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E L O I S A.
V.
V O t. I.
E L O I S A:
O R,
A SERIES
O F
ORIGINAL LETTERS
COLLfiCTBD AND PUBLISHED BY
Mr, J. y. ROUSSEAU,
CITIZEN OF GENEVA.
TRANSLATED FROM THE FRENCH.
A NEW EDITION:
TO WHICH 18 NOW TIRST ADDID9
THE SEQ.UEL OF JULIAj
OR, THE NEW E L O I S J.
(Found atnongft the Author's Papers after his DeceaTe.)
TOOZTREI WITH A PoRTIAIT Or MoMt. RoVSSIAU.
VOL.
LONDON:
PRINTED BY H. BALDWIN:
SOLD BY K. BALDWIN, IN PATER-NOSTER RCW $ AND
T. BECKETy IN PALL-MALL.
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SttSts
THE
AUTHOR'S PREFACE.
/^ RE AT cities require publick theatres,
^^ and romances arc neceffary to a corrupt
people. I faw the manners of the times,
and have publifhed thefe letters. , Would
to heaven I had lived in an age when I ought
rather to have thrown them in the fire !
Though I appear only as the editor of
this work, I confefs I have had fome Ihare
in the compofition. But am I the fole au-
thor, and is the entire correfpondence fifti-
tious ? Ye people of the world, of what im-
portance is it to you ? Certainly, to you it
is' all a fidHon.
Every horieft man will avow the books
.• which he publilhcs. I have prefixed my
name to thefe letters, not with a defign to
appropriate them to myfelf, but that I
might be anfwerable for them. If they
^ Vol, I. A deferve
CO
li AUTHOR'S PREFACE.
defervc ccnfurc : let it fall on me : if they
have any merit, I am not ambitious of the
praife. If it is a bad book I am the more
obliged to own it : I do not wifh to pafs
for better than I am.
As to the reality of the hiftory, I de-
clare, that, though i have been fcveral
times in the country of the two lovers, I
never heard either of Baron d'Etange,
his daughter, Mr. Orbe, Lord B ,
or Mn Wolmar. I muft alfo inform the
reader that there are feveral topographical
crrot^s in this work ; but, whether they
are the eflfedts of ignorance or defign, I
leave undetermined. This is all I am at
liberty to fay : let every one think as he
pleafes.
The book feems not calculated for an
extenfive circulation, as it is not adapted
to the generality of readers. The ftyle
will offend people of tafte, to auftere men
the matter will be alarming, and all the
fentiments will feem unnatural to thofe who
Jcnow not what is meantby the word virtue
\t ought to difpleafe the devotee, the libeiv-
,tine, the philofopher; to fhock all the
ladies of gallantry, and to. fcandalife. every
modeft. woman. By whoni, therefore, will
it
AUTHOR'S PREFACE. iii
it be approved ? Perhaps only by myfclf.
Certain I am, however, that it will not
meet with moderate approbation from any
one.
Whoever may refolve to read thefe let-
ters ought to arm himfelf with patience
againft faults of language, rufticity of
ftile, and pedantry of expreflion; he ought
to remember that the writers are neither
natives of France, wits, academicians,
nor philofophers ; but that they are young
and unexperienced inhabitants of a remote
village, who miftake the romantick extra-
vagance of their own imagination for
philofophy.
Why fliould I fear to fpeak my
thoughts ? This colledtion of letters, with
all their gothick air, will better fuit a mar-
ried lady than books of philofophy : it may
even be of fervice to thofe who, in an irrc-
gular courfe of life, have yet prcferved
fome aflfcdion for virtue. As to young
ladies, they are out of the queftion -, no
chaftc virgin ever read a romance : but if
perchance any young girl fliould dare to
read a fingle page of this, flic is inevitably
loft. Yet, let her not accufe me as the
caufc of her perdition : the mifchief was
A 2 done
iy AUTHOR'S I^REFACE.
done before ; and fince fhe has begun Irt
her proceed, for Ihc has nothing worfe to
fear.
May the auftere reader be difgufted in
the firft volume, revile the Editor, and
throw the book into the fire. I (hall not
complain of injuftice j for probably, in his
place, I might have afted in the fame
manner. But if, after having read to the
end, any one fhould think fit to blame
me for having publifhed the book, let himj
if he pleafes, declare his opinion to all the
world, except to me ; for I perceive it
would never be in my power to cfteem fuch
a mair.
PR E-
J
PREFACE
BY THE
TRANSLATOR.
IT IS by no means my defign to fwcll the vo-
lun)e, or detain the reader from the pleafure
he may reafonably expeil in the perufal of this
work : I fay reafonably^ becaufe the author is a
writer of great reputation. JVIy fole* intention
is to give a concife account of my conduft in
the execution of this arduous ta(k; and to antici-
pate fuch accufations as may naturally beexpeft-
ed from fome readers: I mtnn^thofe who are but
imperfeftly acquainted with the French lan-
guage, or who happen to entertain improper
ideas of tranflations in general.
If I had chofen to preferve the original title,
it would have flood thus: yulia^ or the' new
Eloifa^ in the general title page ; and, in the par-
ticular one. Letters of two lovers^ inhabitants of
a fmall village at the foot of the AlpSy colUSied and
publijhed^ &c. Whatever objedtion I might
have to this title, upon the whole, my princi^.
pal reafon for preferring the name of Eloifa to
that of Julia, was, becaufe the publick feeme4
unanimous in diftinguifhing the work by th^
A 3 fprmer
n TRANSLATOR'S PREFACE,
former rather than the latter, and I was the more
eaflly determined, as it was a matter of no im*
portance to the reader.
The Englifli nobleman who a£is a confider*
able part in this romance is called in the origi-
nal Lord Bomjlony which I fuppofe M. Rouf-
feau thought to be an Englifh name, or at leaft
very like one. It may poffibly found well
enough in the ears of a Frenchman } but I believe
the Engliib reader will not be offended with me
for having fubftituted that of Lord B «— - in its
room. It is amazing that the French novelifts
ibould be as ignorant of our common names,
and the titles of our nobility, as they are of
our manners. They feldom mention our coun-
try, or attempt to introduce an £ngli(h charac-
ter, without expofing themfelves to our ridicule.
I have feen one of their celebrated romances^
in which a Britiib nobleman, called the Duke
of Workinjheton^ is a principal perfonagc \ and
another, in which the one identical lover of the
heroine is fometimes aDuke, fometimes an Earl,
and fometimes a fimple Baronet. Catomhridge
is, with them, an Engliflicity: and yet they
endeavour to impofe upon their readers by pre-
tending their novels are tAnflations from the
Englifh.
With regard to this chef (Tceuvre of M.
Rouflfeau, it has been received with uncommon
avidity* in France, Italy, Germany, Holland^
and,infhort, in every part of the Continent where
the French language is underftood. In England,
bcildes
ii.
TRANSLATOR'S PREFACE. t»
befides a very confiderable number firft im-
ported^, it has been many times reprinted ;
but,, hew much foever the world might be de-
lighted with the original, I found it to be the
general opinion of my countrymen, that it was
•ne of thoie boolcs which could not poiEbly be
trahflated with any tolerable degree of juftice to
the authour : and this general opinionjl own, waa
a motive with me for undertaking the work.
There are, in this great city, a confiderablo
number of induftrious labourers, who maintain
themfelves, and perhaps a niumerous family, by
writing for the- bookfellers, by whom they arc
ranged in. feparate clafles, according to theit
different abilities^; the very loweft clafs of all
being that of Tran/laUrs. Now, it cannot be
(uppofed that men, who are deemed incapable
of better employment, can be perfe^y ac*
quainted either with their own or with any othei
language: befides, were they ever fo well qua-
lified, it becomes their duty to execute as much
work in as little time as poffibl^ ; for, at all
events, they muft have bread : therefore, it were
unreafonable to expe£l they (hould fpend their
precious moments in poring over a difficult
fcntence, in order to render their verlion the
more elegant. This I take to be the true reafon
why our tranfiations from the French are in
general fo extremely bad.
I confefs, the idioms of the two languages
are very different, and that therefore it will, in
fome inftances, be impoffible to reach the deli-
A 4 cacy
vifi TRANSLATOR'S PREFACE,^
cacy of expreffion in an elegant French writer^
but, in return, their language is frequently h
vague and diffufe, that it muft be entirely the
fault of the Englifia tranilator if he dpes not often
improve upon his originaj ; but this will nevei
l^e the cafe, unlefs we fit down with a defign tQ
tranflate the ideas rather thaa the words of out
author.
Moft of the tranflations which I have read,'
appear like a thin gaufe fpread over the original ;
" the French language appears through every pa-i
ragraph; but this is entirely owing to the want
of attention, or want of ability, in thetranf-
lator. Mr. Pope, and fome few others, have
fhown the world, that not only the ideas of the
moft fublimc writers may be accurately exprefled
in a tranflation, but that it is poffible to im-
prove and adorn them with beauties peculiar to
the Engliflt language, -
If, in the following pages, the reader ex^
pefts ^to find a fervile, literal tranflation, he
will be miftaken. 1 never could, and never
will, cojfy the failings of my author, be his
reputation ever fo great, in thofe inftances
' where they evidently proceed from want of at-
tention, M. Rouffeau writes with great ele-
gance, but ,he fometimes wants propriety of
thought, and accuracy of expreffion.
As to the real merit of this performance, the
Hniverfal approbation it has mdt with is a
ftronger recomm^endation than any thing I could
fay in its praife.
A DIA^
A
DIALOGUE
BETWEEN
A MAN OF 1LE_TTERS
AKD
M. y. J, ROUSSEAU^
OK THE,
SUBJECT of ROMANCES^.
Publifhed fince his ELOISA, and intended a»
a Prsfac£ to that Work.
i
ADVERTISEMENT.
THE following Dialogue wa^ originally intended
as a Preface to Eloisa ; but its form and length
permitting me to prefix to that Work only a few ex^
traSfs from it, I now publijh it entire^ in hopei
that it will be found to contain fome ufeful hints
concerning Romances in general. Beftdes^ I thought
it proper to wait till the Book had taken its chance^
before I dif cuffed its inconveniences and advantages^
being unwilling either to injure the Bookfellery or
fupplicatc the indulgence of the Publick.
DIALOGUE,
^.nriHERE, take your manufcript: I have
X read it quite through.
JR. ^ite through? I underftand you: you
think there are not many readers will follow your
example.
N. FelJucy velnema.
R. Turpe £sf mifirabile. But let me have your
fincere opinion.
N. I dare not*
JR. You have dared to the utmoft by that fin-
gle word : pray, explain yourfelf^
N. My opinion depends on youranfwerto
this queftion: Is it a real, orfidlious correfpon-
dence?
R* I cannot perdeive the confequence. la
order to give one's fentiments of a book, of what
importance can it be to know how it was. writ*
ten?
N. In this cafe it is of great importance. A
portrait has its merit if it refembles the^original, .
ke that original ever fo ftrange^ but4a.api<^ure
A 6 which
xii DIALOGUE ONT THE
whicHisthe produce of imagination, every human "
figure fliould refemble human nature, or the
pifture is of no value: yet, fuppoftng them both
good in their kind, there is this difference, the
portrait is interefting but to a few people, whilflr
the piSure will pleafe the pdplick-in general.
R. I conceive your meaning. If thefe letters
are portraits, they are unintereftingj if they are
piftures, they arq. ill 4onQ, Is. it aot.fo ?
N Precifely,
R. Thus I (hall fhatch your anfwers before *
you /peak. But, as I cannot reply diredtly to-
your queffion, I muift beg leave topropofeone
ill my turn. Suppofe the worft : my Eloifa—-
N. O! if (he h;id really exifted.
R. Well.
N. But certainly it is no more tkan a fi<Sion..
R. Beit fo.
N, Why, then,^ there never was any thing
more abfurd : the letters are no letters, the ro-
mance IS no roma^ice, and * the perfo»ages arc
people of another world.
R. I am forry for it, for the (akef of this-
N. Confole yourfelf; there i6 fto want of
fools among us j but your's have no exiftence in
nature.
R. I could No, 1 perceive the drift of*
your curiofity. But why do you judge fo pre-
cipitately? Can you be ignorant how yridely
human nature differs from itfelf ? how oppofite
its charadterifticks ? how prejudice and manners
vary according to times, placo6> and age. Who -
S «
SUBJECT OF ROMANCES, xm
is it that canprefcribe bounds to nature, and fay.
Thus far fhalt thou go, and no farther?
N. If fuch reafoning were allowed, monfters,
giants, pygmies, and chimeras of all kinds might
be fpecifically admitted into nature : every ob-
jeft would be disfigured, and wefliould have na
common model of ourfelves. I repeat it, in ^
pi(Sure of human nature every figure flioiild re-
femble man,
R. Iconfefsit; but, then, we fhould diftiif*
guifli between the variety in human nature and
that which is eflintial to it. What would you
fay of one who fhould only be' able to know
mankind in the pifture of a Frenchman ?
N. What would you fay of one, who, without
cxprefling features or fhape, ftiould paint a hu-
man figure covered with a veil ? Should we not
have reafon to afk, where is the man ?
R, Without exprefling features or fhape -^ Is
thisjuft? There is no perfeftion in human
nature : that is, indeed^ chimerical. A young
virgin in love with virtue^ yet fwerving from its
di£latcs,but reclaimed by the horrour of a greater
crime— ^a too eafy friend puniifacfd at laft by her
own heart for her culpable indulgence — a young
man, honeft and fenfible, but weak; yet in
Words a philolbpher — an old gentleman bigotted
to his nobility, and facrificing every thing to
opinion— a generous and brave Englilhman,
paffionately wife> and> without reafon, always
leafoning. ' ..
XIV DIALOGUE ON THE
N, A hufband, hofpi table and gay, eager to
introduce into his family his wife's quondam
paramour,
R. I refer you to the infcription of the plate,
N, Les belles ames — Vaftlyfine!
R. Ophilofophy! What pains thou takeft
to contraft the heart, and leffen human nature !
N. It is fallacioufly elevated by a romantick
imagination. But to the point — The two
friends What do you fay of them ? — and that
fudden converfion at the altar? — divine grace,
no doubt. ■ ■
R. But, Sir— .
N. A pious chriftian, not inftrufting her
children in their catechifm j who dies without
praying; whofe death neverthelefs edifies the
parfon, and converts an Atheift— O !
R. Sir
jV. As to the reader being interefted^ his con*
cem is univerfal, and therefore next to none.
Not one bad a£tion i not one wicked man to
make us fear the good. Events fa natural,
and fo fimple, that they fcarce deferve the name
of events — ^no furprife — ^no dramatick artifice-f—
every thing happens juft as it was expe£led. Is
it worth while to regiftex fuch actions as ^very
man may fee any day of his life in bis own houfe,.
or in that of his neighbour i
R. So then you would have common men, and
uncommon events ? Now, I fhould rather deiire
the contrary. You took it for a romance : it is
not
SUBJECT OF ROMANCES. xr
not a romanccj but, as you faid before, a col-
ledion of letters.
N. Which are no letters at all : this, I thinks
I faid alfo. What an cpiftolary ftilc 1 How full
ofbombaft! What exclamations ! What pre-
paration ! How emphatical to exprefs common
ideas I What big words and weak reafoning ?
Frequently neither fenfe, accuracy, art, energy^
nor depth. Sublime language and grovelling
thoughts. If your perfonages are in nature,
confefs, atleaft, that their ftile is unnatural.
R, I own, that in the light in which you are
pleafed to view them it muft appear fa,
N. Do you fuppofe the publick will not judge
in the fame manner^ and did you not aik my
opinion ?
JR. I did, and I anfwer you with a defign to
have it more explicitly : now, it appears that you
would be better pleafed with letters written on
purpofe to be printed*
N. Perhaps I might ; at leaft, I am of opinion
that nothing fliould be printed which is not fit
ibdrthepiefs.
jR. So that in books we Ihould behold man-^
kind only as they choofe to appear.
N. Moft certainly,. as to the authour ; thofe
whom he reprefents, fuch as they are. But in
thefe letters this is not the cafe. Not one ftrong
delineation^not a finglc perfonagc ftrikingly
charaacrifed— no folid obfervations— no know-
ledge of the world. What can be learnt in the
little
xvi DIALOGUE ON THE
little fphere of two or three lovers or friends
conftantly employed in matters only relative to
themfelves?
R, We may learn to love human nature,
whilft in extenfiv.e fociety we learn to hate man-
kind.. Your judgement is fevere; that of the
publick ought to be ftill more fo. Without com-
plaining of injuftice, I will tqll you, in my turn,
in what light thefe letters appear to me j riot (o
much to excufe theii: defe<5ls, as to difcover
their fource.
The perceptions of perfons in retirement are
very different from thofe of people in the great
world J their paflions being differently modified
are differently expreffedi their imaginations,con-
ftantly impreffed by the fame objects, are more
violently affefted. The fame fmall number of
images conftantly return, mix with every idea>
and create thofe ftrange and falfe notions fo re-
markable in people who fpend their lives in
folitude ; but does it follow that their language
isenergick? No, it is only extraordinary; it is
in our converlation with the world that we learn
to fpeak with energy: iirft, becaufe we muft
fpeak differently and better than othcrs^and then,
being every moment obliged to affirm what may
not be believed, and to exprefs fentimcnts which
we do not feel, we endeavour at a pcrfuafive
manner, which fupplies the place of interior pet-:
fualion. Do you believe that people of real lien-i.
fibility cxprcfs themfelves with that vivacity,
€nergy> and ardoui: which you to much admire i^
©ur
SUBJECT OF' ROMANCES, xfii
©ur drama and romances? No— true paffion^
full ofitfelf, is rather difFufive than ei&phatical ;i
it dpes not even think of perfuafion, as it never
fuppofcs that its exiftence can be doubtful. In.
cxpreiSng its feelings, it fpeaks rather for the fake
of its own cafe than to inform others. Love is
painted with more vivacity in large cities, but»
is it in the village, therefore, lefs violept ?
N. So, then, the weaknefs of the expreffion is a
proof.of the ftrength of the paffion*
R, Sometimes, at Icaft, it is an indicatfon of
its reality. Read but a love-letter written by anr
authour who endeavours to fhine as a man of wit:
if he has any warmth in his brain, his words*
will fet fire to the paper -, but the flame will fpread'
no farther : you may be charmed, and perhaps a
little moved, but it will be a fleeting agitation^
which will leave nothing except the remcm-^
berance of words. On the contrary, alette r
really didated by love, written by a lover in-
fluenced by a real paffion, will be tame, difFufe,,
prolixj unconnefted, and full of repetitions :
his heart, overflowing vvith the fame fentiment»
conftantly returns to the fame expreflions, and
like a natural fountain flows continually without
being exhauftcd. Nothing brilliant, nothing
remarkable : one remembers neither words nor
phrafcs; there is nothing to be admired, nothing
ftriking : yet we are moved without knowing
why. Though we are not ftruck with ftrength
of feotiment, we are touched with its truth, and
our hearts, in fpite of us, fympathife with the
writer
xvui DIALOGUE ON THE
writer. But men of no fcnfibility, who ki;iow
nothing mofe than the flowery jargon of the
paiiions, are ignorant of thofe beauties, and de*
fpift them.
N. I am all attention.
R. Very well. I fay, that in real lovc-lct-
ters the thoughts are common, yet the ftilc is
not familiar. Love is nothing more than an il-
luAon; it creates for itfelf another univerfe; it
is furrounded with objefts which have no exift-
ence but in imagination, and its language is al-
ways figurative; but its figures are neither juft
nor regular: its eloquence confifts in its dif-
order, and when it reafons leaft it is moft con-
vincing. Enthufiafm is the laft degree of this
paffion. When it is arrived at its greateft height,
its objed appears in a ftate of perfe£lion 5 it then
becomes its idol 5 it is placed in the heavens j
and, as the enthufiafm of devotion borrows
the language of love, the enthufiafm of love alfo
borrows the language of devotion. Its ideas
prefent nothing but Paradife, angels, the virtue
of faints, and the delights of heaven. In fuch
tranfport, furrounded by fuch images, is it
not natural to* expeft fublime language? Can it
poflibly debafe its ideas by vulgar expreffions i
Will it not on the contrary raife its ftile,and fpeak
with adequate dignity ? What then becomes of
your epiJiolaryJiiU? It would do mighty weU,
to be fure, in writing to the objed of one's ado-
ration : in that cafe, they are not letters, but
hymns.
N. We
SUBJECT OF ROMANCES. xix
N. We fliall fee what the world will fay.
R. No: rather fee the winter on my head*
There is an age for experience, and another fof
recolleftion. Our fenfibility may be extin-i^
guifhed by time; but the foul which was once
capable of that fenfibility remains. But to re-
turn to our lettcfrs : if you read them as the
work of an authour who endeavours to pleafe, or
piques himfelf on his writing, they are certainly
deteftable. But, take them for what they are,
and judge of them in their kind. Two or three
young people, fimple, if you will, but fenfible,
who, mutually expreffing the real fentiments of
their hearts, have no intention to ditphy their
wit. They know and love each other too well
forfelf-admiration to have any influence among
- them. They are children, "and therefore think
like children. They are not natives of France,
bow then can they be fuppofedto write correftly ?
They lived in folitude^ and therefore could
know but little of the world. Entirely filled
with one fingle feniiment, they are in a con-
ftant delirium, and yet prefume to philofophife.
Would you have them know how to obferve, to
judge, and to reflea? No: of thefe they arc
ignorant; but they are vcrfed in the art of love,
and all their words and anions are connected
with that paffion. Their ideas are extravagant,
but is not the importance which they give to
thefe romantick notions more amufing than all
the wit they could have difplayed i They fpeak
of every thing; tbcy areconftantly miftakcn; they
teach
xx DIALOGUE ON THE,
teach US' nothing, except the knowledge of them-
felvei *y but, in making themfelves known, they
obtain our afie^iion. Their errours are more eii^
gaging than the wifdom of the wife. Their ho-
neft hearts, even in their tranfgreiEons, bear ftill
the prejudice of virtue, always confident and al-
ways betrayed. Nothing anfwers their expe£lu-
tioDs;. every event ferves to undeceive them.
They arc deaf to the voice of difcouragingtriith :
they find nothing correfpond with their own feel-»
ings, and, therefore, detacliing themfelves from
the reft of the univerfe, they create in their fepa-
ratefociety a little world of their own, which
prefents an entire new fcene,
^.- 1 confefs that a young fellow of twenty,
and girls of eighteen, though not uninftrufted,
ought not to talk like philofophers, even though
they may fuppofe themfelves fuch. I own alfo,
for this diftindiion has not cfcaped me, that thefe
girls became wives of merit, and the young man
a better obferver. I make no comparifon be-
tween the beginning and the end of the work.
The detail of domeftick occurrences may efface,
in fome meafure, the faults of their younger
years : the chafte and fenfible wife, the worthy
matron, may obliterate the rememberance of for-
mer weakneft. But even this, iS a fubjeft for
criticifm : the conclufion of the work renders
the beginning reprehenfible : one would imagine
them to be two different books, which ought
not to be read by the fame people. If you in-
tended
i
!St)BJECT OP ROMANCES, xri
tended to exhibit rational perfonages, why would
you expofe them before they were become fo ?
Our attention to the leflbns of wifdom is dc-
ftroyed by the child's-play by which they are
preceded : we are fcandalifed at the bad before
the good can edify us. In (hort, the reader
is offended, and throws the book afide in the
very moment when it might become fervice-
^ble,
R. On the contrary, I am of opinion,- that
to thofe who are difgufted with the beginning
the end would be entirely fuperfluous ; and that
the beginning will be agreeable to thofe readers
to whom the concluiion may be ufeful. ' So that
thofe who do not read to the end will have loft
-nothing, becaufe it is an improper book for
them; and thofe to whom it may be of fervice
Would never have read it if it had begun with
more gravity. Our leffons can never be ufeful
unlefs they are fo written as to catch the attention
ef thofe for whofe benefit they were calculated.
I may have changed the means, and not the
'©bje£l. When I endeavoured to fpeak to men^
I was not heard ; perhaps, in fpeaking to chil-
dren I fliall gain more attention; and children
wauW have no more relifli for naked reafon than
for medicines ill difgui'fed.
Cofi air egrofanciulporgiamo aj^erfi
Dtfoave licor gV or It delvafo \
Succhiamari ingannato in tanto ei bfVff
But,
mU dialogue on the
But, on the margin of the cup
Let honey drop by ftealth 5
Drinking the hitter potion up.
They're cheated into health.
N. Here, again, I am afraid you are deceived :
they will fip on the edge of the veffel, but will
not drink the liquor.
, jR. Beitfo: it will not be my fault: I fhall
have done all in my power to make it palatable.
My young folks are amiable ; but to love them
at thirty it is neceffary to know them when they
were ten years younger. One muft have lived
with them a long time to be pleafed with their
company; and, to tafte their virtues, it is ne-
■ ceflary we fliould firft have deplored their fail-
ings. Theirletters are notintereftingatfirft 3 but
we grow attached by degrees, and can neither
continue nor quit them. They are neither ele-
gant, eafy, rational, fenfible, nor eloquent; but
there is a fenfibility which gradually communi-
cates itfeif to our hearts, which at laft is found
to fupply the place of all the reft. It is a long
romance, of which no one part has power to
move us, and yet the whole produces a proper
^ffeSt. At leaft, fuchwere its efFe<ft upon me.
Pray, were not you touched in reading it i
N, No ; yet I can eafily conceive your being
afFefled : if you are the authour, nothing can be
more natural ; and if not, I can ftill account for
it. A man of the world can have no tafte for
tbe extravagant ideas, the aftc<3:ed pathos, and
falfe reafoning of your good folks j but they will
fuit
SUBJECT OF ROMANCES, xxili
fUit a reclufe, for the reafon which you have
given : now, before you determine to publifli
the manufcript, you would do well to remem-
ber that the world is, not compofed of hermits*
All you can exped is that your young gentle-
man will be taken for a Celadon, your Lord B—
for a Don Quixote, your young damfels for two
Aftreas, and -that the world will laugh at them
for a company of fools. But a continued folly
cannot be entertaining. A man fhould write
like Cervantes before he can expect to engage
his reader to accompany him through four
volumes of nonfenfe.
jR. The very reafon which would make you
fupprefs this work will induce me to print it.
N. What ! the certainty of its not being read ?
R. A little patience and you will underftand
me. As to morals, I believe that all kinds of
reading are ufelefs to people of the world : firft^
becaufe the number of new books which they
run through fo generally contradi£t each other
thattheir efFedlis reciprocally deftroyed. The
few choice books which deferve a fecond perufal
are equally ineffeftual : for, if they are written in
in fupport of received opinions, they are fuper-
fiuous; and if in oppofition they are of no
ufe ; they are too weak to break the chain vi^hich
attaches the reader to the vices of fociety. A
man of the world may poffibly, for a moment, be
led from his wonted path by the didatesof mo-
rality; but he will find fo maay obftacles in the
tvay, that he will fpeedily return to his former
4 courfe«
yxiv DIALOGUE ON THE
'courfe. I am perfuaded there are few people, who
*have had a tolerable education, that have not made
this eflay at leaft once in their lives 5 but, find-
ing their efforts vain, they are difcouraged front
any future attempt, and confider the morality of
"books as the jargon of idleniefs. The farther we
''retreat from bufinefs, great cities, and nume*
rous focieties, the more'the obftacles to morality
diminifh. There is a certain point of diftance
where thefe obftacles ceafe to be infurmount-
-able, and there it is that books may be of uk%
When we live in folitude, as we do not then
read with a defign to difplay our reading, we are
lefs anxious to change our books, and beftow on
them more reflexion $ and as theif principles find
lefs oppofition from without, their internal im-
preflion is more efFe<ftual. In retirement, the
want of occupation, obliges thofe who have no
refource in themfelves, to have recourfe to books
of amufement. Romances are more read in the
|>rovincial towns than at Paris, in towns lefs than
in the country, and there they make the deepeft
impreflion — the rcafon is p*lain.
Now, it happens unfortunately that the books
which might amufe, inftruft, and confole the
people in retirement, who are uhhappy only ill
their o'^n imagination, are generally calculated
to make them ftrll more Hiffatisfied with their
fituaticfi. People of rank and fafhion are the
fole' perfonages of all our romances. The re-
fined tafte of great cities, court maxims, the
fplcndour of luxury, and Epicurean mordity;
t\vcfe
SUBJECT OF ROMANCES, xxv
thcfe are their precepts, thefe their ieflbns of in*
■ ftru£tion. The colouring of their falfe virtues
tarnifhes their real ones. Polite manners are
fubftituted for real duties, fine fentiments for
good a£lions, and virtuous fimplicity is deemed
want of breeding.
What effe6l muft fuch reprefentations produce
in the mind of a country gentleman, in which
his Treedom and hofpitality is turned into ridicule,
and the joy which he fpreads through his nugh-
bourhood is pronounced to be a low and con-
temptible amufement? What influence muft
they not have upon his wife, when fhe is taught
that the care of her family is beneath a lady of
her rank ; and on his daughter, who, being in-
• ftruiled in the jargon and aiFeftation of the city,
difdains for his tlownifh behaviour the honeft
neighbour whom fhe would otherwife have mar-
ried. With one confent, afliamed of their ru-
fticity, anddifgufted with their village, they
leave their ancient manfion, which foon becomes
a ruin, to refide in the metropolis; where the
father, with his crofs of St. Louis, from a gen-
tleman becomes a {harper; the mother keeps a
gaming houfe; the daughter am ufesherfelf with
a circle of gamefters: and frequently all three,
after having led a life of infamy, die in mifery
and dilhonour.
Authours, men of letters, and philofopbers
are conftantly infinuAting, that in order to fulfill
the duties of fociety, and to ferve our fellow-
creatures, it is neceflTary that we Ibould live in
Vol,. I. B great
jcxvi DIALOGUE ON THE
great cities: according to them, to fly from
Paris is to hate manicindj people in the country
are nobody in their eyes^ .to hear them talk, one
would imagine that where there are no penfions,
academies, noropen tables, thereisnoexiftencc.
AH our productions verge to the fame goal.
Tales, romances, comedies, all are levelled at the
country : i\\ coiifpite to ridicule ruftic fimplicity;
they all difplay, andtxtol, the pleafures of the
-great world: it is a fbame not to know them;
•and not to enjoy them, a misfortune. How
^many of th«fe (harpers and proftitutes, with
HB^hiCh^Paris is fo amply provided, were firft fe-
duced by the expert tion of thefe imaginary
pleafures? Thus prejudice and opinion con-
tribute to eflfWt the political fyftem, byattra^ing
the inhabitants of each country to a fingle point
of territory, leaving all the reft a defert:
thus nations are depopulated, that their capitals
may flouriflij and this frivolous fplendour, with
which fools are captivated, makes Europe vei^c
with celerity towards its ruin. The happinefs
of fliankind requires that we fhould endeavour
to ftop this torrent of pernicious maxims. The
cmploymentof the clergy is to tell us that we
muft be good and wife, without concerning
them felves about the fucccfsof their difcourfcs;
but a good citizen, who is really anxious to pro-
mote virtue, fhould not only tell us to be good,
4)ut endeavour to make the path agreeable which
will lead us.to happinefs.
1 N. Pray
SUBJECT OF FOMAN.C^S; ;kxv]1
N. Pt^Yj .my good friend, take breath for
a momenc. \ am no enemy to ufcful dcfigns;
and I have been fo attentive to your reafoning, *
that I believe it will be in my power to conii-
nuc your argument. You.are clearly of opinion^
that to give to works of imagination the only
utility of which they are 'capable, they muft
have an cffcQ: diametrically oppofite to that
which their authours generally prppofe; they
muft combat .every human inftitution, re-
duce all things to a ftate of nature, make man-
kind in love with a life of pe^ce and fimpliciiy,
dcftroy their prejudices and Opinions, infpire
them with a tafte for true pleafure, keep -them
diftant from each other, and, inftead of exciting
people to crowd into large cities, perfuade them
to Ipread themfelvcs all over the kingdom, that
every part may be equally enlivened, I alfo
comprehend, that it is not your intention to
create a world of Arcadian fliepherds, of illu*
ftrious peafants labouring on their own acres^ and
philofophifing on the works of nature, nor any
other romantic beings, which exiftonly in books;
but to convince mankind that in rural life there
are many pleafures which they know not how
to enjoy J that thefe pleafures are neither fo in-
Apid nor fo grofs as they imagine; that they are
fufceptible of tafte and delicacy j that a fenfibic
man, who fhould retire with his family into the
country, and become his own former, might
enjoy more rational felicity, than in the midft
Qf, the amufements of a great cityj that a good
B 2 houk'^ife
xxviii DIALOGUE ON THE
houfcwlfe may be a moft agreeable woman, that
flie may be as graceful and as charming as any
town coquet oF them all ; in fhort, that the moft
tender fentiments of the heart will more efFec-
tually animate fociety than the artificial lan-
guage of polite circles, where the ill-natured
laugh of fatire is the pitiful fubftitute of that
real mirth which no longer exifts.— Have I not
hit the inark ?
R. It is the very thing; to which I will add
but one reflexion. We are told that romances
difturb the brain : 1 believe it true. In conti-
nually difplaying to the reader the ideal charms
of a fituation very different from his own, he
becomes diffatisfied, and makes an imaginary
exchange for that which he is taught to admire.
Defiring to be that which he is not, he foon be-
lieves himfelf adlually tnetamorphofed, and fo
becomes a fool. If, on the contrary, romances
were only to exhibit the pictures of real objefts,
of virtues and pleafures within our reach^ they
would then make us wifer and better. Books
which are defigned to be read in folitude fliould
be written in the language of retirement : if they
are meant to inftruft, they (hould make us in
love with our fituation ; they fliould combat and
deftroy the maxims of the great world, by
fliowing them to be falfe and defpicable, as they
really are. Thus, Sir, a romance, if it be well
written, oratleaftif itbeufeful, muftbehiffed,
damnedj and defpifed by the polite world, as
being a mean, extravagant, and ridiculous per-
formance j
SUBJECT OF ROIifANCES., xxix
formance; and thus what is folly in the eyes of
the world is real wifdom.
N. Your conclufion is felf-evident. It is
impoflible better to anticipate your fall, nor to
be better prepared to fall with dignity. There
remains but one difficulty: People in the coun-
try, you know, take their cue from us. A book
calculated for them muft firft pafs the cenfure
of the town : if we think fit to damn it, its cir-
culation is entirely flopped. What do you fay
to that ?
R. The anfwer is quite fimple. You fpeak
of wits who refide in the country; whilft I
would be underftood to mean real country folks..
You gentlemen who fhine in the capital have,
certain prepoffefiions of which you muft be
cured : you imagine that you govern the tafteof alL
France, when in fad three fourths of the king-
dom do not know that you exift. The books
which are damned at Paris often make the for-
tune of country bookfellers.
N. But why will you enrich them at the ex-
penfe of our*s?
R. Banter me as you pleafe; I (hall perfift.
Thofe who afpire to fame muft calculate their
works for the meridian of Paris ; but thole who
write with a view to do good muft write for the.
country. How many worthy people are there^
who pafs their lives in cultivating a few paternal
acres, far diftant from the metropolis, and who
think thcmfelves exiled by the partiality of for-
tune?. During the long winter evenings, de-
B 3 prived
XXX jJi'ALdGUE ON THE
privedof /ociety, they pafs the time in reading
fuch- books of amufement as happen to fall into
thtir hands. In their ruftick fimplicity they do
not pride themfelves on their wit or learning j
they read for entertainment rather than inftruc*
tion ; books of morality and philofophy are en-
tirely unknown to them. As to your romances,
Aey are fo far from being adapted to their (iiua-
tion, that they ferve only to render it infupport-
able. Their retreat is reprefented tobe a defert,
fo that, wbilft they afford a few hours amufement,
ih^y pfe)>ire for them whole manths of regret
a'nd difcontfent. Why may I not fuppofe^ that,
by fortie fortunate accident, this book, likemar^y
Others of flill lefs merit, will fail into the hands
of thofe inhabitants of the fields, and that the
jSleafing pifture of a lifeexadly refembling their^s
^rll render it more Colerabl'e f I have great plea-
fvtte in the idea of a married ct>uple reading this
rrdvel tdgcthtr, imftibing frefli* courage to fup-
port iheir common la'feours, and perhaps-new de-
frgris 16 renrfer them ufeful. How can they
poilibly contemplate the reprefentation of a happy
femily without attempting to imitate thfe pleafing
model? How can they be affcdted' with the
charms of conjugal anion, even where love is
tc^nting, without increafiiig and confirming
ffeeir own attachment ? In quitting thieir book,
they will neither Be difcontentcd with their fitua-
fitJrtl, rtor difguftecf at their labour : on the con-
trary, cytryohjtSt around them- will afJume a more
delrghtfuF afpeft, their duties will feem ennobled,
their
SUBJECT OF ROMANCES. :pfxi
their tafte for the plcafures of nature will revive j
her genuine fenfations will be rekindled in their
hearts, and, perceiving happinefs within their
reach, they will learn to tafte it as they ought :
they will perforin the fame funAions, but with '
another foul ; and what they did before as pea-
l^nts only, they will now tranfad as real pa*
triarchs«
N. So far, you fail before the wind. Hu-
fbands, wives, matrons but, with regard to-
voung gjrls : do you fay nothing of thofe ?
fL N'o. A modeft girl will never re^d book*
of love. If (he (hould complain, of having
t>eca injut)ed by the penufal of the.fe voluniesy
iheis unjuft: (he has loft no virtue; for (he
had none to-lofe.
N. Prodigious! attend to this, all y^^ ^mo-^
rouj writers j for thus ye are all. j uftifisd^
R. Provided they arejuftiiied by. thein QWQ
hfi^ts, and the objedt of tbpir writings.
N. And is that t]\.e cafe with you?
jR. I anj toQ proud, to aniwer that queftion^
hxxt £loifa« had a certain rule by which (he formed
her judgement of books* : if you like it, ufe
it in judging of this. Authours have endear
voured to make the reading of romances fer-
viceable to youth. There never was a more idle
projed. It is juft fetting (ire to the houfe in
Qrder to employ the engines. Having conQeive4
this ridiculous idea,^ inftead of direding theoio*
rafgf their writing;s towards its. prefer ohj^e£tj
B 4 it
xyxa DFALOGUE ON THE
it is conftantly addrefled to young girls*, with-
out confidering that thefe fiave ho (hare in the
irregularities complained of. In general, though
their hearts may be corrupted, their condufl: is
blamelefs They obey their mothers, in expec-
tation of the time when it v(\\l be in their power
to imitate them. If the wives do their duty, be
afiured the girls will not be wanting in their's.
N, Obfervation is againft you in this point.
The whole fex feem to require a time for iiber-
tinifm, either in one ftate or the other. It is
a bad leaven, which muft ferment foon or late.
Among a civilized people, the girls are eafy,
and the wives difficult, of accefs ; but where
mankind are Icfs polite it is juft the reverfe :
the firft confider the crime only, and the. latter
thefcandal. The principal queftion is, how to
be beft fecured from temptation : as to the crime,
it is of no confideration.
jR. If we were to judge by its confeqUenceSj
one would be apt to be of another opinion.
But let us be juft to the women: the caufe of
th ir irregularities is lefs owing to themfelves
than to our ba{l inftinitions. The extreme in-
equality in the different members of the fame
family muft ncceffarily ftifle the fentiments of
nature, The vices and misfortunes of children
are owing chiefly to the father's unnatural de-
fpotifm. A young wife, unfuitably efpoufed,
and a viftim to the avarice Or vanity of her pa-
tents, glories in effacing the fcandal of her former,
* virtue
f This regards joply th& modem Etogliih romances*
SUBJECT OP ROMANCES. «xiii
virtue by her prefent irregularities. If you
would remedy this evil, proceed to its fource.
Publick manners can only be reformed by begin-
ning with private vices, which naturally arife
from parents. But our reformers never proceed
in this manner. Your cowardly authour^ preach
only to the dppreflfedj and their morality caa
have no efFe<ft, becaufe they have not the art ta
addrefs themoft powerful,
N. You, Sir, however, run no rifle of being
accufed of fervility; but may yoi^ not p. iHbly
be toofincere? In ftriking at the root of this
evil, may you not be the caufe of more —
R, livil! tov/hom? In times of epidemical
contagion, when all are infeded from their in-
fancy, would it be prudent to hinder the.
diftribution of falutary medicines, under a
pretence that they might do harm to people
in health i You and I, Sir^ differ fo widely
on this pointy that if it w^re reafonable to
expeft that thefe letters can meet with any
fuccefs,^ I am perfuaded they will do more good,
than a better book.
N, Cettainly your females are excellent
preachers. I am pleafed to fee you reconciled:
with the ladies ; for I was really concerned wheii*
you irripofed filence on the (ex.*
R. You are too fevers : L muft' bold my
tongue: I am neither fo wife nor fo foolifh as t^
l)e always in the right. Let us leave this bone
fcr the criticks.
B 5 JKL With.
*See tke UUtrto M. d*Alembert J^r Us S^c^cluk>
jrxxit DtALOC^e ON THE
N. With all flf^hcait, left they ftomld want
one. Biil^ ri>pp>ofe ymi ba<l n^hing to feaf fr^m
any mhef qiWtfSer, feov7 v«ril) yo« cxcufrtd a cer-
fairi fttere ^nfoc of the ffage thofe wa*m de-»
i^i^rf^iofisj and imffai&oiteii feittlmcmtSy which
s^k fo freqiM^nt m thefelectefs ? Show me a fceite
instnyof our theatrical j^iiecesr e^a) to that in
the wood at Clafens, or that of tJle dreffing-rooro.
Read the letter on theatrical artifif<^ments ; read
the whole colleflion. In (hort, be confiftejit, or
fenoance your formci* opinions. What would
you have one think f
R. I would have the cfitickd be confiftent with
themfelv^s, and not judge till they have tho-
roughly examined. Let me intreat you to read
once more with attention the parts you have
Mentioned ; read again the preface to Narcijfe^
and you will there find an anfwer to the accu-
fation of inconfiftency. Thofe forward gentle-
Wen, who pretend to difcover that fault in the
I)ivin du Village^ will undoubtedly think it much
more glaring in this work. They will only aft
in character j but you —
N, I recolleft two paflages*. You do not
much efteem your contemporaries.
Rs Sir, I am alfo their Contemporary! O,
why was I not born in an age in which I ought
to have burnt this colleSion !
N. Extravagant as ufual I however, to a cer-
tain degree, your maxims are juft. For inftance;
ff your £k)ifa had been chafte from the begin-
: ■ ning
♦ fxtf^ct to NareiJe-^Ltiln I M. d*Al«inbtrt.
niag» iw' wouldhaveajforckd us tefs inftru^on i
foD tawhonm would Ihe have ferved as a^ model f
In the moit corrupt ages maniclnd ar«^ fondof
thfinoftipevfiirdieibas of morality^ tbcoiy 6xg^
pUes the place of praSke : and^ at the ftnall ex^
pfniieo£aljocl«leirurtt*readiiig, they iatisfytbe
remnant of theiu t^afle for vistue.
R. Sublime authours, relax^a* little- your per^St
models, if youexpe<£l thatwefliauld endeavour
to imitate them. To what purpofe doyou vaunt
unfpotted purity ? rather (how us that which may
be secovered, and perhaps there are fome whqe
will attend to your inftrudions.
N. Your young hero has already madetbofe
reflexions ; but, no matter;^ you would be thought
no lefs culpable In having Qiown us what is done^
in order to fhow what ought to be done. Befides,^
to infpire the girls with love, and to make wives^
reftrved, is overturning the order of things, and
. recalling thofe trifling morals which are now to-
tally profcribed by philofophy. Say what you:
will, it is very indecent, nay fcandalous,. for ^
girl to be in love : nothing but a hufbami caa
authorife a lover. It was certainly very impo-
liticktobe indulgent to the unmarried ladies,.wha
are not allowed to read you^ and fevere upoa
the married ones, by whom you ape to bcjudgcfd.
Believe me, if you were fearfu) of fucccfs, yoa
anay be quite eaiy : you have taken. &ifficient
care to avoid an affront of that nature Be it as>
it may, I ftall not betray your confidence.. I
kope your imprudence will not carry you too*
B & V . far-
xjcxvi DIALOGUE ON THE •
fi^r. If you think you have written ajaufeful book^
ptiblifli it; but by all means conceal your name.^'
.R. Conceal my name! Will an honeft man
fpeak to the publick from behind a curtain ? Will
he dare to print what he does not dare to own t
I am the editor of this bookj and I ilhall cer^
tain ly fix my name in the title-page.
N. Your name in the title-page !
jR» Yes, Sir, in the title-page.
N» You are furely in jeft ! •
R. I am pofitively in eameft.
N. What, your real name ? Jean , Jacques
Rouffiauy at full length !
R Jean Jacques Roujfeau at full length.
N You furely don't think— What will the
world fay of you ?
R, What they pleafe. I don't print my name
with a defign to pafs for the authour, but to be
anfwcrable for the book. If it contains any
thing bad, let it be imputed to me ; if good, L
defire no praife. If the work in general defcrves.
ccnfure there is fo much more reafon for pre-
fixing my name : I have no. ambition to pafs for
better than I am.
N. Are you content with that anfwer ?
R Yes, in an age when it is inipoffible lot
any one to be good*
N. Have you forgot les belles ames ?
it By nature belles^ but corrupted by your
inftirurions.
N. Ani fa we fball behold in the title-page of
a book
SUBJECT OF HO.MANQPS. xxxtik
abookoflove*epiftles, by J. J. Raufiou^ Ci--
tixen of Gtneua !
R. No, not Citizen of Geneva. I fliall not
profane the name of my country. I never pre*
fix it but to thofe writings by which I think It
will not be difhonoured.
N. Your own name is no diihonourable one.
and you have fome reputation to lofe. This
mean and weak performance will do you no fer*
vice. I wilh it was in my power todifTuade you;
but, if you are determined to proceed, I approve
of your doing it boldly and with a good grace.
At leaft this will be in character. But, a-prc^s,.
do you intend to prefix your motto I
R. My bookfeller a(ked me the fame queftion^
and I thought it fo humorous that I promised to
give him the credit of it. No, Sir, I Ihall not
prefix my motto to this book; neverthelefs, I am
now lefs inclined to relinquifli it than ever. Re*
member that Ithought of publifbing thefe letters
at the very time when 1 wrote againft the theatres^
andthatadefireof accufingoneof my writings has
not made me difguife truth in the other, I have
accufed myfelf before-hand, perhaps with more
ieverity than any other perfon will accufe me*
He who prefers truth to fame may hope to prefer
it^to life itfelf. You fay that weoughc to be con^
fiftent : I doubt whether that be poffible to man;
but it is not impoffible to a£l with invariable
truth. Tliis I will endeavour to do.
N. Why then, when I aflc whether you arc
the authour of thefe letters, do you evade the
quefiiQB I
R. I
xxxtm I>rALOaVE ON TBE
R. I wift not'lie, even m that cafe.
N. But you refufe to fpeak the truth.
R. It is doing honour to truth to keep it fecrct.
Vott .would have lefs difficulty with one who
made no fcrupfe of z, lie. Bcfides, you know
men of tafte are never mrftaken in the pen of an
authpur. How can you aft a ^cftion which k is
your bufirfefs t6 refolve ?
N. rhave no doubt with regard to fome of
the letters ; they are certainly your's : but in
others you are quite invifible, and I much doubt
the peffibility of difguife in this cafe. Nature,
who does not fear being known, frequently
changes her appearance ^ but art is often dif-
covered, by attempting to be too natural. Thefe
cpiftles abound with faults that the moft arrant
fcribbler would have avoided. Declamation^
repetitions, contradictions, &c. in fhort, it is im-
poffible that a man who can write better could
ever refolve to write fo ill. What man in his
fenfes would have made that fooHfli Lord B—
advance fuch a fhpcking propofal to Elorfa ? Or
what authour would not have corrected the ridi-
culous behaviour of this young hero, who>
though pofitively refolved to die, takes good care
to apprize all the world of his intention, and
finds himftif at laft in perfed hfeafth ? Would
not any writer have known that he ought tofup-
port his characters with accuracy, and vary his
ftile accordingly, and he would then infallibly
have excelled even nature hcrfelf ?
I
SUBJECT OF ROMAN^CES. xxxht
I hafve otjfeFVctl, ttert rn a very imimate focfcty
both ftile and ckarafter^ are extremtly fimUar,
and that when two fouls are clofely united, thetr
thooghi^, word^, and a&ions will be nearly the
fame. This Eloifa, a»fte is reprefented, ought
to be an ab folate enchantrefs ; alt who approach
her ought immediately to refembk her^ all her
friends fliould fpeak one langoage : but thefe
cfFefts are much eafier felt than imagined; and
even if it were poffible to exprefs them, it would
be imprudent to attempt it. An authour muft
be governed by the conceptions of the multitude,
and therefore all refinement is improper. This
is thetouchftone of truth, and in this it is that a
judicious eye will difcoverreal nature.
R. Well, and fo jrou conclude-^
N. I do not conclude at all : I am in doubt;
and this doubt has tormented me irtexpreffibly,
during the whole time I fpent in reading thefe
letters. If it be all a fiction, it is a bad per«
formance; but fay that thefe two women have
really exifted, and I will read their epiftles once
a year to the end of my life.
R. Strange ! what fignifies it wbedier they
ever exifted or not? They arc no where to be
found : they are no more.
N. No more ! So they a£hially did exift.
R. The concluiiofi is conditional: if they
ever did cxift, they are now no more..
N. Between you aiid I, thefe little fubtikiet
are more conclufive than perplexing.
R. They
xl MALOGUE ON THE
R. They are fuch as ^you force me to ufe^
that I may neither betray myfelf nor tell an
untruth*
N. In fhort^ you may do as you think'proper ;.
your title is fuificient to betray you.
R. It difcQvers nothing relative to the matter
in queftion; for who can tell whether I did not
find this title in the manufcript ? Who knows
whether I have not the fame doubts which you
have? Whether all this myftery be not a pretext
to conceal my own ignorance ?
N. But, however, you are acquainted with
the fcene of aftion. You have been at Vevaiy,
in the Pays de Vaud*
R. Often; and I declare that I never heard
either of Baron d'Etange, or his daughter. The
name of Wolmar is entirely unknown in that
country. I have been at CA7r^»J,. but never faw
any.houfe like that which is defcribed in thefe
letters. I paflTed through it, in my return from
Italy, in the very year when the fad cataftrophe
happened, and I found nobody in tears for the
death of Eloifa Wolmar. In (hort, as much as
I xran recolle£t of the country, there are, in
thefe ktters^ feveral tranfpofitions of places,
and topographical errours, proceeding either
from ignorance in the authour, or from a defign
to miflead the reader; This is all you wiW learn
from me on this point, and you may be afTured
that no one elfe fliall draw any thing mor^ from^
me»
K All
SUBJECT OF ROMANCES. xU
N. All the world will be as curious as I am.
If you print this work, tell the publick what you
have told me. Do more, write this converfation
as a Preface : it contains all the information
neceflary for the reader.
R. You are in the right. It will do better
than any thing I could fay of my own accord.
Though thefe kind of apologies feldom fucceed.
N. True, where the authour fpares himfelf.
But I have taken care to remove that objedion
here. Only, I would advife you to tranfpofe the
parts. Pretend that I wanted to perfuade you to
publifh, and that you objeded. This will be
more modeft, and will have a better tScA.
R. Would that be confiftent with the character
for which you praifed me a while ago ?
N. It would not. I fpoke with a deflgn t^
try you. Leave thmgs as they ^re*
E L O I S A.
E L O I S A-
LETTER I.
T O £LOISA«
I MUST fly from you, Eloifaj I feel I muft.
I ought not to have ftaycd with you fo long j
or rather, I ought never to have beheld
you. But now, what can Idol On what
ihall I determine ? You have promifed me your
friendihip ; conftder my perplexity, and give me
your advice.
You are fenfible that I only came into the
family in confcquence of an invitation from
your mother* Believing, me poflcfled of fome lit-
tle knowledge, fhe thought I might be of fervlce
in the education of her beloved daughter, in »
fituation where proper maders were not to be
obtained. Proud to be inflrumental in adding
any embellifhment to fo fine a natural genius,
I ventured on the perilous taflc, unmindful of
the danger, or at leaft fearlefs of the confc-
quence. I will not tell you that I begin to
(ufFer for my prefumption. I hope I flxall never
fo far forget myfelf as to fay any thing which yoa
ougl^l
44 E L O I S A.
ought not to hear, or fail in that refpeft which
is due to your virtue even more than to your
birth or perfonal charms. If I muft fufFer, I
have the confolation at leaft of fufFering alone ;
nor could I enjoy any happinefs at the expenfe
of your's.
And yet I fee and converfe with you daily :
in the mean while I am but too fenfible that
you innocently aggravate a misfortunfe which
you cannot pity, and of which you ought to be
ignorant. It is true, I know what prudence
dictates in a cafe like this, where there is no
hope ; and I fhould certainly follow her advice
if I could reconcile it to my notions of probity..
But, how can I with decency quit a family
into which J was fo kindly invited, where I have
received fo many obligations, and where, by
the tendereft of mother'^, 1 am thought of fome
utility to a daughter whom fhe loves more than
all the world? How can I refolve to deprive
this aftedionate parent of the pleafure fhe pro-
pofes hcrfelf in one day furprifingher hufband
with your improvements, which fhe now con-
ceals from his knowledge with that view? Shall
I impolitely quit the houfe without taking leave
of her? Shall I declare to her the caufe of my
retreat, and would not (he have reafon to be
oflFended with this confeffion from a man whofe
inferior birth and fortune prevent his afpiring to
the happinefs of being your's ?
There feems but one method to extricate me
from this embarrafTment : the hand which
1. ■ involved
£ L O t S A/ 45
involved me in it muft alfo relieve nae. As you
arc the caufe of my offenfc, you muft infli<a
my punlfhment : out of compaffion, at leaft deign
to baniih me from your prefence. Show my
letter to your parents j let your doors be fhvtt
againft me ; fpurn me from you in what manner
you pleafe: from you I can bear any'thing ; but
of my own accord 1 have no power to fly from
you. .
Spurn me from you ! fly your prefence! and
why ? Why fhould it be a crime to be fenfible
of merit, and to love that which we cannot fail
toefteem? No, charming Eloifa ! your beauty
might have dazzled my eyes, but it never would
have mifled my heart, had it not been animated
with fomething yet more powerful. It is that
captivating union between a lively fenfibility and
invariable fweetnefs of difpofition; it is that
tender feeling for the diftrefles of your fellow-
creatures 5 it is that anuzing juftnefs of fentj-
ment, and that exquifite tafte, which derive tljfeir
excellence from the purity of your foul; it is,
in a word, thofe charms of your mind more thaft
thpfe of your perfon which I adore. I confefs
it may be poffible to imagine beauties ftill more
tranfcendently perfeft j but more amiable, and
more deferving the heart of a wife and virtuous
man —no, no, Eloifa, thatis impoflible.
I am fometimes inclined to flatter myfelf that
as there is a parity in our years, and a fimilitude
in our tafte, there is alfo afecret fympathy in
our aflfeaioiis. We are both fo young that our
nature
46 E L O I S A.
naturiB can .hitherto Jwvc received no felfe bias
from any .thing adventitious, and all our in-
clinations /eem to coincide. Before we have
.imbibed »the uniform prejudices of the world,
.jOur general perc^tions feem uniform 3 and why
jmay I not Xi^ppofe the fame concord in oiir
Jiearts, which in our judgement is fo ftrikingly
apparent? Sometimes it happens that our eyes
meet; involuntary fighs betray our feelings^
.tears. fteaLfrom—*-0 1 my Eloifa ! if this uni-
fon of foul ihould bea divine impulfc ■ 'if hea-
ven.ihould have deftined us all the power on
earth—- — Ah, pardon me ! I am bewildered : I
thave miftalcen a vain wifh for hope : the ardour
-of my defires gave to their imaginary objefl: a
folidity which did not exift. I forefee with
horrour the torments which my heart is preparing
.for itfelf. I do not feek to indulge my weak-
nefs ; if it were in my power I would hate it.
You may judge of the purity of my fentiments
by the favour I aflc. Deftroy, if poffible, the
fource of the poifon that both fupports and kills
nie. I am determined to efFe<ii my cure or my
death, ^nd I therefore implore your rigorous in-
junftign, as a lover would fupplicate your com-
j)affion.
Yes, I promife, I fwear, on my part, to do
every thing in my, power to recover my reafon;
or. to bury my growing anxiety in the inmoft
receffes of my foul. But, for heaven's fake,
turn from me thofc lovely eyes that pierce me to
the "heart; fuiFer me no longer to gaze upon
that
JL L JO I S A. 47
.that .£ace, that ,Qiien, rthofe arnis, thofe hands,
thofe flowing locks, .that engaging gefture:
jiifa|ipoint the imprudent avidity of my leaks;
^o longer let.meiiear that enchanting voiced
which cannot he .heard without emotion : be,
alas ! in every refped another woman, that my
foul may return to its former tranquillity.
Shall 1 tell you without apology i when we
are en^ged in the puerile amufemcntSrQf thefe
.long evenings, you cruelly permit me, in the
preftnce of the whole family, to increafe.a flame
that is already but too violent. You axe not
more referred to me than to any other, iil^&en i
yellerday you almoft fufFered me, as a forfeit, to ^
take a kife: you made but a faint refiftance. \
Happily I did not ^perHft. I, perceived, l^y^n^y r
increafing palpitation, that I was ruChin^g ^pon
my ruin, and therefore flopped in time. If
I had daredcto indulge my inclination, ,that jcifs
would have been accompanied with^ny laft/igb,
and J Ihould have died, the happieft of mortals. ^ ^■^'^
for heaven's fake »kt us quit thofe .chiJdifli
amufements, fince they may. poffibiyrbe attended
with fuch fatal confequences : even the moft
Ample of them is not without its danger. I trem-
ble as often as our hands meet, and I know not
bow it happens, but they meet continually. I
ftarttbe infiant.I feel thiK touch of your finger ;
lamfeifed with,a fev^^, .;br ratherdeliriwm, in
thefe fports; my feafes gi»dually iorfake/me,
and when i am ttiuis^ahfent, -wbat iCan I (ay.
