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GRACE LEE, 



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The Author of this Work gives notice that she reserves the 

right of translating it ^ 



GEACE LEE. 



a Eale* 



BY 



JULIA KAVANAGH, 

AUTHOR OP "Nathalie;" "women of chbistianity ; '* etc. 



IN THREE VOLUMES. 



VOL. L 




LONDON : 

SMITH, ELDEE, & CO., 65, CORNHILL. 

1855. 



2^j, u^ . ^^ . 



LONDON : 
BRADBURY AND EVANS, PRINTERS, WHITEFRIARS. 



t 



GRACE LEE 



CHAPTER I. 



The snow fell fast; soft, white, and noiseless 
it was borne past the parlour window. A gray 
sky, a white, hilly horizon bounded the out- 
^y^ ward prospect. Within all was touched with 
the red firelight: tables, chairs, cabinet, and 
mirror gave back the same warm and burning 
glow. 

A gray-haired old man, with a harsh, sarcas- 
tic face, sat writing by the window. A middle- 
aged, good-tempered looking woman, sewed by 
the fireside; further on, in the back-ground, 
and half gloom of the room, a slender, dark- 

VOL. I. B 






2 GRACE LEE. 

haired and dark-eyed girl of seventeen, sat on 
a low stool, with a heavy quarto, a Hebrew 
Bible, on her knees. One hand /supported her 
cheek; the other rested on the book; her eyes 
were fixed on its strange eastern characters, 
her long, drooping curls half veiled the page. 

She was not, and never could be, pretty; 
yet her dark face had warmth and character, 
her eyes great beauty, and her young form 
much grace. Her name was Grace Lee. She 
was bom far away, amongst Welsh hills, but 
she was an orphan, and for two years she had 
lived with her guardian, an old priest. Doctor 
Crankey, and his cousin. Miss Amy Crankey, 
in one of the wildest nooks of northern Eng- 
land. Doctor Crankey was a learned man ; Miss 
Crankey was skilled in every art of the needle : 
both zealously taught the young girl all they 
knew, and thus an accomplished scholar and 
as accomplished a needle-woman grew up Grace 
Lee in a bleak and lonely home. 



GRACE LEE. 3 

A gust of wind swept by the house ; it died far 
away with a faint murmur on wild moors. The 
young girl bent her ear and listened. " How 
far that wind has come/' she thought; "how 
far it must be going — ^how wide the world must 
be.'' She put her book away; she left the 
room; she went up to the highest part of the 
house, a terrace on the roof. The snow fell 
on her bare head; the keen north wind blew 
back her hair from her face, but her blood was 
ardent and young; her cheek only freshened 
to feel the blast, she only shook her head 
and smiled at the falling snow. She looked 
around her; a wide, white plain spread to the 
foot of white hills; a pale sky met a paler 
horizon; she clasped her hands on her bosom; 
she raised herself on tiptoe; she stretched her 
slender neck, and bent a keen, eagle look that 
seemed as if it would pierce every barrier. 
" Ah ! '' she thought again, '^ how wide the 
world must be ! " and seized with a wanderer's 

B 2 



4 GBACE LEE. 

longing, she thought of burning Africa, of the 
luxuriant New World, of fair southern Europe, 
with the sun shining on her brown ruins, and the 
blue Mediterranean washing her antique shores. 
'^I wish I were a queen," she thought, her 
head pensively inclined towards her right shoul- 
der, "but a queen without her state, without 
her kingdom; what place, beautiful or famous, 
would I not see! what delight should not be 
mine ! I would do great things ; I would build 
cathedrals; I would found hospitals; I would 
erect palaces ; I would make a cardinal of Doctor 
Crankey, a duchess of Miss Amy, a princess 
of Lily. I would have more jewels than a 
sultana, more robes than there are days in the 

year; and withal I would be so generous and 
so good, that every one should love and praise 

Queen Grace." 

"Grace, my dear," said the gentle voice of 

Miss Crankey, from below, "will you come 

» 

down and make the tea, if you please ? " 



GRACE LEE. 5 

The day-dreamer awoke^ and laughing at 
her own dreams, she ran down lightly; she 
made the tea; the frugal meal was soon over; 
she returned to her Hebrew ; Doctor Crankey to 
a seven years begun History of the Church; 
Miss Amy to a Penelope piece of embroidery. 
Quiet was the evening by the bright fireside; 
Grace did not feel it dull; study, too, has her 
charm — a charm more true than that of dreams, 
and almost as sweet. 

Grace was, as we have said, an orphan. Two 
years before there had been sorrow and mourn- 
ing in a once happy home of the little town of 

W , in Wales. Mr. George Lee lay dead 

in his room, his wife slept in hers the same 
deep sleep, and two orphans, in whom their 
blood did not mingle, sat desolate and sorrow- 
stricken children in the silent parlor. 

They had loved in youth : fate, under the 
shape of angry parents, divided them early; 
they yielded, parted with mutual consent, and 



6 GRACE LEE. 

married happily elsewhere. When, after sixteen 
years they met, they were both free. Mr. Lee 
had an only child of fourteen, IVfrs. Blount 
a little girl of eleven; their old love revived, 
they married, enjoyed one year's late and brief 
happiness, and died within one day of each 
other; each ignorant of the other's fate; 
each bequeathing to the other's care his or her 
child. 

^^Very distressing case,'' said Doctor Marsh, 
who sat drinking brandy-and-water in a back 
room, "and then what's to become of the 
orphans ? " He addressed his assistant, John 
Owen, a dark and saturnine-looking young man, 
who sat opposite him with folded arms, and head 
bent on his bosom. 

" Cannot they be lawyers, like their fathers ? " 
he replied. 

" Lawyers ! Girls, lawyers ! " 

" Oh I they are girls, are they ? " 

'^ Bless me, sir, have you been visiting Mr. 



GRACE LEE. 7 

Greorge Lee a year, and don't you know whether 
his children are boys or girls ? ^' 

" I had not paid attention ! '' carelessly replied 
Owen. 

"Well, but you can tell me what to do?'' 
asked Doctor Marsh, to whom his young assistant 
was in all doubtful matters as an oracle. 

"Apply to the nearest relatives/' was the 
laconic answer. 

" The Rashleighs? I suppose you know them." 

" Mrs. Eashleigh is a worldly woman j her son 
is a fool, a libertine, and a pedant. We were at 
school together; he hates me — I despise him." 

This was not promising ; nevertheless. Doctor 
Marsh called on Mrs. Sashleigh, who resided in 

W , and was distantly related to the late 

Mrs. Lee. 

"I must decline interfering," coldly replied 
the lady, " Mrs. Lee's second marriage had not 
my approbation. It will be more proper, by far, 
to apply to Miss Lee." 



8 GRACE LEE. 

" And pray give my compliments to Miss Lee^s 
dark-eyed young friend/^ half yawned Rashleigh 
Rashleigh, who lolled on a sofa. When the Doctor 
was gone, he burst out laughing, and boisterously 
wondered '^ what Miss Lee would say to having 
that little yellow-haired monkey, Lily Blount, 
palmed oflF on her/^ 

" My dear Rashleigh,^^ gravely said his mother, 
" that does not concern us.^^ 

Miss Lee was very rich and very old. She lived 
in a wild, yet lovely home, between the mountains 
and the sea. Doctor Marsh found her sitting in her 
chair, and chastising half-a-dozen unruly spaniels 
with an ebon crutch. With her he found a 
beautiful orphan girl, Margaret Livermere, whom 
she had reared as her companion, and an elegant, 
handsome man, Gerald Lee, the rich London 
banker, her favourite cousin and future heir. 
The Doctor asked to speak to Miss Lee alone; 
Mr. Lee stepped out into the garden ; Miss Liver- 
mere slipped away by a side door : a while after 



GRACE LEE. 9 

the visitor saw them vanishing together behind a 
group of trees. In the meanwhile, he explained 
his errand. Miss Lee received him very rudely. 
''Sir/' she said shortly, "you are a meddling 
man. Mr. Lee's daughter and Mr. Lee's pro- 
perty are both confided to the care of a Doctor 
Crankey, a priest, and third or fourth uncle of the 
first Mrs. Lee, who was a Papist. I have nothing 
to do with that little girl. As to the other one, 
I am amazed at you. She belongs, by right, to 
a mad-woman, called Miss Blount, who has an 
eternal law-suit with the Walton Company, and 
is to have blue and yellow livery when she wins 
it. Another time, sir," she added, giving him 
a hard look, " you will do well to think before 
you act." 

Rather abashed the Doctor withdrew ; he 
found out the directions of Doctor Crankey, 
and of Miss Blount, and wrote to both. 
Accordingly, on the same day, and by the 
same coach, arrived a short little old man in 

B 3 



10 GRACE LEB. 

a rusty cassock^ and a tall gaunt lady in shabby 
mourning. Without knowing one another they 
had quarrelled concerning a coach window which 
Miss Blount persisted in opening, and the Rev. 
Doctor Crankey persisted in shutting again. The 
house soon became too hot to hold them. Miss 
Blount was grand, and talked of the Walton 
Company, which she was going to crush; and 
of the blue and yellow liveries. Doctor Crankey 
said ^' Fudge ! '^ and Jonged to be back to his 
History of the Church, and his quiet home in 
the North. To crown matters. Miss Blount took 
a hearty dislike to Grace Lee, whom she called a 
bold, black-eyed little thing ; and Doctor Crankey 
as heartily disliked little Lily, in whose blue 
eyes he saw ingratitude written, and whose 
eulogy he kindly summed up with the reflection, 
"that Judas was fair-haired.'* In short, peace 
was not restored until the belligerent parties 
went each his and her own way, bearing off his 
and her ward as spolia opima. 



GBACE LBS. 11 

" Thank Heaven ! " piously said Doctor Marsh 
to John Owen^ on the morning of that day; 
" I never have been more distressed/' 

The young man smiled with lofty surprise^ 
more scornful than sympathetic^ then returned 
to the perusal of the heavy legal volumes 
belonging to the late . Mr. George Lee, and 
which had found no purchaser in the pre- 
ceding day's sale. 

" Good-bye, Mr. John Owen/' said a soft 
voice at his elbow. 

He looked up and saw a dark young girl 
standing by his side. 

'' You do not remember me ? " she asked. 

" No.'' 

" I am Grace — Grace Lee. I saw you 
yesterday reading these books ; and before 
yesterday, too. They are mine. When I am 
twenty-one I shall give them to you. I lend 
them to you until then. Doctor Crankey 
says I may. Good-bye." And before the 



12 GRACE LEE. 

surprised young man could reply she was 
gone. 

And now two years were passed, and passion 
and circumstance had scattered them all as the 
winds of heaven scatter seed on the surface of 
the soil, each to bear fruit in its season. Doctor 

Marsh alone remained in W . His assistant, 

John Owen, had gone to London. There he 
had no sooner taken his degrees as a surgeon 
than he suddenly forsook medicine for the bar. 
Mrs. Rashleigh was in Paris, patiently waiting 
the return of her prodigal Rashleigh Rashleigh, 
who had gone to Baden-Baden with a pretty 
actress — ^his third or fourth affair of the kind. 
The beautiful Margaret Livermere was disgraced 
and banished; she had charmed too surely the 
heir and cousin. Gerald Lee was hesitating 
between love and mammon ; Miss Lee was dying, 
full of wrath and disappointment. Lily Blount 
was in the south of England with Miss Blount ; 
daily she heard of the Walton Company, and of 



GEACE LEE. 13 

the blue and yellow liveries ; and daily she wished 
herself dead ; and Grace, happy in her wUd, 
northern home, charmed her mind with classic 
lore, Hebrew, and romantic dreams. 

"Child," said Doctor Crankey, seeing her 
SO assiduous, "you will get blind over that 
Hebrew. Amuse yourself a little bit with the 
golden-mouthed Saint John Chrysostom." 

And he handed over to her the ponderous 
Greek Father. At ten Miss Amy rose. 

'^Grace/^ she began, then paused. Grace 
was fast asleep. Her arms were folded on the 
broad volume open before her; her profane 
girl^s head rested on the hallowed page; it 
was a favourite author, a rare and costly 
edition, yet Doctor Crankey only smiled. 

"You need not waken her,'^ he said. "I 
want to speak to her as soon as I finish this 
paragraph.'^ 

" Law ! Doctor, you surely will not blame 
the poor child if she fell asleep.^' 



)i 



14 GBACS L££. 

^'By no means/' ^he interrupted; "good 
night, Miss Crankey.^ 

Miss Amy sighed and left the room. She 
had once been young, and the gray Doctor too ; 
and then they had been on the very verge of 
love: but Miss Amy was capricious and John 
Crankey was exacting; they parted coldly, he 
to take priest's orders, she to settle down into 
a calm old maid. When they met again, years 
had passed, and he could ask Miss Amy to 
keep house for him, and she could accept the 
office. Of the passages of their youth he 
remembered nothing, she but a little and that 
not often. 

At length the paragraph was finished ; Doctor 
Crankey turned to rouse the sleeper, and found 
her reading over his shoulder. He only smiled. 

" Well I what d'ye say to that, Grace ? That's 
touch-me-not, eh ! " He rubbed his hands and 
chuckled. "You see, my dear, monks are 
very good people; but they live out of the 



GBACE LfiE. 15 

worlds and I am an old man of the worlds you 
see. Bless you^ child^ I know all its tricks and 
all its ways." 

Qrace went round and sat down on the 
hearth at his feet. 

^^What is it?" she said. ^^You had some- 
thing to say to me; I heard you. What 
is it?" 

*^So, Miss, you were pretending sleep." 

"I was asleep, but your voice woke me. 
What is it?" 

r 

"You have lost your third cousin and name- 
sake, Miss Grace Lee — she is dead." 

"I do not remember h^. Must I go into 
mourning ? " 

" She has made you her heir." 

" Ah ! Why so ? " quietly asked Grace. 

"It was her fancy, and a woman's fancy is 
her law. Her first will was in favour of her 
other cousin, Gerald Lee, but he displeased 
her.^' 



16 GRACE LEE. 

"How?'^ interrupted Grace, in her direct 
way. 

"By marrying a lady, whom Miss Lee did 
not like — a Miss Margaret Livermere." 

"Are they married ?^^ 

" Not yet ; don't tease, child. What is it to 
you if they are married or not ? Well, as I 
was saying, Miss Lee thought proper to make 
you her heir. She also thought proper to 
indite a letter, addressed to you, which you 
alone are to read. Now I scorn a lie as I 
scorn the devil, and what I think I say. My 
candid opinion is, that the late Miss Lee was 
cracked, and but that I rely on your judg- 
ment and principles, Grace, this letter you 
should never see. I warn you to read it with 
caution. Here it is.'* 

He handed her a letter. Grace took it, broke 
the seal, read a few lines, and looked thoughtful, 
then slowly extending her hand, she dropped 
the letter on the burning coals. A flame caught 



GRACE LEE. 17 

and consumed it; at once it shrivelled into a 
black scroll. Doctor Crankey looked at her a 
little anxiously ; but she said quietly : 

"There was nothing so wonderful in Miss 
Lee's letter; a trust and a request, no more. 

" Nothing touching your religion — ^nothing 
involving a principle of right or wrong/' 

" No, indeed/' replied Grace ; and looking up 
at him archly, she laughed. 

Doctor Crankey breathed, relieved; a week's 
anxiety had that sealed packet given him. He 
laid his hand on the young girl's head, and 
smoothing her dark hair, he said, " Child I 
why do not you ask the amount of your 
inheritance ? " 

" Because I can guess : a hundred a year or 
so. Oh ! I shall be quite an heiress ! " 

The priest bent his keen gray eyes on hers, 
so soft and dark. 

" Child," he replied impressively, " Miss Lee 
was rich ; she called yearly thousands her own. 



18 GBACB LEE. 

No one knew or knows how many. You are 
now one of the wealthiest women in all 
England/* 

The eyes of Grace opened; her Hps parted 
with surprise. Doctor Crankey continued: 

"God grant you may make a noble use of 
your wealth: God grant you may never forget 
gold is but dross in His sight." 

She did not reply^ but sate mute and still at 
his feet. 

" Humph ! you take it coolly. I thought you 
would jump with joy.^' 

" Jump ! ^^ echoed Grace^ with a start and a 
look of offended dignity. "What for? It is 
but money." 

Yet^ even as she spoke^ a bright red spot 
burned on her cheek; her eyes shone with 
strange light; and as she sat with her arms 
clasped around her knees^ she smiled. 

"What are you thinking of?" asked Doctor 
Crankey, who was watching her. 



GRACE LEE. 19 

She looked up, and replied earnestly : " Doctor 
Crankey, who was it that went to the oracle of 
Delphi and chose the short and the glorious 
life — Alexander or Achilles?" 

•' Never mind, child," replied Doctor Crankey, 
who would not confess that he did not remember. 

"'Tis no matter," resumed Grace. "I, too, 
in thought, went to Delphi this very morning — 
I, too, chose the short and sweet ; and, see, this 
evening the oracle is fulfilled." 

^'Go to bed, child," interrupted Doctor 
Crankey, '^ and let Delphi and all such heathenish 
fancies alone ; go to bed like a good girl." 

Grace gave Jier guardian a curious look ; but 
she rose docile and obedient. She bade him 
good-night, and went up to her own room, a 
nun-like cell. There she sat down and leaned 
her cheek upon her hand, absorbed in thought. 

" Indeed, you have been to Delphi," whispered 
a secret voice. " Yes, you, too, have done like 
Alexander — " and, looking up, she replied. 



20 GRACE LEE. 

smiling : " What matter I one can put a whole 

lifetime in a few years; and better the quick 

and delightful than the wearisome and the slow/* 

And throwing back her head, like one resolved 

to chase all troublesome thoughts away, she rose. 
In a few minutes her prayers were said, a\id 

her young head laid on her pillow was locked 
in the slumbers fast and sound of seventeen. 



6BACE LEE. 21 



CHAPTER II. 



Who would not travel ? Who would not 
feel strange suns; behold new skies; hear the 
greeting of foreign speech, and pass a wanderer 
amongst scenes beautiful and still ; amongst 
nations living and moving, yet left behind with 
their passions, their contests, their hopes and 
sorrows, like the images of a dream ? 

Six years were past and gone. In a strange 
place — in a strange land the dreaming girl, 
who on a snowy day had wished herself a queen, 
read, as in a book, the vivid story of years of 
wandering. She saw broad seas and circling 
horizons ; a boat cutting through the green 
billows, and leaving its brilliant track behind; 



^2 GRACE LEE. 

long blue lines of coast glittering through white 
mists; open ports with shippings with bronzed 
sailors and fishermen^ with all the life and all 
the noise of commerce. Then came sunny plains 
with their harvests, and brown peasant men and 
women looking up by the dusty roadj as the 
carriage passed and vanished through scenes of 
soft rural beauty, by green hills with hamlet, 
church and churchyard, by calm valleys with 
hidden streams softly flowing in cool evening 
shadows. Then gay cities, all mirth and splendour, 
followed; then wild scenes, deep lakes sleeping 
midst stern mountains, with fir-tree forests and 
snowy brows, and sounding cataracts, above 
which on broad wing the royal eagle flew 
screaming. Then, past the mountain ranges, 
past the wildness and grandeur of nature, spread 
lands all light, all warmth and softness; lands 
of poetry, art, and beauty, with ruined temples 
and heroic battle-fields, now trodden by enslaved 
races ; still farther and farther in the spreading 



GRACE LEE. 23 

desert^ within the shadow of the pyramids, by 
the ancient Nile, by forsaken kingdoms, she 
followed her own track until she came to an 
Eastern city, rising on an Eastern sky, to the 
gloom of an antique church where lamps burned 
before a sacred shrine, and like one wakening 
from a dream, she found herself kneeling by the 
Holy Sepulchre of Jerusalem. For two years 
and more she had been a wanderer, and now 
her pilgrimage over, she had come to pray a 
last time where she knew she never could pi*ay 
again. 

Long before sunrise Grace had left Jerusalem. 
We will not follow her through the whole of her 
homeward track; it gave to her story a few 
bright pages more ; it left images that enchanted 
her whole life, but it had no influence on her 
destiny. At Rome she paused and rested. 

Miss Lee travelled alone; she was twenty- 
three, wealthy and fearless. Until her twenty- 
first birthday, she had remained in the North 



24 GRACE LEE. 

with Doctor Crankey and Miss Amy, exactly as if 
no change in her life had occurred. Not until 
the very day she was of age had Grace entered 
on the full and double enjoyment of fortune and 
liberty. Then, indeed, spreading her wings like 
a long captive bird, she had taken her flight 
towards the burning East. Gold smoothed a 
path else too rough, and charmed away peril. 
She travelled in the style, with the suite, and 
with all the privileges of a princess. The world 
might have reproved this adventurous spirit in 
a poorer woman, but it admired and extolled it 
^n the wealthy lady. Wherever she went, she 
left behind her a golden shower that won her 
still more golden opinions. In France she was 
Lady Lee, la grande dame Anglaise; in Italy, 
an English Principessa ; in the East, she was the 
Sultana from the West, and she all but eclipsed 
the fame of Lady Esther Stanhope. In England 
she was plain Miss Lee, an eccentric, independent 
girl, who had travelled over half the globe, who 



GRACE LEE. 25 

was prodigiously rich, and every one knows 
what that is in England, whom no one. knew 
personally, and whom everybody was dying to 
know. 

Miss Lee had a careless, artistic sort of tem- 
per; she did not seek or seem to value society; 
it came to her unsought and courted her 
notice. 

The Baronne de Montreuil, wife of the French 
ambassador in Rome, had met and known Miss 
Lee in the East; she could not hear of her 
having any other home in Rome than Palace 
Colonna. A very charming Frenchwoman was 
Madame la Baronne, but then every one knew 
she was not eminent for disinterested friend- 
ships; that the Baron was poor; and that 
their favourite nephew, Eugene de Montreuil, 
owned nothing beyond his salaire d'attache 
d'ambassade, barely suflBcient, he disdainfully 
owned, to keep him in cigars. The Honourable 
Mrs. Chesterfield, the celebrated English beauty, 

VOL. I. 



26 GRACE LEE. 

who reigned supreme over the highest of the 
several circles of English visitors in the Holy 
City, had no peace of mind or body until she 
succeeded in getting introduced to Miss Lee. 
Grace was not handsome, she was wealthy. 
She could not be a rival; she might be a very 
useful friend. Mrs. Chesterfield declared she 
was the most delightful, original creature; and 
both in the grand, but rather dull monde diplo- 
matique ; and in the little, but brilliant English 
world; Miss Lee, without effort, produced a 
decided sensation. 

. The princely Colonnas did not erect palaces 
for their descendants to let them furnished ; 
but the pride of Italy is gone, and for years 
the French embassy has resided in the noble 
building which stands by the Church of the 
Twelve Apostles. As the Honourable Mrs. Ches- 
terfield's carriage entered the wide court, and 

drew up before the broad staircase; she felt, 
with a little touch of envy, that she, the nobly- 



GRACE LBE. 27 

bom, but rather poor English beauty, had to 
vegetate in a furnished house; whilst this 
wealthy plebeian lived in a palace, guest to the 
ambassador of His Majesty the most Christian 
King. She crossed the ante-room, hung with 
grim-looking Colonnas : Miss Lee's French 
maid, and Miss Lee*s courier, and Miss Lee's 
footman, were superintending a whole court 
of tradesmen from the Piazza di Spagna and 
the Via Condotti. Mrs. Chesterfield con- 
descended to pause a moment and look on. 
Here a costly and elegant mosaic table was 
unpacked; an exquisite copy of the whole 
Roman Forum in Rosso Antico stood close by ; 
and then there were marble cups, and vases, 
and bronzes beyond number ; and a jeweller she 
saw with a morocco case; and a young man 
with a large band-box. 

'•You have enough to do,'' said Mrs. Ches- 
terfield, smiling to Mademoiselle Dupuis. 

*' Madame can have no idea of it," replied 

02 



28 GRACE LEE, 

the French maid^ with uplifted eyes* *'Will 
Madame be so good as to pass this way ? Made- 
moiselle is just gone to the garden/' 

^^ I shall go and find her ; you need not come 
with me, I know the way/' 

Mademoiselle Dupuis would fain have re- 
monstrated, but a gracious, yet imperious 
wave of the hand both checked and silenced 
her. 

Mrs. Chesterfield walked slowly through that 
beautiful old Italian garden ; the summer flower* 
of other lands there bloomed and grew in the 
winter air, redolent with the sweet scent of 
violets. The red orange glowed through its 
sombre leaves; the yellow lemon hung from its 
bending boughs, or Hesperides-like, the golden 
fruit was strewn on the dark earth,. A clear 
fountain poured down from a stone niche full 
of green ferns, and flowed away with a broken 
sound. The whole place had a forsaken look; 
the mutilated ancient statues grouped around 



GRACE LEE. 29 

seemed to gaze with a melanclioly air down the 
silent and neglected path. 

Mrs. Chesterfield took that to her right. It 
brought her to the last terrace. Gray sculptured 
masses of what was once a Temple of the Sun 
lay half buried in the earth. The God of Light 
looked down carelessly on his ruined shrine. 
On a fragment sat, or rather half reclined, Grace 
Lee. She wore a striped Tunis silk, of light 
texture ; it had the hues of a land of the sun, 
gorgeous, not gaudy. It was made in Eastern 
fashion, and suibed both her figure and dark 
complexion. The vest and sleeves were fastened 
by carbuncle buttons, set with brilliants ; a 
narrow striped scarf carelessly tied around her 
ebon hair completed her attire. The sun that 
shone on her whole figure gave it warmth and 
brilliancy. She basked in its heat like one to 
whom it was life. She did not see Mrs. Chester- 
field until the lady stood close by her, and said, 
softly. 






so GBACE LEE. 

'^How can you bear that sun?'' 

""Very well, after that of Egypt/^ replied 
Grace, looking round laughing ; ^' my mother 
"was a salamander, and her daughter has an 
innate love for fire under every shape, but 
especially under that of yonder glorious globe. 
However, there is. a cool bit of shade for you/' 

"Why, what have you been doing?'' resumed 
Mrs. Chesterfield, as she sat down and saw that 
all around Miss Lee the ground was strewn with 
exquisite flowers. Grace laughed. A scroll of 
paper at her feet caught Mrs. Chesterfield's 
attention ; she picked it up, unfolded it, and 
began reading: 

"Anima mia"— 

" A love sonnet. Oh ! I must not be so 
indiscreet as to go on ! 

"No, it is not a love sonnet," said Grace; 
"at all events, it is highly respectful. Every 
morning, in such a bouquet, I get one— Heaven 
knows from whom ! " 



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" I can enlighten yon,'* replied Mrs. Ches- 
terfield, a little bitterly; "this is Prince Negri's 
writing/' And for a while she was mute and 
thought: — "This, then, was why he yesterday 
looked so cool as he rode past the carriage on the 
Pincio. Let him, mean, interested man!'' Yet 
she sighed. She was beautiful, noble, a widow, 
but poor. Mario Negri was handsome, rich, and 
a Roman Prince. 

Until the arrival of Miss Lee he had been 
sedulously attentive. Since the dawning of this 
new star coming from the East, with a halo of 
Eastern wealth and splendour around her, he 
had grown distant. Mrs. Chesterfield now knew 
why; but she was a woman of the world. She 
qould look dispassionately on such things, and 
like her unconscious rival none the less. She 
had fully recovered by the time Grace said, 
carelessly, 

"Prince Negri; I do not remember. What 
is he like ? " 



32 GBACE LEU. 



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*'Dark, handsome, and noble-looking.^ 

" So they are all ; and then there are so many 
princes hereP^ 

" Oh ! but you must have remarked him; he ia 
one of your hundred worshippers/^ 

" Have I a hundred ! No wonder I should not 
know them all : but I think I remember Prince 
Negri. I sat by him at Princess Borghese^s, 
yesterday evening. He is agreeable.^ 

" Agreeable ! '^ echoed Mrs. Chesterfield, look- 
ing piqued; "is that your kindest word for a 
man who wants to make a Roman Princess of 
you.^' 

Grace rose and stepped up to the terrace. 
On the ledge flowers bloomed in their stone 
vases ; below lay Rome, with her church towers, 
her hilly horizon, her broad circling sky. 

"I like Rome/' said Miss Lee; "I like her 
churches, where saints and martyrs sleep. I like 
her spoils of ancient art. I like, too, her ruins, 
though they cannot vie with those of Greece 



GRACE LEE. 83 

or Egypt. I like her ancient palaces^ her old 

gardens, her sunshine, and her sky. Yes, a 

strange, stately life, yet not without its solemn 

charm, must be the life of a Roman Princess. 

But this sun is getting very hot for you. 

Shall we go in?'' 

Through the gardens they returned to the 

palace. Miss Lee opened the door of the 

gallery; public visitors were not admitted that 

day; the keeper was absent; the pictures kept 

/ 

solitary state in the empty saloons. As they 
slowly passed along, looking and pausing, Mrs. 
Chesterfield carelessly resumed ; 

" Poor Madame de Montreuil ! what will she 
say to prejudice you against Prince Negri, calling 
him a gambler — my dear, all the Italians gamble 
— and then she will try to bewitch you with 
gay Paris, and what she terms une position poU- 
tique; both charming, especially with Eugene de 
Montreuil, the gayest, the most agreeable of 
gay and agreeable Frenchmen/' 

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Grace was looking at a small landscape. She 
turned round and said^ slowly^ 

"Une position politique^ and in Paris^ too, 
the most charming of charming cities? In 
France, where women once reigned — where they 
still rule; where, with position, and mind, and 
skilly one of our poor despised sex can stiU have 
her say in the world's story. Mrs. Chesterfield, 
I should like it dearly.^ 

And with sparkling eyes she laughed gaily. 

" So you would rather be a French Baronne 
than a Roman Princess, and rather a Polish 
Queen than either. Eh! ambitious creature? 

'' A Polish Queen. How so ? " 

"Are you not bosom friend with Countess 
Karlski V' 

" We met in Paris two years ago. We have 
again met in Rome, and we are friends. What 
of it?'' 

"And has not Countess Karlski a son, the 
most romantic, the most chivalrous and devoted 



GRACE LEE 85 

of Poli^ exiles, the great-grandson of a 
king?'* 

" Ah ! what king ? '' 

*^I do not exactly remember. One of the 
German princes of whom Polish nobles made 
sovereigns, but a king he was; and here/' she 
added, passing her arm within that of Grace, 
and leading her to a fine Titian portrait — " here 
is his descendant, whom the Venetian painted 
by anticipation. Here he stands before you; 
blue eyes, fair hair, noble brow, manly look, 
right royal bearing. When Poland rises from 
her ashes, a nation and a kingdom, why should 
not Stanislaus Karlski sway a sceptre — why 
should not Queen Grace wear a crown?" 

'^ It would not sit well on her plebeian brow.'' 

^'This is the age of plebeian queens, who 
have been found to act their part as well as 
any born on the footsteps of the throne.' 

Grace looked neither surprised nor startled 
at the splendid though doubtful vision Mrs. 



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36 GBACB LEE. 

Chesterfield held forth. She gazed ^edly at 
the fair-haired and manly-looking figure before 
her; and smiling a little proudly, she replied, 
^^ Stranger things have come to pass ! Well, 
it would be something to live for the redemp- 
of a whole people; to see it breaking forth 
into joyful freedom after years of bondage ; and 
/to wear a crown doubly glorious, because so 
dearly won. Ah ! Mrs. Chesterfield, you are 
an accomplished temptress.^* 

" Then it is Cbunt Karlski after all/' thought 
Mrs. Chesterfield : anxious to clear this point, 
she resumed aloud, ^^I hope your majesty will 
be pleased to ask me to the coronation ?^^ 

Grace looked round over her shoulder, and 
said, smiling, 

^^When I came to Rome, and first heard of 
the Honourable Mrs. Chesterfield, an Italian 
lady, said to me : ' The beautiful English lady is 
going to enter the bosom of the Catholic church, 
and to marry Prince Negri ! ' From an English 



GRACE LEE, 37 

baronet I heard another story, *The entente 
cordiale is cemented : the niece of our Premier 
will soon be Madame de Montreuil/ From 
many, from almost all, I heard, 'Poland has 
found a rival in Count Karlski^s heart,^^* 

Mrs. Chesterfield reddened and laughed, but 
she was silenced. When she spoke again it was of 
Princess Doria's ball, to which both were going 
that same evening. Thus discoursing, they came 
to the end of the gallery, and went on to Miss 
Lee's rooms. There they found displayed the 
various treasures which had already caught Mrs. 
Chesterfield's attention. The bandbox on being 

m 

opened had brought forth a priceless lace ; the 
morocco case, antique cameos, fit for a queen, and 
known over all Some for their beauty and great 
value. And Miss Lee had bought all, and could 
not even tell the price of the mosaic table, which 
Mrs. Chesterfield was curious enough to ask. All 
she knew was that it came from Ciapetti's, Piazza 
di Spagna : about its positive value she had not 



38 GBACE LEB. 

troubled herself. " Very impertinent/' thought 
Mrs. Chesterfield, who was rather noted wherever 
she went for driving hard bargains. Yet she 
stayed and looked on, dazzled, fascinated by all 
this wealth. It was nothing to her; it never 
could be hers; but it charmed her irresistibly. 
When at length she left it was to wonder with 
internal bitterness how many thousand scudi 
the extravagant creature had squandered that 
morning I 

Scarcely was she gone when another door 
opened, and Madame de Montreuil entered. She 
was little, plump, lively, graceful. She wore a 
simple white muslin morning dress, but the em« 
broidery made it sufBiciently rich for an ambassa- 
dress ; her little cap, too, put on with the careless 
grace of a Frenchwoman, was of costly lace ; her 
whole person was graceful and attractive. She 
came in, all smiles, all soft speech. She praised 
Miss Lee's looks, her taste, her purchases ; then, 
with a sigh, she sank down into an arm-chair, and 



GRACE LSE. 30 

glided into other themes. ''The poor Baron was 
almost killed with work ; without Eugene she did 
not know what he could do ; indeed, the Baron 
had strong thoughts of resigning his political 
position, to this perfect nephew, who in the 
meanwhile was going to France, there to be duly 
elected for one of the southern departments/' 

''But first,'' added Madame de Montreuil, 
reddening slightly, " Eugene must marry ; for two 
reasons : firstly, he must settle in life ; secondly, 
he is richer in native talent and ancient blood 
than in the world's wealth, and now, ma chire 
Grace/* she added, gently pressing her hand, 
" hear me with patience. I confess it, I am a 
woman of the world; I speak its language, not 
that of romance. Will you be my niece ? Will 
you be the wife of Eugene de Montreuil ? He has 
not asked me to speak for him ; he can do that 
for himself; but I know his feelings, and thinking 
that my voice might not be without influence, 
I ventured. I do not deny that Eugene and I 



40 GRACE LE2. 

once thought of Prince Negri's sister, but 
everyone knows that her brother lost her fortune 
at an unlucky game of cards. I say it with 
regret, for Maria Negri is a charming girl, and 
her brother is not] a habitual gambler. Eugene, 
too, was attached to this child of sixteen, but he 
cannot afford to marry a portionless bride, and so 
it is all over. You are a woman, and not an 
ordinary woman. Eugene has. too much tact 
and good taste not to appreciate you; perhaps 
you, judging him from his aspect, may think him 
too light and careless, but, trust me, he has 
ambition, and subtlety and skill beyond his years. 
Nature meant him to be a political man ; with a 
wife like you, rich, brilliant, born to be one of 
the world's idols, because you are original and 
careless, Eugene can rise and take you with 
him to the highest positions ; and though wealth 
find its enjoyments are sweet, believe me, ma 
cKire Grace, there is something worth both— une 
position politiqtie" 



GRACE LED. 4l 

And the pretty little Baronne took a diplo- 
matic air. Grace had heard her very quietly, 
leaning back o.n her chair, her two hands on her 
knees. She now looked up smiling, and said: 
" I thank you for your frankness, Madame, and 
believe me I appreciate every advantage you 
offer. But—'' 

The light hand of the Baronne was laid quickly 
on her lips. 

'^Say as many ^buts' to Eugene as you 
please,^' she said ^aily; ''it is your woman's 
right; to me, my dear, say nothing, I only 
wanted you to know the truth and reflect 
upon it. And now," she added, rising, " I 
leave you. It is, unless I mistake, the hour 
for your promenade.^ 

''I am only going to Countess KarlskL" 

"Charming woman; and what an interesting 
young man is her son; pity he wastes his ta- 
lent on a dream! For you know, my dear, 
that with all the sympathy in the world, the 



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42 GBACE LEE. 

resurrection of Poland is a dream. How very 
well this Eastern sort of thing becomes yon ! 
You really look like sometjiing out of the Ara- 
bian Nights/' 

She gently pressed her hand, and with a 
gracious nod, and a pleasant an rSvoir, she left her. 

Miss Lee's carriage was waiting below; in a 
few minutes it had taken her to Countess 
Karlski's. 

In one of the many gloomy and narrow 
streets that run between the Corso and the 
Tiber, in one of Rome's ancient palaces, lived 
the two Polish exiles. The dwelling suited 
fallen fortunes. The decayed gate stood ever 
open; two antique columns adorned it; grass 
grew freely in the gloomy court; from a heap 
of rocks against the wall clear water poured 
down into a shattered sarcophagus : it had once 
held the ashes of some proud Roman, it now 
served as a fountain; large green-leaved plants 
grew around in unchecked luxuriance. Th^ 



GRACE LEE. 4S 

whole had in itself that air of neglect which 
pervades everjrthing in Borne, from the Vatican 
to the meanest dwelling. 

