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Concord,  N.H.,  March,  1869.  f 

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A     HISTORY 


WILLIAM  A.  CANFIELD 


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A   HISTORY 


OF    THE 


ARMY  EXPERIENCE 


OF 


WILLIAM  A.  CANFIELD. 


BY  HIMSELF. 


TRICE     TWENTY  -  FIVE    CENTS. 


MANCHESTER,    N.  H.  : 

C.  F.  LIVINGSTON,  PRINTER. 
18r39. 


PRE  FA  C  E . 

Readers  :  In  writing  this  little  book,  I  do  not  claim 
to  issue  a  work  of  choice  language,  nor  to  present 
any  new  facts  or  startling  developements  concerning 
the  general  history  of  the  vv'ar.  My  intention  is 
simply  to  write  a  short  narrative  of  my  life  as  a  soldier 
in  the  Army  of  the  Potomac  and  South  West,  and  in  the 
Hospital. 

Having  lost  my  left  arm  from  a  wound  received  in  front 
of  Petersburg,  I  have  taken  this  method  of  procuring 
sufficient  means  to  enable  me  to  engage  in  some  business 
by  which  I  may  gain  an  honest  livelihood  for  myself  and 
family. 

Craving  your  kind  indulgence,  I  bring  my  claim  before 
you,  hoping  you  will  grant  it  a  favorable  reception. 

Yours  respectfully, 

WM.  A.  CANFIELD. 


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HISTORY 


I  was  bom  ou  the  10th  of  June,  1840,  in 
Thornton,  a  small  town  in  the  northern  part  of 
New  Hampshire.  I  was  the  youngest  of  six 
children.  Our  parents  were  poor  in  this  world's 
goods,  but  rich  in  faith  and  in  the  knowledge  of 
God  as  it  is  in  Christ  Jesus.  My  early  instruc- 
tions were  limited  to  a  common  school,  and  I  was 
deprived  of  this  at  the  age  of  twelve  years.  Had 
I  improved  even  these  few  years,  I  might  have 
been  much  farther  advanced  than  I  now  find  my- 
self. As  it  is,  I  have  to  regret  many  misspent 
opportunities  of  my  childhood. 

My  parents,  as  I  have  said  before,  were  rich  in 
faith,  and  it  was  first  in  their  thoughts  to  instill 
into  the  hearts  of  their  children  principles  of  wis- 
dom, virtue  and  love.     Especially  did  our  dear 

(5) 


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mother,  both  by  precept  and  example,  endeavor 
to  lead  us  in  the  right  way. 

The  summer  of  1853  I  went  to  Franklin,  N.  H., 
to  work  in  a  hosiery  mill.  I  liked  my  work,  had 
a  good  boarding  place,  and  in  a  short  time  felt 
quite  at  home. 

I  had  been  there  several  weeks,  and  there  had 
been  an  unusual  interest  in  religious  matters  for 
some  time ;  many  had  already  sought  and  found 
God.  One  after  another  of  my  associates  had 
found  peace  in  God  through  the  merits  of  Christ, 
yet  I  remained  unmoved. 

One  evening  several  of  the  boarders  invited  me 
to  go  to  the  prayer  meeting.  I  went,  little  dream- 
ing of  the  great  blessing  there  was  in  store  for  me 
that  night.  I  felt  no  conviction  of  sin  at  this 
time,  nor  did  I  until  the  invitation  was  given  for 
those  to  arise  who  desired  the  prayers  of  God's 
people.  To  my  surprise  the  whole  party  that 
came  with  me  manifested  a  desire  to  be  prayed 
for.  Then  for  the  first  time  in  my  life  did  I  feel 
an  earnest  consciousness  of  God's  presence.  My 
friends  had  left  me  — God  was  with  me,  and  I  was 
afraid.  Oh,  how  my  poor  heart  shrank  to  hide 
itself;  how  gladly  would  I  have  hid  myself  from 
the  presence  of  God,  but  I  could  not ;  the   pure 


light  of  God's  love  was  shining  into  my  sinful 
heart,  making  every  plague-spot  clearly  visible  to 
my  spirit's  vision. 

We  returned  home.  My  sister,  being  one  of 
Christ's  little  ones,  invited  them  to  go  into  the 
sitting-room  for  a  season  of  prayer.  Thus  was  I 
again  left  alone,  but  not  long ;  for  very  soon  I  felt 
a  gentle  touch  on  my  shoulder,  and  heard  sister's 
sweet  voice  saying:  "Come,  Will,  and  pray  with 
us." 

I  went,  and  in  earnest  prayer  entreated  God  for 
Christ's  sake  to  pardon  my  sins.  I  did  not  plead 
long  in  vain,  for  Jesus  was  very  near  me,  and 
when  I  yielded  my  will  to  the  Divine,  how  quickly 
He  received  me,  and  lovingly  sheltered  me  in  His 
bosom.  Thank  God,  I  have  found  a  hiding  place 
there  ever  since.  When  I  came  out  of  that  room 
I  was  clothed  and  in  my  right  mind  —  I  Avas  no 
longer  afraid.  For  was  not  God  my  father,  Jesus 
my  elder  Ijrother,  and  Heaven  my  home  ? 

I  could  hardly  wait  until  Saturday  night,  I  de- 
sired so  much  to  tell  my  dear  parents  of  my  new- 
found joy.  But  the  week  soon  passed  away, 
Saturday  night  came,  and  I  was  home  again. 

