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THE 

CONTEMPLATIVE 

QUARRY 

BY    ANNA   WICKHAM 


LONDON 

THE   POETRY   BOOKSHOP 
35   DEVONSHIRE   STREET,  THEOBALDS   ROAD,  W.C 

1915 


Uniytrsity 

of  California 

Berkeley 


CONTENTS. 


I. — Amourette  :    The  Woman  and  the  Philosopher    -  5 

II. — The  Singer                -----  7 

III. 7 

IV.— The  Egoist 8 

V. 9 

VI. — The  Hermit             -            -            -            -            -  10 

VII.— The  Cheriy-Blossom  Wand        -            -            -  11 

VIII. — A  Song  of  Morning       -            -            -            -  12 

IX.             ..---.-  13 

X. — Meditation  at  Kew                -            -            -            -  14 

XI. — Song  to  the  Young  John  -            -            -            -  15 

XII.— The  Affinity 16 

XIII. — The  Contemplative  Quarry        -            -            -  18 

XIV. — Spoken  to  Adonis            -            -            -            -  18 

XV. — The  Mummer        -            -            -            -            -  19 

XVI.— The  Marriage                  -            -            -            -  20 

XVII.— Artificiality         -            -            -            -            -  22 

XVIII. — Ship  near  Shoals          -            -            -            -  22 

XIX.— The  Revolt  of  Wives     -            -            -            -  23 

XX. — The  Free  Woman             -            -            -            -  25 
XXI. — For  Poets,  Workmen,  Women,  and  Children 

in  Orphanages            -            -            -            -  25 

XXII.— The  Faithful  Amorist                -            -            -  26 

XXIII.— To  a  Young  Boy          -            -            -            -  27 

XXIV.— Eugenics 28 

XXV.— Sehnsucht 29 

XXVI.— Genuflection      -            -            -            -            -  29 

XXVII. — Comment         -            -            -            -            -  30 

XXVIII.— The  Dull  Entertainment      -            -            -  30 

XXIX.                   30 

XXX. — The  Religious  Instinct             -            -            -  31 

XXXI.                   31 

XXXII.— The  Slighted  Lady     -            -            -            -  32 

XXXIII.— Gift  to  a  Jade           -            -            -            -  32 


XXXIV.— Song 34 

XXXV.— Magnetsim                    -            -            -            -  35 

XXXVI.— Friend  Cato                -            -            -            -  36 

XXXVII. — Susannah  in  the  Morning               -            -  37 

XXXVIII.— Dedication               -            -            -            -  37 

XXIX.— The  Tired  Man            -            -            -            -  38 

XL. — Self  Analysis         -            -            -            -            -  39 

XLL— To  D.  M. 40 


I— AMOURETTE. 

(The  Woman  and  the  Philosopher.) 

She:    TV/HAT  shall  I  do  most  pleasing  man? 
W      I  will  delight  you  if  I  can. 

Shall  I  be  silent  ?    Shall  I  speak  ? 
Since  I  love  quick  I'll  show  that  I  am  weak  : 
ril  say  the  wisest  strangest  thing  I  know 
That  you  may  smile  at  vanity,  and  love  me  so. 

He :  How  can  her  wisdom  flourish  and  endure 
When  her  philosophy  is  but  a  lure, 
And  to  the  arsenal  of  charm  is  brought 
The  ammunition  of  her  thought  ? 
I  count  her  breathing  as  I  sit ; 
I  love  her  mouth,  but  disregard  her  wit. 

She :  More  than  love,  and  more  than  other  pleasure 
I  desire  thrilling  combat  of  the  wit. 
As  far  as  I  can  measure 
This  man  is  rare,  and  therefore  fit 
To  be  a  combatant,  let  me  say  one  thing  new 
That  I  may  gage  him  so,  to  prove  my  judgment  true. 

(Here  follows  an  argument,) 


She :  Sir  it  is  just  I  own 

That  I  am  overthrown, 
And  I  take  strange  deHght 
That  I  am  beaten  so  to-night. 

He :  Madam  you  are  a  sensualist, 

And,  being  such,  you  shall  be  kissed. 

She :  What  husbandry  is  this  ? 

What  thrift,  that  we  should  kiss 

On  the  first  night  we  meet  ? 

What  is  your  need  to  eat  the  seed. 

When  growth  might  be  so  sweet  ? 

From  this  first  pleasure  that  you  sow  in  me 

It  is  my  power  to  raise  a  gracious  tree. 

And,  maybe,  I  will  give  you  a  kind  grove 

Where  you  may  sit  though  sunny  days,  and  love. 

He :  This  answer,  which  is  rare, 
Is  luring  as  your  hair. 
I  go  from  you  this  night  in  pain. 
But  Madam,  I  will  come  again. 