Miss Lee was expected. She went up alone 
the broad staircase. A whole family of beggars 
sat on the steps, taking their meal of yellow 
Indian com. On seeing her they all stopped, 
and stretched out eager hands. She gave them 
a few coins, and went up to the second floor. 
In a comer of the landing, a large heap of 
dust had gathered ; from the window out in the 
yard, wet clothes hung out to dry; on a mouldy 
looking door was nailed a small glazed card, with 
a coronet, and '^ Madame la Comtesse de Karlski, 
nSe Lobskoi,^' printed in Gk)thic characters. Grace 
rang. A dirty, slipshod Boman girl, with a long 
silver pin in her hair, and a large beaded coral 
necklace round her brown neck, opened. Miss 
Lee passed through vast and lofty rooms, almost 
bare of furniture, until she came to a broad 
and melancholy saloon. The frescoed ceiUng by 



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Pi^tro di Cortona, was full of mythological gods ; 
the sculptured cornices had not lost all their 
gilding; mosaic work still adorned the marble 
floor; the walls were hung with faded arras; 
red damask^ still more faded^ covered the anti- 
quated chairs and sofa. Before a large round 
table, heaped with papers^ in one of the deep 
window recesses, sat the Polish countess ; a little 
white-haired, fairy-looking woman, in a rusty 
black velvet robe, and fantastic black lace cap, 
trimmed with a profusion of jet ornaments. She 
sat very still, reading, with her head bent to- 
wards her right shoulder : the street was narrow, 
the high houses opposite hid all view of the 
Roman sky; a subdued light fell on her dimi- 
nutive figure, all but lost in the vastness of the 
room. On hearing Grace she turned round, and 
rising with a joyful cry, she ran up to her, 
talking very fast in French, which she spoke 
with perfect ease and much grace. Time had 
been with her, but it had taken no light froir 



OBACE LEE. 45 

her brilliant restless eyes, no sweetness from 
her fascinating smile, no lightness &om her agile 
movements. She rose on tiptoe to kiss the 
cheek of Grace ; she made her sit down in her 
deep chair, then, darting around the table in 
search of smne stray paper, quick and light as 
a humming-bird, she said, in her eager, rapid way, 

'^I have been longing for you— this morning 
brought the most triumphant news — everything 
is ready ; in two months Poland shall be free 1 
You must come and see me in Warsaw,*' she 
added, pressing her hand. 

She seemed overflowing with gladness; but 
Grace had too often heard the same tale of 
hope and triumph to be startled. The Countess 
resumed : 

" I speak on the authority of my own corre- 
spondents; as usual, Stanislaus tells me nothing; 
but I know that your last munificent donation 
to the cause has given us arms, men, ammunition. 
All is ready, Russia is crushed ! '^ She drew up 



46 GRACE LEE. 

her slender form, and her bright eyes sparkled 
like diamonds. ''Yes, ma chhre GraceP she re- 
sumed, laughing and patting Miss Lee's dark 
cheek, ''you have had the honour to help to 
crush Russia ! '* 

" En attendant ^^ replied Grace, smiling, " do 
not forget that I am come to take you to the 
Colosseum.^' 

" Yes, I remember ; Stanislaus too is coming. 
Ah ! I shall be sorry to leave Rome and my noble 
palace ; and the garden opposite, where birds sing 
all the day long as I sit here dreaming of 
Poland." 

Miss Lee surprised looked for the garden : in a 
dingy window opposite she saw a few flower-pots 
with kitchen herbs hanging from iron bars, and 
in an old cage a shabby blackbird. 

"Yes," sighed Countess Karlski and her bright 
eyes grew dim, " I shall think of thee, beautiful 
Rome, even in Warsaw : I have met with such 
sympathy here. Yesterday I was presented to 



GSACE LEE. 47 

his Holiness: he gave me a particular bene* 
diction; not in words^ but in looks that went 
—h^er 

She laid her hand on her heart with much 
emotion: before Grace could reply, Count 
Stanislaus Karlski entered the room. 

The Polish exile was one of the remarkable 
men of Europe \ but he had no country, no true 
sphere of action ; all his energy, all his talent, 
were wasted on a hopeless cause. His mother 
had poured her ardent spirit into a vase nobler 
than her own. Unlike her, he never breathed a 
word of his hopes, fears, or plans ; he never spoke 
of Poland, very rarely of Russia, but his life was 
devoted to raise one and wound the other. If he 
failed, it was because the task was superhuman. 

In appearance he was calm and serious; his 
manners had the ease and simplicity which high 
birth and good breeding impart. Women he had 
the gift to charm without effort, by a mixture of 
tenderness and respect, which he had learned in 



48 GRACE LEE. 

the daily intercotirse of a mother he fondly 
loved. With men he was not so successful. Some 
called him a visionary, others an adventurer ; he 
was unfortunate ; and men are not like women, 
they despise misfortune. Grace liked and es« 
teemed the exile, and he returned the feeling: 
ever since she had come of age, she had, unsoli- 
cited, for he was too proud to beg, given large 
sums from her ample fortune to forward the 
cause of Poland, or aid her suffering children. 
Her modesty and reserve heightened in his eyes 
the value of her princely gifts. She never 
questioned him, she never presumed, she never 
interfered, but gave, for the pure and simple 
pleasure of giving. 

Count Stanislaus was habitually grave; on 
this day Grace was surprised to find him gay. 
He laughed and jested with unusual mirth ; even 
his mother smilingly asked what ailed him. But 
when they reached the Colosseum, to which they 
were driving, his spirits suddenly subsided. The 



GRACE LEE. 49 

Countess went up to the central cross and knelt 
on the lower step. Grace and her son slowly 
walked up and down the grass-grown arena ; it 

was lonely, quiet, and beautiful. 

The sun shone brown and warm on the gaunt 
skeleton of this dead giant of a past age ; green 
things ready to break out into bloom, grew on 
it everywhere; the pale but exquisite Italian 
sky looked in through every shattered arch and 
window, and spread above the broken upper 
outline, in cloudless blue. Peace and stillness 
enclosed the whole place. They saw no one 
save a solitary old man in tattered cloak and 
pointed hat, who sat on a broken column. On 
seeing the two strangers he came up to them, 
and holding out his hand displayed, with a 
smile, his little treasures; two or three defaced 
old coins, a few pieces of broken mosaic. Before 
the ready hand of Grace could draw forth her 
purse, her companion had given him a small 
alms, and he was gone. Count Earlski looked 

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50 GRACE LEE. 

after him smiling. " His name is Juliano," he 
said; "we are old friends. Early as I come 
here, late as I may leave, I see him before or 
leave him after me. The Colosseum is his realm, 
that ragged cloak is his regal mantle, that old 
hat is his crown; foreigners are his bom tribu- 
taries. Watch him now; two well-dressed men 
are crossing the arena ; he goes not near them ; 
they are Romans, and with a look Juliano knows 
it. And he too is a Roman; he has the full 
dark eye, the aquiline nose, the well-cut Roman 
lip and chin. With his white beard flowing on 
his breast, and his mantle thrown around him, 
with the grace of the ancient toga, he might sit 
for one of the Roman senators, from whom he 
is perchance descended. And he lives here, in 
this ruin, happy to get a few baiocchi from the 
careless stranger, whose ancestor, perhaps, died 
in this very spot, a barbarian gladiator. Ah ! 
these,^^ he added, looking around him, "these 
are the things that comfort one under the heavy 



GRACE LEE. 51 

hand of ProTidence. The proudest, the most 
tvraimic nations^ have their day of retribution ; 
the oppressed may safely look forward to the 
avenging future; but in the meanwhile the 
present is bitter." 

" Would you be anything but a Pole ? " said 
Grace, smiling. 

''No, heaven forbid !'' he replied, quickly; 
''but then,'' he added, sadly, "who would be 
a Pole — no one; even you, good and generous 
as you are — ^you would not ? " 

"Why not ?" asked Grace. 

" Oh ! if I indeed thought so," he said, look 
ing at her fixedly ; " if I thought so ! " 

Grace stopped, he stopped too ; his eyes were 
fastened on her with a strange expression ; words 
seemed to tremble on his lips. At length he 
spoke. 

" Miss Lee, you have been a generous friend 
to Poland ! Will you become her daughter, and 
share the fortunes of her banished son ? '' 

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52 GRACE LEE. 

Few things took Miss Lee by surprise, because 
her perceptions were quick and received impres- 
sions rapidly. Her reply came at once. 

"What for?^' she asked, "Poland wants no 
such daughter — an exile no such burden.^' 

He reddened and bit his lip. She resumed : 

" Have you thought of this long ? '* 

" You think me presumptuous,^' he answered, 
with a sad smile, " because I offer you a nobler 
destiny than the life of pleasure and wandering 
you now lead. Forgive me, if seeing in you the 
promise of nobler things, a heroic nature that 
knows not itself, I asked you to become the 
daughter of poor Poland — ^poor now I grant it, 
yet who knows that some day her rewards to 
the faithful few may not exceed her poverty.^' 

And this great-grandson of a king, more 
ambitious, perhaps, than he himself knew, 
looked at Grace with reproachful pride. She 
smiled and shook her head. 

" I am not what you think," she said. " My 



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GBACE LEE. 53 

friend, get a Polish peasant girl, pour into her 
the sense of burning wrongs ; of a noble nation 
effaced from the rank of nations ; of a language 
silenced^ of a faith oppressed ; do if you can, 
what God alone can do^ kindle and inflame a 
human soul^ create a new Joan of Arc^ then in- 
deed will you have done something for Poland/' 

"Oh! that I could — ^that I could — ^but you 
wrong yourself — ^besides you have not heard me 
— ^will you hear me, Miss Lee? '' 

She bent her head in mute assent* He 
spoke with the strange, seducing eloquence, 
that had before that day moved and conquered 
many a reluctant heart to the cause of his 
country. Grace listened to this strain of sweet 
music with a charmed ear; but she was not 
convinced. He read it in her look, and said 
quickly : ' 

"Give me no answer yet — ^the penitents are 
coming in for the Via Crtuns; when it is over, 
tell me what you have decided/' 



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54 GRACE LEE. 

The procession entered the arena singing ; the 
men ranged themselves on one side^ the women 
on the other: a young monk ascended the 
platform and preached briefly but impressively of 
sin and repentance ; an older monk stood by him 
in a grave listening attitude. The people sat or 
stood dispersed around^ on the grass^ on the steps 
of the cross, on the broken marble fragments. 
Then followed the stations. 

Around this once blood-stained arena fourteen 
lowly altars record the steps by which the Man 
of Sorrows reached his bitter Passion and 
shameful death. Before each of these altars 
successively the crowd knelt, prayed, and sang; 
a strange impressive scene, with the blue sky 
looking down, and the old walls giving back these 
sounds of song and prayer. 

Countess Karlski was lost in devotion ; Grace 
could not help looking at her son. His brow 
was unusually grave, his whole face unusually 
clouded ; he seemed absorbed in thought. " He 



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GR^CE LEE. 55 

wants to play some desperate game/^ thought 
Grace, "and to make me the stakes. Ay, he 
likes me well enough to immolate me to that 
supreme love of his heart — Poland ! " Suddenly 
he raised his eyes and met hers ; he smiled as if 
conscious of her thoughts, and Grace too smiled, 
for her resolve was taken. 

All was over, the chanting of the procession 
died away in the distance. Countess Karlski 
rose. She raised herself on tiptoe and whispered 
mysteriously in the ear of Grace : " Do you mind 
waiting five minutes — I have a particular prayer 
to offer up.^^ Grace assented, and sat down on 
the step of one of the deserted altars. At once 
Count Karlski came and sat by her. 

"Well,'* he said, smilingly, and there was 
strange sweetness and fascination in his smile 
and in the look of his deep blue eyes, as leaning 
his elbow on his knee and his cheek on his hand, 
he looked at Grace. 

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56 GRACE LEE. 

tion/^ she said. " I ask no questions^ I state 
a fact/' 

" A slirewd guess. Do you not know I live in 
revolutions ? '' 

"Well, then/ frankly, a revolutionary atmos- 
phere would not suit me.'' 

"Is that your final answer? 

" My friend, it is.^ 

He looked at her reproachfully. The eyes of 
Grace were bent on the earth, and her forefijager 
traced on the sand the figures of a number. He 
followed her movements with a curious eye. 
"Would that do ?" she asked, looking up laughing. 

He started and reddened. 

" You are jesting," he said; " even you, rich as 
the world says you are, even you could not." 

" All at once I could not. But within six 
months — try me." 

It was some time before he spoke. At length 
he looked up, and said very earnestly, " You are 
a noble creature ! " 



GRACE LEE. 57 

The prayer of his mot^^er was ended. She 
rose and came up to them cheerful and smiling. 

Miss Lee reached Palace Colonna in time for 
the ambassadorial dinner. The ambassador him- 
self^ Madame de Montreuil^ her nephew^ and 

« 

Grace were the only persons present^ but the 
very dining-room had a diplomatic air^ as indeed 
had everything around. His Excellency M. de 
Montreuil^ was a diplomatic man^ tall^ spare, 
austere in aspect^ laconic in speech — the man 
to wear a gold-embroidered coat^ riband, crosses 
and orders — to figure well in public ceremonies, to 
look properly deep and solemn at a ministerial 
dinner. An impenetrable man, from whom no 
one, not even Madame de Montreuil, had ever 
been able to extract anything, but whether 
because of his great depth or of his utter shallow- 
ness, Madame herself never could make out. He 
never breathed a word of politics ; he read all the 
newspapers, took notes of the cases of extraordi- 
nary longevity, spent an hour every morning with 

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58 GRACE LEE. 

his secretary, rode every afternoon on the Pincio, 
lived like any other gentleman, and had the 
name of un homme d'etat. 

On the present occasion he was, as usual, 
courteous to Miss Lee, but somewhat silent; 
when the dessert came in he went to the open 
window, sat in his chair and read the D6bats, 
Eugene de Montreuil, a fair-haired, slim-waisted, 
thin-moustachio'd dandy, amply made up for his 
nucleus silence. He spoke on, a tort a travers, with 
that light sparkling French wit, which lies in 
manner, in a certain precision of speech rather 
than in the substance ; m the form, more than in 
the meaning. He entertained the ladies with the 
small talk of the day : the Duchess de Croy had 
left Rome; the Princess Sobenhausen was just 
arrived ; Principessa Russoli was going to marry 
her daughter to a certain English Catholic noble- 
man, as yet nameless. And to all appearance 
these trifles absorbed him; yet to a close ob- 
server the ambitious man was betrayed by the 



GRACE LEE. 59 

restless look; the smile that vainly tried to be 
careless. In the same light way he treated his 
forthcoming election. He gave a frank account 
of his intentions. He meant to pay assiduous 
court to three ladies^ and through them to win 
their influential husbands. The task was not, he 
confessed, without difficulty. 

*' Madame de Broc detests Madame de Ger- 
sueil, who detests Madame de Menard. Ah ! 
it is a delicate matter;'^ and the shadow of a 
thoughtful wrinkle gathered on his smooth 
brow. ''I must manage them separately/^ he 
added, seriously. 

^'But what if you find yourself with the 
three ?^^ asked his aunt. "Confess yourself 
conquered.^* 

" Conquered ! ^^ he answered, passing his hand 
through his chesnut hair, " conquered ! why in 
that case Madame de Broc and Madame de 

Menard must be charmed together. There can 
be no rivalry, for they are not enemies *, or what 



60 GEACE LEE. 

is almost as objectionable entre dames, bosom 
friends/^ 

" Thank you,'* said Madame de Montreuil. 

He bowed, and resumed. " Then I must 
fasten Madame de Brocks attentions on some 
ill-dressed lady, refer Madame de Menard to 
some third person for a little bit of new scandal, 
in both of which having succeeded, I devote 
myself to Madame de Gerseuil." 

"You are eluding the difficulty. I spoke of 
the three together.^^ 

" And let them be together,^' was the heroic 
. reply. " Seul contre trois, the single Horace 
against the three Curiatii, I shall yet prevail. 
I shall unite Madame de Broc and Madame de 
Menard ; make Madame de Menard slightly 
subordinate to Madame de Gerseuil, and Madame 
de Gerseuil slightly subordinate to Madame de 
Broc. She who hates will feel the shade; she 
who hates not will feel nothing.'^ ' 

"Is he not impertinent?^^ said Madame de 
Montreuil to Grace. 



GRACE LEE. 61 

Miss Lee smiled. Eugene, convinced lie had 
produced an irresistible impression, was going to 
improve the matter, when the voice of the 
ambassador issuing from behind the open Dibats, 
was heard reading aloud — 

" ' On the fourth of this month, there died in 
the town of Annecy in Savoy, a woman named 
Jeanne Leroux, aged one hundred and fifteen 
years, five months, and three days.' Very 
singular,^' added his Excellency, ''this is the 
best and most curious instance this year has 
produced.^' He took out his pocket-book, noted 
the circumstance, and resumed his reading.' 

'' I suppose we must begin and think of that 
dreadful toilette," said Madame de Montreuil, 
rising and passing her arm within that of Grace. 
She led her away, whispering mysterious advice, 
and pathetically entreating her, whatever she did, 
" not to wear yellow." 

''Another bouquet has come for Mademoiselle," 
smilingly said Mademoiselle Dupuis, as Miss Lee 



6^ GRACE LEE. 

entered her dressing-room. Grace loved flowers ; 
with delight she hent over the delicate blossoms. 

" And there is a letter too/' resumed her maid. 
This time the letter was prose, not verse; but 
the poet^s name, Mario Negri, was clearly written 
below. It was a love letter, but a respectful one ; 
its purport too was marriage, and very clearly 
stated. Grace read it attentively, then put it 
away with a smile. " He, too ! ^' she thought, 
and she mused awhile. But little time had she 
to reflect ; first, her toilet, then Madame de 
MontreuiPs presence, occupied her fully; at 
length both the ladies were ready. The ambas- 
sadress was attired with taste and richness ; 
Grace with unusual simplicity. She wore a 
plain white Eastern muslin, a gold diadem that 
bound her dark hair, and but one ornament of 
real value, the cameo bracelet purchased that 
morning. 

"Very good taste,'' approvingly murmured 
Madame de Montreuil, " very." 



GRACE LEE. 63 

There never had been in Borne a more beautiful 
fSte than that of Princess Doria. The splendid 
rooms looked doubly splendid. The softness of 
music, the sweetness of perfumes, filled the whole 
place. There were soft speeches, softer smiles 
and glances, beautiful women, — all that could 
charm, the senses and the eyes was there. Mrs. 
Chesterfield was present. Her first task had 
been to seek out for Grace. She saw her 
standing at the end of the ball-room talking to 
some ladies ; then, with involuntary but irre- 
pressible jealousy, she beheld Prince Negri care- 
lessly yet surely approach the wealthy lady. 
There was something in his handsome dark face 
bent on pleasing, a meaning which had once 
been there for her, which she knew well. 

" I do not know why I should care about it,*^ 
she thought ; " he is but a false Italian after all : 
a gambler, too, and then there would have been 
that horrid abjuration to go through. He must 
be saying something very pleasant to her that 



64 GRACE LEE. 

she smiles so.^' She could not take her eyes 
away. Grace looked animated and well^ Prince 
Negri was eminently handsome, even in his 
country of handsome men and women. He 
looked a Prince, too. In vain Mrs. Chesterfield 
longed for some one to break a tete-k-tSte, all 
the more secure for being held in a crowd. But 
images shift not more quickly in a dream than in 
a ball-room. A friend, or rather a bore, came 
and asked her 'Ho look at the most beautiful 
woman he had seen for a long time.^^ Mrs. 
Chesterfield remained mute at his impertinence, 
then dropped her eyelids, used her fan, looked 
cool, and shook him off like an insect. When 
she looked again, both Grace and Prince Negri 
had vanished. 

It was some time ere she could see them 
again ; at length she discovered them in a card- 
room, playing, to her great surprise; several 
ladies and gentlemen looked on. Mrs. Chester- 
field joined the group, as Grace rose laughing. 



GRACE LEE. 65 

Prince Negri looked rather flushed. Mrs. Ches- 
terfield lingered behind to know more. She 
could learn nothing. Some said Miss Lee had 
won a thousand scudi^ and others avowed she 
had lost^ we dare not say how many thousand, 
and all in one game. " Do tell me what all this 
is about/' — said Mrs. Chesterfield to Madame de 
Montreuil, "who lost or won? " 

" Heaven knows/^ replied the Baronne with a 
careless shrug, " do look at her ; is she not hand- 
some ? ^ The most beautiful woman in the room/ 
says Eugene.^^ 

Mrs. Chesterfield looked and saw a young and 
lovely woman, with the inspired beauty of a 
Sappho or a Corinna, leaning on the arm of a 
tall and handsome man. She recognised Gerald 
Lee. This, then, was the young girl whom six 
years before he had married for love; she turned 
pale at the sight of this new star, on whose path 
a murmur of admiration rose; but with feigned 
indifi^erence she said carelesslv : 



66 GKACE LEE. 

" Pretty woman ! but wtere is Miss Lee ? " 
" There, opposite you, dancing with Eugene/^ 
It is pleasant to dance with Frenchmen ; they 
dance well; they like dancing; they like their 
own charming selves : in a discreet way they like 
too their partner; pleased with everything and 
everyone, they rarely fail to please. Eugene de 
Montreuil did his best to amuse Miss Lee; he 
fully succeeded; he saw it, and as he led her 
back to her seat, " the right time is come,*^ he 
thought. In the French grand monde, a man is 
much too polite to be in love with the lady 
he wishes to marry, and there is no knowing 
by what speech expressive of respectful admi- 
ration M* de Montreuil would have declared 
his feelings to Miss Lee, if she had not suddenly 
said : 

" I do not see Prince Negri^s sister." 
Eugene de Montreuil smiled rather bitterly. 
" I dare say not : they say she is in a convent 
— soon to take the habit." 



GBACB LEE. 67 

" ^They ' is a storyteller. I do not believe it; 
ask Prince Negri if you like.'' 

Eugene de Montreuil turned round quickly. 
He saw the Italiau standing near enough to have 
overheard their last words — ^he reddened. Prince 
Negri with a smile confirmed Miss Lee's assertion. 
" His sister had made her election — for the world." 

Self-possessed, as Eugene de Montreuil habit- 
ually was^ he could not conceal some emotion^ 
on hearing news he little expected. 

" I told you so," said Grace, laughing. Here 
she was joined by Mrs. Chesterfield, and the 
favourable moment her late partner had allowed 
to slip by, returned no more that evening, 

'*Do tell me/' whispered Mrs. Chesterfield, 
*' what you were doing in the card-room ? " 

'' Playing.^ 

"Did you lose or win?" 

"And do tell me!" said Miss Lee, without 
answering the question, "who is that lovely 
woman ? " 



}} 



» 



68 GKACB LEE. 

"Oh! you ought to know/^ replied Mrs. 
Chesterfield, biting her lip, *' she is your cousin, 
Mrs. Gerfdd Lee. They have been three days 
in Rome : she is consumptive, I believe. They 
too — so I am told — were in treaty for that 
bracelet on your arm, but you unconsciously 
outbid them; and as gold rules everything in 
this world — you conquered.^ 

Gerald Lee and his wife were leaving. He 
looked at her fondly and proudly; and smiling 
she returned the glance. They had been mar- 
ried years, but their love had not grofwn cold 
or old. The look of Grace followed them until 
the crowd closed on them: then she said with 
much warmth, " God bless them both ! '' 

" Dreadfully dull affair,*' impatiently exclaimed 
Mrs. Chesterfield. 

" Delightful, indeed ! " said Grace, misunder- 
standing her meaning. 

Well might she find it so. Introduced by 
Madame de Montreuil, and recommended* by her 



GRACE LEE. 69 

large fortune, Miss Lee, wherever she went, 
might reckon friends by the dozen. Before 
Mrs. Chesterfield could reply, a gay group had 
daimed the attention of Grace ; and the beauty 
saw this rich plain girl, possess and enjoy flat- 
tery, almost as sweet as any that had ever been 
poured at her feet. 

And her brown cheek was flushed with plea- 
sure; and if her bright eyes looked laughing 
through the enchantment of the fete, they yet 
sparkled like diamonds. Did she then like all 
this homage? why not. Oh, world! thou art 
indeed a charmer. We may rail at thee; we 
may call thee, false friend, traitor, yet thou ever 
drawest us back ; thy breath may be too feverish, 
but it is sweet ; thy voice may be false, but it is 
delightful. 

"Oh, life, thou art sweet!'' thought Grace. 
She sat in her room alone, thinking. She was 
too independent not to do singular things now 
and then ; and too imaginative not to like them 



70 GRACE LEE. 

all the better for being singular. She was young, 
too; romantic, and generous to folly. Full of 
faith and hope, and with the happy presumption 
of inexperience; never doubting her power to do 
good, she smiled at the remembrance of that 
day. She saw a brother saved from life-long 
remorse, a reluctant girl restored to liberty; a 
worldly man tasting one sweet drop in his 
worldly life; and glorious, though delusive vision, 
a nation liberated— all through her! 

Mademoiselle Dupuis broke in on her dreams ; 
she laid a sealed letter before her mistress and 
withdrew. Grace looked at it curiously ; it was 
sent by her solicitor, with an apology for the 
neglect of the clerk who had forgotten it in 
some obscure drawer of the office. It was 
directed to Miss Gertrude Lee, in a free round • 
hand she knew not, bore a date two years back, 
and was thus worded : 



" Madam — Thanks are poor things. I suspend 



GRACE LEE. 71 

mine until I can prove to you that I know how 
to use the books your kindness now converts 
from a six years' loan into a gift. 

"I have the honour, Madam^ to subscribe 
myself, yours obediently, 

"John Owen/' 

'^Miss Gertrude Lee.'* 



With a smile Grace put down John Owen's 
letter. It seemed strange to be reminded of so 
slight a gift on a day when she had poured 
forth gold like dust. Yet she smiled happy, 
for she saw herself a girl again standing by the 
careless young man who then had not known 
her face, who now did not remember her name, 
and scarcely deigned to thank her: sweet at all 
times of life is the memory of our youth ! That 
short, haughty letter, had a strange charm for 
Grace. She read it again and again, until it 
brought on the restless fit the last few weeks 
had lulled. The next day but one she had 



72 GRACE LEE. 

left Borne. Where she was gone no one knew. 
Some said back to Egypt, others to Sicily and 
Spain; but no one blamed. 

Miss Lee was long remembered in the Holy 
City; strange tales were long told of her gene- 
rosity and munificence. Every one knew she 
had given her magnificent lace to Mrs. 
Chesterfield, that the best part of her costly 
Roman treasures had remained in Palace 
Colonna, and that the day before going she 
had ventured to send her cameo bracelet to 
Mrs. Gerald Lee, with a letter so frank and so 
free, that her husband had permitted her to 
accept the gift. Some said, too, that she had 
portioned Prince Negri's sister, in a strange 
fashion, and others declared that she had given 
millions to Count Karlski ; and all agreed that 
Grace Lee was rich as Croesus and generous as 
a queen. 



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GRACE LEB. 73 



CHAPTER III. 



The sun shone in Italy warm and golden^ 
but the wind was bleak in England, With a 
dreary murmur it swept around the quiet 
northern dwelling where, on a wintry day,. 
Grace had dreamed of endless wanderings. 
Years had passed invisible over the place; the 
fire burned as bright; the parlour looked as 
cheerful as then ; the same figures too were there 
— Doctor Crankey bending over his History of 
the Church; and within a few paces of him, 
Miss Amy, sewing by the fire-side. The dark 
girl, listening to the far wind, with the Hebrew 
Bible on her knees, alone was absent. 

''Now that is too bad of Grace,'' said 

VOL. I. ■ 



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74 GBACE LEE. 

Doctor Crankey, putting down his pen. "Is 
the girl dead? 

" Oh ! dear Doctor, I hope not/' nervously 
observed Miss Crankey; "when she last wrote 
she said, ' I left you when the' swallows were 
going ; when they return, look out for me ; ' 
and you know the first swallow came last week, 

and -'* 

. The Doctor impatiently requested to be al- 
lowed to write. In five minuted, however, he 
returned to the same theme. 

" Grace,'* he began ; here he paused ; the door 
had opened, and Grace herself had entered. 

She came in bareheaded, like one just sum- 
« moned from some domestic task, in a plain dark 
gown, such as she wore formerly; the same in 
bearing, aspect, and attire as of old. Miss 
Crankey's work fell on her knees ; the Doctor 
uttered a deep "Hem! 

"Is it time to make the tea?'' said Grace 
to Miss Amy — " or can I go on with Saint Basil 



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OKACE LEE. 75 

a little longer?^' slie added^ turning to the 
Doctor. 

They remained mute; Grace laughed, and sat 
down between them. She laid her head on Miss 
Amy's lap; her hand on the old priest's knee. 
Miss Amy sobbed hysterically ; Doctor Crankey, 
who scorned emotions as so many weaknesses, 
said drily: 

'^ And so thaf s the way you come back from 
Egypt, without a thing on your head, eh ? ^' 

"Egypt I'' cried Graee^ with a start; "you 
do not mean to say I have been to Egypt, or 
that I was not here yesterday? Nonsense!" 
she added, her head sinking back on his cousin's 
knees, "I could tell you where we left off in 
Saint Basil, just as I could teU Miss Amy it 
was a blue pink with yellow leares she made me 
work last night. I pleaded for green foliage; 
but she said yeUow would look better with blue." 

" Thaf s very true ! " half sobbed Miss Amy ; 

" the dear child has forgotten nothing." 

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76 QRACB LEE. 



39 



" m be bound she has forgotten her Greek, 
half grumbled Doctor Crankey. 

Grace indignantly denied it ; poor Miss Amy 
suppressed her sobbing, to act as peacemaker. 
It was as if years had not passed ; as if Grace, 
still a girl, had left them but a day. And of 
her travels, of anything that had occurred since 
that time, she refused to speak. Unattended^ 
alone, in plain attire, her suite, her luxuries left 
behind, she had come to them to drink a deep, 
refreshing draught from the sweet fountain of 
the past. Grace had been about an hour with 
her two Mends, when the parlour door opened, 
and a fair-haired boy of sixteen, with large 
brilliant eyes, entered, with a book in his hand. 
On seeing Grace he paused. She, too, looked 
at him a little surprised. 

" It is only James Crankey, my nephew,^^ said 
Doctor Crankey. '^ Come in, James ; you must 
not be afraid of Grace, though she does know 
Greek rather better than you do.'* 



GRACE LEB. 77 

The young man took no notice of this speech; 
he sat down in the place which had been that of 
Grace for years, opened his book^ and never once 
raised his eyes the whole evening. 

Doctor Crankey had had a younger brother, 
who died in Wales. This brother turned out to 
liave left Doctor Crankey a nephew, who one 
day dropped down on his uncle with a brief 
explanation: — "his mother had sent him.'* 

Doctor Crankey was very angry ; then he 
softened; then his heart yearned to the boy; 
and at length he loved him. At once he set him 
to Greek and Latin, and '' James, though not so 
quick a pupil as Grace,^' proved a good lad. All 
this Miss Amy told to Grace the next morning. 

Silent happy weeks of peace followed Miss 
Lee's return to the home of her youth. To 
Miss Amy's delight she began a magnificent 
altar carpet, in Berlin wool. Greek, to Doctor 
Crank6y's disgust, was wholly neglected ; yet to 
her, when too much engaged himself, he gave 



78 GKACB LEE. 

the task of superintending his nephew's studies. 
James Crankey was rather mortified to have 
this feminine tutor; but his uncle would hear 
of no demur^ and the lad submitted. But 
either the keen northern sir, or hard study 
disagreed with him; for after some time he fell 
iU. Miss Amy nursed him tenderly, and to her 
he seemed grateful; but when Grace occasionally 
attended on him, to be ciyil seemed as much as 
he could do; his uncle, however, having severely 
lectured him, James professed his repentance, 
apologised, and threw a shade more of courtesy 
in his behaviour towards Miss Lee. He was 
slowly recovering, spring was smiling in the 
North, when, on a bright April morning. Miss 
Crankey mysteriously requested five minutes' 
private talk with the Doctor. 

" Certainly,'' he replied, surprised ; and he 
prepared himself to hear that really Miss 
Crankey could no longer stand the behaviour of 
Ann the cook ; that a change there must be, &c. 



GRACE IM. 79 

" I do not know/' began Miss Amy, *' if you 
have noticed. Doctor, how slowly the dear boy 

is getting on» I am afraid he is rather worse 

« 

than Mr. Bell thinks." 

" Pooh ! pooh ! the lad is growing.'* 

Miss Amy coughed, fidgetted> and looked for 

♦ 

the most distant fashion of hinting her meaning ; 
but finding nothing, and perceiving that the 
Doctor was growing impatient, she came out 
with— 

*' My dear sir, that is not it ; your nephew—* 
the fact is, your nephew is in love.*' 

Doctor Crankey opened his mouth and sank 
back in his chair, aghast. 

" In love ! '* he said at length ; and with 
what ? In the name of all the saints, with what ? 
With Ann?'* 

Miss Amy smiled, and shook her head. 

'' With you, then ? '' shortly said the Doctor. 

" With me ! " exclaimed poor Miss Amy, with 
a blush and k sigh. 



80 GRACE LEB. 

^But, my dear madam^ with whom else?" 

^' Why, with Grace, of course/' 

" Nonsense ! '* derisively said Doctor Crankey; 
" that is out of the question, you know* Grace 
is not a girl, or a woman/' 

''Eh!'' exclaimed Miss Amy. 

"I mean like another. Why, ma'am," he 
impressively added, sitting straight in his chair, 
'' why Grace is almost as learned as myself, and I 
am a priest and a Doctor of Divinity to boot — 
Besides you forget that the boy cannot bear 
her.'* 

'' Bless you. Doctor, he only pretends. James 
is a nice lad, but he is sly, he makes believe to 
hate her, that neither she nor you may guess the 
truth. Me he does not mind; that is why I 
detected him. I thought it right to tell you, 
because though he is so young it is a pity he 
should suflFer." 

With this Miss Amy rose and left the Doctor 
confounded at the folly and deceit of boys and 



GRAC£ LEE. 81 

girls. He rose and walked up and down the 
room^ disturbed at so strange a matter. Sud* 
denly as he passed by the parlour window, the 
Doctor caught sight of his nephew and Grace in 
the garden. He paused and looked. 

They sat reading together some classic author 
under a young cherry tree, whose light shadow 
wayed to and fro on the grass. The book 
rested on TVIiss Lee^s lap. The fair head of 
the youth looked over her shoulder; her eyes 
read the page, his read her bending face 
unconscious of his gaze. 

They were reading Virgil. They had come to 
the beautiful and well-known passage where 
Venus in huntress-guise appears to her son j^neas 
in the wood, 

** — ^Pedes YeBtis defluxit ad imos, 
Et vera incessu patiiit Dea." 

" That is like you,^^ said James Crankey, in a 
low breathless tone. 

Grace looked up, her dark eyes all surprise; 

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82 QRACE LEE. 

his blue eyes^ all light, were fastened on her with 
a sort of worship. 

'' Thank jon, Mr. James/' said Grace smiling, 
" a very pretty compliment — if it were only true ; 
but I am not handsome you know. 

'^Ah! but you have such beautiful eyes, and 
such beautiful hair/' he replied, but trembling at 
his own audacity, '^ and such a beautiful hand 
and arm, and — and then you are so — ^* 

He paused. 

" Pray go on,*' said Grace seriously, " I should 
like to know my own merits; so what? — Good — " 

''You are good, but that is not it," 

'' Learned ! Amiable ? No. Why Mr. James 
what can it be ? '' 

" You will laugh at me if I tell you." 

" On my word I will not.'* 

" Well, then, you are so elegant." 

Grace gave him an astonished glance. 

He sat looking at her with a sort of breathless 
admiration, but it was as innocent as his years. 



GRACE LEE. 83 

As she was hesitating what sort of a reply to give 
him^ Doctor Crankey^ opening the parlour window, 
raised his voice and said sharpljy 

'* JatneSi come in, 1 want to speak to you." 

James rose and complied. Doctor Crankey 
calmly informed him that he intended him to 
complete his studies abroad, and bade him 
prepare to leave in a few days. The boy red- 
dened. ' He knew well enough what all this 
meant, for his mind was subtle and penetrating 
beyond his years. 

''I do not wish to leave England," he said. 

Doctor Crankey frowned, but curbed rising 
wrath to reply. 

^^Well, I shall see if I can find some place 
for you in London." 

'^ I will not go to London," was the deliberate 
answer. 

Doctor Crankey's gray eyes flashed fire ; stern 
words of authority rose to his lips; suddenly 
he checked himself: James Crankey stood before 



84 GRACE LEE, 

him^ pale as death^ but with inflexible will 
stamped on every one of his slight effeminate 
features. A vivid picture of his youth rose 
before the priest ; he saw his own father sternly 
enforcing his will on his own brother, the father 
of James; he saw that brother^s pale face of 
still revolt, the very image of the face before 
him j and he remembered how, when that 
brother left his home the same day and never 
returned, but made himself a home and died 
amongst strangers, he had in his heart blamed 
his father^s harshness. He sighed and said, 
mildly : 

^' We will talk about that another time, James ; 
and now, boy, leave me. I want to write.^' 

In the course of the day Doctor Crankey 
briefly told Grace what had passed, and, without 
entering into any explanation, he added : ^' And 
now, Grace, persuade the boy, if you can. I 
will not force him; but if he will not yield, 
he must simply go back to his mother.^' 



GRACE LEfl. 85 

Miss Lee^ without asking on what ground 

she was chosen for this office^ promised to do 

her best. That same day she sat alone working 

at her frame in the parlour^ when James 

Crankey entered. He took no notice of her, 

but went and sat at the other end of the room. 
''Mr. James/' said Grace. 

He looked up, but did not move. 

