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By Mrs. ASHLEY CARUS-WILSON, B.A.
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TO MY CHILDREN
MARTIN MACDOWALL, LOUIS CHARLES, AND
ELEANORA MARY
PREFACE
SOME years ago the general reader was captured
by the autobiography ot a Russian girl, well
born, attractive, gifted, ambitious, and successful as a
musician and artist. She confessed more frankly than
many confess it that on setting out in life her most
earnest prayer was : " O God, grant me happiness.
Make my life what I should like it to be." She died
young, leaving this testimony : " I am so unhappy.
All is wretchedness and misery. I don't know whether
I believe in God or not " ; and it is with a feeling of
profound pity that one closes the record of her life.
The story of another girl, with similar gifts, who
was likewise ambitious, and across whose short life
more than one deep shadow fell, is told here. Judging
by hundreds of letters from people differing widely in
character and circumstances, one impression left by her
career upon all who knew her was stronger than any
other. Many say that she was very clever, very winning,
very noble ; but far more reiterate that she was before
all things very happy ; ready, in fact, to exclaim with
Browning's David, who stands as a type of the capacity
for delight of the richly endowed mind in the vigorous,
youthful body, —
How good is man's life, the mere living I How fit to employ
All the heart and the soul and the senses for ever in joy I
viii PREFACE
The following words of two who knew Irene Fetrie
well may be taken as an expression of what all who
knew her well felt : " She always gave me the idea
of one satisfied. Her joy was full. We saw it in her
face as a schoolgirl, and in later years. That happy
face will ever be before us when we think of her."
" That almost joyous cheerfulness and sweetness of
spirit drew even strangers to her, and made her loved
wherever she went."
Her story is worth telling if only to unfold the secret
of an unfailing delight in life, which is not always the
lot of even the able and the fortunate, the upright and
sincerely religious.
What she did is worth telling also, and is far more
easily told than what she was. Almost indescribable
is the charm of personality that made her a strong
influence both at home and abroad, caused one ac-
quaintance at least to characterise her as " my ideal
woman," and led the historian of the Society with
which she laboured as an honorary missionary to
write : " India lost a woman missionary, probably the
most brilliant and cultured of all the ladies on the
C.M.S. roll. Miss Irene Petrie."^
Far different was her own estimate of herself, when
in the supreme hour of her life she said that she was
* only one of the least." Such an utterance forbids the
language of praise, though one must try to convey
the impressions her life made on other lives, using
words other than one's own throughout. Statements
that must seem inadequate to those who knew her
may seem exaggerated to those who did not know
her, so unready are we to believe in the potentialities
of Divine grace working through a fully yielded soul.
' History of the Church Missionary Society ^ vol. iii., p. 784.
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It has not been easy for the o^e survivor of her
family to speak, in the earlier chapters especially, of
much that lies now in the sacred hush of death. But
because some would disparage missionaries as foolish
visionaries, and others would throne them as beings
apart, living without effort up to a higher standard than
we need even inquire after, her home days cannot be
entirely omitted. A well-known writer recently taken
from us counselled, after the experience of a prolonged
life, that as much should be told concerning Irene's
early years, as many things mentioned that are typical
of her condition and generation, rather than peculiar
to herself, as would serve to show that she lived to all
appearance the life that hundreds of other girls are
living to-day, amid the same temptations and the same
opportunities. Yet her going forth as a missionary was
the outcome of no sudden impulse, made no violent
wrench from that early life, but was rather the fruitage
of its blossom, the full application of the principle on
which she had always tried to act, of giving not merely
her substance but herself to others in every possible
way, and wherever the need was greatest ; and thus
most truly, though most unostentatiously, selling all
that she had for Christ's sake by reckoning it not
her own.
Of the forty-five months which elapsed between her
departure from England in October 1893 and her death,
five were spent at home, and three on the three journeys
to and fro ; three were spent in travel during short
vacations in India. The remaining thirty-four were
months of incessant labour, of which four and a half
were spent at St. Hilda's, Lahore ; four on the Jhelum
and at Gulmarg, Kashmir ; and twenty-five and a half
in Srinagar — viz. eight in " the Barracks," five and
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a half in the Zenana House, and twelve at Holton
Cottage.
In this period of less than three years she mastered
Urdu and Kashmiri, and made some progress in Hindi ;
and she diligently instructed in the faith of the Gospel
five different classes of people : children of Europeans,
through Sunday schools ; Eurasians, especially women
and children ; her own servants, mostly Mohammedans ;
Kashmiri schoolboys, mostly Hindus ; and zenana
women, Hindu and Mohammedan, of many different
degrees socially and intellectually. Her musical and
artistic powers were turned to account to secure friends
and funds for the work in a variety of ways ; her pen
spoke of it to many at home both in magazine articles
and in private letters. And though she never allowed
herself to be drawn into society to the hindrance of
her work, the recollection of her intercourse with
" station people " made a resident in India assert
that looking only at her influence on her compatriots,
one could never say that her life had been thrown
away. Short as her career was, it was long enough
to lead a former clerical secretary of the C.M.S. to
write thus : " I was fully expecting that through God's
grace working upon her great natural abilities, attain-
ments, and physical health, she would in a few years
have become an inspiring missionary leader throughout
North India."
But just when " the hope of unaccomplished years "
seemed brightest, the summons hence came, swiftly,
silently, most unexpectedly, and (as another writes)
"the sudden and pathetic close to that young and
beautiful life deeply touched all who heard of it."
" Our lost Irene, . . . alas ! that untimely death should
cut her off in her self-devotion before the world had
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reaped the full benefit of her powers," writes an able
university woman, who had been her teacher at school,
thinking of the fair head, the skilful hand, the active
brain, the warm heart laid low in a desolate grave of
outlandish Tibet. Oh, the pity of it ! the bitter dis-
appointment as well as the unspeakable sorrow, not
for interrupted enjoyment but for baffled achievement !
The world which credits what is done
Is cold to all that might have been.
We think of other valuable missionary lives cut off,
of George Pilkington dying at thirty-three, Harold
Schofield at thirty-two, Henry Martyn [and Henry
Watson Fox at thirty-one, Ion Keith Falconer at thirty,
William Fremantle and David Brainerd at twenty-nine,
Graham Wilmot Brooke at twenty-seven. The question
of Iscariot rises to our lips, " To what purpose is this
waste ? " Then we remember that the Lord Himself
died before He had accomplished the years of one
generation, and yet He said, " I cast out devils and
perform cures to-day and to-morrow, and the third
day I am perfected." It is enough for the disciple that
he be as his Teacher. Irene's missionary career was
about as long as the earthly ministry of her Divine
Master, and the recognised results of the living and
dying of the young missionaries just recalled encourage
us to believe that the oblation of her life will likewise
not have been made in vain.
" Let no one say that Irene wasted her brilliant gifts
in a remote heathen land. She offered her all on the
altar of love to Him for Whom she was a messenger,"
says one published obituary. " We looked forward to
the great help in God's kingdom which would surely
come from one so earnest and so richly gifted. And
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now she has offered life itself; and for herself, what a
blessed end to a lovely life ! " says a private letter ; and
another correspondent most simply expresses the object
of this record, " May what you are writing of your
dear sister serve to light many a pilgrim homeward
and to quicken the lingering ! " "A soldier's daughter,
she has died upon the field of battle in the holy war
against ignorance and superstition, and has received
the crown of glory and honour and immortality,"
writes yet another, who had been her father's friend.
Hers was one of three lives of European missionaries
laid down for Kashmir, all too soon, men would say.
William Elmslie sleeps at Gujerat, on the battlefield
where a crowning victory secured the Punjab for
Britain ; Fanny Butler was the first to be laid in the
Christian cemetery on the Sheikh Bagh at Srinagar ;
Irene Petrie rests below the stony desert, outside the
weird Buddhist city of Leh, at the heart of the Hima-
layas, in Central Asia, than which the whole world
hardly contains a more spiritually destitute region.
So, in 1844, did the dear dust of the pioneer Ludwig
Krapfs young wife claim for Christ what was fifty-six
years ago a wilderness of heathendom in Eastern
Equatorial Africa, where to-day are to be found
hundreds of churches and thousands of Christians
God grant that such history may repeat itself ere long
on the northern confines of the Indian Empire !
I am indebted to the C.M.S., the C.E.Z.M.S., and
many missionaries in Kashmir for information, and to
many friends for loan of letters, etc. I have felt at
liberty to condense freely letters and journals quoted,
without always breaking up the text to indicate un-
important omissions, only taking care that the writer's
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statements are in no way misrepresented by such
abridgment. Quotations of Holy Scripture are, as a
rule, from the Revised Version. A short Glossary,
taken from Craven's Urdu Dictionary, obviates perpetual
explanation of terms familiar to those in any degree
acquainted with India.
I am indebted to Miss Alice Hughes for the frontis-
piece, and to Mr. Geofifroy Millais for several photographs
of Kashmir.
Mary L. G. Carus-Wilson.
Hanover Lodge, Kensington Park, London, W.
May, 1900.
TO THE EVER DEAR MEMORY OF
IRENE ELEANORA VERITA PETRIE,
OF THE CHURCH MISSIONARY SOCIETY,
YOUNGEST DAUGHTER OF COLONEL MARTIN PETRIE,
■WHO GAVE HERSELF TO THE EVANGELISATION
OF KASHMIR, APRIL, 1S94, AND RESTED FROM
HER LABOURS IN THE MORNING OF HER LIFE
AT LEH, IN TIBET, ON AUGUST 6tH, 1897.
How beautiful upon the mountains are the feet of them
that preach the Gospel of Peace.
^Inscription on Tablet in St. Mary Abbots Parish Church, Kensington.)
xiv
IRENE
The poet-painter's heaven-taught eye could see
An angel, then a human face he sought
Through which God's radiant messenger might be
Shown to his fellows ; and the image caught
In a child they called " the Sunbeam." So he wrought
Two poem-pictures of the little maid,
One as the blue-eyed playmate he had taught,
One as his visioned angel ; and displayed
On both one word, her name, Peace, as in Greek 'tis said.
The prophet-painter's heaven-taught eye had seen
That child's high destiny, when her he drew
With bright hair flowing over robes of sheen
Gilding the distant landscape's sombre hue ;
And seven stars — light's perfection — in the blue
Of heaven above her brow ; and in her hands
The cross-clasped Book of highest truth she knew,
And virgin Lily that unconquered stands
Till purity and truth have cleansed all the lands.
True artist, like true poet, is a seer;
He sees, and makes us see, the tender rays
That lit a vanished past, and he can hear,
As prophet, music of the coming days ;
Reading a life-work in a child's rapt gaze.
My eyes upon his painting, my heart goes
With that fair child, grown woman, as she lays
At God's feet all she is and has, for those
Hailing her their Peace-Angel 'mid the Himalayan snows.
CONTENTS
FREFACE.
PAGK
vii
CHAPTER I
CHILDHOOD AND SCHOOLDAYS
Birth— Parentage— Home— Sunshine and Shadow— Early Religious
Life—School— First-class Honours— Love of Art and Music . i
CHAPTER n
HOME LIFE
Coming Out— Foreign Travel— Her Mother's Death— Social Life and
Influence— Sunday School Teaching— First in all England-
Temperance Work— The Children's Scripture Union and the
Factory Helpers' Union— Classes in the College by Post-
Versatility of Character i8
CHAPTER III
THE CALL
An Unexpected Announcement — The Children's Missionary Maga-
zine and its Editor—" Come with Me to China"— The St. Mary
Abbots Missionary Union — Growth of Practical Interest in the
C.M.S.— The Mite-Givers' Guild— Missionary Addresses— Desire
Ripening into Resolve— Her Father's Death— The Way
Opened 4°
xviii CONTENTS
CHAPTER IV
GOING FORTH
PAGE
Mitcham — The Willows — Valedictory Meeting — Voyage in the Car-
thage— Bombay — Jeypore — Agra — Delhi — Meerut — Lahore . 54
CHAPTER V
A WINTER IN LAHORE
The Punjab — First Impressions of India — Analysis of its Population
— The Eurasians — St. Hilda's Diocesan Home — Sunday School
Classes — Women's Bible Class — G.F.S. Class — Band of Hope
— First Mohammedan Pupil — Urdu Study — Social Distractions
and Missionary Aspirations — A Retrospect — A Vision of the
Goal — Four Visits to Amritsar — C.M.S. Missionary in Local
Connexion — Subsequent History of St. Hilda's . . .72
CHAPTER VI
KASHMIR
Its Natural Beauty — Its Ancient Civilisation — Under Native Princes
— Under the Moguls — Under the Sikhs — Political Kashmir —
Geographical Kashmir— The Kashmiris — Srinagar — Religious
Historj' — Buddhism — Hinduism — Mohammedanism — Rustum
Gari and its Tradition — A Generation of C.M.S. Effort — List of
Kashmir Missionaries — The Medical Mission — Elmslie and His
Successors — The C.E.Z.M.S. in Kashmir — Dr. Fanny Butler and
the John Bishop Hospital — First Efforts to Reach the Zenanas —
Hindrances — Encouragements — Needs 106
CHAPTER VII
A QUIET SUMMER
Journey into Kashmir — Encampment on the Dal Lake — Introduction
to the Work there, and Invitation to Share in It — At Gunderbal
and Gulmarg — Urdu Study — Renunciation and its Reward —
Correspondence with Home Friends and Influence on Them —
Annual Letter to the College by Post 134
CONTENTS xix
CHAPTER VIII
FIRST WINTER IN SRINAGAR
PAGE
Welcome — A Hard Winter — Urdu Again— The Zenana System— Its
Origin and Results — The Aims of the Zenana Missionary —
Daily Routine — Sketches of Hindu, Silch, and Mohammedan
Pupils — Srinagar Policemen — The C.M.S. Hospital — Kashmiri
Christians — English Sunday School — The Leper Asylum — A
Christmas Party — Another Letter to the College by Post . i6i
CHAPTER IX
A SUMMER AT HOME
Adventurous March through the Mountains — Urdu Examination —
A Trying Journey — Pleading the Cause of Kashmir in Public
and in Private, in London and in the Country — A Highland
Holiday — C.M.S. Missionary in Full Connexion — Valedictory
Meeting — Penshurst — A Last Glimpse — Rome — A Prosperous
Voyage and Happy Return 196
CHAPTER X
SECOND WINTER IN SRINAGAR
The Missionary's Daily Life — Its Happiness and its Hardships —
Holton Cottage — Alone among the Zenanas — The new C.E.Z.
House — C.E.Z. Reinforcements — Sheaves from the Hazara —
Sketches of Zenana Pupils of all Degrees—" Have you many
True Conversions ? " , , . . . . . . . 218
CHAPTER XI
WITH THE BOYS OF KASHMIR
Educational Missionary Work — A Group of Schools — Their Masters,
their Scholars, their Aims, and their Results — An Eastertide
Outing on the Wular — The Niki Mem and her Pundit Pupils —
The Longest Shikari on the Jhelum 246
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CHAPTER XII
THIRD WINTER IN SRINAGAR
PAGE
Dedication of St. Luke's and of All Saints' — Relations between the
Anglo-Indians and the C.M.S. Missionaries — In the Zenanas —
The Story of Yetchgam ^ The Last Christmas — Kashmiri
Examination — The Last Easter — " When the Fruit is Ripe " '. 266
CHAPTER XIII
THE LAST JOURNEY
Kashmir as a Base of Operations — The Moravian Mission at Leh —
The Route from Srinagar to Leh — Journal of the March —
Arri%'al at Leh — " Like a Tired Child" — In the God's Acre . 301
CHAPTER XIV
AN INSPIRING MEMORY
Lamentation for her Death — Inspiration from her Life — The Inas-
much Society — The Irene Petrie Memorial Fund — Canada and
Kashmir — Seedtime Still — A Prophetic Coin . , . .331
LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS
IRENE PETRIE (OCTOBER, 1 893) Frontispiece
To face page
IRENE PETRIE (.MARCH, 1885) 18
MAP OF KASHMIR I06
SRINAGAR : THE FOURTH BRIDGE, HARI PARBAT, AND IN THE
DISTANCE KOTWAL AND HARAMUK Ill
THE DAL LAKE AT GAGRIBAL 144
THE MAHARAJA PASSING THE C.M.S. SCHOOL ON HIS STATE
ENTRY INTO SRINAGAR 161
HOLTON COTTAGE . • 224
PUNDIT OARSMEN : THE FIRST SCHOOL FOUR AND THE " FANNY " 259
ST. LUKE'S CHURCH AND THE C.M.S. HOSPITAL .... 267
HIGH STREET, LEH 3°^
GLOSSARY
Ayah, lady's maid.
Bngh, garden, orchard.
Bai, lady.
Bawarchi, cook.
Bazar, market.
Bliojaii, hymn.
Bhisti, water-carrier.
Cliaddar, veil.
Chapati, thin cake.
Chappar, oar, paddle.
Chaprasi, servant, messenger.
Charpai, bedstead.
Chaukidar, watchman.
Chota hazri, little breakfast.
Choti, little.
Coolie, porter.
i)rt>& 6?<»^a/ow, post-house; set up
at all posting stages by Govern-
ment to accommodate travellers
at fixed rates.
Dali, basket, gift.
Darzi, tailor.
Dastur, custom.
Dhobi, washerman.
Dunga, covered boat.
Durbar, court, reception.
Faqir, religious mendicant.
Cart, carriage.
Ghat, landing-place.
Guru, spiritual guide, teacher.
Hanji, boatman.
Kafir, infidel.
Khansaman, steward,
Khiduiatgar, butler.
Maidvi, learned man (Mohamme'
dan).
Mihtar, sweeper.
Munshi, teacher,
Pakka, complete, mature, first-rate.
Parwana, order, pass, warrant.
Puja, adoration.
Pundit, learned man (Hindu).
Pir, saint (Mohammedan).
Purdah, curtain.
Rais, nobleman, chief.
Razai, quilt.
Rishi, saint, hermit (Hindu).
Sahib log, ruling people, British.
Sari, woman's dress.
Shikari, light, open boat.
Syce or sais, groom.
Thanadar, head constable.
Tiffin, luncheon.
Tovga, small, two-wheeled car-
riage.
Wala^ agent, fellow.
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CHAPTER I
CHILDHOOD AND SCHOOLDAYS
Fair seedtime had my soul, and I grew up
Fostered alike by beauty and by fear.
Wordsworth, Prelude.
A YOUNG mother was sitting by the fire in the winter
twilight with her latest born, the Christmas gift, on
whom she had bestowed the name of Irene, echoing the
angels' song of peace on earth. Suddenly, sharp sorrow came
to her in news of the death of one to whose care she had
been committed in girlhood, and from whom she had received
her education. Then fond hopes for the two months' babe
in her arms blended with grateful reminiscence of a gifted
woman who had found leisure, amid her professional work,
for pleading, with a facile and skilful pen, the cause of the
lapsed masses at home and of the unevangelised heathen
abroad, irt days when only a few knew or cared about the
need of either. And even as the spirit of Mary Barber
passed, a double portion of it seemed to fall on the uncon-
scious infant of her favourite pupil, when the mother's
aspirations, memories, and regrets merged in fervent prayer
for her child, which found words in a quaintly simple
hymn, —
May'st thou grow to know and fear Him,
Love and serve Him all thy days ;
Then go dwell for ever near Him,
See His Face and sing His praise.
I
2 IRENE PETRIE
The babe thus secretly dedicated to God even before she
was received into the Church in baptism, grew up to fulfil her
mother's highest hopes as the flower of her flock, grew up
to devote herself with unflagging zeal to the needy at home
and to the needier abroad ; and now (in the words of a
living author, a near neighbour of hers) "she is receiving
the reward of all her good and faithful service in the army
of the Lord from the hands of the Master she loved so dearly,
and for love of Whom she not only gave up home and ease
and comfort and the companionship of those nearest and
dearest to her on earth, but even /ife itself; and such a life —
so rich in gifts and accomplishments, so full of enthusiasm
and energy, so surrounded by friendship and affection I "
Irene Eleanora Verita Petrie was the youngest of the
three daughters of Colonel Martin Petrie, and was born at
Hanover Lodge, Kensington Park, the only home she ever
knew. Thence her father had taken as his bride Eleanora
Grant Macdowall, and thither they had presently returned to
bring up their family and end their days. We must glance
at Irene's heredity and early environment, since it is now a
truism that no character or career can be understood without
ascertaining these two things.
Colonel Petrie was of Scottish descent, son of Commissary
General William Petrie, and Margaret, daughter of Henry
Mitton, of The Chase, Enfield, of the same Norman stock
as the De Myttons of Shropshire. General Petrie served
in Egypt, Italy, and France during the Napoleonic Wars, and
after his marriage settled at The Manor House, King's Langley,
his son's birthplace. Later on he held appointments at
Lisbon and the Cape of Good Hope, and lived during his
last years mainly in Italy and Germany. Irene's father there-
fore spent most of his youth abroad, and his first few years
in the army were passed in North America. Returning
thence in 1855, under orders to proceed to the Crimea, he
CHILDHOOD AND SCHOOLDAYS 3
earned the title of " The Hero of the Vesta " by saving that
vessel with all on board, when, already severely damaged
by icefloes, she was caught in a terrific storm. The crew
became utterly demoralised, and the rest of the passengers
gave themselves up for lost, when the cool courage and
mechanical skill and inventiveness of one young officer came
to the rescue. He repaired the pumps, made the soldiers
under his command work them, and calked the deck, the
furious sea washing over him as he did it. So lacerated
were his hands, that on reaching England he was put on
the sick list, instead of going to the front. Soon afterwards
he entered the Royal Staff College, and passed out as the
first on the list. An appointment at what was in those
days called the Topographical Department of the War Office
followed, and here he wrote a standard work in three volumes
on TAe Strength^ Composition, and Organisation of the Armies
of Europe., and another work on The Organisation, Composi-
tion, and Strength of the Army of Great Britain, which
reached a fifth edition ; and for the probably unique period
of eighteen years (1864-82) he was Examiner in Military
Administration at the Royal Staff College. He exchanged
to the 97th Regiment when the 14th went abroad ; and his
family lived in London continuously, seeing less of the world
than many officers' children, but enjoying a constant inter-
course with both parents, which was doubtless the most
valuable part of their education.^
Colonel Petrie married the youngest child of William Mac-
dowall, of Woolmet House, Midlothian, and Louisa Helen,
daughter of Sir William Dunbar, Bart., of Durn, the last of
an old Banffshire family. William Macdowall was captain
in the 33rd Regiment when the Duke of Wellington was
• These particulars of Colonel Petrie are taken mainly from The
Dicticniary of National Biography. A full account of the saving of the
Vesia appeared in Good Words for April, 1899.
4 IRENE PETRIE
its colonel, and like Irene's other grandfather, served in the
Napoleonic Wars. He was the only son of John Macdowall,
of Woolmet, who had distinguished himself as a captain
in the Inniskilling Dragoons during the Seven Years' War,
and vv'ho was the younger son of William Macdowall, of
Garthland and Castle Semple, head of the family which now
represents the Mac Dhu Alan (or " Sons of the Dark
Stranger "), who were once Kings of Galloway. The Dunbars
of Durn were lineal descendants of the Earls of March and
Dunbar. Patrick, tenth earl, had married the redoubtable
' Black Agnes," daughter of Thomas Randolph, Earl of
Murray, the most notable comrade-in-arms of Robert the
Bruce, and their son married Princess Marjorie, daughter of
Robert II., the Bruce's grandson.
Irene's mother was born in Scotland and educated in
England, as her father died when she was a child, and
Mrs. Macdowall then came to London, and after her elder
children had married and dispersed, moved from Montagu
Square to Kensington Park with her youngest daughter.
Afterwards Mrs. Macdowall, till her death at the age of
almost fourscore years and ten, lived with the son-in-law,
who had made Hanover Lodge his home. Her memory,
as that of one singularly beautiful and beloved, and from
early years a most faithful and humble Christian, was a potent
influence in the lives of her descendants. They also
cherished the memory of Sir William Dunbar, to whom she
had been born when he had passed the allotted span of three-
score years and ten, and who had named her after the wife
of Prince Charles Edward, in commemoration of his devoted
allegiance as a young man to the House of Stuart. They
liked to think that their great grandfather had dared to fight
on the unpopular side of the legitimate king; and among
familiar objects in their home were pictures and furniture
rescued from the old house of Durn when it was looted by
CHILDHOOD AND SCHOOLDAYS 5
the soldiers of the Duke of Cumberland. They heard how
the loyal subject had been loyal Christian also, and had
left as his last testimony the words, "I die under the cross
of Christ."
The three little girls at Hanover Lodge, who never had a
brother, thoroughly enjoyed their childhood. They were
carefully kept out of the stress and fever of metropolitan life,
and in their home there was an almost old fashioned quietude.
Its rooms were not littered with gossiping newspapers and
sensational novels of the hour, but lined with the sober
russet of massively bound classics. Their mother had
inherited an excellent library from her father, who, though
a soldier and not a scribe, was a well-read and accom-
plished man, a friend of Sir Walter Scott and kindred
intellectual lights in the Athens of the North ; while
many really old books around them testified to love of
literature in yet more remote forebears. In the evenings
they sat by their father while he read Scott or other great
fiction, or selections from many books that would not
have been put into their hands then. Both parents taught
them the history of their own days, as told in The Times,
Illustrated London News, etc. Of the history of the past
they were enthusiastic and by no means unbiassed students.
It was no mere lesson to be learned before they could go
to play, but a very real panorama of deed and conflict in
which they took sides, and about the issue of which they
excited themselves not a little. They honoured Wallace
and Bruce as heartily as they detested Edward I., and
believed that Bannockburn was the most glorious of battles,
for Scottish blood outweighed residence in England. At
any rate, they acquired the habit of looking beyond their
own small concerns and trivial incidents in the lives of
their neighbours for subjects of thought and talk.
Londoner as she was, Irene learned to love nature and
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to delight in animals and flowers. Hanover Lodge had
its own small garden, and from the rugged elms beyond
it, survivors of old Kensington Park, many thrushes and
other birds sang. Part of every year was spent either at
the seaside, and especially at Sandgate, when the 97th
was quartered at Dover Castle, or at the vicarages of
maternal uncles who held country livings in Wiltshire,
Yorkshire, and Nottinghamshire.
Another uncle, Major Gregory Lewis Way, had fought
under Lord Gough in the Punjab, and his gallant conduct
at the Battle of Chillianwallah had been specially mentioned
in the despatches. He was married for less than four years
to a beautiful and talented elder sister of Irene's mother.
Widower for more than thirty years, and childless, he gave
himself to the encouragement of many philanthropic works,
and gathered together in his home, Wick Hall, near
Brighton, such religious leaders as the Rev. W. Hay
M. Aitken, Lord Radstock, Miss Catherine Marsh,
Mr. D. L. Moody, and the founders of the Keswick
Convention. The quick wit and keen insight into character
of a former man of action blended with the devotion and
benevolence of a recluse in one who stood out always as
a type of the warrior saint, and he was Irene's only personal
link to India.
As a child, fair-haired Irene was called "the Sunbeam."
The two words oftenest used to describe her as a girl in
many letters of reminiscence are bright and sweet. "I
thought hers was the happiest face I had ever seen," writes
one who saw her once only, and the face reflected an un-
usually happy youth. But to understand what she became,
one must know that its happiness was not unclouded.
In its first decade the black cloud of death swept between
her and her sister, Evelyn Martina de Mytton Petrie, who
died at the age of twelve. She was a gentle and most
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engaging child, whose promise of intellectual gifts is indicated
by the haunting music of some stanzas she penned, and whose
life was as white and fragrant as the jasmine blossom always
associated with her. That was a sorrow too deep for words.
God only knew how each member of the suddenly bereaved
family mourned in secret ; and the extreme youth of the
sensitive Irene did not save her from the most poignant grief.
In 1897, within eleven weeks of her own death, she wrote
concerning " our cherished sister," words which may be quoted
as peculiarly applicable to herself also : " Happiness and
brightness were characteristic of her, and there was an absence
of conventional religious talk that made the occasional un-
veiling of her deep spirituality the more striking, and gave it
a wonderfully attractive power. . . . That perfectly lovely
little life always holds its central place in memory whenever
one is reminded of the growing number of friends departed
this life in His faith and fear."
Almost as soon as Irene entered upon the second decade
of her life clouds of quite a different kind began to gather
on the horizon. The soldier's profession is notoriously not
a lucrative one, but both her grandfathers were well off by
inheritance, both her grandmothers were heiresses, and all
the surroundings of her childhood suggested easy circum-
stances. And then came years of heavy loss and of
growing apprehension of yet greater loss. The story of
a gentleman taken ruthless advantage of because he be-
lieved others to be as honourable as he was himself is too
complex and too incredible in some of its details, though
too sadly true, to be told here ; and as her father freely forgave
those who had wronged him most deeply, silence is best.
But these adversities must be referred to, because, though
Irene was too young to enter fully into them, they left an
impress on her whole after-life, and this period of trouble and
fear was to her a time of spiritual education in the highest
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sense. Sydney Smith once said that England is the one
country in the world in which poverty is reckoned a crime.
Irene in earliest girlhood came face to face with the question,
" What would life be worth to me if we were actually poor ? "
Once for all she learned the lesson of the uncertainty of
earthly things; that riches take to themselves wings; that a
man's life consisteth not in the abundance of the things which
he possesseth.
As soon as she was fifteen she began to keep a diary,
a habit maintained to the last week of her life. It is a
mere record of what she did from day to day, with rare
adjectives and still rarer expressions of feeling, but it has,
of course, helped greatly towards an accurate biography.
In all its pages there are but three references to the shadow
over her home, but these private memoranda of a healthy,
high-spirited young girl, whose gifts and capacity for enjoyment
made the desire to have " a good time " a peculiarly strong
temptation to her at the threshold of life, are significant
enough to be quoted : —
*^ January isf. — The most unhappy New Year's Day I can
remember."
A few months later : " It is better to walk in the dark with
God than to go alone in the light."
On a never-to-be-forgotten day of averted calamity :
"Psalm xlvi. i, 'God is our refuge and strength, a very
present help in trouble.'"
She was just grown up when the cloud rolled away, and
her parents found themselves, not indeed in affluence, but
in that condition of having neither poverty nor riches which
the wise Agur took to be the happiest condition, since those
who have neither the anxious responsibilities of wealth nor the
harassing cares of straitened means are of all people most
free to live their lives as they will and to turn all their powers
to account. One fact illustrates her parents' character too well
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to be omitted. This sufficiency of means was in part the
result, in a way none could have foreseen or imagined, of
their disinterested conduct many years before in persistently
refusing the Benjamin's portion which Mrs. Macdowall wished
to bestow on the daughter who had been the comfort of her
old age.
The two shadows that fell on Irene's early days left her
with no tinge of sadness, still less of bitterness, but with a
deep sense of the seriousness of life, and of our stewardship
for everything we own, since it is "our Lord's money"; with
a peculiarly tender affection for both her parents, and a
true-hearted sympathy for the unsuccessful and unfortunate;
above all, with a childlike trust in God ; so that when success
and popularity came to her they did not intoxicate her, even
in the first glow of abundant young life.
For " the amazing vitality of that child " was what struck
people most; about her there was none of the demure,
self-conscious meekness that to the sentimental suggests
the youthful saint, to the cynical the immature prig.
But the above quotations from her diary are enough to show
how deep were the early religious impressions, of which we
must now speak.
Using St. Paul's phrase, she might be described as serving
God " from her forefathers." There is no story of a sudden
conversion, no journal recording her walk with God kept in
a secret place during the writer's lifetime, only to be printed
after her death for all who care to read. Religious sayings
never came glibly from her lips, and one remembers her
childish recoil from some types of blatant and dogmatic piety,
her precipitate flight from a noted "evangelist" of the
" Plymouth " persuasion, who waylaid her with searching
personal questions when he and she were fellow-guests in
her uncle's house. Still water running very deep was the
current of her inner life : she lived her religion, she did not
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talk about it ; her whole career was her testimony to the
hope that was in her, and its best record is the worn little
Bible in daily use from childhood, which she was reading
through for ths eleventh time when her summons hence came.
The neatness and care of the numerous marks on its every
page are as characteristic of the writer as their intelligence.
From infancy she responded to the thorough religious
instruction of her mother ; when still a child she came
strongly under the influence of Dr. Maclagan, Vicar of
Kensington, now Archbishop of York, and of his successor,
the Hon. and Rev. E. C. Glyn, now Bishop of Peterborough,
who prepared her for confirmation. When her diary begins,
Dr. Maclagan had for some time been Bishop of i Lichfield,
but he frequently revisited his old parish, and all these visits
are anticipated and chronicled in the diary with the ex-
travagant homage of a romantic child. Besides attending
St. Mary Abbots on Sundays and week by week recording
the gist of the sermons she heard there, she went regularly
to Mr. Glyn's Friday afternoon Bible class for girls, and to
the Saturday devotional meeting, writing out full notes and
answering all questions given. So quietly began her pre-
paration for taking hereafter every day several Bible classes in
different languages. Worthy of note is her enduring affection
for St. Mary Abbots, from the days she wrote in her childish
diary, "The sweet church looked so lovely," and so forth,
to the day, little more than a fortnight before her death,
when she warmly acknowledged the last gift she ever re-
ceived, some photographs of it sent by an old schoolfellow.
As is often the case, she reflected some characteristics of
her place of worship. Its fine architecture and perfect music
trained her aesthetic capacities ; the largeness of view and variety
of interests inevitable in a church which had been a centre
of religious life for eight hundred years encouraged wide
sympathies and made her religion broadly intelligent and
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deeply devotional, rather than partisan or controversial. Re-
pelled alike by the trivialities of the very High, by the
crudities of the very Low, and by the aridities of the very
Broad, she gladly sat at the feet of all who loved the Lord
in sincerity. An attempt to name those from v/hom, in
pulpit or printed page, she learned most, and of whom she
spoke with most esteem, would bring together men of God
as diverse as Bishop Westcott, Canon Body, Bishop Phillips
Brooks, Professor Henry Drummond, Professor H. C G.
Moule, and Mr. D. L. Moody.
The story of Irene's education suggests the thought that
the temptation to live to ourselves which comes to us all
comes very differently to different people. From the idle
self-indulgence of the girl who said she was so glad they had
introduced golf because it gave one something to do with
one's mornings, Irene was saved by an ability and ambition
that enabled her to succeed in more pursuits than some even
attempt, and compelled her to strive always for the first
place. Her special temptation was to use life to achieve and
to win applause. Though she lived among books, she was
neither bookworm nor omnivorous reader. But she worked
steadily through a limited quantity of real literature, first of
all as member of a reading society, joined when she was
about twelve years old. Little and good was her lifelong
rule for reading, and she used to say that the reform she
would advocate would be the destruction of all second- and
third-rate novels and magazines. Certainly for her those
widely read productions were printed in vain. This preference
for the best intellectual society was at once the effect and
cause of her having (as one friend says) " a beautiful mind."
She showed a curious nimbleness in possessing herself of
the contents of the volumes that people about her were read-
ing, so that her knowledge of books extended far beyond
those she actually perused; and irfiportant factors in her
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general education, even before she went to school, were visits
to the South Kensington Museum, and to picture-galleries
and concerts, especially popular concerts at St. James's Hall
and oratorios at the Albert Hall.
Her first taste of success was through prizes won when she
was fifteen for essays and illuminations in connection with
a magazine for young people. So far she had been taught
by governesses and masters at home, her father also giving
her regular instruction, chiefly in drawing and mathematics,
and her mother reading general literature with her. Her
sister had been sent to a " finishing " school at Brighton ; but
Irene protested that if she were thus separated from her mother
she would run away. She was, however, so much attracted
by the air and expression of some of the girls attending the
Notting Hill High School that she asked to become one
of them. It is second to none of the Public Day Schools
for Girls that have wrought such a salutary revolution in
female education, and novel as the idea was, her parents,
instead of repudiating it, made acquaintance with the school
and its head mistress, Miss H. M. Jones, and the result was
that Irene enjoyed two most happy and profitable year& there.
Her six reports speak of steady growth in power of thought
and highly satisfactory conduct ; and in each there is the
monotonous entry: "absent — never," "late — never." Her
first term was spent in the " Fifth Remove," and at its close
she was at the head of the class, being " first with honours "
in four out of the five examinations she took. She was at
once promoted to the Sixth Form, a picked class in every
sense, and was for some time its "baby." Here she took
altogether twenty-eight examinations, passing " in honours "
in twenty-one, and heading the list in eleven. She was
working for the Cambridge Higher Local Examinations at
school, and after leaving, completed her certificate in 1S84.
It tells that she won first-class honours in two out of her
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three groups, and gained "distinctions" in seven out of
her ten subjects. She was one of three examinees in all
England in her year who were " distinguished " in each of the
three branches of the history group. Her examiners stated
in their report that she promised to excel in literature.
But beyond contributing occasional articles to magazines, she
attempted little with her pen afterwards ; probably because
she expressed herself most naturally in two other ways, as
will be presently told.
These things are mentioned to show that she took to
India, besides religious zeal and knowledge of religious truth,
a trained mind (and nowhere is it more needed than in the
mission field), and that faithfulness in little things prepared
her for being entrusted with a share in greater things.
One remembers her yearnings to excel, her unsparing effort,
her reaction of despondency when, on the eve of some
examination, she asserted that she had no chance, her
brilliant success, and delight in winning the good opinion
of those she cared for, and then her immediate eagerness
after some new endeavour.
With several of her schoolfellows she formed warm and
lasting friendships. And Miss Jones, who describes the an-
nouncement of Irene's death, seen casually in the newspaper
at a foreign hotel, as one of the greatest shocks she ever
had, writes of her thus : *' She died fighting the battle with
heathenism and idolatry. Her devotion and enthusiasm
carried her beyond her strength. Dear Irene ! She was
so clever, so noble, and so good! We feel that we cannot
spare such women."
Her class mistress. Miss Lewis, B.Sc. Lond. (now Mrs.
G. T. Pilcher), who kindly gave her special help for her
examinations out of school hours, says : " Irene's loss
in the maturity of her powers was a great one. I
was much impressed with her capacity when she was my
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pupil. . . . Never have I had a pupil who assimilated ideas
more rapidly; her work was so, accurate, so thorough, and
so voluminous. . . . The same spirit of persistent ardour
ran through everything she did; and being joined to a
tenacious memory, gave her remarkable powers of acquisition."
Such was the enduring impression Irene made on two
ladies to whom she was one of several hundred keen, hard-
working girls whom they had taught years before. When
she took a fancy to any branch of knowledge or of practical
skill, her alert intellect enabled her to absorb information
or to acquire facility in doing with unusual speed. But
she never professed to be able to " grind " at an uncongenial
subject, or to be one of the community of clever women.
That she wore "lightly like a flower" any "weight of learn-
ing " she had is seen, for instance, from these words, written
by Mrs. Thornton, wife of the Archdeacon of Middlesex,
a near neighbour of hers : " I was one of those who greatly
admired your dear sister. She was so sweet and so very
unselfish and retiring that I don't think people generally
gave her credit for all her cleverness, or for the power that
was in her."
Though her school life had brought her into sympathy with
many modern ideas and movements, it had not demolished
the romantic traditions of her childhood. Some years later
we find her attending the service for King Charles the Martyr
at St. Margaret Pattens on January 30th, and gathering all
the Jacobite friends and acquaintances she could discover
round some relics that she had been asked to lend to the
Stuart Exhibition.
"What is worth doing at all, is worth doing well," was
always her motto. There were, however, two pursuits to
which she gave herself with such a passionate ardour, that had
either claimed successfully her whole life, she must, in the
opinion of more than one good judge, have made herself a
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name through it. To many they are mere accomplishments
or even pastimes; to her they were arts, through which she
tasted the supreme joy of striving after the unattainable ideal.
She was just getting into her " teens " when she met in
a country house Mr. Edward Henry Corbould, and received
from him, given more in play than earnest, "an enchanting
drawing lesson." Friendship quickly grew up between the
enthusiastic child and the grey-headed artist, whose reputation
dated from days when the Empress Frederick, in early girl-
hood, was his pupil. For his own pleasure he sketched Irene
in her simple short frock, with her fair hair on her shoulders,
and from this sketch developed an exquisite ideal picture
of her as the Angel of Peace, which he asked her mother
to accept.^ He took a lively interest in her first efforts with
the brush, and lent her fascinating "properties" from his
studio. Henceforth she took up drawing and painting with
indefatigable zeal. At fifteen and sixteen her diary abounds
with such entries as : " Painted a lovely rose which sweet
gave me." "Box of lovely flowers from . Tried to paint
some of them." " Failed to paint a rose." She studied art
diligently with Miss Anna Jones, recognising that a good
artist must be made as well as born.
One remembers her delight in frequent gifts of country
flowers, and how she distributed them to sick or solitary
acquaintances, and to the laundry-women whom she addressed
during their dinner-hour ; how she decorated her home,
where no hand but hers ever arranged the flowers, and
reproduced the choicest blooms in the panels which she
designed there, and in the houses of one or two friends,
who highly appreciated this characteristic gift. She accom-
plished other good work in oil, but was perhaps most
successful in water-colour landscape. In addition to using
every opportunity brought by summer wanderings, she copied
' This picture is described in the poem on p. xv.
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the Turners in the National Gallery, preparing thus for that
most remunerative sketching in Kashmir which was the
crown of her artistic work. She was also fond of painting
on china, illuminating on vellum, and tracing out title-pages,
etc., with quaint lettering and decorative borders ; and
she executed some of her own floral designs in dainty
bits of embroidery for wedding gifts. To her aesthetic sense
of the fitness of things, rather than to mere soft delight in
luxury or vain joy in ostentation, may be attributed her in-
sistence on becoming attire and surroundings whose harmony
of form and colour should satisfy the eye. A dowdy garment
or a slovenly and tasteless room was a real trial to her, and
neither her intellectual ambition nor her manifold activities
would ever have turned her into a strongminded woman
of the useful but unattractive type that enjoys openly defying
the graceful frivolities and small elegancies of her sex.
Pictures of hers were exhibited more than once in London
and elsewhere. But as time went on, she numbered other
noted artists among her friends, and the high ideal thus
fostered made her increasingly diffident about her own
powers. A life-size portrait of her in oil, by Miss Kate
Morgan, hung in the principal room of the Royal Academy
Exhibition of 1890.
And pencil and brush were not her first love. From the
day that she trotted into the schoolroom, aged four, and most
unexpectedly asked for a piano lesson, to the day, the week
before she died, that she led the choral service in the gorge
at Kharbu, she had the very soul of music. She was so
musical that when tired physically, or depressed or over-
wrought mentally, she would play the "Moonlight" sonata
through from memory as a tonic and refreshment instead
of going to the sofa ; so musical that she got famished when
there was no good music about her. Working with a perse-
vering intensity that only real capacity makes possible, she
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became a finished pianist, who could go on, hour after hour,
without a note, through compositions she had not recalled
for months — fugues of Bach, sonatas of Beethoven, valses
of Chopin — as if she could never forget what she had once
learned. Her best beloved instrument was the organ built
for her mother in her girlhood. On both piano and organ
and in theory of music Mr. Henry Bird was her teacher.
She studied singing during seven years with Madame
Louise Cellini, and so pure-toned and powerful was her voice
that her instructress assured her it would have been well
worth her while to become a professional vocalist. "We
cannot realise that we shall never see her bright and happy
face, or hear her sweet voice again," writes a London friend ;
and a friend in Philadelphia speaks of her singing thus :
" Irene's singing always brought before me Goethe's ' She
sings as the bird sings ' — a certain little toss of the head
always brought to my mind the airy, happy grace of deer
or bird. It was unlike anything in anyone else ; as she
was unlike anyone else, her own individual, high, pure self,
showing externally her glorious ideal."
CHAPTER II
HOME LIFE
What is the meaning of the Christian life ?
Is it success or vulgar wealth or name ?
Is it a weary struggle, a mean strife,
For rank, low gains, ambition, or for fame ?
What sow we for ? The world ? For fleeting time ?
Or far-off harvests, richer, more sublime?
Lines transcribed by Irene into her copy of the
Life of Henry Martyn.
THE year 1885 was a particularly happy one for Irene.
On March i8th her mother presented her, and none
of the debutantes who kissed the Queen's hand that day
looked forward more radiantly than she to the joys of being
" out." She ingenuously admits in her diary that she enjoyed
her first parties "immensely," *' found them very amusing," and
so forth. Then at an age when the child's power of over-
flowing delight blends with the adult's power of appreciation,
she went abroad for the first time, and travelled with parents
and sister in Belgium, Germany, Switzerland, and Italy.
Geography had been from early childhood an engrossing
study ; and in her girlish " Confessions " book she wrote that
concerts and traveUing were her favourite recreations, and that
her chief ambition was to go all over the world. It would
be hard to say whether art or nature, cathedrals or Alps,
picture-galleries or Italian lakes, gave her intenser happiness.
The album of her first tour, strongly imbued, hke all else
18
From a photo by Byrne &■ Co., Richmond.']
iFacins f- i8.
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from her deft hand, with her individuality, adds to the usual
photographs and maps marking routes, delicate water-colours
by her own brush and dried ferns and flowers from many
places.
Did this enjoyable year beguile her into worldliness ? The
conventional "worldliness" of going to balls and races and
theatres lay indeed outside her scheme of existence, for these
were questionable pleasures, best avoided and not hankered
after in an already full life ; but the less easily defined and con-
demned worldliness of suffering the unquestioned recreations
of travel, concerts, exhibitions, entertaining and being enter-
tained, to become almost insensibly one's sole occupation
might possibly have entangled her, had not 1886 begun with
a sorrow as great as it was sudden. On January 31st, after
only a fortnight's illness, and only a few hours of actual anxiety,
her dearly loved mother passed into the silence. The organ of
the Christian Women's Education Union, in acknowledging
the helpfulness of her " calm judgment and wise counsel,"
says : " Hers was an eminently quiet life, felt to be a strong
influence in her home for everything good." From the care-
fully kept record of her last words, one or two addressed to
her youngest child must be quoted here : " Keep up your
music and painting, and use them to the glory of God. . . .
I hope you will be very happy, and have many pleasures,
and think that I am with you in them. ... I hope you
may have many Christian friends, and take up real work for
God. . . . Always try to remember the one great object of
life, and seek to influence others for Jesus. Count every
day when you have not done so a lost day. . . . May my
little one be kept very close to Jesus, and unspotted from
the world."
Almost twelve years later an intimate friend, who knew
nothing about these last words, wrote thus concerning Irene :
" Her course on earth was one that brought glory to God
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and blessing to everyone with whom she came in contact.
Her perfect unselfishness or selflessness seemed almost a
silent reproach to us, as well as her unworldliness of character.
She always gave me the idea of one satisfied — satisfied with
Christ, satisfied with the will of God, satisfied with the love
of God." The influence of those quiet months of mourning
will be referred to again later on.
But although Irene was not "of the world" she was "in
the world " always, even as we shall see in Kashmir. She was
never convinced that true Christians should hold entirely
aloof from ordinary social intercourse. Her father, who had
all the qualities that could make a guest welcome or a host
popular, greatly enjoyed society in the comparative leisure of
his later years. There are good people whose time seems to
be at the command of everyone except their nearest relatives ;
but the claim for companionship of the bereaved parent who
had been such a good father to her settled for Irene the
question of accepting many invitations that he cared about.
How much Irene herself was sought after may be inferred
from sentences of reminiscence written by three different
friends who often met her : " The lovely, sweet Irene ! I
can so well think of the beautiful countenance, and what a
happy time those days at Wick Hall were ! " "I always
think of Irene as a sunbeam, and that in this world is in
itself a great power of blessing." " Dear Irene was one of
the rare characters who unite much gentleness, sweetness,
and aff"ection with brilliant talents."
A magazine article by a writer who has since made her
mark in historical fiction contains a sketch of Irene, entitled
"a few personal glimpses of one who throughout her short
life was a helper of women in the truest sense." The first
of these may be given here. The occasion to which it
refers was a picnic in Epping Forest one sunny day in leafy
June, when her voice rang out in a spirited Jacobite ditty,
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and swept even the severest Whigs of the party into the
chorus of —
Speed, bonny boat, like a bird on the wing.
Onward, the sailors cry !
Carry the lad that is born to be king
Over the waves to Skye !
" I wish I could call up before the minds of my readers the
picture of Irene Petrie as I saw her first, four years ago, in
the midst of a merry gathering of friends, of which her youth
and vigour and joyous, gifted nature made her the life and
soul. The summer sunshine streaming round her seemed to
find its reflection in her bright face and golden hair as she
moved among us, equally ready to join with her quick wit in
every game proposed, or to sing at our request to her guitar,
or to withdraw into the background to talk to anyone who
might seem 'out in the cold.' Well born, talented, and
highly cultured, with an unusually large circle of friends,
among whom her charm of manner made her a universal
favourite, Irene Petrie truly had great gifts, and she not only
enjoyed them gratefully, as coming from a loving Father's
hand, but used them every one in His service."
Again, one remembers Irene at some large " at home,"
leading the animated talk of a gay young group, or sing-
ing such a song as Gliick's "Che faro senza Euridice" or
some majestic strain of Handel's with organ accompaniment,
wholly unconscious of the admiration roused not by her
voice only ; one remembers the maidenly dignity with which
in her own house she eluded compliments and adulation,
and placing herself beside some elderly or timid guest,
brought all her lively fancy to the entertaining of one
who might have been passed by as the most insignificant
person present; one remembers her the R/e of the whole
party in a country house, organising games on a wet day,
telling stories to the children, willing not only to play or sing
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herself as happily to an audience of one as to a roomful
of connoisseurs, but to show off someone else's playing or
singing to the best advantage as a thoroughly skilful and
sympathetic accompanist ; one remembers how many tempting
invitations she found no time to accept, and how invariably
she did find time to visit and cheer the friend living alone
drearily on narrow means, the old lady who was rather
deaf and therefore very dull, the invalid whose monotonous
days were seldom enlivened by a bright young face. Her
calling list abounded with people who had few callers; and
she was always glad to have those asked to the house who
could not ask again. " Being an invalid," says one friend,
" my sister cared little for going out ; but she always
enjoyed going to Hanover Lodge, for dear Irene made
everyone who came into the house so happy. She never
spoke about herself, she never seemed to think of herself
at all. She always appeared to me to be one of the holiest
and loveliest characters possible."
With the tendency to hero-worship latent in all natures
touched to fine issues, Irene delighted in the society of
those to whom she could look up; but quick sympathy,
unfailing tact, and feminine facility for making her companion
feel cleverer than herself caused her to be much liked by
many who were frankly unintellectual. This was partly
because, as one phrases it, " there was no self-consciousness
about her simple, sweet manner," and partly because, as
another says, " she had a sympathetic manner which attracted
you, and made you feel you could never forget her."
The note of distinction in all she did never made her
formidable to the least clever; and one does not remember
her stigmatising anybody as a " bore " ; rather she called
out of apparently commonplace people that which was not
commonplace. " Toadies " and flatterers she abhorred, and
those who trie4 to fawn on her had a very short shrift ; bu):
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she owned many real friends of quite humble station. She
could always put a shy or a dowdy person at their ease,
without appearihg to patronise them ; but no one could be
more haughtily unapproachable to an " uppish " or con-
ceited person. Even when she was a child the most
presumptuous could not dream of taking a liberty with her.
Lively and courageous, with a keen perception of character
and an almost embarrassing sense of the ludicrous, she
had little in common with the sentimental and rather weak-
minded type after which some foolishly suppose enthusiasts
for foreign missions to be moulded.
This may be read by those to whom social success for a
girl means what the world understands by a good marriage.
It may even be read by those coarse-minded enough to
imagine that a girl generally devotes herself to charitable or
religious work because she has had "a disappointment," or
because she has not been sought. Those who knew the
buoyant and heartwhole Irene could never associate such
thoughts with her. Others may as well be told directly that
she was sought more than once. To play the part of Lady
Clara Vere de Vere would have been impossible to her fine
sense of honour, and the gossips were always baffled. She
was sought but not won, for her taste was fastidious and
her ideal high; and just turned twenty she wrote in her
" Confessions " book that her " idea on the subject of matri-
mony " was that " no one should marry under thirty years
of age." When she herself attained that age she was (in
her own phrase) " married to her work as a missionary."
Nobody took a livelier interest in the love affairs of her
friends, or more unfeigned delight in their happy marriages ;
but few girls can have given less thought to marriage for
themselves. In her active life there could be no scope
for solitary daydreaming, and even in the most intimate
home talk the subject was never discussed. The only
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reference to it, and that a remote one, which can be re-
called is a half- playful allusion to plans the three sisters
had made for their future, when, like most children, they
settled in the nursery to their own satisfaction what they
would do and be hereafter. Irene was to marry the owner
of a castle in the Highlands, some fairy prince in their
own special land of romance. She quoted this after a long
round of country visits, and only a month or two before
she declared her missionary purpose. One recent visit had
suggested that she might have to withdraw the above
quoted " confession " ; possibly she divined this, since she
said earnestly, after alluding to the nursery nonsense :
"There was a time when a life of leisure for literature
and art, and ample means as mistress of a spacious
country house, seemed most desirable to me. Now I
know that it could never satisfy me."
Irene sometimes quoted this saying : " The church would
not hold my acquaintance, but the pulpit would contain
my friends." The acquaintance gradually promoted to her
" pulpit " became very numerous ; she was known to an
unusually large number by her Christian name ; and those
whom she admitted to intimacy were not only numerous
but curiously diverse, affection for Irene being apparently
almost the only thing they had in common. Her character
was many-sided, and each side seemed to draw a different
type of friend to her. One thing that not only won but kept
her friends was her generosity of disposition. She could and
did denounce things and even people that she disapproved of
hotly enough. But in her sunny nature there was not a trace
of that chilling cynicism, that trick of petty disparagement,
developed in harsh and disappointed souls, and affected by
some shallow people who wish to be reckoned " smart," —
The long-necked geese of the world that are ever hissing dispraise
Because their natures are little.
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Many very different people have written that to know
Irene was to love her; here are one or two other typical
expressions of what her friendship meant to her friends :
"To have known and loved Irene has been a wide
education." "It is an honour to have known and loved
dear Irene." "We cannot be thankful enough for the
privilege of having known such an one." " Dear, glorious
Irene! I am proud to have known her as a friend." "I
thank God that Irene called me her friend. I feel so
unworthy of her, but the thought of her has always been
an inspiration to what is good and holy, and should be so
more and more." " She was one of those rare, beautiful souls
who carry wherever they go an atmosphere of purity and
goodness, and insensibly make all who come in contact with
them better for their sweet influence. I shall never forget her.
In her I have lost a good and noble-hearted friend, and all
my life long I shall hold her in loving and tender remem-
brance." She was indeed, as these extracts show, one greatly
beloved and one capable of loving in no common degree. Her
power of attracting and radiating love made her life melodious
and luminous, so that in the memory of all who knew her
she abides as " sweet and bright Irene."
" Remember," it has been well said, " that the love for
yourself, which you inspire in others, is to be used by you
to lead them to God." Great indeed is the privilege of
one who, being the friend of many, finds a sacred though
never formally recognised ministry in all friendly intercourse.
Irene never preached either at or to people; nor was there
in her manner any subtle suggestion of the thought, " You
are only a worldling ; I am one of God's own." But very
quietly and unostentatiously she continually sought to
influence those least likely to be influenced for God by
others. For a frivolous girl friend she wrote out the Bishop
of Lichfield's " Plain Rules of Christian Life," which she
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had made her own from childhood, instead of merely giving
her a printed copy ; some friends she incited to Bible
reading by giving a Revised Version, when an Authorised
Version might have hinted in an offensive way that she
doubted if they were Bible students already.
Both at home and in Kashmir, as will be shown later
on, she exercised a remarkable influence on those whose
immediate surroundings were less religious than her own.
" She did so adorn the religion she professed ; and hers
was such a happy nature," writes one ; while another,
whose own outlook was mainly upon the most worldly and
luxurious aspect of society, says : " I was very fond of dear
little Irene. She was so sweet and bright, and a real,
practical Christian." " She made goodness itself attractive,"
writes another; and the thought is poetically elaborated by
yet a fourth London friend thus : " Like the perfume of
an exquisite flower her memory will ever live in the hearts
of all who knew her, and who, like myself, were attracted
by the sunshine of her sweet face, and the true consistency
of her life."
So modestly and, as it were, unofficially did her char-
acter and conduct witness for God, that her religious influence
may appear to have been casual. That it was by no
means casual was shown by her answer to the direct
question of an intimate friend : '* I should as soon think of
going out to pay calls without putting on my hat as with-
out off"ering up a prayer."
This much, then, of what Irene was to acquaintances and
to friends. What she was to her own cannot be spoken of
here. No one ever loved home more than she, who gave
as her " definition of happiness," " Being with those I love,"
and she has left her home for ever fragrant with her lovely
memory.
We have dwelt on the fact that the early life of the future
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missionary appeared to be similar to that of hundreds of
other girls. Reticence as to personal feelings and experiences
was the tradition of her antecedents; so we can only infer
from her after-career that she had fought the good fight
and kept the faith throughout her youth. She must have
fought the flesh, or she could not have become so unselfish ;
she must have waged unceasing warfare against the spirit
of the world, or she could not have become so unworldly ;
and it was when she had approved herself in both conflicts
that she was called to the front for that strife with heathenism
which is in a special sense a strife against the devil himself.
Again, she never claimed formal recognition as a Christian
worker or as a philanthropist, but she lived habitually re-
membering that " in the kingdom of heaven there is no
room for an idle person." These words occur in notes,
kept in her diary for 1890, of an address given by the
Rev. Armstrong Hall, who had been conducting a mission
at St. Mary Abbots.
The duty towards their toiling brothers and sisters of
that large class of women who have health, leisure, good
education, and sufficient means is not discharged by occa-
sional guineas to charities out of their superfluity, or legacies
to societies out of what they can use no longer, by occasional
opening of their houses for meetings, or by selling at
fashionable bazaars, or by any giving which involves no
giving up. It can only be discharged by living out
altruism, not as a nineteenth-century phrase, but as a first-
century principle. Of this Irene was fully convinced ; and
her answer to the question, "What do you consider the
noblest aim in Hfe ? " was given in a favourite quotation
of hers, this strong sentence from Bacon's Advancement of
Learning ; " The glory of the Creator, and the relief of
man's estate."
Long before she went to India she had learned "to scorn
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delights and live laborious days," asking not " What bit of
work should I most care to do ? " but " What is least likely
to be done by others if I do not do it?" She shaped no
ambitious schemes, but humbly carried out Kingsley's familiar
injunction : —
Do the work that's nearest,
Though it's dull at whiles ;
Helping, when we meet them.
Lame dogs over stiles.
Her givings were not great, but they were numerous ; and
she always gave herself with them, never grudging time, which
is often less easily given than money. Nothing ordered from
a shop could, for instance, have expressed such comforting
sympathy as the wreath and cross she made with her own
hands for one of the servants to place on her grandchild's
coflSn.
Sunday school work she began earliest, and kept up
most continuously. In October, 1883, she undertook a
Sunday class and also a Wednesday evening Bible class
of poor boys in the Latymer Road Mission. Of this her
father was a trustee, having been one of its founders in
1862. There she taught regularly for more than two years.
She was then asked to take a class in the Sunday school
for well-educated children — almost the first of its kind in
London — which Mr. Glyn had formed in the St. Mary Abbots
Vicarage Parish Room. For nearly eight years (January,
1886, to July, 1893) Irene's place there was never vacant;
and some of her thirty-seven pupils were under her
instruction for four or five years.
In May, 1887, she went up for the annual examination
in Holy Scripture and English Church History, etc., held all
over the kingdom at different centres, for teachers, by the
Church of England Sunday School Institute. She came out
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"first in all England." In 1891 she took the newly in-
augurated special examination in the art of teaching for
successful candidates in the general examination, and came
out once more at the head of the list.
In July, 1884, she signed the pledge, being already a total
abstainer in practice. Henceforth she took an active share
in the work of the Church of England Temperance Society.
From January, 1886, to July, 1893, she was treasurer to the
Band of Hope of St. John's Church, and secretary to the
boys' division of it. In 1890, as a well-instructed member
of the National Health Society, she gave the children a
course of blackboard instruction on "Alcohol and Health,"
ending with an examination. Here is a characteristic para-
graph from an article she was asked to contribute to
The Teinperance Chronicle for October 7th, 1892, on
" Intemperance among Women." After a picture of the
child of wage-earning parents, who, straight from factory
or counter, begins housekeeping entirely ignorant of cooking,
she continues :
" Another girl in a wealthy home ' finishes ' her educa-
tion, and with no more serious duties than note writing and
flower arranging, kills time for the next few years in adding
to and displaying her outward attractions on all possible
occasions. By the time she, too, has to face the real
difficulties of life in a home of her own, her health,
mental and physical, has suffered gravely from habits of
superficial (as opposed to concentrated) thought, excite-
ment alternating with idleness and stagnation, late hours,
sudden changes of temperature, dainty feeding, and slavish
conformity to the fetich of fashion. How likely is she to
succumb to the temptations of the morphia lozenge or
the oft-repeated glass of champagne ! " Turning to the
question of preventive measures, Irene speaks of educating
the children in habits of total abstinence, and putting
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good and cheap non-alcoholic refreshments within the
reach of all, and then says: "But we might use a third
preventive measure, if we could bring together in large
numbers for mutual help representatives of different planes
in society, such as the two just described. Let the rich
girl, realising that life was given her for more than mere
amusement, and that privileges involve responsibilities, use
her abundant means and leisure in self-culture and in
mastering some practical knowledge of healthy homes and
habits, that she may go forth to her less favoured sister, to
share with her spiritual and intellectual privileges whereby
both the motives and the interests of life may be elevated,
and to help her, not only with kindly sympathy, but with
tactful counsel and guidance as to her home life. ... If
such a vice as drunkenness is increasing among women, it
is time, surely, to lay to heart again the ancient and fair
ideal of the life of the true Homemaker, dedicated first to
her God and then to the welfare of those around her."
