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THE  DRUM,  Spring,  1973 
Vol,  4,  No.  3 


Editorial,     Circulation    and    Ad- 
vertising Offices  located  at  426  New 
Africa    House,    University    of 
Massachusetts,       Amherst,       Mass. 
01002. 

Printing:  Gazette  Printing  Co.,  Inc.,  Northampton,  Mass. 


CONTENTS 


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A  Dedication  to  Black  Graduates 

A  Note  from  the  Editor 

Directions  Unlimited 

Where  Does  Reality  End? 

Noted  Black  Women 

The  Waiting  Room 

Black  Youth 

Requiem  for  a  CCEBS  Graduate 

Senior  Photos 

Too  Late— Black  Will  Rise 

Time  to  Be  Utilized 

War 

From  One  War  to  Another 

Unity — A  Necessity 

Lend  a  Hand 

Acknowledgements 


William  Roberts 

Cal  B.  Whitworth 

Angela  Carelli 

Janis  Peters 

Steve  Masse 

Robert  Smith 

Earl  Strickland 

Robert  Smith 

Robin  Crawford 

Alice  Robinson 

Larry  Baugh 
Sandra  McBride 


A  Note  from  the  Editor  .... 

Issues  and  crises  have  come  and  gone  and  nnany  of  us  have  had  a 
great  part  in  determining  the  resuU  of  many  of  these  situations  in  terms 
of  how  they  effect  our  community.  These  efforts  are  all  important  for 
without  the  energies  that  some  of  us  expend,  I  don't  think  it  would 
have  been  possible  for  us  to  survive.  I  only  wish  that  many  more  of  us 
would  contribute  to  the  constant  building  process  that  is  sustained 
solely  to  make  progress  a  reality  here. 

A  viewpoint  from  another  perspective  dictates  that  I  outline  our 
major  purpose  for  being  here  in  the  first  place.  We  are  here  as  students 
therefore  our  primary  responsibility  is  to  study.  We  cannot  forsake 
that  for  if  we  do  we  will  fail  and  eventually  have  no  community  at  all. 

This  Drum  issue  is  concerned  with  the  dual  situation  that  we  as 
students  and  as  members  of  a  continuously  emerging  community  are 
confronted  with. 

We  must  keep  striving.  To  those  of  us  who  graduate  this  year  my 
heartiest  congratulations,  and  to  those  who  don't,  keep  on  pushing. 

We  will  succeed  because  we  must. 


For  some,  the  end  of  this  semester  will  mark  first  year  on 
this  campus,  for  a  few  more  the  last,  and  the  middle  of  the 
readers  keep  looking  ahead.  It's  at  this  time  that  I  think  it  best 
to  assess  the  real  accomplishment  of  a  black  community  that  has 
grown  from  about  one  hundred  in  1968  to  six  hundred  in  1973. 
An  assessment  that  should  reveal  politically,  economically  and 
socially  the  position  of  the  black  community  here  at  the 
University  of  Massachusetts.  Our  position  in  relation  to  and 
compared  to  our  surrounding  communities — Springfield, 
Boston,  New  York,  to  mention  a  few. 

When  the  initiators  of  the  Committee  for  the  Collegiate 
Education  of  Black  Students  brought  their  first  one  hundred 
"guinea  pigs  "  to  this  campus,  they  had  no  conception  of  the 
difficulties  that  these  students  would  have  to  endure.  They 
thought  the  only  handicap  would  be  insufficient  high  school 
preparation,  and  so,  didn't  anticipate  the  cultural  shock  that 
would  serve  as  the  largest  stumbling  block  to  these  students,  the 
fact  that  they  would  have  to  deal  with  white  folks  who  never 
saw  a  "negro  "  except  on  TV  rioting,  to  deal  with  those  who 
scream  "nigger"  as  you  make  your  way  back  on  the  hill,  walk 
into  your  assigned  room  to  see  a  white  boy  on  the  next  bed 
whose  eyes  light  up  in  fear  when  you  enter  (one  good  thing  is 
you'd  have  a  single  a  week  later). 

Such  a  student  in  terms  of  surviving  had  two  worlds  to  deal 
with.  He  had  the  natural  world —  the  task  of  surviving  against 
an  antagonistic  majority  and  of  eking  knowledge  from  an 
enemy  bent  on  flunking  him  out.  He  had  the  social  world,  and 
what  a  trip  that  was,  at  least  you  didn't  have  to  ask  where  the 
party  was — you  knew,  everybody  knew,  there  was  only  one. 

The  students  of  that  era  had  a  close  affiliation.  They  had  to 
harness  their  forces,  and  adapt  to  their  unnatural  situation  so 
that  their  survival  could  be  enhanced  plus,  they  had  to  create  a 
social  situation  to  aid  in  this  survival. 

Today  when  we  speak  about  things  that  happen  in  the 
social  situation  that  are  hostile  and  inimical  to  the  prospect  of 
survival,  we  label  these  with  the  designation  "enemy."  The 
distinction  between  the  struggle  for  survival  against  the  physical 
environment,  and  the  struggle  against  the  antagonistic  forces 
and  situations  in  the  social  realm  is  a  very  important  distinction 
to  make  because  often  the  struggle  in  the  social  realm  is  really 
the  only  struggle  that  many  people  are  caught  up  in.  They  are 
not  directly  or  even  indirectly  involved  in  struggling  against  the 
physical  environment  i.e.  the  political  and  economical  base  of 
this  institution.  It  is  true  that  our  survival  does  somewhat 
depend  upon  struggling  within  the  social  realm  but  that  is  no 
longer  the  primary  factor  as  it  was  three  years  ago. 

The  fight  against  economical  and  political  organization  is 
our  primary  struggle  and  we  must  organize  our  social  situation 
to  cope   with   that.     Some   might  say   that  the  Third   World 


direction; 


Alliance  has  political  organization,  and  that  the  cultural  center 
has  economical  organization.   Oh  yea.'' 

Political  barbarism  or  is  it  political  inexperience  is  keeping 
thinking  brothers  and  sisters  from  establishing  a  strong  black 
student  body  on  campus.  It's  paranoia  and  distrust  of  each  other 
that  makes  this  hard,  even  impossible,  and  the  apathetic  mass 
does  nothing  in  the  way  of  helping  to  make  changes. 

Now  some,  if  not  most  of  those  early  ""pioneers,"'  have  left 
our  ranks,  unheralded,  as  if  it  was  commonplace  to  see  black 
students  graduate  from  this  institution.  It  is  to  those  unheralded 
graduates  that  we  owe  our  present  existence  on  this  campus. 
They  started  a  magazine — this  magazine,  a  radio  show,  they 
arose  early  one  morning  three  years  ago  and  marched  to 
Whitmore  for  a  real  purpose,  they  took  over  Amherst  College 
and  Springfield  College,  and  they  gave  us  a  cultural  center,  not 
to  mention  a  Black  Studies  Department. 

