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Through my 17 years > 
this earth I have been 
through a lot of hardships 
and troubles. I used to think that 
the cards that I was dealt in life 
was very tough and unfair, which 
made me not care about living and 
actually looking forward to death 
because it might be better than 
how I was living on earth. But as 
I got older and much more mature 
and wiser, I figured out why I was 
dealt that hand. 

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Mif thoughts and memories teMd to 

become an everlasting archive 

of systematic soap opera 

war stories 

on the everlasting battlefield of life, 

Caught Op In The Madness 



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