The Children's Special Service Mission appears in the
biographies of many missionaries of the younger generation.
Irene's love of Bible study and love of children inevitably
made her interested in its ally, the "Children's, Young
People's, and Schoolboys' Scripture Union." In May, 1885,
she induced five of her Latymer Road boys to join it, and
in 1888 formed out of her St. Mary Abbots class the
nucleus of the " Kensington Park Branch." In all, fifty-seven
children joined this, of whom about a dozen were cousins
or child friends, others pupils in the St. Mary Abbots and
Latymer Road Sunday schools, girls in her father's Sunday
class, and members of the St. John's Band of Hope. To
those at a distance she wrote every month ; those within
reach she invited about once a month in little groups, accord-
ing to their different circumstances, to her own study. There
she prayed with them, showed maps and pictures illus-
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trating their daily reading, and told about other members
in distant lands.
In March, 1886, she began to give addresses during the
dinner-hour in the workrooms of a large shop in Kensington.
This was her first effort for working girls. In 1889 she
undertook, in connexion with the Factory Helpers' Union,
to address the women in the West Kensington Laundry.
Of all home missions, the one in which she was most deeply
interested was that originated in 1866 by Mrs. Meredith and
her sister, Miss Lloyd — the Prison Mission, whose headquarters
are at the Conference Hall, Clapham Road, and the Princess
Mary Village Homes, Addlestone, Surrey, built on land given
by Miss C. G. Cavendish, called after the late Duchess of
Teck, and founded in 187 1. Here some two hundred daughters
of prisoners and others, all rescued from either criminal or
vicious surroundings, are housed and trained, more than ninety-
six per cent, of whom turn out well, and the " family system,"
tried for the first time in this institution, has been frequently
copied since. The three ladies just named were dear friends
of Irene's mother, and her father was for over twenty years
a trustee and active helper of the Homes. Though as a
rule Irene declined to take part in bazaars, which she regarded
as very unsatisfactory enterprises, she was persuaded to
organise the music for a large bazaar held in May, 1890, in
the Kensington Town Hall, on behalf of Mrs. Meredith's
work. With the help of her many musical friends she got
up two good concerts and a band of eighteen stringed and
wind instruments, played by first-rate amateurs, who met
regularly for practice at Hanover Lodge.
She was constantly serving others through her music.
Her own performances, vocal and instrumental, were up to
the professional standard; as was seen by her taking part
twice in Madame Cellini's annual concert in St. James's Hall,
singing once, and once accompanying the whole choir on
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the piano — no easy task, as she had to transpose some difificult
music, and play with a well-known professional at the organ.
Not only at social gatherings, but at charity concerts in-
numerable, was her music in demand. But what pleased her
more than any drawing-room or concert-hall plaudits was
singing or playing to an audience of factory girls, or blind folks,
or women whom Mrs. Meredith's Prison Mission was helping
to a new life, or sick paupers at the Kensington Infirmary
on Christmas Day, or toiling poor people at a temperance
entertainment or in a mission hall, where through such a
hymn as "I heard the voice of Jesus say" she could sing
the Gospel to them.
On a good many occasions she played for the 8 a.m. daily
service in St. Mary Abbots. In 1889 the iron church of
St. Paul's, erected for the overflowing congregation of the
parish church, was replaced by a permanent building. After
its consecration, on the evening of St. Paul's Day, a service
was held at which Mendelssohn's St Paul was sung. Pre-
paring to take part in this had been a great joy to Irene,
especially when she invited the choir to Hanover Lodge for
a final rehearsal at her organ on January 23rd. The exquisite
chorus " How lovely are the messengers " is for many
inseparably associated with the thrilling tones of her voice, for
it became her favourite musical contribution to the missionary
meetings for which she organised choirs.
While Irene was at school, a request made to her sister
as a student at college to help another young student in
the country led to the formation of some correspondence
classes, which gradually developed into the College by Post.
Its aim is to encourage cultivation of the mind for its own
sake among girls no longer receiving regular instruction at
home or at school who have little opportunity of obtaining
professional tuition, and also to promote, not among girls
only, Bible study on a definite system. Some five thousand
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students have now been enrolled, who have been taught
entirely through correspondence by over four hundred well-
qualified honorary teachers. Miss G. E. Robinson, B.A,, is
its present Head.
Irene's connexion with the College by Post was very close,
from the days she as a schoolgirl helped to copy its original
MS. papers, and later on taught some of its leading classes, to
those in which she stirred up missionary zeal among all its
students by her annual letter from the field. She gave much
aid from time to time in the routine work, and on two or
three occasions superintended the whole for a few weeks during
her sister's absence. Her own most important class was one
of the eight original classes formed in February, 1888, for the
Chronological Scripture Cycle. Hers was the class through
which that scheme (now embodied in Clews to Holy Writ) was
tested in detail term by term, and her advice and suggestions,
based on the answers written by some of the foremost
students, were of the greatest value in revising the first
editions of the Chronological Scripture Cycle papers. Fifty-
two students passed through the class during the five and a
half years she conducted it, and her zeal and thoroughness
as a teacher produced a high standard of work.
This chapter of the home life, which was both a prepara-
tion for and an earnest of future effort abroad, is illustrated
by a series of thirty letters, ranging from January, 1888, to
September, 1893, addressed to a student who was afterwards
on the staff of the College by Post. The first welcomes
her into the class, announces its plans, and continues : " I
shall be most glad if our work together proves interesting
and profitable, and much will be gained if we learn to
love and value the Holy Bible more than we have done
before, and if we find in it hitherto undiscovered treasures
of knowledge and guidance in the Christian life. I hope
we shall always remember the Sunday morning united prayer
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for a blessing on our work, which draws teacher and students,
though far apart, together more than anything else could."
The second letter suggests the daily committing of one
verse of Scripture to memory. In a third letter, mentioning
some helpful commentaries, she adds : " But after all, we
may gain far more from prayerful and diligent study of the
Word of God itself than from any books." Succeeding
letters deal with questions as to difficulties in a way that
indicates much research on the teacher's part for the express
purpose of informing her correspondent. In one she suggests
special subjects for prayer arising out of the reading. When
the class passed in 1890, from the Old Testament to the
New, she writes : " Delightful as the Old Testament has
been, I suppose we are all glad to begin reading afresh the
wonderful life of Him Who loved us and gave Himself for
us. One longs that everyone who is influenced by the
Chronological Scripture Cycle may know Him more perfectly
than ever before." She sends each of the thirty members
of the class a motto for 1891, illuminating it on vellum as
a Bible marker for the foremost students, and writing it on
card in a species of caligraphy at which she was skilful for
the rest. A question as to the rejection of Christ by the
Jews leads to a warm word of sympathy for Jewish missions,
and in a letter dated November, 1892, she says of the mission
field abroad : " The needs out there are indeed awful."
In December, 1891, through an examination in Hygiene,
Nursing, and First Aid to the Injured, subjects on which she
had been for two years attending lectures, Irene won the silver
medal of the National Health Society. In February, 1892,
she undertook the Hygiene class in the College by Post,
which she had till September, .1893.
One of her students, who did not know her personally,
says : " Her bright letters were always a help. We can
feel so that her life, early brought to a close, is not wasted,
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b'ut only poured out for the Master," A student, not in
her classes, who saw her just once, writes: "The day I
called ... is amongst the happiest recollections of my life.
I felt so drawn towards your sister. ... My prayers have
often been specially with her." Other students who had not
seen or corresponded with her were strongly influenced by
her. Miss Elsie Waller, Head of the College from 1894 to
1898, writes : *' Many of the teachers and students loved
to read her letters, and liked them the best of all." "No
letter from Miss Petrie," was the regretful exclamation of
many on opening the Annual Letter for Christmas, 1897 ;
and *' when we read its news," says one student, " we all
felt as if we had lost a personal friend." "We followed
her missionary career with special interest," says another,
"and welcomed the stirring letters she wrote from Kashmir."
Yet one more, never in direct personal contact with her,
writes : " For her, life was indeed worth living. If all of
us who knew of her strive to follow her as she followed
Christ, life will be beautiful for us too."
Such were some of the enterprises that kept Irene inces-
santly busy during seven days of the week. For her Sunday
included, besides two services and the Sunday school, instruc-
tion of a younger servant, hymn-singing to the venerable
housekeeper, who could not get to church, and a long evening
of strenuous Bible study. She never owned to fatigue, never
wasted an hour, and never shrank from any task because it
involved continuous trouble, but endeavoured to complete
everything she undertook to the minutest detail. She always
worked at full speed, with a vehement diligence that enabled
her to achieve before others had finished planning. She
turned rapidly from one thing to another, and gave to the
matter in hand an attention as concentrated as if it were the
only thing she ever attempted. Again and again, while
others were gathering up their effects to retire to rest, she
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would seize a pen, and dash off at breathless pace a
shower of little notes as unreckoned addenda to the evening's
doings.
The I *' amazing vitality " which had been remarked upon
in her childhood resulted from health so good that, until
she went to India, she was never off duty for a whole day
through illness- This was partly, no doubt, because she
was too busy to be ill ; instead of permitting trifling in-
dispositions to hinder her, she often threw them off by sheer
force of disregarding them. Probably, however, she was not
as robust as she believed herself to be. " She had," writes
a College by Post colleague, " such a sweet, bright, eager spirit.
Perhaps it worked a frail body too hard. But it does seem
beautiful for her to have passed away in the work of bringing
others to Christ."
Hard work at home alternated with holiday travel, which
she keenly enjoyed. The favourite summer outing was a
series of visits to English and Scottish friends and kinsfolk,
varied with an entirely primitive life in the remote High-
lands ; when with a good map, sketching materials, and a
satchel of oat-cakes, she would start betimes and tramp over
moor and mountain, ideally happy, till nightfall. There were
also tours in the Lake District, in Devonshire, Cornwall,
and the Scilly Isles, a voyage off the west coast of Scotland
in the brilliant Jubilee summer of 1887, and Continental
travel, seeking nature at her loveliest and art in its highest
expressions of painting, sculpture, and architecture. She
walked across the Alps four times, said she loved the very
smell of a railway train, and that next to the Bible, Bradshaw
and Baedeker were her favourite books. Planning out our
tour so as to diversify historic cities with wilds of the Alps
and Apennines, and to get off the tourist track altogether
sometimes, was a recreation for months beforehand, and
she also delighted in devising tours for friends. One re-
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calls her within the narrow limits of a lodging at Keswick,
while the table was being laid for a meal, dropping on one
knee at the sideboard and writing out a complicated
programme for a Scottish trip — a morning's work for most
people. A friend had just come in, announcing that she
was going North immediately; and while another would
have been saying, " I would have done it had you given
me time," Irene did it.
Widely differing conceptions of Irene's many-sided in-
dividuality must have been formed by those about her.
To some she seemed a highly cultured woman, never at a
loss if the talk turned on books; to others she seemed
to belong entirely to the world of sweet sound, most
truly herself when contributing to a concert, or practising
Vart de tenir salon at a musical at home ; to others she
was first of all an artist, keenest about pictures, and looking
out on all sides for possible sketches ; others saw in her
a church worker on the platform, giving a telling temper-
ance address to Band of Hope children or working
men and women in the East End, or a missionary
address not only overflowing with enthusiasm but well
reasoned and well informed, or a Bible lecture or
model lesson to Sunday school teachers that showed
her aptitude for teaching. But to most people, after all,
she was a popular girl in society, receiving friends with
an enjoyment that made them enjoy, invariably saying the
right thing, remembering the relatives and circumstances
of even slight acquaintances, so that she could without fail
make the sympathetic inquiry and give the appropriate
introduction; never forgetting a kindness or leaving a token
of goodwill unacknowledged, always finding time for the
courteous note of thanks or of explanation that oils the
wheels of intercourse; and attending to all the other social
amenities as if she had nothing else to think of.
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Her minute exactitude in all money matters, and her
plodding accuracy and sustained effort in all she undertook,
are qualities not always found in the brilliant and versatile.
Highly emotional and ardently enthusiastic by nature, she
became by habit a woman of business capacity and stead-
fast purpose. She not only had a remarkable power of
carrying out what she willed to do, thrusting aside all
intervening obstacles, but also a power of attaching people
to her in a way that made them eager to fall in with her
wishes. She always knew her own mind, and liked to order
the lives of others. In a hundred small matters there was
no appeal from her decision, yet those about her bent to
her will quite unconscious how absolutely she ruled them.
This attempt towards a faithful portrait has shown that we
tell not of a faultless heroine, but of one whose character
was to be slowly perfected by Divine grace. Sprung from
warlike and enterprising forebears, leaders of men, and
mistress to a large extent of her own actions from the time
she lost her mother, Irene grew up keen to enjoy and to
achieve, quick-tempered, strong-willed, imperious, full of
restless energy, though never aught but lovable.
As time went on there was a softening, though not a
weakening, of this vigorous nature, as the words of three
friends who knew her in the later years at home indicate:
" What a beautiful life hers was ! It is well that those who
had not the privilege of meeting her should hear of her
sweet unassumingness and wonderful ability and devotion."
"She was so quiet and gentle, her presence seemed to
calm one." " Her sweet and victorious gentleness abides
with me when I think of every time I saw her, and she
takes her place among them so naturally when one thinks
of the holy ones in Paradise."
And those who knew her in Kashmir were, as we shall
see, struck first of all by her patience, her humility, her
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unselfishness, her habitual willingness to take the lowest place.
Modified by the discipline of life, the very characteristics that
might have been regarded as unworthy of a Christian were
among the things that justified the strongly expressed antici-
pation that she would become "an inspiring missionary
leader."
That she accomplished so much in her short life was mainly
due to the fact that hers was " a heart at leisure from itself" j
that she had neither thoughts nor words for her own particular
fads or fancies or grievances ; but needed the whole of her
time and her energy for others. To have exchanged such
untiring activities for the uneventful, effortless ease which is
some people's idea of the life beyond would not have been
happiness to such an one as she. Kingsley surely is right
when he says : "The everlasting life cannot be a selfish, idle
Hfe, spent only in individual happiness." That could not
be the meaning of the statement that hereafter " His servants
shall serve Him."
CHAPTER III
THE CALL
Therefore, though all men smiled on him, though smooth
Life's path lay stretched before, . . .
... he turned from all
To that untried, laborious way which lay
Across wide seas, to spend a lonely life
Spreading the light he loved. . . .
The Brahmins' fables, the relentless lie
Of Islam, these he chose to bear, who knew
How swift the night should fall on him, and burned
To save one soul alive while yet 'twas day.
Lewis Morris, Vision of Saints.
THE Story of how our Master calls His own by name
and leads them out is always instructive, especially
when it contains nothing extraordinary, when the desire is
uttered to God secretly in response to the call, and the
servant rises up as a matter of course to obey it on being
promoted from "tarrying by the stuff" to "going down to
the battle" with the vanguard of the army.
Most of Irene's kith and kin were greatly startled, some were
grieved, even shocked, at the announcement of her missionary
purpose. They felt, as a friend often at Hanover Lodge
says, that she was one of the happiest and most charming
of those they knew; and some are still asking in perplexity
why she left the home which she loved so well. " I thought
Irene more than charming," writes a Worcestershire friend
" and that there was no position she would not grace. It
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seemed in one way a waste of her beauty and talent going
to those far-off lands. But God knew better." Others were
not altogether surprised. " When I was told of her departure
for India," says a friend at Tunbridge Wells, "the vision
recurred in a flash of Irene calling on me several years
before, looking so pretty in her youthful freshness and
dainty attire, and talking of a girl friend with whose parents
she had recently stayed. I could see how she was yearning
for her soul, and I realise now that even then she was
thoroughly imbued with the missionary spirit." We must go
back to her earliest days to understand how this came to pass.
Ten diminutive books, whose woodcuts were antiquated
enough to be fascinating, made her childish eyes familiar
with the modest mission station, the hideous idol, the
graceful Oriental listening to the preacher in the Indian
bazar, the benchful of sable scholars in the African school.
They were old volumes of the Children's Missionary
Magazine, founded in 1838, and therefore four years older
than the C.M.S. Juvenile Instructor, now the Children's
World. In 1848 Miss Barber became its editor for a long
term of years, and formed in connection with it the still
existing "Coral Fund," which produced at her death over
;;^i,ooo a year. The many attractive missionary books she
wrote have doubtless had a share in bringing about the
present widening recognition of our duty to the heathen ;
but her school, already referred to on p. i, was pre-eminently
her "own mission station." The contributions to her maga-
zine of one old pupil, signed " E.G.M.," show how Irene's
mother delighted in " the encouraging records of the spread
of the everlasting Gospel." Later on she took her own
little girls to see another old pupil of Miss Barber's, who
had become "residuary legatee" of her missionary zeal, and
the lively Irene solemnly pronounced that this lady's house
had " a missionary smell."
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From her Irene received Little Tija, the story of a convert
in India, by Mrs. Batty, a book that was read to her again
and again by a nurse to whom she was greatly attached,
the only child of the housekeeper already mentioned, who
had been a much valued servant of her grandmother's, and
who has now lived to see a fourth generation at Hanover
Lodge. Her daughter, as a very young girl, entered its
nursery when Irene was still in arms, and grew up into her
devoted attendant and confidential maid, hardly separated
from Irene for a day till filial duty detained her from accom-
panying her young lady to India. Even when Irene could
read she preferred to be read to; and Elliott read to her
by the hour while she worked with needle or brush. On
her thirteenth birthday a book called Childhood in India
was presented to her, whose inscription — "May this volume
still further increase her interest in the country she has so
diligently sought acquaintance with" — shows that her future
mission-field was already much in her thoughts. She was
thirteen also when her godfather, Mr. Bosanquet, of Rock
Hall, Alnwick (who has now given a daughter to the C.M.S.
for Japan), sent her Mr. Eugene Stock's History of the
Fuh-kien Mission. Elliott had finished reading this, and
they were out walking together, when Irene said suddenly,
" Promise me that you will come out with me to China as
a missionary when I am grown up."
She must have been one of the earliest members of the
St. Mary Abbots Missionary Union, for her card of mem-
bership bears date, March 20th, 1879. It had been formed
to encourage in the parish observance of the two annual
Days of Intercession for Missions which were appointed in
1872 by the Archbishops at the instance of the S.P.G. ;
with results manifestly great both at home and abroad.
Irene attended the quarterly meetings of the Union regu-
larly; and later on, after her Confirmation, we find such
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entries in her diary as : " Went to a delightful missionary
meeting." "To the zenana meeting. Enjoyed it very
much."
Many a child in a religious home hears enough about
missions to rouse a romantic aspiration to be a missionary,
which, however, fades into one of the childish things put
away before the absorbing occupations of school, college,
professional work, or society. In Irene's busiest schooldays
there are no allusions to such meetings; but a fortnight
after the entry, " Last day at the dear High School. Good-
bye to all the dear people," we read : " Cambridge results.
What is the use of it all ? Why should I be glad of the
honours ? " Then a few weeks later still : " Valedictory
zenana meeting. Very interesting." Then not another word
on the subject till after the death of the mother who had
almost idolised her, and who was dearer to her than any-
thing else on earth, for Irene one of those uprooting sorrows
that reveal us to our own souls, and remove us from all life's
distractions to consider life itself. She notes attending early
Communion with her father and sister on the following Sunday,
February 7th, 1886, and adds a reference from the Prayer
Book version of Psalm xxxii. to the cry of the distrest,
"Thou art a place to hide me in," and the Divine promise,
" I will teach thee in the way wherein thou shalt go." This
is a significant entry, for the desire to give herself to mis-
sionary effort was reawakened with power in her first sense
of orphaned desolation, and coincided with new opportunities
of knowledge and fresh stimulus to interest.
That spring and summer she hstened, note-book in hand,
to two courses of lectures on India given by Mr. Stock to the
members of the C.M.S. Ladies' Union; in May she was at
the C.M.S. annual meeting for the first time; on November
30th at the C.M.S. meeting in the Kensington Town Hall.
Her father had just joined the Kensington C.M.S. Committee
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Writing some ninety letters to friends about a course of
historical lectures on missions that was given in Kensington
in January, 1887, was her own first bit of work for the C.M.S.
Her careful study of English Church History and of modern
missions during that spring appears in an article called
" Lightbearers and Lightsharers," with "The mighty hopes
that make us men " for its motto, which she wrote for the
High School magazine of June, 1887, as her first attempt to
bring the subject before intelligent young people. Here is
one paragraph : " As the reign of Edwin, who hearkened
to Christian teaching, was followed by a time of trouble
and relapse, so in Madagascar the death of a first Radama
was followed by confusion and persecution, till a second
Radama, like another Oswald, once more invited missionaries
to a settlement in his capital, whence, as from Lindisfarne,
other workers may go forth. Again, we read of houses of
prayer raised by Ethelbert, Edwin, and Offa. Less than
twenty years ago their action was reflected in the offering
of a church by the King of Mandalay. Crowther the native,
presiding as bishop over the Church of West Africa, reminds
us of Deusdedit, the first English Archbishop of Canterbury.
In Aidan, the itinerating Bishop of Lindisfarne, we have
the forerunner of Heber, also travelling between the stations
of a great Church still in its infancy. . . . Again, we hear
of ta small island, where, under Columba, young missionaries
were trained. In Norfolk Island, washed by Pacific waves,
we may now look at a similar work among lads, who will
disperse to light torches of truth in many Melanesian homes.
And do not these very islands remind us of that noble
army of martyrs, which numbers not only Aidan, Edmund,
Alphege, but Williams, Patteson, Hannington, and those
who during the past year have in China sealed their faith
with blood?"
Her father and she took a large share in organising the
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very successful C.M.S. Exhibition in Kensington in April,
1889, and also helped in a similar exhibition at Bromley,
Kent, in April, 1891. Her bright face became familiar to
the frequenters of the Church Missionary House, and she
grew more and more active as a member both of the
Ladies' Union and of the Gleaners' Union.
Effort for missions was no isolated thing ; it entered into
all the interests of her life. Her influence as a Sunday
school teacher led to the formation for the Vicarage Room
School of a working party, which now supports a cot
in the Cairo Hospital. On three successive Good Fridays
she invited the " Sowers' Band " of the Latymer Road
Mission to spend a missionary evening with her for hymns
at the organ and bright talk, illustrated by maps, pictures,
and curiosities; at her request Miss Laurence (formerly
of Ningpo, now of Hakodate) came to address the whole
Mission school in January, 1892, and great was Irene's
delight at having "a real C.M.S. missionary" under her
roof for two nights. Her musical gifts she turned to
account in many ways. She was a useful member of the
C.M.S. ladies' choir at Exeter Hall herself, and enlisted other
friends with good voices, asking those who would probably
not have gone to the annual meetings at all, unless she
had proposed to them to help. On three occasions she
organised a choir for the Kensington annual C.M.S. meeting.
She had the pleasure of introducing to each other, when
they were both about to offer to the C.M.S., her first in-
timate friends in the tield — Miss Katharine Tristram, B.A.,
now Principal of the Girls' School at Osaka, Japan, and
Miss Minna Tapson, now at Hakodate. They went out
together in October, 1888; and one result was that Irene's
own thoughts turned to the Land of the Rising Sun, her
interest being further quickened by intercourse with Miss
Margaret McLean, nine years a missionary there, and by
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acquaintance with several of the agreeable and highly educated
members of the Japanese Embassy in London, who were
often at Hanover Lodge.
Another result was a rapid development of missionary
interest in the College by Post. Miss Tristram and Miss
Tapson had both been on its staff, and so had Miss
Constance Tuting, who went out in 1890 as a Zenana
missionary, whom we shall meet again at Amritsar, and
Miss Kate Batten, who went to Meerut in 1892 with
the C.M.S.
In 1892 Miss Agnes Andrews started in her Scripture class
a " Mite Givers' Guild." It was at once taken up by Irene,
and twenty-eight members of her class very soon joined it.
Its object was to stimulate interest in and prayer and work
for foreign missions, and its rules were as follows : —
1. Each member shall pray regularly for foreign missions,
either generally, or for some particular branch.
2. Each member shall give regularly, at least once a year,
some offering of work or money to a missionary society,
taking care that she does not offer to God that which costs
her nothing in the way of time, effort, or self-denial.
3. Each member shall take in, or borrow, and read regularly
some missionary periodical.
4. Each member shall contribute, if possible, to the Mite
Givers' Guild packet.
This packet went round to the members thrice a year,
and contained contributions of missionary texts, arranged
under suggestive headings; letters from the field; lists of
books and periodicals recommended ; subjects for prayer ;
answers to stock criticisms of missions, etc., etc., sowing
in this way seeds of information and inspiration in the
good soil of minds already concentrated on earnest, in-
telligent Bible study. Irene copied out for one number
Tennyson's " Kapiolani " as a striking missionary tale. One
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remembers her characteristic satisfaction in putting up together
a letter from a Free Kirk missionary in Poona, sent by one
student, and a letter from a former member of the class,
now working at Poona with the Cowley Fathers. She felt
strongly that missions should be a bond of union between
all Christians.
The one member of Irene's Scripture class who ever won
maximum marks was Etheline Clifford Hooper. Her frail
health obliged her to live at Davos for the last eight years of
her short life, and there among her fellow-invalids she formed
an earnest branch of the Gleaners' Union. "We in Davos
need to use intercessory prayer much, as we are cut off
from much active service," was a sentence in a letter from
her, which, when she passed away, on October aSth, 1892,
Irene repeated to the whole class, adding, "We who have
come slightly into touch with this sweet life would like to
catch some of its patience and whole-hearted devotion to
the cause of Christ."
Results of such effort are not to be given in figures. Only
we know that Irene was one of several truly missionary-
hearted teachers in the College by Post, and that a very
large number of its former students are now in the mission
field.
Irene seems to have given her first missionary address
in 1888, when on one of many visits to the widow of
Captain Polhill-Turner, M.P., of Howbury Hall, Beds.
Her two younger sons were among the famous " Cambridge
Seven" who went out to China in February, 1885, and her
eldest daughter, now Mrs. James Challis, wife of the acting
Principal of St. John's College, Agra, was one of Irene's
intimate friends. Irene's diary says : —
" April gth. — Bazaar. Sold and sang.
"April xoth. — Gave missionary addresses to gentry, after
noon ; to people of Renhold village, evening."
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Addresses at Gleaners' Unions, Sunday schools, branches
of the Girls' Friendly Society, juvenile drawing-room meetings,
the "missionary week" at Marylebone, and the children's
meeting at Islington College followed, and she lost no
opportunity of teaching herself by reading and by hearing
those who had been in the field. One observes Kashmir
as the subject of a meeting she was at in May, 1891,
and Elmslie's Life among the books she specially recom-
mended to her students. Qualification for the field was
her object in working for the National Health Society medal,
though she did not say so. Not dreaming idly of what she
would do out there, she did "the next thing" here quietly
and faithfully, till her way opened, being, as Browning
grandly puts it —
Sure that God
Ne'er dooms to waste the strength He deigns impart,
The months flowed on, happy in their manifold activities,
which turned more and more into one channel, and deep
in her heart, too sacred for utterance yet, lay her strengthening
purpose. Her " sunbeam " buoyancy of disposition alternated
with occasional fits of depression, not unknown to other high-
strung and ardent natures whose powers are always in a state of
tension. In such moments she would give strong expression
to the fear that she was of little use, was doing nothing that
would not be done as well if she were not in existence.
Ah ! but a man's reach should exceed his grasp,
Or what's a heaven for?
says Browning through Andrea del Sarto, and this restlessness
under present circumstances was the symptom that more and
more to her the winning of souls for Christ stood out as
the one object for which the life of a Christian is worth living.
The final resolve was arrived at in October, 189T, during
the last of a particularly delightful round of northern visits,
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on which Irene and her guitar had been more than ever in
request. At Rickerby, in Cumberland (a house which has
just given a son to the C.M.S.), she met Mr. Robert Wilder,
the founder of the Student Volunteer Movement at the
Universities. There the clear call to leave the home life
was heard and answered ; but she did not speak yet, not till
February 14th, 1892, for which the entry in her diary is just
this : " Told May." I had been describing some February
Simultaneous Meetings in the provinces, and telling of one
zealous young candidate for service, met under peculiarly
interesting circumstances, who now sleeps in an Indian grave
after a few months only of labour. She was sitting in the
firelight that Sunday evening, just where her mother sat
when she dedicated her in infancy to God, as she told that
it was her heart's desire to be an honorary missionary of the
C.M.S., saying: "I am willing to go anywhere, but the more
I read the more I see that India generally, and the Punjab
specially, is the place where the fight is hottest and the need
of reinforcements greatest." After further talk, she drafted
a letter offering to the C.M.S. But when a week or so later
she told her father, his consternation and distress were such
that she put the unsent letter aside for a time. To her he
uttered no strong disapproval, still less forbade her to go, for
he warmly sympathised with missionary enterprise. To a
neighbour and very dear friend, however, he freely expressed
no mere selfish reluctance to lose the light of his eyes, but
a fear, justified by the event, that one who had been so
cherished and guarded, who had never known hardship,
whose energy was always greater than her strength, might
soon fall a victim to trying climate and unremitting toil ; that
a most valuable life, likely to be prolonged at home, would
be prematurely cut short abroad. A sagacious doctor also
said plainly that no one with Irene's delicate pink ana white
complexion ought to go to India.
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Irene can never have regretted the postponement of her
purpose in deference to her father's views. For just three
weeks after that memorable Sunday evening the first slight
symptoms of what was to prove his last illness appeared.
Eight months followed, during which we passed through all
the stages of hoping for speedy recovery from a trifling
ailment ; fearing the illness might be tedious ; apprehending
that he would never again be his former vigorous self;
that his days would be numbered ere he lived out the
threescore and ten years; that his remaining time would be
short and suffering.
This deepening shadow lay over all the undiminished
activities of that summer, and over our last family travel
to Lakeland and the Isle of Man. We were at Keswick for
the Convention in July ; and Irene sang in the choir, entered
most heartily into the spirit of that wonderful gathering,
attended over fifty meetings, enjoying that for " candidates "
most of all, and greatly delighted in a renewal of intercourse
with Miss Marsh. The ten days of prayer and praise and
preaching ended, we spent a further quiet week in our cosy,
white-washed, rose-clad cottage, recalling and laying up in
store all that had been learned and heard as we wandered
over the Cumberland fells.
Irene hardly left her father during his last months of
declining strength, and her music seemed to soothe and
relieve him more than aught else. He fell asleep on
November 19th, 1892. It was midnight on November 23rd.
The drawing-room, which had so often resounded with music
and laughter when he was the most genial of hosts, was
dim and still, its air heavy with the perfume of masses of
flowers beneath which he slept. The two sisters, each all
the world to the other more than ever now, since they had
no remaining near relative, clung to each other, thinking that
early to-morrow the place which had known him would know
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him no more ; and one of them silently realised that the going
forth of the other would not be much longer delayed.
To other people the home life promised to flow on as
of old for the orphans, though more sadly and quietly.
In the first five months of 1893 Irene spoke twenty times;
for the Church of England Temperance Society, for the
Scripture Union, and for the C.M.S., counting a course of
seven lectures on Hygiene given to the students at the
Missionary Training Home, Chelsea. She also helped in
the choir for the February Simultaneous Meetings, and was
one of three bracketed first in The Gleaner for " the best set
of three Sunday school lessons with a distinct missionary
bearing," which were published in the number for April,
1893. The Gleaner for March announced a competitive
examination on the 1892 volume, for which Irene had set
the paper. It became the model for subsequent ones,
and of her questions Mr. Stock said : "They are really
splendid; like all good questions, suggestive and instructive
before one finds the answers."
"Content to stay at home as long as her Father willed,
but ready to go forth immediately He made clear the way,"
is the true description given of her at this time by one
friend. Another friend, to whom she confided her per-
plexity about leaving her sister quite alone, counselled her
to wait for yet plainer guidance. How it came, she herself
tells thus in a letter written that summer to a third in-
timate : " Last month May and I went for two days to visit
Mrs. Carus-Wilson at her beautiful house at Hampstead.
The two days became a week, and then a second short visit
was planned, resulting in May's most happy engagement
to her youngest son. . . . The wedding will (D.V.) be at
the end of August. Directly afterwards they sail for Montreal,
where he is Professor of Electrical Engineering at McGill
University. . . . May and I propose to let our houi? for
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a year or two, though I hope they will return and make
this their home later on. ... I hope, if it can be arranged,
to sail for India about October ; for this change in May's
life seems to open the way wonderfully to the mission field,
where my heart has been for years."
We met Professor Carus-Wilson for the first time on
May 31st. That day three months I became his wife ; that
day five months Irene was at Gibraltar. A cousin, and
two friends for whom she had a strong affection, said to
her as soon as the engagement was announced, "Let my
home be yours now, dear Irene." Or she could have lived
on in the old home, with the devoted household and the
encircling friends, dwelling, like the lady of Shunem, among
her own people. But before the end of June she had
taken steps towards leaving that home for ever.
She went out with joy, her heart's desire granted. " I
shall always remember," writes one, '* how bright and
happy she looked when I called on you just before you
married, and she had decided to go to India." " How
beautiful she looked upon your wedding-day," writes a
College by Post colleague, who was at St. Mary Abbots then ;
and the radiance of unselfish joy on the face of the first
bridesmaid struck others also. " I only knew her through
her letters," writes another, "and one little glimpse I had
of her at Mrs. Carus-Wilson's wedding; but I have never
forgotten that beautifully bright face — the out-of-the-way
brightness of it once seen, I should think, could never
be forgotten."
During the following week, quite unknown to me, she
placed in the packing-cases which were going from the old
home to the new home in Canada not only many common
possessions which we esteemed as heirlooms, but many of
her own special treasures. One little thought that this
deliberate and' unostentatious act was her forsaking of all
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that she had; that though she would be warmly welcomed
in more than one far-off dwelling, and form more than
one congenial friendship beyond the seas, she would never
again have a home of her own, or more than passing inter-
course with any who had hitherto made her life. " But
we know," she wrote to her sister on the day they parted,
"that we shall meet again one day in the best Home of all."
CHAPTER IV
GOING FORTH
Measure thy life by loss instead of gain :
Not by the wine drunk, but the wine poured forth ;
For love's strength standeth in love's sacrifice.
H. E. Hamilton King, The Disciples.
TWO sisters who had always shared each others' lives
from day to day hitherto, continued to share them
through the pen when half the circumference of the globe
divided them. Their separation of exactly three and a half
years is represented by almost two hundred long letters from
Irene. Her journals and letters about her and to her supple-
ment these, so the task has been to select from this unusually
complete record of a missionary's labours day by day. As
her letters travelled in at least eight trains and steamers,
visiting ten countries and four continents en route, the fact
that not one failed to reach Montreal may be worth noting.
We had left for Canada on September 13th, 1893; Irene
sailed for India on October 27th. The intervening six weeks
were crowded with a bewildering number of claims on her time,
in addition to all the ordinary preparations of an outgoing
missionary. For each bit of work that she was doing at
home a successor had to be found, much legal and other
business had to be transacted, and friends were importunate
in their desire to secure a last interview. Letters and gifts
poured in, and all were acknowledged, though she was driven
to say at last, " I write to nearly everyone on postcards now."
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Mrs. Cams-Wilson wished to have her at Hampstead
the whole time, lest she should feel solitary in the deserted
home ; and as far as it was possible to do so she availed herself
of this kind plan. Though she actually offered to travel to
Wales to comfort a sick and lonely relative, she accepted of
one-and- twenty urgent invitations to friends in the country one
only, because it involved a task as well as a farewell.
So one night was spent at Ravensbury Park, in order to
address the people of Mitcham. The writer of the personal
glimpses quoted from on p. 20 was present, and introduces
the second of these "glimpses" by speaking of her call
and preparation to go forth, continuing thus: "Still the
preparation foremost in Irene's mind was that of gaining
ever fresh fellow-labourers for her Master's harvest field;
nor did she ever count any too feeble or too young to be
worth the trouble to win. Another picture rises before
me in which I see her, only a month before her departure,
speaking to a very humble gathering of village school-children
she had never seen before about the joy of the Master's ser-
vice, and the honour of sharing in it, no matter how humbly,
or whether at home or abroad. So earnestly she spoke of
the importance of their share in the work, and so simply
of her own, that the childish hearts were kindled with the
sense of fellowship, and roused not only to interest in God's
work in heathen lands, but also to humble efforts of work
and prayer for it, which have never since been given up."
Miss Mary Bidder, writing to Irene from Ravensbury Park
on October ist, four days after this meeting, says: "I
cannot but trust that God will bring forth much fruit from
your coming here. I can't tell you how cheered and thankful
I feel about the work already." She goes on to tell how
one girl, "immensely keen on helping in some way," ex-
claimed, " I do wish I was going out, too ! '" and how there
was a general desire for the formation of a working party.
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(Of that visible result of her visit we shall hear again.)
Miss Bidder is representative of not a few of Irene's friends
when she adds : " Our very short time together is a memory
I shall always love to look back upon. It has given me
quite a new and very delightful feeling of personal connection
with the work abroad." Almost a year and a half later
a friend, who had just been at Ravensbury Park, wrote thus
to Irene : *' What a blessing was your visit to Mitcham !
The interest you have excited, which is well kept up in
the hearts of those girls, is wonderful."
Three days after her visit to Mitcham, Irene fulfilled a
long-standing engagement in London by giving a prkis
of Three Martyrs of the Nineteenth Cefitury — Livingstone,
Gordon, and Patteson, by Mrs. Rundle Charles, to a literary
club of which she was a member. " I got it all up in trains,
so it has not really cost time," she says half apologetically.
This was, in striking contrast to the Mitcham address, one
more effort to bring the missionary subject before intelligent
people quite outside missionary circles. It is not hard to
stir up unsophisticated, religiously disposed people for the
first time ; it is easy to throw fresh fuel on an already
kindled enthusiasm. But she never shrank from the task of
confronting cold criticism and generalities of condemnation,
uttered as if there were nothing more to be said, by those
who do not admit their real ignorance of missionary enter-
prise. That task is not only hard but apparently thankless ;
yet as we note that the work of Christ abroad rests upon
an ever-broadening basis of thoughtful and prayerful support
at home, we cannot doubt that words spoken, not on set
occasions only, but in many quiet talks by such as Irene, bear
fruit, especially when they are emphasised by the life, still
more by the death, of the speaker. " Miss ," says Irene
of the leader of this club, " was very kind, but rather puzzled
and disappointed in me, I think, and actually wanted a yes
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or no answer to the question whether one would go to death
(as I suppose Perpetua did) if offered the choice, I could
only think of the man who asked Moody if he had grace
to be burned/ and I begged her to remember that though
many of the greatest saints have been missionaries, still there
may be missionaries who are very average people, and should
not in fairness be judged by a superhuman standard."
While some friends were puzzled and even regretful, the
discerning sympathy of others is well expressed by this letter
from a well-known author : " I was writing to-day to con-
gratulate your sister, and I felt I should so much like to
congratulate you, too, on the courage you have had to do
the thing you felt called to do. I trust you will find even
earthly happiness in the new life you are going to, but
whether you do or not you are still to be much con-
gratulated. How happy they that are called and obey ! "
Fifty-two College by Post students sent her a cheque
to be expended in a medicine-chest and Urdu books, as
a little tangible proof of their gratitude, laden with loving
wishes for her success, and assuring her that the existing
bond of prayerful interest and sympathy would not be broken ;
and other tokens of affection from those she had taught and
helped encouraged her.
From October 9th to 23rd, she secured a fortnight's training
at The Willows, whence so many women missionaries have
gone forth. There she began Urdu, attended the Bethnal
Green Medical Mission, bandaging the sufferers " so patient
and grateful and plucky "; enjoyed " the perfectly lovely Bible
readings of dear Miss Elliott" j^ and received much kind
and wise advice from Miss Schroder, "who plans every
' To which the downright evangelist replied, "No; but I believe it
would be given me if I needed it" (a favourite anecdote of Irene's).
* Emily Steele Elliott, author of several well-known books and of some
of our best missionary hymns. She died August 3rd, 1897, just three
days before Irene.
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day splendidly for each one here." Among friends made
there were Miss Coverdale, whom we shall meet again,
and Miss Hester Newcombe, " a saintly member of a family
of four sisters, all missionaries in China," who perished in
the Kucheng massacre, August ist, 1895. Irene threw
herself into the Willows hfe as if she had nothing else
to think of, yet even from that fortnight one whole day
had to be snatched for her farewell to Kensington.
Though her original purpose of offering to the C.M.S.
eventually remained unchanged, she did not go out with
that Society. In 1892 the eldest daughter of General
Beynon had asked us if we could find among our friends
one or two ladies willing to undertake "for one winter," at
their own charges, work which resembled parish work at home
among poor English-speaking people in Lahore. Miss Beynon
had begun to organise this under the direction of the Bishop
of Lahore ; and Irene interested in the scheme a fellow-teacher
in the St. Mary Abbots Sunday School, who, being a widow
and childless, was looking out for some useful occupation,
and quickly arranged to go to Lahore. To Irene's relatives
it seemed a good plan that she herself should go with Mrs.
Engelbach for the winter to the friend whose enterprise sorely
needed her aid, and use this opportunity of making some
acquaintance with India before she offered to the C.M.S.
for work that she would wish to undertake permanently if
she undertook it at all.
General and Mrs. Beynon took up the idea of her join-
ing their daughter eagerly, and she received the following
letters :—
From Miss Beynon : " Your offer to join me at Lahore
for the winter has been a great joy. . . . You will
bring in the thorough, practical side, which I know would
otherwise have been so sadly lacking. Good sound teaching
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is just what we want for Lahore. ... It seems ahiiost too
good to be true, the thought of having you for a co-worker.
. . . We shall never be able to spare you for the C.M.S.
Not that I grudge anyone for missionary work amongst the
heathen and Mohammedans, but I think you will see, as I
do, before you have been long in this country, how very
important the work of building up the Church is at this
present time."
From the Bishop of Lahore :
" Dear Miss Petrie, —
" I must write a few lines to tell you how thankful
I have been to learn from Miss Beynon that you are to
be associated with her in the winter. . . . You may be assured
of a very hearty welcome from me. I feel sure that nothing
will help to raise the tone of our Anglo-Indian society more
than the presence of ladies who have come out from England
to help our poorer people. Many who have hitherto not
seen their way to do anything for the good of their neigh-
bours will have the way opened to them. . . . Hoping and
believing that you will come to this work in the fulness
of the blessing of the Gospel of Christ,
" I remain, yours sincerely,
" Henry J. Lahore."
The Kensington Deanery Branch of the Gleaners' Union
invited *' all interested in missionary work " to the Vicarage
Parish Room on October i8th, 1893, "to bid Godspeed to
Mrs. Engelbach and Miss Irene Petrie." "It was Irene's
wish that I should share her farewell meeting," says Mrs.
Engelbach, " though I was only going to fill a gap for a
few months, and she was going as an actual missionary." The
room was so full that many stood throughout. After Miss
Bland, a missionary for twenty years at Agra, had described
India's needs, and Mrs. Engelbach had said a few words.
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Irene, speaking as a member from childhood of the parochial
Missionary Union, told where they were going, quoted and
met the various objections to her enterprise which friends
had raised, and urged the privilege of the work and our
responsibility for it. Her audience (says the friend who
wrote down these particulars) were not only impressed with
her earnestness, but charmed with her sweet manner and
voice, as well as with the excellence of her matter. " I had
never heard her speak in public," says another who was
present, "and she astonished me. It was beautiful." Then
the Vicar, closely scanning the gathering, which included
many who had come there solely from personal friendship,
said playfully, "We don't often get the likes of some of
you at a missionary meeting, and we will let you have it
now we have got you"; and so proceeded to press home
the duty of all Christians to aid in the evangelisation of the
world, and concluded by solemnly commending them both in
prayer with the Aaronic benediction. Then Sunday school
pupils, girl friends, and many who had known her from
childhood, thronged her for good-byes, which, she says, " were
overwhelming," till Lady Mary Glyn carried her off to the
Vicarage for tea. Other friends claimed her for dinner, and
so ended her present intercourse with kith and kin ; but
the results of that farewell are far from being ended.
She left the Willows on October 23rd— "such a day of
kisses and birthday books "—and three breathless days suc-
ceeded. " It was easy enough to see what a wrench it was
to her to leave the old home, though she did not break
down," writes one with her at the end; and the unforced
liveUness of her letters during those last weeks in England
shows how wonderfully she realised that "the Lord daily
beareth our burden." She quotes in one of them the above
revised rendering of Psalm Ixviii. 19, as a sustaining as-
surance; and her thought on starting is this: "God
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grant that I may not hinder His use of His little, feeble
'■'^strument in whatever way He sees best."
Amid the Godspeed of neighbours, who describe her as
"wonderfully bright," though she had had but two hours in
bed the night before, she quitted Hanover Lodge early on
October 27th. Many friends had collected at Liverpool Street
station, whence she started for Tilbury, to see her off; and
the mother and sister of her new brother, with one girl
friend and Elliott, did not part from her till she was in her
cabin, and waved their last farewells as the Carthage swept
slowly down the river. Her "supreme comfort," when the
homeland and all its familiar faces vanished, was the Lord's
promise to His first missionaries, *' Lo, I am with you
alway."
As she settled into the floating abode of the next twenty-
five days, she wrote : " Psalm ciii. i, 2 is the main burden
of my thoughts at this moment, even after the parting from
beloved ones and the dear old home. The wonderful thought
of hundreds of praying friends to- day, and the strong realisa-
tion that their prayers are being definitely answered, is almost
overwhelming. I could never have believed that everything
would have gone so easily and beautifully down to the tiniest
details as it has done ; and the great peace He gives us, and
the sunshine of wondrous lovingkindness with which I have
been encompassed, teaches more plainly than ever that we
should trust and not be afraid." She passes lightly over
thirty-six hours of helpless misery in the Bay of Biscay,
with : " So much for the ' cons.' Now for the ' pros,' which
far outweighed them. First, that I am here on board at
all ; the unwonted leisure makes it possible to realise more
than ever what a wonderful privilege this calling is, and how
graciously my way has been smoothed and made plain. Then,
the sweet recollections of perfect home happiness, which, if
it must now be a thing of the past, is a possession nothing
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can deprive me of. Thirdly, the extraordinary kindness of
my companions in every possible way."
The two hundred and fifty passengers included over thirty
missionaries, British, American, and Canadian, and with these
there was delightful intercourse. One Sunday evening the
service was read by a C.M.S. clergyman, and the sermon was
preached by the veteran Presbyterian Dr. Valentine, for thirty-
two years connected with the Edinburgh Medical Mission. " It
was," she says, " like being suddenly transported to a Scottish
kirk to sit under the dear old man, and to me this union of
Christendom seemed an ideal arrangement." Miss Jenkins,
M.D., of Lucknow, and Miss Bowesman, going to Lucknow
after some years in the mission hospital at Madagascar, with
Miss Thom, an honorary missionary in Bangalore since 1875,
shared her cabin. At Irene's suggestion a forenoon Bible
class was started, taken by the missionaries in turn, and
attended by between twenty and thirty passengers. Her
own subject was St. Paul's work and teaching at Philippi,
as illustrating modern missionary difificulties and encourage-
ments ; for she was taking the Acts and Epistles " as an extra
Bible study to refresh one's memory as to Biblical methods
of missionary work." Of course she contributed to the
concert, helped in painting the programmes sold for the
Sailors' Orphanage, and made many sketches; and of course
not a few of the children on board were to be found buzzing
round her paint-box and listening eagerly to Bible stories
connected with the lands they passed. So the days went by,
"painting, reading, writing, walking, talking, and wondering
how some folks can have time for cards and yellow-backs."
Her intense delight in the "wonderful sights" of the
voyage, " far more interesting and beautiful than even I
expected," finds expression at every turn : Gibraltar, " rising
up like Arthur's Seat doubled"; Marseilles, "like Florence
from San Miniato, but with even more striking hills sur-
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rounding it," where she had to do most of the talking, and
quoted John iii. 16 to the woman that showed them the
new cathedra], who did not consider the text quite complete
w'ithout adding " <?/ sa bonne. Mere" after "son Fih unique."
November 6th was " a red-letter day of sights," culminating
in Etna, " which stood out long against the golden afterglow,
with the evening star set in its midst as a diamond in a
diadem." Then, at Port Said, she got her "first glimpse of
the East, with its utter squalor and gorgeous colouring, every
figure a picture," and sunset was followed by an hour of
crimson and golden afterglow on the Suez Canal. " I never
knew what starlight was till now ; the sky is literally powdered
with light." When they reached Aden, she spent three nights
on deck, eagerly hoping to see the Southern Cross. " I fell
asleep with Psalm viii., and woke to the golden splendour
of an Oriental dawn with Psalm xix., to realise as never
before what a giant among poets King David was."
But all through the missionary predominates over the
traveller. "We are in lat. 12° N. now, and it is sadly thrilling
to think of the lands on each side where Christ is not loved."
And bravely as she enjoyed and helped others to enjoy
the voyage, pangs of loneliness were inevitable. After the
concert she writes : " It is just a year since I sang at a
concert. How strange it was to sit in the balmy air among
all the new faces on shipboard, and look back over the
great events of 1893 to that charity concert in Marylebone !
What an effort it was to keep the promise to sing then, with
the presentiment of sorrow, realised only too soon after!
That very night, as I watched by the dear father through
the silent hours, a change for the worse set in. And now
he has been resting ' at home with the Lord ' all these
months, and we, who comforted each other then, are being
separated farther every day, though each comforted by Him
Who said, ' I will not leave you orphans, I come unto you.' "
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The Carthage reached Bombay at lo a.m. on November
2oth, and Irene set foot on Indian soil " in the midst," she says,
" of a strange, dark throng, with red turbans and white robes,
shouting in many tongues. It was wonderfully picturesque
and tremendously exciting ; but the first thing I noticed was
saddening — the heathen marks on the handsome, intelligent
faces. Oh, when will our King reign ' from India even unto
Ethiopia?'" At Bombay she stayed with Dr. Arnott, Head
of the Government Hospital, which is reckoned one of the
finest in India. "A drive of several miles brought us to
Malabar Hill, first through the busy streets of the second
city in our Empire, with all their strange new sights and
brilliant colouring, and street names in English, Urdu, Hindi,
and Mahratti ; then up the hill, past ' the towers of silence '
hidden behind splendid trees and foliage, among the branches
of which the ghastly vultures were wheeling. Then we looked
down upon the harbour, over a grand forest of palm-trees,
and out to the mountains beyond. . . . We turned into a
lovely garden, and stopped under a lofty portico, supported by
white pillars, rising from among masses of maidenhair fern,
eucharis, lilies, tea-roses, and stephanotis. A row of stately,
turbaned figures appeared salaaming, among them an ayah
with a lovely, fair babe of eleven months, all saying polite
things which I could neither understand nor answer.
They ushered me through a lofty hall, lifted a white purdah,
and displayed a bedroom fifty by thirty feet in size, with
eleven doors in all. The stateliest of the men began by
pouring water into the basins and hanging my things in the
wardrobe. My bewildered feelings were relieved by the
appearance of a graceful Goa Christian ayah, who explained
in good English that her mistress, having waited since day-
light for the belated Carthage passenger, had been obliged
to go out, and would be back to tiffin at two. Would I
like a bath, breakfast, dinner, or what ? Finally she brought
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a frosted silver set, with the very nicest tea I ever tasted,
and oh, joy ! real cow's milk. During the next hour I
thought it must all be a wonderful fairy-tale — the fragrant
smell of the East, the space, peace, quiet, rest, the song
of birds, the voices of native servants in distant corridors,
and, more than all, the sight when I stepped out on the
broad verandah and looked across the gardens, away over
the palm-trees, to the expanse of sea. Imagining the heat
and foliage of July, the green and blossom of Mayday,
and the freshness of Easter, would give but a faint idea of
what I saw. Was I dreaming, and could it be true that the
dear folks in London were shivering in fog at that moment ?
The reverie was broken by a sweet voice, unmistakably
Scottish, and my kind hostess appeared, giving the most
charming of welcomes."
As Irene had personal friends, or introductions to friends
of friends, at many places on the way to Lahore, several
weeks might have been pleasantly spent in sight-seeing, but
for desire to get to work as quickly as possible. She left
Bombay on November 21st, with Mrs. Engelbach and the
young widow of the Hon. Ion Keith-Falconer, that brave
and able son of the late Earl of Kintore, who gave up the
Professorship of Arabic at the University of Cambridge to
lead a forlorn hope as a pioneer missionary in Arabia, and
died at Aden on May nth, 1887. Mrs. Keith-Falconer,
whom Irene had known in London, was travelling with hei
brother for health, and had come on board the Carthage at
Ismailia. She journeyed with them to Lahore, and some ten
weeks later joined Miss Beynon there for two months.
They were ten days on the road to Lahore, seventy hours,
or three days and nights, of which were passed in the train.
Their halts were at Jeypore, capital of Rajputana, where they
were guests of Colonel Jacob ; Agra, where Friday to Monday
was spant with Miss Brownell, of the Female Education
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Society ; Delhi, where they saw something of the mission
of the Society for the Propagation of the Gospel, and were
warmly welcomed by Mrs. Winkworth Scott when her fear,
founded on a not very explicit letter of introduction, that
they were " only globe-trotters " was dispelled ; and Meerut,
where they stayed with the Rev. J. P. Elhvood, of the C.M.S.
As the train whirled them through the great plains, with their
hedges of cactus, the maize fields fresh and green after the
rains, the stony rivers, the great cities and teeming villages^
Irene noted, first of all, the absence of the church spires so
conspicuous in Britain.
Jeypore was reached at 5 a.m. on the 23rd, and while
the others rested, Irene, escorted by a Christian lad educated
in Dr. Duffs school, set off, as she says, "for the funniest
walk I ever had; along a good road, with gas lamp-posts,
strange trees and birds on each side, and many kinds
of animals driven by swarthy Rajputs, whose most im-
portant garment was a large towel round the head. They
evidently considered a white lady out of a gari an extra-
ordinary sight." She met Colonel and Mrs. Jacob in
the gardens at 8 a.m., and a long day was spent exploring
a town rather off the tourist track, with only thirteen
Europeans to its one hundred and forty-three thousand in-
habitants. "This is such an interesting place," she says.
" Fancy meeting parrots, camels, squirrels, monkeys, and
elephants in the streets. The late Maharajah was a very
advanced man, who aimed at giving a European education to
his people, and founded a school of native art and a grand
museum. Here are gathered together curios from all parts
of India and of the world, which are shown by an English
speaking guide, who, in pointing out Hindu deities, re-
marked, * They are still believed in by some of the people.' "
At Agra they saw the renowned Taj Mahal in the light
of the full moon. " How can I attempt to describe its
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overwhelming grandeur and loveliness? . . . Realisation far
exceeded expectation, great as that had been," After an
account of the matchless monument which the Mogul Emperor
raised to the lovely Nur Jehan, she continues : " We had
all been sentimentalising about the beautiful devotion of
Shah Jehan as a husband, but took rather a different view
on realising that the Taj was built by forced labour, the
families of unpaid workpeople being left to starve, and
on hearing of chambers of horror in the fort where Shah
Jehan would amuse himself by watching the less favoured
wives being put to death when he tired of them." She
also tells how the intelligent Tommy Atkins who was in
charge of the visitors' book at the fort valued efforts to
promote temperance among the troops, and spoke with
much appreciation of the work of ladies, saying the soldiers
would do anything for a lady who would work among them.
She met at Agra Mrs. Challis, whom she had known as
Miss Polhill-Turner, and on Sunday worshipped for the first
time with Hindu Christians. "A congregation of some
three hundred assembled, men on one side, women on
the other. The service in Urdu was conducted by the
Rev. W. McLean, of the C.M.S., and the native clergyman,
the Rev. William Seetal.^ 'Jesu, Lover of my soul,' 'O
worship the King,' and other hymns, were sung with great
fervour, and familiar chants were used. I noticed the
prayer for the 'Qaisar-i-Hind' and for the ruler of this
land. Mr. McLean said that nearly everyone present at the
service was far more than a Christian merely in name ;
and told of another service in the evening conducted
entirely by native pastors, where the congregation squat
on the floor, and sing bhajans. He looks forward to
baptising a leading Hindu pundit on Christmas Day. . . .
' He was ordained in 1881, and was one of the Indian clergy who
came to London for the Centenary of the C.M.S., April, 1899,
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I would like to show that native congregation at Agra to
people who say missionary work is hopeless and a failure."
Indefatigable pedestrian as she was, Irene no longer walked,
as she had done at Jeypore. "It is strange," she writes
from Agra, " to have suddenly become carriage folk ; but
in India I find there is no choice. Between the difficulties
of sun and escort, walking, to my great grief, is well-nigh
impracticable ; and carriages, like fruit and servants, are in-
expensive luxuries out here. Ladies could hardly walk
through the crowded city bazars, which are most interesting,
though in many ways saddening sights. People who talk
of East London squalor, poverty, degradation, and need of
sanitation, should come and look here ; as for me, sitting
in luxury in the midst of the street, I felt ashamed to think
how httle impression for good my sheltered life with all its
surroundings had made. And turning from material to
spiritual things, how much more dreadful and searching
are these comparisons ! "
At Delhi they were met by the Bishop of Lahore and
the Rev. G. A. Lefroy, of the Cambridge Delhi Mission,
who became Dr. Matthew's successor as Bishop of Lahore
in 1899. "So far from scolding us for lingering on our
way, the Bishop told us that he had himself been planning
a picnic from Delhi to the Kutab, that we might use his
one free day in becoming acquainted." No one who cares
for either history or architecture could fail to be excited by
a visit to the ancient capital of the Great Mogul. In a day
and a half Irene saw much, but passing over enthusiastic
descriptions of mosques and mausoleums, temples, gardens,
and palaces, one extract only from her journal shall be given :
" In Delhi the impression of heathenism seemed more pain-
ful than in any other city I have seen. These swarming
multitudes without God and without hope are an awful sight,
and the impress of heathenism seems to be on their faces.
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Longing to like them all, we almost shudder sometimes
at the expressions of people who have grown up without
Christianity. . . . The guide called our attention to a com-
motion in a narrow side street, and a Hindu funeral procession
emerged from it — a crowd of gaudily dressed figures, some
carrying great bunches of feathers, some with instruments,
singing and producing discordant noises, all dancing and
jerking, even those who carried the string bedstead on which
was the poor body tightly swathed in gay-coloured cloth.
That was the most terribly sad sight we saw at all. What
about the dead man, and the people who have cared for
him, knowing nothing of our blessed Hope? How many
more of such scenes must there be before they hear of it ?
How shall they hear without a preacher? Would that people
at home who talk of the mistake of disturbing the heaihen
in their nice, simple faiths could see what we have seen in
one week here ! "
In Meerut they were entertained at the C.M.S. station,
once the Commissioner's house in which the Indian Mutiny
broke out. The hut where the ladies of the family were
hidden on that dreadful May loth, 1857, is still shown.
" Mr. and Mrs. Ellwood have been out twenty-two years,"
says Irene, " and their daughter announced her wish to be a
C.M.S. missionary at last year's Keswick Convention, where
I remember being greatly stirred by Mr. Ellwood's words. . . .
Their home was an ideal resting-place : all simple, dainty,
and refined, and the inmates so cultured and interesting ; it
was a privilege to be with them."
^^ November 30M (St. Andniv's Day). — Last year we
were joining in the home intercessions for the work;
to-day we are in the midst of the work. . . . After break-
fast we started with Miss Stroelin, of the Church of
England Zenana Missionary Society, who has been in India
twelve years, and actually lives all alone, and tries to
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cope singlehanded with work that could easily occupy two
or three of the good people at home who are so much
wanted out here. First we visited the Christian Girls'
School, where rows of tiny children of heathen parents
sing bhajans, play kindergarten games, and learn to read
and write. Two little brides of about ten were among
them. Miss Strcelin interpreted while we talked to them
and told them about our Kensington children. Then
we went to a rich Hindu zenana, up steep stairs into
a messy room, where some untidy children were playing
with a lovely little bride of fifteen. She is Miss Ellwood's
pupil, and has one of the sweetest and most pathetic faces
we ever saw. Her mother-in-law, a huge and ignorant but
kindly woman, took her rich trousseau out of a chest —
skirts and saris heavy with gold and silver embroidery, and
glittering silks.^ Then we went through a small, squalid
court to a poor zenana ; then to a grand bungalow in Euro-
pean style, and were ushered by female servants in close-
fitting pyjamas into a large sitting-room, where one would
hke to set a good English housemaid to work. Here three
Begums (princesses in a small way), likewise in pyjamas, were
gathered with books and crochet work at a table. They
are daughters of an * advanced ' Mohammedan, and though
the eldest is nearly twenty, they are not married, which is
very unusual. Their stepmother joined us, and was very
polite. She produced the photo of the Qaisar-i-Hind, and
liked to hear that I had kissed her hand. ' Had it been
at a big durbar that I had seen Her Majesty ? ' Tea was
served for us in the hall, quite in the European style, our
hostess's brother presiding. It was indeed a morning never
to be forgotten."
