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Au,tobiogra|thy 


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Samuel  Sterling  Sherman 


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DEDICATED   TO 
MY    FAMILY  AND    RELATIVES 


The  Sherman  family  is  of  German  extraction. 
In  the  fatherland,  the  name,  Sherman,  Shearman, 
Schnrman,  Schurmann,  often  occurs  and  was 
doubtless  transferred  many  centuries  ago  to  the 
vicinity  of  London,  by  Saxon  emigration,*  where 
itr  still  remains.  From  this  metropolitan  stock  a 
scion  was  transplanted  to  Dedham.  County  Essex, 
England,  which  long  flourished  and  sent  forth 
other  shoots.  ♦ 

The  name  is  derived  from  the  original  occupa- 
tion of  the  family,  for  they  were  cloth  dressers  or 
shearers  of  cloth.  The  family  at  Dedham  retained 
the  same  occupation,  also  the  same  coat  of  arms, 
as  those  in  and  about  London. — History  of  Strat- 
ford  and  Bridgeport,  Conn. 


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FAMILY  LINEAGE 

It  appears  that  two  or  more  distinct  families 
by  the  name  of  Sherman  settled  in  the  neighbor- 
hood of  Boston,  at  an  early  day.  The  genealogy 
of  that  from  which  my  own  family  is  derived  is 
given,  in  the  valuable  book  quoted  on  the  preced- 
ing page,  as  follows: 

I.  Sherman,  Henry,  the  first  of  whom  any 
record  is  obtainable,  was  born  in  Ded- 
ham.  County  Essex,  England,  and  died 
in  1589;  married  Agnes  Butler,  who 
died  in  Dedham,  1580. 

II.  Henry  2d,  son  of  the  preceding,  born  in 
Dedham;  married  Susan  Hills;  died 
in  1610. 

III.  Edmund,  son  of  Henry  2d  and  Susan 

(Hills)  ;  born  in  1611 ;  married  Judith 
Angier;  settled  in  Watertown,  Mass., 
in  1632.  He  removed  to  Wethersfield, 
Conn.,  about  1636,  and  thence  to  New 
Haven,  where  he  died. 

IV.  Samuel,  son  of  Edmund  and  Judith  (An- 

gler) ;    born    in    England ;    came    to 


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America  with  his  parents  when  he  was 
fourteen  years  old.  He  probably  re- 
moved with  them  to  Wethersfield, 
Conn.,  where  he  married  Sarah  ]\Iitch- 
ell.  He  removed  to  Stratford  in  1650 
and  became  a  prominent  and  substan- 
tial citizen.  He  was  a  member  of  the 
Committee,  or  Court,  that  declared 
war  against  the  Pequots.  He  served 
the  public  so  well,  in  numerous  other 
offices,  that  the  General  Court  granted 
him  two  hundred  and  fifty  acres  of 
land,  upon  the  New  Haven  River, 
"whereof  fifty  acres  may  be  meadow, 
so  it  is  out  of  the  town."  From  this 
Samuel  Sherman  are  descended  Sena- 
tor John  Sherman  and  Gen.  W.  T. 
Sherman  and  my  own  family.  Roger 
Sherman,  signer  of  the  Declaration  of 
Independence  and  Senator  from  Con- 
necticut, was  descended  from  John, 
another  son  of  Edmund. 

V.  SiiERM.vN,  Benjamin,  son  of  Samuel 
and  Sarah  (Mitchell)  ;  married  Re- 
bekah  Phippany;  died  in  1741,  aged 
eighty  years. 

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A^I.  Enos,  sou  of  Benjamin  and  Rel^ekah 
Phii)i)any;  horn  in  1699;  married  Abi- 
L;ail  Walker. 

VII.     J(j.siAii,     son     of     Enos     and     Abigail 
(Walker);    born    in     1729;    married 
■  Miriam  Gregory;  died  in   1815;  aged 
eiglity-six. 

\'11I.  ]\X(jcii,  sun  (jf  Josiah  and  ]\Iiriam  Greg- 
ory; burn  October  3,  1762;  married 
Catherine  Seeley ;  died  in  West  Rupert, 
Vt.,  ]\Iarch  30,  1849. 

Children  of  Encjch  and  Catherine  (Seeley) 
Sherman : 

Seeley,  married  Betsey  Phillips. 
Levi,  married  Jerusha  Bennett. 
Catherine,  married  Jacob  K.  Drew. 
.Sterling,  married  Jane  Noble. 
Jemima,  married  Xathan  W.  Wilson, 
IsPiac,  married  Louisa  Uising. 

]\ly  father  was  the  third  son  of  Enoch  and 
Catherine  (Seeley)  Sherman,  lie  was  born  in 
Sandgate,  Benningtrm  County,  \'t.,  August  17, 
1794;  married  Jane  Xoble;  died  in  West  Rupert, 
\'t.,  Seiilember  2~ .  i8<\S. 

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GENEALOGY  OF  THE  NOBLE  FAMILY 

I.  Noble,  Thomas,  born  in  England  in 
1632;  died  in  Westfield,  Mass.,  Janu- 
ary 20,  1704;  married  Hannah  Warri- 
ner,  of  Westfield,  Mass. 

II.  Noble,  Luke,  son  of  Thomas  and  Han- 

nah (Warriner)  ;  born  July  15,  1675; 
was  called  "Sergeant  Luke" ;  married 
Hannah  Stebbins;  was  a  farmer  in 
Westfield,  Mass. 

III.  Moses,  son  of  "Sergeant  Luke,"  and  Han- 

nah (Stebbins)  Noble;  born  in  West- 
field,  ]\Iass.,  April,  1710;  died  in 
Southwick,  Mass.,  June  13,  1771 ;  mar- 
ried Mary  Grant,  February  2,  1731. 

IV.  Reuben,  son  of  Moses  and  Mary  (Grant) 

Noble;  born  in  Westfield,  Mass.,  June 
9,  1732;  married  Ann  Ferguson,  as 
first  wife,  and  Mrs.  Scott,  as  second 
wife. 
V.  Luke,  son  of  Reuben  and  Ann  (Fergu- 
son) Noble;  born  in  Southwick,  Mass., 
February  24,  1761;  married  Mary 
McCleary,  of  Mithuen,  Mass.;  died  in 
West  Rupert,  Vt.,  August  9,  1848. 

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Children    of    Luke    and    Mary     (McCleary) 
Noble : 

Luke,  married  IMartha  Sargent. 
Polly,  never  married. 
Jane,  married  Sterling  Sherman. 
Martha,  married  David  Colton. 
The  following  are  the  children  of  Sterling  and 
Jane  (Noble)  Sherman: 

I.  Samuel  Sterling,  born  November  24, 
1815;  married  Eliza  Dewey;  is  now 
living  in  Chicago,  111. 

IL  Charles  Austex,  born  August  28,  1818; 
married  Laura  Graves  Burton;  died  in 
West  Rupert,  Vt.,  May  4,  1889. 

in.  Henry  Osman,  born  March  23,  1820; 
married  Huldah  Ingersoll ;  died  May 
24,  1907,  at  Elkhart,  Ind. ;  buried  at 
Rosehill  Cemetery,  near  Chicago,  111. 

IV.  Catherine  Jane,  born  June  6,  1821; 
married  Stephen  ]\I.  Murdock ;  died  in 
Detroit.  ]\Iich.,  July  2,  1876;  buried  in 
Milwaukee,  Wis. 

V.  Willl\m  AIcCleary,  born  October  i, 
1822;  married  Hannah  Lewis;  died  in 
Thomasville,  Ga.,  January  26,  1891 ; 
buried  in  Milwaukee,  Wis. 

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VI.  Omer  Byron,  born  April  i8,  1824;  mar- 

ried Caroline  Porter;  died  June  15, 
1890;  buried  in  New  Hampton,  Iowa, 
where  his  family  still  resides. 

VII.  Enoch,  born  February  24,  1826;  married 

Lauretta  Walton;  died  in  Eagle,  Wis., 
March  24,  1900, 
VIII.     Jesse  Seeley,  born  February  7,    1828; 
married  Lucinda  Woodard ;  is  now  liv- 
ing in  Salem,  N.  Y. 
IX.     Mary  Eliza,  born  October  7,   1829;  is 
unmarried    and    lives    in    Milwaukee, 
Wis.,  1910. 
X.     Martha  Maria,  born  October  30,  183 1 ; 
married  Asa  McNitt,  who  died  Sep- 
tember  20,    1864;   died   in   Pasadena, 
Cal.,  July  12,  1910. 
Both  of  my  grandfathers  served  in  the  War 
of  Independence,  and  during  the  latter  part  of 
their  lives  received  small  pensions,   which  they 
valued  chiefly  as  a  recognition  of  patriotic  serv- 
ices, for  they  were  farmers  in  comfortable  cir- 
cumstances and  near  neighbors,  in  West  Rupert, 
Vt.    My  father's  father  served  in  the  ranks,  under 
Lafayette.     He  also  witnessed  the  execution  of 
Major  Andre.     My   father's  mother,   Catherine 
Seeley,  who  was  born  in  Weston,  Conn.,  Septem- 

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ber  1 6,  1765,  was  the  daughter  of  Samuel  Seeley, 
who  was  killed  in  battle  at  Bridgeport,  Conn., 
April  27,  1777.  She  died  in  1859,  at  the  age  of 
ninety-four,  her  mind  bright  and  memory  good 
to  the  end  of  life.  She  gave  me  the  following 
account  of  her  father's  death,  only  a  few  days 
before  her  own  death: 

He  was  a  captain  of  minute  men  at  the  time 
the  British  invaded  Connecticut.  The  messenger 
who  brought  him  the  news  that  the  British  had 
landed  found  him  in  the  field  plowing.  She,  her- 
self, then  some  ten  or  twelve  years  old,  and  de- 
votedly attached  to  her  father,  was  with  him,  fol- 
lowing in  the  furrow  behind  the  plow.  Without 
waiting  to  unloose  the  oxen,  he  ran  to  the  house; 
she  followed  as  fast  as  she  could  and  met  him  at 
the  door  equipped  with  uniform  and  sword.  He 
gave  her  a  parting  kiss  and  was  gone.  The  next 
day  he  was  brought  home  a  corpse,  a  literal  illus- 
tration of  ]\Irs.  Sigourney's  patriotic  lines: 

They  left  the  ploughshare  in  the  mold, 
Their  flocks  and  herds  without  a  fold, 
And  mustered  in  their  simple  dress, 
For  wrong  to  seek  a  stern  redress,  etc. 

I 
Soon  after  the  war  (in  1784)  my  grandfather 

took  his  young  wife  upon  the  pillion  of  his  saddle 
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•and  started  west,  "to  grow  up  with  the  country." 
He  located  a  claim  in  Bennington  County,  west 
of  the  Green  Mountains,  in  the  disputed  territory 
then  known  as  the  "New  Hampshire  Grants,"  but 
was  uncertain  to  what  state  he  owed  allegiance 
until  Vermont  was  admitted  to  the  Union  in  1791'. 
He  lived  in  the  rugged  town  of  Sandgate  until 
1807,  when,  falling  in  love  with  the  charming 
valley,  then  called  White  Creek  Meadows  in  the 
adjoining  town  of  Rupert,  bordering  on  the  State 
of  New  York,  he  purchased  a  considerable  tract 
of  land,  built  himself  a  comfortable  home  and  be- 
came a  large  and  prosperous  farmer.  To  him 
were  born  four  sons  and  three  daughters,  all  of 
whom  he  was  able  to  settle  on  good  farms  in  that 
beautiful  valley,  and  not  far  from  the  old  home- 
stead, which  still  remains  in  possession  of  one  of 
his  descendants.  His  youngest  son,  Isaac,  was 
.  liberally  educated.  After  graduating  frOm  Union 
College  he  studied  law,  but  the  profession' proved 
uncongenial  and  he  devoted  most  of  his  life  to 
farminir. 


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II 

YOUTH  AND  EDUCATION 

My  father,  Sterling  Sherman,  was  the  third 
son.  My  mother  was  the  danghter  of  a  neighbor- 
ing farmer,  Luke  Noble.  To  them  were  born  seven 
sons  and  three  daughters..  My  father  was  an  en- 
terprising and  successful  farmer,  but  took  enough 
interest  in  public  affairs  to  represent  his  fellow- 
citizens  in  the  State  Legislature  occasionally. 

]jut  the  lovely  valley  at  length  became  too 
strait  for  the  rapidly  increasing  Sherman  fami- 
lies; there  was  no  longer  room  for  the  ambitious 
fledglings  to  spread  their  wings.  Some  sought 
homes  across  the  line  in  "York  State"  ;  the  fresher 
lands  of  the  far  West  attracted  others,  and  some 
embarked  in  other  pursuits.  Now  only  two  or 
three  of  the  name  are  found  in  all  that  beautiful 
valley.  Strangers  sit  by  the  old  familiar  hearth- 
stones and  bask  in  the  shade  of  the  sugar  maples 
which  our  fathers  planted  to  adorn  the  roadside; 
but.  we  all  hold  in  loving  remembrance  this  home 
of  our  childhood  and  feel  in  our  hearts, 

There  is  in  the  wide  world  no  valley  so  sweet, 
As  that  in  whose  bosom  the  brieht  waters  meet. 


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My  early  years  were  passed  on  my  father's 
farm,  with  such  educational  advantages  as  the 
district  school  afforded.  When  old  enough  to 
perform  light  farm  work  I  went  to  school  only 
in  the  winter;  and  such  winters!  They  seemed 
colder  and  crisper  and  the  snows  deeper  than  now ; 
and  the  moons  larger  and  brighter;  the  evenings 
longer  and  more  favorable  to  social  gatherings 
and  apple-bees,  to  sleigh-rides,  spelling  matches 
and  singing  schools !  And  how  I  regretted  having 
no  ear  for  music,  a  grievous  defect  in  my  mental 
organization;  one  that  has  caused  many  regrets 
and  the  loss  of  much  of  life's  pleasures.  And 
now  in  my  ninety-fifth  year  how  strange  it  seems, 
with  so  much  gone  of  life  and  love,  to  still  live 
on! 

My  father  owned  a  mountain  farm  called  the 
Reed  Lot,  where  sheep  were  kept  in  large  num- 
bers from  early  spring  until  late  in  the  fall,  when 
they  were  transferred  to  a  meadow  farm  that  he 
owned  near  Salem,  where  hay  was  stored  in  large 
quantities  during  the  summer. 

The  winter  after  I  was  fifteen,  it  was  my  lot 
to  board  with  the  farm  tenant  and  look  after  and 
feed  the  sheep.  I  also  attended  the  district  school. 
The  following  spring  I  attended  the  academy  in 
Salem  one  term.  In  the  fall  of  this  year  mycousin, 

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Enoch  S.  Sherman,  was  going  to  New  Hampton, 
N.  H.,  to  school  and  urged  me  to  accompany  him. 
My  health  was  never  robust,  and  my  father,  fear- 
ing that  I  would  not  make  a  good  "farm  hand," 
gave  me  the  choice  of  remaining  on  the  farm  or 
going  to  college.  I  chose  the  latter  alternative, 
and  accompanied  my  cousin  to  New  Hampton,  to 
begin  studies  preparatory  to  college. 

The  school  at  New  Hampton  had  considerable 
reputation  in  those  days,  but  I  hear  nothing  of  it 
now.  After  some  months,  feeling  aggrieved  be- 
cause I  had  to  suffer  for  the  misdeeds  of  other 
students,  I  withdrew  and  continued  my  prepara- 
tory studies  at  an  excellent  academy  in  East  Ben- 
nington, Vt. 


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in 

COLLEGE  STUDENT  AND  DISTRICT  SCHOOL  TEACHER 

In  Septemljer,  1834,  at  the  age  of  nineteen,  I 
entered  Middlebnry  College.  This  college  was 
chartered  in  1800.  There  was  no  State  Univer- 
sity to  antagonize  its  aspirations,  for  the  Univer- 
sity of  Vermont,  the  college  at  Burlington,  was 
chartered  the  same  year.  Harvard,  Yale  and 
other  older  and  richer  colleges  did  not  cast  a 
blighting  shadow  on  younger  and  less  prosperous 
ones.  In  fact,  Dr.  Timothy  Dwight,  the  famous 
President  of  Yale,  was  its  sponsor,  having  discov- 
ered that  "the  sober  and  religious  character  of 
the  inhabitants  rendered  Middlebury  a  very  desir- 
able centre  for  such  an  institute."  He  also  dele- 
gated a  member  of  his  own  Faculty  to  serve  as 
its  first  President,  and  otherwise  aided  in  its  or- 
ganization. But  the  community,  though  "sober 
and  religious,"  was  not  wealthy,  and  the  college 
began  and  continued  for  some  years  in  a  small 
frame  buifding  and  without  endowment.  When 
I  entered,  the  accommodations  were  still  meager, 
but  there  was  a  competent  Faculty  and  good 
undergraduate  work  was  done;  that  is,  good  work 
for  the  times.     As  in  other  colleges  of  the  period, 

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Latin  and  Greek  and  Mathematics  were  the  prin- 
cipal studies  of  the  Freshman  and  Sophomore 
years,  and  most  of  the  instruction  was  given  by 
"tutors."  In  the  Junior  and  Senior  years  we 
came  mostly  under  the  professors,  while  the  ven- 
erable President  had  charge  of  the  class  in  Mental 
and  Moral  Philosophy,  All  subjects  were  taught 
from  textbooks,  the  contents  of  which  we  were 
expected  to  master  and  then  give  the  substance 
orally.  In  Natural  Philosophy,  which  included 
many  subjects  now  classed  as  distinct  sciences, 
there  were  a  few  illustrations,  accompanied  by 
oral  explanations,  called  "lectures."  There  was 
a  chemical  laboratory  and  lecture  room  adjoining; 
but  lectures  were  few  and  no  student  ever  saw 
the  inside  of  the  laboratory,  except  the  one  who 
sometimes  assisted  the  professor  in  preparing  his 
experiments.  In  Astronomy  the  only  piece  of  ap- 
paratus I  ever  heard  of  was  a  small  telescope, 
which  no  one  ever  looked  through,  and  if  he  did 
he  coulS  not  see  anything. 

