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RECEIVED 

MAY  2  3  1974 

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STAFF 


Co-Editors Paul  W.  Barrows 

Edward  J.  Rogers 

Fiscal Rosa  J.  Emory 

Imogene  Lewis 

Literary Lawrence  E.  Baugh 

Carolyn  Boiling 
Joan  Johnson 
Michael  Patterson 
Janis  Peters 
Kenneth  Wright 

Black  Image  Co-ordinators.    .    .    ,  L.  Tommy  Rocha 

.    .    .    .  Clyde  Santana 
Randell  Ramos 

Photography  Editor Eugene  Niles 

Jetta  C.  Eraser 
Steven  Texiseira 

Administrative  Secretary  ....  David  R.  Thaxton 

Doris  D.  Williams 

Office  Staff Charline  Abbott 

Lorraine  Harvey 
Deborah  McFarland 
Rose  Roberts 
Greg  Triplett 


^ 


THE  DRUM,  WINTER  1974 
Vol.5    No.  2 


Editorial,  circulation  and  advertising 
offices  located  at  426  New  Africa  House, 
University  of  Massachusetts,  Amherst, 
Mass.  01002. 


Copyright  February  8, 1974 

Printing:  Gazette  Printing  Co.,  Inc.,  Northampton,  Mass. 


CONTENTS 


Page 

3  Dedication 

4  Editorial 

7  The  Torture  Chamber 

8  The  Coming  of  They 

10  Message  to  the  People 

11  Let  Freedom  Ring 

14  The  Mediumly  Secured  Luv  Story 

22  I  Love  You  Because 

23  Happy  Remembrances/Problem  Friends 

24  The  Installment  Plan 
34  Did  We  Really  Love? 
36  Acknowledgements 


Edward  J.  Rogers 

Edward  J.  Rogers 

Hassan  Shahid 

Hassan  Shahid 

Hassan  Shahid 

Hassan  Shahid 

Insan  Sauti 

(Roberts.  Preston) 

Frank  (Hakim)  Meranda 

Charles  Bracy 

Insan  Sauti 

Larry  C.  Thomas 


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Universal  Prisoner 

Most  people  go  around  thinking  they're  free; 

believing  it's  an  easy  way  to  be. 
How  many  times  are  we  told  what  to  do 

cause  it's  right,  child,  or  wrong  for  you? 
In  your  youth  did  you  grow  and  achieve  or  did 

you  throw  away  the  things  you  couldn't  believe? 
Do  you  run  in  guilt  and  in  fear  from  all  the 

things  you  truly  hold  dear? 
The  Universal  prisoner  makes  his  own  laws 
The  Universal  prisoner  has  no  need  for  stars. 
He  can't  climb 
He  can't  grow 

and  worst  of  all  he  doesn't  know. 
Do  you  share  yourself  in  love. 

What's  inside 
Or  do  you  run  to  the  phony  world  where  most 

people  hide? 
Are  you  honest  like  the  lilies  of  the  field 

you  see? 
Hey,  so  ask  yourself,  are  you  truly  free? 

The  universal  prisoner  makes  his  own  laws 

The  universal  prisoner  has  no  need  for  stars. 
Oh,  no  He  can't  climb 

He  can't  grow 
And  worst  of  all  he  doesn't  know. 

No     No     No     No     No 
No     No     No     No     No     No     No 
The  Universal  Prisoner. 
Whatcha  you  going  to  tell  him? 

The  Universal  prisoner 
somebody's  gotta  talk  to  him 

It's  gonna  be  rough. 

The  universal  prisoner 

You  gotta  straighten  him  out. 

You  gotta  get  him  outa  his  cell 

no  need  to 

can't  stand  it 
Gotta  find  a  better  way  to  live 
Tired  of  this  jiving 

No  need 

No     No     No 

Whatcha  you  gonna  do? 

These  lyrics  were  taken  from  Eddie  Harris  &  Les  McCann  Second  Movement  Album. 

In  this  issue  you'll  read  things  by  brothers  who  may  have  been  the  guy  next  door  or  around  the  corner. 
Their  writings  will  try  to  get  a  message  across  to  you  without  having  you  subject  yourself  to  a  confinement  such 
as  the  one  they  are  going  through.  This  is  not  to  say  that  all  Black  people  outside  of  prison  are  free,  but  as 
Malcolm  once  said  "Black  people  in  the  United  States  today  are  all  in  prison,  the  ones  in  the  joint  are  just  in 
solitary  confinement."  (By  the  way  Malcolm  did  time  in  Norfolk  also.) 


*Bisinillah-hir-Rahmaii-iiir-Rahim 


And  the  children 
grow  up 
and 
become  men. 

Some  go  to 

foreign  soil, 

shed  blood 

and 

die  for 

some  unknown  cause 

Many  are  thrown 
in  jails 
to  die 

slow  and  torturous 
deaths, 

while  mothers  wait 
in 

empty  homes 
and 

dream  beautiful 
dreams 
that 
will 
never 
be 
realized 


*In  the  name  of  Allah  the  All-Merciful 


Streets  lined  with  trash  cans 

Pregnant  women  hanging  out  of  windows  yeUing 

YelHng  to  their  children  who  are  playing 

In  a  playground  that  will  never  be 

Each  day  coming  home  with  a  new  cut 

From  a  different  broken  wine  bottle 

The  police  circle  endlessly  to  make  sure 

That  no  one  leaves 

While  inside  the  rats  eat  the  cat 

Because  they  already  ate  the  roaches 

And  the  streets  are  still  lined  with  trash  cans 

The  men  are  only  seen  at  night 
Because  at  night  things  don't  look  so  bad 
And  it's  easier  to  slip  from  bar  to  bar 
With  their  favorite  night  worker 

All  act  as  though  they  don't  mind 

And  deep  inside  only  pray 

While  watching  from  the  apartment  windows 

The  streets  lined  with  trash  cans 


Kamau  Madu 
{carl  w.  griffin) 
1972 


The  torture 
chamber: 


Welcome  to  the  chamber  of 
horrors  where  we/the 
victims  of  madness  enact 
our  respective  roles. 


Down  the  street,  round  the 
corner,  through  the 
alleyway,  we  stumble  upon 
young  brothers  drinkin  wine 
talkin  trash,  smoking  reefer 
caught  dead -up  in  a  nodddddd 
jimmm 

highhhhh 


M 


pmmiwmssmtm^i 


Moving  along,  we  come  across 
beautiful  black  women/who  are 
to  be  the  future  mothers  of  our 
children,  selling  their  warm  and 
fertile  bodies  to  some  diseased 
faggot  for  pleasure  and  the 
exchange  of  a  few  dollars. 


Down  the  way,  preacher  jones  got 
the  church  jumpin  for  joy  sayin 
"hallelujah,  thank  you  jesus, 
lawd  ha  mercy" 


from  across  the  burned  -out 
and  vacant  lots  reminding 
us  strangely  of  war  scenes, 
comes  the  sickening  smell  of 
fried  pig  wit  eggs  on  the  side, 
they  call  that  "soul -food"  the 
same  ole  shit  they  was  feeding 
our  mothers  and  fathers  back  on 
the  slave  plantation. 


On  sidewalks,  in  empty  school  - 
yards  we  see  groups  of  children 
laughing  and  playing,  seemingly 
unaware  of  the  approaching  danger 
of  the  genocide  machine  that 
threatens  to  kill  them  in  their 
youth. 


On  we  go  in  our  journey  through 
the  nightmare  of  illusion. 
I  see  a  dead  cat  lying  in  the 
gutter/eyes  gone/mouth  hanging  open/ 
body  stiff./ 


The  clouds  shift,  the  winds  blow, 
the  seasons  change,  and  birds  sing 
harmonious  melodies. 


The  sky  is  blue  but  changing 
gray  for  the  ghetto  is  where 
we  die  from  massive  overdoses 
of  oppression. 


Take  (2)  giant  steps  from  the 
ghetto/  pass  the  hospital  where 
they  shoot  you  up  with  strange 
drugs,  and  find  yourself  in  the 
grave/  the  next  giant  step  from 
beyond  the  ghetto 


2  a.m. 
11/5/73:  Shahid 


Bismillah-hir-Rahman-nir-Rahim 


The  coming 
of  THEY: 


The  People  of 
THEY 

came  from  far 
away  on 

strange  ships, 
bringing 
the  strange 

death 
and  pestilence 
with  them. 

Before 

The  coming 

of  They, 

THIS  rich  and  fertile  land 

from  which 

sprang 

my  people/the  children 
of 
the 

SUN, 
knew  no  air  pollution 

or 
birth  control  pills. 

The  air  swarmed  with 
an 
abundance 
of 
free/ 
winged 
spirits. 

The  hills 

and  plains  were  thick 
with 
herds 

of  buffalo 
before 
the  coming 
The  coming 
of  THEY. 


These  strange  people 
that 
came 
from 
beyond 
the 
rising 
SUN, 
They  brought 
their 
strange 
ways 
and 
foreign 
tongue. 

THEY  brought 
the  werewolf /wolf  man/ 
frankenstein/ 
and 
the 
curse 
of 

Death 
with  them  to  the 
Land  of 
Sunshine 
and 
Plenty. 


We  welcomed  them 
with 
food 
and 
open 

arms 
But  they  spit 
in  our 

faces/ 
called 
us 

savages/ 
raped 
our 
women/ 
slaughtered 
our 

children/ 
and 
threw 
our 
men 
in 

jails/ 
to  die 

cold  and  bitter 
deaths. 


The  wars  came  and  for 
thousands 
of 

years 
The  air 
EXPLODED 

with 
the 
scream 
of 
death 
and 

hot  winds 
scorched 
the 
warm, 
fertile 
earth 
turning  her 
dry 
and 
barren 
from 
lack 
of 
LOVE. 

Who  are  THEY? 
these  strange 
people 
who 

have 
erected  concrete 
and 

steel 

monuments 
of 

DEATH. 


Who  are  THEY? 
these  strange  people 
whose 
words 
speak 
peace 
and 
whose 
actions 
breed 
DEATH 
and 
DESTRUCTION. 

Until  we/ 
the  children 
of 
the 
SUN 
can 
reclaim 
our 
TRUE 
place 
in 
the 
UNIVERSE 
and 
subdue 
the 
strange 
ones 
who 


learned 
to 

walk 
on 
their 
hind 
legs/ 
The  earth  can  never  know 
PEACE/ 
and 
our 
children 
will 
always 
know 
slavery 
as 
our 
fathers 
and 
mothers 
have 
who 
walked 
before 
us . . . 

11:  p.m. 
10/7/73:  Shahid 


Bismillah-hir-Rahman  -nir-Rahim 


Message  to 
the  People: 


In  today's  world,  we  find 
it's  lifestream  threatening  to  be 
exterminated  by  it's  inhabitants. 
There  would  appear  to  be  a 
thickening  cloud  of  gloom  over 
the  earth  as  nations  are  frantic- 
ally preparing  for  war.  Look  any- 
where and  you  will  see  chaos  and 
confusion  and  a  growing  dis- 
content amongst  the  people. 
The  call  is  given,  "destroy  the 
system!      Change      the      system! 


'^HBapF 


Revolution!"  For  what  good  is  it  to  destroy  a  system  that  oppresses  when  one  cannot  change 
or  destroy  the  ugliness  within  ones  own  self?  After  the  smoke  has  cleared  and  the  system  is 
no  more,  what  is  to  prevent  this  existing  state  of  madness  that  we  live  in  from  erupting  again? 
When  all  the  bombs  have  been  exploded,  and  all  the  bullets  have  been  fired,  will  there  be  peace 
again  on  this  planet?  Will  there  be  a  lasting  solution  to  the  human  needs  of  the  people? 
Will  the  starving  children  of  Vietnam  know  the  peace  and  freedom  denied  them?  Will  the 
children  of  the  ghettos  of  America  know  what  happiness  and  security  is  after  the  bombs  have 
exploded? 

There  can  be  no  peace  on  this  planet  until  all  the  people  submit  to  Allah  (creator  &  Sus- 
tainer  of  all  life  forms)?  and  obey  the  laws  of  creation.  All  of  nature  is  in  a  state  of  complete 
harmony  and  order,  man  is  the  only  part  of  creation  that  exists  in  a  state  of  chaos.  In  conclu- 
sion, man's  lasting  state  of  peace  and  harmony  does  not  depend  on  his  physical  environment 
alone. 

As-salaamu-Alaikum-wa-RahmatuUah! 

Shawwal  29,  1393  A.H. 
(Nov.  25,  1973  A.D.) 
Hassan  Shahid 


10 


Let  Freedom  Ring: 


By 
(The  scene  opens  revealing  an  open  court  room. 
Seated  in  the  court  room  are  the  participants  of  this 
drama;  the  district  attorney,  the  defense  council, 
and  a  young  white  male  dressed  like  a  "hippy"  wear- 
ing old  dungarees,  sandals  etc.  His  lawyer  walks 
over  to  him  and  says) 

"How  do  you  feel?" 
White  Male— "How  the  hell  do  you  think  I'm  sup- 
posed to  feel,  I've  been  coming  to  this  damned 
court  for  the  past  two  weeks,  trying  to  see  the 
judge  so  I  can  plead  guilty  for  those  five  masked 
armed  robberies." 
Lawyer— "Well,  just  be  cool,  you  know  that  you  can 
get  a  life  sentence  for  just  one  masked  armed 
robbery,  so  sit  tight." 
(At  this  moment.  Judge  Peckerwood  makes  his  en- 
trance.) 

Court  Clerk— "All  rise.  Court  is  in  session,  all  per- 
sons having  criminal  business  to  attend  to  in 
this  district  court,  draw  near  and  give  your  at- 
tention." 
Lawyer-Judge— "Your    honor,    my   client   wishes   to 
plead  guilty  and  throw  himself  completely  on 
the  mercy  of  the  court. 
(Judge  is  reading  some  papers  that  could  be  the  de- 
fendants criminal  record.) 

Judge— "I  see  that  he  has  quite  a  bad  criminal  record; 
fourteen  escapes,   three  kidnappings,  and  five 
assaults  on  correctional  officers." 
Judge— D.  A. —"Do  you  have  any  recommendations?" 
D. A. —"Well,  your  honor,  if  he  will  clean  himself 
up,  I  would  recommend  a  sentence  of  not  more 
than  seven  years  and  no  less  than  five  years." 
Judge-hippy— "It  is  my  duty  to  inform  you  that  you 
are    sentenced    to   serve   not   more   than   seven 
years  and  no  less  than  five  years,  provided  that 
you  will  clean  yourself." 
Hippy— "Yes  sir,  thank  you,  your  honor,  sir." 
Clerk— "All  rise,  court  is  dismissed." 

(Curtain  closes  for  scene  one) 

(Scene  two  opens  in  the  same  manner  as  the  pro- 
ceeding scenes.    Two  men  dressed  in  very  conserva- 
tive business  suits  are  seated  at  the  lawyers  table 
conversing  with  each  other.) 
(Judge  Peckerwood  enters) 

Clerk— "All    rise.    Court   is   in    session,    all    persons 
having  criminal  business  to  attend  to  in  this  dis- 
trict court,  draw  near  and  give  your  attention." 
Judge-D.A.— "Do   you    have   any  evidence   to   pro- 
duce to  the  court?" 
D.A.— "Yes  your  honor,  I  have  here  copies  of  the 
records  of  the  defendants  insurance  company 
that  will  show  that  for  a  period  of  ten  years, 
while  Thomas  J.  Watergate  III,  esq.  was  presi- 
dent   of    the    insurance    company,    he    misap- 
propriated the  sum  of  three  million  dollars." 
Judge— "Is  he  here  in  the  court-room?" 
(The  two  men  seated  at  the  lawyers  table  stand  and 
say) 

"No,  your  honor,  Mr.  Watergate  is  on  vacation 
in  Bermuda  with  his  family,  and  we  are  repre- 
senting him.  He  informed  us  that  all  of  the  ar- 
rangements had  been  taken  care  of,  and  he 
sent  us  here  to  take  care  of  the  legal  aspects  of 


Shahid 

this   trial.   Your  honor,   may  we  approach  the 

bench?" 
Judge— "Yes." 

(They  are  now  huddled  together  talking  for  awhile. 
The  huddle  breaks  and  everyone  goes  back  to  his 
place) 

One  of  the  lawyers  says— 

"Your  honor,  our  client  wishes  to  plead  guilty 

and  throw  himself  upon  the  mercy  of  the  court." 
Judge— "So  you   know  that  a  fine  will  have  to  be 

paid." 
Lawyers— "Yes,  your  honor  and  we  are  prepared  to 

pay  it." 
Judge— "I  regret  to  say  that  I  fine  Mr.  Watergate  for 

the  sum  of  $1,000  dollars  and  sentence  him  to 

six  months,  suspended  sentence." 
Lawyers— "Thank  you  sir,  your  honor  sir.  " 
(The  curtain  closes  for  scene  two,  with  the  lawyers 
shaking  the  D.A.'S  hand.) 


(Scene  three  opens  in  the  same  manner  as  the  pro- 
ceeding scenes.  Seated  in  the  courtroom  are  the  de- 
fense council,  the  district  attorney,  and  a  young 
Black  male  of  approximately  seventeen  years  old.  He 
is  talking  with  an  elderly  Black  woman  who  is  his 
mother.  His  lawyer  whispers  something  to  the  D.A. 
then  walks  over  to  the  young  man  and  says) 

"Are  you  sure  you  don't  want  to  plead  guilty, 
I  can  still  get  you  a  deal?" 
Yng  Blk— "But  why  should  I,  I  didn't  rob  that  store, 

I  was  helping  my  mother.  She'll  swear  to  that." 
Lawyer— "You  know  I  believe  you,  but  it's  just  a 
question  of  whether  the  judge  will  believe  your 
word  over  that  of  the  arresting  police  officer." 
Yng  Blk— "Well,  I  still  want  to  go  through  with  it." 
Lawyer— "'All  right,  if  that's  the  way  you  want  it, 

I'm  with  you  all  the  way." 
(Judge  Peckerwood  makes  his  entrance) 
Clerk— "All  rise.  Court  is  in  session,  all  persons  hav- 
ing criminal  business  to  attend  to  in  this  dis- 
trict court,  draw  near  and  give  your  attention." 
Lawyer  stands  and  says— 

"Your  honor,  I  would  like  to  have  a  continu- 
ance." 
Judge— "Denied." 