"I wish vou would come here.** 

He came, his book in his hand. 

"And sit down there," said Grace, pushing 
towards him the stool on which her feet rested. 
James sat down. *' And just hold this skein of 
silk for me, will you?" 

If Hercules wielded a distaflF to please his 
beloved, poor James, who was but a boy, might 
well hold a skein of silk for Grace Lee. When 
she had half wound it off, she sank back on 
her chair likd one tired with the task, and, 
looking down in the lad's blushing face, she 
said, smiling : 



86 GRACE LBB. 

^'And 80, Mr. James, you mil not go to 
London — i^hy so?" He did not reply. She 
resumed: '^I quite hoped you would come and 
spend some time vith me there." 

" You are going to London," he interrupted. 

" Did yon think I meant 'to stay here ? No, 
indeed; I mean to coax away Doctor Crankey 
and Miss Amy; and I hoped, too, Mr. James, 
to coax you." 

-James reddened deeply* 
But since you will not — " said Grace. 
Anything — anywhere with you," he ex- 
claimed, bending over her hand and pressing 
his lips to it in a transport of joy and fondness. 

" Oh ! Mr. James, Mr. James," cried Grace, 
" my poor skein ! — " 

James rose abashed. 

" It is done for," said Grace, smiling ; " and 
it was my best skein." 

Thus matters were compromised. James 
Crankey naturally thought to leave the North 



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GBACE LEE. 87 

with Miss Lee, but Doctor Crankey wanted to 
oonsnlt a book in the British Maseom; he conld 
not dehiy his departure a day; he exacted that 
his nephew should accompany him^ and this 
time James Crankey thought it wise to submit. 

They were gone^ and Grace remained alone 
with Miss Crankey. The spring was beautiful 
and pure^ and firesh as the morning. The 
days seemed long as summer days; the serene 
nights were all repose, and as the season of the 
year so was the life of these two women* They 
were alike in nothing; yet they were fondly 
attached; Miss Lee loved her old guardian 
better than any other living creature, but next 
to him stood Miss Amy; Doctor Crankey was 
certainly first in Miss Crankey's heart, but 
after him came Grace, * and in this common 
affection their mutual love met and strengthened. 

Grace had succeeded in coaxing Miss Amy to 
promise to accompany her to town; but not 
without regret had Miss Amy agreed to leave 



88 GRACE LEE. 

her quiet home. London bewildered her, she 
said; Grace only laughed at her fears. They 
sat together by the open window; the sun 
was setting behind faint blue hills; from the 
far horizon came long rays of light and dark 
shadows, that swept across a vast landscape. 
Grace remembered the Roman Campagna, the 
Appian Way, the tombs, ruins, circuses, fallen 
palaces, and broken aqueducts, that stand in 
the midst of that silent desert; and what she 
remembered Grace described to her friend in 
vivid and glowing language. 

'^Yes,^' said Miss Amy, rather sadly, ''it must 
be beautiful — there are lovely spots in this valley 
of tears.^^ 

*' Valley of tears ! ^^ echoed Grace, with a 
joyous laugh; ''dear Miss Amy, this world is 
a paradise ; life is a cup almost too sweet." 

"You are young," said Miss Amy, in a low 
tone. " Grace," she added, after a pause, " I 
feel a little poorly to-night— do you mind going 



GRACE LEE. 89 

lip-stairs and shutting up — I cannot trust Ann." 
Grace readily assented; Miss Amy remained 
alone. 

^' I too was young once ! " she thought, as 
she sat dreaming hy the window. She went 
into the past; years vanished from her brow; 
her young form, her fresh face, her light step, 
returned. Amy was a girl again. And in the 
cool of early morning, with the dew bright on 
the grass, Amy ran out in her father's orchard. 
She filled her apron with the fallen fruit; she 
sang the burden of an old ballad; she listened 
for a whistle, for a harsh yet loved voice that 
called out "Amy!" The voice was no dream. 
^'Amy, where- are you?" it said, "Amy speak, 
are you here ? " 

It was Doctor Crankey, who had unexpectedly 
returned. Miss Amy rose. She clasped her hands. 

" John 1 John ! " she cried, " I never liked 
Eichard; indeed, I never did." And she sank 
back in her chair. 



90 GRACE LEE. 

When Orace came in bearing the lights she 
paused on the threshold at the strange sight she 
saw. Miss .Amy had fainted; Doctor Crankey 
stood by her supporting her head; his gray 
locks swept her pale face; his trembling lips 
muttered unusual words of endearment. 

Grace sprang forward to her friend; she took 
her in her arms ; Miss Amy was inanimate and 
cold. Still senseless, they bore her to her room. 
A doctor was sent for; he came, and looked 
grave. Orace sat up by Miss Amy the whole 
of that night, the whole of the next day. Miss 
Amy never woke to consciousness. The sur- 
prise, the sudden shock, had acted too strongly 
on a frame long weakened by a secret and pa- 
tiently-borne disease. On the third evening she 
opened her languid eyes, smiled at Grace, on 
whose warm bosom her weak head rested, at 
Doctor Crankey, standing with folded arms at 
the foot of her bed, and with that smile still on 
her lips, she died, gentle as she had lived. 



GRACE LEE. 91 

Doctor CranlLey bore the loss of his quiet 
cousin with a Christian fortitude some would 
have called indifference; but at the end of a 
fortnight he suddenly said to Grace : 

" Grsce, I cannot stand it any longer ; I must 
leave the house." 

And then Grace learned^ that to live in the home 
which the death of his cousin had rendered vacant^ 
was more than harsh Doctor Crankey could bear. 

He was a man quick to resolve, and prompt 
to act. In a few days he had sold off all he 
possessed, save his books, and he left with Miss 
Lee the cottage where the last fifteen years of 
his life had been spent in happy peace. 

Before she left, Grace went into the garden. 
She gathered the flowers Miss Amy had loved 
to tend; she went up to the closed and silent 
door, that never more would open to give her 
welcome. She laid her lips on the spot which 
had so often yielded to Miss Amy^s gentle hand, 
and her bright eyes filled with tears. 



92 GRACE LEE. 

'^ God bless you, little house," she said in her 
heart. "I have been very happy in you, God 
bless you; and blessed, too, be they who shall 
yet sit by youi hearth, who shall know the 
shelter of your roof: again and again from my 
heart I bless them ! " 

She turned away, and gave the solitary 
dwellings the quiet garden, the lonely landscape 
one last fond look; yet more of love than of 
sorrow or regret. Never more did that calm 
picture greet her eyes. Once, in after days, 
she was near the spot; she passed on without 
seeing it. She kept her lost home as she had 
left it — a fair image of her happy youth. 



OEACE LEE. 93 



CHAPTER IV. 

• 

''Gkace/' said Doctor Crankey to her, when 
thejr reached London ; "1 am a priest^ a stndions 
man; yon are a girl, gay, rich, and yonng. I 
will Ktc nnder yonr roo^ bnt I cannot share 
yonr life/' 

Thns it was agreed between them. 

A honse in Park Lane awaited Miss Lee ; it 
was Inxnrionsly fhmished, bnt to luxury she 
added elegance and taste. She collected ancient 
pictures; she purchased the best productions of 
modem genius. Miss Lee was soon known as an 
enlightened patroness of the fine arts. Grace 
liked dever people — ^who would not like them? 
She Uked intcDect, brilliant speech, the seduction 



H GRACE LEB. 

and the charm of prolonged conversations. 
She took a matchless cook; she gave Thursday 
dinners; and she had clever people to pick and 
choose from. Her circle, or her coterie^ call it 
as you will, soon became one of the most 
reclierchS in London. The time for literary pa- 
trons is over, else who knows of what modern 
Tasso Grace might not have been the Leonora. 
As it was, more than one poem was sung in her 
praise; more than one book, destined to live as 
long as the language, was dedicated to her, and 
shall bear her name down to far posterity. 

Miss Lee was no courtier of the great; but 
she had too much tact and taste not to s^reciate 
the ease, the polish, the good breeding, the grace 
which, as a general rule, the nobly born possess ; 
and they, to do them justice, did not give her 
time to pine for their charming society. It was 
surprising even to Miss Lee's candid temper, how 
many earls, how many countesses, marchionesses, 
and viscounts, lords and ladies of every degree. 



QBACS hl^, 95 

she had unconsciouslj met abroad^ and been 
introduced to. Grace was heartily ashamed of 
her bad memory^ and finding her acquaintance 
claimed by so many distinguished and agreeable 
persons^ did her best to make amends. 

She had not mixed much with the world ; she 
naturally committed some blunders and fell into 
mme mistakes. But she had an original turn of 
mind^ &ee and natural manners. She was pro- 
nounced ^^ piqttante^^ — a charming creature. 

Within a few weeks she had been presented^ 
invited to the great court fancy ball, 'where the 
splendour of her middle age costume excited 
unirersal admiration ; she stood one of the 
highest in the high world; her cup of honours 
was fulL At least she thought so ; but it having 
become known. Heaven knows how, that she was 
learned, various societies, of whose existence she 
was unconscious, elected her one of their learned 
corps, and thus to her amusement Grace woke 
one morning and found herself an academician. 



96 GRACE LEE. 

The sun of this world may not be the truest 
and the best; but it is sunshine. In its light 
and warmth the glad southern nature of Grace 
revelled freely; charmed, but not deceived, taking 
the world as it is, she enjoyed her splendid 
fortune, and everything that fortune could give; 
and no morose wisdom, no sour philosophy, 
brought so much as a shadow on her brow. 
When flatterers went rather too far she laughed ; 
when the designing ventured too much on her 
credulity, she generously forgave them. The evil, 
as well as the good side of things she saw, but at 
the good and fair side alone would she look. 

Yet spite this tendency, and it is a dangerous 
one, Grace forgot not the suffering and the needy 
ones of this world. Like all persons of a joyous 
natiu'e, she was generous. It delighted her to 
give, even though her gifts were not needed. 
She loved to see happy faces around her, and 
sometimes she used to say that she hated but 
one thing in this world, and that was a sad face. 



GRACE LEE. 97 

More lavish, perhaps, than wise, she gave to 
whosoever asked. Better err by giving too much, 
she said, than by giving too little. Begging 
letters, applications of every description, poured 
upon her. They exhausted neither her patience 
nor her liberality. She would have thought 
herself niggardly of spirit had she stopped there. 
On every charitable or liberal institution, far or 
near, her hand invisibly poured a golden shower. 
The simultaneousness of the gifts, a certain 
character that pervaded them, struck observant 
and curious persons ; they commented, they con- 
jectured, they could not imagine who it possibly 
could be. At length their suspicions lit on a 
certain illustrious personage of noted benevo- 
lence — Her Serene Highness Princess Amelia, 
and having found so worthy an object, there 
complacently rested. 

And Grace, amused to find their sagacity so 
wide the truth, pursued her round of secret and 
bountiful charities, of pleasiu^e, of gaiety, of 

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98 GRACE LEE. 

intercourse with the great, with the gifted of this 
world, and night and morning she said to herself, 
"The world is beautiful; life is sweet !'^ 

Towards the close of the season, the Honour- 
able Mrs. Chesterfield left fiome, and returned 
to England. There, to her great surprise, and to 
use her own words, she found everyone raving 
about Miss Lee. Miss Lee had jewels fit for 
a queen ; Miss Lee had more changes of attire 
than there are days in the year ; Miss' Lee gave 
the most exquisite dinners, the most brilliant 
parties, the most beautiful balls; Miss Lee had 
the most splendid liveries, the most elegant 
equipage, and if Miss Lee was not by this a 
duchess. Miss Lee might blame herself. To 
crown all. Miss Lee had turned out to be an 
admirable horsewoman. She had bought, and 
what was more difficult, she rode, " Vagabond,'^ 
the most beautiful, the most perverse, the most 
dangerous of spirited Arabians; "Vagabond,^* 
who, spite his beauty, his ebon coat, his flowing 



GRACE LEE. • 99 

mane^ his eyes of fire^ had been sold five times 
within nine months for his misdemeanors ; 
" Vagabond/* who had so irreverently npset the 
Premier, and thereby caused a change of 
ministry, a fall in the funds, and nearly brought 
on a European war. 

"I am not of an envious nature," thought 
Mrs. Chesterfield, ''but really if there was a 
thing I wished for, it was to ride that creature, 
and now the aggravating girl has taken him 
from me ; I always had a longing for him since 
he broke poor dear uncle's ribs.*' 

Spite this provoking incident she called the 
very same day on the aggravating girl. She 
found Miss Lee richly dressed, stepping into her 
carriage, with a krge shaggy Newfoundland to 
keep her company. In her off-hand way. Mrs. 
Chesterfield at once proposed sharing her drive 
to the Park, but in the same breath observed, 

'^You do not mean to say you are going to 
have that creature with you ? " 

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100 GRACE LEE. 

" Poor Scamp ! ^' said Miss Lee, patting his 
rough head, "he is quite harmless; however, 
since you object to him, let him stay within." 

And to his own displeasure, and to the lady's 
great satisfaction, Scamp was ordered away. 

" Much more pleasant than having a great big 
dog with one," said Mrs. Chesterfield, reclining 
back in the luxurious carriage, " * Scamp,' too, 
did you christen him ? » 

*^ No, indeed ; I even attempted to unchristen 
him, but he would answer no other name." 

" A fit companion for ' Vagabond.' Is it true 
that you ride him, and that people stand in rows 
to look on ? " 

"That I ride 'Vagabond,' is quite true; that 
people stand to look on, seems to me rather 
doubtful, for six in the morning is my hour. 
But you give me no news of Rome." 

"Dreadfully dull place," half-yawned Mrs. 
Chesterfield. "A little after you left. Prince 
Negri being fairly ruined, made a vow never to 



GRACE LEE. 101 

touch a card, and married his sister to Eugene 
de Montreuil, who proceeded to France with his 
bride, got elected for I know not what unlucky 
department, and now represents his country, and 
makes speeches in the Legislative Assembly of 
France. As to Count Karlski, of course you 
know his unfortunate end. He was mad enough 
to get up another Polish insurrection, and was 
shot dead in the first engagement, which, after 
all, might be the very luckiest thing for a rest- 
less spirit like his, I wonder what has become of 
his mother ? " 

''She is dead,'' replied Grace with a sigh. * 
*' She died unconscious of the truth, happy and 
hopeful to the last." And for a while she re- 
mained silent, for she remembered the Colosseum, 
and the Countess praying by the cross, and she 
and her son walking up and down the green 
grass, and now all this was past and gone, like 
the shadows on the Roman ruin, like the beauty 
and the light of that Italian day. Mrs, Chester- 



102 GEACE LEE. 

field did not allow her to reflect long. As car- 
riage after carriage passed and Miss Lee and 
those within received and gave tokens of recog- 
nition, the beauty^ who had been some time out 
of England, began to wonder at this extensive 
acquaintance, and^ not knowing or remembering 
who half the people were, questioned Grace. 
The most aristocratic names^ English and foreign, 
dropped from Miss Leer's lips ; had she been 
reared in the very centre of the great world, she 
could not have been more easy and careless. 
Mrs, Chesterfield leaned back in the carriage, 
looked at her, and said with her well-bred 
impertinence, 

"Why, you know every one. Well, and who 
is this, now ? " 

"The wife of a foreign Charge d' Affaires; she 
is very handsome and very like Mrs. Gerald Lee : 
how is she ? '^ 

" My dear, she is dead. She was consumptive, 
I never thought that pink colour of hers was 



GRACE LEE. 103 

natural; she died in Rome last May. Her 
husband left Rome at once/' 

" Dead ! '* said Grace, " that beautiful creature, 
of whom he was so proud, so fond. Ah I death is 
indeed pitiless ! " 

" Very true. However, he bears it admirably, 
and by way of driving away grief is giving him- 
self up to philanthropy. He is now deep in the 
Female Asylum — what do you think of it ? '^ 

"The Female Asylum! Ah! I remember 
reading something of it in the papers ; a sort of 
place of refuge for destitute girls, founded by a 
poor girl since dead, Abigail Smith. I under- 
stood it was going to ruin.'' 

" Abigail Smith ! What a methodistical name. 
However, as you say, the whole thing was going 
to ruin when that dear creature, Princess Amelia, 
sent a thousand-pound note. At once a com- 
mittee was formed, and now the Female Asylum 
is in a fair way of becoming the most useful, 
interesting, and flourishing establishment of the 



104 GRACE LEE. 

kind. It is self-supporting, or very nearly so ; it 
has manufactures, it has baths, a library, a lecture- 
room, a wash-room — I know not what. Dear 
Princess Amelia, she is indeed a benefactress of 
humanity !" 

Grace looked amazed. It so chanced that the 
results of her munificent, but carelessly given 
donation, had not reached her ear. She had 
never intended to do more than relieve from 
temporary distress an interesting establishment, 
and now she heard herself called " a benefactress 
of humanity." 

"Have you never seen it?'^ resumed Mrs. 
jDhesterfield. " Why then you really must, and 
this very day ; it is no farther than Clapham.^' 

Miss Lee raised no objection, and to Clapham 
they accordingly went. The carriage drew up 
before a large unfinished brick building in the 
Elizabethan style, which had already replaced 
the narrow house, where for years Abigail Smith 
had sheltered a few girls as obscure as herself. 



GRACE LEE. 105 

Already was the stately gate adorned with 
Female Asylum, in broad gilt letters. In 
answer to the footman's ring, a pretty girl in 
close white cap, blue gown, white cape, and black 
apron, the uniform of the establishment, opened 
the door and showed the ladies through a gay 
flower-garden to the house. There, in a cool, 
green parlour, they were received by the head 
matron, Mrs. Jones, a formal and reverend 
person in black silk dress, who sat making 
entries in a broad ledger. 

^' And how are we getting on, Mrs. Jones ? " 
patronisingly said Mrs. Chesterfield, " I have 
brought Miss Lee, that she may become one of 
your customers.^' 

"We shall be most happy," replied Mrs. 
Jones, looking at Grace rather condescendingly^ 
" and we are getting on very, well indeed ; more 
orders for baby-linen came this morning; and 
there is to be a public dinner, as our chairman 
was just telling me.'* 

f3 



106 GRACE LEE. 

" Is Mr. Lee here ? ^^ interrupted Mrs. Chester- 
field. 

" Yes, ma'am, writing in the board-room.^' 

" Oh, we must go and see him ; you don't 
object," she added, turning tp Grace. 

" No, certainly." 

To the board-room they went. A solemn- 
looking room it was, with stiff grey curtains, big 
books, large chests already full of papers and 
parchments, with a large plan of the Female 
Asylum in a frame; a view of the same, ditto, 
and a little wooden model of it on a stand. It 
also had a green baize square table, before which 
sat Mr. Gerald Lee reading and sorting papers. 

He was but little altered, for he was a cool 
man of the world ; one who locked grief so deep 
in his own heart, that God alone knew what 
became of it there. Yet as he rose to receive 
the ladies, and as he saw and recognised Grace, 
a slight change came over his face, but it quickly 
passed; and when Mrs. Chesterfield said, in her 



GRACE LEE. 107 

off-hand way, '^Now, Mr. Chairman, do show 
us over this place, will you ? and do not leave us 
at the mercy of that pedantic old fool, the head 
matron,^^ Mr. Lee smilingly assented, and at 
once complied with the lady's request. 

" Insolent creature ! *' exclaimed Mrs. Jones, 
who had unfortunately overheard the disrespectful 
speech, and resolved to show Mrs. Chesterfield 
" that she and not her ladyship was head matron 
of the Female Asylum,^' she followed the ladies 
out of the board-room. 

Their first visit was to the wards, large airy 
rooms, that held one hundred snow-white beds; 
thence they proceeded to the wash-house, where 
half-a-dozen girls were deep in soap-suds, and 
another half dozen were busy drying, starching, 
and ironing. Thence again they went on to the 
kitchen, were more were cooking; and where 
they were shown, triumphantly, a kettle of im- 
mense size, and extraordinary loaves. 

" So much,'' said Mr. Lee, " for the domestic 



108 GRACE LEE. 

part of the house, and now for the intellectual." 
And leading them up again, he opened a door 
and showed them into a pretty room furnished 
with book, globes, slates ; and where four in- 
telligent looking girls sat drawing, reading, and 
studying. They looked up a moment on seeing 
the visitors; then demurely returned to their 
diflFerent occupations. '^ This is our library, 
class, and lecture room," resumed Mr. Lee, as 
they left, '^ we hope to have a much larger one 
when the building is completed ; and now Miss 
Lee, I shall take you to the vital part of the 
estjiblishment, — the work-room." 

The work-room was a vast hall, where seventy 
or eighty girls in white caps and collars, black 
aprons and blue frocks, divided and sub-divided, 
overlooked by two matrons, ruled by six moni- 
tors, were all busily and variously engaged. 
Some cut out the worK, and some put it to- 
gether; and some sewed it with the finest of 
fine sewing : some made lace ; some plaited 



GBACE LEE. 109 

straw, some embroidered; in short, every easy 
female labour by which some money can be 
earned, seemed represented in the Female 
Asylum. There was no actual speech, but a 
low murmur like that of a busy hive filled the 
room. Through the windows the sunlight 
streamed in rays of gold. It lit up every group 
gf girls in their plain but neat attire, with their 
young and cheerful faces. Grace was charmed, 
and turning to Gerald Lee, warmly expressed 
her approbation. 

" Yes,'' said Mr. Lee, ^' it is not amiss. The 
person," (poor Abigail you were a '^person,'' 
not a lady), "who first established the Female 
Asylum, was certainly most praiseworthy; but 
she was ignorant and had narrow views; we 
have certainly improved on her plan.'' 

" Oh ! it is beautiful ! '' enthusiastically ex- 
claimed Mrs, Chesterfield, "and you have no 
idea how cheap they work : French cambric 
handkerchiefs, beautifully embroidered, seven- 



110 GRACE LEE. 

and-sixpence a-piece. Everything was mucli 
dearer in the time of that Abhy Smith. But 
as Mr. Lee says^ it is all now on an improved 
plan. Thanks to an excellent committee^ and 
admirable chairman/' she added^ laughing. 

*'And a thousand-pound note/' he replied, 
smiling. 

"Inded/' said Grace, very earnestly; "I caij 
assure you I never contemplated working such 
marvels/' 

Mr. Lee and Mrs. Chesterfield looked at her. 
"You/' at length exclaimed the lady, "do you 
mean to say it was you sent the thousand- 
pound note ? " 

Grace now conscious of her self-betrayal, 
remained mute. She could not deny, and never 
equivocated. 

" Well, " resumed Mrs. Chesterfield, with 
increasing surprise, "you certainly are odd! 
The idea of letting every one think it was 
Princess Amelia who had sent that money." 



GRACE LEE. Ill 

Before Grace could reply^ the head matron 
had stepped forward^ and in a voice of the 
deepest emotion^ began : 

''Your Serene Highness/^ 

"Nonsense! Mrs. Jones/' impatiently inter- 
rupted Mrs. Chesterfield; "this is Miss Lee^ 
not Princess Amelia^ and — '^ She could not 
go on. The whole work-room was in a state 
of confusion and disorder. Cutters-out^ putters- 
together^ lace-makers^ straw-plaiters^ embroi- 
derers^ matrons and monitors^ had suddenly 
suspended every task; first to gaze with open- 
mouth and eyes at the giver of the thousand- 
pound note^ then to gather around and press as 
near her as they could. 

"Mrs. Jones!'' indignantly exclaimed Mrs. 
Chesterfield^ feeling too great a pressure on her 
aristocratic shoulders, "will you keep off these 
girls!" 

" Young ladies ! " solemnly began Mrs. Jones 
— vain attempt — ^her voice was at once drowned 



112 GRACE LEE. 

in the universal rumour and confusion. Various 
were the statements that flew jfrom mouth 
to mouth. '' Princess Amelia was come ; ^' * 
'^Princess Amelia was the dark lady/;* ^^No, 
the fair lady was Her Serene Highness.'^ But, 
dark or fair^ it was agreed that she had just 
presented the chairman with another thousand- 
pound note. The natural result of such exciting 
news was an increase of confusion. In vain 
Mrs. Jones called out severely, " Monitors, what 
are you doing ?^' The monitors were at the 
head of the rebellion ; in short, authority was 
set at nought; ^^Mrs. Jones was amazed at 
them, she was.'^ Mr. Lee, aftel* vainly attempt- 
ing to re-establish order, gave it up. Mrs. 
Chesterfield was highly disgusted; and Grace 
laughed heartily. 

"Mr. Lee, will you see us safe into tKe 
carriage from this female mob," at length said 
the beauty, in great scorn. 

Mr. Lee made way for them, with a smile ; 



GRACE LEE. US 

the carriage was safely readied; Mrs. Chester- 
field stepped in, looking sulkily at the whole 
Female Asylum, which had poured out after 
them; and Mr. Lee was handing in Grace, 
when a pretty girl of sixteen, with a blush and 
a curtsey, presented Miss Lee with a nosegay 
of newly-gathered flowers. Scarcely had Grace 
thanked her, smiling, when the head matron, 
to whom some invisible genius had in the 
meanwhile wafted her best cap, stepped up to 
begin a formal address. Grace forestalled her. 

" Mrs. Jones,^^ she said, " I have a favour to 
ask of you. Firstly, then, will you be so good 
as to forgive these girls their somewhat unruly 
behaviour; and secondly, will you, in my name 
and with my best wishes, give them a holiday 
and a treat." She slipped some gold pieces 
into the matron^s hand ; Mrs. Jones smiled and 
curtsied, whilst a deep murmur of satisfaction 
testified how grateful to their feelings the 
inmates of thq» Female Asylum found the latter 



114 GRACE LEE. 

part of this speech. Grace looked at them 
smiling; their pleasure made her glad. She 
saw them flushed and joyous; their eyes fixed 
on her with eager interest and curiosity — all 
anxious to win a smile^ a look; many audibly 
uttering their admiration of her person, of 
her eyes, of her hair, of her rich silk dress, 
of her carriage, of her horses. She heard 
some blessings, too, and drove away with a 
light heart. They were only girls — only poor 
girls; but they were human beings, and for 
the moment the whole homage of their hearts 
was at her feet. 

Vain were it to describe the state of excitement 
in which she left the Female Asylum. At length 
it partially subsided, and with Mrs. Jones's 
solemn approbation, a committee was formed to 
sit and decide on the important question : '^ What 
piece of their own work the inmates of the Female 
Asylum should oflfer to their benefactress ? " 

And now Grace was known as a gay sister of 



GRACE LEB. 115 

charity; as a sort of Mrs. Fry in the world. 
Nothing serious can be discussed or accomplished 
in England without a dinner. At that dinner, 
which was to put the finishing stroke to the 
Female Asylum, Miss Lee's health was proposed 
and drunk with immense applause. No school, 
no asylum, no charitable institution, but had her 
name first on its lists, but ranked her amongst 
its patronesses. Her name was mentioned with 
honour in public meetings; her presence was 
solicited as a favour. She was requested to 
preside on committees, she received addresses 
and deputations ; she was, indeed, as Mrs. Ches- 
terfield had said, " A benefactress of humanity .^^ 

Oh, Abigail ! Abigail Smith ! sleeping in your 
neglected grave in the Clapham churchyard, what 
were your years of toil, your youth wasted in 
superhuman labours, your very being sacrificed 
to heroic duty, — what were they, when weighed 
in the scale of human respect, and human 
opinion, with some money ? 



116 GRACE LEE. 



CHAPTER V. 



The dull light of a London day stole in 
tlirough the dim glazed window of a miserable 
London attic. It was low, narrow, meanly 
furnished, with an indifferent bed, a ricketty 
chest of drawers, a ragged carpet, plenty of heavy 
books, and no dearth of dust. By the table, 
vainly studying, sat one whom we have seen 
before. 

He was a man of thirty or so, tall, thin and 
stem in aspect. His dark, deep-set eyes, and 
swarthy face, were both ardent and resolute; 
every line was deep and passionate ; every feature 
had its meaning, but that meaning, though not 
mean or evil, was not pleasant. There was too 



GRACE LEE. 117 

mucli indiflference, and too little of true content 
in the seeming repose of the brow; something 
too unquiet and gloomy in the bent look; too 
reckless a smile played around the scornful lips ; 
the face, though evidently that of a man of 
intellect and education, bore too much the wild 
and lawless cast which may become a life of 
liberty, but ^hich jars with the restraints of 
civilisation. It betokened, and truly, one to 
whom inward or external subjection was un- 
known; a proud, stiflf-necked, self-willed man, 
whose temper had no more of the beautiful or 
loveable than his outward appearance, and yet 
like that too, was not without, a certain careless 
and unconscious greatness as plainly pervading 
his whole nature, as it was stamped on his brow, 
and impressed in every dark lineament of his 
mien and motion of his bearing. 

Hatred of obscurity had induced John Owen 
to forsake his original profession for the bar. 
Sanguine in the resources of life for whosoever 



118 GRACE LEE. 

knows how to control and master them^ and 
confident in his own power of ensuring success^ 
he had given time, money, labour, and like a 
bold maiiner, risked his all in one venture. 
And now, when all he could do was done, he 
could not land and claim the realm he had 
conquered; but, within view, of the shore, he 
was tossed on a sea of miserable doubts and 
delays. He could have borne a total wreck 
better than this tantalising suspense. Conscious 
of his powerlessness, he fumed in his attic like 
a lion in his den. Was he, day after day, to 
haunt courts where his voice could never be 
heard? To become the laughing-stock of men 
who, without the one-tenth of his talent, were 
eminent and famous? Was he to waste in 
miserable struggles for his daily bread, for 
the clothes he wore, and the shelter of a 
roof, in reports for the newspapers, in paltry 
little articles for third-class magazines, the 
energy, vigour, and living eloquence meatit 



GBACE LEE. 119 

to serve nobler purposes and a higher ambi- 
tion? 

A knock at the door disturbed these bitter and 
discouraging reflections. 

'^ Come in/' sharply said Mr. Owen. 

A slipshod servant girl half opened the door. 

"Please sir/' she said, "Mrs. Skelton would 
like to know the time.'' 

Mr. Owen took out his watch, a handsome gold 
repeater. 

" It is just six/' he replied. 

The maid went down with the reply to the 
owner of the house, Mrs. Skelton, a widow of 
kind heart and small means. 

•^ And you saw his watch?" said Mrs. Skelton. 

" Indeed I did, ma'am." 

" Well, Ann, watch or no watch, I'U be bound 
that Mr. Owen has eaten nothing to-day. I 
looked in his cupboard and drawers last night, 
and there was nothing in either ; and you know, 
Ann, that the whole of this blessed day he hasn't 



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120 GRACE LEE. 

been out. So where's the food to come from? 
How did lie look ? 

^^ Just as usualj ma'am.^ 

"If I could send him up a cup of tea and 
a rasher of bacon/* continued Mrs. Skelton, 
seeming distressed^ "but I dare not; he would 
leave the house at once — poor dear young gen- 
tleman ! ^^ 

" Law, ma'am/^ said Ann, whose feelings were 
not quite so tender, " I dare say he is used to 
it.^^ 

And perhaps he was ; and there is no doubt, 
Ann, that you are right, and that habit does 
a great deal; however, habit or not, Mr. Owen 
had certainly tasted nothing that day beyond 
bread purchased the night before, and a cup of 
cold water. But this was not the hardest side 
of his lot. Enough pity has been wasted on the 
hunger and thirst of genius perishing for want 
in a garret * keep a little for genius, vainly revolt- 
ing against obscurity, vainly striving for the 



GRACE LEE. 121 

broad daylight and free air of fame. Ambition 
may not be a virtue, but it is the spur that 
urges a noble steed to a glorious goal; its dis* 
appointments are felt with a keenness propor- 
tionate to the greatness of its aim; it has keener 
pangs than those of hunger, a thirst more 
wasting than that which human drink can sate. 

He sat reading, as we said, vainly studying a 
profession that had never yet given him his daily 
bread. At length daylight failed; he rose and 
paced up and down his narrow room that im- 
prisoned a spirit as restless as that of any wild 
creature of the woods; then, suddenly pausing 
near the window, he threw it open. Before him 
rose brick walls, red with the flush of dying day : 
above roofs and tall chimneys spread a blue sky, 
dimmed with London smoke. A sudden vision 
passed athwart his mind or his heart,— for is it not 
with the heart we remember a loved spot ? He 
saw a wild Welsh dell, the warm sunlight gliding 
down the green mountain side ; above, a breezy 

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122 GRACE LEB. 

blue sky, below a rushing torrent white with 
foam ; and by the torrent, vainly dreaming, a boy, 
in whose heart already burned the pride and 
ambition of man. Brief was the vision; from 
one of the neighbouring courts rose the voice of 
London children at play. They sang a mono- 
tonous chaunt, yet it had a strange charm for 
them ; day after day, hour after hour, Mr. Owen 
had heard them sing that endless song. It had 
but one word, ever repeated — *^ Money, money, 
money.'^ 

Money was the song, and money was the 
burden. 

"The very children know it,^' thought Mr. 
Owen, as after listening he closed the window. 
"^Tis not genius, though splendid; ^tis not 
character, though strong ; ^tis not virtue, though 
immaculate, rule this world. Money is her God, 
her lord, and her master. Patience, truly, 
patience ! '* 

To divert thoughts too bitter, he took up an 



OH ACE LSIL 123 

old newspaper which he knew by heart, yet not 
all, for looking over it again his eyes fell on a 
paragraph unread before. It was copied from 
the ^^ Morning Post/' and headed "Interesting 
Discovery/^ It related at length with some em- 
bellishments, and plenty of flattery, Miss Lee*s 
visit to the Female Asylum. 

" Oh, money ! money f thou dost indeed rule 
the world," thought John Owen, laying down the 
paper with involuntary bitterness. " ^ Lovely and 
munificent ! ^ I remember her a plain, sallow 
girl, who never could be handsome ; and what is 
a thousand pounds to her wealth, if report speaks 
true? A drop of water from the deep sea; a 
grain of sand from the wide shore. Well, may 
the very children catch up the cry, well may they 
too, sing, " Money, money I '' 

" Owen, my good fellow, what the devil makes 

you lodge so high ? " said a drawling voice ; Mr. 

Owen turned round abruptly : the door had 

opened, and an unannounced visitor had uncere- 

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124 GRACE LEE. 

moniously entered tlie room, his sole apartment. 
He was a man of middle-sized stature^ short- 
sighted^i pale^ effeminate looking. He spoke in a 
soft small voice, looking over his right shoulder 
in a vague languid way, his left arm and hand 
resting on his hip. His attire was peculiar ; his 
fingers glittered with rings; costly lace ruffles 
veiled his hands, and a delicate cambric handker- 
chief emerged from the open breast of a black 
velvet tunic, fastened at the waist by a solitary 
button. He had scarcely entered the room, 
when he sank on a Qhair, and fanned himself 
with his handkerchief, like one exhausted by the 
effort of coming up so high. Mr. Owen looked 
at him coldly and ' sternly : this seemed no 
welcome guest. 

'^I thought. Captain Glawdon,^^ he said ab- 
ruptly, " that when we last parted it was under- 
stood we need not meet in a hurry .^' 

" Pooh ! pooh ! Owen, what a rancorous fellow 
you are,^^ replied Captain Glawdon, taking out a 



• GRACE LBK 125 

cigar and lighting it coolly ; " pshaw^ man^ you 
needn't be so savage^ just because you uncon- 
sciously gave me some good legal advice. I have 
hunted you out for the express purpose of getting 
a stronger dose ; but first let me fulfil a fair^ or 
to speak more correctly^ a dark lady's commands. 
I am bearer of her grateful thanks to you.*' 

'^ Of what lady do you speak ? " 

** Of a lady who does you the honour to take 
an interest in you : Miss Lee — Miss Grace Lee." 

Mr. Owen looked surprised^ but he did not 
reply. 

^' Miss Lee," resumed Captain Glawdon, " who, 
feeling indebted to you for the presence of a 
beloved sister, wishes to express personally her 
deep sense of the obligation.^ 

" Captain Glawdon you are a sphinx." 

*' And you are no (Edipus. Well, well— we all 
have our gifts: my plain meaning is this, — ^you 
told me where old Miss Blount resided ; I at once 
told it to Miss Lee, who immediately wrote oflF to 



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126 a£ACE LEE. 

her sister^ who promptly fled to her, leaving her 
old cousin in the lurch. And is not all this 
owing to you V^ 

** Miss Lee owes me no thanks/' coldly replied 
Owen; ^rif I have obliged her I did not mean it^ 
I will say more, — ^had I known that to give you 
Miss Blount's address would induce a young 
girl to forsake the cousin who reared her, — a 
woman old and perhaps poor, for a young rich 
half-sister, you would never have had it iroi^ 
me/' 

"Well, well," impatiently said Captain Glaw- 
don, " you need not tell her that when you see 
her, you know." 

"And why should I see Miss Lee?" sharply 
asked Owen; — "to receive thanks to which I 
have no claim ? " 

" Oh, but you must see her," insisted Captain 
Glawdon, taking out his cigar to speak with more 
freedom; "'tis Miss Lee^s wish, and Miss Lee 
must be obeyed." 



GRACE LEE. 127 

The proud and poor Welshman little brooked 
that word "must/' 

" I cannot/' he answered coldly. 

" Pooh ! man ! say you do not like.'' 

'' Well, then, I do not like." 

'' What — ^you do not like to be introduced to 
Miss Lee, the lovely, the wealthy, the admired 
lady ?•' 

" No," was the impatient reply. 

" Pshaw I I promised to take you to her house, 
in Park Lane, this very evening." 

This settled the matter. Mr. Owen peremp- 
torily refused to go. 

" Do not be alarmed," said Captain Glawdon 
sneering, " we will not use force ; and now that 
we have discharged the lady's commands, come 
we to our own matters. Owen, you did me a 
good turn without meaning it. I confess I was 
rather sly thenj now I shall be quite candid. 
Owen, I am in a new mess." 