And  what  have  we  done  to  laud  their  efforts.  Nothing! 
This  magazine  has  been  the  same  since  it  started,  still 
desperately  seeking  workers.  And  who  responds.-*  Those 
interested  in  three  free  credits.-*  Two  years  ago  you  worked  for 
the  magazine  because  you  were  black  and  the  magazine 
represented  you.  The  Ujamma  Drum  radio  show  has  even  lost 
hours  since  then.  And  the  cultural  center.-'  The  only  time  most 
of  us  go  in  there  is  when  time  comes  for  application  for  more 
funds,  or  that  occasional  party  on  Friday  or  Saturday  night. 

The  progress  that  was  made  by  our  present  seniors  (class 
1973)  and  last  year's  graduates  (class  1972),  was  done  through 
unity.  Everybody  had  a  goal;  to  make  this  university  a 
meaningful  experience  for  themselves  and  others  following. 
They  had  a  value  system  which  is  essential  to  any  movement.  A 
value  system  that  would  make  this  university  a  place  to  live  and 
to  learn  and  to  make  it  answer  the  needs  left  back  in  their 
respective  communities.  Just  imagine  what  it  was  like  coming 
from  "The  Bury"  or  Harlem  or  Springfield  to  a  totally  white 
institution  and  you  can  see  why  theirs  was  a  unity  that  was  all- 
inclusive.  We  had  a  value  system.  One,  that  began  to  make  this 
institution  answer  to  our  needs,  the  things  that  were  important 
to  us.  A  predictable,  meaningful  table  value  system  pointing 
toward  a  single  goal.  Through  a  value  system  we  arrive  at  self- 
determination  and  then  proceed  to  collectively  work  toward  this 
goal.  The  value  system  selects  the  goal,  we  apply  ourselves  to  it, 
live  by  it  and  practice  it  and  the  rest  will  follow. 

Too  often  our  so-called  leaders  without  a  black  value 
system,  do  exacdy  the,  same  things  the  professors  do.  They 
make  alliances  with  the  institution  that  enable  them  to  better 
themselves   both   financially   and   educationally   and   leave  the 


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apathetic  unaware  mass  with  little  to  go  on,  except  maybe  to 
plea  for  more  CCEBS  money. 

For  this  institution  to  answer  to  the  needs  we  left  in  our 
respective  communities  we  need  a  liberation  of  our  minds  that 
enables  us  to  think,  keeping  our  brothers  and  sisters  in  mind  at 
all  times.  A  value  system  that  projects  outside  of  this  institution 
and  into  our  surrounding  communities  is  the  most  potent  shield 
that  is  needed  at  present. 

Let's  look  at  ourselves  four  years  later,  we  are  weak  in 
crucial  areas,  scattered  and  corrupted,  disillusioned,  conscious 
of  our  needs  without  the  ability  to  satisfy  them  and  meditating 
on  what  might  have  been.  But  it's  not  all  lost,  this  is  check,  not 
checkmate.  'We  have  strengths  as  well  as  contradictions  and 
weaknesses,  revolutionary  as  well  as  reactionary  elements. 
What  is  essential  here  is  to  distinguish  the  subjective  from  the 
objective  conditions,  and  the  possibilities  of  our  struggle  and  to 
move  within  this  awareness.  We  need  to  consolidate  and  keep 
our  gains,  and  engage  in  a  constant  reassessment  of  our  internal 
and  external  conditions. 

We  cannot  deny  that  some  of  our  leaders  have  indulged  in 
an  overabundance  of  subjective  formulations  and  often 
obscured  or  erased  from  view  conditions  that  had  to  be 
confronted  and  overcome  in  the  pursuit  of  our  goal. 

We  have  submitted  to  symbols  and  slogans,  believed  that 
a  leather  jacket  and  an  El  Dorado  had  some  intrinsic  value — an 
answer  to  our  problems.  We  have  engaged  in  empty  arguments, 
self  diminishing  discussions  of  personalities  and  imagined 
power.  Our  leaders  have  alienated  the  masses,  calling  for  them 
only  when  needed,  and  the  response  comes  with  little  or  no 
seriousness,  or  collective  resistance. 

Freshmen  offer  no  incentive.  For  most  of  them,  things  are 
alright,  they  have  no  complaints.  They  just  don't  seem  to  care 
about  getting  involved  in  building  a  "proper  community."  They 
are  content  to  sit  back  and  let  the  upper  classmen  do  the  work. 
Without  initiative  freshmen,  how  can  the  struggle  progress.'' 
Seniors  can't  do  anymore,  they've  done  their  share  as  evidenced 
by  their  existence  to  now.  A  freshman  on  entering  this 
institution  has  a  much  different  perspective  on  the  relevancy  of 
this  institution.  All  they  seem  to  miss  is  the  vain  parties  that 
they  can't  go  to  back  home. 

In  a  past  issue  of  this  magazine  Dr.  Gloria  Joseph  wrote, 
"the  pre-'63  Black  students  were  still  very  much  under  the 
influence  of  parent  and  adult  community  leaders  who  espoused 
the  philosophy  of  "Do  well  in  school;  get  your  education,  and 
no  doors  will  be  closed  to  you"  .  .  .  CVol.  ,  No.  )  It  seems  to 
me  that  the  '73  Black  student  is  also  under  the  same  influence. 


their  whole  aim  and  goal  is  to  get  those  A's  and  get  the  hell  out. 
They  seem  to  lack  sufficient  internal  strength  which  will  enable 
them  to  wage  the  battle  for  a  significant  and  relevant  education 
and  campus  life.  They  intend  to  graduate  and  "make  it." 
Make  it?  What  they  will  really  be  doing  is  going  thru  four 
years  of  "lilywhite"  education  which  will  hand  them  a  degree 
and  send  them  out  with  confused  minds  only  to  return  to  the 
outside  world  thinking  they  are  "doing  the  do,  "  and  increasing 
problems  for  Black  people. 

The  continuously  mcreasing  number  ot  entermg  Black 
students  every  year  should  give  increasing  strength  to  the 
struggle.  That's  what  the  freshmen  four  years  ago  thought,  they 
could  hardly  wait  for  more  "folks."  A  senior  today  will  tell  you 
that  "We  could  hardly  wait  for  the  one  hundred  and  fifty  more 
niggers  coming  next  year,  so  we  could  turn  this  place  out."  And 
they  came  and  they  helped  and  more  came  and  helped,  and  still 
more  came  but  the  progress  slowed  down.  It  even  came  to  a 
standstill. 

A  senior  will  tell  you  how  they  heartily  welcomed 
Michael  Thelwell  back  as  the  chairman  of  the  W.E.B.  DuBois 
Black  Studies  Department.  "His  return  seemed  to  be  a  reward 
for  the  suffering  that  many  endured  during  his  seemingly 
eternal,  but  brief  absence"  ( — Drum  Editorial,  Philip  Petti- 
john.  Winter  1971,  Vol.      No.     ). 

