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COLONEL  MILITCH,  COMMANDANT  OF  THE  SECOND  REGIMENT  (ON 

THE  LEFT)  AND  HIS  CHIEF  OF  STAFF  ;  WITH  THE 

REGIMENTAL  FLAG 


V .:.j,:.,. 


An  English 
Woman-Sergeant 

in  the 

Serbian  Army 


BY 

FLORA   SANDES 


With  an  Introduction  by 

SLAVKO  Y.  GROUITCH 

Secretaire-General  of  the  Serbian  Ministry  of 
Foreign  Jffairs 


HODDER    AND   STOUGHTON 
LONDON,  NEW  YORK,  TORONTO 


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INTRODUCTION 


Innumerable  have  been  the  manifesta- 
tions of  sympathy,  generosity,  and  of  the 
sincere  desire  to  help  Serbia  given  by  the 
British  people  to  their  little  Ally  since  the 
very  beginning  of  the  War.  No  words 
could  ever  express  the  deep  gratitude  of 
the  Serbian  Nation  for  the  splendid  ser- 
vices rendered  by  the  many  British  Medical 
Missions,  whose  staffs,  men  and  women, 
have  nursed  the  sick  and  wounded  with- 
out a  thought  for  the  hardships  and 
dangers  to  which  they  have  been  person- 
ally exposed,  and  which,  especially  during 
the  typhus  epidemic  and,  later  on,  during 
the  Great  Retreat,  were  very  serious 
indeed.     British    women    have    played    a 


vi  INTRODUCTION 

most  prominent  part  in  this  humanitarian 
work  of  charity  and  mercy,  and  some  of 
them  have  even  given  their  lives  for  the 
Cause. 

When  the  history  of  their  splendid 
achievements  is  written — as  I  hope  will  be 
done  some  day— the  name  of  Miss  Flora 
Sandes  will  certainly  figure  in  it  with  a 
special  acknowledgment.  In  the  interest- 
ing pages  which  follow  she  will  herself 
give  a  vivid  description  of  her  experiences 
during  the  Retreat  in  the  ranks  of  the 
Serbian  Army,  in  which,  I  believe,  she 
was  the  only  foreign  woman  allowed  to 
serve  in  a  fighting  capacity.  That  in  itself 
speaks  very  highly  of  the  esteem  and 
confidence  in  which  she  is  held  in  Serbia. 
But  she  only  took  to  a  rifle  when  there  was 
no  more  nursing  to  be  done,  as,  owing  to 


INTRODUCTION  vii 

the  Army  retreating,  the  wounded  could 
not  be  picked  up  and  had  to  be  left  behind. 
Before  that  she  had  worked  in  Serbia  for 
eighteen  months  as  a  voluntary  nurse, 
practically  without  interruption,  having 
left  the  country  but  twice,  and  that  on  a 
short  visit  to  London  to  collect  funds  and 
bring  back  with  her  dressings  and  other 
hospital  supplies  which  were  badly  wanted. 
During  the  typhus  epidemic  she  volun- 
teered to  go  to  Valjevo,  which  was  the 
centre  of  the  disease  and  where  eight 
Serbian  doctors  and  many  nurses  had 
already  succumbed.  The  same  fate  very 
nearly  overtook  her,  but  fortunately  she 
recovered  and  resumed  immediately  her 
self-imposed  duty. 

Such  examples  of  self-sacrifice,  added  to 
so  many  others  given  by  British  men  and 


viii  f"  INTRODUCTION 


I 


women  in  Serbia,  have  implanted  in  the 
hearts  of  the  Serbians  a  deep  love  and 
admiration  for  Great  Britain,  who  may 
well  be  proud  of  such  sons  and  daughters. 


SLAVKO  Y.  GROUITCH, 

Secretaire-General  of  the 
Serbian  Ministry  of  Foreign  Affairs. 


CONTENTS 


CHAPTER  I 

PAGE 

Rejoining  the  Serbians,  November,  1915 — 

The  Second  Regimental  Ambulance  1 


CHAPTER   II 

A  Serbian  Ambulance  at  Work — We  Start 

to  Retreat  .....       22 

CHAPTER  III 

A  Ride  to  Kalabac  and  a  Battle  in  the 

Snow 46 

CHAPTER  IV 

I    Meet    the    Fourth    Company — A    Cold 

Night  Ride 77 

CHAPTER  V 

We  Say  Good-bye  to  Serbia  and  take  to 

the  Albanian  Mountains    .         .         .104 
ix 


CONTENTS 


CHAPTER  VI 

PAGE 

Fighting  on  Mount  Chukus      .         .         .126 


CHAPTER  VII 

Elbasan — We    push    on    towards    the 

Coast 148 


CHAPTER  VIII 

Serbian    Christmas    Day    at    Durazzo — 

Aeroplane  Raids         ....     170 


CHAPTER  IX 
We  Go  to  Corfu 192 

S^  CHAPTER  X 

The  "  Slava  Day  "  of  the  Second  Regi- 
ment    230 


CHAPTER  I 


REJOINING  THE  SERBIANS,  NOVEMBER,  1915— 
THE   SECOND  REGIMENTAL   AMBULANCE 

Events  moved  so  rapidly  in  Serbia  after 
the  Bulgarians  declared  war  that  when  I 
reached  Salonica  last  winter  I  found  it 
full  of  nurses  and  doctors  who  had  been 
home  on  leave  and  who  had  gone  out  there 
to  rejoin  their  various  British  hospital 
units,  only  to  find  themselves  unable  to 
get  up  into  the  country. 

I  had  been  home  for  a  holiday  after 
working  in  Serbian  hospitals  since  the 
very  beginning  of  the  war,  but  when 
things  began  to  look  so  serious  again  I 


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hurried  back  to  Serbia.  We  had  rather 
an  eventful  voyage,  as  the  French  boat 
I  was  on  was  carrying  ammunition  as 
well  as  passengers,  and  the  submarines 
seemed  to  make  a  dead  set  at  us.  At 
Malta  we  were  held  up  for  three  days, 
waiting  for  the  coast  to  clear.  The  third 
night  I  had  been  dining  ashore,  and  on 
getting  back  to  the  boat,  about  eleven, 
found  the  military  police  in  charge,  and 
the  ship  and  all  the  passengers  being 
searched  for  a  spy  and  some  missing 
documents.  We  were  not  allowed  to  go 
down  to  our  cabins  until  they  had  been 
thoroughly  ransacked,  but  as  nothing  in- 
criminating was  found  we  eventually  pro- 
ceeded on  our  way,  with  a  torpedo- 
destroyer  on  either  side  of  us  as  an  escort. 
The    boats    were    always    slung    out    in 


REJOINING  THE  SERBIANS       3 

readiness,  and  we  were  cautioned  never 
to  lose  sight  of  our  life-belts.  We  had  to 
put  in  again  at  Piraeus,  and  again  at 
Lemnos  for  a  few  days,  so  that  it  was 
November  3rd  before  we  finally  reached 
Salonica — having  taken  fourteen  days 
from.  Marseilles — only  to  find  that  the 
railway  line  had  been  cut,  and  there  wa& 
no  possible  way  of  getting  up  into  Serbia. 
My  intention  had  been  to  go  back  into 
my  old  Serbian  hospital  at  Valjevo  ta 
work  under  the  Serbian  Red  Cross  as  I 
did  before  ;  that  was  out  of  the  question 
now,  of  course,  as  Valjevo  was  already  in 
the  hands  of  the  Austrians,  but  I  thought 
I  might  get  up  to  Nish  and  get  my  orders 
from  the  President  of  the  Serbian  Red 
Cross  there.  I  inquired  from  a  Serbian 
officer  staying  at  the  hotel,  who  had  just 


4       REJOINING  THE  SERBIANS 

ridden  down  from  Prisren,  if  it  would  be 
possible  to  ride  up  into  Serbia,  but  he 
most  strongly  discouraged  all  idea  of 
riding,  saying  that  with  every  facility  at 
his  disposal,  and  relays  of  fresh  horses 
all  along  the  route,  it  had  taken  him  ten 
days  to  ride  from  Prisren  to  Salonica,  and 
that  during  that  time  he  had  frequently 
been  unable  to  obtain  food  either  for 
himself  or  his  horses ;  that,  furthermore, 
it  was  very  dangerous  even  with  an  escort, 
as  part  of  the  way  was  through  hostile 
Albania,  and  that  all  the  horses  were 
needed  for  the  Arrny.  I  gave  up  that 
idea,  therefore,  and  set  to  work  to  find  out 
where  I  could  come  into  touch  with  the 
Serbians,  and  finally  foimd  I  could  go  to 
Monastir,  or,  to  call  it  by  its  Serbian 
name,   Bitol.     Accordingly,   I,   with  four 


REJOINING  THE  SERBIANS       5 

other  nurses  and  a  doctor  whose  acquaint- 
ance I  had  made  on  the  boat,  who  also  found 
themselves  unable  to  reach  their  original 
destinations,  left  for  Bitol  the  next  day. 

Arrived  at  Bitol,  I  at  once  made  in- 
quiries about  the  next  step  farther,  and 
found  that  Prilip,  about  twenty-five  miles 
farther  on,  was  still  in  the  hands  of  the 
Serbians,  though  its  evacuation  was  ex- 
pected any  minute,  and  even  now  the 
road  from  Bitol  to  Prilip  was  not  con- 
sidered safe  on  account  of  marauding 
Bulgarian  comitadjes,  or  irregulars.  How- 
ever, the  English  Consul  had  to  go  out 
there,  and  he  said  he  would  take  us  with 
him  to  see  how  the  land  lay,  and  whether 
we  were  needed  in  the  hospital  there. 

I  spent  the  afternoon  prowling  round 
Bitol,  mostly  in  the  Turkish  quarter. 


6       REJOINING  THE  SERBIANS 

The  next  day  we  went  with  the  Consul 
to  Prilip — though  up  to  the  last  moment 
I  was  afraid  we  should  not  go,  as  there 
was  so  much  talk  about  the  road  not 
being  safe — some  of  us  in  the  touring  car 
and  the  rest  in  a  motor-lorry,  with  an 
escort  of  Serbian  soldiers,  all  armed  to  the 
teeth.  I  took  my  camp  bed  and  blankets 
with  me,  on  the  off  chance  of  being  able 
to  stay  at  Prilip,  as  I  was  gradually  edging 
my  way  up  to  the  Front,  leaving  the  rest 
of  my  baggage  in  Bitol  to  be  sent  after  me. 
We  got  there  without  any  mishap,  keeping 
a  sharp  look-out  for  Bulgarian  patrols. 
We  found  a  Serbian  military  hospital  at 
Prilip,  and  I  asked  the  Upravnik  or 
Director  if  I  might  stay  and  work  there, 
to  which  he  consented,  but  added  that  he 
was  afraid  that  it  would  not  be  for  long. 


REJOINING  THE  SERBIANS       7 

as  they  were  expecting  to  have  to  fly 
before  the  Bulgarians  any  day.  I  ac- 
cordingly got  a  room  at  the  hotel,  and  the 
Consul  left  me  an  orderly  to  look  after  me,, 
named  Joe,  who  could  speak  a  little 
English.  I  was  very  pleased  at  getting 
into  a  Serbian  hospital  again  in  spite  of 
all  difficulties,  as  the  opinion  in  Salonica 
seemed  to  be  that  it  was  impossible ; 
but  I  must  say  I  felt  rather  lost  when 
the  cars  went  back  that  evening  and  I  was- 
left  alone,  the  only  Englishwoman  in  Prilip. 

The  first  thing  I  did  was  to  turn  all  the 
furniture,  including  the  bed,  out  of  the 
room  in  the  tenth-rate  pub.,  which  was. 
the  best  hotel  that  Prilip  boasted,  and 
made  Joe  scrub  the  floor  and  put  in  my 
own  camp  bed. 

I  take  the  following  extract  out  of  my 

B2 


8       REJOINING  THE  SERBIANS 

diary,  written  on  my  first  night  in 
Prilip  : 

''Monday,  8th,  8.30  p.m.— I  am  sitting 
up  in  bed  in  my  sleeping  sack,  writing  this 

in   a   very   small   room   in   S Hotel, 

Prilip.  The  room  contains  (besides  my 
camp  bed)  a  rickety  chair,  and  a  small 
table  with  my  little  rubber  basin,  a  cracked 
mirror  and  my  faithful  tea-basket.  From 
the  cafe  below  comes  a  deafening  chorus 
of  Serbian  soldiers.  I  am  glad  there  is  a 
good  lock  on  the  door,  as  someone  is 
making  a  violent  effort  to  come  in,  and 
from  the  fierce  altercation  going  on  be- 
tween him  and  the  boy-chambermaid, 
scraps  of  which  I  can  understand,  he  is 
apparently  under  the  impression  that  I  have 
taken  his  room — I  may  have  for  all  I  know, 
but  anyhow  the  proprietor  gave  it  to  me. 


I 


REJOINING  THE  SERBIANS       9 

"  The  view  from  my  window  is  not 
calculated  to  inspire  confidence  either.  It 
looks  on  to  a  stableyard  full  of  pigs, 
donkeys  and  the  most  villainous-looking 
Turks  squatting  about  at  their  supper. 
These,  I  tell  myself,  are  the  ones  who  will 
come  in  and  cut  my  throat  if  Prilip  is 
taken  to-night,  as  I  don't  think  any 
responsible  person  in  the  town  knows  I 
am  here.  However,  if  I  live  through  the 
night  things  will  probably  look  more 
cheery  in  the  morning." 

In  the  middle  of  the  night  I  was 
awakened  by  another  fearful  racket  in 
the  passage.  "  That's  done  it,"  I  thought, 
sitting  up  in  bed  with  my  electric  torch 
in  one  hand  and  my  service  revolver  in 
the  other,  "  it's  like  my  rotten  luck  that 
the  Bulgars  should  pitch  on  to-night  to 


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•come  in  and  sack  the  town."  However, 
s.  very  few  minutes  convinced  me  that  it 
was  only  two  drunks  coming  up  to  bed, 
^nd,  telling  myself  not  to  be  more  of  a  fool 
than  nature  intended,  I  turned  over  and 
went  to  sleep  again. 

I  think  my  morbid  reflections  must 
have  been  brought  on  by  the  supper  I 
had  had.  Joe,  my  orderly,  had,  for  reasons 
best  known  to  himself,  taken  me  to  a 
different  restaurant  to  the  one  where  we 
had  been  to  lunch  with  the  Consul,  assur- 
ing me  that  it  was  much  better ;  it  was 
not,  very  much  worse,  in  fact,  though  I 
should  not  have  thought  such  a  thing 
could  be  possible.  It  was  full  of  soldiers 
and  comitadjes  drinking.  At  first  I  could 
get  no  food  at  all,  and  when  it  did  come  it 
was   uneatable.     I    had    supper   with   an 


REJOINING  THE  SERBIANS     11 

American  doctor  I  met  in  the  town  next 
night,  and  he  informed  me  that  food  was 
so  scarce  and  dear  in  Prihp  that  to  get 
anything  of  a  meal  you  had  to  have 
your  meat  in  one  restaurant,  your  pota- 
toes in  another,  and  your  coffee  in  a 
third  ! 

Next  morning  I  went  round  to  the 
hospital,  and  in  the  afternoon  one  of  the 
doctors  took  me  round  and  introduced 
me  to  the  Serbian  Chief  of  Police,  who 
was  most  friendly  and  polite,  got  me  a 
nice  little  room  close  to  the  hospital,  and 
apologised  for  not  being  able  to  ask  me 
to  come  to  his  house  as  his  guest  as  his 
wife  was  ill.  This  is  the  sort  of  courtesy 
that  has  always  been  extended  to  me  in 
Serbia  ;  they  think  the  best  of  everything 
they   can   offer  is  not  too  good  for  the 


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stranger  within  their  gates,  and  I  began 
to  feel  much  cheered  up. 

There  were  not  very  many  wounded  in 
the  hospital,  but  a  great  many  sick,  and 
dysentery  cases  beginning  to  come  in 
rapidly.  I  was  soon  quite  at  home  there, 
being  used  to  the  ways  of  Serbian  hospi- 
tals. The  Director  was  going  to  Bitol  for 
a  few  days,  and  I  asked  him  to  ask  the 
head  of  the  Sanitary  Department  there, 
Dr.  Nikotitch,  if  I  might  join  a  regimental 
ambulance  as  nurse,  as  I  heard  that  the 
ambulance  of  the  Second  Regiment  was 
some  miles  farther  up  the  road,  just 
behind  the  Front.  The  Second  and  Four- 
teenth Regiments  were  then  holding  the 
Baboona  Pass,  a  very  strongly  fortified 
position  in  the  mountains,  against  the 
Bulgarians. 


REJOINING  THE  SERBIANS     13 

I  stayed  about  a  week  in  the  hospital ; 
there  was  plenty  of  work  to  do — in  fact, 
to  have  done  it  properly  there  would  have 
been  enough  for  a  dozen  nurses,  as  dysen- 
tery was  rapidly  becoming  an  epidemic, 
and  the  hospital  was  soon  full  up  ;  we 
could  take  in  no  more.  We  were  fear- 
fully short  of  everything,  beds,  bedding, 
drugs,  and  we  simply  had  to  do  the  best 
we  could  with  practically  no  kind  of 
hospital  appliances.  Any  kind  of  proper 
nursing  was  impossible,  most  of  the 
patients  lying  on  the  floor  in  their  muddy, 
trench- stained  uniforms. 

One  afternoon  two  of  the  doctors 
motored  out  to  the  ambulance  of  the 
Second  Regiment  and  took  me  with  them. 
We  stopped  first  at  the  ambulance  of  the 
Fourteenth,     where     we     found     twenty 


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unfortunate  dysentery  cases  lying  on  the 
bare  ground  in  two  ragged  tents  groaning. 
We  had  a  long  chat  with  the  doctor  of 
the  Second  Regimental  ambulance,  and 
had  coffee  and  cigarettes  in  his  room — a 
loft  over  the  stable.  That  is  to  say,  I 
did  not  do  much  of  the  talking  as  he  was 
a  Greek,  and  besides  his  own  language 
only  talked  Turkish  and  not  very  fluent 
Serbian,  although  later  on,  strange  to  say, 
when  I  joined  the  same  ambulance,  we 
used  to  carry  on  long  conversations 
together  in  a  kind  of  mongrel  lingo  very 
largely  helped  out  by  signs. 

We  visited  a  large  empty  barracks  on 
our  way  back,  and  made  arrangements 
for  it  to  be  turned  into  a  dysentery  hos- 
pital, as  this  disease  was  beginning  to 
assume     serious     proportions,     and     our 


FRENCH  STEAMER  WITH  BOATS  SLUNG  OUT 
READY  AND  ESCORT 

Page  2 


AMBULANCE  OF  SECOND  REGIMENT.     OX  WAGGONS  WHICH 
HAVE  JUST  BROUGHT  IN  WOUNDED 

Page  15 


REJOINING  THE  SERBIANS     15 

hospital  was  full  up.  This  was  never 
carried  out,  however,  owing  to  the  Bul- 
garians' rapid  advance  a  few  days  later. 

The  next  day  the  Director  came  back, 
and  brought  with  him  papers  whereby  I 
was  officially  attached  to  the  ambulance 
of  the  Second  Regiment ;  and  it  was  part 
of  my  extraordinary  luck  to  have  just  hit 
on  this  particular  regiment,  which  is  ac- 
knowledged to  be  the  finest  in  the  Serbian 
Army.  Everybody  was  extremely  kind  to 
me  in  the  hospital,  and  all  the  doctors 
asked  me  to  stay  there  and  work,  saying  I 
could  have  no  idea  of  the  hardships  of 
ambulance  life;  but  as  I  knew  that  it 
would  not  be  many  days  before  we  all 
had  to  clear  out  of  Prilip  before  the 
advancing  Bulgarians,  and  that  would 
mean   my   going   back   to   Salonica,    and 


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losing  all  chance  of  staying  with  the 
Serbians  (whom  I  had  grown  thoroughly 
attached  to  in  my  work  among  them  for 
the  last  year  and  a  half),  I  adhered  to  my 
resolution  to  throw  in  my  lot  with  the 
Army. 

I  always  had  my  meals  at  the  hospital 
now,  and  we  had  quite  a  merry  supper 
that  night,  and  they  all  drank  my  health, 
declaring  they  would  see  me  back  in  three 
days,  when  I  had  been  frozen  out  of  my 
small  tent  on  the  hills,  where  it  was  already 
bitterly  cold.  The  next  afternoon  I  went 
all  round  the  hospital  and  said  good-bye 
to  everyone ;  I  was  very  sorry  to  leave 
my  patients,  they  are  so  affectionate,  and 
always  so  grateful  for  anything  one  does 
for  them.  One  young  soldier  was  my 
special   pet;     he   had   been    driven   mad 


REJOINING  THE  SERBIANS     17 


from  the  shock  of  a  shell  bursting  close 
to  him,  though  he  was  not  wounded.  He 
was  such  a  nice  gentle  lad,  and  I  used  to 
spend  a  good  bit  of  time  with  him,  coaxing 
him  to  swallow  spoonfuls  of  milk,  as  he 
would  not  take  anything  from  anyone 
else,  though  the  Bolnichars  —  hospital 
orderlies — were  very  kind  to  him.  I  heard 
afterwards  that  he  lived  till  the  hospital 
was  evacuated,  but  died  at  Bitol.  A 
good  many  of  the  men  were  from  the 
Second  Regiment,  and  when  they  heard 
I  was  going  to  their  ambulance  we  only 
said  au  revoir.  They  assured  me  we 
should  meet  again  when  they  were  sent 
back  to  their  regiment,  as  they  would 
come  and  see  me  directly  they  had  the 
smallest  pain. 

It  was  rather  late  in  the  day  when  Joe 


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and  I  finally  set  out  in  a  very  rickety 
carriage  commandeered  by  martial  law, 
with  a  very  unwilling  driver,  and  a  horse 
that  could  hardly  crawl.  The  harness, 
which  was  tied  up  with  bits  of  string,  kept 
coming  to  pieces,  and  the  driver  kept 
stopping  to  repair  it.  Joe  began  to  look 
very  uneasy,  and  kept  peering  round  in 
the  gathering  dusk  for  any  signs  of  wander- 
ing Bulgarian  patrols,  or  comitadjes,  as  it 
was  a  very  lonely  road.  At  last,  after 
what  seemed  an  interminable  time,  we 
arrived  at  the  ambulance,  which  was  on 
the  grass  by  the  side  of  the  road.  They 
were  not  expecting  me  then  as  it  was  late, 
and  the  Serbians  turn  in  soon  after  sun- 
set. There  was  apparently  nowhere  to 
sleep  and  nothing  to  eat.  One  of  them 
took  us   round  to  the  doctor's  quarters. 


REJOINING  THE  SERBIANS     19 

the  same  loft  I  had  visited  a  few  days 
before,  not  far  from  the  ambulance.  He 
turned  out  full  of  apologies,  and  said  that 
he  had  had  notice  that  I  was  coming  that 
day,  but  that  as  it  was  so  late  he  had 
given  me  up. 

It  seemed  a  bit  of  a  problem  where 
I  was  to  sleep,  but  eventually  some 
of  the  soldiers  turned  out  of  one  of 
their  small  bivouac  tents.  These  tents 
are  only  a  sort  of  little  lean-to's,  which  you 
crawl  into,  just  the  height  of  a  rifle,  two 
of  which  can  be  used  instead  of  poles. 
You  seem  a  bit  cramped  at  first,  but  after 
I  had  lived  in  one  for  a  couple  of  months 
I  did  not  notice  it.  All  the  tents  were 
bunched  up  together,  touching  each  other, 
with  four  soldiers,  or  hospital  orderlies, 
in  each.     I  insisted,  to  their  great  surprise, 


20     REJOINING  THE  SERBIANS 

in  having  mine  moved  to  a  clean  spot 
about  fifteen  yards  away  from  the  others, 
and  some  more  or  less  clean  hay  put  in  to 
lie  upon.  There  was  a  good  deal  of  ex- 
citement and  confusion,  the  whole  camp 
turning  out  and  assisting.  They  could 
not  imagine  why  I  wanted  it  moved,  and 
declared  that  the  Bulgarian  comitadjes 
would  come  down  in  the  night  and  cut  my 
throat  before  the  sentry  knew  they  were 
there.  Afterwards,  when  I  was  more  used 
to  war,  and  accustomed  to  sleeping  in  the 
middle  of  a  regiment,  and  to  sleeping 
when  and  where  one  could,  in  any  amount 
of  noise,  I  used  to  laugh  at  my  scruples 
then,  and  only  wondered  they  were  all  as 
good-tempered  and  patient  as  they  were 
with  what  must  have  seemed  to  them  my 
extraordinary  English  ideas.     The  doctor 


REJOINING  THE  SERBIANS     21 

sent  me  down  some  supper  of  bread  and 
cheese  and  eggs,  and  presently  came  down 
himself  and  sat  on  the  grass  beside  me  as 
I  ate  it,  and  altogether  they  all  did  their 
best  to  make  me  comfy,  and  were  as 
amiable  as  only  Serbians  can  be  when 
you  rouse  them  out  in  the  middle  of  the 
night  and  turn  everything  upside  down. 
It  reminded  me  somewhat  of  my  arrival 
in  Valjevo,  at  the  beginning  of  the  typhus 
epidemic,  when  owing  to  the  vagaries  of 
the  Serbian  trains  I  was  landed  at  the 
hospital  at  3  a.m.,  after  everyone  had 
given  me  up.  After  I  had  finished  my 
supper  I  crawled  into  my  tent,  tightly 
rolled  myself  up  into  the  blankets  as  it  was 
a  very  cold  night,  and  slept  like  a  top  on 
my  bed  of  hay. 


CHAPTER  II 


A    SERBIAN    AMBULANCE    AT    WORK — 
WE    START   TO    RETREAT 

Next  morning  we  all  turned  out  at  day- 
break, and  I  got  a  better  view  of  my 
surroundings.  The  ambulance  itself  con- 
sisted of  one  largish  tent,  where  the 
patients  lie  on  their  clothes  on  very 
muddy  straw,  until  they  can  be  removed 
to  the  base  hospital  by  bullock-wagon. 
This  is  done  as  often  as  transport  permits. 
There  were  a  few  cases  of  dressings, 
drugs,  etc.,  in  the  tent,  and  a  small  table 
for  writing  at.  There  were  about  twenty 
patients  in  at  one  time,  some  of  them  sick 

22 


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and  some  wounded.  About  a  dozen  little 
tents,  similar  to  mine,  for  the  soldiers  and 
ambulance  men,  and  two  or  three  wagons 
completed  the  outfit. 

There  was  a  Serbian  girl,  about  seven- 
teen, helping ;  she  was  very  unlike  any 
other  Serbian  woman  I  had  ever  met, 
lived  and  dressed  just  like  the  soldiers, 
and  was  very  good  to  the  sick  men.  She 
spoke  German  very  well,  so  that  we 
understood  each  other  and  became  very 
good  friends ;  she  gave  me  lots  of  tips, 
and  though  I  had  been  under  the  im- 
pression that  I  knew  something  about 
camping  out  and  roughing  it,  having  done 
so  already  in  various  parts  of  the  world, 
she  could  walk  rings  round  me  in  that 
respect.  The  first  thing  the  men  did 
after  I  had  had  some  tea  with  them  by 

C2 


24        A  SERBIAN  AMBULANCE 

the  camp  fire  was  to  set  to  work  to  con- 
vince me  of  the  error  of  my  ways,  and  to 
move  my  little  tent  back  to  its  old  spot 
before  any  harm  could  happen  to  me.  We 
don't  have  breakfast  in  Serbia,  but  have 
an  early  glass  of  tea,  very  hot  and  sweet, 
without  milk. 

The  doctor  came  down  shortly  after- 
wards to  prescribe  for  the  men  who  were 
sick,  and  then  a  couple  of  orderlies  and 
myself  dressed  the  wounded  ones,  those 
who  were  able  to  walk  coming  out  of  the 
tent  and  squatting  down  on  the  grass 
outside,  where  there  was  more  room,  and 
light  enough  to  see  what  you  were  doing. 
They  kept  straggling  in  all  day  from 
Baboona,  where  there  was  a  battle  going 
on  ;  it  was  not  far  away,  and  the  guns 
sounded  very  plain.     There  were  not  very 


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many  seriously  wounded,  but  I  am  afraid 
that  was  because  the  path  down  the 
mountains  is  so  steep  that  it  is  almost 
impossible  to  get  a  badly  wounded  man 
down  on  a  stretcher.  Any  who  are  able 
to  walk  down  do  so,  and  they  were  glad  to 
get  their  wounds  dressed  and  be  able  to  lie 
down.  At  lunch-time  we  knocked  off  for 
a  couple  of  hours,  and  I  went  back  with 
the  doctor  to  his  loft.  We  had  lunch  in 
great  style,  sitting  on  his  bed,  there  being 
no  chairs,  and  with  a  blue  pocket-hand- 
kerchief spread  out  between  us  for  a 
table-cloth.  He  said  they  were  expecting 
to  have  a  retreat  at  any  moment,  and  that 
we  must  always  be  in  readiness  for  it  as 
soon  as  the  order  arrived.  All  the  patients 
we  had  were  to  go  off  that  afternoon 
if  the  bullock- wagons  arrived.     This  ques- 


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tion  of  transport  is  always  a  terrible 
problem ;  in  many  cases  bullock- wagons 
are  the  only  things  that  will  stand  the 
rough  tracks,  although  here  there  was  a 
good  road  all  the  way  to  Bitol,  and  had  we 
had  a  service  of  motor-cars  we  could  have 
saved  the  poor  fellows  an  immense  amount 
of  suffering.  Imagine  yourself  with  a 
shattered  leg  lying  in  company  with  three 
or  four  others  on  the  floor  of  a  springless 
bullock- wagon,  jolting  like  that  over  the 
rough  roads  for  twenty  or  thirty  miles. 
When  I  was  in  Kragujewatz  we  used  to 
get  in  big  batches  of  wounded  who  had 
travelled  like  that  for  three  or  four  days 
straight  from  the  Front,  with  only  the  first 
rough  dressing  which  each  man  carries  in 
his  pocket. 

