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miiicis 


Editorial 


The  artist,  momentarily  worlting  apart  from  the 
society  which  has  in  one  way  or  the  other  given  him 
all  his  ideas  and  inspiration,  is  a  rarity.  There  has 
never  been  a  preponderance  of  people  working  in  the 
fine  arts  field,  for  the  artist  is  a  forerunner  of  his 
time,  and  in  general  populations  are  not  composed 
of  individuals  concerned  with  the  poetic  truth  of  the 
future  or  even  with  the  present.  This  is,  however, 
the  primary  concern  of  the  artist  who  finds  that  it 
is  necessary  for  him  to  state  his  interpretations  of 
these  truths. 

This  is  the  basic  reason  for  the  scanty  number 
of  artists  on  this  campus.  It  is  not  the  fault  of  stu- 
dent government,  sports  events  or  courses  in  home 
management.  If  the  artist  is  present,  and  if  these 
are  hinderances  to  him,  he  simply  turns  aside  from 
these  particular  elements.  Even  if  they  seem  mun- 
dane, uninteresting  and  uninspiring  to  him  they  are 
still  not  responsible  for  the  lack  of  creative  work. 


If  the  artist  can  not  turn  aside  from  them  he  is 
free  to  struggle  with  them  to  arrive  at  his  statement. 
If  he  can  do  neither  of  these  things  he  is  not  an 
artist. 

Coraddi  wishes  to  act  as  a  helper  in  this  struggle 
for  it  is  not  always  an  easy  one.  The  magazine 
wishes  to  reflect  the  best  artistic  efforts  available 
from  students.  It  does  not,  under  any  circumstances, 
wish  to  set  itself  up  as  an  unobtainable  "ivory 
tower".  The  writers  and  artists  who  contributed  and 
whose  work  is  not  presented  in  this  issue  were 
turned  down  for  no  other  reason  than  they  simply 
did  not  meet  the  standards  required  to  best  re- 
flect, but  in  many  cases  they  were  not  far  away. 
Coraddi  wishes  to  nourish  and  care  for  these  rising 
standards.  Only  when  they  have  been  raised  can 
the  truth  be  stated,  and  the  artist  prove  that  he  is 
a  "singing  creature". 

A.  D. 


Spring  Issue 
1959 


CORADDI 


editor 
Ann  Dearsley 

literary  editor 
Heather  Ross 

art  editor 
Ann  Duncan 

literary  staff 
Nancy  Rufty 
Heather  MacDonald 
Linda  Sanders 
Hilda  Kenner 
Kay  Wallace 

a)i  staff' 

Suzanne  Carter 

Marnie  Singletary 

GWEN  Neiman 

Roberta  Byrd 

Carol  Culbreth 

Jo  Harris 

business  manager 
Reita  Matheson 

circulation  manager 
Christina  Bennett 


The   Woman's  College 

o 
of  the 

University  of  North  Carolina 

Greensboro.  North  Carolina 


COf^TE^TS 

Prose 

The  \\^olf,  translation  by  Evelyn  Matheson 4 

The  Fir  Tree,  anahsis  by  Margaret  Underwood 8 

poetry 

The  \\'ar  Cloud,  Heather  Ross 3 

A  Legacy,  Heather  Ross  7 

Termixlts,  Becky  HoM^ard 9 

Le  Professeur  de  Geographie,  Heather  MacDonald 10 

art 

The  Sa^-s'  Grass,  An??  Dearsley 2 

Kneeling  Figure,  Ami  Duncan  5 

To  P.,  Marnie  Singletary 6 

DRA^\'IXG,  Susie  Winstead  9 

Dr.\a\ing,  Ann  Home 10 

Trillium,  Suzanne  Carter  12 

Editorial  

Co\er— The  Coppice,  Suzanne  Carter lithograph 


The  War  Cloud 


What  is  war? 

It  is  one  of  those  afternoons  upstairs, 

With  boxes  and  banks  and  shelves, 

Full  of  browning,  smiled-up  yesterselves ; 

It  sits  in  the  rocking  chair 

With  blue  eyes, 

Full  of  vacant  sky, 

A  doll  left  out  in  the  rain. 