' Two months later Irene wrote : "I have such a nice letter from
MisL Ellwood, telling how near that sweet little Hindu bride seems to
Christianity. I fear persecution may be in store for her."
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On December ist, at 7 p.m., a warm welcome from Miss
Beynon to St. Hilda's Diocesan Home ended the journey
of exactly five weeks from London to Lahore. " How grate-
ful we are," writes Irene, " for all the thoughts and prayers
which have been so wonderfully answered in our safety and
health all through, and in the many pleasures we have had.
... Oh that we may be used in some little degree to do the
will of God for this great Empire ! "
CHAPTER V
A WINTER IN LAHORE
(December ist, 1893, to April 19TH, 1894)
Let thine eyes look right on.— The Proverbs of Solomon.
INDIA must be recognised as being a continent rather
than a country. Within its borders over a hundred
different languages are spoken by races differing as widely
in their character and history as they do in their colour ; and
Britain, France, Spain, Scandinavia, Germany, Austria, Italy,
Turkey, and Greece all together are of smaller extent than
" British India," which contains provinces and peoples as
various as those of all Europe. Rather more than half of
this territory is under direct British rule ; the rest consists
of states under native administration, in political subordination
to the British Government.
Historically and ethnographically the most interesting
country in this continent is a region about the size of Italy,
with a population exceeding that of Spain and Portugal
together, which is watered by five great tributaries of the.
Indus, and called, therefore, the Land of the Punjab — that
is, of the Five Rivers. This was the " India " of Alexander
the Great, and the limit of his victorious march eastward is
now the limit of British conquest westward. Again and again
the power holding the Punjab has become the dominant
power throughout Hindustan. Peopled, as Lord Lawrence
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said, by the bravest, most determined, and most formidable
races British arms in India have ever met, it is still the great
recruiting ground for the Indian army. It became part of
British India in 1849, and eight years later its. loyalty saved
the British Raj in the terrible days of the Mutiny. To its
ruler, Sir John Lawrence, Sir Herbert Edwardes wrote :
" Delhi has been recovered by you and your resources " ;
and Lord Canning, Viceroy of India, wrote : " Through Sir
John Lawrence Delhi fell, and the Punjab, no longer a
weakness, became a source of strength."
On another occasion Sir H. Edwardes (whom Lord Roberts
calls one of the greatest of Indian soldiers) said that the
Punjab was conspicuous for two things : the most successful
government, and the most open acknowledgment of Christian
duty on the part of its governors. About nine years before
it was conquered for Britain, plans to conquer it for Christ
were made, not by religious enthusiasts at home, but by
Anglo- Indian officials of the highest rank, military and civilian,
acting, of course, as individuals ind not officially ; and in
response to their appeal the C.M.S. inaugurated a mission
there some years later. The Mutiny was quelled by the
swords of men who were not ashamed of their faith in Christ
and their desire to propagate His Gospel among those they
ruled ; and history contains no more notable illustration of
the Divine assertion, "Them that honour Me I will honour,"
than the loyalty of those parts of India where missions have
been most successful, and of those native forces which con-
tained Christian soldiers. The peitinence of these facts to
our story will presently be seen.
Notes on Indian Life, with Reference to the La?id of the
Five Rivers, and specially the Ancient City of Lahore, and the
House therein Known as St. Hilda's, is the heading of a MS.
of eighty pages written by Irene's flowing quill in December,
1893, for those to whom every detail of her new life was
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of interest. What is peculiar to a foreign land strikes the
newcomer's eye, while the resident is apt to forget that the
untravelled Briton has never heard of it ; and as knowledge
of the mere externals of life in India demolishes some current
criticisms of missions at once, the C.M.S. often publish the
letters of missionaries who have only just arrived. Irene
begged us to discriminate first impressions from deliberate
conclusions; but she was a keenly observant traveller, quick
in gleaning information from well-informed residents, and
the following notes have the crisp suggestiveness of a frotti,
if not the detailed accuracy of a finished picture : —
" Speaking generally, one may say that the country is very
big, the people innumerable, the plains very flat, the rivers
very sandy, the voices very shrill, the crows very comical,
the cooks very clever, the mosquitoes and vendors very per-
tinacious, and the snake stories told to newcomers very
blood-curdling. It is just as unfair to call the brown natives
black as to call the climate unconditionally a * beastly ' one. . . .
" I wish you could see the hoopoos I meet out walking,
they are the sweetest little things; or the old camel taking
a midday snooze in the road with crows sitting on his
hump. The crows, minas, and sparrows are very friendly,
and hop all over the verandah and into the house. The
parrots are shy, and it is only when I am hidden behind my
purdahs that I hear their swift flight upwards to the crack
between the wall and the rafters over my study door. I
hear much going on, and imagine the nest in progress, and
sometimes when I pop out quickly there is a glimpse of a red
beak, two little yellow eyes, and the top of a green head, then
a swift flash of emerald wings, and my friend has gone for
refuge to the top of the highest tree in the compound. . . .
" Two impressions which are received in every part of India
as yet seen are the strangeness of being in the midst of a
subject race, and the small value set upon time by the natives.
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Fancy being greeted always with salaams and salutes, and
hearing commands and not requests made to those who serve,
and that by the kindest and best sahibs. Fancy a post-office
where about a quarter of an hour was spent over the handing
in of one small parcel. The servant sent with it in the
morning had been kept waiting two hours, and told to return
it at last because the sender's list of contents and value was
not written on the right piece of paper ! . . .
" The thing of all others which has struck us in our travels
is the wonderfiil missionary work. The impression of
heathenism is far sadder than I expected ; degradation and
hopelessness are written on so many faces. But even as a
new arrival one realises that here is a miracle indeed, when
one contrasts the faces of the native Christians with the
faces of heathens and Mohammedans. Our Lord's promise
that His disciples should do works greater than His own
is being fulfilled here and now, but Ziegenbalg and his
co-pioneers who first attempted the task were giants of faith.
To me there has been the interest of seeing what was already
familiar through reading; to Mrs. Engelbach it has all been
an introduction. She is specially struck with the culture of
the missionaries themselves, and wishes the home world to
be told that it is those who could have anything at their
taking at home who come out for this work."
The enterprise Irene was about to aid has been little
mentioned outside India, and its character and claims call
for some preliminary explanation. Notes of an address given
by her at a conference of the Young Women's Christian
Association in London during the summer of 1895 are of
much use in enabling one to comprehend it.
In India the distinction between European and native is
less sharply defined than might at first appear. There are many
strata in both the imported and the indigenous population :
Kiplinc;'s " Pa;j;ett, M.P.," who spends a winter in India and
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then thinks he knows all about everything ; officials military
and civil, who are there for a short term of years only ;
other officials and missionaries, who give the best years of their
lives to India ; " country-born " folk who, though of purely
European descent, have never been out of Asia for one,
two, or even three generations ; Eurasians, from those with
only a dash of Asiatic blood to those with only a dash
of European blood ; and so on, at last, to the " pakka "
native. Among natives again must be discriminated those
educated in Europe; Christians, Parsis, members of the
Brahma or Arya Samaj and others who are in close touch
with Europeans and European thought ; Mohammedans
and Hindus, with book religions and traditions of culture ;
and pure pagans, such as Santals, Gonds, and Kois, who
doubtless represent the aboriginal peoples and cults of
Hindustan.
Almost insensibly these strata blend into each other ; and
short as her whole time in India was, its conditions made
Irene personally acquainted with every one of them, except
perhaps the last. Some may live in India for years and
know only two or three of them well. Her main concern
was, indeed, evangelistic work among Hindus and Moham-
medans. But both in Lahore and in Srinagar her relation
to Anglo-Indians was, as we shall see, a close one. She
learned to appreciate the special difficulties of Anglo-Indian
life — the almost inevitable enervation of character through
the ease and luxury which a trying climate involves, the
subtle danger that daily contact with non-Christians will
lower the standard of conduct and duty, and foster a
hardening sense of superiority in those who look down on
Hindus and Mohammedans oftener than they look up to
Christians living lives higher than their own. She was also
taught that every European must in one sense be a
missionary, must either aid or hinder the progress of the
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Gospel. And with pastoral work for the strata between
Anglo-Indians and natives she had much to do.
The Eurasians, so called because of descent partly European
and partly Asiatic, are now a large class, which includes people
of some wealth and influence; and missionaries testify that
" some of them are doing magnificent work for Christ." Their
importance is understood when one realises that whether
British occupation of India is or is not permanent, the
Eurasians must always be an integral part of its population ;
but they are a community in special danger of being over-
looked. Closely related to both Anglo-Indian and native,
they stand aloof from both, and the "mot" of the caustic
old Indian who said, " God made the white man, and God
made the black man, but the de'il made the brown man,"
represents too common a notion of them. Certainly any
truth there may be in it is a reproach to the white man
chiefly. Alliances between the two races are far less common
than in days when communication with home was difficult,
and now the community grows mainly by natural increase
of the Eurasian population itself.
"More and more," Irene writes in her Annual Letter to
the College by Post of November, 1895, "is one impressed
with the needs of those whom the Bishop of Durham has
called ' our own poor in India,' that is, our fellow-Christians,
whether of British or Oriental race, many of whom in spiritual
privileges are poor indeed compared with Christians at home.
I have been told in various parts of India what a glad
welcome would be given to well-qualified ladies from home,
coming out not as members of missionary societies, conversant
with Eastern languages, but as church-workers, aiding the
clergy in parochial visiting and honorary educational work, or
with such good societies as the Girls' Friendly Society or
the Young Women's Christian Association."
Irene was never so exclusively associated with any one
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form of Christian work that she could not regard others with
intelhgence and sympathy. Most earnestly she deprecated
emphasising in such work differences of race and social
grade, of church and party. Let all Christians, she pleads,
strive together for their common faith, not only teaching but
living Christ in the presence of those who do not acknow-
ledge Him.
The Hon. Emily Kinnaird and other friends had asked
her (and not in vain) to interest herself in the Indian work
of the Young Women's Christian Association. Roughly
speaking, it labours, untrammelled by considerations of
Church order, for all who come between Anglo-Indian
" society " and the non-Christian Hindu.
For these strata Si. Hi/da's Diocesan Home, working on
strictly Anglican lines, had likewise been founded. Its
name was due to the first Bishop of Lahore, Thomas
Valpy French, who went with C.M.S. to Agra in 185 1, and
was consecrated in 1877. He had said that in his opinion
the great Abbess of Whitby was the forerunner of all our
valuable ladies' missions in Syria, the Punjab, and Japan, etc.^
Under his successor. Dr. Matthew, Miss Beynon began to
organise work among Eurasians. In February, 1893, she
wrote to Irene's sister from an hotel in Lahore, saying : ** The
work is opening out in every way. ... I am longing to hear
of a coadjutor, and I am afraid my father will not sanction
another winter alone in Lahore. ... No one has offered to
join me yet." A month or two later came Mrs. Engel-
bach's offer through Irene, and then Irene's own offer, and
in October accordingly St. Hilda's Diocesan Home was
opened at Lahore to be (so its original prospectus says) "a
place of residence for honorary lady workers, auxiliaries to
the parochial clergy, among Christians, whether European,
' See Life, vol. ii., p. 322.
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Eurasian, or native," the pioneer, it was hoped, of other
similar homes in India.
Lahore, the poHtical capital of the Punjab, is on the Ravi.
Its fine Anglican cathedral was completed by Bishop French
in 1887, and east, south, and south-east of it are sandy roads,
well planted with trees. Along these, each within its own
:5ates and compound, are the European bungalows which
constitute the civil station. Clustering round the strong fort
overlooking the river are the crowded native quarters, and
away to the north and east of the cathedral, which lies
south of the native city, stretches the Naulaka district,
inhabited by a large and growing European and Eurasian
community, mainly employed on the railway.
The St. Hilda's work was among this community, and
also among the very poor Europeans and Eurasians of
the Anacully district near the fort, who live among the
natives and speak a jargon. "Many of the railway folks
are well-to-do," says Irene, "and the children are very
nice, but almost too good. Some Latymer Road liveliness
would be welcome among them. We are warned that the
chief difficulties will be in the limpness and touchiness of
the people. However dark they are, one must never
appear to be aware that they are not of lily and rose
complexion. . . . One girl, who might be quite ' twelve
annas to the rupee,' and whose mother was a pakka native,
remarked, when the wonders of London were described, * It
must be so nice not to see any natives about.' Fancy my
effort to keep a straight face as I remarked that in London
I had been one of a good many natives who were about."
Concerning their religious condition Miss Beynon wrote thus
in her letter of February, 1893; "There are some eight
hundred belonging to the Church of England, and a large
number of Roman Catholics ; a very small percentage attend
any place of worship. I have never had the slightest rebuff,
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and they seem quite ready to receive one as a friend ; and
gradually, as their confidence is gained, we hope to introduce
and carry on the various organisations of a well-ordered
parish at home, modified to Indian requirements."
St. Hilda's was a pretty one-storeyed bungalow in the
European suburb, about a mile due east of the cathedral. The
Bishop provided the house and some of its furniture out of a
special fund ; the expenses of its upkeep were to be divided
equally among its inmates. These were three in number :
Miss Sahib (that is Miss Beynon), Mem Sahib (that is Mrs.
Engelbach), and Choti Miss Sahib (that is Irene, also
playfully called the "Baby"). On February nth they were
joined by the Hon. Mrs. Ion Keith-Falconer. Irene was
sacristan to the tiny chapel, where daily service was held
at noon, with special requests for prayer and thanksgiving.
" As to the household," she writes, " it seems a great pity
>hat Canada and India cannot make a sort of sandwich
or exchange. There the rule of independence, high pay,
and brisk work seems to hold ; here a very little work for
a very little pay and many salaams to fill all gaps is the
plan. Both this house and this household are reckoned
small, and yet the house covers an area of about fifty by
seventy feet, and there is quite a village of servants and
their families in the compound. The khidmatgar and his
son, a dark lad of fifteen, who waits as page, wear close-
fitting white trousers, huge white turbans, and cloth tunic
coats with white folded girdles. On their fingers are large
silver rings set with turquoises. The bawarchi serves many
small, dainty dishes. Waiting at every m.eal is the in-
variable rule, and for the simplest breakfast they spin out
four courses, changing the plates between each with awful
solemnity and precision. The mihtar squirms about the
floors with a long, soft broom and no dustpan; the dhobi
washes the clothes very well; the syce minds the horse,
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and when we drive out acts as a sort of steersman, shouting
' Save yourself ! ' to any obstruction in front ; the chaukidar
minds the house. He appears on the scene in the evening
with bare legs and a long stick, patrols the verandah through
the night, choking and coughing professionally to let us all
know he is there ; he also sweeps the hall and milks
the cow. Would any of the unemployed in England like
to come out here and cough professionally for ten hours
out of the twenty-four for a salary of from jQ^ to ^^5 per
annum, inclusive of board wages ? The only female servant
is the ayah, who makes our beds and brushes our frocks.
Frequently, though not permanently, the darzi, at a wage
of half a rupee a day, sits in the verandah, making
and mending our clothes, pushing instead of pulling his
needle. What an extravagant household for three ladies !
the reader may say. But consider that the wages vary from
about ;£4 to jQig a year, and that this includes everything
they get. In many cases they keep not only themselves
but their whole families on it.
" The day is spent thus : At 6.30 the ayah is heard at
my study door with chota hazri. INIorning service at the
cathedral or quiet reading of English and Urdu Testa-
ments precedes our 9 o'clock breakfast, followed by a
morning's work indoors or out of doors, and our noon
service. From 12 to 2 are the calling hours. The
newcomers have to call on the old residents, and the
limit of time for first calls prescribed by this sensitive Indian
society is five to ten minutes. A ' country-born ' Anglo-
Indian once consulted me on starting for London as to
whether it would be correct to ' call all round the station '
on arrival. Fancy starting with a card-case at Hounslow,
and going steadily on to Epping Forest ! At 2 comes tiffin,
then a lesson from the munshi ; at 4.30 tea, at which
there is often a guest ; at 6 evensong in the cathedral, often
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followed by a district visitors' or other meeting. At 8 we
dine, at lo we have prayers, and we are soon lulled to
sleep by the chaukidar's cough and stick-tapping."
Their work was of a kind that Irene was already familiar
with. She became superintendent of the railway Sunday
school, which met in the little Eurasian church under the
charge of the Rev. J. W. B. Haslam, took the senior
class herself, held a training class for four young teachers,
and drew up a complete scheme of lessons for the winter.
The Sunday school was small at first, but they intended by
regular visiting to increase it. "We only get at the awfully
respectable ones yet," she writes on December 21st, "but
hope to work outwards from them to the non-churchgoing
class, who do not even know when Sunday is. . . . Looking
for someone else in the district, I stumbled on such a nice
Christian couple from Madras, pakka natives. They asked
me in; I saw the C.M.S. almanac on the wall, and found
they and I had quite a number of common C.M.S, friends,"
They also found one old man whom Marshman had baptised ;
he remembered Carey, the pioneer missionary of North India,
who died in 1834. One great ally was the widow of an
Athole Highlander, who spoke broad Scotch, though almost
a pakka native. " Miss Petrie gets on splendidly in the
railway Sunday school," Mrs, Engelbach wrote home. Her
original class of eighteen rose to " two classes with about
thirty pupils in all, such nice young people."
On Mondays her ministry was to a very different type
of need. "The matron of the lunatic asylum," she says,
" begged me to come and read the Bible to the poor old
European patients there, saying they were all almost heathen,
no means of grace of any sort being provided, and Sundays
being made exactly like week-days, so that she now felt
quite ashamed in a church. I had such a touching little
gathering, and they were grateful. One poor old thing had
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been there ever since the Mutiny, having lost her reason
through shock then." Week by week, henceforth, " the poor,
grateful old lunatics " had a large share of Irene's tenderest
sympathy.
Every Tuesday afternoon she held a " Ladies' Bible Class "
for Eurasian women, who took it in turns to have it at their
houses. Of this she writes : " All have been very pleasant
about the proposal ; how many will come or continue is a
question, but we do so long to get hold of these people and
help them. Many hardly ever go to church, and their lives
seem too often to be aimlessly drifting. They have not even
the wholesomeness of work, as all keep servants. . . . One who
gladly promised to attend said, later on, she hoped I would
not be vexed at her non-appearance. But she was a Roman
Cathohc, and her priest refused absolution if she came to the
Protestant Bible-reading. . . . We are simply appalled with
the activity of the Roman Catholics out here. They induce
many Protestant parents to send their children away to their
hill schools, where they offer a free education, and profess not
to interfere with their religion. It is high time we got to
work ; hitherto the Methodists have been far more active than
the Anglicans." At the first class, on January i6th, she
proposed to the three present to pray for larger numbers,
and a fortnight later there were eleven. Week by week
she reports " a very nice class." When she bade them fare-
well, three months later, a dozen pupils filled her carriage,
as she drove away, with lovely roses to express their appre-
ciation of her teaching; and looking back she says: "It
has been one of the most encouraging of my bits of work."
" I have seen tears," says Mrs. Engelbach, " in the eyes of
the Eurasian people when they spoke of Miss Petrie's visits
to them, showing they were really grateful and thankful for
what she had done."
On Wednesdays she had a class for members of the Girls'
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Friendly Society, to whom she gave a series of addresses on
the heroes of the Bible. Her practical interest in this out-
lasted her stay in Lahore, for till the end of September
she sent them monthly notes on the life of St. Paul — no
mere pious generalities, but carefully thought out hints as to
the subject matter and special teaching of their daily readings,
showing them what to look for in the Scriptures and how
to think and pray as they read. Nearly six years afterwards
a member of the class, writing to a clergyman in India, says :
" I knew Miss Petrie personally, as she was for a short
time an associate of our G.F.S. and held Bible meetings
for us, and endeared herself to the girls. I feel sure her loss
is keenly felt."
On Saturday, besides the teachers' preparation class, she
held a Band of Hope meeting, which began with twenty-six
children and soon rose to fifty-one. Mackay of Uganda and
Dr. Lansdell's Central Asian travels were among the subjects
she talked to them about, and after the lesson she gave them
" a much needed lesson in romping, poor, little, tame, quiet
things."
There was actual missionary work to be done without
crossing the threshold. Two of the servants came forward
as inquirers, and Miss Beynon began a class for them at which
the khidmatgar, a convert from Mohammedanism and an
excellent servant, showed the reality of his own faith in
Christ by sitting side by side with the low-caste mihtar, and
explaining his difficulties. This khidmatgar had a wife, bap-
tised rather prematurely with himself and quite uninstructed
Every day Irene taught her and the ayah's daughter, a bright
damsel of twelve. Her frequent allusions to Umda and
Munira, *' who is a darling, with such a sweet little face,"
show the delight she took in this first seed-sowing. On
leaving Munira in Mrs. Engelbach's care after three
months she writes : " The child knows nearly thirty texts,
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including the Lord's Prayer, and can read a little. She really
seems to understand what prayer is, and the leading facts
of the Gospel. But I fear the next thing I may hear will
be that she is betrothed to some Mohammedan. The ayah
told me she had been weeping about parting with me."
Mrs. Engelbach supplements the story thus : " The first she
tried to draw to Christ was our ayah's child, for whom she
used to print a text clearly, explaining it to her as well as
she could in her broken Urdu. I remember seeing that child
pick up the paper when it had fallen on the floor and kiss
it because it had God's Name on it. We must believe that
the seed thus sown will yet bring forth fruit." But declining
an offer from the two " Mem Sahibs " to send her daughter
to school, the mother left Miss Beynon's service that summer,
and nothing has since been heard of them.
Bodily as well as spiritual needs appealed to Irene : one
day she is doctoring Umda's baby for a dreadful boil ; another
day dressing her little boy's wounded leg, Munira acting as
hospital assistant. After giving instances of native treatment,
she adds : " Certainly one could write some blood-curdling
tales for the National Health Society here. The most
wonderful thing to my mind is that any of the natives are
left alive."
During her twenty weeks at St. Hilda's she paid about one
hundred and fifty visits in the district, and took nearly eighty
Bible classes, and on leaving she could say : " Though there
is often much that one is sorry for in the lives and general
standards, spiritual and intellectual, of the English-speaking
poor, I have found work among them both encouraging
and satisfactory. Quiet perseverance in quiet work would, I
believe, be a condition of great success in this as in other
undertakings."
Here is one typical day: ^* January 30M. — Attended
Miss Beynon's men-servants' class (as a listener and learner
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at a lesson given in Urdu). Gave Munira and Umda their
lesson. Drove to Lunatic Asylum for Bible reading. Paid
another visit. Back for tififin. Took women's Bible class at
Naulaka; went on to the Mission College, where, to my
horror, I found forty ladies, mostly clever people, gathered
for the Bible reading I had been asked to give. Miss
Beynon and Mrs. Engelbach had invited a musical party for
the evening, and, as you can fancy, I was glad when the last
guest had gone."
The inmates of St. Hilda's combined with their church
work a good deal of pleasant intercourse with their fellow
Anglo-Indians. For Miss Beynon's relationship to not a few
of those who had made the recent history of the Punjab
rendered her circle a large one, and her colleagues had a warm
welcome into it. We catch glimpses of calls and invitations
innumerable ; of a scarlet-liveried chaprasi arriving on a camel
with a summons to the Government House ball ; of a young
officer in the Punjab Light Horse bringing invitations to tennis
and his regimental ball, and claiming Irene as a kinswoman.
And endeavouring to exercise in Lahore society that inde-
scribable influence which a good and clever woman, tactful
and agreeable, can always exercise to counteract the tendency
to find all life's interest in gay and costly clothing, gossip,
and amusement, might have seemed no unworthy aim to
one accustomed to life in London, and not formally pledged
to any society or any kind of work.
The Commissioner for Gurdaspur, in a letter lamenting
that " her bright and active life had been taken so early
from human view," says : " I met Miss Petrie first at
Lahore, and was charmed with her musical talent." Concerts
for an object are always popular and well patronised
at a great Indian station, so of course Irene's fresh and
perfectly trained voice was in request. She was greeted with
" a burst of applause and an encore " when she sang at one
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arranged by Mrs. Engelbach for the cathedral organ fund ;
and on at least one occasion, when she dined out and had not
brought her guitar, the hostess sent all the way to St. Hilda's
for it. Nevertheless, there is no mention of her singing again
in public, and as a rule, in spite of their remonstrances, she
seems to have seen her colleagues off to dinner or concert,
and settled down to a long evening with her Urdu books.
Four dated extracts from letters will best express her own
thoughts on the matter. December 21st: "Showers of cards
are left on us, but I really can't take in all these new friends yet,
and I do want to get all the time I can for Urdu." December
25th : " I do not want to spend a lot of time on society. I
could do that at home, without coming all this way for it."
January 23rd : " I do not want to be drawn into very much
society, pleasant as it is." January 31st : "My aim is to get
entangled in society as little as possible."
The sketch of her home life shows that this aloofness sprang
from no mere disinclination for society, nor was it the result
of indifference to the occupants or enterprises of St. Hilda's.
In the same month of January she writes : " This is such a
happy place ! " and " To be with two such delightful companions
is wonderful," One of them told a meeting in London, five
years later, that she " had thrown herself into the work with
splendid energy " ; and wrote in a private letter : " Irene
simply surprises me by keeping so bravely bright and energetic,
when she must be feeling often the great change in her life
and surroundings." Seldom as she went out, she was always
ready to entertain the guests at St. Hilda's, though she did
it sometimes at the cost of great weariness after an arduous
day when they stayed so late in the evening that she says
at last, not only of natives but of " sahib 16g " : " In India
the belief seems to be that time is of as little account as
silver in the days of Solomon."
But her eyes were fixed on a distant goal ; the desire to
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enjoy herself or to distinguish herself was wholly merged now
in the desire to devote herself. She never sat in judgment
on others, but she continually sat in judgment on herself,
and the verdict was always the same : " My vocation in
the face of this needy heathenism is to qualify myself for
real missionary work as quickly as possible." Again and
again in her letters she seems to say with the greatest of all
missionaries, as she looks on the heathen, " I long after you
all," and her harshest expressions are used concerning what
she calls " the senseless and unworthy race prejudice." She
grows indignant over Anglo-Indians who regarded the natives
with scorn, in the spirit of the beardless subaltern, who, at a
durbar, followed into the room a very great raja, ruler over
millions, grumbling, "Who is this nigger going in before
me ? " Hers was no romantic notion imbibed at home that
picturesque heathen would be more interesting pupils than
humble compatriots; she had learned to know something
of the natives, even of the promising "inquirer" who turns
out a thief; yet she describes them as " people whom one
learns to like greatly in many ways."
'* I do long," she writes on Christmas Day, " to be a real
messenger here; but as yet can do so little and have done
so little." Then, after reference to Eurasian work, she con-
tinues : " My own longing, which seems more burdensome
every day, is after these poor brownies, who know nothing,
and from whom as yet, and for many a long day to come,
I am utterly cut off. Fancy seeing the poor ayah really ill,
and not being able to manage to tell her I am sorry. And
worst of all, to feel she has no part in our Christmas joy ;
and one cannot wish her or any of the other domestics,
except the khidmatgar, a happy Christmas. Every day is
so dreadfully short ; and even now, when outside work is not
in full swing, I don't get the real grind at the Urdu books
I long for. ... I must go on learning, and try and get hold
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of the language, for I do long to be the real missionary article
some day."
Each fresh experience in India strengthened this yearning ;
and we can well understand that the one social incident
at St. Hilda's over which she was really keen was an
"at home" with "a missionary exhibition" for attraction.
The account of it may be prefaced by extracts from three
letters written towards the close of that winter. Dealing
with the general relation of Anglo-Indians to missions, she
throws some light for us at home on the oflfhand disparage-
ment of them by the " cousin who has been in India,"
and the disappointing indifference to them of the returned
globe-trotter, who appears neither to have found nor even
looked for missionary enterprise in India.
"The Lahore atmosphere, with few exceptions, does not
stimulate missionary enthusiasm. Indifference among English
people out here is, to my mind, far more depressing than
the dark ignorance of the untaught natives, and that is
saying a good deal. That they ever become Christians at
all, considering the difificulties in missionary work, and the
worse difificulties which stumbling-blocks caused by English
' Christians ' must put in their way, is the real marvel, and
shows that Christianity is no human thing. The English
newspapers here, which are eagerly read by English-speaking
natives, of whom there is a constantly increasing number, make
one's heart ache, even though they contain ' patronising '
articles about missions occasionally."
" I think it will have been a great advantage to have known
the social as well as the missionary side of life in India.
Certainly one sees how real many difificulties are. The climate
alone limits hfe in many ways. When urgent work is waiting,
an earnest missionary would not willingly give time or
strength to society or social paraphernalia ; and yet even those
who are well-disposed to missions are bursting with sharp
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criticisms if there is anything of the hermit or the dowdy about
the unfortunate missionary, who has probably put in so much
wearing work that there has been no strength or time left for
pleasant small talk or Truefitt hairdressing. Then the well,
disposed society persons would like to help missionary work ;
but they don't know much about it, and they have not the
energy to make themselves acquainted with it, and theie are
so many dinner parties, and then they get fever, and then it
is time to move on, and a new home is started somewhere else.
Add to all this the fact that, though India is a very free and
easy place in many ways, there is a fearfully despotic Mrs.
Grundy, whose mandates check many a would-be explorer in
unfashionable regions."
"The hmpness and indifference to what lies outside their
own lives is the great drawback with the English-speaking
people of all hues, as a rule. Yet if they could be roused they
might make excellent missionaries, knowing the language, and
being acclimatised."
So we turn to her record of one unpretentious effort to rouse
them. " February 22nd. — I went off early to fetch some spoils
brought from Mandalay by the husband of one of my women,
who was at its capture in January, 1886. . . . We then set to
work, getting our exhibition ready, and soon the drawing-room
was transformed : on one side, India, with Persia, Afghanistan,
Burmah, and Tibet; then Japan, a corner brilliant with
draperies and curios ; then Africa, China, and Palestine ; a
stall of missionary literature for sale, from the beautiful Bible
Society depot ; and a table of C.M.S. literature for giving away,
instead of a plate for receiving contributions, as we wished to
have a human collection of interested people rather than a
few rupees. At 4 p.m. our guests arrived, between fifty and
sixty in number ; and after food for the body in the wide hall,
got food for the mind in the exhibition, and then passed into
the dining-room for a meeting. The coloured ** Plea for
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Missions " and a set of big maps were on the walls, and I
had printed a huge scroll with Mark xvi. 15, Every seat was
filled — railway people, my Sunday school class and G.F.S.
class, and our society friends being all well represented.
Getting curios from the last brought them to the meeting.
Mr. Haslam, who, like some others, had been rather a
wet blanket when I first mooted the idea, presided, and
did his part really well. Dr. Arthur Lankester (who had
come over from Amritsar, where he is Dr. H. M. Clark's
colleague) gave a first-rate address. . . . Our guests seemed
greatly interested, and we were all delighted with the way the
meeting went off. It had been my pet plan, and the other
ladies were so nice, congratulating me on its organisation.
Now we hope the whole thing will have a practical outcome."
A well-known member of the C.M.S. who met the Bishop
of Lahore at Lambeth Palace in June, 1894, wrote down at
the time notes of conversation with him concerning St. Hilda's,
in which the following sentences occur : " He admires im-
mensely Irene's intense earnestness and enthusiasm and
energy. He entirely agrees with her in all her views
as to 'society.' The society part and the missionary work
cannot go on together ; people have neither time nor strength
for both."
Over against these words and this whole narrative must be
set the record of her somewhat different but not inconsistent
attitude to society at Srinagar, and its influence.
It was not until she was on the point of leaving Lahore
that Irene was able to make an opportunity for seeing the
missionary work carried on in that city by the ladies of the
Zenana, Bible, and Medical Mission. One sentence in the
following account seems to explain the ignorance of missions
shown by the average Anglo-Indian.
"On April i8th I accompanied Miss Healey to the city
in a jinricksha, along a beautiful road bordered with rich
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plaintain groves. What a contrast it was to leave the green,
airy suburbs where all the Europeans live, and passing
through the city gate, to walk up the hot, narrow pathway
between the tightly packed houses of mud and brick ! Many
people in the station of Lahore never enter the city at all,
and we did not see another white face till we were outside
again. The houses, which have tiny rooms as a rule, are
two or three stories high, the men's quarters being below,
the women's upstairs — such poky, narrow, steep stairs ! An
open drain runs down the middle of each road\vay, but as
there is plenty of flowing water in it, the sanitation of the city
is considered fairly good. The ups and downs of the streets,
its white houses against an intensely blue sky, and talkative
crowds in their picturesque dresses, recalled Lugano to me;
but here, instead of campanile, domes and minarets closed
in the view, with the short, thick, carved spires of the Hindu
temples. Miss Healey and I went into two schools, in each
of which nearly a score of small boys and girls, all Moham-
medans, were learning writing, reading, arithmetic, and
Scripture, under the direction of a native teacher. Miss
Healey had short prayers and gave a Scripture lesson. Several
brought sums to me to be corrected ; and in one school I
examined them in Genesis, with whose stories they seemed
very familiar. We spent some time in a poor zenana, where
an attractive group of red-rtbed women gathered instantly,
and listened attentively to the teaching. The work is always
growing, and a great work it is, though it must be a quiet one
at present, for the difficulties that lie between these women
and open profession of Christianity are terrible. . , .
" On April 19th I again accompanied Miss Healey,
this time to visit my munshi's sweet little wife and
pretty daughter. I quite fell in love with the former, who
has a gentle face and manner, and a look of suffering,
for she is lame, and must be nearly always in pain. She
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reads well, and is, Miss Healey thinks, a Christian at heart,
in bigoted Mohammedan surroundings. I taught her, ' The
beloved of the Lord shall dwell in safety by Him ; He
covereth him all the day long, and he dwelleth between
His shoulders,' which has been a favourite text with my little
Munira, and read Psalm xxiii. to her."
According to the official regulations of the C.M.S., "what-
ever a missionary attempts for the good of others during
the first year or two years must be subordinated to his
main work of acquiring the native language." Irene there-
fore gave all available hours to the study of Urdu. This
mixed or composite dialect, literally " language of the
camp," otherwise called Hindustani, has resulted from
a fusion of Hindi with Persian and Arabic, and is now
the lingua franca of India. Dr. Cust classifies it as one
of the *' conquering " languages of the world, since it is
superseding many local dialects, though for an increasing
number of the best educated Hindus it is being super-
seded itself by English. The fact that it is mainly an Aryan
tongue, written, as a rule, in a Semitic character, curiously
commemorates the Mohammedan conquest of India.
Here are some dated glimpses of Irene at work upon it.
December 12th: "Trying to master Urdu will be a real
struggle up Hill Difficulty, I foresee ; and it is melancholy
to be told that few missionaries can do much teaching before
they have given two years of daily study to the language.
Most societies arrange that the first year is spent entirely
on it, so at any rate I am very happy in the opportunity
of doing a little work at once among people who do not
need more than English. But I am tempted to wish
that I could beg or borrow from somewhere a love for
linguistic study, such as comes naturally in musical study.
However that may be, there is such an inducement to
grind at Urdu as one has never had for any study before
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in the helpless and useless state of being tongue-tied
amid this spiritual starvation. Our munshi is a bigoted
Mohammedan, but himself suggested that we should read
the Testament, so I am working at St. John's Gospel. Please,
readers, pray that light may shine out of darkness for him."
On January 15th the stories told her by an American
Presbyterian of work among villages intensified her longing
after " these poor native women." The early morning hour
she gave to reading the trying Persian character ; by lamplight
in the evenings she worked at Urdu in the Roman character,
which is, happily, being used more and more in India.
Almost from the first she made undaunted efforts to talk,
" which is like getting one's mouth full of water in the first
attempts to swim " ; and reports exultingly by February 6th :
" I am glad to say I am getting some liking for Urdu." By
April loth she was able to join in the prayers and follow
most of the speeches at a C.M.S. meeting.
She never reconsidered her purpose of being a missionary ;
the only question was : Where, and with whom ? and this
was not settled at once. Going back to her first Christmas
in India, we read of the arrival of a huge mail. "Never
were letters and cards so appreciated," she says ; " it seemed
as if one were watching and praying and praising beside
the dear ones. I have far more than I ever expected to
make happy the first Christmas away from all the people
and places and things best loved." On New Year's Eve
she wrote the one surviving fragment of private journal : —
" ' Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days
of my life.' December ^isf, 1893. — Less than an hour left of
this eventful year. Among all the things I can and do regret,
as regards my personal life, I can and do give thanks for
the lesson of trust to which all has pointed. He has taught
us that we may trust the dear ones who have passed beyond
the veil to the loving keeping of His home. He has shown
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how sufficient could be the strength for work, during the
first six months of 1893, with their endless round of activities,
and during the even greater pressure of the months of stirring
excitement and upheaval in our lives. He has shown how
He could cheer days of sorrow and loneliness and perplexity
with His good gifts of friends to help and sympathise. . . .
To me He has shown in countless ways how literal is the
promise to hear and to answer prayer ; how He registers
the desires, and how He can grant them.
" Three years ago : 'Lord, show me Thy will.' Two years
ago : ' Lord, help me to love Thy will.' One year ago :
' Here am I, send me.' And He said, * Go.' For it is
His will that labourers should be thrust forth, and He can
find a use for even the least of these.
" He has shown how He can guide through every difficulty
and danger. Shall I not carry the lesson of trust into 1894
in His presence. Drudgery, perplexity, difficulty, loneliness,
are certainly ahead, perhaps much else; but who shall
separate us from the love of Christ ? ... Oh to yield to
Him so that His will may be done, and that He may be
magnified even through me ! ' They that know Thy name
will put their trust in Thee ; for Thou, Lord, hast never failed
them that seek Thee.' "
Thus did Irene keep her eyes, there as here, undazzled by
all the allurements of the world, according to her mother's
dying prayer ; and just a fortnight after she wrote those
words she had, all unconscious of it, a vision of her goal
in the fulfilment of a longing cherished from earliest years.
She had always passionately loved mountains, a fact possibly
connected with her parents' tour in Switzerland shortly before
her birth. In her childhood the thought of the loftiest
summits in the world, whose names she carefully learned,
and whose appearance she often asked her uncle Major
Way to describe, enthralled her with a strange fascination.
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In girlhood her answer to the question, "WTiat place do
you most want to see ? " was, " Palestine, and then the
Himalayas."
On January 13th, after the 8 a.m. service, she went on
the roof of Lahore Cathedral, and " looking north, through
the clear morning air, saw the line of the glorious snowy
Himalayas, with the early pink light on them." On
March 8th she had a yet finer view from the roof of the
Zenana House at Amritsar, of their outworks the Pir Punjal
range, lying athwart the northern sky "over one hundred
miles off, yet far more striking than the Alps from Berne,"
which famous view she had been fortunate enough to see
in perfection. The vision drew her on till she found her
appointed task in the great valley over which the Himalayas
mount guard, and in one of their remote fastnesses she lay
down to rest when that task was accomplished.
Though she had no desire for a large circle of general
acquaintance in India, she cultivated many missionary friend-
ships, which became a source of much pleasure, and four times
visited Amritsar. This city, which is thirty-two miles from
Lahore, and about the same size, is for the natives the com-
mercial and social capital of the Punjab — its heart, while Lahore
is its head. As Benares is the sacred city of the Hindus,
Amritsar is the sacred city of the Sikhs, of whom later on Irene
was to have many among her pupils, and the C.M.S. naturally
made it their headquarters when, as we have told, they were
asked to evangelise the Punjab. A group of C.M.S. men there,
some closely associated with Kashmir, must now be intro-
duced. The Rev. Robert Clark, M.A. Cantab., Secretary
to the Punjab and Sind Corresponding Committee of the
C.M.S., went out in 1851, and had almost completed half a
century of notable service when he died in May, 1900.
She had known his wife in London, and corresponded
with his daughter as a College by Post student. The Rev.
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T. R. Wade, B.D. Lambeth, went out in 1863. His first
wife had been a friend of Irene's mother ; and she, just six
years of age, had attended, as her first missionary meeting,
a Zenana gathering in her mother's drawing-room, at which
Mr. Wade had spoken when home on furlough. She met
him again in London in 1888. Dr. Henry Martyn Clark,
M.D., CM., Edinb., an Afghan by birth and adopted son
of Mr. R. Clark, has been a C.M.S. missionary since 1881,
and is now at the head of the largest medical mission in
the world. The Rev. Imad-ud-din, D.D., a man of good
family, whose ancestors had been for generations among the
leading Mohammedans of the Punjab, became famous as
a maulvi and faqir, and in order to win back to Moham-
medanism a friend who had been baptised, began to study
the Christian Scriptures, with the result that, after being a
devoted Mohammedan for thirty years, he has become, since
1866, not only a devoted Christian, but one of the ablest and
most influential champions of the Christian faith in North
India. In 1884 Archbishop Benson recognised the value of
his theological and controversial works by conferring the
degree of D.D. on him. He was the first Indian to receive it.
On December 27th Irene found herself in what she
describes as "the most picturesque city of Amritsar. Its
busy, narrow streets are shut in by high houses, mostly white,
with beautiful lattice work. The varying heights of the build-
ings and strong effect of light and shade under the deep blue
sky reminded us of Italian cities, especially Venice. We
halted at the gateway leading to the sacred place of the Sikhs,
and were conducted first to a shed, where brown laddies
exchanged our leather boots for enormous cloth slippers. We
were then allowed to traverse the white marble causeway
leading across the celebrated lake, the ' Umrit Sara ' (Water of
Immortality), to which from all parts pilgrims seeking healing
for their bodies come to bathe. Exactly in the centre of the
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lake, on a tiny island, is the exquisite Golden Temple, where
the chief guru and his six hundred assistants read the Granth.
Since the guru Nanak wrote it and founded the temple in
protest against prevalent forms of Hinduism three hundred
years ago, this book has been the principal object of reverence,
if not of worship, to the Sikhs. A solemn porter with a
silver mace admitted us, showing, as he did so, the ancient
oak doors, inlaid with ivory on one side, and faced with
silver on the other. Some of the outer walls are of
white marble, inlaid ; within, the temple is a mass of rich
colouring and gold, panels of ornament alternating with
tablets on which extracts from the Granth are carved in
Punjabi. At one end of the hall is a small charpai covered
with rich silken draperies, among which the book is hidden.
Offerings of flowers are laid on them. We were not allowed
to step on some of the carpets in front of the book, though
we might go round behind, and be close to the guru who
was waving a soft brush of finest white silk to keep the
flies off. We climbed by narrow steps to an upper story,
whence we could look down to the hall below and listen
to the group of musicians who were singing and producing
discordant sounds from quaint-looking drums and fiddles.
Going higher up still we emerged upon the roof, which was
covered with gold plates. ... I was arrested by hearing the
sacred Name ' Yesu Masih ' in one of the golden galleries ; it
was the Rev. Donald Mackenzie (C.M.S.) preaching a Christian
sermon within the very walls of the temple to his guide — a
former mission school boy — and a respectful group of listeners.
The tolerance and courtesy of these Sikhs gave a pleasing
impression ; but their religion of a book must indeed be a
cold and empty one. Mr. Mackenzie persuaded the old
guru to unwrap the sacred volume and read some of it aloud
to us. All the Sikhs present stood round in dead silence,
as the coverings were lifted and the intoning proceeded.
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When it ceased they made profound salaams, and then the
musicians again performed. We recrossed the marble cause-
way to a second temple on the shore of the lake, to which
the Granth is nightly carried in solemn procession to be
put to bed."
They then visited the noble C.M.S. Hospital and the
Zenana House, where they met Miss Tuting, a former College
by Post colleague, and saw Miss Jackson's class of eighty
widows doing beautiful embroideries. Some five hundred
children are in the C.E.Z.M.S. Schools; and the ladies also
itinerate in the villages round, gathering about them women
to whom the Gospel story is absolutely new.
Irene paid a second visit to Amritsar on February loth to
give an address upon Japan to members of the Gleaners'
Union in Mrs. Wade's drawing-room. The audience included
many native Christians wearing pretty chaddars. A letter from
Miss Tapson and a New Year's card from a Japanese whom
we had known in his Cambridge days, who was now a lord-
in-waiting to the Crown Prince, illustrated her address; and
she found it " strange to point to Lahore on the map as just
midway between the Sunrise and Sunset Isles of the Sea."
This time she went to the splendid Alexandra School, where
daughters of Christians, mostly professional men, receive a
first-rate English education, up to a High -school standard ;
and St. Catherine's Hospital, which is the centre of a grand
work for the women and children. " On the way," she says,
" I saw many interesting things : a sacred bull, standing
right across the road, helping himself to whatever he wished
for in the shopfronts ; a big Hindu caravanserai, with tank
and temple attached ; and a group of Central Asians in
furry coats, to whom Mr. Wade talked in Persian. Miss
Hewlett herself, 'the St. Hilda of the Punjab,' received
me, and took me round St. Catherine's. She comes across
all that is most sad in the lives of the women here. . . ,
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Modified purdah seems much the safest plan for many of
these poor things. . . . Then Miss Annie Sharp took me to
her BHnd School, where a touching group were squatting,
knitting mats and making baskets. She is gradually collecting
a library for them in Moon and Braille type.^ The morning
ended with house to house visiting and preaching in a
Sikh quarter. Sometimes in the Mohammedan quarter they
get no welcome; but the Sikhs are more courteous. We
went into several mud houses, up the narrowest steps I ever
saw, to the roof, a perfect swarm of women following and
appearing from all the neighbouring roofs. Miss Sharp let
me say John iii. i6 to them after her address; and they were
much like the Athenians in the way they received the message.
As we drove again through the narrow, swarming streets a
distribution of vernacular tracts was made to many who
eagerly asked for them. At 4.30 Mr. and Mrs. Wade
fetched me, and we drove to the house of Dr. Imad-ud-din.
The grand old ci-devant maulvi welcomed me with the
Padre and Mem Sahib very politely, and in the drawing-room
we found all the family assembled for the betrothal of
his daughter. Mr. Wade read i Cor. xiii. and prayed in
Urdu, all joined in the Lord's Prayer, and then the bride-
groom presented the engagement ring set with rubies and
emeralds, and was presented with a diamond ring and silk
handkerchief. Mrs. Imad-ud-din held a very private reception,
and showed off a small grandson to the ladies. She still
keeps purdah. I could not, to my regret, combine a native
evangelistic service with fulfilling my promise to Daisy and
Lily Wade of a farewell game. I danced to a whistled
tune with each, having already initiated them into the ' Chop
Waltz' and the 'Three little Pigs.' Dear httle bodies, they
» They Shall See His Face : Stories oj God's Grace in Work among the
Blind and Others in India, by S. Hewlett, fully describes this much
needed and most satisfactory work.
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whispered in such a confidential way, ' Most ladies who come
here don't do this sort of thing.' "
Irene's third visit on March 8th was for the distribution of
prizes by the two Mem Sahibs of St. Hilda's to the Zenana
Mission School girls. Miss Tuting writes of her eagerness
in watching them, and in spelling out the texts on the walls.
She saw yet another school on her fourth visit on
March 30th, the beautiful Middle School, where seventy
Christian girls of humble parentage are trained as teachers.
The object of this visit was to confer with Mr, Clark about
her own future plans.
On January 15th, when she had been six weeks at St.
Hilda's, she had written r " The Bishop and Miss Beynon
want me to stay here out and out, and are beginning to
wish to know my intentions, more than I can tell anyone
at present, not knowing them myself." A month later, fresh
from her second visit to Amritsar, she says : " It was splendid
to get an insight into real work, and made me long to work
among the pakka natives more than ever. In my as yet
small experience, C.M.S. is still the ideal society, so far as
ideality can exist. I wonder if I shall ever join it?" On
February 17th she lunched with the Bishop, and though
one omits many of her portraits of the living, one may
insert her portrait of him. "The Bishop is delightful.
He is a little like Bishop Westcott in the face, and
spirituality and charity strike one as two prominent character-
istics, as well as plenty of kindly common sense. To him
I said : ' I wished for missionary work before coming to
India ; I wish for it more than ever now.' His advice was :
'C.M.S., if you are free to join them.' Both the Bishop
and Miss Beynon are very nice, and delightfully kind about
it all, and tell me not to hurry a decision, and say how
sorry they will be to lose me, but that if my heart is in
the native work, C.M.S. is the best outlet."
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The day she wrote this (February 27th), Mr. Wade was
writing to her : " I am sure the C.M.S. would gladly welcome
you as an honorary worker, and would offer you any kind of
work to which you would feel most drawn. Speaking for
myself, and so far as I know the minds of others, we should
all be delighted to have you. You ask for my advice. Do
everything in concert with the Bishop and your present
friends; we are all members of one great army out here.
Missionary work should be life work ; if God calls us to it,
we should wait till He calls us from it before we give it up."
On March 2nd she wrote to Mr. Clark, formally offering
to the C.M.S. He replied: "I have read your letter with
joy and thankfulness to God, Who has put it into your heart
to desire to help forward His cause among the heathen. I
am sure that the Committees both in London and in India
will gladly accept you, and will endeavour to find such work
for you as will best meet your wishes and utilise your special
gifts. . . . But I sympathise with St. Hilda's and its workers in
Lahore. God needs many good workers among Europeans
and Eurasians also, who will teach the pure, simple word
of God without additions or any alterations."
She then wrote to the C.M.S. headquarters in London, saying
at the same time in her weekly letter : " I shall be very sorry
to say good-bye to the nice friends of the past months, and
should not do so if there were not good prospect of the
St. Hilda's work being well carried on. . . . My own spirits
are certainly on the rhe, as C.M.S. plans mature." The
educational work at Amritsar attracted her strongly; but
taking Mr. Clark's advice, she came to no hasty decision.
Those to whom the initials " C.M.S." are entirely familiar
must forgive a momentary pause upon their significance at
this point for the information of others. The Church
Missionary Society is the younger of the two great Anglican
societies, and during its hundred years of existence has
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become the greatest missionary society in the world, both
in the extent of its operations and the amount of its annual
income. Its full title, " Church Missionary Society for Africa
and the East," reminds us that at its foundation in 1799 no
Anglican was preaching to the heathen in either Asia or
Africa. These continents have ever been its chief concern,
but it has some work in Canada and New Zealand, labouring
always among natives only, and not among our own country-
men also. In one hundred years it has sent out just over
two thousand European missionaries, of whom exactly half
went during the first eighty-two years, and half in the last
eighteen years of its existence. Between twelve hundred
and thirteen hundred of these are now labouring, and the
natives whom they have won to the faith now number more
than a quarter of a million. These figures will not appear
large when we compare them with the accounts of men and
money given to religious and philanthropic work at home,
or with the number of still unevangelised heathen in the
world, or with the fact that only one-seventh of our own
fellow-subjects are even nominally Christians. Of the three
hundred and fifty millions that Queen Victoria now rules>
sixty millions are Mohammedans and two hundred and forty
millions heathen.
Lahore has the reputation of being the hottest city in India,
and after March a blaze of fierce sun and burning winds
from the sandy plains render it unbearable. So in April
St. Hilda's was broken up for the summer; Miss Beynon went
to England, the two Mem Sahibs to Simla. In December
Mrs. Keith-Palconer became Mrs. F. E. Bradshaw, Mrs.
Englebach working at S. Hilda's for a second winter. Irene,
on April 25th, the very day that the C.M.S. Committee in
London were accepting her as "an honorary missionary in
local connexion," crossed the frontier into Kashmir, little
realising that she was entering a country that would be the
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scene of all her future work. Before following her thither
we must glance at the subsequent development of St. Hilda's.
The step which Bishop Matthew took in making that
institution an integral part of his diocesan organisation had
been anticipated by his predecessor ; for in 1883 Bishop French
dedicated to her work as a Zenana missionary, by a solemn
prayer from the pulpit, the daughter of Sir Henry Norman,
thus expressing his own conviction on the subject of definitely
consecrating to their appointed tasks whole-hearted Christian
women. During the winter 1892-93 Miss Beynon reconnoitred
the ground ; during the winter 1893-94, when Irene joined
not only as an ardent but as a trained and indefatigable
worker, the institution passed through its experimental stage.
Later on, under the wise guidance of the Bishop, who drew
out a regular rule of life for its inmates, it became firmly
established as St. Hilda's Deaconess House.
Since Dean Howson, more than thirty years ago, urged upon
an unwilling Church the importance of organising women
workers, carefully selected women have been ordained as
" deaconesses " by the Bishops of several English dioceses.
Precedent for this was found not in the religious "orders"
of medieval monasticism, but rather in the feminine diaconate
of the Apostolic Church, of which we catch glimpses in the
New Testament. In India such deaconesses are needed even
more than at home. Here the clergy may reckon on much
regular help from residents, who become district visitors,
Sunday school teachers, etc. There, as '* station folks "
become less and less stationary, their help must be most
casual and intermittent. Meanwhile, the pastoral work of the
Church among the poor English, the Eurasians, and the native
Christians is ever growing. Hence the scheme of ordaining
women, after two or more years' training and probation, for
three kinds of work — parochial, educational, and missionary
—•and the developing of St. Hilda's as "a residence for the
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deaconesses and probationers, and a centre of deaconess
work."
On November 17th, 1896, the Bishop of Lahore ordained
its founder as " Deaconess Katherine Beynon." She was the
first to be so set apart in India, and the only other as yet
ordained is Deaconess Ellen Lakhshmi Goreh, author of the
well-known poem " In the secret of His presence how my
soul delights to hide," and daughter of the famous Brahman
convert of Benares, Padre Nehemiah Goreh. She is working
under the Bishop of Lucknow with a second deaconess from
England, and another English deaconess has lately gone to
the diocese of Lahore to work in the Cambridge Delhi
Mission. It is hoped that a permanent Deaconess House
at Lahore may commemorate Bishop Matthew. The enter-
prise is yet in its infancy, but gives every promise of vigorous
growth, since it is part of that larger movement of our
day which claims that women seriously taking up any career,
after definite training, should be recognised not as mere
amateurs but as professed and professional workers.
CHAPTER VI
KASHMIR
The light shineth in the darkness ; and the darkness overcame it not
QOHN i. 5, R.V., margin).
Thick darkness shall be driven away (IsA. viii. 22, R.V., margin).
THE Stupendous chain of mountains tnat forms the back
bone of the Old World, dividing the windy plateaux of
Central Asia from the burning plains of India, is most appro-
priately named the Himalayas — that is, the " Abode of Snow."
About the middle of it, fed by this snow, rise two mighty
rivers — the Ganges, to which Bengal owes its extraordinary
fertility, and the Indus, whence the whole peninsula takes its
designation. One of the five great tributaries of the Indus is
the Jhelum or Jehlam, which, before it pours into the Punjab
through a series of gorges, waters a remarkable alluvial plam
lying to the north-east of that land. This fair oasis in the
very heart of the rugged Himalayan system is a unique feature
on the earth's surface. Legend tells that it was once a
huge tarn, where dwelt a man-eating monster called Juldeva.
Kashaf, a holy rishi, after a thousand years of prayer pre-
vailed with Vishnu to drain the Lake ; the waters gushed out
through the Baramula Pass, the monster perished, and the
newly reclaimed Vale, taking the saint's name, was hence-
forth known as Kashmir.^ Three lovely lakes are found in
it to-day— the Wular, forty miles in circumference, the Dal
> See Major-General Newall's Highlands of India.
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(pronounced " dull "), six by three miles, and Manasbal, about
the size of Grasmere. Legend apart, it is highly probable
that they are relics of one original lake, occupying an area
of at least 1,500 miles. These mirror-like lakes and the
Jhelum, with its many canals, form a sort of arterial system
to the Vale; and the loops and windings of the river, as
it placidly meanders through fields and hamlets, are said to
have suggested the pattern of the celebrated Kashmir shawls.
It is navigable from Islamabad to Baramula.
Kashmir is divided from the Punjab by the Pir Punjal
range, which is from 9,000 to 15,500 feet high ; and from
Tibet by the Western Himalayas, averaging 18,000 feet.
Everest, the highest peak of the Himalayas (29,000 feet), lies
far away to the south-east ; but from Kashmir can be seen
Nanga Parbat (pronounced " Nunga Perbut "), one of the most
imposing mountains in the world. The area enclosed by these
two ranges is about a hundred by fifty miles in size, and
lies 5,200 feet above the sea. About half of it is as flat as the
Norfolk Broads ; while the portions towards the mountain
bases are not unlike the hilly parts of Surrey in configuration.
Roughly, it is in the same latitude as Jerusalem, Gibraltar,
and California.
The marvellous beauty and great fertility of the land which
Orientals fondly speak of as " Kashmir, equal to Paradise,"
made it in olden times the prey of ruthless conquerors,
and bring thither an ever-growing number of tourists and
holiday-makers to-day. The poet and the historian, the
traveller and the sportsman, have sung its praises again and
again. All that need be done here is to point out in its
past what will explain the character of its people and their
religious condition in the present.
Many mission fields are without annals because they had
no written language till European missionaries gave them
one. But Kashmir possesses a civilisation more ancient
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than eur own, and a history five thousand years long, which
may be divided into three periods. The first, from 3000 B.C.
to A.D. 1341, was a romantic period, when it was ruled by
native princes. This begins with a mythical golden age,
when Kashaf peopled the Vale with a pure race, and built the
original of the magnificent Temple of the Sun at Martand,
whose ruins command what is probably the finest view in
the whole world. There are chapters in this history which
read like tales of mediaeval chivalry. A line of rois fainiants
ended in a high-souled queen, Kotereen, whose first husband,
a Tibetan, deposed her father and ruled in her right till
his death. Her prime minister then forced her to marry
him, whereon she stabbed herself, leaving him to rule as
the first Mohammedan sovereign of Kashmir.
This opened a second and very different period, from 1341 to
1819, the Mohammedan period of subjection to foreigners and
frequent civil wars. From 1587 to 1753 Kashmir was a part of
the Mogul Empire — the only part which is not now under the
direct rule of the Empress of India. The two most notable
Mogul Emperors were both closely associated with Kashmir :
Akbar, whose reign (i 555-1 605) almost coincides with that
of Queen Elizabeth, conquered it ; Aurungzebe, whose reign
(1658-1707) almost coincides with that of Louis XIV.,
was the father of Lalla Rookh, heroine of the poem by
Thomas Moore which familiarised Kashmir to the general
English reader of a past generation. It was Jehanghir,
Akbar's successor, who made for his bride, the renowned
Nurmahal, three lovely gardens on the Dal Lake — the
Shalimar Bagh, Nishat Bagh, each enclosing a palace, and
the Nasim Bagh. They were the Balmoral of those of
Victoria's predecessors whose capital was Delhi. The Mogul
rule was followed by nearly seventy years of misery under
the oppressive deputies of Persian conquerors.
In 1 8 19 the third and latest period was inaugurated
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through the conquest of a Sikh, Runjit Singh, " the lion of
the Punjab." Sikh rule, latterly under British influence, has
been the lot of Kashmir for the last fourscore years •
for after Runjit's death in 1839 (when four queens and
five Kashmiri slave girls were burned alive on his pyre),
Golab Singh, the descendant of an old Dogra family, won
confidence as mediator between contending parties in the
distracted land. He was already Raja of Jammu, and in
1847 Loid Hardinge made him Maharaja of Kashmir; in
fact, when the Treaty of Amritsar closed the first Punjab War,
he purchased the throne out of the plunder he had carried
off to Jammu from Runjit Singh's treasure in the fortress
of Lahore. His dominions included the basin of the Jhelum,
still connoted geographically by the term Kashmir, whose
capital is Srinagar ; Jammu, the residence of the Maharaja
during most of the year, which lies on the south slope of the
Pir Punjal range, about two hundred and thirty-five miles due
south of Srinagar; and a region beyond the Western Himalayas
to the north-east of the Vale of Kashmir, the basin of the
Upper Indus, consisting of the three provinces of Gilgit,
Iskardo, and Ladakh. Into that region, whose capital is Leh,
Chapter XIII. will take us. Politically the whole territory ruled
by the Maharaja is called Kashmir, and forms a country
nearly equal in extent to England and Scotland together,
with a population (1891) of about two and a half millions.
Kashmir is the most northerly of the native States which
acknowledge the Qaisar-i-Hind as suzerain, and commands
the great trade routes into Central Asia. Hence control of
it is a matter of vital political and strategical importance
to Great Britain.
Golab Singh died in 1857, and Colonel Urmston prevented
the immolation of his five widows as suttees. His son
Runbir Singh reigned from 1857 to 1885, when the present
Maharaja, Pertab Singh, succeeded. He had only been on
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the throne four years when much of his power was trans-
ferred to a State Council, of which he is president. Laws
made by this Council have to receive a final sanction from
the Government of India through the Resident in Kashmir,
a change which is \n)rking slowly but steadily towards the
wellbeing of a land that has suffered much at the hands
of its rulers.