The  wagons  came  that  afternoon,  but 


A  SERBIAN  AMBULANCE        27 

only  two  or  three  for  the  lying- down 
patients ;  several  poor  chaps  who  were  so 
sick  they  could  hardly  crawl  had  to  turn 
out  and  start  on  a  weary  walk  of  a  good 
many  miles  to  the  nearest  hospital  at 
Prilip.  One  man  protested  that  he  would 
never  do  it,  and  I  really  didn't  think  he 
could,  and  said  so;  however,  the  ambu- 
lance men,  who  were  well  up  to  their  work, 
explained  that  it  was  absolutely  impera- 
tive that  all  should  get  off  into  safety  day 
by  day,  otherwise  when  the  order  came 
suddenly  to  retreat  we  might  find  our- 
selves landed  with  an  overflowing  tentful 
of  sick  and  wounded  men,  and  no  trans- 
port available  on  the  spot.  "  Go,  brother," 
they  said  kindly,  "  Idi  polako,  polako  " 
("Go  slowly,  slowly"),  and  fortified  with 
a   drink   of  cognac  from   the  ambulance 


28        A  SERBIAN  AMBULANCE 

stores,  and  a  handful  of  cigarettes  from 
me,  he  and  the  others  like  him  set  off. 

We  all  turned  in  prepared  that  evening, 
and  I  was  cautioned  to  take  not  even  my 
boots  off.  Later  on,  sleeping  in  one's 
clothes  didn't  strike  me  as  anything  un- 
usual ;  in  fact,  two  months  later,  when  we 
had  finished  marching  and  arrived  at 
Durazzo,  it  was  some  time  before  I 
remembered  that  it  was  usual  to  undress 
when  you  went  to  bed,  and  that  once 
upon  a  time,  long,  long  ago,  I  used  to  do 
the  same. 

In  the  middle  of  the  night  a  special 
messenger  arrived  with  a  carriage  from 
the  English  Consul  at  Bitol,  advising  me 
to  come  back  at  once,  and  that  a  motor- 
car would  meet  me  in  Prilip,  and  take  me 
back  to  Bitol.     I  knew  perfectly  well  that 


A  SERBIAN  AMBULANCE        29 

I  should  not  be  able  to  find  the  motor-car 
in  the  middle  of  the  night  in  Prilip,  which 
is  as  dark  as  the  nethermost  regions, 
there  not  being  a  lamp  in  the  town,  and 
that  it  would  probably  mean  sitting  up  in 
the  carriage  in  one  of  those  dirty  little 
streets  all  night ;  so  I  said  all  right,  I 
would  see  about  it  in  the  morning,  and 
went  to  bed  again.  In  the  morning  I  had 
another  look  at  the  telegram,  and  as  it 
was  not  an  order  to  go  back,  but  only 
advising  me  strongly  to  do  so,  I  said  I 
meant  to  stop.  They  all  seemed  very 
pleased  because  I  said  I  wanted  to  stick 
with  the  Serbians,  and,  as  we  all  sat  round 
the  camp  fire  in  the  bitter  cold  of  a 
November  sunrise,  we  drank  the  healths  of 
England  and  Serbia  together  in  tin  mugs 
full  of  strong,  hot  tea. 


30        A  SERBIAN  AMBULANCE 

Later  on  during  the  day  came  another 
telegram,  and  I  must  say  that  the  EngHsh 
Consul  at  Bitol  was  a  perfect  trump  in  the 
way  he  did  his  duty  by  stray  English 
subjects  and  looked  after  their  safety, 
before  he  finally  had  himself  to  leave  for 
Salonica.  A  Serbian  officer  was  sent  out 
from  somewhere,  and  he  said  that  if  I 
liked  to  throw  in  my  lot  with  them  and 
stop  he  would  send  out  a  wagon  and 
horses,  in  which  I  could  live  and  sleep,  and 
in  which  I  could  carry  my  luggage.  I 
hadn't  very  much  of  the  latter,  and  what 
I  had  I  was  perfectly  willing  to  abandon 
if  it  was  any  bother,  but  he  wouldn't  hear 
of  that ;  and  in  due  course  the  wagon 
arrived,  and  proved,  when  a  little  hay  had 
been  put  on  the  floor  to  sleep  on,  a  most 
snug  abode. 


A  SERBIAN  AMBULANCE        31 

The  next  day  the  wounded  kept  strag- 
gling in  all  day,  faster  than  we  could 
evacuate  them,  and  when  the  order  came 
at  ten  o'clock  that  night  that  the  regiment 
was  forced  to  retreat  from  Baboona,  and 
that  the  ambulance  was  to  start  at  once, 
we  had  sixteen  wounded  in  the  tent, 
twelve  of  them  unable  to  walk.  The 
Serbian  ambulances  travel  very  light,  and 
half  an  hour  after  receiving  our  orders  we 
were  on  the  move,  the  men  being  adepts 
at  packing  up  tents  and  starting  at  a 
moment's  notice.  At  the  last  moment, 
while  the  big  ambulance  tent  was  being 
taken  down,  a  man  with  a  very  bad 
shrapnel  wound  in  the  ankle  was  carried 
in,  and  as  it  was  blowing  a  gale,  and  we 
couldn't  keep  a  lamp  alight,  I  dressed  it 
by  the  light  of  a  pocket  electric  torch, 


32        A  SERBIAN  AMBULANCE 

which  I  fortunately  had  with  me.  They 
said  at  first  that  he  would  have  to  go  on 
as  he  was,  but  as  I  knew  very  well  that  it 
might  be  three  or  four  days  before  he 
would  get  another  dressing  I  insisted  on 
them  getting  out  some  iodine,  gauze,  etc., 
and  kneeling  in  the  mud,  and  with  some 
difficulty  under  the  circumstances  as  the 
tent  was  being  taken  down  over  my  head, 
I  cut  off  his  boot  and  bloody  bandages 
(he  had  been  wounded  in  the  morning) 
and  cleaned  and  dressed  the  wound.  He 
was  awfully  good,  poor  fellow,  though  it 
hurt  him  horribly,  and  he  hardly  made  a 
murmur.  Then  two  ambulance  men  car- 
ried him  out  to  the  ox-wagon,  three  of 
which  had  appeared  from  somewhere,  I 
don't  know  where.  I  found  the  Kid,  as 
I   called   her,    had   been   working   like   a 


A  SERBIAN  AMBULANCE        33 

Trojan  in  the  pitch  dark  and  pelting  rain 
helping  the  men  through  the  thick  slippery- 
mud  down  the  bank  to  the  road,  and  had 
settled  four  men,  lying  down,  in  each 
wagon,  that  being  all  they  could  hold, 
and  had  also  decided  the  knotty  point 
which  should  be  the  four  unlucky  ones 
who  had  to  walk— these  four  being,  I  may 
say,  quite  well  enough  to  walk,  but 
naturally  not  being  anxious  to  do  so. 
When  they  were  all  started  off,  she  and  I 
clambered  into  our  wagon,  and  the  whole 
cavalcade  set  off  in  the  pitch  dark,  not 
having  the  faintest  idea  (at  least,  we  had 
not,  I  don't  know  if  anybody  else  had) 
where  we  were  going  to  travel  to  or  how 
long  for.  We  were  a  long  cavalcade  with 
all  the  ambulance  staff,  the  Komorra  or 
transport,  and  a  good  many  soldiers  all 


34        A  SERBIAN  AMBULANCE 

armed,  and  a  most  unpleasant  night  we 
had  rumbhng  along  in  the  dark,  halting 
every  few  miles,  not  knowing  whether  the 
Bulgars  had  got  there  first  and  cut  the 
road  in  front  of  us,  or  what  was  hap- 
pening. It  was  bitterly  cold  besides,  and 
as  the  Kid  and  I  were  black  and  blue  from 
jolting  about  on  the  floor  of  our  wagon  I 
began  to  wonder  how  the  poor  wounded 
ever  survived  it  at  all. 

A  little  way  on  we  picked  up  a  young 
recruit  who  said  he  was  wounded  and 
couldn't  walk ;  our  driver  demurred, 
saying  that  he  had  had  orders  that  no  one 
else  was  to  use  our  wagon,  but  we  said, 
of  course,  the  poor  boy  was  to  come  in 
if  he  was  wounded.  He  lay  on  my  feet 
all  night,  which  didn't  add  to  my  com- 
fort,   though    it   kept    them    warm.     He 


A  SERBIAN  AMBULANCE        35 

was  evidently  starving,  so  we  gave  him 
half  a  loaf  of  bread  that  we  had  with  us, 
and  some  brandy  out  of  my  water-bottle, 
and  he  went  to  sleep. 

Putting  brandy  in  my  water-bottle  had 
been  suggested  to  me  by  a  tale  a  young 
Austrian  officer,  a  prisoner,  who  was  one 
of  my  patients  in  Kragujewatz  hospital, 
told  me.  Poor  boy,  he  had  been  badly 
wounded  in  the  leg,  and  was  telling  me 
some  of  his  experiences  during  the  war 
and  about  the  terrible  journey  after  he 
was  wounded,  travelling  in  a  bullock  cart. 
He  said  he  had  a  flask  full  of  brandy, 
and  that  was  a  help  while  it  lasted.  When 
that  was  all  gone  he  filled  up  the  flask 
with  tea,  which  was  pretty  good,  too,  as 
it  had  a  stray  flavour  of  brandy  still,  and 
then  when  he  had  drunk  all  that  he  put 


36        A  SERBIAN  AMBULANCE 

water   in,   and  that  had   the  flavour    of 
tea ! 

The  next  morning  our  "  wounded  hero  " 
hopped  off  quite  unhurt,  and  we  couldn't 
help  laughing  at  the  way  we  had  been 
done.  It  was  a  bitterly  cold  dawn,  and 
we  found  to  our  sorrow  that  the  recruit 
had  not  put  the  cork  back  in  my  water- 
bottle,  and  the  rest  of  the  brandy  had 
upset,  as  had  also  a  bottle  of  raspberry 
syrup  which  the  Kid  set  great  store  by. 
I  once  upset  a  pot  of  gooseberry  jam  in  a 
small  motor-car,  and  it  permeated  every- 
thing until  I  had  to  take  the  car  to  a 
garage  to  be  washed,  and  go  and  take  a 
bath  myself  before  I  could  get  rid  of  it; 
but  it  was  not  a  patch  in  the  way  of 
stickiness  to  a  pot  of  raspberry  syrup  let 
loose  in  a  jolting  wagon,  and  we  were  very 


A  SERBIAN  AMBULANCE        37 

glad  to  get  out  at  daybreak,  after  eight 
hours'  travelling,  to  walk  a  bit  to  stretch 
our  legs,  and  also  to  wipe  off  some  of  the 
stickiness  with  some  grass. 

We  came  through  Prilip  that  night, 
and  were  rather  doubtful  how  we  shoiild 
get  through,  but  though  the  people 
standing  about  glowered  at  us,  and  we 
heard  a  few  shots  in  the  distance,  nothing 
much  happened,  and  only  one  man  got 
slightly  hurt. 

We  arrived  somewhere  between  Prilip 
and  Bitol  at  sunrise,  and  made  a  big  fire 
and  waited  for  further  orders  when  the 
Colonel  of  the  regiment  should  arrive. 
Presently  he  rode  up  with  his  staff,  and  I 
was  introduced  to  Colonel  Militch,  the 
Commandant  of  the  Second  Regiment. 
My  first  impression  of  him  was  that  he 


38        A  SERBIAN  AMBULANCE 

was  a  real  sport,  and  later  on,  when  I  got 
to  know  him  very  well  and  had  the  privi- 
lege of  being  a  soldier  in  his  regiment, 
I  found  out  that  not  only  was  he  a  sport, 
but  one  of  the  bravest  soldiers  and  most 
chivalrous  gentlemen  anyone  ever  served 
under.  We  stood  roimd  the  fire  for  some 
time  and  had  a  great  powwow;  my 
Serbian  was  still  in  an  embryo  stage,  but 
the  Colonel  spoke  German. 

We  were  all  very  cold  and  hungry,  but 
one  of  the  officers  of  the  staff,  who  was  a 
person  of  resource,  made  some  rather 
queerish  coffee  in  a  big  tin  mug  on  the 
fire,  and  we  all  had  some,  and  it  tasted 
jolly  good  and  hot,  and  then  the  Colonel 
produced  a  bottle  of  liqueur  from  a  little 
handbag,  and  we  drank  each  other's 
healths.     I  got  to  know  that  little  hand- 


A  SERBIAN  AMBULANCE        39 

bag  well  later — it  used  always  to  miracu- 
lously appear  when  everybody  was  cold^ 
tired  and  dying  for  a  drink. 

After  a  couple  of  hours  the  ambulance 
went  on  about  a  mile  and  pitched  camp, 
and  I  went  with  them.  The  Kid  went  to 
sleep  in  the  wagon  and  I  did  the  same 
outside  on  the  grass.  The  doctor  sent  me 
a  piece  of  bread  and  cheese,  which  I 
casually  ate  on  the  spot,  not  liking  to 
wake  the  Kid  up,  but  afterwards  I  was 
filled  with  remorse  for  my  thoughtlessness, 
when  I  was  convicted  by  her  later  on  for 
not  being  a  good  comrade  at  all,  as  it 
appeared  it  was  the  only  eatable  thing  in 
camp  ;  but,  as  I  was  new  and  green  at 
"  retreating,"  at  that  time  it  never 
dawned  on  me :  I  learnt  better  ways^ 
later    on.      I   made    her    some    tea    with 

D2 


40       A  SERBIAN  AMBULANCE 

my  tea-basket,  but  it  was  not  very 
satisfying. 

Later  on  in  the  day  the  Commandant 
of  the  Bitol  Division,  Colonel  Wasitch, 
and  an  English  officer  came  up  in  a  car. 
I  was  introduced  to  them,  and  went  with 
them  in  the  car  somewhere  up  the  road  to 
visit  a  camp.  The  Commandant  of  the 
division  went  off  to  attend  to  business, 
leaving  the  English  officer  and  myself  to 
amuse  ourselves  as  we  liked. 

Here  we  were  witnesses  of  a  case  of 
corporal  punishment.  I  relate  it  because 
some  people  think  this  is  quite  a 
common  occurrence ;  it  is  not,  cruelty 
is  absolutely  foreign  to  their  natures. 
Some  people  once  talked  of  setting 
up  a  branch  of  the  "  Prevention  of 
Cruelty  to  Animals"  in  Serbia,  and  were 


A  SERBIAN  AMBULANCE        41 

asked   in   astonishment   what   work   they 
supposed  they  would  find  to  do  ;   who  ever 
heard  of  a  Serbian  being  cruel  to  child  or 
animal  ?     Corporal  pimishment,  that  is  to 
say,  a  certain  number  of  strokes  with  a 
stick  (maximum  25 — schoolboys  will  know 
on  what  part),  is  the  legitimate  and  recog- 
nised  way   of  punishing   in   the   Serbian 
Army,   and  the  sentence    is    carried   out 
by     a     non-commissioned      officer.       As 
an   officer   once    explained   to   me,    some 
punishment   you   must   have    in   the    in- 
terests of  discipline,  and  what  else  can  you 
do  in  wartime,  when  you  are  on  the  move 
every   day  ?     Particularly    was   it    so    at 
this  most  critical  juncture,  when  it  would 
have    been    fatal    for    the    whole   Army 
had  the  men  been  allowed  to  get  out  of 
hand. 


42        A  SERBIAN  AMBULANCE 

This  question  of  corporal  punishment 
in  the  Serbian  Army  has  so  frequently 
been  brought  up  to  me  by  English  and 
French  officers  that  I  purposely  mention 
it,  as  I  have  always  tried  to  thoroughly 
disabuse  their  minds  of  any  idea  that  the 
men  were  indiscriminately  knocked  about. 
I  may  add  that  it  is  not  so  very  many 
years  since  flogging  was  abolished  in  our 
own  Navy,  and  no  doubt  in  course  of 
time  the  Serbian  Army  will  follow  suit. 
The  most  popular  officer  I  knew,  who 
was  absolutely  adored  by  his  own  men, 
was  extremely  ready  to  award  corporal 
punishment.  "  My  soldiers  have  got 
to  be  soldiers,^ ^  he  replied  curtly  to 
me  once,  and  his  men  certainly  were. 
These  things  always  depend  largely  on  the 
j)articular  officer,  of  course.     I  think  the 


A  SERBIAN  AMBULANCE        43 

Serbian  soldier,  more  than  anyone  else  I 
have  ever  come  across,  can  excel  as  a 
"  passive  resister  "  when  he  is  under  an 
unpopular  officer ;  while  all  the  time 
keeping  himself  just  within  the  bounds  of 
discipline,  he  will  contrive  to  avoid  doing 
anything  he  does  not  wish  to  do,  while  he 
is  extraordinarily  "  clannish  "  and  loyal 
to  one  whom  he  likes.  In  the  critical 
moments  in  a  battle  it  is  not  the  question 
whether  an  officer  is  "  active "  or 
"  reserve "  that  counts,  or  whether  he 
has  passed  through  his  military  academy 
or  risen  from  the  ranks,  but  whether  the 
men  will  follow  him  or  not. 

Captain and  I  walked  back  to  the 

ambulance  together  and  found  that  some 
of  the  orderlies  had  got  a  pig  from  some- 
where and  were  roasting  it  with  a  long 


44        A  SERBIAN  AMBULANCE 

pole  through  it  over  the  camp  fire  :  it 
smelt  jolly  good,  and  as  we  were  very 
hungry,  having  had  nothing  to  eat  but  a 
piece  of  bread  and  cheese,  we  accepted 
their  invitation  to  have  supper  with  them 
with  alacrity.  As  soon  as  it  was  cooked 
we  all  sat  round  the  big  fire  in  a  semi- 
circle, and  ate  roast  pig  with  our  fingers, 
there  being  no  plates  or  cutlery  available, 

and    Captain    said    he    had    never 

tasted  anything  so  good  in  his  life,  and 
wished  he  could  come  and  join  our 
ambulance  altogether. 

At  some  of  the  other  fires  dotted  about 
they  were  roasting  some  unwary  geese 
which  had  been  foolish  enough  to  stray 
roimd  our  camp.  As  the  inhabitants  of 
the  houses  had  fled  leaving  them  behind 
we    certainly    could    not    call    it    looting. 


A  SERBIAN  AMBULANCE        45 

Looting  was  very  firmly  checked ;  the 
Serbian  is  far  from  being  the  undisci- 
plined soldier  in  that  respect  that  some 
people  suppose. 


CHAPTER  III 


A  RIDE  TO  KALABAC  AND  A  BATTLE  IN  THE 
SNOW 

It  snowed  hard  in  the  night  and  most  of 
the  next  day  and  was  bitterly  cold,  blowing 
a  gale,  but  my  wagon  was  a  good  bit 
snugger  than  the  tent.  The  Colonel  and 
his  staff  had  quarters  in  a  loft  over  a  little 
cafe  just  along  the  road,  and  after  lunch 
the  Commander  of  the  division,  who 
came  with  two  English  officers,  took  the 
Kid  and  me  with  them  in  their  cars  some 
miles  back  along  the  road  towards  Prilip, 
where  we  all  walked  about  and  inspected 
the  new  positions  part  of  the  regiment 

46 


A  RIDE  TO  KALABAC  47 

was  to  take  up.  The  Kid  went  back  to 
Bitol  in  the  ear  with  them  that  evening 
to  fetch  some  clothes,  and  I  never  saw  her 
again,  though  I  beUeve  she  did  want  to 
come  back  to  us  later  on. 

I  used  to  sit  over  the  camp  fires  in  the 
evenings  with  the  soldiers,  and  we  used  to 
exchange  cigarettes  and  discuss  the  war 
by  the  hour.  I  was  picking  up  a  few 
more  words  of  Serbian  every  day,  and 
they  used  to  take  endless  trouble  to  make 
me  understand,  though  our  conversations 
were  very  largely  made  up  of  signs,  but 
I  understood  what  they  meant  if  I  couldn't 
always  understand  what  they  said.  It 
was  heartbreaking  the  way  they  used  to 
ask  me  every  evening,  "  Did  I  think  the 
English  were  coming  to  help  them  ?  "  and 
"Would  they  send  cannon?"     The  Bui- 


48  A  RIDE  TO  KALABAC 

garians  had  big  guns,  and  we  had  nothing 
but  some  httle  old  cannon  about  ten 
years  old,  which  were  really  only  what  the 
comitadjes  used  to  use.  If  we  had  had  a 
few  big  guns  we  could  have  held  the 
Baboona  Pass  practically  for  any  length 
of  time,  for  it  was  an  almost  impregnable 
position.  I  used  to  cheer  them  up  as  best 
I  could,  and  said  I  was  sure  that  some 
guns  would  come,  and  that  even  if  they 
did  not  they  must  not  think  that  the 
English  had  deserted  them,  as  I  supposed 
they  had  big  plans  in  their  head  that  we 
knew  nothing  about,  and  that  though  we 
might  have  to  retreat  now  everything 
would  come  right  in  the  end.  It  was 
touching  the  faith  they  had  in  the  English, 
whom  they  all  described  as  going  "  slowly 
but     surely."      They    were    very    much 


A  RIDE  TO  KALABAC  49 

excited  when  they  saw  the  two  Enghsh 
officers,  as  they  were  sure  they  had  come 
to  say  some  Enghsh  troops  were  coming. 

One  day,  however,  one  thousand  new 
Enghsh  rifles  did  come,  and  there  was  great 
rejoicing  thereat. 

With  the  courtesy  which  always  dis- 
tinguishes the  Serbian  peasant,  they  used 
always  to  stand  up  and  make  room  for  me, 
and  bring  a  box  for  me  to  sit  on  in  the 
most  comfortable  place  by  the  fire,  out  of 
the  smoke,  and  I  used  to  spend  hours 
like  this  with  them.  Under  happier  cir- 
cumstances they  would  all  have  been 
singing  their  national  songs  and  dancing, 
but,  though  there  were  many  fine  singers 
among  them,  nothing  would  induce  them 
to  sing  :  they  were  too  broken-hearted  at 
being  driven  back.     One  man  did  start  a 


50  A  RIDE  TO  KALABAC 

song  one  night  to  please  me,  but  he  broke 
down  in  the  middle  and  said  he  knew  I 
would  understand  why  he  could  not 
sing. 

There  was  deep  snow  on  the  ground,  and 
it  was  bitterly  cold,  and  the  men  used  to 
anxiously  ask  me  if  I  managed  to  keep 
warm  at  night,  as  they  huddled  up  to- 
gether, four  in  one  tiny  tent,  for  warmth, 
and  seemed  to  rather  fear  that  they  might 
find  me  frozen  to  death  some  morning  in 
my  wagon,  but  I  was  really  quite  warm 
enough. 

The  next  day,  while  we  were  doing  the 
dressings,  a  man  came  in  who  had  walked 
from  Nish,  twenty-two  days'  tramp.  He 
was  a  cheery  soul,  and  said  he  felt  very  fit, 
but  he  looked  as  thin  as  a  rake.  We  all 
crowded  round  him  to  hear  the  news.     He 


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A  RIDE  TO  KALABAC  51 

said  that  the  town  of  Nish  was  evacuated 
and  everyone  gone  to  Krushavatz. 

Commandant  Mihtch  told  me  he  was 
sending  for  his  second  horse,  so  that  I 
could  ride  her.  When  she  arrived  she 
proved  to  be  a  very  fine  white  half-Arab, 
who  could  gallop  like  the  wind,  and  I 
grew  very  fond  of  her.  She  had  a  passion 
for  sugar,  and  always  expected  a  bit  when 
she  saw  me.  The  Commandant  had 
moved  his  quarters  a  few  miles  farther 
up  the  road  towards  Prilip  to  a  small 
deserted  hahn,  or  inn,  consisting  of  two 
small  rooms  by  the  roadside.  It  was  close 
to  the  village  of  Topolchar.  I  had  been 
cautioned  not  to  stray  away  from  the 
camp  by  myself,  as  it  was  very  unsafe ; 
only  a  few  days  before  Bulgarian  comi- 
tadjes    had    swooped    down    and    taken 


52  A  RIDE  TO  KALABAC 

prisoner  a  Serbian  soldier  who  had  gone 
to  fetch  some  water  not  a  quarter  of  a 
mile  from  his  own  camp.  One  bright 
sunny  morning,  however,  the  hills  looked 
so  tempting  that  I  went  for  a  stroll  and 
wandered  on  farther  than  I  intended.  I 
was  out  of  sight  of  the  camp,  when  sud- 
denly I  heard  voices  behind  some  trees, 
though  I  could  not  see  anybody,  and  I 
knew  that  none  of  oiu*  men  were  camping 
near.  Discretion  conquering  curiosity, 
I  beat  a  dignified  retreat  at  a  brisk 
walk,  as  I  was  quite  unarmed  at  the  time, 
and  they  told  me  when  I  got  back  it  was 
a  good  thing  I  did.  I  took  no  more 
constitutionals  over  the  hills  while  in 
that  neighbourhood,  anyhow,  for  I  had 
no  wish  to  cut  off  my  career  with  the 
Army   by    suddenly  disappearing,  as    no 


A  RIDE  TO  KALABAX:  53 

one     would   know   what    had  become  of 
me. 

One  day  I  rode  over  on  Diana,  my 
white  mare,  to  see  the  Commandant  and 
his  staff  at  the  hahn.  They  all  wel- 
comed me  most  warmly,  inviting  me  to 
stop  to  supper,  sleep  there,  and  ride  out 
next  day  with  them  to  the  moimtain  of 
Kalabac,  to  visit  the  positions  there.  I 
accepted  joyfully.  They  said  I  could 
either  sleep  there  near  the  stove  or  have 
my  wagon  brought  up,  if  I  was  not  afraid 
of  being  too  cold.  I  decided  in  favour  of 
the  wagon,  as  the  hahn  was  already 
pretty  crowded  ;  so  they  telephoned  for 
it,  and  in  due  course  it  arrived  with  my 
orderly.  It  was  a  grey-covered  wagon, 
and  I  had  christened  it  "My  little  grey 
home  in  the  west."     A  house  on  wheels  is 


54  A  RIDE  TO  KALABAC 

an  ideal  arrangement,  as  if  you  take  it 
into  your  head  to  sleep  anywhere  else  you 
go  off  and  your  house  simply  follows  you. 
It  was  planted  exactly  opposite  the  door, 
with  a  sentry  to  guard  me. 

The  Commandant,  in  spite  of  all  his 
troubles,  was  full  of  fun,  and  even  in  the 
darkest  and  most  anxious  hours  in  the 
tragic  weeks  that  followed  kept  up  every- 
one's spirits  and  thought  of  everyone's 
comfort  before  his  own.  After  a  most 
hilarious  supper  I  turned  in,  as  we  were 
to  make  an  early  start  next  morning. 

Next  day  the  Commandant,  his  Adju- 
tant and  I,  with  four  armed  gendarmes, 
rode  off  to  Kalabac.  It  was  a  lovely  day, 
and  we  had  about  two  hours'  ride  across 
coimtry  to  the  first  line  of  trenches.  The 
Commandant    and    I    used    to    have    a 


A  RIDE  TO  KALABAC  55 

race  whenever  we  got  to  a  good  bit  of 
ground.  He  was  a  fine  rider,  and,  as  the 
horses  were  pretty  well  matched,  we  used 
to  get  up  a  break-neck  speed  sometimes, 
and  had  some  splendid  gallops.  About  a 
year  before  in  Kragujewatz  I  was  riding 
with  a  Serbian  soldier  who  had  been  sent 
with  a  horse  for  me,  and  he  said  :  "  What 
did  I  want  to  be  a  nurse  for  ?  "  and  tried 
to  persuade  me  not  to  go  back  to  the 
hospital,  but  to  join  the  Army  then  and 
there,  regardless  of  my  poor  patients 
expecting  me  back. 

The  first  line  of  trenches  that  we  came 
to  were  little  shallow  trenches  dotted 
about  on  the  hillside,  with  about  a  dozen 
men  in  each.  We  sat  in  one  of  them  and 
drank  coffee,  and  I  thought  then  that  I 
should  be  able  to  tell  them  at  home  that 

E2 


56  A  RIDE  TO  KALABAC 

I  had  been  in  a  real  Serbian  trench,  Httle 
thinking  at  the  time  that  I  was  going 
to  do  it  in  good  earnest  later  on  under 
different  circumstances. 

After  that  we  went  on  up  to  another 
position  right  at  the  top  of  Kalabac. 
It  was  a  tremendous  ride,  and  I  could 
never  have  believed  that  horses  could 
have  climbed  such  steep  places,  or  have 
kept  their  feet  on  some  of  the  obsta- 
cles we  went  over,  but  these  horses 
were  trained  to  it,  and  could  get  through 
or  over  anything.  Just  the  last  bit  of 
the  way  we  all  had  to  dismount,  and, 
leaving  the  horses  with  the  gendarmes, 
did  the  rest  on  foot.  There  was  no  need 
for  trenches  there,  as  it  was  very  rocky, 
and  there  was  plenty  of  natural  cover. 
Major  B and  another  officer  met  us 


A  RIDE  TO  KALABAC  57 

near  the  top,  and  he  and  the  Commandant 
went  off  to  discuss  things.  It  happened 
to  be  Captain  Pesio's  "  Slava "  day. 
This  "  Slava "  day  is  an  institution 
peculiar  only  to  the  Serbians,  and  which 
they  always  keep  most  faithfully.  Every 
family  and  every  regiment  has  one.  It  is 
the  day  of  their  particular  patron  saint, 
and  is  handed  down  from  father  to  son. 
It  is  kept  up  for  three  days  with  as  much 
jollification  as  circumstances  permit,  even 
in  wartime.  I  have  been  the  guest  at 
plenty  of  other  Slava  days  in  Serbia, 
but  I  never  enjoyed  anything  so  much  as 
I  did  that  one.  We  sat  round  the  fire  on 
boxes  or  logs  of  wood  under  the  shelter 
of  a  big  overhanging  rock,  with  a  most 
gorgeous  panorama  of  the  country  stretch- 
ing for  miles  round,  and  had  a  very  festive 


58  A  RIDE  TO  KALABAC 

lunch,  and  all  drank  Captain  Pesio's 
health.  In  the  middle  of  lunch  I  had 
my  first  sight  of  the  enemy,  a  Bulgarian 
patrol  in  the  distance,  and  orders  were 
promptly  given  to  some  of  our  men  to 
go  down  and  head  them  off.  The  men 
all  seemed  to  be  in  high  spirits  up  there, 
in  spite  of  the  cold,  and  some  of  them 
were  roasting  a  pig,  although  I  suppose 
that  was  a  "  Slava  "  luxury  for  them,  not 
to  be  had  every  day. 