My  class  entered  sixty-five  strong  and  re- 
ceived many  accessions  during  the  first  two  years, 
but  only  forty  received  diplomas.  I  believe  this 
was  the  largest  class  that  had  graduated  from 
Middlebury  at  that  time.  Since  then  the  col- 
lege  has   had   a   varied   experience.     Better  en- 

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dowed  colleges  and  universities  have  multiplied, 
and  the  best  equipped  have  naturally  secured  the 
largest  patronage.  At  the  semi-centennial  of 
my  class,  in  1888,  the  outgoing  class  numbered 
only  six,  while  thirteen  of  the  class  that  gradu- 
ated fifty  years  before  were  seated  on  the  plat- 
form, and  six  others  were  known  to  be  living. 
Since  then,  however,  the  college  has  acquired 
new  life.  At  the  centennial  celebration  in  1900 
it  was  announced  that  a  liberal  course  of  elec- 
tive studies  had  been  provided,  the  standard  of 
scholarship  raised,  and  a  more  auspicious  era 
had  dawned.  Gifts,  including  the  Starr  Library 
and  Warner  Science  Hall,  of  more  than  four 
hundred  and  fifty  thousand  dollars  had  recently 
been  received. 

During  my  Freshman  year  I  won  the  Par- 
kerian  prize  for  declamation,  but  the  professor 
having  charge  of  that  fund  offered  me  a  well- 
worn  copy  of  the  "Spectator,"  instead  of  the 
money,  which  he  retained.  I  declined  to  receive 
the  book,  and  have  no  tangible  evidence  of  the 
honor. 

Like  many  other  students,  I  reduced  expenses 
and  earned  a  little  money  by  teaching  a  district 
school  in  winter  during  my  Freshman  and  Sopho- 
more years.     I   still  have  pleasant  recollections 

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of  a  snug  little  schoolhouse  that  nestled  beside 
a  small  lake  among  the  hills  of  Sudbury,  some 
eighteen  miles  from  Middlebury,  where  I  taught, 
as  I  then  thought,  a  model  school,  at  the  munifi- 
cent salary  of  twelve  dollars  a  month  the  first 
winter  and  fifteen  dollars  a  month  the  second 
winter. 

A  simple  incident  of  this,  my  first  school, 
made  a  lasting  impression  on  my  mind.  A  bright 
miss  of  some  fourteen  or  fifteen  years  had  not 
studies  enough  to  occupy  her  time  and  I  sug- 
gested that  she  might  take  up  English  grammar 
to  advantage.  She  replied,  very  properly,  that 
she  would  consult  her  mother.  The  next  morn- 
ing she  brought  in  this  reply :  "Mother  says  I 
must  not  touch  a  grammar,  for  she  herself 
studied  one  three  weeks  once  and  was  never  able 
to  learn  anything  afterward."  Now  I  could 
sympathize  with  that  mother,  for  I  verily  believe 
that  if  I  had  abandoned  grammar  after  laboring 
three  months  on  Murray  and  Kftrkham  I  should 
have  had  very  little  courage  to  attempt  the  mas- 
tery of  2fny  other  subject.  How  great  the  im- 
provement in  elementary  school  books  in  the  past 
fifty  years! 

The  following  is  also  a  pleasant  reminder  of 
this  same  school:     Mrs.  C,  an  elderly  lady  and 

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wife  of  a  professor  in  a  well-known  western  col- 
lege, called  on  me  in  Chicago  a  few  years  ago 
and  told  me  that  she  had  been  a  pupil  of  mine 
in  that  school  in  Sudbury;  that  her  father^s 
family  were  so  much  attached  to  me  that  they 
all  went  to  Middlebury  to  see  me  graduate  and 
had  kept  track  of  me  as  long  as  they  lived;  but 
now  her  father  and  mother  and  brother  and  sister 
had  all  passed  away,  and  she  thought  it  would 
relieve  the  loneliness  of  life  to  see  and  renew 
the  acquaintance  and  friendship  of  her  earliest 
teacher.  This  attachment  of  pupils  to  teachers, 
of  which  I  have  enjoyed  many  examples,  is  one 
of  the  grateful  compensations  of  a  very  laborious 
life. 

In  the  fall  of  my  Junior  year  I  obtained  leave 
of  absence  for  some  months  that  I  might  serve  as 
assistant  principal  of  the  Academy  in  Hancock, 
N.  H. ;  but  I  was  soon  taken  very  sick  with 
typhoid  fever.  X  My  recovery  being  considered 
doubtful  my  parents  \vere  sent  for,  but  skillful 
physicians,  with  one  of  whom  I  boarded,  and 
the  careful  nursing  of  my  mother  and  others, 
preserved  my  life.  When  able  to  travel  I  was 
carried  to  my  Vermont  home  to  remain  and  re- 
cuperate until  the  spring  term  of  college,  when 
I  resumed  my  studies. 

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I  also  taught  a  private  school  during  the 
winter  of  my  Senior  year  in  my  native  town. 

I  do  not  remember  that  my  college  years  were 
marked  by  anything  unusual  in  student  life;  al- 
ways industrious  and  a  fair  scholar,  I  passed  the 
four  years  without  friction  and  cherish  only  the 
pleasantest  recollections  of  both  Faculty  and 
students. 

Early  in  my  Sophomore  year  I  made  a  pro- 
fession of  religion.  This  occurred  during  a  pro- 
tracted meeting  held  at  the  Congregational 
Church  and  conducted  by  Mr.  Burchard,  a  noted 
evangelist  of  that  period.  I  united  with  the 
Baptist  Church  in  Rupert  during  the  following 
summer. 

A  college  education  was  easily  obtained  in 
those  days.  Everything  was  cheap,  tuition, 
board,  clothing,  etc.  The  most  I  ever  paid  for 
boardj  including  room,  fuel  and  lights,  was  $2.50 
a  week,  in  the  best  private  families;  and  the 
studies  for  the  winter  teem  were  such  and  so 
arranged  that  an  industrious  student  could  teach 
a  <listrict  school  three  months,  the  usual  length 
of  the  winter  school,  and  not  fall  behind  his  class. 
My  father  was  not  penurious ;  he  never  failed  to 
supply  all  the  money  I  asked  for  and  I  was  not 
more  economical  than  the  majority  of  my  class- 

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I- 

mates;  yet  the  whole  six  years  of  my  preparatory 
and  college  course  did  not  cost  him  one  thousand 
dollars  in  cash.  Alost  of  my  clothing  was  sup- 
plied from  home  and  he  usually  carried  me  back 
and  forth,  so  that  traveling  expenses  were  light. 

My  class  contained  several  men  of  good  abili- 
ties, Sift  none  of  them  has  made  a  jDrilliant  record. 
i\Iany  became  preachers,  some  lawyers,  others 
doctors  and  teachers;  a  few  engaged  at  once  in 
business  pursuits.  In  those  days  a  college  grad- 
uate was  expected  to  aim  higher  than  the  farm 
from  W'hich  he  usually  sprang,  except  in  the 
South,  where  a  planter's  life  was  the  ne  plus  ultra 
of  a  gentleman's  aspirations.  So  far  as  I  know, 
only  one  of  those  who  entered  the 'ministry  (the 
Rev,  Byron  Sunderland)  has  been  honored  with 
the  degree  of  D.  D.,  while  none  but  myself  has 
received  the  degree  of  LL.  D.,  conferred  by  the 
William  Jewell  College  in  1876,  and  by  my  alma 
mater  in  1888. 

I  reached  the  Conclusion  of  my  college  course 
without  looking  far  beyond.  I  had  no  object  in 
view  when  I  entered,  and  the  course  of  studies  in 
the  colleges  of  that  day  did  not  tend  to  discover 
or  develop  special  talents.  It  was  a  sort  of  bed 
of  Procrustes,  adapted  to  the  capacity  of  the 
average  student,  and  all  others  must  be  adapted 

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to  it.  It  was  constructed  on  the  abstract  prin- 
ciple of  developing  and  strengthening  the  mind, 
and  \va*s,  perhaps,  a  good  preparation  for  the 
study  of  the  so-called  learned  professions,  and 
served  as  a  vestibule  to  their  temple.  It  was  also 
in  the  direct  line  of  the  teacher's  vocation,  n  As 
the  latter  was  the  only  pursuit  for  which  I  felt 
in  any  degree  qualified,  I  determined  to  teach  for 
a  few  years,  at  least. 


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SEEKING  A  WARMER  CLIMATE 

Health  prompted  me  to  seek  a  warm  climate. 
On  mentioning  my  wishes  to  Professor  Fowler, 
whai^iad  recently  spent  a  winter,  in  South  Caro- 
lina, he  said  that  he  had  some  acquaintance  with 
the  Rev.  Dr.  Manly,  an  eminent  Baptist  minister 
of  Charleston,  and  kindly  volunteered  to  inquire 
of  him  if  there  was  some  opening  for  me  in  that 
city.  Meantime,  Dr.  Manly  had  been  elected 
President  of  the  University  of  Alabama  and  had 
removed  to  Tuscaloosa,  but  the  letter  was  for- 
warded and  the  Doctor  replied  promptly,  assur- 
ing him  that  a  competent  teacher  would  do  well 
in  Tuscaloosa  and  inviting  me  to  come  there  at 
once.     This  I  decided  to  do. 

The  journey  was  long  and  tedious  at  best,  but 
was  made  longer  by  unexpected  delays.  There 
were  few  railroads  in  those  days  and  only  one 
of  considerable  length  lay  in  my  direction.  That 
was  the  road  from  Charleston,  S.  C,  to  Augusta, 
Ga.  On  reaching  New  York  I  learned  that  yel- 
low fever  was  prevailing  in  Charleston.  This 
made  it  necessary  for  me  to  go  by  way  of  Savan- 
nah.    There  had  been  two  steamers  plying  be- 

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tween  New  York  and  Savannah,  but  one  of  them, 
The  Home,  had  recently  been  bunied,  and  the 
other 'was  disabled,  so  I  had  to  \vaij|^  New  York 
more  than  a  week  for  a  sailing  vessel. 

On  reaching  Savannah,  after  a  week  on  the 
water,  I  found  the  only  means  of  leaving  the 
city  was  by  a  tri-weekly  stage  to  Macon.  An- 
other vessel  arrived  the  day  before  ours  and  its 
passengers  had  secured  all  the  seats  for  three 
weeks  in  ^vance.  Our  people  tried  to  hire  an 
extra,  but  none  could  be  had  for  so  long  a  jour- 
ney. Of  course  I  regretted  this  delay,  but  there 
were  two  classmates  and  other  good  company 
with  me  and  we  resolved  to  make  the  best  of 
our  necessity  by  familiarizing  ourselves  with  one 
of  the  oldest  and  largest  cities  in  the  "South.  I 
was  especially  interested  in  the  broad  streets, 
with  their  quadruple  rows  of  venerable  "Pride-, 
of  China"  trees,  in  the  profusion  of  flowering 
plants,  most  of  which  were  quite  new  to  me,  and 
in  the  wonderful  luxuriance  of  the  semi-tropical 
vegetation.  The  cofton  plantations  and  the 
golden  rice  fields  were  also  new  to  me;  and  the 
slaves,  apparently  more  numerous  than  the  whites, 
were  especial  objects  of  interest;  so  respectful,  so 
merry  and  light  of  heart,  that  one  might  think 
they  never  had  a  care  or  serious  thought. 

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One  thing  -did  not  impress  me  so  favorably, 
and  that  was  the  cemetery.  Nature  and  art  had 
done  much  to  beautify  this  home  of  the  dead, 
but  I  noticed  that  nearly  all  of  the  tenants  who 
had  passed  life's  middle  age  were  sojourners, 
born  in  one  of  the  Northern  states  or  in  some 
foreign- country.  It  was  recorded  of  very  few 
that  they  were  natives  of  Georgia  or  of  any 
other  Southern  state.  I  was  also  impressed  by 
the  large  proportion  of  church-goers  who  wore 
habiliments  of  mourning.  Hence  I  inferred  that 
the  climate  of  Savannah  was  not  favorable  to 
longevity.  Another  incident  increased  my  desire 
to  leave  the  city :  Inquiries  were  made  at  our 
hotel,  the  Pulaski  House,  for  the  names  of  all 
lodgers  of  military  age,  as  the  authorities  were 
about  making  a  draft  of  volunteers,  to  send 
against  the  Seminole  Indians,  who  were  giving 
much  trouble  on  the  southern  border  of  the 
state  and  in  Florida.  Though  in  no  danger  of 
being  impressed  into  this  service,  I  was  quite 
willing  to  resume  my  journey. 

At  this  time,  about  forty  miles  of  railroad 
had  been  constructed  from  Savannah  toward 
Macon,  but  work  had  been  suspended  on  ac- 
count of  financial  troubles.  The  road  terminated 
in  a  low,  sandy  pine  forest,  where  stages  took 

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up  the  passengers  and  carried  them  to  Macon. 
This  was  my  first  railroad  travel.  I  soon  had 
another  short  railroad  journey  of  about  thirty 
miles,  just  before  reaching  Montgomery,  Ala., 
but  this  road  was  in  such  wretched  condition  that 
the  passengers  sometimes  ran  ahead  of  the  loco- 
motive to  see  that  the  rails  were  in  place.  With 
these  two  exceptions,  about  seventy  miles,  the 
journey  from  Savannah  to  Tuscaloosa,  via  Ma- 
con and  Columbus,  Ga.,  Montgomery  and  Selma, 
Ala.,  was  made  by  stage.  But  stage  travel  in 
those  days  and  in  that  country  had  its  pleasures — 
when  one  got  used  to  it.  The  coaches  were 
strong  and  roomy,  the  horses  were  good,  and 
when  the  weather  was  good  and  the  roads  passa- 
ble the  speed  was  quite  equal  to  that  of  some  of 
the  early  railroads.  '  I  often  enjoyed  riding  on 
the  box  with  the  good-natured,  loquacious  Jehu, 
and  picking  up  from  him  information  of  the 
country  and  the  people.  I  remember  on  this 
journey,  when  sitting  beside  the  driver  one  night, 
in  the  primitive  forest  of  eastern  Alabama,  that 
he  called  my  attention  to  a  pile  of  bones  and 
other  rubbish  beside  the  road,  and  gravely  in- 
formed me  that  that  was  all  there  was  left  of  a 
coach,  horses  and  passengers,  captured  by  the 
Muscogee  Indians  a  year  or  two  before. 

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SOUTHERN    CAMP    MEETING 

On  reaching  Montgomery  I  resolved  to  inter- 
rupt my  journey  by  visiting  a  couple  of  class- 
mates. They  had  spent  a  vacation  with  me  at 
ray  home  in  Vermont,  and  I  imagined  they  would 
be  glad  to  reciprocate  the  favor,  so  I  took  a  stage 
to  Wetumpka  and  went  thence  on  horseback  to 
Talladega  county,  following  a  blind  trail  of 
blazed  trees  most  of  the  way,  for  most  of  the 
country  was  newly  settled.  I  found  my  friends 
at  a  Presbyterian  camp-meeting  and  remained 
wnth  them  two  days. 

This  camp-meeting  was  a  well-known  institu- 
tion. A  grove  of  several  acres  had  been  enclosed 
and  comfortable  log  cabins  built  around  the  bor- 
der; in  the  center  ample  space  was  roofed  over 
and  provided  with  benches;  near  tlie  center  was 
a  large  platform  with  desk  and  chairs  for  the 
preachers.  Patrons  living  nearest  had  removed 
thither,  for  the  occasion,  an  abundance  of  bed- 
ding, all  their  best  tableware,  their  kitchen  uten- 
sils, etc. ;  their  house  servants  and  an  ample  sup- 
ply of  food.  In  fact,  everything  necessary  to 
live  comfortably  and  entertain  hospitably  was  pro- 

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vided  in  abundance.  The  occasion  was  for  both 
social  and  religious  enjoyment.  Most  of  the  peo- 
ple who  had  settled  in  this  and  the  adjoining 
regions  came  from  the  same  parts  of  North  and 
South  Carolina;  many  of  them  had  been  friends 
and  neighbors  in  the  older  states  and  were  quite 
willing  to  go  long  distances  to  see  and  visit  each 
other  once  a  year.  The  mornings  and  evenings 
were  set  apart  for  religious  services;  the  after- 
noons were  devoted  as  sacredly  to  social  enjoy- 
ment on  this  occasion.  I  was  told  some  of  the 
visitors  had  come  from  fifty  to  one  hundred 
miles.  In  another  part  of  the  same  county  the 
Baptists  had  a  similar  camping  ground  devoted 
to  the  same  purposes  and  quite  as  well  known.  I 
found  that  my  classmates  were  sons  of  people  in 
very  moderate  circumstances;  that  they  went  to 
Middlebury  College  because  their  teacher  was  a 
graduate  of  Middlebury  and  had  recommended 
the  College  for  its  excellence  and  its  cheapness. 
One  of  these  subsequently  visited  me  at  the  Uni- 
versity of  Alabama,  and  when  I  resigned  my  tu- 
torship I  had  the  satisfaction  of  securing  his  elec- 
tion in  my  place.  He  subsequently  studied  law 
and  became  a  useful,  but  not  conspicuous  citizen; 
the  other  one  taught  a  small  school  for  a  while 
and  I  heard  no  more  of  him. 

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DR.    MANLY  AND  UNIVERSITY  OF  ALABAMA 

I  finally  reached  Tuscaloosa  about  six  weeks 
after  leaving  my  home  in  Vermont.  Through 
the  kindness  of  Professor  Fowler,  who  had  rec- 
ommended me  to  Dr.  Manly  more  highly,  per- 
haps, than  I  deserved,  I  was  received  with  much 
kindness.  The  Doctor  introduced  me  to  Gov- 
ernor Bagby  and  to  Chief  Justice  Collier.  All  three 
assured  me  that  a  good  school  preparatory  to  the 
University  was  much  needed  and  offered  me  their 
names  as  reference.  I  acted  on  their  suggestion 
and  issued  a  notice  that  I  would  open  a  private 
school  on  the  first  of  January  ensuing,  limiting 
the  number  of  pupils  to  twenty,  and  charging  one 
hundred  dollars  per  session  of  ten  months.  The 
proposed  number  of  pupils  soon  applied,  but  in 
the  meantime  the  trustees  of  the  University  held 
their  annual  meeting  and  I  was  surprised  to  find 
myself  elected  tutor  in  Latin  and  Greek.  Of 
course,  my  excellent  friend.  Dr.  Manly,  was  re- 
sponsible for  this  unexpected  honor,  but  the  sal- 
ary was  only  one  thousand  dollars  a  year,  half  as 
much  as  I  expected  to  make  by  my  private  school, 
and  I  declined  the  appointment.    A  couple  of  days 

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later  the  Doctor  called  and  advised  me  to  accept 
the  tutorship,  giving  as  reasons  that  the  duties' 
would  be  light,  never  more  than  two  recitations 
a  day,  and  giving  me  all  the  rest  of  my  time  for 
self-improvement.  By  discharging  the  duties  of 
librarian,  which  were  only  nominal,  I  could  add 
another  one  hundred  dollars  to  my  salary.  Be- 
sides, my  personal  expenses  would  be  much  less, 
so  I  changed  my  mind,  was  reelected  tutor  and 
accepted;  a  decision  that  I  never  had  occasion  to 

regret.  203SfcJ45 

Dr.  Manly  and  his  excellent  wife  snowea  me 
much  kindness.  I  also  enjoyed  the  friendship  of 
Professor  Stafford  and  his  accomplished  wife, 
whom  he  married  soon  after  I  became  a  member 
of  the  Faculty,  and  of  Prof.  F.  A.  P.  Barnard, 
subsequently  President  of  the  University  of  Mis- 
sissippi, and  more  recently  President  of  Columbia 
University,  New  York  City.  Through  these  and 
my  semi-official  position  in  the  University,  I  had 
access  to  the  best  society  of  the  city,  then  the 
capital  of  the  state  and  its  principal  seat  of  learn- 
ing. Among  others  whom  I  have  occasion  to  re- 
member with  respect  and  affection  were  Dr.  John 
L.  Dagg,  then  Principal  of  the  Atheneum,  the 
largest  female  seminary  in  the  state,  and  subse- 
quently President  of  Mercer  University,  a  man 

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of  much  learning  and  practical  wisdom,  whose 
name  is  still  greatly  respected  by  the  Baptists  of 
the  South.  During  this  period  I  also  made  other 
acquaintances  and  friends  who  proved  valuable  to 
me  in  after  years.  My  duties  in  the  University 
were  light  and  I  had  much  time  for  study  and 
general  reading,  which  I  improved  diligently  if 
not  wisely. 