I  think  my  dear  mother  perceived  the  change 
almost  as  soon  as  she  saw  me.     I  would  here  say 


that  my  father  had  for  some  time  neglected  family  i 
worship,  and  was  not  enjoying  much  of  spiritual! 
life ;  but  when  I  told  them  of  my  new-found  joy,  i 
father  fell  upon  his  knees  praying  fervently  for  \ 
pardon  for  his  neglect  of  duty,  renewedly  conse-j 
crating  himself  to  the  Lord.  Truly  there  was : 
great  rejoicing  in  that  little  cottage  that-  night. ; 
The  family  altar  was  again  established,  and  wej 
rejoiced  greatly  in  the  love  of  God.  I 

The  time  passed  very  quickly  until  the  autumn  ] 
of  1858,  when  I  went  to  Manchester  to  work  for' 
my  brother  in  a  hosiery  mill,  and  boarded  in  hisj 
family.  j 

I  soon  connected  myself  with  the  M.  E.  Church  | 
in  this  place,  and  found  many  warm  friends. '. 
Among  others,  I  became  acquainted  with  MissM.^ 
F.  Stewart,  of  New  Hampton,  N.  H.,  and  in  duei 
time  married  her.  We  had  been  married  about ; 
one  year  when  the  war  broke  out.  ] 

My  parents  always  taught  us  to  reverence  thej 
stars  and  stripes ;  I  loved  my  country's  banner, ' 
and  when  rebel  hands  were  raised  to  hurl  it  to  the  \ 
ground,  I  felt  as  if  I  must  go  and  bear  a  part  in 
the  great  struggle.  My  ancestors  had  fought' 
bravely  to  establish  the  glorious  liberty  I  had  so  i 
long  enjoyed.     It  was  hard,  very  hard,  for  me  to; 


leave  those  whom  I  loved  so  dearly,  but  still 
harder  to  sit  with  folded  hands  here  at  home, 
while  others  were  dying  for  the  aid  I  could  render. 
Frequently,  when  about  my  work,  would  my  eye 
fall  upon  my  hands  ( I  have  often  thought  it 
strange),  and  they  seemed  to  reproach  me  every 
time  I  looked  at  them.  At  last  I  could  bear  it  no 
longer ;  I  felt  sure  it  was  my  duty  to  go,  and  go 
I  must. 

I  enlisted  under  H.  D.  Davis,  at  Manchester, 
N.  H.,  July  12,  1862,  in  the  Ninth  Eegiment  New 
Hampshire  Volunteers.  I  went  directly  to  North- 
field,  to  visit  my  parents  and  friends  before  going 
into  camp.  It  is  almost  useless  for  me  to  speak 
of  the  parting  scene.  I  took  leave  of  all  my 
friends  except  my  wife  and  sister,  with  fier  hus- 
band. My  aged  parents  were  bowed  down  with 
sorrow  and  grief.  They  had  buried  their  oldest 
son  and  two  daughters ;  there  were  only  three  of 
us  left — and  now  to  lose  me  (for  they  had  little 
hope  of  ever  seeing  me  again)  was  almost  too 
"much  for  them  to  bear. 

We  went  into  camp  the  first  of  August.  Spent 
the  first  night  in  the  barracks.  I  did  not  sleep 
much,  I  assure  you,  every  thing  was  so  strange — 
so  much  noise  and  confusion  of  tongues.     But  I 


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soon  became  accustomed  to  my  suiToundings,  and 
found  real  attractions  in  camp  life. 

I  had  always  made  it  a  rule  to  reprove  sin 
whenever  an  opportunity  offered ;  but  I  soon 
found  out  what  it  meant  to  cast  pearls  before 
swine. 

Then  I  adopted  another  plan  ;  it  was  this  :  lirst, 
to  watch  every  opportunity  of  doing  a  good  turn 
for  my  comrades.  I  interested  myself  in  the 
loved  ones  they  had  left  at  home — in  a  word,  I 
tried  to  make  them  love  me  ;  and  I  succeeded  far 
beyond  what  I  expected.  I  do  not  think  there 
was  one  in  our  company  who  would  have  seen  any 
harm  come  to  me  if  they  could  have  prevented  it. 
Then,  when  occasion  required,  I  could  reprove  sin 
without  being  reproached  and  made  to  understand 
it  was  none  of  my  business. 

Our  time  was  mostly  occupied  in  drilling,  until 
the  24th  of  August,  when  we  were  mustered  into 
the  United  States'  service.  On  the  29th,  we 
struck  tents  early  in  the  morning  and  marched  to 
the  depot,  where  we  took  the  cars  for  the  seat  of 
war.  It  was  a  sad  time  with  us  that  morning,  as 
one  after  another  bid  farewell  to  loved  ones.  Very 
few   of  those   hysLy^    men   ever  returned.     I  had 


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2)reviously  taken  leave  of  my  friends  and  told 
them  I  should  return  to  them  again. 

We  started  from  Concord  about  seven  in  the 
morning ;  large  crowds  were  gathered  at  the  sta- 
tions all  alonof  our  route  to  encourao^e  and  cheer 
us. 

We  arrived  in  Washington  on  the  Urst  of  Sep- 
tember ;  laid  in  the  barracks  near  the  station  that 
night.  The  next  morning,  I  got  leave  to  look 
about  the  city,  and  must  confess  I  was  sadly  dis- 
appointed. I  had  expected  to  see  something 
grand,  and  perhaps  I  should  if  I  had  traveled  far 
enough.  As  it  was,  about  all  there  were  to  be 
seen  were  cows  and  goats,  with  vast  numbers  of 
swine  running  at  large  in  the  streets.  I  went  back 
to  the  barracks  not  very  well  pleased  with  our 
Capital. 

In  a  very  short  time  we  had  orders  to  fall  in. 
AYe  then  crossed  the  long  bridge,  and  marched 
about  three  miles  beyond,  and  camped  for  the 
night.  About  midnight  we  received  orders  to 
turn  out — the  rebels  were  upon  us.  We  turned 
out  in  a  hurry ;  formed  a  line  across  the  road 
Avith  bayonets  fixed,  for  we  had  as  yet  received  no 
ammunition.  We  remained  in  line  about  twenty 
minutes,  and  then  started  off  on   another  road; 


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marched  about  two  miles  at  double  quick ;  were 
then  ordered  back  to  camp,  without  seeing  or 
hearing  a  single  rebel.  The  next  day,  we  marched 
about  six  miles  up  the  Potomac.  Here  we  found 
work  chopping  down  trees,  and  throwing  up  forti- 
fications. 