She :  Dreams,  dreams,  stay  with  me  till  I  sleep, 
Then  let  oblivion  steep 
My  senses  in  forgetfulness. 
That  when  I  wake,  I  may  forget  my  loneliness. 


II— THE  SINGER. 

IF  I  had  peace  to  sit  and  sing, 
Then  I  could  make  a  lovely  thing; 
But  I  am  stung  with  goads  and  whips. 
So  I  build  songs  like  iron  ships. 

Let  it  be  something  for  my  song, 
If  it  is  sometimes  swift  and  strong. 


Ill 


ONLY  a  starveling  singer  seeks 
The  stuff  of  songs  among  the  Greeks.. 
Juno  is  old, 
Jove's  loves  are  cold. 
Tales  over-told. 
By  a  new  risen  Attic  stream 
A  mortal  singer  dreamed  a  dream. 
Fixed  he  not  Fancy's  habitation, 
Nor  set  in  bonds  Imagination. 
There  are  new  waters,  and  a  new  Humanity. 
For  all  old  myths  give  us  the  dream  to  be. 
We  are  outwearied  with  Persephone, 
Rather  than  her,  we'll  sing  Reality. 


IV— THE  EGOIST. 

SHALL  I  write  pretty  poetry 
Contolled  by  ordered  sense  in  me 
With  an  old  choice  of  figure  and  of  word, 
So  call  my  soul  a  nesting  bird  ? 

Of  the  dead  poets  I  can  make  a  synthesis, 
And  learn  poetic  form  that  in  them  is ; 
But  I  will  use  the  figure  that  is  real 
For  me,  the  figure  that  I  feel. 

And  now  of  this  matter  of  ear-perfect  rhyme. 
My  clerk  can  list  all  language  in  his  leisure  time ; 
A  faulty  rhyme  may  be  a  well-placed  microtone, 
And  hold  a  perfect  imperfection  of  its  own. 

A  poet  rediscovers  all  creation ; 

His  instinct  gives  him  beauty,  which  is  sensed  relation. 
It  was  as  fit  for  one  man's  thoughts  to  trot  in  iambs,  as  it  is  for  me. 
Who  live  not  in  the  horse-age,  but  in  the  day  of  aeroplanes,  to 
write  my  rhythms  free. 


I  HAVE  no  physical  need  of  a  chair ; 
I  can  double  my  body  anywhere  : 
A  suitable  rest  is  found 
Upon  a  stone  or  on  the  ground. 
But  it  is  needful  that  I  feed  my  wit, 
With  beauty  and  complexity,  even  when  I  sit. 
Had  I  a  splendid  broad  philosophy 
I  were  high  man  without  complexity. 
I'd  fling  myself  on  any  natural  sod 
To  scan  the  zenith  and  remember  God. 
But  it  is  needful  man  shall  strive 
With  tortured  matter,  so  to  keep  alive. 
Idle  man  would  never  live  to  age  : 
He  would  run  mad  and  die  in  rage. 
When  fat  accumulations  cloy, 
War  brings  her  sword  to  ravage  and  destroy. 
That  through  the  smoke  of  the  consuming  real 
Man  sees  a  clearer  and  more  sure  ideal. 


lO 


VI— THE  HERMIT. 

FOOLS  drove  him  with  goads  and  whips 
Down  to  the  sea  where  there  were  ships. 
And  he  was  forced  at  the  risk  of  his  neck 
To  find  a  refuge  on  a  stranger's  deck. 

Then  that  ship  sailed  away- 
Far  from  the  land  that  day, 
He  watched  the  sky,  and  mourned  to  be 
In  such  a  dread  captivity. 

But  from  a  rift  of  flying  cloud 
Burst  a  tempest  quick  and  loud ; 
A  burning  bolt  struck  the  strange  deck 
Bringing  the  ship  to  sudden  wreck. 

So  the  poor  slave  swam  free 

Over  a  quick  calmed  sea  : 

On  a  new  coast-line  he  was  thrown. 

And  claimed  a  virgin  island  for  his  own. 

In  the  quiet  island  was  such  pleasure, 
In  solitude  he  found  such  treasure, 
He  took  rude  tools 
And  carved  a  splendid  monument  to  fools. 


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VII— THE  CHERRY-BLOSSOM  WAND. 
(To  be  sung.) 

I  WILL  pluck  from  my  tree  a  cherry-blossom  wand, 
And  carry  it  in  my  merciless  hand, 
So  I  will  drive  you,  so  bewitch  your  eyes. 
With  a  beautiful  thing  that  can  never  grow  wise. 

Light  are  the  petals  that  fall  from  the  bough. 