Lawyer— "May  I  approach  the  bench?" 
(Now  we   have   them   all   huddled   in  a   corner,   all 
busily    talking    about    something    that   nobody   but 
themselves  know  about.) 

Yng  Blk— "What  is  all  of  this?"  slight  pause,    "May- 
be I  might  get  a  break  after  all,  but  I  sure  would 
like  to  know  what  they"re  talking  about."' 
(The  huddle  breaks  and  everyone  goes  back  to  their 
respective  places.) 
Judge-D.A.— "Are  you   ready   to   proceed   with   the 

prosecution?" 
D.A— ""Your  honor,  two  of  my  witnesses  are  on  va- 
cation in  Europe,  and  are  not  available  at  this 
time." 
Judge— ""Do  you  need  more  time?"' 
D.A. —'"No,    your    honor,    we    have    the    arresting 
police  officer  here,  and  I'm  sure  that  his  word 
will  be  good  enough.'" 
(Lawyer  leaps  to  his  feet.) 


11 


12 


—"Your  honor,  I  object." 

Judge— "Sit  down.  Motion  denied." 

Judge-D.A.— "Are  you  ready  to  proceed?" 

D. A.— (Grinning  all  over  himself) 

—"Yes,    your    honor.    I    would    like    to    bring 
Patrolman  Lebowskiwitz  to  the  stand." 

Clerk— "Raise  your  right  hand.  Do  you  solemnly 
swear  to  tell  the  whole  truth  and  nothing  but 
the  truth?" 

Police— "I  do." 

Clerk— "You  may  be  seated." 

Judge-Police— "One  last  question.  Patrolman  Le- 
bowskiwitz. Do  you  have  any  biased  or 
prejudicial  feelings  towards  Black  people 
that  might  interfere  with  your  reasoning  at  this 
moment,  due  to  the  fact  that  the  accused  is  a 
Black  male,  and  the  crime  was  perpetrated 
against  loyal  White  citizens  of  this  country." 

(Lawyer  leaps  up  again) 

—"Your  honor,  I  object." 

Judge— "You  will  please  hold  your  tongue,  young 
man  while  these  proceedings  are  going  on,  I'm 
in  control  here.  One  more  outburst  like  that  and 
I'll  have  you  removed  from  this  court." 

Judge-Police— "Please  excuse  this  interuption.  Do 
you  have  any  biased  or  prejudicial  feelings 
toward  Black  people  that  might  interfere  with 
your  reasoning  at  this  moment,  due  to  the  fact 
that  the  accused  is  a  Black  male,  and  the  crime 
was  perpetrated  against  loyal  White  citizens  of 
this  country?" 

Police— "No,  your  honor." 

Judge-D.A.— "You  may  proceed." 

D. A. —"Thank  you,  your  honor." 

D. A. -Police— "For  the  records  sir,  will  you  please 
give  the  court  your  full  name  and  occupation?" 

Police— ""My  name  is  Peter  Lebowskiwitz,  I  am  as- 
signed to  Station  109, 1  work  on  the  p.m.  shift." 

D. A. —"'Will  you  please  tell  the  court  what  you  were 
doing  on  the  night  of  August  12th?" 

Police— "At  approximately  9  p.m.  I  was  driving 
along  the  inner  city  boulevard  I  noticed  that  the 
lights  were  off  in  Weisberg's  drugstore,  and 
this  seemed  strange  because  Weisberg  usually 
stays  open  until  midnight  on  the  weekends. 
Moving  very  carefully,  I  approached  the  front 
of  the  drugstore  and  looked  in.  I  saw  a  Black 
male  taking  money  out  of  the  cash  register,  I 
then  told  him  to  halt,  and  that  he  was  under 
arrest." 

D.A.— "Did  you  get  a  good  look  at  him?" 

Police— "Yes." 

D.A.— "Do  you  see  him  in  the  court  room?" 

Police— "Yes,  he  is  the  defendant  (points  to  young 
Black  male.) 

D.A.— '"  You  may  continue." 

Police— "He  then  fired  a  shot  at  me,  and  disappeared 
to  the  back  of  the  drugstore,  the  door  was  open, 
so  I  followed  in  pursuit  of  him.  The  back  door 
was  also  open,  and  I  came  out  hoping  to  see 
him,  but  he  had  completely  disappeared." 
D. A. —"What  else  happened?" 

Police— "As  I  was  walking  back  to  my  car,  two 
women  called  out  to  me  from  the  apartment 
building  across  the  street,  they  told  me  that  they 
had  seen  a  Black  male  come  running  out  of  the 
back  of  the  drugstore  and  they  gave  me  a  des- 
cription?" 
Police  (reading  from  paper) 


—"Black  male,  approximately  5  feet,  8  inches, 
smooth-shaved,  and  wearing  a  black  jacket."  "I 
then  reported  to  the  police  station  and  proceed- 
ed to  the  neighborhood  pool  hall.'" 

D. A. —"'What  was  your  intention  for  going  to  this 
place?" 

Police— "Well,  1  have  some  informers  who  are  usual- 
ly in  this  area,  and  I  had  hoped  to  get  some  in- 
formation, but  upon  approaching  the  pool  hall, 
I  saw  the  defendant  standing  in  the  doorway." 

D.A.— "Is  he  the  same  person  that  you  saw  in  the 
drugstore  earlier  that  evening?" 

Police— "Yes  sir." 

D.A.— "  You  may  continue." 

Police— "I  then  put  him  under  arrest  on  suspicion 
of  armed  robbery." 

D.A.— "No  further  questions." 

Defendant's  Lawyer-Police 

—""Sir  if  I  recall  correctly,  you  testified  earlier 
that  you  saw  the  defendant  in  the  drugstore  on 
the  night  that  the  crime  in  question  was  com- 
mitted." 

Police-"Yes,  I  did." 

Lawyer— "You  also  testified  that  the  lights  were  off 
in  the  drugstore,  is  that  correct?" 

Police-"Yes  I  did." 

D.A.— "  Your  honor,  I  object." 

Judge— "Denied." 

Judge-Lawyer— ""You  may  continue." 

Lawyer-Police— 

"If  it  was  dark  in  the  drugstore  as  you  testified 
earlier,  then  how  could  you  possibly  have  been 
able  to  make  out  the  features  of  the  defendant 
under  such  poor  lighting  conditions?" 

(D.A.  leaps  to  his  feet,  knocking  chairs  and  books 

over.) 

—  "Your  honor,  I  object  to  this  type  of  ques- 
tioning."' 

Judge— "Motion  sustained." 

D.A. —"Thank  you  your  honor.  May  I  approach  the 
bench?" 

(Another   huddle,   the  defendant's   lawyer   is  going 

through  a  lot  of  changes.) 

Yng  Blk— "Man,  this  don't  look  too  cool  at  all." 

(The  huddle  breaks  and  they  all  go  back  to  their 

places.) 

Defendant's  lawyer— "No  further  questions." 

Judge  replies— ""We  will  have  a  short  recess." 

Clerk— "All  rise,  court  is  in  recess."'  (Judge  leaves.) 

(Lawyer    is    now    talking    with    defendant    and    de- 
fendants mother) 

Clerk— ""All  rise,  court  is  in  session,  all  persons 
having  criminal  business  to  attend  to  in  this 
district  court,  draw  near  and  give  your  atten- 
tion." 

Judge— "In  view  of  the  overwhelming  evidence 
given  by  Patrolman  Lebowskiwitz,  I  have  no  al- 
ternative but  to  find  the  defendant  guilty  of 
armed  robbery,  and  because  of  the  violent  na- 
ture of  the  crime,  I  sentence  you  to  not  more 
than  40  years  and  no  less  than  20  years." 

Woman  begins  crying— 

""But  judge,  I  need  him  at  home,  I'm  all  alone, 
and  I  have  no  one  to  help  me." 

Judge  (very  stern)— "I'm  sorry  ma'm,  but  he  has 
committed  a  crime  for  which  he  must  pay." 

(Woman  begins  crying  louder  as  the  curtains  close 

for  the  end.) 


Man  come  talking  to  me  about  Nation  Time 
Man  talking  to  me 
With  a  gun  in  his  hand 
A  needle  in  his  arm 
And  a  bottle  of  wine  in  his  pocket 
_  Talking  about  Nation  Time 
Nation  Time 

He  can't  see  his  son  standing  on  the  corner 
Crying  for  his  mother 
Who's  down  the  block 
Giving  out  V.D.  pamphlets 
To  all  her  victims 
Talking  about  free  the  land 

Man  come  talking  to  me  about  Nation  Time 

His  forefathers  were  Africans 

But  somehow  he's  a  Negro 

Don't  even  know  how 

Needle  in  his  arm 

Wine  in  his  pocket 

Gun  in  his  hand 

Talking  about  Nation  Time 

Don't  know  why 

Little  boy  still  standing  on  the  corner  crying 

Got  no  where  to  go 

Never  did 

His  mother  had  to  go  get  more  pamphlets 

Talking  about  free  the  land 


Kamau  Madu 
(carl  w.  griffin) 


13 


"The  Mediumly  Secured  Luv  Story'' 


14 


Ronnie  looked  up  from  the  letter 
he  was  reading  and  out  through  the 
bar  cluttered  window.  He  couldn't 
seem  to  keep  his  thoughts  from 
wandering.  He  couldn't  get  his 
emotions  under  control.  This  had 
been  opening  with  more  frequency, 
each  time  he  received  a  letter  from 
Beth.  Love  letters,  revealing  a  need 
impossible  for  him  to  fulfill. 

"Damn!,"  he  thought,  "Why 
couldn't  I  be  there?" 

The  answer  was  there,  all  around 
him,  outside  his  window,  on  his 
back,  he  was  in  prison.  He  had 
been  there  now,  for  more  than  four 
years— one  third  of  a  twelve  to  fif- 
teen year  sentence.  On  top  of  that, 
he  had  received  another  ten  to  fif- 
teen years,  to  be  served  after  the 
first  was  finished— the  result  of  an 
appeal  made  to  the  higher  courts. 

Things  were  becoming  increas- 
ingly worse  for  him,  and  now,  the 
one  thing  that  ever  really  meant 
anything  to  him  was  becoming  his 
worst  enemy. 

He  returned  to  the  letter,  finding 
it  slipping  from  his  knee  to  the 
floor.  His  right  hand  shot  out, 
managing  to  snare  the  corner  of  one 
page  as  the  other  continued  its 
journey  to  the  floor.  Ronnie 
pushed  himself  off  the  bed  and 
picked  up  the  other  page.  A  large 
cockroach,  obviously  female  and 
pregnant,  made  a  dash  toward  his 
locker.  He  allowed  it  to  nearly 
reach  its  shelter  before  bringing  his 
foot  down  and  filling  the  Saturday 
afternoon  silence  of  his  room  with 
the  squish  sound.  Setting  himself 
back  upon  the  bed,  he  re-read  the 
last  paragraph  of  the  letter,  stop- 
ping to  allow  the  last  of  it  to  rever- 
berate in  his  mind. 

"You  are  so  strong.  To  cope  with 
that  vicious  place  and  those  sick 
minds  takes  strength.  Nothing 
they  have  done  has  broken  or  de- 
stroyed your  spirit.  And  I  consider 
you  a  prize,  cause  there  are  none 
out  here  like  you.  The  girls  and  I 
need  you.  We  need  you  home  with 
us." 

Ronnie  didn't  quite  agree  with 
her  about  his  strength,  at  least  not 
anymore.  In  the  two  years  he  had 
known  Beth,  a  change  had  taken 
place.    She  had  recreated  him  anew. 


He  never  thought  any  woman  pos- 
sessed the  power  to  change  him  to 
the  degree  Beth  had.  The  effect  she 
had  on  him  was  as  unexpected  as 
the  day  she  entered  his  life.  Sitting 
there  staring  at  her  letter  through 
unseeing  eyes,  Ronnie  thought 
back  to  that  Tuesday  afternoon. 

It  had  been  an  exceptionally  hot 
day,  and  he  had  been  on  his  way  to 
the  basketball  court,  to  hopefully 
get  in  a  fast  game  before  the  work 
whistle  blew.  He  had  worn  his 
sweatshirt  and  was  paying  the  price 
in  a  constant  barrage  of  sweat, 
burning  his  eyes  and  saltmg  his 
mouth.  It  was  torture,  a  torture 
that  was  self-inflicted.  He  could 
have  worn  a  T-shirt,  like  everyone 
else.  But  he  never  passed  up  a 
chance  to  display  some  sign  of  re- 
volt. He  wasn't  into  any  militant  or 
revolutionary  bag.  But  he  remem- 
bered one  day,  while  sitting  at  a 
sewing  machine  in  the  clothing 
shop,  how  subtle  and  petty  the  op- 
pression was  in  this  particular  pri- 
son. The  institution  regulations 
demanded  all  men  wear  a  blue  uni- 
form, with  their  names  written  on 
the  back  in  red  thread.  It  all  hit 
home  one  day  he  attempted  to  sew 
the  seam  of  a  shirt  with  black  thread 
—regulations  called  for  white  thread. 
He  was  charged  with  "Refusing  to 
follow  orders,"  and  thrown  in  the 
hole  for  five  days,  with  a  one-meal- 
a-day  penalty.  That  began  his 
clothing  revolt.  But  it  was  days 
like  these  when  Ronnie  had  second 
thoughts  about  his  undeclared  re- 
volt. Now  he  walked  the  quad- 
rangle, continuously  swabbing  his 
caramel  brown  face. 

The  prison  was  supposed  to  be  a 
"medium  security  institution,'  but 
it  was  kind  of  difficult  to  believe.  It 
was  structured  like  a  small  college 
campus  inside,  with  eighteen  dorm- 
itories—nine on  the  east  side  and 
nine  on  the  west.  Further  back  be- 
yond the  dormitories  on  either  side 
were  two  large  fields,  each  capable 
of  allowing  two  simultaneous  base- 
ball games.  To  the  north  of  the 
compound  was  the  school  building 
and  O.I.C.  (officer  in  charge),  be- 
hind it  were  the  shops,  where  men 
were  paid  twenty-five  cents  a  day 
to  make  birdbaths,  roadsigns  and 
prison  clothing.    To  the  south  were 


the  auditorium,  the  visiting  room, 
the  warden's  office,  and  the  door 
that  lead  to  the  invisible  prison  of 
society.  In  the  center  of  all  this  was 
a  small  grassed  area,  much  like  a 
midget  football  field,  set  dead  center 
was  a  short  evergreen  tree,  grow- 
ing unobstructed.  The  institution 
was  surrounded  by  a  chain  link 
fence  with  three  lines  of  barbed  wire 
running  across  its  top,  and  this 
was  surrounded  by  a  twenty-foot 
concrete  wall,  topped  by  three  lines 
of  electric  wire.  Strategically  placed 
in  each  corner,  atop  the  wall,  were 
guard  towers  that  housed  bullet 
proof  glass,  one  guard  and  a  loaded 
machine  gun.  This  was  their  idea 
of  "medium  security." 

Also  in  the  east  field  area  was 
the  basketball  court.  As  Ronnie  was 
about  to  make  the  turn  between  two 
dormitories,  the  loud-speaker 
blared  out  his  name. 

"Ronald  Barns,  return  to  your 
unit,  you  have  a  visitor.  Ronald 
Barns.  .  .  ." 

Before  they  repeated  the  call,  he 
had  changed  directions  and  was 
headed  back  to  his  unit.  He  hadn't 
received  a  visit  in  almost  a  year  now, 
and  wondered  who  it  could  be.  His 
heart  drummed  against  his  chest 
and  a  river  of  sweat  ran  as  if  from  a 
burst  dam.  His  nose  itched  and  his 
legs  were  wobbly.  His  mind  began 
scanning  a  list  of  names,  searching 
for  the  could-be  visitor.  He  knew 
it  wasn't  his  mother,  because  she 
worked  during  the  week  and  could 
only  come  on  weekends.  His  sister 
was  out  of  town.  He  entertained 
the  possibility  of  it  being  one  of  his 
old  friends,  finally  curious  enough 
to  find  out  if  he  was  still  alive.  He 
continued  his  game  of  mental  char- 
ades until  he  reached  the  door  of 
his  unit. 

Rushing  up  the  stairs  to  the  third 
floor,  he  removed  his  sweatshirt 
as  he  went.  Disappearing  into  his 
room,  he  quickly  emerged  with  a 
washcloth  and  a  bar  of  soap  and 
went  into  the  community  bathroom, 
he  would  have  a  poor  man's  show- 
er. Looking  into  the  mirror  he  de- 
cided the  morning's  shave  was  still 
usable.  Rushing  out  of  the  bath- 
room and  back  into  his  room  he 
glanced  over  the  socks  in  his  locker 


and  picked  a  pair  of  over-the-calves 
black  banlons.  He  dressed  like  an 
entertainer  between  sets,  then  made 
his  way  down  the  stairs  and  out 
the  door,  snatching  up  his  pass  as 
he  went. 

The  work  whistle  had  blown 
and  the  other  men  were  on  their  way 
back  to  the  shops.  He  dodged  and 
weaved  between  the  men,  making 
his  way  for  the  visiting  room. 
Sweat  trickled  down  the  back  of 
his  neck  like  little  bullets  as  he  went 
to  his  back  pocket  for  a  handker- 
chief, but  discovered  that  in  his 
haste  he  had  left  it  behind.  He  de- 
bated a  return  to  the  unit  but  settled 
for  his  hand,  which  wasn't  much 
help. 

Coming  into  view  of  the  visiting 
room  windows,  he  slowed  his  pace 
and  tried,  with  little  success,  to  re- 
gain some  of  his  lost  composure. 
In  front  of  the  windowed  visiting 
room  door,  he  adjusted  the  self- 
made  hi-boy  collar  on  his  prison 
shirt  and  made  sure  his  creased 
dungarees  were  all  right.  He  entered 
the  short  corridor  unbuttoning  his 
sweater  to  undergo  a  search.  These 
searches  always  irritated  him.  He 
wondered  what  they  had  inside  im- 
portant enough  to  smuggle  out  to  a 
visitor. 

Considering  a  little  good  natured 
needling,  Ronnie  decided  against  it. 
He  was  more  interested  in  this  mys- 
terious visitor,  and  didn't  particu- 
larly want  to  be  detained  by  some 
fool  guard,  looking  to  add  another 
lock-up  to  his  record.  Not  right 
now  anyways. 

"Damn!,"  he  thought,  "who  can 
it  be?" 