It  was  eviening  by  the  time  we  left,  and 
we  slipped  and  slid  down  the  mountain 
again  by  moonlight.  When  we  got  back 
to  the  first  trenches  which  we  had  visited 
we  made  a  short  halt,  and  sat  in  an 
officer's  little  tent  and  drank  tea.  He  had 
certainly  not  been  at  war  for  four  years 
without   learning   how   to    make    himself 


A  RIDE  TO  KALABAC  59 

comfortable  under  adverse  circumstances, 
and  had  brought  it  down  to  a  fine  art. 
He  had  a  tiny  Httle  tent,  one  side  of  which 
was  pitched  against  a  bank,  and  in  the 
bank  there  was  a  hole,  with  a  large  fire  in 
it,  and  a  sort  of  timnel  leading  up  to  the 
outer  air  for  a  chimney.  His  blanket 
was  spread  on  some  boughs  woven  together 
for  a  bed,  and  he  was  as  snug  and  warm 
as  a  toast  when  he  did  get  a  chance  to 
sleep  in  his  tent,  which  was  apparently 
not  very  often.  He  was  very  popular 
with  everyone,  and  the  Commandant 
spoke  particularly  of  his  bravery.  We 
were  quite  sorry  to  leave  and  turn  out 
into  the  cold  night  air. 

We  had  a  long  ride  home,  ending  up 
with  a  hard  gallop  along  the  last  bit  of 
road,  and  it  was  late  when  we  got  back  to 


60  A  RIDE  TO  KALABAC 

the  hahn.  There  was  a  big  fire  going  in 
the  iron  stove,  and  we  soon  thawed  out. 
The  Commandant  sat  down  at  his  table 
and  dictated  endless  despatches  to  his 
Adjutant,  while  I  dosed  on  his  camp  bed 
till  about  ten,  when  he  finished  his  work 
for  the  time  being  and  we  had  supper. 
Every  now  and  then  there  would  be  a  rap 
at  the  door,  and  an  exhausted,  half-frozen 
rider  would  come  in  bearing  a  despatch  from 
one  of  the  outlying  positions  on  the  hills. 

I  was  very  sorry  afterwards  that  I  had 
not  taken  my  camera  with  me  up  to  the 
positions,  but  I  was  not  sure  at  the  time 
if  they  would  like  me  to,  though  after- 
wards they  told  me  I  might  take  it  any- 
where I  liked. 

There  was  another  small  ambulance 
here  in  charge  of  the  proper  regimental 


A  RIDE  TO  KALABAC  61 

doctor,  and  in  the  afternoon  everyone 
was  ordered  to  move  up  into  the 
village,  Topolchor,  and  find  rooms  there. 
The  soldiers  were  all  delighted  at  the 
prospect  of  getting  under  a  roof  of  any 
kind,  though  I  felt  quite  sorry  at  leaving 
my  Little  Grey  Home.  The  doctor  got 
me  a  nice  big  empty  room  in  what  was 
formerly  the  school.  There  was  a  pile 
of  desks  and  tables  filling  up  one  side  of 
it,  and  a  stove,  but  otherwise  no  furniture. 
After  my  orderly  had  unpacked  my  camp 
bed  and  lit  the  stove  I  had  some  visitors  : 
three  or  four  old  native  women,  who  came 
up  and  inspected  me  and  all  my  belong- 
ings closely,  and  seemed  deeply  impressed 
with  the  extraordinary  luxury  in  which 
an  Englishwoman  lived,  with  a  room  to 
herself,  a  bed  and  sl  rubber  bath  !     I  had 


62  A  RIDE  TO  KALABAC 

been  making  futile  efforts,  by  the  way, 
for  the  last  few  days  to  make  use  of  this 
same  bath,  in  spite  of  my  orderly's  repeated 
assurances  that  you  could  not  have  a 
bath  in  wartime,  which  I  found  after- 
wards to  be  strictly  true.  I  did  not  suc- 
ceed even  here,  owing  to  the  lack  of  water 
and  anything  to  carry  it  in. 

The  villagers  themselves,  those  who 
had  not  already  fled  in  terror,  seemed  to 
live  in  the  most  abject  poverty,  huddled 
together  in  houses  no  better  than  pigsties. 
The  place  was  infested  by  enormous 
mongrel  dogs,  which  used  to  pursue  me 
in  gangs,  barking  and  growling,  but  they 
had  a  wholesome  respect  for  a  stone,  and 
never  came  to  close  quarters. 

Next  morning  I  went  for  a  long  ride 
with  the   Commandant  to  inspect   some 


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more  of  the  positions.  He  had  to  hold  an 
enormous  front  with  only  two  regiments, 
and,  as  we  were  outnumbered  by  the 
Bulgarians  by  more  than  four  to  one, 
when  the  latter  could  not  break  through 
our  lines  they  simply  made  an  encircling 
movement  and  walked  round  them,  and, 
as  there  were  absolutely  no  reserves, 
every  available  man  being  already  in  the 
fighting  line,  troops  had  to  abandon  some 
other  position  in  order  to  cut  across  and 
bar  their  route.  Thus  we  were  constantly 
being  edged  back,  and  were  very  many 
times  in  great  danger  of  being  surrounded* 
We  were  fighting  a  rear-guard  action  prac- 
tically all  the  time  for  the  next  six  weeks — 
a  mere  handful  of  troops,  worn  out  by 
weeks  of  incessant  fighting,  hungry,  sick, 
and  with  no  big  guns  to  back  them  up. 


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retreating  slowly  and  in  good  order  before 
overwhelming  forces  of  an  enemy  who  was 
fresh,  well  equipped  and  with  heavy 
artillery.  It  was  no  use  throwing  men's 
lives  away  by  holding  on  to  positions 
when  no  purpose  could  be  gained  by  it, 
though  the  Colonel  felt  it  keenly  that  the 
finest  regiment  in  the  Army  should  have 
to  abandon  position  after  position, 
although  contesting  every  inch,  with- 
out having  a  chance  of  going  on  the 
offensive.  It  was  heartbreaking  work  for 
all  concerned,  and  the  way  they  accom- 
plished it  is  an  everlasting  credit  to 
officers  and  men  alike. 

My  orderly  told  me  he  had  heard  we  were 
going  that  evening,  so  he  packed  up  every- 
thing, camp  bed  included,  and  put  it  in  my 
wagon.     We  hung  about  all  the  evening 


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expecting  to  get  the  order  to  go  at  any 
moment,  as  the  horses  were  always  kept 
ready  saddled  in  the  stable,  and  you 
simply  had  to  "  stand  by  "  and  wait  until 
you  were  told  to  go,  and  then  be  ready  to 
get  straight  off.  Eventually,  however, 
the  Commandant  came  back  and  said  we 
were  not  going  that  night,  and  we  had  a 
quiet  supper  about  ten  o'clock  and  turned 
in,  with  a  warning  to  be  up  early  in  the 
morning.  As  my  bed  was  packed  up  I 
rolled  myself  up  in  a  blanket  on  the  floor, 
and  my  orderly  did  likewise  at  the  other 
side  of  the  stove  and  kept  the  fire  up.  It 
was  snowing  hard  and  frightfully  cold. 
At  daybreak  we  did  move,  but  not  very 
far,  only  to  the  little  hahn  by  the  roadside  ; 
and  there  we  stood  about  in  the  snow  and 
listened  to  a  battle  which  was  apparently 


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going  on  quite  close  ;  although  we  strained 
our  eyes  we  could  see  nothing — there  was 
such  a  frightful  blizzard.  A  company  of 
reinforcements  passed  us  and  floundered 
off  through  the  deep  snow  drifts  across 
the  fields  in  the  direction  of  the  firing. 
There  was  no  artillery  fire  (I  suppose  they 
could  not  haul  the  guns  through  the  snow), 
but  the  crackle  of  the  rifles  got  nearer  and 
nearer,  and  at  last  about  midday  they 
were  so  close  that  we  could  hear  the  wild 
"  Hourrah,  Hourrahs  "  of  the  Bulgarians 
as  they  took  our  trenches,  and  as  the 
blizzard  had  stopped  for  a  bit  we  could 
see  them  coming  streaking  across  the 
snow  towards  us,  oiu*  little  handful  of  men 
retreating  and  reforming  as  they  went. 
The  Bulgarians  always  give  the  most 
blood-curdling   yells    when    they    charge. 


A  RIDE  TO  KALABAC  67 

The  ambulance  was  already  gone,  and 
there  were  only  the  Colonel  and  his  staff, 
myself  and  the  doctor  left.  The  horses 
were  brought  out,  and  the  order  came  to 
go,  but  only  about  three  miles  to  where 
the  big  ambulance  was  camped  with  whom 
I  had  been  at  first. 

There  was  a  river  between  the  hahn 
and  this  ambulance,  and  the  road  went 
over  a  bridge.  This  bridge  was  heavily 
mined  and  was  to  be  blown  up  as  soon  as 
our  men  were  over,  thus  cutting  off,  or 
anyhow  considerably  delaying,  the  Bul- 
garians, as  the  river  was  uow  a  swollen 
icy  torrent.  We  sat  round  the  fire  of  the 
ambulance  and  dried  our  feet.  Some  of 
the  men  were  soaking  to  the  knees,  having 
no  boots,  but  only  opankis,  leather  sandals 
fastened   on   with   a    strap    which   winds 


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round  the  leg  up  to  the  knee.  Later  on 
some  wounded  were  brought  in,  given  a 
very  hurried  dressing,  and  despatched  at 
once  to  the  base  hospital.  The  majority 
of  them  seemed  to  be  hit  in  the  right  arm 
or  wrist,  but  I  am  afraid  perhaps  the 
worst  wounded  never  reached  us.  One 
poor  fellow  who  was  hit  in  the  abdomen 
was,  I  am  afraid,  done  for ;  he  would 
hardly  live  till  he  got  to  the  hospital. 

We  heard  no  more  firing  till  late  in  the 
afternoon,  when  all  at  once  it  broke  out 
again  quite  close,  and  with  big  guns  as 
well  this  time.  We  wondered  how  on 
earth  they  had  been  able  to  get  them 
across  the  river,  but  the  explanation  was 
forthcoming  when  we  heard  that  the 
bridge,  although  it  had  ten  mines  in  it,  had 
failed  to  blow  up— the  mines  would  not 


A  RIDE  TO  KALABAC  69 

explode ;  no  one  knew  why.  I  floun- 
dered through  the  snow  up  a  httle  hill 
with  some  of  the  others  to  see  if  we  could 
see  anything,  but  we  could  not  see  much 
through  the  winter  twilight  except  the 
flashes  from  the  guns  momentarily  light- 
ing up  the  snow  banks,  and  hear  the  noise 
of  the  shells  as  they  whistled  overhead. 

This  had  been  going  on  for  a 
couple  of  hours  now,  and  the  Greek 
doctor  was  getting  into  a  regular  funk 
because  they  had  had  no  orders  to  move, 
though  it  was  all  right  as  we  had  no 
wounded  in  the  tent  to  be  carried  away, 
and  no  one  else  was  worrying  about  it ; 
but  he  finally  sent  a  messenger  up  to  the 
Commandant,  as  he  seemed  to  think  the 
ambulance  had  been  forgotten.  A  couple 
of    days    afterwards    the    men    told    me 


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with  much  scorn  that  that  afternoon  had 
been  too  much  for  him,  and  that  he  did  a 
retreat  on  his  own  and  never  came  back 
to  the  ambulance  again.  I  was  just  think- 
ing of  looking  round  for  something  to 
eat,  as  I  had  had  neither  breakfast  nor 
lunch,  and  had  been  much  too  busy 
to  think  about  it,  when  the  order 
arrived  for  the  ambulance  to  pack  up 
and  move,  and  the  tents  came  down 
like  lightning.  The  soldiers  were  all  re- 
treating across  the  snow,  and  I  never  saw 
such  a  depressing  sight.  The  grey  No- 
vember twilight,  the  endless  white  ex- 
panse of  snow,  lit  up  ev^ry  moment  by 
the  flashes  of  the  guns,  and  the  long 
column  of  men  trailing  away  into  the 
dusk  wailing  a  sort  of  dismal  dirge— I 
don't  know  what  it  was  they  were  singing 


A  RIDE  TO  KALABAC  71 

—something  between  a  song  and  a  sob, 
it  sounded  like  the  cry  of  a  Banshee.  I 
have  never  heard  it  before  or  since,  but 
it  was  a  most  heartbreaking  sound. 

My  sais  (groom)  brought  Diana  round 
to  me.  I  asked  him  if  he  had  been  told 
to  do  so,  and  he  said  "  No,"  but  that  I 
"  had  better  go  now."  He  shook  his 
head  dubiously,  murmuring,  "  Safer  to  go 
now,"  when  I  told  him  I  was  coming  later 
on  with  the  Commandant  and  his  staff. 

War  always  seems  to  turn  out  exactly 
the  opposite  to  what  you  imagine  is  going 
to  happen.  Such  a  great  proportion  of  it 
consists  of  "an  everlastin'  waiting  on  an 
everlastin'  road,"  as  someone  has  already 
written.  Bairnsfather  hits  it  oft  exactly 
in  his  picture  of  the  young  officer  with 
his  new  sword :  how  he  pictures  himself 

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72  A  RIDE  TO  KALABAC 

using  it,  charging  at  the  head  of  his  com- 
pany, and  how  he  really  does  use  it, 
toasting  bread  over  the  camp  fire !  I 
had  some  wild  visions  in  my  head — as  I 
knew  the  Commandant  would  wait  until 
the  last  moment — of  a  tremendous  gallop 
over  the  snow,  hotly  pursued  by  Bul- 
garian cavalry.  I  imagine  I  must  once 
have  seen  something  like  it  on  a  cine- 
matograph. What,  however,  really  did 
happen  was  that,  having  received  per- 
mission to  stop,  I  sat  for  four  hours  in 
company  with  seven  or  eight  officers  who 
were  waiting  for  orders,  on  a  hard  bench 
in  a  freezing  cold  shed,  which  in  its 
palmier  days  might  have  been  a  cowhouse. 
I  was  ravenously  hungry,  and  sucked  a 
few  Horlick's  milk  tablets  I  found  in  my 
pocket,  but  they  did  not  seem  so  satis- 


A  RIDE  TO  KALABAC  73 

fying  as  the  advertisements  would  lead 
one  to  suppose.  However,  presently  the 
jolly  little  captain,  whose  tent  I  described 
on  Kalabac,  came  in,  followed  by  his 
soldier  servant  bearing  a  hot  roast  chicken 
wrapped  up  in  a  piece  of  paper  !  Where 
in  the  world  he  got  it  I  can't  think.  We 
had  no  knives  or  forks,  but  we  sat  side  by 
side,  and  each  took  hold  of  a  leg  and 
pulled  till  something  gave.  It  tasted 
delicious  !  He  shared  it  roimd  with  every- 
body, and  I  don't  think  had  much  left 
for  himself.  Although  he  came  straight 
from  the  trenches,  where  he  had  been 
fighting  incessantly  and  had  not  slept  for 
three  nights  himself,  he  was  full  of  spirits 
and  livened  us  all  up,  and  we  little  thought 
that  it  was  the  last  time  we  were  to  see 
him.     I  was  terribly  sorry  to  hear  a  few 


74  A  RIDE  TO  KALABAC 

days  later  of  the  tragic  death  of  my  gay 
little  friend. 

The  firing  had  ceased,  as  it  usually  does 
at  night,  and  at  last,  about  nine  o'clock, 
the  Commandant  appeared  and  the  horses 
were  brought  out,  and  instead  of  the  wild 
cinema  gallop  I  had  pictured  we  had  one 
of  the  slowest,  coldest  rides  you  can 
imagine.  There  was  a  piercing  blizzard 
blowing  across  the  snowy  waste,  blinding 
our  eyes  and  filling  our  ears  with  snow; 
our  hands  were  numbed,  and  our  feet 
so  cold  and  wet  we  could  hardly  feel 
the  stirrups.  We  proceeded  in  dead 
silence,  no  one  feeling  disposed  to  talk, 
and  slowly  threaded  our  way  through 
crowds  of  soldiers  tramping  along,  with 
bent  heads,  as  silently  as  phantoms,  the 
sound  of  their  feet  muffled  by  the  snow. 


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I  pitied  the  poor  fellows  from  the  bottom 
of  my  heart — they  were  so  much  colder 
and  wearier  even  than  I  was  myself,  and 
I  wondered  where  the  "  glory  "  of  war 
came  in.  It  was  exactly  like  a  nightmare, 
from  which  one  might  presently  wake  up. 
My  dreams  of  home  fires  and  hot  muffins 
were  brought  to  an  abrupt  termination  by 
the  Commandant  suddenly  breaking  into 
a  trot,  when  I  found  my  knees  were  "  set 
fast "  with  the  cold,  and  I  had  a  very 
painful  five  minutes  till  they  loosened  up. 
After  a  long  time  we  turned  oft  the 
road  across  some  snowy  fields.  I  fol- 
lowed close  behind  the  Commandant,  who 
always  made  a  bee  line  straight  ahead 
through  everything  ;  and  after  our  horses 
had  slipped  and  scrambled  through  a 
hedge,   a  couple   of  deep   ditches  and  a 


76  A  RIDE  TO  KALABAC 

stream  we  eventually  got  to  the  village 
of  Mogilee,  I  think  it  was  called.  The 
soldiers  bivouacked  in  some  farm  out- 
houses, and  we  were  received  by  some 
officers  in  a  big  loft.  They  had  a  huge 
stove  going  and  supper  ready  for  us.  We 
finished  up  the  long  day  quite  cheerily, 
even  having  a  bottle  of  champagne  that 
a  comitadje  brought  as  a  present  to  the 
Commandant.  We  all  slept  that  night 
in  the  loft  on  the  floor,  I  being  given  the 
place  of  honour  on  a  wide  bench  near  the 
stove,  while  the  other  six  or  seven  selected 
whichever  particular  board  on  the  floor 
took  their  fancy  most,  and  spread  their 
blankets  on  it.  Turning  in  was  a  simple 
matter,  as  you  only  have  to  take  off  your 
boots ;  and,  though  the  atmosphere  got 
a  bit  thick,  we  all  slept  like  tops. 


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CHAPTER  IV 


I  MEET  THE  FOURTH  COMPANY— A  COLD 
NIGHT  RIDE 

We  were  all  up  at  daybreak  next  morning 
as  usual ;  no  good  Serbian  sleeps  after 
the  first  streak  of  light.  It  was  still 
snowing  fearfully  hard,  making  it  impos- 
sible to  go  out,  though  the  Commandant 
and  his  Staff  Captain  rode  out  somewhere 
all  the  morning.  We  had  sundry  cups  of 
tea  and  coffee  during  the  morning  and  a 
pretty  substantial  snack  of  bread  and  eggs 
and  cold  pig  about  ten.  I  protested  that 
I  was  not  hungry,  and  that  we  should  have 
lunch   when   the   Commandant   came   in, 

77 


78  A  COLD  NIGHT  RIDE 

but  they  reminded  me  of  what  had  hap- 
pened to  me  yesterday  in  the  matter  of 
meals,  and  might  possibly  happen  again 
to-morrow,  and  advised  me  to  eat  and 
sleep  whenever  I  got  a  chance.  They  were 
old  soldiers  and  spoke  from  experience, 
and  I  subsequently  found  it  to  be  very 
good  advice. 

It  was  a  long  day,  as  we  had  nothing  to 
do.  In  the  afternoon  the  doctor  started 
to  teach  me  some  Serbian  verbs,  and  after- 
wards we  all  played  "  Fox  and  Goose," 
and  I  initiated  them  into  the  mysteries  of 
"  drawing  a  pig  with  your  eyes  shut,"  and 
any  other  games  we  could  think  of  with 
pencil  and  paper  to  while  away  the  time. 

About  dusk  we  set  forth  again  to  a  small 
village,  Orizir,  close  to  Bitol.  It  was 
pitch  dark  as  we  splashed  across  a  field 


A  COLD  NIGHT  RIDE  79 

and  a  couple  of  streams  to  another  little 
house  which  we  occupied.  It  consisted 
of  two  tiny  rooms,  up  a  sort  of  ladder, 
with  a  fair-sized  balcony  in  front.  The 
balcony  was  quite  sheltered  with  a  big  pile 
of  straw  at  one  end,  and  I  elected  to 
sleep  there,  though  they  were  fearfully 
worried  about  it,  and  declared  I  should 
die  of  cold,  in  spite  of  my  protestations 
that  English  people  always  sleep  much 
better  in  the  open  air  than  in  a  hot  room 
with  all  the  windows  shut.  Foreigners 
always  look  upon  English  people  as  more 
than  half  mad  on  the  subject  of  fresh 
air,  especially  at  night.  The  next  day 
my  orderly,  who  was  in  a  great  state  of 
mind,  and  seemed  to  think  that  I  would 
lose  caste  with  his  fellow  orderlies  if  I 
persisted  in  sleeping  on  the  balcony,  told 


80  A  COLD  NIGHT  RIDE 

me  that  he  had  found  another  room  for 
me  in  a  hahn  by  the  roadside,  where  I 
accordingly  slept  the  next  night,  and  sub- 
sequently we  all  moved  down  there.  I 
actually  got  my  long-sought-for  bath  that 
day,  my  resourceful  man  borrowing  a 
sort  of  stable  for  me  for  an  hour  and  fixing 
it  up  for  me.  As  all  old  campaigners 
know,  a  certain  kind  of  live  stock,  and 
plenty  of  them,  is  the  inevitable  accom- 
paniment to  this  sort  of  life,  and  is  one  of 
its  greatest  trials,  though  you  do  get  more 
or  less  used  even  to  that.  I  burnt  a  hole, 
in  my  vest  cremating  some  of  them,  but 
judging  by  the  look  of  my  bathroom, 
where  the  soldiers  had  been  sleeping,  I 
am  not  at  all  siu^e  that  I  did  not  carry 
more  away  with  me  than  I  got  rid  of. 
While  I  was  engaged  in  this  interesting 


A  COLD  NIGHT  RIDE  81 

occupation  my  orderly  called  out  that  the 
English  Consul  was  there  and  wished  to 
see  me,  so  I  hastily  dressed  and  went  out 
to  interview  him.  He  had  come  in  a  car 
to  take  me  back  to  Salonica  with  him  if 
I  wanted  to  go,  which  of  course  I  did  not ; 
so  he  just  drove  me  into  town  to  pick  up 
a  large  case  of  cigarettes  which  I  had 
previously  ordered  from  Salonica  for  my- 
self and  the  soldiers  and  anyone  else  who 
ran  short  of  them,  and  he  also  gave  me  a 
case  of  tins  of  jam  and  one  of  warm 
woollen  helmets,  which  were  very  much 
appreciated  by  the  men.  He  said  he 
thought  I  was  quite  right  to  stop,  and  we 
parted  warm  friends. 

When  I  got  back  I  found  the  Staff 
Captain,  who  was  the  Commandant's 
right  hand,  just   going    out    for    another 


82  A  COLD  NIGHT  RIDE 

cold  ride.  He  had  had  fever  for  the  last 
two  or  three  days,  and  looked  so  fearfully 
ill  that  I  begged  him  not  to  go,  as,  however 
much  he  might,  and  did,  boss  everybody 
when  he  was  well,  he  might  let  hirr^self  be 
looked  after  a  little  bit  when  he  was  ill. 
Rather  to  my  surprise  he  submitted  quite 
meekly,  and  let  me  dose  him  with  quinine, 
and  tuck  him  up  in  his  blankets  by  the 
stove,  and  as  he  was  shivering  violently  I 
told  his  orderly  to  make  him  some  hot 
tea  and  stand  outside  the  door  to  see  that 
no  one  came  in  to  disturb  him.  As  the 
tea  did  not  seem  to  be  forthcoming,  I 
went  out  presently  to  see  what  was  up, 
and  found  him  with  several  of  his  fellow 
orderlies  sitting  in  the  snow  round  the 
camp  fire  having  a  meal  of  some  kind. 
He  said  he  had  made  the  tea,  but  had  not 


A  COLD  NIGHT  RIDE  83 

any    sugar;     so    I    asked    some    of    the 
others. 

"  Now,  don't  you  say  '  Nema  '  to  me," 
I  said,  before  he  had  time  to  speak,  "  but 
go  and  find  some,  because  I  know  per- 
fectly well  you  have  got  it."  It  is  a 
Serbian  peculiarity,  which  I  had  found 
out  long  ago,  that  whenever  you  first  ask 
for  a  thing  they  invariably  say  "  Nema  " 
("  There  isn't  any  ").  I  have  frequently 
been  told  that  in  a  shop  with  the  thing 
lying  there  under  my  eyes,  because  the 
man  was  too  lazy  to  get  up  and  get  it. 
They  thought  it  a  great  joke,  and  of  course 
produced  it,  and  "  Don't  say  '  Nema '  to 
me  "  became  a  sort  of  laughing  byword 
amongst  some  of  the  men  afterwards  when- 
ever I  asked  for  anything.  They  have  a 
keen   sense   of  humour,    and   are    always 


84  A  COLD  NIGHT  RIDE 

ready  for  a  laugh  and  a  joke,  and  their 
gaiety  and  high  spirits  bubble  up  even 
under  the  most  adverse  circumstances. 

The  rest  of  the  Staff  and  I  then  made  a 
fire  in  the  other  little  room,  and  sat  there 
and  played  chess  and  auction  bridge,  and 
were  making  a  terrific  noise  over  the  latter, 
when  the  Commandant  came  back.  If  you 
really  want  an  amusing  occupation,  likely 
to  give  rise  to  any  amount  of  discussion  and 
argument,  try  teaching  auction  bridge  to 
three  men  who  have  never  seen  it  played 
before,  in  a  language  your  knowledge  of 
which  is  so  slight  that  you  can  only  ask 
for  the  simplest  things  in  the  fewest 
possible  words.  You'll  find  the  result  is 
a  very  queer  and  original  game. 

The  next  afternoon,  it  having  at  last 
stopped  snowing,  I  walked  over  to  visit 


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my  old  friends  in  the  ambulance  a  couple 
of  miles  up  the  road,  and  we  sat  by  the 
camp  fire  and  pored  over  the  map  of 
Albania,  whither  we  should  soon  be  going, 
and  discussed  the  war  as  usual.  When  I 
got  back  about  sunset  I  found  the  Com- 
mandant had  gone  to  visit  a  company 
who  were  camped  about  a  mile  and  a  half 
up  the  road,  and  his  Adjutant  was  waiting 
for  me,  as  we  thought  it  would  be  a  good 
opportunity  to  give  away  some  of  the 
warm  woollen  helmets  while  it  was  so  cold. 
Accordingly,  followed  by  a  couple  of  men 
carrying  the  wool  helmets,  some  cigarettes 
and  a  few  pots  of  jam,  we  started  for  the 
camp.  It  turned  out  to  be  the  Fourth 
Company  of  the  First  Battalion,  strange 
to  say,  the  very  company  that  I  after- 
wards joined,  though  I  didn't  guess  that 


86  A  COLD  NIGHT  RIDE 

at  the  time.  It  was  a  most  picturesque 
scene  with  the  httle  tents  all  crowded 
together,  and  dozens  of  big  camp  fires 
blazing  in  the  snow  with  soldiers  sitting 
round  them  ;  they  all  seemed  very  cheery 
in  spite  of  the  bitter  cold.  We  had  a 
great  reception,  the  whole  company  was 
lined  up,  and  under  the  direction  of  their 
Company  Commander  I  gave  every 
seventh  man  a  white  woollen  helmet— 
unfortunately  there  were  not  enough  for 
each  man  to  have  one — and  every  man  a 
couple  of  cigarettes,  and  my  orderly  fol- 
lowed with  half  a  dozen  large  pots  of  jam 
and  a  spoon,  the  men  opening  their  mouths 
like  young  starlings  waiting  to  be  fed. 
This  is  a  national  custom  in  Serbia; 
directly  you  visit  a  house  your  hostess 
brings  in  a  tray  with  a  pot  of  jam,  glasses 


A  COLD  NIGHT  RIDE  87 

of  water  and  a  dish  with  spoons  on  it. 
You  eat  a  spoonful  of  jam,  take  a  drink  of 
water,  and  put  your  spoon  down  on 
another  dish  provided  for  that  purpose. 
It  is  very  amusing  to  see  a  stranger  the 
first  time  this  is  presented  to  him  ;  he 
generally  does  not  know  what  he  is  sup- 
posed to  do,  or  whether  he  is  to  dip  the 
jam  into  the  water,  or  vice  versa,  and  how 
many  spoonfuls  it  would  be  polite  to  eat, 
Serbian  jam  being  extraordinarily  good. 
One  Englishman  I  knew  wanted  to  go  on 
eating  several  spoonfuls,  and  I  had  gently 
but  firmly  to  check  him. 