This  university  will  never  progress  to  the  point  of 
answering  our  needs  as  long  as  there  are  apathetic  black  students 
around.  How  any  Third  World  person  on  this  campus  can 
indulge  in  apathy  is  inconceivable.  It's  these  apathetic  brothers 
and  sisters  that  our  leaders  should  reach  out  to  and  educate.  At 
the  moment  too  many  are  afraid  to  take  on  responsibilities,  too 
afraid  to  make  mistakes,  and  not  enough  trust  in  oneself  to  trust 
anyone  else. 

A  current  freshman  entering  this  institution  sees  everything 
that  a  freshman  four  years  ago  didn't.  It  was  with  unity  and 
sincere  trust  for  the  other  one  hundred,  that  they  built  what  you 
see  today — .  A  magazine,  a  radio  program,  Black  Studies 
department,  and  more  than  anything  else  they  paved  the  way 
for  you  to  come  here  and  see  something  that  represents  us  Black 
people. 

It  is  to  those  students  who  entered  this  institution  in  1968 
and  1969  graduates  or  dropouts  that  this  article  pays  Tribute.  If 
you  are  one  of  those  who  still  feel  that  this  institution  does  not 
answer  your  needs  don't  blame  the  whites,  blame  yourself.  A 
black  student  on  this  campus  must  develop  so  serious  and  earnest 
an  attitude  towards  making  this  institution  answer  his  needs 
and  the  needs  of  his  community  that  there  should  be  very  little 
room  left  for  fear,  vanity  or  paranoia.  Let  us  start  living  in  true 
unity  and  start  dealing  before  it's  too  late! 

CalB.  Whitworth 


where  Does  Reality  End? 

Life  turns  to  ashes  as  the  years  slip  by. 

Rain  never  stops  and  the  sun  always  shines. 

Hearing  nothing  and  listening  to  all 

Try  to  walk  and  the  world  will  fall. 

Never  caring  what  the  next  day  will  bring 

Hopes  and  plans  will  soon  just  linger 

Smoke  turns  to  tears,  the  minute  time  ends 

A  fire  breaks  and  then  the  world  pretends 

Searching  everywhere  to  get  something  free 

The  chase  begins,  could  this  really  be? 

Eyes  look  out  and  find  nothing  real 

The  clock  strikes  twelve  and  the  church  bells  peal. 

Suddenly,  life  is  restored  to  the  mind  and  soul 

And  the  sun  rises  slowly  into  the  morning  blue  and  gold. 

The  rays  of  sun  glow  like  a  guilding  beam 

Discovering  the  whole  situation  was  a  dream. 

Angela  Carelli 


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Noted 


Black 


Women 


To  the  members  of  the  Third  World  Community  at  UMass  the  name  Esther  Terry  can  be 
equated  with  many  things:  dynamic  Black  woman,  boundless  energy,  respected  actress, 
distinguished  director,  and  inspiring  instructor.  She  is  best  known  to  the  University 
Community  for  her  work  in  the  Black  Reperjjery  Theatre.  Presently  she  is  involved  in  teaching 
a  course  on  Black  Women.  This  year  Esther  has  been  involved  in  two  plays,  one  at  Smith 
College  entitled  "Amen  Corner,"  performed  at  Smith  College,  in  which  she  had  the  starring  role, 
and  the  other  "Father,  Son,  Woman"  which  she  directed,  was  performed  at  UMass.  Sister  Terry 
has  a  hectic  schedule,  however  I  was  fortunate  to  be  able  to  interview  her  one  afternoon  in  her 
office  at  the  New  Africa  fiouse  for  a  few  minutes.  In  the  next  few  lines  is  a  brief  interview  with 
an  individual  who  glows  with  greatness. 


Question:  How  did  the  Black  Repertory  Theatre  come 
about? 

Answer:  It  grew  out  of  my  Black  Drama  Class.  The 
contemporary  plays  we  were  reading  could 
be  seen  in  New  York,  but  the  further  back 
in  time  we  went,  the  more  trouble  there 
was  in  seeing  the  plays.  No  one  wanted  to 
produce  old  plays  so  my  students  suggest- 
ed we  put  on  the  plays  ourselves.  Then 
there  was  another  problem,  the  students 
wanted  to  continue  to  be  in  plays  after 
they  had  finished  the  Black  Drama  Class, 
Solution,  form  a  company,  the  Black  Rep- 
ertory Theatre. 


Question:  What  about  outside  criticisms  you've  re- 
ceived from  doing  old  plays? 

Answer:  We're  not  interested  in  the  outside.  Inside 
is  where  it's  all  happening!  We  have  two 
main  reasons  for  performing  old  plays: 
experience,  and  secondly  learning  about 
our  people.  Each  play  we  do  is  researched 
thoroughly  by  the  whole  class.  In  this 
way  it  becomes  more  than  just  a  play,  it 
becomes  a  learning  experience.  When  we 
did  the  play  "Frederick  Douglass  and 
John  Brown,"  the  students  did  all  the  re- 
search to  find  out  if  these  two  men  really 
knew  each  other,  and  checked  out  ques- 


tions  like  "Why  didn't  Douglass  join  in 
John  Brown's  Raid?"  So,  it  was  also  a 
very  important  history  lesson  as  well  as  a 
play  production.  It  helps  the  actors  to 
feel  and  really  become  the  part  they  are 
playing. 

I  also  feel  it  is  of  great  value  to  put  on 
old  plays  because  there's  something  about 
Black  folk  in  every  part  of  history  that 
helps  us  understand  where  we  are  today. 
Personally,  my  favorite  play  was  "Our 
'Lan"  because  it  tells  exactly  how  life  was 
in  the  1930's  and  how  Black  life  centered 
around  the  church.  It  was  their  only 
means  of  hope.  In  the  church.  Black  folk 
had  no  fear  of  anything,  no  racial  dis- 
crimination, and  no  poverty.  Sunday  was 
the  one  day  of  the  week  they  were  com- 
pletely happy  and  free  which  is  evidenced 
in  many  gospel  songs. 

Question:  What    criteria    is    used    to    decide    which 

shows  are  to  be  performed? 
Answer:     The  students  choose  from  shows  we  have 

read  and  like,  then  we  decide  which  plays 

to  do  as  a  group. 


Question:  What  about  your  own  acting? 

Answer:  We  all  work  as  a  group.  The  students  de- 
cide which  role  I  play.  I  don't  have  to  be 
a  star,  I  act  anywhere  I  fit  in.  Sometimes  I 
do  take  the  lead  because  the  students  feel 
that  I've  had  the  experience  to  handle  the 
part.  Or  other  times  I'm  needed  for  a  fill- 
in,  like  the  church  scene  from  "Natural 
Man." 


Question:  Who  makes  up  the  Black  Repertory  Thea- 
tre? 