Mr. Owen smiled ironically. 



128 GRACE LEE. 

"From my mother I have inherited three 
tastes, — old lace, old china, old carved wood. 
Now, in an ancient Warwickshire public-house 
I have discovered a most precious panel adorning 
the mantel-piece of the same. I offered a hand- 
some sum ; it was refused ; in short, I had to 
purchase the house. I naturally thought I could 
do as I liked with my own; but the tenant 
objected. I used force, and thereby hangs a 
lawsuit. Now just listen ta me live minutes; 
^tis a most interesting case.'^ 

Thereupon the Captain entered into a full 
explanation of the matter; Mr. Owen heard 
him coldly, then gave a vague opinion that 
meant nothing. In vain the Captain tried to 
coax and wheedle him into clearer speech — he 
failed; whatever he felt inwardly, he outwardly 
put a good face on the matter. 

"I see/' he said, "you don't understand me 
quite well; we must talk it over together. I 
am going to Wales after to-morrow to see my 



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GRACE LEE. 129 

wife and my mother-in-law. Come and spend a 
week or two there — eh ! *' 

*' With pleasure," replied Mr. Owen, smiling. 

''There's a good fellow/' said Captain Glaw- 
don, who had not expected to succeed so 
easily. 

"Well," he added, rising, "I am going to 
call on my future sister-in-law — come with me.'' 

'' What sister-in-law ? " 

"Ah! true, you are not initiated in those 
mysteries — ^you do not know that within a few 

weeks, perhaps, my brother-in-law, Gerald, 

marries his cousin — Miss Lee." 

"Ay! — money marries money. Truly I did 
not know it — ^a most important fact.^ 

"And so you will not come — ^well man, stay 

in your den if you like, but mind I expect you 

after to-morrow." 

" Certainly.' 
Good-night." 

Good-night," repeated Mr. Owen. " Ay ! 

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130 GEACB LEE. 

good-night, indeed," he thought, listening to 
the sound of his retreating steps. "When you 
were a boy at school. Captain Glawdon, you 
wanted John Owen's brains to work for you; 
as a man you filched from him the knowledge 
thftt was his daily bread, and what you have 
done once, you insolently hope to do again; 
but truly you shall find this time that you are 
the tool, that he is the master." 

Miss Lee^s large and luxurious drawing-room 
was brilliantly lit. She had given her usual 
Thursday dinner; it was over, and the few but 
select guests were gathered around their hostess. 
The conversation was gay, brilliant, clever, enter- 
taining. The invites were few, but they were 
famous. Old Mr. Hanley, the barrister, equally 
celebrated for his profound legal knowledge and 
his surly temper; Branden, the witty sarcastic 
Branden, of European fame ; James Stevens, the 
great artist; the beautiful Mrs. Chesterfield, 
whose praise or censure gave life or death in 



GRACE LEE. 131 

the fashionable world; Mr. Austin^ the famous 
traveller j the mighty Joe Woodman^ who from 
the Olympian heights of criticism poured blame 
or nodded approbation on the luckless world 
below; were all present^ all agreeable^ all 
charming. And if Miss Lee wished for some- 
thing nearer and dearer^ she surely had it. She 
sat between her adopted sister^ and^ so report 
said^ her future husband. And from either 
side flattery^ all the more seducing for coming 
from loved lips^ was poured into her ear. Mt. 
Gerald Lee, very gentlemanly, very handsome, 
very courteous, was entertaining her with news 
of the progress of the philanthropic institutions, 
of the charitable plans in which both were 

zealously engaged. Lily Blount intoxicated with 
her change of position, with the splendour and 

elegance of her new home, was whispering praise 

and fondness in the same breath. 

Lily Blount was then a fair young girl of 

twenty^ she was more than fair, she was beautiful 



132 GRACE LEE. 

strikingly like the portrait of Queen Joanna, by 
Vinci, in the Doria palace in Rome. She had 
the same syren sweetness of feature, the same 
faithless, yet enchanting face. Her blue eyes 
wandered quick and restless over the room, 
seeming to ^ search an object of laughter and 
mockery, yet nothing could be sweeter than their 
gaze when it met that of another, nothing more 
winning than her smile. 

"What aii insincere face that girl has,^' ob- 
served Mrs. Chesterfield to her neighbour, Mr. 
Hanley. Mr. Hanley took a pinch of snuff and 
smiled. 

'^ She is very pretty,^' he said dryly, and all the 
perfections of a woman, in his opinion at leasts 
were summed up in this eulogy* 

" So different from the noble frankness of Miss 
Lee^s countenance,^^ continued Mrs. Chesterfield. 

" I wonder whom she expects this evening, she 
is always looking at the door.^^ 

Before Mr. Hanley could reply, the door 



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GRACE LEE. 133 

opened and Captain Glawdon entered. He 
quietly made his way to Miss Lee, waited for a 
pause in the conversation she was then holding 
with his brother-in-law, then leaning on the back 
of her chair, he said in low careless tones, 

*' He would not come/' 

'^ Why so? 

^^ He is no eagle; he cannot gaze at the sun.^ 

Miss Lee smiled and resumed her interrupted 
conversation. 

At length the evening wore away, the guests 
departed one by one. Gerald Lee remained last. 
He unfolded a broad sheet of paper : the plan of 
a new home for destitute children. Miss Lee 
was delighted with it, and praised it warmly \ she 
closed her eulogy with the significant declara- 
tion, 

"Any assistance I can give you, you may 
command.^' 

" Ever generous,^' he replied, raising her hand 
to his lips. 



184! GBAOE LEE* 

Their eyes met : lie smiled, she blushed 
slightly. 

" What a pair of philanthropists/^ exclaimed the 

light mocking voice of Lily. They looked round. 

She sat in her white musUn dress on a crimson 
couch, thence gazing at them with mingled 

mockery and sweetness. 

Mr. Gerald Lee reddened, but Grace only 
laughed and said indulgently, 

"Children are privileged, are they not, Mr. 
Lee ? '' 

" Assuredly,^' he replied with a formal bow, and 

he left. 

^^ And now you are going to scold,'^ exclaimed 

Lily, when he was gone ; " I know it was very 

impertinent, but if I was born impertinent how 

can I help it?^^ Grace sat down by her and 

fondly smoothed her luxuriant fair hair. 

" What a beautiful hand you have,'' said Lily 

softly, '^and what a lovely arm and what an 

exquisite pearl bracelet ! '' 



GRACE USE. 135 

"Have it,'^ promptly replied Grace, and at 
once she unfastened it from her wrist and clasped 
it on that of Lily, who, to say the truth, showed 
no reluctance. She held out her hand at arm's 
length, gazed on it admiringly, then throwing 
her two arms around the neck of Grace, she said, 
'^Good night, my angel, I know you do not 
wish me to thank you, and therefore I do not,'' 
with which she left her. 

Grace looked around her deserted drawing- 
room; she stood in the centre with her cheek 
resting on her hand in a musing attitude. " And 
so he would not come," she thought: "proud 
heart, he can be humbled yet.'^ 

Suddenly she drew back ; the door which she 
had not heard opening, had admitted James 
Crankey, and before she was aware of his pre- 
sence, the young man was at her feet. 

"Well, Mr. James, what is the matter now?" 
asked Grace, her first surprise over. "Have 
you quarrelled with little Annie Hanley, and 



136 GRACE LEE. 

are you in the wrong that you kneel and ask 
me to forgive you ? I thought I had provided 
your holidays with a pleasant companion; have 
I erred, Mr. James ?^' And calmly laying her 
hand, a beautiful one as Lily had truly said, 
on his burning brow, she looked down with a 
smile in his flushed face. 

*'I cannot bear it,^' he exclaimed, in broken 
tones, '*! have come to tell you — I cannot 
bear it. You treat me like a boy — you are 
cruel. I know you are going to marry that 
rich proud man — I cannot bear it.'' 

"Get up, James,'' quietly said Miss Lee, 
"here is Annie wondering what you are doing 
so long away from her." 

James rose as red as fire; with a lowering 
brow he turned to the door : it was half open, 
and a curly-headed little girl stood on the 
threshold looking at them, her eyes wide open 
with surprise. "Ay," thought James Crankey 
with a swelling heart, "this is the companioa 



GRACE LEE. 137 

she gives me; but she shall feel^ she shall 
know yet, I am a man — not a boy." And 
without deigning to give Annie Hanley a 
second look, he left the dtawing-room by ano- 
ther door. 

''Come in, Annie,'* gently said^ Miss Lee; 
und sitting down she beckoned the little girl 
to her. Annie came willingly; Grace took her 
on her knees, kissed her, then asked how she 
liked James. 

'' I don't like him,'' was the frank reply, " he 
pinches me." 

Grace laughed and caressed her, until Annie, 
unused to sit up so late, fell asleep in her 
arms, with her curled brown head resting on 
the shoulder of Miss Lee, by whom she was 
consigned to the care of Mademoiselle Dupuis. 

Doctor Crankey's rooms were in the most 
retired part of Miss Lee^s house. Thither she 
now bent her steps. She found him studying by 
lamp-light, like any ancient sage. As she softly 



138 GBACE LEE« 

raised the heavy velvet hanging that divided 
his apartment^ and put in her dark head glit^ 
tering with a narrow gold circlet^ he raised 
from the heavy Saint Jerome open on his lap, 
a face as rugged, though not quite so grand, ad 
that of t^e illustrious father; hut on seeing 
Grace he suddenly smiled, like one greeted by 
a pleasing vision. She sat down on a stool at 
his feet; he stretched out his hand, and 
smoothed her hair softly and fondly. 

" What have you got there ? " said Grace, 
attempting to raise the heavy quarto and draw 
it on her lap. '^ Latin ? Ah ! I fear I have 
forgotten my Latin.'' 

^' Yes, you have become a grand lady ; and 
once you were plain Grace Lee. You were 
happy then.'' 

" So I am now. I could be happy sitting on 
a throne as a queen ; and happy running along 
a green hedge as a bare-footed peasant girl. 
And how goes the History of the Church?" 



QBACE LEE. 189 

''I have actually gone as far as the third 
chapter of the second book/' 

" Have you really ! '' 

''I am actually dealing with Tertullian/* 

" And favouring him ? I know you like him. 
Well^ he was a fine genius^ but more of a 
Stoic than of a Christian ; and surely if he had 
seen me as I am now^ he would have had me 
stoned and pelted by those veiled virgins for 
whom he wrote; and yet I cannot help liking 
him for the fire and grandeur of his nature/^ 

"And what have you been doing with your- 
self this evening ? " 

" Nothing wonderful. To-day is Thursday, I 
had my usual guests. I expected one who came 
not; I dare say you remember him, that Mr. 
John Owen, to whom I lent, then gave, my 
father's law-books.'' - 

" Ay, ay, I know him of old." 

" Of old, Doctor Crankey ? " 
. "Yes; he was a sort of pet at Hawthorne 



140 OEACE LEE. 

House when I was chaplain there, and I taught 
him mathematics and algebra/^ 

" Was he a good pupil V . 

" He was clever enough. Indeed why should 
I not give him his due? He was by far the 
cleverest lad I ever met with; his mind was 
vigorous beyond his years, and his heart hard 
and ambitious too; but he had at times a look 
that made me think of Cain and Satan; and I 
cannot say I ever liked him.^' 

" You do not speak as if you did/^ said Grace, 
half smiling. ^^Cain and Satan, — there is a 
character for you.^^ 

" I only spoke of his look, you saucy girl. He 
may have improved for all I know.'^ 

^' Not much, I dare say.'' 

" How is he getting on — is he succeeding ? " 

" I doubt it." 

"If he does not it will not be for want of 
trying. I remember giving him once a problem 
to solve, and saying to him as I gave it, ' John 



GRACE LEE, 141 

Owen, you cannot do it/ Just as shortly he 
replied, ' Doctor Crankey, I will do it/ " 

" And did he do it ? '' asked Grace, looking up 
in the face of the priest. 

" He sat at it two days and two nights ; he 
could not eat, he could not sleep, for thinking 
of it. At length on the third day " 

"He did it,'^ interrupted Grace. '^I knew 
he would.^^ 

Doctor Crankey put forth a sarcastic lip. '' He 
do it ! ^' he replied. " Was he a Pascal ? — ^was he 
a Newton ? No, and clever lad though he was, 
mathematics were not in his way." 

'' What did he do, then ? " asked Grace, with 
some impatience. 

"He fell ill of a brain fever, brought on by 
pure rage and vexation. He had the pride of 
Lucifer.^* 

Miss Lee put no more questions. She rose 
and said, " You remember we are going to Wales 
to-morrow. Doctor Crankey?^' 



142 GRACE LEE. 

He looked confounded. '' I had forgotten all 
about it,** lie said, at length. "Why, I want to 
go to the British Museum to-morrow/' 

" We shall not stay long in Wales. I want to 
go, and Lily too.'^ 

On hearing the young girl's name the priest 
frowned : he was tenacious of old dislikes ; he 
was going to speak ; but Grace quickly laid her 
hand on his lips. 

" She is young,'* she said, hastily, " and flighty. 
I know she annoyed you the other day, by up- 
setting your inkstand ; but she did not mean it." 

"Did she not, though!" growled Doctor 
Crankey. "A little Judas! I always said it, 
Grace. Grace, Grace, you will repent your 
foolish fondness for that girl." 

£ut Grace only smiled. 



GRACE LEK. 143 



CHAPTER VI. 

# 

The sun was descending all gold behind the 
dark mountain ridge ; the opposite hills of barren 
rock were now purple and azure; the torrent 
rushed green and foaming in the narrow dell 
below; above spread the heavens of eternal 
blue; and by the torrent lay the restless — 
ambitious man, whose dreams that wild Welsh 
dell had haunted. 

He lay ^midst the yellow gorse in bloom; he 
felt on his feverish brow the fresh mountain 
breeze ; his ear drank in with delight the roaring 
of the waters, "Oh I Wales/^ he thought, "there 
is no land like you ; no mountains, no lakes, no 
rivers, no torrents are like yours,/- my country ! '^ 



144 GRACE LBB. 

and heedless of the declining sun^ regardless of 
the hour, he sank into a waking dream, — that 
sweet torpor of the senses, more delightful than 
entire slumber, in which our mother Nature 
loves to wrap us, her vexed and wearied children. 
His reverie was abruptly broken by a silent 
and sudden apparition on the opposite bank. 
His eye had wandered there a minute before and 
had seen nothing, save the barren and pathless 
rocks that overhung the green waters ; and now 
a lady, young and richly dressed, sat calmly on a 
granite fragment washed by the rushing torrent. 
The rocks rose dark and high behind and around 
her; there was light in the sky above, but it 
entered not this sombre and sunless spot. With 
her robe of rich changing silk, her gold ch&telaine 
glittering in its shining folds, and a gemmed 
bracelet clasping her arm, half veiled by her 
sleeve of lace, the lady's figure looked as bright 
and as warm as a gleam of sunshine in some cool 
and shady grotto. Who was she how had she 



GRACE LEE. 145 

come there? He looked around and conld see 
no path and no issue ; he looked at her, her head 
was bare; the dark curls which clustered around 
her neck did not seem to have been even stirred 
by the mountain breeze ; her silk robe had not a 
stain of dew ; her small sandalled feet looked as 
if they had trod on the softest carpets to reach 
this rugged spot. 

Mr. Owen smiled to himself and remembered 
old Welsh legends of fair ladies spirited away to 
the mountains, where they sometimes suddenly 
and silently appeared to solitary wanderers like 
him, and again as suddenly vanished. Unseen 
himself, he looked at her curiously. She sat very 
still, with her hands clasped on her lap, in an 
attitude that was not without grace ; yet fair or 
lovely she was not, her complexion was too dark, 
her features were too irregular for beauty. 

" I have seen her before,^^ thought Mr. Owen ; 
^' where, I wonder? ^^ 

Again he looked at her; she had risen; she 

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146 GRACE LEE. 

had gone to a spot lower down, where the torrent 
flowed less fiercely; there, kneeling down on the 
dark rocks, she stooped ui^til her face ali&5st 
seemed to touch the wavcj eight times she 
dipped her hand in the flowing tftream, eight 
times she raised it to her lips and drank. 

'' She is Welsh, and she has been eight years 
away,'' thought Mr. Owen, suddenly remembering 
the legend of the place. There, in the heroic age 
of Wales, had perished one of her chieftains ; 
and, for some unexplained reason, every son and 
daughter of the land, who visited the place after 
more than one year's absence, was bound to 
drink of the waters of the torrent as many times 
as he or she had been years away ; or, failing in 
this, to encounter strange misfortunes and deep 
woe. Curious to see more nearly this faithful 
observer of her country's rites and ancient 
traditions, Mr. Owen rose and walked down the 
torrent until he came to the spot opposite that 
where she still knelt. There he, too, bent over 



GRACE LEE. 147 

the stream^ and^ taking up water in his hand^ he 
drank several times. 

The lady seemed more surprised than startled 
at his sudden appearance. She looked at him 
in that free, fearless way in which children 
look at strangers. She watched his movements 
curiously; then suddenly, as after drinking the 
last time, he seemed on the point of turning 
away, she said rather eagerly : 

" You had better drink another time, Mr. Owen, 
or else, you know the story, Ap Rhydon will be 
fatal to you.'' 

^^ You know me,'^ exclaimed Mr. Owen, taken 
by surprise, " why, who are you? 

'* Guess,*' was the reply, as prompt as the 
question. ' 

But instead of guessing, Mr. Owen, rather 
vexed at having betrayed so much astonishment, 
looked at her keenly and fixedly. 

She sat below the roar and foam of the torrent 
where it flowed still and deep, but the waters. 



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148 GRACE LEE. 

though smooth^ were broad, and plank, or bridge, 

or means to cross there was none. Thus secure 

from intrusion the lady bore Mr. Owen^s look 

with much composure, and returned it somewhat 

mockingly. 

^'You cannot guess," she said again, "well 

time will te]l you. I am one of the guests' of 

the house where you arrived this morning ; and 

this evening, unless you are late, we shall, sit at 

the same dinner table.^^ 

"Thank you,'' said Mr. Owen smiling, "I 

know you now — ^you are Lady Emma Meredith's 

companion.'' 

" How do you know ?" quickly asked the lady. 

"Very easily, there are nine ladies in the 
house; Mrs. Gerald Lee and Mrs. Gla^don, 
whom I have seen ; Mrs. Rashleigh, whom I know 
of old ; Mrs. Lloyd and the three Misses Lloyd, 
who are all red-haired; Lady Emma Meredith 
and her companion. Lady Emma is fifty at least, 
you are evidently the companion.'' 



GRACE LEE. 149 

"Strewd conclusion. Well I confess I have 
not been long in my new situation; can you, 
Mr. Owen, give me an insight into its duties and 
obligations.^* ' 

" Have you ever been a companion before ?" 

" Never.'^ 

"Do you wish for the truth ?^' 

" Certainly ! for the whole truth.'' 

" Well then, my young countrywoman — '' 

"How do you know I am Welsh ?^' she 
interrupted. 

" By your speech — besides I saw you drinking 
eight times the waters of the Ap Rhydon." 

"And you six, Mr. Owen, though you have 
been seven years away. I told you ill luck would 
befall you ; well, well, it will be your own fault — 
and now pray go on." 

" Prepare for a hard life,^' he resumed. " Lady 
Emma is a charming lady, but she is a great and a 
rich lady, and every one knows what that means." 

" What does it mean?^' 



150 GRACE LEE, 

" Truly you have not been a companion long or 
you would not ask. It means caprice and self- 
ishness." 

^^A pleasant prospect," said the lady in a 
piqued tone. 

" You asked for the truth. Well here are your 
duties. To take out Lady Emma's pet King 
Charles three times a day for an airing. To read 
to Lady Emma until you are faint, then to be 
scolded for being nervous. To spend every 
evening in playing cards, but never on any 
account to win." 

^^ Excuse me ; a poor companion cannot afford 
to lose." 

Win then at your peril." 

"Truly, sir, you draw a hard picture. Pray 
what else?" 

'^What else! why everything else* You are 
young, but you must have none of the instinct 
of youth. Talking, laughing, pleasure are ,not 
meant for you » 



OB ACE LEE. 151 

"Aaddaucing?'' 

" Dancing ! Have you lost your senses ? Why 
you must play a whole evening whilst others 
danoe^ but you must never dance. Nor must you 
sing ; if you have accomplishments^ hide them as 
so many sins. Th^y are worse than sins in you^ 
they are an absurd presumption." 

" Then I suppose I must not dress too fine." 

''Be certain of it: let a plain brown gown, 
something very neat^ but excessively simple^ be 
your invariable attire. One last lesson : be civil 
to all, from the footman to the lady, yet never 
think yourself sure of an hour's peace or 
goodwill." 

The lady heard him with her head bent and 
her cheek on her hand. When he ceased she 
looked and smiled rather wistfully; and even 
across the torrent he could see that her eyes were 
soft and dark, and that her smile was very sweet. 
Then rising, she said : 

'' You have drawn a dismal picture, Mr. Owen ; 



■/ 



152 GRACE LEE. 

but I am young, God is good to the young, and 
spite all you have said I will hope in pleasant, 
:;usunshiny days. And now, adieu, take my advice; 
drink once more of the Ap Rhydon, or woe will 
befall you.^^ She lightly ascended one rock and 
disappeared behind another ; Mr. Owen smiled to 
himself rather curiously. 

^' Ay, go. Miss Lee,^^ he thought, " if you re- 
member me, I too remember you : and for once 
at least you have heard the truth; for once you 
have been told in plain speech you are a woman 
like another.^^ 

The last golden glow had faded from the narrow 
valley; the rising wind moaned amongst the 
mountains, hght mists floated acrosi^ their rocky 
summits, and gloom filled the depths of this wild 
gorge. Slowly and reluctantly Mr. Owen left that 
spot. Its dreary aspect was pleasanter to his eye 
than the fairest face ; no voice was so sweet to his 
ear as its wild murmurs ; athirst after seven years 
he now drank deep of nature and solitude. At 



GRACE LEB. 153 

length he rose ; he took a lonely path amongst 
the mountains; he followed it, passing through 
thickly wooded defiles, through wilder valleys, 
until a sudden turning brought him to the open 
sea, now retreating with the evening tide from the 
cliff-girt shore. 

In all Wales there was no spot more beautiftd, 
more romantic than this. It lay a small green 
plain, bounded on one side by the boundless sea, 
on the other by a long background of verdant 
mountains. The sun which Mr. Owen had seen 
declining behind them, only now set in the dark 
blue waves, a ball of fire. A purple and yellow 
glow encircled the broad horizon — above spread 
the sky serenely pure. On the slope of the nearest 
mountain rose a white house ; it had belonged to 
the late Miss Grace Lee, in it now dwelt Gerald 
Lee^s mother. It was built Italian fashion, with a 
loggia, or open and arched gallery in front, to 
which on either side led a broad stone staircase. 
As Mr. Owen slowly ascended the steps, he saw a 

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154 GRACE LEJEL 

group of ladies standing in the central and widest 
arcli^ and thence looking at the broad sea and 
setting sun. Amongst them he at once recognised 
Miss Lee, She had changed her attire for one of 
still greater richness and elegance^ and ihe stood 
with her elbow leaning on the white stone balus- 
trade^ graceful and still as any lady of the olden 
time. 

" Well, Mr. Owen, how do you like our moun- 
tains ? '^ patronisingly asked Mrs. Gerald Lee, a 
large and stately lady. 

" Like one who was born amongst them," was 
his somewhat cold reply. 

At once Mrs. Gerald Lee became distant. She 
was a most patriotic lady. " Our mountains — our 
noble mountains" were ever on her lips; but even 
as some painters use mountains for the back- 
ground of their picture, so Mrs. Gerald Lee loved 
best the blue hiUs of her native land from her 
London drawing-room. To everything Welsh she 
had an unfortunate abhorrence she scarcely knew 



GRACE LEE* 155 

bow to disguise. Most opposed to her in this 
respect was her sister-in-law. Lady Emma Mere- 
dith. She was a slender, pale, nervous, touchy 
woman, who out of her very touchiness, and from 
an innate suspicion that her country and its 
peculiarities were in every one's thoughts, fore- 
stalled the expected attack by running down Wales 
and the Welsh. But woe to the credulous wight 
who, trusting to Lady Emma^s pale meek face and 
sleepy eyes, ventured to imitate her example; Lady 
Emma heard him out, then turned round as 
treacherous and spiteful as a cat. Concerning 
Mr. Owen she now had her suspicions, and in- 
sinuatingly observed : " To one who has seen the 
mountains of Switzerland, Wales may well seem a 
molehill." 

To this dubious and general remark Miss Lee 
undertook to reply. 

'^ I did not expect such an unpatriotic sentiment 
from Lady Emma Meredith." 

" Oh ! you know me," suavely rejoined Lady 



156 GRACE LEE. 

Emma, " I love my country, but I am a cosmo- 
polite. But, my dear Miss Lee, are you not 
rather chill/^ 

^' Not in the least, thank you/' 

^^ My dearest creature, I assure you there is a 
strong draught ; do, I entreat you, do leave this 
dangerous spot/' 

Everybody present joined in the entreaty; Miss 
Lee declined, laughing. Mr. Owen bowed to Mrs. 
Lee and passed on. Grace looked after him 
silently. He had given her no token of recogni- 
tion; he had shown no surprise on discovering 
that she was Miss Lee and not Lady Emma 
Meredith's companion j Grace was quick to guess 
the truth : " He knew me all along," she thought. 

" Who is that dark ugly man ?" asked Lily. 

" Mr. Owen." 

^^ And who is Mr. Owen ?" 

No one replied ; but Mrs. Eashleigh whispered 
to the three red-haired Misses Lloyd in succession. 

^' Shocking," said Anna. 



GRACE LEE. 157 

" Dreadful ! ^^ exclaimed Mary. 

But Mary Anna looked unable to speak. Mrs. 
Gerald Lee winced a little. She had a strong 
suspicion that her flighty son-in-law had intro- 
duced some low-born person into this aristocratic 
company. 

The dinner was long and rather dull. Lady 
Emma Meredith, who had deluded a certain 

Scotch Major Muir with her usual arts, then, 
according to her custom, suddenly turning upon 
him, somewhat enlivened one end of the table; 
at the other end sat Rashleigh Rashleigh talking 
to the three Misses Lloyd, in order to be heard 
by Miss Lee. He was then a tall, slender, smooth 
man of twenty-eight, plausible in aspect and in 
speech, with a false look and falser smile, with 
two voices, one real, arrogant, and full ; the other 
soft and pedantically clear ; the voice of one who 
is preaching, or reading, or lecturing, who speaks 
not because he has something to say, but because 
he wants to be heard. 



158 GRACE LEE. 

^' So he too wants the golden prize/* thought 
John Owen, seeing how sedulously he sought to 
catch Miss Lee^s attention ; " Ay let him try, 
she is not for him/* 

Grace sat opposite him between Gerald Lee 
and Captain Glawdon ; to her as to their natural 
centre verged the looks, the smiles, the speeches, 
of all present. Mr. Owen saw how she breathed 
in this atmosphere of flattery as in her native 
element, and he smiled with pity for the flattered, 
with scorn for the flatterers. 

At length the dinner was over. The ladies 
rose and left the gentlemen to their wine. Lily, 
like the rest, was ascending the drawing-room 
staircase when the voice of Grace whispered in 
her ear — "Follow me/* and looking round she 
saw her half-sister going down the flight of stone 
steps that led into the garden. 



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CHAPTEE VII. 



The moon hung in the blue east yellow and 
full, and looking down above the brow of the 
mountains lit with a pale and gentle ray the 
flowery garden. Perfumes wild and sweet came 
and departed with every breeze. Grace left the 
gravel paths for the green grass that enclosed the 
gay parterres; her elastic footsteps sank noise- 
lessly on the soft turf, and she glided along as 
swift and as light as a vision of the night. Lily 
followed more slowly, shivering slightly under 
the chill breath of the night-air which only 
freshened the more quick and ardent blood of 
Grace Lee. 

Miss Blount was going, however, to utter a 



160 GRACE LEE. 

prudent remoustrance on the folly of thus risking 

a cold for the gratification of a whim^ when the 

hand of Grace was suddenly laid on her lips. 

Lilv looked round: two dark forms stood on 

the plot near them^ and the scent of cigars 

came borne by the breeze more distinct than 

odoriferous. 

'^ Who is it ?" whispered Lily. 

Before Grace could reply, the drawling voice 
of Captain Glawdon observed : 

" So you do not admire Miss Lee, Owen V 

"No/^ was the brief and carelessly uttered 
reply. 

"Good/^ muttered Grace in a piqued tone; 
"what else V 

"She is a fine girl, though," patronisingly 
observed the Captain without taking out his cigar. 

" Showy ;'^ calmly answered John Owen, also 
smoking. 

" She is very much admired, Mr. Owen.'^ 

" She is very rich. Captain Glawdon." 



GRACE LEE. 161 

'^ And her wealth does not lessen her charms : 
granted ; nevertheless I maintain that my future 
sister-in-law Grace is a fine girl/^ 

John Owen did not seem to consider a reply 
necessary^ and remained silent. 

''Now frankly and candidly/^ resumed the 
Captain, who seemed determined to make him 
speak, " what do you think of Miss Lee ?f' 

John Owen answered the appeal with the 
impatience of one whom the subject did not 
interest. 

" Eeally/^ he said, '* what opinion can I give of 
a lady of whom I know nothing. She may be 
handsome ; all I can say is I did not see it. She 
may be witty, clever, accomplished ; I saw nothing 
in her beyond the free and confident manner of 
a girl who knows that let her say or do what she 
chooses a slavish world will praise and admire 
her still." 

The Captain laughed languidly, and in the im- 
pertinent drawling tone habitual to him, observed : 



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162 GRACE LEE. 

^' You are too severe, John Owen, on my word, 
you are. Grace is a good girl, a little vain, 
especially of her hand and arm.^ 

''Which are both very handsome. I noticed 
them at dinner/^ 

The Captain had drunk enough to be insolent. 
Besides, for the last two days, he had amassed a 
secret store of irritation against John Owen, from 
whom he had been unable to extract the least 
particle of valuable information in the legal 
way. 

'' My dear fellow,'^ he said, mildly, "it will be 
wiser not to mind either the hand or arm of Miss 
Lee. I warn you that she is the golden firuit of 
which I am dragon.*' * 

''Then I suppose it would be positively dan- 
gerous to discover that she has very fine eyes, 
good teeth, &c." 

" It would not be advisable,'^ suavely repUed 
Captain Glawdon. 

She is no goddess,'^ answered John Owen, 



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GRACE LEE. 168 

with a laugh of disdain^ ^^bnt a woman like 
another.'^ ^ 

"Not exactly like another — not exactly, my 
dear firiend^'^ said the Captain^ with an increase 
of gentleness, "for I am dragon^ you know/^ 

Mr. Owen turned round, and tapped Captain 
Glawdon on the shoulder. 

"Captain Glawdon/' he said, significantly, 
"the golden fruit no more tempts me than I 
dread the dragon.^' 

The conversation had reached an uncomfortable 
crisis : the would-be patron and his rebellious 
protege stood eyeing one another silently and 
askance, when from a neighbouring alley the 
voice of Rashleigh Rashleigh was heard, calling 
out with its pedantic distinctness: "Captain 
Glawdon !'' 

Grace did not wait for the issue of this new- 
comer's intervention. She abruptly turned away ; 
in a few minutes she had re-entered the house 
with Lily. From the dining-room, not yet 



164 GRACE LEE. 

forsaken^ came the loud sounds of talking and 
laughing. Miss Lee passed on^ pushed open the 
door of a lonely and elegant sitting-room, redo- 
lent with the perfumes of flowers, and lit by a 
solitary lamp that burned with a mild ray 
reflected in a vast and gloomy mirror. 

" Eaves-droppers hear no good of themselves," 
said Grace, closing the door. ^^Eh ! Lily ?" 

She laughed ; then throwing herself in a deep 
arm-chair, and fanning herself with her hand- 
kerchief, she exclaimed, impatiently, " Is it not 
desperately hot ? " Before the young girl could 
reply, she started up and paced the room with 
hasty steps. 

" Mr. Owen is as rude as he is ugly I " indig- 
nantly cried Lily; "et ce n'est pas peu dire I" 
she added in French. 

Grace smiled and looked over her shoulder at 
the mirror she was then passing, and from its 
depths her dark expressive face smiled back at 
her — a smile of mingled scorn and sweetness. 



GRACE LEE. 165 

" He said I was plain/' she exclaimed gaily ; 
"well, let him; his looks never told me he 
thought me lovely; better his scorn than the 
flattery of others. Besides !" she added, throwing 
back her head with not ungraceful disdain, 
" hath not the poor handmaiden actually found 
favour in the eyes of my Lord Sultan; has he not 
condescended to perceive that we are not wholly 
destitute of those charms that win us favour in 
the eyes of our masters. May we not rejoice in 
the possession of a hand, ay, even of an arm,. 
Nay, our eyes have positively some lustre, and 
our teeth — hear and admire ! are not displeasing 
in the sight of his lordship, who, moreover, has 
kindly added an &c. as polite as it is compre- 
hensive I" 

She laughed, a laugh that spite of its irony 
was, like her speech spite of its sting, sweet and 
clear. But she was not allowed to indulge long 
in these reflections : the door opened, and Mrs. 
Gerald Lee herself entered. Her daughter, a 



166 GKACE LEE. 

gentle young woman, Captain Glawdon'*s wife, 
Lady Emma Meredith, the three Misses Lloyd, 
followed. All alarmed and distressed at Miss 
Lee's absence had come to seek her. And Miss 
Lee graciously yielding to their entreaties, con- 
sented to honour the drawing-room with her 
presence. The gentlemen were abeady above. 
At once Captain Glawdon went up to Grace. 

s 

" Where can you have been all this time ?" he 
languidly asked, dusting with his delicate 
cambric handkerchief a speck from his velvet 
tunic, and gently shaking his lace ruffles, so 
that they fell gracefully over his white hands, 
^^you have been sought for everywhere, up and 
down, in the house, in — 



» 



*' But not where I was,'* interrupted Grace. 

'* And where then were you ? In a rose or in 
a lily?" 

« Guess.'' 

Before the Captain could obey and solve this 
delicate riddle, he was imperatively summoned 



GRACE LEE. 167 

back to a card-table^ wbicb he had deserted on 
Miss Lee's entrance. Grace, turning to Lily 
who sat on the couch by her, said with a scornful 
smile : — 

'' The dragon is no lynx, eh ! Lily ? '^ 

The young girl laughingly pinched her arm. 

Grace half turned round and saw John Owen, 
who sat on the chair next to the couch, partly 
concealed by the heavy window-curtain. He was 
bending towards her with something bright in his 
hand; his eyes had a keen look, and a smile parted 
his lips. Grace feeling betrayed by her last words, 
coloured a little, but her look met his steadily. 

"I believe this belongs to you," he said, 
handing her a bracelet of Arab coins which she 
had worn at dinner, and had not missed from her 
right arm. 

"Yes, it is mine — thank you,'' she replied, 
taking it from him with a cool bend of the head. 
" Where did you find it ? " she added, a little 
abruptly. 



168 GRACE LEE. 

" I picked it up from the steps leading to the 
garden, where Captain Glawdon and I had gone 
to smoke a cigar after dinner/^ 

'^ And where Lily and I had gone to breathe 
a little fresh air/^ 

He looked at her and she looked at him. 
And there was pride, and more than pride, 
perhaps, in either gaze. 

''Did you take another drink of the Ap 
Rhydon ? '^ asked Miss Lee. 

'^ No,^^ he replied with a smile. 

" You disbelieve the prophecy ? " 

'^ I have a firm faith in every old legend." 

" Then why not obey it ? '' 

He smiled again without replying. He showed 
no wish to continue the conversation. Grace 
betrayed neither pique nor displeasure. Her 
dark eyes rested for a moment on John Owen, 
then she smiled rather graciously, like a queen on 
a subject. 

" And so that was Miss Lee's bracelet which 



GRACE LEE. 169 

you founds — ^lucky fellow ! " observed Captaia 

Glawdon, who stood again by them. His tone 

caused the dark face of Mr. Owen to darken^ and 

his look made the warm cheek of Grace flush 

warmer. 

'^Is that coflTee the servant is carrying on a 

tray ? " asked Miss Lee. 

The movements of Captain Glawdon were 
never prompt, and whilst he was indolently 

looking through his eye-glass for the servant and 
tray, Mr. Owen had quietly handed Grace a cup 
of coffee. This, too, the Captain chose to com- 
ment upon by another look, which Grace, 
however, returned so haughtily that he thought 
it advisable to turn away, and saunter back to 
the card-table ; but, unable to forget his precious 
Hesperides even there, he managed to shift his 
chair so as to command a side view of the couch. 
They were talking. What would not Captain 
Glawdon have given to know the subject of their 
discourse, or rather that something more than 

VOL. I. I 



170 GRACE LEE. 

the subject — the tone> the manner — things in 
themselves so slight^ yet that indicate so much. 
Vain hope ! All he could see was that Grace 
Lee looked proud, and often smiled; — of Mr. 
Owen he could make nothing. And this^ to his 
annoyance, lasted the whole evening. At length 
the guests rose and dispersed. 

^^ Captain Glawdon," sententiously observed 
Mrs. Lee when she found herself again alone with 
her son-in-law, '^ may I ask who is that very extra- 
ordinary person, a Mr. Owen I think, a Welsh- 
man, with whom Miss Lee was so taken up the 
whole evening ?^^ 

"A poor devil in the law who has been 
previously useful to me, my dear madam. '^ 

^^And is that a reason for bringing him to 
this house ? " asked Mrs. Lee with dignified 
reproach, " is that a reason for — " she paused ; 
she was speaking to vacant walls. Captain 
Glawdon had vanished. 