Turning again to geographical and historical Kashmir, the
alluring Vale which has been coveted and conquered by all
its neighbours in turn, we find representatives of many tribes
and many tongues within its borders to-day. What has been
the result of its history for the handsome, olive-skinned race
who are its own people ? They are a cheery, civil, plausible
folk, witty in repartee, industrious as farmers, and most artistic
and skilful, as their embroideries and handicrafts in metal and
papier-mache show. Unburdened with anxiety for the morrow,
and free from the crush of competition, they lead a natural
animal life, with as few cares as they have hopes. The well-
deserved reputation of the women for beauty has caused them
to be kidnapped for harems in all parts of India ; the children
are most winsome, and the parents seem fond of them and
kind to them. But to a fine physique the Kashmiris add few
manly, and to a quick intelligence few moral qualities. It is
characteristic of them that while the women do all the hard
work, the men produce the fine embroideries, and that their
arts are of a kind that call for little muscular effort. The
Persians have a proverb that from a Kashmiri you can never
experience anything but sorrow and anxiety. Mrs. Bishop,
who has kindly words for so many of the remote races she
has visited, describes the Kashmiris as " false, cringing, and
suspicious." Mr. E. F. Knight says that they are incorrigible
cheats and liars, cowardly to an inconceivable degree, for a
Kashmiri will receive a blow from a man smaller than himself
and not dare to return it. Irene says : " They are the
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most entirely unpatriotic people one ever knew. They
will always have a sneer at their own countrymen. I gave
a darzi some bags to make for my pupils' reading-books
the other day. These were cobbled in such a style that I
told him I should be far too ashamed to think of giving
such things away. 'I thought they were only for Kashmiri
16g,' was his excuse." So little public spirit have they that
they have been seen quietly watching the ravages of a
fire, without making any effort to prevent it spreading. The
Zenana missionary who tells this, also tells that once when
she was impelled to say, " O dear Kashmiri women, why
won't you wash ? " they looked at her wonderingly, and
replied, "We have been so oppressed that we don't care
to be clean." That explains all. Used abominably for
generations, they use each other abominably ; and so where
Nature is fairest one sees sadly illustrated the pregnant phrase
of Wordsworth, " What man has made of man."
Only one-third of the Vale is said to be under tillage.
Properly cultivated it could easily support four millions. Its
actual population is estimated (in the absence of census
returns) at from one-third to one-quarter of that number.
The mass of the people live in its numerous and thickly
clustering villages. Islamabad, over fifty miles up the river
from Srinagar, contains eight thousand people, and is the
only town of any size besides the capital.
Srinagar (pronounced " Sreenugger "), "the City of the
Sun " or " the Holy City," stands in size twenty-second among
the cities of India. Its population is variously estimated at
from 120,000 to 140,000 — that is, it contains from 20,000 to
30,000 less than Lahore and Amritsar ; or to compare more
familiar places, it is rather larger than Brighton, and less
than half the size of Edinburgh. Old maps sometimes call
it "Cashmere," a name ambiguous enough already. It is
said to have been foanded by Provarsen, a half fabulous
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native prince who conquered all India. Poets sang its praises
as " the City of Roses " ; and in the distance it is very striking.
Seven quaint bridges of deodar logs, on the cantilever
principle, span the sluggish coils of the Jhelum, and the
approaching tourist is attracted not a little by its four- or five-
storied houses with protruding, carved balconies and its lovely
baghs. But the gaudy ugliness of the Lai Mundi Palace
and other modern public buildings, and the crooked and
flimsy structure of its dwellings generally, proclaim a race
degenerate from the builders of the imposing and symmetrical
temples whose ruins suggest that Kashmiri architects were
once under the influence of the Greek occupiers of the
Punjab. Moreover, the resident in Srinagar has to confess
that from its picturesque canals arises a massive and un-
relieved stench, which is never forgotten by those who have
once inhaled it.
Here is Irene's description, written in November, 1895 •
•' Let me take you in imagination a little voyage in our
shikari up the great river Jhelum, where it forms the main
highway through this capital city of Srinagar. Just now it
is reflecting golden poplars and crimson chenar-trees on its
banks, with more distant mountain ranges on all sides covered
with fresh fallen snow, which look dazzling as the last autumn
sunshine lights them up against the blue sky. . . . Srinagar,
with its water-ways, palaces, bridges, and graceful, fair-
skinned inhabitants, suggests Venice, though Venice much
dilapidated. But from Venice there are no such views as
one may see here on a clear autumn day. It is perhaps
the dirtiest city in the world ; and most of the houses look as
if they could not survive the next flood or earthquake. The
shining pinnacles and tall minarets belong to Hindu temples
and Mohammedan mosques, and we may search the city in
vain for a Christian church."
Much has been done in the last ten or twelve years for the
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material progress of Kashmir. Our soldiers are disciplining the
hitherto nondescript army of this outpost of the Empire ; our
statesmen are reforming abuses, reorganising the Post-office,
the Public Works and Forest departments, and the State
finances. The land settlement effected by Mr. Lawrence and his
coadjutors is greatly and permanently benefiting the oppressed
peasantry. Merchants from more than one European country
are developing trade and manufactures ; British engineers are
making roads and bridges, providing pure water, draining
land; not only facilitating commerce, but averting the awful
floods of the past, and the still worse disasters of famine
and plague, which ought to be unknown where the soil is
so fertile and the climate so fine. But carriage of supplies
across the frontier was formerly so difficult, uncertain, and
expensive that whenever heavy rain and cold during October
disappointed them of the rice harvest there was dearth. The
famine of 1876-78, in which from one-third to two-fifths of
the Kashmiris were swept away, was directly due, according
to Sir Lepel Griffin and Dr. Downes, to the maladministra-
tion of corrupt native officials ; and visitations of cholera have
been wholly the result of outrageously defying sanitary laws.
Irene longed " for an army of health missionaries to follow in
the wake of the Gospel missionaries and teach practically
that cleanliness is next to godliness."
And what of the life which cannot be lived by bread alone ?
Two hills, rising sharply out of the plain and visible far
across it, form the landmarks of Srinagar, which stretches
towards them from the river winding through its heart. The
Dal Gate, at the south-west extremity of the Dal Lake, lies
between them. Hari-Parbat, the smaller one, three hundred
feet high, is crowned with a fort built by Akbar, and below it,
says legend, Juldeva lies, like Enceladus beneath Etna.
The Takht-i-Suleiman ("Solomon's Throne'"), the larger one,
over a thousand feet high, is a queer, isolated, conical peak,
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the " Arthur's Seat " of Srinagar, steep but not difficult of
ascent. From its summit one gets the best view of the
city, rising from the rich alluvial plain, v/ith its network of
canals, set in fields of rice and maize, amid clear streams,
shady chenar groves, and luxuriant gardens. The girdle of
mountains, whence flow a thousand fountains and brooks,
rises beyond; their lower slopes dark with pines, deodars,
or cedars, their brows gleaming with perpetual snow,
Hararauk (16,000 feet), Kotwal (14,000 feet), and Mahadeo
(13,000 feet) being their most conspicuous heights. Here
one realises why the poet sang of the Vale as "an emerald
set in pearls." The Takht is crowned by the oldest re-
maining temple in Kashmir, a building which epitomises
the whole religious history of the country.
About 250 B.C., when Rome and Carthage were beginning
to grapple together in the Punic Wars, Asoka introduced
Buddhism into Kashmir, supplanting a primitive serpent
and nature worship. His son Jaloka built the original
temple here, and gathered Buddhist priests to it in con-
vocation about 200 B.C. About 250 a.d., when Cyprian
and Origen were moulding the theology of a Christian
Church still in the fires of Imperial persecution, the temple
was rebuilt and dedicated to Mahadeva, that is, Siva; for
about the time of the Fall of Jerusalem Hinduism had been
introduced into Kashmir, where it flourished for more than
a thousand years. Pupils flocked to its most famous schools
and professors there, and pilgrims visited the scenes of many
of the favourite tales of Hindu heroes and gods. Before
Hinduism, Buddhism vanished away, slowly but utterly, un-
less the rishis of Kashmir may be regarded as survivals of it.
Irene met one of these whose only occupation was enlarging a
tomb which his father had spent fifteen years of his life in
digging out of a deep mountain cavern in expiation of the
crime of murdering his wife. She heard of another given
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wholly to prayer and fasting, who was visited by the
Maharaja and others on the Moslem holy day. These
anchorites recall the hermits of the Thebaid.
About the time that Wycliffe was inaugurating the Lollard
movement in England, Mohammedanism was being estab-
lished in Kashmir, and the fanatical zeal of Sikandar
Butshikan (Alexander the Iconoclast) was demolishing not
only the idols but many of the most massive temples of
Hinduism. Islam claimed the Takht as a sacred place,
since it owed its name to the tradition that " the flying
throne of star-taught Solomon" was set on it once, Adam,
Noah, and Mohammed all figuring in the complicated legend
of an umbrella which there sheltered the Wise King.
Nothing remains of the Buddhist temple, only fragments of
the old Hindu temple ; and when the Sikh rulers of Kashmir
in our own century wrested the Takht from the Moslem,
it was a mosque which they restored with plaster and white-
wash, and re-dedicated to Siva, still the favourite Hindu
god in Kashmir. Every day now a priest appointed by the
Maharaja, who is a devout Hindu, climbs the Takht with
an ofi"ering of milk and rice and flowers, and mutters a prayer
round the shrine of the idol within.
In India as a whole, according to the 1891 census, there
were almost 189,000,000 Hindus and almost 54,000,000
Mohammedans. Five centuries of Islam triumphant in
Kashmir have reversed this proportion there, and it now claims
at least three-quarters. Dr. Neve thinks fourteen-fifteenths, of
the population, the " masses " of Kashmir. The minority of
Hindus form its "classes," being nearly all of the Brahman
caste. The inferior castes were either driven out of the
country or forced to accept Islam. Its conquest has been
(so to say) avenged in this century on the Mohammedan
many by the Hindu few, for they form the official class, a
large number of them being employed in the State service.
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They are all called pundits, a word whose significance
may be likened to that of " clerk " in the Middle Ages. In
the abstract, though not where breaking of caste is concerned,
Hinduism is more tolerant than Mohammedanism ; but in
Kashmir, where they have neither Government nor officials
to back them, Mohammed's followers dare not display their
wonted intolerance. Moreover, the ordinary Kashmiri is more
of a saint-worshipper than a true Moslem ; he can repeat
the KaUma, and knows the names of the six great prophets ;
but in calamity he turns to his pir to help him. His shrines
are often on former Hindu sites, and the Hinduism of his
ancestors appears beneath the veneer of Mohammedanism.
Below both is the aboriginal nature-worship, dying hard
before more formulated creeds.
There is yet another chapter of the religious story of the
Takht. Conspicuous on an outlying spur of it, known as
the Rustum Gari, beneath which nestles the village of
Drogjun, rises now a cruciform building whose tale will be
told presently, where the worshippers of Christ gather daily.
Its spire points to heaven at a lower elevation than the top
of the domed Hindu temple, and it does not actually crown
the Rustum Gari. Round the summit of that secondary
height runs a fence, above which no one may build, for
the Kashmiris believe that he who lives on Rustum Gari
will rule Kashmir. Nearer than aught else to this fateful
summit stands the group of mission buildings, consummated
by the church, predicting that even as the idolatries of the
ancient world dropped into the darkness of oblivion before
the uplifted Cross of Christ, so must the gloomy creed of
Islam and the blind and often revolting rites of Hinduism
fall when the Kingdom of God comes with power in Kashmir.
No poHtical excitements, no startling tragedies, no extra-
ordinary results have called public attention to missionary
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work in Kashmir. Taking it as a typical C.M.S. station,
we shall find, ere we have proceeded far, that its short history
is an instructive commentary upon the popular notion that
ardent pietists at home, knowing nothing of far-off lands,
raise large funds which societies spend in providing snug
berths for mediocre people who would have little chance
in their own country, and whose well-meaning efforts for the
heathen are mostly misdirected and futile.
Both the brevity and the precision of our story will be
aided by beginning, for convenience of reference, with a
complete list of all the missionaries who have laboured there.
Those of the C.M.S. are in ordinary type, those of the
C.E.Z.M.S. in italics, those who have died in capitals,
those no longer there in ( ), and those in local connexion
are marked *.
Missionaries to Kashmir.
1865-72. William Jackson Elmslie, M.D. Edin. (C.M.S.).
1874-75. (Dr. Theodore Maxwell, B.A., B.Sc, M.U., Lond.)
1877-82. (Dr. Edmund Dowries, M.D., F.R.C.S., Edin.)
1882- Dr. Arthur Neve, L.R.C.P., F.R.C.S., Edin.
1883- Rev. James Hinton Knowlcs ai.d Mrs. Knowles.
1886- Dr. Ernest F. Neve, M.D., F.R.C.S., Edin.
1888- Miss Elizabeth Gordon Hull.
1888-89. Fanny Jane Butler, L.K.Q.P.S. (C.E.Z.M.S.).
1888-91. {Miss Rainsfonl)
1888-93. {Miss Elizabeth M. Newman.)
1890- Rev. Cecil Earle Tyndale-Biscoe, M.A. Cantab.
1891- Mrs. C. E. Tyndale-Biscoe (m. Nov., 1891).
1891- *Miss Amy Judd (Mrs. R. V. Greene, m. July, 1896).
1891-92. {Miss Huntley, M.D.)
1891-92. {Miss M. K. Webster.)
1892- Mr. Robert Venables Greene.
1893- Miss Annie Coverdale (in local connexion, 1890-91),
1893- Miss Catharine New7iham (transferred to C.M.S., 1900)
1894-97. Irene Eleanora Verita Petrie (C.M.S.).
1895-96, {Miss May Pry ce- Browne.)
1896-98. {*Miss Kathleen Howatson.)
1897-99. {*Miss Rudra [Mrs. Singh"]).
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1897- *Mtss Foy.
1897- Miss Bessie Martyn.
1898- Miss Mary Nora Neve (in local connexion, 1891-96).
1899- Rev. Cecil Edward Barton, B.A., and Mrs. Barton.
1899- *Miss Stubbs.
1900- Miss Minnie Gomery, M.D.
Missionaries Stationed Elsewhere and Others, Who Have
Helped in Kashmir Temporarily.
1864, etc. Rev. R. Clark, M.A., & Mrs. Clark (C.M.S., Amritsar).
1865. Rev. W. Smith, (C.M.S., Benares).
1865. Rev. A. Brinckman (S.P.G.).
1S65. Rev. W. G. Cowie (afterwards Bishop of Auckland).
1870. Rev. W. T. Storrs, M.D. (C.I\I S., Santal).
187 1. Rev. T. V. French (afterwards Bishop of Lahore).
1875-81. .Rev. T. R. Wade (C.M.S., Amritsar).
1892. Rev. H. E. Perkins (C.M.S., Bahrwal).
1896- Mr. G. W, Tyndale-Biscoe.
1899- Mr. A. B. Tyndale, M.A. Oxon.
1899- Rev. C. I'E. Burges, M.A. Cantab.
A preliminary journey to reconnoitre the field was made
in 1854 by the Rev. R. Clark, a Cambridge Wrangler (see
p. 96), and Colonel Martin, of the 9th Native Infantry. He
had lately given anonymously ten thousand rupees to
found the Punjab Mission, and in 1855 became an honorary
C.M.S. missionary at Peshawar. Golab Singh was quite
willing that they should preach in hi-s dominions, saying
that the Kashmiris were so bad already that the padres
could do them no harm, and he was curious to see if they
could do them any good.
About twenty years after ofificials of the Punjab had
given funds for starting the mission there (see p. 73), its
Lieutenant-Governor, Sir Robert Montgomery, together with
other distinguished generals and civilians of high rank, feeling
that the time had come to evangelise Kashmir, collected
;^i,5oo, and appealed to the C.M.S., promising to provide
annually all the expenses beyond the missionary's personal
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allowances, if the C.M.S. would establish a mission and send
out a man. Mr. Chuk paid two more visits to Srinagar in
1862 and 1863 ; and in 1864 his wife, a fully qualified
medical woman, opened a dispensary, attended by as many
as a hundred patients daily, and a mission school was com-
menced. Baptism of a convert from Islam soon followed, and
at once indifference gave place to hostility; the governor
of the city himself organised a disturbance, and all sorts of
opposition and outrage ensued. An order forbidding foreigners
to remain in Kashmir for more than the six months of summer
was strictly enforced, and extended to converts, and it became
evident that the one possible door into this closed country
was a medical mission — that is, teaching combined with healing,
not merely to attract hearers, but as a necessary embodiment
of the spirit of that religion whose Divine Founder was, as
Livingstone used to say, "the first medical Missionary."
Meanwhile, a committee which the missionary-hearted
Punjab officials had formed were corresponding with the
Edinburgh Medical Mission about a distinguished young
graduate, who, through prayerful consideration of the Saviour's
twofold command to preach and heal, was olTcring to go out
as a medical missionary. He was the son of an Aberdeen
" boot-closer," apprenticed to his father in childhood, whose
ability and ardour for study were such that, while toiling in
his humble calling he rose at 3 a.m. to read, and won both
the M.A. of Aberdeen University and the ]\I.D. of Edinburgh.
This *' indomitable Scot," who will always be remembered as
one of the most devoted and able medical missionaries who
ever lived, became a pioneer in three senses. He was the
first missionary to Kashmir ; and the first medical missionary
sent out by the C.M.S.,^ which now has sixty-one medical
' Not counting three or four ordained C.M.S. men who happened to
have and to use medical knowledge, and the isolated experiment of
sending out Dr. Harrison to YoruV)a in iS6£ for a short time.
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missionaries on its roll, and thirty mission hospitals ; thirdly,
he was of Presbyterian education. C.M.S. agents must, of
course, be members of the Church of England, but here were
exceptional circumstances. Only a doctor could hope to pro-
claim the Gospel in the land whose first missionary afterwards
wrote of it as " poor, perishing Kashmir, for whom I could weep
all day " ; no Anglican doctor was forthcoming ; friends of
the C.M.S. on the spot wished this man to be their missionary,
and guaranteed all the expenses of the mission; and he
cordially promised to observe all the practices and rules of
the Society. So he was sent. Under equally exceptional
circumstances the C.M.S. has since sent out one other mis-
sionary of Presbyterian education, an engineer by profession ;
and among all its pioneer missionaries, none are held in
higher honour to-day than the two Scottish laymen, William
Elmslie, of Kashmir, and Alexander Mackay, of Uganda.
In May, 1865, Elmslie opened a dispensary in the verandah
of his rough bungalow at Srinagar, and laboured for five
summers there. During four winters he was at Amritsar,
for every October he was turned out of Kashmir with his
converts, who had to leave their wives behind, since no
women were permitted to quit the country. The Maharaja
offered him four times the salary he received as a missionary
if he would become court physician and cease to preach
Christ, whereon he wrote home : " It gladdens my heart to
be able to give up some worldly advantage for Christ's sake.
Our Father's promise is better than the Maharaja's cash down."
Then the Maharaja opened an opposition hospital, and sur-
rounded the dispensary with a cordon of soldiers to prevent
patients attending and to take the names of those who
insisted on doing so. But the superior skill and kindness
of the missionary doctor were so obvious that it continued
to be thronged. Several were baptised, and more were won
to a faith that they dared not publicly confess. Three
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clerical coadjutors baptised Elmslie's converts, and became
the first of many volunteers who have helped forward the
work in Kashmir, though never formally on its roll of mis-
sionaries. They are named on p. ii8; and we may note here
that one of the three had been an officer in the army, and
was now an honorary missionary of the Society for the Pro-
pagation of the Gospel. Elmslie also found an assistant in
Qadir Bakhsh, whom we shall meet later on, and gained the
confidence of the Kashmiris generally by his ministrations
to the victims of the terrible visitation of cholera in 1867.
In 1870 failure of health compelled him to go home.
There he prepared a Kashmiri-English Dictionary, which has
been of the greatest value to his missionary successors. He
had many offers of lucrative employment in Britain, but wrote
to Mr. Wade : " I am willing to return to Kashmir. The
missionary life is the only one worth living. It is the only
one that can be called Christlike."
During his absence Dr. Storrs carried on the work, and
in 187 1 Mr. Clark revisited Kashmir with the Rev. T. V.
French and a native doctor, John Williams, of Tank. From
the diaries of the shrewd and scholarly French ^ we learn that
the two things that struck him in Kashmir were the new
temples, showing how devoted a Hindu the Maharaja was,
and the perfectly beautiful features and forms of both men and
women, suggesting Greek blood in the present dwellers by
the Jhelum, on whose banks Alexander the Great fought
Porus two thousand two hundred years ago. His record is of
"heavy preaching amidst much opposition," of "insults almost
insupportable," of " violent abuse and scurrilous attacks of all
kinds." He wrote to the Resident, protesting it was hard
that in a state existing by the protection of a Christian
government every form of religious teaching should be
" licita " except the Christian. He was pelted with dirt as
' See Life, vol. i., ch. xii.
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he preached, and had to get behind a pillar to escape stones.
' Came home sadly heartbroken ; the stone of their heart is
worse than the stones they threw at me," is his entry.
In the spring of 1872 Elmslie returned, no longer alone,
for he had married the daughter of the Rev. Wallace Duncan,
whose wife, Mary Lundie Duncan, has now provided three
generations of children with an evening prayer in her " Jesus,
tender Shepherd, hear me." In July another awful outbreak
of cholera crowded the hospital newly opened in a native
house. " He has just had his eleven hundredth patient and
finished his seventieth operation in a month," wrote Mrs.
Elmslie ; and through his devotion to the stricken people
opposition was being overcome. He begged hard, but without
success, for permission to remain during the winter, in spite
of the order about foreigners. Then, utterly exhausted by his
arduous toil, he started on October 21st upon the weary
journey over the mountain passes. He walked till he could
walk no more ; then his young wife put him in her dhooli,
and went on foot across the snow herself. He reached
Gujerat dangerously ill, and three days after, on November
1 8th, 1872, he died there. There was an unnecessary but
characteristic suggestion that he had been poisoned by one
of the enemies made by his outspoken condemnation of the
prevailing tyranny. The day after he was buried a letter
arrived from the authorities rescinding the order which had
cost Kashmir the life of one of its best friends. His widow
afterwards became the friend and colleague of " A.L.O.E."
(Charlotte M. Tucker) at Batala.
In 1874 the Edinburgh Medical Missionary Institution
supplied a successor to Elmslie in Dr. Maxwell. The
Maharaja permitted him to build a small hospital on a fine
site because he was nephew to the renowned General John
Nicholson, who was killed leading the victorious assault on
Delhi. Assisted by Mr. Clark and by Qadir Bakhsh, he
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worked for two summers with much encouragement; then
his health failed, and he returned to England. The Rev.
T. R. Wade became both clerical and medical missionary till
the arrival, in May, 1877, of Dr. Downes, formerly a lieutenant
in the Royal Artillery and assistant-engineer in the Staff
Corps, who resigned his commission in order to become a
missionary. He obtained final permission to remain for
the winter by stirring public opinion on the subject through
the newspapers, and during six years, without any colleague or
trained assistant or nurses, conducted the medical mission,
seeing sometimes as many as three hundred patients in one
day. Mr. Wade stayed on with him for a while ; and during
the famine of 1878 both ministered to multitudes of sufferers
and gathered four hundred waifs into an orphanage. By
means of his own liberal gifts and the gifts of his friends in
England Dr. Downes provided for the needs of about
seventy in-patients ; and when failure of health drove him
home, he handed over a firmly established enterprise to Dr.
Neve, who arrived in the spring of 1882, followed in 1883
by the Rev. J. H. Knowles, transferred from Peshawar.
They are now the two senior missionaries in Kashmir.
The year 1886, when the C.M.S. Mission attained its
majority, was a promising one. Dr. E. Neve, prizeman and
gold medallist, arrived; six Mohammedans and two Sikhs were
baptised ; and a second society came into the field to work
among the women. "The Church of England Zenana Mis-
sionary Society, in co-operation with the Church Missionary
Society " (to give it its full name), is the daughter of a society
founded in 1852. Weighted with the name of "The Indian
Female Normal School and Instruction Society," this was
formally organised in 1861, being itself the younger sister of
yet another society, the Society for Promoting Female Educa-
tion in the East. Irene met missionaries of all three societies
at Agra, Meerut, and Lahore (see pp. 65, 69, 91). The F.E.S.
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and I.F.N., formed to send out women missionaries in days
when the C.M.S. undertook to send out the wives of its
own missionaries only, v/ere interdenominational. The I.F.N.
began regular zenana visiting nearly forty years ago, and
in practice was almost entirely Anglican. Desire on the
part of some of its Presbyterian adherents to make it
actually interdenominational led to the secession of most of
its Anglican adherents, and they formed as a new society in
1880 the Church of England Zenana Missionary Society.
The I.F.N, more than survived its sudden depletion, and
is vigorous to-day under the new name of "The Zenana,
Bible, and Medical Mission." The C.E.Z.M.S. sends out
unmarried ladies to India, Ceylon, and the province of
Fuh-kien in China. It now has over two hundred and
thirty missionaries on its roll. Having thus explained, once
for all, various recurring initials, we return to Kashmir.
We date C.E.Z.M.S. work there from 1886, when Mrs.
Rallia Ram, daughter of a well-known Indian clergyman,
obtained an entrance into several zenanas as an honorary
worker in local connexion with that society. In 1887 two
English ladies, already experienced missionaries on its staff,
were sent to Kashmir — Miss Hull, who fills an important
place in our story, and Miss Butler, whose memory will
ever be held dear. Before passing to the zenana work,
we must tell a strangely sad story of blighted hope and
thwarted endeavour.
From the age of fifteen Fanny Butler had wished to be
a missionary, fired by reading a book called The Finished
Course, which told of lives laid down for rather than lived
in Africa. She put her whole soul into acquiring knowledge
that would fit her for such a career, and sedulously trained
herself in unselfish habits. An appeal for medical women
issued by Dr. Elmslie just before his death incited her
to be a medical missionary in India. She was the first
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student enrolled at the London School of Medicine for
Women, one of the pioneers who obtained admission into
a profession where, as we now recognise without any
disparagement of medical men, women can do work of
incalculable value among their sisters both at home and
abroad. She was too early in the field to gain the M.D.,
which she and her contemporaries won their successors the
right to earnj but six years of strenuous study made her a
fully qualified medical woman in the highest sense.
On October 24th, 1880, she left England as the first woman
medical missionary sent thence to India. This was five
years before the Countess of Dufferin, inspired by the Queen
herself, after an audience which she granted to a zenana
missionary, took the first steps towards the formation of
"The National Association for supplying Female Medical
Aid to the Women of India." For six years Dr. Butler
worked at Jabalpur, Calcutta, and Bhagalpur. Then she
returned to England to plead the cause of India's women,
and after only eleven months at home (part of which was
spent in further study at Vienna) she started for Kashmir,
transferred thither at Dr. Neve's request. She reached
Srinagar, where she found Miss Hull, in May, 1888. Later
in the year she was joined by IMiss Rainsford, who had
taken a two years' medical course, and Miss Newman, a
trained nurse. Missionaries were then obliged to live in
the European quarter, four miles from the heart of the city.
They rented a little dispensary in the city, and on the day
it was opened, August 5th, 1888, five patients came; by the
end of the year there had been five thousand attendances,
the number in a single day sometimes reaching a hundred
and eighty. The adjoining house was turned into a hospital,
where in three months thirty-five in-patients were treated.
One day a notable visitor arrived, Mrs. Bishop (Isabella
Bird), whose well-known warm interest in missions (to quote
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her own words) " came about gradually purely through seeing
the deplorable condition of nations without Christianity."
The distinguished traveller was so struck with the value
of Dr. Butler's work and its inadequate accommodation that
she gave then and there ;!^5oo to build a new hospital
for thirty women patients as a memorial to her husband.
Dr. Butler was to work it, the Maharaja granted the site
at the request of the Commander-in-Chief, Sir F. Roberts
(now Lord Roberts), and the love and confidence of the
Kashmiri women were being rapidly won. The months in
Kashmir were the happiest in Dr. Butler's whole career. As
with Irene afterwards, so with her there had been a certain
restlessness elsewhere, till each was led in ways beyond her
contriving to Kashmir. Once there, each felt the happiness
of an assured conviction that the allotted sphere had been
found, and each said strongly, " Here will I labour till
nightfall." But a day or two after the foundation stone of
the John Bishop Memorial Hospital had been laid by the
Resident's wife, Dr. Butler was suddenly taken ill, and
four days later, on October 26th, 1889, fell asleep, saying,
" I should like to stay," and yet again, " I am ready to go,
and whether I recover or not, God will do what is best."
Just five days before she died she had written : *' The
happiest thing on earth is to help to take the Gospel to
every creature."
" Her work," said Miss Hull, ten years later, " will never
die. Many zenanas which we still visit were first opened
through her. Some whom she taught have already met
her in heaven, notably the wife of a Mohammedan pir, a
Christian at heart, though never baptised, whose life she
saved by means of an operation." Many doctors and many
missionaries have left noble memories, but both professions
may be proud to claim as theirs the loyal, stedfast, and
self-sacrificing Fanny Butler, who was as unassuming as she
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was able. For ten long years the Kashmiri women, who
wept bitterly for their " doctor Miss Sahib," waited for
such another to minister to their sufferings ; and yet a
third precious life was laid down for Kashmir ere far-off
Canada, as will be told in Chapter XIV., supplied their
need.
The Z.B.M.M. lent Dr. Jane Haskew, of Lucknow, to
fill the gap for a year; and in June, 1890, the John Bishop
Memorial Hospital was opened by the Bishop of Lahore
on the Mundar Bagh. One year later an overflow of the
Jhelum caused terrible floods, which damaged it so much
that its work had to be transferred to tempocary premises
near the Dal Gate. In 1892 a second flood wrecked it
altogether; and 1893 found Miss Newman striving on single-
handed with devoted perseverance in a temporary dispen-
sary. Family claims summoned her to England in 1894,
and her hope of returning to Kashmir has not as yet been
fulfilled.
The C.E.Z.M.S. gave Kashmir another trained nurse in
Miss Newnham, daughter of Colonel Newnham, of the 6th
Bengal Cavalry, and niece of the Bishop of Moosonee. Since
1893 she has been working in the C.M.S. Hospital, for which
she volunteered, and this year was transferred to the C.M.S.
Associated with her as " nursing superintendent " is Miss
Neve, a niece of the Drs. Neve, who, after helping for a
while as an honorary worker unconnected with a society, went
to London for further training at The Olives in 1896,
returning to Kashmir in the autumn of 1898 as a C.M.S.
missionary. She was the second lady sent by the C.M.S. to
Kashmir, and is " appropriated " by the parish of St, Mary
Abbots, whence Irene, the first C.M.S. lady in Kashmir, had
gone out.
So much for the personnel of the medical department of
the Kashmir mission. We must now take up the story
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of the zenana work, the first department with which Irene
was connected, from the arrival of Miss Hull early in 1888.
She is of English and Irish parentage, and was born in
Scotland, where her father, before he held a Suffolk living,
was chaplain to the last Duchess of Gordon. She worked
with the I.F.N.S. in Benares from 1873 to 1879, and her
proficiency in several Oriental languages was such that she
was asked when in Bengal if she could speak English.
" One can see that she loves the natives," wrote Irene.
But when she first reached Kashmir she longed in vain
for one door to open. " No Kashmiri women will ever let
you go and teach them," said the scholars in the mission
school. In a few years, however, the missionaries were to
receive more requests for visits than they could keep pace
with.
Miss Hull had two helpers in Miss Judd, who formed a
school for Kashmiri girls (1891-93), and Miss Coverdale, sister
of the Rev. T. E. Coverdale (C.M.S., Lahore and Batala),
who worked with her during the winter 1890-91, returned to
England invalided in 1891, and came out again, after training
at The Willows, in November, 1893. For nearly six years
the zenana work was, however, practically in the hands of Miss
Hull only. In the autumn of 1893 she took a six months'
furlough, hoping to get some lady in England to come out
with her. She returned disappointed at the end of April, 1894,
to find that Miss Coverdale had again completely broken down
after her winter's work single-handed ; a summer at Gulmarg
failed to restore her, and she went for two winters to Dera
Ghazi Khan, as a less trying climate. Meanwhile, according
to the C.E.Z.M.S. annual report, the outlook at Srinagar was
so discouraging that when Miss Hull came back it was a
question whether she should continue in "this much tried
mission " (as she calls it), or take up work in some other
centre. Then, just ten days after her return, she met Irene,
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and won her co-operation for an undertaking than which none
could have needed it more.
Reserving that story for the next chapter, we may here
account for the fact that Irene, as a C.M.S. missionary, took
up work hitherto wholly in the hands of the C.E.Z.M.S. by
referring to the remarkable development of women's work for
the C.M.S., both at home and abroad, during the last twelve
years. How it all came about is fully told in Mr. Stock's
History of the C.M.S. , vol. iii., p. 367. In 1887 there were
only twenty-two women (excluding missionaries' wives) on
the C.M.S. roll, mostly widows or daughters of C.M.S. men,
placed there under special circumstances. From 1887 to 1894
(when Irene joined) two hundred and fourteen women were
added to these, and counting those going out in the autumn
of 1899, ai^d a number of F.E.S. ladies just transferred to the
C.M.S., over two hundred and twenty have been added since.
There are nearly three hundred and forty women missionaries
(not wives) on the C.M.S. roll to-day, working in Asia, Africa,
and Canada. Since 1891 the C.M.S. Report has given maiden
names, enabling us to see that nearly a hundred of the wives
now on its roll were already missionaries when married. We
all know what splendid work has been done by missionaries'
wives in the past, before women were definitely trained for
the work, as they are to-day; and the above fact suggests,
without further comment, the potentialities in the near future
of their co-operation.
Gathering up the story of the Kashmir mission, we may
conveniently recognise four departments of it, associating
each with the name of one missionary : (i) Evangelistic
and Pastoral, preaching in city bazars and in villages, and
caring for the converts ; Rev. J. H. Knoivles. (2) Medical,
mainly among Mohammedans — i.e. the poorer people; Dr.
Neve. (3) Educational, mainly among Hindus — i.e. the well-
to-do people ; Hev. C. E. Tyndale-Biscoe. (4) Zenana
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wholly among women, both Hindus and Mohammedans,
and especially among well-to-do Hindus ; Miss Hull. Just
as the private talks recorded by St. John of our Lord with
individuals probably did more to build up His earliest
Church than the preaching recorded by the Synoptists, so
personal dealing with oiie patient, one pupil, one woman
at home, seems the most fruitful though the least striking
work in Kashmir. All four departments had Irene's sympathy
and co-operation, but she was most closely associated with the
third and fourth ; and as the Zenana work was the first
she took up, we may defer the later story of the Hospital
and the whole story of the School to Chapters VIII. and XI.,
merely noting here that the desire for both healing and
education was awakened by the missionaries, the State hospital
and State school being subsequent institutions. One or two
further words must be said of the first department.
When Mr. Clark revisited Kashmir in 1889 he found
a more encouraging state of things than in any of his eight
previous sojourns there. During Mr. Knowles's furlough
in 1892 another volunteer came forward in the Rev. H. E.
Perkins, son of an S.P.G. missionary at Cawnpore, and
himself for thirty years in the Civil Service, regarded as
king of the whole district when he was Commissioner for
Amritsar. He was now an honorary C.M.S. missionary at
Bahrwal.
As in most recently established missions, linguistic work
has claimed much time. William Carey, the Mezzofanti
of missionaries, was probably the first European scholar to
discover that Kashmir had a language of its own. It is an
Aryan tongue of the great Sanskrit stock, written in the
same Semitic character as Urdu, with an additional thirty-
seventh letter ; for the Mohammedan conqueror imposed a fine
of five rupees for writing it in Sanskrit, and offered a reward
of five rupees for writing it in Persian characters. According
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to Dr. Cust, it is spoken by half a million people ; but the
unpatriotic Kashmiris affect to despise their own tongue,
and like it to be taken for granted that they know Urdu.
The Rev. T. R. Wade completed the Kashmiri New Testa-
ment, after six years of labour, in 1883; it and the Kashmiri
Prayer Book were published in 1884. In 1897 Mr. Knowles
completed the translation of the Old Testament.
The title of Elmslie's Life is Seedtime in Kashmir; his
successors say that it is ploughing-time there still. Pagan
savages are always more easily won than those with an ancient
civilisation and an historic religion ; and as Irene writes :
"Missionary work must be slow and uphill toil. There
is so much to get the people to unlearn as well as to teach
them." " The progress of Christianity has as yet been slow,"
she writes again ; " perhaps, however, in no way slower
than it was in our own Britain, where for centuries one
generation after another of Christian missionaries patiently
confronted the hostile fanaticism and repelling indifference
of pagans there." " Christ crucified," says Dr. E. Neve, " is
a stumbling-block to the monotheist Mohammedan, as to
the Jew ; and foolishness to the pantheistic Hindu, as to
the Greek." He thus sums up the obstacles to the Gospel
{C.M.S. Annual Report, 1890, p. 136): " (i) Worldliness
and actual sin, which have a deeper hold on heathen
and Mohammedans than on the careless in Christian lands.
(2) Ignorance ; for when people's minds are untrained they
cannot listen, their attention wanders, they are like very
young children, who cannot grasp more than one simple
idea at a time. (3) Caste, which exists in IMohammedanism
even more than in Hinduism. To eat with a Christian is
a terrible sin; to become a Christian is to become a hated
outcast : even the little children know this. (4) The close
supervision of their religious teachers."
Discouragements have been manifold from the days when
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soldiers drove away Elmslie's patients (1865), and roughs
stoned French (187 1), and the zenanas were all closed (1888),
and one who had been a helper in both medical and
evangelistic work apostatised in 1891 (a tale to be told here-
after with its sequel), and flood and earthquake devastated the
women's hospital (1892), and a Government order threatened
to deplete the school (1896). Moreover, three of the ablest
missionaries have died at their posts in the earliest maturity
of their powers.
That there are more than human foes to reckon with is
to the labourer in heathendom no mere theological assertion,
for the reality of our conflict with the powers of darkness
comes home powerfully to him. Fierce opposition, apparent
failure, lives laid down too soon, as men would say, these
have been the early incidents in all the missions now pointed
to as triumphs of the Gospel. It is when the strong man,
fully armed, sees the Stronger than he approaching, and knows
that his days of undisputed sway are numbered, that he rallies
all his forces. But they will not daunt men and women
sustained by the conviction that they are on the winning
side. Sin cannot prevail, neither can death. Lives which
seemed most necessary to the extension, even to the con-
tinued existence, of the Church are sacrificed. The bravest
of the brave, who were the terror of the most mighty powers
of evil, have gone down to Hades with their weapons of
war, and have laid their swords under their heads (as Ezekiel
pictures in one of his rare flights into poetry). Yet an
unbroken succession of sixty-three generations of believers in
Christ has made good His great promise that the gates of
Hades shall not prevail against the Church. How many
human societies or institutions now survive that existed
in the days of the first Christian generation? But the
Church has the assurance of continued life, because she
is in living union with Him Who is alive for evermore.
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Meanwhile, for Kashmir, as Irene pleaded, *' the pains
and the prayers and the presence of many home friends are
urgently needed in this day of great opportunity."
Note. — Further information about the Kashmir Mission may be
found in the following publications : Seedtime in Kashmir ; the
Life of Dr. Elmslie ; The Punjab and Sind Missions of the
CMS. (Rev, R. Clark) ; History of the C.M.S., vol. ii., ch. Ixiii. ;
vol. iii., chs. Ixxvii., cv. ; Yet not /, and A letter frotn Kashmir
(both about Dr. Butler), Itineration in the Villages of Kashmir,
by Miss Hull (three pamphlets pubhshed by the C.E.Z.M.S.);
C.M.S. Gleaner for September, 1891 ; April, July, and September,
1892; February, 1895 ; January and November, 1896; January and
October, 1897; April, 1898; January and July, 1899.
CHAPTER VII
A QUIET SUMMER
(April 19TH to September 7th, 1894)
The mountains seem to have been built for the human race, as at
once their schools and cathedrals ; full of treasures of illuminated manu-
script for the scholar, kindly in simple lessons for the worker, quiet in
pale cloisters for the thinker, glorious in holiness for the worshipper. —
RusKiN, Modern Painters, vol. iv.
THE busy winter at Lahore, which was the prologue to
Irene's missionary career and the final test of her
missionary resolution, had been preceded by a year of inten.se
strain on both mind and body. Her desire to endure hard-
ness was to be thoroughly gratified ere long ; but first came
a quiet season for renewing her strength and equipping
herself for the arduous toil of the three years yet to come
She writes from Kashmir in July, 1894: "Though I think
I may honestly say there is never room for an idle half-hour
from 6 a.m. till 10 p.m., the past three months have been
to me, after the turmoil of past years, like a realisation of
Psalm xxiii. 2."
Having in the last chapter told enough concerning Kashmir
to obviate future interruption of the narrative by explanations
of places, persons, and things there, we must go on to tell
how Irene was led to find "green pastures" and "still
waters " in that land.
On January 23rd, 1894, a few days after her memorable first
sight of the Himalayas (p. 96), Mr. and Mrs. Wade dined at St.
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Hilda's, and with them she had " much interesting talk about
Dr. and Mrs. Elmslie." At Amritsar, a fortnight later, she met
Mr. Perkins, whom she had already seen in London in 1889,
and he told her how Dr. Elmslie had died in his arms.
On March 20th, she writes jubilantly : "The possibility of a
wonderful summer prospect has just opened up, which dear
Miss Beynon has been working towards on my behalf — nothing
less than Kashmir itself, ... a walking tour among giants
five to ten thousand feet higher than Mont Blanc. But
it is only a possibility, and may be perfectly impracticable.
How I wonder if and how I shall have some real work
for C.M.S. after the hot season!" A week later she says:
"As far as things can be settled out here, I start for Kashmir
about April 23rd. Both my present counsellors. Miss Beynon
and Mr. Clark, recommend it, and it falls in so exactly with
my own inclinations, and with travelling ambitions of long
standing, that I am greatly looking forward to the expedition."
Her last two days at Lahore were spent, as we have already
seen, with the ladies at the Z.B.M.M. House. On the
evening of April 19th she took the train for Rawal Pindi,
and saw in the light of the full moon three of the "Five
Rivers," the distant snowy ranges, and the battlefields where
the Punjab had been won. So wide was the Jhelum that
she fell asleep and woke twice in the course of crossing the
great bridge over it. Then she passed through a wild, rocky
wilderness, climbing one of the spurs of the Salt Range, a
region which suggested some of the weirdest scenes drawn
by Dore. At Rawal Pindi she bade farewell to the railway
for almost twelve months, and met at breakfast the throe
ladies who had invited her to travel with them.
Miss Helen Perry, a fellow-worker of Miss Beynon's,
introduced to Irene by other friends in London, was an
experienced traveller who knew Kashmir well. She had
undertaken tliis iourney to aid the restoration to health
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after serious illness of Miss Grace Paton, with whom was
her sister, Miss Minna Paton. They were daughters of the
late General John Stafford Paton, C.B. ; and in October, 1892,
Miss G. Paton had become an honorary missionary of the
C.E.Z.M.S., working at Ajnala and in the Saurian village
mission.
Four F^s on the Road to Kashmir is the title of
Irene's diary of their journey of one hundred and ninety-
eight miles from Rawal Pindi to Srinagar. Their method
of reaching Kashmir was somewhat adventurous, and, now
that a scheme is in contemplation for an electrical railway
from Jammu to Srinagar, over the Banihal Pass, is likely
to become as obsolete as the caravan march to Uganda
will be when the railway to Victoria Nyanza is completed.
They travelled in search of spring from the insupportable
heat of late summer ; for as early as March 6th the gardens
at Lahore had been filled with roses, pansies, heliotrope,
nasturtium, sweet-peas, and trees clad with rich, fresh green.
There the exquisite and abundant fruit blossom had fallen
two months ago, and the corn was now fully ripe.
Irene writes : " Soon after 10 a.m. on April 20th we set
off for the thirty-eight mile ascent to Murree in two tongds.
Each was drawn by two stout horses, changed ten or twelve
times in the course of the journey, and driven by a stalwart
Punjabi. A tonga resembles a squat dogcart, with a hood
For several miles out of Pindi we were crossing a level plain,
beyond which the nearer heights round Murree and the far
snowy ranges could be seen. Here the corn is still green,
while at Murree the ear is only just forming, and the hills are
covered with white medlar blossoms. For six hours we were
mounting, mounting, mounting the grand hillsides, enjoying
every fresh breeze and lovely view to our heart's content.
White clematis and many other flowers were opening in the
brilliant sunshine, and as we approached Murree we sniffed
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with delight the odour of real Scotch pines. At one place we
passed a long caravan of Afghans from Kabul, with their
camels and all other possessions, the men in wide white
trousers, the women in curious patch-work overcoats, with
tiny children perched on the top of the camel packs. We
made friends with some of the handsome women, who
were greatly interested in the working of my umbrella.
They had had a quarrel with the Ameer, who had turned
them out of their villages neck and crop, and were travelling
towards the Vale of Kashmir. The whole thing made one
realise the wanderings of Abraham and Jacob vividly. . . .
Murree is like a magnified edition of Pitlochrie, and com-
mands a view resembling that from the top of Wansfell
Pike. We are 7,330 feet above the sea, and glad of a fire.
"April 2ist was given chiefly to rearranging luggage. On
Sunday we had three very nice services in the pretty Murree
church, and I was writing out texts in Urdu for Munira.
" At break of day on Monday, April 23rd, our servants and
thirty donkeys loaded with baggage started for Dewal. We
left at 2 p.m. with three dandies (one for the ayah), sixteen
bearers, and two horses with their grooms. We had a lovely
ten miles' tramp to Dewal, the path winding through a wood
of cedars, firs, and spring-clad trees, where the blackbird and
cuckoo were singing, then round the bare sides of great hills,
looking down into a deep valley, beyond which were snow-
tipped hills.
" We were again on the road by 6 a.m. on April 24th for
an exquisite march with glorious views of distant snows, and
reached Kohala at 9.30. Listening to the rushing Jheluin
and looking across at a wooded height, I was reminded of
Serravezza. The foreground scene, however, differed. A few
yards off Guffoor was squatting in front of two fires of sticks,
manipulating his pots, pans, and plates near a tree, which he
used as a larder, having hung our half-sheep in a muslin bag
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to one of the branches. The khidmatgar served us with
Guffoor's productions, the bhisti was in attendance with his
skin of water, and a httle way off sundry pariah dogs were
waiting for darkness to steal any remains of the meal. . . .
"The moon was still shining when we started soon after
5 a.m. on April 25th, and we began by crossing the temporary
suspension bridge from the right to the left bank of the
Jhelum, which here divides our Empress's dominions from
those of the Maharaja of Kashmir. The permanent bridge
was swept away in a recent flood. Nearly all our morning
march and most of the afternoon march were along a road cut
out of the face of the almost perpendicular height on the left
bank of the river, as we ascended the deep gorge through
which it flows. Here and there the woods were white with
eglantine, and the air was deliciously scented with the fresh
blossoms, often mingled with yellow acacia and jasmine and
the rich scarlet of the pomegranate's waxy, bell-shaped flowers.
After a twelve-mile march we got to Dulai, where we rested
during the heat of the day, setting ofl" again at 4 p.m. to reach
Domel at dusk. Here another great river, the Kishenganga,
joins the Jhelum, and the snow mountains beyond rise to the
height of the Matterhorn.
" On April 26th we passed, as usual, various sleeping forms
on the charpais outside the village huts. ' Going to bed ' is
a simple process with these folks ; it simply means wrapping
a razai round them and lying down. The valley through
which our fourteen-mile march lay was more open, and fields
of splendid wheat and barley were ripening in the hot sun-
shine. At 11.30 we drew rein at Garhi, under the shade of
some trees covered with scented blossoms like lilac, on which
multitudes of lovely peacock butterflies were disporting them-
selves. We took an evening stroll to a bridge over the
Jhelum, where a procession of villagers was crossing to a tree
on a hillside decorated with flags and coloured rags, and used
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as a Hindu sanctuary. The river here is very wide and very
rapid; the bridge consists of a single rope of buffalo hide, with
two upper ropes as rails, and looks shaky enough. . . .
"On April 27th our march was stiil near the great river,
flowing here in a deep gorge between perpendicular cliffs.
Huge wooded hills tower up on each side ; there is a splendid
snowy range in the background ; we heard the lark and thrush
and saw English buttercups and masses of maidenhair fern
among the rocks. At Hattian it was extremely hot, but
wonderfully beautiful. Two quotations from the ancient Book
of Poetry are often in my mind now : ' Thou, Lord, hast
made me glad through Thy work ; ' ' Thou hast given him
his heart's desire.'"
Miss Perry roused the camp very early on April 28th, to
avoid the heat after 10 a.m. An incident of the morning's
march furnished Irene with a text for the sketch called
A Parable from the Hifualayas, contributed to a magazine,
which preserves some of the thoughts of that happy journey.
It begins thus : —
"It was between 2 and 3 a.m. when we were summoned
from dreams of the homeland to the realities of a tent and
camp-fires one spring morning at Hattian, on the road to
Kashmir. An hour later the camp was broken up, and the
fitful glimmer of lanterns showed the dark forms of servants,
coolies, and syces packing stores, loading donkeys, and
saddling horses.
"Just as the crescent of the moon appeared over the crag
above the encampment, our procession started in single file
up the steep valley. Not long after we were watching the first
flash of rosy dawn on a high snow-peak, as the stars dis-
appeared one by one. The song of the first bird blended
with the roar of the Jhelum, fretting its way through the
narrow gorge beneath. Then we could trace the forms of
trees, shrubs, and flowers above and below our path, and
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enjoy the fragrance of the eglantine blossoms strewn hither
and thither like patches of snow.
"But stay; here is surely death in the midst of all this
glorious life — a mimosa-tree, whose leaves, though green, are
closed and drooping as if all vitality were withdrawn. We
look at the root — no disturbance has been there ; at branches,
leaves, blossom — all seem perfect, though paralysed and
unconscious as if with the blight of death.
" Death, or only sleep ? As we watch and wonder the
slanting rays of yellow light from the great sun, hidden
hitherto by the mountain opposite, creep towards us. They
touch our mimosa-tree, and at the same moment we hear the
rustle of the morning breeze among its leaves. Even as we
look the delicate twigs are stirred ; they fiuttex in the wind ;
they lift themselves to the golden sun-rays ; and ere we pass
on the leaves are expanded, the blossoms erect, and the tree
seems to rejoice among its fellows in its gracious fulness of
life.
"We leave it to go forward on our day's march, enriched
with a fresh lesson from God's Book of Nature. . . .
" Just as the glory of the sun's rays in this Eastern land
wakens the sensitive leaves of the tree, so Christ, our Sun of
Righteousness, comes to dispel darkness and give the Light
of Life to those who look to Him.
" The mimosa-tree was perfectly formed and complete in all
its parts, but it could not be all that the Creator meant it to
be till those sunny rays had wakened it out of slumber to
fulfil the true hfe of which it was capable. . . .
" Our tree was reached not only by the sun's rays but also
by the stirring of the wind. . . . ' The wind bloweth where it
listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst not tell
whence it cometh, and whither it goeth : so is every one that
is born of the Spirit.'
" Truly, the Light and Breath of Life are the best gifts for
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soul and body which come from the Triune God Himself,
and from Him alone. But good gifts must be shared. . .
" In this exquisite land of Kashmir, surrounded with a
dazzling splendour of sunlit, snowy ranges, the people are still
sitting in darkness and the shadow of death. Yet it was to
shine upon such as these that the Dayspring from on high
hath visited us. Are we who have the Light bearers of that
Light?"
Resuming the journal for April 28th, one reads of some
unnamed fellow-travellers, who were always in trouble and
could hardly get food, being of the servant-beating sahib kind
who boasted of using their fists freely. Miss Perry's staff, on
the contrary, who were firmly but always kindly and con-
siderately treated, prided themselves on being the best set of
servants on the line of march, and were always cheerful and
willing. The kahars, who carried the dandies, came to say
they would gladly remain with her throughout the summer
for any wages she liked to give them.
Irene continues : " We would gladly have spent a quiet day
at Chagoti for Sunday, April 29th ; but as the dak bungalow
rules forbade us to claim rooms for more than twenty-four
hours, we were obliged to go on. Perhaps learning new lessons
in Nature's beautiful book is not an unsuitable Sunday occu-
pation occasionally. We were off at dawn, and had a fifteen-
mile march. The scenery became wilder and wilder, all
traces of cultivation had disappeared, and the gorge narrowed
into a rocky ravine, shut in by sheer cliffs, quite a hundred
feet high, at the bottom of which the river raged and foamed.
All around rose the steep, bare, snow-crowned mountains.
The place would be an awesome one in stormy weather.
In one place the tonga road was demolished by recent snows,
and our whole caravan had to climb a set of narrow zigzag
tracks, up the mountain-side, and go partly across and partly
under the side stream and waterfall. At the bottom lay
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a poor camel, who had fallen from a great height, and still
panted in agony, as his owner's religion forbade him to take
life. ... At Urie the bungalow is on a ridge above three
deep valleys, with great snow-peaks closing in the view all
round. The place reminded me of Andermatt, and here
we had morning and evening service. Each day's march
has been more beautiful than that of the day before.
"The walk of thirteen miles on April 30th, the whole of
which I did on foot, led through a forest sloping up the
mountain-sides. Masses of white clematis and hawthorn
grew among the huge deodars, pines, and chenars, and
we watched the chameleons on the rocks. In two places
the highway was represented by a single plank over a
swift stream, and flat-faced Tartar coolies were repairing
the road. Flocks of lovely Kashmiri goats were feeding
on the hills. Near our destination at Rampur huge cliffs,
crowned with Alpine woods and snow, shut in the valley as
at Lauterbrunnen. During our enchanting climb into the
forest in the evening we agreed, as we had done at Urie,
how nice it would be to build a house for tired missionaries
there.
" Leaving Rampur at 4 a.m. on May ist, we had an exquisite
walk, seeing the silver moonlight on one set of snow-peaks
and the rosy dawn light on another. . . . We might have
been keeping May-day in England as we ascended a rocky
and almost perpendicular watercourse up the face of Baramula
Hill, seven hundred feet high, enjoying primroses, forgetme-
nots, and wild iris, and the song of cuckoo, blackbird, and
thrush. But before us at the top was such a view as I
had never before seen. Below, the flat, fertile Vale of
Kashmir, spread out like a map, with the silver links of the
Jhelum winding through it, now wide, placid, and silent;
beyond, to our north, the endless, glorious stretch of Hima-
layas, glistening, snowy peaks and domes, the highest, Nanga
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Parbat, almost twenty-seven thousand feet high, near to the
spot where meet ' the three greatest empires in the world.'
" On May 2nd we took possession of a fleet of five boats,
and starting on a stage of the journey even more beautiful
than all that had gone before, floated up the river. Its
silence contrasted strangely with the roar and din of waters
during the past week, the towing-path was carpeted with wild
flowers, the mighty amphitheatre of mountains all around
shone one dazzling mass of white, save where they fell away at
the point we entered by, where the Jhelum forces a passage
through to water the hot plains of the Punjab, and loses itself
at last in the Indus.
"Ascension Day, May 3rd, was spent on the Wular Lake,
which reflects in its quiet waters the encircling snow-mountains,
and must be in some respects the most beautiful lake in the
world. Mist and rain drew a purple haze over the near hills
at times, when the views were quite Scottish and recalled
Loch Duich.
" On the sunny morning of May 4th, after breakfasting in a
meadow blue with iris, under the shade of mulberry-trees, we
entered the Kashmir capital.
"So ends the first stage of the grandest journey I have ever
made, in the course of which I have walked a hundred
miles. We have had no difficulty or accident of any kind,
and have enjoyed perfect weather throughout and most
congenial companionship, Deo gratias. It is so glorious to
be up among these dear hills, and I am in Alpine condition.
Oh that all the dear home friends were here with us now to
see what we see ! "
From May 2nd to June 13th they lived in their boats,
going up and down the Jhelum and Dal Lake with Srinagar
for headquarters, and then up and down the Sind River with
Gunderbal for headquarters. Here is a picture of their
encampment on the Dal : ** Our boats were moored under
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the shade of blossoming plum-trees, and the tent pitched
close by under poplars and pear-trees draped with vines, and
haunted by kingfishers, splendid golden orioles with a rich,
liquid note, and nightingales who sang our lullaby. I was out
in a boat before five one morning, among the water-lilies,
watching the first flash of rosy light as it touched the snows of
the Pir Punjal, which stretched for quite a hundred miles along
our southern horizon. By the time the sunshine was making
the glaciers of Tutakuti glisten like diamonds, the line of pink
fire had crept along the peaks to the far north-west, where the
fantastic crags of the Hindu Khush bound Kafiristan."
" Kashmir is more lovely every day," she says again, when
they were on the Sind, giving a yet more attractive picture of
the view in front of her as she wrote from the poop of their
vessel, " looking up the Sind Valley, through which Tibet might
be reached, via Leh, in about twenty-eight marches. Here
the boats were drawn up under the shade of five magnificent
chenar-trees. The hollow trunks of three made comfortable
rooms for the servants, and it took eight tall men to clasp
hands round one of them."
Invitations to a garden party at the Residency met them on
arrival at Srinagar, but they were "of one mind in avoiding
social distractions." Before she had been there a week, how-
ever, Irene had made acquaintance with all the missionaries,
and entered into every department of their work.
On May 6th she attended the tiny English church, where
Mr. Knowles officiated as honorary chaplain, and where, a
fortnight later, the first missionary sermon she had heard in
India was preached by the Rev. Arthur Stone, the summer
chaplain, with a collection for the C.M.S. Hospital. On
May 7th and 8th, in the waiting-room of the Hospital, then
the only place of worship for the native Christians, she was
at "delightful prayer-meetings in preparation for Whitsun-
tide, quite like a bit of Salisbury Square," as she remarks,
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recalling the Thursday meetings at the C.M.S. House.
Coming out, she was introduced to Miss Hull. On May 9th
Mr. Tyndale-Biscoe and two boys of the school took her
for a moonlight row on the Dal Lake. On May nth
she went with Miss Hull to her girls' school and to a
zenana. " Some of the women and girls are beautiful," she
writes; "but the dirt on their clothes is quite unspeakable.
Many listened most attentively to the Bible lesson. For the
present there must be even more of uprooting of false ideas
of Christianity than of seed sowing." On May 12th she
visited the Hospital with Miss Neve and Miss Newnham.
Her general impression of the Kashmir missionaries was :
"All are thoroughly overworked, yet quite unable to cope
with the work waiting for them."
On May 17th Miss Hull took her to call on a venerable pir
and his wife. "They were very kind and polite," she says, "and
handed us sweets, which I fear we only pretended to eat, as
we sat on the floor. Then the Bible lesson began, and oh !
how they listened ! The old man. seemed to be drinking it
all in, as Miss Hull read from the Gospels. She thinks that
they, like so many others here, might gladly become Christians,
were not prejudices so strong, and difficulties and persecutions
so real. They heard that I was a missionary whose location
had yet to be fixed; and as the pir shook hands, in special
compliment to me on leaving, he said : ' Will you not stay
and teach us?' " That evening Irene wrote home : " Miss Hull
is singlehanded as a zenana missionary. I feel inclined to
transfer my offer to the C.M.S. from the Punjab to Kashmir,"
On May 23rd, when Irene had moved to Gunderbal, Miss
Hull, resuming work, as we saw in Chapter VI., in great
discouragement, wrote to her : " Meeting you has been
such a pleasure. I need not say how heartily I endorse the
invitation of the aged pir and pirbai."
The attraction of the ardent newcomer to the experienced
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worker, " than whom," says Irene, " I have never met a more
earnest person," was indeed mutual and instantaneous; and
three months later, when acquaintance had become friendship,
Irene wrote : " If among the missionary ladies I have seen
out here I had been offered the choice of companions to
live with, I think Miss Hull and Miss Coverdale would have
headed the list in any case."
Meanwhile, Mr. Stock wrote to her privately on May 7th :
" I need not say what a pleasure it is now to hear of your
desire to join the C.M.S."; and on May 27th the decision
of the Parent Committee in London on April 25th came,
enclosed in a letter from Mr. Clark, "With kindest regards,
and very earnest hope that your joining us in our missionary
work may be for great good."
"So at last," she writes joyfully on May 31st, "I belong
to the C.M.S. Where, however, I shall be in six months' time
I have no idea : perhaps in Amritsar, perhaps Miss Hull's
renewed invitation to remain and work in Kashmir may be
accepted. I look for all being arranged by a Wiser Will
than ours. Meanwhile, my acceptance is very delightful,
and my Urdu study is a definite enough work to have in
hand."
On June 9th she wrote to Mr, Clark thus : " Since coming
to Kashmir I have seen something of the work which is
going on in Srinagar, especially that done by the ladies.
Miss Hull has asked if I could be associated with this
department, as her hands are overfull, especially now that
Miss Coverdale is so seriously ill. I do not know whether
the Committee have as yet suggested any destination for me
after this summer, but if not, and if there is no good reason
against it, I should be very glad to fall in with Miss Hull's
proposal next winter, if agreeable to the Committee, of course
as a C.M.S. worker." To which Mr. Clark replied : " I will
very gladly ask the Committee to appoint you, at any rate for
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the present, to Kashmir. Help is greatly needed there, and
you will find a grand sphere of usefulness extending itself far
and wide. May God Himself bless your work abundantly
wherever you may be ! "
It was not till July 21st that a telegram from Mr. Clark
told her that the Committee had appointed her to Kashmir.