Answer:  It's  a  totally  community  thing,  open  to 
everyone  and  most  of  our  actors  have  had 
no  experience.  We  don't  ask  the  critics  to 
give  us  a  break  because  we  aren't  experi- 
enced, because  by  the  time  we  get  out 
there  we're  pretty  damn  good.  The  success 
of  our  shows  comes  from  the  fact  that  the 
Black  Repertory  Theatre  is  a  community 
thing.  The  total  production  is  put  on  by 
the  community.  We  make  all  of  our  cos- 
tumes, scenery,  and  makeup.  We  have 
people  helping  us  from  Amherst,  North- 
ampton, as  well  as  Springfield.  Every  in- 
dividual in  our  productions  is  important. 

Question:  How  did  your  group  decide  to  do  "Father, 
Son,  Woman?" 

Answer:  Although  this  is  not  the  type  of  play 
that  we  want  to  be  doing  all  the  time,  we 
thought  it  would  be  a  worthwhile  learning 
experience.  The  play  was  written  by  a 
Nigerian  about  his  people.  Our  first  pro- 
ject was  to  learn  all  about  the  Yoruba  cul- 
ture. It's  one  thing  to  say  'yeah  man,  I'm 
an  African  person  and  another  thing  to 
really  know  about  Africa.  Blacks  should 
no  longer  just  see  Africa  as  one  big  place. 
We  must  reach  out  and  see  what  connects 
us  to  our  past.  This  is  what  we  tried  to  do 
in  "Father,  Son,  Women."  We  knew  all 
about  Yoruba  culture  before  that  curtain 
went  up.  We  didn't  act  like  we  thought 
Nigerians  acted;  for  the  entire  show  we 
were  Nigerians.  In  the  future  I  would  like 
to  see  more  Third  World  plays  done  from 
Haiti,  Jamaica  or  other  places. 


In  the  last  few  minutes  that  remained,  the  conversation  switched  from  the  theatre  to  Esther's  class  on  the 
Black  Woman  that  she  teaches  with  Johnetta  Cole. 

"To  me  this  is  one  of  the  most  interesting  and  moving  courses  offered  this  semester.  Our  objective  is  to 
study  biographies  and  autobiographies.  We  look  at  the  individual  woman  and  her  history  to  find  out  what 
connects  us  with  her.  We  go  beyond  the  contemporary  sisters  because  we  know  that  History  is  full  of  noted 
Black  women.  You  know  it's  really  very  moving  to  have  a  class  where  Brothers  and  Sisters  are  about  the  serious 
business  of  establishing  what  it's  like  to  be  a  woman  and  Black  in  the  United  States." 

There  are  many  noted  Black  women  in  this  area  but,  to  date  many  have  been  neglected.  Esther  Terry  was 
chosen  for  this  issue  because  she  is  one  of  the  most  respected  Black  women  in  our  community. 

Janis  Peters 


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THE  WAITING  ROOM 

You  are  a  tiny  flesh  thing — remember?  Your  world  is  a  slippery  and  slidey  one  inside  of  a  water  bal- 
loon, full  of  water,  warm  and  easy.  You  exist — you!  A  strange  new  concept.  All  of  a  sudden  here  you 
are,  feeling  something.  You  feel  your  body  having  fun,  slipping  and  sliding  around  and  around.  Yes,  the 
awareness  is  beginning  to  seep  into  your  newly  made  body.  Back  and  forth  you  slip  and  slide,  just  loving 
it.  What's  this?  Some  stubby  soft  limb  finds  Its  way  to  your  mouth — your  soft  tiny  mouth  feels  five  tiny 
stubs  on  one  bigger  stub — you  taste  your  fingers  one  at  a  time.  The  fat  one  tastes  better — your  thumb.  It 
must  be  part  of  you,  because  your  mouth  can  feel  It  and  it  can  feel  your  mouth.  They  both  feel  each  other. 
You  can  feel  both  of  them!  They  must  both  be  you — what  fine  innovations  to  slipping  and  sliding  you 
have  been  provided  with.  A  mouth  and  a  thumb — both  of  them  part  of  you! 

And  thinking  on  this,  you  drift  Into  your  first  embryonic  sleep,  thumb  in  mouth. 

BIm.  Grb,  blub,  dp.  .  .  .  You  can  feel  a  soft  voice  talking  to  another  voice  not  so  soft:  that  not  so  soft 
voice  Is  distant,  mechanical — sterile  almost.  But  you  are  under  the  soft  voice.  Each  time  the  soft  voice 
moves,  you  stop  rocking  to  listen  to  it  in  your  slippery,  sloshly  home.  You  listen.  That  must  be  the  one 
who  holds  you — you  could  almost  trust  that  soft  voice. 

While  you  are  staying  still,  something  causes  you  to  move.  You  keep  sloshing  around  towards  the 
bottom  of  the  water  balloon,  then  bouncing  up  and  down,  down  and  up!  You  can  not  yet  count  stairs 
though — they  are  bouncey  things  which  take  you  into  the  hospital. 

Suddenly  you  realize  something  you  never  knew  before — something  in  front  of  your  head — feels 
something.  Temptation.  Light!  Glorious  shades  of  light.  That's  what  those  things  in  your  head  are  for. 
But  there's  nothing  in  the  light — it's  just  not  the  same  as  dark  any  more — you  feel  discovery!  What  else? 
What  more  is  going  to  be  so  new!  You  are  dying  to  find  new  feelings — new  things.  Such  a  long  while  ago 
you  discovered  fun.  Then  you  discovered  your  thumb  and  your  mouth.  Bouncing.  And  now  light.  What 
later?  What  more  glory  could  this  all  bring? 

Your  thumb  finds  its  way  to  your  mouth,  and  you  rock  back  and  forth  as  the  soft  voice  moves  further 
out  of  the  light.  Perhaps  It  is  also  rocking,  the  owner  of  the  soft  voice — rocking  back  and  forth  in  some- 
thing— in  a  bigger  water  balloon? 

Suddenly  it  is  all  unlight  again.  Dark.  The  warm  water  balloon  is  getting  uncomfortably  warm  for 
you.  The  soft  voice  is  not  so  soft — it  is  what  makes  you  feel  like  not  rocking  back  and  forth.  Upset. 
But  after  a  long  while  it  is  very  quiet  again.    You  feel  better — almost.  .  . 

Perhaps  the  owner  of  the  voice  is  sleeping — but  have  not  felt  such  a  calmness  in  any  of  the  voice's 
sleeping  periods  before.    It  is  very  calm,  sedate.  .  .  . 

But  you  can  sense  some  sterile  voices  in  the  distance — how  can  one  sleep  so  sedately  while  another 
speaks? 

All  of  a  sudden  you  sense  a  nagging  tug — something  pulling — drawing  you.  But  you  are  not  ready 
to  go — your  body  knows  that  twelve  warm  weeks  is  not  enough.  You  have  yet  to  make  preparations!  The 
tugging  gets  more  and  more  violent — more  dizzying! 

It  is  too  much.  .  .  . 

