comfort. She's a real nice woman, and I
shouldn't want you to repeat what I said, Clara."
" I sha'n't say anything." There was a kind of mild
hauteur about the girl that made the milliner color and
twitch embarrassingly. She took a bonnet off the table
and fell to work ; but soon some one entered the shop, and
she arose again.
Presently she was whispering over the counter to the
customer that she had Clara Vinton working for her now ;
that she was a nice girl, but she'd acted dreadful kind of
stiff somehow ever since the minister had been going with
her, and she wasn't much company for her ; but she didn't
want her to say anything about it, for she was a real nice
girL
342 LIl i:,rAERLA:>TIN\
^I see Mis' Ansel goin' home with her new bonnet,*
remarked the customer.
"Yes; she jest went out with it."
When she reached home she found her sister, Luella
Norcross, sitting on the door-step.
Luella followed her sister into the house. It was quite
a smart house. Mrs. Ansel loved to furbish it, and she
had a little income of her own. There were no dull colors
anywhere ; the walls gleamed with gold paper, and the car-
pets were brilliant.
Luella sat in the sitting-room and waited, while her sis-
ter went for a sheet which she had promised her. The
mantel-shelf was marble, and there were some tali gilded
glass vases on it. The stove shone like a mirror ; there
was a bright rug before it, and over on the table stood a
lamp, whose shade was decorated with roses.
Luella plunged her hand down into the mass of everlast-
ing flowers in her basket \ the soft, healing fragrance came
up in her face. " They're packed pretty solid," she mut-
tered. " I guess there's enough."
When Mrs. Ansel returned with the sheet she was frown-
ing. " There," said she, " I can't hunt no more to-night
I've had every identical thing out of that red chist, an'
that's all I can seem to see. I don't know whether there's
any more or not ; if there is, you'll have to wait till I ain't
jest home from down street, and can hunt better'n I can
to-night. "
Luella unfolded the sheet and examined it. ''Oh, well,
this is pretty good ; it '11 make three, I guess. I'll wait,
and maybe you'll come across the others some time."
" You'll have to wait if you have 'em. Did you see the
new lamp ?"
LlFh'EVERLASTIir. ^ 343
"Well, no, I didn't notice it, as I know of. That it?''
" You ain't been sittin' right here an' never seen that
new lamp ?"
" I guess I must have been lookin' at somethin' else."
" I never see such a woman I Anything like that sittin'
right there before your face an' eyes, an' you never pay any
attention to it I I s'pose if I had Bunker Hill Monument
posted up here in the middle of the sittin'-room, you'd set
right down under it an' think, an' never notice there was
anything uncommon,"
** It's a pretty lamp— ain't it?"
"It's real handsome." Luella arose and gathered her
shawl about her; she had laid the folded sheet over the
top of her basket.
"Wait a minute," said Mrs. Ansel; "you ain't seen my
new bonnet."
Luella rested her basket on the chair, and stood pa-
tiently while her sister took the bonnet out of the wrapper
and adjusted it before the looking-glass.
"There!" said she, turning around, "what do you think
of it?"
" I should think it was real pretty."
"You don't think it sets too far back, do you ?"
"I shouldn't think it did."
" Shouldn't you rather have this changeable ribbon than
plain ?"
"Seems to me I should." Luella's voice had unmis-
takably an abstracted drawl.
Her sister turned on her. "You don't act no more as
if you cared anything about my new bonnet than you would
if I was the pump with a new tin dipper on the top of it,"
said she. " If I was you I'd act a little more like other
344 UFE'EVERLASTIN\
folks, or I'd give up. It's bad enough for you to go 'round
lookin' like a scarecrow yourself; you might take a little
interest in what your own sister has to wear."
Luella said nothing ; she gathered up her basket of ever-
lasting blossoms again.
Her sister paused and eyed her fiercely for a second ;
then she continued : " For my part, I'm ashamed," said
she — '^ mortified to death. It was only this afternoon that
I heard somebody speakin' about it. Here you've been
wearin' that old black bonnet, that you had when father
died, all these years, an' never goin' to meetin'. If you'd
only have a decent new bonnet — I don't know as you'd
want one that sets quite so far back as this one — an'
go to meetin' like other folks, there'd be some sense
in it."
Luella, her basket on her arm, started for the door. Al-
though her shoulders were round, she carried her hand-
some head in a stately fashion. '* We've talked this over
times enough," said she.
" Here you are roamin' the woods an' pastures Sabbath-
days in that old bonnet, an' jest as likely as not to meet all
the folks goin' to meetin'. What do you s'pose I care about
bavin' a new bonnet if I meet you gettin' along in that old
thing — my own sister ?"
Luella marched out of the house. When she was nearly
out of the yard her sister ran to the door and called after
her. " Luella," said she.
The stately figure paused, but did not turn around.
"What is it?"
''Look here a minute," said Mrs. Ansel, mysteriously;
** I want to tell you something."
Luella stepped back| her sister bent forward — she still
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had on the new bonnet — " I went into Mis* Plumbs on my
way down street," said she, "an' she said the minister
wanted to marry the Vinton girl, but she won't have him,
'cause there ain't no parsonage, an' she don't think there's
'nough to live on. Mis' Plum says she thinks she shows
her sense; he don't have but four hundred a year, an'
there'd be a lot of children, the way there always is in
poor ministers' families, an' nothin' to keep 'em on. Mis'
Plum says she heard he applied to the church to see if they
wouldn't give him a parsonage ; he didn't know but they'd
hire that house of yours that's next to the meetin'-house ;
but they wouldn't ; they say they can't afford it."
"I shouldn't think four hundred dollars was much if
preachin' was worth anything," remarked Luella.
"Oh, well, it does very well for you to talk when you
don't give anything for preachin'."
Luella again went out of the yard. She was in the
street when her sister called her again.
"Look 'round here a minute."
Luella looked.
" Do you think it sets too far back ?"
" No, I don't think it does," Luella answered, loudly,
then she kept on down the road. She had not far to go.
The house where she lived stood at the turn of the road,
on a gentle rise of ground ; next to it was the large un-
occupied cottage which she owned ; next to tnat was the
church. Luella lived in the old Norcross homestead ; her
grandfather had built it. It was one of those old build-
ings which aped the New England mansion-houses without
once approaching their solid state. It settled unevenly
down into its place. Its sparse front yard was full of ever-
greens, lilac bushes, and phlox : its windows, gleaming with
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green lights, were awry, and all its white clapboards were
out of plumb.
Luella went around to the side door : the front one was
never used — indeed, it was swollen and would not open —
and the front walk was green. The side door opened into
a little square entry. On one side was the sitting-room, on
the other the kitchen. Luella went into the kitchen, and
an old woman rose up from a chair by the stove. She was
small as a child, but her muscles were large, her flaxen hair
was braided lightly, her round blue eyes were filmy, and
she grinned constantly without speaking.
" Got the cleanin' done, 'Liza ?" asked Luella. The old
woman nodded, and her grin widened. She was called
foolish ; her humble capabilities could not diffuse them-
selves^ but were strong in only one direction : she could
wash and scrub, and in that she took delight. Luella har-
bored her, fed and clothed her, and let her practise her one
little note of work.
After Luella had taken off her bonnet and shawl, she
went to work preparing supper. The old woman was not
smart enough to do that. She sat watching her. When
Luella set the tea-pot on the stove and cut the bread, she
fairly crowed like a baby.
*' Maria offered me a piece of her new apple-pie an' a
piece of sage-cheese," remarked Luella, " but I wouldn't
take it. If I'm a mind to stint myself and pay up Joe
Perry's rent it's nobody's business, but I ain t goin' to be
mean enough to live on other folks to do it."
The old woman grinned as she ate. Luella had fallen
into the habit of talking quite confidentially to her, unre^
ciprocative as she was.
After supper Luella put away the tea-things-s -that was
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347
too fine work for the old woman — then she lighted her sit-
ting-room lamp, and sat down there to make the case for
the life-everlasting pillow. The old woman crept in after
her, and sat by the stove in a little chair, holding her sod'
den hands in her lap.
*'I hope to goodness this pillow will help him some,"
said Luella. "They're real good for asthma. Mother
used to use 'em." She sewed with strong jerks. The old
man for whom she was making the pillow was rich in the
village sense, and miserly. Ill as he sometimes was, he
and his wife would not call in a doctor on account of the
expense ; they scarcely kept warm and fed themselves.
Public opinion was strong against them ; very little pity
was given to the feeble old man ; but Luella viewed it all
with a broad charity which was quite past the daily horizon
of the village people. " I don't care if they are rich an'
able to buy things themselves, we hadn't ought to let 'em
suffer," she argued. "Mebbe they can't help bein' close
any more'n we can help somethin' we've got. It's a failin',
and folks ought to help folks with failin's, I don't care what
they are." So Luella Norcross made broth and gruel, and
carried them in to old Oliver Weed, and even gave him
some of her dry cedar-wood ; and people said she was as
foolish as old Eliza. All the burly whining tramps, and
beseeching pedlars of unsalable wares, who came to the
village, flocked to her door, sure of a welcome.
On a summer's day the tramps sat on her door-step, and
ate their free lunches, in winter they ate them comfortably
by the kitchen fire. Many a time her barn and warm hay-
mow harbored them over a cold stormy night.
" Might jest as well stick out a sign, * Tramps' Tavern,'
on the barn, an' done with it," Mrs. Ansel said. " If you
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don't get set on fire some night by them miserable sneakin*
tramps, I miss my guess."
But she never did, and the tramp slouched peaceably
out of her yard, late in the frosty morning, after she had
given him a good breakfast in the warm kitchen.
There was an old pedlar of essences who came regularly,
and she always bought of him, although his essences were
poor, and her cake scantily flavored in consequence. Him
she often lodged in her nice spare chamber, although she
distrusted his cleanliness, and she and old Eliza had much
scrubbing to do thereafter.
Luella even traded faithfully with a sly- eyed Italian
woman, who went about, bent to one side by a great basket
of vases and plaster images. '* You'd ought to be ashamed
of yourself encouragin' such folks," Mrs. Ansel remon-
strated, " she's jest as miserable an' low as she can be."
"I don't care how low she is," said Luella. ''She's
keepin' one commandment sellin' plaster images to get
her livin', an' I'm a-goin' to help her."
And Luella crowded the little plaster flower girls and
fruit boys together on the sitting-room shelf, to make room
for the new little shepherdess.
This very day she had been visited by an old broken-
down minister, who often stood at her door, tall and trem-
ulous in his shiny black broadcloth, with a heavy bag of
undesirable books. There were some hanging shelves in
Luella's sitting-room which were filled with these books,
but to-day she had bought another.
'' There ain't room on the shelves for another one, but I
s'pose I can stow it away somewhere," she told Eliza, after
he had gone. "I've give away all I can seem to. The
book ain't very interestin'.^
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Luella usually lodged the book agent over night, when
he came to the village, although he also had his failings.
Many a night she was awakened by the creaking of the
cellar-stairs, when the old minister crept down stealthily,
a lamp balanced unsteadily in his shaking hand, to the
cider-barrel. She would listen anxiously until she heard
him return to his room, then get up and look about and
sniff for fire.
There was not a woman in the village who had so many
blessings, worth whatever they might be, offered to her. If
she was not in full orthodox flavor among the respectable
part of the town, her fame was bright among the poor
and maybe lawless element, whom she befriended. They
showed it by their shuffling footprints thick in her yard,
and the frequency of their petitions at her door. It was
the only way in which they could show it. The poor can
show their love and gratitude only by the continual out-
reaching of their hands.
This evening, while Luella sewed on her life-everlasting
pillow, and the old woman sat grinning rn the corner, there
was a step in the yard. Luella laid down her work, and
looked at Eliza, and listened. The step came steadily up the
drive ; the shoes squeaked. Luella took up her work again.
" I know who 'tis," said she. " It's the book man ; his
shoes squeak just that way, an' I told him he'd better come
back here to-night an' stay over. It saves him payin' for
lodgin'."
There came a sharp knock on the side door.
^' You go let him in, 'Liza," said Luella.
The old woman patted out of the room. Presently she
looked in again, and her grin was a broad laugh. *' It's
the minister," she chuckled.
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Luella arose and went herself. There in the entry stood
a young man, short and square-shouldered, with a pleasant
boyish face. He looked bravely at Luella, and tried to
speak with suave fluency, but his big hands twitched at the
ends of his short coat sleeves.
"Good-evening, Miss Norcross, good-evening," said he.
" Oh, it's you, Mr. Sands !" said Luella. " Good-evenin'.
Walk in an' be seated."
Luella herself was a little stiff. She pushed forward the
big black-covered rocking-chair for the minister, then she
sat down herself, and took up her sewing.
" It is a charming evening," remarked the minister.
" I thought it seemed real pleasant when I looked out
after supper," said Luella.
She and the minister spoke about the conditions of
several of the parish invalids, they spoke about a fire
and a funeral which had taken place that week, and all
the time there was a constraint in their manners. Finally
there was a pause \ then the minister burst out. A blush
flamed out to the roots of his curly hair. He tried to make
his voice casual, but it slipped into his benediction ca^
dences.
" I don't see you at church very often, Miss Norcross,"
said he.
" You don't see me at all," returned Luella.
The minister tried to smile. " Well, maybe that is a lit-
tle nearer the truth, Miss Norcross."
Luella sewed a few stitches on her life-everlasting pillow ;
then she laid it down in her lap, straightened herself, and
looked at the minister. Her deep-set blue eyes seemed to
see every atom of him ; her noble forehead even, from
which the gray hair was pulled well back, and which wa9
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scarcely lined, seemed to front him with a kind of visual
power of its own.
"I may just as well tell you the truth, Mr. Sands," said
she, '*an' we may just as well come to the point at once.
I know what you've come for ; my sister told me you was
comin' to see about my not going to meetin'. Well, I'll
tell you once for all, I'm just as much obliged to you, but
it won't do any good. I've made up my mind I ain't goin'
to raeetin', an' I've got good reasons."
"Would you mind giving them, Miss Norcross?"
"I ain't going to argue."
" But just giving me a few of your reasons wouldn't be ar*
guing." The young man had now acquired the tone which
he wished. He smiled on Luella with an innocent patronage,
and crossed his legs. Luella thought he looked very young.
" The fact is," said she, " I'm not a believer, an' I won't
be a hypocrite. That's all there is about it."
The minister looked at her. It was the first time he had
encountered an outspoken doubter, and it was for a minute
to him as if he faced one of the veritable mediaeval dragons
of the church. This simple and untutored village agnostic
filled him with amazement and terror. When he spoke it
was not to take up the argument for the doctrine, but to
turn its gold side, as it were, towards his opponent, in
order to persuade belief. " Your soul's salvation — do you
never think of that ?" he queried, solemnly. " You know
heaven and your soul's salvation depend upon it."
" I ain't never worried much about my soul's salvation,"
said Luella. " I've had too many other souls to think
about. An' it seems to me I'd be dreadful piggish to make
goin' to heaven any reason for believin' a thing that ain't
reasonable."
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The minister made a rally ; he remembered one of the
things he had planned to say. *' But you've read the New
Testament, Miss Norcross,*' said he, *' and you must admit
that ' never man spake like this man.' When you read the
words of Christ you must see that there was never any man
like him."
*' I know there wa'n't," said Luella, '* that's jest the rea-
son why the whole story don't seem sensible."
. The minister gave a kind of a gasp. " But you believe
in God, don't you, Miss Norcross ?" said he.
" I ain't a fool," replied Luella. She arose with a de-
cided air. " Do you like apples, Mr. Sands ?" said she.
The minister gasped again, and assented.
<< I've got some real nice sweet ones and some Porters,''
said Luella, in a cheerful tone, *' an' I'm goin' to get you a
plate of 'em, Mr. Sands."
Luella went out and got the plate of apples, and the
minister began eating them. He felt uneasily that it
was his duty to reopen the argument *' If you believe in
God — " he began.
But Luella shook her head at him as if she were his
mother. " I'd rather not argue any more," said she. " Try
that big Porter ; I guess it's meller." And the minister ate
his apples with enjoyment Luella filled his pockets with
some when he went home. " He seems like a real good
young man," she said to old Eliza after the minister had
gone; "an' that Vinton girl would make him jest the kind
of a wife he'd ought to have. She's real up an' comin', an'
she'd prop him up firm on his feet I s'pose if I let him
have that house he'd be tickled 'most to death. I'd kind
of 'lotted on the rent of it, but I s'pose I could get along.''
The old woman grinned feebly. She had been asleep in
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her corner, and her blue eyes looked dimmer than ever.
She comprehended not a word ; but that did not matter to
Luella, who had fallen into the habit of utilizing her as
a sort of spiritual lay-figure upon which to drape her own
ideas.
The next morning, about nine o'clock, she carried the
pillow, which she had finished and stuffed with the life
everlasting blossoms, to old Oliver Weed's. The house
stood in a wide field, and there were no other houses very
near. The grass was wet with dew, and all the field was
sweet in the morning freshness. Luella, carrying her life-
everlasting pillow before her, went over the fragrant path
to the back door. She noticed as she went that the great
barn doors were closed.
" Quee*" the barn ain't open," she thought to herself. " I
wonder what John Gleason's about, late as this in the
mornin' ?"
John Gleason was old Oliver Weed's hired man. He had
been a tramp. Luella herself had fed him, and let him sleep
off a drunken debauch in her barn once. People had won-
dered at Oliver Weed's hiring him, but he had to pay him
much less than the regular price for farm hands.
Luella heard the cows low in the barn as she opened the
kitchen door. "Where — did all that — blood come from?"
said she.
She began to breathe in quick gasps ; she stood clutching
her pillow, and looking. Then she called : " Mr. Weed !
Mr. Weed I Where be you ? Mis' Weed I Is anything the
matter ? Mis' Weed 1" The silence seemed to beat against
her ears. She went across the kitchen to the bedroom.
Here and there she held back her dress. She reached the
bedroom door, and looked in.
as
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Luella pressed back across the kitchen into the yard She
went out into the road, and turned towards the village. She
still carried the life-everlasting pillow, but she carried it as
if her arms and that were all stone. She met a woman
whom she knew, and the woman spoke ; but Luella did not
notice her ; she kept on. The woman stopped and looked
after her.
Luella went to the house where the sheriff lived, and
knocked. The sheriff himself opened the door. He was
a large, pleasant man. He began saying something facetious
about her being out calling early, but Luella stopped him.
" You'd — ^better go up to the — Weed house," said she, in
a dry voice. " There's some — trouble."
The sheriff started. "Why, what do you mean, Luella ?**
" The old man an* his wife are — both killed. I went in
there to carry this, an' — I saw them."
" My God !" said the sheriff. He caught up his hat, and
started on a run to the barn for his horse.
The sheriff's wife and daughter pressed forward and plied
Luella with horrified questions ; they urged her to come in
and rest, she looked so pale ; but she said little, and turned
towards home. Flying teams passed her on the road ; men
rushed up behind her and questioned her. When she
reached the Weed house the field seemed black with people.
When she got to her own house she went into the sitting-
room and sat down. She felt faint. She did not think of
lying down ; she never did in the daytime. She leaned her
head back in her chair and turned her face towards the yard.
Everything out there, the trees, the grass, the crowding ranks
of daisies, the next house, looked strange, as if another light
than that of the sun was on them. But she somehow no-
ticed even then how a blind on the second floor of the house
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was shut that had been open. " I wonder how that come
shut?" she muttered, feebly.
Pretty soon her sister, Mrs. Ansel, came hurrying in. She
was wringing her hands. '* Oh, ain't it awful ? ain't it aw-
ful ?" she cried. " Good land, Luella, how you look ! You'll
faint away. I'm goin' to mix you up some peppermint be-
fore I do another thing."
Mrs. Ansel made a cup of hot peppermint tea for her, and
she drank it.
" Now tell me all about it," said Mrs. Ansel. " What did
you see first ? What was you goin' in there for ?"
"To carry the pillow," said Luella, pointing to it. "I
can't talk about it, Maria."
Mrs. Ansel went over to the lounge and took up the pil-
low. "Mercy sakes! what's that on it?" she cried, in
horror.
" I — s^pose I — hit it against the wall somehow," replied
Luella. " I can't talk about it, Maria."
Mrs. Ansel could not learn much from her sister. Pres-
ently she left, and lingered slowly past the Weed house, to
which her curiosity attracted her, but which her terror and
horror would not let her approach closely.
The peppermint revived Luella a little. After a while
she got up and put on the potatoes for dinner. Old Eliza
was scrubbing the floor. When dinner was ready she ate
all the potatoes, and Luella sat back and looked at her.
All the afternoon people kept coming to the bouse and
questioning her, and exclaiming with horror. It seemed to
Luella that her own horror was beyond exclamations. There
was no doubt in the public mind that the murderer was the
hired man, John Gleason. He was nowhere to be found ,*
the constables and detectives were searching fiercely for himr
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That night when Luella went to bed she stood at hei*
chamber window a minute, looking out It was bright
moonlight Her window faced the unoccupied bouse, and
she noticed again how the blind was shut '
*' It's queer,*' she thought, '' for that blind wouldn't stay f
shut ; the fastenin' wa'n't good." As she looked, the blind
swung slowly open. '' The wind is jest swingin' it back and
forth,*' she thought. Then she saw distinctly the chamber
window open, a dark arm thrust out, and the blind closed
again.
'' H^s in there^^ said Luella. She had put out her lamp.
She went down-stairs in the dark, and made sure that all the
doors and windows were securely fastened. She even put
chairs and tables against them. Then she went back to her
chamber, dressed herself, and watched the next house. She
did not stir until morning. The next day there was a cold
rain. The search for John Gleason continued, the whole
village was out, and strange officials were driving through
the streets. Everybody thought that the murderer had es*
caped to Canada, taking with him the money which he had
stolen from the poor old man's strong-box under his bed.
All the day long Luella watched the next house through
the gray drive of the rain. About sunset she packed a
basket with food, stole across to the house, and set it in the
corner of the door. She got back before a soul passed on
the road. She had set Eliza at a task away from the
windows.
The moon rose early. After supper Luella sat again in
her chamber without any lamp and watched. About nine
o'clock she saw the door of the next house swing open a lit-
tle, and the basket was drawn in.
'' H^s in there^^ said Luella. She went down and fastened
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357
up the house as she had done the night before. Old Eliza
went peacefully to bed, and she watched again. She put a
coverlid over her shoulders, and sat, all huddled up, peer-
ing out. The rain had stopped ; the wall of the next house
shone like silver in the moonlight. She watched until the
moon went down and until daylight came ; then she went to
bed, and slept an hour.