The  guard  finished  his  search 
and  Ronnie  proceeded  on  to  the 
visiting  room.  Dropping  his  pass 
on  the  desk,  he  searched  the  cramp- 
ed room  for  a  familiar  face.  There 
were  none.  Walking  further  into 
the  room,  he  looked  over  to  his  left. 
There  were  two  Black  women  seated 
at  ninety  degree  angles  from  each 
other.  One  looked  as  though  she 
could've  been  one  of  those  Black 
movie  actresses.  She  wore  a  yellow 
miniskirt  and  halter,  displaying 
smooth  walnut  skin.  The  other 
wore  loose  fitting  grey  slacks  and 
a  black  sweater  jersey.  She  was 
very  appealing  in  that  way  only  a 
Black  woman  can  be.  She  wore  a 
headwrap  and  sat  as  regally  and 
dignified  as  a  queen.  But,  Ronnie 
knew  neither. 


Walking  in  their  direction,  he 
wished  one  would  give  some  sort  of 
sign  that  would  ease  the  unpleasant 
confusion  filling  his  mind,  but 
neither  did.  This  meant  he'd  have 
to  make  the  appropriate  move  him- 
self. 

His  palms  were  sweating  and  he 
felt  irritable.  The  small  fans  did 
nothing  to  cool  him.  He  found  him- 
self wishing  he  were  back  in  the 
shops. 

"Excuse  me  sisters,"  he  started, 
"are  either  of  you  here  to  visit 
Ronald  Barns?" 

The  woman  in  slacks  looked  up 
at  him  with  an  ice-melting  smile  and 
eyes  that  looked  like  dark  wells. 

"Yes,"  she  said,  "I  am,"  nervous- 
ness evident  in  her  voice. 

Ronnie  was  glad  it  was  her.  He 
had  developed  an  aversion  toward 
the  movie  star  type— though  they 
were  well  endowed  with  good  looks 
—they  had  been  proven  to  have  too 
much  ego.  But  this  woman  seated 
before  him  just  possessed  a  magnet- 
ism, an  inner  beauty,  that  seemed  to 
pull  at  him  deep  inside,  as  if  he 
were  being  exercised.  He  sat  down 
across  from  her  on  one  of  the  back- 
less benches.  Not  knowing  what  to 
say,  he  produced  a  lame  "Hi." 

Her  smile  split  in  half,  displaying 
teeth  usually  seen  only  in  tooth- 
paste commercials.  She  broke  the 
awkward  silence  and  eased  Ronnie's 
growing  discomfort. 

"My  name  is  Beth,"  she  began, 
"Beth  Sumner.  Jamil  sent  me  up  to 
visit  you.  He  said  you  don't  re- 
ceive any  visits.  " 

That  was  an  understatement.  He 
saw  members  of  his  family  maybe 
once  or  twice  a  year.  His  friends 
seemed  to  have  cut  him  loose  from 
the  very  beginning.  In  reality,  he 
didn't  receive  any  visits  at  all. 

He  looked  at  her  smooth  brown 
skin,  the  full  lips  and  nose.  Her 
forehead  was  creased  in  question. 

"Jamil  definitely  told  you,  right?" 
Ronnie  replied.  "How  is  he  doing?" 

"Fine,  "  she  answered,  "he  had 
trouble  getting  himself  adjusted  at 
first.  But  now  he's  working,  find- 
ing jobs  for  other  brothers  and  sis- 
ters getting  out  on  paroles." 

Ronnie  nodded  his  head.  Jamil 
was  one  of  the  brothers  he  got  along 
with  well.  He  had  kept  a  room  full 
of  the  latest  Black  books,  and  was 
a  student  in  the  prison  college  pro- 


gram. His  intentions  were  to  go  to 
college  upon  his  release,  but  it  cost 
money,  so  he  got  a  job.  Ronnie 
could  never  figure  out  what  it  was 
about  Jamil  he  liked,  but  he  listened 
to  him  as  though  he  were  some 
great  philosopher  on  life. 

It  was  Jamil,  out  of  all  the  others 
who  had  made  promises,  who  fol- 
lowed through  on  his.  But  there 
would  come  a  time  when  Ronnie 
would  wish  Jamil  had  done  as  the 
others. 

When  he  left  the  visiting  room 
that  day,  it  was  as  if  everything  had 
taken  on  new  life  and  meaning.  His 
head  was  held  noticeably  higher 
and  a  feeling  of  goodness  and  pride 
shown  in  his  smiling  face.  He 
rushed  back  to  his  room,  immedi- 
ately wrote  Jamil  a  thank-you  letter, 
and  then  laid  back  to  savor  the 
events  of  the  afternoon. 

Ronnie  had  had  the  same  effect 
on  Beth.  Every  Tuesday  he  could 
look  forward  to  a  visit  from  hep, 
and  maybe  four  to  five  letters  a 
week.  He  found  she  was  23,  unmar- 
ried, and  had  two  daughters, 
Hasani,  5  and  Tamu,  6.  After  her 
second  daughter  was  born,  she  had 
begun  attending  various  communi- 
ty meetings,  and  it  was  at  one  of 
these  meetings  she  had  met  Jamil. 

She  and  Jamil's  woman  knew 
each  other,  and  Jamil,  after  seeing 
her  several  times  at  meetings  and 
noticing  the  absence  of  any  male 
companion,  asked  if  she'd  like  to 
visit  a  brother  in  prison.  She  had  at 
first  been  hesitant,  but  later  said 
she  would  give  it  a  try. 

Pulled  back  to  the  present  by 
someone  calling,  Ronnie  listened 
closely.  The  voice  called  for  some- 
one else.  It  was  a  drag  being  on  the 
third  floor  in  his  unit.  It  was  very 
difficult  hearing  when  you  were  be- 
ing called.  He  folded  the  letter  ly- 
ing in  his  lap  and  placed  it  back  in 
its  envelope.  Looking  out  the 
window  he  saw  two  uniformed 
guards  escorting  a  white  inmate 
down  the  quad,  heading  in  the  di- 
rection of  the  separate  confinement 
building. 

He  thought  back  on  how  wild  he 
used  to  be,  before  he  met  Beth.  Very 
few  days  went  by  without  some  sort 
of  disciplinary  action.  They  all  cen- 
tered around  incidents  like  the  red, 
white  and  blue  shirts,  or  just  turn- 
ing the  tables  and  harassing  the 
guards   as   they   did   everyone   else. 


15 


16 


Sometimes  he  would  just  walk  tall 
and  proud,  the  guards  hated  it,  and 
would,  more  often  than  not,  lock 
him  up  for  "silent  insolence."  It 
never  really  bothered  Ronnie, 
whether  he  did  his  time  in  solitary 
or  in  population.  Besides,  it  was  a 
means  of  breaking  the  monotony 
of  his  humdrum  existence. 

But  things  began  to  change  when 
Beth  came  into  his  life.  A  trip  to 
solitary  meant  he  might  miss  one  of 
Beth's  visits,  or  there'd  be  letters  he 
would  never  see.  His  relationship 
with  her  had  become  the  most  im- 
portant thing  in  his  life  at  this  point, 
besides  trying  to  get  his  case  over- 
turned in  court. 

Leaning  over  from  the  bed,  he 
pulled  a  cigarette  from  the  pack  on 
his  desk,  lit  it  and  threw  the  match 
into  the  open  commode.  The  room 
was  an  eight  by  four  coffin,  in 
which  he  slept,  studied,  entertained, 
and  made  his  calls  to  nature;  living- 
room,  bedroom,  and  bathroom,  all 
in  one.  He  slid  off  the  bed  and 
paced  back  and  forth  in  the  cramp- 
ed space. 

"This  god-damn  prison!!!  This 
god-damn  prison!!!,"  he  repeated 
to  himself. 

Ronnie  laid  down  on  his  bed, 
made  to  prison  specifications,  and 
thought  back  to  when  the  relation- 
ship between  he  and  Beth  had  taken 
its  turn  from  a  friendship  to  the 
deeply  involved,  and  equally  frus- 
trating relationship  it  was  now.  It 
was  really  inevitable.  After  the  ex- 
haustion of  ideological  discussions, 
they  just  moved  on  to  things  emo- 
tionally closer. 

Beth  had  been  visiting  well  over  a 
year  then,  and  had  begun  bringing 
her  daughters.  That  particular  day 
she  wore  a  banana-yellow  pants 
suit  and  her  hair  blown-out  into  a 
large  crown  of  an  afro.  Hasani 
and  Tamu,  dressed  in  small  replica 
suits  of  their  mother's,  had  gone  off 
to  explore  the  still  incomprehensive 
environment.  Their  laughter  rose 
and  fell  in  little  melodic  rhapsodies 
through  the  sunlit  room.  Ronnie 
wondered  if  there  would  still  be 
prisons,  as  he  knew  them,  when 
they  grew  into  womanhood.  Would 
they  suffer  the  same  agony  and 
despair  he  was  sure  plagued  Beth? 
Would  their  men  leave  them  and 
their  children  for  greater  mobility? 
Would  their  sons  fall  prey  to  the 
self-undoing    effects    of    drugs,    or 


the  fratricidal  life  of  the  streets? 
Would  they  end  up  forced  to  view 
their  pasts  from  prison  cells  like 
himself?  He  recalled  an  article  he 
had  read  of  a  Black  woman,  who, 
in  this  day  and  age,  took  the  lives 
of  her  young  son  and  daughter. 
When  asked  why,  she  replied,  "I 
refuse  to  subject  my  children  to  an 
existence  that  predestines  them  to 
sorrow  and  despair."  His  thoughts 
were  broken  as  he  realized  the  girls 
had  ceased  their  play  and  were  now 
staring  up  into  his  face.  A  wave  of 
embarrassment  engulfed  him,  as 
though  they  had  heard  his  thoughts. 

Hasani  leaned  on  his  leg  and 
smiled  up  at  him. 

"Mommy  said  you're  gonna  come 
home  and  be  our  daddy.    Are  you?" 
"Are  you  gonna  come  live  with 
us?"  Tamu  added. 

Ronnie's  thoughts  had  ventured 
in  that  area  already,  but  he  hadn't 
been  sure  about  Beth.  How  would 
she  respond  to  having  a  man  who 
could  only  love  her  from  afar? 
Looking  into  her  dark  liquid  eyes, 
he  knew  he  would  have  to  speak 
now  or  never. 

"My  case  will  be  heard  in  court 
soon,"  he  started,  "and  there  is  a 
possibility  ...  I  mean,  it  is  time  we 
started  seriously  considering  what 
we  want  and  where  we  can  go  with 
this  relationship.  "  He  noticed  a 
flash  of  alarm  cross  her  smooth 
face. 

"Ronnie,  I  knew  we  would  even- 
tually get  to  this  point.  But  it's  not 
just  that  easy.  It  will  be  hard  on 
both  of  us."  She  paused  and  con- 
tinued, "But  I  want  to  share  all  of 
you,  as  much  as  the  circumstances 
will  allow.  I  really  love  you  and  I 
wonder  if  we're  doing  the  right 
thing  by  getting  deeply  involved." 

Maybe  it  was  that  deep  rooted 
need  for  female  companionship,  or 
the  lack  of  communication  with  his 
family,  or  just  the  drab  smothering 
atmosphere  of  prison  life.  All  he 
knew  was  he  had  very  Httle  resist- 
ance to  Beth's  charm  and  woman- 
liness. It  made  no  difference  to 
him  then  because  he  was  happy  in 
a  way  he  hadn't  been  in  a  long  time. 

But  it  wasn't  until  now  that  the 
real  significance  of  what  Beth  said 
hit  home.  The  constant  states  of 
depression  after  reading  her  letters 
never  left  him.  There  was  an  unre- 
lenting agony  of  watching  her  leave 
each  visiting  period,  and  wanting  so 


badly  to  accompany  her.  And  then 
there  was  the  paranoia,  wondering 
if  her  nights  were  spent  alone.  The 
very  things  he  had  once  cherished- 
so  strongly  were  now  turning  into 
his  antagonists. 

Ronnie  was  again  made  conscious 
of  his  physical  surroundings  by  a 
knock  at  his  door. 

"Barns,"  he  provided  as  he 
watched  the  guard  check  it  off  his 
count  sheet.  He  watched  the  door 
close,  leaving  him  again  to  his  frus- 
trations. 

Getting  up  from  the  bed,  he 
placed  Beth's  letter  in  his  desk 
drawer  and  then  went  to  the  sink 
and  filled  his  cup  with  water.  His 
sentence  had  been  upheld  in  court 
and  it  was  just  about  certain  he'd 
have  to  serve  his  time. 

He  tried  to  remember  something 
Jamil  had  said  in  one  of  his  essays. 
He  went  through  his  desk  drawer 
and  found  the  copy  Jamil  had  sent 
him. 

"...  and  lack  of  communication 

with   the  outside  world  leads   to 

the    creeping    despondency    that 

attaches   itself   to   your   soul   and 

fosters  fatalistic  attitudes.  .  .  ." 

"Fuck  Jamil!"  he  thought.    "If  it 

hadn't  been  for  him  I  wouldn't  be 

going  through  these  damn  changes 

now." 

Sitting  down  on  the  open  com- 
mode, he  leaned  against  the  sink 
and  stared  at  the  opposite  wall.  It 
was  filled  with  pictures  cut  from 
various  Black  magazines;  Black 
men  and  women  together,  with  love 
in  their  eyes.  He  had  put  them  there 
as  his  feelings  for  Beth  had  grown. 
But  they  no  longer  made  him  feel 
good  inside  anymore.  They  were 
only  reminders  of  his  severance 
from  the  community  and  the  woman 
who  was  inadvertantly  causing  him 
so  much  emotional  distress. 

Standing,  he  placed  his  cup  on 
the  desk  and  opened  his  locker. 
After  searching  a  few  minutes,  he 
produced  a  large  manila  envelope 
and  poured  its  contents  out  onto 
the  bed.  They  were  pictures  of 
nude  white  women  in  various  ob- 
scene poses.  He  placed  a  towel 
over  the  window  of  the  door  and 
pushed  a  chair  against  it,  and  then 
spread  the  pictures  on  his  bed  and 
unzipped  his  fly.  It  was  a  temporary 
method  of  deaUng  with  frustra- 
tion. 

When  finished  he  placed  the  pic- 


tures  back  in  the  envelope  and  re- 
turned it  to  his  locker.  He  then  laid 
down  on  the  bed  to  think  some 
more.  He  thought  of  the  restraint 
he  had  to  use  each  time  Beth  came. 
Many  times  they  had  sat  in  the 
visiting  room  and  happened  to  see 
another  inmate  either  with  his  hand 
in  his  woman's  blouse  or  under  her 
dress.  There  were  times  when  he 
had  thought  of  engaging  in  the 
same  type  of  action,  but  he  hadn't 
wanted  to  disrespect  Beth  that  way 
so  he  would  return  to  his  room  after 
a  particularly  frustrating  visit  and 
pull  out  his  skin  flicks. 

"Damn!"  Ronnie  thought.  "I 
was  in  better  shape  when  I  wasn't 
getting  any  visits  at  all.  .  .  ."  Every- 
thing seemed  to  stand  still  as  though 
they  were  placed  suddenly  into 
suspended  animation.  "That's  what 
I  have  to  do,"  he  affirmed  to  him- 
self. Sitting  up,  he  reached  over  to 
his  desk  drawer  and  pulled  out  a 
pad  and  pen  and  began  to  write. 

".  .  .  and  please  don't  bring  the 
girls,  it's  best  that  you  come  alone." 

He  finished  the  letter  and  put  it 
in  an  envelope  and  placed  a  stamp 
on  it.  Snatching  up  a  shirt,  he  took 
it  downstairs  to  the  mailbox  and 
went  outside  to  make  a  couple  of 
laps  around  the  quadrangle  before 
the  supper  whistle.  He  felt  as 
though  he  had  been  shot  through 
with  new  life. 

"It's  bad  enough  doing  time  with- 
out anyone,"  he  thought,  "but  if 
I'm  gonna  have  a  woman  to  help 
me  out,  I  have  to  have  total  and 
complete  access  to  her.  It  would  be 
too  frustrating  any  other  way.  " 

By  the  time  Tuesday  rolled 
around,  he  had  memorized  what  he 


was  going  to  say  and  how  he  would 
say  it.  Getting  dressed,  he  went 
over  it  one  last  time. 

"Beth,  honey,  you've  got  to  un- 
derstand that  this  is  in  the  best  in- 
terest for  both  of  us.  My  sentence 
was  upheld  in  Supreme  Court  and 
it  looks  very  probably  that  I'll  end 
up  doing  another  five  years  at  the 
least.  That's  too  long  for  the  both 
of  us  to  continue  on  as  we  are.  I 
can't  even  function  and  you're  not 
doing  much  better.  The  girls  need 
all  the  attention  you  can  give  them 
and  I  can't  do  anything  but  hinder 
you.  And  baby  I'll  never  make  it 
through  this  bit,  as  long  as  those 
walls  are  between  us.  It's  un- 
natural. .  .  .  " 

He  switched  on  the  radio  and 
looked  at  his  watch.  "Damn!"  he 
thought.  "She  should've  been  here 
by  now." 

Lighting  a  cigarette,  he  laid  back 
on  the  bed  to  wait. 

"Man,  I'm  gonna  miss  her.  Miss 
the  girls  too.  But  it's  for  the  best  all 
around.  I  hope  she  doesn't  make  a 
scene." 

The  radio  announcer  gave  the 
time.  Ronnie  checked  his  watch. 

"Damn!  2:45?"  He  leaped  from 
the  bed.  Visits  began  at  1:00  and 
he  generally  was  one  of  the  first 
called. 

"Maybe  they  called  and  I  didn't 
hear  them,"  he  thought.  "Let  me 
go  check." 

Rushing  down  the  stairs,  he 
found  the  guard  in  his  office  read- 
ing a  copy  of  PT  109.  Ronnie  hur- 
ried in  looking  across  the  desk  for  a 
possible  pass-slip.  Sitting  up,  the 
guard  leaned  over  the  top  of  the 
book. 


"What  do  you  want.  Barns?" 

Not  wanting  to  get  this  guy  start- 
ed, Ronnie  got  right  to  the  point. 

"Have  you  called  me  for  a  visit 
yet,  Mr.  Pierce?" 

Seeing  an  opportunity  to  harass 
Ronnie,  Pierce  slammed  the  book 
down  and  stared  him  in  the  eyes. 