A  long  afternoon  of  boxes, 

Stairstepping  through  dust  peels, 

Frames  of  faces  and  dislocated  promise  places, 

We  folded  fingers  and  eyelash  comers ; 

And  in  all  the  bee-bruised  bliss 

Of  deepening  summer. 

Not  one  of  us  heard  the  stealth 

Of  big  trees  in  the  forest. 

Not  until  one  of  them, 

Full  of  leaves  and  nests  and  hummingbird  unquietness, 

Hovered  short 

Before  the  window  of  wedding, 

The  hasty  talisman  threading. 

And  fell. 

We  hung  the  raincoats  in  a  closet, 

And  put  the  pigbank  on  a  shelf 

With  pinkness  and  dust 

Nimble  above  its  ear; 

Then  moved  the  rocking  chair 

Beneath  a  window. 

War  drops  fall  quietly 

On  our  grasses 

With  such  a  charming  silence 

Of  clover  sweets  and  small  thorns 

That  we  forget 

The  afternoon  of  memory  net. 

Rocking  to  sleep 

In  the  jealous,  laughing  lightning 

Of  children  and  tears. 

Waiting,  nervous. 

Until  the  big  sky  clears. 

Then  we  will  go  out  in  the  yard. 

Sniffing  the  wet,  summer  shine 

Of  clean  colored  branches  and  birds. 

Flicker  rain  beads  on  our  toes 

And  whistle  Jack-be-nimble 

Through  a  nose. 

What  is  war? 

It  is  a  big  rain. 

And  afternoons  of  window  waiting 

For  an  openness. 

Heather  Ross 


The  Wolf— Herman  Hesse 


Translated  from  the  German  by 


EVELYN  MATHESON 


Never  before  had  there  been  such  an  uncomfort- 
ably cold  and  long  winter  in  the  French  mountains. 
For  weeks  the  air  was  clear,  sharp,  and  cold.  By 
day,  under  the  dazzling  blue  skies,  the  wide,  sloping 
snowf  ields  lay  dead-white  and  endless,  and  at  night, 
the  small,  clear  moon  passed  lightly  over  them,  a 
grim  frost  moon  vdth  a  yellow  glare,  whose  strong 
light  became  blue  and  heavy  on  the  snow  and  looked 
like  Frost  personified.  People  avoided  all  roads  and 
especially  the  high  ones ;  they  sat  inactive  and  com- 
plaining in  their  village  huts,  of  which  the  little 
windows,  red  with  fainting  light  were  smoky  dull 
next  to  the  blue  moonlight  and  soon  appeared  to  go 
out. 

This  was  a  difficult  time  for  the  animals  of  the 
region.  The  smaller  ones  froze  to  death  in  great  num- 
bers, the  birds  also  were  killed  by  the  frost  and  their 
haggard  corpses  fell  as  prey  for  the  hawks  and 
wolves.  But  these  too  suffered  terribly  from  cold  and 
hunger.  Only  a  few  wolf-families  lived  here  and 
their  want  drove  them  to  stronger  union.  During  the 
day,  they  went  out  individually.  Here  and  there  one 
wandered  over  the  snow,  thin,  hungry  and  vigilant, 
as  silent  and  timid  as  a  ghost.  His  lanky  shadow 
glided  close  to  him  over  the  snowy  surface.  Sensing, 
he  lifted  his  pointed  nose  in  the  wind  and  let  out 
a  dry,  continually  tormenting  cry.  But  in  the  eve- 
nings they  move  out  completely  and  penetrated 
around  the  village  with  their  hoarse  howling.  There 
the  cattle  and  poultry  were  well-guarded,  and  behind 
the  solid  window  shutters  lay  rifles  in  firing  posi- 
tion. Only  seldom,  however,  did  a  small  prey  fall  to 
them,  a  dog  perhaps,  and  two  of  the  pack  had  al- 
ready been  shot  dead. 

The  frost  still  held  on.  Often  the  wolves  lay 
quietly  and  brooded  together,  each  warming  the 
other  and  listening  uneasily  in  the  dead  solitude 
outside,  until  one,  tortured  by  fierce  hunger  pangs, 
sprang  up  suddenly  with  horrible  roaring.  Then  all 
the  others  turned  their  noses  toward  him  and  broke 
out  together  in  a  terrible  howl,  threatening  and  com- 
plaining. 