After breakfast that morning she set old Eliza at a task,
and went up to her chamber again. She sank down on her
knees beside the bed. " O God,'' said she, '* have I got to
give him up — ^have I? Have I got to give him up to be
hung ? What's goin' to become of him then ? Where'll he
go to when he's been so awfiil wicked ? Oh, what shall I
do ? Here he is a-takin' my vittles, an' comin' to my house,
an' a-trustin' me 1" Luella lifted her arms ; her face was all
distorted. She seemed to see the whole crew of her pitiful
dependents crowding around her, and pleading for the poor
man who had thrown himself upon her mercy. She saw the
old drunken essence man, the miserable china women, all
the wretched and vicious tramps and drunkards whom she
had befriended, pressing up to her, and pleading her to keep
faith with their poor brother.
The thought that John Gleason had trusted her, had taken
that food when he knew that she might in consequence be-
tray him to the gallows, filled her with a pity that was al-
most tenderness, and appealed strongly to her loyalty and
honor.
On the other hand, she remembered what she had seen in
the Weed house. The poor old man and woman seemed
calling to her for help. She reflected upon what she had
heard the day before : that the detectives were after John
Gleason for another murder ; this was not the first. She
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called to mind the danger that other helpless people would
be in if this murderer were at large. Would not their blood
be upon her hands? She called to mind the horrible de-
tails of what she had seen, the useless cruelty, and the hor-
ror of it.
Once she arose with a jerk, and got her bonnet out of the
closet. Then she put it back, and threw herself down by
the bed again. "Oh !" she groaned, "I don't know what
to do !''
Luella shut herself in her own room nearly all day. She
went down and got the meals, then returned. The sodden
old woman did not notice anything unusual. At dusk she
watched her chance, and carried over more food, and she
watched and saw it taken in again.
This night she did not lock the house. All she fastened
was old Eliza's bedroom door ; that she locked securely, and
hid the key. All the other doors and windows were unfast-
ened, and when she went up-stairs she set the side door
partly open. She set her lamp on the bureau, and looked
at her face in the glass. It was white and drawn, and there
was a desperate look in her deep-set eyes. " Mebbe it's the
last time I shall ever see my face," said she. " I don't
know but I'm awful wicked to give him the chance to do
another murder, but I can't give him up. If he comes in
an' kills me, I sha'n't have to, an' maybe he'll jest take the
money an' go, an' then I sha'n't have to."
Luella had two or three hundred dollars in an old wallet
between her feather-bed and the mattress. She took it out
and opened it, spreading the bills. Then she laid it on the
bureau. She took a gold ring off her finger, and unfastened
her ear-rings and laid them beside it, and a silver watch that
had belonged to her father. Down-stairs she had arranged
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the teaspoons and a little silver cream-jug in full sight on
the kitchen table.
After the preparations were all made she blew out her
lamp, folded back the bed-spread, lay down in her clothes,
and pulled it over her smoothly. She folded her hands and
lay there. There was not a bolt or a bar between her and
the murderer next door. She closed her eyes and lay still.
Every now and then she thought she heard him down-stairs ;
but the night wore on, and he did not come. At daylight
Luella arose. She was so numb and weak that she could
scarcely stand. She put away the money and the jewelry,
then she went down-stairs and kindled the kitchen fire and
got breakfast. The silver was on the table just as she had
left it, the door half open, and the cold morning wind com-
ing in. Luella gave one great sob when she shut the door.
" He must have seen it," she said, " but he wouldn't do
nothin' to hurt me, an' I've got to give him up."
She said no more after that ; she was quite calm getting
breakfast. After the meal was finished and the dishes
cleared away she told old Eliza to put on her other dress
and her bonnet and shawl. She had made up her mind to
take the old creature with her ; she was afraid to leave her
alone in the house, with the murderer next door to spy out
her own departure.
When the two women were ready they went out of the
yard, and Luella felt the eyes of John Gleason upon her.
They went down the road to the village, old Eliza keeping
a little behind her mistress. Luella aimed straight for the
sheriff's house. He drove into the yard as she entered \ he
had been out all night on a false scent. He stopped when
he saw Luella, and she came up to him. '' John Gleason is
in that vacant house of mine," said she. He caught at the
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reins, but she stopped him. ''You've got to wait long
enough to give me time to get home, so I sha'nH be right in
the midst of it, if you've got any mercy,'' said she, in a loud,
strained voice. Then she turned and ran. She stopped
only long enough to tell old Eliza to follow her straight
home and go at once into the house. She ran through the
village street like a girl. People came to the windows and
stared after her. Every minute she fancied she heard
wheels behind her ; but the sheriff did not come until after
she had been in the house fifteen minutes, and old Eliza
also was at home.
Luella was crouching at her chamber window, peering
around the curtain, when the sheriff and six men came into
the yard and surrounded the next house. She had a wild
hope that John Gleason might not be there, that he might
have escaped during the night. She watched. The men
entered, there was the sound of a scuffle and loud voices,
and then she saw John Gleason dragged out.
Presently Luella went down-stairs ; she had to keep hold
of the banister. Old Eliza was gaping at the kitchen win-
dow. '' Come away from that window, 'Liza," said Luella,
'' and wash up the floor right away." Then Luella began
cleaning potatoes and beets for dinner.
The next Sunday Luella went to church for the first time
in twenty-five years. Old Eliza also went shuffling smil-
ingly up the aisle behind her mistress. Everybody stared.
Luella paused at her sister's pew, and her brother-in-law
sat a little while looking at her before he arose to let her in.
Mrs. Ansel was quite flushed. She pulled her new bon-
net farther on her head ; she glanced with agitated hauteur
across her sister at old Eliza ; then her eyes rolled towards
her sister's bonnet.
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Presently she touched Luella. ''What possessed you to
bring her, an' come out lookin' so ?" she whispered. " Why
didn't you get a new bonnet before you came to meetin' ?"
Luella looked at her in a bewildered fashion for a minute,
then she set her face towards the pulpit. She listened to
the sermon ; it had in it some innocent youthful conceits,
and also considerable honest belief and ardent feeling.
The minister saw Luella, and thought with a flush of pride
that his arguments had convinced her. The night before,
he had received a note from her tendering him the use of
her vacant house. After the service he pressed forward to
speak to her. He thanked her for her note, said that he
was glad to see her out to meeting, and shook her hand
vehemently. Then he joined Clara Vinton quite openly,
and the two walked on together. There was quite a little
procession passing up the street. The way led between
pleasant cottages with the front yards full of autumn flowers
— asters and pansies and prince's-feathers. Presently they
passed a wide stretch of pasture-land where life-everlasting
flowers grew. Luella walked with an old woman with a
long, saintly face ; old Eliza followed after.
Luella's face looked haggard and composed under her
dimsy black crape frillings. She kept her eyes, with a
satisfied expression, upon the young minister and the tall
girl who walked beside him with a grave, stately air.
" I hear they're goin' to be married," whispered the old
woman.
" I guess they are," replied Luella.
Just then Clara turned her face, and her fine, siern profile
showed.
" She'll make him a good wife, I guess," said the old
woman. She turned to Luella, and her voice had an in-
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describably shy and caressing tone. '^ I was real glad to
see you to meetin' to-day," she whispered. " I knew you'd
feel like comin' some time; I always said you would."
She flushed all over her soft old face as she spoke.
Luella also flushed a little, but her voice was resolute.
^ I ain't got much to say about it, Mis' Alden," said she,
''but I'm goin* to say this much — it ain't no more'n right I
should, though I don't believe in a lot of palaver about
things like this — I've made up my mind that I'm goin' to
believe in Jesus Christ. I ain't never, but I'm goin' to now,
for " — Luella's voice turned shrill with passion — " / don^t
su any other way out ofitjor John GUason /"
AN INNOCENT GAMESTER.
" Don't stan' there lookin' at me that way, Charlotte."
" Why, Aunt Lucinda !"
Lucinda Moss put her slender red fingers over her face.
"I — didn't think it was — anything out of the — way," she
sniffed, weakly.
Charlotte stood before her as relentless and handsome as
an accusing angel. Her full, strong young figure seemed to
tower over her aunt ; her firm, rosy face and clear blue eyes
seemed to spy out her inmost weaknesses like sunlight. '' I
must say I am surprised," said Charlotte. Her voice was
loud and even and sweet. Charlotte, no matter how indig-
nant she might be, never altered her voice.
'' I didn't think it was anything so much out of the way,
Charlotte."
'' Well, I must say. Aunt Lucinda, I never thought, from
all I've known of you, that you'd do such a thing as to sit
down and play cards."
Lucinda's eyes, all pink and watery, rested appealingly on
Charlotte, then on the table before her. Charlotte had on
a light cambric gown that displayed a rigor of starch and
cleanliness. She had worn her white apron in school all
day, but it still flared as stiffly as when she had put it on in
the morning. Her brown hair was brushed until it shone ;
364 ^^ INNOCENT GAMESTER.
there was not a stray lock anywhere. All this perfect order
and nicety made her seem more pitiless to her aunt Lucinda
shrank weakly down in her chair. She was lean and deli-
cate, in flimsy old black muslin and a shiny old black silk
apron. She wore a tumbled muslin kerchief around her
neck, and had lax, faded curls behind her ears. She looked
from Charlotte to the table. There was a printed red cloth
on it, and a row of books piled up against the wall under
the gilt- framed glass. There was an old-fashioned work-box
with a gilt ball on each corner, and a little china vase with
some violets in it. But Lucinda eyed ruefully the objects
directly before her on the corner of the table. There lay a
pack of little old-fashioned cards and a large green-covered
Bible. The cards were scattered about, and some of them
were tucked under the Bible.
" And for you to try to hide the cards under the Bible I"
continued Charlotte. '' I shouldn't have thought you could
have done that, Aunt Lucinda."
"It was layin' right there. I'd jest been readin' some in
it." Lucinda's voice took on a sharper tone. There is a
wall of limitation for all human patience, and she was being
crowded against hers. She stood against it, and displayed
what small defensive powers she had, although her defence
was principally appeal and excuse. " I didn't have anything
to do," she proceeded — "not anything. I'd been knittin'
till I got cramps, an' I read a chapter, an' then I thought
I'd jest get out the cards. It's dreadful dull sometimes,
Charlotte."
" I should think you could find some amusement in your
own mind," replied Charlotte, with no abatement of se-
verity.
Lucinda eyed her in a bewildered way, as if called upon
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to consider an argument based upon some unknown equa-
tion.
" I know perfectly well," continued Charlotte, " that it
isn't my place to dictate to you, for you are my aunt, and a
good deal older than I am. But I must say it surprised me
a good deal to come in and find you playing cards, for I
wasn^t brought up to see them in the house.'*
Lucinda sat bolt-upright ; there were hot red spots on her
cheeks ; one near enough could have seen pulses beating
here and there through the delicate skin on her neck and
forehead. " I wa'n't playin' cards," said she.
" Why, what were you doing, then ? I don't know what
you mean, Aunt Lucinda."
"Well, I was — I s'pose you'll think I'm dreadful silly,
Charlotte, but I ain't had much to 'muse me, an' I've kinder
got in the way of it."
" For pity's sake, Aunt Lucinda, what are you coming at ?"
Charlotte stared at her, and wrinkled her fair high forehead
in a way she had when perplexed.
" I didn't mean to do anything out of the way, but I s'pose
you'll think it was dreadful silly, Charlotte. I was jest tell-
in' my fortune."
" What ?"
The tears stood in the old woman's eyes. She shook visi-
bly. In her simple life her little foolishnesses had come to
take the place of sins, and she was shamefaced over them
as such. " I was jest — tellin' my fortune."
" I don't believe I know what you mean. Aunt Lucinda."
Charlotte's blue eyes were raised, her round rosy face was
all furrowed with those lines of perplexity.
" Why, don't you know, Charlotte ? You can tell your
fortune with cards. There's a way of doin' it. I learnt it
366 ^N INNOCENT GAMESTER.
when I was a girl. Didn't you know it ?^' asked Lucinda,
with tremulous eagerness.
" I've heard of it."
" I s'pose it is kind of silly ; but it's kind of 'musin' some-
times, when I'm feelin' dull, you know." Lucinda trembled,
and still kept her eyes fastened upon her niece's face, which
expressed a calm contempt.
Presently Lucinda began again, with more stress of ap-
peal : " I was jest tellin' my fortune, Charlotte ; I didn't
s'pose there was any harm in it. Once in a while I take a
notion to tell it, jest for the fun of it, you know."
'* I shouldn't think it would be much fun."
'' Well, I dun know as 'tis, Charlotte ; but it's kind of
'musin' sometimes."
Charlotte still gazed at her aunt with that look of con-
temptuous perplexity, and the old woman could not take her
eyes from her face.
" It's jest because it's kind of 'musin V she pleaded again.
*' An' when anybody ain't had any more change than I've
had 'most all their life, it's kind of comfortin' to spread out
the cards an' try to calculate if there ain't somethin' differ-
ent comin'. It don't never come, an' I don't s'pose it's ever
goin' to \ course I don't put any faith in it, but it's kind of
'musin'."
Charlotte turned away, and put her face down to the little
bunch of violets on the table: one of her scholars had
brought them to her. " Well, I can't stop to talk any more
about it," said she. '' I must go out and get supper."
Charlotte righted herself and went out of the room with
a firm step, and proceeded to get supper ready. She had
her own ideas about supper, and indeed about all the other
meals. Lucinda Moss's household plan had been revolu-
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tionized since her niece had come to live with her. She had
no longer any voice in anything, and she had come almost
to forget what her own original note had been. She was
growing deprecatory and shamefaced about herself, and she
no longer openly confessed in many cases her preferences.
It took some new emergency, like this of the cards, to arouse
her at all.
Lucinda had always liked a bit of cold pork, some left-
over dinner vegetables, some little savory relish, for supper,
but now she ate a slice of bread-and-butter and a spoonful
of sauce, and drank a glass of milk. Charlotte had de-
creed that that was better for her. Lucinda had not even
her cup of tea since Charlotte reigned.
Lucinda had been fond of a rich cup-cake, which she had
also enjoyed stirring up once a week for herself. She had
taken an innocent pride in its excellence, and she had
treated her few callers to it. She had liked a slice of it be-
tween meals. But that was now all done away with ; there
was no cake baked in the house. ''That rich cake is not
fit for you to eat. Aunt Lucinda," Charlotte had said. ''I
think we had better not have any more of it." And poor
Lucinda came gently down to her niece's views on diet, and
put cup-cake and cold pork and vegetables away from her
like devices of Satan. She concealed from herself her long-
ing for them ; and she felt the most sincere love and grati-
tude to Charlotte for her interest in her welfare. Indeed,
Charlotte did everything from the purest motives. She had
meant to do her very best by her old aunt Lucinda when
she had come to live with her, after her father's death, from
a sense of duty. She had given up her school in her native
village, and taken another, that she did not like nearly as
well, here in Foster. She had found Lucinda old and fee-
368 AN INNOCENT GAMESTER.
ble, and at once set to work about taking care of her and
relieving her from all her household labors.
Charlotte had not much time out of school, but she kept
the house, and would have only a modicum of assistance
from her aunt. Lucinda soon did not venture to prepare a
meal nor set away a dish, she met with such kind and de-
termined remonstrances from her niece. Charlotte was so
determined, when she set about being good and doing her
whole duty, that she was quite capable of tyrannizing over
goodness itself. And then it was undeniably better that an
old and feeble woman like her aunt Lucinda should not
eat rich cup-cake between meals, nor wear herself out at
house-work, although Lucinda had never worn herself out
at house-work. There was considerable scandal of a mod-
est kind about her in the village. There was a rumor that
Lucinda Moss had not taken up her sitting-room carpet for
ten years, nor her parlor carpet within the memory of man,
and that she deliberately shut up one or two chambers, and
let them stay so, with no application of broom or duster,
year after year. But Charlotte had every carpet in the house
taken up spring and fall. She hung all the feather-beds out
of the windows, and dusted in all the dark corners. Poor old
Lucinda sometimes felt as if there was so much cleanliness
that she was almost chilly. But she never remonstrated
about anything, unless it was for a moment, when. she hap-
pened to be taken by surprise, as in the matter of the cards.
She seemed quite to fall in with Charlotte's views that her
own tastes were not to be considered when they interfered
with her own good, and that most of them did so interfere.
When she came out to supper that night she looked
meekly and unquestioningly at the cold milk, the bread-
and-butter, and sauce. Her very soul thirsted for a ci|d of
Alf INNOCENT GAMESTER. 369
tea, and she felt as guilty as any wine-bibber that it should
be so. Charlotte had said that it was as bad to drink tea
as to drink strong liquor, and that it was very unhealthy
for her.
It did not take long for them to eat supper ; they never
dallied over their meals. Charlotte did not dally over any-
thing ; indeed, she could not, with so much on her hands.
She sent Lucinda into the sitting-room while she put away
the supper dishes. When that was done she went into the
sitting-room herself, and sat down with some needle-work
at the window opposite her aunt There was still an hour
of daylight left
There was a cunning look in Lucinda's face ; she was
smiling and quite talkative. She spoke about the weatheri
and the neighbors, and Charlotte's school ; then she gave a
sudden sharp glance at her niece. '^Charlotte ?"
What say, Aunt Lucinda ?"
Charlotte." The old woman was smiling hard, and her
voice was soil and tremulously sweet ^' Did you ever have
your fortune told ?"
" No, I never did."
" Well, now, Charlotte, don't you want me to tell it ?"
Lucinda twisted her face up towards her niece, and her smile
was as bland and cunning as a witch's.
'* No, thank you. Aunt Lucinda," Charlotte replied, stiffly.
'' It's real remarkable how they do turn out sometimes,
Charlotte. I might tell you somethin' 'bout — who you was
goin' to marry, you know."
^ I haven't any wish to try it, and I am never going to
marry anybody." Charlotte blushed, but she looked with
dignified scorn at her aunt's delicate old face, that st31
smirked up at her. " To say just what I think. Aunt Lu^
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cinda,*' she continued, ^'it seems to me very silly, and I
should think the cards would be better in the fire than
anywhere else."
" I'd kind of hate to burn 'em, Charlotte. I've had 'em
ever since I was a girl."
Charlotte made no reply. Lucinda watched her pitifully.
The cunning smile had faded entirely from her face. She
seemed to sit lower in her chair.
" Well, mebbe I had ought to burn 'em," she remarked,
finally, with a hard breath. Pretty soon she arose. ''I
guess I'll go to bed," said she.
" Why, it isn't dark yet," responded Charlotte.
** I know it ain't, but I'm kind of tired somehow." Lu-
cinda went across the room with a weak shuffle. Charlotte
looked after her, and thought to herself that she aged rap-
idly. She did not think any mote about the cards and the
fortune-telling. She could not treat any subject lightly, and
had to bring her mind dowfi with a heavy step upon all mat-
ters, however trivial, that it stopped to consider. She knew
quite well that her gentle, weak old aunt's whim for fortune-
telling was not a subject for very serious controversy. She
expressed her opinion strongly, as was her wont ; then let
the matter slip away entirely from her thoughts.
The days went on, and nothing more was said about the
cards. Charlotte did not know whether they were burned,
as she had advised, or not. She thought no more about
them. She noticed that her aunt ate even less than usual,
and seemed more spiritless. She thought also that she
grew thin.
" What's the matter, Aunt Lucinda ; don't you feel well ?"
she asked one night when the old woman announced hei
intention of going to bed immediately after supper.
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Lucinda paused in her onward shuffle. "Well, I dun
know," said she ; " I guess I'm well 'nough, but I feel kind
of poorly. I've been thinkin' if I had some of that root-
beer I used to make,' it might kind of set me up."
"Milk is a good deal better for you," said Charlotte,
promptly. " You don't drink enough milk."
" Well, I dun know ; I drink considerable, Charlotte."
" How much did you drink to-night ?"
" Well, I dun know ; 'most a cupful, I guess."
Charlotte went to the table and poured out a cup quite
full of milk. " Now, Aunt Lucinda, you just drink this down
before you go to bed," said she.
" Oh, Charlotte, I dun know as I can."
" Yes, you can, too ; it's good for you."
Lucinda put out her hand for the milk ; then she drew it
back. " Oh, Charlotte, I can't, noways in the world."
Charlotte held the milk quite under her nose, and her
face contracted with disgust when she looked down at it
" Drink it right down," said Charlotte.
The old woman took the cup, and drank down the milk
with desperate gulps. When she had 6nished she gave the
cup to Charlotte and clapped her hand over her mouth.
" That's right," said Charlotte, in a commendatory tone.
*' It'll do you good. You don't drink half enough milk."
Lucinda gave her head an unmeaning shake. She was
quite speechless. She kept her hand pressed tightly to her
mouth all the way out of the room.
The next morning Charlotte made her drink two cups of
milk for breakfast, and she did so more easily. Lucinda
looked quite alert that morning, and Charlotte thought to
herself that she was improving.
" You feel better, don't you, Aunt Lucinda ?" she said.
372 ^N INNOCENT GAMESTER.
" Welly I dun know; I nither guess I do feel a little rest*
ed," answered Lucinda.
She had an odd expression that morning. Charlotte kept
regarding her ; she could not think what made her look so
strange. Finally she decided that it was because her aunt
had her hair pushed back a little farther than usual from
her temples. It took away from her expression of gentle
weakness, and gave her something of a wild air. Charlotte
was not nervous ; after she had decided as to the cause of
it, her aunt's strange look no longer dwelt in her mind. She
taught school placidly all the forenoon. But when she came
home at noon, and could find Lucinda nowhere in the house,
that odd look of hers started up afresh in her memory. After
she had hunted through the house and garden, and inquired
at the neighbors*, she stood in the middle of the sitting-
room, and that strange face swam before her eyes. ''It
meant something," she said to herself; " she meant to do
something."
Some of the neighbors came running in. There were
three men (two old ones and one young one), two middle-
nged women, and two girls. They had just risen from their
dinner-tables ; the women were in calico gowns and aprons^
and the men in their shirt sleeves — all except the young
man ; he had stopped to put on his coat
"Oh, have you found her?" two or three of the women
gasped out as they entered ; the others stared in breathless
inquiry. Charlotte shook her head. The neighbors circled
around her and asked questions. Nobody knew what to do
first "The trouble is, there don't seem to be anywhere
that there's any sense in to look for her," said one of the
women, with a sage air. And it was quite true. There was
no reasonable place outside of her own house in which to
AN INNOCENT GAMESTER. 373
look for her. Lucinda might almost have been regarded
as a gentle and timid crustacean, and that house in which
she had been bom and lived her whole life as her shell.
She never stirred out of it, except into her little garden,
from one week's end to the other. She never went into a
neighbor's. It had seemed a mere farce to inquire of one.
It was almost impossible to imagine Lucinda outside of her
own house ; the very windows seemed full of her to people
on the street, and the neighbors were bewildered, standing
there in the sitting-room and trying to think of her as away.
The young man in the company surveyed Charlotte with
anxious, honest eyes. He was tall, and his fair curly head
overtopped all the others. He was the brother of one of
the girls. Charlotte never looked at him. The talk and
speculation went on \ then finally the young man made a start
'* I'll go and put my horse in the buggy," he said, in a de-
termined tone, '' and I'll go a piece on all the roads, and see
if anybody has seen anything of her."