4S E L O I S A,
what can I do, where hide myfelf, or how be
anfwerable for my condudl ?
The hours of inftrudion are no lefs dangerous
tban'thofe of amufement. Your mother or your
coufin no fooner leave the room than I obferve
a change in your behaviour. You at once affume
an air fo ferious and cold, that my refped,
ahd the fear of offending, deftroy my prefence
of mind, and deprive me 6f myjudgeftient : fo
that it is with difficulty a;id trembling that I
gabble over a leffoh, which even your excellent
talents are unable to purfue. This affedled
change in your behaviour is hurtful to us both :
you confound me, and deprive yourfelf of in-
ftruflion, whilft I am entirely at a lofs to account
for this fudden alteration in a perfon naturally
fo- even-tempered and reafonable. Tell me,
pray, tell me, whyyouarefofprightlyinpublick,
and fo referved when by ourfelves ? I imagined
dt ought to be juft the contrary, and that one
fhould be more or lefs upon one's guard in pro-
portion to the number of fpecftators. But, inftead
of this, when we are alone you are ceremonious,
and familiar when we join company. If you
deign to be more equal, probably my torment
will be lefs.
If that compaffion which is natural to elevated
minds can move you in behalf of -an unfortunate
youth, whom you have honoured with fome
' (hare in your efteem, you have it in your power,
-^y a fihSn change in your conduft, to render his
fitHation lefs irkfome, and to enable him, with
more
£ L O I S. A* 4f
more traxiquilUtyy txkfttpport hh ill^nce^ 9s^ his
fofterij^s: but if you find yotucfelf sottauch94
wif^ hrs fituation, and aredetecmio^ to exerf
your power tQ ruin htm, he wiU acqui^c^ wi(h<^
out murmuring : he wou^d rather-r-much rath^ry
periib by your ordcF, than incur your ddfplea-
AuFc by his indifcretion. Now, though yotuars*
become miftref^ of m^y future deftiny, I cannot
rq>roach rayfelf with having indulged the leaft
prefumptive hope. If you have been fo kix>d a^
to read my letter, you have complied with all I
ftould have dared to requeft, even though I had
no. refufal to fear.
H
LETTER IL
TO ELOISA.
OW ftrangely was I deceived in my firft
letter! Inlteadof alleviating my pain, I
have increafed my diftrefs, by incurring your dif-
pleafure: and, alas! that, 1 find, is the leaft
fupportable of all misfbrtnnes. Your filence,
your cold and referyed behaviour, but too plain-
ly indicate my doom. You have indeed granted
one part of my petition, but it was to punilh mc
with the greater feverity.
£ pot ch^ amor di me mfice- accorta
Fur i biondi capelli aUor *velatif
' £ ramcr^/guardo mfiracBlt^.
At (iyftance kept from my prefuoiptuous love.
Your fiair and flowing locks no mor« are itoa^
And evoi'y kind and teoder look reftrainM«.
Vol, I. C You
50 E L O I S A;
You have withdrawn that innocent famlHaiitjr
in publick of which I fooliihly complained ; and
in private you are become ftill more fevere : you
are fo ingenioufly cruel, that both your complai-
fance and referve are equally intolerable.
Were it poffible for you to conceive how
much your indiiFerence affefts me, you would
certainly think my puniihment too rigorous.
What would I not give to recal that unfortunate
ktter, and that I had borne my former fufferings
without complaint! So fearful am I of adding
to my ofFenfe, that I ihould never have ven-
tured to write a fecond letter, if I did not flatter
myfelf with the hopes of expiating the crime
J committed in the firft. Will you deem it any
fatisfaftion if I confefs that I miftook my own
intention i or fliall I proteft that I never was
in love with you?- O! noj 1 can never he
guilty of fuch a horrid perjury! The heart
which is imprelTed with your fair image muft not
be polluted with a lie. If I am doomed to be
Ainhappy — he it fo. I cannot ftoop to any thing
mean or deceitful to extenuate my fault. My
;<pen refufes to difavow the tranfgrelfion of which
my heart is but too juftly accufed.
Methinks I already feel the weight of your
indignation, and await its final confequence as
a favour which I have fome right to expecS: ; for
the paffion which confumes me deferves to be
punilhed, but not defpifed. For heaven's fake,
do not leave me to myfelf J condefcend, atleaft,
Jto determine my fate; deign to let me know
'your
C L O I S A. 51
your pleaTure* I will obey implicitly whatever
you think proper to command* Do you im-
pofe eternal filence ? 1 wil 1 be filent as the grave.
Do you banifli me your prefence ? I fwcar that
I will never fee you more. Will my death ap-
peafe you ? that would be -of all things the leaft
<lifEcult. There are no terms which I am not
ready to fubfcribe, unlefs they (hould enjoin me
not to love you j yet, even in that I would obejr
you — if it were poflible.
A hundred times a day I am tempted to throw
myfelf at your feet, bathe them with my tears,
and to implore your pardon, or receive my
death j but a fudden terrour damps my refolu**
tion i my trembling knees want power to bend {
my words expire upon my lips, and my foxrl
finds no fupport againft the dread of offending
you.
Was ever mortal in faterriblea fituationl My
heart is but too fenfible of its offcnfe, yet can-
not ceafc to offend : my crime and my rcmorfe
confpirein its agitation, and, ignorairt of^mfy
^eftiny, I am cruelly fufpended between the'
«hop^ of 'your compafEon and the fear of puniih-
tnent.
But, no! I do not hope— I have no right to
hope*— I aik no indulgence, but that you will
haften^my fentence. Let your ^uft revenge be
fetisfieii. Do you think me fufficiently wretched,*
to be thus reduced to foUicit vengeance on my
own head i Puni(h me, it is your duty; but if^
you retain the leaft degree of compaifionfor me,
• C 2 d#
^z E U a I' S A*^
do. not, I befeech you, drive nhe to-fferpair with
thofe cold looks, and that air of reftrve and dif-
content. When once a criminal is condemned
£0 die, allrefcntment^ibould ce»fe«
Ji HJ ^li*"'"*^^-?'^
L E T T E R nj.
TO EtOISA,
DO not be impatient, i^adam ; this is. tht
laA importunity you will? reqeive f-noo^ me.
Littl^ d\^ \ appce^end, in the dawn of my paf-
fton, whatta trajn of ills I was preparing for
myft^lf ! I th^n .forcfaw none greater than that
of a. hopel^fs p^ffion, which reafon, in time,
might overcome; but I foon experienced one
much more intolerable in the pain which I felt
at your difpleafure, and now the difcovery of
your uneafinefs i& inivnit^ly more a^i<^ing than
all the reft, O Eloifa! I percdv^ it with bitter-
nefs of foul, my complaints afFe<Sl your peace
of mfnd« You continue invincibly filentj but
^y heart is toa apttentive no$ to pe^ietrate into
the fecret agit^tijM^s of your mii>d> Your eyes
appear gloomy, thoughtful, and fixed upontbef
ground; fpm^Unqs tbey w^mder^ an4fallun-
defignedly upon me 5 your bloom, fack^, an un-
uf^ial p^qieA; overfpre^ds yowi^ cheel^;, youp
^ftipty £K>rfal&s& you ; you feem.opprefTe^. witb
grief^, and the^ unalterable f^reetni^i^ of j^Qurdi^
pofition.aloi^^ qn)%t>les you, to pceibrve tbefl^dow>
ef youf iiipftj.gffpd-humpur.
Whether
pr t: f S M ^3
- rWthfttber it be difOugh ftan&biKty, yifdaln^ or
even tiompaffidn ferniy^fufFenrngs^ I fee yoa:Bre
»ffe6kcd bythom. I fear, however^ tdmignient
your lUftrerfs, -and am tnore tAihappy oii this
accottiit, thsan 'ftafiteised *with ihe hopt it might
poffi)ly'oociilon^ for^ if I km^iw myfelf, yoixr
bappbids^^ mfmitdy dearer lOfnle thanwiy owni
I dKW begm 110 "be <enfibVe tfeak 1 yiidged \^y
wrowedttfly kyf tke feeliftgB of irfiy heatt, aftid
peceiVc t66 tetJfes tH« what I ^ *rft took fdr
a «eeti*ig ^pkfcfiff « but to irrfep«*bly inter-
woven #?fli ih^ "fiituTe deftkiy. It w ;^ur >ate
melancholy t!hat has ittade tfie tnweafing- pro*
grcfs of my malady appstrcntr The luftre of
ycur-eycs, the delicate glowof yew cdm-plcxton,
your excellent underftanding, and all the ^-
chantment of your former vivacity, could not
have affefted me half fo much as your prefent
manifeft dejeftr^n, Be a'fruVed, divine maid,
if it were poffibj.cfor you'to^fcel the intolerable
flame^ which your laft eight penfive4ays of hmr-
guor and difcontent have kindled in my foul,
you your&lf would fiuidd^r at the mifery yoii
have caufed. But there is now tio.Temedy:
my defpair whi'^a's ihisit nothing A ut th^ coll
tomb will extinguifh the xaging fire within my
breaft.
'Be it To;: lie that canhbt commkad ieScSty
may at ieaft ^deferj^e it. Yaa mzy ptMMf^
obliged -toHionoifr. with -y^dur ^eem the nfjWI
whom yott did net deign to aofw^ I ahi ybah^
and may, perchance, one day, meHt the regard
C 3 of
54 B L O I S A.
of which I am now unworthy. In the mean
time, it is necefTary that I ihould reftore to you
that repofe which I have loft for ever, and of
which you are, by my prcfence, in fpite of my-
felf, deprived. It is but juft that I alone (hould
fuffer, fmce I alone am guilty. Adieu, then,
too charming Eloifa! Refume your tranquillity,
and be again happy. To-morrow I am gone
for ever. But be affured, that my violent, fpot-
lefs pai&on for you will end only with my life;
that my heart, full of fo divine an obje<d, wiU
never debafe itfelf by admitting a fecond im-
preffion -, that it will divide all its future homage
bctwen you-apd virtue, and that no other flame
fhall evcjf profane the ahar at which Bloifa was
adore4»
BIL LE T !•
rROM ELOISA.
E nottoo pofitive in your opinion that your
abfentre is become neceflary. A virtuous
heart would overcome its folly, or be filent, and
thus might become, perhaps, too formidable.—*
But you-^Ai^d yet you may ft^.
B
ANSWER.
., IT was a long time filent : youlr cold indifference
fcffctd me to fpealc at laft. Virtue may poffibly
get the better of folly, but who can bear to be
^efpif^pd by thofe they love i I muft be gone.
* i . . • * • • • '
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B L O I S A« 51
^ " ' B I L L E T IL
FROM BLOISA.
NO, Sir, after what you have (eemed tQ
feel; after what you have dared to tell
me ; a man, fuch as you feign yourfelf, will
not fly— he will do more.
A N s w E R»
I Have feigned nothing except z nioderati
paffion in a heart filled with defpair. To-mor-
row you will be fatisfied — ^and, notwithftandii^
what you may then fay, I fhall have done lefs-
than it would be to fly from you. ^
B I L L E T IIL
FROM SLOISA.
OOLISH youth! if my life be dear if
thee,^ attempt not thy own. I am befet^
and can neither fpeak nor write to you till t<>»
morrow— Wait!
F
L E T T E R IV. *
FROM EL0I8A.
MUST I then, at laft, confefs, the fatal,
the ill-difguifed fecrett How often have
I fworn that it ihould never burft from my heaft
but with my life ! Thy danger wrefts it from
me. It is gone, and my honour is loft forever.
Al^s ! I have but too religioufly performed my
C 4 vow;
V
^ E L t S A. ^
vow : can there be a death more cruel than to
furvlve one's honour?
What fhall 1 fky ? lib^ Ihall 1 break the pain-
T6l fihrncef or, raither, hare I not faM all, and
krh I not aflready td6 weH tinderftodd ? Alas!
thou haA ffeen too rmich ^t to divine th^ reft*
Imperceptibly deluded ihtb the fnare of tkt fed«-
cer, I fee, without "being able to avoid it, the
horrid precipice before me. Artful man ! it
IS hot iby paidTon, but yhjne, t^hichejccitfes thy
prefumption. Thou ob'ferveft 'tile diftra^flion ot*
toy foul 5 thou availeft thyfelf of it to accOm.-
plifh my ruin ; and, now thou haft ' rendered
me defpicable, my greateft misfortune is, that I
am forced tobehoWtbeenl-fotBu-cleiincable light.
Ungrateful wretch'! in fetwi^n - /or my efteem,
thou haft ruined me. Had I fuppofed thy heart
capable of exulting, belieVe me thou hadft ne-
Hher enjbycd this tritnnph.
Wen thou fchbwc*, ^6 it will inereaffe thy
Tdnt^ft, thM: thete wfts ftot in my (bul one vi-
cious inclination. My virtue «nd innocence
were inexpre^iblydear^«ie, and I pleafcd my-
felf with the hopes of cherifliing them in a life
of induftrious fimplicity. But to what piirpofe
my endeavour, fincclicaVenrcjeds my offering?
1l he vcfy firft d^y we met, 1 imbibed th^poifon
^fcfi Tibv^ infers "my fetiftfes and ^my reafon : I
Wt it infl^ntly, ^-nd thine eyes, thy fentiments,
*thy difcourfe, thy guilty *pen, d^ily increafe it?s
tnaligWity,
• 1 have
E t (S r 8 A. ry
i have ncglefled nothing to ftop the progrcfs
of this fatal pafTion. Scnfible of my own weak-
nefs, how gLdly would 1 have cvkded the at-
tack J but the eagernefs of my purfuit hath baf-
fled my precaution A thoufand times I have
tefolved to caft myfelf at the feet of thofe wbo
gave me being — a thoufand times 1 have deter-
ttiined to open to them my guilty heart : but they
can form no judgement of its condition ; they
would apply but common remedies to a defperate
difeafe : my mother is weak and without autho-
Hty 5 I know the inflexible feverity of my father,
and I (hould bring down ruin and difhonour
ypon myfelf, rny family, and thee. My friend
is abfent, my brother is no more.
I have not a proteftor in the world to fav.e me
from the perfecution of my enemy. In vain 1
implore the afliftanceof Heaven ; Heaven is deaf
to the prayers of irrefolution.' Every thing ccmi-
fpires to increafe my anxjcty — every circum-
flance combines to abandon me to myfelf, or
rather xruelly to deliver me up to thee— all na-
ture feems thy accomplice— my efforts are vain,
I adore thee in fpite of myfelf. And fhall that
heart which, in its full vigour, was unable to
rcAft, fliaU It only half forrender? Shall' a
heart which knows no diffimulatipn attempt to
tonceal the poor remains of its wdakncfs? No^
the firft ttcp was the moft difficult, and the only
one which I ought never tohave tal«;en, ^Shall
1 now l)rctend.to ftop at the reft ? No} that firft
• C 5 ' ' ' ' ' ■ ■ falfe
58 E L O I S A.
falfe ftep plunged me into the abyfs, and my dc«
gree of mifery is entirely in thy power.
Such is my horrid fituation, that I am forced
to turn to the authour of my misfortunes, and
implore hisprotedlionagainft himfelf. I might —
I know I might — have deferred this confeffion
of my defpair: I might, for fome time longer,
have difguifed my (hameful weaknefs, and by
yielding gradually have imoofed upon myfelf.
Vain diiEmulation \ which could only have flat-
tered my pride, but could not fave my virtue,
I fee but too plainly whither my iirft errouf tends,
and fhall not endeavour to prepare for, but to
cfcape perdition,
Neverthclefs, if thou art not the very loweft
of mankind-— if the leaft fpark of virtue lives
within thy foul — if it retain any veftige of thofe
fentiments of honour which feemed to penetrate
thy heart, thou canft not poffibly be fo vile as to
take any unjuft advantage of a confeiHon forced
from me by a fatal diftradlion of my fenfes*
No } 1 know thee well : thou wilt fupport my
weaknefs, thou wilt become my fafeguard, thou
wilt defend my perfon againft my own heart.
Thy virtue is the laft refuge of my innocence;
my honour dares confide in thine, for thou canft
not preferve one without the other. Ah 1 let thy
generous foul preferve them bothj^ and at leaft,
for thy own fake, be merciful.
, Qood God f am I thus fufEciently humbled ?
I write to thee on my knees j I bathe my paper
with my tears ; I pay to thee my timorous ho-
mage;
E L O I S A«. , 59 ,
mage : and yet thou art not to believe me fgno-
rant that it was in my power to have reverfed
the fcenej and that, with a little art, which
would have rendered me defpicable in my
own eyes, I might have been obeyed and Wor-«
fliipped. Take the frivolous empire, I relin-
quilh it to my friend; but leave me, ah ! leave
me, my innocence. I had rather live thy flave,
and preferve my virtue, than purchafe thy obe^
dience at the price of my honour* Shouldeft
thou deign to hear me, what gratitude mayeft
thou not claim from her who will owe to thee
the recovery of her reafon? How charming muft
be the tender union of two fouls unacquainted
with guilt! Thy vanquiflied paffions will prove
the fourceof happinefs, and thy pleafures will he
worthy of heaven itfelf.
I hope, nay I am confident, that the man to
whom I have given my whole heart will not belie
my opinion of his generofity ; but I flatter myfeliF,
alfp, if he is mean enough to take the leaft ad-
vantage of my weaknefs, that contempt and in-
dignation willreflior^ my fenfes, and that I am
not yet funk fo low as to fear a lover for whom I
fliould have reafon to bluft. Thou fhalt be
virtuous, or bedefpifed; I will be refpefted, or
be myfelf again : it is the only hope I have left,'
preferable to the hope of death.
--/>'.«;-r. J.
C 6 LET T E R
^ B L O I S A«
L E T T £ R ¥•
^O feLOlSA.
CELESTIAL 4)owers! I poffefled a foul ca-
pable of affli£Hon : O infpire«e with one
that can bear felicity! Divine Jove! fpiritof my
exiftenc^, O fopport me ! for I fmkdownoppref-
ibd with^xtacy. How inexpreiTible are the charms
ctf virtue J How invincible the power of a be*
k>ved objeA ! fortune, pkaAire, tranfport, bow
poi^anftt yeor Jwmprefion ! Q, how fball I with*
&»ni the irdipfd torrent of l>lifs. wlikh overflows
my beai^) «n4 how difpel the i(pprch«>fions of a
ttmo^iis maftd ? Eloife^— nb I nay Eldifa on her
krte^l my Eloifa wee^ 1-^ — ^Shall fee to whom
the univerfe ihould bend fu'pplica^ t^e hiah
who adores bet* to t>e cateful of her honour,
and to prefervie his own ? Were it poflible for
me to be,out of htmotr w*ith you, I Should be a
irttk angi'y at your fears^: they are diigraceful
to us both. Learn, thou diafte awd heavenly
beauty, t6 know tjc^tter the nature of thy empire.
If 1 adore thy charming perfon, is it not foi*
the purity of that foul by vi^hich it is animated,
and which "bears fuch ineffable marks .of its di-
vine origin? You tremble with apprehertfion !
good Ood ! what hath fee to fear, wlio ftanfipfs
with reverence and honour every fentimcnt fee
infpires ? Is there a man upon earth who could
^ vile enough jCo offer the leaft itifult to fuch
Permit,
B L O I S A; 6i
Permit, O permit mc, to enjoy tlie niiex«
pcficd happinefs of being beloved— belored by
fnch Ye princes of the world, 1 now look
down iip6n your grandeur. Let me read a thou«
£ind and a thotffand times that enchanting epiftle
where thy tender fcntiments are painted in fuch
ftrong and glowing colours; where I obferve
tvith tranfport, notwithftandlng the violent agi-
tation of thy foul, that even thetnoft lively paf-
fibfts of a noble heart never lofe fight of virtue?,
Whfrt monfter, aftor having read that affeding
fetter^ coald take advantafge of your generous
confeffion, and attertpt a crime whiqh muft in-
fa^hbly make him wretched and defpicable even
to hifnftflf. No, my deareft Eloifa, there can
bfenbthing tofeat froiti a friend, a lover, who
iftulft ever bdlntapablc of deceiving you. Though
I ftiould tfttirfety have loft my reafba, though the
difcompofarebf rhy fen'fcs Should hourly increafe,
your perfon will fclways appear ko me, not only
the moft beautiful, but the 'ftioft facrcd depofit
^fth vtrhJdi mortal Vas ever entrufted. My
paffion,lHceits objeft, is unalterably pure. The
hotrid idea of inccfft does not fliock me more than
the thought of polluting your heavenly charms
with a facrHcgioas touch : you are not more i«-
. Viola'bly fafe with your o^i parent than with
your lover. If ever thkt happy lover Ihould in
your prefence forget himfelf but for a moment
O, 'tis impoflible* When I am no longer in
love with virtue, my love for Eloifa muft expire :
on
6z E L O I S A.
on my firft ofFenfe, withdraw your affe£Hon, and
caft me off for ever.
By the purity of our mutual tendernefs,
therefore, I conjure you, banifh all fufpicion.
Why fhould your fear exceed the paffions of your
lover ! To what greater felicity can I afpire,
when that with which I am bleft is already
more than I am well able to fupport ? We are
both young, and in love unexperienced, it is true;
but is that honour which cpndufts us a deceit-
ful guide ? can that experience be needful which
is acquired only from vice? I am ftrangely de-
ceived, if the principles of reftitude are not
rooted in the bottom of my heart. In truth,
my Eloifa, I am no vile feducer, as, in your
defpair, you were pleafed to call me; but am
artlefs, and of great fenfibility, eafily difcover-
ing my feelings, but feeling nothing at which I
ought to blufh. To fay all in one word, my love
for Eloifa is not greater than my ab^qrence of a
crime. I am even doubtful, whether the love
which you infpire be not in its nature incom-
patible vnth Tice ; and whether a corrupt heart
could poiSbly feel its influence. As for me, tte
more I love you, the more exalted are my fen-
timents. Can there te any degree of virtue^
however unattainable for its own fake, to which
I would not afpire to become more worthy of
Eloifa ?
LETTE R
E L O I S A. 63
L E T T E R VI.
ELOISA TO CLARA.
IS my dear coufin refolv^d to fpend her whole
life in bewailing her poor Challiot, and will
flie forget the living becaufe of the dead? I
fympathife in your grief and think it juft, but
ihall it therefore be eternal ? Since the death of
your mother fhe was afliduoufly careful of your
education ; fhe was your friend rather than your
governefs. She loved you with great tendernefs,
and me, for your fake : her inftrudions were all
intended to enrich oi|r hearts with principles of
honour and virtue. All this I know, my dear^.
and acknowledge it with gratitude ; but, confefs
with me alfo, that in fome refpeds fhe aded very
imprudently } that fhe often indifcretely told us
things with which we bad no concern j that fhe
entertained us eternally with maxims of gallan-
try, her own juvenile adventures, the manage-
ment of amours; and that to avoid the fnares
of men, though fhe might tell us not to give
.car to their proteftations, yet Ihe certainly in-
ftruded us in many things with which there was
no neceifity for young girls to be made acquaint-
ed. Refleft, therefore, upon her death as a mif-
fortune, not without fome confolation. To
girls of our age her lefTons grew dangerous, and
who knows but heaven may have taken her from
us the very moment in which her removal be-
came neceflary to our future happinefs. Re^
4 member
^4 B L iO I S A.
member the falutary advice you gave me when
I was deprived of the beft of ^brothers. Was
Challiot dearer to you ? Is your lofs greater than
mine ?
Return, my dear; &e has no longer any^oc*
cafion for you, Alas! whilft your are wa:ilmg
your time in fuperfluous afflidion, may not your
^bfence bp prodadive of greater evils f Why are
you not afraid, who know the beatings of my
fceart, to abandon your friend to misfortunes
which your prefence might prevent. O Clara !
-ftrange things have happened fince your depart-
tarc* You will tremble to heat the danger to
whkh I have been expofed by my imprudence.
Thank heaven, I hope I have now nothiirg tb
fear : but unhappily I affti as it were at themercy
pf another. You alone can reftorc me to my-
4elf : haAe, therefore, to my affiftance. So long as
your attendance was of ferviccto poor Challiot
i was filent 5 I fhotild tven have been th'c fii^ to
exhort you to fach an zik of benevolence : but,
nowflie i^ no move, her fatnily zifc become the
«>bje<fts of jdur chatty;: of this dbHgaftron we
txyuld bcttet acquit onrfirfves if we were toge--
ther, atrd your gratitude might be difcharged
without neglefting your friend.
Since my faCther took his leave of us we havt
tefumed our formet manner of living. My tno-
ther leaves me lefe frequently akjnej not that
fltehas any fufpicion. Her vi fits employ morfe
time than it 'would be proper f6r m€ to Ipare
irotn my littk ft\idies, and in her abfence Bab
fills
E L O I S A. 65
fills her place but negligently. Ni)t7, thotf^ I
do h0t think my good mother fufficiently watch-
-ful, I canftot refolve to tell her fo. I wOuW
willingly provide for my own fafety without
lofmglitr cfteem, and you alone are capable of
mairaging this nutter. R^um, then, my dear
Chra, pr^yfhlje return. I regret every leffon at
'^hich you arc not prefent, and am fearful of be-
cotstirhg-too learned. Our preceptor is not only
a tntfn<^f great merit, but of exemplary virtue^
and therefore more dangerous. I am too well
fktisficd with him to be fo with myfelf. For
with girls of our age, it is always fafer to bfc two
than one, be the ift^n ever fo virtuous.
L E T 1^ E R Vir.
ANSWER.
T ^Jiiderftand, and tremble for you : not that
JL I thhik yoor danger fo great as yourimagi-
Jiation weuld fuggeft. Your fears make me lefs
apprehenfive for the prcfent 5 but I am terrified
with the thought of what may hereafter happen,
<Should you be unable to conquer your paffion^
what will become of you ! Alas, poor Challiot,
how often has Ibe foretold that your firft *figh
would mark 'yoar fortune. AU ! Eloi(a, fo
youwg, and thy deftiny already accomplifbed?
M«ch I fear we Iball find the want of that fen-
-fible woman, whom, in your opinion, we have
ioft for our advantage. Sure I am, it would be
advantageous
66 E L q I S A.
advantageous for us to fall into ftill fafer hands ;
but fhe has made us too knowing to be governed
by another, yet not fiifficiently fo to govern our-
felves : fhe only was able to fhield us from the
danger to which, by her indifcretion, weareex-
pofed. She was extremely communicative, and,
confidering our age, we ourfelves feem to have
thought pretty deeply. The ardent and tender
friendfhip which had united us, almoft from our
cradles, expanded our hearts, and ripened them
into fenfibility perhaps a little premature* We
are not ignorant of the paiSons, as to their
fymptoms and efFefls ; the art of fuppreffing
them feems to be all we want. Heaven grant
that our young philofopher may know this art
better than we.
By we you know who I mean : for my part,
Challiot ufed always to fay, that my giddinefs
would be my fecurity in the place of reafon,
that I fliould never have fenfe enough to be in
love, and that I was too conftantly foollfli to
beguilty of a great folly. My dear Eloifa, be
careful of yourfelf ! the better fhe thought of
your underftanding, the more fhe was appre-
henfive of your heart. Neverthelefs, let not
your courage fink. Your prudence and your
honour, I am certain, will exert their utmofl,
'jUid I affure you, on my part, that friendfhip
fliall do every thing in its power. If we are too
knowing for our years, yet our manners have
been hitherto fpotlefs and irreproachable. Be*
lieve me, my dear, there are many girls, who,
though
E L O I S A; 67
though they may have more fimplicity, have left
virtue than ourfelves : we know what virtue
means, and are virtuous by choice s and that
feems to me the moft. fecure.
And yet, from what you have told me, I
Jhall not enjoy a moment's repofe till we meet 5
for, if you are really afraid, your danger is not
entirely chimerical. It is true, the means of
prefervation are very obvious. O^e word to
your mother, and the thing is done : but I un-
derftand you ; the expedient is too conclufive :
you would willingly be afTured of not being
vanquiibed, without lofing the honour of having
fuftained the combat. Alas ! my poor coufin—
if there was the leaft glimmering— — Baron d*E-
tange confent to give his daughter, his only
child, to the fon of an inconfiderabk tradefmaa
^thout fortune ! Doft thou prefume to hope he
will f— or what doft thou hope ?-^what wouldft
thou have ? poor Eloifa !— -Fear nothing,however,
on my account. Your friend will keep your
fecret. Many people might think it more ho-
neft to reveal it — perhaps they are right. For
my part, who am no great cafuift, I have no
notion of that honefty which is incompatible
with confidence, faith, and friendfhip I ima-
gine that every relation, every age, hath its pe-
culiar maxims, duties, and virtues; but what
might be prudence in another, in me would be
perfidy; and that to confound thefe things,
would more probably make us wicked, than
wife and happy. If your love be weak, we uriU
overcome
' eB E L O I S A.
ovcrconie it ; but, if it be extreme, vioknt nxea^
Aires may produce a tragical ca^flrof^e^ SLod
-friemdfhip will attempt nothing for which it
cannot be anfwerable* After all, I flatter my-
felf that 1 {ball have little reafon to complaici of
your condoift when I have you once under nry
€y«. You Ihall fee wbat it k to have a duenna
of eighteen!
You know, my d^ar girl, that I am not abfent
iif>on pleafure 5 and really thie country is not fo-
agreeable in the fpring as you imagine: one
fuiFers at this time both beat and cold j for the
trees afford us no feade, and in the houfe it is
too cold to live witfhoutfire. My father too, in
the midft of his building, begins to perceive
ihat tbegassette cofmes later hither tbain tx> townj,
to that we all wOk to return, suid I hope to
^embrace you in a few days. But what caufes
ttiy inquietude is, that a few days make I know
not what number of hours, many of which are
ideftaned to the philofopher — to the philofopher,
couftn! you underftand me. Re^pember that
■the cl^xck ftrikes thofe hours entirely for him !
Do not bliifli, my dear girl, ttirn down your
eyes, or look grave : your features will not fuf-
ferit. You know I i!iever,in my life, could weep
without laughii:^, •nni yet I have not lefs fenfi-
bility than other peopk : I do not feel our fep&->
ration lefs fevcrely, nor am I kfs atf if^cd witk
the lofs of poor Challiot. Her fatBiJy I am re-
iblved never to abandon, and 1 iincerely thank
taf kmd {tietd lor btr |)romi^c to ai&ft me : but
to
B L O I S A. 69
t^lct flip an oppOTtimity of doing good were
to-be nt> more myftlf. 1 confcfs the gooAcrea-
turt was rather too talkative, free enough on
certain* occafions, a little indifcrete with young
girls^ and that fhc was fond of old ftories and
times paft: fo that I do rot fo much regret the
qualities of her mind, though, among fome bad
ones, many of them were excellent : the loft
wbich I chiefly deplore is the goodnefs of her
heart, and that mixture of maternal and ftflerly
affijftion, whteh mkde her inexpfeffibly dear to
me. My mother Ifcarce knew; I am Indeed
beloved bjr my father as much as it is poffible
for him to love : your amiable brother is no
more; an* I very feldom fee my own. Thus
am I lefe alone, almoft defolate, as an drpharl.
You are my only confolation. Yes, my Eloifa
iives, and I will weep no more I
P. S. For fear of an accident, 1 fliall direft
tins letter to our preceptor.
•LETTER VIII.
TO ELOISK
OMy fair Eioiia^ what aftrange capricious
' deity is Love ! My prefeot felicity feem$
fax taexoeed my ipoft fanguiii^ ^xpe&ations, an4
yot
^ It is plaiiv th«r« %$ 1 ckafm hert, and the reader
^ill find many w the eojuFieioC this correfpondence.
Several of the letters are loft, others are Aippr^flfed, and
fbme have been curtailed $ but f\\ttt appears to be nothing
^renting clTential to the ftory.
70 E L O I S A*
.yet I amdifcontented. You lovemc, youcon^
fefs your paffion, and yet I figh. My pre-
fumptuous heart dares to wiih dill farther,
though all my wifhes are gratified, I am pu-?
niflied with its wild imaginations; they render
me unhappy in the very bofom of felicity. Do
not, however, believe thatl have forgotten the
laws, you have impofed, or loft the power of
obedience : no ; but I am difpleafed to find the
obfervance of thofe laws irkfome tomealone;
that you, who not long ago wasallimbecillity,
are now become fo great a heroine ; and that
you are fo exceiSvely careful to prevent every
proofof my integrity.
How you are changed, and you alone, within
thefc two months ! Where is now your langour,
your difguft, your dejeded look? The graces
have again re fumed their poft; your charms are
ail returned ; the new blown rofe is not more
frefli and blooming j you have recovered your
vivacity and wit J you rally, even me, as for-
merly ; but what hurts me more than all this, is,
that you fwear eternal fidelity with as much
gaiety and good-humour as if it were fomething
droll or indifferent.
O, my fair inconftant! is this the chara£ler-
iftick of an ungovernable paffion ? If you were
in any degree, at war with your inclinations,
would not the conftraint throw a damp upon your
enjoyments? O, how infinitely more amiable
ybu virere, when left beautiful ! How do I regret
itat fj^tbetick palenefs, that jprecious affurancc
of
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«f a lover's happinefs, and hate that fprightly
heakh which you have recovered at the expenfe
of my repofe ! Yes, I could be much better fa-
dsfied with your indifpoiition, than with that '
air of content, thofe fparkling eyes^ that bloom*
ing complexion, which confpire to infult me.
Have you already forgot the time when you were
ghd to fue for mercy i O, Eloifa ! the violent
tempeft hath been very fuddenly allayed.
But what vexes me moft, is, that, after ha*
viiig committed yourfelf entirely to my honour,
you (hould feem apprehenfive and miftrufUul
where there is no danger. Is it thus I am reward-
ed for my difcretion? Does my inviolable re*
fped deferve to be thus affronted ? Youffatber's
abfence is fo fax, from giving you more liberty,
that it is nowalmoft impoffible to find you
alone. Your conjiant coufin never leaves you a
moment. I find we are infenfibly returning to
our former. circumlpecftion, with this difference
only, what was then irkfome to you is now be-
;Come matter of amufement.
What recompenfe can I expe6i for the purity
of my adoration, if not your efteem ? And to what
j)urpofe have I abfiained even from the leaft in*
jdulgence, if it produces no gratitude? In ihort,
I am weary of fuffering ineffedlually, and of
living ina ftate of continued felf-denial, without
being allowed the merit of it. I cannot bea^r
to be defpifed whilft you are growing every day
more beautiful. Why am I to gaze eternally on
^ofe delicious fruits which my lips dare not
touch \
jt E L O I & A.
touch ? Muft I relinq.ui(h all hope, withoiit the
{msfz&ion of 9 voluntary facriAoe ? No, fmce
you depend no longer upon my honour^ it ftand?
vdeafed from its vaii» engagements; your owa
precautioiM are fufficient. You are ungrateful,
and I am «oo fcrupulous ; but for the future i
lam refotved not to- reje<% the happmefs which
fortune, in fpitc of you, may throw in my way*
Be it as- it will, I find that I have taken upon
me a charge that is above my capacity. Eloifa,
you are once more your own guardian, f raruft
refign the dcpofit which I cannot preferve with-
out being tempted to a breach of faith, and
which you yourfclf are able to fecure with lefs
difficulty than you were pleafed to imagine.
I fpeak ferioufly! depend upon your own
ftrength, elfe banift me, or, in other tvords,
deprive me of exiflrence. The promife I made
was rafh and inconfiderate ; and I am amazed
how I have been able to keep it fo long. I con-
fcfs it ought to remain for ever inviolable; but
of that I now perceive the impoflibility. Hfe
who wantonly cxpofts his virtue to fuch fevere
tryals defcrves to fell. Believe me, faireft a-
mong women ! that you will alwajrs be honoured
and refpeded by him who valued life only ort
your account ? but reafon may forfake me, and
my intoxicated fcnfcs may hint the perpetratten
of a crime, which, in my cooler hours, Ifliould
abhor. I am, however, happy in thereflexioti
that I have not hitherto abufed your confidence.
Two whole montl» have 1 triumphed over
myfelfj
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myfelf 5 but I am entitled to the reward due to as
manv ages of torment.
LETTER IX.
FROM ELOISA.
I Comprehend you : the pleafures of vice, and
the reward of virtue, would juft conftitute
the felicity you wifli to enjoy. Are thefe your
morals ? Truly, my good friend, your generofity
was of fhort duration. . Is it pof&ble that it could
Be entirely the efFedl of art i There is fome-
thing ludicrous, however, in complaining of my
health. Was it that you hoped to fee it entirely
deftroyed by my ridiculous paffion, and ex*
pcfled to have me at your feet, imploring your
pity to favc my life? or did you treat mc with
refpe£t whHft I continued frightful, with an in-
tention to retraft your promife as foon as I
fhould in any degree become an objedl of de-
iire ?— I fee nothing fo vaftly meritorious in fuch
' afacrifice.
With equal juftice, you are plcafcd to reproach
me for the care I have lately taken to prevent
thofe painful combats with yourfclf, when in
reality you ought to deem it an obligation. You
then retr^dl your engagement, on account of its
being too burjhenfomc a duty; fo that in the
fame breath you complain of having too much
and of not having enough to do. Recolledl
yourfelf a little, and endeavour to be more con-
fident, that your pretended fufFcrings may have
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74 E L O I S A.
a lefs frivolous appearance : or perhaps it would
be more advifeabJe to put off that diflimulation
which is inconfiftent with your charader. Say
what you will, your heart is much better fatisfied
with mine than you would have me think.
Ungrateful man! you are but too well ac-
quainted with its feelings. Even your own Ict-
tel- contradidis you by the gaiety of its ftile : you
would not have fo much wit if you had lefs
tranquillity. But enough of vain reproach to
you: let me now repro;:ch myfelf: it will pro-
bably be with more reafon.
The content and ferenity with which I have
been blefled of late is inconfiftent with my former
declaration, and I confefs you have caufe to be
furprifed at the contraft. You were then a wit-
nefs to my defpair, and you now behold in me
too much tranquillity J hence you pronounce me
inconftant and capricious. Be not, xny good
friend, too fevere in your judgement, 'Fhis
heart of mine cannot be known in one day.
Have patience, and, in time, you may pro-
bably difcover it to be not unworthy your re-
gard.
Unlefs you were fenfible how much I was
fhocked when "I firft deteded my heart in its
paffion for you, it is impoflible to form any idea
of what I fufFered. The maxims I imbibed in
my education were fo extremely fevere, that
love, however pure, feemcd highly criminal. I
was taught to believe that a young girl of fen-
fibility was ruined the moment ibe fufFered a
tender
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tender cxpreffion to pafs her lips : my difordered
jinagination confounded the crime with the con-
feflion of my love, and 1 had conceived fo ter-
rible an idea of the firft ftep, that 1 faw little or
no interval between that and the laft. An ex-
treme diffidence of myfeJf increafed the alarm;
the ftruggles of modefty appeared to be thofe of
virtue; and the uneafinefs of filence feemed the
importunity of defire. The moment I had fpoke
I concluded myfclf loft beyond redemption ; and
yet I muft have fpoken or have parted with you
for ever. Thus, unable to difguifc my fenti-
ments, I endeavoured to excite your generofity,
and, depending rather upon you than on myfelf,
I chofe to engage your honour in my defcnfe, as
I could have little relianceonarefourceof which
I believed myfelf already deprived.
I foon difcovered my errour: I had fcarce
opened my mind when I found myfelf much
eafier; the inftant I received your anfwer I be-
came perfe<^ly calm; and two months experi-
ence has informed me that my too tender heart
hath need of love, but that my pafHons can reft
fatisiied without a lover. Now, judge, you who
area lover of virtue, what joy i muft have felt
at this difcovery. Emerged from the profound
ignominy into which my fears had plunged me,
I now tafte the delicious pleafure of a guiltlefs
paffion : it conftitutes all my happinefs: it hath
had an influence on my temper and health : I
can conceive no paradife on earth equal to the
union of love and innocence.
D 2 I feared
76 % h Q t S A.
I feated you i^o longer; and when I ehd^a*
•Voured to avoid being alone with ,you> it was
-rather for yout fake than my own* Youreye^^
yourfighs, betrayed more transport than pru-*
-dence: but though ^ou hs^d forgotten the bounds
:you yourfelf prefcrib^d, /fhouldnot.
Alas, my friend, I wifli I could communicate
to you that tranquillity of foul .which I i>ow en-
joy ! Would it wei-e in my power to teach ypU
to. hte contented and happy! What fqar, what
.fliame can embit^rolir felicity? Inthebofompf
loye we might t^lk of virtue without a bluib,
E «i;V tlpiaeer £in Vmefiade acctnto^
Ami tafte the pleaftire&iBnQcence bc;ftQW8.
And. yet a^ftrange foreboding whifpers to. ray
heart, that thefe are the only-days ofhappinefs
allotted us by heaven. O ur future profpc<9:pre-
fents nothing to my view, but abfence, anxiety^
dangers, and difficulties. The leaft change in
©ur prefent fituation tauft - neceffarily be for the
worfci Were we even united for evqr, lam
not certain whether our happinefs would Jiot
be deftroyed by its excefs \ the moment of poilef-
fion is a dangerous crifis.
I conjure thee, my kind, my only friend, . Jo
endeavour to calm the turbulence of thofe- vain
. dcfires, which are always followed by regret,. xe-
pentance, and forrow. Let us peaceably enjoy
©ur prefent felicity. You have a pleafure in
giving me inftfuftion, and you know but too
well with what delight I Hftento be inftrufted.
Let your leflbns be yet more frequent, that we
may
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may be as little afunder as decency will allow.
Our abfent moments (hall be employed in writ-*
ing to each other, and tKu$ none of the precious
time will pafs in vain, which one day poffibly
we might give the world to recal. Would to
heaven that our prefent happinefs might end
only with our lives! To improve one's under-
ftanding, to adorn one's mind, indulge one's
heart: can there poffibly be any addition to our
felicity?
LETTER X.
T O £ L O I S A.
HOW entirely was my Eloifa in the right
when fee fekl that I did not yet know hot
fafficiently f I conftantly flatter mjtfelf that I
have difcovered every excellence of her foulj
when new beauties daily meet my obfervation.
What woman, but yourfelf, could ever unite
virtue and tendernefs, fo as to add new charms
to both \ In fpite of myfelf I am forced, to ad-
mire and approve that prudence which deprives
line of all comfort, and there is fomething foex-
ceflively engaging in the manner of impofing
your prohibitions, that I almoft receive them
^Vith delight.
1 am every day more pofitive that there is nb
happinefsequaltothatof beingbelovedbyEloifa;
and (o entirely am I of this opinion that I would
liot prefer even thcperfbn of Eloifa to the polTeffion
. D3 of
7S E L O I S A.
her heart. But, why this bitter alternative?
Can things be incompatible which are united ia
nature ? ,Our time, you fay, is precious; let us
enjoy our good fortune without troubling its
pure ftream with our impatience. Be it fo :
but ihall we, becaufe .we are moderately happy,
, reject fupreme felicity? Is not all that time loft
which might have been better employed? If it
were poffible to live a thoufand years in one
quarter of an hour, what purppfe would it an-
fwer to tell over the tedious numbers of days as
they paffed?
Your opinion of our prefent fituation is very
juft : I am convinced I ought to be happy, and
yet I am much the reverfe. The dictates of
wifdom may continue to flow from your lips, but
the voice of nature is ftronger than your's : and
how. can we avoid liftening to her, when {he
fpeaks the language of our own hearts? Of all
^fublunary things, I know of nothing, except
yourfclf, which deferves a moment's attention.
Without you, nature would have no allurements :
her empire is in your charms, and there Ihe is
irreiiftible.
Your heart, divine Eloifa, feels none of this.
You are content to ravifh our fenfes, and are
not at war with your own. It Ihould feem that
your foul is too fublime for human pafHons, and
t"hat you have not only the beauty but the purity'
of angels — a purity which murmuring I revere,
and to which I would gladly afpire. But, no:
lam condemned to creep upon the earth, and to
behold
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behold Eloifa a conftellation in the heavens. O !
may you continue to be happy though I am
wretched ! enjoy^ your virtues j and perdition
catch the vile mortal who (hall ever attempt to
tarnifti one of them ! Yes, my Eloifa, he happy,
and I will endeavour to forget my own mifcry,
in the recolleftion of your blifs. If I know my
heart, my love is as fpotlefs as its adorable ob-
je<5t. The paffions which your charms havg'en-
flamed are extinguifhed by the purity of your
foul: I dare not difturb its ferenity. When
ever I am temj)ted to take the leaft liberty, I find
myfelf reftrained rather by the dread of inter-
rupting your peace of mind, than by the fear of
offending. In my purfuit of happinefs, , I have?
confidered only in what degree it might affeft
my Eloifa ; and, finding it incompatible with
her's, lean be wretched without repining.
With what inexplicable, jarring fentiments
ybu have infpired me ! I am at once fubmiffive
and daring, mild and impetuous. Your looks
inflame my heart with love, and when 1 hear
your voice I am captivated with the charms of
innocence. If ever I prefume to indulge a
wifhful idea, it is in your abfence. Your image
in my mind is the only objedt of my paffionate
adoration.
And yet I languiih and confume away; my
blood is all on fire, and every attempt to damp
the flame ferves biit to increafe its fervour. Stilf
I have caufe to think myfelf very happy ; and
fo I do» Surely I have little reafon to complain^
D 4 .when
So E L O I S A.
when I would not change my fituatlon with th«
greateft monarch upon earth; B^t yet fome
fiend torments me, whofe purfuits it is impoffi-
ble to elude. Methinks I would not die, and
yet I am daily expiring ; for you only I wifh to
live, and you alone are the caufe of my death.
LETTER XL
FROM ELOISA,
MY attachment to my dear friend growi .
every day ftronger; your abfencc be-
comes infupportable, and 1 have no relief but
in my pen. Thus, my love keeps pace with
your's ; for I judge of your paffion by your r^al
fear of offending : your fomer fears were only
feigned with an intent to advance your caufe.
It is an eafy matter to diftinguiQi the dictates of.
an afflided . heart from the frenfy of a heated
imagination, and I fee a thoufand times more
aiFedion in your prefent conftraint than in
yaur former delirium, 1 know alfo that yoiu:
Situation, reftrained as it is, is not wholly be-
reft of pleafure. A fincere lover muft be very
happy in making frequent facrifices to a grate-
ful miftrefs, whenhe is aflured that not one of •
them will be forgotten^ b^t that fhe will treafure
the rememberance in her heart.
But "who knows whether, prefuming on my
fenfibility, this may not be a deeper, and there-
fore a more dangerous plot than the former ? ' O,
no I
E L O I S A. Si
ho! the fufpicion was unjuft; you certamly
cannot mean to deceive me : and yet prudenct
tells me to be more fufpicious of compaffion
than even of love; for I find myfelf more afFi^c-
ted by your refpe<a than by all your tranfport:
fo that, as you are growii more honeft, you art
become ih proportion more formidable.
In the overflowing of my heart I will tell yod
k truth, of which your own feelings cannot fail
to convince you : it is, that in fpite of fortune,
parents, and of ourfelves, oiir fates are united
for ever, and we can be only happy or miferable
together. Our fouls, if I may ufe the expref-
fion, touch in all points, and we feel an entire
coherence: corrcft me if I fpeak unphilofophi-
caily. Our defliny may part us, but canndt
difunite us. Henceforward our pains and plea-
fures muft be mutual; and, like the magnets,
of which I have heard you fpeak, that have the
fame motion though in different places, we
{hould have the fame fenfations at the two ex-
tremities of the world.
Banifb, therefore, the vain hope, if you ever
entertained k, of oiclufive^ happinefe to be pur-
chafed at the ex penfe of mine. Do not flatter
yourfelf with the idle profpedl of felicity founded
upon Elotia's -difhonour, or imagine that yoii
could'behold my ignominy atid my tears with-
out horrour^ Believe me, my dear friend, I knoW
your heart better than yourfelf. A paffion fa
tender and fo true cannot poffibly excite anim*
flpure delire ; but we are fo atuched, that if we
D 5 wcr«
82 E L O I S A.
were on the brink of perdition it would be im-
poflible for us to fall fingly ; of my ruin your's
is the inevitable confequence.
I Ihould be glad to convince you how necef*
fary it is for us both that I (hould be entrufted
with the care of our deftiny. Can you doubt
that you are as dear to me as myfelf, or that I
can enjoy any happinefs exclufive of your's ?
,No, my dear friend, our intereft is exaftly
the fame, but I have rather more at ftake, and
have therefore more reafon to be watchful. I
own I am youngeft; but did you never obferv6
that if reafon be generally weaker, and fooner
apt to decay in our fex, it alfo comes more early^
to maturity than in your's? as in vegetation the
mod feeble plants arrive fooneft at their perfeftioh
and difTolution. We find ourfelves, from our
lirft conception of things, entrufted with fo
valuable a treafure, that our dread of confequen-
ces foon unfolds our judgement, and an early fenic
of our danger excites our vigilance.
In fliort, the more I refledl upon our fituation,
the more I am convinced that love and reafon
join in my requeft : fufFer yourfelf, then, to be
led by the gentle deity: for, though he is blind,
he is not an ufelefs guide.
1 am not quite certain that this language of
my heart will be perfeftly intelligible to your's,
or that my letter will be read with the fame emo-
tion with which it was written : nor am I con-
vinced that particular objcfts will ever appear
to us in the fame light; but certain I am, that
the
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E L O I S A; 85
theadvice of either which tends Icaft towards fepa-
rate happinefs, is that which we ought to follow.
LETTER XII.
TO E L O I S A,
O'My Elbifa, how pathetick is the language
of nature ! How plainly do I perceive in
your laft letter the fercnity of innocence, and
the follicitudc of love ! Your fentiments are ex-
prefled without art or trouble, and convey a more
delicate fenfation to the mind than all the re-
fined periods of ftudied elocution. Your reafons
are incontrovertible, but urged with fuch aiv
air of fimplicity, that they feem lefs cogent at
firft than they really are 5 and your manner of
exprefling the fublimeft fentiments is fo natural
and eafy, that without reflexion one is apt tO'
miftake them for common opinions-
Yes, my Eloifa, the care of our deftiny fliall
be entirely your*s : not becaufe it is your right,,
but as your duty,, and as a piece of jufticc I ex-
peftfrom your judgement, for the injury you
have done to mine. From this moment to the-
end of my life, I refign myfclf to your will ;.
difpofe of me as of one who hath no intereft
of his own,, and whofe exiftence hath no con-
nexion but with you. Dpubt not that I will fly.
from my refolution, be the terms you impofe.
ever fo rigorous ^ for though I myfelf ftiould pro-
fit nothing by my obedience, if it adds but one:
jpttoyour felicity I am fufliciently rewarded.,
D 6 Therefore:
«4 E L O 1 S A.
Therefore, I relinquifh to you, without referve,
the entire care of our common hap'pinefs : fecure
but your own and I will be fatisfied. As for me,
who can neither forget you a fingle moment,
nor think of you without forbidden emotion, I
>vill now give my whole attention to the employ-
ment you were pleafed to aiSgn me.
It is now juft a year fince we began our
ftudies, and hitherto they have been direfteil
partly by chance, rather with a defign to confult
your taite than to improve it. Befides, our
hearts were too much fluttered to leave us the
perfe<9: ufe of our fenfes. Our eyes' wandered
from the book, and our lips pronounced words,
without any ideas. I remember, your arch
coufin, whofe mind was unengaged, ufed fre-
quently to reproach us with want of conception j
me fcemed delighted to leave us behind, and
foon grew more knowing than her preceptol'j
Now, though we have fometimes fmiled at her
pretenfions, fhe is really the only one of the three
who retains any part of our reading.
But, to retrieve, in feme degree, the time we
have loft (Ah ! Eloifa, was ever time more hap-,
pily fpent?) L have formed a kind of plan, which
may poffibly, by the advantage of method, in fome
meafurecompenfate our neglect. I fend it you en-
clofed; we will read it together^ at'prefeht Iffiall
only make a few general obfervationson th^fubjeft.
If, my charming friend, we were inclined to
parade with our learning, and to ftudy for the
world rather than forourfelves, my fyftem would
be
t L O \ 6 A. I5
*^e a bSa '6nh\ 'for it tends bnly toextVaa 'a littlfe
Yrom a v'aft multi^licitjr of things, and frbfrt k
large library to feledia fmall number of book^.
Science, in geher^, may be confidered a^ k
coin of ^rcat value, but of ufe to thfe 'poffeflo^
bnly in as much as it is cd^nmunicated toothers';
It is valuable biit as a commodity in tra^e'k.
Take from the learned the pleafure of bein^
lieard, and their love of khovyrfedge wotild va*
'ni(b. They do not ftudy to obtain wifdpM,
but the reputation of it : "philofophy woiild haVte
no charms if the philofopher had no admffers.
Tor our part^, who have jio deftgn.but to im-
prove our mind^, it will be nioft advifeable ib
*read little rfiid think'miich 5 or, which is b^tei*,
frequently to talk over the fubje<9!s on whixrh We
Tiav^ been readiilg. I am of opinion, when
'once the umlerftanding is a little developed by
Vefiexion, St is better to re^fon for- ourfelves
than to depend tipon books for the difcovery Of
tnith;'fdr by that means it will make a much
ftronger iirfprei&on :' tn^hilft on the contrary, 1^
taking things for granted,, we view objedls by
halves, and in a borrowed • light. We are born
rich, fays Mohtagne, and yet our whole educa-
'tibn confifts in borrowing. We are taught to
-accumulate continually, and, like true mifers, we
choofe rather to ufe the wealth of other meh,
'than break into our own^ore.
I confefs there afe many people whdm the me-
thod I prdpofe would not fuit, who ought to read
much and think little^ becaufe every borrowed
reflexion
86 E L O I S A.
reflexion is better than any tbing they could
have produced. But I recommend the contrary
to you, who improve upon every book you read*
Let us, therefore, mutually communicate our
ideas; 1 vv^ill relate the opinions of others, then
you fhall tell me your's upon the fame fubjedt,
.and thus (hall I frequently gather more inftruc-
tion from our ledlure than yourfelf.
-The more we contract our circle, the more
necisflary it is to be circumfpefl: in the choice of
our authours. The grand crrour , of young ftu-
dents, as I told you before, is a too implicit de-
pendence upon books, and too much diffidence
in their own capacity ; without reflefling that
they are much lefs liable to be miflpd by their
own reafon, than by the fophiftry of fyftemati-
cal writers. If we would but confult our own
feelings, we (hould eafilydiftinguifli v/r^a^ and
beauty: we do not want to be taught either of
thefe: but examples ofi.e:^tremc virtue and fuj-
perlattve beauty are lefs common, and thefe are
therefore more difficult to be underftood. Our
vanity leads us to miftakeour own weaknefs fca
that of nature, and to think thofe qualities chl-^
merical which we do no^ perceive within ouc-
felves; idJenefs and vice reft upon pretended
impoffibility, and men of little genius conclude
that things which are uncommon have no ex-
iftence. Thefe errours wq muft endeavour
to eradicate, and, by ufing ourfelves to contem-
plate grand objefls, deftroy the notion of their
impoffibility: thus, by degrees^ our emulation
i&
E L O I S A, «7
is rouzed by example, our tafte pefines, and
every thing indifferent becomes intolerable.
But let us not have recourfe to books for prin-
ciples which may be found within ourfeLves.
What have we to do with the idle difputes af
philofophers concerning virtue and happinefs?
Let us rather employ that time in being virtuous
and happy which others wafte in fruitlefs enr
quiries after the means: let us rather . imitate
great examples, than bufy ourfelves with fyftems
and opinions.
I always believed, that virtue was in reality
aftive beauty ; or at leaft that they were inti-
mately conne£led, and fprang from the fame
fource in nature. From this idea it follows,
that wifdom and tafte are to be improved by the
fame means, and that a mind truely fenfible of
the charms of virtue muft receive an equal im-
preifion from every other kind of beauty. Yet,
accurate and refined perceptions are to be ac-
quired only by habit; and hence it is, that we
fee a painter, in viewing a fine profpeft or a good
pidlure, in raptures at certain obje<Sls, which
a common obferver would not even have feen.
How many real injpreifions do we perceive,
which we cannot account for ? How many Je*
ne-fais-quois frequently occur, which tafte only
can determine? Tafte is, in fome degree, the
microfcope of judgement; it brings fmall obj efts
to our view, and its operations begin where thofe
of judgement end. How then fhall we proceed
in its cultivation i By exercifing our fight as
we'll
S* E L 6 i S A:
Well a^ feeliilg, and by Judging of the beaufifol
from infpeftion, as we judge of virtue from
ftnl^tion. I am perfuaded thiere may be fome
hearfe upon which the firft fight even tf Eloifit
Vould make no impreflion.
For this reafon, my lovely fchohr, I limit
your fhidies to books of tafte and manners;
F<yr this reafon, changing my precepts into ex^
tangles, I fhall. give you no other definitions of
virtue than the piftures of virtuous men ; nor
other rules for writing well, than books which
Tire well wrrtten.
Be not furprifed that I have thus contracted
the clrcrie of your ftudies j it will certarnly render
them more ufeful : I am convinced, by daily
experience, that all inftruSion which tends not
to improve, the mind is not worthy your atten-
tion. We will difmifs the languages, except
.the.ltaliaiT, which you underftand and admire.
We will difcard our elerftenfs of algebra and
^ometry. We would even quit our philofophy^
Vere it not for the utility of its terms. We
•will, for ever, renounce modem hrftofy, except
that of our own couritry, ^nd that only onac-
cbunt of our liberty, and the ancieflt fimpHcity
*of our manners : for let nobody perfuade y6U
\hat the hiftory of one's bWn country is tbfe
^inoft ititerefting-— it is falfe. Thehiftory of fonie
^^oiintries will not even bear reading. Themofi:
interefting hiftory is, that which furnilhes the
^Imoft examples, manners, and charaSers ; ii\ ^
word, the moft mftnl^ion. Wc are told th^t
we
c»
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we poffefs all thefe in as great a degree as the
ancieijts; but, turn to their hiiloriea, and you
will be convinced that this is alfo a miftake.