On August 31st she wrote: "I am so glad in the thought
of being in real work soon, and there does seem to be
about as much need of help here as there could be anywhere,
if only I can speak enough to be any good."
" It was with very great thankfulness," wrote Miss Hull in
Ifidia's Women, "that we welcomed Miss Petrie just before
Miss Coverdale left. Her offer to stay and work here was
a much desired but unexpected blessing." And to some
friends of hers in England she also wrote : " It is time
I told you of the goodness of our Father in sending me
a fellow-worker in Miss Petrie. She came to Kashmir
as a visitor, hoping for quiet time to study the language
and prepare to take up mission work, when the C.M.S.
should appoint her to a station. At one house she
visited with me an old pir's wife said to me, 'Tell her
she cannot do better than stay and help you.' I told her,
scarcely daring to hope she would, only adding that I was
quite sure there was no place where she could be more
wanted ; and she stayed. It is indeed a great blessing to
have so efficient, kind, and good a fellow-worker."
On June 14th " the four P's " started on a two days'
march of thirty-five miles from Gunderbal to Gulmarg, due
west of Srinagar. Here for nearly three months they lived
in a four-roomed hut of pine-logs, playfully called "Perrydise,"
at the heart of a great forest of the Pir Punjal range, under
the shadow of lofty Apharwat, ovtrlooking the whole Vale
of Kashmir from a height of 8,500 feet above the sea.
Around them was a mountain panorama unrivalled in the
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world — 250 miles of snow-peaks ; where, above all the others,
towered in dazzling whiteness the lion-like form of Nanga
Parbat, its rugged edge seeming to pierce the horizon. It
is 11,000 feet higher than Mont Blanc. Coming from the
plains, where the corn was in the ear by the middle of
February, to the mountains, where the anemones were blooming
late in June, they felt as if they were enjoying a fifth month
of spring.
The approach to Gulmarg on June 15 th is thus described :
" We were off at early dawn, and had splendid views, as the
ground began to rise, of snow-ranges both north and south.
We went up lovely paths by streams in which masses of snowy
eglantine were dipping. The real climb of three thousand
feet was nearly all through a pine forest, amid wild, scented
jasmine, thyme, and pink eglantine. About midday we
emerged on Gulmarg ('meadow of flowers'), a broad grass
plateau, green only in parts, elsewhere white with anemones
and yellow with kingcups. On its farther side the forest
again slopes steeply upwards to the crags and snowfields
of Killanmarg, Apharwat (14,500 feet), and Tatakuti
(15,500 feet). We crossed the marg, and climbed up a wood-
land path till on the crest of a ridge in the depths of the
forest we found our home. ... All around are the grand
pines with their delicious scent; underneath grow masses
of wild strawberries, forgetmenots, and ferns. It is a most
lovely spot, reminding me of both Wengen and Chamonix.
. . . Concerning zoology, besides the objectionable winged
beetles and mosquitoes who invade us in the evening, we
have visits from many exquisite moths; fancy one peacock-
blue, with yellow spots and a scarlet body. A fine leopard
was prowUng round in hopes of getting a neighbour's big
dog under cover of night. Reports of a bear come from
the other side of the marg ; and Miss Perry has forbidden us
to wander alone in the woods above this, as some gigantic
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buffaloes made for her pedestrian party yesterday. . . . One
night the cows came to feed on the matting of our verandah ;
another night pariah dogs broke into ihe dairy and drank our
milk." More serious drawbacks to their primitive life were
the windstorms, which sent them racing after their movables,
and pitiless and persistent downpour of rain on many days.
They made some interesting expeditions : one to a glacier,
where they sat in an icehouse, and found masses of edelweiss ;
one to a village, where they put off their shoes to inspect a
sacred tank, and forty people assembled to see how they
fastened them on again.
Irene had Ruskin's Modern Painters with her, and was
feasting on " The Mountain Glory " in Vol. IV. (which also
went with her to Leh in 1897). She was reading Kingsley's
Saints Tragedy too, for enjoyment of literature had always
been a part of her annual holiday. As she wrote later :
" When one has so little time even to open an English book,
good poetry supplies one's mental appetite with a first-rate
condensed essence." Or as she wrote from Gulmarg : "A
little good poetry is a great treat in the intervals of Urdu,
though I regard reading as rather a stolen pleasure nowadays,
when there are so many other pleasures, of glorious scenery,
and so forth."
She had indeed deliberately preferred Gulmarg to Simla
because it promised more leisure for Urdu, and opportunity
of teaching from a good munshi, with whom she continued
work at Srinagar, for she was hoping to go up in the spring of
1895 for the first examination which CM.S. missionaries are
required to pass. Throughout the summer she studied at
least six hours daily, and even on Sunday read the Urdu
Bible and Prayer Book. " Urdu," she writes on June 30th,
" occupies all possible hours. I was going to say quiet hours,
but such do not exist in India. I always feel glad that home
habits of working in a room with the door open prepared me
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for working in a verandah, with conversations in English and
Urdu going on in each ear, and a happy chorus of cocks
and hens." On July 24th she says : " I make alarmingly
slow progress with Easum-i-Hind, the Urdu account of
Mohammedanism, which is the most important subject
prescribed. The language and printing are as difificult as
the matter is repulsive. The part I am now doing is a
travesty of the Book of Genesis, which says that Enoch,
Abraham, and other patriarchs spent their lives promoting
Islamism, that Ishmael, not Isaac, was offered in sacrifice,
and that the incidents of Joseph's life turned upon a series
of puerile miracles. Of course, knowledge of this book will
be most useful in future work. ... I feel as ever that only
one ultimate object could induce me to study Oriental tongues."
She plodded on, however, undeterred by the remonstrances
of her companions, till on July 31st Miss Hull arrived at
Gulmarg, and only one month of the holiday season remained.
When she also, with her long experience and high standard
of hard work, lectured Irene, the latter " thought of slackening
off a little," and, thanks partly to instruction given by Miss
Hull herself, began to feel rather happier about the lesson
books by the middle of August. "On September 6th,"
she says, " I finished Job, which is really very difficult,
with all the poetical expressions and queer words. I
only hope my mouth and ears will open when I get to
work."
This tale of labour at a foreign tongue may seem tame to
those who regard missions as a romantic enterprise, or un
satisfactory to those familiar with the lives of missionaries
like T. V. French or G. L. Pilkington, who devoted to God's
service a remarkable talent for linguistic study, and loved it for
its own sake. For Irene, as for many, this study was one of the
earliest, severest, and most prolonged tests of power to deny
herself; and merely to mention that eventually she was un-
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usually successful in mastering two very difficult languages
would be to omit one of the most instructive points in
our story. Her success was no chance outcome of general
ability, but the reward of patient painstaking. Moreover,
while the opportunity for rising, in a moment of high-
wrought enthusiasm, to some great self-sacrifice comes but
once in a lifetime to the few, the truly unselfish life is made
up, for the missionary as for most of us, of a succession of
small, unnoticed self-sacrifices in " the trivial round, the
common task." Probably Irene, determined to conquer
Urdu, found it easier to decline, one by one, pleasant
invitations, and to refrain from using her gift of song at
Lahore, than to renounce, day by day, the delights of
climbing and sketching amid what she calls " the most
superb views I have ever seen." We have told how the
artist predominated in her throughout her life ; and not only
the friends who did not believe in missions, but one at least
of those who did, and who, being an excellent artist herself,
was able to gauge Irene's artistic powers, declared that a girl
who could have become so notable as either musician or
painter should never have gone out as a missionary. That
her love of art remained unabated to the end is seen from
a letter to an intimate friend, written within a year of
her death, in which she alludes to chrysanthemums " so
lovely that they make one long for another life to give to
painting " ; and says of some recent sketches : " They are
mere poor caricatures, but I think one's little attempts have
a Biblical sanction in that beautiful verse, 'The works of
the Lord are great, sought out of all them that have pleasure
therein.'" Yet in the holiday resort of Gulmarg her guitar
lay unstrung, her easel could seldom lure her from the table
where repugnant Rasum-i-Hind was flanked by grammar and
dictionary, though she found forty-three varieties of exquisite
wild flowers growing within five minutes' radius of their hut,
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and the transcendent proportions of Nanga Parbat, in all
his mysterious glory, closed in the landscape.
But she was to learn that lawful pleasures laid at God's
feet are sometimes restored, as Isaac was restored, with a
newly won blessing. " Now in this time," said our Lord
of the disciple who gives up house or brethren or sisters for
His sake and the Gospel's, "he shall receive a hundredfold"
(Mark x. 29, 30). The mission in Kashmir soon claimed
Irene's music ; and her sketches not only won much interest
in that land from many quarters, but raised considerable funds
for it, and thus became part of her work. At Gulmarg the
wife of the Director of Public Works, herself a good flower-
painter, saw a few sketches Irene had made there, and
asked if she might purchase replicas. A substantial gift to
the collection in Gulmarg church on behalf of the C.M.S.
Hospital, after a sermon by Dr. Neve, was only the im-
mediate result of Irene's acceptance of the little commission.
The pictures bought were shown in the exhibition of Drawing
Club sketches in the Public Library, other orders followed,
and as early as August Irene destined their proceeds for
the building fund of St. Luke's Church, of which more anon.
She left Gulmarg (where we can well believe that the days
had proved all too short) " with numerous orders to execute
in any painting-time that comes in the near future," and
people at Srinagar and elsewhere proved at least as willing
to buy as the small European community there.
As she made a good deal of time for correspondence in
the course of that quiet summer, we may speak once for all
here of her intercourse with home during her missionary
career, ere we follow her to the capital.
" Be concentrated in the energy of personal effort ; be
diffusive in the unity of spiritual sympathy," is a counsel of
Bishop Westcott's that Irene tried to act on throughout her
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brief but intense life. Distance from the interests and
affections of former days seemed only to strengthen her attach-
ment to them. When at Gulmarg she heard by telegram of
the birth in Montreal of a nephew, an event which doubled
the number of her near relatives, her rapture — so Miss Hull
reports — was almost more than she could bear physically, and
the lively sympathy expressed in her news finally knitted up
her new friendships. When, a few months later, snow-blocked
passes delayed the mails, which she characterised as "my
weekly joy and treat," and home letters posted in three
successive weeks reached her simultaneously, she is described
as " literally shouting for joy " after the long silence.
Not only all concerning her relatives but all concerning
her friends remained as interesting as ever, though she grew
more and more absorbed in her work. " I think it is wonder-
ful," wTites one girl comrade of past days, " how you can keep
in touch with old friends so well, in the midst of your missionary
labours." " I had a card of flowers and a letter for Christmas
from Irene," writes a very busy friend, "which made me feel
rather base, as I had not written to her." " I can hardly realise
even yet," writes another girl comrade in December, 1897, "that
this Christmas I shall have no greeting from Irene. It is the
first since I have known her that this has been so. She never
seemed to forget anyone." A missionary whom Irene met
several times at Amritsar had a sister in England with whom
she was slightly acquainted before she went out. This lady
tells that whenever Irene saw her relative she wrote sending
ner the most recent news of her health and welfare. The
incident is given as a typical one. We hear of her despatching
between twenty and thirty Christmas gifts to friends in Europe
one year ; of her preparing twenty-four Christmas cards of dried
Himalayan flowers for them another year. She had always
taken special delight in giving presents at that season, and
she not only continued to do so, but to choose them with as
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much thought as ever or the idiosyncrasies of their recipients.
And she was as ready to condole with the sorrows, counsel
the perplexities, remember the birthdays, and help forward the
enterprises of the friends of her girlhood as she had ever been.
Her interest in home missions remained unchanged also.
" I feel we should rather be giving to you," writes the
Hon. Treasurer of the Church Army in acknowledging
her annual subscription sent from Kashmir. Among letters
written to her in England after she had actually reached Leh
in August, 1897, are thanks for two boxes of Kashmir goods
sent to different friends for sales of work at home, and for
her annual subscription to the British and Foreign Bible
Society and the Church Pastoral Aid Society. She had been
placed on the Kensington Committee of the latter in 1888,
and inquired after its prosperity in a letter written just as
she started on her last journey.
The number of old friends with whom she maintained a
regular correspondence in hours snatched too often from
needed sleep was very large. The effort thus made was not
made in vain, for she enjoyed unbroken intercourse in spirit
with those she cared for most, and the spiritual sympathy of
some in absence is worth almost as much as their bodily
presence. Turning over letters to her that chance to survive,
one passes from the pastoral counsel and warmly expressed
approval of her work of the Vicar of Kensington to pages
of home news from old schoolfellows ; affectionate letters
from former College by Post students, telling of their own
efforts in work for God ; thoughts of the wise gleaned from
hearing or reading, and passed on to one on outpost duty
as watchwords from home ; and words of cheer from fellow-
missionaries in other lands.
Hers was not one of the self-contained natures that need
not to lean strongly on the love of others. " Being alone
in the world " was her definition of misery. So when one
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friend writes from the United States : " I consider every line
I receive from you a great treat and privilege," and another
in England writes : " You are happy to be one of Christ's
messengers, now that possibly all days of service for His
Church may be short," we can understand that Irene often
said of her mail : " It is heart-warming to read all these kind
letters," or (referring to the news that a third member of
her hygiene class hoped to become a missionary) : " It does
warm one's heart to hear from the dear students." Above
all, she was strengthened and comforted by the assurance
which is the burden of most letters : " Courage ; we pray for
you without ceasing " ; " as the old Scotch-woman said, ' We
shall pray for you nard.'" So they "held the ropes"; and
her exceeding delight in the home mail, which one Christmas
had almost fifty letters for her by one post, passed into a
proverb among her colleagues.
The value she set on their affection for herself would not,
however, have justified the time she gave to letter-writing
had it not been her effort throughout to translate the personal
regard of friends into concern for her chosen work, to receive
gifts for her pupils rather than herself, to broaden prayer
for her into prayer for Kashmir.
In this effort she succeeded to a remarkable degree. " How
near in some respects Kashmir seems with your own
dear self in it,' said another correspondent in the United
States. *' You cannot think how glad I should be to send you
anything that would be a help in your work, and that would
show my interest in it," says a former schoolfellow. From
many individual friends, from her Sunday school class, from
the Kensington C.M.S. working party, and from little bands
of helpers she had called into existence at Mitcham and
at Penshurst, generous gifts came again and again.
As an illustration of co-operation that blesses both those
abroad and those at home a letter to Irene from Mitcham,
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written in February, 1895, may be quoted: "I cannot tell
you how deeply the accounts of your work interest me. I
do indeed feel how immense the obstacles and hindrances
are which meet you on every side, overwhelming, one
would be tempted to say, were it not for the knowledge
of our Father's Presence and Power. I rejoice to feel
that I may in some measure, however small, help with my
prayers. It is such a help to one's prayers to have more
knowledge of the difficulties for which these prayers are
specially needed. ... I took your letter down to our
• Missionary Union ' meeting, and read all about the presents
and the women and girls to the children, to their great delight.
It made all seem so much more real to them to hear what
actually had happened to their handiwork. ... I rejoice to say
that our little Union continues to prosper wonderfully. . . . WTiat
makes me feel most thankful and hopeful of all is the benefit
I cannot but recognise that it is to our children themselves.
It is so cheering to see quite rough and unruly ones growing
gentler and more disciplined, and some of our idlers learning
to work quite hard and earnestly. . . . You have been so closely
associated with our Union from the first (indeed, we owe its
existence, humanly speaking, to your visit), that I longed to
tell you all about our efforts and our progress." Another letter
from Mitcham in 1897 reported a missionary band of sixty
" Sowers " all working with undiminished enthusiasm.
Sentences from three more letters will indicate how Irene
stirred up prayer for Kashmir. A London friend, who had
purchased some of her sketches, writes : " I often gaze for
a long time at your sweet little pictures, which hang together
in a group in my own room, and pray for a great blessing on
you and all the work in Srinagar. ... I hope you keep well.
I think you must, for there is a happy ring about your letter,
as if you had found your God-made niche and were content."
A Scottish lady, whom she met for the first and last time
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during a day and a half in Rome on her way back to India
in 1895, writes fifteen months after their meeting: "I have
not forgotten you and your companion? daily in my prayers,
but have asked God to grant you health, strength, patience,
and courage for the work He has given you to do, and
I trust He has heard me." A lady in Montreal, who
knew Irene only through her journals, writes: "I really
felt as if I knew and loved her also, and have rejoiced
over her good work, and for two years have prayed for it
every day."
That sympathy might be enlightened and prayer definite,
Irene sent home many photographs and journals, and also
wrote personal letters, full of graphic details, calculated to
interest individual correspondents, that friends might become
distributers as well as recipients of information. *' How
vividly," writes an American friend, "your journals have
brought places and people before me ! I am sure your friends
will soon insist on your publishing a book."
The following letter of condolence from a London neighbour
expresses another aspect of her influence : " My first feeling on
hearing the news was that if any death could be without sadness
it must be Irene's. She had fulfilled her mission so truly, with
such self-restraint and self-devotion all her life : first at home
and in society ; then, when the way was clearly opened for her
to go to India, by devoting her great gifts of mind and heart
so enthusiastically to the work in Kashmir, grinding at the
languages, which were not naturally to her taste, with as much
earnestness as she threw into everything else. Knowing her
and hearing her speak of her work have caused me many times
to defend the cause of foreign missions against slighting
remarks, and to realise a little the binding force of the charter
of missionary work, 'Go ye— teach all nations.'"
One further quotation from the magazine article already
quoted on pp. 20 and 55, will convey the impression made by
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her work on those who followed it at home through journals
and letters : —
"First, we will look into the dark, comfortless women's
quarters in one of the homes in Srinagar. A group of women
and children of all ages are squatting on the floor in listless
idleness, a look of settled dulness pervading all their faces,
until transformed into one of eager welcome by the appearance
of their English lady visitor. Her bright face shows that it
is Irene herself, as she gathers her ready pupils about her,
to teach them to knit and read, and best of all, to know the
love of Christ which passeth knowledge.
" Our next glimpse is of a little English gathering of mis-
sionaries and travellers thrown together for a single evening,
by chance, as we are apt to say. Most of them are strangers
to one another, and feeling rather lonely and very homesick ;
but Miss Petrie cheered us all up, as one of them said :
she got out her guitar and sang the dear old Scotch songs to
us, till it seemed like a real English home evening. . . .
"To every one of us Irene Petrie has three lessons still to
teach, the same that she was for ever teaching, by her words
and life and influence, to all who knew her while she was
on earth. The first is the lesson of simple, childlike trust in our
Heavenly Father's will and power to send or keep us wherever
He sees that we can serve Him best. The next is the lesson
she had such a wonderful power of bringing home to the heart
of even the youngest child — that in God's service rich and poor,
great and small, all alike are needed, and all are claimed by
His love. And the last and the most important is the lesson
that prayer is the highest, the hardest, and the most necessary
service of all. ' Oh, if you only knew,' she would say again
and again, ' how we abroad depend upon the prayers of you
at home ! There is such strength and such support to us in
the thought that you are praying for us, and that we all are
watching and waiting and working together for the harvest.' "
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A passage from Irene's letter to the College by Post, written
at Gulmarg on June 23rd, 1894, will fitly conclude this
chapter. After describing some of the sights that indicate
the deep need of those who are without knowledge of the
True God, she continues : —
" But there are happier sights, too, out here. Never have I
enjoyed our Church service more than when joining in it with
a large congregation of native Christians, many of whom had
really endured the trial of their faith. In the splendid
Christian schools in Amritsar, among Miss Tuting's gay groups
of non-Christian pupils, and in the medical missions both
there and at Srinagar, Christ's commands to teach and heal
the sick are being literally carried out. I have been stirred
by watching the faces of the women of four cities, from the
richest to the poorest, as they listen to the message coming
with wonderful freshness into their darkened lives. To how
many of these it brings indeed the Light of Life we cannot
now know ; it seems a profanation to try and tabulate results,
when Christ tells us that the kingdom of God cometh not
with observation.
" Face to face with heathendom and missionary work,
many preconceived ideas are greatly modified; but these
following impressions are daily strengthened:
" The need is indeed great, and the work among these Indian
natives, who, as Christians, often put our religious profession
to shame, is indeed worth living for.
" The largest proportion of the real and often unexpected
difficulties in missionary work can be directly traced to
the dearth of efficient workers. How many there must still
be at home who could come and help ! Well-educated
ladies as doctors and teachers are urgently wanted for the
Christlike work of medical missions, and for the increasingly
important work of building up the native Christians, and
giving higher Christian education.
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"As a learner and beginner, I would venture to suggest
to any who hope to come out that the following seem
needful qualifications : Prudence as to bodily health,
methodical and compact habits under any circumstances, a
large heart, a reserved tongue, and readiness to take the
second or, if need be, the tenth place. While every kind
of gift can be turned to account in India, it is also true that
untrained, inefficient, or self-sufficient workers may often
have, and cause, disappointment.
" All the more, then, do we beg for the prayers of the Mite-
Givers' Guilds and all other members of the College by Post,
because the standard must be a high one ; and any flaws
in His instruments must hinder the work which God is willing
and able to do through them, and which is indeed His own
work."
Referring to what Irene here says about " the tenth place,"
a College by Post student unknown to us personally wrote
in February, 1898: "In the light of the knowledge we now
have of Miss Petrie's remarkable gifts and powers, this sentence
in her first letter, which struck us very much at the time,
strikes us even more forcibly. Written by one so highly
gifted, and so eminently qualified to take the first place, how
Christlike the sentiment ! How ready indeed the writer was
to be called up higher ! "
CHAPTER VIII
FIRST WINTER IN SRINAGAR
(September 8th, 1894, to March 30TH, 1895)
The woman's cause is man's ; they rise or sink
Together, dwarfed or godlike, bond or free.
If she be small, slight-natured, miserable,
How shall men grow ?
But in the shadow will we work, and mould
The woman to the fuller day.
Tennyson, Tht Princess.
THE quiet summer was over, and on September 7th a
picturesque procession of one hundred and two human
beings and six quadrupeds left Gulmarg for Srinagar, since
"Hght marching order" is not the fashion in India. Next
morning an unforeseen difficulty arose over getting a mount
for Irene, so she determined to proceed on foot, " I set off
at sunrise with a coolie we knew for escort," she says, "and
walked on fourteen miles across the plains, stopping only
once for five minutes, till 10.30, when our nice boatmen
appeared, and joyfully conducted me to our old craft, where I
was glad enough to sit down. One of them fanned me, while
I enjoyed some luscious peaches. I had to wait some time
for the rest of the procession ; and at 6.30 after a long day
on the river we found ourselves opposite to the Barracks.
There I and my goods were landed, and a warm and delightful
welcome joined on to the regretful farewell with the Perrydise
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party. Mr. and Mrs. Tyndale-Biscoe were at tea with Miss
Hull and Miss Newnham, and I felt at home directly."
"The Barracks" is such an unexpected address for lady
missionaries that it claims explanation, as the designation of
a set of about a dozen little houses for European visitors
built by the Kashmir Government on the Munshi Bagh, the
European quarter of Srinagar. This is an orchard stretching
for half a mile along the right bank of the Jhelum, from which
it is separated by a bund rising about twenty feet above the
river. Through its fine chenars and willows the rosy dawn
may be seen lighting up a hundred miles of the Pir Punjal
range. Miss Hull and Irene shared one of these houses,
which was rented by the C.E.Z.M.S., and until her own rooms
in the Hospital were ready, Miss Newnham was with them.
" We are a trio now, and a very happy one," says Irene. How
close is the co-operation between the two societies in the
field was shown by the fact that Miss Newnham, a C.E.Z.
lady, working for the C.M.S. Hospital, lived in a C.M.S. house ;
while Irene, a C.M.S. lady, appointed to Kashmir to assist
Miss Hull in the zenana work, lived in a C.E.Z. house.
Her life quickly fell into an uneventful routine. She
had arrived on a Saturday evening, and before breakfast on
Monday she resumed her Urdu lessons with the munshi. On
Tuesday she was at three Sikh zenanas. The warmth of her
welcome was not the only thing that made her feel at home,
for she discovered many links to each of her new associates,
and their familiarity with a good many persons and places
that had been a part of her home life prevented from the
first any sense of strangeness. In rare moments of leisure
the little group of missionaries seem to have enjoyed each
other's society thoroughly. For instance, "the nicest dinner
party " Irene had been to since leaving England was one given
by moonlight on October 12th at the summit of the Takht-i-
Suleiman, to which Dr. Neve invited six of his colleagues.
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The Munshi Bagh was close to the Takht and the Hospital,
so there are many references to both during this first winter.
Soon after Irene returned to Srinagar in October, 1895, she
went, as we shall see, to the Sheikh Bagh, which was close
to the city and to the School, and the School became one
of her great interests therefore during the succeeding winters.
Midway between the two Baghs stands the Residency,
where lives the representative of the Empress of India, with
whose help and under whose advice the Maharaja rules.
" It is so delightful to be at last in the midst of the work
I have longed for." In the supreme satisfaction thus ex-
pressed by Irene she was almost unconscious of minor dis-
comforts : the wind that blew relentlessly through the ill-
fitting doors of their house ; the rats that ran to and fro,
consuming furs and anything else they could find ; the appre-
hension that the decrepit house itself would fall down suddenly
if either flood or earthquake took place j the inconvenience
of being at a great distance from nearly all the zenanas ; and
the trials of climate. Kashmir may be " equal to Paradise " in
spring, but burning heat in summer, deadly stench in autumn,
and bitter cold in winter make up the rest of the year for its
capital city. Premising that the winter 1894-95 was a particu-
larly severe one, we may quote some of Irene's descriptions of
its course at once : —
" October 20th. — I'he whole Pir Punjal has put on its winter
mantle of dazzling snow, and is surpassingly beautiful. Here
the mornings are chilly, and a fire welcome at night."
^^ November 22nd. — Dreary wintry weather has come now
with bare trees, rain, wind, and snow down to an elevation of
two thousand feet above this. We sit round our wood fire,
with feet in the fender."
"December 'jth. — This week we had our first fall of snow,
but happily it did not He, and we are rejoicing now in lovely,
bright days, when long walks are a real treat."
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Really bad weather set in after the New Year, and by the
middle of January city visiting had become impossible.
^^ January i^th. — The snow is about a foot deep all round,
and folks with leisure are doing a great deal of skating and
toboganning. The lakes are frozen, the trees all frosted, our
bath-rooms floored with ice. Water freezes in the basin an
hour after one has washed one's hands ; and we are moving our
larder into the dining-room to keep the food from freezing."
^^ January 24th. — The road from Baramula is blocked with
snow ; the boat with the mails was ice-bound on the Wular
Lake for six days, and the poor men's provisions ran short.
The horses who bring in the mails suffer greatly, as there is
no pity for animals among the non-Christian natives. We
walk along beaten snow-tracks, between walls of snow two or
three feet high, and every building is fringed with long icicles."
"January 31J/. — We are well, though aching with cold."
By the beginning of February they were fairly snowed up ;
and to save the servants a journey across the compound,
they melted a block of ice to boil water for making their
tea from, and served themselves. Meanwhile, sympathetic
letters from England expressed a hope that Irene did not
find the heat of India too trying.
February wore on with the thermometer four degrees
below zero at night, but the grey sky and misty horizon since
Christmas gave place to sunshine and lovely distant views.
On February nth they picnicked on the frozen surface of
the Dal in hot sun. Next day a thaw set in, and mud
unspeakable succeeded snow in the city. They had to
wait another month for the sight of mother earth, and at
the first green blade felt like Noah welcoming the dove's
olive leaf. March 14th brought a final snowstorm. A few
days later the skies cleared, the mountains were seen
again, and birds began to sing in glorious sunshine ; but the
accumulated snows of a Himalayan winter turned to mud
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deeper and thicker than ever, soaking through the strongest
footgear, while outside the city the horses sank in mire
up to the girths. "I believe we must be the muddiest
missionaries in the world," says Irene.
She does not seem to have suffered in health from these
arctic experiences, but she had many admonitions to take care
of herself, of which these words from a letter written to her
by the Bishop of Lahore on November 12th, 1894, may
serve as an example : " I am glad you have found so
congenial a sphere of work as that in Kashmir. I would
only beg of you to take care of your health, and not to make
experiments in the way of going long intervals without food.
I venture to give this piece of advice because someone
who had lately seen you told me you were not looking
as well as when you were in Lahore last winter."
Valuable work is so often hindered or even abandoned
because ardent missionaries do not consider their own health
that the following sentence of a letter of Irene's on the subject
is of interest : " I have seen enough since leaving home to
realise more than ever before what a blessing good health
is, and what dire results come of the carelessness of some
missionaries as to health and food. ... Oh that people
would only realise that God's laws of nature are as binding
as the Decalogue ! "
When she had been in India eleven months she could
say: "I am so thankful never to have had a touch of
fever"; but only five days after she wrote these words on
November 2nd a small pupil waylaid her as she went
home, begging her to hear his verses. She hngered, though
the sun had just set ; two days in bed and a week's absence
from work was the price paid for this little indiscretion.
In January, when "everyone seemed to be down with
dreadful colds," Dr. Neve was saying : " The wonder is that
Miss Petrie keeps so well, and still goes to the city " ; and
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Irene was writing : " I do feel how much all the health
and happiness in present work is due to the prayers of
the dear ones far away."
She touches here on a matter about which friends were
wont to ask first of all. Often before they had begun to
ascertain what her work was, they wished to know if she
was happy in it, if it came up to her expectations. She
answers thus on October 27th, the anniversary of her departure
for India. "How little I thought this day year where I
should now be ! . . . There is much to be thankful for indeed,
after all the changes of scene and companionship of the past
year, in my having, as I think, got into just the right niche
here, in this pretty little home with this kind friend, and the
beginnings of work, and constant recreation of seeing those
glorious mountains." In another little bit of retrospect on
December 7th she says : " If I had offered generally to the
C.M.S. they would probably have sent me somewhere else, as
they never appoint ladies to Kashmir. Between the ridiculous
unpopularity of educational missions among some theorisers
who sit at home and the lack of romance about a mission-
field hitherto apparently unfruitful, Kashmir does not get
the sympathy and interest that it ought to have. ... I often
marvel at the chain of circumstances that led me here, and
hope the lines have not fallen in too pleasant a place for
a missionary. However, looking back I do feel that each
step was ordered for and scarcely by me."
Her days were divided between learning Urdu and visiting
zenanas. Every morning from 8 to 9 o'clock she studied the
Acts and Epistles and Rasum-i-Hind, which she calls " the
most odious book I have ever read," her lesson dividing chota
hazri, taken on first rising, from breakfast. Family prayers
and religious instruction of their own servants followed. At
1 1 they started for the day's work in the city, returning between
5 and 6 for tea. Evensong, at which Irene was organist,
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dinner at 7.45, and another hour or two of language study,
ended the day. " Exodus, Prayer Book, and grammar " were
her evening subjects, and the journey to and from the city
was utihsed for " grinding at dialogues." By October she tasted
the sweetness of being able to explain John iii. 16 to her
pupils in their own tongue ; in January she added a second
lesson from the munshi after dinner; but one gathers that
a toilsome evening after a busy day was telling on her spirits
for, on January 31st, she groaned out : ** It is really humiliating
to find how well everyone else gets on with their language
studies ; but Miss Hull says she thinks I have got to learn
more patience. ... If only my useless musical memory could
be transferred to these old languages ! " The very next day
she begins Kashmiri with Miss Hull, and finds it an even
worse undertaking than Urdu. " I wish more than ever,"
she writes on March 5th, " that I had any gift or taste or
memory for languages."
^We have already had with Irene glimpses into zenanas at
Meerut, Lahore, and Amritsar, stations where work is at a
more advanced stage than in Kashmir ; and one may hope that
the time is long past when mention of zenana missionaries
led to search in the index of an atlas for " Zenana," and that
the kind of life led by our women fellow-subjects in India
behind the purdah, which shuts off the women's quarters from
the rest of the dwelling, is now matter of common knowledge.
It may be well, however, to remind the reader that their
seclusion is neither ancient nor indigenous ; its full develop-
ment, if not its actual origin, in India dates from the
Mohammedan conquest in the eleventh century a.d. The
learned Pandita Ramabai tells us that the lauded Sanskrit
hterature contains " many hateful sentiments about women,"
though it pictures the heroic age of India as one in which they
were to a large extent honoured and free, like the Hebrew
women of old. But one of the root ideas of Mohammedanism
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is that while woman may minister to man as either toy or
drudge, she can have no share in his intellectual, still less
in his religious, life. A woman never enters a mosque. The
system begins by despising and degrading her, and ends by
distrusting, insulting, imprisoning her, and placing her all
her life under the absolute rule of some man — in childhood
of her father, in wifehood of her husband, in widowhood
of her son. Poets like Byron and Moore, who were never
in the East, have thrown over her imprisonment a glamour
of gleaming robes and dazzling jewels, of perfume and flowers
and music. In reality the zenana, even in affluent houses,
is mean and bare and squalid; the life of its inmates is
dull with ennui unutterable, wretched with bickerings,
jealousies, petty tyrannies, and sometimes hideous cruelties.
So close is the imprisonment that an Indian woman can live
and die without seeing even a tree or a cow. A European
invited to " dine with " an Indian gentleman eats a meal
at an hotel at his expense. His host would break caste
by eating with him, would be mortally offended by an
allusion to his wife. Etiquette requires even a lady missionary
asking him if she may call on her to say nothing more
definite than " May I see your house ? " Women of the
poorer classes are not thus imprisoned, but how utterly
they are contemned may be judged from words addressed
to a lady who was labouring among village women in the
Punjab: "You will take your book into the fields and teach
the cows next."
A recent writer in the Spectator remarked of Asiatic women
generally that "their ignorance is phenomenal," its twofold
result being abject superstition and habitual resistance to any
kind of change ; there is, moreover, much unhappiness as the
men slowly become more educated, and are thrown more and
more on each other for society; while the children learn
nothing till they cease to be children. Here are the statistics
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for India according to the 1891 census. Of the Hindu women
in the whole Empire, only one in 244 was either literate or
learning at school ; of the Mohammedan women, only one
in 298.1
Matters being thus, it is not hard to imagine that the
personality of a British lady, highly cultured and free to order
her own life, is at first a puzzle and gradually an education
to the women of India. Comprehension of her circumstances
and aims comes slowly, and after much questioning. Irene
was constantly asked what relation she was to Miss Hull,
whether she was married, or was going to be, or if she was
not married, why she was not. She was even asked about
her brother-in-law's income ; their notion of a woman being
always dependent on some man naturally suggesting this
when they heard that her one relative was a married sister.
Of course, no wise missionary would wish that Eastern
customs should be supplanted wholesale by Western ones.
Miss Hewlett's opinion on this has been quoted in Chapter V. ;
and more and more Irene realised that in preaching Christ
to Indians we are taking a faith of Oriental birthplace back
to its own continent, and that Christianising India ought to
be a very different thing from Anglicising India.
Nor is it merely a question of abolishing certain flagrant
abuses that have grown out of the zenana system, such as
marrying very young girls, and condemning to perpetual
widowhood little children who have been merely betrothed.
Non-Christian Hindus, under the indirect influence of Christi-
anity, are finding arguments against these things from their
own ancient books, and uniting with Christians in combating
them. Nor is it even the fact that "the Hindu woman is
unwelcome at birth, untaught in childhood, enslaved when
" None of this applies to the Parsis, a community influential out of
all proportion to their small number. Several natives of India and
" advanced " Indian women known in Europe belong to that community.
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married, accursed as a widow, and unlamented when dead,"
that most strongly urges forward zenana missions. Not
because she is unspeakably miserable but because she is
unspeakably powerful must she be won to the faith, if India
is to be conquered for Christ.
Happy companionship in marriage being scarcely known,
the bond between mother and son is stronger even than
with us, and the mother's influence paramount. " You
would not dare to use such words before your mother,"
said Mr. Tyndale-Biscoe, rebuking a boy for foul language,
as he might have rebuked a boy at home. " My mother
taught me to say it," was the significant reply. Many
a man who no longer believes in the Hindu gods does
puja to pacify his mother, or is deterred by home influence
from confessing that he does believe in Christianity. The
Rev. G. E. A. Pargiter, late Principal of St. John's College,
Agra, tells of a young man of very good position who said
to him, " Can I not be a secret Christian ? for my mother
says she will poison herself if I am baptised." These
two typical incidents emphasise, as no general statements
could do, two aspects of the crying need for the zenana
missionary as the one teacher who can reach these mothers.
Many a Hindu lad who has been at school and college, even
in Europe, falls back to the moral and spiritual level of
his forefathers when he returns to mother and wife in the
zenana ; and the history of what bigoted heathen women once
accomplished in the undoing of the wisest of men is repeated
on a smaller scale.
We see this going on, but happily we see something else
going on besides. Let us turn, not to a missionary report,
but to a Blue-book and a newspaper. A few years ago
the Director of Public Instruction in the Madras Presidency
called attention to the fact that while in the University
examination the number of Brahmans examined had decreased
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by eight per cent., the number of Christians had increased
by forty per cent., and surmised that in another generation
the Christians would have secured a preponderating position
in all the great professions. The Madras Mail accounted
for this by pointing to the striking superiority, physical and
intellectual, of the mothers of the Christians. The census
returns already quoted tell that of the Christian women of
India — and the majority of these, we must remember, belong
to the humblest classes of the community — one in seven is
literate or learning.
Briefly as they are stated, these facts may indicate the
importance of zenana visiting before we plunge into its
apparently commonplace details. We thank God that so
many of Irene's countrywomen have heard the call to it,
and we recognise that success in it demands many gifts :
the pastor's love of souls ; the teacher's love of instructing ;
the district visitor's kindliness ; the society woman's savoir
faire ; the quick insight and intelligence that come of a
mind trained at all points; the ease and graciousness and
tact that come of birth undeniably gentle ; the delicate
sympathy that can only come of having those laboured for
" in the heart," as St. Paul had the Philippians in his heart ;
the spiritual power that can only be sustained by constant
communion with God.
To her Kensington friends Irene pictured her daily routine
thus : " After a walk of about a mile we have an hour's row
in our boat to the different ghats, whence the houses can be
reached on foot. Generally an eager face or voice gives
welcome ere the door is opened, for the pupils count the
days of the week to the time when the visit is due. The
teacher sits down with them on chair, charpai, or floor, as
the case may be, and reading or knitting is produced. Learn-
ing is slow work for those whose minds are wholly untrained ;
but knowing what reading may be the key to for them, we
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encourage them to persevere during the long weeks and
months. Then, when a time comes that all the pupils
are gathered round and inclined to listen, that babies within
and cocks and hens and pariah dogs without are quiet, books
and work are laid down, the Bible is opened, and week by
week, from different portions, we try and set before them some
of the great truths of the loving Father, the needing sinner,
the ready Saviour, the unfailing Guide. Often a verse in
which the teaching of the lesson can be gathered up is learned,
to be, as we hope, a permanent possession for the pupils.
' Miss Sahib, sing,' is a frequent request, and quite a chorus
joins in the Christian hymns we have set to the quaint
native airs."
"Three new houses," she writes on October 4th, "have
been opened this week, with warm invitations to teach. My
fear is that Miss Hull will be quite overdone ere I am pro-
ficient enough to help really well." But already the Niki
Mem ("little or youthful lady"), as Irene was called in the
zenanas, was able to teach them texts, and Miss Hull was
emphatically declaring that she was " a blessing." Some sixty
women and girls were under instruction by Christmas, many
of whom could now read simple books in their own language.
** Miss Hull has such interesting welcomes and experiences,"
says Irene, " one feels that there might be a wonderful harvest
in Kashmir, if only more efficient workers were here and
prejudice were broken down. . . . Alas ! we have had to refuse
fresh invitations to teach, which come every week, because we
can scarcely keep pace with houses already undertaken."
Distances were so great and time of so little consequence
to those they visited that it was hard to get more than
three visits into their expedition of six or seven hours, and
they aimed at a weekly visit to every pupil, and made a rule
of going to those only who were willing to have a Bible
lesson. These lessons followed out the course of the Christian
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year, and set forth systematically the great outlines of the
faith. As spring advanced, Irene rejoiced " at getting longer
hours with the dear pupils"; and they welcomed more
warmly than ever teachers whom rain and mire could not
daunt.
" The work gets more interesting every week," she writes
on March 5th. " Many of the pupils are very dear, and it is
wonderful to see the eager look on some faces over the Bible
lesson, and to hear them speak of and to Christ, as if they
really trusted in His present power to help them. Of course,
there are the terribly sad things, suffering and degradation
and selfishness ; and now that the month of Ramazan has
begun there is more inclination to oppose among the Moham-
medans. To-day the mother in a family who has listened
very civilly at other times and always been extremely friendly
entirely refused to come to the Bible lesson, and called out
to ask what wages I received. This is a favourite inquiry.
But her little girl crept up close, and asked if I had ever seen
Jesus Christ, and listened and questioned about Him so
eagerly. Several of our pupils have been ill lately, and when
illness comes even those who do regard us as heretics seem
grateful and glad if we mention that we remember them in
our prayers."
Miss Hull tells of another who said : " Ah ! it is time,
the distance has been great, and see, I was growing old
without knowing anything of Him ; but when you come
and read to us it seems as if God were here." " You will not
wonder," adds Miss Hull, " that it seemed so to me too. . . .
It was one of the last bright days of autumn, but in those
hearts the light that never fades had begun to shine, the
light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the Face of
Jesus Christ."
Few Indian cities contain a greater variety 01 women to
be visited than Srinagar. Irene had all sorts and conditions
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of pupils, from rich officials' families to very poor people,
from most intelligent to utterly dull ; Kashmiris, both Hindu
and Mohammedan, Sikhs, Dogras, Pathans, Nepalese,
Afghans, Tibetans, Punjabis, Gujeratis, Rajputs, Bengalis,
and Farsis, with corresponding variety of tongues.
A few sketches of individual pupils, whom one follows from
week to week in Irene's letters, will best illustrate this. To
give names would be an intrusion into homes whose privacy
is as much to be respected as that of our own, and particulars,
however interesting, that might lead to identification must
in many cases be omitted also. We begin with Hindus and
go on to Mohammedans.
While the Maharaja is at Jammu the lord lieutenant or
governor is the greatest native at Srinagar, Though not
a Christian, he spoke with the greatest appreciation of the
Mission School at Bareilly, where he had been educated,
contributed to the C.M.S. School at Srinagar, and received
the missionaries most courteously when they visited his
ladies at his invitation.
The mansion of a rais, which commanded an alley notable
even in Srinagar for the exceeding vileness of its smells,
contained a large and very nice party of ladies, studying Urdu,
Hindi, and English.
In an untidy room at the top of a dark and broken stair-
case lived a pleasant Punjabi lady, arrayed in a gorgeous
costume, green, blue, and gold, with a fine scarlet double
chaddar, like that described in Prov. xxxi. 21 (margin). She
was the wife of a tehsildar, an official who has been defined
as an Oriental edition of a French pr'efet^ but more powerful
and irresponsible.
The neat, clean little home of the wife, mother, and year-
old son of the munshi, a Hindu pundit, was a contrast to
these abodes. Irene was working through the Gospels with
them ; and he had quite a library of books, the two great
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Sanskrit epics standing alongside the Bible on his shelves,
in a way entirely characteristic of the India of to-day.
In a large Sikh family three generations of learners speaking
Urdu, flavoured with Punjabi and Hindi, all pleasant, nice
people, willing to learn, formed quite a school.
The circumstances of another Sikh pupil were tragic enough
to call out much of Irene's sympathy that winter. The man
to whom she had been betrothed at the age of five claimed
her, when she had grown into a bright girl of eleven, as his
wife. He had never done anything for her, and was a
particularly worthless fellow, whom she feared and hated so
intensely that she declared she would rather go to prison or
throw herself into the river than marry him. For three years
the case had been before the courts, postponed and referred
from one judge to another, and the poor mother had spent
almost all she possessed in fighting for her daughter's liberty.
Neither Hindu nor Mohammedan was likely to favour a
woman's cause, and one native judge ordered the girl to be
struck as she stood before him. What increased the bitter-
ness against them more than anything else was a rumour that
they were inclined to Christianity. The missionaries had
reason to believe that they were much more than inclined
to it. " Through all the trouble they have been most attentive
listeners," says Irene, " and they tell Miss Hull how greatly
they desire to become Christians, and have really learned to
pray to Christ. They take it as a direct answer to prayer
that recently the trial seems to have turned quite in their
favour; and last week the mother declared in court, when
appeal to the guru was suggested, that she no longer believed
in the religion of the Sikhs, but in her Miss Sahib's teaching,
saying, * Come what may, I trust in Christ.' " Irene describes
how on February 6th Miss Hull and she, escorted by Mr.
Tyndale-Biscoe, made their way through a crowd of gazing
pundits into the court. " The judge had three chairs set at his
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side, and when Miss Hull thanked him in Kashmiri a murmur
of wonder ran through the audience. The poor girl has never
seen her supposed husband except in court. He is a very
ill-looking young man, and the witness whom he brought, a
guru, is a very ill-looking old man. The judge questioned
him through and through as to the laws and customs of the
Sikhs, and the old fellow was pretty well turned inside out
as he kept contradicting himself and making admissions really
damaging to his side, on several of which the case might have
been instantly dismissed. But alas ! it was only postponed
again. However, the judge was civil to the girl, and probably
went more fairly and carefully into the evidence because we
were there. He made quite an oration as to his holding the
scales of justice evenly, and all through took elaborate notes
of the evidence in Persian." A fortnight later she writes
again : " The poor girl and her mother came early to pour
out their woes. That Kashmiri judge had dismissed their
case the day before in the man's favour, and they had been
shamefully treated on the steps of the court. They have
a last chance in appeal to the Chief Justice's court against
the alternative of marriage or prison." The Lord Chief
Justice was a Bengali, educated in England, and the appeal
to him was happily successful. The girl is now married
to a worthier suitor, and the mother, though not actually
baptised, seems to be a true Christian. The missionaries
still hope that she may have courage to confess the faith
publicly.
Among Mohammedan pupils was the daughter of a pir,
wearing a coronet of jewels and a single cotton garment, and
dying by inches of rheumatism brought on by sitting on a
damp floor ; and the family of a very wealthy shawl merchant,
who had a grand palace, with gardens, fountains, and summer-
houses, and large rooms beautifully carpeted, where, con-
spicuous among really beautiful Oriental draperies and china,
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were a few intolerably vulgar pieces of gaudy glass from
England and a cheap nickel clock from the United States.
The ladies, who though pretty looked dreadfully sickly and
delicate, were all squatting together in one small, stuffy room,
keeping strict purdah. They wore embroidered robes, and
heads, throats, arms, and hands were loaded with splendid
jewels. The gentlemen of the family came and listened
most respectfully to the Bible lesson given to them.
Another rich Mohammedan, by race one of the fierce
Pathans, left a gentle young wife m the plains with two
bonny boys, and came to Kashmir to find State employ-
ment. Here he wedded another woman, who was wild with
jealous misery when she discovered some time afterwards
that he had already a wife in the plains. The first wife
was brought to Srinagar; and these rivals, living together,
were the very first of Miss Hull's pupils whom Irene visited
in May, 1894. Then the second wife sat smoking her hookah,
and defiantly uttering bitter arguments against Christianity.
But both begged to be taught when visited again in
September; and the first wife, alone with Miss Hull, told
of her faith in Christ, but in a whisper, " for they would kill
me if they knew it." At any rate, confession must have meant
immediate separation from her boys. " She has such a beauti-
ful face," writes Irene ; and the work of Divine grace in her
heart was shown by the way in which she alluded to her rival
as "my sister." The usual reading with "sweet Mrs. X."
became a Bible lesson to the two boys, and the mother eagerly
called their attention to all that was said of Christ and His
love.
Here is a glimpse of Mohammedan family life on another
side : " Coming out of a house, I was accosted by an old
man next door with a request. His son's wife had become
a mother a week before, and was very ill. Could I do
anything for her? I said I was not a doctor Miss Sahib,
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and did not understand these cases, but went in to see the
poor, pretty little thing, partly because I did not want the
father-in-law to go on detailing her symptoms in the street.
I ascertained that she was fearfully weak, and was getting no
nourishment. I recommended them to give her warm milk at
once, and to go without delay to the hospital for proper treat-
ment and advice. Two days later Miss Hull and I were
invited in together. The girl looked worse. They had given
her no milk, though their own dinner was cooking in the
corner ; they had not gone to the hospital, because her
husband said it was ' so cold for him to walk there ' ; and
they were about to finish the poor little thing off with
leeches. Miss Hull administered a good scolding. ' She
will die, and then you will say, " It is Fate," and piously cant
about the will of Allah.' He promised to go to the hospital,
and I hope her words will have some effect." Irene insisted on
milk being given to another poor little mother, quite a child,
living on a diet of sherbet only, her face wasted almost past
recognition ; beside her lay a three weeks' babe, the feeblest
little scrap of humanity Irene had ever seen, likewise perishing
of starvation.
The kangre, or small fire-basket, carried under the clothes
for warmth, is a frequent cause of accidents. On one occa-
sion Irene found a poor old woman badly burned three
days before. Her people had actually done nothing for her,
though only a few minutes' walk from the State Hospital,
where they could at any time get dressings. A whole row
of men were enjoying their hookahs in a room close by,
and her own daughter's excuse was that she would be
ashamed to go to the hospital. "They have queer notions
of shame, certainly." Again, we find Irene herself dressing
a terribly burned foot in a dirty little wooden house with
a mud floor, wondering, as she washed it for bandaging, if
it had ever been washed before, and realising how unwilling
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Kashmiris are to be at the trouble of taking a girl or a
woman to the hospital, however sore her need.
She had pupils in still humbler circumstances than those
just described. Close to the Munshi Bagh, in a sort of
farmyard, lived a colony of Punjabi Hindus, the policemen
of Srinagar, *' such nice, simple people," who listened most
attentively to the Bible lesson Miss Hull gave them on her
way back from church on Sunday. Twice a week Irene
went to teach their girls reading. The first time she seated
herself on a big stone, in front were her swarthy little pupils,
behind were white goats resting their heads on her shoulders.
Next time a policeman saw her approaching, and ran out
with a chair, exhorting them to attend before she began. The
class included her one boy pupil, a jolly little chap, who
wanted her to teach him every day. Visiting the village
another day with medicine for a fever-stricken woman, whose
bed was the bare ground, she was met by the children bring-
ing their books and begging for an extra lesson.
Irene shared not only in the fisher's work of "taking souls
alive " out of heathendom, but also in the shepherd's work
of tending and feeding the flock. To find the Srinagar
sheep we must go, as our story has suggested, to the C.M.S.
Hospital, where the first Christian Church in Kashmir, in
both senses of the term, may be seen. Its whole European
staff were introduced in Chapter VI., and its history since
1882 must now be sketched.
The Drs. Neve have seen a collection of lath and plaster
huts transformed, between 1889 and 1899, '"^o 0"^ of the
most important public buildings at Srinagar. South-east of
the city, and well away from its dust and foul odours,
near the Dal Gate, and on the already described spur of
the Takht, 5,250 feet above the sea, it stands — a series of
picturesque, red-roofed, turreted houses, over which waves
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the red cross flag, flanked by a pretty little church, with
glorious prospects from the verandahs, over shining river
and maze of canals, airy pinnacles of city mosques, gardens,
and orchards, blue outlines of rolling hills, and noble,
serrated ranges of the snow-clad Pir Punjal. On its
reconstruction R.6o,ooo have been spent; the cost per
bed being ;^i5, as contrasted with ;^3oo in an EngUsh
hospital. The annual cost of maintaining a bed is ^£"5 5^.,
as contrasted with £$0 or ;^6o here. This has not
been the outlay of a missionary society. The C.M.S. has,
indeed, provided its staff; but with the exception of the
very first doctor sent, all happen to have been either
honorary workers or specially supported by their own friends.
The whole expenses of its erection and of its annual up-
keep, which amount to about R. 15,000 a year, are met by
the gifts either of local friends, including a good many
native gentlemen, or of friends at home, who have been
so active that it is a building reared without either a
special appeal or a debt. The only State aid is a
permission to obtain rice from the State granaries at the
same rate as the city poor obtain it. Even with its
present accommodation for 125 in-patients, it is hardly large
enough, especially now that the erection of the Pertab Singh
wards, opened by the Maharaja whose name they bear,
and the addition of skilled lady nurses to the staff have
greatly increased the female patients. The average annual
number of out-patients is 36,000; of in-patients, over 1,300;
of operations, 3,500; over 300,000 visits and over 30,000
operations being the whole record for the ten years 1889-99.
Truly a mustard-tree has grown from the tiny seed planted by
Elmslie !
Though at Srinagar, it is by no means for Srinagar
only. On one typical day of 1896 they took a census,
which showed that from morning to evening 155 people,
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representing 90 villages altogether, were in the hospital.
From 150 miles away over the mountains patients have
come to it, and it influences the whole valley. In so lofty
a land malarial diseases are few; so are accidents, vehicles
and machinery being scarce. " Mauled by a bear," " fallen
from a fruit-tree," are typical "accidents." Poverty, dirt,
hereditary disease, and contagion fill the wards ; eye cases,
bone cases, kangre burns abound, and the majority of cases
are surgical. As many as 58 operations (15 major) have
been performed in one day. The after mortality is less
than five in a thousand, in spite of personal habits setting
every law of health at defiance, of ignorant stupidity and
intolerance of splints, of poking of dirty fingers under
antiseptic dressings, etc. Dr. Neve attributes this low
mortality largely to the absence of alcoholism in the patients.
We must surely add the medical skill, the healthy site and
conditions of the hospital, and the blessing of God on work
done in His Name.
Irene describes her first visit to it thus : " I waited near
the gathering crowd of patients, who were standing and
squatting in dejected attitudes in the big waiting-room till
the doors opened. One old, feeble man with such a weary
expression, and one poor little baby unrolled from the
depths of a shapeless bundle, struck me particularly. Then
I accompanied Miss Newnham and Miss Neve on their
morning rounds in the women's wards, where their gentle,
skilful fingers are daily occupied in dressing probably several
dozens of ghastly wounds. The nattiness of all the arrarge-
ments was as much to be admired as the patience of many
of the sufferers. None were purdah women, and in many
cases not only their husbands but their other relatives conie
to watch operations and dressings. I then saw the clean, well
stocked dispensary, where groups of patients were receiving
medicines, and eyes were being attended to ; and the men's
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wards, where the men looked up so gratefully, making their
salaams in response to inquiries."
The growth of the hospital buildings is easily seen ; the
statistics of its patients are easily given. But what of the
results that justify it as a missionary institution? These
cannot be tabulated, yet there is evidence to show that
they are potential for untold good in that moral and spiritual
regeneration of Kashmir which is the supreme aim of all
missionary effort. In addition to the blessings, both to the
State and to the family, of threatened lives spared and
maimed lives restored, which all hospitals show, this hospital
confers in a yet more marked degree than hospitals at home
the following benefits on the community. Many new and
important data are contributed to medical science by the
diagnosis under new conditions of a great variety of cases.
The Drs. Neve's articles in The Lancet are an illustration
of this, and their conclusions as to alcohol, for instance, are a
matter of general as well as professional interest. Again,
sojourn in the wholesome, airy hospital is an education in
the laws of health, a revelation of undreamt-of possibilities
of comfort and cleanliness to hundreds or rather thousands
of a nation that has much to learn here. Again, it fosters
friendly feeling between Briton and Kashmiri, and breaks
down race prejudice as nothing else could do. Years of
purely business intercourse with natives, as soldiers, clerks,
or servants, do less to produce sympathy and mutual under-
standing between European and Asiatic than a day or two
of patient ministration by doctor and nurse to wounds and
disease. The native is no longer a subordinate, but a friend
and a guest. They try not only to cure him, but to alleviate
his suffering and to make him as comfortable as possible;
whereas at home the sick Kashmiri lies on the mud floor
of a dark room, in the dirty clothes he has worn day and
night for weeks and months. If he cannot cat ordinary food,
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he is told to starve, as a means of expelling his malady ;
and the worse he is, the larger the crowd of curious and
noisy neighbours. Strong as the prejudice against the
foreigner and the foreigner's creed is, the Kashmiri has
been learning during the last few years not only to associate
with the word British the ideas of justice and freedom, but
with the word Christian the idea of philanthropy.
Even if no religious teaching were given in the hospital, its
deeds would proclaim forcibly the love which is the essence
of Christianity, and shape an answer to the heathen thought
of God as a Being Who takes pleasure in human suffering.
But such teaching is given through evangelistic addresses
to the out-patients, and through short but systematic Bible
readings to the in-patients, given when they are withdrawn
from heathen influences, and when, in long, quiet hours ot
convalescence, the words spoken can sink into their hearts.
Patients ask the doctor to come and talk to them on
religious subjects, and often old patients, still reckoned
Mohammedans, may be heard months afterwards attributing
their cure to Hazrat Isa (Holy Jesus), continuing to pray
to Christ, and gladly buying and reading the Scriptures.
Many loud professions of assent and admiration are doubt-
less as superficial and insincere as they are ready ; nor
is gratitude a conspicuous characteristic of the oppressed
Kashmiri. One hears of the disgusting ingratitude of the
man successfully operated on for cataract, who goes off " in
a huff" because he has not received rupees as well as
restoration of sight; one hears of the pathetic ingratitude
of the downtrodden and miserable folk who have found the
hospital a haven of refuge, and resent being discharged when
cured. Still, there stands the object-lesson in practical
Christianity, "known and read of all men"; and though
some of the actual instruction may be scarcely understood
or quickly forgotten, or accepted without being acted upon,
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it is gradually, by means of the Hospital, permeating the
whole population; as the doctors realise when, by way of
holiday, they itinerate among the teeming villages, and
are welcomed and listened to eagerly by former patients.
They also realise the crying need of more missionaries to
follow up, when the patients have gone home again, the
impression made in hospital.
What, then, of the little flock as yet gathered in Kashmir ?
On Christmas Day, 1895, eleven nationalities were represented
at the Urdu service. " The numbers are small as yet, com-
pared with Agra or Amritsar," says Irene, "but the service
is a most hearty and reverent one." The pure Kashmiris
(all, so far, converts from Islam) are very few in number,
mostly ignorant and humble people, and to a great extent
members of one family employed at the hospital. Beside
the fact that a large proportion of the Christians are immi-
grants must be set the fact that as yet the more prominent
Kashmiri inquirers have taken refuge in India, others
carrying in the sheaves for which the Kashmir missionaries
laboured. We read, for instance, of a pir convinced of the
truth in Kashmir, flying from persecution at home, and being
baptised in the Punjab.
Among the Kashmiri colony at Ludhiana in the Punjab
in 1865 was an old man named Qadir Bakhsh. American
missionaries won him to the faith, and he soon became,
as already told, Dr. Elmslie's catechist, and for more than
thirty years preached the Gospel to everyone he met, till he
died in 1897, aged over a hundred. "Oh yes, I know Qadir
Bakhsh," said the magnate of a village to Mr. Knowles;
" everybody knows him for miles around. He is a very
good man, but is always bothering us about his religion."
His sons were employed at the hospital, and to a grandson
of his, born in August, 1894, Irene stood godmother. This
child with * younger brother is now receiving a Christian
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education under Miss Hull's care. His daughters-in-law with
a few other women came to a Bible class which Irene held
every Tuesday afternoon in the dispensary, her pupils cluster-
ing round the fire, their little ones "keeping fairly quiet in
the midst." It was her first attempt at expositions in Urdu,
and each lesson was worked through with her niunshi before-
hand. Her most intelligent pupils were two sisters from Ladakh,
converts of the Moravian Mission at Leh (see Chapter XIII.).
One of them was the wife of a Madrassi Christian, courier
to a rich American. When he started with his master on
a shooting expedition in the wilds, he moved the houseboat,
where his wife and her sister lived, opposite to the Barracks,
asking Miss Hull by telegram to take care of them in
his absence. She stipulated that their jewelry, valued at
R.2000, should first be deposited in the bank ; for after the
manner of Tibetan women they were adorned with endless
bracelets and necklaces, one consisting of thirteen English
sovereigns, and wore on their heads peyraks thickly studded
with turquoises.
Irene found yet another pupil and another godson in the
family of the Bengali master of the C.M.S. School, himself
a fruit of the mission college founded by Carey and Marshman.
We meet this Mr. Sircar first at a missionary meeting held
on St. Andrew's Day, 1894, when Dr. E. F. Neve spoke in
Urdu on China and Japan, a Christian from the North-west
Provinces on India, and Mr. Sircar told of his own conversion.
Such an observance of the Day of Intercession appointed by
our Archbishops is noteworthy, and Irene's account ends
with : " I doubt whether our grand Kensington St. Andrew's
Day meetings are more hearty." Like her other godson
Suleiman, Atwal Kuwar Sircar had been born within a week
or two of her own nephew. To his sister Neru, aged nine,
she gave regular lessons in English and Urdu during both
this and the following winter. Humdrum work it was,
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calling for patience first of all, for half an hour was once
spent in getting the child to discriminate between two of
the five Z's in the Urdu alphabet. " But one does long," as
she says of some small Kashmiris, "that these little ones
should grow up to be a real strength to the church here.