'' I'll go an' help you harness,'^ returned one of the old
men, promptly.
Then Charlotte and the others searched the house again
from garret to cellar. Charlotte was not easily timorous
nor imaginative, but fearful imaginations could come to her,
as to all human beings, and when they did come they had
weighty presences. Charlotte probably would never see a
ghost, but if she ever did it would come with a mighty march
upon her. After the second fruitless search thro.ugh the
house was finished, she turned upon the people with her.
" Something dreadful has happened," said she, in a quick,
strained tone.
" Oh, mebbe there ain't," one of the women said, sooth-
ingly ; but her eyes were wild and scared.
374 ^^ INNOCENT GAMESTER.
"Yes, there has.'*
They all stood in the side entry, where they had come
from the second story. Charlotte looked from one to the
other ; then she set her mouth hard, and went out into the
yard. In the middle of the yard there was a well with an
old-fashioned sweep. Charlotte went with rigid strides
straight to the well, and the people followed her, the young
girls hanging back a little. ' Charlotte stretched herself up,
leaned over the curb, and looked down ; the others crowded
close to her, and did the same. They could see nothing
but their own faces in the far-away dark water. They gazed
down at the young rosy faces and the old ones, with the
flecks of sunlight around them, but they could see nothing
beyond. It was that reflection of life which is all that one
sees upon the farthest point of investigation.
" We can't see nothin' but ourselves," said one of the
women. " Father, you'd better get a pole somewhere, an'
poke down there."
" Where can I git a pole ?" asked the old man, who was
the woman's husband. He had an important, solemn
voice ; his wife, no matter how great her awe, was always
sharply vociferous.
One of the young girls clutched the other by the arm
when the pole was mentioned. Charlotte and the old man
went into the garden, where there was a pile of last year's
bean-poles, and he spliced some together with clumsy pains.
They all stood back when he stepped up and began prob-
ing the well. He had bent a nail in the end of the pole,
and he poked about warily. Finally he turned about on
his spectators. He had a large face, and he carried himself
pompously.
" There ain't nothin' there,** said he. There was a slight
AN INNOCENT GAMESTER. 375
savor of disappointment in his tone. He had a natural
scent for glory, but he was like an animal reared at a dis-
tance from his native prey, and had little opportunity to
exercise it. He wished no harm to have befallen poor Lu-
cinda ; but if there had, he would have liked that distinc-
tion which belonged to the discoverer of it.
*' Are you sure ?" asked his wife.
*' Course I'm sure. There ain't no use standin' pokin*
any longer.'' The old man stepped down and stood in a
stately attitude, with a pole at his side like a spear. ''There
ain't any other well, is there ?" he inquired of Charlotte.
"No."
" No cistern nor nothin' ? There wa'n't nothin' covered
up that she could have stepped into ?"
" No, there wasn't," said Charlotte. She struck out of
the yard as she spoke.
" Where you goin' ?" one of the women asked.
" Down to the salt-meadow."
Charlotte kept on down the street, and they all straggled
after her. Others joined them, with eager questions, as
they progressed. It was quite a crowd that reached the
marsh that the Foster people called the salt-meadow. High
tides flooded it. The rest of the time it lay a bare level,
burned by the sun and swept by the salt wind. Here and
there were pools of sea-water quite deep. Charlotte had
thought of them.
Away over to the eastward there was a blue line between
the marsh and a white cloudy sky ; that was the sea. The
people ran about here and there over the marsh; they
looked taller than they were. There were now many
boys in the company, and when they got into the distance,
and showed up against the sky, they looked like men on
376 ^N INNOCENT GAMESTER,
the level meadow. They whooped and hallooed. Char*
lotte never spoke a word. She went from pool to pool,
and the old man with the pole went with her. Here and
there lay great mats of long and sunburnt marsh-grass.
They looked like fleeces of wild animals. Charlotte eyed
one with a desire to lift it up and see if her aunt were not
lying hidden beneath it. Charlotte, neither knowing why,
nor fully understanding that she was, began to be tortured
by remorse. Lucinda had never spoken to blame her, but
there was no need, for silence and absence will grind with
accusing voices. Charlotte's ears were full of the voices,
although she could not yet understand what they said.
She did not until that evening. When she returned from
her fruitless search on the marsh she found the house and
yard quite full of people. Some of the kindly women had
been getting supper. They had brought in of theit own
stores. The hygienic food in the house looked rather poor
to them. They agreed that Lucinda must have been pretty
well pinched. The table was loaded with hot biscuits, cake,
and cold meats, and there was a pot of strong tea. Char-
lotte would not eat anything, although the women urged
her. Finally they sat down and drank the tea themselves.
After supper, the house cleared gradually. Two of the
women volunteered to stay with Charlotte all night, and
the young girl, sister of the fair-haired young man, was to
sleep with her. The two older women went home for a
little while to mix some bread and fold clothes, and the
young girl and Charlotte were alone in the sitting-room.
Now and then they could hear voices out in the street
Charlotte kept going to the door to listen. Once, as she
returned, she hit Lucinda's little old work-box that stood
on the corner of the table, and knocked it to the floor. All
Air INNOCENT GAMESTER. 37^
ihe things fell out ; Charlotte groaned. It seemed as if she
hurt her lost aunt The girl came to her aid, and they be-
gan picking up the things and replacing them. Suddenly
Charlotte gave a cry, and took something to the light and
examined it closely. Then she sank into a chair, and
rocked herself to and fro, and cried.
" Oh, dear ! oh, dear ! poor Aunt Lucinda I poor Aunt
Lucinda ! What shall I do ? what shall I do ?'' she wailed.
The girl arose, and stood regarding her in a frightened
way. She had a sweet, homely face, and was very small,
much smaller than Charlotte. She had always been rather
afraid of Charlotte, she was so large and handsome and
peremptory. Finally she went up to her timidly. " Why,
what is it ?'' she asked ; '' what is the matter^ Charlotte ?*'
Charlotte held out something. " Look at that," she said,
convulsively.
The girl took it and looked at it curiously. It was a play-
ing-card, the jack of hearts, and one comer was scorched
and shrivelled by fire. " Why, it's a card/' said she, vague-
ly ; " and it's been burnt."
Charlotte uncovered her face, and showed it wet and
swollen and distorted. '* Yes," said she, '' it's a card. And
I'll tell you what I did. I'll tell you all about it. I've
been wicked ; I've been dreadful wicked and cruel. I found
her trying to tell her fortune with those cards one day, and
I scolded her for it, and I told her she ought to burn them
up. She was telling her fortune, and trying to get a little
bit of comfort and amusement out of it, and she's never
had much in her life. She was cooped up here in this house
all the best part of her life with her mother, that was ner-
vous and half crazy, and had to be taken care of like a
baby. She never went anywhere nor had anything, and
37 8 AN INNOCENT GAMESTER.
she got a little bit of comfort out of the cards telling her
fortune, and I told her to burn them. And she tried to.
Oh, she tried to ! — she tried to ! Poor Aunt Lucinda I I
can see it, just how it was. She put them into the fire, and
she felt dreadfully to see them burn. She'd had them ever
.since she was a girl, and she'd taken so much comfort with
them ! It was just like burning up all the little hope she
had left. And she just pulled out this card, when it was
all afire, and saved it I remember she had burned her
fingers, and she wouldn't tell me how. That was how she
did it. Oh, poor Aunt Lucinda ! poor Aunt Lucinda I"
The other girl looked from her to the card with a puz-
zled and distressed air. '' Don't feel so bad," she ventured,
hesitatingly.
"Oh, I've got to feel bad I I've got to I IVe got to all
my life ! The cards ain't all. Oh, I can tell you things —
things that I never knew before. They all come up now.
I haven't let her have tea when she wanted it, nor cake,
nor cold pork and potatoes for supper, nor anything be-
tween meals. And she wanted some root-beer last night,
and I said she couldn't have it. I've been setting myself
up, because I thought I knew more ; and I knew the things
weren't good for her perhaps, but they were all her little
comforts, all she had, and nobody ought to have taken them
away but God. Oh, I've been doing a dreadful thing 1 I've
been stealing from her. And I've done more than that.
Oh, I have ! I have ! I've been stealing fur. I've been
taking the self out of her. Oh, poor Aunt Lucinda I poor
Aunt Lucinda I What shall I do ? what shall I do ?"
The girl was quite pale ; she held her lips parted. She
did not comprehend it at all, nor know what to say. Sud^
denly there was a touch on her shoulder, and she looked
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around. It was her brother ; he had been standing in the
room a minute or two, but they had not noticed him.
''What's the matter with her.^" he asked his sister in a
whisper.
Charlotte went on wailing. Both of them had an odd
feeling that she was not fairly there, and that they could
speak of her.
'' She feels awfully. She thinks she hasn't treated her
well."
''What stuff!" The young man hesitated a moment;
his face flushed ; he looked at his sister. Finally he went
up to Charlotte, knelt down on the floor beside her, and
slid his arm around her waist. " Don't take on so — don't ;
you mustn't," he whispered. " I'll find her. I'm going
now to give my horse his supper, and then I'm going to
get a fresh one at Joe Grayson's, and I'm going to start
out again. I'll find her before morning, and bring her back
safe and sound. Don't take on so."
But Charlotte never hushed her wail. She did not seem
to notice that his arm was around her.
The young man arose; he did not meet his sister's eye
when he spoke to her. " I'm going home, and will send
mother over right away," said he.
"She's coming as soon as she's folded the clothes,"
replied the sister.
" She's got to come now."
His steps sounded heavy and quick on the front walk.
In spite of his pity he had an odd feeling of elation. He
also had been rather afraid of Charlotte ; she had seemed
like a goddess in armor. He had now a feeling that he
had caught her outside of her panoply.
He lived only three houses away, and his mother came
380 ^N INNOCENT GAMESTER.
running over in a few minutes. She was a woman with as
weighty a will as Charlotte's, although her softness and
slowness of manner disguised it. Her will to Charlotte's
was as feathers to steel, but the weight was there. She
made Charlotte drink a bowl of sage tea and go to bed.
She and the other woman sat up all night in the sitting-
room, and listened and watched. They felt as if dreadful
tidings might arrive at any moment, but none did. When
Charlotte came down-stairs in the morning nothing more
was known about her aunt than when she had gone to bed.
Charlotte had not slept any, but she was quite calm. All
her old repose of manner had returned, but there was no
longer any strength in it. She did not stand as erect, with
her shoulders back, as formerly. She looked ten years
younger. Charlotte was quite a young girl, but everybody
had considered her older.
The search for Lucinda continued: the roads were
scoured for miles around, every well and pool was dragged,
a close watch was kept upon the sea-shore ; but nothing
was seen of her until five o'clock in the afternoon. Then
she came walking into the house. She entered at the side
door, and went straight into the sitting-room. There were
some women there with Charlotte. They all sat about
the room like mourners. When they saw Lucinda they
screamed with shrill voices, and more women came in from
the kitchen. Charlotte did not speak nor scream. She
went over to her aunt and clutched her arm hard.
Lucinda looked about with a bewildered air. Her cheeks
were quite pink, her eyes shone, her curls were all untwisted
and lay on her shoulders. Her bonnet, which was flat and
old-fashioned, had slipped far back, her cashmere shawl
with a green centre was pinned on one side, and the point
AN INNOCENI GAMESTER. ^%x
trailed. But with all her disorder and bewilderment she
was full of gentle but triumphant assertion.
'' What are they all in here for this way ?" she asked
Charlotte, quite openly.
" Oh, Aunt Ludnda, where have you been ?"
Lucinda looked about on them all with a sort of mild
dignity. She stood quite straight '' I've been a-visitin'."
« What ?"
"I've been a-visitin'."
" Oh, Aunt Lucinda, where ?"
" I've been to Denham."
" Denham ?"
" Yes ; it's forty mile away, zxH I've been on the cars.
I've been a-visitin' my cousin on my mother's side that
lives there — Mary Ellen Taylor. She's livin' with her old-
est son, an' she's situated real pleasant. I hadn't seen her
for twenty-five year."
" Oh I how did you get there ?"
" I went on the steam-cars," replied Lucinda, with a lofiy
air.
" But how ? Nobody saw you. How did you get started^
Aunt Lucinda ?"
Lucinda surveyed her niece with a look of pleasant cun-
ning. " I jest went down 'cross-lots an' got on. I didn't
see nobody," said she.
It was quite true, and had been quite feasible, as every-
body saw. There was no regular depot at Foster, nothing
but a little rude shed with a bench, where passengers, if there
were any, waited. That day there had been none, and the
road was lonely. Lucinda had been quite unseen and
unmolested in her journey across-lots and her waiting at
the station. Now that she had appeared, it seemed strange
382 AN INNOCENT GAMESTER.
that no one had thought of such a solution of her dis*
appearance. But people would have dreamed as soon of a
marsh-jflower taking to the railroad as of Lucinda Moss.
She had been so long in one place that it seemed that it
must be with her as with the flower, and that nothing bu^
the wind of death could take her away.
The women had stood about, astonished and panic-
stricken. Finally one spoke up. "Well," said she, "I
know one thing : if I was to say what I thought, it would
be somethin' pretty plain. All this go-round — '*
Charlotte interposed. She stepped before her aunt, who
had begun to shrink. "Don't you say a word to blame
her 'y I won't have it," said she.
" Well, if you want to excuse it, after all the trouble and
worry we've had and you've had — "
" I won't hear a word," repeated Charlotte.
After a while the neighbors had one by one departed,
and Charlotte and Lucinda were alone together. Charlotte
went directly about getting supper. When she called out
Lucinda there was a fine array on the table : plenty of cake
and pie, and some cold meat and vegetables* The room
was full of the fragrance of tea. Charlotte poured out a
cup, and passed it to Lucinda. " I thought we'd have tea
to-night," said she. "And I've been thinking — this cake
is some the neighbors brought in, but I don't think it is
nearly as good as that cup-cake you used to make, and I
wish you'd make some to-morrow. Aunt Lucinda, if you feel
like it."
" I'd jest as lief as not." Lucinda's face was all trem^
bling with smiles.
The next night, when Charlotte came home from school,
sh< had a little parcel that she handed to Lucinda. *' Here's
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something I bought for you, Aunt Lucinda," said she. Lu-
cinda opened the parcel It was a pack of cards. *' I don't
know but I'll let you tell my fortune, after all, if you'd like
to," observed Charlotte, after a while.
After supper that evening Lucinda moved the things on
the table back, and spread out the cards. She bent over
them, and her face took on a wise and important expression.
" Well," said she, finally, in a meditative voice, " there's a
light-complected man right close to you, Charlotte, an^ a
weddin'-nng, for the first thing — ^"
LOUISA.
" I don't see what kind of ideas you've got in your headi
for my part." Mrs. Britton looked sharply at her daughter
Louisa, but she got no response.
Louisa sat in one of the kitchen chairs close to the
door. She had dropped into it when she first entered.
Her hands were all brown and grimy with garden-mould ;
it clung to the bottom of her old dress and her coarse
shoes.
Mrs. Britton, sitting opposite by the window, waited,
looking at her. Suddenly Louisa's silence seemed to strike
her mother's will with an electric shock ; she recoiled, with
an angry jerk of her head. " You don't know nothin' about
it. You'd like him well enough after you was married to
him," said she, as if in answer to an argument.
Louisa's face looked fairly dull ; her obstinacy seemed
to cast a film over it. Her eyelids were cast down ; she
leaned her head back against the wall.
" Sit there like a stick if you want to !" cried her mother.
Louisa got up. As she stirred, a faint earthy odor dif-
fused itself through the room. It was like a breath from
a ploughed field.
Mrs. Britten's little sallow face contracted more forcibly.
" I s'pose now you're goin' back to your potater patch^^
LOUISA. 385
said she. " Plantin' potaters out there jest like a man, for
all the neighbors to see. Pretty sight, I call it."
" If they don't like it, they needn't look," returned Louisa.
She spoke quite evenly. Her young back was stiff with
bending over the potatoes, but she straightened it rigor-
ously. She pulled her old hat farther over her eyes.
There was a shuffling sound outside the door and a fum-
ble at the latch. It opened, and an old man came in, scrap-
ing his feet heavily over the threshold. He carried an
old basket.
" What you got in that basket, father ?" asked Mrs.
Britton.
The old man looked at her. His old face had the round
outlines and naive grin of a child.
" Father, what you got in that basket ?"
Louisa peered apprehensively into the basket. " Where
did you get those potatoes, grandfather ?" said she.
^' Digged 'em." The old man's grin deepened. He
chuckled hoarsely.
" Well, I'll give up if he ain't been an' dug up all them
potaters you've been plantin' !" said Mrs. Britton.
'* Yes, he has," said Louisa. '* Oh, grandfather, didn't
you know I'd jest planted those potatoes?"
The old man fastened bis bleared blue eyes on her face,
and still grinned.
'^ Didn't you know better, grandfather ?" she asked again.
But the old man only chuckled. He was so old that he
had come back into the mystery of childhood. His motives
were hidden and inscrutable ; his amalgamation with the
human race was so much weaker,
'^ Land sakes 1 don't waste no more time talkin' to him/'
said Mrs. Britton. " You can't make out whether he knows
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386 LOUISA,
what he's doin' or not I've give it up. Father, you jest set
them pertaters down, an* you come over here an' set down
in the rockin'-chair ; you've done about 'nough work to-day.**
The old man shook his head with slow mutiny.
" Come right over here."
Louisa pulled at the basket of potatoes. " Let me have
'em, grandfather," said she. " I've got to have 'em."
The old man resisted. His grin disappeared, and he
set his mouth. Mrs. Britton got up, with a determined air,
and went over to him. She was a sickly, frail-looking wom-
an, but the voice came firm, with deep bass tones, from
her little lean throat.
" Now, father," said she, " you jest give her that basket,
an' you walk across the room, and you set down in that
rockin'-chair."
The old man looked down into her little, pale, wedge-shaped
face. His grasp on the basket weakened. Louisa pulled
it away, and pushed past out of the door, and the old man
followed his daughter sullenly across the room to the rock-
ing-chair.
The Brittons did not have a large potato field ; they had
only an acre of land in all. Louisa had planted two thirds
of her potatoes ; now she had to plant them all over again.
She had gone to the house for a drink of water ; her mother
had detained her, and in the meantime the old man had
undone her work. She began putting the cut potatoes
back in the ground. She was careful and laborious about
it. A strong wind, full of moisture, was blowing from the
east. The smell of the sea was in it, although this was
some miles inland. Louisa's brown calico skirt blew out
in it like a sail. It beat her in the face when she raised
her head.
LOUISA, 387
" IVe got to get these in to-day somehow," she muttered.
** It '11 rain to-morrow."
She worked as fast as she could, and the afternoon wore
on. About five oVlock she happened to glance at the
road — the potato field lay beside it — and she saw Jonathan
Nye driving past with his gray horse and buggy. She
turned her back to the road quickly, and listened until the
rattle of the wheels died away. At six o'clock her mother
looked out of the kitchen window and called her to supper.
" I'm comin' in a minute," Louisa shouted back. Then
she worked faster than ever. At half-past six she went
into the house, and the potatoes were all in the ground.
" Why didn't you come when I called you .^" asked her
mother.
" I had to get the potatoes in."
" I guess you wa'n't bound to get 'em all in to-night. It's
kind of discouragin' when you work, an' get supper all ready,
to have it stan' an hour, I call it An' you've worked 'bout
long enough for one day out in this damp wind, I should
say."
Louisa washed her hands and face at the kitchen sink,
and smoothed her hair at the little glass over it. She had
wet her hair too, and made it look darker : it was quite a
light brown. She brushed it in smooth straight lines back
from her temples. Her whole face had a clear bright look
from being exposed to the moist wind. She noticed it her-
self, and gave her head a little conscious turn.
When she sat down to the table her mother looked at
her with admiration, which she veiled with disapproval.
"Jest look at your face," said she; ''red as a beet
You'll be a pretty-lookin' sight before the summer's Ottt^
at this rate."
388 LOUISA.
Louisa thought to herself that the light was not very
strong, and the glass must have flattered her. She could
not look as well as she had imagined. She spread some
butter on her bread very sparsely. There was nothing for
supper but some bread and butter and weak tea, though
the old man had his dish of Indian-meal porridge. He
could not eat much solid food. The porridge was covered
with milk and molasses. He bent low over it, and ate
large spoonfuls with loud noises. His daughter had tied
a towel around his neck as she would have tied a pinafore
on a child. She had also spread a towel over the table-
cloth in front of him, and she watched him sharply lest he
should spill his food.
" I wish I could have somethin' to eat that I could relish
the way he does that porridge and molasses,*^ said she.
She had scarcely tasted anything. She sipped her weak
tea laboriously.
Louisa looked across at her mother's meagre little figure
in its neat old dress, at her poor small head bending over
the tea-cup, showing the wide parting in the thin hair.
" Why don't you toast your bread, mother ?" said she.
" I'll toast it for you."
" No, I don't want it. I'd jest as soon have it this way
as any. I don't want no bread, nohow. I want somethin'
to relish — a herrin', or a little mite of cold meat, or some-
thin'. I s'pose I could eat as well as anybody if I had as
much as some folks have. Mis' Mitchell was sayin' the
other day that she didn't believe but what they had butch-
er's meat up to Mis' Nye's every day in the week. She
said Jonathan he went to Wolfsborough and brought home
great pieces in a market-basket every week. I guess they
have everything."
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LOUISA. 389
Louisa was not eating much herself, but now she took
another slice of bread with a resolute air. '^ I guess some
folks would be thankful to get this/' said she.
" Yes, I s'pose we*d ought to be thankful for enough to
keep us alive, anybody takes so much comfort livinV' re-
turned her mother, with a tragic bitterness that sat oddly
upon her, as she was so small and feeble. Her face worked
and strained under the stress of emotion ; her eyes were full
of tears ; she sipped her tea fiercely.
" There's some sugar,'' said Louisa. " We might have
had a little cake."
The old man caught the word. " Cake ?" he mumbled,
with pleased inquiry, looking up, and extending his grasp-
ing old hand.
'* I guess we ain't got no sugar to waste in cake," re-
turned Mrs. Britton. '* Eat your porridge, father, an' stop
teasin'. There ain't no cake."
After supper Louisa cleared away the dishes j then she
put on her shawl and hat
'* Where you goin' ?" asked her mother.
" Down to the store."
" What for ?"
'* The oil's out. There wasn't enough to fill the lamps
this mornin'. I ain't had a chance to get it before."
It was nearly dark. The mist was so heavy it was al-
most rain. Louisa went swiftly down the road with the oil-
can. It was a half-mile to the store where the few staples
were kept that sufficed the simple folk in this little settle-
ment. She was gone a half-hour. When she returned,
she had besides the oil-can a package under her arm.
She went into the kitchen and set them down. The
old man was asleep in the rocking-chair. She heard voices
390
LOUISA.
in the adjoining room. She frowned, and stood still, lis-
tening.