I  was  introduced  to  all  the  officers, 
and  a  great  many  of  the  men  who 
were  pointed  out  to  me  as  having 
done  something  very  special.  One  of  the 
men  was  wearing  an  English  medal  for 

G2 


88  A  COLD  NIGHT  RIDE 

"  distinguished  conduct  in  the  field."  The 
men  seemed  awfully  pleased  with  their 
little  presents  ;  they  never  have  anything 
in  the  way  of  luxury — no  jam,  sweets  or 
tobacco  served  out  to  them  with  their 
rations,  no  parcels  or  letters  from  home 
(at  this  time),  no  concerts  or  amusements 
got  up  for  their  benefit,  none  of  the  things 
that  our  Tommies  hardly  regard  in  the 
light  of  luxuries,  but  necessities.  No  one 
who  has  not  lived  with  them  can  imagine 
how  simply  they  live,  how  much  they 
think  of  a  very  little,  and  what  a  small 
thing  it  takes  to  please  them.  After  that 
little  ceremony  was  over  we  sat  round  the 
officers'  camp  fire  and  a  young  sergeant 
— a  student  artist — played  the  flute  very 
well  indeed,  and  they  sang  some  of  their 
national  songs.     It  was  all  so  friendly  and 


A  COLD  NIGHT  RIDE  89 

fascinating  that  we  were  very  loath  in- 
deed to  tear  ourselves  away,  and  I  pro- 
mised to  come  back  next  day  and  take 
their  photographs,  but  next  day  they 
were  not  there,  having  been  ordered  off  at 
dawn  to  hold  some  positions  up  on  the  hills. 
Among  other  sundry  oddments  in  my 
luggage  I  had  a  box  of  chessmen  and  a 
board,  and  as  several  of  them  could  play 
we  whiled  away  many  weary  hours  when 
we  had  nothing  else  to  do  playing  chess. 
The  Commandant  and  I  were  very  evenly 
matched,  and  we  used  to  have  some 
tremendous  battles,  sometimes  long  after 
everyone  else  was  asleep,  and  always  kept 
a  careful  record  of  who  won.  Some  of 
the  others  were  very  keen  on  it  too,  and 
those  who  were  not  playing  would  stand 
round  and  offer  advice.     I  used  sometimes 


90  A  COLD  NIGHT  RIDE 

to  think,  as  I  listened  to  the  sounds  of 
hurried  packing  up  going  on  all  round 
while  we  sat  calmly  playing  chess,  that 
the  Bulgars  would  walk  in  one  day  and 
capture  the  lot  of  us,  chessboard  and  all. 
About  9  p.m.  next  night  the  Comman- 
dant gave  the  order  to  start,  and  we  walked 
the  first  mile,  the  horses  being  led  behind, 
I  suppose  to  get  used  to  the  roads,  which 
were  one  slippery  sheet  of  ice.  When  we 
got  to  Bitol,  which  was  quite  close,  we 
went  to  the  headquarters  of  the  Com- 
mandant of  the  division,  and  sat  there 
till  about  midnight,  while  he  and  our 
Commandant  discussed  matters.  We  met 
Dr.  Nikotitch  there  again,  and  he  and 
Commandant  Wasitch  asked  me  if  I  really 
had  made  up  my  mind  to  go  on.  They 
said  the  journey  through  Albania  would 


A  COLD  NIGHT  RIDE  91 

be  very  terrible,  that  nothing  we  had  gone 
through  so  far  was  anything  approaching 
it,  and  that  they  would  send  me  down  to 
Salonica  if  I  liked.  I  was  not  quite  sure 
whether  having  a  woman  with  them  might 
not  be  more  of  an  anxiety  and  nuisance  to 
them  than  anything  else,  though  they 
knew  I  did  not  mind  roughing  it ;  and  I 
asked  them,  if  so,  to  tell  me  quite  frankly, 
and  I  would  go  down  to  Salonica  that 
night.  They  were  awfully  nice,  though, 
and  said  that  "  for  them  it  would  be  better 
if  I  stopped,  because  it  would  encourage 
the  soldiers,  who  already  all  knew  me,  and 
to  whose  simple  minds  I  represented,  so  to 
speak,  the  whole  of  England."  The  only 
thought  that  buoyed  them  up  at  that  time, 
and  still  does,  was  that  England  would  never 
forsake  them.    So  that  settled  the  matter. 


92  A  COLD  NIGHT  RIDE 

as  I  should  have  been  awfully  sorry  if  I 
had  had  to  go  back,  and  I  believe  the  fact 
that  I  went  through  with  them  did  perhaps 
sometimes  help  to  encourage  the  soldiers, 
t  We  left  there  soon  after  midnight,  and 
rode  all  night  and  most  of  the  next  day* 
The  Commandant  and  his  Staff  Captain 
drove  in  a  wagon,  the  same  one  that  the 
Kid  and  I  had  driven  in  on  the  first  night 
of  the  retreat.  They  asked  me  whether 
I  would  rather  come  in  the  wagon  with 
them  or  ride,  as  the  roads  were  simply 
terrible,  but  I  elected  to  ride  and  chance 
Diana  going  on  her  head,  which  she  did 
not  do,  however,  as  the  Commandant,  with 
his  usual  thoughtfulness,  had  had  her 
roughed  for  me  a  few  days  before.  We 
rode  very,  very  slowly,  always  through 
crowds     of     soldiers,     pack-horses     and 


A  COLD  NIGHT  RIDE  93 

donkeys,  halting  about  every  hour  at 
little  camp  fires  along  the  roadside  made 
by  our  front  guard,  where  we  sat  and 
warmed  our  feet  for  about  a  quarter  of  an 
hour  till  the  tired  soldiers  could  catch  us 
up,  there  being  frequent  halts  for  them  to 
^rest  for  a  few  minutes.  I  rode  alongside 
the  Adjutant  and  another  officer,  and  was 
very  glad  that  my  orderly  had  filled  my 
thermos  flask  with  hot  tea,  with  a  good 
dash  of  cognac  in  it,  which  the  three  of 
us  consumed  while  riding  along.  The 
roads  were  really  fearful,  one  solid  sheet 
of  ice,  and  the  Adjutant's  horse  came 
down  so  often  that  eventually  he  had 
to  walk  and  lead  it.  Occasionally  we 
all  used  to  get  down  and  walk  for  a 
bit  to  warm  our  feet,  which  became 
like    blocks    of   ice,    but   the    going    was 


94  A  COLD  NIGHT  RIDE 

so  hard  that  we  were  glad  to  mount 
again.  I  say  "  mount,"  but  in  reahty^ 
what  between  wearing  a  heavy  fur  coat 
and  getting  colder  and  stiffer  and  wearier, 
it  was  more  a  sort  of  crawl  up  Diana's 
side  that  I  did ;  fortunately  she  was  a 
patient  animal,  and  used  to  stand  still. 
It  soothed  my  feelings  to  see  that  I  was 
not  the  only  one,  several  of  the  others 
having  nearly  as  much  difficulty  in 
mounting.  They  were  all  so  friendly,  and 
I  had  more  than  one  "  Good  luck  to  you  " 
shouted  after  me.  It  was  not  really  such 
a  hard  ride  as  we  had  expected,  though,  as 
stopping  at  the  little  camp  fires  and  chatting 
with  the  men  round  them  made  a  nice  break. 
About  daybreak  we  arrived  at  a  hahn, 
where  we  found  the  ambulance  again, 
and   the  Commandant   and   the   Captain 


A  COLD  NIGHT  RIDE  95 

got  their  horses  there,  and  we  all  walked, 
and  later  on  rode,  up  and  up  a  winding 
road,  up  a  mountain.  It  was  bitterly  cold, 
and  every  few  yards  we  passed  horrible 
looking  corpses  of  bullocks,  donkeys  and 
ponies,  with  the  hides  and  some  of  the 
flesh  stripped  from  them ;  sometimes 
there  were  packs,  ammunition  and  rifles 
thrown  away  by  the  roadside,  but  very, 
very  few  of  the  latter ;  a  soldier  is  very 
far  gone  indeed  before  he  will  part  with 
that.  Of  course  everywhere  swarmed 
with  spies,  and  we  stopped  a  man  and  a 
boy  in  civilian  clothes  carrying  baskets  ; 
they  protested  that  they  were  going  down 
to  do  somxC  marketing  or  something  of 
that  sort,  but  whatever  it  was  they 
wanted  to  do  they  were  told  they  could 
not  do  it,  and  gently  but  firmly  turned  back. 


96  A  COLD  NIGHT  RIDE 

At  the  very  top  we  stopped  at  the  ruins 
of  a  filthy  little  hut,  where  a  halt  was 
called  and  the  field  telephone  rigged  up. 
We  built  a  fire  outside— it  was  too  dirty 
to  go  inside — under  the  wall,  and  had 
some  coffee,  and  tried,  very  unsuccess- 
fully, to  get  out  of  the  howling,  bitter 
wind.  The  soldiers  sat  about  and  rested, 
and  we  stayed  there  until  late  in  the  after- 
noon. We  were  to  spend  the  night  at  Resan, 
some  way  down  the  other  side,  and  about 
3  o'clock  the  doctor  said  he  was  going 
down  there,  and  I  might  as  well  come 
down  with  him  and  look  for  a  room.  Wily 
young  man,  he  was  petrified  with  cold 
himself  and  didn't  like  to  say  so,  so  had 
previously  told  the  Staff  Captain  that  / 
was  cold  and  wanted  to  go  into  the  town, 
and  that,  as  I  could  not  go  by  myself, 


A  COLD  NIGHT  RIDE  97 

hadn't  he  better  escort  me?  He  let  this 
out  afterwards,  and  I  was  very  indignant 
with  him,  but  he  was  quite  unabashed. 
He  used  to  love  teasing  me,  calling  me 
"  Napoleon "  because  I  rode  a  white 
horse,  and  we  were  constantly  sparring. 
My  orderly,  after  a  long  search,  found  me 
quite  a  decent  little  room  in  a  house  close 
to  the  Caserne,  w^here  the  staff  were  to  be 
quartered.  The  family  consisted  of  two 
old  ladies  and  a  girl,  who  all  fell  on  my 
neck  and  hugged  me,  rather  to  my  em- 
barrassment. One  of  the  old  ladies 
explained  volubly  that  she  had  once  had 
something — I  never  could  quite  make  out 
whether  it  was  a  husband  or  a  cat — and 
had  lost  it,  and  I  was  now  to  take  its  place 
in  the  family  circle. 

We  all  sat  round  the  stove  in  my  little 


98  A  COLD  NIGHT  RIDE 

room,  which  seemed  quite  a  luxm-ious 
palace  to  me  now,  and  I  made  them  real 
EngHsh  tea  with  my  little  tea-basket, 
and  the  poor  old  things  seemed  quite 
enchanted,  as  they  had  neither  tea  nor 
sugar  in  the  house,  and  they  fussed  over 
me,  and  could  not  do  enough  for  me. 

The  next  morning  I  stayed  in  bed  till 
nearly  eight,  and,  after  dressing  leisiu'ely, 
went  up  to  see  the  Commandant  and 
staff,  who  said  they  had  begun  to  think 
they  had  lost  me.  About  five  o'clock  my 
orderly  came  in  in  a  great  state  of  excite- 
ment and  wrath,  declaring  that  he  did  not 
know  what  to  do  with  my  things  as  the 
wagon  had  been  taken  for  something  else, 
and  that  the  Commandant  and  staff  were 
all  gone.  He  was  an  excitable  person, 
and  used  to  get  these  panics  occasionally, 


A  COLD  NIGHT  RIDE  99 

and,  as  I  knew  perfectly  well  that  whatever 
happened  they  would  not  leave  me  behind, 
I  told  him  not  to  be  such  an  ass,  but  to  go 
and  get  my  horse  and  I  would  go  and  find 
out  for  myself,  as  I  could  not  get  any 
sense  out  of  him.  I  happened  to  meet 
the  Commandant  in  the  street,  and,  as  I 
fully  expected,  we  had  supper  quietly, 
and  did  not  stir  till  9  p.m.  We  nearly 
always  did  ride  at  night.  We  left  very 
quietly,  and  walked  the  first  bit  of  the 
way  through  the  mud,  and  then  rode  up 
a  beautiful  serpentine  road,  which  had 
originally  been  made  by  the  Turks,  through 
what  looked  as  if  it  might  be  beautiful 
country  if  you  could  only  see  it.  All  the 
way  along  there  were  soldiers  and  camp 
fires,  which  looked  so  pretty  twinkling  all 
over  the  hills  through  the  fir  trees,  and  we 


100         A  COLD  NIGHT  RIDE 

made    frequent    halts    while    the    Com- 
mandant gave  his  orders. 

I  thought  we  were  going  to  ride  all 
night,  and  it  was  a  pleasant  surprise  when 
we  turned  off  the  road,  and  put  our  horses 
at  a  steep  muddy  bit  of  moimd  at  the  top 
of  which  was  an  old  block-house,  one  of 
the  many  built  by  the  Tiu-ks  and  dotted 
all  over  that  part  of  the  country.  The 
telephone  was  rigged  up  there,  and  it  was 
full  of  officers  and  soldiers ;  the  ground 
all  round  was  a  perfect  sea  of  mud,  and 
there  were  soldiers  everywhere.  I  had 
not  the  faintest  idea  whether  we  were 
going  to  stop  there  half  an  hour  or  for  the 
rest  of  the  night,  and  I  don't  suppose 
anybody  else  had  either,  except,  perhaps, 
the  Commandant.  I  sat  by  the  stove  for 
some  time,  and  finally  lay  down  on  the 


A  COLD  NIGHT  RIDE  101 


floor  on  some  straw  that  looked  not  quite 
so  dirty  as  the  rest,  though  that  is  not 
saying  much,  but  when  I  woke  up  some 
hours  later  I  got  the  impression  that  I  had 
strayed  into  a  new  version  of  the  Black 
Hole  of  Calcutta.  The  whole  floor  was 
absolutely  covered  so  thickly  with  sleeping 
men  that  you  could  not  put  your  feet 
down  without  treading  on  them.  I 
counted  up  to  twenty-nine  and  then  gave 
it  up  because  I  saw  several  more  come  in 
afterwards,  though  where  they  managed 
to  wedge  themselves  in  I  do  not  know. 
The  Commandant  had  left  the  telephone 
and  was  sleeping  peacefully  among  the 
others ;  the  only  person  awake  was  a 
very  big,  good-looking  gendarme,  w^ho  was 
keeping  the  stove  stoked  up,  although  it 
w^as  already  suffocatingly  hot.     The  Ser- 


102         A  COLD  NIGHT  RIDE 

bians  laugh  at  me  because  I  declare  that 
they  always  pick  their  gendarmes  for 
their  good  looks ;  they  are  certainly  a 
magnificent  set  of  men.  This  one  inquired 
if  I  wanted  anything,  as  soon  as  he  saw 
that  I  was  awake,  and  I  asked  him  if  he 
would  fetch  me  my  thermos  flask  full  of 
tea,  which  he  would  find  in  Diana's 
saddle-bag.  He  had  never  seen  a  thermos 
flask  before,  and  when  he  brought  it  back 
and  I  shared  the  tea  with  him  he  was 
perfectly  thunderstruck  to  find  it  still  hot. 
He  couldn't  make  it  out  at  all,  and  seemed 
to  think  that  in  some  extraordinary  way 
Diana  must  have  had  something  to  do 
with  it,  and  I  shouldn't  be  surprised  if 
next  day  he  put  a  bottle  of  tea  in  his  own 
saddle-bag  to  see  if  his  horse  would  be 
equally  clever. 


A  COLD  NIGHT  RIDE         103 

About  5  a.m.,  while  it  was  still  dark,  I 
woke  up  again  so  boiling  hot  that  I  could 
not  stand  it  any  longer,  and  crawled  out 
cautiously  over  the  sleeping  men,  treading 
on  a  good  many,  I  am  afraid,  though  they 
did  not  seem  to  object,  and  took  a  walk 
round  ;  but,  as  it  was  raining  and  the  mud 
appalling,  I  did  not  stay  outside  long. 
There  was  one  camp  fire  still  going,  and 
what  I  took  to  be  a  large  bundle  covered 
over  with  a  sack  beside  it.  Here's  luck, 
I  thought,  something  to  sit  on  beside  the 
fire,  and  down  I  plumped,  but  got  up 
again  quickly  when  it  gave  a  protesting 
grunt  and  a  heave,  and  I  found  I  had  sat 
down  on  a  man.  After  that  I  sat  on  a 
tin  can  in  the  cold  passage  for  some  time 
and  waited  for  daybreak. 


H2 


CHAPTER  V 


WE  SAY  GOOD-BYE  TO  SERBIA  AND  TAKE  TO 
THE   ALBANIAN   MOUNTAINS 

The  next  morning  we  rode  on  and  camped 
at  another  block-house.  The  field  tele- 
phone was  going  all  the  time  here,  and 
evidently  the  news  was  anything  but 
satisfactory.  I  did  so  heartily  wish  that 
I  knew  more  Serbian  and  could  under- 
stand more  of  what  was  going  on.  I  was 
so  keenly  interested  in  what  was  happen- 
ing and  where  the  various  companies 
were  and  how  they  were  getting  on,  and 
it  was  maddening  when  breathless  de- 
spatch riders  used  to  come  in  from  the 

104 


GOOD-BYE  TO  SERBIA        105 

trenches,  and  I  could  only  gather  a  little 
bit  of  what  they  were  saying,  and  generally 
miss  the  vital  point.  The  Commandant 
and  his  Staff  Captain  used  to  pore  over 
maps  at  the  table,  and,  although  they 
would  not  have  minded  my  knowing  any- 
thing, of  course  I  could  not  bother  them 
with  questions.  Sometimes  if  Comman- 
dant Militch  was  not  busy  he  used  to  show 
me  the  various  positions  on  the  map,  and 
tell  me  where  he  was  moving  the  men  to. 
It  was  such  a  frightfully  anxious  time  for 
him,  he  had  to  hold  the  threads  of  every- 
thing in  his  hands;  everything  depended 
on  him,  the  lives  and  safety  of  all  the  men, 
and  despatch  riders  and  telephone  calls 
gave  him  very  little  rest. 

On  this  particular  occasion  we  made  an 
unusually  sudden  start,  and  he  explained 


106        GOOD-BYE  TO  SERBIA 

to  me  afterwards,  as  we  were  riding  along, 
that  the  Bulgarians  had  made  another  of 
their  encircling  movements,  and  got  round 
our  position,  and  very  nearly  cut  the  road 
in  front  of  us,  and  there  was  considerable 
probability  at  one  moment  that  we  might 
have  to  take  to  the  mountains  on  foot,  to 
escape  being  taken  prisoners.  However, 
he  was  able  to  send  some  troops  round, 
and  they  succeeded  in  getting  down  in 
time  to  cut  them  off.  Being  taken 
prisoner  by  the  wild  Bulgarians  would 
have  been  no  joke. 

We  halted  in  the  afternoon  in  a  field 
where  a  company  was  resting,  some  of  the 
Third  Call.  There  are  three  calls.  First, 
Second  and  Third — the  young  men,  middle- 
aged  and  the  old  fellows,  who  as  a  general 
rule  are  only  used  for  light  work,  guarding 


GOOD-BYE  TO  SERBIA        107 

bridges,  railways,  etc.,  but  now  had  to 
march  and  do  the  same  as  the  young  men, 
and  it  came  very  hard  on  them. 

The  Serbians  hve  hard  and  seem  to 
age  much  quicker  than  our  men  do,  as 
they  call  a  man  of  forty  or  forty-five  an 
old  man,  and  they  look  it,  too.  The 
peasants  usually  marry  very  young,  about 
twenty  ;  and  as  we  sat  and  chatted  round 
the  fires  several  of  this  Third  Call  told  me 
their  ages  and  how  many  sons  they  had 
serving  in  the  Army.  We  camped  that 
night  in  a  house  in  the  village,  the  usual 
room  up  a  flight  of  wooden  steps.  These 
houses  never  seem  to  have  any  ground 
floor.  I  suppose  in  these  disturbed  parts 
the  inhabitants  find  it  safer  to  live  at  the 
top  of  a  ladder. 

The  next  day  the  snow  had  all  cleared 


108        GOOD-BYE  TO  SERBIA 

away,  and,  strange  to  say,  it  was  like  a 
lovely  spring  morning.  While  I  was 
drinking  a  cup  of  coffee  out  on  the  veran- 
dah a  young  soldier  came  up  and  wanted 
to  see  the  Commandant.  He  looked  fear- 
fully thin  and  ill,  and  told  me  that  he  and 
ten  others  had  had  nothing  to  eat  for 
eleven  days.  I  was  horror-struck,  and 
asked  the  Staff  Captain  if  such  a  thing 
could  be  possible,  but  what  he  literally 
meant  was  that  they  had  been  stationed 
somewhere  where  they  had  received  no 
regular  rations,  and  had  had  to  live  by 
their  wits  or  on  what  the  people  in  the 
village  would  give  them.  Be  that  as  it 
may,  there  was  no  mistaking  the  fact 
that  he  looked  very  hungry,  and  I  gave 
him  a  large  piece  of  bread  and  cheese 
which  I  had  in  reserve  and  some  cigarettes. 


GOOD-BYE  TO  SERBIA  109 

He  put  the  piece  of  bread  and  cheese  in 
his  pocket,  and  when  I  asked  him  why  he 
did  not  eat  it  then  and  there  said  he  was 
going  to  take  it  back  and  share  it  with 
the  others  !  To  see  real  unselfishness  one 
must  live  through  bad  times  like  these 
with  men,  when  everyone  shares  whatever 
he  has. 

We  rode  on  into  a  filthy,  muddy  little 
village,  where  we  spent  the  afternoon. 
I  went  for  a  walk  up  the  hill,  through  a 
company  of  soldiers  who  were  resting  on 
the  grass,  belonging  to  some  other  regiment 
whom  I  did  not  know,  and  coming  back 
I  was  stopped  and  closely  questioned  by 
an  ofiicer.  He  did  not  know  who  I  was, 
and  was  evidently  considerably  puzzled. 
He  wanted  to  know  where  I  had  been 
and   why,    and   seemed   to  think   that   I 


110        GOOD-BYE  TO  SERBIA 

might  have  been  paying  a  visit  to  the 
Bulgarians,  who  were  close  on  our  heels 
as  usual.  He  looked  rather  incredulous 
when  I  said  that  I  had  only  been  for  a 
walk,  and  I  thought  he  was  going  to 
arrest  me  on  the  spot  pending  further 
investigations,  until  I  pointed  to  the  brass 
letter  "  2  "  on  my  shoulders,  and  said  I 
was  with  the  Second  Regiment,  and  that 
the  Commandant  was  down  in  the  village. 
Then  he  let  me  pass.  The  Commandant 
had  taken  the  regimental  numbers  off  his 
own  epaulettes  when  I  first  joined  and 
fastened  them  on  the  shoulders  of  his  new 
recruit,  and  I  was  very  proud  of  them. 
The  Commandant  was  very  much  amused 
when  I  told  him  about  it,  and  told  me  not 
to  go  and  get  shot  in  mistake  for  a  spy. 
In  the  evening  we  rode  on  by  Ockrida 


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GOOD-BYE  TO  SERBIA        111 

Lake,  on  and  on  along  the  most  awful 
roads,  with  mud  up  to  our  horses'  knees, 
till  we  finally  came  to  a  building  and 
camped  in  the  loft. 

Next  morning  I  rode  out  with  the 
Commandant  to  inspect  the  positions. 
There  was  a  battle  going  on  a  little  way 
away  in  the  hills,  and  we  could  hear 
the  guns  plainly  and  see  the  shrapnel 
bursting.  There  was  a  lovely  view  of 
the  lake,  and  on  the  other  side  you  looked 
away  towards  the  black  Albanian  hills, 
and  we  thought  as  we  looked  towards 
them  that  this  was  the  very  last  scrap  of 
Serbia,  and  that  we  should  soon  be  driven 
out  of  it.  Coming  back  we  passed  a 
company  by  the  roadside,  and  the  Com- 
mandant stopped  and  talked  to  them, 
and   anyone   could   see   how   popular   he 


112        GOOD-BYE  TO  SERBIA 

was,  and  how  pleased  they  always  were 
to  see  him.  He  made  them  a  long  speech, 
cheering  them  up  and  teUing  them  to 
stand  fast  now  and  not  despair,  as  some 
day  we  would  all  march  back  into  Serbia 
together. 

We  rode  to  Struga,  on  the  Ockrida 
Lake,  that  night,  and  went  up  to  the 
headquarters  of  the  Commandant  of  the 
division,  where  we  found  him  and  his 
whole  staff  in  bed.  The  room  seemed 
absolutely  ftdl  up  with  camp  beds  and 
sleeping  men,  but  they  got  up  with  great 
cheerfulness,  put  on  their  boots  and 
brushed  their  moustaches  and  entertained 
us  with  tea  and  coffee  till  about  1  a.m., 
when  we  repaired  to  an  empty  hotel, 
where  there  was  plenty  of  room  for  all, 
for  a  few  hours'  sleep. 


GOOD-BYE  TO  SERBIA        113 

We  were  routed  out  long  before  dawn, 
and  after  a  cup  of  Turkish  coffee  in  the 
kitchen  all  turned  out  into  the  main  street 
of  the  village  of  Struga.  In  the  bitterly 
cold  grey  dawn  we  stood  around  in  black, 
churned-up  mud,  shivering,  himgry,  and 
miserable.  The  discouraged  soldiers 
trailed  along  the  road,  in  the  half-light 
of  a  winter  morning,  and  altogether  we 
looked  the  most  hopelessly  forlorn  Army 
imaginable,  setting  our  faces  towards  the 
dark,  hard-looking  range  of  snow-capped 
mountains  which  separate  their  beloved 
Serbia  from  Albania.  It  was  the  last 
town  in  Serbia,  and  we  were  being  driven 
out  of  it  into  exile.  It  made  me  feel  sad 
enough,  and  what  must  it  have  been  to 
them,  for  they  are  so  passionately  attached 
to   their   own   country   that   they    never 


114        GOOD-BYE  TO  SERBIA 

want  to  leave  it,  and  the  Serbian  peasant 
feels  lost  and  homesick  ten  miles  from  his 
own  native  village. 

A  great  deal  has  been  written  about 
the  physical  sufferings  of  the  soldiers  at 
this  time ;  hunger  and  pain  they  can 
stand,  but  this  home  sickness  and  despair, 
the  feeling  that  they  were  friendless,  an 
Army  in  exile,  not  knowing  what  had 
become  of  all  their  loved  ones  in  Serbia, 
this  was  what  really  broke  their  hearts 
and  took  the  spirit  out  of  them  far  more 
than  their  other  sufferings.  They  looked 
upon  me  almost  as  one  of  themselves, 
and  officers  and  men  alike  used  to  tell 
me  about  their  homes  until  I  felt  almost 
as  if  it  was  my  own  country  that  had  been 
invaded,  and  that  we  were  being  driven 
out  of.     "I  am  leaving  my  youth  behind 


GOOD-BYE  TO  SERBIA        115 

me  in  Albania,"  said  one  young  officer  to 
me  as  we  sat  looking  away  into  the 
stormy  Albanian  sunset  one  evening. 
How  many  of  us  before  we  won  through 
to  the  coast  were  to  leave  not  only  our 
youth  but  our  health  and  some  of  us  our 
lives  on  those  Albanian  mountains  ! 

Very  glad  I  was  that  morning  to  see  the 
sun  rise  and  things  brighten  and  warm 
up  a  little.  We  rode  to  a  Turkish  village 
up  on  a  hill  overlooking  Struga  and  the 
lake,  and  from  there  we  watched  the 
bridge  burn  which  connected  the  Turkish 
quarter  of  the  town  with  the  part  held  by 
our  soldiers,  thus  delaying  the  Bulgarian 
pursuit,  but  not  for  long.  We  stayed 
there  tw^o  or  three  days  with  fighting 
going  on  all  around.  The  Bulgarians  kept 
up  a  heavy  bombardment  with  their  big 


116        GOOD-BYE  TO  SERBIA 

guns  over  the  Struga  road,  responded  to 
by  our  little  antiquated  cannon.  We 
looked  right  down  on  it,  and  watched  the 
shrapnel  bursting  all  day  and  the  enemy 
gradually  coming  closer.  Some  of  our 
artillery  was  concealed  in  a  little  wood  just 
below  the  village,  and  presently  the  enemy 
got  the  range  of  this  beautifully,  and  the 
shells  were  falling  fast  among  the  trees. 
The  doctor  had  been  down  there,  and  he 
brought  me  back  a  piece  of  shell  which  had 
fallen  right  into  the  middle  of  the  men's 
kitchen  and  upset  all  their  soup,  scattering 
them  in  all  directions,  but,  w^onderful  to 
say,  not  hurting  anybody,  and  he  had 
promised  to  take  me  with  him  next  time. 
I  was  sitting  on  the  wall  with  the  Staff 
Captain  watching  it  and  wanted  very 
much  to  go  down,  but  he  said  I  had  better 


GOOD-BYE  TO  SERBIA        117 

not.  "  Do  you  mean  only  I  '  had  better 
not,'  or  that  I  '  am  not  to  '  ?  "  I  enquired 
meekly,  having  a  wholesome  respect  for 
military  discipline  by  now.  "  No,"  he 
said  positively,  "  I  mean  you  are  not  to." 
So  there  was  nothing  more  to  do  but  to 
salute  and  say  "  Rasumem  "  ("I  under- 
stand "),  the  Serbian  reply  to  an  order. 
I  thought  it  rather  hard,  however,  to  be 
chipped  afterwards  by  the  officer  in  com- 
mand down  there  for  not  coming  down  to 
help  them  and  I  could  not  persuade  him 
that  I  had  done  my  best. 