On  the  4th  of  September,  a  part  of  the  army  of 
the  Peninsula  passed  us  on  their  way  to  the  second 
Bull  Run  battle.  They  were  all  worn  out  with 
continual  marching  and  fighting,  and  many  looked 
as  if  they  would  fall  by  the  wayside.  I  said  to 
myself  as  they  were  passing :  Why  are  worn-out 
men  like  these  pressed  to  the  front,  while  we  are 
held  back  !  Well,  when  the  order  comes,  we  too 
shall  have  to  go  ;  until  then,  we  must  wait  and 
shovel.  All  I  could  do  for  them  was  to  give  them 
my  ration  of  soft  bread. 

The  8th  of  September  was  my  first  night  on 
picket  duty  in  an  enemy's  country.  About  nine 
o'clock  it  commenced  raining  very  hard.  I  was 
relieved  about  twelve ;  laid  down  near  an  old 
stump,  and  was  soon  fiist  asleep.  When  I  awoke, 
I  found  myself  in  a  pond  of  water  which  nearly 
covered  me.  I  managed  to  get  out  of  the  w^ater 
and  back  to  camp.  The  result  of  this  ducking 
vas  the  dysentery  in  its  worst  form.     I  was  com- 


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pelled  to  go  directly  to  the  hospital,  and  receive 
such  care  as  they  had  to  give. 

On  the  10th,  our  regiment  received  orders  to 
move.  Tliey  joined  the  Second  Brigade,  Second 
Division,  Ninth  Army  Corps.  Unable  to  walk 
I  was  carried  in  an  ambulance,  until  Ave  came  up 
with  the  regiment  on  the  evening  of  the  11th, 
when  I  joined  my  company.  jNIy  comrades  soon 
made  a  good  fire  of  rails  and  did  every  thing  the}' 
could  for  •  my  comfort.  J.  W.  Lathe  got  some 
green  corn  and  roasted  it  for  me,  and  on  the  morn- 
ing of  the  12th,  got  me  aboard  an  ambulance 
again.  I  afterwards  learned  that  he  was  repri- 
manded for  taking  such  an  interest  in  me,  and  I 
shall  ever  remember  his  kindness  wdth  gratitude. 

On  the  13th,  we  arrived  at  Frederick  City,  ^Id. 
During  the  day  it  was  rumored  that  an  order  from 
Gen.  Lee  had  fallen*  into  Gen.  McClellan's  hands, 
which  had  so  exposed  the  position  of  the  enemy, 
that  he  soon  gave  orders  for  the  entire  army  to 
move  forward. 

Our  column  took  the  main  pike  road  to  Middle- 
town.  We  arrived  on  the  south  side  of  the  town 
after  dark,  and  went  into  a  field  that  had  l^een 
recently  plowed,  where  we  bivouacked  for  the 
night. 


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0]i  the  14tli,  ;it  the  battle  of  South  Mountain, 
the  enemy  occupied  the  side  and  top  of  the  moun- 
tain on  both  gides  of  the  road.  I  will  not  attempt 
to  describe  the  battle,  for  I  did  not  participate  in 
it ;  I  was  left  by  order  of  the  surgeon  in  the  hos- 
pital just  established  in  the  village.  It  was  a 
large  two  story  building,  situated  on  the  east  side 
of  the  towai.  That  night  I  was  put  in  the  second 
story.  The  room  Avas  filled  with  the  wounded 
and  dying. 

At  about  three  o'clock  in  the  morning,  1  was 
obliged  to  go  down.  The  moon  was  still  shining 
in  all  its  beauty  and  loveliness  over  the  western 
hill-tops.  As  I  turned  the  corner  of  the  building 
a   sight  met   my  gaze  w^hich  baffles  description. 

There  were  about  thirty  dead  bodies,  mangled  in 
every  conceivable  shape,  covered  with  blood,  with 
eyes  wide  open  glaring  at  me.  My  very  blood  run 
cold  with,  horror,  and  it  was  some  minutes  before 
I  could  pass  them.  Since  then,  I  have  become 
accustomed  to  such  scenes,  but  I  can  never  recall 
that  sight  without  a  feeling  of  dread. 

On  the  15th,  the  battle  at  South  Mountain  w^as 
still  raging.  All  was  excitement.  1  had  no 
thought  of  self  now,  but  ])ent  all  my  energies  to 
the  task  of  caring  for  the  wounded.     There  were 


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two  others  with  me,  and  wo  tried  in  every  pos- 
sible way  to  alleviate  their  sufferings.  We 
brought  them  water,  washed  their  wounds,  and 
spoke  words  of  comfort.  We  had  no  experience 
in  such  things,  but  did  the  best  we  could. 

The  surgeon,  who  came  round  about  nine  o'clock, 
said  we  had  done  well.  After  looking  at  some  of 
the  worst  cases,  he  gave  us  orders,  advising  us  to 
do  the  best  we  could.  For  three  days  and  nights 
I  had  neither  sleep  nor  rest,  when  I  was  com- 
pelled to  give  up  and  take  my  cliance  with  the 
others . 

The  ladies  here,  I  shall  ever  remember  with 
gratitude  ;  they  were  very  kind  to  us,  bringing  us 
many  luxuries  we  should  not  otherwise  have  had. 

I  was  now  brought  very  low  by  the  chronic  di- 
arrhea ;  I  could  hardly  get  up,  and  still  no  help 
appeared  in  my  case.  True,  the  surgeon  was  very 
kind,  but  I  thought  it  rather  hard  when  he  told 
me  ''you  must  let  it  run.  I  cannot  help  you,  I 
have  nothing  to  do  with." 

I  had  heard  the  ladies  telling  of  one  Polly 
Lincoln,  who  possessed  much  skill.  I  thought 
perhaps  she  might  cure  me,  so  I  made  further  in- 
quiries in  regard  to  her,  and  learned  that  she 
lived  most  of  the  time  alone  in  a  hut   made   of 


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logs,  not  far  from  the  hospital.  She  gathered  her 
own  herbs,  made  her  own  medicine,  and  performed 
wonderfnl  cnres, — so  they  told  me. 