"Louisa!" called her mother. Her voice was sweet,
and higher pitched than usual. She sounded the / in Louisa
long.
" What say ?"
" Come in here after you've taken your things off."
Louisa knew that Jonathan Nye was in the sitting-room.
She flung off her hat and shawl. Her old dress was
damp, and had still some earth stains on it ; her hair was
roughened by the wind, but she would not look again in
the glass ; she went into the sitting-room just as she was.
'* If s Mr. Nye, Louisa," said her mother, with effusion.
" Good-evenin', Mr. Nye," said Louisa.
Jonathan Nye half arose and extended his hand, but
she did not notice it. She sat down peremptorily in a chair
at the other side of the room. Jonathan had the one rock-
ing-chair ; Mrs. Britton's frail little body was poised anx-
iously on the hard rounded top of the carpet-covered lounge.
She looked at Louisa's dress and hair, and her eyes were
stony with disapproval, but her lips still smirked, and she kept
her voice sweet. She pointed to a glass dish on the table.
" See what Mr. Nye has brought us over, Louisa," said
she.
Louisa looked indifferently at the dish.
" It's honey," said her mother ; " some of his own bees
made it. Don't you want to get a dish an' taste of it?
One of them little glass sauce dishes."
" No, I guess not," replied Louisa. *' I never cared
much about honey. Grandfather '11 like it."
The smile vanished momentarily from Mrs. Britton's lips,
but she recovered herself. She arose and went across the
LOUISA.
391
room to the china closet. Her set of china dishes was on
the top shelves, the lower were filled with books and papers.
" I've got somethin' to snow you, Mr. Nye," said she.
This was scarcely more than a hamlet, but it was incor-
porated, and had its town books. She brought forth a pile
of them, and laid them on the table beside Jonathan Nye.
" There," said she, " I thought mebbe you'd like to look at
these." She opened one and pointed to the school report.
This mother could not display her daughter's accomplish-
ments to attract a suitor, for she had none. Louisa did
not own a piano or organ ; she could not paint ; but she
had taught school acceptably for eight years — ever since
she was sixteen — and in every one of the town books was
testimonial to that effect, intermixed with glowing eulogy.
Jonathan Nye looked soberly through the books ; he was
a slow reader. He was a few years older than Louisa, tall
and clumsy, long-featured and long-necked. His face was
a deep red with embarrassment, and it contrasted oddly
with his stiff dignity of demeanor.
Mrs. Britton drew a chair close to him while he read.
" You see, Louisa taught that school for eight year," said
she ; "an' she'd be teachin' it now if Mr. Mosely's daugh-
ter hadn't grown up an' wanted somethin' to do, an' he put
her in. He was committee, you know. I dun' know as I'd
ought to say so, an' I wouldn't want you to repeat it, but
they do say Ida Mosely don't give very good satisfaction,
an' I guess she won't have no reports like these in the town
books unless her father writes 'em. See this one."
Jonathan Nye pondered over the fulsome testimony to
Louisa's capability, general worth, and amiability, while she
sat in sulky silence at the farther corner of the room. Once
in a while her mother, after a furtive glance at Jonathan,
392 LOUISA.
engrossed in a town book, would look at her and gesticu*
late fiercely for her to come over, but she did not stir. Her
eyes were dull and quiet, her mouth closely shut ; she looked
homely. Louisa was very pretty when pleased and animated,
at other times she had a look like a closed flower. One
could see no prettiness in her.
Jonathan Nye read all the school reports ; then he arose
heavily. "They're real good,'' said he. He glanced at
LiOuisa and tried to smile ; his blushes deepened.
" Now don't be in a hurry," said Mrs. Britton.
" I guess I'd better be goin' ; mother^s alone."
" She won't be afraid ; it's jest on the edge of the evenin*.**
'' I don't know as she will. But I guess I'd better be
goin'." He looked hesitatingly at Louisa.
She arose and stood with an indifferent air.
" You'd better set down again," said Mrs. Britton.
"No; I guess I'd better be goin'." Jonathan turned
towards Louisa. " Good-eveninV said he.
«Good-evenin'."
Mrs. Britton followed him to the door. She looked back
and beckoned imperiously to Louisa, but she stood still.
" Now come again, do," Mrs. Britton said to the departing
caller. " Run in any time ; we're real lonesome evenin's.
Father he sets an' sleeps in his chair, an' Louisa an' me
often wish somebody 'd drop in ; folks round here ain't none
too neighborly. Come in any time you happen to feel like
it, an' we'll both of us be glad to see you. Tell your mother
I'll send home that dish to-morrer, an' we shall have a real
feast off that beautiful honey."
When Mrs. Britton had fairly shut the outer door upon
Jonathan Nye, she came back into the sitting-room as if
her anger had a propelling power like steam upon her body.
LOUISA. 393
^'Now, Louisa firitton/' said she, ''you'd ought to be
ashamed of yourself — ashamed of yourself 1 You've treated
him like a — hog !"
" I couldn't help it."
" Couldn't help it ! I guess you could treat anybody de-
cent if you tried. I never saw such actions ! I guess you
needn't be afraid of him. I guess he ain't so set on you
that he means to ketch you up an' run off. There's other
girls in town full as good as you an' better-lookin'. Why
didn't you go an' put on your other dress? Comin' into
the room with that old thing on, an' your hair all in a frowse I
I guess he won't want to come again."
" I hope he won't," said Louisa, under her breath. She
was trembling all over.
" What say ?"
" Nothin'."
" I shouldn't think you'd want to say anything, treatin'
him that way, when he came over and brought all that
beautiful honey I He was all dressed up, too. He had on
a real nice coat — cloth jest as fine as it could be, an' it was
kinder damp when he come in. Then he dressed all up
to come over here this rainy night an' bring this honey."
Mrs. firitton snatched the dish of honey and scudded into
the kitchen with it. " Sayin' you didn't like honey after
he took all that pains to bring it over I" said she. '' I'd
said I liked it if I'd lied up hill and down." She set the
dish in the pantry. " What in creation smells so kinder
strong an' smoky in here ?" said she, sharply.
'' I guess it's the herrin'. I got two or three down to
the store."
" I'd like to know what you got herrin' for?**
'' I thought maybe you'd relish 'em."
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LOUISA.
" I don't want no herrin's, now we've got this honey.
But I don't know that youVe got money to throw away.'^ She
shook the old man by the stove into partial wakefulness,
and steered him into his little bedroom off the kitchen. She
herself slept in one off the sitting-rooms ; Louisa's room was
up-stairs.
Louisa lighted her candle and went to bed, her mother's
scolding voice pursuing her like a wrathful spirit. She
cried when she was in bed in the dark, but she soon went
to sleep. She was too healthfully tired with her out-door
work not to. All her young bones ached With the strain
of manual labor as they had ached many a time this last
year since she had lost her school.
The Brittons had been and were in sore straits. All
they had in the world was this little house with the acre
of land. Louisa's meagre school money had bought their
food and clothing since her father died. Now it was al-
most starvation for them. Louisa was struggling to wrest
a little sustenance from their stony acre of land, toiling like
a European peasant woman, sacrificing her New England
dignity. Lately she had herself split up a cord of wood
which she had bought of a neighbor, paying for it in instal-
ments with work for his wife.
"Think of a school-teacher goin' into Mis' Mitchell's
house to help clean 1" said her mother.
She, although she had been of poor, hard-working people
all her life, with the humblest surroundings, was a born aris-
tocrat, with that fiercest and most bigoted aristocracy which
sometimes arises from independent poverty. She had the
feeling of a queen for a princess of the blood about her
school-teacher daughter ; her working in a neighbor's kitch-
en was as galling and terrible to her. The projected mar
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LOUISA, 395
riage with Jonathan Nye was like a royal alliance for the
good of the state. Jonathan Nye was the only eligible
young man in the place ; he was the largest land-owner ;
he had the best house. There were only himself and his
mother; after her death the property would all be his.
Mrs. Nye was an older woman than Mrs. Britton, who for-
got her own frailty in calculating their chances of life.
" Mis' Nye is considerable over seventy," she said often
to herself; "an' then Jonathan will have it all."
She saw herself installed in that large white house as
reigning dowager. All the obstacle was Louisa's obsti-
nacy, which her mother could not understand. She could
see no fault in Jonathan Nye. So far as absolute approval
went, she herself was in love with him. There was no
more sense, to her mind, in Louisa's refusing him than
there would have been in a princess refusing the fairy prince
and spoiling the story.
" I'd like to know what you've got against him," she said
often to Louisa.
" I ain't got anything against him."
"Why don't you treat him different, then, I want to
know ?"
" I don't like him." Louisa said " like " shamefacedly,
for she meant love, and dared not say it.
^*' Like! Well, I don't know nothin' about such likin's
as some pretend to, an' I don't want to. If I see anybody
is good an' worthy, I like 'em, an' that's «all there is about it."
" I don't — believe that's the way you felt about — father,"
said Louisa, softly, her young face flushed red.
" Yes, it was. I had some common-sense about it."
And Mrs. Britton believed it. Many hard middle-aged
years lay between her and her own love-time, and nothing
^^6 LOUISA,
is so changed by distance as the realities of youth. She
believed herself to have been actuated by the same calm
reason in marrying young John Britton, who had had fair
prospects, which she thought should actuate her daughter
in marrying Jonathan Nye.
Louisa got no sympathy from her, but she persisted in
her refusal. She worked harder and harder. She did not
spare herself in doors or out. As the summer wore on her
face grew as sunburnt as a boy's, her hands were hard and
brown. When she put on her white dress to go to meeting
on a Sunday there was a white ring around her neck where
the sun had not touched it. Above it her face and neck
showed browner. Her sleeves were rather short, and there
were also white rings above her brown wrists.
"You look as if you were turnin* Injun by inches," said
her mother.
Louisa, when she sat in the meeting-house, tried slyly to
pull her sleeves down to the brown on her wrists ; she gave
a little twitch to the ruffle around her neck. Then she
glanced across, and Jonathan Nye was looking at her.
She thrust her hands, in their short-wristed, loose cotton
gloves, as far out of the sleeves as she could ; her brown
wrists showed conspicuously on her white lap. She had
never heard of the princess who destroyed her beauty that
she might not be forced to wed the man whom she did not
love, but she had something of the same feeling, although
she did not have itibr the sake of any tangible lover. Lou-
isa had never seen anybody whom she would have preferred
to Jonathan Nye. There was no other marriageable young
man in the place. She had only her dreams, which she
had in common with other girls.
That Sunday evening before she went to meeting her
LOUISA. 39^
mother took some old wide lace out of her bureau drawer.
."There," said she, "I'm goin' to sew this in your neck an*
sleeves before you put your dress on. It '11 cover up a little ;
it's wider than the ruffle."
" I don't want it in," said Louisa.
" I'd like to know why not ? You took like a fright. I
was ashamed of you this mornin'."
Louisa thrust her arms into the white dress sleeves per-
emptorily. Her mother did not speak to her all the way
to meeting. After meeting, Jonathan Nye walked home
with them, and Louisa kept on the other side of her mother.
He went into the house and stayed an houn Mrs. Britton
entertained him, while Louisa sat silent. When he had
gone, she looked at her daughter as if she could have used
bodily force, but she said nothing. She shot the bolt of
the kitchen door noisily. Louisa lighted her candle. The
old man's loud breathing sounded from his room ; he had
been put to bed for safety before they went to meeting;
through the open windows sounded the loud murmur of the
summer night, as if that, too, slept heavily.
"Good-night, mother," said Louisa, as she went up-stairs ;
but her mother did not answer.
The next day was very warm. This was an exception-
ally hot summer. Louisa went out early \ her mother would
not ask her where she was going. She did not come home
until noon. Her iace was burning ; her wet dress clung to
her arms and shoulders.
" Where have you been ?" asked her mother.
" Oh, I've been out in the field."
-** What field ?"
" Mr. Mitchell's."
" What have you been doin' out there ?^
398 LOUISA.
" Rakin' hay."
" Rakin' hay with the men ?"
"There wasn't anybody but Mr. Mitchell and Johnny.
Don't, mother I"
Mrs. Britton had turned white. She sank into a chair.
" I can't Stan' it nohow," she moaned. " All the daughter
I've got."
" Don't, mother I I ain't done any harm. What harm
is it ? Why can't I rake hay as well as a man ? Lots of
women do such things, if nobody round here does. He's
goin' to pay me right off, and we need the money. Don't,
mother !" Louisa got a tumbler of water. " Here, mother,
drink this."
Mrs. Britton pushed it away. Louisa stood looking anx-
iously at her. Lately her mother had grown thinner than
ever; she looked scarcely bigger than a child. Presently
she got up and went to the stove.
" Don't try to do anything, mother ; let me finish getting
dinner," pleaded Louisa. She tried to take the pan of bis-
cuits out of her mother's hands, but she jerked it away.
The old man was sitting on the door-step, huddled up
loosely in the sun, like an old dog.
**Come, father," Mrs. Britton called, in a dry voice,
" dinner's ready — what there is of it I"
The old man shuffled in, smiling.
There was nothing for dinner but the hot biscuits and
tea. The fare was daily becoming more meagre. All Lou-
isa's little hoard of school money was gone, and her earn-
ings were very uncertain and slender. Their chief depend-
ence for food through the summer was their garden, but
that had failed them in some respects.
One day the old man had come in radiant, with his shak-
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LOUISA.
399
ing hands full of potato blossoms ; his old eyes twinkled
over them like a mischievous child's. Reproaches were
useless ; the little potato crop was sadly damaged. Lately,
in spite of close watching, he had picked the squash blos-
soms, piling them in a yellow mass beside the kitchen door.
Still, it was nearly time for the pease and beans and beets ;
they would keep them from starvation while they lasted.
But when they came, and Louisa could pick plenty of
green food every morning, there was still a difficulty : Mrs.
Britton's appetite and digestion were poor; she could not
live upon a green-vegetable diet ; and the old man missed
his porridge, for the meal was all gone.
One morning in August he cried at the breakfast-table
like a baby, because he wanted his porridge, and Mrs. Brit-
ton pushed away her own plate with a despairing gesture.
" There ain't no use," said she. " I can't eat no more
garden-sauce nohow. I don't blame poor father a mite.
You ain't got no feelin' at all."
'* I don't know what I can do ; I've worked as hard as I
can," said Louisa, miserably.
" I know what you can do, and so do you."
"No, I don't, mother," returned Louisa, with alacrity.
** He ain't been here for two weeks now, and I saw him
with my own eyes yesterday carryin' a dish into the Mose-
lys', and I knew 'twas honey. I think he's after Ida.''
" Carryin' honey into the Moselys' ? I don't believe it.'*
" He was ; I saw him."
" Well, I don't care if he was. If you're a mind to act
decent now, you can bring him round again. He was dead
set on you, an' I don't believe he's changed round to that
Mosely girl as quick as ihis."
" You don't want me to ask him to come back here, do you ?^
400 LOUISA.
'' I want you to act decent. You can go to meetin' to-
night, if you're a mind to—I sha'n't go ; I ain't got strength
'nough — an' 'twouldn't hurt you none to hang back a little
after meetin', and kind of edge round his way. 'Twouldn't
take more'n a look."
" Mother 1"
"Well, I don't care. 'Twouldn't hurt you none. It's
the way more'n one girl does, whether you believe it or not.
Men don't do all the courtin' — not by a long shot 'Twon't
hurt you none. You needn't look so scart."
Mrs. Britton's own face was a burning red. She looked
angrily away from her daughter's honest, indignant eyes.
" I wouldn't do such a thing as that for a man I liked,"
said Louisa ; " and I certainly sha'n't for a m^n I don't
like."
** Then me an' your grandfather '11 starve," said her moth-
er ; " that's all there is about it We can't neither of us
Stan' it much longer."
" We could—"
« Could what ?"
** Put a — little mortgage on the house."
Mrs. Britton faced her daughter. She trembled in every
inch of her weak frame. " Put a mortgage on this house,
an' by-an'-by not have a roof to cover us I Are you crazy ?
I tell you what 'tis, Louisa Britton, we may starve, your
grandfather an' me, an' you can follow us to the graveyard
over there, but there's only one way I'll ever put a mort-
gage on this house. If you have Jonathan Nye, I'll ask
him to take a little one to tide us along an' get your wed"
din' things."
" Mother, I'll tell you what I'm goin' to do."
"What?"
LOUISA. 401
" I am goin' to ask Uncle Solomon."
*'I guess when Solomon Mears does anythin' for us
you'll know it. He never forgave your father about that
wood lot, an^ he's hated the whole of us ever since. When
I went to his wife^s funeral he never answered when I spoke
to him. I guess if you go to him you'll take it out in
goin'."
Louisa said nothing more. She began clearing away the
breakfast dishes and setting the house to rights. Her
mother was actually so weak that she could scarcely stand,
and she recognized it. She had settled into the rocking-
chair, and leaned her head back. Her face looked pale
and sharp against the dark calico cover.
When the house was in order, Louisa stole up-stairs to
her own chamber. She put on her clean old blue muslin
and her hat, then she went slyly down and out the front
way.
It was seven miles to her uncle Solomon Mears's, and
she had made up her mind to walk them. She walked
quite swiftly until the house windows were out of sight,
then she slackened her pace a little. It was one of the
fiercest dog-days. A damp heat settled heavily down upon
the earth ; the sun scalded.
At the foot of the hill Louisa passed a house where one
of her girl acquaintances lived. She was going in the gate
with a pan of early apples. '' Hullo, Ix>uisa," she called,
" Hullo, Vinnie."
" Where you goin' ?"
*' Oh, I'm goin' a little way."
'^ Ain't it awful hot? Say, Louisa, do you know Ida
Mosely's cuttin' you out ?"
'* She's welcome."
36
403 LOUISA.
The other girl, who was larger and stouter than Louisa,
with a sallow, unhealthy face, looked at her curiously. '^ I
don^t see why you wouldn't have him,'' said she. *' I should
have thought you'd jumped at the chance."
" Should you if you didn't like him, I'd like to know ?"
'' I'd like him if he had such a nice house and as much
money as Jonathan Nye," returned the other girl.
She offered Louisa some apples, and she went along the
road eating them. She herself had scarcely tasted food
that day.
It was about nine o'clock; she had risen early. She
calculated how many hours it would take her to walk the
seven miles. She walked as fast as she could to hold out.
The heat seemed to increase as the sun stood higher. She
had walked about three miles when she heard wheels be-
hind her. Presently a team stopped at her side.
" Good-mornin'," said an embarrassed voice.
She looked around. It was Jonathan Nye, with his gray
horse and light wagon.
" Good-mornin'," said she.
** Goin' far ?"
" A little ways."
" Won't you—ride ?"
" No, thank you. I guess I'd rather walk."
Jonathan Nye nodded, made an inarticulate noise in his
throat, and drove on. Louisa watched the wagon bowling
lightly along. The dust flew back. She took out her
handkerchief and wiped her dripping face.
It was about noon when she came in sight of her uncle
Solomon Mears's house in Wolfsborough. It stood far back
from the road, behind a green expanse of untrodden yard.
The blinds on the great square front were all closed; it
LOUISA. 403
looked as if everybody were away. Louisa went around
to the side door. It stood wide open. There was a thin
blue cloud of tobacco smoke issuing from it. Solomon
Mears sat there in the large old kitchen smoking his pipe.
On the table near him was an empty bowl ; he had just
eaten his dinner of bread and milk. He got his own din-
ner, for he had lived alone since his wife died. He looked
at Louisa. Evidently he did not recognize her.
'* How do you do, Uncle Solomon ?'^ said Louisa.
" Oh, it's John Britton's daughter ! How d'ye do ?"
He took his pipe out of his mouth long enough to speak,
then replaced it. His eyes, sharp under their shaggy brows,
were fixed on Louisa ; his broad bristling face had a look
of stolid rebuff like an ox ; his stout figure, in his soiled far-
mer dress, surged over his chair. He sat full in the door^
way. Louisa standing before him, the perspiration trick^
ling over her burning face, set forth her case with a certain
dignity. This old man was her mother's nearest relative*
He had property and to spare. Should she survive him,
it would be hers, unless willed away. She, with her unso-
phisticated sense of justice, had a feeling that he ought to
help he/.
The old man listened. When she stopped speaking he
took the pipe out of his mouth slowly, and stared gloom-
ily past her at his hay field, where the grass was now a green
stubble.
'* I ain't got no money I can spare jest now," said he.
" I s'pose you know your father cheated me out of con-
siderable once ?"
" We don't care so much about money, if you have got
something you could spare to — eat. We ain't got anything
but garden-stufE"
404 LOUISA.
Solomon Meats still frowned past her at the hay field
Presently he arose slowly and went across the kitchen.
Louisa sat down on the door-step and waited. Her uncle
was gone quite a while* She, too, stared over at the fieldi
which seemed to undulate like a lake in the hot light
" Here's some things you can take, if you want 'em," said
her uncle, at her back.
She got up quickly. He pointed grimly to the kitchen
fer^ "^flSLwas a deacon, an orthodox believer \ he recog-
nized the clahiM-^the poor, but he gave alms as a soldier
might yield up his svToH. Benevolence was the result of
warfare with his own conscience^
On the table lay a ham, drbag of meal, one of flour, and
a basket of eggs.
*' I'm afraid I can't carry 'em all," said Louisa.
'* Leave what you Can't then." Solomon caught up his
hat and went out. He muttered something about not
spending any more time as he went
Louisa stood looking at the packages. It was utterly
impossible for her to carry them all at once. She heard
her uncle shout to fiome oxen he was turning c^ut of the
barn. She took up the bag of meal and the basket of eggs
and carried them out to the gate ; then she returned, got the
flour and ham, and went with them to a point beyond. Then
she returned for the meal and eggs, and carried them (i^
the others. In that way she traversed the seven miles hom<
The heat increased. She had eaten nothing since morning'
but the apples that her friend had given hen Her head was
swimming, but she kept on. Her resolution was as immov-
able under the power of the sun as a rock. Once in a while
she rested for a moment under a tree, but she soon arose
and went on. It was like a pilgrimage, and the Mecca a^
•N
LOUISA. 405
the end of the burning, desert-like road was her own maiden
independence.
It was after eight o'ok)ck when she reached home. Her
mother stood in the doorway watching for her, straining her
eyes in the dusk.
'^ For goodness sake, Louisa Britton I where have you
been?'* she began; but Louisa laid the meal and eggs
down on the step.
" I've got to go back a little ways,'' she panted.
When she returned with the flour and ham, she could
hardly get into the house. She laid them on the kitchen
table, where her mother had put the other parcels, and sank
into a chair.
" Is this the way you've brought all these things home T
asked her mother.
Louisa nodded.
"All the way from Uncle Solomon's T'
"Yes."
Her mother went to her and took her hat off. " It's a
mercy if you ain't got a sunstroke," said she, with a sharp
tenderness. " I've got somethin' to tell you. What do you
s'pose has happened ? Mr. Mosely has been here, an' he
wants you to take the school again when it opens next week.