The  Turkish  inhabitants  of  the  village 
were  very  friendly,  and  the  old  man  who 
owned  our  house  used  to  bring  us  large 
presents  of  walnuts.  They  did  not  seem 
to  like  the  Bulgarians  at  all,  and  explained 
to  us  by  signs  that  the  Bulgarians  were 


118        GOOD-BYE  TO  SERBIA 

bad  people  and  very  cruel  and  would  cut 
their  throats  if  they  came  into  the  village. 
The  villagers  used  to  sit  about  all  day 
watching  the  shrapnel.  They  seemed  very 
pleased  to  see  us,  and  several  of  the  children 
used  to  bring  me  presents  of  nuts  and 
flowers.  They  used  to  look  at  me  with 
great  curiosity,  and  could  not  quite  make 
out  who  or  what  I  was.  I  found  a  couple 
of  miserable  looking  Austrian  prisoners 
who  were  wandering  round  the  village,  who 
were  too  ill  to  go  away  with  the  others  and 
had  been  left  behind. 

We  left  there  a  few  days  afterwards  at 
three  o'clock  in  the  morning  and  rode  down 
to  a  valley  where  the  Fourteenth  Regi- 
ment were  camped,  and  spent  the  rest  of 
the  night  sitting  round  their  camp  fire. 
We  looked  so  funny  in  the  early  morning 


GOOD-BYE  TO  SERBIA        119 

light  all  squatting  round  the  fire,  the 
Commandant  included,  toasting  bits  of 
cheese  on  the  ends  of  pointed  sticks  ;  it 
tasted  extremely  good  washed  down  by 
some  of  the  Commandant's  "  Widow's 
Cruse "  of  liqueur.  I  wanted  to  take  a 
photograph  of  us,  but  the  light  wasn't 
good  enough.  Afterwards  I  curled  up  by 
the  fire  with  the  soldiers  and  went  to  sleep, 
and  the  sun  was  shining  brightly  when  I 
woke  to  find  the  whole  regiment  sitting  up 
with  their  shirts  off  busily  hunting  the 
"  first  hundred  thousand,"  and  I  wished  I 
could  do  the  same  myself.  "  Shirts  off  " 
always  seemed  by  unanimous  consent  to 
be  the  order  of  the  day  directly  there  was 
a  halt  for  any  length  of  time,  and  I  should 
think  there  must  have  been  very  large 
catches  "  sometimes. 

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120        GOOD-BYE  TO  SERBIA 

We  crossed  the  frontier  through  Albania 
that  afternoon,  and  went  along  a  winding 
road  up  a  hill  till  right  at  the  top  you 
looked  down  on  beautiful  Lake  Ockrida 
and  Serbia  on  one  hand  and  on  the  other 
barren  Albania.  Here  we  halted  for  a  few 
minutes,  and  sort  of  said  good-bye  to 
Serbia,  and  then  rode  on  in  silence  into 
the  Albanian  valley,  where  we  camped  at 
a  sentry's  little  hut  on  a  hillock. 

The  next  day  the  Commandant  took 
me  with  him  for  his  usual  ride  up  into  the 
positions.  The  hills  were  very  rough  and 
steep,  but  our  plucky  horses  managed  it 
all  right.  We  stopped  at  one  Albanian 
village,  on  the  way  which  was  invested  by 
some  of  our  troops.  These  Albanian  vil- 
lages were  a  perfect  picture  of  squalor  and 
filth.      I    don't    know    what    the    people 


GOOD-BYE  TO  SERBIA        121 

subsist  on,  but  they  seem  to  live  like  ani- 
mals. I  had  always  pictured  the  Albanian 
peasants  as  a  very  fine  picturesque  race  of 
men  wearing  spotless  native  costume,  and 
slung  about  with  fascinating  looking 
daggers  and  curious  weapons  of  all  kinds, 
but  the  great  majority  of  those  I  saw, 
more  especially  in  the  small  towns,  were 
a  very  degenerate  looking  race  indeed. 

We  had  intended  going  up  to  some  posi- 
tions which  the  Fourteenth  Regiment  were 
holding,  and  where  a  battle  was  then  in 
progress,  but  before  we  got  up  there  we 
got  word  that  they  had  had  to  retreat, 
and  saw  them  coming  back  down  the 
mountain  side;  so  we  had  to  stop  where 
the  field  telephone  was  rigged  up,  and  the 
Commandant  was  very  busy  for  a  long 
time   giving   orders,    etc.     He   was   away 


122        GOOD-BYE  TO  SERBIA 

for  some  time,  and  I  lay  down  and  went 
to  sleep  on  the  grass.  With  their  usual 
charming  manners  a  couple  of  soldiers 
came  up,  telling  me  they  had  a  fire  over 
there,  and  one  of  them  fetched  his  blanket 
and  spread  it  by  the  fire  for  me  to  lie  on, 
while  the  other  one  rolled  up  his  overcoat 
for  a  pillow.  The  Serbian  peasant's 
manners  are  not  an  acquired  thing,  de- 
pending upon  whether  they  have  been 
well  or  badly  brought  up,  but  seem  to  be 
natural  and  part  of  themselves,  and  as 
such  are  always  to  be  depended  upon. 
People  who  do  not  know  anything  about 
them  have  sometimes  asked  me  if  I  was 
not  afraid  to  go  about  among  what  they 
imagine  to  be  a  race  of  wild  savages,  but 
quite  the  opposite  is  the  case.  I  cannot 
imagine  anything  more  unlikely  than  to 


GOOD-BYE  TO  SERBIA        123 

be  insulted  by  a  Serbian  soldier.  I  should 
feel  safer  walking  through  any  town  or 
village  in  Serbia  at  any  hour  of  the  night 
than  I  should  in  most  English  or  Conti- 
nental towns. 

Coming  back  in  the  dark,  Diana  fell  on 
to  her  head  in  a  ditch,  and  I  rolled  off  out 
of  the  way,  as  I  did  not  want  her  to  lie 
down  on  top  of  me,  but  I  got  unmerci- 
fully chipped  for  "  falling  off."  I  was 
tired,  and  had  besides  a  splitting  head- 
ache ;  so  I  went  and  lay  down  in  my  tent 
when  we  got  in.  My  orderly  came  and 
tucked  me  up,  made  me  some  tea,  and 
told  the  men  near  not  to  make  a  noise, 
and  altogether  made  up  for  any  short- 
comings he  might  have  by  being  exceed- 
ingly sympathetic.  I  had  not  intended 
going  in  to  supper,  but  he   was   so  per- 


124        GOOD-BYE  TO  SERBIA 

suasive  about  it,  telling  me  there  was,  as 
he  expressed  it,  such  a  "  fine  supper,"  and 
was  so  anxious  for  me  to  have  some,  that 
I  finally  went  in.  About  9.30  p.m.  we 
packed  up  again  and  rode  for  a  couple  of 
hours  to  another  little  house,  where  we 
found  some  officers,  who  turned  out  of 
their  beds— which  they  invited  us  to  sit 
on  while  they  entertained  us  with  tea — 
after  which  the  Commandant,  Captain, 
Adjutant  and  myself  turned  in  thank- 
fully, not  for  very  long,  as  we  had  to  start 
at  3  a.m.  the  next  morning. 

We  rode  till  daylight,  and  then  camped 
on  a  hill  near  the  ambulance.  There  was 
no  house  here,  so  the  staff  borrowed  one 
of  the  ambulance  tents,  and  I  pitched  my 
little  one  alongside  of  it.  The  Second 
Regiment  were  camped  on  the  same  hill- 


GOOD-BYE  TO  SERBIA        125  \ 

side,  and  the  next  morning  the  Commander  \ 

of  the  First  Battalion,  Captain  Stoyadi-  \ 

novitch,  came  in  to  see  the  Colonel  before 
going  with  his  battalion  to  take  up  the 
positions.  I  asked  if  I  might  go  with 
him,  and  he  said  I  might ;  so  I  rode  off  ^ 

with  him  at  the  head  of  the  battalion,  ^ 

little    thinking    how    long    it    would    be  ] 

before  I  saw  the  Commandant  and  his 
staff  again,   and   that  was   how   I   came  ,j 

afterwards  to  be  attached  properly  to  a  ; 

company,  and  became  an  ordinary  soldier. 


CHAPTER  VI 


FIGHTING   ON   MOUNT   CHUKUS 

We  rode  all  that  morning,  and  as  the  J 
Commander  of  the  battalion,  Captain  \ 
Stoyadinoviteh,  did  not  speak  anything 
but  Serbian,  nor  did  any  other  of  the  ] 
officers  or  men,  it  looked  as  if  I  should  I 
soon  pick  it  up.  The  staff  had  also  1 
shifted  their  quarters  at  the  same  time, 
and  while  we  were  riding  up  a  very  steep 

hill  where   Captain  S had  to  go  for 

orders  Diana's  saddle  slipped  round,  and  i 
by  the  time  some  of  the  soldiers  had  fixed  j 
it  again  for  me  I  found  he  had  got    his       ' 

126 


FIGHTING  ON  MOUNT  CHUKUS   127 

orders  and  disappeared.  I  asked  some 
of  the  soldiers  which  way  he  had  gone, 
and  they  pointed  across  some  fields ;  so 
I  went  after  him  as  fast  as  Diana  could 
gallop.  I  met  three  officers  that  I  knew, 
also  running  in  the  same  direction,  and 
all  the  men  seemed  to  be  going  the  same 
way  too.  The  officers  hesitated  about 
letting  me  come,  and  said,  "  Certainly  not 
on  Diana,"  who  was  white  and  would 
make  an  easy  mark  for  the  enemy ;  so  I 
jumped  off  and  threw  my  reins  to  a 
soldier. 

"  Well,  can  you  run  fast  ?  "  they  said. 

"  What,  away  from  the  Bulgars ! "  I  ex- 
claimed in  surprise. 

"  No,  towards  them." 

"  Yes,  of  course  I  can." 

"  Well,  come  on  then,"  and  off  we  went 


128   FIGHTING  ON  MOUNT  CHUKUS 

for  a  regular  steeplechase,  down  one  side 
of  a  steep  hill,  splashing  and  scrambling 
through  a  torrent  at  the  bottom  of  it  and 
up  another  one  equally  steep,  a  sturdy  lieu- 
tenant leading  us  over  all  obstacles,  at  a 
pace  which  left  even  all  of  them  gasping, 
and  I  was  thankful  that  I  was  wearing 
riding  breeches  and  not  skirts,  which 
would  have  certainly  been  a  handicap 
through  the  bushes.  I  wondered  how  fast 
we  could  go  if  occasion  should  arise  that 
we  ever  had  to  run  away  from  the  Bul- 
garians, if  we  w^ent  at  that  pace  towards 
them.  Though  no  one  had  breath  to  tell 
me  where  we  were  going,  it  was  plain 
enough,  as  we  could  hear  the  firing  more 
clearly  every  moment.  We  finally  came 
to  anchor  in  a  ruined  Albanian  hut  in  the 
middle  of  a  bare  plateau  on  the  top  of  a 


FIGHTING  ON  MOUNT  CHUKUS   129 

hill,  where  we  found  the  Commander  of  the 
battalion  there  before  us,  he  having  ridden 
another  way.  The  Fourth  Company, 
whom  we  had  already  met  once  that 
morning,  were  holding  some  natural 
trenches  a  short  way  farther  on,  and  we 
were  not  allowed  to  go  any  farther.  The 
Bulgarians  seemed  to  have  got  their  artil- 
lery fairly  close,  and  the  shrapnel  was 
bursting  pretty  thickly  all  round.  We 
sat  under  the  shelter  of  the  wall  and 
watched  it,  though,  as  it  was  the  only 
building  standing  up  all  by  itself,  it  seemed 
to  make  a  pretty  good  mark,  supposing 
they  discovered  we  were  there,  which 
they  did  very  shortly.  An  ancient  old 
crone,  an  Albanian  woman,  barefooted 
and  in  rags,  was  wandering  about  among 
the  ruins,  and  she  looked  such  a  poor  old 


130  FIGHTING  ON  MOUNT  CHUKUS 

thing  that  I  gave  her  a  few  coppers. 
She  called  down  what  I  took  at  the  time 
to  be  blessings  on  my  head,  but  which 
afterwards  I  had  reason  to  suppose  were 
curses.  The  shells  were  beginning  to  fall 
pretty  thickly  in  our  neighboiu-hood,  and 
our  Battalion  Commander  finally  said  it 
was  time  to  move  on.  He  proved  to  be 
right,  as  three  minutes  after  we  left  it  the 
wall  under  which  we  were  sitting  was 
blow^n  to  atoms  by  a  shell.  My  old  crone 
had  disappeared  in  the  meantime  to  a 
couple  of  wooden  houses  on  the  edge  of 
the  wood.  We  had  to  cross  a  piece  of 
open  ground,  which  we  did  in  single  file, 
to  reach  this  wood,  and  before  we  got  to 
it  we  got  a  whole  fusillade  of  bullets 
whistling  round  our  ears  from  the  friends 
and  relations  of  the  old  lady  upon  whom 


FIGHTING  ON  MOUNT  CHUKUS   131 

I  had  expended  my  misplaced  sympathy 
and  coppers.  These  were  the  sort  of 
tricks  the  Albanians  were  constantly  play- 
ing on  us  from  the  windows  of  houses, 
whenever  they  got  a  chance. 

We  got  down  through  the  w^ood  to 
where  we  left  our  horses,  waited  for  the 
Fourth  Company  to  join  us,  which  they 
presently  did,  and  then  rode  on,  halting 
for  a  time,  not  far  from  where  some 
of  our  artillery  were  shelling  the  enemy 
down  below  in  the  valley.  The  officer  in 
charge  showed  me  how  to  fire  off  one  of 
the  guns  when  he  gave  the  word,  and  let  me 
take  the  place  of  the  man  who  had  been 
doing  it  as  long  as  we  stayed  there. 

It  was  dark  when  we  got  to  our  camping 
ground  that  night,  close  to  where  the 
Colonel  and  his  staff  were  settled,  so  I  sent 


132   FIGHTING  ON  MOUNT  CHUKUS 

for  my  blankets  and  tent,  which  I  had 
left  with  them,  and  camped  with  the 
battalion.  After  a  light  supper  of  bowls 
of  soup  we  sat  in  a  circle  round  the  camp 
fire  till  late,  smoking  and  chatting.  The 
w^hole  battalion  was  camped  there,  in- 
cluding the  Fourth  Company,  with  whom 
I  had  previously  spent  an  evening  at  their 
camp  in  the  snow,  and  I  thought  it  very 
jolly  being  with  them  again.  It  did  not 
seem  quite  so  jolly,  however,  the  next 
morning,  when  we  were  aroused  at  3  a.m. 
in  pitch  dark  and  pouring  rain,  everything 
extremely  cold  and  horribly  wet,  to  climb 
into  soaking  saddles,  without  any  break- 
fast, and  ride  off  goodness  knows  where  to 
take  up  some  new  position. 

It  was  so  thick  that  we  could  literally 
not  see  our  horses'  ears ;  I  kept  as  close  as 


FIGHTING  ON  MOUNT  CHUKUS   133 

I   could   behind   Captain   S ,    and    he 

called  out  every  now  and  again  to  know 
if  I  was  still  there.  We  jostled  our  way 
through  crowds  of  soldiers,  all  going  in  the 
same  direction  up  a  steep  path  turned 
into  a  mountain  torrent  from  the  rain, 
with  a  precipitous  rock  on  the  near  side, 
which  I  was  told  to  keep  close  to,  as  there 
was  a  precipice  on  the  other.  A  figure 
wrapped  up  in  a  waterproof  cloak  loomed 
up  beside  me  in  the  darkness  and  proved 
to  be  the  Commander  of  the  Fourth 
Company.  He  presented  me  with  firstly 
a  pull  from  his  flask  of  cognac,  which  was 
very  grateful  and  comforting,  and  secondly 
a  pair  of  warm  woollen  gloves,  which  he 
had  in  reserve,  as  my  hands  were  wet  and 
frozen.  This  young  man  had  a  most 
useful  faculty  of  having  a  "  reserve  "  of 


134  FIGHTING  ON  MOUNT  CHUKUS 

everything  one  could  possibly  want,  which 
he  always  produced  just  at  the  right  mo- 
ment, when  one  did  want  it.  He  had  not 
done  four  years'  incessant  campaigning 
without  learning  everything  there  was  to 
know  about  it,  and  prided  himself  upon 
always  having  a  "  reserve,"  from  a  tin  of 
sardines  or  a  piece  of  chocolate  when  you 
were  hungry  and  had  nothing  to  eat,  to  a 
spare  bridle  when  someone's  broke,  as 
mine  did  one  day,  although  he  seemed  to 
carry  no  more  luggage  than  anyone  else. 
We  rode  like  this  till  after  daylight,  and 
then  sat  on  the  wet  grass  under  some  trees 
and  had  a  plate  of  beans ;  they  tasted 
very  good  then,  but  I've  eaten  them  so 
often  since  that  now  I  simply  can't  look 
a  bean  in  the  face.  They  asked  me  if  I 
was  going  to  tackle  the  mountain  on  foot 


FIGHTING  ON  MOUNT  CHUKUS   135 

with  them,  or  if  I  would  rather  stay  there 
with  the  transport.  I  went  with  them,  of 
course.  Mount  Chukus  is  1,790  metres 
high  from  where  we  were  then,  and  it 
certainly  was  a  stiff  climb.  We  left  our 
horses  there — I  had  been  riding  a  rough 

mountain  pony  of  Captain  S 's — and 

the  whole  battalion  started  up  on  foot. 
There  was  no  path  most  of  the  way,  and 
in  places  it  was  so  steep  that  we  had  to 
scramble  along  and  pull  ourselves  up  by 
the  bushes,  over  the  rocks  and  boulders, 
and  in  spite  of  the  cold  and  wet  we  were 
all  dripping  with  perspiration.  We  of 
necessity  went  very  slowly,  making  fre- 
quent halts  to  recover  our  breath  and  let 
the  end  men  catch  up,  as  we  did  not  want 
to  lose  any  stragglers.  It  must  be  re- 
membered that  not  one  of  these  men  but 

K2 


136  FIGHTING  ON  MOUNT  CHUKUS 

had  at  least  one  old  wound  received  either 
in  this  or  some  previous  war,  and  a  great 
number  had  five  or  six,  and  this  climb 
was  calculated  to  catch  anybody  in  their 
weak  spot. 

We  arrived  at  the  top  about  4  p.m., 
steady  travelling  since  3  a.m.  that  morning, 
most  of  which  had  been  uphill  and  hard- 
going.  One  officer  with  an  old  wound 
through  his  chest,  and  another  bullet  still 
in  his  side,  just  dropped  on  his  face  when 
we  got  to  the  top,  though  he  had  not 
uttered  a  word  of  complaint  before. 

At  the  very  tip-top  we  camped  amongst 
some  pine  trees  and  put  up  our  tents ;  it 
was  still  raining  hard  and  continued  to 
do  so  all  that  night,  and  everything  was 
soaking — there  didn't  seem  to  be  a  dry 
spot  anywhere.     The  little  bivouac  tents 


FIGHTING  ON  MOUNT  CHUKUS   137 

are  made  in  four  pieces,  and  each  man 
carries  one  piece,  which  he  wraps  round 
him   hke  a   waterproof  when  he   has  to 
march  in  the  rain ;   and,  if  it  is  not  con- 
venient to  put  up  tents,  rolls  himself  up 
in  it  at  night.     We  made  fires,  though  we 
were  nearly  blinded  by  the  smoke  from 
the  wet  wood ;    someone  produced  some 
bread  and  cheese  and  shared  it  round,  and 
then  we  all  turned  in.     It  was  so  cold  and 
wet  that  I  crawled  out  again  about  2  a.m., 
and  finished  the  night  by  the  fire,  as  did 
three  or  four  more  uneasy  souls  who  were 
too  cold  to  sleep.     My  feet  were  soaking, 
so  I  stuck  them  near  the  fire  and  then 
went  to  sleep,  pulling  my  coat  over  my 
head  to  keep  off  the  rain,  and  it  was  not 
until   some  time   afterwards   that   I   dis- 
covered that  I  had  burnt  the  soles  nearly 


138   FIGHTING  ON  MOUNT  CHUKUS 

off  my  boots.     I  felt  hearty  sympathy  for 
a   soldier   I   heard   one   day   in   Durazzo 
being  reprimanded  by  an  officer  for  having 
half  his  overcoat  bm^-nt  away — "  Do  you 
think  you  were  the  only  one  who  was  cold  ? 
Why  didn't  that  man  and  that  man  burn 
their  clothes?  they  were  just  as  cold,"  and 
I  thought  guiltily  of  my  own  burnt  boots. 
Later  on  the  next  day  the  sun  put  in  an 
appearance,   as  did  also  the  Bulgarians. 
The  other  side  of  the  mountain  was  very 
steep,  and  our  position  dominated  a  flat 
wooded  sort  of  plateau  below,  where  the 
enemy  were.     One  of  our  sentries,  who  was 
posted  behind  a  rock,  reported  the  first 
sight  of  them,  and  I  went  up  to  see  where 
they   w^ere,   with  two   of  the   officers.     I 
could  not  see  them  plainly  at  first,  but 
they  could  evidently  see  our  three  heads 


FIGHTING  ON  MOUNT  CHUKUS   139 

very  plainly.  The  companies  were 
quickly  posted  in  their  various  positions, 
and  I  made  my  way  over  to  the  Fourth, 
which  was  in  the  first  line ;  we  did  not 
need  any  trenches,  as  there  were  heaps  of 
rocks  for  cover,  and  we  laid  behind  them 
firing  by  voUey.  I  had  only  a  revolver 
and  no  rifle  of  my  own  at  that  time,  but 
one  of  my  comrades  was  quite  satisfied  to 
lend  me  his  and  curl  himself  up  and  smoke. 
We  all  talked  in  whispers,  as  if  we  were 
stalking  rabbits,  though  I  could  not  see 
that  it  mattered  much  if  the  Bulgarians 
did  hear  us,  as  they  knew  exactly  where 
we  were,  as  the  bullets  that  came  singing 
round  one's  head  directly  one  stood  up 
proved,  but  they  did  not  seem  awfully 
good  shots.  It  is  a  funny  thing  about 
rifle  fire,  that  a  person's  instinct  always 


140  FIGHTING  ON  MOUNT  CHUKLS 

seems  to  be  to  hunch  up  his  shoulders  or 
turn  up  his  coat  collar  when  he  is  walking 
about,  as  if  it  were  rain,  though  the  bullet 
you  hear  whistle  past  your  ears  is  not  the 
one  that  is  going  to  hit  you.  I  have  seen 
heaps  of  men  do  this  who  have  been 
through  dozens  of  battles  and  are  not 
afraid  of  any  mortal  thing. 

We  lay  there  and  fired  at  them  all 
that  day,  and  I  took  a  lot  of  photographs 
which  I  wanted  very  much  to  turn  out 
well;  but,  alas!  duringthe  journey  through 
Albania  the  films,  together  with  nearly 
all  the  others  that  I  took,  got  wet  and 
spoilt.  The  firing  died  down  at  dark,  and 
we  left  the  firing  line  and  made  innumer- 
able camp  fires  and  sat  round  them. 
Lieut.  Jovitch,  the  Commander,  took  me 
into  his  company,  and  I  was  enrolled   on 


FIGHTING  ON  MOUNT  CHUKUS   141 

its  books,  and  he  seemed  to  think  I  might 
be  made  a  corporal  pretty  soon  if  I 
behaved  myself.  We  were  221  in  the 
Fourth,  and  were  the  largest,  and,  we 
flattered  om-selves,  the  smartest,  company 
of  the  smartest  regiment,  the  first  to  be 
ready  in  marching  order  in  the  mornings, 
and  the  quickest  to  have  our  tents  properly 
pitched  and  our  camp  fires  going  at  night. 
Our  Company  Commander  was  a  hustler, 
very  proud  of  his  men,  and  they  were 
devoted  to  him  and  would  do  anything  for 
him,  and  well  they  might.  He  was  a 
martinet  for  discipline,  but  the  comfort 
of  his  men  was  always  his  first  considera- 
tion ;  they  came  to  him  for  everything, 
and  he  would  have  given  anyone  the  coat 
off  his  back  if  they  had  wanted  it.  A 
good  commander  makes  a  good  company, 


142   FIGHTING  ON  MOUNT  CHUKUS 

and  he  could  make  a  dead  man  get  up  and 
follow  him. 

That  evening  was  very  different  to  the 
previous  one.  Lieut.  Jovitch  had  a  roaring 
fire  of  pine  logs  built  in  a  little  hollow, 
just  below  what  had  been  our  firing  line, 
and  he  and  I  and  the  other  two  officers 
of  the  company  sat  round  it  and  had  our 
supper  of  bread  and  beans,  and  after 
that  we  spread  our  blankets  on  spruce 
boughs  roimd  the  fire  and  roUed  up  in 
them.  It  was  a  most  glorious  moonlight 
night,  with  the  ground  covered  with  white 
hoar  frost,  and  it  looked  perfectly  lovely 
with  all  the  camp  fires  twinkling  every  few 
yards  over  the  hillside  among  the  pine 
trees.  I  lay  on  my  back  looking  up  at  the 
stars,  and,  when  one  of  them  asked  me 
what  I  was  thinking  about,  I  told  him 


FIGHTING  ON  MOUNT  CHUKUS   143 

that  when  I  was  old  and  decrepit  and 
done  for,  and  had  to  stay  in  a  house  and 
not  go  about  any  more,  I  should  remember 
my  first  night  with  the  Fourth  Company 
on  the  top  of  Mount  Chukus. 

The  next  morning  our  blankets  were  all 
covered  with  frost  and  the  air  was  nippy, 
but  got  warmer  as  the  sun  got  up,  and 
one  soon  gets  used  to  the  cold  when  one 
is  always  out  of  doors. 

We  took  up  our  positions  again  behind 
the  same  line  of  rocks  soon  after  sunrise. 
In  the  afternoon  the  firing  got  very  hot, 
and  the  Bulgars  got  a  sort  of  cross  fire  on, 
so  that  the  bullets  were  also  spitting 
across  the  plateau  where  we  had  our  fire 
last  night,  and  they  seemed  to  be  getting 
up  nearer  round  another  ridge.  Our 
cannon  were  posted  somewhere  below  on 


144   FIGHTING  ON  MOUNT  CHUKUS 

our  left  commanding  the  road,  and  we 
could  watch  how  things  were  going  on 
between  them  and  the  Bulgarian  artillery 
by  the  puffs  of  white  smoke.  We  had  a 
few  casualties,  but  not  so  very  many. 

We  stayed  there  all  day  till  dark,  and  it 
got  very  cold  towards  simset,  kneeling  or 
lying  on  our  tummies ;  sometimes  we 
just  sniped  as  we  liked,  and  sometimes 
fired  by  volley  as  the  platoon  sergeant 
gave  the  order,  "Ne  shanni  palli"  ("Take 
aim,  fire  ").  I  had  luckily  always  been 
used  to  a  rifle,  so  could  do  it  with  the 
others  all  right. 

One  drawback  to  Chukus  was  that  there 
was  very  little  to  eat  and  no  water,  or 
at  least  hardly  any,  it  having  to  be 
fetched  in  water-bottles  from  a  long  dis- 
tance,   or   melted   down   from   the   snow 


FIGHTING  ON  MOUNT  CHUKUS   145 

which  still  hung  about  there  in  deep  drifts. 
We  used  to  fill  billy-cans  with  snow  and 
melt  it  over  the  fire.  The  men  had  long 
ago  finished  their  ration  of  bread  which 
they  carried  in  their  knapsacks  and  only 
had  corn  cobs,  which  they  roasted  over 
the  camp  fires ;  we  had  also  almost  rim 
out  of  cigarettes  and  tobacco. 

About  9  p.m.  the  order  came  to  retire ; 
coming  up  the  mountain  was  bad  enough, 
but  going  down  was  worse.  It  was  lucky 
there  was  a  moon.  We  went  down  a 
different  side  along  a  path  covered  with 
thick  slippery  mud  and  very  steep,  and, 
as  I  had  no  nails  in  my  boots  and  not 
much  soles,  I  found  it  hard  to  keep  my 
feet.  Half-way  down  we  met  another 
battalion,  and  I  was  delighted  to  meet 
my   old  friend   whose   "  Slava  day "    we 


146   FIGHTING  ON  MOUNT  CHUKUS 

had  celebrated  on  the  top  of  Mount 
Kalabac,  and  who  wanted  to  know  what 
in  the  world  I  was  doing  here.  We  found 
the  horses  at  the  bottom,  and  then  the 
men  marched,  and  I  and  those  of  the 
officers  who  had  horses  rode  all  night 
through  a  long  defile  in  the  mountains. 
It  was  a  very  narrow  track,  wath  a  moim- 
tain  up  one  side  and  a  precipice  on  the 
other  which  effectually  prevented  one  from 
giving  way  to  the  temptation  to  go  to 
sleep  while  riding. 

We  picked  up  the  rest  of  the  regiment 
soon  after  daybreak  and  halted  there. 
I  already  knew  nearly  all  the  officers,  and 
they  all  wanted  to  know^  what  I  thought 
of  Chukus.  We  sat  round  the  fires  for 
some  time  laughing  and  joking  and  then 
all   went   on   to   within   a   few   miles    of 


FIGHTING  ON  MOUNT  CHUKUS   147 

Elbasan.  I  thought  we  were  going  to 
camp  there,  but  we  still  had  another  five 
or  six  miles'  march  to  the  outskirts  of 
Elbasan.  Since  I  had  joined  this  com- 
pany we  had  had  a  day's  fighting,  then  a 
twelve-hour  march,  starting  at  3  a.m. 
with  a  cUmb  to  the  top  of  Chukus  thrown 
in,  36  hours'  pelting  rain,  two  days'  con- 
tinuous fighting,  nothing  but  a  few  cobs 
to  eat,  and  now  had  been  marching  since 
9  o'clock  the  night  before,  yet  as  we 
turned  at  5  o'clock  in  the  afternoon  into 
the  swampy  field  where  we  were  to  camp 
they  had  enough  spirit  left  to  respond  to 
their  company  Commander's  appeal,  "Now 
then,  men,  left,  right,  left,  right ;  pull  your- 
selves together  and  remember  you  are 
soldiers,"  and  this  was  only  a  sample  of 
what  they  had  been  doing  for  weeks  past. 