Finally  a  smaller  part  of  the  pack  decided  to 
wander  away.  Early  in  the  morning  they  left  their 
holes,  congregated  and  sniffed  excitedly  and  fear- 
fully in  the  frost-clear  air.  Then  they  trotted  away, 
swiftly  and  uniformly.  The  ones  who  stayed  behind 
looked  at  them  with  wide,  glassy  eyes,  and  trotted 
up  behind  only  a  few  dozen  steps  away,  stood  still, 
irresolute  and  perplexed,  and  slowly  returned  to 
their  empty  holes. 

The  emigrants  separated  from  each  other  at 
noon.  Thre  of  them  started  east,  toward  the  Swiss 
Jura,  the  others  pushed  further  south.  The  three 
were  beautiful,  strong  animals,  but  dreadfully  ema- 
ciated. Their  drawn  in  bright  bellies  were  as  narrow 
as  straps,  their  ribs  protruded  pitifully  from  their 
breasts,  their  mouths  were  dry  and  their  eyes  wide 
and  filled  with  despair.  The  three  who  came  far  into 


the  Jura,  on  the  second  day,  captured  a  ram,  on  the 
third,  a  dog  and  a  foal  were  pursued  from  all  di- 
rections by  furious  land  folk.  Their  fear  and  aver- 
sion for  the  unusual  intruder  spread  throughout 
the  small  villages  and  towns  of  the  region.  The 
post  sleighs  were  armed,  no  one  went  from  one  vil- 
lage to  another  without  a  gun.  In  the  strange  area, 
after  such  good  fortune,  the  three  animals  felt  at  the 
same  time  both  timid  and  self-assured.  They  became 
foolhardy  as  ever  they  had  at  home,  and  in  broad 
daylight,  they  broke  into  the  stable  at  a  dairy  farm. 
The  roar  from  the  cows,  the  cracking  of  the  wooden 
stalls,  the  trampling  of  hoofs  and  the  hot  panting 
breaths  filled  the  narrow  warm  room.  Some  men 
came  between  them  this  time.  There  had  been  of- 
fered a  reward  for  the  wolves  which  doubled  the 
courage  of  the  farmers,  and  they  killed  two  of 
them,  the  one,  with  a  rifle  shot  through  the  neck, 
the  other  was  slain  with  an  axe.  The  third  escaped 
and  ran  for  so  long  that  he  fell  half  dead  in  the 
snow  He  was  the  youngest  and  most  beautiful  of 
the  wolves,  a  proud  animal  of  powerful  strength  and 
supple  form.  For  a  long  time  he  lay  panting.  Blood- 
red  circles  whirled  in  front  of  his  eyes;  now  and 
then,  he  expelled  a  hissing  painful  groan.  An  axe 
which  was  thrown  had  hit  him  in  the  back.  But  he 
recovered  and  could  get  up  again.  Not  until  now  did 
he  see  how  far  he  had  run.  There  were  no  men  or 
houses  anywhere  to  be  seen.  Densely  before  him  lay 
an  enormous  snow-covered  mountain.  It  was  the 
Chasseral.  He  decided  to  go  around  it.  Thirst  was 
torturing  him,  and  he  ate  a  small  bit  from  the  hard 
frozen  crust  of  the  snow's  surface. 

On  the  other  side  of  the  mountain  he  came  at 
once  upon  a  village.  It  was  almost  evening.  He 
waited  in  a  thick  pine  forest.  Then  he  slinked  care- 
fully around  the  garden  wall,  following  the  smell 
from  the  warm  stables.  No  one  was  in  the  streets. 
Shyly  and  greedily  he  winked  as  he  marched  between 
the  houses.  Then  a  shot  fell.  He  threw  his  head  in  the 
air  and  had  started  to  run,  when  a  second  shot  fired. 
He  was  hit.  His  whitish  undercoat  was  stained  with 
blood  that  trickled  down  in  thick,  viscous  drops.  Yet 
with  great  bounds,  he  succeeded  in  escaping  and  in 
reaching  the  other  side  of  the  mountain  forest.  Lis- 
tening, he  waited  there  for  a  moment,  and  heard 
voices  and  steps  from  both  sides.  Fearful,  he  looked 
up  the  mountain.  It  was  steep,  covered  with  trees 
and  would  be  difficult  to  climb.  Nonetheless,  he  had 
no  choice.  With  panting  breath  he  climbed  up  the 
steep  mountain  side,  while  below  a  confusion  of 
curses,  orders  and  lantern  light  moved  along  the 
mountain.  Trembling,  the  wounded  wolf  climbed 
through  the  half-dark  pine  forest,  while  from  his 
side  the  brown  blood  trickled  slowly  down. 