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SOCIAL  CONDITIONS 

At  this  time  Alabama  was  comparatively  a 
new  state.  The  Indians  (the  Creeks,  Choctaws 
and  Cherokees)  had  recently  been  removed  to 
their  present  homes  west  of  the  Mississippi  River. 
The  white  population  numbered  little  more  than 
three  hundred  thousand,  but  it  consisted  largely 
of  intelligent,  well-to-do,  law-abiding  citizens, 
emigrants  from  Virginia,  the  Carolinas  and 
Georgia,  who  had  left  their  wornout  estates  for 
the  fresh  and  fertile  prairies,  cane-brakes  and 
river  bottoms  of  Alabama  and  Mississippi,  and 
which  they  were  rapidly  bringing  into  subjection. 
But  there  were  also  many  restless,  roving  and 
lawless  characters,  such  as  constitute  a  disturbing 
element  in  most  new  countries.  Gamblers  and 
others  who  lived  by  their  wits  infested  most  cities 
of  the  Southwest  and  swarmed  on  the  rivers,  the 
great  channels  of  traffic  and  travel.  Vicksburg 
had  recently  rid  itself  of  them  in  a  summary  way. 
During  the  sessions  of  the  Legislature  they  con- 
gregated in  Tuscaloosa  in  large  numbers,  and  per- 
sonal encounters  and  homicides  were  of  frequent 
occurrence.  Nine  such  encounters,  with  fatal  re- 
sults, occurred  during  the  winter  of  1838-9. 

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Not  long  after  my  arrival  I  had  an  unpleasant 
experience  with  one  of  these  gentry.  My  room, 
on  the  second  floor  of  the  hotel,  opened  upon  a 
long,  outside  piazza,  which  was  reached  by  out- 
side stairs.  One  day,  in  December,  I  was  startled 
by  a  man  bursting  into  my  room  with  a  bowie 
knife  and  pistol  in  hand  calling  loudly  for  help. 
I  quickly  hustled  him  through  the  inside  door  into 
the  hall,  and  called  the  landlord.  By  this  time  his 
pursuers  had  arrived,  but  the  landlord,  a  sturdy 
Kentuckian,  thrust  the  fugitive  into  a  vacant  room 
and  seizing  the  poor  fellow's  bowie  knife,  planted 
himself  in  the  doorway  and  by  his  courage  and 
threats  kept  the  assailants  at  bay  until  the  police 
arrived  and  relieved  him  of  his  unwelcome  guests. 
Many  years  after  I  was  passing  through  the  rich 
prairie  country  south  of  Columbus,  Miss.,  and 
stopped  to  water  my  horse  at  an  artesian  well  by 
the  roadside,  near  a  large  and  well-kept  residence, 
and  asked  an  old  darky  lounging  near  to  whom 
the  property  belonged.  To  my  surprise  I  found 
that  it  was  owned  by  the  widow  of  that  same 
fugitive  gambler. 

As  a  consequence  of  this  unsettled  state  of 
society,  good  citizens  often  thought  it  necessary 
to  burden  themselves  with  weapons,  which  they 
sometimes  used  rashly  to  settle  differences  among 

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themselves.  But  this  transition  state  of  society 
was  even  then  passing  away,  and  a  few  years 
later  the  pistol  and  bowie  knife  became  badges 
of  the  blackleg  and  desperado. 

In  some  parts  of  the  South  the  blacks  greatly 
outnumbered  the  whites.  This  was  notably  the 
case  in  the  rich  cotton  belt  of  Alabama  and  Missis- 
sippi. Plantations  were  large  and  the  slaves 
numerous.  Some  belonged  to  non-residents  and 
were  managed  by  agents  and  overseers;  but  most 
planters  lived  on  their  estates;  consequently  the 
whites  were  few  and  widely  separated;  yet  there 
was  never,  in  those  regions,  any  trouble  with  this 
enforced  labor.  Occasionally  a  slave  who  had 
been  punished  for  idleness  or  wrongdoing  would 
run  away  and  lie  out  in  the  woods  until  caught,  or 
starved  into  subjection;  but  organized  opposition 
and  labor  strikes  were  unknown.  Conspiracies 
and  insurrections  were  matters  of  tradition,  and 
thiC  utter  helplessness  of  the  whites  on  the  larger 
estates  led  to  some  precautions.  Negroes  were  not 
allowed  to  leave  the  plantations  on  which  they  be- 
longed, or  to  be  absent  from  their  quarters  at 
night,  without  a  pass  or  permit  from  the  master, 
or  overseer;  they  were  not  allowed  to  possess 
weapons  of  any  kind,  and  there  were  stringent 
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were  often  surprised  at  the  rapidity  with  which 
information  that  interested  them  would  travel 
from  plantation  to  plantation.  No  matter  how 
dull  and  stupid  a  negro  might  be  during  the  day, 
he  was  usually  wide  awake  at  night  and  often 
found  means  to  elude  the  vigilance  of  his  master 
when  so  disposed.  An  illustration  of  this  and  of 
the  apprehension  which  the  whites  sometimes  suf- 
fered, occurred  during  the  presidential  election  of 
1840.  In  the  warm  political  debates  that  preceded 
the  election,  the  opponents  of  the  hero  of  Tippe- 
canoe often  asserted  that  the  northern  Whigs 
were  abolitionists,  and  declared  that  if  Harrison 
was  elected  measures  hostile  to  slavery  would  be 
inaugurated. 

Negroes  frequently  listened  to  these  discus- 
sions, and  talked  the  matter  over  among  them- 
selves and  drew  their  own  conclusions.  In  their 
ignorance  of  the  ways  of  politicians  and  of  the 
value  of  election  declamation  and  partisan  asser- 
tions they  imagined  that  the  coming  election  con- 
cerned them,  in  some  way,  and  the  rumor  was 
widely  spread,  gaining  in  extravagance  as  it  went, 
that  all  slaves  would  be  freed  if  Harrison  was 
elected  President.  The  whites,  in  turn,  overheard 
suspicious  whisperings  among  the  blacks  and  lis- 
tening eagerly,  they  caught  enough  to  excite  their 

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sensitive  imaginations.  Soon  they  made  them- 
selves believe  that  the  slaves  in  all  Central  Ala- 
bama were  planning  a  murderous  insurrection, 
and  going  to  strike  for  their  liberty  about  Christ- 
mas or  early  in  January,  The  alarm  was  sounded, 
a  rigorous  espionage  was  established,  volunteer 
companies  were  raised,  state  arms  were  distrib- 
uted, and  several  muskets  were  sent  to  the  Uni- 
versity during  the  Christmas  recess.  For  some 
weeks  I,  as  well  as  other  members  of  the  Faculty, 
slept  with  a  loaded  musket  by  my  bed.  When  the 
excitement  had  subsided  it  was  found  that  the 
poor  negroes  had  been  frightened  much  worse 
than  the  whites ;  that  they  had  no  thoughts  of  an 
insurrection,  or  of  lifting  a  hand  to  free  them- 
selves. They  only  knew  that  Harrison  had  been 
elected  President  and  dimly  hoped  that  what  white 
folks  so  earnestly  affirmed  might  be  true. 

It  is  not  reasonable  to  suppose  that  the  slaves 
were  contented  with  their  lot;  they  simply  ac- 
quiesced and  made  the  best  of  their  hopeless  con- 
dition. If  capable  of  forming  concerted  plans  to 
free  themselves  they  were  powerless  to  execute 
them.  Even  during  the  late  war,  when  left  un- 
guarded, and  Union  armies  were  overrunning  the 
country,  they  remained  passive  or  sneaked  into 
Union  camps  as  opportunity  afforded. 

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The  University  of  Alabama  was  organized  in 
1 83 1.  After  a  troubled  existence  of  five  or  six 
years  the  students  became  very  unruly,  got  the 
upper  hand  of  the  Faculty  so  completely  that  the 
trustees  suspended  operations  and  dismissed  both 
Faculty  and  students.  A  reorganization  fol- 
lowed; only  one  of  the  old  Faculty  was  reap- 
pointed; Dr.  Basil  Manly  of  Charleston,  S.  C, 
was  elected  President,  and  enough  of  the  former 
students  were  readmitted,  on  examination,  to  form 
the  skeleton  of  four  classes,  about  thirty  in  all. 

During  the  first  and  second  years,  under  the 
reorganization,  no  trouble  occurred.  Early  in 
my  second  year,  which  was  the  third  under  the 
reorganization,  disorders  began  and  all  efforts  of 
the  Faculty  to  detect  the  wrongdoers  were  fruit- 
less. At  length,  the  two  tutors  became  the  espe- 
cial objects  of  attention.  We  roomed  in  sepa- 
rate dormitories,  on  the  second  floor  and  near 
the  stairs.  It  was  our  duty  to  call  the  roll  in 
chapel  at  morning  prayers.  We  did  this  alter- 
nately a  month  at  a  time.  The  students  often 
annoyed  my  co-tutor  by  tying  the  knob  of  his 
door  to  the  stair  rail,  on  mornings  when  it  was 
his  turn  to  call  the  roll.  But  I  always  had  the 
names  in  my  pocket  and  when  he  failed  to  appear, 
called  them  as  usual. 

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Finally  one  morning,  when  it  was  my  turn  to 
call  the  roll,  I  found  my  door  tied,  but  I  man- 
aged to  wrench  it  open  and  was  in  chapel  on 
time.  The  next  night,  instead  of  going  to  bed, 
I  extinguished  my  light  at  the  usual  hour  and 
took  my  seat  in  a  chair  so  near  the  door  that  I 
could  easily  put  my  hand  on  the  knob.  I  sat 
there  until  morning,  but  nothing  happened.  I 
did  the  same  thing  the  next  night;  about  twelve 
o'clock  I  heard  light  footsteps  in  the  hall,  and 
rising  placed  my  hand  upon  the  door  knob ;  soon 
I  felt  it  move  and  knew  what  was  going  on; 
jerking  the  door  open  suddenly  I  came  upon  two 
boys  who  did  not  stand  upon  the  order  of  their 
going,  but  leaped  down  stairs  and  I  after  them. 
Out  of  doors  they  separated ;  I  followed  one 
into  another  dormitory,  where  he  took  refuge 
under  the  bed,  but  came  out  promptly  at  my  com- 
mand. Of  course,  I  reported  the  affair  to  the 
Faculty,  who  were  greatly  pleased  with  the  cap- 
ture and  promptly  suspended  the  culprit,  who  was 
the  son  of  a  prominent  citizen. 

The  affair  excited  much  interest.  The  Gov- 
ernor of  the  state  and  others  interceded  for  him, 
but  the  Faculty  was  inexorable  and  the  young 
man  had  to  return  to  his  home  in  North  Alabama. 
This  raised  a  terrific  storm,  of  which  I  was  the 

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centre.  One  evening  a  student,  about  my  size, 
and  wearing  a  cloak  similar  to  mine,  was  shot 
at,  and  the  Faculty  advised  me  to  be  on  my 
guard;  in  fact,  one  of  them  loaned  me  a  pistol 
which  I  carried  a  day  or  two  and,  feeling 
ashamed  of  myself,  I  then  returned  it  to  the 
owner.  There  was  little  study  and  much  dis- 
order, especially  at  night,  until  the  pranks  of  the 
students  became  intolerable  and  the  Faculty  re- 
solved to  send  them  all  home.  A  recess  of  three 
weeks  was  declared ;  during  the  interval  the  chief 
mischief-makers  were  discovered  and  forbidden 
to  return.  One  student,  who  had  broken  into 
my  co-tutor's  room  and  stolen  his  pistol,  was  ex- 
pelled. No  further  disorders  occurred  during 
my  connection  with  the  University,  and  no  stu- 
dent failed  to  treat  me  with  all  due  consideration 
and  respect.  But,  subsequently,  when  there  were 
more  students  and  a  larger  Faculty,  even  more 
serious  troubles  sometimes  occurred.  And  now, 
after  all  these  years  and  experience  with  stu- 
dents, I  cannot  understand  why  the  students  of 
the  University  of  Alabama  should  have  been  so 
ungovernable  during  the  early  years  of  its  ex- 
istence. 


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VIII 

VACATION  EXPERIENCES 

During  my  first  summer  vacation  (1839)  I 
suffered  from  the  usual  acclimating  fever  and 
my  physician  sent  me  to  Blount  Springs  in  North 
Alabama  to  recuperate.  I  remember  passing 
through  the  little  town  of  Elyton,  which  then 
consisted  of  a  postoffice,  a  blacksmith  shop  and  a 
few  scattered  dwellings,  but  is  now  the  seat  of 
the  large  and  prosperous  city  of  Birmingham,  so 
well  known  for  its  iron  industries. 

The  second  summer  Professor  Stafford,  de- 
siring to  visit  some  lands  he  had  purchased  in 
Central  Mississippi,  invited  me  to  accompany 
him.  As  an  inducement,  he  had  borrowed  Pro- 
fessor Barnard's  riding  horse.  The  novelty  of 
the  trip  and  my  desire  to  see  the  country  prompted 
me  to  accept  the  invitation.  In  those  days,  and 
in  the  newer  parts  of  the  South,  small  light 
vcliiclcs,  as  buggies,  were  quite  unknown.  Every 
family  that  could  afford  the  luxury  had  a  large 
and  roomy  carriage,  but,  like  the  piano,  it  was 
u3td  by  the  ladies  only;  if  gentlemen  accompanied 
them  it  was,  usually,  on  horseback.  Hence  every 
man  owned  or  desired  to  own  a  good  horse,  well 

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trained  to  rapid  saddle  gait.  The  women  were 
also  expert  equestrians  and  quite  as  fond  of  horse- 
back riding  as  the  men.  At  country  gatherings, 
especially  at  church,  on  the  Sabbath,  most  of  the 
people  often  came  on  horseback  or  muleback, 
sometimes  two  or  more  on  the  same  back,  a  curi- 
ous spectacle  to  one  not  "to  the  manner  born." 
On  this  trip,  which  occupied  a  couple  of  weeks 
or  more,  I  became  quite  an  expert  horseman  and 
could  make  thirty  or  forty  miles  a  day  without 
much  fatigue. 

The  following  Christmas,  tutor  Foster  invited 
me  to  spend  a  few  days  with  him  on  his  father's 
plantation,  a  few  miles  from  Tuscaloosa,  on  the 
Warrior  River,  promising  me  some  lessons  in 
hunting.  A  morning  or  two  after  my  arrival  he 
proposed  an  early  duck  hunt.  My  friend  knew 
where  to  find  the  game  birds;  going  a  short  dis- 
tance to  a  small  lake,  or  pond,  that  he  knew  of, 
he  directed  me  to  approach  cautiously  a  certain 
spot  with  my  gun  in  position  for  instanbaim,  but 
the  birds  having  keener  eyes  than  mine,  saw  me 
first  and  up  flew  the  whole  flock,  but  I  was  watch- 
ing, and  unconscious  of  taking  any  aim  discharged 
both  barrels.  Good  luck  favored  me  and  I 
brought  down  a  fine  pair  of  birds,  and  acquired 
the  reputation  of  being  a  good  sportsman. 

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Next  day  came  a  deer  hunt,  and  I  was  placed 
at  a  stand  where  it  was  thought  a  deer  might  pass, 
while  the  men  and  dogs  went  to  stir  up  the  game. 
After  long  waiting  I  heard  the  hounds  at  a  dis- 
tance, but  the  longer  I  waited,  the  farther  they 
seemed  to  get  from  me  until  it  was  quite  evident 
they  had  gone  in  another  direction.  After  a  time 
horns  were  blown  for  the  party  to  assemble,  but, 
for  my  life,  I  could  not  tell  in  what  direction  to 
go.  I  galloped  my  horse  first  one  way,  then  an- 
other, until  I  became  quite  bewildered.  Conclud- 
ing that  we  should  be  a  long  time  getting  out  of 
the  woods  unless  the  horse  had  more  sense  than 
I  seemed  to  have,  we  stopped  and  rested  until  I 
heard  the  horns  again ;  then  I  gave  him  loose 
reins  and  an  encouraging  word  and  he  soon  car- 
ried me  to  my  friends.  These  were  my  first  and 
last — my  only  experiences  in  hunting. 

During  the  summer  vacation  of  1841,  Prof. 
F.  A.  P.  Barnard,  who  occupied  the  chair  of 
IMathematics  and  Astronomy,  devoted  much  time 
to  photography,  then  in  its  infancy.  In  repeat- 
ing the  experiments  of  Niepce,  Daguerre  and 
others,  I  was  his  most  available  subject  and  had 
frequent  and  long  sittings  in  the  blazing  sun. 
In  this  way  it  happened  that  my  photo,  imperfect 
and  ficcling  as  all  sun  pictures  were  at  the  time, 

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was  among  the  first  taken  in  this  country.  Pro- 
fessor Draper,  of  New  York,  is  credited  with 
having  made  the  first  photos.  But  Professor 
Barnard,  who  was  a  genius  in  his  way,  having 
satisfied  his  curiosity,  did  not  prosecute  his  re- 
searches any  further.  He  was  subsequently 
elected  President  of  the  University  of  Missis- 
sippi and,  soon  after  the  war,  became  the  popular 
President  of  Columbia  University. 