He says Ida ain't very well, but I guess that ain't it They
think she's goin' to get somebody. Mis' Mitchell says so.
She's been in. She says he's carryin' things over there the
whole time, but she don't b'lieve there's anything settled
yet. She says they feel so sure of it they're goin' to have
Ida give the school up. I told her I thought Ida would
make him a good wife, an' she was easier suited than some
girls. What do you s'pose Mis' Mitchell says ? She says
old Mis' Nye told her that there was one thin^ about it : if
4o6 LOUISA.
Jonathan had you, he wa'n't goin' to have me an' father
hitched on to him; he'd look out for that. I told Mis*
Mitchell that I guess there wasn't none of us willin' to hitch,
you nor anybody else. I hope she'll tell Mis' Nye. Now Fm
a-goin' to turn you out a tumbler of milk — Mis' Mitchell she
brought over a whole pitcherful ; says she's got more*n they
can use — they ain't got no pig now — an' then you go an'
lay down on the sittin'-room lounge, an* cool off; an' I'll
stir up some porridge for supper, an' boil some eggs. Fa-
ther '11 be tickled to death. Go right in there. I'm dread-
ful afraid you'll be sick. I never heard of anybody doin'
such a thing as you have."
Louisa drank the milk and crept into the sitting-room.
It was warm and close there, so she opened the front door
and sat down on the step. The twilight was deep, but there
was a clear yellow glow in the west. One great star had
come out in the midst of it. A dewy coolness was spread-
ing over everything. The air was full of bird calls and
children's voices. Now and then there was a shout of laugh-
ter. Louisa leaned her head against the door-post.
The house was quite near the road. Some one passed
— a man carrying a basket. Louisa glanced at him, and
recognized Jonathan Nye by his gait. He kept on down
the road toward the Moselys', and Louisa turned again from
him to her sweet, mysterious, girlish dreams.
A CHURCH MOUSE.
•*I NEVER heard of a woman's bein' saxton."
*' I dun' know what difference that makes; I don't see why
they shouldn't have women saxtons as well as men saxtons,
for my part, nor nobody else neither. They'd keep dusted
'nough sight cleaner. I've seen the dust layin' on my pew
thick enough to write my name in a good many times, an'
ain't said nothin' about it. An' I ain't goin' to say nothin'
now again Joe Sowen, now he's dead an' gone. He did jest
as well as most men do. Men git in a good many places
where they don't belong, an' where they set as awkward as
a cow on a hen-roost, jest because they push in ahead of
women. I ain't blamin' 'em ; I s'pose if I could push in I
should, jest the same way. But there ain't no reason that I
can see, nor nobody else neither, why a woman shouldn't be
saxton."
Hetty Fifield stood in the rowen hay-field before Caleb
Gale. He was a deacon, the chairman of the selectmen,
and the rich and influential man of the village. One look-
ing at him would not have guessed it. There was nothing
imposing about his lumbering figure in his calico shirt and
baggy trousers. However, his large face, red and moist
with perspiration, scanned the distant horizon with a stiff
and reserved air ; he did not look at Hetty.
4o8 ^ CHURCH MOUSE.
" How'd you go to work to ring the bell ?" said he. ** It
would have to be tolled, too, if anybody died."
" rd jest as lief ring that little meetin'-house bell as to
Stan' out here an' jingle a cow-bell," said Hetty ; " an' as
for tollin', I'd jest as soon toll the bell for Methusaleh, if he
was livin' here I I'd laugh if I ain't got strength 'nough for
that."
" It takes a kind of a knack/*
'* If I ain't got as much knack as old Joe Sowen ever had,
I'll give up the ship."
" You couldn't tend the fires.'*
" Couldn't tend the fires — when I've cut an' carried in all
the wood I've burned for forty year I Couldn't keep the
fires a-goin' in them two little wood-stoves !"
" It's consider'ble work to sweep the meetin'-house."
" I guess I've done 'bout as much work as to sweep that
little meetin'-house, I ruther guess I have."
" There's one thing you ain't thought of."
" What's that ?"
" Where'd you live ? All old Sowen got for bein' saxton
was twenty dollar a year, an' we couldn't pay a woman so
much as that. You wouldn't have enough to pay for your
livin' anywheres."
" Where am I goin' to live whether I'm saxton or not ?"
Caleb Gale was silent.
There was a wind blowing, the rowen hay drifted round
Hetty like a brown-green sea touched with ripples of blue
and gold by the asters and golden-rod. She stood in the
midst of it like a May-weed that had gathered a slender
toughness through the long summer; her brown cotton
gown clung about her like a wilting leaf, outlining her harsh
little form. She was as sallow as a squaw, and she had
A CHURCH MOUSE. 409
pretty black eyes ; they were bright, although she was old.
She kept them fixed upon Caleb. Suddenly she raised her-
self upon her toes ; the wind caught her dress and made it
blow out ; her eyes flashed. " I'll tell you where I'm goin'
to live," said she. "/'»i goifC to live in the meetttC-house,^^
Caleb looked at her. ** GM to live in the meetirC -house P
" Yes, I be."
•* Live in the meetin'-house !*
" I'd like to know why not"
"Why — ^you couldn't — live in the meetin'-house. You*re
crazy."
Caleb flung out the rake which he was holding, and drew
it in full of rowen. Hetty moved around in front of him,
he raked imperturbably ; she moved again right in the path
of the rake, then he stopped. " There ain't no sense in such
talk."
" All I want is jest the east corner of the back gall'ry,
where the chimbly goes up. I'll set up my cookin'-stove
there, an' my bed, an' I'll curtain it ofl" with my sunflower
quilt, to keep off" the wind."
" A cookin'-stove an' a bed in the meetin'-house !"
" Mis' Grout she give me that cookin'-stove, an' that bed
I've allers slept on, before she died. She give 'em to me
before Mary Anne Thomas, an' I moved 'em out. They air
settin' out in the yard now, an' if it rains that stove an' that
bed will be spoilt. It looks some like rain now. I guess
you'd better give me the meetin'-house key right off."
"You don't think you can move that cookin'-stove an'
that bed into the meetin'-house — I ain't goin' to stop to
hear such talk."
" My worsted-work, all my mottoes I've done, an' my
wool flowers, air out there in the yard."
4IO A CHURCH MOUSE.
Caleb raked. Hetty kept standing herself about until he
was forced to stop, or gather her in with the rowen hay. He
looked straight at her, and scowled ; the perspiration trickled
down his cheeks. " If I go up to the house can Mis* Gale
git me the key to the meetin'-house ?" said Hetty.
" No, she can't."
" Be you goin* up before long?"
"No, I ain't." Suddenly Caleb's voice changed : it had
been full of stubborn vexation, now it was blandly argu-
mentative. " Don't you see it ain't no use talkin' such non-
sense, Hetty ? You'd better go right along, an' make up
your mind it ain't to be thought of."
" Where be I goin' to-night, then ?"
" To-night ?"
" Yes j where be I a-goin' ?"
" Ain't you got any place to go to ?"
" Where do you s'pose I've got any place ? Them folks
air movin' into Mis' Grout's house, an' they as good as told
me to clear out. I ain't got no folks to take me in. I
dun' know where I'm goin' ; mebbe I can go to your house ?"
Caleb gave a start. " We've got company to home," said
he, hastily. "I'm 'fraid Mis' Gale wouldn't think it was
convenient."
Hetty laughed. " Most everybody in the town has got
company," said she.
Caleb dug his rake into the ground as if it were a hoe,
then he leaned on it, and stared at the horizon. There was
a fringe of yellow birches on the edge of the hay-field ; be-
yond them was a low range of misty blue hills. " You ain't
got no place to go to, then ?"
" I dun' know of any. There ain't no poor-house here, an'
I ain't got no folks."
A CHURCH MOUSE,
41 X
Caleb stood like a statue. Some crows flew cawing over
the field. Hetty waited. " I s'pose that key is where Mis'
Gale can find it ?" she said, finally.
Caleb turned and threw out his rake with a jerk. " She
knows where 'tis ; it's hangin' up behind the settin'-room
door. I s'pose you can stay there to-night, as long as you ain't
got no other place. We shall have to see what can be done."
Hetty scuttled off across the field. '* You mustn't take
no stove nor bed into the meetin '-house," Caleb called after
Her ; " we can't have that, nohow."
Hetty went on as if she did not hear.
The golden-rod at the sides of the road was turning
brown ; the asters were in their prime, blue and white ones ;
here and there were rows of thistles with white tops. The
dust was thick ; Hetty, when she emerged from Caleb's
house, trotted along in a cloud of it. She did not look to
the right or left, she kept her small eager face fixed straight
ahead, and moved forward like some little animal with th^
purpose to which it was born strong within it.
Presently she came to a large cottage-house on the right
of the road ; there she stopped. The front yard was full of
furniture, tables and chairs standing among the dahlias and
clumps of marigolds. Hetty leaned over the fence at one
corner of the yard, and inspected a little knot of household
goods set aside from the others. There were a small cook-
ing-stove, a hair trunk, a yellow bedstead stacked up against
the fence, and a pile of bedding. Some children in the yard
stood in a group and eyed Hetty. A woman appeared in
the door — she was small, there was a black smutch on her
face, which was haggard with fatigue, and she scowled in
the sun as she looked over at Hetty. *' Well, got a place to
stay in ?" said she, in an unexpectedly deep voice.
412 A CHURCH MOUSE.
" Yes, I guess so," replied Hetty.
" I dun' know how in the world I can have you. All the
beds will be full — I expect his mother some to-night, an'
I*m dreadful stirred up anyhow."
" Everybody's havin' company ; I never see anything like
it." Hetty's voice was inscrutable. The other woman
looked sharply at her.
** You've got a place, ain't you ?" she asked, doubtfully.
"Yes, I have."
At the left of this house, quite back from the road, was a
little unpainted cottage, hardly more than a hut. There
was smoke coming out of the chimney, and a tall youth
lounged in the door. Hetty, with the woman and children
staring after her, struck out across the field in the little foot-
path towards the cottage. " I wonder if she's goin* to stay
there ?" the woman muttered, meditating.
The youth did not see Hetty until she was quite near
him, then he aroused suddenly as if from sleep, and tried
to slink off around the cottage. But Hetty called after him.
" Sammy," she cried, " Sammy, come back here, I want you I"
« What d'ye want ?"
•* Come back here !"
The youth lounged back sulkily, and a tall woman came
to the door. She bent out of it anxiously to hear Hetty.
" I want you to come an' help me move my stove ao'
things," said Hetty.
" Where to ?"
** Into the meetin'-house."
** The meetin'-house ?"
"Yes, the meetin'-house."
The woman in the door had sodden hands ; behind her
arose the steam of a wash-tub. She and the youth stared
A CHURCH MOUSE. 413
at Hetty, but surprise was too strong an emotion for them
to grasp firmly.
*' I want Sammy to come right over an' he]p me/' said
Hetty.
'*He ain't strong enough to move a stove," said the
woman.
" Ain't strong enough !"
" He's apt to git lame."
''Most folks are. Guess I've got lame. Come right
along, Sammy!"
" He ain't able to lift much."
" I s'pose he's able to be lifted, ain't he ?"
" I dun' know what you mean.*'
" The stove don't weigh nothin'," said Hetty ; " I could
carry it myself if I could git hold of it. Come, Sam-
my!"
Helty turned down the path, and the youth moved a
little way after her, as if perforce. Then he stopped, and
cast an appealing glance back at his mother. Her face
was distressed. " Oh, Sammy, I'm afraid you'll git sick,"
said she.
"No, he ain't goin* to git sick," said Hetty. "Come,
Sammy." And Sammy followed her down the path.
It was four o'clock then. At dusk Hetty had her gay
sunflower quilt curtaining off the chimney-corner of the
church gallery ; her stove and little bedstead were set up,
and she had entered upon a life which endured successfully
for three months. All that time a storm brewed ; then it
broke ; but Hetty sailed in her own course for the three
months.
It was on a Saturday that she took up her habitation in
the meeting-house. The next morning, when the boy who
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bad been supplying the dead sexton's place came and shook
the door, Hetty was prompt on the other side. '^ Deacon
Gale said for you to let me in so I could ring the bell/'
called the boy.
"Go away," responded Hetty. "I'm goin' to ring the
bell ; I'm saxton."
Hetty rang the bell with vigor, but she made a wild, irreg-
ular jangle at first ; at the last it was better. The village
people said to each other that a new hand was ringing.
Only a few knew that Hetty was in the meeting-house.
When the congregation had assembled, and saw that gaudy
tent pitched in the house of the Lord, and the resolute
little pilgrim at the door of it, there was a commotion.
The farmers and their wives were stirred out of their Sab-
bath decorum. After the service was over, Hetty, sitting
in a pew corner of the gallery, her little face dark and
watchful against the flaming background of her quilt, saw
the people below gathering in groups, whispering, and look-
ing at her.
Presently the minister, Caleb Gale, and the other deacon
came up the gallery stairs. Hetty sat stiffly erect. Caleb
Gale went up to the sunflower quilt, slipped it aside, and
looked in. He turned to Hetty with a frown. To-day his
dignity was supported by important witnesses. " Did you
bring that stove an' bedstead here ?"
Hetty nodded.
"What made you do such a thing?"
" What was I goin' to do if I didn't ? How's a woman
as old as me goin' to sleep in a pew, an' go without a cup
of tea ?"
The men looked at each other. They withdrew to an-
other corner of the gallery and conferred in low tones;
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then they went down-stairs and out of the church. Hetty
smiled when she heard the door shut When one is hard
pressed, one, however simple, gets wisdom as to vantage-
points. Hetty comprehended hers perfectly. She was the
propounder of a problem ; as long as It was unguessed, she
was sure of her foothold as propounder. This little village
in which she had lived all her life had removed the shelter
from her head ; she beiiTg penniless, it was beholden to
provide her another; she asked it what When the old
woman with whom she had lived died, the town promptly
seized the estate for taxes — none had been paid for years.
Hetty had not laid up a cent ; indeed, for the most of th«
time she had received no wages. There had been no money
in the house ; all she had gotten for her labor for a sickly,
impecunious old woman was a frugal board. When the
old woman died, Hetty gathered in the few household arti-
cles for which she had stipulated, and made no complaint.
She walked out of the house when the new tenants came
in ; all she asked was, '* What are you going to do with
me ?" This little settlement of narrow-minded, prosperous
farmers, however hard a task charity might be to them,
tfould not turn an old woman out into the fields and high-
ways to seek for food as they would a Jersey cow. They
had their Puritan consciences, and her note of distress
would sound louder in their ears than the Jersey's bell
echoing down the valley in the stillest night. But the
question as to Hetty Fifield's disposal was a hard one to
answer. There was no almshouse in the village, and no
private family was willing to take her in. Hetty was strong
and capable ; although she was old, she could well have
paid for her food and shelter by her labor ; but this could
not secure her an entrance even among this hard-working
41 6 A CHURCH MOUSE.
and thrifty people, who would ordinarily grasp quickly
enough at service without wage in dollars and cents. Hetty
had somehow gotten for herself an unfortunate name in
the village. She was held in the light of a long-thomed
brier among the beanpoles, or a fierce little animal with
claws and teeth bared. People were afraid to take her into
their families ; she had the reputation of always taking her
own way, and never heeding the voice of authority. '^ I'd
take her in an' have her give me a lift with the work/' said
one sickly farmer's wife ; *' but, near's I can find out, I
couldn't never be sure that I'd get molasses in the beans,
nor saleratus in my sour-milk cakes, if she took a notion
not to put it in. I don't dare to risk it."
Stories were about concerning Hetty's authority over the
old woman with whom she had lived. "Old Mis' Grout
never dared to say her soul was her own," people said.
Then Hetty's sharp, sarcastic sayings were repeated ; the
justice of them made them sting. People did not want a
tongue like that in their homes.
Hetty as a church sexton was directly opposed to all
their ideas of church decorum and propriety in general;
her pitching her tent in the Lord's house was almost sacri-
lege ; but what could they do t Hetty jangled the Sabbath
bells for the three months ; once she tolled the bell for aa
old man, and it seemed by the sound of the bell as if his
long, calm years had swung by in a weak delirium ; but
people bore it. She swept and dusted the little meeting-
house, and she garnished the walls with her treasures of
worsted-work. The neatness and the garniture went far to
quiet the dissatisfaction of the people. They had a crude
taste. Hetty's skill in fancy-work was quite celebrated.
Her wool flowers were much talked of, and young girls
A CHURCH MOUSE. 41;
tried to copy them. So these wreaths and clusters of red
and blue and yellow wool roses and lilies hung as accepta-
bly between the meeting-house windows as pictures of saints
in a cathedral.
Hetty hung a worsted motto over the pulpit ; on it she
set her chiefest treasure of art, a white wax cross with an
ivy vine trailing over it, all covered with silver frost-work.
Hetty always surveyed this cross with a species of awe ; she
felt the irresponsibility and amazement of a genius at his
own work.
When she set it on the pulpit, no queen casting her rich
robes and her jewels upon a shrine could have surpassed
her in generous enthusiasm. " I guess when they see that
they won't say no more," she said.
But the people, although they shared Hetty's admiration
for the cross, were doubtful. They, looking at it, had a
double vision of a little wax Virgin upon an altar. They
wondered if it savored of popery. But the cross remained,
and the minister was mindful not to jostle it in his gestures.
It was three months from the time Hetty took up her
abode in the church, and a week before Christmas, when
the problem was solved. Hetty herself precipitated the
solution. She prepared a boiled dish in the meeting-house,
upon a Saturday, and the next day the odors of turnip and
cabbage were strong in the senses of the worshippers. They
sniffed and looked at one another. This superseding the
legitimate savor of the sanctuary, the fragrance of pepper-
mint lozenges and wintergreen, the breath of Sunday clothes,
by the homely week-day odors of kitchen vegetables, was too
much for the sensibilities of the people. They looked in-
dignantly around at Hetty, sitting before her sunflower
banging, comfortable from her good dinner of the day be-
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fore, radiant with the consciousness of a great plateful of
cold vegetables in her tent for her Sabbath dinner.
Poor Hetty bad not many comfortable dinners. The se-
lectmen doled out a small weekly sum to her, which she
took with dignity as being her hire ; then she had a mild
forage in the neighbors' cellars and kitchens^ of poor apples
and stale bread and pie^ paying for it in teaching her art of
worsted-work to the daughters. Her Saturday's dinner had
been a banquet to her: she had actually bought a piece of
pork to boil with the vegetables ; somebody had given her
a nice little cabbage and some turnips, without a thought of
the limitations of her housekeeping. Hetty herself had not
a thought She made the fires as usual that Sunday morn*
ing; the meeting-house was very clean, there was not a
speck of dust anywhere, the wax cross on the pulpit glis-
tened in a sunbeam slanting through the house. Hetty,
sitting in the gallery, thought innocently how nice it looked.
After the meeting, Caleb Gale approached the other dea-
con. " Somethin's got to be done," said he. And the other
deacon nodded. He had not smelt the cabbage until his
wife nudged him and mentioned it ; neither had Caleb Gale.
In the afternoon of the next Thursday, Caleb and the
other two selectmen waited upon Hetty in her tabernacle,
rhey stumped up the gallery stairs, and Hetty emerged
from behind the quilt and stood looking at them scared
and defiant. The three men nodded stiffly; there was a
pause ; Caleb Gale motioned meaningly to one of the oth-
ers, who shook his head ; finally he himself had to speak.
" I'm 'fraid you find it pretty cold here, don't you, Hetty ?'*
said he.
" No, thank ye \ it's very comfortable," replied Hetty, po-
lite and wary.
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419
"It ain't very convenient for you to do your cookin' here,
I guess."
" It's jest as convenient as I want. I don't find no fault"
" I guess it's rayther lonesome here nights, ain't it ?"
" I'd 'nough sight ruther be alone than have comp'ny, any
day."
" It ain't fit for an old woman like you to be livin' alone
here this way."
" Well, I dun' know of anything that's any fitter ; mebbe
you do."
Caleb looked appealingly at his companions ; they stood
stiff and irresponsive. Hetty's eyes were sharp and watch-
ful Upon them all.
" Well, Hetty," said Caleb, " we've found a nice, comforta-
ble place for you, an' I guess you'd better pack up your
things, an' I'll carry you right over there." Caleb stepped
back a little closer to the other men. Hetty, small and
trembling and helpless before them, looked vicious. She
was like a little animal driven from its cover, for whom there
is nothing left but desperate warfare and death.
" Where to ?" asked Hetty. Her voice shrilled up into a
squeak.
Caleb hesitated. He looked again at the other selectmen.
There was a solemn, far-away expression upon their faces.
" Well," said he, " Mis' Radway wants to git somebody,
ati'— "
" You ain't goin' to take me to that woman's I"
" You'd be real comfortable — ^"
" I ain't goin'."
"Now, why not, I'd like to know?"
" I don^t like Susan Radway, hain't never liked her, an*
I ain't goin' to live with her."
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420 ^ CHURCH MOUSE.
" Mis' Radway's a good Christian woman. You hadn't
ought to speak that way about her."
" You know what Susan Radway is, jest as well's I do ; an*
everybody else does too. I ain't goin' a step, an' you might
jest as well make up your mind to it."
Then Hetty seated herself in the corner of the pew near-
est her tent, and folded her hands in her lap. She looked
over at the pulpit as if she were listening to preaching. She
panted, and her eyes glittered, but she had an immovable
air.
" Now, Hetty, you've got sense enough to know you can't
stay here," said Caleb. "You'd better put on your bon-
net, an' come right along before dark. You'll have a nice
ride."
Hetty made no response.
The three men stood looking at her. " Come, Hetty,'*
said Caleb, feebly ; and another selectman spoke. " Yes^
you'd better come," he said, in a mild voice.
Hetty continued to stare at the pulpit
The three men withdrew a little and conferred. They
did not know how to act. This was a new emergency in
their simple, even lives. They were not constables ; these
three steady, sober old men did not want to drag an old
woman by main force out of the meeting-house, and thrust
her into Caleb Gale's buggy as if it were a police wagon.
Finally Caleb brightened. " I'll go over an' git mother,'*
said he. He started with a brisk air, and went down the
gallery stairs ; the others followed. They took up their
stand in the meeting-house yard, and Caleb got into his
buggy and gathered up the reins. The wind blew cold
over the hill. " Hadn't you better go inside and wait out
of the wind ?" said Caleb.
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A CHURCH MOUSE.
42f
''I guess we'll wait out here/' replied one \ and the othet
nodded.
" Well, I sha'n't be gone long," said Caleb. « Mother'll
know how to manage her." He drove carefully down the
hill ; his buggy wings rattled in the wind« The other men
pulled up their coat collars, and met the blast stubbornly.
'' Pretty ticklish piece of business to tackle," said one, in
a low grunt.