"Barns,  it's  my  job  to  call  you  and 
let  you  know  when  you  got  a  visit. 
When  they  call  me,  I  call  you.  And 
I  didn't  call!" 

Ronnie  started  to  retort  but 
thought  better. 

"I  can't  blow  this  one,"  he 
thought,  "but  where  can  she  be? 
She's  never  been  later." 

As  he  left  the  office.  Pierce  sent  a 
cynical  lear  at  his  back,  then  re- 
turned to  his  book  feeling  much 
better. 

Ronnie  returned  to  his  room  and 
laid  back  on  his  bed.  He  was  tired 
and  exhausted  from  the  strain  too 
much  mind  work  can  produce^  Soon 
he  fell  off  to  sleep  and  didn't  wake 
until  the  supper  whistle  blew. 

The  next  few  weeks  his  mind  was 
in  a  state  of  confusion.  He  had 
written  Beth  asking  what  had  hap- 
pened, but  he  received  no  replies. 
There  were  no  more  visits  and  by 
the  fourth  week  he  was  back  into 
his  old  groove;  five  days  in  solitary 
confinement  for  refusing  to  work, 
and  four  days  for  contraband— a 
steak,  etc. 

Even  though  things  were  back  to 
the  old  routine,  there  was  always 
the  question  of  how  things  would 
have  fared  under  different  circum- 
stances. And  on  many  mornings 
Ronnie  awoke  to  find  his  pillow  wet 
and  old  memories  unbearable. 
Insan  Sauti 
(Robert  S.  Preston) 


Insan  Sauti  (Robert  S.  Preston) 


Insan  Sauti  was  born  in  Lowell,  Massachusetts  on  March  8,  1949. 
He  is  presently  serving  a  "life"  sentence  in  Norfolk  Prison  where  he  is 
Co-Director  of  the  Elma  Lewis  Technical  Theatre  Training  Program,  a 
drummer  for  the  institution  band  "Astro-Infinity  Plus  One,"  and  is  a 
student  of  U-Mass,  Amherst  U.W.W.  (University  Without  Walls)  Pro- 
gram working  toward  a  B.A.  in  Theatre  Arts.  His  first  play,  "The  Install- 
ment Plan,"  was  the  recipient  of  the  1972  Barbedwire  Theatre  Literary 
Award,  and  was  first  published  in  the  Drama  and  Theatre  Magazine.  Co- 
Author  of  the  prison  anthology  "Who  Took  the  Weight?"— short  stories, 
plays,  poetry  and  essays,  his  poetry  has  since  appeared  in  Zahir,  The 
Onyx,  Write  On,  BAD,  Hey  Out  There,  and  RALSA.  He  has  done  several 
public  readings  around  the  Massachusetts  area  and  has  recently  completed 
his  first  book  of  poetry,  "Makungu"— still  in  manuscript. 


THE  UNITS,  OR 


^ERE  THEY  DORMS? 


1 

1 

i 

^^^^^^     '^^1^^^^ 

r\m 


Mimn 


WHEN  THE  WALLS  BECOME  TOO  COLD,  AND  THE 
CLOSENESS  OF  MY  CELL  SHOUTS  AT  ME  AND  TELLS 
ME  THAT  I  DON'T  EXIST  ...  I  TELL  MYSELF  THAT 
"I  AM",  AND  IN  BEING  WHAT  I  MAY,  IN  ORDER  TO 
KNOW  MYSELF,  I  MUST  BECOME  CLOSER  TO  MY  OWN 
INNER  MOTIVATIONS.  BRINGING  THE  NEARNESS  OF  THE 
WALLS  INTO  AN  AREA  OF  CONTROLLED  AND  UTILIZED 
KNOWLEDGE  WITH  WHICH  I  UNIFY  MY  MIND. 

KEETIE  .  .  . 


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Yesterday,  when  the  fragrance  of 
my  peoples'  brow  became  their  first  river 
of  independence  we  sang  songs  of  freedom 
as  we  worked  in  your  fields. 

And  when  you  thought  that  you  had  raped 

my  great  race  to  the  lowest  point  of  intimidation, 
we  stood  up  and  spoke  with  what  you  could  only 
term  as  "sass. " 

And  when  you  wanted  us  to  think  that  you  "might"  be 
getting  ready  to  start  considering  us  as  "Nee-grows, 
we  tore  up  your  cities  and  told  you  our  names. 

So  now  you  say  that  in  this  opportune  land  of  your  free, 
you  have  a  plan  that  will  show  us  how  sincere 
you  are  in  helping  my  people  to  become 
as  equal  as  you. 

Only  this  will  never  do, 

because  the  taste  of  salt  is  still  in  our  mouths 
and  the  blisters  on  our  feet 

ain't  even  started  to  get  ready  to  consider 
thinking  about  healing 


Keetie  1/18/73 


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I  LOVE  YOU  BECAUSE 

You  are  the  one  Woman  who  has  hfted  my  spirit. 

You  have  instilled  in  me  the  will  to  Live  on. 

I  seek  my  solitude  in  the  Comfort  of  your  Arms. 

You  are  my  Beginning  and  my  End. 

You  are  my  Eternity,  Infinity,  and  Utopia. 

Without  you,  there  is  no  me,  no  Todays,  no  Tomorrows, 

or  Yesterdays. 
In  you  I  see  Our  Lives  renewed  a  Billion  times. 
When  I  am  beaten  and  down  hearted,  you  give  me 

Hope  to  strive  on. 

After  all  of  this 
I  have  YOU  BECAUSE  YOU  ARE  MY  BLACK  WOMAN. 

Frank  (Hakim)  Meranda 


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HAPPY  REMEMBRANCES/PROBLEM  FRIENDS 

Yesterday,  I  was  alone 

But  I  found  some  friends  today 

I  started  recalling  people  I  knew 

A  long  time  ago 

They  filled  me  with  remembrances 

Of  lovely  moments  long  ago 

Which  today  brought  me,  great  affection 

I  was  alone  yesterday.  But  I  found 

Some  friends  today. 

Though  they  do  not  consider  me 
The  friend  I  consider  them 
And  if  their  hearts  do  not  thrill  for  me 
The  way  mine  thrills  for  them 
They  will  always  be  my  friends! 

Their  love  for  me 

May  be  just  a  dimly-lit  affection 

I'll  try  to  make  my  love  for  them 

Keep  glowing  on  forever. 

Though  1  cannot  go  near  them — just  now 

May  not  I  still  Love  them. 

Charles  Bracy 


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The  Installment  Plan 


by 

INSAN  SAUTI 

C(5J)yrfght  1972  by  Robert  S.  Preston 


Dedicated  to  the  many  Black  Men 
who  have  been  forced  into  Hving 
their  Uves  on  installments.  And 

to 

John  (Dinky)  Elliott,  who  closed 

out  his  account  permanently— while 

on  one  of  his  many  visits  to  minimum 

security.  (May  Allah  put  a  thousand 

curses  on  his  antagonists. ) 


CHARACTERS 

Kitu  (writer) 

Alton 

Kappie  (drummer) 

New  Man  (no  name) 

Cardplayer  1 

Cardplayer  2 

Cardplayer  3 

Cardplayer  4 

Guard 

Gerald  (Alton's  brother-in-law) 

Choker  (pusher) 

3  Junkies 

White  Cop 

2  Bro.  Selling  Papers 

Dee  (pimp) 

Holly  and  Susanne  (prostitutes) 

Jomo 

Sundiata 

Bobby  Lee 

Hasani 

Xiomara  and  Omawale  (dancers) 

Jessica  (Alton's  wife) 

Isis  (Jomo's  wife) 


TIME  ORDER 

Scene  I 
Scene  2 
Scene  3 
Scene  4 


1st  month  through  4th 
2nd  month  through  3rd 
5th  month 
6th  month 


Scene  I 
(The  curtains  open  revealing  a  prison  tier  with 
seven  cells,  each  numbered  in  bold  black  paint  above 
each  entrance.  There  is  a  railing  extending  the  length 
of  the  tier.  On  the  tier  are  seven  Black  men  in  blue 
dungarees  and  blue  shirts.  Four  are  engaged  in  a  card 
game:  they  are  seated  on  buckets  and  have  a  large 
cardboard  resting  on  their  knees.  Another  man  is 
reading  a  book  on  the  Black  experience:  he  is  seated 
in  front  of  cell  number  seven.  And  another,  seated  in 
front  of  cell  four,  is  busy  writing — has  papers  scat- 
tered all  about  him.  The  last  man  sits  in  front  of  cell 


two;  he  is  beating  on  an  empty  box  with  drumsticks.  A 
uniformed  guard  enters  from  stage  left  and  proceeds 
down  the  tier,  stepping  on  the  writer's  papers  and 
kicking  the  drummer's  box  as  he  goes.  Both  men  look 
in  his  direction  as  he  proceeds  off  stage  right  then 
return  to  what  they  had  been  doing.) 

CARDPLAYER  2:  Boy,  that's  a  sick  mutha  fucka 
there  ....  I  bet  he  came  all  over  his  self ....  perverted 
mutha  fucka. 

C.P.  4:  (Shuffling  the  cards.)  Yeah,  he's  the  type 
that  would  get  him  a  whore  and  beat  her  with  a  stick, 
then  have  her  piss  in  his  face. 

C.P.I:  Reminds  me  of  when  I  had  my  two  ladies  out 
on  the  block  .... 

C.P.  4:  Aw  sucka,  quit  lying  ....  you  ain't  qualified 
to  turn  out  a  dog!  ....  That's  why  you  jumped  out  a 
tree  on  that  bitch  and  got  yourself  this  bid. 

C.P.  1:  Fuck-you  sucka  ....  I  didn't  jump  that 
stinking  bitch  .... 

C.P.  4:  What  happened  then,  she  jump  you? 

C.P.  1:  She  gave  it  up  ...  .  and  later  on  when  her 
whitey  friends  saw  us  together,  she  hollered  rape  .... 
to  save  her  reputation! 

C.P.  4:  Then  you  still  a  sucka sucka!!!!!!!! 

C.P.  1:  Well,  how  bout  you,  chump?  They  say  you 
was  doing  so  bad,  you  tried  to  take  off  a  grocery  store  . 
. . .  say  they  found  you  in  the  freezer,  eating  orfttf  them 
pre-cooked  hams.  (Everybody  breaks  out  in 
laughter.)  They  said  ....  when  the  pigs  asked  .  ...  (Is 
laughing  as  he  speaks.)  ....  asked  you  what  you  was 
doing  there  ....  you  told  them  that  you  was  the 
security  guard!  a !  ...  ha  ha  ha  ha!  Now  if  that  ain't  a 
sucka  then  chicken  ain't  poultry.  (C.P.  1  and  C.P.  2 
slap  each  other  five.) 

C.P.  3:  Com'on  ya'll,  play  cards  .  .  .  ya'll  can  signify 
later  on.  (C.P.  4  begins  to  deal  the  cards,  C.P.  2  is 
looking  into  C.P.  I's  hand.) 

C.P.  1 :  Hey  sucka,  get  your  damn  nose  out  my  hand. 

C.P.  2:  Shit  nigger,  the  way  you  be  holding  that 
mutha  fucka,  Ray  Charles  could  see  it. 

C.P.  3:  Com'on  man,  what  cha'll  gonna  do,  run  your 
jibs  or  play  cards?  My  back  is  sore  ...  I  think  I'm 
gonna  quit  after  this  game  anyways. 

C.P.  4:  Well  you  ain't  got  long  to  wait,  cuz  ya'll 
gonna  be  leaving  damn  soon,  ha !  (Slams  card  down  on 
board.) 

C.P.  2:  (In  a  whining  tone.)  Damn  man,  why  you  do 
that?  You  saw  I  was  out  of  clubs. 

C.P,  3:  Say  man,  no  talking  over  the  gaddam  board. 
.  .  .  That's  what  I  hate  about  you  niggers  .  ...  (Is  cut 
off  by  the  Loud  Speaker.) 

L.S.:  Alton  Shannon,  report  to  the  H.M.I.C.  Alton 
Shannon,  report  to  the  H.M.I.C.  (Man  in  front  of  cell 
seven  stands  and  goes  off  stage  left.  Everyone  glances 
in  his  direction,  then  returns  to  what  he  was  doing.) 


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C.P.  2:  Now  where  he  going? 

C.P.3:  Might  be  going  to  pick  up  his  walking  papers. 

C.P.  4:  Walking  papers?!  Shit,  he  ain't  going  no 
damn  place.  That  Lame  got  a  record  as  long  as  fifty 
tapeworms,  plus  he  done  got  hooked  up  in  that  Black 
Bullshit.  The  parole  board'll  hurry  up  and  turn  him 
down.  They  don't  want  to  hear  no  shit  like  that. 

C.P.  3:  If  he  goes  anyplace,  you  can  bet  it  won't  be 
for  long.  (He  stretches  his  arms  and  yawns.)  If  "they" 
let  him  go,  it'll  be  cuz  he  shows  promise  of  coming 
back  ....  Got  to  stay  in  business,  y'know? 

C.P.  2:  Say,  I  heard  that  Jimmie  James  is  on  his 
way  back  .... 

C.P.  3:  Yeah  .  .  .  (Yawn.)  .  .  .  Bring  his  two  brothers 
with  him  ....  Say  they  was  stretching  out  to  the 
suburbs  with  their  smack  trade  .... 

C.P.  2;  Yeah,  them  ole  rich  whiteys  didn't  dig  that 
shit  at  all .  .  .  When  the  man  came  down  on  'em,  they 
had  $250,000  worth  of  pure  dynamite  action,  plus  a  few 
shot-guns  and  38's.  Boy,  them  lames  wasn't  jiving. 
(All  nod  their  heads  in  agreement,  WRITER  begins  to 
put  his  papers  away.) 

WRITER:  That  ought  to  tell  you  something. 

C.P.  4:  Here  goes  that  stiff  again.  Go  on,  rigor 
mortis,  what  you  got  to  say? 

WRITER:  You  keep  up  that  bullshit,  you  won't  be 
around  to  hear  it. 

C.P.  4:  Aw  man,  can't  nobody  jive  with  you? 

WRITER:  (Ignoring  C.P.  4.)  That  ought  to  tell  you 
where  they're  really  at.  They  don't  give  a  damn,  as 
long  as  we're  messing  over  ourselves,  but  the  minute 
we  think  about  giving  them  a  taste  of  their  own 
medicine,  they  jump  on  us  with  both  feet. 

C.P.  4:  Say  man,  what  you  saying,  it's  alright  to 
push  that  shit?  (Everyone  sits  up  attentively.) 

WRITER:  (Looking  at  C.P.  4  with  disgust.)  Man, 
why  are  you  so  dumb?  I'm  saying.  Black  folk  ain't  got 
no  money,  and  vou're  always  talking  bout  how 
qualified  you  are  to  get  some  ....  Then,  how  come 
you're  fooling  around  where  there  ain't  nothing  but 
pennies?  .  .  .  like  a  .  .  ,  like  a  parasite.  Why  ain't  you 
out  where  the  real  money  is?  "Our  own  money!," 
stolen  from  us,  our  mamas  and  our  wives,  every  time 
we  pay  taxes,  buy  furniture,  pay  rent  for  them  rat- 
traps,  or  pay  twice  as  much  for  something  that  has 
half  the  quality  they  say  it  has  ....  I  ain't  saying 
dealing  death  is  right,  but,  if  you're  gonna  do  it 
anyways,  why  put  it  on  yourself?  Put  it  back  on  the 
same  beast  that  put  it  on  you. 

C.P.  4:  Aw  man,  I  think  you  losing  your  mind.  This 
time  must  be  getting  to  you. 

WRITER:  Man,  why  don't  you  wake  up.  Them 
whiteys  be  coming  down  on  the  Black  Community  like 
some  kind  of  blood  thirsty  vultures  ....  They  be 
drinking  us  dry  .  . .  y'know  what  we're  like?  We're  like 
an  apple  tree  .  .  .  everytime  we  come  up  with 
something  .  .  .  some  new  apples  .  .  .  they  run  in  and  rip 
them  off.  (They  start  laughing,  WRITER  looks  at 
them  angrily.)  Man,  I'm  serious.  Name  me  anything 
somebody  Black  came  up  with,  and  I'll  show  you 
where  whitey  co-opted  it  ...  .  The  vice-president  is 
talking  bout  "getting  down  to  the  nitty  gritty".  .  . 
(They  break  out  with  a  wave  of  laughter.)  ...  I  don't 
dig  Jimmie  James'  intentions,  but,  I  support  the  act.  . 
.  .  It's  about  time  we  started  going  out  in  them  suburbs 


getting  some  of  our  apples  back. . . . 

C.P.  4 :  Shit  man,  with  the  time  them  lames  is  gonna 
get,  they  can  keep  them  fucking  apples.  (The  others 
laugh  and  nod  their  heads  in  agreement.) 

WRITER:  And  you  ain't  doing  big  time  now,  fool? 
You  ain't  doing  nothing  but  life,  on  the  "installment 
Plan." 

C.P.  4:  Shit,  it's  better  than  doing  it  straight  across 
the  board  like  you  . .  .  You  ain't  never  gonna  leave  this 
place ....  You  ain't  got  no  hope. 

WRITER:  All  I  got  to  do  is  make  a  deal  with  the 
devil  and  I'll  be  as  good  as  out!  Now  ain't  that  a  bitch, 
here  it  is  the  twentieth  century,  and  we're  still  selling 
our  souls  to  the  devil.'  (GUARD  walks  back  on  from 
stage  right.) 

GUARD:  All  right,  let's  keep  the  noise  down. 

C.P.  3:  Com'on,  let's  finish  the  game.  (WRITER 
goes  into  cell  four.  GUARD  proceeds  offstage  left.  He 
bumps  into  ALTON,  who  is  returning  to  the  tier.) 

GUARD:  You  got  a  pass,  Shannon?  (ALTON  shows 
him  his  pass  and  is  ready  to  leave.)  And  watch  where 
you're  going  next  time. 

ALTON:  Man,  fuck  you!  (ALTON  walks  on. 
GUARD  writes  something  on  a  piece  of  paper,  then 
disappears.) 

C.P.  2:  Say,  homeboy,  where  you  been? 