Miss Lee was sitting in her adopted sister's 



GRACE LEE. 171 

room^ and Lily was entertaining her with com- 
ments more pungent than charitable on every 
one in the house. She began with Mrs. Gerald 
Lee and closed with John Owen. 

^' I never daw such a bear as he is^ nor such an 
angel as you are, Grace." 

"And why am I an angel?" asked Miss Lee, 
half raising her head from the depths of the 
arm-chair in which she sat. 

" Why he is as bitter as gall to you, and you — 
you are as sweet as honey to him." Grace laughed. 

'^ 'Tis his temper to be bitter," she said ; " and 
mine to be sweet. Let him— if he is bitter he is 
true, and what is there beyond truth in this 
world ? Besides," she added, smiling, " if he 
does not like me, how can he help it? Well, 
good-night, Lily, God bless you I I must go and 
see Doctor Crankey." 

Miss Lee, like an ancient Roman, had tra- 
velled with all her household gods; but the 
chief of them, her old guardian, had made his 

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172 GRACE LEE. 

conditions before moving. He insisted on a 
shrine of his own, and refused to consort with 
the other Lares : to speak more plainly. Doctor 
Crankey had accompanied Miss Lee to Wales on 
the clear understanding that he was to sleep, eat, 
and study in his own rooms, and never to be 
expected to appear in the drawing-room, or to 
mingle with Mrs. Gerald Lee's guests. To his 
apartment, Miss Lee who never allowed a day 
to pass without spending part of it with him, 
now proceeded. 

Doctor Crankey received her with a placid 
smile ; Grace sat down at his feet ; he quietly 
smoothed her dark hair. She was the first to 
speak. 

" Doctor Crankey,^' she said, suddenly looking 
up in his face, '^why did you never teach me 
algebra as well as Greek and Latin ? ^' 

*'And what good would algebra have done 
you ? '^ asked the priest with raised eyebrows. 

^^ What good does it do anyone ? What 



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GRACE LEE. 173 

good did it do that John Owen of whom you 
were speaking the other day ? '^ 

"None in the world, I dare say; but it was 
his whim to learn, and mine to teach /^ 

" I am sure he was a disagreeable pupil/' 

" He was not amiable." 

" Insolent ? " 

"No; not at 'all; but there was something 
unpleasant about him ; that is very certain J 

" He was quarrelsome, vindictive/ 

" There you are mistaken,'^ interrupted Doctor 
Crankey, who would not have belied the Evil One 
himself, " he was not at all quick to take offence. 
Indeed, I never knew the lad to have more than 
one quarrel, and then young Hawthorne, an inso- 
lent little fool, was to blame. After bearing with 
him until I thought he must be very patient or 
very mean, John one day quietly turns round 
and knocks him down." 

" He must have been in a nice passion." 

" No; he was quite cool, and picked up Haw- 



174 GRACE LEE. 

thome^ explaining to him that he did not like 
fighting, but that as he, Hawthorne, wanted a 
lesson, he had been compelled to give him one : 
a piece of reasoning that exasperated the other 
even more than the blow." 

" How old was he then ? " 

" Fifteen or so." 

'^ A good beginning," drily replied Miss Lee ; 
but she did not tell the old man that Mr. Owen 
was in the house. She sat at his feet, her arms 
folded, her head bent, her whole attitude expres- 
sive of deep thought. Eegardless of this. Doctor 
Crankey entertained her with the account he 
proposed to give in his History of the Church, of 
the blessed Saint Jerome. 

" He disliked women, did he not ? " suddenly 
asked Grace, looking up. 

"Nay, child; have you forgotten his long 
and faithful friendship with Saint Paula, with 
her daughter Eustochium, with that devout 
widow — " 



GRACE LEE. 175 

Grace laughed. 

" You are talking of Saint Jerome," she said, 
'' and I am talking of Mr. Owen.'' 

''Then you might choose a better subject/' 
impatiently replied the priest, ''and what do I 
know whether a surly boy liked or did not like 
your foolish sex ? You are dreaming, child, you 
have sat up too late; go and sleep, go and 
sleep." 

Grace was too much accustomed to the ups 
and downs of Doctor Crankey's temper to trouble 
herself with this pettish outburst; but she did 
not pursue a subject evidently distasteful. She 
looked at him awhile smiling, then she rose and 
went up to the window. Doctor Crankey's rooms 
were on the ground-floor, and the window by 
which Grace stood opened on the garden and 
overlooked the sea. Shrouded in by the heavy 
curtain which she had raised, then allowed to fall 
behind her, Grace looked out on the dark night. 
She saw the sombre outline of dark tall trees, the 



176 GRACE LEE. 

black vast mountains, the paler sky, which the 
travelling moon had not long forsaken ; she heard 
the whistling of the wind, the rushing voice of 
mountain torrents, the deep, sullen surge of the 
sea, and a voice sweet, powerful, irresistible, 
seemed to call her forth. She noiselessly opened 
the window and glided out. She was at the end 
of the garden when Doctor Crankey missed her. 
Though he found the window open, it did not occur 
to him that she had gone out into the garden ; 
there was another door to his rooms than that 
by which she had entelred : through that he con- 
cluded Miss Lee had passed, and closing the 
window he thought no more of the matter. 

The gayest, the most genial temper can have 
the keenest enjoyment of solitude. To Miss 
Lee, surrounded as she was the whole day with 
flattery and flatterers, it became at times a want, 
a thirst to be satisfied and sated no matter how. 

On reaching the end of the garden she paused, 
not merely because of the natural barrier, but 



GRACE LEE. 177 

because she found there all she sought. It was 
bounded by a low wall, built on the very edge of 
the sea- washed cliff; beyond it spread the ocean, 
illimitable and gloomy as the night that hung 
over it. The evening was not chill, but its mild- 
ness was just freshened by the sea-breeze. Miss 
Lee sat down on a stone bench; she laid and 
rested her head on the ivy-grown wall; below 
her spread the vastness of the sea, above her the 
darkness of the sky, and between both, vaguely 
seen, a long line of shore — a boundless 
horizon. 

^' Oh ! this too is happiness,^' she thought ; 
" this too is delightful ! World, t|;^ou art 

sweet ; Nature, thou art sweeter.'^ And her 
heart throbbed with delight, and happy tears 

filled her eyes. With a start she looked up. 
She had heard a step approach; she now saw a 
dark form draw near, then suddenly pause, and 
sit on the wall against which she leaned. Some- 
thing in the height, in the gait, at once made her . 

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178 GRACE LEE. 

recognise John Owen. He, too, had come there 
to re&esh his spirit with the peace and silence of 
the night ; but he neither saw her nor was he 
conscious of her presence. Miss Lee, not wish- 
ing to appear or be seen, remained very still, in 
the hope he would go first;' but Mr. Owen 
showed no inclination to move from the spot, 
where he sat with folded arms and looks bent 
on the sea. Grace waited ; then losing patience, 
she rose and said quietly : 

" Good-night.'^ 

He moved slightly ; but before he could reply, 
the languid voice of Captain Glawdon was heard 
observing, from an alley close by : 

" Good-night ! and what spirit says good-night 
at this hour ? " 

"Would you have it say good-night in the 
morning ? '^ 

" Humph ! '' 

" Or do you, perhaps, object to the wanderings 
of spirits ? " 



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GRACE LEE. ]79 

" Not in the least, if I only knew what spirit 
I am addressing/^ 

" It answers to the name of Grace Lee/^ 

" And may I ask what other spirit was honoured 
with this adieu ? '' 

No one replied ; but Captain Glawdon stepping 
up to where John Owen still sat, for he had not 
moved, easily recognised him. 

^* Oh, Mr. Owen ! ^^ he exclaimed in a tone 
that said, '' I knew it ! '' 

Captain Glawdon had begun by feigning sus* 
picions he did not feel ; he now really felt them^ 
He remembered the wish Grace had shown to 
see this poor and obscure barrister, the satisfac- 
tion she had betrayed when he had said to her, 
"You will find him in Wales ;'^ and coupling 
these facts with the strange fancies of women in 
general, and of great and rich ladies in particular, 
he now fell into a strange and gross mistake. 

"Oh, Mr. Owen!" he said again, "why, I 
was previously seeking Mr. Owen, and not find* 



180 GRACE LBB. 

ing him within tlie house, I concluded 'he was 
without/' 

''Shrewd. Well, good- night to you, too, Cap- 
tain Glawdon. My wanderings cease as yours 
begin/' 

And before the slow Captain could offer to 
accompany her, Miss Lee was gone. Her rooms 
overlooked both the garden and the road that led 
to the house. She dismissed her maid, extin- 
guished her lamp, and opened the garden 
window. It was half-an-hour and more before 
Captain Glawdon and Mr. Owen re-entered the 
house ; almost immediately afterwards she heard 
the front door opening ; she looked out softly and 
saw Mr. Owen go out, and take the road that 

led to the neighbouring town of W . 

^' Good ! '* thought Grace, smiling to herself, 
and in a few minutes she was fast asleep. 



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CHAPTER VIII. 



The night had been serene, and the next morn- 
ing rose bright and lovely. The mountain breeze 
came down in the garden sweet and fragrant; 
the garden itself was fresh and delighful as the 
hour ; the golden sun filled it with warmth and 
brightness ; cool shadows chequered the avenues ; 
and flowers, fresh as the dew that glittered on 
their delicate petals and gemmed their green 
leaves, rose on their stalks straight and beautiful. 
Waking from their long night slumber, they 
opened to the morning and filled the air with 
sweet incense. Doctor Crankey was quietly 
reading his breviary in the sun, when an arm, 
passed within his, suddenly roused him. He 
looked round smiling, but did not speak. Grace, 



J82 GRACE LEE. 

for of course it was she, quietly closed his book 
and said decisively : 

^' You have done for this morning. I want to 
take a walk in the mountains, and you are 
coming with me." 

'' At this hour ? " 

" Certainly at this hour. Besides, look," and 
she pushed open a wooden door by which they 
stood, '^ early as it is, others have been out before 
us. Come, come. Doctor Crankey, I am in a 
hurry." 

Doctor Crankey grumbled, and spoke of foolish 
fancies; but Grace only laughed, and talked of 
the beauty of the sky, of the freshness of the 
morning, of the delightful harmony of breeze, 
flowing water, and singing birds — all blending 
sweetly in the solitary places through which she 
led him. At length they reached a wild valley 
with rising rocks reddening in the morning 
sun, and a rushing torrent still in deep shade. 
The freshness of the hour lingered around the 



GBACE LEB. 183 

place^ but not its silence or solitude. On a flat^ 
small grassy sward four gentlemen lounged 
about^ smoking and talking. One was Captain 
Glawdon, who stood leaning in an attitude 
against the wall of rock behind ; in an opposite 
direction John Owen walked up and down with 
rapid steps : his arms were folded^ his look was 
downcast^ his face was more sallow than ever, 
^' He looks sullen and dangerous/* thought 
Grace ; but from him her look quickly wandered 
to two gentlemen who, a little apart, walked 
up and down. 

" Humph ! what have we got there ? " said, or 
rather grumbled, Doctor Crankey. 

^^They are measuring paces/' calmly replied 
Grace; "one of them is Major Muir; the other, 
surely I ought to know those blue spectacles and 
that drooping nose ! The other is Doctor Marsh 

himself, fetched last night from W for the 

praiseworthy purpose. Good morning. Doctor 
Marsh.'' 



184 GRACE LEE. 

She dropped Doptor Crankey's arm and 
stepped forward, uttering the salutation in a 
clear, musical voice. There was a pause resem- 
bling dismay among the gentlemen. Doctor 
Marsh remained aghast in the very act of measur- 
ing, his right foot before his left. Major Muir, 
too deaf to hear, but not too blind to see Grace, 
hastily dropped his overcoat on something that 
lay on the grass. Captain Glawdon hemmed, 
and, throwing away his cigar, stepped forward 
with a ready smile. John Owen bowed stiffly and 
impatiently; then resumed his walk, a moment 
interrupted. 

" Have you really patients in the Ap Rhydon V 
resumed Miss Lee, still addressing Doctor Marsh. 

^' Hem ! — I — really '^ Beyond this the dis- 
concerted Doctor could not go; Grace would, 
however, have compelled him to some reply or 
other, had not the Captain interfered. 

'^ Lovely morning ! " he drawled forth rather 
than spoke ; " the house felt so oppressive, that 



GRACE LEE. 185 

Major Muir and I thought we would just inhale 
the morning breeze before breakfast/' 

"You were measuring paces when we came 
up/' quietly said Grace ; " was that to inhale the 
morning breeze?'' 

'^ A race," promptly replied Captain Glawdon ; 
'^ a wager between John Owen and your humble 
servant. The said John, relying on his moun- 
tain breeding, boasted himself yesterday evening 
to be more swift of the foot than George Glaw- 
don ; whereon there issued a friendly discussion 
and a wager." 

" What are the stakes ?" 

" My ruby ring against a box of carved wood, 
which, on the score of its being an heir-loom, 
he never would part with." 

" But risks in a wager 1 Consistent, Well, 
Captain Glawdon, if Doctor Crankey will stake 
anything for Mr. Owen, I stand by you. Pray 
begin ; we shall like it above aU things." 

"So far as I am concerned," composedly 



186 GRACE LBB. 

replied Captain Glawdon^ " this is unfortunately 
out of the question. With a fair lady so near, 
I should assuredly forget myself/' 

" So that, instead of stimulating, I should 
impede your exertions. What a pity ! I feel 
I should have liked to see a race — especially 
between you and Mr. Owen — amazingly .'' 

The Captain coughed and winced. Grace 
resumed : 

" But what an odd place for a race, Captain 
Glawdon ; you have scarcely thirty feet of level 
ground. Why did you not take the garden 
rather ?'' 

''Not solitary enough,^' replied the Captain, 
giving her a mistrustful look. '' We were afraid 

of disturbing the ladies.'^ 

« 
''I fear I shall not prove so considerate. I 

am selfish enough to interrupt the pastime I 

cannot share ; and since I am not to see the race, 

why, then, I think I shall stay here and 

prevent it,'' 



GRACE LEE. 187 

She sat down on a ledge of rock as she spoke. 

The Captain bowed. 

"I submit/^ he said, politely; and coming 
round to where she sat, he oflFered to escort her 
home. 

Grace did not answer ; her look fell on Major 
Muir and Doctor Marsh, who stood apart 
conversing in low tones. Then she turned to 
him and said : 

'^ I suppose they are fixing on some spot more 
convenient than Ap Rhydon has proved." 

" I should not wonder/' he coolly replied, again 
oflfering her his arm. 

" Thank you,'' said Grace, ^^ I am not going in 
yet, besides I want to speak to Mr. Owen." 

The Captain could not oppose a wish so 
distinctly stated. He whistled and walked oflF to 
Major Muir and Doctor Marsh, whilst Miss Lee, 
raising her voice, said clearly and distinctly : — 
" Mr. Owen." 

John Oweri, who was still walking up and down 



188 GRACE LEE. 

without taking the least share in what passed 
around him, did not heed the appeal, which Grace 
was obliged to repeat in a louder key. 

'^ Mr. Owen, I should like to speak to you if 
you please." 

On hearing his name, he stopped short and 
raised his head. He looked fixedly at Miss Lee, 
whilst she uttered her request, then without 
replying came round to the rock where she sat 
waiting. By her sat Doctor Crankey, who had 
very calmly looked on the whole time. 

'^ Mr. Owen," said Grace looking from him to 
Doctor Crankey, ^'have you forgotten an old 
friend?" 

Mr. Owen gave the priest a surprised and 
attentive look. 

^'Yes John," carelessly said Doctor Crankey, 
^'you see your old teacher, and what have you 
been doing with yourself since I saw you last ? " 

" I have taken to the bar." 

•' The bar, and why the bar ? the devil was the 



GRACE LEE. 189 

first barrister in my opinion, Eve was his first 
client, and we pay tlie costs to this day/^ 

'^ I shall treasure up the fact for my history of 
eminent lawyers — ^if I should write one. By-the- 
by, sir, when will your History of the Church be 
finished ? " 

"Before yours is begun, FU be bound/' 

"And so,'' here interfered Captain Glawdon, 
who had sauntered back to where they stood, 
" and so you will not come home now." 

He spoke to Grace. 

" No, thank you," she carelessly replied, " Ap 
Rhydon is pleasant in the morning." 

The Captain bowed and walked off with Major 
Muir. Doctor Marsh remained behind looking 
foolish ; but he kept at a good distance from the 
group on the rock, and, botanically inclined, 
searched amongst the stones by the torrent for 
plants and flowers. 

Doctor Crankey looked up at Mr. Owen, and 
said in his sarcastic fashion : — 



190 GRACE LEE. 

" We were talking of the devil. It strikes me 
John, that he must have been very busy with you 
this morning. So you were going to fight a duel 
with that dandy, that coxcomb, that fool who 
reckons his duels by the rings on his fingers. 
Well, well, I thought more of an ambitious man 
like you — and pray,^^ he abruptly added, '^ what 
was the duel to Ije about ? '^ 

He spoke of it as of a play to be acted. 
Grace smiled mischievously. Mr. Owen looked 
from her to Doctor Crankey, and said haughtily: — 

" You are privileged, sir.^^ 

" Oh ! you will not call me out. Truly, John, 
I am very much obliged to you. Well, Grace, 
are you coming ? '^ he added, rising. 

Miss Lee took his arm, and with a quiet bend 
of the head to Mr. Owen, she left the spot. 

^^How did you know all this was to be?' 
abruptly asked Doctor Crankey. 

^^ I did not know it, I guessed it, and Providence 
you see sent us in time.'' 



GRACE LEE. 191 

Doctor Crankey was not a tender-hearted man. 

" Well, well/^ he said, *' if it were not for the 
sin of the thing, I cannot say that I should 
understand why Providence interfered in that 
particular matter, when Providence as we all 
know, daily allows many a better man than that 
sullen-faced John Owen, or that pink-eyed Captain 
Glatwdon, to perish miserably. Truly,^' he added 
in his most thoughtful tone, "the ways of 
Providence are inscrutable,^^ and the reflection 
led him into a train of thought which completely 
caused him to forget the incident of the 
morning. 

Miss Lee said nothing to remind him of it ; 
but as soon as she reached the house, she asked 
to speak to Gerald Lee. He came at once, kind, 
courteous, and attentive. 

" How well you look this morning,^^ he said as 
he sat down by her ; and, indeed, her cheek wore 
a bloom not borrowed from the rose-coloured 
curtains near which she sat. 



192 GRACE LEE. 

^^I have had an early walk, thanks to your 
brother-in-law/' 

" What has he been doing ? *' asked Mr. Lee, 
looking uneasy. 

" He has annoyed me.*' 

^^ That man is a thorn in my side," said Mr. 
Lee, rising and pacing the room up and down, 
"he is a gambler, a spendthrift, worse still, a 
fool. To be ever paying his debts is provoking 
enough ; but it is nothing to the constant dread 
in which I live that he will do something to 
disgrace the family with which he is unfortu- 
nately connected. What has he been doing?*' 
he again asked, stopping short before her. 

^' I will tell you in his presence," she replied, 
smiling. " I do not like him ; but I like fair play." 

Mr. Lee rang, gave a message to the servant 
that answered the bell, and in a few minutes 
Captain Glawdon entered the room picking his 
teeth. 

" De-lighted to see you this morning, Gerald," 



GRACE LEE. 193 

he said, patronisingly extending a fore finger 
to the man who had five times paid his 
debts. 

Mr. Lee returned the greeting with a gentle- 
manly and frozen " Good morning/^ then glanced 
towards Grace, who addressing him, and looking 
at Captain Glawdon, quietly though decisively 
began the attack. 

"I have asked, Mr. Lee,^^ she said, "to 
speak to you in the presence of Captain Glaw- 
don, in order that you may learn from him on 
what grounds a gentleman, whom I have seen 
seven times in all, presumes so far as to watch 
my movements, judge my actions, and finally 
challenge another gentleman, a guest of this 
house, a Mr. John Owen, and that because I 
show that I take an interest in one whom I 
remember since I was a child, who often visited 
my father, and whom I know that my father 
liked.^' 

"A duel!^' exclaimed Gerald Lee, turning 

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194f GBACE LEB. 

Sternly on his brother-in-law, who continued to 
pick his teeth with perfect coolness. 

" Yes, truly a duel,^' answered Grace, " a duel 
of which I, Grace Ljbc, was to hare been the 
heroine ; a duel which I had to go and prevent at 
six o'clock this morning/' 

"Knowing both the spot and the hour,'' 
carelessly said the Captain ; " singular, to say the 
least of it." 

Grace rose and looked him firmly in the face. 

" Captain Glawdon," she said, calmly extend- 
ing her hand towards him, "yon hare uttered an 
untruth and a slander — and you know it." 

The Captain bowed with ironical acknowledg- 
ment. 

'^ Ladies can say what they please," he began. 

His brother-in-law interrupted him. 

"Sir," he said severely, "ever since it was 
my misfortune to be connected with you — ^you 
have done all you could to annoy and provoke 
me. Yet I confess I did not suspect you 



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GRACE LEE. 195 

would presume to interfere with Miss Lee's 
freedom, I cannot understand your motives for 
doing so.^ 

" Because, mon Cher beau fr^re, you are too 
busy with philanthropic schemes to mind your 
own business/' 

"My own business/' returned Gerald Lee, 
reddening. " May I ask you, sir, what business 
of mine this is?'' 

" Faith ! I thought it touched you pretty 
closely," bluntly replied the Captain, looking 
mystified. 

Gerald continued. 

"Did I ever by word or look hint that I 
possessed the least right over the feelings or 
actions of Miss Lee? I profess as a man of 
honour, I never did," he emphatically added, 
turning towards Grace. 

"I believe you," she replied, warmly; "I 
believe you." And she held out to him her 
hand, which he kissed respectfully. Then again 

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196 GRACE LEE. 

addressing his brother-in-law, who looked both 
puzzled and discomiited, he said : 

'^ Captain Glawdon, if you will fight duels and 
disgrace yourself, do not imagine I shall attempt 
to prevent you; but I beg you to understand, 
once for all, that as I claim no control over 
Miss Lee, I will not allow you to exert an imper- 
tinent interference which both she and the world 
would naturally interpret as proceeding from me/' 

By the close of this speech Captain Glawdon 
had recovered his coolness. 

*^Is that all, Gerald ?'' he asked, smoothing 
his lace ruffles. 

''Yes, sir,'' gravely replied Mr, Lee, "that 
is all." 

'' De-lighted to hear it," said the Captain, 
turning on his heel. And he walked oflF hum- 
ming a tune with the impertinent ease of a man 
of fashion under Queen Anne. 

"I wonder," observed Mr. Lee, as the door 
closed on him, "I wonder any one can conde- 



GRACE LEE. 197 

scend to quarrel with that man. What sort of a 
person is that Mr. Owen?'' he added, turning to 
Grace. 

She stood by him with her eyes fixed on a 
large window that overlooked the garden. 

^' You did not observe him yesterday at dinner/' 
she said, without turning round. 

^^Notatall." 

''Well, then, there he stands by that stone • 
vase in the sun." 

Mr. Lee raised his eyeglass, then dropped it 
again. ^ 

'^A peculiar looking man," he said quietly. 
" What is he ? " 

''A barrister who wants to speak, be heard, 
and become famous. Who had built his fortress 
on the sand-foundation of our slippery friend, 
and who is all the more exasperated that his 
plans are upset by a fool whom he despises, and 
that he is obliged to fight for a woman about 
whom he does not care." 



198 GBACE LBIS. 

" Does he care for the duel ? '* 

" I cannot tell. I dare say he is too sensible 
not to feel that there is something rather ridicu- 
lous in standing within convenient distance of a 
man at whom you are to shoot^ and who is to 
shoot at you, but not good or brave enough to 
despise the voice of the world that stigmatises 
as a coward every man who declines a 
• challenge/' 

*^Do you think him wiUing to shun this 
eiicounter ? '' 

'^He dj^ not seek it, but I do not think he 
will take a step to avoid it. Manage without 
him, Mr. Lee. I have a fancy that there are 
strange turns in his temper .'' 

^^ Pray have no fear/' composedly said Mr, Lee, 
"I shall manage without him, as you say; Glaw- 
don must give in. I am sick of his folly: con- 
sider the matter settled.'' 

" What matter ? " said the light voice of Lily, 
who had opened the door unheard, and now 



GEACE LEE. 199 

looked curiously at them both, "Have you 
already begun philanthropy in Wales ? ^* 

Mr, Lee did not condescend to reply to the 
impertinent question. Grace looked at him 
deprecatingly ; then looked to Lily, and said 
— '' Incorrigible ! '^ 

With a laugh the young girl turned away and 
left them. 

" Pray excuse her/' observed Miss Lee, address- 
ing Mr. Lee, " she is young — ^heedless.'' 

" Do not mention it,'' he interrupted, smiling* 
''Miss Blount is a spoiled child." And again 
assuring her that he would arrange everything 
between Captain Glawdon and Mr. Owen, he 
left her. 

The day was mild yet sunny. Miss Lee 
spent the best part of it in the garden with 
Lily. Mr. Bashleigh Bashleigh lounged about 
the two ladies. To Grace he gave most flattery f 
to Lily there is no denying that he gave most 

looks. Grace took all his homage as a matter of 



200 QBACE L£B. 

course — Lily his admiring glances with ironical 
coolness. At length Mr» Bashleigh Bashleigh^ 
feelings perhaps^ that he lost his labour^ walked 
off with himself. 

He was scarcely gone^ when Lily with flushed 
cheeks and flashing eyes^ exclaimed : 

'' I detest Mr. Rashleigh.'' 

"Why so?'^ asked Grace, surprised at this 
outburst. 

"I tell you I detest him. And he shall feel 
it yet some day.'^ 

4 

She looked very passionate and very pretty. 
So pretty that Miss Lee with the indulgence 
which beauty ever wins forgot to chide. And in 
the meanwhile a step was heard on the gravel 
path, a shadow fell on the grass, and Mr. Owen 
with a slight bow had passed on. Without 
saying a word to Lily, Grace rose ; took another 
path, and in a few minutes had reached the spot 
where it met that which Mr. Owen had taken. 

He was coming along with downcast eyes and 



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GRACE LEE. 201 

folded arms when lie suddenly saw her before 
him. She stood trader a tall oak tree in its 
spreading shadow. She wore a simple white 
muslin dress, and a broad round straw hat, that 
half shaded her face and dark clustering curls. 
She looked not unlike one of the brown Tuscan 
girls of central Italy ; but though the garden wa§ 
beautiful, though the day was lovely, these were 
not the colline amene, the pleasant hills, the sunny 
vineyards, the azure sky of the fertile Tuscah 
garden. 

'' How very plain she is,^' thought Mr. Owen, 
who, without caring much about women, had a 
keen sense of beauty, and who had never seen 
Grace so near in broad daylight. 

Perhaps something in his look betrayed his 
secret thought, for a warm glow gathered over 
the face of Miss Lee ; yet with a smile she said : 

" Mr. Owen, I understand from Mr. Lee that 
you mean to leave to-day/' 

" Now,'' he interrupted quietly. 

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202 GRACE LEE. 

" Well then, before you go, let me beg of you 
to forgive me the annoyance I have involuntarily 
caused you to endure in this house/' 

It was his turn to smile. 

*' Captain Glawdon wanted a quarrel with me/' 
he replied ; " forgive me rather that he involved 
you in that which concerned me alone. He has 
apologised and retracted; I am satisfied: let 
nothing in all this trouble and annoy you/' 

Grace looked up at him gently and reproach- 
fully. She seemed to ask for a reply less cold, 
less formal, but nothing in her had the good 
fortune to please Mr. Owen. He bowed, and 
passed on. 

Miss Lee looked after him a little wistfully, 
then she smiled to herself, and slowly turned 
away. Her pride was placed too high for a proud 
man's slight to move or affect it. All she 
thought was — " I wonder why that man dislikes 
me." 



GEACE LEE. 203 



CHAPTER IX. 



Mr. Owen thought no more of his two days^ 
adventure in Wales. Again thrown back on 
the living death of silence and oblivion, he bore 
his fate with a sullen calmness that was not 
resignation. 

He sat as usual one evening in his solitary 
room, ^volving useless schemes, when Ann 
knocked at his door, and silently laid a letter on 
his table. 

Mr. Owen receive<i few letters. He curiously 
raised this to the light. It was a note, small, 
perfumed, neatly sealed, and directed to John 
Owen, Esq., in a free though elegant female 
hand. He broke the seal with some curiosity. 



204 GRACE LBB. 

and read the brief contents : — " Miss Lee^s 
compliments, and an invitation to dinner on the 
Thursday of the following week/' 

Mr. Owen read the note twice over, unable to 
understand its drift. He felt conscious that he 
had not been so amiable or so courteous as to be 
entitled to any great kindness from Miss Lee. 
What did she mean — to conquer or humble his 
stubborn pride ? Whatever her intention might 
be, he resolved to show her that he did not fear 
her. He sat down, wrote oflf an answer by which 
he accepted the invitation, and calmly waited 
the day. 

He began well. Six was Miss Lee's dinner- 
hour; seven struck as he crossed the threshold 
of her mansion. It overlooked Hyde Park, and 
simple and unpretending without, like a Moorish 
dwelling, it was like it within splendid and 
luxurious. Beautiful statues and rare flowers 
adorned either side of the marble staircase that 
led to magnificent apartments above. The floors 



GRACE LEE. 205 

4 

were covered with Turkish carpets of vivid and 
brilliant hues, and on which the foot fell softly 
and silently. Through curtains of the lightest 
and most costly texture the fading light of day 
penetrated, mild and subdued, or in rooms already 
darkened, lamps burned brightly; fair alabaster 
:figures and bronze groups their only guests. At 
length the footman who glided along this fairy 
place noiseless as a shadow, opened a wide door ; 
beyond it extended a splendid drawing-room ; the 
three or four seconds the seiTant took to utter 
his name suflSced to John Owen to seize it in one 
rapid glance. A lamp suspended from the ceiling 
shed its brilliant light over a group, in the centre 
of which stood Miss Lee talking to a little old 
man half-bent in two; farther on a beautiful 
woman reclined on a divan, and laughed and 
jested with a tall moustachio'd gentleman ; three 
other gentlemen conversed apart, and two ladies 
were bent * admiringly over a table of exquisite 
mosaic work. 



206 GRACE LEE. 

They all looked up or turned round on his 
entrance. Miss Lee advanced to meet him^ and 
received him with more politeness than cordiality, 
more as a stranger than like a firiend ; then she 
introduced him to the three ladies and five 
gentlemen present. It is a good thing to be cool 
and self-possessed. John Owen showed neither 
surprise nor pleasure, nor any feeling save that 
of civil indifference. This supercilious bearing, 
joined to the fact that he had kept them an hour 
waiting for their dinner, raised him considerably 
in the opinion of all present ; according to a well- 
known and easy standard, his importance was 
accurately measured by his impertinence. That 
he might be socially speaking no one, was an 
extravagant fancy that occurred to none. The 
mere fact that without being intimate with him. 
Miss Lee had asked him to her pet Thursday 
dinners, proved the contrary. The only question 
at issue therefore was, what was Mr. Owen? 
M^ss Lee had simply said that she expected 



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GRACE LEE. 207 

another guest^ but had said no more. The dinner 
interrupted seyer&l speculations which had already 
begun on the subject. 

We will not commit the fame of Miss Lee's 
Thursday dinners by giving an account of them ; 
with the indescribable charm of look^ tone^ and 
manner wanting, wit spoken might not prove wit 
written; and remarks that seemed striking or 
deep when heard above the jingling of glasses and 
the hum of frivolous table-talk, might now read 
flat and dull. Suffice it to assure the reader that 
the cooking was perfect; that the wines were 
exquisite ; that old Mr. Hanley was very bitter 
and very funny ; Woodman clever and dogmatic; 
Brandon brilliant; Mr. Austin entertaining; 
Stevens rather prosy; Mrs. Chesterfield delight- 
fully amiable ; and Mrs. Brandon and Mrs. Stevens 
as usual rather quiet ; but, lest he should feel too 
disappointed, let us also assure him that, after all, 
nothing wonderfully deep, learned, original, or 
witty was said the whole evening. John Owen 



208 GRACE LEE. 

ate little and drank less^ looked indifferent and 
cool, and, though seated by the beautiful Mrs. 
Chesterfield, never opened his lips unless now 
and then to answer some remark addressed to 
him by Miss Lee. 

She devoted, however, the chief portion of he^ 
discourse to Mr. Hanley and Mr. Woodman, 
between whom she sat. Turning to the latter at 

the close of the meal she said : 

'^How very amusing Mr. Brandon has been 
this evening.^' 

'' Very witty,'' coldly replied the critic. 

He was just then on indiflferent terms with 
Brandon. He had been, as every one knows, the 
making of Brandon ; he had proclaimed Brandon 
a genius when the world was still ignorant of his 
existence. He had sung the praises of Brandon 
on every string ; he had ofiered up numberless 
victims on his altar, and sacrificed daily to this 
insatiable literary Moloch. Yet, hard fate ! — 
Brandon had turned upon him. 



GEACE LEE. 209 

Thus it happened ; the great satirist, seized with 
a poetic fit, had related to the world the story of a 
fair young creature, a sort of mortal sylph, and 
Joe Woodman had plainly told him in print that 
his sylph was all humbug, and in a friendly way 
had advised him "to give again to the public 
one of his keen sarcastic portraitures of human 
nature/^ Isaac Brandon took up his pen, and 
avenged his sylph by giving the public Joe 
Woodman to the life. Inde ins! 

Since then they had been very cool and very 
civil. Mr. Woodman was wise enough to take 
what he had got and keep his peace; but he 
meditated a signal revenge : no less than the 
putting down of Brandon and the raising up of 
some genius in his stead. Geniuses, however, 
not being very common, he was compelled to 
protract his kind intentions, and the better to lull 
the suspicions of Brandon to sleep, he remained 
on speaking terms with him, and even aflfected to 
mention him with an increase of kindness. 



210 GRACB LEE. 

^' Yes, very witty/^ lie repeated, again address- 
ing Miss Lee: "Brandon is a wit; wit, I will 
venture to add, is his forte/* 

"He has a fine phrenological development, 
however/' 

" Not wonderful,*' mildly corrected Mr. Wood- 
man: "large perceptive, small reflective facul- 
ties ; much smaller, for instance, than that sallow 
man near him, who has wit quite as large. 
Splendid head; I wonder where I have seen 
him ? *' 

He turned to Miss Lee and put in his most 

careless tones, the question which had been on 

the tip of his tongue ever since they had sat 
down to dinner. 

"I really know too little of Mr. Owen to 
be able to enlighten you,** quietly replied Grace. 
"Pray have some of this ambroisie h la Lee, 
as Monsieur Baptiste does me the honour to 
call it.** 

" Monsieur Baptiste is a clever man,** sen- 



6BACE LEE. 211 

tentiously observed the critic; "and so/' he 
added^ with adroit negligence, "you have not 
known him long ? '^ 

" I have had him some months/' 

" Mr. Owen ! '' 

'^ Mr. Owen ! oh ! no, Baptiste of course. 
We are talking of Baptiste, Mr. Hanley," she 
added, turning to the old barrister ; " and of his 
ambroisie a la Lee. What do you say to it? 
He has acknowledged to me that he awaits your 
verdict with unpen d^ emotion" 

Mr. Hanley, one of the most genmne gour- 
mands of the age, bowed in acknowledgment of 
the compliment, and half shutting his eyes to 
concentrate the powers of sense, he tasted this 
ambrosial food after the most leisurely fashion. 
For the information of the curious, we can state 
that in colour it was green and brown; in 
substance neither qmte solid, nor yet completely 
liquid — as to its real nature, it was known to 
heaven and Monsieur Baptiste ! 



212 .GRACE LEE. 

^^ Very delicious, indeed/' approvingly ob- 
served Mr. Hanley : '^ and what is it made j 
of?'' ' 

"Monsieur Baptiste ransacked London, then 
locked himself up for three days in his study. 
The name of one of the ingredients is, h&wever, 
known to me; but T am pledged to the most 
inviolable secrecy." 

" ShaU I guess ? " 

"You cannot j the taste is so thoroughly 
disguised as to be whpUy lost. Mr. Woodman, 
pray have more ? " 

"Thank you — ^he is a political writer, is he 
not ? " 

" Who ? — Ah ! you mean Mr. Owen. Heaven 
knows. Were you speaking, sir?" 

"I was giving it as my humble opinion," 
shrewdly replied Mr. Hanley, "that Monsieur 
Baptiste has made a free use of almonds." 

Grace smiled and shook her head; the old 
lawyer looked disappointed ; and Joe Woodman, 



GRACE LEE. 213 

who had a critical liking for contradiction^ 

said, drily : 

" Almonds ! Rice, rather/^ 

"Rice!'' contemptuously muttered Hanley to 
the beautiful Mrs. Chesterfield, by whom he sat. 

" I never thought anything of that man's judg- 
ment. — Rice ! '^ 

"It tastes more like maize,'' placidly ob- 
served Mr. Stevens, swallowing down a large 
spoonful. 

" Oh ! ye gods ! " ejaculated Hanley, whose 
eye, in a fine frenzy rolling, lit with impotent 
wrath on the unconscious and careless artist. 
"Maize! What will come next; flour?" 

The next guess was by no means a vulgar 
one. Mr. Austin, the great traveller, gave the 
name of some Chinese dainty, in thirteen 
syllables of two letters each; but Grace still 
smUed, and shook her head. 