The  cold  had  yielded.  The  westerly  sky  was 
misty  and  seemed  to  give  a  promise  of  snowfall. 

Finally  the  exhausted  wolf  reached  the  heights. 
He  was  now  in  a  large,  lightly  inclining  snowfield, 
near  Mont  Crosin,  high  over  the  village  from  which 
he  had  escaped.  He  did  not  feel  his  hunger,  but  a 


dull,  throbbing  pain  from  the  wound.  A  faint,  sick 
barking  sound  came  from  his  drooping  mouth,  his 
heart  beat,  heavy  and  painful,  and  he  felt  the  Hand 
of  Death  like  an  unspeakably  heavy  burden  pressing 
upon  him.  A  broad-branched  pine  tree,  standing 
alone,  lured  him  over ;  there  he  sat  down  and  stared 
gloomily  into  the  snowy  night.  Half  an  hour  passed. 
Then  a  dim  red  light  fell  on  the  snow,  soft  and 
strange.  The  wolf  raised  himself  up,  gi-oaning,  and 
turned  his  beautiful  head  toward  the  light.  It  was 
the  moon  which  was  rising  in  the  southeast,  huge 
and  blood  red,  and  was  slowly  climbing  higher  into 
the  dark  sky.  For  many  weeks  now  it  had  never  been 
so  red  and  large.  Sadly  the  eyes  of  the  dying  animal 
hung  in  the  dim  disk-shaped  moon,  and  again  a  weak 
howl,  like  a  death  rattle,  painful  and  toneless, 
sounded  in  the  night. 


Then  there  came  lights  and  footsteps.  Farmers 
in  thick  coats,  hunters  and  young  men  in  fur  caps 
with  heavy,  awkward  boots  tramped  through  the 
snow.  Cheers  resounded.  They  had  discovered  the 
dying  wolf,  fired  two  shots  at  him,  both  of  which 
missed.  Then  they  saw  that  he  already  lay  in  death 
and  they  fell  upon  him  with  canes  and  cudgels.  He 
could  no  longer  feel  it. 

They  dragged  him,  with  his  limbs  broken,  back 
to  St.  Immer.  They  laughed,  they  bragged,  they 
celebrated  with  whiskey  and  coffee,  they  sang,  they 
cursed.  No  one  noticed  the  beauty  of  the  snow-cov- 
ered forest,  not  even  the  splendor  of  the  tableland, 
not  even  the  red  moon,  which  hang  over  the  Chas- 
seral  and  whose  dim  light  was  reflected  on  their 
rifle  barrels,  on  the  snow  crystals,  and  on  the  broken 
eyes  of  the  slain  wolf. 


Ann  Duncan 


Kneeling  Figure. 


Drawing 


Marnie  Singletary 


Lithograph 


A  Legacy 

Come  now,  old  ones, 

Let  us  join  hands  in  a  squai'e. 

The  tavern  of  winds  is  a  good  place 

To  begin  the  noise  of  our  going. 

I've  had  mv  share  of  those  casual  curiosities, 

The  think,  "toad  blink 

Of  afterdinner, 

Conestogas  and  Benjamin, 

Kites  and  keys, 

Nights  in  windy  apple  trees. 

And  a  slender,  reaching  ribbon  snake 

Of  inching,  pinching  Chance-to-take. 

Now,  the  blood  falls  among  the  warm  adobe  ruins. 

And  I  would  like  to  watch  the  ocean. 

Stuffed  on  the  bread  of  years, 

Shortening  and  unlevened, 

I  grew  and  gave  with  the  country. 

Stretched  myself  upon  it 

Like  a  rug  before  the  fire. 

Red  hypnosis  leapt  along  my  fertile  vision, 

And  all  the  hour  short,  I  felt  those  tugging 

Mittened  fingers  behind  my  ears, 

And  still  the  tickle  lingers. 

I  am  drunk ;  good,  hard,  homemade  and  hammocked  drunk. 