ALTON :  I  been  to  the  mountain,  and  saw  me  some 
streets  ....  I'm  leaving  this  rat-hole  ....  Not  next 
week,  tomorrow,  or  today,  but  yesterday.  CEverybody 
becomes  alive  with  excitement.)  Yeah  man,  my  lease 
done  expired,  and  I'm  overdue  tjy  a  day.  My  case  was 
overturned  in  court  and  I'm  a  free  man ....  I  got  to  get 
my  things  together.  (ALTON  hurries  into  cell  seven, 
comes  out  with  a  box  of  miscellaneous  items  and  a 
radio.  He  walks  down  the  tier  to  the  drummer,  who 
has  stopped  beating  on  the  box,  and  gives  him  the 
radio.)  It  has  a  hard  time  getting  A.M.  when  it's 
raining,  but  otherwise  it's  in  pretty  good  shape. 

DRUMMER:  Solid  man,  be  cool.  You  almost  didn't 
make  it  this  time. 

ALTON:  Yeah,  Kappie,  I  know,  but  I  ain't  worried.  I 
still  have  some  cash  left  over  from  my  last  score.  It 
ain't  much,  but  it'll  help  me  get  over  the  hump.  It's 
them  first  few  months.  If  I  can  make  'em,  I'll  be  okay. 

KAPPIE:  You  gonna  say  good-bye  to  Kitu? 

ALTON:  Naw  man,  Kitu  said  that  he's  doing  too 
much  time  to  be  saying  any  good-byes  .... 

KAPPIE:  I  can  dig  it. 

ALTON:  Tell  him,  I'll  send  him  in  some  writing 
material  and  try  to  stay  in  touch  with  him  ....  You 
take  care  of  yourself.  (Turns  to  CARDPLAYERS,  who 
have  resumed  their  game.)  I'm  gonna  miss  ya'll, 
y'know  that? 

C.P.  4:  Yeah,  home,  we  gonna  miss  you  too. 

C.P.  1:  Say  man,  if  you  see  my  brother  out  there, 
you  tell  him  that  the  state  don't  pay  but  every  three 
months,  and  ask  him  what  he's  gonna  do.  (C.P.  2  and 
C.P.  4  are  discussing  something ;  they  end  their  short 
conversation  with  a  handshake.) 

ALTON :  I  don't  plan  to  be  on  any  of  them  sets,  but  if 
I  see  him,  I'll  run  it.  (He  shakes  hands  with  everyone, 
then  exits  stage  left.  GUARD  returns,  shouting.) 

GUARD :  All  right,  let's  get  this  show  on  the  road  .  .  . 
Com'on,  let's  go.  (He  stands  and  watches  as  each  man 
enters  his  cell,  comes  out  with  a  box.  and  moves  down 


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one  cell,  all  except  for  KITU  in  cell  four.  When  the 
others  have  moved,  they  return  to  the  tier  and  to  what 
they  were  doing.  A  NEW  MAN  enters  from  stage  left 
and  moves  into  cell  one.) 

(Light  recedes  into  blackness,  then  rises  again. 
NEW  MAN  comes  out  of  his  cell,  walks  over  to  the 
card  game.  KAPPIE  nods  his  head  to  the  MAN  as  he 
passes  by.  It  is  three  months  later.) 

C.P.  4 :  Say,  my  man,  what  you  bring  with  you? 

NEW  MAN:  10  to  15,  armed  robbery. 

C.P.  2:  You  a  veteran,  or  isihis  your  first? 

N.M.:  Naw,  I  got  some  time  in  down  south  ....  A 
couple  of  small  ones  on  the  coast,  and  on  the  island. 

C.P.  4:  Damn  man,  then  you  should  feel  right  at 
home.  (C.P.  2  is  looking  into  C.P.  1  's  hand  again.) 

C.P.  1:  Hey  sucker!  There  you  go  again,  looking  in 
my  muthafucking  hand. 

C.P.  2:  Shit,  as  bad  as  you  play,  what  I  got  to  look  in 
your  hand  for?  You  just  waiting  to  give  up  the  game 
anyways.  Youse  a  freak  for  losing.  (KITU  comes  out 
of  his  cell,  walks  over  to  where  NEW  MAN  is  stan- 
ding.) 

C.P.  3:  (Noticing  KITU'S  arrival.)  Com'on  man, 
play  cards. 

KITU:  All  you  stiffs  are  freaks  for  losing.  Somehow, 
we  been  faked  out  to  think  we'  winning.  .  .  . 

C.P.  4:  (Ignoring  him.)  Say  man,  I  heard  they 
caught  Baby  Love,  backing  out  a  bank  with  two  of  his 
whores.  Say  they  wasn't  bring  in  no  cash  pounding  the 
bricks,  and  Baby  Love  couldn't  support  his  habit. 
(KITU  and  NEW  MAN  go  into  conversation  between 
themselves.) 

C.P.  2:  I  don't  believe  that  shit.  Junkies  don't  be 
robbing  no  banks  ....  They  be  too  busy  nodding,  plus 
they  ain't  got  the  heart. 

C.P.  4:  Well  that's  what  the  wires  say. 

C.P.  3:  Probably  one  of  the  bitches  talked  him  up  on 
it. 

C.P.  2:  Yeah,  he  was  probably  half  in  a  nod  and 
thought  they  was  taking  him  to  the  pusher.  Ha  ha  ha 
ha. 

C.P.  4:  Hope  the  muthafucker  got  some  pussy  before 
he  did  it,  cause  it's  gonna  be  a  long  time  'fore  he  cop 
some  more.  (Everybody  breaks  out  into  laughter, 
which  is  cut  off  by  a  loud  scream  coming  from  one  of 
the  other  tiers.) 

VOICE:  A-A-A-A-A-G-G-G-H-H-H-,  lemme  out  the 
fucking  place,  oh  god,  God,  God,  fuck  you  too,  you 
don't  care  either.  Don't  nobody  care.  Don't  nobody 
care  ....  Git  away  from  here  ....  Git  away  from  me  .  . 
.  .  (Sounds  of  a  struggle.)  Help!!  .  .  .  A-A-A-A-G-G-G- 
G-H-H-H  ....  Don't  nobody  give  a  damn  .  .  .  Don't 
nobody  give  a  danin!!!!  (Voice  fades  out,  everyone 
has  stopped  what  they  were  doing;  they  are  looking  at 
each  other;  KAPPIE  begins  drumming  on  box  again.) 

C.P.  4:  Hey  sucker,  why  don't  you  give  it  a  break, 
huh?  (KAPPIE  ignores  him,  continues  to  play  louder. 
C.P.  4  starts  for  KAPPIE,  but  3  and  2  grab  him.) 

C.P.  2:  Be  cool  man  'fore  they  be  taking  you  out  of 
here  too.  (The  three  go  into  cell  six.) 

NEW  MAN:  (Loofes  at  C.P.  1.)  What  do  you  think 
they  gonna  do  with  him?  (Pointing  in  the  direction  of 
voice.) 

C.P.  1:  He's  going  to  the /unny /arm  ....  It  ain't 
nothing,  dudes  be  going  off  their  tree  all  the  time. 


Like,  you  gonna  learn,  that  there  ain't  but  three  ways 
out  of  this  joint .  .  .  either  you  is  dragged  out  like  him 
(Points  in  direction  of  voice.)  or  you  can  walk  out,  like 
Im'ma  do,  or  you  is  carried  out  like  Ole  Jake. 

KITU:  (Had  been  writing,  now  puts  down  pen  and 
papers,  then  walks  over  to  where  the  others  are 
standing.)  Yeah,  Ole  Jake  had  been  down  all  his  life  .  . 
.  from  the  time  he  was  nine  years  old  ...  .  That's  when 
the  State  sentenced  him  to  life  on  "The  Installment 
Plan"  ....  He  never  stayed  out  more  than  six  months 
at  a  time.  Finally  he  caught  one  big  one  and  died  here  . 
.  .  he  was  65  then.  All  his  folks  were  dead,  so  they 
buried  him  outside  the  wall  in  a  little  plot  of  land,  kept 
just  for  that  purpose.  Didn't  nobody  care,  just  another 
nigger  the  State  didn't  have  to  support,  anymore. 

KAPPIE:  (Stops  his  drumming  and  joins  the 
group.)  Yeah  man,  don't  nobody  care.  You  can  rot  in 
here.  Only  thing  people  there  in  society  care  about  is, 
they  ain't  got  to  deal  with  you  anymore.  They  don't 
care  about  what  happens  once  you  in  here.  Sometimes 
I  be  wishing  everyone  of  their  women  was  raped, 
everyone  of  their  men  was  offed,  and  everyone  of  their 
children  got  a  heroin  habit .... 

C.P.  1:  (Chuckles  to  himself.)  Man,  wouldn't  that  be 
a  bitch? 

KAPPIE :  Sometimes  I'm  really  bitter,  like  now,  but 
the  reality  of  the  situation  makes  you  that  way.  ...  Do 
you  know  why  I'm  here?  Huh?  They  snatched  me  up 
for  playing  my  drums.  (NEW  MAN  looks  at  him  in- 
credulously.) Yeah,  they  P.V.ed  me  cause  it  looked 
like  I  was  gonna  make  it. 

NEW  MAN:  You  mean  all  you  did  was  play  drums, 
and  they  pulled  your  papers? 

KAPPIE:  Damn  right.  Said  I  was  violating  my 
parole  by  being  in  an  unconducive  atmosphere.  I  tried 
to  tell  them  suckas,  that  I  been  playing  drums  all  my 
life.  .  .  .  since  I  was  four.  . . .  Man,  that's  all  I  know. 

KITU:  The  parole  system  is  full  of  shit!  It's  like 
letting  a  horse  out  to  exercise.  .  .  when  you  think  he's 
been  out  long  enough,  you  put  him  back  under  lock  and 
key.  .  .  irregardless  of  whether  the  horse  wants  to  be 
locked  back  up  again.  .  .  .  You  are  the  master!!!! 
Naw,  they  don't  give  a  damn  about  a  man  at  all.  I 
know,  I've  been  down  twelve  years  and  I've  seen  a  lot. 

NEWMAN:  Twelve  years??.'.'.'.' Who'd  you  kill,  the 
president's  cousin?? 

KITU:  Naw  man,  it  happened  when  I  believed  in 
amerikkkan  justice,  and  the  righteousness  of  the 
beast.  I  got  high  one  night.  .  .  I  was  going  with  this  ole 
white  girl  at  the  time,  we  got  to  beefing  and  I  knocked 
her  in  the  jaw.  .  .  she  pressed  charges  and  I  ended  up 
with  assault  with  intent  to  rape,  assault  with  intent  to 
murder,  intent  to  rob,  and  assault  and  battery.  .  . . 

NEW  MAN:  Boy,  my  daddy  always  said,  "Son,  a 
white  woman  ain't  shit,  she's  out  for  pleasure,  and 
when  it  is  over,  so  ain't  you. "  But  I  can  understand  the 
bullshit  charges  they  put  you  through.  .  .  but  most  of 
the  time.  .  .  you  end  up  doing  only  part  of  the  time.  .  .  . 
How  come  you  been  down  so  long?? 

KAPPIE:  (Cutting  off  what  KITU  was  about  to 
say.)  Cuz  the  brother  got  a  lot  to  go  with,  and  them 
pigs  don't  dig  that  at  all.  They  say  he  ain't  leaving  til 
he  break — like  everyone  else,  and  he  ain't 
breaking! ! ! ! 


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C.P.  1:  And  he's  dangerous  to  be  around,  they'll  be 
thinking  that  you  are  like  him.  Com'on,  let's  check  out 
what  them  guys  is  up  to.  (C.P.  1  and  NEW  MAN  leave, 
KAPPIE  and  KITU  watch  them  go.) 

KAPPIE:  Well,  there  goes  another  one. 

KITU:  I  don't  know,  he  listened,  and  that's  the  first 
step.  I  remember  when  you  first  came  in.  That  was  the 
first  thing  that  set  you  away  from  the  others.  . . . 

KAPPIE:  Yeah,  well  you  have  more  faith  than  I  do. 

KITU :  Or  maybe  I'm  just  a  little  better  at  disguising 
my  despair.  (KAPPIE  nods  his  head  in  agreement.) 

KAPPIE:  Yeah,  maybe  you  are.  (They  fall  into 
silence.)  You  heard  anything  new  on  Alton? 

KITU:  Naw,  last  I  heard,  he  was  having  a  pretty 
hard  time. 

KAPPIE:  That's  what  I  heard  too.  (Pause.)  Do  you 
think  he'll  make  it? 

KITU :  I  don't  know,  he's  been  out  about  four  months 
now.  ...  If  he  can  make  it  past  the  six  month  point, 
he's  got  a  good  chance.  But  that's  the  hardest  point. 
(Uniformed  GUARD  enters  from  stage  left  with 
brown  paper  bag.  He  enters  cell  six,  when  he  comes 
back  out  his  hands  are  empty.  He  proceeds  off  stage 
right,  sneering  at  KITU  and  KAPPIE  as  he  goes.  They 
shake  their  heads  in  frustration.)  Say,  did  you  hear 
anything  'bout  one  of  those  Black  Centers  being  raided 
by  the  pigs? 

KAPPIE:  Yeah,  they  say  it  was  full  of  women  and 
children  when  it  happened. 

KITU:  When  are  we  gonna  wake  up?  I  mean  to  the 
point  where  we  will  do  something.  .  .  .  (C.P.  4  comes 
out  of  cell  six  scratching.) 

C.P.  4:  Say  man,  ya'll  ought  to  cop.  .  .  .  Oh,  that's 
right,  ya'll  don't  be  messing  with  no  stuff.  (Sits  down 
on  one  of  the  buckets.)  Y'know,  this  bid  wouldn't  be  all 
that  bad  if  we  could  stay  high  all  the  time.  .  .  .  Yeah.  .  . 

(Goes  off  into  a  nod.) 

KITU:  Look  at  him!  We's  freaks  for  losing.  (Kicks 
at  the  air.)  Man,  if  we  would  only  open  our  eyes  and 
just  (oote.  .  .  .  (Shakes  his  head  in  despair.)  I'm  tired 
brother.  .  .  I  been  down  too  long  and  I  got  battle  scars 
all  over  my  soul.  ...  I  be  just  watching  as  these 
brothers  be  popping  in  and  out.  It's  like  watching  the 
same  old  movie  over  and  over,  'cept  the  cast  is  always 
changing.  .  .  .  (Shakes  his  head  as  if  to  clear  it.)  I  feel 
strange,  like  something  deep  inside  of  me  is  saying 
I'm  not  gonna  make  it. 

KAPPIE:  Aw  man,  don't  worry  'bout  it.  If  any- 
body's gonna  make  it,  you  will.  .  .  .  (Voice  blares  out 
over  the  loud  speaker.) 

VOICE:  Ronald  Seller!  Ronald  Seller!  report  to  the 
H.M.I.C,  Ronald  Seller!  Ronald  Seller!  report  to  the 
H.M.I.C.  (C.P.  3  comes  out  of  cell  and  goes  off  stage 
left.) 

KITU:  (Shaking  his  head  in  despair,  his  hands  are 
beginning  to  tremble.)  The  same  ole  same  ole  time 
and  time  again.  . . .  Man.  .  .  .  Man.  . . . 

KAPPIE:  Com'on,  Kitu,  get  yourself  together  man. 
.  .  Don't  let  them  get  you  too.  (KAPPIE  puts  his  arm 
around  KITU'S  shoulder.) 

KITU:  (Seemingly  oblivious.)  If  I  could  just  be  out 
there  one  more  time.  .  .  .  Man,  do  you  know  what  I 
would  do  for  a  home-cooked  meal.  .  .  My  mother  died 
after  I  was  down  seven.  .  .  .  (He  begins  shaking  uncon- 
trollably.) 


KAPPIE:  I  think  you  better  lay  down  awhile.  .  .  . 
You  need  some  rest.  (KAPPIE  takes  KITU  into  cell 
four,  then  comes  out  and  goes  into  cell  three.  A  long 
scream  is  heard  from  cell  four.  KAPPIE  rushes  back. 
The  screams  continue.  KAPPIE'S  voice  can  be  heard 
between  screams.) 

KAPPIE:  Com'on  man,  you'll  be  all  right.  .  .  .  You 
strong.  .  .  .  the  baddest  brother  in  the  joint.  .  .  .  com'on 
Kitu,  they  can't  break  you.  .  .  com'on  now.  .  .  .  (One 
exceptionally  long  and  loud  scream  is  heard.  Lights 
fade  to  darkness.) 

Curtain 


Scene  2 

(Curtains  open.  Lights  come  up  on  street  scene. 
There  are  four  buildings  standing  next  to  each  other, 
between  the  first  two  is  an  alleyway.  The  first  building 
is  a  run-down,  three  story  tenement  with  a  large  rat  on 
the  second  floor  window  sill.  There  is  a  pusher  stan- 
ding in  front.  The  second  building  is  a  modern  high- 
rise  building;  there  are  two  neatly  dressed  brothers 
with  papers  under  their  arms;  they  are  in  con- 
versation with  each  other.  The  third  building  is  a  night 
club  with  a  large  sign  over  the  entrance  that  reads 
"Shilte  Lounge".  There  is  a  man,  extravagantly 
dressed,  with  two  tall  and  very  beautiful  black 
women,  one  is  wearing  a  mini  and  the  other  hot  pants. 
The  woman  in  hot  pants  hugs  the  man  as  he  receives 
money  from  the  other  niini-skirted  woman;  she  puts  a 
lump  of  bills  in  his  hand,  he  looks  at  them,  slaps  her  in 
the  face  and  puts  his  hand  back  out  again;  she  digs 
down  along  the  waist  of  her  skirt  and  produces  more; 
they  all  walk  into  the  lounge.  The  last  building  is  a 
store  front  with  a  large  sign  that  reads  "Uhuru 
House".  A  Black  woman  enters  from  stage  left;  she  is 
adorned  in  African  dress.  She  enters  the  building. 
Lights  fade  out  into  darkness  and  rise  on  the  three 
story  tenement.  A  junkie  has  come  out  of  the  alley- 
way; he  is  shabbily  dressed.  He  walks  over  to  the 
pusher  and  is  copping,  when  a  uniformed  Pig  walks 
by,  purposefully  looking  in  the  other  direction.  The 
junkie  cops,  then  goes  off  through  the  alleyway. 
ALTON  is  seen  entering  from  stage  right  wearing 
work  clothes  and  carrying  a  lunch  pail.  A  young  Black 
man  comes  out  behind  him,  calling  his  name.  It  is 
GERALD,  ALTON'S  brother-in-law.) 