There are people, whbfe faces are Co unmean-
ing, that the J^eft painter cannot . catch their
likenefs, and there are governments fo uncha^
ra6leriftick as to want no hiftorian ; but able
hiilorians will never be wanting where there is
matter deferving the pen of a good writer. In
fliort, they tell us that men are alike in all ages,
that their virtues and vices are the fame, and
that we admire-tlie ancients only becaufe they
are ancients. This is alfo falfc — in former times
great efFefts were produced by trifling caufes,
but in our days it is juft the reverfe. The an-
cients were contemporary with their hiftorians,'
and yet we have learnt to admire them : fhoiild
pofterity ever admire our modern hiftorians, they
certainly will not have grounded their oi)inion
iipon our's.
Out of regard to our conftant companion I c6n*'
fent to. a few volumes of belles-lettres, which I
fliould not have recommended to you. Except
Petrarch, Taflb, Metaftafio, and the beft
French theatrical autnours, I leave you none of
thofe amorous poets^ whicli are the common!
amufemtnt of your fex. The moft infpired o?
them all cannot teach us to love ? Ah ! Eloifa;^
we are better inflruftedby our own hcdrts ! The
phrafes borrowed from books dre cold ind infipid
,to us who fpeak the language of oiir fouls. It iS
a kind of readihg virhith Cram';^s the imagiridtiori;
enervates
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enervates the mind, and dims its original bright-
nefs. On the contrary, real love influences all our
fentiments, and animates them with new vigour.
LETTER Xlir.
FROM ELOISA,
I Told you we were happy, and nothing proves
it more than the uneafinefs we feel upon the
leaft change in our fituation: if it were not true,
why fliould two days reparation give us fo much
pain ? I fay us, for I know my friend fhares my
impatience ; he feels my uneafinefs; and is un-
happy upon his own account : but, to tell me
this were now fupcrfluous.
We have been in the country fincc laft night
only; the hour is not yet come in which I fliould
fee you if I were in town j and yet this diffance
makes me already find your abfence almoft in*
fupportable. If you had not prohibited geo-
metry, I fliould fay that my inquietude increafes
in a compound ratio of the intervals of time and
fpace ; fo fenfible am I that the pain of abfence
is increafed by diftance. I have brought with
me your letter, and your plan of ftudy, for my
meditation ; I have read the firft already twice
over, and own I was a good deal affefted with the
conclufion, I perceive, my dear friend, that
your paflion defer ves the name of real love, be-
caufe you fl:ill preferve your fenfe of honour,
and are capable of facrificing every thing lo
virtue.
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Virtue. To delude a woman in the difguife of
her preceptor is furely, of all the wiles of feduc-
tion, themoft unpardonable; and he muft have
very little refource in himfelf, who would at-
tempt to move his miftrefs by the afliftance of
rpmance. If you had availed yourfelf of phi-
lofophy to forward your defigns, or if you had
endeavoured to. eftablifh maxims favourable to
your intereft, thofe very methods of deceit would
foon have undeceived me ; but you have more
honefty, and are therefore more dangerous.
From the firft moment I perceived in my heart
the leaft fpark of love, and the defire of a lafting
attachment, I petitioned heaven to unite me to
^a man whofe foul was rather amiable than his
perfon ; for well I knew the charms of the mind,
were leaft liable to difguft, and that probity and
honour adorn every fen ti men t of the heart. I
chofe with propriety, and therefore, like Solo-
mon, I have obtained, not only what I afked
for, but alfo what I did not aflc. I look upon
this as a good omen, and 1 do not defpair but I
(hall, one day, have it in my power to make my
dear friend as happy as he deferves. We have
indeed many obftaclesto furmount, and the ex-
pedients are flow, doubtful, and diiBcult. I dare
not flatter myfelf too much : beaflTured, how-
ever, that nothing fhall be forgotten which the
united efforts of love and patience can accom-
plifti. Mean while, continue to humour mjr
mother, and prepare yourfelf for the return of.
father, who at laft retires, after thirty years fer-
vices.
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vices. You miift learn to ehaure the haughtinefs
ota hafty old gentleman, jealous of his honour,
wlio will love yoir without flattering, ahd efteem
you without riaany profeffions.
* I broke off here to take a ramble in the neigh-
bouring woods. You, my amiable friend— you
were my companion— or rather X carried you
in my heart. I fought thofe paths whicli I ima-
gined we fliould have trod, and marked the (hades
which feemed worthy to receive us. The de-
lightful folitude of the groves feemed to heighten
our fenfibility, and the woods themfelves ap-'
peared to receive additional beauty from the pre-
fence of two fuch faithful lovers.
Amidft the natural bowers of this charming
place, there is one ftill more beautiful than the'
reft, with which I am moft delighted, and where
fbr that reafon I intend to furprife you. It mill?
riot be faid that 1 want generofity to reward'
your conftant refpeft. 1 would convince you,
in fpite of vulgar opinions, that voluntary fa-
vours are more valuable than thofe obtained by
importunity. But, left the ftrength ,of your ima-
gination (hould lead you too far, I muft inform
you, that we will not vifit thefe pleafant bowers
'without my conjldnt companion
. Now 1 have mentioned my coufin, I am de-
termined, if It does not difpleafe you, that yoU
fliall accompany her hither on Mond?.y next^
You muft hot fail to be with her at tT^n o'clock.
My rnother's chaife will be there about that
time; ydu idhall fpend the whole day with Us',
and
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^l^>cl;We will return all together the next day after
,i}inner.
I had written fafar v^hen I bethought myfelf^
-that I have not the fame opportunity here, for
^tjhe conveyance of my letter, ^s in town. I
once had an inclination to fend ypuo^ie of .your
Jsooks by Guftin the gardeijer!s fop, apd jfo en*
cJpfe my letter in the cover : but ^s. there js a ppfli*
bility that you may xiot be aware of this cpntri-
.vance, it would be unpardonab^y imprudent to
rifkourall on fo precarious a bottom. I muflr,
^t^prefore, Jbe contented to fignify the intended
rendezvous on Monday by a billet, and I my-
felf,will give you this letter. '^ Befides, I was a
little apprehenfive left you, might comment too
-freely on the myftery of the bower.
LETT E.R XIV.
TO ELOISA. '
AH ! ,Elpifa, iilpifa » .what have ypu done?
. You flf^eant to reward me, and you are the
p^pfe pf .ixiy ruii):— I^m intoxicated, or, rather,
.lam. mad — My>})rains are, turned— aH my fenfes
.^e.difordftccd l?y .this fatal kifs. Y^u d^figned
tp alleviate my pain j ^but you ,have cruelly in-
cceafe'd my to/m^t. The poifon I have imbibed
from ypur Ups.w.ill d<?ftrpy,nie-7-my blood boils
, within my vpin^— I .fl)^l,^iej,and your pity will
butbaft^n^my de^th.
Pim-
r
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O immortal rememberance of that illufive,
frantick, and enchanting moment! Never,
never to be effaced fo long as Eloifa lives within
my foul.— Till my heart is deprived of all fenfa-
tion, thou wilt continue to be the bappinefs and
torment of my life !
Alas ! I poffeffed' an apparent tranquillity ;
refigned my felf entirely to your fupreme will,
and never murmured at the fate you condefcended
to prefcribe. I had conquered the impetuous
Tallies of my imagination — I difguifed my looks,
and put a lock upon my heart — I bift half ex-
preffed my defires, and was as content as poffible.
Thus your billet found me, and 1 flew to your
coufin : we arrived at Clarens ; my heart beat
quick at the fight of my beloved Eloifa; her
fweet voice caufed a ftrange emotion; I became
almoft tranfported, and it was lucky for me that
your coufin was prefent to engage your mother's
attention. We rambled in the garden, dined
comfortably, you found an opportunity, un-
perceivcd, to give me your charming letter,
which I durft not open before this formidable
witnefsj the fun began to decline, and we batt-
ened to the woods for the benefit of the (hade.
Alas ! I was quite happy, and I did not even
conceive a ftate of greater blifs.
As we approached the bower, I perceived,
not without a fecret emotion, your fignificant
winks, your mutual fmiles, and the increafing
glow in thy charming cheeks. Soon as we en-
tered, I 5^as furprifed to fee your coufin ap-
proach
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proach me, and with an affc£led air of humility,
aft me for a kifs. Without comprehending
the myftery, I complied with her requeftj and,
charming as fhe is, I never could have had a
more convincing proof of the infipidity of thofe
fenfations which proceed not from the heart,.
But what became of nie a moment after, when
I felt my hands fhook— a gentle trcmour—
thy balmy lips — —my Eloifa'is lips— —touch,
preffed to mine, and myfelf within her arms?
Quicker than lightening a fudden fire darted
through my foul : I feemed all over fcnfible of
the raviihing cohdefcenfion, and my heart funk
down oppreiTed with infupportable delight,
when all at once I perceived yoiir colour change,
your eye& clofe; you leant upon your coufin,
and fainted away. Fear extinguiibed all my
joy, and my happinefs vanquifhed like a flia-
dow.
I fcarce know any thing that has paffcd fince
that fatal moment. The impreffion it has made
on my heart will never be effaced. A favour I
.'*-^ it is an extreme torment ^No, keep thy
kiffes — I cannot bear them they are too pene-
trating, too painful they diftraft me. lam
no more myfelf, and you appear to me no more
the fame objeft. You feem not as formerly
chiding and fevere; but, methinks I fee and
feel you lovely and tender as at that happy in-
ftant when 1 preffed you to my bofom. O Eloifa!
whatever may be the confequence of my ungo-
vernable paffion, ufe me asfeverely as you pleafe,
I can*
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I cannot exlft in my prefent condition, and I
perceive! muft at lafl: expire at your feet— —or
in your arms.
L E J T E R XV.
FROM* ELOISA.
IT is neceflary, my dear friend, that we fliouW
part for forne time : I aik it as the firfl: proof
of that obedience you have fo pften promife<i»
• If I am urgent in my requeft, you may be aflu-
red 1 have good reafon for it : indeed I have, and
you are too well convinced that I muft,; to be
ajble to take this refolutionj for your part y9u
will be fati^fied fince it is my defire.
You have long talked pf taking a journey into
. V^lais. I wifiiyou wowlJ.determine to go be-
fore the approach of the winter. Auturan, in
this country, ;ftill wears amildandfereneafpciSl ;
but you fee the tops 9f the mountains a(re already
white, and fix weeks later you ihould not have
my cpnfent to take fuch a rough journey 1 ^e-
folve, therefore, to fet out to-morrow :- you will
write to me by thedir^ion which I fhall fend,
^nd you will give me your's when you arrive at
, Sion.
You would never acquaint me with the fitua-
, tion of your i^ffaiiis j but you are not in your
own country; your fortune I know is fmall,
^^dl am p^rfuaded you muft diminilh it here,
where
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where you ftay only on my accotint. I look
upon myfelf therefore as your purfe-bearer, and
fend you a fnMill matter in the little box^ which
you muft not open before the bearer. I will
not anticipate difficulties, and I have loo great
an efteera for you to believe you capable of
making any on thisoccafion.
£ beg you will not return without my per-
miffion, and a)fo that you will take no leave of
us. You may wrtte t© my m o ther or me, merely
to inform us that fome unforefeen bufinefs re*
quires your prefence j that you are obliged to
depart immediately ; stnd you may, if you pleafe,
fend me fome dire^ons coAcerningmy ftudies,^
till you return. You muft be careful to avoid
the leaft appearance of myftery. Adieu, my
ikar friend^ and forget not that you take with
you the heart and foul of £loifa«
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LETTER XVr.
A N S W I R.
VERY line of your terrible fetter made.
me fhudder. But I will obey you: I have
promifed, and it is my duty — yes, you fliall be
obeyed. But you cannot conceive— no, barba-
rous Eloifa, you will never compre^^nd hoviF
this cruel facrifice afFc^ls my heart. There
wanted not the tryal in the bower to increafe my .
fenfibility. It was a mercilefs refinement of .
Vox., I , £ ., inhAinaanitj,.;
y^ey
$8 E L O I S A.
inhumanity, and I now defy you to make ffle
more miferable.
I return your box unopened. To add igno-
miny to cruelty is too much : you are, indeed^
the miftrefs of rtiy fate, but not of my honour.
i will myfelf ^rcferve this fadred depofit. Alas !
it is the only treafure I haVe left !• and I will
iiever part with it fo long as I live.
LETTER XVII.
REPLY.
YOUR letter excites my compaffion; It
is the only fenfelefs thing you have evei*
written*
I affront yolir honout*! I would rathef facri«*
lice my life. Do you believe it poffible that I
fhould mean to injure your honbur? Ingrate!
too well thou knoweft that for thy fake 1 had
almoft facrificed my own. But, tell me, what is
this honour which I have offended ? Aik thy gro-
veling heart, thy indelicate foul. How defpicable
aft thou if thou haft no honour but that which i^
unknown to Eloifa! Shall thofe whofe hearts are
one fcruple to fhaf-e their poffeffions f bhall
he who calls himfelf mine refufe my gifts?
Since when is it become diftionourable to receive
from thofe we love? But the man is deipifed
whofe wants exceed his fortune. Defpifed ! by
whom? By^ thofe abjed fouls who place theixr
honour m their wealth, ^nd eilimate their virtue
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by their weight of gold. But, is this the liDnour
of a good man ? Is virtue lefs honourable be*
caufe it is poor ?
Undoubtedly, there are prefents which a matt
of honour ought not to accej^t ; but I muft tell
you, thofe are equally diihonourable to the per«» .
foil by whom they are offered; and that what
may be given with honour, it cannot be diflio-
nOUrable to receive : now, my heart is i'o far from
reproaching me with what 1 did, that it glories
in the motive. Nothing can be more defpiciible
than a man whofe love andaflxduities are bought,
except the woman by whom they are purchafed.
But where two hearts afe united, it is fo reafoh-
able and juft that their fortunes fliould beia
common, that if I have referved more than my '
ihare, I think myfelf indebted to you for the
overplus. If the favours of love are rcjeftcd,
how fliall our hearts exprefs their gratitude ?
But, left you (hould imagine that in my de*
j(ign to fupply your Wants I was inattentive to
m'y own, I will give you an indifputable proof
of the contrary. Know, theh, that the purfe
which I now return contains double, the fum
it held before, and that I could have redoubled
it if I had pleafed. My father giv^s me a cer-
tain allowance, moderate indeed, but which
my mother's kindnefs renders it unneceffary for
me to touch* As to my lace and embroidery,
they are the produce of my own induftry. It i$
true, I was not always fo rich ; but, I know
not how, my attention to a certain fatal paflibn
£ 2 has
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h^ of late made me negle<^ a thoufand little ex^
penfive fuperfiuities ; which is another xeafon
why I fliould difpofe of it in thia manner : it is
but juft that yoit ihouki be humbled as a punifb-
mextt fcET the evil you havecaufed^ andthatluYe
ibould expiate the crimes it occa(ions«
But, to the point. You fay your honour will
not fttffer you to accept my gift. If this be true,
I have nothing more to fay^ and am entirely of
opinion that you cannot be too po£tive in this
rifftSt. If, therefore, you can prove this to be
the cafe, I defire it nuy be done clearly^ incon-
teftably, and without evafion ; for you know I
liate all appearance of fophiftry. You may
then return the purfe j I will receive it without
complaining, and you (hall hear no more of this
affair.
You will be pleafed, however,, to remember,
that I neither like falfe honour, nor people who
«re aftededly pun£^ilious. If you return the
box without a jujttification, or if your juftifica-
tionbenot fatisfa£tory, we muft meet no-more.
Think of this ! Adieu !
LETTER XVin.
TO ELOISA.
I Received your prefent — I departed withoitt
taking leave, and am now a confid^sAledi-
Itance from you. Am I fufficiently jdiedient'?
R your tyranny feti«fi«d i
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B L O r S A. loi
I can give you no account of my journey } fof
I remember nothing more than that I was three
days in travelling twenty leagues. Every ftep I
took (eemed to tear my foul from my body, and
to anticipate the pain of death. I intended to
have given you a defcription of the country
through which I paffed. Vain projeS ! I be-
held nothing but you, and can defcribe nothing
but Eloifa. The repeated emotions of my heart
threw me into a continued diftradion : I imagi-
ned myfelf to be where I was not: I had hardly,
fenfe enough left to afk or follow my road,
and lam arrived at Sion without ever leaving
Vevai.
Thus I have difcovered the fecret of eluding
yaour cruelty, and of feeing you without difobey*-
ing your command. No, Eloifa, with all your
rigour, it is hot in your power to feparate m^e
from you entirely. I have dragged into exile
but the mod inconfiderable partof myfelf j my
foul muft remain with you forever: withim*
punity it explores your beauty, dwells in rap-
ture upon every charm ; and I am happier in
^fpite of yoH than I ever was by your per*
miffion.
Unfortunately, I have here fome people to
vifit, and fome ncceffary bufxnefs to tranfadl. I
toi leaft wretched in folitude, where I ^an em-
ploy all my thoughts upon Eloifa, and tranfport
royfelf to her in imagination. Every employ^
ment which calls oiF my attention is become
infupportable. 1 will hurry over my affairs,
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that I may be foon at liberty to wander througk
the folitary wilds of this delightful country.
Since I muft not live with you, I will fbun all
fociety with mankind.
I
LETTER XIX.
TO ELOI6A.
Am now detained here only by your order.
Thofc five days have been more than fufE-
cientto finifii my own concerns, if things may b(l
Jo called in which the heart has nointcreft:
fo that now you have no pretence to prolong my
lexile, unlefs with defign to torment me.
I begin to be very uneafy about the fate of
iny firft letter. It was written and fentby the
poft immediately upon my arrival, and the di*
region was exadly copied from that which yott
tranfmitted me : I fent you mine with equal
care: fo that if you had anfwered me punctual-
ly, I muft have received your letter, be fore now*
Yet this letter does not appear, and there is no
•poffible fatality which I have not fuppofed to be
the caufe of its delay. O Eloifa, how many
"unforefeen adcidents may have happened in the
Tpace of one week, to diffolve the moft perfed
-union that ever exitted ! 1 (huddcr to think that
there are a thoufand means to make me mifer-
able, and only one by which I can poffibly be
happy. Eloifa, is it that I am forgotten ! God
forbid! that were to be naiferable indeed. 1
> ' am
E Xi O I S A. It)
dm prepared for any other misfortune ; but all
the powers of my foul ficken at the bare idea of
that.
O no ! it cannot be : I am convinced my
fears are groundlefs, and yet my apprehenfions
continue. The bitternefs of my misfortunes
increafes daily ; and, as if real evils were not
fufficient to deprefs my foul, my fears fupply
pie with imaginary ones to add weight to the
others. At firft my grief was much more toler-»
>able. The trouble of a fudden departure, and
the journey itfelf were fome fort of diflipation !
but this peaceful folitudeaffembles all my woes.
Like a wounded foldier, I felt but little pain
till after I had retired from the field.
- . How ofteh have I laughed at a lover, in ro*
mance, bemoaning the abfence of his miftrefs !
Little did I imagine that your abfence would ever
be fo intolerable to me! I am now fenfible how
improper it is for a mind at reft to judge of other
men's paffionsj and howfoolifh, to ridicule the
fenfatioiis we have never felt. I muft confefs^
however; I have great confolation in refle£ling
that I fufFer by your command. The fufFerings
which you are pleafed to ordain are much lefs
paiitful than if they wereinflidted by the hand of
fortune; if they give you any fatisfadion, I
fhould be ferry not to have fufFered : they are!
the pledges of their reward j I know you too
well to believe you would exeixife barbarity for
its own fake.
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104 S L ID r S A.
If your dcfign he to put me to the proof, I
will murmur no more. It is but jiift that you
(hould knbw whether J am conftant, endued
v/ith patience, docility ; and, in fhort, worthy
oftheblifs you defign me, Gods! if this bfg
your idea^ I ftiall complain that I have not fuf-
fered half enonigh. Ah, IJloife, for heaven's
fake fupport the flattering expe<Slation in my
heart, and invent, if you can, fome torment
better proportioned, to the reward.
LETTER XX.
FROM EtOISA.
I Received both your letters at once, and I
perceive, by yOur anxiety in the fecond con-
cerning the fate of the other, that when imagi-
nation takes the lead of rcafon, the latter is not
always in hafte to follow, but fuiFers her, fome*
times, to proceed alone. Did you fuppofe,
when you reached Sion, that the poft
waited only for your letter, that it would be
delivered to me the inftant of his arrival here,
and that my ^nfwer would be favoured with equal
defpatch? No, no,' my good friend, things
do not always go on fo fwimmingly. Your
two epiflles came both together^ becaufe the
poft happened not to fet out till after he had re-
ceived the fecond. It requires fome time to di-
ftribute the letters ; my agent has not always an
immediate opportunity of meeting me alone,
and
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and the poft from hence does not return the daj
after his arrival : fo that all things calculated,
it mufi be at leaft a week before we can receive
an anfiver one from the other. This I have ex*
plained to you with a defign, once for all, to
fatisfy your impatience. Whilft you are ex-
claiming againft fortune and my negligence, you
fee that I have been bufied in obtaining the in-
formation neceffary to infure our correfpondence,
and prevent your anxiety. Which of us have
been beft employed j I leave to your own deci-
iion.
Let us, my dear friend, talk no more of pain;
rather partake the joy I feel at the return of my
kind father, after a tedious abfence of eight
months. He arrived on Thurfday evening,
fince which happy moment I have thought Of no-
body elfe*. O thou, whom, next to the Au-
thour of my being, I love more than all the
world ! why muft thy letters, thy complainings
afFeft my foul, and interrupt the firft tranfports
of a re-united, happy family i
You expeft to monopolife my whole atten-
tion. But, tell me, could you love a girl whofe
paffion for her lover could cxtinguifli all aiFe£tion
for her parents ? Would you, becaufe you are
uneafy, have me infenfible to the endearments of
a kind father? No, my worthy friend, you
muft not embitter my innocent joy by your un-
juft reproaches. You, who have fo much fen-
, E 5 libility,
• The Lady Teems to have forgdt wh?t flic faid m the
preceding paragraph.
io6 E L O I S A.
libility, can furely conceive the facred pleafures
of being prelTcd to the throbbing heart of a tender
parent. Do you think that in thofe delight-
ful moments it is poffible to divide one's affec*
tion ?
Sol cbe fin figlia to mi rammento adejo*
' When all I think of, is that Tin his child.
Yet, you are not to imagine I can forget yoiu
Do vtre ever forget what we really love ? No, the
more lively impreflions of a moment have no
power to efFace the other. I was not unaffefted
yrith your departure hence, and fhall not be dif-
pleafed to fee you return. But — ^be patient,
like me, becaufe you muft, without aiking any
other reafon. Be aflured that I will recall you
asfoon as it is in my power; and remember,
that thofe who complain loudeft of abfence do.
not always fuffer moft.
LETTER XXI.
TO £ LOIS A.
HO W was I tormented in receiving the
letter which I fo impatiently ex pefted I I
waited at the poft-houfe. 7'he mail was fcarce
opened before I gave in my name^ and began to
importune the man. He told me there was a
letter for me — my heart leaped — I atked for it
with great impatience, and at laft received it.
O Eloifa ! how I rejoiced to behold the well-
Juiown hand ! A thoufand times would I have
kare<r
E L O I S A. |07
kiffed the precious chara^rs, but I wanted re-
folution to prefs the letter to my lips, or to open
it before fo many witnefles. Immediately i re*
tired j my knees trembled ; I fcarce knew my
way ; 1 broke the feal the moment I had palTed
the firft turning i I ran over, or rather devoured,
the dear lines, till I came to that part which fo
movingly fpeaks your tendernefs and afFe£lioa
for your venerable father — I wept ; 1 was ob-
ferved j I then retired toa place of greater privacy^
and there mingled my joyful tears with your'Sr
With tranfport I embraced your happy father,
though I hardly remember him. The voice of
nature reminded me of my own, and I ihed fitOs^
tears to his memory.
O incomparable Eloifa ! what cdn you poffibl]^
learn of me? It is from you. only can be learnjt
every thing that is great and good,, and . f^ ecially
that divine union of nature, love,, and vii^tue,
which never exifted but in. you. Every virtuous
affection is diftinguilhed in your heart by a fen«>
fibility fo peculiar to yourfelf, that for the better
JTcgulatioaof my own, asmyadions are already
fubmitted' to your will, I perceive my fenti^-
mentsalfo muft be determined by your's.
Yet, what a difference there is between yoMp'
fituationand mine! I do not mean as- to rank.
or fortune; fincere^ffedtion, and dignityof foul;
want none of thefe. Butyou are furrounded by
a number of kind friends who adore you — ac^
tender mother, and a father who loves you as
bis only hope-^a friend and coufin who feems to
E 6 breather
io8 K L O I S A.
breathe only for your fake : you are the omamenrf
and oracle of an entire family, the boaft and ad-
miration of a whole to wn~thefc, all thefe, di-
vide your fenfibility, and what remains for love
4s but a fmall part in comparifon of that which
isravifhed from you by duty, nature, and friend-
ihip. But I, alas! a wanderer without a fa-
mily, and almcft without country, have no one
but you upon earth, and am poflTdTed of nothing
but my love. Be not, therefore, furprifed,
though your heart may have more fenfibility,
that mine (houM know better how to love; and=
that you, who excel me in everything elfe, muft
yield to me in this refpeft.
You need not, however, be appreheniive left
I (hould indifcreetly trouble you with my com-
plaints. No, I will not interrupt your joy, be-
caufe it adds to your felicity, and is in. its nature
laudable* Imagination ihall re)prelent the pathe-
tick fcene; and iince I have no happinefs of my
own, I will endeavour to enjoy your's.
Whatever may be your reafons for prolong-
ing my abfence, I believe them juft; but, though
I knew them to be otberwife, what would that
avail ? Have 1 not promifed implicit obedience ?
Can Ifuftcrmoreinbeingfilcnt, than in parting
from you i But remember, Eloifa, your foul now
direfts two feparate bodies, ^nd that the one flic
animates by choice will continue the mod faithful .
N9J0 piu forte :
Fahricato da^noi^ mndalUifarU*
Joined by the ftronged bonds.
Which we ouifelveS} ;uid not blind fortune, tied.
No,
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No, Eloifa, you fhall hear no repining. Till
•you are pleafcd to recall mc from exile, I will
try to deceive the tedious hours in exploring the
mountains of Valais, whilft they are yet prac-
ticable, I am of opinion that this unfrequented
country defcrvesthe attention of fpeculativecu-
riofity, and that it wants nothing to excite ad-
miration but a fkilful fpeftator. Perhaps, my
excurfion may give rife to a few obfervations
that may not be entirely undefenring your peru-
fal. To amufe a fine lady one (hould defcribe
a witty and polite nation; but I know my
Eloifa will have more pleafure in a piAure where
flmplicity of manners and niral happinefs are the
principal objefe.
A
LETTER XXU.
FROM ELOISA.
T length the ice is broken — you have been
mentioned. Notwithftanding your poor
opinion of my learning, it was fufficient to fur-
. prife my father ; nor was he lefs pleafed with
my progref§ in mufick and drawing* : Indeed, to
the great aftonifhment of my mother, who was
. prejudiced by your impofitionf on ber^ he was
fatisfied
" * A mighty accomplished A^^olar at twenty years of age
to have acquired fuch a variety oif improvtT9e»c. At thir-
ty> indeed, ibe feiicitates herfelf that fbe 1$ no longer fo
tery knowing*
f Alluding to a letter written by him to her mother In' a
Ycry equivocjil iiile, which is fupprefTed*
lio B L O I S A*
(atisfied with my improvement in every thing ex-
cept heraldry, which he thinks I have negleded*
But all this could not be acquired without a
mafter : I told him mine, enumerating ^t the fame
time all the fciences he propofeci to teach me,
except one. He remembers to have feen you fe-
veral times on his lalt journey, and does not ap-
pear to retain any impreffion to your difadvantage*
He then enquired about your fortune ? — He was
told it was not great. — Your birth? — he was
anfwered, hanejl. This word honejl founds very-
equivocal in the ears of nobility : it excited Ibme
fufpicions, which were confirmed in the ex-
planation. As foon as he was informed that
your birth was not noble, he afked what you
bad been paid per month. My mother replied,,
that you had not only refufed to accept a ftipend,
but that you had evon rejected every prefent fhe
had offered. This pride of your*s fcrved but to
enflame his own — who, indeed, could bear the
thought of being obliged to a poor plehian?
Therefore, it was determined that a ftipend
fliould be offered, and that, in cafe you refufed
it,' notwithftanding your merit, you fliould be
difmifled.— Such, my friend, is the refult of a
converfation held concerning my moll honoured
mafter, dufing which his very humble fcholar
was not entirely at eafe. I thought I could not
be in too great hafte to give you this informa-
tion, that you might have fufficient time to con*-
fider it maturely. When you are come to a
re&Iution, dp not fail to let me know it^ for it
£ L O I $ A. r»i
is a matter entirely within your own province^
and beyond my jurifdidion.
I am not much pleafed with your intended ex*
curiion to the mountains : not ttvit I think it
will prove an unentertaining diffipadon^ or that
your narrative will not give me pleafure; but I
am fearful left you may not be able to fupport the
fatigue. Befides, the feafon is already too far
advanced. The hills will foon be covered with
fnow, and you may poffibly fufFer as much from
cold as fatigue. If you fhould fall fick in that
diftant country, I fhould be inconfolable. Come
therefore, my dear friend, come nearer to your
Eloifa : it is not yet time to return to Vevai ^ but
I would have you lefs rudely fituated, and fo a$
to facilitate our correfpondence. I leave the
. choice of place to yourfelf : only take care that
it be kept fecret from the people here, and be
difcreet without being myfterious. 1 know you
will be prudent for your own fake, but doubly
fo for mine.
Adieu ! I am forced to break off. — You know
I am obliged to be very cautious. But this is
not all : my father has brought with him a vene-
rable ftranger, his old friend, who once faved
his life in battle. Judge, then, of the reception
he deferves ! To-morrow he leaves us, and wc
are impatient to procure him every fort of enter-
tainment tjhat will beft exprefs our gratitude to
fuch a benefador. I am called, and muft finilb.
Once more, adieul
LETTER
\iz E L O I S A.
I
LETTER XXUL
TO ELOISA.
Have employed fcarce eight days in furveying
a country that would require fome years.
But, befides that I was driven ofF by the fnow,
I chofe to be before the pdft who brings me, I
hope, a letter from Eloifa. In the mean time. I
begin this, and fhall afterwards, if it beneccf-
fary, write another ih anfwcr to that which I
fcall receive.
I do not intend to give you an account of my
journey in this letter; you fhall fee my remarks
when we meet; they would take up too much
of our precious correfpondence. For the prefent,
it will be fufficient to acquaint you with the
fituation of my heart. It is but juft to render
you an account of that which is entirely your's.
I fet out dejedted with my own fufferings,
but confoled with your joy; which held me
fufpended in a ftate of langour that is not dif-
agreeable to true fenfibility. Under the condufl
of a very honcft guide, I crawled up the
towering hills, through many a rugged, unfre-
quented path. Often would I mufe, and then,
at once, fome unexpeded objeft caught my at-
tention. One moment I beheld ftopendous
Tocks hanging ruinous over my head; the next
I was enveloped in a drizzling cloud, which arofe
from a vaft cafcade that dafliing thundered againft
the rocks below my feet ; on one fide, a perpe-
tual torrent opened to my view a yawning abyfs,
which
E L O I 6 A. II}'
*" which my eyes could hardly fathom withfafety ;
fometimes 1 was loft in the obfcurity of a hang*
ing wood, and then was agreeably aftonifhed
with the fudden opening of a flowery plain. A
furpriiing mixture of wild and cultivated nature
points out the hand of man, where one would irna*
gtnemah had never penetrated. Here you behold
a horrid cavern, and there a human habitation ;
vineyards where one would expe£l nothing but
brambles ; delicious fruit among barren rocks, and
corn-fields in the midflof clifFs and precipices.
But it is not labour only that renders this flrange
country (o wonderfully contrafted 5 for here na-
ture fcems to have a fingular pleafure ir a^ing
contradi^ory to herfelf, fo different does ihe ap-
. pear in the fame place in different afpefts. To-
wards theeaft the flowers of fpring— tothc fouth
the fruits of autumn-*and northwards the ice of
winter. She unites all the feafbns in the fame
infant, every climate in the fame place, difFerent
foils on the fame land, and, with a harmony
el fe where unknown, joins the produce of the
plains to thofe of the higheft Alps. Add to thefe,
theillufions of vifion, the tops of the mountains
varioufly illumined, the harmonious mixture of
light and ibade, and their different tff^As in the
morning and the evening as t travelled ^ you
may then form fome idea of the fcenes which
engaged my attention, and which feemed to
change as I pafled, as on an enchanted theatre ;
for the profpeft of mountains being almoft per-
pendicular to the horizon, ftrikcsthc eyeat the
fame
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114 E L O I S A.
fame inftant, and more powerfully than that o^
a plain, where the objeds are feen obliquely and
half concealed behind each each other.
To this pleafmg variety of fcenes I attributed
the ferenity of my mind during my firft day's
Journey. \ wondered to find that inanimate
beings fhould over-rule our moft violent paffions,
and defpifed the impotence of philofophy for hav-
ing lefs power over the foul than a fucceifion of
lifelefs objedls. But, finding that my tranquillity
continued during the night, and even increafe^I
with the following day, 1 began to believe it '
flowed from fome other fource, which I had not
yet difcovered. 1 hat day 1 reached the lower
mountains, and, pafling over their rugged tops,
.at Lft afcended the higheft fummit I could
poffibly attain. Having walked a while in the
clouds I came to a place of greater ferenity,
whence one may peacefully obferve the thunder
and the ftorm gathering below — Ah! too flatter-
ing jDi6tureof human wifdom, of which the ori-
ginal never exifted, except in thofe fublime re*
gions whence the emblem is taken.
Here it was that I plainly difcovered, in the *
purity of the air, the true caufe of that return-
ing tranquillity of foul, to which I had been
.fo long a ftranger. This impreflion is generaj.,
though not univerfally obferved. Upon the tops
of mountains, the air being fubtle and pure, wc
refpire with greater freedom, our bodies are more
adivc, our minds more ferene, our pleafures lefs
ardent, and our pafjions much mo^re moderate.
. . Our
^ L O I S A. us
Our meditations acquire a degree of fublimity
from the grandeur of the objefts around us. It
feems as if, being lifted above all human fo-
ciety, we had left every low, terreftrial fenti-
ment behind; and that as we approach the aethe-
.real regions the foul imbibes fomething of their
eternal purity. One is grave without being me-
lancholy, peaceful but not indolent, penfive yet
contented: our defires lofe their painful vio*
lence, and leave only a gentle emotion in our
hearts. Thus the paffions which in the lower
world are man's greateft torment, in happier
climates contribute to his felicity. I doubt much
whether any violent agitation, or vapours of the
mind, could hold out againft fuch a fituation ;
and I am furprifed that a bath of the reviving and
wholefome air of the mountains is not frequently
prefcribed both by phyfick and morality.
Slut n9n paiazzip non teatn o loggia,
Ma'n lor n/ece urC ahete^ unfaggio^ unfln%
Tra tcrba verde e*l bel monle vicino
Levari di terra al del nofir" imtelletto.
Nor palace, theatre, nor proud exchange,
Here lift their heads ; but fir-trees, beech, and pine^
0>r verdant valleys, and on pieafant hills.
Lift up the thoughtful mind from earth to heaveni
Imagine td yourfelf all thefe united impref-
fions; the amazing variety, magnitude, and
beauty of a thoufand ftupendous obje£ls; the
pleafureof gazing at anentire new fcene, ftrange
birds, unknown plants, another nature, and a
«ew world. To thefe even the fubtilty of the.
air
i\6 E L O I S A.
air Is advantageous ; it enlivens the natural co^
lours of objefts, renders them more diftinft, and
brings them as it were nearer to the eye. In
fliort, there is a kind of fupematural beauty in
thefe mountainous profpefts which charms^
thefenfes of the mind both into a forgetfulnefs of
one's felf and of everything in the world.
I could have fpent the whc^ time in contem-
plating thefe magnidcent landfcapes, if I had not
found ftill greater pleafure in the convcrfation of
the inhabitants. In my obfervations you will
find a flight iketch of their manners, their ilth-
plicity, their equality of foul^ and of that
peacefulncft of mind which renders them happy
by an exemption from pain, rather than by the
enjoyment of pleafure. But what I was unable
todefcribe, and which is aloioft impoffible to be
conceived, i« their difinterefted faumanicy aad
Jiofpitable zeal td oblige every ftranger whom
chance or curiofity brings to vifit them. This I
myfeif continually experienced — I who was en-
tirely unknown, and who was conducted from
place to place only by a common guide. When,
in the evening, I arrived in any hamlet at the
foot of a mountain, each of the inhabitants was
fo eager to have me lodge at his houfe that I
was always embarrafled which to accept ; and he
who obtained the preference fecmcd fo wdl
pieafed that, at iirft, I fuppofed his joy to arife
from a lucrative profpeil ; but i was amazed,
after having ufed the houfe like an inn, to find
my boil not only refufe to accept the leait gra-
- tuity
E L O I S A. 117
tulty, but offended that it was offered* I found
it univerfally the faine# So that it was true hof-
pitality, which, from its unufual ardour, I had
miftaken for avarice. So perfectly diilnterefted
are thefe people, that during eight days it was
not in my power to leave one dollar among
them. In fhort, how is it poiSble to fpend
money in a country where the landlord will not
be paid for his provifions, nor the fervant for his
trouble, and where there are no beggars to be
found? Ncvcrthelefs, money is "ty no means
abundant in the Upper Valais, and for that very
reafon the inhabitants are not in want; for the
neceflaries of life are plentiful, yet nothing is fent
outofthecountry; they are notluxuriousat home,
nor is the peafant lefs laborious. If ever they
have more money they will grow poor, and. of this
they are fo fehfible, that they tread upon mines of
gold, which they ^re determined never to open.
1 was at firft greatly furprifed at the difference
l)etween the cufloms and manners of thefe peo-
ple and thofe of the Lower Yalais ; for in the
road through that j>art of the country to Italy
travellers pay dearly enough for their paffage.
An inhabitant of the place explained the myflery.
^* The ftrangers (lays he) who pafs through the
IfOwer Valais are chiefly merchants, or people
who travel in purfuit of gain; it is but juft that
they fhould leave us a part of their profit, and
that we fhould treat them as they treat others ;
but here travellers meet with a different re-
ception^ becaufe we are aifured their journey
muft
118 E L O I S A.
ttiuft have a difinterefted motive: they vifit US
out of friendfhip, and therefore we receive them
as our friends. But, indeed, our hofpitalityisnot
vfery expenfive; we have bMt few vifitors." — »
" No wonder (1 replied) that mankind (hould
avoid a people, who liVe only to enjoy life, arid
not to acquire wealth, and excite envy, Happy>
defervedly happy, mortals ! I am pleafed to
think that one muft certainly refemble you in
fome degree, in order to approve your manner^
and tafte your fimplicity?'
What I found particularly agreeable whilft I
continued among them was the natural eafe and
freedom of their behaviour. They went about
their bufmefs in -the houfe as if I had not been
there; and it was in my power t6 aA as if
I were the fole inhabitsint. They are entirely un-
acquainted with the impertinent vanity of doing
the honours of the houfe ^ as if to remind the
ftranger of his dependence* When I faid no*
thing, they toncluded I was fatisfied to live in
their manner; but the leaft hint was fufficientto
make them comply with mine, without any re-
pugnance or aftonifhment. The only com-
pliment which they made me, when they heard
that I was a Swifs, was, that they looked Upon
me as a brother, and I ought therefore to think
myfelf at home. After this, they took but little
notice of me, not fuppofing that I could doubt
the fincerity of their offers, or refufe to accept
them whenever they eould be ufeful. The fame
fimplicity fubfifts among themfelves : when the
children
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children are once arrived at maturity, all diftinc-*
tion between them and their parents feems to
have ceafed j their domefticks are feated at the
fame table with their mafter; the fame liberty
reign$ in the cottage as iri the republick, and each
family is an epitome of the ftate.
They never deprived me of my liberty, except
when at table : indeed, it was always in my power'
to avoid the repaft; but being onCe feated I was
4*liged to fit late, and drink much. <« What!
(faid they) a Swifs and not drink!" For my own
part, I confefs I am no enemy to good wine, and
have no diflike to a chearful glafs 5 but I diflike
compulfion. I have obferved that deceitful men
are generally fober, and that peculiar referve at
table frequently indicates a duplicity of fonl.
A guilelefs heart is not afraid of the unguarded ,
eloquence, and afFedlionate folly which com-
monly precede drunken nefs j but we ought always
to avoid excefs. Yet even that was fometimes
impoffible among thefe hearty ValafianSj their
wine being ftrong, and water abfolutely excluded.
Who could aft the philofopher here, or be ofr
fended with fuch honeft people? In flxort, 1
drank to fhow my gratitude, and fince they re-
fufed to take my money; 1 made them a compli-
mentof myreafon.
They have another cuftom, not lefs embar*
raffing, which is praftifed even in the houfes-
of the magiftrates thei?ifelves : I mean that 6f^
their wives and daughters (landing behind one's
chair, and waiting at table like fo many fervants.
This
120 B L O I S A^
This would be infiipportable to the gallantry of
a Frenchman, efpecially as the women of this^
country are in general fo extremely handfome^
that one can hardly bear to be thus attended by
the maid. You may certainly believe them
beautiful, fince they appeared fo tome; for my
eyes have been accuftomed to £loifa, and are
therefore extremely difficult to pleafe.
As for me, who pay more regard to the man*
iitrs of the people with whom I reiide, than to
any rules of politenefs, I received their fervices
in lilencc^ and with a degree of gravity equal ta
that of Don Quixote when he was with the
Duchefs^. I could not, however, help fmiling
now and then at the contraft between the rough
old grey beards at the table, and the charming
complexion of the fair nymphs in waiting, in
whom a fingle word would excite a blufh^ which
rendered their beauty more glowing and confpi-
cuous. Not that I could admire the enormous
compafs of their necks, which refemble in
their dazzling whitcnefs only that perfeft model,
which always formed in my imagination (for
though veiled, 1 have fometimes ftolcn a glance)
ithat celebrated marble which is fuppofed to ex-
<el in delicate proportion the moft perfcft work
of nature.
Be not furprifed to find me fo knowing in
myfterics which you fo carefully conceal : this
hath happened in fpite of all your caution^j for
one fenfe inftrufts another, and, notwithftanding
the moft jealous vigilance, there will always
4 remain
£ 1. O I S A« i2t
renuin 4ome friewlly interftice or o^r^ through
wlMch the fight pcrfortne the office of the touch.
The curiotM eye bufiljr infinuates itfeif with im-
punitjr under the flowers of a nofegay, wanders
beseatb the tpr^adkig gaufe, and conveys that
elaftick refiflance to the haiid which it dares not
experience.
farU 'Mfpar diUe mammi Mor^e * entity
fmi^U mHrui me ria^re invida ntefiai
iBiadih mt^' agli§ccbiil<varco cbiude^
V amortfi fen/ur gia nm arrtfia.
In vain lies half- coocoalM the lender breaft.
Or gently heaves beneath th^ invidions veft \
Through th* eavidus covering darts the lover's fight.
And rioM •» thefameof ^bncl delight.
I am ialfo not quite fatisfied with the drefs of
the ValakAan ladies : their ^owns are raifed fo
very high behind, that they all appear round-
iiiouldered ; yet this, together with their little
black coifs, and other peculi^i ties of their drefs,
has a finjular efFe<a, and wants neither fimpli-
qity iiojr elegance. I (hall bring you one of
their complete fuits, which I dare faywill fit
you^ it was made to the fineft Ihape in the whole
country.
But, whilfti travelled with delight thefe re-
gions, which are fo little known,and fo deferying
of admiration, where was my Eloiia? W9S
Ibe baniChed my memory? -forget my £loifa!
Forget my own foul 1 Is it poffible for me to be
Qne momeiit of my life Alope, who exift pnly
through her ? O, no ! our fouls are infeparable^
Vol. I. F an*>
i22 E L O 1 S A.
and, by inftind, change vtheir fituation tOge«;
ther, according to the prevailing ftate of mind.
When I am in forrow it takes refuge with
your*s, and feeks confolation in the place where
you are; as was the cafe the day I left you.
When I am happy, being incapable of enjoy*
ment alone, they both attend upon me, and our'
pleafure becomes mutual : thus it was during
my whole excurfion. I did not take one ftep
without you, nor admire a fingle profpeft with-
out eagerly pointing its beauries to Eloifa. The
fame tree fpread its fhadow over us both,
and we conftantly reclined againff the fame
flowery bank. Sometimes, as we fat, I gazed
with you at the wonderful fcene before us, and
fometimes on my knees turned with rapture to
an obje£t more worthy the contemplation of
human fenfibility. If I came to a difficult pafs,
I faw you fkip over it with the adivity of the
bounding doe. When a torrent happened to
crofs our path, I prefumcd to prefs you in my
arms, walked flowly through the water, and was .
always forry when I reached the oppoAte bank.
Every thing in that peaceful folitude brought
you to my imagination j the pleafing awefulnef^
of nature, the invariable fen nity of the air, the
grateful fimplicity of the people, their conftant
and natural prudence, the unaffedied modefty^
and innocence of the fexj. in fhort, every ob-
jeft that gave pleafure to the eye or to the heart
feemed infeparably connected with the idea of
Eloifa.
Divine
K L O I S A. 123
Divine maid ! have I often tenderly exclaimed,
O that we might fpend our days in thefe un-
frequented mountains, unenvyed and unknosvn I
Why can I not here colleft my whole foul into
thee alone, and become, in turn, the univerfe
to Eloifa ! Thy charms would then receive the
homage they deferve; then would our hearts
tafte without interruption the delicious fruit of
the foft paffion with which they are filled : the
years of our long Elyfium would pafs away un-
told, and when the frigid hand of age fhould
have calmed our firft tranfports, the conftant
habit of thinking and afling from the fame prin-
ciple would beget a lading friendship no lefs
tender than our love, whofe vacant place fhould
be filled by the kindred fentiments which grew
and were nourifbed with it in our youth. Like
this happy people, we would pradiice every duty
of humanity, we would unite in afts of benevo-
lence, and at laft die with the fatisfadlion of not
having lived in vain.
Hark!— it is the pofV. I wiH clofe my
letter, and fly to receive another from Eloifa.
How my heart beats? Why was I roufed
from my reverie? I was happy at leafl in
idea. Heaven only knows what I anj to be in
reality.
F 2 LETTER
124 E L 6 I S A.
LETTER XXIV.
TO £LOISA.
I Sit down to give you an immediate anfwerlD
that artick of your letter concerning the
fiipend. Tfaank God, it requires no reflexioii.
Mf fentiments, my Eloifai on this fubJe&Aie
<thefe:
In what is called honour there is amatenal
Mdiftin£lion ^tween tliat which is founded on tte
opinion of the world, and that which is defived
from felf efteem. The firft is nothing but the
loud voice of foolifli prejudice, which h«is ift>
4nore (lability than the wind; but the hafis of
s£he latter is fixed in the eternal truths of mom-
Jjty* The -honour of the world may be of ad-
^smtage with rog^rd to fortune ; but, as it cannot
reach the foul, it. has no influence on real hap-
pincfs. True honour, on the contrary, is the
very effence of felicity ; for it is that alone in-
fpires the permanent interiour fatisfa<Stion which
conftitutes the happinef» of a rational being.
Let us, my Eloife, apply thofe principles to.yo«r
queftion, and it will be foon refolved.
To become an inilru£tor of philofophy, and
like the fool in the fable receive monqy for
teaching wifdom, will appear rather low in the
eyes of the world, and, 1 own, has fomething
in it ridiculous enough. Yet, as no man can
fubfift merely of himfelf, and as there can be
nothing wroni; in eating the fruit of one's la-
fcouT)
B L O I 8 A. 115
IkuuT) we will regard this opinion of mankin4
a$ a pUcc of fooliih prejudice, to which it would
be madnefs to facrifice our happinefs. 1 know
you will notefle^m me the lefs on this accouat|
nor ihaU I deferve aaore pity for living upon the
talents I have cultivated.
But, my Eloifa, there are other things to be
confidered. Let us leave the multitude, and
look a little into ourfelves. What (hall I in
reality be to yow father, in receiving from him
a ialary for inftruding his daughter? Am I not
from that moment a mercenary, a hireling, a
fovant? And do not 1 tacitly pledge my faith'
for his fecurity, like the meanett of his dome«
fticks I Now, what has a father to lofe of greater
ralne than his only daughter, even though flie
iperenotan Elotfa? and what fliould the man do
who had thus pledged his hitii^ and fold his fer«>
vice?-*-Ought he to ftife the flame withia Ui
kf eaft ? Ah I Eloifa, that 70a know to be im»
poftble : or fiioold he rather indulge his paffiott,
and wound, in the moil fenfible part, the man
who has an undoubted right to hi9^ fidelity i In
this cafe I behold a perfidious teacher, trampling
under foot one of the mofl facred bonds (k fo->
ciety*, a feducer, a domeftick traitor, whom
F 3 the
* Unhappy youth I not to perceive, that to fuffer him-^
felf to be paid in gratitude what lit refufed in money -
was infinitely more criminal. Under the roafk of in-'
fir u A ion he corrupted her heart ^ inftead of aourifl»me»t
kt gives her poifoa, and it thanked by a deluded nothir
ior the ruin of her child* Nevertbelefi » one may pcrceiv*
126 E L O 1 S A,
the law hath juftly condemned ' to die, I hope
Eloifa underftands me — I do not fear d^ath, but
the ignoniiny of deferving it, and my own con-
tempt.
When the letters of your name*s-fakc and
Abelard fell into your hands, you remember
my opinion of the condu£l of that prieft. I
always pitied Eloifa : (he had a heart made for
love : but Abelard feemed to deferve his fate, as
he was a ftranger both to love and virtue*
Ought I then to follow his example ? What
wretch dares preach that virtue which he will
not pra6life! Whofoever fitffers himfelf to be
thus blinded by his paffions will foon find him-
felf punifhed in a loathing for thofe very fenfa-
tions to which he facrificed his honour* There
can be no plcafure in anjr enjoyment which the
heart cannot approve, and which tends to fink
jn our eflimation the ohjt€t of our love. Ab-
ftrad the idea of per'fe&ion, and our enthufiafiii
vanifhes : take away our efteem, and love is at
an end. How is it poffible for a woman to ho-
nour a man who difhonours himfelf? and how
jcan he adore the perfon who was weak enough
to abandon herfelf to a vile feducer ! Mutual
contempt, therefore, is the confequence j their
very paffions will grow burthenfome, and they
will
in liim a finre'^e love for virtue ; hut it is too foon difll-
pated by his paflions ; that with all his fine preaching,
iinlels hi)* youth he admitted as an excufe, he is no better
than a wicktd fellow. The twolovers, however, defenff
Tome compaffion ^ the mother is chiefly in fault.
E L O I S A. 127
will have loft their honour without finding hap
pinefs. --^
But how different, my Eloifa, is it with two
lovers of the fame age, influenced by the fame
paffion, united by the fame bonds, under no par-
ticular engagements, and both in poffeffion of
their original liberty. The moft {qvctc laws can
infliiSl no other punifhment than the natural
confequences of their paffion: their fole obliga-
tion is to love eternally j and if there be in the
world fome unhappy climate, where men's au-
thority dares to break fuch facred bonds, they
are furely punifhed by the crimes that muft in*
evitably enfue.
Thefe, my ever prudent and virtuous Eloifa,
are my reafons: they are indeed but a frigid
commentary on thofe which you urged with fo
much fpirit and energy in one of your letters ;
but they are fufficient to (how you how entirely
I am of your opinion. You remember that I
did not perfift in refufing your offer, and that,
notwithfhinding the firft fcruplesof prejudice,
being convinced that it was not ineonfiftent with
my honour, 1 confented to* open the box. But,
in the prefect cafe, my duty, my reafon, my
love, all fpealc too plainly to be mifunderftood.
If 1 muft choofe between my honour and Eloifa,
my heart is prepared to refign her — I love her
too well to purchafe her at the price of my bo«
nourl
LETTER
I3f K L O I S A*
LETTER XXV.
FROM SLOISA.
YO U will eafily believe, my dear friend,
how extremely I was entertained with the
agreeable account of your late tour. The ele-
gance of the detail itfelf would have engaged
my cfteem, even though its authour had been
wholly a ftrangerj but its coming from you
was a circumftance of additional recommen-
dation. 1 could, however, find in my heart
to chide you for a certain part of it, which you
will eafily guefs, though I could fcarce refrain
from laughing at the ridiculous fineiTe you made
life of to ihcher yourfelf under Taflb. Have
you never really perceived the wide difFerencc
that (houldbe made between a narration intended
for the view of the public, and that little (ketch
of particulars which is folely to be referred to
the infpe£lion of your miftrefs. Or is love,
with all its fears, doubts, jealoufies, and fcru«
pies, to have no more regard paid to it than the
mere decencies of good-breoding are intitled to i
Ccmid you be it a moment's lofs to conceive
that die dry precifenefs of an authour muft be
difpleafing, where the pai&onate fentiments of
infpiring tendernefs were expelled ? And could
you deliberately refolve to difappoint my expec-
tations i But I fear I have already faid too much
on a fubjed which perhaps had better been en-
tirely paffed over. Befides, the contents of
your laft letter have fo clofcly engaged my
thoughts
thoughts, that 1 have had no letfure to attend
to the particulars of the former. Leaving then^.
mj dear friend, the Valais to fome future op-:>
portuAity» let us now fix our attention on what
more immediately concerns ouriieivest-twe fliaU) •
find fufficient matter for employment.
I very clearly forefaw what your fentiment*';
would be, and indeed the time we have knowit •
each other had been fpent to little purpofe if
our conjedures were ftill vague and uncertain*
If virtue ever (hould forfake us, be aflured it
will not, cannot, be in thofe inftances, which
require refolution and refignation*. When Ac
aflault is violent, the firft ftep to be taken is
refinance; and we (hall ever triumph, I hope,
folpng as we are forewarned of our danger, A
ftate of carelefs fecifrity is the moft to be dread-
ed, and we may be taken by fap ere we perceive
that the citadel is attacked. Thfe moft fatal
circiimftance of all, is the continuance of mif-
fortunesj their very duration makes them dan-
gerous to a mind that might bear up againft the
fharpeft tryals and moft vigorous fudden onfets ;
it may be worn out by the tedious preflure of
inferior fufferings, and give way to the length
of thofe affliiftions which have quite exhaufled
its forbearance. This ftruggle, my dear friend^
foils to our lot. We are not called upon to fig- •
najifeourfelvesbydeedsof heroifin, or renowned
F 5 exploits i
^ The fequ^l will but too well inform the reader, tbat
this aftcrtion of Eloifa's was extremely ill grounded..
ijo £ L O I S A.
exploits; but wc arc bound to the more painftil
taikof fupporting an indefatigable refiftrance, and
enduring misfortunes without theleaft relaxation.
I fortfaw but too well the melancholy event.
Our happinefs is paflTed away like a morning
cloud, and ourtryalsare beginning without the
leaft prufpe£l of any alteration for. the better.
Every circumftance is to me an aggravation of
my diftrefs, and what at other times would have
paflfed unheeded and unobfervcd, now fervesbut
too plainly to increafe my difmay : my body
fympathifes with my mind in this diftreffed fitu-
ation; the one is as fpiritlefs and languid as the
other is alarmed and apprehenfive. Involuntary
tears are ever ftealing down my cheeks, with-
out my being fcnfible of any immediate caufe of
forrow. I do not indeed forefee any very diftreis-
ful events, but' I perceive, alas, too well, my
fondeft hope§ blafted, my moft fanguine expec-
tations difappointed, and what good purpofe can
it ferve to water the leaves, when the plant iSs
decayed and withered at the root.
I feel myfelf unable to fupport your abfence.
I feel, my dear friend, that I can never live
without you, and this is a freih fubjedt to me of
continual apprehenfions. How often do I tra-
verfe the fcenes which were once the witnefles
of our bappy interviews; but, alasl you are no
where to be found, I conftantly expeft you
at your ufual time; but the time comes and
goes without your return. Every obje^ of my
fenfes prefects a new monument, and every ob«
jea,
E L O I S A. t%i
jeSt, alas { reminds me that I have loft you.
Whatever your fufferings may be in other re-
fpe£bs, you are exempted,' however, from this
aggravation. Your heart alone i« fuflkient to
remind you of my unhappy abfence. Did you
but know what endlefs pangs thefe fruidefs
expectations, thefe impatient longings perpetu-
ally occafion, how they embitter and increafe
the torments I already feel, you would without
befitation prefer your condition to mine.
If, indeed, I might give vent to my fad tale^
tod truft the tender recital of my mimberlcfs
t^oes to the kind bofom of a faithful friend^ I
might be relieved in fom2 degree of my misfor*
tunes. ';(ut even this relief is denied me, except
when I find opportunity to pour a few tender
itghs into the compaffionatebofomof my coufmr
but in general I am conftrained to fpeak a Ian*
guage quite foreign to my heart, and to afliime
an air of thougbtlefs gaiety, when Iaa).readjr
to fink into the grave*
£ new poter mat dir^
Morirmi Sen to I
Ye Gods ! how dreadful is the pain,.
To^foffer and muft not complain.
A further circumftance of my diftrefs, if any
ihing more diftrefsful can yet be added,, is,, that
fliy diforder is continually increafing^. I have of
kite thought fo gloomily, that I feldom now
Ibthk other wife s and* the more anxiety I fed. at.