Laugh  it  down. 

That's  wine  for  a  draughty  heart. 

The  land  brews  bubbles  in  old  stump  kettles. 

And  lets  me  lick  the  rim. 

Yes,  I've  had  my  share. 

Put  loves  and  wars  in  candlebooks 

For  you  to  burn 

Late  some  night  when  God  returns. 

Even  now,  the  sun  grown  stout. 

Fun-bullets  slice  the  air, 

Adam  sits  on  a  dare. 

And  Eves  go  out. 

So,  take  off  your  boots,  old  ones; 

Give  the  devil  a  dancing  damn  and  find  the  fiddler  a  coin. 

Time  and  wine 

Plant  deep  behind 

Those  seeds  of  beggar's  loin. 

Heather  Ross 


A  Critical  Analysis  of 
Hans  Christian  Andersen 

The  Fir  Tree 


One  sometimes  wonders  why  fairy  tales  and 
myths,  among  other  art  forms,  are  shared  with 
children.  Perhaps  it  is  because  they  are  so  well  en- 
joyed by  the  adults  who  x-ead  them.  Or  again,  per- 
haps it  is  because  the  child's  world  is  a  special  kind 
of  world,  the  "blessed  Creatures"  behold  "the  light 
and  whence  it  flows"  in  a  different  way  from  our 
adult  worlds  of  mind  and  time,  category  and  space, 
and  rationale.  For  to  Adam  and  the  little  child,  the 
world  is  like  himself.  There  is  no  distinction  between 
other  and  me ;  if  I  see  and  smell  and  feel  and  say,  the 
Serpent  and  the  Fir  Tree  do,  also.  The  living  world 
and  I  are  one.  Thus,  in  the  fairy  world  of  the  story 
of  mankind,  the  ridiculous  and  the  incongruous  only 
assert  the  absurdity  of  our  lives— and  desires. 

Hans  Christian  Andersen's  story  is  probably  as 
old  as  human  experience.  Indeed,  it  is  concerned  with 
the  very  basis  of  human  consciousness — the  constant 
restlessness  of  unf ullf illment ;  the  ever  surging  for 
the  next  moment,  the  next  experience,  the  golden 
age.  The  never  satisfaction  of  the  conscious  mind 
is  felt  and  described  by  man,  but  it  is  perhaps  only 
in  death  that  "as  if"  or  "when"  are  either  real  or 
unreal,  and  not  the  vague  urge  to  be  whole  and  full- 
filled.  It  mav  be  that  only  in  the  depth  of  desire  that 
man  exists  "^fullv— that  we  "are"  when  we  desire 
most  passionately  "to  be".  At  any  rate,  it  may  also 
be  only  during  a  few  rare  moments  crowning  ram- 
pant desire  that  one  is  content  in  his  present  "be- 
ing". 

"The  Fir  Tree"  is  a  small  epic  of  the  restlessness 
of  the  human  spirit  as  it  seeks  constantly  its  whole- 
ness and  unity,  the  knowledge  of  its  fullness.  Almost 
every  sentence  in  "The  Fir  Tree"  should  be  discussed 
in  regard  to  its  significance  within  the  unity  of  the 
whole  tale.  However,  several  passages  which  are 
especially  significant  for  the  meaning  of  this  "tree 
of  life,"  will  be  discussed  here. 

We  meet  the  fir  tree  in  the  typical  world  of  the 
young  child.  Even  the  first  sentence  is  striking  be- 
cause of  its  unassuming  quality.  "Out  in  the  forest 
stood  a  pretty  little  fir  tree".  One  enters  the  story 
like  the  mature  person  who  is  quite  casually,  per- 
haps somewhat  paternally,  speaking  of  a  familiar 
child.  "Next  door  there  once  was  a  little  child."  The 
child-tree  is  placed  in  the  security  of  place,  sunlight, 
air  and  comrades.  There  was  even  a  desirable  variety 
of  environment,  "pines  as  well  as  firs."  Much  of  a 
child's  experience  is  in  immediate  perception;  like- 
wise, growth  is  one  of  the  strongest  immediate  ex- 
periences of  youth.  So  the  little  tree,  like  little  chil- 
dren, was  so  eager  to  grow  up  physically.  It  is  not 
yet  even  at  the  point  of  distinguishing  its  immediate 
surroundings,  for  it  "took  no  notice  of  the  peasant 
children".  To  the  little  child  "other"  objects  are  not 
noticed  or  appreciated.  They  should  be  here  because 
they  are  here.  The  little  fir  tree  did  not  notice  dif- 
ferences until  much  later — until  there  were  "chil- 
dren" and  he  was  "older".  But  for  now,  the  little  fir 
tree,  like  a  small  child,  hated  those  older  folk  who 
fondled  his  ringlets  and  condescendingly  said  "How 
pretty  and  small  you  are!" 