There are so many adverse influences round them."
Are the Kashmiri Christians really satisfactory ? may be asked
by those who have a general idea that the average traveller
in distant lands is very ready to criticise "native Christians."
It is strange that it should not be taken for granted that
some native Christians, even when truly converted, are, like
some Christians at home, half-hearted, inconsistent, vulnerable
to the shafts of temptation, in need of our own oft-repeated
prayer, " From hardness of heart, and contempt of Thy
word and commandment, Good Lord, deliver us." It is
strange also that we do not remember that every year of
successful missionary work must add to the number of those
whom it used to be the fashion to term "professors,"
Christians simply because their parents were Christians, with
no experimental knowledge of the faith. And who would
deny that it is far better that they should be professors
under Christian instruction and with a Christian ideal before
them than unreclaimed heathen? Unless he is personally
interested in religious effort, a traveller is likely to make the
most of the shortcomings of native Christians, and to disparage
the work of the modern missionary accordingly. He would
not dare to disparage the work of St. Paul, because history
has vindicated it ; but he chooses to forget what " unsatis-
factory" people St. Paul's converts in Corinth and Galatia
were, and that his soul was not only encouraged by a
Timothy, or an Epaphroditus, but grieved by a Phygellus,
an Hermogenes, a Demas, an Hymenseus, and an Alexander.
Friends and helpers of missions have, on the other hand,
tp guard alike against over sanguine views of new converts
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and undue discouragement about old ones. We expect them,
with curious lack of common sense, to be faultless ; when
we find they are not faultless, we cease to believe in them,
with more curious lack of faith that where God has begun
a good work He can and will perfect it in His own time
and way.
It is only fair to recognise that the past of the Kashmiris
places them at a disadvantage as compared, for instance,
with our own ancestors of a thousand years ago. Effects of
the history recalled in Chapter VI. are graven too deeply on
their character for generations to be immediately effaced, even
by acceptance of the Gospel. How complicated is the process
of effacing these effects will be seen when we come to the
story of the C.M.S. School. Here is one very simple
illustration of how slowly heathen ideas die. A Kashmiri
girl who had been hearing about the murder of John the
Baptist prayed aloud : " O God, never again show mercy
to that wicked King Herod."
And present environment is quite as much against them
as heredity. The traveller does not say much about this, for
his attention is engrossed by a certain charm of picturesque-
ness and strong colour in surroundings wholly new. He
sees the imposing ceremonial of the procession to the Hindu
temple; he has no conception of the real nature of the
worship carried on within, or of the degrading and polluting
tales of the gods that form the earliest " religious " instruc-
tion given by mothers to their children. He marks the
ostentatious public devotions of the Mohammedan ; he can
know nothing of his habitually harsh and heartless conduct
to his hapless wives, not because he is personally brutal,
but because reverence for womanhood is utterly alien to his
creed. " I sometimes wish," writes Irene, " that those globe-
trotters who are attracted by the outward pious cant of the
Prophet's followers, and fail to realise any special need
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for Christian missions, could see what we see within the
homes here." Into some the reader has already followed
her. Even the man of business, who lives in the European
quarter of an Oriental town, rarely becomes intimate with
its people. He does not enter their homes, he cannot converse
freely in their language. Only the missionary, living among
them zxi^for them, can gauge the contrast between a heathen
environment and that Christian environment at home which
has been the slow growth of centuries, and which affects even
the irreligious for good. He indeed penetrates the picturesque
exterior, and realises the unutterable dulness and sadness,
and the absence of all making for righteousness in lives
without Christ. "The wickedness and rottenness and
cruelty and suffering that we come across make Rom.
viii. 22 (St. Paul's picture of creation groaning) very real,"
writes Irene. Other missionaries have expressed the thought
that whereas at home we see many proofs of the devil's
existence, heathendom declares his undisputed sway.
Babes in Christ, still imbued with heathen ideas on
almost every subject, have to follow Him often as indi-
viduals in this hostile environment. Why do not more of
us go out, not only to win them but to help them from
day to day to live the Christian life when won?
In 1896 Dr. A. Neve, after fifteen years of work in
Kashmir, gives in a personal letter the following telling state-
ment of the situation : " On the evangelistic side of our work
there seems to be more encouragement than formerly. I
used to say we were Hke children, picking away at the
mortar in the cracks of a great granite wall ; but sometimes
it seems as if the whole mass was disintegrated and ready
to fall. Though it is much too powerful for any light artillery
we may bring against it, a slight earthquake might make
huge breaches. It is the action of God's Spirit that can
alone effect anything noteworthy."
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In addition to her language study, her zenana visiting,
and her instruction of native Christians, Irene found a task
quite after her own heart in forming a Sunday class for
English-speaking children. Mr. and Mrs. Tyndale-Biscoe had
done something in this direction already, and there was room
for such an effort. " On November 28th," writes Irene, " I
visited two nice little European families, telegraph people,
U^^ing in houseboats, whose mothers warmly welcomed the
idea of the Sunday class. The European postmaster also
welcomed the idea, but his motherless little ones can as
yet speak Hindustani only." On Advent Sunday the school
was opened ; and on her birthday (December 22nd) Irene
carried out a home tradition by giving a children's party
to fifteen Sunday school pupils, aged from three to thirteen.
The class was well attended and firmly established when, in
the spring, she handed it over to the daughter of a British
officer stationed at Srinagar.
The children's party inaugurated a very bright Christmas
season, a pause in their routine which brought the workers
into hospitable touch with all amongst whom the work lay.
Christmas Eve was spent in decorating a tree with gifts
from working parties at Kensington, Mitcham, and elsewhere.
Irene was organist at the Christmas Day services in the
English church, choosing music familiar at St. Mary Abbots ;
and Miss Hull and she entertained their colleagues at lunch in
English fashion. Then with Miss Neve and four gentlemen
she set off for the Takht, where, after a truly Alpine climb,
they snowballed each other, saw a huge eagle hovering
over the crags, and watched a glorious sunset behind
the snowy ranges. Dr. Neve then entertained forty-five
Kashmiris in native fashion, and the tree and distribution of
gifts followed.
Next day they rode through the snow to the State Leper
Asylum, on a breezy tongue of land stretching into the
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Dal Lake, beyond the Hari Parbat Fort, and some six miles
from the Takht. In 1890 its site and R.4000 for building
had been granted by the Maharaja, who placed it under
the management of the Mission Hospital staff, an incident
which marked the inauguration of a new policy towards
the Medical Mission, after a quarter of a century of strenuous
opposition from his Government. The yearly expense of the
asylum, which accommodates over eighty lepers, is also borne
by the State. In Kashmir segregation is voluntary, but many
remain where healthy conditions of good air, good food, a
placid life, and pleasant, light work, mitigate, and in some
cases even apparently cure, the disease. The lepers listen
attentively to Dr. Neve's teaching, though they may be heard
immediately after, either from sheer inability to perceive
that it is incompatible with the teaching of the Prophet
or in a spirit of sullen hostility, to mumble the Moslem
creed. Their Christmas visitors brought them dalis of fruit
and sweets ; and Irene describes them thus : " Some are
terribly disfigured, others look healthy, but probably none
can ever be well."
As we shall have no further occasion to take the reader
to the Leper Asylum, three very interesting later allusions
to it in her letters may be quoted here : —
February, 1895: "A Hindu leper in the asylum told
Dr. Neve before the other lepers that he believed in Christ.
He is an intelligent man who can read, and if he becomes
a real, strong convert will be a great help spiritually among
his unfortunate companions. We greatly hope that the years
of patient work there may now bear this visible fruit."
June, 1896: "We went down the lake in two boats to
the Leper Asylum, and Miss Hull gave a first-rate address
in Kashmiri to the three dozen patients. Sad as their lot is,
it is certainly cheered not a little by the perfect arrange-
ments for them and all the kind attention they get. The
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Hindu whom you heard of goes on well ; he teaches the
others, and the doctor says he seems to be living a Christian
life among them."
March, 1897: "A bright spot in the mission work lately
has been the baptism, just before his death, of a leper who has
been a Christian at heart for two years. There are now two
Christian graves at the asylum ; and we noticed with great
satisfaction on this occasion that the Mohammedans had
volunteered to carry their dead companion, though he was a
Christian. The first Christian leper died of cholera during
the fearful epidemic of 1892, and then none of the Moham-
medans would touch him, and at great personal risk Dr.
E. F. Neve and Mr. Tyndale-Biscoe did all that was needful."
The day after that Christmas visit to the lepers a little
party was given at the Barracks, of which there are detailed
accounts in Irene's letters, and also in letters from Miss Hull.
We blend their narratives, distinguishing Miss Hull's contri-
butions by brackets.
"On St. John's Day Miss Hull started in a dunga at
12 o'clock, returning from the city shortly before 5 o'clock,
with eleven of our pupils, who were not too shy to trust them-
selves to the terrors of the journey. It was quite a triumph
to get these, for Miss Hull never ventured such an invitation
before."
[" I scarcely expected, when I said to some of those whom
we teach, ' We are going to have a week's holiday, now you
will have to come and see us,' that they would really come ;
but they have come and gone. Only those who know some-
thing of the fear and distrust of natives generally with regard
to the English will be able to realise what it means that three
families trusted me with their precious children for the after-
noon. The mothers might not come — they were in strict
seclusion; but they said, 'We will send our little girls, if
you will come yourself to fetch them.' It was rather a
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weary journey, calling now at one house, now at another,
up one dreary lane after another. Some had forgotten the
day — days are much alike in these cheerless homes — so many
disappointed us. We passed many things on the way which
seemed very wonderful and new to these little prisoners.
'Mem ji, what is this?' was a frequent exclamation. At
our landing-place Miss Petrie stood ready to receive our
guests. They must have been glad to get their tea now,
you will think; but they would not eat with us, and the
very mention of food would have been disastrous. The
whole party, however, squatted happily on the floor, glad,
after the frost and snow outside, to toast at our fire, and
fill their small fire-baskets with fresh cinders. Miss Petrie
struck up a lively air on the piano, and we sang 'There is
a happy land ' and ' Here we suffer grief and pain.' "]
" They were immensely delighted," continues Irene, " with
our house, and our big baja (the piano), and our little baja
(the guitar), to which we sang Sanskrit hymns, as the guests
were all Hindus. They salaamed to portraits of the Queen,
and said we were ' blessed people.' Then Miss Neve and
I worked the magic-lantern, while Miss Hull explained its
scenes from the Ufe of Christ."
[*' The eager question : ' Is that Jesus Christ ? ' as they
followed picture after picture from the manger to the cross,
and the reverent salaam, the ever and anon ' Blessed, blessed
be Jesus, the Saviour of the poor,' showed Who was the central
figure in their thoughts. Six months ago these women and
girls, with two exceptions, had had to learn to pronounce
the Holy Name of Jesus ; and now with a shout of triumph
they hail the picture of the angel standing by the empty
grave. ' He is God ! ' they exclaimed ; ' how could death hold
Him?' *Ah! Miss Sahib, since that day His image is
imprinted on my heart,' was the fervent expression of one
when I visited her six weeks afterwards. The visit to us
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was a revelation to them, as none of them had ever been
in an English house before."]
Three uneventful months of work among heathen, Moham-
medans, native Christians, and European children followed;
and we may close this chapter with the last paragraphs of
a letter writtefn by Irene to the College by Post at the
opening of her second winter in Srinagar, which gathers up
the impressions of this first winter. After describing the
routine of zenana visiting and the variety of women visited,
she continues : —
" There may sometimes be a flippant listener or, especially
in Mohammedan houses, a tendency to argue, but more
often the quiet behaviour and earnest look show how glad
they are to hear the good news. I can imagine nothing
more thrilling than to see the response as for the first
time the tidings of a God of Love Who sent His own
Son to live and die for them goes home to one heart and
another. We believe that here and there in this city there
are those who look to Him and trust Him already.
" Many have followed Miss Hull all through the Gospels,
and are familiar with other parts of Holy Scripture, which
they have learned to love. Others are only beginning to
know it, and in a sense nearly all are beginners, for they
seldom can hear more than once in a week, and all home
surroundings and antecedents hinder rather than help them.
"We earnestly ask your prayers for them, that the Holy
Spirit may Himself teach them, and give all the faith and
patience and courage they need, if the good confession is to
follow the belief with the heart. It is just at this point
that you can be fellow-helpers. We may have the privilege
of actually going among them ; but we feel more and more
that the work is God's, not ours, and therefore we beg you
to bring the needs before Him. May I suggest three special
subjects for prayer ?
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" (i) The native Christians. Many are not behind English
Christians in zeal and love; others are as yet babes, and
for them we long for such gifts as St. Paul asked for the
Ephesian Christians.
" (2) The non-Christians, some of whom already know
much of Christianity; others may have heard perhaps once
only, in hospital, zenana, or village gathering, something of
the love of Christ. God is able to open the hearts and the
understanding of those who hear. Will you ask Him to do
this?
" (3) Your own countrymen in this land, including those
who are specially called missionaries. What great things
might be, if all of us who bear the Master's Name were
His faithful witnesses in a dark land; if each of us, by the
inspiration of the Holy Spirit, perfectly loved God and
worthily magnified His holy Name ! That is, indeed, our
greatest need; and grateful we are to the friends at home
who, unable to leave England, through family ties or other
urgent reasons, are yet by their interest and their prayers
doing so much for the great world's need outside.
" Needy as all the Indian Empire is, we are here in one
of its neediest corners, and as we look at the high mountains
north of us, or in the faces of the fur-clad travellers who
find their way here, we often think of the still greater
needs of the vast Central Asian regions beyond, where a
traveller might go on for three thousand miles without
encountering one of our missionaries, and that in thickly
populated lands, many of which are open. No wonder that
we long that the Lord of the Harvest would thrust forth
labourers into His harvest.
"If among those who read these few words there are some
who cannot but hear the Master's voice as He says, ' Go ye
into all the world ' to all His disciples, and who are offering
fend presenting themselves to Him for service wherever He
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may direct, then we who have already been allowed to come
to one of the uttermost parts of the earth wish you a hearty
God-speed.
" If I might add a personal word, it would be just to say
that missionary work has far exceeded one's highest hopes
in happiness and interest. Life is indeed worth living out
here, and even if permitted to sow only a few tiny seeds,
one can rejoice in the certain hope of the harvest, which
may be seen only by those who come after, but for which
we can trust Christ, knowing that He must reign."
CHAPTER IX
A SUMMER AT HOME
(May 2ND TO September 25TH, 1895)
As ever in my great Taskmaster's eye. — Milton.
(c T^EAR Miss Petrie, — I hope you will have a very happy
JL>^ visit to England, and be able to lead many to see
what open doors there are in Kashmir. I should like to
hear of many offering for work there." So wrote, on March
14th, 1895, Miss Dawe, of Nuddea, caring, after the generous
manner of missionaries, that a station other than her own
should be befriended. The suggestion that in going home
Irene aimed first of all at finding new friends for Kashmir
was a true one. She also wished to be enrolled as a C.M.S.
missionary "in full connexion," and to see the relatives
who were coming over from Canada for the Long Vacation.
Here are three sentences from letters on the last point : —
December 28th, 1894 : " My heart gives a great bound at
the very idea of being with you again, and seeing Martin,"
January 31st, 1895; "It would be so lovely to see home
again. I hardly dare think of it, though the more I get into
work here, the gladder I am that I have been allowed to
realise my heart's desire of being a missionary."
February 28th : "In a little over ten weeks we may meet
(D.V.). What a grand thought it is ! Every day I build
castles in the air about the train pulling up at Charing Cross,
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and the vision of your face, and the first glimpse of Martin."
The colleagues at Srinagar greatly enjoyed her Scottish songs,
and playfully referring to the favourite *' My heart is sair for
somebody," declared that the " somebody " for whose sake she
would " range the world around " must be that small nephew.
They thought her so much in need of rest and change that
they urged her to take a year's furlough ; but the very fact that
she went and came at her own charges as an honorary mis-
sionary made her the more scrupulous about leaving her
work, the more anxious to return to it as quickly as possible.
On February 14th she writes : " According to present arrange-
ments Miss Newnham, Miss Neve, and I start in four weeks,
under Dr. Neve's escort, for the Punjab. The Urdu examina-
tion will probably be at Amritsar early in April ; and on
April 1 6th the Peninsula leaves Bombay. I shall feel nearly
home when there." After her passage was taken for April i6th,
the C.M.S. Conference, for which the rest of the party were
going to the Punjab, was postponed till the autumn, but
Miss Hull, who had travelled thither alone, considered that
Irene could do so also without difficulty ; and the welcome
news that Miss Hull's sister could be with her at Srinagar for
the summer set Irene's mind at rest on the question of leaving
her colleague. March 1 2th found her, as she says, " very sad
at the prospect of good-byes here to all the dear pupils and
Miss Hull. However, as soon as I get afloat on the dunga
bound for Baramula, my heart will begin to leap all over
again at the thought of the goal of the long journey. I can
hardly take in all the joyfulness of the prospect."
At the moment of starting there was an unexpected delay.
" On Sunday, March 24th," she says, " after three services in
drenching rain, we noticed, ere darkness fell, that the river was
for the first time visible from the windows of the Barracks.
Generally it is twenty feet below the bund on that side. All
night long we heard the steady splash of the rain, both outside
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and inside the house, and on Monday morning the high roofs
of dungas and houseboats, usually hidden beneath the bund,
were visible. The day was very dark, and an incessant pour of
rain v;as interspersed with snow and lightning. We watched
the opposite bank of the river gradually disappearing, and
after lunch moved everything movable into the dungas Miss
Hull had sent for. Dr. Neve came and kindly assisted in
tearing up our carpets and piling the furniture, etc., on taWe"
and shelves; and at nightfall we abandoned the house for ^
houseboat kindly lent to us. Mercifully, however, the rain
ceased at last, and we hear that the breaking of a bund higher
up the river and flooding there probably saved us. . . . News
of the road speaks of tonga service suspended, many bridges
carried away, two and a half miles of road annihilated, and
post-runners unable to get in. So my departure is perforce
postponed; and as I shall now have to march all the way,
there will be barely time to catch the Peninsula. However,
they are making needed repairs with all speed, and having
a dandy, an excellent servant, and a parwana from the Governor
for coolies and supplies, I hope to get on all right, and still
to have a day in the Punjab for the examination, which I
have just heard by wire that they will arrange."
Two days later she started, and her account of what befell
her is dated: —
•• City Mission House, Amritsar, April g/A.
" My solitary journey among the Himalayas is a safely
accomplished fact {Z)eo gratias /), and I am thoroughly enjfjy-
ing a quiet day in feminine society again. . . .
" Saturday, March 30th, was a really lovely spring morning,
so Miss Neve proposed a walk together before breakfast for
a last view of the dear hills from Rustum Gari. Dr. Neve
came in with the news that he starts for the seat of war at
onr«, as medical officer to the pioneer civilian engineering
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corps in the Chitral Expedition. He is going to use some
long accumulated montlis of leave due to him on the under-
taking, and hopes for opportunities of medical missionary
work, as well as for a share in a righteous cause that seems
more like a real crusade than any war of modern times. We
hear that Umra Khan has already been erecting mosques
within the borders of Kafiristan, and making some of the poor
Kafirs Mussulmans at the sword's point. ... At midday Miss
Hull and I started in our shikari together and paid some
farewell calls. Then she went on with her city work, and
I glided slowly down the river in solitary state, getting to
Shadipur after dark, where we moored for the night. My
only visitors were a centipede, whom I was successful in
slaying, and in the gray dawn a huge jungle-cat, who had
discovered the milk-jug and got his head inside it, and, half
suffocated, was banging it round the boat with a terrific noise.
" On Sunday morning we were on the Wular ; the clear
blue sky and lake, with just a brown boat or so here and
there, being set in a perfect circle of snowy mountains all
round. I had full though solitary church services. We were
moored at Baramula in the late afternoon, and I gave orders
for a start at dawn on Monday.
"The khansaman was well up to time with his chota
hazri and packing ; but the coolies, who do not love early
hours, all quietly hid when loading time came, and we
lost nearly an hour while the khansaman went indignandy
round with the Governor's parwana to collect them or others
again. We got off in good time, though — my dandy, with
four bearers and a fifth to relieve them, three baggage coolies,
the khansaman and his coolie, and then the canteen coolie.
We had to take all needfuls, except eggs and milk, with us.
The khansaman, who is as fine a specimen of a handsome
Kashmiri as you could find, looked very imposing, and was most
prompt and masterful with the coolies, though I forbade him
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to use the stick he delighted in flourishing. We started under
high walls of snow, but in an hour or two were in crocus-land
amid lovely sunshine. Gangs of coolies were at work repairing
the road. We spent the night in the dak bungalow at Urie.
" On Tuesday, April 2nd, we made a long march, the hill-
sides by this time being covered with almond- and peach-trees
in full blossom. The scenery is surpassingly grand. There
had been a great landslip in one place, and the whole
mountain-side seemed to have overwhelmed the road. A
poor horse had just fallen down the slope from the temporary
path a foot wide, and at the suggestion of the good old
khansaman I gave a rupee for labour, with the happy result
that he was restored to his owner, a trader, not much the
worse for his fall.
" On Wednesday we did two more beautiful marches, going
through all the stages of spring to summer, with corn in the
ear and poppies among the corn. My usual routine was
breakfast at 6 or 7 o'clock, an early morning march, mostly
on foot, Urdu grammar at all quiet intervals during the day,
and dinner at 7 in the dak bungalow, where I always got
a comfortable room.
" On Thursday we again did two marches ; on Friday we had
a hot march right down to the valley, crossed the frontier,
and climbed to the lovely spot on the mountain-side where
the Dewal dak bungalow is. I had the whole place to myself,
as it is off the main road ; and hearing of an English lady who
might prove to be a doctor Miss Sahib, quite a number of
village people arrived in the verandah to ask for medical
help. There were old people with bronchitis, a man who
had been blind for eighteen years, and a wee baby with
a gentle young mother. I was sorry to have to tell the
poor things that I was not a doctor, and had very little
medicine with me. The incident made passages in the
Gospels so vivid; and I could not help feeUng, if one may
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think it reverently, what a deep joy it must have been to our
Lord to heal all that were sick of diverse diseases.
" The eaily dawn of Saturday, after the cloudless, starlight
night, and the exquisite last march up another two thousand
five hundred feet to Murree was something to remember
always. I halted to gather violets and maidenhair, and to
listen to the cuckoo in a wood ; and then as we reached the
ridge there was the glorious stretch of now far-away snowy
ranges, the nearer view of huge chains of wooded, blue hills,
and on the other side the hot, misty, endless plains. I said
farewell to the khansaman, dandy, and camp outfit ; and soon
after 4 o'clock was tucked into the mail tonga to begin a
thirty-eight mile drive at full gallop, in the course of which
we descended over six thousand feet, getting into Rawal Pindi
by moonlight about 9.
" On Sunday I enjoyed four nice services in the most home-
like church I had seen for very long. At the morning garrison
service there were rov/s and rows of fresh white uniforms, the
Dragoon band led the Palm Sunday hymns, and special
prayers were offered for the troops already on the way to
Chitral. I also went to a Hindustani service, mostly attended
by Christian station servants." (Some pleasant intercourse
with the newly married wife of a young officer just gone to the
front, and with the wife of the chaplain, who was the daughter
of Bishop French, is then described.) " In the afternoon
Dr. Neve called, and most kindly planned to escort me to the
railway station at 11 p.m., looking after all my nondescript
bundles and managing coolies and gari-walas just as the
dear father would have done, and I was not a little glad of
help. I had a fine large carriage to myself, and woke at
6 a.m. to see harvest in progress on every side. So I have
been through all the four seasons in a week. Coming home
for a holiday when so many out here will be facing hardship
and grave danger in this war, I feel almost an impostor."
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On Monday, April 8th, Irene was welcomed to Elmslie
Cottage, Amritsar, by Miss Wright, and to the City
Mission House by the C.E.Z. ladies. On Tuesday she
attended a Holy Week service, at which Dr. Imad-ud-din
preached; and in response to a sudden summons hastened
on Wednesday morning to Batala, where she was entertained
at the Baring High School, so closely associated with
"A.L.O.E." She arrived at Batala just in time for her first
Urdu examination paper on Wednesday afternoon ; and before
the ink was dry on her second paper on Thursday morning,
she hurried off to catch a train for Amritsar, that her written
work for Dr. Weitbrecht might be followed by an examination
in Rasum-i-Hind and Urdu conversation with Dr. H. M. Clark
on Thursday afternoon. On Thursday evening she started
on a four days' continuous railway journey to Bombay. In
spite of circumstances so trying for an examinee, she passed
first on the list of candidates that spring, winning over two-
thirds, that is, " honours " marks, and taking ninety out of
a hundred marks for conversation, which is regarded as the
most important subject of all. Such was the reward of her
patient plodding.
But it was a costly success. We learn incidentally that she
was far from well when she left Srinagar and on the road
to Amritsar; and throughout her journey to England one
helpless arm was in a sling, the result of a finger poisoned
by some city mud, which got under her nail one day when
she was drawing off her boot. The agitation of delay and
uncertainty, the double strain of her difficult journey and of
the long-dreaded examination, taken in hours snatched from
fatiguing days of travel against time, came upon her during
the intense heat of April in the plains ; and instead of the
quiet Good Friday and Easter she had planned for, by
accepting one of many invitations to stay with friends on
her homeward way, she was forced to hasten on without
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a pause. She was not one of those who go up for an
examination without any quickening of the pulse ; and even
to her plucky and resourceful nature a week's march with
native companions only, must have been an ordeal, especially
as she had to carry in silver in her dandy all the money
she needed till she reached Bombay. No wonder, then,
that she was completely prostrated with fever during the
rest of the journey, and reached Bombay on the evening of
Easter Monday with a temperature of 103°. But she actually
attended an early celebration of the Holy Communion next
morning, before embarking on the Peninsula, cheered by
a telegram of good wishes from Miss Hull.
She left Bombay on Tuesday, April i6th, reached Mar-
seilles on April 30th, and London, by traversing France, on
May and. The fortnight at sea was a time of great suffering
and weakness; yet on eight out of twelve weekdays there
is an entry in her diary of Hindi or Kashmiri study. Her
brother and sister, who had left Montreal on the day she left
Bombay, met her at Charing Cross, after her thirty-four days
of lonely travel, and took her to Mrs. Carus-Wilson's house
at Hampstead.
As one of the large family party gathered there she
spent the summer; for Hanover Lodge was let till the end
of the season, and she was only able to pay it a short
visit immediately before her return to India. During the
time— less than five months in all— that she was in Britain
she paid fourteen visits to friends and relatives in different
parts, most of which included a missionary address. When
she arrived she was much exhausted ; but within three weeks,
on Ascension Day, May 23rd, she opened her lips for the
first time on behalf of Kashmir at Mitcham.
Between May 23rd and August 4th she gave eighteen
addresses on India generally and Kashmir specially ; not
as a C.M.S. " deputation," for missionaries are not expected
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to speak for the Society during the first four months of their
furlough, but in voluntary response to requests from those
she had formerly been associated with. She spoke to the
Mitcham Missionary Union, to the St. Mary Abbots and Latymer
Road Sunday schools, to Gleaners at Kensington, Hampstead,
Canonbury, and Leamington, to the C.M.S. Ladies' Union
at the C.M.S. House, to the Emerson Club, to the children
and old girls of the Princess Mary Village Homes, to cadets
at the headquarters of the Church Army, to working parties
at Kensington and Brighton, to a missionary meeting in
a Cumberland village, at a Y.W.C.A. Conference, at the
Mildmay Conference, at the Keswick Convention, and at
Penshurst.
Miss Lloyd furnishes a reminiscence of one of these addresses
given during a happy visit to Addlestone for the twenty-fourth
Commemoration Day of the Princess Mary Village Homes.
All present and about forty former inhabitants of its picturesque
cottages were gathered together on "Old Girls' Day." "Why
should mission children never have anything but hymns ? " said
Irene ; and taking her guitar, she sat down, and poured forth
bewitching little Spanish songs. Then she talked — bright,
sympathetic, simple chat, growing gradually serious, as she
spoke of using all gifts to the glory of God, and then of the
women of heathendom, their needs and their appeal to us.
Then, taking her guitar again, she sang some inspiring hymns.
And long afterwards her face, her voice, her manner, dwelt in
the memories of those children as an uplifting vision of beauty
and goodness. A branch of the Gleaners' Union among the
girls was the immediate outcome of her visit ; and when, two
years later, the village was once more gathered together to
hear of her sudden home-call, there were few dry eyes in the
great schoolroom. Just three years later, on Commemoration
Day, 1898, H.R.H. the Duchess of York opened the "Irene
Cottage," " erected to the memory of our beloved Irene Petrie,
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with the money she so lovingly bequeathed to the Homes," as
Miss Cavendish wrote. It accommodates eight httle girls and
a mother, and had already given shelter and a first experience
of human love to three hapless waifs rescued by the Society
for the Prevention of Cruelty to Children.
Throughout that all too short summer of 1895 much time
had to be spent in renewal of intercourse with friends, eager
to welcome her home and hear of her new hfe ; varying from
those who rejoiced over it, like one who wrote: " Think some-
times, dear Irene, of an old friend who would so enjoy seeing
you again, and hearing all you have to say of your blessed
work," to those who met her with, ** I suppose you have no
thoughts of going back to India." Her bright reply, *• I am
travelling with a six months' return ticket," puzzled people
who were concluding that she had wearied of a whim.
"I know of no one," writes a frequenter of the C.M.S.
House, "who gave me more strongly the impression of whole-
hearted devotion, and this was joined to so many gifts."
The impression was even more influential in quiet talks than
in public addresses. It must have been strange to turn from
the husband of a former girl friend, who said he had no
objection to his wife taking an interest in foreign missions,
because "a little philanthropy always sits wells on a pretty
woman," to the writer of the following words, who had just
been invalided home after five years of happy missionary effort
in Japan : " I have such intense recollections of the joy
that came in the work at times that I am half afraid of
giving exaggerated impressions to people at home. Some
of them do seem to think it so extraordinary. Of course,
there are disappointments and discouraging times which come
very often ; still, I don't think there can be any other joy in
the world quite Uke the joy of being with Christ when He
finds a soul that has been out in the dark all its life."
Mysterious indeed are "the issues from death that belong
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unto God." One recalls Irene's visit in June, 1895, when
she was buoyantly anticipating a speedy return to Kashmir,
to the devoted feHow-missionary who had written thus to
her. She found her pale and feeble on the sofa, hardly daring
to hope that she would ever be allowed to go back to Japan.
Who would have expected that Irene's friend would be labour-
ing on now, in renewed health, having accomplished a decade
of service, and that for the vigorous Irene herself only two
more years of life and work remained ?
Her activities that summer were as incessant as they had
ever been, for at home, as abroad, she lived out her favourite
motto : " As ever in my great Taskmaster's eye." In all
intervals she was executing commissions for replicas of the
sketches she had brought home to illustrate her addresses.
Orders for these flowed in, and the walls of many a house
in Britain and Canada, as well as in India, now speak through
her skilful brush of Kashmir. She also worked at Hindi and
Kashmiri daily, and to those about her never admitted, what
she admits not once but often in her diary of that summer,
that she was " very tired." In a letter to Mrs. Carus-Wilson,
written July loth, evidently in answer to inquiries and exhor-
tations, she speaks of " having had enough pain in the past
week or two to serve as a warning " ; and that most motherly
friend, writing after her return to India to implore her " to
take her life more quietly," says : '* I saw with real concern
how much less strong and well you were than when I first
knew you."
" Kashmir is evidently a trying climate for you," wrote Miss
Lloyd. " We thought," wrote Miss Jones, whose aff'ection
for her old pupil has been already referred to, "when Irene
was in England that her lovely complexion was looking rather
more transparent and delicate, and we feared that she might
not be able to stand the climate very long." " I was sorry,"
writes a third friend, " to see how delicate Irene looked on
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her return from Kashmir, when I had the privilege of hearing
her speak at the C.M.S. House. I feared that the trying
climate and her unwearied labours were undermining her
constitution; but how she seemed to rejoice at being able
to work for Christ ! "
Looking back now, one realises that it was not only the
" unwearied labours " that had blanched her cheek and
checked her overflowing vitality and elasticity of spirit. She
had seen the affliction and heard the bitter cry of heathen-
dom, and like her Divine Master, she was "moved with
compassion " at beholding the scattered and shepherdless
multitudes. Love of souls was the keynote of her life, as of
the life of every true missionary ; and though she never uttered
current phrases about it, she was weighed down by the
burden of perishing humanity. Her one desire was to hasten
back to do whatever might be done by her for its succour.
Meanwhile, Miss Hull, caring for Kashmir and needing her
as much as anyone could, wrote thus : —
"My dearest Irene, —
"I am much troubled that you have been so ill. . . .
Now I do hope you will take complete rest in England, and
not rush about and try to do too much. A voyage round the
Cape or to Australia would be the best thing for you, I am
sure. . . . Your people desire no end of love and salaams
to you, and there are constant inquiries. My sister takes your
Bible class. Ever, dear Irene, with much love,
"Your very loving friend,
" E. G. Hull."
Her friends at last insisted upon an autumn holiday alone
with her sister, at some favourite haunts in the Highlands.
First she spent four days at the Keswick Convention, of
which she writes : " I have been having a perfectly delightful
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time here, and have already come up with quite sixty friends,
old and new, in this dear place. . . . The great missionary
meeting was splendid. ... It was followed by a gathering of
missionaries, accepted candidates, and central secretaries only ;
and the gradual recognitions all round and general atmosphere
were, as someone suggested, more like one's idea of Heaven
than anything else."
Visits to kinsfolk in Northumberland and to friends in
Cumberland and Midlothian succeeded Keswick, and Mr.
Stock met her just in time to forbid the Kashmiri books to
cross the Border with her. Then for barely three weeks she
roamed over the hills and moors around Kingussie, Invercannich,
Blair-Athol, and Pitlochrie ; and watching a rainbow from
the summit of Craigour declared, with possibly a touch of
patriotic partiality, that even the magnificent Himalayas must
yield the palm of beauty to the Highlands, with their mystical
charm of soft colouring. After visiting an invalid relative in
Wales, she came to London with strength renewed for the
farewells.
During the summer she had written as follows to the C.M.S. :
" When first set free to go to India, I went out with the desire
to join the C.M.S. a little later on. . . . Since then, having seen
the work of many societies, and made the personal acquaint-
ance of over a hundred missionaries, my desire to be connected
with the C.M.S. in preference to any other society has been
greatly strengthened. Perhaps the chief and strongest reason
for this preference is that C.M.S. missionaries have the privi-
lege of being remembered by name by the very large circle
of C.M.S. Gleaners and others who use the Cycle of Prayer."
The C.M.S. enjoys the reputation of being second to no
society in setting up a high standard of qualification for
candidates, and accepting those only who attain it. Though
Irene had already approved herself in the field and passed
her language examination, and though she was personally
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known to many at headquarters, she went through the usual
routine of general examination papers, interviews, and con-
fidential inquiries addressed to her intimate friends ; and
on July 30th was formally accepted "into full connexion
as an honorary missionary." The C.M.S. never had a more
loyal missionary, nor one in more cordial relation to all
its authorities ; and only two months before her death she
wrote, alluding to other societies : " I always feel more and
more glad to be linked with the C.M.S."
As she sailed before the annual valedictory meeting, they
took leave of her and of a Persian party, consisting of the
Rev. A. R. and Mrs. Blacket and the Rev. C. H. and Mrs.
Stileman, with Bishop Cassels of Western China, at a meeting
in the C.M.S. House on September loth. Three sentences
from the Instructions addressed to her by the Committee may
be quoted : " We are very glad you have joined us, bearing the
honoured name you bear and going at your own charges. . . .
The Committee are aware of the very serious obstacles to
the progress of the Truth in Kashmir, but they pray earnestly
that you may be used of God with your fellow-workers to
win for Christ, by His grace, many of the children and women
of the land. . . . May many in the Kashmir territory, and
even in regions beyond, if God's providence should plainly
so direct, hear the Gospel message from your lips." One
recalls her in the Committee-room at Salisbury Square that
day, her fair young face almost as white as the ostrich feather
that shaded it, almost as transparent as her light summer
dress, but shining with a rapt devotion and stedfast resolve
that gave it a well-nigh unearthly beauty.
Next day her relatives sailed for Canada, and she went
to pay a farewell visit to the young Lady De I'lsle and
Dudley, who ever since she was ten years old had been her
most intimate friend. She was so struck with htr delicate look
that she wrote to Irene's sister : " Had you been in England, I
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would have implored you to detain her here." No one could,
hov.-ever, have done that. On September 14th, in the ball-
room at Penshurst, under the chandeliers presented to Robert
Dudley, Earl of Leicester, by Queen Elizabeth, Irene pleaded
the cause of Kashmir for the last time before what was probably
the first missionary meeting ever held in that place. Lady
De risle wrote to her next day : " Dear, I never thanked
you half enough for your beautiful talk to us yesterday, and
for all the trouble you kindly took. I know you do it all for
the Master, and look for no reward; but already one sees
what a deep impression you have made, and it is an impres-
sion that with some of us will never wear off." Another who
was present wrote, four years later, of " the remembrance left
of the sweet, earnest worker who was giving up all for the
sake of Christ, pleading the cause she so loved," adding :
" I am very glad to have heard and seen one so consecrated.
Such lives are an inspiration." The immediate result of this
meeting was a Penshurst branch of the Gleaners' Union,
which afterwards sent considerable sums to the church,
hospital, and school at Srinagar, with many handsome gifts
for the mission Christmas-tree, and for prizes to zenana
pupils.
The last ten days were spent at Hampstead ; and on
September 19th she was once more at "the dear C.M.S.
House " for the best of all the prayer meetings she had ever
been at even there. The first part concerned Fuh-kien,
and letters received since the massacre of August ist were
read, with such tributes to the group of martyrs and to
the brave little Stewart children. Finally, the Persian group
and " our dear friend Miss Petrie " were commended in
prayer.
On her last Sunday, September 22nd, she worshipped once
more in her beloved parish church, under a tablet placed
there two days before to her parents and little sister, for
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which she had chosen the text, "At home with the
Lord " (2 Cor. v. 8.).
For the latest gUmpses of her we turn to her mother's
dearest friend, Miss Lloyd. She had visited her at
Hanover Lodge just before she started in 1893, and again
at Hampstead on September 24th, 1895. " I felt how grown
she was in life and power for service," is her comment on
seeing her after two years' interval. In 1897 she recalls the two
visits thus: "I saw Irene immediately after your marriage, . . .
and felt perfectly satisfied from my interview with her how
fully she counted the cost of going. She played the organ
a little for me, and we discussed many things. I could not
help saying, ' You must be sorry to leave this home of your
childhood, all so comfortable and pleasant. But probably
you will come back to us in a few years.' ' Not so,' was
her reply (and such an expression of her deepest feelings
was rare enough to be noted and remembered) ; ' I give it all
up freely and fully. I am not sorry to leave these things —
not even the organ — to follow the Master. I know He has
been calling me.' I saw her at Hampstead before she went
away finally. She looked so delicate that I pressed her to
go to a place more healthy for her than Kashmir. But she
said that her call was to go there, and that she must go. . . .
As she waved me farewell from the gate, I thought that
probably I should not see her again ; but I did not think
that it was she who would so soon leave her post of service,
she looked so bright, and with such vitality about her. . . .
On account of her great likeness to your dear mother she
was always a great favourite of mine, and I have felt since
she went to India that it was a great privilege to hare known
her. Her short, bright life was a very happy one ; like Mary,
she sat at the Master's feet, and did His messages, even
to a distant land."
*' When shall we see you again ? " asked another, whom
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she reckoned an "honorary aunt," embracing Irene for the
last time ere she started. And to her Irene said what she
had not said to her relatives : ** I shall stay on in Kashmir
as long as I am fit for the work there." Others have been
spared to drive a longer furrow for the distant seed-sowing,
but no one ever looked forward more unswervingly when
once the hand had been laid on the plough.
So she went, and we saw her face no more.
How cheerfully she began the easiest and most enjoyable
of her three long journeys is seen from her letters : " Our
perfectly happy summer together with all its interests will be
one of the brightest portions of our whole Uves to look back
on. ... It is all so much happier than it was two years ago. . . .
It is such happiness to think of being in the real missionary
work again, and of all the prayers for Kashmir promised
by the dear home friends. There surely will be a gift of
the Holy Spirit for many there soon."
Seen off once more by Mrs. Carus-Wilson and Elliott, she
started across Europe from Victoria Station on September
25th, An urgent invitation to address the Gleaners at Davos
(see p. 47), which would have involved two additional days
of hard travel, was only declined under great pressure from
friends. But she fulfilled a long-cherished ambition by
halting for one night in Rome. She arrived there early
on Friday morning, and left on Saturday afternoon; but
thanks to her old habit of taking in quickly what she
wanted to know and doing quickly what she wanted to
do, and also to the friends there who entered heartily into
her desire to turn every moment to account, she carried out
a very full programme of sights.
"Fancy dating to you from the Eternal City," she writes,
" and on the evening of the day that I have actually seen
Raphael's ' Transfiguration,' the Michael Angelo ceiling, and
the Via Appia ! . . . I had a good sit-down study of the
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two greatest pictures in the world, ' The Transfiguration ' and
• The Communion of St. Jerome,' which I have longed to see
since I was thirteen. Neither could disappoint in the least.
. . . But of all the sights the two which have moved me
most have been the Catacombs and the Mamertine Prison.
We visited the Catacombs of St. Sebastian under the church
dedicated to him. A dear old Franciscan took us, who had
a more heavenly minded face than any other of the many
religieux I have seen in Rome. . . . Down in the awful
darkness of the Mamertins dungeon, where many had been
starved and slain, as well as incarcerated, I felt quite ashamed
to call myself a missionary at all, thinking of that grand
St. Paul and what he bore for Christ's sake and the Gospel's.
I have been reading the Second Epistle to Timothy all over
again ; it does come fresh after seeing that place of suffering,
with the post against which the prisoners were guarded, and
feeling the chill air of the lower cell, into which those shortly
to die were let down by ropes." Many close pages follow
describing enthusiastically " the originals in the Vatican of all
the dear old Greeks which we used to admire in Smith's
History, and such marvellously lovely statues, that one's Hfe
feels altogether enriched by seeing them," and much else ;
and she concludes by saying : " The whole visit has been
delightful, and a real rest on the way. . . . Urdu and Kashmiri
will come to the front still; but with thought I can muster
enough French and Italian just to manage at the railway
stations. . . . Italy is certainly as pleasant and kindly a land
to travel in as our dear Highlands."
In the train between Rome and Brindisi she wrote to Mrs.
Carus-Wilson : "I can't tell you how I value your united
prayers for poor Kashmir and the workers there. I feel so
utterly unworthy both of the work and of all the kindness for
the work's sake. Do ask that I may get away from self and
be filled with the Spirit."
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Brindisi was reached in time for a noon service on Sunday,
September 29th. That evening the Oriental sailed, reaching
Bombay on the Saturday of the following week. Contrasting
her twelve and a half days at sea with the hundred and fifty-
two days spent at sea one hundred and two years earlier
by Carey on his way to India should emphasise the far
heavier responsibility for India of this generation.
Fine weather and the companionship of particularly agreeable
friends, both new and old, rendered the voyage delightful.
"Many old travellers," she writes, "say this is the finest
passage they have ever made. ... I am longing now to be
back at work. Nothing else is so well worth living for, I am
sure." " I am greatly looking forward " (this to a South
Kensington friend), "to being with the dear, brown pupils
again, and expect a busy winter among the zenanas with further
language studies. Please remember Kashmir in prayer."
" More than ever," she writes to Mrs. Carus-Wilson, " I feel
that the work there is the thing of all others to be glad to
live for, even if progress may at present be so slow, outwardly,
that only those who come after see results."
Meanwhile, there was work of another kind at hand. In-
stead of taking between thirty and forty missionaries out, as the
Carthage, sailing a month later, had done in 1893, the Oriental
carried only one other missionary, a clerical member of the
Cambridge Mission to Delhi. Irene says : " I daresay a good
many on board disapprove of missionary ladies. . . . People
are amused at my daily attempts to get through a little
Kashmiri study; but all are most pleasant and kind, and
many come up and ask for information about the work, and
even ventilate their own or friends' criticisms of missions,
from the sending of missionaries into China to the slovenly
attire of lady missionaries in some remote districts. ... I
think it is really good for both parties that we should come
into touch in this way, and if only I could use it to the full,
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it would be an opportunity for trying to win some station
folks' goodwill and interest for the cause." By way of con-
trast to this, she had for fellow-travellers the late Bishop
of Calcutta and the Rev. S. Morley, consecrated Bishop of
Tinnevelly on October 28th, 1896.
Landing at Bombay on October 12th, Mr. and Mrs. Morley
and Irene were entertained by the Rev. W. G. Peel, who was
consecrated Bishop of Mombasa in 1899. Two years later
Mrs. Morley wrote, on hearing of Irene's death : " I cannot
tell you how deeply the news, so unexpected, touched us,
for she had won our hearts, even in the short time we had
known her, by her bright and sweet manner and her Christ-
hke love of her poor people in Kashmir. One of the great
pleasures we were looking forward to in going there was
the renewal of our friendship with her. We have postponed
our visit, not caring to see Srinagar without her."
Mr. Morley saw her into the train on Sunday evening for
Jeypore, which was reached at 5 a.m. on Tuesday. Here she
was the guest of Miss Hull's sister, the wife of Dr. Hendley,
of the Army Medical Department. A letter of welcome
from Miss Hull awaited her ; and hearing how tired and busy
she was from Mrs. Hendley, Irene declined an invitation to
Lucknow, and hurried on. Enthusiastic traveller as she had
always been, she wrote now: "Once on Indian soil, the
thought of work again is so alluring that the one wish is to
get back to it as soon as possible." The chief incident of
her stay at Jeypore — that most picturesque of Indian cities —
was a ride on one of the Maharaja's elephants; and she
dined "at the Residency, which is very palatial, as befits
a house where the heirs to nearly all the European thrones
have been entertained. . . . Rajputana is the happy hunting-
ground of those who shoot tigers, and the place for Royal
Highnesses who go globe-trotting to have sport after big
game."
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Leaving Jeypore before dawn on Thursday, she got to
Amritsar at 3.30 a.m. on Friday. A pleasant forenoon was
spent with her friends there "hearing of recent encourage-
ments that renewed one's longings for our poor Kashmir,"
and she visited some Christians who had moved from Srinagar
to Amritsar. After tiffin Mr. Clark and his daughter saw her
mto the train for Rawal Pindi, and she finished her very last
railway journey at 2 a.m. on Saturday morning, remarking,
over a final packing of her trunks for the hills, " I hope
there will be no luggage in Heaven." A special tonga brought
her to the house of Dr. and Mrs. Spencer at Murree, whose
sister had been a London friend. Miss Hull had sent the
khansaman here with a second note of welcome to escort
her the rest of the way.
She spent a quiet Sunday at Murree, rejoicing, one week
after enduring 90** in the cabin of the Oriental, in furs
and a fire; and set off for Srinagar early on Monday.
Murree to Srinagar had been a journey of twelve days in
April, 1894, and in April, 1895, Srinagar to Murree had
been a journey of seven days ; but in the " prosperous
journey, by the will of God," of October, 1895, two days
by road in a tonga and two days by water in a dunga
covered the whole distance of a hundred and sixty miles.
When, after swinging round corner after corner down the
great sweeps of the descending road, she reached the river,
her own head-boatman met her with yet a third note of
welcome from Miss Hull, and in glorious weather she was
paddled up the Jhelum, Kashmir looking more beautiful
than ever.
Sunset on Thursday, October 24th, found her in the
city. "As I scrambled up our ladder to the top of the
bund I heard the dear Miss Hull's voice, and a minute
later was in her arms in the pretty drawing-room, looking
cosier and nicer than ever. ... My thirty days of travel,
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during which there has not been one contretemps, are
over; and thankful indeed I feel for the journeying mercies
which all through have been the answer to the dear ones'
prayers, and, above all, for being back here with such an
overwhelmingly sweet welcome."
CHAPTER X
SECOND WINTER IN SRINAGAR
(October, 1895, to August, 1896)
There is nothing fruitful but sacrifice.
BETWEEN October 24th, 1895, and July 8th, 1897,
Irene was not absent from Srinagar for more than a
fortnight at a time ; and the continuous story of zenana and
schjool work, varied by study of a second and third language,
is one of unhasting, unresting labour, each day's work done in
the day, each week's work in the week, as if she ever heard
the warning voice, " Never if not to-day." She could not have
crowded more achievement into those last twenty months had
she known that her sun would go down while it was yet day,
even before noon.
The " portion " for March 25th in Daily Light — that favourite
manual of missionaries all over the world — contains these
words : " I will keep thee in all places whither thou goest,
and will bring thee again into this land " (Gen. xxviii. 15).
Miss Hull appropriated this promise to Irene when they
read it together just as she started for England, and now
they rejoiced together over its fulfilment. A letter written by
Miss Hull to her young colleague in September, 1895, brings
both work and workers vividly before us : —
" My dearest Irene, —
"... I have felt so much for you parting with your dear
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sister and her husband and the baby boy. ... I trust it will
comfort you a little to feel how much your coming back is
looked forward to, and what a blessed work you are, I trust and
believe, coming to do here in poor Kashmir. No place or
people could want you so much, and after all, there is much
happiness in being where we are wanted."
The day after her arrival Irene went into the city with Miss
Hull. " I found," she says, " the dear brownies had an even
bigger slice of my heart than I had thought when in England.
It is delightful to get into work again in this dear place " ; while
Miss Hull wrote in India's Women : " You can think what a
joy it was to welcome Miss Petrie back again. Her bright,
loving face was welcomed by many who had learned to know
and love her before she left."
There is a notable ring of joy in all the letters about her
return ; for though she had given up much, life still contained
for her in larger measure than for many what she once
enumerated as '■''the three great blessings — love, health, and
work." Above all, it now contained the joy of rejoicing with
the Great Shepherd Who seeks His sheep scattered upon all
the face of the earth. Well might a friend who followed
every detail of her Indian labours write : " Really, it seems
to be an overflowing life of joy and usefulness and peace into
which God has, in His mercy, brought you in India."
Was it, then, really a sacrifice to get out of the tame routine
of home into a career so varied and interesting ? The question
directs us to another aspect of her life, for particulars of which
one is indebted to opportunities of talk with her colleagues,
since her own letters contain hardly a hint of it. The traveller
who visits Kashmir for a few weeks of its exquisite spring, and
only enters Srinagar once, either to call at the house of a
great man which has been specially prepared for his reception,
or to shop in the bazar which has just been cleaned up foi
European sightseers, may imagine that love of excitement
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or adventure or some other ulterior motive brings a lady
missionary there ; and may go home to utter cheap disparage-
ment of her toils, quite ignorant of the conditions under which
they are carried on. " You do not require eyes," writes
an English resident in Srinagar, in a private letter, "when
approaching the habitation of a Kashmiri. So when you find
yourself amongst a collection of such habitations you more
than know where you are." Few streets possess drains ; the
courtyards are very cesspools. A refined lady, accustomed to
our well-scavengered thoroughfares, passes to her daily work
by the accumulated refuse of months, even of years, whose
overpowering exhalations force her to press a handkerchief
to her face, wondering how the natives, who walk up and
down complacently inured to this atmosphere, can survive.
In places the filth is above her boots, and her servant must
carry her on his back.
His escort is indispensable for another reason. One result
of the Mohammedan conquest of Kashmir is that its people
have no trace of chivalrous feeling. The men stand idle,
and watch the women toiling up and down the ghats with
heavy waterpots, believing that their wives were born to be
the burden-bearers. When a track wide enough for one has
been swept in the snow, a Kashmiri will yield the right of way
to an Englishman as he would yield it to a cow or a pariah
dog, to avoid trouble ; but he would shoulder an English lady
into the snow without hesitation if she had no one to protect
her from insult. If he is unwilling that the inmates of his
zenana should be taught, he will close his door in her face
with a rude rebuff, or try to stare her out when she has
entered, or set the dogs in the street howling, if staring does
not daunt her.
She endeavours to teach in an apartment that is at once
schoolroom, drawing-room, nursery, and kitchen, seated
generally on an unclean floor, in an atmosphere bad enough
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in mild weather, but intolerable in cold weather, when the
women keep warm by holding kangres, whose fuel is cow-dung,
under their clothes. Irene's senses were peculiarly susceptible
to every kind of physical pleasure or pain, and she was so
overcome on two occasions that she fainted away when giving
her lesson. She was alone ; her pupils thought she was dead,
and seem to have been too bewildered to do anything. When
she recovered, she walked home, and said nothing about it,
still less mentioned it in her weekly letter; but Miss Hull
chanced to hear of these occurrences afterwards.
And there is the trial, in order not to hurt the feelings of
a hostess whose intentions are kind, of swallowing sweetmeats
prepared with rancid oil, or tea strained through the corner
of the dirty single garment worn by Kashmiris, and " tasting
like boiled sea-water, with some grease in it."
We at home seldom hear of these things, because mission-
aries scarcely allude to them, as they find the difficulties of
the work itself far more trying than any mere physical dis-
comforts. The task set before a European to-day of entering
into the mind of an Oriental is a harder one than that set
before the first preachers of the Gospel ; for St. Paul was not
the only one of those first preachers who had at once Hebrew
religion, Greek education, and Roman citizenship, and who was
therefore already in touch on one side with each of his diverse
hearers. But how little English women and Indian women
have in common spiritually, intellectually, or socially we have
already seen. Another worker among the women of India says
that one hour with a pupil there is more exhausting than a
whole day of teaching in a high school at home, so great is
the strain of prayer and of longing to gain the heart and
touch the conscience. Not a few of those described by
Irene as "the dear pupils who are so nice" were, we learn
from others, ignorant and apathetic beyond conception. For
generations they have accepted the dictum that a woman
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has no intellectual nature to be cultivated by reading and
thinking, no spiritual nature to be uplifted by religion. We
are told of one girl in particular whom she would not give
up, though during two years she had been trying in vain to
enable her to master the alphabet.
Little more than a week after her return to Srinagar in
good health and spirits Irene was on the sick-list, the result
of several long days amid the autumnal odours of the city.
She was absolutely forbidden to enter it throughout the month
of November ; and Miss Hull wanted to take her away for
a trip in a dunga. She herself wrote, however: "Having
slept in eighty-two different places in the course of nine
months this year, I don't think I can be quite in need of a
change. ... I believe I have much needed to learn the
lesson of being still and waiting for a while, and it was sent
pretty definitely to me." So she used the unwonted leisure
in writing her annual letter to the College by Post, putting
up fifty Christmas presents for friends at home, studying
Hindi, and visiting pupils within a short distance of the
Barracks.
Joyfully, on December 2nd, she resumed city work, and
spent three active days among the zenanas. " On December
6th," she writes, " I was just thinking, while dressing, how
lovely it was to be quite well again, and how much work I
hoped to get through now, when violent pain came on, and
I had to go back to bed. It was a bad internal chill, due,
we believe, to the draughts through our handleless doors. I
cannot remember such another helpless time of suffering.
For two days I scarcely lifted my head once from the pillow,
and was unable to move from one position. ... I do feel
very thankful to God for recovery, and grateful indeed to
the kind friends here. I cannot describe how good they
were and how clever. . . . The sad part was to be giving
such a lot of trouble to all these dear, busy people. I only
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hope I shall be able to serve Miss Hull and Miss Barclay in
some way some day. Now it is all happily over, one feels
how much one may learn at such a time — new lessons, just
the ones needed, of course." Miss Hull relates that her
first act on realising that she was dangerously ill was to
send for her cheque-book. " Owe no man anything " had
always been a part of her religion ; and the incident is
characteristic of her calm sense of duty under agitating
circumstances.
Mr. Clark had advised Miss Hull, instead of facing the
rigours of another winter in Srinagar, to migrate to the Hazara,
whose inhabitants had never had a resident missionary, but
had always welcomed visits warmly. She therefore left
Srinagar on December i6th; and Irene accepted an oft-
repeated invitation to Holton Cottage, of which Mr. and
Mrs. Tyndale-Biscoe had taken possession in December, 1894;
whose hospitality she had already enjoyed for four days in
January, 1895, when, scarcely settled themselves, they took
in Miss Hull, who was recovering from a severe cold, and
cancelled Irene's plans for solitary Urdu at the Barracks
meanwhile. On December 14th she rose from her bed to
pay them a second visit, which lasted till April 8th, 1896,
returning to them again from November 7th, 1896, to July
8th, 1897.
On December 17th she again went into the city; but
influenza was prevalent there, and Dr. Neve wrote so strongly
to her about the risk she was running, that she was compelled
to prolong her Christmas holiday, and actually owned to not
having a great deal of strength. But to the home friends,
who had proposed another furlough on hearing of her
alarming illness, she replied : " It would take more than
all the king's horses and all the king's men to drag me
across the world again, within a year, after once getting back
to work here."
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Her second Christmas in Srinagar was as happy as the
first. On December 21st she writes thus of the joy of
giving its message in the zenanas : " The good news comes
all fresh to oneself when one tries to make it plain to these
women, and many enter into the lessons in a wonderful way."
At the New Year she says : " At last I am rejoicing in
really good health again, and appreciate it immensely. I hope
now to be allowed to have a long spell of work." That
hope was fulfilled, for at the end of 1896 she was able to
report that she had not been kept in one working day, and
had given, on an average, twenty Bible lessons every week, in
addition to much miscellaneous teaching. Four short trips,
amounting altogether to six weeks' absence from Srinagar,
was all the vacation she took that year. " I am sure," she
says, " that present good health is given in answer to many
prayers by kind friends at home." Doubtless, also, she had
learned lessons of prudence in sparing herself, all home
counsels being pointed with the warning, "You will have to
leave Kashmir unless you take better care of yourself."
But probably the chief explanation of her sustained health
was that she no longer lived in the draughty and ruinous
Barracks, at a distance of over an hour's journey from the
city, which involved an exhausting day of continuous labour.
Holton Cottage is a cosy house, well built in English style,
and stands in a plot granted to the mission by the Maharaja
on the Sheikh Bagh, a pleasant meadow planted with fruit-
trees, and skirted by the Jhelum. A sketch of Irene's done
there the following spring shows the sharp tip of Haramuk
dazzlingly white through a mist of soft green and snoN\7
blossom in the orchard, a combination of the grandeur of the
Alps with the charm of an English April. She was now a
mile and a half from the Munshi Bagh, and only four
hundred yards from the city; and her move from the
Barracks was a move from the eastern to the western extremity
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of the European quarter, which lies along the Jhelum between
the Takht and the first of the city bridges.
Of all her abodes in India "dear Holton Cottage," as
she often calls it, the one she was in longest, exactly a
year in all, became most truly a home to her ; and the happy
effects of residence there upon her health and spirits are to
be traced in her letters. She was persuaded to return to a
midday lunch, and to rest occasionally ; and " the many
comforts of this sweet home," to which she gratefully refers,
included perfectly congenial companionship with friends " who
become kinder and dearer every week," and an enjoyment
of their two children, who were not much older than her own
nephews, echoed in one of her latest letters, where she says .
" Small boys are quite the nicest things in the world."
She needed all her strength that winter for carrying on
the whole of the zenana work, now rapidly growing, for, as
Miss Hull, on leaving Srinagar, wrote to the headquarters
of the C.E.Z.M.S. in December, 1895 : "A greater number
of houses have been visited than in any previous year ; and
a reverent and earnest attention is paid to the Bible lessons,
which has been very encouraging." Miss Ada Barclay,
an artist who had come to Kashmir to paint, occasionally
volunteered help with pupils who knew English ; otherwise,
Irene was alone in the visiting. During the four months
of Miss Hull's absence she rose nobly to this responsibility,
finding time, now that she had passed in Urdu, for an hour'
Kashmiri in the morning, and an hour's Hindi in the evening
as well.
In her annual letter of December, 1895, to the C.M.S.
headquarters she says : —
"Among the pupila themselves there are the difficulties,
known to all teachers, of hearts that resemble the hard, the
shallow, and the choked soil in which the good seed could
not bring fruit to perfection. But if there are some who
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are indifferent, or unpersevering, or distracted with other things,
there are many whom it is always delightful to teach. Among
encouragements may be noted the welcome given in an ever-
increasing number of houses to the Miss Sahibs, and that
not merely from the desire for an amusing break in the
monotony of their lives, or even from a wish to learn some
kind of work, but from a real willingness to study, and in
many cases to put honest effort into the learning. The
lessons in reading and work are, of course, only means to
an end ; and signs are not wanting that among the pupils
some are grasping the thought of a God of Love, and
beginning to look to Christ as their own Saviour, not only
in their troubles, but also from their sins, of which there
seems often to be a real sense. Some have learned to
pray to Christ, and to look to Him for answer to their
prayer; others, who have been too bigoted in their old
beliefs to listen without making some opposition, have ex-
pressed real gratitude on hearing that we are in the habit
of praying for them.