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IX 

HOWARD    COLLEGE 

I  had  been  in  the  University  nearly  three 
years  when  the  Baptists  of  Alabama,  in  conven- 
tion assembled,  resolved  to  establish  and  endow 
a  college  or  university  of  their  own ;  Marion  was 
selected  as  the  location  and  I  was  invited  to  take 
charge  of  the  preparatory  school  that  should 
serve  as  the  nucleus  of  the  proposed  university. 
(See,  also,  Riley's  History  of  the  Baptists  of 
Alabama,  pp.  132-136.) 

By  this  time  I  had  determined  to  make  teach- 
ing my  lifework;  but  there  seemed  no  prospect 
of  promotion  in  the  University  and  I  was  get- 
ting tired  of  serving  as  a  non-cc^missioned 
officer.  Besides,  I  had  become  so  familiar  with 
the  few  textbooks  I  was  required  to  use  that  my 
time  was  not  profitably  occupied.  I  felt  that  I 
was  capable  of  more  and  better  work.  There- 
fore, I  felt  inclined  to  listen  to  the  overtures. 
On  consulting  with  Dr.  Manly,  he  advised 
strongly  against  the  proposed  change;  said  that 
he  knew  the  Baptists  of  Alabama  better  than 
I  did  and  they  would  not,  in  my  day,  give  money 
enough  to  endow  a  college  or  university.     But 

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those  interested  in  the  project  were  sanguine; 
things  looked  hopeful  to  my  inexperienced  vision 
and  I  resigned  my  tutorship  at  the  end  of  three 
years  and  committed  myself  to  the  new  enterprise. 

I  found  Marion  a  pleasant  village  of  some 
twelve  hundred  inhabitants,  with  a  prosperous 
female  seminary.  The  Baptists,  who  were  most 
numerous  and  had  contributed  most  in  money 
and  pupils,  felt  that  they  were  not  allowed  due 
representation  on  the  boards  of  administration 
and  instruction.  Remonstrance  proving  useless, 
they  determined  to  have  a  school  of  their  own. 
Just  at  this  time  Prof.  M.  P.  Jewett  appeared  on 
the  scene.  He  had  recently  resigned  a  professor- 
ship in  the  college  at  Marietta,  Ohio,  on  account 
of  having  adopted  Baptist  views  and  usages  and 
was  prepared  to  enter  heartily  into  the  new  en- 
terprise. Professor  Jewett  was  then  in  the  prime 
of  life,  full  of  physical  and  mental  vigor;  capa- 
ble, clear-headed  and  scholarly — just  the  man  for 
the  occasion. 

A  private  residence  was  soon  fitted  up  for 
temporary  use  and  a  school  opened.  Through 
the  personal  efforts  of  Professor  Jewett,  Baptists 
in  other  parts  of  the  state  became  interested  and, 
in  after  years,  the  Judson  Institute  became  the 
best  known  and  most  liberally  patronized  female 

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seminary  in  the  Southwest.  A  large  and  com- 
modious brick  edifice  was  soon  erected  and  the 
old  building  was  swept  and  garnished  for  the 
proposed  Howard  University. 

On  reaching  Marion  and  studying  the  situ- 
ation more  carefully,  I  soon  became  satisfied  that 
efforts  to  establish  a  college  or  even  the  nucleus 
of  one  were  premature.  Not  one  dollar  had  been 
contributed  or  even  promised  for  the  purpose; 
there  was  provided  the  modest  frame  building 
recently  vacated  by  the  Judson.  There  was  also, 
in  type,  at  the  office  of  the  local  paper,  a  flaming 
advertisement,  announcing  that  "Howard  Uni- 
versity" would  open  for  the  reception  of  pupils, 
in  the  spacious  building  lately  occupied,  etc.  I 
did  not  like  the  outlook,  felt  discouraged,  and 
feared  that  I  had  made  a  serious  mistake,  but 
the  resident  trustees  and  friends  ^f  the  enterprise 
assured  me  that  the  denomination  was  ripe  for 
the  harvest;  that  agents  would  soon  be  put  into 
the  field  to  collect  funds  for  the  endowment  and 
buildings;  that  many  young  men  were  waiting 
to  enter  upon  the  preparatory  studies,  and  that  I 
woukl  certainly  have  a  large  and  highly  remuner- 
ative school  until  funds  were  collected  and  affairs 
put  into  shape  for  organizing  the  University. 

I  did  not  attach  much  importance  to  all  this, 

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but  I  had  put  my  hand  to  the  plow  and  resolved 
not  to  look  back,  so  I  went  to  the  printing  office 
and  substituted,  for  the  flaming  advertisement  I 
found  in  type,  a  modest  notice  of  the  Howard 
English  and  Classical  School,  which  I  began  with 
nine  small  boys.  The  tuition  of  the  first  term 
did  not  pay  my  board  bill,  but  the  second  term 
opened  more  favorably.  Another  school  for 
boys  was  discontinued ;  a  Manual  Labor  Institute, 
a  couple  of  miles  from  town,  under  the  auspices 
of  the  Presbyterians  failed,  and  I  was  able  not 
only  to  secure  some  of  the  pupils,  but  I  purchased 
the  apparatus  which  cost  in  London  five  thou- 
sand dollars  for  one  thousand,  five  hundred  dol- 
lars. I  took  courage,  and,  at  my  suggestion,  the 
citizens  contributed  about  one  thousand  volumes 
as  the  beginning  of  a  library. 


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X 


CHAIR  OF  THEOLOGY  ENDOWED 

Meantime  I  was  becoming  better  acquainted 
with  the  situation  and  gaining  courage.  I  found  , 
that  the  denomination  was  really  large  and 
wealthy ;  that  there  had  long  been  a  feeling  among 
the  more  intelligent,  that  a  better  educated  min- 
istry was  much  needed.  Many  of  the  preachers 
were  illiterate,  while  the  ablest  and  best  educated 
often  depended  for  support  on  other  pursuits. 
Some  were  planters,  some  lawyers,  others  doc- 
tors, etc.  In  fact,  it  was  quite  common  to  unite 
some  productive  avocation  with  preaching.  I 
once  asked  one  of  these  secular  preachers,  a  regu- 
lar M,  D.,  how  he  managed  to  study  theology 
amid  the  active  duties  of  a  laborious  profession. 
He  replied,  "By  preaching  it,"  and  he  explained 
his  answer  by  saying  for  the  first  year  or  two  he 
preached  "Dwight's  Sermons."  Observing  a  sur- 
prised look  he  said,  "Why  not?  They  are  better 
sermons  than  I  could  write." 

It  is  not  strange  that  Anti-mission,  often 
called  "Hard  Shell"  Baptist  Churches  flourished 
in  those  days,  nor  were  they  quite  extinct  at  a 

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recent  date,  as  the  following  from  the  Alabama 
Baptist,  of  March  19,  1896,  will  show: 

"A  pastor  in  Alabama  a  few  Sundays  ago,  who 
claims  to  be  a  Missionary  Baptist,  while  preach- 
ing from  the  text,  'Many  are  called,  but  few  are 
chosen,'  made  use  of  language  about  as  follows: 
'The  reason  I  quit  going  to  associations  is  that 
there  is  always  a  big  pile  of  money  asked  for. 
The  Lord  has  no  use  for  money  in  heaven;  he 
only  wants  poor  lost  souls.  My  Bible  teaches 
me  that  the  love  of  money  is  the  root  of  all  evil, 
and  all  the  money  I  want  is  enough  to  feed  me 
and  clothe  me.  The  long  coat-tailed  preachers 
swallow  a  few  dictionaries  and  chew  up  some 
almanacs  and  then  have  to  get  a  big  pile  of 
money  for  it.  If  all  the  churches  in  Alabama 
broke  up  because  they  could  not  pay  these  preach- 
ers, I  will  quit  my  farm  and  preach  to  them  all. 
We  are  going  to  wash  feet  in  April  and,  brethren, 
I  want  you  all  to  come,  and  them  big  preachers 
with  their  gold  rings,  who  think  it  too  low  down 
to  wash  feet.  When  the  churches  quit  washing 
feet,  I  will  wash  my  wife's  and  children's  feet 
and  they  will  wash  mine.'  " 

Thoughtful  men  were  asking,  how  shall  these 
things  be  remedied?  Believing  that  something 
might  be  done  in  this  direction,  I  proposed  to  the 

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board  of  trustees  that  an  effort  be  made  to  endow 
a  chair  of  Theology,  suggesting  that  some  years 
must  elapse  before  there  could  be  much  use  for  a 
Professor  of  Theology.  That  students  desirous 
of  preparing  for  the  ministry  could  obtain  their 
literary  culture  in  the  school  and  that  the  pro- 
fessor could,  in  the  meantime,  render  valuable 
service  in  the  literary  departments;  that  churches 
which  should  send  and  support  students,  having 
the  ministry  in  view,  would  thus  become  inter- 
ested in  the  school  and,  in  this  way,  a  better 
foundation  would  be  laid  on  which  to  build  in 
future.  The  board  promptly  adopted  these  sug- 
gestions and  reported  to  the  convention  a  plan 
for  endowing  a  chair  of  Theology.  The  plan 
was  approved  by  the  convention;  the  Rev.  J.  H. 
De  Votie  was  appointed  financial  agent,  and  in^ 
less  than  a  year  the  proposed  endowment  was 
secured;  the  Rev.  Jesse  Hartwell  was  installed 
Professor  of  Theology,  and  the  name  of  the 
school  was  changed  to  Howard  Literary  and 
Theological  Institute. 


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XI 

VISIT    MY    NATIVE   STATE 

During  the  summer  of  1843  ^  visited  my 
native  state,  Vermont,  from  which  I  had  been 
absent  nearly  five  years.  Professor  Jewett  and 
wife,  a  Judson  teacher  and  myself  left  Marion 
the  latter  part  of  July,  went  down  the  Alabama 
River  to  Mobile,  thence  by  the  inland  passage  to 
New  Orleans,  where  we  remained  a  couple  of 
days,  visited  the  famous  cemetery  and  the  more 
famous  French  Market  and  other  objects  of  in- 
terest. We  took  a  steamer  for  St.  Louis.  As 
there  was  no  railroad  competition  at  that  time, 
all  important  travel  and  traffic  were  by  steam- 
boat. Many  of  these  boats  were  floating  palaces 
with  every  appliance  for  comfort  and  even  lux- 
ury. We  had  a  delightful  trip;  remained  one 
day,  then  took  a  smaller  boat  up  the  Illinois  to 
the  head  of  navigation,  where  excellent  coaches 
took  us  up  and,  in  due  time,  delivered  us  safely 
in  Chicago.  This  now  great  and  famous  city  had 
then  so  few  attractions  that  we  remained  over 
one  night  only. 

The  next  morning  Professor  and  Mrs.  Jewett 
took  a  lake  steamer   for  Duluth,  Miss  R.  and 

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myself  took  another  for  Milwaukee.  I  remem- 
ber this  trip  to  Milwaukee  very  well,  because  of 
the  extreme  cold,  for  the  season.  It  was  the 
eleventh  day  of  August  and  I  had  to  remain  near 
the  smokestack  in  order  to  keep  warm,  for  I  had 
brought  no  overcoat  with  me.  My  traveling 
companion  visited  brothers  in  Milwaukee,  while 
I  went  by  stage  to  Waukesha,  then  called  Prairie- 
ville,  near  where  I  found  my  brother,  H.  O. 
Sherman.  He  had  recently  opened  a  new  farm 
on  which  he  was  making  a  home  for  himself  and 
family.  In  a  few  days  I  returned  to  Milwaukee, 
was  joined  by  my  fair  companion  and  resumed 
my  journey,  by  lake,  to  Buffalo.  After  visiting 
Niagara  Falls,  we  continued  our  journey  east- 
ward by  railroad. 

My  relatives  and  friends  were  taken  entirely 
by  surprise,  for  I  had  given  them  no  intimation 
of  my  coming.  Among  the  changes  in  my  father's 
family,  I  found  my  oldest  sister  married  and  my 
next  sister,  Mary,  an  attractive  miss  of  fourteen 
years.  I  soon  felt  that  she  ought  to  have  a  better 
education  than  the  district  schools  afforded  and, 
with  my  parents'  permission,  I  placed  her  in  an 
academy  of  reputation,  until  I  had  a  home  of  my 
own,  when  I  took  her  to  Alabama  and  placed  her 
in  the  Judson  Institute,  of  which  my  friend,  Pro- 

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m 

fessor  Jewett,  was  principal.  After  graduating- 
she  taught  in  the  female  seminaries  of  Tuskegee,. 
Ala.,  and  La  Grange,  Ga.,  until  I  took  charge  of 
the  Judson  Institute  in  1855,  when  she  became  my 
head  teacher  and  soon  repaid,  in  faithful  service, 
all  the  care  I  had  bestowed  on  her. 


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XII 

FIRST    CLASS    GRADUATES 

The  ease  with  which  the  Professorship  of 
Theology  in  the  Howard  had  been  endowed  en- 
couraged the  trustees  to  attempt  greater  things, 
and  it  was  resolved  to  begin  the  endowment  of 
the  college  proper.  But  only  a  few  subscriptions 
had  been  obtained,  when  the  large  frame  building 
which  had  sheltered  the  Institution  hitherto  was 
burned  and  all  efforts  to  raise  the  endowment 
were  immediately  suspended.  Fortunately  the 
fire  occurred  at  midday,  and  the  citizens  promptly 
joined  the  students  in  saving  nearly  all  the  more 
valuable  contents.  The  library  and  most  of  the 
apparatus  were  removed  to  places  of  safety;  the 
frailer  part  of  the  chemical  department  only  was 
destroyed. 

The  exercises  of  the  Institution  were  contin- 
ued in  the  Baptist  Church  and  in  other  rooms, 
more  or  less  adapted  to  the  purpose,  while  the 
trustees  and  citizens  were  preparing  to  erect  a 
larger  and  better  building,  but  the  denomination 
did  not  respond  to  the  ardor  of  the  citizens  of 
IMarion  and  vicinity  and  appeals  for  help  were 
unheeded.     In  this  respect  we  were  much  disap- 

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pointed,  for  we  had  prepared  the  foundations  of 
a  large  building.  Then  I  had  a  careful  reestimate 
made  of  the  building  according  to  the  plans 
drawn,  and  found  that  they  could  not  be  carried 
out  without  incurring  considerable  debt,  to  which 
I  was  inflexibly  opposed.  I  therefore  reduced  the 
size  of  the  structure  by  reducing  the  size  of  the 
chapel,  lecture  and  recitation  rooms  and  the  num- 
ber of  bedrooms. 

The  ladies  of  Marion  undertook  to  repair  the 
loss  of  the  chemical  apparatus  by  the  work  of 
their  own  hands,  and  a  successful  fair  realized 
enough  for  his  purpose. 

In  September,  1846,  the  building  was  ready 
for  occupancy,  but  the  formal  dedication  was 
postponed  until  the  meeting  of  the  Baptist  State 
Convention  in  November,  when  the  dedicatory 
address  was  delivered  by  the  venerable  Dr.  Ed- 
ward Baptist,  the  convention  adjourning  one  day 
for  the  purpose. 

By  this  time  the  number  of  students  in  the 
higher  classes  had  largely  increased;  the  course 
of  studies  had  been  extended  until  it  included  all 
the  usual  college  curriculum,  and  it  seemed  un- 
necessary to  send  our  students  to  the  State  Uni- 
versity or  elsewhere  to  graduate.  Regular  college 
classes,  therefore,  were  organized  in  1847,  ^^^  ^^ 

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July,  1848,  a  class  of  seven  young  men,  all  of 
good  abilities  and  at  least  of  average  attainments, 
were  graduated.  Thenceforth  the  Institution  as- 
sumed the  name  and  privileges  conferred  by  its 
charter,  Howard  College. 

To  build  up  and  endow  a  denominational  col- 
lege, without  large  financial  support  in  the  early 
stage,  is  always  an  onerous  task.  The  history  of 
such  institutions,  of  which  there  are  too  many 
in  this  country,  is  always  a  record  of  long  years 
of  patient,  earnest,  self-denying  labor,  and  that  of 
Howard  College  is  no  exception. 


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XIII 

J,rARRIAGE 

August  19,  1S45,  I  married  Eliza  Dewey,  of 
Philadelphia,  Pa.  A  nohle,  Christian  woman,  of 
a  bright  and  cultivated  mind,  amiable  and  affec- 
tionate beyond  most  of  her  sex.  Her  mother's 
ancestry  contains  men  conspicuous  for  courage 
and  patriotism.  It  is  given  as  follows  in  the 
"Genealogies  and  History  of  Watertown,"  a 
work  of  her  uncle,  Henry  Bond,  M.  D. 

I.     Isaac  Stearns  came  to  America  in  1630 
in  the  same  ship  with  Governor  Win- 
throp  and  Sir  Richard  Saltonstall. 
II.     John   Stearns,  son  of  Isaac,  settled  in 
Billerica;  died  March,  1668-9. 

III.  John   Stearns,  son  of  preceding;  born 

in   1650;  died  October  26,    1728. 

IV.  JosiAii  Stearns,  son  of  John;  born  Oc- 

tober 24,  1707;  died  April  11,  1750. 
V.  Capt.  Phineas  Stearns,  son  of  Josiah; 
born  February  5,  1735;  died  March  2, 
1798;  was  a  soldier  at  Lake  George 
in  1756,  and  was  a  member  of  the 
famous  Boston  Tea  Party. 

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VI.     Hannah  Stearns,  daughter  of  Captain 
Phineas;  born  April  28,  1768;  married 
Henry  Bond,  May  27,  1796. 
Vn.     Hannah    Bond,    daughter    of    Hannah 
Stearns  and  Henry  Bond,  born  April 
15,    1794;  died  November  24,    1827; 
married    William    Dewey,    September 
25,    1816. 
Vni.     Eliza    Dewey,    daughter    of    William 
Dewey  and  Hannah  Bond,  born  Au- 
gust 16,   1 81 7;  married  Samuel  Ster- 
ling Sherman,  August  19,  1845. 
William   Bond,   the   father  of   Henry  Bond, 
who  married  Hannah  Stearns   (6),  was  a  lieu- 
tenant-colonel at  the  battle  of  Bunker  Hill;  the 
colonel  being  killed  he  succeeded  to  the  command 
of  the  regiment,  was  sent  on  that  unfortunate 
invasion  of  Canada  by  way  of  the  lakes;  return- 
ing, his  regiment  was  stationed  at  Mount  Inde- 
pendence, where  he  died  August  3,  1776. 