Immediately  we  are  able  to  accept  the  symbolic 
quality  of  the  tree,  because  it  assumes  physical, 
human  attributes.  First  there  comes  that  marvelous 
"joint",  the  woody  sinews  that,  like  yardstick  meas- 
ures on  the  kitchen  wall,  proclaim  a  record  of 
growth.  The  joint  is  a  physical  landmark,  a  part  of 
the  little  tree's  desire  for  birthdays!  There  is  also 
the  delightful  instance  of  the  little  tree's  first  taste 
of  physical  power,  when  he  suddenly  realizes  his 
relative  strength  over  his  playmate,  and  the  hare 
must  go  around. 

But  then  the  little  tree  is  initiated  into  the  dark 
mysteries  of  the  adult  world.  At  the  height  of  child- 
hood, he  had  just  shouted:  "Oh!  to  grow,  to  grow 
and  become  old.  That's  the  only  fine  thing  in  the 
world."  One  feels  that  the  next  event  is  almost  like  a 
ceremonial  puberty  rite.  The  woodcutters  come,  like 
old  savages,  to  the  forest  depths,  and  "felled"  a 
few  of  the  largest  trees.  And  like  an  annual  ritual, 
those  came  who  were  "largest"  and  "well  grown", 
and  they  "shuddered  with  fear"  for  the  tribal  cir- 
cumcision meant  that  suddenly  Adam  was  denuded 
— he  was  without  leaves.  The  tree  has  "eaten"  of 
life,  and  begins  to  "know"  that  he  is  "naked,  long, 
and  slender"  because  "their  branches  were  cut  off." 
With  strange  feelings,  and  new  awareness  of  bodily 
changes,  the  little  tree  began  to  ask  more  questions 
and  compiled  his  knowledge  with  that  of  his  peers, 
the  birds.  And  the  stork  avoids  a  detailed  discussion 
of  the  fate  of  trees,  because  "It  would  take  too  long 
to  explain  all  that".  And  then  in  the  love  play  of 
youth,  he  was  kissed  and  wept  upon  and  yet  "did 
not  understand  that".  He  did  not  know  all — only 
the  vague  terror  of  what  might  be,  now  that  he  had 
begun  to  question  the  world  and  his  destiny. 

However,  there  were  those  strange  and  lovely 
young  trees  that  were  plucked  in  their  youth,  but 
in  the  same  manner  disappeared,  retaining  the  glory 
of  their  branches.  And  they,  the  fir  tree  would  later 
understand,  were  like  young  eunuchs  who  at  first 
would  joy  in  the  splendor  of  the  royal  court,  but 
later  would  realize  that  they  had  sacrificed  their 
seed,  and  in  impotence  and  disillusion,  would  realize 
that  they  have  only  served  as  useful  decorations. 

But  the  sparrows  eagerly  relate  their  incomplete 
observations  of  the  fate  of  the  tree  in  its  glory.  Un- 
fortunately, they,  too,  have  seen  nobility  from  afar, 
and  only  know  the  lovely  time  of  "gilt  apples",  honey 
cakes  and  playthings — the  time  of  the  "incompar- 
able" event.  And  in  response  the  little  tree  cries 
poignantly  of  all  the  unrest  of  the  human  body  and 
mind :  "There  must  be  something  grander,  some- 
thing grander  still  to  come,  but  what?  Oh,  I'm  suf- 
fering, I'm  longing!"  But  yet  he  says  "I  don't  know 
myself  what  is  the  matter  with  me!"  And  failing 
to  enjoy  the  beauty  of  the  present  moment,  the 
time  of  "grandeur"  comes;  the  human  marrow  of 
the  little  tree  is  cut,  and  the  great  delusion  is  ini- 
tiated. 

