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INTRODUCTION
"THE Russian nation is a new and wonderful phenomenon
in the history of mankind. The character of the people differs
to such a degree from that of the other Europeans that their
neighbours find it impossible to diagnose them." This affirma-
tion by Dostoieffsky, the prophetic journalist, offers a key
to the treatment in his novels of the troubles and aspirations
of his race. He wrote with a sacramental fervour whether
he was writing as a personal agent or an impersonal, novelist
or journalist. Hence his rage with the calmer men, more
gracious interpreters of the modern Sclav, who like Ivan
Tourguenieff were able to see Russia on a line with the
western nations, or to consider her maternal throes from the
disengaged safe retreat of an arm-chair exile in Paris. Not
so was I'dme Russe to be given her new literature in the eyes
of M. Dostoieffsky, strained with watching, often red with
tears and anger.
Those other nations, he said — proudly looking for the
symptoms of the world-intelligence in his own — those other
nations of Europe may maintain that they have at heart
a common aim and a common ideal. In fact they are divided
among themselves by a thousand interests, territorial or
other. Each pulls his own way with ever-growing determina-
tion. It would seem that every individual nation aspires
to the discovery of the universal ideal for humanity, and is
bent on attaining that ideal by force of its own unaided
strength. Hence, he argued, each European nation is an
enemy to its own welfare and that of the world in general.
To this very disassociation he attributed, without quite
understanding the rest of us, our not understanding the
Russian people, and our taxing them with " a lack of person-
ality." We failed to perceive their rare synthetic power
— that faculty of the Russian mind to read the aspirations
of the whole of human kind. Among his own folk, he
avowed, we would find none of the imperviousness, the
vii
viii PRISON LIFE IN SIBERIA
intolerance, of the average European. The Russian adapts
himself with ease to the play of contemporary thought and
has no difficulty in assimilating any new idea. He sees
where it will help his fellow-creatures and where it fails to
be of value. He divines the process by which ideas, even
the most divergent, the most hostile to one another, may
meet and blend.
Possibly, recognising this, M. Dostoieffsky was the more
concerned not to be too far depolarised, or say de-Russified,
in his own works of fiction. But in truth he had no need
to fear any weakening of his natural fibre and racial pro-
clivities, or of the authentic utterance wrung out of him by
the hard and cruel thongs of experience. We see the rigorous
sincerity of his record again in the sheer autobiography
contained in the present work, The House of the Dead. It
was in the fatal winter of 1849 when he was with many others,
mostly very young men like himself, sentenced to death for
his liberal political propaganda; a sentence which was at
the last moment commuted to imprisonment in the Siberian
prisons. Out of that terror, which turned youth grey, was
distilled the terrible reality of The House of the Dead. If
one would truly fathom how deep that reality is, and what
its phenomenon in literature amounts to, one should turn
again to that favourite idyllic book of youth, by my country-
woman Mme. Cottin, Elizabeth, or the Exiles of Siberia,
and compare, for example, the typical scene of Elizabeth's
sleep in the wooden chapel in the snow, where she ought to
have been frozen to death but fared very comfortably, with
the Siberian actuality of Dostoieffsky.
But he was no idyllist, though he could be tender as Mme.
Cottin herself. What he felt about these things you can tell
from his stories. If a more explicit statement in the theoretic
side be asked of him, take this plain avowal from his confession
books of 1870-77: —
" There is no denying that the people are morally ill, with
a grave, although not a mortal, malady, one to which it is
dimcult to assign a name. May we call it ' An unsatisfied
thirst for truth ' ? The people are seeking eagerly and
untiringly for truth and for the ways that lead to it, but
hitherto they have failed in their search. After the liberation
of the serfs, this great longing for truth appeared among the
INTRODUCTION ix
people — for truth perfect and entire, and with it the resurrec-
tion of civic life. There was a clamouring for a ' new Gospel ' ;
new ideas and feelings became manifest; and a great hope rose
up among the people believing that these great changes were
precursors of a state of things which never came to pass."
There is the accent of his hope and his despair. Let it prove
to you the conviction with which he wrote these tragic pages,
one that is affecting at this moment the destiny of Russia
and the spirit of us who watch her as profoundly moved
spectators.
JULIUS BRAMONT.
BIBLIOGRAPHY
(Dostoieffsky's works, so far as they have appeared in English.)
Translations of Dostoiefisky's novels have appeared as follows: —
Buried Alive; or, Ten Years of Penal Servitude in Siberia, translated
by Marie v. Thilo, 1881. In Vizetelly's One Volume Novels: Crime and
Punishment, vol. 13; Injury and Insult, translated by F. Whishaw,
vol. 17; The Friend of the Family and the Gambler, etc., vol. 22. In
Vizetelly's Russian Novels: The Idiot, by F. Whishaw, 1887; Uncle's
Dream; and, The Permanent Husband, etc., 1888. Prison Life in Siberia,
translated by H. S. Edwards, 1888; Poor Folk, translated by L. Milman,
I&>4.
See D. S. Merezhkovsky, Tolstoi as Man and Artist, with Essay on
Dostoievsky, translated from the Russian, 1902; M. Baring, Landmarks
in Russian Literature (chapter on Dostoieffsky), 1910.
CONTENTS
PART I
CHAP. PAGE
I. TEN YEARS A CONVICT i
II. THE DEAD-HOUSE . . . . . . . . 7
III. FIRST IMPRESSIONS ........ 24
IV. FIRST IMPRESSIONS (continued) ...... 43
V. FIRST IMPRESSIONS (continued) ...... 61
VI. THE FIRST MONTH 80
VII. THE FIRST MONTH (continued) 95
VIII. NEW ACQUAINTANCES — PETROFF no
IX. MEN OF DETERMINATION — LUKA ..... 125
X. ISAIAH FOMITCH — THE BATH — BAKLOUCHIN . . . 133
XI. THE CHRISTMAS HOLIDAYS ...... 152
XII. THE PERFORMANCE 171
PART II
I. THE HOSPITAL ........ 194
II. THE HOSPITAL (continued) . . . . . . . 209
III. THE HOSPITAL (continued) 225
IV. THE HUSBAND OF AKOULKA ...... 248
V. THE SUMMER SEASON ....... 264
VI. THE ANIMALS AT THE CONVICT ESTABLISHMENT . . . 286
VII. GRIEVANCES ......... 302
VIII. MY COMPANIONS ........ 325
IX. THE ESCAPE ......... 344
X. FREEDOM 1 . . . . . » . . .363
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CHAPTER I.
TEN YEARS A CONVICT
IN the midst of the steppes, of the mountains,
of the impenetrable forests of the desert
regions of Siberia, one meets from time to
time with little towns of a thousand or two
inhabitants, built entirely of wood, very ugly,
with two churches — one in the centre of the town, the
other in the cemetery — in a word, towns which bear much
more resemblance to a good-sized village in the suburbs
of Moscow than to a town properly so called. In most
cases they are abundantly provided with police-master,
assessors, and other inferior officials. If it is cold in
Siberia, the great advantages of the Government service
compensate for it. The inhabitants are simple people,
without liberal ideas. Their manners are antique, solid,
and unchanged by time. The officials who form, and
with reason, the nobility in Siberia, either belong to the
country, deeply-rooted Siberians, or they have arrived
there from Russia. The latter come straight from the
capitals, tempted by the high pay, the extra allowance
for travelling expenses, and by hopes not less seductive
for the future. Those who know how to resolve the
problem of life remain almost always in Siberia; the
abundant and richly-flavoured fruit which they gather
there recompenses them amply for what they lose.
2 PRISON LIFE IN SIBERIA
As for the others, light-minded persons who are
unable to deal with the problem, they are soon bored in
Siberia, and ask themselves with regret why they com-
mitted the folly of coming. They impatiently kill the
three years which they are obliged by rule to remain,
and as soon as their time is up, they beg to be sent back,
and return to their original quarters, running down
Siberia, and ridiculing it. They are wrong, for it is a
happy country, not only as regards the Government
service, but also from many other points of view.
The climate is excellent, the merchants are rich and
hospitable, the Europeans in easy circumstances are
numerous ; as for the young girls, they are like roses
and their morality is irreproachable. Game is to bo
found in the streets, and throws itself upon the sportsman's
gun. People drink champagne in prodigious quantities.
The caviare is astonishingly good and most abundant.
In a word, it is a blessed land, out of which it is onlv
necessary to be able to make profit ; and much profit is
really made.
It is in one of these little towns — gay and perfectly
satisfied with themselves, the population of which has
left upon me the most agreeable impression — that I met
an exile, Alexander Petrovitch Goriantchikoff, formerly a
landed proprietor in Russia. He had been condemned
to hard labour of the second class for assassinating his
wife. After undergoing his punishment — ten years of
hard labour — he lived quietly and unnoticed as a colonist
in the little town of K . To tell the truth, he
was inscribed in one of the surrounding districts;
but he resided at K , where he managed to get a
living by giving lessons to children. In the towns of
Siberia one often meets with exiles who are occupied
with instruction. They are not looked down upon, for
they teach the French language, so necessary in life, and
of which without them one would not, in the distant
parts of Siberia, have the least idea.
I saw Alexander Petrovitch the first time at the house
of an official, Ivan Ivanitch Gvosdikof, a venerable old
man, very hospitable, and the father of five daughters,
TEN YEARS A OONVIOT 3
of whom the greatest hopes were entertained. Four
times a week Alexander Petrovitch gave them lessons, at
the rate of thirty kopecks silver a lesson. His external
appearance interested me. He was excessively pale and
thin, still young — about thirty-five years of age — short
and weak, always very neatly dressed in the European
style. When you spoke to him he looked at you in a
very attentive manner, listening to your words with
strict politeness, and with a reflective air, as though you
had placed before him a problem or wished to extract
from him a secret. He replied clearly and shortly ; but
in doing so, weighed each word, so that one felt ill at
ease without knowing why, and was glad when the
conversation came to an end. I put some questions to
Ivan Gvosdikof in regard to him. He told me that
Groriantchikoff: was of irreproachable morals, otherwise
Gvosdikof would not have entrusted him with the educa-
tion of his children ; but that he was a terrible misan-
thrope, who kept apart from all society ; that he was
very learned, a great reader, and that he spoke but little,
and never entered freely into a conversation. Certain
persons told him that he was mad ; but that was not
looked upon as a very serious defect. Accordingly, the
most important persons in the town were ready to treat
Alexander Petrovitch with respect, for he could be useful
to them in writing petitions. It was believed that he
was well connected in Russia. Perhaps, among his rela-
tions, there were some who were highly placed ; but it
was known that since his exile he had broken off all
relations with them. In a word — he injured himself.
Every one knew his story, and was aware that he had
killed his wife, through jealousy, less than a year after
his marriage; and that he had given himself up to justice;
which had made his punishment much less severe. Such
crimes are always looked upon as misfortunes, which
must be treated with pity. Nevertheless, this original
kept himself obstinately apart, and never showed himself
except to give lessons. In the first instance I paid no
attention to him ; then, without knowing why, I found
myself interested by him. He was rather enigmatic;
4 PRISON LIFE IN SIBERIA
to talk with him was quite impossible. Certainly he
replied to all my questions ; he seemed to make it a duty
to do so ; but when once he had answered, I was afraid
to interrogate him any longer.
After such conversations one could observe on his
countenance signs of suffering and exhaustion. I re-
memberj that, one fine summer evening, I went out with
him from the house of Ivan Gvosdikof. It suddenly
occurred to me to invite him to come in with me and
smoke a cigarette. I can scarcely describe the fright
which showed itself in his countenance. He became con-
fused, muttered incoherent words, and suddenly, after
looking at me with an angry air, took to flight in an op-
posite direction. I was very much astonished afterwards,
when he met me. He seemed to experience, on seeing
me, a sort of terror ; but I did not lose courage. There
was something in him which attracted me.
A month afterwards I went to see Petrovitch without
any pretext. It is evident that, in doing so, I behaved
foolishly, and without the least delicacy. He lived at one
of the extreme points of the town with an old woman
whose daughter was in a consumption. The latter had a
little child about ten years old, very pretty and very
lively.
When I went in Alexander Petrovitch was seated
by her side, and was teaching her to read. When he saw
me he became confused, as if I had detected him in a
crime. Losing ah1 self-command, he suddenly stood up
and looked at me with awe and astonishment. Then we
both of us sat down. He followed attentively all my
looks, as if I had suspected him of some mysterious
intention. I understood he was horribly mistrustful. He
looked at me as a sort of spy, and he seemed to be on the
point of saying, ' ' Are you not soon going away ? "
I spoke to him of our little town, of the news of the
day, but he was silent, or smiled with an air of dis-
pleasure. I could see that he was absolutely ignorant of
all that was taking place in the town, and that he was in
no way curious to know. I spoke to him afterwards of
the country generally, and of its men. He listened to me
TEN YEARS A OONVIOT 5
atill in silence, fixing his eyes upon me in such a strange
way that I became ashamed of what I was doing. I was
very nearly offending him by offering him some books and
newspapers which I had just received by post. He cast
a greedy look upon them ; he then seemed to alter his mind,
and declined my offer, giving his want of leisure as a
pretext.
At last I wished him good-bye, and I felt a weight
fall from my shoulders as I left the house. I regretted to
have harassed a man whose tastes kept him apart from the
rest of the world. But the fault had been committed. I
had remarked that he possessed very few books. It was
not true, then, that he read so much. Nevertheless, on
two occasions when I drove past, I saw a light in his
lodging. What could make him sit up so late ? Was he
writing, and if that were so, what was he writing ?
I was absent from our town for about three months.
When I returned home in the winter, I learned that Petro-
vitch was dead, and that he had not even sent for a doctor.
He was even now already forgotten, and his lodging was
unoccupied. I at once made the acquaintance of his land-
lady, in the hope of learning from her what her lodger
h^d been writing. For twenty kopecks she brought me a
basket full of papers left by the defunct, and confessed to
me that she had already employed four sheets in lighting
her fire. She was a morose and taciturn old woman. I
could not get from her anything that was interesting. She
could tell me nothing about her lodger. She gave me to
understand all the same that he scarcely ever worked,
and that he remained for months together without opening
a book or touching a pen. On the other hand, he walked
all night up and down his room, given up to his reflec-
tions. Sometimes, indeed, he spoke aloud. He was very
fond of her little grandchild, Katia, above all when he knew
her name ; on her nameVday — the day of St. Catherine —
he always had a requiem said in the church for some one's
soul. He detested receiving visits, and never went out
except to give lessons. Even his landlady he looked
upon with an unfriendly eye when, once a week, she came
into his room to put it in order.
6 PRISON LIFE IN SIBERIA
During the three years he had passed with her, he
had scarcely ever spoken to her. I asked Katia if she
remembered him. She looked at me in silence, and
turned weeping to the wall. This man, then, was loved by
some one ! I took away the papers, and passed the day
in examining them. They were for the most part of no
importance, merely children's exercises. At last I came
to a rather thick packet, the sheets of which were covered
with delicate handwriting, which abruptly ceased. It
had perhaps been forgotten by the writer. It was the
narrative — incoherent and fragmentary — of the ten years
Alexander Petrovitch had passed in hard labour. This
narrative was interrupted, here and there, either by
anecdotes, or by strange, terrible recollections thrown in
convulsively as if torn from the writer. I read some of
these fragments again and again, and I began to doubt
whether they had not been written in moments of madness;
but these memories of the convict prison — " Recollections
of the Dead-House/' as he himself called them some-
where in his manuscript — seemed to me not without
interest. They revealed quite a new world unknown
till then; and in the strangeness of his facts, together
with his singular remarks on this fallen people, there
was enough to tempt me to go on. I may perhaps be
wrong, but I will publish some chapters from this narrative,
and the public shall judge for itself.
CHAPTER II.
THE DEAD-HOUSE
OU R prison was at the end of the citadel behind
the ramparts. Looking through the crevices
between the palisade in the hope of seeing
something, one sees nothing but a little
corner of the sky, and a high earthwork, covered
with the long grass of the steppe. Night and day sentries
walk to and fro upon it. Then one perceives from the
first, that whole years will pass during which one will
see by the same crevices between the palisades, upon the
same earthwork, always the same sentinels and the same
little corner of the sky, not just above the prison, but
far and far away. Represent to yourself a court-yard, two
hundred feet long, and one hundred and fifty feet broad,
enclosed by an irregular hexagonal palisade, formed of
stakes thrust deep into the earth. So muck for the
external surroundings of the prison. On one side of
the palisade is a great gate, solid, and always shut ;
watched perpetually by the sentinels, and never opened,
except when the convicts go out to work. Beyond this,
there are light and liberty, the life of free people !
Beyond the palisade, one thought of the marvellous
world, fantastic as a fairy tale. It was not the same on
our side. Here, there was no resemblance to anything.
Habits, customs, laws, were all precisely fixed. It was
the house of living death. It is this corner that I under-
take to describe.
8 PRISON LIFE IN SIBERIA
On penetrating into the enclosure one sees a few
buildings. On each side of a vast court are stretched forth
two wooden constructions, made of trunks of trees, and
only one storey high. These are convicts' barracks. Here
the prisoners are confined, divided into several classes.
At the end of the enclosure may be seen a house, which
serves as a kitchen, divided into two compartments.
Behind it is another building, which serves at once as
cellar, loft, and barn. The centre of the enclosure, com-
pletely barren, is a large open space. Here the prisoners
are drawn up in ranks, three times a day. They are
identified, and must answer to their names, morning,
noon, and evening, besides several times in the course of
the day if the soldiers on guard are suspicious and clever
at counting. All around, between the palisades and the
buildings there remains a sufficiently large space, where
some of the prisoners who are misanthropes, or of a
sombre turn of mind, like to walk about when they are
not at work. There they go turning over their favourite
thoughts, shielded from all observation.
When I meb them during those walks of theirs, I
took pleasure in observing their sad, deeply-marked
countenances, and in guessing their thoughts. The
favourite occupation of one of the convicts, during the
moments of liberty left to him from his hard labour, was
to count the palisades. There were fifteen hundred of
them. He had counted them all, and knew them nearly
by heart. Every one of them represented to him a
day of confinement; but, counting them daily in this
manner, he knew exactly the number of days that he
had still to pass in the prison. He was sincerely
happy when he had finished one side of the hexagon ;
yet he had to wait for his liberation many long years.
But one learns patience in a prison.
One day I saw a prisoner, who had undergone his
punishment, take leave of his comrades. He had had
twenty years' hard labour. More than one convict re-
membered seeing him arrive, quite young, careless,
thinking neither of his crime nor of his punishment. He
was now an old man with gray hairs, with a sad and
TED DEAD-HOUSE 9
morose countenance. He walked in silence through our
six barracks. When he entered each of them he prayed
before the holy image, made a deep bow to his former
companions, and begged them not to keep a bad recol-
lection of him.
I also remember one evening, a prisoner, who had been
formerly a well-to-do Siberian peasant, so called. Six years
before he had had news of his wife's remarrying, which
had caused him great pain. That very evening she had
come to the prison, and had asked for him in order to
make him a present ! They talked together for two
minutes, wept together, and then separated never to
meet again. I saw the expression of this prisoner's
countenance when he re-entered the barracks. There,
indeed, one learns to support everything.
When darkness set in we had to re-enter the barrack,
where we were shut up for all the night. It was always
painful for me to leave the court-yard for the barrack.
Think of a long, low, stifling room, scarcely lighted by
tallow candles, and full of heavy and disgusting odours. I
cannot now understand how I lived there for ten entire
years. My camp bedstead was made of three boards.
This was the only place in the room that belonged to
me. In one single room we herded together, more than
thirty men. It was, above all, no wonder that we were
shut up early. Four hours at least passed before every
one was asleep, and, until then, there was a tumult and
uproar of laughter, oaths, rattling of chains, a poisonous
vapour of thick smoke; a confusion of shaved heads,
stigmatised foreheads, and ragged clothes disgustingly
filthy.
Yes, man is a pliable animal — he must be so defined—
a being who gets accustomed to everything ! That
would be, perhaps, the best definition that could be given
of him. There were altogether two hundred and fifty of
us in the same prison. This number was almost invari-
ably the same. Whenever some of them had undergone
their punishment, other criminals arrived, and a few of
them died. Among them there were all sorts of people.
I believe that each region of Russia had furnished its
10 PRISON LIFE IN SIBERIA
representatives. There were foreigners there, and even
mountaineers from the Caucasus.
All these people were divided into different classes,
according to the importance of the crime ; and conse-
quently the duration of the punishment for the crime,
whatever it might be, was there represented. The popu-
lation of the prison was composed for the most part
of men condemned to hard labour of the civil class —
" strongly condemned," as the prisoners used to say.
They were criminals deprived of all civil rights, men
rejected by society, vomited forth by it, and whose faces
were marked by the iron to testify eternally to their
disgrace. They were incarcerated for different periods
of time, varying from eight to ten years. At the expira-
tion of their punishment they were sent to the Siberian
districts in the character of colonists.
As to the criminals of the military section, they were
not deprived of their civil rights — as is generally the
case in Russian disciplinary companies — but were
punished for a relatively short period. As soon as they
had undergone their punishment they had to return to
the place whence they had come, and became soldiers in
the battalions of the Siberian Line.*
Many of them came back to us afterwards, for serious
crimes, this time not for a small number of years, but for
twenty at least. They then formed part of the section
called " for perpetuity." Nevertheless, the perpetuals
were not deprived of their right. There was another
section sufficiently numerous, composed of the worst male-
factors, nearly all veterans in crime, and which was called
the special section. There were sent convicts from all the
Russias. They looked upon one another with reason as
imprisoned for ever, for the term of their confinement
had not been indicated. The law required them to
receive double and treble tasks. They remained in
prison until work of the most painful character had to be
undertaken in Siberia.
" You are only here for a fixed time," they said to the
* Goriantchikoff became himself a soldier in Siberia, when he had
finished his term of imprisonment.
THE DEAD-HOUSE 11
other convicts ; " we, on the contrary, are here for all our
life."
I have heard that this section has since been abolished.
At the same time, civil convicts are kept apart, in order
that the military convicts may be organised by them-
selves into a homogeneous " disciplinary company." The
administration, too, has naturally been changed ; conse-
quently what I describe are the customs and practices of
another time, and of things which have since been
abolished. Yes, it was a long time ago ; it seems to me
that it is all a dream. I remember entering the convict
prison one December evening, as night was falling. The
convicts were returning from work. The roll-call was
about to be made. An under officer with large mous-
taches opened to me the gate of this strange house, where
I was to remain so many years, to endure so many
emotions, and of which I could not form even an approxi-
mate idea, if I had not gone through them. Thus, for
example, could I ever have imagined the poignant and
terrible suffering of never being alone even for one
minute during ten years ? Working under escort in the
barracks together with two hundred " companions ; "
never alone, never !
However, I was obliged to get accustomed to it.
Among them there were murderers by imprudence, and
murderers by profession, simple thieves, masters in the
art of finding money in the pockets of the passers-by, or
of wiping off no matter what from the table. It would
have been difficult, however, to say why and how certain
prisoners found themselves among the convicts. Each of
them had his history, confused and heavy, painful as the
morning after a debauch.
The convicts, as a rule, spoke very little of their past
life, which they did not like to think of. They endea-
voured, even, to dismiss it from their memory.
Amongst my companions of the chain I have known
murderers who were so gay and so free from care, that
one might have made a bet that their conscience never
made them the least reproach. But there were also men
of sombre countenance who remained almost always
12 PEISON LIFE IN SIBERIA
silent. It was very rarely any one told his history. This
sort of thing was not the fashion. Let us say at once that
it was not received. Sometimes, however, from time to
time, for the sake of change, a prisoner used to tell his life
to another prisoner, who would listen coldly to the narra-
tive. No one, to tell the truth, could have said anything to
astonish his neighbour. " We are not ignoramuses," they
would sometimes say with singular pride.
I remember one day a ruffian who had got drunk — it
was sometimes possible for the convicts to get drink —
relating how he had killed and cut up a child of five. He
had first tempted the child with a plaything, and then
taking it to a loft, had cut it up to pieces. The entire
barrack, which, generally speaking, laughed at his jokes,
uttered one unanimous cry. The ruffian was obliged to
be silent. But if the convicts had interrupted him, it was
not by any means because his recital had caused their
indignation, but because it was not allowed to speak of
such things.
I must here observe that the convicts possessed a
certain degree of instruction. Half of them, if not more,
knew how to read and write. Where in Russia, in no
matter what population, could two hundred and fifty men
be found able to read and write ? Later on I have heard
people say, and conclude on the strength of these abuses,
that education demoralises the people. This is a mistake.
Education has nothing whatever to do with moral dete-
rioration. It must be admitted, nevertheless, that it
develops a resolute spirit among the people. But this is
far from being a defect.
Each section had a different costume. The uniform
of one was a cloth vest, half brown and half gray,
and trousers with one leg brown, the other gray. One
day while we were at work, a little girl who sold scones
of white bread came towards the convicts. She looked
at them for a time and then burst into a laugh. " Oh,
how ugly they are ! " she cried ; " they have not even
enough gray cloth or brown cloth to make their clothes/'
Every convict wore a vest made of gray cloth, except the
sleeves, which were brown. Their heads, too, were shaved
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in different styles. The crown was bared sometimes
longitudinally, sometimes latitudinally, from the nape of
the neck to the forehead, or from one ear to another.
This strange family had a general likeness so pro-
nounced that it could be recognised at a glance.
Even the most striking personalities, those who domi-
nated involuntarily the other convicts, could not help
taking the general tone of the house.
Of the convicts — with the exception of a few who
enjoyed childish gaiety, and who by that alone drew upon
themselves general contempt — all the convicts were
morose, envious, frightfully vain, presumptuous, sus-
ceptible, and excessively ceremonious. To be astonished
at nothing was in their eyes the first and indispensable
quality. Accordingly, their first aim was to bear them-
selves with dignity. But often the most composed de-
meanour gave way with the rapidity of lightning. With
the basest humility some, however, possessed genuine
strength ; these were naturally all sincere. But strangely
enough, they were for the most part excessively and
morbidly vain. Vanity was always their salient quality.
The majority of the prisoners were depraved and
perverted, so that calumnies and scandal rained amongst
them like hail. Our life was a constant hell, a perpetual
damnation ; but no one would have dared to raise a voice
against the internal regulations of the prison, or against
established usages. Accordingly, willingly or unwillingly,
they had to be submitted to. Certain indomitable
characters yielded with difficulty, but they yielded all
the same. Prisoners who when at liberty had gone
beyond all measure, who, urged by their over-excited
vanity, had committed frightful crimes unconsciously, as
if in a delirium, and had been the terror of entire towns,
were put down in a very short time by the system of our
prison. The " new man/' when he began to reconnoitre,
soon found that he could astonish no one, and insensibly
he submitted, took the general tone, and assumed a sort
of personal dignity which almost every convict main-
tained, just as if the denomination of convict had been a
title of honour. Not the least sign of shame or of
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repentance, but a kind of external submission which
seemed to have been reasoned out as the line of conduct
to be pursued. " We are lost men," they said to them-
selves. " We were unable to live in liberty ; we must
now go to Green Street."*
" You would not obey your father and mother ; you
will now obey thongs of leather." " The man who would
not sow must now break stones."
These things were said, and repeated in the way of
morality, as sentences and proverbs, but without any one
taking them seriously. They were but words in the air.
There was not one man among them who admitted his
iniquity. Let a stranger not a convict endeavour to
reproach him with his crime, and the insults directed
against him would be endless. And how refined are con-
victs in the matter of insults ! They insult delicately, like
artists ; insult with the most delicate science. They en-
deavour not so much to offend by the expression as by the
meaning, the spirit of an envenomed phrase. Their
incessant quarrels developed greatly this special art.
As they only worked under the threat of an immense
stick, they were idle and depraved. Those who were not
already corrupt when they arrived at the convict establish-
ment, became perverted very soon. Brought together in
spite of themselves, they were perfect strangers to one
another. " The devil has worn out three pairs of sandals
before he got us together," they would say. Intrigues,
calumnies, scandal of all kinds, envy, and hatred reigned
above everything else. In this life of sloth, no ordinary
spiteful tongue could make head against these murderers,
with insults constantly in their mouths.
As I said before, there were found among them men
of open character, resolute, intrepid, accustomed to self-
command. These were held involuntarily in esteem.
Although they were very jealous of their reputation,
* An allusion to the two rows of soldiers, armed with green rods,
between which convicts condemned to corporal punishment had and
still have to pass. But this punishment now exists only for convicts
deprived of all their civil rights. This subject will be returned to
further on.
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they endeavoured to annoy no one, and never insulted
one another without a motive. Their conduct was on
all points full of dignity. They were rational, and almost
always obedient, not by principle, or from any respect
for duty, but as if in virtue of a mutual convention
between themselves and the administration — a con-
vention of which the advantages were plain enough.
The officials, moreover, behaved prudently towards
them. I remember that one prisoner of the resolute and
intrepid class, known to possess the instincts of a wild
beast, was summoned one day to be whipped. It was
during the summer, no work was being done. The
Adjutant, the direct and immediate chief of the convict
prison, was in the orderly-room, by the side of the
principal entrance, ready to assist at the punishment.
This Major was a fatal being for the prisoners, whom he
had brought to such a state that they trembled before
him. Severe to the point of insanity, " he threw himself
upon them," to use their expression. But it was above
all that his look, as penetrating as that of a lynx, was
feared. It was impossible to conceal anything from him.
He saw, so to say, without looking. On entering the
prison, he knew at once what was being done. Accord-
ingly, the convicts, one and all, called him the man
with the eight eyes. His system was bad, for it had the
effect of irritating men who were already irascible. But
for the Commandant, a well-bred and reasonable man,
who moderated the savage onslaughts of the Major, the
latter would have caused sad misfortunes by his bad
administration. I do not understand how he managed
to retire from the service safe and sound. It is true that
he left after being called before a court-martial.
The prisoner turned pale when he was called ;
generally speaking, he lay down courageously, and
without uttering a word, to receive the terrible rods,
after which he got up and shook himself. He bore the
misfortune calmly, philosophically, it is true, though he
was never punished carelessly, nor without all sorts of
precautions. But this time he considered himself innocent.
He turned pale, and as he walked quietly towards the
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escort of soldiers he managed to conceal in his sleeve a
shoemaker's awl. The prisoners were severely forbidden
to carry sharp instruments about them. Examinations
were frequently, minutely, and unexpectedly made, and
all infractions of the rule were severely punished. But
as it is difficult to take away from the criminal what he
is determined to conceal, and as, moreover, sharp instru-
ments are necessarily used in the prison, they were never
destroyed. If the official succeeded in taking them
away from the convicts, the latter procured new ones
very soon.
On the occasion in question, all the convicts had now
thrown themselves against the palisade, with palpitating
hearts, to look through the crevices. It was known that
this time Petroff would not allow himself to be flogged,
that the end of the Major had come. But at the critical
moment the latter got into his carriage, and went away,
leaving the direction of the punishment to a subaltern.
" God has saved him ! " said the convicts. As for Petroff,
he underwent his punishment quietly. Once the Major
had gone, his anger fell. The prisoner is submissive and
obedient to a certain point, but there is a limit which
must not be crossed. Nothing is more curious than
these strange outbursts of disobedience and rage. Often
a man who has supported for many years the most cruel
punishment, will revolt for a trifle, for nothing at all.
He might pass for a madman ; that, in fact, is what is
said of him.
I have already said that during many years I never
remarked the least sign of repentance, not even the
slightest uneasiness with regard to the crime committed ;
and that most of the convicts considered neither honour
nor conscience, holding that they had a right to act as they
thought fit. Certainly vanity, evil examples, deceitful-
ness, and false shame were responsible for much. On
the other hand, who can claim to have sounded the depths
of these hearts, given over to perdition, and to have
found them closed to all light ? It would seem all the
same that during so many years I ought to have been
able to notice some indication, even the most fugitive,
THE DEAD-HOUSE 17
o! some regret, some moral suffering. I positively saw
nothing of the kind. With ready-made opinions one
cannot judge of crime. Its philosophy is a little more
complicated than people think. It is acknowledged that
neither convict prisons, nor the hulks, nor any system of
hard labour ever cured a criminal. These forms of chas-
tisement only punish him and reassure society against
the offences he might commit. Confinement, regulation,
and excessive work have no effect but to develop with
these men profound hatred, a thirst for forbidden enjoy-
ment, and frightful recalcitrations. On the other hand I
am convinced that the celebrated cellular system gives
results which are specious and deceitful. It deprives a
criminal of his force, of his energy, enervates his soul by
weakening and frightening it, and at last exhibits a dried
up mummy as a model of repentance and amendment.
The criminal who has revolted against society, hates
it, and considers himself in the right ; society was wrong,
not he. Has he not, moreover, undergone his punish-
ment ? Accordingly he is absolved, acquitted in his own
eyes. In spite of different opinions, every one will
acknowledge that there are crimes which everywhere,
always, under no matter what legislation, are beyond
discussion crimes, and should be regarded as such as
long as man is man. It is only at the convict prison
that I have heard related, with a childish, unrestrained
laugh, the strangest, most atrocious offences. I shall
never forget a certain parricide, formerly a nobleman
and a public functionary. He had given great grief to
his father — a true prodigal son. The old man endeavoured
in vain to restrain him by remonstrance on the fatal slope
down which he was sliding. As he was loaded with
debts, and his father was suspected of having, besides
an estate, a sum of ready money, he killed him in order
to enter more quickly into his inheritance. This crime
was not discovered until a month afterwards. During
all this time the murderer, who meanwhile had informed
the police of his father's disappearance, continued his
debauches. At last, during his absence, the police dis-
covered the old man's corpse in a drain. The gray head
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was severed from the trunk, but replaced in its original
position. The body was entirely dressed. Beneati, as
if by derision, the assassin had placed a cushion.
The young man confessed nothing. He was degraded,
deprived of his nobiliary privileges, and condemned
to twenty years' hard labour. As long as I knew him I
always found him to be careless of his position. He was
the most light-minded, inconsiderate man that I ever met,
although he was far from being a fool. I never observed
in him any great tendency to cruelty. The other convicts
despised him, not on account of his crime, of which there
was never any question, but because he was without dignity.
He sometimes spoke of his father. One day for instance,
boasting of the hereditary good health of his family, he
said : ' ' My father, for example, until his death was never
ill."
Animal insensibility carried to such a point is most
remarkable — it is, indeed, phenomenal. There must have
been in this case an organic defect in the man, some
physical and moral monstrosity unknown hitherto to
science, and not simply crime. I naturally did not
believe in so atrocious a crime ; but people of the same
town as himself, who knew all the details of his history,
related it to me. The facts were so clear that it would
have been madness not to accept them. The prisoners
once heard him cry out during , his sleep: "Hold him!
hold him ! Cut his head off, his head, his head ! "
Nearly all the convicts dreamed aloud, or were
delirious in their sleep. Insults, words of slang, knives,
hatchetSj seemed constantly present in their dreams.
" We are crushed ! " they would say ; " we are without
entrails ; that is why we shriek in the night."
Hard labour in our fortress was not an occupation,
but an obligation. The prisoners accomplished their
task, they worked the number of hours fixed by the law,
and then returned to the prison. They hated their
liberty. If the convict did not do some work on his own
account voluntarily, it would be impossible for him to
support his confinement. How could these persons, all
strongly constituted, who had lived sumptuously, and
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desired so to live again, who had been brought together
against their will, after society had cast them up — how
could they live in a normal and natural manner ? Man
cannot exist without work, without legal, natural property.
Depart from these conditions, and he becomes perverted
and changed into a wild beast. Accordingly, every
convict, through natural requirements and by the instinct
of self-preservation, had a trade — an occupation of some
kind.
The long days of summer were taken up almost
entirely by our hard labour. The night was so short that
we had only just time to sleep. It was not the same in
winter. According to the regulations, the prisoners had
to be shut up in the barracks at nightfall. What was to
be done during these long, sad evenings but work ?
Consequently each barrack, though locked and bolted,
assumed the appearance of a large workshop. The work
was not, it is true, strictly forbidden, but it was forbidden
'to have tools, without which work is evidently impossible.
But we laboured in secret, and the administration seemed
to shut its eyes. Many prisoners arrived without knowing
how to make use of their ten fingers ; but they learnt a
trade from some of their companions, and became ex-
cellent workmen.
We had among us cobblers, bootmakers, tailors,
masons, locksmiths, and gilders. A Jew named Esau
Boumstein was at the same time a jeweller and a usurer.
Every one worked, and thus gained a few pence — for
many orders came from the town. Money is a tangible
resonant liberty, inestimable for a man entirely deprived
of true liberty. If he feels some money in his pocket, he
consoles himself a little, even though he cannot spend
it — but one can always and everywhere spend money,
the more so as forbidden fruit is doubly sweet. One
can often buy spirits in the convict prison. Although
pipes are severely forbidden, every one smokes. Money
and tobacco save the convicts from the scurvy, as work
saves them from crime — for without work they would
mutually have destroyed one another like spiders shut up
in a close bottle. Work and money were all the same
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forbidden. Often during the night severe examinations
were made, during which everything that was not legally
authorised was confiscated. However successfully the
little hoards had been concealed, they were sometimes
discovered. That was one of the reasons why they were
not kept very long. They were exchanged as soon as
possible for drink, which explains how it happened that
spirits penetrated into the convict prison. The delinquent
was not only deprived of his board, but was also cruelly
flogged.
A short time after each examination the convicts pro-
cured again the objects which had been confiscated, and
everything went on as before. The administration knew
it ; and although the condition of the convicts was a good
deal like that of the inhabitants of Vesuvius, they never
murmured at the punishment inflicted for these pecca-
dilloes. Those who had no manual skill did business
somehow or other. The modes of buying and selling were
original enough. Things changed hands which no one'
expected a convict would ever have thought of selling or
buying, or even of regarding as of any value whatever.
The least rag had its value, and might be turned to
account. In consequence, however, of the poverty of the
convicts, money acquired ii their eyes a superior value to
that really belonging to it.
Long and painful tasks, sometimes of a very compli-
cated kind, brought back a few kopecks. Several of the
prisoners lent by the week, and did good business that
way. The prisoner who was ruined and insolvent carried
to the usurer the few things belonging to him and
pledged them for some halfpence, which were lent to
him at a fabulous rate of interest. If he did not redeem
them at the fixed time the usurer sold them pitilessly by
auction, and without the least delay.
Usury flourished so well in our convict prison that
money was lent even on things belonging to the Govern-
ment : linen, boots, etc. — things that were wanted at every
moment. When the lender accepted such pledges the
affair took an unexpected turn. The proprietor went,
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immediately after lie had received his money, and told
the under officer — chief superintendent of the convict
prison — that objects belonging to the State were being
concealed, on which everything was taken away from the
nsurer without even the formality of a report to the
superior administration. But never was there any
quarrel — and that is very curious indeed — between the
usurer and the owner. The first gave up in silence,
with a morose air, the things demanded from him, as if he
had been waiting for the request. Sometimes, perhaps,
he confessed to himself that, in the place of. the bor-
rower, he would not have acted differently. Accordingly,
if he was insulted after this restitution, it was less from
hatred than simply as a matter of conscience.
The convicts robbed one another without shame.
Each prisoner had his little box fitted with a padlock, in
which he kept the things entrusted to him by the ad-
ministration. Although these boxes were authorised, that
did not prevent them from being broken into. The reader
can easily imagine what clever thieves were found among
us. A prisoner who was sincerely devoted to me — I say it
without boasting — stole my Bible from me, the only book
allowed in the convict prison. He told me of it the same
day, not from repentance, but because he pitied me when
he saw me looking for it everywhere. We had among
our companions of the chain several convicts called t( inn-
keepers," who sold spirits, and became comparatively rich
by doing so. I shall speak of this further on, for the
liquor traffic deserves special study.
A great number of prisoners had been deported for
smuggling, which explains how it was that drink was
brought secretly into the convict prison, under so severe a
surveillance as ours was. In passing it may be remarked
that smuggling is an offence apart. Would it be be-
lieved that money, the solid profit from the affair, pos-
sesses often only secondary importance for the smuggler ?
It is all the same an authentic fact. He works by
vocation. In his style he is a poet. He risks all he pos-
sesses, exposes himself to terrible dangers, intrigues,
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invents, gets out of a scrape, and brings everything to a
happy end by a sort of inspiration. This passion is as
violent as that of play.
I knew a prisoner of colossal stature who was the
mildest, the most peaceable, and most manageable man it-
was possible to see. We often asked one another how he
had been deported. He had such a calm, sociable cha-
racter, that during the whole time that he passed at the
convict prison, he never quarrelled with any one. Born
in Western Russia, where he lived on the frontier, he had
been sent to hard labour for smuggling. Naturally, then,
he could not resist his desire to smuggle spirits into the
prison. How many times was he not punished for it, and
heaven knows how much he feared the rods. This
dangerous trade brought him in but slender profits. It
was the speculator who got rich at his expense. Bach
time he was punished he wept like an old woman, and
swore by all that was holy that he would never be caught
at such things again. He kept his vow for an entire month,
but he ended by yielding once more to his passion.
Thanks to these amateurs of smuggling, spirits were
always to be had in the convict prison.
Another source of income which, without enriching the
prisoners, was constantly and beneficently turned to
account, was alms-giving. The upper classes of our
Russian society do not know to what an extent merchants,
shopkeepers, and our people generally, commiserate the
" unfortunate ! "* Alms were always forthcoming, and
consisted generally of little white loaves, sometimes of
money, but very rarely. Without alms, the existence of
the convicts, and above all that of the accused, who are
badly fed, would be too painful. These alms are shared
equally between all the prisoners. If the gifts are not
sufficient, the little loaves are divided into halves, and
sometimes into six pieces, so that each convict may have
his share. I remember the first alms, a small piece of
money, that I received. A short time after my arrival, one
morning, as I was coming back from work with a soldier
* Men condemned to hard labour, and exiles generally, are so called
by the Russian peasantry.
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escort, I met a mother and her daughter, a child of ten,
as beautiful as an angel. I had already seen them once
before.
The mother was the widow of a poor soldier, who,
while still young, had been sentenced by a court-martial,
and had died in the infirmary of the convict prison while
I was there. They wept hot tears when they came to bid
him good-bye. On seeing me the little girl blushed, and
murmured a few words into her mother's ear, who stopped,
and took from a basket a kopeck which she gave to the
little girl. The little girl ran after me.
" Here, poor man," she said, " take this in the name of
Christ/' I took the money which she slipped into my
hand. The little girl returned joyfully to her mother. I
preserved that kopeck a considerable time.
CHAPTER III.
FIKST IMPEESSIONS
DURING the first weeks, and naturally the early
part of my imprisonment, made a deep impres-
sion on my imagination. The following years
on the other hand are all mixed up together,
and leave but a confused recollection. Cer-
tain epochs of this life are even effaced from my
memory. I have kept one general impression of it,
always the same ; painful, monotonous, stifling. What I
saw in experience during the first days of my imprison-
ment seems to me as if it had all taken place yesterday.
Such was sure to be the case. I remember perfectly
that in the first place this life astonished me by the very
fact that it offered nothing particular, nothing extra-
ordinary, or to express myself better, nothing unexpected.
It was not until later on, when I had lived some time in
the convict prison, that I understood all that was excep-
tional and unforeseen in such a life. I was astonished at
the discovery. I will avow that this astonishment
remained with me throughout my term of punishment;
I could not decidedly reconcile myself to this existence.
First of all, I experienced an invincible repugnance on
arriving; but oddly enough the life seemed to me less
painful than I had imagined on the journey.
Indeed, prisoners, though embarrassed by their irons
went to and fro in the prison freely enough. They
insulted one another, sang, worked, smoked pipes, and
FIE8T IMPRESSIONS 25
drank spirits. There were not many drinkers all the
same. There were also regular card parties during the
night. The labour did not seem to me very trying ; I
fancied that it could not be the real " hard labour." I
did not understand till long afterwards why this labour
was really hard and excessive. It was less by reason
of its difficulty, than because it was forced, imposed,
obligatory; and it was only done through fear of the
stick. Thepeasantworkscertainlyharderthantheconvict,
for, during the summer, he works night and day. But it
is in his own interest that he fatigues himself. His aim
is reasonable, so that he suffers less than the convict
who performs hard labour from which he derives no
profit. It once came into my head that if it were desired
to reduce a man to nothing — to punish him atrociously, to
crush him in such a manner that the most hardened
murderer would tremble before such a punishment, and
take fright beforehand — it would be necessary to give to
his work a character of complete uselessness, even to
absurdity.
Hard labour, as it is now carried on, presents no
interest to the convict; but it has its utility. The convict
makes bricks, digs the earth, builds ; and all his occupa-
tions have a meaning and an end. Sometimes, even the
prisoner takes an interest in what he is doing. He then
wishes to work more skilfully, more advantageously. But
let him be constrained to pour water from one vessel into
another, or to transport a quantity of earth from one place
to another, in order to perform the contrary operation
immediately afterwards, then I am persuaded that at the
end of a few days the prisoner would strangle himself or
commit a thousand crimes, punishable with death, rather
than live in such an abject condition and endure such tor-
ments. It is evident that such punishment would bo
rather a torture, an atrocious vengeance, than a correction.
It would be absurd, for it would have no natural end.
I did not, however, arrive until the winter — in the
month of December — and the labour was then unim-
portant in our fortress. I had no idea of the summer
labour — five times as fatiguing. The prisoners, during
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the winter season, broke up on the Irtitch some old boats
belonging to the Government, found occupation in the
workshops, took away the snow blown by hurricanes
against the buildings, or burned and pounded alabaster.
As the day was very short, the work ceased at an early
hour, and every one returned to the convict prison,
where there was scarcely anything to do, except the
supplementary work which the convicts did for them-
selves.
Scarcely a third of the convicts worked seriously, the
others idled their time and wandered about without aim
in the barracks, scheming and insulting one another.
Those who had a little money got drunk on spirits, or
lost what they had saved at gambling. And all this
from idleness, weariness, and want of something to do.
I learned, moreover, to know one suffering which is
perhaps the sharpest, the most painful that can be ex-
perienced in a house of detention apart from laws and
liberty. I mean, "forced cohabitation. " Cohabitation is
more or less forced everywhere and always ; but nowhere
is it so horrible as in a prison. There are men there with
whom no one would consent to live. I am certain that
every convict, unconsciously perhaps, has suffered from
this.
The food of the prisoners seemed to me passable;
some declared even that it was incomparably better than
in any Russian prison. I cannot certify to this, for I was
never in prison anywhere else. Many of us, besides,
were allowed to procure whatever nourishment we
wanted. As fresh meat cost only three kopecks a
pound, those who always had money allowed themselves
the luxury of eating it. The majority of the prisoners
were contented with the regular ration.
When they praised the diet of the convict prison, they
were thinking only of the bread, which was distributed
at the rate of so much per room, and not individually or
by weight. This last condition would have frightened
the convicts, for a third of them at least would have
constantly suffered from hunger; while, with the system
in vogue, every one was satisfied. Our bread was particu-
FIRST IMPRESSIONS 27
larly nice, and was even renowned in the town. Its good
quality was attributed to the excellent construction of
the prison ovens. As for our cabbage-soup, it was
cooked and thickened with flour. It had not an appe-
tising appearance. On working days it was clear and
thin; but what particularly disgusted me was the
way it was served. The prisoners, however, paid no
attention to that.
During the three days that followed my arrival, I did
not go to work. Some respite was always given to
prisoners just arrived, in order to allow them to recover
from their fatigue. The second day I had to go out of
the convict prison in order to be ironed. My chain was
not of the regulation pattern ; it was composed of rings,
which gave forth a clear sound, so I heard other convicts
say. I had to wear them externally over my clothes,
whereas my companions had chains formed, not of rings,
but of four links, as thick as the finger, and fastened
together by three links which were worn beneath the
trousers. To the central ring was fastened a strip of
leather, tied in its turn to a girdle fastened over the
shirt.
I can see again the first morning that I passed in the
convict prison. The drum sounded in the orderly room,
near the principal entrance. Ten minutes afterwards
the under officer opened the barracks. The convicts
woke up one after another and rose trembling with cold
from their plank bedsteads, by the dull light of a tallow
candle. Nearly all of them were morose ; they yawned
and stretched themselves. Their foreheads, marked by
the iron, were contracted. Some made the sign of the
Cross ; others began to talk nonsense. The cold air
from outside rushed in as soon as the door was opened.
Then the prisoners hurried round the pails full of water,
one after another, and took water in their mouths, and,
letting it out into their hands, washed their faces. Those
pails had been brought in the night before by a prisoner
specially appointed, according to the rules, to clean the
barracks.
The convicts chose him themselves. He did not work
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with the others, for it was his business to examine the
camp bedsteads and the floors, to fetch and carry water.
This water served in the morning for the prisoners' ablu-
tions, and the rest during the day for ordinary drinking.
That very morning there were disputes on the subject
of one of the pitchers.
"What are you doing therewith your marked fore-
head ? " grumbled one of the prisoners, tall, dry, and
sallow.
He attracted attention by the strange protuberances
with which his skull was covered. He pushed against
another convict round and small, with a lively rubicund
countenance.
" Just wait."
" What are you crying out about ? You know that
a fine must be paid when the others are kept waiting.
Off with you. What a monument, my brethren ! "
" A little calf/' he went on muttering. ' ' See, the
white bread of the prison has fattened him."
" For what do you take yourself ? A fine bird,
indeed."
" You are about right."
" What bird do you mean ? "
" You don't require to be told."
" How so ? "
"Find out."
They devoured one another with their eyes. The little
man, waiting for a reply, with clenched fists, was apparently
ready to fight. I thought that an encounter would take
place. It was all quite new to me ; accordingly I
watched the scene with curiosity. Later on I learnt that
such quarrels were very innocent, that they served for
entertainment. Like an amusing comedy, it scarcely ever
ended in blows. This characteristic plainly informed me
of the manners of the prisoners.
The tall prisoner remained calm and majestic. He
felt that some answer was expected from him, if he was
not to be dishonoured, covered with ridicule. It was ne-
cessary for him to show that he was a wonderful bird, a
personage. Accordingly, he cast a side look on his
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adversary, endeavouring, with inexpressible contempt, to
irritate him by looking at him over his shoulders, up and
down, as he would have done with an insect. At last the
little fat man was so irritated that he would have thrown
himself upon his adversary had not his companions sur-
rounded the combatants to prevent a serious quarrel from
taking place.
" Fight with your fists, not with your tongues," cried
a spectator from a corner of the room.
" No, hold them," answered another, " they are going
to fight. We are fine fellows, one against seven is our
style."
Fire fighting men ! One was here for having
sneaked a pound of bread, the other is a pot-stealer ;
he was whipped by the executioner for stealing a pot of
curdled milk from an old woman.
" Enough, keep quiet, " cried a retired soldier, whose
business it was to keep order in the barrack, and who
slept in a corner of the room on a bedstead of his own.
" Water, my children, water for Nevalid Petrovitch,
water for our little brother, who has just woke up."
" Your brother ! Am I your brother ? Did we ever
drink a roublesworth of spirits together ? " muttered the
old soldier as he passed his arms through the sleeves of
his great- coat.
The roll was about to be called, for it was already late.
The prisoners were hurrying towards the kitchen. They
had to put on their pelisses, and were to receive in their bi-
coloured caps the bread which one of the cooks — one of
the bakers, that is to say — was distributing among them.
These cooks, like those who did the household work, were
chosen by the prisoners themselves. There were two for
the kitchen, making four in all for the convict prison.
They had at their disposal the only kitchen-knife au-
thorised in the prison, which was used for cutting up the
bread and meat. The prisoners arranged themselves in
groups around the tables as best they could in caps and
pelisses, with leather girdles round their waists, all ready
to begin work. Some of the convicts had kvas before
them, in which they steeped pieces of bread. The noise
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was insupportable. Many of the convicts, however, were
talking together in corners with a steady, tranquil air.
" Good-morning and good appetite, Father Antonitch,"
said a young prisoner, sitting down by the side of an old
man, who had lost his teeth.
f ' If you are not joking, well, good-morning," said the
latter, without raising his eyes, and endeavouring to
masticate a piece of bread with his toothless gums.
" I declare I fancied you were dead, Antonitch."
" Die first, I will follow you."
I sat down beside them. On my right two convicts
were conversing with an attempt at dignity.
" I am not likely to be robbed," said one of them. " I
am more afraid of stealing myself."
" It would not be a good idea to rob me. The devil !
I should pay the man out."
" But what would you do, you are only a convict ?
We have no other name. You will see that she will rob
you, the wretch, without even saying, 'Thank you/
The money I gave her was wasted. Just fancy, she was
here a few days ago ! Where were we to go ? Shall
I ask permission to go into the house of Theodore, the
executioner ? He has still his house in the suburb, the one
he bought from that Solomon, you know, that scurvy
Jew who hung himself not long since."
" Yes, I know him, the one who sold liquor here three
years ago, and who was called Grichka — the secret-
drinking shop."
" I know."
" All brag. You don't know. In the first place it is
another drinking shop."
" What do you mean, another ? You don't know what
you are talking about. I will bring you as many wit-
nesses as you like."
" Oh, you will bring them, will you ? Who are you ?
Do you know to whom you are speaking ? "
II Yes, indeed."
" I have often thrashed you, though I don't boast of
it. Do not give yourself airs then."
" You have thrashed me ? The man who will thrash
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me is not yet born j and the man who did thrash me ia
six feet beneath the ground."
t( Plague-stricken rascal of Bender ? n
" May the Siberian leprosy devour you with ulcers ! "
" May a chopper cleave your dog of a head/'
Insults were falling about like rain.
" Come, now, they are going to fight. When men
have not been able to conduct themselves properly they
should keep silent. They are too glad to come and eat
the Government bread, the rascals ! "
They were soon separated. Let them fight with the
tongue as much as they wish. That is permitted. It is
a diversion at the service of every one ; but no blows. It
is, indeed, only in extraordinary cases that blows were
exchanged. If a fight took place, information was given
to the Major, who ordered an inquiry or directed one
himself; and then woe to the convicts. Accordingly
they set their faces against anything like a serious quarrel;
besides, they insulted one another chiefly to pass the
time, as an oratorical exercise. They get excited ; the
quarrel takes a furious, ferocious character ; they seem
about to slaughter one another. Nothing of the kind
takes place. As soon as their anger has reached a
certain pitch they separate.
That astonished me much, and if I relate some of the
conversations between the convicts, I do so with a pur-
pose. Could I have imagined that people could have
insulted one another for pleasure, that they could find
enjoyment in it ?
We must not forget the gratification of vanity. A
dialectician, who knows how to insult artistically, is re-
spected. A little more, and he would be applauded like
an actor.
Already, the night before, I noticed some glances in my
direction. On the other hand, several convicts hung around
me as if they had suspected that I had brought money
with me. They endeavoured to get into my good graces by
teaching me how to carry my irons without being incom-
moded. They also gave me — of course in return for money
box with a lock, in order to keep safe the things which
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had been entrusted to me by the administration, and the
few shirts that I had been allowed to bring with me to
the convict prison. Not later than next morning these
same prisoners stole my box, and drank the money which
they had taken out of it.
One of them became afterwards a great friend of
mine, though he robbed me whenever an opportunity
offered itself. He was, all the same, vexed at what he had
done. He committed these thefts almost unconsciously,
as if in the way of a duty. Consequently I bore him no
grudge*
These convicts let me know that one could have tea,
and that I should do well to get myself a teapot. They
found me one, which I hired for a certain time. They
also recommended me a cook, who, for thirty kopecks a
month, would arrange the dishes I might desire, if it was
my intention to buy provisions and take my meals
apart. Of course they borrowed money from me. The
day of my arrival they asked me for some at three dif-
ferent times.
The noblemen degraded from their position, here
incarcerated in the convict prison, were badly looked upon
by their fellow prisoners; although they had lost all
their rights like the other convicts, they were not
looked upon as comrades.
In this instinctive repugnance there was a sort of
reason. To them we were always gentlemen, although
they often laughed at our fall.
" Ah ! it's all over now. Mossieu's carriage formerly
crushed the passers-by at Moscow. Now Mossieu picks
hemp ! »
They knew our sufferings, though we hid them as
much as possible. It was, above all, when we were all
working together that we had most to endure, for our
strength was not so great as theirs, and we were really
not of much assistance to them. Nothing is more
difficult than to gain the confidence of the common
people ; above all, such people as these !
There were only a few of us who were of noble birth
in the whole prison. First, there were five Poles — of
FIRST IMPRESSIONS 33
whom further on I shall speak in detail — they were
detested by the convicts more, perhaps, than the Russian
nobles. The Poles — I speak only of the political convicts
— always behaved to them with a constrained and
offensive politeness, scarcely ever speaking to them, and
making no endeavour to conceal the disgust which they
experienced in such company. The convicts understood
all this, and paid them back in their own coin.
Two years passed before I could gain the good-will
of my companions ; but the greater part of them were
attached to me, and declared that I was a good fellow.
There were altogether — counting myself — five Russian
nobles in the convict prison. I had heard of one of
them even before my arrival as a vile and base creature,
horribly corrupt, doing the work of spy and informer.
Accordingly, from the very first day I refused to enter
into relations with this man. The second was the
parricide of whom I have spoken in these memoirs.
The third was Akimitch. I have scarcely ever seen such
an original ; and I have still a lively recollection of him.
Tall, thin, weak-minded, and terribly ignorant, he was
as argumentative and as particular about details as a
German. The convicts laughed at him ; but they feared
him, on account of his susceptible, excitable, and quarrel-
some disposition. As soon as he arrived, he was on a foot-
ing of perfect equality with them. He insulted them and
beat them. Phenomenally just, it was sufficient for him
that there was injustice, to interfere in an affair which did
not concern him. He was, moreover, exceedingly simple.
When he quarrelled with the convicts, he reproached
them with being thieves, and exhorted them in all sincerity
to steal no more. He had served as a sub-lieutenant in
the Caucasus. I made friends with him the first day,
and he related to me his " affair." He had begun as a
cadet in a Line regiment. After waiting some time to be
appointed to his commission as sub-lieutenant, he at
last received it, and was sent into the mountains to
command a small fort. A small tributary prince in the
neighbourhood set fire to the fort, and made a night
attack, which had no success.
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Akimitch was very cunning, and pretended not to
know that he was the author of the attack, which he
attributed to some insurgents wandering about the
mountains. After a month he invited the prince, in a
friendly way, to come and see him. The prince arrived
on horseback, without suspecting anything. Akimitch
drew up his garrison in line of battle, and exposed to the
soldiers the treason and villainy of his visitor. He re-
proached him with his conduct; proved to him that to
set fire to the fort was a shameful crime ; explained to
him minutely the duties of a tributary prince ; and then,
by way of peroration to his harangue, had him shot. He
at once informed his superior officers of this execution,
wi th all the details necessary. Thereupon Akimitch was
brought to trial. He appeared before a court-martial,
and was condemned to death ; but his sentence was com-
muted, and he was sent to Siberia as a convict of the
second class — condemned, that is to say, to twelve years'
hard labour and imprisonment in a fortress. He admitted
willingly that he had acted illegally, and that the prince
ought to have been tried in a civil court, and not by a
court-martial. Nevertheless, he could not understand
that his action was a crime.
" He had burned my fort ; what was I to do ? Was
I to thank him for it ? " he answered to my objections.
Although the convicts laughed at Akimitch, and pre-
tended that he was a little mad, they esteemed him all the
same by reason of his cleverness and his precision.
He knew all possible trades, and could do whatever
you wished. He was cobbler, bootmaker, painter,
carver, gilder, and locksmith. He had acquired these
talents at the convict prison, for it was sufficient for him
to see an object, in order to imitate it. He sold in the
town, or caused to be sold, baskets, lanterns, and toys.
Thanks to his work, he had always some money, which
he employed in buying shirts, pillows, and so on. He
had himself made a mattress, and as he slept in the same
room as myself he was very useful to me at the beginning
of my imprisonment. Before leaving prison to go to
work, the convicts were drawn up in two ranks before
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the orderly-room, surrounded by an escort of soldiers
with loaded muskets. An officer of Engineers then
arrived, with the superintendent of the works and a few
soldiers, who watched the operations. The superin-
tendent counted the convicts, and sent them in bands to
the places where they were to be occupied.
I went with some other prisoners to the workshop of
the Engineers — a low brick house built in the midst of a
large court-yard full of materials. There was a forge
there, and carpenters', locksmiths', and painters' work-
shops. Akimitch was assigned to the last. He boiled
the oil for the varnish, mixed the colours, and painted
tables and other pieces of furniture in imitation walnut.
While I was waiting to have additional irons put on,
I communicated to him my first impressions.
" Yes/' he said, " they do not like nobles, above all
those who have been condemned for political offences,
and they take a pleasure in wounding their feelings. Is
it not intelligible ? We do not belong to them, we do
not suit them. They have all been serfs or soldiers.
Tell me what sympathy can they have for us. The life
here is hard, but it is nothing in comparison with that of
the disciplinary companies in Russia. There it is hell.
The men who have been in them praise our convict
prison. It is paradise compared to their purgatory. Not
that the work is harder. It is said that with the convicts
of the first class the administration — it is not exclusively
military as it is here — acts quite differently from what it
does towards us. They have their little houses there I
have been told, for I have not seen for myself. They
wear no uniform, their heads are not shaved, though, in
my opinion, uniforms and shaved heads are not bad
things ; it is neater, and also it is more agreeable to the
eye, only these men do not like it. Oh, what a Babel
this place is ! Soldiers, Circassians, old believers,
peasants who have left their wives and families, Jews,
Gypsies, people come from Heaven knows where, and all
this variety of men are to live quietly together side by side,
eat from the same dish, and sleep on the same planks.
Not a moment's liberty, no enjoyment except in secret ;
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they must hide their money in their boots ; and then
always the convict prison at every moment — perpetually
convict prison ! Involuntarily wild ideas come to
one."
As I already knew all this, I was above all anxious to
question Akimitch in regard to our Major. He concealed
nothing, and the impression which his story left upon me
was far from being an agreeable one.
I had to live for two years under the authority of this
officer. All that Akimitch had told me about him was
strictly true. He was a spiteful, ill-regulated man,
terrible above all things, because he possessed almost
absolute power over two hundred human beings. He
looked upon the prisoners as his personal enemies —
first, and very serious fault. His rare capacities, and,
perhaps, even his good qualities, were perverted by his
intemperance and his spitefulness. He sometimes fell
like a bombshell into the barracks in the middle of the
night. If he noticed a prisoner asleep on his back or his
left side, he awoke him and said to him : " You must
sleep as I ordered ! " The convicts detested him and
feared him like the plague. His repulsive, crimson counte-
nance made every one tremble. We all knew that the
Major was entirely in the hands of his servant Fedka,
and that he had nearly gone mad when his dog
" Treasure " fell ill. He preferred this dog to every
other living creature.
When Fedka told him that a convict, who had picked
up some veterinary knowledge, made wonderful cures, he
sent for him directly and said to him, " I entrust my dog
to your care. If you cure ' Treasure ' I will reward you
royally/' The man, a very intelligent Siberian peasant,
was indeed a good veterinary surgeon, but he was above
all a cunning peasant. He used to tell his comrades long
after the affair had taken place the story of his visit to
the Major.
" I looked at ' Treasure/ he was lying down on a sofa
with his head on a white cushion. I saw at once that he
had inflammation, and that he wanted bleeding. I think
I could have cured him, but I said to myself, ' What will
FIRST IMPRESSIONS 37
happen if the dog dies? It will be my fault.' 'No,
your noble highness,' I said to him, ' you have called me
too late. If I had seen your dog yesterday or the day
before, he would now be restored to health ; but at the
present moment I can do nothing. He will die.' And
' Treasure 'died."
I was told one day that a convict had tried to kill
the Major. This prisoner had for several years been
noticed for his submissive attitude and also his silence.
He was regarded even as a madman. As he possessed
some instruction he passed his nights reading the Bible.
When everybody was asleep he rose, climbed up on to
the stove, lit a church taper, opened his Grospel and began
to read. He did this for an entire year.
One fine day he left the ranks and declared that he
would not go to work. He was reported to the Major,
who flew into a rage, and hurried to the barracks. The
convict rushed forward and hurled at him a brick, which
he had procured beforehand; but it missed him. The
prisoner was seized, tried, and whipped — it was a matter
of a few moments — carried to the hospital, and died there
three days afterwards. He declared during his last
moments that he hated no one ; but that he had wished
to suffer. He belonged to no sect of fanatics. After-
wards, when people spoke of him in the barracks, it was
always with respect.
At last they put new irons on me. While they were
being soldered a number of young women, selling little
white loaves, came into the forge one after another.
They were, for the most part, quite little girls who came
to sell the loaves that their mothers had baked. As they
got older they still continued to hang about us, but they
no longer brought bread. There were always some of
them about. There were also married women. Each roll
cost two kopecks. Nearly all the prisoners used to have
them. I noticed a prisoner who worked as a carpenter.
He was already getting gray, but he had a ruddy,
smiling complexion. He was joking with the vendors
of rolls. Before they arrived he had tied a red hand-
kerchief round his neck. A fat woman, much marked
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with, the small-pox, put down her basket on the carpen-
ter's table. They began to talk.
" Why did you not come yesterday ? " said the
convict, with a self-satisfied smile.
" I did come ; but you had gone," replied the woman
boldly.
"Yes; they made us go away, otherwise we should have
met. The day before yesterday they all came to see me."
"Who came?"
" Why, Mariashka, Khavroshka, Tchekunda, Dougro-
chva " (the woman of four kopecks).
"What," I said to Akimitch, "is it possible
that ?"
" Yes ; it happens sometimes," he replied, lowering
his eyes, for he was a very proper man.
Yes; it happened sometimes, but rarely, and with
unheard of difficulties. The convicts preferred to spend
their money in drink. It was very difficult to meet
these women. It was necessary to come to an agree-
ment about the place, and the time ; to arrange a meeting,
to find solitude, and, what was most difficult of all, to
avoid the escorts — almost an impossibility — and to spend
relatively prodigious sums. I have sometines, however,
witnessed love scenes. One day three of us were heat-
ing a brick-kiln on the banks of the Irtitch. The
soldiers of the escort were good-natured fellows. Two
ft blowers " (they were so-called) soon appeared.
" Where were you staying so long ? " said a prisoner to
them, who had evidently been expecting them. " Was
it at the Zvierkoffs that you were detained ? "
" At the Zvierkoffs ? It will be fine weather, and the
fowls will have teeth, when I go to see them," replied one
of the women.
She was the dirtiest woman imaginable. She was
called Tchekunda, and had arrived in company with her
friend, the "four kopecks," who was beneath all de-
scription.
" It's a long time since we have seen anything of
you," says the gallant to her of the four kopecks ; " you
seem to have grown thinner."
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" Perhaps ; formerly I was good-looking and plump,
whereas now one might fancy I had swallowed eels."
" And you still run after the soldiers, is that so ? "
" All calumny on the part of wicked people ; and after
all, if I was to be flogged to death for it, I like soldiers."
" Never mind your soldiers, we're the people to love ;
we have money."
Imagine this gallant with his shaved crown, with
fetters on his ankles, dressed in a coat of two colours, and
watched by an escort.
As I was now returning to the prison, my irons had
been put on. I wished Akimitch good-bye and went
away, escorted by a soldier. Those who do task work
return first, and, when I got back to the barracks, a good
number of convicts were already there.
As the kitchen could not have held the whole barrack-
full at once, we did not all dine together. Those who
came in first were first served. I tasted the cabbage
soup, but, not being used to it, could not eat it, and
I prepared myself some tea. I sat down at one end of
the table, with a convict of noble birth like myself. The
prisoners were going in and out. There was no want of
room, for there were not many of them. Five of them
sat down apart from the large table. The cook gave
them each two ladles full of soup, and brought them a
plate of fried fish. These men were having a holiday.
They looked at us in a friendly manner. One of the
Poles came in and took his seat by our side.
" 1 was not with you, but I know that you are having
a feast," exclaimed a tall convict who now came in.
He was a man of about fifty years, thin and muscular.
His face indicated cunning, and, at the same time, liveli-
ness. His lower lip, fleshy and pendant, gave him a
soft expression.
"Well, have you slept well? Why don't you say
how do you do ? Well, now my friend of Kursk," he
said, sitting down by the side of the feasters, "good
appetite ? Here's a new guest for you."
" We are not from the province of Kursk."
" Then my friends from Tambof, let me say ? "
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" We are not from Tambof either. You have nothing
to claim from us j if you want to enjoy yourself go to
some rich peasant."
"I have Maria Ikotishna [from "ikot," hiccough]
in my belly, otherwise I should die of hunger. But
where is your peasant to be found ? "
" Good heavens ! we mean Gazin j go to him."
" Gazin is on the drink to-day, he's devouring his
capital/'*
" He has at least twenty roubles," says another con-
vict. " It is profitable to keep a drinking shop."
" You won't have me ? Then I must eat the Govern-
ment food."
" Will you have some tea ? If so, ask these noblemen
for some."
" Where do you see any noblemen ? They're noble-
men no longer. They're not a bit better than us," said
in a sombre voice a convict who was seated in the corner,
who hitherto had not risked a word.
" I should like a cup of tea, but I am ashamed to ask
for it. I have self-respect," said the convict with the
heavy lip, looking at me with a good-humoured air.
" I will give you some if you like," I said. " Will
you have some ?"
"What do you mean — will I have some ? Who would
not have some ?" he said, coming towards the table.
" Only think ! When he was free he ate nothing but
cabbage soup and black bread, but now he is in prison
he must have tea like a perfect gentleman," continued
the convict with the sombre air.
" Does no one here drink tea ? " I asked him ; but
he did not think me worthy of a reply.
" White rolls, white rolls ; who'll buy ? "
A young prisoner was carrying in a net a load of
calachi (scones), which he proposed to sell in the prison.
For every ten that he sold, the baker gave him one for
his trouble. It was precisely on this tenth scone that he
counted for his dinner.
" White rolls, white rolls," he cried, as he entered
the kitchen, " white Moscow rolls, all hot. I would eat
FIRST IMPRESSIONS 41
the whole of them, but I want money, lots of money,
Gome, lads, there is only one left for any of you who has
had a mother."