And  lighter  the  love  that  I  offer  you  now ; 

In  a  spring  day  shall  the  tale  be  told 

Of  the  beautiful  things  that  will  never  grow  old. 

The  blossoms  shall  fall  in  the  night  wind, 
And  I  will  leave  you  so,  to  be  kind  : 
Eternal  in  beauty  are  short-lived  flowers, 
Eternal  in  beauty,  these  exquisite  hours. 

I  will  pluck  from  my  tree  a  cherry-blossom  wand, 

And  carry  it  in  my  merciless  hand. 

So  I  will  drive  you,  so  bewitch  your  eyes, 

With  a  beautiful  thing  that  shall  never  grow  wise. 


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VIII— A  SONG  OF  MORNING 

THE  starved  priest  must  stay  in  his  cold  hills. 
How  can  he  walk  in  vineyards, 
Where  brown  girls  mock  him 
With  kisses,  and  with  the  dance  ! 
You,  O  son  of  Silenus,  must  live  in  cities, 
Where  there  is  wine. 
Where  there  are  couches  for  rank  flesh, 
Where  women  walk  in  streets. 

But  I  will  be  a  conqueror. 

Strong  to  starve  and  feast. 

I  will   go  up  into  the  hills. 

With  club  and  flint  I  will  fight  hairy  men. 

I  will  break  a  head  as  I  throw  down  a  cup  ; 

I  will  spill  my  blood  as  I  throw  down  wine  at  a  feast ; 

I  will  break  mountain  ice  for  my  bath ; 

I  will  lie  upon  cold  rock,  and  I  will  dream. 

Then  I  will  come  down  into  the  cities, 
Slim,  but  for  my  great  sinews. 

And  I  will  walk  in  the  streets  of  women. 
The  women  will  be  behind  their  curtains, 
And  they  will  fear  me. 


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I  will  be  strong  to  live  beyond  the  law ; 
I  will  be  strong  to  live  without  the  priest ; 
I  will  be  strong,  no  slave  of  couches. 

I  will  be  a  conqueror, 
Mighty  to  starve  and  feast. 


IX. 

HE  who  has  lost  soul's  liberty 
Concerns  himself  for  ever  with  his  property, 
As,  when  the  folk  have  lost  the  dance  and  song, 
Women  clean  useless  pots  the  whole  day  long. 

Thank  God  for  war  and  fire 

To  burn  the  silly  objects  of  desire, 

That  from  the  ruin  of  a  church  thrown  down 

We  see  God  clear  and  high  above  the  town. 


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X— MEDITATION  AT  KEW. 

ALAS  !   for  all  the  pretty  women  who  marry  dull  men, 
Go  into  the  suburbs  and  never  come  out  again, 
Who  lose  their  pretty  faces,  and  dim  their  pretty  eyes, 
Because  no  one  has  skill  or  courage  to  organize. 

What  do  these  pretty  women  suffer  when  they  marry  ? 
They  bear  a  boy  who  is  like  Uncle  Harry, 
A  girl,  who  is  like  Aunt  Eliza,  and  not  new. 
These  old  dull  races  must  breed  true. 

I  would  enclose  a  common  in  the  sun, 
And  let  the  young  wives  out  to  laugh  and  run  ; 
I  would  steal  their  dull  clothes  and  go  away. 
And  leave  the  pretty  naked  things  to  play. 

Then  I  would  make  a  contract  with  hard  Fate 

That  they  see  all  the  men  in  the  world  and  choose  a  mate, 

And  I  would  summon  all  the  pipers  in  the  town 

That  they  dance  with  Love  at  a  feast,  and  dance  him  down. 

From  the  gay  unions  of  choice 

We'd  have  a  race  of  splendid  beauty,  and  of  thrilling  voice. 

The  World  whips  frank  gay  love  with  rods, 

But  frankly  gaily  shall  we  get  the  gods. 


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XI— SONG  TO  THE  YOUNG  JOHN, 

THE  apple-blossomy  king 
Is  lord  of  this  new  Spring; 
He  is  the  spirit  of  young  joy, 
My  little  yellow-headed  boy. 


His  eyes  are  a  bluebell  wood,  set  in  a  boy's  head. 

His  hair  the  white-gold  ghost  of  sunlight  from  Springs  dead. 

The  pink  of  apple-blossom  is  in  his  bonnie  cheeks ; 

I  hear  bird-song  in  sleepy  glades,  when  the  king  speaks. 

He  moves  like  a  young  larch  in  a  light  wind ; 
His  body  brings  slim  budding  trees  to  mind. 
How  all  my  senses  thrill  to  the  dear  treasure, 
Till  I  must  weep  for  sweet  excess  of  pleasure. 