Your  world  has  been  rent.  The  sloshy  slipping  and  sliding  world  has  ripped  open  and  the  water  let  out 
— it  closes  in  about  you  like  a  sucked  in  plastic  bag!  Everything  becomes  harsh  and  dry  as  you  are 
plunged  into  acrid  light.  The  bag  is  no  longer  containing  you,  you  have  slipped  out — but  you  burn!  The  air 
feels  like  lye  and  you  choke  and  your  body  vomits  for  air  and  you  are  afraid!  A  mistake  has  been  made. 
Your  lungs  are  too  small — you  try  to  breathe,  but  it  hurts  and  your  tiny  tight-lidded  eyes  burn  because  the 
light  is  too  strong.  Your  entire  body  is  burning  from  the  air  as  you  shriek  out  a  cry  of  anguish.  You  have 
been  betrayed  by  the  soft  voice — there  is  no  going  back.  The  eyes  that  burned  from  the  magnesium  light 
do  not  burn  any  more.   All  is  black.  .  .  . 

Your  body  is  twisted  and  mutilated  and  burning  and  annihilated  as  you  spin  dizzily  into  a  gasping, 
choking  black  agony.    Forever.  .  .  . 

You  have  lived  long  enough — you  are  no  longer  needed.  They  were  afraid  nobody  would  love  or  care 
for  you  as  a  child.  .  .  . 

Steve  Masse 


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BLACK  YOUTH 

13  years  old  and  strung  out  on  drugs, 
just  one  more  to  sweep  up  under  the  rug. 
He  never  stood  strong  and  stout, 
one  less  nigger  to  worry  about. 
But  me,  the  needle  is  not  my  thing, 
can't  let  them  hang  me  out  on  a  string. 
Got  to  get  ahead,  and  be  cool, 
let  them  think  that  I'm  their  fool. 
And  then  like  a  flash  I  will  appear, 
then  for  once,  they'll  know  I'm  here! 
I  want  all  Black  to  stand  by  my  side, 
cause  it's  gonna  be  a  hell  of  a  ride. 
And  when  it's  done  we'll  cry  out  loud. 
Yes  my  man,  I'm  Black  and  Proud! 

Robert  Smith 


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Requiem  for  a  CCEBS  Graduate 


He  knew,  as  had  other  generations  of  his  family,  that 
things  could  be  better.  In  an  undefinably  mysterious  way,  he 
knew  that  there  must  be  a  way  out,  and  that  he,  he  had  the 
power  to  get  out,  if  he  was  only  given  the  chance. 

He  came,  up  from  the  lowlands,  following  the  dotted 
white  line  of  the  Interstate  as  if  hypnotized  by  the  magic  of 
speed.  As  he  gazed  out  of  the  window  of  Greyhound,  he  mar- 
veled at  the  increasing  numbers  of  brick  and  concrete  wonders 
before  him. 

Indeed  this  was  a  new  world,  a  new  beginning;  a  new 
environment,  new  friends,  new  values,  a  new  life.  This  is  it, 
he  thought,  what  he  had  dreamed  of,  what  he  had  wanted  for 
so  very  long. 

Yes,  it  would  be  good,  this  new  world  of  his.  His  free- 
dom and  independence  were  exhilirating.  He  felt  as  he  had 
never  felt  before.  Now  it  all  was  his,  a  new  world,  a  chance 
to  forget  the  sadness  of  the  past,  a  chance  to  work  in  the  pre- 
sent for  the  future,  a  chance  to  look  forward  to  the  future  with 
hope,  as  if  this  new  world  was  of  prophecy  or  divine  interven- 
tion. 

In  his  new  home  he  found  others  who  shared  his  dreams 
and  aspirations.    They  too  had  witnessed  a  revival,  a  revival  of 
spirit  and  life,  and  were  very  anxious,  as  he  was,  to  get  on  with 
it. 

However,  in  the  early  morning  of  his  joy,  he  awoke  to 
find  the  same  conditions  he  had  so  gladly  left  behind.  He  was 
saddened  to  find  seclusion  and  denial  forcibly  thrust  upon  him. 
No  matter  how  hard  he  tried,  it  seemed  that  inhumanity  fol- 
lowed him. 

And  wl.en  he  saw  this,  he  had  bitter  memories,  memories 
that  ached  hi',  heart  and  tore  at  his  sense  of  justice. 

All  of  this  did  not  sadden  him  for  too  long.  The  bitter 
aftertaste  of  ihe  past  had  made  him  all  the  more  determined  to 
go  out  and  seek  his  cause,  to  change  the  world  and  to  correct 
what  he  saw  wrong  with  it. 

In  those  days,  many  theories  of  social  advancement  were 
going  around  among  his  people.  Depending  upon  the  refer- 
ence group  used,  one,  he  was  told,  could  succeed  by  becoming 
a  professional  athlete,  or  a  singer,  or  a  janitor,  or  a  housekeep- 
er, or  even  a  pimp.  But  the  most  common,  and  most  respecta- 
ble, alternative  that  lay  open  to  him  was  that  of  education. 

Education,  as  the  American  dream  would  have  it,  and  as 
it  was  told  to  him,  is  the  key  to  opportunity,  to  a  good  job,  to 
a  good  life.  With  an  education,  he  could  do  as  he  pleased,  the 
sky  being  the  limit.  Nothing,  absolutely  nothing,  could  stop 
him  //  he  had  an  education,  for  an  education,  as  everyone 
knows,  is  the  passport  to  the  American  way  of  life. 

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Requiem  for  a  CCEBS  Graduate  .  .  . 

(Continued  from  page  i6) 

He  succumbed,  as  many  did,  to  this  argument  of  education.  With  an  education,  he  would  win  the  respect  of 
his  family  and  community.  With  an  education,  he  would  become  a  spokesman  for  all  the  just,  yet  neglected  causes 
of  his  people.  With  an  education,  the  world  would  be  his  playground  and  he  would  change  it  as  he  pleased.  With 
an  education,  he  would  use  his  insight  for  the  betterment  of  his  people. 

At  the  announcement  of  his  intentions  to  go  to  college,  there  was  a  feeling  of  pride  and  jubilation.  The  first  in 
his  family  to  attend  college,  he  was  told,  if  it  was  to  be  done,  this  was  the  way  to  do  it.  His  life  was  to  be  better  than 
his  father's.  He  would  no  longer  have  to  listen  to  others.   Yes,  he  was  told,  an  education  is  what  you  want. 

And,  as  if  by  a  miracle,  there  was  a  school  with  a  program  for  him  and  other  minority  students  who  sought 
to  correct  past  injustices  through  education.  It  was  almost  as  if  someone  had  read  his  mind  and  knew  what  he 
wanted. 

He  thought  it  was  going  to  be  easier  than  he  had  imagined.  There  were  others  who  had  similar  ideas.  Surely 
together  they  would  be  able  to  make  it. 

And  then  it  began.  The  realities  of  the  world  began  to  beat  his  brow.  There  was  work  and  studying  to  be 
done.  There  was  a  test  of  his  patience  and  enthusiasm.  There  was  a  political  as  well  as  an  academic  education  to 
acquire.   There  were  stereotypes  and  prejudices  to  be  done  away  with.  There  was  a  pride  to  be  had. 