GERALD:  Al,  hey,  Al.  (ALTON  stops,  looks  back 
and  waits  for  him  to  catch  up.)  Say  man,  when  d'you 
get  out? 

ALTON:  Been  out  'bout  two  months  now,  beat  them 
on  a  tech. 

GERALD:  (Enthusiasm  evident  in  his  voice.)  Shit 
man,  you  home  free  then,  no  strings  attached.  What 
you  planning  on  doing?  (Continues  on  before  ALTON 
can  answer.)  I  see  your  man  around  a  lot.  He's  doing 
gooder  than  a  muthafucka.  .  .  got  him  a  few  whores 
y'know,  and  they  taking  good  care  of  him. 

ALTON:  (Showing  surprise  and  disbelief.)  Who  you 
talking  'bout,  Dee??? 

GERALD:  Hell  yeah!  He's  killing  them.  Got  money 
coming  in  all  kinds  of  ways.  (ALTON  shakes  his  head 
in  disgust.)  Dig  it,  Al,  I  know  you  don't  dig  no  woman 
making  your  money  for  you,  and  I  was  thinking,  since 


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your  main  man  done  went  and  changed  up  on  you.  .  . 
y'know. . .  if  you  need  a  partner,  I  got  some  joints  lined 
up;  maybe  me  and  you  can  get  down  together, 
y'know? 

ALTON:  Naw,  Gerry,  Im'ma  try  to  straighten  up, 
y'know.  .  .  (He  lifts  lunch  pail,  GERALD  looks  at  it 
disdainfully.)  Besides  your  sister  would  never  get  off 
my  case,  if  I  brought  you  out.  .  .  (Pause.)  Ain't  you 
suppose  to  be  in  school?  (GERALD  looks  down  at  the 
ground.) 

GERALD:  I  quit  school.  They  don't  wanna  teach 
nothing  anyways.  They  use  to  pay  me  to  take  the  day 
off  and  go  to  the  movies.  Now  I  done  out-grown  movies 
and  school.  (He  looks  back  up  at  ALTON,  life  returns 
to  his  voice.)  Anyway,  damn  it,  you  ain't  got  to  let 
Jessi  know.  Com'on,  Al,  these  is  big  money  money 
joints.  (They  begin  walking,  PUSHER  steps  over  in 
front  of  them;  he  has  jewery  all  over  and  is  in  all 
pink.) 
GERALD:  Say,  Choker,  what's  going  down? 
CHOKER:    (Flashing  money.)  It's  coming  in  good, 
baby.  Wanna  cop? 
GERALD:  What'cha  got? 

CHOKER:  Smoke,  bombers,  coke,  hashish,  and  the 
big  one,  and  I  don't  mean  Bud.  .  .  (Both  break  out  in 
laughter.) 

ALTON:  He  don't  want  nothing,  so  keep  stepping. 
(ALTON  goes  to  walk  on,  but  CHOKER  steps  into  his 
path.) 

CHOKER:  Say,  don't  I  know  you  from  somewhere? 
(Pause.)  Yeah,  you  did  some  for  the  State,  right?.  .  . 
right,  I  remember  you.  .  .  was  real  evil,  didn't  fuck 
with  nobody  and  didn't  let  no-one  fuck  with  you. 

ALTON:  I  see  you  ain't  learned  nothing  from  your 
stay.  .  .  . 

CHOKER:  (Looking  ALTON  over.)  Course  I 
learned  something;  I  come  out  knowing  how  to  get  to 
the  money  twice  as  fast.  .  .  .  (Looking  at  ALTON'S 
attire.)  You  the  one  look  like  you  ain't  learned  nothing. 
ALTON:  I  learned  to  respect  myself  and  my  people. 
.  .  .  And  I  supporting  nobody's  death  trip.  .  .  youse  a 
parasite,  living  off  your  own  people's  misery.  ...  A 
foul,  low-lifed  bloodsucka! ! ! ! ! ! ! 

CHOKER:  Watch  your  mouth, sucka.  .  .  .(Smiles.) 
Besides,  if  I  wasn't  doing  it  someone  else  would.  Shit, 
it  ain't  like  I'm  forcing  them  fools  to  shoot  that  shit, 
they  wanna  do  it,  and  I  wanna  live  right.  You  can  say 
we  have  sort  of  an  agreement.  I  take  care  of  their 
Jones  and  they  take  care  of  mine.  Here  comes  one  of 
my  business  associates  now.  .  .  .  (Another  JUNKIE 
has  come  on  stage  from  the  alleyway.  There  is  a  short 
rap;  then  CHOKER  is  on  the  JUNKIE,  shaking  him. 
ALTON  drops  his  lunch  pail  and  grabs  CHOKER, 
pushes  him  away,  and  goes  to  help  JUNKIE  up. 
GERALD  looks  on  incredulously.  CHOKER  is  on 
ALTON,  he  turns,  hits  CHOKER  in  stomach, 
CHOKER  falls  and  curls  up.  JUNKIE  looks  down  at 
CHOKER  then  up  to  ALTON,  says  in  a  whining  tone:) 
JUNKIE:  Damn  man,  why  you  wanna  do  that?  The 
dude  would  have  straightened  me  out  when  it  was  all 
over,  shit,  now  I  might  not  cop.  (ALTON  puts  his  hand 
on  JUNKIE'S  shoulder,  is  about  to  speak.  JUNKIE 
pulls  away.)  Git  your  hands  off  me,  muthafucka,  you 
done  made  me  blow!  (ALTON  goes  into  CHOKER'S 
pockets   and   comes    out    with    a    handful    of   small 


packets;  he  gives  them  to  JUNKIE  who  rushes  off 
through  the  alleyway.) 

GERALD:  Ga'damn!  Al,  what  they  done  did  to  you 
in  that  place?  You  know  that's  bad  business.  Why  you 
come  down  on  that  dude  like  that?  Everybody  got  to 
make  a  living,  you  can't  knock  a  man  for  that.  Wait 
till  you  out  here  a  little  longer,  you'll  see.  .  . . 

ALTON:  Listen,  Gerry,  I  said  I'm  going  straight! 
Now  if  you  got  any  sense  you'd  get  your  ass  back  in 
school  and  try  to  get  out  of  this  rat  trap! ! ! 

GERALD:  Fuck  school  and  fuck  you  too.  .  .  .  Stiff.  .  . 
I  use  to  look  up  to  you,  thought  you  was  really 
something  big.  Know  what  I  think?  I  think  you  lost 
your  heart. .  .  I  think  you  left  it  back  there  behind  them 
walls.  (GERALD  turns  and  goes  off  the  way  he  came 
on.  ALTON  looks  after  him,  then  he  picks  up  his  pail 
and  proceeds  on.  Lights  dim  on  tenement  and  rise  on 
the  modern  high-rise.  ALTON  is  confronted  by  two 
BROTHERS  selling  papers.) 

1ST  BRO:  Excuse  me,  brother,    buy  a  copy  of  our 
latest  edition?  (ALTON  stops,  looks  down  at  papers, 
then  up  at  the  BROTHERS,  goes  into  his  pocket  and 
comes  out  with  some  change.) 
ALTON:  How  much  is  it? 

1ST  BRO.:  Twenty-five  cents,  sir.  (ALTON  looks 
up  at  the  BROTHER  strangely,  sorts  out  the  right 
change  and  gives  it  to  him.  He  is  about  to  move  on, 
when  the  BROTHER  interrupts  his  departure.) 

1ST  BRO.:  Excuse  me,  brother,  would  you  be  in- 
terested in  attending  one  of  our  meetings? 
ALTON:  When  are  they? 

2ND  BRO. :  Monday  and  Tuesday  evenings,  brother. 
ALTON:  Hmmmm,  I  don't  know.  .  .  don't  get  much 
free  time  these  days.     (Uniformed    COP      returns, 
walks  over  to  where  ALTON   and  the      BROTHERS 
are  standing.) 
COP:  All  right,  keep  it  moving,  no  loitering. 
ALTON:  (To  the  BROTHERS  as  he  is  moving  on.) 
Listen,  if  I'm  in  the  area  I  may  check  it  out.  (ALTON 
moves  on.  Lights  slowly  dim  on  high-rise  and  come  up 
on  lounge.) 

2ND  BRO. :  You  didn't  get  the  address.  (ALTON  has 
moved  on  to  the  next  set;  he  is  looking  behind  him  and 
bumps  into  a  tall  Black  WOMAN  in  mini.) 

ALTON:  Oh,  excuse  me.  (He  looks  her  up  and  down. 
She  is  a  nice  looking  woman,  youngish  looking.  She 
looks  ALTON  up  and  down,  smiling.  She  is  a 
prostitute.  There  is  music  coming  out  of  the  lounge 
behind  them.) 

WOMAN:  Think  nothing  of  it,  honey.  My  name  is 
Holly. 

ALTON:  Yeah,  nice  to  meet  you.  (He  goes  to  walk 
around  her  but  she  steps  into  his  path.) 

HOLLY:  Where  you  rushing  to?  Don't  you  want  to 
talk  to  me?  (MAN  comes  out  of  the  lounge  wearing  a 
green  wide- brim  hat,  white  and  green  knit  slacks, 
white  shoes,  and  has  rings  on  all  his  fingers;  he  is 
wearing  dark  shades.) 

MAN:  Better  move  on.  Baby,  ain't  nothing  there. 
My  man  has  a  strong  dislike  for  whores.  (He  makes  a 
motion  with  his  head  for  her  to  leave.  She  walks  down 
to  alleyway  and  disappears.  .  .  .  MAN  looks  at  ALTON, 
looks  him  up  and  down,  shakes  his  head.)  Damn,  man, 
what  happened  to  you?  How  long  you  been  out? 
ALTON:  I  should  be  asking  you  that.  What  hap- 


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pened  to  the  big  money  you  was  gonna  send  me  when 
you  spht?  (Cuts  him  off  before  he  answers.)  Never 
mind,  I  don't  even  wanna  hear  it.  Youse  a  jive  M.  F, 
you  know  that,  don't  you? 

DEE :  Aw,  Al.  I  was  gonna  send  it.  I  was. 

ALTON:  (Ignoring  his  remark.)  I  heard  you  done 
started  pimping.  Was  she  yours?  (Points  in  direction 
HOLLY  went.) 

DEE:  (Pushing  out  his  chest.)  Yep!  Had  her  five 
months  now.  (A  tall  and  very  beautiful  Black  WOMAN 
comes  out  of  the  lounge.  She  has  a  large  Afro,  is 
wearing  a  white  short-sleeved  sweater-blouse,  red  and 
blue  hot  pants,  and  high  tie-up  white  sandals.  She 
walks  over  to  DEE,  reaches  into  her  purse  and  gives 
him  a  handful  of  crumpled  bills,  is  about  to  leave  but 
DEE  grabs  her  arm.)  Stick  around,  bitch!  I  want  you 
to  meet  my  Main  Man.  (Looks  at  ALTON.)  This  is 
Susanne,  been  with  me  'bout  a  year  now.  Biggest 
money-maker  in  town. 

ALTON :  Man,  you  done  really  sunk  low.  .  .  . 

DEE:  (Look  of  amazement  on  his  face.)  Say  man, 
didn't  you  hear  me?  I  said  they's  the  baddest  bitches 
in  town.  .  .  on  the  whole  coast.  .  .  Can't  nothing  with  a 
hole  bring  in  as  much  as  they  can.  .  .  .  What  you 
talking  'bout  I  sunk 

ALTON:  I'm  talking  'bout  your  respect,  fool!  She's 
a  woman,  not  a  horse  or  some  slab  of  beef,  sold  to  the 
highest  bidder.  .  .  .  You  didn't  do  the  time  I  did.  .  .  But 
let  me  tell  you  something.  While  I  was  in  the  joint,  I 
had  a  chance  to  find  out  what  a  woman  can  really 

mean Man,  like,  she  becomes  gold.  (ALTON  is  in 

a  trance-like  stare,  engrossed  in  his  own  words  and 
thoughts.  Meanwhile  DEE  has  sent  SUSANNE  back 
into  the  lounge  for  cigarettes :  he  looks  back  at  ALTON 
who  is  still  rapping.)U  you  ain't  got  a  friend  in  the 
joint,  it  don't  make  no  difference,  as  long  as  you  got  a 
good  woman.  .  .  .  Everytime  she  write,  telling  you  how 
much  she  love  you,  it  makes  you  feel  like  you  can  take 
on  every  screw  in  the  joint.  You  ain't  got  to  come  out 
no  funny  bag  on  her,  you  can  be  yourself,  .  .  . 
(SUSANNE  returns  with  cigarettes.  She  opens  the 
pack,  places  one  in  DEE'S  mouth,  then  lights  it,  and 
puts  the  pack  into  his  coat  pocket.  DEE  is  considering 
ALTON  who  is  now  finishing  up  his  rap.  )  .  .  .  and  when 
she  comes  up  to  visit,  and  she  has  the  kids  with  her, 
you  be  feeling  like  there  ain't  nobody  out  in  that 
visiting  room  as  happy  as  you.  (He  smiles  to  himself.) 

DEE:  Al,  I  know  Jessi,  and  she's  a  dynamite  bit.  .  . 
woman.  But,  most  these  bitches  ain't  like  that.  Like, 
take  Susanne  for  example,  if  I  was  to  pull  some  time, 
she'd  be  in  another  nigger's  bed,  before  the  State  had  a 
chance  to  re-outfit  me.  .  .  . 

SUSANNE:  (Wrapping  her  arm  around  his  waist.) 
Daddy,  I  wouldn't  do  that. 

DEE:  Shut-up  bitch!  But,  anyways,  that's  the  way 
things  go  out  here.  .  .  cop  and  blow.  .  .  Today  you  got 
it,  maybe  tomorrow  you  don't,  but  if  you  got  anything 
on  the  ball,  you  can  always  cop  again. 

ALTON:  Yeah  man,  but  if  you  treat  a  woman  like  a 
dog,  she  gonna  start  acting  like  one. 

DEE :  Man,  you  can't  let  up  on  them  for  a  minute,  or 
you  is  liable  to  blow. . . .  You  have  to  keep  the  pressure 
on.  Hey  man,  how  else  am  I  gonna  survive  out  here,  I 
need  money,  and  I  ain't  gonna  pull  no  slave  time  for 
whitey  in  some  sweat  shop.  How  I'm  gonna  keep  by 


Rado,  or  my  wardrobe?  (He  looks  at  ALTON'S  clothes 
and  shakes  his  head  from  side  to  side,  then  looks  down 
at  his  own  and  smiles.)  All  this  takes  money  to  keep 
up.  .  .  you  know  that,  man. 

ALTON:  Dee,  you  know  that  ain't  the  only  way  to 
get  next  to  some  cash,  plus  half  the  shit  you  be 
spending  it  on  ain't  even  worth  it.  .  .  (Looks  DEE  in 
the  eye. )  You  ever  think  of  saving  some  of  it? 

DEE:  (Incredulously.)  For  what?!  What  I  want,  I 
need  now,  not  tomorrow,  next  year  or  ten  years  from 
now.  I  wants  my  money  quick,  fast  and  in  a  hurry-up, 
and  I  got  me  two  of  the  baddest  bitches  in  town  to  get 
it  for  me.  (Puts  his  arm  around  SUSANNE.) 

ALTON:  That's  another  thing. ...  I  remember  when 
we  was  running  up  in  them  joints,  how  we  swore  never 
to  depend  on  no  milk-toaters  for  our  money,  cause  that 
was  a  faggot's  way  of  getting  it. 

DEE :  Yeah,  well  I  did  some  deep  thinking  and  found 
out  what  a  fool  I  was. 

ALTON:  How  much  of  a  fool  you  was???? 

DEE :  Yeah,  man,  the  thing  is,  to  get  to  the  money. 
Damn  how  you  do  it.  Just  get  it. 

ALTON:  (Shakes  his  head  in  frustration.)  Damn, 
man,  brothers  is  changing  up  all  cross  country. . . . 

DEE :  Wait  a  minute,  Al,  I  don't  wanna  hear  none  of 
that  Black  bullshit,  cause  them  niggers  ain't  doing 
nothing.  Got  them  young  ladies  down  there 
freefucking! ! 

ALTON:  Is  that  suppose  to  justify  what  you're 
doing?  You  hiding  behind  something  as  flaky  as 
that??  Man,  you're  really  down  to  rock  bottom. 

DEE :  Say  man,  in  this  life  you  do  what  you  got  to  do. 
(HOLLY  returns,  gives  DEE  some  money.  He  looks  at 
it,  counts  it  and  looks  back  at  her,  slaps  her  across  the 
face,  then  puts  his  hand  back  out.  HOLLY  reaches  into 
her  blouse  and  comes  out  with  a  few  more  dollars. 
DEE  counts  it,  nods  his  head  in  satisfaction. 
Uniformed  COP  walks  by,  noticing  nothing.  Both 
WOMEN  walk  into  the  lounge.  DEE  turns  back  to 
ALTON  who  is  looking  on  in  disgust.  He  shruggs  his 
shoulders  and  begins  to  rap  again.)  Did  you  know  that 
Slow  Willy  is  back  on  the  bricks?  (ALTON  shakes  his 
head  no  and  mumbles  something  under  his  breath.) 

DEE:  What? 

ALTON:  Nothing.  I  locked  on  the  same  tier  with 
him.  All  he  did  was  play  cards  all  day.  What's  he 
doing? 

DEE :  Little  bit  of  everything.  Got  a  after  hour  joint 
over  on  Suffolk  St.,  does  some  dealing  for  the 
gangsters  and  has  a  couple  of  whores  on  the  side.  Got  a 
light  Jones  too. 

ALTON:  He'll  be  going  back.  (Silence  for  a  few 
seconds;  ALTON  looks  at  his  watch.)  Listen  man,  I 
got  to  split  else  I'm  gonna  get  fired.  I'll  catch  you 
around.  .  .  and  think  about  what  I  said. 

DEE :  And  here's  something  for  you  to  think  about.  . 
.  .  There's  plenty  of  bitches  out  here,  just  waiting  to 
cock  their  legs  and  bring  daddy  some  scratch,  and 
they  ain't  no  dog  bitches  either,  they's  sho'nuff /oxes. 
Now  when  that  eight  hour  grind  gets  to  grinding  at 
your  ass,  you  think  about  that,  cause  the  money  is  big 
and  easy  and  I  know  you  qualified  to  make  the  most  of 
it.  (He  turns  and  begins  to  walk  towards  the  lounge, 
hollering  back  over  his  shoulder.)  Like  the  "Tempts" 
say:  "Think  about  it,  Think  about  it.  Think  about  it." 