The  apple-blossomy  king 
Is  lord  of  this  new  spring; 
He  is  the  spirit  of  young  joy^ 
My  little  yellow-headed  boy. 


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XII— THE  AFFINITY. 

I  HAVE  to  thank  God  I'm  a  woman, 
For  in  these  ordered  days  a  woman  only 
Is  free  to  be  very  hungry,  very  lonely. 

It  is  sad  for  Feminism,  but  still  clear 

That  man,  more  often  than  woman,  is  a  pioneer. 

If  I  would  confide  a  new  thought. 

First  to  a  man  must  it  be  brought. 

Now,  for  our  sins,  it  is  my  bitter  fate 
That  such  a  man  wills  soon  to  be  my  mate. 
And  so  of  friendship  is  quick  end  : 
When  I  have  gained  a  love  I  lose  a  friend. 

It  is  well  within  the  order  of  things 

That  man  should  listen  when  his  mate  sings ; 

But  the  true  male  never  yet  walked 

Who  liked  to  listen  when  his  mate  talked. 

I  would  be  married  to  a  full  man. 
As  would  all  women  since  the  world  began ; 
But  from  a  wealth  of  living  I  have  proved 
I  must  be  silent,  if  I  would  be  loved. 


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Now  of  my  silence  I  have  much  wealth, 

I  have  to  do  my  thinking  all  by  stealth. 

My  thought  may  never  see  the  day  ; 

My  mind  is  like  a  catacomb  where  early  Christians  pray. 

And  of  my  silence  I  have  much  pain, 
But  of  these  pangs  I  have  great  gain  ; 
For  I  must  take  to  drugs  or  drink. 
Or  I  must  write  the  things  I  think. 

If  my  sex  would  let  me  speak, 

I  would  be  very  lazy  and  most  weak ; 

I  should  speak  only,  and  the  things  I  spoke 

Would  fill  the  air  a  while,  and  clear  like  smoke. 

The  things  I  think  now  I  write  down, 

And  some  day  I  will  show  them  to  the  Town. 

When  I  am  sad  I  make  thought  clear  ; 

I  can  re-read  it  all  next  year. 

I  have  to  thank  God  I'm  a  woman, 
For  in  these  ordered  days  a  woman  only 
Is  free  to  be  very  hungry,  very  lonely. 


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XIII— THE   CONTEMPLATIVE    QUARRY. 

MY  Love  is  male  and  proper-man 
And  what  he'd  have  he'd  get  by  chase, 
So  I  must  cheat  as  women  can 
And  keep  my  love  from  off  my  face. 
Tis  folly  to  my  dawning  thrifty  thought 
That  I  must  run,  who  in  the  end  am  caught. 


XIV— SPOKEN  TO  ADONIS. 

HAVE  you  observed  that  one  can  measure 
Poetic  worth  of  words  in  terms  of  pleasure? 
Honey  and  milk  have  been  sweet  food  so  long, 
These  words  are  naturalized  in  Song. 
And  from  my  joy  in  you  the  time  is  ripe 
That  I  find  lyric  value  for  your  pipe. 
What  tender  pleasure  do  your  lips  invoke 
Moving  in  gracious  meditation  as  you  smoke  I 


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XV— THE    MUMMER. 

STRICT  I  walk  my  ordered  way 
Through  the  strait  and  duteous  day ; 
The  hours  are  nuns  that  summon  me 
To  offices  of  huswifry. 
Cups  and  cupboards,  flagons,  food 
Are  things  of  my  solicitude. 
No  elfin  Folly  haply  strays 
Down  my  precise  and  well-swept  ways. 

When  that  compassionate  lady  Night 
Shuts  out  a  prison  from  my  sight, 
With  other  thrift  I  turn  a  key 
Of  the  old  chest  of  Memory. 
And  in  my  spacious  dreams  unfold 
A  flimsy  stuff  of  green  and  gold, 
And  walk  and  wander  in  the  dress 
Of  old  delights,  and  tenderness. 


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XVI— THE  MARRIAGE. 

WHAT  a  great  battle  you  and  I  have  fought ! 
A  fight  of  sticks  and  whips  and  swords, 
A  one-armed  combat, 
For  each  held  the  left  hand  pressed  close  to  the  heart, 
To  save  the  caskets  from  assault. 

How  tenderly  we  guarded  them  ; 

I  would  keep  mine  and  still  have  yours, 

And  you  held  fast  to  yours  and  coveted  mine. 

Could  we  have  dropt  the  caskets 

We  would  have  thrown  down  weapons 

And  been  at  each  other  like  apes. 

Scratching,  biting,  hugging 

In  exasperation. 

What  a  fight ! 