"They know nothing about it," impatiently 
said Mr. Hanley, again addressing Mrs. Chester- 



214 GRACE LEE. 

field. "Look at that Goth; he has not even 
tasted his/^ 

The Goth was John Owen, whose ambrosia 
remained untouched on his plate. Mrs. Ches- 
terfield was more clear-sighted than Joe Wood- 
man; she had her suspicions concerning her 
neighbour. She had a strong impression that 
he might be no one ; and not being remarkable 
for caring much about unknown people, she now 
turned to John Owen, dropped her eyelids, and 
said, with a smile both gracious and ironical: 

" Do not you like ambrosia, Mr. Owen ? " 

"I never touch oysters, ma'am,*^ he replied, 
calmly. 

" Oysters ! ^' exclaimed Mr. Hanley, to whom 
the word was a flash of light, — " oysters ! how 
could I not find it out at once ! Wonderful ! 
perfectly wonderful !^^ 

He looked with unfeigned admiration at 

John Owen, who bore his triumph with great 
equanimity. 



QRACE LEE. 215 

" You have a subtle taste^ sir/^ deferentially 
said the barrister. ''I would give something 
to possess a palate so delicate in the art of 
detecting.^^ 

" Mine had nothing to do with this ; I smelt 
the oysters, and that was enough/* replied Mr, 
Owen, who did not seem to relish the praise. 

Mr. Hanley nearly dipped his nose in his plate, 
but after smelling awhile^ he looked up and 
shook his head. 

" Sir/* he said gravely, '^ your nose is better 
than mine; I am very fond of oysters, but I 
never could have guessed there were any in this 
ambroisie a la Lee*^ 

''And I detest them,*' drily answered Owen, 
''and hate naturally deceives us less than 

love.** 

"A deep remark,** sententiously observed 
Mr. Woodman to Miss Lee; "I trust,** he 
added, lowering his voice, "that Mr. Owen is on 
our side.** 



216 GRACE LEE. 

" I know nothing about him or his opinions/' 
gravely replied Grace. 

The critic gave her a look of mingled scrutiny 
and doubt. He had never known Miss Lee to 
ask any but celebrities to her Thursday dinners : 
John Owen might be anonymously famous^ but 
surely he had done something to obtain the dis- 
tinction conferred upon him ! Grace caught his 
look^ and amused at the direction his thoughts 
persisted in taking, she smiled mysteriously, but 
eluded all further questioning by rising and thus 
giving the ladies the signal of retiring. As she 
left the room, she cast a furtive look at John 
Owen. He still sat quiet, and apparently indif- 
ferent ; but she could detect him keenly watching 
both Hanley and Woodman, like a wary archer 
who keeps his aim in view long before he bends 
his bow. 

Mrs. Chesterfield disliked leaving the dining- 
room for the drawing-room, or, to « speak more 
correctly, the company of men for that of her 



GRACE LEE. 217 

own sex. As a general rule she became sulky 
and ill-tempered. Her first act on the present 
occasion was to resume exclusive possession of 
the best divan, and there by shutting her eyes 
and remaining wholly silent, to recruit for a new 
fit of amiability. Miss Lee, in the meanwhile, 
entertained Mrs. Brandon and Mrs. Stevens, 
both, as the wives of remarkable men generally 
are, quiet, inoflTensive women; mild reflectors of 
their husbands' glory, whom the beauty in- 
variably disregarded. She rallied a little when 

« 
coffee came up, but feeling put out by the length 

of time her faithless admirers consumed below 
out of the light of her smiles, she indulged in a 
little bit of spite ; sipping her coffee with indolent 
grace, and giving her voice the quiet, careless 
tones with which she generally despatched any 
individual so hapless as to have undergone the 
ban of her displeasure, she said to Miss Lee, 
" How very quiet your new friend is ? '' 
" What friend ? '^ calmly asked Grace. 



VOL. L 



218 GRACE LEE. 

" Oh ! that Mr. . . . Mr. Onion> ... is not 
that his name? '' she added^ opening her blue 
eyes^ and looking as innocent as a dove in a wood. 

" Onion? *^ simply ejaculated Mrs. Brandon. 
" What a funny name ! ^' 

" Ridiculous,** said Mrs. Stevens, giggl^^K> 
" Onion t'* 

"Do not mention him,*^ quietly observed Grace, 
turning to Mrs. Chesterfield, "I must expose 
him. Knowing him, spite of all his talent, to be 
a perfect bear to women, I made him sit next to 
you with the hope that you could tame him a 
little; but now I have done with him, and to 
punish him, I shall tell every one how he has 
behaved to you, and disgrace him for ever." 

Mrs. Chesterfield was a celebrated catcher and 
tamer of clever male bears. On her successes in 
this difficult art, even more than on her charms^ 
was based her name as a fascinating beauty. 
. One failure might prove fatal to her fame ; she 
hastened to atone for the error she had com- 



GRACE LEE. £19 

mitted^ in attempting to ridicule a person in the 
favour of Miss Lee. 

" Surely, my dear/' she exclaimed, raising her 
graceful head, '^ you do not think I meant Mr. 
Owen," (she suddenly remembered his name), '' a 
very clever, witty man, — ^whom I never saw be- 
fore,'' she added, to remind Miss Lee that her 
bear was not, at all events, a famous one. '' I 
was alluding,'^ she continued, "to the traveller 
with the Chinese face, who sat between Mrs. ' 
Brandon and Mrs. Stevens.^' 

''And is his name Onion?*' asked Mrs. 
Brandon, of whose mind the word had taken 
strong hold. 

"Really I do not know,'' ironically replied 
Mrs. Chesterfield. 

"His name is Austin," drily said Mrs. Stevens; 
"a very agreeable man indeed," she added, 
turning to Miss Lee; "what an interesting ac- 
count that was of Sultana Ka-el-Issali." 

Mrs. Chesterfield looked as if she felt disposed 

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220 GRACE LEE. 

to deliver some piece of impertinence, but was 

prevented by the sudden entrance of the 

gentlemen. 

Mr. Austin returned to Mrs. Brandon and 

Mrs. Stevens, by whom he was very graciously 

received ; the husbands of these two ladies shared 

the attention of Mrs. Chesterfield. John Owen 

quietly took possession of the only seat free by 

Miss Lee. Mr. Hanley and Joe Woodman 

conversed a little apart. The face of the critic 

expressed insinuating deference; the old man 

listened to him with his hands behind his back, 

his head on one side and a sarcastic smile on 

his face. He had often called the critic Joe 
Humbug, and was accustomed to mention him 

familiarly under this appellation; just as Mr. 
Woodman aptly called him old Reynard. Both 
Bames, to say the truth, were not unmerited, but 
added nothing to the limited degree of friend- 
liness that existed between Mr. Hanley and 
Mr, Woodman, 



GRACE LEE. 221 

On this occasion Reynard proved too much 
for the other. Mr. Woodman, giving up Miss 
Lee as hopeless, was endeavouring to find out 
from Mr* Hanley who and what John Owen 
was. He could not have applied to one better 
informed on the subject. Mr. Hanley knew 
everything about John Owen ; his ambition, his 
struggles, his present position, his desperate 
efforts to rise above the dull stream of obscurity. 
He watched him as a Roman citizen watched 
the gladiator engaged in mortal combat; alike 
ready to hail his fall or his triumph j impartially 
indifferent to either. 

Two motives, however, prevented him from 
gratifying the curiosity of Mr. Woodman. The 
first was a legal habit of reserve he seldom 
broke through. Miss Lee gave good dinners, 
what was it to him what guests she asked? 
The second motive was, that through the care- 
less inquiries of the critic, he read the secret 
belief that John Owen was some great unknown. 



222 .GRACE LEE. 

and he could not resist the exquisite delight of 
leading his critical sagacity on this false scent. 
The task was easy. Joe Woodman had begun 
life with a few select ideas^ to which he had 
faithftilly adhered ever since, and which the 
prospect of an empire would not have induced 
him to change. The first and foremost of these 
was a boundless faith and confidence in the 
infallibility of his own judgment. Instead, 
therefore, of opening his eyes to the truth, he 
pertinaciously shut them and gave himself up 
to his deceiver. Mr. Woodman was very fond 
of an operation he called pumping. With a 
meek simplicity that ought to have awakened 
his suspicions, the old barrister allowed him to 
pump up the following information. Firstly, 
that John Owen was in the law ; secondly, that 
he wrote for the daily press ; thirdly, that some 
of the most clever things in the " Times ^' came 
from his pen, but that this was a profound 
secret. Having thus converted an obscure 



GBACE LEE. ^23 

reporter into a second Junius^ be modestly 
declared he knew no more on the subject. 
Satisfied with the clever manner in which '^he 
had got it all out of him/' Mr. Woodman put 
no more questions, but having, like Frederick 
the Great, extracted the juice from the orange, 
he threw away the rind and quietly walked off. 
No sooner was Mr. Htuiley &ee than he found 
himself beckoned to by Mrs. Chesterfield. He 
obeyed; with a directness of attack suitable to 
her style of conquering beauty, she said at 
once : 

'^Who is that Mr. Owen? Brandon and 
Stevens have been questioning me about him.'' 

** Let them ask Woodman," carelessly replied 
the old man, taking a perverse pleasure in mis- 
leading her too^ ^^he knows all about him." 
Mrs. Chesterfield was generally on her guard 
against Mr. Hanley, but for once she allowed 
herself to be caught. Though still exquisitely 
beautiful she was no longer in the prime of 



224} QEACB LEE. 

youth. She had had time to watch many a 
star from its rise to its settings and it was 
part of her reputation to know every one worth 
knowing. She rose^ looked about, chatted with 
Brandon, admired a Velasquez with Stevens, 
laughed at an Eastern story told by Mr. Austin, 
and quite casually found herself close to Mr. 
Woodman, who stood magnificently leaning 
with his back to the marble mantel-piece. 
Before she could &ame a question, he had said 
in his most careless tones : 

" By the way, how long have you known that 

dark man who sat by you, O , O ; I 

don't remember his name, but he writes for 
the 'Times.''' 

" Oh ! you mean Mr. Owen," negligently 
reph'ed Mrs. Chesterfield, feeling a surprise she 
did not betray, '^ really how can I tell; one 
forgets half the people one knows." 

" Clever fellow ! " emphatically said Joe Wood- 
man, ''pity he does not forsake politics, for 



6BACB LEE. 225 

which he is too personal and bitter^ for some- 
thing in the way of Brandon — only a little 
deeper.^^ 

'^And I who called him Mr. Onion/' re- 
morsefully thought Mrs. Chesterfield ; " how 
unkind of Miss Lee to tell me nothing about 
him/^ 

" Suppose you give him a hint to that 
effect/' confidentially continued Woodman. He 
gave her a knowing glance. 

Mrs. Chesterfield coughed and looked doubt- 
ful, and said emphatically, " He is very wilful/' 

" Try nevertheless/' was the significant answer. 

Here Brandon called the attention of Mrs. 
Chesterfield, and Stevens claimed that of Wood- 
man. The beauty and the critic parted, mutu- 
ally deceiving and deceived. "I must have 
met him before/' thought Mrs. Chesterfield j 
" how odd I cannot remember where." Here 
chancing to turn round to give another look 
to the individual who occupied her thoughts, 

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226 aSAOE LEE. 

she saw him taking leave of Miss Lee, and 
in the act of departing. Prompt, according 
to her habit, she deliberately stepped up to 
him. Ignoring the fact that he was going, she 
said with her most, seductive smile, *^Mr. 
Owen, how is it you and I have never met 
before ? '' 

Here John caught the uneasjr look of Grace, 
but he did not need the warning. By temper 
he was always on his guard. He looked fixedly 
at the beautiful face before him. 

"Are you sure, ma'am,'^ he replied com- 
posedly, "that you and I have never met 
before/' 

" Where then did we meet ? '' she asked 
promptly. 

"I do not remember,^' he leisurely replied, 
after giving her another look. Mrs. Chester- 
field rapidly ran over in her mind the names 
of all the persons at whose houses she might 
have met him. Seeing her silent, he thought 



GEACB LEE. 227 

she had no more to say^ and with a formal 
bow, left her. 

" Extraordinary behaviour ! *' said Mrs. Ches- 
terfield, drawing herself up and looking piqued. 

^^Pray do not mind him/' observed Grace, 
laying her hand on the fair lady's arm. "I 
told you he was a bear.'' 

" Let him be as much of a bear as he likes," 
thought Mrs. Chesterfield, " I shall tame him." 



In parting from Mr. Owen, Miss Lee had 
asked him, once for all, to her Thursday dinners, 
and he availed himself of the invitation. She 
treated him with a friendliness and courtesy that 
tended to raise him in the opinion of the other 
guests. Thanks to her, he was received by Mrs. 
Chesterfield, flattered by Woodman, and high 
in the favour of old Mr. Hanley, the man of 
all who could best assist him. If he derived ao 
actual benefit from these things, the gate was 
open to him; he stood on the threshold; it 



228 GRACE LBB. 

was now his to enter and win. He often saw 

» 

and met Miss Lee, but never alone. This bril- 
liant star seemed to have attracted him within 
her sphere, the better to let him feel the im- 
measurable distance between so poor a man and 
so great a lady. Yet in her manner to him he 
could trace nothing like pride, nothing like 
the insolence of condescension. Ever simple, 
natural, and free, without eicacting it, she com- 
inanded respect. 

Better than from afar, Mr. Owen now saw 
what a splendid, what a charmed life was led by 
Miss Lee. He saw her in her own home, with a 
court ever around her; he saw her in the world, 
where she had introduced him, eclipsing beauty, 
rank, wit j the object of universal homage. He 
heard her name in every mouth, ever coupled 
with admiration. The strangest things which 
she did, and she was too imaginative and too 
independent not to do strange things now and 
then, wonr their meed of praise* Amongst the 



GRACB LEB. .229 

many ways by which the briefless barrister 
managed to eke out an income^ one was to 
contribute theatrical reviews for a weekly paper. 
One evenings in the full height x>f the season^ he 
accordingly entered the small and elegant house 
of Saint James^ there to sit in judgment on a 
young French actress^ Mademoiselle Aur^lie, then 
of great promise^ and afterwards of great fame. 
Miss Lee^ as usual^ was in her box^ near 
the stage^ surrounded with her court of friends 
and admirers. The light fell full on her dark^ 
animated face. She wore yellow roses in her 
braided hairj yellow roses were fastened in 
the front of her gold-coloured dress. A bouquet 
of yellow roses rested on her silken lap. Her 
handsome arms were covered with bracelets; 
she sparkled with jewels^ and looked like a 
queen. But gayer and far happier than a 
queen she seemed. The play acted that night 
was a French vaudeville^ light yet charm- 
ing. Mademoiselle Aur^lie sustained her part 



230 GRACE LEE. 

admirably. She moved to laughter and to 
tears even her somewhat blase audience. Twice 
she was recalled to receive bouquets and 
applause. The first flowers thrown at her feet 
were the yellow roses of Grace Lee; and in 
them, as his own eyes told him, and as the 
audible whispers around him repeated, was one 
of the rich bracelets which she had worn that 
evening. Mr. Owen saw Lily laugh, and Mr. 
Gterald Lee smile; and, far from her hearing, 
and within his, he heard none censure, but many 
admire, this act of a prodigal girl. 

Whatever she did. Miss Lee was privileged. 
Wealth, flattery, praise, love, daily wove her a 
crown, and proclaimed her queen. 

As he was leaving he met her on the staircase. * 
She slowly descended, swayed by the motion of 
the crowd, between Lily Blount and Gerald Lee. 
At once she saw him, and, with a smile and a 
look, she beckoned him to her side. 

*' Mr. Owen,^' she said, " you are deserting 



QEACE LEE. 231 

me/^ for he had not availed himself of her last 
invitation. Without giving him time to answer^ 
she continued ; " remember that the next time I 
expect you, woe be to you if you fail me ! '' 

She passed on, and Mr. Owen, with some 
disdain, returned the wondering looks of many 
who could not imagine why he had been so 
distinguished. 



232 GRACE LEE. 



CHAPTEE X. 



Thebe is an old Italian legend^ that when the 
sea is calm and fair the Syrens weep. The sky 
may be without a cloud ; the waters may be 
smooth and still, yet the Syrens weep, for they 
know that the storm will come. But joyous and 
serene as her life, was Grace Lee. For her there 
seemed no storm, no threatening of evil days 
loweripg behind the cloudless horizon. 

The History of the Church called Doctor 
Crankey to Rome; but Miss Lee remained be- 
hind, happy in her luxurious home with her 
adopted sister. Towards the close of the season 
she announced her intention to give a last splendid 
fete, and the prospect of it sufficed to suspend the 



GRACE LEE. 233 

tide of emigration in that wide portion of the fash- 
ionable world to which she belonged. In taste and 
in splendour it fully surpassed all its predecessors. 
Nothing so elegant^ so artistic, so splendid, so 
like a dream from the Arabian Nights, had yet 
been seen. The guests, dazzled and enchanted, 
declared there was no one like Miss Lee for these 
things. Never before had she obtained a triumph 
like this. She enjoyed it as she enjoyed every- 
thing — completely; and listened with a happy 
smile, to the blending of genuine admiration and 
polite flattery, that everywhere reached her ear. 

At length even this ceased. Surfeited with 
pleasure, the guests departed at the hour when 
thousands, still weary with the labour of one day, 
were wakening to the toil and the cares of the 
next. One after the other the splendid rooms 
were forsaken. 

John Owen was the last to depart. As he was 
leaving the solitary boudoir where he had spent 
the best part of the evening, neither seeking nor 



234 GRACE LEE. 

takiDg pleasure, a hand was lightly laid on his 
arm, and a clear voice behind him said, 

« Good-night,^' 

He turned round and found himself face to 
face with his hostess. She arrested him in an 
attitude that was free, familiar, and friendly ; her 
dark eyes rested on him with kindness in their 
glance. 

** Good-night," she said again ; and her voice 
was very sweet, "Good-night, and good-bye," 
she resumed, her hand still on his arm, her 
«yes still on his face, '^You are my country- 
man, Mr. Owen ; you were my father^s friend. 
I have known you since I was a child, and 
now that perhaps we may never meet again 
in this wide world, wonder not if I bid a some- 
what serious adieu to one whom I have always 
liked." 

" What — are you again going to travel ! " he 
exclaimed, taken by surprise. 

" Ay, to travel, Mr. Owen — to take my longest 



ORACE LEE« 235 

journey : I am going from one world to another. 
Shall we ever meet again? — ^tis not likely. 
Therefore, good-night, and good-bye; may hope 
and success, and all good things, and kind spirits, 
attend you ! '' 

He fixed a keen look on her face. Her brow 
was calm; her eyes were serene, her lips were 
smiling ; yet he felt that some meaning lay 
hidden in all this. ^^ Good-night will do for 
the present,'^ he replied ; " the final adieu need 
not be said yet.^* 

A deep ardent blush gathered on Miss Lee's 
dark face ; her eyes looked up to his laughingly 
and proudly. 

*' Good-bye,'^ she said again, with marked 
emphasis. She turned away, and he stood 
looking after her with some surprise. 

All the guests were gone. Gerald Lee alone, 
in compliance with Miss Lee's wish, remained 
behind. He found her in the large and deserted 
drawing-room; she stood by the white marble 



286 GRACE LEE.. 

mantelpiece, her bare arm resting on it and 
supporting her cheek. As he approached she 
looked up and^ with a smile^ held out her hand 
to him ; he raised it to his lips with the tender 
courtesy that always marked his manner to her, 
and said, in a pleased tone, ^^You do not look 
at all tired/' 

Large and clear mirrors alternate with high 
panels of white and gold, decorated the apart- 
ment. Grace, her hand still in that of Gerald, 
cast her look on one of them. It gave back her 
figure full length, in all its grace of symmetry 
and splendour of attire. Gerald spoke the truth, 
when he said she did not look fatigued: never 
had her eyes shone with more brilliancy, — never 
had her dusky cheek owned a warmer bloom. 

" I feel wonderfully well and happy this even- 
ing,'' she said, looking back to Gerald; '^yes, 

very happy, and not at all fatigued; not so tired 

* 

as poor little Lily.'' 

On hearing her name. Miss Blount, who sat 



GRACE LEE. 237 

on a velvet coucli close by, looked up, and 
languidly said, " Grace is made of steel, I think. 
Is she not, Mr. Lee ? " 

'• Never mind what I am made of,'^ answered 
Grace ; '' I have asked Mr. Lee to remain behind 
to-night, because I must speak to him ; and you, 
Lily, may as well stay and listen/' 

She sat down by the young girl ; and Mr. Lee 
sat down by her. With a smile she began. 

" Gerald, I like you ; you have been a friend 
to me, — a true friend ; yet I have deprived you 
of a splendid inheritance, — of a noble fortune* 
Do not interrupt me. You do not know all. 
Miss Grace Lee had loved you too much and too 
long not to regret despoiling you. She made 
her will in my favour, it is true ; but by a letter 

■ 

written on her deathbed, she enjoined me, should 
certain circumstances ever come to pass^ to share 
or divide her fortune with you. I burned that 
letter ; for though I was but seventeen, I knew 
I could trust to my own honour to obey it : and 



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238 GRACE LEE. 

now what Miss Lee seemed to have foretold, has 
happened, and the day when I must surrender 
my trust has eome/^ 

She ceased, but looked in vain in Mr. Lee^s 
face for tokens of the surprise she thought to 
find there. 

"I was with Miss Lee when she died/' he 
replied at length, '^ I read that letter which she 
wrote and you burned, but I need scarcely say 
that her will alone is binding upon you.^ 

'' In law of course it is,'^ said Grace, with some 
pride; '^but we are not talking of law, Mr. Lee, 
we are talking of honour.^' 

'^Law or honour, what matter? Why seek 
to divide that which Miss Lee, that which Provi- 
dence itself, have conspired to unite.^' 

Grace looked laughing in his face. ''My 
friend,^' she said, gaily, '' seven years ago you 
were offered a choice between love and beauty 
on one side, and gold and a plain girl on the 
other. You took love and beauty, and you did 



GBACE L£K 239 

well. And now *tis my torn, and I am told 
to choose between gold and a good^ handsome 
husband on one side^ and on the other^ Hberty. 
Well, Gerald, what love and beauty were to you 
then, liberty is to me now; that something toa 
sweet to be relinquished ; that desire which at 
any sacrifice must be fiilfilled/' 

He gave her a look of quick reproach. 

" Begret not a portionless bride," she resumed ; 
" of the large fortune which Miss Lee left, your 
half alone remains ; mine, I confess it, is gone/^ 

" Gone I ^^ exclaimed Mr. Lee, evidently taken 
by surprise. 

"Yes,*^ said Grace, smiling. ^^How did I 
know you would ever care for me ; and then it 
was so large a fortune; but it was not inex- 
haustible, and I drew upon it too largely. Well, 
I cannot regret it, for I enjoyed it keenly whilst 
it was mine, and spent mc^e on others than on 
myself. I know I might have been more prudent, 
more wise; but what is done, is done. One 



». 



240 GRACE LEE. 

thing I ask you to forgive me, having delayed 
to tell you this. It was, excuse the weakness, 
because I wanted to abdicate — as I had reigned 
— royally/' 

'^And so you abdicate/' he replied; "you, 
Miss Lee, who have enjoyed a splendid fortune 
so nobly/' 

"Do not pity me,'' she interrupted: "when 
I was a girl in the North, I longed for wealth, 
splendour, and all that money yields. For two 
years and more I have had my wish. What 
pleasure have I not enjoyed ? What place 
famous or beautiful have I not visited ? What 
society, high bred, high born, witty, brilliant, 
and delightful, have I not had at my command ? 
But do not dream that I now retire like a 
•monarch satiated with power and splendour. 
No, I leave the world in the fulness of my 
happiness, — in the strength and freshness of my 
years." 



'^ Leave the world ! What do you mean ? 



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GRACE LEE. 241 



€C 



99 



Hear me but. My father left me a moderate 
income, more than sufficient to my wants once 
I retire to obscurity. Yet a boon I ask from 
you. Lend me the house, which of all her pos- 
sessions was alone bequeathed to you by Miss 
Lee. I shall feel a grateful pleasure in holding 
myself your guest.^ 

^'Surely you do not mean to bury yourself 
alive? Surely you will stay in the world you 
enjoy so much ? '' 

'* Too much to stay in it ! Monarchs who leave 
the throne cannot seek too total a change, too 
deep a solitude. It would never do to stay here, 
no longer the wealthy, the admired, the 
worshipped Miss Lee, but plain Miss Lee, poor 
Miss Lee, forgotten Miss 'Lee! No ; I will retire 
in all my glory, Queen to the last. Again, I say, 
do not pity me. All is well as it is. I have 
enjoyed the world ; I leave it before disgust has 
replaced delight. The gods, it is said, love the 
young, and solitude loves the happy .^' 



VOL. T. 



24i4t GRACE LEE. 

then^ and in: his gentlemanly methodical fashion^ 
stated all the reasons for which he entertained 
this opinion. He concluded with a formal, yet 
suflSciently cordial assurance of the pleasure Mrs. 
Gerald Lee would feel to receive Miss Blount in 
her home and take her under her care. 

*^ Well, then, it is decided,^* said Grace, rising, 
'' and, like an actor whose part is done, I may 
retire from the stage. Ah ! would I had acted 
my part better, more simply, more humbly, with 
less display, less thought of the world's praise, for 
which I confess I have cared too much, little as I 
did care for its censure. Good-night, Mr. Gerald 
Lee, think of me in my solitude, think of me, and 
for my sake, be kind to this young girl." 

She laid her hand on the shoulder of Lily, who 
again began to weep hysterically, and hid her face 
on her sister's bosom. 

But Grace, who never wept herself, only smiled 
and, holding out her hand to Mr.' Lee, again 
bade him good-night. 



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GBAOli LEE. 245 

Gerald Lee was gone. Grace was in her room 
alone witli Lily^ who sat quiet and unusually 
thoughtful in a deep arm chair. Miss Lee stood 
by her in the act of opening a handsome casket^ 
in which she kept her jewels ; it was bright and 
sparkling as that of a Queen. She looked at it 
smiling, "After all," she said, "what is dress? 
one cannot go beyond diamonds." 

Then suddenly turning round she poured the 
whole contents of the casket into her sister's 
lap. 

"This is your portion,'' she said, "fori have 
been too extravagant, I confess it, my po6r little 
Lily, I have kept you nothing. Would I had 
more to give/' 

"Give me nothing," exclaimed Lily, looking 
flushed and excited, " I am an ungrateful girl ; I 
was bom ungrateful — I know it." 

Grace laid her hand on her lips and laughed, 
and Lily turning her head away wept again. 

" How can you weep so easily," asked Grace, 



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246 GBACE LEE. 

'^I keep my tears for sorrows that crush and 
conquer me^ not for such trials as we are all bom 
to bear." 

She went to the window^ raised the thick blue 
damask curtains and looked on the green and 
silent park beyond. Dawn was blushing in the 
sky and the freshness of early morning reposed on 
everything she saw. She dropped the curtain 
and turning back to Lily^ said quietly^ 
" I shall hare lovely weather to-morrow.*' 
Miss Blount was still fast asleep^ when at 

an early hour on the following mornings Grace 

I 

stood in the dining-room ready to go^ and 

bidding a calm adieu to Gerald Lee. To Lily 
Miss Lee did not want to bid good-bye. She 

did not even wish the servants to suspect 
that she was going out for more than the 
day. Though she had amply provided for them 
all, she again recommended them to Gerald 
Lee, then bade him farewell. Her cheerful- 
ness contrasted with the gravity of his looks. 



GSACfl LEE. £47 

Silently he gave her his arm^ to take her down 
to the carriage waiting for her below. In the 
court they found Vagabond and Scamp, ready 
to take, as usual, their mistress to the park. 
Vagabond neighed as he recognised . her ; and 
Scamp bounded joyously. Grace stepped up to 
her favourite horse held by the groom, and 
softly stroked his cheek; then suddenly turning 
to Gerald, she said, ''Do not sell poor Vagabond; 
keep him for my sake : — and be kind to Scamp,'' 
she added, turning round on the step of the 
carriage to give his rough head a last caress. 

Before Mr. Lee could reply, the dog had 
bounded in and crouched under the seat. In 
vain his mistress tried to coax him out; in 
vain the groom called and threatened him; 
he only whined and wagged his tail. 

''Let him stay,'' at length said Grace, "he 
loves an ungrateful mistress better than she 
deserves to be loved by him. Scamp shall 
come with me." 



248 GRACE LEE. 

She entered the carriage. Rapidly it drove 
away from the dwelling where she had led a 
life 80 luxurious and so splendid; a life^ which 
like a golden dream, had crossed the life of 
Grace Lee» 



ORACE LEE. 249 



CHAPTER XI. 



A YEAR had passed away. 

It had wrought its changes more dark than 
sunny. Lily Blount was the wife of Gerald 
Lee. Mr. Lee^s mother was dead; his sister 
was a widow ; Captain Glawdon had fought a 
last and fatal duel. His antagonist was John 
Owen. About that encounter much was said, 
little was known. The fortunate duellist was 
held up to execration and scorn. He avenged 
himself with a book called " Timon,^' that sold 
well and read widely; then he vanished into 
obscurity as deep and as comiplete as that from 
^.hich he had arisen. 

The autumn set in early, wet and wild. It 

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250 GBACE LEE. 

found Grace Lee in her mountain home^ happy 
though alone; for the History of the Church 
still kept Doctor Crankey in Rome. Her dis- 
appearance from its horizon had astounded the 
London world. For a week no one talked of 
„,.I^ ,1». G^ce ™ pitied, .dmi^d, »d 
blamed; and finally forgotten. 

She too forgot. Gerald and Lily excepted, 
she corresponded with none. She severed her- 
self completely from her previous life : she kept 
it in her memory like a brilliant picture, to 
look at now and then; but beyond this she 
appeared to have no use for it. Lonely, yet 
not unhappy, she enjoyed solitude as she once 
had enjoyed the crowd. Seclusion was as plea- 
sant to her, as ever had been endless variety 
of scene. Scamp was now the only companion 
and guardian of walks that rarely extended 
beyond the limits of her garden. For days 
and weeks her silent home was not deserted; 
and her fiowers and her books filled the leisure 



OBAGfi LEB. 251 

hoorsr of one to whom for years, with one brief 
interval, the word leisure had been unknown. 
She had resumed the grave studies of her 
youth, and an autumn afternoon found her 
engaged with them as of old. She sat in a 
parlour with a low window, that looked on the 
garden bounded by rising hills. A bright fire 
burned in the grate; on the red carpet a sun* 
beam, that broke through a cloudy and rainy 
sky and glided down the misty mountain side, 
fell brilliant as living gold. Grace sat in its 
light by a table near the window. Her elbow 
rested upon it ; her hand supported her cheek ; 
her other hand caressed the head of Scamp 
lying by her : a heavy volume lay open on her 
lap, one of the Greek Fathers. On a stand 
opposite her was a small Sevres vase filled with 
wild flowers; the last frail blossoms of pale 
gold, purple, and azure of the season, gathered 
by her hand the day before, far in the 
mountains. 



25S GBACE LES. 

Grace no longer wore the rich silks and bright 
gems of her former fortunes^ but her attire was 
still tasteful and elegant. Her dark crimson 
merino fell in graceful folds around her person; 
her bracelet 'of gold Arab coins glittered on her 
arm; her sleeves were trimmed with rich lace; 
her hair was braided carefully; delicate satin 
slippers, embroidered with gold, enclosed her feet 
resting on a velvet cushion ; everything around 
her bespoke taste, comfort, and ease. 

As she sat thus quietly the door opened, a neat 

little parlour-maid stepped in, silently laid a 

letter before her mistress, then withdrew. Grace 

read the letter with a smile; it came from Lily 

Blount, now the wife of Gerald Lee, now en- 
joying the azure skies, the enchanted shores of 

happy Sorrento. 

The time had been, too, when Grace had re- 
turned from foreign travels; the worshipped lady 
greeted by a thousand glad welcomes, and now 
she lived alone, and forgotten, in a wild Welsh 



OBACE LEE. 258 

home^ and another was mistress of all the 
splendour^ homage^ and adoration she had re- 
signed. 

But some^ in things little or great^ laugh at 
sorrow^ and defy fate ; and Grace only found a 
secret and proud pleasure in the remembrance of 
all she had relinquished for love of independence 
and scorn of a thraldom degrading when it is not 
that of love, but of Mammon. 

She looked up at the sky. The sun shone 
brightly in a field of pure azure. The vanquished 
clouds slowly descended to the west, where, 
couched on the far horison they lay in wait for 
his coming. light mists stiU floated around the 
mountains, now gathering in some crevice of the 
rocks, now spreading away softly like a veil, 
behind which the, sun lit their barren flanks, 
their verdant slopes, and falling streams. Far 
below them the garden lay fresh and fragrant. 

Grace suddenly put away her book, went up to 
her room, and in a few minutes returned dressed 



254 OBACE LBE. 

for a walk in the mountains. She found Scamp 
anxiously waiting for her; with a smile she 
summoned him to her side; ere long they had 
crossed the garden^ and entered the mountain 
desert that enclosed her little Eden. 

A mountain region, howsoever beautiful to 
look ^at from afar, is not always pleasant on a 
nearer view, especially in autumn. The wind 
then wakens the saddest echoes of the barren- 
looking rocks ; the paths have vanished, washed 
away by heavy rains ; the streamlets have swollen 
into torrents ; dark and threatening clouds pass 
over the peaks and valleys, and seem to guard 
and forbid their approach; the whole aspect of 
nature, though grand, is wild and desolate. But 
Grace, accustomed to a wild life in her youth, 
feared neither the sadness nor the loneliness of 
mountain scenery. Where others saw nothing 
but inaccessible and gloomy caverns, she knew of 
paths safe and diy that led out into the open 
country, and to green spots, and to low valleys 



CRACE LEE. 255 

where happy Bummer still lingered. One of 
these paths sbe now took. 

It led her down to scenery softer and less 
grand than that which she could have fonnd 
higher up. A stream, gently shaded by a few 
broad trees, flowed through a quiet yalley; here 
and there scattered on its banks, or climbing the 
mountain side, rose small thatched dwellings, 
with their patch of garden. The whole place 
had a look both pastoral and wild that would 
have charmed a painter's heart. 

The sun was not near its setting and Grace, to 
whom this part of the country was little known, 
resolved for once to explore this valley to its end. 
She walked on for an hour and, save that the 
dwellings became fewer, then vanished altogether, 
she still seemed to pass through the same 
scenery. An abrupt turning at length brought a 
change, both complete and sudden. 

The open and sunlit valley had become a 
dark and narrow gorge, lying between two steep 



236 GRACE LEE. 

mountains^ clothed with pines^ from their summit 
to their very base, and washed by the rapid and 
foaming waters of a sullen looking torrent. Its 
rushing noise and the shrill scream of a bird in 
the air above were the only sounds that disturbed 
the silence of the spot. Still better pleased with 
its savage beauty than with the smiling scenes 
she had left behind, Grace sat down on a frag- 
ment and enjoyed her solitude. Some time 
elapsed before she perceived that it was not so 
complete as she had at first imagined. 

High on a projecting crag rose a tall and 
narrow house, something between a modem 
dwelling and an ancient ruin. A wild garden 
badly fenced in, straggled down around it and 
enclosed it on every side; but the gate was 
broken, and the doors-teps were worn and moss 
covered, the wooden door itself looked frail 
and disjointed; and part of the roof had been 
laid bare by some treacherous mountain gust. 

It stood there isolated and exposed to every 



GRACE LEE. 257 

blasts like a watch' tower of old, midway between 
the brown mountains and the white torrent; 
threatened by the one, sapped by the other, yet 
still, spite of time and many a storm, bearing a 
stern front in its decay. 

The sun was now setting ; Grace faced the west, 
she saw its last rays glide down the heights that 
closed the valley and light with a glow more 
lurid, than warm, the walls of the house. Gra- 
dually even this faded away ; the sky became of 
a dark and cloudy grey, and the mountains 
shrouding themselves into soft mists, took that 
tint of intense and exquisite blue which they 
wear in evening. Scamp whined impatiently, and 
his mistress took the hint, by rising to turn 
homewards. She had scarcely gone three steps 
when a low deep sound caught her ear. She 
walked on without heeding it, but soon stopped 
short, a white flash had crossed the sky and a few 
heavy drops of rain came borne by the wind 
against her face ; then there broke another and 



258 GBACE LM. 

a louder peal^ answered hj every rocky cliff in the 
whole valley. A storm was beginnings a storm in 
the mountains; a grand sights which Grace had 
often enjoyed, but never before without the 
shelter of a roof. Awhile she stood stilly 
hesitating between the house near her and the 
more distant hamlet; the sky was intensely 
dark; the torrent flowed beneath it white and 
angry; pale mists swiftly descended the moun- 
tain side like evil spirits hastening to the con- 
flict; the rain began to fall heavily, with it all 
hesitation vanished ; Grace hastened up the path 
above which stood the soUtary dwelling; she 
crossed the garden and knocked at the door, 
which unexpectedly yielded to her touch. 

It admitted her to a room something between a 
kitchen and a parlour. A large deal-wood table 
occupied the centre; a few rude chairs stood 
against the walls ; a Dutch clock ticked behind 
the door, and an ardent fire burned on the wide 
hearth, by which an elderly woman of grotesque 



GBACE LEE. 259 

ugliness sat sewing, or rather mending some male 
garment. As Grace stood on the threshold^ not 
knowing whether to enter or retire, Scamp de- 
cided the question by uttering a low growl, which 
ended in a short sharp bark. 