With  the  surgeon's  permission,  I  soon  found  her 
out  and  told  her  my  complaint.  "Oh  !"  said  she, 
"I'll  fix  you  all  right  in  a  week  or  two,  only  keep 
up  good  courage."  And  to  Avork  she  went, 
at  once  ;  made  me  a  nice  bed  on  the  fl<*or,  and 
fixed  me  a  dose  of  herb  tea  in  a  very  short  time. 
I  felt  very  comfortable,  I  can  assure  you,  that 
afternoon,  as  I  lay  there  on  the  floor,  watching 
that  good  old  Samaritan  in  her  humble  home ;  my 
heart  was  filled  with  gratitude,  and  I  felt  safe  in 
her  hands. 

There  was  only  one  room  in  the  house,  and  that 
very  poorly  furnished ;  still,  every  thing  looked 
neat  and  home-like.  There  were  two  other  sol- 
diers there  at  the  same  time;  one  from  the  17tli 
Michigan,  with  his  leg  oflf,  the  other  from  Massa- 
chusetts, with  his  arm  amputated  at  the  shoulder- 
joint.  She  took  care  of  us  all,  and  often  assisted, 
at  the  hospital.  I  was  with  her  two  weeks,  and 
then  reported  in  person  to  the  surgeon  in  charge. 
He  gave  me  leave  to  go  back  another  week.  At 
the  end  of  that  time  I  was  fit  for  duty.  But  I 
must  not  leave  this  good  old  mother  without  saying 


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a  few  more  words.  She  wms,  in  deed  and  in  truth', 
a  good  Samaritan  to  us  all ;  and  there  are  hund- 
reds who  can  testify  to  the  same  truth ;  hundreds 
who  will  remember  her  with  heart-felt  gratitude  as 
long  as  they  live. 

The  soldier  from  Massachusetts  died  in  a  few 
da^'S  ;  the  other  was  able  to  go  home  in  four  weeks. 

Some  time  after  this,  I  received  orders  to  report 
at  Camp  Convalescent,  Alexandria.  I  stayed 
there  two  weeks  and  then  started  off  with  a  squad 
for  the  front.  We  arrived  at  Aquia  Creek,  on 
Saturday,  October  13.  We  were  put  into  camp 
there  and  told  to  wait  until  after  the  battle  before 
proceeding  further.  To  wait  there  within  sound 
of  that  terrible  artillery-fire  at  Fredericksburg, 
did  not  suit  me.  I  longed  to  be  with  my  com- 
rades and  share  their  danger. 

With  these  feelings  I  went  to  the  Provost  Mar- 
shal and  stated  my  case.  He  gave  me  a  pass  to 
report  to  General  Fry,  at  Falmouth,  but  instead 
of  reporting  to  him,  I  found  my  regiment  over  in 
the  city  and  took  my  place  in  the  ranks.  The 
boj^s  were  glad  to  see  me,  but  said  I  was  a  fool 
for  coming  into  that  slaughter-yard,  as  they  called 
it.  It  was  my  duty,  and  I  was  willing  to  take  my 
chances  with  the  rest. 


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•  We  went  on  picket  Sunday  night,  but  Avere 
ordered  to  fall  back  across  the  river  about  four  in 
the  morning,  and  at  day-light  we  were  in  our  old 
quarters,  there  to  do  picket  duty  on  the  Rappa- 
hannock, as  the  boys  said.  This  was  the  most 
discouraging  place  that  I  was  in  during  my  stay 
in  the  army.  Any  soldier  who  was  there  conld 
tell  some  pretty  hard  stories  of  that  place.  Our 
troubles  there  are  too  well  known  to  every  one 
at  all  conversant  with  the  history  of  the  war,  to 
need  any  comment. 

A  few  days  after  Burnside  got  stuck  in  the  mud, 
we  received  orders  to  pack  up ;  this  was  good 
news  for  us  ;  we  felt  sure  we  could  get  into  no 
worse  place  than  this  mnd-hole. 

We  got  aboard  the  cars  at  Falmouth ;  arrived 
at  Aquia  Creek  about  dark,  then  took  the  trans- 
portation boat  and  landed  at  Newport  News. 
This  we  found  to  be  a  change  for  the  better ;  it 
was  a  very  pleasant  place.  Here  they  gave  us 
tents,  and  plenty  to  eat  as  good  as  the  army  could 
afford.  There  were  some  who  were  not  satisfied  ; 
and  if  you  had  found  them  in  private  life,  you 
woidd  have  heard  them  growling  continuall}^ 
about  something'. 

Our  regiment  went  into  camp  about  one   mile 


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from  the  lauding.  Here  we  had  a  good  drill- 
ground  ;  drilled  six  hours  each  day.  I  enjoyed  my 
stay  in  this  place  very  much. 

Our  next  move  was  to  take  a  boat  for  Baltimore. 
The  Boat  was  an  old  rickety  craft,  and  came  near 
sinking,  during  a  slight  gale  going  up  the  bay. 
Arriving  at  Baltimore,  we  took  the  cars  bound  for 
the  South- West ;  this  was  a  very  pleasant  ride, 
although  we  were  somewhat  crowded. 

When  we  arrived  at  Pittsburg,  we  found  a  good 
supper  awaiting  us,  and  I  think  those  in  charge  of 
the  tables  can  truly  say  that  we  did  justice  to  the 
hot  coffee,  ham,  &c.,  that  was  set  before  us. 

Thanks  to  those  true  and  noble  hearts  that  were 
so  mindful  of  their  country's  defenders.  All 
along  the  route  from  Pittsburg  to  Cincinnati  the 
inhabitants  threw  into  our  cars  baskets,  boxes  and 
pails,  filled  with  good  things.  This  was  a  pleasant 
route,  the  scenery  in  some  places  being  very  beau- 
tiful. I  should  like  to  go  over  it  again,  only  un- 
der different  circumstances.  I  should  be  very 
glad  to  make  the  acquaintance  of  the  generous- 
hearted  people  of  Ohio. 