"As to needs for the work, the minor ones have in large
measure been supplied by the kindness of personal friends
in England, who have enabled us to give many acceptable
little gifts, such as bags for books and work, leaflets, texts,
work materials, and dolls for rewards. The great need which
we feel more and more is, of course, the power of the Holy
Spirit, and we ask friends to pray that this may be given
abundantly to both teachers and taught in this place."
Here are one or two dated extracts from subsequent letters : —
January nth, 1896: "It is wonderful to think of the
change here since the days when it was a concession to
allow the ladies to teach even knitting; and when, that
learned, the pupils cared for no more visits."
February 7th : " Seven pupils are now reading as well as
hearing the Bible lessons, five in Hindi ; and as one gets
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more into their speech, the little talks we have become more
and more interesting. It is so delightful when they take up
the lesson and give it back in different words, showing that
the idea is grasped."
February T4th : "There has been so much illness lately
that I am like a walking druggist's shop."
March 28th : " There have been some specially interesting
fresh openings among the zenanas, and in every case the
proposal of Bible teaching, which one always makes on a
first visit, has been warmly welcomed, and the lessons have
been reverently and often eagerly listened to. You can guess
the feeling of responsibility when one begins at the very
beginning with those who have never had Christian teaching
before. One could not dare to go without recollecting the
promises of the Holy Spirit's aid. John iii. 16, Luke xv. 3-7,
and John x. 11, always seem to help most then, and one goes
to Phil. ii. 6-10 again and again a little further on to sum
up the lessons from the Gospel. The Love and Holiness
of God are the ideas one longs for them to grasp first."
In March Irene added another undertaking to her already
heavy burden of work in Miss Hull's absence. Their old
quarters in the Barracks had been condemned as actually
unsafe, so a new C.E.Z.M.S. house was being built on the
Sheikh Bagh as a ** twin " to Holton Cottage, and Irene was
preparing it for its occupants. As their return approached,
we find her living in a constant nightmare of yard measures
and pages of dimensions, sitting up far into the night writing
to Bombay for hardware, to Calcutta for draperies, to Cawn-
pore for blinds, to Lahore for groceries, to the Hills for tea,
etc., etc., and hardly able to get off to her visiting in the
morning, being waylaid with inquiries and petitions from
all sorts of people. That someone should superintend was
essential, for just as a Kashmiri domestic will dust a room
before sweeping it, a Kashmiri builder will stain the floor
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before he distempers the walls. Incidentally her account book
shows how liberally she contributed to the plenishing of this
house, in which she was to live herself for scarcely six months.
She was also busy in organising a choir of eighteen for
the Easter services in the English church, not only to render
them as attractive as possible to the residents, but to create
an inducement for regular church-going to the choir itself,
which largely consisted of young telegraph clerks. " After
Easter, if the chaplain and other summer visitors wish to
take over the charge of the music, they can easily do so, and
I shall be set free for something else," she writes. Which
was exactly what happened, and so the choir became a
permanent institution. She had always been an adept at
discovering work that no one else was doing, and passing it
on to others when its need and value had been recognised.
None of these things, however, interrupted her regular routine
of zenana visiting, and we can well believe that she was ready
for a brief Eastertide outing on the Wular Lake with the
C.M.S. School. Reserving particulars of that for the next
chapter, we may here complete the story of zenana work up
to August, 1896.
Irene had planned to be in Srinagar to welcome Miss Hull
to the newly furnished house ; but got back from the Wular
on April i8th to find that Miss Hull had returned before
she was expected, and was already in possession of it. With
her were two more C.E.Z. ladies and a group of converts
from the Hazara. Miss Coverdale had come to make her
third brave attempt at work in Srinagar (see pp. 58 and 128) ;
and Miss Pryce-Browne, who had left England in October, 1895,
and divided the winter between Amritsar and the Hazara,
arrived in Kashmir as the station to which she had originally
been assigned. The party was completed in June by Miss
Howatson, who had just become a C.E.Z. missionary in
local connexion. She formed a school for Punjabi girls near
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the Amira Kadal Bridge, "whose bright little pupils soon
became very fond of their teacher, and bid fair to overflow
their cheery schoolroom." "We are quite a strong band of
workers," Miss Hull wrote joyfully in May ; but there was
more than enough for each to do. Unhappily, Miss Coverdale's
health again failed, and it was not until November that
she was able to take part in the work. By that time
Miss Pryce-Browne had been invalided home.
We must go back some years for the story of Miss Hull's
native following. The Hazara forms the northern extremity
of the Punjab, and its chief city, Haripur, lies over a hundred
miles due west of Srinagar. In 1882 a Pathan policeman
named Sayad UUah Khan, heard Mr. Knowles, who had
not yet joined the Kashmir Mission, preaching there. Later
on he heard similar preaching from Major Battye, of the
5th Goorkas; and having long felt the burden of sin, and
finding no peace from the Koran, he sought out the missionary
and the officer for further instruction, and at last followed
Mr. Knowles into Kashmir, a rough journey of some hundred
and sixty miles, and asked for baptism. On May 13th, 18S3,
he was admitted into the Church. He had had to abandon
his village and all his possessions, and so bitter were his own
relatives against him that his father beat him unmercifully
as he lay fever-stricken and helpless in bed. His wife, whom
he brought away with great difficulty, was baptised in
September, 1883, and three more of his relatives in 1884.
In successive C.M.S. annual reports one meets him again
and again, as dresser and then assistant house-surgeon at the
hospital. In 1 891, to the sorrow and utter astonishment of
the missionaries, after actually preaching Christ in their com-
pany, he lapsed to Mohammedanism. They prayed for him
with unwearied persistency, but heard no more till Miss Hull
found him, four years later, when itinerating round Haripur.
Enemies had intercepted his letters to Srinagar, but he warmly
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welcomed her into his house, and she found that he had long
since repented of his apostasy, and had preached among his
Pathan countrymen with such effect that several of them
were anxious for baptism.
"So," says Irene, "Miss Hull has brought a family of
Pathans with her, and has been settling them in a set of
nice back premises in our compound. Three enter our
service, two are to be trained for work at the hospital.
At the end of his visit to us Sayad Ullah himself is to go
itinerating with Dr. Neve, and then return to his house
at Mansahra, nearly thirty miles north of Haripur, where, as
he is a man of considerable property, we hope he will be a
great help to the infant Church. . . . Sunday, April 26th, was
an eventful day in the Indian Christian Church here. Miss
Hull's whole family of Pathans, four men, two women, and
a two-year-old child, were baptised. It was a specially happy
occasion for Mr. Knowles, as they had been won by Sayad
Ullah, the first whom he baptised here. Miss Hull had
clothed them all in white, and they looked such a fine,
strong set."
One has since died in the faith ; but Sayad Ullah, the
following autumn, once more apostatised, under threat of
immediate death. Our last glimpse of him is in Mr. Greene's
annual letter, March 5th, 1897 : " I had been requested to call
at Mansahra to visit a Christian, who recanted publicly some
five years ago, and had been received back into the Church
about five months. We discovered that he was still professing
in his town to be a Mohammedan, but was induced to confess
faith in Christ before some six hundred townspeople and
eleven maulvis. He was publicly denounced as a kafir, and
within five days he had again recanted to Mohammedanism."
This straightforward record of the falling away of a man who
had not only laboured but suffered for Christ, and seemed
to be a sincere Christian during eight years, takes us back
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from our easy-going Western Christianity to primitive times,
and emphasises words of our Lord and of St. Paul which
we sometimes hear without heeding.
Irene had at this time about fifty regular zenana pupils, and
the work extended steadily. Early in June she writes : *' In
a new house to which some children pupils conducted me
there was a very nice group, eager to learn. One passed on
the whole story of the Prodigal Son in broad Punjabi to
another, and it was evidently very fresh and very welcome
to all." At the end of May the one Canadian telegram that
reached Kashmir during 1896 announced to her the birth
of a second nephew in Montreal. " Everybody here, British
friends, servants, native Christians, were so kind and pleased
at my good news," she writes, "and all through the week
it has been quite an excitement among the zenana pupils.
I hear one passing on the news to another in various forms
of Hindustani, Punjabi, and Kashmiri. ' May God give her
seventy sons, and may they live lakhs of years ! ' are some of
the kind and comprehensive wishes expressed." The incident
shows not only that growing regard for Irene was bound up
with the fruitfulness of her work, but that a common sense
of the ties of blood helped to interpret to her pupils the life
and mind of one so strangely different from themselves.
In spite of its elevation of 5,200 feet above the sea, Srinagai
is not only hot but malarious during July and August, as the
moisture given off by lakes and marshes and inundated paddy
fields recondenses on the mountain-sides like steam in a cup,
making the air heavy and relaxing. Irene, more and more
immersed in her work, stayed on after the heat had dispersed
most of the residents in Srinagar, and seems only to have
yielded to a strong letter written to her by Dr. Neve
on July 2nd, in planning for two little outings. From
July 1 6th to 31st she was in the Sind Valley with Mr. and
Mrs. Knowles and their little daughter Winifred, " a great
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ally " of hers. One cannot linger over her description of the
girdle of snow-peaks, of the many processions of yaks, led
by fur-clad Tibetans, or the one procession of "American
tourists, rather a rare species here, whose diamond rings
and long train of new boxes looked a little incongruous."
From August 7th to i8th she enjoyed some of the most
glorious views in the world at Nil-Nag, near Islamabad, a
day's journey south of Srinagar, where a pretty little lake lies
on the borders of the vast pine-forest clothing the Pir Punjal.
Here Mrs. Tyndale-Biscoe, whose husband had started for
Leh on May 29th, was her companion, and here she wrote an
Indian tale, entitled An Old Padlock.
The following further sketches of Irene's pupils are gathered
from the letters of her second and third winter in Srinagar, and
pass, as in Chapter VIII., from Hindus to Mohammedans.
The first two portraits illustrate Dr. Gust's assertion at the
meeting of the British Association in 1895, that there are
many fellow-subjects of ours in India with whom it is possible
to form acquaintances and friendships based on mutual
respect, and to associate on the same terms as with one's
own countrymen. They also show how absurd it is to say
that we may as well leave the peoples of India undisturbed in
the historic religions that they have accepted for centuries.
Education in Europe involves the loss of caste ; few who lose
it thus care to undergo the six months of repulsive penances
by which alone they can regain it on return to India, and so
an ever-increasing number of the ablest men in India become
technically outcasts, cease to believe in Hinduism, and are
either agnostics or members of the Brahma-Samaj community
started by Rammohun Roy and developed by Keshub Chunder
Sen, which endeavours to combine into a Theistic creed selec-
tions from the Vedas, the Christian Scriptures, and various
philosophical systems of the East and of the West.
In a handsome house outside Srinagar, furnished in
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European style, lived the one pupil who knew English really
well and had a drawing-room. She belonged to a family well
known in Calcutta, and her brother was studying in London.
Her husband, a wealthy Bengali, occupied a high official
position in Kashmir ; and he, too, had been educated in
London. " Dear Mrs. X.," as Irene often calls her, undertook
a systematic study of the Gospels, in which her husband joined.
" I do so want to read the whole Bible," she said one day to
her teacher, when they met with an Old Testament reference.
" Could you not come oftener ? " In graceful acknowledgment
of Irene's instruction she sent an exquisite little goblet of silver
repouss'e work to her Canadian nephew on his birthday ; and
a few words from her letter of condolence to Irene's sister
may be quoted : " I often sit down to write to you, but
my heart feels so heavy and sore that I have to put it off.
I cannot think of the loss of my dear friend Miss Petrie
without pain. She was such a dear and affectionate friend ;
her last good-bye to me is still in my mind."
Close to this pupil, in another pretty, luxurious house of
European style, lived another rich Bengali, educated at
Edinburgh. A sentry stationed in his hall showed that he
held an important State appointment. In deference to the
Maharaja's wishes his wife was in semi-purdah, but wore
the Brahma-Samaj dress, which is half European and half
Oriental. Her father had been a leading member of the
Brihma-Samij in Calcutta, and both she and her husband
belonged to it. She also knew English, and read our
literature diligently with dictionary and notebook ; dressed
her little daughter like an English child, and gave her an
English schoolroom. This advanced lady welcomed Irene
most warmly on her return to Srinagar, and had many a
long and serious talk with her. One day she was found
studying a ten-volumed work of Voysey's, mistaking a treatise
hostile to our faith for a standard exposition of Christianity,
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because its author had once been a clergyman. An aggressive
English Unitarian had placed this in the public library.
Every year secular education is producing in India more
Hindus instructed in Western lore ; they sometimes meet the
Christian teacher with the arguments of European infidels,
from whose writings they derive their whole knowledge of
the revelation of God in Christ, imagining that they have
weighed it as well as their own ancient religions in the
balance, and found them alike wanting ; sometimes they
are intellectually convinced of the truth of Christianity, but
without either repentance or faith, offering, like Alexander
Severus of old, to build a temple to Christ, and enrol Him
among the gods, but refusing to acknowledge Him as their
" Master and only Saviour." " My head may be convinced
by the Christians' arguments, but my heart is not touched,
is in effect the profession of many who know much and
yet declare that they are not Christians. And then," says
Irene, " one feels the impotence of all, without the work of
the life-giving Spirit. We do want a Pentecost in Kashmir."
Turning now to those actually Hindus, and as such
opposed to Christianity, one finds them less bitterly hostile
than the Moslems. As a rule, idols are not very apparent
in the zenanas, and as puja is performed quietly in the early
morning, the visitor sees little of idolatrous rites. But idolatry
is there.
The wife of a Punjabi ofificial, a tall woman with a fine,
open brow and handsome face, well set off by her crimson
chaddar, had a bonnie little girl about ten years old, named
Parbuti. She took her one day to a neighbour's house,
where a small pupil was reading an imperfectly prepared
lesson to Miss Hull. " Beat her, and she will soon learn,"
suggested Parbuti's mother. " No ; I am trying another way.
Love her, and she will soon learn," was the reply. "She
teaches by love ; teach my little girl also," said the astonished
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mother; and in Parbuti Irene had a pupil so attentive that
she soon earned an Enghsh doll as a prize for Hindi
reading. She worked hard for it, because she wished to
give it away to her elder sister, who was bewailing her
young husband, and kind-hearted Parbuti thought the doll
would be a comfort to her and her fatherless baby girl.
And the mother begged Irene to send her widowed daughter
" the Lord's Book," saying, " It will comfort her." Irene had
taught them for some time and found them most responsive,
when the following incident came upon her as a shock. They
were reading the first chapter of St. Mark, and having a
lesson on prayer. " Do you pray ? " " Oh yes, we pray to
Parmeshwar " (Hindu name for the Great God). " There is our
prayer " (pointing to an invocation on the wall), " and here is
his picture." So saying, they produced a hideous daub of a
monster from the box containing their treasures, and salaamed
to it. What prolonged, patient effort it must take to eradicate
such an idea of God !
One day a visitor at this house asked Irene to teach her
also. "She took a lesson," says Irene, "then and there, and
I gave her a first Hindi reader, and called at her house a few
days later. We could get no answer at all, and supposed every-
one was out; but it was explained when we next went to
see Parbuti's mother. Her friend's husband had been very
angry about his wife's request, declared he would not have
her learn about Jesus Christ, and tore her reading-book
to shreds lest it should contain Christian teaching."
Again, some Kashmiris, whom she had hoped for as pupils,
returned their reading-books, fearing they might provoke
their husbands to beat them.
The following sketch brings out the reward of perseverance,
m spite of such opposition. In March, 1896, a winsome little
Kashmiri girl, with her small brother, sat on the threshold
of a pupil's house and overheard part of the lesson. Presently
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Irene came out, and having forgotten to call her boatman,
was retracing her steps in search of him, regretting the time
thus lost. But what seemed a mistake was an over-ruling.
The child, perceiving that the " Niki Mem " was going towards
her own home, darted after her, took her by the cloak, and
drew her past the temple, with its sound of mumbled prayers
and group of disreputable faqirs, into a large Kashmiri house,
of the sort that the missionaries had fewest and wanted most
of. It proved to be the priest's own house; and here she
found an eager group, many of whom seemed really to wish
to learn, as they squatted round her on the mud floor, all
chattering Kashmiri. Of her second visit she writes : " The priest
himself was there, and had confiscated all the girls' books,
because, he said, it was not their custom for the girls to read ;
they must spin and pound the rice. I felt rather baffled, but
began to teach a little Punjabi guest, who had a book; and
meanwhile the old mother gave the priest such a scolding
for not appreciating the Miss Sahib's visits, that the books
were produced, and one girl at a time came to read, the
others pounding the rice with much ostentation close by.
A bhajan made them all suddenly silent, and I was allowed
to give to a quiet, respectful audience a Bible lesson on the
One True God creating the world. When I asked if they
wanted me to come again, the four pupils were eager in
assenting." She went again, and found mother and wife
ready to listen, the priest looking as black as a thunder-
cloud all the time. A week or two later he was out; the
ladies freely expressed their pleasure in her visits, and one
rendered the whole lesson from her "stiff and halting
Kashmiri" into fluent colloquial for the benefit of a visitor.
By October, 1896, she joyfully reports: "The Kashmiri
priest's house has become one of the nicest of alL The
women give a wonderfully hearty welcome, and three are
learning to read, which represents a good break-down of
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prejudice since the time when the priest confiscated their
books and scowled at me. The old mother is such an
earnest listener to the Bible lesson, keeps the babies in
order, repeats emphatically what she approves, and, by the
way, calls me her mother.'" They made Irene a real Kashmiri
doll as a token of affection. The latest record of this house,
just seven months after the first visit to it, is as follows:
"Prejudice has broken down, the priest, though he still looks
a little sulky, now prompts his womenkind in their lessons,
and they really drink in the Bible teaching." The old mother
called down blessings every time, not only on Irene but on
her sister and her nephews.
Another most attentive and affectionate pupil was the wife
of a Dogra priest, court chaplain and representative of the
State religion at the Maharaja's own temple, whose massive gilt
dome rises beside the palace. Nowhere had Irene a gladder
welcome or greater freedom of speech. The priest came
in and assented, and when she left, politely escorted her
through the courtyard and gateways to her own servants
on the ghat. His wife was able to read the Gospels for
herself in Hindi when they left for the Punjab ; and as she
studied John xiv. with Irene before departing, she said
earnestly, "Please pray often for me."
A group of pilgrims from the almost unknown land of Nepal
were also most receptive hearers.
One has heard of husbands desiring that their wives should
be taught by zenana missionaries. Irene met with a yet more
striking request in July, 1896. "While I was teaching in a
Kashmiri house where about twelve women came to listen,"
she says, " an educated man joined the audience, and passed
on what I said in good colloquial Kashmiri to those farthest
off, assenting to it all. He then told me that he was the
master of one of the State schools close by, and invited me
to go and give his boys a Bible lesson."
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In December, 1895, ^ father waylaid Irene, asking that
his daughter might be taught. She found, in a well-to-do
Sikh house, a motherless boy and girl. The girl became a
very bright and charming pupil ; and her brother, who attended
the State school, always tried to be in when Irene was there,
and expected to have dictated to him a text gathering up
the Bible lesson. He and his sister then learned it during
the week. She had other boy friends in the zenanas who
listened to the lessons given to their mothers and sisters.
More and more she desired to get at the Kashmiris, espe-
cially the shy and conservative punditanis ; for, untaught as
they are, the women of this class, whence the Mission School
is mainly recruited, are as clever as the men, and already
there are evidences of what education may do for them.
One punditani, a dear, gentle little thing, who brought a
dali of rosy apples and sugar, and fetched an umbrella for
her teacher when it came on to rain, paid, at Irene's sug-
gestion, a private visit to the hospital, where her poor ears,
torn through with heavy earrings, were successfully made
whole again.
The concluding Hindu sketches shall be of four ladies of
quality, who were especially responsive pupils.
A Gore Brahman of the highest caste of all was a bright
pupil reading Hindi, who listened at Christmas, 1894, as
willingly as the Mohammedans listened unwillingly to the
story of the Incarnation. In February a letter came from
her husband, who was at the Palace, begging for a doctor
and a visit. Miss Newnham went at once, and Irene also
rode off to her distant dwelling, to find her terribly weak
and suffering. At her request she read aloud the story ot
the Crucifixion from St. John's Gospel, and most eagerly did
one, who had heard the Name of Christ for the first time
only a few months before, follow the story of His Passion
and cry to Him to help her. When Irene returned iu
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October, 1895, she introduced a new little son, and listened
as gladly as ever to the Bible.
" A friend of hers, another charming, high-caste lady, told me,"
says Irene, " that she was my sister in faith. One day we talked
of prayer, and she said, * I pray daily to Christ ; but He has
not answered my prayer, for He has taken away all my four
children, and He does not grant me another child.' She
is one of our dearest pupils ; and I tried to tell her of a Love
that knows best, and of prayers heard, though not answered
at once, or in our way, and of the little ones in His care.
How could one believe, beside that poor mother, that unless
they are baptised Christians there would be no future hope
for that beautiful earthly love? Such are some of the deep
and difficult problems of life and death that come up in our
teaching."
Another most eager listener was a dear little woman with
one small boy, who came all the way from the city to visit
Miss Hull, then out of health, just three days before the birth
of a little daughter. The next news was of her serious illness.
Her husband tended her most carefully, allowed Dr. Neve
to see her, and spoke most gratefully afterwards of "the
goodness of God and of the merciful doctor sahib." He
kept her New Testament at his office to read himself; and
after a lesson about the Holy Spirit, the wife said earnestly,
" Then He will really come, and always be with us and help
us, night and day."
A rais who had been educated in the Delhi Mission School
invited Irene to instruct his wife in the Scriptures, saying, " I
have a Bible of my own." During two months she took her
through a course of instruction following the lines of the
Apostles' Creed, and then, as her pupil was leaving Srinagar, went
by invitation to say farewell. "She and her husband gave me,"
she says, " a little ruby and pearl ring as a token of friendship
and remembrance. He said so prettily : * We know we cannot
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and must not give you anything for teaching her ; but this is
only for friendship. I shall not be poor, and you will not be rich
if you take it ; but we want you to remember her by it.' He
also promised to read the Gospels aloud to her in the evenings."
Six months later she returned, and so far from having
forgotten the teaching, had been writing out all her lessons
during her absence. She begged for two lessons a week, and
though a grandmother, set to work to learn Hindi, taking the
Hindi Gospels and second reading-book away with her the
following summer.
Here is a picture of some very different experiences among
Mohammedans.
" My pupils are mostly painstaking, and really interested —
dear things ! — and some make real progress. Sometimes one
has one's struggles with them in this land of distractions and
interruptions. Picture one of to-day's visits : A very large
house, with elaborately painted walls and ceilings, and a
large garden. Groping up a pitch dark staircase, through
a * knock-you-down ' odour, one reaches a big room with a
good many costly things in it, and a generally pigsty effect of
mess and squalor. Here sit the two wives of a rich Mussulman,
remarkably beautiful girls, with slender figures and lustrous
eyes, loaded with many pounds of jewelry, their hands dirty,
their chaddars draggled, their hair in scores of tiny plaits.
Last week they were preparing vegetables with the aid of an
excessively dirty but good-natured old woman, who, with men-
servants, after the custom of a native house, is constantly
bustling backwards and forwards, talking, banging doors, and
interrupting the mistresses in a perfectly inconsequent way
to ask for keys or pice, or to show a piece of raw meat, or to
make the room more untidy than it was before by tumbling
in a lot of crumpled bedding. Presently the baby wakes up
crying — poor little mortal ! The pupil has torn and dirtied her
reading-book almost beyond recognition ; but I refuse to give
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her a new one without payment, which is counted out in
minute copper coins. Then the lesson seems to be com-
pletely wiped from her memory, and after half an hour's
pounding at two lines without much apparent progress, I am
obliged further to refuse her the knitting lesson she really
wanted, promising it next week, however, on condition of
a good reading lesson being ready. By the time I am
about to give the Bible lesson they have suddenly decided
that it is a cold day, and that their cotton garments are un-
satisfactory. So a rout-out of their wardrobes follows, and
after a long interval they rearray themselves in figured silk
saris and pushmina shawls, and then try and cheer their poor,
bare feet over the kangres, which have to be re-filled, or
stirred, or blown, whenever there is no other excitement.
Just as we again start the Bible lesson a shouting man some-
where below disturbs everything, and the pupils are so
inattentive that at last I am driven to an awful threat kept
only for rare occasions. ' Do you want me to go, and never
come back? There are too many attentive pupils to leave
any time for inattentive ones.' All the indifference vanishes
now, and with a vehement ' No ! ' they actually settle down
at last, get the door shut, and hsten with respect and, I think,
interest, which becomes keen when I begin to sing the hymn
at the end. That they are determined to have, so I save it
up as something to be earned by hstening well. This is
rather a discouraging sketch ; but the house is a new one,
and I look forward to the time when they will love the teaching
for its own sake, as so many have learned to do. And there
is much to love in the girls themselves." These girls may
perhaps be identified with a Mohammedan babu's "two
wives " who seemed, on another occasion, quite terrified when
the sound of his step was heard ; one fled, the other was
roughly scolded, and burst into a fit of weeping.
In December, 1896, Irene writes: "Yesterday I had the
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worst experience of blasphemous opposition I ever knew. A
Pathan visitor stirred up my pupils. It was frightfully sad,
one more mstance of the strength of evil here, especially
in that awful Mohammedan system."
We may compare words in another letter of that winter,
written when she had been three years in India: "Acquaint-
ance with Mohammedanism is a horrible experience. It is
truly a vile thing. I wish the globe-trotters who admire the
pious cant which is exhibited outwardly could know a httle
of the loathsomeness of its real working."
Yet there were encouragements here. "Another Moham-
medan lady," she writes, "who last year asked me to come
to teach knitting only, did not care to read, and seemed to
endure rather than enjoy the Bible lesson, is now both an
industrious reader and also one who responds most warmly
when the Bible is opened."
The Mohammedan of whom we hear most was the wife
of a prosperous tradesman, "a dear, friendly little woman,
who listens so nicely," with a daughter six years old. Irene
describes her first impression of her pupil in November,
1894, thus: "Like every native room I know, with about
three exceptions, her room is as untidy and uncomfortable
as possible; shop stores on dusty shelves at one side, at
the other an unmade bed, over which the hostess pulls a
quilt ere inviting me to sit on it beside her. The lattice
windows are pasted up with newspaper; the hen and her
brood promenade the floor." The pupil's first impression
of Irene, then making her earliest efforts to talk Urdu, was
conveyed thus to Miss Hull: "She has a nice face, but is
very young and unlearned." In January, 1895, Irene plunged
through seas of mud to find mother and daughter hibernating,
only the tip of a nose visible under the quilt, but ready to
receive a Bible lesson. Another day she found her more
anxious to argue than to learn, and posted up in the stock
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Mohammedan objections to Christianity. When Irene returned
in October, 1895, however, she embraced her effusively, dis-
playing a new baby, became a most attentive and reverent
listener, and asked to be prayed for regularly. In February
she specially asked prayer for her daughter, then pining in
consumption, and was touched with the kindness she received
at the Mission Hospital, saying, " Our people never do such
things." The child died in June, 1896. "She has been quite
a pet," writes Irene, " both with us and at the hospital. Her
poor mother is in such grief, and the ten-year-old brother
looked the picture of sorrow. How little one knows, but I
do feel that their strong love cannot be a lost good, and
that God in His mercy will provide some good thing for
that dear little one, so that there may be some happy
reunion and future knowledge for these who have only heard
a little, but have listened when they heard ; though they
have certainly not * kept the Catholic Faith whole and un-
defiled.' For oneself, one prizes all the articles of that
Faith more and more when in such work as this, and longs
more and more for others to share in them ; but as one knows
and loves more and more of these people, who know not
their Lord's Will, one is less and less able to accept the
terrible sentence passed on them in the Athanasian Creed."
In October, 1896, when Irene was proceeding as usual
into the house of this pupil, a door was for the first time
slammed in her face ; and the husband met her, grunting out,
" No leisure." " I am afraid it means," she says, " that the
man, who is a bad husband and no friend to Christianity, will
not let the poor little wife go on learning." The very last
zenana visit which Irene paid, on July 7th, 1897, was to this
pupil, whom she characterises as " one of the oldest and most
affectionate pupils" she had.
Our last sketch introduces a husband of a different type,
a Dogra by race, formerly in the Maliaraja's Band, now a
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tradesman. He had learned much of Christianity in the
Punjab, and desired a Bible for himself and instruction for
his wife. Irene writes in May, 1896: "\\Tien I took him a
Bible his whole face glowed, and he willingly gave two silver
pieces for it, and spoke with real love and reverence of its
teaching. That afternoon Mr. Tyndale-Biscoe saw him
reading it aloud outside his shop and praising its truths, in
the presence of a number of Mohammedans. He showed it
to Mr. Tyndale-Biscoe, and told its history, and this dialogue
ensued. "Why did you want it?" "Because I wish to
read it." " Oh, many wish to read it now. Nearly a hundred
come weekly to my house to do so. But why do you
wish to read it?" " Because, sahib, I believe it." " Others,
too, believe it, but will not confess." "Why should I fear
to do so, if I believe it in my heart ? " Mr. Knowles read
regularly with him, while Irene taught his wife. She gradually
became m^re keen, learning much from her husband's Bible
as well as from Irene, who once found her giving lively
explanations of some Scripture pictures to a visitor.
A friend who had not been outside Christendom, and whose
thoughts ran on missions and revivals in a land where "the
reproach of Christ " is for most a mere phrase, put this question
to Irene : " Do you have many true conversions ? " Irene did
not live to receive the letter ; and one can only imagine that
she would have replied with Ezekiel, "O Lord God, Thou
knowest." The striking statement of an enlightened Mussul-
man that at the Resurrection many a Christian will rise
from a Mohammedan tomb is especially true of such work
as hers. Even here, writing in English and naming m
names, one dares not reproduce her statement concerning
several of those described that she had reason to believe
they were Christians at heart. Miss Kant, of Leh, whom we
shall meet again in Chapter XIII., wrote thus to her touch-
ing this matter in April, 1897 : " I can well understand that you
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long for open decision for Christ ; but I think we must not
forget what that means for the majority of the native women.
It really requires very strong faith and a very great love for
the Saviour for a woman to come forward openly and pro-
fess her belief in Christ. I think secret disciples of the Lord
can do much good for Him, too, if they only are in earnest
And then our work is only to lead them to Christ ; accepting
Him is their part, and the desire to confess Him openly
must be wrought by the Holy Spirit. Of course, it would
be much more encouraging if we saw more open results of
our labours ; but the Lord knows best why He cannot grant
that to us yet. We will take comfort from our mutual experi-
ences, and pray all the more for each other and for the work
entrusted to us. If only we are faithful in doing the work
which the Lord wishes us to do we need not worry ; He
will surely let us see fruit thereof, if not here, then before
His throne."
The Church at home and abroad thanks God "now for the
career of more than one missionary who never to his know-
ledge had a single convert — for instance, Henry Martyn and
James Hannington ; and words written by the former will
close this subject more fitly than any generalities : " Even if
I should never see a native converted, God may design by
my patience and continuance in the work to encourage future
missionaries."
CHAPTER XI
WITH THE BOYS OF KASHMIR
'Tis in the advance of individual minds
That the slow crowd should ground their expectation.
Eventually to follow.
Browning, Paracelsus.
TWELVE hundred years ago, when Britain was ver>'
slowly becoming a Christian country, a twofold work of
evangelisation and of education went on together, and the
missionaries were teachers as well as preachers and pastors.
So it is to-day in India generally, and in Kashmir specially.
Soon after the arrival of Dr. Neve and Mr. Knowles schools
for boys were started at Srinagar and at Islamabad, Christian
homes rather than educational institutions, but influential
enough to rouse Government opposition in 1883. In 1889
there were some three hundred pupils.
Meanwhile, a future Principal, in whose hands the C.M.S.
School was to become what Irene calls "an ideal missionary
work among the lads," was studying at Jesus College, Cambridge,
and making a reputation on the river, being coxswain of the
victorious crew in the University Boat Race of 1886. One
of a well-known Oxfordshire family claiming kinship with
William Tyndale the reformer, he had been solemnly warned
on going to Cambridge against " the missionary set " as against
lunatics, but he got into it, nevertheless. After leaving
Cambridge the Rev. C. E. Tyndale-Biscoe, M.A., became
curate to the Rev. A. J. Robinson, of Whitechapel, well known
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as a warm friend of the C.M.S. He married, in 1891, the
daughter of a Birmingham clergyman, who had, like Irene,
been at the Notting Hill High School. By this time the
C.M.S. had accepted his own offer of service, and as a scholar
and athlete, fresh from an English public school and university,
he had found a large and most congenial task before him
in helping Mr. Knowles to develop the school in Kashn-wr.
It now numbered some five hundred boys, including sons of
the leading men in the country. The Islamabad school
was given up, partly for lack of funds, partly because it
did not seem wise to keep as headmaster there a native
Christian removed from all the means of grace. But Mr.
Knowles returned from furlough in 1893 to find that the
original School in Srinagar had grown into a group of schools,
and in 1894 he handed over the principalship to Mr.
Tyndale-Biscoe, remaining Treasurer and Visitor himself. In
May, 1896, Mr. George Tyndale-Biscoe, Associate of King's
College, London, came out at his own charges to co-operate
with his brother as Vice-Principal. He was Acting-Principal
during the furlough of the latter in 1897-98. Two more
relatives of the Principal have since joined him — an Oxford
M.A., as superintendent of the technical department, opened
in 1899, and a Cambridge M.A., a Wrangler, who has become
weekly examiner (see p. 118).
Such is the whole European staff, which has superintended
the following five schools : the Central School, between the
third and fourth bridge, and opposite the Shah Hamadan
mosque, of which Mr. Sircar, whom we have already met in
Chapter VIII., was Headmaster; the Renawari School, in a
suburb beside the Dal Lake, close to Hari Parbat Fort, of
which Mr. Paul Thornaby, a Christian from the North-west
Provinces, was Headmaster ; the Habba Kadal School for
junior boys, close to the second bridge, of which Poonoo, a
Kashmiri, is Headmaster ; the Amira Kadal School, close to
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the Sheikh Bagh and the first bridge; and the Ali Kadal
School, close to the fifth bridge.
Of forty-four native masters in July, 1899, three are
Christians, five Mohammedans, the rest Hindus, nearly all old
boys, who work loyally and well for much less pay than they
would get in the public offices. All the schools, both at
work and at play, are under the constant supervision of the
European teachers.
Eschewing the solemn, conventional missionary report, the
Principal has told the story of the C.M.S. School at Srinagar
year by year in a most graphic and original way through a
series of pamphlets, entitled Breakmg up and Building (1893),
Tacking (1894), Coaching in Kashmir (1896), Coxing in
Kashmir (1897), Paddling in Kashmir (1898), and Towing in
Kashmir (1900). The names call attention to the fact that
rowing is as useful as reading in developing ideals of manliness.
What, then, are the boys when they come to this school?
What do their teachers endeavour to make them ? How do
they try to accomplish their endeavour? Does this school,
taking it as a typical school in the earlier stages of a mission,
justify the distrust and indifference with which many good
people at home regard educational missions?
In race the boys vary even more than the inmates of the
zenanas, coming from Kashmir, Punjab, Bengal, Nepal, Nagar,
Dras, Tibet, and Afghanistan. They are mostly Hindus, but
include some Moslems and Sikhs. Socially they vary from
relatives of the Maharaja to waifs of the street, from holy
Brahmins to despised hanjis, but most of them are of the small
but influential pundit class already described in Chapter VI.
The school contains faces of all hues, dresses of all kinds,
long hair, plaited pigtails, shaven crowns.
"A Kashmiri is as different from a European as a sheep
is from a war-horse," says the Principal, in a private letter ;
and it would be hard to imagine a greater contrast to an
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English schoolboy than a Kashmiri boy when he first comes
to the C.M.S. School. He is clad in the pheran, or woman's
dress with hanging sleeves, which a conqueror's insolence
imposed long ago upon the men of Kashmir, His person
and clothes are so conspicuously dirty, even on great occasions,
that the Resident, when distributing the school prizes one
year, was moved to offer a prize of R.20 to the boy who
appeared to be the cleanest at the next prize-giving.
He is afraid to climb the hills, for their summits have been
reserved for the gods, who might revenge themselves on an
intruder; he is afraid to go out after dark, for the jinns
or goblins have appropriated the streets then. He is not
afraid to tell lies, for falsehood and hypocrisy are in his
blood ; and if his master were unwise enough to believe him,
he would feel honoured on hearing that he was the best friend
the boy had ever had, and that love for him came before love
for his parents. He is not afraid to " sneak," but will come
to the master with, "Please, sir, I wish to speak to you
privately," and then in the most plausible way will proceed
to say all that he can to damage the character of another
boy or of a master, hoping to curry favour by slander.
He has a great reverence for the bovine species, for Apis
is sacred to the Kashmiri, as it was to the Egyptian, and
in Kashmir "vaccicide" is a capital crime. Once a class
of pundit lads were listening to the Parable of the Prodigal
Son. The order to kill the fatted calf made them all rise and
stamp with indignation at such a profanity, and henceforth the
missionary had to translate the phrase freely by *' Get dinner
ready." While he has this great reverence for cows, the pundit
has no reverence at all for women, but dreads the idea of
female education, lest it should lead to men having to do
some of the toilsome work now performed by their sisters,
wives, and mothers.
He believes that contact with leather defiles, and a football
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is therefore polluting ; that manual toil degrades, and to touch
a chappar would therefore lower him to the hanji's level ;
that any active exertion is unworthy of a gentleman's dignity.
He is full of self-complacency over being a holy Brahman
by caste. He has no consciousness of sin as Christians
understand it, and no dread of defilement from "the things
that proceed out of the man."
He will sit at his books all day long and dearly loves
cramming for an examination. He will sleep and work in
alternate shifts of two hours the whole night in order to write
himself F.A., or B.A., or M.A., as the stepping-stone to get
a snug official post. When he finds games and gymnastics
on his time-table he remonstrates, declaring he has come
to school to learn and not to play. He much prefers in-
struction in Christianity to athletics, will ask to read the
Bible out of school, and will engage in pious conversation
on the most holy subjects for hours. Then when the unsus-
pecting missionary is rejoicing over an out-spoken inquirer,
on whom he has expended time and effort for months, he
receives such a letter as this one actually sent to Mr. Tyndale-
Biscoe by a Mohammedan : "I believe in Christ, and wish
to be baptised " ; then came a postscript, containing the pith
of the communication : " Please find me a lucrative post, a
house, and a Christian wife."
Is it possible to turn such lads as these into manly
Christians ? The question had a decided answer a few
months after Mr. Tyndale-Biscoe's arrival from a young
officer who stood on the banks of the Jhelum watching his
efforts to get some high-caste boys to pull an English oar.
" So you think that you will get these lazy Brahmans to
row, do you? You might as well try to change a leopard's
spots or a nigger's skin as attempt that. The best thing
you can do is to pack up your boxes and go back to England.
There arc plenty of people to be converted there." Others
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spoke in the same cheering way; and when, one year later,
crews of Brahmans swung past in good style and time,
another wiseacre pronounced : " Yes, of course you have
Brahmans rowing in English boats, because they like to copy
sahibs ; but you will never persuade them to paddle in their
native boats like the common hanjis." But six years later crew
after crew of Brahmans might be seen thoroughly enjoying
themselves as their chappars urged on the swift shikaris.
One puts this fact in the forefront, rather than the fact that
at the entrance examination for the Punjab University in
July, 1899, nine out of ten candidates sent up by Mr.
Tyndale-Biscoe passed, because in bringing about that
transformation of character which is the supreme aim of the
school, mere book-learning is secondary to the discipline of
alternating study with sports systematically. Getting up
subjects for examinations will never overcome the tyranny of
dastur, the hopeless answer to argument and persuasion:
"Our fathers from time immemorial have been dirty, effeminate,
superstitious, cowardly, lazy, liars, sneaks, and hypocrites."
Moreover, book-learning is not to be had at the Mission
School only. For just as Lady Dufferin's Fund followed
the pioneer medical work done by zenana missionaries, so
Government schools in India have followed the pioneer
educational work of the Church there. And in Kashmir the
State School has a great advantage over the Mission School.
It enjoys, besides the active favour of the authorities. Govern-
ment grants that enable it to secure the most expensive
teachers, and to offer not only free education, but free books
and scholarships, to a people inclined to be penurious in such
matters. But being in a native State, the C.M.S. School
cannot apply for the Government grant that is given to
mission as well as to other schools in British India.^ The
' This year {1900) the Kashmir State is, h' wcver, giving it a grant of
R.I, 800.
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annual C.M.S. grant was raised from R,i,8oo to R. 3,000
early in 1897, and is now R.6,000. Even this is scarcely
half of the whole expense of upkeep ; and in 1898 the fees
charged amounted to hardly one-thirteenth of the outlay.
For the balance the Principal and his friends are entirely
responsible — a state of things which may be compared with
the facts already given about the Hospital. Yet, fees, daily
Christian teaching, and compulsory games notwithstanding,
the C.M.S. School more than holds its own. In November,
1895, Mr. Tyndale-Biscoe wrote in a private letter : " For
some reason unknown to me, the sons of the big men here
are leaving the State School and coming to the Mission
School. One has to be very careful in one's treatment of
them, as they imagine they are dukes, and if one is too severe
upon their cheek, they leave." In October, 1898, the number
of boys had risen to fifteen hundred, and as the accommo-
dation was overcrowded, fees had to be raised to reduce
numbers.
While the State School keeps them at the books they love
from morning to night, athletics have from the first been
prominent in the Mission School curriculum. As early as 1886
native friends were subscribing to a cricket club ; in 1892 a
fire brigade was formed, which has not only done good service
in the frequent conflagrations at Srinagar, but is an invaluable
lesson in practical humanity, an almost unknown thing outside
Christendom. Every day an hour is spent in the gymnasium,
where the giant stride is the favourite appliance ; every Thursday
there is compulsory cricket and football en masse; besides
voluntary games daily, and boating and swimming once or
twice a week in summer. Now, football cannot easily be
played m a pheran.
In other ways unceasing war is waged with dastur. A boy
must " eat shame," for instance, when his dirty face is publicly
scraped with a knife. "Our keenness," says the 1899 report,
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" especially in the matter of clean faces and swimming, has lost us
more than fifty boys. We always lose scholars at every upward
move, as the parents are so stupid ; but our schools refill, and
if we keep firm to our resolution and show no sign of budging,
we always gain our point, and start once more on a higher
platform, ready to rise again." Such recent incidents as the
following are turned to account by the master, and the boys
must learn and unlearn many things when he says to them :
" Go and help that poor fellow who has fallen over the rocks.
He lies badly wounded, and no passer-by is concerning
himself about it " ; or, " Row out at once, and bring in that
sepoy who has been cut oif by the flood ; his countryman is
bargaining with him for seven rupees ere he will stir a finger
to save him " ; or, " Look at that big coward of a schoolfellow
who is kicking his mother. Go and duck him in the river
till he begs her pardon " ; or, " Come down the lake with me,
and find out how to enjoy an open air holiday, climbing and
swimming and living under canvas."
Not in one day but in many days a change comes over
those who in another few years will be the leaders of their
people. As surely as Pharaoh's craven bondsmen became
a nation of heroes under Joshua, after their forty years'
education under Moses, so surely will the Kashmiri pundit
become eventually a "Christian knight."
"The contrast between the ordinary State School trained
Kashmiri and the manly and courteous Mission School lad,
whose standard is often a Christian one, is most striking," says
Irene. " To know many of these fellows is to love them,"
writes the Principal. "They have such kind thoughts, and
are so thoughtful. One cannot make out why they are not
Christians ; many of them in their lives are superior to many
an English schoolboy."
A Government head clerk recently thanked an " old boy "
for introducing manners into the office. About a weightief
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matter Irene writes : " Through various old boys who are em-
ployed in the department we have heard disgraceful accounts
of the deliberate attempts to bribe and intimidate them to give
false evidence against the innocent ; and it is good to hear of
these lads standing firm in the midst of the universal cor-
ruption." " You have made me a man," said one old boy to the
Principal. " Formerly, if I saw someone lying by the roadside
I would go on, thinking it was no affair of mine ; now I would
try to help him." Even more encouraging was it to hear on
a stormy night when they were finding their way down a
precipice, " Please, sir, let me go first " ; or after there had
been a row and an inquiry, " It was not his fault, sir ; I
did it." So the modest and plucky, the frank and truthful,
the cheerful and helpful, the kind-hearted and loyal type of
character gradually begins to be.
" Is this all ? " some may ask. " Is it not much ? " one asks
in return. But it is not all. Of still more important results
we must not expect precise statistics. " I take it for granted,"
says the Principal, "that you will understand that I should
not be here spending all my time amongst the boys every
day if I had not the one great central truth at heart — Christ
Jesus, the Saviour of the world, whom the Kashmiris do not
know. My work here and the work of my colleagues never
will or can be complete till every man, woman, and child
have become not merely followers in name, but true Christians,
as we say here, pakka followers of Jesus, the Son of Man,
the Son of God. Nor can this people be great or good or
noble until they have God's Holy Spirit in their hearts."
At the daily Bible lesson the taught are more eager than
the teacher. It is followed by an address to the whole school,
illustrated with Scripture pictures. On Sunday afternoons
there is a Bible class, at which attendance is entirely voluntary.
The number rose trom fifty in February, 1896, to over seventy
on Easter Day, and in January, 1897, from sixty to seventy
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found their way to it through deep snow. It grew into quite
a school, in which the Principal was aided by his wife, his
brother, and Mr. Sircar's eldest son. "These eager boys
and men, gathered in the Holton Cottage garden, are really
a wonderful sight," says Irene. Its influence was acknowledged
in a remarkable way when rival Sunday afternoon lectures
were started at the largest Hindu temple in Srinagar.
Attendance at these could, however, be counted on the fingers,
while the Bible class increased steadily in numbers.
Prizes for Scripture knowledge are annually offered to all
the Mission Schools of the Punjab and Sind in memory
of General Lake, one of the soldiers who won the Punjab for
Britain, and took the first steps towards winning it for Christ.
In 1896 nine of the Srinagar masters and elder boys entered
for the senior examination : one obtained the third prize, the
rest were honourably mentioned. In 1897 a Srinagar boy
won the first junior prize.
Not so easy to state are the effects of Christian influence
and example out of school hours, and especially in private
talks with individual boys during holiday excursions. They
were evident when at a festival of the goddess Rajin the
schoolboys dared to stand upright amid a worshipping crowd.
Here are boys reading their Bibles quietly at home, and
bringing many questions to the Principal ; here is a master
most zealously and ably translating a Bible lesson from Urdu
into Kashmiri, developing truly Christian traits of character,
trying to make the boys love the One True God and one
another, but still in outward profession a Hindu; here is
a boy confessing his faith in Christ when alone with the
Principal, and the first question he is asked is, " Are you
willing to die for this faith ? " For in India relatives have
no scruples about taking strong measures to avoid the scandal
of a baptism in the family, and a Christian, determined to
make open profession, can be, and is, slowly poisoned or
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starved, and so quietly made away with. Thirty years after
Elmslie began work in Kashmir not one pundit had been
baptised.
If, therefore, the value of missionary work is to be gauged
by number of converts, undoubtedly the most satisfactory
missionary method in India is preaching in bazars to men
who have nothing worldly to lose, and who may have some-
thing worldly to gain by accepting the creed of the ruhng
Briton. And people who only want stirring tales of mis-
sionary success must turn to the triumphs of the Gospel
among the unsophisticated pagans of Africa and the South
Seas rather than to educational missions in India. But if it
is worth while to mould in accordance with Christian ideals
the most promising young manhood of an important nation,
as the manhood of our own nation was moulded slowly
a millennium ago, then what missionary has a grander oppor-
tunity than the master of such a school as this? If com-
fortable Christians at home ask why have not those whom
he convinces of the truth the courage of their convictions,
one can only emphasise the answer, Baptism may mean death ;
it must mean becoming an outcast. None can judge the
Kashmiri lad who defers the moment of open confession save
persons whose own religious convictions are in deed, not in
word, dearer to them than all their property, all their reputa-
tion, all their prospects, all their friends, all their kinsfolk, and
life itself.
The leaders of any enterprise become so much a part of it
themselves that they can hardly appreciate its character and
value ; and the estimate of it formed by the mere visitor may
be as one-sided as it must be superficial. Hence Irene's
descriptions of the C.M.S. School, already to some extent
drawn upon, are worth quoting. She watched its working
from month to month as one whose own task lay elsewhere,
and her enthusiasm for it manifestly grows. " I can imagine
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no finer kind of missionary work," she says ; and to such words
as these she added actions, giving more and more time and
effort of various kinds to it herself.
She tells many things that cannot be repeated about in-
quirers, known even in the mission circle by numbers, not by
names, so great was the risk not only to themselves but to
future inquirers had conversions been reported ; of others
won to inquire through them ; of persecution at home stedfastly
endured. Even in the busy spring of 1896 she made some
time to aid in instructing such inquirers individually.
In January, 1896, after alluding to the new readiness to hear
in the zenanas, she says ; " The change Mr, Tyndale-Biscoe
speaks of is even more remarkable. In the early days of the
school he could only give historical teaching from the Bible,
and that with the utmost caution, to avoid wounding pre-
judices, and always with the chance of flippant argument and
questioning. Now, he says, he can go right to the point,
speaking without reserve in all his Bible lessons, and reverent
listening is invariable. . . . There can hardly be any country
where open profession by high-caste Hindus would be more
difficult and dangerous, and yet there are all these oppor-
tunities for teaching and all these earnest hearers."
In February, 1896, she writes : " A sad blow to the schools
has come this week, showing the jealousy and opposition of
the non-Christian powers that be. The headmaster of the
Maharaja's School has got an order issued by the Council at
Jammu to say that only those who have been educated in the
State School shall be eligible for employment in any Govern
ment office. If enforced, this will practically deprive all Mission
School boys of the power of earning a Uving, and already the
State School boys are jeering at them in the street about it.
The order seems additionally shameful after all the recent
smooth speeches and protestations of friendship from the
Government and the State School." Yet that very month two
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new branch schools were opened, and four or five more wefe
asked for. In the end the order in Council was annulled
through the intervention of the Acting Resident, Captain
Chenevix Trench.
Irene gave her first lesson to some eighty boys in the
Habba Kadal School on January i6th, 1896, a month after
her arrival at Holton Cottage. In March she examined the
boys of the first and second classes in the Urdu version of
St. Matthew, and corrected papers in Roman history.
On March 28th she writes : " One feels more and more
what an immense silent work the Mission Schools are doing.
One would like all the Christians with tongues and pens and
purses to see and hear what I have seen and heard. Then
Mr. Tyndale-Biscoe would no longer wish in vain for some
University men as assistants, and for sufficient funds. . . .
Many good people withhold the gifts they might give because
in the present stage they cannot count out baptised converts."
During the annual festivals of certain gods the school is
closed. Recognising that it is out of school that the most
valuable lessons can be taught, the Principal has proposed,
as a counter-attraction to these festivals, expeditions to the
Wular Lake. A few years ago the proposal was met with
a dead, discouraging silence, and even the handful who
were coaxed into accepting the invitation backed out of
the trip, daunted by its possible dangers, at the last
moment. Nowadays, however, so many want to go, that only
the most satisfactory boys and most promising oarsmen have
a chance of being taken. Board and lodging under canvas
are supplied on condition that the boys will work ; and when
they must pull hard at the oar hour after hour to get in before
nightfall, they have no time to think of the ignominy of
hanji's work and the terrors of twilight demons. Nor do
they find their footing on the mountain-tops disputed by any
supernatural powers. So they enjoy a holiday invigorating to
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both mind and body; and the Principal finds these trips
"most helpful in breaking down the terrible barrier which
divides the native from the sahib."
Eastertide coincided with the Hindu New Year in 1896,
and from April 8th to 18th a party of fifty enjoyed an early
and lovely spring on the Wular Lake, which is about the
size of the Lake of Galilee.
Irene's lively chronicle of the expedition, called An Easter-
tide Holiday in Kashmir, begins by enumerating its personnel —
the Padre and Mem Sahib with their two baby sons, Miss
Barclay and herself, nine masters and the little Punjabi wife
of one of them, about twenty boys, and servants, including
"the head boatman, whose beard is dyed red in honour of
Mohammed, and the pundits' cook, a holy Brahman, whose
ideas of neatness and punctuality would not commend him
to unholy Westerns."
The slow houseboat starts a day in advance; then one
day's hard rowing brings the twelve-oared cutter Fanny, the
pair-oared Blanche, and other smaller craft to the camping
place at Zurimanz, a green hollow where a tiny mountain
stream trickles out into the lake, and the white- and pink-
robed branches of the fruit-trees wave over brown huts
clustering together on its edge, gay with countless blossoms
of the iris, just bursting their sheaths. " The surrounding
mountain views suggest the Bay of Uri on the Lake of
Lucerne," says Irene, whom we find now sketching, now
taking an oar, now giving a Bible lesson to the boys.
" It is charming to see them all so happy ; it is good to
look at the Padre Sahib among his boys and to recognise in
many of them the results of his training. We hope this time
of coming apart from all their old surroundings may be a
help to them. The air is grand, and the sound of the waves
breaking on the shore makes one think of the sea. Bible
lessons and quiet talks in little groups round the bonfire
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or alone with the Padre Sahib come home to them as they
could not do in the city, and their hearty and intelligent
singing of hymns to the ' baby organ ^ is a delight to
listen to."
Heavy rain during three nights and two days brings out
the best side of the Kashmiri character — a contentment that
makes light of hardships : nothing seems to damp the spirits
of the whole party ; the more it rains, the louder the boys
sing and laugh in their soaking tents.
Some adventures add zest to the trip. One day the Padre
Sahib and a party of twenty-eight, with the Fanny and another
boat, accomplish the unprecedented feat of travelling to
Baramula and back between 6.45 a.m. and 8 p.m., sixty miles
in all, and the boys, many of whom have never been so
far from home before, feel quite like heroes at the great
journey they have made.
Another day they cross the lake to Bandipur. Their
co-religionists there refuse to give or sell them any food,
and as they cannot touch food prepared by those of another
religion, they have to return hungry, realising that the law-
givers of Hinduism could never have travelled. While they
are recrossing the lake a storm comes on, and the Blanche
has to lay to, and wait for the Fanny to rescue her crew
and take her in tow. One boy says, *' I am not afraid of being
drowned myself, but I have a little brother, and he will be
so sorry if I go down." The three women left at Zurimanz —
Looked at the squall, and they looked at the shower,
And the night rack came rolling up ragged and brown.
It is very late and dark when at last they hear shouts and oars
plashing, and run down with lanterns to welcome the party,
whom the villagers put up in their mosque, as the tents
are soaking. A rumour reaches Srinagar that they have
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all been drowned in the storm, and at the request of Captain
Trench, the Governor of Kashmir telegraphs inquiries. A
weeping and excited crowd gather in the capital, to be
pacified by this telegram from the post-office official at
Sopur: "Mr. Tyndale-Biscoe and all his pundits are standing
beside me now."
The fears thus roused seem to add warmth to their welcome
when their little procession enters Srinagar on April i8th.
An Eastertide Holiday in Kashmir concludes thus : " It is
a thriUing experience to see the crowds on bridges and ghats,
and to hear the pleased expressions of welcome from those
within speaking distance. On the outgoing journey the State
School boys had jeered at the Mission boatloads for doing
hanji's work ; we decide to return the jeers with cheers coming
back. As we pass under the fifth bridge we see that that
whole State School has turned out to watch, and hundreds
of turbaned heads are clustered thickly on the bank, tier
above tier. The Fanny comes opposite, a halt is called, and
with a ' one — two — three — four ! ' the rov/ers rise to give a
salute of oars and three ringing cheers, which are warmly
echoed back from the bank. Beyond the third bridge another
halt is called, and all adjourn to the Central School, where
the Padre Sahib addresses the boys, commends their good
conduct, and reminds them of the thankfulness we should
feel to the Father Who has kept us in safety. All sing 'O
worship the King ' and join in prayer. Then comes a
pleasant impromptu speech of thanks to the Padre, and three
cheers for him and the hdies. Finally, we halt at the
Sheikh Bagh, the joyful singing of the boys' favourite hymns
to the plash of oars ceases, and we disperse to take up
each our own work again, feeling enriched and strengthened
by our happy time of rest apart with Nature and with the
Lord of Nature."
Henceforth the school took a more and more prominent
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place in Irene's life, and she describes her mornings there
as the most interesting in the whole week. She taught,
as we have seen, in the Habba Kadal School, early in
1896. She thus describes teaching, later in the year, at
the Renawari School : "I have the pleasure at present of
taking a Httle share in the school work, and very delightful
pupils these intelligent boys are. From one school in a
distant suburb on the Dal Lake the school boat comes to
meet me, manned by over a dozen pundits, who, after saluting
with their oars, row the teacher swiftly, among the willows and
bulrushes and lotus, to the school, where seventy or eighty boys
are gathered for the Bible lesson, at which they answer well."
When deep snow made the expedition to the Renawari School
impossible, she taught in the Amira Kadal School. She says :
" I am going through the Book of Daniel, a very interesting
subject, one's point of view with Hindu boys, who are all
students of Persian, being strangely different from what it
would be in an English class. More advanced Scripture
teaching with smaller senior classes follows, and here a
knowledge of the Gospel narratives is shown that would shame
many English children. Finally, there is an English lesson,
which has its comic side as regards pronunciation."
Her pupils wrote out and sent in to her for correction the
texts they learned. She received every week from fifty to a
hundred of these, some illustrated and illuminated after the
gaudy and elaborate Kashmiri fashion. Mrs. Grimke had kindly
sent a number of her well-known polyglot Scripture cards,
which were given to successful scribes as rewards. A pupil
who wrote out his text particularly well was one of two brothers,
sons of a monarch claiming descent from Alexander the Great,
whose stronghold had been stormed by Colonel Durand in
the Hunza Nagar expedition of 1891, and who was now
detained in Hari Parbat Fort as a prisoner of state. Mr.
Tyndale Biscoe relates how his eldest son was brought to
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the school by the Assistant Resident in November, 1895,
adding : " I hope he may stay long enough with us to receive
the full benefit of a Christian education, so that when he
becomes ruler his subjects may benetit by his enlighten-
ment."
Sir Lepel Griffin says that the Kashmiri pundits stand
second in astuteness and versatility to the Mahratta Brahmans
of Western India only, which quite explains Irene's enjoyment
of them as pupils.
On March ist, 1897, the lor^est shikari on the Jhelum was
launched. It had been built for the Central School under the
Principal's direction, and purchased out of the proceeds of two
of Irene's sketches, one a commission from a Canadian lady,
who had seen some of her work in Montreal, the other bought
by Mr. Geoffroy Millais. So almost daily thirty-five pundits
might be seen paddling the Irene up and down the river, with
Kashmiri chappars, to the amazement of both Europeans and
natives. May the spectators some day include the subaltern
quoted at the beginning of this chapter ! She gave the school
a second boat shortly after, out of proceeds of a second
picture bought by Mr. Millais and another bought by some
residents as a wedding gift to the Accountant-General's
daughter. Two more sketches were ordered by an American
sportsman passing through Srinagar, and again the school
coffers profited. But more and more the demand exceeded
the supply that her scanty leisure could produce.
We catch a last glimpse of Irene with the boys out of
school hours in May, 1897. " The Renawari School took
Miss Howatson and me in their shikari across the lake to
the Nishat Bagh, where the lilacs in masses are a great sight.
They are favourite flowers here, and one sees bunches of them
in the poorest shops and houses, as well as sprays tucked into
the boys' turbans. We made tea, and I bought some Hindu
sweets for the boys, who were niost polite cavaliers."
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Mr. Tyndale-Biscoe, who in his annual letter to headquarters
speaks of Miss Telrie as " a very great acquisition," pictures
her influence among his boys as splendid, and says the mere
carrying of her sketching materials on such expeditions was an
education to them. In his 1898 report he recounts " some of
the labour lovingly given by her in connexion with the schools,"
saying : " She filled a great want in teaching Scripture, and
the boys much appreciated her visits. . . . Whenever she could
find a spare hour she devoted it to painting, for which she
had a great gift, and sold her paintings for the good of the
school funds. ... But above all her special gifts for painting
and teaching was her personality, ever bright and cheery. No
matter what her state of health, or weariness of brain or body
in her work, she was ever the same, ever a beam of sunlight
and brightness which never seemed dimmed, because she
lived and worked not for herself but for her Saviour and for
those to whom He had sent her."
The attractive power of the "personality" spoken of here
had struck a London acquaintance, who, after meeting her
again in 1895, wrote: "Dear, sweet, beautiful creature!
I thought when I saw her that merely to look at her was
enough to convert a heathen. There was a look of
exquisite purity and refinement such as only Christianity can
produce."
So little idea had she herself of any capacity for woik
among the boys of Kashmir, that when mentioning the
C.E.Z.M.S. reinforcements she had playfully lamented thus:
"It does seem a pity that some of us cannot be turned into
efficient men, to be twice as useful as a pack of women."