This appeal to filial love made every one laugh, and
.several of his white rolls were purchased.
" Well," he said, f ' G-azin has drunk in such a style,
it is quite a sin. He has chosen a nice moment too. If
nhe man with the eight eyes should arrive — we shall
hide him."
" Is he very drunk ? "
" Yes, and ill-tempered too — unmanageable."
" There will be some fighting, then ? "
" Whom are they speaking of ? " I said to the Pole,
my neighbour.
"Of Gazin. He is a prisoner who sells spirits.
When he has gained a little money by his trade, he
drinks it to the last kopeck ; a cruel, malicious animal
when he has been drinking. When sober, he is quiet
enough, but when he is in drink he shows himself in
his true character. He attacks people with the knife
until it is taken from him/'
" How do they manage that ? "
" Ten men throw themselves upon him and beat him
like a sack without mercy until he loses consciousness.
When he is half dead with the beating, they lay him
down on his plank bedstead, and cover him over with
his pelisse."
" But they might kill him."
" Any one else would die of it, but not he. He is ex-
cessively robust ; he is the strongest of all the convicts.
His constitution is so solid, that the day after one of
these punishments he gets up perfectly sound."
" Tell me, please," I continued, speaking to the Pole,
" why these people keep their food to themselves, and at
the same time seem to envy me rny tea."
"Your tea has nothing to do with it. They are
envious of you. Are you not a gentleman ? You in
no way resemble them. They would be glad to pick a
quarrel with you in order to humiliate you. You don't
know what annoyances you will have to undergo. It ia
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martyrdom for men like us to be here. Our life is
doubly painful, and great strength of character can alone
accustom one to it. You will be vexed and tormented in
all sorts of ways on account of your food and your tea.
Although the number of men who buy their own food
and drink tea daily is large enough, they have a right to
do so, you have not."
He got up and left the table a few minutes later.
His predictions were already being fulfilled.
CHAPTER IV.
FIRST IMPRESSIONS (continued).
HARDLY had M. — -cki— the Pole to whom I
had been speaking — gone out when Grazin,
completely drunk, threw himself all in a heap
into the kitchen.
To see a convict drunk in the middle of
the day, when every one was about to be sent out to
work — given the well-known severity of the Major, who
at any moment might come to the barracks, the watch-
fulness of the under officer who never left the prison, the
presence of the old soldiers and the sentinels — all this
quite upset the ideas I had formed of our prison ;
and a long time passed before I was able to understand
and explain to myself the effects, which in the first
instance were enigmatic indeed.
I have already said that all the convicts had a private
occupation, and that this occupation was for them a
natural and imperious one. They are passionately fond of
money, and think more of it than of anything else —
almost as much as of liberty. The convict is half-
consoled if he can ring a few kopecks in his pocket. On
the contrary, he is sad, restless, and despondent if he has
no money. He is ready then to commit no matter what
crime in order to get some. Nevertheless, in spite of the
importance it possesses for the convicts, money does not
remain long in their pockets. It is difficult to keep it.
44 PRISON LIFE IN SIBERIA
Sometimes it is confiscated, sometimes stolen. When
the Major, in a sudden perquisition, discovered a small
sum amassed with great trouble, he confiscated it. It
may be that he laid it out in improving the food of
the prisoners, for all the money taken from them
went into his hands. But generally speaking it was
stolen. A means of preserving it was, however, dis-
covered. An old man from Starodoub, one of the " old
believers/' took upon himself to conceal the convicts'
savings.
I cannot resist my desire to say some words about
this man, although it takes me away from my story. He
was about sixty years old, thin, and getting very gray.
He excited my curiosity the first time I saw him, for he
was not like any of the others ; his look was so tranquil
and mild, and I always saw with pleasure his clear and
limpid eyes, surrounded by a number of little wriukles.
I often talked with him, and rarely have I met with so
kind, so benevolent a being. He had been consigned to
hard labour for a serious crime. A certain number of
the " old believers " at Starodoub had been converted to
the orthodox religion. The Government had done every-
thing to encourage them, and, at the same time, to
convert the other dissenters. The old man and some
other fanatics had resolved to " defend the faith/' When
the orthodox church was being constructed in their town
they set fire to the building. This offence had brought
upon its author the sentence of deportation. This well-to-
do shopkeeper — he was in trade — had left a wife and
family whom he loved, and had gone off courageously
into exile, believing in his blindness that he was " suffer-
ing for the faith."
When one had lived some time by the side of this
kind old man, one could not help asking the question,
how could he have rebelled ? I spoke to him several
times about his faith. He gave up none of his con-
victions, but in his answers I never noticed the slightest
hatred; and yet he had destroyed a church, and was
far from denying it. In his view, the offence he had
FIRST IMPRESSIONS 45
committed and his martyrdom were things to be proud
of.
There were other tf old believers " among the convicts
— Siberians for the most part — men of well-developed
intelligence, and as cunning as all peasants. Dialec-
ticians in their way, they followed blindly their law, and
delighted in discussing it. But they had great faults ;
they were haughty, proud, and very intolerant. The
old man in no way resembled them. With full more
belief in religious exposition than others of the
same faith, he avoided all controversy. As he was of
a gay and expansive disposition he often laughed — not
with the coarse cynical laugh of the other convicts, but
with a laugh of clearness and simplicity, in which there
was something of the child, and which harmonised
perfectly with his gray head. I may perhaps be in
error, but it seems to me that a man may be known
by his laugh alone. If the laugh of a man you are •;!•
acquainted with inspires you with sympathy, be assured •
that he is an honest man.
The old man had acquired the respect of all the
prisoners without exception ; but he was not proud of it.
The convicts called him grandfather, and he took no
offence. I then understood what an influence he must
have exercised on his co-religionists.
In spite of the firmness with which he supported his
prison life, one felt that he was tormented by a profound,
incurable melancholy. I slept in the same barrack with
him. One night, towards three o'clock in the morning,
I woke up ; I heard a slow, stifling sob. The old man
was sitting upon the stove — the same place where the
convict who had wished to kill the Major was in the
habit of praying — and was reading from his manuscript
prayer-book. As he wept I heard him repeating :
" Lord, do not forsake me. Master, strengthen me. My
poor little children, my dear little children, we shall
never see one another again.-" I cannot say how much
this moved me.
We used to give our money then to this old man.
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Heaven knows how the idea got abroad in our barrack
that he could not be robbed. It was well known that
he hid somewhere the savings deposited with him, but
no one had been able to discover his secret. He revealed
it to ns ; to the Poles, and myself. One of the stakes of
the palisade bore a branch which apparently belonged
to it, but it could be taken away, and then replaced
in the stake. When the branch was removed a hole
could be seen. This was the hiding-place in question.
I now resume the thread of my narrative. Why does
not the convict save up his money? Not only is it
difficult for him to keep it, but the prison life, moreover,
is so sad that the convict by his very nature thirsts for
freedom of action. By his position in society he is so
irregular a being that the idea of swallowing up his
capital in orgies, of intoxicating himself with revelry,
seems to him quite natural if only he can procure him-
self one moment's forgetfulness. It was strange to see
certain individuals bent over their labour only with the
object of spending in one day all their gains, even to the
last kopeck. Then they would go to work again until a
new debauch, looked forward to months beforehand.
Certain convicts were fond of new clothes, more or less
singular in style, such as fancy trousers and waistcoats ;
bnt it was above all for the coloured shirts that the
convicts had a pronounced taste; also for belts with
metal clasps.
On holidays the dandies of the prison put on their
Sunday best. They were worth seeing as they strutted
about their part of the barracks. The pleasure of
feeling themselves well dressed amounted with them to
childishness ; indeed, in many things convicts are only
children. Their fine clothes disappeared very soon, often
the evening of the very day on which they had been
bought. Their owners pledged them or sold them again
for a trifle.
The feasts were generally held at fixed times. They
coincided with religious festivals, or with the name's
day of the drunken convict. On getting up in the
FIEST IMPRESSIONS 47
morning lie would place a wax taper before the holy
image, then he said his prayer, dressed, and ordered his
dinner. He had bought beforehand meat, fish, and little
patties ; then he gorged like an ox, almost always alone.
It was very rare to see a convict invite another convict
to share his repast. At dinner the vodka was produced.
The convict would suck it up like the sole of a boot, and
then walk through the barracks swaggering and tottering.
It was his desire to show all his companions that he was
drunk, that he was carrying on, and thus obtain their
particular esteem.
The Russian people feel always a certain sympathy
for a drunken man ; among us it amounted really to
esteem. In the convict prison intoxication was a sort of
aristocratic distinction.
As soon as he felt himself in spirits the convict
ordered a musician. We had among us a little fellow —
a deserter from the army — very ugly, but who was the
happy possessor of a violin on which he could play. As
he had no trade he was always ready to follow the
festive convict from barrack to barrack grinding him
out dance tunes with all his strength. His countenance
often expressed the fatigue and disgust] which his music
— always the same — caused him ; but when the prisoner
called out to him, " Go on playing, are you not paid for
it ? " he attacked his violin more violently than ever.
These drunkards felt sure that they would be taken care
of, and in case of the Major arriving would be con-
cealed from his watchful eyes. This service we rendered
in the most disinterested spirit. On their side the under
officer, and the old soldiers who remained in the prison
to keep order, were perfectly reassured. The drunkard
would cause no disturbance. At the least scare of revolt
or riot he would have been quieted and then bound.
Accordingly the inferior officers closed their eyes ; they
knew that if vodka was forbidden all would go wrong.
How was this vodka procured ?
It was bought in the convict prison itself from the
drink- sellers, as they were called, who followed this trade
48 PRISON LIFE IN SIBERIA
— a very lucrative one — although the tipplers were not
very numerous, for revelry was expensive, especially when
it is considered how hardly money was earned. The
drink business was begun, continued, and ended in
rather an original manner. The prisoner who knew no
trade, would not work, and who, nevertheless, desired to
get speedily rich, made up his mind, when he possessed a
little money, to buy and sell vodka. The enterprise
was risky, it required great daring, for the speculator
hazarded his skin as well as liquor. But the drink-
seller hesitated before no obstacles. At the outset he
brought the vodka himself to the prison and got rid of
it on the most advantageous terms. He repeated this
operation a second and a third time. If he had not been
discovered by the officials, Jie now possessed a sum which
enabled him to extend his business. He became a
capitalist with agents and assistants, he risked much less
and gained much more. Then his assistants incurred
risk in place of him.
Prisons are always abundantly inhabited by ruined
men without the habit of work, but endowed with skill
^ and daring; their only capital is their back. They often
decide to put it into circulation, and propose to the
drink-seller to introduce vodka into the barracks. There
is always in the town a soldier, a shopkeeper, or some
loose woman who, for a stipulated sum — rather a small
one — buys vodka with the drink-seller's money, hides it
in a place known to the convict-smuggler, near the work-
shop where he is employed. The person who supplies
the vodka, tastes the precious liquid almost always as he
is carrying it to the hiding-place, and replaces relentlessly
what he has drunk by pure water. The purchaser may
take it or leave it, but he cannot give himself airs. He
thinks himself very lucky that his money has not been
stolen from him, and that he has received some kind of
vodka in exchange. The man who is to take it into the
prison — to whom the drink-seller has indicated the hiding-
place — goes to the supplier with bullock's intestines
which after being washed, have been filled with water,
FIRST IMPRESSIONS 49
and which thus preserves their softness and suppleness.
Y/"hen the intestines have been filled with vodka, the
smuggler rolls them round his body. Now, all the
cunning, the adroitness of this daring convict is shown.
Tae man's honour is at stake. It is necessary for him to
take in the escort and the man on guard; and he will
take them in. If the carrier is artful, the soldier of the
escort — sometimes a recruit — does not notice anything
particular ; for the prisoner has studied him thoroughly,
besides which he has artfully combined the hour and the
place of meeting. If the convict — a bricklayer for
example — climbs up on the wall that he is building, the
escort will certainly not climb up after him to watch his
movements. Who then, will see what he is about ? On
getting near the prison, he g£ts ready a piece of fifteen
or twenty kopecks, and waits at the gate for the corporal
on guard.
The corporal examines, feels, and searches each
convict on his return to the barracks, and then opens
the gate to him. The carrier of the vodka hopes that he
will be ashamed to examine him too much in detail ; but
if the corporal is a cunning fellow, that is just what he will
do; and in that case he finds the contraband vodka.
The convict has now only one chance of salvation. He
slips into the hand of the under officer the piece of
money he holds in readiness, and often, thanks to this
manoeuvre, the vodka arrives safely in the hands of the
drink-seller. But sometimes the trick does not succeed,
and it is then that the sole capital of the smuggler
enters really into circulation. A report is made to the
Major, who sentences the unhappy culprit to a thorough
flogging. As for the vodka, it is confiscated. The
smuggler undergoes his punishment without betraying
the speculator, not because such a denunciation would
disgrace him, but because it would bring him nothing.
He would be flogged all the same, the only consolation
he could have would be that the drink-seller would share
his punishment; but as he needs him, he does not denounce
him, although having allowed himself to be surprised, he
will receive no payment from him.
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Denunciation, however, flourishes in the convict
prison. Far from hating spies or keeping apart fro|i2i
them, the prisoners often make friends of them. If afty
one had taken it into his head to prove to the convicts
all the baseness of mutual denunciation, no one in tjie
prison would have understood. The'former nobleman of
whom I have already spoken, that cowardly and violent
creature with whom I had already broken off all relations
immediately after my arrival in the fortress, was the
friend of Fedka, the Major's body-servant. He used to
tell him everything that took place in the convict prison,
and this was naturally carried back to the servant's
master. Every one knew it, but no one had the idea of
showing any ill-will against the man, or of reproaching
him with his conduct. When the vodka arrived without
accident at the prison, the speculator paid the smuggler
and made up his accounts. His merchandise had already
cost him sufficiently dear ; and that the profit might be
greater, he diluted it by adding fifty per cent, of pure
water. He was ready, and had only to wait for
customers.
The first holiday, perhaps even on a week-day, a
convict would turn up. He had been working like a
negro for many months in order to save up, kopeck by
kopeck, a small sum which he was resolved to spend all
at once. These days of rejoicing had been looked
forward to long beforehand. He had dreamt of them
during the endless winter nights, during his hardest
labour, and the perspective had supported him under
his severest trials. The dawn of this day so impatiently
awaited, has just appeared. He has some money in his
pocket. It has been neither stolen from him nor con-
fiscated. He is free to spend it. Accordingly he takes
his savings to the drink-seller, who, to begin with, gives
vodka which is almost pure — it has been only twice
baptized — but gradually, as the bottle gets more and
more empty, he fills it up with water. Accordingly the
convict pays for his vodka five or six times as much as
he would in a tavern.
FIRST IMPRESSIONS 51
It may be imagined how many glasses, and, above all,
what sums of money are required before the convict is
drink. However, as he has lost the habit of drinking,
the little alcohol which remains in the liquid intoxicates
him rapidly enough ; he goes on drinking until there is
nothing left ; he pledges or sells all his new clothes — for
the drink-seller is at the same time a pawnbroker. As
his personal garments are not very numerous he next
pledges the clothes supplied to him by the Government.
When the drink has made away with his last shirt, his
last rag, he lies down and wakes up the next morning
with a bad headache. In vain he begs the drink-seller
to give him credit for a drop of vodka in order to remove
his depression ; he experiences a direct refusal. That
very day he sets to work again. For several months
together, he will weary himself out while looking for-
ward to such a debauch as the one which has now
disappeared in the past. Little by little he regains
courage while waiting for such another day, still far off,
but which ultimately will arrive. As for the drink-
seller, if he has gained a large sum — some dozen of
roubles — he procures some more vodka, but this time he
does not baptize it, because he intends it for himself.
Enough of trade ! it is time for him to amuse himself.
Accordingly he eats, drinks, pays for a little music — his
means allow him to grease the palm of the inferior
officers in the convict prison. This festival lasts some-
times for several days. When his stock of vodka is
exhausted, he goes and drinks with the other drink-
sellers who are waiting for him ; he then drinks up his
last kopeck.
However careful the convicts may be in watching
over their companions in debauchery, it sometimes
happens that the Major or the officer on guard notices
what is going on. The drunkard is then dragged to
the orderly-room, his money is confiscated if he has any
left, and he is flogged. The convict shakes himself like
a beaten dog, returns to barracks, and, after a few
days, resumes his trade as drink-seller.
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It sometimes happens that among the convicts there
are admirers of the fair sex. For a sufficiently large sum
of money they sncceed, accompanied by a soldier whom
they have corrupted, in getting secretly out of the
fortress into a suburb instead of going to work. There
in an apparently quiet house a banquet is held at which
large sums of money are spent. The convicts' money is
not to be despised, accordingly the soldiers will some-
times arrange these temporary escapes beforehand, sure
as they are of being generously recompensed. Generally
speaking these soldiers are themselves candidates for
the convict prison. The escapades are scarcely ever
discovered. I must add that they are very rare, for
they are very expensive, and the admirers of the fair
sex are obliged to have recourse to other less costly
means.
At the beginning of my stay, a young convict with
very regular features excited my curiosity ; his name was
Sirotkin, he was in many respects an enigmatic being.
His face had struck me, he was not more than twenty-
three years of age, and he belonged to the special section ;
that is to say, he was condemned to hard labour in per-
petuity. He accordingly was to be looked upon as one
of the most dangerous of military criminals. Mild and
tranquil, he spoke little and rarely laughed; his blue
eyes, his clear complexion, his fair hair gave him a soft
expression, which even his shaven crown did not destroy.
Although he had no trade, he managed to get himself
money from time to time. He was remarkably lazy, and
always dressed like a sloven ; but if any one was generous
enough to present him with a red shirt, he was beside
himself with joy at having a new garment, and he ex-
hibited it everywhere. Sirotkin neither drank nor played,
and he scarcely ever quarrelled with the other convicts.
He walked about with his hands in his pockets peacefully,
and with a pensive air. What he was thinking of I
cannot say. When any one called to him, to ask him
a question, he replied with deference, precisely, without
chattering like the others. He had in his eyes the
FIRST IMPRESSIONS 53
expression of a child of ten; when he had money he
bought nothing of what the others looked upon as indis-
pensable. His vest might be torn, he did not get it
mended, any more than he bought himself new boots.
What particularly pleased him were the little white rolls
and gingerbread, which he would eat with the satisfaction
of a child of seven. When he was not at work he
wandered about the barracks ; when every one else was
occupied, he remained with his arms by his sides ; if any
one joked with him, or laughed at him — which happened
often enough — he turned on his heel without speaking
and went elsewhere. If the pleasantry was too strong
he blushed. I often asked myself for what crime he
could have been condemned to hard labour. One day
when I was ill, and lying in the hospital, Sirotkin was
also there, stretched out on a bedstead not far from me.
I entered into conservation with him; he became animated,
and told me freely how he had been taken for a soldier,
how his mother had followed him in tears, and what
treatment he had endured in military service. He added
that he had never been able to accustom himself to this
life ; every one was severe and angry with him about
nothing, his officers were always against him.
" But why did they send you here ? — and into the
special section above all ! Ah, Sirotkin ! "
" Yes, Alexander Petrovitch, although I was only one
year with the battalion, I was sent here for killing my
captain, Gregory Petrovitch."
" I heard about that, but I did not believe it ; how
was it that you killed him ? "
"All that was told you was true; my life was
insupportable."
" But the other recruits supported it well enough. It
is very hard at the beginning, but men get accustomed
to it and end by becoming excellent soldiers. Your
mother must have pampered you and spoiled you. I am
sure that she fed you with gingerbread and with sweet
milk until you were eighteen."
" My mother, it is true, was very fond of me. When
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I left her she took to her bed and remained there. How
painful to me everything in my military life was ; after
that all went wrong. I was perpetually being punished,
and why ? I obeyed every one, I was exact, careful. I
did not drink, I borrowed from no one — it's all up with a
man when he begins to borrow — and yet every one
around me was harsh and cruel. I sometimes hid myself
in a corner and did nothing but sob. One day*, or rather
one night, I was on guard. It was autumn : there was a
strong wind, and it was so dark that you could not see a
speck, and I was sad, so sad! I took the bayonet
from the end of my musket and placed it by my side.
Then I put the barrel to my breast and with my big toe
— I had taken my boot off — pressed the trigger. It
missed fire. I looked at my musket and loaded it with a
charge of fresh powder. Then I broke off the corner of
my flint, and once more I placed the muzzle against my
breast. Again there was a misfire. What was I to do ?
I said to myself. I put my boot on, I fastened my
bayonet to the barrel, and walked up and down with my
musket on my shoulder. Let them do what they like, I
said to myself ; but I will not be a soldier any longer.
Half-an-hour afterwards the captain arrived, making
his rounds. He came straight upon me. ' Is that the
way you carry yourself when you are on guard ? ' I
seized my musket, and stuck the bayonet into his body.
Then I had to walk forty-six versts. That is how I
came to be in the special section."
He was telling no falsehood, yet I did not understand
how they could have sent him there ; such crimes deserve
a much less severe punishment. Sirotkin was the only
one of the convicts who was really handsome. As for
his companions of the special section — to the number of
fifteen — they were frightful to behold with their hideous,
disgusting physiognomies. Gray heads were plentiful
among them. I shall speak of these men further on.
Sirotkin was often on good terms with Gazin, the drink-
seller, of whom I have already spoken at the beginning
of this chapter.
FIRST IMPRESSIONS 55
This Gazin was a terrible being ; the impression that
he produced on every one was confusing or appalling.
It- seemed to me that a more ferocious, a more monstrous
creature could not exist. Yet I have seen at Tobolsk,
Kameneff, the brigand, celebrated for his crimes. Later,
I saw Sokoloff, the escaped convict, formerly a deserter,
who was a ferocious creature; but neither of them inspired
me with so much disgust as Gazin. I often fancied that
I had before my eyes an enormous, gigantic spider of the
size of a man. He was a Tartar, and there was no
convict so strong as he was. It was less by his great
height and his herculean construction, than by his
enormous and deformed head, that he inspired terror
The strangest reports were current about him. Some
said that he had been a soldier, others that he had
escaped from Nertchinsk, and that he had been exiled
several times to Siberia, but had always succeeded in
getting away. Landing at last in our convict prison, he
belonged there to the special section. It appeared that
he had taken a pleasure in killing little children when he
had attracted them to some deserted place; then he
frightened them, tortured them, and after having fully
enjoyed the terror and the convulsions of the poor little
things, he killed them resolutely and with delight.
These horrors had perhaps been imagined by reason of
the painful impression that the monster produced upon
us ; but they seemed probable, and harmonised with his
physiognomy. Nevertheless, when Gazin was not drunk,
he conducted himself well enough.
He was always quiet, never quarrelled, avoided all
disputes as if from contempt for his companions, just as
though he had entertained a high opinion of himself.
He spoke very little, all his movements were measured,
calm, resolute. His look was not without intelligence,
but its expression was cruel and derisive like his smile.
Of all the convicts who sold vodka, he was the richest.
Twice a year he got completely drunk, and it was then
that all his brutal ferocity exhibited itself. Little by
little he got excited, and began to tease the prisoners
56 PRISON LIFE IN SIBERIA
with venomous satire prepared long beforehand. Finally
when he was quite drunk, he had attacks of furious rage,
and, seizing a knife, would rush upon his companions.
The convicts who knew his herculean vigour, avoided
him and protected themselves against him, for he would
throw himself on the first person he met. A means of
disarming him had been discovered. Some dozen
prisoners would rush suddenly upon Gazin, and give
him violent blows in the pit of the stomach, in the belly,
and generally beneath the region of the heart, until he
lost consciousness. Any one else would have died under
such treatment, but Gazin soon got well. When he had
been well beaten they would wrap him up in his pelisse,
and throw him upon his plank bedstead, leaving him to
digest his drink. The next day he woke up almost well,
and went to his work silent and sombre. Every time
that Gazin got drunk, all the prisoners knew how his
day would finish. He knew also, but he drank all the
same. Several years passed in this way. Then it was
noticed that Gazin had lost his energy, and that he was
beginning to get weak. He did nothing but groan,
complaining of all kinds of illnesses. His visits to the
hospital became more and more frequent. " He is giving
in," said the prisoners.
At one time Gazin had gone into the kitchen
followed by the little fellow who scraped the violin,
and whom the convicts in their festivities used to
hire to play to them. He stopped in the middle
of the hall silently examining his companions one
after another. No one breathed a word. When he
saw me with my companions, he looked at us in his
malicious, jeering style, and smiled horribly with the
air of a man who was satisfied with a good joke that
he had just thought of. He approached our table,
tottering.
" Might I ask," he said, t€ where you get the money
which allows you to drink tea ? "
I exchanged a look with my neighbour. I under-
stood that the best thing for us was to be silent, and not
FIRST IMPRESSIONS 57
to answer. The least contradiction would have put Gazin
in a passion.
"You must have money," he continued, "you must
have a good deal of money to drink tea ; but, tell me,
are you sent to hard labour to drink tea ? I say, did you
come here for that purpose ? Please answer, I should
like to know."
Seeing that we were resolved on silence, and that we had
determined not to pay any attention to him, he ran towards
us, livid and trembling with rage. At two steps' distance,
he saw a heavy box, which served to hold the bread given
for the dinner and supper of the convicts. Its contents
were sufficient for the meal of half the prisoners. At this
moment it was empty. He seized it with both hands
and brandished it above our heads. Although murder,
or attempted, was an inexhaustible source of trouble
for the convicts — examinations, counter-examinations,
and inquiries without end would be the natural con-
sequence— and though quarrels were generally cut short,
when they did not lead to such serious results, yet every
one remained silent and waited.
Not one word in our favour, not one cry against
Gazin. The hatred of all the prisoners for all who were
of gentle birth was so great that every one of them was
evidently pleased to see that we were in danger. But a
fortunate incident terminated this scene, which must have
become tragic. Gazin was about to let fly the enormous
box, which he was turning and twisting above his head,
when a convict ran in from the barracks, and cried
out :
" Gazin, they have stolen your vodka ! "
The horrible brigand let fall the box with a frightful
oath, and ran out of the kitchen.
" Well, God has saved them/7 said the prisoners
among themselves, repeating the words several times.
I never knew whether his vodka had been stolen,
or whether it was only a stratagem invented to save
us.
That same evening, before the closing of the barracks,
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when it was already dark, I walked to the side of the
palisade. A heavy feeling of sadness weighed upon my
soul. During all the time that I passed in the convict
prison I never felt myself so miserable as on that
evening, though the first day is always the hardest,
whether at hard labour or in the prison. One thought
in particular had left me no respite since my deporta-
tion— a question insoluble then and insoluble now. I
reflected on the inequality of the punishments inflicted
for the same crimes. Often, indeed, one crime cannot
be compared even approximately to another. Two
murderers kill a man under circumstances which in
each case are minutely examined and weighed. They
each receive the same punishment ; and yet by what an
abyss are their two actions separated ! One has com-
mitted a murder for a trifle — for an onion. He has
killed on the high-road a peasant who was passing, and
found on him an onion, and nothing else.
" Well, I was sent to hard labour for a peasant who
had nothing but an onion ! "
" Fool that you are ! an onion is worth a kopeck.
If you had killed a hundred peasants you would have had
a hundred kopecks, or one rouble/7 The above is a
prison joke.
Another criminal has killed a debauchee who was
oppressing or dishonouring his wife, his sister, or his
daughter.
A third, a vagabond, half dead with hunger, pursued
by a whole band of police, was defending his liberty,
his life. He is to be regarded as on an equality with
the brigand who assassinates children for his amuse-
ment, for the pleasure of feeling their warm blood
flow over his hands, of seeing them shudder in a last
bird-like palpitation beneath the knife which tears their
They will all alike be sent to hard labour; though
the sentence will perhaps not be for the same number of
years. But the variations in the punishment are not
very numerous, whereas different kinds of crimes may be
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reckoned by thousands. As many characters, so many
crimes.
Let us admit that it is impossible to get rid of this
first inequality in punishment, that the problem is in-
soluble, and that in connection with penal matters it is
the squaring of the circle. Let all that be admitted ;
but even if this inequality cannot be avoided, there is
another thing to be thought of — the consequences of the
punishment. Here is a man who is wasting away like a
candle ; there is another one, on the contrary, who had
no idea before going into exile that there could be such
a gay, such an idle life, where he would find a circle of
such agreeable friends. Individuals of this latter class
are to be found in the convict prison.
Now take a man of heart, of cultivated mind, and of
delicate conscience. What he feels kills him more
certainly than the material punishment. The judgment
which he himself pronounces on his crime is more pitiless
than that of the most severe tribunal, the most Draconian
law. He lives by the side of another convict, who has
not once reflected on the murder he is expiating,
during the whole time of his sojourn in the convict
prison. He, perhaps, even considers himself innocent.
Are there not, also, poor devils who commit crimes in
order to be sent to hard labour, and thus to escape the
liberty which is much more painful than confinement ?
A man's life is miserable, he has never, perhaps, been
able to satisfy his hunger. He is worked to death in
order to enrich his master. In the convict prison his
work will be less severe, less crushing. He will eat as
much as he wants, better than he could ever have hoped
to eat, had he remained free. On holidays he will have
meat, and fine people will give him alms, and his even-
ing's work will bring him in some money. And the
society one meets with in the convict prison, is that
to be counted for nothing? The convicts are clever,
wide-awake people, who are up to everything. The new
arrival can scarcely conceal the admiration he feels for
his companions in labour. He has seen nothiog like it
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before, and lie will consider himself in the best company
possible.
Is it possible that men so differently situated can
feel in an equal degree the punishment inflicted ? But
why think about questions that are insoluble ? The drum
beat?, let us go back to barracks.
CHAPTER V.
FIRST IMPRESSIONS
WE were between walls once more. The doors
of the barracks were locked, each with a par-
ticular padlock, and the prisoners remained
shut up till the next morning.
The verification was made by a non-com-
missioned officer accompanied by two soldiers. When
by chance an officer was present, the convicts were drawn
up in the court-yard, but generally speaking they were
identified in the buildings. As the soldiers often made
mistakes, they went out and came back in order to count
us again and again, until their reckoning was satisfactory,
then the barracks were closed. Each one contained
about thirty prisoners, and we were very closely packed
in our camp bedsteads. As it was too soon to go to
sleep, the convicts occupied themselves with work.
Besides the old soldier of whom I have spoken, who
slept in our dormitory, and represented there the
administration of the prison, there was in our barrack
another old soldier wearing a medal as rewarded for
good conduct. It happened often enough, however, that
the good-conduct men themselves committed offences for
which they were sentenced to be whipped. They then
lost their rank, and were immediately replaced by com-
rades whose conduct was considered satisfactory.
Our good-conduct man was no other than Akim
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Akimitcli. To my great astonishment, he was very
rough with the prisoners, but they only replied by jokes.
The other old soldier, more prudent, interfered with no
one, and if he opened his mouth, it was only as a matter
of form, as an affair of duty. For the most part he
remained silent, seated on his little bedstead, occupied
in mending his own boots.
That day I could not help making to myself an
observation, the accuracy of which became afterwards
apparent : that all those who are not convicts and who
have to deal with them, whoever they may be — beginning
with the soldiers of the escort and the sentinels — look
upon the convicts in a false and exaggerated light,
expecting that for a yes or a no, these men will throw
themselves upon them knife in hand. The prisoners, per-
fectly conscious of the fear they inspire, show a certain
arrogance. Accordingly, the best prison director is the
one who experiences no emotion in their presence. In
spite of the airs they give themselves, the convicts pre-
fer that confidence should be placed in them. By such
means, indeed, they may be conciliated. I have more
than once had occasion to notice their astonishment at an
official entering their prison without an escort, and cer-
tainly their astonishment was not unflattering. A visitor
who is intrepid imposes respect. If anything unfor-
tunate happens, it will not be in his presence. The
terror inspired by the convicts is general, and yet I saw
no foundation for it. Is it the appearance of the prisoner,
his brigand-like look, that causes a certain repugnance ?
Is it not rather the feeling that invades you directly you
enter the prison, that in spite of all efforts, all precau-
tions, it is impossible to turn a living man into a corpse,
to stifle his feelings, his thirst for vengeance and for life,
his passions, and his imperious desire to satisfy them ?
However that may be, I declare that there is no reason
for fearing the convicts. A man does not throw himself
so quickly nor so easily upon his fellow-man, knife in
hand. Few accidents happen ; sometimes they are so rare
that the danger may be looked upon as non-existent.
I speak, it must be understood, only of prisoners already
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condemned, who are undergoing their punishment, and
some of whom are almost happy to find themselves in the
convict prison ; so attractive under all circumstances is a
new form of life. These latter live quiet and contented.
As for the turbulent ones, the convicts themselves keep
them in restraint, and their arrogance never goes too far.
The prisoner, audacious and reckless as he may be, is afraid
of every official connected with the prison. It is by no
means the same with the accused whose fate has not
been decided. Such a one is quite capable of attacking,
no matter whom, without any motive of hatred, and solely
because he is to be whipped the next day. If, indeed, he
commits a fresh crime his offence becomes complicated.
Punishment is delayed, and he gains time. The act of
aggression is explained ; it has a cause, an object. The
convict wishes at all hazards to change his fate, and that
as soon as possible. In connection with this, I myself
have witnessed a physiological fact of the strangest kind.
In the section of military convicts was an old soldier
who had been condemned to two years' hard labour, a
great boaster, and at the same time a coward. Generally
speaking, the Russian soldier does not boast. He has no
time for doing so, even had he the inclination. When
such a one appears among a multitude of others, he is
always a coward and a rogue. Cutoff — that was the
name of the prisoner of whom I am speaking — under-
went his punishment, and then went back to the same
battalion in the Line ; but, like all who are sent to the
convict prison to be corrected, he had been thoroughly
corrupted. A " return horse " re-appears in the convict
prison after two or three weeks' liberty, not for a com-
paratively short time, but for fifteen or twenty years. So
it happened in the case of Dutoff. Three weeks after
he had been set at liberty, he robbed one of his comrades,
and was, moreover, mutinous. He was taken before a
court-martial and sentenced to a severe form of corporal
punishment. Horribly frightened, like the coward that
he was, at the prospect of punishment, he threw himself,
knife in hand, on to the officer of the guard, as he
entered his dungeon on the eve of tke day that he was to
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run the gauntlet through the men of his company. He
quite understood that he was aggravating his offence,
and that the duration of his punishment would be
increased ; but all he wanted was to postpone for some
days, or at least for some hours, a terrible moment.
He was such a coward that he did not even wound the
officer whom he had attacked. He had, indeed, only com-
mitted this assault in order to add a new crime to the
last already against him, and thus defer the sentence.
The moment preceding the punishment is terrible for
the man condemned to the rods. I have seen many of
them on the eve of the fatal day. I generally met with
them in the hospital when I was ill, which happened
often enough. In Russia the people who show most
compassion for the convicts are certainly the doctors,
who never make between the prisoners the distinctions
observed by other persons brought mto direct relations
with them. In this respect the common people can alone
be compared with the doctors, for they never reproach a
criminal with the crime that he has committed, whatever
it may be. They forgive him in consideration of the
sentence passed upon him.
Is it not known that the common people through-
out Russia call crime a " misfortune, " and the criminal
an " unfortunate " ? This definition is expressive, pro-
found, and, moreover, unconscious, instinctive. To the
doctor the convicts have naturally recourse, above all
when they are to undergo corporal punishment. The
prisoner who has been before a court-martial knows pretty
well at what moment his sentence will be executed. To
escape it he gets himself sent to the hospital, in order to
postpone for some days the terrible moment. When he
is declared restored to health, he knows that the day
after he leaves the hospital this moment will arrive.
Accordingly, on quitting the hospital the convict is
always in a state of agitation. Some of them may
endeavour from vanity to conceal their anxiety, but no
one is taken in by that ; every one understands the cruelty
of such a moment, and is silent from humane motives.
I knew one young convict, an ex-soldier, sentenced
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for murder, who was to receive the maximum of rods.
The eve of the day on which he was to be flogged, he had
resolved to drink a bottle of vodka in which he had
infused a quantity of snuff.
The prisoner condemned to the rods always drinks,
before the critical moment arrives, a certain amount of
spirits which he has procured long beforehand, and often
at a fabulous price. He would deprive himself of the
necessaries of life for six months rather than not be in a
position to swallow half a pint of vodka before the
flogging. The convicts are convinced that a drunken man
suffers less from the sticks or whip than one who is in
cold blood.
I will return to my narrative. The poor devil felt ill
a few moments after he had swallowed his bottle of
vodka. He vomited blood, and was carried in a state of
unconsciousness to the hospital. His lungs were so much
injured by this accident that phthisis declared itself, and
carried off the soldier in a few months. The doctors who
had attended him never knew the origin of his illness.
If examples of cowardice are not rare among the
prisoners, it must be added that there are some whose in-
trepidity is quite astounding. I remember many instances
of courage pushed to the extreme. The arrival in
the hospital of a terrible bandit remains fixed in my
memory.
One fine summer day the report was spread in the
infirmary that the famous prisoner, Orloff, was to be
flogged the same evening, and that he would be brought
afterwards to the hospital. The prisoners who were
already there said that the punishment would be a cruel
one, and every one — including myself I must admit — was
awaiting with curiosity the arrival of this brigand, about
whom the most unheard-of things were told. He was a
malefactor of a rare kind, capable of assassinating in cold
blood old men and children. He possessed an indomit-
able force of will, and was fully conscious of his power.
As he had been guilty of several crimes, they had con-
demned him to be flogged through the ranks.
He was brought, or, rather carried, in towards evening.
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The place was already dark. Candles were lighted.
Orloff was excessively pale, almost unconscious, with his
thick curly hair of dull black without the least brilliancy.
His back was skinned and swollen, blue, and stained
with blood. The prisoners nursed him throughout the
night; they changed his poultices, placed him on his
side, prepared for him the lotion ordered by the doctor ;
in a word, showed as much solicitude for him as for a
relation or benefactor.
Next day he had fully recovered his faculties, and
took one or two turns round the room. I was much
astonished, for he was broken down and powerless when
he was brought in. He had received half the number of
blows ordered by the sentence. The doctor had stopped
the punishment, convinced that if it were continued
Orloff's death would inevitably ensue.
This criminal was of a feeble constitution, weakened
by long imprisonment. Whoever has seen prisoners
after having been flogged, will remember their thin,
drawn-out features and their feverish looks. Orloff soon
recovered his powerful energy, which enabled him to get
over his physical weakness. He was no ordinary man.
From curiosity I made his acquaintance, and was able to
study him at leisure for an entire week. Never in my
life did I meet a man whose will was more firm or in-
flexible.
I had seen at Tobolsk a celebrity of the same kind —
a former chief of brigands. This man was a veritable
wild beast ; by being near him, without even knowing
him, it was impossible not to recognise in him a
dangerous creature. What above all frightened me was
his stupidity. Matter, in this man, had taken such an
ascendant over mind, that one could see at a glance that
he cared for nothing in the world but the brutal satisfac-
tion of his physical wants. I was certain, however, that
Kareneff — that was his name — would have fainted on
being condemned to such rigorous corporal punishment
as Orloff had undergone; and that he would have
murdered the first man near him without blinking.
Orloff, on the contrary, was a brilliant example of the
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victory of spirit over matter. He had a perfect command
over himself. He despised punishment, and feared
nothing in the world. His dominant characteristic was
boundless energy, a thirst for vengeance, and an im-
movable will when he had some object to attain.
I was not astonished at his haughty air. He looked
down upon all around him from the height of his
grandeur. Not that he took the trouble to pose; his
pride was an innate quality. I don't think that anything,
had the least influence over him. He looked upon every-
thing with the calmest eye, as if nothing in the world
could astonish him. He knew well that the other prisoners
respected him ; but he never took advantage of it to give
himself airs.
Nevertheless, vanity and conceit are defects from
which scarcely any convict is exempt. He was intelligent
and strangely frank in talking too much about him-
self. He replied point-blank to all the questions I put
to him, and confessed to me that he was waiting im-
patiently for his return to health in order to take the
remainder of the punishment he was to undergo.
" Now/' he said to me with a wink, " it is all over. I
shall have the remainder, and shall be sent to Nertchinsk
with a convoy of prisoners. I shall profit by it to escape.
I shall get away beyond doubt. If only my back would
heal a little quicker ! "
For five days he was burning with impatience to be
in a condition for leaving the hospital. At times he was
gay and in the best of humours. I profited by these
rare occasions to question him about his adventures.
Then he would contract his eyebrows a little ; but he
always answered my questions in a straightforward
manner. When he understood that I was endeavouring
to see through him, and to discover in him some trace
of repentance, he looked at me with a haughty and
contemptuous air, as if I were a foolish little boy, to
whom he did too much honour by conversing with him.
I detected in his countenance a sort of compassion
for me. After a moment's pause he laughed out loud,
but without the least irony. I fancy he must, more than
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once, have laughed in the same manner, when my words
returned to his memory. At last he wrote down his
name as cured, although his back was not yet entirely
healed. As I also was almost well, we left the infirmary
together and returned to the convict prison, while he was
shut up in the guard-room, where he had been imprisoned
before. When he left me he shook me by the hand,
which in his eyes was a great mark of confidence. I
fancy he did so, because at that moment he was in a
good humour. But in reality he must have despised me,
for I was a feeble being, contemptible in all respects, and
guilty above all of resignation. The next day he under-
went the second half of his punishment.
When the gates of the barracks had been closed, it
assumed, in less than no time, quite another aspect — that
of a private house, of quite a home. Then only did I
see my convict comrades at their ease. During the day
the under officers, or some of the other authorities, might
suddenly arrive, so that the prisoners were then always
on the look-out. They were only half at their ease. As
soon, however, as the bolts had been pushed and the gates
padlocked, every one sat down in his place and began to
work. The barrack was lighted up in an unexpected
manner. Each convict had his candle and his wooden
candlestick. Some of them stitched boots, others sewed
different kinds of garments. The air, already mephitic,
became more and more impure.
Some of the prisoners, huddled together in a corner,
played at cards on a piece of carpet. In each barrack
there was a prisoner who possessed a small piece of
carpet, a candle, and a pack of horribly greasy cards.
The owner of the cards received from the players fifteen
kopecks [about sixpence] a night. They generally played
at the " three leaves " — Grorka, that is to say : a game
of chance. Each player placed before him a pile of copper
money — all that he possessed — and did not get up until
he had lost it or had broken the bank.
Playing was continued until late at night ; sometimes
the dawn found the gamblers still at their game. Often,
indeed, it did not cease until a few minutes before the
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opening of the gates. In our room — as in all the others
— there were beggars ruined by drink and play, or rather
beggars innate — I say innate, and maintain my expres-
sion. Indeed, in our country, and in all classes, there are,
and always will be, strange easy-going people whose
destiny it is to remain always beggars. They are poor
devils all their lives; quite broken down, they remain
under the domination or guardianship of some one, gene-
rally a prodigal, or a man who has suddenly made his
fortune. All initiative is for them an insupportable
burden. They only exist on condition of undertaking
nothing for themselves, and by serving, always living
under the will of another. They are destined to act by
and through others. Under no circumstances, even of the
most unexpected kind, can they get rich; they are always
beggars. I have met these persons in all classes of
society, in all coteries, in all associations, including the
literary world.
As soon as a party was made up, one of these
beggars, quite indispensable to the game, was sum-
moned. He received five kopecks for a whole night's
employment ; and what employment it was ! His duty
was to keep guard in the vestibule, with thirty degrees
(Reaumur) of frost, in total darkness, for six or seven
hours. The man on watch had to listen for the
slightest noise, for the Major or one of the other
officers of the guard would sometimes make a round
rather late in the night. They arrived secretly, and
sometimes discovered the players and the watchers in
the act — thanks to the light of the candles, which
could be seen from the court- yard.
When the key was heard grinding in the padlock
which closed the gate, it was too late to put the lights
out and lie down on the plank bedsteads. Such sur-
prises were, however, rare. Five kopecks was a ridicu-
lous payment even in our convict prison, and the
exigency and hardness of the gamblers astonished me
in this as in many cases : " You are paid, you must do
what you are told." This was the argument, and it
admitted of no reply. To have paid a few kopecks to
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any one gave the right to turn him to the best possible
account, and even to claim his gratitude. More than
once it happened to me to see the convicts spend their
money extravagantly, throwing it away on all sides,
and, at the same time, cheat the man employed to watch,
I have seen this in several barracks on many occasions.
I have already said that, with the exception of the
gamblers, every one worked. Five only of the convicts
remained completely idle, and went to bed on the first
opportunity. My sleeping place was near the door.
Next to me was Akim Akimitch, and when we were
lying down our heads touched. He used to work
until ten or eleven at making, by pasting together
pieces of paper, multicolour lanterns, which some one
living in the town had ordered from him, and for
which he used to be well paid. He excelled in this
kind of work, and did it methodically and regularly.
When he had finished he put away carefully his
tools, unfolded his mattress, said his prayers, and went
to sleep with the sleep of the just. He carried his
love of order even to pedantry, and must have thought
himself in his inner heart a man of brains, as is gene-
rally the case with narrow, mediocre persons. I did not
like him the first day, although he gave me much to
think of. I was astonished that such a man could be
found in a convict prison. I shall speak of Akimitch
further on in the course of this book.
But I must now continue to describe the persons with
whom I was to live a number of years. Those who sur-
rounded me were to be my companions every minute,
and it will be understood that I looked upon them with
anxious curiosity.
On my left slept a band of mountaineers from the
Caucasus, nearly all exiled for brigandage, but con-
demned to different punishments. There were two
Lesghians, a Circassian, and three Tartars from
Daghestan. The Circassian was a morose and sombre
person. He scarcely ever spoke, and looked at you side-
ways with a sly, sulky, wild-beast-like expression. One
of the Lesghians, an old man with an aquiline nose, tall
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and thin, seemed to be a true brigand ; but the other
Lesghian, Nourra by name, made a most favourable
impression upon me. Of middle height, still young,
built like a Hercules, with fair hair and violet eyes ; he
had a slightly turned up nose, while his features were
somewhat of a Finnish cast. Like all horsemen, he walked
with his toes in. His body was striped with scars,
Eloughed by bayonet wounds and bullets. Although he
elonged to the conquered part of the Caucasus, he had
joined the rebels, with whom he used to make continual
incursions into our territory. Every one liked him in the
prison by reason of his gaiety and affability. He worked
without murmuring, always calm and peaceful. Thieving,
cheating, and drunkenness filled him with disgust, or
put him in a rage — not that he wished to quarrel with
any one ; he simply turned away with indignation. During
his confinement he committed no breach of the rules.
Fervently pious, he said his prayers religiously every
evening, observed all the Mohammedan fasts like a true
fanatic, and passed whole nights in prayer. Every one
liked him, and looked upon him as a thoroughly honest
man. " Nourra is a lion," said the convicts ; and the
name of " Lion " stuck to him. He was quite convinced
that as soon as he had finished his sentence he would be
sent to the Caucasus. Indeed, he only lived by this
hope, and I believe he would have died had he been
deprived of it. I noticed it the very day of my arrival.
How was it possible not to distinguish this calm, honest
face in the midst of so many sombre, sardonic, repulsive
countenances !
Before I had been half-an-hour in the prison, he
passed by my side and touched me gently on the shoulder,
smiling at the same time with an innocent air. I did not
at first understand what he meant, for he spoke Russian
very badly ; but soon afterwards he passed again, arid,
with a friendly smile, again touched me on the shoulder.
For three days running he repeated this strange pro-
ceeding. As I soon found out, he wanted to show me
that he pitied me, and that he felt how painful the
first moment of imprisonment must be. He wanted to
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testify his sympathy, to keep up my spirits, and to assure
me of his good-will. Kind and innocent Nourra !
Of the three Tartars from Daghestan, all brothers,
the two eldest were well-developed men, while the
youngest, Ali, was not more than twenty-two, and looked
younger. He slept by my side, and when I observed his
frank, intelligent countenance, thoroughly natural, I
was at once attracted to him, and thanked my fate
that I had him for a neighbour in place of some other
prisoner. His whole soul could be read in his beaming
countenance. His confident smile had a certain childish
simplicity ; his large black eyes expressed such friendli-
ness, such tender feeling, that I always took a pleasure
in looking at him. It was a relief to me in moments of
sadness and anguish. One day his eldest brother — he
had five, of whom two were working in the mines of
Siberia — had ordered him to take his yataghan, to get on
horseback, and follow him. The respect of the moun-
taineers for their elders is so great that young Ali did
not dare to ask the object of the expedition. He
probably knew nothing about it, nor did his brothers con-
sider it necessary to tell him. They were going to plunder
the caravan of a rich Armenian merchant, and they
succeeded in their enterprise. They assassinated the
merchant and stole his goods. Unhappily for them,
their act of brigandage was discovered. They were tried,
flogged, and then sent to hard labour in Siberia. The
Court admitted no extenuating circumstances, except in
the case of Ali. He was condemned to the minimum
punishment — four years' confinement. These brothers
loved him, their affection being paternal rather than
fraternal. He was the only consolation of their exile.
Dull and sad as a rule, they had always a smile for him
when they spoke to him, which they rarely did — for they
looked upon him as a child to whom it would be useless
to speak seriously — their forbidding countenances
lightened up. I fancied they always spoke to him in a
jocular tone, as to an infant. When he replied, the
brothers exchanged glances, and smiled good-naturedly.
He would not have dared to speak to them first by
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reason of his respect for them. How this young man
preserved his tender heart, his native honesty, his frank
cordiality without getting perverted and corrupted during
his period of hard labour, is quite inexplicable. In spite
of his gentleness, he had a strong stoical nature, as I
afterwards saw. Chaste as a young girl, everything that
was foul, cynical, shameful, or unjust filled his fine black
eyes with indignation, and made them finer than ever.
Without being a coward, he would allow himself to be
insulted with impunity. He avoided quarrels and insults,
and preserved all his dignity. With whom, indeed, was
he to quarrel ? Every one loved him, caressed him.
At first he was only polite to me ; but little by little
we got into the habit of talking together in the evening,
and in a few months he had learnt to speak Russian per-
fectly, whereas his brothers never gained a correct know-
ledge of the language. He was intelligent, and at the
same time modest and full of delicate feeling.
Ali was an exceptional being, and I always think of
my meeting him as one of the lucky things in my life.
There are some natures so spontaneously good and
endowed by God with such great qualities that the idea
of their getting perverted seems absurd. One is always
at ease about them. Accordingly I had never any fears
about Ali. Where is he now ?
One day, a considerable time after my arrival at the
convict prison, I was stretched out on my camp-bed-
stead agitated by painful thoughts. Ali, always in-
dustrious, was not working at this moment. His time
for going to bed had not arrived. The brothers were
celebrating some Mussulman festival, and were not work-
ing. Ali was lying down with his head between his
hands in a state of reverie. Suddenly he said to me :
" Well, you are very sad ! "
I looked at him with curiosity. Such a remark
from Ali, always so delicate, so full of tact, seemed
strange. But I looked at him more attentively, and saw
so much grief, so much repressed suffering in his counte-
nance— of suffering caused no doubt by sudden recol-
lections— that I understood in what pain he must be, and
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said so to him. He uttered a deep sigh, and smiled with
a melancholy air. I always liked his graceful, agreeable
smile. When he laughed, he showed two rows of teeth
which the first beauty in the world would have envied
him,
" You were probably thinking, Ali, how this festival
is celebrated in Daghestan. Ah, you were happy
there ! "
"Yes," he replied with enthusiasm, and his eyes
sparkled. " How did you know I was thinking of such
things ? "
" How was I not to know ? You were much better
off than you are here."
"Why do you say that ?"
" What beautiful flowers there are in your country !
Is it not so ? It is a true paradise."
" Be silent, please/'
He was much agitated.
" Listen, Ali. Had you a sister ? "
" Yes ; why do you ask me ? "
" She must have been very beautiful if she is like
you ? "
" Oh, there is no comparison to make between us.
In all Daghestan no such beautiful girl is to be seen. My
sister is, indeed, charming. I am sure that you have
never seen any one like her. My mother also is very
handsome."
"And your mother was fond of you ? "
" What are you saying ? Certainly she was. I am
sure that she has died of grief, she was so fond of me.
I was her favourite child. Yes, she loved me more than
my sister, more than all the others. This very night she
has appeared to me in a dream, she shed tears for me."
He was silent, and throughout the rest of the night did
not open his mouth ; but from this very moment he sought
my company and my conversation ; although very respect-
ful, he never allowed himself to address me first. On the
other hand he was happy when I entered into conversa-
tion with him. He spoke often of the Caucasus, and of
his past life. His brothers did not forbid him to converse
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with me; I think even that they encouraged him to do so.
When they saw that I had formed an attachment to him,
they became more affable towards me.
AH often helped me in my work. In the barrack he
did whatever he thought would be agreeable to me, and
would save me trouble. In his attentions to me there
was neither servility nor the hope of any advantage, but
only a warm, cordial feeling, which he did not try to hide.
He had an extraordinary aptitude for the mechanical
arts. He had learnt to sew very tolerably, and to mend
boots ; he even understood a little carpentering — every-
thing in short that could be learnt at the convict prison.
His brothers were proud of him.
" Listen, All," I said to him one day, " why don't you
learn to read and write the Eussian language, it might
be very useful to you here in Siberia ? "
" I should like to do so, but who would teach me ? "
" There are plenty of people here who can read and
write. I myself will teach you if you like."
"Oh, do teach me, I beg of you/' said Ali, raising
himself up in bed ; he joined his hands and looked at me
with a suppliant air.
We went to work the very next evening. I had with
me a Russian translation of the New Testament, the
only book that was not forbidden in the prison. With
this book alone, without an alphabet, Ali learnt to read in
a few weeks, and after a few months he could read
perfectly. He brought to his studies extraordinary zeal
and warmth.
One day we were reading together the Sermon on the
Mount. I noticed that he read certain passages with
much feeling ; and I asked him if he was pleased with
what he read. He glanced at me, and his face suddenly
lighted up.
" Yes, yes, Jesus is a holy prophet. He speaks the
language of God. How beautiful it is ! "
"But tell me what it is that particularly pleases
you."
" The passage in which it is said, ( Forgive those that
hate you ! ' Ah ! how divinely He speaks ! "
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He turned towards his brothers, who were listening
to our conversation, and said to them with warmth a few
words. They talked together seriously for some time,
giving their approval of what their young brother had
said by a nodding of the head. Then with a grave,
kindly smile, quite a Mussulman smile (I liked the gravity
of this smile), they assured me that Isu [Jesus] was a
great prophet. He had done great miracles. He had
created a bird with a little clay on which he breathed the
breath of life, and the bird had then flown away. That,
they said, was written in their books. They were
convinced that they would please me much by praising
Jesus. As for Ali, he was happy to see that his brothers
approved of our friendship, and that they were giving
me, what he thought would be, grateful words. The
success I had with my pupil in teaching him to write,
was really extraordinary. Ali had bought paper at his
own expense, for he would not allow me to purchase any,
also pens and ink j and in less than two months he had
learnt to write. His brothers were astonished at such rapid
progress. Their satisfaction and their pride were without
bounds. They did not know how to show me enough
gratitude. At the workshop, if we happened to be
together, there were disputes as to which of them should
help me. I do not speak of Ali, he felt for me more
affection than even for his brothers. I shall never forget
the day on which he was liberated. He went with me
outside the barracks, threw himself on my neck and
sobbed. He had never embraced me before, and had
never before wept in my presence.
' ' You have done so much for me/' he said ; " neither
my father nor my mother have ever been kinder. You
have made a man of me. God will bless you, I shall never
forget you, never 1 "
Where is he now, where is my good, kind, dear Ali ?
Besides the Circassians, we had a certain number of
Poles, who formed a separate group. They had scarcely
any relations with the other convicts. I have already
said that, thanks to their hatred for the Russian prisoners,
they were detested by every one. They were of a restless,
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morbid disposition : there were six of them, some of them
men of education, of whom I shall speak in detail further
on. It was from them that during the last days of my
imprisonment I obtained a few books. The first work I
read made a deep impression upon me. I shall speak
further on of these sensations, which I look upon as very
curious, though it will be difficult to understand them.
Of this I am certain, for there are certain things as to
which one cannot judge without having experienced them
oneself. It will be enough for me to say that intellectual
privations are more difficult to support than the most
frightful, physical tortures.
A common man sent to hard labour finds himself in
kindred society, perhaps even in a more interesting society
than he has been accustomed to. He loses his native place,
his family; but his ordinary surroundings are much the
same as before. A man of education, condemned by law
to the same punishment as the common man, suffers in-
comparably more. He must stifle all his needs, all his
habits, he must descend into a lower sphere, must breathe
another air. He is like a fish thrown upon the sand.
The punishment that he undergoes, equal for all criminals
according to the law, is ten times more severe and more
painful for him than for the common man. This is an
incontestable truth, even if one thinks only of the material
habits that have to be sacrificed.
I was saying that the Poles formed a group by them-
selves. They lived together, and of all the convicts in
the prison, they cared only for a Jew, and for no other
reason than because he amused them. Our Jew was
generally liked, although every one laughed at him. We
only had one, and even now I cannot think of him with-
out laughing. Whenever I looked at him I thought of the
Jew Jankel, whom Gogol describes in his Tarass Boulba,
and who, when undressed and ready to go to bed with his
Jewess in a sort of cupboard, resembled a fowl; but Isaiah
Fomitch Bumstein and a plucked fowl were as like one
another as two drops of water. He was already of a
certain age — about fifty — small, feeble, cunning, and,
at the same time, very stupid, bold, and boastful, though
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a horrible coward. His face was covered with wrinkles,
his forehead and cheeks were scarred from the burning he
had received in the pillory. I never understood how he
had been able to support the sixty strokes he received.
He had been sentenced for murder. He carried on
his person a medical prescription which had been given
to him by other Jews immediately after his exposure in
the pillory. Thanks to the ointment prescribed, the scars
were to disappear in less than a fortnight. He had been
afraid to use it. He was waiting for the expiration of his
twenty years (after which he would become a colonist) in
order to utilise his famous remedy.
" Otherwise I shall not be able to get married," he
would say ; " and I must absolutely marry/'
We were great friends : his good-humour was inex-
haustible. The life of the convict prison did not seem to
disagree with him. A goldsmith by trade, he received more
orders than he could execute, for there was no jeweller's
shop in our town. He thus escaped his hard labour. As a
matter of course, he lent money on pledges to the convicts,
who paid him heavy interest. He arrived at the prison
before I did. One of the Poles related to me his
triumphal entry. It is quite a history, which I shall relate
further on, for I shall often have to speak of Isaiah
Fomitch Bumstein.
As for the other prisoners there were, first of all, four
"old believers," among whom was the old man from
Starodoub, two or three Little Kussians, very morose
persons, and a young convict with delicate features and a
finely- chiselled nose, about twenty-three years of age, who
had already committed eight murders ; besides a band of
coiners, one of whom was the buffoon of our barracks ;
and, finally, some sombre, sour-tempered convicts, shorn
and disfigured, always silent, and full of envy. They
looked askance at all who came near them, and
must have continued to do so during a long course
of years. I saw all this superficially on the first
night of my arrival, in the midst of thick smoke, in a
mephitic atmosphere, amid obscene oaths, accompanied
by the rattling of chains, by insults, and cynical laughter.
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I stretched myself out on the bare planks, my head
resting on my coat, rolled up to do duty in lieu of a
pillow, not yet supplied to me. Then I covered myself
with my sheepskin, but, thanks to the painful impression
of this evening, I was unable for some time to get to
sleep. My new life was only just beginning. The future
reserved for me many things which I had not foreseen,
and of which I had never the least idea.
CHAPTER VI.
THE FIRST MONTH
THREE days after my arrival I was ordered to
go to work. The impression left upon me to
this day is still very clear, although there
was nothing very striking in it, unless
one considers that my position was in itself extraordinary.
The first sensations count for a good deal, and I as yet
looked upon everything with curiosity. My first three
days were certainly the most painful of all my terms of
imprisonment.
My wandering is at an end, I said to myself every
moment. I am now in the convict prison, my resting-
place for many years. Here is where I am to live. I
come here full of grief, who knows that when I leave it
I shall not do so with regret ? I said this to myself as
one touches a wound, the better to feel its pain. The
idea that I might regret my stay was terrible to me.
Already I felt to what an intolerable degree man is a
creature of habit, but this was a matter of the future.
The present, meanwhile, was terrible enough.
The wild curiosity with which my convict companions
examined me, their harshness towards a former noble-
man now entering into their corporation, a harshness
which sometimes took the form of hatred — all this
tormented me to such a degree that I felt obliged of my
own accord to go to work in order to measure at one
stroke the whole extent of my misfortune, that I might at
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once begin to live like the others, and fall with them into
the same abyss.
But convicts differ, and I had not yet disentangled
from the general hostility the sympathy here and
there manifested towards me.
After a time the affability and good- will shown to
me by certain convicts gave me a little courage, and
restored my spirits. Most friendly among them was
Akim Akimitch. I soon noticed some kind, good-
natured faces in the dark and hateful crowd. Bad
people are to be found everywhere, but even among the
worst there may be something good, I began to think,
by way of consolation. Who knows ? These persons are
perhaps not worse than others who are free. While
making these reflections I felt some doubts, and, never-
theless, how much I was in the right !
The convict Suchiloff, for example; a man whose
acquaintance I did not make until long afterwards,
although he was near me during nearly the whole period
of my confinement. Whenever I speak of the convicts
who are not worse than other men, my thoughts turn
involuntarily to him. He acted as my servant, together
with another prisoner named Osip, whom Akim Akimitch
had recommended to me immediately after my arrival.
For thirty kopecks a month this man agreed to cook me
a separate dinner, in case I should not be able to put up
with the ordinary prison fare, and should be able to pay
for my own food. Osip was one of the four cooks chosen
by the prisoners in our two kitchens. I may observe
that they were at liberty to refuse these duties, and give
them up whenever they might think fit. The cooks
were men from whom hard labour was not expected.
They had to bake bread and prepare the cabbage soup.
They were called " cook-maids," not from contempt, for
the men chosen were always the most intelligent, but
merely in fun. The name given to them did not annoy
them.
For many years past Osip had been constantly
selected as "cook-maid." He never refused the duty
except when he was out of sorts, or when he saw an
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opportunity of getting spirits into the barracks. Although
he had been sent to the convict prison as a smuggler,
he was remarkably honest and good-tempered (I have
spoken of him before) ; at the same time he was a dreadful
coward, and feared the rod above all things. Of a peaceful,
patient disposition, affable with everybody, he never got
into quarrels ; but he could never resist the temptation
of bringing spirits in, notwithstanding his cowardice, and
simply from his love of smuggling. Like all the other
cooks he dealt in spirits, but on a much less extensive
scale than Gazin, because he was afraid of running the
same risks. I always lived on good terms with Osip.
To have a separate table it was not necessary to be very
rich ; it cost me only one rouble a month apart from the
bread, which was given to us. Sometimes when I was
very hungry I made up my mind to eat the cabbage soup,
in spite of the disgust with which it generally filled me.
After a time this disgust entirely disappeared. I
generally bought one pound of meat a day, which cost
me two kopecks— ^[5 kopecks = 2 pence.]
The old soldiers, who watched over the internal
discipline of the barracks, were ready, good-naturedly, to
go every day to the market to make purchases for the
convicts. For this they received no pay, except from time to
time a trifling present. They did it for the sake of their
peace; their life in the convict prison would have been a
perpetual torment had they refused. They used to bring
in tobacco, tea, meat — everything, in short, that was
desired, always excepting spirits.
For many years Osip prepared for me every day a
piece of roast meat. How he managed to get it cooked
was a secret. What was strangest in the matter was,
that during all this time I scarcely exchanged two words
with him. I tried many times to make him talk, but he
was incapable of keeping up a conversation. He would
only smile and answer my questions by " yes " or " no." He
was a Hercules, but he had no more intelligence than a
child of seven.
Suchiloff was also one of those who helped me. I
had never asked him to do so, he attached himself to me
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on his own account, and I scarcely remember when he
began to do so. His principal duty consisted in washing
my linen. For this purpose there was a basin in the
middle of the court-yard, round which the convicts
washed their clothes in prison buckets.
Suchiloff had found means for rendering me a number
of little services. He boiled my tea-urn, ran right and
left to perform various commissions for me, got me all
kinds of things, mended my clothes, and greased my
boots four times a month. He did all this in a zealous
manner, with a business-like air, as if he felt all the
weight of the duties he was performing. He seemed
quite to have joined his fate to mine, and occupied him-
self with all my affairs. He never said : " You have so
many shirts, or your waistcoat is torn ; " but, " We have
so many shirts, and our waistcoat is torn." I had some-
how inspired him with admiration, and I really believe
that I had become his sole care in life. As he knew no
trade whatever his only source of income was from me,
and it must be understood that I paid him very little ;
but he was always pleased, whatever he might receive.
He would have been without means had he not been a
servant of mine, and he gave me the preference because
I was more affable than the others, and, above all, more
equitable in money matters. He was one of those beings
who never get rich, and never know how to manage
their affairs ; one of those in the prison who were hired
by the gamblers to watch all night in the ante-chamber,
listening for the least noise that might announce the
arrival of the Major. If there was a night visit they
received nothing, indeed their back paid for their want
of attention. One thing which marks this kind of men
is their entire absence of individuality, which they seem
entirely to have lost.
Suchiloff was a poor, meek fellow; all the courage
seemed to have been beaten out of him, although he
had in reality been born meek. For nothing in the
world would he have raised his hand against any one in
the prison. I always pitied him without knowing why.
I could not look at him without feeling the deepest
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compassion for him. If asked to explain this, I should
find it impossible to do so. I could never get him to
talk, and he never became animated, except when, to put
an end to all attempts at conversation, I gave him
something to do, or told him to go somewhere for me.
I soon found that he loved to be ordered about. Neither
tall nor short, neither ugly nor handsome, neither stupid
nor intelligent, neither old nor young, it would be
difficult to describe in any definite manner this man,
except that his face was slightly pitted with the small-
pox, and that he had fair hair. He belonged, as far as
I could make out, to the same company as Sirotkin.
The prisoners sometimes laughed at him because he
had "exchanged." During the march to Siberia he
had exchanged for a red shirt and a silver rouble. It
was thought comical that he should have sold himself
for such a small sum, to take the name of another
prisoner in place of his own, and consequently to accept
the other's sentence. Strange as it may appear it was
nevertheless true. This custom, which had become
traditional, and still existed at the time I was sent to
Siberia, I, at first, refused to believe, but found after-
wards that it really existed. This is how the exchange
was effected :
A company of prisoners started for Siberia. Among
them there are exiles of all kinds, some condemned to hard
labour, others to labour in the mines, others to simple
colonisation. On the way out, no matter at what stage
of the journey, in the Government of Perm, for instance,
a prisoner wishes to exchange with another man, who—-
we will say he is named Mikhailoff — has been condemned
to hard labour for a capital offence, and does not like the
prospect of passing long years without his liberty. He
knows, in his cunning, what to do. He looks among his
comrades for some simple, weak-minded fellow, whose
punishment is less severe, who has been condemned to a
few years in the mines, or to hard labour, or has perhaps
been simply exiled. At last he finds such a man as
Suchiloff, a former serf, sentenced only to become a
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colonist. The man has made fifteen hundred versts
[about one thousand miles] without a kopeck, for the
good reason that a Suchiloff is always without money ;
fatigued, exhausted, he can get nothing to eat beyond
the fixed rations, nothing to wear in addition to the
convict uniform.
Mikhailoff gets into conversation with Suchiloff, they
suit one another, and they strike up a friendship. At last
at some station Mikhailoff makes his comrade drunk, then
he will ask him if he will " exchange."
"My uame is Mikhailoff," he says to him, "con-
demned to what is called hard labour, but which, in my
own case, will be nothing of the kind, as I am to enter a
particular special section. I am classed with the hard-
labour men, but in my special division the labour is not
so severe/'
Before the special section was abolished, many persons
in the official world, even at St. Petersburg, were unaware
even of its existence. It was in such a retired corner of
one of the most distant regions of Siberia, that it was
difficult to know anything about it. It was insignificant,
moreover, from the number of persons belonging to it.
In my time they numbered altogether only seventy. I
have since met men who have served in Siberia, and know
the country well, and yet have never heard of the " special
section." In the rules and regulations there are only six
lines about this institution. Attached to the convict
prison of is a special section reserved for the most
dangerous criminals, while the severest labours are being
prepared for them. The prisoners themselves knew
nothing of this special section. Did it exist temporarily
or constantly ? Neither Suchiloff nor any of the prisoners
being sent out, not Mikhailoff himself could guess the
significance of those two words. Mikhailoff, however,
had his suspicion as to the true character of this section.
He formed his opinion from the gravity of the crime for
which he was made to march three or four thousand
versts on foot. It was certain that he was not being sent
to a place where he would be at his ease. Suchiloff was
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to be a colonist. What could Mikhail off desire better
than that ?
" Won't you change ? " he asks. Suchiloff is a little
drunk, he is a simple-minded man, full of gratitude to
the comrade who entertains him, and dare not refuse ; he
has heard, moreover, from other prisoners, that these ex-
changes are made, and understands, therefore, that there
is nothing extraordinary, unheard-of, in the proposition
made to him. An agreement is come to, the cunning
Mikhailoff, profiting by Suchiloff' s simplicity, buys his
name for a red shirt, and " a silver rouble, which are
given before witnesses. The next day Suchiloff is sober ;
but more liquor is given to him. Then he drinks up his
own rouble, and after a while the red shirt has the same
fate.
"If you don't like the bargain we made, give me
back my money," says Mikhailoff. But where is
Suchiloff to get a rouble ? If he does not give it back,,
the "artel" [i.e., the association — in this case of convicts]
will force him to keep his promise. The prisoners are
very sensitive on such points : he must keep his promise.
The " artel " requires it, and, in case of disobedience, woe
to the offender ! He will be killed, or at least seriously
intimidated. If indeed the "artel" once showed mercy
to the men who had broken their word, there would be
an end to its existence. If the given word can be re-
called, and the bargain put an end to after the stipulated
sum has been paid, who would be bound by such an
agreement? It is a question of life or death for the
" artel." Accordingly the prisoners are very severe on
the point.