Leaving  Cincinnati,  we  crossed  the  Ohio  river 
into  Covington,  Kentucky.  Here  we  again  got 
aboard  of  the  cars,  and  arrived  at  Lexincrton.   We 


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Avent  into  camp  about  one  mile  from  the  city,  in  a  i 
beautiful  grove  ;  the  fair-ground  was  only  a  short  i 
distance  from  us.  I  think  I  never  saw  a  fence  ! 
come  down  more  quickly,  and,  as  if  by  magic,  a  | 
village  sprung  up,  with  its  streets  running  north  ■ 
and  south  beneath  those  beautiful  shade-trees.  A  • 
crystal  stream  of  pure  water  ran  along  in  the  val-  i 
ley  below,  which  supplied  us  with  water  for  every  j 
purpose.     We  stayed  here  two  weeks.  j 

On  the  15th  of  April  we  packed  up,  and  for  I 
nearly  two  months  were  marching  about  from  j 
place  to  place.  The  people  treated  us  kindly,  but  | 
we  could  easily  discern  where  their  sympathies  I 
were  strongest.  Now  and  then  a  slave  would  ; 
come  to  us  for  protection.  I  remember,  one  ; 
Sabbath  morning,  a  very  smart  colored  boy  came  | 
to  us,  and  about  noon  a  constable  came  after  him.  i 
The  colonel  told  him  if  "he  could  find  him,  to  ; 
take  him  back  to  his  mistress  ;"  this  word  was  < 
passed  round  in  double-quick  time.  The  boy  was  : 
in  the  first  tent  they  came  to,  but  as  they  were 
coming  in  he  darted  out  past  them .  Then  a  race  : 
commenced  worth  seeing ;  round  and  round  the  ; 
camp  they  went ;  at  last,  the  boy  started  for  the  i 
woods,  and  the  constable  after  him,  with  four  or 
five  boys  in  blue  following  close  upon  the  pursuer.  , 


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Seeing  the  boy  was  likely  to  escape,  the  constable 
drew  a  revolver  and  levelled  it  at  him,  but  before 
he  could  fire  he  was  knocked  down  without  cere- 
mony, and  I  think  got  the  worst  of  that  hunt. 
This  hai^pened  near  Lancaster,  Kentucky. 

In  a  few  days  we  recrossed  the  Ohio  river,  went 
aboard  of  the  cars  at  Cincinnati  and  in  due  time 
arrived  at  Cairo,  Illinois,  where  there  were  boats 
waiting  for  us ;  went  on  board  at  once  ;  laid  at 
the  wharf  that  night,  and  started  down  the  Mis- 
sissippi river  early  in  the  morning  on  our  way  to 
Vicksburg.  Our  company  had  the  upper  deck, 
therefore  we  had  a  fine  opportunity  to  view  the 
surrounding  country.  The  rebels  fired  into  us 
once,  but  did  no  damage.  We  landed  on  the  west 
shore,  near  Yicksburg,  on  the  15th  of  June.  We 
saw  Grant's  fireworks  on  that  doomed  city  for  two 
nights. 

On  the  17th  we  took  the  boat  and  ran  up  the 
Yazoo  river  about  twelve  miles,  and  landen  again. 
We  went  into  camp  on  the  east  shore,  about  two 
miles  from  the  landing ;  made  our  beds  of  cane- 
brake,  which  was  very  nice.  Here  we  found  an 
abundance  of  blackberries.  While  we  were  await- 
ing the  appearance  of  Johnston,  we  saw  a  great 
many   things  of  interest;    ])ut  we   were  annoyed 


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greatly  by  snakes  and  lizards.  Let  us  make  our 
bed  where  we  would,  they  were  sure  to  find  us, 
and  claim  a  part  of  our  blankets  for  a  resting 
place.  They  were  harmless,  however,  and  we 
soon  became  accustomed  to  them.  The  lizards 
varied  in  length  from  three  to  eight  inches,  and 
were  of  various  colors,  gray,  green,  red,  etc.        1 

The  morning  of  the  4th  of  July  dawned  on  us 
with  all  its  beauty  and  loveliness,  and  the  birds 
seemed  to  be  giving  praise  to  God  in  commemora-i 
tion  of  our  National  Independence ;  with  it  camd 
the  surrender  of  Vicksburg.  In  the  midst  of  ouri 
joy,  and  throwing  up  of  hats,  we  received  orders' 
to  fall  in,  and  were  soon  on  our  way  after  John-i 
ston.  He  fell  back  as  far  as  Jackson,  and  made  a- 
stand ;  we  soon  came  upon  him  and  the  battle 
commenced.  For  eight  days  we  had  more  or  less, 
skirmishing,  but  it  was  not  such  fighting  as  we| 
had  been  accustomed  to  having  while  with  the; 
Army  of  the  Potomac. 

At  last  we  made  preparation  for  a  general 
charge,  but  when  we  made  it,  we  found  empty: 
works.  The  bird  had  flown,  and  had  set  the; 
business  part  of  the  place  on  fire.  | 

The  second  day  after  we  entered  the  city  we| 
turned  back  again  ;  this  was  a  very   hard   march 


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we  started  at  the  quickstep,  and  kept  it  up  all  day. 
Two  men  fell  dead  by  the  roadside,  while  many 
others  fell  by  the  way ;  it  was  very  warm,  and 
we  could  get  no  good  water,  but  wxre  obliged  to 
drink  red  mud  as  we  passed  through  the  low 
grounds  and  ravines  along  our  route. 