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(ALTON  watches  him  till  he  disappears  into  the 
lounge.  Lights  begin  to  fade  out  slowly  on  lounge  and 
come  up  on  store  front.  There  is  a  group  of  Black 
people  coming  out  of  the  store  front  all  dressed  in 
African  garb.  ALTON  turns  and  looks  in  their 
direction.  He  begins  walking  towards  them.  They  are 
chanting,  "Uhuru  Sasa  au  vita",  over  and  over.  One 
tall  man,  wearing  a  multicolored  fez  and  a  full  length 
African  robe  walks  up  to  ALTON,  gives  Black  hand- 
shake. He  is  JOMO.) 

JOMO:  Jambo  ndugu,  my  name  is  Jomo,  Jomo 
Mau.  (He  points  to  the  others.  There  are  three  women 
and  two  men,  one  who  is  wearing  black  leather  jacket, 
black  shirt  and  pants.  He  is  leaning  against  the 
building,  watching,  as  the  sisters  practice  an  African 
dance  step.)  That's  Sundiata  Chaka,  (Points  at  the 
other  brother,  dressed  in  a  dashiki  and  slacks.  He  has 
a  bald  head.)  and  the  sisters  are  Omawale,  Hasani, 
and  Xionara.  We  run  this  place  here.  (Points  at 
building  and  notices  brother  standing  there.)  Oh! 
that's  our  Antagonist  Non-Solutionist,  Bobby  Lee 
Johnson.  (BOBBY  LEE  hollers  over.) 

BOBBY  LEE:  If  you  got  any  sense  man,  you'll  keep 
stepping,  'fore  they  launch  you  off  to  dream  land, 
along  with  them. 

JOMO:  (Smiles.)  Bobby's  a  demolition  expert.  He 
could  level  this  country  in  no  time,  but  he  can't  think  of 
anything  to  put  in  its  place  once  he's  through.  Per- 
sonally, I  think  he  feels  something  for  us  and  what 
we're  about,  cause  he  is  here  every  day.  I  think  deep 
inside  he  knows  the  necessity  of  educating  our  people 
first. 

SUNDIATA:  And  that's  what  we're  about,  "Putting 
something  in  our  peoples'  heads  so,  they  may  build  as 
well  as  destroy.  Build  for  self!" 

JOMO:  That's  why  we  have  this  place  here.  This  is 
our  Freedom  House,  our  freedom  school,  where  Black 
children  and  adults  may  come  and  get  their  heads 
together;  it's  a  community  center,  where  Black  folk 
can  "be"  together.  The  whole  emphasis  is  placed  on 
"Pamoja"  which  is  togetherness.  (One  of  the  sisters 
leaves  the  group  dancing,  and  comes  over  to  where  the 
men  are  speaking.) 

HASANl:  Jambo  wadugu! 

JOMO  AND  SUNDIATA.-  (Together.)  Jambo,  Dada 
yangu ! 

ALTON:  Hi! 

HASANl:  (Looking  at  ALTON,  smiling  warmly.)  Do 
you  have  children,  Ndugu? 

ALTON:  Yes,  two  sons. 

JOMO:  Ahhhh,  two  warriors.  .  .  Simba  .  .  .  That's 
where  our  futures  lie.  In  them,  is  our  future  liberation. 
.  .  the  liberation  of  the  nation,  our  nation.  We  must 
prepare  the  way  by  providing  them  with  the  proper 
education  and  skills.  Sister  Hasani,  here,  has  charge 
of  our  nursery  section.  Children  are  very  important  in 
our  struggle.  Even  Choker,  down  the  street,  doesn't 
want  his  son  to  push  drugs  for  a  living. 

ALTON:  Hupph!  He  doesn't  present  too  good  of  an 
example. 

BOBBY  LEE:  (Who  has  walked  over  to  where  they 
are  standing.)  Somebody  ought  to  make  him  an 
example.  .  .  .  Like  blow  his  head  off.  .  .  .  We  been 
plagued  with  dumb  niggers  long  enough.  .  .  You  can't 
be  nodding  on  the  battlefield,  in  a  time  of  war.  We  been 


sleep  long  enough. .  .  that  nigger  is  useless. 

SUNDIATA:  Well,  maybe  he's  right,  this  time,  but, 
we  got  enough  with  whitey  killing  us  off.  .  .  ain't  no 
need  to  give  them  no  help. 

JOMO:  Listen,  brother,  why  don't  you  bring  your 
simbas  down  here,  and  maybe  stop  in  yourself.  We 
don't  claim  that  what  we  have  is  the  thing,  but  it  is  an 
alternative  to  the  other  mess  that  isn't  getting  any- 
body anywhere. 

ALTON:  I  might,  it  sounds  pretty  good;  but  I  doubt 
if  I  could  make  it  too  often,  like,  I'm  a  working  man 
now.  (Holds  up  pail.) 

JOMO:  Yeah,  I  been  digging. 

ALTON :  Just  got  out  the  joint,  a  couple  months  ago, 
been  trying  to  make  it  out  here  legit,  y'know? 
(SUNDIATA,  BOBBY  LEE  and  HASANl  have 
returned  to  the  other  group.  BOBBY  and  SUNDIATA 
watch  on  as  HASANl  is  shown  the  new  dance.) 

JOMO:  It  ain't  easy,  brother;  I've  seen  a  lot  of 
brothers  come  out,  and  not  make  it.  They  find  that 
without  any  skills  or  education,  they  get  the  dregs  of 
employment.  And  if  they  have  a  family  to  support,  it's 
really  hell. 

ALTON:  Yeah,  I'm  so  hip. 

JOMO:  Listen,  brother,  if  you  ever  need  any  assis- 
tance, just  drop  on  by.  That's  what  we're  here  for. 

ALTON:  Solid,  I'll  remember  that. .  .  uh.  . . . 

JOMO:  Jomo,  Jomo  Mau. 

ALTON:  Jomo.  (He  smiles,  waves  good-bye  to  the 
others,  and  is  moving  on,  when  uniformed  COP 
returns.  ALTON  goes  off  stage  left.  COP  stops  at  the 
group,  says  something  and  gets  into  a  big  argument. 
All  the  BROTHERS  and  SISTERS  have  surrounded 
him.  Lights  dim,  then  fade  to  blackness.) 

Curtain 


Scene  3 

(Curtains  open.  Lights  come  up  on  living  room 
scene.  There  is  a  modern  Jiving  room  set — a  couch, 
one  reclining  chair,  and  another — there  is  a  stereo  hi- 
fi,  a  dining  table,  and  two  pole  lamps.  There  is  a  win- 
dow directly  center  up  stage.  Beneath  the  window  is 
the  couch,  on  either  side,  the  pole  lamps.  At  stage 
right  there  are  two  doors,  in  between  the  doors  is  a 
chair,  beside  it  is  a  small  night  table  with  a  telephone. 
At  stage  left  there  is  one  door;  beside  it,  coming  down 
stage  is  the  recliner,  then  the  stereo  hi-fi.  At  center 
stage  sits  the  dining  table  and  four  straight-backed 
chairs.  Over  the  couch,  on  either  side  of  the  window  is 
a  large  picture  of  Malcolm  and  one  of  Garvey.  Over 
the  hi-fi  is  a  large  African  shield  crossed  by  two 
spears.  The  lights  lower.  There  is  jazz  on  the  stereo.  A 
knock  at  the  door,  stage  left.  A  medium-height  Black 
WOMAN  with  natural  hair,  rushes  from  door  directly 
across  from  it.  ALTON  enters  wearing  work  clothes 
and  carrying  lunch  pail,  has  newspaper  under  his 
arm.  He  grabs  the  WOMAN  and  gives  her  a  long  kiss; 
then  falls  down  into  recliner.) 

JESSICA:  What  was  all  that  about? 

ALTON :  Because,  the  colder  it  gets  out  there,  the 
more  I  enjoy  coming  home  to  you. 

JESSI:  Yeah,  well  I  wish  you  would  remove  your 
home-loving  behind  out  of  my  recliner  till  you  put  on 


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some  decent  clothes. 

ALTON :  Queen  Mother  of  Black  Gold,  your  slightest 
wish  I  humbly  obey.  (He  bows  low  with  a  sweeping 
arm  gesture.) 

JESSI:  No,  my  lord  and  master,  it  is  I  who  submit 
totally  to  your  strength  and  wisdom.  O  King  of  Kings. 
Warrior  of  the  Universe.  Unconquerable  Black  Man. 
(ALTON  stands  and  stretches  his  arms  out  to  her.) 

ALTON :  Ours  is  a  love  of  shared  rewards.  ...  My 
queen ! 

JESSI:  My  king!  (They  embrace  and  ALTON 
kisses  her  in  a  pecking  manner;  they  separate  laugh- 
ing.) 

ALTON:  (Pickinguppail  from  the  floor.)  Where  are 

the  kids? 

JESSI:  Out  in  the  yard,  playing.  Oh!  That  man, 
Jomo  Mau,  was  by  here  again  today.  (ALTON  goes 
through  door  leading  to  the  bedroom.  JESSICA  goes 
back  to  the  kitchen.) 

ALTON:  (From  the  bedroom.)  Yeah,  what'd  he 
want?  You'd  think  he'd  be  ashamed  to  show  his  face 
around  here  again,  after  what  he  did. 

JESSI :  All  he  said  was,  he  had  to  speak  to  you,  and 
he  would  be  back  later. 

ALTON :  Well,  I  got  some  things  I  want  to  say  to  him 
anyways.  Any  mail  today? 

JESSI:  I  was  hoping  you  would  ask.  .  .  .  Just  some 
heavy  bills.  Seems  like  no  sooner  do  you  pay  them, 
then  they  asking  for  more.  (ALTON  enters  the  living 
room  again,  has  changed  work  clothes  for  inexpensive 
shirt  and  slacks.  Crosses  over  to  the  recliner  and  picks 
up  bills  and  begins  reading  them.  He  shows  signs  of 
becoming  more  depressed  with  each  one  he  reads.  The 
telephone  rings.  ALTON  gets  up  to  answer  it.) 

ALTON:  Hello?  (Looks  around  the  room  appre- 
hensively.) What'd  I  tell  you  bout  calling  me  here, 
what  if  Jessi  had  answered?  I  don't  care  what  you  got, 
I  got  problems  too.  .  .  . 

JESSI:  (From  the  other  room.)  Who's  that.  Honey? 

ALTON:  (Reflexively  hiding  the  phone.)  Nobody, 
Baby,  just  some  wise  guy.  (Back  into  the  phone.)  .... 

Dig  it  man,  I'll  see  you  tomorrow tomorrow! 

Damn  it!!  (Slams  phone  down,  and  just  stands. 
Children  can  be  heard  playing.  There  is  a  knock  at  the 
door.  ALTON  walks  over  and  opens  it  to  JOMO  and  a 
tall  Black  WOMAN  in  full-length  African  dress.  She 
has  her  hair  wrapped.  JOMO  is  wearing  Dashiki  and 
slacks.) 

JOMO:  Jambo  ndugu!  (ALTON,  anger  evident  on 
his  face,  doesn't  reply.)  Well,  aren't  you  going  to  let  us 
in?  (ALTON  steps  aside  and  they  both  enter.) 

ALTON:  (Closing  the  door  behind  them.)  You  know, 
I  ought  to  knock  you  in  that  fool  head  of  yours. 

WOMAN:  Excuse  me,  ndugu,  is  your  wife  home? 

ALTON:  (Pointing  to  the  kitchen  door.)  Right 
through  that  door  there.  (ALTON  watches  as  she 
goes.) 

JOMO:  (Who  is  taking  a  seat  at  the  table.)  She's  my 
priestess,  Isis.  Named  after  one  of  the  Egyptian  God- 
desses. .  .  .  There  are  very  few  more  dedicated  than 
she  is.  .  .  .  Dedicated  to  me,  our  children  and  our 
people.  .  .  . 

ALTON :  Was  she  there  when  the  place  was  raided.  . 
were  your  kids  there. . .  were  youthere? 

JOMO:  Come  here,  brother,  sit  down  and  let  me 


explain  something  to  you.  (ALTON  comes  over,  seats 
himself,  and  JOMO  continues.)  Now  first  off,  no,  my 
young  ones  were  not  there,  nor  was  my  wife.  I  was.'.  .  . 
.  Okay  now,  I  can  understand  your  anger,  you  thought 
your  young  warriors  would  be  safe,  which  they  were.  . 
.  .  (ALTON  tries  to  say  something.)  Wait  a  minute, 
wait  a  minute.  .  .  I  just  want  to  get  this  straight. . . . 

ALTON:  Straight  my  ass,  what  about  that  damn 
arsenal  you  people.  .  .  . 

JOMO:  Brother,  you  can't  be  believing  all  that  junk 
them  white  folks  be  running  'bout  us.  They  didn't  find 
nothing  but  a  .22  rifle  and  some  .38  bullets.  Man,  you 
know  they  don't  want  to  see  Black  folks  making  any 
kind  of  positive  steps.  They  down  on  us  cuz,  we  for 
real! 

ALTON:  (Jumping  up  and  walking  over  to  the 
window.)  But  man,  don't  you  know  I  lost  my  job 
behind  that  shit?? 

JOMO:  How  am  I  suppose  to  know?  You  haven't 
been  around  since  it  happened.  I  been  by  here  twice, 
and  your  woman  hasn't  said  anything  about  it. 

ALTON:  That's  because  she  doesn't  know,  yet. 

JOMO:  How  are  you  making  it?  (Looking 
inquisitively.) 

ALTON:  Lm  making  it. 

JOMO:  (Rising  out  of  his  chair.)  Listen,  if  there  is 
anything  I  can  do.  .  .  . 

ALTON:  (Wheeling  around.)  I  said  I'm  making  it!.  . 
.  .  Now  I  don't  need  any- of  your  help,  the  welfare's 
help,  or.  .  .  . 

JOMO:  Brother,  I'm  not  talking  about  pity,  ap- 
parently you  think  I  am.  I'm  talking  'bout  com- 
munalism.  .  .  .  brotherhood! 

ALTON:  It's  all  the  same.  Besides,  it  was  your,  so- 
called,  brotherhood  that  got  me  in  the  jam  I'm  in  now. 
(Sits  in  recliner  looking  at  the  ceiling.) 

JOMO :  Brother,  you  got  an  attitude,  and  you're  not 
thinking.  (Walks  over  and  stands  over  ALTON.)  We 
about  blackness  and  getting  all  our  people  in  a  position 
where  they  can  do  for  themselves.  Only  way  we  can 
succeed,  is  by  helping  each  other.  Now  if  you  need 
some  assistance.  .  .  . 

ALTON:  (Jumping  up  out  of  the  recliner.)  Man,  get 
out.  .  .  .  get  out  my  damn  house!  (JESSICA  and  ISIS 
rush  in  from  the  kitchen.) 

JESSI:  Honey,  what's  the  matter?  (Stops  in-be- 
tween the  two  men  looking  from  one  to  the  other.  ISIS 
goes  to  JOMO'S  side.)  What  is  going  on  here? 

ALTON :  Nothing,  Baby,  my  man  here  is  just  getting 
ready  to  leave.  (He  opens  the  door  and  stands  there. 
JOMO  sends  ISIS  through  first  and  stops  in  front  of 
ALTON.) 

JOMO:  Brother,  I  can't  figure  you  out.  You're  not 
the  same  man  I  met  three  months  ago.  (He  shakes  his 
head.)  This  is  a  vicious*world,  and  the  man  that  tries 
to  make  it  on  his  own,  is  doomed  to  fall,  somewhere 
along  the  line.  (Heads  out  the  door.)  I  wish  you  all  the 
luck  in  the  world,  brother.  (ALTON  slams  the  door 
behind  him.) 

JESSI:  Honey,  what's  the  matter?  I've  never  seen 
you  blow  up  like  that  before.  What  did  he  say? 

ALTON:  It  wasn't  nothing. 

JESSI:  Nothing!  ?  Your  hollering  and  screaming  all 
over  the  place,  you  throw  them  out  of  our  house,  and 
say  nothing  is  wrong.  Al,  you've  been  .acting  strange 


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ever  since  that  thing  happened.  Is  there  something 
else,  that  you  haven't  told  me  about? 

ALTON:  Listen,  Jessi.  .  .  .  (Phone  rings;  ALTON 
rushes  to  pick  it  up.)  It's  your  mother.  (JESSICA 
takes  the  phone  and  ALTON  goes  into  the  bedroom.) 

JESSI:  Hello,  Ma.  .  .  fine,  fine.  No,  I  didn't,  what 
about  Gerald?.  .  .  armed  robbery?.  .  .  when,  who?.  .  . 
Alton?  Are  you  sure.  Ma?  I  mean,  he's  doing  so  well  on 
his  job,  there  isn't  any  need  to.  .  .  .  fired?  Oh  no!.  Yes, 
Ma,  I'll  call  you  back.  O.K.,  bye  now.  (JESSICA 
stands  there  for  a  few  seconds,  turns  to  go  into  the 
bedroom,  then  stops;  ALTON  is  in  the  doorway;  they 
stand  looking  at  each  other,  neither  speaking. 
JESSICA  walks  over  to  the  table  and  sits.  She  puts  her 
head  in  her  hands  and  begins  to  weep.)  Why,  Al?  You 
were  doing  so  good.  .  .  (ALTON  walks  over  and  puts 
his  arm  on  her  shoulder.) 

ALTON:  I  tried,  Jessi,  I  really  did.  But  they  make  it 
so  hard  on  you.  Com'on,  Baby,  don't  cry.  (Tries  to 
wipe  tears  away  with  his  hanky,  but  JESSI  pulls 
away;  he  puts  hanky  back  in  his  pocket  and  sits  across 
from  her.)  Listen,  Baby,  just  hear  me  out,  O.K.?  You 
got  to  do  that  for  me.  (She  nods  her  head,  wiping  tears 
away  with  her  hand.) 

JESSI:  All  right,  Al,  I'll  listen. 

ALTON:  First  of  all.  Baby,  I  love  you,  more  than  a 
junkie  love  his  stuff,  and  I  wouldn't  hurt  you  or  the 
kids  for  nothing  in  the  world.  Now  if  you  can't  under- 
stand and  believe  that,  then  there  ain't  no  sense  in  me 
going  on. 