Suchiloff then finds that it is impossible to go back,
that nothing can save him, and he accordingly agrees to
all that is demanded of him. The bargain is then made
known to all the convoy, and if denunciations are feared,
the men looked upon as suspicious are entertained.
What, moreover, does it matter to the others whether
Mikhailoff or Suchiloff goes to the devil ? They have
had gratuitous drinks, they have been feasted for nothing,
and the secret is kept by all.
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At the next station the names are called. When
Mikhailoff's turn arrives, Suchiloff answers "present,"
Mikhailoff replies "present" for Suchiloff, and the
journey is continued. The matter is not now even
talked about. At Tobolsk the prisoners are told off.
Mikhailoff will become a colonist, while Suchiloff is sent
to the special section under a double escort. It
would be useless now to cry out, to protest, for
what proof could be given ? How many years would
it take to decide the affair, what benefit would the
complainant derive? Where, moreover, are the wit-
nesses ? They would deny everything, even if they could
be found.
That is how Suchiloff, for a silver rouble and a red
shirt, came to be sent to the special section. The
prisoners laughed at him, not because he had exchanged
— though in general they despised those who had been
foolish enough to exchange a work that was easy for a
work that was hard — but simply because he had received
nothing for the bargain except a red shirt and a rouble
— certainly a ridiculous compensation.
Generally speaking, the exchanges are made for
relatively large sums ; several ten-rouble notes sometimes
change hands. But Suchiloff was so characterless, so
insignificant, so null, that he could scarcely even be
laughed at. We lived a considerable time together, he
and I ; I had got accustomed to him, and he had formed
an attachment for me. One day, however — I can never
forgive myself for what I did — he had not executed my
orders, and when he came to ask me for his money I had
the cruelty to say to him, "You don't forget to ask for
your money, but you don't do what you are told."
Suchiloff remained silent and hastened to do as he was
ordered, but he suddenly became very sad. Two days
passed. I could not believe that what I had said
to him could affect him so much. I knew that a
person named Vassilieff was claiming from him in a
morose manner payment of a small debt. Suchiloff
was probably short of money, and did not dare to ask
me for any.
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" Suchiloff, you wish, I think, to ask me for some
money to pay Vassilieff ; take this."
I was seated on my camp- bedstead. Suchiloff remained
standing up before me, much astonished that I myself
should propose to give him money, and that I remem-
bered his difficult position ; the more so as latterly he
had asked me several times for money in advance, and
could scarcely hope that I should give him any more.
He looked at the paper I held out to him, then looked at
me, turned sharply on his heel and went out. I was as
astonished as I could be. I went out after him, and
found him at the back of the barracks. He was stand-
ing up with his face against the palisade and his arms
resting on the stakes.
"What is the matter, Suchiloff?" I asked him.
He made no reply, and to my stupefaction I saw that
he was on the point of bursting into tears.
"You think, Alexander Petrovitch," he said, in a
trembling voice, in endeavouring not to look at me,
" that I care only for your money, but I "
He turned away from me, and struck the palisade
with his forehead and began to sob. It was the first
time in the convict prison that I had seen a man weep.
I had much trouble in consoling him, and he afterwards
served me, if possible, with more zeal than ever. He
watched for my orders, but by almost imperceptible
indications I could see that his heart would never for-
give me for my reproach. Meanwhile other men laughed
at him and teased him whenever the opportunity pre-
sented itself, and even insulted him without his losing
his temper; on the contrary, he still remained on
good terms with them. It is indeed difficult to
know a man, even after having lived long years with
him.
The convict prison had not at first for me the signifi-
cance it was afterwards to assume. I was at first, in
spite of my attention, unable to understand many facts
which were staring me in the face. I was naturally first
struck by the most salient points, but I saw them from a
false point of view, and the only impression they made
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upon me was one of unmitigated sadness. What con-
tributed above all to this result was my meeting with
A f, the convict who had come to the prison before
me, and who had astonished me in such a painful manner
during the first few days. The effect of his baseness
was to aggravate my moral suffering, already sufficiently
cruel. He offered the most repulsive example of the
kind of degradation and baseness to which a man may
fall when all feeling of honour has perished within him.
This young man of noble birth — I have spoken of him
before — used to repeat to the Major all that was done in
the barracks, and in doing so through the Major's body-
servant Fedka. Here is the man's history.
Arrived at St. Petersburg before he had finished his
studies, after a quarrel with his parents, whom his life of
debauchery had terrified, he had not shrunk for the sake of
money from doing the work of an informer. He did not
hesitate to sell the blood of ten men in order to satisfy
his insatiable thirst for the grossest and most licentious
pleasures. At last he became so completely perverted
in the St. Petersburg taverns and houses of ill-fame, that
he did not hesitate to take part in an affair which he
knew to be conceived in madness — for he was not with-
out intelligence. He was condemned to exile and ten
years' hard labour in Siberia. One might have thought
that such a frightful blow would have shocked him, that
it would have caused some reaction and brought about a
crisis; but he accepted his new fate without the least
confusion. It did not frighten him; all that he feared in
it was the necessity of working, and of giving up for
ever his habits of debauchery. The name of convict had
no effect but to prepare him for new acts of baseness, and
more hideous villainies than any he had previously
perpetrated.
" I am now a convict, and can crawl at ease, without
shame."
That was the light in which he looked upon his new
position. I think of this disgusting creature as of some
monstrous phenomenon. During the many years I have
lived in the midst of murderers, debauchees, and proved
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rascals, never in my life did I meet a case of such
complete moral abasement, determined corruption, and
shameless baseness. Among us there was a parricide of
noble birth. I have already spoken of him ; but I could
see by several signs that he was much better and more
humane than A f. During the whole time of my
punishment, he was never anything more in my eyes than
a piece of flesh furnished with teeth and a stomach,
greedy for the most offensive and ferocious animal en-
joyments, for the satisfaction of which he was ready to
assassinate any one. I do not exaggerate in the least ;
I recognised in A f one of the most perfect specimens
of animality, restrained by no principles, no rule. How
much I was disgusted by his eternal smile ! He was a
monster — a moral Quasimodo. He was at the same time
intelligent, cunning, good-looking, had received some
education, and possessed a certain capacity. Fire,
plague, famine, no matter what scourge, is preferable
to the presence of such a man in human society. I
have already said that in the convict prison espionage
and denunciation flourished as the natural product of
degradation, without the convicts thinking much of it.
On the contrary, they maintained friendly relations with
A f. They were more affable with him than with
any one else. The kindly attitude towards him of our
drunken friend, the Major, gave him a certain importance,
and even a certain worth in the eyes of the convicts.
Later on, this cowardly wretch ran away with another
convict and the soldier in charge of them ; but of this I
shall speak in proper time and place. At first, he hung
about me, thinking I did not know his history. I repeat
that he poisoned the first days of my imprisonment so as
to drive me nearly to despair. I was terrified by the
mass of baseness and cowardice in the midst of which I
had been thrown. I imagined that every one else was as
foul and cowardly as he. But I made a mistake in
supposing that every one resembled A f .
Daring the first three days I did nothing but wander
about the convict prison, when I did not remain stretched
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out on my camp-bedstead. I entrusted to a prisoner of
whom I was sure, the piece of linen which had been
delivered to me by the administration, in order that he
might make me some shirts. Always on the advice of
Akim Akimitch, I got myself a folding mattress. It was
in felt, covered with linen, as thin as a pancake, and
very hard to any one who was not accustomed to it.
Akim Akimitch promised to get me all the most essential
things, and with his own hands made me a blanket out
of a piece of old cloth, cut and sewn together from all
the old trousers and waistcoats which I had bought from
various prisoners. The clothes delivered to them, when
they have been worn the regulation time, become the
property of the prisoners. They at once sell them, for
however much worn an article of clothing may be, it
always possesses a certain value. I was very much
astonished by all this, above all at the outset, during my
first relations with this world. I became as low as my
companions, as much a convict as they. Their customs,
their habits, their ideas influenced me thoroughly, and
externally became my own, without affecting my inner
self. I was astonished and confused as though I had
never heard or suspected anything of the kind before,
and yet I knew what to expect, or at least what had
been told me. The thing itself, however, produced on
me a different impression from the mere description of
it. How could I suppose, for instance, that old rags
possessed still some value ? And, nevertheless, my blanket
was made up entirely of tatters. It would be difficult to
describe the cloth out of which the clothes of the convicts
were made. It was like the thick, gray cloth manu-
factured for the soldiers, but as soon as it had been worn
some little time it showed the threads and tore with
abominable ease. The uniform ought to have lasted for
a whole year, but it never went so long as that. The
prisoner labours, carries heavy burdens, and the cloth
naturally wears out, and gets into holes very quickly.
Our sheepskins were intended to be worn for three years.
During the whole of that time they served as outer
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garments, blankets, and pillows, but they were very solid.
Nevertheless, at the end of the third year, it was not rare
to see them mended with ordinary linen. Although they
were now very much worn, it was always possible to sell
them at the rate of forty kopecks a piece, the best
preserved ones even at the price of sixty kopecks, which
was a great sum for the convict prison.
Money, as I have before said, has a sovereign value in
such a place. It is certain that a prisoner who has some
pecuniary resources suffers ten times less than the one
who has nothing.
" When the Government supplies all the wants of the
convict, what need can he have for money ? " reasoned
our chief.
Nevertheless, I repeat that if the prisoners had been
deprived of the opportunity of possessing something of
their own, they would have lost their reason, or would
have died like flies. They would have committed un-
heard-of crimes ; some from wearisomeness or grief, the
others, in order to get sooner punished, and, according to
their expression, " have a change." If the convict who
has gained some kopecks by the sweat of his brow, who
has embarked in perilous undertakings in order to
conquer them, if he spends this money recklessly, with
childish stupidity, that does not the least in the world
prove that he does not know its value, as might at first
sight be thought. The convict is greedy for money, to
the point of losing his reason, and, if he throws it away,
he does so in order to procure what he places far above
money — liberty, or at least a semblance of liberty.
Convicts are great dreamers ; I will speak of that
further on with more detail. At present I will confine
myself to saying that I have heard men, who had been
condemned to twenty years' hard labour, say, with a quiet
air, "when I have finished my time, if God wishes,
then " The very words hard labour, or forced
labour, indicate that the man has lost his freedom ; and
when this man spends his money he is carrying out his
own will.
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In spite of the branding and the chains, in spite of
the palisade which hides from his eyes the free world,
and encloses him in a cage like a wild beast, he can get
himself spirits and other delights ; sometimes even (not
always), corrupt his immediate superintendents, the old
soldiers and non-commissioned officers, and get them to
close their eyes to his infractions of discipline within the
prison. He can, moreover — what he adores — swagger;
that is to say, impress his companions and persuade
himself for a time, that he enjoys more liberty than he
really possesses. The poor devil wishes, in a word, to
convince himself of what he knows to be impossible.
This is why the prisoners take such pleasure in boasting
and exaggerating in burlesque fashion their own un-
happy personality.
Finally, they run some risk when they give them-
selves up to this boasting ; in which again they find a
semblance of life and liberty — the only thing they care
for. Would not a millionaire with a rope round his neck
give all his millions for one breath of air ? A prisoner
lias lived quietly for several years in succession, his
conduct has been so exemplary that he has been rewarded
by special exemptions. Suddenly, to the great astonish-
ment of his chiefs, this man becomes mutinous, plays the
very devil, and does not recoil from a capital crime such
as assassination, violation, etc. Every one is astounded
at the cause of this unexpected explosion on the part of
a man thought incapable of such a thing. It is the
convulsive manifestation of his personality, an instinctive
melancholia, an uncontrollable desire for self-assertion, all
of which obscures his reason. It is a sort of epileptic
attack, a spasm. A man buried alive who suddenly
wakes up must strike in a similar manner against the
lid of his coffin. He tries to rise up, to push it from him,
although his reason must convince him of the uselessness
of his efforts.
Reason, however, has nothing to do with this convul-
sion. It must not be forgotten that almost every
voluntary manifestation on the part of a convict is looked
upon as a crime. Accordingly, it is a perfect matter of
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indifference to them whether this manifestation be im-
portant or insignificant, debauch for debauch, danger
for danger. It is just as well to go to the end, even as
far as a murder. The only difficulty is the first step.
Little by little the man becomes excited, intoxicated, and
can no longer contain himself. For that reason it would
be better not to drive him to extremities. Everybody
would be much better for it.
But how can this be managed ?
CHAPTER VII.
THE FIEST MONTH (continued)
WHEN I entered the convict prison I possessed
a small sum of money; but I carried very
little of it about with me, lest it should be
confiscated. I had gummed some bank-
notes into the binding of my New Testament
— the only book authorised in the convict prison. This
New Testament had been given to me at Tobolsk, by a
person who had been exiled some dozens of years, and
who had got accustomed to see in other " unfortunates "
a brother.
There are in Siberia people who pass their lives in
giving brotherly assistance to the " unfortunates." They
feel the same sympathy for them that they would have
for their own children. Their compassion is something
sacred and quite disinterested. I cannot help here relating
in some words a meeting which I had at this time.
In the town where we were then imprisoned lived a
widow, Nastasia Ivanovna. Naturally, none of us were
in direct relations with this woman. She had made it
the object of her life to come to the assistance of all the
exiles; but, above all, of us convicts. Had there been
some misfortune in her family ? Had some person dear to
her undergone a punishment similar to ours ? I do not
know. In any case, she did for us whatever she could. It
is true she could do very little, for she was very poor. But
we felt when we were shut up in the convict prison that,
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outside, we had a devoted friend. She often brought us
news, which we were very glad to hear, for nothing of the
kind reached us.
When I left the prison to be taken to another
town, I had the opportunity of calling upon her and
making her acquaintance. She lived in one of the sub-
urbs, at the house of a near relation.
Nastasia Ivanovna was neither old nor young, neither
pretty nor ugly. It was difficult, impossible even, to
know whether she was intelligent and well-bred. But
in her actions could be seen infinite compassion, an
irresistible desire to please, to solace, to be in some way
agreeable. All this could be read in the sweetness of her
smile.
I passed an entire evening at her house, with other
companions of my imprisonment. She looked us straight
in the face, laughed when we laughed, did everything we
asked her, in conversation was always of our opinion,
and did her best in every way to entertain us. She gave
us tea and various little delicacies. If she had been
rich we felt sure she would have been pleased, if only to
be able to entertain us better and offer for us some solid
consolation.
When we wished her " good-bye," she gave us each a
present of a cardboard cigar-case as a souvenir. She had
made them herself — Heaven knows how — with coloured
paper, the paper with which school-boys' copy-books are
covered. All round this cardboard cigar-case she had
gummed, by way of ornamentation, a thin edge of gilt
paper.
" As you smoke, these cigar-cases will perhaps be of
use to you," she said, as if excusing herself for making
such a present.
There are people who say, as I have read and heard,
that a great love for one's neighbour is only a form of
selfishness. What selfishness could there be in this ?
That I could never understand.
Although I had hot much money when I entered the
convict prison, I could not nevertheless feel seriously an-
noyed with convicts who, immediately on my arrival, after
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having deceived me once, came to borrow of me a second,
a third time, and even oftener. But I admitted frankly
that what did annoy me was the thought that all these
people, with their smiling knavery, must take me for a
fool, and laugh at me just because I lent the money for
the fifth time. It must have seemed to them that I was
the dupe of their tricks and their deceit. If, on the con-
trary, I had refused them and sent them away, I am
certain that they would have had much more respect for
me. Still, though it vexed me very much, I could not
refuse them.
I was rather anxious during the first days to know
what footing I should hold in the convict prison, and
what rule of conduct I should follow with my companions.
I felt and perfectly understood that the place being in
every way new to me, I was walking in darkness, and it
would be impossible for me to live for ten years in darkness.
I decided to act frankly, according to the dictates of my
conscience and my personal feeling. But I also knew
that this decision might be very well in theory, and that
I should, in practice, be governed by unforeseen events.
Accordingly, in addition to all the petty annoyances
caused to me by my confinement in the convict prison,
one terrible anguish laid hold of me and tormented me
more and more.
0 The dead-house ! " I said to myself when night fell,
and I looked from the threshold of our barracks at the
prisoners just returned from their labours and walking
about in the court-yard, from the kitchen to the barracks,
and vice versa. As I examined their movements and
their physiognomies I endeavoured to guess what sort of
men they were, and what their disposition might be.
They lounged about in front of me, some with lowered
brows, others full of gaiety — one of these expressions was
seen on every convict's face — exchanged insults or talked
on indifferent matters. Sometimes, too, they wandered
about in solitude, occupied apparently with their own
reflections ; some of them with a worn-out, pathetic look,
others with a conceited air of superiority. Yes, here,
even here ! — their cap balanced on the side of their head,
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their sheepskin coat picturesquely over the shoulder, in-
solence in their eyes and mockery on their lips.
" Here is the world to which I am condemned, in
which, in spite of myself, I must somehow live/' I said
to myself.
I endeavoured to question Akim Akimitch, with whom
I liked to take my tea, in order not to be alone, for I
wanted to know something about the different convicts.
In parenthesis I must say that the tea, at the beginning
of my imprisonment, was almost my only food. Akim
Akimitch never refused to take tea with me, and he him-
self heated our tin tea-urns, made in the convict prison
and let out to me by M .
Akim Akimitch generally drank a glass of tea (he had
glasses of his own) calmly and silently, then thanked me
when he had finished, and at once went to work on my
blanket; but he had not been able to tell me what I
wanted to know, and did not even understand my desire
to know the dispositions of the people surrounding me.
He listened to me with a cunning smile which I have
still before my eyes. No, I thought, I must find out for
myself; it is useless to interrogate others.
The fourth day, the convicts were drawn up in two
ranks, early in the morning, in the court-yard before the
guard-house, close to the prison gates. Before and
behind them were soldiers with loaded muskets and fixed
bayonets.
The soldier has the right to fire on the convict if he
tries to escape. But, on the other hand, he is answerable
for his shot, if there was no absolute necessity for him to
fire. The same thing applies to revolts. But who would
think of openly taking to flight ?
The Engineer officer arrived accompanied by the so-
called ''conductor" and by some non-commissioned
officers of the Line, together with sappers and soldiers
told off to superintend the labours of the convicts.
The roll was called. Then the convicts who were
going to the tailors' workshop started first. These men
worked inside the prison, and made clothes for all the
inmates. The other exiles went into the outer workshops,
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until at last arrived the turn of the prisoners destined for
field labour. I was of this number — there were altogether
twenty of us. Behind the fortress on the frozen river
were two barges belonging to the Government, which
were not worth anything, but which had to be taken
to pieces in order that the wood might not be lost. The
wood was in itself all but valueless, for firewood can be
bought in the town at a nominal price. The whole
country is covered with forests.
This work was given to us in order that we might not
remain with our arms crossed. This was understood on
both sides. Accordingly, we went to it apathetically;
though just the contrary happened when work had to be
done, which would be profitable, or when a fixed task was
assigned to us. In this latter case, although prisoners
were to derive no profit from their work, they tried to get
it over as soon as possible, and took a pride in doing it
quickly. When such work as I am speaking of had to
be done as a matter of form, rather than because it was
necessary, task work could not be asked for. We had to
go on until the beating of the dram at eleven o'clock
called back the convicts.
The day was warm and foggy, the snow was on the
point of melting. Oar entire band walked towards the
bank behind the fortress, shaking lightly their chains
hid beneath their garments : the sound came forth clear
and ringing. Two or three convicts went to get their
tools from the dep6t.
I walked on with the others. I had become a little
animated, for I wanted to see and know in what this
field labour consisted, to what sort of work I was con-
demned, and how I should do it for the first time in
my life.
I remember the smallest particulars. We met, as we
were walking along, a townsman with a long beard, who
stopped and slipped his hand into his pocket. A prisoner
left our party, took off his cap and received alms — to the
extent of five kopecks — then came back hurriedly towards
us. The townsman made the sign of the cross and went
his way. The five kopecks were spent the same morning
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in buying cakes of white bread which were shared equally
among us. In my squad some were gloomy and taciturn,
others indifferent and indolent. There were some who
talked in an idle manner. One of these men was ex-
tremely gay, heaven knows why. He sang and danced
as we went along, shaking and ringing his chains at each
step. This fat and corpulent convict was the very one
who, on the very day of my arrival during the general
washing, had a quarrel with one of his companions about
the water, and had ventured to compare him to some sort
of bird. His name was Scuratoff. He finished by shout-
ing out a lively song of which I remember the burden :
They married me without my consent,
When I was at the mill.
Nothing was wanting but a balalaika [the Russian
banjo] .
His extraordinary good-humour was justly reproved
by several of the prisoners, who were offended by it.
a Listen to his hallooing," said one of the convicts,
' ' though it doesn't become him."
" The wolf has but one song ; this Tuliak [inhabitant
of Tula] is stealing it from him," said another, who could
be recognised by his accent as a Little Russian.
" Of course I am from Tula," replied Scuratoff ;
" but we don't stuff ourselves to bursting as you do in
your Pultava."
" Liar ! what did you eat yourself ? Bark shoes and
cabbage soup ? "
" You talk as if the devil fed you on sweet almonds,"
broke in a third.
"I admit, my friend, that I am an effeminate man," said
Scuratoff with a gentle sigh, as though he were really
reproaching himself for his effeminacy. "From my
most tender infancy I was brought up in luxury, fed
on plums and delicate cakes. My brothers even now
have a large business at Moscow. They are wholesale
dealers in the wind that blows ; immensely rich men, as
you may imagine."
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" And what did you sell ? "
" I was very successful, and when I received my first
two hundred "
" Koubles ? impossible ! " interrupted one of the
prisoners, struck with amazement at hearing of so large
a sum.
" No, my good fellow, not two hundred roubles, two
hundred blows of the stick. Luka; I say Luka! "
" Some have the right to call me Luka, but for you I
am Luka Kouzmitch," replied rather ill-temp eredly a
small, feeble convict with a pointed nose.
" The devil take you, you are really not worth speak-
ing to ; yet I wanted to be civil to you. But to continue
my story ; this is how it happened that I did not remain
any longer at Moscow. I received my fifteen last strokes
and was then sent off, and was at "
" But what were you sent for ? " asked a convict who
had been listening attentively.
"Don't ask stupid questions. I was explaining to
you how it was I did not make my fortune at Moscow ;
and yet how anxious I was to be rich, you could scarcely
imagine how much."
Many of the prisoners began to laugh. Scuratoff
was one of those lively persons, full of animal spirits,
who take a pleasure in amusing their graver companions,
and who, as a matter of course, received no reward
except insults. He belonged to a type-of men, to whose
characteristics I shall, perhaps, have to return.
" And what a fellow he is now ! " observed Luka
Kouzmitch. " His clothes alone must be worth a
hundred roubles."
Scuratoff had the oldest and greasiest sheepskin that
could be seen. It was mended in many different places
with pieces that scarcely hung together. He looked at
Luka attentively from head to foot.
"It is my head, friend," he said, "my head that
is worth money. When I took farewell of Moscow,
I was half consoled, because my head was to make
the journey on my shoulders. Farewell, Moscow,
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I shall never forget your free air, nor the tremendous
flogging I got. As for my sheepskin, you are not obliged
to look at it."
"You would like me, perhaps, to look at your
head?"
" If it was really his own natural property, but it was
given him in charity," cried Luka Kouzmitch. " It was
a gift made to him at Tumen, when the convoy was
passing through the town."
" Scuratoff, had you a workshop ? "
" What workshop could he have ? He was only a
cobbler," said one of the convicts.
" It is true," said Scuratoff, without noticing the
caustic tone of the speaker. "I tried to mend boots,
but I never got beyond a single pair."
' ' And were you paid for them ? "
" Well, I found a fellow who certainly neither feared
God nor honoured either his father or his mother, and as
a punishment, Providence made him buy the work of my
hands."
The men around Scuratoff burst into a laugh.
" I also worked once at the convict prison," continued
Scuratoff, with imperturbable coolness. " I did up the
boots of Stepan Fedoritch, the lieutenant."
" And was he satisfied ? "
" No, my dear fellows, indeed he was not ; he black-
guarded me enough to last me for the rest of my life.
He also pushed me from behind with his knee. What a
rage he was in ! Ah ! my life has deceived me. I see
no fun in the convict prison whatever." He began to
sing again.
Akolina's husband is in the court-yard.
There he waits.
Again he sang, and again he danced and leaped.
" Most unbecoming ! " murmured the Little Russian,
who was walking by my side.
" Frivolous man ! " said another in a serious, decided
tone.
I could not make out why they insulted Scuratoff,
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nor why they despised those convicts who were light-
hearted, as they seemed to do. I attributed the anger
of the Little Kussian and the others to a feeling of
personal hostility, but in this I was wrong. They were
vexed that Scuratoff had not that puffed-up air of false
dignity with which the whole of the convict prison was
impregnated.
They did not, however, get annoyed with all the
jokers, nor treat them all like Scuratoff. Some of them
were men who would stand no nonsense, and forgive
110 one voluntarily or involuntarily. It was necessary to
treat them with respect. There was in our band a
convict of this very kind, a good-natured, lively fellow,
whom I did not see in his true light until later on. He
was a tall young fellow, with pleasant manners, and not
without good looks. There was at the same time a very
comic expression on his face.
He was called the Sapper, because he had served in
the Engineers. He belonged to the special section.
But all the serious-minded convicts were not so par-
ticular as the Little Russian, who could not bear to see
people gay.
We had in our prison several men who aimed at
a certain pre-eminence, either in virtue of skill at
their work, of their general ingenuity, of their character,
or their wit. Many of them were intelligent and
energetic, and reached the point they were aiming at —
pre-eminence, that is to say, and moral influence over
their companions. They often hated one another, and
they excited general envy. They looked upon other
convicts with a dignified air, that was full of condescen-
sion ; and they never quarrelled without a cause.
Favourably looked upon by the administration, they in
some measure directed the work, and none of them would
have lowered himself so far as to quarrel with a man
about his songs. All these men were very polite to me
during the whole time of my imprisonment, but not at
all communicative.
At last we reached the bank ; a little lower down was
the old hulk, which we were to break up, stuck fast in
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the ice. On the other side of the water was the blue
steppe and the sad horizon. I expected to see every
one go to work at once. Nothing of the kind. Some of
the convicts sat down negligently on wooden beams that
were lying near the shore, and nearly all took from their
pockets pouches containing native tobacco— which was
sold in leaf at the market at the rate of three kopecks a
pound — and short wooden pipes. They lighted them
while the soldiers formed a circle around them, and
began to watch us with a tired look.
" Who the devil had the idea of sinking this barque ?"
asked one of the convicts in a loud voice, without speak-
ing to any one in particular.
" Were they very anxious, then, to have it broken
up?"
" The people were not afraid to give us work," said
another.
" Where are all those peasants going to work ? " said
the first, after a short silence.
He had not even heard his companion's answer. He
pointed with his finger to the distance, where a troop
of peasants were marching in file across the virgin
snow.
All the convicts turned negligently towards this side,
and began from mere idleness to laugh at the peasants as
they approached them. One of them, the last of the line,
walked very comically with his arms apart, and his head
on one side. He wore a tall pointed cap. His shadow
threw itself in clear lines on the white snow.
" Look how our brother Petrovitch is dressed," said
one of my companions, imitating the pronunciation of the
peasants of the locality. One amusing thing — the con-
victs looked down on peasants, although they were for
the most part peasants by origin.
" The last one, too, above all, looks as if he were
planting radishes/'
" He is an important personage, he has lots of money,"
said a third.
They all began to laugh without, however, seeming
genuinely amused.
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During this time a woman selling cakes came up. She
was a brisk, lively person, and it was with her that the
five kopecks given by the townsman were spent.
The young fellow who sold white bread in the convict
prison took two dozen of her cakes, and had a long dis-
cussion with the woman in order to get a reduction in
price. She would not, however, agree to his terms.
At last the non-commissioned officer appointed to
superintend the work came up with a cane in his
hand.
" What are you sitting down for ? Begin at once."
ft Give us our tasks, Ivan Matveitch," said one of the
t( foremen " among us, as he slowly got up.
" What more do you want ? Take out the barque,
that is your task."
Then ultimately the convicts got up and went to the
river, but very slowly. Different " directors " appeared,
" directors," at least, in words. The barque was not to be
broken up anyhow. The latitudinal and longitudinal
beams were to be preserved, and this was not an easy
thing to manage.
" Draw this beam out, that is the first thing to do,"
cried a convict who was neither a director nor a foreman,
but a simple workman. This man, very quiet and a little
stupid, had not previously spoken. He now bent down,
took hold of a heavy beam with both hands, and waited
for some one to help him. No one, however, seemed
inclined to do so.
" Not you, indeed, you will never manage it ; not even
your grandfather, the bear, could do it," muttered some
one between his teeth.
" Well, my friend, are we to begin ? As for me, I can
do nothing alone," said, with a morose air, the man
who had put himself forward, and who now, quitting
the beam, held himself upright.
" Unless you are going to do all the work by yourself,
what are you in such a hurry about ? "
" I was only speaking," said the poor fellow, excusing
himself for his forwardness.
(< Must you have blankets to keep yourselves warm,
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or are you to be heated for the winter ? " cried a non-
commissioned officer to the twenty men who seemed to
loathe to begin work. " Gro on at once."
" It is never any use being in a hurry, Ivan Mat-
veitch."
" But you are doing nothing at all, Savelieff . What
are you casting your eyes about for ? Are they for sale,
by chance ? Come, go on."
"What can I do alone ?"
" Set us tasks, Ivan Matveitch."
1 ' I told you before that I had no task to give you.
Attack the barque, and when you have finished we will
go back to the house. Come, begin."
The prisoners began work, but with no good- will, and
very indolently. The irritation of the chief at seeing
these vigorous men remain so idle was intelligible
enough. While the first rivet was being removed it
suddenly snapped.
" It broke to pieces," said the convict in self -justi-
fication. It was impossible, then, they suggested, to work
in such a manner. What was to be done ? A long dis-
cussion took place between the prisoners, and little by
little they came to insults ; nor did this seem likely to be
the end of it. The under officer cried out again as he
agitated his stick, but the second rivet snapped like the
first. It was then agreed that hatchets were of no use,
and that other tools must be procured. Accordingly, two
prisoners were sent under escort to the fortress to get
the proper instruments. Waiting their return, the other
convicts sat down on the bank as calmly as possible,
pulled out their pipes and began again to smoke. Finally,
the under officer spat with contempt.
" Well," he exclaimed, " the work you are doing will
not kill you. Oh, what people, what people ! " he
grumbled, with an ill-natured air. He then made a
gesture, and went away to the fortress, brandishing
his cane.
After an hour the " conductor" arrived. He lis-
tened quietly to what the convicts had to say, declared
that the task he gave them was to get off four rivets
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unbroken, and to demolish a good part of the barque. As
soon as this was done the prisoners could go back to the
house. The task was a considerable one, but, good
heavens ! how the convicts now went to work ! Where
now was their idleness, their want of skill ? The hatchets
soon began to dance, and soon the rivets were sprung.
Those who had no hatchets made use of thick sticks to
push beneath the rivets, and thus in due time and in
artistic fashion, they got them out. The convicts seemed
suddenly to have become intelligent in their conversation.
No more insults were heard. Every one knew perfectly
what to say, to do, to advise. Just half-an-hour before
the beating of the drum, the appointed task was executed,
and the prisoners returned to the convict prison fatigued,
but pleased to have gained half-an-hour from the working
time fixed by the regulations.
As regards myself, I have only one thing to say.
Wherever I stood to help the workers I was never in my
place ; they always drove me away, and generally insulted
me. Any one of the ragged lot, any miserable workman
who would not have dared to say a syllable to the other
convicts, all more intelligent and skilful than he, assumed
the right of swearing at me if I went near him, under
pretext that I interfered with him in his work. At
last one of the best of them said to me frankly, but
coarsely :
" What do you want here ? Be off with you ! Why
do you come when no one calls you ? "
" That is it," added another.
' ' You would do better to take a pitcher," said a third,
" and carry water to the house that is being built, or go
to the tobacco factory. You are no good here."
I was obliged to keep apart. To remain idle while
others were working seemed a shame ; but when I went
to the other end of the barque I was insulted anew.
" What men we have to work ! " was the cry. " What
can be done with fellows of this kind ? "
All this was said spitefully. They were pleased to
have the opportunity of laughing at a gentleman.
It will now be understood that my first thought on
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entering the convict prison was to ask myself how I
should ever get on with such people. I foresaw that
such incidents would often be repeated ; but I resolved
not to change my conduct in any way, whatever might be
the result. I had decided to live simply and intelligently,
without manifesting the least desire to approach my
companions ; but also without repelling them, if they
themselves desired to approach me ; in no way to fear
their threats or their hatred ; and to pretend as much as
possible not to be affected by them. Such was my "plan.
I saw from the first that they would despise me, if I
adopted any other course.
When I returned in the evening to the convict prison,
having finishedmy afternoon's work, fatigued and harassed,
a deep sadness took possession of me. "How many
thousands of days have I to pass like this one ? " Always
the same thought. I walked about alone and meditated
as night fell, when, suddenly, near the palisade behind
the barracks, I saw my friend, Bull, who ran towards me.
Bull was the dog of the prison ; for the prison has its
dog as companies of infantry, batteries of artillery, and
squadrons of cavalry have theirs. He had been there
for a long time, belonged to no one, looked upon every
one as his master, and lived on the remains from the
kitchen. He was a good-sized black dog, spotted with
white, not very old, with intelligent eyes, and a bushy
tail. No one caressed him or paid the least attention
to him. As soon as I arrived I made friends with him
by giving him a piece of bread. When I patted him on
the back he remained motionless, looked at me with a
pleased expression, and gently wagged his tail.
That evening, not having seen me the whole day —
me, the first person who in so many years had thought of
caressing him — he ran towards me, leaping and barking.
It had such an effect on me that I could not help em-
bracing him. I placed his head against my body. He
placed his paws on my shoulders and looked me in the
face.
" Here is a friend sent to me by destiny," I said to
myself, and during the first weeks, so full of pain, every
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time that I came back from work I hastened, before doing
anything else, to go to the back of the barracks with
Bull, who leaped with joy before me. I took his head in
my hands and kissed it. At the same time a troubled,
bitter feeling pressed my heart. I well remember think-
ing— and taking pleasure in the thought — that this was
my one, my only friend in the world — my faithful dog,
Bull
CHAPTER VIII.
NEW ACQUAINTANCES — PETEOFS"
TIME went on, and little by little I accus-
tomed myself to my new life. The scenes I
had daily before me no longer afflicted me so
much. In a word, the convict prison, its
inhabitants, and its manners, left me indifferent. To get
reconciled to this life was impossible, but I had to accept
it as an inevitable fact. I had driven entirely away from
me all the anxiety by which I had at first been troubled.
I no longer wandered through the convict prison like a
lost soul, and no longer allowed myself to be subjugated
by my anxiety. The wild curiosity of the convicts had
had its edge taken off, and I was no longer looked upon
with that affectation of insolence previously displayed.
They had become indifferent to me, and I was very glad
of it. I began to feel at home in the barracks. I knew
where to go and sleep at night; gradually I became
accustomed to things the very idea of which would for-
merly have been repugnant to me. I went every week
regularly to have my head shaved. We were called
every Saturday one after another to the guard-house.
The regimental barbers lathered our skulls with cold
water and soap, and scraped us afterwards with their
saw-like razors.
Merely the thought of this torture gives me a
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shudder. I soon found a remedy for it — Akim Aki-
mitch pointed it out to me — a prisoner in the military
section who for one kopeck shaved those who paid for it
with his own razor. This was his trade. Many of the
prisoners were his customers merely to avoid the military
barberc, yet these were not men of weak nerves. Our
barber was called the " major," why, I cannot say. As far
as I know he possessed no points of resemblance with
any major. As I write these lines I see clearly before me
the " major " and his thin face. He was a tall fellow,
silent, rather stupid, absorbed entirely by his business ;
he was never to be seen without a strop in his hand, on
which day and night he sharpened a razor, which was
always in admirable condition. He had certainly made
this work the supreme object of his life; he was really
happy when his razor was quite sharp and his services
were in request ; his soap was always warm, and he had a
very light hand — a hand of velvet. He was proud of his
skill, and used to take with a careless air the kopeck he
received ; one might have thought that he worked from
love of his art, and not in order to gain money.
A f was soundly corrected by our real Major one
day, because he had the misfortune to say the " major "
when he was speaking of the barber who shaved him.
The real Major was in a violent rage.
"Blackguard," he cried, "do you know what a major
is?" and according to his habit he shook A f violently.
" The idea of calling a scoundrel of a convict a ' major '
in my presence."
From the first day of my imprisonment I began to
dream of my liberation. My favourite occupation was to
count thousands and thousands of times in a thousand
different manners the number of days that I should have
to pass in prison. I thought of that only, and every one
deprived of his liberty for a fixed time does the same ; of
that I am certain. I cannot say that all the convicts
had the same degree of hopefulness, but their sanguine
character often astonished me. The hopefulness of a
prisoner differs essentially from that of a free man. The
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latter may desire an amelioration in his position, or a
realisation of some enterprise which he has undertaken,
but meanwhile he lives, he acts ; he is swept away in the
whirlwind of real life. Nothing of the kind takes place
in the case of the convict for life. He lives also in a way,
but not being condemned to a fixed number of years, he
takes a vaguer view of his situation than the one who is
imprisoned for a definite term. The man condemned for
a comparatively short period feels that he is not at home ;
he looks upon himself, so to say, as on a visit; he regards
the twenty years of his punishment as two years at most ;
he is sure that at fifty, when he has finished his sentence,
he will be as young and as lively as at thirty-five. " We
have time before us," he thinks, and he strives obsti-
nately to dispel discouraging thoughts. Even a man
sentenced for life thinks that some day an order may
arrive from St. Petersburg — " Transport such a one to
the mines at Nertchinsk and fix a term for his detention."
It would be famous, first because it takes six months to
get to Nertchinsk, and the life on the road is a hundred
times preferable to the convict prison. He would finish
his time at Nertchinsk, and then — more than one gray-
haired old man speculates in this way.
At Tobolsk I have seen men fastened to the wall by a
chain about two yards long; by their side they have their
bed. They are thus chained for some terrible crime com-
mitted after their transportation to Siberia; they are
kept chained up for five, ten years. They are nearly all
brigands, and I only saw one of them who looked like a
man of good breeding ; he had been in some branch of
the Civil Service, and spoke in a soft, lisping way ; his
smile was sweet but sickly ; he showed us his chain, and
pointed out to us the most convenient way of lying
down. He must have been a nice person ! All these
poor wretches are perfectly well-behaved ; they all seem
satisfied, and yet their desire to finish their period of
chains devours them. Why ? it will be asked. Because
then they will leave their low, damp, stifling cells for the
court-yard of the convict prison, that is all. These last
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places of confinement they will never leave ; they know
that those who have once been chained up will never be
liberated, and they will die in irons. They know all
this, and yet they are very anxious to be no longer
chained up. Without this hope could they remain five
or six years fastened to a wall, and not die or go
mad?
I soon understood that work alone could save me, by
fortifying my health and my body, whereas incessant
restlessness of mind, nervous irritation, and the close air
of the barracks would ruin them completely. I should
go out vigorous and full of elasticity. I did not deceive
myself, work and movement were very useful to me.
I saw one of my comrades, to my terror, melt away
like a piece of wax ; and yet, when he was with me in
the convict prison, he was young, handsome, and vigorous ;
when he left his health was ruined, and his legs could no
longer support him. His chest, too, was oppressed by
asthma.
' ' No/' I said to myself, as I gazed upon him j " I
wish to live, and I will live."
My love for work exposed me in the first place to the
contempt and bitter laughter of my comrades ; but I
paid no attention to them, and went away with a light
heart wherever I was sent. Sometimes, for instance, to
break and pound alabaster. This work, the first that
was given to me, is easy. The engineers did their
utmost to lighten the task-work of all the gentlemen ; this
was not indulgence, but simple justice. Would it not
have been strange to require the same work from a
labourer as from a man whose strength was less by
half, and who had never worked with his hands ? But
we were not " spoilt " in this way for ever, and we were
only spared in secret, for we were severely watched. As
real severe work was by no means rare, it often happened
that the task given to us was beyond the strength of the
gentlemen, who thus suffered twice as much as their
comrades.
Generally three or four men were sent to pound the
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alabaster, and nearly always old men or feeble ones were
chosen. We were of the latter class. A man skilled in
this particular kind of work was sent with us. For several
years it was always the same man, Almazoff by name.
He was severe, already in years, sunburnt, and very thin,
by no means communicative, moreover, and difficult to
get on with. He despised us profoundly ; but he was
of such a reserved disposition that he never broke it
sufficient to call us names. The shed in which we calcined
the alabaster was built on a sloping and deserted bank
of the river. In winter, on a foggy day, the view was
sad, both on the river and on the opposite shore, even to
a great distance. There was something heartrending in
this dull, naked landscape, but it was still sadder when a
brilliant sun shone above the boundless white plain.
How one would have liked to fly away beyond this
steppe, which began on the opposite shore and stretched
out for fifteen hundred versts to the south like an
immense table-cloth.
Almazoff went to work silently, with a disagreeable
air. We were ashamed not to be able to help him
more effectually, but he managed to do his work without
our assistance, and seemed to wish to make us under-
stand that we were acting unjustly towards him, and
that we ought to repent our uselessness. Our work
consisted in heating the oven in order to calcine the
alabaster that we had got together in a heap.
The day following, when the alabaster was entirely
calcined, we turned it out. Bach one filled a box of
alabaster, which he afterwards crushed. This work was
not disagreeable. The fragile alabaster soon became a
white, brilliant dust. We brandished our heavy hammers,
and dealt such formidable blows, that we admired our
own strength. When we were tired we felt lighter, our
cheeks were red, the blood circulated more rapidly in
our veins. Almazoff would then look at us in a con-
descending manner, as he would have looked at little
children. He smoked his pipe with an indulgent air,
unable, however, to prevent himself from grumbling.
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When he opened his mouth he was never otherwise, and
lie was the same with every one. At bottom I believe he
was a kind man.
They gave me another kind of labour, which consisted
in working the turning wheel. This wheel was high
and heavy, and great efforts were necessary to make it
go round, above all when the workmen from the work-
shop of the engineers used to make the balustrade of a
staircase or the foot of a large table, which required
almost the whole trunk. No one man could have done
the work alone. To two convicts, B (formerly gen-
tleman) and myself, this work was given nearly always
for several years, whenever there was anything to turn.
B was weak, even still young, and somewhat
sympathetic. He had been sent to prison a year before
me, with two companions who were also of noble
birth. One of them, an old man, used to pray day
and night. The prisoners respected him greatly for it.
He died in prison. The other one was quite a young
man, fresh-coloured, strong, and courageous. He had
carried his companion B for several hundred versts,
seeing that at the end of the first half-stage he had fallen
down from fatigue. Their friendship for one another
was something to see.
B was a perfectly well-bred man, of noble and
generous disposition, but spoiled and irritated by illness.
We used to turn the wheel well together, and the work
interested us. As for me, I found the exercise most
salutary,
I was very — too — fond of shovelling away the snow,
which we generally did after the hurricanes, so frequent
in the winter. When the hurricane had been raging for
an entire day, more than one house would be buried up
to the windows, even if it was not covered over entirely.
The hurricane ceased, the sun reappeared, and we were
ordered to disengage the houses, barricaded as they were
by heaps of snow.
We were sent in large bands, sometimes the whole of
the convicts together. Each of us received a shovel and
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had an appointed task to do, which it sometimes seemed
impossible to get through. But we all went to work
with a good- will. The light dust-like snow had not yet
congealed, and was frozen only on the surface. We
removed it in enormous shovelfuls, which were dispersed
around us. In the air the snow- dust was as brilliant as
diamonds. The shovel sank easily into the white glittering
mass. The convicts did this work almost always with
gaiety, the cold winter air and the exercise animated
them. Every one felt himself in better spirits, laughter
and jokes were heard, snowballs were exchanged, which
after a time excited the indignation of the serious- minded
convicts, who liked neither laughter nor gaiety. Accord-
ingly these scenes finished almost always in showers of
insults.
Little by little the circle of my acquaintances in-
creased, although I never thought of making new ones.
I was always restless, morose, and mistrustful. Ac-
quaintances, however, were made involuntarily. The
first who came to visit me was the convict Petroff. I
say visit, and I retain the word, for he lived in the
special division which was at the farthest end of the
barracks from mine. It seemed as if no relations could
exist between him and me, for we had nothing in
common.
Nevertheless, during the first period of my stay,
Petroff thought it his duty to come towards me nearly
every day, or at least to stop me when, after work, I
went for a stroll at the back of the barracks as far as
possible from observation. His persistence was disagree-
able to me; but he managed so well that his visits
became at last a pleasing diversion, although he was by
no means of a communicative disposition. He was short,
strongly built, agile, and skilful. He had rather an
agreeable voice, and high cheek-bones, a bold look, and
white, regular teeth. He had always a quid of tobacco
in his mouth between the lower lip and the gums. Many
of the convicts had the habit of chewing. He seemed to
me younger than he really was, for he did not appear to be
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more than thirty, and he was really forty. He spoke to
me without any ceremony, and behaved to me on a
footing of equality with civility and attention. If, for
instance, he saw that I wished to be alone, he would talk
to me for about two minutes and then go away. He
thanked me, moreover, each time for my kindness in
conversing with him, which he never did to any one else.
I must add that his relations underwent no change not
only during the first period of my story, but for several
years, and that they never became more intimate, although
he was really my friend. I never could say exactly what
he looked for in my society, nor why he came every day
to see me. He robbed me sometimes, but almost involun-
tarily. He never came to me to borrow money; so that
what attracted him was not personal interest.
It seemed to me, I know not why, that this man did
not live in the same prison with me, but in another
house in the town, far away. It appeared as though he
had come to the convict prison by chance in order to
pick up news, to inquire for me, in short, to see how
I was getting on. He was always in a hurry, as though
he had left some one for a moment who was waiting for
him, or as if he had given up for a time some matter of
business. And yet he never hurried himself. His look
was strongly fixed, with a slight air of levity and irony.
He had a habit of looking into the distance above the
objects near him, as though he were endeavouriag to
distinguish something behind the person to whom he
was talking. He always seemed absent-minded. I
sometimes asked myself where he went when he left me,
where could Petroff be so anxiously expected? He
would simply go with a light step to one of the barracks
or to the kitchen, and sit down to hear the conversation.
He listened attentively, and joined in with animation ;
after which he would suddenly become silent. But
whether he spoke or kept silent, one could always see on
his countenance that he had business somewhere else,
and that some one was waiting for him in the town, not
very far away. The most astonishing thing was that ha
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never had any business — apart, of course, from the hard
labour assigned to him. He knew no trade, and had
scarcely ever any money. But that did not seem to grieve
him. Why did he speak to me ? His conversation was
as strange as he himself was singular. When he noticed
that I was walking alone at the back of the barracks he
made a stand, and turned towards me. He walked very
fast, and when I turned he was suddenly on his heel.
He approached me walking, but so quickly that he
seemed to be going at a run.
" Good-morning."
" Good-morning."
1 1 1 am not disturbing you ? "
"No."
"I wish to ask you something about Napoleon. 1
wanted to ask you if he is not a relation of the one who
came to us in the year 1812."
Petroff was a soldier's son, and knew how to read
and write,
" Of course he is."
" People say he is President. What President — and
of what?"
His questions were always rapid and abrupt, as
though he wished to know as soon as possible what
he asked. I explained to him of what Napoleon was
President, and I added that perhaps he would become
Emperor.
" How will that be ? "
I explained it to him as well as I could ; Petroff listened
with attention. He understood perfectly all I told him,
and added, as he leant his ear towards me :
" Hem ! Ah, I wished to ask you, Alexander Petro-
vitch, if there are really monkeys who have hands instead
of feet, and are as tall as a man ? "
" Yes."
"What are they like?"
I described them to him, and told him what 1 knew
on the subject.
" And where do they live ? "
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" In warm climates. There are some to be found in
the island of Sumatra/'
" Is that in America ? I have heard that people there
walk with their heads downwards."
"No, no; you are thinking of the Antipodes/' I
explained to him as well as I could what America was,
and what the Antipodes. He listened to me as attentively
as if the question of the Antipodes had alone caused him
to approach me.
" Ah, ah ! I read last year the story of the Countess
de la Vallie're. Arevieff had bought this book from the
Adjutant. Is it true or is it an invention ? The work is
by Dumas/'
" It is an invention, no doubt/'
"Ah, indeed. Good-bye. I am much obliged to
you."
And Petroff disappeared. The above may be taken
as a specimen of our ordinary conversation.
I made inquiries about him. M thought he had
better speak to me on the subject, when he learnt what
an acquaintance I had made. He told me that many
convicts had excited his horror on their arrival ; but not
one of them, not even Grazin, had produced upon him
such a frightful impression as this Petroff.
" He is the most resolute, most to be feared of all the
convicts," said M . " He is capable of anything,
nothing stops him if he has a caprice. He will assassinate
you, if the fancy takes him, without hesitation and with-
out the least remorse. I often think he is not in his
right senses."
This declaration interested me extremely ; but M
was never able to tell me why he had such an opinion of
Petroff. Strangely enough, for many years together I
saw this man and talked with him nearly every day.
He was always my sincere friend, though I could not at
the time tell why, and during the whole time he lived
very quietly, and did nothing extreme. I am moreover
convinced that M was right, and that he was per-
haps a most intrepid man and the most difficult to
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restrain in the whole prison. And why so, I can scarcely
explain.
This Petroff was that very convict who, when he was
called up to receive his punishment, had wished to kill
the Major. I have told you the latter was saved by a
miracle — that he had gone away one minute before the
punishment was inflicted.
Once when he was still a soldier — before his arrival
at the convict prison — his Colonel had struck him on
parade. Probably he had often been beaten before, but
that day he was not in a humour to bear an insult, in
open day, before the battalion drawn up in line. He
killed his Colonel. I don't know all the details of the
story, for he never told it to me himself. It must be
understood that these explosions only took place when the
nature within him spoke too loudly, and these occasions
were rare; as a rule he was serious and even quiet. His
strong, ardent passions were not burnt out, but smoulder-
ing, like burning coals beneath ashes.
I never noticed that he was vain, or given to bragging
like so many other convicts. He hardly ever quarrelled,
but he was on friendly relations with scarcely any one,
except, perhaps, Sirotkin, and then only when he had
need of him. I saw him, however, one day seriously
irritated. Some one had offended him by refusing him
something he wanted. He was disputing on the point
with a tall convict, as vigorous as an athlete, named
Vassili Antonoff, known for his nagging, spiteful disposi-
tion. The man, however, who belonged to the class of
civil convicts, was far from being a coward. They
shouted at one another for some time, and I thought the
quarrel would finish like so many others of the same
kind, by simple interchange of abuse. The affair took an
unexpected turn. Petroff only suddenly turned pale, his
lips trembled, and turned blue, his respiration became
difficult. He got up, and slowly, very slowly, and with
imperceptible steps — he liked to walk about with his feet
naked — approached Antonoff ; at once the noise of shout-
ing gave place to a death-like silence — a fly passing
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through the air might have been heard — every one
anxiously awaited the event. Antonoff pointed to his
adversary. His face was no longer human. I was
unable to endure the scene, and I left the prison. I was
certain that before I got to the staircase I should hear
the shrieks of a man who was being murdered ; but
nothing of the kind took place. Before Petroff had
succeeded in getting up to Antonoff, the latter threw him
the object which had caused the quarrel — a miserable
rag, a worn-out piece of lining.
Of course afterwards, Antonoff did not fail to call
Petroff names, merely as a matter of conscience, and from
a feeling of what was right, in order to show that he had
not been too much afraid ; but Petroff paid no attention
to his insults, he did not even answer him. Everything
had ended to his advantage, and the insults scarcely
affected him ; he was glad to have got his piece of rag.
A quarter of an hour later he was strolling about the
barracks quite unoccupied, looking for some group whose
conversation might possibly gratify his curiosity. Every-
thing seemed to interest him, and yet he remained ap-
parently indifferent to all he heard. He might have
been compared to a workman, a vigorous workman,
whom the work fears; but who, for the moment, has
nothing to do, and condescends meanwhile to put out
his strength in playing with his children. I did not
understand why he remained in prison, why he did not
escape. He would not have hesitated to get away if he
had really desired to do so. Reason has no power on
people like Petroff unless they are spurred on by will.
When they desire something there are no obstacles in
their way. I am certain that he would have been clever
enough to escape, that he would have deceived every
one, that he would have remained for a time without
eating, hid in a forest, or in the bulrushes of the river ;
but the idea had evidently not occurred to him. I never
noticed in him much judgment or good sense. People
like him are born with one idea, which, without being
aware of it, pursues them all their life. They wander
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until they meet with some object which apparently ex-
cites their desire, and then they do not mind risking
their head. I was sometimes astonished that a man who
had assassinated his Colonel for having been struck, would
lie down without opposition beneath the rods, for he was
always flogged when he was detected introducing spirits
into the prison. Like all those who had no settled
occupation, he smuggled in spirits ; then, if caught, he
would allow himself to be whipped as though he con-
sented to the punishment, and confessed himself in the
wrong. Otherwise they would have killed him rather
than make him lie down More than once I was as-
tonished to see that he was robbing me in spite of his
affection for me; but he did so from time to time.
Thus he stole my Bible, which I had asked him to carry
to its place. He had only a few steps to go; but on
his way he met with a purchaser, to whom he sold the
book, at once spending the money he had received on
vodka. Probably he felt that day a violent desire for drink,
and when he desired something it was necessary that he
should have it. A man like Petroff will assassinate any
one for twenty-five kopecks, simply to get himself a pint
of vodka. On any other occasion he will disdain hundreds
and thousands of roubles. He told me the same evening
of the theft he had committed, but without showing the
least sign of repentance or confusion, in a perfectly in-
different tone, as though he were speaking of an ordinary
incident. I endeavoured to reprove him as he deserved,
for I regretted the loss of my Bible. He listened to me
without hesitation very calmly. He agreed that the
Bible was a very useful book, and sincerely regretted that
I had it no longer ; but he was not for one moment
sorry, though he had stolen it. He looked at me with
such assurance that I gave up scolding him. He bore
my reproaches because he thought I could not do other-
wise than I was doing. He knew that he ought to be
punished for such an action, and consequently thought I
ought to abuse him for my own satisfaction, and to
console myself for my loss. But in his inner heart he
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considered that it was all nonsense, to which a serious
man ought to be ashamed to descend. I believe even
that he looked upon me as a child, an infant, who does
not yet understand the simplest things in the world. If
I spoke to him of anything, except books and matters of
knowledge, he would answer me, but only from polite-
ness, and in laconic phrases. I wondered what made him
question me so much on the subject of books. I looked
at him carefully during our conversation to assure
myself that he was not laughing at me; but no, he
listened seriously, and with an attention which was
genuine, though not always maintained. This latter
circumstance irritated me sometimes. The questions he
put to me were clear and precise, and he always seemed
prepared for the answer. He had made up his mind once
for all that it was no use speaking to me as to other matters,
and that, apart from books, I understood nothing. I
am certain that he was attached to me, and much that
fact astonished me ; but he looked upon me as a child,
or as an imperfect man. He felt for me that sort of com-
passion which every stronger being feels for a weaker ;
he took me for — I do not know what he took me for.
Although this compassion did not prevent him from
robbing me, I am sure that in doing so he pitied me.
" What a strange person ! " he must have said to him-
self, as he lay hands on my property ; " he does not even
know how to take care of what he possesses." That, I
think, is why he liked me. One day he said to me as if
involuntarily :
"You are too good-natured, you are so simple, so
simple that one cannot help pitying you. Do Hot be
offended at what I was saying to you, Alexander Petro-
vitch," he added a minute afterwards, "it is not ill-
meant."
People like Petroff will sometimes, in times of trouble
and excitement, manifest themselves in a forcible manner;
then they find the kind of activity which suits them;
they are not men of words ; they could not be instigators
and chiefs of insurrections, but they are the men who
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execute and act ; they act simply without any fuss, and
run just to throw themselves against an obstacle with
bared breast, neither thinking nor fearing. Every one
follows them to the foot of the wall, where they generally
leave their life. I do not think Petroff can have ended
well, he was marked for a violent end ; and if he is not
yet dead, that only means that the opportunity has not
yet presented itself. Who knows, however ? He will,
perhaps, die of extreme old age, quite quietly, after
having wandered through life, here and there, without an
object ; but I believe M was right, and that Petroff
was the most determined man in the whole convict
prison.
CHAPTER IX.
MEN OF DETERMINATION — LUKA
IT is difficult to speak of these men of deter-
mination. In the convict prison, as else-
where, they are rare. They can be known
by the fear they inspire ; people beware of
them. An irresistible feeling urged me first
of all to turn away from them, but I afterwards changed
my point of view, even ih regard to the most frightful
murderers. There are men who have never killed any
one, and who, nevertheless, are more atrocious than those
who have assassinated six persons. It is impossible to
form an idea of certain crimes, of so strange a nature are
they.
A type of murderers that one often meets with is the
following : A man lives calmly and peacefully. His fate
is a hard one, but he puts up with it. He is a peasant
attached to the soil, a domestic serf, a shopkeeper, or a
soldier. Suddenly he finds something give way within
him ; what he has hitherto suffered he can bear no
longer, and he plunges his knife into the breast of his
oppressor or his enemy. He then goes beyond all
measure. He has killed his oppressor, his enemy. That
can be understood — there was cause for that crime ; but
afterwards he does not assassinate his enemies alone, but
the first person he happens to meet he kills for the
pleasure of killing — for an abusive word, for a look, to
make an equal number, or only because some one is
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standing in his way. He behaves like a drunken man—
a man in a delirium. When once he has passed the fatal
line, he is himself astonished to find that nothing sacred
exists for him. He breaks through all laws, defies all
powers, and gives himself boundless license. He enjoys
the agitation of his own heart and the terror that he
inspires. He knows all the same that a frightful punish-
ment awaits him. His sensations are probably like those
of a man who, looking down from a high tower on to the
abyss yawning at his feet, would be happy to throw him-
self head first into it in order to bring everything to an
end. That is what happens with even the most quiet, the
most commonplace individuals. There are some even
who give themselves airs in this extremity. The more
they were quiet, self-effacing before, the more they now
swagger and seek to inspire fear. The desperate men
enjoy the horror they cause ; they take pleasure in the
disgust they excite ; they perform acts of madness from
despair, and care nothing how it must all end, or seem
impatient that it should end as soon as possible. The
most curious thing is that their excitement, their exalta-
tion, will last until the pillory. After that the thread is
cut, the moment is fatal, and the man becomes suddenly
calm, or, rather, he becomes extinct, a thing without
feeling. In the pillory all his strength fails him, and he
begs pardon of the people. Once at the convict prison,
he is quite different. No one would ever imagine that
this white-livered chicken had killed five or six men.
There are some men whom the convict prison does
not easily subdue. They preserve a certain swagger, a
spirit of bravado.
" I say, I am not what you take me for ; I have sent
six fellows out of the world/' you will hear them boast ;
but sooner or later they have all to submit. From time
to time, the murderer will amuse himself by recalling his
audacity, his lawlessness when he was in a state of des-
pair. He likes at these moments to have some silly
fellow before whom he can brag, and to whom he will
relate his heroic deeds, by pretending not to have the
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least wish to astonish him. " That is the sort of man I
am/' he says.
And with what a refinement of prudent conceit ha
watches him while he is delivering his narrative ! In
his accent, in every word, this can be perceived. Where
did he acquire this particular kind of artfulness ?
During the long evening of one of the first days of
my confinement, I was listening to one of these conver-
sations. Thanks to my inexperience I took the narrator
for the malefactor, a man with an iron character, a man to
whom Petroff was nothing. The narrator, Luka Kouz-
mitch, had "knocked over " a Major, for no other reason
but that it pleased him to do so. This Luka Kouzmitch
was the smallest and thinnest man in all the barracks.
He was from the South. He had been a serf, one of those
not attached to the soil, but who serve their masters as
domestics. There was something cutting and haughty in
his demeanour. He was a little bird, but had a beak
and nails. The convicts sum up a man instinctively.
They thought nothing of this one, he was too susceptible
and too full of conceit.
That evening he was stitching a shirt, seated on his
camp-bedstead. Close to him was a narrow-minded,
stupid, but good-natured and obliging fellow, a sort of
Colossus, Kobylin by name. Luka often quarrelled
with him in a neighbourly way, and treated him with a
haughtiness which, thanks to his good-nature, Kobylin
did not notice in the least. He was knitting a stocking,
and listening to Luka with an indifferent air. Luka
spoke in a loud voice and very distinctly. He wished
every one to hear him, though he was apparently speak-
ing only to Kobylin.
" I was sent away/' said Luka, sticking his needle in
the shirt, " as a brigand."
" How long ago ? " asked Kobylin.
" When the peas are ripe it will be just a year. Well,
we got to K v, and I was put into the convict prison.
Around me there were a dozen men from Little Russia,
•well-built, solid, robust fellows, like oxen, and how quiet !
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The food was bad, the Major of the prison did what he
liked. One day passed, then another, and I soon saw
that all these fellows were cowards.
" t You are afraid of such an idiot ? ' I said to
them.
" ' Gro and talk to him yourself/ and they burst out
laughing like brutes that they were. I held my tongue.
" There was one fellow so droll, so droll," added the
narrator, now leaving Kobylin to address all who chose
to listen.
" This droll fellow was telling them how he had been
tried, what he had said, and how he had wept with hot
tears.
" ' There was a dog of a clerk there/ he said, ' who
did nothing but write and take down every word I said.
I told him I wished him at the devil, and he actually
wrote that down. He troubled me so, that I quite lost
my head.'"
" Give me some thread, Vasili ; the house thread is
bad, rotten."
" There is some from the tailor's shop/' replied Vassili,
handing it over to him.
" Well, but about this Major ? " said Kobylin, who had
been quite forgotten.
Luka was only waiting for that. He did not go on
at once with his story, as though Kobylin were not worth
such a mark of attention. He threaded his needle
quietly, bent his legs lazily beneath him, and at last
continued as follows :
" I excited the fellows to such an extent that they
all called out against the Major. That same morning I had
borrowed the * rascal ' [prison slang for knife] from my
neighbour, and had hid it, so as to be ready for anything.
When the Major arrived, he was as furious as a mad-
man. ' Come now, you Little Russians,' I whispered to
them, 'this is not the time for fear.' But, dear me,
all their courage had slipped down to the soles of their
feet, they trembled ! The Major came in, he was quite
drunk.
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" ' What is this, how do you dare ? I am your Tzar,
your God/ he cried.
" When he said that he was the Tzar and God, I went
up to him with my knife in my sleeve.
" ' No/ I said to him, 'your high nobility/ and I got
nearer and nearer to him, ( that cannot be. Your " high
nobility " cannot be our Tzar and our God/
"' Ah, you are the man, it is you/ cried the Major;
' you are the leader of them/
" ' No/ I answered, and I got still nearer to him ;
" 'no, your "high nobility," as every one knows, and as
you yourself know, the all-powerful God present every-
where is alone in heaven. And we have only one Tzar placed
above every one else by God himself. He is our monarch,
your " high nobility/' And, your " high nobility," you
are as yet only Major, and you are our chief only by the
grace of the Tzar, and by your merits/
"'How? how? how?' stammered the Major. He
could not speak, so astounded was he.
" This is how I answered, and I threw myself upon
him and thrust my knife into his belly up to the hilt. It
had been done very quickly ; the Major tottered, turned,
and fell.
" I had thrown my life away.
" ( Now, you fellows/ I cried, ( it is for you to pick
him up.' »
I will here make a digression from my narrative.
The expression, " I am the Tzar 1 I am God 1 " and other
similar ones were once, unfortunately, too often employed
in the good old times by many commanders. I must
admit that their number has seriously diminished, and
perhaps even the last has already disappeared. Let me
observe that those who spoke in this way were, above all,
men promoted from the ranks. The grade of officer had
turned their brain upside down. After having laboured
long years beneath the knapsack, they suddenly found
themselves officers, commanders, and nobles above all.
Thanks to their not being accustomed to it, and to the first
excitement caused by their promotion, they contracted
an exaggerated idea of their power and importance
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relatively to their subordinates. Before their superiors
such men are revolfcingly servile. The most fawning of
them will even say to their superiors that they have been
common soldiers, and that they do not forget their
place. But towards their inferiors they are despots
without mercy. Nothing irritates the convicts so much
as such abuses. These overweening opinions of their
own greatness ; this exaggerated idea of their immunity,
causes hatred in the hearts of the most submissive men,
and drives the most patient to excesses. Fortunately,
all this dates from a time that is almost forgotten, and
even then the superior authorities used to deal very
severely with abuses of power. I know more than one
example of it. What exasperates the convicts above all
is disdain or repugnance manifested by any one in deal-
ing with them. Those who think that it is only necessary
to feed and clothe the prisoner, and to act towards him
in all things according to the law, are much mistaken.
However much debased he may be, a man exacts
instinctively respect for his character as a man. Every
prisoner knows perfectly that he is a convict and a
reprobate, and knows the distance which separates him
from his superiors ; but neither the branding irons nor
chains will make him forget that he is a man. He must,
therefore, be treated with humanity. Humane treatment
may raise up one in whom the divine image has long been
obscured. It is with the " unfortunate," above all, that
humane conduct is necessary. It is their salvation, their
only joy. I have met with some chiefs of a kind and
noble character, and I have seen what a beneficent
influence they exercised over the poor, humiliated men
entrusted to their care. A few affable words have a
wonderful moral effect upon the prisoners. They render
them as happy as children, and make them sincerely
grateful towards their chiefs. One other remark — they
do not like their chiefs to be familiar and too much hail-
fellow-well-met with them. They wish to respect them,
and familiarity would prevent this. The prisoners will
feel proud, for instance, if their chief has a number of
decorations ; if he has good manners ; if he is well-con-
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sidered by a powerful superior ; if he is severe, but at
the same time just, and possesses a consciousness of
dignity. The convicts prefer such a man to all others.
He knows what he is worth, and does not insult others.
Everything then is for the best.
"You gat well skinned for that, I suppose/' asked
Kobylin.
" As for being skinned, indeed, there is no denying
it. Ali, give me the scissors. But, what next ; are we
not going to play at cards to-night ? "
" The cards we drank up long ago," remarked Vassili.
" If we had not sold them to get drink they would be here
now."
" If f If s fetch a hundred roubles a piece on the
Moscow market."
" Well, Luka, what did you get for sticking him ? "
asked Kobylin.
" It brought me five hundred strokes, my friend. It
did indeed. They did all but kill me," said Luka, once
more addressing the assembly and without heeding his
neighbour Kobylin. " When they gave me those five
hundred strokes, I was treated with great ceremony. I
had never before been flogged. What a mass of people
came to see me ! The whole town had assembled to see
the brigand, the murderer, receive his punishment. How
stupid the populace is ! — I cannot tell you to what extent.
Timoshka the executioner undressed me and laid me down
and cried out, 'Look out, I am going to grill you ! ' I waited
for the first stroke. I wanted to cry out, but could not.
It was no use opening my mouth, my voice had gone.
When he gave me the second stroke — you need not
believe me unless you please — I did not hear when they
counted two. I returned to myself and heard them count
seventeen. Four times they took me down from the
board to let me breathe for half-an-hour, and to souse
me with cold water. I stared at them with my eyes
starting from my head, and said to myself, ( I shall die
here.'"'
" But you did not die," remarked Kobylin innocently.
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Luka looked at him with disdain, and every one burst
out laughing.
"What an idiot ! Is he wrong in the upper storey ? "
said Luka, as if he regretted that he had condescended
to speak to such an idiot.
" He is a little mad," said Vassili on his side.
Although Luka had killed six persons, no one was
ever afraid of him in the prison. He wished, however, to
be looked upon as a terrible person.
CHAPTER X.
ISAIAH FOMITCH — THE BATH BAKLOUCHTN.
BUT the Christmas holidays were approaching,
and the convicts looked forward to them with
solemnity. From their mere appearance it
was easy to see that something extraordinary
was about to arrive. Four days before the holidays
they were to be taken to the bath ; every one was pleased,
and was making preparations. We were to go there
after dinner. On this occasion there was no work in
the afternoon, and of all the convicts the one who was
most pleased, and showed the greatest activity, was a
certain Isaiah Fomitch Bumstein, a Jew, of whom I spoke
in my fifth chapter. He liked to remain stewing in the
bath until he became unconscious. Whenever I think
of the prisoner's bath, which is a thing not to be forgotten,
the first thought that presents itself to my memory is of
that very glorious and eternally to be remembered, Isaiah
Fomitch Bumstein, my prison companion. Good Lord !
what a strange man he was ! I have already said a few
words about his face. He was fifty years of age, his face
wrinkled, with frightful scars on his cheeks and on his
forehead, and the thin, weak body of a fowl. His face
expressed perpetual confidence in himself, and, I may
almost say, perfect happiness. I do not think he was
at all sorry to be condemned to hard labour. He was a
jeweller by trade, and as there was no other in the town,
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he had always plenty of work to do, and was more or less
well paid. He wanted nothing, and lived, so to say,
sumptuously, without spending all that he gained, for he
saved money and lent it out to the other convicts at
interest. He possessed a tea-urn, a mattress, a tea-cup,
and a blanket. The Jews of the town did not refuse him
their patronage. Every Saturday he went under escort
to the synagogue (which was authorised by the law) ; and
he lived like a fighting cock. Nevertheless, he looked
forward to the expiration of his term of imprisonment in
order to get married. He was the most comic mixture of
simplicity, stupidity, cunning, timidity, and bashfulness;
but the strangest thing was that the convicts never
laughed, or seriously mocked him — they only teased him
for amusement. Isaiah Fomitch was a subject of dis-
traction and amusement for every one.
"We have only one Isaiah Fomitch, we will take
care of him," the convicts seemed to say ; and as if he
understood this, he was proud of his own importance.