As  we  retraced  our  steps,  I  noticed  an  aged  lad}' 
sitting  where  I  had  seen  her  two  weeks  before,  at 
her  cottage  door,  smoking  her  pipe  of  cob  with  a 
stem  two  feet  long,  as  unconcerned  and  contented, 
apparently,  as  if  the  rude  htind  of  war  had  not 
laid  its  devastating  touch  upon  the  country  about 
her.  I  do  not  know  but  what  she  is  there  yet ; 
she  seemed  to  enjoy  her  jDipe  very  much. 

In  due  time  we  reached  our  old  camp-ground. 
After  staying  in  camp  about  one  week,  we  again 
got  aboard  of  the  boat  and  started  down  the  river. 
We  had  not  gone  far  before  we  run  aground,  and 
in  backing  off,  broke  the  rudder,  and  were  obliged 
to  lay  there  all  night.  In  the  morning  a  tug  came 
up  and  helped  us  off;  they  took  on  board  a  part 
of  the  Sixth  New  Hampshire  Volunteers,  giving 
us  more  room.  We  were  eleven  days  going  up 
the  Mississippi  river.  I  took  up  my  quarters  on 
the  pilot  deck,  and  enjoyed  myself  much  in  look- 
ing at  the  scenery  along  the  route  ;  it  was  grand. 


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In  due  time  we  arrived   at   Cairo,  Illinois ;  got  { 
aboard  of  the  cattle  train,  and  were   rolled   away  \ 
at  railroad  speed ,  till  at  length  we  arrived  at  Cin-  ; 
cinnati,    and   recrossed    the    river   to    Covington.  I 
Here  we  again  got  aboard  the  cars,  stopping   next ; 
at  or  near  Camp  Nelson,  Kentucky,  where  we  had  \ 
a  good  camp -ground,  and  plenty  of  good  water,  j 
The  following  day  we  were  ordered  out  for   dress-  | 
parade  ;    there  were  but  twenty -five  officers   and 
men,  all  told  ;  the  remainder  had  been  excused  by 
the  surgeon  in  the  morning,  or  were  sick  with  the 
"  shakes  ;"  so  it  will  be  seen  that  our  regiment  was 
very  badly  used  up. 

We  remained  here  about  a  week,  and  then  our 
regiment   was    distributed    along    the    Kentucky 
Central  railroad,  a  company  or  two  at  each  bridge,  | 
with  headquarters  at  Paris.     Companies  A  and   F 
were   stationed   at   Kimbrae's   bridge,    so   called, 
about  one   mile    south   of   a   pretty   little   village 
called  Cynthiana.     There  was   a   block -house   on  1 
each  side  of  the  bridge,  which  made  us  very  good  ; 
quarters.      Our   duty,    which   was   to   guard   the  I 
bridge  nights,  was  very  light,  and  gave    us  plenty  ; 
of  time  to  visit  our  neighbors.  : 

The  people  here  were  very  kind  and   generous,  i 
Avith  the  exception  of  a  man  by  the  name  of  Smith,  \ 


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a  union  man,  and  because  he  was  such  he  thought 
the  boys  ought  to  work  for  him :  cut  up  his  to- 
bacco, pick  his  apples,  etc.,  and  take  their  pay  in 
promises  ;  but  this  soon  played  out,  and  I  have  no 
doubt  but  what  he  lost  ten  times  as  much  as  it 
would  have  taken  to  fulfill  all  his  promises. 

In  October,  I  was  detailed  acting  Sergeant  of 
the  provost  guard  at  Cynthiana.  Here  I  had  a 
chance  to  become  more  acquainted  with  the  inhabi- 
tants, and  learn  their  views  in  regard  to  the  war. 
It  was  a  nigger  war  to  most  of  them ;  but  for  all 
that,  they  treated  us  well  with  but  few  exceptidns. 

There  were  four  churches  in  the  place ;  two 
black  and  two  white,  so  called.  I  attended  them 
all,  but  I  liked  best  at  one  of  the  colored  churches, 
as  they  had  the  smartest  preacher. 

In  December,  1863,  the  State  of  New  Hamp- 
shire sent  us  about  four  hundred  substitutes  gath- 
ered from  all  parts  of  the  country.  About  one- 
half  of  them  deserted. 

In  January,  1864,  we  were  ordered  to  Camp 
Nelson ;  went  into  camp  on  the  south-east  side, 
near  Daniel  Boone's  cave.  On  the  25th,  we  broke 
up  camp,  and  passed  through  the  following  places  : 
Camp  Dick  Robertson,  Lancaster,  Stanford,  Hall's 
Gap,  Cuba,  Somerset,  and  arrived  at  Point  Burn- 


26  i 

side  on  the  30th,  a  distance  of  eighty-four  miles 
February  1st,  we  were  )ccupied  in  fixing  up' 
our  camp ;  while  we  remained  here  we  drilled^ 
four  hours  per  day.  On  the  23d,  we  had  orders 
to  be  in  readiness  to  march.  On  the  mornino:  of 
the  27th,  struck  tents,  and  took  up  our  line  of 
march;  passed  through  Somerset  and  Grundy,, 
and  forded  Buck  Creek,  Church  Valley.  I 

It  rained  very  hard  the  second  day  and  snowed' 
and  rained  the  third  day,  so  there  were  three; 
inches  of  snow  on  the  ground  that  night,  and  ^Y& 
were  wet  and  cold  and  covered  with  mud ;  but  on; 
the  4th  of  March,  we  arrived  near  an  ancient  vil-i 
lage  called  London ;  a  distance  of  sixty  miles. i 
We  remained  here  till  the  6th,  when  we  started; 
on  our  journey  again,  passed  through  London,  and,] 
tired  and  footsore,  arrived  on  the  north  side! 
of  Cumberland  Gap,  a  distance  of  fifty-six  miles,] 
on  the  10th,  just  as  the  sun  was  setting  behind  thej 
western  hills;  having  for  supper  only  the  crumbs' 
of  our  morning  meal.  i 

On  the  14,  we  again  set  out,  passed  throughj 
the  Gap,  Tazewell,  Tennessee,  crossed  Clinch  river,; 
Leonard's  Village,  and  arrived  near  Knoxville,  on! 
the  17th,  a  distance  of  sixty-five  miles.  Here  we 
joined  the  Brigade  again,  and  on  the  21st  took; 


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the  road  that  led  us  across  the  Wildcat  Mountain 
to  Burnside  Point;  a  distance  of  one  hundred 
miles.  We  arrived  there  on  the  27th  about  noon, 
drew  rations,  and  continued  our  march.  We 
arrived  at  Camp  Nelson  on  the  31st;  a  distance 
of  seventy-six  miles. 