" That's so," assented the other. Then they were silent,
and waited for Caleb. Once in a while they stamped their
feet and slapped their mittened hands. They did not hear
Hetty slip the bolt and turn the key of the meeting-house
door, nor see her peeping at them from a gallery window.
Caleb returned in twenty minutes ; he had not fa^ to go.
His wife, stout and handsome and full of vigor, sat beside
him in the buggy. Her face was red with the cold wind ;
her thick cashmere shawl was pinned tightly over her broad
bosom. '' Has she come down yet ?" she called out, in an
imperious way.
The two selectmen shook their heads. Caleb kept the
horse quiet while his wife got heavily and briskly out of the
buggy. She went up the meeting-house steps, and reached
out confidently to open the door. Then she drew back and
looked around. " Why," said she, '' the door^s locked ; she's
locked the door. I call this pretty work 1"
She turned again quite fiercely, and began beating on the
door. " Hetty 1" she called ; " Hetty, Hetty Fifield I Let
me in 1 What have you locked this door for ?"
She stopped and turned to her husband.
'' Don't you s'pose the barn key would unlock it ?" sho
asked.
" I don't b'lieve 'twould."
422 A CHURCH MOUSE.
"Well, you'd better go home and fetch it."
Caleb again drove down the hill, and the other men
searched their pockets for keys. One had the key of his
corn-house, and produced it hopefully ; but it would not un«
lock the meeting-house door.
A crowd seldom gathered in the little village for anything
short of a fire ; but to-day in a short time quite a number
of people stood on the meeting-house hill, and more kept
coming. When Caleb Gale returned with the barn key his
daughter, a tall, pretty young girl, sat beside him, her little
face alert and smiling in her red hood. The other select-
men's wives toiled eagerly up the hill, with a young daugh-
ter of one of them speeding on ahead. Then the two young
girls stood close to each other and watched the proceedings.
Key after key was tried \ men brought all the large keys
they could find, running importantly up the hill, but none
would unlock the meeting-house door. After Caleb had
tried the last available key, stooping and screwing it anx-
iously, he turned aroUnd. "There ain't no use in it, any
way," said he ; " most likely the door's bolted."
" You don't mean there's a bolt on that door ?" cried his
wife.
"Yes, there is."
"Then you might jest as Well have tore 'round for hen's
feathers as keys. Of course she's bolted it if she's got any
wit, an' I guess she's got most as much as some of you men
that have been bringin' keys. Try the windows."
But the windows were fast. Hetty had made her sacred
castle impregnable except to violence. Either the door
would have to be forced or a window broken to gain an
entrance.
The people conferred with one another. Some were fos
A CHURCH MOUSE. 423
retreating, and leaving Hetty in peaceful possession until
time drove her to capitulate. " She'll open it to-morrow,"
they said. Others were for extreme measures, and their im-
petuosity gave them the lead. The project of forcing the
door was urged ; one man started for a crow-bar.
" They are a parcel of fools to do such a thing," said
Caleb Gale's wife to another woman. '^ Spoil that good
door I They'd better leave the poor thing alone till to-mor-
row. I dun' know what's goin' to be done with her when they
git in. I ain't goin' to have father draggin' her over to Mis'
Rad way's by the hair of her head."
" That's jest what I say," returned the other woman.
Mrs. Gale went up to Caleb and nudged him. *' Don't
you let them break that door down, father," said she.
" Well, well, we'll see," Caleb replied. He moved away
a little ; his wife's voice had been drowned out lately by a
masculine clamor, and he took advantage of it.
All the people talked at once ; the wind was keen, and
all their garments fluttered ; the two young girls had their
arms around each other under their shawls ; the man with
the crow-bar came stalking up the hill.
" Don't you let them break down that door, father," said
Mrs. Gale.
" Well, well," grunted Caleb,
Regardless of remonstrances, the man set the crow-bar
against the door ; suddenly there was a cry, " There she is 1"
Everybody looked up. There was Hetty looking out of a
gallery window.
Everybody was still. Hetty began to speak. Her dark
old face, peering out of the window, looked ghastly; the
wind blew her poor gray locks over it. She extended her
little wrinkled hands. ''Jest let me say one word," said
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she ; "jest one word." Her voice shook. All her cool-
ness was gone. The magnitude of her last act of defiance
had caused it to react upon herself like an overloaded gun.
" Say all you want to, Hetty, an* don't be afraid," Mrs.
Gale called out.
" I jest want to say a word," repeated Hetty. " Can't I
stay here, nohow ? It don't seem as if I could go to Mis'
Radway's. I ain't nothin' again' her. I s'pose she's a
good woman, but she's used to havin' her own way, and
I've been livin' all my life with them that was, an' I've had
to fight to keep a footin' on the earth, an' now I'm gittin'
too old for't. If I can jest stay here in the meetin'-house,
I won't ask for nothin' any better. I sha'n't need much to
keep me, I wa'n't never a hefty eater ; an' I'll keep the
meetin'-house jest as clean as I know how. An' I'll make
some more of them wool flowers. I'll make a wreath to
go the whole length of the gallery, if I can git wool 'nough.
Won't you let me stay ? I ain't complainin', but I've always
had a dretful hard time ; seems as if now I might take a
little comfort the last of it, if I could stay here. I can't go
to Mis' Radway's nohow." Hetty covered her face with
her hands ; her words ended in a weak wail.
Mrs. Gale's voice rang out clear and strong and irre-
pressible. " Of course you can stay in the meetin'-house,"
said she ; " I should laugh if you couldn't. Don't you worry
another mite about it. You sha'n't go one step to Mis'
Radway's ; you couldn't live a day with her. You can stay
jest where you are ; you've kept the meetin'-house enough
sight cleaner than I've ever seen it Don't you worry an-
other mite, Hetty."
Mrs. Gale stood majestically, and looked defiantly around;
tears were in her eyes. Another woman edged up to her.
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" Why couldn't she have that little room side of the pulpit,
where the minister hangs his hat ?" she whispered. '* He
could hang it somewhere else/'
" Course she could," responded Mrs. Gale, with alacrity,
''jest as well as not. The minister can have a hook in the
entry for his hat. She can have her stove an' her bed in
there, an' be jest as comfortable as can be. I should laugh
if she couldn't. Don't you worry, Hetty."
The crowd gradually dispersed, sending out stragglers
down the hill until it was all gone. Mrs. Gale waited until
the last, sitting in the buggy in state. When her husband
gathered up the reins, she called back to Hetty: "Don't
you worry one mite more about it, Hetty. I'm comin' up
to see you in the mornin'!"
It was almost dusk when Caleb drove down the hill ; he
was the last of the besiegers, and the feeble garrison was
left triumphant.
The next day but one was Christmas, the next night
Christmas Eve. On Christn^as Eve Hetty had reached
what to her was the flood-tide of peace and prosperity.
Established in that small, lofty room, with her bed and her
stove, with gifts of a rocking-chair and table, and a goodly
store of food, with no one to molest or disturb her, she had
nothing to wish for on earth. All her small desires were
satisfied. No happy girl could have a merrier Christmas
than this old woman with her little measure full of gifts.
That Christmas Eve Hetty lay down under her sunflower
quilt, and all her old hardships looked dim in the distance,
like far-away hills, while her new joys came out like stars.
She was a light sleeper; the next morning she was up
early. She opened the meeting-house door and stood look-
ing out. The smoke from the village chimneys had not
^26 ^ CHURCH MOUSE.
yet begun to rise blae and rosy in the clear frosty air.
There was no snow, but over all the hill there was a silver
rime of frost; the bare branches of the trees glistened.
Hetty stood looking. " Why, it's Christmas mornin*," she
said, Suddenly. Christmas had never been a gala-day to
this old woman. Christmas had not been kept at all in
thid New England village when she was young. She was
led to think of it now Only in connection with the dinner
Mrs. Gale had promised to britig her to-day.
Mrs. Gale had told her she should have some of her
Christmas dinner, some turkey and plum-pudding. She
called It to mind now with a thrill of delight. Her face
grew momentarily more radiant There was a certain
beauty in it. A finer morning light than that which lit up
the wintry earth seemed to shine 6ver the furrows of her
old face. " I'm goin' to have turkey an' plum-puddin' to-
day," said she ; " it's Christmas." Suddenly she started,
and went into the meeting-house, straight up the gallery
stairs. There in a clear space hung the bell-rope. Hetty
grasped it. Never before had a Christmas bell been rung
in this village ; Hetty had probably never heard of Christ-
mas bells. She was prompted by pure artless enthusiasm
and grateful happiness. Her old arms pulled on the rope
with a will, the bell sounded peal on peal. Down in the
village, curtains rolled up, letting in the morning light,
happy faces looked out of the windows. Hetty had awak*
ened the whole village to Christmas Day.
A KITCHEN COLONEL.
Back of the kitchen proper in the Lee house there was
another shed-kitchen, unplastered and unpainted, that was
used for rough work like soap-boiling and washing. Each
kitchen had its own door opening directly into the green
yard on the north side of the house.
Abel Lee sat in the door of the back kitchen cleaning
dandelion greens. His long limbs in stiff blue cotton
overalls sprawled down over the low wooden step into the
grass. His white head showed out against the dark un-
painted. interior at his back. He had a tin pan full of
dandelions between his knees, and he was scraping them
assiduously with an old shoe-knife, and throwing them into
another pan on the step beside him.
That morning the narrow green yard that stretched along
the north side of the house had been all thickly set with
yellow dandelion disks ; now there were very few left, for
Abel had dug them up for dinner.
It was early in May, and the air was full of sudden sweet
calls of birds and delicate rustles of flowering boughs. In
Ephraim Cole's next-door yard, on the other side of the
gray picket-fence, stood three blossoming peach-trees. They
were young and symmetrical trees, they stood in a line,
and were in full pink bloom. Every time they stirred in
the wind they gave out a stronger almond fragrance.
428 A KITCHEN COLONEL,
Abel, as he cleaned his dandelions, breathed it in with-
out noticing. He had been out there all the morning, and
had become accustomed to it, as it seems one would to the
air of paradise. Moreover, he had seen seventy-eight sea-
sons of blooming peach-trees, and a spring had become
like an old and familiar picture on his wall ; it had no new
meaning for him. And, too, he was harnessed, as it were,
with his head down, to dandelions.
Always as he sat there he could hear a heavy creaking
step in the forward kitchen. Back and forth it went, and
there were also loud rattling and clinking noises of dishes
and iron kettles.
Suddenly, as he worked on the dandelions, the step and
the noises ceased, and a voice took their place. It was a
naturally soft and weak voice that had been strained into
hard shrillness. "You mind you clean them dandelions
thorough, father."
" I'm takin' all the pains I can with *em," replied the old
man. He examined one which he held in hand at the mo-
ment with great solicitude. He could not see the woman,
but her eyes were upon him through the crack in the blind
She was at the window nearest the door.
"Well, you mind you do," she repeated. "How near
done air they?"
The old man surveyed the pans with grave considera-
tion. " 'Bout half, I guess."
"Half I Good land! An' you've been quiddlin' out
there all the mornin'."
" It's considerable work to dig 'em, mother."
" Work — talk about work I You dun know what work is.
If you'd made the pies that I have since I got up from the
breakfast-table you might think you'd done somethio'. If
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429
tiiem greens ain't done in half an hour I can't get 'em
boiled for dinner."
'' I guess I can git 'em done in half an hour."
" Guess — there ain't no guess about it ! You've got to
if I git 'em done for dinner, an' I've got to have somethin'
to eat with all them boarders. I want you to git them
done, an' then wash up the breakfast dishes. I ain't had
a minute. Now don't, for the land's sake, putter so long
over that one ; it's clean 'nough."
The voice ceased and the step began. Abel labored
with diligence at his dandelion greens. After a while an-
other old man came stif9y sauntering across the next-dooi
yard, and took up a stand the other side of the picket-fence;
He was small, with sharp features and a high forehead. He
had very white hair and a long white beard, and he was
smiling to himself. He stood between two of the bloom-
ing peach-trees, and looked smilingly at Abel, who toiled
over his greens, and did not appear to see him.
" Well, Abel, how air ye ?" said the old man finally. His
^mile deepened, his old blue eyes took on a hard twinkle,
like blue beads, and stared straight into Abel's face.
" Well, I'm pooty fair, Ephraim. How air you ?" Abel
had not started when the other spoke ; he merely glanced
tip from his greens with a friendly air.
'' Well, I'm 'bout as usual, Abel." The old man paused
for a second. When he spoke again it was more cautiously.
He was near Abel, and also very near the kitchen window
whence the sound of footsteps and dishes came. '' Kitchen
colonel this mornin', Abel ?" he queried, in a soft and insin-
uating voice. His venerable white beard seemed to take
qjuirks and curls like a satyr's ; he gave a repressed chuckle.
''I dun' know what you call it," replied Abel| with a pa*
43© ^ KITCHEN COLONEL.
tient gravity. He took another dandelion out of the pan
and examined it minutely.
" Goin' to the meetin' this arternoon ?'*
" What meetin' ?"
" The town meetin : ain't ye heerd of it ?"
« No, I ain't."
'* It's a special town meetin' 'bout the water-works they're
talkin' 'bout puttin' in. There's notices up on all the trees
down street. I should ha' thought you'd seen 'em, if you'd
had eyes."
" Well, I ain't happened to somehow.'*
Ephraim cast a glance at the kitchen window, and again
cautiously lowered his voice. '' Been too busy in the kitch-
en, ain't ye ?"
" Well, I dun know 'bout that.'*
'* I s'pose a kitchen colonel wouldn't git shot if he run
for't ; but he might git the pots an' kittles throwed at him."
Ephraim doubled over the fence with merriment at his own
humor.
Abel's face was imperturbable ; he kept close at work
on the greens.
"Well, I s'pose you'll go to the meetin'/' continued
Ephraim.
" I dun know."
" I should think you'd want to go, if you was a man, an*
have a leetle voice in things. Here they air talkin' 'bout
puttin' in them water-works, an' raisin' our taxes four per
cent, to pay for't. I've got a good well, an' so've you, an'
we don't want no water-works."
"There's some that ain't got wells," observed Abel,
shortly.
" Well, that ain't anything to us, is it ? We've got 'em»
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Anyway, I should think you'd want to go to the meeting
an' see what Wfis bein' done, if you was a man."
Abel said nothing. He began to gather up himself and
his pans stiffly. The dandelions were all picked over.
Ephraim, still smiling, leaned on the fence and watched
him.
" What ye goin' to do now, Abel ?"
Abel did not seem to hear. When he stood up, one
could see how tall he was, although there was a stoop in
his gaunt square shoulders. His spare face was pale, and
his sharp handsome features had a severe downward cast,
although their principal effect was gentle patience. He
looked like a Roman senator turned begging friar as he
stood there in his overalls holding his dandelion pans.
" Got the dishes washed, Abel ?"
" No, I ain't yet," replied Abel, with a mixture of em-
barrassment and dignity in his tone. He turned on his
heel, but Ephraim would not let him go.
"Stop a minute," said he. "Where's Fanny?"
" She's gone to school."
" Hm I" Ephraim, as he sniffed, cocked his head, and
rolled his eyes towards the pink top of a peach-tree, as if
in a spasm of contempt. " I rayther think if Fanny Lee
was my granddaughter she'd quit school-teachin', an' stay
to home an' help about the house-work, an' Vd quit bein'
kitchen colonel ; I rayther think I would."
Ephraim raised his voice incautiously ; a woman's head
appeared in the window.
•• What's that ?" she inquired, sharply.
" Oh, nothin'," replied Ephraim. " I was jest talkin' to
Abel, Mis' Lee." Ephraim straightened himself from his
lounge over the fence, and turned about with a deprecatory
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swiftness ; but the woman's sharp old voice followed him
up like a long-lashed whip.
" Well," said she, " if you ain't got anything better to do
than to Stan' leanin' on the fence talkin' nothin' to my hus-
band all the forenoon, you had better come in here an'
help me. I'll give you somethin' to do." Ephraim said
nothing ; he was in full retreat, and had passed the line of
peach-trees. " You'd better go home an' help Mis' Coles
carry in the water for her washin'," the woman's voice went
on. '' I see her carryin' in a pail jest now, an' she was
bent over 'most double." Seeing that she could get no
response, she stood looking after Ephraim with a comical
expression that savored of malice and amusement. She
turned around when Abel with the dandelions shuffled into
the room. " Now, father, what air you bringin' that pan
that you've put the scrapin's of the greens in in here for ?
Don't you know no better ? I should think you'd knowed
enough to took 'em down to the hens, many times as I've
told ye. They're shut up now, an' they like green things."
" I'll take 'em down now."
'' Take 'em down now ! It does seem sometimes, father,
as if you didn't have no sense at all. If I set you to doin'
a piece of work, you're always takin' hold on't wrong end
first. Take them greens down to the hens! I should
think you'd know better, father."
Mrs. Lee was a small and frail-looking old woman, but
she seemed always to have through her a strong quiver as
of electric wires. It was as if she had an electric battery
at the centre of her nervous system. Abel stood droop-
ingly before her, his face full of mild dejection and bewil-
derment
'* Ain't I told you, father," she went on, '' that them dan-
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tlelion greens wouldn't get done for dinner if they wa'n't
on ? an' ain't they got to be washed ? You know you ain't
washed 'em, an' they ain't ready to put in the kittle, an'
here you air talkin' 'bout goin' to the hen-coop I I ruther
guess the hens can wait."
'' I didn't know jest what you meant, mother."
''You don't act as if you knew what anything meant
sometimes. It does seem to me as if you might have a
leetle more sconce, father, with all I've got to do."
Abel set the pan of greens in the sink, and pumped
water on them with vigor.
" Mind you git 'em clean," charged his wife. She was
baking pies, and she moved about with such quickness that
her motions seemed full of vibrations, and as if one could
hear a hum, as with a bird. If she had about her any of
the rustiness and dumsiness of age, she propelled herself
with such energy that no hitches nor squeaks were appar-
ent. She stepped heavily for so small a woman ; it seemed
impossible that her bodily weight could account for such
heavy footsteps, and as if her character must add its own
gravity to them. Mrs. Lee was but two years younger than
her husband ; but her light hair had not turned gray — ^it
had only faded — ^and she did not wear a cap. She had
been a very pretty woman, and there was still a suggestion
of the prettiness in her face. She had withered complete,
as some flowers do on their stalks, keeping all their original
shapes, and fading into themselves, not scattering any of
their graces abroad.
Everybody called Mrs. Abel Lee a very smart woman,
and a very wonderful woman for one of her age. The house
in which she lived had been left to her by her father. Abel
had mortgaged it heavily, and she had taken boarders and
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nearly cleared it Abel Lee had been a very unfortunate
and unsuccessful man through his whole life. He had
worked hard, and failed in everything that he had under-
taken. Now he was an old man of seventy-eight, and his
wife was taking boarders to support the family and clear
the mortgage, and he was helping her about the housework.
It seemed to be all that he could do.
The Lees had had one son, who had apparently inherited
his father*s ill-fortune. He had a sad life, and died with-
out a dollar, leaving his daughter Fanny to the care of his
old parents. Fanny was about eighteen now, and she
taught school. Her school-house was a mile away, and
she did not come home to dinner. However, Mrs. Lee's
boarders all came, punctually at twelve o'clock. The
boarders were four women, not very young, who worked in
the shoe factory. When they got home, dingy and dull-
faced, they always found dinner on the table — plenty of
good food. Mrs. Lee was a splendid cook, after the vil-
lage model. She did the helping with alacrity, and Abel
had his portion after the boarders. He had a small allow-
ance of greens to-day ; they were the first of the season,
and the boarders were hungry for them. The four women
could not grasp many of the pleasures of life, and had to
make the most of those that hung low enough for them.
They took a deal of comfort in eating.
After dinner Abel hurried to clear off the table and wash
the dishes. He was usually a long time about it, for he
was hopelessly clumsy, although he was so faithful at such
work. Abel at the dish-tub with one of his wife's aprons
pinned around his waist was a piteous object He bent to
the task with a hopeless and dejected air, and mopped the
plates with melancholy fussiness. But to-day he rattled
A KITCHEN COLONEL. 435
the dishes quite like a woman. ''Don't you rattle them
plates round so ; youUl nick 'em," his wife remarked once,
and Abel obediently tempered his movements. Still, the
dinner dishes were washed much sooner than usual. After
they were set away, Abel took up a stand at the pantry
door ; he leaned against it, and regarded his wife with a
hesitating air. Once in a while he opened his mouth as if
to speak, then seemed to change his mind. Finally Mrs.
Lee turned sharply on him. '* Why don^t you git the broom
an' sweep up the kitchen, father," said she. "What air
you standin' there for?"
Abel did not answer for a moment; he looked across
the room at the broom on its nail, then at his wife — " I
kinder thought — mebbe — I'd go to — that town meetin' this
afternoon."
His wife faced about on him with a spoon in her hand.
** What town meetin'?"
''The one they've 'p'inted about the water-works. I
thought mebbe I'd better go an' kinder look into it a leetle."
" Look into it — a great difference it '11 make your lookin'
into it I I should think you'd got about all the town meet-
in' you could attend to to home, without goin' traipsin' off
there. Here's the churnin' to be done, an' I ain't got no
time nor strength for't. I shouldn't think you'd talk 'bout
town meetin's, father."
"Well, I dun' know as I'd better go," said Abel, and
went across for the broom. However, he swept with more
despatch than usual, and when he sat down to the churn it
was with a forlorn hope that the butter might come in sea-
son for him to go to the town meeting. But the butter did
not come until the meeting had been long dispersed, and
not until Fanny came home from school. Abel was just
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lifting out the dasher when she appeared in the kitchen
door with her dinner basket on her arm. '' Well, grandpa,
has the butter come ?*' said she.
" I guess you've brought it ; it's been all the afternoon
gittin' here." Abel surveyed her with adoration. Fanny
was a pretty young girl. She looked at her grandparents
and smiled radiantly, but evidently the smiles were about
something that they did not understand.
''What air you lookin' so awful tickled about?" asked
Mrs. Lee.
" Oh, nothing. Did you have any pudding left from din-
ner? I'm most starved."
''There's a saucer under the yellow bowl on the pantry
shelf."
Fanny was still smiling when she sat down at the kitchen
table with the pudding. "What does ail you?" Mrs. Lee
asked again. She was at the other end of the table rolling
out biscuits for tea.
" Oh, nothing, grandma. What makes you think there's
anything?" Fanny ate her pudding with apparent uncon-
cern, but all the time her eyes danced, and the comers of
her mouth curved upward. " I didn't have to walk home
to-night," she remarked, finally.
" Didn't have to walk home ? Why not ?"
"Well, Charley Page came along just about the time
school was out, and — he brought me home in his buggy."
" Well, I never 1" Mrs. Lee's sharp old face softened ;
she surveyed her granddaughter with admiring smOes.
" That's the second time within a week, ain't it."
Fanny nodded, and bent lower over the pudding. She
was blushing pink, and she could not keep the smiles back.