CHAPTER  VII 


ELBASAN  —  WE  PUSH  ON  TOWARDS  THE 
COAST 

Next  day  we  had  a  whole  blessed  day's 
rest,  and  the  men  lay  about  and  rested, 
and  everybody  washed  their  shirts  and 
generally  polished  themselves  up  to  the 
best  of  their  ability.  Our  camp  was  in  a 
bare  and  very  muddy  field  about  two 
miles  outside  Elbasan.  In  the  afternoon 
Lieut.  Jovitch  got  leave  and  took  me 
with  him  to  Elbasan  to  see  the  sights  and 
show  me  what  an  Albanian  town  is  like. 
It  was  a  filthy  little  town ;  the  streets 
paved  with  big  cobble  stones  and  running 

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THE  AUTHOR  IN  KHAKI 

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ELBASAN  149 


rivers  of  mud.  The  inhabitants  were  as 
hostile  as  they  dared  to  be,  and  used  to 
refuse  to  sell  us  anything.  They  put  the 
price  of  bread  up  to  Frs.  16  a  loaf,  and 
everything  else  in  proportion,  and  would 
not  sell  us  any  hay  for  our  horses,  although 
they  had  plenty.  Although  the  men  were 
not  allowed  into  the  town  then  for  fear  of 
trouble,  they  would  never  forget  it,  and 
promised  themselves  to  get  some  of  their 
own  back  whenever  they  came  back  that 
way  again.  Many  of  the  inhabitants 
were  wearing  Austrian  overcoats  which 
they  had  got  in  exchange  for  a  small  piece 
of  bread  from  the  starving  Austrian 
prisoners  who  passed  through  there.  Some 
of  our  men  had  been  given  new  boots,  and, 
while  refusing  to  sell  us  anything,  the 
Albanians  would  try  to  tempt  them  by 


150  ELBASAN 


offering  a  small  loaf  in  exchange  for  them, 
and  naturally,  under  the  circumstances, 
they  sometimes  succeeded. 

There  was  absolutely  nothing  to  see  in 
the  town,  so  we  sat  for  a  time  in  the  only 
Kafana,  or  hotel,  in  the  place — a  dark, 
dirty  little  den,  with  some  of  the  officers 
whom  we  met,  and  drank  coffee,  and  later 
in  the  afternoon  galloped  back  as  hard  as 
we  could  to  camp  through  the  drenching 
rain.  We  found  our  low-lying  field  afloat, 
and  the  soldiers  had  moved  to  a  bit  of 
slightly  rising  ground  where  it  was  not 
quite  so  bad.  It  was  raining  so  hard  and 
everything  was  so  wet  that  on  discovering 
a  sort  of  loft  or  small  room  up  a  ladder 
fourteen  officers  and  myself  piled  in  there. 
Here  three  of  us  who  had  camp  beds  put 
them  up,  and  the  rest  slept  on  the  floor. 


ELBASAN  151 


Of  course,  as  a  rule  camp  beds  were  no 
use  to  us,  as  you  cannot  get  a  camp  bed 
into  a  bivouac  tent.  We  thought  we 
were  going  to  stay  there  all  night,  and 
would  have  plenty  of  time  to  sleep,  and 
sat  about  and  talked,  and  some  of  them 
played  cards  all  night ;  so  we  got  a  nasty 
jar  when  at  daylight  the  order  came  that 
we  were  all  to  move  to  another  camp. 
We  didn't  want  any  trouble  with  the 
natives,  but  the  officers  had  the  men  well 
in  hand,  and  they  marched  steadily 
through  the  town.  I  rode  at  the  head  of 
our  company,  while  the  company  Com- 
mander dropped  back  alongside  and  kept 
his  eye  on  the  men ;  and  we  all  went 
through  without  trouble,  marching  well. 
We  camped  in  an  olive  grove  beside  the 
river,  and  most  of  us  went  to  sleep.     It 

L2 


152  ELBASAN 


still  poured  all  that  day  and  all  night  and 
all  the  next  night  and  all  the  next  day. 

I  rode  into  Elbasan  again,  and  paid  a 
visit  to  Commandant  Militch  and  his  staff, 
who  had  taken  up  quarters  in  the  town. 
They  had  arrived  that  morning,  and  the 
rains  had  been  so  heavy  since  we  passed 
that  the  river  had  risen  and  they  had  had 
to  ford  it  up  to  their  waists. 

We  turned  out  before  dawn  next 
morning,  and  it  was  horribly  cold  and 
damp ;  we  had  been  sleeping  on  the  wet 
ground,  there  being  no  hay  for  the  horses 
to  eat,  and  much  less  for  us  to  sleep  on. 
\1^^iad  to  cross  a  beautiful  old  bridge 
over  the  wide  Schkumba  River,  and  there 
was  a  good  deal  of  delay  and  waiting 
about.  The  river  had  risen,  and  the 
bridge  did  not  reach  quite  far  enough,  so 


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the  men  had  to  cross  a  plank  at  the  other 
end,  and  it  took  ages  for  the  whole  regi- 
ment to  get  across.  Those  who  were  on 
horseback  forded  the  river,  which  was  not 
very  deep,  though  very  wide,  with  a  very 
rapid  current.  The  fields  at  the  other 
side  were  a  swamp,  and  the  men  were  up 
to  their  knees  in  mud  and  water. 

My  company  was  told  off  to  take  up  a 
position  by  itself  on  a  range  of  hills,  and 
we  went  up  there  in  the  afternoon  by  a 
very  bad  steep  track,  through  bushes 
with  very  big  prickly  thorns.  The  hills 
were  covered  with  bracken,  which  we  cut 
down  to  make  beds  of,  and  pitched  our 
tents  in  a  little  hollow.  We  were  all  by 
ourselves  up  there,  and  had  a  very  quiet 
four  days,  as  we  seemed  at  last  to  have 
shaken  off  the  pursuing  Bulgarians,  and 


154  ELBASAN 


it  seemed  sometimes  as  if  everyone  had 
forgotten  all  about  us.  We  were  the  only 
company  up  there,  and  were  a  very  funny- 
looking  camp,  with  the  men  sitting  about 
resting  and  repairing  their  clothes,  and 
washing  hanging  out  on  all  the  bushes; 
in  fact,  we  said  ourselves  that  we  looked 
more  like  a  travelling  gipsies'  encampment 
than  the  smartest  company  in  the  regiment. 
Christmas  Eve  was  bright  and  sunny, 
and  in  the  afternoon  we  visited  an  Al- 
banian village.  I  was  an  object  of  great 
curiosity  to  the  inhabitants,  especially 
the  women,  and  they  always  asked  Lieut. 
Jovitch  whether  I  was  a  woman  or  a 
soldier,  and  seemed  very  much  puzzled 
when  he  said  I  was  an  Englishwoman  but 
a  Serbian  soldier.  We  were  sitting  out- 
side one  cottage  talking  to  a  very  old  man 


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and  his  wife.  Poor  old  thing,  she  patted 
me  all  over,  examining  everything  I  had 
on  with  the  deepest  interest,  and  finally 
disappeared  into  the  cottage  and  came 
out  again  with  a  bowl  of  sour  milk  and 
some  awful-looking  bread,  of  which  I  ate 
as  much  as  I  could,  not  to  hurt  her  feel- 
ings. We  had  given  the  old  man  some 
money,  and  I  searched  my  pockets  to  see 
if  I  could  find  anything  the  old  woman 
would  like,  and  finally,  feeling  rather  like 
"  Alice  in  Wonderland  "  when  she  "  begged 
the  acceptance  of  this  elegant  thimble,"  I 
presented  her  with  a  small  pocket  mirror. 
I  do  not  think  she  had  ever  seen  such  a 
thing  before,  and  gazed  into  it  with  the 
greatest  delight  though  she  looked  about 
a  hundred  and  was  ugly  enough  to  frighten 
the  devil. 


156  ELBASAX 


The  Serbian  Christmas  is  not  till  thir- 
teen days  later  than  ours,  but  we  cele- 
brated my  English  Christmas  Eve  over 
the  camp  fire  that  night.  A  plate  of 
beans  and  dry  bread  had  to  take  the  place 
of  roast  beef  and  plum  pudding,  but  we 
drank  Christmas  healths  in  a  small  flask 
of  cognac,  after  which  I  played  "  God 
Save  the  King  "  on  the  violin,  and  we  all 
stood  up  and  sang  it.  This  violin  went 
into  my  long,  narrow  kit  bag,  which  was 
carried  on  a  pack-horse  and  had  managed 
to  survive  its  travels,  though  the  damp 
had  not  improved  its  tone.  In  the  middle 
of  this  performance  a  soldier  walked  up 
from  the  town  with  the  news  that  the 
Allies  were  advancing  and  that  Scoplye  had 
been  retaken  by  the  French,  and  we  were 
all    fearfully    bucked.      The    men    came 


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crowding  up  to  hear  the  news,  and  imme- 
diately began  making  great  plans  of  turn- 
ing roimd  and  marching  straight  back  into 
Serbia  the  way  we  had  come,  and  we  sat 
roimd  the  fire  until  late,  playing  and 
singing  to  celebrate  the  victory.  This 
news  afterwards  proved  to  be  incorrect, 
but  we  quite  believed  it  at  the  time.  We 
hardly  ever  did  get  any  news  of  the  out- 
side world  and  the  doings  of  one's  own 
particular  regiment,  and  more  especially 
the  varying  fortunes  of  one's  own  parti- 
cular company,  seemed  to  be  the  most 
important  things  in  the  whole  war  to  us, 
and  what  may  have  been  passing  during 
that  time  on  other  and  more  important 
fronts  I  did  not  hear  from  any  reliable 
source  until  we  got  to  Durazzo,  and  not 
very  much  then.     The  greater  part  of  the 


158  ELBASAN 


Serbian  Army  who  went  by  the  northern 
route  through  Montenegro  to  Scutari  I 
heard  afterwards  had  an  infinitely  worse 
time  than  we  did,  but  we  did  not  hear  the 
tale  of  their  sufferings  until  later,  and  much 
has  already  been  written  about  them. 

The  next  day  was  Christmas  Day,  and  a 
Serbian  journalist  who  had  spent  a  great 
many  years  in  America  walked  some 
miles  over  from  his  own  company  to  wish 
me  a  "  Merry  Christmas,"  so  that  I  should 
hear  the  old  greeting  from  someone  in 
English. 

We  had  quite  settled  down  to  our 
gipsy  life,  but  the  food  question  had 
become  a  serious  problem  by  now ;  bread 
was  at  famine  prices,  the  men  had  finished 
all  their  corn  cobs  and  had  had  practically 
nothing  to  eat  for  two  days.     I  asked  the 


ELBASAN  159 


company  Commander  if  it  would  be  pos- 
sible to  buy  anything  for  them,  and  we 
sent  down  into  the  town  and  bought  a  sort 
of  corn  meal  for  Frs.  200,  and  had  it  baked 
into  flat  loaves  there  in  the  town,  and  next 
day  when  we  turned  out  for  a  fresh  start 
we  gave  each  man  in  the  company  half  of 
one  of  my  corn  meal  loaves  and  a  couple 
of  cigarettes,  telling  them  it  was  England's 
Christmas  box  to  them,  which  they  ate  as 
they  went  along,  otherwise  they  would 
have  had  to  march  all  that  day  on  nothing. 
As  the  other  companies  who  had  not  been 
so  fortunate  saw  our  men  go  past  munching 
the  last  of  their  corn  meal  bread  they 
called,  "Well  done.  Fourth  Company!" 
after  us,  and  wanted  to  join  us. 

For  the   first  time   since   we   had   left 
Baboona    we    had    shaken    off    the    Bui- 


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160  ELBASAN 


garians  and  were  no  longer  within  sound 
of  the  guns,  but  we  had  to  press  on  or 
the  men  would  starve. 

We  had  lost  hundreds  of  horses  from 
exhaustion  and  starvation — once  they  fell 
they  were  too  weak  to  rise  again— and 
their  corpses  lined  the  road,  or  rather 
track.  Sick  or  well,  the  men  had  to  keep 
on.  No  one  could  be  carried,  and  you 
had  got  to  keep  on  going  or  die  by  the 
roadside. 

The  next  four  or  five  days  we  continued 
steadily  on  our  way  towards  Durazzo, 
starting  about  4  a.m.  and  generally  turning 
into  camp  between  6  and  7,  long  after 
the  short  winter  afternoons  had  closed  in, 
so  that  we  had  to  find  our  way  round  our 
new  camping  ground  in  the  dark.  The 
weather    had    got    considerably    warmer, 


ELBASAN  161 


although  the  nights  were  still  bitterly 
cold,  and  quite  a  scorching  sun  used  to 
come  out  for  a  few  hours  in  the  middle  of 
the  day,  and  this  took  it  out  of  the  tired 
men  a  good  deal.  Before,  when  I  had 
been  working  in  the  hospitals,  and  I 
used  to  ask  the  men  where  it  hurt  them, 
I  had  often  been  rather  puzzled  at  the 
general  reply  of  the  new  arrivals,  "  Sve  me 
boli "  ("  Everything  hurts  me  "),  it  seemed 
such  a  vague  description  and  such  a  curious 
malady;  but  in  these  days  I  learnt  to 
understand  perfectly  what  they  meant  by 
it,  when  you  seem  to  be  nothing  but  one 
pain  from  the  crown  of  your  aching  head 
to  the  soles  of  your  blistered  feet,  and  I 
thought  it  was  a  very  good  thing  that  the 
next  time  I  was  working  in  a  military 
hospital  I  should  be  able  to  enter  into  my 


162  ELBASAN 


patient's  feelings,  and  realise  that  all  he 
felt  he  wanted  was  to  be  let  alone  to  sleep 
for  about  a  week  and  only  rouse  up  for  his 
meals. 

We  went  slowly  and  halted  every  few 
hours,  sometimes  just  for  a  quarter  of  an 
hour,  sometimes  for  a  good  deal  longer, 
and  the  moment  the  halt  was  called 
everyone  used  to  just  drop  down  on  the 
ground  and  fall  asleep  till  our  company 
Commander  would  call,  "  Now  then,  men, 
get  up,"  and  we  would  all  pull  ourselves 
together,  everyone  rising  immediately 
without  the  slightest  delay.  In  the  long 
midday  halt  we  used  to  join  up  with  the 
others,  and  the  whole  regiment  would  rest 
together,  and  exchange  any  scraps  of  news 
going.  In  the  evenings  the  men  used  to 
sit  round  the  fires  and  gossip,  and  every- 


ELBASAN  163 


thing  that  everybody  did  or  said  was  dis- 
cussed all  through  the  regiment.  News 
always  travels  like  this  among  Serbians, 
and  I  have  often  been  astonished  after  I 
had  been  away  from  camp  to  be  told  the 
following  day  exactly  where  I  had  been, 
whom  I  had  been  with,  and  what  I  had 
done.  I  remember  once  in  Kragujewatz 
when  there  were  some  English  officers  up 
in  Belgrade  who  fondly  imagined  that 
both  their  presence  and  their  doings  there 
were  a  dead  secret,  in  the  same  curious 
way  we,  in  the  centre  of  Serbia,  knew  all 
about  them. 

Our  riding  horses  were  some  of  them  so 
starved  and  exhausted  that  we  could 
hardly  keep  the  poor  brutes  on  their  feet, 
and  I  used  to  sometimes  walk  to  give 
mine  a  rest ;  but  at  the  same  time  I  should 


164  ELBASAN 


have  felt  more  sympathy  with  it  if  it  had 
not  had  a  most  irritating  habit  of  refusing 
to  stand  still  for  a  moment,  but  kept 
wheeling  round  and  round  in  circles.  It 
was  a  rough  mountain  pony  belonging  to 
my  company  Commander,  who,  when  I 
joined  his  company,  of  course,  produced 
a  "  reserve  "  pony  for  me.  The  poor  little 
brute  died  two  days  after  we  got  to  Durazzo. 
One  night  we  halted  on  rather  funny 
camping  ground,  on  the  side  of  a  hill 
covered  with  holly  bushes,  and  had  to 
find  our  way  through  them  in  the  dark. 
We  slept  round  the  fires,  as  there  was  not 
room  to  put  up  tents  among  the  prickly 
bushes.  Our  company  Commander,  tell- 
ing his  ordonnance  that  they  were  all  too 
slow  for  a  funeral,  lit  our  fire  himself  in 
two  minutes  under  the  shelter  of  a  huge 


ELBASAN  165 


holly  bush,  and  we  were  half-way  through 
supper,  very  comfortably  sitting  round  a 
roaring  blaze,  while  other  people  were 
still  looking  for  a  good  spot  for  their  fire, 
and  were  asleep  at  opposite  sides  of  ours 
before  half  the  others  were  well  alight. 

At  last  we  were  nearing  our  journey's 
end;  it  was  the  last  day's  march,  and  an 
unusually  long  one,  too.  We  passed  a 
company  of  Italian  soldiers,  and  some  of 
the  officers  came  up  early  in  the  morning 
and  visited  our  camp.  Durazzo  was  being 
bombarded  from  the  sea,  and  we  could 
hear  the  boom  of  the  big  naval  guns  in 
the  distance,  but  it  was  all  over  before  we 
arrived.  We  marched  that  day  from  5  a.m., 
which  meant,  of  course,  being  up  at 
least  an  hour  before,  to  8  p.m.,  with  only 
very  short  and  infrequent  halts. 


166  ELBASAN 


About  dusk  we  reached  Kavaia,  and  all 
the  inhabitants  turned  out  and  lined  the 
streets  to  watch  us  go  past.  There,  again, 
they  put  up  everything  to  famine  prices, 
a  tiny  flask  of  cognac  which  we  bought 
costing  Frs.  6,  in  addition  to  which  they 
would  only  give  us  three  Italian  francs 
for  our  Serbian  10-franc  note. 

I  never  saw  anything  like  the  mud  in 
Kavaia  ;  in  the  town  it  was  a  liquid  black 
mass,  through  which  men  waded  far 
above  their  knees,  and  on  the  long  road 
between  Kavaia  and  our  camping  ground 
it  was  like  treacle.  It  came  right  above 
the  tops  of  my  top  boots,  and  one  could 
hardly  drag  one's  feet  out  of  it.  The 
road  was  full  of  rocks  and  pits,  and  every 
two  or  three  yards  there  were  dead  and 
dying  horses  which  had  floundered  down 


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to  rise  no  more ;    and  it  was  pitch  dark 
and  very  cold. 

Though  not  very  many  miles,  it  took  us 
nearly  three  hours  to  do  this  bit  from 
Kavaia  to  our  camp,  there  being  a  block 
on  the  road  in  front  of  us,  and  we  were 
absolutely  exhausted,  when  at  last  we 
saw  the  camp  fires  of  the  First  Company 
twinkling  on  the  hillside.  We  kept  push- 
ing on  and  on,  and  seemed  to  be  never 
getting  any  nearer  to  them  ;  owing  to  the 
darkness  and  the  constant  blocks  caused 
by  the  narrow  approach  to  our  camp,  the 
road  got  frightfully  congested.  I  did  the 
latter  part  of  the  way  on  foot,  too,  and 
began  to  wonder  if  those  really  were  camp 
fires  ahead  of  us  or  sort  of  will-o'-the-wisps 
getting  farther  away.  At  last  we  turned 
on  to  the  hillside  by  the  sea,  which  was  to 

M2 


168  ELBASAN 


be  our  resting-place  for  the  next  month. 
I  was  lying  on  the  grass  talking  to  a 
soldier,  while  my  orderly  put  up  my  tent. 
He  said  he  was  very  tired,  and  I  said  we 
all  were,  but  would  soon  be  able  to  turn 
in.  "  Yes,"  he  said  thoughtfully,  not 
complaining  at  all,  but  merely  stating  a 
fact,  "  but  you  have  ridden  most  of  the 
way  and  I  have  walked,  and  presently 
you  will  have  something  to  eat,  and  I 
shan't."  There  was  no  supper  waiting  for 
the  tired  man.  In  the  Austrian  Army  I 
hear  the  officers  live  in  luxury  while  their 
men  starve,  but  that  could  most  certainly 
not  be  said  of  our  officers — beans  and  bread, 
and  not  too  much  of  either,  and  we  had 
bought  the  bread  ourselves.  He  was 
stoking  up  the  fire  a  little  later  on,  and  I 
called  him  over  and  gave  him  my  piece  of 


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bread.  He  shook  his  head  and  refused  to 
take  it  at  first,  saying,  "No,  you'll  need 
that  yourself,"  and  not  till  I  had  quite 
convinced  him  that  I  had  enough  without 
it  would  he  take  it.  We  all  turned  in 
dead  to  the  world  that  night,  but  very 
glad  to  have  at  last  reached  the  coast,  and 
I  completely  forgot  that  it  was  New 
Year's  Eve,  though  certainly  even  had  I 
remembered  I  should  not  have  sat  up  to 
see  the  New  Year  in. 


CHAPTER  VIII 


SERBIAN     CHRISTMAS     DAY     AT     DURAZZO — 
AEROPLANE    RAIDS 

Next  day  was  New  Year's  Day,  and 
everyone  came  up  and  wished  me  a 
Happy  New  Year,  our  English  New  Year, 
that  is,  as  theirs,  of  course,  did  not  come 
till  thirteen  days  later,  and  we  all  hoped 
that  the  New  Year  might  prove  happier 
than  the  old  one  had  been. 

The  whole  regiment  moved  their  tents 
up  on  to  the  hill  and  got  ship-shape,  which, 
of  com'se,  we  had  not  attempted  to  do  in 
the  dark  last  night.  All  the  men  hurried 
up  to  the  top  of  the  hill  to  have  their 

170 


SERBIAN  CHRISTMAS  DAY    171 

first  look  at  the  sea,  most  of  them  never 
having  seen  it  before,  and  they  seemed 
never  tired  of  lying  gazing  at  it.  The  sea 
looked  quite  close,  but  in  reality  there  was 
a  river  and  a  wide  swamp  between  us  and 
it,  as  I  found  to  my  cost  one  day  when  I 
tried  to  go  down  there  to  bathe.  It  was 
lovely  weather,  and  that  afternoon  the 
band  played  for  the  first  time,  and  we  all 
sat  about,  or  paid  visits  to  each  other's 
tents,  and  congratulated  ourselves  that  we 
seemed  to  be  nearing  the  end  of  our 
troubles,  though  as  a  matter  of  fact  many 
poor  fellows  who  had  struggled  on  bravely 
through  Albania  succumbed  in  Durazzo, 
and  thousands  more  later  on  in  Corfu  from 
the  effects  of  starvation  and  exposure. 

We  were  about  10  miles  from  the  town 
of    Durazzo,    though    it    did    not    look 


172    SERBIAN  CHRISTMAS  DAY 

anything  like  so  far,  and  we  could  see  it 
plainly  at  the  end  of  the  long  line  of 
yellow  sands  jutting  out  into  the  sea. 
There  were  several  wrecks  round  there, 
one  of  them  a  Greek  steamer,  which  had 
hit  a  floating  mine.  There  were  a  great 
many  of  these  floating  mines  about,  and 
the  Austrian  submarines  were  also  very 
active,  adding  immensely  to  the  difficulty 
of  getting  food  and  supplies,  which  all  had 
to  be  brought  by  sea  to  the  troops. 

A  couple  of  days  after  I  rode  into 
Durazzo  with  three  of  the  officers  to  see 
the  sights  of  the  town.  The  first  sight  I 
did  see  was  a  real  live  English  sergeant- 
major  walking  down  the  street.  I  could 
hardly  believe  my  eyes,  it  seemed  so  long 
since  I  had  seen  an  Englishman,  and  I  did 
not  know  there  were  any  there.     I  almost 


SERBIAN  CHRISTMAS  DAY    173 

fell  on  his  neck  in  my  excitement,  and  he 
seemed  equally  astonished  and  pleased  to 
see  a  fellow  countrywoman.  He  took  me 
up  at  once  to  the  headquarters  of  the 
British  Adriatic  Mission,  and  fed  me  on  tea 
and    cakes,    while    we    were    waiting    for 

Colonel to  come  in.     The  same  man 

was  also  afterwards,  strange  to  say,  the 
first  man  I  met  in  Salonica,  as  he  was 
acting  as  Captain  of  the  tug  which  came 
to  take  us  off  the  French  steamer  on  which 
we  had  come  from  Corfu.     Afterwards  I 

had  limch  with  Colonel and  his  staff. 

It  was  the  first  time  for  so  long  that  I 
had  sat  on  a  chair  and  eaten  my  meals  off 
a  table  with  a  table-cloth  that  I  had  almost 
forgotten  how  to  do  it.  I  went  back  late 
in  the  afternoon  laden  with  simdry  luxuries 
they  had  given  me  in  the  way  of  butter, 


174    SERBIAN  CHRISTMAS  DAY 

jam,  and  a  tinned  plum  pudding,  and  also 
two  loaves  of  bread  which  I  had  bought  in 
the  town,  as  in  those  days  when  we  got 
near  a  shop  we  always  bought  a  loaf  of 
bread,  in  the  same  way  that  people  at 
home  would  buy  cake. 

I  rode  back  with  an  artillery  officer,  who 
invited  me  to  lunch  next  day,  the  other 
side  of  Kavaia,  and  I  promised  I  would 
come  if  I  could  borrow  a  better  horse  than 
the  one  I  was  then  riding.  The  road  from 
our  camp  to  Durazzo  was  in  a  shocking 
condition,  and  it  was  very  hard  to  ride 
along  it  after  dark;  there  were  so  many 
dead  horses  strewn  all  along  it  that  it 
was  a  wonder  they  did  not  breed  a  pesti- 
lence. 

On  my  way  to  my  limcheon  party  next 
day  I  met  my  old  friend  whose  "  Slava 


SERBIAN  CHRISTMAS  DAY    175 

day  "  we  had  celebrated  on  the  top  of 
Mount  Kalabac,  and  stopped  there  for 
supper  coming  back.  We  had  supper  by 
the  camp  fire  with  an  orchestra  of  two 
Tziganes,  who  sang  and  played  the  Serbian 
airs  on  their  violins.  These  Tziganes  are 
all  very  musical  and  would  sooner  part 
with  anything  than  their  violin.  Some  of 
them  play  very  well,  and  they  can  do  a 
very  difficult  thing — sing  a  song  and  play 
their  own  accompaniment  with  chords  on 
the  violin  at  the  same  time. 

The  next  day,  the  men  having  by  now 
had  a  little  time  to  get  rested,  there  was 
a  big  parade  and  inspection,  though  we 
were  a  somewhat  ragged-looking  regiment 
for  a  full-dress  parade. 

On  the  Serbian  Christmas  Eve  there 
was   a  great  ceremony,  which  is  always 


176    SERBIAN  CHRISTMAS  DAY 

kept  up.  Of  course,  we  only  kept  it  on  a 
small  scale,  bu^  I  was  told  that  in  Bel- 
grade in  peace  time  it  was  a  very  splendid 
affair  indeed.  This  was  cutting  the  Christ- 
mas oak.  All  the  officers  rode  out  to  a 
wood,  where  the  band  played,  and  there 
was  a  sort  of  service  conducted  by  the 
priest,  and  then  we  came  back  carrying  a 
small  oak  tree,  and  there  were  refresh- 
ments and  much  drinking  of  healths. 

We  kept  up  Christmas  festivities  for 
three  days,  and  the  men  had  extra 
rations,  and  all  had  roast  pig,  which  even 
the  very  poorest  family  in  Serbia  always 
has  on  Christmas  Day.  In  the  evening  I 
was  invited  to  dinner  with  the  Colonel  of 
the  regiment  and  his  staff ;  we  drank  the 
healths  of  England  and  Serbia  together, 
and  kept  it  up  till  very  late.     They  put  a 


SERBIAN  CHRISTMAS  DAY    177 

gold  coin  in  their  pudding  like  we  put 
things  in  our  English  plum  puddings,  and 
I  got  the  slice  containing  it.  They  told 
me  it  was  very  lucky,  and  I  always  wear 
it  now.  On  Christmas  Eve  they  roast 
nuts  like  we  do  on  Twelfth  Night.  It  is 
the  same  date  as  our  Twelfth  Night,  and 
I  was  surprised  to  find  that  they  had 
many  of  these  old  customs  which  are  now 
found  more  in  Ireland  than  in  England. 
Although  they  did  their  best  to  make  a 
bluff  at  having  a  happy  Christmas  it  was 
a  very  sad  and  homesick  one  for  them 
really,  not  knowing  in  the  least  where  their 
families  were  spending  theirs,  or  if  they 
would  ever  meet  again. 