F 6 the
I3> M L O t S A.
the femembffftnce of our paft pleafures, the more
9^r\j do I indulge myklf in the painful re«
coUeSdon. Tell me, my dear, dear friend, if
you can tell me by experieace^ how nearly alJied
is loveto thi» tender forrow, and if difquiet and
uneafinefs itielf benot the cement of the warm<i-
•ft affeaioAsf
I have a tboufand other things to fay, but
firft I would iain know, exaAly, where you are*
Befides, this train of thinking has awakened my
paffioti) and indeed rendered me unfit for writing
any more. Adieu, my dear friend, and though
I am oUig^ to lay down my pen, be aftured X
ean never think of parting with you.
BILLET.
AS this comes to your bands by a water-
man, an entire ftranger to me, I (hall
onlyr.(ay at. preient that I have taken up my
quarters at Meilleriiy on the oppofite fhore.,
I (hall now have an opportunity of feeing,
at leaft, the dear place which I dare not ap*
proach.
LETTER XXVL
TO E LOIS A.
WHAT a wonderful alteration has a^
fhort fpace of time produced in my:
affairs! The thoughts of meeting, delightfiiji
as they were, are now too much. a]k^ie4 wit^Pi
dif-
E L O I S A. 131
dirquleting apprehenfions. What fhould have
been the objed of my hopes is now, alas ! be-
come the /ubjeft of my fears 5 and the very fpi-
rit of difceroment, which on moft occaAons i$
to ufeful . now ferves but to difmay, to difquiet,
and torment me. Ah, Eloifa! too much fenfi-
bility, too much tendernefs, proves the bittereft
curfe inftead of the choiceft bleiSng : vexation
and difappointment are its certain confequences.
The temperature of the air, the change of the
feafbns, the brilliancy of the fun; and thicknefs
of the fogs, are fo many moving fprings to the
unhappy pofleflbr, and he becomes the wanton
fport of their arbitration: his thoughts^ his
fatisfadion, his happinefs, depend on the
blowing of the winds, and the different points
of eaft and weft can fadden or enliven his
expediations : fwayed as he is by prejudices,
and diftrafted by paffions, the fcntiments of his
heart find continual oppofition from the axioms
of his head. Should he perchance fquare his
conduA to the. undeviable rule of right, and fet
up truth for his ftandard, inftead of profit and
convenience, he is fure to fall a martyr to the
maxims of his integrity; the world will join
in the cry, and hunt him down as a common ene-
my . But fuppofing this not the cafe, honefty and
uprightnefs, though exempted from perfecution,
are neither of them the channels of honour, nor
the road to riches : poverty and want are their
infepara}ile s^ttendants,. and man/ by adhering
to th^ c»e, ncceflarilx attaches himfelf to the
inheritance
134 B L O I S A.
inheritancebf the other; and by this means he
becomes his own tormenter. He will fearch
for fupreme happinefs, without taking into the
account the infirmities of his nature. Thus his
dfFedions and his reafon will be engaged in a
perpetual warfare, and unbounded ideas and
defires muft pave the way for endlefs difappoint-
ments.
This fitualion, however difmal, is neverthe-
lefs the true one, in which the hard fate of my
worldly affairs, counteracted by the ingenuous
and liberal turn of my thoughts, have involved
me, and which is aggravated and increafed by
your father's contempt and your own milder fen-
timents, whkh are at once both the delight and
difquict of my life. Had it not been for thee,,
thou fatal beauty, I could never have expe-
rienced the infupportable contraft between the
greatnefs of my foul, and the low eftate of my
fortune. I fhould have lived quietly, and died
contented, in a iituation that would have been .
even below notice. But to fee you without
being able to poiTefs you — to adore you, wfthout
raifing myfelf from my obfcurity — to live in the
fame place, and yet be feparated from each other,.
is a ftruggle, my deareft Eloifa, to which I am
utterly unequal. I can neither renounce you,
nor furmount the cruelty of my deftiny— I cait
neither fubduc my defires, nor better my for--^
tune. ' ^
But, as if this fituation itfelf were not (uffi**
ciently tormentuig^thehorroursgf it are increafed
by
E L O I S A. 135
by the gloomy fucceffion of ideas ever prefent to
my imagination. Perhaps, too, this is heightened
by the nature of the place I Jive in— it is dark-
it is dreadful : but then it fuits the habit of my
foul ; and a more pleafant profpeft of nature
would refle£l little comfort on the dreary view
within me. A ridge of barren rocks furround
the coaft, and my dwelling is ftill made more
difmal by the uncomfortable profpefls of win-
ter. And yet, Eloifa, 1 am fenfible enough that
if I were once forced to abandon you, I ihould
ftand in need of no other abode, no other feafon*
While my mind is diftraded with fuch con^
tinual agitations, my body too is moving as it
were in fympathy with thofe emotions* I run
to and fro', climb the rocks, explore my whole
diftrid, and find every thing as horrible with-
out, as I experience it within. There is no
longer any verdure to be feen, the grafs is yel-
low and withered, the trees are ftripped of their
foliage, and the north-eaft blaft heaps firow and
ice around me. In fhort, the whole face of
nature appears as decayed to my outward fenfes^
as I myfelf from within am dead to hope and
joy.
Amidft this rocky coaft I have found out a
folitary cleft, from whence I have a diftinft view
of the dear place you inhabit. You may eafily
imagine how I have feafted on this difcovery»
and refreflied my fight with fo delightful a pro-
fpedt. I fpent a whole day in endeavouring to
difcern the very boufe, but the diftance» alas,
S i«
136 E L O I S A.
is too grrat for my efforts; and imagination was
forced to fupply what my wearied -fight was
unable to difcover. I immediately ran to the
curate's, and borrowed his telefcope, which pre-
fented to my view, or at leaft to my thoughts,
the exaA fpot I defired. My whole time has
been taken up ever lince in contemplating thofe
walls that enclofe the only fpurce of my com-
fort, the only objc^ of my wiihes : notwith«
ftanding the inclement feverity of the ieafon, I
continue thus employed from day-break until
evening. A fire, made of leaves and a few drjr
flicks, defends me in fome meafure from the in-
tenfenefs of the cold. This place, wild and un-
cultivated as it is, is fo fuited to my tafte, that I
am now writing to you in it, on a fummit which
the ice has feparated frem the rock.
Here, my dearcft £loi&, jrour unhappy lover
Is enjoying the laft pleafure that perhaps he may ^
ever rclifh on this fide the grave* Here, in {pit9 '
of every obftacle, he can penetrate into your
very chamber. He is even dazzled with your
beauty, and the ^enderoefs of your looks re-
animates his drcfoping foul; nay, he can wiih for
thofe raptures which he experienced with you
in the grove. Alas! it is all a dream> the idle
phantom of a proje£iing nind. Pleafing as it is»
it vaniibes like a vifioo, and I am foon forced
to awake from fo agreeable a delirium; and
yet even theii I have full employment fur my
thoughts. I admire and rev^e the purity of
your fentHiiftntSy the innocence of yovr life: I
trace
E L O I S A. 15;
trace out in my mind the method of your daily
condud, by comparing it with what I formerly
well knew in happier days, and under more en-
dearing circumftances : I find you ever atten-
tive to engagements which heighten your cha-
racter : need I add that fuch a view moft mo-
vingly afFedls me. In the morning I fay to my-
fclf, flbc is juft now awaking from calm and
gentle fl umbers, as frelh as the early dew, and
as compofcd as the moft fpotlefs innocence, and
is dedicating to her Creator a day which ihe
determines fhall not be loft to virtue. She is
now going to her nK>ther, her tender heart all
fufceptible of the foft ties of filial duty: ihe is
either relieving her parents from the burthen of
doaieftick cares, footbing their aged fbrrows,
pitying their infirmities, or excufing tboie in-
difcr^tons in others which flic knows not how
to allow in berfelf. At another time, flic is em'i>
ploying berfelf in works of genius or of ufe,
ftoring her mind with valuable knowledge, or
reconciling the elegancies c^ life to its more
fobct occupations. Sometimes I fee a neat and
ftudied funpUcity fet off thofe charms which need
no fuch recommendations; and at others fhe is
confulting her holy paftor on the circumftances
of indigent merit. Here ihe is aiding, com-
forting, relieving the orphan or the widow;
there ihe is the entertainment of the whole circle
of her friends, by her prudent and fenfible con-
verfation. Now fhe is tempering the gaiety of
youth with wifdom and difcretipn: and fome
few
138 E L O I S A.
few moments (forgive me the prefumption) you
beftow on my haplefs love. I fee you melted
into tears at the perufat of my letters, and can
j)erceive your devoted lover is the fubje<St of the
Jines you are penning^ and of the paflionate
difcourfj between you and your coufm. — Oh,
JSloifa, fhall we never be united? — Shall we
never fpend our days together?— Can we, Eloifa!
can we part for ever f No, far be that thought
from my foul. I ftart into frenzy at the very
idea, and my diftempered mind hurries me
from rock to rock. Involuntary fighs and
groans betray my inward diforder : I roar out
like a lionefs robbed of her young. I can do
every thing but lofe you ; there, is nothing-^Mio,
jiothing, I would not attempt for you, at the
ii(kof my life.
I had written thusfar, and was waiting an op«
portunity to convey it, when your laft vame to
my hands from Sion. The melancholy air it
breathes has lulled my griefs to reft. Now,
now, am I convinced of what you obferved long
ago, concerning that wonderful fympathy be»»
tween lovers. Your forrow is of the calmer,
mine of the more paffionate kind ; yet, though
the affeftion of the mind be the fame, it takes
its colour in each from the different channels
through which it runs; and, indeed, it isbutna*
turai, that the greateft misfortunes (hould pro-
duce the moft difquieting anxieties ; but why do
I talk 6f misfortunes i They would beabfolute-
ly infupportable. No, be aflured, my Eloifa,
that
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that the irrefiftible decree of heaven has defigned
us for each other. This is the firft great law we
are to obey, and it is the great bufinefs of life
to calm, footh, and fweeten it while we are here.
i f^y and lament it too, that your defigns are
too vague and inconclufive for execution. You
feem willing to conquer infurmountable diffi-
culties, while at the fame time you are negleding
the only feafible methods. An enthuQaftick idea
of honour has fupplanted your reafon, and your
virtue is become little better than an empty de«
lirium.
If, indeed, itwerepoffible for you to remain
, always as young and beautiful as you are at pre-
fent, my only wiih, my only prayer to heaven
would be, to know of your continual happinefF^
. to fee you once every year, only once, and then
fpend the reft of my time in vieveing your man-
lion from a&r, and in adoring you attiong the
rocks. But, behold, alas, the inconceivable
fwiftnefs of that fate, which is never at reft. It
is conftantlypurfuing, time flies haftily, the op-
portunity is irretrievable, and your beauty— even
your beauty, is circumfcribed by very narrow
limits of exiftence : it muft fome time or
other decay and wither away, like a flower that
s fades before it is gathered. In the mean time^
lam confuming my health, youth, ftrength, in
continual forrow, and wafte away my years in
complaining. Think! oh think, Eloifa! that
we have already loft fome time j think too that
it will never return, and that the cafe will be the
fame
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feme with the jeus th»t are to comCy if we
fiiffe^ them to pa& bj negle^Sedukd ummproved.
O fottd, miftaken fair ! you are laying plans for
a futurity at which 3K>tt may never arrive^ and
ncgleding iheprefcntn^wnents, which can never
be retrieved. You are - fo anxious and intent
on that uncertain hereafter, that.you forget that
in the mean while our hearts melt' away like
fnow before the fun. — Awake, awake, my dear-
eft Eloifa, from fo fatal a delufion! Leave all
your concerted fchemes, the wanton {allies of a
fruitful fancy, and determine to be happy. Come,
my only hope, my only joy! to thy fond ex-
peeing lover's arms : come, and reunite the hl« ^
therto divided portions of our exiflence. Comet
and» before heaven^ kt tis folemnly fwear to live ,
and die for each other. Yoa have no need, I
am fure, of any encouragement, any exhorta*
tion8,to^earupagainftdtefearof want. Though
p<K>r, provided we are happy, what a treafure
will be in our pofieffion ! But let us not fo infult
either the dignity or the humanity of the fpecies,
as to fuppofe that this vaft world cannot furniih
an afylum for two unfortunate lovers. But we
need notdefpair whilel have health and ftrength;
the bread earned by the fweat of my brow will
be more relifhing to you than the moft coftly ban*
quet which luxury could prepare. And, indeed,
can any repaft, provided and (eafoned by love,
be infipid? Oh my angel, if our h^pinefs^
were fure tolaft us but one day, could you cruelly
refolve to quit this life without tafting it.
One
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One weird move, and I have done*—* You
kftovy Eloiia, the^ife which was formerly aaadc
#f the Fock of Leucada-^ic was the laft (ad re*
fu£e of difappointed lovers. The place I an
f>ow in, and my own diftrefled fituation, bearbut
too cloie a refemblance — The rock as cia^gy—
Che water deep-'^aad I am in 4d|i»ir I
I. K T T £ R XXVa.
TitOM CLAllA.
IHave been lately fo diftradeii with care and
grief, that is with much difficulty I have
been able to Xiunmon fufficient ftren^tb for writ*
ing. Your misfortunes andmioe are ik>w at
their utmoft crifis. In fhort, the lovely Eloifa
is very dangeroufly iH, and, ere this can reach
you, may perhaps he no more. Tbe mortifica-
tion (he underwent in parting with you iirft
brought on hei-diforder, which was confiderably
ancr^fcd hy tome ^^y in^erefting difcourfe <he
lias finee had with her fiither. This has been
ftill heightened by circualfUnces of additional
aggravation ; .and, as tf all this wove t»o little,
your laft letter «anie in laid, 9mi -coqopleted
what, alas I was already fcaroe fupport Ale. The
^riifal of it afieSed her (b fenfibly, that, after a
whole night ^ violent tgitatiojis and cruel
^Uggl^ ^c ^f^^ fei&d with a high fever, which
has iikcreafed to fuch a degree, that (he is now
^delirious. Even iArlibJi^ fttuafti^Q ihe as perpetu*
ally
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ally calling for you, and fpeaks of you with (lich
emotions as plainly point out that you alone
arc the ohjcSt of her more fober thoughts* Her
father is kept out of the way as much as poflible,
which is no inconfiderable proof that my aunt
fufpe^s the truth- She has even aflced me, with
fome anxiety, when you intended to return ?
So entirely does her concern for her daughter
outweigh every other conflderation, I dare
fay fhe would not be forry to fee you here.
Come, then, I intreat you, as foon as you
poffibly can. I have hired a man and boat to
tranfmit this to you; he will wait your orders,
and you may come with him. Indeed, if you
ever expeft to fee our devoted Eloifa alive you
muft not lofe an inftant.
^ LETTER XXVIir.
FROM E1.0I8A TO CLARA.
ALAS! my dear Clara, how is the life you
have reftored me embittered by your ab-
fence ! What fatisfadion can there be in my
recovery, when I am ftill preyed upon by a more
violent diforder? Cruel Clara! to leave me,
when I ftand moft in need of your affiftance.
You are to be abfent eight days, and perhaps by
that time my fate will be determined, and it
will be out of your power to fee me more. Oh !
if you did but know his horrid propofals, and the
manner of his ftatingdiem! To elope— —to
follow
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follow him— —to be carried off.— ^— What i
-wretch ! But of whom do I complain ? My
heart, my own bafe heart, has fatd a thoufand
times more than ever he has mentioned. Good
God, if he knew all! Oh, it would haften my
ruin— I iboikld be hurried to deftrudion — ^be
forced to go with him— —I fhudder at the very
thought.
But has my father then fold me ? Yes, he has
coniidered his daughter as mere property, and
hath configned her with as little remorfe as a
trader would a bale of goods. Hepurchafes his
own eafeand quiet at the price of all my future
cofnfort, nay, of my life itfelf— — for I fee but
too well I can never furvive it. Barbarous,
unnatural, unrelenting father! Does he de-
ferve ?— — But why do 1 talk of deferving ? He
is the beft of fathers, and the only crime I can
alledge againft him, is his defire of marrying me
to his friend. But my mother, my dear mother,
what ha$ ffae done ? Alas ! too much — (he has
loved me too much ; and that very love has been
jny ruin.
What (hall I do, Clara ? What will become
of me ? Hans is not yet come. I am at a lofs
how to convey this letter to you. Before you
receive it, before you return — perhaps a vaga-
bond, abandoned, ruined, and forlorn. It is
over, it is over : the time is come. A day — an
hour — perhaps a moment— But who can refift
their fate ? — Oh ! wherever I live, wherever I
die, yrhether in honour or difljonour, in plenty or
in
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in poverty, in pleafure or in defpair, remember,
I befeech you, your dear, dear friend. But mif-
fortunes too frequently produce changes in our
afFe&ions. If ever I forget yoa, mine muft be
altered induced !
LETTER XXfX.
^JtOM £LOISA TO CLAKA.
STAY— *ty, where you are! I tfitreat, I
conjure you— -never, never think of retwn-
ing — at leaft, not to me,. I ought never to fee
you more : for now, alas 1 I can never behold
you as I ought. Where wert thou, my tender
friend, my only fafeguard, my guardian angel t
When thou wert gone, ruin inftantly enftwd.
Was that fatal abfence of your's fa indHpenfible,
fo nccdTary, and couldft thou leave thy friend
in the moft critical time of danger i What an
inexhauftible fund of remorfe haft thou laid up
for thyfelf by fo Mameable a negleft ! It will be
as bitter, as lafting, as my forrows. Thy lofs
is indeed as irretrievable as my own, and it were
as difficult to gain another friend equal to your-
felf, as, alas ! it is impoffibie to recover my inno-
cence.
Ah ! what have I faid? I can neither fpeak
nor yet be filent ; and to what purpofe were my
illence, when my very forrows would cry out
againft met And does not all nature upbraid
me with my guilt ? Docs not every objc^
4 around
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around me remind me of my fhame ? I will, I
muft, pour my whole foul into thine, or my
poor heart will burfl. Canft thou hear all this^
my fecure and carelefs friend, without applying
fome reproaches at leaft tothyfelf? Even thy
faith and truth, the blind confidence of thy
friendfhip, but above all thy pernicious indul*-
gencies, have been the unhappy inftruments of
my deftruftion.
What evil genius could infpirc you to invite
him to return— him, alas ! who is now the cruel
autbour of my difgrace ?— And am I indebted to
his care for a life which he hath fince made in^
/upportable by his cruelty ? Inhuman as he is,
let him fly from me for ever, and deny himfelf
the favage pleafure of being an eye-witnefs to
my forrows. — But why do^ rave thus P — He is
not to be blamed — I alone am guilty — I alone
. am the authour of my own misfortunes, and
fhould therefore be the only obje6l of anger and
refentment. But vice, new as it is to me, has
already infefted my very foul; and the firft
difmal efFeft of it is difplayed in reviling the
innoceDt.
No, no, he never was capable of being falft
to his vows. His virtuous foul difdains the low
artifice of impofing upon credulity, or of injur-
ing her he loves, Doubtlefs, he is much more
experienced in the tender paflions than I ever
was, fince he found no difHculty to overcome
himfelf, and I, alas! fell a vidim to my unruly
dcfires. How often have I been a witnefs of
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his ftruggles and his viflory, and when thi vio-
lence of his tranfports feemed to get the better
©fhisrcafon, he would ftop on a fudden, as a
if awed and checked by virtue, when he might
have led on to a certain triumph* I indulged
myfelf too much in beholding fodahgerous an
objefl:, I W2K afflifted at his fighs, moved with
his in treaties, and hielted with his tears : I
Ihared his anxieties when I thought I was only
pitying them. I have feen him fo affedledj that
he feemed ready to faint at my feet* Love alono
might perhaps have been my fecurity; but com-
paffion, O my Clara, has fatally undone me.
Thus, my unhappy paflion affumed the form
of humanity, the more eafily to deprive ftie of
the afliftance of virtue. That very day he had
been particularly importunate, and preffed me
to elope with him. This propofal, connefted
as it was with the mifery and diftrefs of the beft
of parents, (hocked my very foul j nor could I
think with any patience of thus embittering
th^ir comforts. The impofEbility of ever ful-
filling oUr plighted troth, the nedeffity there
was of concealing this impoffibility froni him,
the regret which I felt at deceiving fo tender and
paflionate a lover, after having flattered his ex-
pedlations — all thefewcre dreadful circumftances,
which leflened my refolution, increafed my
weaknefsj blinded and fubdued my rcafon. I
was then either to kill my parents, difcard my
lover, or ruin myfelf: without knowing what I
did, I refolved on the latter j and forgetting every
thing
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thing elfe, thought only of my love. Thus,
one unguarded minute ha^ betrayed me to endlefs
mifery. 1 am fallen into the abyfs of infamy,
from whence there is rto return j and if 1 am to
live, it is only to be wretched.
However, while I am here, forrow fliall be
my only comfort. You, my deareft friend, are
my only refource : oh ! do not, do not leave me !
do not, 1 conjure thee, rob me of thy friendfhip.
I have indeed lott all pretentions to it, but my
Situation makes it requifite, my diftrefles now
demand it. If you cannot efteem, you may at
leaft pity (o wretched a creature. Come, then,
my dear Clara, and opf>n thy heart, that! may
pour in my Complaints. Receive the tears of
your friend ; fliield her, if poffible, from the
contempt of herfdf; and convince her fhe hath
not loft every thing, by her ftill pofl'efTing your
heart.
LETTER XXX.
ANSWER.
OH ! my dear, dear friend, what have you
done ! you who \yere the praife of every
parent, and the envy of every child. . What a
mortal blow has virtue itfelf received through
your means, who w6re the very pattern of dif-
cretion ! But what can I" fay to you in fo
dreadful a fituation? Can I think of aggrava-
ting your forrows, and woundiiig aheart already
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opprefled with grief; or can I give you a coin-
'fort, which, alas! I myfelf want ? Shall 1 rc-
■fleft your image in all the difmal colours of
your prefent diftrefs; or fliall I have recourfc
to artifice, and remind you not of what you are,
but of what you ought to be ? Do thou, moft
wholly and unfpotted Friendfhip, fteal thy foft
veil over all my awakened fenfes, and merci-
fully remove the fight of thofe difafters thou
we'rt unable to prevent.
Vou know I have long feared the misfortune
-you are bewailing. How often have I foretold
it, and, alas ! how often been difregarded ? Do
you blame me then for having trufted you too
much to your own heart ? Oh ! doubt not but I
would have betrayed you, if even that could
have been made the means of your prefervation ;
but I knew better than your felf your own tender
fenfatlons, I perceived .but too plainly that
death or ruin were the melancholy alternatives ;
and even when your apprehenfions made you
banifh your lover, the only matter then in que-
flion, was, whether you fliould defpair, or he be
recalled. Y<5u will eafily believe how dread-
fully 1 was alarmed, when I found you <leter-
mined as it were againft living, and juft on the
verge of death. Charge not then your lover,
nor accufe yourfelf of a crime of which lalone
am guilty, fince I forefaw the fatal ciFefts, and
yet did not prevent them.
I left you indeed againft my inclination, but
I was cruelly forced to it. Oh 1 could I have
forefeen
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Ibrcfcen the near approach of yourdeftruftlon, I
would have put every thing to the hazard fooner
than have complied. Though certain as to the
event, I v^as miftaken as to the time of it» I' thought
your weaknefs and your diftemper a fufficient
fecurity during fo (hort an ab fence, and forgot
indeed the fad dilemma you was fo foon to cx-
. perience. I never confidered that the weaknefs
of your body left your mind more defenfelefs
in itfelf, and therefore more liable to be betrayed.
Miftaken as I was, I can fcarce be angry with,
myfelf, fince this very errour is the means of
feving your life. I am not, Eloifa, of that
Ivardy temper which can reconcile me to thy
lofs, as thou wcrt to mine. Had I indeed loft
you, my defpair would have been endlefs; and,
unfeeling as it may feem, I had rather you fhould
live in forrow, I had almoft faid in difgracc,
than not to live at all.
But, my dear, my tender friend, why did you
cruelly perfift in your difquietude? Wherefore
fhould your repentance exceed your crime, and
your contempt fall on the objed which leaft of
all deferves it— yourfelf? Shall the weaknefs
of one unguarded moment be attended with fo
black a train of baleful confequences ? And are
not the very dangers you have been ftruggfing
with,, a felf-evident demonftration of the great-
Defs of your virtue? You lofe yourfelf fo en-
tirely in the thought of your defeat, that you
have no leifure to confider the triumphs by
Virhich it was preceded. If your tryals have been
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fhiirper, your conquefts more numerous, and
your refiftance more frequent, than thofe who
have efcaped, have not you then, I would afk,
done more for virtue than tliey? If you can find
no circumftances to juftify, dwell on thofe at
leaft which extenuate and excufe you. ^I my-
felf am a tolerable proficient in the art of love,
and though my own temper fecures me againft
its violent emotions, if ere I could have felt fuch
a paflion as your's my ftruggles would have
been much fainter, my furrender moreeafy, and
more dilhonourable. Freed as 1 have been from
the temptation, it reflecfts no honour on my vir-
tue. You are the chafter of the two, though
perhaps the moft unfortunate,
^ You may perchance be offended tBat I am
fo unreferved ; but unhappily your fituatton
inakcs it r.tccfT^ry* 1 wilh from my foul,
what I have faid were not applicable to you;
for I deteft pernicious ' maxims more than bad
adions*. If the deed were not already done^
and 1 could have been fo bafe to write, and you
to read and hear thefe axioms, we both of us
muft be nuuibered in the wretched clafs of the
abandoned. But, as matters Itand at prefent,
my duty as your friend requires this ar my hands,
and you muft give me the hearing, or you are
loft for ever. It or you ftill poffefs a thoufand
rare
• ThJsfentiment is a very juft one. Diforderly paf-
(10ns had to bad aflions. But pernicious maxims corrupt
ths uiulei Handing, the very fource and fpring of goodj
and cut off the poffibility of a return to virtue.
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rare endowments, which a proper eftccm of
yourfelf can alone cultivate and preferve. Your
real worth will ever exceed your own opinion
of it.
Forbear then giving way to a felf-difefteem
more dangerous and deftrudive than any weak-
nefs of which you could be guilty. Does true
love debafe the foul ? No ; nor can any crime,
which is the refult of that love, ever rob you
of that enthufiaftick ardour for truth and honour,
which foraifed you above yourfelf ? Are therd
not fpots vifible in the fun ? How many amiable
virtues do you ftill retain, notwithftanding one
errour, one relaxation in your condudi? Will
it make you lefs gentle, lefs lincere, lefs modeft,
lefs benevolent ? Or will you be lefs worthy
of all our admiration, of all our praife? Will
honour, humanity, friendfiiip, and tender love
be lefs refpeded by you, or will you ceafe to re-
vere even that virtue with which you are no lon-
ger adorned ? No, my dear, my charming
£loifa, your faithful Clara bewails and yet adores
thee 'y ftie is convinced that you can never fail
admiring what you may be unable to praflife.
Believe me, you have much yet to lofe before
you can fink to a, level with the generality of
women.
After all, whatever have been your failings,
you yourfelf are ftill remaining. I want no
other comfort, I dread no other lofs than you.
Your firft letter fhocked me extremely, and
would have thrown me into defpair, had I not
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been kindly relieved at the fame time, by the
arrival of your laft. What ! and could you
leave your frie^^^ could you think of going
without me? You never mention this your
greateft crime, ft is this you Ihould blufh at ;
this too you fhould repent of. But the un-
grateful Eloifa negledls all friendfhip, and thinks
only of her love.
I am extremely impatient till I fee you, and am
continually repining at the flow progrefsof time.
We are to ftay at Laufanne fix days longer ;
I fhall then fly to my only friend, and will then
either comfort or fympathife, wipe away her
tears or (hare her forrows. I flatter myfelf I
(hall be able to make you Hften rather to the
foothing tendernefs of friendfhip, than the harih
language of reflexion. My dear coufin, we
jnuil: bewail our misfortunes, and pour out our
hearts to each other in filence ; and, if poffible,
by dint of future exemplary virtue, bury in obli-
vion the memory of a failing which can never
be blottecf out by tears. J^hsl how much
.do we now mifs our poor Challiot !
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LETTER XXXI.
TO ELOISA.
HAT an amazing myftery is the con-
duft and fentiments of the charming
Eloifa! Tell me, I befeechyou, by what fur-
prifmg art you alone can unite, fuch inconfiftent
counterading emotions ? Intoxicated as I am
with
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with love and delight, my foul is overwhelmed
with grief and with defpair. Amidft the moft
exquifite pleafures, 1 feel the moft excruciating
anxieties ; nay, the very enjoyment of thofe plea-
fures is made the fubjefl of felf-accufa ion, and
the aggravation of my diftrefs. Heavens! what
a torment to be able to indulge no one fenfation
but in a perpetual ftruggle of jarring paflions:
to be ever allaying the foothing tendernefs of
love with the bitter pangs of reflexion ! A -
ftate of certain mifery were a thoufand times
preferable to fuch doubtful difquietude. To
what purpofe is it, alas ! that I myfelf have
been happy, when your misfortune can torment
me much morefenfibly than my own? In vain do -
yoii attempt to difguifc your own fad feelings, ,
when your eyes will betray what your heart la-
bours to conceal; and can thofe expreilive eyes
hide any thing from love's all penetrating fight?
Notwithftanding your aflumod gaiety, i fee — I
fee the cankering anxiety; and your melancholy,,
veiled as you may think.by a fmile, .afFcdls me
the more fenlibly. -
Surely you need no longer 'difguife any thing
from mei While I was in your mother's room
yefterday, Qie was accidentally called out, and
left me alone. In- the mean -time, I heard fighs
that pierced my very foul. Could I, think youy
be at a tofs to guei's the fatal caufe ? I went up
to the place from which they feemed to proceed,
and, on going into your chamber, perceived the
goddefs of my heart fitting on the floor, her
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head reclining on a couch, and almoft drown-
ed in tears. Oh ! had my blood thus trickled
down, I fliould have felt lefs pain. Oh ! how my
foul melted at the fight! Remorfe ftung me to
the quick. What had been my fupremeft blifs,
became my excruciating punifhment. I felt only
then for you, and would have freely purchafed
with my life your former tranquillity. I would
fain have thrown myfelf at your feet, kifled off
your falling tears, and, burying them at the bot-
tom of my heart, have died or wiped them
away for ever; but your mother's return made
me haften back to my poft, and obliged me to '
carry away your griefs, and that remorfe which
can never end but in death.
Oh ! how am I funk and mortified by your
forrow ! How you muftdefpife me if our uniori
is the caufe of your own felf-contempt, and if
what has been my fupreme happinefs proves the
deftruftion of your peace ? Be more juft to your-
felf, my deareft Eloifa, and lefs prejudiced
againft the facred ties which your own heart ap-
proved. Have you notafted in ftriit conformity
to the pureft laws of nature? Have you not vo-
luntarily entered into the moft folemn engage-
ments? Tell me, then, what you have done,
that all laws divine, as well as human, will not
fufficiently juftify ? Is there any thing wanting
to confirm the facred tie, but the mere formal
ceremony of a publick declaration ? Be wholly
mine, and you are no longer to blame. O my
dear, my lovely wife, my tender and chafte
companion.
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companion, thou foother of all my cares, and
objeftofall my wiflies, oh! think it not a crime
to have liftened to your love; but rather think
it will be one to dilbbey it for the future. To
marry any other man, is theonlv imputation you
can fix on your unimpeached honour. Would
you be innocent, be ever mine. The tic that
unites us is legal, is facred. Thedifregarding this
tie fhould be the principal objefl of your concern.
Love from henceforward can be the only guar-
dian of your virtue.
But, were the foundation of your forrows ever
fo juft, ever fo neceffary, why am I robbed of
my property in them ? Why ftould not my eyes
too overflow and (hare your grief? You Ihould
have no one pang that I ought not to feel, no
one anxiety that I ought not to fliare. My heart
then, my jealous heart, but too juftly reproaches
you for every fingle tear you pour not into my.
bofom. Tell me, thou cold, diflembling fair,
is nut every fecret of this kind an injury to my
paflion ? Do you fo foon forget the promife you
fo lately madef Oh! if you loved as I do, my
happinefs would comfort you as much as your
concern afFeds me, and you would feel my plea-
fures as I fhare your anxieties I
But, alas ! you confidcr me as a poor wretch
whofe reafon is loft amidft the tranfports of de-
light; you are frightened at the violence of my
joy, and compaflionate the extravagance of my
delirium, without confidering that the utmoft
ftrength of human nature is not proof againft
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156 E L O I S A.
endlefs pleafures. How, think you, can a poor
weak mort. 1 fupport the ineffable delights of in-
finite happinefs? How do you imagine he can
bear fuch exutick raptures without being loft to
every other confiderat^on ? Do not you know that
reafon is limited, and that no underftanding
can command itfelf at all times, and upon alloc-^
cafions ? Pity then, I befeech you, the diftrac-
tion you occafion, and forgive the errours you
yourfelf have thrown me into. I own freely
to you, I am no longer mafter of myfelf. My
foul is totally abforbed in your's. Hence am I
the more fitly difpofed to hear your forrows,
and the more worthy to participate them. Oh,
my deareft Eloifa ! no longer conceal any thing
from your other felf.
LETTER XXXII.
ANSWER.
THERE was a time, my dear friend, when
the ftile of our letters was as eafy to be
underftofi)d as the fubjeft of them was agreeable
. and delightful : animated as they were with the
warmth of a generous pafSon, they ftood in need
of no art to elevate, no colourings of a luxuriant
fancy to heighten them. Native fimplicity was
their beft, their only charader. That time, alas !
is now no more, it is gone beyond the hope of
return 5 and the firft melancholy proof that our
hearts are lefs interefted, is that our correfpon-
dence is become lefs intelligible.
You
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You have been an eye-witnefs of my concern,
and fondly therefore imagine you can difcover
its true fource. You endeavour to relieve me
by the niere force of elocution, and, while you
are thinking to delude me, are yourfelf the dupe
of your own artifice. The facrifice I have made
to my paffion is a great one indeed ; yet, great as
it is, it provokes neither my forrow nor my re-
pentance. But I have deprived this paffion of
its moft engaging circumftances— there lies the
caufe ! that virtue which evhanted every thing
around it, is itfelf vaniihed likea dream. Thofe
incxpreffible tranfports which at once gave vi-
gour to our afFe£lions, and purity to our defires,
are now no more. We have made pleafure our
fole purfuit, and neglected happinefs has bid
us adieu for ever. Call but to mind tjhofe
Halcyon days, when the fervency of our paffion
bore a proportion to its innocence, when the
violence of our afFeflions gave us weapons againft
itfelf! Then the purity of our intentions could
reconcile us to reftraint, while with comfort we
reflefted, that even thefe reftraints ferved to
heighten our defires. Compare thofe charming
times with our prefent fituation. Violent emo-
tions, difquieting fears, endlefs fufpicions, per-
petual alarms, are the melancholy fubftitutes of
our former gay companions. Where is that zeal
for prudence and difcretion which infpired every
thought, directed every a(aion, and refined the
delicacy of our love ? Is the paffion itfelf altered
•r rather are we not moft miferably changed ?
Qui
15» E L O I S A.
Our enjoyments were formerly both temperate
and lafting; they are now degenerated into
tranfports, refembling rather the fury of mad-
riefs than the carefles of love. A pure and holy
flame once glowed in our hearts, but now we
are funk into mere common lovers, through a
blind gratification of fenfual appetites. We
can now think ourfelves fufSciently happy, if
jealoufy can give a poignancy to thofe pleafures,
which even the very brutes can tafte without it.
This, my dear friend, is the fubjeft which
nearly concferns lis both, and which indeed pains
me more on your account than my own. I fay
nothing of thediftrefs which is more immediatejy
mine. Your difpofition, tender as it is, can
fufHciently feel it: confider the fhame of my
prefent fituation, and, if you ftill love me, give
a figh to my loft honour. My crime is un-
atonable, my tears then I fhould hope will be
as lafting as my difhonour. Do not you, then,
who are thecaufe of this forrow, feek to deprive
me of this alfo. My only hope is founded in
its continuance. Hard as my lot is, it would
be ftill more deplorable if I could ever be com-
forted. The being reconciled to difgrace is the
laft, worft ftate of the abandoned.
1 am but too well acquainted with the clr-
cumftances of my condition, and yet, amidft ajl
the horrour they infpire me with, 1 have one
comfort left — It is indeed the only one, but it
is agreeable. You, my dear friend, are its con-
ftant objefti andfincel dare no longer confider
5 myfelf.
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myfelf, I take the greater fatisfadlion in think-
ing of you. The great (hare of felf-efteem which
you, alas ! have taken from me, is now tranf-
ferred entirely toyourfelf j and you are become
the more dear to me for making me hate myfelf.
Love, even the fatal love which has proved my
deftrudion, is become the material circum-
ftance in your favour. You are exalted while
I am abafed 5 nay, my very abafement is the
caufe of your exaltation. Be henceforward then
my only hope. It is your*s to juflify my crime
by your copduft. Excufe it at leaft by your
virtuous demeanour. iVJay your merit caft a veil
over my difgrace, and let the number of your
virtues make the lofs of mine lefs perceptible.
Since 1 am no longer any thing, be thou my
whole exiftence. The only honour I have left
is folely centered in thee; and while thou art
in any degree refpedled, I can never be wholly
defpifed or rejefted.
However forry I may be for the quick re-
covery of my health, yet my artifice will no
longer ftand me in any ftead. My countenance
will foon give the lie to my pretences, and I
fhall no longer be able to impofe on my parents
a feigned indifpofition. Be quick then in taking
the fteps we have agreed on, before I am forced
to refume my ufual bufinefs in my family. I
perceive but too plainly, that my mother is fu-
fpicious, and continually watches us.^ My fa-
ther indeed feems to know nothing of the mat-
ten His pride has been hitherto our fecurity.
Perhaps
i6o E L O I S A.
Perhaps bethinks it impoflible that a mere tutor
can be in love with his daughter. But, after all,
you know hts temper. If you do not prevent
him, he will you : do not then, through a fond
defire of gaining your ufual accefs, banifli your-
felf entirely from the poifibility of a return.
Take my advice, and fpeak to my mother in
time. Pretend a multiplicity of engagements,
in order to prevent your teaching me any longer ;
an^ let us give up the fatisfadion of fuch fre-i-
quent interviews that we may make fure, at
leaft, of meeting fometimes. Confider, if. you
are once fliu tout, it is fo/everj but if you can
refolve to deny yourfelf for a time, you may then
come when you pleafe, and in time and by ma-
nagement may repeat your vifits often, without
any fear of fufpicion. I will tell you this
evening fome other fchemes I have in view for
our more frequent meeting, and you will then
be convinced that our conjiant coufin, at whofe
prefence you have fo often murmured, will n6w
be very ufeful to two lovers, who, in truth, ,
ihe ought never to have left alone..
LETTER XXXIIf.
FROM ELOISA.
AH! my dear friend, what a miferable afy-^
lum for lovers is a crowded affembly!
What inconceivable torment, to fee each other
under the reftraint of what is called good breed-
ing !
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ing! Surely abfence were a thoufand times
more fupportable ! Is calmnefs and compofure
compatible with fuch emotions ? Can the lover
be fclf-confiftent, or with what attention can
he confider fuch a number of objefls, when one
alone poffeffes his whole foul ? When the heart
is fired, can the body be at reft ? You cannot
conceive the anxiety I felt, when I heard you
"were coming. Your n^me feemed a reproach
to me, and I could not help imagining that the
whole company's attention was fixed upon mc
alone. I was immediately Toft, and bluflied fo
exceedingly, that my coufm, who obferved me,
was obliged to cover me with her fan, and pre-
tend to whrfperme in the ear. This very arti-
fice, fimple as it was, increafed my apprehen-
fions, and I trembled for fear they ihould per-
ceive It. In fliort, every, the moft minute, cir*
cumftance was afrefli fubjeft for alarm ; never
did I fo fully experience the truth of that well-
known axiom, that a guilty confcience needs
no accufer.
Clara pretended to obferve that you was
equally embarraffed, uncertain what to do, not
daring either to advance or retire, to take notice
of me or not, and looking all round the room
to give you a pretence, as fhe faid, to look, at
laft,-on me. As I recovered from my confu-
fion by degrees, I perceived your diftrefs, till,
by Mrs. ficlon's coming up to you, you was
relieved.
I per-
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I perceiv^e, my dear friend, that this manner
of living, which is embittered with fo much
conftraint, and fweetened with fo little pleafure,
is not fuited to us. Our paiEon is too noble to
bear perpetual chains. Thefe publick affemblies
are only fit for thofe who are ft rangers to love,
or who can witli eafe difpenfe with ceremony.
My anxieties are too difquieting, and your in-
difcretions too dangerous : I cannot always have
a Mrs. Belon to make a convenient diverfion.
Let us return, let us return to that calm ftate
of life from whence I have fo inadvertently
drawn you. It was that fituation which gave
rife and vigour to our paffion; perhaps too it may
he weakened by this diffipated manner of living.
The trueft paffions are formed and nouriflied in
retirement. In the bufy circle of the world
there is no time for receiving impreilions, and
even, when received, they are confiderably
weakened by the variety of avocations which
continually occur. Retirement too beft fuits
my melancholy, which, like my love, can be fup-
ported only by thy dear image. I had rather fee
you tender and paffionate in my heart, than
under conftraint and diftipation in an aft*emb]y»
There may perhaps come a time, when I fliall be
forced to a much clofer retreat. O that fuch
time were already come! Common prudence,
as well as my own inclinations, require that I
fhould inure myfelf by times to habits which ne-
ceffity may demand. Oh! iftlY& crime itfelf
could produce the caufe of its atonement 1 The
pleafing
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picafing hopes of being one day ■ But I fhall
inadvertently fay more than I am willing on the
defign I have in view. Forgive me this one
ftcret, my dear friend; my heart fhall never
conceal any thing that would give you pleafure ;
yet you muft, for a time, be ignorant of this.
All I can fay of it at prefent is, that love, which
was the occafion of our misfortunes, ought to
furnifh us with relief. You may reafon and
comment upon this hint as much as you pleafe;
but I pofitively forbid all queftions.
LETTER XXXIV.
ANSWER.
NOf ffMT njedrete mm
Qamhier gV affetti mie/,
Bn lumi ond* tmparai
Afofp'trar (tamof.
N09 DO, the fond and faithful heart
Can ne''er inconftant prove,
Mean while the fpeaking eyes impart
The expreflive looks of love.
HOW greatly am I indebted to dear Mrs.
Belon for the pleafure fhe procured me !
Forgive me, my deareft Eloifa, when I tell you,
that I even dared to take fome pleafure in your
diftrefs, and that your very anxiety afforded me
jnoft exquifite delight. Oh ! what raptures did
I feel atthofe ftolen glances, that downcaft mo-
defty, that care with which you avoided meet-
i54 E L O I S A.
ing my eyes ! What then, think you, was the
employment of your too, too happy lover ? Was
lie indeed converfing with Mrs. Belon ? Did
you really think fo, my lovely Eloifa? Oh, no,
enchanting fair ! he was much more worthily
employed. With what an amazing fympa-
thy did my heart (hare each emotion of thine !
With what a greedy impatience did I explore
the beautiful fymmetry of thy perfon I Thy
love, thy charms, entirely filled my whole foul,,
which was hardly able to contain the ravifliing
idea. The only allay to all this pleafure, was,
that I feafted at your expenfe, and felt the tender
fenfations which you, alas!' was abfolutely un-
able to participate. — Can I tell one word that
Mrs. Belon faid to me? Could I have told it,,
at the very time fhe was fpeaking ? Do I know
what anfwers I made ? Or did fhe. underftand
me at all ? But indeed how could fhe compre-
hend the difcourfe of one who fpoke without^
thinking, andanfwered without conceiving the
queflion.
Com* huom, cheparchi" afcolti, e nulla intende.
Like men who hear, but nothing underftand.
I appeal to the event for a confirmation. She
has fince told all the world, and perhaps you
among the reft, that I have not common fenfe;
but what is flill worfe, not a fingle grain of wit,
and that I am as dull and foolifh as my books.
But no matter how fhe thinks, or what fhe fays
of me. Is not Eloifa the fole miflrefs of my
fate.
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fatc^ and does not (he alone determine my fu-
ture rank and eftimation? Let the reft of the
world fay of me ,what they think proper ; my-
felf, my underftanding, and my accomplilh-.
ments, all abfolutcly depend on the value you
are pleafed to fix on them.
Be aflured neither Mrs. Belon, nor any fu*
perior beauty, could ever delude my attention
from Eloifa. If, after all this, you ftill doubt
my fincerity, andean injure my love and your
own charms fo much as ftill to fufpefl: me, pray
tell me, how I became acquainted with every
minute particular of your conduft? Did not I
fee you (hine among the inferior beauties, like
the fun among the ftars, that were eclipfed by
your radiance ? Did not I fee the young fellows
hovering about your chair, and buzzing in your
ear ? Did not I perceive you fingled out from
the reft of your fex to be the objeft of univerfal
admiration? Did not I perceive their ftudied
alHduities, their continual compliments, and
your cold and modeft indifference, infinitely
more affefting than the moft haughty demeanour
you could poilibly have aflumed ? Yes, my
Eloifa, I faw the efFeft produced by the fight
of your fnowy delicate arm, when you pulled
off your glove 5 I faw too that the young ftran-
ger who picked it up feemed tempted to kifs the
charming h^nd that received it. And did not
1 fee a ftill bolder fwain .whofe fteady ftare
obliged you to add another pin to your tucker ?
All this may perhaps convince you I was not , fo
'" . abfent
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abfent as you imagine; not that I was in the leaft
jealous ; for I know yoqr heart was not caft in
fuch a mold as to be fufceptible of every paffion :
nor will you, I hope, think otherwife of mine.
Let us then return to that calm, bleft retire-
naent, which I quitted with fuch regret. My
hearifinds no fatisfadion in, the tumultuous hurrjr
of the world. Its empty, tinfel pleafures dif-^
pofe it only to lament the want of more fubftan-
tiahjoys the more feelingly, and make it pre-
fer its own real fufFerings to the melancholy train
of continual difappointments. Surely, Eloifa,
we may attain much more folid fatisfa£lion, in
any fituation, than under our prefent reftraint.
And yet you feem to forget it. To be fo near
each other for a whole fortnigTit without meet-
ing ! Oh, it is an age of time to an enamoured
enraptured heart! Abfence itfelf would be in-
finitely more fupportable. Tell me to what
end can you make ufe of a difcretion, which
occafions more misfortunes than it is able to
prevent? Of what importance can it be to
prolong a life, in which every fucceeding mo-
ment brings freflj punifliment ? Were it not
better, yes, furely, a thoufand times, to meet
once more at all events, and then fubmit to our
fate with refignation.
I own freely, my dear friend, I would fain
kn<3w the utmoft of the fccret you conceal.
There never was a difcovery that could intereft
me fo deeply : but all my endeavours are in vain.
I can> however, be as filent as you could wifb,
and
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and reprefs my forward curlofity. But may I
not hope foon to be fatisfied ? Perhaps you are
ftill in the caftle building fyftem. O, thou
dear objc6t of rriy afFeftions ! furely now it is
high time to improve all our»fchemes into reality,
P, S. I had almoft forgot to tell you that M.
Roguin made me an ofFei of a company in the
regiment he is raifing for the king of Sardinia.
I was highly pleafed at this fignal mark of that
brave man's efteem, and, thanking him for his
kindnefs, told him, the fhortnefs of my fight
and great love of a ftudious and fedentary life
unfitted me for fo aftive an employment. My
love can claim no great fhare in this facrifice.
Every one,^ in my opinion, owes his life to his
country, which therefore he ihould not rifk in
the fervice of thofe princes to whom he is no
ways indebted ; much lefs is heat liberty to let
himfelf out for hire, and turn the nobleft pro-
feffion in the world to that of a vile mercenary.
Thefe maxims I claim by inheritance from my
father; and happy enough fliould 1 be, could I
imitate him as well in his fteady adherence to
his diity, and love to his country. He never
would enter into the fervice of any foreign
prince, but in the year 17 12 acquired great re-
putation in fighting for his country. He ferved
in many engagements^ in one of which he was
wounded, and at the battle of Wilmerghen was
fo fortunate as to take a ftandard from the enemy
in the fight of General Sacconex.
LETTER
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LETTER XXXV.
FROM ELOISA.
I Could never think, my dear friend, that
what I hinted of Mrs. Belon in jeft could
have excited folong or fo ferious an explanation.
An over eagernefs in one's own defenfe is fome*
times produftive of the very reverfe of its in-
tention, and fixesa lafting fufpicion, inftead of
removing or lightening the accufation. Th«
moft trifling incidents, when attended to mi-
nutely, immediately grow up into events of im-
portance. Our fituation indeed fecures us from
making this cafe our own ; for our hearts arc
too bufy to liften to mere punftiliosj though
all difputes between lovers on points of little
moment have too often a much deeper foun-
dation than they imagine.
I am rather glad, however, of the opportunity
which this accident has given me, of faying
fomewhat to you on the fubje<3: of jealoufy — a
fubjedi which, alas, but too nearly concerns
me. I fee, my dear friend, by the fimilitudeof
our tempers and near alliance of our difpofi-
tions, that love alone will be the great bufinefs
of our lives^: and furely when fuch impreifions
as we feel have been once made, love mu ft either
extinguifh or abforb every other paflion. The
leaft relaxation in our paiEon muft inevitably
produce a moft dangerous lethargy — a total
apathy— an indifference to every enjoyment, and
a dif-
E L O I S A. 169
a diA-elifli of ercry prefent comfort would very
ibon take place, if our affections were once
cooled, and indeed life itfelf would then become
a burthen. With refpeck to myfelf, you can-
not but perceive, that the prefent tranfports
of my pailion could alone veil over the horrour
of my difafirous fituation, and the fad alter-
native propofed to my choice, is the extrava-
gance of love, or a death of defpair. Judge,
then, if after this I am able to determine a point
on which the bappincfs or mifcry of my future
life fo abfolutely depends.
If I 'may be allowed to know any thing o£
my own temper and difpofitioQ, though I am
oftentimes diftraAed with violent emotions, it
is but feldom that tbcir influence can hurry me
into aftion. My forrows muft have preyed on
my heart for a long time before 1 could ever be
prevailed on to difcovertbe fource of them to
their authour; and being iirmly perfuaded that
there can be no offenfe without intention, i
would much rather fubmit to a thoufand real
fubjeflrs of complaint than ever come to an ex-
planation. A difpofition of this kind will nei-
ther eafily give way to fufpicion, nor be anxiouf-
ly concerned at the jealoufy of others. Oh I
fliield me, gracious heaven, from the tormenting
pangs of groundlefs jealoufy ! — I am fully
affured that your heart was made for mine, and
no other; but fdf-deceit is of all others
the moft eafy impofition: a tranfient liking is
often miftaken for a real paffion, as it is difficult
Vol. I. H to
tyo E L O I S A.
fo diftinguifh the effe£ls pf fudden fancy from
the refult of a fmcere and fettled afFedion. If
you yourfelf could doubt your own conftancy
without any reafon, how could you blame me,
were I capable of miftrufting you?— But that
way leads to mifery. So cruel a doubt as that
would embitter the remainder of my life. I
ihould figh in fecret without complaining, and
die an inconfolable martyr to my paffion.
But let me intreat you to prevent a misfortune,
the idea of which ihocks my very foul. Swear
to me, my dear, dear friend ! but not by love,
ibr lovers oaths are never kept but when they
are unnecefTarily made 5 but fwear by the facred.
name of honour, which you highly revere, that
I (hall ever be the confident of your inmoft
thoughts, the Jfepofitory of all your fecrets, the
witnefs of all your emotions, and if perchance
(which gracious heaven avert !) if any change
ihould take place in your affcdions, fwear
moreover that you will inftantly inform me of
fo interefting a revolution. Think not to ex^
cufe yourfelf, by alledging that fuch a change is
impoffible. I believe — -I hope-^nay, I am well
affured of your fincerity : oblige me, however,
Und prevent all falfe alarms 5 take from me the
poffibility of doubting, and fee u re my prefenC
peace. To hear my fate from you, how hard
foevfer it might^be, were much better than,
through ignorance of the truth, to be perpetu-
ally expofed to the tortures of imaginary evils.
Some comfort, fome alleviation of my forrows
would
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would arife from your rcmorfe. Though my
affe£lions muft ceafe, you would neceffarily
become the partner of my griefs : and even my
own anxiety, when poured into your brcaft,
would feem lefs diftrafting.
It is on this account, my dear friend, that I
congratulate myfelf more efpecially on the fond
choice of my heart; that honour ftrengthens and
confirms the bond which affe<ftion firft begun ;
and that my fecurity depends not on the violence
of paflion, but the more fober and fettled dict-
ates of principle: it is this which cements, at the
fame time that itenfures the aflFe<^ions ; it is this
virtue that muft reconcile us to our woes. Had
it been my fad misfortune to have fixed ray
aiFe&ions on a lover void of principle, even
fuppofing thofe afFedtions fliould continue un-
changeable, yet what fecurity fliould I have of
the continuance of his love f By what methods
could I filence thofe perpetual mifgivings that
would be ever rifing in my mind, and in what
manner could I be aflured that I was not impofed
on, either by his artifice or- my own credulity?
But thou, my dear, my honourable friend, who
haft no dark defigns to cover, no fecret frauds
to praflifc, thou wilt, I am well aflured, prefei!ve
the conftancy thou haft avowed. You will never
l>e (hamed out of your duty, through the falfe
baftifulnefs of owning an infidelity ; and when
you can no longer love your Eloifa, you will,
frankly t^ll her fo— ryes, you will fay, My Eloifay
H 2 I do
I7» E L O I S A.
I do not— But I cannot — indeed, I cannot, £nifl^
the fentence.
What do you think of my propofal ? I am
fare it is the only one I can think of to pluck up
jealoufy by the root. There is a certain deli-
cacy, a tender confidence, which pcrfuades me
to rely fo entirely on your fincerity, as to mako
me incapable of believing any accufation which
comes not from your own lips. Thefe are the
good effe^s I expe<ft from your promife; for
though I fhouid eafily believe that you are as
fickle as the reft of your fex, yet I can never be
perfuaded that yoii are equally falfe pnd deceit-
ful ; and, however I might doubt of the con-*
fiancy of your afFedions, I can never bring
tnyfelf to fufpcft your honour. What a plea-
fure do I feel in taking precautions in this matter,
which I hope will always be needlefs, and to
prevent the very poffibility of a change, which
I am perfuaded will never happen ? Oh ! how
delightful it is to talk of jealoufy to fo faithful
a lover ! If I thought you capable of incon-
fiancy, I fhouid not talk thus. My poor heart,
would not be fodifcreet in the time of fo much
danger, and the leaft real diftruft would de-
prive me of the prudence neceffary for my fe^u-
irity.
This fubjeft, honoured majier^ may be more
fttlly difcufled this evening \ for your two hum^
Ue fchclars are to have the honour of fwpping
with you at my uncle's. Your learned con»-
i^entaries on the Gazette have raifed you fo
highly
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highly in his eftecm, that no great artifice was
wanting to perfuade him to invite you. The
daughter has put her harpfichord in tune, the
father has been poring over Lamberti, and I
ihall perhaps repeat the leflbn I firft learnt in
Clarens grove. You who are a mafter of every
fcience muft adapt yout knowledge and inftruc*
dons to our feveral capacities. Mr. Orbe (who
is invited you may be fure) has had notice given
him to prepare a diflertation on the nature of the
King of Naples*s future homage ; this will give
us an opportunity of going into my coufin's
apartment. There, vafTaljOn thy knees, before
thy fovereign miftrefs, thy hands clafped in
her's, and in the prefence of her chancellor,
thou fhalt vow truth and loyalty on evdry occa-
Cort : I do not fay eternal love, becaufe that is
a thing which no one can abfolutely promife ;
but truth, fincerity, and franknefs are in every
one's difpofal; to thefe therefore thou Ihaltfwear.
You need not vow eternal fealty ; but you muft
imd fliall vow to commit no aA of felonious in*
tention, and at leaft to declare open war before
you (hake ofF the yoke. This done, you (ball
feal it with an embrace, and be owned and ac-
knowledged for a true and loyal knight.
Adieu, my dear friend j the expedatidns 1
have formed of this evening have given me all
thefe fpirits. I ihall be doubly blefled to fee you
a partaker of my joy.
a 3. LETTER
174 E L O I S A*
LETTER XXXVI.
FROM ELOISA.
KISS this welcome letter, and leap for joy
at the news I am going to tell you: but
be affured that though my emotions (hould prove
lefs violent 1 am not a whit lefs rejoiced. My
father being obliged to go to Bern on ac-
count of a law-fuit, and from thence to Soleure
for his penfion, propofes to take my mother
along with him, to which (he is the more wil-
ling to confent, as (he hopes to receive benefit
from the journey and change of air. They were
fo obliging as to offer to take me along with
them. I did not think proper to fay all. I thought
on the occafion ; but their not being able to -
find convenient room for me made them change
their intentions with refpe£t to my going, and
they are now all endeavouring to comfort me for
the difappointment. I was obliged to aflume a
very melancholy air, as if almoft inconfoleable ;
and, ridiculous as it is, I have diflembled fo
long, that I am fometimes apt to fancy I feel a
real forrow.
I am not, however, to be abfolutely my own
miftrefs while my parents are abfent, but to live
at my uncle's ; fo that during the whole tim«
I fliall be always with my conjiant coufin. My
mother choofes to leave her own woman behind :
Bab, therefore, will be confidered as a kind of
governefs to me. But we need not be very ap-
prehenfive of thofe whom we have no need either
to
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to bribe or to truft, but who may be eafily got
fid of whenever they grow troublcfome, by
means of any trifling allurement.
You will readily conceive, I dare fay, what
opportunities we fliall have of meeting during
their abfence; but our difcretion muft furnifh
thofe reftraints which our fituation has taken
off for awhile, and we muft then voluntarily
fubmit to that referve, to which at prefent we
are obliged by neceffity. You mutt, when I
am at my coufin's, come no oftener than you
did before, for fear of giving offenfe, and I hope
there will be no need of reminding you of the
afliduous refpe<S and civility, which her fex and
thefacred laws of hofpitality require; and that
you yourfelf will fufEciently confider what is
due to the friendfhip that gives an afylum to
your love. I know your eager difpofition j but
I am convinced, at the fame time, that there are
bounds which can reftrain it. Had you never
governed your violence by the known laws of
honour, you had not been troubled at prefent
with any admonitions, at lead with none from
me.