Ironically,  in  the  grand  manner  of  the  noble  trav- 
eler, it  is  carried  by  servants.  Then  there  is  that 
continued  on  p.  11 


8 


Terminus 


The  pines  in  bending  toss 
Their  cones  upon  the  soil 
And  scatter  guardless  seeds 
Whose  terminus  is  birth. 

By  worthy  feet  of  strength 
That  rush  along  their  paths 
Without  a  halt,  the  cones 
Are  flicked  aside  or  smashed. 

Becky  Haywaed 


Le  Professeur  de  Geographic 


M.  Henri  Marquis 

Ph.D.  Paris 

in  his 

continental 

air 

of 

savoir  faire 

struts 

into  class 

takes  his  seat 

and  talks  smugly  of 

Lisbon  and 

Alsace 

He  knows  all  the 

big 

places 

Heather  MacDonald 


10 


marvelous  passage  which  shows  so  well  the  ra- 
tionalizations and  emotional  vacillations  of  one  who 
perceives  himself  elevated.  "And  the  fir  tree  was  put 
into  a  great  tub  filled  with  sand  (and  as  an  after- 
thought) "but  no  one  could  see  that  it  was  a  tub" 
.  .  .  (And  in  further  self  enjoyment)  it  also  "stood 
on  a  large  many-colored  carpet."  Basking  in  its 
glory,  it  is  trimmed  with,  among  other  things,  that 
fated  symbol  of  discord,  golden  apples.  These  are 
only  instruments  of  delusion  for  the  tree.  They  will 
be  like  the  images  of  real  people — dolls — that  em- 
phasize the  absolute  falsity  of  the  situation. 

Perhaps  an  amusing  and  quite  human  touch  is 
the  fact  that  in  the  midst  of  all  its  desires  for  more 
and  more  power,  glory,  and  experience,  and  the  little 
tree  expresses  a  desire  to  be  seen  by  the  folks  from 
home :  "I  wonder  if  trees  will  come  out  of  the  forest 
to  look  at  me?  Will  the  sparrows  fly  against  the 
panes?"  And  then,  enjoying  this  exalted  position, 
and  desiring  continued  security,  he  says,  "Shall  I 
grow  fast  here,  and  stand  adorned  in  summer  and 
winter?"  The  tree  misinterprets  all  the  glory  around 
it,  and  thinks  that  the  children  dance  and  sing  at 
its  feet  because  of  its  own  special  glory.  Actually 
they  were  wild  with  his  appearance — not  him.  The 
fir  tree's  contribution  to  the  holiday  eve  had  been 
"what  was  required  of  it."  In  other  words,  this  was 
entirely  functional.  Yet  there  still  runs  throughout 
this  the  same  haunting  refrain  that  points  to  the 
most  significant  point  in  the  story — the  desire  for 
tomorrow,  assumed  to  be  a  time  when  there  would 
be  more  time,  more  stories,  more  splendor  and  less 
trembling. 

Then  is  a  rather  nice  little  drama  with  the  mice. 
The  mice  think  of  a  heaven  of  all  sorts  of  cheeses 
and  hams.  The  mice  at  least  know  what  they  want. 
Whether  one  dances  on  tallow  candles  or  streets 
paved  with  gold,  they  at  least  have  visualized  their 
desires.  They  have  a  definite  conception  of  the 
heaven  they  desire.  Now,  the  only  heaven  the  little 
tree  can  describe  is  the  past,  for  he  can  never  fore- 
see the  future.  He  waits,  but  he  knows  not  what 
he  wants. 

"And  then  it  told  all  about  its  youth."  Now 
we  are  sure  that  the  little  tree  is  growing  old,  and 
there  is  almost  a  wistful  sigh  as  it  recounts  its  life, 
but  protest  hopefully  "I'm  not  old  at  all."  And  then 
there  is  truly  the  most  tragic  statement  of  all.  "I'm 
in  my  very  best  years."  The  tragedy  is  that  he 
doesn't  actually  believe  this.  He  doesn't  realize  that 
he  has  uttered  the  greatest  tragedy  on  earth — I 
am  here — waiting,  aching  for  the  vague  spring — un- 
aware that  the  best  years  are  reaUy  now — unaware 
of  the  meaning  and  importance  of  the  very  words, 
"I  am,  now." 