We  had  fixed  ourselves  up  pretty  com- 
fortably by  now.  By  digging  out  a 
place  about  2    ft.  deep,  building  up  the 


178    SERBIAN  CHRISTMAS  DAY 

earth  into  a  wall  all  round  and  pitching 
the  tent  on  to  the  top  of  that  you  can  turn 
a  small  bivouac  tent  into  quite  a  large  and 
commodious  abode,  which  will  contain  a 
camp  bed  if  you  have  one  and  a  fireplace 
with  an  earth  chimney  for  the  smoke,  and 
when  you  have  a  fire  going  and  four  or 
five  of  you  are  sitting  in  there  no  one  need 
complain  of  the  cold,  even  on  the  coldest 
evening;  and  the  evenings  were  still  very 
cold  indeed,  although  the  days  were  hot. 
I  used  to  ride  into  Durazzo  fairly  often 
to  see  my  English  friends  there,  who  were 
more  than  kind  and  hospitable  to  me,  and 
used  to  give  me  many  little  luxuries  to 
take  back  with  which  to  eke  out  our 
slender  rations,  as,  njo  longer  having  the 
hard  exercise  every  day  to  put  an  edge  on 
our  appetites,  we  seemed  rather  to  have 


SERBIAN  CHRISTMAS  DAY    179 

turned  against  beans.     Though  a  corporal, 
I  always  messed  with  the  officers. 

llie  British  Adriatic  Mission  were  feed- 
ing the  Serbian  Army,  and  were  doing 
wonders,  though  owing  to  the  constant 
arrival  of  fresh  troops  and  the  scarcity  of 
ovens  for  baking  their  bread  (although 
they  were  building  fresh  ones  as  fast  as 
ever  they  could)  the  men  were  still  on 
half  rations  of  bread,  and  some  days  had 
to  have  biscuits  instead ;  but,  of  course,  the 
men  could  have  eaten  a  lot  more  after 
their  months  of  starvation.  Among  other 
things  they  had  had  some  coffee  given  to 
them,  but  it  was  not  much  use,  as  they  had 
no  sugar,  and  the  kindly  inhabitants  of 
Durazzo  had  made  a  corner  in  sugar  and 
put  the  price  up  to  Frs.  16  a  kilo ;  so  it  was 
impossible   to   buy    it   for   them,    and    I 


180    SERBIAN  CHRISTMAS  DAY 

racked  my  brains  as  to  how  I  could  get 
some  at  least  for  my  own  company.  I 
asked  the  head  of  the  B.A.M.,  but  he,  of 
course,  could  not  make  an  exception  of 
one  particular  company,  even  if  it  had 
an  English  corporal  (I  had  been  made  cor- 
poral on  New  Year's  Day,  and  promoted 
sergeant  three  months  later),  but  he  said 
he  would  see  what  could  be  done  and 
turned  the  matter  over  to  his  Adjutant. 
He,  being  a  young  man  of  resource,  went 
to  a  Red  Cross  organisation  and  demanded 
a  year's  rations  of  sugar  for  an  English 
nm'se.  I  do  not  know  what  the  daily 
ration  of  sugar  for  an  English  nurse  may 
be,  but,  anyhow,  one  year's  worked  out  at 
a  good-sized  case,  which  I  brought  back 
in  triumph  (having  borrowed  a  pack- 
horse  in  Durazzo  for  that  purpose)  and 


SERBIAN  CHRISTMAS  DAY    181 

divided  up  amongst  my  company,  and 
perfect  peace  reigned  in  the  camp,  the  men 
all  spending  a  very  happy  afternoon  sitting 
round  their  little  camp  fires,  making  end- 
less little  cups  of  sweet  black  Turkish 
coffee.  I  hope  the  American  Red  Cross 
will  forgive  me  for  sharing  my  year's 
rations  with  belligerents  if  they  should 
ever  chance  to  read  this. 

I  got  myself  into  sad  disgrace  one  day, 
however,  by  going  away  from  the  camp 
without  leave.  An  officer  from  another 
battalion  was  going  to  limch  at  another 
camp  some  miles  away,  and  he  invited 
me  to  ride  over  with  him.  We  started 
very  early  in  the  morning,  and,  as  I  could 
not  find  the  Commander  of  my  company 
to  ask  leave,  I  just  went.  We  stayed 
there,  not  only  for  lunch,  but  for  supper 


182    SERBIAN  CHRISTMAS  DAY 

and  all  the  evening  as  well,  and  I  would 
not  like  to  say  what  time  it  was  when  we 
got  back.  The  next  morning  my  company 
Commander  pointed  out  to  me  one  of  the 
soldiers  up  on  the  hillside  doing  four 
hours'  punishment  drill,  standing  up  there 
with  his  rifle,  accoutrements  and  heavy 
pack  in  the  hot  sun,  and  I  was  told  that 
on  this  occasion  I  should  be  let  off  with  a 
reprimand  (although  I  had  been  three 
months  in  the  Army  and  ought  to  know 
better  by  this  time),  but  if  I  did  not  see 
the  error  of  my  ways  I  should  find  myself 
doing  something  similar  to  that  next  time, 
or  five  days'  C.B.  I  got  my  revenge, 
however,  a  few  days  later,  when  he  fell 
sick,  and  I  returned  to  my  original  voca- 
tion of  nurse.  He  was  a  very  docile 
patient  for  a  week,  though  after  that  he 


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SERBIAN  CHRISTMAS  DAY    183 

suddenly  thought  it  was  time  to  reassert 
his  authority,  so  got  up  one  day  when  my 
back  was  turned,  and  ate  everything 
I  had  not  allowed  him  to  eat  while  in 
bed. 

I  had  a  telegram  one  day  from  Durazzo 
from  my  friend  Miss  Simmonds,  telling  me 
to  come  and  meet  her  in  Durazzo  at  once. 
She  and  I  had  worked  together  in  the 
Serbian  hospitals  ever  since  the  beginning 
of  the  war,  and  as  soon  as  she  got  my 
letter  saying  I  was  starting  back  for 
Serbia  she  had  left  New  York  to  join  me 
again,  but,  of  course,  could  not  find  me, 
as  by  the  time  she  got  to  Salonica  I  had 
disappeared  into  Albania.  She  had  been 
doing  most  wonderful  work  ever  since, 
organising  relief  for  Serbian  refugees  and 
personally  conducting  shiploads  of  them 

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184  SERBIAN  CHRISTMAS  DAY 

from  Salonica  to  Corsica,  Marseilles  and 
goodness  knows  where.  Among  other 
little  odd  jobs  she  discovered  a  whole 
colony  of  them  in  Brindisi  who  had  been 
without  food  for  two  days ;  so  without  any 
further  red  tape  proceeded  to  hire  car- 
riages, drive  round  the  town  and  buy  up 
everything  in  the  eatable  line  which  was 
to  be  had  wherewith  to  feed  them. 

I  at  once  borrowed  a  horse  and  rode 
out  to  Durazzo  to  meet  her.  I  did  not 
know  in  the  least  where  to  find  her  there, 
but  most  of  the  people  in  the  town  seemed 
to  have  heard  of  her,  and  I  finally  located 
her  at  the  Serbian  Crown  Prince's  house, 
where  she  had  gone  to  be  presented.  He 
was  not  going  to  see  any  more  people 
that  day,  but  when  he  heard  that  I  had 
arrived  he  very  kindly  said  that  he  would 


SERBIAN  CHUISTMAS  DAY    185 

see  me  too.  I  was  not  exactly  dressed  ta 
be  presented  to  Royalty,  as  I  was  still 
wearing  the  clothes  (the  only  ones  I  had) 
in  which  I  had  come  through  Albania, 
besides  having  just  had  a  hot  and  dusty 
10  mile  ride,  but  that  doesn't  matter  in 
wartime.  He  was  most  charming,  and 
decorated  us  both  with  the  Sveti  Sava 
medal. 

After  that  we  went  on  board  her  ship^ 
in  which  she  was  sailing  that  night  with 
1,500  refugees  which  she  was  taking 
to  Corsica.  We  had  a  busy  evening, 
and  had  our  work  cut  out  for  us 
feeding  1,500  refugees  on  bully  beef  and 
biscuits.  The  ship,  which  was  a  small 
Greek  one,  was  simply  packed,  and  it  was 
no  easy  task  on  the  pitch  dark  decks  and 
down  in  the  holds. 


186    SERBIAN  CHRISTMAS  DAY 

I  slept  in  town  that  night.  One  of  the 
Enghsh  officers  was  waiting  on  the  quay 
for  me  when  I  got  back  at  midnight,  and 
he  had  found  me  room  in  an  hotel.  The 
hotels  in  Durazzo  are  the  limit,  but  this 
one  did  at  a  pinch.  He  asked  the  boy  in 
the  hotel  if  he  could  make  us  some  tea. 
He  said  he  could  as  far  as  the  boiling  water 
went,  but  he  had  neither  tea  nor  sugar.  A 
Serbian  offioer,  a  stranger  to  us  both,  who 
happened  to  be  passing  on  his  way  to  bed, 
overheard  this,  and  immediately  said  he 
had  both  tea  and  sugar,  which  he  would 
give  us ;  and  not  only  did  he  do  this,  but 
came  back  afterwards  and  apologised  for 
not  having  any  cognac  to  put  into  it.  As 
my  friend  remarked,  "  Really  the  Serbians 
do  give  us  points  in  the  way  of  manners ; 
here    is  a  man    who,   not   satisfied  with 


SERBIAN  CHRISTMAS  DAY    187 

seeing  to  the  comfort  of  two  people  who 
are  total  strangers  to  him,  and  providing 
them  with  his  own  tea  and  sugar,  comes 
back  and  actually  apologises  because  he 
has  not  cognac  as  well !  " 

The  next  morning  I  went  round  to  the 
British  Adriatic  Mission,  and  while  I  was 
having  breakfast  there  there  was  a  most 
terrific  crash,  followed  by  others  in  quick 
succession.  I  left  my  breakfast  and  went 
out  into  the  street  to  see  what  was  to  be 
seen.  Five  Austrian  aeroplanes  were  circ- 
ling round  and  round  overhead,  apparently 
dropping  bombs  as  fast  as  they  could. 
The  streets  of  Durazzo  are  very,  very 
narrow,  and  the  town  is  very  small 
and  very  crowded.  People  were  running 
as  hard  as  they  could  to  get  out  of  the 
way — at  least,  the  Italians  were  running, 


188    SERBIAN  CHRISTMAS  DAY 

the  Serbians  always  thought  it  beneath 
their  dignity  to  do  so.  I  was  standing 
with  a  Serbian  artillery  officer  who  knew 
all  about  it  and  could  almost  always 
guess  pretty  well  where  they  were  going 
to  fall.  Looking  up  into  the  clear  blue 
sky  you  could  see  the  bombs  quite  well 
as  they  left  the  aeroplanes  :  first  of  all 
they  looked  like  a  silvery  streak  of  light, 
and  then  like  a  thin  streak  of  mist  falling 
through  the  sky,  till  they  hit  some  building 
with  a  crash,  smothering  everyone  in  the 
neighbourhood  with  a  powdery  white  dust. 
Two  of  them  fell  in  almost  identically 
the  same  spot  at  the  end  of  the  street 
about  a  hundred  yards  from  us,  and 
several  more  round  about.  Another 
officer  joined  us  presently  who  was  very 
much    annoyed   because    he    was    in   the 


SERBIAN  CHRISTMAS  DAY    189 

middle  of  being  shaved  when  the  first 
bomb  fell,  and  the  Italian  barber  had, 
without  more  ado,  instantly  dropped  his 
razor  and  fled,  so  that  he  had  to  come 
out  with  only  half  his  face  shaved.  He 
was  rather  glad  afterwards,  however,  when 
he  found  out  that  had  the  barber  re- 
mained he  would  have  had  no  face  left  to 
shave,  as  when  we  walked  back  to  the 
shop  we  found  that  a  bomb  had  gone 
clean  through  the  roof  and  the  barber  was 
standing  outside  anathematising  aeroplanes 
for  ruining  his  business.  Altogether  they 
dropped  twenty-five  bombs  in  about  a 
quarter  of  an  hour  within  a  radius  of  a 
little  over  a  quarter  of  a  mile  and  killed  a 
good  many  people. 

There  was  a  wide  subterranean  drain 
leading  from  the  town  to  the  sea,  and  down 


190    SERBIAN  CHRISTMAS  DAY 

this  hundreds  of  Itahans  crawled,  but  I 
think  if  I  were  given  the  choice  of  crawHng 
down  a  Durazzo  drain  in  close  proximity 
to  some  hundreds  of  the  natives  of  that 
town  or  being  killed  by  a  bomb  I  would 
choose  the  latter.  One  day  previously 
some  bombs  had  fallen  in  the  neighbour- 
hood of  a  camp  of  Italian  soldiers,  who 
had  to  vacate  it.  A  company  of  hungry 
Serbians  near  by  had  with  great  pre- 
sence of  mind  seized  the  opportunity 
to  go  in  and  clear  the  deserted  camp 
of  all  the  bread  and  everything  eatable 
it  contained,  and  they  were  heard  to 
express  a  wish  afterwards  that  there 
might  be  a  visitation  of  aeroplanes  every 
day.  When  it  was  all  over  I  went  back 
again,  and,  finding  the  headquarters  of 
the   British  Adriatic  Mission  still   stand- 


SERBIAN  CHRISTMAS  DAY    191 

ing,  sat  down  to  a  fresh  lot  of  bacon  and 
eggs  for  breakfast,  such  luxuries  not  being 
obtainable  every  day. 


CHAPTER  IX 


WE   GO   TO   CORFU 

We  remained  near  Durazzo  for  a  month, 
the  men  resting  and  recuperating  after 
their  hard  time. 

There  were  a  lot  of  young  recruits  who 
had  been  brought  through  with  the  Army 
from  Serbia,  but  who  had  not  yet  been 
formally  sworn  in,  and  one  morning  this 
ceremony  took  place.  The  whole  regi- 
ment was  formed  up  in  a  square  in  the 
centre  of  which  stood  the  priest  with  a 
table  in  front  of  him,  on  which  were  a 
bowl  of  holy  water,  with  a  bunch  of  leaves 

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WE  GO  TO  CORFU  193 

beside  it,  a  Serbian  Bible,  and  a  large 
brass  cross.  All  the  officers  were  drawn 
up  in  a  double  line  facing  the  table,  and 
the  recruits  behind  them  again,  with  the 
whole  regiment  forming  the  other  two 
sides  of  the  square  and  the  band  a  little 
way  behind. 

The  priest  read  a  sort  of  short  service, 
and  then  the  flag-bearer  carried  the  regi- 
mental flag  up  to  the  table  while  the  band 
played.  After  that  the  priest  walked  all 
down  the  line  of  officers  with  the  basin  of 
holy  water  in  his  hand,  and  dipping  the 
bunch  of  leaves  into  it  sprinkled  them  each 
on  the  forehead  and  held  up  the  cross  for 
them  to  kiss ;  when  that  was  over  the 
swearing  in  of  the  new  recruits  began,  and, 
as  I  had  not  yet  been  sworn  in,  I  was  one 
of  them.     We  all  stood  at  the  salute  and 


194  WE  GO  TO  CORFU 

repeated  the  oath  all  together,  sentence 
by  sentence  after  the  priest,  swearing 
loyalty  to  Serbia  and  King  Peter,  and 
after  that  we  marched  in  single  file  past 
the  table,  removing  our  caps  as  we  did  so 
for  the  priest  to  sprinkle  our  foreheads, 
and  then  kissed  the  cross,  the  priest's 
hand,  and,  last  of  all,  the  regimental  flag. 
It  was  a  very  impressive  ceremony,  wind- 
ing up  by  the  band  playing  the  Serbian 
National  Anthem  while  we  stood  at  the 
salute. 

All  the  officers  came  up  and  shook 
hands  with  me  afterwards  and  congratu- 
lated me  on  now  being  properly  enrolled 
as  a  soldier  in  the  Serbian  Army. 

We  were  getting  very  tired  of  the 
Adriatic  coast,  and  now  that  we  were 
feeling  rested  again  we  were  anxious  to 


WE  GO  TO  CORFU  195 

be  once  more  on  the  move  and  take  the 
next  step  towards  getting  back  to  Serbia. 
Speculation  was  rife  as  to  where  we  were 
going  to  be  sent  to  be  reorganised  and 
refitted;  no  one  knew  for  certain,  and 
there  were  the  wildest  rumours  about 
Algiers,  France,  or  Alexandria,  but  at  last 
the  glad  news  came  that  we  were  really- 
going,  and  to  Corfu. 

But  there  was  still  a  six  or  seven  days' 
march  to  Vallona,  where  the  regiment  was 
to  embark.  Doctors  came  round  and 
every  man  was  medically  examined  to  see 
if  he  was  fit  for  the  march,  as  those  who 
were  not  were  to  be  embarked  at  Durazzo. 
We  had  heard  that  the  road  to  Vallona 
was  very  bad,  and  in  some  places  knee- 
deep  in  mud  and  water,  and  nobody  was 
very  anxious  for  the  march  if  he  could 


196  WE  GO  TO  CORFU 

go  from  Durazzo,  so  one  and  all  declared 
that  they  had  rheumatism  or  else  sore  feet; 
but  eventually  only  a  small  percentage, 
among  them  sixty  men  from  the  Fourth 
Company,  and  about  half  a  dozen  officers, 
from  the  regiment  were  declared  to  be 
unfit.  I  was  perfectly  fit,  but,  as  I  was 
told  I  might  do  whichever  I  liked,  I 
thought  I  might  as  well  embark  at  Durazzo 
with  those  from  my  own  company ;  so 
on  the  3rd  of  February  we  left  our  camp 
and  went  into  Durazzo  to  wait  for  the 
steamer,  as  it  was  uncertain  which  day 
she  would  sail. 

I  and  some  of  the  officers  who  were  not 
on  duty  took  rooms  in  the  town,  and  there 
we  had  to  wait  for  four  days.  We  found 
some  difficulty  in  feeding  ourselves;  there 
seemed  to  be  hardly  anything  to  buy,  and 


WE  GO  TO  CORFU  197 

what  there  was  was  at  famine  prices,  and 
our  Serbian  10-franc  notes  were  only 
worth  three  and  a  half  Greek  or  Italian 
francs.  We  had  to  pay  50  francs  for  a 
bottle  of  common  red  wine,  which  any- 
where else  would  have  cost  a  franc.  One 
day  some  Italian  doctors  invited  us  to 
lunch  at  their  hospital;  they  were  most 
excellent  hosts,  and  it  was  a  very  large 
and  merry  luncheon  party.  Hardly  any 
two  people  could  talk  the  same  language, 
and  English,  French,  German,  Spanish, 
Italian  and  Serbian  got  all  mixed  up 
together  into  a  sort  of  Esperanto  of  our 
own. 

Every  day  as  regularly  as  clockwork, 
between  half-past  ten  and  eleven,  we 
had  an  Austrian  aeroplane  raid,  and 
occasionally  in  the  afternoon  as  well,  and 


198  WE  GO  TO  CORFU 

we  got  so  used  to  them  that  if  we  did  not 
hear  the  first  bomb  in  time  we  used  to 
gaze  up  into  the  sky  and  wonder  why  they 
were  so  late,  but  the  worst  raid  was  when 
we  were  actually  embarking. 

Embarking  is  always  a  tedious  business, 
and  is  always  inseparably  connected  in  my 
mind  with  hours  of  standing  about  on  your 
own  weary  feet,  like  a  flock  of  tired  sheep, 
in  weather  that  is  always  either  too  hot 
or  too  cold,  or  else  raining,  patiently 
waiting  for  orders. 

We  were  embarked  on  large  flat  barges, 
and  sent  off  to  two  or  three  small  Italian 
steamers  in  the  harbour.  The  one  that 
I  was  on  was  crammed  with  men,  and  we 
had  just  got  alongside  the  steamer  when 
an  aeroplane  came  exactly  overhead.  We 
made  a  fairly  big  mark  with  the  large 


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crowded  barge  alongside  the  steamer,  and 
it  passed  over  us  three  times,  dropping 
bombs  all  around  as  if  they  were  shelling 
peas.  Backwards  and  forwards  it  came, 
columns  of  water  shooting  up,  now  50  yards 
to  the  right,  now  a  little  to  the  left,  showing 
where  the  bombs  hit  the  water  harmlessly, 
one  of  them  barely  clearing  a  hospital 
ship  at  anchor.  Every  moment  it  seemed 
as  if  the  next  one  must  drop  in  the  middle 
of  our  barge,  but  we  were  pretty  well 
seasoned  to  anything  by  now,  and,  what- 
ever may  have  been  our  inside  feelings,  we 
sat  still  and  stolidly  watched  sudden  death 
hovering  over  our  heads  in  the  blue  sky, 
but  it  didn't  seem  somehow  like  playing 
the  game  when  we  couldn't  retaliate  at  all. 
The  Captain  of  the  Italian  steamer  got 
so  exasperated  that  he  shouted  that  he 

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was  not  going  to  have  his  steamer  sunk  on 
our  account,  and  that  we  were  to  sheer  off, 
as  he  would  not  take  us  on  board  at  all; 
so  our  tug  towed  us  back  to  the  pier  for 
further  orders,  and  we  were  eventually 
sent  off  to  another  steamer. 

I  and  the  two  officers  I  was  with  in  the 
end  foimd  ourselves  embarked  on  one 
steamer,  with  most  of  the  men  from  our 
own  regiment  on  another,  and  our  servants 
and  all  our  luggage  on  a  third.  By  that 
time  it  was  about  1  o'clock,  and,  as  we 
had  been  standing  about  in  the  hot  sun 
since  5  a.m.  and  had  had  nothing  to  eat, 
we  began  to  feel  as  if  we  should  like  some 
breakfast;  so  we  were  any  thing  but  pleased 
to  be  told  upon  enquiry  that  nobody  could 
get  anything  to  eat  on  that  ship,  neither 
officers  nor  men. 


WE  GO  TO  CORFU  201 

"  Now  then,  Corporal,"  said  my  com- 
pany Commander  to  me,"  you  talk  French; 
go  and  see  what  you  can  do."  So  I 
obediently  went  off  to  hunt  up  the  Military 
Commander  of  the  ship.  He  first  informed 
me  that  there  was  no  food  on  the  boat, 
and  that  nobody  could  get  anything  until 
8  o'clock  that  evening,  and  seemed  to 
be  inclined  to  let  the  matter  go  at  that, 
but  I  was  not  going  to  take  that  answer 
back  if  I  could  help  it ;  so  told  him  that  I 
didn't  think  much  of  his  way  of  treating  his 
English  Allies,  whereupon,  having  turned 
that  over  in  his  mind,  he  said  I  could  have 
something  alone.  Of  course  that  was  no 
use;  so  after  a  little  more  persuasion  I 
finally  got  him  to  order  the  steward  to 
serve  dinner  to  the  two  officers  and  myself 
in  the  saloon  in  about  an  hour  as  soon  as 


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it  could  be  got  ready,  and  while  waiting 
for  it  we  could  have  some  coffee,  if  I  could 
get  anybody  to  make  it  for  me.  I  accor- 
dingly went  round  to  the  galley  and  inter- 
viewed the  cook,  who  informed  me  that 
the  man  who  made  the  coffee  was  asleep 
in  his  bunk  and  I  couldn't  wake  him. 

"  Oh,  can't  I  ?  "  I  said  (in  the  words  of 
the  man  when  told  by  the  steward  that 
he  could  not  be  sick  in  the  saloon),  ''  you'll 
see  if  I  can't." 

"  Are  you  an  officer  ?  "  he  inquired, 
with  that  sort  of  veiled  impertinence  that 
the  lower  class  Italians  and  Greeks  are  such 
past-masters  of. 

"  No,  I  am  not,"  I  snapped,  "  I  am  a 
corporal ;  now  which  is  that  coffee-man's 
cabin  ?  "  and,  on  it  being  pointed  out  to 
me,  I  beat  such  a  devil's  tattoo  on  the  door 


WE  GO  TO  CORFU  203 

with  my  riding- whip  that  in  half  a  minute 
a  very  tousled  and  sleepy  head  appeared, 
and  enquired  what  on  earth  was  the  matter. 
I  told  him  I  wanted  three  cups  of  coffee 
in  the  saloon  at  once,  and  he  was  so  as- 
tonished that  he  got  up  forthwith  and 
made  them,  and  I  went  back  in  triumph 
to  report,  and  felt  rewarded  on  being  told 
that  I  had  done  very  well. 

The  next  morning  we  were  transferred 
in  Vallona  harbour  on  to  a  big  Italian 
steamer,  a  fine  boat,  where  they  treated 
us  very  well.  We  reached  Corfu  about 
1  a.m.,  and  disembarking  began  there  and 
then.  We  hung  on  till  the  last,  as  we  had 
nowhere  to  spend  the  night,  our  tents, 
blankets,  etc.,  being  on  another  boat,  and  I 
had  not  even  an  overcoat  with  me  and  it  was 
very  cold,  but  at  3  a.m.  we  also  had  to  go. 


204  WE  GO  TO  CORFU 

We  had  been  looking  forward  to  Corfu 
as  a  sort  of  land  flowing  with  milk  and 
honey,  with  a  magnificent  climate  and 
everything  that  was  good,  but  our  ardour 
was  rather  damped  when  we  landed  at 
that  hour  at  a  small  quay,  feet  deep  in 
mud,  miles  away  from  the  town,  and 
about  8  miles  away  from  our  camp,  so 
we  were  told.  We  did  not  know  in  which 
direction  our  camp  was,  and,  even  had  we 
got  there,  would  have  been  no  better  off 
without  a  tent  or  blankets;  so  we  spent 
the  remainder  of  the  night  sitting  on  a 
packing-case  beside  the  sentry's  fire,  and 
I  was  glad  enough  to  be  able  to  borrow  an 
overcoat  from  the  Serbian  officer  in  charge 
of  the  quay,  who  was  just  going  off  duty. 

There  was  one  of  the  most  beautiful 
sunrises  I  have  ever  seen,  but  under  some 


WE  GO  TO  CORFU  205 

circumstances  you  feel  you  would  most 
willingly  barter  the  most  gorgeous  pano- 
rama of  scenery  for  a  cup  of  hot  tea. 

We  had  a  long,  hot  walk  the  next  morning 
till  we  found  our  own  division,  where  the 
sixty  men  from  our  company  were  camped 
pending  the  arrival  of  the  Commandant 
of  the  regiment  and  the  rest  who  were 
coming  via  Vallona. 

Corfu  may  be  a  lovely  climate  and  a 
health  resort  and  everything  else  that  is 
delightful  at  any  other  time  in  the  year, 
but  it  was  a  bitter  blow  to  us  when  it 
rained  for  about  six  weeks  without  stopping 
after  our  arrival,  added  to  which  there  was 
no  wood,  and  camp  fires  were  forbidden, 
I  suppose  for  fear  that  the  men  might 
take  to  cuttinop  down  the  olive  trees  with 
which  the  island  is  covered.     There  was 


206  WE  GO  TO  CORFU 

no  hay  at  first  for  us  to  sleep  on,  and  the 
incessant  wet,  combined  with  the  effects 
of  bully  beef,  on  men  whose  stomachs  were 
absolutely  destroyed  by  months  of  semi- 
starvation  was  largely  responsible  for  the 
terrible  amount  of  sickness  and  very  high 
mortality  among  the  troops  during  the  first 
month  of  our  stay  there.     This  was  espe- 
cially the  case  among  the  boys  and  young 
recruits,  who,  less  hardy  than  the  trained 
soldiers,  were  completely  broken  down  by 
their  late  hardships  and  died  by  thousands 
on  the  hospital  island  of  Vido.     They  could 
not  be  buried  in  the  small  island,  dying 
as  they  were  at  the  rate  of  150  a  day,  and 
the  bodies  were  taken  out  to  sea.     The 
Serbs  are  not  a  maritime  nation,  and  the 
idea  of  a  burial  at  sea  is  repugnant  to 
them.     I  heard  one  touching  story.     An 


WE  GO  TO  CORFU  207 


old  man  came  to  the  island  to  see  his  son, 
but  he  had  died  the  day  before.  "  Where 
is  his  grave  ?  "  he  asked,  "  that  I  may  tell 
my  old  wife  I  saw  his  last  resting-place. 
We  had  seven  sons  ;  six  were  killed  in  the 
war,  and  he  was  the  seventh  and  youngest." 
The  kind-hearted  doctor  lied  bravely  and 
well.  "  That  is  it,"  he  said,  pointing  to 
a  little  wooden  cross  among  a  few  others, 
where  some  graves  had  been  made  one 
day  when  it  was  too  rough  for  the  tug  to 
call.  How  could  he  tell  the  poor  old 
father  that  even  then  his  son's  body  was 
lying  out  on  the  wooden  jetty  waiting  to 
be  carried  out  to  his  nameless  grave  in 
the  blue  Ionian  Sea  ? 

We  found  there  had  been  some  hitch  in 
the  commissariat  arrangements,  and  there 
was  no  food  for  oiu'  sixty  men.     We  bought 


208  WE  GO  TO  CORFU 

them  some  bread  next  day,  but  bread  was 
3  francs  a  loaf,  and  a  third  of  a  loaf 
to  a  man  with  nothing  else  was  not  enough 
to  keep  them  going,  while  endless  red  tape 
was  being  unwound  before  their  proper 
rations  came  along.  They  never  made  a 
complaint;  but,  though  we  could  have 
bought  bread  for  ourselves,  it  nearly  choked 
us  with  the  men  standing  round  silently 
watching  and  wondering  what  w^e  were 
going  to  do  for  them. 

On  the  second  morning,  seeing  an  empty 
motor-lorry  coming  along,  I  had  a  sudden 
inspiration  and  boarded  it,  dashing  down 
the  steep  bank  to  the  road,  telling  them 
that  I  would  be  back  in  the  evening  from 
town  with  something  for  them,  and  taking 
an  orderly  with  me.  It  was  about  fifteen 
miles'  drive  into  the  town  of  Corfu,  and  I 


WE  GO  TO  CORFU  209 

tramped  about  all  day  in  the  pouring  rain 
from  one  official  to  another,  from  the 
English  to  the  French,  from  the  French  to 
the  Serbians,  and  back  again  to  the  French, 
till  I  was  heartily  sick  of  it,  and  had  I 
had  the  money  would  have  bought  the 
stuff  in  the  town  and  had  done  with  it. 
There  was  plenty  of  bread  at  the  bakery, 
but,  of  course,  they  could  not  give  it  to  me 
without  a  proper  requisition,  which  appa- 
rently I  could  not  sign  because  I  was  not 
authorised  to  do  so.  It  was  getting  to- 
wards evening,  and  I  was  beginning  to 
despair,  and  was  thinking  of  doing  the 
best  I  could  with  a  hundred  francs  I 
had  borrowed,  when  I  thought  I  would 
have  one  more  try  with  the  French 
authorities.  I  was  wet  through  myself, 
as  I  had  had  no  time  to  stop  for  a  coat 


210  WE  GO  TO  CORFU 

when  the  lorry  came  along,  and  had  been 
too  busy  and  too  worried  to  get  anything 
to  eat  all  day,  but  anyhow  this  time  I 
managed  to  pitch  them  such  a  pitiful  tale 
of  woe  about  the  sufferings  of  the  men, 
and  the  awful  time  I  was  having  trying  to 
get  them  something  to  eat,  that  I  quite 
softened  their  hearts,  and  they  said  they 
would  give  me  what  I  wanted  without  any 
further  signature,  but  that  I  must  not 
make  a  precedent  of  this  unofficial  way  of 
doing  business.  I  was  overjoyed,  and  sent 
my  orderly  off  at  once  to  hunt  up  a  carriage, 
and  we  retiu^ned  to  camp  in  triumph  about 
9  o'clock  with  a  whole  sackful  of  bread, 
another  of  tinned  beef,  and  two  large 
earthenware  jars  of  wine,  which  I  bought 
on  the  way.  There  were  plenty  of  the 
men  waiting,  when  they  heard  my  carriage 


WE  GO  TO  CORFU  211 

arrive,  to  dash  down  to  the  road  and  carry 
the  stuff  up  to  the  camp,  and  there  was 
great  rejoicing  over  the  success  of  my 
expedition.  I  was  soon  warm  and  dry  and 
having  some  supper  myself.  The  men  were 
all  right  so  far,  but  another  day's  short 
rations  would  certainly  have  seen  some  of 
them  sick. 