Children  of  Samuel  Sterling  and  Eliza  Dewey 
Sherman : 

Louisa  Dewey, 
Henry  Bond, 
W'illiam  Dewey, 
Elizabeth  Jane, 
Frederick  Sterling, 

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Charles  Austen, 
Clara. 

Of  these  Louisa  Dewey,  William  Dewey, 
Charles  Austen  and  Clara  died  in  early  child- 
hood and  are  buried  in  Marion,  Ala. 

Friends  who  had  recently  visited  the  ceme- 
tery in  Marion  reported  to  me  that  the  graves  of 
our  little  ones  were  in  a  sad  and  neglected  condi- 
tion. This  v/as  inevitable.  They  were  marked 
by  frail  marbles  in  the  usual  way  and  tenderly 
cared  for  so  long  as  we  remained  near,  but  in 
the  long  interval  of  forty-five  years  they  were 
well-nigh  obliterated.  I  therefore  resolved  to 
mark  them  with  more  enduring  monuments  and, 
if  possible,  to  have  them  put  in  a  condition  re- 
quiring less  care  in  the  future.  Accordingly  I 
had  made  in  Chicago  a  small  and  simple  monu- 
ment of  Vermont  granite,  consisting  of  a  heavy 
base  and  upright  shaft,  or  die,  of  sufficient  height 
to  receive  the  necessary  inscription,  and  a  heavy 
marker  or  headstone  for  each,  but  whom  could 
I  get  to  superintend  their  erection?  No  one  of 
my  ante  bellum  friends  was  left  in  Marion,  to 
whom  I  could  appeal  for  such  a  favor.  All  had 
gone,  and  most  of  these  had  crossed  the  dark 
river.  I  appealed  to  Col.  J.  T.  Murfee,  whom  I 
had  casually  met  and  with  whom  I  had  exchanged 

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a  letter  or  two.  He  was  President  of  Howard 
College  when  it  was  unfortunately  removed  from 
Marion,  but  he  declined  to  be  removed  and  re- 
mained to  open  a  private  school  in  the  vacated 
buildings.  That  school  has  become,  under  his 
skillful  management,  the  well-known  Marion 
]\lilitary  Institute.  Colonel  Murfee  promptly 
and  most  cheerfully  took  charge  of  the  work. 
]\Irs.  Murfee  also  showed  a  kindly  sympathy  and 
a  mother's  interest  in  the  work;  she  decorated 
the  graves  and  superintended  the  taking  of  an 
admirable  photo. 

Words  fail  to  express  my  gratitude  to  Colonel 
and  Mrs.  Murfee  for  these  services. 

During  all  my  connection  with  Howard,  both 
as  a  preparatory  school  and  college,  I  never  had 
any  fixed  salary,  but  I  employed  all  teachers  and 
professors,  except  the  Professor  of  Theology, 
and  paid  them  from  the  proceeds  of  the  tuition, 
appropriating  to  my  own  use  what  might  be  left. 
In  financial  matters  one  principle  always  gov- 
erned me;  that  was  to  keep  the  Institution  (and 
myself  as  far  as  possible)  out  of  debt. 


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XIV 

RESIGN    THE    PRESIDENCY 

At  length,  feeling  that  I  had  discharged  my 
duty  to  the  Howard  and  that  an  increasing  family 
had  higher  claims  upon  me,  I  quietly  purchased 
a  school  property  known  as  "Brownwood,"  near 
La  Grange,  Ga.,  and  much  to  the  surprise  of  all 
interested,  in  June,  1851,  resigned  the  presidency 
of  the  College. 

Besides  the  consciousness  of  duty  performed 
to  the  best  of  my  ability,  I  enjoyed,  as  the  chief 
reward  of  ten  years  of  earnest  labor,  the  confi- 
dence and  esteem  of  the  public,  especially  of  the 
citizens  of  Alarion  who  gave  me,  as  a  substantial 
assurance  of  this,  a  tea  service  of  solid  silver 
accompanied  by  the  following  expressions  of 
esteem  and  friendship: 

PUBLIC  MEETING 
President  S.  S.  Sherman 

Pursuant  to  notice,  a  meeting  of  citizens  and  members 
of  the  Board  of  Trustees  was  held  in  the  Town  Hall. 
Marion,  on  Thursday  afternoon,  July  22. 

Hon.  J.  P.  Graham  was  called  to  the  chair.  John 
Moore,  Esq.,  and  John  G.  Markham,  were  appointed 
Secretaries. 

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Judgo  Graham  aniiounccd  t!ic  object  of  the  meeting  to 
be,  lo  take  such  action  as  ihe  resignation  and  contemplated 
removal  from  our  midst  uf  one  of  the  most  highly  re- 
spected and  esteemed  of  our  fellow-citizens,  President  S. 
S.  Sherman,  rendered  suitable. 

A  committee  was  then  nominated,  consisting  of  N. 
Lockett,  K.  Parker,  L.  A.  W'eisseinger,  R.  Goree  and  J. 
Howze,  Es(|rs.,   who  reported  the  following  resolutions: 

Ri'si>!:\\l,  'ihat  we  ha\e  learned  with  regret  that 
PresideiU  S.  S.  Sherman,  who  has  for  the  last  ten  years 
presided  with  tlistingmshed  ability  over  Howard  College, 
and  ti;  who-e  taleiit>,  energy  ami  perse\eranee  we  are 
mainly  indebted  fur  the  existence  and  success  of  the  In- 
stitmii)!',  is  about  \n   lea\e  it. 

Ri.Siil'i'cd,  That  President  Sherman  has,  by  his  unwaver- 
ing iidelily  and  active  self-sacrificing  devotion  to  the  best 
iutcrots,  both  literary  and  moral,  of  his  pupils,  won  for 
Imn-elf  the  respect  and  admiration  and  endeared  himself 
to  the  hearts  of  the  friends  and  patrons  of  the  college,  and 
whilst  we  lament  his  loss  to  ourselves  and  to  our  commu- 
nity, as  one  scarcely  to  l)e  repaired,  yet  we  take  pleasure 
in  commending  him  to  the  world  as  a  man  of  great  private 
worth  and  high  literary  and  scientific  attainments,  as  a 
gentleman  in  every  way  worthy  of  confidence,  and  emi- 
nently fittetl  as  :m  instructor  of  youth. 

Rcsoli'cd,  That  the  citizens  of  Marion  and  the  Trus- 
tees and  students  of  Howard  College  tender  to  President 
Sherman,  as  a  testimonial  of  their  high  appreciation  of 
him  personally,  a  service  of  plate,  together  with  their 
best  wishes  for  his  prosperity  and  happiness  wherever  his 
future  lot  in  life  may  be  cast. 

Resolved,  That  a  copy  of  these  proceedings  be  signed 
by  the  chairman  and  secretaries,  and  forwarded  to  Presi- 
dent Sherman,  and  that  a  copy  of  theni  be  also  furnished 

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to  the  newspapers  in  Marion  and  La  Grange,  Ga.,  with  a 
request  that  they  pubhsh  them  in  their  respective  papers. 
John  P.  Graham,  Chairman. 
John  Moore, 
John    G.    AIarkham, 

Secretaries. 


The  College  continued  to  prosper  under  my 
successor,  but  in  1S54  the  recently  erected  build- 
ing was  burned.  Before,  the  fire  occurred  at 
midday  and  most  of  the  contents  were  saved; 
this  time,  the  disaster  happened  after  midnight 
and  nothing  was  saved.  Originating  under  the 
stairs,  in  the  basement,  the  fire  had  gained  much 
headway  when  discovered.  Among  the  first  to 
awaken  was  the  college  janitor,  a  slave  belong- 
ing to  President  Talbird.  When  told  to  escape 
while  he  could,  he  replied,  "Not  till  I  wake  up 
the  boys,"  and  he  immediately  started  on  his 
errand  of  mercy,  rapping  and  calhng  loudly  at 
every  door.  When  the  last  room  on  the  upper 
floor  was  reached,  the  flames  were  upon  him;  he 
could  not  return  by  the  stairs,  but  jumped  from 
the  hall  window  and  was  fatally  injured.  Two 
professors  who  lodged  in  the  building,  and  all 
the  students  but  one,  escaped  by  jumping  from 
their  windows.  Ten  or  twelve  were  more  or  less 
injured.     One  student,  overcome  by  smoke  and 

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heat,  was  rescued  by  aid  of  ladders,  but  died  a 
few  days  later. 

The  hero  of  the  fire  was  the  faithful  slave, 
Henry.  In  the  cemetery  at  Marion  is  a  hand- 
some marble  shaft  erected  by  the  joint  contribu- 
tions of  the  officers  and  students  of  the  College 
and  members  of  the  Baptist  State  Convention,  all 
of  whom  joined  in  the  public  dedication  of  this 
monument  to  the  fidelity  and  heroism  of  Henry. 

This  appalling  disaster  aroused  the  sympa- 
thies and  loosened  the  pursestrings  of  the  denomi- 
nation. Instead  of  one,  three  commodious  brick 
buildings  were  soon  erected,  on  more  spacious 
grounds,  donated  by  a  member  of  the  first  class 
that  graduated  from  the  College — Dr.  J.  T. 
Barron. 

The  endowment  now  went  forward  rapidly. 
When  hostilities  began,  it  is  claimed  that  fully 
two  hundred  and  fifty  'thousand  dollars  had  been 
pledged.  But  in  the  whirlwind  of  excitement 
that  followed  the  secession  of  the  state,  President 
Talbird,  two  of  the  professors  and  many  of  the 
students  volunteered ;  the  President  was  chosen 
captain  of  the  company,  and  soon  after  was  made 
colonel  of  the  regiment,  the  Forty-first  Alabama. 
The  cherished  endowment  soon  vanished ;  a  part 
of  the  pledges  were  redeemed  in  Confederate  cur- 

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rency  and  the  balance  was  never  paid.  For  a 
time  Federal  troops  occupied  Marion  and  the 
College  buildings  were  used  as  a  hospital. 

After  the  war,  the  trustees,  faithful  to  their 
charge,  made  vigorous  efforts  to  place  the  College 
on  its  feet  again,  but  debts  began  to  accumulate 
.and  the  ghost  of  the  defunct  scholarship  system 
rose  to  increase  the  embarrassment  and  would  not 
down  until  it  had  caused  the  sale  of  the  College 
buildings  for  debts.  But  two  public-spirited  citi- 
zens purchased  the  property  and  deeded  it  to  the 
Convention  on  terms  that  will  prevent  another 
occurrence  of  the  kind. 

At  length  the  Convention,  wearied  with  inces- 
sant appeals  for  help,  listened  to  proposals  for 
the  removal  of  the  College  from  Marion  to  the 
young  and  enterprising  city  of  Birmingham.  In 
1887,  the  East  Lake  Land  Company  offered  to 
donate  one  hundred  and  seventy  thousand  dollars 
of  land  and  money  to  secure  the  removal.  It  was 
also  understood  that  the  citizens  of  the  Magic 
City  were  ready  and  anxious  to  give  all  the 
money  necessary  to  erect  suitable  buildings. 
These  propositions  were  finally  accepted.  Two 
cheap  frame  structures  were  hastily  built  for  the 
temporary  use  of  the  College;  the  apparatus  and 
library  were  transferred  from  Marion  to  these 

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insufficient  and  temporary  quarters;  but  Presi- 
dent Murfee  decided  to  remain  behind  and  open 
a  private  school  in  the  vacated  buildings.  This 
wise  decision  has  resulted  in  the  Marion  Military- 
Institute,  no  inconsiderable  substitute  for  the  lost 
College. 

But  scarcely  had  tlie  removal  been  effected 
when  the  gorgeous  bubble,  that  had  lured  the  con- 
vention, suddenly  burst;  inflated  land  values  van- 
ished and  the  transferred  College  found  itself 
penniless,  poorly  sheltered  and  in  sore  distress. 
Some  were  anxious  to  return  to  Marion,  but  the 
majority  deemed  it  best  to  accept  the  changed 
conditions,  so  they  struggled  on,  sadder  but  wiser 
men.  Recently  (in  1904)  a  much-needed  dormi- 
tory has  been  erected  and  the  convention  has 
again  resolved  to  attempt  an  endowment. 

The  following  sketch  of  the  early  educational 
efforts  of  the  Baptists  of  Alabama  is  from 
"Riley's  History  of  the  Baptists  of  the  Southern 
States  East  of  the  Mississippi:" 

"Early  in  the  '30s  the  Baptists  of  Alabama 
began  the  agitation  of  the  question  of  establish- 
ing a  denominational  school  suggested  as  in  other 
states,  by  the  growth  of  the  Baptists  and  the  in- 
efficiency of  their  ministry.  In  resolving  to  es- 
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adopted  the  manual  labor  plan,  in  spite  of  its  fail- 
ures in  other  states.  At  this  time  the  leaders  of 
the  denomination  were  D.  P.  Bestor,  Hosea  Hol- 
combe,  Alex  Travis,  J.  H.  De  Votie  and  A.  G. 
IMcGraw.  In  1834  provision  was  made  for  the 
contemplated  school  to  go  into  operation  as  soon 
as  practicable  with  two  departments,  literar}^  and 
theological.  W.  L.  Williford  became  the  first 
principal  and  D.  P.  Bestor  Avas  elected  to  deliver 
lectures  upon  Theology. 

"After  a  brief  career  the  enterprise  failed,  and 
in  consequence  the  Baptists  of  Alabama  found 
themselves  loaded  with  debt,  after  wrestling  with 
which  for  a  period,  the  denomination  sold  the 
property  and  for  a  number  of  years  abandoned 
the  matter  of  education  altogether.  Meanwhile  the 
deficiency  was  met  as  far  as  was  practicable  by 
supplying  young  ministers  with  theological  works. 
Driven  by  sheer  necessity  to  establish  a  school  to 
meet  the  urgent  demands  of  the  denomination, 
Howard  College  was  organized  in  1842.  Under 
the  able  management  of  S.  S.  Sherman  it  was 
gradually  developed  into  a  respectable  collegiate 
institution.  From  the  period  of  its  establishment 
to  the  outbreak  of  the  Civil  War  it  was  ardently 
fostered  by  the  Baptists  of  Alabama.  After  an 
eventful  history  of  almost  fifty  years  the  College 

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was  removed  from  IMarion,  its  original  location, 
to  East  Lake,  near  Birmingham,  where  it  now  is. 
At  the  outbreak  of  hostilities  in  1861,  the  Col- 
lege was  in  the  enjoyment  of  a  handsome  endow- 
ment, which  was  entirely  wrecked  by  the  war. 
Efforts  to  endow  the  institution  within  the  last 
twenty-five  years  have  been  unavailing.  In  spite 
of  its  vicissitudes  the  College  has  continued  to 
do  excellent  work.  Its  Presidents  have  been  S. 
S.  Sherman,  H.  Talbird,  S.  R.  Ereeman,  J.  L. 
M.  Curry,  J.  T.  IMurfee,  B.  E.  Riley  and  A.  W. 
McGaha." 

Having  a  couple  of  months  of  leisure  before 
going  to  La  Grange,  I  determined  to  spend  the 
time  in  the  chemical  laboratory  of  Harvard  Uni- 
versity. Though  familiar  with  the  elements  of 
chemistry  and  such  laboratory  work  as  was  nec- 
essary for  class  and  lecture  room  illustration,  I 
had  never  given  attention  to  the  analytical  chem- 
istry and  was  extremely  anxious  to  acquire  some 
practical  knowledge  of  this  important  branch  of 
the  science.  In  fact,  all  my  knowledge  of  this  and 
other  branches  of  natural  science  had  been  ac- 
quired while  teaching  them.  Having  some  taste 
in  this  direction  I  had  followed  with  interest  and 
pleasure  all  recent  discoveries  of  importance.  I, 
first  in  our  part  of  the  state,  made  and  experi- 

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merited  with  gun-cotton,  administered  ether  for 
dental  and  surgical  purposes,  and  made  the  first 
chloroform  that  I  ever  saw. 

At  Cambridge  I  was  kindly  received  by  Pro- 
fessor Horsford,  who  invited  me  to  his  home, 
also  to  witness  some  experiments  which  he  and 
Professors  Agassiz  and  Wyman  were  making  on 
chloroform  and  its  impurities,  but  I  was  soon  re- 
called to  Alabama  by  sickness  in  my  family. 


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XV 

BROWNWOOD  AND  JUDSON  INSTITUTE 

On  the  first  of  January,  1852,  I  commenced 
my  private  school  at  Brownwood.  This  seemed 
to  me  much  hke  beginning  life  anew,  for  I  was 
little  known  in  Georgia  and  had  to  depend  largely 
on  Alabama  for  pupils.  The  first  year  did  not 
meet  my  expectations  financially.  The  second 
year  was  more  encouraging;  day  scholars,  as  well 
as  boarders,  were  increasing  in  numaber.  The  third 
year  was  progressing  satisfactorily  when  Profes- 
sor Jewett  announced  his  intention  to  retire  from 
the  Judson  and  the  trustees  and  the  citizens  urged 
me  to  return  to  Marion.  As  the  position  offered 
large  pecuniary  inducements,  and  was  in  other 
respects  attractive,  I  sold  Brownwood  and  re- 
turned to  Marion  in  July,  1855. 

There  are  few  pleasant  memories  connected 
with  my  short  residence  in  Georgia.  Brownwood 
is  nearly  two  miles  from  town,  and  I  mingled 
with  the  citizens  so  little  that  I  made  few  friends. 
At  first  my  pupils  were  mostly  boarders.  There 
were  two  large  female  seminaries  in  town  and 
my  relations  with  the  principals  were  always  cor- 
dial, but  I  saw  little  of  the  people  not  immediately 

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connected  with  my  school.  Among  my  teachers 
were  D.  G.  Hooker  and  S.  I.  C.  Sweezey.  The 
former  returned  North,  studied  law  and  settled 
in  ^Milwaukee,  Wis.,  where  he  became  a  promi- 
nent citizen,  holding  the  offices  of  city  attorney 
and  mayor  as  long  as  he  chose.  When  I  after- 
ward settled  in  Milwaukee  he  became  my  attor- 
ney and  often  served  me  as  counselor  and  friend. 
He  died  in  1888.  Mr.  Sweezey  accompanied  me 
to  Marion  and  was  my  most  valuable  assistant, 
so  long  as  I  remained  in  the  Judson.  After  study- 
ing law  in  New  York  City,  he  married  my  wife's 
sister,  I»*Iiss  Louisa  Dewey,  and  settled  in  San 
Francisco,  where  both  are  now  buried. 