But why that downcaft look, that lowering
2iir ? Why repine at the reftraints which duty
prefcribes ? Be it thy Eloifa's care to footh and
foften them. Had you ever caufe to repent of
having liftened to my advice ? Near the flowery
banks of the head of the river Vevaije' there
ftandsa folitary hut, which ferves fometimes as
a Ihelter to fportfmen, and furely may alfo
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176 It L O I S A.
ifeclter lovers.^ Hard by the manfion-hcMifc which
belongs to Mr. Orbc arefcveral thatched dairj*
houfes, fufficieiitly remote, which may ferve »s
a retirement for love and pleafure, ever the trueft
friends to ruftick fimpUcity. The prudent milk-
maids will keep the fecretj for they have often
need o'f fccrccy. The ftreams which water the
adjoining meadows are bordered with flowering
ibrubs, and charming fhady groves, while at
fome little diftatice the thicknefs of the neigh-
bouring woods feems to promife a more gloomy
and fectuded retreat.
Al helfcggio tipcjfof emhrdfo e fofco^
N$ mai pafiori apfrejfan^ nehifolci*
. Some fweet recefs within the du/kyihade^
Which fhepherd Twain nor cow- herd e*er approach.
In this delightful place, no veftiges are feen
ef human toil, no appearance of ftudied and la-
borious art J every objed prefents only a view of
the tender care of nature, our common mother.
Here then, my dear friend, we fhall be only
«nder nature's direflions, and know no other
law but her's. At Mr. Orbe's invitation, Clara
has already perfuaded her father to take the di-
verfion of hunting for two or three days in this
part of the world, and to carry the two infc-
parables with him. Thefe infeparables have
others likewife clofely connefled with them, as
you know but too well. The one, afluming the
cbarader of mailer of the houfe, will confe-
quently do the honours, while the other with
lefs
# L O t S A. 177
left parade wiH do thofe of a dairy-houfc for his
Eloifa, and this rural hut, dedicated to love, wiU
be to them the Temple of Gnidus. To fucceed
the more efFeSually in this tharming projcft^
there will be wanting a little previous contri*
Vance, which may be eafily fettled between us,
and the very confideration of which will form ai
part of thofe pleafures they are intended to pro*
duce.— Adieu, my dear life! I leave ofF ab*
ruptly for fear of being farprifed. The heart of
thy devoted Eloifa anticipates, alas ! too eagerly
the pleafures of the dairy-houfe.
P. 5. Upon fecond thoughts, I begin to be
of opinion that we may meet every day without
any great danger ; that is, at my coufin's every
other day, and in the field on every intermediate
one.
LETTER XXXVII.
FROM^ BLOISA*
THEY left me this very niorning — my
tender father, and ftill fonder mother, took
leave of me but juft now ; overwhelmed their
beloved daughter (too unworthy, alas ! of all
their affeftion) with repeated careffes. For my
own part, indeed, I did not feel much relufl^nce
at this feparation ! I embraced them with art
outward appearance of concern, while my un-
grateful and unnatural heart was leaping within
me for joy. Where, alas ! is now that happy
H 5 time
178 E L O I S A*
time, when I led an innocent life under their
continual obfervation, when my only joy was
their approbation— my only concern their ab-
fence or negleft ? Behold now the melancholy
reverfe ! Guilty and fearful as I now am, the
very thought of them gives me pain, and the
j^ecolledion of myfelf makes me blufh with con-
fufion. All my virtuous ideas now vanifh away
like a dream, and leave in their ftead empty dif-
quietudes and barren remorfe, which, bitter as
they are, are neverthelefs infufEcient to lead m©
to repentance. Thefe . cruel reflexions have
brought on all that forrow which the taking
leave of my parents was unable to efFedl : and-
yet immediately on their departure I felt an.
agony of grief. While Bab was fetting things
to rights after them, I went into my mother's
room, as it were mechanically, without knowing
what I did, and feeing fome of her clothes lying
fcattered about, I took them up one by one,
kiffed th«m, and bathed them with my tears.
This vent to my anxiety afforded me prefent eafe,
and it was fome comfort to me to refle£l that
I was ftill awake to nature's (oft emotions, and
that her gentle fires were not entirely extin-
guilhed in my foul. — In vain, cruel tyrant ! doft
thou feek to fubjeft this weak and tender hearty
to thy abfolute dominion : notwithftanding all
thy fond illufions, it ftill retains the fentiments
of du^y, ftill cherifties and reveres parental rights,
much more facred than thy own.
Forgive
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Forgive me, my dear friend, thefe involun-
tary emotions, nor imagine that I carry thefe re-
flexions farther than I ought, Love*s foft mo-
ments are not to beexpefted amidft the tortures
of anxiety, I cannot conceal my fufferings from
you, and yet I would not overwhelm you with
them; nay, you mu ft know them, though not
to fhare, yet to foften them. But into whofe
bofom dare I pour them, if not into thine ! Are
not yoxi my faithful friend, my prudent counr
fellor, my tender comfort ? ' Have you not been
foftering in my foul the love of virtue, when,
alas! that virtue itfelf was no longer in me?
How often (hould I have funk under the preffure
of my afflictions had not thy pitying hand re-
lieved me from my forrows, and wiped away
my tears ? It is your tender care alone fupports
me. I dare not abafe myfclf while you continue
to efteem me, and I flatter myfelf, that if I
were indeed contemptible, none of you would
or could fo honour me with your regard. — I am
flying to the arms of my dear coufin, or rather
to the heart of a tender fifter, there to repofe
the load of grief with which I am opprefTed.
Come thither this evening, and contribute to
reftore to me that peace and ferenity, of which
I have long been deprived.
H6 LETTER
»8o £ L I S A.
LETTER XXXVIII.
TO £LOISA.
NO, Eloifa, it isimpoffiblc! lean never
bear to fee yoo every Aiy, if I am always
to be charmed in the manner I was laft night.
My affedlion muft ever bear proportion to the
difcovery of your beauties, and you are an in-
cxhauftiblefource of endlefs wonder and delight,
beyond my utmoft hopes, beyond my moft fan-
guine expeflations ! What a deliciou* even-
ing to me was the laft ! what amazing raptures
did I feel! O enchanting forrow! How infi-
nitely doth the pleafing languor of a heart foften-
edby concern furpafs the boifterous pleafures,
the foolifli gaiety, and the extravagant joy with
which a boundlefs paffion infpires the ungovern-
able lover ! O peaceful blifs ! never, never
fhall thy pleafing idea be torn from my memory !
Heavens, what an enchanting fight ! it was ex-
tafy itfelf, to fee two fuch pcrfed beauties em-
brace each other fo affe<Sionately ; your face re-
clined upon her breaft, mixing your tender tears
together, and bedewing that charming bofom,
jull as heaven refreflies a bed of new-blown
flowers. I grew jealous of fuch a friendfbip,
and thought there was fonlething more inte-
refting in* it than even in love itfelf. I was
grieved at the impoflibility of confoling you,
without difturbing you at the fame time by the
violence of my emotion. No, nothing, nothing
upon
B L O I 8 A. r8|
upon earth is capable of exciting To pleafing a
fenfation as your mutual cafefies. Even the
fight of two lovers would have been left de-
lightful.
Oh ! how could I have admired, nay, adored
your dear coufin, if the divine Eloifa herfetf
had not taken up all my thoughts I You throw,,
my deareft angel, an irrefiftible charm on every
"thing that furrounds you* Your gown, your
gloves, fan, work, nay, every thing that was
the objeft of my outward fenfes, enchanted my
very foul, and you yourfelf completed the en-
chantment. Forbear, forbear, my dear Eloifa,.
nor deprive me of all feniation, by making my
enjoyment too exquifite. My tranfports ap-
proach fo nearly to phrenzy, that 1 begin to be
apprehenfive I fliall lofe my reafon. Let me, at
leaft, be fenfible of my felicity — let me at leaft
have a rational idea of thofe raptures, which are
more fublime, and more penetrating, than my
glowing imagination could paint.— How can you
think yourfelf difgraced ? This very thought is
a fure proof that your fenfes likewife are afFe£tcd.
Oh, you are too perfect for frail mortality! I
fhould believe you to be of a more exalted, purer
fpecies, if the violence of my pafficm did not
clearly evincfe that we are of a kinder frame.
No human being conceives your excellence;
you arc unknown even to yourfelf; my heart
alone knows and can eftimate its Eloifa. Were
you only an idol of worfhip, could you have
been enraptured with the dull homage of ad-
miring
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miring mortals ? Were you only an angel, how
much would you lofe of your real value !
Tell me, if you can, how fuch a pafiion as
mine is capable of increafing ? I am ignorant
of tlie means, yet am but too fenfible of the fail.
You are, indeed, ever prefent with me, yet there
are times in which your beautiful image is pe-
culiarly before me, and haunts me as it were
with fuch amazing afUduity, that neither time
nor place can deprive me of the delightful ob-
jeft. I even believe you left it with me in the
dairy-houfe, in the conclufion of your laft let-
ter ; for, fince you mentioned that rural fpot, I
have been continually rambling in the fields,
and am always infenfibly led towards the place.
Every time I behold it, it appears ftill more
enchanting.
Nen vide il mondoji Uggiadri retmiy
Ne moJeU venta maiji 'verdi frondi.
The world afford? not fuch a charming fcene.
Of gently-waving trees and hedge-rows green,
I find the country more delightful, the ver-
dure frelher and livelier, the air more temperate
and ferene than ever I did before ^ even the fea-
thered fongfters of the fky feem to tune their
tender throats with more harmony and pleafurc ;
the murmuring rills invite to love-infpiring dal-
liance, while the bloflbms of the vine regale me
from afar with the choiceft perfumes. Some
fecret charm enlivens every pbjed, or raifes my
fenfations to a more exquifite degree. I am
tempted
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tempted to imagine that even the earth adorns
herfelf to make a nuptial bed for your happy
lover, worthy of the paffion which he feels, and
the goddefs he adores. — O, my Kloifa^ my
dearer, better half! Ictus immediately add to
thefe beauties of the fpring, the prefence of two
faithful lovers. Let us carry the fentiments of
true pleafure to places which comparatively afford
but an empty idea of it. Let us animate all
nature, which is abfolutely dead without the ge-
nial warmth of love. Am I yet to flay three
days, three whole days ! Oh ! what an age to a
fond expeSing lover ! Intoxicated with my paf-
fion, I wait that happy moment with the moft
melancholy impatience. Oh! how happy fhould
we be, if heaven would annihilate thofe tedious
intervals which retard the blifsful moment !
LETTER XXXIX.
FROM ELOISA.
THERE is iK)t a fingle emotion of your
heart which I do not fhare with the ten-
dered concern. But, talk no more of pleafure,
whilft others, who have deferved much better
than either of us, are fuffering under the preffure
of the fevereft affliction. Read theenclofed,
and* then be compofed if you can. I, indeed,
who am well acquainted with the good girl who
wrote it, was not able to proceed without flbed-
ing tears of forrow and compaffion. The
recoUeCtioA
i84 E L p r S A.
fecoUeftion it gave me of my blameablc negli*
gence touched my very foul j and, to my bitter
confufion, I perceive but too plainly that a
forgetfulnefs of the principal points of my d'uty
has Extended itfelf to all thofe of inferiour con-
fideration. I had promifed this poor child to
take care of her : I recommended her to my
mother, and kept her in fome degree under my
continual infpecSion: but, alas ! when I became"
vinable to proted myfelf, I abandoned her too,^
and expofed her to worfe misfortunes than evea
I myfelf have fallen into. I fhudder to think
that had I not been roufed from my careleflhefs,
in two days time my ward would have been
ruined ; her own indigence, and the fnares of
others, would have ruined — for ever ruined, a
modeft and difcreet girl, wha may hereafter
poffibly prove an excellent parent. O, my dear
friend ! can there be fuch vile creatures upon
earth, who would extort from the depth of mi-
fery what the heart aloijie (hould give ? That
any one can fubmit to receive the tender embraces
of love from the arms of famine itfelf !
Can you be unmoved at my Fanny's filial
piety, at the integrity of her fentiments, and the
fimpHcity of her innocence ? But are you not
affecftedwith the uncommon * tenderncfs of the
lover, who will fell even himfeff to affift hif
poor miftrefs ? Would not you thtnk yourfelf
too happy to be the inftrumentof uniting a cou-
ple fo well formed for each other ? If we, alas f
(whofe fituation {o much refcmble^ their's) do
not
, E L O I S A* 18s
not compaffionate lovers who are united by na-
ture, but divided by misfortunes, where elfe
can they feek relief with a probability of fuccefs i
Fpr my own part, I have determined to make
fome amends for my neglecft, by contributing
my utmoft endeavours to unite thefe two young
people. Heaven will, I hope, affift the generous
undertaking, and my fuccefs may prove a good
omen to us, I defire, nay, conjure you, by all
that is good and dear to you, to fet out for Ncuf-
chatel the very moment you receive this, or to-
morrow morning at fartheft. You will then go
to M. Mervcilleux, and try to obtain the joung
man's difcharge ; fpare neither money nor en-
treaties. Take Fanny's letter along with you.
No breaft, that is not abfolutely void of allfen-
timents of humanity, can read it without emo-
tion. In ibort) wiMtrver money it may coft,
whatever pleafure of your own it may defer, be
fure not to return without an entire difcharge
for Claudius Anet. If you do, you may be af-
fured, I fhall never enjoy a fingle moment's fa-
tisfadion during the remainder of my Hfc.
I am aware that your heart will be raifing
many objeAtons to the propofal I have made;
but can you think that 1 have not forefecn all
thofc objedions ? Yet, notwithftanding, I repeat
my requeft ; for virtue muft either be an empty
name, or it requires of us fomc mortifying felf-
denials. Our appointment, my friend, my
dear, dear friend, though loft for the prefent,
ma)|^be made again and ^gain. A few hours of
th^
i86 E L O I S A.
the moft agreeable intercoufe vanifli like a flafh
of lightening J but when the happinefs of an
honeft couple is in your power, think, only think,
what you are preparing for hereafter, if you ne-
gleft the opportunity : on the ufe, then, of the
prcfent time depends an eternity of contentment
or remorfc. Forgive fuch frequent repetitions;
they are the overflowings of my zeal. I have
fatd more than was neceflfary to any honeft man,
and an hundred times too much to my dear friend.
I well know how you abominate that cruel turn
of mind which hardens us to the calamities of
others. You yourfelf have told meathoufand
times, that he is a wretch indeed who fcruples
giving up one day of pleafure to the duties of
humanity.
LETTER XL.
FROM FANNY REGNARD TO ELOISA.
HONOURED MADAM,
FORGIVE this interruption, from a poor
girl in defpair, who, being ignorant what
to do, has taken the liberty of addreifing herfelf
to your benevolence; for you. Madam, are never
weary of comforting the afflidled, and I am fo
unfortunate, alas! that 1 have tired all but God
Almighty and you with my complaints. I am
very forry I was obliged to leave the miftrefs you
had been fo kind to put me apprentice to, but
on
E L O I S A. 187
«n my mother's death (which happened this
-winter) I was obliged to return home to my
poor father, who. is confined to his bed with the
pal fey.
I have never forgotten the advice you gave
wiy mother, to try to fettle me with fome honeft
man, who might be of ufe to the family. Claud
Anet (formerly in your father's fervice) is a very
fober difcreet perfon, mafter of a good trade, and
has taken a liking to me. Having been already
fo much indebted to your bounty, I did jiot
dare to apply to you for any further affiftance,
fo that he has been our only fupport during the
whole winter. He was to have married me this
fpring, and indieed had fet his heart upon it ;
but I have been fo teifed for three years rent due
laft Eafter, that, not knowing where to get fo
niuch money, the young man lifted at once in
M. Merveilleux's company, and brought me all
the money he had received for inlifting. M.
Merveiileux ftays at Neufchatel about a week
longer, and Claud Anet is to fet out in three or
four days with the reft of the recruits. So that
we have neither time nor money to marry, and
he is going to leave me without any help. If,
through your intereft, or tjie Baron's, five or fix
weeks longer might be given us, we would en-
deavour in that time either to get married, or
repay the young man his money. But I am fure
he^can never be prevailed on to take the money
again.
I re-
i8S £ L O I S A.
I received this morning fomc great ofFers from
a very rich gentleman, but, thank God, I hare
refufed them. He told me, he would come again
to-morrow to know my mind ; but I defired him
not to give himfelf fo much troubk, and that he
knew it already. By God*s afliftance, he fhall
have the fameanfwer to-morrow. I might in-
deed apply to the parifh; but one is fo defpifed
after that, that my misfortunes are better than
fuch a relief, and Claud Anet has too much
pride to think of me after this. Forgive the
liberty I have taken ; you arc the only pcrfon I
could think of, and I feel myfirlf fo diftrcffed,
that I can write no more about it.
lam,
Honoured Mtdam,
Your humble Servant to command,
Fannt &S0KAR]>*
LETTER XLL
A N S V^ £ R*
I Have been wanting in point of memory, and
you, Fanny, have been deficient in your con-
fidence in me j in fhort, we have both of us
been to blame, but I am the moft inexcufablc.
However, I Ihall now endeavour to repair the
injury which my neglefl: may have occafioned.
Bab, the bearer of this, has or4cr$ to fatisfy your
more^
E L O I S A. Ig9
more immediate wants, and will be with you
again to-morrow, for fear the gentleman 'fhould
return. My coufm and i propofe calling on
you in the evening j for I know you cannot leave
your poor father alone ; and indeexl I fhall be
glad of this opportunity, to infpefl your oeco-
nomy a little.
You need not be uneafy on Claud Anet's ac-
count : my father is from home, but we (hall
do all we can towards his immediate releafe. Be
affured, that i will never fgrget you, nor your
generous lover. Adieu, itiy dear, and may God
ever blefs you, I think you much in the right
for not having recourfe to publick charity. Such
fteps as thofe are never to be taken, while 'the
hearts and purfes of benevolent individuals are
open and acceffibie.
LETTER XLII.
TO ELOISA.
I Have received your letter, and fhall fet out
this inftant. — This is all the anfwer I (hall
make. O Eloifal how could you cruelly fup-
pofe me poffeffed of fuch afeliifh, unfeelingheart?
But you command, and (hall be obeyed. I
would rather die z thoufand times than forfeit
your efteem*
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190
I
E L O 1 S A.
LETTER XLIII.
TO ELOISA.
Arrived at Neufchatel yefterday morning,
and on enquiry was told that M. Merveil-
leux was juft gone into the country. I followed
him immediately, but as he was out a hunting
all day, I was obliged to wait till the evening,
before I could fpeak with him. I told him the
caufe of my journey, and defired he would {et
a price on Claud Anet's difcharge^ to which h«
raifed a number of objedions. I then concluded
that the moft effeftual method of anfwering
them, would be to increafe my offers, which I
did in proportion as his difficulties multiplied.
But, finding, after fome time, that I was not
likely to fucceed, I took my leave, having pre-
viously defired the liberty to waiton him the next
morning ; determined in my own mind not to
ftir out of the houfe a fecond time till I hac^ ob-
tained my requefl: by dipt of larger offers, fre-
quent importunity, or in (hort by whatever means
1 could think moft effedual. I rofe early next
morning to put this refolution in pradife, and
was juft going to mount my horfe, when I re-
ceived a note from M. Mervcilleux with the
young man's difcharge, in due form and order.
The contents of the note were thefe :
« ENCLOSED, Sir, is the difcharge you
" requeft. I denied it to your pecuniary offers,
* « but have granted it in confideration of your cha-
5 ** ritable
B L O I S A. 191
** ritable defign, and defire you would not think
•* that I am to be bribed into a good aftion."
You will eaCly conceive, by your own fatis-
faflion, what joy I muft have felt. But, why is
it not as complete as it ought to be ? I cannot
poffibly avoid going to thank, and indeed to re-
imburfe M. Merveilleux: and if this vifit, ne-
ceflary as it is, fhould retard my return a whole
day, as I am apprehenfivc it will, is he not ge-
nerous at my expenfe ? But, no matter : 1 have
done my duty toEloifa, and am fatisfied. Oh f.
what a happinefs it is thus to reconcile benevo-
lence to love ! to unite in the fame a£lion the
charms of confcious virtue with thefoft fenfa-
tions of the tendereft afFeftion. I own freely,
Eloifa, that I began my journey full of forrow
and impatience : I even dared to reproach you
with feeling too much the calamities of others,
while you remained infenfible to my fufferings,
as if I alone, of all created beings, had been un-
worthy your compaffioA. I thought it quite
fearbarous in you, after having difappointed me
of my fweeteft hopes, thus unncceffarily and
wantonly, as it were, to deprive me of a hap-
pinefs which you had voluntarily promifed. As
thefe fecret repinings are now happily changed
intoa fund of contentment and folid fatisfa£tion,
to which I have hitherto lived a ftranger, I have
already enjoyed the recompenfe you bade me ex-
pecSt : you ipoke from experience. Oh ! what
an amazing kind of empire is your's, which can.
convert
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convert even difappointment into pleafure, and
caufe the fame fatisfadion in obeying you, as
could refult from the greateft felf-gratification !
O my deareft, kindeft Eloifa, you are. indeed -
an angel ; if any thing could be wanting to con-
firm the truth of this, your unbounded empire
ovei: my foul virould be a fufficient confirmation.
Doubtlefs it partakes much more of the divine
nature, than of the human ; and who can refift
the power of heaven ? And to what purpofc
fhould I ceafe to love you, fince you muft ever
remain the objeft of my adoration ?
P. S. According to my calculation we ihall
have five or fix days to ourfelves before your
mother returns. Will it be impofEble for you,
during this interval, to undertake a pilgrimage to
the dairy-houfe ?
LETTER XLIV.
FROM SLOISA.
REPINE not, my dear friend, at this yn-
expefted return. It is really more advan-
tageous to us than you can pofiibly imagine ;
and, indeed, fuppofing our contrivances could
have cftcfted what our regard to appearancje has
induced us togiye up, we fhould have-fucceeded
no better. Judge what would have been the
confequence, had we followed our inclinations.
I fhould have gone into ^the country but the
very evening before my mother's return, fhould
4 have
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have been font for thence, before I could have
poffibly given you any notice, and muft confe-
quently have left you in the moft dreadful anxi-
ety; we ihould have parted juft on the eve
of our imaginary blifs, and the difappointment
would have been cruelly aggravated by the near
approach of our felicity. Befides, notwith-
ftanding the utmoft precautions we could have
taken, it would have been known that we were
both in the country; perhaps, too, they might
have heard that we were together ; it would have
been fufpefied at leaft, and that were enough.
An imprudent avidity of the prefent moment,
would have deprived us of every future refource,
and the remorfe for having neglefted fuch an aft
of benevolence would have imbittered^ the re*
mainder of our lives.
Com.pare, then, I befeech you, our prefent
fituation with that I have been defcribing. Firft,
your abfencehas been produftive offeveral good
effects. My Argus will not fail to tell my mo-
ther, that you have been but feldom at my cou-
fm's. She is acquainted with the motives of
your journey; this may probably prove a means
of raiiingyou in herefteem, and how, think you,
can they conceive it poffible that two young
people who have an afte£tion for each other
fliould agree to feparate at the very time they
are left moft at liberty? What an artifice have
we employed to deftroy fufpicions which are
but too well founded ! The only ftratagem in
my opinion confiftentwith honour, is the carry-
Vol. !• I ing
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ing ourdifcretion to fuch an incredible height^
that what is in reality the utmoft effort of fclf-
denial, nray be miftakcn for a token of indif^
ference* How delightful, my dear friend, muft
a paflion thus coneealed be to thofe who enjoy it !
Add to this the pleafing confcioufnefs of having
united two defpairing lovers, and contributed to
the happinefs of fo deferving a couple. You
have feen my Fanny : tell me, is not fhe a
charming girl i does (he not really deferve every
thing you have done for her? Is not fhe too
beautiful and too unfortunate to remain tong un-
married, without fome difafter? And do you
think that Claud Anet, whofe naturalgood dif-
pofition has miraculoufly preferved him during
threeyears fervice, could haverefolution to conti-
nue three years more without becoming as perfi-
dious and as wretched as all thofe of thatprofef-
fion? Infteadofthat they love, and will be united;
they are poor, and will be relieved; they are
honeft, and will be enabled to continue fo! for
my father has promifcd them a competent pro-^
-vifion. What a number of advantages then has
your kindnefs procured to them, and to our-
felves; not to mention the additional obligations
you have conferred on me ! Such, my friend,
are the certain effeSs of facrificcs to virtue j
which, though they are difficult to perform, are
always grateful in rememberance. No one ever
repented of having performed a good acStion.
I fuppofe, you will fey, with my conjiant coufm^
that all this is mere preaching, and indeed it is
but
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but too true that I no more praftife what I
preach than thofe who are preachers by pvofeflion.
How:ever, if my difcourfes are not (o elegant, •
I have the fatisfaftion to find that they are not
So entirely thrown away as their's. 1 do not deny
it, my dear friend, that I would willingly add
as many virtues to your charafter, as a fatal in-
dulgence to love has taken away from mine;
and Eloifa herfelf having forfeited my regard,
I would gladly efteem her in you. Per fedt af-
fection is all that is required on your part, and
the confequence will flow eafy and natural. With
what pleafure ought you to reflecl, that you are
continually increafing thofe obligations, which
love itfelf engages to pay !
My coufin has been miade privy to the conver-
fation you had with her father, about Mr. Orbe,
and feems to think herfelf as much indebted to
you, as if we had never been obliged to her in
our lives. Gracious heaven, how every parti-
cular incident contributes to my happinefs ! How
dearly am I beloved, and how am I charmed
with their affedion! Father, mother, friend, and
lover, all confpire in their tender concern for my
happinefs, and, notwithftanding my eager en-
deavours to requite them, I am alv^ays- either
prevented Or outdone. It fliould feem, as if all
the tendereft feelings in nature verged towards
n?y heart, whilft I, alas ! have but one fenfation
to enjoy them,
I forgot to mention a vlfit you are to receive
to-morrow morning. 'Tis from Lord B— > lately
I 2 come
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come From Geneva, where he has refided abbiit
dght months : he told me he had feen you at
Sion, in his return from Italy. He found you
Very melancholy, but fpeaks of you in general
in the manner you yourfclf would wifli, and in
which I have long thought. He commended you
fo a-propoS to my father yefterday, that he has
prejudiced me already very much ill his favour:
and indeed his converfation is fenfible, lively,
and fpirited. In rec^iting heroick actions, he
J*aifes his voice, and his eyes fparkle, as men
lifually do who are capable of performing the
deeds they relate. He fpeaks alfo emphatically
in matters of tafte, efpecially of the Italian
mufick, which he extols to the very fkies. He
often reminded me of my poor brother. But
his lordfhip feems not to have facrificed much
to the Graces; his difcourfe in general is rather
nervous than elegant, and even his underftand-
ing feems to want a little polifliing.
Letter xlv.
TO ELOISA.
I Was reading your laft letter, the fecond time
only, when Lord B came in. But, as
I have fo many other things to fay, how can I
think of his lordfhip ? When two people are
entirely delighted and fatisfied with each other^
what need is there of a third perfon ? However,
fince you feem to defire it, 1 will tell you what
I know
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I know of him. Having paffed the Semplon,
he came to Sion, to wait for a cha fe which was
to come from Geneva to Briguej and as want
of employment often makes men feek fbciety,
we foon became acquainted, and as intimate
as the referve of an Knglifliman, and my natural
love of retirement, would permit. Yet we foon
perceived, that we wore adapted to each other;
there is a certain union of fouls which is eafily
difcernable. At the end of eight days, we were
full as familiar as we ever were afterwards,
and as two Frenchmen would have been in the
fame number of hours. He entertained me with
an account of his travels; and knowing he was
an Englifliman, I immediately concluded he .
would have talked of nothing but piftures or
buildings. But I was foon pleafed to find, that
his attention to the politer arts had not made him
negle<9: th^ ftudy of men and manners: yet
whatever he faid on thofe fubje6ls of refinement
was judicious, and in tafte, but with modefty
and diffidence. As far as I could perceive, his
opinions feemed rather founded on reflexion
than fcience, and that he judged from efFe<S!:s,
rather than rules, which confirmed me in my
idea of his excellent underftaftding. He fpoke
to me of the Italian mufick with as much enthu-
fiafm as he did to you, and indeed gave me a fpe-
cimen of it; his valet plays extreniely well
on the violin, and he himfelf tolerably on the
violoncello. He picked out what he called fome
very afFeiling pieces, but whether it was by
I 3 being
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being unufed to it, or that mufick, which is fd
foothing in melancholy, lofes all its foft charms'
when our grief is extrenne, I muft own I was not
much delighted; the melody was agreeable, but
wild, and without the leaft expreffion.
Lord B— was very- anxious to know my
fituation, I accordingly told him as much as
was neceffary for him to know. He made an
offer of taking me with him into England, and
propofed feveral advantages, which were no in-
ducements to me in a country where Eloifa was
not. He had formerly told me that he intended
to pafs the winter at Geneva, the fummer at Lau-
fanne, and that he would come to Vevai before
he returned into Italy,
Lord B is of a lively, hafly temper, but
virtuQus and fteady. He piques himfelf on
being a philofopher, and upon thofe principles
which we have frequently difcuffed. But I really
believejiis own difpofition leads him naturally
to that which he imagines the effcti of method
and fludy, and that the varnifh of ftoicifm, with
which he gloffes over all his actions, only covers
the inclinations of his heart.
I do not know what want of polifli you have
found in his manner; it is really not very en-
gaging, and yet I cannot fay there is any thing
difgufting in it. Though his addrefs is not fo
fafy and open as his difpofition, an*d he feems to
defpife the trifling pun6^ilios of ceremony, yet
his behaviour in the main is very agreeable:
though he has not that refcrved and cautious
politenefs.
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pditeneft, which confines itfelf alone to mere
outward form, and which our young officers
learn in France, yet he is lefs fol icitous about
diftinguifhing men and their refpedlive fituations
at firft fight, than he is affiduous in paying a
proper degree of refpefi to every one in general.
Shall I tell you the plain truth ? Want of ele-
gance is a failing which women never overlook,
and I fear that, in this inftance, Eloifa has been
a woman for once in her life.
Since I am now upon a fyftem of plain-deal-
i"g> give n^c leave to affure you, my pretty
preacher, that it is to no purpofe that you en-
deavour to invalidate my pretenfions, and that
fermons are but popr food for a famifhed lover.
Think, think of all the compenfations you have
promifed, and which indeed are my due 5 but
though every thing you have faid is exceeding
juft and true, one vifit to the dairy- houfe -would
have been a thoufand times more agreeable.
LETTER XLVr.
tROM ELOISA.
WHAT, my friend, ftill the dairy-houfe?
Surely this dairy-houfe fits heavy on your
heart. Well, coft what it will, I find you muft
be humoured. But, is it poflible you can be fo
attached to a place you never faw, that no other
will fatisfy you ? Do you th ink that love, who
raifed Armida's palace in the mid ft of a defert,
cannot give us a dairy-houfe in the town ? Fanny
I 4 is
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is going to be married, and my father, who has
no objedion to a little parade and mirth, is re-
folved it fhall be a publick wedding. You may
be fure there will be no want of noife and tu-
mult, which may not prove unfavourable to a •
private converfation. You underftand me. Do
not you think it will be charming to find the
pleasures we have denied ourfelves in the effe<3:
of our benevolence ?
Your zeal to apologize for Lord B— — was
unneceflary, as I was never inclined to think ill
of him. Indeed, how fliould I judge of a man,
with whom I fpent only one afternoon? or how
can you have been fufEciently acquainted with
him in the fpace of a few days? I fpoke only,
from conjedure ; nor do I fuppofe that you can
argue on any better foundation : his propofals to
you are of that vague kind of which ftrangers
are frequently lavifli, from their being eafily
eluded, and becaufe they give them an air of
confcquence. But your chara£ler of his lord-
Ihip is another proof of our natural vivacity,
and of that eafe with which you are prejudiced
for or againft people at firft fight. Neverthelefs,
we will think of his propofals more at leifure.
If love fhould favour my projeft, perhaps fome-
thing better may ofFer. O, my dear friend,
patience is exceeding bitter; but its fruits arc
moft delightfully fweet.
To return to our Englifhman : I told you, he
appeared to have a truely great and intrepid foul ;
but that he was rather fenfible than agreeable.
You
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You fecm almoft of the fame opinion, and then,
with that air of mafculine fuperiority, always
vifible in our humble admirers, you reproach
me with being a woman once in my life; as if
a woman ought ever to belie her fex.
Have you forgot our difpute, when we were
reading your Republick of Plato ^ about the moral
diftin£lion between the fexes i I have ftill the
fame difficulty to fuppofe there can be but one
common model of perfection for two beings fo
eflentially different. Attack and defcnfe, the
affurance of the men, and modefty of the women,
are by no means* effedls of the fame caufe, as the
philofophers have imagined; but natural inftitu-
tions which may be eafily accounted for, and from
which may be deduced every other moral diftinc-
tion. Befidcs, the defigns of nature being dif-
ferent in each, their inclinations, their perce|i-
tions ought neceffarily to be directed according^
to their different views: to till the grourMJ,. and
to nourifli children, require very oppoiite tailes.
and conftitutions. A higher ftature, ftronger
voice and features, feem, Indeed, to be no indif-
penfible marks of diftindtion ; but this external
difference evidently indicates, the intention of
the Creator in the modification of the mind.
The foul of a perfect woman and a perfect maa
ought to be no more alike than their faces. AIL
our vain imitations of your fex are abfurd; they
expofe us to the ridicule of feufible men, an J
difcourage the tender paffions we were made ta
infpire. In fliort, unlefs we are near fix feet
I 5 higk
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high, have a bafe voice, and^a beard upon our
chins, we have no bufinefs to pretend to be
men.
What novices are yon lovers in the art of
reproaching ! You accufe me of a fault which.
I have not committed, or of which, however,
you are as frequently guilty as myfelf j and you
attribute it to a defeft of which I am proud.
But, in return for your plain dealing, fufFer me to
give you my plain and fincere opinion of your
lincerity. Why, then, it appears to be a refine-
ment of flattery, calculated, under the difguife
pf an apparent freedom of expreifion, to juftify
to yourfelf the enthuliaftick praifes, which, upon
every occafion, you are fo liberally pleafed tobe-
ftow on me. You are fo blinded by my imaginary
perfections, that you can difcover no real ones
to excufe your prepoflTeiEon in my favour.
Believe me, my friend, you are not qualified
to tell me my faults. Do you think the eyes of
love, piercing as they are, can difcover imper-
fetStions f No, it is a power which belongs only
to honeft friend {hip, and in that your pupil Clara'
is much your fuperior. Yes, my dear friend,
you ftiall praife me, admire me, and think me
charming, and beautiful, and fpotlefs. Your praifes
pleafe without deceiving me j I know it to be
the language of error, and not of deceit ; that
you deceive yOurfelf, but have no defign to de-^
celve me, O, hew delightful are the illufions
of love! and furely all its flattery is truth ; for
the heart fpeaks, though the judgement is filent.
5 The
E L O I S A. 203
The Jover who praifes in us that which we dd
not poflefs, reprefents our qualities truely as.they
appear to him ; he fpeaks a falfity without being
guilty of a lie ; he is a flatterer without mean-
nefs, and one may eftcem without believing
him.
I have heard, not without fome little palpi-
tation, a propofal to invite two philofophers
to-morrow to fupper. One is my Lord B ,
and the other a certain fage, whofe gravity hath
fometimes been a little difcompofed at the feet
of a young difciple. Do you know the man?
If you do, pray, defire that he will to-morrow
preferve the philofophick decorum a little better
than ufual. I fhall take care to order the young
damfcl to caft her eyes downward, and to appear
in his as little engaging as poflible.
LETTER XLVir.
TO ELOISA.
MALICIOUS girl ! Is this the circumfpee-
tion you promifed ? Is it thus you fpare my
heart, and draw a veil over your charms ? How
often did you break your engagements ! Firft,.
as to your drefs ; for you were in an undrefs,.
though you well know that you are never more
bewitching. Secondly, that modeft air and
fweetnefs in your manner, fo calculated for the
gradual difplay of all your graces. Your cqht
yerfation more refined, more ftudied» more witty
I 6 than
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than ufual, which made every one fo uncom-
monly attentive, that they fecmed impatiently
to anticipate every fentence you fpo^e. That
delightful air you fung below your ufual pitch,
which rendered your voice more enchantingly
foft, and which made your fong, though French,
pleafe even Lord B — . Your down-call eyes,
and your timid glances, which pierced me to the
foul ; in a word, that inexpreiSble enchantment
which feemed fpread over your whole perfon, to
turn the brains of the company, even without'
the leaft apparent defign. For my part, I know
not how to behave; but, if this is the method
you take to be as little engaging as pojJibUy I af-
iure you, however, it is being infinitely too
^uch fo for people to retain their fenfes in your
company.
I doubt much whether the poor Englifli phi-
lofopher has not perceived a little of the fame
influence. After we had conduced your coufin
home, feeing us all in high fpirits, he propofed
that we fhould retire to his lodgings, and have a
little mufick, and a bowl of punch. While his
fervants wereaffembling, he never ceafed talking
of you ; but with fo much warmth, that, I con-
fefs, I fhould not hear his praife from your lips
with as much pleafure as you did from mine.
Upon the whole, I am not fond of hearing.any
body fpeak of you, except your coufin. Every
word feems to deprive me of a part of my fe-
cret, or my pleafure, and whatever they fay
appears fo fufpicious, or is fo infinitely fliort of
what
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what I feel, that I would hear no difcourfe upon
the fubjeft but my own.
It is not that, like you, I am at all inclined
to jealoufy : no, I am better acquainted with
the foul of my Eloifa ; and I have certain fure-
ties that exclude even the poifibility of your in-
conftancy. After your proteftations, I have no-
thing more to fay concerning your other pre-
tenders J but this Lord, Eloifa equality of
, rank your father's prepoffefEon In fliort,
you know my life is depending. For Heaven's
fake, deign to give me a line or two upon this
fubjeS — one fingle word from Eloifa, and I fball
be fatisfied for ever.
I pafled the night in attending to, and play-
ing, Italian mufick j for there were fome duets,
and I was forced to take a part. I dare not yet
tell you what effeft it had on me 5 but, I fear,
I- fear, the impreffion of laft night's fupper in-
fluenced the harmony, and that I miftook the
cffeQ. of your enchantment for the power of
mufick. Why (hould not the fame caufe which
made it difagreeable at Sion, give it a contrary
efFeft in a contrary fituation f Are not you the
fource of every afFedion of my foul, and am I
proof againft the power of your magick I If it
had really been the mufick which produced the
enchantment, every one prefent muft have been
affedled in the fame manner ; but whilft I was
all rapture and extafy, Mr. Orbe fat fnoring in
an arm chair, and, when I awoke him with
my exclamations, all the praife he bellowed
was.
2o6 E L O r S A.
was, to alk whether your coufin underftood
Italian.
All this will be better explained to-morrow ;
for we are to have another concert this evening!
His lofdlhip is determined to have it complete^
and has fent to Laufanne for a fecond violin,
who, he fays, is a tolerable hand. On my partj
I fhall carry fome French fcenes and cantatas.
When I firft returned to my room I funk into
my chair, quite exhaufted and overcome; for
want of praSice I am but a poor rake : but I no
fooner took my pen to write to you, than I
found myfelf gradually recover. Yet I muft
endeavour to fleep a few hours. Come with me,
my fweet friend, and do not leave me whilft I
flumber : but, whether thy image brings me pain
or pleafure, whether it reminds me, or not, of
Fanny's wedding, it cannot deprive me of that
delightful moment, when 1 Ihall awake and re-
collect my felicity.
LETTER XLVIIL
TO ELOISA.
AH ! my Eloifa 1 how have I been enter*
tained ! What melting founds ! what mu-
fick ! O delightful fource of fenfibility and plea-
fure! Lofe not a moment; colleft your operas,
your cantatas, in a word, all your French muiick I
then make a very hot fire, and caft the vynetched
ftuffinto the flames j be fure you ftir it well,
that
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that, cold as it is, it may once at leaft fend forth a
little warmth, Make this facrifice to the God of
tafte, to expiate our mutual crime, in having
profaned your voice with fuch doleful pfalmody^
and {o long miftaken a noife that ftunned our
ears for the pathetick language of- the heart.
How entirely your worthy brother was in the
right! and in what unaccountable ignorance
have I lived, concerning the produ<^ionsof that
charming art 1 It gave me but little pleafure, and,
therefore, I thought it naturally impotent. Mu-
fick, I fatd, is a vain found, that only flatters
the car, and makes little or no imprefiion upon
the mind. The efFeft of harmonick founds is en-
tirely mechanical or phyfical ; and what have
thefe to do with fentiment ? Whyftiould I expccft
to be moved with mufical chords more than with
a proper agreement of colours ? But I never
perceived, in the accents of melody applied to
thofe of language, the fecrct but powerful uni-
fon between mufick and the paffions, I had no
idea that the fame fenfations which modulate
the voice of an orator, gives the 'finger a ftill
greater power over our hearts, and that the encr-
getick expreiEon of his own feelings is the fym-
pathetick caufe of all our emotion.
This leffon I was taught by his lordfhipV
Italian finger, who, for a mufician, talks pretty
fenfibly of his own art. ** Harmony (fays he) i»
nothing more than a remote acceffory in imita-
tive mufick; for, properly fpeaking, there is not
in harmony the leaft principle of imitation. In-
deed,
2oa E L O I S A.
deed, it regulates the tones, confirms their
propriety, and renders the modulation more di-
ftinft ; it adds force to theexprefSon, and grace
to the air. But from melody alone proceeds
that invincible power of pathetick accents over
the foul. Let there be performed the moft ju-
dicious fucceffion of chords, without the addi-
tion of melody, and you would be tired in lefs
than a quarter of an hour , whilft, on the con-
trary, a fmgle voice, without the affiftance of
harmony, will continue to pleafe a confiderable
time. An air, be it ever fo fimple, if there
be any thing of the true pathos in the compo-
fition, becomes immediately interefting 5 but, on
the contrary, melody without exprefEon will
have no cffeA ; and harmony alone can never
touch the heart.
** In this (continued he) confifts the errour of
the French with regard to the power of mufick.
As they can have no peculiar melody in a language
void of mufical accent^ nor in their uniform and
unnatural poetry, they have no idea of any other
efFedl than that of harmony and a loud voice,
which, inftead of foftening the tones, renders
them more intolerably noify : nay, they are even
fo unfortunate in their pretenfions, that they
fufFer the very harmony they expeiSl to efcape
them; for, in order to render it more complete,
they facrifice all choice, they no longer diftin-
guifh the powers and eiFe<Sls of parti cellar tones,
their compofitions are overcharged, they have
fpoilt their cars, and are become infenfible to
every
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every thing but noife: (o that, in their opinion,
the fineft voice is that which roars the loudeft.
Having no original ftyle or tafte of their own,
they have always followed us heavily, and at a
great diftance, and fince their, or rather .6ur
Lulli, who imitated the operas which were then
common in*Italy, we have beheld them, thirty
or forty years behind us, copying, mutilat-
ing, and fpoilingour ancient compofitions, juft
as other nations do by their fafhions. When-
ever they boaft of their chanfons^ they pronounce
their own condemnation; for if they could ex-
prefs the paffions^ they would not fet wit to mu-
iick: but becaufe their mufick is entirely inca-
pable of any exprefSon, it is better adapted to
chanfons than operas, and our's is more fit for
the latter, becaufe it is extremely pathetick."
He then repeated a few Italian fcenes with-
out iinging, made me fenfible of the harmony
between the mufick and the words in the recita-
tive, between the fentiment and the mufick in
the airs, and in general the energy which was
added to the expreiSon by the exadl meafure,
and the proper choice of chords. In (hort,
after joining to my knowledge of the Italian the
moft perfect idea in my power of the oratorical
and pathetlck emphafis, namely, the art of fpeak-
ing to the ear and to the heart in an inarticulate
language, I fat down, and gave my whole at-
tention to this enchanting mufick, and, by the
emotions I felt, foon perceived that there is a
power in the art infinitely beyond what I
imagined.
2IO E L O I S A.
imagined. It is impoiEtle to defcribe the vo-
luptiious fenfation which imperceptibly flole upon
me. It was not an unmeaning fucceflion of
founds, as in our mufical recitals. Every phrafc
imprefled my brain with fomenew image, or con-
veyed a frefli fenfation to my heart. The plea-
fure did not flop at the ear; it penetrated my
foul. The performance, without any extraor-
dinary effort, feemed .to flow with charming
facility; and the performers appeared to be all
animated by one foul. The finger, who was
quite mafter of his voice, exprefled, with eafe,
all that the mufick and the words required. Upon
the whole, I was extremely happy to find my-
felf relieved from thofe heavy cadences, thofe
terrible efforts of the voice, that continual com-
bat between the air and the meafure, which in
our mufick fo feldom agree, and which is not lefs
fatiguing to the audience than the mufician.
But when, after a fuccefiion of agreeable airs,
they flruck into thofe grand pieces of exprefiion,
which as they paint, excite the more violent paf-
fions, I every moment loft the idea of mufick,
fong, imitation; and imagined I heard the real
voice of grief, rage, defpair. Sometimes rae-
thought I favv a weeping difcon folate mother,
a lover betrayed, a furious tyrant, and the fyQi-
pathy was frequently fo powerful that I could
hardly keep my feat. I was thus affeded, be^
caufe I now fully conceived the ideas of the com-
pofer, and therefore his judicious combination of
founds afted upon me with all its force. No,
Eloifa,
E L O I S A. an
Eloifa, it is impoffible to feci thofe imprcffions
by halves; they are cxceffive or not at all; one
18 either entirely infenfible, or raifed to an immo-
derate degree of enthufiafm ; either it is an un-
intelligible noife, or an impetuofity of fenfation
that hurries you along, and which the foul can-
not poffibly refift.
Yet I had one caufe of regret throughout the
whole; it was, that any other than my Eloifa
fhould form founds that were capable of giving
me pleafure, and to hear the moft tender ex-
preffions of love from the mouth of a wretched
eunuch. O, my lovely Eloifa ! can there be any
kind of fenfibility that belongs not to us ? Who
is there that can feel and exprefs better than we,
all that can poffibly be expreffedor felt by a foul
melting into love and tendernefs i Where are
thofe who in fofter and more pathetick accents
could pronounce the Cor mio^ the Idolo amato ?
Ah ! what energy would our hearts add to the
expreiSon, if together we fhould ever fmg one
of thofe charming duets which draw fuch deli-
cious tears from one's eyes ! I conjure you to
tafte this Italian mufick as foon as poffible, either
at home or with-your coufin. Lord B will
order his people to attend when and where you
fhall think proper. With your exquifite fen-
fibility, and more knowledge than I have of the
Italian declamation, one fingle effay will raifc
you to a degree of enthufiafm at leaft equal to
mine. Let me alfo perfuade you to take a few'
Icflbns ©f this virtuofo; I have begun with him
this
212 E L O I S A.
this morning. His manner of inftruftion is
iimple, clear, and confifts more in example than
precept. I already perceive that the principal
requifiteis to feel and mark the time^ to obferve
the proper em phafis, andinfteadof fwellingevery
note, to fuftain an equality of tone; in fhort, to
refine the voice from all that French bellow^ing,
that it may become more juft, expreffive, and
flexible. Your's, which is naturally fo foTt and
fweet, v^ill be eafily reformed, and your fenfibility
will foon inftruft you in that vivacity and cx-
prefiion, which is the foul of Italian mufick.
E'' I can tar che neW* animojifente.
The fong that's to the foul fo fweet.
Leave, then, for ever leave, (hat tedious and
lamentable French fing-fong, which bears more
refemblance 16 the cries of the cholick than the
tranfports of the paffions ; and learn to breathe
thofe divine founds infpired by fenfation, which
only are worthy of your voice, worthy of your
heart, and which never fail to charm and fire the
foul.
LETTER XLIX.
FROM ELOISA.
YOU know, my dear friend, that I write to
you by ftcalth, and in continual apprehen-
fion of a furprife. Therefore^ as it is impoffi-
ble for me to write long letters, I muft confine
myfelf to thofe parts of your's which more efpe-
cially
EL G I S A. 213
■Gially require anfwering, or to fupply what .was
left unfaid in our converfations, which, alas! arc
no lefs clandelline than our interchange of let-
ters : at leaft, I (ball obferve this method to-day :
your mentioning Lord B— will make mc
negltSt the reft.
And fo you are afraid to lofe me, yet you talk
tomeof finging! furely, this was fufficient caufc
for a quarrel between two people who were lefs
acquainted. No, no, you are not jealous, it is
evident: nor, indeed, will I be fo; for I have
dived into your heart, and perceive that which
another might miftake for indifference, to beabfo-
lute confidence. O ! what a charming fecurity
is that which fprings from the fenfibility of a
perfect union! Hence it is, I know, that from
your own heart you derive your good opinion
of mine; and hence it is you are fo entirely
juflified, thatlfhould doubt your affedioir, if
you were more alarmed.
I neither know nor care whether Lord B
has any other regard for me than all men have for
girls of my age. But of what confequence are
his fentiments of the matter? Mine and my fa-
ther's are the only proper fubjeds of enquiry;
and thefe are both the fame as they were with
regard to the two pretended pretenders, of whom
you fay you will fay nothing. If his exclufioa
and their's will add to your repofe^ reft fatisfied.
How much foever we might think ourfelves ho-
noured in the addreffes of a man of his lordftiip's
rank, never, with her own or her father's con-
fent.
4*4 E L O t S A.
fcnt, would Eloifa Etange become Lady B— — .
Of this you may be very certain : not that you
are hence to conclude that he was ever thoughc
of in that light. I am pofitive you are the firft
perfon who fuppofed that he has the leaft incli*
nation for me. But, be that as it will, I know
my father's fentiments as well as if he had al*
ready decl^ired them. Surely, this is fufficient
to calm your fears 5 at leaft it is as much as it
concerns you to know. The reft is matter of
mere curiofity, and you know I have refolved
that it (hall not be fatisfied. You may reproach
me as you pleafe with referve, and pretend that
our concerns and our intereft arc the fame : if I
had always been refer ved, it would now have been
lefs important. Had it not been for my indif-
cretion, in repeating to you fome of my father's
words, you would never have retired to Meil-
Icrie, you would never have written the letter
which was the caufe of my ruin: I fliould ftill
have poffeffed my innocence, and might yet have
afpired to happinefs. Judge, then, by my fuffer-
ings for one indifcretion, how I ought to dread
the commiflion of another ! You are too violent
to have any prudence. You could with lefs dif-
ficulty conquer your paffions than difguife them.
The leaft fufplcion would fet you raving,. and the
moft trivial ,circumftances would confirm all your
f\ifpicions. Our fecrets would be legible in your
face, and your impetuous zeal would fruftrate
all my hopes. Leave, therefore, to me the cares
of love, and do you preferve its plcafures only^
You
fi L 1 S A. iij
You, furely, have no reafon to complain of this
divifion : acquiefce, and be convinced that all
you can poflibly contribute to the advancement
of our felicity, is, not to interrupt it.
£ut, alas! what avail my precautions now?
Is it for me to be cautious how I ftep, who am
already fallen headlong down the precipice, or
to prevent the evils with which I am already op-^
prefled ? Ah ! wretched girl ! is it for thee to
talk of felicity ? Was ever happinefs compatible
with fliame and remorfe? Cruel, cruel fate!
neither to be able to bear nor to repent of my
crime J to be befet by a thoufand terrours,
deluded by a thoufand hopes, and not even to
enjoy the horrible tranquillity of defpair. The
queftioni^ not now of virtue and rcfolution, but
of fortitude and prudence. My prefent bufinefs is
not to extinguifli a flame which ought never to
expire, but to render it innocent, or to die guilty*
Confider my fituation, my friend, and then fee
whether you dare depend upon my zeal.
L E r T E R L.
FROM ELOISA.
IR^fufed to explain to you, before we parted
yefterday,^ the caufe of that uneafmefs you
remarked in me, becaufe you were not in a con-
dition to bear reproof. In fpite, however, of
my averfion to explanations, I think I ought to
do it now, to acquit myfelf of the promife I
then made you,
I know
2i6 E L O I S A.
I know not whether you may remember
your laft night's unaccountable difcourfe and
behaviour ; for my part, I fliall remember them
too long for your honour or my repofe ; indeed,
they have hurt me too much to be eafily forgot-
ten. Similar expreflions have fometimes reached
my ears from the ftreet; but I never thought
they could come from the lips of any worthy
man. Of this, however, I am certain, there are
no fuch in the lover's diftionary, and nothing
was farther from my thoughts than that they
fhould ever pafs between you and me. Good
heaven ! what kind of love muft your's be^ thus
to feafon its delights! It is true, you were
fluflied with wine, and I perceive how much one
muft overlook in a country where fuch excefs
is permitted. It is for this reafon* I /peak to you
on thefubjecS ; for yoii may be aflured that, had
you treated me in the fame njanner when per-
fcAly fobef, it fliould have been the laft oppor-
tunity you fliould ever have had.
But what alarms me mott on your account is,
that the condud of men in liquor is often no
other than the image of what paffes in their
hearts at other times. Shall I believe that, in
a condition which difguifes nothing, you difco-
vered yourfelf to be what you really are?
What will become of me if you think this morn-
ing as you did laft night? Sooner than be
liable to fuch infults, I had rather extinguifti fo
grofs a paflion, and lofe for ever a lover who,
fo
E L O I 8 A. 2\f
{6 ignorant how to rcfpcft his miftrefs, deferves
fo little of her efteem.
Is it, pofiible, that you who delight in 'vir-
tuous fentiments fliould have fallen inco that
cruel errour, and have adapted the notion, that
a lover once made happy need no longer pay any
regard to decorum, and that thofe have no title
to rrfpoft wbofe cruelty is no longer to be feared*
AlasL had you always thought thus^ your power
would have been lefe dreadful., and IXhouId have
been kfs unhappy. But miftake not, my friend ^
nothing is fo pernicious tetrue lovers as the pre-
judices of the worlds fomany taUcof love, and
{o few know what it is, that moft people miflake
its pure and gentle laws for the vile maxims of
an abje^ commerce, which, foon fatiated, has
recourfe to the mofifters of imagination, and,
in or^r to fupport itfelf, finks into depra-
vity.
PoiEbly, I may be miftaken; but it feems
to me that true love is the chaftcft of all hu-
n(ian Connexions; and that its facred flame
fhould purify our natural inclinations, by con-
centring them in one objcft. It is love that fe-
cures us from temptation, and makes the whole
fex indifferent, except the beloved individual.
To a woman indifferent to love, every man
is the fame, and all are men; but to her whofc
heart is truely fufceptible of that refined paflion,
there is no other man in the world but herjover.
W hat do I fay ? Is a lover no more than a nun ?
He is t being far fuperiour ! There exifts not
Vol. I. K a man
2i8 E L O r S A.
a man in the creation wItK her who truely loves ;
her lover is more, and all others are leis; they
Jive for each other, and are the only beings of
their fpecics. They have no defines 5 they lov^.
The heart is not led by, but leads the fenfes,
and throws over their errburs the veil of delight.
There is nothing obfcene but in lewdnefs and
its grofs language. Real love, always modeft,
feifes not impudently its favours, but deals .
them with timidity. Secrefy, filence, and a
timorous baflifulnefs heighten and conceal its
delicious tranfports; its flame purifies all its
carefTes, while decency and chaftity attend even
its moft fenfual pleafures. It is love alone that
knows how to gratify the defires without tref-
paffing on modefty. Tell me, you who once
ktiew what true pleafures were, how can a
cynick impudence be confident with their en-
joyment? Will it not deprive that enjoyment
of all its fVreetnefs ? Will it not deface that
image of perfecStion which reprefents the beloved
objedit? Believe me, my friend, lewdnefs and
love can never dwell together — they are incom-^
pattble. On the heart depends the true happi-
nefs of thofe who love; and where love is ab-
fent, nothing can fupply its place.
But, fuppofing you were fo unhappy as to
be pleafed with fuch immodeft difcourfe, how
could you prevail on yourfelf to make ufe of
it fo indifcretely^ and addrefs her who was fo
dear to you, in a manner of which a virtuous
man ought certainly to be ignorant ? ^ince"
• 4 • when
K L O I S A.' iij
when is it become delightful to afflidl the objcft
one lores ? and how barbarous is that pleafure
which delights in tormenting others? I have
not forgotten that I have forfeited the right I
had to be refpeSed : but if ever 1 .{hould forget
it, is it you that ought to remind me of it?
Does it belong to the authour of my crime to
aggravate my punifhment ? Ought he not rather
to adminifter comfort? All the world may
have reafon to defpife mc, but you have none.
Ibis to you I owe the mortifying fituation to.
which I am reduced ; and furely the tears I have
£hed for my weaknefs call upon you to alleviate
my forrow. I am neither nice nor prudifh.
Alas ! I am but too far from it ; 1 have not
been even difcretc. You know too well, ufi-
grateful as you are, that my fufceptible heart
can refufe nothing to love. But, whatever I
may yield to love, I vnll make no conceffions
to* any thing lefs ; and you have Inftrufted me
too well in its language to be able to fubftitute
one fo different in its room. No terms of abufe,'
nor even blows, could have infulted me more
than fuch demonftrations of kindnefs. Either
renounce Eloifa, or continue to merit her
efteem, I have already told you I know no
love without modefty 5 and, how much foevet
it may coft me to give up your's, it will coft '
me ftill more to keep it at fo dear a price.
I have yet much to fay on this fubjeft ; but
I muft here clofe my letter, and defer it to'
another opportunity. In the mean time, pray-
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220 E L O I S A.
obfefve Ont efte£l df your miftaken tnslxims re-
garding the immoderate ufe of wiile. I am
very lenfible your heart is not to blaine ; tut
you have deeply wounded hiine ; antl, without
knowing what you did, afflrfled a mind too
cafily atarmed, and to which nothing is irt-*
ilifFercnt that comes from you.