The  question  of  transport  was  fearfully 
difficult,  and  the  French  and  English 
authorities  were  working  night  and  day  to 
feed  the  troops,  and,  of  course,  they  could 
never  have  got  through  the  work  if  things 
had  not  been  done  in  order ;  so  I  was  duly 
grateful  that  under  the  special  circum- 
stances they  let  me  carry  out  such  an 
unauthorised  raid. 

About  a  week  later  the  rest  of  the  com- 
pany arrived  about  10  o'clock  one  evening, 


212  WE  GO  TO  CORFU 

and  a  sergeant  proudly  told  me  that  our 
Fourth  Company  were  all  very  fit  and  not 
a  man  sick  or  fallen  out. 

We  moved  to  another  camp  up  in 
the  hills,  a  nice  place,  but  very  far  from 
anywhere,  though  I  found  that  I  could 
get  about  anywhere  I  wanted  to  on  the 
motor-lorries  which  used  to  come  in  with 
bread.  The  A.S.C.  drivers  of  these  lorries 
must  have  had  a  hard  time  at  first ;  the 
roads  were  very  bad  and  the  weather 
shocking,  and  they  were  working  sixteen 
hours  a  day  carrying  supplies,  but  they 
were  full  of  pity  for  the  deplorable  con- 
dition of  the  Serbian  soldiers,  and  were 
willingly  working  night  and  day  to  alleviate 
it. 

One  of  the  English  officers  gave  me  a 
small  Italian  tent  in  place  of  the  little 


WE  GO  TO  CORFU  213 

Serbian  bivouac  one  I  had  been  sleeping 
in.  It  was  a  capital  little  tent,  very 
light  and  absolutely  waterproof.  My 
orderly  built  a  foundation  of  stones  about 
2  ft.  high,  with  the  chinks  filled  in  with 
earth,  and  pitched  the  tent  on  the  top 
of  that,  so  that  it  was  quite  high  enough 
to  stand  up  in  and  also  to  hold  a  camp 
bed  and  a  rubber  bath,  and  he  then  made 
a  nice  little  garden  and  planted  it  with 
shrubs  and  flowers,  with  a  little  wall  all 
round  ornamented  with  red  bully-beef 
tins  with  plants  in  them,  and  it  looked 
awfully  nice. 

The  thing  we  missed  most  was  not  being 
able  to  have  any  fires  to  sit  round.  One 
day  I  came  back  on  a  lorry  containing  a 
load  of  wood  intended  for  somewhere 
else,  but   I   had   got   past   any   scruples 


214  WE  GO  TO  CORFU 

about  commandeering  anything  where  my 
own  company  was  concerned;  so  I  per- 
suaded the  driver  to  drop  a  few  big  logs 
off  on  the  road  at  the  nearest  point  to 
our  camp,  and  we  had  at  least  one  small 
fire  for  some  time  afterwards,  and  any- 
body who  liked  could  come  and  boil  his 
billy-can  and  make  his  tea  at  that. 

The  Serbian  Relief  Fund  was  short- 
handed  and  very  busy,  and  I  obtained 
permission  to  leave  the  camp  for  a  few 
weeks  and  take  up  my  quarters  in  town 
to  give  them  a  hand.  Several  shiploads 
of  stuff  had  just  come  in,  and  everything 
had  to  be  landed  on  the  quay  on  lighters 
and  then  removed  from  there  at  once,  as 
the  quay  could  not  be  blocked  up,  to  one 
or  other  of  their  two  store-houses,  w^hich 
were  at  opposite  ends  of  the  harbour.    One 


WE  GO  TO  CORFU  215 

of  these  store-houses  had  only  just  been 
acquired,  and,  as  it  was  about  6  in.  deep 
in  coal  dust,  it  had  all  to  be  scrubbed  and 
cleaned  out  for  the  arrival  of  fresh  bales, 
and  that  was  my  first  job.  I  got  a  gang 
of  Serbian  soldiers,  and  we  had  a  strenuous 
day's  work  with  the  very  inefficient  tools 
at  our  disposal,  but  we  managed  by  the 
evening  to  get  everything  ship-shape  and 
the  floors  clean,  though  we  all  got  rather 
damp  and  coal-dusty  in  the  process. 

The  quay  was  a  most  interesting  place, 
though  I  should  have  enjoyed  the  work 
more  if  it  had  not  poured  steadily  all  day 
and  every  day,  as  there  was  no  cover 
anywhere.  French,  English,  and  Serbians 
were  all  working  there  together,  each 
trying  to  be  the  first  to  seize  upon  labour 
and  transport  both  by  water  and  land  for 

P2 


216  WE  GO  TO  CORFU 

the  particular  job  he  was  responsible 
for.  There  were  a  number  of  ships  in 
the  harbour  waiting  to  be  unloaded,  and 
everyone  was  working  as  hard  as  he 
could,  and  things  were  considerably  com- 
plicated by  the  fact  that  hardly  one  of 
them  could  speak  the  other's  language. 
It  was  quite  a  usual  thing  to  find  an 
Englishman,  who  could  not  speak  French, 
trying  to  explain  to  a  French  official 
that  he  wanted  a  fatigue  party  of  Serbian 
soldiers  to  unload  a  certain  lighter,  and 
neither  of  them  being  able  to  explain 
to  the  said  fatigue  party,  when  they  had 
got  them,  what  it  was  they  wanted  them 
to  do. 

There  was  always  a  company  of  Serbian 
soldiers  for  work  on  the  quay,  and  a  fresh 
relay  of  men  came  on  at  6  a.m.,  at  midday. 


WE  GO  TO  CORFU  217 

and  at  6  p.m.,  and  you  had  to  be  there 
sharp  on  time  if  you  wanted  your  men, 
or  else  you  would  find  they  had  all  been 
snapped  up  by  someone  else.  As  I  could 
speak  French  and  enough  Serbian  to  get 
along  very  well,  most  of  my  work  was  on 
the  quay,  and  I  was  often  called  in  to  act 
as  interpreter.  As  I  did  not  want  to  get 
down  there  at  6  a.m.,  however,  I  got  a 
friendly  English  corporal,  who  had  to  be 
on  duty  then,  to  get  twice  as  many  men 
as  he  wanted  himself,  and  then  give  me 
half  of  them  when  I  came  down.  I  was 
rather  afraid  of  the  English  Tommies  at 
first,  and  thought  they  would  be  sure  to 
laugh  at  a  woman  corporal,  but,  on  the 
contrary,  there  was  nothing  they  would 
not  do  to  help  me,  and  the  French  soldiers 
were  just  the  same. 


218  WE  GO  TO  CORFU 

I  was  superintending  the  unloading  of 
some  goods  from  a  lighter  one  day,  which 
all  had  to  be  transferred  to  another  lighter, 
and  taken  across  to  the  warehouse  that 
evening.  We  were  all  very  tired  and  wet, 
and  the  men  were  slacking  off,  and  it 
didn't  seem,  at  the  rate  we  were  going  on, 
as  if  we  should  get  through  before  9  or 
10  o'clock  that  night.  The  Serbian  ser- 
geant tried  to  buck  them  up,  but  the  men 
were  fed  up  and  were  just  doing  about  as 
little  as  they  possibly  could.  It  is  worse 
than  useless  to  bully  a  Serbian  soldier  if 
he  doesn't  want  to  do  anything ;  so,  as  I 
wanted  to  get  back  to  the  hotel  to  dinner, 
I  went  on  quite  another  tack.  I  told 
them  I  had  been  working  for  them  all  day 
since  early  in  the  morning,  and  was  tired 
and  hungry,  and  that  if  they  were  going 


WE  GO  TO  CORFU  219 

to  spend  another  three  hours  over  the  job 
I  should  get  no  dinner.  The  effect  was 
magical.  They  all  at  once  got  terribly 
worried  on  my  account,  began  to  work 
like  steam,  and  in  an  hour  we  had  the  whole 
thing  done,  and  they  were  enquiring  in  a 
brotherly  manner  if  it  was  all  right,  and 
if  I  would  be  in  time  for  dinner  now. 

All  these  poor  fellows  working  down  on 
the  quay  had  had  their  uniforms  taken 
away  from  them  and  burnt,  and  had  been 
provided  with  a  blue  corduroy  suit  for 
working  in.  Their  old  ones,  though  dirty, 
were  warm,  and  their  new  ones  were  very 
thin,  and  in  most  cases  they  had  hardly 
any  underclothes;  so  whenever  I  had  a 
gang  of  men  working  under  me  down  at 
the  warehouse  I  used  to  fit  them  out  with 
warm   sweaters,    etc.,    of  which   we   had 


220  WE  GO  TO  CORFU 

plenty,  out  of  one  of  the  broken  bales. 
I  used  to  make  them  work  hard  for  a  couple 
of  hours,  and  then  sit  down  for  five  minutes 
and  have  a  cigarette,  and  then  go  on  again 
for  another  hard  spell.  The  Serbian  ser- 
geants used  to  be  very  much  amused  at 
my  methods,  but  I  always  found  they 
answered  very  well.  They  were  always 
keen  to  be  on  my  gang,  and  everyone  said 
I  got  more  work  out  of  them  than  anyone 
else  could. 

There  were  a  lot  of  new  English 
uniforms,  but  the  French  authorities 
would  not  issue  them  unless  there  were 
enough  underclothes  to  go  with  them, 
and  these  they  were  short  of.  However, 
I  got  a  promise  of  underclothes  from  the 
Serbian  Relief  Fund,  and  then  my  troubles 
began.     First  I  had  to  get  a  paper  signed 


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by  the  English  saying  they  would  give 
them  if  the  French  approved ;  then 
another,  signed  by  the  French,  that  they 
did  approve  and  would  give  the  uniforms  ; 
then  one  signed  by  the  Serbian  Minister 
of  War ;  then  back  to  the  French  again 
to  be  countersigned ;  then  back  to  the 
Minister  of  War ;  then  to  the  Serbian 
warehouse,  who  refused  to  give  them 
because  I  hadn't  got  somebody  else's 
signature,  and  so  on  and  so  on.  To 
cut  a  long  story  short,  it  took  three  whole 
days  walking  round  Corfu  in  the  pouring 
rain  before  I  could  get  all  those  papers 
sufficiently  signed,  including  three  visits 
to  the  Minister  of  War,  and  even  then  the 
transport  remained  to  be  found,  as  the 
motor-lorries  were  fully  occupied  carrying 
bread. 


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I  had  airily  promised  the  French  that 
I  thought  the  EngHsh  authorities  could 
gtve  me  the  transport;  so  I  went  up  to 
them,  and  they  said  they  would  see  what 
they  could  do. 

"  How  much  stuff  have  you  ?  "  inquired 
the  officer  in  charge. 

"  Three  thousand  two  hundred  and  fifty 
uniforms,"  I  replied,  "  and  the  same 
number  of  vests  and  pants." 

"  Well,  that  doesn't  tell  me  anything," 
he  said ;  "  I  want  to  know  the  bulk  and 
weight :  you're  no  good  as  a  corporal  if 
you  can't  tell  me  that.  Let  me  know 
exactly  by  eleven  o'clock  to-morrow  morn- 
ing, and  I'll  see  what  I  can  do." 

Here  was  a  poser,  for,  though  I  said  at 
once  that  I  would  let  him  know,  I  had  not 
the  faintest  idea  of  how  to  work  it  out ; 


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but  fortunately  bethought  myself  of  my 
sheet  anchor,  the  big  English  corporal 
on  the  quay,  who  always  seemed  to  be 
able  to  solve  any  difficulty ;  and,  sure 
enough,  he  did  it  for  me,  and  I  telephoned 
the  required  information.  In  the  end  I 
got  the  stuff  loaded  on  to  a  barge  and  took 
it  myself  to  a  point  about  2  miles  from 
my  camp,  whence  it  was  carried  up  by  a 
company,  and  we  had  the  proud  distinc- 
tion of  being  the  first  regiment  to  be  fitted 
out  in  new,  clean  English  khaki  uniforms. 
When  not  on  the  quay  there  was  plenty 
to  do  in  the  warehouses,  sorting  out  the 
bales,  or  taking  them  across  the  harbour 
in  our  little  tug,  which  was  quite  a  journey, 
but  I  eventually  got  a  chill  and  had  to 
lay  off  for  a  bit,  as  the  result  of  one 
wetting  too  many. 


224  WE  GO  TO  CORFU 

I  used  to  go  back  to  camp  every 
Saturday  afternoon  and  Sunday,  and  I 
always  managed  to  take  up  a  couple  of 
cases  of  something,  generally  given  me 
by  the  Serbian  Relief  Fund  ;  either  things 
for  the  ambulance  or  condensed  milk  or 
golden  syrup  for  the  men.  Condensed 
milk  was  very  much  appreciated,  as  it 
meant  that  they  each  got  a  big  bowl  of 
cafe  au  lait  for  breakfast  for  three  morn- 
ings, whereas,  as  a  rule,  they  don't  have 
anything  until  lunch. 

One  day  an  incident  occurred  which 
touched  me  very  greatly.  The  non-com- 
missioned officers  and  men  of  the  Fourth 
Company  formed  a  committee  among 
themselves  and  drew  up  an  address, 
which  they  presented  me  with,  and  which 
a  man  in  the  regiment  who  knew  English 


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afterwards  translated  for  me  as  literally 
as  possible.  An  English  major,  to  whom 
I  once  showed  it,  told  me  if  that  were  his 
he  should  value  it  more  than  a  whole 
string  of  medals,  and  as  that  is  how  I 
feel  about  it,  coming  as  it  did  spon- 
taneously from  my  own  men,  I  put  the 
translation  in  here  : 

"  To  the  high-esteemed 
"MISS   FLORA   SANDES, 

"  CORFU. 

"  Esteemed  Miss  Sandes  ! 

"  Soldiers  of  the  Fourth  Company, 
1st  Battalion,  2nd  Inf.  Rgmt.,  '  Knjaza 
Michaila,'  Moravian  Division,  1st  (Call) 
Reserves ;  touched  with  your  nobleness, 
wish  with  this  letter  to  pay  their  respects 
— and  thankfulness  to  you ;    have  chosen 


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a  committee  to  hand  to  you  this  letter  of 
thankfuhiess. 

"  Miss  Sandes  ! 

"  Serbian  soldier  is  proud  because  in 
his  midst  he  sees  a  noble  daughter  of 
England,  whose  people  is  an  old  Serbian 
friend,  and  to-day  their  armies  are  arm- 
in-arm  fighting  for  common  idea,  and  you 
Miss  Sandes  should  be  proud  that  you 
are  in  position  to  do  a  good,  to  help  a 
Serbian  soldier — Serbian  soldier  will 
always  respect  acts  of  your  kindness 
and  deep  down  in  his  heart  will  write 
you  kind  acts  and  remember  them  for 
ever. 

"  Few  months  have  passed  since  you 
came  among  us,  and  you  shared  good  and 
bad  with  us.  During  this  time  you  have 
often   helped   us   to  pass   through   hard- 


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ships,    buying    food    for    us,    and    finan- 
cially. 

"  Thanking  you  in  the  name  of  all 
the  soldiers,  we  are  greeting  you  with 
exclamation  : 

"  Long  life  to  our  ally  England, 
"  Long  life  to  Serbia, 
"  Long  life  to  their  heroic  Armies, 
"  Long  life  to  noble  Miss  Sandes  ! 
"  Naredniks  (Sergeant- Majors) — 
"  Milcontije  Simitch 
"  Rangel  Miloshevitch 
"  Podnaredniks  {Sergeants)— 

"  Milisav  Stamenkovitch 
"  Yanatchko  Todorovitch 
"  Bozidar  Milenkovitch 
"  Kaplars  (Corporals) — 

"  Vladimar  Stankovitch 
"  Milan  Jovanovitch 


I 


228  WE  GO  TO  CORFU 

"  Dragutin  Rangjelovitch 
"  Aleksa  Miloshevitch 
"  Zaphir  Arsitch 
"  Vojnitsi  (Soldiers) — 

"  Milivoye  Pavlovitch 
"  Milorad  Taskavitch 
"  Rangel  Mladenovitch 
"  Dragoljub  Milovanovitch 
'*  Alexandar  Iwkovitch 
"  4th  Comp.,  1st  Battl.,  2nd  Inf.  Rgt. 
"  No.  1024  (Official  Stamp). 
"  To  Miss  Sandes,  Corporal,  volunteer  of 
this  Comp.— 

"  Please  receive  this  little,  but  from 
heart  of  my  soldiers,  declaration  of  thank- 
fulness for  all  (for  help)  that  you  have 
done  for  them  until  now,  and  in  time, 
when  they  are  far  away  from  dear  ones 
and  loving  ones  at  home. 


M 


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"  To  their  wishes  and  declaration  I  am 
adding  mine  and  exclaim  : 

"  Long  life  to  our  dear  ally  England, 
"  Long  life  to  heroic  Serbian  Army, 

"  Commander  of  the  Company, 

"  Janachko  a.  Jovitch. 
"  13/26  February,  1916. 
"  Ipsos  (Corfu)." 


CHAPTER  X 


THE  "  SLAVA  DAY  "  OF  THE  SECOND 
REGIMENT 

The  companies  used  to  take  turns  at 
working  at  the  ports  for  about  three  weeks, 
and  when  our  turn  came  the  men  were 
very  pleased,  as  they  much  preferred  it  to 
doing  drill,  and  they  were  able  to  occa- 
sionally get  into  the  town  also.  We  were 
camped  about  a  mile  and  a  half  outside 
the  town,  but  I  thought  it  was  the  nastiest 
camp  that  I  had  ever  been  in — a  very 
small  crowded  piece  of  ground  with  no 
shade,  so  that  when  the  weather  was  hot 
we  were  perfectly  roasted,  and  when  it 

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"  SLAVA  DAY  "  231 

was  wet,  when  you  tried  to  climb  up  the 
narrow  steep  path  to  it,  you  shpped  back 
two  steps  for  one  you  went  up,  in  the 
thick  sHppery  mud. 

I  gave  up  my  room  in  town,  as  our 
camp  was  close  enough  to  walk  to.  I 
could  make  myself  understood  pretty  well 
in  Serbian  by  now,  though,  of  course,  I 
made  awful  mistakes,  as  it  is  by  far  the 
most  difficult  language  I  have  ever  come 
across  to  learn,  there  being  no  books  to 
help  one.  One  can  only  pick  it  up  by  ear ; 
so  it  is  no  wonder  if  I  was  occasionally 
misunderstood. 

One  day  I  told  my  orderly  to  go  and 
fetch  my  thick  coat,  which  he  would  find 
on  a  chair  in  my  room,  and  bring  it  to  me 
in  camp.  He  duly  arrived  back  about  an 
hour  afterwards  with  the  coat  and  the 

Q2 


232  "  SLAVA  DAY  " 

chair,  which  he  had  carried  all  through 
the  town,  and  was  much  discomfited  at 
the  howls  of  laughter  with  which  we  all 
greeted  him.  I  asked  him  what  the  land- 
lady had  said  to  his  removing  her  furniture 
like  that,  and  he  confessed  that  she  had 
made  a  few  remarks,  but,  as  she  spoke 
nothing  but  Italian  and  he  nothing  but 
Serbian,  they  passed  lightly  over  his  head, 
and  he  triumphantly  carried  out  what  he 
had  taken  to  be  my  orders.  He  was  a 
capital  orderly,  always  cheerful  and  willing. 
One  day  he  told  me,  in  answer  to  sonie 
remark  of  mine,  that  as  my  orderly  he 
would  not  have  to  fight.  "  Will  you  fight 
with  us  going  back  to  Serbia,  like  you  did 
in  Albania  ?  "  he  asked.  "  Why,  of  course 
I  shall,  Dragoutini,"  I  said.  His  face 
beamed.     "  Then  I  shall  go  with  you  and 


"  SLAVA  DAY  "  233 

fight  beside  you,"  he  declared  emphati- 
cally. 

We  went  back  to  our  camp  in  the  hills 
when  our  three  weeks  were  up,  and  to  oiu* 
great  joy  we  heard  that  we  were  to  embark 
almost  immediately  for  Salonica. 

They  let  us  stay  a  day  longer  than  was 
intended  in  order  to  celebrate  the  regi- 
mental "  Slava  day,"  which  is  a  great 
festival,  and  the  whole  regiment  w^as  en  fete 
for  the  whole  day.  The  Crown  Prince  Alex- 
ander himself  came,  and  a  great  many  French 
and  English  officers  and  a  few  ladies. 

It  was  held  in  a  beautiful  big,  flat  glade, 
just  below  the  camp,  with  huge  big  spread- 
ing trees.  There  was  a  large  marquee 
decorated  with  all  the  different  flags  of 
the  Allies,  and  everybody  had  been  busy 
for  the  last  week  making  paths  and  gene- 


234  "  SLAVA  DAY  " 

rally  beautifying  the  place,  and  practising 
for  the  big  march  past  of  the  regiment. 

We  had  a  variety  of  talent  in  our  regi- 
ment;  among  others  a  young  student  of 
sculpture.  Building  four  high  pillars  of 
clayey  mud  flanking  the  path  leading  to 
the  marquee,  he  carved  on  each  a  beautiful 
bas-relief.  The  first  one  represented  a 
haggard,  weary,  beaten  Serbian  soldier 
going  into  exile  ;  the  next  a  Serbian  soldier 
re-equipped,  holding  his  new  rifle  in  his 
hand,  his  expression  full  of  fierce  determi- 
nation, standing  in  a  striking  attitude  with 
his  face  to  the  foe  again  ;  while  on  a  third 
was  the  head  of  a  woman  with  a  look  of 
patient  expectancy  on  her  beautiful  face, 
representing  the  women  who  were  waiting 
in  Serbia  for  the  return  of  their  sons  and 
husbands  to  deliver  them  from  the  bondage 


"  SLAVA  DAY  "  235 

of  the  hated  Austrian-Bulgarian  oppressors. 
They  were  most  striking  figures,  and  some 
day  that  young  Serbian  soldier  will  become 
known  as  a  very  great  sculptor. 

It  was  an  ideal  spot  for  a  fete,  and  we 
hoped  anxiously  that  the  weather,  which 
had  looked  rather  threatening,  would  hold 
up.  The  whole  regiment  was  astir  very 
early,  and  we  were  all  drawn  up  under  the 
trees  before  the  guests  arrived. 

I  was  talking  to  the  Colonel,  when  he 
suddenly  asked  me  where  my  company 
was  drawn  up. 

"Just  behind  the  Third,"  I  rephed, 
pointing  over  in  that  direction. 

"  Well,  come  over  there  with  me,  I  want 
to  speak  to  them,"  he  said,  and  we  went 
over,  I  wondering  what  he  was  going  to 
say,  and  was  more  than  astonished  when 


236  "  SLAVA  DAY  " 

I  found  the  surprise  in  store  for  me.  They 
all  sprang  to  attention,  and  then,  with  me 
standing  by  his  side,  he  made  them  a  long 
speech,  which  all  the  other  companies 
round  could  hear  also,  and  said  that  he 
was  promoting  me  to  sergeant  on  that 
their  great  regimental  "  Slava  day." 
Generally  you  are  just  promoted,  and  it  is 
entered  in  the  books  in  the  ordinary  way, 
and  it  was  a  very  great  honour  to  have  a 
public  sort  of  ceremony  like  that,  especially 
on  such  a  day.  They  all  shouted  "  Jivio  " 
three  times  for  me  when  he  had  finished, 
and,  though  I  felt  extremely  shy  and 
embarrassed,  I  was  very  much  pleased. 

All  the  officers  in  the  regiment  and  a 
great  many  of  the  men  came  up  and  shook 
hands  with  me  afterwards,  and  congratu- 
lated   me,    and    the    Commander    of   the 


"  SLAVA  DAY  "  237 

battalion  sent  his  orderly  off  for  some 
spare  stars  which  he  had,  and  fixed 
my  second  ones  on  my  shoulders  there 
and  then. 

Later  on  the  General  of  the  First  Army, 
who  was  one  of  the  guests,  when  he  heard 
I  was  one  of  his  soldiers,  also  added  his 
congratulations ;  in  fact,  I  have  never  in 
my  life  had  so  much  handshaking  and 
patting  on  the  back. 

Presently  the  Crown  Prince  arrived  and 
the  rest  of  the  guests.  The  whole  regi- 
ment, headed  by  the  band  and  the  regi- 
mental flag,  marched  past  him  and  saluted, 
and  to  see  these  fine  healthy-looking 
fellows,  with  their  swinging  stride,  you 
would  never  have  guessed  they  were  the 
same  men  who  had  gone  through  that 
terrible  retreat  in  the  Albanian  mountains 


238  "  SLAVA  DAY  " 

and  arrived  at  Corfu  in  such  a  deplorable 
condition  two  months  before. 

The  guests  all  sat  down  to  lunch  in  the 
big  marquee,  and  after  that  there  were 
songs,  dancing,  etc.  The  Crown  Prince 
had  to  leave  early,  but  said  he  would  come 
back  again  later  on. 

I  had  invited  two  of  my  friends  from  the 
English  hospital,  and  they  enjoyed  them- 
selves immensely,  and  we  all— guests, 
officers  and  men — danced  the  "  Kolo  " 
and  all  the  other  Serbian  national  dances 
together  until  evening. 

Later  on  there  was  another  big  lunch 
and  a  great  many  speeches  from  the 
representatives  of  the  English,  French  and 
Italian  Allies.  True  to  his  promise  Prince 
Alexander  came  back  later  in  the  afternoon, 
specially  to  chat  with  the  soldiers,  among 


"  SLAVA  DAY  "  239 

whom  he  walked  about  in  the  friendUest 
manner,  enquiring  after  their  families, 
how  they  had  been  wounded,  etc.,  etc. 
It  was  easy  to  see  how  popular  he  is  with 
his  Army,  and  how  pleased  and  proud  the 
men  were  as  they  crowded  round  him. 

We  kept  it  up  the  whole  day  and  late 
that  night  after  all  the  guests  had  gone, 
in  spite  of  the  fact  that  we  should  have  to 
be  astir  very  early  next  morning,  as  we 
were  to  embark  for  Salonica. 

We  had  a  very  hot,  dusty  tramp  dow^n 
to  the  embarking  stage,  and  I  had  very 
bad  luck,  as  I  lost  my  dog  "  Mah,"  who 
was  a  most  faithful  little  brute,  though  it 
would  be  hard  to  describe  his  breed.  He 
was  a  stray  who  had  attached  himself  to 
an  officer  and  afterwards  been  handed 
over  to  me,  and  he  was  always  at  my  heels, 


240  "  SLAVA  DAY  " 

never  quitting  me  for  a  moment  and 
sleeping  in  my  tent.  Even  when  I  was 
dancing  the  previous  day  he  had  nearly 
upset  several  people  in  his  anxiety  to  keep 
close  to  me.  It  was  only  about  half  an 
hour  before  the  boat  sailed  that  I  missed 
him.  In  the  immense  crowd  of  soldiers 
he  had  lost  sight  of  me  for  a  moment,  and 
then  could  not  trace  me,  and  someone 
eventually  told  me  that  they  had  seen 
him  starting  back  along  the  hot,  dusty 
road  to  camp  looking  for  me,  and, 
as  I  dared  not  miss  the  boat  on  his 
account,  I  had  reluctantly  to  give  up  the 
search. 

The  boat  w^as  a  fine  French  Trans- 
atlantic boat,  but  the  first  day  out  at  sea 
w^as  very  rough,  and  the  men,  who  are 
anything    but    good    sailors,    lay    about 


"  SLAVA  DAY  "  241 

prostrate,  declaring  that  they  would  rather 
have  ten  days'  continuous  battle  on  land 
than  one  day  on  board  ship. 

However,  Easter  Sunday  was  very  fine, 
and  we  all  landed  next  day  quite  fit  at 
Salonica.  Our  camp  was  up  on  the  hills 
about  seventeen  miles  from  the  town.  It 
was  a  lovely  place,  and  had  the  further 
advantage  of  having  a  spring  of  very  good 
mineral  water,  which  was  a  great  luxury, 
as  the  drinking  water  around  Salonica  is 
not  good  as  a  rule. 

The  transportation  of  the  Serbian  Army 
from  Corfu  to  Salonica  was  going  on 
apace,  and  within  a  few  weeks  the  whole 
force  w^as  safely  landed  without  a  single 
casualty. 

The  men  were  fully  equipped  down  to 
the  very  last  button— new  English  khaki 


242 


SLAVA  DAY  " 


uniforms,  belts,  rifles,  water-bottles,  abso- 
lutely everything. 

I  went  home  on  a  couple  of  months' 
leave,  leaving  them  full  of  spirits,  and 
eagerly  looking  forward  to  the  time  when 
we  could  get  another  whack  at  the  enemy, 
and  march  victoriously  back  into  Serbia ; 
and  with  any  luck  I  hope  some  day  to  be 
able  to  describe  how  we  accomplished  it, 
and  the  triumphal  entry  into  Nish  which 
we  are  always  talking  about. 


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