From the account given to me it appeared he had
entered the convict prison in the most laughable manner
(it took place before my arrival). Suddenly one evening
a report was spread in the convict prison that a Jew had
been brought there, who at that moment was being shaved
in the guard-house, and that he was immediately after-
wards to be taken to the barracks. As there was not a
single Jew in the prison, the convicts looked forward to
his entry with impatience, and surrounded him as soon
as he passed the great gates. The officer on service took
him to the civil prison, and pointed out the place where
his plank bedstead was to be.
Isaiah Fomitch held in his hand a bag containing the
things given to him, and some other things of his own.
He put down his bag, took his place at the plank bed-
stead, and sat down there with his legs crossed, without
daring to raise his eyes. People were laughing all round
him. The convicts ridiculed him by reason of his Jewish
origin. Suddenly a young convict left the others, and
came up to him, carrying in his hand an old pair of
summer trousers, dirty, torn, and mended with old rags.
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He sat down by the side of Isaiah Fomitch, and struck
him on the shoulder.
"Well, my dear fellow," said he, "I have been waiting
for the last six years ; look up and tell me how much you
will give for this article," holding up his rags before him.
Isaiah Fomitch was so dumbfounded that he did not
dare to look at the mocking crowd, with mutilated and
frightful countenances, now grouped around him, and
did not speak a single word, so frightened was he. When
he saw who was speaking to him he shuddered, and
began to examine the rags carefully. Every one waited
to hear his first words.
" Well, cannot you give me a silver rouble for it ? It
is certainly worth that/' said the would-be vendor
smiling, and looking towards Isaiah Fomitch with a wink.
" A silver rouble ! no ; but I will give you seven
kopecks."
These were the first words pronounced by Isaiah
Fomitch in the convict prison. A loud laugh was heard
from all sides.
" Seven kopecks ! Well, give them to me ; you are
lucky, you are indeed. Look ! Take care of the pledge,
you answer for it with your head."
" With three kopecks for interest ; that will make ten
kopecks you will owe me," said the Jew, at the same time
slipping his hand into his pocket to get out the sum
agreed upon.
" Three kopecks interest — for a year ? "
" No, not for a year, for a month."
" You are a terrible screw, what is your name ? "
" Isaiah Fomitch."
" Well, Isaiah Fomitch, you ought to get on. Good-
bye."
The Jew examined once more the rags on which he
had lent seven kopecks, folded them up, and put them
carefully away in his bag. The convicts continued to
laugh at him.
In reality every one laughed at him, but, although
every prisoner owed him money, no one insulted him ;
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and when lie saw that every one was well disposed
towards him, he gave himself haughty airs, but so comic
that they were at once forgiven.
Luka, who had known many Jews when he was at
liberty, often teased him, less from malice than for amuse-
ment, as one plays with a dog or a parrot. Isaiah
Fomitch knew this and did not take offence.
" You will see, Jew, how I will flog you."
" If you give me one blow I will return you ten/'
replied Isaiah Fomitch valiantly.
" Scurvy Jew."
" As scurvy as you like ; I have in any case plenty of
money."
" Bravo ! Isaiah Fomitch. We must take care of
you. You are the only Jew we have ; but they will send
you to Siberia all the same."
" I am already in Siberia."
" They will send you farther on."
" Is not the Lord God there ? "
" Of course, he is everywhere."
" Well, then ! With the Lord God, and money, one
has all that is necessary."
" What a fellow he is ! " cries every one around him.
The Jew sees that he is being laughed at, but does
not lose courage. He gives himself airs. The flattery
addressed to him causes him much pleasure, and with a
high, squealing falsetto, which is heard throughout the
barracks, he begins to sing, " la, la, la, la," to an idiotic
and ridiculous tune ; the only song he was heard to sing
during his stay at the convict prison. When he made
my acquaintance, he assured me solemnly that it was the
song, and the very air, that was sung by 600,000 Jews,
small and great, when they crossed the Eed Sea, and
that every Israelite was ordered to sing it after a victory
gained over an enemy.
The eve of each Saturday the convicts came from the
other barracks to ours, expressly to see Isaiah Fomitch
celebrating his Sabbath. He was so vain, so innocently
conceited, that this general curiosity flattered him
immensely. He covered the table in his little corner
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with a pedantic air of importance, opened a book, lighted
two candles, muttered some mysterious words, and clothed
himself in a kind of chasuble, striped, and with sleeves,
which he preserved carefully at the bottom of his trunk.
He fastened to his hands leather bracelets, and finally
attached to his forehead, by means of a ribbon, a little
box, which made' it seem as if a horn were starting from
his head. He then began to pray. He read in a drawling
voice, cried out, spat, and threw himself about with wild
and comic gestures. All this was prescribed by the
ceremonies of his religion. There was nothing laughable
or strange in it, except the airs which Isaiah Fomitch
gave himself before us in performing his ceremonies.
Then he suddenly covered his head with both hands, and
began to read with many sobs. His tears increased, and
in his grief he almost lay down upon the book his head
with the ark upon it, howling as he did so ; but suddenly
in the midst of his despondent sobs he burst into a laugh,
and recited with a nasal twang a hymn of triumph, as if
he were overcome by an excess of happiness.
" Impossible to understand it/' the convicts would
sometimes say to one another. One day I asked Isaiah
Fomitch what these sobs signified, and why he passed so
suddenly from despair to triumphant happiness. Isaiah
Fomitch was very pleased when I asked him these
questions. He explained to me directly that the sobs
and tears were provoked by the loss of Jerusalem, and
that the law ordered the pious Jew to groan and strike
his breast ; but at the moment of his most acute grief he
was suddenly to remember that a prophecy had foretold
the return of the Jews to Jerusalem, and he was then to
manifest overflowing joy, to sing, to laugh, and to recite
his prayers with an expression of happiness in his voice
and on his countenance. This sudden passage from one
phase of feeling to another delighted Isaiah Fomitch,
and he explained to me this ingenious prescription of his
faith with the greatest satisfaction.
One evening, in the midst of his prayers, the Major
entered, followed by the officer of the guard and an
escort of soldiers. All the prisoners got immediately
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into line "before their camp-bedsteads. Isaiah Fomitch
alone continued to shriek and gesticulate. He knew that
his worship was authorised, and that no one could
interrupt him, so that in howling in the presence of the
Major he ran no risk. It pleased him to throw himself
about beneath the eyes of the chief.
The Major approached within a few steps. Isaiah
Fomitch turned his back to the table, and just in front
of the officer began to sing his hymn of triumph, ges-
ticulating and drawling out certain syllables. When he
came to the part where he had to assume an expression
of extreme happiness, he did so by blinking with his
eyes, at the same time laughing and nodding his head
in the direction of the Major. The latter was at first
much astonished ; then he burst into a laugh, called out,
" Idiot ! " and went away, while the Jew still continued
to shriek. An hour later, when he had finished, I asked
him what he would have done if the Major had been
wicked enough and foolish enough to lose his temper.
" What Major ? "
" What Major ! Did you not see him ? He was only
two steps from you, and was looking at you all the time."
But Isaiah Fomitch assured me as seriously as possible
that he had not seen the Major, for while he was saying
his prayers he was in such a state of ecstasy that he
neither saw nor heard anything that was taking place
around him.
I can see Isaiah Fomitch wandering about on Saturday
throughout the prison, endeavouring to do nothing, as
the law prescribes to every Jew. What improbable
anecdotes he told me! Every time he returned from
the synagogue he always brought me some news of
St. Petersburg, and the most absurd rumours imaginable
from his fellow Jews of the town, who themselves had
received them at first hand. But I have already spoken
too much of Isaiah Fomitch.
In the whole town there were only two public baths.
The first, kept by a Jew, was divided into compartments,
for which one paid fifty kopecks. It was frequented by
the aristocracy of the town.
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The other bath, old, dirty, and close, was destined
for the people. It was there that the convicts were
taken. The air was cold and clear. The prisoners were
delighted to get out of the fortress and have a walk
through the town. During the walk their laughter and
jokes never ceased. A platoon of soldiers, with muskets
loaded, accompanied us. It was quite a sight for the
town's-people. When we had reached our destination,
the bath was so small that it did not permit us all to
enter at once. We were divided into two bands, one
of which waited in the cold room while the other one
bathed in the hot one. Even then, so narrow was the
room that it was difficult for us to understand how half
of the convicts could stand together in it.
Petroff kept close to me. He remained by my side
without my having begged him to do so, and offered to
rub me down. Baklouchin, a convict of the special
section, offered me at the same time his services. I
recollect this prisoner, who was called the " Sapper/' as
the gayest and most agreeable of all my companions.
We had become intimate friends. Petroff helped me to
undress, because I was generally a long time getting my
things off, not being yet accustomed to the operation ;
and it was almost as cold in the dressing-room as outside
the doors.
It is very difficult for a convict who is still a novice
to get his things off, for he must know how to undo the
leather straps which fasten on the chains. These leather
straps are buckled over the shirt, just beneath the ring
which encloses the leg. One pair of straps costs sixty
kopecks, and each convict is obliged to get himself a pair,
for it would be impossible to walk without their assistance.
The ring does not enclose the leg too tightly. One can
pass the finger between the iron and the flesh ; but the
ring rubs against the calf, so that in a single day the
convict who walks without leather straps, gets his skin
broken.
To take off the straps presents no difficulty. It is
not the same with the clothes. To get the trousers off
is in itself a prodigious operation, and the same may be
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said of the shirt whenever it has to be changed. The
first who gave us lessons in this art was Koreneff, a
former chief of brigands, condemned to be chained up
for five years. The convicts are very skilful at the
work, and do it readily.
I gave a few kopecks to Petroff to buy soap and a
bunch of the twigs with which one rubs oneself in the
bath. Bits of soap were given to the convicts, but they
were not larger than pieces of two kopecks. The soap
was sold in the dressing-room, as well as mead, cakes of
white flour, and boiling water ; for each convict received
but one pailful, according to the agreement made between
the proprietor of the bath and the administration of the
prison. The convicts who wished to make themselves
thoroughly clean, could for two kopecks buy another
pailful, which the proprietor handed to them through a
window pierced in the wall for that purpose. As soon
as I was undressed, Petroff took me by the arm and
observed to me that I should find it difficult to walk with
my chains.
" Drag them up on to your calves/' he said to me,
holding me by the arms at the same time, as if I were
an old man. I was ashamed at his care, and assured him
that I could walk well enough by myself, but he did not
believe me. He paid me the same attention that one
gives to an awkward child. Petroff was not a servant in
any sense of the word. If I had offended him, he would
have known how to deal with me. I had promised him
nothing for his assistance, nor had he asked me for any-
thing. What inspired him with so much solicitude
for me ?
Represent to yourself a room of twelve feet long by
as many broad, in which a hundred men are all crowded
together, or at least eighty, for we were in all two
hundred divided into two sections. The steam blinded
as ; the sweat, the dirt, the want of space, were such that
we did not know where to put a foot down. I was
frightened and wished to go out. Petroff hastened to
reassure me. With great trouble we succeeded in rais-
ing ourselves on to the benches, by passing over the
ISAIAH FOMITCH—THE BATR—BAKLOUGHIN 141
heads of the convicts, whom we begged to bend down,
in order to let us pass ; but all the benches were already
occupied. Petroff informed me that I must buy a
place, and at once entered into negotiations with the
convict who was near the window. For a kopeck
this man consented to cede me his place. After receiv-
ing the money, which Petroff held tight in his hand,
and which he had prudently provided himself with before-
hand, the man crept just beneath me into a dark and
dirty corner. There was there, at least, half an inch of
filth ; even the places above the benches were occupied,
the convicts swarmed everywhere. As for the floor
there was not a place as big as the palm of the hand
which was not occupied by the convicts. They sent the
water in spouts out of their pails. Those who were
standing up washed themselves pail in hand, and the
dirty water ran all down their body to fall on the shaved
heads of those who were sitting down. On the upper
bench, and the steps which led to it, were heaped
together other convicts who washed themselves more
thoroughly, but these were in small number. The popu-
lace does not care to wash with soap and water, it prefers
stewing in a horrible manner, and then inundating itself
with cold water. That is how the common people take
their bath. On the floor could be seen fifty bundles of
rods rising and falling at the same time, the holders
were whipping themselves into a state of intoxication.
The steam became thicker and thicker every minute, so
that what one now felt was not a warm but a burning
sensation, as from boiling pitch. The convicts shouted
and howled to the accompaniment of the hundred chains
shaking on the floor. Those who wished to pass from
one place to another got their chains mixed up with
those of their neighbours, and knocked against the heads
of the men who were lower down than they. Then there
were volleys of oaths as those who fell dragged down the
ones whose chains had become entangled in theirs. They
were all in a state of intoxication of wild exultation.
Cries and shrieks were heard on all sides. There was
much crowding and crushing at the window of the dress-
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ing-room through which the hot water was delivered,
and much of it got spilt over the heads of those who
were seated on the floor before it arrived at its destina-
tion. We seemed to be fully at liberty ; and yet from
time to time, behind the window of the dressing-room, or
through the open door, could be seen the moustached face
of a soldier, with his musket at his feet, watching that no
serious disorder took place.
The shaved heads of the convicts, and their red
bodies, which the steam made the colour of blood,
seemed more monstrous than ever. On their backs,
made scarlet by the steam, stood out in striking relief
the scars left by the whips and the rods, made long
before, but so thoroughly that the flesh seemed to have
been quite recently torn. Strange scars. A shudder
passed through me at the mere sight of them. Again
the volume of steam increased, and the bath-room
was now covered with a thick, burning cloud, covering
agitation and cries. From this cloud stood out torn backs,
shaved heads ; and, to complete the picture, Isaiah
Fomitch howling with joy on the highest of the benches.
He was saturating himself with steam. Any other
man would have fainted away, but no temperature is too
high for him ; he engages the services of a rubber for a
kopeck, but after a few moments the latter is unable to
continue, throws away his bunch of twigs, and runs to
inundate himself with cold water. Isaiah Fomitch does
not lose courage, he runs to hire a second rubber,
then a third; on these occasions he thinks nothing of
expense, and changes his rubber four or five times.
"He stews well, the gallant Isaiah Fomitch," cry the
convicts from below. The Jew feels that he goes beyond
all the others, he has beaten them ; he triumphs with his
hoarse falsetto voice, and sings out his favourite air
which rises above the general hubbub. It seemed to
me that if ever we met in hell we should be reminded of
the place where we then were. I could not resist a wish
to communicate this idea to Petroff. He looked all
round him, but made no answer.
I wished to buy a place for him on the bench by my
ISAIAH FOMITCH—THE BATH— BAKLOUCHIN 143
side ; but he sat down at my feet and declared that he
felt quite at his ease. Baklouchin meanwhile bought us
some hot water which he would bring to us as soon as
we wanted it. Petroff offered to clean me from head to
foot, and he begged me to go through the preliminary
stewing process. I could not make up my mind to it.
At last he rubbed me all over with soap. I wished to
make him understand that I could wash myself, but it
was no use contradicting him and I gave myself up to him.
When he had done with me he took me back to the
dressing-room, holding me up, and telling me at each
step to take care, as if I had been made of porcelain.
He helped me to put on my clothes, and when he had
finished his kindly work he rushed back to the bath to
have a thorough stewing.
When we got back to the barracks I offered him a
glass of tea, which he did not refuse. He drank it and
thanked me. I wished to go to the expense of a glass of
vodka in his honour, and I succeeded in getting it on the
spot. Petroff was exceedingly pleased. He swallowed
his vodka with a murmur of satisfaction, declared that I
had restored him to life, and then suddenly rushed to the
kitchen, as if the people who were talking there could
not decide anything important without him.
Now another man came up for a talk. This was
Baklouchin, of whom I have already spoken, and whom
I had also invited to take tea.
I never knew a man of a more agreeable disposition
than Baklouchin. It must be admitted that he never
forgave a wrong, and that he often got into quarrels.
He could not, above all, endure people interfering
with his affairs. He knew, in a word, how to take care
of himself; but his quarrels never lasted long, and I
believe that all the convicts liked him. Wherever he
went he was well received. Even in the town he was
looked upon as the most amusing man in the world. He
was a man of lofty stature, thirty years old, with a frank,
determined countenance, and rather good-looking, with
his tuft of hair on his chin. He possessed the art of
changing his face in such a comic manner by imitating
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the first person he happened to see, that the people
around him were constantly in a roar. He was a pro-
fessed joker, but he never allowed himself to be slighted
by those who did not enjoy his fun. Accordingly, no one
spoke disparagingly of him. He was full of life and fire.
He made my acquaintance at the very beginning of my
imprisonment, and related to me his military career,
when he was a sapper in the Engineers, where he had
been placed as a favour by people of influence. He put
a number of questions to me about St. Petersburg;
he even read books when he came to take tea with
me. He amused the whole company by relating how
roughly Lieutenant K had that morning handled
the Major. He told me, moreover, with a satisfied air,
as he took his seat by my side, that we should probably
have a theatrical representation in the prison. The
convicts proposed to get up a play during the Christmas
holidays. The necessary actors were found, and, little by
little, the scenery was prepared. Some persons in the
town had promised to lend women's clothes for the
performance. Some hopes were even entertained of
obtaining, through the medium of an officer's servant, a
uniform with epaulettes, provided only the Major did not
take it into his head to forbid the performance, as he had
done the previous year. He was at that time in ill-
humour through having lost at cards, and he had been
annoyed at something that had taken place in the prison.
Accordingly, in a fit of ill-humour, he had forbidden the
performance. It was possible, however, that this year he
would not prevent it. Baklouchin was in a state of
exultation. It could be seen that he would be one of the
principal supporters of the meditated theatre. I made
up my mind to be present at the performance. The
ingenuous joy which Baklouchin manifested in speaking
of the undertaking was quite touching. From whispering,
we gradually got to talk of the matter quite openly. He
told me, among other things, that he had not served at
St. Petersburg alone. He had been sent to R with
the rank of non-commissioned officer in a garrison
battalion.
ISAIAH FOMITGH—THE BATH—SAKLOUGHIN 145
" Trom there they sent me on here," added
Baklouchin.
" And why ? " I asked him.
"Why? You would never guess, Alexander
Petrovitch. Because I was in love."
" Come, now. A man is not exiled for that," I said,
with a laugh.
" I should have added," continued Baklouchin, " that
it made me kill a German with a pistol-shot. Was it
worth while to send me to hard labour for killing a
German ? Only think."
" How did it happen ? Tell me the story. It must
be a strange one."
" An amusing story indeed, Alexander Petrovitch."
" So much the better. Tell me."
" You wish me to do so ? Well, then, listen."
And he told me the story of his murder. It was not
" amusing," but it was indeed strange.
" This is how it happened," began Baklouchin ; " I
had been sent to Riga, a fine, handsome city, which has
only one fault, there are too many Germans there. I
was still a young man, and I had a good character with
my officers. I wore my cap cocked on the side of my
head, and passed my time in the most agreeable manner.
I made love to the German girls. One of them, named
Luisa, pleased me very much. She and her aunt were
getters-up of fine linen. The old woman was a true
caricature; but she had money. First of all I merely
passed under the young girl's windows; but I soon
made her acquaintance. Luisa spoke Russian well
enough, though with a slight accent. She was charming.
I never saw any one like her. I was most pressing in
my advances; but she only replied that she would
preserve her innocence, that as a wife she might prove
worthy of me. She was an affectionate, smiling girl,
and wonderfully neat. In fact, I assure you, I never saw
any one like her. She herself had suggested that I
should marry her, and how was I not to marry her ?
Suddenly Luisa did not come to her appointment.
This happened once, then twice, then a third time. I
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sent her a letter, but she did not reply. 'What is to be
done ? ' I said to myself. If she had been deceiving me
she could easily have taken me in. She coull have
answered my letter and come all the same to the
appointment; but she was incapable of falsehood. She
had simply broken off with me. ' This is a trick of the
aunt/ I said to myself. I was afraid to go to her house.
" Even though she was aware of our engagement, we
acted as if she were ignorant of it. I wrote a fine letter
in which I said to Luisa, * If you don't come, I will
come to your aunt's for you.' She was afraid and came.
Then she began to weep, and told me that a German
named Schultz, a distant relation of theirs, a clockmaker
by trade, and of a certain age, but rich, had shown a
wish to marry her — in order to make her happy, as he
said, and that he himself might not remain without a
wife in his old age. He had loved her a long time, so
she told me, and had been nourishing this idea for years,
but he had kept it a secret, and had never ventured to
speak out. ' You see, Sasha/ she said to me, ' that it is
a question of my happiness; for he is rich, and would
you prevent my happiness ? ' I looked her in the face,
she wept, embraced me, clasped me in her arms.
" ' Well, she is quite right/ I said to myself, ' what
good is there in marrying a soldier — even a non-
commissioned officer ? Come, farewell, Luisa. God pro-
tect you. I have no right to prevent your happiness/
" f And what sort of a man is he ? Is he good-
looking ? '
" ' No, he is old, and he has such a long nose/
" She here burst into a fit of laughter. I left her. 'It was
my destiny/ I said to myself. The next day I passed by
Schultz' shop (she had told me where he lived). I
looked through the window and saw a German, who was
arranging a watch, forty-five years of age, an aquiline
nose, swollen eyes, a dress-coat with a very high collar.
I spat with contempt as I looked at him. At that moment
I was ready to break the shop windows, but ' What is
the use of it ? ' I said to myself ; ' there is nothing more to
be done : it is over, all over/ I got back to the barracks as
ISAIAH FOMITGH—THE BATH—BAKLOUCHIN 147
the night was falling, and stretched myself out on my bed,
and — will you believe it, Alexander Petrovitch? — began
to sob — yes, to sob. One day passed, then a second, then
a third. I saw Luisa no more. I had learned, however,
from an old woman (she was also a washerwoman, and
the girl I loved used sometimes to visit her), that this
German knew of our relations, and that for that reason
he had made up his mind to marry her as soon as possible,
otherwise he would have waited two years longer. He
had made Lusia swear that she would see me no more.
It appeared that on account of me he had refused to
loosen his purse-strings, and kept Lusia and her aunt
very close. Perhaps he would yet change his idea, for
he was not very resolute. The old woman told me that
he had invited them to take coffee with him the next day,
a Sunday, and that another relation, a former shop-
keeper, now very poor, and an assistant in some liquor
store, would also come. When I found that the business
was to be settled en Sunday, I was so furious that I
could not recover my cold blood, and the following day
I did nothing but reflect. I believe I could have devoured
that German. On Sunday morning I had not come to
any decision. As soon as the service was over I ran out,
got into my great-coat, and went to the house of this
German. I thought I should find them all there. Why I
went to the German, and what I meant to say to him, I
did not know myself.
"I slipped a pistol into my pocket to be ready for
everything; a little pistol which was not worth a curse,
with an old-fashioned lock — a thing I had used when I
was a boy, and which was really fit for nothing. I
loaded it, however, because I thought they would try to
kick me out, and that the German would insult me, in
which case I would pull out my pistol to frighten them
all. I arrived. There was no one on the staircase ; they
j were all in the work-room. No servant. The one girl
who waited upon them was absent. I crossed the
I shop and saw that the door was closed — an old door
i fastened from the inside. My heart beat ; I stopped and
listened. They were speaking German. I broke open
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the door with a kick. I looked round. The table was
laid; there was a large coffee-pot on it, with a spirit lamp
underneath, and a plate of biscuits. On a tray there
was a small decanter of brandy, herrings, sausages, and
a bottle of some wine. Luisa and her aunt, both in their
Sunday best, were seated on a sofa. Opposite them, the
German was exhibiting himself on a chair, got up like a
bridegroom, and in his coat with the high collar, and with
his hair carefully combed. On the other side, there was
another German, old, fat, and gray. He was taking no
part in the conversation. When I entered, Luisa turned
very pale. The aunt sprang up with a bound and sat
down again. The German became angry. What a rage
he was in ! He got up, and walking towards me, said :
"'What do you want?'
" I should have lost my self-possession if anger had
not supported me.
"'What do I want? Is this the way to receive a
guest ? Why do you not offer him something to drink ?
I have come to pay you a visit/
" The German reflected a moment, and then said, ' Sit
down/
" I sat down.
" ' Here is some vodka. Help yourself, I beg/
" ' And let it be good,1 I cried, getting more and more
into a rage.
"'It is good.'
" I was enraged to see him looking at me from top to
toe. The most frightful part of it was, that Luisa was
looking on. I took a drink and said to him :
" ' Look here, German, what business have you to
speak rudely to me? Let us be better acquainted. I
have come to see you as friends/
" ' I cannot be your friend/ he replied. ' You are a
private soldier.'
" Then I lost all self-command.
" ' Oh, you German ! You sausage-seller ! You know
how much you are in my power. Look here; do you
wish me to break your head with this pistol ? '
" I drew out my pistol, got up, and struck him on the
ISAIAH FOMITCH—THE BATH—SAKLOUCHIN 149
forehead. The women were more dead than alive ; they
were afraid to breathe. The eldest of the two men, quite
white, was trembling like a leaf.
" The German seemed much astonished. But he soon
recovered himself.
"'I am not afraid of you/ he said, 'and I beg of
you, as a well-bred man, to put an end to this pleasantry.
I am not afraid of you ! '
" ' You are afraid ! You dare not move while this pistol
is presented at you/
" ' You dare not do such a thing ! ' he cried.
" ' And why should I not dare ? '
" ' Because you would be severely punished.'
0 May the devil take that idiot of a German ! If he had
not urged me on, he would have been alive now.
" * So you think I dare not ? '
"'No/
€t ' I dare not, you think ? *
" * You would not dare ! '
" ' Wouldn't I, sausage-maker ? ' I fired the pistol, and
down he sank on his chair. The others uttered shrieks.
I put back my pistol in my pocket, and when I returned
to the fortress, threw it among some weeds near the
principal entrance.
" Inside the barracks I laid on my bed, and said to
myself, ' I shall be taken away soon/ One hour passed,
then another, but I was not arrested.
"Towards evening I felt so sad, I went out at all
hazards to see Luisa ; I passed before the house of the
clock maker's. There were a number of people there,
including the police. I ran on to the old woman's and said :
"'Call Luisa!'
"I had only a moment to wait. She came imme-
diately, and threw herself on my neck in tears.
" ' It is my fault/ she said. ' I should not have
listened to my aunt.'
" She then told me that her aunt, immediately after the
scene, had gone back home. She was in such a fright
that she fell and did not speak a word; she had uttered
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nothing. On the contrary, she ordered her niece to be as
silent as herself.
" ' No one has seen her since/ said Luisa.
" The clockmaker had previously sent his servant away,
for he was afraid of her. She was jealous, and would
have scratched his eyes out had she known that he
wished to get married.
" There were no workmen in the house, he had sent
them all away ; he had himself prepared the coffee and
collation. As for the relation, who had scarcely spoken
a word all his life, he took his hat, and, without opening
his mouth, went away.
" ( He is quite sure to be silent/ added Luisa.
" So, indeed, he was. For two weeks no one arrested
me nor suspected me the least in the world.
"You need not believe me unless you choose,
Alexander Petrovitch.
"These two weeks were the happiest in my life. I
gaw Luisa every day. And how much she had become
attached to me !
" She said to me through her tears : ' If you are
exiled, I will go with you. I will leave everything to
follow you/
"I thought of making away with myself, so much
had she moved me ; but after two weeks I was arrested.
The old man and the aunt had agreed to denounce me."
" But," I interrupted, " Baklouchin, for that they
would only have given you from ten to twelve years' hard
labour, and in the civil section ; yet you are in the
special section. How does that happen ? "
" That is another affair," said Baklouchin. " When I
was taken before the Council of War, the captain ap-
pointed to conduct the case began by insulting me, and
calling me names before the Tribunal. I could not
stand it, and shouted out to him : f Why do you insult
me ? Don't you see, you scoundrel ! that you are
only looking at yourself in the glass ? '
" This brought a new charge against me. I was
tried a second time, and for the two things was con-
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demned to four thousand strokes, and to the special
section. When I was taken out to receive my punish-
ment in the Green Street, the captain was at the same time
sent away. He had been degraded from his rank, and
was despatched to the Caucasus as a private soldier.
Good-bye, Alexander Petrovitch. Don't fail to come to
our performance/'
CHAPTER XL
THE CHRISTMAS HOLIDAYS
THE holidays were approaching. On the eve
of the great day the convicts scarcely ever
went to work. Those who had been as-
signed to the sewing workshops, and a few
others, went to work as usual ; but they
went back almost immediately to the convict prison,
separately, or in parties. After dinner no one worked.
From the early morning the greater part of the convicts
were occupied with their own affairs, and not with those
of the administration. Some were making arrangements
for bringing in spirits, while others were seeking per-
mission to see their friends, or to collect small accounts
due to them for the work they had already executed.
Baklouchin, and the convicts who were to take part in
the performance, were endeavouring to persuade some
of their acquaintances, nearly all officers' servants, to
procure for them the necessary costumes. Some of
them came and went with a business-like air, solely
because others were really occupied. They had no
money to receive, and yet seemed to expect a payment.
Every one, in short, seemed to be looking for a change
of some kind. Towards evening the old soldiers, who
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executed the convicts' commissions, brought them all
kinds of victuals — meat, sucking-pigs, and geese. Many
prisoners, even the most simple and most economical,
after saving up their kopecks throughout the year,
thought they ought to spend some of them that day, so
as to celebrate Christmas Eve in a worthy manner. The
day afterwards was for the convicts a still greater
festival, one to which they had a right, as it was
recognised by law. The prisoners could not be sent
to work that day. There were not three days like it in
all the year.
And, moreover, what recollections must have been
agitating the souls of those reprobates at the approach
of such a solemn day ! The common people from their
childhood kept the great festival in their memory. They
must have remembered with anguish and torments these
days which, work being laid aside, are passed in the
bosom of the family. The respect of the convicts for
that day had something imposing about it. The
drunkards were not at all numerous ; nearly every one
was serious, and, so to say, preoccupied, though they had
for the most part nothing to do. Even those who feasted
most preserved a serious air. Laughter seemed to be
forbidden. A sort of intolerant susceptibility reigned
throughout the prison; and if any one interfered with
the general repose, even involuntarily, he was soon put
in his proper place, with cries and oaths. He was con-
demned as though he had been wanting in respect to the
festival itself.
This disposition of the convicts was remarkable, and
even touching. Besides the innate veneration they have
for this great day, they foresee that in observing the
festival they are in communion with the rest of the world ;
that they are not altogether reprobates lost and cast off
by society. The usual rejoicings took place in the
convict prison as well as outside. They felt all that. I
saw it, and understood it myself.
Akim Akimitch had made great preparations for the
festival. He had no family recollections, being an
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orphan, born in a strange house, and put into the army at
the age of fifteen. He could never have experienced
any great joys, having always lived regularly and
uniformly in the fear of infringing the rules imposed
upon him, nor was he very religious; for his acquired
formality had stifled in him all human feeling, all passions
and likings, good or bad. He accordingly prepared to
keep Christmas without exciting himself about it. He
was saddened by no painful, useless recollection. He
did everything with the punctuality imposed upon him
in the execution of his duties, and in order once for all
to get through the ceremony in a becoming manner.
Moreover, he did not care to reflect upon the importance
of the day, had never troubled his brain about it, even
while he was executing his prescribed duties with re-
ligious minuteness. If he had been ordered the day
following to do contrary to what he had done the
evening before he would have done it with equal sub-
mission. Once in life, once, and once only, he had
wished to act by his own impulse — and he had been sent
to hard labour for it.
This lesson had not been lost upon him, although it
was written that he was never to understand his fault.
He had yet become impressed with this salutary moral
principle: never to reason in any matter because his
mind was not equal to the task of judging. Blindly
devoted to ceremonies, he looked with respect at the
sucking-pig which he had stuffed with millet-seed, and
which he had roasted himself (for he had some culinary
skill), just as if it had not been an ordinary sucking-pig
which could have been bought and rcasted at any time,
but a particular kind of animal born specially for Christ-
mas Day. Perhaps he had been accustomed from his
tender infancy to see that day a sucking-pig on the
table, and he may have concluded that a sucking-pig
was indispensable for the proper celebration of the
festival. I am certain that if by ill-luck he had not
eaten this particular kind of meat on that day, he would
have been troubled with remorse all his life for not
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having done his duty. Until Christmas morning he
wore his old vest and his old trousers, which had long
been threadbare. I then learned that he kept carefully
in his box his new clothes which had been given to him
four months before, and that he had not put them on
once, in order that he might wear them for the first
time on Christmas Day. He did so. The evening
before he took his new clothes out of his trunk, unfolded,
examined them, cleaned them, blew on them to remove
the dust, and when he was convinced that they were
perfect, probably tried them on. The dress became him.
perfectly ; all the different garments suited one another.
The waistcoat buttoned up to the neck, the collar,
straight and stiff like cardboard, kept his chin in its
proper place. There was a military cut about the dress ;
and Akim Akimitch, as he wore it, smiled with satis-
faction, turning himself round and round, not without
swagger, before a little mirror adorned with a gilt
border.
One of the waistcoat-buttons alone seemed out of
place; Akim Akimitch remarked it, and at once set it
right. He tried on the vest again and found it irre-
proachable. Then he folded up his things as before, and
with a satisfied mind locked them up in his box until the
next day. His skull was sufficiently shaved ; but, after
careful examination, Akim Akimitch came to the conclu-
sion that it was not in good condition, his hair had
imperceptibly sprung up. He accordingly went imme-
diately to the " Major " to be properly shaved according
to the rules. In reality no one would have dreamed
of looking at him next day, but he was acting con-
scientiously in order to fulfil all his duties. This care
lest the smallest button, the least thread of an epaulette,
the slightest string of a tassel should go wrong, was
engraved in his mind as an imperious duty, and in
hrs heart as the image of the most perfect order that
could possibly be attained. As one of the <e old hands "
in the barracks, he saw that hay was brought and strewed
about on the floor ; the same thing was done in the other
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barracks. I do not know why, but hay was always
strewed on the ground at Christmas time.
As soon as Akim Akimitch had finished his work he
said his prayers, stretched himself on his bed, and went
to sleep, with the sleep of a child, in order to wake up as
early as possible the next day. The other convicts did
the same. It must be added that all of them went to bed,
but sooner than usual. They gave up their ordinary even-
ing work that day. As for playing cards, no one would
have dared even to speak of such a thing ; every one was
anxiously expecting the next morning.
At last this morning arrived. At an early hour,
even before it was light, the drum was sounded, and the
under officer, whose duty it was to count the convicts,
wished them a happy Christmas. The prisoners answered
him in an affable and amiable tone by expressing a like
wish. Akim Akimitch, and many others, who had their
geese and their sucking-pigs, went to the kitchen,
after saying their prayers, in a hurried manner to see
where their victuals were and how they were being
cooked.
Through the little windows of our barracks, half hidden
by the snow and the ice, could be seen, flaring in the
darkness, the bright fire of the two kitchens where six
stoves had been lighted. In the court-yard, where it was
still dark, the convicts, each with a half pelisse round
his shoulders, or perhaps fully dressed, were hurrying
towards the kitchen. Some of them, meanwhile — a very
small number — had already visited the drink-sellers.
They were the impatient ones, but they behaved
becomingly, possibly much better than on ordinary days ;
neither quarrels nor insults were heard, every one under-
stood that it was a great day, a great festival. The
convicts went even to visit the other barracks in order
to wish the inmates a happy Christmas ; that day a sort
of friendship seemed to exist between them all. I will
remark in passing that the convicts have scarcely ever
any intimate friendships. It was very rare to see a man
on confidential terms with any other man, as, in the outer
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world. We were generally harsh and abrupt in our
mutual relations. With some rare exceptions this was
the general tone adopted and maintained.
I went out of the barracks like the others. It was
beginning to get late. The stars were paling, a light,
icy mist was rising from the earth, and spirals of smoke
were ascending in curls from the chimneys. Several
convicts whom I met wished me, with affability, a happy
Christmas. I thanked them and returned their wishes.
Some of them had never spoken to me before.
Near the kitchen, a convict from the military
barracks, with his sheepskin on his shoulder, came up to
me. Recognising me, he called out from the middle of
the court-yard, "Alexander Petrovitch." He ran towards
me. I waited for him. He was a young fellow, with a
round face and soft eyes, and not at all communicative as
a rule. He had not spoken to me since my arrival, and
seemed never to have noticed me. I did not know on
my side what his name was. When he came up, he
remained planted before me, smiling with a vacuous
smile, but with a happy expression of countenance.
"What do you want?" I asked, not without astonish-
ment. *
He remained standing before me, still smiling and
staring, but without replying to my question.
" Why, it is Christmas Day," he muttered.
He understood that he had nothing more to say, and
now hastened into the kitchen.
I must add that, after this we scarcely ever met, and
that we never spoke to one another again.
Bound the flaming stoves of the kitchen the convicts
were rubbing and pushing against one another. Every
one was watching his own property. The cooks were
preparing the dinner, which was to take place a little
earlier than usual. No one began to eat before the time,
though a good many wished to do so; but it was
necessary to be well-behaved before the others. We
were waiting for the priest, and the fast preceding
Christmas would not be at an end until his arrival.
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It was not yet perfectly light, when the corporal was
already heard shouting out from behind the principal
gate of the prison :
" The kitchen ; the kitchen."
These calls were repeated without interruption for about
two hours. The cooks were wanted in order to receive
gifts brought from all parts of the town in enormous
numbers ; loaves of white bread, scones, rusks, pancakes,
and pastry of various kinds. I do not think there was a
shop-keeper in the whole town who did not send some-
thing to the " unfortunates/' Amongst these gifts there
were some magnificent ones, including a good many
cakes of the finest flour. There were also some very
poor ones, such as rolls worth two kopecks a piece,
and a couple of brown rolls, covered lightly over
with sour cream. These were the offerings of the
poor to the poor, on which a last kopeck had often
been spent.
All these gifts were accepted with equal gratitude,
without reference to the value or the giver. The con-
victs, on receiving the offerings, took off their caps and
thanked the donors with low bows, wishing them
a happy Christmas, and then carried the things to the
kitchen.
When a number of loaves and cakes had been col-
lected, the elders of each barrack were called, and it was
for them to divide the whole in equal portions among all
the sections. The division excited neither protest nor
annoyance. It was made honestly, equitably. Akim
Akimitch, helped by another prisoner, divided between
the convicts of our barracks Jbhe share assigned to us, and
gave to each of us what came to him. Every one was
satisfied. No objection was made by any one. There
was not the least manifestation of envy, and it occurred
to no one to deceive another.
When Akim Akimitch had finished at the kitchen, he
proceeded religiously to dress himself, and did so with
a solemn air. He buttoned up his waistcoat button by
button, in the most punctilious manner. Then, when he
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had got his new clothes on, he went to pray, which
occupied him a considerable time. Numbers of convicts
fulfilled their religious duties, but these were for the
most part old men. The young men scarcely ever prayed.
The most they did was to make the sign of the cross
when they rose from table, and that happened only on
festival days.
Akim Akimitch came up to me as soon as he had
finished his prayer, to express to me the usual good
wishes. I invited him to have some tea, and he returned
my politeness by offering me some of his sucking-pig.
After some time Petroff came up to address to me the
usual compliments. I think he had been already drinking,
and although he seemed to have much to say, he scarcely
spoke. He stood up before me for some seconds, and
then went back to the kitchen. The priest was now
expected in the military section of the barracks. This
section was not constructed like the others. The camp-
bedsteads were arranged all along the wall, and not in
the middle of the room as in all the others, so that it was
the only one in which the middle was not obstructed.
It had been probably arranged in this manner so that in
case of necessity it might be easier to assemble the
convicts. A small table had been prepared in the middle
of the room, and a holy image placed upon it, before
which burned a little lamp.
At last the priest arrived, with the cross and holy
water. He prayed and chanted before the image, and
then turned towards the convicts, who one after the
other came and kissed the cross. The priest then walked
through all the barracks, sprinkling them with holy
water. When he got to the kitchen he praised the bread
of the convict prison, which had quite a reputation in
town. The convicts at once expressed a desire to send
him two loaves of new bread, still hot, which an old
soldier was ordered to take to his house forthwith. The
convicts walked back after the cross with the same
respect as they had received it. Almost immediately
afterwards, the Major and the Commandant arrived.
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The Commandant was liked, and even respected. He
made the tour of the barracks in company with the
Major, wished the convicts a happy Christmas, went into
the kitchen, and tasted the cabbage soup. It was
excellent that day. Each convict was entitled to nearly
a pound of meat, besides which there was millet-seed in
it, and certainly the butter had not been spared. The
Major saw the Commandant to the door, and then
ordered the convicts to begin dinner. Bach endeavoured
not to be under the Major's eyes. They did not like his
spiteful, inquisitorial look from behind his spectacles as
he wandered from right to left, seeking apparently some
disorder to repress, some crime to punish.
We dined. Akim Akimitch's sucking-pig was ad-
mirably roasted. I could never understand how, five
minutes after the Major left, there was a mass of drunken
prisoners, whereas as long as he remained every one was
perfectly calm. Ked, radiant faces were now numerous,
and the balalaiki [Russian banjoes] soon appeared. Then
came the little Pole, playing his violin, a convivial
prisoner having engaged him for the whole day to play
lively dance-tunes. The conversation became more
animated and more noisy, but the dinner ended without
great disorders. Every one had had enough. Some of
the old men, serious-minded convicts, went immediately
to bed. So did Akim Akimitch, who probably thought
it was a duty to go to sleep after dinner on festival
days.
The "old believer " from Starodoub, after having
slumbered a little, climbed up on to the top of the stove,
opened his book, and prayed the entire day until late in
the evening without interruption. The spectacle of so
shameless an orgie was painful to him, he said. All the
Circassians left the table. They looked with curiosity,
but with a touch of disgust, at this drunken society. I
met Nourra.
" Aman, aman," he said, with a burst of honest indig-
nation, and shaking his head. " What an offence to Allah ! "
Isaiah Fomitch lighted, with an arrogant and obstinate
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air, a candle in his favourite corner, and went to work in
order to show that in his eyes this was no holiday. Here
and there card parties were arranged. The convicts did
not fear the old soldiers, but men were placed on the
look-out in case the under officer should suddenly come in.
He made a point, however, of seeing nothing. The officer
of the guard made altogether three rounds. The
prisoners, if they were drunk, hid themselves at once.
The cards disappeared in the twinkling of an eye. I
fancy that he had made up his mind not to notice any
contraventions of an unimportant kind. Drunkenness was
not an offence that day. Little by little every one
became more or less gay. Then there were some quarrels.
The greater number of the prisoners, however, remained
calm, amusing themselves with the spectacle of those
who were intoxicated. Some of these drank without
limit.
Gazin was triumphant. He walked about with a
self-satisfied air, by the side of his camp bedstead,
beneath which he had concealed his spirits, previously
buried beneath the snow behind the barracks, in a secret
place. He smiled knowingly when he saw customers
arrive in crowds. He was perfectly calm. He had
drunk nothing at all; for it was his intention to regale
himself the last day of the holidays, after he had emptied
the pockets of the other prisoners. Throughout the
barracks the drunkenness was becoming infernal. Sing-
ing was heard, and the songs were giving way to tears.
Some of the prisoners walked about in bands, sheepskin
on shoulder, striking with a haughty air the strings of
their balalaiki. A chorus of from eight to ten men had
been formed in the special section. The singing here
was excellent, with its accompaniments of balalaiki and
guitars.
Songs of a truly popular kind were rare. I remember
one which was admirably sung :
Yesterday, I, a young girl,
Went to the feast.
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A variation was introduced previously unknown to
me. At the end of the song these lines were added :
At my hcuse, the house of a young girl,
Everything is in order.
I have washed the spoons,
I have turned out the cabbage- soup,
I have wiped down the panels of the door,
I have cooked the patties.
What they chiefly sang were prison songs ; one of
them, called *' As it happened," was very humorous. It
related how a man amused himself, and lived like a
prince until he was sent to the convict prison, where he
fared very differently. Another song, only too popular,
set forth how the hero of it had formerly possessed capital,
but had now nothing but captivity. Here is a true
convict's song :
The day breaks in the heavens,
We are waked up by the drum.
The old man opens the door,
The warder comes and calls us.
No one sees us behind the prison walls,
Nor how we live in this place.
But God, the Heavenly Creator, is with us
He will not let us perish.
Another still more melancholy, but with a superb
melody, was sung to tame and incorrect words. I can
remember a few of the verses :
My eyes no more will see the land,
Where I was born;
To suffer torments undeserved,
Will be my punishment.
The owl will shriek upon the roof,
And raise the echoes of the forest.
My heart is broken down with grief.
No, never more shall I return.
This song is often sung ; not as a chorus, but always as
a solo. When the work is over, a prisoner goes out of the
barracks, sits down on the threshold, meditates with his
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chin resting on his hand, and then drawls out his song in
a high falsetto. One listens to him, and the effect is
heart-breaking. Some of our convicts had beautiful
voices.
Meanwhile it was getting dusk. Wearisomeness
and general depression were making themselves felt
through the drunkenness and the debauchery. The
prisoner, who an hour beforehand was holding his sides
with laughter, now sobbed in a corner, exceedingly drunk ;
others were fighting, or wandering in a tottering manner
through the barracks, pale, very pale, and seeking whom
to quarrel with. These poor people had wished to pass
the great festival in the most joyous manner, but, gracious
heaven, how painful the day was for all of them ! They
had passed it in the vague hope of a happiness that was
not to be realised. Petroff came up to me twice. As he
had drunk very little he was calm; but until the last
moment he expected something which he made sure
would happen, something extraordinary, and highly
diverting. Although he said nothing about it, this could
be seen from his looks. He ran from barrack to barrack
without fatigue. Nothing, however, happened ; nothing
except general intoxication, idiotic insults from drunkards,
and general giddiness of heated heads.
Sirotkin wandered about also, dressed in a brand-new
red shirt, going from barrack to barrack, and good-looking
as usual. He also was on the watch for something to
happen. The spectacle became insupportably repulsive,
indeed nauseating. There were some laughable things, but
I was too sad to be amused by them. I felt a deep pity for
all these men, and felt strangled, stifled, in the midst of
them. Here two convicts were disputing as to which should
treat the other. The dispute lasts a long time ; they have
almost come to blows. One of them has, for a long time
past, had a grudge against the other. He complains,
stammering as he does so, and tries to prove to his com-
panion that he acted unjustly when, a year before, he sold
a pelisse and concealed the money. There was more
than this too. The complainant is a tall young fellow,
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with good muscular development, quiet, by no means
stupid, but who, when he is drunk, wishes to make friends
with every one, and to pour out his grief into their bosom.
He insults his adversary with the intention of becoming
reconciled to him later on. The other man, a big, massive
person, with a round face, as cunning as a fox, had per-
haps drunk more than his companion, but appeared only
slightly intoxicated. This convict has character, and
passes for a rich man ; he has probably no interest in
irritating his companion, and he accordingly leads him to
one of the drink-sellers. The expansive friend declares
that his companion owes him money, and that he is bound
to stand him a drink "if he has any pretensions to be
considered an honest man."
The drink-seller, not without some respect for his
customer, and with a touch of contempt for the expansive
friend (for he was drinking at the expense of another
man), took a glass and filled it with vodka.
"No, Stepka, you must pay, because you owe me
money/'
"I won't tire my tongue talking to you any longer,"
replied Stepka.
"No, Stepka, you lie/' continues his friend, taking up
a glass offered to him by the drink-seller. " You owe me
money, and you must be without conscience. You have
not a thing about you that you have not borrowed,
and I don't believe your very eyes are your own. In
a word, Stepka, you are a blackguard."
" What are you whining about ? Look, you are spilling
your vodka."
" If you are being treated, why don't you drink ? "
cries the drink-seller, to the expansive friend. " I cannot
wait here until to-morrow."
" I will drink, don't be frightened. What are you
crying out about ? My best wishes for the day. My best
wishes for the day, Stepan Doroveitch," replies the latter
politely, as he bows, glass in hand, towards Stepka,
whom the moment before he had called a blackguard.
" Good health to you, and may you live a hundred years
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in addition to what you have lived already/* He drinks,
gives a grunt of satisfaction, and wipes his mouth.
" What quantities of brandy I have drunk/' he says,
gravely speaking to every one, without addressing any
one in particular, "but I have finished now. Thank me,
Stepka Doroveitch."
" There is nothing to thank you for."
"Ah ! you won't thank me. Then I will tell every
one how you have treated me, and, moreover, that you
are a blackguard."
" Then I shall have something to tell you, drunkard
that you are," interrupts Stepka, who at last loses
patience. " Listen and pay attention. Let us divide the
world in two. You shall take one half, I the other. Then
I shall have peace."
" Then you will not give me back my money ? "
" What money do you want, drunkard ? "
" My money. It is the sweat of my brow ; the labour
of my hands. You will be sorry for it in the other
world. You will be roasted for those five kopecks."
" Go to the devil."
" What are you driving me for ? Am I a horse ? "
" Be off, be off."
" Blackguard!"
" Convict ! "
And the insults exchanged were worse than they had
been before the visit to the drink-seller.
Two friends are seated separately on two camp-
bedsteads. One is tall, vigorous, fleshy, with a red face
— a regular butcher. He is on the point of weeping ; for
he has been much moved. The other is tall, thin,
conceited, with an immense nose, which always seems
to have a cold, and little blue eyes fixed upon the
ground. He is a clever, well-bred man, and was
formerly a secretary. He treats his friend with a little
disdain, which the latter cannot stand. They have been
drinking together all day.
" You have taken a liberty with me/' cries the stout
one, as with his left hand he shakes the head of his com-
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panion. To take a liberty signifies, in convict language,
to strike. This convict, formerly a non-commissioned
officer, envies in secret the elegance of his neighbour,
and endeavours to make up for his material grossness by
refined conversation.
" I tell you, you are wrong," says the secretary, in a
dogmatic tone, with his eyes obstinately fixed on the
ground, and without looking at his companion.
" You struck me. Do you hear ? " continues the
other, still shaking his dear friend. " You are the only
man in the world I care for; but you shall not take a
liberty with me/'
" Confess, my dear fellow," replies the secretary,
" that all this is the result of too much drink."
The corpulent friend falls back with a stagger, looks
stupidly with his drunken eyes at the secretary, and
suddenly, with all his might, sends his fist into the
secretary's thin face. Thus terminates the day's friend-
ship.
The dear friend disappears beneath the camp-
bedstead unconscious.
One of my acquaintances enters the barracks. He is
a convict of the special section, very good-natured,
and gay, far from stupid, and jocular without malice.
He is the man who, on my arrival at the convict prison,
was looking out for a rich peasant, who spoke so much of
his self-respect, and ended by drinking my tea. He was
forty years old, had enormous lips, and a fat, fleshy,
red nose. He held a balalaika, and struck negligently its
strings. He was followed by a little convict, with a
large head, whom I knew very little, and to whom no
one paid any attention. Now that he was drunk he had
attached himself to Vermaloff, and followed him like his
shadow, at the same time gesticulating and striking with
his fist the wall and the camp-bedsteads. He was almost
in tears. Vermaloff did not notice him any more than
if he had not existed. The most curious point was that
these two men in no way resembled one another, neither
by their occupations nor by their disposition. They
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belonged to different sections, and lived in separate
barracks. The little convict was named Bulkin.
Vermaloff smiled when he saw me seated by the
stove. He stopped at some distance from me, reflected
for a moment, tottered, and then came towards me with
an affected swagger. Then he swept the strings of his
instrument, and sung, or recited, tapping at the same
time with his boot on the ground, the following chant :
My darling !
With her full, fair face,
Sings like a nightingale ;
In her satin dress,
With its brilliant trimming,
She is very fair.
This song excited Bulkin in an extraordinary manner.
He agitated his arms, and shrieked out to every one :
" He lies, my friends ; he lies like a quack doctor. There
is not a shadow of truth in what he sings."
" My respects to the venerable Alexander Petrovitch,"
said Vermaloff, looking at me with a knowing smile. I
fancied even he wished to embrace me. He was drunk.
As for the expression, " My respects to the venerable
so-and-so/' it is employed by the common people
throughout Siberia, even when addressed to a young man
of twenty. To call a man old is a sign of respect, and
may amount even to flattery.
" Well, Vermaloff, how are you ? " I replied.
" So, so. Nothing to boast of. Those who really
enjoy the holiday have been drinking since early
morning."
Vermaloff did not speak very distinctly.
" He lies ; he lies again," said Bulkin, striking the
camp-bedsteads with a sort of despair.
One might have sworn that Vermaloff had given his
word of honour not to pay any attention to him. That
was really the most comic thing about it ; for Bulkin had
not quitted him for one moment since the morning.
Always with him, he quarrelled with Vermaloff about
every word ; wringing his hands, and striking with his
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fists against the wall and the camp bedsteads till he
made them bleed, he suffered visibly from his conviction
that Vermaloff "lied like a quack doctor." If Bulkin
had had hair on his head, he would certainly have torn it
in his grief, in his profound mortification. One might
have thought that he had made himself responsible for
Vermaloff's actions, and that all Vermaloff's faults
troubled his conscience. The amusing part of it was
that Vermaloff continued.
" He lies ! He lies ! He lies ! " cried Bulkin.
" What can it matter to you ? " replied the convicts,
with a laugh.
" I must tell you, Alexander Petrovitch, that I was
very good-looking when I was a young man, and the
young girls were very fond of me/' said Vermaloff
suddenly.
" He lies ! He lies ! " again interrupted Bulkin, with
a groan. The convicts burst into a laugh.
" And well I got myself up to please them. I had a
red shirt, and broad trousers of cotton velvet. I was
happy in those days. I got up when I liked ; did what-
ever I pleased. In fact "
" He lies/' declared Bulkin.
"I inherited from my father a stone house, two
storeys high. Within two years I made away with the
two storeys ; nothing remained to me but the street door.
Well, what of that. Money comes and goes like a bird."
" He lies ! " declared Bulkin, more resolutely than
before.
" Then when I had spent all, I sent a letter to my
relations, that they might send me some money. They
said that I had set their will at naught, that I was dis-
respectful. It is now seven years since I sent off my
letter."
" And any answer ? " I asked, with a smile.
t ' No," he replied, also laughing, and almost putting
his nose in my face.
He then informed me that he had a sweetheart.
" You a sweetheart ? "
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ft Onufriel said to me the other day : ' My young
woman is marked with small-pox, and as ugly as you
like ; but she has plenty of dresses, while yours., though
she may be pretty, is a beggar/ "
« Is that true ? "
" Certainly, she is a beggar," he answered.
He burst into a laugh, and the others laughed with
him. Every one indeed knew that he had a liaison with
a beggar woman, to whom he gave ten kopecks every
six months.
" Well, what do you want with me ? " I said to him,
wishing at last to get rid of him.
He remained silent, and then, looking at me in the
most insinuating manner, said :
" Could not you let me have enough money to buy
half-a-pint? I have drunk nothing but tea the whole
day," he added, as he took from me the money I offered
him; "and tea affects me in such a manner that
I am afraid of becoming asthmatic. It gives me
the wind."
When he took the money I offered him, the despair
of Bulkin went beyond all bounds. He gesticulated like
a man possessed.
" Good people all," he cried, " the man lies. Every-
thing he says — everything is a lie."
" What can it matter to you ? " cried the convicts,
astonished at his goings on. " You are possessed."
"I will not allow him to lie," continued Bulkin,
rolling his eyes, and striking his fist with energy on the
boards. " He shall not lie."
Every one laughed. Vermaloff bowed to me after
receiving the money, and hastened, with many grimaces,
to go to the drink-seller. Then only he noticed Bulkin.
" Come ! " he said to him, as if the latter were indis-
pensable for the execution of some design. " Idiot ! " he
added, with contempt, as Bulkin passed before him.
But enough about this tumultuous scene, which, at
last, came to an end. The convicts went to sleep heavily
on their camp-bedsteads. They spoke and raged during
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their sleep more than on the other nights. Here and
there they still continued to play at cards. The festival
looked forward to with such impatience was now over,
and to-morrow the daily work, the hard labour, will
begin again.
CHAPTER XII.
THE PERFORMANCE.
ON the evening of the third day of the holidays
took place our first theatrical performance.
There had been much trouble about or-
ganising it. But those who were to act had
taken everything upon themselves, and the
other convicts knew nothing about the representation
except that it was to take place. We did not even know
what was to be played. The actors, while they were at
work, were always thinking how they could get together
the greatest number of costumes. Whenever I met
Baklouchin he snapped his fingers with satisfaction, but
told me nothing. I think the Major was in a good
humour; but we did not know for certain whether he
knew what was going on or not, whether he had authorised
it, or whether he had determined to shut his eyes and be
silent, after assuring himself that everything would take
place quietly. He had heard, I fancy, of the meditated
representation, and said nothing about it, lest he should
spoil everything. The soldiers would be disorderly, or
would get drunk, unless they had something to divert
them. Thus I think the Major must have reasoned, for
it will be only natural to do so. I may add that if the
convicts had not got up a performance during the
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holidays, or done something of the kind, the administra-
tion would have been obliged to organise some sort of
amusement; but as our Major was distinguished by ideas
directly opposed to those of other people, I take a great
responsibility on myself in saying that he knew of our
project and authorised it. A man like him must always
be crushing and stifling some one, taking something
away, depriving some one of a right — in a word, for
establishing order of this character he was known through-
out the town.
It mattered nothing to him that his exactions made
the men rebellious. For such offences there were suitable
punishments (there are some people who reason in this
way), and with these rascals of convicts there was nothing
to do but to treat them very severely, deal with them
strictly according to law. These incapable executants
of the law did not in the least understand that to apply
the law without understanding its spirit is to provoke
resistance. They are quite astonished that, in addition to
the execution of the law, good sense and a sound head
should be expected from them. The last condition would
appear to them quite superfluous ; to require such a thing
is vexatious, intolerant.
However this may be, the Sergeant-Major made no
objection to the performance, and that was all the
convicts wanted. I may say in all truth that if through-
out the holidays there were no disorders in the convict
prison, no sanguinary quarrels, no robberies, that must
be attributed to the convicts being permitted to organise
their performance. I saw with my own eyes how they
got out of the way of those of their companions who had
drunk too much, and how they prevented quarrels on the
ground that the representation would be forbidden. The
non-commissioned officer made the prisoners give their
word of honour that they would behave well, and that all
would go off quietly. They gave it with pleasure, and kept
their promise religiously. They were much flattered at
finding their word of honour accepted. Let me add that
the representation cost nothing, absolutely nothing, to the
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authorities, who were not called upon to spend a farthing.
The theatre could be put up and taken down within a
quarter of an hour ; and, in case an order stopping the
performance suddenly arrived, the scenery could have
been put away in a second. The costumes were concealed
in the convicts' boxes : but first of all let me say how
our theatre was constructed, what were the costumes,
and what the bill, that is to say, the pieces that were to
be played. To tell the truth, there was no written
playbill, not, at least, for the first representation. It was
ready only for the second and third. Baklouchin com-
posed it for the officers and other distinguished visitors
who might deign to honour the performance with their
presence, including the officer of the guard, the officer of
the watch, and an Engineer officer. It was in honour of
these that the playbill was written out.
It was supposed that the reputation of our theatre
would extend to the fortress, and even to the town,
especially as there was no theatre at N : a few
amateur performances, but nothing more. The convicts
delighted in the smallest success, and boasted of it like
children.
" Who knows ?" they said to one another; " when our
chiefs hear of it they will perhaps come and see. Then
they will know what convicts are worth, for this is not a
performance given by soldiers, but a genuine piece played
by genuine actors ; nothing like it could be seen any-
where in the town. General Abrosimoff had a represen-
tation at his house, and it is said he will have another.
Well, they may beat us in the matter of costumes, but as
for the dialogue that is a very different thing. The
Governor himself will perhaps hear of it, and — who
knows ? — he may come himself."
They had no theatre in the town. In a word, the
imagination of the convicts, above all after their first
success, went so far as to make them think that rewards
would be distributed to them; and that their period of
hard labour would be shortened. A moment afterwards
they were the first to laugh at this fancy. In a word,
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they were children, true children, when they were forty
years of age. I knew in a general way the subjects of
the pieces that were to be represented, although there
was no bill. The title of the first was Philatka and
Miroshka Rivals. Baklouchin boasted to me, at
least a week before the performance, that the part of
Philatka, which he had assigned to himself, would be
played in such a manner that nothing like it had ever
been seen, even on the St. Petersburg stage. He walked
about in the barracks puffed up with boundless import-
ance. If now and then he declaimed a speech from his
part in the theatrical style, every one burst out laughing,
whether the speech was amusing or not ; they laughed
because he had forgotten himself. It must be admitted
that the convicts, as a body, were self-contained and
full of dignity ; the only ones who got enthusiastic at
Baklouchin's tirades were the young ones, who had no
false shame, or those who were much looked up to, and
whose authority was so firmly established that they were
not afraid to commit themselves. The others listened
silently, without blaming or contradicting, but they did
their best to show that the performance left them indif-
ferent, i
It Was not until the very last moment, the very
day of the representation, that every one manifested
genuine interest in what our companions had under-
taken. " What," was the general question, " would the
Major say ? Would the performance succeed as well as
the one given two years before ? " etc., etc. Baklouchin
assured me that all the actors would be quite at home on
the stage, and that there would even be a curtain.
Sirotkin was to play a woman's part. "You will see
how well I look in women's clothes/' he said. The
Lady Bountiful was to have a dress with skirts and
trimmings, besides a parasol ; while her husband, the
Lord of the Manor, was to wear an officer's uniform, with
epaulettes, and a cane in his hand.
The second piece that was to be played was entitled,
Kedril, the Glutton. The title puzzled me much, but
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it was useless to ask any questions about it. I could
only learn that the piece was not printed ; it was a
manuscript copy obtained from a retired non-com-
missioned officer in the town, who had doubtless
formerly participated in its representation on some
military stage. We have, indeed, in the distant towns
and governments, a number of pieces of this kind,
which, I believe, are perfectly unknown and have never
been printed, but which appear to have grown up of
themselves, in connection with the popular theatre, in
certain zones of Russia. I have spoken of the popular
theatre. It would be a good thing if our investigators
of popular literature would take the trouble to make
careful researches as to this popular theatre which exists,
and which, perhaps, is not so insignificant as may be
thought.
I cannot think that everything I saw on the stage of
our convict prison was the work of our convicts. It
must have sprung from old traditions handed down
from generation to generation, and preserved among the
soldiers, the workmen in industrial towns, and even the
shopkeepers in some poor, out-of-the-way places. These
traditions have been preserved in some villages and some
Government towns by the servants of the large landed
proprietors. I even believe that copies of many old
pieces have been multiplied by these servants of the
nobility.
The old Muscovite proprietors and nobles had their
own theatres, in which their servants used to play.
Thence comes our popular theatre, the originals of which
are beyond discussion. As for Kedril, the Glutton, in
spite of my lively curiosity, I could learn nothing about
it, except that demons appeared on the stage and carried
Kedril away to hell. What did the name of Kedril
signify ? Why was he called Kedril and not Cyril ?
Was the name Russian or foreign ? I could not resolve
this question. .
It was announced that the representation would
terminate with a musical pantomime. All this promised
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to be very curious. The actors were fifteen in number,
all vivacious men. They were very energetic, got up a
number of rehearsals which sometimes took place
behind the barracks, kept away from the others, and
gave themselves mysterious airs. They evidently wished
to surprise us with something extraordinary and unex-
pected.
On work days the barracks were shut very early as
night approached, but an exception was made during the
Christmas holidays, when the padlocks were not put to
the gates until the evening retreat — nine o'clock. This
favour had been granted specially in view of the play.
During the whole duration of the holidays a deputation
was sent every evening to the officer of the guard very
humbly " to permit the representation and not to shut
at the usual hour." It was added that there had been
previous representations, and that nothing disorderly had
occurred at any of them.
The officer of the guard must have reasoned as
follows : There was no disorder, no infraction of dis-
cipline at the previous performance, and the moment
they give their word that to-night's performance shall
take place in the same manner, they mean to be their
own police — the most rigorous police of all. Moreover,
he knew well that if he took it upon himself to forbid
the representation, these fellows (who knows, and with
convicts ? ) would have committed some offence which
would have placed the officer of the guard in a very
difficult position. One final reason insured his consent :
To mount guard is horribly tiresome, and if he authorised
the performance he would see the play acted, not by
soldiers, but by convicts, a curious set of people. It
would certainly be interesting, and he had a right to be
present at it.
In case the superior officer arrived and asked for the
officer of the guard, he would be told that the latter had
gone to count the convicts and close the barracks ; an
answer which could easily be made, and which could not
be disproved. That is why our superintendents authorised
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the performance; and throughout the holidays the
barracks were kept open each evening until the retreat.
The convicts had known beforehand that they would
meet with no opposition from the officer of the guard.
They were quite quiet about him.
Towards six o'clock Petroff came to look for me, and
we went together to the theatre. Nearly all the prisoners
of our barracks were there, with the exception of the
"old believer" from Tchernigoff, and the Poles. The
latter did not decide to be present until the last day of
the representation, the 4th of January, after they had
been assured that everything would be managed in a
becoming manner. The haughtiness of the Poles irri-
tated our convicts. Accordingly they were received on
the 4th of January with formal politeness, and conducted
to the best places. As for the Circassians and Isaiah
Fomitch, the play was for them a genuine delight.
Isaiah Fomitch gave three kopecks each time, except the
last, when he placed ten kopecks on the plate ; and how
happy he looked !
The actors had decided that each spectator should
give what he thought fit. The receipts were to cover
the expenses, and anything beyond was to go to the
actors. Petroff assured me that I should be allowed to
have one of the best places, however full the theatre
might be; first, because being richer than the others,
there was a probability of my giving more ; and, secondly,
because I knew more about acting than any one else.
What he had foreseen took place. But let me first
describe the theatre.
The barrack of the military section, which had been
turned into the theatre, was fifteen feet long. From the
court-yard one entered, first an ante- chamber, and after-
wards the barrack itself. The building was arranged, as
I have already mentioned, in a particular manner, the
beds being placed against the wall, so as to leave an
open space in the middle. One half of the barrack
was reserved for the spectators, while the other, which
communicated with the second building, formed the
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stage. What astonished me directly I entered, was the
curtain, which was about ten feet long, and divided
the barrack into two. It was indeed a marvel, for it
was painted in oil, and represented trees, tunnels, ponds,
and stars.
It was made of pieces of linen, old and new, given by
the convicts; shirts, the bandages which our peasants
wrap round their feet in lieu of socks, all sewn together
well or ill, and forming together an immense sheet.
Where there was not enough linen, it had been replaced
by writing paper, taken sheet by sheet from the various
office bureaus. Our painters (among whom we had our
Bruloff) had painted it all over, and the effect was very
remarkable.
This luxurious curtain delighted the convicts, even
the most sombre and most morose. These, however,
like the others, as soon as the play began, showed them-
selves mere children. They were all pleased and satis-
fied with a certain satisfaction of; vanity. The theatre
was lighted with candle ends. Two benches, which had
been brought from the kitchen, were placed before the
curtain, together with three or four large chairs, borrowed
from the non-commissioned officers' room. These chairs
were for the officers, should they think fit to honour the
performance. As for the benches, they were for the
non-commissioned officers, engineers, clerks, directors of
the works, and all the immediate superiors of the convicts
who had not officer's rank, and who had come perhaps to
take a look at the representation. In fact, there was no
lack of visitors. According to the days, they came in
greater or smaller numbers, while for the last representa-
tion there was not a single place unoccupied on the
benches.
At the back the convicts stood crowded together;
standing up out of respect to the visitors, and dressed in
their vests, or in their short pelisses, in spite of the
suffocating heat. As might have been expected, the
place was too small; so all the prisoners stood up,
heaped together — above all in the last rows. The camp-
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bedsteads were all occupied; and there were some
amateurs who disputed constantly behind the stage in
the other barrack, and who viewed the performance from
the back. I was asked to go forward, and Petroff with
me, close to the benches, whence a good view could be
obtained. They looked upon me as a good judge, a con-
noisseur, who had seen many other theatres. The convicts
remarked that Baklouchin had often consulted me,
and that he had shown deference to my advice. Conse-
quently they thought that I ought to be treated with
honour, and to have one of the best places. These men
are vain and frivolous, but only on the surface. They
laughed at me when I was at work, because I was a poor
workman. Almazoff had a right to despise us gentle-
men, and to boast of his superior skill in pounding the
alabaster. His laughter and raillery were directed against
our origin, for we belonged by birth to the caste of his
former masters, of whom he could not preserve a good
recollection; but here at the theatre these same men
made way for me ; for they knew that about this matter
I knew more than they did. Those, even, who were not
at all well disposed towards me, were glad to hear me
praise the performance, and gave way to me without the
least servility. I judged now by my impressions of that
time. I understood that in this new view of theirs there
was no lowering of themselves ; rather a sentiment of
their own dignity.
The most striking characteristic of our people is
its conscientiousness, and its love of justice; no false
vanity/ no sly ambition to reach the first rank without
being entitled to do so; such faults are foreign to
our people. Take it from its rough shell, and you will
perceive, if you study it without prejudice, attentively,
and close at hand, qualities which you would never have
suspected. Our sages have very little to teach our people.
I will even say more ; they might take lessons from it.
Petroff had told me innocently, on taking me into the
theatre, that they would pass me to the front, because
they expected more money from me. There were no
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fixed prices for the places. Bach one gave what he
liked, and what he could. Nearly every one placed a
piece of money in the plate when it was handed round.
Even if they had passed me forward in the hope that I
should give more than others, was there not in that a
certain feeling of personal dignity ?
"You are richer than I am. Go to the first row.
We are all equal here, it is true ; but you pay more, and
the actors prefer a spectator like you. Occupy the first
place then, for we are not here with money, and must
arrange ourselves anyhow."
What noble pride in this mode of action ! In final
analysis not love of money, but self-respect. There
was little esteem for money among us. I do not re-
member that one of us ever lowered himself to obtain
money. Some men used to make up to me, but from
love of cunning and of fun rather than in the hope of
obtaining any benefit. I do not know whether I explain
myself clearly. I am, in any case, forgetting the per-
formance. Let me return to it.