It  was  a  phenomenal  task,  he  found,  to  be  a  minority  in  a  white  world,  to  be  strong  in  the  face  of  potential 
disaster.  It  was  a  phenomenal  task  to  be  challenged  to  the  fullest  potential.  It  was  a  phenomenal  task  to  distinguish 
himself,  curricularly  or  extracurricularly.  It  was  a  phenomenal  task  to  develop  awareness  and  sensitivity.  It  was  a 
phenomenal  task  to  be  successful,  to  acquire  the  skills  and  talents  he  needed  to  go  back  and  do  something 
meaningful  for  his  community.  It  was  a  phenomenal  task  to  get  himself  together,  socially  and  academically.  It  was 
a  phenomenal  task  to  avoid  the  potential  shallowness  of  education,  to  go  beyond  the  generalities  of  a  liberal  arts 
education  to  the  specificity  and  expertise  of  specialization  that  was  needed,  if  he  was  to  go  back  and  effect  change  for 
his  people. 

Suddenly,  it  all  became  frightening.  There  was  too  much  to  learn,  too  much  to  do.  And  he  retreated, 
retreated  with  the  others  to  a  security,  rigged  with  a  detonator  of  four  years,  retreated  to  sharp  clothes,  hip  music, 
dynamite  parties,  retreated  to  easy  courses  and  easy  majors,  retreated  from  the  realities  of  life,  a  life  that  would 
necessarily  continue  to  be  harsh. 

In  the  end,  he  became  a  master,  and  subsequently  a  servant,  of  fear,  not  using  his  education  to  facilitate 
understanding  of  minority  peoples,  but  intimidating  others  to  grant  his  demands,  relying  upon  irrational  fear  based 
upon  guilt  feelings  and  ignorance  and  never  once  attempting  to  do  away  with  irrational  fear  and  ignorance. 

And  now  it  is  over,  four  years  and  a  degree.    It  is  now  too  late  to  go  back  and  begin  anew.    He  has  lost  all  that 
was  possible.    The  talents  and  skills  necessary  to  deal  with  the  problems  of  minority  communities  are  lacking,  and 
the  traditional  white  power  continues  to  refuse  to  relinquish  its  unjust  control  of  the  economics  of  these  communities. 
And  we  are  incapable  of  wrestling  it  from  them. 

His  idealism  has  perished.   His  worth  has  been  abnegated.   His  shame  overwhelms  him. 

And  now  he,  a  senior,  has  a  story  to  tell,  a  sad  story,  of  time  and  of  irrevocable  intent,  a  story  of  short-lived 
purpose,  a  story  of  unfilled  dreams,  a  story  without  dedication,  a  story  of  history.  Just  as  he  cannot  go  back  in  time 
and  start  anew  with  his  new-found  insights,  he  cannot  live  his  life  again.  He  can  only  tell  his  story  and  hope  that 
there  are  some,  a  few,  who  will  listen  and  heed  his  advice. 

His  story  is  meant  for  those  who  he  feels  he  might  be  able  to  forewarn,  to  avoid  the  snares  that  entrapped 
him  and  never  let  him  go  until  the  white  man  said  so,  until  it  was  too  late  to  go  back  and  do  the  work  of  his  people. 

Life-long  goals  are  not  achieved  in  a  four  year  span.  It  is  a  lifetime  of  work.  It  is  a  maturity  of  knowing  what 
one  wants.  It  is  a  stubbornness  to  not  take  "no  "  for  an  answer.  It  is  the  perseverance  of  time  and  effort.  It  is  a  love 
of  humanity  that  sustains  throughout  the  struggle.  It  is  a  fight  for  the  impossible  dream  that  began  yesterday  and 
bears  fruit  in  further  success,  today. 

Earl  Strickland 


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CCEBS  Seniors 


Gwendolyn  Allen 


Michael  Anderson 


Kevin  Andrews 


Jeff  Bates 


Rhonda  Boiling 


Johnathan  Clarke 


Deidre  Darden 


Herman  Davenport 


Mildred  Davenport 


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TOO  LATE 


It's  too  late  to  undo  the  things  you've  done, 

you've  already  lost  and  he  has  won. 

Childish  hearts  cry  over  what's  gone, 

to  be  a  man  you  must  carry  on. 

You  must  bear  the  pain,  the  hurt,  the  sorrow, 

always  remembering  that  there's  tomorrow. 

Robert  Smith 


BLACK  WILL  RISE 

Today  my  people  are  pushed  around, 

like  loose  dirt  that  lies  on  the  ground. 

We  get  the  little  jobs  like  butlers  and  maids,  why? 

because  we  did  not  get  our  grades. 

It  hurts  to  know  that  we're  behind,  yes, 

all  my  people  at  the  end  of  the  line. 

Now's  the  time  to  make  a  stand,  get  Black  together 

for  the  good  of  the  land. 

Push  on  and  if  you  need  a  hand,  I'll  help  you  out, 

I'm  your  Brother  man. 


Robert  Smith 


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CCEBS  Seniors 


Rene Eady 


Heriberto  Flores 


Stephanie  Harriston 


Parris  Howard 


Mary  Hyatt 


Carol  Ingram 


Janel  Lucas 


Wayne  Lucas 


Florine  McClary 


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The  Beautiful 


Sandra  Mitchner 


Edna  Moses 


George  Mumford 


James  Parks 


Trent  Poole 


Michael  Robbins 


Lisaheth  Roberts 


William  Roberts 


John  Sanders 


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People 


Robert  Saunders 


;-/4lfe-'. -'/.i 


Gilberto  Sotolongo 


Earl  Strickland 


Marie  Thomas 


Patricia  Thomas 


Karen  (Brown)  Thompson 


Jose  Tolson 


Brenda  Walker 


Patricia  Webb 


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CCEBS  Seniors 


Calvert  Whitworth 


Barbara  ].  Groomes 


SENIORS  NOT  PICTURED 


Ray  Blount  ,i 

Clarence  Brooks 
Thelma  Boiling 
Doris  Cruthird 
Robin  Chandler  Smith 
John  Davis 
Ramona  Dinatale 
Steven  Dottin 
Candice  Early 
Lynn  Fletcher 
Linton  Gilling 
Shelley  Hatton 
Barbara  Headrick 
Christine  Hill 
Janis  Hunter 
David  Jones 
Alfonso  Key 
Bernice  Kimbrel 


Pamela  Modlin 

Chanda  Morrison 

Reginald  McDowell 

Anthony  Pendleton 

John  Reed 

Wandra  Roderick  Harmson 

Haydee  Santos 

Glynne  Sealy 

James  Sharpe 

Kenneth  Singleton 

Al  Starks 

Harold  Stone 

Dwight  Tavada 

Earl  Thomas 

Kenneth  Whitsett 

Steven  Williams 

Donna  Winston 


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Time  to  Be  Utilized'' 


Time  to  do 

what  needs  to  be  done. 