A  distinguished  legal  friend  expressed  sur- 
prise that  I  should  accept  the  charge  of  a  "female 
school."  While  I  had  some  doubts  of  my  adapta- 
tion to  the  peculiar  requirements  of  a  large  female 
seminary,  I  did  hot  feel  that  I  was  descending  to 
a  lower  educational  plane.  True,  the  course  of 
mental  discipline,  in  those  days,  was  not  usually 
so  exacting,  and  the  survey  of  the  numerous  de- 
partments of  human  knowledge  was  less  exhaust- 
ive than  in  colleges  and  universities  for  young 
men,  but  this  was  believed  to  be  in  accordance 
with  the  organization  and  mission  of  the  sexes. 
Girls  mature  earlier,  both  physically  and  mentally, 

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than  boys,  and  it  is  believed  that  they  should  be 
educated  and  prepared  to  assume  life's  duties  at 
an  earlier  age,  and,  therefore,  that  they  should 
not  be  required  to  devote  so  many  years  to  pre- 
paratory studies.  Besides,  "Woman  is  not  un- 
developed man,  but  diverse." 

Both  nature  and  civilized  society  impose  on 
her  "diverse"  responsibilities,  for  the  adequate 
discharge  of  which  specific  preparation  is  neces- 
sary. Such  was  my  opinion  then,  and  neither 
time  nor  modern  progress  has  changed  it,  though 
Yale  and  Harvard  and  many  other  colleges  and 
universities  now  admit  young  women  to  their  reg- 
ular courses  of  study. 

The  Judson  had  already  acquired  much  repu- 
tation for  music,  art  and  other  studies  that  shed  a 
genial  radiance  around  "Life's  more  cultured 
walks  and  charm  the  way."  Its  reputation  for 
thoroughness  in  all  the  so-called  "ornamental 
branches"  had  attracted  a  large  patronage;  it  had 
become  a  sort  of  finishing  school,  whose  diploma 
was  highly  esteemed,  because  it  was  not  easily 
obtained. 

llic'  Institute  prospered  greatly  under  my  ad- 
ministration;  the  number  of  pupils  was  largely 
increased ;  during  the  second  year  an  addition 
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department  was  made  to  the  building,  and  there 
were  corresponding  improvements  in  all  depart- 
ments of  instruction. 

During  the  latter  part  of  my  first  year  in  the 
Judson  I  suffered  from  an  acute  attack  of  in- 
flammatory rheumatism,  that  confined  me  to  the 
house  for  some  weeks  and  permanently  weakened 
my  hip  joints.  During  my  illness  a  protracted 
meeting  was  held  in  the  Baptist  church  and  many 
of  the  pupils  made  a  profession  of  religion. 

In  all  its  long  history  the  Judson  has  never 
suffered  a  setback.  In  war  time  and  during  the 
trouliles  of  reconstruction,  its  patronage  was 
somewhat  diminished  but  its  doors  have  never 
been  closed.  It  has  sometimes  felt  the  pinch  of 
financial  stringency,  but  it  has  never  lost  any  pe- 
cuniary endowment,  for  the  very  good  reason  that 
it  never  had  any  to  lose.  Its  tuition  fees  have 
always  been  adequate  to  the  support  of  its  large 
Faculty  and  all  facilities  of  instruction.  In  1888 
its  home  was  reduced  to  ashes,  but  a  large,  more 
modern  and  much  nobler  structure  soon  rose  in 
its  place.  In  1894  grateful  alumnje  erected  a  spa- 
cious and  beautiful  structure,  as  a  home  for  music 
and  fine  arts. 


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XVI 

LEAVE  THE  SOUTH 

I  resigned  the  Presidency  of  the  Judson  Insti- 
tute in  July,  1859,  and  retired  from  a  profession 
to  which  I  had  devoted  twenty-one  years  of  as- 
siduous labor. 

Among  the  causes  that  contributed  to  my  de- 
sire to  leave  the  South,  at  this  time,  were  the 
following : 

1.  My  health  was  bad.  The  last  year  had 
been  unusually  trying;  I  felt  discouraged  and 
needed  rest. 

2.  We  had  buried  four  children  in  Marion 
and  in  our  anxiety  for  the  others  had  often  looked 
forward  to  a  change  of  climate.  One  year  before 
I  had  placed  our  oldest  son,  Henry,  a  lad  of  eleven 
years,  in  a  private  school  in  the  family  of  a  brother 
in  Vermont,  and  my  wife  was  then  spending  the 
summer  in  the  North  with  the  other  children. 

3.  Just  then  I  found  an  opportunity  to  trans- 
fer my  interest  in  the  Institute  to  parties  accept- 
able to  the  trustees. 

I  never  had  much  tact  at  saving  money  and 
consequently  never  had  much  success  in  accumii- 

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lating  it,  but  as  the  result  of  twenty-one  years 
of  arduous  labor,  besides  many  unsecured  notes 
and  open  accounts,  I  owned  a  house  with  a  few 
acres  of  land  in  jMarion  and  several  servants.  I 
also  owned  the  furniture  of  the  large  boarding 
department  of  the  Judson  and  the  books,  sta- 
tionery, music  and  art,  materials,  etc.,  of  the 
literary  department.  For  these,  my  steward  and 
my  successor,  as  president,  gave  me  their  notes. 
All  these  I  regarded  as  valuable  assets  but  not 
then  convertible  into  cash.  Soon  secession 
claimed  about  one- fourth  of  these,  but  I  never 
regretted  leaving  the  South  when  I  did. 

I\Iy  loss  would  have  been  less  if  collections 
had  been  pressed  a  little.  My  last  considerable 
receipt  before  the  commencement  of  hostilities 
was  five  thousand  dollars  for  the  sale  of  a  family 
of  negroes.  The  proceeds  of  all  debts  that  were 
voluntarily  paid  were  promptly  remitted  to  me; 
so  far  as  I  know  no  legal  process  was  used  to 
hasten  the  collections  or  secure  the  payment  of 
any  debt.  But  in  one  instance  where  I  had  com- 
mitted to  an  attorney  authority  to  settle  my  in- 
terest in  some  coal  lands;  after  the  war  he 
reported  he  had  sold  the  property  according  to 
my  instructions,  but  had  paid  the  proceeds  into 
the  Confederate  treasury;  he  promptly  admitted 

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his  liability   for  the  same,  but   declared  his  in- 
ability to  meet  it,  and  the  matter  was  dropped. 

Without  recalling  my  wife  and  children,  and 
with  the  aid  of  my  sister  and  other  friends,  I 
packed  up  such  articles  as  I  desired  to  bring 
North  and  left  Alabama  in  August,  1859. 

Believing  war  inevitable,  I  determined  to  seek 
a  home  as  far  from  the  seat  of  trouble  as  pos- 
sible, where  I  could  settle  down  ciuietly  and  edu- 
cate my  children.  The  following  incident  shows 
the  strength  of  this  conviction.  Among  the 
places  visited  before  deciding  where  to  settle  was 
Madison,  Wis.  While  there  I  went,  one  day, 
upon  the  cupola  of  the  State  University  to  get  a 
good  view  of  the  city,  the  lakes  and  the  surround- 
ing country.  Presently  three  gentlemen  joined 
me,  one  of  whom,  by  pointing  out  objects  of 
interest  to  his  friends,  showed  that  he  was  a 
resident  of  the  city.  I  asked  him  some  question 
which  indicated  that  I  was  a  stranger,  and  he 
inquired  where  I  was  from.  This  led  to  further 
conversation  and  I  soon  found  that  he  knew  some 
of  my  relations,  in  Vermont,  and  that  we  had 
other  associations  in  common.  He  then  told  me 
that  his  name  was  Hastings,  and  he  introduced 
me  to  the  gentlemen  with  him,  one  of  whom  was 
T.   O.   Howe  and  the  other  Alex.   Randall,  the 

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former  United  States  Senator  from  Wisconsin 
and  the  latter,  subsequently,  Postmaster  General. 
This  led  to  several  other  acquaintances,  at 
the  hotel  in  the  evening,  for  there  happened  to 
be  a  large  political  convention  in  session  at  that 
time  and  place.  This  incident  had  quite  passed 
from  my  mind  until,  one  cold  winter  day  during 
the  second  year  of  the  war,  Mr.  Hastings  called 
at  my  house  in  Milwaukee.  His  first  greeting 
was,  "Do  you  remember  our  meeting  in  Madi- 
son?" I  replied,  "Yes,  on  the  cupola  of  the 
University."  "Do  you  remember  my  asking  why 
you  were  leaving  the  South?"  I  said  the  ques- 
tion had  been  asked  often  and  probably  the  same 
or  a  similar  answer  had  always  been  given. 
"Why,  you  told  me  that  black  Republicans  were 
going  to  carry  the  next  presidential  election,  and 
if  they  did,  the  South  would  certainly  secede  and 
you  believed  that  a  long  and  bloody  war  was 
surely  coming.  Now,"  said  he,  "I  thought 
you  daft,  quite  beside  yourself,  but  everything 
you  told  me  then  has  actually  come  to  pass.  I 
think  you  must  be  a  prophet,  and  I  want  to  know 
what  is  to  be  the  result  of  this  awful  war." 


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XVII 

SETTLE   IN   MILWAUKEE:    MILWAUKEE   FEMALE 
COLLEGE 

After  visiting  other  western  cities  and  eastern 
friends,  we  returned  to  Milwaukee  in  October, 
1859,  where  we  found  a  pleasant  home  for  many- 
years.  The  selection  of  this  location  was  doubt- 
less influenced  greatly  by  finding  there  some  ex- 
cellent people  from  my  native  state  and  some 
whom  I  had  known  in  the  South.  Among  the 
former  were  the  banker,  C.  D.  Nash,  and  an 
attorney,  A.  C.  May ;  among  the  latter  were  D.  G. 
Hooker,  Esq.,  who  had  taught  for  me  in  Georgia, 
and  Alessrs.  Strickland  and  Upson,  booksellers. 
Upson  I  had  known  well  in  Alabama,  and  Strick- 
land was  an  Englishman.  For  many  years  they 
had  the  largest  book  store  in  Mobile  and  were 
doing  a  good  business  when,  one  day,  a  rival 
bookseller  came  in  and  was  casually  looking  over 
their  stock,  when  he  came  upon  a  copy  of  "Uncle 
Tom's  Cabin."  On  looking  farther  he  found 
another  volume  of  anti-slavery  tendencies.  This 
find  was  reported  to  the  city  authorities  and 
Strickland  and  Upson  were  chnrgod  witli  soiling 
abolition  books.     A  committee  appointed  to  in- 

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vestigatc  conliniied  the  evil  report,  and  a  public 
meeting  of  the  citizens  was  called.  The  firm  was 
denounced  as  abolitionists  and  public  enemies,  and 
they  were  ordered  to  leave  the  city  immediately. 
Public  excitement  became  so  great  that  Messrs. 
Strickland  and  Upson,  taking  counsel  of  their 
fears,  did  not  stand  on  the  order  of  their  going, 
but  left  a  faithful  employe  in  charge,  who  closed 
their  store  and,  when  the  excitement  had  sub- 
sided and  his  principals  had  decided  where  to 
locate,  shipped  their  stock  to  Milwaukee.  The 
harsh  treatment  received  in  i\Iobile  excited  the 
sympathies  of  publishers  and  enabled  them  to  ob- 
tain liberal  credits,  while  extensive  advertising 
of  the  same,  as  one  of  the  firm  said  to  me,  served 
instead  of  capital  and  secured  a  large  trade. 
This  firm  was  in  full  tide  of  prosperity  when  I 
came  to  ]\Iihvaukee. 

I  soon  became  interested  in  educational  mat- 
ters; served  many  years  on  the  City  Board  of 
Education,  on  the  State  Board  of  Normal 
Schools,  and  on  the  Board  of  Trustees  of  the 
Milwaukee  Female  College.  In  the  latter  insti- 
tution I  eventually  became  more  deeply  inter- 
ested. Miss  Catherine  Beecher,  sister  of  Henry 
Ward  Beecher,  had  been  largely  influential  in 
founding  the  college,  in  order,  as  she  stated,  to 

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give  Alilwaukee  and  the  West  a  practical  illus- 
tration of  her  ideas  of  an  institution  for  the 
"symmetrical  education  of  woman."  To  give 
dignity  to  her  enterprise,  and  to  supply  the  nec- 
essary funds,  Miss  Beecher  had  induced  a  number 
of  prominent  eastern  women,  among  whom  were 
Airs.  L.  H.  Sigourney  and  Mrs.  Harriet  Beecher 
Stowe,  to  form  with  herself  an  organization  called 
the  Woman's  Educational  Association.  In  1852 
the  cornerstone  of  the  college  was  laid  with  im- 
posing ceremonies,  and  in  due  time  the  building 
was  completed  at  a  cost  of  five  thousand  and 
eighty-seven  dollars. 

In  1853  Miss  Mary  IMortimer  and  four  other 
ladies  were  appointed  heads  of  departments  "with 
equal  and  coordinate  jurisdiction."  The  imme- 
diate financial  problem  was  solved  by  the  liberal 
sale  of  scholarships  and  bonds. 

In  1881  five  thousand  dollars,  part  of  a  prom-  .'■,.•  .'^  •-•w.,-/, 
ised  endowment,  was  received  from  the  Woman's 
Educational  Association;  but  this  afforded  small 
relief,  as  the  interest  only  could  be  used.  At  the 
close  of  this  year  Miss  Mortimer,  Miss  Beecher's 
special  representative,  "wearied  with  labors  and 
responsibilities,"  resigned  and  the  Misses  Chapin 
were  placed  in  charge  of  the  institution. 


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In  i860  the  trustees  concluded  that  the  fund 
of  five  thousand  dollars  would  be  more  productive 
if  invested  in  a  home  for  the  teachers  and  pupils 
and,  with  the  consent  and  cooperation  of  Miss 
Beecher,  such  a  structure  was  erected  on  the 
grounds  of  the  College;  still,  the  expenses  ex- 
ceeded the  income. 

In  1863,  being  a  member  of  the  board,  I  sug- 
gested that  the  premises  be  leased  to  some  com- 
petent gentleman,  with  liberal  authority  for  the 
employment  of  teachers  and  the  charges  of  tui- 
tion; that  he  be  charged  a  moderate  rental  for 
the  premises  and  required  to  keep  them  in  repair. 
The  board  seemed  pleased  with  the  suggestion 
and  soon  asked  me  if  I  would  take  charge  of  the 
College  on  these  terms.  After  further  discussion 
and  consideration,  I  consented  to  do  so,  and,  on 
September  i,  1863,  a  lease  of  the  premises  for 
five  years  was  executed.  I  loaned  the  board  the 
money  necessary  to  pay  arrears  to  teachers,  put 
the  buildings  in  repair,  etc. 

A  protest  was  promptly  received  from  Miss 
Beecher,  who  objected  especially  to  a  7iian  being 
placed  at  the  head  of  her  College.  So  many  of 
the  ladies  of  the  city  sympathized  with  her,  that 
private  schools  nourished  for  a  year  or  two,  to 
the  material  disadvantage  of  the  College.    During 

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the  second  year  the  receipts  about  equaled  the  ex- 
penses. At  the  end  of  the  third  year  there  was 
sufficient  surplus  to  make  good  the  deficit  of  the 
first  year  and  fully  justify  the  belief  that  the 
College  could  easily  be  made  self-sustaining. 

But  Miss  Beecher  had  already  appeared  on 
the  scene.  Sending  for  me,  she  said  in  substance, 
that  she  understood  that  I  was  a  fair-minded 
Christian  gentleman,  and  that  she  appealed  to  me 
as  such,  to  be  no  longer  a  party  to  the  great  wrong 
that  was  being  done  to  her  and  her  association; 
that  the  trustees  did  not  comprehend  her  views 
and  plans  in  regard  to  the  College;  that  she  hoped 
I  would  appreciate  them  and  retire  in  her  favor. 
I  simply  replied  that  my  dealings  were  entirely 
with  the  trustees;  that  I  held  a  lease  of  the  prem- 
ises, which  had  some  time  longer  to  run,  but  I 
would  cheerfully  cancel  it  at  any  time  the  board 
of  trustees  might  desire,  and  I  referred  her  to 
that  body  for  any  further  communication  on  that 
subject. 

When  she  failed  to  arrive  at  any  satisfactory 
understanding  with  the  trustees  she  published  an 
impassioned  appeal  to  the  public.  This  failing  to 
elicit  any  reply,  she  placed  her  claims  in  the  hands 
of  attorneys  with  instructions  to  collect,  at  least, 
the  five  thousand  dollars   which  her  association 

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had  advanced  tlie  College.  Unwilling  to  become 
a  party  to  any  legal  complication,  and  wishing  to 
leave  the  trustees  full  liberty  to  make  the  best 
settlement  they  could  with  Miss  Beecher,  I  took 
advantage  of  a  clause  in  the  lease  permitting  it, 
and  cancelled  the  offensive  document.  At  the 
same  time  I  suggested  to  the  board,  as  the  easiest 
way  out  of  the  trouble,  that  the  premises  be  re- 
stored to  ]\Iiss  Beecher  on  condition  that  she 
would  sign  an  agreement  to  waive  all  claims  upon 
the  College  in  case  she  failed  to  provide  the  long- 
promised  endowment,  within  a  reasonable  time. 
This  was  done  and  Miss  Mortimer  was  again 
placed  at  the  head  of  the  College.  She  remained 
there  three  years,  then  retired  and  heartily  united 
with  the  trustees  in  securing  Professor  Farrar  for 
President,  under  whose  efficient  management  the 
college  enjoyed  many  years  of  prosperity. 

The  only  advantage  I  derived  from  my  three 
years'  connection  with  the  College  was  the  per- 
sonal acquaintance  and  friendship  of  many  of 
Milwaukee's  most  intelligent  and  interesting 
young  women. 

About  the  time  I  closed  my  connection  with 
the  ^Milwaukee  Female  College  several  of  the 
Regents  of  the  State  University  came  to  Mil- 
waukee to  confer  with  me  in  regard  to  taking  the 


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Presidency  of  that  institution.  The  position  was 
an  honorable  one  and  congenial  to  my  tastes,  but 
I  did  not  feel  like  assuming  responsibilities  so  nu- 
merous and  so  weighty.  Besides,  I  had  become 
interested  in  some  business  enterprises  that  re- 
quired my  personal  attention  and  I  declined  to 
consider  the  matter. 