Before the rise of the curtain, the room presented a
strange and animated look. In the first place, the crowd
pressed, crushed, jammed together on all sides, but
impatient, full of expectation, every face glowing with
delight. In the last ranks was the grovelling, confused
mass of convicts. Many of them had brought with them
logs of wood, which they placed against the wall, on which
they climbed up. In this fatiguing position they paused
to rest themselves by placing both hands on the shoulders
of their companions, who seemed quite at ease. Others
stood on their toes, with their heels against the stove, and
thus remained throughout the representation, supported by
those around them. Massed against the camp-bedsteads
was another compact crowd ; for here were some of the
best places of all. Five convicts had hoisted themselves
up to the top of the stove, whence they had a command-
ing view. These fortunate ones were extremely happy.
Elsewhere swarmed the late arrivals, unable to find good
places.
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Every one conducted himself in a becoming manner,
without making any noise. Each one wished to show
advantageously before the distinguished persons who
were visiting us. Simple and natural was the expression
of these red faces, damp with perspiration, as the rise of
the curtain was eagerly expected. What a strange look
of infinite delight, of unmixed pleasure, was painted
on these scarred faces, these branded foreheads, so
dark and menacing at ordinary times ! They were all
without their caps, and as I looked back at them from
my place, it seemed to me that their heads were entirely
shaved.
Suddenly the signal is given, and the orchestra begins
to play. This orchestra deserves a special mention. It
consisted of eight musicians : two violins, one of which
was the property of a convict, while the other had been
borrowed from outside ; three balalaiki, made by the
convicts themselves ; two guitars, and a tambourine.
The violins sighed and shrieked, and the guitars were
worthless, but the balalaiki were remarkably good ; and
the agile fingering of the artists would have done honour
to the cleverest executant.
They played scarcely anything but dance tunes. At
the most exciting passages they struck with their fingers
on the body of their instruments. The tone, the execu-
tion of the motive, were always original and distinctive.
One of the guitarists knew his instrument thoroughly.
It was the gentleman who had killed his father. As
for the tambourinist, he really did wonders. Now he
whirled round the disk, balanced on one of his fingers ;
now he rubbed the parchment with his thumb, and
brought from it a countless multitude of notes, now
dull, now brilliant.
At last two harinonigers join the orchestra. I had no
idea until then of all that could be done with these
popular and vulgar instruments. I was astonished. The
harmony, but, above all, the expression, the very con-
ception of the motive, were admirably rendered. I then
understood perfectly, and for the first time, the remark-
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able boldness, the striking abandonment, which are
expressed in our popular dance tunes, and our village
songs.
At last the curtain rose. Every one made a move-
ment. Those who were at the back raised themselves
upon the point of their feet ; some one fell down from
his log. At once there were looks that enjoined silence.
The performance now began.
I was seated not far from Ali, who was in the midst
of the group formed by his brothers and the other
Circassians. They had a passionate love of the theatre,
and did not miss one of our evenings. I have remarked
that all the Mohammedans, Circassians, and so on, are
fond of all kinds of representations. Near them was Isaiah
Fomitch, quite in a state of ecstasy. As soon as the
curtain rose he was all ears and eyes ; his countenance
expressed an expectation of something marvellous. I
should have been grieved had he been disappointed.
The charming face of Ali shone with a childish joy, so
pure that I was quite happy to behold it. Involuntarily,
whenever a general laugh echoed an amusing remark, I
turned towards him to see his countenance. He did not
notice it, he had something else to do.
Near him, placed on the left, was a convict, already
old, sombre, discontented, and always grumbling. He
also had noticed Ali, and I saw him cast furtive glances
more than once towards him, so charming was the young
Circassian. The prisoners always called him Ali Simeo-
nitch, without my knowing why.
In the first piece, Philatka and Miroslika,
Baklouchin, in the part of Philatka, was really mar-
vellous. He played his r61e to perfection. It could
be seen that he had weighed each speech, each movement.
He managed to give to each word, each gesture, a
meaning which responded perfectly to the character of
the personage. Apart from the conscientious study he
had made of the character, he was gay, simple, natural,
irresistible. If you had seen Baklouchin you would
certainly have said that he was a genuine actor, an actor
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by vocation, and of great talent. I have seen Philatka
several times at the St. Petersburg and Moscow theatres,
and I declare that none of our celebrated actors was equal
to Baklouchin in this part. They were peasants, from no
matter what country, and not true Russian moujiks.
Moreover, their desire to be peasant-like was too ap-
parent. Baklouchin was animated by emulation ; for it
was known that the convict Potsiakin was to play the
rrt of Kedril in the second piece, and it was assumed —
io not know why — that the latter would show more
talent than Baklouchin. The latter was as vexed by this
preference as a child. How many times did he not come
to me during the last days to tell me all he felt ! Two
hours before the representation he was attacked by fever.
When the audience burst out laughing, and called out
" Bravo, Baklouchin ! what a fellow you are ! " his
figure shone with joy, and true inspiration could be
read in his eyes. The scene of the kisses between
Kiroshka and Philatka, in which the latter calls out to
the daughter, "Wife, your mouth," and then wipes
his own, was wonderfully comic. Every one burst out
laughing.
What interested me was the spectators. They were
all at their ease, and gave themselves up frankly to their
mirth. Cries of approbation became more and more
numerous. A convict nudged his companion with his
elbow, and hastily communicated his impressions, without
even troubling himself to know who was by his side.
When a comic song began, one man might be seen
agitating his arms violently, as if to engage his com-
panions to laugh ; after which he turned suddenly towards
the stage. A third smacked his tongue against his
palate, and could not keep quiet a moment; but as there
was not room for him to change his position, he hopped
first on one leg, then on the other ; towards the end of
the piece the general gaiety attained its climax. I
exaggerate nothing. Imagine the convict prison,
chains, captivity, long years of confinement, of task-
work, of monotonous life, falling away drop by drop
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like rain on an autumn day; imagine all this despair
in presence of permission given to the convicts to
amuse themselves, to breathe freely for an hour, to
forget their nightmare, and to organise a play — and
what a play ! one that excited the envy and admiration
of our town.
" Fancy those convicts ! " people said : everythin
interested them, take the costumes for instance,
seemed very strange, but then to see, Nietsvitaeff, or
Baklouchin, in a different costume from the one they
had worn for so many years.
He is a convict, a genuine convict, whose chains ring
when he walks ; and there he is, out on the stage with a
frock-coat, and a round hat, and a cloak, like any ordinary
civilian. He has put on hair, moustaches. He takes a
red handkerchief from his pocket and shakes it, like a
real nobleman. What enthusiasm is created ! The " good
landlord" arrives in an aide-de-camp uniform, a very old
one, it is true, but with epaulettes, and a cocked hat. The
effect produced was indescribable. There had been two
candidates for this costume, and — will it be believed ? —
they had quarrelled like two little schoolboys as to which
of them should play the part. Both wanted to appear in
military uniform with epaulettes. The other actors
separated them, and, by a majority of voices, the part
was entrusted to Nietsvitaeff; not because he was
more suited to it than the other, and that he bore a
greater resemblance to a nobleman, but only because he
had assured them all that he would have a cane, and that
he would twirl it and rap it out grand, like a true noble-
man— a dandy of the latest fashion — which was more
than Vanka and Ospiety could do, seeing they have
never known any noblemen. In fact, when Nietsvitaeff
went to the stage with his wife, he did nothing but draw
circles on the floor with his light bamboo cane, evidently
thinking that this was the sign of the best breeding, of
supreme elegance. Probably in his childhood, when he
was still a barefooted child, he had been attracted by
the skill of some proprietor in twirling his cane, and this
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impression had remained in his memory, although thirty
years afterwards.
Nietsvitaeff was so occupied with his process that
he saw no one, he gave the replies in his dialogue
without even raising his eyes. The most important
thing for him was the end of his cane, and the circles
he drew with it. The Lady Bountiful was also very
remarkable ; she came on in an old worn-out muslin
dress, which looked like a rag. Her arms and neck were
bare. She had a little calico cap on her head, with strings
under her chin, an umbrella in one hand, and in the other
a fan of coloured paper, with which she constantly fanned
herself. This great lady was welcomed with a wild laugh ;
she herself, too, was unable to restrain herself, and burst
out more than once. The part was filled by the convict
Ivanoff. As for Sirotkin, in his girl's dress, he looked
exceedingly well. The couplets were all well sung. In
a word, the piece was played to the satisfaction of every
one ; not the least hostile criticism was passed — who, in-
deed, was there to criticise ? The air, " Sieni moi Sieni,"
was played again by way of overture, and the curtain
again went up.
Kedril, the Glutton, was now to be played. Kedril
is a sort of Don Juan. This comparison may justly be
made, for the master and the servant are both carried
away by devils at the end of the piece ; and the piece,
as the convicts had it, was played quite correctly ; but
the beginning and the end must have been lost, for it
had neither head nor tail. The scene is laid in an inn
somewhere in Russia. The innkeeper introduces into a
room a nobleman wearing a cloak and a battered round
hat ; the valet, Kedril, follows his master ; he carries a
valise, and a fowl rolled up in blue paper ; he wears a
short pelisse and a footman's cap. It is this fellow who
is the glutton. The convict Potsiakin, the rival of Bak-
Iquchin, played this part, while the part of the nobleman
was filled by Ivanoff, the same who played the great
lady in the first piece. The innkeeper (Nietsvitaeff)
warns the nobleman that the room is haunted by demons,
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and goes away; the nobleman is interested and pre-
occupied; he murmurs aloud that he has known that for
a long time, and orders Kedril to unpack his things and
to get supper ready.
Kedril is a glutton and a coward. When he
hears of devils he turns pale and trembles like a leaf ;
he would like to run away, but is afraid of his
master ; besides, he is hungry, he is voluptuous, he is
sensual, stupid, though cunning in his way, and, as
before said, a poltroon; he cheats his master every
moment, though he fears him like fire. This type of
servant is a remarkable one in which may be recognised
the principal features of the character of Leporello, but
indistinct and confused. The part was played in really
superior style by Potsiakin, whose talent was beyond
discussion, surpassing as it did in my opinion that of
Baklouchin himself. But when the next day I spoke to
Baklouchin I concealed my impression from him, know-
ing that it would give him bitter pain.
As for the convict who played the part of the noble-
man, it was not bad. Everything he said was without
meaning, incomparable to anything I had ever heard
before ; but his enunciation was pure and his gestures
becoming. While Kedril occupies himself with the valise,
his master walks up and down, and announces that from
that day forth he means to lead a quiet life. Kedril
listens, makes grimaces, and amuses the spectators by
his reflections " aside." He has no pity for his master,
but he has heard of devils, would like to know what they
are like, and thereupon questions him. The nobleman
replies that some time ago, being in danger of death, he
asked succour from hell. Then the devils aided and
delivered him, but the term of his liberty has expired;
and if the devils come that evening, it will be to exact
his soul, as has been agreed in their compact. Kedril
begins to tremble in earnest, but his master does not
lose courage, and orders him to prepare the supper.
Hearing of victuals, Kedril revives. Taking out a bottle
of wine, he taps it on hia own account. The audience
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expands with laughter; but the door grates on its
hinges, the winds shakes the shutters, Kedril trembles,
and hastily, almost without knowing what he is
doing, puts into his mouth an enormous piece of
fowl, which he is unable to swallow. There is another
gust of wind.
" Is it ready ? " cries the master, still walking back-
wards and forwards in his room.
" Directly, sir. I am preparing it," says Kedril, who
sits down, and, taking care that his master does not see
him, begins to eat the supper himself. The audience is
evidently charmed with the cunning of the servant, who
so cleverly makes game of the nobleman ; and it must be
admitted that Poseikin, the representative of the part,
deserved high praise. He pronounced admirably the
words : " Directly, sir. I — am — preparing — it."
Kedril eats gradually, and at each mouthful trembles
lest his master shall see him. Every time that the
nobleman turns round Kedril hides under the table,
holding the fowl in his hand. When he has appeased
his hunger, he begins to think of his master.
"Kedril, will it soon be ready ?" cries the noble-
man.
" It is ready now," replies Kedril boldly, when all at
once he perceives that there is scarcely anything left.
Nothing remains but one leg. The master, still sombre
and pre-occupied, notices nothing, and takes his seat,
while Kedril places himself behind him with a napkin on
his arm. Every word, every gesture, every grimace from
the servant, as he turns towards the audience to laugh at
his master's expense, excites the greatest mirth among
the convicts. Just at the moment when the young
nobleman begins to eat, the devils arrive. They resemble
nothing human or terrestrial. The side-door opens, and
the phantom appears dressed entirely in white, with a
lighted lantern in lieu of a head, and with a scythe in its
hand. Why the white dress, scythe, and lantern ? No
one could tell me, and the matter did not trouble the
convicts. They were sure that this was the way it ought
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to be done. The master comes forward courageously to
meet the apparitions, and calls out to them that he is
ready, and that they can take him. But Kedril, as
timid as a hare, hides under the table, not forgetting, in
spite of his fright, to take a bottle with him. The devils
disappear, Kedril comes out of his hiding-place, and the
master begins to eat his fowl. Three devils enter the
room, and seize him to take him to hell.
" Save me, Kedril," he cries. But Kedril has some-
thing else to think of. He has now with him in
his hiding-place not only the bottle, but also the plate
of fowl and the bread. He is now alone. The demons
are far away, and his master also. Kedril gets from
under the table, looks all round, and suddenly his face
beams with joy. He winks, like the rogue he is, sits
down in his master's place, and whispers to the audience :
" I have now no master but myself/'
Every one laughs at seeing him masterless ; and he
says, always in an under-tone and with a confidential air :
" The devils have carried him off ! "
The enthusiasm of the spectators is now without
limits. The last phrase was uttered with such roguery,
with such a triumphant grimace, that it was impossible
not to applaud. But Kedril's happiness does not last
long. Hardly has he taken up the bottle of wine, and
poured himself out a large glass, which he carries to his
lips, than the devils return, slip behind, and seize him.
Kedril howls like one possessed, but he dare not turn
round. He wishes to defend himself, but cannot, for in
his hands he holds the bottle and the glass, from which
he will not separate. His eyes starting from his head,
his mouth gaping with horror, he remains for a moment
looking at the audience with a comic expression of
cowardice that might have been painted. At last he is
dragged, carried away. His arms and legs are agitated
in every direction, but he still sticks to his bottle. He
also shrieks, and his cries are still heard when he has
been carried from the stage.
The curtain falls amid general laughter, and every
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one is delighted. The orchestra now attacks the famous
dance tune Kamarinskaia. First it is played softly,
pianissimo; but little by little, the motive is developed
and played more lightly. The time is quickened, and the
wood, as well as the strings of the balalaiki, is made to
sound. The musicians enter thoroughly into the spirit of
the dance. Grlinka [who has arranged the Kamarinskaia
in the most ingenious manner, and with harmonies of his
own devising, for full orchestra] should have heard it as it
was executed in our Convict Prison.
The pantomimic musical accompaniment is begun;
and throughout the Kamarinskaia is played. The stage
represents the interior of a hut. A miller and his wife
are sitting down, one mending clothes, the other spinning
flax. Sirotkin plays the part of the wife, and Niets-
vitaeff that of the husband. Our scenery was very poor.
In this piece, as in the preceding ones, imagination had
to supply what was wanting in reality. Instead of a
wall at the back of the stage, there was a carpet or a
blanket ; on the right, shabby screens ; while on the left,
where the stage was not closed, the camp-bedsteads could
be seen ; but the spectators were not exacting, and were
willing to imagine all that was wanting. It was an easy
task for them ; all convicts are great dreamers. Directly
they are told "this is a garden/7 it is for them a garden.
Informed that " this is a hut," they accept the definition
without difficulty. To them it is a hut. Sirotkin was
charming in a woman's dress. The miller finishes his work,
takes his cap and his whip, goes up to his wife, and gives
her to understand by signs, that if during his absence she
makes the mistake of receiving any one, she will have to
deal with him — and he shows her his whip. The wife
listens, and nods affirmatively her head. The whip is
evidently known to her ; the hussey has often deserved
it. The husband goes out. Hardly has he turned upon
his heel, than his wife shakes her fist at him. There is a
knock ; the door opens, and in comes a neighbour, miller
also by trade. He wears a beard, is in a kuftan, and he
brings as a present a red handkerchief. The woman
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smiles. Another knock is heard at the door. Where
shall she hide him ? She conceals him under the table,
and takes up her distaff again. Another admirer now
presents himself — a farrier in the uniform of a non-
commissioned officer.
Until now the pantomime had gone on capitally ; the
gestures of the actors being irreproachable. It was
astounding to see these improvised players going through
their parts in so correct a manner ; and involuntarily one
said to oneself :
" What a deal of talent is lost in our Russia, left
without use in our prisons and places of exile ! "
The convict who played the part of the farrier
had, doubtless, taken part in a performance at some
provincial theatre, or had played with amateurs. It
seemed to me, in any case, that our actors knew nothing
of acting as an art, and bore themselves in the
meanest manner. When it was his turn to appear, he
came on like one of the classical heroes of the old
repertory — taking a long stride with one foot before he
raised the other from the ground, throwing back his
head on the upper part of his body and casting proud
looks around him. If such a gait was ridiculous on
the part of classical heroes, still more so was it when
the actor was representing a comic character. But
the audience thought it quite natural, and accepted
the actor's triumphant walk as a necessary fact, without
criticising it.
A moment after the entry of the second admirer
there is another knock at the door. The wife loses her
head. Where is the farrier to be concealed ? In her
big box. It fortunately is open. The farrier disappears
within it and the lid falls upon him.
The new arrival is a Brahmin, in full costume.
His entry is hailed by the spectators with a formid-
able laugh. This Brahmin is represented by the
convict Cutchin, who plays the part perfectly, thanks,
in a great measure, to a suitable physiognomy. He
explains in the pantomime his love of the miller's
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wife, raises his hands to heaven, and then clasps them
on his breast.
There is now another knock at the door — a vigorous
one this time. There could be no mistake about it. It
is the master of the house. The miller's wife loses her
head ; the Brahmin runs wildly on all sides, begging to
be concealed. She helps him to slip behind the cupboard,
and begins to spin, and goes on spinning without think-
ing of opening the door. In her fright she gets the
thread twisted, drops the spindle, and, in her agitation,
makes the gesture of turning it when it is lying on the
groun d. Sirotkin represented perfectly this state of alarm.
Then the miller kicks open the door and approaches
his wife, whip in hand. He has seen everything, for he
was spying outside ; and he indicates by signs to his
wife that she has three lovers concealed in the house.
Then he searches them out.
First, he finds the neighbour, whom he drives out
with his fist. The frightened farrier tries to escape. He
raises, with his head, the cover of the chest, and is at
once seen. The miller thrashes him with his whip, and
for once this gallant does not march in the classical
style.
The only one now remaining is the Brahmin, whom
the husband seeks for some time without finding him.
At last he discovers him in his corner behind the cup-
board, bows to him politely, and then draws him by his
beard into the middle of the stage. The Brahmin tries
to defend himself, and cries out, " Accursed, accursed ! "
— the only words pronounced throughout the pantomime.
But the husband will not listen to him, and, after settling
accounts with him, turns to his wife. Seeing that her
turn has come, she throws away both wheel and spindle,
and runs out, causing an earthen pot to fall as she shakes
the room in her fright. The convicts burst into a laugh,
and Ali, without looking at me, takes my hand, and calls
out, " See, see the Brahmin ! " He cannot hold himself
upright, so overpowering is his laugh. The curtain falls,
and another song begins
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There were two or three more, all broadly humorous
and very droll. The convicts had not composed them
themselves, but they had contributed something to them.
Every actor improvised to such purpose that the part
was a different one each evening. The pantomime ended
with a ballet, in which there was a burial. The Brahmin
went through various incantations over the corpse, and
with effect. The dead man returns to life, and, in their
joy, all present begin to dance. The Brahmin dances in
Brahminical style with the dead man. This was the final
scene. The convicts now separated, happy, delighted,
and full of praise for the actors and gratitude towards the
non-commissioned officers. There was not the least
quarrel, and they all went to bed with peaceful hearts,
to sleep with a sleep by no means familiar to them.
This is no fantasy of my imagination, but the truth,
the very truth. These unhappy men had been permitted
to live for some moments in their own way, to amuse
themselves in a human manner, to escape for a brief hour
from their sad position as convicts j and a moral change
was effected, at least for a time.
The night is already quite dark. Something makes
me shudder, and I awake. The " old believer " is still on
the top of the high porcelain stove praying, and he will
continue to pray until dawn. Ali is sleeping peacefully
by my side. I remember that when he went to bed he
was still laughing and talking about the theatre with his
brothers. Little by little I began to remember every-
thing ; the preceding day, the Christmas holidays, and
the whole month. I raised my head in fright and looked
at my companions, who were sleeping by the trembling
ight of the candle provided by the authorities. I look
at their unhappy countenances, their miserable beds ; I
view this nakedness, the wretchedness, and then convince
myself that it is not a frightful night there, but a simple
reality. Yes, it is a reality. I hear a groan. Some one
has moved his arm and made his chains rattle. Another
one is agitated in his dreams and speaks aloud, while the
old grandfather is praying for the " Orthodox Christians."
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I listened to his prayer, uttered with regularity, in soft,
rather drawling tones : " Lord Jesus Christ have mercy
upon us."
" Well, I am not here for ever, but only for a few
years," I said to myself, and I again laid my head down
on my pillow.
fart It
CHAPTER I.
THE HOSPITAL
SHORTLY after the Christmas holidays I felt
ill, and had to go to our military hospital,
which stood apart at about half a verst (one-
third of a mile) from the fortress. It was a
one-storey building, very long, and painted yellow.
Every summer a great quantity of ochre was expended
in brightening it up. In the immense court-yard stood
buildings, including those where the chief physicians
lived, while the principal building contained only wards
intended for the patients. There were a good many of
them, but as only two were reserved for the convicts,
these latter were nearly always full, above all in summer,
so that it was often necessary to bring the beds closer
together. These wards were occupied by " unfortunates "
of all kinds : first by our own, then by military prisoners,
previously incarcerated in the guard-houses. There were
others, again, who had not yet been tried, or who were
passing through. In this hospital, too, were invalids
from the Disciplinary Company, a melancholy institution
for bringing together soldiers of bad conduct, with a
view to their correction. At the end of a year or two,
they come back the most thorough-going rascals that
the earth can endure.
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When a convict felt that he was ill, he told the non-
commissioned officer, who wrote the man's name down
on a card, which he then gave to him and sent him to
the hospital under the escort of a soldier. On his arrival
he was examined by a doctor, who authorised the convict
to remain at the hospital if he was really ill. My name
was duly written down, and towards one o'clock, when
all my companions had started for their afternoon work,
I went to the hospital. Every prisoner took with him
such money and bread as he could (for food was not to
be expected the first day), a little pipe, and pouch
containing tobacco, with flint, steel, and match-paper.
The convicts concealed these objects in their boots. On
entering the hospital I experienced a feeling of curiosity,
for a new aspect of life was now presented.
The day was hot, cloudy, sad — one of those days
when places like a hospital assume a particularly dis-
agreeable and repulsive look. Myself and the soldier
escorting me went into the entrance room, where there
were two copper baths. There were two convicts waiting
there with their warders. An assistant surgeon came in,
looked at us with a careless and patronising air, and went
away still more carelessly to announce our arrival to the
physician on duty. Soon the physician arrived. He
examined me, treating me in a very affable manner, and
gave me a paper on which my name was inscribed. The
ordinary physician of the wards reserved for the con-
victs was to make the diagnosis of my illness, to pre-
scribe the fitting remedies, together with the necessary
diet. I had already heard the convicts say that their
doctors could not be too much praised. " They are
fathers to us/' they would say.
I took my clothes off to put on another costume. Our
clothes and linen were taken away, and we were given
hospital linen instead, to which were added long stock-
ings, slippers, cotton nightcaps, and a dressing-gown of a
very thick brown cloth, which was lined, not with linen,
but with filth. The dressing-gown was indeed very filthy,
but I soon understood its utility. We were afterwards
taken to the convict wards, which were at the head of a
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long corridor, very high, and very clean. The external
cleanliness was quite satisfactory. Everything that could
be seen shone ; so, at least, it seemed to me, after the
dirtiness of the convict prison.
The two prisoners, whom I had found in the entrance
hall, went to the left of the corridor, while I entered a
room. Before the padlocked door walked a sentinel,
musket on shoulder ; and not far off was the soldier who
was to replace him. The sergeant of the hospital guard
ordered him to let me pass, and suddenly I found myself
in the middle of a long narrow room, with beds to the
number of twenty-two arranged against the walls. Three
or four of them were still unoccupied. These wooden
beds were painted green, and, as is notoriously the case
with all hospital beds in Russia, were doubtless inhabited
by bugs. I went into a corner by the side of the windows.
There were very few prisoners dangerously ill and con-
fined to their beds.
The inmates of the hospital were, for the most part,
convalescents, or men who were slightly indisposed. My
new companions were stretched out on their couches, or
walking about up and down between the rows of beds.
There was just space enough for them to come and go.
The atmosphere of the ward was stifling with the odour
peculiar to hospitals. It was composed of various ema-
nations, each more disagreeable than the other, and of
the smell of drugs ; though the stove was kept well
heated all day long, my bed was covered with a counter-
pane, which I took off. The bed itself consisted of a cloth
blanket lined with linen, and coarse sheets of more than
doubtful cleanliness. By the side of the bed was a little
table with a pitcher and a pewter mug, together with a
diminutive napkin, which had been given to me. The
table could, moreover, hold a tea-urn for those patients
who were rich enough to drink tea. These men of
means, however, were not very numerous. The pipes
and the tobacco pouches — for all the patients smoked,
even the consumptive ones — could be concealed beneath
the mattress. The doctors and the other officials scarcely
ever made searches, and when they surprised a patient
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with a pipe in his mouth, they pretended not to see. The
patients, however, were very prudent, and smoked always
at the back of the stove. They never smoked in their beds
except at night, when no rounds were made by the officers
commanding the hospital.
Until then I had not been in any hospital in the
character of patient, so that everything was quite new
to me. I noticed that my entry had mystified some of
the prisoners. They had heard of me, and all the
inmates now looked upon me with that slight shade of
superiority which recognised members of no matter what
society show to one newly admitted among them. On
my right was lying down a man committed for trial — an
ex- secretary and the illegitimate son of a retired captain
— accused of having made false money. He had been in
the hospital nearly a year. He was not in the least ill,
but he assured the doctors that he had an aneurism, and
he so thoroughly convinced them that he escaped both
the hard labour and the corporal punishment to which
he had been sentenced. He was sent a year later to
T k, where he was attached to an asylum. He was a
vigorous young fellow of eight-and-twenty, cunning, a
self-confessed rogue, and something of a lawyer. He
was intelligent, had easy manners, but was very pre-
sumptuous, and suffered from morbid self-esteem. Con-
vinced that there was no one in the world a bit more
honest or more just than himself, he did not consider
himself at all guilty, and never kept this assurance to
himself.
This personage was the first to address me, and he
questioned me with much curiosity. He initiated me
into the ways of the hospital ; and, of course, began
by telling me that he was the son of a captain. He
was very anxious that I should take him for a noble, or
at least, for some one connected with the nobility.
Soon afterwards an invalid from the Disciplinary
Company came and told me that he knew a great many
nobles who had been exiled ; and, to convince me, he
repeated to me their Christian names and their patronymics.
It was only necessary to see the face of this soldier to
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understand that lie was lying abominably. He was named
Tchekounoff, and came to pay court to me, because he
suspected me of having money. When he saw a packet
of tea and sugar, he at once offered me his services to
make the water boil and to get me a tea-urn. M. D. S.
K had promised to send me my own by one of the
prisoners who worked in the hospital, but Tchekounoff
arranged to get me one forthwith. He got me a tin
vessel, in which he made the water boil ; and, in a word,
he showed such extraordinary zeal, that it drew down upon
him bitter laughter from one of the patients, a consump-
tive man, whose bed was just opposite mine, Usteantseff
by name. This was the soldier condemned to the rods,
who, from fear, had swallowed a bottle of vodka, in
which he had infused tobacco, this bringing on lung
disease.
I have spoken of him above. He had remained silent
until now, stretched out on his bed, and breathing with
difficulty. He looked at me all the time with a very
serious air. He did not take his eyes from Tchekounoff,
whose civility irritated him. His extraordinary gravity
rendered his indignation comic. At last he could stand
it no longer.
" Look at this fellow ! He has found his master," he
said, stammering out the words with a voice strangled by
weakness, for he had now not long to live.
Tchekounoff, much annoyed, turned round.
" Who is the fellow ? " he asked, looking at Usteant-
seff, with contempt.
" Why, you are a flunkey," replied Usteantseff, as con-
fidently as if he had possessed the right of calling
Tchekounoff to order.
"I a fellow?"
" Yes, you are a flunkey ; a true flunkey. Listen, my
good friends. He won't believe me. He is quite
astonished, the brave fellow/'
"What can that matter to you? You see when
they don't know how to make use of their hands that
they are not accustomed to be without servants. Why
should I not serve him, buffoon with a hairy snout ? "
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" Who has a hairy snout ? "
« You ! "
" I have a hairy snout ? "
" Yes ; certainly you have."
" You are a nice fellow, you are. If I have a hairy
snout, you have a face like a crow's egg."
" Hairy snout ! The merciful Lord has settled your
account. You would do much better to keep quiet and
die."
" Why ? I would rather prostrate myself before a
boot than before a slipper. My father never prostrated
himself, and never made me do so."
He would have continued, but an attack of coughing
convulsed him for some minutes. He spat blood, and a
cold sweat broke out on his low forehead. If his cough
had not prevented him from speaking, he would have
continued to declaim. One could see that from his look ;
but in his powerlessness he could only move his hand,
the result of which was that Tchekounoff spoke no more
about the matter.
I quite understood that the consumptive patient
hated me much more than Tchekounoff. No one would
have thought of beiug angry with him or of looking
down upon him by reason of the services he was rendering
me, and the few kopecks that he tried to get from me.
Every one understood that he did it all in order to get
himself a little money.
The Russian people are not at all susceptible on such
points, and know perfectly well how to take them.
I had displeased Usteantseff, as my tea had also dis-
pleased him. What irritated him was that, in spite of all,
I was a gentleman, even with my chains ; that I could
not do without a servant, though I neither asked for nor
desired one. In reality I tried to do everything for my-
aelf, in order not to appear a white-handed, effeminate
person, and not to play the part which excited so much
envy.
I even felt a little pride on this point ; but, in spite
of everything — I do not know why — I was always sur-
rounded by officious, complaisant people, who attached
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themselves to me of their own free will, and who ended
by governing me. It was I rather who was their
servant ; so that, whether I liked it or not, I was made to
appear to every one a noble, who could not do without
the services of others, and who gave himself airs. This
exasperated me.
Usteantseff was consumptive, and, therefore, irascible.
The other patients only showed me indifference, tinged
with a shade of contempt. They were occupied with a
circumstance which now presents itself to my memory.
I learned, as I listened to their conversation, that
there was to be brought into the hospital that evening a
convict who, at that moment, was receiving the rods.
The prisoners were looking forward to this new arrival
with some curiosity. They said, however, that his punish-
ment was but slight — only five hundred strokes.
I looked round. The greater number of genuine
patients were, as far as I could observe, affected by
scurvy and diseases of the eyes — both peculiar to this
country. The others suffered from fever, lung disease,
and other illnesses. The different illnesses were not
separated; all the patients were together in the same
room.
I have spoken of genuine patients, for certain convicts
had come in merely to get a little rest. The doctors ad-
mitted them from pure compassion, above all, if there
were any vacant beds. Life in the guard-house and in
the prison was so hard compared with that of the hospital,
that many persons preferred to remain lying down in
spite of the stifling atmosphere and the rules against
leaving the room.
There were even men who took pleasure in this kind
of life. They belonged nearly all to the Disciplinary
Company. I examined my new companions with curi-
osity. One of them puzzled me very much. He was
consumptive, and was dying. His bed was a little further
on than that of Usteantseff, and was nearly beside mine.
He was named Mikhailoff. I had seen him in the Convict
Prison two weeks before, when he was already seriously
ill. He ought to have been under treatment long before,
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but he bore up against his malady with surprising
courage. He did not go to the hospital until about the
Christmas holidays, to die three weeks afterwards of gal-
loping consumption. He seemed to have burned out like
a candle. What astonished me most was the terrible
change in his countenance. I had noticed him the very
first day of my imprisonment. By his side was lying a
soldier of the Disciplinary Company — an old man with a
bad expression on his face, whose general appearance was
disgusting.
But I am not going to enumerate all the patients. I
just remember this old man simply because he made an
impression on me, and initiated me at once into certain
peculiarities of the ward. He had a severe cold in the
head, which made him sneeze at every moment, even
during his sleep, as if firing salutes, five or six times run-
ning, while each time he called out, "My God, what
torture \"
Seated on his bed he stuffed his nose eagerly with
snuff, which he took from a paper bag, in order to
sneeze more strongly, and with greater regularity. He
sneezed into a checked cotton pocket-handkerchief which
belonged to him, and which had lost its colour through
perpetual washing. His little nose then became wrinkled
in a most peculiar manner with a multitude of wrinkles,
and his open mouth exhibited broken teeth, decayed and
black, and red gums moist with saliva. When he
sneezed into his handkerchief he unfolded it and wiped it
on the lining of his dressing-gown. His proceedings
disgusted me so much that involuntarily I examined the
dressing-gown I had just put on myself. It exhaled a
most offensive odour, which contact with my body
helped to bring out. It smelt of plasters and medica-
ments of all kinds. It seemed as though it had been worn
by patients from time immemorial. The lining had,
perhaps, been washed once, but I would not swear to it.
Certainly, at the time I put it on, it was saturated with
lotions, and stained by contact with poultices and plasters
of all imaginable kinds.
The men condemned to the rods, having undergone
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their punishment, were brought straight to the hospital,
their backs still bleeding. As compresses and as poultices
were placed on their wounds, the dressing-gown they
wore over their wet shirt received and retained the
droppings.
During all the time of my hard labour I had to go to
the hospital, which often happened, I always put on, with
mistrust and abhorrence, the dressing-gown that was de-
livered to me. As soon as Tchekounofi had given me my
tea (I will say, in parenthesis, that the water brought in
in the morning, and not renewed throughout the day, was
soon corrupted, soon poisoned by the fetid air), the door
opened, and the soldier, who had just received the rods,
was brought in under a double escort. I saw, for the
first time, a man who had just been whipped. Later on
many were brought in, and whenever this happened it
caused great distress to the patients. These unfortunate
men were received with grave composure, but the nature
of the reception depended nearly always on the enormity
of the crime committed, and, consequently, the number of
strokes administered.
The criminals most cruelly whipped, and who were
celebrated as brigands of the first order, enjoyed more
respect and attention than a simple deserter, a recruit,
like the one who had just been brought in. But in
neither case was any particular sympathy manifested, nor
were any annoying remarks made. The unhappy man was
attended to in silence, above all if he was incapable of
attending to himself. The assistant-surgeons knew that
they were entrusting their patients to skilful and
experienced hands. The usual treatment consisted in
applying very often to the back of the man who had been
whipped a shirt or a piece of linen steeped in cold water.
It was also necessary to withdraw skilfully from the
wounds the twigs left by the rods which had been
broken on the criminars back. This last operation was
particularly painful to the patients. The extraordinary
stoicism with which they supported their sufferings
astonished me greatly.
I have seen many convicts who had been whipped,
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and cruelly, I can tell you. Well, I do not remember
one of them uttering a groan. Only after such an
experience, the countenance becomes pale, decomposed,
the eyes glitter, the look wanders, and the lips tremble
BO that the patient sometimes bites them till they bleed.
The soldier who had just come in was twenty-three
years of age ; he had a good muscular development, and
was rather a fine man, tall, well-made, with a bronzed
skin. His back, uncovered down to the waist, had been
seriously beaten, and his body now trembled with fever
beneath the damp sheet with which his back was covered.
For about an hour and a half he did nothing but walk
backwards and forwards in the room. I looked at
his face : he seemed to be thinking of nothing ; his
eyes had a strange expression, at once wild and timid;
they seemed to fix themselves with difficulty on
the various objects. I fancied I saw him looking
attentively at my hot tea; the steam was rising from
the full cup, and the poor devil was shivering and
clattering his teeth. I invited him to have some; he
turned towards me without saying a word, and taking up
the cup, swallowed the tea at one gulp, without putting
sugar in it. He tried not to look at me, and when he had
finished he put the cup back in silence without making a
sign, and then began to walk up and down as before. He
was in too much pain to think of speaking to me or
thanking me. As for the other prisoners, they abstained
from questioning him ; when once they had applied com-
presses they paid no more attention to him, thinking
probably it would be better to leave him alone, and not
to worry him by their questions and compassion. The
soldier seemed quite satisfied with this view.
Meanwhile, night came on and the lamp was lighted ;
some of the patients possessed candlesticks of their own,
but these were not numerous. In the evening the doctor
came round, after which a non-commissioned officer on
guard counted the patients and closed the room.
The prisoners could not speak in too high terms of their
doctors. They looked upon them truly as fathers and
respected them. These doctors had always something
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pleasant to say, a kind word even for reprobates, who
appreciated it all the more because they knew it was said
in all sincerity.
Yes, these kind words were really sincere, for no one
would have thought of blaming the doctors had they
shown themselves cross and inhuman; they were kind
purely from humanity. They understood perfectly that
a convict who is sick has as much right to breathe pure
air as any other person, even though the latter might be a
great personage. The convalescents there had a right to
walk freely through the corridors to take exercise, and to
breathe air less pestilential than that of our infirmary,
which was close and saturated with deleterious emana-
tions. In our ward, when once the doors had been closed
in the evening, they had to remain closed throughout
the night, and under no pretext was one of the inmates
allowed to go out.
For many years an inexplicable fact troubled me like
an insoluble problem. I must speak of it before going
on with my description. I am thinking of the chains
which every convict is obliged to wear, however ill he
may be ; even consumptives have died beneath my eyes
with their legs loaded with irons.
Everybody was accustomed to it, and regarded it as
an inevitable fact. I do not think any one, even the
doctors, would have thought of demanding the removal of
the irons from convicts who were seriously ill, not even
from the consumptive ones. The chains, it is true, were
not exceedingly heavy ; they did not in general weigh more
than eight or ten pounds, which is a supportable burden
for a man in good health. I have been told, however,
that after some years the legs of the convicts dry up and
waste away. I do not know whether it is true. I am
inclined to think it is ; the weight, however light it may
be (say not more than ten pounds), if it is fixed to the leg
for ever, increases the general weight in an abnormal
manner, and at the end of a certain time must have a
disastrous effect on its development.
For a convict in good health this is nothing, but the
same cannot be said of one who is sick. For the con-
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victs wlio were seriously ill, for the consumptive ones
whose arms and legs dry up of themselves, this last straw
is insupportable. Even if the medical authorities claimed
alleviation for the consumptive patients alone, it would
be an immense benefit, I assure you. I shall be told
convicts are malefactors, unworthy of compassion; but
ought increased severity to be shown towards him on
whom the finger of God already weighs ? No one will
believe that the object of this aggravation is to reform
the criminal. The consumptive prisoners are exempted
from corporal punishment by the tribunal.
There must be some mysterious, important reason for
all this, but what it is, it is impossible to understand.
No one believes — it is impossible to believe — that a con-
sumptive man will run away. Who can think of such a
thing, especially if the illness has reached a certain
degree of intensity ? It is impossible to deceive the doctors
and make them mistake a convict in good health for one
who is in a consumption, for this malady is one that can be
recognised at the first glance. Moreover, can the irons
prevent the convict not in good health from escaping?
Not in the least. The irons are a degradation and shame,
a physical and moral burden ; but they would not hinder
any one attempting to escape. The most awkward and
least intelligent convict can saw through them, or break
the rivets by hammering at them with a stone. Chains,
then, are a useless precaution ; and if the convicts wear
them as a punishment, should not this punishment be
spared to dying men ?
As I write these lines, a face stands out from my
memory : that of a dying man, a man who died in con-
sumption, this same Mikhailoff, whose bed was nearly
opposite me, and who expired, I think, four days after
my arrival at the hospital. When I spoke above of the
consumptive patients, I was only reproducing involuntarily
the sensations and ideas which occurred to me on the
occasion of this death. I knew Mikhailoff very little ; he
was a young man of twenty-five at most, not very tall,
thin, and with a fine face ; he belonged to the " special
section," and was remarkable for his strange, but soft
99 in the
by the
member
I think
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and sad taciturnity ; he seemed to have "dried up" in the
convict prison, to use an expression employed by the
convicts who had a good recollection of him. I remember
he had very fine eyes. I really cannot tell why
of that.
He died at three o'clock in the afternoon on a
clear, dry day. The sun was darting its brilliant rays
obliquely through the greenish, frozen panes of our
room. A torrent of light inundated the unhappy patient,
who had lost all consciousness, and was several hours
dying. From the early morning his sight became con-
fused ; he was unable to recognise those who approached
him. The convicts would gladly have done anything to
relieve him, for they saw he was in great suffering. His
respiration was painful, deep, and irregular; his breast
rose and fell violently, as though he were in want of air ;
he cast his blanket and his clothes far from him. Then
he began to tear up his shirt, which seemed to him a
terrible burden. It was taken off. Then it was fright-
ful to see this immensely long body, with fleshless arms
and legs, with beating breast, and ribs which were as
clearly marked as those of a skeleton. There was nothing
now on this skeleton but a cross and the irons, from
which his dried- up legs might easily have freed them-
selves. A quarter of an hour before his death everything
was silent in our ward, and the inmates spoke only in
whispers. The convicts walked on the tips of their toes.
From time to time they exchanged remarks on other sub-
jects, and cast a furtive glance at the dying man. The
rattling in his throat grew more and more painful. At
last, with a trembling hand, he felt the cross on his
breast and endeavoured to tear it off ; it was also weigh-
ing upon him, suffocating him. It was taken off. Ten
minutes afterwards, he died. Some one then knocked at the
door in order to give notice to the sentinel ; the warder
entered, looked at the dead man with a vacant air, and
went away to get the assistant-surgeon. The assistant-
surgeon was a good fellow enough, but a little too much
occupied with his personal appearance, otherwise very
agreeable; he soon arrived, went up to the corpse with
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long strides which made a noise in the silent ward, and
felt the dead man's pulse with an unconcerned air which
seemed to have been put on for the occasion. He then
made a vague gesture with his hand and went out.
Information was given at the guard-house ; for the
criminal was an important one (he belonged to the
special section), and in order to register his death it was
necessary to go through some formalities. While we
were waiting for the hospital guard to come, one of the
prisoners said in a whisper, " The eyes of the defunct
might as well be closed/' Another one profited by this
remark, and approaching Mikhailoff in silence, closed his
eyes ; then perceiving on the pillow the cross which had
been taken from his neck, he took it and looked at it,
put it down, and crossed himself. The face of the dead
man was becoming ossified; a ray of white light was
playing on the surface and illuminated two rows of white,
good teeth which sparkled between his thin lips, glued
to the gums by the mouth.
The non-commissioned officer on guard arrived at
last, musket on shoulder, helmet on head, accompanied
by two soldiers; he approached the corpse, slackening
his pace with an air of uncertainty, Then he examined
with a side glance the silent prisoners, who looked at
him with a sombre expression. At one step from the
dead man he stopped short, as if suddenly nailed to the
spot; the naked, dried-up body, loaded with irons, had
impressed him; he undid his chin-strap, removed his
helmet (which was not at all necessary for him to do), and
made the sign of the cross; he had a gray head, the
head of a soldier who had seen much service. I remem-
ber that by his side stood Tchekounoff, an old man who
was also gray. He looked all the time at the non-com-
missioned officer, and followed all his movements with
strange attention. They glanced across, and I saw that
Tchekounoff also trembled. He bit and closed his teeth,
and said to the non-commissioned officer, as if involun-
tarily, at the same time nodding his head in the direction
of the dead man, " He had a mother, too ! "
These words went to my heart. Why had he said
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them ? and how did this idea occur to him ? The corpse
was raised with the mattress; the straw creaked, the
chains dragged along the ground with a sharp ring ; they
were taken up and the body was carried out. Suddenly
all spoke once more in a loud voice. The non-commis-
sioned officer in the corridor could well be heard crying
out to some one to go for the blacksmith. It was neces-
sary to take the dead man's irons off. But I have
digressed from my subject.
CHAPTER II.
THE HOSPITAL (continued).
THE doctors used to visit the wards in the
morning, towards eleven o'clock ; they ap-
peared all together, forming a procession,
which was headed by the chief physician.
An hour and a half before, the ordinary
physician had made his round. He was a quiet young man,
always affable and kind, much liked by the prisoners, and
thoroughly versed in his art ; they only found one fault
with him, that he was " too soft." He was, in fact, by
no means communicative, he seemed confused in our
presence, blushed sometimes, and changed the quantity
of food at the first representation of the patient. I think
he would have consented to give them any medicine they
desired : in other respects an excellent young man.
A doctor in Russia often enjoys the affection
and respect of the people, and with reason, as far
as I have been able to see. I know that my words
would seem a paradox, above all when the mistrust
of this same people for foreign drugs and foreign
doctors is taken into account ; in fact, they prefer,
even when suffering from • a serious illness, to address
themselves year after year to a witch, or employ
old women's remedies (which, however, ought not to be
despised), rather than consult a doctor, or go into the
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hospital. In truth, these prejudices may be above all
attributed to causes which have nothing to do with
medicine, namely, the mistrust of the people for anything
which bears an official and administrative character ; nor
must it be forgotten that the common people are frightened
and prejudiced in regard to the hospitals, by the stories,
often absurd, of fantastic horrors said to take place with-
in them. Perhaps, however, these stories have a basis of
truth.
But what repels them above all, is the Germanism of
the hospitals, the idea that during their illness they will
be attended to by foreigners, the severity of the diet,
the heartlessness of the surgeons and doctors, the
dissection and autopsy of the bodies, etc. The common
people reflect, moreover, that they will be attended by
nobles — for in their view the doctors belong to the
nobility. Once they have made acquaintance with them
(there are exceptions, no doubt, but they are rare), their
fears vanish. This success must be attributed to our
doctors, especially the young ones, who, for the most
part, know how to gain the respect and affection of
the people. I speak now of what I myself have seen
and experienced in many cases and in different parts,
and I think matters are the same everywhere. In some
distant localities the doctors receive presents, make
profit out of their hospitals, and neglect the patients ;
sometimes they forget even their art. This happens, no
doubt; but I am speaking of the majority, inspired as
it is by that spirit, that generous tendency which is
regenerating the medical art. As for the apostates, the
wolves in the sheep-fold, they may excuse themselves,
and cast the blame on the circumstances amid which they
live ; but they are absurd, inexcusable, especially if they
are no longer humane; it is precisely the humanity,
affability, and brotherly compassion of the doctor which
prove most efficacious remedies for the patients. It is
time to stop these apathetic lamentations on the circum-
stances surrounding us. There may be truth in the
lament, but a cunning rogue who knows how to take
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care of himself never fails to blame the circumstances
around him when he wishes his faults to be forgiven —
above all, if he writes or speaks with eloquence.
I have again departed from my subject ; I wish only
to say that the common people mistrust and dislike
officialism and the Government doctors, rather than the
doctors themselves ; but on personal acquaintance many
prejudices disappear.
Our doctor generally stopped before the bed of each
patient, questioned him seriously and attentively, then
prescribed the remedies, potions, etc. He sometimes
noticed that the pretended invalid was not ill at all ; he
had come to take rest after his hard work, and to sleep
on a mattress in a warm room, far preferable to the naked
planks in a damp guard- house among a mass of pale,
broken-down men, waiting for their trial. In Russia
the prisoners in the House of Detention are almost
always broken down, which shows that their moral and
material condition is worse even than those of the
convicts.
In cases of feigned sickness our doctor would describe
the patient as suffering from febris catharalis, and some-
times allowed him to remain a week in the hospital.
Every one laughed at this febris catharalisj for it was
known to be a formula agreed upon between the doctor
and the patient to indicate no malady at all. Often the
robust invalid who abused the doctor's compassion
remained in the hospital until he was turned out by
force. Our doctor was worth seeing then. Confused
by the prisoner's obstinacy, he did not like to tell him
plainly that he was cured and offer him his leaving
ticket, although he had the right to send him away
without the least explanation on writing the words,
sanat. est. First he would hint to him that it was time
to go, and then would beg him to leave.
"You must go, you know you are cured now, and
we have no place for you, we are very much cramped
here, etc."
At last, ashamed to remain any longer, the patient
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would consent to go. The physician-in-chief, although
compassionate and just (the patients were much
attached to him), was incomparably more severe and
more decided than our ordinary physician. In certain
cases he showed merciless severity which only gained for
him the respect of the convicts. He always came into
the room accompanied by all the doctors of the hospital,
when his assistants visited all the beds and diagnosed on
each particular case ; he stopped longest at the beds of
those who were seriously ill, and had an encouraging
word for them. He never sent back the convicts who
arrived with febris catharalis ; but if one of them was
determined to remain in the hospital, he certified that the
man was cured. "Come" he would say, "you have
had your rest; now go, you must not take liberties."
Those who insisted upon remaining, were, above all,
the convicts who were worn out by field labour, performed
during the great summer heat, or prisoners who had
been sentenced to be whipped. I remember that they
were obliged to be particularly severe, merely in order to
get rid of one of them. He had come to be cured of
some disease of the eyes, which were red all over; he
complained of suffering a sharp pain in the eyelids. He
was incurable; plasters, blisters, leeches, nothing did
him any good ; and the diseased organ remained in the
same condition.
Then it occurred to the doctors that the illness was
feigned, for the inflammation neither became worse nor
better; and they soon understood that a comedy was
being played, although the patient would not admit
it. He was a fine young fellow, not ill-looking, though
he produced a disagreeable impression upon all his
companions ; he was suspicious, sombre, full of dissimu-
lation, and never looked any one straight in the face ; he
also kept himself apart as if he mistrusted us all. I
remember that many persons were afraid that he would
do some one harm.
When he was a soldier he had committed some
small theft, he had been arrested and condemned to
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receive a thousand strokes, and afterwards to pass into a
disciplinary company.
To put off the moment of punishment, the prisoners,
as I have already said, will do incredible things. On the
eve of the fatal day, they will stick a knife into one of
their chiefs, or into a comrade, in order that they may be
tried again for this new offence, which will delay their
punishment for a month or two. It matters little to
them that their punishment be doubled or tripled, if they
can escape this time. What they desire is to put off
temporarily the terrible minute at whatever cost, so
utterly does their heart fail them.
Many of the patients thought the man with the sore
eyes ought to be watched, lest in his despair he should
assassinate some one during the night ; but no precaution
was taken, not even by those who slept next to him. It
was remarked, however, that he rubbed his eyes with
plaster from the wall, and with something else besides, in
order that they might appear red when the doctor came
round ; at last the doctor-in-ohief threatened to cure him
by means of a seton.
When the malady resists all ordinary treatment, the
doctors determine to try some heroic, however painful,
remedy. But the poor devil did not wish to get well,
he was either too obstinate or too cowardly ; for, how-
ever painful the proposed operation may be, it cannot be
compared to the punishment of the rods.
The operation consists in seizing the patient by the
nape of the neck, taking up the skin, drawing it back as
much as possible, and making in it a double incision,
through which is passed a skein of cotton about as thick
as the finger. Every day at a fixed hour this skein is
pulled backwards and forwards in order that the wound
may continually suppurate and may not heal ; the poor
devil endured this torture which caused him horrible
suffering, for several days.
At last he consented to quit the hospital. In less
than a day his eyes became quite well; and, as soon
as his neck was healed, he was sent to the guard-house
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which he left next day to receive the first thousand
strokes.
Painful is the minute which precedes such a punish-
ment ; so painful, that perhaps I am wrong in taxing with
cowardice those convicts who fear it.
It must be terrible ; for the convicts to risk a double
or triple punishment, merely to postpone it. I have
spoken, however, of convicts who have thus wished to
quit the hospital before the wounds caused by the first
part of the flogging were healed, in order to receive the
last part and make an end of it. For life in a guard-
room is certainly worse than in a convict prison.
The habit of receiving floggings helps in some cases
to give intrepidity and decision to convicts. Those
who have been often flogged, are hardened both in body
and mind, and have at last looked upon such a punish-
ment as merely a disagreeable incident no longer to be
feared.
One of our convicts of the special section was a con-
verted Tartar, who was named Alexander, or Alexandrina,
as they called him in fun at the convict prison ; who told
me how he had received 4,000 strokes. He never spoke of
this punishment except with amusement and laughter;
but he swore very seriously that if he had not been
brought up in his horde, from his most tender infancy,
on whipping and flogging — and as the scars which covered
his back, and which refused to disappear, were there to
testify — he would never have been able to support
those 4,000 strokes. He blessed the education of sticks
that he had received.
"I was beaten for the least thing, Alexander
Petrovitch," he said one evening, when we were sitting
down before the fire. " I was beaten without reason for
fifteen years, as long as I can ever remember, and
several times a day. Any one who liked beat me j
so that, at last, it made no impression upon me."
I do not know how it was he became a soldier, for
perhaps he lied, and had always been a deserter and
vagabond. But I remember his telling me one day of
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the fright he was seized with when he was condemned
to receive 4,000 strokes for having killed one of his
officers.
"I know that they will punish me severely/' he
said to himself, " that, accustomed as I am to be whipped,
I shall perhaps die on the spot. The devil ! 4,000
strokes is not a trifle; and then all my officers were
in a fearful temper with me on account of this affair.
I knew well that it would not be 'rose-water/ I
even believed that I should die under the rods. I deter-
mined to get baptized. I said to myself, that perhaps
they would not then flog me, at any rate it was worth
trying my comrades had told me that it would be of no
good. But/ I said to myself, ' who knows ? perhaps
they will pardon me, they will have more compassion
on a Christian than on a Mohammedan. They baptized
me, and give me the name of Alexander ; but, in spite
of that, I had to take my flogging ; they did not let
me off a single stroke; I was, however, very savage.
' Wait a bit/ I said to myself, ' and I will take you all in ';
and, would you believe it, Alexander ? I did take them
all in. I knew how to look like a dead man ; not that I
appeared altogether without life, but I looked as if I
were on the point of breathing my last. They led me in
front of the battalion to receive my first thousand ; my
skin was burning, I began to howl. They gave me my
second thousand, and I said to myself, ' It's all over
now/ I had lost my head, my legs seemed broken, so
I fell to the ground, with the eyes of a dead man. My
face blue, my mouth full of froth, I no longer breathed.
When the doctor came he said I was on the point of
death. I was carried to the hospital, and at once re-
turned to life. Twice again they flogged me. What a
rage they were in ! I took them all in on each occasion.
I received my third thousand, and died again. On my
word, when they gave me the last thousand each stroke
ought to have counted for three, it was like a knife in my
heart. Oh, how they did beat me ! They were so severe
with me. Oh, that cursed fourth thousand ! it was well
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worth three firsts put together. If I had pretended to
be dead when I had still 200 to receive, I think they
would have finished me ; but they did not get the better
of me. I had them again and again, for they always
thought it was all over with me, and how could they have
thought otherwise ? The doctor was sure of it. But as
for the 200 which I had still to receive, they might
have struck as hard as they liked — they were worth
2,000 ; I only laughed at them. Why ? Because, when
I was a youngster, I had grown up under the whip.
Well, I am well, and alive now ; but I have been beaten
in the course of my life," he repeated, with a passive
air, as he brought his story to an end. As he did so,
he seemed to recollect and count anew the blows he
had received.
After a brief silence, he said : " I cannot count
them, nor can any one else ; there are not figures enough."
He looked at me, and burst into a laugh, so simple and
natural, that I could not help smiling in return.
" Do you know, Alexander Petrovitch, when I dream
at night, I always dream that I am being flogged. I
dream of nothing else." He, in fact, talked in his
sleep, and woke up the other prisoners.
" What are you yelling about, you demon ? w they
would say to him.
This strong, robust fellow, short in stature, about
forty-four years of age, active, good-looking, lived on good
terms with every one, though he was very fond of taking
what did not belong to him, and afterwards got beaten
for it. But each of our convicts who stole got beaten for
their thefts.
I will add to these remarks that I was always sur-
prised at the extraordinary good-nature, the absence of
rancour with which these unhappy men spoke of their
punishment, and of the chiefs superintending it. In
these stories, which often gave me palpitation of the
heart, not a shadow of hatred or rancour could be
detected; they laughed at what they had suffered like
children.
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It was not the same, however, with M — t9ki, when he
told me of his punishment. As he was not a noble, he
had been sentenced to be flogged. He had never spoken
to me of it, and when I asked him if it were true, he
replied affirmatively in two brief words, but with evident
suffering, and without looking at me. He at the same
time turned red, and when he raised his eyes, I saw
flames burning in them, while his lips trembled with
indignation. I felt that he would not forget, that he
could never forget this page of his history. Our com-
panions generally on the other hand (though theirs might
have been exceptions), looked upon their adventures
with quite another eye. It is impossible, I sometimes
thought, that they can be conscious of their guilt, and not
acknowledge the justice of their punishment ; above all,
when their off ences* were against their companions and
not against some chief. The greater part of them did
not acknowledge their guilt. I have already said that I
never observed in them the least remorse, even when
the crime had been committed against people of their
own station. As for the crimes committed against a
chief, they did not even speak of them. It seems to me
that for those cases, they had special views of their own.
They looked upon them as accidents caused by destiny,
by fatality, into which they had fallen unconsciously as
the result of some extraordinary impulse. The convict
always justifies the crimes he has committed against his
chief; he does not trouble himself about the matter.
But he admits that the chief cannot share his view, and
consequently, that he must naturally be punished, and
then he will be quits with him.
The struggle between the administration and the
prisoner is of the severest character on both sides.
What in a great measure justifies the criminal in his own
eyes, is his conviction that the people among whom he
has been born and has lived will acquit him. He is
certain that the common people will not look upon
him as a lost man, unless, indeed, his crime has been
committed against persons of his own class, against
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his brethren. He is quite calm about that; supported by
his conscience, he will not lose his moral tranquillity, and
that is the principal thing. He feels himself on firm
ground, and has no particular hatred for the knout, when
once it has been administered to him. He knows that it
was inevitable, and consoles himself by thinking that he
was neither the first nor the last to receive it. Does the
soldier detest the Turk whom he fights ? Not in the
least! yet he sabres him, hacks him to pieces, kills
him.
It must not be thought, moreover, that all of
these stories were told with indifference and in cold
blood.
When the name of Jerebiatnikof was mentioned, it was
always with indignation. I made the acquaintance of this
officer during my first stay in the hospital— only by the
convicts' stories, it must be understood. I afterwards saw
him one day when he was commanding the guard at the
convict prison ; he was about thirty years old, very stout
and very strong, with red cheeks hanging down on each
side, white teeth, and a formidable laugh. One could
see in a moment that he was in no way given to reflec-
tion. He took the greatest pleasure in whipping and
flogging, when he had to superintend the punishment. I
must hasten to say that the other officers looked upon
Jerebiatnikof as a monster, and the convicts did the
same. This was in the good old time, which is not very
very far off, but in which it is already difficult to believe
executioners delighted in their office. But, generally
speaking, the strokes were administered without enthu-
siasm.
This lieutenant was an exception, and he took a real
pleasure and delight in punishment. He had a passion
for it, and liked it for its own sake ; he looked to this art
for unnatural delights in order to tickle and excite his
base soul. A prisoner is conducted to the place of
punishment. Jerebiatnikof is the officer superintending
the execution. Arranging a long line of soldiers, armed
with heavy rods, he walks along the front with a satisfied
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air, and encourages each one to do his duty, con*
scientiously or otherwise — the soldiers know before
what " otherwise" means. The criminal is brought
out. If he does not yet know Jerebiatnikof, if he is
not in the secret of the mystery, the Lieutenant plays
him the following trick — one of the inventions of
Jerebiatnikof, very ingenious in this style of thing.
The prisoner, whose back has been bared, and whom
the non-commissioned officers have fastened to the
butt end of a musket in order to drag him afterwards
through the whole length of the "Green Street." He
begs the officer in charge, with a plaintive and tearful
voice, not to have him struck too hard, not to double the
punishment by any undue severity.
" Your nobility ! " cries the unhappy wretch, " have
pity on me, treat me fraternally, so that I may pray God
throughout my life for you. Do not destroy me, show
mercy ! "
Jerebiatnikof had waited for this. He now suspended
the execution, and engaged the prisoner in conversa-
tion, speaking to him in a sentimental, compassionate
tone.
" But, my good fellow," he would say, " what am
I to do? It is the law that punishes you — it is the
law."
" Your nobility ! You can make it everything ; have
pity upon me."
" Do you really think that I have no pity on you ?
Do you think it is any pleasure to me to see you
whipped ? I am a man, am I not ? Answer me, am
I not a man ? "
" Certainly, your nobility. We know that the
officers are our fathers and we their children. Be to me
a venerable father," the prisoner would cry, seeing
gome possibility of escaping punishment.
" Then, my friend, judge for yourself. You have a
brain to think with, you know I am human, I ought to
take compassion on you, sinner though you be."
" Your nobility says the absolute truth."
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" Yes, I ought to be merciful to you however guilty
ou may be. But it is not I who punish you, it is the
aw. I serve God and my country, and consequently I
commit a grave sin if I mitigate the punishment fixed by
the law. Only think of that ! "
« Your nobility ! "
"Well, what am I to do? Only think, I know that I
am doing wrong, but it shall be as you wish ; I will have
mercy upon you, you shall be punished lightly. But if
I really do this on one occasion, if I show mercy, if
I punish you lightly, you will think that at another time
I shall be merciful, and you will recommence your follies.
What do you say to that ? "
" Your nobility, preserve me ! Before the throne of
the heavenly Creator, I "
"No, no; you swear that you will behave your-
self."
" May the Lord cause me to die this moment and in
the next world."
" Do not swear in that way, it is a sin ; I shall believe
you if you will give me your word/'
" Your nobility."
" Well, listen, I will have mercy on you on account
of your tears, your orphan's tears, for you are an orphan,
are you not ? "
" Orphan on both sides, your nobility, I am alone in
the world."
" Well, on account of your orphan's tears I have pity
on you," he added, in a voice so full of emotion, that the
prisoner could not sufficiently thank God for having sent
him so good an officer.
The procession went out, the drum rolled, the soldiers
brandished their arms. "Flog him," Jerebiafcnikof
would roar from the bottom of his lungs, " flog him ! burn
him ! skin him alive ! Harder ! harder ! Give it harder
to this orphan 1 Give it him, the rogue."
The soldiers lay on the strokes with all their might
on the back of the unhappy wretch, whose eyes dart fire,
and who howls while Jerebiatnikof runs after him in
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front of the line, holding his sides with laughter — -he
puffs and blows so that he can scarcely hold himself
upright. He is happy. He thinks it droll. From
time to time his formidable resonant laugh is heard,
as he keeps on repeating, ' ' Flog him ! thrash him ! this
brigand ! this orphan ! "
He had composed variation on this motive. The
prisoner has been brought to undergo his punishment.
He begs the lieutenant to have pity on him. This time
Jerebiatnikof does not play the hypocrite ; he is frank
with the prisoner.
" Look, my dear fellow, I will punish you as you
deserve, but I can show you one act of mercy. I will
not attach you to the butt end of the musket, you shall go
along in a new style, you have only to run as hard as you
can along the front, each rod will strike you as a matter
of course, but it will be over sooner. What do you say
to that, will you try ? "
The prisoner, who has listened, full of mistrust and
doubt, says to himself : Perhaps this way will not be so
bad as the other. If I run with all my might, it will not
last quiet so long, and perhaps all the rods will not
touch me.
" Well, your nobility, I consent."
" I also consent. Come, mind your business," cries
the lieutenant to the soldiers. He knew beforehand that
not one rod would spare the back of the unfortunate
wretch; the soldier who failed to hit him would know
what to expect.
The convict tries to run along the " Green Street, "
but he does not go beyond fifteen men before the rods
rain upon his poor spine like hail ; so that the unfortunate
man shrieks out, and falls as if he had been struck by a
bullet.
"No, your nobility, I prefer to be flogged in the
ordinary way," he says, managing to get up, pale and
frightened. While Jerebiatnikof, who knew beforehand
how this affair would end, held his sides and burst into a
laugh.
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But I cannot relate all the diversions invented by
him, and all that was told about him.
My companions also spoke of a Lieutenant Smekaloff,
who fulfilled the functions of Commandant before the
arrival of our present Major. They spoke of Jerebiatnikof
with indifference, without hatred, but also without
exalting his high achievements. They did not praise
him, they simply despised him, whilst at the name of
Smekaloff the whole prison burst into a chorus of
laudation. The Lieutenant was by no means fond of
administering the rods; there was nothing in him of
Jerebiatnikof s disposition. How did it happen that the
convicts remembered his punishments, severe as they
were, with sweet satisfaction How did he manage to
please them. How did he gain the popularity he certainly
enjoyed ?
Our companions, like Russian people in general, were
ready to forget their tortures if a kind word was said to
them ; I speak of the effect itself without analysing or
examining it. It is not difficult, then, to gain the affec-
tions of such a people and become popular. Lieutenant
Smekaloff had gained such popularity, and when the
punishments he had directed were spoken of, they were
always mentioned with a certain sympathy.
"He was as kind as a father/' the convicts would
sometimes say, as, with a sigh, they compared him with
their present chief, the Major who had replaced him.
He was a simple-minded man, and kind in a manner.
There are chiefs who are naturally kind and merciful,
but who are not at all liked and are laughed at ; whereas,
Smekaloff had so managed that all the prisoners had a
special regard for him ; this was due to innate qualities,
which those who possess them do not understand.
Strange thing ! There are men who are far from being
kind, and who have yet the talent of making themselves
popular ; they do not despise the people who are beneath
their rule. That, I think, is the cause of this popularity.
They do not give themselves lordly airs ; they have no
feeling of " caste ; " they have a certain odour of the
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people ; they are men of birth, and the people at once
sniff it. They will do anything for such men ; they will
gladly change the mildest and most humane man for a
very severe chief, if the latter possesses this sort of
odour, and especially if the man is also genial in his way.
Oh ! then he is beyond price.
Lieutenant Smekaloff, as I have said, ordered some-
times very severe punishments. But he seemed to inflict
them in such a way, that the prisoners felt no
rancour against him. On the contrary, they recalled hi&
whipping affairs with laughter; he did not punish
frequently, for he had no artistic imagination. He had
invented only one practical joke, a single one which
amused him for nearly a year in our convict prison.
This joke was dear to him, probably, because it was hia
only one, and it was not without humour.
Smekaloff assisted himself at the executions, joking
all the time, and laughing at the prisoner as he questioned
him about the most out-of-the-way things, such, for
instance, as his private affairs. He did this without any
bad motive, and simply because he really wished to know
something about the man's affairs. A chair wa»
brought to him, together with the rods which were to be
used for chastising the prisoner. The Lieutenant sat
down and lighted his long pipe; the prisoner implored
him.
"No, comrade, lie down. What is the matter with
you?"
The convict stretched himself on the ground with a
sigh.
" Can you read fluently ? "
" Of course, your nobility ; I am baptized, and I was
taught to read when I was a child."
" Then read this."
The convict knows beforehand what he is to read,
and knows how the reading will end, because this joke
has been repeated more than thirty times; but Smekaloff
knows also that the convict is not his dupe any more
than the soldier who now holds the rods suspended over
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the back of the unhappy victim. The convict begins to
read ; the soldiers armed with the rods await motion-
less. Smekaloff ceases even to smoke, raises his hand,
and waits for a word fixed upon beforehand. At the
word, which from some double meaning might be inter-
preted as the order to start, the Lieutenant raises his
hand, and the flogging begins. The officer bursts into a
laugh, and the soldiers around him also laugh ; the man
who is whipping laughs, and the man who is being
whipped also.
CHAPTER III.
TEE HOSPITAL* (continued).
I HAVE spoken here of punishments and of
those who have administered them, because I
got a very clear idea on the subject during
my stay in the hospital. Until then I knew
of them only by general report* In our room
were confined all the prisoners from the battalion who
were to receive the spitzruten [rods], as well as those
from the military establishment in our town and in the
district surrounding it.
During my first few days I looked at all that
surrounded me with such greedy eyes that these strange
manners, these men who had just been flogged or were
about to be flogged, left upon me a terrible impression.
I was agitated, frightened.
As I listened to the conversation or narratives of the
other prisoners on this subject, I put to myself questions
which I endeavoured in vain to solve. I wished to know
all the degrees of the sentences ; the punishments, and
their shades ; and to learn the opinion of the convicts
* What I relate about corporal punishment took place during my
time. Now, as 1 am told, everything is changed, and is changing stilL
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themselves. I tried to represent to myself the psycho-
logical condition of the men flogged.
It rarely happened, as I have already said, that the
prisoner approached the fatal moment in cold blood,
even if he had been beaten several times before. The
condemned man experiences a fear which is very terrible,
but purely physical — an unconscious fear which upsets
his moral nature.
During my several years' stay in the convict prison I
was able to study at leisure the prisoners who wished to
leave the hospital, where they had remained some time
to have their damaged backs cured before receiving
the second half of their punishment. This interruption
in the punishment is always called for by the doctor
who assists at the execution.
If the number of strokes to be received is too great
for them to be administered all at once, it is divided ac-
cording to advice given by the doctor on the spot. It ia
for him to see if the prisoner is in a condition to
undergo the whole of his punishment, or if his life
is in danger.
Five hundred, one thousand, and even one thousand
five hundred strokes with the stick are administered at
once. But if it is two or three thousand the punishment
is divided into two or three doses.
Those whose back had been cured after the first
administration, and who are to undergo a second, were
sad, sombre and silent the day they went out, and the
evening before. They were almost in a state of torpor.
They engaged in no conversation, and remained perfectly
silent.
It is worthy of remark that the prisoners avoid
addressing those who are about to be punished, and,
above all, never make any allusion to the subject,
neither in consolation nor in superfluous words. No
attention whatever is paid to them, which is certainly the
best thing for the prisoner.