Thank  God  that  I  was  strong  as  you. 

And  you,  though  not  my  master,  were  my  match. 

How  we  panted ;  we  grew  dizzy  with  rage. 

We  forgot  everything  but  the  fight  and  the  love  of  the  caskets. 


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These  we  called  by  great  names — 
Personality,  Liberty,  Individuality. 

Each  fought  for  right  to  keep  himself  a  slave 
And  to  redeem  his  fellow. 
How  can  this  be  done  ? 

But  the  fight  ended. 

For  both  was  victory ; 

For  both  there  was  defeat. 

Through  blood  we  saw  the  caskets  on  the  floor. 

Our  jewels  were  revealed  : 

An  ugly  toad  in  mine. 

While  yours  was  filled  with  most  contemptible  small  snakes. 

One  held  my  vanity,  the  other  held  your  sloth. 

The  fight  is  over,  and  our  eyes  are  clear. — 
Good  friend,  shake  hands. 


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XVII— ARTIFICIALITY. 

POOR  body  that  was  crushed  in  stays 
Through  many  real-seeming  days, 
You  are  free  in  the  grave. 
You  held  a  ghost  'neath  roof  and  law 
Well  by  contrivance  and  by  wit  and  saw. 
All  storms  that  rage  now  strike  your  mould, 
Now  dead,  now  low,  now  cold ; 
And  air,  turned  foe,  your  ready  breath  forgot, 
Shall  wanton  with  you  till  you  rot. 

Poor  bodies  crushed  in  stays. 
Think  of  the  rotting  days  I 


XVIII— SHIP   NEAR   SHOALS. 

I  HAVE  been  so  misused  by  chaste  men  with  one  wife 
That  I  would  live  with  satyrs  all  my  life. 
Virtue  has  bound  me  with  such  infamy 
That  I  must  fly  where  Love  himself  is  free, 
And  know  all  vice  but  that  small  vice  of  dignity. 

Come  Rags  and  Jades  I   so  long  as  you  have  laughter, 
Blow  your  shrill  pipes,  and  I  will  follow  after. 


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XIX— THE   REVOLT  OF  WIVES. 

1WILL  be  neither  man  nor  woman, 
I  will  be  just  a  human. 
When  the  time  comes  for  me  to  bear  a  son 
With  concentration  shall  the  work  be  done. 
My  medium  then  is  flesh  and  blood, 
And  by  God's  mercy  shall  the  work  be  good. 

If  all  of  women's  life  were  spent  with  child, 

How  were  Earth's  people  and  her  area  reconciled? 

Nor  for  my  very  pleasure  will  I  vex 

My  whole  long  life  away  in  things  of  sex. 

As  in  those  good  Victorian  days 

When  teeeming  women  lived  in  stays. 

We  often  find  the  moralist  forgetting 
Relation  betwixt  bearing  and  begetting. 
What  increase  if  all  women  should  be  chaste  ? 
But  it  is  good  all  women  keep  a  natural  waist, 
For  a  strong  people's  love  of  child 
With  narrow  hips  can  not  be  reconciled. 


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Show  us  the  contract  plain,  that  we  may  prove 
If  we  are  loved  for  children,  or  are  loved  for  love. 
Your  children  all  our  services  compel. 
But  from  love's  charter  do  we  now  rebel. 
If  in  our  love  you  find  such  pleasure, 
Pay  us  in  freedom  love's  full  measure. 

We,  vital  women,  are  no  more  content 

Bound,  first  to  passion,  then  to  sentiment. 

Of  you,  the  masters,  slaves  in  our  poor  eyes 

Who  most  are  moved  by  women's  tricks  and  lies, 

We  ask  our  freedom.    In  good  sooth, 

We  only  ask  to  know  and  speak  the  truth  ! 


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XX— THE  FREE  WOMAN. 

WHAT  was  not  done  on  earth  by  incapacity 
Of  old,  was  promised  for  the  life  to  be. 
But  I  will  build  a  heaven  which  shall  prove 
A  lovelier  paradise 
To  your  brave  mortal  eyes 
Than  the  eternal  tranquil  promise  of  the  Good. 
For  freedom  I  will  give  perfected  love, 
For  which  you  shall  not  pay  in  shelter  or  in  food. 
For  the  work  of  my  head  and  hands  I  will  be  paid, 
But  I  take  no  fee  to  be  wedded,  or  to  remain  a  maid. 


XXI^FROM    POETS,    WORKMEN,    WOMEN,    AND 
CHILDREN   IN   ORPHANAGES. 