L E t T E R Lf,
TO ELOlfeA.
THERE is not a line in your letter that
does not chill the blood in my veins ; and
i can hardly be perfuaded, after twenty times
reading, that it is.addreffed to me. Who, I?
Can I have offended Eloifa? Can I have pro-
faned her beauties? Can the idol of my foul,
tb whom every moment of my life I offer up my
adorations — can fee have been the objeS of my
iflfults ? No, I would have pierced this heart a
thoufind times, before it fhould have formed fo
barbarous a defign. Alas ! you know bat little
of this heart, that flies to proftrate itfclf at your
feet— 'a heart anxious to contrive for thee a new
fpecies of homage, unknown to human beings.
Ah ! my Eloifa, you know that heart but little,
if you accufe it of wanting towards you the
ordinary refpeft which even a common lover en-
tertains for his miftrefs. — Is it pofTible I can
have been iinpudent and brutal ? I, who deteft
the language of immodefty, and never in njiy
life entered into places where it is held ! But that
I I feould
£ L O I S A. 221
I {hould repeat fuch difcourfe to you ; that I
Ihould aggravate your juft indignation ! Had I
been the moft abandoned of men, |iad I fpent
ray youth in riot and debaucbery, had even a
t^fte for fenfiial aqd ihameful pleafures found a
plajce in the heart where you riefide^ tell mc,
t-loifa, my angel, tell me, how was it poflible-
I copjd have betrayed before you that impu-
4en.ce, which no one can haye but in the pre-
fe^c^ of thofewbo are themfelves abandoned
enough to approve it. Ah, no ! it is impo/Bble.
One look of your's had fe;iled my lips, and cor-
rp6led my heart. Love would hayc veiled my
i«j>pejtuaM^ idpfires bepjeath the charms of you?
modefty; while in the fwec't union of our (oul^
ifafiii owi3k delirium only would have led the
iciiies aftray. I appeal to your own tcftiroony,
if ever, in th$ utmoft ex^travagance of an uu*
bounckd pa&on, I ceafed to revere its charming
obje&. If I recfiivfid the reward of my love^
did { ever take an advants^e of my bappinefs^
to do violence to your bafhfi^iaefs ? If tkc?
trembling hand of an ardent but timid lover hath
fometimes prefumed too far, did, he ever with
brutal ticmcrity profane you charms ? If ever aa
indifcrete tranfport drew aiide their veil, t^ougli
but for a moment, was not that of modelly a$
foon fubftituted in its place ? Unalterable a$
the chaftity of your mind, the flame that glows
in mine can never change. 'Is not the afie(3:ing
and tender union of our fouls fv^ientto con-^
ilitujte our happinefs ? Does not in this alone
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±22 E L O I S A.
confift all the happinefs of our Jives ? Have we
2 wifh to know or tafte of any other ? And
canfl thou conceive this enchantment can be
broken ? How was it polfible for me to forget
in a moment all regard to chaftity, to our love,
my honour, and that invincible reverence and
refpeft which you muft always infpire, even in
thofeby whom you are not adored ? No ; I can-
not believe it. It was not I that offended you. I
have not the leaft remembrance of it; and, were
I but one inftant culpable, can it be that my rc-
morfe fhould ever leave me ? No, Eloifa, fome
demon, envious of happinefs too great for a
mortal, has taken upon^him my form, to deftroy
my felicity,
Neverthelefs, I abjure, I deteft a crime which
I muft have committed, fince you are my ac-
cufer, but in which my will had no part. How
do I begin to abhor that fatal intemperance,
which once feemed to me favourable to the
cffufions of the heart, and which has fo cruelly
deceived mine ! I have tound myfelf, therefore,
by a folemn and irrevocable vow, to renounce
wine from this day as a mortal poifon. Never
ihall that fatal liquor again touch my lips, be-
reave me of my fenfes, or involve me in guilt to
which my heart is a ftrangcr. If I ever break
this folemn vow, may the powers of love inflift
on me the punifhment I deferve ! May the image
pi Eloifa that inftant forfake my heart, and
abandon it for ever to indifference and defpair.
But,
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But, think not I mean to expiate my crime
By fo flight a mortification. .This is a precau-
tion, and not a punifhment. It is from you
1 expe& th^ which I deferve; nay, I beg it of
you, to confole my afHiftion. Let offended love
avenge itfelf, and be appeafed : punifh without
hating me, and I will fuffer without murmur-
ing. Be juft and fcvere; it is neceffary, and I
muft fubmit; but if you would riot deprive mc
of life, you muft not deprive me of your heart.
LETTER Lir.
FROM ELOISA.
WHAT! my friend renounce his bottle
for his miftrefs ! This is, indeed, a fa-
crifice ! I defy any one to find me a man in the
four cantons more deeply in love than yourfelf.
Not but there may be found fome young frenchi-
fied petit-maitres among us that drink water
through affeftation ; but you are the firft Swift
that ever love made a water-drinker, and ought
to ftand as an example for ever in the lover's
chronicle of your country, I have even been
informed of your abftinent behaviour, and have
been much edified to heai: that, being to fup
laft night with M. de Vueillerans, you faw fix
bottles go round after fupper, without touching
a drop i and that you fpared your water as.
little as your companions did their wine. This
ftate of felf- denial and penitence, however,
K 4 muft
aa4 E L O I 8 A.
muft have iaAed alr^iady tbcee'days, and in three
days you muft have abftained from win€ at leaft
for fin meals. Now, to the abfti»<ence for fji:
meals, obftrvedthrowgfe fidelity, may be ^ddcdfix
others dirough fear, fix through fbame, fij^ through
habit, and fix more through obftinacy. Hoiir
many motives ipigbt be found to prolong thi$
mortifying abftinenc<?, of which love alpne will
have all the credit ? But can love coi}dcrc6i>4
to pride itfelf^in a m^rit to which it bath no juft
pretenfions ?
This idle raillery vmy poflibly be as difagree-
able to you, as your talk the other night was
to me : it is time^ therefore, to flop its career.
You are naturally of a fecious turn, and I have
perceived ere now that a tedioi6 fcene of trifling
haxJi heated you as much as a long walk ufualjy
cixxss a fat mnn j but I take nearly the fame ven-
geance of you as Henry the Fourth took of the
l)ukc of Main^ : your fovereign alfo will imitate
the cjeoiency of that heft of kings. In like
manner, 1 am afraid left, by virtue of your
contrition and excufes, you fliould in the end
makp a merit of a fault fo fuHy repaired; I
will, therefore, forget it immediately, left, by
deferring njy forgivenefs too lon^, it fliould be-
come rather an afl; of ingratitude than genero-
fity.
With regard to your refolution of renouncing •
your bottle for ever, it has not fo much weight
wit^h me as perhaps you may imagine ; ftrohg
paffioiM think nothing of 4bef€ trifling facrifices^
. . and
£ L O I S A. 2t;
and love wfll not be! fatisfied with gallantry.
There is l?efi4es more of addrefs fometimfes th'a ii
refolution, in making for the prefent moment an
advantage of an uncertain futurity, and in reap-
ing beforehand the credit of an eternal abfti'-
nence, which may be renounced at pleafure.
But, my good friend, is the abufe of every
thing that is agreeable to the fenfes infcparablc
from the enjoyment of it? Is drunkennefs ne*
ceflariiy attached to the taftc of wine ? and is
phrlofophy fo cruel, or fo ufeUfs, as to offer no
other expedient to prevent the immoderate ufa
of agreeable things, than that of giving them up
entirely i
If you keep true to your engagement, you de-
prive your felf of an innocent pleafure, and en-
danger your health in changing your manner of
living : oh the other hand, if you break it, yot>
cpmnwt a double offenfe againft love ; and even
your honour will ftand impeached, 1 will make
ufe, therefore, on this occafion of my privi-
lege ; and do not only releafe you from the ob-
fervance of a vow, which is null and void, as
being made without my confent ; but do abfo-
lutely forbid you to obfervc it beyond the term'
I am going to prcfcribe. On Thurfday next
my Lord B— — is to give us a concert. At
the collation i will fend you a cup, about half:
Alii of a pure and wholefome neStzr ; which it
19 my will and pleafure that you drink off in my:
prefence, after having made; in a few drops, i
241 e^qiiatory iibatipn totbis.Qraees, My pep.i-^
. , . K '5 tent
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tent IS permitted afterwards to return to the
fober ufe of wine, tempered with the chryftal
of the fountain ; or as your honeft Plutarch has
it, moderating the ardours of Bacchus, by a
communication with the nymphs.
But to our concert on Tuefday : that blun-
derer Regianino has got it into his head that I
am already able to fing an Italian air, and even
a duo with him. He is defirous that I fhould
try it with you, in order to fhow off his two
fcholars together ; but there are certain tender
paffages in it dangerous to fing before a mother,
when the heart is of the party : it would be
better, therefore, to defer this tryal of our {kill
to the firft concert we have at our coufin's. I
attribute the facility with which I have ac-<
quired a tafte for the Italian mufic to that which
IXiy brother gave me for their poetry : and for
which I have been fo well prepared by you, that
I perceive ealily the cadence of the verfe : and,
if I may believe Regianino, have already, a to-
lerable notion of the true accent, I now begin
every leffon by reading feme paffages of Taffo^
or fome fcene of Metaftatio; after this, he
makes me repeat and accompany the recitative,
fo that I feem to continue reading or fpeaking
all the while \ which 1 am pretty certain could
never be the cafe in the French mufick. After
this I praflife, in regular time, the expreffipn of
true and equal tones ; an exercife which the.
noife I had been accuftomed to rendered diffi-
cult enough. At kngtb wc pafs on to the air,
>eherein
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v^herein he demonftrates that the juftnefs and
flexibility of the voice, the pathetick expreflion,
the force and beauty of every part, are naturally
affeded by the fweetnefs of the melody and pre-
cifion of the meafure -, infomuch that what ap-
4>eared at firft the moft difficult to learn need
hardly be taught me. The nature of the muiick
is fo well adapted to the found of the language,
and of fo refined a modulation, that one need
only hear the bafs, and know how-to fpeak, to
decypher the melody. In the Italian mufick all
thepaffions have diftin£l and ilrong expreffion^ :
diredlly contrary to the ' drawling, difagreeable
tones of the French, it is always fweet and
eafy, and at the fame time lively and affe<^ing ;
its fmalleft efforts ^iroduce the greateft effe^.
In fhort, I jBnd that this muiick elevates the
foul, without tearing the lungs, which is juft
the mufick I want. On - Tuefday then, my
• ckar friend, my preceptor, my penitent, my
apoftle, alas ! what are you not to me ? Ab»
why fhould there be only one title wanting !
P. 5.— Do you know there is fome talk of
fuch another agreeable party on the water, asi
■we made two years ago, in company with poor
Challiot ? How raodefl was then my fubtle pre-
ceptor! How he trembled when he handed me
out of the boat ! Ah, the hypocrite ! How
greatly changed is he !
K6 LETTER
tat B L O t S A.
LETTER J.Iir.
THUS «vtry thing confpires todifconcert
otir fthemcs, €very thing difappoiirts our
hopes, cYery ihlhg betrays a pafRon which hea-
vfiti ought to fanfiHy ! And ape we always to
fee the <port of fortune^ the unhappy vifiims of
^elufive e^peftation I Shall we ft ill pant in pur-
fiikof pleafuw, wtthotttevcr attaining it ? Thofe
. nuptials, w4iicfa were fo impatiently expefted,
were firft to have been celebrated at Clarens ;
4>«t the tad weather oppofed it^ and the cere-
»ony was performed in town: however, we had
fttH fonr»e Iroiws t)f a private interview; but we
were fo dofdy befet by officious importunity,
fh^t it .was iiiipoiBMe for us both to efcape at the
feme i«ftaat. At laft a favourahSe opportunity
ofFei^ but w^ ^re tigfHn aifa|^pointed *by cfce
cmelfeft of mt>lfhers, and -that whfch oughtttb
have been the moflsentof our felicity went-nea'r
to have proved ouf deftru^ion. Nevei:tb^efs,.
I am fo far from being difpnayed by thefe nuno^-
berlefs obftacles, that they ferve but to in-
flame my refolution. I know not by what new
powers I am^himate^, but I fee] an int;repiditjr
of foul to whi^h I have been hitherto igno-
rant j' and iif you are infpired with the fame fpi-
rit, this evening, this very evening, I will per-
form my promifcs, and difcharge at once all the
obligations of love.
Weigh
B {^ O I ^ A. 2<9
Weigh this affair maturely, and confkJcr wcH
at what fate y^u eftunate your life ^ for the ex-
pedient I am going to propofe may probably
lead u$ to the grave. If thou art afraid, read no
fafther ; but if thy heart (brinks no more at the
point of a^word than formerly at theprecipice of
MeUlerie, m^ne (hares the danger, and hefitate^
-no kmger. Be attentive!
Bab, vrtio generally lies in my chamber, has
been ill thefe three days, and though I offered
to attend her, (he is removed in (pitcof me:
^at as (he is now fpmewhat better, pofiifbly to-
morrow fcc may return. The ftairs which lead
to my mother's apartment and mine are atfpm6
dtftance from the room were they fup, and, at
that hour, the reft of the houfe, except the
4citchen, is entirely wiinhabited. Thedarknefs
of the night wJil then favour your progrefe
through the ilre^ without the leaft rifk qf her
'4fig<>breFv^,.andyoU'aFe not unacquainted with
the^Kjurfe.
1 ib^Keve I hzve^H enough to be undcrftootf.
Come this afternoon to Fanny'^^ I will there
explain the reft, and give the neceflary inOruc-t-
tien« : but if that ftould be impoffiblei you will
^nd them in writing, in the old place, to vvhich
1 configo this ktter. The fubjeft is too im-
fortant to betrt^ed with any perfon living.
O ! I^e the violent palpitation of your beaj^t I
Ho^ I feel your tranfpprts ! No, no, my charms
ing fnend, we v(tM not -quit this fiiort exiftence
without having tafted happincfs* Yet, remem-
ber
239 £ L O I S A.
her that the fatal moment is ehvironed with the
horrours of death ! That the way to blifs is ex*
tremely hazardous,, its duration full of perils^
^nd your retreat beyond meafure dangerous^
ihat if we are difcovered, we are inevitably
loft, and that to prevent it fortune muft be
jmcommonly indulgent. Let us not deceive
ourfelves : I know my father too well to doubt
that he would not inftantly pierce your heart,
or that even I fhould not be the firft vidiim tg
his revenge ; for certainly he would fliow me no
mercy, nor indeed can you imagine that I would
lead you into dangers to which! myfelf were not
.expofed.
Remember, alfo, that you are not to have the
leaft dependence on your courage ; it will not
bear a thought : I even charge you very exprefsly
to come entirely unarmed 5 fo that your intrer^
4)idity will avail you nothing. If we are fur-
j>rifed, I amrefolved to throw myfelf into your
arms, to grafp you to my heart, and thus to re-
ceive the mortal blow, that they may part us no
more ! fo ihall my exit be the happieft moment
f>f my. life.
. Yet I hope a milder fate awaits us : we farely
defeive it^ and fortune muft at laft grow weary
of herinjuftice. Come,, then, thou}oyofmy
heart, life of my life, come and be reunited to
thyfelf. Come, under theaufpices of love, and
xeceive the reward of thy obedience and thy fa-
cfiiices. O come and confe6> even in the bo-»
. - . fom
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fom of pleafure, that from the union of hearts
proceed its greaU^ft delights.
LETTER LIV.
TO ELOISA.
AM I then arrived !-*-how my heart flut-
ters in entering this afyluin of love F
Yes, Eloifa, I am now in your clofet : I am in
the fanSuary of my foul's adored. The torch
of love lighted my fteps, and I pafled through
the houfe unperceived—— Delightful manfion?
happy place ! once the fcene of tendernefs and
iiifant love fupprefled ! Thefe confbious walls
have feen my growing, my fuccef&ful paffion, and
will now a fecond time behold it crowned with
blifs : witnefs of my eternal conftancy, be wit-
nefs alfo of my happinefs, and conceal for ever^
the tranfports of the moft faithful and molt for-
tunate of men.
How charming is this place of concealment !
Every thing around me ferves to inflame the
ardour of my paffion. O Eloifa, this delightful
fpot is full of thee, and my deiires are kindled
by every footftepof thine^ Every fenfe is at
Oftce intoxicated with imaginary blifs. Ah al-*
njoft imperceptible fweetnefs, more exquiiite
than the fcent of the rofe, and more volatile than *
t!ii^t of the Iris, exhales from every part. I
fapcy I hear the delightful found of your voice.'
Every part of your/cattered drefs prefentstomy
glowing'
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gloNTtng imagination the charms k has con*
cealed. That light head-drefs, which is adorned
by thofc bright locks it afFe<Sbs to hide^ that fimplc
elegant defliabillcj which difplays fo well the tafte
of the wearer J thofe pretty fli-ppers, that fit fo
eafily on your little foet ; th^h ftays, which en-
circle and embrace joi^r flender— - — •J[iea^ens,
ijirhat a char oping (hape ! how the top of t^e
flpmacber is waved in two gentle curves — -r-
l^;^urip^8 fight ! the whalebone has yielded ti>
tjf^eif i;iK^>r.^i$o|i4n delicious in^preflSqn ! let me
4ciy9Mr it widitiiles! — — O Gods ! l\ow/hall
I .bp ^le t9 b^r ?— Ah! p[\etbinks,I fe^ already
^rte^iJ^qr b^rt beat foftly andermy l^appy hand I
^loifa, 4py ch^tming Eloifa^j I fee, I feel i;he at
cyery pore. We r^w breath tl^e fame air. .Ffqw,
thy deUy infls^mes ^ind torments me ! My im-
Ritijf n<::« i* iqfup439rtabU. O, cotne^ fly, Jfloifa,
fly toipy.^r^s^ ,Qr I agi undope! Hq.w fortu-
nate it was to find pen, ink, and paper ! By ex-
prjsflJn^ what I /eel, I mo4erate nriy ec<J:acy, zjid
give a mrn tp my t^anfpor.ts, by atten^ptin^ ta
4cfcribe tfhenip
Haf I hear a n»oife — r-Should it be her in-
{)yman father !-rJ do not tl^ink pfiyfelf a cow-
y 4 .] / b ut .de^th would terjify me juft now.
My defp^ir woi^ld be ec^ual to the ardour wl\ich
cppfi^q:>e^ .me. Gfant me, good heaven, but
ope more hour to live, and I refign the reinain-
der of my life to thy utrooft rigour. What im-
patie|\ce! what fears! what cruel palpitation!
i^li ! t^e door opens ! It is ihe I ic is.Eloifo f *I
fee
E L Q I S A. 233
fte her enter the chawbef aM lock the door.
My heart, my feeble heart, finks ypder its agi-
tations. Let me recover myfelf, apd gather
ftrength to fupport the bljfs that overwie),mf
me.
L E T T E R LV.
TO ELQISA.
OH ! let US die, my fweet friend ! kt us die,
thou beft hulmsd of my hjeart ! How &ail wis
kefieafter fupport an infipid life^ wko& pieaftHres
w« have alread)^ ftxhauiW? Teli ai«, if tfc<^
canfl, what I cxp^hjnoid hOt night: give m« aa
idea ofawhiQk life fpe«U iu tha fa^)^ ma4i4icr,
ofjlot iii^^uitan«3£iflc«CiQ tvhieh has nothing kit
that «an f itaal the pleafurcs i have et^oyedf.
i had ta^edblifs, and formed a coHcefitkln of
Jiftp^inclSt But, aiasi I had only dreamt of
tme pl^afuro, aed concpi^ed oniy dae faappineft
«f A child ! My fenC^s dacety^ m^y uocefiaed
hfiart ; I fought fuprem^ delight in their gr^tifica^
iifffi % ^ai I fi^d that the end of (bniLial pleafures
i? Imi ih» b^innijng of mm* 0» thow ehgice
l©3»fler-pieee of iiature's works; diyioe Eloifai
tQ ih^ ec^atiek pofleiBon.of whom all the tranfr
ip^-i^ q{ the dxoft ardent paiSoH hardly fuffice {
Yet it is not tho«fe traafports I regret the metUr*
Ahi QO : deny me, if it muft he fo, tho& iuc*
to|LJpa;tij3g favours, (^ the ^BxijoymeAt of which^
nevj9rthelefi$, I wotiid die a thoufan^ deaths, bul:
reftore m^ all the bdifs ii^hickdoes Aot depend on
tbero^
234. E L O I S A.
them, and it will abundantly exceed them; Re*
ftorc me that intimate connexion of fouls, wliich
you firft taught me to know, and have fo well
mftrudted me to tafte. Reftore to me that de-
lightful languor, accompliflied by the mutual
effufions of the heart. Reftore to me that en-
chanting fluml)er that lulled me in your breaft 1
Reftore to me the yet more delicious moments
when 1 awoke; thofe interrupted fighs, thofe
jmeltiiig tears, thofe kifles flowly, fweetly im-
prefted in voluptuous languifiiment ; let me hear
thofe foft, thofe tender com plaints,^midftwhofc
gentle murmurs you prefted fo clofe thofe hearts
which were made for each other.
Tell me, Eloifa, you, who ought from your
own fenfibility to judge fo well of mine, do you
think I ever tafted real love before ? My feelings
are greatly changed fince yefterday ; they feem
to have taken a lefs impetuous turn ; but more
agreeable, more tender, and more delightful.
Do you remember that whole hour we fpent, in
calmly taking over the circumftances of our
love, and of the fearful confeq'uences of what
might happen hereafter, by which the prefent
moment was made the more interefting ? That
ihort hour in which a flight apprehenfion of fu-
ture forrow rendered our converfatioa the more
aflPecSing. I was tranquil, and yet was near my
Eloifa. I adored her, but my defires were
jcdlm. I did not even think of any other feli-
xity than to perceive your fate clofe to mine, td
feel your breath on my check, and your aria
« about
E L O I S A. 2J5
abeut my neck. What a pleafing tranquillity
prevailed overall my fen fes ! How refined, how
lading, how conftant the delight ! The mind
pofTefled all the pleafure of enjoyment, not mo-
mentary, but durable. What a difference is there
between the impetuous fallics of appetite, and a
£tuation fo calm and delightful 1 It is the firfl:
time I have experienced it in your prefence ;
and judge of the extraordinary change it has
cffefted. That hour I fliall ever think the hap-
pieft of my life, as it is the only one which I
could wifh fhould have been prolonged to eter-
nity. Tell me, then, Eloifa, did I not love you
before, or have I ceafed to love you fince?
If 1 ceafe to love you I What a doubt is that !
Do I ceafe to exift, or does not my life depend
more on the heart of Eloifa than my own I I
feel, I feel you are a thoufand times more dear
to me than ever ; and I find myfelf enabled,
from the flumber of my defines, to love yoi^
more tenderly than before. My fentiments, it
is true, are lefs paffionate, but they are more
affectionate, and are of a different kind : with'^
^ut lofing any thing of their force, they are
multiplied ; the mildnefs of friendfliip moderates
the extravagance of Iqve; and I can hardly con-
ceive any kind of attachment which does not
Hnite me to you. O, n^y charming miftrefs I
my wife ! my fitter ! my friend ! By what name
ihall I exp-refe what I feel, after having ex-
haufted all thofe ^hich .are dear to^the heart of
man ? , .
Let
2^6 E L I S A.
Let me now confefs a fufpicion which, to my
(hame and mortification, I have entertained 5
it is that you are more capable of love thaii my-„
fclf. Yes, my Eioifa, it is on you that my life,
my being depends: I revere you with all the
faculties of ray foul ; but your's cx)ntains more of
love. I fee, I feel, that love hath penetrated
deeper into your heart than mine. It is that
which animates your charms, which prevails iw
your difcourfe, which gives to your eyes that
penetrating fweetnefs, to your voice fuch mov-
ing accents: it is that which your prefence
aloQe imperceptibly communicates to the hearts
of others, the tender emotions of your own*
Alas ! how far s^ I from ilich an independent
ftate of love !-^I feek the ei^jopncnt, s^d you
the love, of the beloved obje^ ;-^i am tranfport'^
ed, an^ you enamoured; not all my tranfpprts
aree4}Ual toyqur languiihiAg fpftnefs ; and it is
in fuch fen^tions as y^ux's only, th^tt fupssisifi
felicity Gon£fis. It is hut &nc^ ycS^i^y tk^
I have kno^a fuch refined ple^fure. Yqu havfi
left me fonaething of that incoacei^dUe eh^.9l
peculiar tp your&lf ; and I am perf^aded t^
your fweet breath hath infpiired me ^th a new
ibul. Hafte, then, I conjure you, to complete
the work you have begun. Take from me aJi
that remains of ndne, a/id give me a foul en-
tirely your's. No, angclick beauty, ceJefljal
maidi ho fentiments but fuch as your's can do
honour to your charms. You alone are wojtbjr
to in fpire a per fed paiSon: you alone ar^ ca^}
pable
1 L I S A, .2^if
j)ablc of fdeling it. Ah ! give me your heart,
jny Eloifa, that 1 may love you as you deferve.
■l i
L R T T E R LVf.
rkOM CLARA TO ELOI9A.
JHaVe ^ plecfe of information for my dear
eoUfin, in which fhe willfihd herfelf a little
ititerefted. Lift night th^ere happened an af-
fair bet^V^iien your friend and Lord B ■ which
thay poftibly become ferioua. Thus it was, as I
liad It frbrh Mr. Orbe, ii^ho was preffent, and
Vhb gave hie the following account this morh*-
ing:—
Having fupped with his lordfhip, and enter-
^ined thenifelves for acduple of hours with their
tniifick, they fat down to chat aiid drink punch*
Vour friend drank only onfe fingle glafs mixed
with water. The other ^wb were not ^uitte fo
fober; for though Mr. Orbe declares he was not
- touched, 1 intend to givie him my opinion of
that matter fomfe other time. You naturall;^
became the fubjeft of their converfation j for
you know this Englifhmah can talk of nobody
elfe. Your friend, who did nbt much relilh
his Ibrdfeip's difcourfe, feemed fo little obliged
to him for his confidence, that at laft my lord,
fluihed with liquor, and piqued alt the coldnefs
of his manner, dared to tell him. In cortiplaih-
ing of your indifference, tbat it was not fo jge-
neral as might be imagined, anrf th^t thoft wbo
were filent had lefs reafon to complain. You
kx|5w
e3f8 B L O I S A.
know your friend's impetuofity : he inftamly
took fire, repeated the words with great warmth
and infult, which drew upon him the //>, and
they both flew to their fwords. Lord B— ,
who was half feas over, in running gave his
ancleafudden twift which obliged him to dagger
to a chair. His leg began immediately to fwell,
and this more efFeftually appeafed their wrath
than all Mr. Orbe's interpofition. But as he
continued attentive to what paiTed, he obferved
your friend, in going out^ approach his lordfhip^
and heard him whifper : " jfs/oonas you areabUto
walky you will let me know it^ or IJhall take care
to inform my/el/.'* — *^ Tou need not give your/elf
that trouble (faid the other, with a contemptuous
fmile) you Jhall know it time enough.*' ^^^^ JVeJhall
fee^' returned your friend, and left the room,
Mr. Orbe, when he delivers this letter, will tell
you more particularly. It is your prudence that
muft fuggeft the means "of ftifling this unlucky
affair. In the mean time, the bearer waits your
commands, and you may depend on his fecrefy. -
Pardon me, my dear, my friendfliip forces
me to fpeak : I am terribly apprehenfive on your
account. Your attachment can never continue
Jong concealed in this fmall town; it Is indeed
a miraculous piece of good fortune, confidering
it is no^ two years fince it began, that you are
not already the publick talk of the place. But it
will very foon happen, if you are not extremely
cautious. I am convinced your charadler would
long fince have fuffered, if^you had been Icfs ge-
nerally
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merally beloved ; but the people are fo univerfally
prejudiced in your favour, that no one dares to
fpeak ill of you, for fear of being difcredited and
defpifed. Ncverthelefs, every thing muft have an
end i and much I fear that your myftery draws
near its period. 1 have great reafon to apprehend
that Lord B — -'s fufj[)icions proceed fromfome
difagreeable tales he has heard. Let Dfie intreat
you to think ferioufly of this affair. The
watchman has been heard to fay, that, fome
time ago, he faw your friend come out bf your
houfe at five o'clock in the morning. Fortunate -
ly he himfelf had early intelligence of this report^
and fpund means to filence the fellow; but what
iignifies fuch filence ? It will ferve only to con-
firm the reports that will be privately whifpered
to all the world. Befides, your mother's fuf-.
picions are daily increafing. You remember her
frequent hints. She has feveral times fpoke to
me in fuch ferious terms, that if fhe did not dread
the violence of your father-s temper, I am ccr-
tain fhe would. already have opened her mind to
him; but (he is confcious that the blame would
fall chiefly on herfelf.
It is impoffible 1 (bould repeat it too often ;
think of your fafety before it be too late. Prevent
thofe growing fufpicions which nothing, but his
abfeijce can difpcl : and, indeed, to be fincere
with you,, under what pretext can he be fupppfed
to continue here ? Poffibly, in a few weeks more .
his removal may be to no pujrpofe. If the leaft
ctrcumftance fliould reach your father's ear you,
will
ii6 t L t> i S A.
will have caufe to tremble at the indignation of
an old officer, To tenacious of the honour of his
family, and at tile petulance of a violent youth.
6ut wemuft fifft endeavour to terminate the af-
fair with Lord B — »-, for it were in vain to at-
tempt to perfuade your friend to decamp, till
that is in fome fliap^ accotnplithed.
I
L fe T t E k LVIt.
FROM £LOI«A«
Have beeh informed^ my friend, <iF whcit has
paffed bstweeh you and my Lord B*-^ ( smd
from a perfeA knowledge of the &d^ I hffve
a mind to diftufs the aRliiir^ and give yoo my
opinion of the condu-<ft you ought to obferve ofi
this Mcafidti, agreeably to the (bntimentti ydu
pfofcfs, artd df whi<5h I fti^^ofe you do -lot
itmke only ah idle parade. ~
I do riot concert! myfeJf whether you are
ikilled in fencing, norwhether you think your-
i^lf capable of tont^mKng with a man who is
famous all over Europe for his fuperior dexterity
in tb^t art, having fought fivfe or Rx times in his
life, ahd always killed, wounded, ordifanned
his man. I khow that in iuch a cafe as your's,
people confult not their (kilJ, but their courage;
and that the faihionable method to be revenged
of a man who has ihfulted you, istoletfeiift rim
you through the body .^ B^t, let us pflfsover
this wj/r maxiin; yo« wUl tell me that your
honour
S L O I S A. 241
honour and mine are dearer to you than life« Thi^^
therefore, is the principle on which we muft
reafon.
To begin with what immediately concerns
yourfelf. Can you ever make it appear in what
refpefl you were perfonally offended by a con-
verfation that related folely to mti We (hall
fee prefently whether you ought, on fuch an oc-
cafion, to take my caufe upon yourfelf : in the
mean time, you cannot but allow that the quar«
xel was quite foreign to your own honour in par-
ticular, uhlefs you are to take the fufpicion of
being beloved by me as. an aftront. . I muft own
you have been infulted ; but tkea it was after
haying begun the quarrel yourfelf by aa atro-
cious affront y and, as I have had frequent opr
portunities, from the many military people ia
our family, of hearing theiie horrible queftiont
debated, I am noc to learn that one outrage com-
mitted in return to another does npt annul the
firft, and that he' who receives the iirft infultis
the only perfon offended. It is the fame in this
cafe, as in a rencounter, where the aggreflbr is
only in fault : he who wounds or kills another
in. his own defenfe, is not confidered as being
guilty of murther.
To come now to myfelf ; we will agree that
I was infuited by the converfation of my Lord
B — r-, although he faid no more.of me than he
might juftify. But do you know what you arc
about in defending my caufe with fo much
warmth and indifcretion ? You aggravatehis in-
Vol- L ' L fultsj
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iults; you prove that he was in the right ; yotl fti
crificemy honour to the falfe punftiliosoflyour'^,
and defame your miftrefs, to gain at nioft tht
reputation of a good fwords-itian. Pray, tell me
what affinity there is betweeli your manner of
juftifying me and my real jufti-fication ? Do you
think that to Engage in my behalf With fo much
heat is any great proof that there are no con-
nexions between us i And that it is fufficient to
ftow ycJUr courage j to convince the world you
are not my lover i Be affured, my Lord B — 's
infinuations are lefs injurious to me than your
condud. It is you alone who take upon your-
ielf^ by thisbuflle, topublifh and confirm them*
He may, perhaps, turn afide the point of youJr
fword in the conflift ; but neither my reputation,
nor perhaps my life, can be fecured againft the
fatal blow which your ra(h duel will give them.
Thefe reafons arc too folid to admit of a re-
ply 5 but I forefee you will oppofe cuftom to
reafon; you will tell me there is a fatality in
fome things, which hurries us away in fpite of
outfelves : that a man is in no cafe whatever to
fuffer the lie to be given him; and that, when
an affair is gone to a certain length, .it is impof-
fible to avoid fighting or infamy. We will
examine into the validity of this argument.
Do not you remember a diftinfiion you once
made, on a very important occafion, between real
and apparent honour ? Under which of thefe
clafi'es fliall we rank that in queftipn i . For my
part, X cannot fee that it will even admit of a
. doubt
E L O I S A. MS
dbabt. What comparifon is there between the
glory of cutting another's throat, and the tefti-
mony of a good confcience ? and of what import-
ance is the idle opinion of the world, fet in
competition with true honour, whofe foundation
is rooted in the heart ? Can we be deprived, of
virtues we really poffefs by falfe afperfions of
calumny? Does the infult of a drunken man
prove fuch infults deferved i Or does the honour
of the virtuous and prudent lie at the mercy of the
firft brute or blockhead he meets i Will you tell -
me that fighting a duel fhows a man to have cou-*
rage, and that this is fufficientto efface the dif-
honour, and prevent the reproach due to all other
vices ? I would aik you, what kind of honour can
dictate fuch a deciflon ? Or what arguments j uf-*
tifyit? On fuch principles a fcoundrel need only
to fight, to become a man of probity : the affer-
tions of a liar become true when they are main-
tained at the point of the fword ; and, if you
were even accufed of killing a man, you have
only to kill a fecond, to prove the acCufation falfe.
Thus virtue, vice, honour, infamy, truth, and
falfehood, all derive their exiftence from^the
event of a duel : a fencing- fchool is the only
court of jufticej there is no other law than
violence, no other argument than murther : all
the reparation due to the infulted, is to kill them ; .
and every ofFenfe is equally wafli^d away by the
blood of the offender or the offended. If wolves
themfelves could reafon, would they entertaii^
maxims more inhuman than tbefe ? Judge your-
L 2 ' * ' , felf.
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fclf, from the fituation y^u areio, whetber I ex-
aggerate their abfurdity. What i$ it you refent ?
That the lie has been given yQu on an occafion
wherein you adually a/&rted a jEaifehpod. Do
you intend to 4eftrpy the truth> by killing mgt
you would punifli for having told iti Do yott
ponfider that, in rifting the Aiccefsof ^d^ri,
you cAll h^Ycn to witnefe th^ truth of ^ lie* and
impioufly bid the SMpr^we Difpoftf of events
fuppprt tbe cattfe of i^juftie^ wi give the tri-
umph to f^Ufeho^ i Doc^ »ot fcch ab(i»rdity
(hock you f D^^ i^^^t fucb iuipiety make you
fluwlde^r? Gpoi<?0di wluit a wretched feoie
cf honour »$ that, which is k6 afraid of vice
than reproach ; and will not permit that anocher
(hopld give u« the lic^ which our own heart's
had given tis hefore ?
Do you, who wouid have every one profit by
their reading, make ufe of your*s : fee tf you can
find one infta«iceof a challenge being given,
when the world abounded with heroes? Did the
moft valiant men of antiquityevcr think of re-
venging private injuries by perfonal coinbat?
Did Caefar fend a challenge to Cato, or Pompey
to Caefar, in confequencc of their many reciprocal
affronts ? or was the greateft warriour of Greece
difgraced, becaufc he put up with the threats of
being cudgelled? Manners, I know, change
with the times ; but are they all equally com-»
mendable? Or is it unreafonable to enquire
whether thpfe of any times are agreeable to the
diftatesof true honour ? This is not of a fickle
or
£ L O I S A. 34;
or diangesrble nature r trtfe honour does not de^^
prad on time, ptafce, or prejudree^ it can neither
be annihilated, nor generated anew; bat has its
Conftant foorce in the heart of the virtuous man,
and in the unalterable rules of bis conduA. If
die moft enlightened, the moft brave, the moft
Tirtuous peopte upon earth had no duefs, I will
'Venture to daclare it not an inftitution of honour,
bat a horrid and favage cuftom, worthjr its bar*
barotts origin. It remains for you to determine
iP7hether, when his own life, or that of another,
is in queftron, a man of real honour is to be go«
Verned by the nwde, or if kt be fi^ a» greater in* ,
fiance of true courage fe»rrftft the a4f»rd tp2tn-
ity otcuHom^thsmUKwAf t»f vibmHu> it. WlMt
would be your opinion of a man wtoo^flioirid re-
gulate bis condo^ by the mode, in places wliere
iifftrent cuftoms are efiabFiflicd. At Meftna or
Napks he wovld not challenge bis man, bttt
tvait for him at the corner of a ftreet, and ftab
him in tbeback. Thi^ is called bravery in thofe
countries, where honour confifts; in killing yOOr
enem/, and not in being killed by bim yourfetf.
Beware, then, of confound ing the facredttaiftcdf
honour with that barbarous prejudice, which fab-
je&,s every vmue to the decifoct of the fword,
atnd is only adapted to make men daring villains!
Will it be faid this cuftom may be made nfeof is
a fupplement to the rules of probity ? Wherever
probity prevails is not fuch a foppkmcnt ufelefs^?
And what fball be faid to the man who expofes
bk life in order to be exempted from being vii-
L 3 tuous ?
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tuous ? Do you not fee that the crimes, which
ibame and a fenfe of honour have not prevented,
arefcreened and multiplied by a falfe (hame,
and the fear of reproach ? It is this fear which
makes men hypocrites and liars : it is this which
makes them embrue their hands in the blood of
their friends, for an idle word, which ought to
be forgotten, or for a merited reproach, which
rhey ought patiently to fufFer. It is this which
transforms the abufed and fearful maid into an
infernal fury: it is this which arms the hand of
the mother againft the tender fruit of— I fbud-
der at the horrible idea, and give thanks at lead
to that Being who fearcheth the heart, that be
hath banifhed far from mine a fenfe of that dia-
bolical honour, which infpires nothing but
wickednefs, and makes humanity tremble.
Look into yourfelf, therefore, and confider
whether it be permitted you to make a deliberate
attempt on the life of a man, and expofe youi's
to futisfy a barbarous and fatal notion, which
has no foundation in reafon or nature. Confider
whether the fad reflexion of the blood fpilt on
fuch occafions can ceafe to cry out for vengeance
on him who has fpilt it. Do you* know any
crime equal to wilful murther? If humanity alfo
be the bafis of every virtue, what muft be
thought of the man whofe blood-thirfty and
depraved difpofition prompts him to feek the life
of his fellow-creature ? Do you remertiber what
you have yourfelf faid to me, againft entering
into foreign fervice ? Have you forgotthat a good
citizen
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•citisen owes his life to his country, and has not
a right to difpofe of. it, without the pcrrriiffion
of its laws, and much lefs in dire£l oppofition
to them? O, my friend, if you have a fincere
regard for virtue, learn to purfue it in its owri
way, and not in the ways of the world. I will
own fome flight inconvenience may arife from it>
but is the word virtue no more to you than aa
empty found f and will you pradife it only when
it cofts you no trouble? I will aflc, however, in
what will fuch inconvenience confift ? In the
whifpers of a fet of idle or wicked people, who
feek only to amufe themfelves with the misfor-
tunes of others, and have always feme new
tale to propagate, A pretty motive truely, to en-
gage men to cut each other's thr ats ! If the
philofopher and man of fenfe regulate their be-
haviour, on the moft important occafions of life^
by the idle talk of the multitude, to what pur-
pofe is all their parade of ftudy, when they are at
laft no better than the vulgar ? Dare you not
facrifice your refentment to duty, to efteem, tQ
friendCbip, for fear it fhould be faid you are
afraid of death ? Weigh well thefe circum-
ftances, my good friend, ^and I am convinced
you will find more cowardice in the fear of that
reproach than in the fear of death. The brag-
gard, the coward, would, at all hazards, pafs for
brave men.
Ma verace valor ^ ben che negUtto,
E" difeflejfo afefreggio ajfai cbiaro
But real valour, howfoe'erneglefted,
la ftill the fame, and from affronts reipe^led.
L 4 He
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He wbo affefis to meet ietnh without fear b
a Kar, All men fear to die ; it w a Jaw with all
fcnfiblc beings, without which every fpecies of
mortals would foon be deftroyed. This fear is
the firtple emotion of nature, and that not in
itfelf indifferent, but juft, and conformable to the
order of things. AH that renders it IhamefuP, or
Waraeable, is, that it may fbnretimes prevent ns
from doing good, and the proper difcharge of our
duty. If cowardice were noobftacleto virtue it
tf ouM ceafe to be a vice. Whoever is more
attslched talife than to his duty, 1 own, cannot
be truely virtuous; but can you, who pique
yourfelf on afling rationally, explain to me what
fort of merit there is in braving death in order to
be guilty of a crime ?
Bur, taking it for granted that amanexpofes
bimietf to contempt in refufing a challenge;
whichcofitempt is moft to be feated, that erf others
for doing right, or that o{ ourfeives for having
z&td wrong ? Believe me, he who has a proper
eftecm for himfelf, is little fenfible to the unjuil
reprtttch caft on him hy others, and is only
2tfntiS of deferving it. Probity and rirtue depend
not on the opinion of the world, but on the na*
ttTTtoff!hmg9', and thoogh all mankwd Ihoufd
approve of the z&ion you are about, h would
not be lefsfltamefu! in rtfelf. But it is a falfe na-
tion, that to refrain from it, through a virtuous
motive, would be bringing youpfelfintocontempt.
The virtuous man, whofe whole life is irre-
proachable^ and who never betrayed amy marks
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of cowardice. wUl refufe ta ftain^hia hands with
blood, and will be only the more reipedied for
fuch refufal. Always ready to fepve his country,
ta prote£t the weak, to difcfearge his doty on the
moft dangerous occafKMis, and to defend, in every
juft and reafonable caufe, what is dear «o him,at
the haizardof his life, he difplays throughout the
whole of bh conduct that unfhaken fortitude
winch is infeparaMe fvomr true courage. Ani-
mated bytbeteftimonyof atgoodconfcience*, be
appears undaunted, and neither flks ffbm, nor
fceks his enemy. It is eafily obferved that he
fears lefs to die than to a& bafely ; that he dreads
the crime, but not the danger. If at any time the
meao prejudices of the world raife a clamour
againft him, the condu£l of his whole life is his
teftimony, and every a^tipn is approved by a
behaviour fo uoiformily irreproachable.
But do you know what makes this modera-
tion fo painful to the geuu*ality of men i 1th
the difficulty of Aipporting it with propriety.
It is the neceffiQr they lie under of never im-
peaching it by an unworthyaftion : for if the fear
of doing ill does not r^raia men in one cafe,
^wby fhottld it in afiother,. wbene that reftraint
may be attributed to a nxotft natural motive ?
Hence, it is pJain it does ftotiprbceed from virtue,
but cowardice V andii iS'Wilib ju^ice t&at fuch
feruplss are laughed aX(, asappear only in cafes of
danger. Have y©u. wx obferved that pcrfons
captitous, and ready to affront others, are^ for
the Bioft party bad anes, who^ f<w kxf of having
L 5 the
2SO E L O I S A.
the contempt in which they are univerfally held
publickly expofed, endeavour to fcreen^by fome
honourable q\x2are\Sj the infamy of their lives;
Is it for you to , imitate fuch wretches as thefe ?
Let us fet afide men of a military profeffion, who
fell their blood for pay; and who, unwilling to
be degraded from their rank, calculate from their
intereft what they owe to their honour, and
know to a {hilling the value of their lives. -Let
Us, my friend, le^ve thefe gentlemen to their fight-
ing. Nothing is lefs honourable than that ho-
nour about which they make fuch a noife; and
which is nothing more than an abfurd cuftom,
a falfe imitation of virtue, which prides itfelf in
. the greateft crimes. Your honour is not in the
power of another: it depends on your felf, and
not on the opinion of the world; its defenfeis
neither in the fword nor the buckler, but in a
life of integrity and virtue; a proof of greater
courage than to brave death in a duel.
On thefe principles you may reconcile the en-
comiums I have always beftowed on true va-
lour, with the contempt I have as conftantly
expreffed for the bafe pretenders to courage. I
admire men of fpirit, and hate cowards; I
would break with a |>ufillanimous lover, who
Ihould betray the want of a proper rcfolution in
cafes of danger, and think, with all the reft of
my fex, that the ardours of true courage heighten
tbofeof love. But I would have fuch courage
exerted only on lawful occafions, and not an
idle parade made of it) when it is ui^necefiary,
i as
E L O I S A. 2S«
as if there was fome fear of not having it ready
when it (hould be called for. There are cowards,
who will make one e*flFort to exert their courage,
that they may have a pretence to avoid danger
the reft of their lives. True fortitude i^ mor^
conftant, ancl lefs impetuous j it is always what
it ought to be, and wants neither the fpur nor '
the rein : the man of real magnanimity carries
it always about him j in fighting he exerts it
againft his enemy, in company agaihft calumny
and falfehood, and on a fick bed againft the,
attacks of pain, and thehorrours of death. That
fortitude of mind which infpires true courage is
always exerted 5 it places virtue out of the reach
of events, and does not confift in braving danger,,
but in not fearing it. Such, my friend, is the
merit of that courage I have often commended^
^nd which I would admire in you. All other
pretences to bravery are wild, extravagant, andj
brutal ; it is even cowardice to I'ubmit to themj
and I defpife as much the man who runs himfelf
into needlefs danger, as him who turns his back
on that which he ought to encounter.
If I am not much miftaken, I have now made
it clear, that, in this your quarrel with Lordr
B ,. your own honour is not. at all corice/n-;
cd ; that you bring mine in queftion by draw-:
jng your fword to avenge it j that fuoh condudb
is neither juft, reafon able, -nor lawful ; that it
by no means agrees with th^ fentim^nts yoit-
profefs, but belongs only to bad men, whor
make ufe of their courag42 as, a f«pplemeiit;toj'
L 6 . virtues
2^2 S L O I S A.
icirtues they do not poffefs, or to officers that
fight not for honour but intcrcft j that there h
more true courage in defpifing than adopting ft;
that the inconveniences to which yoti expofe
yourfelf by rqeSingit arc infeparable from the
practice of your duty, and are more apparent •
than real; in fine, that men who* arc the moft
ready to recur to the fWord are always tbofe of
the moft fufpicious charaflfers. From all which
I conclude, that you cannot either give or ac-
cept a challenge on this occafion, whhout giving
up atoncethecaufe of reafon, virtue, honour,
and Eloifa, Canvafs my arguments as yoirpleafc,
heap fophifm on fophifm as you Will, it will J>e
alivays found that a man of true courage is not
a coward, and that a man of virtue cannot be
without honour. And I think I have dcmon-
ftrated as clearly, that a man of true courage ^
defpifes, and a man of virtue abhors duelling.
I thought proper, my friend, in fo ferious and
important an affair, to fpeak to you only the
plafn language of reafon, and toreprefent things
fimply as they are. If I would have defcribed
them as they appear to me^ aird engaged the
pafiions and'humanity iathc caufe, I fliould have
addreffed you in a different ftyle. You know
that my father had the misfortune, fn his youth,
to kill his antagonift in a diiel ; that antagonift
was his friend, they fought with regret, . but
were obliged to it by that abfurd notion of a
point of honour. That fatal blow which de-*
priwd the one ojf life, robbed the other of his
4 peace
E L O I 8 A. «53
peace of mind for ever. From that trme has the
inoft crwelremorfe rnccflantly preyed on hisheart :
he ia often heard to figh and vreep- m ppfvaee:
Iria mtag^nation ftill reprefems to tnm the fatal
Heel, thfoft bjr hw cruef hand into the breafl^ the
man be loved : hi» (Iinnber» are d^urfoed by tht
appearances of hia pale and bfeedrng friend: he
leoka with teriour on the mortal woond : he en«
deavoufs to ftopthe blood that ilows from it:
he is feifed with horrour, and cries out. Will
this eorpfe never ceafe purfuing me? It Is
five years' fince he loft the only fuppo/t of his
name, and hope of his fiermrlyj fince when, he
has reproached himfeif with hts death, as a jtift
judgement from heaven, which avenged on him
the lofs of that unhappy father, whom be de-
prived of an only fon.
I muftconfefs that all this, added tomynatisral
averfion to cruelty, fills me with fuch horrour at
duels, that I regard* them as inftances of the
foweft degree of brutality into which mankind
can poffibly defcentf, ^ I look upon thofe, who
gochearfully to a dutl, in no other light than
as wild beafts going to tear each other to pieces;
and, if there remains the leaft fentiment of hu-
manity within them, I think the murthered lefs
to be pitied than the murtherer* Obferve thofe
men who are accuftomed to this horrid prafikei
they only brave remorfe, by ftifting the voice of
nature j they grow by degrees cruel and infenli-
ble; they fport with the lives of others, and
their puniftuxient for having turned a deaf ear
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254 E L O I S A.
to humanity, is to lofe at length every fenfe of it^
How fhbcking muft be fuch afituation? Is it
poffible you can defire to be like them ? No, you
were never made for fuch a ftate of deteftable
brutality : be careful of the fir ft ftep that leads
to it: your mind is yet undepraved and innocent :
begin not to debafe it, at the hazard of your life,
by an attempt that has no virtue, a crime that
has no temptation, and a point of honour
founded only on abfurdity.
I have faid nothing to you of your Eloifa ; fha
will be a gainer no doubt, by leaving your heart
to fpeak for her. One word, only one word„
and I leave her to you, ,You have fometimes
honoured me v^ith the endearing name of wife ;
perhaps I ought at thU time to bear that of mo-
ther. Will you leave mfe a widow before we are
legally united i
P. 5. I make ufe of an authority in this let-
ter which no prudent man ever refifted. If
you refufe to fubmit to it, I have nothing fur-
ther to fay to you : but think of it well before-
hand. Take a week's time for reflexion, and to
meditate on this important fubjedl. It is not for
any partiQular reafon I demand this delay, but
for my own pleafure. Remember, I majke ufe
only on this occafion of a right, which you your-
felf have given me over you, and which extends
at leaft to what I now require.
LETTER
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LETTER, LVIir.
FROM ELOISA TO LORD B——.
I Have no intention, in writing to your Lord-
fliip, to accufe or complain of you; fince
you are pleafed to affront me, I muft certainly
be the offender, though I may be ignorant of my
offenfe. Would any gentleman feek todilho-
nour a reputable family without a caufe ? Surely
no: therefore fatisfyyour revenge, if you believe
itjuft. This letter will furnifh you with an
cafy method of ruining an unhappy girl, who
can never forgive herfelf for having offended
you, and who commits to your difcretio.i that
honour which you intend to blafl. Yes, my
Lord, your imputations were juft : I have alover^
whom I lincerely love; my heart, my perfon,
are entirely his, and death only can diffolve our
union. This lover is the very man whom you
honour with your friendfhip, and he deferves it,
becaufe he loves you, and is virtuous. Never-
thelefs, he muft perifh by your hand. Offended
honour, I know, can be appeafed only by a
human facrifice. I know that his own courage
will prove his deftru<ftion. I am convinced, that
in a combat in which you have fo little to fear
his intrepid heart will im))atiehtly ru(h upon the
point of your fword. I have endeavoured to re-
ftrain his inconfiderafe ardour, by the power of
reafonj but, alas! even whilfti was writing, t
was confcious of the inutility of my arguments :*
What
2s,6 E L O I S A.
What opinion foev^r I may have of his virtue,
I do not believe it fo fublime as to detach him
from a farfe point of honour. You may fafely ^
anticipate the pleafure you will have in piercing-
the heart of your friend : bttt be aflTured, bar-
barous man, that you fliall never enjoy that of
being witnefs to my tears and my defpair. No,
I fwear by that facred flame which fills my
whole heart, that I will not i^rvive one fingle
day the man for whom alone I breathe ! Yes,
Sir, you will reap the glory of having, in one
inftant, fent to the-grave two unhappy lovers,
wbofe ofFenJe was not intentional, and by whoot
you were honoured and efteemcd.
I have heard, my lord, that you have a great
foul, and a feeling heart : if theic will allow yoa
the peaceful enjoyment of your revenge, heaven
grants when 1 am no more, that they may in*
fpire you with fome compafion for my pocu^dif-
con folate parents, whofe grief for their only
child will endure for ever.
LETTER LIX.
FROM MR.ORBE TO ELOISAr
ISeife the firft moment, in> obedience to your
commands, to render an account of mypr#^
ceedings. I am this inftant returned from m-y
vifit to Lord B— , who is not yet able to walk
without fupport. I gave him your letter, which
he opened with impatience, H^ Ibowcd fome.
emotion
E L O I S A. 257
emotion while he was reading: be paufcdj
read it a fecond time, and the agftation of his
mind wa$ then more apparent. When he had
done, the(e were \m words : '' Ttmknowy Sifj that
tffftnrs of honour have their fixed rules^ which can^
n^ be £fpenfei wrtb. Tou were a witnefs /y
what pajfid in this. It muft he regularfy deter-^
mined, Choofe two of yotir friends^ and give yaur'^'
Jelf the tranble to return with them hither to^mor^-
wow mornings and you fiall then know my r^-.
bttion." I urged the impropriety of making others
acquainted with an affair which had happened
among OQiMvts. To which he hafti ly repKed ;
^ I know what ought to ie done^ andJhaUaStfroperly.
Bring your two friends ^ or I have nothing to fay to
you.** I then took my leave, and hare ever
fmcit racked my brain indFeAually to penetrate
Into his deftgn. Be it as it will, I (ball fee you
this evening, and to-morrow (ball zA as you
may adviie. If you think proper that I fhould
wait on his lordfliip with my attendants, I wilt
take care to cboofe fuck as may be depended on,
at all events.
L B T T E R LX.
TO BLOISA.
AY aCde your fears, my gentle Eloifa;
and, from the following recital of what
has happened, know and partake of thefenti-
ments of your friend •
I was fo fdl of indignation when I received
. your
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^58 E L a I S A.
your letter, that I could hardly read it with ther
attention it deferved. 1 fhould have made fine
work in attempting to refute it: I was then too*
rafh and inconfiderate. You may be in the
right, faid I to myfelf, but I will never be per-,
fuaded to put up an affront injurious to my Eloifa*
r-Though I were to lofeyou, and even die in a
Iferong caufe, I will never fufFer any one to (how
you lefs refpeft than is your due: butwhilft I
have life you fliall be revered by all that approach
you, even as my own heart reveres you. I did.
not hefitate, however, on the week's delay you.
required ; the accident which had happened to
Lord B— — , and my vow of obedience, con-
curred in rendering it neceffary. In the mean
time, being reiblved, agreeably to your com-
mands, to employ that interval in meditating on
the fubjeft of your letter, 1 read it over again
and again, and am reflecting on it continually j
not with a view, however, to change my defign,
but to juftify it.
. I had it in my hand this morning, perufing
again, with fome uneafinefs of mind, thofe too
fenlible and judicious arguments that made againft
me, when fomebody knocked at the door of my
chamber. Itwas opened, and immediately en-^
tered Lord F — ' — , wichout his fword, lean-
ing on his cane ; he was followed by three gen*-
tlemen, one of whom I oblerved to be Mr.
Orbe. Surprifed at fo unexpected a vifit, I
waited filently for the confcquence; when my
lord requefted of me a moment's audience, and
begged
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begged leave to fay and do as he pleafed with-^
out interruption. '' Youmuft (fays he) give me
your exprefs permiffion: the prefence of thefe
gentlemen, who are your friends, will excute
ypu from any fuppofed indifcretion." I promifed
without hefitation not to interrupt him, when,
to my great aftoniihment, his lordfhip imme-
diately fell upon his knee. Surprife4 at feeing
him in fuch an attitude, I would have rai fed him
up; but after putting me in mind of my
promife, he proceeded in the following words :
*' I am come. Sir, openly to retrad the abufe,
which, when in liquor, I uttered in your com*,
pany. The injuftice of fueh behaviour renders
it more injurious to me than to you; and there-
fore I ought publickly to difavow it, I fubmit
to whatever punifhment you pleafe to inflid on
me, and fhall not think my honour re-eftablifh-
ed, till my fault is repaired. Then, grant me
the pardon I a/k, on what conditions you think
fit, and reftore me your friendfhip.*' — '* My lord
(returned 1)1 have the trueft fenfe of your ge-
nerofity and greatnefs of mind, and take a plea-
fure in diftinguifhing between the difcourfe
which your heart diftates, and that which may
efcape you when you are not yourfelf ; let that
in queftion be forever forgotten." I immediately
raifed him, and falling into my arms, he cor-
dially embraced me. Then turning about to the
company, *' Gentlemen (faid he) L thank you
for your complaifance. Men of honour, like
you (added he, with a bold air and refolute tone
of
a6c E L O I S A.
of Toice) knaowtltm, he who Mbusttpm^ the m^
)my he. has 4ofie wiU not firbtni e to n^eire an
injury ham ztij mta^ You maf pobUfli what yoQ
bare feeir." He then snvfted all of qs co fop with
btm this eveniftgy and thegentkinert left ow. We
}i9€re nafooner alone, tl»an his tordflup etsiteraced
me again, in a more teodet and fidemdly manner;
then taking me by the band and Seating tonn*
ielf down by roe» ** Happjrman (faW he) may
you Jong ei»)oy the feHchy youdefcitcl the heart
of Eloif»idyo«r^S, may you be both" — " What
do you mean, my lord? (faid I, interrupting
bim :) have y^ loSk you* femfesif''— " No (re-
turned he, ijouling) but I wa$ very near MUng
them, and it bad perhaps been aU over wrthr me,
jf ihe who took them away had notr eftored them."