There are exceptions, however.
The convict Orloff, of whom I have already spoken,
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was sorry that his back did not get more quickly
cured, for he was anxious to get his leave-ticket in
order that he might take the rest of his flogging,
and then be assigned to a convoy of prisoners,
when he meant to escape during the journey. He
had a passionate, ardent nature, and with only that
object in view.
A cunning rascal, he seemed very pleased when he
first came ; but he was in a state of abnormal excitement,
though he endeavoured to conceal it. He had been afraid
of being left on the ground, and dying before half of
his punishment had been undergone. He had heard
steps taken in his case, by the authorities, when he was
still being tried, and he thought he could not survive the
punishment. But when he had received his first dose he
recovered his courage.
When he came to the hospital I had never seen such
wounds as his ; but he was in the best spirits. He now
hoped to be able to live. The stories which had reached
him were untrue, or the execution would not have been
interrupted.
He now began to think of a long Siberian journey,
possibly of escaping to liberty, fields, and forests.
Two days after he had left the hospital he came back
to die — on the very couch which he had occupied duriog
my stay there.
He had been unable to support the second half
of his punishment ; but I have already spoken of this
man.
All the prisoners without exception, even the most
pusillanimous, even those who were beforehand tormented
night and day, supported it courageously when it
came. I scarcely ever heard groans during the night
following the execution ; our people, as a rule, knew how
to endure pain.
I questioned my companion often in reference to
this pain, that I might know to what kind of suffer-
ing it might be compared. It was no idle curiosity
which urged me. I repeat that I was moved and
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frightened; but it was in vain, I could get no satis-
factory reply.
" It burns like fire ! " was the general answer ; they
all said the same thing.
First I tried to question M tski. " It burns like
fire ! like hell ! It seems as if one's back were in a
furnace."
I made one day a strange observation, which may or
may not have been well founded, although the opinion
of the convicts themselves confirms my views ; namely,
that the rods are the most terrible punishment in use
among us.
At first it seems absurd, impossible, yet five hundred
strokes of the rods, four hundred even, are enough to
kill a man. Beyond five hundred death is almost
certain ; the most robust man will be unable to support
a thousand rods, whereas five hundred sticks are
endured without much inconvenience, and without the least
risk in the world of losing one's life. A man of ordinary
build supports a thousand sticks without danger ; even two
thousand sticks will not kill a man of ordinary strength
and constitution. All the convicts declared that rods
were worse than sticks or ramrods.
" Rods hurt more and torture more ! " they said.
They must torture more than sticks, that is certain,
that is evident ; for they irritate much more forcibly the
nervous system, which they excite beyond measure. I
do not know whether any person still exists, but such
did a short time ago, to whom the whipping of a victim
procured a delight which recalls the Marquis de Sade and
the Marchioness Brinvilliers. I think this delight must
consist in the sinking of the heart, and that these nobles
must have experienced pain and delight at the same
time.
There are people who, like tigers, are greedy
for blood. Those who have possessed unlimited power
over the flesh, blood, and soul of their fellow-
creatures, of their brethren according to the law of
Christ, those who have possessed this power and who
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have been able to degrade with a supreme degradation,
another being made in the image of God ; these men
are incapable of resisting their desires and their thirst
for sensations. Tyranny is a habit capable of being
developed, and at last becomes a disease. I declare that
the best man in the world can become hardened and
brutified to such a point, that nothing will distinguish
him from a wild beast. Blood and power intoxicate ;
they aid the development of callousness and debauchery;
the mind then becomes capable of the most abnormal
cruelty in the form of pleasure ; the man and the citizen
disappear for ever in the tyrant ; and then a return to
human dignity, repentance, moral resurrection, becomes
almost impossible.
That the possibility of such license has a contagious
effect on the whole of society there is no doubt. A
society which looks upon such things with an indifferent
eye, is already infected to the marrow. In a word, the
right granted to a man to inflict corporal punishment on
his fellow-men, is one of the plague-spots of our society.
It is the means of annihilating all civic spirit. Such a
right contains in germ the elements of inevitable,
imminent decomposition.
Society despises an executioner by trade, but not a
lordly executioner. Every manufacturer, every master of
works, must feel an irritating pleasure when he reflects
that the workman he has beneath his orders is dependent
upon him with the whole of his family. A generation
does not, I am sure, extirpate so quickly what is here-
ditary in it. A man cannot renounce what is in his blood,
what has been transmitted to him with his mother's
milk ; these revolutions are not accomplished so quickly.
It is not enough to confess one's fault. That is very
little ! Very little indeed ! It must be rooted out,
and that is not done so quickly.
I have spoken of the executioners. The instincts of
an executioner are in germ in nearly every one of
our contemporaries ; but the animal instincts of the
man have not developed themselves in a uniform manner.
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When they stifle all other faculties, the man becomes a
hideous monster.
There are two kinds of executioners, those who of
their own will are executioners and those who are execu-
tioners by duty, by reason of office. He who, by his
own will, is an executioner, is in all respects below the
salaried executioner, whom, however, the people look
upon with repugnance, and who inspires them with
disgust, with instinctive mystical fear. Whence comes
this almost superstitious horror for the latter, when one is
only indifferent and indulgent to the former ?
I know strange examples of honourable men, kind,
esteemed by all their friends, who found it necessary that a
culprit should be whipped until he would implore and beg
for mercy ; it seemed to them a natural thing, a thing re-
cognised as indispensable. If the victim did not choose
to cry out, his executioner, whom in other respects I
should consider a good man, looked upon it as a personal
offence ; he meant, in the first instance, to inflict only a
light punishment, but directly he failed to hear the ha-
bitual supplications, " Your nobility ! " " Have mercy ! "
" Be a father to me ! " " Let me thank God all my life ! "
he became furious, and ordered that fifty more blows
should be administered, hoping thus, at last, to obtain
the necessary cries and supplications ; and at last they
came.
" Impossible ! he is too insolent/' cried the man in
question, very seriously.
As for the executioner by office, he is a convict who
has been chosen for this function. He passes an appren-
ticeship with an old hand, and as soon as he knows his
trade remains in the convict prison, where he lives by
himself. He has a room, which he shares with no one.
Sometimes, indeed, he has a separate establishment, but
he is always under guard. A man is not a machine.
Although he whips by virtue of his office, he sometimes
becomes furious, and beats with a certain pleasure. Not-
withstanding he has no hatred for his victim, a desire
to show his skill in the art of whipping may sharpen his
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vanity. He works as an artist; he knows well that
he is a reprobate, and that he excites everywhere super-
stitious dread. It is impossible that this should
exercise no influence upon him, and not irritate his
brutal instincts.
Even little children say that this man has neither
father nor mother. Strange thing !
All the executioners I have known were intelligent
men, possessing a certain degree of conceit. This conceit
became developed in them through the contempt which
they everywhere met with, and was strengthened,
perhaps, by the consciousness of the fear with which
they inspired their victims, and of the power over unfor-
tunate wretches.
The theatrical paraphernalia surrounding them deve-
loped, perhaps, in them a certain arrogance. I had for
some time an opportunity of meeting and observing at
close quarters an ordinary executioner. He was a man
about forty, muscular, dry, with an agreeable, intelligent
face, surrounded by long curly hair. His manners were
quiet and grave, his general demeanour becoming. He
replied clearly and sensibly to all questions put to him,
but with a sort of condescension as if he were in some
way my superior. The officers of the guard spoke to him
with a certain respect, which he fully appreciated, for
which reason, in presence of his chiefs, he became polite,
and more dignified than ever.
He never departed from the most refined politeness.
I am sure that, when I was speaking to him, he felt
incomparably superior to the man who was addressing
him. I could read that in his countenance. Sometimes
he was sent under escort, in summer, when it was very hot,
to kill the dogs of the town with a long, very thin spear.
These wandering dogs increased in numbers with such
prodigious rapidity, and became so dangerous during the
dog days, that, by the decision of the authorities, the
executioner was ordered to destroy them. This de-
grading duty did not in any way humiliate him. It
should have been seen with what gravity he walked
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through the streets of the town, accompanied by a soldier
escorting him ; how, with a single glance, he frightened
the women and children; and how, from the height
of his grandeur, he looked down upon the passers-by
generally.
Executioners live at their ease. They have money to
travel comfortably, and drink vodka. They derive most
of their income from presents which the prisoners
condemned to be flogged slip into their hands before the
execution. When they have to do with convicts who
are rich, they then fix a sum to be paid in proportion to
the means of the victim. They will exact thirty roubles,
sometimes more. The executioner has no right to spare
his victim ; and he does so at the risk of his own back.
But for a suitable present he agrees not to strike too
hard. People almost always give what he asks ; should
they in any case refuse, he would strike like a savage ;
and it is in his power to do so. He sometimes exacts
a heavy sum from a man who is very poor. Then all
the relations of the victim are put in movement. They
bargain, try and beat him down, supplicate him ; but it
will not be well if they do not succeed in satisfying him.
In such a case the superstitious fear inspired by the
executioner stands them in good part. I had been told
the most wonderful things — that at one blow the execu-
tioner can kill his man.
" Is this your experience ? " I asked.
Perhaps so. Who knows ? Their tone seemed to
decide, if there could be any doubt about it. They also
told me that he can strike a criminal in such a way
that he will not feel the least pain, and without leaving
a scar.
Even when the executioner receives a present not to
whip too severely, he gives the first blow with all his
strength. It is the custom ! Then he administers the
other blows with less severity, above all if he has been
well paid.
I do not know why this is done. Is it to prepare
the victim for the succeeding blows, which will appear
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less painful after the first cruel one ; or do they want to
frighten the criminal, so that he may know with whom
he has to deal ; or do they simply wish to display their
vigour from vanity? In any case the executioner is
slightly excited before the execution, and he is conscious
of his strength and of his power. He is acting at the
time ; the public admires him, and is filled with terror.
Accordingly, it is not without satisfaction that he cries
out to his victim, e( Look out ! you are going to have
it ! " — customary and fatal words which precede the first
blow.
It is difficult to imagine a human being degraded to
such a point.
The first day of my stay at the hospital I listened
attentively to the stories of the convicts, which broke
the monotony of the long days.
In the morning, the doctor's visit was the first diver-
sion Then came dinner, which it will be believed was the
most important affair of oui daily life. The portions
were different according to the nature of the illness :
some of the prisoners received nothing but broth with
groats in it ; others nothing but gruel ; others a kind of
semolina, which was much liked. The convicts ended
by becoming effeminate and fastidious. The con-
valescents received a piece of boiled beef. The best
food, which was reserved for the scorbutic patients,
consisted of roast beef with onions horseradish, and
sometimes a small glass of spirits. The bread was,
according to the illness, black or brown ; the precision
preserved in distributing the rations would make the
patients laugh
There were some who took absolutely nothing ; the
portions were exchanged in such a way that the food
intended for one patient was eaten by another: those
who were being kept on low diet, who received only
small rations, bought those of the scorbutic patients;
others would give any price for meat. There were some
who ate two entire portions ; it cost them a good deal,
for they were generally sold at five kopecks each. If one
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had no meat to sell in our room the warder was sent to
another section, and if he could not find any there he
was asked to get some from the military ' f infirmary " —
the free infirmary, as we called it.
There were always patients ready to sell their rations ;
poverty was general, and those who possessed a few
kopecks used to send out to buy cakes and white bread,
or other delicacies, at the market. Warders executed
these commissions in a disinterested manner. The most
painful moment was that which followed the dinner;
some went to sleep, if they had no other way of passing
their time; others either wrangled or told stories in a
loud voice.
When no new patients were brought in, everything
became very dull. The arrival of a new patient caused
always a certain excitement, above all, if no one knew
anything about him ; he was questioned about his past
life.
The most interesting ones were the birds of passage :
they had always something to tell.
Of course they never spoke of their own little faults.
If the prisoner did not enter upon this subject himself, no
one questioned him about it.
The only thing he was asked was, what quarter he
came from ? who were with him on the road ? what state
the road was in? where he was being taken to? etc.
Stimulated by the stories of the new comers, our com-
rades in their turn began to tell what they had seen and
done ; what was most talked about was the convoys,
those in command of them, the men who carried the sen-
tences into execution.
About this time, too, towards evening, the con-
victs who had been scourged came up ; they always
made a rather strong impression, as I have said ; but
it was not every day that any of these were brought
to us, and everybody was bored to extinction, when
nothing happened to give a fillip to the general
relaxed and indolent state of feeling. It seemed, then, as
uhough the sick themselves were exasperated at the very
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sight of those near them. Sometimes they squabbled
violently.
Our convicts were in high glee when a madman was
taken off for medical examination ; sometimes those who
were sentenced to be scourged, feigned insanity that
they might get off. The trick was found out, or it would
sometimes be that they voluntarily gave up the pretence.
Prisoners, who during two or three days had done all
sorts of wild things, suddenly became steady and sensible
people, quieted down, and, with a gloomy smile, asked to
be taken out of the hospital. Neither the other convicts
nor the doctors said a word of remonstrance to them
about the deceit, or brought up the subject of their mad
pranks. Their names were put down on a list without a
word being said, and they were simply taken elsewhere ;
after the lapse of some days they came back to us with
their backs all wounds and blood.
On the other hand, the arrival of a genuine lunatic
was a miserable thing to see all through the place.
Those of the mentally unsound who were gay, lively,
who uttered cries, danced, sang, were greeted at first
with enthusiasm by the convicts.
" Here's fun ! " said they, as they looked on the
grins and contortions of the unfortunates. But the
sight was horribly painful and sad. I have never been
able to look upon the mad calmly or with indifference.
There was one who was kept three weeks in our
room : we would have hidden ourselves, had there been
any place to do it. When things were at the worst
they brought in another. This one affected me very
powerfully.
In the first year, or, to be more exact, during the
first month of my exile, I went to work with a gang
of kiln men to the tileries situate at two versts from our
prison. We were set to repairing the kiln in which the
bricks were baked in summer. That morning, in which
M — toki and B. made me acquainted with the non-com-
missioned officer, superintendent of the works. This was
a Pole already well on in life, sixty years old at least, of
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high stature, lean, of decent and even somewhat impos-
ing exterior. He had been a long time in service in
Siberia, and although he belonged to the lower orders
he had been a soldier, and in the rising of 1830 —
M — toki and B. loved and esteemed him. He was
always reading the Vulgate. I spoke to him ; his talk
was agreeable and intelligent ; he told a story in a
most interesting way ; he was straightforward and of
excellent temper. For two years I never saw him
again, all I heard was that he had become a " case,"
and that they were inquiring into it; and then one
fine day they brought him into our room ; he had gone
quite mad.
He came in yelling, uttering shouts of laughter, and
began to dance in the middle of the room with indecent
gestures which recalled the dance known as Karna-
rinskafa.
The convicts were wild with enthusiasm ; but, for my
part, account for it as you will, I felt utterly miserable.
Three days after, we were all of us upset with it ; he got
into violent disputes with everybody, fought, groaned,
sang in the dead of the night ; his aberrations were so
inordinate and disgusting as to bring our very stomachs
up.
He feared nobody. They put the strait-waistcoat
on him ; but we were no whit better off for it, for he went
on quarreling and fighting all round. At the end of
three weeks, the room put up an unanimous entreaty to
the head doctor that he might be removed to the other
apartment reserved for the convicts. But after two days,
at the request of the sick people in that other room, they
brought him back to our infirmary. As we had two mad-
men there at once, both rooms kept sending them back
and forward, and ended by taking one or the other of the
two lunatics, turn and turn about. Everybody breathed
more freely when they took them away from us, a good
way off, somewhere or other.
There was another lunatic whom I remember — a
very remarkable creature. They had brought in, dur-
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ing the summer, a man under sentence, who looked
like a solid and vigorous fellow enough, of about
forty-five years. His face was sombre and sad, pitted
with small-pox, with little red and swollen eyes. He
sat down by my side. He was extremely quiet ; spoke
to nobody, and seemed utterly absorbed in his own
deep reflections.
Night fell; then he addressed me, and, without a
word of preface, told me in a hurried and excited way
— as if it were a mighty secret he were confiding — that
he was to have two thousand strokes with the rod ; but
that he had nothing to fear, as the daughter of Colonel
G was taking steps on his behalf.
I looked at him with surprise, and observed that,
as I saw the affair, the daughter of a Colonel could
be of little use in such a case. I had not yet guessed
what sort of person I had to do with, for they had
brought him to the hospital as a bodily sick person, not
mentally. I then asked him what illness he was suffering
from.
He answered that he knew nothing about it ; that
he had been sent among us for something or other ; but
that he was in good health, and that the Colonel's
daughter had fallen in love with him. Two weeks before
she had passed in a carriage before the guard-house,
where he was looking through the barred window, and
she had gone head over ears in love at the mere sight of
him.
After that important moment she had come three
times to the guard-house on different pretexts. The first
time with her father, ostensibly to visit her brother, who
was the officer on service ; the second with her mother,
to distribute alms to the prisoners. As she passed in
front of him she had muttered that she loved him and
would get him out of prison.
He told me all this nonsense with minute and exact
details; all of it pure figment of his poor disordered
head. He believed devoutly and implicitly that his
punishment would be graciously remitted. He spoke
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very calmly, and with all assurance of the passionate
love he had inspired in this young lady.
This odd and romantic delusion about the love of
quite a young girl of good breeding, for a man nearly fifty
years and afflicted with a face so disfigured and gloomy,
simply showed the fearful effect produced by the fear of
the punishment he was to have, upon the poor, timid
creature.
It may be that he had really seen some one through
the bars of the window, and the insanity, germinating
under excess of fear, had found shape and form in the
delusion in question.
This unfortunate soldier, who, it may be warranted,
had never given a thought to young ladies, had got this
romance into his diseased fancy, and clung convulsively
to this wild hope. I heard him in silence, and then told
the story to the other convicts. When these questioned
him in their natural curiosity, he preserved a chastely
discreet silence.
Next day the doctor examined him. As the madman
averred that he was not ill, he was put down on the list
as qualified to be sent out. We learned that the
physician had scribbled " Sanat. est " on the page, when
it was quite too late to give him warning. Besides, we
were ourselves not by any means sure what was really the
matter with the man.
The error was with the authorities who had sent him
to us, without specifying for what reason it was thought
necessary to have him come into the hospital — which
was unpardonable negligence.
However, two days later the unhappy creature was
taken out to be scourged. We understood that he was
dumbfounded by finding, contrary to his fixed expec-
tation, that he really was to have the punishment. To
the last moment he thought he would be pardoned, and
when conducted to the front of the battalion, he began
to cry for help.
As there was no room or bedding-place now in our
apartment they sent him to the infirmary. I heard that
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for eight entire days he did not utter a single word, and
remained in stupid and misery- stricken mental confusion.
When his back was cared they took him off. I never
heard a single further word about him.
As to the treatment of the sick and the remedies
prescribed, those who were but slightly indisposed paid
no attention whatever to the directions of the doctors,
and never took their medicines ; while, speaking gene-
rally, those really ill were very careful in following
the doctor's orders; they took their mixtures and
powders ; they took all the possible care they could
of themselves; but they preferred external to internal
remedies.
Cupping-glasses, leeches, cataplasms, blood-lettings
— in all which things the populace has so blind a
confidence — were held in high honour in our hospital.
Inflictions of that sort were regarded with satisfac-
tion.
There was one thing quite strange, and to me inter-
esting. Fellows, who stood without a murmur the
frightful tortures caused by the rods and scourges,
howled, and grinned, and moaned for the least little ail-
ment. Whether it was all pretence or not, I really cannot
say.
We had cuppings of a quite peculiar kind. The
machine with which instantaneous incisions in the skin
are produced, was all out of order, so they had to use
the lancet.
For a cupping, twelve incisions are necessary ; with
a machine these are not painful at all, for it makes them
instantaneously ; with the lancet it is a different affair
altogether — that cuts slowly, and makes the patient
suffer. If you have to make ten openings there will be
about one hundred and twenty pricks, and these very
painful. I had to undergo it myself ; besides the pain
itself, it caused great nervous irritation ; but the suffer-
ing was not so great that one could not contain himself
from groaning if he tried.
It was laughable to see great, hulking fellows
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wriggling and howling. One couldn't help comparing
them to some men, firm and calm enough in really serious
circumstances, but all ill-temper or caprice in the bosom
of their families for nothing at all ; if dinner is late or the
like, then they'll scold and swear ; everything puts them
out ; they go wrong with everybody ; the more comfort-
able they really are, the more troublesome are they to
other people. Characters of this sort, common enough
among the lower orders, were but too numerous in our
prison, by reason of our company being forced on one
another.
Sometimes the prisoners chaffed or insulted the
thin skins I speak of, and then they would leave off
complaining directly; as if they only wanted to be
insulted to make them hold their tongues.
Oustiantsef was no friend of grimacings of this kind,
and never let slip an opportunity of bringing that sort of
delinquent to his bearings. Besides, he was fond of
scolding ; it was a sort of necessity with him, engendered
by illness and also his stupidity. He would first fix his
gaze upon you for some time, and then treat you to a
long speech of threatening and warning, and a tone of
calm and impartial conviction. It looked as though he
thought his fuDction in this world was to watch over
order and morality in general.
"He must poke his nose into everything," the
prisoners with a laugh used to say ; for they pitied, and
did what they could to avoid conflicts with him.
" Has he chattered enough ? Three waggons
wouldn't be too much to carry away all his talk."
" Why need you put your oar in ? One is not going
to put himself about for a mere idiot. What's there to
cry out about at a mere touch of a lancet ? "
" What harm in the world do you fancy that is going
to do you ? "
"No, comrades," a prisoner strikes in, "the
cuppings are a mere nothing. I know the taste of
them. But th« most horrid thing is when they pull
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your 'ears for a long time together. That just shuts
you up."
All the prisoners burst out laughing.
" Have you had them pulled ? "
" By Jove, yes, I should think he had."
" That's why they stick upright, like hop-poles."
This convict, Chapkin by name, really had long
and quite erect ears. He had long led a vagabond
life, was still quite young, intelligent, and quiet, and
used to talk with a dry sort of humour with much
seriousness on the surface, which made his stories very
comical.
" How in the world was I to know you had had your
ears pulled and lengthened, brainless idiot ?" began
Oustiantsef, once more wrathfully addressing Chapkin,
who, however, vouchsafed no attention to his com-
panion's obliging apostrophe.
" Well, who did pull your ears for you ? " some one
asked.
" Why, the police superintendent, by Jove, comrades !
Our offence was wandering about without fixed place of
abode. We had just got into K , I and another
tramp, Eptinie ; he had no family name, that fellow. On
the way we had fixed ourselves up a little in the hamlet
of Tolmina ; yes, there is a hamlet that's got just that
name — Tolmina. Well, we get to the town, and are just
looking about us a little to see if there's a good stroke of
tramp -business to do, after which we mean to flit. You
know, out in the open country you're as free as air ; but
it's not exactly the same thing in the town. First
thing, we go into a public-house ; as we open the door
we give a sharp look all round. What's there ? A sun-
burnt fellow in a German coat all out at elbows, walks
right up to us. One thing and another comes up, when
he says to us :
" ' Pray excuse me for asking if you have any papers
[passport] with you ? '
" ' No, we haven't/
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" ( Nor have we either. I have two comrades besides
these with me who are in the service of General Cuckoo
[forest tramps, i.e., who hear the birds sing]. We have
been seeing life a bit, and just now haven't a penny to
bless ourselves with. May I take the liberty of
requesting you to be so obliging as to order a quart of
brandy ? '
" ' With the greatest pleasure/ that's what we say to
him. So we drink together. Then they tell us of a place
where there's a real good stroke of business to be done —
a house at the end of the town belonging to a wealthy
merchant fellow; lots of good things there, so we
make up our minds to try the job during the night; five
of us, and the very moment we are going at it they
pounce on us, take us to the station-house, and then
before the head of the police. He says, ( I shall
examine them myself.' Out he goes with his pipe, and
they bring in for him a cup of tea ; a sturdy fellow it
was, with whiskers. Besides us five, there were three
other tramps, just brought in. You know, comrades,
that there's nothing in this world more funny than a
tramp, because he always forgets everything he's done.
You may thump his head till you're tired with a cudgel ;
all the same, you'll get but one answer, that he has for-
gotten all about everything.
" The police superintendent then turns to me and
asks me squarely,
" ' Who may you be ? '
t( I answer just like all the rest of them :
" ' I've forgotten all about it, your worship/
" f Just you wait ; I've a word or two more to
say to you. I know your phiz.'
"Then he gives me a good long stare. But I
hadn't seen him anywhere before, that's a fact.
" Then he asks another of them, ' Who are you ? '
' ( ' Mizzle-and-scud, your worship.'
" ' They call you Mizzle-and-scud ? *
" ' Precisely that, your worship/
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" ' Well and good, you're Mizzle-and-scud 1 And
you ? ' to a third.
" ' Alohg-of-him, your worship/
' But what's your name — your name ? '
Me ? I'm called Along-of-him, your worship/
Who gave you that name, hound ? '
'Very worthy people, your worship. There are
lots of worthy people about ; nobody knows that better
than your worship/
" ' And who may these " worthy people " be ? '
" f Oh, Lord, it has slipped my memory, your worship.
Do be so kind and gracious as to overlook it/
So you've forgotten them, all of them, these
" worthy people " ? '
" ' Every mother's son of them, your worship/
" ( But you must have had relations — a father, a
mother. Do you remember them ? '
suppose I must have had, your worship; but
I've forgotten about 'em, my memory is so bad. Now I
come to think about it, Pm sure I had some, your wor-
ship/
" ' But where have you been living till now ? '
" ' In the woods, your worship/
" ' Always in the woods ? '
' ' ' Always in the woods ! '
"< Winter too?'
" ' Never saw any winter, your worship/
" l Get along with you ! And you — what's your
name ? '
" ' Hatchets-and-axes, your worship/
" f And yours ? '
" ' Sharp-and-mum, your worship/
" ' And you ? '
" ' Keen-and-spry, your worship/
<f ' And not a soul of you remembers anything that
ever happened to you/
' Not a mother's son of us anything whatever/
He couldn't help it ; he laughed out loud. All the
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rest began to laugh at seeing him laugh ! But the thing
does not always go off like that. Sometimes they lay
about them, these police, with their fists, till you get
every tooth in your jaw smashed. Devilish big and
strong these fellows, I can tell you.
" ' Take them off to the lock-up/ said he. ' I'll see
to them in a bit. As for you, stop here ! '
•'That's me.
" ' Just you go and sit down there/
" Where he pointed to there was paper, a pen, and
ink ; so thinks I, * What's he up to now ? *
" ' Sit down/ he says again ; ' take the pen and
write/
" And then he goes and clutches at my ear and gives
it a good pull. I looked at him in the sort of way the
devil may look at a priest.
" ' I can't write, your worship/
" ' Write, write ! '
" ' Have mercy on me, your worship ! '
" ' Write your best ; write, write ! '
"And all the while he keeps palling my ear, pull-
ing and twisting. Pals, I'd rather have had three
hundred strokes of the cat ; I tell you it was hell.
" ' Write, write ! ' that was all he said."
" Had the fellow gone mad ? What the mischief
was it ?
" Bless us, no ! A little while before, a secretary
had done a stroke of business at Tobolsk : he had
robbed the local treasury and gone off with the money ;
he had very big ears, just as I have. They had sent
the fact all over the country. I answered to that
description ; that's why he tormented me with his
' Write, write ! ' He wanted to find out if I could write,
arid to see my hand.
" ' A regular sharp chap that ! Did it hurt ? ;
" ' Oh, Lord, don't say a word about it, I beg.'
" Everybody burst out laughing.
«' Well, you did write?'
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" ' "What the deuce was there to write ? I set my pen
going over the paper, and did it to such good account
that he left off torturing me. He just gave me a dozen
thumps, regulation allowance, and then let me go about
my business : to prison, that is.'
" ( Do you really know how to write ? '
" ' Of course I did. What d'ye mean ? Used to
very well ; forgotten the whole blessed thing, though,
ever since they began to use pens for it.' "
Thanks to the gossip talk of the convicts who filled
the hospital, time was somewhat quickened for us. But
still, Almighty Grod, how wearied and bored we were !
Long, long were the days, suffocating in their monotony,
one absolutely the same as another. If only I had
had a single book.
For all that I went often to the infirmary,
especially in the early days of my banishment, either
because I was ill or because I needed rest, just
to get out of the worse parts of the prison. In
those life was indeed made a burden to us, worse
even than in the hospital, especially as regards the
effect upon moral sentiment and good feeling. We
of the nobility were the never-ceasing objects of
envious dislike, quarrels picked with us all the time,
something done every moment to put us in the
wrong, looks filled with menacing hatred unceasingly
directed on us ! Here, in the sick-rooms, one lived on
a sort of footing of equality, there was something of
comradeship.
The most melancholy moment of the twenty-four
hours was evening, when night set in. We went to bed
very early. A smoky lamp just gave us one point of light
at the very end of the room, near the door. In our
corner we were almost in complete darkness. The air
was pestilential, stifling. Some of the sick people could
not get to sleep, would rise up, and remain sitting for an
hour together on their beds, with their heads bent, as
though they were in deep reflection. These I would
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look at steadily, trying to guess what they might be
thinking of ; thus I tried to kill time. Then I became
lost in my own reveries ; the past came up to me again,
showing itself to my imagination in large powerful
outlines filled with high lights and massive shadows,
details that at any other time would have remained
in oblivion, presented themselves in vivid force, making
on me an impression impossible under any other cir-
cumstances.
Then I would begin to muse dreamily on the future.
When shall I leave this place of restraint, this dreadful
prison ? Whither betake myself ? What will then befall
me ? Shall I return to the place of my birth ? So I
brood, and brood, until hope lives once again in my
soul.
Another time I would begin to count, one, two,
three, etc., to see if sleep could be won that way. I
would set sometimes as far as three thousand, and
was as wakeful as ever. Then somebody would turn in
his bed.
Then there's Oustiantsef coughing, that cough of
the hopelessly-gone consumptive, and then he would
groan feebly, and stammer, " My Grod, I've sinned, Fve
sinned !"
How frightful it was, that voice of the sick man, that
broken, dying voice, in the midst of that silence so dead
and complete ! In a corner there are some sick people
not yet asleep, talking in a low voice, stretched on their
pallets. One of them is telling the story of his life, all
about things infinitely far off ; things that have fled for
over ; he is talking of his trampings through the world,
of his children, his wife, the old ways of his life. And
the very accent of the man's voice tells you that all those
things are for ever over for him, that he is as a limb cut
off from the world of men, cut off, thrown aside ; there
is another, listening intently to what he is saying. A
weak, feeble sort of muttering and murmuring coines to
one's ear from far-off in the dreary room, a sound as of
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far-off water flowing somewhere I remember that
one time, during a winter night that seemed as if it would
never end, I heard a story which at first seemed as if it
were the stammerings of a creature in nightmare, or the
delirium of fever. Here it is :
CHAPTER IV.
THE HUSBAND OF AKOULEA
IT was late at night, about eleven o'clock.
I had been sleeping some time and woke up
with a start. The wan and weak light of
the distant lamp barely lit the room. Nearly
everybody was fast asleep, even Oustiantsef ;
in the quiet of the night I heard his difficult breathing,
and the rattlings in his throat with every respiration.
In the ante-chamber sounded the heavy and distant
footsteps of the patrol as the men came up. The
butt of a gun struck the floor with its low and heavy
sound.
The door of the room was opened, and the corporal
counted the sick, stepping softly about the place.
After a minute or so he closed the door again, leaving
a fresh sentinel there ; the patrol went off, silence
reigned again. It was only then that I observed two
prisoners, not far from me, who were not sleeping, and
who seemed to be holding a muttered conversation.
Sometimes, in fact, it would happen that a couple of
sick people, whose beds adjoined and who had not
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exchanged a word for weeks, would all of a sudden
break out into conversation with one another, in the
middle of the night, and one of them would tell the
other his history.
Probably they had been speaking for some consider-
able time. I did not hear the beginning of it, and
could not at first seize upon their words, but little
by little I got familiar with the muttered sounds,
and understood all that was going on. I had not
the least desire for sleep on me, so what could I do but
listen.
One of them was telling his story with some
warmth, half -lying on his bed, with his head lifted
and stretched towards his companion. He was plainly
excited to no little degree j the necessity of speech was
on him.
The man listening was sitting up on his pallet, with
a gloomy and indifferent air, his legs stretched out flat
on the mattress, and now and again murmered some
words in reply, more out of politeness than interest, and
kept stuffing his nose with snuff from a horn box. This
was the soldier Tcherevin, one of the company of
discipline ; a morose, cold-reasoning pedant, an idiot
full of amour propre ; while the narrator was Chichkof,
about thirty years old ; this was a civilian convict, whom
up to that time I had not at all observed ; and during
the whole time I was at the prison I never could get up
the smallest interest in him, for he was a conceited,
heady fellow.
Sometimes he would hold his tongue for weeks
together, and look sulky and brutal enough for any-
thing ; then all of a sudden he would strike into any-
thing that was going on, behave insufferably, go into
a white heat about nothing at all, and tell you long
stories with nothing in them whatever about one bar-
rack or another, blowing abuse on all the world, and
acting like a man beside himself. Then some one would
give him a hiding, and he would have another fit of
silence. He was a mean and cowardly fellow, and the
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object of general contempt. His stature was low, he
had little flesh on him, he had wandering eyes, though
they sometimes got mixed and seemed filled with a
stupid sort of thinking. When he told you anything
he worked himself into a fever, gesticulated wildly,
suddenly broke off and went to another subject, lost
himself in fresh details, and at last forgot altogether
what he was talking about. He often got into squab-
bles, this Chichkof, and when he poured insult on his
adversary, he spoke with a sentimental whine and was
affected nearly to tears. He was not a bad hand at
playing the balalaika, and had a weakness for it ; on
fete days he would show you his dancing powers when
others set him at it, and he danced by no means badly.
You could easily enough make him do what you wanted
. . . not that he was of a complying turn, but he liked to
please and to get intimate with fellows.
For some considerable time I couldn't understand
the story Chichkoff was telling; that night I mean.
It seemed to me as though he were constantly rambling
from the point to talk of something else. Perhaps he
had observed that Tcherevine was paying little attention
to the narrative, but I fancy that he was minded to
overlook this indifference, so as not to take offence.
" When he went out on business," he continued,
" every one saluted him politely, paid him every respect
... a fellow with money that."
" You say that he was in some trade or other."
" Yes ; trade indeed ! The trading class in my
country is wretchedly ill-off ; just poverty-stricken.
The women go to the river and fetch water from ever
such a distance to water their gardens. They wear
themselves to the very bone, and, for all that, when
winter comes, they haven't got enough to make a mere
cabbage soup. I tell you it's starvation. But that
fellow had a good lump of land, which his labourers
cultivated ; he had three. Then he had hives, and sold
his honey ; he was a cattle-dealer too ; a much respected
man in our parts. He was very old and quite gray, his
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seventy years lay heavy on his old bones. When he
came to the market-place with his fox-skin pelisse,
everybody saluted him.
" ' Good-day, daddy Aukoudim Trophimtych ! '
" < Good-day/ he'd return.
" ' How are you getting along ; ' he never looked
down on any one.
" ' God keep you, Aukoudim Trophimtych ! '
" ' How goes business with you ? '
" ' Business is as good as tallow's white with me ; and
how's yours, daddy ? '
" ' We've just got enough of a livelihood to pay
the price of sin; always sweating over our bit of
land.'
" ' Lord preserve you, Aukoudim Trophimtych ! '
He never looked down on anybody. All his
advice was always worth having; every one of his
words was worth a rouble. A great reader he was,
quite a man of learning ; but he stuck to religious
books. He would call his old wife and say to her,
' Listen, woman, take well in what I say ; ' then he
would explain things. His old Marie Stepanovna was
not exactly an old woman, if you please; it was his
second wife ; he had married her to have children,
his first wife had not brought him any. He had
two boys still quite young, for the second of them was
born when his father was close on sixty ; Akoulka,
his daughter, was eighteen years old, she was the
eldest."
" Your wife ? Isn't it so ? "
" Wait a bit, wait. Then Philka Marosof begins to
kick up a row. Says he to Aukoudim : * Let's split the
difference. Give me back my four hundred roubles.
I'm not your beast of burden ; I don't want to do any
more business with you, and I don't want to marry your
Akoulka. I want to have my fling now that my parents
are dead. I'll liquor away my money, then I'll engage
myself, 'list for a soldier ; and in ten years I'll come back
here a field-marshal ! ' Aukoudim gave him back his
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money — all lie had of his. You see he and Philka' s
father had both put in money and done business
together.
" ' You're a lost man/ that's what he said to
Philka.
"' Whether I'm a lost man or not, old gray-beard,
you're the biggest cheat I know. You'd try to screw a
fortune out of four farthings, and pick up all the dirt
about to do it with. I spit upon it. There you are
piling up here, digging deep there, the devil only knows
why. I've got a will of my own, I tell you. All the
same I won't take your Akoulka ; I've slept with her
already.'
" ' How dare you insult a respectable father — a
respectable girl? When did you sleep with her, you
spawn of the sucker, you dog, you hound, you ? ' said
Aukoudim shaking with passion. (Philka told us all this
later).
" ' I'll not only not marry your daughter, but I'll
take good care that nobody marries her, not even Mikita
Grigoritch, for she's a disreputable girl. We had a fine
time together, she and I, all last autumn. I don't want
her at any price. All the money in the world wouldn't
make me take her.'
" Then the fellow went and had high jinks for a while.
All the town was as one man in sending up a cry against
him. He got a lot of other fellows round him, for he
had a heap of money. Three months he had of it.
Such recklessness as you never heard of. Every penny
went.
"'I want to see the end of this money. I'll sell
the house ; everything ; then I'll 'list or go on the
tramp.'
" He was drunk from morning to evening, and went
about with a carriage and pair.
" The girls liked him well, I tell you, for he played
the guitar very nicely."
" Then it is true that he had been too well with this
Akoulka?"
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"Wait, wait, can't you? I had just buried iny
father. My mother lived by baking gingerbread. We
t our livelihood by working for Aukoudim ; barely
3nough to eat, a precious hard life it was. We had a
3it of land the other side of the woods, and grew corn
there ; but when my father died I went on a spree. I
made my mother give me money ; but I had to give her
a good hiding first."
" You were very wrong to beat her ; a great sin
that ? "
" Sometimes I was drunk the whole blessed day.
We had a house that was just tumbling to pieces
with dry rot, still it was our own; we were as near
famished as could be ; for weeks together we had
nothing but rags to chew. Mother nearly killed me with
one stupid trick or another, but I didn't care a curse.
Philka Marosof and I were always together day and night.
Play the guitar to me,' he'd say, ' and I'll lie in bed the
while. I'll throw money to you, for I'm the richest chap
in the world ! ' ' The fellow could not speak without
lying. There was only one thing. He wouldn't touch a
thing if it had been stolen. " I'm no thief, I'm an honest
man. Let's go and daub Akoulka's door with pitch,*
for I won't have her marry Mikita Grigoritch, I'll stick
to that.'
" The old man had long meant to give his daughter to
this Mikita Grigoritch. He was a man well on in life, in
trade too, and wore spectacles. When he heard the
story of Akoulka's bad conduct, he said to the old father,
fThat would be a terrible disgrace for me, Aukoudim
Trophimtych ; on the whole, I've made up my mind not
to marry ; it's to late.'
" So we went and daubed Akoulka's door all over with
pitch. When we'd done that her folks beat her so that
they nearly killed her.
" Her mother, Marie Stepanovna, cried, { I shall die of
it,' while the old man said, ' If we were in the days of
* Daubing the door of a house, where a young girl lives, is done to
show that she is dishonoured.
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the patriarchs, I'd have hacked her to pieces on a block.
But now everything is rottenness and corruption in this
world/ Sometimes the neighbours from one end of the
street to the other heard Akoulka' s screams. She was
whipped from morning to evening, and Philka would cry
out in the market-place before everybody :
" Akoulka's a jolly girl to get drunk with. I've given
it those people between the eyes, they won't forget me
in a hurry.
"Well, one day, I met Akoulka, she was going for
water with her bucket, so I cried out to her : ' A fine
morning, pet Akoulka Koudimovna ! you're the girl who
knows how to please fellows. Who's living with you now,
and where do you get your money for your finery ? '
That's just what I said to her; she opened her eyes as wide
as you please. No more flesh on her than on a log of wood.
She had only just given me a look, but her mother
thought she was larking with me, and cried from her
door-step, 'Impudent hussy, what do you mean by
talking with that fellow?' And from that moment
they began to beat her again. Sometimes they hided
her for an hour together. The mother said, "I give
her the whip because she isn't my daughter any
more."
" She was then as bad as they said ? "
" Now you just listen to my story, nunky, will
you? Well, we used to get drunk all the time with
Philka. One day when I was abed, mother comes and
What d'ye mean by lying in bed, you hound,
you thief ! ' She abused me for some time, then she
said, * Marry Akoulka. They'll be glad to give her
to you, and they'll give three hundred roubles with
her.'
" * But/ says I, ' all the world knows that she's a
bad girl '
" * Hist, the marriage ceremony cures all that ; be-
sides, she'll always be in fear of her life from you,
so you'll be in clover together. Their money would
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make us comfortable; I've spoken about the marriage
already to Marie Stepanovna, we're of one mind about
it/
"So I say, 'Let's have twenty roubles down on
the spot, and I'll have her/
" Well, you needn't believe it unless you please, but I
was drunk right up to the wedding-day. Then Philka
Marosof kept threatening me all the time.
€€ ' I'll break every bone in your body, a nice fellow
you to be engaged, and to Akoulka; if I like I'll
sleep every blessed night with her when she's your
wife.'
" * You're a hound, and a liar,' that's what I said
to him. But he insulted me so in the street, before
everybody, that I ran to Aukoudim's and said, ( I
won't marry her unless I have fifty roubles down this
moment.'
" And they really did give her to you in marriage ? "
< ' Me ? Why not, I should like to know ? We were
respectable people enough. Father had been ruined by a
fire a little before he died ; he had been a richer man than
Aukoudim Trophimtych."
" ' A fellow without a shirt to his back like you ought
to be only too happy to marry my daughter;' that's
what old Aukoudim said.
" ' Just, you think of your door, and the pitch that went
on it,' I said to him.
" ' Stuff and nonsense,' said he, ' there's no proof what-
ever that the girl's gone wrong.'
" ' Please yourself. There's the door, and you can go
about your business ; but give back the money you've
had!'"
" Then Philka Marosof and I settled it together to
send Mitri Bykoff to Father Aukoudim to tell him that
we'd insult him to his face before everybody. Well, I
had my skin as full as it could hold right up to the wed-
ding-day. I wasn't sober till I got into the church.
When they took us home after church the girl's uncle,
Mitrophone Stepanytch, said:
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" ' This isn't a nice business ; but it's over and done
" Old Aukoudim was sitting there crying, the tears
rolled down on his gray beard. Comrade, I'll tell
you what I had done : I had put a whip into my
pocket before we went to church, and I'd made up
my mind to have it out of her with that, so that
all the world might know how I'd been swindled into
the marriage, and not think me a bigger fool than
I am."
" I see, and you wanted her to know what was in store
for her. Ah, was - ? "
" Quiet, nunky, quiet ! Among our people I'll tell
you how it is ; directly after the marriage ceremony they
take the couple to a room apart, and the others remain
drinking till they return. So I'm left alone with Akoulka ;
she was pale, not a bit of colour on her cheeks ;
frightened out of her wits. She had fine hair, supple
and bright as flax, and great big eyes. She scarcely ever
was known to speak ; you might have thought she was
dumb ; an odd creature, Akoulka, if ever there was one.
Well, you can just imagine the scene. My whip was ready
on the bed. Well, she was as pure a girl as ever was, not
a word of it all was true."
" Impossible ! "
" True, I swear ; as good a girl as any good family
might wish."
"Then, brother, why — why — why had she had to
undergo all that torture ? Why had Philka Marosof slan-
dered her so ? "
" Yes, why, indeed ? "
" Well, I got down from the bed, and went on my
knees before her, and put my hands together as if I were
praying, and just said to her, 'Little mother, pet,
Akoulka Koudimovna, forgive me for having been such
an idiot as to believe all that slander ; forgive me. I'm
a hound ! '
" She was seated on the bed, and gazed at me fixedly.
She put her two hands on my shoulders and began to
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laugh ; but the tears were running all down her cheeks.
She sobbed and laughed all at once.
tf Then I went out and said to the people in the other
room, ' Let Philka Marosof look to himself. If I come
across him he won't be long for this world/
" The old people were beside themselves with delight.
Akoulka' s mother was ready to throw herself at her
daughter's feet, and sobbed.
" Then the old man said, ' If we had known really
how it was, my dearest child, we wouldn't have given you
a husband of that sort/
" You ought to have seen how we were dressed the
first Sunday after our marriage — when we left church !
I'd got a long coat of fine cloth, a fur cap, with plush
breeches. She had a pelisse of hares kin, quite new, and
a silk kerchief on her head. One was as fine as the
other. Everybody admired us. I must say I looked
well, and pet Akoulka did too. One oughtn't to boast,
but one oughtn't to sing small. I tell you people like us
are not turned out by the dozen."
" Not a doubt about it."
" Just you listen, I tell yon. The day after my
marriage I ran off from my guests, drunk as I was, and
went about the streets crying, ' Where's that scoundrel
of a Philka Marosof ? Just let him come near me, the
hound, that's all ! ' I went all over the market-place
yelling that out. I was as drunk as a man could be, and
stand.
" They went after me and caught me close to
VlassoFs place. It took three men to get me back again
to the house.
" Well, nothing else was spoken about all over the
village. The girls said, when they met in the market-
place, ' Well, you've heard the news — Akoulka was all
right ! '
if A little while after I do come across Philka
Marosof, who said to me before everybody, strangers to
the place, too, ' Sell your wife, and spend the money on
drink, Jackka the soldier only married for that; he
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didn't sleep one night with his wife ; but he got enough
to keep his skin full for three years/
" I answered him, ' Hound ! '
" ' But/ says he, ' you're an idiot ! You didn't know
what you were about when you married — you were drunk.
How could you tell all about it ? '
"So off I went to the house, and cried out to them
' You married me when I was drunk.' ,
"Akoulka's mother tried to fasten herself on me;
but I cried, ' Mother, you don't know about anything but
money. You bring me Akoulka ! '
" And didn't I beat her ! I tell you I beat her for
two hours running, till I rolled on the floor myself with
fatigue. She couldn't leave her bed for three weeks."
" It's a dead sure thing," said Tcherevine phlegmati-
cally ; " if you don't beat them they Did you find
her with her lover ? "
" No ; to tell the truth, I never actually caught her/'
said Chichkoff after a pause, speaking with effort ; " but
I was hurt, a good deal hurt, for every one made fun of
me. The cause of it all was Philka. ' Your wife is just
made for everybody to look at,' said he.
" One day he invited us to see him, and then he went
at it. ' Do just look what a good little wife he has !
Isn't she tender, fine, nicely brought up, affectionate, full
of kindness for all the world ? I say, my lad, have you
forgotten how we daubed their door with pitch ? ' I
was full at that moment, drunk as may be ; then he
seized me by the hair and had me down upon the ground
before I knew where I was. f Come along — dance ;
aren't you Akoulka's husband ? I'll hold your hair for
you, and you shall dance ; it will be good fun.' f Dog ! '
said I to him. Til bring some jolly fellows to your
house,' said he, 'and I'll whip your Akoulka before
your very eyes just as long as I please.' Would you
believe it ? For a whole month I daren't go out of
the house, I was so afraid he'd come to us and drag my
wife through the dirt. And how I did beat her for
it!"
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" What was the use of beating her ? You can tie a
woman's hands, but not her tongue. You oughtn't to
give them a hiding too often. Beat 'em a bit, then scold
'em well, then fondle 'em ; that's what a woman is made
for."
Chichkoff remained quite silent for a few moments.
" I was very much hurt," he went on ; "I began it
again just as before. I beat her from morning till night
for nothing ; because she didn't get up from her seat the
way I liked ; because she didn't walk to suit me. When
I wasn't hiding her, time hung heavy on my hands.
Sometimes she sat by the window crying silently — it
hurt my feelings sometimes to see her cry, but I beat
her all the same. Sometimes her mother abused me for
it : ' You're a scoundrel, a gallows-bird ! ' ' Don't say a
word or I'll kill you ; you made me marry her when I
was drunk, you swindled me.' Old Aukoudim wanted at
first to have his finger in the pie. Said he to me one
day : e Look here, you're not such a tremendous fellow
that one can't put you down ; ' but he didn't get far on
that track. Marie Stepanovna had become as sweet as
milk. One day she came to me crying her eyes out and
said : ' My heart is almost broken, Ivan Semionytch ;
what I'm going to ask of you is a little thing for you,
but it is a good deal to me ; let her go, let her leave you,
daddy Ivan.' Then she throws herself at my feet. e Do
give up being so angry ! Wicked people slander her ;
you know qiuce well she was good when you married
her.' Then she threw herself at my feet again and cried.
But I was as hard as nails. ' I won't hear a word you
have to say ; what I choose to do, I do, to you or any-
body, for I'm crazed with it all. As to Philka Marosof,
he's my best and dearest friend.'
"You'd begun to play your pranks together again,
you and he ? "
" No, by Jove ! He was out of the way by this
time ; he was killing himself with drink, nothing less
He had spent all he had on drink, and had 'listed for a
soldier, as substitute for a citizen body in the town. In
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our parts, when a lad makes up his mind to be substitute
for another, he is master of that house and everybody
there till he's called to the ranks. He gets the sum
agreed on the day he goes off, but up to then he lives in
the house of the man who buys him, sometimes six whole
months, and there isn't a horror in the whole world
those fellows are not guilty of. It's enough to make
folks take the holy images out of the house. From the
moment he consents to be substitute for the son of the
family then he considers himself their patron and bene-
factor, and makes them dance as lie pipes, or else he goes
off the bargain.
" So Philka Marosof played the very mischief at the
home of this townsman. He slept with the daughter,
pulled the master of the house by the beard after dinner,
did anything that came into his head. They had to
heat the bath for him every day, and, what's more, give
him brandy fumes with the steam of the bath : and he
would have the women lead him by the arms to the
bath room.*
"When he came back to the man's house after a
revel elsewhere, he would stop right in the middle of the
road and cry out :
" ' I won't go in by the door ; pull down the
fence ! '
" And they actually had to pull down the fence,
though there was the door right at it to let him in.
That all came to an end though, the day they took
him to the regiment. That day he was sobered suf-
ficiently. The crowd gathered all through the street.
" ' They're taking off Philka Marosof ! '
" He made a salute on all sides, right and left.
Just at that moment Akoulka was returning from the
kitchen-garden. Directly Philka saw her he cried out
to her :
" * Stop ! ' and down he jumped from the cart and
threw himself down at her feet.
* A mark of respect paid in Russia formerly, now disused.
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wrMy soul, my sweet little strawberry, I've loved
you two years long. Now they're taking me off to the
regiment with the band playing. Forgive me, good
honest girl of a good honest father, for I'm nothing but
a hound, and all you've gone through is my fault/
" Then he flings himself down before her a second
time. At first Akoulka was exceedingly frightened; but
she made him a great bow, which nearly bent her
double.
" * Forgive me, too, my good lad ; but I am really not
at all angry with you.'
" As she went into the house I was at her heels.
" ' What did you say to him, you she-devil, you ? '
" Now you may believe it or not as you like, but she
looked at me as bold as you please, and answered :
" ' I love him better than anything or anybody in this
world/
" ' I say ! '
" That day I didn't utter one single word. Only
towards evening I said to her : ' Akoulka, I'm going to
kill you now/ I didn't close an eye the whole night. I
went into the little room leading to ours and drank
kwass. At daybreak I went into the house again.
' Akoulka, get ready and come into the fields.' I had
arranged to go there before ; my wife knew it.
" ' You are right,' said she. * It's quite time to begin
reaping. Fve heard that our labourer is ill and doesn't
work a bit.'
" I put to the cart without saying a word. As you
go out of the town there's a forest fifteen versts in
length. At the end of it is our field. When we had
gone about three versts through the wood I stopped the
horse.
" ' Come, get up, Akoulka ; your end is come/
" She looked at me all in a iright, and got up without
a word.
"'You've tormented me enough. Say your
prayers.'
"I seized her by the hair — she had long, thick
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tresses — I rolled them round my arm. I held her
between my knees ; took out my knife ; threw her head
back, and cut her throat. She screamed ; the blood
spurted out. Then I threw away my knife. I pressed
her with all my might in my arms. I put her on the
ground and embraced her, yelling with all my might.
She screamed ; I yelled ; she struggled and struggled.
The blood — her blood — splashed my face, my hands. It
was stronger than I was — stronger. Then I took fright.
I left her — left my horse and began to run ; ran back to
the house.
" I went in the back way, and hid myself in the
old ramshackle bath-house, which we never used
now. I lay myself down under the seat, and remained
hid till the dead of the night."
" And Akoulka ? "
" She got up to come back to the house ; they found
her later, a hundred steps from the place."
" So you hadn't finished her ? "
" No." Chichkoff stopped a while.
" Yes," said Tcherevine, " there's a vein ; if you don't
cut it at the first the man will go on struggling; the
blood may flow fast enough, but he won't die."
" But she was dead all the same. They found her in
the evening, and she was cold. They told the police,
and hunted me up. They found me in the night in
the old bath.
" And there you have it. I've been four years here
already," added he, after a pause.
"Yes, if you don't beat 'em you make no way at all,"
said Tcherevine sententiously, taking out his snuff-box
once more. He took his pinches very slowly, with long
pauses. " For all that, my lad, you behaved like a fool.
Why, I myself — I came upon my wife with a lover. I
made her come into the shed, and then I doubled up a
halter and said to her :
" ' To whom did you swear to be faithful ? — to whom
did you swear it in church ? Tell me that ? '
" And then I gave it her with my halter — beat her
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and beat her for an hour and a half ; till at last she was
quite spent, and cried out :
"'I'll wash your feet and drink the water after-
wards/
" Her name was Crodotia."
CHAPTER V.
THE SUMMER SEASON
APRIL is come; Holy Week is not far off.
We set about our summer tasks. The sun
becomes hotter and more brilliant every
day; the atmosphere has the spring in it,
and acts upon our nervous system power-
fully. The convict, in his chains, feels the trembling
influence of the lovely days like any other creature;
they rouse desires in him, inexpressible longings for
his home, and many other things. I think that he
misses his liberty, yearns for freedom more when the
day is filled with sunlight than during the rainy and
melancholy days of autumn and winter. You may
observe this positively among convicts; if they do
feel a little joy on a beautiful clear day, they have a
reaction into greater impatience and irritability.
I noticed that in spring there was much more
squabbling in our prison; there was more noise, the
yelling was greater, there were more fights ; during the
working hours we would see a man sometimes fixed
in a meditative gaze, which seemed lost in the blue
distance somewhere, the other side of the Irtych, where
stretched the boundless plain, with its flight of hundreds
of versts, the free Kirghiz Steppe. Long-drawn sighs
came to one's ear, sighs breathed from the depths of
the chest; it might seem that the air of those wide
and free regions, haunted by their thought, forced tha
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convicts to draw deep respirations, and was a sort of
solace to their crushed and fettered souls.
1 ' Ah ! " cries at last the poor prisoner all at once,
with a long, sighing cry; then he seizes his pick
furiously, or picks up the bricks, which he has to
carry from one place to another. But after a brief
minute he seems to forget the passing impression, and
begins laughing, or insulting people near, so fitful is his
humour; then he attacks the work he has to do with
unusual fire, labours with might and main, as if trying
to stifle by fatigue the grief that has him by the throat.
You see they are fellows of unimpaired vigour, all in the
very flower of life, with all their physical and other
strength about them.
How heavy the irons are during this season! All
this is not sentimentality, it is the report of rigorous
observation. During the hot season, under a fiery sun,
when all one's being, all one's soul, is vividly conscious
of, and intimately feels, the unspeakably strong resurrec-
tion of nature going on everywhere, it is more difficult to
support the confinement, the perpetual surveillance,
the tyranny of a will other than one's own.
Besides this, it is in spring with the first song of
the lark that throughout all Siberia and Russia men
set out on the tramp; God's creatures, if they can,
break their prison and escape into the woods. After
the stifling ditch where they work, after the boats, the
irons, the rods and whips, they go vagabondizing where
they please, wherever they can make it out best ; they
eat and drink what they can get, 'tis all the time
pot-luck with them ; and by night they sleep undis-
turbed in the woods or in a field, without a care, without
the agony of knowing themselves in prison, as if they
were God's own birds ; their " good-night " is said to
the stars, and the eye that watches them is the eye of
God. Not altogether a rosy life, by any means; some-
times hunger and fatigue are heavy on them "in the
service of General Cuckoo." Often enough the wan-
derers have not a morsel of bread to keep their teeth
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going for days and days. They have to hide from
everybody, run to earth like marmots; sometimes they
are driven to robbery, pillage — nay, even murder.
" Send a man there and he becomes a child, and just
throws himself on all he sees " ; that is what people say
of those transported to Siberia. This saying may be
applied even more fitly to the tramps. They are almost
all brigands and thieves, by necessity rather than in-
clination. Many of them are hardened to the life, irre-
claimable; there are convicts who go off after having
served their time, even after they have been put on some
land as their own. They ought to be happy in their
new state, with their daily bread assured them. Well,
it is not so ; an irresistible impulse sends them wander-
ing off.
This life in the woods, wretched and fearful as it is,
but still free and adventurous, has a mysterious seduction
for those who have experienced it; among these fugitives
you may find to your surprise, people of good habit of
mind, peaceable temper, who had shown every promise
of becoming settled creatures — good tillers of the land.
A convict will marry, have children, live for five years in
the same place, then all of a sudden he will disappear
one fine morning, abandoning wife and children, to the
stupefaction of his family and the whole neighbourhood.
One day, I was shown at the convict establishment
one of these deserters of the family hearthstone. He had
committed no crime — at least, he was under suspicion of
none — but all through his life he had been a deserter, a
deserter from every post. He had been to the southern
frontier of the empire, the other side of the Danube, in
the Kirghiz Steppe, in Eastern Siberia, the Caucasus, in a
word, everywhere. Who knows ? under other conditions
this man might have been a Robinson Crusoe, with the
passion of travel so on him. These details I have from
other convicts, for he did not like talk, and never opened
his mouth except when absolutely necessary. He was a
peasant, of quite small size, of some fifty years, very
quiet in demeanour, with a face so still as to seem quite
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without any sort of meaning, impassive almost to idiotcy.
His delight was to sit for hours in the sun humming a
sort of song between his teeth so softly, that five steps
off he was inaudible. His features were, so to speak,
petrified ; he ate little, principally black bread ; he never
bought white bread or spirits ; my belief is, he never
had had any money, and that he couldn't have counted it
if he had. He was indifferent to everything. Sometimes
he fed the prison dogs with his own hand, a thing no one
else was known to do ; (speaking generally, Russians
don't like giving dogs things to eat from the hand).
People said that he had been married, twice even, and
that he had children somewhere. Why he had been sent
as a convict, I have not the least idea. We fellows were
always fancying that he would escape ; but his hour did
not come, or perhaps had come and gone; anyhow, he
went through with his punishment without resistance.
He seemed an element quite foreign to the medium
wherein he had his being, an alien, self-concentrated
creature. Still, there was nothing in this deep surface
calm which could be trusted; yet, after all, what good
would it have been to him to escape from the place ?
Compared with life at the convict prison, the vaga-
bond age of the forests is as the joys of Paradise. The
tramp's lot is wretched enough, but at least free. So it
is that every prisoner all over the soil of Russia, becomes
restless with the first rays of the smiling spring.
Comparatively few form auy settled plan for flight,
they fear the hindrances in the way and the punishment
that may ensue; only one in a hundred, not more,
makes up his mind to it, but how to do it is a thought
that never ceases to haunt the minds of the ninety-nine
others. Filled as they are with this longing, anything
that looks like giving a chance of success is a comfort to
them; then they set about comparing the facts with
cases of successful escape. I ^speak only of prisoners
after and under sentence, for prisoners not yet tried
and condemned, are much more ready to try at an
escape. And those who have been sentenced, rarely get
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away unless they attempt it in early days. When they
have spent two or three years of their time, they put
them to a sort of credit-account in their minds, and
conclude that it is better to finish with the law and be
put on land as a free man, rather than forfeit that time
if they fail in escaping, which is always a possibility.
Certainly not more than one convict in ten succeeds in
changing his lot. Those who do, are nearly always men
sentenced to an extremely long punishment, or for life.
Fifteen, twenty years seem like an eternity to them.
Then there is the branding, which is a great difficulty
in the way of complete escape.
Changing your lot is a technical expression. When
a convict is caught trying to escape, he is subjected to
formal interrogatory, and will say he wanted to change
his lot. This somewhat literary formula exactly repre-
sents the act in question. No escaped prisoner ever
hopes to become a perfectly free man, for he knows
that it is nearly impossible ; what he looks for is to be
sent to some other convict establishment, or to be
put on the land, or to be tried again for some offence
committed when on the tramp ; in a word, to be sent
anywhere else, it matters not where, so that he get out
of his present prison which has become insufferable to
him. All these fugitives, unless they find some unex-
pected shelter for the winter, unless they meet some
one interested in concealing them, or if — last resort —
they cannot procure — and sometimes a murder does it —
the legal document, which enables them to go about
unmolested everywhere; all these fugitives present
themselves in crowds, during the autumn, in the towns
and at the prisons; they confess themselves to be
escaped tramps, pass the winter in jail, and live in the
secret hope of getting away the following summer.
On me, as well as others, the spring exercised its
influence. Well do I remember the avidity with which
my gaze fed upon the horizon through the gaps in the
palisades ; long, long did I stand with my head glued
to the pickets, obstinately and insatiably gazing on the
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grass greening in the ditch surrounding the fortress,
and at the blue of the distant sky as it grew denser
and denser. My anguish, my melancholy, were heavier
on me ; as each day wore away the jail became odious,
detestable. Hatred for me, as a man of the nobility,
filled the hearts of the convicts during these first years,
and this feeling of theirs simply poisoned my life for me.
Often did I ask to be sent to the hospital, when there
was no need of it, merely to be out of the punishment
part of the place, to feel myself out of the range of this
unrelenting and implacable hostility.
" You nobles have beaks of iron, and you tore us to
pieces with your beaks when we were serfs," is what the
convicts used to say to us. How I envied the people of
the lower class who came into the place as prisoners ! It
was different with them, they were in comradeship with
all there from the very first moment. So was it that in
the spring, Freedom showing herself as a sort of phantom
of the season, the joy diffused throughout all Nature,
translated themselves within my soul into a more than
doubled melancholy and nervous irritability.
As the sixth week of Lent came I had to go through
my religious exercises, for the convicts were divided by
the sub-superintendent into seven sections — answering to
the weeks in Lent — and these had to attend to their
devotions according to this roster. Each section was
composed of about thirty men. This week was a great
solace to me ; we went two or three times a day to the
church, which was close to the prison. I had not been
in church for a long time. The Lenten services, familiar
to me from early childhood in my father's house, the
solemn prayers, the prostrations — all stirred in me
the fibres of the memory of things long, long past, and
woke my earliest impressions to fresh life. Well do I
remember how happy I was when at morn we went into
God's house, treading the ground which had frozen in
the night, under the escort of soldiers with loaded guns ;
the escort remained outside the church.
Once within we were massed close to the door so that
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we could scarcely hear anything except the deep voice of
the ministering deacon ; now and again we caught a
glimpse of a black chasuble or the bare head of the
priest. Then it came into my mind how, when a child,
I used to look at the common people who formed a
compact mass at the door, and how they would step
back in a servile way before some important epauletted
fellow, or some nobleman with a big paunch, some lady
splendidly dressed and of high devotion who, in a hurry
to get at the front benches, and ready for a row if there
was any difficulty as to their being honoured with the best
of places. As it seemed to me then, it was only there,
near the church door, not far from the entry, that prayer
was pat up with genuine fervour and humility, only there
that, when people did prostrate themselves on the floor
it was done with real abasement of self and full sense of
unworthiness.
And now I myself was in that place of the common
people, no, not in their place, for we who were there were
in chains and degradation. Everybody kept himself at
a distance from us. We were feared, and alms were
put in our hands as if we were beggars ; I remember
that all this gave me the strange sensation of a refined
and subtle pleasure. " Let it even be so ! " such was my
thought. The convicts prayed with deep fervour ; every
one of them had with him his poor farthing for a little
candle, or for their collection for the church expenses.
" I too, I am a man," each one of them perhaps, said, as
he made his offering ; " before God we are all equal."
After the six o'clock mass we went up to communion.
When the priest, ciforium in hand, recited the words,
" Have mercy on me as Thou hadst on the thief whom
Thou didst save," nearly all the convicts prostrated them-
selves, and their chains clanked ; I think they took these
words literally as applied to themselves, and not as being
in Scripture.
Holy Week came. The authorities presented each of
us with an Easter egg, and a small piece of wheaten
bread. The townspeople loaded us with benevolences.
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As at Christmas there was the priest's visitation with
the cross, inspecting visit of the heads of departments,
larded cabbage, general enlargement of soul, and un-
limited lounging, the only difference being, that one could
now walk about in the court-yard, and warm oneself in
the sun. Everything seemed filled with more light,
larger than in the winter, but also more fraught with
sadness. The long, endless, summer days seemed peculiarly
unbearable on Church holidays. Work days were at least
shortened to our sense by the fatigue of work.
Our summer labours were much more trying than
the winter tasks; our business was principally that of
carrying out engineering works. The convicts were set
to building, digging, bricklaying, or repairing Govern-
ment buildings, locksmith's work, or carpentering, or
painting. Others went into the brick-fields, and that
was looked upon by us as the hardest of all we had laid
on us. The brick-fields were situated about four versts
from the fortress; through all the summer they sent
there, every morning at six o'clock, a gang of fifty con-
victs. For this gang they used to pick out workmen
who had learned no trade in particular. The convicts
took with them their bread for the day, the distance was
too great for them to come back, eight useless versts, for
dinner with the others, so they had a meal when they
returned in the evening.
Work was assigned to each for the day, but there
was so much of it that it was all a man could do,
nay, more, to get to the end of it. First, we had to dig
and carry the clay, moisten it, and mould it in the
ditch, and then make a goodly quantity of bricks, two
hundred or so, sometimes fifty more than that. I was
only twice sent to the brick-field. The convicts sent
to this labour came back in the evening dead tired,
and every one of them complained of the others, that
he had had the worst of the work put on him. I
believe that reproaches of this kind were a pleasure,
a consolation to them. Some of them, however, liked
the brick-field work, because they got away from the
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town, and to the banks of the Irtych into open, agreeable
country, with the sky overhead ; the surroundings were
more agreeable than those frightful Government build-
ings. They were allowed to smoke there in all freedom,
and to remain lying down for half-an-hour or so, which
was a great pleasure.
As for me, I was sent to one of the shops, or else
to pound up alabaster, or to carry bricks, which last
job I had for two months together. I had to take
my tale of bricks from the banks of the Irtyoh to a
distance of about 140 yards, and to pass the ditch
of the fortress before getting to the barrack which they
were putting up. This work suited me well enough,
although the cord with which I carried my bricks sawed
my shoulders ; what particularly pleased me was that
my strength increased sensibly. At the outset I could
not carry more than eight bricks at once ; each of them
weighed about twelve pounds. I got to be able to
carry twelve, or even fifteen, which delighted me
much. You wanted physical as well as moral strength
to be able to bear all the discomforts of that accursed
life.
There was this, too : I wanted, when I left the
place, really to live, not to be half -dead. I took
pleasure in carrying my bricks, then; it was not merely
that this labour strengthened my body, but because
it took me always to the banks of the Irtych. I
speak often of this spot, it was the only one where
we saw God's own world, a pure and bright horizon, the
free desert steppes, whose bareness always produced
a strange impression on me. All the other work-
yards were in the fortress itself, or in its neighbour-
hood ; and the fortress, from the earliest days I was
there, was the object of my hatred, and, above all, its
appurtenant buildings. The house of the Major Com-
mandant seemed to me a repulsive, accursed place.
I never could pass it without casting upon it a look
of detestation ; while at the river-bank 1 could forget
my miserable self as I sent my gaze over the immense
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desert space, just as a prisoner may when he looks at
the world of freedom through the barred casement
of his dungeon. Everything in that place was dear
and gracious to my eyes; the sun shining in the
infinite blue of heaven, the distant song of the Kirghiz
that came from the opposite bank.
Sometimes I would fix my sight for a long while
upon the poor smoky cabin of some baigouch ; I would
study the bluish smoke as it curled in the air, the
Kirghiz woman busy with her two sheep. . . . The things
I saw were wild, savage, poverty-stricken; but they
were free. I would follow the flight of a bird threading
its way in the pure transparent air ; now it skims the
water, now disappears in the azure sky, now suddenly
comes to view again, a mere point in space. Even the
poor wee floweret fading in a cleft of the bank, which
would show itself when spring began, fixed my attention
and would draw my tears. . . . The melancholy of
this first year of convict life and hard labour was
unendurable, too much for my strength. The anguish
of it was so great, I could not notice my immediate
surroundings at all ; I merely shut my eyes and would
not see. Among the creatures with spoiled lives with
whom I had to live, I did not yet note those who
were capable of thinking and feeling, in spite of
their external repulsiveness. There came not to my ears
(or if there did I knew it not) one word of kindliness
in the midst of the rain of poisonous talk that came
down all the time. Still one such utterance there
was, simple, straightforward, of pure motive, and it
came from the heart of a man who had suffered and
endured more than myself. But it is useless to enlarge
on this.
The great fatigue I underwent was a source of
satisfaction, it gave me hope of sound sleep. During the
summer sleep was torment, more intolerable than the
closeness and infection winter brought with it. Some
of the nights were certainly very beautiful. The sun,
which had not ceased to inundate the courtyard all.