This  was  a  very  hard  march ;  .1  wore  out  three 
pair  of  army  shoes,  on  this  tramp.  We  did  not 
see  an  armed  rebel  on  the  Avhole  route. 

April  2d,  marched  to  Nicholasville,  and  again 
took  the  cars,  reaching  Annapolis,  Maryland,  on 
the  7th.  General  Grant  reviewed  us  at  this  place. 
We  remained  here  until  the  23d,  drilling,  &c., 
when  we  took  up  our  line  of  march,  passed 
through  Washington,  D.  C,  crossed  the  Potomac, 
and  went  into  camp  on  the  other  side,  on  the 
25th;  a  distance  of  forty-six  miles. 

On  the  27th,  we  again  started  out  and  arrived 
on  the  plains  of  Manassas,  on  the  28th ;  a  distance 
of  thirty-four  miles.  Here  we  remained  till  the 
4th  of  May,  Avhen  we  again  set  out  and  arrived  on 
the  line  of  battle  in  the  Wilderness,  on  the  6th, 

Our  Brigade  had  been  in  all  day,  and  at  night 
were  scattered  all  through  the  woods.  Colonel 
Walter  Harriman,  of  the  Eleventh  New  Hamp- 
shire Volunteers,  was  taken  prisoner* 


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The  morning  of  the  7  th,  bemg  the  third  day  of 
the  battle,  was  opened  with  a  terrible  roar  of  mus- 
ketry all  along  the  line  of  seven  miles.  It  was 
impossible  for  our  Commanding  Chief  to  see  but 
a  small  portion  of  the  army,  so  a  great  deal 
depended  on  the  Corps  Commanders.  I  cannot 
describe  the  dreadful  carnage  of  the  Wilderness. 

The  killed  and  wounded  were  scattered  through 
that  vast  forest  of  underbrush,  which,  dry  as 
tinder,  and  set  on  fire  by  the  shells  of  the  enemy, 
was  burning  fiercely.  The  tAvo  lines  charged 
back  and  forward ;  we  would  gain  a  little  ground 
in  one  place  and  lose  in  another.  Just  at  dark, 
we  were  ordered  to  the  rear,  and  lay  down  to  rest. 
But  the  next  morning  we  found  ourselves  on  the 
old  Chancelorsville  battle-ground .  Here  we  found 
human  bones  strewn  all  over  the  ground. 

On  the  9th,  we  moved  about  ^ve  miles  to  the 
left,  and  in  rear  of  Fredericksburg.  A  battle 
raged  at  Spottsylvania.  On  the  10th,  we  went 
on  to  the  line  on  the  left ;  hard  fighting  all  along 
the  line.  On  the  11th,  we  were  ordered  to  the 
rear  to  another  part  of  the  line ;  it  rained  hard 
all  night.  About  five  o'clock  on  the  morning  of 
the  12th,  we  received  orders  to  advance. 

On  we  went  driving  the  rebel  skirmishers  before 


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us.  Now  you  might  have  seen  the  gallant  Han- 
cock leading  the  second  corps  to  victory ;  they 
came  u23on  the  enemy  unawares,  and  took  two 
lines  of  works  and  seven  thousand  prisoners. 

We  being  the  right  of  the  Nighth  Corps,  formed 
on  the  left  of  the  second.  We  got  in  advance  of 
the  rest  of  the  line  while  comin^:  throuo-h  the 
woods,  and  formed  on  the  left  of  the  second  just 
in  season  to  receive  the  return  charge  of  the  rebels. 
We  opened  on  them  as  they  came  up  in  solid 
column  in  front  and  on  our  left  flank,  and  gave  us 
a  volley  lengthwise  which  sent  us  staggering  back 
to  the  woods. 

We  lost  two  hundred  and  twelve  men  out  of 
five  hundred,  in  less  than  five  minutes.  I  received 
a  slight  wound  in  the  leg,  but  I  assure  you,  it  did 
not  hinder  me  from  making  good  time  for  the 
woods.  We  soon  rallied,  and  went  back  to  the 
line  with  only  one  hundred  men  to  guard  the 
colors ;  the  rest  were  scattered  but  came  up  dur- 
ing the  day  and  night.  Hard  fighting  every  day 
till  the  21st.  Then  Grant  made  one  of  his  mas- 
terly movements  round  their  right  flank.  Our 
Brigade  started  direct  for  their  extreme  right, 
struck  them  about  five  o'clock,  and  made  prepa 
rations  for  a  charge,  but  darkness  set  in,  and  about 

2* 


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ten  o^clock  we  started  for  the  rear ;  marched  all 
night,  and  took  our  breakfast  on  the  bank  of  the 
Pamunkey  river ;  continued  our  march,  and  on 
the  24th  crossed  the  North  Anna  river,  under  a 
severe  storm  of  shell  bursting  over  our  heads ; 
we  then  entered  the  line.  On  the  25th,  advanced 
our  line  about  five  hundred  yards ;  26th,  hard 
fighting,  but  nothing  gained.  During  the  night 
we  fell'  back  across  the  river  and  burned  the 
bridge. 

May  27th,  we  took  up  our  line  of  march,  crossed 
the  Pamunkey  river,  and  went  into  camp ;  a  dis- 
tance of  thirty-five  miles.  On  the  30th,  we 
started  out  as  rear  guard  for  the  brigade  teams. 
May  51st,  General  Griffin  ordered  our  regiment 
alone  into  the  woods  to  try  the  enemy's  strength  ; 
we  passed  down  into  the  ravine  and  up  a  steep 
blufi"  under  a  galling  fire,  but  at  last  we  reached 
the  top  and  held  our  position  till  the  reserves 
were  sent  to  support  both  of  our  flanks ;  hard 
fighting  all  day. 