Time  to  understand  the  people. 

Time  to  create  a  means  to 

overcome  all  the  political  problems  of  this 
society  and  the  problems  of  this  world. 

Time  to  overcome 

the  obstacles  that  will  come  in  our 
way. 

Time  not  to  be  wasted. 

Time  must  be  utilized, 

to  create  and  to  do  what  must  be  done, 
what  has  to  be  done. 

Time  is  here 
to  be 
Utilized 

Now!!! 


'7i -meaning  now  and  in 

recent  years. 
Robin  Crawford 


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FROM  ONE  WAR  TO  ANOTHER 

Black  people  have  been  battling  all  their  lives.  Each  generation  of  Black  folk 
has  survived  all  kinds  of  injustices.  The  Black  veteran  has  had  the  battles  at  home 
but,  in  addition  has  had  to  contend  with  fighting  for  purposes  other  than  his  own. 
Hamburger  Hill,  Hill  881,  Tonkin  Gulf,  Da  Nang,  and  countless  other  battles  of 
that  catastrophe— Vietnam.  Brothers  not  only  having  to  deal  with  the  North 
Vietnamese,  the  "enemy,"  or  as  the  White  world  calls  them  "Gooks,"  but  the 
increased  threat  of  racism  that  has  been  carefully  carried  and  coveted  by  their 
white  counterparts.  During  this  traumatic  experience  (normally  before  Rotation  to 
a  new  assignment)  Black  men  witness  what  could  be  called  a  brotherhood  that  was 
Utopian  in  nature.  All  the  brothers  had  were  themselves  and  contrary  to  the 
popular  belief  that  they  were  forced  into  truly  loving  and  staying  with  each  other 
and  looking  out  for  each  other,  the  brothers  did  have  other  alternatives.  The 
opportunity  was  there  and  was  chosen.  Through  this  love  for  one  another  they 
introduced  a  new  dimension  to  the  Vietnam  War.  Dapping,  or  so-called  soul  hand 
shaking  sometimes  for  nearly  twenty  minutes  was  a  powerful  thing.  Naturally  the 
Whites  tried  to  analyze  this  beautifully  executed  expression  of  love  and  unity  but 
the  best  they  could  come  up  with  was  an  Ancient  Tibetan  Ritual  of  some  sort. 
They  didn't  understand  the  ritual  or  what  it  was  for. 

For  the  brothers  who  made  it  back  from  Nam,  some  (very  few)  were  able  to 
find  employment,  some  became  members  of  the  Black  Liberation  Army  and  are 
involved  for  example,  in  teaching  younger  brothers  in  their  communities  the  art  of 
defending  themselves.  Some  went  back  to  the  corners  they  came  off  of  because 
they  couldn't  find  employment  and  some  went  off  to  the  schools  making  use  of 
their  G.I.  Bills. 

Those  brothers  who  went  from  Vietnam  to  college  left  one  hellified  physical 
war  only  to  enter  a  hellified  mental  war.  These  individuals  had  to  adjust  in  1001 
ways  to  countless  situations,  in  short,  to  everything  that  was  going  on  around 
them.  The  difficulties  encountered  can  only  be  determined  individually.  These 
largely  depend  on  how  gregarious  the  person  is,  how  many  associates  he  has  and 
most  importantly  how  successful  he  has  been  in  detaching  himself  psychologically 
from  his  previous  situation. 

The  University  situation  is  harsh,  for  example,  most  students  are  younger  and 
much  less  experienced  so  that  daily  occurring  problems  cannot  be  understood  or 
shared  with  fellow  students.  Counselors  can  counsel  a  lot  of  people  but  the 
university  institution  hardly  has  a  program  especially  geared  for  Veterans.  Its 
major  concern  is  helping  high  schoolers  grow  up. 

These  are  only  a  few  problems  that  naturally  lead  to  many,  many  others. 
Solutions  are  much  needed!  Where  to  go  for  assistance  or  solutions  is  a  constantly 
unanswered  question  for  the  Black  Veteran.  When  searching  Veterans  who  are 
Black  need  answers  many  people  at  the  university  want  to  sit  and  talk  and 
unfortunately  that  is  all  that  happens.  This,  an  agonizing  and  depressing  situation 
must  end. 

The  War,  The  Battle,  The  Fight,  goes  on!  And  on! ! 


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UNITY  -  A  NECESSITY 


"Africa  Lives!  Her  Black  tentacles  stretch  to  the 
four  corners  of  the  earth.  Her  aspiring  people  em- 
brace the  cultures  of  all  lands,  forming  a  community 
of  nations.  Black  people,  people  of  color,  are  all  of 
the  same;  people  of  dignity,  all  with  a  common  root 
going  back  to  the  motherland." 

The  words  of  Imamu  Amiri  Baraka  stunned  my 
mind.  What  was  this  concept,"  Community  of  Na- 
tions?" Is  this  to  say  that  all  people  of  color,  regard- 
less of  their  own  distinct  cultural  roots,  assume  a 
greater  commonality?  Does  this  commonality  have 
more  relevance  than  Spanish  to  a  Puerto  Rican  or 
street  talk  to  an  Afro-American?  Are  we  further  to 
assume  that  because  a  man  is  Black,  he  is  of  dignity? 

Is  this  community  to  have  marked  similarities, 
such  as  a  France  or  an  Afganistan?  Is  this  community 
to  have  those  similarities  that  make  a  community 
background,  or  is  this  community  to  rise  to  some  level 
of  community  consciousness  not  yet  realized  in  the 
scheme  of  the  world.  When  discussing  the  com- 
munity, do  our  eminent  Black  spokesmen  take  into 
account  that,  even  at  the  tiny  Black  community  of  the 
University  of  Massachusetts,  the  Black  populus 
would  be  willing  to  sacrifice  the  roots  they  identify 
with  for  some  higher  form  of  consciousness.  Who 
among  us  might  be  able  to  make  that  determination. 
Which  is  more  important? 

I  would  propose  that  although  Black  people  pos- 
sess a  commonality  of  color,  the  distinct  and  smaller 
cultural  identity  often  matters  more  to  the  people  and 
for  anyone  to  talk  of  a  cohesion  of  people  as  a  whole, 
without  first  identifying  and  appealing  to  these  dis- 
tinctions, is  unrealistic.  At  the  University  of  Massa- 
chusetts, as  with  several  Black  populations  within  the 
collegiate  structure,  people  form  smaller  groups, 
often  called  "cliques,"  are  natural  gravitations  of  peo- 
ple and  cannot  always  be  viewed  as  detrimental  to  the 
formation  of  a  total  community.  Our  Black  leaders  at 
the  University  often  down-grade  the  Black  populus 
for  lack  of  togetherness  without  taking  into  account 
that  these  students  come  from  different  backgrounds 
and  often,  that  these  elemental  roots  are  not  cohesive 
in  a  community  sense.  If  we,  as  Black  folks,  are  to 
organize  a  community  on  this  campus  or  any  other 
for  that  matter,  definition  and  re-definition  are  neces- 
sary. Efforts  should  be  made  to  define  those  groups 
which  do  exist  and  maybe  reinforce  them.  A  re-de- 
finition of  goals  maybe  should  be  implemented  so  as 
to  include  all  these  different  factions  to  create  some- 
thing for  everybody. 