He then gave me a letter that I was ftirprifed to
fee wi^itten by a hand, wbich acfet before ^rotc
toany man butmyC^. What emoeiofksdid I feel
in its perufal ! I traced the paAon^ of an m«
jcwmparabfk woman, who would make a facriftec
of herfelf to fave her lover; and I difcovered
Eloifa. But when I came to the paflage, wherein
ihe protefts (be wodd never furvive the moft
fortufrateof men, haw did^ I not Audder at the
dangers I had efcaped ! J coald not help com*
planing that I was loved too well, a«d my fears
convinced me you are mortal. Ah i rcftore me
that coorage of which you have deprived mfe!
1 had enough to fct dfeath at defiance, when it
threatened only myfcif, but I fhrunk whien my
better half vras in danger.
While
B L O S S A. t<f
WUk I was iiidulgiiig atffelf in tliefe cruel
reflexiotks, I paid tittle attention t6 his lordfliip's
iifcovLTfej till I heard the name of Elmia. Hi^
C(myer£idon gare me pkaftire, as it did tiot excite
my jealoufy. He feetned extfefBely to regret
h^ hadng difturbed our mutttal paAon and yxyut
»poie : he refpefts you indeed beyond any othec*
woman in the world ; and, being a(hamed to
excufe httnfelf to you, begged me to receive hii
apology in y^ur name, and to prevail on you to
accept it. «* I confider you (fays he) as her re-
pcefentative, and cannot humble my/elf too
nuch to oneAeloyes ; being incapable^ without
having eomprotnifed this affiair, to addrcfs my-
felf perfenally to her, or even mention her name
to jovk/* He frankly confefTed to me he had en-
tertained for you thofe fentiments, which ever/
of¥c muft do who looks on £toifa : but that hi^
was rather a tender admiration than love ; that
he had formed neither hope nor preteniion, but
had given up all thoughts of either on hearing
of ^>ur C^iHiexions; and that the injurious dif-
courfe which efcaped him was the effect of li-
quor, and not of jealoufy. He talked of love
like a philpfopher, who thinks his mind fupcrior
to the paiEons; but, for my part, lammiftaken
if he has not already fek a pafion M^ieh will
prevent any other from taking deep root in his
breaft. He miftakes a weakneft of heart for
the efk& of reafon ; but I know, that to love
Eloi&t send he willing to renounce her^ is not
amoftg the yirtues of huatan nature.
He
%6€ j£ L O I S A.
He defired.me to give him the hiftory ^^ our
amour, and an account of the caufes whi ^re^
vented our happinefs. I thought that, after the
explicitnefs of your letter, a partial confidence
might be dangerous and unreafonable. I mad^
it therefore complete, and he liftened to me witl^
an attention that convinced me of his fmcerity;
More than once I faw the tears come into his
eyes, v^rhile his heart feemed moft tenderly af-^
fe£ted : above all, I obferved the powerful im-i
preffions v^hich the.triumphs of virtue made on
his niind ; and I pleafe myfelf in h^iying raifed
up for Claud Anet a new protedor, no lefs
zealous than your father. When I had done,
*' Thereare neither incidents nor ad ventures (faid
he) in what you have related j and yet the ca-
taftrophe of a Romance could not equally affe£l
me ; fo well is a want of variety atoned for by
fentiments ; and of ftriking aftions fupplied by
inftances of a virtuous behaviour, Your's are
fuch* extraordijuary minds that they are not to
be guided by common rules: your happinefs is
not to be attained in the fame manner, nor
is it of the fame fpecies with that of others.
They feek power and pre-eminence 5 you re-
quire only tendernefs and tranquillity. There is
blended with your affeilions a virtuous emula-
tion, that elevates both j and yoiu would be lefs
deferving of each other if you were not mutu-
ally in love. But love, he prefumed to fay, will
one day lofe its power (forgive him, Eloifa, that
blafphemouaexpjreiHoxi, fpoken in the ignqraiice
' . of
5
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of b' heart) the power of love ( faid he) will one
day ue loft, while that of virtue will remain. — O,
myEloifa! may our virtues but fubAft as long
as our love ! Heaven will require no more.
' In fine, I found that the philofophical inflexi-
J^ility of his nation had no influence over the na-
tural humanity of this honeft £ngliAman; but
•that his heart was really 4nterefted in our diffi-
culties. If wealth and credit can be ufeful to
us, I believe we have fome reafon to depend on
his fervice. But, alas ! how fhall credit or
riches operate to make us happy ? .
This interview, in which we did not count
the hours, lafted till dinner-time 3 I ordered a
pullet for dinner, after which we continued
our difcourfe. Among other topicks, we fell
upon the ftep his lordfhip had taken, with regard
to myfelf, in the morning, on which I could not
help expreffing my fvrprife at a procedure fo fo-
lemnand uncommon. But, repeating the reafcms
he had already given me, he added^ that to give
a partial fatisfa6tion was unworthy a man of
'Courage: that he ought to make a complete one
-or none at all, left he ihould only debafe him-
/elf, without making any reparation; and left
a conceflSon made involuntarily, and with an
ill grace, fhould be attributed to fear. " Befides
{continued he) my reputation is eftabliOied ; I
can do you juftice without incurring the fufpit
cion of cowardice; but you, who are young, and
J uft beginning the world, ought to clear your*-
ifelf fo well of tlie firft affair you are engaged in
as
^ E L O I 6 A.
as to tempt no one to involve you in a fecond.
The viroflcl \s full of thofe artful cowards, who
are \ip<m thJe catchy as one may fay, to tafte
their oian^ that is, to £nd out (ofne greater cow-
ard than them&lves to (how their valour upon.
I would tifire a man of honour, like you, the
troubk of phaftifiiig fuch fcoundrels ; I had ra^
ther, if they want a lefibn, that they (hould
t^ke it of me than you : for one quarrel, more
or lefsy on. the bands of a man who has already
had many, fignifies nothing : whereas, it is a
kind of difgrape to hare bad but one, and the
iover/of ElOiifa (hpuld be exempt from it."
This is, in abftrail, my long converfatioh
with Lord B ■ -> ; of whkh I thought propd:
to give you an account, that you might prefcribe
the manner in which I ought to bebave to him.
As you ought nowxo be composed, chafe' from
your miindt 1 {Conjure you, thofe dreadful ap-
fi<fbt0&ons which have found a place there for
(pmQ days paft. Think of the care you fhould
take in the uncertainty of your prefent condi-
tion, Ob I ftpuld you foon give me life in a third
being! Should a charming pledge t^Too
flatt^ing hope ! d<>ft thou come again to de-
ceive *n€?'^I wi&l I fear I I am loft in per-
plexity ! Oh 1 Tbou deareft cbarit»er of my
heart, let us live but to love, and 1^ heaven dif-
ppftppfMsasitm^y.
P. S. I forgot to tell you that my lord oiFered
me your letter, and that I made no difficulty
of
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•f taking it J thinking it improper that it (hould
remain in the hands of a third perfon. I will
return it you the firft time I fee you : for, as to
myfelf, I have no occafion for it; it is deeply
engraven in my heart.
LETTER LXI.
h* FROM ELOISA.
I^TiRlNG my Lord B— — hither to-morrovvr,
Ik -D that I may throw myfelf at h is feet, as he has
™ done at your's. What greatnefs of mind!
What generofity ! Oh ! how little do we feem,
compared to him! Preferve fo ineftimable a
friend as you would the apple of youreye. Per-
haps he would be lefs valuable, were he of a
more even temper; was there ever a man with-
out fome vices who had great virtues?
A thoufand diftrefles of various kinds had
funk my fpirits to the loweft ebb; but your let-
,ter has rekindled my extinguifhed hopes. In
<iiflipating my fears, it has rendered my anxiety
the more fupportable. I feel now I have ftrength •
enough to bear up under it. You live^ you love
me; neither your own, nor the blood of your
friend has been fpilt, and your honour is fev
cured; I am not then completely miferable.
Fail not to meet me to-morrow. I never had
fo much reafon for feeing you, nor fo little hope'
of having that pleafure long^ Farewell, my
dear friend, inftead of faying, let us live but to
Vol. r. M love.
266 E L O I S A.
love, you fhould have faid, alas ! let us love
that we may live.
LETTER hXlh
FROM CLARA.
MU S T I be always, my dear cou|P#, un-
der the neoeility of performing the moft
difagreeable offices of friendfliip i Muft I always,
in the bitternefsof my own heart, be giving a§f _-. i
fiiftion to your*8, by cruel intelligence? QhdFij
fentimcnts, alas ! arc the fame, and you are feii-
ftble I can give no new uneafinefs to you which
I have not firft experienced myfelf. Oh ! that I
could but conceal your misfortune without in-
•reafing it ! or that a friendfhip like our's were
not as binding as love! How readily might I
throw off that chagrin I am now obliged to com-
municate ! Laft night, when the concert was
OTcr, and your mother and you were gone home^
in company with you^^ friend and Mr. Orbe, our
two fathers and Lord B~— were left to talk poli.-
ticks together; the difagrecablenefs of the fub-
jeA, of which indeed I am quite furfeited, foon
made me retire to my own chamber. In about
half an hour, I heard the name of youT friend
repeated with fome vehemence; on which I
found the converfation had changed its fubjeA,
and therefore liftened to it with fome attention ;
\i^A I gathered by what followed, that his
lordihip had ventured to propofe a match be-
tween you and your friend, whom he frankly
called
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called hi$t apd on whom, as fucfe, he offered t©
nuke a fuUable fettUtnent, Your father rejedled
the propofal with difdaia, and upon that the
converfation began to grow warm. *' I muft telt
yon. Sir ((aid my lord) chat, notwitbfianding
your prejudices, he ts of all men the moft wor*
thy of her, and perhaps the moft likely to make
her happy. He has received from nature every
^ift chat is independent of the world ; and has
anbfUiihed them by all thofe talents which de-
pended on himfelf. He is young, tali,- welU
Blade, and ingenious: he has the* advantages .
of educatiQii, feofe, manners, and courage; he
has a fine genius and a found mind ; what then
does he require to make him worthy of your
daughter ? Is it a fortune ? He fliall have one«
A third part of my own will make him the richeft
man of this country : nay, I will give him, if it
be neceflary, the half. Does he want a title?
ridiculous prerogative, in a country where nobi*
liCy is more troublefome than ufefui I But doubt
it not, he is noble: not that his nobility is made
out in writing upon an old parchment^ but it is
engraven in indelible characters on his heart. 1 ii
a word, if you prefer the dictates of reafon and
fenfe to groundlefs prejudices, and if you love
your daughter better than empty titles, you will
give her to him."
On this your father exprcffed himfelf in a vio-
lent paffion : he treated the propofal as abfurd
and ridiculous. ^' How! my lord! (faid he) is it
poffiblc a man of honour, as you are, can enter-
M a tuiu
26t E L O i S A.
tain fuch a thought, that the laft furviving tranch
of an illuftrious family fliould go to lofeand d€^
grade its name, in that of nobody knows who ;
a fellow without home, and reduced to fubfift
upon charity,"-*— *^ Hold Sir (interrupted my
lord) you are fpeaking of my friend; confidef
that I muft take upon myfelf every injury done,
him in my company, and that fuch language as
is injurious to a man of honour, is more fo to
him who makes ufe of it. Such Fellows are more
refpeftable than all the country 'fquiresin Eu-
rope; and I defy you to point out a more
honourable way to fortune, than by accept-
ing the debts of efteem, or the gifts of friend-
fhip. If my friend does not trace his de-
fcent, as you do, from a long and doubtful fuc-
ccflion of anceftors, he will lay the foundation,
and be the honour of his own houfe ; as the firft
of your anceftors did that of your's. Can you
think yourfelf difhonoured by your alliance M
the head of your family, without falling under
the contempt you have for him ? How many
great families would fink again into oblivion, if
we refpecSed only thofe which defcended from
truely refpeftable originals I Judge of the paft
by the prefent; for two or three honeft ci-
tizens ennobled by virtuous means, a thouw
fand knaves find every day the way to ag-
grandife themfelves and families. But, to what
end ferves that nobility, of which their defcen-
dants are fo proud, unlefs it be to prove the in-
5 juftic«
£ L O I S A. z6g
juftice and infamy of their anceftors* ? There
are, I muft confefs, a great number of bad men
among the common peopl^ ; but the odds are
. always twenty to one againft a gentleman, that
he isdefcended from a fcoundrel. Let us, if you
will, fet afide defcent, and compare only merit
and utility. You have borne arms in the fervice
and pay of a foreign prince 5 his father fought
without pay in the fervice of his country. If
you have well ferved, -you have been well paid ;
and, whatever honour you may have acquired by
arms, a hundred Plebeians may have acquired
ftill more.
** In whatconfifts the honour, then (continued
my lord) of that nobility of which you are fo
tenacious ? How does it afFeS the glory of one's
country, or the good of mankind ? A mort^
- enemy to liberty and the laws, what did it ever
produce in moft of thofe countries where it has^
. flouriflied, but the rod of tyranny, and the op-
preflion of the people ? Will you prefume to
boaft, in a republick, of a rank that is deftruflive
to virtue and humanity ? Of a rank that makes
. its boaft of flavery, and wherein men bhifh to
be men? Read the annals of your own coun-
try : what have any of the nobility merited of
her? Were any of her deliverers nobles?
The Furjisy the Tells, the Stoufachers, were
M 3 they
•-Tirular grants are not very common in the pi^efent
age, exc«pt thofe which are bought, or are obtained by
placemen i the moft honourable appendage to which, t^iat
\ know of, is the privilege of not being hanged.
470 B L O I S A.
they gentlemen? Wbat, then^ is tbatjd>furd bo-
nour about which ]rou make fo much noifef"
Tbink> my dear} what I furred to hear this
refpe<^a^le man thus injure, by an ilUconcerted
application, the caufe of that friend wfaom he
endeavoured to kive. Your fa tbeir besng irri-
tated by fo many galling^ though general invec-
^ivesj ftro?c to retort them by periianal Ones.
He toM his l^rd&ip plainly, that never any
m^n of his condition talktd in the manner he
had done. ^^ Trouble not yourfelf to plead ano-
ther's caufe (added he tou^hly :) htmourabk as
you are ftiled, I doubt much if you could make
your own good, on the fubj^t^in ^ueftion. You
demand my daughter for your ptet^nded friend,
w^ithout knowing whether you ate jrtMirfelf ^n
equ^kl ms^tch for heri and I kno# enou^ of tb«
£)ngliAi nobility to entettftin^ fr^ih your dif«
courfe, a very indifferent opiflidn <)f jrourV/'
To this his Urdfliip anfwered^ <« Whatever
you may think of me, Sirj^ I &ouId be very forry
to be able to give no other ^roof of cny merit
than the name of a man who di^ five hundred
years ago. If you kaoW the nobility t»f England^
ypu know that it is thckaft prgudiced^ beft in-
formed, moft fenfible, and braveft of all Europe ;
after which, it is nvedlefs to aik whether itbe the
moft ancient $ Ibr, when w^ tdfc of what ia, we
never mind what has been. We are not, it is
true, theflaves, but thefriends of our prince; not
the 6ppreirors of a people, hut thfi r leaders • The
guardians of liberty, the ptUarS of 0ur country,
and
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mni the Aipport of die throne) we maintsiin an -
equilibrium between the peofle and the king.
Our firft regards are due to die nation, our fe*
tcond to him that governs : we confult not his
Wiil but his juti prerogative. Supreme judges in
the ifoule of Feers^ and fometimes kgiflators,
we render equal juftice to the king and people,
and fuffer no ooe to fay God and ftyfivord^ but
«nly God imd my rights
«< Such, Sir (continued he) is that refpedlable
nobility with whieh you are unacquainted) as
ancient ai any other, but more proud of its me-
rit than of its anchors. I am one, not the
loweft in rank of that illuftriows Ofder> and be-
lieve, whatever be your prettnfions, that 1 am
your equal in every refpeftv I have afifter un-
^larried ; <he is j^oung, amiable, rich, and in
no wife inferior to Eloifa, except in thofe
'qualities whith with you pafs for nothing.
Now, Sir, if after being enamoured with your
daughter, it were poffibk for any one to change
theobjeft of his afieftfens, and admire another,
I Aiould think it an hon^our to accept the man
for my brother, though without a fortune, whom
1 propofe to you for a fbn with half my dftate/'
i I knew matters would only be aggravated
by your fadier's reply ; and though i was ftruck
widi admirauon' at my Lord B^^— «^'s genero*-
iity, I faw plainly that he would totally ruin the
negociatioti he had undertaken. I went in,
therefore, to prevent things from going farther.
My Mienuice broke olF the converfation, and
M 4 immediately
272 E L O I S A.
immediately after they coldly took leave of each
other and parted. As to my father, he be-
haved very v^ell in the difpute. At firft he^fecond-
ed the propofal ; but, finding that your's would
hear nothing of it, he took the fide of his bro-
ther- in-law, and by taking proper opportunities
to moderate the conteft, prevented them from
going beyond thofe bounds they would certain-
ly have trefpaffed, had they been alone. After
their departure, he related to me what had hap-
. pened ; and, as I fore fa w where his difcourfe
would end, I readily told him, that things be-
ing in fuch a fituation, it would be improper
the perfon in queftion fhould fee you fo often
here; and that it would be better for him not
to come hither at all, if fuch an intimation would
not be putting a kind of afFront on Mr, Orbe,
his friend 5 but that I fliould defire him to bring
Lord B— lefs frequently for the future.
This, my dear, was the beft I could do, to pre-
vent our door being entirely fhut againft him.
But this is not all. The crifis in which you
ftand at prefent obliges me to return to my forr
mer advice. The affair between my Lord B — -—
and your friend has made all the noife in town
which was natural to expedt. For though Mr.
■Orbe has kept theorigi^M caufeof their quarrel
a fecret, the circumftances are too publick to
fufFer it lo lie concealed. Every one has fufpi-
cions, makes conje<9:ures, and fome go fo far as
to name Eloifa. The report of the watch was
jQot fo totally fupprelled as not to beremembened;
and
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and you are not ignorant, that, in the eye of the
world, a bare fufplcion of the truth is look-
ed upon as evidence. All that I can fay for
your confolation is, that in general your choice
is approved, and every body thinks with plea-
fure on the' union- of fo charming a couple.
This confirms me in the opinion that your friend
has behaved himfelf well in this country, and is
not lefs beloved than yourfelf. But what is the
publick voice to your inflexible father ? All this
talk has already reached, or will come to his
ear ; and I tremble to think of the effeft it may
produce, if you do not fpeedily take fome mea-
fures to prevent his anger. You muft expeft from
him an explanation terrible to yourfelf, and
perhaps ftill worfe for your friend. Not that
I think, at his age, he will condefceadto chal-
lenge a young man he thinks unworthy his
fwbrd r but the influence he has in the town
wiH fumifh him, if he has a mind to it, with a
thoufand means to ftir up a party againft him ;
and it is to be feared that his paffion will be too
ready to excite him to do it.
On my knees, therefore, I conjure you, my
dear friend, to think on the dangers that fur-
round you, and the terrible rifk you run, which
taci'eifts every moment. You have been ex-
tremely fortunate toefcape hitherto, in themidft
of fuch hazards j. but, while it is yet time,, I-^
beg of you to let the veil of prudence be^thrown
over the fecrct of your amours ; and not to pufli
your fortune farther, left it fhould irivolve
M 5 in
374 E L O I S A.
in your misfortunes the man who has been tiie
caufc of them. Believe me, my dear, the 61-
ture is uncertain ; a thoufand accidents may hap-
pen imexpeSedly in yo«i favour; but, for the
prefent, I have Csad^ and repeat it moft earneftly,
fend away your friend, or you are undone.
LETTER LXUI.
f ROM ELOISA 1X> CLAHA.
ALL that you forefaw, my dear, is cpme to
pafs. Lafl night, about an hour after we
got home, my father entered my mother's apart-
ment, his eyes fparkling, and his countenance in-
flamed with anger; in a word, fo irritated as I
never faw him before. I found immediately that
he had either juft left a quarrel, or was feeking
occafion to begin one : and my guilty confciencc
made me tremble for the confe^uence.
He began, by exclaiming violently, but in
(«* general terms, againft fuch mothers as indif-
%^^ cretely invite to their houfes young fellows with-
" put family or for«tune, whofe acquaintance
only brings fbame and fcandal on thofe who
cultivate it. Finding this not fufficient todraw
an anfwer from an intimidated woman, he
brought up particularly, as an example, what
had pafied in her own houfe, fmce fhe had in-
troduced a pretended wit, an empty babler,
more Et to debauch the mind of a modeft young
womaii
n L 6 1 S A. 27?
Wttttikn than to mftruift her in atijr thing that is
good.
My wwWier^ who trd# fa# flife coaM g^
littte by ht>l4ing h^ tohgue) tb6k Mfn dp Ht the
word debaudi, and 4fked what ht had tvfr feefi
in the Cdttduft, dr knew of the character ^
the perfon he ipoke of> to atithorile fuch bale
fufpictont^ *^ Id1diiK>tcot)cei>e(fte added) that
genius and merit were to be excluded from (^
cietjr. To wh^m^ pray, would you have your
houfe open, if fine talefits and good behaviour
have no pretenfions to admittance ?" — *' To our
equals, ntadam (he repHed hi a fury ;) to iuch
as tnlght repair the honour of a daughter if they
aouid injure it."-^" No, Sir{faid fee) but raAer
to people of virtue who OAittot injuw It/*^*-*.
<« Khow^ ma4atn, that the prefumptioii of fblli-^
citing an alliance with my family, Without a title
to that honour, is highly injurious.'*—^*' So for
from thinking it injurious (returned my nVothef)
I think it, <m the contrary, the hlgheft mark
of efteem : but I know not that the petftm you
exclaim againft has madeany fuchprrtehfiohi^.''*— ^
** He has done it, madam, and will do worfe,v
if I do not take proper care to prevtM 'hjm;^
but, for the future, I ftall take upon myfelf the
charge you, have executsed ft) ilL''
On this begkrt a dangeit)tis altercation bt*
tween them ; by which I found they wete both
ignorant of thofe reports, which ydU fay have
been l\>read abdut the town. DurSiig this time,
your unworthy toufin could, nevtrthdefs, have
M 6 wiflied
^l(> E L O I S A.
wiflied herfelf buried an hundred feef in the
earth. Think of the beft and moft abufed of
mothers lavifliing encomiums on hqr guilty
daughter, and praifing her for all thofe virtues
flie has loft, in the moft refpedfuJ, or rather
to me the moft mortifying terms. Think of an
angry father, profufe of injurious expreffions^
and yet, in the height of his indignation, not
letting one efcape him in the leaft refleding on
the prudence of her, who, torn by remorfe, and
humbled with fhame, could hardly fupport his
prefence.
Oh ! the inconceivable torture of a bleeding
heart, reproaching itfelfwlthunfufpefted crimes!
How depreffing and infupportable is the bur-
then of unmerited praife, and of an efteem of
which the heart is confcious it is unworthy !'
I was, indeed, fo terribly oppreffed, that, in or-
der to free myfelf from fo cruel a fituation, I
^as juft going, if the impetuofity of his temper
would have given me time, to confefs -all. But'
he was fo enraged as to repeat over and over a
hundred times the fame things, and yet to diver-
fify the fubj eft every moment. He took notice
offny looks, caftdown, andaffrighted, inconfe-
quence of my remorfe ^ and if hedid not conftrue
them intothofe of my guilt, he did into looks of
my love j but, to (hame me the more, he abufed
the objeft of it in terms fo odious and contempt-
ible, that| IB fpite of all my endeavours, I could
not let him proceed without interruption. I
know^ot whence, my dear, I h^ fo much cou-
xage
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rage, or how I came fo far to trefpafs the bounds
of modefty and duty : but, if I ventured to breafc
for a moment that refpeSful filence they dic-
tate,! fuffered forit, asyou will fee, veryfeverely.
** For heaven's fake, my dear father (faid I) be
pacified: never could your daughter be in danger
from a man defe4*ving fuch abufe." I had feared
fpoken, when, as if he had felt himfelf reproved
by what I faid, or that his paffion wanted only a
pretext for extremities, he flew upon your poor
friend, and for the firft time in my life, 1 received
from him a box on the ear : nor was this ali^
but, giving himfelf up entirely to his paflion,
be proceeded to beat me without mercy, not-
withftanding my mother threw herfelf in be-,
tween us, to fcreen me from his blows, and
received many of thofe which were intended for
me. At length, in running back to avoid them,
my foot flipped, and I fell down with my face
againft the foot of a table.
Here ended the triumph of paffion, and begajx
that of nature. My fall, the fight, of my blood,
my tears, and thofe of my mother greatly af-
feiSled him. He raifed me up, with an air of
afflidion and follicitude ; and having placed me
in a chair, they both eagerly enquired where L
was hurt. I had received only a flghtbruife oa
my forehead, and bled'only at the nofe. I faw,
neverthelefs, by the alteration in the air and
voice of my father, that he was difpleafed at
what he had done. He was not, however, im-
mediately reconciled to me^ paternal authority
did
37t B L O I 8 A.
^id' iMt permit fo abrupt a tluui^; biith« apa«
logisod with HMUiy tender excufes to my mo^
ther } and I faw plainly, by the looks he caft oft
me) to whom half of his apologies were xiidt«>
re&\f addrefled. Surely, my dear, there is no
confttfionfoaffefiingasthat of a tender father,
«^o thiidcsbimielf to blame in histreataxentof a
Child.
Supper being ready, it was ordered to be put
back, that I might have time to compoTe my-
felf; and my father, unwilling the fervants
ihould fee any thing of my difDrder, went
himfelf for a glafs of water ; while my mother
was batfaing^ the contufion on tny foreheads
Ah I my|dear, how I pitied her! already in
a very ill smd hmguifliing ftate of health,
bow gladly wouU fiie have been excufed from
being witnefs lo fuch a fcene! How little
leis did file ftand in need of affiftance than 1 1
At fupper, my father did not fpeak to me,
but I could fee his iilence was the effe6lt>f &ame,
and notof difdain: he pretended to find every
thing extremely good, in order to bid my mo-
ther help me to it| and, what touchedme the
moft fenfibly was, that he took all occaftons to
call me his daughter, and not Eloifa^ as is cu«
ftomary with him«
After fupper, the evening was fo cold that
my mother ordersd a fire in her chamber :
fbe placing herfelf on one fide, and my ^
thef on the other, I went to take a chair, to fit
down in the middle^ whexi, laying hold of my
gown
E L O I f A. ^Tf
gown^ and drawing me gently toluniy keflated
tne on his icnce, without Cp^Akig « wcNrd%
This was done isunediAtely, And bf a fort of
involuntary impulfe, that he feedied lo be ahnoft
fbrry for it a moment after^aids* But I Was
OB his knee, and he could not well pmfli me ftom.
him again, and what added to his apparent CM-
defcenfion, be was obliged to fu^ort tat With
his arms in tfaaC attitode. AU this pa&d in a
kindofivludantfUence} but I pettieived him,
every now and tbeni wUf to give me an invo«
kifttary embrace, mlAtHk however he refiAtd, at
the fame time oodea^uriiig to ftifle a fig(i|
which canvelkvftt^he bottom of his heatt* A
certain falfe fliame prtfviensed his (Hiternal arms
&tmi clafpmg me with that tendernefs he too
plainly fiek : a certain gravity^ he w«ts aftamed
to depart Irraei, a ooofaiion be dttift iiot orer-
come, occaffoned between a father and fats daugh-
ter At &me charming embarraffinent) as love
and modefty catiA; between lovers $ in the mean
while, a fiioft afiedionate mother, transited
with (kafiire, fecivdy eftjo;^^ the delightful
fight. IfawtIfeltitali,andoookliioloiigerfup-*
port afceneof fitch mehing tendemefv. I pre<«
tended to flip downi aml^ to (tn myfelf, threw
my arm round my ibsther^s vieck, laying my face
tUnk to his venerabje ci^dt^ which I prelfed
with ^peated ki&s^ and bathed with mylars.
At the fame time, by thofe which flowed pknti*
fuUy fvota his eyes, I coidd perceive him great"
}y reiievod i while my HK^ier embraced us bodi,
and
2fe E L 'O 1 S A,
and pirtook of our trahfports. How (weef,
how peacefful is innocence! which alone waS
wanting to make this the moft delightful mof^
mentof my life !
This morning, laffitude, and the pciin I felt
fron^my, fiaU,- Having keptmein bed later than
ufual, my father came into my chamber before
1 was up ^ when afking kindly after my health,
he fat down by the fide of my bed ; and taking
one of my hands into his, he condefcended fo
faras to kifs it fevcral times, calling me at the
fame time his dear daughter, and expreffing his
forrow for his refentment. I told him, I fhould
think myfelf but too happy to^»faffer as 'much
every day, to have the pleafure he then gave me
in return ; and that the fevereft tieatment I could
receive from him would be fully recompenfed
by the fmalleft inftance of his kindnefs.
^ Then, putting on a more ferious air, he re-
^un)ed the fubjeft of yefterday, and fignified his
pleafure in civil but pofitive terms. ** You know
(fays he) the hufband I defign for you: I in-
timated to you my intentions concerning him on
my arrival, and (hall never change them, on that
bead. As to the man whom Lord B fpoke of,
though I fliall not difpute the merit every body
allows him, I know not whether he has of him-
felf conceived the ridiculous hopes of being allied
to nie, or if it has been inftilled into him by
others; but, be affured, that, had I even no
other perfon in view, and he was in pofleffion of
all the guineas in England, I would never ac-
cept
E L O I S A; zli
cept him for my fon-in-law. I forbid you,
therefore, either to fee or fpeak to him as long as
you live, and that as well for the fake of his ho-
nour as your own. I never indeed felt any great
regard for him^ but now I mortally hate him, for
the outrages he has been the occafion of my com-
mitting,. and fhall never forgive him the violence
I have been guilty of/*
Having faid this, he rofe and left me, without
waiting for my anfwer, and with the fame air of
feverity which he had juft reproached himfelf for ,
^ffuming before. Ah ! my dear coufin, what an
infernal monfter is prejudice j that depraves the
heft of hearts, and puts the voice of nature every
moment to filence!
Thus ended the explanation you predicted,
,and of which I could not comprehend the rea-
fon till your letter informed me. I cannot well
tell what revolution it has occafioned in my
mind ; but I find myfelf ever fince greatly al-
tered. I fecm to look back with more regret
to that happy time, when I lived content and
tranquil with my family friends around me : and
that the fenfe of my errour increafes with that
of the bleffings of which it has deprived me.
Tell me, myfevere monitor, tell me, if you dare
be fo cruel, are the joyful hours of love all gone
and fled ? And will they never more return i
Do you perceive, alas ! how gloomy and hor-
rible is that fad apprehenfion ? And yet, my
father's commands are pofitive ; the danger of
my lover is certain. Think, my dear Clara,
©n
aia E L O I S A.
<m the ftfiilt of fuch oppofite ttiotioiw, dtfti^Of-
ing the tIftAs of cath other in ttijrfceai-t. A
kiad of ftupWity has titken poffeffion of me,
^ich lOftkts 1M Itlfftoft infeftfibk^ And leaves
me neither th^ uf« of n^y pa^ni n(» my rea^
ftm. The pfeleftt moment, you tell me, is
critical — f know, 1 feel it is: and yet I was
never more incapable to condtid myfelf than
n6w. I have lit down more than twenty times
to write to my lover ! but 1 am i^ady to fink at
every line. 1 have no refource, my dear
friend, but in you. Let me prevail on you then
to think, to rpeak, to ad for me. I put my-
felf into your hunds: whatever ftep you think
proper to take, 1 hereby confirm beforehand
every thing you do; t commit to your friend-
Jhip that fad authority over a lover which 1 have
bought fo dear. Divide me for ever from my-
felf. KiH me, if I muft die ; but do not forcfe
me to plunge the dagger in my own breaft. O,
my good angd ! my proteftreft ! what an em-
ployment do 1 engage you In I Can you have
the courage to go through it ? Can you find
means to foften its^feverity i It is not my heart
rione you will rend to pictres. You know,
Clara, yes, you know, how fmcerely I am be-
loved ; that 1 have not even the confolation of
being the moft to be pitied* Let my heart, I
befeech you, fpcak from your lips, and let your*$
fympathife with the tender compaffion of love^
Comfort the poor unfortunate youth, tell b4m^
ah! tell him again and again*^0 you «0t think
fo.
B L O 1 S A. i8}
fo, my dear friend ? do you not think - that, in
fpiteof prepoffcffions and prejudice, infpiteof
all obfiacles and croiTes, Heaven has made us
for each other ? Yes, tell him fo— I am fure
of it— *-we are deftin«d to be happy. It is im-
poffible for me to loft fight of that profpe6l :
it is impoffible for me to give up that delightful
hope. Tellhim, therefore, not to be too much
affli^ed ; not to give way to defpair. You need
not trouble yourfelf to exȣt a promile of eter*
naliove and fidelity; and ftill tefs to make hiai
a ntedkfs promife of mine. Is not the aiTur-
ance of both firmly rooted in our hearts ? Do
we not feel that we arc indivifibk, an4, that w«
have but one mind between ut i Tell him only
to iMipe^ mkI that though fottune perfecuces us,
h^ may plaoe his confidence in love ; which I
ftn certain^ my doar coufin^ Will in fome way or
other tompen&te for the evils itmakel us fuffer 9^
as I ^tn that, however heaven may difpofe of as,
i^e (hail not live long from each other*
P. 5. After I bad \ffihttn the above, I went
into my mother's apartiinent, but found myfelf
fo ill that I was obliged to return, and lie down
on the bed. I even perceived— -*-al as! I am
afraid*— —indeed, my dear, I am a&raid the
fall I had laft night will be of mu<^ worfe
confequence than I imagined. If fo, all is
over with me ! all my hopes are vaniihed at
•nee!
LETTER
z%4 E L O I » A.
LETTER LXIV.
CLARA TO MR.ORBE.
MY father hath this morning related to me
the convcrfation he had yefterday with
you. I perceive with pleafure that your expec-
tations of what you are pleafed to call your hap-
pinefs are not without foundation : you know,
I hope, that it will prove mine too. EAeem and
:friendfhip are already in your poffeffion, and all
of that more tender fentiment of -which my heart
• is capable is alfo your's. Yet, be not deceived 5 as
a woman, I am a kind of monfter; by whatfo-
ever ftrange whim of nature it happens I know
not, but this I know, that my friendfliip is
-more powerful than my love. When I tell you
that my Eloifa is dearer to me than yourfelf, you
only laugh at me; and yet nothing can be more
certain. Eloifa is fo fenfible of this, that (he
is more j.ealous for you than you are for yourfelf.
And whilft you are contented, fhe is upbraiding
me, that I do nor love you fafficiently. I am
even fo ftrongly interefted in every thing which
concerns her, that her loverandyou hold nearly
the fame place in my heart, though irt a different
manner. What I feel for him is friendfhip
only; but it is violent: for you, I think, I per-
ceive fomething of a certain paflion called love;
but then it is tranquil. Now^ though this might
appear fufficiently eq^uivocal to difturb the repofe
of
fi. t I § A.' %ti
^ a jealous mind, I do not believe it will caufe
much uneafinefs to you.
How far, alas! are thefe two poor fouls from
that tranquillity which we prefume -to enjoy!"
and how ill does this contentment became ais^
whilft our friends arfe in dcfpair! Jt. is decreed
they muft part^ aod perhaps, this may be the:
very inftant of their eternal fcparation. Who
knows but their mutual dejedlion, with whichf
we reproached them at the concert, might be a-
foreboding that it was the laft time they fhould
ever meetf To this hour your friend is ig-
norant of his deftiny. In the fecurity of his heart
he ft ill enjoys the felicity of which he is already
deprived* In the very inftant of defpair he taftes^
in id^, ihq fhadow of happinefs ; and like one
who is on the brink of fudden death, the poor^
wretch dreams of exiftence, unapprehenfive of
his fate. O heavens ! it is from me he is to
receive the fad fentence. O friendfliip divine!
the idol of my foul ! arm me, I befeech thee,
with thy fecret cruelty. Infpire me with bar-
barous refolution, and enable me to perform this
fed duty with becoming magnanimity !
I depend on your affiftance, and I fhould
expeft it even if you loved me lefs; for I know
your tender heart ; it will have no need of the
zeal of love when humanity pleads. You will
engage our friend to come to me- to-morrow
morning; but be fure not to mention a fyllable.
of the affair. To day I muft not be interrupted*
I iball pafs the afternopn with Eloifa* Endea-
vour
2t6 B L O I S A.
voMif to fiod Lord B-'^-****^ and bring bim witb -
you about eight o'clock thi9 evening, diat we
t»Ay cfllsifi to fone determination concerning
tbe d^ortureof tbis unhappy man, and endea^
vottf to prevent bis defpair.
I have great confidionce in his reMution, adcbd
to our precautions, and I have ftil) greater de-
pendence on bis paffion for Eloifa : her wit), tho
dangiar of her life and honour, are motives wbich
he cannot rcfift. Be it aa it will, you may b«
afiured that I fliall i»e dream of marriage till
Eloifa has reoovered ber peace of mind, i will
not ftain the matrimonial knot with die tears of
my friend. So that, if you really love me, youc
intereft will fiecond your generofity, and it be-
comes your own afair, rather than that of an-
otheir*
LETTER LXV.
qX^ARA TO ELOJSA.
ALL is over ! and, in fpite of her indiferetion^
my EloUa is in fafety. Her fecrers are
buried in filence» She is Aill loved and che-
riflied in the midft of her friends and reIations»
peJTeffing every one's efteem, and a reputation,
without blemifli. Confider, my friend, and trem-
ble for the dangeis which, through motives
of loveoribame, through fear of doing too little
Of too much, you have run. Learn hence, too
food Off too fearful girl^ never more to attempt
to
E L O I S A. 2(87
to rencoficile fentimcnts (o incompatible ; and
thank heavea^ that, through a hapfMiicf) pecu*
liar to fouHeif, you kave ef^capcd the evik that
direatened you.
1 would fpare your fbrrowing heart the parti*
cularsof your lover's cruel and neceflary depar-
ture. But you defired ta know them ; I pro*
miied you ihould, and will keep a»y word with
that fincerity which ever AibfiAed between us*
Read on then^ my dear and unhappy friend ;
read on^ but exert yourcourage> and maintain
your refolution.
The plan I had concerted, and of which
I advi fed you yefterday, was punduaHy followed
in every particular. On my return home, I
found Mr. Orbe and my Lord B— -i with
wholn I immediately began, by declaring to the
latter how much we were both affeAed by his
heroiek generofity • I then gave them urgent rea-
fons for the immediate departure of your friend^
and told them the dificulties I forefaw in bring-
ing it about. His lordihip was perfeAly fen-
fible that it was neceflary, and expreffed much
ferrow for the elFeds el his imprudent seat.
They both agreed it was proper to haflen the
feparation determined, and to lay hold of the firft
\mocnent of con(btt, to prevent any new irrefo-
lution ; and to (hatch him from the danger of de-
lay. I would have engaged Mr. Orbe to make
the aeceffiiry preparations, unknown to your
friend; but his lordihip, regarding this affair as
his owiH infifted on taking charge of it. He
accordingly
%m E L O I 8 A»
accordingly promifed rnc, that his chaife (hould
be ready at eleven o'clock this morning, adding
that he would carry him ofF under fome other
pretext, and accompany him as far as it might
be neceflary ; opening the matter to him at lei-
fure. This expedient, however, did not appear
to me fufficiently open and fincere, nor would I
confent to expofe him, at a diftance, to the firft
effefts of a defpair, which might more eafily
efcape the eyes of Lord B than mine*
For the fame reafon, I did not clofe with his lord-,
fhip's propofal of fpeaking himfelf to him, and
prevailing on him tp depart. I forefaw thatne-
gociation would be a delicate affair, and I was
unwilling to truft any body with it but myfelf |
knowing much better how to manage his fen-
fibility, and alfo that there is always a harfh-
nefs in the arguments of the men which a woman
beft knows how to foften, I conceived, never-
tbelefs, that my lord might be of ufe in prepar-
ing the way for an eclairciffement j being fen-
fible of the effefts which the difcourfe of a man
of fenfe might have over a virtuous mind; and
what force the perfuafions of a friend might give
to the arguments of a phijofopher.
I engaged Lord B- — :, therefore, to pafs
the evening with him, and without faying any
thing direftly of his lltuation, to endeavour to
difpofe his mind infenfibly to a ftoical refolu-
tion. " You, my lord, who are fo well ac-
quainted with EpiiStetus (fays I) have now aa
opportunity of making fome real ufe of him,
Diftinguifli
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Diffmguilh carefully between real and apparent
gdod, between that which depends on ourfelves
and what is dependent on others. Demonftrate
to hiin> that, whatever threatens us from with-
t>ut, the caufe of evil is within us ^ and that the
*wife man, -being always on his guard, has his
liappinefs ever in his own power." I underftood
by his lordfhip's anfwer that this ftroke of irony^
^ich could not ofFend him, ferved to excite
his zeal, and that he counted much on fending
his friend the next dzy well prepared. This, in-
deed, was the moft I expected ; for in reality, E
place no great dependenct, any more than your-
fclf, on all that verbofe philofophy. And yet
1 am perfuaded a virtuous man muft always feel
fome kind of fliame, in changing at night the
opinions he embraced in the morning, and in de-
fying in his heart the next day wliat his reafon
dilated for truth the preceding night.
Mr. Orbe was defirous of teing of their
party, and paffing the evening with them ;
but t6 this I objefted ; as his prefencc might
only difturb, or lay a reftraint on the con-
verfation. The intereft I have in him does not
prevent me from feeing he is not a match
for the other two. The mafculine turn of
thinking in men of ftrong minds gives a pecu-
liar idiom to their difcourfe, and makes them
converfe in a language to which Mr. Orbe is a
ftranger. In taking leave of them, I thought
of the' efFe£ls of his lordflxip's drinking punch ;
and, fearing he might, when in liquor, anti;-
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cipate my defign, I laughingly hinted ae much
to him: to which he anfwered, I might be
aiTured he would indulge himfelf in fuch habitis
only when it could be of no ill efeft;. bujt
that he was no fl^ve to cufiom -, that the inter*
view intended concerned Eloifa's honour^ thfi
fortune and perhaps the life of a man» and that
man his friend. ^* I (hall drink my punch (con*
tinuedhe) as ufual, left it fbould giv6 our cofi»
verfationan a^ir of referve and preparatioa;. but
that punch (hall be mere lemonade ; and^. as he
dripks nQne, he will not perceive it." — Don't you
think it, my dear, a great mortification^ to have
contraded habits that make fuch precautions as
thefe neccffary ?
I pafTed the night in great agitation of mind^
not altogether on your account. The innocent
pleafures of our early youth, the agreeablenefs
of our long intimacy, and^e clofer connexions
that have fubfitted between us for a year paft,
on account of the difficulty he met with in fee-
ing you— all this filled me with the moft dif^
agreeable apprehenfions of your feparation. I
perceived I was going to lofe, with the half of
you, a part of my own exiftence. Awake and
reftlefs, liay counting the .clock, and when the
morning dawned, I Ihuddered to think it was the
dawn qf that day which might fix the dcfliny
of my friend. I fpent the early part of the
morning in meditating on my intended difcourfe,
and in refleSing on the imp4;effions it might
make. At length the hour drew nigh, and my
expeded
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expe£bed lafitor entered. He appeared much
troubled, and haftily afked me after you : for he
had heard, the day after your fevere treatment
from your father, that you was ill, whtgh was
jrefterday confirmed by my Lord B— *, and that
you had kept your bed ever fince. To avoid
entering into particulars on this fubjefl?, I told
him I had left you better laft night, and" that he
would know more by the return of Hans, whom
I had fent to you. My precaution was to no
purpofe, he went on aflcing me a hundred que-
ftions, to wbi^h^ as they only tended to lead me
from my purpofe, I made fliort anfwcrs, and took
upon me to interrogate him in my turn.
I began, by endeavouring to found hisdifpo-
iition of mind, and found him grave, methodi-
cal, and reafonable. Thank heaven, faid I to
myfelf, my philofopher is well prepared. No*
thing remained, therefore, but to put him to the
tryal. It is anufual cuftom to open bad news
by degree^; but the knowledge I had of the
furious imagination of your friend, which at
half a word's fpeaking carries him often into the
moft paffionate extremes, determined me to take
a contrary method; as- I thought it better to
overwhelm him at once, and adminifter comfort
to h-im afterwards, than needlefsly to multiply
his griefs, and give him a thonfand pains inftcad of
one. Affu.ming, therefore, a more ferious tone,
and looking at him very attentively ; " Have you
ever experienced, my friend (faid I) what the
fortitude of a great mind is capable of ? Do you
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think it poifible for a man to renounce the ob^
jefl: he truely loves ?" I had fcarce fpokc, before
heftarted up like a madman j and, clafping his
hands together, flruck themagainft his forehead,
eying out, ** I underflandyou, Eloifa is dead ! my
Eloifais dead !" repeated he, in a tone of defpair
and horrour that made me tremble. " I fee through
your vaincircumfpedion, your ufelefs cautions,
that only render my tortures mpre lingering and
cruel." Frightened as I was by fo fudden a tran-
fport, I foon entered into the caufe : the new&
he had heard of your illnefs, the le&ure which
Jliord B— had read him, our appointed meet-
ing this morning, my evading his queftions, and
thofe I put to him, were all fo many collateral
circumftances combining to give him a falfe
alarm. I faw plainly alfo what ufe 1 might have
made of his miftake, by leaving him in it a few
minutes, but I could not be cruel enough to do
it. The thought of the death of the perfoa
one loves is fo fhocking, that any other what-
ever is comparatively agreeable ; I haftened ac*
cordinglytomaketheadv^antage of it. '* Perhaps^
(faid I) you will never fee her again,- yet fhe is
alive, and ftill loves you. If Eloifa were dead,
what could Clara have to fay ? Be thankful
to heaven that, unfortunate as you are, you do
not feel all thofe evils which might have over-
whelmed you.'' He was fo furprifed, foftruck,
fo bewildered, that, having made him fit down
again, I had leifure to acquaint him with what
it was necefTary for him to know. At the
fame
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E L O I S A. zgi
fimc time I reprefented the generous behaviour
of Lord B — — in the moft amiable lights
in order to. divert his grief, by exciting, in his
honeft mind, the gentler emotions of gratitude.
V You fee (continued I) theprefent ftate of af-
fairs Eloifa is on the brink of deftru^ion^
)uft ready to fee herfelf expofed ta publick
difgrace by the refentment of her family, by the
T ioJence of an enraged father, and her own de-
fpair. The danger increafes every moment^
and, whether in her own, or in the hand of
a father, the poinard is every inftant of her life
>vithin an inch of her heart. .There remains
but one way to prevent thefe misfortunes, and
that depends entirely on you. The fate of
Eloifa is in your hands. Try if you have the
fortitude to fave her from ruin, by leaving heri
fince £he is no longer permitted to fee you, or
whether you had rather ftay to be the authour
and witnefs of her difhonour ? After having done
every thing for you, fhe puts your heart to the
tryal, to fee what you can do for her. It is afto*
nifhing that fhe bears up under her diftrefles.
You are anxious for her life; know then that her
life, her honour, her all depends on you."
He heard me without interruption ; and no
fooner perfeflly comprehended me, than that
wild gefture, that furious look, that frightful air,
which he had put on juft before, immediately
difappeared. A gloomy veil of forrowand con-
fternation i{)read itfelf over his features, while
his mournful eyes and bewildered countenance
•^ N 3 betrayed
t94 E L O I S A.
betrayed the fadnefs of his heart. In this fi-
tuation he couM hardly open iiis lips to make
ir.c an anfwer. ** Muft I then go ? (faid he, in k
peculiar tone;) it is well — I will go. Have
i not lived longenough ?" — ** No (returned I) not
fo, you fhould ftill" live for her who loves you.
Have you forgot that her life is dependent on
your's?" — " Why then fhould our lives be fcpa-
rated? (cried hej) there was a time^ — It is not
yet too late — "
I afFedled not to under (land the laft words, and
was endeavouring to comfort him with fomd
hopes, which I could fee his heart rejefted,
-when Hans returned with the good news of your
health. In the joy he felt at this (he cried out)
** My Eloifa lives — let her live, and if poffible
be happy. I will never difturb her repofe — I will
only bid her adieu — and, if it muft be fo, will
leave her forever.*'
" You furely know (faid I) that you are
«ot permitted to fee bcr. You have already
bidden farewell, and are parted. Confider^
therefore, you will be more at eafe when you
are ait a greater diftance, and will have at leaft
the c6nfoJation to think you have Secured, by
your departure, the peace and reputation of her
you love. Fly, then, this hour, this mornent ;
nor let (o great a facrifice be made too ilow.
Hafte, left even your delay fliould catife the ruiu
of her to whofe fecurity you have devoted your-
lelf."— *^ What I (faid be in a kind of fury) (hall I
depart withput feeing \^x ? Not fee ber again !
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We will bofth perifli if it muft be fo. I know
flje will not think much to die with me. But I
will fee her, whatever may be the confequence;
I will lay both my heart and life at her feet, before
I am thus torn from myfelf."' — It was not diffi-
cult for me to fliow the abfurdity and cruelty
of fuch a projeft. But the exclamation of.
Shall I fee her no more I repeated in the tnoft
doleful accents, feemed to demand of me fome
tonfolation. *' Why (faid I to him) do you make
your misfortunes worfe than they really are ?
Why do you give up hopes which Eloifa herfelf
trtitertains ? Can you believe fhe would think
X>f thus parting with you, if (he conceived you
were not to meet again ? No, my friend, you
dught to know the heart of Eloifa better. You
dught to know how much fhe prefers her love
to her life. I fear, alasl too much 1 fear (this
I confefs I have added) fhe will ibon prefer it to
every thing. Believe me, Eloi-falives in hopes,
fince iQie confents to live: believe me, the cau-
tions which her prudence didtates regard your-
self more than you are aware of ^ and that fhe
is more careful of herfelf on your account than
her own.'' I then took out your laft letter; and,
fliowing him what were the hopes of a fond de-
luded girl, animated his, by the gentle warmth
of her tender expreilions. Thefe few lines
feemed to diflil a falutary balfam into his en-
venomed heart. His looks foftened, the tears
rofe into his eyes, and I had the fatisfaflion of
feeing a forrowful tendernefs fucceed by degrees
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396 E L O I S A.
to hfe for.Qier defpair ; but your laft words, fo
moving, fo heart- felt, we Jhall not live long^
. ajunder^ made him burft into a flood of tears.
** No, Eloifa, my dear Eloifa ! ( faid he, raifing his
voice, and kiffing the letter) no, we (hall not live
long afunder. Heaven v^^ill either join bur hands
in this world, or unite our hearts in thofe eter-
nal manfions where there is no more feparation,"
He was now in the temper of mind I wiflied
to have him; his former fullen forrow gave
me much uneafmefs. I (hould not have per-
mitted him to depart in that difpofition ; but,
as foon a^ I fa\Y him weep, and heard your en*
dearlng name come from his lips with fo much
tendernefs, I wa? no longer in apprehenfions for
his life; for nothing is lefs tender than defpair.
The foft emotions of his heart" now diflated,
an objeftion which I did not forefee. He fpoke
to me of the condition in which you lately fuf-
pe£led yourfelf to be j protefting he would rather
die a thoufand deaths than abandon you to thofe
perils that threatened you. I took care to fay
nothing about the accident of your fall ; telling
him only that your expeftations had been dif-
appointed, and tlfat there were no hopes of that
kind. To which he anfwered with a deep figh,
** There will remain then no living monumentof
my happinefs; it is gone, and'*— Here his heart
feemed too full forexpreffion.
After this, it remained only forme to execute
the latter part of your commifBon; and for
which I did not think, after theintimacy in ^hich
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you lived, that any preparation or apology was
neceflary. I mildly reproached him, therefore,
for the little care he had taken of his affairs;
tfcllinghim, that you feared it would be long be-
fore he would be more careful, and that in the
mean time you commanded him to take care o(
himfelf for your fake, and to that end to ac-
cept of that fmall prefent which I had to make
him from you^ He feemed neither offended at
the offer, nor to make a merit of the accept-
ance; telling me only, that you well knew no-
thing could come from you that he fhould not
receive with tranfport ; but that your precautioo.
was fuperfluous, a little houfe which he hai
fold at Grandfon, the remains of his fmall pa-t
trimony, having furniflied him with more money/
than he ever had, at any one time in his life. ** Be-
fides (added he) I poffefs fome talents, from,
which I can always draw a fubfiftence. I fhall.
be happy to find, in the exercife of them,, fome,
-diverfion from my misfortunes; and, fince L
have feen the ufe to which Eloifa puts her fu-
perfluities, I regard it as a treafure facredto the;
widow and the orphan, whom humanity will»
never permit me toneglefl." I reminded him ofi
his former journey to the Valais, your letter^,
and 'the precifenefs of your orders. ** The fame
reafons (faid I) now fubfift"— « The fame ! (in*
terrupted-he) in an angry tone. The penalty
©f my refufal then, was* never to fee her more;;
if ftie will permit me now to ftay, T will ufe it.
«n thofe conditions. If I obey, why does (he,
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29* E L O I S A.
punifli me ? If I do not, what can flie do worfe
than punifli mc? The fame reafons! ( re-
peated he^with feme impatience.) Our union then
was juft commenced ^ it is now at an end, and 1
part from her perhaps for ever ; thiere is . no
longer any connexion between us, we are going
to be torn afundcr," He pronounced thefe laft
words with fuch an oppreffioil of hearty that I
trembled with the apprehenfions of his relapfing
into that difpofition of mind, out of which I
had taken fo much pains to extricate him. I af-
fcfted therefore an ai^ of gaiety, and told him,
with z fmile, that he was a child, and that I
would be his tutor, as he flood greatly in need
of one, ** I will take charge of this (faid I) and,
that we may difpofe of it properly in the bufi-
nefs we (hall engage in together, I infift upon
knowing particularly the ftate of your affairs." I
endeavoured thus to divert his mejancboly ideas
by that of a familiar correfpondence to be kept
up in his abfencej and he, whofe fimpli-
city only fought to by hold of every twig,,
as one may fay, that grew near to you, came
eafily into my defign; We accordingly fettled
the addrefsof our letters; and,' as the talking
about thefe regulations was agreeable to him, I
prolonged our difcourfe on this fubjeft till Mr.
Qrhe arrived ; who, on his cnterance, made a
fignal to me that every thing was ready. Your
friend, who eafily under flood what was meant,
then defired leave to write to you ; but I would
not permit him. I faw that an excefs of ten-
derntfs
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dernefs might overcome him, and that, after he
had got half way through his letter, we might
find it impoffible to prevail on him to depart.
** Delays (faid I) are dangerous; make hafte to
go i and, when you are arrived at the end of
your firft ftage, you may write more at your
eafe." In faying this, I madeafign to Mr. Orbe,
advanced towards him with a heavy heart, and
took leave. How he left me I know notf
my tears preventing my fight; my head began
alio to turn round, and it was high time my part:
was ended.
A moment afterwards, however, I hear<f
them go haftily down ftairs ; on which I went
to the ftair-head, to look after them. Therclfaw
your friend, in all his extravagance, throw him-
felf on his knees, in the middle of the ftairs, and
kifs the fteps ; while Mr.. Orbe had much to dp
to raife him from the cold ftones, which jhc
prefled with his lips, and to which he duhg
with his hands^ fighing moft bitterfy. For n^y
part, I retired, that I might not expofe myfelf
to the fervants.
Soon after, Mr.Orbe returned, and^ with tears
in his eyes, told me it was all oyer, and that
they were fet out. It feems the chaifc was ready
at his door, where Lord B > ■ - was watting foe
our friend, whom, when his lordihip faw,. he
ran ta meet him, and,, with, the moft cordial
expreflions of friend (hi pi, placed him in the
chaife, which drovje ofF with thei» liipe light-
ning.
N6 LETTER
300
E L O I S A,
LETTER LXVI.
TO ELOISA.
HOW often have I taken up, and flang
down my pen ! I hefitate in thefirft pe-
riod : I know not how, I know not where, to
begin. And yet it is to Eloifa I would write.
To what a fituation am I reduced f That time
is, alasf no more, when a thoufand pleafing ideas
crowded on my mind, and flowed inexhauftibly
from my pen, Thofe delightful momentrof
mwtual confidence^ and fweet efFufion of fouls,,
are gone and fled. We live no Ipnger for each
other — We are no more the fame perfons, and
I no longer know to whom I am writing. Will
you deign to receive, to read my letters?
Will you think them Sufficiently cautious and
referved ? Shall I preferve the ftile of our for-
mer intimacy? May I venture to fpeak of a
paflion extinguifhed or defpifed ? and am^I not
to make as diftant approaches to Eloifa, as oa
the firft day I prefumed to write ? Good hea-
vens ! how diflFerent are the tedious hours of my
prefent wretchednefi? from thofe happy, thofe de-
lightful days 1 have paffed ! I but begin to exift,
and am funk into nothing. The hopes of life that
warmed my heart are fled, and the gloomy pro-
fpefl: of death is all before me. Three revolv-
ing years have circumfcribed thehappinefs of my
«xiftcncc. Woul4 to God I had ended them, ere
I had
E I; O f S A.