WITH  wine  or  with  faith,  with  love  or  with  song, 
Let  me  be  drunken  all  my  life  long. 
On  hills  of  ecstasy,  in  troughs  of  pain, 
Never  more  sober,  never  more  sane. 
For  I  lived  too  long  in  a  den 
Of  sane  and  solemn  men. 
Each  merciless  as  a  beast. 
And  my  spirit  was  their  feast. 
They  sucked  my  soul  from  me 
All  for  the  sake  of  holy  Uniformity. 


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XXII— THE  FAITHFUL  AMORIST. 

AM  I  not  the  lover  of  Beauty 
To  follow  her  where  I  know  she  is  hid 
By  the  aroma  of  her  pleasure  ? 
Yesterday  I  had  pleasure  of  Helen, 
Of  white,  of  yellow  hair. 
But  to-day  a  negress  is  my  delight. 
And  Beauty  is  black. 

There  are  some  that  are  as  small  tradesmen. 

To  sell  beauty  in  a  shop, 

Noting  what  has  been  desired,  and  acclaiming  it  eternally  good. 

So  poets  fill  verses 

For  ever  with  the  owl,  the  oak,  and  the  nightingale, 

I  say  the  crow  is  a  better  bird  than  the  nightingale. 

Since  to-day  Beauty  is  black. 

The  lark  sings  flat 

Of  wearisome  trees  and  spiritless  fields. 
But  there  is  great  music  in  the  hyaena, 
For  there  is  pleasure  in  deserts. 


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XXIII— TO   A   YOUNG   BOY. 

POOR  son  of  strife — 
Child  of  inequality  and  growth — 
You  will  never  learn  ;  you  have  only  to  live. 
You  will  never  know  the  peace  of  order. 
Routine  will  crush  you. 
Safe  toil  has  always  thought  of  time, 
But  you  will  work  in  utter  concentration 
Fierce  as  fire. 

You  will  find  no  steady  excellence':! 

You  will  spend  your  life  in  a  ditch,  grubbing  for  grains  of  gold. 

Remember,  my  dear  son, 

That  gold  is  gold. 

You  will  find  no  steady  virtue  : 

You  will  live  sometimes  with  holy  ecstasy,  sometimes  with  shoddy  sin. 

You  will  keep  no  constant  faith. 

But  with  an  agony  of  faithful  longing  you  will  hate  a  lie. 

Life  will  give  you  no  annuity, 

You  will  always  be  at  risk. 

There  is  one  technique,  one  hope  and  one  excuse  for  such  as  you, 

And  that  is  courage. 


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XXIV— EUGENICS. 

IN  this  woman,  whose  business  it  is  to  prepare  my  dinner, 
I  find  the  most  surprising  sensitiveness  to  works  of  art. 
With  splendid  qualities  of  sympathy  and  heart, 
And  now  I  learn  her  father  was  a  sinner. 

His  lines  were  laid  in  unadventurous  places ; 
He  was  a  tradesman  in  a  little  town. 
But  whiles,  he  laid  the  yardstick  down, 
And  went  and  lost  his  money  at  the  races. 

The  draper  had  his  quiver  very  full : 

At  the  thought  of  his  thriftlessness  my  heart  should  harden. 

But  had  he  lived  and  died  like  a  churchwarden, 

I  know  my  housekeeper  had  been  dull. 


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XXV—SEHNSUCHT. 

BECAUSE  of  body*s  hunger  are  we  born, 
And  by  contriving  hunger  are  we  fed ; 
Because  of  hunger  is  our  work  well  done, 
As  so  are  songs  well  sung,  and  things  well  said, 
Desire  and  longing  are  the  whips  of  God — 
God  save  us  all  from  death  when  we  are  fed. 


XXVI— GENUFLECTION. 

1MOST  offend  my  Deity  when  I  kneel ; 
I  have  no  profit  from  repeated  prayers. 
I  know  the  law  too  perfect  and  too  real 
To  swerve  or  falter  for  my  small  affairs. 
Not  till  my  ruinous  fears  begin 
Do  I  ask  God  for  freedom  from  my  sin. 
Self-fear  is  chiefest  ally  of  the  Devil, 
And  I  fall  straight  from  praying  into  evil. 


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XXVII— COMMENT. 

THE  spirit  of  Mediocrity 
Is,  as  the  ant,  conservative, 
And  this  is  as  it  well  must  be. 
Else  were  the  creature  not  alive. 

The  weakling  clings  to  the  paps  of  the  Past, 
Draws  that  assurM  necessary  food. 
Young  Power  is  strong  to  make  a  fast 
Within  a  sparsely-berried  wood. 

Wherein,  as  Time  and  clearances  allow, 
He*ll  tether  a  most  fruitful  milky  cow, 
From  which  all  following  Mediocrity 
Will  draw  its  strength  to  praise  Rigidity. 