Here  at  the  University  of  Massachusetts,  there 
exist  not  one  Black  community  but  several.  They  can 
be  broken  down,  to  a  certain  extent,  according  to 
where  people  come  from,  but  more  so  the  pertinent 
divisions  are  where  people  live  and  who  they  associate 
with  when  they  get  here.  Black  students  come  from 
many  areas  around  the  state  and  also  from  several 
other  states  in  the  union.  Some  people  come  from 
Boston,  some  from  New  Bedford.  Some  people  come 
from  Chicago  and  some  from  Detroit.  Black  people 
come  from  Springfield  and  New  York  city.  All  are 
different  areas  of  the  country,  with  similar  but  differ- 
ent problems  and  needs.  How  are  these  individual 
needs    to   be   satisfied   by   an    umbrella    philosophy? 


How  are  these  individual  differences  to  be  satisfied 
through  a  group  consciousness?  People  are  only 
here  for  a  maximum  of  four  years  anyway  (with  some 
going  a  bit  longer).  Do  these  philosophies  of  com- 
munity consciousness  seek  to  eliminate  what  it  has 
taken  many  more  years  of  orientation  to  create? 

On  the  campus  itself,  divisions  are  clear.  You 
have  all  Black  corridors  in  several  dormitories. 
Mackimmie,  Grayson  and  John  Adams  have  organ- 
ized the  men  and  Webster  has  begun  to  organize  the 
women.  In  the  place  that  people  relax,  such  as  the 
Malcolm  X  room  and  the  "corner"  down  at  the 
Hatch,  an  eating  spot,  the  same  people  day  in  and  out 
hang  there,  rarely  realizing  a  new  membership.  One 
might  say  that  New  Africa  House,  where  most  Black 
learning  departments  and  help  organizations  are  lo- 
cated and  where  several  Black  classes  are  taught, 
would  be  the  common  denominator,  but  indeed,  it  has 
its  own  peculiar  clientele  also.  Even  within  the  organ- 
izational structure,  the  same  people  are  active  all  of 
the  time.  Each  one  of  these  community  facets  has  its 
own  distinct  identity.  These  have  their  own  impor- 
tant set  of  priorities  and  values.  The  assertion  of 
these  values  when  large  masses  of  people  come  to- 
gether sometimes  causes  difficulties  and  prevents  the 
gospel  of  community  from  taking  a  firm  entrench- 
ment. This  brings  about  a  dis-unity  which  in  turn 
leads  to  a  further  manipulation. 

But  although  these  cliques  cause  this  disunity, 
they  do  serve  a  purpose.  No  one  Black  person  can  be 
expected  to  relate  to  all  of  the  rest  of  the  Black  popu- 
lus. People  are  individuals,  with,  as  I  have  stated, 
different  needs  and  articulations.  The  cliques  serve 
to  satisfy  these  needs,  giving  the  Brother  or  Sister  the 
fulfillment  that  he  or  she  might  need.  These  cliques 
are  formed  out  of  Black  love  for  one  another,  and  this 
is  a  quality  that  is  seldom  bad  in  any  form.  But  the 
community  is  important  also,  so  where  can  equilibri- 
um be  reached?  Maybe  it  is  time  for  the  Black  leader- 
ship or  those  that  are  more  qualified  to  lead,  to  pay 
some  attention  to  these  areas  that  I  have  just  named 
for  they  are  important  and  are  not  going  anywhere. 
Just  because  some  man  might  say  that  we  are  a  Black 
community  here  at  UMass,  a  person  does  not  lose 
sight  of  the  fact  that  his  mother  is  still  in  New  York 
and  he  loves  her  very  much.  I  would  like  to  see  some- 
thing organized  that  is  more  representative  of  the 
community  as  a  whole. 

To  stretch  this  point  further,  look  at  the  country. 
All  the  people  in  it  are  in  different  locations,  can  they 
all  be  construed  to  be  the  same  and  are  they  treated  as 
such?  The  realization  of  the  community  cannot  be 
achieved  around  all  the  divisions  that  do  exist  and  the 
divisions  that  do  exist  are  necessary  so  that  the  needs 
of  the  individual  are  met.  Clearly,  a  new  social  inven- 
tion is  in  order.  One  that  will  transcend  the  barriers 
of  the  clique  formation  and  still  include  some  facet  of 
it.  Black  people  can  come  together,  for  they  formed 
the  cliques  to  begin  with,  but  this  should  not  come  at 
the  price  of  lost  individuality.  Some  things  are  impor- 
tant, one's  individual  Blackness  is  one  of  them.  Do 
not  forsake  that  which  is  you  and  you  alone,  for  it  is 
then  that  you  will  really  be  lost. 

Larry  Baugh 


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"LEND  A  HAND" 

Togetherness,  is  when  you  see  a  black 
mother  and  child  in  the  gutter. 
"Lend  a  Hand." 

Togetherness,  is  when  you  see 
your  black  brother  getting  kicked 
by  the  white  man,  you 
"Lend  a  Hand." 

Togetherness  is  when  you  see  Black 
brothers  and  sisters  struggling  for 
unity  among  Black  people, 
and  you,  "Lend  a  Hand. " 

All  this  is  togetherness 
so  why  don't  you 
"Lend  a  Hand." 

Sandra  McBride 
Dorchester 


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A  CKNO  WLEDGEMENTS 

The  Staff  would  like  to  thank  these  individuals  for 
their  contributions. 

For  Art:   Carlos  Lopes 
Eustis  Niles 
Luis  Medina 

For  Prose:  Steven  Masse 

For  Poetry:  Robert  Smith 
Alice  Robinson 

Sandra  McBride,  a  group  of  junior  high  school 

students  from  Boston. 

Robin  Crawford,  a  high  school  student 
from  Connecticut. 


Special  thanks  go  to  the  Drum  Staff  who  have  worked 
diligently  this  year  to  give  you  the  best  product 
possible,  and  to  Nat  Rutstein  whose  support  and 
confidence  helped  in  making  that  goal  a  reality. 

Next  year  the  Drum  will  be  honored  by  the  capable 
leadership  of  two  individuals— ^WJh,  BARROWS  f^^d 
EDWARD  ROGERS,  our  new  Co-Editors.  Let  us 
extend  our  congratulations  to  them  but  along  with  that 
gesture  let  us  determine  to  support  them  in  their  duties  by 
more  than  giving  complaints  or  pats  on  the  back.  Let''s 
pitch  in  and  work  to  make  Drum  a  better  magazine  than 
what  it  is  or  has  been. 

In  Unity, 
I  Billy  Roberts — Editor 


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