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XVIII 

VISIT  SOUTH   AFTER  THE  WAR 

Some  months  after  the  close  of  the  war  I  re- 
visited the  South,  especially  my  long-time  and 
much-cherished  home,  Marion.  I  did  not  feel 
quite  sure  how  I  would  be  received,  but  all  doubt 
was  soon  removed.  My  efforts  to  relieve  southern 
prisoners  at  Camp  Douglas,  near  Chicago,  and  at 
Johnson's  Island  were  generally  known  and  thor- 
oughly appreciated.  I  was  received  with  great 
kindness  and  hospitality  at  Columbus,  Miss., 
where  some  of  the  boys  in  gray,  whom  I  had 
helped,  lived.  Others  welcomed  me  at  Meridian, 
but  at  Marion,  Ala.,  the  citizens  could  not  do 
enough  to  show  their  esteem.  They  would  not 
permit  me  to  go  to  a  hotel,  but  some  of  them 
almost  quarreled  for  the  privilege  of  entertaining 
me.  One  declared  that  they  would  now  have  a 
real  old-fashioned  Fourth  of  July  celebration  and 
nothing  would  satisfy  them  but  a  public  reception 
and  dinner,  for  which  the  following  invitation 
was  received,  and  at  which  the  ensuing  bill  of 
fare  was  served : 


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Mr.  S.  S.  Sherman.  Marion,  Jan.  22,  1866. 

Dear,  Sir: — The  citizens  of  IMarion,  mindful  of 
your  faithful  and  efficient  services  in  years  past  in  the 
cause  of  education  in  their  midst  and  of  your  many  deeds 
of  beneficence  and  Christian  charity  towards  our  suffering 
sons  and  brothers  languishing  in  northern  prisons  during 
the  war  that  has  just  terminated,  beg  leave  to  testify  their 
respect  and  admiration  for  your  character  and  their  grati- 
tude to  you  personally  by  tendering  you  the  hospitalities 
of  our  town  and  request  the  pleasure  of  your  company 
at  a  public  dinner  to  be  given  at  the  Burton  House  at 
such  time  as  may  suit  your  convenience. 

Most   respectfully, 

N.    LOCKETT, 

A.  B.  MooRE, 
Wm.   N.   Wyatt, 
John   Henze, 
F.  A.  Bates, 
S.  H.  Fowlkes. 
Committee  of  Invitation. 


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Dinner 
S.  S. 

Complimentary 

to 
SHERMAN, 

Burton  Plouse 

Friday, 

January 

26,  4  o'clock  p. 
FARE. 

M. 

1866. 

Oyster  Soup. 

SOUPS : 

Beef 

Soup. 

Mutton,  Barbecued. 
Mutton,  Roast. 
Pig,   Barbecued. 


Beef,  Stuffed  and  Baked. 

Beef,  Roast. 
Pig,  Roast  and  Stuffed. 


FOWLS  : 
Turkey,  Roast.  Chickens,  Baked.  Duck,   Roast. 

VEGETABLES : 

Potatoes,  Irish.  Potatoes,  Sweet. 

Beans  and  Peas.  Onions  and  Rice. 

FRUIT : 

Apples,  Stewed.  Peaches,  Stewed. 

Pickles   and   Piccalilli. 


SAUCES  : 

DESSERT: 

Cranberry. 

Pound   Cake. 

Tomato. 

Sponge  Cake. 

Cumberland 

Cranberry  Tarts. 

Black  Walnut. 

Grape  Tarts. 

Pepper 

Apple  Tarts, 

NUTS  : 

with  sauces. 

WINES  : 

Claret. 

Sherry. 

Champagne. 

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As  yet  there  had  been  no  opportunity  to  re- 
plenisli  exhausted  suppHes,  and  I  wondered  where 
the  various  wines  and  other  delicacies  came  from, 
until  I  was  reminded  of  the  generous  supplies 
of  the  sutler  to  a  Federal  regiment  stationed  in 
the  town.  The  ladies  also  entered  heartily  into 
the  affair,  sending  to  the  hotel  their  choice  china 
and  silverware.  Some  of  them  even  superin- 
tended the  preparations,  so  that  the  table  was 
both  sumptuously  and  elegantly  furnished.  The 
historian  of  the  Baptists  of  Alabama,  already 
quoted,  speaking  of  the  occasion,  says :  'The 
banquet  given  to  Dr.  Sherman  was  a  notable 
event  in  the  annals  of  Marion.  Every  effort  was 
made  by  a  people  most  generous  in  spirit,  but 
now  greatly  reduced  in  purse,  to  signalize  the 
occasion  in  the  handsomest  manner  possible. 
The  town  was  decked  out  in  gala  garb;  flowers 
and  evergreens,  paint,  bunting,  artistic  designs 
and  inscriptions  which  would  give  expression  to 
the  wealth  of  affection — all  were  under  tribute  to 
do  honor  to  the  man  who  had  been  the  most  dis- 
tinguished citizen  of  IMarion,  but  whose  fame 
had  been  greatly  enhanced  by  reason  of  his  timely 
goodness  to  men  suft'ering  in  distant  prisons.'* 
(Pp.  318-319-) 

Judge  Brooks,  President  of  the  Convention 

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that  voted  Alabama  out  of  the  Union,  presided 
at  the  dinner;  the  Hon.  A.  B.  Moore,  Governor 
of  the  State  during  the  entire  secession  period, 
sat  at  my  right  hand;  the  Hon.  J.  L.  M.  Curry, 
who  had  represented  Alabama  in  both  the  United 
States  and  the  Confederate  States  Congresses, 
who  was  then  President  of  Howard  College  and 
subsequently  represented  the  United  States  at 
the  Court  of  Madrid,  and  who,  at  the  time  of 
his  death  was  agent  of  the  Peabody  and  Slater 
funds,  with  many  other  prominent  gentlemen, 
were  present  at  this  dinner. 

Many  pleasant  speeches  were  made,  but  no 
bitter  or  vindictive  feehng  cropped  out.  There 
were  occasional  allusions  to  the  late  unpleasant- 
ness, and  to  the  noble  heroism  of  the  "boys  in 
gray,"  but  all  accepted  the  issue  of  the  war  in 
good  faith  and  expressed  their  purpose  to  make 
the  best  of  it,  and  to  apply  all  their  energies  to 
reconstructing  their  ruined  fortunes.  At  that 
time  this  sentiment  seemed  universal,  for  the  car- 
pet-bag era  had  not  dawned,  and  the  disastrous 
efforts  at  reconstruction  had  only  begun. 

The  following  incident  interested  me :  When 
Governor  Moore  was  called  on  for  a  speech,  he 
said,  "Gentlemen,  you  must  excuse  me,  for  you 
know  that  my  neck  is  not  out  of  the  halter." 

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Afterward  I  asked  him  the  meaning  of  this  re- 
mark, and  he  gave  me  the  following  explanation : 
Soon  after  the  surrender  General  Rierson  passed 
through  Marion  with  a  part  of  his  command  and 
he  (the  Governor)  took  to  the  woods — kept  out 
of  the  way,  until  the  General  sent  him  word  that 
he  had  better  come  in  and  deliver  himself  up. 
This  advice  he  followed,  and  was  sent  to  one  of 
the  forts  near  Savannah,  Ga. ;  there  he  found 
Toombs  and  several  other  prominent  civilians, 
most  of  whom  were  not  only  unrepentant  but 
defiant,  and  not  very  respectful  to  the  officers  in 
charge.  He  saw,  at  once,  the  folly  of  such  con- 
duct and  was,  perhaps,  on  that  account,  more 
courteous  to  them  when  opportunity  offered. 
Soon  the  commandant  called  on  him  and  after  a 
pleasant  chat  remarked  that  he  feared  the  climate 
of  the  locality  wa-;  not  tavoraMe  to  the  licalth  ot 
his  guest  (^the  Governor  was  sutYering  from 
chronic  rheumatism)  ;  but  he  replied  that  he  was 
then  quite  as  well  as  usual;  "I  don't  think  you 
are,  sir,"  replied  the  commandant;  'T  will  send 
my  surgeon  to  examine  you."  The  next  day 
the  surgeon  called  and,  soon  after,  he  received 
permission  to  return  home  on  parole. 

At  this  time,  most  of  the  people  of  the  South 
were    hopeful.      There    was,    of    course,    much 

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anxiety  in  regard  to  their  future  political  rela- 
tions, for  they  had  not  been  irritated  by  the 
bungling  efforts  at  reconstruction.  Young  men, 
especially  those  inured  to  the  hardships  of  the 
field  and  camp,  faced  the  industrial  problem  with 
courage.  One  came  in  from  his  plantation  to 
see  me,  wearing  a  suit  of  clothes  which  I  had 
sent  him  when  a  prisoner  on  Johnson's  Island, 
and  said  they  were  the  best  he  had.  He  informed 
me  that  he  had  hired  a  few  negroes  but  was  do- 
ing as  much  work  in  the  field  as  any  of  them; 
he  believed  he  could  make  money  by  free  labor 
and  he  intended  to  do  so. 

But  there  were  old  men  who  could  not  ac- 
commodate themselves  to  the  changed  conditions. 
General  W.  was  one  of  these.  I  knew  him  be- 
fore the  war.  He  lived  in  Demopolis,  Ala.,  but 
I  now  met  him  at  Artemesia,  Miss.,  near  where 
he  owned  a  large  plantation.  He  informed  me 
that  he  was  there  for  the  purpose  of  selling,  at 
public  auction,  all  the  personal  property  on  the 
place.  I  inquired  why  he  did  not  continue  to 
cultivate  the  land,  remarking  that  negroes  must 
work  cheap  and  cotton  was  bringing  a  high  price. 
He  replied,  "Free  negroes  won't  work,  sir."  But 
he  admitted  that  if  they  would  work,  he  could 
make  more  money  by  hiring  than  by  owning  them. 

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I  suggested  that  they  must  work  or  starve. 
"They'll  starve  first/'  he  replied.  "I  tell  you  free 
niggers  won't  work.  I  have,  in  Alabama,  three 
of  the  best  plantations  the  sun  shines  on  and  there 
is  not  a  nigger  on  one  of  them."  I  mentioned 
this  conversation  to  Major  B.  of  Columbus,  Miss., 
a  man  of  even  greater  wealth  and  of  a  noble 
Christian  spirit.  He  said,  "General  W.  is  all 
wrong,"  and  then  he  told  me  his  experience.  As 
soon  as  he  was  sure  General  Lee  had  surrendered, 
he  went  to  the  home  plantation,  called  the  negroes 
together  and  told  them  the  results  of  the  war; 
that  they  were  all  free;  that  he  had  no  longer 
any  control  over  them  and  no  further  claim  on 
their  labor;  that  all  might  go  where  and  when 
they  pleased.  Then  he  proceeded  to  give  them  a 
kind  and  fatherly  talk.  He  told  them  that  white 
men  could  not  live  without  work,  unless  they  had 
plenty  of  money;  that  black  men  must  also  work 
or  they  would  have  nothing  to  eat  or  to  wear. 

"You  have,"  he  said,  "already  put  in  a  large 
crop  of  cotton  and  of  corn,  and  both  are  doing 
well ;  there  is  also  enough  corn  and  bacon  on  the 
place  to  last  until  the  next  crop  is  gathered.  Now, 
my  men,  I  will  make  you  this  offer:  as  many  of 
you  as  choose  may  stay  on  the  place  and  work 
just  as  you  have  always  worked;  you  shall  have 

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the  same  allowance  of  food  and  other  suppUes; 
in  short,  everything  shall  go  on  just  the  same  as 
heretofore,  until  the  crops  are  secured,  in  the 
fall;  then  you  shall  have  one-third  of  all  the 
money  they  bring  for  your  labor.  I  can  pay  you 
nothing  now,  for  Confederate  money  is  good  for 
nothing  and  I  have  no  other.  Now,  men,  think 
and  talk  this  matter  over  among  yourselves ;  then 
corne  and  tell  me  what  you  will  do." 

They  were  not  long  in  deciding.  Soon  some 
of  the  best  men  came  to  thank  him  for  his  kind- 
ness and  assured  him  that  all  wished  to  remain 
and  would  do  the  best  they  could  to  make  a  big 
crop.  He  then  went  to  his  plantations  on  the 
Sunflower  and  pursued  the  same  course  with  the 
same  results. 

I  asked  him  if  he  had  any  difficulty  in  settling 
with  his  negroes  (this  conversation  occurred  in 
December,  1865)  and  he  .said  none  whatever. 
When  the  cotton  was  ready  for  market,  he  pro- 
posed that  he  and  they  should  agree  on  some 
man  or  men  to  sell  the  cotton  and  divide  the 
proceeds  according  to  their  agreement.  In  all 
cases,  they  replied  that  they  had  more  confidence 
in  him  than  in  any  other  man,  so  he  had  the  cot- 
ton sold  and  paid  the  negroes  their  share. 

I  asked  how  he  managed  to  distribute  the 

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money  among  the  negroes  so  that  each  should 
receive  his  proper  share.  He  said  a  committee 
of  the  more  intelhgent  men  was  appointed  by 
their  fellows  to  aid  him  in  assigning  to  every 
man,  woman  or  child  a  proportion  according  to 
the  value  of  the  labor  of  each.  He  also  informed 
me  that  he  had  made  a  similar  contract  for  the 
next  year.  A  few  negroes  had  been  discharged 
at  the  request  of  their  fellows,  because  they  had 
been  idle  or  thieving,  or  had  caused  trouble.  I 
asked  if  the  Federal  officers  had  approved  of 
these  contracts,  according  to  a  law  of  Congress 
then  recently  passed.  He  replied  somewhat 
proudly,  that  neither  he  nor  his  negroes  had  any- 
thing to  do  with  Federal  officers ! 

Unfortunately  he  could  not  say  as  much  in 
favor  of  his  domestic  servants,  every  one  of 
whom  had  taken  refuge  with  a  negro  regiment 
stationed  in  the  city,  immediately  after  the  war. 
At  the  time  of  my  visit  an  awkward  negro  woman 
from  the  plantation  was  serving  as  cook  and 
maid  of  all  work.  What  seemed  to  hurt  the  old 
gentleman  most  was  that  his  trusted  body-servant, 
a  man  in  whom  he  had  the  utmost  confidence  and 
in  whose  hands  he  had  often  trusted  large  sums 
of  money,  and  to  whose  fidelity  he  would  have 
willingly  trusted  his  life,  was  the  first  to  leave. 

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I  believe  it  was  usually  the  case  that  house  serv- 
ants, the  best  treated  and  the  most  intelligent, 
were  the  most  intoxicated  with  their  freedom 
and  often  made  the  poorest  use  of  it. 

In  subsequent  conversation  with  this  noble 
Christian  gentleman  on  the  causes  and  conse- 
quences of  the  war,  he  said  that  he  always  looked 
upon  slavery  as  a  great  wrong,  an  inherited  evil, 
which  the  people  of  the  South  were  powerless  to 
dispose  of;  that  it  was  increasing  rapidly  to  the 
great  injury  of  both  races;  therefore  God  him- 
self had  taken  the  matter  in  hand  and  had 
brought  this  war  upon  them,  as  a  chastisement 
for  their  sins.  "The  Yankees  think  they  have 
whipped  us;  they  have  not;  they  have  been  used 
as  a  scourge  in  the  hands  of  Almighty  God." 

When  j\Irs.  Sherman  and  myself  were  return- 
ing from  Florida,  in  the  spring  of  1886,  we  made 
it  convenient  to  reach  jMontgomery,  Ala.,  during 
the  session  of  the  Southern  Baptist  Convdition. 
This  organization  was  probably  the  first  consider- 
able body  of  people  to  begin  the  great  secession 
movement. 

Southern  Baptists  had  always  contributed  lib- 
erally to  the  treasuries  of  the  American  Bible 
Society;  the  Home  and  Foreign  Missionary 
societies,  national  organizations  of  the  Baptists, 

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whose  headquarters  were  in  New  York,  Boston 
and  Providence,  respectively.  But  for  some 
years  there  had  been  a  growing  feeUng  that  the 
South  was  not  receiving  due  consideration  in  the 
appointment  of  missionaries  and  the  distribution 
of  funds.  Therefore  in  May,  1845,  ^  consider- 
able number  of  the  leading  men  of  the  denomina- 
tion South  met  in.  Augusta,  Ga.,  and  resolved  to 
sever  all  connection  with  the  Northern  Societies. 
Then  and  there  was  organized  the  Southern  Bap- 
tist Convention. 

The  second  session  of  the  Convention  was 
held  in  Charleston,  S.  C,  and  Alabama  friends, 
fearing  that  the  state  might  not  be  adequately 
represented,  urged  me  to  attend  as  a  delegate  to 
the  State  Convention,  and  I  have  good  reason  to 
remember  this  session  of  the  Convention,  for  I 
was  taken  very  sick  with  dysentery  early  in  the 
session  and  was  confined  to  my  bed  many  weeks. 
During  this  protracted  illness  I  jvas  tenderly 
nursed  by  gentle  hands.  My  friends,  De  Votie 
and  Holman,  associate  delegates,  also  attended 
me  faithfully  and  the  former  remained  until! 
was  able  to  travel  and  then  accompanied  me 
home.  I  have  always  regretted  that  I  have  had 
no  opportunity  properly  to  show  my  appreciation 
of  the  great  kindness  and  hospitality  of  Dr.  Men- 

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denhall  and  family,  whose  guest  I  was,  though 
not  lodged  in  their  house.  Two  of  the  most  emi- 
nent physicians  in  the  city  attended  me  all  the 
time  without  charge.  I  thoroughly  appreciated 
their  kindness,  for  I  could  then  have  ill  afforded 
to  pay  the  usual  doctor's  fees,  to  say  nothing  of 
nurses  and  board  for  so  many  weeks  of  suffer- 
ing. 

At  this  session  of  the  Convention  in  Mont- 
gomery I  had  the  pleasure  of  meeting  many 
friends  of  former  days;  also  Col.  J.  T.  Murfee, 
LL.D.,  then  President  of  Howard  College.  The 
latter  urgently  renewed  a  request  that  had  been 
made  on  two  occasions  before  by  the  students 
of  the  College,  that  I  would  have  my  portrait 
painted  for  the  institution  of  which  I  was  re- 
garded as  the  founder  and  had  been  for  many 
years  the  President.  I  gave  the  desired  promise. 
In  due  time  the  request  was  complied  with  and 
the  following  acknowledgments  received.  *  They 
are  much  too  flattering,  but  I  preserve  them  as 
tokens  of  esteem  and  friendship,  even  of  affec- 
tion, that  do  not  often  last  so  long.  That  of  Dr. 
Murfee  was  the  more  esteemed,  because  my  per- 
sonal acquaintance  with  him  was  slight;  that  of 
the  committee  of  the  trustees  is  valued  the  more 

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because  it  comes  thirty-five  years  after  my  con- 
nection with  the  College  had  ceased. 

President's  Office,  Howard  College, 

Marion,  Ala.,  Nov.  8,  1886. 