" Lawk a mercy ! ^' with a start, exclaimed the 
old lady, of whom Grace now noticed that she had 
neither the speech nor attire of a native Welsh 
woman; an unmistakeable Cockney accent cha- 
racterised the former, and a certain city neatness 
the latter. 

" Down, sir,'^ said Grace to Scamp, who drop- 
ped his ears and wagged his tail ; then pushing 
the door more widely open, she stepped in, and 
with an apology explained the cause of her in- 
trusion. 

" Don't mention it, ma'am,*' civilly replied the 
old lady, whose attire and manner bespoke some- 
thing between a housekeeper and a servant; 
'' pray walk in, ma'am, and take a seat. This is 
awful weather, as you say, and I am sure if my 






260 GRACE LEE. 

dear young gentleman were at home^ he would 
make you very welcome, and* the little doggie 
too ; pretty dear." 

'' The little doggie ! *' nowise soothed by this 
compliment, entered :with a subdued growl, and 
with a watchful glance lay down by his mistress. 
Grace drew a seat near the hearth, and un- 
fastened and shook her cloak, which her hos- 
te^s officiously took from her and hung up to 
dry. 

" Only think, ma'am, you are nearly wet 
through; do take off your bonnet ; pray 
make yourself at home; my young gentleman 
won't be in just yet, and even if he were to 
come in, I am sure he would only be too happy 
to receive a lady ! Lawk a mercy, what a flash ! 
If my poor yoimg gentleman is out in them 
mountains he'll get wet to the skin, poor dear ! 
and he is so delicate — a mere gossamer.'* 

She sat down with an air of concern. Grace 
repressed a smile, suggested, not by her uneasi- 



GfiAG£ LEE. 261 

ness^ but by the comparison in which it had 
pleased her fancy to express it. 

" Do you like Wales, ma'am ? *' was the next 
and somewhat abrupt remark of her hostess. 

" Yes/' replied Grace, "don't you? " 

" I can't say I do to live in," was the qualified 
reply. "If it were not for my dear young 
gentleman I don't think I could stay here 
twenty-four hours." 

" Then you stay for his sake ? " 

"Why yes, ma'am, what would the poor 
dear do without me ? He is as simple as a 
child, ma'am, and the sweetest temper? There 
never was such a blessing to all Wales as when 
he came to settle in it." 

" And was that long ago ? " asked Grace ; 
who began to feel inquisitive about this paragon 
of goodness and perfection. 

" Just upon a week, ma'am. The very day 
he came, he cured a poor woman of the fever ; 
before yesterday he set a broken arm, and to-day 



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262 GBACE LEE. 

be is gone through wet and wind to see a poor 
consumptive creature/' 

*' Is he a physician then ? '* 

'^ No a'am^ he is not a physician; he is 
what / call a great deal better — ^a surgeon. 
Do you think the people about here are likely 
to pay well ? Not that I mean to say my young 
gentleman is not a great deal above depending 
on anything of the sort. StiU it might be a 
consideration^ you know/' 

That it might be a very important one Grace 
saw readily enough from the choice of the 
surgeon's dwellings and the bare and poverty- 
stricken aspect of everything around her. Her 
reply was vague and doubtful. This . was a 
matter she said that depended entirely on the 
class of people with whom the surgeon had 
to deal. 

" Ah ! I see, I see ! " sagaciously said the 
old lady, and she looked rather thoughtfully 
at the fire, with her work lying idly on her lap. 



ORACE LEE. 268 

From this fit of abstraction she suddenly woke 
up to observe, as she saw Grace looking at her 
cloak : 

''It is not dry yet, ma'am, and the storm 
is not over; pray don't think of going! My 
young gentleman will not be in for hours, and 
as I said, he would only be too happy to receive 
a lady. But will you take nothing? — ^you must 
be thirsty after your long walk." 

In vain Miss Lee assured her that she wanted 
for nothing; her hostess was determined on 
being hospitable, and left the room to prpduce 
some exquisite elder wine of her own making. 

Grace remained alone rather amused at her 
position. Here she was intruding her feminine 
presence on the bachelor establishment of a 
young and gallant surgeon new to the neigh- 
bourhood. There seemed, moreover, no means 
of departing for some time. The thunder still 
pealed amongst the mountains, and the sound 
of the falling rain blended with that of the 



264 GRACE LBK 

torrent that rushed past the house. Grace 
loved those wild sounds mingling vaguely around 
that wild home. She listened to them in a 
.dreamy mood ; sitting close to the fire with her 
feet on the low iron fender, one of her hands 
supporting her bare head. An unexpected 
sound, that of the opening door, suddenly 
roused her from her reverie and caused her to 
look round. 



GRACE LEE. 265 



CHAPTEE XII. 



A GENTLEMAN stood Oil the threshold looking 
at her with evident surprise. The light came 
from behind him and feU on her face; he saw 
her^ but she could not see him. 

" Miss Lee ! ^^ he exclaimed^ entering. Scamp 
rose and wagged his tail with friendly welcome, 
and, with a start, Grace recognised the voice, and 
as he approached, the features and bearing of 
John Owen. 

^'Mr. Owen,^^ she said, rising quietly. ^^Ah! 
how are you to-day ?^^ 

She held out her hand to him as if they had 
met the week before. 

"To-day,^^ he echoed, taking her hand; 

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266 GRACE LEE. 

''how many days is it since we last met^ Miss 
Leef^' 

''Really, I do not know: four hundred odd 
I dare say. What matter ; you know, or perhaps 
you do not know, that I do not belieye in Time. 
Do you ? '' 

" I cannot help myself; I must believe in it. 
And how have you been since those four hun- 
dred days odd?^^ 

" WeU : and you ? '' 

" Well, too, thank you ; though somewhat wet 
just now.'* 

He was Wet even to the dark hair that 
clung to his cheek and brow. He shook 
his head impatiently, took off his cloak, 
hung it up by that of Grace, then sat down, 
like her, by the hearth. For the first time 
it struck Miss Lee that John Owen was no 
other than the fascinating young surgeon, 
master of the house in which she had taken 
shelter. 



GBACE LKE. 267 

"Mr. Owen/^ she said, suddenly; "can you 
give me some information ? " 

" That depends on the nature of the informa- 
tion/' he replied, looking up with a smile. 

" In whose house am I ? '^ 

'^ In mine, for the present." 

Grace smiled, too, as she looked at him; a dark 
forbidding man, and remembered he was also the 
" dear young gentleman." He continued : 

'' You did not know it f " 

*^No; I came in driven by the storm, and 
found a most hospitable reception." 

** Yes, Mrs. Skelton is very-kind, and here she 
is." As he spoke the housekeeper entered, 
bearing on a tray the bottle of elder wine, and 
a plate, with a glass and a biscuit. 

" Lawk a mercy ! " she began, on seeing Mr. 
Owen. 

" Don't mention it," he interrupted im- 
patiently; "wet never kills. What are you 
bringing us ? Elder wine ! rank poison ! Do 

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268 GEACB LEE. 

not touch it, Miss Lee ; I have some port from 
Mr. Hanley^s own cellar, which I brought down 
here to drink his health with, and you shall 
try it/' 

He opened a cupboard, brought forth a bottle, 
and filled the glass of Grace. She took it, 
amused at the half offended look of Mrs. Skelton. 

"I like wine," she said; ^^it reminds me of 
the sun, of vineyards, of festoons of luscious 
grapes running from tree to tree, and of merry 
brown southern faces alive with life and light.'* 

*^ And it reminds me,'' morosely replied John 
Owen, " of the luxurious tables of the rich ; of 
after-dinner jests, loud and vacant; of hoarse 
laughter, sickening imbecility ; of faces flushed 
with excess; of sounds that deafen the brain, 
and of glaring lights that weary the eyes." 

Grace smiled and drank quietly, then spoke no 
more, but glanced furtively at her host. He sat 
opposite her in a bending attitude ; the light of 
the flame played on his swarthy face; it looked 



GRACE LEE. 269 

darker and more forbidding than ever. The 
brow now seemed habitually knit^ and the mouth 
sarcastic. " Timon, indeed/' thought Grace. 

Timon made no sort of effort to entertain her. 
He left her to Mrs. Skelton, who sat a little in 
the background^ and was as voluble as he was 
silent. She chose the fertile theme of his virtues 
and perfections^ and did not seem to consider his 
presence any objection. For some time he did 
not appear to mind her; but Mrs. Skelton^ like 
the lover who left his mistress to write to her, 
happening, in her pleasure of talking about him 
to forget that he was by, and to designate him 
two or three times as her dear young gentleman, 
deploring, in the same breath, the delicacy of his 
health and general tenderness of his nature, he 
raised his head with a calm amazement that nearly 
disconcerted the gravity of Grace. Then, like 
Neptune looking above the ocean, when his 
domain had been invaded by Eolus, with a word 
he checked this unloosening of speech* 



270 GBACE LEE. 

'* Mrs. Skelton/^ he said, rather grandly, " can 
we have tea, if yon please? '' 

^' To be snre, sir" she replied, rising at once 
to prepare the meal. 

Satisfied with this he relapsed into his previous 
attitude and silence. In less than a quarter of 
an hour the tea was made and poured out, and 
the table placed between John Owen and his 
guest. He was as silent during the meal 
as before it; when it was over, Grace rose 
to go. 

*' The storm is over," she said, " and I think 
I can now return to my own home.'* 

" And there is nothing in this sorry dwelling 
to make me press you to stay longer,*' he replied, 
rising too. 

He took down his hat, Grace put on her 
bonnet and cloak, whilst Mrs. Skelton emitted 
doubts on the wisdom of departing as yet. The 
event proved the correctness of her conjectures. 
As Mr. Owen and his guest stood on the 



GBACE LBE. £71 

tbreshold of the open door, they paused 
involuntarily. 

The storm was over; the moon shone dimly 
in a clouded sky; the mists that slept on the 
opposite mountains looked chill and gray in her 
cold light; bright and glancing the torrent 
flowed in the gloom of the valley below; but 
there was an unusual fiiUness in its sound that 
at once caught the ear of John Owen. He 
stepped out ; a look showed him all. Wherever 
bis eyQ fell water flowed; the mountain stream 
had overrun its banks, and everywhere broke 
around the projecting crag on which rose his 
dwelling; one spot alone remained free; the 
steep and pathless mountain behind. Grace 
had followed him out, and with a dismayed 
glance saw all this. 

^* There is no help for it/' at length said her 
host, ''you must stay here to-night. Miss Lee, 
and accept of Mrs. Skelton's room.'' 

I suppose so,'' she quietly replied, and. 



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272 GKACB LEE. 

submitting patiently to a disagreeable necessity^ 
she re-entered the house, took off her bonnet 
and cloak, and resumed her seat by the fire-side. 
John Owen too put by his hat and went back 
to his place; Scamp, as if he understood it all, 
stretched himself at full length between them, 
and basking in the light of the fire, fell fast 
asleep. Mrs. Skelton, after exhausting every 
adjective of regret and condolence, imitated 
his example, and nodded over her work. Her 
quiet figure in the back-ground did not break 
on the tSte-k-tSte of the two who sat by the 
ardent fire, with the lamp burning between 
them. At first both were silent; then John 
Owen, giving his sleeping housekeeper an im- 
patient glance, but feeling himself bound by 
the laws of hospitality to do or say something, 
looked up at Grace and suddenly opened the 
conversation. "And so. Miss Lee," he said, 
" you are again paying a visit to Wales ? '^ 
" No— I am not on a visit : I live here/^ 



6BACE LEE. 273 

" Ah ! indeed/^ and he looked surprised^ *' I 
thought/* he resumed, " your tastes were essen- 
tially wandering/* 

"They were so once, but now I sit down in 
peace by the domestic hearth, and traveller-like 
think it pleasant to remember the lands I have 
visited, and to see again with the mind^s eye 
the pictures, of which the living reality once 
charmed me, and I live a quiet life in the house 
that once belonged to the late Miss Lee." 

He looked at her keenly. He sought in her 

eyes and on her brow the signs of wounded love 

or mortified pride; but no heart sorrow, no bitter 

and corroding thought had there left their traces. 

There was a pause ; he broke it by saying, ^^ And 

so. Miss Lee, this is now your destiny ! Not two 

years ago we met here in Wales. You were rich 

and lived in a tumult of pleasure ; I was poor, 

but ambitious, and richer than you in hope. We 

left within the same week; you to spend your 

fortune, I to win mine. And. now Time has 

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274 GRACE LEE. 

brought us back^ children of the same soil^ to our 
mountains^ and finds you as wearied of pleasure 
as I am wearied of ambition/' 

"No, I cannot say that/' replied Grace; "I 
was not at all wearied of pleasure/' 

" Then what a dreary change ! For one accus- 
tomed to wealth, to luxury, to endless adulation, 
to find herself thus almost poor, and entirely 
deserted. How you must hate it. Miss Lee 1 " 
No, I cannot say that either/' 
Do you like it, then?" he asked, with a 
look that seemed to tell her, *'you may try to 
deceiye me, but I warn you, it is useless." 

The warning was not seen or heeded by Grace. 
Without answering his question she looked at the 

fire and smiled, more to herself than to him. 

* 

" I was reared a poor girl," she said at length ; 
"my father loved me, but he was what is called 
near; he bought my frocks himself, and they 
were neither many nor splendid. I remember 
a pink gingham that nearly sent me mad with 



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GRACE LEE. 275 

joy^ for I confess it, I have always been too fond 
of dress. When he died and I went to the North 
and lived in a place not quite so picturesque, but 
nearly as wild as this, between an old priest and 
his cousin, who always thought me too fine, I was 
still worse ofi; I was scarcely smarter than a 
cottage girl, yet I was very happy. When I 
became so suddenly rich, and had more pocket- 
money, even as a minor, than I have now of 
entire income, I bought everything I set my 
eyes on, and thought I never had enough ; but 
since that fortune has left me, I have fallen quite 
naturally into the old way, and I whose dresses 
were said to outnumber those of any woman in 
England, am now quite satisfied with such toilet 
as I can afibrd. And with other things it is ks 
with thisj — everything around me is changed, 
yet I am happy/' 

" Philosophy ! '* observed John Owen, a little 
ironically. 

" Not a bit of it,'' she replied ; '^ temperament. 



276 GRACE LEE. 

no more. My temper has always led me to be 
happy; and I am so^ perhaps^ because I make no 
effort to succeed. I read^ I tend my flowers, I 
work, I take long walks, and thus life passes 
pleasantly/' 

" And you see no one ? '' 

*^ No one/' 

" Yet you were fond of society, of pleasure, of 
travelling." 

'^ Well ; and have I not had more than my 
share of them all ? " 

"Your solitude must be oppressive.'' 

She laughed gaily at the idea, 

''Truly you have a happy temper." 

'* Mr. Owen," said Grace, throwing back her 
head a little, " that is not all ; I would scorn to 
be conquered by anything mortal. When God 
lays his hand on me I submit. All else I 
defy." 

She spoke with a warm flush on her cheek ; 
with truth in her eyes and frankness in her very 



GRACE LEE. 277 

tone. He looked at her with something between 
admiration and envy in his gaze ; hej too, defied 
everything mortal^ but not quite in a mood so 
open and so firee as this once spoiled child of 
fortune. 

''And so/' suddenly said Grace, in her turn 
assuming the lead in the conversation, '' and so 
you too, Mr. Owen, are settled here. How do 
you like it ? '' 

" I am like you — I like anything." 

''No, Mr. Owen, I do not like anything; but 
I bear anything. How can you, a man of talent 
and energy, like being buried in this wilderness ?" 

"Because the peopled world gave me no 
opening, or none such as a man of honour could 
pursue. Better a desert with its silence and 
solitude." 

" Are you happy ? " 

"I never looked for happiness, but for that 
which I never could win — victory .'' 

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278 GRACE LEE. 

smiled; tbe smile of a still defiant^ though van- 
quished man. 

"Yes/' she said, ''you have been conquered, 
and I have read your ' Timon.' It is a bad book, 
Mr. Owen ; cynical, misanthropic^ cruel, fiill of 
slanders on human nature, and with but one 
redeeming virtue — ^its marvellous eloquence/' 

'' You know how to mingle gall and sweetness. 
Miss Lee.'' 

" You may smile, Mr. Owen ; I know that in 
what I have said, you liked the gall and not the 
sweetness. You did not write that book to get 
praise, but to inflict a sting. You threw down 
a glove of defiance, and when it was picked up, 
and you got insult for insult and scorn for scorn, 
you felt glad, for you knew the sting had gone 
home." 

''And pray how do you know all this?" he 
asked, somewhat surprised. 

" Easily enough ; if there had been but two 
or three grains more of hemlock or night- 



GRACE LEE. 279 

shade in my temper, I should have felt just like 
you/' 

'' Hemlock and nightshade, — ^thank you. Miss 
Lee/' 

" You need not, you are welcome/' 

^' I wonder," he said, looking up at her fixedly, 
'* I wonder how it is. Miss Lee, we seem unable 
to meet without quarrelling. I shelter you this 
evening beneath my roof, a belated traveller; we 
begin quietly enough, and you end by telling me 
that I am made up of hemlock and nightshade ! " 

She laughed, but said, without replying, " Mr. 
Owen, your fire is nearly out, your housekeeper 
is fast asleep, your lamp is burning low, and your 
guest is getting faint with this long vigil." 

He called Mrs. Skelton, who woke with an 
apologetic start, and at once showed Miss Lee 
up to the room they were to share for the night. 

When the housekeeper came down the next 
morning, she found her master already below; 
he stood at the open door looking on the high 



280 GRACE LEE. 

waters that still shut in his dwelling. On hearing 
Mrs. Skelton he turned from the view with an 
impatient look and a clouded brow. 

" The poor young lady will not be able to go 
to-day yet, sir/^ suggested Mrs. Skelton, whilst 
lighting the fire. 

"Miss Lee is not so very young/** sharply 
replied Mr. Owen, to whom the idea of having 
" a young lady " thus fastened upon him was 
highly distasteful. 

" I don't think she is old either/' a little tartly 
returned Mrs. Skelton, " but young or old she is 
a dear creature. Not pretty, perhaps, but a great 
deal better : a real lady without a bit of pride." 

" Is she up ? '' 

" She is not awake yet,'' was the evasive 
answer. 

"Mrs. Skelton," said Owen, stopping short 
before her, "where did Miss Lee sleep last 
night ? " 

Dead silence. 



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" I confess," he continued, looking displeased, 
" poor as this place is in accommodation, I did 
not expect the sight which met my eyes this 
morning : as I came down stairs, I saw through 
your room-door, which you had inadvertently left 
open, Miss Lee dressed and fast asleep in an old 
arm-chair. Now " 

" Indeed, sir," deprecatingly interrupted Mrs. 
Skelton, "I could not help it. She is a very 
nice lady, but surely she has been used to have 
her way. Once she got out of me that I had 
rheumatic pains, all I could say or do would not 
make her take my bed, which, to say the truth, 
was never meant for two. She said §he was 
young and strong, and that it would be an 
adventure for her to sleep in a chair. I told her 
you would be vexed; she laughed and replied, 
she was not afraid of you, and bade me not teU. 
In short, she would have her way. So she just 
took out her pins, — shook down her beautiful 
hair, — I wanted to lend her one of my frilled 



288 GRAC£ I^EE. 

* 

nightcapsi but it sqems she never wears any^ — 
then wrapped herself up in her cloakj sat down 
with that big dog of hers at her feet^ laid her 
head ba^k, and in five minutes was as soundly 
asleep as. a child; and there she is sleeping stilly 
I'll be bound/^ 

*^No, Mrs. Skelton, I am awake now, if you 
please/' said the voice of Grace, entering the 
room, followed by Scamp. 

'' I beg your pardon, ma'am/' said Mrs. 
Skelton, a little confused. 

"For having said that I was still asleep,— I 
grant it freely. Mr. Owen, have the charity to 
tell me if there will be any getting away to-day 
out of your Noah's ark I To me the waters 
of the deluge still seem to flow high and 
threatening/' 

^' Noah's ark has proved but a sorry sleeping- 
place for you, Miss Lee." 

"Now good Mr. Noah, do not look so put 
out; on my honour I never slept better: but, 



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QRACE LEE. 283 

seriously, do you thiuk this stone ark of yours 
solid?'' 

''It will last longer than either you or I, — 
provided some rock fall not on it from above/' ' 

" I do not fear rocks just now. All my dread 
is of water. Surely that perverse little stream 
must end by going away.^ 

His reply was ambiguous. There was no 
accounting for the caprices of mountain streams ; 
this one might flow back in its bed in a few hours, 
or it might remain thus a few days. Grace at 
first looked blank, but soon rallying, asked if 
the ark were victualled ? Her host turned to his 
housekeeper, who looked up from the fire-place 
to reply, by reckoning categorically on her fingers. 

'' In the first place we have got plenty of tea." 

'' And water, ditto," suggested Grace ; " so 
far good." 

'' Secondly, a little sugar," 

" Better a little, than none," wisely said Miss 
Lee. " Any milk, Mrs. Skelton ? " 



9M GRACE LEE. 

''Not a drop of milk or cream ini the wide 
world/^' replied Mrs. Skelton, emphatically raising 
both her hands. 

'' If some stray goat would only pay us a visit. 
Bah I what matter ; one can do without milk at 
a pinch. Any bread, Mrs. Skelton ? " 

" Half a loaf, ma'am, but plenty of flour." 

''And an oven for baking, — I see it. What 
else?" 

Mrs. Skelton coughed and looked ashamed. 

" To-morrow is market-day," she began, " and 
not having any idea how that tricksy water was 
going to serve us out " 

" You had laid in no provisions — naturally." 

" You have come to a splendid household. Miss 
Lee," said John Owen, looking not ashamed, but 
galled at this exposure of his poverty, "magnificent 
is the hospitality you receive ! Not even a bed 
to sleep in — ^not even a meal to eat ! " 

He laughed, and Grace echoed the sound with 
a light mocking laugh, as pleasant as his was 



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GRACE LEE. 285 

bitter. He looked up at her^ reddening and 

irritated. The smile of her laugh was still 

playing on her features like the last ripple of a 

breaking wave. 

^' Come," she resumed gaily, '' I see poor Scamp, 

with his robust canine appetite, is likely to prove 

a troublesome guest;. so he must needs act the 

part of dove. Scamp ! " 

The Newfoundland, who was lying gravely 

on the hearth, rose at the voice of his mistress. 

She sat down, tore a leaf out of her pocket-book, 

wrote a few words on it with her pencil-case, 

twisted the paper, and fastened it securely under 

the collar of Scamp. She took care to inform 

him it was for Phoebe her maid, and for no one 

else; he heard her with a sagacious air, then, 

when she beckoned to him, he followed her out, 

already half understanding his mission. On 

the door-steps Grace paused. The morning 

was soft and stormy, with a clouded sky; 

everywhere heavy mists limited the horizon. 



266 GBACE L££. 

Below Miss Lee the water rushed with a deep 
and sullen sounds and soon vanished^ hidden in 
the low clouds which filled the bottom of the 
valley. She looked wistfully at the white and 
foaming stream^ then at Scamp^ and laid her 
hand on his head with evident reluctance. At 
length she took a sudden resolve, stooped, gave 
his rough head a hasty kiss, and with the word 
''Home,^^ sent him on his errand. Scamp 
deliberately shook himself, walked down to the 
water's edge, plunged in, and gravely swam down 
the stream. The gaze of his mistress followed 
bim until he was out of sight, then with a sigh of 
relief, she re-entered the house; on the threshold 
she found her host. 

^^ I envy you that noble creature," he said with 
some warmth. 

"Do you I then when I part from Scamp 
you shall have him. You do not think 
there is any danger for him, do you?" she 
added, giving another look at the foamy track 



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along which her faithful Newfoundland had 
vanished. 

" Certainly not, if one may judge by the cool 
and easy style in which he took his departure. 
Besides the stream is sure to become smoother as 
he goes down/' 

'* Heaven have mercy on us ! *' solemnly 
ejaculated the voice of Mrs. Skelton from within. 
They looked, and saw her standing the picture 
of grief and dismay before the open cupboard. 
Melancholy to relate ! her half loaf had during 
the night become the prey of foraging mice. 
The sight of this calamity at first quite overcame 
her; but soon rallying : — 

" PU get a cat ! *' she exclaimed in great wrath. 
" 1^11 get a cat t the nasty little vermin shall not 
have it all their own way.*' 

The breakfast was then reduced to tea, with 
little sugar and no milk. 

'' Well, Miss Lee," said John Owen, casting an 
ironical look at the empty board, ''what do you 



288 GRACE LEE. 

say to this meal ? Surely it oflFers you the charm 
of novelty ! What a breakfast for a lady who has 
had the pink and flower of French cooks ; who 
has fed on the most luxurious fare of every 
land : bad tea to drink and nothing to eat.'^ 

" I do not care,^^ independently replied Grace ; 
'^ I feel above eating just now. I have a fancy 
that it must be something excessively vulgar. 
So, Mr. Owen, please not to lavish any of your 
pity upon me. It is not needed." ^ 

And allowing Mrs. Skelton to lament this 
unfortunate event, to abuse the water for shutting 
them in, and the mice for eating the bread. Miss 
Lee quietly drank her tea and looked as she said, 
"above eating.*^ The meal over, — it did not 
take long to despatch, — she suddenly vanished 
with Mrs. Skelton. Soon the sound of their 
two voices, one clear and pleasant as youth, the 
other harsh and unsteady as age, reached Mr. 
Owen from a dilapidated pantry behind the house. 
In going up stairs he caught a glimpse of them ; 



6BACE LEE. 289 

they vere both deep in flour and dough; Mis, 
Skelton vas imparting precepts in the art of 
bread-making, which Grace — a white apron on^ 
her sleeves tncked up, and her handsome arms 
bare and free — was reducing into practice. She 
looked merry and amused with her novel task. 

Glad to find that his guest had disposed of 
herself so as not to tax his politeness too far, so 
as not to render hospitality a bore and a burden, 
Timon»retreated to a wide den-like room on the 
first floor, where it was his wont to retire to the 
company he best loved, that of his own thoughts ; 
thoughts too gloomy and bitter, but all the more 
congenial to his habitual mood. 

There was a window that overlooked the vallev ; 
it commanded a view, grand and dreary, of barren 
heights and rushing waters. He stood watching 
them, as sullen and discontented with his fate as 
they seemed to be with their rocky bed. A 
disappointed ambitious man never yet made a 
genuine misanthrope. John Owen hated the 

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290 GRACE LEE. 

world, but not the world^s prizes ; his scorn did 
not reach them ; and whilst a longing and a wish 
remained, what could solitude be but a ceaseless 
torment. He stood as we said by the window, 
his elbow resting on its bar, his brow on his 
hand, his gaze diving down the valley, seeking 
nothing, and pleased with nothing that it rested 
on. Yet it watched abstractedly at first, atten- 
tively in the end, a black speck slowly coming up 
the stream and seen for some time through mists, 
then more near and distinct. 

It was a boat manned by two men ; he guessed 
their errand, and went down to prepare Grace for 
her liberation. 

He found her in the kitchen parlour kneeling 
on the floor by the fire, watching the baking of a 
small round cake in its hot ashes, and absorbed 
in the task. 

^^ Miss Lee,'' he said, "I bring welcome tidings; 
the starving garrison is relieved; a boat is coming 
to bear you away from your dreary prison-house. 



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GRACE LEE. 291 

" Scamp is safe ! " were her first words ; '' and 
so they are coming for me ! I was getting used 
to this Noah^s ark — ^to this being shut out from 
the world and feeling thrown on one's own 
resources. Now it seems I must go back to civi- 
lisation ! And my cake is not quite baked^ 
though getting of a rich brown hue, most tempt- 
ing to the eye. Well I had always heard that 
life is made up of disappointments. Are they 
near, I*wonder ! '* 

"FU go and see, ma'am,'' oflSciously said 
Mrs. Skelton. 

She left the house, stayed a while away, then 
came back with the tidings that the boat was 
really come for Miss Lee. Grace half sighed; 
she looked reluctant to depart, and did not care 

to hide it ; she rose, however, put on her bonnet 

and cloak, and stepped out. Yes, there lay the 

boat quietly waiting for her at the foot of the 

crag, with her two rowers resting from their 

toil. 

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. *^ Do you stay in the citadel, or will you leave 
it awhile ? '^ asked Orace, turning to her host. 

"Thank you/' he carelessly replied; '^I feel 
well here, and nothing calls me out.^^ 

" Stay, then, in your island. Thanks for your 
hospitality. Mrs. Skelton, I fancy my cake is 
burning.^' 

V 

*' Bless you no, ma'am; shall I send it to 
you ? '^ 

" No, eat it hot for my sake/' 

She kissed her, gave her hand to Mr, Owen, 
and with his aid stepped into the boat, which at 
once shot swiftly down the stream. 



GRACE LEE. 293 



CHAPTER XIII. 



John Owen watched the boat until it was ou 
of sight, then re-entered the house* He saf 
down by the fire-side, not sorry to find his home 
again his own. Everything in his late guest 
suggested lessons against which his pride rebelled. 
Her hopeful cheerfulness was like the living 
and embodied reproach of his discouraged and 
bitter mood. She had forsaken the brightest 
realities of life, and she seemed to deride sorrow. 
Wealth, the world^s incense, love perhaps, had 
passed from her, and still she smiled like one 
whom fate could not reach. Change of fortune 
had not changed her. If he had found her 
depressed, if he had detected in her manner a 



294 GRACE LEE. 

whit more huinility and less pride, John Owen 
would have despised her as one whom the loss or 
gain of money could move; but seeing her 
unaltered, he felt compelled, according to his 
estimate of , men and womlen, to respect and 
admire Grace Lee as one above both her sex 
and her kind, as one whose heart fate could not 
conquer, whose pride fortune could not humble. 
He was too much absorbed in these thoughts to 
notice some very suspicious feminine proceedings 
then going on under his eyes. Grace, in her 
message home had inserted a liberal order for 
provisions, which the boat had brought and the 
boatmen duly delivered to Mrs. Skelton. This 
lady had prudently ignored the fact, until the 
boat was fairly gone ; for as she internally argued, 
her dear young gentleman was odd at times, and 
he might just have packed the whole of the 
goodly hamper back, which would have l^een a 
mortal shame, besides that it might have affronted 
the kind young lady. So she kept her pe^ce. 



.GRACE LEE. 295 

and waited until she saw her master deep in one 
of his thinking fits^ to introduce and safely stow 
away the said hamper. The noise, however 
' roused him, and he looked up interrogatively. 

Mrs. Skelton, standing between the hamper 
and her master, said in careless explanation— 

'^It's only a bit of a basket, sir, which the 
lady has been kind enouGch to send, just until 
that water goes down and I can go to market — ^^ 

^' Very well," he carelessly interrupted, for he 
Baw nothing extraordinary in this, and rising, he 
took his hat and went out. 

The swollen stream might flow around his 
dwelling and shut him in from men; but the 
mountain side, though steep, still afforded space 
for wandering. He did not go far; high up 
above the valley, underneath the projecting brow 
of the mountain, he found a barren hollow, and 
there, though the place was bleak and cold, he 
threw himself down recklessly. Lying thus on 
that hard bed of rock ; below him the waters he 



296 GRACB LEE. 

m 

could not cross, above him the cliffs he could not 
scale, his gloomy fancy saw in his present 

position, the type of his destiny. 

Yet his thoughts were not all hitter; the 

modern poetry of sentiment he had not ; but he 

had much of the more healthful poetry of the 

ancients. He loved the beautiful country in 

which he was bom and had been reared ; dear to 

him were her skies, her noble - mountains, her 

lakes and streams. Dear to him under every sky 

were the grand and solemn aspects of nature. 

As he now lay there, stretched in one of her 

wildest haunts, he found an austere charm in the 

almost wintry mien she wore. Around him lay a 

wilderness of heath, brown rocks, and stunted 

brushwood. Near his head an invisible spring 

trickled down from above with a low murmur ; 

above him spread a gray and ever-changing sky. 

The spot was not beautiful, but it was lone ; it 

was not pleasant, but it lay on a Welsh mountain, 

wild and free ; and as the wind swept by him with 



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a low wail, as clouds floated past white and chill 
through the silent air, John Ow^n, spite of a 
disappointment that still rankled eager ambition 
and stern pride, felt almost happy. 

There may be something in the breath of the 
mountains that quickens the flow of the blood 
and thrills through the nerves; but these glorious 
children of earth, born of her in her vigorous 
youth^ when she could bring forth none save a 
Titan brood, have a still deeper power over the 
soul than* over the frame of man« More than 
the pathless sea to the mariner, to the rider his 
swift steed, do they speak to him who seeks them 
of liberty. They dwell in a region where ceases 
all law save that of the elements ; they rear above 
the clouds that form, our lower sky, barren 
summits tl?at know no master, and Toil, that 
tyrant of the pleasant valleys and fertile plains, 
sleeps at their feet a silent and a conquered foe. 

When John Owen came down and re-entered 
hia dreary dwelling, he found Mrs. Skelton 

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298 GRACX LEX. 

standing on the door-step and examining some 
bright object. 

" Sir/' she said, holding it up to him, **!£ 3roa 
please, the lady has forgotten this; outlandish 
pieces made to look like gold though not quite so 
bright/' 

"They are gold/' replied Mr. Owen, recog- 
nising the favourite bracelet of Grace. 

Mrs. Skelton smiled with sceptical shrewdness. 
''Gold pieces,*' she argued, "were not quite so 
plentiful as to be strung that way for ladies to 
wear round their wrists; howeTer, if she only 
knew where the lady lived, she would return it 
of course." 

" I shall leave it with her the first time I go 

out," interrupted Mr. Owen, and taking the 
bracelet he quietly put it in his pocket, 

Mrs. Skelton looked blanks he perceived^ but 

would not heed it. He wanted to see and know 

of Miss Lee as little as possible. He had come 

to Wales to break with a past which her presence 



GRACE LEE. 299 

brought back to him vivid and distinct. He 

» 

resolved to call^ return her bracelet^ and see her 
no more. Garrulous Mrs. Skelton should have 
no hand in the business^ and woman-like entangle 
him into an acquaintance. 

For two days the torrent rose higher around 
his dwelling; it reached the threshold^ then 
retreated. 

" That enemy at least is vanquished,'* thought 
Owen, as he stood on the door-step watching the 
sullen waters going back to their bed. He went 
out in the afternoon to visit a few patients ; the 
sun was near its setting when he reached Miss 
Lee''s house, and her little maid Phcebe intro- 
duced him into the parlour of her mistress. 

She was absent, but tokens of her presence 
remained. The low chair she had filled still 
stood by the table, with the cushion on which her 
feet had rested. Her Greek Father lay open ; a 
skein of silk marked the page she had been 
reading ; a piece of canvas with a rose half 



800 GRACE LEE. 

worked, and in a vase by it a living rose 
(whereby to copy the shading of Nature), com- 
pleted this mixture of grave and frivolous occu- 
pations, John Owen glanced at the Greek 
volume, then at the unfinished task, then smiled 
a little ironically. 

" What do you think of it ? ^' asked the voice 
of Grace. 

He looked up ; she stood on the threshold of a 
glass door that opened on the garden. Behind 
her spread a clear back-ground of air, breezy 
trees, and blue sky; whilst on her face and figure 
gently fell the mellow light of the sun-lit room, 

^^Have I succeeded or not?'' she continued, 
entering. 

"Very well, indeed;" he replied, rising and 
accepting her extended hand. "And so,'' he 
added, resuming his seat as she carelessly sank 
down into hers ; **' and so you read Greek, Miss 
Lee?" 

"To be sure," she promptly replied; "don't 



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GEACE LEE. 801 

yo'a ?^^ And she gave him a look of seeming 
wonder. 

''A little/^ he diffidently answered. 

'^ How did you leave yonr ark ? ^' 

''Easily enough; the deluge subsided/' 

"HowisMrs. Skelton?'' 

''Well: she found this/' 

He drew forth the bracelet of gold coins. 

"Oh, I am so glad I'' exclaimed Grace with 
sparkling eyes. " Thank you, Mr. Owen, thank 
you.'' 

Joyfully she took it &om his hand ; then taking 
up her work she said : 

" I do this, Mr. Owen, because T like it, and 
because you being a sort of savage — " 

"Eh!'' 

*' Well, what are you ? Have you not forsworn 
civilisation and her wicked ways ? " 

"True; pray go on — 'and being a sort of 
savage — ' " 

" Do you prefer Timon ? Apropos, Mr. Owen, 



8(^2 GEACB LBB. 

I have been looking over that book again. Do 
you know I am astonished you ever wrote it/' 

" Indeed J '' he .answered with some indiflFer- 
enee, for he already wanted to be gone. 

"Yes, indeed/' she continued, going on witl. 
her rose ; " in the firiSt place, it fails as a novel.'' 

'^ It was not meant to succeed as a novel," he 
said with some disdain. 

"Then, pray^ what business has 'A Tale' in 
the title-page ? " 

"None, I confess it. 'Truths' should have 
been the word/' 

" In my opinion, ' Abuse ' would have answered 
better. And this is what I cannot make out. 
How could you — ^yes, Mr. Owen, how could you 
stoop to abuse ? " 

She looked at him fixedly and inquiringly, and 
he returned the glance with one of some wonder 
at this catechising. She composedly resumed : 

" I know that some men of genius have stooped 
to satire, but I also know that it was not then that 



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'their genius burned with purest and brightest 

* 

flame. Abuse is so very vulgar! Ay, in the 
streets or in a palace its essence is still vulgarity ; 
and then it is so easy ! — ^wbo cannot, once fairly 
about it, abuse something or some one ? The only 
art is to ransack naemory for reflections, false or 
true j for epithets choice or coarse, then to deal 
them forth according to the measure of one^s taste 
and temper. It is bad spoken, and written ten 
times ivorse. For who knows not that where there 
is a failure of some higher power, poverty of inven- 
tion, of imagination, feeling, fancy and the noble 
gifts that spriug like gracious plants from the 
depths of a writer^s heart ; abuse of a class, a creed 
or a nation is resorted to, like the hot spice with 
which a distressed cook tries to hide the deficiencies 
of an indifffeyent dish. For my part, I confess it, 
when I read such a bpok, I keep my pity for the 
satirist. I pity him as I pity that peevish and 
fretful insect the wasp, that has just power enough 
to sting, but to whom God has not granted the 



SOI GKACE LEE. 

nobler and mightier power to vonnd. Indeed^ 
Mr. Owen," she added, laying down her work to 
give him a compassionate glance, " I think 
it a great pity and a great shame yon 
should have mixed yoorself np with that low- 
mioded, mean-hearted, and bad-tempered class of 
people." 