JESSI:  I  believe  you,  Al. 

ALTON :  All  right.  .  .  .  Now  you  remember  when  the 
last  of  that  money  ran  out,  right?  (Nods  her  head  yes.) 
Well,  I  told  you  then,  that  we  had  to  get  more  money 
than  I  was  making  on  my  job,  if  we  was  gonna  survive. 
Well,  I  was  gonna  try  to  get  a  raise  from  the  boss,  but, 
before  I  got  around  to  asking  him,  that  incident 
jumped  off  down  at  the  Center. 

JESSI:  But  what  did  that  have  to  do  with  your  job? 

ALTON:  Wait  a  minute.  .  .  .  Now,  you  know  the  kids 
were  in  there.  So,  what  happened  was,  them  pigs 
called  my  job,  talking  'bout  they  wanna  see  me.  They 
ran  the  whole  thing  down  to  my  Boss.  He  didn't  know 
that  I  was  an  exconvict,  plus  he  don't  dig  Black  folk, 
too  tuff.  So  when  he  found  out  about  it,  he  fired  me. 

JESSI:  When  was  that?  Why  didn't  you  tell  me? 

ALTON:  Cause,  Baby,  that  ain't  the  kind  of  thing  I 
want  to  come  back  and  run  to  you,  especially  with 
your  mother  constantly  on  your  back,  saying  I  ain't  no 
good,  and  I'm  doomed  to  failure.  (Bangs  hand  on  the 
table  and  walks  over  to  the  window,  looks  out  and 
begins  pacing  the  floor. )  Anyways,  I  tried  a  lot  of  other 
places  and  didn't  come  up  with  anything,  so  I  got  down 
with  your  brother.  .  .  .  But  I  tried.  Baby,  I  really  did.  I 
didn't  want  to  go  back  to  the  joint.  ...  All  I  wanted  to 
do,  was  be  with  you  and  the  kids.  Even  that  ain't  easy 
to  do  in  this  society. 

JESSI:  But  if  you  had  told  me,  I  could  have  gotten 
you  a  job  in  one  of  those  agencies.  .  . . 

ALTON:  As  whaf  A  janitor?  I  ain't  got  no  half 
decent  education.  Anyways,  just  the  thought  of  my 
woman  getting  me  a  gig  messes  with  me  inside. 

JESSI:  Listen,  Al,  I'm  not  going  to  run  out  and  tell 
the  world  about  it.  It's  not  too  late.  (She  gets  up  from 
the  table,  runs  over  to  him,  grabbing  his  arm.  .  .  he 


looks  down  at  her  sadly.) 

ALTON :  It  is  too  late.  Baby.  (Pulls  away  and  rushes 
into  the  bedroom,  returns  with  an  old  M-l  rifle,  stops, 
looks  at  JESSI.  CHILDREN  are  heard  crying.) 

CHILD  1:  Mommy!  Mommy!  The  devil  is  here.  .  .  . 

CHILD  2:  They's  not  the  devil,  they's  the  pigs. 
(There  is  a  heavy  fall  of  feet  in  the  hallway.  .  .  loud 
banging  at  the  door.  .  .  a  voice  is  heard.) 

VOICE:  Okay,  Shannon,  open  the  door,  it's  the 
police.  .  .  Com'on,  we  know  you're  in  there.  .  .  (Con- 
tinuous banging.) 

ALTON:  (Looking  at  JESSICA.)  Go  get  the  boys. 
(She  hesitates.)  Go  on,  damn  it!  (She  rushes  out 
through  the  kitchen.  The  hall  door  is  beginning  to 
shake  on  its  hinges.  ALTON  checks  the  chamber  of  the 
rifle.  Lights  begin  to  dim  and  fade  out.  A  single  shot  is 
heard,  followed  by  a  heavy  barrage.  A  long  scream 
front  a  wonian.  .  .  then  silence.) 

Curtain 


Scene  4 

(Curtains  open.  Lights  come  up  on  prison  tier, 
showing  a  man  leaving.  There  is  a  guard  shouting  at 
the  others.  "Let's  get  this  show  on  the  road".  Each  of 
the  men  enters  his  cell  and  returns  with  boxes.  They 
all  move  down  one  cell.  No  one  moves  from  cell  four. 
After  they  are  finished,  they  return  to  the  tier,  all  lean 
on  railing  and  rap.  A  new  MAN  enters  cell  one.) 

BRO.  1:  I  think  somebody  was  in  my  cell  while  we 
was  out  exercising.  I'm  missing  some  socks. 

BRO.  2:  What!  Some  socks?  Who  the  hell  wants 
some  damn  state  socks.  I  been  noticing  that  about  you. 
.  .  you  always  accusing  someone  of  beating  you  out  of 
something.  .  .  .  And  the  thing  that  gets  me  is,  you  ain't 
got  nothing! 

BRO.  1:  Fuck  you,  Sucka.  .  .  . 

BRO.  3:  Why  don't  ya'll  freeze  that  shit.  (Looks  at 
BRO.  2.)  You  beginning  to  sound  like  Clifford. 

BRO.  2:  Wait  a  minute,  don't  be  comparing  me  with 
that  crazy  fool.  I'm  trying  to  get  out  this  muthafucka.  . 
.  .  (All  break  out  in  laughter  except  the  two  men  in 
front  of  cell  one.) 

BRO.  4:  It  ain't  funny.  Sometimes  I  get  to  believing 
that  shit  he  was  running.  .  .  .  Shit,  I'd  like  to  do  a  little 
fucking  up  in  this  country  my  damn  self,  but  I  know  I 
ain't  in  no  position  to  be  talking  'bout,  not  here.  And  I 
don't  dig  the  idea  of  the  dude  doing  all  that  time.  Hell! 
I  liked  the  man.  But  evidently  he  didn't  like  himself. 
All  he  had  to  do  was  quit  running  his  jibs  so  much,  and 
shit,  he'd  have  been  out  this  place  in  no  time.  .  .  .  Shit, 
naturally  if  I  got  you  locked  up  and  you  talking  'bout 
offing  me,  I'mma  make  sure  you  rot  there.  .  .  and  the 
dude  wasn't  supid  or  anything.  That  Black  bullshit 
couldn't  get  him  nowhere,  and  never  gonna  get  nobody 
nowhere.  .  .  .  (Everyone  drops  into  silence,  each 
engulfed  in  his  own  thoughts.) 

BRO.  1:  Say,  remember  that  dude  that  use  to  be 
reading  all  the  time?  What  was  his  name  now? 
Gaddamn!  ....  It's  right  on  the  tip  of  my  tongue.  .  .  . 
(Everyone  is  looking  at  him.)  He  went  out  about  six 
months  ago.  .  .  beat  them  on  a  tech.  . . . 

BRO.  4:  Oh!  You  talking 'bout  Alton,  Alton  Shannon. 
. . .  Was  in  for  armed  robbery.  . . . 


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BRO.  1:  Yeah,  yeah.  ...  I  saw  him  today.  He's  back 
in  with  a  new  one.  Shot  it  out  with  some  pigs  at  his 
crib. . . .  say  he  downed  three  and  wounded  four. 
BROS.:  (All  together.)  Gaddamn! ! ! 
BRO.  4:  Boy,  ole  homeboy  wasn't  jiving.  Um,  um, 
um.  (The  two  men  standing  at  the  end  of  the  tier  hurry 
over  to  where  the  others  are  standing.  One  is  KAPPIE 
and  the  other  is  the  new  MAN.) 

KAPPIE :  What  was  that  about  Alton?  What  hap- 
pened? 

BRO.  1 :  Say  he  downed  some  pigs  at  his  crib.  He  got 
kind  of  shot  up  himself.  .  .  plus  they  put  a  hellfired  ass 
kicking  on  him  at  the  station. 

KAPPIE:  What  brought  the  pigs  down  on  them  in 
the  first  palce? 

BRO.  1:  Remember  all  them  banks  that  was  getting 
ripped  off  awhile  back?   (KAPPIE  nods  his  head.) 
Well,  that  was  Alton  and  his  brother-in-law.  .  .  .  Alton 
got  to  doing  bad,  and  went  back  to  what  he  knew  best. 
BRO.  4:  Yeah  man,  and  he  sho'nuff  did  it  up  right.  I 
Know  he  was  getting  big  scratch. . . . 
BRO.  3:  How'd  he  get  flagged? 
BRO.  1:  Oh,  round  the  time  he  first  got  out,  him  and 
Choker  got  into  a  beef.  .  .  . 
KAPPIE:  Who  you  talking  'bout,  the  pusher? 
BRO.  1 :  Yeah.  Alton  wasn't  one  for  pushing  that  shit 
or  pimping  to  tuff,  so  anyways,  he  got  into  this  thing 
with     Choker     and     made     a     fool     out     him. 
Choker  got  plenty  salty  behind  it.  Kept  hollering  'bout 
payback.  .  .  . 
BRO.  3 :  Yeah,  that  sounds  just  like  him  too. 
BRO.  1 :  So  he  was  squatting  in  Jackie's  After-Hours 
and  Gerald.  .  .  . 
KAPPIE:  Who's  Gerald??? 

BRO.  1 :  That's  his  wife's  brother.  A  young  dude,  use 
to  deal  for  Choker.  So  Choker's  squatting,  and  Gerald 
comes  in  flashing,  y'know?.  .  .  .  They  must've  just 
finished  taking  the  place  off,  cause  Gerald  was  loaded 
down.  He  got  to  drinking  and  smoking  and  running  his 
jibs.  Choker  got  an  earful  and  run  to  the  man  on  them. 
Well,  they  got  Gerald  with  no  problem,  he  was  fuck- 
up.  ..  .  But  Alton  was  at  his  crib,  and  when  they  came 
to  get  him,  he  got  his  wife  and  kids  out  the  back  door 
and  commenced  to  set  fire  to  their  ass. 

BRO.  2:  Yeah,  well  it's  gonna  be  a  long,  long  time 
'fore  he  get  out  this  muthafucka  again.  .  .  .  (Looks 
around  at  BRO.  4.)  Which  reminds  me,  gimme  my 
money,  sucka. 
BRO.  4:  Get  the  fuck  out  of  here. 
BRO.  2:  Say  man,  come  on  now,  get  up  my  damn 
scratch.  You  made  the  bet  and  lose. . .  .  (BRO.  4  looks 
around  at  the  others,  they  are  all  looking  at  him,  he 
looks  down.  BRO.  2  looks  around  at  the  others  who  are 
looking  at  him,  also.) 

BRO.  2:  Man,  muthafuck  you  lames.  I'd  have  put 
odds  on  ya'll  too. 

BRO.  3:  That's  not  putting  odds,  muthafucka,  that's 
a    fucking    jinx!!!     Man,    youse    a    low-lifed    dog 
muthafucka. 
BRO.  2:  Man,  don't  be  running  that  bullshit  to  me. 


Take  it  out  and  fertilize  somebody's  field.  .  .  .  Can't 
none  of  you  stiffs  stay  out  a  hot  second  and  now  you 
gonna  pretend  you  concerned.  .  .  .  Ya'll  be  offing  each 
other,  beating  each  other,  ratting  on  each  and  now  you 
gonna  say  something  to  me?  Shhhhiiittt,  tell  it  to  that 
sucka  that  got  ya'll  bobbing  in  and  out  this  mutha- 
fucka like  a  gaddamn  yo-yo  ....  (Turns  to  BRO.  4.) 
Get  my  money,  nigger,  six  cartons.  You  know  what 
brand  I  smoke.  (Goes  into  cell  five.  BRO.  4  goes  into 
cell  seven,  comes  out  with  several  cartons  of  cigar- 
ettes, enters  cell  five.  BROTHERS  on  the  tier  watch; 
then  1  and  3  turn  and  lean  on  railing.) 

BRO.  1 :  They  say  Little  Dash  got  raped  over  on  nine 
tier.  ...  I  told  him  to  stay  away  from  so-called 
heavies..  .  .  but!  That  dued  is  hard-headed. 

BRO.  3:  We  all  are  at  times.  .  .  wonder  what  his 
brothers  gonna  do  when  they  hear  bout  it. 
BRO.  1:  What  can  they  do  bout  it? 
BRO.  3:  Yeah,  guess  you're  right.  (KAPPIE  and 
new  man  head  down  the  tier.) 
NEW  MAN:  Boy,  niggers  is  foul. 
KAPPIE:  It  ain't  the  niggers,  man,  all  they  doing  is 
what  they  know  best.  It's  this  system,  this  society,  and 
them  whiteys.  They  the  ones  that  be  forcing  us  into  a 
position  where  we  got  to  be  living  like  parasites..  .  . 
Look  at  that  brother  Alton.  All  he  wanted  to  do  was  be 
with  his  wife  and  kids.  He  didn't  really  care  nothing 
'bout  how  Black  he  was,  or  how    many  whiteys  he 
could  get  to  say  nice  things  about  him.  All  he  wanted  to 
do  was  to  be  left  alone  to  raise  a  family  and  be  com- 
fortable. He  had  changed  up  or  wanted  to,  but  they 
won't  even  let  a  man  do  that.  Kitu  use  to  say,  "If  we 
can't  help  ourselves,  then  we  in  bad  shape,  cause  ain't 
nobody  gonna  help  us."  He  really  wanted  to  see  us  get 
it  together.  He  use  to  rap  about  taking  brothers  as  they 
came  through  and  turning  them  around  and  sending 
them  back  out  there  with  something  on  their  minds.  .  . 
But  dudes  had  to  live  too,  and  that's  where  the  whole 

thing  fell  through Everything  is  against  us,  courts, 

police,  employers,  storeowners,  landlords,  city  of- 
ficials, and  the  majority  of  them  is  white. . .  .  And  little 
whitey  is  worse  than  them  on  top,  cause  he's 
struggling  too,  and  he's  gonna  block  us  at  every  turn. 
To  keep  us  from  getting  what  he  ain't  got.  ...  So  you 
hit  the  streets  and  from  there,  you  begin  your  down 
payments  on  the  Installment  Plan. .  . .  (There  is  a  loud 
crash  from  off  stage  left.  ALTON  enters  limping,  and 
carrying  a  change  of  clothes  and  other  small  items. 
Everyone  looks  at  him  sorrowfully  as  he  walks  over  to 
cell  four,  hesitates,  then  enters.  A  muffled  scream  can 
be  heard  from  cell  five.  BRO.  4  rushes  out  with  a 
blooded  knife.  Seconds  after  the  scream  the  loud 
speaker  can  be  heard,  "All  inmates  return  to  your 
rooms  for  the  count,"  repeats  over  and  over.  From  off 
stage  someone  hollers,  "Please  don't,  com'on,  man, 
don't  do  that."  Some  continual  laughter.  As  lights 
begin  to  fade,  so  does  all  sound.  Everything  is  black 
and  silent,  then  one  exceptionally  long  scream  is 
heard.) 

Curtain 


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DID  WE  REALLY  LOVE?" 


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I  read  your  poem  . . .  while  doing  my  bit 

And  I'm  sorry  to  hear  you're  having  a  fit 

So  consider  my  reality  as  I  run  it  down 

To  acquaint  you  neighbor  . . .  with  my  part  of  the  town 

A  home,  a  family,  and  you  for  a  wife 
I  aspired  a  job  to  make  secure  your  Ufe 
But  deep  down  inside  morals  you  lack 
Always  praising  some  brothers'  cadillac 

Your  momma  taught  you  to  play  on  your  man 

Rob  him  daughter  of  everything  you  can 

But  my  daddy  was  cool;  he  weren't  no  lame 

So  I  copped  him  a  spoon  and  he  taught  me  the  game 

Don't  lie  to  your  self;  you  could  have  been  my  wife 
But  you  preferred  the  glamour  ...  of  an  evil,  fast -life 

Wherever  we  would  go  your  eyes  would  flash 

Digging  hogs  . .  .  and  brothers  spending  cash 

I  had  no  wardrobe— this,  you  made  others  to  know 

By  knocking  me  one  weekend,  after  snorting  a  heavy  blow 

I  loved  you  baby  and  didn't  want  to  blow 

So  I  had  to  get  down  and  make  you  my  ho 

It  took  some  effort ...  to  tighten  -up  my  new  game 

But  after  wining  -and  -dining  . . .  you  had  your  street  -name 

My  Cadillac  car  and  diamond  rings 

Never  meant  to  me  anything! 

It  was  you  who  had  contracted  an  impatients  -flu 

To  play  and  lean  ...  in  a  blue  on  blue 

And  the  money  that  I  taught  you  . . .  how  to  make 

Is  stashed  and  invested  in  my  future's  stake 

Because  of  you,  I  lost  respect  and  my  pride 
Now  you  want  to  be  home,  at  someone's  side 
Both  of  us  are  to  blame  ...  for  playing  the  game 
Our  children  suffer  no  guidance  and  name 
So  I  toss  them  a  ten,  every  now  and  then 
To  alleviate  the  guilt ...  of  sharing  your  sin 

Miss  lady,  miss  lady,  now  that  you  know 
I'll  call  you  a  cab  ...  so  that  you  can  go 
Miss  lady,  miss  lady,  I  must,  however,  say 
Both  of  us  deserve  ...  a  brighter  and  better  day 

By  Larry  C.  Thomas 
(To  continue.  Part  2:  "Let's  Love  Baby") 


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Acknowledgements 

The  Drum  Staff  would  like  to  thank  the  following  people  for  their  con- 
tributions to  this  issue. 


For  their  art  work:  Clyde  Santana,  pages  3  and  8;  Rama  Amen  Ra,  pages 
10  and  23;  Nelson  Stevens,  page  21;  Naomi  Beam,  page  22;  Lonny  Powell, 
page  35  donated  by  Charles  Key;  page  13  author  unknown  (Brother  at 
Norfolk). 

Also  to  Larry  Thomas  (a  Brother  at  Norfolk)  who  brought  Norfolk  to 
our  attention  by  answering  a  poem  that  appeared  in  our  Women  in  Prison 
issue— Vol.  4,  No.  2,  page  38. 

Special  thanks  to  Dr.  Johnetta  B.  Cole  of  the  W.E.B.  Dubois  Depart- 
ment of  Afro-American  Studies  and  Steven  Bengis  of  the  University  Without 
Walls  Prison  Program  for  enabling  Drum  to  gain  access  to  Norfolk  Prison. 


And  Mel  Smith  for  his  help  and  guidance. 

Last  but  not  least  the  many  Brothers  at  Norfolk  who  made  this  issue 
possible. 


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