Abel, who was starting the fire, stood stock-still, and stared
A KITCHEN COLONEL. 437
with delighted wonder at her and his wife. '^That young
'Page is one of the smartest fellars in town," he volun-
teered; "an' his father's wuth a good deal of property."
Abel was so pleased that he paid little attention when,
on carrying his basket around to the shed door for more
light wood, Ephraim again hailed him from the fence.
^' Hullo, Abel !" he called ; " I didn't see you to the town
meetin'."
" No ; I wa'n't there."
" Kitchen colonel again ?"
Abel picked up wood vigorously. Ephraim surveyed him
with a dissatisfied expression. " Who was that I see your
Fanny a-ridin' home with ?" he asked.
Abel straightened himself, and looked over at Ephraim*
" That was the young Page fellar," he said, proudly.
" John Page's son ?"
" Yes."
" H'm !"
In a moment Ephraim turned about and walked oft He
had a daughter of his own who was about Fanny's age, and
she was very plain-looking and unattractive, and was not
liked by the young men.
Fanny was much sought for, she was so pretty, and she
had such pleasant ways. She dressed nicely too; her
grandmother encouraged her to spend her school money
for clothes. Her grandparents had always petted her,
and exacted very little from her. She did not help much
about the house. To-night, after tea, she stood looking
irresolutely at her pretty gray dress and her grandparents.
^ Don't you want me to take off my dress and help about
the dishes ?" said she.
^ Land, no 1" answered her gnuidmother. " Go 'long ; it
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ain't wuth while to change your dress for this little passel
of dishes. Father's goin' to wash 'em while I'm mixin' up
the bread."
'' Yes, you go right along an' set down in the parlor an'
git rested, Fanny," chimed in Abel. " I ain't got a thing
to do but the dishes, an' they ain't wuth talkin' about"
Abel shuffled cheerfully around, gathering up the dishes
from the tea-table.
Fanny went into the parlor as she was bidden ; she had
about her a sweet docility, and she would have changed her
dress and washed the dishes just as readily. Fanny would
always perform all the duties that she was told to, but prob*-
ably not so very many others. She had little original di-
rective power in the matter of duties, although she had a
perfect willingness and sweetness in their execution.
She sat down at a parlor window with some fancy-worl^
and rocked to and fro comfortably. She could look out on
the front yard full of green grass, with a blossoming cherry^
tree, and a yellow-flowering bush down near the gate. The
four women boarders were in the sitting-room, but she did
not think' of joining them, nor they her. Fanny's grand-
mother always insinuated her into the parlor when the
boarders were in the sitting-room. In her h^art she did
not consider that these four dingy-handed shop-girls were
fit associates for her granddaughter.
Fanny herself had no such feeling in the matter ; she
would have gone into the sitting-room and fraternized with
the boarders, had her grandmother wished her to do sa
But they rather repulsed her, and held themselves aloof
with an awkward dignity, and Fanny was timid and easily
rebuffed. They were quite acute enough to understand
that Mrs. Lee did not consider them proper company for her
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granddaughter, and they felt injured and covertly resentful.
They were also righteously indignant because Fanny was
so petted by her grandparents, and did not help them more.
To-night the four women in the sitting-room whispered to-
gether about Fanny ; how she was sitting all dressed up in
the parlor while her poor old grandparents were working in
the kitchen. They thought that she ought to give up her
school and stay at home and help. She was not earning
much anyway, and it all went on to her back ; she need not
dress so fine.
While they whispered, Fanny, small and dainty, putting
pretty stitches in her fancy-work, sat at the parlor window.
When it was too dark for her to sew, she leaned her head
against the window-casing and looked out The yellow
bush in the yard still showed out brightly in the dusk; the
cherry-tree looked like a mist Over in the east, beyond
Everything else, was a soft rise of shadow ; that was Eagle
Mountain.
It grew darker. After a while her grandmother came
into the room, feeling her way. '^ Don^t you want me to
light a lamp, grandma?" asked Fanny, in a soft, absent
voice.
" No ; I don't want none. I'd jest as soon set down in
the dark a few minutes ; then I'm goin' to bed. Father's
gone." The old woman fumbled into a chair at the other
window. ''Have you seen anything about your hat yet?"
she asked Fanny, after they both had sat still a little
while.
"Yes; I went into Miss Loring's on my way to school
this morning."
" What you goin' to have ?"
''That brown straw I've been talking about Fm going
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to have it trimmed with some brown velvet and yellow
daisies."
" It '11 be real handsome. When you goin* to have it?"
"Next week — Friday. I've got to have it then, for I
haven't a thing to wear if we go up the mountain Saturday/'
The old woman's face was invisible in the dusk, but her
voice took on a pleased and significant tone, and she laughed
softly. " I s'pose that Page fellar will be goin', won't he ?'*
^' I don't know. He was invited." Fanny also laughed
with pleased confusion. She had been climbing the moun-
tain with young Page for the last hour in a dream, and she
had worn the brown straw hat with the brown velvet and
yellow daisies.
" Well, I guess he'll go, fast enough. I see his father
down to the store the other day, an' he stopped an' shook
hands an' asked how I was, and looked dreadful smilin' an*
knowin'. I guess he's heerd how his son's been carryin'
you home from school. Well, I guess he's a good, likely
young fellar, an' that's wuth more'n his father's money."
The old woman spoke the last words of her remark in a
lagging and drowsy voice. The two were silent again.
Presently there came a long heavy breath from the grand*
mother's corner.
" Grandma I" called Fanny.
^* What ?" the old woman responded, faintly.
" Wake up ; you're goin' to sleep."
'' Well, I dun know but I be. I guess I'd better rouse
up an' go to bed. I wouldn't set up much longer if I was
you, Fanny."
" I ain't going to." But Fanny sat there and dreamed
quite a while after her grandmother had fumbled out of the
loom.
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That was on Thursday. It was the next day but one,
Saturday, when old Ephraim Coles came to the fence and
hailed Abel as he was paring potatoes at the kitchen door.
" Hullo, Abel I how air ye ?"
" 'Bout as usual," answered Abel.
" Kitchen colonel this momin' ?"
'* I dun know what you call it.** Abel was cutting the
specks from the potatoes with clumsy pains. He sat on the
door-step with the pan between his knees. Ephraim stood
watching him. He had an important look, and his smile
was different from his usual one.
Presently he leaned over the fence. " Abel 1" said he, in
a confidential whisper.
" What .?"
" Come here a minute. Want to tell ye somethin*."
Abel hesitated ; he peered uneasily around at the kitchen
window. Then he set down the potatoes, arose, and slowly
shuffled over to the fence. Ephraim reached over and caught
him by the sleeve when he came near enough. '' You know
Maria an' me own two share in the railroad, don't ye ?" he
whispered. Abel nodded. '' Well," continued Ephraim,
"next Saturday there*s a stockholder meetin* to Boston, an^
Maria she don't care nothin' 'bout goin', 'cause she's goin'
to have company, an' Abby she don't want to, an' so if you
want to go on Maria's stock you ra»."
Abel stared at him in gentle bewilderment "Go to Bos-
ton?"
"Of course — go to Boston for nothin'; 'twon't cost ye a
cent An' I'll stan' the dinner. We'll go in somewhere an'
git somethin' to eat An' we'll go round an' see the sights.
What d'ye say to't ?"
Ephraim looked at Abel with the air of an emperor ten*
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dering a royal bounty. He drew himself up, put his hands
in his pockets, and smiled.
Abel looked pleased and eager. " Thank ye," said he —
'' thank ye, Ephraim. I'd like to go fust-rate if — ^there ain't
nothin' to hender."
'* I'd like to know what there is to bender ! I guess you
can quit bein' kitchen colonel for one day. The meetin'
comes a week from to-day, an' that's Saturday, an' Fanny
she'll be home to help Mis' Lee."
" Yes, she will," assented Abel, thoughtfully. " Well, I
must go an' finish them pertaters now, an' I'll see what
mother says to it, an' let yer know."
Abel pared the potatoes with greater pains than ever ; he
washed them faithfully, and carried them into the kitchen,
and tremblingly broached the subject of the Boston trip to
his wife. To his great delight it was favorably received.
Mrs. Lee said she did not see any reason why he could
not go. She had entirely forgotten about Fanny's moun-
tain party.
All the next week old Abel was in a tremor of delight
He had long conferences with Ephraim over the fence ; de-
lightful additions to the regular programme were planned ;
every day some new scheme was talked over. Abel had
not had an outing for many years ; he was like a child over
this one. Still he did not neglect his household tasks j he
worked with anxious zeal, he was so afraid that his wife
might see so much to be done that she would veto the plan
at the last moment He was so anxious and nervous over
it that he did not say much about it at home, for fear of
having some damper cast upon him. Abel had not much
shrewdness, but he had learned that a casual acceptance of
a situation was much more likely than an eager one to make
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443
it lasting when his wife was concerned. Friday night at
sunset both of the old men stood out in the yard with up-
lifted faces and scrutinized the heavens.
" It ain't goin' to be foul weather to-morrow/' said Ephra-
im, judicially ; " not if I know anything about signs."
'' Ain't you afraid the wind ain't in jest the right quarter ?''
Abel asked, anxiously.
'*H*m! I don't care nothin' about the wind. Every-
thing p'ints square to fair weather, 'cordin' to my reck'-
nin'."
Ephraim was right. The next day was beautiful. Abel
looked out of the window in the morning, and his face was
like a boy's. Directly after breakfast he shaved himself at
the kitchen glass and blacked his boots. Then he went
into his bedroom to put on his Sunday clothes.
He was nearly ready — clean collar and best stock and
all — when he heard Fanny's voice and Ephraim's daughter
Abby's out in the yard. He did not pay much attention at
first ; then he stood still and listened with a lengthening
face. '* No, I can't go any way in the world," Fanny was
saying. Her voice was perfectly sweet and uncomplaining,
but there was a sad inflection in it. '* Grandma forgot all
about it, and she says poor grandpa has been counting on
going to Boston with your father for a whole week, and it
would be real cruel to keep him at home ; and it's baking-
day, and she's got the sitting-room carpet to put down, and
she can't get along alone. Of course I'm kind of sorry
about it. I'd been counting on going ; but I wouldn't keep
grandpa at home for anything, and there isn't anything else
for me to do but to stay myself."
''Well, I hope that pretty Rogers girl that's visiting up
to Rhoda Emerson's won't cut you out with Charley Page.
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I saw him talking to her in the post-office last night,'* Abby
said Her voice was like her father's.
Abel unwound his stock, and painfully unbuttoned his
stiff collar. Presently he appeared in the kitchen, and he
had on his old clothes. His wife faced around on him.
^ For mercy's sakes, father, ain't you changed your clothes
yet ?"
'* I ain't goin', after all, I guess."
"Ain't goin'I why not?"
Fanny was standing at the sink washing dishes, and she
stopped and stared.
" Well," said Abel, " I've been thinkin' on't over, an' I've
made up my mind I'd better not go, on several 'counts."
" I'd like to know what."
'* Well, one thing is, it's kinder cheatin'. I've got to go
as Maria Coles, an' I ain't Maria Coles. That's what it
says in the stiffikit. I've got to show the conductor ' Maria
Coles.' An' it ain't jest square, 'cordin' to my notions. I
ain't thought 'twas all the time."
Well, I think you air dreadful silly, father."
Well, I don't think 'twould amount to much goin' any-
how, to tell the truth."
'' I would go, grandpa," said Fanny.
But Abel stood fast in his position. His wife, and Fanny,
who was anxious to acquit herself honorably in the matter,
pleaded with him to no purpose. He was proof against
even Ephraim's reproaches and sarcasms. '* Well, stay to
home, an' be a kitchen colonel all your life, if you want to,"
shouted Ephraim, as he strode out of the yard ; '^ it's all
you're fit for, 'cordin' to my way of thinkin'."
Abel went into the house and pushed Fanny away from
the sink. '' If there's anything else you want to do, Fanny,*
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Miid Jie, '' jDu'd .bettcur go tm* do it I ain^ got aoaihcr
lUng to )aet dnjr haod lo -now."
Fanny looked at her grandmother.
** If he ain*t goin^ you might jest as well go an'jgat ready/'
jodd liArs. Lee.
In a few minutes Abel beand JFaany's votoe fcaiJkig over
^ Abby : "' Abby, Abbgr, wait for me J I'm goin"^ after alL
It won't take me but a minute to get reac^." And Fanny's
voioe sounded tswaeter than a Mrd's to iier grandfather at
the kitchen sink.
Abd liad a hard i&asf of at Putting down the sitting-
room carpet was painful work for his old ijoints, and then
^Mre was cbumiBg to be ^dooe. ^Vton Faa«iy came .home
he sat in the old rocking-chair in the khchen, with his head
back, fast asleep. Presently his wife came out and aroused
bim. ^ Wake up, father/' said she ; '* I want to tdl you
^somethin'." Abel looked heavily >ttp «t 'her. '* I— ruther
guess Fanny an** that Page Cellar havie settled it ^betwizt
'em/' whispered Mrs. Lee.
Abel's head was up in a minute, and he was looking at
hor, all alert *^ You don^ say so, mother t" Suddenly the
•old man jMit his hand up to this «yes and sobbed.
*' Why, how silly yo« are, father f 'said his wife. Then
«te went over to a window widh a brisk step amd stood
tiiereas if looking out When sihe tm'ned around her eyes
weuc 'red. ^ I tbiidc you^d better go to bed, father, an' not
set there dozin' in that chair any longer/' said she, sharply ;
**• you're all tuckered out"
The next day, when Abel had to stand a nmoii^ ifive
^lative to the Boston trip from Epfaraim, hegaveoneicoini-
•ter-shot — the announcement -of Fanny's engagement He
lislened while Ephraim related the pleasures of his eKcnrsion
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and berated ^hiin ; then he turned on him with an artful-
ness bom of patience. '* S'pose you've heard the news ?"
said he.
" What news ?"
'' Well, I s'pose our Fanny an' John Page's son have
'bout concluded to make a match on't."
*' H'm !" Ephraim stood looking at him. '' When they
goin' to git married ?"
*' Well, I dun know. Mother was saying she thought
mebbe some time in the fall."
" H'm I Well, there's slips. Mebbe she won't git him,
arter all. It's best not to be too sure 'bout it."
But Ephraim turned on his heel and went home across
the yard, and left Abel to his Sunday peace.
Abel had to work harder than usual that summer. It
was Fanny's vacation time, and she had been accustomed
to assist some about the house-work, so Abel's labors had
been lightened a little during hot weather. But this sum-
mer Fanny was sewing, getting ready to be married in the
fall, and she could not do much else, so her grandfather
got no respite in his kitchen work through the long hot days.
He grew thinner and older, but he never complained even to
himself. He was radiant over Fanny. She was going to
make a match that would lift her out of all his own struggles
and hardships. Poor old Abel, in the midst of his hard,
pitiful little whirlpool, watched Fanny joyously making her
way out of it, and no longer thought of himself.
Fanny was married in October. There was quite a large
evening wedding, and Mrs. Lee had wedding-cake and
pound-cake and tea and coffee passed around for refresh-
ments. Fanny and her bridegroom were standing before
the minister, who had already begun the ceremony. Fanny,
A KITCHEN COLONEL. 447
all in white, bent her head delicately under her veil ; her
cheeks showed through it like roses. The bridegroom kept
his handsome boyish face upon the minister with a brave
and resolute air. Abel and his wife stood near with solemn
and tearful faces. The four boarders stood together in a
corner. The rooms were crowded with people in creaking
silks and Sunday coats, and the air was heavy with cake
and coffee and flowers^
Suddenly, in the midst of the ceremony, Mrs. Lee nudged
Abel. '* The milk is burnin', father," she whispered ; " go
out quick an' lift it of£"
Abel looked at her. '^ Be quick,^ she whispered again j
^ the milk for the coffee is burnin'. DonH stan' there look-
in', for mercy's sake !"
Abel tiptoed out solemnly, with his best boots creaking.
When he returned, Fanny was married, and the people
were crowding around her. He felt a heavy poke in his
side, and there was Ephraim. ''Had to go out an' be
kitchen colonel, didn't ye, Abel ?" said he, quite loud.
The bridal couple drove away, and the guests dispersed
gradually. Mrs. Lee had to stay in the parlor until the last
of them disappeared ; but as soon as Fanny and her hus-
band had gone, Abel changed his clothes and went into the
kitchen. Things needed to be set to rights a little before
morning.
The happy bridal pair rode away through the October
night, the wedding guests chattered merrily in the parlor
and flocked gayly down the street, and the kitchen colonel
fought faithfully in his humble field, where maybe he would
some day win a homely glory all his own.
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" What is it ?"
** Wbat are thpo) m>en fdig^o' fwer ^iftre jq tbe ^44 for ?^
Thexe was a sudd/eip drpppi^g and fejUai:gV)g of jt^ Uxwer
part of the old man^s face, as if some h^avy w^ig^t i^^f s^et-
tlft4 therein ; J^ shut ,)us mojuth tigbjt, and .weiiit on liaraess-
>pg the great bay mar^i. £(e bu$tle4 .tbe ^llax on to her
.neck with a jerk.
" Father !"
The 0I4 man sli^p^ the S(9i^dh upon fbe n^u^e'^ )>ap)c
'* l^ook h^re, father, | w^n^ to jlp>ow twhat l;bexn mm are
di^gUi' lOver ji^i .the field for, ^p' I'm goin* tp Ipnow,"
" I ynsh youM go into the Jbous^ ijtiothisr, an' 't^d to yopr
own af&jucs/' th^ old ina.n s^ ,l;h^. |Ie r^n his wp^4s
fpget^qr, ^nd his ^p^e^ w^ .^IfflO^ ^^ jnsMijcuI?^ |i^ ^
growl.
But ^he womnn uiidersjtood $ it w^s her nio^t xmtiv^ tppi^e.
" I a^i't gojui' into the bonse till yoi> tell mf ^bat i;bfsm fs^en
are 4Qiu' over there in thi^ field,'' said sb^.
Then she ^tpo^ waiting. 3be wfis a small woman, abort
and straight-waiste^ lil^e a chil4 ;in ber brpwi^ (Cpttpn g^m9»
Her forehead was mild and benevolent between the smooth
curves of gray hair ; there were mtek downward lines about
TMB MMVOLT OF ** MOTVMM.'' 449
lier iiQse ud mciutb ; bnt her jeyes, fi«d iii»mi tfae4>ld
looked as if the meekness had been the result of Iter own
JVriU, never (tfjtbe wiUiof another.
They v^re jn the bam, staoding before die wide open
doeiv* The fspriog air, foil M the jundl of growin|^ grass
4i«d unseen blossoms, came tn dieir i&oes. The deep jmA
in front was littered with farm wagons and (piles sit wood ;
4aia thte «dges, close ito the fence and the house, the grass
was a vivid green, and there were some dandelions.
The old man igUnced (doggedy at his irijfe as he tinlhtened
the ki^t tmcUes pn tiie harness, ^he looked as immovable
to him as one of the rocks in his pasture^and, bound to the
fifflh with generations of blackberry vines. He slapped the
f elas over the horae, wi^ .stasted foith from Che bam.
"/Ji/A^rsaidshe.
The old man puUed up. <' What is it?"
'' J wnnt to know wbfit then men are diggin' over there in
that field for/'
''They're diggin' a cellax; I ts'posc^ if you've got to
know."
••Ap^larferwhatr
"A bar»."
** A barn ? You ain't goin' to build a bam over tthese
wher^ wje «|is cpip' to have ra house, father V*
The old man said not another word. He hurried the
horse into the farm wagon, and clattered out of the yard,
jouncing as sturdily on bis seat as a boy.
The woqian stood a moment looking after him, then she
went out of the bam across a comer of the yard to die
bouse. The house, ^tancUog at right angles with the fijreat
bam and a Jong reach of sheds and out-buildings, was in-
finitesiimal compared with them. It was scarcely as oom-
sn
450 THE REVOLT OF ''MOTHER.^
modious for people as the little boxes under the bam eave^
were for doves.
A pretty girl's face, pink and delicate as a flower, wi^
looking out of one of the house windows. She was watch-
ing three men who were digging over in the field which
bounded the yard near the road line. She turned quietlf
'Irhen the woman entered.
'' What are they digging for, mother ?'' said she. '* Did he
tell you ?"
" They're diggin^ for — a cellar lor a new bam."
'' Oh, mother, he ain't going to build another barn Y^
" That's what he says."
A boy stood before the kitchen glass combing his hai^
He combed slowly and painstakingly, arranging his browa
hair in a smooth hillock over his forehead. He did not
seem to pay any attention to the conversation.
'' Sammy, did you know father was going to build a new
barn ?'' asked the girl.
The boy combed assiduously.
" Sammy !"
He turned, and showed a face like his father's under his
smooth crest of hair. '^ Yes, I s'pose I did," he said, re-
luctantly.
'* How long have you known it ?" asked his mother.
" 'Bout three months, I guess."
« Why didn't you tell of it ?"
" Didn't think 'twould do no good.'*
'* I don't see what father wants another bam for," said
the girl, in her sweet, slow voice. She turned again to the
window, and stared out at the digging men in the field. Her
tender, sweet face was full of a gentle distress. Her fore*
head was as bald and innocent as a baby's, with the light
THE REVOLT OF '* MOTHER."" 451
hair strained back from it in a row of curl-papers. She was
quite large, but her soft curves did not look as if they cov-
ered muscles. \
Her mother looked sternly at the boy. '' Is he goin' td
buy more cows ?" said she.
The boy did not reply ; he was tying his shoes.
*' Sammy, I want you to tell me if he's goin' to buy more
cows."
" I s'pose he is.**
"How many?"
** Four, I guess.**
His mother said nothing more. She went into the pan*
try, and there was a clatter of dishes. The boy got his cap
from a nail behind the door, took an old arithmetic from
the shelf, and started for school. He was lightly built, but
clumsy. He went out of the yard with a curious spring in
the hips, that made his loose home-made jacket tilt up in
the rear.
The girl went to the sink, and began to wash the dislMS
that were piled up there. Her mother came promptly out
of the pantry, and shoved her aside. " You wipe 'em,'* said
she ; " I'll wash. There's a good many this mornin'."
The mother plunged her hands vigorously into the water,
the girl wiped the plates slowly and dreamily. '' Mother,'*
said she, " don't you think it's too bad father's going to build
that new barn, much as we need a decent house to live in ?'^
Her mother scrubbed a dish fiercely. '' You ain't found
out yet we're women-folks, Nanny Fenn," said she. '* You
ain't seen enough of men-folks yet to. One of these days
you'll find it out, an' then you'll know that we know only
what men-folks think we do, so far as any use of it goes, an'
how we'd ought to reckon men-folks in with Providence, an'
45a THM REVOLT OF ** iiOTffSR.''
not tcomplatn of what Ibey do anjr more thftn we do of Ae
iieiither;"
^I don't care; I don't believe George is anytfaiiig like
ttti9i^ aQyJhow/' -said Nasny. Her ddicate face flubbed pink,
her lips pouted softly, as if she were going to cry.