She spoke very composedly, without nndne 
haste, with nothing like apprehension in her look 
or hesitation in her tone. John Owen had heard 
her through, mute, and amazed at her audaci^. 
He possessed that power of subdued sarcasm which 
a look, a word, a sneer can express — a power than 
which nothing perhaps in this wide world is more 
feared and hated ; bnt for once he found one as 
fearless as others were cowardly, one who in a few 
minutes told him more truths than he had ever 
heard during his whole lifetime. The secret of 
winning power is often to assume it as granted. 
By taking on herself the right to lecture Timon, 
Grace Lee secured it once for all. Her daring and 



GRACE LEE. 305 

her frankness left a soothing cliarm in the very 
sting her unsparing speech inflicted. Pleased with 
her in spite of himself^ he condescended to argue 
with her, a thing he rarely did with man or woman. 

" If I understand you rightly/' he begto, "you 
wish for a millenium of peace/' 

" Peace !'* she interrupted, "peace on earth I — - 
whilst wrong reigns insolent and triumphant; ' 
whilst truth groans miserable and oppressed. No^ 
Mr. Owen, Heaven forbid that I should wish for 
peace!'' 

"And pray what would you wish for?" 

" For war instead of mere quarrelling. I respect 
attack as much as I despise abuse. I long for the 
day when facts and argument shall take the pl^ce 
of falsehoods and insults ; when the battles of 
truth shall be fought with Truth's own arms, 
truths — and not with the arms of her step-sister. 
Slander — ^lies." 

He was leaning back in an arm-chair ; &om its 
depths he looked at her half mistrustfully; all 



506 . GRACE LEE. 

this sounded fair, but was it true ? In her eyes 
and in her face he saw, however, nothing but 
sincerity. There was a pause, then he said care- 
lessly : 

" Is Timon a slanderer?" 

" No — nor a misanthrope either/' 

"How so, pray?" 

" A misanthrope is one that loves his kind and 
has been deceived in them. I acquit Timon of 
having ever wasted much trust or love on human 
nature." 

Timon bowed as if he felt the compliment; she 
. continued: 

"Timon is simply a disappointed and a revenge- 
ful man." 

This time he did not bow. The definition was 
true and pitiless ; it stung him, but too proud to 
show this, he merely said : 

" You are quite right. Miss Lee, he has been 
disappointed. Ay, and he has had good cause 
for revenge, too," he added bitterly, as if he still 



GRACE LEE. 807 

smarted under the reeoUection of his wrongs, '^ I 
know myself; I am a hard man; but I required 
little of others ; I placed myself on the path of 
none ; I was not ambitious/* 

" Indeed you were," interrupted Grace. 

'^ Excuse me ; I was going to add — beyond my 
deserts. The position I was fit for and had a right 
to, I claimed — ^for more I never asked. And how 
have I been treated from boyhood to youth — from 
youth to manhood?'* 

" I dare say not much worse than other people,*' 
put in Grace with provoking composure. 

" Not much worse !** he echoed, with an indig- 
nant laugh. " Pray what, then, is the world's way 
of dealing with men?'* 

" A very fair way,** she answered with prompt 
decision. 

"Fair!** he repeated, looking at her. Grace 
went on working silently ; he waited for her to 
justify her opinion, but she seemed to consider the 
question settled. Clever man though he was, he 



808 GRACE LEE. 

fell into the trap laid for him, and broke forth 
indignantly : 

'^ Fair ! have I then been fairly treated ? My 
birth was obscure j I was not ashamed of it ; but 
who ever allowed me to forget that my father had 
been a pawnbroker and my mother a Jewess ; I 
valued not money, but I valued what is called 
pleasure still less. The extravagant taunted me 
with sparing gold coined out of the pence of the 
poor. I despised quarrelling and fighting, bullies 
called me a coward — as if because the blood of a 
despised race flowed in my veins, scorn and con- 
tumely were the only food fit for me* For some 
time I bore this, then suddenly I turned round 
and showed the dastard crew that the patience of 
my Jewish forefathers had not at least come down 
to me. The dull I chastised once for alL For 
the insolent I kept the keener weapons of ridicule 
and sarcasm; they thought to retaliate; but finding 
me more than a match for them they slunk off. 
Henceforth there was silence around me; the 



GRiCE LEE. 309 

silence of hatred, I knew it, but they had not 
taught me to care for their love/^ 

'' A propitious beginning I" drily said Miss Lee. 
Too much absorbed to heed the interruption, he 
continued : 

'^ Years came upon me thick and fast. My 
youth submitted to the yoke of but one passion 
— ambition. Here, too, was cause for strange 
* reproach. The vicious hated me because I shared 
not their vices ; the virtuous thought it unnatural 
that my life remained blameless as their own. 
I laughed at them all, and kept myself free from 
degrading shackles. To submit to an angel as 
I saw some men submit to the most worthless of 
their sex, would have quelled pride and respect 
for ever.'^ 

*^But, Mr. Owen,^' quietly observed Grace, 
" these are mere trifles ; and I dare say if you 
would only look at it in a right way — ^you would 
find in the subsequent portion of your life still 
less reason to complain of the world.^' 



810 GRACS LEEj 

"Ah ! " he said, astonished at her coolness. 

"Why, yes; for instance you studied medicine, 
then forsook it for the har — thus your first step 
in life was a mistake — " 

" For which I hlame none,*' he jealously inter- 
rupted. " Pray do not think I complain of my 
early struggles ; that I reproach the world with 
the toil to which I voluntarily devoted years, or 
call society to account, because during that long 
probation, she never once stretched forth to me a 
friendly or a helping hand. Proud, strong and 
self-reliant, what did I want from her? Even 
when I had done all man can do alone — ^I defy 
any living being to say I asked her for more 
than a fair field and no favour." 

*^ Which you got,^^ decisively put in Grace* " I 
know you do not think so. You are disappointed, 
you feel bitter ; but depend upon it, you — '* 

"Indeed, Miss Lee," he interrupted, impa- 
tiently, "this is too much! I claim to be no 
exception ; far from it, I aver that a fair chance 



GRACE L£E. 311 

» 

of success is not granted to one man in a 
thousand. "When I entered the world you defend 
so zealously^ I found it arrayed in terror and in 
arms against all new comers; opposing to them 
a front as firm and steady as that of an army on 
a hattle day. I found it assumed as granted 
that there never could be again any man like the 
men that had been ; that to follow in their steps 
was common-place and tame; to strike out a 
new path a dangerous and absurd innovation. 
I learned, moreover, in many a slight, and many 
a sneer, that a well established name and repu- 
tation were the only warrants of merit, even as 
success was its only test. I heard the Past 
and the Present uniting to denounce the Future. 
'You are not wanted,' they querulously cried; 
' you are troublesome ; you are dangerous ; you 
upset the legitimate order of things; every 
place is full ; there is no room for you ; suflScient 
are we to the wants of this generation. Begone !' 
Vain and fatuitous assertion, repeated day after 



312 GKACE LEE. 

day, year after year, age after age, and as 
unavailing against the tide of posterity as the 
^ Come no further ^ of Canute to the sea. 

'' And that flood which so firmly beat against 
the bulwarks of society and which I now entered 
— ^what was it? The same world under demo- 
cratic guise. The very scum and dregs of human 
nature; frenzied ambition grasping at every 
prize with the power to win none; strength 
without its magnanimity pitilessly trampling 
down the weak ; a band of middle-age condottieri 
besieging a fat burgher city, and more hungry 
for plunder than athirst for renown. There 
was war too in this unruly horde — ^war silent 
but deadly ; how sternly the foremost ranks kept 
back the hindermost ! how firmly they would 
have crushed the foremost if they but could I 

^^ Sometimes the citadel above, that seat of 
luxury and ease, capriciously opened its gates 
to receive some chosen one who, like all deserters, 
straight became the bitterest foe of those he 



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GRACK LEE. 313 

had left behind. I have never heard scorn more 
keen^ never seen hatred more relentless, than 
from the successful to the unlucky, the victorious 
to the conquered. Was I better than they with 
and against whom I strove ? I do not say so, 
but surely I could not be worse. What a life 
was ours ! What a burning atmosphere of fever 
and strife brooded over us and wrapped us all 
in its lurid shadow ! ^^ 

He paused ; in his eager look, in his pale thin 
features, in his parted lips, seemed to revive 
the feverish excitement of that time. 

'' WeU ! " said Grace. 

He looked up at her like one wakening from a 
dream. 

'^ Pray go on !*' she said impatiently. 

" With what ? '' 

*' With your history of course.^' 

She looked eager and interested. Uncon- 
sciously he felt soothed and flattered. There is 
a deep and subtle egotism in your clever men, to 

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314 GBACfi L£E. 

which even the coldest and most self-denying 
must yield sometimes — and to the weakness John 
Owen yielded now. 

" Well/^ he resumed, " I was not amongst the 
fortunate. Day after day I saw men inferior to 
me in knowledge and power, succeed and thriye. 
I knew why : they could fawn and flatter ; things 
impossible to me. Yet I confess it honestly, 
their triumphs galled me. Without troubling 
you, Miss Lee, with the story of disappointments 
that still found me an obscure, unknown man, 
leading a life of poverty and toil, suffice it to say, 
that chance made me meet again with Captain 
Glawdon. He gave me hopes he never intended 
to fulfil. All he meant was to get from me 
legal advice and information, without paying for 
either; yet he lured me on with a resistless 
bait ; an opportunity of being heard and known. 
Obscurity is narrow and stifling. I panted for 
air and space to breathe. I saw through the 
man ; I trusted not his honour or his faith ; but 



GRACE LEfi. 315 

to the triumph of a vigorous mind over a feeble 
intellect ; to the power of a strong will to bend 
even meanness and deceit to its own end. I 
forgot that the mean are insolent ; that the 
cunning are full of low arts. He wanted to 
break with me; I defeated his object; at length I 
yielded. I believe you know how this was accom- 
plished ; you know at least of the duel which you 
succeeded in preventing. I felt that you acted 
through Mr. Gerald Lee. He must have had 
strange power over his relative, for he made him 
withdraw his chaUenge, and apologise to the man 
he bad thsulted. I knew that I had a foe the 
more on my path ; but I despised^ and did i^ot 
fear him. I returned to London; there I re- 
ceived from you an invitation that led to my 
introduction to a certain circle. And now, Miss 
Lee/^ he added, raising his eyes until they met 
hers, " allow me to pause in this long egotistical 
narrative, in order to thank you : I had done 

nothing to conciliate your favour, but much, had 

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316 GRACE LEE. 

you been resentful, to win me your dislike or 
hatred. Another woman, in your proud and 
envied position, would assuredly, by some slight, 
some scorn, have made me pay the penalty of my 
pride, and with look, or smile, or tone sweetly 
galling, have taught me, once for all, that a poor 
and struggling barrister was something le^s than 
a man for a worshipped heiress. I found you 
just, — more than just, generous. You tried to 
serve me, and you exacted no return of flattery 
or homage. In the little there was between us 
I always found you better and greater than 
myself. Above and beyond you I may be in 
some things, but of us two, you are assuredly 
the higher-minded and the more magnanimoiis, 
I confess it as willingly because true, as I should 
scornfully deny it if false. More I will add : I 
thank you. Miss Lee, for being the only one who 
ever treated me as a man and a gentleman.^' 

He looked at her with a smile, proud spite of 
so frank a confession. Grace gave him back a 






GRACE LEE. 317 

look and a smile as proud as his own. She knew 
that if he could have helped it he would scarcely 
have said so much ; that of the homage, the best 
part was yielded to truth; to her little; to the 
woman certainly nothing. 

Mr. Owen/' she said, after a pause, which he 
forgot to break, ^^how comes it that the intro- 
duction to which you allude availed you so 
little?'' 

The gloom returned to his brow ; the scornful 
light to his dark eye, the sneer to his ironical 
lip, as he answered sarcastically : 

'^ The Honourable Mrs. Chesterfield wanted a 
thousandth and one adorer of her perfections ; 
Mr. Woodman, a tool for his rancour against a 
man of genius ; Mr. Hanley, a toady and a boon 
companion. None of these people cared a rush 
to serve me. I do not blame them, but neither 
was I going to be their fool or their slave. I 
soon lost their favour, or, rather, I never won it ; 
but T saw something of them, and they might 



818 GRACE LEE. 

have proved of use to me in the end, when I 
could not but perceive that a cloud had gradually 
come between them and me. 

"Mrs. Chesterfield was strangely cool, and 
disdainful and impertinent. I was once with 
her when some officers came in ; I forget of what 
we spoke, but in the progress of our discourse, 
her eye fell on me with a scorn so insulting, that 
I rose and left the house, which I have never 
entered since that day. Woodman, on the 
contrary, became more familiar and patronising ; 
he was then deep in his scheme of hiring me to 
book-making, a thing I hated. He coaxed, he 
wheedled in vain; he dropped strange hints 
about pluck and mettle ; he kindly assured me 
Brandon was not dangerous ; that the war of 
books was a pacific war ; that rivals of the pen 
seldom proceeded to perilous extremities. I 
laughed in his face, and asked him if he thought 
I feared anything mortal or any living being? 
He coughed, and smiled, and said, "Oh dear^ 



GRACE LEE. 319 

no ! ^ with this we dropped the subject ; he went 
his way, I mine, but with me went his smile and 
his ' Oh dear, no ! ^ I know not, however, how 
I might have interpreted either, but for Mr. 
Hanley. He had taken a fancy to me ever since 
I had detected the presence of oysters in the 
ambroisie a la Lee, He often asked me to his 
table; my very heart burned with impatience 
and wrath to see that whilst, without cost to 
himself, he could have brought me to the gate 
of my wishes, he found me no better task than to 
con over dishes and talk cookery. Yet I bore it ; 
I hoped that he who had once been a poor and a 
struggling man would help me yet. He never 
did. He did not want me to succeed, and be 
lost to him ; so he gave me hopes and kept me 
back for the sake of a poor and selfish indul- 
gence. But as our acquaintance grew closer, 
he became cynical, ironical, almost insolent. 
Cautiously at first, in the end openly, he tried 
to make me the butt of his sarcasms. I began 



S20 GRACE LEE. 

to understand there tnust be something in all ^ 
this ; that Mrs. Chesterfield, that "Woodman, that 
Hanley would never dare to use me so, if they 
did not feel assured of impunity. I had sus- 
picions, but I wanted certitude; so I kept my 
blood cool, T allowed Hanley full play, I subdued 
wrath, I silenced passion. My patience won its 
reward. The subtle old cynic told me volun- 
tarily, in a genial after-dinner moment, what no 
questioning would have extracted from him at 
another time. ^I might be no hero,' he said, 
'but I should live all the longer. Indeed, he 
had no doubt that I should reach the threescore 
and ten, whilst that hare-brained Glawdon could 
not fail being shot or spitted out of life one of 
these days.' 

" Thus I learned it all : Captain Glawdon had 
told and falsified the story of the duel ; he had 
proclaimed me a coward, and on his word the 
world had believed it. 

" A coward ! '' resumed John Owen after a 



GRACE LEB. 321 

pause, and the veins in his forehead swelled 

passionately, and his eyes burned with a light 

that grew more keen and clear as he proceeded ; 

'^ A coward ! the meanest thing that ever felt the 

sun^s light or breathed air of earth ! And I was 

stung thus in my honour and my pride by one 

who had meanly wronged and basely insulted 

me ! I scorned to deny the accusation until I 

could prove it false. I never breathed his name 

until we met. I had watched my opportunity in 

the broad daylight, in a crowd, face to face ; and 

then not behind his back, like a traitor, but to his 

face like a man, I gave him the lie. He never 

answered ; his look could not meet my look, his 

tongue repel the deadly insult mine had uttered 

clear and distinct for all to hear; he merely 

trembled and turned pale, lowered and slunk 

away mute. Many wondered, for he was thought 

brave. I did not wonder : a dastard can stand 

the shot of a foe better than the look of a man. 

'^ Days and weeks passed ; I heard nothing of 

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322 QRACB LEE. 

him ; the insolence and the scorn passed from the 
manner of those with whom I chanced to mingle ; 
coward I was thought no longer ; I had proTcd 
no physical courage, yet I got it for granted. 
Captain Glawdon at length made up his mind, 
and sent me a challenge. 

^^I hate duelling. I abhor that appeal to a 
random shot or gladiator thrust as I abhor all 
that is low and brutal. The first time Captain 
Glawdon challenged me, my pride rose and my 
blood boiled to think that for the caprice of a 
fool I was to peril every chance of my ambition ; 
that my Ufe, a keen, intellectual life, full of pro- 
jects ajid aims, was to stand the same chance, 
and be measured in the same scale as that of an 
effeminate dandy. But the second time the 
Captain challenged me, I felt differently. I 
protest against being what is called a humane 
or a philanthropic man. This may be the age 
of peace societies, of abolition movements, of 
sympathy meetings ; but, I confess it^ these 



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GRACE LEE. 328 

things sicken me. To the attacked I say, 
defend yourselves even unto death ; to the 
slave^ rise against the t^rant^ and be free ; to 
the oppressed, scorn sympathy that spends itself 
in speech. In the same mood, I can look on 
the suffering and the death of others, not with 
pleasure, but without morbid horror or grief. 
Pain is our lot, death our end; let both, then, 
be borne without making all this outcry about 
an everyday matter. At the same time I am 
neither butcher nor executioner; to torment is 
repugnant to me as a surgeon ; to give death in 
war or duelling — I protest I can see no difference 
— would be still more so. Now, on the day when 
I met Captain Glawdon I had seen death written 
on his brow and vanquished in his eye. I knew 
that if we met as foes meet, he was doomed. I 
said so to the military gentleman who called 
upon me, and I declined the challenge. He 
remonstrated, and assured me such conduct in a 
gentleman was without precedent. I offered to 



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824 GRACE LEE. 

meet him if he liked ; ' for you, at least/ I said, 
'have a fair chance — he has not.' He did not 
think fit to accept my oflFer, and withdrew, 
impressed and astonished. I have heard that he 
reported me to his friend as an evil-minded man, 
and strongly advised him to arrange the matter ; 
but Captain Glawdon was bent on his fate. I 
soon received a second challenge ; again I refused 
it ; but when a third message came, I said, ^ Be 
his blood on his own head, and his death at his 
own door ! ' 

" Dark and tragic, if rightly told, would be the 
story of that day. Strange that in a world so 
wide two men could not find room to move and 
not meet. I remember I thought of that as in 
the gray of early morning I stood by the fresh 
hawthorn hedge and listened to the rising song of 
the lark in a neighbouring corn-field ; whilst he, 
miserable man, moved restlessly to and fro, and 
sang snatches of a glee, and our two witnesses 
pedantically discussed a doubtful point in this 



GBACB LEE. 825 

false code of a falser honour. You look pale. 
Miss Lee ! well I assure you, that if one could 
forget the end, nothing can be less terribly to see 
than a duel. When two angry men appeal to brute 
force, and grapple in their strength for mastery, 
the contest is often long, and always sickening to 
behold; but in a duel it is quiet, swift, silent and 
deadly as the hate that has brought the two com- 
batants to that solitary spot. A few minutes and 
all was over; his shot passed by me harmless; 
mine wounded him slightly ; his wished to reach 
my heart ; mine to miss him ; we both failed. 
Every precaution had been taken ; law could not 
touch us; the matter was kept quiet. I was 
relieved and astonished ; my enemy lived spite of 
presentiment and sign. His wound healed fast ; 
it healed until it opened a&esh, and ended in a 
mortal fever, that in a few weeks laid him in his 
grave. I heard it, and would rather that no hand 
of mine had helped to bring him there. He was 
not good, he was not honourable; but life was 






326 GRACE LEB. 

given to all^ and to all seems sweet. Again I 
asked myself^ was earth not wide enough for 
him and me?^' 

There was a low remorseful cadence in his 
voice as he made this confession^ and paused. 
Sut suddenly he looked up and said, abruptly : 

''Be frank. Miss Lee. What do you think 
of me in this ? '^ 

"I think/' she replied, very gravely, ''that 
the God who had made you both, against whose 
gentle law of brotherly love and holy peace 
you both rebelled and sinned, is your only 
judge/' 

He had not expected an answer so mild in 
form, so severe in its spirit. He bit his lip 
and retorted : 

" And you charitably deliver me up to judg- 
ment. Well, no matter I But you misunder- 
stood me, Miss . Lee : I was asking you for your 
opinion.'' 

" I think," she calmly answered, " that with 



GRACE LEE. 827 

many ways of proving yourself no coward, you 
chose the worst and the least conclusive. Moral 
cowardice is at the bottom of nine out of ten 
of the duels fought daily. However, if I go 
on, I shall fall into the commonplace truths 
every one knows, every one confesses, and no 
one has the daring and the manliness to put in 
practice. This much, however, there is to say 
I in your extenuation; the unfortunate man 
brought on his own fate, and the world that 
abetted him was far more guilty than you of 
the deed, for which, if I mistake not, its laws 
attempted to render you responsible.^' 

'' Oh ! no,'' bitterly replied John Owen ; " law 
did not touch me; there was no inquest of 
justice .* but opinion, that immaculate Themis, 
became coroner, and delivered her verdict 
without granting me the benefit of witness or 
jury. She had once proclaimed me a coward. 
She now branded me as a murderer and a fiend. 
To whosoever wished to listen, she told by what 



328 GRACE LEE. 

deadly insults I had driven an honourable man^ 
husband of a most interesting young Mdfe, 
father of an innocent child, to meet me in 
mortal combat. She stigmatised my enmity 
as that of the dastard who dares not to stand 
by his own deed* 'Another/ she said, 'would 
have shot his foe dead, then surrendered himself 
manfully to take his trial. But I* — ingenious 
was the heart that conceived the calumny ; pure 
the mind that rounded the tale; guileless the 
tongue that uttered it — ' I, once a medical man^ 
had found to the life of my victim a slower 
and a safer way — I had calculated the shot that 
inflicted the wound — that brought on the fever 
that led — to death ! ^ The monstrous invention 
was told, spread, and believed, Mrs. Chester- 
field, meeting me once by chance, fainted 
gracefully in her carriage at the sight of 
such a monster. Woodman had just then got 
hold of a fit tool; a man with talent enough 
to write a book, and not too much to write at 



ORACB LEE. 329 

another man^s bidding. The result appeared in 
a novel, of which I was hero : and a gentleman- 
like villain they made me out. tA. coward, a 
traitor, a profligate, an apostate, an atheist, a 
usurer, a socialist, a spy — everything, save a 
fool. That, I am bound to confess, either in 
or out of the book, I sincerely believe no one 
ever called me.^^ His lip took a disdainful curl, 
and he proceeded : " I read this book, of which 
the preface was not the least edifying part. In 

4 

it the reader was gravely assured that the ' Son 
of Darkness' — such was the title — was no idle 
creation of the writer's brain. No; he still 
lived to bewilder and appal his fellow-creatures. 
He walked amongst men with the mark of Cain 
on his brow, and on his lips the sneer of Satan. — 
But why trouble you with such trash ? — There 
was notoriety in the book; every one read it. 
If I could have stooped to deny charges so 
calumnious, accusations so infamous, I should 
have held myself a justly degraded man. I let 



330 GRACE LEE. 

slander say her worst; she fluiig dirt at me^ 
and I, remembering that it was dirt, defiled not 
myself with .handling of it. More defiant, as 
she grew more insulting, I went on my way 
and heeded her execrations no more than the 
traveller heeds the barking of curs on the high 
road. At length, it came to this point between 
society and me, that, I may say it without 
boasting, we met face to face in a narrow pass. 
She told me plainly that she would hunt me 
out of hearth and home. I swore that if my 
life should be the price, I would keep inviolatp 
and free the sacred right of every man to 
work for the bread he eats, for the roof that 
shelters him. I then made out a precarious 
living — not by the bar, for though I got a 
motion now and then, I was no favourite in 
the court — but by reports for a newspaper and 
reviews for ^ magazine. I earned little; but 
I lived sparingly, and owed nothing to any man. 
On this poor pittance others, poorer than myself. 



GBACE LB£. 331 

cast the looks of greediness and envy. The 
opportunity was good, blasted as I was in 
character and name, to oust me from my barren 
heritage. I fought for it, as a monarch for his 
kingdom. I dared living man to wrest it &om 
me; placed defenceless between the two fires 
of rivals and employers, by braving them alike, 
I silenced, ay, and I quelled them both. I 
stood alone; my foes were many, yet they 
retreated, sullen and daunted. 

" If I am proud of anything in my life, it is 
of that struggle and of that victory. But when 
it was won ; when, though they might detest me, 
I compelled men to grant me that sort of respect 
which they yield to power — good or evil. When 
there was the peace, and again, as in my boy- 
hood, the silence of hatred around me, — insulted 
manhood asserted his rights, injured honour her 
wrongs. Voluntarily I yielded, what compulsion 
would never have wrested from me. I gave back 
society the reluctant and niggardly portion I had 



832 GRACE LEE. 

wrung from her inch by inch : my seat at' her 
board,— my resting place beneath her roof, — my 
right to her highways and barren places. When 
the vassal surrenders his fief, he also surrenders 
his allegiance, and stands once more a stripped, 
but a free man before his lord. To that proud 
lady, who had poured on me the vials of her 
contempt and her wrath, I now gave back scorn 
for scorn. I wrote ' Timon,' not for justification, 
but for revenge. Of myself I said nothing — of 
her much. I tore the veil from the brow of this 
mock vestal, and to her own gaze I showed her 

in her unblushing shame. I told her she was a 
coward, for that to the weak she was pitiless, and 
fawning to the strong; a traitor, for that she 
daily bartered the holiest gods of her worship for 
Baal and Mammon ; a liar, for that she publicly 
dealt in lies, lived and thrived on them, on 
pledges broken from man to man, — on oaths 
betrayed from class to class, — on treaties forsworn 
from nation to nation. With this I left her. 



GRACE LEE. 833 

" ^ Timon^ sold well, and read even better than 
the ^ Son of Darkness.' Who knows but I might 
not have achieved a literary reputation I But 
content with this Parthian shaft I had dealt my 
foe, I sought obscurity as I had once sought 
fame. I resumed the profession I had forsaken, 
and came and settled here more wearied than 
crushed — more scornful than conquered.^^ 

His lip curled with the disdainful smile familiar 
to it, and his eyes dark and deep-set, shot forth 
a sullen and defiant light. 

*^Mr, Owen,^^ quietly said Grace, *^I have 
heard you to the end, and I am going to give 
you a good sound dose of JoVs-friend comfort. 
I shall kindly prove to you that you have got no 
more than you deserved. To begin. Did you 
forget, or did you not know, that two things 
are indispensable to lead a peaceful life in the 
world, — leniency to error; forgiveness of wrong. 
Believe me it was for not having practised either^ 
that when the dark hour came to you, which 



834 GRACE LEE. 

comes to every maHiy you found many your foes — 
none your frieni^' 

" I wanted the friendship of none/^ he repUed, 
haughtily. 

'^The world must be with or against s<mie 
men. For them — ^and you are one of them — 
there^ can be no medium.^^ 

He did not contradict what he felt to be true. 
She continued. 

*' It was not for you. You would not practise 
the world^s ways, and the world gave you none 
of its rewards. It kept them for flatterers and 
parasites. Would you have been of them ? '^ 

'^ I ! '^ he exclaimed, indignant at the sugges- 
tion. 

" Well, then, do not complain,'^ was her inex- 
orable rejoinder, " you would not pay the trader^s 

price, why should you get the trader^s goods ? '^ 

! 
" They are not merchandise to be sold and 

bought," he replied, half impatiently, " but prizes 

to be fought for and won.^ 



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GHACE LEE. 335 

" In the first place^ I deny it ; in the second^ 
granting it, I aver that your own words condemn 
you. If the world is a battle-field, on which you 
have been beaten — Soldier ! know how to bear 
with the fortune of war.^^ 

'^ Job's-friend comfort indeed, this ! '^ said John 
Owen, with a lofty smile. 

Miss Lee composedly proceeded on her course 
of consolatory remarks : 

" I know what you think ; that you ought to 
have won. Quite a mistake ! Success is a matter 
of temper far more than of genius. Genius you 
have, I believe ; but you know you are not 

amiable.^' 

« 

*^Eh?" he interrupted, amazed. 
" Well, are you ? ^' she said frankly ; " I put 
it to you : are you an amiable man ? " 
Perhaps not," he at length answered. 
I assure you,^' she candidly replied, ''that 
you may put 'perhaps^ out of the question." 
" Well, you are frank," he said, after another 



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pause ; '^ but pray go on : you were saying that 
success is a matter of temper far more than of 
genius — a just remark.'* 

'^ Of course it is ; I never make any but just 
remarks. However, you have interrupted me, 
the thread of my thoughts is broken, and so, 
without entering into further observations, all I 
have to say is, you have been worsted — submit to 
Fate I '^ . 

^' Fate ! " he exclaimed with a start. " I repu- 
diate the slavish doctrine. Fatalism — I scorn it 3 
man — ^underneath God — ^has no master save his 
own will, strong or weak.*' 

" Hm-m," said Grace ; " and so it was your owa 
free will brought you here — a conquered man?** 

" Conquered — conquered,'* he repeated, rather 
indignantly; ^^ disgusted and wearied — not con- 
quered, if you please.** 

Grace laid down her work, which she had 
resumed, and looked at him with a penetrating 
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" Disgusted ! " she said slowly. '^ Mr. Owen, 
you have always been too clear-sighted, and 
consequenl;ly too dispassionate, to be so easily 
disgusted. And wearied, too ! Surely you do 
not mean to say your nature is so weak as to 
know satiety and weariness ? I do not think it 
is. I do not think the wide-spread fame of a 
Byron, the power of a Napoleon, would sate or 
satisfy your ambition." 

He half turned round, with not displeased 
wonder, to look deep into one who could read 
him so truly. She continued, — 

" It was not weariness, but scorn that brought 
you here. Strange mistake ! Your position, 
after ' Timon ^ appeared, was splendid; not as an 
author, but as a man. Victoriously had you 
proved the power that justifies — excuse my plain 
speaking — an imperious temper. Besides, the 
world likes to hear truths so stern, told with 
such eloquent bitterness. It must be tyrant or 
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the hand that wields the lash. Had you but 
kjept your ground the day was yours."^ 

John Owen smiled with ironical scepticism. 

Miss Lee resumed : 

" You left the field when the battle was all tut 
won. You look cool and phlegmatic as a Saxon^ 
but in reality you have hot' Welsh blood. So 
you lost your temper, and scorned Fortune, when 
she was smiling. She left you, and with her fled 
the golden opportunity that returns not twice in 
a man^s life. 'Timon,' as a book, is already 
forgotten. 'Timon,' as a man, must abide by his 
choice, and vegetate quietly ^to the end of his 
days. An obscure »end for so many proud 
dreams; but one at least that unites philosophic 
quietness and peace." 

A demure smile played around her lips as she 
uttered the last words. Her guest looked at her 
with something like wrath. It stung his proud 
heart to be told in those calm tones that the 
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same pride forbade the boast^ " That if he wished 
he could yet shape a way." So he swallowed down 
the insult, for such it seemed to him, and merely 
said, with ill-subdued irritation, " I do not believe 
in your Fortune, Miss Lee ; she is but a Fate in 
disguise." 

'^ Well, I believe in her— perhaps because she 
has been invariably kind to me/^ 

'^ Miss Lee, is this quite frank? I say honestly 
that I am not satisfied with my lot; you always 
speak as if the fulness of happiness had fallen to 
vours/^ 

^' You doubt it. Why so ? Speak plainly/' 

" Why ! Because, when I look at you I seem 
to see two women. One, I remember her well, 
treated more like a divinity .'' 

'' To her face,'' tartly said Grace. *' I need not 
leave this room to find one who made no divinity 
of me behind my back." 

"I perceive I offend you," said John Owen, 
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''No; but you exaggerate. What though I 
have been outrageously flattered ! You forget 
that I did not perhaps receive that flattery as 
Gospel truth/^ 

" What matter ; the incense was given to you 
— ^where is it now?^^ 

''Wreathing sweetly and gracefcdly around 
the feet of some other idol. Let it ! Do I look 
broken-hearted ? " 

"Well, you certainly might have too much 
sense to care for flattery.^ 

" Might ! ^^ murmured Grace ; — " civil/^ 

"But were you as indifierent to friendship? 
When I saw you in this house a sister was with 
you; there was a friend, too; the world called 
him more than friend. Where are they now ? 
Married, enjoying the noble fortune that once 
was yours; and you are here, comparatively poor, 
and certainly alone.^^ 

" The fortune has but changed hands,'' warmly 
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justice to them I must enlighten you, Mr. Owen. 
My marriage with Gerald Lee was the condition 
on', which I enjoyed Miss Lee's wealth; that 
• condition I broke of my own free-will, for motives 
which neither Mr. Lee nor Miss Blount influ- 
enced. If Gerald Lee,^' she added, raising her 
head, and speaking with mingled dignity and 
pride, "had betrayed his faith with me, know 
that 1 would have compelled him to betray it 
openly. I might have accepted the wrong, but I 
would have made him take the shame. If Lily, 
who, though not of my blood, is dear to me as 
a sister; if Lily Blount could have attempted 
to seduce from me the regard of my affianced 
husband, I might not, for the sake of womanhood, 
have proclaimed it to the world, but I should 
have thought of it in my heart until love died, 
withered by contempt. And now,'' she added, 
with a warmer flush on her check and a half smile 
on her lips, " let me not, whilst justifying Mr. Lee 
from treachery, place him in the unfortunate 

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position of a rejected lover. I know lie respected 
and liked me ; he certainly wished to marry me ; 
but then — but then — I do not think it broke his 
heart to lose me. Lily is young ; she is fair and 
beautiful as an angel ; I am dark and plain like 
a common mortal woman. In short, what 
wonder is it that he was so soon comforted — 
and married?^' 

*' But you ! " said John Owen, looking at her 
keenly. She laughed &eely at his evident mis«- 
trust. 

^' I ! ^^ she said, gaily, " well I did not want 
comfort, did I? Have I not exchanged the 
hot and barren world , for cool and shady 
solitude ; and, pleasanter still, fortune for happy 
liberty ? '' 

There was a pause, then he said, "I admire 
you ; T envy you.^ 

"But you do not half believe in me," she inter- 
rupted. " Yet Diocletian, the vegetable gardener 
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man than Diocletian^ the master of Bome. Sy 
the way/^ she added^ rising, " I must show you 
my garden — ^yours is shamefully neglected — ^and 
try and convert you to flowers. You cannot deny 
their beauty." 

" Yes, they are lovely weeds enough," he care- 
lessly replied, following her out through the glass 
door. 

The evening, though chill, was beautiful and 

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calm. Just above the dark outline of the hills 

spread a space of light cold and clear as that of a 

Polar sky. Beyond it vast clouds seemed to 

repose on their own broad base ; in the west a 

young crescent moon shone white and pure in 

blue space. 

^^You are bareheaded, you will take cold," 
suddenly said John Owen, pausing. 

^^ No, thank you. No day is too hot, no night 
too chill for me. But pray look at my flowers ; 
colourless and dim though they seem, are they 
not still beautiful ? " 



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He did not reply ; he had truly said it, flowers 
for him were but lovely weeds. 

Miss Lee went on, still pouring forth on her 
favourites praise, that fell on a careless ear* As 
they reached the gate that bounded her narrow 
domain, she stopped short, and said, '^This re- 
minds me of Madame Helvetius visited by General 
Bonaparte, and showing him her garden. ^ Ge- 
neraV she said, as they parted, 'you do not 
know how much happiness an acre of ground can 
enclose.^ The future Napoleon heard her with a 
disdainful smile. And you too — though like the 
master of the world, you have found your Saint 
Helena — ^you too, Mr. Owen, would disdain 
happiness so tame and so easily won. Would it 
were yours, however, and that the home to which 
you are now returning, were as calmly happy as 
that you leave.^^ She unlocked and opened the 
gate as she spoke. 

" A cool and civil way of telling me to be off," 
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noticed too^ that in bidding him adieu^ Miss Lee 
did not invite him to renew his visit. She stood 
by the open gate, however, looking after him. 
As he turned the path, she called him back. 
'* Mr. Owen.'^ 

He looked round, but did not move. She 
glanced significantly at a pool of wet that lay 

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between them, then at her satin slippers, and 
said : — 

" I want to speak to you, if you please.^^ He 
came back a few steps. 

" Come again, will you ? ^^ she said, carelessly. 

'^ Perhaps so," he replied, in tones quite as 
careless. 

" Perhaps ! No, Mr. Owen, not perhaps ; yes 
or no, if you please." 

" Oh ! in that case, yes, of course." 

^^ I do not like, ' yes, of course.^ It implies 
constraint and a bore. Come again if you like it, 
and if you do not, stay away.^ 

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"But pray do not hurry, take your time 
to consider : in the meanwhile, good-night/^ 
He turned away, and she locked the gate. 



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