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the day, hid itself at last. The air freshened, and the
night, the night of the steppe, became comparatively
cold. The convicts, until shut up in their barracks,
walked about in groups, especially on the kitchen side ;
for that was the place where questions of general interest
were by preference discussed, and comments were made
upon the rumours from without, often absurd indeed,
but always keenly exciting to these men cut off from
the world. For example, we suddenly learn that our
Major had been roughly dismissed from his post.
Convicts are as credulous as children ; they know the
news to be false, or most unlikely, and that the fellow
who brings it is a past master in the art of lying,
Kvassoff ; for all that they clutch at the nonsensical
story, go into high delight over it, are much consoled,
and at last quite ashamed to have been duped by
a Kvassoff.
" I should like to know who'll show him the door ? "
cries one convict ; " don't you fear, he's a fellow who
knows how to stick on."
" But," says another, " he has his superiors over
him." This one is a warm controversialist, and has seen
the world.
" Wolves don't feed on one another," says a third
gloomily, half to himself. This one is an old fellow,
growing gray, and he always takes his sour cabbage
soup into a corner, and eats it there.
" Do you think his superiors will take your advice
whether they shall show him the door or not ? " adds a
fourth, who doesn't seem to care about it at all, giving a
stroke co his balalaika.
" Well, why not ? " replies the second angrily ; " if
you are asked, answer what's in your mind. But
no, with us fellows it's all mere cry, and when you
ought to go at things with a will, everybody sneaks
out"
" That's so / " says the one playing with the balalaika.
" Hard labour and prison are just the things to cause
hat:'
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"It was like that the other day/' says the second
one, without hearing the remark made to him. " There
was a little wheat left, sweepings, a mere nothing ; there
was some idea of turning the refuse into money ; well,
look here, they took it to him, and he confiscated it. All
economy, you see. Was that so, and was it right — yes or
no?"
" But whom can you complain to ? "
" To whom ? Why, the 'spector (Inspector) who's
coming."
" What 'spector ? "
" It's true, pals, a 'spector is coming soon/' said a
youthful convict, who had got some sort of knowledge,
had read the " Duchesse de la VallieYe," or some book of
that sort, and who had been Quartermaster in a regiment ;
a bit of a wag, whom, as a man of information, the con-
victs held in a sort of respect. Without paying the
least attention to the exciting debate, he goes straight
to the cook, and asks him for some liver. Our cooks
often deal in victuals of that kind ; they used to buy
a whole liver, cut it in pieces, and sell it to the other
convicts.
" Two kopecks' worth, or four ? " asks cook.
"A four-kopeck cut; I'll eat, the others shall
look on and long," says this convict. " Yes, pals, a
general, a real general, is coming from Petersburg to
'spect all Siberia; it's so, heard it at the Governor's
place."
This news produces an extraordinary effect. For a
quarter of an hour they ask each other who this General
can be? what's his title? whether his grade is higher
than that of the Generals of our town ? The convicts
delight in discussing ranks and degrees, in finding out
who's at the head of things, who can make the other
officials crook their backs, and to whom he crooks
his own ; BO they get up an argument and quarrel
about their Generals, and rude words fly about, all in
honour of these high officers — fights, too, sometimes.
What interest can they possibly have in it ? When one
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hears convicts speaking of Generals and high officials
one gets a measure of their intelligence as they were
while still in the world before the prison days. It
cannot be concealed that among our people, even in
much higher circles, talk about generals and high
officials is looked upon as the most serious and refined
conversation.
" Well, you see, they have sent our Major to the right
about, don't ye ? " observes Kvassoff, a little, rubicund,
choleric, small-brained fellow, the same who had
announced the supersession of the Major.
" We'll just grease their palm for them," this, in
staccato tones from the morose old fellow in the corner
who had finished his sour cabbage soup.
"I should think he would grease their palms, by
Jove/7 says another; "he has stolen money enough,
the brigand. And, only think, he was only a regimental
Major before he came here. He's feathered his nest.
Why, a little while ago he was engaged to the head
priest's daughter."
" But he didn't get married ; they turned him off,
and that shows he's poor. A pretty sort of fellow to
get engaged! He's got nothing but the coat on his
back ; last year, Easter time, he lost all he had at cards.
Fedka told me so."
" Well, well, pals, Fve been married myself, but it's a
bad thing for a poor devil ; taking a wife is soon done,
but the fun of it is more like an inch than a mile/'
observes Skouratoff, who had just joined in the general
talk.
"Do you fancy we're going to amuse ourselves
by discussing you ? " says the ex-quartermaster in a
superior manner. "Kvassoff, I tell you you're a big
idiot ! If you fancy that the Major can grease the
palm of an Inspector- General you've got things finely
muddled ; d'ye fancy they send a man from Petersburg
just to inspect your Major ? You're a precious dolt, my
lad ; take it from me that it is so."
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"And you fancy because he's a General he doesn't
take what's offered ? " said some one in the crowd in a
sceptical tone.
" I should think he did indeed, and plenty of it when-
ever he can."
" A dead sure thing that ; gets bigger, and more, and
worse, the higher the rank."
"A General always has his palm greased," says
Kvassoff, sententiously.
" Did you ever give them money, as you're so sure of
it ? " asks Baklouchin, suddenly striking in, in a tone of
contempt ; " come, now, did you ever see a General in all
your life ? "
"Yes."
" Liar ! "
" Liar, yourself ! "
" Well, boys, as he has seen a General, let him say
which. Come, quick about it; I know 'em all, every
man jack."
<f I've seen General Zibert," says Kvassoff in tones
far from sure.
" Zibert ! There's no General of that name. That's
the General, perhaps, who was looking at your back when
they gave you the cat. This Zibert was, perhaps, a Lieu-
tenant-Colonel ; but you were in such a fright just then,
you took him for a General."
" No ! Just hear me," cries Skouratoff, " for I've got
a wife. There was really a General of that name, a
German, but a Russian subject. He confessed to the
Pope, every year, all about his peccadilloes with gay
women, and drank water like a duck, at least forty
glasses of Moskva water one after the other ; that was
the way he got cured of some disease. I had it from his
valet."
" I say ! And the carp didn't swim in his belly ? " this
from the convict with the balalaika.
" Be quiet, fellows, can't you — one's talking seriously,
and there they are beginning their nonsense again.
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Who's the 'specter that's coming ? " This was put by a
convict who always seemed full of business, Martinof,
an old man who had been in the Hussars.
" Set of lying fellows ! " said one of the doubters.
f: Lord knows where they get it all from ; it's all empty
talk/'
"It's nothing of the sort," observes Koulikoff,
majestically silent hitherto, in dogmatic tones. '* The
man coming is big and fat, about fifty years, with
regular features, and proud, contemptuous manners, on
which he prides himself."
Koulikoff is a Tsigan, a sort of veterinary surgeon,
makes money by treating horses in town, and sells wine
in our prison. He's no fool, plenty of brain, memory
well stocked, lets his words fall as carefully as if every
one of 'em was worth a rouble.
" It's true," he went on very calmly, " I heard of
it only last week ; it's a General with bigger epaulettes
than most, and he's going to inspect all Siberia.
They grease his palm well for him, that's sure
enough; but not our Major with his eight eyes in
his head. He won't dare to creep in about him, for
you see, pals, there are Generals and Generals, as there
are fagots and fagots. It's just this, and you may take
it from me, our Major will remain where he is. We're
fellows with no tongue, we've no right to speak ; and
as to our chiefs here, they're not going to say a word
against him. The 'spector will come into our jail, give
A look round, and go off at once ; he'll say it was all
right."
" Yes, but the Major's in a fright ; he's been drunk
since morning."
" And this evening he had two van-loads of things
taken away ; Fedka says so."
" You may scrub a nigger, he'll never be white. Is
it the first time you've seen him drunk, hey ? "
" No ! It will be a devil of a shame if the General
does nothing to him," said the convicts, who began to get
highly excited.
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The news of the arrival of the Inspector went through
the prison. The prisoners went everywhere about the
court-yard retailing the important fact. Some held their
tongues and kept cool, trying to look important ; some
were really indifferent to it. Some of the convicts sat
down on the steps of the doors to play the balalaika, while
some went on with their gossip. Some groups were
singing in a drawling voice, but the whole court-yard was
upset and excited generally.
About nine o'clock they counted us, and quartered us in
our barracks, which were closed for the night. A short
summer night it was, so we were roused up at five o'clock
in the morning, yet nobody had managed to sleep before
eleven, for up to that hour there was conversation and all
sort of movement was going on ; sometimes, too, games
of cards were made up, as in winter. The heat was
intolerable, stifling. True, the open window let in some
of the cool night air, but the convicts kept tossing them-
selves on their wooden beds as if delirious.
Fleas countless. There were enough of them in
winter ; but when spring came they multiplied in propor-
tions so formidable that I couldn't believe it before I had
to endure them. And as the summer went on the worse it
was with them. I found out that one could get used to
fleas ; but for all that, the torment of them is so great
that it throws you into a fever; even when you get
slumber you quite feel it is not sleep, you are half
delirious, and know it.
At last, towards morning, when the enemy is tired and
you are deliciously asleep in the freshness of the early
hours, suddenly sounds the pitiless morning drum-call.
How you curse as you hear them, those sharp, quick
strokes ; you cower in your semi-pelisse, and then — you
can't help it — comes the thought that it will be so to-
morrow, the day after, for many, many years, till you are
set at liberty. When will it come, this freedom,
freedom ? Where is it in this world ? Where is it
hiding ? You have to get up, they are walking about
you in all directions. The usual noisy row begins. The
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convicts dress, and hurry to their work. It's true you
have an hour you can spend in sleep at noon.
What we had been told about the Inspector was
really true. The reports were more confirmed every day ;
and at last it became certain that a General, high in
office, was coming from Petersburg to inspect all Siberia,
that he was already at Tobolsk. Every day we learned
something fresh about it. These rumours came from the
town. They told us that there was alarm in all quarters,
and that everybody was making preparations to show him-
self in as favourable a light as might be. The authorities
were organising receptions, balls, fetes of every kind.
Gangs of convicts were sent to level the ways in the fort-
ress, smooth away hummocks in the ground, paint the
palings and other wood-work, to plaster, do up, and
generally repair everything that was conspicuous.
Our prisoners perfectly well understood the object of
this labour, and their discussions became all the more
animated and excited. Their imaginations passed all
bounds. They even set about formulating some demands
to be set before the General on his arrival, but that did not
prevent their going on with their quarrels and violent
speeches. Our Major was on hot coals. He came con-
tinually to visit the jail, shouted, and threw himself
angrily on the fellows more than usual, sent them to the
guard-room and punishment for a mere nothing, and
watched very severely over the cleanliness and good order
of the barracks. Just then, there occurred a little event
which did not at all painfully affect this officer as one
might have expected, but, on the contrary, caused him a
lively satisfaction. One of the convicts struck another
with an awl right in the chest, in a place quite near the
heart.
The delinquent's name was Lomof; the name the
victim was known by in the jail was Gavrilka. He
was one of those seasoned tramps I've spoken about
earlier. Whether he had any other name, I don't know ;
I never heard any attributed to him, except that one,
Gavrilka.
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Lomof had been a peasant comfortably off in the
Government of T , and district of K . There
were five of them living together, two brothers Lomof,
and three sons. They were quite rich peasants ; the talk
throughout the district was that they had more than
300,000 roubles in paper money. They worked at
currying and tanning ; but their chief business was
usury, harbouring tramps, and receiving stolen goods ;
all sorts of petty irregular doings. Half the peasants
of their district owed them money, and so were in their
clutches. They passed for being intelligent and full of
cunning, and gave themselves very great airs. A great
personage of their province had stopped on his way once
at the father Lomof's house, and this official had taken a
fancy to him, because of his hardy and unscrupulous
talk. Then they took it in their heads they might do
exactly as they pleased, and mixed themselves up more
and more with illegal doings. Everybody had a griev-
ance against them, and would like to have seen them a
hundred feet under the ground; but they got bolder
and bolder every day. They were not afraid of the
local police or the district tribunals.
At last fortune betrayed them ; their ruin came, not
out of their secret crimes, but from an accusation which
was all calumny and falsehood. Ten versts from their
hamlet they had a farm where six Kirghiz labourers,
long since brought down by them to be no better than
slaves, used to pass the autumn. One fine day these
Kirghiz were found murdered. An inquiry was set on
foot that lasted long, thanks to which no end of atrocious
things were brought to light. The Lomofs were accused
of having assassinated their workmen. They had them-
selves told their story to the convicts, all the jail knew
it perfectly ; they were suspected of owing a great deal
of money to the Kirghiz, and, as they were full of
greed and avarice in spite of their large fortunes, it
was believed they had paid the debt by taking the
lives of the poor fellows. While the inquiry and trial
went on, their property melted away utterly. The
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father died, the sons were transported; one of these,
with the uncle, was condemned to fifteen years of hard
labour.
Now, they were 'perfectly innocent of the crime im-
puted to them. One fine day Gavrilka, a thorough-
paced rascal, known as a tramp, but of very gay and lively
turn, avowed himself the author of the crime. As a
matter of fact I don't know whether he actually made
this avowal himself, but what is sure is that the convicts
held him to be the murderer of the Kirghiz.
This Gavrilka, while still tramping about, had been
mixed up in some way with the Lomofs (his confinement
in one jail was for quite a short sentence, for desertion
from the army and tramping). He had cut the throats
of the Kirghiz — three other marauding fellows had been
in it with him — in the hope of setting themselves up a
bit with the plunder of the farm.
The Lomofs were no favourites with us, I really
don't know why. One of them, the nephew, was a
sturdy fellow, intelligent and sociable ; but his uncle,
the one that struck Gavrilka with the awl, was a choleric,
stupid rustic, always quarrelling with the convicts, who
knocked him about like plaster. All the jail liked
Gavrilka for his gaiety and good-humour. The Lomofs
got to know, like the rest, that he was the man who
committed the crime they were condemned for ; but they
never got into any quarrel with him. Gavrilka paid no
attention whatever to them.
The row with Uncle Lomof began about some dis-
gusting girl they had quarrelled over. Gavrilka had
boasted of the favour she had shown him. The peasant,
mad with jealousy, ended by driving an awl into his
chest.
Although the Lomofs had been ruined by their
trial and sentence, they passed in the jail for being very
rich. They had money, a samovar, and drank tea. Our
Major knew all about it, and hated the two Lomofs,
sparing them no vexation. The victims of his hate ex-
plained it by a desire to have them grea.se his palm
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well, but they could not, or would not, bring themselves
to do it.
If Uncle Lomof had struck his awl one hair's breadth
further in Gavrilka's breast he would certainly have
killed him ; as it was, the wound did not much signify.
The affair was reported to the Major. I think I see him
now as he came up out of breath, but with visible satis-
faction. He addressed Gavrilka in an affable, fatherly
way:
" Tell me, lad, can you walk to the hospital or must
they carry you there ? No, I think it will be better to
have a horse ; let them put a horse to this moment ! " he
cried out to the sub-officer with a gasp.
" But I don't feel it at all, your worship ; he's only
given me a bit of a prick, your worship."
" You don't know, my dear fellow, you don't know ;
you'll see. A nasty place he's struck you in. All
depends upon the place. He has given it you just below
the heart, the scoundrel. Wait, wait ! " he howled to
Lomof. "Fve got you tight; take him to the guard-
house."
He kept his promise. Lomof was tried, and, though
the wound was slight, there was plainly malice afore-
thought ; his sentence of hard labour was extended for
several years, and they gave him a thousand strokes with
the rod. The Major was delighted.
The Inspector arrived at last.
The day after he reached the town, he came to the
convict establishment to make his inspection. It was a
regular fete-day. For some days everything had been
brilliantly clean, washed with great precision. The con-
victs were all just shaven, their linen quite white and
without a stain. (According to the regulations, they wore
in summer waistcoats and pantaloons of canvas. Every
one had a round black piece sown in at the back, eight
centimetres in diameter.) For a whole hour the prisoners
had been drilled as to what they should answer, the very
words to be used, particularly if the high functionary
should take any notice of them.
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There had been even regular rehearsals. The Major
seemed to have lost his head. An hour before the
coming in of the Inspector, all the convicts were at their
posts, as stiff as statues, with their little fingers on the
seams of their pantaloons. At last, just about one o'clock
the Inspector made his entry. He was a General, with a
most self-sufficing bearing, so much so, that the mere
sight of it must have sent a tremor into the hearts of all
the officials of West Siberia.
He came in with a stern and majestic air, followed by a
crowd of Generals and Colonels doing service in our town.
There was a civilian, too, of high stature and regular
features, in frock-coat and shoes. This personage bore
himself very independently and airily, and the General
addressed him every moment with exquisite polite-
ness. This civilian also had come from Petersburg.
All the convicts were terribly curious as to who he
could be, such an important General showing him such
deference ? We learned who he was and what his
office later, but he was a good deal talked about before
we knew.
Our Major, all spick and span, with orange-coloured
collar, made no too favourable impression upon the
General ; the blood-shot eyes and fiery rubicund com-
plexion plainly told their own story. Out of respect for
his superior he had taken off his spectacles, and stood
some way off, as straight as a dart, in feverish expectation
that something would be asked of him, that he might run
and carry out His Excellency's wishes ; but no particular
need of his services seemed to be felt.
The General went all through the barracks without
saying a word, threw a glance into the kitchen, where he
tasted the sour cabbage soup. They pointed me out to
him, telling him that I was an ex-nobleman, who had
done this, that, and the other.
" Ah ! " answered the General. " And how does he
conduct himself ? "
" Satisfactorily for the time being, your Excellency,
satisfactorily."
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The General nodded, and left the jail in a couple of
minutes more. The convicts were dazzled and disap-
pointed, and did not know what to be at. As to laying
complaints against the Major, that was quite over, could
not be thought of. He had, no doubt, been quite well
assured as to this beforehand.
CHAPTER VI.
THE ANIMALS AT THE CONVICT ESTABLISHMENT
GNIEDKO, a bay horse, was bought a little
while afterwards, and the event furnished a
much more agreeable and interesting diver
sion to the convicts than the visit o
the high personage I have been talking
about. We required a horse at the jail for carrying
water, refuse matter, etc. He was given to a convict
to take care of and use; this man drove him, under
escort, of course. Our horse had plenty to do morning
and night; it was a worthy sort of beast, but a good
deal worn, and had been in service for a long time
already.
One fine morning, the eve of St. Peter's Day,
Gniedko, our bay, who was dragging a barrel of water,
fell all of a heap, and gave up the ghost in a few
minutes. He was much regretted, so all the convicts
gathered round him to discuss his death. Those who
had served in the cavalry, the Tsigans, the veterinary
fellows, and others, showed a profound knowledge of
horses in general and fiercely argued the question ; but
all that did not bring our bay horse to life again ; there
he was stretched out and dead, with his belly all swollen.
Every one thought it incumbent on him to feel about
the poor thing with his hands; finally the Major was
ANIMALS AT TEE CONVICT ESTABLISHMENT 287
informed of what Providence had done in the horse's
case, and it was decided that another should be bought
at once.
St. Peter's Day, quite early after mass, all the
onvicts being together, horses that were on sale were
Tought in. It was left to the prisoners to choose an
iiimal, for there were some thorough experts among
hem, and it would have been difficult to take in 250
ien, with whom horse-dealing had been a speciality,
sigans, Lesghians, professional horse-dealers, townsmen,
ame in to deal. The convicts were exceedingly eager
bout the matter as each fresh horse was brought up,
nd were as amused as children about it all. It seemed
o tickle their fancy very much, that they had to buy a
orse like free men, just as if it was for themselves and
he money was to come out of their own pockets. Three
lorses were brought and taken away before purchase :
he fourth was settled on. The horse-dealers seemed
stonished and a little awed at the soldiers of the escort
who watched the business. Two hundred men, clean
haven, branded as they were, with chains on their feet,
were well calculated to inspire respect, all the more as
hey were in their own place, at home so to speak, in
heir own convict's den, where nobody was ever allowed
o come.
Our fellows seemed to be up to no end of tricks for
inding out the real value of a horse brought up ; they
jarefully examined it, handled it with the most serious
demeanour, went on as if the welfare of the establish-
nent was bound up with the purchase of this beast.
The Circassians took the liberty of jumping upon his
)ack : their eyes shone wildly, they chatted rapidly in
heir incomprehensible dialect, showed their white teeth,
dilating the nostrils of their hooked copper-coloured
oses. There were some Russians who paid the most
lively attention to their discussion, and seemed ready to
ump down their throats ; they did not understand a
vord, but it was plain they did what they could to gather
"rom the expression of the eyes of the fellows whether
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the "horse was good or not. But what could it matter to
a convict, especially to some of them, who were creatures
altogether down and done for, who never ventured to
utter a single word to the others ? What could it matter
to such as these, whether one horse or another was
bought ? Yet it seemed as if it did. The Circassians
appeared to be most relied on for their opinion, and
besides these a foremost place in the discussion was
given to the Tsigans, and those who had formerly been
horse-dealers.
There was a regular sort of duel between two con-
victs— the Tsigan Koulikoff, who had been a horse-
dealer and stealer, and another who had been a
professional veterinary, a tricky Siberian peasant, who
had been at the establishment and at hard labour for
some time, and who had succeeded in getting all
KoulikofFs practice in the town. I ought to mention
that the veterinary practitioners at the prison, though
without diploma, were very much sought after, and that
not only the townspeople and tradespeople, but high
officials in the city, took their advice when their horses
fell ill, rather than that of several regularly diplomatised
veterinaries who were at the place.
Till Jolkin came, the Siberian peasant Koulikoff had
had plenty of clients from whom he had had fees in good
hard cash. He was looked on as quite at the head of his
business. He was a Tsigan all over in his doings, liar
and cheat, and not at all the master of his art he boasted
of being. The income he made had raised him to be a>
sort of aristocrat among our convicts ; he was listened to
and obeyed, but he spoke little, and expressed an opinion
only in great emergencies. He blew his own trumpet
loudly, but he really was a fellow of great energy ; he
was of ripe age, and of quite marked intelligence. When
he spoke to us of the nobility, he did so with exquisite
politeness and perfect dignity. I am sure that if he had
been suitably dressed, and introduced into a club at the
capital with the title of Count, he would have lived up to
it; played whist, talked to admiration like a man used
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to command, and one who knew when to hold his tongue.
I am sure that the whole evening would have passed
without any one guessing that the " Count " was nothing
but a vagabond. He had very probably had a very
large and varied experience in life ; as to his past, it
was quite unknown to us. They kept him among the
convicts who formed a special section reserved from the
others.
But no sooner had Jolkin come — he was a simple
peasant, one of the "old believers," but just as tricky as it
was possible for a moujik to be — the veterinary glory of
Koulikoff paled sensibly. In less than two months the
Siberian had got from him all his town practice, for he
cured in a very short time horses Koulikoff had declared
incurable, and which had been given up by the regular
veterinaries. This peasant had been condemned and
sent to hard labour for coining. It is an odd thing he
should ever have been tempted to go into that line of
business. He told us all about it himself, and joked
about their wanting three coins of genuine gold to make
one false.
Koulikoff was not a little put out at this peasant's
success, while his own glory so rapidly declined. There
was he who had had a mistress in the suburbs, who used
to wear a plush jacket and top-boots, and here he was
now obliged to turn tavern - keeper ; so everybody
looked out for a regular row when the new horse was
bought. The thing was very interesting, each of them
had his partisans ; the more eager among them got to
angry words about it on the spot. The cunning face of
Jolkin was all wrinkled into a sarcastic smile ; but it
turned out quite differently from what was expected.
Koulikoff had not the least desire for argument or
dispute, he managed cunningly without that. At
first he gave way on every point, and listened de-
ferentially to his rival's criticisms, then he caught him
up sharply on some remark or other, and pointed out
to him modestly but firmly that he was all wrong.
In a word, Jolkin was utterly discomfited in a sur-
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prisingly clever way, so KoulikoiFs side was quite we
pleased.
"I say, boys, it's no use talking; you can't tri]
him up. He knows what he is about/' said some.
" Jolkin knows more about the matter than he does,'
said others ; not offensively, however. Both sides wei
ready to make concessions.
" Then, he's got a lighter hand, besides having more
in his head. I tell you that when it comes to stock,
horses, or anything else, Koulikoff needn't duck under to
anybody."
" Nor need Jolkin, I tell you."
" There's nobody like Koulikoff."
The new horse was selected and bought. It was a
capital gelding — young, vigorous, and handsome ; an
irreproachable beast altogether. The bargaining began.
The owner asked thirty roubles ; the convicts wouldn't
give more than twenty-five. The higgling went on
long and hotly. At length the convicts began laughing.
" Does the money come out of your own purse ? " said
some. " What's the good of all this ? "
"Do you want to save for the Government cash-
box ? " cried others.
" But it's money that belongs to us all, pals," said
one.
" Us all ! It's plain enough that you needn't trouble
to grow idiots, they'll come up of themselves with-
out it."
At last the business was settled at twenty-eight
roubles. The Major was informed, the purchase sanc-
tioned. Bread and salt were brought at once, and the
new boarder led in triumph into the jail. There was not
one of the convicts, I think, that did not pat his neck or-
caress his head.
The day we got him he was at once put to fetching
water. All the convicts gazed on him curiously as he
pulled at his barrel.
Our waterman, the convict Roman, kept his eyes on
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the beast with a stupid sort of satisfaction. He was
formerly a peasant, about fifty years of age, serious and
silent, like all the Russian coachmen, whose behaviour
would really seem to acquire some extra gravity by
reason of their being always with horses.
Roman was a quiet creature, affable all round, said
little, took snuff from a box. He had taken care of the
horses at the jail for some time before that. The one just
bought was the third given into his charge since he came
to the place.
The coachman's office fell, as a matter of course, to
Roman ; nobody would have dreamed of contesting his
right to it. When the bay horse dropped and died,
nobody dreamed of accusing Roman of imprudence,
not even the Major. It was the will of God, that was
all ; as to Roman, he knew his business.
That bay horse had become the pet of the jail at
once. The convicts were not particularly tender fellows ;
but they could not help coming to pet him often.
Sometimes when Roman, returning from the river,
shut the great gate which the sub-officer had opened,
Gniedko would stand quite still waiting for his driver,
and turning to him as for orders.
" Get along, you know the way," Roman would cry
to him. Then Gniedko would go off peaceably to the
kitchen and stop there, and the cooks and other servants
of the place would fill their buckets with water, which
Gniedko seemed to know all about.
" Gniedko, you're a trump ! He's brought his water-
barrel himself. He's a delight to see ! " they would cry
to him.
"That's true; he's only a beast, but he knows all
that's said to him."
" No end of a horse is our Gniedko ! "
Then the horse shook his head and snorted, just as if
he really understood all about his being praised ; then
some one would bring him bread and salt ; and when he
had finished with them he would shake his head again,
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as if to say, " I know you ; I know you. Fm a good
horse, and you're a good fellow."
I was quite fond of regaling Gniedko with bread. It
was quite a pleasure to me to look at his nice mouth, and
to feel his warm, moist lips licking up the crumbs from
the palm of my hand.
Our convicts were fond of live things, and if they had
been allowed would have filled the barracks with birds
and domestic animals. What could possibly have been
better than attending to such creatures for raising and
softening the wild temper of the prisoners? But it
was not permitted ; it was not in the regulations ;
and, truth to say, there was no room there for many
creatures.
However, in my time some animals had established
themselves in the jail. Besides Gniedko, we had some
dogs, geese, a he-goat — Vaska — and an eagle, which
remained only a short time.
I think I have said before that our dog was called
Bull, and that he and I had struck up a friendship ; buo
as the lower orders regard dogs as impure animals un-
deserving of attention, nobody minded him. He lived
in the jail itself ; slept in the court-yard ; ate the leavings
of the kitchen, and had no hold whatever on the sympathy
of the convicts ; all of whom he knew, however, and
regarded as masters and owners. When the men
assigned to work came back to the jail, at the cry of
" Corporal," he used to run to the great gate and gaily
welcome the gang, wagging his tail and looking into
every man's eyes, as though he expected a caress. But
for several years his little ways were as useless as they
were engaging. Nobody but myself did caress him ; so
I was the one he preferred to all others. Somehow — I
don't know in what way — we got another dog. Snow
he was called. As to the third, Koultiapka, I brought
him myself to the place when he was but a pup.
Our Snow was a strange creature. A telega had
gone over him and driven in his spine, so that it made a
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curve inside him. When you saw him running at a
distance, he looked like twin-dogs born with a liga-
ment. He was very mangy, too, with bleary eyes, and
his tail was hairless, and always hanging between his
legs.
Victim of ill-fate as he was, he seemed to have made
up his mind to be always as impassive as possible ; so he
never barked at anybody, for he seemed to be afraid of
getting into some fresh trouble. He was nearly always
lurking at the back of the buildings ; and if anybody
came near he rolled on his back at once, as though he
meant to say, " Do what you like with me ; I've not the
least idea of resisting you/' And every convict, when
the dog upset himself like that, would give him a passing
obligatory kick, with " Ouh ! the dirty brute ! " But
Snow dared not so much as give a groan; and if he
was too much hurt, would only utter a little, dull,
strangled yelp. He threw himself down just the same
way before Bull or any other dog when he came to try
his luck at the kitchen ; and he would stretch himself
out flat if a mastiff or any other big dog came barking
at him. Dogs like submission and humility in other
dogs ; so the angry brute quieted down at once, and
stopped short reflectively before the poor, humble beast,
and then sniffed him curiously all over.
I wonder what poor Snow, trembling with fright,
used to think at such moments. <( Is this brigand of a
fellow going to bite me?" — no doubt something like
that. When he had sniffed enough at him, the big
brute left him at once, having probably discovered
nothing in particular. Snow used then to jump to
his feet, and join a lot of four-footed fellows like him
who were running down some yutchka or other.
Snow knew quite well that no yutchka would
ever condescend to the like of him, that she was too
proud for that, but it was some consolation to him in his
troubles to limp after her. As to decent behaviour, he
had but a very vague notion of any such thing. Being
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totally without any hope in his future, his highest aim
was to get a bellyful of victuals, and he was cynical
enough in showing that it was so.
Once I tried to caress him. This was such an unex-
pected and new thing to him that he plumped down on
the ground quite helplessly, and quivered and whined in
his delight. As I was really sorry for him I used to caress
him often, so as soon as he caught sight of me he began
to whine in a plaintive, tearful way. He came to his end
at the back of the jail, in the ditch ; some dogs tore him
to pieces.
Koultiapka was quite a different style of dog. I don't
know why I brought him in from one of the workshops,
where he was just born ; but it gave me pleasure to feed
him, and see him grow big. Bull took Koultiapka under
his protection, and slept with him. When the young dog
began to grow up, Bull was remarkably complaisant
with him. He allowed the pup to bite his ears, and pull
his skin with his teeth ; he played with him as mature
dogs are in the habit of doing with the youngsters. It
was a strange thing, but Koultiapka never grew in height
at all, only in length and breadth. His hide was fluffy
and mouse-coloured ; one of his ears hung down, while
the other was always cocked up. He was, like all young
dogs, ardent and enthusiastic, yelping with pleasure
when he saw his master, and jumping up to lick his
face precisely as if he said: "As long as he sees how
delighted I am, I don't care ; let etiquette go to the
devil !"
Wherever I was, at my call, " Koultiapka/' out he
came from some corner, dashing towards me with
noisy satisfaction, making a ball of himself, and rolling
over and over. I was exceedingly fond of the little
wretch, and I used to fancy that destiny had reserved
for him nothing but joy and pleasure in this world of
ours; but one fine day the convict Neustroief, who
made women's shoes and prepared skins, cast his eye
on him ; something had evidently struck him, for he
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called Koultiapka, felt his skin, and turned him over
on the ground in a friendly way. The unsuspicious
dog barked with pleasure, but next day he was nowhere
to be found. I hunted for him for some time, but in
vain; at last, after two weeks, all was explained.
Koultiapka's natural cloak had been too much for
Neustroief, who had flayed him to make up with the
skin some boots of fur-trimmed velvet ordered by
the young wife of some official. He showed them me
when they were done, their inside lining was mag-
nificent ; all Koultiapka, poor fellow !
A good many convicts worked at tanning, and often
brought with them to the jail dogs with a nice skin,
which soon were seen no more. They stole them or
bought them. I remember one day I saw a couple of
convicts behind the kitchens laying their heads together.
One of them held in a leash a very fine black dog of par-
ticularly good breed. A scamp of a footman had stolen
it from his master, and sold it to our shoemakers for thirty
kopecks. They were going to hang it ; that was their
way of disposing of them ; then they took the skin off,
and threw the body into a ditch used for ejecta, which
was in the most distant corner of the court, and which
stank most horribly during the summer heats, for it was
rarely seen to.
I think the poor beast understood the fate in store for
him. It looked at us one after another in a distressed,
scrutinising way ; at intervals it gave a timid little wag
with its bushy tail between its legs, as though trying to
reach our hearts by showing us every confidence. I
hastened away from the convicts, who finished their vile
work without hindrance.
As to the geese of the establishment, they had es-
tablished themselves there quite fortuitously. Who
took care of them ? To whom did they belong ? I
really don't know ; but they were a huge delight to
our convicts, and acquired a certain fame throughout the
town.
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They Lad been hatched in the convict establishment
somewhere, and their head-quarters was the kitchen,
whence they emerged in gangs of their own, when the
gangs of convicts went out to their work. But as soon as
the drum beat and the prisoners massed themselves at the
great gate, out ran the geese after them, cackling and flap-
ping their wings, then they jumped one after the other over
the elevated threshold of the gateway ; while the convicts
were at their work, the geese pecked about at a little dis-
tance from them. As soon as they had done and set out
for the jail, again the geese joined the procession, and
people who passed by would cry out, "I say, there are
the prisoners with their friends, the geese ! " " How
did you teach them to follow you ? " some one would ask.
"Here's some money for your geese/' another said,
putting his hand in his pocket. In spite of their devotion
to the convicts they had their necks twisted to make a
feast at the end of the Lent of some year, I forget
which.
Nobody would ever have made up his mind to kill our
goat Yaska, unless something particular had happened ; as
it did. I don't know how it got into our prison, or who
had brought it. It was a white kid, and very pretty. After
some days it had won all hearts, it was diverting and
winning. As some excuse was needed for keeping it in
the jail, it was given out that it was quite necessary
to have a goat in the stables ; but he didn't live there,
but in the kitchen principally; and after a while he
roamed about all over the place. The creature was full
of grace and as playful as could be, jumped on the tables,
wrestled with the convicts, came when it was called, and
was always full of spirits and fun.
One evening, the Lesghian Babaf, who was seated on
the stone steps at the doors of the barracks among a
crowd of other convicts, took it into his head to have a
wrestling bout with Vaska, whose horns were pretty
long.
They butted their foreheads against one another
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— that was the way the convicts amnsed themselves with
him — when all of a sudden Vaska jumped on the highest
step, lifted himself up on his hind legs, drew his fore-feet
to him and managed to strike the Lesghian on the back
of the neck with all his might, and with such effect that
Babaf went headlong down the steps to the great delight
of all who were by as well as of Babai himself.
In a word, we all adored our Vaska. When he
attained the age of puberty, a general and serious con-
sultation was held, as the result of which, he was
subjected to an operation which one of the prison vete-
rinaries executed in a masterly manner.
" Well," said the prisoners, " he won't have any goat-
smell about him, that's one comfort/'
Vaska then began to lay on fat in the most surpris-
ing way. I must say that we fed him quite unconscionably.
He became a most beautiful fellow, with magnificent
horns, corpulent beyond anything. Sometimes as he
walked, he rolled over on the ground heavily out of
sheer fatness. He went with us out to work too,
which was very diverting to the convicts and all others
who saw ; and everybody got to know Vaska, the jail-
bird.
When they worked at the river bank, the prisoners
used to cut willow branches and other foliage, and gather
flowers in the ditches to ornament Vaska. They used to
twine the branches and flowers round his horns and
decorate his body with garlands. Vaska then came back
at the head of the gang in a splendid state of ornamenta-
tion, and we all came after in high pride at seeing him
such a beauty.
This love for our goat went so far that prisoners
raised the question, not a very wise one, whether Vaska
ought not to have his horns gilded. It was a vain idea ;
nothing came of it. I asked Akim Akimitch, the best
gilder in the jail, whether you really could gild a goat's
horns. He examined Vaska's quite closely, thought a
bit, and then said that it could be done, but that it would
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not last, and would be quite useless. So nothing came
of it. Vaska would have lived for many years more, and,
no doubt, have died of asthma at last, if, one day as he
returned from work at the head of the convicts, his path
had not been crossed by the Major, who was seated
in his carriage. Vaska was in particularly gorgeous
array.
" Halt ! " yelled the Major. " Whose goat is that ? "
They told him.
" What ! a goat in the prison ! and that without my
leave ? Sub-officer ! "
The sub-officer received orders to kill the goat without
a moment's delay ; flay him, and sell his skin ; and put
the proceeds to the prisoners' account. As to the meat,
he ordered it to be cooked with the convicts' cabbage
soup.
The occurrence was much discussed; the goat was
much mourned ; but nobody dared to disobey the Major.
Vaska was put to death close to the ditch I spoke of just
now. One of the convicts bought the carcase, paying a
rouble and fifty kopecks. With this money white bread
was bought for everybody. The man who had bought
the goat sold him at retail in a roasted state. The meat
was delicious.
We had also, during some time, in our prison a steppe
eagle ; a quite small species. A convict brought it in,
wounded, half-dead. Everybody came nocking round it ;
it could not fly, its right wing being quite powerless ; one
of its legs was badly hurt. It gazed on the curious
crowd wrathf ully, and opened its crooked beak, as if pre-
pared to sell its life dearly. When we had looked at him
long enough, and the crowd dispersed, the lamed bird
went off, hopping on one paw and flapping his wing, and
hid himself in the most distant part of the place he could
find ; there he huddled himself in a corner against the
palings.
During the three months that he remained in our
court-yard he never came out of his corner. At first we
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went to look at him pretty often, and sometimes they set
Bull at him, who threw himself forward with fury, but
was frightened to go too near, which mightily amused
the convicts. " A wild chap that ! He won't stand any
nonsense ! " But Bull after a while got over his
fright, and began to worry him. When he was roused to
it, the dog would catch hold of the bird's bad wing,
and the creature defended itself with beak and
claws, and then got up closer into his corner with a
proud, savage sort of demeanour, like a wounded king,
fixing his eyes steadily on the fellows looking at his
misery.
They tired of the sport after a while, and the eagle
seemed quite forgotten ; but there was some one who,
every day, put close to him a bit of fresh meat and a
vessel with some water. At first, and for several days,
the eagle would eat nothing; at last, he made up his
mind to take what was left for him, but he never could
be got to take anything from the hand, or in public.
Sometimes I succeeded in watching his proceedings at
some distance.
When he saw nobody, and thought he was alone, he
ventured upon leaving his corner and limping along the
palisade for a dozen steps or so, then went back ; and
so forwards and backwards, precisely as if he were taking
exercise for his health under medical orders. As soon as
ever he caught sight of me he made for his corner as
quickly as he possibly could, limping and hopping. Then
he threw his head back, opened his mouth, ruffled him-
self, and seemed to make ready for fight.
In vain I tried to caress him. He bit and struggled
as soon as he was touched. Not once did he take the
meat I offered him, and all the time I remained by him
he kept his wicked, piercing eye upon me. Lonely and
revengeful he waited for death, defying, refusing to be
reconciled with everything and everybody.
At last the convicts remembered him, after two
months of complete forgetfulness, and then they showed
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a sympathy I did not expect of them. It was unani-
mously agreed to carry him out.
" Let him die, but let him die in freedom," said the
prisoners.
" Sure enough, a free and independent bird like that
will never get used to the prison," added others.
" He's not like us," said some one.
" Oh well, he's a bird, and we're human beings."
€t The eagle, pals, is the king of the woods/' began
Skouratof ; but that day noboby paid any attention to
him.
One afternoon, when the drum beat for beginning
work, they took the eagle, tied his beak (for he struck
a desperate attitude), and took him out of the prison on
to the ramparts. The twelve convicts of the gang were
extremely anxious to know where he would go to. It
was a strange thing : they all seemed as happy as though
they had themselves got their freedom.
" Oh, the wretched brute. One wants to do him a
kindness, and he tears your hand for you by way of
thanks/' said the man who held him, looking almost
lovingly at the spiteful bird.
" Let him fly off, Mikitka ! »
" It doesn't suit him being a prisoner ; give him his
freedom, his jolly freedom/'
They threw him from the ramparts on to the steppe.
It was just at the end of autumn, a gray, cold day. The
wind whistled on the bare steppe and went groaning
through the yellow dried-up grass. The eagle made
off directly, flapping his wounded wing, as if in a hurry
to quit us and get himself a shelter from our piercing
eyes. The convicts watched him intently as he went
along with his head just above the grass.
" Do you see him, hey ? " said one very pensively.
"He doesn't look round," said another; "he hasn't
looked behind once."
" Did you happen to fancy he'd come back to thank
us ? " said a third.
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" Sure enough, he's free; he feels it. It's freedom ! "
" Yes, freedom."
" You won't see him any more, pals."
" What are you about sticking there ? March, march ! "
cried the escort, and all went slowly to their work.
CHAPTER VIL
GRIEVANCES
AT the outset of this chapter, the editor of
the " Recollections " of the late Alexander
Petrovitch Goriantchikoff thinks it his duty
to communicate what follows to his readers.
" In the first chapter of the ' Recollections
of the House of the Dead/ something was said about a
parricide, of noble birth, who was put forward as an
instance of the insensibility with whick the convicts
speak of the crimes they have committed. It was also
stated that he refused altogether to confess to the
authorities and the court; but that, thanks to the
statements of persons who knew all the details of his
case and history, his guilt was put beyond all doubt.
These persons had informed the author of the ' Recol-
lections/ that the criminal had been of dissolute life
and overwhelmed with debts, and that he had murdered
his father to come into the property. Besides, the
whole town where this parricide was imprisoned told
his story in precisely the same way, a fact of which the
editor of these ' Recollections ' has fully satisfied himself.
It was further stated that this murderer, even when in
the jail, was of quite a joyous and cheerful frame of
mind, a sort of inconsiderate giddy-pated person, although
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intelligent, and that the author of the ' Recollections ' had
never observed any particular signs of cruelty about
him, to which he added, ' So I, for my part, never could
bring myself to believe him guilty/
" Some time ago the editor of the * Recollections of
bhe House of the Dead/ had intelligence from Siberia of
she discovery of the innocence of this ' parricide,' and
that he had undergone ten years of the imprisonment
with hard labour for nothing ; this was recognised and
avowed by the authorities. The real criminals had
been discovered and had confessed, and the unfortunate
man in question set at liberty. All this stands upon
unimpeachable and authoritative grounds/'
To say more would be useless. The tragical facts
speak too clearly for themselves. All words are weak
in such a case, where a life has been ruined by such an
accusation. Such mistakes as these are among the
dreadful possibilities of life, and such possibilities
impart a keener and more vivid interest to the
" Recollections of the House of the Dead/' which dreadful
place we see may contain innocent as well as guilty
men.
To continue. I have said that I became at last,
in some sense, accustomed, if not reconciled, to the
conditions of convict life ; but it was a long and
dreadful time before I was. It took me nearly a year
to get used to the prison, and I shall always regard
this year as the most dreadful of my life, it is graven
deep in my memory, down to the very least details.
I think that I could minutely recall the events and
feelings of each successive hour in it.
I have said that the other prisoners, too, found it as
difficult as I did to get used to the life they had to lead.
During the whole of this first year, I used to ask myself
whether they were really as calm as they seemed to be.
Questions of this kind pressed themselves upon me. As
I have mentioned before, all the convicts felt themselves
in an alien element to which they could not reconcile
themselves. The sense of home was an impossibility;
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they felt as if they were staying, as a stage upon a
journey, in an evil sort of inn. These men, exiles for
and from life, seemed either in a perpetual smouldering
agitation, or else in deep depression ; but there was not
one who had not his ordinary ideas of one thing or
another. This restlessness, which, if it did not come to
the surface, was still unmistakable ; those vague hopes of
the poor creatures which existed in spite of themselves,
hopes so ill-founded that they were more like the prompt-
ings of incipient insanity than aught else; all this stamped
the place with a character, an originality, peculiarly
its own. One could not but feel when one went there
that there was nothing like it anywhere else in the whole
world. There everybody went about in a sort of waking
dream ; nor was there anything to relieve or qualify the
impressions the place made on the system of every man ;
so that all seemed to suffer from a sort of hyperassthetic
neurosis, and this dreaming of impossibilities gave to the
majority of the convicts a sombre and morose aspect, for
which the word morbid is not strong enough. Nearly
all were taciturn and irascible, preferring to keep to
themselves the hopes they secretly and vainly cherished.
The result was, that anything like ingenuousness or frank
statement was the object of general contempt. Precisely
because these wild hopings were impossible, and, despite
themselves, were felt to be so, confessed to their more
lucid selves to be so, they kept them jealously concealed
in the most secret recesses of their souls; while to
renounce them was beyond their powers of self-control.
It may be they were ashamed of their imagination. God
knows. The Russian character is, in its normal condi-
tions, so positive and sober in its way of looking at life,
so pitiless in criticism of its own weaknesses.
Perhaps it was this inward misery of self -dissatis-
faction which was at the bottom of the impatience and
intolerance the convicts showed among themselves,
and of the cruel biting things they said to each other.
If one of them, more nai've or impartial than the rest,
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put into words what every one of them had in his mind,
painted his castles in the air, told his dreams of liberty,
or plans of escape, they shut him up with brutal
promptitude, and made the poor fellow's life a burden
to him with their sarcasms and jests. And I think
those did it most unscrupulously who had perhaps
themselves gone furthest in cherishing futile hopes,
and indulging in senseless expectations. I have said,
more than once, that those among them who were
marked by simplicity and candour were looked on
rather as being stupid and idiotic; there was nothing
but contempt for them. The convicts were so soured
and, in the wrong sense, sensitive, that they positively
hated anything like amiability or unselfishness. I
should be disposed to classify them all broadly, as
either good or bad men, morose or cheerful, putting
by themselves, as a sort of separate creatures, the
ingenious fellows who could not hold their tongues.
But the sour-tempered were in far the greatest majority ;
some of these were talkative, but these were usually
of slanderous and envious disposition, always poking
their noses into other people's business, though they
took good care not to let anybody have a glimpse of
the secret thoughts of their own souls ; that would
have been against the fashions and conventions of
this strange, little world. A.S to the fellows who
were really good — very few indeed were they — these
were always very quiet and peaceable, and buried
their hopes, if they had any, in strict silence ; bat
more of real faith went with their hopes than was the
case with the gloomy-minded among the convicts.
Stay, there was one category further among our convicts,
which ought not to be forgotten; the men who had
lost all hope, who were despairing and desperate, like
the old man of Starodoub; but these were very few
indeed.
The old man of Starodoub ! This was a very sub-
dued, quiet, old man ; but there were some indications
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of what went on in him, which he could not help
giving, and from which, I could not help seeing, that his
inward life was one of intolerable horror; still he had
something to fall back upon for help and consolation —
prayer, and the notion that he was a martyr. The
convict who was always reading the Bible, of whom
I spoke earlier, the one that went mad and threw
himself, brick in hand, upon the Major, was also probably
one of those whom hope had altogether abandoned ;
and, as it is perfectly impossible to go on living with-
out hope of some sort, he threw away his life as a
sort of voluntary sacrifice. He declared that he at-
tacked the Major though he had no grievance in
particular ; all he wanted was to have some torments
inflicted on himself.
Now, what sort of psychological operation had been
going on in that man's soul? No man lives, can live,
without having some object in view, and making efforts
to attain that object. But when object there is none,
and hope is entirely fled, anguish often turns a man
into a monster. The object we all had in view was
liberty, and getting out of our place of confinement
and hard labour.
So I try to place our convicts in separately-defined
classes and categories; but it cannot well be done.
Reality is a thing of infinite diversity, and defies the
most ingenious deductions and definitions of abstract
thought, nay, abhors the clear and precise classifications
we so delight in. Reality tends to infinite subdivision
of things, and truth is a matter of infinite shadings
and differentiations. Every one of us who were there
had his own peculiar, interior, strictly personal life,
which lay altogether outside of the world of regulations
and our official superintendence.
But, as I have said before, I could not penetrate the
depths of this interior life in the early part of my prison
career, for everything that met my eyes, or challenged
uiy attention in any way, filled me with a sadness for
which there are no words. Sometimes I felt nothing
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short of hatred for poor creatures whose martyrdom was
at least as great as mine. In those first days I envied
them, because they were among persons of their own
sort, and understood one another ; so I thought, but
the truth was that their enforced companionship, the
comradeship where the word of command went with the
whip or the rod, was as much an object of aversion
to them as it was to myself, and every one of them
tried to keep himself as much to himself as possible.
This envious hatred of them, which came to me in
moments of irritation, was not without its reasonable
cause, for those who tell you so confidently that a
cultivated man of the higher class does not suffer as a
mere peasant does, are utterly in the wrong. That is
a thing I have often heard said, and read too. In the
abstract, the notion seems correct, and it is founded in
generous sentiment, for all convicts are human beings
ulike; but in reality it is different. In the real living
facts of the problem there come in a quantity of practical
complications, and only experience can pronounce upon
these : experience which I have had. I do not mean to
lay it down peremptorily, that the nobleman and the
man of culture feel more acutely, sensitively, deeply,
because of their more highly developed conditions of
being. On the other hand, it is impossible to bring
all souls to one common level or standard; neither
the grade of education, nor any other thing, furnishes
a standard according to which punishment can be meted
out.
It is a great satisfaction to me to be able to say that
among these dreadful sufferers, in a state of things
so barbarous and abject, I found abundant proof that
the elements of moral development were not wanting.
In our convict establishment there were men whom I
was familiar with for several years, and whom I looked
upon as wild beasts and abhorred as such ; well, all of a
sudden, when I least expected it, these very men would
exhibit such an abundance of feeling of the best kind, so
keen a comprehension of the sufferings of others, seen in
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the light of the consciousness of their own, that one
might almost fancy scales had fallen from their eyes.
So sudden was it as to cause stupefaction; one could
scarcely believe one's eyes or ears. Sometimes it was
just the other way : educated men, well brought up,
would occasionally display a savage, cynical brutality
which nearly turned one's stomach, conduct of a kind
impossible to excuse or justify, however much you might
be charitably inclined to do so.
I lay no stress on the entire change in the habits of
life, the food, etc., as to which there come in points
where the man of the higher classes suffers so much more
keenly than the peasant or working man, who often goes
hungry when free, while he always has his stomach-full
in prison. We will leave all that out. Let it be
admitted that for a man with some force of character
these external things are a trifle in comparison with
privations of a quite different kind ; for all that, such
total change of material conditions and habits is neither
an easy nor a slight thing. But in the convict's status
there are elements of horror before which all other
horrors pale, even the mud and filth everywhere about,
the scantiness and uncleanness of the food, the irons on
your limbs, the suffocating sense of being always held
tight, as in a vice.
The capital, the most important point of all is, that
after a couple of hours or so, every new-comer to a
convict establishment, who is of the lower class, shakes
down into equality with the rest ; he is at home among
them, he has his " freedom " of this city of the enslaved,
this community of convicted scoundrels, in which one
man is superficially like every other man; he under-
stands and is understood, he is looked upon by every-
body as one of themselves. Now all this is not so in the
case of the nobleman. However kindly, just-minded,
intelligent a man of the higher class may be, every soul
there will hate and despise him during long years ;
they will neither understand nor believe in him, not one
whit. He will be neither friend nor comrade in their
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eyes ; if he can get them to stop insulting him it will be
as much as he can do, but he will be alien to them from
the first to the last, he will have to feel the grief of a
ceaseless, hopeless, causeless solitude and sequestration.
Sometimes it is the case that sheer ill-will on the part of
the prisoners has nothing to do with bringing about
this state of things, it simply cannot be helped; the
nobleman is not one of the gang, and there's the whole
secret.
There is nothing more horrible than to live out of
the social sphere to which you properly belong. The
peasant, transported from Taganrog to Petropavlosk,
finds there Russian peasants like himself; between him
and them there can be mutual intelligence ; in an hour
they will be friends, and live comfortably together in the
same izba or the same barrack. With the nobleman it
is wholly otherwise ; a bottomless abyss separates him
from the lower classes, how deep and impassable is only
seen when a nobleman forfeits his position and becomes
as one of the populace himself. You may be your whole
life in daily relations with the peasant, forty years you
may do business with him regularly as the day comes —
let us suppose it so, at all events — by the calls of official
position or administrative duty; you may be his bene-
factor, all but a father to him — well, you'll never know
what is at the bottom of the man's mind or heart. You
may think you know something about him, but it is all
optical illusion, nothing more. My readers will charge
me with exaggeration, but I am convinced I am quite
right. I don't go on theory or book-reading in this ; in
my case the realities of life have given me only too
ample time and opportunity for reviewing and cor-
recting my theoretic convictions, which, as to this, are
now fixed. Perhaps everybody will some day learn how
well founded I am in what I say about this.
All this was theory when I first went into the convict
establishment, but events, and things observed, soon
came to confirm me in such views, and what I expe-
rienced so affected my system as to undermine its
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health. During1 the first summer I wandered about the
place, so far as I was free to move, a solitary, friendless
man. My moral situation was such that I could not
distinguish those among the convicts who, in the sequel,
managed to care for me a little in spite of the distance
that always remained between us. There were there
men of my own position, ex-nobles like myself, but their
companionship was repugnant to me.
Here is one of the incidents which obliged me to
see at the outset, how solitary a creature I was, and
all the strangeness of my position at the place. One
day in August, a fine warm day, about one o'clock in
the afternoon, a time when, as a rule, everybody took
a nap before resuming work, the convicts rose as one
man and massed themselves in the court-yard. I had
not the slightest idea, up to that moment, that anything
was going on. So deeply had I been sunk in my own
thoughts, that I saw nearly nothing of what was
happening about me of any kind. But it seems that
the convicts had been in a smouldering sort of unusual
agitation for three days. Perhaps it had begun sooner ;
so I thought later when I remembered stray remarks,
bits of talk that had come to my ears, the palpable
increase of ill-humour among the prisoners, their
unusual irritability for some time past. I had attri-
buted it all to the trying summer work, the insufferably
long days; to their dreamings about the woods, and
freedom, which the season brought up; to the nights
too short for rest. It may be that all these things
came together to form a mass of discontent, that
only wanted a tolerably good reason for exploding;
it was found in the food.
For several days the convicts had not concealed
their dissatisfaction with it in open talk in their barracks,
and they showed it plainly when assembled for dinner
or supper ; one of the cooks had been changed, but,
after a couple of days, the new comer was sent to the
right-about, and the old one brought back. The rest-
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essness and ill-humour were general; mischief was
Brewing.
Here are we slaving to death, and they give
us nothing but filth to eat/' grumbled one in the
dtchen.
" If you don't like it, why don't you order jellies and
alanc-mange ? " said another.
" Sour cabbage soup, why, that's good. I delight
in it ; there's nothing more juicy," exclaimed a third.
" Well, if they gave you nothing but beef, beef,
jeef , for ever and ever, would you like that ? "
"Yes, yes; they ought to give us meat/' said a
ourth; "one's almost killed at the workshops; and,
>y heaven ! when one has got through with work there
one's hungry, hungry ; and you don't get anything
to satisfy your hunger."
" It's true, the victuals are simply damnable."
" He fills his pockets, don't you fear ! "
" It isn't your business."
"Whose business is it? My belly's my own. If
we were all to make a row about it together, you'd
n see."
"Yes."
" Haven't we been beaten enough for complaining,
dolt that you are ? "
" True enough ! What's done in a hurry is never
well done. And how would you set about making a
raid over it, tell me that ? "
I'll tell you, by God! If everybody will go, I'll
go too, for I'm just dying of hunger. It's all very
well for those who eat at a better table, apart, to
keep quiet ; but those who eat the regulation food "
There's a fellow with eyes that do their work,
bursting with envy he is. Don't his eyes glisten
when he sees something that doesn't belong to him ? "
Well, pals, why don't we make up our minds ?
Have we gone through enough ? They flay us, the
brigands 1 Let's go at them."
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" What' s the good ? I tell you ye must chew wha
they give you, and stuff your mouth full of it. Loo
at the fellow, he wants people to chew his food
him. We're in prison, and have got to stand it."
" Yes, that's it ; we're in prison."
" That's it always ; the people die of hunger, and
the Government fills its belly."
" That's true. Our eight-eyes (the Major) has
got finely fat over it ; he's bought a pair of gray
horses."
" He don't like his glass at all, that fellow," said a
convict ironically.
" He had a bout at cards a little while ago with the
vet; for two hours he played without a half-penny in
his pocket. Fedka told me so."
"That's why we get cabbage soup that's fit for
nothing."
" You're all idiots ! It doesn't matter ; nothing
matters."
"I tell you if we all join in complaining we shall
see what he has to say for himself. Let's make up
our minds."
" Say for himself ? You'll get his fist on your pate ;
that's just all."
" I tell you they'll have him up, and try him."
All the prisoners were in great agitation ; the truth
is, the food was execrable. The general anguish, suffer-
ing, and suspense seemed to be coming to a head.
Convicts are, by disposition, or, as such, quarrelsome
and rebellious ; but a general revolt is rare, for they
can never agree upon it ; we all of us felt that since
there was, as a rule, more violent talk than doing.
This time, however, the agitation did not fall to
the ground. The men gathered in groups in their
barracks, talking things over in a violent way, and
going over all the particulars of the Major's misdoings,
and trying to get to the bottom of them. In all affairs
of that sort there are ringleaders and firebrands. The
ringleaders on such occasions are generally rather
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remarkable fellows, not only in convict establishments,
but among all large organisations of workmen, military
detachments, etc. They are always people of a
peculiar type, enthusiastic men, who have a thirst
for justice, very naive, simple, and strong, convinced
that their desires are fully capable of realisation;
they have as much sense as other people; some are
of high intelligence; but they are too full of warmth
and zeal to measure their acts. When you come across
people who really do know how to direct the masses,
and get what they want, you find a quite different
sort of popular leaders, and one excessively rare among
us Russians. The more usual type of leader, the one
I first alluded to, do certainly in some sense accomplish
their object, so far as bringing about a rising is con-
cerned ; but it all ends in filling up the prisons and
convict establishments. Thanks to their impetuosity
they always come off second-best ; but it is this im-
petuosity that gives them their influences over the
masses ; their ardent, honest indignation does its work,
and draws in the more irresolute. Their blind con-
fidence of success seduces even the most hardened
sceptics, although this confidence is generally based
on such uncertain, childish reasons that it is wonderful
how people can put faith in them.
The secret of their influence is that they put them-
selves at the head, and go ahead, without flinching.
They dash forward, heads down, often without the least
knowledge worth the name of what they are about,
and have nothing about them of the Jesuitical practical
faculty by dint of which a vile and worthless man often
hits his mark and comes uppermost, and will sometimes
come all white out of a tub of ink. They must dash
their skulls against stone walls. Under ordinary cir-
cumstances these people are bilious, irascible, intolerant,
contemptuous, often very warm, which really after all is
part of the secret of their strength. The deplorable
thing is that they never go' at what is the essential, the
vital part of their task, they always go off at once
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into details instead of going straight to their mark,
and this is their ruin. But they and the mob understand
one another ; that makes them formidable.
I must say a few words about this word " grievance."
Some of the convicts had been transported in con-
nection with a " grievance ; " these were the most ex-
cited among them, notably a certain Martinoff, who
had formerly served in the Hussars, an eager, restless,
and choleric, but a worthy and truthful, fellow. Another,
Vassili Antonoff, could work himself up into anger coolly
and collectedly ; he had a generally impudent expression,
and a sarcastic smile, but he, too, was honest, and a
man of his word, and of no little education. I won't
enumerate; there were plenty of them. Petroff went
about in a hurried way from one group to another.
He spoke few words, but he was quite as highly excited
as any one there, for he was the first to spring out of
the barrack when the others massed themselves in the
court-yard.
Our sergeant, who acted as sergeant-major, came
up very soon in quite a fright. The convicts got into
rank, and politely begged him to tell the Major that
they wanted to speak with him and put him a few
questions. Behind the sergeant came all the invalids,
who ranked themselves in face of the convicts. What
they asked the sergeant to do frightened the man out
of his wits almost, but he dared not refuse to go and
report to the Major, for if the convicts mutinied, Grod
only knows what might happen. All the men set
over us showed themselves great poltroons in handling
the prisoners ; then, even if nothing further worse
happened, if the convicts thought better of it and
dispersed, the sub-officer was still in duty bound to
inform the authorities of what had been going on.
Pale, and trembling with fright, he went headlong to
the Major, without even an effort to bring the convicts
to reason. He saw that they were not minded to put
up with any of his talk, no doubt.
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Without the least idea of what was going on, I went
nto rank myself (it was only later that I heard the
earlier details of the story). I thought that the muster-
oll was to be called, but I did not see the soldiers who
rerify the lists, so I was surprised, and began to look
bbout me a little. The men's faces were working with
emotion, and some were ghostly pale. They were
iternly silent, and seemed to be thinking of what they
should say to the Major. I observed that many of the
convicts seemed to wonder at seeing me among them,
3ut they turned their glances away from me. No doubt
ihey thought it strange that I should come into the ranks
with them, and join in their remonstrances, and could not
quite believe it. Then they turned round to me again
in a questioning sort of way.
" What are you doing here ? " said Vassili Antonoff,
in a loud, rude voice ; he happened to be close to me, and
little way from the rest ; the man had always hitherto
been scrupulously polite to me.
I looked at him in perplexity, trying to understand
what he meant by it ; I began to see that something
extraordinary was up in our prison.
Yes, indeed, what are you about here ? Go off into
bhe barrack," said a young fellow, a soldier-convict, whom
I did not know till then, and who was a good, quiet lad,
" this is none of your business.""
" Have we not fallen into rank," I answered, " aren't
we going to be mustered ? "
Why, he's come, too/' cried one of them.
Iron-nose,"* said another.
Fly-killer/' added a third, with inexpressible con-
tempt for me in his tone. This new nickname caused a
general burst of laughter.
" These fellows are in clover everywhere. We are in
prison, with hard labour, I rather fancy ; they get wheat-
bread and sucking-pig, like great lords as they are.
Don't you get your victuals by yourself? What are
you doing here ? "
* An insulting phrase which is untranslatable.
"
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"Your place is not here," said Koulikoff to me
brusquely, taking me by the hand and leading me out
of the ranks.
He was himself very pale; his dark eyes sparkled
with fire, he had bitten his under lip till the blood
came; he wasn't one of those who expected the Major
without losing self-possession.
I liked to look at Koulikoff when he was in trying
circumstances like these ; then he showed himself just
what he was in his strong points and weak. He
attitudinised, but he knew how to act, too. I think
he would have gone to his death with a certain affected
elegance. While everybody was insulting me in words
and tones, his politeness was greater than ever ; but
he spoke in a firm and resolved tone which admitted
of no reply.
"We are here on business of our own, Alexander
Petrovitch, and you've got to keep out of it. Go where
you like and wait till it's over . . . here, your people
are in the kitchens, go there."
" They're in hot quarters down there."
I did in fact see our Poles at the open window
of the kitchen, in company with a good many other
convicts. I did not well know what to be at ; but
went there followed by laughter, insulting remarks,
and that sort of muttered growling which is the prison
substitute for the hissings and cat-calls of the world
of freedom.
" He doesn't like it at all ! Chu, chu, chu ! Seize
him ! "
I had never been so bitterly insulted since I was
in the place. It was a very painful moment, but just
what was to be expected in the excessive excitement
the men were labouring under. In the ante-room I
met T — vski, a young nobleman of not much informa-
tion, but of firm, generous character; the convicts
excepted him from the hatred they felt for the con-
victs of noble birth; they were almost fond of him;
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every one 01 his gestures denoted the brave and
energetic man.
"What are you about, Goriantchikoff ? " he cried
to me ; " come here, come here ! "
" But what is it all about ? "
" They are going to make a formal complaint, don't
you know it ? It won't do them a bit of good ; who'll
pay any attention to convicts ? They'll try to find out
the ringleaders, and if we are among them they'll lay
it all on us. Just remember what we have been trans-
ported for. They'll only get a whipping, but we shall
be put regularly to trial. The Major detests us all, and
will be only too happy to ruin us ; all his sins will fall
on our shoulders."
" The convicts would tie us hands and feet and
sell us directly/' added M — tski, when we got into
the kitchen.
(t They'll never have mercy on us" added T — vski.
Besides the nobles there were in the kitchen about
thirty other prisoners who did not want to join in the
general complaints, some because they were afraid,
others because of their conviction that the whole pro-
ceeding would prove quite useless. Akim Akimitch,
who was a decided opponent of everything that savoured
of complaint, or that could interfere with discipline
and the usual routine, waited with great phlegm to
see the end of the business, about which he did not
care a jot. He was perfectly convinced that the autho-
rities would put it all down immediately.
Isaiah Fomitch's nose drooped visibly as he listened in
a sort of frightened curiosity to what we said about the
affair ; he was much disturbed. With the Polish nobles
were some inferior persons of the same nation, as well as
some Russians, timid, dull, silent fellows, who had not
dared to join the rest, and who waited in a melancholy
way to see what the issue would be. There were also
some morose, discontented convicts, who remained in the
kitchen, not because they were afraid, bat that they
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thought this half-revolt an absurdity which could not
succeed ; it seemed to me that these were not a little
disturbed, and their faces were quite unsteady. They
saw clearly that they were in the right, and that the
issue of the movement would be what they had foretold,
but they had a sort of feeling that they were traitors
who had sold their comrades to the Major. Jolkin —
the long-headed Siberian peasant sent to hard labour
for coining, the man who got KoulikofPs town practice
from him — was there also, as well as the old man of
Starodoub. None of the cooks had left their post, per-
haps because they looked upon themselves as belonging
specially to the authorities of the place, whom it would
be unbecoming, therefore, to join in opposing.
"For all that," said I to M — tski, "except these
fellows, all the convicts are in it," and no doubt I said
it in a way that showed misgivings.
" I wonder what in the world we have to do with
it ? " growled B .
" We should have risked a good deal more than
they had we gone with them ; and why ? Je hais ces
brigands.* Why, do you think that they'll bring them-
selves up to the scratch after all ? I can't see what
they want putting their heads in the lion's mouth, the
fools."
"It'll all come to nothing/' said some one, an
obstinate, sour-tempered old fellow. Almazoff, who
was with us too, agreed heartily in this.
" Some fifty of them will get a good beating, and
that's all the good they'll all get out of it."
" Here's the Major ! " cried one ; everybody ran to
the windows.
The Major had come up, spectacles and all, looking
as wicked as might be, towering with passion, red as
a turkey-cock. He came on without a word, and in a
determined manner, right up to the line of the convicts.
In conjunctures of this sort he showed uncommon pluck
and presence of mind; but it ought not to be over-
* French in the original Russian
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looked that lie was nearly always half-seas over. Just
then his greasy cap, with its yellow border, and his
tarnished silver epaulettes, gave him a Mephistophelic
look in my excited fancy. Behind him came the
quartermaster, Diatloff, who was quite a personage in
the establishment, for he was really at the bottom of
all the authorities did. He was an exceedingly capable
and cunning fellow, and wielded great influence with
the Major. He was not by any means a bad sort of
man, and the convicts were, in a general way, not
ill-inclined towards him. Our sergeant followed him
with three or four soldiers, no more ; he had already
had a tremendous wigging, and there was plenty more
of the same to come, if he knew it. The convicts, who
had remained uncovered, cap in hand, from the moment
they sent for the Major, stiffened themselves, every
man shifting his weight to the other leg; then they
remained motionless, and waited for the first word, or
the first shout rather, to come from him.
They had not long to wait. Before he had got
more than one word out, the Major began to shout at
the top of his voice ; he was beside himself with rage.
We saw him from the windows running all along the
line of convicts, dashing at them here and there with
angry questions. As we were a pretty good distance
off, we could not hear what he said or their replies.
We only heard his shouts, or rather what seemed
shouting, groaning, and grunting beautifully mingled.
" Scoundrels ! mutineers ! to the cat with ye ! Whips
and sticks ! The ringleaders ? You're one of the
ringleaders ! " throwing himself on one of them.
We did not hear the answer ; but a minute after
we saw this convict leave the ranks and make for the
guard-house.
Another followed, then a third.
" I'll have you. up, every man of you. I'll
Who's in the kitchen there ? " he bawled, as he saw us
at the open windows. " Here with all of you ! Drive
/em all out, every man 1 "
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Diatloff, the quartermaster, came towards the
kitchens. When we had told him that we were not
complaining of any grievance, he returned, and reported
to the Major at once.
" Ah, those fellows are not in it," said he, lowering
his tone a bit, and much pleased. " Never mind, bring
them along here/'
We left the kitchen. I could not help feeling
humiliation j all of us went along with our heads
down.
" Ah, Prokofief ! Jolkin too ; and you, Almazof !
Here, come here, all the lump of you ! " cried the Major
to us, with a gasp ; but he was somewhat softened, his
tone was even obliging. "M — tski, you're here too?
. . . Take down the names. Diatloff, take down all
the names, the grumblers in one list and the contented
ones in another — all, without exception; you'll give
me the list. I'll have you all before the Committee of
Superintendence. . . . Fll . . brigands ! "
This word "list" told.
" We've nothing to complain of ! " cried one of the
malcontents, in a half-strangled sort of voice.
" Ah, you've nothing to complain of ! Who's that ?
Let all those who have nothing to complain of step out
of the ranks."
" All of us, all of us ! " came from some others.
" Ah, the food is all right, then ? You've been put
up to it. Ringleaders, mutineers, eh ? So much the
worse for them."
" But, what do you mean by that ? " came from
a voice in the crowd.
"Where is the fellow that said that?" roared
the Major, throwing himself to where the voice came
from. " It was you, RastorgouYef, you ; to the guard-
house with you."
Rastorgou'tef, a young, chubby fellow of high stature,
left the ranks and went with slow steps to the guard-
house. It was not he who had said it, but, as he was
called out, he did not venture to contradict.