June  1st,  1864.  All  quiet  till  about  ten  o'clock  ; 
then  the  enemy  charged  on  our  left  and  were 
driven  back  with  heavy  loss.  They  also  charged 
on  our  right  in  plain  sight.  Two  lines  came  up 
on  the  double-quick  till  within  two  hundred  yards. 


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Then  you  might  have  seen  a  line  of  dusty  forms 
spring  up  as  if  by  magic,  and  a  sheet  of  fire  l^urst 
forth  which  sent  them  reeling  back  to  their  cover 
in  the  woods.  They  soon  rallied  again  and  came 
on  with  double  the  force  that  had  first  assailed  us. 
Just  then,  one  of  our  light  batteries,  of  six  guns, 
was  placed  in  position  in  the  woods,  and  gave 
them  grape  and  canister. 

On  they  came  regardless  of  life  and  fearless  as 
demons ;  but  soon  they  met  a  sheet  of  fire  v/hich 
seemed  to  consume  them ;  they  retreated  to  the 
woods  for  the  second  time,  and  made  no  further 
attack  on  that  part  of  our  line. 

On  the  2d,  we  fell  back  and  moved  about  five 
miles  to  the  left.  At  four  o'clock,  they  came  down 
on  us  and  tried  to  get  in  our  rear ;  but  all  to  no 
purpose.  We  fought  hard  during  the  following 
day,  but  rested  that  night.  On  the  4th,  we  moved 
about  four  miles,  and  formed  on  the  right  of  the 
line  at  Coal  Harbor.  Every  one  knows  about  this 
place.  It  will  be  sufficient  to  say  that  we  had 
work  to  do,  and  I  think  all  were  glad  when  the 
order  came  to  fall  back. 

Just  after  dark,  on  the  11th,  we  started  back 
and  took  our  breakfast  near  Whitehouse  landing, 
and  continued  our  march.     Our  next  rest  was  near 


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the  James  river,  where  we  remained  until  the  15th, 
when  we  took  up  our  line  of  march  just  at  dusk, 
and  marched  all  night  and  till  four  o'clock  of  the 
following  day.  Forming  on  the  line  of  battle  near 
the  Wei  don  railroad,  we  went  in  on  a  charge,  and 
fought  more  or  less  all  night. 

On  the  morning  of  the  17th,  we  charged  all 
along  the  line,  drove  the  enemy  back,  took  several 
pieces  of  artillery,  and  more  or  less  prisoners. 
Advanced  about  one  mile  on  the  18th,  and  during 
the  night  threw  up  earth  works  in  an  old  oat  field 
near  a  peach  orchard.  On  the  19th,  we  dug  our 
pit  eight  feet  wide  and  three  deep,  throwing  all 
the  earth  in  front.  Hard  fighting  on  the  left. 
On  the  20th,  hard  fighting  all  along  the  line. 
I  received  a  slight  wound  across  my  left  temple. 

June  21st  ended  my  term  in  the  field.  I  was 
wounded  in  the  left  arm,  and  had  it  amputated 
just  above  the  elbow.  Now  for  the  hospital.  I 
was  carried  to  City  Point  on  the  23d.  Thanks 
to  the  Christian  and  Sanitary  Commissions,  which 
greatly  relieved  us,  not  only  in  furnishing  so  many 
good  things,  but  in  sending  to  us  those  who  alwaj^s 
had  a  kind  word  for  us  all. 

On  the  30th,  I  was  carried  on  board  the  hos- 
pital boat,  and  arrived  at  Washington,  D.  C,  on 


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the  1st  of  July,  and  was  carried  to  Finley  Hos- 
pital. I  was  well  cared  for  here,  aud  my  arm 
healed  rapidly,  while  many  others  sickened  and 
died. 

On  the  22d  of  August,  I  received  a  furlough  for 
sixty  days.  I  arrived  home  on  the  24th.  I  can- 
not attempt  to  describe  my  feelings  as  I  crossed 
the  threshold,  and  placed  this  good  right  arm 
around  the  aged  form  of  my  beloved  mother,  who 
tottered  to  meet  me,  and  throwing  her  arms 
around  my  neck,  kissed  me  again  and  again.  Not 
less  welcome  was  the  fervent  "God  bless  you,  my 
son,"  from  father.  My  wife  was  absent  at  this 
time,  at  the  bedside^  of  a  sick  sister,  who  died  in 
about  two  weeks  after  I  got  home.  Then  she  re- 
turned to  me,  and  entered  into  the  general  rejoic- 
ing at  my  safe  arrival. 

Soon  after  I  came  home  the  stump  of  my  arm 
began  to  trouble  me  very  much.  Gangj'cne  set  in, 
the  stump  swelled  up  and  turned  black.  They 
carried  me  to  my  sister's,  Mrs.  Smith  Hancock, 
in  Franklin,  where  I  was  attended  by  Dr.  Knights 
of  that  town.  For  about  three  weeks  my  life  was 
despaired  of;  then  I  began  to  gain.  Through  the 
kind  care  of  all  and  the  skill  of  Dr.  Knights, — 
but  more  through  the  providence  of  God, —  I  was 


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spared ;  for  what,  I  do  not  know.  God  knows, 
and  he  doeth  all  things  well. 

December  2d,  I  reported  at  Concord,  and  went 
into  the  Hospital  there.  On  the  8th,  I  was  sent 
forward  to  Washington.  Arrived  there  on  the 
11th,  and  went  into  Finley  Hospital.  I  was  trans- 
ferred to  Manchester,  N.  H.,  on  the  10th  of  Jan- 
uary, 1865,  and  remained  there  till  I  received  my 
discharge,  on  the  29th  of  May. 

My  story  is  told. 


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