XXVIII— THE    DULL    ENTERTAINMENT. 

HERE  is  too  much  food 
For  the  talk  to  be  good, 
And  too  much  hurrying  of  menial  feet, 
And  too  kind  proffering  of  things  to  eat. 

XXIX. 

No  sleepy  poison  is  more  strong  to  kill 
Than  jaded,  weak,  and  vascillating  will. 
God  send  us  power  to  make  decision 
With  muscular,  clean,  fierce  precision. 
In  life  and  song 
Give  us  the  might 
To  dare  to  be  wrong 
Who  feared  we  were  not  right. 
Regenerating  days  begin 
When  I,  who  made  no  choice,  choose  even  sin. 


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XXX— THE   RELIGIOUS    INSTINCT. 

WHEN  I  love  most — I  am  turned  psalmist. 
I  have  expression  from  my  wrong. 
I  bay  like  a  ghost-scenting  hound, 
**  Where  is  God  hid?  for  I  would  smite  him  with  a  song." 
Come  back  Jehovah, 
Give  me  cover. 
Come  back  old  god, 
For  I  have  lost  my  lover. 


XXXI. 

OUT  of  the  womb  of  Mother  Sin, 
With  stained  and  sensitive  skin, 
Is  born  the  strong  solitary  soul 
Who  is  master  of  power  and  of  control. 
Fearlessness  did  him  beget  ; 
Nor  let  the  moralist  forget, 
The  child  of  Sin  and  Courage  well  may  be 
Nobler  than  any  child  of  timid  Purity. 


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XXXII— THE  SLIGHTED   LADY. 

THERE  was  a  man  who  won  a  beautiful  woman. 
Not  only  was  she  lovely,  and  shaped  like  a  woman, 
But  she  had  a  beautiful  mind. 
She  understood  everything  the  man  said  to  her, 
She  listened  and  smiled, 

And  the  man  possessed  her  and  grew  in  ecstasy, 
And  he  talked  while  the  woman  listened  and  smiled. 

But  there  came  a  day  when  the  woman  understood  even 

more  than  the  man  had  said ; 
Then  she  spoke,  and  the  man,  sated  with  possession,  and 

weary  with  words,  slept. 
He  slept  on  the  threshold  of  his  house. 
The  woman  was  within,  in  a  small  room. 

Then  to  the  window  of  her  room 
Came  a  young  lover  with  his  lute, 
And  thus  he  sang  ; 

*'  O,  beautiful  woman,  who  can  perfect  my  dreams, 
Take  my  soul  into  your  hands 
Like  a  clear  crystal  ball. 


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Warm  it  to  softness  at  your  breast, 

And  shape  it  as  you  will. 

We  two  shall  sing  together  living  songs, 

And  walk  our  Paradise,  in  an  eternal  noon — 

Come,  my  Desire,  I  wait.'* 

But  the  woman,  remembering  the  sleeper  and  her  faith, 

Shook  her  good  head,  to  keep  the  longing  from  her  eyes, 

At  which  the  lover  sang  again,  and  with  such  lusty  rapture 

That  the  sleeper  waked. 

And,  listening  to  the  song,  he  said  : 

**  My  woman  has  bewitched  this  man — 

He  is  seduced. 

What  folly  does  he  sing  ? 

This  woman  is  no  goddess,  but  my  wife ; 

And  no  perfection,  but  the  keeper  of  my  house.'* 

Whereat  the  woman  said  within  her  heart ; 

**  My  husband  has  not  looked  at  me  for  many  days — 

He  has  forgot  that  flesh  is  warm. 

And  that  the  spirit  hungers. 

I  have  waited  long  within  the  house  ; 

I  freeze  with  dumbness,  and  I  go." 

Then  she  stept  down  from  her  high  window 

And  walked  with  her  young  lover,  singing  to  his  lute. 


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XXXIII— GIFT   TO   A   JADE. 

FOR  love  he  offered  me  his  perfect  world. 
This  world  was  so  constricted,  and  so  small, 
It  had  no  sort  of  loveliness  at  all, 
And  I  flung  back  the  little  silly  ball. 
At  that  cold  moralist  I  hotly  hurled, 
His  perfect  pure  symmetrical  small  world. 


XXXIV— SONG. 

I  WAS  so  chill,  and  overworn,  and  sad, 
To  be  a  lady  was  the  only  joy  I  had. 
I  walked  the  street  as  silent  as  a  mouse. 
Buying  fine  clothes,  and  fittings  for  the  house. 

But  since  I  saw  my  love 
I  wear  a  simple  dress, 
And  happily  I  move 
Forgetting  weariness. 


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XXXV— MAGNETISM. 