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"You fellows are too fat, that's what makes you
unruly ! " shouted the Major. " You wait, you hulking
rascal, in three days you'd Wait ! 1 11 have it out
with you all. Let all those who have nothing to com-
plain of come out of the ranks, I say "
" We're not complaining of anything, your worship,"
said some of the convicts with a sombre air; the rest
preserved an obstinate silence. But the Major wanted
nothing further; it was his interest to stop the thing
with as little friction as might be.
" Ah, now I see ! Nobody has anything to complain
of," said he. " I knew it, I saw it all. It's ringleaders,
there are ringleaders, by God," he went on, speaking to
Diatloff. " We must lay our hands on them, every man
of them. And now — now — it's time to go to your work.
Drummer, there ; drummer, a roll ! "
He told them off himself in small detachments. The
convicts dispersed sadly and silently, only too glad to get
out of his sight. Immediately after the gangs went oft,
the Major betook himself to the guard-house, where he
began to make his dispositions as to the " ringleaders,"
but he did not push matters far. It was easy to see
that he wanted to be done with the whole business
as soon as possible. One of the men charged told us
later that he had begged for forgiveness, and that
the officer had let him go immediately. There can
be no doubt that our Major did not feel firm in the
saddle; he had had a fright, I fancy, for a mutiny
is always a ticklish thing, and although this complaint
of the convicts about the food did not amount really
to mutiny (only the Major had been reported to about
it, and the Governor himself), yet it was an un-
comfortable and dangerous affair. What gave him
most anxiety was that the prisoners had been unanimous
in their movement, so their discontent had to be got
over somehow, at any price. The ringleaders were
soon set free. Next day the food was passable, but
this improvement did not last long; on the days en-
suing the disturbance, the Major went about the prison
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much more than usual, and always found something
irregular to be stopped and punished. Our sergeant
came and went in a puzzled, dazed sort of way, as if
he could not get over his stupefaction at what had
happened. As to the convicts, it took long for them
to quiet down again, but their agitation seemed to
wear quite a different character ; they were restless
and perplexed. Some went about with their heads
down, without saying a word; others discussed the
event in a grumbling, helpless kind of way. A good
many said biting things about their own proceedings
as though they were quite out of conceit with them-
selves.
" I say, pal, take and eat ! " said one.
" Where's the mouse that was so ready to bell the
cat?"
" Let's think ourselves lucky that he did not have us
all well beaten."
" It would be a good deal better if you thought more
and chattered less."
" What do you mean by lecturing me ? Are you
schoolmaster here, I'd like to know ? "
tf Oh, you want putting to the right-about."
" Who are you, I'd like to know ? "
" I'm a man ! What are you ? "
"A man! You're "
"You're "
" I say ! Shut up, do ! What's the good of all this
row ? " was the cry from all sides.
On the evening of the day the (< mutiny" took
place, I met Petroff behind the barracks after the
day's work. He was looking for me. As he came
near me, I heard him exclaim something, which I didn't
understand, in a muttering sort of way; then he said
no more, and walked by my side in a listless, mechanical
fashion.
' ' I say, Petroff, your fellows are not vexed with us,
are they ? "
" Who's vexed ? " he asked, as if coming to himself.
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" The convicts with us — with us nobles."
" Why should they be vexed ? "
" Well, because we did not back them up.M
"Oh, why should you have kicked up a dust?" he
answered, as if trying to enter into my meaning : " you
have a table to yourselves, you fellows."
"Oh, well, there are some of you, not nobles, who
don't eat the regulation food, and who went in with you.
We ought to back you up, we're in the same place ; we
ought to be comrades."
" Oh, I say. Are you our comrades ? " he asked, with
unfeigned astonishment.
I looked at him; it was clear that he had not the least
comprehension of my meaning; but I, on the other hand,
entered only too thoroughly into his. I saw now, quite
thoroughly, something of which I had before only a con-
fused idea ; what I had before guessed at was now sad
certainty.
It was forced on my perceptions that any sort of
real fellowship between the convicts and myself could
never be ; not even were I to remain in the place as
long as life should last. I was a convict of the " special
section," a creature for ever apart. The expression of
Petroff when he said, "are we comrades, how can that be?"
remains, and will always remain before my eyes. There
was a look of such frank, na'fve surprise in it, such inge-
nuous astonishment that I could not help asking myself if
there was not some lurking irony in the man, just a little
spiteful mockery. Not at all, it was simply meant. I
was not their comrade, and could not be ; that was all.
Go you to the right, we'll go to the left ! your business
is yours, ours is ours.
I really fancied that, after the mutiny, they would
attack us mercilessly so far as they dared and could, and
that our life would become a hell. But nothing of the
sort happened; we did not hear the slighest reproach,
there was not even an unpleasant allusion to what
had happened, it was all simply passed over. They
went on teasing us as before when opportunity served,
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no more. Nobody seemed to bear malice against those
who would not join in, but remained in the kitchens,
or against those who were the first to cry out that
they had nothing to complain of. It was all passed
over without a word, to my exceeding astonishment.
CHAPTER VIII.
MY COMPANIONS
AS will be understood, those to whom I was
most drawn were people of my own sort,
that is, those of " noble " birth, especially
in the early days; but of the three ex-
nobles in the place, who were Russians,
I knew and spoke to but one, Akim Akimitch; the
other two were the spy A n, and the supposed
parricide. Even with Akim I never exchanged a
word except when in extremity, in moments when
the melancholy on me was simply unendurable, and
when I thought I really never should have the chance
of getting close to any other human being again.
In the last chapter I have tried to show that the
convicts were of different types, and tried to classify
them; but when I think of Akim Akimitch I don't
know how to place him, he was quite sui generis, so
far as I could observe, in that establishment.
There may be, elsewhere, men like him, to whom it
seemed as absolutely a matter of indifference whether he
was a free man, or in jail at hard labour ; at that place
he stood alone in this curious impartiality of temperament.
He had settled down in the jail as if he was going to pass
his whole life, and didn't mind it at all. All his belong-
ings, mattress, cushions, utensils, were so ordered as to
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give the impression that he was living in a furnished
house of his own ; there was nothing provisional, tem-
porary, bivouac-like, about him, or his words, or his
habits. He had a good many years still to spend in
punishment, but I much doubt whether he ever gave a
thought to the time when he would get out. He was
entirely reconciled to his condition, not because he had
made any effort to be so, but simply out of natural
submissiveness ; but, as far as his comfort went, it came to
the same thing. He was not at all a bad fellow, and in
the early days his advice and help were quite useful to
me ; but sometimes, I can't help saying it, his pecu-
liarities deepened my natural melancholy until it became
almost intolerable anguish.
When I became desperate with silence and solitude
of soul, I would get into talk with him; I wanted to
hear, and reply to some words falling from a living soul,
and the more filled with gall and hatred with all our
surroundings they had been, the more would they have
been in sympathy with my wretched mood ; but he would
just barely talk, quietly go on sizing his lanterns, and
then begin to tell me some story as to how he had
been at a review of troops in 18 — , that their general of
division was so-and-so, that the manoeuvring had been
very pretty, that there had been a change in the
skirmisher's system of signalling, and the like ; all of it
in level imperturbable tones, like water falling drop by
drop. He did not put any life into them even when he
told me of a sharp affair in which he had been, in the
Caucasus, for which his sword had got the decoration of
the Riband of St. Anne. The only difference was, that
his voice became a little more measured and grave ; he
lowered his tones when he pronounced the name "St.
Anne/' as though he were telling a great secret, and
then, for three minutes at least, did not utter a word, but
only looked solemn.
During all that first year I had strange passages
of feeling, in which I hated Akim Akirnitch with a
bitter hatred, I am sure I cannot say why, moments
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when I would despairingly curse the fate which made
him my next neighbour on my camp-bed, so close
indeed that our heads nearly touched. An hour after-
wards I bitterly reproached myself for such extravagance.
It was, however, only during my first year of confine-
ment that these violent feelings overpowered me. As
time went on, I got used to Akim Akimitch's singular
character, and was ashamed of my former explosions.
I don't remember that he and I ever got into anything
like an open quarrel.
Besides the three Russian nobles of whom I have
spoken, there were eight others there during my time ;
with some of whom I came to be on a footing of inti-
mate friendship. Even the best of them were morbid in
mind, exclusive, and intolerant to the very last degree ;
with two of them I was obliged to discontinue all
spoken intercourse. There were only three who had any
education, B — ski, M — tski, and the old man, J — ski^
who had formerly been a professor of mathematics,
an excellent fellow, highly eccentric, and of very narrow
mental horizon in spite of his learning. M — tski and
B — ski were of a mould quite different from his.
Between M — tski and myself there was an excellent
understanding from the first set-off. He and I never
once got into any sort of dispute; I respected him
highly, but could never become sincerely attached to
him, though I tried to. He was sour, embittered, and
mistrustful, with much self-control ; this was quite
antipathetic to me ; the man had a closed soul, closed
to everybody, and he made you feel it. I felt it so
strongly that perhaps I was wrong about it. After
all, his character, I must say, was stamped with both
nobleness and strength. His inveterate scepticism made
him very prudent in his relations with everybody about
him, and in conducting these he gave proof of remark-
able tact and skill. Sceptic as he was, there was
another and a reverse side in his nature, for in some
things he was a profound and unalterable believer with
faith and hope unshakable. In spite of his tact in
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dealing with men, he got into open hostilities with
B — ski and his friend T — ski.
The first of these, B — ski, was a man of infirm health,
of consumptive tendency, irascible, and of a weak,
nervous system ; but a good and generous man. His
nervous irritability went so far that he was as capricious
as a child ; a temperament of that kind was too much
for me there, so I soon saw as little of B — ski as I
could possibly help, though I never ceased to like him
much. It was just the other way so far as M — tski
was concerned ; with him I always was on easy terms,
though I did not like him at all. When I edged away
from B — ski, I had to break also, more or less, with
T — ski, of whom I spoke in the last chapter, which
I much regretted, for, though of little education, he
had an excellent heart ; a worthy, very spiritual man.
He loved and respected B — ski so much that those
who broke with that .friend of his he regarded as
his personal enemies. He quarrelled with M — tski on
account of B — ski, and they kept up the difference
a long while. All these people were as bilious as
they could be, humoursome, mistrustful, the victims
of a moral and physical supersensitiveness. It is not
to be wondered at ; their position was trying indeed,
much more so than ours ; they were all exiled, trans-
ported, for ten or twelve years ; and what made their
sojourn in the prison most distressing to them was
their rooted, ingrained prejudice, especially their un-
fortunate way of regarding the convicts, which they
could not get over; in their eyes the unhappy fellows
were mere wild beasts, without a single recognisable
human quality. Everything in their previous career
and their present circumstances combined to produce
this unhappy feeling in them.
Their life at the jail was perpetual torment to them.
They were kindly and conversible with the Circassians,
with the Tartars, with Isaiah Fomitch; but for the
other prisoners they had nothing but contempt and
aversion. The only one they had any real respect
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for was the aged " old believer." For all this, during
all the time I spent at the convict establishment, I
never knew a single prisoner to reproach them with
either their birth, or religious opinions, or convictions,
as is so usual with our common people in their relations
with people of different condition, especially if these
happen to be foreigners. The fact is, they cannot
take the foreigner seriously; to the Russian common
people he seems a merely grotesque, comical creature.
Our convicts had and showed much more respect for the
Polish nobles than for us Russians, but I don't think
the Poles cared about the matter, or took any notice of
the difference.
I spoke just now of T — ski, and have something
more to say of him. When he had with his friend
to leave the first place assigned to them as residence
in their banishment to come to our fortress, he carried
his friend B nearly the whole way. B was of
quite a weak frame, and in bad health, and became
exhausted before half of the first march was ac-
complished. They had first been banished to Y — gorsk,
where they lived in tolerable comfort; life was much
less hard there than in our fortress. But in consequence
of a correspondence with the exiles in one of the
other towns — a quite innocent exchange of letters —
it was thought necessary to remove them to our jail
to be under the more direct surveillance of the
government. Until they came M — tski had been quite
alone, and dreadful must have been his sufferings in that
first year of his banishment.
J — ski was the old man always deep in prayer, of
whom I spoke a little earlier. All the political convicts
were quite young men while J — ski was at least fifty
years old. He was a worthy, gentlemanlike person,
if eccentric. T — ski and B — ski detested him, and
never spoke to him ; they insisted upon it that he was
too obstinate and troublesome to put up with, and I
was obliged to admit it was so. I believe that at a
convict establishment — as in every place where people
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have to be together, whether they like it or not —
people are more ready to quarrel with and detest one
another than under other circumstances. Many causes
contributed to the squabbles that were, unfortunately,
always going on. J — ski was really disagreeable and
narrow-minded; not one of those about him was on
good terms with him. He and I did not come to a
rupture, but we were never on a really friendly footing.
I fancy that he was a strong mathematician. One day
he explained to me in his half-Russian, half-Polish
jargon, a system of astronomy of his own ; I have
been told that he had written a work upon the subject
which the learned world had received with derision ;
I fancy his reasonings on some things had got twisted.
He used to be on his knees praying for a whole day
sometimes, which made the convicts respect him ex-
ceedingly during the remnant of life he had to pass
there ; he died under my eyes at the jail after a very
trying illness. He had won the consideration of the
prisoners, from the first moment of his coming in,
on account of what had happened with the Major and
him. When they were brought afoot from Y — gorsk
to our fortress, they were not shaved on the road at
all, their hair and beards had grown to great lengths
when they were brought before the Major. That
worthy foamed like a madman; he was wild with
indignation at such infraction of discipline, though it was
none of their fault.
" My God ! did you ever see anything like it ? " he
roared; "they are vagabonds, brigands."
J — ski knew very little Russian, and fancied that
he was asking them if they were brigands or vagabonds,
so he answered :
" We are political prisoners, not rogues and
vagabonds."
" So-o-o ! You mean impudence Clod ! " howled
the Major. " To the guard-house with him ; a hundred
strokes of the rod at once, this instant, I say ! "
They gave the old man the punishment; he lay
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flat on the ground under the strokes without the
slightest resistance, kept his hand in his teeth, and
bore it all without a murmur, and without moving a
muscle. B — ski and T — ski arrived at the jail as this
was all going on, and M — ski was waiting for them at
the principal gate, knowing that they were just coming
in; he threw himself on their neck, although he had
never seen them before. Utterly disgusted at the way
the Major had received them, they told M — ski all about
the cruel business that had just occurred. M — ski told
me later that he was quite beside himself with rage
when he heard it.
"I could not contain myself for passion," he said,
"I shook as though with ague. I waited for J — ski
at the great gate, for he would come straight that
way from the guard-house after his punishment. The
gate was opened, and there I saw pass before me J — ski,
his lips all white and trembling, his face pale as death ;
he did not look at a single person, and passed through
the groups of convicts assembled in the court-yard —
they knew a noble had just been subjected to punish-
ment— went into the barrack, went straight to his
place, and, without a word, dropped down on his knees
for prayer. The prisoners were surprised and even
affected. When I saw this old man with white hairs,
who had left behind him at home a wife and children,
kneeling and praying after that scandalous treatment,
I rushed away from the barrack, and for a couple of
tiours felt as if I had gone stark, staring, raving mad,
or blind drunk. . . . From that first moment the
convicts were full of deference and consideration for
J — ski; what particularly pleased them, was that he
did not utter, a cry when undergoing the punishment."
But one must be fair and tell the truth about this
sort of thing; this sad story is not an instance of
what frequently occurs in the treatment by the authori-
ties of transported noblemen, Russian or Polish ; and
this isolated case affords no basis for passing judgment
upon that treatment. My anecdote merely shows that
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you may light upon a bad man anywhere and every-
where. And if it happen that such a one is in
absolute command of a jail, and if he happen to
have a grudge against one of the prisoners, the lot
of such a one will be indeed very far from enviable.
But the administrative chiefs who regulate and
supervise convict labour in Siberia, and from whom
subordinates take their tone as well as their orders,
are careful to exercise a discriminating treatment in
the case of persons of noble birth, and, in some cases,
grant them special indulgences as compared with
the lot of convicts of lower condition. There are
obvious reasons for this; these heads of departments
are nobles themselves, they know that men of that
class must not be driven to extremity; cases have
been known where nobles have refused to submit to
corporal punishment, and flung themselves desperately
on their tormentors with very grave and serious con-
sequences indeed; moreover — and this, I think, is the
leading cause of the good treatment — some time ago,
thirty-five years at least, there were transported to
Siberia quite a crowd of noblemen ; * these were of
such correct and irreproachable demeanour, and held
themselves so high, that the heads of departments fell
into the way, which they never afterwards left, of
regarding criminals of noble birth and ordinary convicts
in quite a different manner ; and men in lower place
took their cue from them.
Many of these, no doubt, were little pleased with
that disposition in their superiors; such persons were
pleased enough when they could do exactly as they
liked in the matter, but this did not often happen,
they were kept well within bounds; I have reason to
be satisfied of this and I will say why. I was put in
the second category, a classification of those condemned
to hard labour, which was primarily and principally
composed of convicts who had been serfs, under mili-
tary superintendence ; now this second category, or
* The Decembrists.
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class, was much harder than the first (of the mines)
.or the third (manufacturing work). It was harder,
not only for the nobles but for the other convicts too,
because the governing and administrative methods and
personnel in it were wholly military, and were pretty
much the same in type as those of the convict establish-
ments in Russia. The men in official position were
severer, the general treatment more rigorous than in
the two other classes ; the men were never out of irons,
an escort of soldiers was always present, you were
always, or nearly so, within stone walls ; and things
were quite different in the other classes, at least so
the convicts said, and there were those among them
who had every reason to know. They would all have
gladly gone off to the mines, which the law classified
as the worst and last punishment, it was their constant
dream and desire to do so. All those who had been
in the Russian convict establishments spoke with horror
of them, and declared that there was no hell like them,
that Siberia was a paradise compared with confinement
in the fortresses in Russia.
If, then, it is the case that we nobles were treated
with special consideration in the establishment I was
confined in, which was under direct control of the
Governor-General, and administered entirely on mili-
tary principles, there must have been some greater
kindliness in the treatment of the convicts of the first
and third category or class. I think I can speak with
some authority about what went on throughout Siberia in
these respects, and I based my views, as to this, upon all
that I heard from convicts of these classes. We, in our
prison, were under much more rigorous surveillance than
was elsewhere practised ; t we were favoured with no sort
of exemptions from the 'ordinary rules as regards work
and confinement, and the wearing of chains ; we could
not do anything for ourselves to get immunity from the
rules, for I, at least, knew quite well that, in the good old
time which was quite of yesterday, there had been so
much intriguing to undermine the credit of officials that
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the authorities were greatly afraid of informers, and
that, as things stood, to show indulgence to a convict
was regarded as a crime. Everybody, therefore, autho-
rities and convicts alike, was in fear of what might
happen ; we of the nobles were thus quite down to the
level of the other convicts; the only point we were
favoured in was in regard to corporal punishment — but
I think that we should have had even that inflicted on
us had we done anything for which it was prescribed,
for equality as to punishment was strictly enjoined or
practised ; what I mean is, that we were not wantonly,
causelessly, mishandled like the other prisoners.
When the Governor got to know of the punishment
inflicted on J — ski, he was seriously angry with the
Major, and ordered him to be more careful for the
future. The thing got very generally known. We
learned also that the Governor-General, who had great
confidence in our Major, and who liked him because of
his exact observance of legal bounds, and thought highly
of his qualities in the service, gave him a sharp scolding.
And our Major took the lesson to heart. I have no
doubt it was this prevented his having M — ski beaten,
which he would much have liked to do, being much
influenced by the slanderous things A — f said about
M ; but the Major could never get a fair pretext for
doing so, however much he persecuted and set spies upon
his proposed victim; so he had to deny himself that
pleasure. The J — ski affair became known all through
the town, and public opinion condemned the Major;
some persons reproached him openly for what he had
done, and some even insulted him.
The first occasion on which the man crossed my path
may as well be mentioned. We had alarming things
reported to us — to me and another nobleman under
sentence — about the abominable character of this man,
while we were still at Tobolsk. Men who had been
sentenced a long while back to twenty-five years of the
misery, nobles as we were, and who had visited us so
kindly during our provisional sojourn in the first prison,
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had warned us what sort of man we were to be under ;
they had also promised to do all they could for us with
their friends to see that he hurt us as little as possible.
And, in fact, they did write to the three daughters of
the G-overnor-Greneral, who, I believe, interceded on our
behalf with their father. But what could he do ? No
more, of course, than tell the Major to be fair in apply-
ing the rules and regulations to our case. It was about
three in the afternoon that my companion and myself
arrived in the town; our escort took us at once to our
tyrant. We remained waiting for him in the ante-
chamber while they went to find the next-in-command at
the prison. As soon as the latter had come, in walked
the Major. We saw an inflamed scarlet face that boded
no good, and affected us quite painfully ; he seemed like
a sort of spider about to throw itself on a poor fly
wriggling in its web.
" What's your name, man ?" said he to my companion.
He spoke with a harsh, jerky voice, as if he wanted to
overawe us.
My friend gave his name.
" And you ? " said he, turning to me and glaring at
me behind his spectacles.
I gave mine.
" Sergeant ! take 'em to the prison, and let 'em be
shaved at the guard-house, civilian-fashion, hair off
half their skulls, and let 'em be put in irons to-morrow.
Why, what sort of cloaks have you got there p " said
he brutally, when he saw the gray cloaks with yellow
sewn at the back which they had given to us at
Tobolsk. "Why, that's a new uniform, begad — a
new uniform ! They're always gettiug up something
or other. That's a Petersburg trick," he said, as he in-
spected us one after the other. " Got anything with
them ? " he said abruptly to the gendarme who escorted us.
" They've got their own clothes, your worship/'
replied he; and the man carried arms, just as if on
parade, not without a nervous tremor. Everybody knew
the fellow, and was afraid of him.
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"Take their clothes away from them. They can't
keep anything but their linen, their white things ; take
away all their coloured things if they've got any, and
sell them off at the next sale, and put the money to the
prison account. A convict has no proper ty," said he,
looking severely at us. " Hark ye ! Behave prettily ;
don't let me have any complaining. If I do —
cat-o'-nine-tails ! The smallest offence, and to the sticks
you go ! "
This way of receiving me, so different from anything
I had ever known, made me nearly ill that night. It
was a frightful thing to happen at the very moment of
entering the infernal place. But I have already told
that part of my story.
Thus we had no sort of exemption or immunity from
any of the miseries inflicted there, no lightening of our
labours when with the other convicts ; but friends tried
to help us by getting us sent for three months, B — ski
and me, to the bureau of the Engineers, to do copying
work. This was done quietly, and as much as possible
kept from being talked about or observed. This piece
of kindness was done for us by the head engineers,
during the short time that Lieutenant- Colonel G — kof
was Governor at our prison. This gentleman had
command there only for six short months, for he soon
went back to Eussia. He really seemed to us all
like an angel of goodness sent from heaven, and the
feeling for him among the convicts was of the strongest
kind; it was not mere love, it was something like
adoration. I cannot help saying so. How he did it
I don't know, but their hearts went out to him from
the moment they first set eyes on him.
"He's more like a father than anything else," the
prisoners kept continually saying during all the time
he was there at the head of the engineering depart-
ment. He was a brilliant, joyous fellow. He was of
low stature, with a bold, confident expression, and he
was all gracious kindness to the convicts, for whom he
really did seem to entertain a fatherly sort of affection.
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How was it he was so fond of them? It is hard to
say, but he seemed never to be able to pass a prisoner
without a bit of pleasant talk and a little laughing
and joking together. There was nothing that smacked
of authority in his pleasantries, nothing that reminded
them of his position over them. He behaved just as
if he was one of themselves. In spite of this kind
condescension, I don't remember any one of the con-
victs ever failing in respect to him or taking the
slightest liberty — quite the other way. The convict's
face would light up in a wonderful, sudden way when
he met the Governor ; it was odd to see how the face
smiled all over, and the hand went to the cap, when
the Governor was seen in the distance making for the
poor man. A word from him was regarded as a signal
honour. There are some people like that, who know
how to win all hearts.
G — kof had a bold, jaunty air, walked with long-
strides, holding himself very straight ; " a regular eagle/'
the convicts used to call him. He could not do much
to lighten their lot materially, for his office was that
of superintending the engineering work, which had
to be done in ways and quantities, settled absolutely
and unalterably by the regulations. But if he happened
to come across a gang of convicts who had actually
got through their work, he allowed them to go back
to quarters before beat of drum, without waiting for
the regulation moment. The prisoners loved him for
the confidence he showed in them, and because of his
aversion for all mean, trifling interferences with them,
which are so irritating when prison superiors are ad-
dicted to that sort of thing. I am absolutely certain
that if he had lost a thousand roubles in notes, there
was not a thief in the prison, however hardened, who
would not have brought them to him, if the man lit on
them. I am sure of it.
How the prisoners all felt for him, and with him
when they learned that he was at daggers drawn
with oar detested Major. That came about a month
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after his arrival. Their delight knew no bounds The
Major had formerly served with him in the same
detachment ; so, when they met, after a long separation,
they were at first boon companions, but the intimacy
could not and did not last. They came to blows —
figuratively — and Gr — kof became the Major's sworn
enemy. Some would have it that it was more than
figuratively, that they came to actual fisticuffs, a
likely thing enough as far as the Major was con-
cerned, for the man had no objection to a scrimmage
When the convicts heard of the quarrel they really
could not contain their delight.
" Old Eight-eyes and the Commandant get on finely
together ! He's an eagle ; but the other's a bad *un ! "
Those who believed in the fight were mighty curious
to know which of the two had had the worst of it, and
got a good drubbing. If it had been proved there
had been no fighting our convicts, I think, would
have been bitterly disappointed.
"The Commandant gave him fits, you may bet
your life on it," said they; "he's a little 'un, but as
bold as a lion; the other one got into a blue funk,
and hid under the bed from him."
But G — kof went away only too soon, and keenly
was he regretted in the prison.
Our engineers were all most excellent fellows; we
had three or four fresh batches of them while I was
there.
<( Our eagles never remain very long with us," said
the prisoners; "especially when they are good and
kind fellows."
It was this Gr — kof who sent B — ski and myself to
work in his bureau, for he was partial to exiled nobles.
When he left, our condition was still fairly endurable,
for there was another engineer there who showed us
much sympathy and friendship. We copied reports
for some time, and our handwriting was getting to
be very good, when an order came from the authori-
ties that we were to be sent back to hard labour as
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before; some spiteful person had been at work. At
bottom we were rather pleased, for we were quite tired
of copying.
For two whole years I worked in company with
B — ski, all the time in the shops, and many a gossip
did we have about our hopes for the future and our
notions and convictions. Good B — ski had a very
odd mind, which worked in a strange, exceptional way.
There are some people of great intelligence who indulge
in paradox unconscionably ; but when they have under-
gone great and constant sufferings for their ideas and
made great sacrifices for them, you can't drive their
notions out of their heads, and it is cruel to try it.
When you objected something to B — ski's propositions,
he was really hurt, and gave you a violent answer. He
was, perhaps, more in the right than I was as to some
things wherein we differed, bat we were obliged to
give one another up, very much to my regret, for we
had many thoughts in common.
As years went on M — tski became more and more
sombre and melancholy; he became a prey to despair.
During the earliest part of my imprisonment he was
communicative enough, and let us see what was going
on in him. When I arrived at the prison he had just
finished his second year. At first he took a lively
interest in the news I brought, for he knew nothing
of what had been going on in the outer world; he
put questions to me, listened eagerly, showed emotion,
but, bit by bit, his reserve grew on him and there
was no getting at his thoughts. The glowing coals
were all covered up with ashes. Yet it was plain that
his temper grew sourer and sourer. " Je hais ces
brigands,"* he would say, speaking of convicts I had
got to know something of; I never could make him
see any good in them. He really did not seem to fully
enter into the meaning of anything I said on their
behalf, though he would sometimes seem to agree in
a listless sort of way. Next day it was just as before:
* French in the original Uussian.
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"je hais ces brigands." (We used often to speak French
with him ; so one of the overseers of the works, the
soldier, Dranichnikof, used always to call us aides
chirurgiens, God knows why !) M — tski never seemed
to shake off his usual apathy except when he spoke
of his mother.
" She is old and infirm/' he said ; " she loves me
better than anything in the world, and I don't even
know if she's still living. If she learns that I've been
whipped "
M — tski was not a noble, and had been whipped
before he was transported. When the recollection of
this came up in his mind he gnashed his teeth, and
could not look anybody in the face. In the latest
days of his imprisonment he used to walk to and fro,
quite alone for the most part. One day, at noon, he
was summoned to the Governor, who received him with
a smile on his lips.
" Well, M — tski, what were your dreams last night ? "
asked the Governor.
Said M — tski to me later, "When he said that to
me a shudder ran through me; I felt struck at the
heart."
His answer was, " I dreamed that I had a letter
from my mother."
' ( Better than that, better ! " replied the Governor.
" You are free ; your mother has petitioned the Emperor,
and he has granted her prayer. Here, here's her letter,
and the order for your dismissal. You are to leave the
jail without delay."
He came to us pale, scarcely able to believe in his
good fortune.
We congratulated him. He pressed our hands with
his own, which were quite cold, and trembled violently.
Many of the convicts wished him joy ; they were really
glad to see his happiness.
He settled in Siberia, establishing himself in our town,
where a little after that they gave him a place. He<
used often to come to the jail to bring us news, and
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tell us all that was going on, as often as he could
talk with us. It was political news that interested him
chiefly.
Besides the four Poles, the political convicts of
whom I spoke just now, there were two others of that
nation, who were sentenced for very short periods ; they
had not much education, but were good, simple, straight-
forward fellows. There was another, A — tchoukooski,
quite a colourless person ; one more I must mention,
B — in, a man well on in years, who impressed us all
very unfavourably indeed. I don't know what he had
been sentenced for, although he used to tell us some
story or other about it pretty frequently. He was a
person of a vulgar, mean type, with the coarse manner
of an enriched shopkeeper. He was quite without
education, and seemed to take interest in nothing
except what concerned his trade, which was that of
a painter, a sort of scene-painter he was ; he showed
a good deal of talent in his work, and the authorities
of the prison soon came to know about his abilities,
so he got employment all through the town in decorating
walls and ceilings. In two years he beautified the
rooms of nearly all the prison officials, who remunerated
him handsomely, so he lived pretty comfortably. He
was sent to work with three other prisoners, two of
whom learned the business thoroughly; one of these,
T — jwoski, painted nearly as well as B — in himself.
Our Major, who had rooms in one of the government
buildings, sent for B — in, and gave him a commission to
decorate the walls and ceilings there, which he did
so effectively, that the suite of rooms of the Governor-
General were quite put out of countenance by those
of the Major. The house itself was a ramshackle old
place, while the interior, thanks to B — in, was as
gay as a palace. Our worthy Major was hugely
delighted, went about rubbing his hands, and told
everybody that he should look out for a wife at once,
"a fellow can't remain single when he lives in a place
like that ; " he was quite serious about it. The Major's
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satisfaction with B — in and his assistants went on
increasing. They occupied a month in the work at
the Major's house. During those memorable days
the Major seemed to get into a different frame of mind
about us, and began to be quite kind to us political
prisoners. One day he sent for J — ski.
" J — ski," said he, " Fve done you wrong ; I had you
beaten for nothing. I'm very sorry. Do you under-
stand ? I'm very sorry. I, Major "
J — ski answered that he understood perfectly.
"Do you understand? I, who am set over you, I
have sent for you to ask your pardon. You can hardly
realise it, I suppose. What are you to me, fellow ? A
worm, less than a crawling worm; you're a convict, while
I, by God's grace,* am a Major; Major , do you
understand ? "
J — ski answered that he quite well understood it
all.
" Well, I want to be friends with you. But can you
appreciate what Fm doing ? Can you feel the greatness
of soul I'm showing — feel and appreciate it ? Just think
of it ; I, I, the Major ! " etc. etc.
J — ski told me of this scene. There was, then, some
human feeling left in this drunken, unruly, and torment-
ing brute. Allowing for the man's notions of things,
and feeble faculties, one cannot deny that this was a
generous proceeding on his part. Perhaps he was a
little less drunk than usual, perhaps more; who can
tell?
The Major's glorious idea of marrying came to
nothing; the rooms got all their bravery, but the wife
was not forthcoming. Instead of going to the altar in
that agreeable way, he was pulled up before the authori-
ties and sent to trial. He received orders to send in his
resignation. Some of his old sins had found him out, it
seems ; things done when he had been superintendent of
police in our town. This crushing blow came down upon
* Our Major was not the only officer who spoke of himself in that
lofty way ; a good many officers did the same, men who had risen from
the ranks chiefly.
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him without notice, quite suddenly. All the convicts
were greatly rejoiced when they heard the great news;
it was high day and holiday all through the jail. The
story went abroad that the Major sobbed, and cried, and
howled like an old woman. But he was helpless in the
matter. He was obliged to leave his place, sell his two
gray horses, and everything he had in the world ; and he
fell into complete destitution. We came across him
occasionally afterwards in civilian, threadbare clothes,
and wearing a cap with a cockade; he glanced at us
convicts as spitefully and maliciously as you please. But
with his Major's uniform, all the man's glory was gone.
While placed over us, he gave himself the airs of a being
higher than human, who had got into coat and breeches ;
now it was all over, he looked like the lackey he was, and
a disgraced lackey to boot.
With fellows of this sort, the uniform is the only
saving grace ; that gone, all's gone.
CHAPTER IX.
THE ESCAPE
A LITTLE while after the Major resigned, our
prison was subjected to a thorough re-
organization. The "hard labour" hitherto
inflicted, and the other regulations, were
abolished, and the place put upon the
footing of the military convict establishments of Russia.
As a result of this, prisoners of the second category
were no longer sent there ; this class was, for the future,
to be composed of prisoners who were regarded as still
on the military footing, that is to say, men who, in spite
of sentence, did not forfeit for ever their civic status.
They were soldiers still, but had undergone corporal
punishment; they were sentenced for comparatively
short periods, six years at most ; when they had served
their time, or in case of pardon, they went into the ranks
again, as before. Men guilty of a second offence were
sentenced to twenty years of imprisonment. Up to the
time I speak of, we had a section of soldier-prisoners
among us, but only because they did not know where
else to dispose of them. Now the place was to be
occupied by soldiers exclusively. As to the civilian
convicts, who were stripped of all civic rights, branded,
cropped, and shaven, these were to remain in the fortress
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to finish their time ; but as no fresh prisoners of this class
were to come in, and those there would get their discharge
successively, at the end of ten years there would be no
civilian convicts left in the place, according to the
arrangements. The line of division between the classes
of prisoners there was maintained ; from time to time
there came in other military criminals of high position,
sent to our place for security, before being forwarded to
Eastern Siberia, for the more aggravated penalties that
awaited them there.
There was no change in our general way of life. The
work we had to do and the discipline observed were
the same as before ; but the administrative system was
entirely altered, and made more complex. An officer,
commandant of companies, was assigned to be at the
head of the prison ; he had under his orders four
subaltern officers who mounted guard by turns. The
" invalids " were superseded by twelve non-commissioned
officers, and an arsenal superintendent. The convicts
were divided into sections of ten, and corporals chosen
among them ; the power of these over the others was,
as may be supposed, nominal. As might be expected,
Akim Akimitch got this promotion.
All these new arrangements were confided to the
Governor to carry out, who remained in superior com-
mand over the whole establishment. The changes did
not go further than this. At first the convicts were not
a little excited by this movement, and discussed their
new guardians a good deal among themselves, trying to
make out what sort of fellows they were ; but when they
saw that everything went on pretty much as usual they
quieted down, and things resumed their ordinary course.
We had got rid of the Major, and that was something ;
everybody took fresh breath and fresh courage. The
fear that was in all hearts grew less; we had some
assurance that in case of need we could go to our
superiors and lodge our complaint, and that a man could
not be punished without cause, and would not, unless by
mistake.
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Brandy was brought in as before, although we had
subaltern officers now where " invalids " were before.
These subalterns were all worthy, careful men, who knew
their place and business. There were some among them
who had the idea that they might give themselves grand
airs, and treat us like common soldiers, but they soon
gave it up and behaved like the others. Those who did
not seem to be well able to get into their heads what
the ways of our prison really were, had sharp lessons
about it from the convicts themselves, which led to some
lively scenes. One sub-officer was confronted with
brandy, which was of course too much for him ; when
he was sober again we had a little explanation with
him; we pointed out that he had been drinking with
the prisoners, and that, accordingly, etc. etc.; he be-
came quite tractable. The end of it was that the
subalterns closed their eyes to the brandy business.
They went to market for us, just as the invalids used,
and brought the prisoners white bread, meat, anything
that could be got in without too much risk. So I never
could understand why they had gone to the trouble of
turning the place into a military prison. The change
was made two years before I left the place ; I had two
years to bear of it still.
I see little use in recording all I saw and went
through later at the convict establishment day by day.
If I were to tell it all, all the daily and hourly occur-
rences, I might write twice or thrice as many chapters
as this book ought to contain, but I should simply
tire the reader and myself. Substantially all that I
might write has been already embodied in the narrative
as it stands so far ; and the reader has had the oppor-
tunity of getting a tolerable idea of what the life of
a convict of the second class really was. My wish
has been to portray the state of things at the esta-
blishment, and as it affected myself, accurately and yefc
forcibly; whether I have done so others must judge.
I cannot pronounce upon my own work, but I think
I may well draw it to a close ; as I move among these
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I recollections of a dreadful past, the old suffering comes
up again and all but strangles me.
Besides, I cannot be sure of my memory as to all
I saw in these last years, for the faculty seems blunted
as regards the later compared with the earlier period
of my imprisonment, there is a good deal I am sure
I have quite forgotten. But I remember only too well
how very, very slow these last two years were, how
very sad, how the days seemed as if they never would
come to evening, something like water falling drop by
drop. I remember, too, that I was filled with a mighty
longing for my resurrection from that grave which gave
me strength to bear up, to wait, and to hope. And so
I got to be hardened and enduring ; I lived on expecta-
tion, I counted every passing day; if there were a
thousand more of them to pass at the prison I found
satisfaction in thinking that one of them was gone, and
only nine hundred and ninety-nine to come. I remember,
too, that though I had round me a hundred persons
in like case, I felt myself more and more solitary, and
though the solitude was awful I came to love it.
Isolated thus among the convict-crowd I went over
all my earlier life, analysing its events and thoughts
minutely; I passed my former doings in review, and
sometimes was pitiless in condemnation of myself;
sometimes I went so far as to be grateful to fate for
the privilege of such loneliness, for only that could have
caused me so severely to scrutinise my past, so search-
ingly to examine its inner and outer life. What strong
and strange new germs of hope came in those memorable
hours up in my soul ! I weighed and decided all sorts
of issues, I entered into a compact with myself to avoid
the errors of former years, and the rocks on which I had
been wrecked ; I laid down a programme for my future,
and vowed that I would stick to it ; I had a sort of
blind and complete conviction that, once away from
that place, I should be able to carry out everything I
made my mind up to ; I looked for my freedom with
transports of eager desire ; I wanted to try my strength
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in a renewed struggle with life; sometimes I was
clutched, as by fangs, by an impatience which rose to
fever heat. It is painful to go back to these things,
most painful; nobody, I know, can care much about
it at all except myself; but I write because I think
people will understand, and because there are those
who have been, those who yet will be, like myself,
condemned, imprisoned, cut off from life, in the flower
of their age, and in the full possession of all their
strength.
But all this is useless. Let me end my memoirs
with a narrative of something interesting, for I must
not close them too abruptly.
What shall it be ? Well, it may occur to some
to ask whether it was quite impossible to escape from
the jail, and if during the time I spent there no
attempt of the kind was made. I have already said
that a prisoner who has got through two or three
years thinks a good deal of it, and, as a rule, con-
cludes that it is best to finish his time without
running more risks, so that he may get his settle-
ment, on the land or otherwise, when set at liberty.
But those who reckon in this way are convicts sen-
tenced for comparatively short times; those who have
many years to serve are always ready to run some
chances. For all that the attempts at escape were
quite infrequent. Whether that was attributable to
the want of spirit in the convicts, the severity of
the military discipline enforced, or, after all, to the
situation of the town, little favourable to escapes, forr
it was in the midst of the open steppe, I really
cannot say. All these motives' no doubt contributed
to give pause. It was difficult enough to get out
of the prison at all; in my time two convicts tried
it; they were criminals of importance.
When our Major had been got rid of, A — v, the
spy, was quite alone with nobody to back him up. He
was still quite young, but his character grew in force
with every year; he was a bold, self-asserting fellow,
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of considerable intelligence. I think if they had set
lim at liberty he would have gone on spying and
getting money in every sort of shameful way, but
. don't think he would have let himself be caught
bgain; he would have turned his experiences as a
convict to far too much good for that. One trick he
practised was that of forging passports, at least so
[ heard from some of the convicts. I think this
'ellow was ready to risk everything for a change in
lis position. Circumstances gave me the opportunity
of getting to the bottom of this man's disposition
and seeing how ugly it was; he was simply revolting
in his cold, deep wickedness, and my disgust with him
was more than I could get over. I do believe that
if he wanted a drink of brandy, and could only have
t it by killing some one, he would not have
Hesitated one moment if it was pretty certain the
crime would not come out. He had learned there, in
that jail, to look on everything in the coolest calculating
way. It was on him that the choice of Koulikoff — of
the special section — fell, as we are to see.
I have spoken before of Koulikoff. He was no longer
young, but fnll of ardour, life, and vigour, and endowed
with extraordinary faculties. He felt his strength, and
wanted still to have a life of his own ; there are some
men who long to live in a rich, abounding life, even when
old age has got hold of them. I should have been a good
deal surprised if Koulikoff had not tried to escape ; but he
did. Which of the two, Koulikoff and A — v, had the
greater influence over the other I really cannot say ;
they were a goodly couple, and suited each other to a
hair, so they soon became as thick as possible. I fancy
that Kouiikoff reckoned on A — v to forge a passport
for him; besides, the latter was of the noble class,
belonged to good society, a circumstance out of which
a good deal could be made if they managed to get back
into Russia. Heaven only knows what compacts they
made, or what plans and hopes they formed; if they
got as far as Russia they would at all events leave
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behind them Siberia and vagabondage. Koulikoff was
a versatile man, capable of playing many a part on the
stage of life, and had plenty of ability to go upon,
whatever direction his efforts took. To such persons
the jail is strangulation and suffocation. So the two
set about plotting their escape.
But to get away without a soldier to act as escort
was impossible; so a soldier had to be won. In one
of the battalions stationed at our fortress was a Pole
of middle life — an energetic fellow worthy of a better
fate — serious, courageous. When he arrived first in
Siberia, quite young, he had deserted, for he could not
stand his sufferings from nostalgia. He was captured
and whipped. During two years he formed part of the
disciplinary companies to which offenders are sent;
then he rejoined his battalion, and, showing himself
zealous in the service, had been rewarded by promotion
to the rank of corporal. He had a good deal of self-
love, and spoke like a man who had no small conceit of
himself.
I took particular notice of the man sometimes when
he was among the soldiers who had charge of us, for the
Poles had spoken to me about him ; and I got the idea
that his longing for his native country had taken the
form of a chill, fixed, deadly hatred for those who kept
him away from it. He was the sort of man to stick at
nothing, and Koulikoff showed that his scent was good,
when he pitched on this man to be an accomplice in his
flight. This corporal's name was Kohler. Koulikoff and
he settled their plans and fixed the day. It was the
month of June, the hottest of the year. The climate
of our town and neighbourhood was pretty equable,
especially in summer, which is a very good thing for
tramps and vagabonds. To make off far after leaving
the fortress was quite out of the question, it being
situated on rising ground and in uncovered country, for
though surrounded by woods, these are a considerable
distance away. A disguise was indispensable, and to
procure it they must manage to get into the outskirts of
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;he town, where Koulikoff had taken care some time
before to prepare a den of some sort. I don't know
whether his worthy friends in that part of the town
were in the secret. It may be presumed they were,
though there is no evidence. That year, however, a
young woman who led a gay life and was very pretty,
settled down in a nook of that same part of the city,
near the county This young person attracted a good
deal of notice, and her career promised to be something
quite remarkable ; her nickname was " Fire and Flame."
I think that she and the fugitives concerted the plans of
escape together, for Koulikoff had lavished a good deal
of attention and money on her for more than a year.
When the gangs were formed each morning, the two
fellows, Koulikoff and A — v, managed to get themselves
sent out with the convict Chilkin, whose trade was
that of stove-maker and plasterer, to do up the empty
barracks when the soldiers went into camp. A — v and
Koulikoff were to help in carrying the necessary materials.
Kohler got himself put into the escort on the occasion ;
as the rules required three soldiers to act as escort for
two prisoners, they gave him a young recruit whom he
was doing corporal's duty upon, drilling and training
him. Our fugitives must have exercised a great deal of
influence over Kohler to deceive him, to cast his lot in
with them, serious, intelligent, and reflective man as
he was, with so few more years of service to pass in the
army.
They arrived at the barracks about six o'clock in
the morning; there was nobody with them. After
having worked about an hour, Koulikoff and A — v told
Chilkin that they were going to the workshop to see
some one, and fetch a tool they wanted. They had
to go carefully to work with Chilkin, and speak in
as natural a tone as they could. The man was from
Moscow, by trade a stove-maker, sharp and cunning,
[keen-sighted, not talkative, fragile in appearance,
with little flesh on his bones. He was the sort of
person who might have been expected to pass his
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life in honest working dress, in some Moscow shop,
yet here he was in the " special section/' after many
wanderings and transfers among the most formidable
military criminals ; so fate had ordered.
What had he done to deserve such severe punish-
ment ? I had not the least idea ; he never showed the
least resentment or sour feeling, and went on in a
quiet, inoffensive way; now and then he got as drunk
as a lord ; but, apart from that, his conduct was perfectly
good. Of course he was not in the secret, so he had
to be thrown off the scent. Koulikoff told him, with
a wink, that they were going to get some brandy,
the d
which had been hidden the day before in the work-
shop, which suited Chilkin's book perfectly; he had
not the least notion of what was up, and remained
alone with the young recruit, while Koulikoff, A — v,
and Kohler betook themselves to the suburbs of the
town.
Half-an-hour passed; the men did not come back.
Chilkin began to think, and the truth dawned upon
him. He remembered that Koulikoff had not seemed at
all like himself, that he had seen him whispering and
winking to A — v ; he was sure of that, and the1
whole thing seemed suspicious to him. Kohler's be-
haviour had struck him, too; when he went off withi
the two convicts, the corporal had given the recruit
orders what he was to do in his absence, which he
had never known him do before. The more Chilkin
thought over the matter the less he liked it. Time'
went on ; the convicts did not return ; his anxiety
was great ; for he saw that the authorities would suspect:
him of connivance with the fugitives, so that his own
skin was in danger. If he made any delay in giving.
information of what had occurred, suspicion of himseli
would grow into conviction that he knew what the
men intended when they left him, and he would be
dealt with as their accomplice. There was no time-
to lose.
It came into his mind, then, that Koulikoff anc
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A — v had become markedly intimate for some time,
and that they had been often seen laying their heads
together behind the barracks, by themselves. He
remembered, too, that he had more than once fancied
that they were up to something together.
He looked attentively at the soldier with him
as escort; the fellow was yawning, leaning on his
gun, and scratching his nose in the most innocent
manner imaginable; so Chilkin did not think it
necessary to speak of his anxieties to this man : he
told him simply to come with him to the engineers'
workshops. His object was to ask if anybody there
had seen his companions; but nobody there had, so-
Chilkin's suspicions grew stronger and stronger. If
only he could think that they had gone to get drunk
and have a spree in the outskirts of the town, as
Koulikoff often did. No, thought Chilkin, that was
not so. They would have told him, for there was no
need to make a mystery of that. Chilkin left his
work, and went straight back to the jail.
It was about nine o'clock when he reached the
sergeant-major, to whom he mentioned his suspicions.
That officer was frightened, and at first could not believe
there was anything i in it all. Chilkin had, in fact,
expressed no more than a vague misgiving that all
was not as it should be. The sergeant-major ran
to the Major, who in his turn ran to the Governor.
In a quarter-of-an-hour ah1 necessary measures were
taken. The Governor-General was communicated with.
As the convicts in question were persons of importance,
it might be expected that the matter would be seriously
viewed at St. Petersburg. A — v was classed among
political prisoners, by a somewhat random official
proceeding, it would seem; Koulikoff was a convict of
the " special section/' that is to say, as a criminal of
the blackest dye, and, what was worse, was an ex-
soldier. It was then brought to notice that according
to the regulations each convicfc of the " special section "
ought to have two soldiers assigned as escort when
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he went fco work; the regulations had not been ob-
served as to this, so that everybody was exposed to
serious troub\e. Expresses were sent off to all the
district offices of the municipality, and all the little
neighbouring towns, to warn the authorities of the
escape of the two convicts, and a full description fur-
nished of their persons. Cossacks were sent out to
hunt them up, letters sent to the authorities of all
adjoining Governmental districts. And everybody was
frightened to death.
The excitement was quite as great all through the
prison ; as the convicts returned from work, they heard
the tremendous news, which spread rapidly from man to
man; all received it with deep, though secret satisfaction.
Their emotion was as natural as it was great. The affair
broke the monotony of their lives, and gave them some-
thing to think of ; but, above all, it was an escape, and
as such, something to sympathise with deeply, and stirred
fibres in the poor fellows which had long been without
any exciting stimulus ; something like hope and a dis-
position to confront their fate set their hearts beating,
for the incident seemed to show that their hard lot was
not hopelessly unchangeable.
" Well, you see they've got off in spite of them !
Why shouldn't we ? "
The thought came into every man's mind, and
made him stiffen his back and look at his neighbours
in a defiant sort of way. All the convicts seemed to
grow an inch taller on the strength of it, and to look
down a bit upon the sub-officers. The heads of the
place soon came running up, as you may imagine. The
Governor now arrived in person. We fellows looked
at them all with some assurance, with a touch of
contempt, and with a very set expression of face, as
though to say: "Well, you there? We can get out
of your clutches when weVe a mind to."
All the men were quite sure there would be a general
searching of everything and everybody; so everything
that was at all contraband was carefully hidden ; for
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the authorities would want to show that precious wisdom
of theirs which may be reckoned on after the event.
The expectation was verified ; there was a mighty turn-
ing of everything upside down and topsy-turvy, a general
rummage, with the discovery of exactly nothing-, as they
might have known.
When the time came for going out to work after
dinner the usual escorts were doubled. When night came,
the officers and sub-officers on service came pouncing
on us at every moment to see if we were off our guard,
and if anything could be got out of us ; the lists were
gone over once more than the usual number of times,
which extra mustering only gave more trouble for
nothing ; we were hunted out of the court-yard that our
names might be gone through again. Then, when in
barrack, they reckoned us up another time, as if they
never could be done with the exercise.
The convicts were not at all disturbed by all this
bustling absurdity. They put on a very unconcerned
demeanour, and, as is always the case in such a con-
juncture, behaved in the prettiest manner all that
evening and night. " We won't give them any handle
anyhow," was the general feeling. The question with
the authorities was whether some among us were not
in complicity with those who had got away, so a careful
watch was kept over our doings, and a careful ear
for our conversations ; but nothing came of it.
"Not such fools, those fellows, as to leave anybody
behind who was in the secret ! "
" When you go at that sort of thing you lie low and
play low ! "
" Koulikof? and A — v know enough to have covered
up their tracks. They've done the trick in first-rate style,
keeping things to themselves; they've mizzled, the
rascals ; clever chaps, those, they could get through
shut doors ! "
The glory of Koalikoff and A — v had grown a
hundred cubits higher than it was. Everybody was
proud of them. Their exploit, it was felt, would be
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handed down to the most distant posterity, and outlive
the jail itself.
" Rattling fellows, those ! " said one.
" Can't get away from here, eh ? Thatfs their
notion, is it ? Just look at those chaps ! "
" Yes," said a third, looking very superior, " but
who is it that has got away? Tip-top fellows. You
can't hold a candle to them."
At any other time the man to whom anything of
that sort was said would have replied angrily enough,
and defended himself; now the observation was met
with modest silence.
"True enough," was said. "Everybody's not a
Koulikoff or an A — v, you've got to show what
you're made of before you've a right to speak."
"I say, pals, after all, why do we remain in the
place ? " struck in a prisoner seated by the kitchen
window; he spoke drawlingly, bub the man, you could
see, enjoyed it all; he slowly rubbed his cheek with
the palm of his hand. " Why do we stop ? It's no
life at all, we've been buried, though we're alive and
kicking. Now isn't it so ? "
"Oh, curse it, you can't get out of prison as
easy as shaking off an old boot. I tell you it sticks
to your calves. What's the good of pulling a long
face over it ? "
"But, look here; there is Koulikoff now," began
one of the most eager, a mere lad.
" KoulikoS ! " exclaimed another, looking askance
at the young fellow. " Koulikoff ! They don't turn
out Koulikoffs by the dozen."
" And A — v, pals, there's a lad for you ! "
"Aye, aye, he'll get KoulikofE just where he wants
him, as often as he wants him. He's up to every-
thing, he is."
"I wonder how far they've got; that's what I
want to know," said one.
Then the talk went off into details : Had they got far
from the town ? What direction did they go off in ?
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Which gave them the best chance ? Then they
discussed distances, and as there were convicts who
knew the neighbourhood well, these were attentively
listened to.
Next, they talked over the inhabitants of the
neighbouring villages, of whom they seemed to think
as badly as possible. There was nobody in the neigh-
bourhood, the convicts believed, who would hesitate
at all as to the course to be pursued; nothing would
induce them to help the runaways; quite the other
way, these people would hunt them down.
" If you only knew what bad fellows these peasants
are ! Rascally brutes ! "
" Peasants, indeed ! Worthless scamps ! "
" These Siberians are as bad as bad can be. They
think nothing of killing a man."
" Oh, well, our fellows "
"Yes, that's it, they may come off second best.
Our fellows are as. plucky as plucky can be."
"Well, if we live long enough, we shall hear
something about them soon."
"Well, now, what do you think? Do you think
they really will get clean away ? "
" I am sure, as I live, that they'll never be caught,"
said one of the most excited, giving the table a great
blow with his fist.
" Hm ! That's as things turn out."
"I'll teH you what, friends," said Skouratof, "if I
once got out, I'd stake my life they'd never get me
again/'
"You?"
Everybody burst out laughing. They would hardly
condescend to listen to him; but Skouratof was not
to be put down.
"I tell you I'd stake my life on it!" with great
energy. "Why, I made my mind up to that long
ago. I'd find means of going through a key-hole
rather than let them lay hands on me."
'•'Oh, don't you fear, wheii your belly got empty
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you'd just go creeping to a peasant and ask him foi
a morsel of something."
Fresh laughter.
' ' I ask him for victuals ? You're a liar ! "
" Hold your jaw, can't you ? We know what you
were sent here for. You and your Uncle Vacia killed
some peasant for bewitching your cattle." *
More laughter. The more serious among them
seemed very angry and indignant.
"You're a liar," cried Skouratof ; "it's Mikitka who
told you that ; I wasn't in that at all, it was Uncle
Vacia ; don't you mix my name up in it. I'm a Moscow
man, and I've been on the tramp ever since I was a very
small thing. Look here, when the priest taught me to
read the liturgy, he used to pinch my ears, and say,
' Kepeat this after me : Have pity on me, Lord, out of Thy
great goodness ; ' and he used to make me say with him,
'They've taken me up and brought me to the police-
station out of Thy great goodness/ and the like. I tell
you that went on when I was quite a little fellow."
All laughed heartily again ; that was what Skouratof
wanted ; he liked playing clown. Soon the talk became
serious again, especially among the older men and those
who knew a good deal about escapes. Those among
the younger convicts who could keep themselves quiet
enough to listen, seemed highly delighted. A great
crowd was assembled in and about the kitchen. There
were none of the warders about ; so everybody could give
vent to his feelings in talk or otherwise. One man I
noticed who was particularly enjoying himself, a Tartar,
a little fellow with high cheek-bones, and a remarkably
droll face. His name was Mametka, he could scarcely
speak Russian at all, but it was odd to see the way he
craned his neck forward into the crowd, and the childish
delight he showed.
* The expression of the original is untranslatable ; literally " you
killed a cattle-kill." This phrase means murder of a peasant, male or
female, supposed to bewitch cattle. We had in our jail a murderer
who had done this cattle-kill. — DOSTOIEFFSKY'S NOTE.
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" Well, Mametka, my lad, iakchi."
" lakchi, ouky iakchi ! " said Mametka as well as he
could, shaking his grotesque head. " Iakchi."
" They'll never catch them, eh ? lok."
" Iokt iok I " and Mametka waggled his head and
threw his arms about.
t( You're a liar, then, and I don't know what you're
talking about. Hey ! "
"That's it, that's it, iakchi!" answered poor
Mametka.
" All right, good, iahchi it is ! "
Skouratof gave him a thump on the head, which
sent his cap down over his eyes, and went out in high
glee, and Mametka was quite chapfallen.
For a week or so a very tight hand was kept on
everybody in the jail, and the whole neighbourhood was
repeatedly and carefully searched. How they managed
it I cannot tell, but the prisoners always seemed to know
all about the measures taken by the authorities for
recovering the runaways. For some days, according to
all we heard, things went very favourably for them ; no
traces whatever of them could be found. Our convicts
made very light of all the authorities were about, and
were quite at their ease about their friends, and
kept saying that nothing would ever be found out about
them.
All the peasants round about were roused, we
were told, and watching all the likely places, woods,
ravines, etc.
" Stuff and nonsense ! " said our fellows, who had a
grin on their faces most of the time, " they're hidden at
somebody's place who's a friend."
" That's certain ; they're not the fellows to chance
things, they've made all sure."
The general idea was, in fact, that they were still
concealed in the suburbs of the town, in a cellar, waiting
till the hue and cry was over, and for their hair to grow ;
that they would remain there perhaps six months at least,
and then quietly go off. All the prisoners were in the
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most fanciful and romantic state of mind about the
things. Suddenly, eight days after the escape, a rumour
spread that the authorities were on their track. This
rumour was at first treated with contempt, but towards
evening there seemed to be more in it. The convicts
became much excited. Next morning it was said in the
town that the runaways had been caught, and were being
brought back. After dinner there were further details ;
the story was that they had been seized at a hamlet,
seventy versts away from the town. At last we had
fully confirmed tidings. The sergeant-major positively
asserted, immediately after an interview with the Major,
that they would be brought into the guard-house that
very night. They were taken ; there could be no doubt
of it.
It is difficult to convey an adequate idea of the
way the convicts were affected by the news. At first
their rage was great, then they were deeply dejected.
Then they began to be bitter and sarcastic, pouring
all their scorn, not on the authorities, but on the
runaways who had been such fools as to get caught.
A few began this, then nearly all joined, except a small
number of the more serious, thoughtful ones, who held
their tongues, and seemed to regard the thoughtless
fellows with great contempt.
Poor Koulikoff and A — v were now just as heartily
abused as they had been glorified before; the men
seemed to take a delight in running them down, as
though in being caught they had done something wan-
tonly offensive to their mates. It was said, with high
contempt, that the fellows had probably got hungry
and couldn't stand it, and had gone into a village to
ask bread of the peasants, which, according to tramp
etiquette, it appears, is to come down very low in the
world indeed. In this supposition the men turned out
to be quite mistaken; for what had happened was
that the tracks of the runaways out of the town were
discovered and followed up ; they were ascertained to
have got into a wood, which was surrounded, so that
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the fugitives had no recourse but to give themselves
up.
They were brought in that night, tied hands and
feet, under armed escort. All the convicts ran hastily
to the palisades to see what would be done with them ;
but they saw nothing except the carriages of the
Governor and the Major, which were waiting in front
of the guard-house. The fugitives were ironed and
locked up separately, their punishment being adjourned
till the next day. The prisoners began all to sympathise
with the unhappy fellows when they heard how they
had been taken, and learned that they could not help
themselves, and the anxiety about the issue was keen.
" They'll get a thousand at least."
" A thousand, is it ? I tell you they'll have it till
the life is beaten out of them. A — v may get off
with a thousand, but the other they'll kill ; why, he's in
the ' special section.' "
They were wrong. A — v was sentenced to five
hundred strokes, his previous good conduct told in his
favour, and this was his first prison offence. Kculikoff,
I believe, had fifteen hundred. The punishment, upon
the whole, was mild rather than severe.
The two men showed good sense and feeling, for
they gave nobody's name as having helped them, and
positively declared that they had made straight for
the woods without going into anybody's house. I
was very sorry for Koulikoff ; to say nothing of the
heavy beating he got, he had thrown away all his
chances of having his lot as a prisoner lightened.
Later he was sent to another convict establishment.
A — v did not get all he was sentenced to ; the
physicians interfered, and he was let off. But as soon
as he was safe in the hospital he began blowing his
trumpet again, and said he would stick at nothing
now, and that they should soon see what he would
do. Koulikoff was not changed a bit, as decorous as
ever, and gave himself just the same airs as ever.
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manner or words to show that he had had such an
adventure. But the convicts looked on him quite
differently; he seemed to have come down a good
deal in their estimation, and now to be on their own
level every way, instead of being a superior creature.
So it was that poor Koulikoff's star paled; success is
everything in this world.
CHAPTER X.
FREEDOM 1
THIS incident occurred during my last year
of imprisonment. My recollection of what
occurred this last year is as keen as of the
events of the first years; but I have gone
into detail enough. In spite of my impatience
to be out, this year was the least trying of all the years I
spent there. I had now many friends and acquaintances
among the convicts, who had by this time made up
their minds very much in my favour. Many of them,
indeed, had come to feel a sincere and genuine affection
for me. The soldier who was assigned to accompany
my friend and myself — simultaneously discharged — out
of the prison, very nearly cried when the time for
leaving came. And when we were at last in full
freedom, staying in the rooms of the Government
building placed at our disposal for the month we
still spent in the town, this man came nearly every
day to see us. But there were some men whom I
could never soften or win any regard from — Grod knows
why — and who showed just the same hard aversion for
me at the last as at the first ; something we could
not get over stood between us.
I had more indulgences during the last year. I
found among the military functionaries of our town old
acquaintances, and even some old schoolfellows, and
the renewal of these relations helped me. Thanks
to them I got permission to have some money, to write
to my family, and even to have some books. For some
years I had not had a single volume, and words would
fail to tell the strange, deep emotion and excitement
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which the first book I read at the jail caused me. I
began to devour it at night, when the doors were
closed, and read it till the break of day. It was a
number of a review, and it seemed to me like a
messenger from the other world. As I read, my life
before the prison days seemed to rise up before me
in sharp definition, as of some existence independent
of my own, which another soul had had. Then I
tried to get some clear idea of my relation to current
events and things ; whether my arrears of knowledge
and experience were too great to make up; whether
the men and women out of doors had lived and gone
through many things and great during the time I
was away from them ; and great was my desire to
thoroughly understand what was now going on, now
that I could know something about it all at last. All
the words I read were as palpable things, which I
wanted rather to feel sensibly than get mere meaning
out of; I tried to see more in the text than could be
there. I imagined some mysterious meanings that
must be in them, and tried at every page to see
allusions to the past, with which my mind was
familiar, whether they were there or not ; at every
turn of the leaf I sought for traces of what had deeply
moved people before the days of my bondage; and
deep was my dejection when it was forced on my
mind that a new state of things had arisen ; a new
life, among my kind, which was alien to my know-
ledge and my sentiments. I felt as if I was a straggler,
left behind and lost in the onward march of mankind.
Yes, there were indeed arrears, if the word is not
too weak.
For the truth is, that another generation had come
up, and I knew it not, and it knew not me. At the
foot of one article I saw the name of one who had
been dear to me; with what avidity I flung myself
on that paper ! But the other names were nearly all
new to me ; new workers had come upon the scene,
and I was eager to know their doings and themselves.
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It made me feel nearly desperate to "have so few
books, and to know how hard it would be to get
more. At an earlier date, in the old Major's time,
it was a dangerous thing indeed to bring books into
the jail. If one was found when the whole place was
searched, as was regularly done, great was the dis-
turbance, and no efforts were spared to find out how
they got in, and who had helped in the offence. I
did not want to be subjected to insulting scrutiny,
and, if I had, it would have been useless. I had to
live without books, and did, shut up in myself, tor-
menting myself with many a question and problem on
which I had no means of throwing any light. But I
can never tell it all.
It was in winter that I came in, so in winter I
was to leave, on the anniversary- day. Oh, with what
impatience did I look forward to the thrice-blessed
winter ! How gladly did I see the summer die out,
the leaves turn yellow on the trees, the grass turn dry
over the wide steppe ! Summer is gone at last ! the
winds of autumn howl and groan, the first snow falls
in whirling flakes. The winter, so long, long-prayed
for, is come, come at last. Oh, how the heart beats
with the thought that freedom was really, at last, at
last, close at hand. Yet it was strange, as the time
of times, the day of days, grew nearer and nearer, so
did my soul grow quieter and quieter. I was annoyed
at myself, reproached myself even with being cold,
indifferent. Many of the convicts, as I met them in
the court-yard when the day's work was done, used to
get out, and talk with me to wish me joy.
"Ah, little Father Alexander Petrovitch, you'll soon be
out now ! And here you'll leave us poor devils behind ! "
" Well, Mertynof, have you long to wait still ? " I
asked the man who spoke.
" I ! Oh, good Lord, I've seven years of it yet to
weary through."
Then the man sighed with a far-away, wandering
look, as if he was gazing into those intolerable lays
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to come Yes, many of my companions con-
gratulated me in a way that showed they really felt
what they said. I saw, too, that there was more dis-
position to meet me as man to man, they drew nearer
to me as I was to leave them ; the halo of freedom
began to surround me, and caring for that they cared more
for me. It was in this spirit they bade me farewell.
K — schniski, a young Polish noble, a sweet and
amiable person, was very fond, about this time,
walking in the court-yard with me. The stifling nights
in the barracks did him much harm, so he tried his
best to keep his health by getting all the exercise anc
fresh air he could.
"I am looking forward impatiently to the day
when you will be set free/' he said with a smile one
day, " for when you go I shall realise that I have jusl
one year more of it to undergo."
Need I say what I can yet not help saying, that
freedom in idea always seemed to us who were there
something more free than it ever can be in reality i
That was because our fancy was always dwelling upon
it. Prisoners always exaggerate when they think o:
freedom and look on a free man ; we did certainly ; the
poorest servant of .one of the officers there seemed a
sort of king to us, everything we could imagine in a
free man, compared with ourselves at least; he had no
irons on his limbs, his head was not shaven, he could
go where and when he liked, with no soldiers to watch
and escort him.
The day before I was set free, as night fell I went
for the last time all through and all round the prison.
How many a thousand times had I made the circuit
of those palisades during those ten years ! There, at
the rear of the barracks, had I gone to and fro during
the whole of that first year, a solitary, despairing man.
I remember how I used to reckon up the days I had
still to pass there — thousands, thousands! God! how
long ago it seemed. There's the corner where the poor
prisoned eagle wasted away ; Petroff used often to come
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to me at that place. It seemed as if the man would
never leave my side now ; he would place himself by
my side and walk along without ever saying a word,
as though he knew all my thoughts as well as myself,
and there was always a strange, inexplicable sort of
wondering look on the man's face.
How many a mental farewell did I take of the black,
squared beams in our barracks ! Ah, me ! How much
joyless youth, how much strength for which use there
was none, was buried, lost in those walls ! — youth and
strength of which the world might surely have made
some use. For I must speak my thoughts as to this :
the hapless fellows there were perhaps the strongest,
and, in one way or another, the most gifted of our
people. There was all that strength of body and of
mind lost, hopelessly lost. Whose fault is that ?
Yes ; whose fault is that ?
The next day, at an early hour, before the men
were mustered for work, I went through all the barracks
to bid the men a last farewell. Many a vigorous, horny
hand was held out to me with right good-will. Some
grasped and shook my hand as though all their hearts
went with the act; but these were the more generous
souls. Most of the poor fellows seemed so much to feel
that, for them, I was already a man changed by what
was coming, that they could feel scarce anything else.
They knew that I had friends in the town, that I was
going away at once to gentlemen, that I should sit at
their table as their equal. This the poor fellows felt ;
and, although they did their best as they took my hand,
that hand could not be the hand of an equal. No; I,
too, was a gentleman now. Some turned their backs on
me, and made no reply to my parting words. I think,
too, that I saw looks of aversion on some faces.
The drum beat; all the convicts went to their
work ; and I was left to myself. Souchiloff had got
up before everybody that morning, and now set himself
tremblingly to the task of getting ready for me a
last cup of tea. Poor Souchiloff 1 How he cried
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when I gave him my clothes, my shirts, my trouser-straps,
and some money.
'"Tain't that, 'tain't that," he said, and he bit
his trembling lips, "it's that I am going to lose you,
Alexander Petrovitch ! What shall I do without you ? "
There was Akim Akimitch, too; him, also, I bade
farewell.
" Tour turn to go will come soon, I pray," said I.
"Ah, no! I shall remain here long, long, very
long yet," he just managed to say, as he pressed
my hand. I threw myself on his neck ; we kissed.
Ten minutes after the convicts had gone out, my
companion and myself left the jail for ever. We went to
the blacksmith's shop, where our irons were struck off.
We had no armed escort, we went there attended by a
single sub-officer. It was convicts who struck off our
irons in the engineers' workshop. I let them do it for
my friend first, then went to the anvil myself. The
smiths made me turn round, seized my leg, and stretched
it on the anvil. Then they went about the business
methodically, as though they wanted to make a very neat
job of it indeed.
"The rivet, man, turn the rivet first," I heard the
master smith say ; " there, so, so. Now, a stroke of the
hammer ! "
The irons fell. I lifted them up. Some strange
impulse made me long to have them in my hands for one
last time. I couldn't realise that, only a moment before,
they had been on my limbs.
" Good-bye ! Good-bye ! Good-bye ! " said the con-
victs in their broken voices ; but they seemed pleased
as they said it.
Tes, farewell !
Liberty ! New life ! Resurrection from the dead 1
Unspeakable moment !
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