''You watt an' see. I guess Geoige Eastman aifil't no
4lN(ter ^ban oliher men. ¥ou hadn't ought to }udge latheri
though. He can't help it, 'cause he don't look at things
jest the way we da An' we've been pretty comfortable
here, after all. The roof don't leak — ain^t never but -once
— that's one thing. Father's kept it shingled light up.**
'' I <do wish 'ws had a parlor."
** I igueas it won't huit George Eastman any to come l#
•ee you in a oice lilean kitchen. I guess a good many giris
tion't ihave as good a {flace as this. Nobody's ever heard
iDejcomplaJA."
'' J ain't complained cither, >aKrther/'
''Well, I don't think you'd better, a good father an* a
good home as you've gpt S'ppse your father made you go
out an' work for your tivin'? Lots of girls have to lliait
ain't 0(0 stronger an' better sfcle to dian you be."
Sarah Penn washed the lrying<*pan with a condusive aSn
She sorubbed tiie outside of it as faithfolly as tlie Inside.
She was a masterly keeper of her bos of a house. Her one
livingrnoom never aeemed to have in it any or the dust
vviuch 4he friction of Jifo with iaaaimate matter produces.
She swept, and there seemed to be no dtrt to go before the
broom ; ahe cleaned, and one could see no ^ifierence. She
was like an artist so perfect liiat he has apparently no art
Toids^ she got out a mixing bowl and a board, and rolled
some pies, and there was no more flour upon her than upon
her daughter who was doing finer work. Nanny was t^ be
THE REVOLT Of •'MOTHERr 453
married in the fall, and she was sewing on some white cam-
bric and embroidery. She sewed industriously while her
mother cooked, her soft milk-white hands and wrists showed
whiter than her delicate work.
" We must have the stove moved out in the shed before
long," said Mrs. Penn. " Talk about not havin' things, it's
been a real blessin' to be able to put a stove up in that shed
in hot weather. Father did one good thing when he fixed
that stove-pipe out there."
Sarah Penn*s face as she rolled her pies bad that expres-
sion of meek vigor which might have characterized one of
the New Testament saints. She was making mince-pies.
Her husband, Adoniram Penn, liked them better than any
other kind. She baked twice a week. Adoniram often
liked a piece of pie between meals. She hurried this morn-
ing. It had been later than usual when she began, and she
wanted to have a pie baked for dinner. However deep a
resentment she might be forced to hold against her hus-
band, she would never fail in sedulous attention to his
wants.
Nobility of character manifests itself at loop-holes when
it is not provided with large doors. Sarah Penn's showed
itself to-day in flaky dishes of pastry. So she made the
pies faithfully, while across the table she could see, when
she glanced up from her work, the sight that rankled in her
patient and steadfast soul — the digging of the cellar of the
new bam in the place where Adoniram forty years ago had
promised her their new house should stand.
The pies were done for dinner. Adoniram and Sammy
were home a few minutes after twelve o'clock. The dinner
was eaten with serious haste. There was never much con-
versation at the table in the Penn family. Adoniram asked
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454 ^^^ REVOLT Oi "* MOTHERr
a blessing, and they ate promptly, then rose up and went
about their work.
Sammy went back to school, taking soft sly lopes out of
the yard like a rabbit. He wanted a game of marbles be-
fore school, and feared his father would give him some
chores to do. Adoniram hastened to the door and called
after him, but he was out of sight.
'* I don't see what you let him go for, mother/' said he.
** I wanted him to help me unload that wood."
Adoniram went to work out in the yard unloading wood
from the wagon. Sarah put away the dinner dishes, while
Nanny took down her curl-papers and changed her dress.
She was going down to the store to buy some more em-
broidery and thread.
When Nanny was gone, Mrs. Fenn went to the door.
« Father I" she called.
" Well, what is it I"
'' I want to see you jest a minute, father."
" I can't leave this wood nohow. I've got to git It un-
loaded an' go for a load of gravel afore two o'clock. Sammy
had ought to helped me. You hadn't ought to let him go
to school so early.*'
^ I want to see you jest a minute.**
" I tell ye I can't, nohow, mother."
'' Father, you come here." Sarah Penn stood in the door
like a queen ; she held her head as if it bore a crown ; there
was that patience which makes authority royal in her voice.
Adoniram went.
Mrs. Penn led the way into the kitchen, and pointed to a
chair. " Sit down, father," said she ; " I've got somethm'
I want to say to you."
He sat down heavily; his face was quite stolid, but he
THE REVOLT OF ** MOTHER."^ 455
looked at her with restive eyes. ** Well, what is it, moth-
er ?"
*' I want to know what youVe buildin' that new bam for,
fether?"
" I ain't got nothin' to say about it."
" It can't be you think you need another barn ?"
** I tell ye I ain't got nothin' to say about it, mother ; an*
I ain't goin' to say nothin'."
" Be you goin' to buy more cows ?"
Adoniram did not reply \ he shut his mouth tight.
" I know you be, as well as I want to. Now, father, look
here " — Sarah Penn had not sat down ; she stood before
her husband in the humble fashion of a Scripture woman —
^ I'm goin' to talk real plain to you ; I never have sence I
married you, but I'm goin' to now. I ain't never complained,
an' I ain't goin' to complain now, but Fm goin' to talk plain.
You see this room here, father ; you look at it well. You
see there ain't no carpet on the floor, an' you see the paper
is all dirty, an' droppin' off the walls. We ain't had no new
paper on it for ten year, an' then I put it on myself, an' it
didn't cost but ninepence a roll. You see this room, father ;
it's all the one I've had to work in an' eat in an' sit in sence
we was married. There ain't another woman in the whole
town whose husband ain't got half the means you have but
what's got better. It's all the room Nanny's got to have
her company in ; an' there ain't one of her mates but what's
got better, an' their fathers not so able as hers is. It's all .
the room she'll have to be married in. What would you
have thought, father, if we had had our weddin' in a room
no better than this? I was married in my mother's
parlor, with a carpet on the floor, an' stuffed furniture,
an' a mahogany card -table. An' this is all the room
4S6 THE REVOLT OF '' MOTHERr
ny daughter will have to be married in. Look her^
father !"
Sarah Penn went across the room as though it were a
tragic stage. She flung open a door and disclosed a tiny
bedroom, only large enough for a bed and bureau, with a
path between. " There, father," said she — " there's all the
room I've had to sleep in forty year. All my children were
born there — the two that died, an' the two that's livin'. I
was sick with a fever there."
She stepped to another door and opened it It led into
the small, ill-lighted pantry. '* Here," said she, '* is all the
buttery I've got — every place I've got for my dishes, to set
away my victuals in, an' to keep my milk-pans in. Father,
I've been takin' care of the milk of six cows in this place,
an' now you're goin' to build a new barn, an' keep more
cows, an' give me more to do in it"
She threw open another door. A narrow crooked flight
of stairs wound upward from it. '' There, father," said she,
'' I want you to look at the stairs that go up to them two
unfinished chambers that are all the places our son an'
daughter have had to sleep in all their lives. There ain't a
prettier girl in town nor a more ladylike one than Nanny,
an' that's the place she has to sleep in. It ain't so good as
your horse's stall ; it ain't so warm an' tight."
Sarah Penn went back and stood before her husband.
''Now, father," said she, ''I want to know if you think
you're doin' right an' accordin' to what you profess. Here,
when we was married, forty year ago, you promised me
faithful that we should have a new house built in that lot
over in the field before the year was out. You said you had
money enough, an' you wouldn't ask me to live in no such
place as this. It is forty year now, an' you've been makia'
THE REVOLT OF '^MOTHER:'
457
more money, an* IVe been savin' of it for you ever since,
an' you ain't built no house yet. YouVe built sheds an'
cow-houses an' one new barn, an' now you're goin' to build
another. Father, I want to know if you think it's right
You're lodgin' your dumb beasts better than you are your
own flesh an' blood. I want to know if you think it's right"
"J ain't got nothin' to say."
"You can't say nothin' without ownin' it ain't right,
father. An' there's another thing — I ain't complained;
I've got along forty year, an' I s'pose I should forty more,
y it wa'n't for that — if we don't have another house. Nanny
|he can't live with us after she's married. She'll have to go
somewheres else to live away from us, an' it don't seem as
if I could have it so, noways, father. She wa'n't ever
strong. She's got considerable color, but there wa'n't never
any backbone to her. I've always took the heft of every-
thing off her, an' she ain't fit to keep house an' do every-
thing herself. She'll be all worn out inside of a year.
Think of her doin' all the washin' an' ironin' an' bakin' with
them soft white hands an' arms, an' sweepin' I I can't have
it so, noways, father."
Mrs. Penn's face was burning ; her mild eyes gleamed.
She had pleaded her little cause like a Webster ; she had
ranged from severity to pathos ; but her opponent employed
that obstinate silence which makes eloquence futile with
mocking echoes. Adoniram arose clumsily.
'' Father, ain't you got nothin' to say ?" said Mrs. Penn.
'* I've got to go off after that load of gravel. I can't
Stan' here talkin' all day."
''Father, won't you think it over, an' have a house built
there instead of a barn ?"
^ I ain't got nothin' to say."
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Adonirain shuffled out. Mrs. Penn went into her bed
room. When she came out, her eyes were red. She had a
roll of unbleached cotton cloth. She spread it out on the
kitchen table, and began cutting out some shirts for her
husband. The men over in the field had a team to help
them this afternoon ; she could hear their halloos. She
had a scanty pattern for the shirts ; she had to plan and
piece the sleeves.
Nanny came home with her embroidery, and sat down
with her needlework. She had taken down her curl-papers,
and there was a soft roll of fair hair like an aureole over her
forehead ; her face was as delicately fine and clear as porce*
lain. Suddenly she looked up, and the tender red flamed
all over her face and neck. *' Mother,'' said she.
" What say ?"
" I've been thinking— I don't see how we're goin' to have
^ any — wedding in this room. I'd be ashamed to have his
folks come if we didn't have anybody else."
" Mebbe we can have some new paper before then ; I
can put it on. I guess you won't have no call to be
ashamed of your belongin's."
" We might have the wedding in the new barn," said Nan-
ny, with gentle pettishness. ^'Why, mother, what makes
you look so ?"
Mrs. Penn had started, and was staring at her with a curi-
ous expression. She turned again to her work, and spread
out a pattern carefully on the cloth. " Nothin'," said she.
Presently Adoniram clattered out of the yard in his two-
wheeled dump cart, standing as proudly upright as a Roman
charioteer. Mrs. Penn opened the door and stood there a
minute looking out ; the halloos of the men sounded louder.
It seemed to her all through the spring months that she
THE REVOLT OF ''MOTHER:' 459
heard nothing but the halloos and the noises of saws and
hammers. The new barn grew fast It was a fine edifice
for this little village. Men came on pleasant Sundays, in
their meeting suits and clean shirt bosoms, and stood around
it admiringly. Mrs. Penn did not speak of it, and Adoni-
ram did not mention it to her, although sometimes, upon are-
turn from inspecting it, he bore himself with injured dignity.
''It's a strange thing how your mother feels about the
new barn," he said, confidentially, to Sammy one day.
Sammy only grunted after an odd fashion for a boy ; he
had learned it from his father.
The barn was all completed ready for use by the third
week in July. Adoniram had planned to move his stock
in on Wednesday ; on Tuesday he received a letter which
changed his plans. He came in with it early in the morn*
ing. '' Sammy's been to the post-office," said he, '' an' I've
got a letter from Hiram." Hiram was Mrs. Penn's brother,
who lived in Vermont
'' Well," said Mrs. Penn, *' what does he say about the
folks ?"
" I guess they're all right He says he thinks if I come
up country right off there's a chance to buy jest the kind of
a horse I want" He stared reflectively out of the window
at the new barn.
Mrs. Penn was making pies. She went on clapping the
rolling-pin into the crust, although she was very pale, and
her heart beat loudly.
" I dun' know but what I'd better go," said Adoniram. " I
hate to go off jest now, right in the midst of hayin', but the
ten-acre lot's cut, an' I guess Rufus an' the others can git
along without me three or four days. I can't get a horse
«Qund here to suit me, nohow, an' I've got to have another
46o THB REVOLT OF ''MOTHERS
for all that wood-haulin' in the fall. I told Hiram to watch
out, an^ if he got wind of a good horse to let me know. I
guess I'd better go."
" lUl get out your clean shirt an' collar/' said Mrs. Penn
calmly.
She laid out Adoniram's Sunday suit and his clean
clothes on the bed in the little bedroom. She got his shav-
ing-water and razor ready. At last she buttoned on his
collar and fastened his black cravat.
Adoniram never wore his collar and cravat except on ez«
tra occasions. He held his head high, with a rasped dignity.
When he was all ready, with his coat and hat brushed,
and a lunch of pie and cheese in a paper bag, he hesitated
on the threshold of the door. He looked at his wife, and
his manner was defiantly apologetic. '^^ them cows come
to-day, Sammy can drive 'em into the new barn," said he ;
'^ an' when they bring the hay up, they can pitch it in there."
" Well," replied Mrs. Penn.
Adoniram set his shaven face ahead and started. When
he had cleared the door-step, he turned and looked back
with a kind of nervous solemnity. ''I shall be back by
Saturday if nothin' happens," said he.
" Do be careful, father," returned his wife.
She stood in the door with Nanny at her elbow and
watched him out of sight. Her eyes had a strange, doubt-
ful expression in them ; her peaceful forehead was con-
tracted. She went in, and about her baking again. Nanny
sat sewing. Her wedding-day was drawing nearer, and
she was getting pale and thin with her steady sewing. Her
mother kept glancing at her.
'^ Have you got that pain in your side this mornin"?'* she
asked.
THE REVOLT OF ''MOTHERS 461
« A little."
Mrs. Penn's face, as she worked, changed, her perplexed
forehead smoothed, her eyes were steady, her lips firmly set
She formed a maxim for herself, although incoherently with
her unlettered thoughts. '* Unsolicited opportunities are the
guide-posts of the Lord to the hew roads of life," she repeated
in effect, and she made up her mind to her course of action.
" S'posin' I had wrote to Hiram," she muttered once,
when she was in the pantry — " s'posin' I had wrote, an'
asked him if he knew of any horse? But I didn\an'
father's goin' wasn't none of my doin'. It looks like a
providence." Her voice rang out quite loud at the last
'' What you talkin' about, mother ?" called Nanny.
" Nothin'."
Mrs. Penn hurried her baking ; at eleven o'clock it was
all done. The load of hay from the west field came slowly
down the cart track, and drew up at the new barn. Mrs.
Penn ran out " Stop 1" she screamed — " stop I"
The men stopped and looked ; Sammy upreared from the
top of the load, and stared at his mother.
'' Stop !" she cried out again. '' Don't you put the hay
in that barn ; put it in the old one."
^' Why, he said to put it in here," returned one of the hay-
makers, wonderingly. He was a young man, a neighbor's
son, whom Adoniram hired by the year to help on the farm.
'^ Don't you put the hay in the new barn ; there's room
enough in the old one, ain't there ?" said Mrs. Penn.
'' Room enough," returned the hired man, in his thick,
rustic tones. '' Didn't need the new barn, nohow, far as
room's concerned. Well, I s'pose he changed his mind."
He took hold of the horses' bridles.
K/s. Penn went back to the house. Soon the kitchen
46a THE REVOLT OF ''MOTHER.''
windows were darkened, and a fragrance like warm honey
came into the room.
Nanny laid down her work. '' I thought father wanted
them to put the hay into the new barn ?" she said, won-
deringly.
" It's all right," replied her mother.
Sammy slid down from the load of hay, and came in to
see if dinner was ready.
'^ I ain't goin' to get a regular dinner to-day, as long as
father's gone," said his mother. " IVe let the fire go out
You can have some bread an' milk an' pie. I thought we
could get along." She set out some bowls of milk, some
bread, and a pie on the kitchen table. " You'd better eat
your dinner now," said she. *' You might jest as well get
through with it. I want you to help me afterward."
Nanny and Sammy stared at each other. There was
something strange in their mother's manner. Mrs. Penn
did not eat anything hersel£ She went into the pantry,
and they heard her moving dishes while they ate. Present-
ly she came out with a pile of plates. She got the clothes-
basket out of the shed, and packed them in it. Nanny and
Sammy watched. She brought out cups and saucers, and
put them in with the plates.
"What you goin' to do, mother?" inquired Nanny, in q
timid voice. A sense of something unusual made her trem-
ble, as if it were a ghost. Sammy rolled his eyes over his pie,
"You'll see what I'm goin' to do," replied Mrs. Penn.
" If you're through, Nanny, I want you to go up-stairs an'
pack up your things ; an' I want you, Sammy, to help me
take down the bed in the bedroom."
" Oh, mother, what for ?" gasped Nanny.
"You'll see."
Duriaof the next few hours a feat was performed by this
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simple, pious New England mother which was equal in its
way to Wolfe's storming of the Heights of Abraham. It
took no more genius and audacity of bravery for Wolfe to
cheer his wondering soldiers up those steep precipices, un^
der the sleeping eyes of the enemy, than for Sarah Penn, at
the head of her children, to move all their little household
goods into the new barn while her husband was away.
Nanny and Sammy followed their mother's instructions
without a murmur ; indeed, they were overawed. There is a
certain uncanny and superhuman quality about all such
purely original undertakings as their mother's was to them.
Nanny went back and forth with her light loads, and Sam-
my tugged with sober energy.
At five o'clock in the afternoon the little house in which
the Penns had lived for forty years had emptied itself into
the new barn.
Every builder builds somewhat for unknown purposes,
and is in a measure a prophet. The architect of Adoni-
ram Penn's barn, while he designed it for the comfort of
four-footed animals, had planned better than he knew for
the comfort of humans. Sarah Penn saw at a glance its
possibilities. Those great box-stalls, with quilts hung before
them, would make better bedrooms than the one she had
occupied for forty years, and there was a tight carriage-
room. The harness-room, with its chimney and shelves,
would make a kitchen of her dreams. The great middle
space would make a parlor, by-and-by, fit for a palace.
Up stairs there was as much room as down. With parti-
tions and windows, what a house would there be ! Sarah
looked at the row of stanchions before the allotted space for
cows, and reflected that she would have her front entry there.
At six o'clock the stove was up in the harness-room,
the kettle was boiling, and the table set for tea. It looked
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almost as home-like as the abandoned house across Ae
yard had ever done. The young hired man milked, and
Sarah directed him calmly to bring the milk to the new
barn. He came gaping, dropping little blots of foam from
the brimming pails on the grass. Before the next morning
he had spread the story of Adoniram Penn's wife moving
into the new barn all over the little village. Men assembled
in the store and talked it over, women with shawls over
their heads scuttled into each other's houses before their
work was done. Any deviation from the ordinary course
of life in this quiet town was enough to stop all progress in
it. Everybody paused to look at the staid, independent
figure on the side track. There was a difference of opinion
with regard to her. Some held her to be insane ; some, of
a lawless and rebellious spirit.
Friday the minister went to see her. It was in the
forenoon, and she was at the barn door shelling pease for
dinner. She looked up and returned his salutation with
dignity, then she went on with her work. She did not
invite him in. The saintly expression of her face remained
fixed, but there was an angry flush over it.
The minister stood awkwardly before her, and talked.
She handled the pease as if they were bullets. At last she
looked up, and her eyes showed the spirit that her meek
front had covered for a lifetime.
" There ain't no use talkin', Mr. Hersey," said she. " I've
thought it all over an' over, an' I believe I'm doin' what's
right. I've made it the subject of prayer, an' it's betwixt
me an' the Loi-d an' Adoniram. There ain't no call for
nobody else to worry about it."
" Well, of course, if you have brought it to the Lord li>
prayer, and feel satisfied that you are doing right, Mrs.
Penn," said the minister, helplessly. His thin gray-bearded
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fiice was pathetic. He was a sickly man ; his youthful
confidence had cooled ; he had to scourge himself up to
some of his pastoral duties as relentlessly as a Catholic
ascetic, and then he was prostrated by the smart
'' I think it's right jest as much as I think it was right
for our forefathers to come over from the old country 'cause
they didn't have what belonged to 'em," said Mrs. Peniu
She arose. The barn threshold might have been Plymouth
Rock from her bearing. '^ I don't doubt you mean well,
Mr. Hersey," said she, " but there are things people hadn't
ought to interfere with. I've been a member of the church
for over forty year. I've got my own mind an' my own
feet, an' I'm goin' to think my own thoughts an^ go my own
ways, an' nobody but the Lord is goin' to dictate to me
unless I've a mind to have him. Won't you come in an*
set down ? How is Mis' Hersey ?"
*'She is well, I thank you," replied the minister. He
added some more perplexed apologetic remarks; then he
retreated.
He could expound the intricacies of every character
study in the Scriptures, he was competent to grasp the
Pilgrim Fathers and all historical innovators, but Sarah
Penn was beyond him. He could deal with primal cases,
but parallel ones worsted him. But, after all, although it
was aside from his province, he wondered more how Adoni-
ram Penn would deal with his wife than how the Lord
would. Everybody shared the wonder. When Adoniram's
four new cows arrived, Sarah ordered three to be put in
the old barn, the other in the house shed where the cook-
ing-stove had stood. That added to the excitement It was
whispered that all four cows were domiciled in the house.
Towards sunset on Saturday, when Adoniram was e»
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pected home, there was a knot of men in the road near the
new barn. The hired man had milked, but he still hung
around the premises. Sarah Penn had supper all ready.
There were brown-bread and baked beans and a custard
pie ; it was the supper that Adoniram loved on a Saturday
night She had on a clean calico, and she bore herself
imperturbably. Nanny and Sammy kept close at her heels.
Their eyes were large, and Nanny was full of nervous
tremors. Still there was to them more pleasant excite-
ment than anything else. An inborn confidence in their
mother over their father asserted itself.
Sammy looked out of the harness-room window. " There
he is," he announced, in an awed whisper. He and Nanny
peeped around the casing. Mrs. Penn kept on about her
work. The children watched Adoniram leave the new horse
standing in the drive while he went to the house door. It
was fastened. Then he went around to the shed. That
door was seldom locked, even when the family was away.
The thought how her father would be confronted by the cow
flashed upon Nanny. There was a hysterical sob in her
throat. Adoniram emerged from the shed and stood look-
ing about in a dazed fashion. His lips moved; he was
saying something, but they could not hear what it was.
The hired man was peeping around a comer of the old
barn, but nobody saw him.
Adoniram took the new horse by the bridle and led him
across the yard to the new bam. Nanny and Sammy slunk
close to their mother. The bam doors rolled back, and
there stood Adoniram, with the long mild face of the great
Canadian farm horse looking over his shoulder.
Nanny kept behind her mother, but Sammy stepped sud<
denly forward, and stood in front of her.
Adoniram stared at the group. '^ What on airth you all