THE  little  king 
Came  preening  to  the  presence  of  the  great. 
Who  wore  no  jewelled  thing 
To  show  imperial  state. 
Had  the  small  king  been  wise, 
He'd  read  dominion  in  a  mummer's  eyes. 

The  peacock  princeling  spoke  his  will, 

While  the  great  lord  sat  still. 

But  steady  eyes  had  filched  a  soul  away  : 

A  braggart  withered  in  his  husk  that  day. 

Had  the  great  king  been  wise, 

He'd  read  dominion  in  a  mummer's  eyes. 


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XXXVI— FRIEND   CATO. 

WHEN  the  master  sits  at  ease 
He  joys  in  generalities ; 

In  aphorisms  concerning  all  things  human, 
But  most  of  all  concerning  woman. 
Saying,  *'  Women  are  this  or  that.*- 
Woman  is  round,  or  high,  or  square,  or  flat.'* 

Sir,  a  shepherd  knows  his  sheep  apart, 
And  mothers  know  young  babes  by  heart. 
To  taste  no  little  shade  of  difference 
Is  sign  of  undiscerning  sense. 
Cato,  in  pity,  hear  our  just  demur, 
Man,  to  be  critic,  must  be  conoisseur. 


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XXXVII— SUSANNAH    IN   THE   MORNING. 

WHEN  first  I  saw  him  I  was  chaste  and  good, 
And  he,  how  ruthless,  pardoned  not  the  mood. 
From  one  quick  look  1  knew  him  dear, 
And  gave  the  highest  tribute  of  my  fear. 
So  I  played  woman  to  his  male  : 
How  better  could  his  power  prevail ! 
But  his  hot  sense  showed  quick  surprise 
At  the  slow  challenge  of  my  shaded  eyes. 
In  a  closed  room  what  fires  may  burn  ! 
O  my  cold  lover  will  you  not  return  ? 
To  the  high  night  I  fling  my  prayer  : 
Master  of  chariots  drive  me  in  the  air  ! 


XXXVIII— DEDICATION. 

{WALKED  when  the  wood  was  full  of  minstrelry. 
A  pretty  prince  came  down  to  talk  with  me. 
He  spoke  so  kindly,  and  quite  loud  :' 
Then  he  was  gone,  quick  as  high  cloud. 
That  he  came  here  is  such  a  happy  thing, 
I  sit  quite  still  in  the  wood  and  sing. 


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XXXIX— THE   TIRED   MAN. 

T  AM  a  quiet  gentleman, 

And  I  would  sit  and  dream ; 
But  my  wife  is  on  the  hillside, 
Wild  as  a  hill-stream. 

I  am  a  quiet  gentleman. 
And  I  would  sit  and  think ; 

But  my  wife  is  walking  the  whirlwind 
Through  night  as  black  as  ink. 

O,  give  me  a  woman  of  my  race 

As  well  controlled  as  I, 
And  let  us  sit  by  the  fire. 

Patient  till  we  die  ! 


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XL— SELF  ANALYSIS. 

THE  tumult  of  my  fretted  mind 
Gives  me  expression  of  a  kind ; 
But  it  is  faulty,  harsh,  not  plain — 
My  work  has  the  incompetence  of  pain. 

I  am  consumed  with  slow  fire, 

For  righteousness  is  my  desire; 

Towards  that  good  goal  I  cannot  whip  my  will, 

I  am  a  tired  horse  that  jibs  upon  a  hill. 

I  desire  Virtue,  though  I  love  her  not — 
I  have  no  faith  in  her  when  she  is  got : 
I  fear  that  she  will  bind  and  make  me  slave, 
And  send  me  songless  to  the  sullen  grave. 

I  am  like  a  man  who  fears  to  take  a  wife, 
And  frets  his  soul  with  wantons  all  his  life. 
With  rich  unholy  foods  I  stuff  my  maw ; 
When  I  am  sick,  then  I  believe  in  law. 


A  7 


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I  fear  the  whiteness  of  straight  ways — 
I  think  there  is  no  colour  in  unsullied  days. 
My  silly  sins  I  take  for  my  heart's  ease, 
And  know  my  beauty  in  the  end  disease. 

Of  old  there  were  great  heroes,  strong  in  fight, 
Who,  tense  and  sinless,  kept  a  fire  alight : 
God  of  our  hope,  in  their  great  name, 
Give  me  the  straight  and  ordered  flame. 


XLI— TO  D.  M. 

T  WITH  fine  words  wear  all  my  life  away. 

And  lose  good  purpose  with  the  things  I  say, 
Guide  me,  kind  silent  woman,  that  I  give 

One  deed  for  twice  ten  thousand  words,  and  so  I  live. 


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