Ihadknown the mifery of thus (Iirvlving my-
felf ! Oh! that Ihad obeyed the foreboding dic-
tates of my heart, when once thofe rapid mo-
ments pf delight were pafied, and life prefentedit
nothing to my view for which- I could wifli to*
live ! Better, doubtlefs,. had it been that I had
breathed no longer, or that thofe three yeara
pf life -and love I enjoyed could be extrafted
from the number of my days. Happier is it
never to tafte of felicity thaato have it fnatched
fromoutfve^joymei^t. Had I been, exempted
from that fatal interval of happinefs j. had L ef-
caped the firft enchanting, look that animated
me to a new life, I might ftHl have preferved
myreafon, have ftill been fit to difcharge the
common offices of life, and have difplayed per-^
baps fome virtues in the duration of an infipid
exiftence,^ One moment of dehifion hathchangi^
jgd the fcene,- I have ventured, to contemplate
with rapture an ob^e£^ on ^hich I fhould^ not
have dared to look. Th is prefumption has pror
duced its neceflary cfe£t, and led me infenfibly
to ruin -^ I ambecomea frantick,.deKiious wretch^,
a ferviledifpirited being, that drags along his
xhain in ignominy and <Iefpair«.
How idle are the dreams of a diflra^ed mind'!
How flattering,, how deceitful the wifhes of the
wandering heart, that difclaims them asfoonas
iiiggeftedl Tawhatenddq we feek, againft
real evils, imaginary remedies, .that are no fooner
thought of than rejeded ? Who, that hath feen
and felt the power of love^ can think it poffiblp
there
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there fliould he a happinefs which I woUld pur-
chafe at the price of the fupreme felicity of my
firft tranfports? No, itisimpolBble — Let heaven
deny me all otherbleffings ; let me be wretchcitf,
but I will indulge iriyfelf in the rememberance
of pl^afures paft. Better is it to enjoy the re-
collciStion of my palthappinefs, though embitter*
cd,with prefent forrow, than to be forever happy
without Eloifa. Come then, dear image of my
love, thou idol of my foul ! come, and take pof-
fef&0n of a heart'that beats^ only fctt' thiee j live
in exile, alleviate my forrows, re-kindle my ex-
tinguifhed hopes, and prevent me from falling
into defpair. This unfortunate breaftihail ever
be thy inviolable fandluary, whence neither the
powers of heaven or earth (hall ever expel thee.
If I am loft to happinefs, I am not to love,
which renders me worthy '6f it— aiore irrcfift-
able as the charms that gave it birth. Haifed on
the immoveable foundations of merit and virtue^
it can never ceafe to exift in a mind that is im-
mortal : it needs no future hope for its fupport^
the rememberance of what is paft will fuftainjt
for ever.
But, how is it with my Elolfii? With het
who was once fo fenfible of love? Can that
iacred flame be extinguifhed inher pure and fuf-
ceptible breaft ? Can fhe have loft her tafte
lor tfeofe celeftial raptures, which fhe alone
could feel or i«fpire ? — She drives me from het
prefence without pity, banifhes me with fliame,.
^iv€8 me up to defjpair^ and fees not, through the
criour
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erroar which mifleads her, that in making me
miferable, fhe robs herfelf of bappinefs. Be-
lieve me, my Eloifa, you will in v^n feek ano-
ther heart a-kin to your's. A thotifand will
dottbtlefs adore you, but mine only is capable
of returning your love.
Tell me, tell me fincerely, thou deceived or
deceiving girl, what is become of thofe pro-
jeSs we formed together in fecret ? Where are
fled thofe vain hopes, with which you fo oftea
flattered my credulous fimplicity i What fay
you now to thaj^i^crcd union my heart panted
after, the fecret iraufe of fo many ardent fighs^
and with which your lips and your pen have (o-
often indulged my hopes j I prefumed^ alasi
©n your promifes, to afpire to the facred name
of hulband, and thought myfelf already the moft
fortunate of men. Say, cruel Eloifa, did you
not flatter me thus only to render my difappoint-
ment the more mortifying, my afiliftion the
more fevere? Have I incurred this misfortune
by my own fault ? Have I been wanting in
obedience, in traflability^ in difcretion ? Have
you ever feen me fo weak and abfurd in my de-
jBres, as to deferve to be thus rejeAed ? or have
I ever preferred their gratification to your ab-
folute commands ? I have done^ I have ftudied,
every thing to pleafe you, and yet you renounce
me. You undertook to make me happy, and
you make me miferable. Ungrateful woman t
account with me for tbe truft I d^pofited in your
hands J account with me for my heart, after
Slaving
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Bavihg feduced itby afupreme felicity that raifed'
me to an equality with angels. I envied not
their lot ; I was the happi^ft of beings;, though
now, alas! I am the moft miferable ! A fingle
moment has deprived me of every thing, and
I am fallen inftantaneoufly from the pinnacle of
bappinefsto theloweft gulf ofmifery. I touch
even yet the felicity that efcapes me ; I haveftiH
hold ofit,-and.lofe it for ever. Ah»
could 1 but believe!— —if the remains of falfe
hope did not flatter^ Why, why, ye rocks o£
Meillerie, whofe precipices my wandei-ing eye
{6 often meafured, why did you not affift my^
defpair ! I had then lefs regretted life, ere cnjoy.<^
ment had taught me its value..
LETTER LXVIL
LORD B-
TO CLARA.
BEING arrivedat Bcfan^on, I take the firlt
opportunity to write to you the particulars of
our jtoumeyj which,, if not paffed very agree-,
ably, has at leaft b^en attended with no ill ac-^
eident. Your friend* is as well in health as
canbe-expe6ted for a man fo fick at heart. He
even endeavours to. affefl outwardly a kind of
tranquillity, to which his heart is aftranger ; an^
being afliamat of his weaknefs, lays himfelf
under a good deal of reftraint before me. This
i^nly ferved, however, to betray the fecret agi-
tations of bis mind 3 and though I feemed to
be
E L O I 8 A. 3C5
be deceived by his behaviour, it was only to
leave him to his own thoughts, with the view
of oppoitng one part of his faculties to reprefs
the efFeft of the other.
He was much dejected during the firft day*!5
journey, which I made a fhort one, as I faw
the expedition of our travelling increafed his
«neafinefs. A profound filence was obferved on
both fides j on my part, the rather, as I am fen-
fible that ill-timed condolance only embitter^
violent affliction. Coldnefs and indifference eafily
find words, but filent forrow is in thofe cafes the
language of true friendfhip. I began yefterday
to perceive thefirft fparks of the fury which na-
turally fucceeded. At dinner-time we had been
fcarce a quarter of an hour out of the chaife^
before he turned to me, with an air of impa-^
tience, and afked me, with an ill-natured fmile^
** Why we refted a monient fo near Eloifa ?'*" In.
the evening he afFedted to be very talkative^ but
without faying a word of her, alking the fame
queftions over and over again* He wanted one
moment to know if we had reached- the French
territories, and the next if we fliould foon arrive
at Vjevai. The fir ft thing he did at every flage
was to fit down ta write ^ letter, which he
rumpled up, or tore to pieces, the moment after-
wards. 1 picked up. two or three of thefe blotted
fragments, by wJuch you. may judge of the
fituation of his mind. I believe, however, he^
has by this time written a complete letter. -
The extravagance which thefe firft fymptoms of
paffion^
3o5 E L O I S A.
pafEon threaten iseafily forefeen j hxtt I camiot
pretend to guefs what will be its effeft, or how
long may be its continuance; thefe depend on a
combination of circumftances, as the charafter
of the man, thedegree and nature of his paflion,
and of a thoufand things which no human faga-
city can determine. For my part, I can anfwer
for the tranfports of his rage, but not for the
fullennefs of his defpair ? for, do as we will,
€very man has always his life in his own power.
I flatter myfelf, however, that he will pay a due
regard to his life and my affiduities; though I
depend lefs on the effefts of my zeal, which ne-
verthelefs fhall be exerted to the utmoft, than on
the nature of his paffion, and the character of his
miflrefs. The mind cannot long employ itfelf
in contemplating a beloved o&jed, without c<>n-
tradiing a difpofitioii fimilar to what it admires.
The extreme fweetncft of Eloifa's temper <nuft,
therefore, have foftened the har&nefs of thai
paflion it infpired : and I doubt not but love, in a
man of fuch lively paffions, is always more aftive
and violent than it would be in others. 1 have
fome dependence alfo upon his heart : it was
formed to ftruggle and to conquer. A love like
his is not fo much a weaknefs, as ftrength badly
exerted. A violent and unhappy pafTion may
fmother for a time, perhaps for ever, fome of his
faculties; but it is itfelf aproof of their excel-
lence, and of the ufe that may be made of them
to cultivate his underftanding. The fublimeft
wifdom is attained by the fame vigour of mind
which
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which gives rife to the violent paffioas ;. and phi-
lofophy muft be attained by as fervent a zeal as
that which we feel for a miftrefs.
Be affured, lovely Clara^ I intereft myfelf no
lefs than you in the f^te of this unfortunate
couple; not out of a fentiment of compaffion,
which might perhaps be only a weaknefs, but
out of a due regard to juftice and the fitnefs of
things, which require that every one (hould be
difpofed of in a manner the mod; advantageous
to hirafelf and to fociety. Their amiable minds
were doubtlefs formed by the hand of nature
for each other. In a peaceful and happy union,
at liberty to exert their talents, and difplay their
virtues, they might have enlightened the world
with the fplendour of their example. Why (hould
an abfurd prejudice then crofs the eternal direc-
tions of nature, and fubvert the harmony of
thinking Beings? WHy {hould the vanity of a
cruel father thus hide thetf light under a huJheU
and wound thofe tender and benevolent hearts,
which were formed to footh the pangs of others ?
Are not the ties of marriage the moft free, as
as well as the moft facred of all engagements?
Yes, every law to lay a confiraint on them is
unjuft. Every father who prefumes to form
or break them is a tyrant. This chafte and holy
tie of nature is neither fubjedled to fovereign
power nor parental authority ; but to the au-
thority only of that common parent who hath
the power over our hearts, and, by commanding
theif
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their union, can at the fame time malcc tfitm
Ibve each other^
To what end are natural conveniencies fa-
crificed to thofe of opinion ? A difagreement ia
rank and fortune lofes itfelf in marriage, jjor
doth an equah'ty therein tend to make the mar-
riage ftate happy J but a difagreement in perfon
and difpofition ever remains,, and is that which
makes it necelTarily miferable*. A chilcf, that
has no rule of conduft but her fond paffionj^
will frequently make a bad choice, but the fa-
ther, whahas no other rule for his than the opinioa
of the world, will* make a worfe. A daughter
may want knowledge and' experience to form a
proper judgement of the difcretion and condu<3i
of men ; a good father ought doubtlefs in that
cafe to advife her. He has a right, it is even his
duty to fay, ** My child, this is a man of pro-
bity, or that man is aknave j.this is a man of fenfe^
or
'^ In Come countriies, agreement in rank and fortune U
held fo far preferable to that of nature and the heart, that
an inequality in the former is judged fufficient to preventer
diflblve tbemo(b happy marriages, without* any regard jto
the- honour of the unfortunate lovers, who are daily made-
afacrifice to fuch odious pi^judices. I heard, once a cele*
brated caufe pleaded before the Parliament at Paris>.
wherein the diftin6tion of rank publickly and infolently
oppofed honefty, juftice, and the conjugal vow ; the un-
worthy parent, who gained- his cauie, difinheritmg his
fon, becaufe be refufed.to a& the parx.of a villain. Ths
fair fex are, in that polite country, fubjeQed in the-
greatefl: degree to the tyranny of the laws. Is it to be^
wondered at that they fo amply avenge themfclves in.the.
iooftnchof their man ners ?
E LOIS A. 309
«r that is a fool." Thus far ought the father to
Judge, the reft of right belongs to the daughter.
The tyrants, who exclaim that fuch maxims
tend to difturb the good order of fociety, are
thofe who, themfelves, difturb it moft.
Let men fank according to their merit; and
letthofe hearts be united that are obje&s of each
other^s choice. This is what the good order of
fociety requires; thofe who would confine it to
tirth or riches are the real difturbers of that
order ; and ought to be rendered odious to the
publick, or punifhed as enemies to fociety.
Jufiice requires that fuch'abufes fhould be re«
drellbd : it is the duty of every man to fet him-
felf in oppofitioh ta violence, and to ftrengtheh
the bonds of fociety. You maybe aflured, there*
fore, that, if it be poffible for me to efFe^i the
union of thefe two lovers, in fpite of an obfti-
nate father, I (hall put in execution the intention
of heaven, without troubling myfelf about the
approbation of men.
You, amiable Clara, are happy in having a
father, who doth xibt prefume to judge better
than yourfelf of the means of your own happi-
nefs. It is not, however, from his greater faga-
city, perhaps, nor from his fuperiour tendernefs,
that he leaves you thus miftrefs of your own
choice : but what fignifies the caufe if the efFe^
be the fame? or whether, in the liberty he al-
lows you, his indolence fupplies the place of his
reafon? Far from abufing that liberty, tKe
choice you have made, at twenty years of age,
muft
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muft meet with the approbation of the moft dif-
crete parent. Your heart, taken up by a friend*
ihip without example, had little room for love.
You have yet fubftituted in its place every thing
that can fupply the want of paffion ; and though
lefs a lover than a friend, if youfhouldnot happen
to prove the fondeft wife, you will be certainly
the moft virtuous^ that union, which prudence
dictated, will increafe with age, and end but
with life. The impulfe of the heart is more
blind, but it is more irrefiftable; and the way to
ruin, is to lay one's felf under the cruel neceiSty
of oppodng it. Happy are thofe whom love unites
as prudence didtates, who have no obftacles to
furmount, nor difficulties to encounter! Such
would be our friends, were it not for the unrea-
fonable prejudice of an obftinate father. And
fuch, notwithftanding, may they be yet, if one
of them be well advifed. by your's and Eloifa's
example, we may be equally convinced that it
belongs only to the parties themfelves to judge
how far they will be reciprocally agreeable. If
love be not predominant, prudence only directs
the choice, as in your cafe; if paffion prevail,
nature has already determined it, as in Eloifa's.
So facred alfo is the law of nature, that no hu-
man being is permitted to tranfgrefs it, or can
tranfgrefs it with impunity ; nor can any con-
fideration of rank or fortune abrogate it, without
involving mankind in guilt and misfortune.
Though the winter be pretty far advanced,
and I am obliged to go to Rome, I fhall not
leave
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leave our friend till I haVe brought him to fuch
a confiftency of temper that I may fafely truft
him with himfelf. I fhall be tender of him, as
well on his own account, as becaufe you have
entrufted him to * my care. If I cannot make
him happy, I will endeavour, at leaft, to make
him prudent j and to prevail on him to bear the
evils of humanity like a man. I purpofe to fpend
a fortnight with him hei'e ; in which time I hope
to hear from you and Eloifa; and that you will
both affift me in binding up the wounds of a
broken heart, as yet imaffefted by the voice of
reafon, unlefs it fpeak in the language of the
paifions.
Enclofed is a letter for your friend. I beg you
will not truft it to a meffenger, but give it her
with your own hands.
FRAGMENTS
Annexed to the preceding Letter.
WHY was I not permitted to fee you be*
fore my departure? You were afraid
our parting would be fatal ! Tender Eloifa ! be
comforted — I am well— I am at eafe — I live — I
think of you— —I think of the time when I was
dear to you— —My heart is. a little oppreffed—
The chaife has made me giddy— -^-My fpirits
are quite funk — I cannot write much to-day ;
to-morrow, perhaps, I fhall be able to — or I
ihall have no more occafion ■ ■
Whither
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Whither do thefc horfes hurry me fo faft?
Where is this man, who calls himfelf my friend,
going to carry me? Is it from Eloifa? Is it
by her order that I am defpatched fo precipitately
away ? Miftaken Eloifa ! — How rapidly doe?
the chaife move ! Whence come I i Where
am I going? Why all this expedition? Are
ye afraid, ye perfecutors, that I (hould not fly
faft enough to ruin ? O friendfbip I O ipye|
is this your contrivance? are theie your fa*
vours ? —
Have you confulted your heart in driving me
from you fo fuddenly ? Arc you capable, tell
me Eloifa, are you capable of renouncing me
forever ? No, that tender heart ftill loves me, I
know it does In fpite of fortune, in fpite of
itfelf, it will love me for ever,— -I fee it, yoii
have permitted yourfelf to be perfuaded*— —
What lafting repentance are you preparing for
yourfelf !—— Alas ! it will be too late— —how !
forgot me ! I did not know your heart !
Oh ! confider yourfelf, conflder me, confider—
hear me : it is yet time enough — 'twas cruel to
banifb me : I fly from you fwifter than the wind,
fc— Say but the word, but one word, and I re-
turn quicker than lightening. Say but one
word, and we will be united for ever. We
ought to be — —We will be Alas ! 1 com-
plain to the winds*--- — I am going again ^I
ani
• Itlappcar? by the fcquel,tbat thefc fufpicionsfcll ujioia
Lord Br— *i and that Giara applies them to herfelf.
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am going to live and die far from Eloifa — —
Live ! did I fay i It is impoflible — —
LETTER LXVIIL
LORD B TO ELOISA.
YOUR coufin will give you information
concerning your friend. I imagine, alfo,
he has written to you h'lmfelf by the poft. Firft
fatisfy your impatience on that head, that yoa
may afterwards perufe this letter with compo-
fure; for I give you previous notice, the fub-
jeflof it demands your attention. I know man-
kind; I have lived a long lime in a few years,
and have acquired experience at my own coft;
the progrefs of the paflions having been my road
to philofophy. But of all theextraordinary things
that have come within the compafs of my ob-
fervation, I never fa w any thing equal to you
and your lover. It is not that cither the one or
the other has any peculiar charafleriftick, where-
by you might at firftbe known and diftinguiflicd,
and through the want of which your's might well
enough be miftaken, by a fuperficial obferver,
for minds of a common and ordinary caft. You
are eminently diftinguiftied, however, by this very
difficulty of diliinguifhing you, and In that the
features of a common model, fome one of which
is wanting in every Individual, are all equally
perfeft in you. Thus every printed copy that
comes from the prefs has its peculiar defedls,
which diftinguifli it from the reft of its kind ; and
Vol. I. O if
314 E L O I S A.
if there fhould happen to corae one quite perfe<3,
however beautiful it might appear at firil fight,
it muft be accurately examined to know its per-
feflion. The firft time I faw your lover, I was
ftruck as with fomething new j my good opinion
of him increafing daily, .in proportion as 1 found
caufe. With regard to yourfelf, it was quite
o'therwife ; and the fentiments you infpired were
fuch as I miftook for thofe of love. The im-
prefEon you made on me, however, did not
arife fo much from a. difference of fex, as from
a charadleriftical perfeilion, of which the heart
cannot be infenfible, though love were out of
the queftion. I can fee what you would be,
though, without your friend j but I cannot pre-
tend to fay what he would prove without you.
Many men may refemble him, but there is but
©ne Eloifa in the world. After doing you an
injury, which I fhall ;iever forgive myfelf, your
letter foon convinced me of the nature of my
fentiments concerning you. I found I was not
jealous, and confequently not in love. I faw
that you were too amiable for me j that you de-
ferved the firft-iruits of the heart, and that mine
was unworthy of you.
From that moment I took an intereft in your
mutual happinefs, which will never abate j and,
imagining it in my power to remove every ob-
ftacle to your blifs, I made an indifcrete appli-
cation to your father; the bad fuccefs of which
is one motive to animate my zeal in your
favour. Indulge me fo far as to hear me, and
perhaps
E L O £ S A. 315
|>erhaps I may yet repair the mifchief I have oc-
caftoned^ Examine your heart, Eloi fa, and fee
if it be poiEble for you to exti|igui{h the flame
with which it burns. There was .a time, per-
haps, when you would have flopped its progrefs;
but if Eloi fa fell from a ftate of innocence,
how will fhe refift after her fall? How will
flie be able to withftand the power of love
triumphing over her weaknefs, and armed with
the dangerous weapons of her pa^ pleafurcsf
Let not your heart impofe on itfelf; but re-
nounce the fallacious prefumption that feduces
you — you are undone, if you are (till to com-
bat with love: you will be debafed and van-
quiflied, while a fenfe of your debafement will
by degrees ftifle all your virtues. Love has in-
finuated itfelf too far into your mind, for you
ever to drive it thence. It has eaten its way^
has penetrated into its inmoft recefl'es, like u
corrofivemenftruum, whofe impreflions you will
never be able to efface, without deftroying at
the fame time all that virtuous fenfibility you
received from the hand of nature — root out love
from your mind, and you will have nothing left
in it truely eftimable. Incapable of changing
the condition of your heart, what then remains
foryou to do? Nqthing fure but to render your
union legitimate. To this end, I will propofc
to you the only method which now offers. Make
ufe of it while it is yet time, and add to inno-
cence and virtue the exercife of that good fenfc
with which heaven has endovved you.
O 2 I have
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I have a pretty confiderable eftate in York-
fhire, which has been long in our family, and
was the feat of my anceftors. The manfion-
houfe is old, but in gcoJ condition, and conve-
nient; the country about it is folitary, but plea-
fant and variegated. The river Oufe, which
runs through the park, prefents at once a charm-
ing profpedt to the view, and affords a commo-
dious tranfport for all kinds of neceflaries. The
income of the eftate is fufficient for the reputa-
ble maintenance of the mafter, and might be
doubled in its value, if under his immediate in-
fpcdlion. Hateful prepoffeffion, and blind pre-
judices harbour not in that delightful country ;
the peaceful inhabitant of which preferves the
ancient manners, whofe fimplicity prefents to
you a pifture of the Valois, fuch as is defcribcd
by the afFefting touches of your lover's pen.
Thiseftate, Eloifa, is your's, if you will deign to
accept it, and refide there with your friend.
There may you fee accomplifhed all thofe tender
wifties with which he concludes the letter I have
juft hinted at.
Come, amiable and faithful pair ! thcchoiceft
pattern of true lovers j come, and take poffeflion
of a fpot deftined for the afylum of Jove and
innocence. Come, and, in the face of God
and man, confirm the gentle ties by which you
are united. Come, and let your example do
honour to a country where your virtues will be
revered, and where the people, bred up in inno-
cence and fimplicity, will be proud to imitate
them.
E L O I S A. 517
them. May you enjoy in that peaceful retire-
ment, and with the fame fentiments that united
you, the happinefs of fouls truely refined ! may
your chafte embraces be crowned with offspring
refembling yourfelves ! may you fee your day*
lengfhenedto an honourable old age, and peace-
fully end them in the arms of your children!
and may our pofterity, in relating the ftory of
your union, affedingly repeat, ** Here was the
afylum of innocence^ this was the refuge of the two
lovcr^:'
Your deftiny, Eloifa, is in your own power.
Weigh maturely the propofal I make to you,
and examine Oiily the main point; for, as to-
the reft, I Ihall take upon myfelf to fettle every
thing with your friend, and make firm and ir-
revocable the engagement into which I am
willing to enter, I fhall take tharge alfo for
the fecurity of your departure, and the care
of your pcrfon till" your arrival There you
may be immediately married without difficul-
ty: for with us, a girl that is marriageable
has no need of any one's con fen t to difpofe of
herfelf as fhe pleafes*. Our laws contradifl:
not thofe of nature; and although there fome-
times refult from their agreement fome flight
inconveniencies, they are nothing compared
to thofe it prevents, I have left at Vevai
my valet-de-chambre, a man of probity and
O 3 courage,
♦ It is to be obfenred, that thefe letters were wiitten be-
fore the a£l of parliamenti calljKi the marriage a^, had
paired in Eivgland,
51* E L O I S A.
courage, as well as difcreet, and of approved
fidelity. You may cafily concert matters with
him, either by word of mouth, or by letter,
with the affiftance of Reggianino, without the
latter's knowing any thing of the affair. When
every thing is ready, we will fet out to meet
you, and you Ihall not quit your father's houfe
but under the conduft and protediion of your
hufband.
I now leave you to think of my propofal:
but give me leave to fay again, beware of the
confequences of prejudice, ^nd thofefalfe fcru-
ples, which too often, under the pretext of
honour, conduA us to vice. 1 forefee what will
happen to you if you rejeft my offers. The ty-
ranny of an obftinate father will plunge you into
an abyfs you will not be aware of till after your
fall. Yourgentlenefs of difpdfition degenerates
fometimes into timidity: you will fall a facri-
fice to the chimerical diftin^ion of rank*; you
will be forced into an engagement which your
heart will abhor. The world may approve yout
conduft, but your heart will daily give the lip to
publick opinion ; you will be honoured, and yet
contemptible in your own opinion. How much
better is it to pafs your life in obfcurity and
virtue !
P. S.^-'Being in doubt concerning your refolu-
tion, I write to you, unknown to your friend;
left
* Cbiifierical diftIn6Vion of rank ! It is an Englifli peer
tliat talks thu8. Can there be any reality in all this^
Reader, what think you of it ? " *
E L O I S A. 319
Tcft a refufal on your part ffaould ruin at once the
expectations I have formed of the good efFefts
my care and advice may have upon his mind.
LETTER LXIX^
ELOISA TO CLARA,
OH ! my dear, in what trouble did you
leave me laft night I and what a night did
I pafs in reflecting on the contents of that fatal
letter! No, never did fo powerful a temptation
aflail my heart; never did I experience the like
agitation of mind : nor was ever more at a lofs
to copipofe it. Hitherto, reafon has darted fome
ray of light to direCl my fteps; on every em-
barraffing occaflon, I have been able to difcern
the moft virtuous part, and immediately to em-
brace it. But now, debafed and overcome,, my
rcfolution does nothing but fluCiuate between
contending paffions : my Weak heart has now
no other choice than its foibles; and fo deplor-
able is myblindnefs that, if I evenchoofe for the
beft, my choice is not directed by virtue, and
therefore I feel no lefs remorfe than if I had
done ill. You know who my father defigns for
my hufband : you know, alio, to whom the in-
diflbluble bond of love has united me: v/ould
.1 be-virtuous, filial obedience and plighted vows
impofeon me contradi<Elory obligations. Shall
i follow the inclinations of my heart? .
Shall I pay a greater regard to -a lover
O 4 than
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than to a parent? In liflening to the voice of
cither love or nature, I cannot avoid driving the
one or the other to defpair. In facrificing my-
fclf to my duty, I muft either way be guilty of a
crime, and which cvrr party I take, I muft die
criminal and unhappy.
• Ah, my dear friend ! you, who have been my
conttant and only refourcc, who have faved me
io often from death and defpair, oh! think of my
prefent horribie flate of mind ; for never were
3 our kind offices of confolation more ncceffary.
•You know I have liftened to your advice, that
I have followed your counfel : you have feen
how far^ at the cxpcnfe of my happinefs, I have
paid a deference to the voice of fricndfbip.
Take pity on me, then, in the trouble you have
brought upon me. As you have begun, conti-
nue to affift me; fuftain my drooping fpirits,
and think for her who can no longer think for
hcrfelf. You can read this heart that loves you,
you know it better than I; learn then my diffi-
culties, and choofe in my ftead, fince I have
r.o longer the power to will, nor the reafon to
chcofe for myfelf.
Read over the letter of that generous Eng-
lifliman: read it, my dear, again and again.
Are you notafFedled by the charming picture he
has drawn of that happinefs which love, peace,
and virtue have yet in (lore for your friend?
Mow ravifhing that union of fouls I What in-
cxpreffible delight it affords, even in the midft of
remorfe. Heavens! how would my heart re-
joice
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joice in conjugal felicity! AndMs innocence
and happinefs yet in my power ! May I hope
to expire with love and joy, in the embraces of
a beloved hulband,amidft the dear pledges of his
tendernefs ! Shall I hefitate then a moment,
and not fly to repair my faults in the arms of
him who feduced me to commit them ? Why
do I delay to become a virtuous and chafte mo-
ther of an endearing family ? — Oh ! that my pa-
rents could but fee me thus raifed out of my
degeneracy! That they might but fee how well
I would acquit myfelf, in my turn, of thofe fa-
cred duties they have difcharged towards nje ! —
And your's! ungrateful, unnatural daughter
(might they not fay) who (hall difcharge your's
to them, when you are fo ready to forget them?
Is it by plunging a dagger into the heart of
your own mother, that you prepare to become
a mother yourfelf f Can fhe, who difhonours
her own family, teach her children to refpeil
their'&f Go, unworthy objedl of the blind fond-
nefs of your doting parents \ Abandon- them to
their grief for having given you birth; load
their old age with infamy, and bring their grey
hairs with forrow to the grave. Go, and
enjoy, if thou canft, a happinefs purchafed at
fuch a pr.ic^*
Good God! what ^ horrours furround me!
. (hall I fly by ftealth from my native country, dif-
honour my family, abandon at once father, mo-
ther, friends, relations, and even you, my^ear
Clara > you, my gentle friend, Jfowell beloved of
O 5 my
32a E L O I S A.
my heart : you, fwho from our earlieft infancy
have hardly ever been abfent from me a day—
fliall I leave you, lofe you, never fee you more i
— — vAh, no! May never— —How wretched,
how cruelly afflifted is your unhappy friend !
She fees before her a variety of tvils; and nothing
remains to yield her confolation. — But, my mind
wanders — fo many con Aids furpafs my ftrength,
and perplex my reafon : I lofe at once my forti-
tude and uhderftanding, I have no hope but in
you alone, Advife me— choofe for me— or leave
me to perifh in perplexity and defpair.
L E T T E R LXX.
>i ANSWER TO THE PRECEDING.
THERE is too juft caufe, my dear Eloifa,
for your perplexity : I forefaw, but could
not prevent it : I feel, but cannot remove it:
nay, what is ftill worfe in your unhappy fitu*
ation, there is no one that can extricate you but
yourfelf. Were prudence only required, friend-
fhip might poflibly relieve your agitated mind;
were it only neceffary to choofe the good from
the evil, miftaken pafSon might be over^ruled
by difinterefted advice. But in yourcftfe, what-'
ever fide you take, nature both authorifes and
condemns you; reafon, at the fame time, com-
mends and blames you ; duty is filcnt, or con-
tradifts itfelfj the confequences are equally to
be dreaded on one part or the other : in the mean
while.
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while,you can neither fafely choofenor remain un-
determined J you have nothing but evils to take
your choice of, ajid your heart is the only proper
judge which of them it can beft fupport. I
own, the importance of the deliberation fright-
ens, and extremely affli£ls me. Whatever de-
ftiny you prefer, it will be ftill unworthy of
you; and, as lean neither point out your duty,
nor conduft you to happinefs, I have not the cou-
rage to decide for you. This is the firft refufal
you ever met with from your friend ; and I feel,
by the pain it cofts me, that it will be the laft :
but 1 (hould betray your confidence, fhouldl take
upon me to diredl you in an affair, about which
prudence itfelf is filent ; and in which your beft
and only guide is your own inclination.
Blame me not wrongfully, Eloifa, nor con-
demn me too foon. I know there are friends fo
circumfpeft that, not to expofe themfelves to
. confequences , they refufe to give their advice on
difficult occafions, and by that referve but in-
creafethe danger of thofe they fhould ferve.Think
me not one of thofe ; you will fee prefently if
this heart, fincerely your's, is capable of fuch
timid precautions : permit me, therefore, inftead
of advifing you in your affairs, to mention a lit-
tle of my own.
Have you never obfervcd, my dear, how much
every one who knows you is attached to your
perfon ? — —That a fi^ther or mother fhould be
fond of an only daughter is not at all furprifmg;
that an amorous youth fhould be infl^.med by
O 6 ' a lovely
3H E L O I S A.
a lovely object is alfo as little extraordinary j
but that, at an age of fedatenefs and maturity,
a man of lb cold a difpofition as Mr. Wolmar
ihould be taken with you at firft fight j that a
whole family ftiould be unanimous to idolife
you ; that you fhould be as much the darling
of a man fo little afFeftionate as my father, and
perhaps more fo than any of his own childrrti ;
that friends, acquaintanee, domefticks, neigh-
bours, that the inhabitants of a whole town,
ihould unanimoufly join in admiring and refpeft-
ing you; this, my dear, is a concurrence of
circumftances more extraordinary; and which
could not have happened, did you not pofTefs
fomething peculiarly engaging. Do you know,
Eloifa, what this fomething is? It is neither
your beauty, your wit, your affability, nor
any thing that is underfiood by the talent of
pleafing : but it is that tendernefs of heart, that
fvveetnefs of difpofition, that has no equal;
it is the talent of loving others, my dear, that
makes you fo univerfally beloved. Every other
charm may be withftood, but benevolence is ir-
refiftable; and there is no method fo fure to ob-
tain the love of others, as that of having an af-
feflion for them. There are a thoufand wo-
men more beautiful; many are as agreeable;
but you alone poflefs, with all that is agreeable,
that fed ucing charni, which not only pleafes,but
affeiSs and raviflies every heart. It is eafily per-
ceived that your's re'quefts only to be accepted,
and the delightful fympathy it pants after flies
to reward it in turn.
You
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You fee, for injftance, with furprife, the in-
credible affeftion Lord B has for your
friend : you fee his zeal for your happinefs 5 you
receive with admiration his generous oiFers^
you attribute them to his virtue only. My dear
coufin, you are miftaken. God forbid I fliould
extenuate his Lordfliip's beneficence, or under-
value his greatnefs of foul ! but, believe me,
his zeal, difinterefted as it is, would be lefs fer-
vent, if under the fame circumftances he had to
do with different people. It is the irrefiftable
afcendant you and your friend have over him
that, without his perceiving it, determines his
refolution, and makes him do that out of affec-
tion, which he imagines proceeds only from mo-
tives of generofity. This is what always* will
be effeded by minds of a certain temper. They
transform, in a manner, every other into their
own likenefs 5 having a fphere of aftivity where-
in nothing can refill their power. It is impof-
fible to know without imitating them, while
from their own fublime elevation they attraft all
ihat are about them. It is for this reafon, my
dear, thatneither you nor your friend will per-
haps ever know mankind 5 for you will rather
fee them fuch as you model them, than fuch
as they are in themfelves. You will lead the
way for all thofe among whom you live ; others
-will either imitateor fly from you; and perhaps
you will meet with nothing in the world fimilar
to what you have hitherto feen.
Let
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Let us come now to myfelf ; to me whom the
tie of confanguinity, a fimilarity of age, and
above all, a perfeft conformity of tafte and hu-
mour, with a very cppofite temperament, have
united to you from your infancy.
Congiuvii erwi gV Mtrgbi,
Ma piu congiukti i cori \
Co nf or me ira V etate.
Ma *l penfier piu conforme*
By birth in perfon clofe allied.
Yet clofer Hill in mind!
Near in our years, yet in our thoughts
More intimately joinM^
What, think you, has been the eSeSt of that
captivating influence, which is felt by cvety
one that approaches you, on her who has beeti
intimate with you from her childhood? Can
you think there fubfifts between us but an
ordinary connexion ? Do not mine eyes com-
municate their fparkling joy in meeting your's ?
Do you not perceive in my heart the pleafure
of partaking your pains, and lamenting with
you? Can I forget that, in the firft tranfports
of a growing paffion, my friendfliip was never
difegreeable ; ajid that the complaints of your
lover could never prevail on you to fend me
from you, or prevent me from being a witnefs
to your weaknefs? This, my Ehoifa, was a
critical jundlure. I am fenfible how great a
facrifice you made to modefty, in making me
acquainted with an errour I happily efcaped.
Never
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l^ever (hould I have been your confident had I
been but half your friend — no, our fouls felt
themfelves too intimately united for any thing
ever to part them.
What is it that makes the friendfliip of wo-
men, I mean of thofe who are capable of
love, fo lukewarm and fliort-lived? It is the
interefls of love — it is the empire of beauty-
it is the jealoufy of conqueft. Now, if any
thing of that kind could have divided us, we
ihould have been already divided. But, were my
heart lefs infenfible to love, were I even ignorant
that your affeftions are fo deeply rooted a,s to end
but with life, your lover is my friend, my bro-
ther : who ever knew the ties of a fincere friend-
ihip broken by thofe of love ? As for Mr. Orbe,
he may be long enough proud of your good
opinion, before it will give me the Icafft unea-
finefs ; nor have I any ftronget inclination to
keep him by violence, than you have to take
him from me. Would to heaven I could cure
you of your paffion, at the cxpenfe of his I
Though I keep him with pleafure, I fhould with
greater pleafure refign him.
With regard to my perfon, I may make what
pretenfions I pleafe to beauty; you will not
fet yourfelf in competition with me ; for I am
fure it will never enter into your head to de-
fire to know which of us is the handfomeft. I
muft confefs, I have not been altogether fo
indifferent on this headj but knew how to
give place to your fupcriority, without the
leaft
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leaft momfication. Methinks I am. rather
proud than jealous of it; for as the charms
of your features are fuch as would not be-
come mine, they take nothing from me, whereas
I think myfelf handfome in your beauty, ami-
able in your graces, and adorned with your ta-
lents; thus, t pride myfelf in your perfections,
and admire myfelf the moft in you. I (hall liever-
choofe, however, to give pain on my own ac-
count; being fiifficiently handfome in myfelf
for any ufe 1 have for beauty. Any thing more
isneedlefs; and it requires not much humility
to yield the fuperiority to you.
You are doubtlefs impatient to know, to what
purpofe is all this preamble. It is to this-^I
cannot give you the advice you requeft. I have
given you my reafons forit; but, notwithftand-
ing thi^, the choice you fhall make for your felf
will at the fame time be that of your friend ;
for, whatever be your fortune, I am refolved
to accompany you, and partake of it. If you
go, I follow you. If you ftay, fo do I. I have
formed a determined and unalterable refoliition*
It'is my duty, nor (hall any thing prevent me.
My fatal indulgence to your paflion has beeii
your ruin : your deftiny ought, therefore, to be
mine; and, as we have been infeparable from
our cradles, we ought to be fo to the grave.—-*
I forefee you will think this an abfurd prbjcft;
itisr, however, at bottom, amoredifcreet one,
perhaps, than you may imagine: I have not the
fame motives for doubt and irrcfolutlon as you
have*
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h.ive. In the firft place, as to my family; if
1 leave an eafy father, I leave an indifferent one,
who permits his children todojuft as they pleafe,
more through negle<ft than indulgence : for you
know he interefts himfelf much more in the
affairs of Europe than his own, and that his
daughter is much lefs the obje<Sl of his concern
than the Pragmatick Sanftion. I am befidcs not
like you, an only child, and ihall be hardly
miffed among thofe that remain.
It is true, I leave a treaty of marriage juft on
the point of being brought to a conclufion.
Manco-^^maU^ my dear ; it is the affair of Mr.
Orbe, if he loves me, to confole himfelf for the
difappointment. For my part, although I ^^t^ta
his charadier, am not without affeftion for his
perfon, and regret in his lofs a very honeft man,
he is nothing to me in comparifon to Eloifa.
Tell me, is the Soul of any fex \ 1 really can-
not perceive it in mine. I may have my fancies,
but very little of love. A hufband might be ufe-
ful to me J but he would never be any thing to
me but a hulband j and that a girl who is not
ugly may find every where. But, take care, mjr
dear coufin, although /do nothefitate, I do not
fay that pu ought not; nor would I infinuate
that jou fhould refolve to do what / am refolved
to imitate. There is a wide difference between
you and me; and your duty is much feverer
thaft mine. You know that an unparelleled
affedlion for you poffeffes my heart, and almoft
flifles every other fentiment. From my infancy
1 have
33i> £ L O I S A.
I have been attached to you by an habitual
and iirefiftable impulfe ; fo that 1 perfedly love
no one elfej and if I have feme few ties of na-
ture and gratitude to break through, I Ihall be
encouraged to do it by your example. I fhall
faytomyfelf, I have but imitated Eloifa, and
&all think myfelf juftified#
BILLET.
ELOISA TO CLARA*
IUnderftand you, my dear Clara, and thank
you. For once, at leaft, I v^^ill do my
duty ^ and ihall not be totally unWoJCtby of your
friendihip.
Y
LETTER LXXI. --
BLOISA TO LORDB— •
OUR Iordfhip*s laft letter has affefted me
in the higheft degree with admiration and
gratitude; nor will my friend, who is honoured
with your protection, be lefs fo, when he knows
the obligations you would have conferred on us.
The unhappy, alas! only know the value of
benevolent minds. We had before but too
tnzny reafons to acknowledge that of your's,
whofe heroick virtue will never, be forgotten,
though after this it cannot furprife us.
How fortunate fliould I think myfelf to live
under the aufpices of fo generous a friend, and
to reap from your benevolence that happinefs
whicb
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which fortune has denied mt. But I fee, my
lord, I fee with defpair, your good defigns will
be fruftrated ! niy cruel deftiny will counteratSt
your friendfliip 5 and the delightful profpe<5t of ,
the bleffings you offer to my acceptance ferves
only to render their lofs more fcnfible. You
offer a fecure and agreeable retreat to two per-
fecuted lovers ; you would render their paffioa
legitimate, their union facred ; and I know that^
under your protection, I could eafily elude the
purfuits of my irritated relations. This would
complete our love, but would it enfure our
felicity? Ah! no: if you would have Eloi fa
contented and happy, give her an afylum yet
more fecure, an afylum from fhame and re-
pentance. You anticipate our wants, and, by aa .
unparelleled generofity, deprive yourfelf of y^ur
own fortune to beftow on us. More wealthy,
more honoured by your benevolence than my
own patrimony, I nwiy recover every thing I
have loft, and you will condefcend to fupply the
place of a father.— Ah! my lord, fball I be
worthy of another father when I abandon him
whom nature gave me ?
This is the fource of the reproaches my
wounded Confcience makes me, and of thofe fe*
cret pangs that rend my heart.
1 do not enquire whether I have a right to
difpofe of myfelf contrary to the will of thofe
who gave me birth j but whether I can do it
without involving them in a mortal affliction;
whether I can abaudon them without bringing
then^
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them todefpairj whether, alas! I have a right
to take away their life wha gave me mine f
How long has the virtuous mind taken upon it-
felf thus to balance the rights of confanguinity
and laws of nature f Since when has the feel-
ing heart prefumed thus nicely to diftinguifh
the bounds of filial gratitude? Is it not a
crime to proceed in queftioning our duty to
its very utmoft limits? Will any one fo-
fcrupuloufly enquire into its extent, unlefj
they are tempted to go beyond it ? Shall
1 cruelly abandon thofe by whom I live and
breathe — thofe who fo tenderly preferve the life
and being they gave me — thofe who have no
hope, no pleafure, but in me ? A father near
fixcy years of age I A mother weak and lan-
guifhing! I their only child ! Shall I leave
them without help in the folitude and troubles
of old age 5 at a time when 1 fhould exercife
towards them that tender follicitude they have
Javiflicd on me? Shall I involve their latter
days in (hame and forrow ? Will not my troubled
confcience inceflantly upbraid me, and repre-
fent my dcfpairing parents breathing out thcfr
laft in curfe$ on the ungrateful daughter that
forfook and dilhonoured them ? — No, my lord,
virtue, whofe paths 1 have forfaken, may in
turn abandon me, and no longer adluate my
heart 3 but this horrible idea will fupply its dic-
tates, will follow, will torment me every hour
of my life, and make me mifcrable, in the midft
4>f happinefs. In a word,, if I. am doomed to
be
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"be unhappy the reft of my days, I will run the
rifque of every other remorfe ; but this is too
horrible for me to fupport. I confefs, I cannot
invalidate your arguments. I have but too great
an inclination to think them juft : but, my lord,
you are unmarried j don't you think a man ought
to be a father hioafelf, to advife the children of
others? As to me, I am determined what to
do : my parents will make me unhappy, I know
they will : but it will be lefs hard forme to fup-
port my own mifery than the thought of hav-
ing been the caufe of their'.s ; for which reafon,
1 will never forfake my father's houfe. Begone,
then, ye fweet and flattering illufions ! Ideas of
fo defii;cable a felicity ! Go, vanifhlike a dream:
for fuch I will ever think ye. And you, too
generous friend, lay afide your agreeable defigns,
and let their rememberance only remain in the
bottom of a heart, too grateful ever to forget
ihcm. If our misfortunes, however, are not too
great to difcourage your noble mind ; if your
generofity is not totally exhaufted, there is yet
a way to exercife it with reputation, and he,
whom you honour under the name of friend, may
under your care be deferving of it. Judge not
of him by the fituation in which you now fee
him J his extravagance is not the effeftof pufil-
lanimity, but of an ambitious and fufccptible dif-
pofition making head againft advcrfity. There
is often more infenfibility than fortitude in ap-
parent moderation : common men know no-
thing of violent forrovv, nor do great pafEons
ever
I
5S4 E L O I S A.
ever break out in weak minds. He pofledes all
that energy of fentiment which is the charac-
teriftickof a noble foul ; and which is, alas ! the
caufe of my prefent defpair. Your lofdfliip may
indeed believe me, had he been only a common
man, Eloifa had not been undone.
No, my lord, that fecret prepoffeffion in his
favour, which was followed by our manifeft
cfteem, did not deceive you. •He is worthy of
all you did for him before you were acquainted
with his merit j and you will do more for him,
if poffible, as you know him better. Yes, be
your lordfhip his comforter, his patron, his
friend, his father j it is both for your own fake
and Kis I conjure you to this; he will juftify
your confidence, he will honour your bcnefafti-
ons, he will praftife your precepts, he will imi-
tate your virtues, and will learn your wifdom.
Ah! my lord, if he Ihould become in your
hands what he is capable of being, you will
have reafon to be proud of your charge.
A
LETTER LXXII.
FROM ELOISA.
ND do you, too, my dear friend f my
only hope! do you come to wound
afrefh my heart, opprefled already with a load of
for row ! I was prepared to bear the (hocks ofad-
verfity j long has my foreboding heart announc-
ed their coming ; and I fliould have fupported
them
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them with patience; but you, for whom I fufier !
infupportable ! I am ftruck 'with horrour to fee
my forrows aggravated by one who ought to al-
leviate them. What tender confolations did not
I promife myfeJf to receive from you ? But all
arc vamfhed with your fortitude! How often have
I not flattered myfelf, that your magnanimity
would ftrengthen my weaknefs ; that your de»
ferts would eiFace my errour; and your elevated
virtues raifed tip my debafed mind I How many
times have I not dried up my tears, faying to
myfelf, I fuflFer for him, it is true, but he is
worthy— I am culpable, but he is virtuous-^I
have a thoufand troubles, but his conftancy fup*
ports me ; in his love I find a recompenfe for all
my cares. Vain imagination ! on the firft iryal
thou haft deceived me ! Where is now that
fublime paflion which could elevate your fenti-
ments, and difplay your virtues ? What is be-
come of thofe high-boafted maxims? your
imitation of great examples ? Where is that
philofopher whom adverfity could not (hake, yet
falls before the firft accident that parts him from
his miftrefs ? How fhall I hereafter excufe my
ill-condu6l to myfelf, when in him that feduced
me, I fee a man without courage, effeminate;
onewhofe weak mind finks under the firft re-
verfe of fortune, and abfurdly renounces his rea -
fon the moment he has occafion to make ufe of
it ? Good God ! that in my prefent ft ate of
humiliation I fhould be reduced to blufh for my
choice, as much as for my weaknefs.
Reflea
3SS E L O I S A,
Reflefl a little — ^^think how ftr you forget
yourfelf; can your wandering and impatient
mind ftoop fo low as to be guilty of cruelty ?
Do you prefume to reproach me ? Do you com-
plain of me ?— complain of Eloifa ! Barbarous
man ! ■ ■■ How comes it that remorfe did not
bold your hand? why did not the moft en-
dearing proofs of the tendereft paffion that
ever exifted deprive you of the power to in-
fult me i How defpicable muft )>e your heart,
if it can doubt of the fidelity of mine ! — But
no, you do not, you cannot doubt it; I defy
your utmoft impatience to do this ; nay, even at
this inftant, while I exprefs my abhorrence of
your injufticc, you muft fee, too plainly, the
caufe of the firft emotion of anger I ever felt in
my life.
Was it you that afked me whether I had not
ruined myfelf by my inconfiderate confidence,
and if my defigns had not fucceeded ? Hov^
would you not blu(h for fuch cruel infinuations,
if you knew the fond hopes that feduced me, if
you knew the projefts I had formed for our mu-
tual happinefs, and how they are now vaniOied
with all my comforts. 1 dare flatter myfelf ftill,
you will one day know better, and your re-
morfe amply revenge your reproaches. You
know my father's prohibition j you are not ig-
norant of the publick talk ; I forefaw the confe-
ciuences; I had them reprefented to you by
iwy coufin : you were as fenfible of them as we,
find fox our mutual prefer vation it was neceffary-
to fubmit to a fcparation.
I, there-
B L O I S A. i^y
1, therefore, drove you away, as yoti inju*
rioufly term it. But for whofe fake was I in-
duced to this? Have you no delicacy ? Un-
grateful man ! it was for the fake of a heart
infcnfible of its own worth, and that would ra-
ther die a thoufand deaths than fee me rendered
infamous. . Tell me, what would become of
you, if I were given up to ihame ? Do yoa
think you could fupport my dishonour i Come,
cruel as you are, if you think fo; come, and
receive the facriiice of my reputation with th^
fame fortitude as I will ofFer it up. Come back,
n6r fear to be difclaimed by her to whom yoti
"were always dean I am ready to declare, in
the face of heaven and earth, the engagements
of our mutual pai&on; I am ready boldly ta
declare you my lover, and to expire in your arms
with affeSion and (bame, I had rather the
w.hole world (hould know my tend«rnefs thuit
that you (hould one moment doubt it v the (hafts
of ignominy wound not (6 deep as your rer
proaches.
I conjure you, let us for ever put ah end to
thefe reciprocal complaints ; they are to me in-
tolerable. Good heavens 1 how can thofe who
love each other delight in quarrelling; and lofe
in tormenting themfelves thofe moments in
which they (land in need of mutual confola-
tion ! No, my friend, what end does it fervc
toaffefi adifagreement which does not fufefift ?
Let us complain of fortune, but- not o£ love.
Never did it form a more perfect, a more lafting.
Vol. I. P union i
a^s E L O I S A. '
luiion; our fouls are too intitnately blended eiter
.to be feparated : nor can vre live apart from each
other, but as two parts of one being. How is
it, then, that you only feel your own griefs I
Why do you not fynipathife with thofe of youT
friend f Why do you not perceive in yow
hrcd& the heart^it fighs of her's ? Alas I thef
are moie 2Sc!&ing than your impaiiioned ra*'
viags! If you pal'tookxrf' myiuffei-ings, yon
would ev^n ,morc fevcmly feel them than your
own.
You hyfour fitoation is deplorable ! Think
«f Eloifa's, and lament only for her. Confidert
In our eommoi^ misfonune, the diiierent ftate of
your fex and mine, ami judge which is moft de-
plorable. Afiefledhy violent paffions., to pre*
jtend to be infeoBble; a prey to a thoufaod
griefs, to be obliged to appear chearfid and con^
tent ; to have b ferenetcountenance with ^^t>
tated mindi to fpeak always contrary to one*«
thou^htsj todjfjguii^all wefeel; to be deceitful
through obligation, and tofpeak untruth througin
^anodefty ; fuch is the hahitual fiuiation of every
young woman of my age. Thus we pafs thi
prime of our youth, under the tyranny of de^
corum, which is at length aggravated by thajt
of our p^eiits, in forcing us into an unfuitahk
marriage. Jn vain, however, would me^i lay m
reftraint on the inclinations ; the heart gives
lawtoitfelf) it eludes the fhackles of flayery^
;ind bcftow$ itMf at its owo pleafure*
Clogged
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clogged with a yoke of iron, which heaven
does not impofe on us, tkey unite the body
Without the foul] theperfon and the inclina-
• tions are feparateJy engaged, and an unhappy
Ti£lim is forced into guilt, by obligfng her to
€hcer into a &cred engagement, which fhe wants,
in one refpe^ or other, an effential power to
fulfill. Are there not fome yo»ng women moi*e
difcreet? Al^! i kno<w tkef e ar e. Thereare
thofe that have never loved! Peace be with
them ! They have withftood that fatal paflion!
I would alfe have reftfted rt. They are more
-virtuous ! Do they love virtue betttr than I ?
'Had it not been for you, for you alone, I had
«ver loved it. — Is it then true that I love virtue
no longer ?— — Is it you that hath ruined me,
and is it I who muft confole you ? But what
will become of me ? The confbfation of friend-
fhip is weak where that of love is wanting !
Who- then can give me comfort in my afflic-
tion ? With what a dreadful fituation am I
threatened? I, who, for havings committed a
crime, fee myfelf ready to he plunged into a
new icene of guilt, by entering into an ab^
horred, and perhaps inevitable marriage? Where
ihall I find tear& l^fikient to mourn my gutit
and lament my tov«r, if t yield ? On the other
hand, how ftall I find refohition*, in-myprefent
depreilioaof mind, to ^efift^ Methinks, I fee
already the fury of an Lncenfed father! I feel
myfelf already moved by the erics ef nature! I
feel my hcart-ftringstom by the pangs of love.
Pa* Deprived
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Deprived of thee, I am without rcfourcc, with-
out fupport, without hope ; the paft is difgrace-
ful, the prefent afiiiiSiog, and the future terrible.
I thought I had done every thing for our hap-
pinefs, but we are only made more miferable,
by preparing the way for a more cruel repara-
tion. Our fleeting pleafure is paft, while the
remcrfe it occafioned remains, and the (hamc
which overwhelms me is without alleviation.
It belongs to me, to me alone, to be weak
and miferable. Let me then weep and fuffer}
iny tears are inexhauftible as my fault is irre-
parable, while time, that fovereign cure for al-
moft tvery thing, brings to me only new mo-
tives for tears : but you, who have no violence
to. fear, who arc unmortified by fliame, whom
nothing conftrains to difguife your fentiments:
you, who have only juft tafted misfortune, and
poffefs at leaft your former virtues unblemifhed j
how dare you demean yourfeif fo far, as to figh
^nd fob like a womaa, or betray your impa-
tience like a madman? Have not I merited
contempt enough on your account without
your increafing it, by making yourfeif con-,
tcraptible ; without overwhelming me at once
with my own infamy and yoitrs ? Recall then
your refolution j learn to bear your misfortunes,
and be like a man: be yet, if I dare to fajr
fo, the lover of Eloifa. If I am no longer
worthy to animate your courage, remember at
leaft, what I once was. Deferve, then, what
for your fake I have ceafed to be 3 and, though
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you have difhonoured me once, do not diflib-
nour me again. — No, my beft friend, it is not
you that 1 difcover in that effeminate letter,
which I would forget for ever, and which I
look upon already as difowned by you, I hope,
dd)afed and confufed as I am, I dare hope, the
rememberance of me does not infpire fentiments
fo bafe ; but that I am more refpedied by a heart
it was in my power to inflame, and that I fhall
not have additional caufe to reproach myfelf it\
your weaknefs,
Happy in your misfortune, you have met
with the mod valoable recompenfe that was ever
known to a fufceptible mind. Heaven, in your
adverfity, has given you a friend -, and has made
it doubtful whether what it has beftowed is not
a greater bleffing than that which it has deprived
you of. Love and refpeft that too generous
man ; who, at the cxpenfe of his own eafe,
condefcends to intereft himfelf in your peace
and prefervatjon. How would you be affe£ted)
if you knew every thing he would have done
for you ! But what fignifies exciting your gra«
titude to aggravate your affliction ? You have
no need to be informed how much he loves you,
to know his worth ; and you cannot refped
bim as he deferves without loving him as you
ought.
LETTER
34^ E L O I S A.
LETTER LXXIir.
FROM CLARA.
YOUR paffion prevail* over your delicacJV
and you know better how to fuffcr than co-
make a merit of your fufferings. You would
othecwife never have written in a ftrain of re-
proach toEloifa, in her prcfent fituation. Be-
caufeyou are uncafy, tcucly, you muft aggravate
her uneafmefs, which is greater thair your's. I
have told you a thoufonrf time* that I never faw
fo grumbling a lover as you: always ready to'
difpute about nothings love is to you a ftate of
warfare: or» if fometimes you are a little trad-
able, it is only that you may have an opportunity
to complain of having htetk fo% How diCagrec*
able muft be fuch lovers^^. and how happy do I
think myfelf in never having had any but fuch
. as I could difmifs when I pleafed^^ without a
tear being (bed on either fide !
You muft change your tone, beUeve me, if
you would have Eloifa furvive her prefent di-
ftrefs : it is too much for her to fuppor t her owa
grief and your difpleafure. L#earn for ojice tO'
foothe her too fufceptible heart: you owe her the
^moft tender confolation : and ought to be afraid
left you (hould aggravate your misfortune by
lamenting it. At leaft, if you muft complain,
vent your complaints againft me, who am the
only caufe of your feparation. Yes, my friend
you guefled right : I fuggefted to her the part
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hit bonour and fecarity ttquired her to take;'
or rather I obliged her to take it, byexag^^
gerating her danger: I prevailed aifo on yoir
to depart, and we all hatre but done our duty«
I did more, however, than this* I prevented ,
iier from accepting the oflSsrs of Lord B ■ ■ ;.
I have prevented your being happy; but the
happinefs of Eloifa is dearer to me than your's :
J knew fhe could not be happy after leaving her
parents to fhame and defpalr ; and I can hardly
xromprehend, with regard to yourfelf, what kind
of happineffi you can tafte at the expenfe of
her's. Be that what it will, fuch has been my
condu£t and offenfe j and fince you delight in
quarrelling with thofe you love, you fee the
occaiion you have to begin with me alone : if .
in this you do not ceafe to be ungrateful, you
will at leaft ceafe to be unjuft* For my part^
jn whatever manner you behave to me, I fhall
always behave the fame towards you : fo long
as Eloifa loves you, you will be dear to me, and
more I cannot fay, I am not forry that I never
oppofed or favoured your paffion* The difin-
tereAed friendfhip which always a£tuated me in
that affair juftifies me equally in what I have
xlone for and againft you ; and if at any time I
interefted myfelf in your paffion more perhaps
than became me, my heart fufficiently excufed
me. I fhall never blufli for the fervices I was
able to do my friend, nor fliall reproach myfelf
becaufe they were ukhts* I have not forgot
what
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344' E L O I S a;
what you formerly taugiit me, c^ . the fortitude
of the wife man under misfortunes ; and fancy
I could remind you of feveral maxims to that
purpofe : but I have learned, by the example of
Eloifa, that a girl of my age is, to a philofo-
phcr> a bad preceptor^ •aW a dangerous pupiU
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