And  then  appear  the  symbols  of  those  wretched 
people  who  lack  imagination.  Because  the  tree's  tale 
was  not  of  the  things  in  which  they  delighted,  the 
rats  thought,  like  uneducated  grandmothers  look- 
ing at  Picasso,  that  the  story  was  really  not  pretty 
at  all.  And  the  mice  who  had  warmly  responded  to 


the  lovely  tale,  decided  that  their  evaluation  of  it 
must  change  if  the  great  rats  had  expressed  such 
disapproval. 

"I  did  not  think  how  happy  I  was,"  said  the 
tree,  regretfully.  But  it  is  not  until  the  next  state- 
ment that  the  tree  begins  to  perceive  the  real  nature 
of  things.  This  time  he  sees  how  the  minutes  just 
passed  were  also  unrecognized,  but  very  good.  "It 
was  very  nice  when  they  sat  round  me,  the  merry 
little  mice  (like  the  earlier  hare),  and  listened  when 
I  spoke  to  them.  Now  that's  past  too.  But  I  shall 
(emphasis  mine)  remember  to  be  pleased  when 
they  take  me  out."  The  little  tree  has  even  now 
picked  the  very  time  in  which  he  will  be  satisfied. 
But  the  servant  reappears  to  aid  in  the  removal  of 
the  tree  in  ironical  contrast  to  the  former  grand 
entrance. 

Hope  is  revived  and  the  tree  feels  that  life  is  be- 
ginning again.  Suddenly  the  tree  "forgot  to  look  at 
itself"  as  it  feels  the  impact  of  nature,  which  it 
had  ignored  in  its  youth.  Too  late,  in  unknowing,  ab- 
solute impotence,  the  tree  finally  declares  "Now  I 
shall  live".  Yet  this  is  still  expressed  in  future  tense. 
Never  yet  has  the  tree  said:  "Now  I  am  living. 

Yet  there  is  the  wish,  after  he  hears  that  he  is 
old  and  ugly,  to  return  to  the  past.  If  one  does  not 
retreat  to  dreams  of  the  future,  he  can  always  de- 
sire the  warmth  of  the  past.  So  the  little  tree  shouts 
from  the  Precious  Present:  "Past!  Past!"  "Had  I 
but  rejoiced  when  I  could  have  done  so!  Past!  Past!" 
Ironically  it  thinks  of  the  tale  of  Humpty  Dumpty 
— a  tale  of  hope,  which  has  not  been  fulfilled  for  the 
tree. 

And  in  a  huge  and  horrible  cremation  the  ti-ee  is 
burned.  Like  the  nonchalant  ploughman  as  Icarus 
falls  into  the  water,  the  innocent  boys  played  on  in 
the  Garden.  Now  the  youngest  child  had  the  star 
on  his  breast  and  the  tree  watches  this  as  a  lame 
old  father  chances  upon  his  young  son  playing  bat- 
tle games,  his  young  breast  shielded  with  his 
father's  purple  heart  of  years  ago. 

The  last  sentence  in  the  story  is  truly  the  most 
magnificent.  The  story  of  the  little  tree  meets  with 
our  compassion  because  it  is  our  story.  "Now  that 
was  past,  and  the  story  is  past,  too.  Past!  Past!  And 
that's  the  way  with  all  stories."  One  suddenly  real- 
izes that  he  has  experienced,  in  the  reading  of  the 
story,  the  same  sensation  that  Andersen  emphasized 
with  the  little  fir  tree,  representing  human  life.  The 
reader  or  the  listener,  like  the  ti-agedy  of  the  fairy 
tale,  avidly  followed  the  story  through  to  its  climax. 
The  tree  never  met  its  climax,  but  constantly  was 
discontent  with  life  in  the  present.  There  was  only 
that  strange  ache  for  something  in  the  future.  Now 
we  feel  that  in  Andersen's  art,  we,  as  readers,  have 
been  engaged  in  the  very  problem  of  our  lives. 
Through  the  story  we  have  psychologically  experi- 
enced the  constant  search  for  the  other  and  the 
beyond,  curiosity  for  the  "point",  the  "solution",  the 
"climax" — and  when  we  reach  the  other,  and  the 
beyond,  we,  like  the  tree,  will  only  be  Past!  Past! 


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