My  Dear  Doctor  : — A  thousand  thanks,  my  dear  friend, 
from  myself,  from  the  trustees,  from  the  students,  from 
the  citizens  of  Marion,  from  the  Baptist  denomination,  and 
from  the  citizens  of  our  state  for  the  pleasure  and  profit 
you  have  given  us  by  the  donation  of  your  portrait. 

It  is  one  of  the  finest  works  of  art  I  ever  saw,  and 
the  likeness  could  not  be  better.  Placed  on  the  front  pier 
and  in  the  most  prominent  place  in  our  chapel,  the  richness 
of  its  setting,  coloring  and  style  give  a  wealth  of  tone  to 
all  the  surroundings.  The  picture  has  been  unboxed  since 
chapel  exercises  this  morning.  At  the  assembly  this  after- 
noon it  will  look  upon  the  students  for  the  first  time. 
They  have  heard  of  its  arrival,  and  have  asked  a  great 
deal   about  it  and   about  you.     ♦     *     * 

Your  friend, 

J.   T.    MURFEE. 

To  Pres.  S.  S.  Sherman,  LL.D.,  Chicago,  111. 

Marion,  Ala.,  June  14,  1887. 
President  S.  S.  Sherman,  LL.D.,  < 

Dear  Friend  and  Brother  : — It  is  made  our  duty  by 
the  trustees  of  Howard  College  in  session  this  day,  as  it 
is  also  with  us  a  great  pleasure,  to  acknowledge  the  grateful 
favor  which  we  have  had  the  honor  to  receive  from  your 
generous  attentions  in  the  form  of  a  very  fine  picture  of 
yourself  and  it  most  elegantly  framed.  This  rich  and  mag- 
nificent portrait  now  hanging  on  the  wall  of  the  chapel  of 
our  College  has  looked  down  upon  the  Commencement 
exercises  of  the  session  nov/  closing,  to  inspire  the  young 

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man  and  to  call  up  delightful  remembrances  in  the  minds 
of  those  of  riper  years,  and  it  and  the  distinguished  person 
whom  it  represents  have  received  on  this  important  occa- 
sion very  many  pleasing  references.  As  representing  the 
first  President  of  Howard  College  and  one  of  the  Presi- 
dents of  Judson  Female  Institute,  for  you  Avere  both, 
reminding  us  of  one  who  did  much  for  these  schools  and 
for  this  community  and  state,  and  as  calling  up  sensations 
of  sincere  gratitude  to  a  noble  patriot  whose  broad  man- 
hood, while  faithful  lo  his  own  section  during  the  late 
war,  was  capable  of  still  loving  those  of  the  South  among 
whom  he  had  lived  and  labored,  and  had  both  the  heart 
and  the  moral  courage  to  minister  so  generously  to  their 
men  in  reach  who  were  prisoners  of  war,  this  "shadow 
on  the  wall"  will  ever  serve  to  remind  and  encourage  com- 
ing generations  of  students  who  will  gather  here  for  higher 
education. 

We  assure  you.  Dr.  Sherman,  that  we  love  and  honor 
you,  and  that  we  do  thankfully  accept  and  esteem  this 
present. 

This  is  said  and  done  by  order  of  the  board  of  trustees 
of  Howard  College,  with  many  wishes  for  your  long  life 
and  great  happiness. 

J.  J.  Renfroe. 
M.  W.  Hand. 

J.     B.     LoraLACE. 

In  1878  a  change  in  business  made  a  change 
in  residence  desirable  and  1  moved  my  family 
from  Milwaukee  to  Chicago,  where  I  built  a  con- 
venient and  pleasant  home  in  which  I  am  still 
living,  well  advanced  in  the  ninety-fifth  year  of 
my  age. 

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XIX 

MEMORY  OF  MY  WIFE 

My  beloved  wife  died  on  November  14,  1900. 
She  is  buried  in  Rosehill  Cemetery,  near  Chicago. 
She  was  a  noble  Christian  woman.  In  all  the 
vicissitudes  of  our  married  hfe  no  harsh  or  un- 
kind word  ever  .escaped  her  lips.  She  was  the 
light  of  our  household,  the  fountain  of  all  its 
joys,  and  she  never  failed  to  bear  her  full  share 
of  all  its  burdens  and  sorrows.  The  following 
brief  In  Memoriam  was  published  at  her  death: 

MRS.    S.    S.    SHERli^AN 

Mrs.  Sherman,  whose  maiden  name  was  Eliza 
Dewey,  died  at  her  home  in  Chicago  on  the  14th 
day  of  November,  1900.  She  was  the  dai5ghter 
of  William  Dewey,  a  merchant  of  Augusta,  Me., 
and  was  born  August  16,  181 7.  She  was  edu- 
cated in  the  Seminary  at  Ipswich,  Mass.,  an  in- 
stitution of  much  celebrity  before  the  founding 
of  Mount  Holyoke,  Vassar,  Wellesley,  Smith 
and  other  modem  colleges  for  women.  In  1835 
her  father  removed  to  Philadelphia,  where  she 
united  with  the  Spruce  Street  Baptist  Church,  of 

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which  Dr.  Rufus  Babcock  was  then  pastor.  In 
1843  she  became  a  teacher  in  the  Judson  Female 
Institute  in  Marion,  Ala.,  and  in  1845  was  mar- 
ried to  Prof.  S.  S.  Sherman,  LL.D.,  then  and  for 
many  years  President  of  Howard  College  and 
subsequently  of  the  Judson  Institute. 

Her  bright  and  cultured  mind,  her  gentle  and 
sympathetic  nature  endeared  her  to  the  pupils, 
and  she  is  still  kindly  remembered  by  those  resi- 
dents of  Marion  who  were  identified  with  the 
early  history  of  those  institutions. 

In  the  summer  of  1859  the  family  came  Noiih 
and  settled  in  Milwaukee,  Wis.,  where  she  be- 
came a  member  of  the  First  Baptist  Church  and 
was  active  in  all  church  and  charitable  work  un- 
til 1878,  when  the  family  removed  to  Chicago. 
She  was,  for  a  few  years,  a  member  of  the  Im- 
manuel  Baptist  Church,  of  which  Dr.  Lorimer 
was  pastor.  Subsequently  her  church  relations 
were  transferred  to  the  La  Salle  Avenue  Baptist 
Church,  of  which  she  continued  a  member  until 
death. 

In  consequence  of  ill  health  she  was  denied 
active  participation  in  church  and  social  activities 
for  several  years,  but  she  never  lost  interest  in 
either.  With  mind  as  bright  and  affections  as 
sympathetic  as  ever,  patient  and  cheerful  in  suf- 

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fering,  forgetful  of  self  and  thoughtful  of  others, 
her  family  and  friends  did  not  realize  that  the 
shadows  were  lengthening  until  a  painful  acci- 
dent confined  her  to  a  surgeon's  couch  and 
hastened  the  end  of  a  beautiful  life. 

The  good  die  not! 
God  calls  our  loved  ones,  but  we  lose  not  wholly 

What  He  hath  given ; 
They  live  on  earth,  in  thought  and  deed,  as  truly 

As  in  His  heaven. 


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XX 

MY    NINETIETH    BIRTHDAY 

On  the  24th  of  November,  1905,  I  passed  the 
ninetieth  milestone  of  Hfe's  journey.  Henry  had 
spent  a  part  of  the  summer  with  Lizzie  and  Fred 
at  Green  Lake,  Wis.,  and  the  balance  of  the  sea- 
son with  me.  Before  leaving  for  his  home  in 
California  he  intimated  to  me  that  the  occasion 
was  to  be  celebrated  with  some  ado.  To  this  I 
objected  so  vigorously  that  I  supposed  the  affair 
had  blown  over.  Not  so,  however.  Friends  and 
neighbors  were  admitted  to  the  secret,  but  prep- 
arations went  on  so  quietly  that  I  had  no  knowl- 
edge of  them  until  the  morning  of  the  eventful 
day.  During  breakfast,  which  was  served  in  my 
bedroom,  the  postman  delivered  several  congratu- 
latory letters;  soon  after  came  telegrams;' two 
from  California,  and  one  from  Boston,  of  hke 
import.  I  had  hardly  digested  these,  when  a 
large  basket  made  for  the  occasion  and  decorated 
with  ferns,  filled  with  ninety  magnificent  Amer- 
ican Beauty  roses,  was  brought  in — the  joint  gift 
of  my  sons  and  daughter.  Next  came  several 
pots  and  vases  of  Japan's  imperial  Aower  and  a 
vase   of   ninety   large   and    fragrant   carnations. 

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Fred's  three  children  followed  each  with  a  pot  of 
flowers.  All  the  morning,  in  fact  all  day,  at  in- 
tervals, roses  in  great  variety  and  beauty,  chrys- 
anthemums, carnations  and  other  choice  flowers 
continued  to  come,  until  I  began  to  imagine  that 
the  Annual  Flower  Show,  which  had  been  on 
exhibition  for  several  days,  and  which  I  was  un- 
able to  visit,  had  resolved  to  pay  me  a  visit.  My 
room  looked  like  a  genuine  conservatory. 

During  the  afternoon  my  pastor  and  his  ex- 
cellent wife  looked  in  upon  us.  Several  neigh-"* 
bors  called,  and  not  the  least  welcome  came  a  com- 
mittee from  my  church  with  a  letter  of  congratu- 
lations and  fraternal  good  wishes,  and  a  fragrant 
floral  tribute. 

Shortly  after  my  ninetieth  birthday  I  received 
an  obituary  notice  of  the  last  of  my  college 
friends  and  correspondents,  Prof.  J.  D.  Butler, 
LL.D.,  of  Madison,  Wis.  I  was  just  going  to 
write  him  an  account  of  the  celebration  of  my 
anniversary  as  he  had  written  me  an  account  of 
his  a  few  months  before,  when  notice  of  his 
death  came.  We  were  born  in  the  same  state  in 
the  same  year,  and  educated  in  the  same  college 
at  the  same  time,  but  not  in  the  same  class.  After 
graduating,  our  paths  in  life  diverged  widely  for 
many  years.     When  I  returned  from  the  South, 

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in  1S59,  I  found  him  pleasantly  settled  in  a  pro- 
fessorship in  tlie  University  of  Wisconsin.  Sub- 
sequently he  was  often  a  guest  at  my  home  in 
Milwaukee.  After  I  moved  to  Chicago  in  1878, 
I  did  not  see  him  so  often,  but  our  correspondence 
was  more  frequent.  His  last  letter  was  the  one 
giving  me  an  account  of  the  celebration  of  his 
ninetieth  birthday.  It  occurred  on  the  Ides  (15th) 
of  March,  as  he  was  accustomed  to  designate  the 
day.  At  the  time  he  was  serving  as  chaplain  of 
the  State  Senate,  then  in  session,  and  the  members 
overwhelmed  him  with  flowers  and  congratula- 
tory speeches  and  recorded  his  reply  on  the  min- 
utes of  the  Senate  for  that  day.  He  also  kept 
open  house  and  more  than  two  hundred  of  the 
citizens  of  Madison  registered  their  names  on 
the  occasion.  From  that  time  life  faded  and  he 
passed  away  gently  without  disease  and  without 
pain.  • 


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XXI 

DR.  gilbert's  article.:  dr.  murfee 

I  wish  to  express  my  grateful  appreciation  of 
an  article  by  Dr.  Simeon  Gilbert,  published  in  the 
Chicago  Standard  of  March  27,  1909.  Its  theme 
was  "A  Northern-Southern  Educator."  It  was 
much  appreciated  at  the  time  and  furnished  the 
basis  of  short  biographical  notices  in  the  Bosto»> 
Globe  and  many  other  papers,  some  of  which 
contained  good  photographs  of  the  subject.  To 
prevent  repetition  I  quote  only  the  first  and  the 
last  paragraphs: 

"The  story  of  the  development  of  the  colleges, 
seminaries  and  other  agencies  of  the  higher  edu- 
cation in  the  South,  under  the  inspiration  and 
leadership  of  both  men  and  women  from  the 
North,  is  a  shining  part  of  our  common 'national 
history;  a  signal  part  of  our  history  which  has 
never  as  yet  been  adequately  set  forth.  Willing 
as  the  country,  and  the  world,  may  now  be  to 
forget  the  fast  vanishing  years  of  the  deadly 
struggle,  there  was  throughout  the  first  half  of 
the  last  century  a  certain  educational  fellowship 
that  was  altogether  admit-able,  and  of  the  utmost 
consequence.    Without  that  peculiar  southern,  as 

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well  as  western,  educational  migration,  so  credit- 
able to  all  concerned,  our  country  would  have  pre- 
sented to  the  world  a  totally  different  story. 


"Verily,  the  work  of  the  broad-minded  and 
devoted  educator  is  not  a  thankless  service.  The 
North  and  the  South  in  the  vast  and  varied  edu- 
cational reciprocities  which,  both  before  and  since 
the  war,  have  been  going  on — have  they  not  all 
these  years  been  weaving  those  mystic  chords, 
innumerable,  which  tend  so  mightily  to  bind  the 
hearts  of  all,  and  more  and  more,  into  the  ma- 
jestic and  inclusive  oneness  of  our  common  na- 
tional life?  And  what  sweeter  memories  could 
a  man  in  his  ninety-fourth  year  have  to  look 
back  upon,  or  to  be  more  devoutly  grateful  for, 
than  that  of  having  had  given  him  of  God  to 
have  a  life  consecrated  to  such  beneficent  serv- 
ices ;  a  kind  of  public  service  which  touches  vitally 
and  so  graciously  all  the  better  life  of  our  coun- 
try?" 

Dr.  J.  T.  Murfee  was  President  of  Howard 
College  when  removed  from  Marion  to  Birming- 
ham. He  is  now  living  in  the  enjoyment  of  a 
well-earned  pension  of  two  thousand  dollars  a 
year  from  the  Carnegie  fund.     In  a  recent  pub- 

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lie  address  he  said:  "A  volume  would  be  inade- 
quate to  set  forth  the  executive  genius,  the 
scholarly  zeal,  and  the  noble  Christian  character 
of  Dr.  S.  S.  Sherman,  His  sainted  children  are 
buried  under  beautiful  monuments  in  our  Marion 
cemetery;  and  I  ask  the  good  ladies  of  this  gen- 
eration, and  those  who  follow  us,  never  to  fail 
to  strew  flowers  on  their  graves.  I  am  sure  that 
you,  and  your  children's  children,  will  never  let 
fade  the  memory  of  Dr.  and  Mrs.  Sherman." 


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XXII 

GREETING  OF  THE  ALABAMA  BAPTIST  CONVENTION 

In  February,  1909,  I  received  the  following 
communication  from  the  Alabama  Baptist  State 
Convention  that  gave  me  much  pleasure : 

Howard  College,  East  Lake  Station, 
Birmingham,  Ala.,  Feb.  12,  1909. 
Dr.  S.  S.  Sherman,  545  N.  State  St.,  Chicago,  IlL 

Respected  Sir  and  Brother  :— During  the  meeting  of 
the  Alabama  Baptist  State  Convention,  held  in  Montgom- 
ery, November  27-29,  1908,  on  motion  of  Dr.  John  R. 
Sampey,  of  Louisville,  it  was  unanimously  resolved  that 
Robert  G.  Patrick,  President  of  Judson  College,  and  A.  P. 
Montague,  President  of  Howard  College,  be  a  committee 
to  convey  by  letter  to  you  the  greeting  of  the  Baptists 
of  Alabama,  in  convention  assembled,  and  to  assure  you 
of  the  high  appreciation  in  Avhich  your  eminent  services 
for  education  are  held  by  the  Baptists  of  this  state. 

This  pleasant  function  we  now  perform,  and  in  obeying 
the  direction  of  the  Convention  we  desire  to  assure  you  of 
our  best  wishes  for  your  health  and  happiness. 
With  the  highest  respect,  we  are, 

Yours  fraternally, 

Robert    G.    Patrick, 
A.  P.  Montague, 

Committee. 

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In  a  personal  letter  subsequently  Dr.  Sampey 
says :  "If  you  could  have  seen  the  hearty  enthusi- 
asm with  which  the  Alabama  Baptist  State  Con- 
vention voted  for  the  resolution  which  I  pro- 
posed, it  would  have  been  exceedingly  gratifying 
to  you.  The  work  which  you  did  as  a  young  man 
in  Marion,  Ala.,  will  abide  to  the  end  of  time." 


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XXIII 

FINAL    WORD    AT    NINETY-FIVE 

In  the  fall  of  1896  I  suffered  from  a  severe 
attack  of  muscular  rheumatism  which  has  dis- 
abled me  from  visiting  again  in  person  the  home 
of  my  youth. 

In  fancy  I  often  review  the  scenes  of  my 
childhood,  in  my  dear  old  New  England  home  in 
one  of  the  most  beautiful  sections  of  the  Green 
Mountain  State,  and  in  the  same  county  where 
General  Stark,  with  a  few  hundred  Green  Moun- 
4  tain  boys,  defeated  a  division  of  Burgoyne's  army 
and  thus  hastened  the  surrender  of  that  General. 

So  also  does  my  memory  keep  going  back, 
burdened  with  deep  interest  and  a  great  hope,  to 
the  people  of  Alabama,  where  so  large  a  part  of 
my  educational  work  was  done. 

EJicH  fugaces  laj^iintiir  anni!  Ah,  the  fleeting 
years,  how  fast  they  come  and  go ! 

Long  since  has  "my  way  of  life  fallen  into 
the  sere,  the  yellow  leaf."  Now  I  am  deeply  im- 
pressed with  Shakespeare's  more  earnest  words: 

Oh,  sir,  you  are  old. 
Nature   in   you   stands   on   the  very  verge   of  her 
confine. 

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It  is  hard  to  realize  that  Hfe's  work  is  done. 
But  the  friends  of  my  youth  and  busy  manhood 
are  all  gone,  and  I  feel  quite  alone,  or,  as  Frank- 
lin used  to  say  in  his  old  age,  "I  feel  as  if  living 
in  the  next  generation."  Nevertheless,  I  want 
to  say,  not  altogether  alone ;  to  the  Unseen  Pres- 
ence, infinitely  "gentle,  patient  and  gracious,  I 
wish  to  bear  grateful  testimony,  and  to  commend 
most  earnestly  to  Him  all  my  kindred  who  may 
chance  to  read  this  brief  story  of  my  life. 
With  Tennyson  I  can  say : 

Sunset  and  evening  star 

And  one  clear  call  for  me ; 
And  may  there  be  no  moaning  of  the  Bar, 

When  I  put  out  to  sea. 

*         *         *         ♦ 
For  though  from  out  our  bourne  of  Time  and  Place 

The  flood  may  bear  me  far, 
I  hope  to  meet  my  Pilot  face  to  face 

When  I  have  crossed  tbe  Bar. 


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