But remembering the deep-rooted contempt of the Hindus
for the weaker sex, and the inordinate value they set on intel-
lectual attainment, one can easily imagine that the "Niki Mem,"
with her beaming face, her sweet voice, her culture, her trained
skill in teaching, her independence, and her gentle dignity, all
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illuminated by her faith in Christ, must have inspired the
Kashmiri pundits with a new ideal of womanhood, must have
impressed them once for all with the conviction that Chris-
tianity is no mere system of dogma alien to themselves, but
the sole power adequate to the task of regenerating their
nation.
CHAPTER XII
THIRD WINTER IN SRINAGAR
(September, 1896, to July, 1S97)
Hodie mihi, eras Tibi.
A VISIT from their diocesan, which marks an epoch in
the Kashmir Mission, most happily inaugurated the
winter's work of the httle band reassembled at Srinagar in
September, 1896.
During the early days of C.M.S. work there young English-
men used to go to Kashmir with the undisguised intention
of escaping from the restraints, none too strict, of ordinary
Anglo-Indian Ufe ; and the only sign that the sahib 16g had
any religion was a gong summoning Europeans once a week
to service in a summer-house, formerly used as a dancing-
hall. Writing from Srinagar in July, 187 1, Bishop French
says : " British Christianity never shows itself in more fear-
fully dark and revolting aspect than in these parts. People
seem to come here purposed to covenant themselves to all
sensuality, and to leave what force of morality they have
behind them in India." The upper room on the Sheikh
Bagh that then served as a place of worship was so ill-
appointed that the Bishop had to send for his own camp-table
when he administered the Holy Communion there.^ The
fierce opposition aroused by his attempt to evangelise the
Kashmiris has been described already in Chapter VI.
' Life, vol. i, cb. ziLt
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Even in 1883 Mr. Clark speaks of Srinagar as the one
place where English Christians v/ere actually prohibited from
building a church, so bigoted was Runbir Singh. The present
Maharaja, however, permitted the erection of a humble
wooden structure on the Munshi Bagh, in the compound of
the senior C.M.S. missionary, who acts as honorary chaplain,
except for the few weeks of spring when a chaplain arrives with
the throng of English visitors, moving on later to Gulmarg
with them. The Urdu service for native Christians was, as
we have seen, held in the waiting-room of the hospital.
Exactly twenty-five years after Bishop French penned the
sentence just quoted, his successor. Bishop Matthew, came to
Kashmir to consecrate three churches : a church at Gulmarg,
All Saints' Church on the Munshi Bagh for the Anglo-Indians,
and St. Luke's Church on Rustum Gari for the natives
(see p. 116). All three were on ground ceded by the Maharaja
to the British Government, and Mr. Nethersole, State
Engineer to the Kashmir Durbar, was architect of the two
in Srinagar. The story of the erection of St. Luke's suggests
a parable. The walls first raised collapsed, and they dis-
covered that the ground was undermined with Mohammedan
tombs ; so they set the foundations anew upon a solid rock,
and now no building in Kashmir stands more secure. It
is a cruciform structure of red brick, with a vaulted roof,
ceilings of pretty Kashmir parquetry, lancet windows glazed
in geometrical patterns, a gracefully proportioned apsidal
chancel, and a carved screen across the nave beyond which
non-Christians are seated. " A most lovely church, pinkish
red inside, like Exeter Cathedral," is Irene's description. It
accommodates two hundred, and cost about ;^Soo, less than
many a luxurious congregation at home spends on a new organ
or a new scheme of lighting that is not really necessary. In
the main it was built out of the fees received by the Drs.
Neve from their wealthier patients; and the furniture and
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fittings of this, the first Christian church in Kashmir, were
likewise almost all freewill offerings of or through those who
had already given themselves to God for the evangelisation
of that land. Miss Hull gave the font, Miss Pryce-Browne
the ewer. Miss Coverdale the lectern. The chancel rails
were a gift from one of Irene's friends in Philadelphia, who
v.TCte to her that " they had already flashed their blessing
across the seas to America " ; the reading-desk was a gift
from the Penshurst Gleaners (see p. 210); the Holy Table
represented the proceeds of a lecture on Kashmir delivered in
Montreal at Irene's instigation, — nearly all these things, given
by dwellers in three different continents, were of native work
in finely carved cedar and walnut wood. Irene's own charac-
teristic offering, purchased out of the proceeds of sketches of
Kashmir sold in India, Great Britain, and Canada, was the
organ, of solid polished oak with a full and sweet tone. She
secured the kind interest of Mr. Henry Bird in choosing and
despatching it from London, and lent it for the summer to
All Saints' Church, which had been opened on May 3rd.
The Bishop of Lahore arrived on September loth with his
chaplain, the Rev. Edmund Wigram, son of the late Honorary
Secretary of the C.M.S. Other visitors for the occasion were
Colonel Broadbent, C.B., with his wife and daughter, staying
at the C.E.Z. House; and the Rev. Cecil Barton (C.M.S.,
Multan), staying at Holton Cottage. Miss Broadbent became
Mrs. Cecil Barton in October, 1896; and in November, 1899,
Mr. Barton was transferred from the Punjab to Srinagar.
Early on September 12th Irene and Miss Howatson were
decorating St. Luke's with flowers. Irene thus describes
its dedication: "All the Indian and Kashmiri Christians
came, and a large number of the English inhabitants, headed
by the Resident, Sir Adelbert Talbot. The choir was led
by some of our party, and Dr. E. Neve played the organ.
Dr. A. Neve received the Bishop and six clergy, who came to
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the west, or rather east door, as the church is occidented, and
presented the petition for the dedication of St. Luke's, which
was read in Urdu. The Bishop v.-ent separately to the font,
the lectern, the place of weddings, the place of confirmations,
and the Holy Table, praying for a blessing on each. After
the ante-Communion Ser^'ice he preached a fine sermon in
English, which Mr. Wigram rendered into Urdu for the native
half of the congregation. The Communion Service in Urdu
followed, and it was touching to see aged Qadir Bakhsh
coming forward, supported by his son. The dear Bishop,
who walked part of the way back with me, said he had never
enjoyed such a service more. He is delighted with every-
thing in both churches."
Henceforth service has taken place daily in St. Luke's ; and
from that lofty site its spire witnesses to Christianity through-
out Srinagar. "We hope," says Irene, "it may be to future
generations what St. Martin's at Canterbury is to England,
when Kashmir has indeed become a ' Happy Valley,' which,
alas ! it is very far from being at present."
The fete for the building fund and organ of All Saints'
in May had been the event of the Kashmir season. Irene
had lent sketches to its exhibition, contributed largely to its
concerts, and helped to sell at its stalls. This church was
consecrated on Sunday, September 13th. "We have had a
most beautiful Consecration," she writes. " May Pryce-Browne
and I have been agreeing that we were never at a more
personally helpful service. We were a choir of sixteen,
and there was a congregation of about two hundred. The
Resident read the petition for its consecration. The offertory
sentence was ' Cast thy burden upon the Lord ' from
Elijah^ taken as a quartette: soprano, I.E.V.P. ; alto, Mrs.
G. A. Ford ; tenor, Mr. Barton ; bass, Dr. E. Neve. There
was a choral Communion, the choir being all communicants
themselves, as well as a large part of the congregation ; it was
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quietly and reverently done, and so delightful. . . . The
evening service was even heartier than that in the morning ;
many said it was like a home church service. The clever
bandmaster, who is organist now, and plays up to a first-rate
professional standard, said it was the best service he had
ever heard in India. Yet it was certainly no mere perform-
ance, but a congregation all praising God together, as in St.
Mary Abbots. For anthem we had my most dearly beloved
air and words from Sf. Paul, —
O Thou, the true and only Light,
Direct the souls that walk in night,
as a quartette, taken by the four singers of the mornmg." At
the special request of the chaplain, the Rev. G. A. Ford,
Irene and Mrs. Tyndale-Biscoe sang some oratorio solos on
the following Tuesday, at a further service attended by many
not usually church-goers.
The Bishop also gave the prizes in the School; visited
the Hospital, and described it as a model of what a mission
hospital should be; consecrated the English cemetery, and
held two confirmations — one at All Saints', where the candidates
included two daughters of a Unitarian who had been under
the influence of the C.M.S. missionaries; and one in St.
Luke's, where eleven candidates, representing seven nation-
alities, professed their faith. Having thus "confirmed the.
souls of the disciples, and exhorted them to continue in the
faith," that " real father in God to all under his jurisdiction"
went on his way ; and two years later, on December 2nd, 1898,
after an episcopate of nearly eleven years, he was suddenly
called home. He had preached with all his usual power
on the evening of Advent Sunday about the Church's duty
to proclaim the witness of Christ's Kingdom to the world,
exhorting his hearers to be ready, should the summons come
that night, to answer gladly, "Even so, come, Lord Jesus.'
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These were the very last words of his ministry and almost of
his Ufe, for before he could pronounce the benediction at the
close of the service he was smitten with paralysis, which
proved almost immediately fatal.
The above episode has again introduced the British
residents at an Indian station. Their relation at Srinagar
to Irene and her fellow-missionaries may be dealt with further
here, the narrative being both a contrast and a complement
to that in Chapter V.
At home even the least benevolent of the well-to-do are
brought into some kind of friendly contact with lives less pros-
perous than their own, and do something for their humbler
neighbours, if only through taking a Sunday school class. But
in India great barriers of race, creed, and language rise
between the sahib log and those who serve them ; and the
missionaries, belonging to the former class and living in
India for the sake of the latter, appear to be the only
people capable of breaking this barrier down. The state
of affairs in Lahore showed us how little actual inter-
course and mutual understanding there may be between
busy missionaries living in the native quarter and even
religiously disposed Anglo-Indians in the European quarter.
Not in India only, but among the darker races generally, the
average Briton probably hardly realises how much has been
done by the missionary in opening up a country where he
finds his work and income, or how much is being done by
the missionary in preserving law and order within its borders.
And the missionary hardly realises what keen critics he has in
his own compatriots ; how much " saving common sense " in
ordinary affairs of life, as well as devotion to his work, may
enable him to influence them for good. There is often help
that he would gladly receive from the station folk, who
would in their turn find that the givers of such help are
even more blessed than the receiver.
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A letter from the wife of an Englishman holding an impor-
tant State appointment at Srinagar, who is herself very nearly
related to a well-known Indian general and to a well-known
Indian statesman, speaks thus of the relation between the
station and missionary communities there: "I know and can
fully sympathise with the deep interest which you feel in this
subject, which bears so closely upon the life of your gifted and
beloved sister. I have been in various stations in India which
were centres of missionary work, and have seldom seen the
same spirit of friendship and co-operation as exists in Kashmir
between the workers and the ordinary English community. To
me it seems a pity that the two parties should not always be 'in
touch,' as both would benefit by freer intercourse, and more
influence would be brought to bear on the work done by the
missionaries. . . . That we are more fortunate in this respect
in Kashmir is, in m.y private opinion, due to the personality
of the missionaries themselves, most of whom are men and
women of culture and good social position, and endowed with
gifts and qualities which win not only admiration but also
friendship and support. Foremost among them was your
sister, and it was with much pleasure that I heard of the
endeavour to raise a fund to her memory, which I hope will
meet with due success."
The residents in Srinagar, who are to be distinguished from
the great tide of visitors to Kashmir that sets in with spring
and recedes again m autumn, consist of some fifty or sixty
Europeans connected with the military and civil service, en-
gineering, and commerce, varying much in character and in
social position. Both with them and with the Eurasian com-
munity the missionaries cultivated friendship, enlisting the help
of some of them for work that did not demand their own special
training or knowledge of languages. There was the Resident,
who always read the lessons in All Saints' Church, and whom
the Maharaja had learn*"^. to trust and respect for his known
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religious principles. There was the Assistant Resident, who
had successfully intervened on behalf of the schools. There
was the son of a late President of the Royal Academy,
whose photographs have familiarised not only the scenery but
the mission buildings in Kashmir to many. There was the
lady artist, who was Irene's chief ally during the winter, in
which she was the only zenana worker. These two last helped
in so many ways that they seemed almost like members of
the mission circle. There was the venerable Colonel, who,
with the aid of Qadir Bakhsh, sometimes conducted a service
for beggars. He delighted in Irene's Jacobite songs and
well-informed talk about good Scottish families ; she brought
him heather from the Highlands in 1895, and he brought to
show her his treasured heirloom, a sword that had belonged to
Prince Charlie. Other unnamed station people there were of
whom even the charitable Irene is driven to say : " The worst
thing of all in Kashmir is the conduct of some of the English
people who find their way to this remote place. It is grievous
to hear how the inquiring and intelligent natives point to
them as the stumbling-blocks in the way of their accepting
Christianity. I wish they could be packed off to Antarctica,
or other uninhabited regions where there are no poor puzzled
non-Christians to be caused to stumble."
The residents received from as well as gave to the
mission. Many attended the daily evening service held
by the missionaries in January, 1896, during the Week of
Universal Prayer, " several of whom seemed really to care."
They mustered also in large numbers in the Library, the
rendezvous of the fashionable world of Srinagar, to hear
lectures by Dr. Neve, one on " Recent Progress in New
Testament Criticism," one on "The Resurrection — A Fact,"
which attracted English who were not church-goers as well
as educated natives, and the whole missionary party prayed
that these lectures might bear fruit. Again, the ennui of the
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winter 1894-95 was to be relieved by a series of concerts in
the Library, and they came to the missionaries for really good
music, Irene on one occasion taking part in eleven out of
eighteen performances, either as vocalist, instrumentalist, or
accompanist. Every resident practically was there, and they
acknowledged this help by devoting half the proceeds to the
C.M.S. Hospital, the other half going to the All Saints'
Building Fund.
Outside the fashionable world were the small officials, some
of them Eurasians, a class that won Irene's sympathy here
as in Lahore. She observed that many of them sent their
children to a Roman Catholic school at Murree, not because
they were Roman Catholics, but because the education was
good and cheap ; also that some were too far off to attend the
Sunday school already described in Chapter VIII. So in
January, 1897, she started a second Sunday school at the house
of one of the mothers of these children, and found English-
speaking boys and girls "quite a hohday after zenana women."
Her Easter choir of telegraph clerks has been mentioned.
These young men were often welcomed to Holton Cottage
for pleasant evenings, to whose pleasantness Irene was always
ready to contribute. It is amusing to see her on one day
transposing Adam's "Cantique de Noel" into another key
to suit the fine voice of the important British Resident at a
great Oriental court elsewhere in India, and on another day
improvising a piano accompaniment to the violin of a shy
Eurasian clerk, who had left all his music " down country."
Alcohol proves at least as insidious a temptation in India as
it does here, and the missionaries realised that their friendli-
ness had not been in vain when, after the midnight service on
New Year's Eve, 1896, five of these clerks signed the pledge.
One of Irene's fellow-workers remarks that the comparative
dearth of good music and intellectual interest in Srinagar
must have been a real privation to one of her antecedents.
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She writes herself : " I always have The Weekly Times from
home, and Miss Hull and I enjoy it together. Then it goes
to a nice little couple who are not well off, and greatly like
a newspaper, I think we missionaries should try to keep
au courant with what goes on in the rest of the world; in
such a secluded vale as this we might get groovy." The
quotation illustrates her retention of a fresh interest in many
fields of thought and action which undoubtedly gave her there,
as here, an attractiveness in general society not found in those
who can talk and think only of their own particular enterprises.
It also illustrates how she shared these interests with others.
Absorbed as she was in her work, she still appreciated the
recreative power of a good book that turned her thoughts
into quite another channel. In a rare moment of leisure we
find her feasting on Aurora Leigh^ " which is splendid,
so rich in new thoughts." A propos of a clever but cynical
short novel of the day, taken up at another moment of leisure,
she says : " There is so much misery of every kind in this
bad old world that I always feel angry with the people who
increase it by writing miserable books " ; and on the other
hand remarks that "amid the gossip and mischief-making
of such an isolated station as Srinagar, the lives of my
colleagues and books like Ian Maclaren's are a tonic."
The many books sent her as gifts by home friends, added to
the little stock she brought out, seem to have formed quite a
circulating hbrary among her English and native acquaintance.
She had always been quick at finding out and comforting
those who, in the world's phrase, are " down in their luck,"
and courageous in taking by the hand those " under a cloud,"
and endeavouring to remove prejudice and misconstruction —
a far harder work of charity than subscribing to the relief of
the destitute. "It is naturally impossible to give any instances
of such fulfilments of the law of love in India ; but sentences
from letters written to her by Europeans of different nationalities
2 76 IRENE PETRIE
in two Indian cities may be quoted, one a case of trouble
through wrongful accusation, the other a case of deep need : —
" How kind and sympathetic of you to have written such
a sweet letter ! . . . Many, many sincere thanks for your help
in prayer; it is all in all to us just now, and we are most
grateful to feel God has so blessed us with friends. ... I
have read your letter more than once, for it is most consoling."
" Some time back you sent me a very comforting verse to
think of from the Word of God. Will you please send me
another message of peace and love. I do feel so thankful
for the privilege of writing to you sometimes."
The words of three of her fellow-missionaries will fitly con-
clude this subject : —
Miss Pryce-Browne says : " Irene had a wonderful influence
on society in Srinagar, not by what she said but by what
she was."
Miss Phillips, whom we meet later, says : " Irene's broad-
minded outlook and delight in all that was good, and her wonder-
ful power of attracting love, gave her a great influence over the
whole community at Srinagar. Her tact and sympathy brought
out all that was best in those she came into contact with, and
made them think of themselves in a way that stimulated them
to become their best selves. Upon merely worldly people
she made a great impression, not by what she said, for she
never thrust religion upon them ; but what she was compelled
them to respect the principles she professed. No one else
could fill the place she filled here."
Mr. Tyndale-Biscoe, at a public meeting in Kensington in
January, 1S99, spoke thus: "Perhaps Miss Petrie's strongest
point was the way in which she used her opportunities of inter-
course with the Europeans. Everyone was obliged to allow
that she was there wholly for the love of God. Artist and
musician, and most accomplished, she was always well received,
and won many to care for missionary work. It is not ea.sy
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to keep up such social intercourse when absorbed in that
work, but one of her talents was being methodical. Looking
only at the work she did among her own countrymen, one
could never say her life had been thrown away."
A new trial to the much-tried Kashmir Mission followed
quickly upon the bright incidents of the Bishop's visit.
Since her arrival in India in 1895, Miss Pryce-Browne had
been much out of health, and when she returned from a
summer trip to the Toshmaidan worse rather than better,
the doctors decided that she must go home, " a terrible
disappointment to her, and a real sorrow to us," says Irene.
" Though in India for less than a year, and constantly suffering,
she has done some real and lasting work, and her influence
has already been one for which many have cause to be thank-
ful." For instance, there are among Irene's papers several
letters from a driver of the Royal Horse Artillery acknowledging
missionary magazines, etc. They tell how he was won to
God through an address which Miss Pryce-Browne gave at
a hill station in December, 1895, and show that he became
leader of a little band of whole-hearted Christian soldiers
in his battery, and was devoting all his leisure to Urdu,
hoping for work among the natives later on. Her friendship
with Miss Pryce-Browne had been a great help and happiness
to Irene, and it was she who sorrowfully escorted the invalid
to Baramula in October, 1896.
Of the three young colleagues who had rallied so hopefully
round T^Iiss Hull in April, 1896, one was invalided home
within six months, one was laid aside again and again by
illness, one had less than sixteen months yet to live. All
had been medically passed and fully trained. Let the arm-
chair critics who hint that the lives of missionaries are easy
take such facts to heart ; and let the supporters of missions
ut home realise the importance of sending out only the robubt,
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of making all possible provision for their health and comfort
in the field, and of insisting that they get rest and change
enough after their arduous toils in an exhausting climate.
Missionaries are breaking down at undermanned stations ;
thousands of cities and villages are still unevangelised ; the
cry for more workers comes from all parts of the world.
Of five hundred and forty-five who recently approached the
C.M.S. with more or less articulate offers of service, only a
hundred were accepted, of whom seventy-seven had first to
be trained. And all experience suggests that of the twenty-
three ready to go at once, some will soon be invalided home
or die at their posts.
It is right to set up a high standard of qualification;
and it is equally right to guard against all preventable
waste of life and health in those sent forth. But great is
the responsibility of others who hold back when they are
qualified to go, for they cannot say. The work we might
do there will be done as well, perhaps better, by some-
one else if we stay at home. There is indeed need to pray
that in the day of God's power His people may ofier them-
selves willingly (Ps. ex. 3). One may doubt, however, if
Europeans can ever win India or any other heathen land as
a whole. Their work is rather to win its future evangelists
from among their countrymen, and as Bishop Selwyn used
to say, "The white corks are only to float the black nets."
Lastly, that there is at work a Divine Power that " can save
by few " is demonstrated by comparing missionary resources
with missionary achievements. When Gideon, at the head
of 32,000 men, met the multitudes of the children of the East,
" innumerable as locusts," at least 135,000 in number, he was
making no common venture of faith. But less than one in
a hundred of his warriors stood the test imposed on them,
and starting with one to four, he was not given the victory
till he had one to four hundred and fifty of the enemy.
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That history contains a most instructive allegory of present-
day missionary enterprise.
On November 7th, as Miss Coverdale was now better and
able to rejoin Miss Hull, Irene returned to Holton Cottage.
" Both abodes and work seem to shift and change," she writes,
" and one readapts oneself without much loss of time." This,
however, was to be her last move. Her routine of work was
now as follows : An early morning lesson in Kashmiri with the
munshi; on five days in the week morning and afternoon
rounds in the zenanas, till three of her mornings were claimed
by the schools ; on Saturday, study, correspondence, and
choir practice. Her Sunday was very full, including early
Communion and morning service at All Saints', either as
organist or in the choir ; morning and afternoon service at St.
Luke's, as organist always at one, and after March at both ;
Sunday school for European children after morning service ;
visits to native Christian women; and Bible classes for her
own servants and for the Holton Cottage household.
The following dated glimpses into the zenana work of that
last winter well illustrate one comment in an article on
Irene's career, entitled A Heroine of the Cross, by Blanche
Macdonell ^ : ** Hers was a patient, persistent enthusiasm, un-
wearied by disappointment, undeterred by drudgery " : —
August 22nd, 1896 : " I have got back to work at once, which
is always delightful. The pupils are so sweet and nice, and so
pleased to see me. One old Kashmiri body hugged me, and
said her Uver had been longing for me."
October 30th : " In most instances the appearance of the
Bible is the signal for a hush all round, and the mistress her-
self resolutely checks interruption ; sometimes " because the
Miss Sahib is reading," but sometimes — which one prefers to
hear — " because the Miss Sahib is reading the Holy Book."
' In The New York Churchman for June n h, 1893,
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November (to the College by Post) : " For almost uninter-
rupted opportunity for work, and many helps by the way since
1896 began, there is great cause for thankfulness, though there
may not be much of excitement or romance to relate. . . .
There is ever-growing interest in knowing and loving the pupils
better, and watching a growing love in them for what we have
come to tell them. . . . Occasionally indifference proves worse
than opposition ; but sometimes one has the happiness of
watching it changing to interest. In one house the sowing
once seemed to be by the wayside, and among thorns, for the
young girls almost hailed the distractions caused by barking
dogs, crowing cocks, roaring babies, and shouting mothers.
Now these same girls are models of reverence and attention,
they coax the poor wee babies into quietness, and begin to
remember and understand what they hear in their lessons. . . .
There is indeed a rich field of work in Kashmir and the lands
near, and our small mission party can do but a little. I
suggested lately to a pupil leaving Srinagar that there might
be a lady where she was going who would help her to continue
learning. 'It is a little village,' she replied ; ' what Miss
Sahib would have time to come and teach us ? ' "
Annual letter to C.M.S. Headquarters, January, 1897 : "The
total number of pupils, not all under instruction simultaneously,
has been about sixty. . . . Both Urdu and Hindi are studied,
and in some houses conversation has to be entirely in
Kashmiri. ... In addition to school work and a certain amount
of miscellaneous teaching, I have been able to pay over six
hundred zenana visits, when a Bible lesson has been given,
during 1896. . . . One is more and more glad to be in this
needy place, though we look increasingly to the help of those
who cannot be here themselves in intercession for more of the
life- and love-giving power of the Holy Spirit."
Press of work from day to day can have left little time for
preparing all these lessons ; but every hour of patient Bible
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study in former days had its reward now, as Irene brought
forth out of the good treasure of her heart good things
accumulated there almost from childhood. Many minute
notebooks, some filled with memoranda concerning the cir-
cumstances of all her pupils, Asiatic, European, and Eurasian,
some with skeleton lessons carefully grouped, show that her
work was as methodical as it was rapid and ardent.
She had learned to walk on the sunny side, and it is
only now and then that one gets a glimpse of discourage-
ment and difficulties. One day in January, 1897, we find
her adjourning with an eager set of pupils to the courtyard,
because their men relatives were too churlish to make room
for the Bible lesson. "Snow was falling heavily, but," says
Irene, " if they did not mind, poor things ! in their cotton
rags, it was not for me to mind in my nice warm furs."
Less cheerfully she writes later on : "One learns to expect
nothing from Orientals " ; and in June, 1897 : " One does long
that their languages could be more easily read. Even a
diligent pupil after two years of weekly teaching would hardly
ever be able to read the Gospels. One envies the simplicity
of the North American syllabic system, or of the Roman
character used in Uganda. . . . There seems to be an unsatis-
factory amount of waste labour somewhere. ... I don't see
any way out of the present groove as yet, but am far from
sure that endless zenana teaching on the system we have
to follow here is the most excellent way." And again :
" Another woman whom I had met and given a Gospel to
long ago asked me to come, and I found an unusual and
gratifying state of things. She could not only read, but she
had read the Gospel, and had a very fair idea of its con-
tents and meaning. She had learned to read in a Govern-
ment school at Sialkot; and it is delightful to think that
our time together can consequently be spent on real Bible
study, instead of so much being swallowed up in the endless
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and sometimes apparently hopeless grind at alphabet and
syllables."
Mrs. Tyndale-Biscoe writes : " Irene toiled away so patiently
and bravely, but it was often very discouraging and uphill
work ; the hardness of the women and their utter incapacity
to grasp or even to listen to the Gospel story were very
trying at times to dear Irene. One was sometimes tempted
to think she was lost on Kashmir ; yet no work for the Lord
is in vain, and her call to glory may be His way for her
to glorify Him. It was indeed a laying all at the Master's
feet when she came here."
The onlooker rather than the combatant can foresee
the issue of such a scattered and prolonged warfare as
this. Here, for instance, are some significant words from
an article recently written by a Mohammedan in India, in
which sullen hostility gives place to passionate and almost
panic-stricken denunciation of missionaries generally, and
zenana missionaries particularly : " The missionaries who
pour like a flood into this country are striking deadly blows
at the root of our faith. ... If we let them work un-
molested, if we allow English women to undermine our
faith, in a few years (if, indeed, one Mussulman remain in
India) our knees will be feeble, our heart faint, our religion
gone."
On her return in 1895 Irene had resumed her Bible class
for Christian women, but some of her pupils had left Srinagar,
and the small flock of native Christians had become still
smaller because some had been drawn into another fold.
She writes : " The Roman Catholics did some sheep-
stealing recently, and got a ward assistant at the Hospital,
a very ignorant old Christian, and his boys, Kttle more
than infants." Mr. Knowles's account in his annual letter
to headquarters says that the man was bringing so much
reproach on the Name of Christ by his laziness and constant
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grumbling about the smallncss of his wages that he was
told to go, and went to the Roman priests, who housed him
and made him very happy for a while by giving him nearly
twice the pay he had with the C.M.S. missionaries. In
June, 1896, having tired of the priests, he returned to Hospital
employment. The incident, which has many parallels in
India and elsewhere, illustrates that Roman preference for
fields already worked by other Christian missionaries which
compelled the gentle and large-hearted Bishop Matthew to
say in his first Charge : " I deem it my duty to protest against
this marauding policy, this wanton aggravation of bitterness
and of those divisions which we deplore." It forcibly contrasts
with the policy of our own Church in seeking out all over
the world the wholly unevangelised.
In November, 1896, Irene passed her Christian class on
to Miss Coverdale, whose still precarious health made city
visiting undesirable for her. " It was very sad," she writes,
" to say good-bye to the class, but one's hands were filled with
other work, and many new pupils were asking for visits." She
still had some native Christians on her Hst. There is, for
instance, a most grateful letter in Urdu, signed "Your Christian
sister," from one living remote from any missionary, to whom
she seems to have found time to write letters and send
magazines.
Just before Christmas she had what was almost her only
experience of village itineration. About twelve miles from
Srinagar lies Yetchgam. The fact that this means "bad
village " and is a corruption of its original name Atchchagam,
or " good village," suggests an unattractive degeneracy in the
place ; but its recent history is encouraging enough to be traced
out, as typical of a kind of work that should not be altogether
omitted in the story of Kashmir. There, as throughout India,
a very large proportion of the people live in villages. In August,
1889, two fully qualified medical women, Dr. Cutler, and Miss
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Werthmiiller, of Peshawar, whom we shall meet again, with
Miss Hull and Miss Edgley, of Clarkabad, a fourth C.E.Z.
lady, came to Yetchgam. The doctors operated successfully
on the wife of the lumbardar — that is, the hereditary tax-
gatherer, the headman of the village, on whose character and
influence its prosperity largely depends. They relieved many
other suffering women, preached, and left Gospels with those
who could read. " Man goeth forth unto his work and to
his labour until the evening, that is God's plan for us," said
Dr. Butler, as they turned homeward from an arduous fort-
night's work in this and other villages ; and within seven
weeks her own evening fell suddenly, as we have told in
Chapter VI. But the seed had not been sown in vain.
The lumbardar's son read their books diligently.
Five years after, in November, 1894, Miss Hull went by in-
vitation to Yetchgam with Irene, who says : " We rode through
the now dry rice fields, where the last of the crop was being
threshed in primitive fashion, then across one of the flat
chalk tablelands a few hundred feet above the valley, then
down to the hollow with its pretty brook and grove of
grand crimson chenars, under which the tumbledown houses
were clustered. We had lunch in the lumbardar's garden ;
the feast began with fruit and nuts, then toffee and sweets,
then curried mutton, lastly chapatis, honey, custard pudding,
and tea. The family and their friends assembled on all
sides to see the lions fed. Then Miss Hull and I sang
bhajans to the guitar, and she spoke on the story of Zacchaeus
in Kashmiri. Medicines and presents were distributed, and
we went on to another house, where over thirty (not counting
babies) gathered and listened with rapt attention to the story
of the Prodigal Son. We rode home by moonlight."
In December, 1895, as Irene was leaving the house of
the Chief Justice's wife, she found the son of the lumbardar of
Yetchgam waiting for her at the ghat, to secure, if possible,
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through her pupil, judgment in his favour in a case trumped
up against him. Miss Hull explains the matter in India's
Women. An influential maulvi had visited the village, and
the people took the opportunity to lodge a complaint against
the young man on account of non-attendance at the mosque
and reading pernicious — that is, Christian — books given him
in 1889. A great disturbance ensued, and he was threatened
with excommunication. He replied : " God has given me
understanding, which I must use in search of truth j and
if that be denied me here, I will save you the trouble
of turning me out, I shall go myself. But the more you
persecute me, the more my conviction of Christianity grows."
In February, 1896, after the case had been pending six
months, decision was given in his favour.
On December 14th and isth, 1896, Miss Hull and Irene
spent "two delightful days" at Yetchgam, finding " the people
so simple and so eager to hear the Gospel." Miss Hull
thus describes the visit : " Dear Irene Petrie and I visited
a village, where the lumbardar, one of the finest gentlemen
I ever knew, had started a school, managed by his daughter,
in their own house. All the chief men in the village
assembled in its largest room to see Dr. Neve's lantern,
which Irene worked, while I explained the pictures of our
Lord's life. At that of the Crucifixion absolute silence
fell on the room, and we left them to their thoughts. The
Resurrection and Ascension followed. Then the lumbardar
rose and said: 'Truly v>'e do love Him. It is our one
thought and hope that He may come again.' A few months
after this open profession of his faith he died."
In Srinagar on Christmas Day the largest number of com-
municants ever gathered at a native service there knelt at
the Holy Table in St. Luke's. " The message of Christmas
seems so much richer and more wonderful every year, as
expressing the central truth, especially when one has been
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trying to give it to the pupils here," writes Irene. "... On
December 29th the whole British community, with hardly
an exception, accepted Mrs. Tyndale-Biscoe's invitation to
a carol concert. . . . Mr. Millais lent his American organ,
and the old English church, an unconsecrated building, was
decorated with crimson hangings, mistletoe, and pine and ivy,
and the text, ' Good tidings of great joy to all people.'
Every seat was filled, and the audience were asked to refrain
from applause as the concert was sacred. About seventy
were present, and the concert was repeated for some fifty
English-speaking native gentlemen." Irene's share in the
music was a large one.
So she entered on the last seven months of her life ; and
none of the friends in England had her more in their hearts
than two who thus worded their wishes for 1897 : "I earnestly
hope it will be your best year, my dearest Irene." "May
the new year of your life be to you one of increasing know-
ledge of the power of Christ's Resurrection." Truly fulfilled
were both wishes.
From the day she began Urdu at The Willows Irene had
been labouring without intermission at three languages. An
Indian missionary who has passed the first examination in
Urdu has a choice between a further examination in Urdu or
one in the language of his own district. Irene having passed
in Urdu in 1895, accordingly presented herself in 1897 for
examination in Kashmiri, a tongue in which two Europeans
had hitherto been examined, some half-dozen only having
learned it. The language is difficult and uncertain in itself,
and there are hardly any books to help the student. Nor
is it easy to express oneself colloquially with the limited
vocabulary of the uneducated, for whom the more accurate
terms borrowed from Sanskrit, Persian, and Arabic by the
translators of the Bible into Kashmiri would be unintelligible.
In the first months of 1897 she worked for four or five
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hours daily with a munshi whose circumstances were charac-
teristic of modern India. His father, a Brahman of the
highest caste, forbade him to go to the C.M.S. School, and
when he went notwithstanding, burned his books and expelled
him from home for six months, avowing his fear that he
would become a Christian. Later on he withdrew the pro-
hibition on the ground that the English might rule Kashmir
entirely some day; but he pressed his son to read the
Ramayana instead of the Bible. When, however, the Bible
was read aloud to him, he admitted that it was very beautiful,
and in spite of himself it seemed to influence the old man's
life. Seeing his son with Daily Light (Irene's gift), he
begged him to lay it aside, " for perhaps this book will
convince you of the truth of Christianity " ; but once more
he listened, and admitted that it was good. How deeply the
young man was influenced was shown one day when he said
quite simply : " I thank God and Mr. Tyndale-Biscoe that I
have been able to give up lying entirely." He was, however,
an affectionate and dutiful son, and open profession of
Christianity must have meant for him death to his family.
Miss Newnham and Irene went up together for examination
on March 30th and 31st. "It was rather a struggle," says
the latter, " and I felt strangely stupid over some of the
papers. I see the force of Dr. E. Neve's prescription of
fifteen years to get a hold upon Kashmiri." Dr. A. Neve
and Mr. Knowles were the examiners, and once more she
came out with honours marks, gaining most over conversa-
tion. " It is a comfort to have done with the examination,"
she writes, " but I have no means done with Kashmiri
study, and mean to ' munshi ' again."
She was also making considerable progress in Hindi. " One
lady," she wrote of her zenana pupils, "wanted me to teach
her Persian and Pushtu, another Gurumaki, another laments
that I cannot speak Bengali, so one often feels small."
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Dr. A. Neve wrote a few months later : " You probably
know how brilliantly she passed her Kashmiri examination.
Her examiners rejoiced in the thought that these linguistic
powers would open to her the hearts of hundreds of women
in che dark city of Srinagar."
The very day after the examination, and amid all her usual
work, she wrote for the mail of April 3rd the Letter to School-
girls inserted at the end of this chapter. The request for it
from the Headquarters of the C.M.S. had expressed a hope
that when she came home on furlough she might be able to
give special help " in interesting bright, keen girls at our
best schools." They also asked for an illustrated article for
The Gleaner, which was never written.
A few days' absence with Miss Pryce-Browne in October
had been the only break in nearly eight months' work, and the
examination had left her weary and troubled with an obstinate
cough. So she was quite ready for the annual school outing
to the Wular Lake, April 9th to 23rd, which proved pleasanter
than any of their trips hitherto. Mr. and Mrs. Tyndale-Biscoe
took forty-two boys, and all went well. " Even I," writes Irene
on April 15th, "am not ambitious nowadays about getting
a certain amount done, and so many expeditions fitted in.
I am just lazing for a while, and already feel a different
creature. One comes to a point at which it seems impossible
to go on giving out and teaching without a little pause for
taking breath and getting change of thought." Dr. Andrew
Murray's Jesus Himself was her companion on this holiday,
and she took with her "Biscuit," a horse she had just
purchased, which new possession enabled her to see more
of the "Happy Valley" in the next three months than she
had seen in all the preceding three years. On Easter Day
Jusuf, the Ladaki, the only Asiatic Christian in the camp,
made the fourth communicant. In the afternoon Mr. Tyndale-
Biscoe held his pundits' Bible class, and Irene looked up some
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of the women in the village. None could read, but she had
an audience of over forty for a Bible talk and the Heart Book.
They were very friendly, but wofully ignorant. " How well I
remember," writes Mrs. Tyndale-BiscoCj '* Irene singing —
On the Resurrection morning
Soul and body meet again
(Hymns Ancient and Modern, No. 499) at our last quiet
Easter Service in the tent at Zuriinanz. It was such a lovely
Easter, and we were all so happy ! "
Refreshed by the clear mountain air and by Nature at
her loveliest, Irene returned to work harder than ever for
ten more weeks.
Two incidents stand out, of both of which she writes buoy-
antly. On June 9th she was one of a party of six men and
three ladies, "six of whom had attended St. Mary Abbots,
and six of whom had ascended Ben Lomond," that chmbed
" the Rigi of Kashmir," a peak which Irene had longed almost
daily to scale for three years, A thousand feet was accom-
plished on horseback, the remaining four thousand feet on
foot, the whole expedition lasting sixteen hours.
Then came the Diamond Jubilee celebrations, and her full
and animated descriptions show that no one entered into
them more than she did. These few sentences from her
letters must suffice here : —
"A book given me at the New Year, called The Queen^s
Resolve^ has been well worked in the zenanas, and also at
the school. When the picture of the Malika Qaisar-i-Hind
appeared, all the boys quite spontaneously made a deep
salaam, and some wanted to start for England in order to
see her for themselves.
"The festivities included a School regatta, at which the
Resident and the rest of the sahib 16g attended, and the
performers, over a hundred in number, appeared in really
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clean things ; a review, at which the Maharaja's troops looked
very soldierly, though not gorgeous, in khaki ; a fete in the
Residency Gardens; and a great durbar, a very gay and
interesting sight, at which the Maharaja entertained all the
sahib 16g, including the missionaries. At the military sports
in the afternoon of Jubilee Day a telegram was handed to
the Resident, who showed it to us at once. It was the dear
Queen's own message, and we read it with such a thrill,
within half an hour of its despatch by her own hand."
Irene's power to do and to enjoy were apparently as great
as ever. Thrice in her last week at Srinagar she made three
expeditions into the city in one day ; ** organist at four
services " is the entry for her last Sundays ; the friends who
feared that day was too arduous for her already could not
dissuade her from undertaking what was so great a delight to
herself. " Her bright enjoyment of everything made her
always the life of any little party," says Miss Hull; "and
her music was an unfailing source of pleasure to us all."
" She was the life of the mission," says Dr. Neve ; " and with
all her inexhaustible activity there was no appearance of rush
or flurry. She would spend a social evening, entertaining
us with her music and conversation, and then retire to
write letters till 2 a.m." " Her amazing energy enabled her
to accomplish much in her short life," says Miss Pryce-Browne ;
" and it is hard to imagine Srinagar without her." " In three
years she accomplished," says Mr, Tyndale-Biscoe, " what
it would have taken another ten or twelve years to do."
She herself wrote to a friend who had her inmost con-
fidence : " Ask for me that I may more fulfil those lines, —
Striving less to serve Thee much,
Than to please Thee perfectly."
And what the companions of those closing months emphasise
most, and in a way very significant to those who had known
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the impetuous and ambitious Irene of earlier years, is lier
gentleness and absolute humility and unselfishness, reminding
one of Tennyson's —
Ere my flower to fruit
Changed, I was ripe for death.
There is much to be learned as well as much to teach
in the mission field, and, as her missionary friend at Agra
writes : " Dear Irene must have been quick in learning what
it takes others a long life to complete." " Our darling Irene,"
writes an American friend, " was so true, so heart-whole, so
simple in her love of Christ, that few stood by her side in
the work and worship which she offered ; and can we wonder
that the great love found acceptance without length of
years ? "
Growth both in wisdom and in grace is manifest in her
later letters. Tolerant she had always been, not with the
shallow tolerance of those who have no deep convictions,
but with the large-hearted intelligence of a sympathetic nature.
And many things are in a new perspective for the missionary.
She says, for instance : " Why must High and Low Church
people be at war with each other always, when both are so
good, if only they would be a little broader and more
tolerant towards each other? It is really pitiable to hear
the paltry grounds on which a Christian of one party will
furbish up a criticism on one of another party. One wonders
how there can be room for all these small spites in face of
the great non-Christian world." Elsewhere she speaks of
" good Churchmanship with a Keswick flavour, which is the
reverse of high and dry," as being what she herself loves.
"As much as anyone I ever knew, your dear sister
approved herself a servant of God by kindness," writes Miss
Hull; and one mark of this was the growing generosity of
her judgments. That the harsh judgment is as often unfair
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as the kind judgment is just was a lesson she had fully
taken tn heart. Not only is there the deepening appreciation
of what was admirable in each of her colleagues, the constant
record of small kindnesses and courtesies shown to herself;
but also the qualifying statement when she is obliged to
mention what is to anyone's discredit, the merciful allowances
made for those to whom others were merciless. She rose to
the requirement of the aged St. Paul that " the Lord's servant
must be gentle towards all."
And she left many things unsaid and undescribed that
fill a large place in much private correspondence. " Had
she," one asks, "no unsatisfactory friends, no trying col-
leagues, no worrying acquaintances, no inconsiderate com-
panions, no stupid helpers, no dilatory tradesmen, no
careless servants; were hopeless weather, uncomfortable
accommodation, wearing delays, vexatious losses, bodily aches
and pains unknown to her experience ? " If they were known,
she neither brooded over them nor chronicled them.
Miss Pryce-Browne, who lived in closest intimacy with
her for six months, says : " Irene's unselfishness and the
humility that never claimed anything for herself were
wonderful. Her wide sympathies gave her a marvellous
memory for everyone's concerns, and enabled her to enter
into their lives ; and for everyone she had a kind word. Her
thoughtfulness for others appeared in many little things. In
trying conditions of work and climate it is hard for a mis-
sionary to be always bright and amiable, as she was.
Returning from a long and harassing day in the city, she
would refrain from saying a single word about her own
experiences, but promptly enter into mine."
"So many things in her daily life," says Mr. Tyndale-Biscoe,
" little things in themselves, were the very things which helped
those around her to live the unselfish and therefore the happy
Christian life she lived"
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More and more one sees in her the living embodiment
of St. Paul's portrait of Love, refusing to be affronted or
alienated, or diverted by passion or prejudice. More and
more one sees in her the spirit of Christ, discerning and
calling out what was lovable in all whom she met, and
loving them accordingly.
This ripening of character is the only premonition of
swift-coming death. "Yet," writes Mrs. Tyndale-Biscoe in
August, " now that we look back upon all, she had seemed
overwrought of late, and was rather depressed at times.
She said once, ' I feel as if I had come to a blind road ; I
see no way before me.' Then she did not seem very keen
about going home next spring. I think she felt she was
more needed here, and that it would not be right for her
to neglect her post."
Her relatives were writing about a probable return to
England in 1898; but she wrote on October 30th, 1896:
" Here one never seems to look very far ahead " ; and in
the spring of 1897 : " I am making no definite plans of any
kind at present, beyond this summer." She never once speaks
of returning home again herself; but in her latest letters dwells
again and again with intense pleasure upon the thought that
in the near future " the dear old Lodge " of so many happy
memories might once more become the permanent home of
her sister.
Her fruit was ripe already, and " when the fruit is ripe,
straightway the husbandman putteth forth the sickle, because
the harvest is come " (Mark iv. 29).
An In Memoriam article in The IfitelUgenceriox March, 1898,
picturing those latter days in Srinagar, and the Letter to
Schoolgirls, which was the last thing she wrote for the press,
are appended to this chapterf
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IRENE PETRIE
BY MRS. C. E. TYNDALE-BISCOE
It is an impossible task to write anything that can do full
justice to such a beautiful and bright life as dear Irene's was,
but I will do my best to give a few little glimpses of what
she was to us and to the work in Kashmir.
There are many people who can talk beautifully, and can
win much praise and respect from the outside world, but
it is not everyone's life that can stand close inspection. We
had the privilege of having Irene in our home for a year,
and can only say that her presence was one continual joy
to us, and the longer we knew her the more could we see
how her outward life was fed by the inward Power. She was
one who had laid all her gifts and talents, which were many,
at her Master's feet, and had learnt how to pass on the
Love of Christ not merely by words but by deeds also.
She would be the last to wish anyone to speak of her
wholeheartedness, unless it was for some practical purpose.
So let me recall a few facts in her Kashmiri life, that they
may be helpful to others.
I. It is well known how gifted she was in intellect, and
what a power she had for retaining what she read, so much
so that she was to us as an ever-ready book of reference.
Remember her powers, and now look at her work. She
has for some time been giving a Kashmiri girl lessons
in reading, and has at last succeeded in teaching her the
first page of the Urdu Primer ; the lessons are interrupted
for a short time, and when she returns the girl has forgotten
everything, and all has to be begun over again. And time
after time she would visit at the same house and repeat
the same Gospel message without seemingly making any
impression. But bravely she would plod on until a gleam of
intelligence would dawn on the dull faces of the listeners.
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She would often come in after a long and weary day's
teaching amongst such people tired out and depressed,
but in a very short time would be her cheery self again,
once more ready to go bravely on, and to struggle with a
dulness resulting from generations of mental undevelopment-
One can understand a person of less ability having some
sympathy with such dulness, but for one so highly cultured
as Irene, her patience and sympathy were indeed wonderful.
2. The ladies' work in Srinagar is increased by the inde-
scribable filth of the city. . . . Think of the refinement and
comfort to which Irene had been accustomed, and then carry
your thoughts to the scene of her labours. Kashmir, for
tourists, may be one of the most beautiful places in the world ;
but workers in its cities and villages can tell another tale.
3. There are people full of energy and activity that are
tempted to look down upan the work of others who are not
able to do as much as themselves; but not so Irene. She
was always advocating rest for others, and making out that
everyone worked far harder than she did, and could speak
the language far better than she could. Her wonderful
energy of mind seemed to triumph over physical weakness ;
she never seemed to know when she was tired or needed
rest ; and we have even known her start out to her work with
a temperature over 100°, so that we have had to give
positive orders to her boatmen not to take her to the city.
She did not intend to be deliberately rash, but her energy
and spirit were so great that she would not believe she was
unfit for work. Considering her indomitable energy, it was
marvellous to see her sympathy for the unenergetic; she
had all sorts of excuses ready for other people who were un-
able to do as much as she did.
4. Although so full of her own work, she had room for
interest in other branches of the mission, and in all good
works, whether 9.t hoine or Jibroad- She rendered us
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invaluable help in our schools, by taking charge of one ol
them and teaching in a second. . . . One seldom finds
Christian workers who can take as much interest in the work
of others as in their own.
5. Another pleasing incident in her life was her thoughtful-
ness in little things. She kept shelves and boxes stocked
with useful articles, ready for birthdays or other special
occasions; if any of us required anything it was generally
to be found amongst her stores, and nothing delighted her more
than to be able to find she could meet our little emergencies
and supply our wants.
We can indeed say of Irene that she had —
A mind to blend with outward things,
While keeping at Thy side,
for she was always ready to enter into the social gatherings
of her friends and contribute to their enjoyment by her
wonderful musical talent, and her sweetness and brightness
must have left a hallowing influence on all with whom she
came in contact. . . .
The Kashmiris have indeed lost a true friend; the work
a whole-hearted and earnest worker ; and we a bright gleam
of sunshine, which welcomed us in the morning, and in the
evening helped us to forget the little worries of the day. She
was one who had freely received and who freely gave. God
give us grace to follow in her train !
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IN THE VALE OF KASHAHR
BY IRENE E. V= PETRIE
" The glory of our Jhelum is its fulness," says a Kashmiri
proverb about the great stream that winds through this
valley, till at Baramula it enters the rocky gorge through
which in a narrower channel it will rush onwards mile after
mile towards the Punjab. Then the mighty Indus, having
received all the Five Rivers, rolls seaward through burning
desert plains. What a contrast between them and the ice-
bound winter fastnesses our Jhelum issued from first !
Crossing the river, this first week of spring, one sees eddying
patches of foam which tell their tale of the force and struggle
of waters high upon the mountain gullies, where the sun's rays,
after long sleep, are just now hourly breaking up the masses
of snow.
As one thinks of the welcome moisture which will help dried
and famine-stricken lands far off, the river highway itself seems
a parable of the Master's will for the flow of His life-giving
Word in an ever widening and deepening stream through this
land, that "every thing shall live whithersoever the river
cometh," as we read in the vision of Ezek. xlvii. That is
the promise for the future which we hope and expect. As yet,
however, we seem in Kashmir to be still scarcely emerging
from the ice-bound stage and the wintry sleep of ignorance
and superstition, and darkness is only beginning to be broken
here and there after centuries of sway.
What is being done in Kashmir to bring the life-giving
Word within reach of those who need it, and what are the
difficulties and the hindrances staying its flow ?
Probably you associate with the name of Kashmir the
thought of shawls and mountains and big game ; and if ypu
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sometimes visit the Indian Museum at South Kensington you
may see sketches of the people, the city life on the river banks,
and a panorama from a high hill near here of the central valley
through which the Jhelum flows, and of the great Himalayas
beyond between us and India. Pictures, however, give but a
faint idea of the glory of the scenery at certain times of the
year, and the strange varieties of aspect from plains round
Srinagar glowing with heat in summer and snow-blocked crags
and steeps high up where the cold may be Arctic. . .
People at home sometimes think that life out here must be
very romantic, and picture Arabian Night palaces and ladies
gorgeously robed and covered with jewels. A few days of
plodding through the unspeakable mud of unsavoury streets
and lanes in thaw time, and a few visits to the abodes of even
the well-to-do, would soon dispel some of the romantic ideas,
and leave squalor and shoddiness as the prevailing impressions.
What grandeur does, a load of jewelry convey even when
real — and " Brummagem ware " is not uncommon — when the
lady wearing it has a stained chaddar and dirty hands, and
when no corner of her house is free from dust and mess ?
Then, again, there may be, and sometimes are, eager
listeners, but more often one has to realise that minds and
hearts asleep to all but the most material things have to be
treated as we should treat those of a small child. Perhaps
remembering what it was once to listen to a book or sermon
far beyond our comprehension, we can sympathise with these
poor things who all the time have possibilities of such good
in them. The sun's rays penetrate the ice and snow and
let loose the waters to revive and fertilise, and the Light of
the Sun of Righteousness can and will penetrate their hearts
that the Word may do its work there, though it may be at
the cost of struggle.
Let me try and recall as examples of our pupils some houses
visited during the Itxst few days. Jlere are sorjie Sikh girls who
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come in from rice pounding and water carrying to take their
lessons, and are always bright and affectionate. After more
than two years of work they begin to read quite nicely ;
they love singing, and remember fairly well, and are good
listeners when a pause from the chorus of babies, dogs,
cocks, and horses down below makes the Bible lesson
possible. Some way off is a highly educated Bengali lady
in a dainty European house, who enjoys advanced Bible
study. A contrast to her is a policeman's wife from Poona,
who shares a diminutive hut with a large goat, and seems
almost too dull to take in anything, though she loves to
be visited, and perhaps progresses a little.
From a rickety house a mile beyond, which looks as if
it must tumble bodily into the river at the next big earth-
quake, issues a gay, little, round-faced Punjabi maiden of
seven. With refreshing readiness she goes through last week's
lesson perfectly, and both she and her mother listen reverently
to the Bible lesson and seem to comprehend a good deal.
Here is another house, where the woman nurses a pet gray
cat with a necklace on, while reading fluently in Hindi. Of
her own accord she has lately begun initiating a neighbour
into the mysteries of the Shastri character, and yesterday
the said neighbour took a very satisfactory lesson.
Thence crossing fields one reaches a village chiefly in-
habited by people connected with the native regiments of
Dogras and Goorkhas. A dog barks noisy welcome to a
house where the widow of a native officer lives, whose
son is a master in the Mission School. Two months ago
she was quite confined to bed with acute rheumatism.
Dressings and medicine from the hospital have done
their work so well that she is about again and in good
spirits, and the Mission Hospital has once more opened
a home to the Christian teacher. Two little girls thence
are now going regularly to school ; and yesterday, when
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the mother, had her weekly Bible reading, visitors from
Kishtewar and Nepal came in to listen and learn, too, so
representatives of four countries were assembled in that one
little room. Some had never heard the message before, but
seemed to understand well enough when I showed them
the little Heart Book^ and then, in view of the glistening
Pir Punjal snows opposite, taught them the prayer, "Wash
me, and I shall be whiter than snow." . . .
Now you have heard a few of our ups and downs in the
daily work here. Will you help us and those we work
among by praying for the power of God's Holy Spirit here?
And will you think if you can do anything, either now or
later on, when after school days you will have more respon-
sibility in shaping your own course? In Ezek. xlvii. we
read of one sad thing along with the description of the river
of blessing — that the "miry places and the marishes shall
not be healed." I sometimes think of that when passing
reen, stagnant pools with poisonous exhalations which lie
here and there, near the running water of the river, and
yet separated from it. May it be that none of our Uves
will stagnate into a mere passive state of "hoping we are
doing no harm," but may we all know something of the
flow and fulness of the life-giving River shadowed in Ezekiel's
vision !
CHAPTER XIII
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(July 8th to August 6th, 1897)
Ne dites pas qiCelk est par tie : dites quelle est arrivh.
WE do wrong, as Bishop Westcott remarks, to the great
promise that the gates of Hades shall not prevail
against the Church when we interpret it only of successful
resistance, and not of irresistible advance. Our Lord Himself
said, "Other sheep I have, . . . them also I must bring."
St. Paul had hope that as the faith of his earlier converts
grew, he would be able to preach the Gospel even unto
the parts beyond them (2 Cor. x. 15, 16). And ever since
missionaries have looked farther than their immediate sphere
of work. Xavier pressed on from India to China and Japan ;
French forsook the partly evangelised Punjab for wholly
unevangelised Arabia.
Kashmir is the frontier state of Hindustan, and some
fifteen hundred years ago it sent out five hundred
missionaries to promulgate in Tibet the Buddhist creed, which
is still in possession there, though only its mouldering relics
now remain in Kashmir itself. Remembering this, the Rev.
R. Clark wrote nearly twenty years ago : " Had the Kashmiris
as much of Christian life and power as they have already
of natural vigour and talent they might stir all Asia for Christ,
as they have in times past done much to form its destinies."
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Irene utters the thought of the little band at Srinagar to-day
when she writes in February, 1895: "Needy as Kashmir is,
we who are here are often led to think of the still deeper
needs of those vast Central Asian regions, to many of which
this Valley is the highway, in which no missionaries of any
kind are working, and from some of which the request
for Christian teachers has come more than once."
As we saw in Chapter VI., the great range of the Western
Himalayas divides two very different provinces ruled by the
Maharaja of Kashmir: the Vale of Kashmir, or basin of the
Jhelum, to the south-west, whose people are Aryan by race
and Hindu and Moslem by religion ; and Ladakh, otherwise
known as Kashmiri Tibet, Tibetan Kashmir, or Little Tibet,
the basin of the Upper Indus, to the north-east, whose people
are Mongolian by race and Buddhist by religion.
As long ago as 1854 Mr. Clark and Colonel Martin
travelled into Ladakh to reconnoitre, and, mainly through
the munificence of Colonel Martin, a Moravian Mission was
established at Lahul. Need any reader be reminded that the
Moravians who went out in 1732 were the first organised band
of missionaries to the heathen from any reformed Church
(for the venerable S.P.G. laboured almost exclusively among
our own colonists then); that the Moravian is still the one
Church that has missions in all the five quarters of the
globe; that of its communicants one in 60 (as compared
with one in 3,500 of other reformed Churches) is a missionary ?
For 170 years the utter simplicity, unworldliness, and devotion
of these humble apostles has been a grand object lesson to
Christendom, and their converts are now three times as
numerous as the parent Church.
In 1885 the Moravians occupied Leh, the capital of Ladakh,
a most appropriate outpost for the spiritual warfare now being
waged on the confines of the Indian Empire. It is a
cosmopolitan city, where four languages are commonly spoken,
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and four religions, Mohammedanism, Hinduism, Buddhism,
and Sikhism, are represented. Here Mr. Redslob started a
school and a dispensary. Mrs. Bishop describes him as a
man of noble physique and intellect, a scholar, a linguist, an
expert botanist, and an admirable artist, whom the Tibetans
quickly discovered to be the truest friend they had ever had,
and on whom, says Dr. Neve, they bestowed the title of " Khu-
taktus," or " Incarnation of the Deity." Mrs. Bishop also
pictures the humble, whitewashed mission station, its garden gay
with European flowers, and the favourable contrast to their
compatriots presented by the Christian Tibetans. Dr. and
Mrs. Marx, of Edinburgh, and the Rev. F. B. Shawe, from
England, joined Redslob later, and by 1890 their work was
flourishing. But May, 1891, found all the five missionaries
and Mr. Redslob's daughter dangerously ill with a prevalent
epidemic. In their extremity of helplessness an English
surgeon, Dr. Thorold, just starting with Captain Bower on a
remarkable journey from Tibet to Shanghai, came to their
aid the day before a son was born to Mrs. Marx. Here, as
in so many other missions, we see in lives laid down the
seed of the future harvest, for Redslob, Marx, and the infant
died, while the two widows and the little girl crept slowly
back to life. In 1897 the mission staff consisted of Mr. and
Mrs. Ribbach (on furlough in July and August), Mr. and
Mrs. Fichtner, Mr. and JNIrs. Francke (he was of the same
family as the famous ' preceptor of Count Zinzendorf), and
Miss Kant, a fully trained nurse (see p. 244).
In 1898 Dr. E, Shawe, Mr. Shawe's cousin, arrived with
a young wife, who died in giving birth to her first child in
September, 1899. During 1899 nearly six thousand medical
and surgical cases were treated in Leh. There are now
three schools, with an average attendance of fifty children,
and a Christian congregation of twenty-five. The un-
varnished statement of the report of February, 1899, says :
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" Though we cannot boast of great victories, striking results,
and great numbers of conversions, we are grateful to say that
the power of the Word is evidently proving itself in some
hearts."
One Ladaki, formerly destined to be a Buddhist priest,
was brought in 1895 by Miss Kant to Srinagar for education,
and both Mr. Tyndale-Biscoe and Irene characterised him
as " the best native Christian that they knew." Having
lived a plucky and consistent life in school and out of it,
he returned to Leh, saying : " Sahib, I don't want popularity
or power or wealth ; but what I do want is to go back to my
people to preach Jesus Christ and His saving power." Irene
had taught him regularly; he was present at her last Easter
Communion; and we hear in 1899 of his continuing to speak
of her with the deepest reverence and affection. Two other
pupils of hers from Leh were described in Chapter VIII.
Dr. Neve hopes that the dominion of the Grand Lama
himself, the one country absolutely closed to Europeans,
may one day be evangelised by the Christians of Ladakh.
Meanwhile, Ladakh itself is waiting to be spiritually conquered
from Kashmir once more. Its religion, appropriately called
Lamaism, from its lamas or monks, is one of several religious
systems of which Buddhism is the generic name — systems
which dififer almost as widely from each other as they do from
the original teaching of Siddartha, pictured in the beautiful
though largely mythical story which Sir Edwin Arnold has re-
told for Western readers. Its leading characteristic in Ladakh
is propitiation of evil spirits by means of grotesque ceremonial.
Empty and ruinous monasteries are among many signs of
its quiet decay at the present time, but what is to supersede
it ? Islam makes steady progress in Ladakh ; and while " a
lie which is all a lie " (like demon-worship) " may be met
and fought with outright, a lie which is part a truth" (like
Islam) " is a harder matter to fight."
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No wonder, then, that Irene was keenly interested in the
efforts of the Moravians at Leh. Only six weeks after her
first arrival at Srinagar she chronicles many particulars of
the work at Leh which she had learned from talk with Dr.
Shawe, and several subsequent allusions to it occur In her
letters (see p. 194). In January, 1895, she relates how Dr.
Neve and Mr. Knowles had been sending home a strong
appeal to the C.M.S. to make Kashmir the base of operations
for a campaign in trans-Himalayan lands open to the Gospel
and wholly without missionaries. In November, 1895, Miss
Kant, and in April, 1896, and March, 1897, Mr. Francke,
visited Srinagar.
A walking tour among mountains had always been Irene's
notion of an ideal holiday, and in Feburary, 1896, she writes :
" Ada Barclay and I are rearing a tall castle in the air for a
journey to Leh. It is probably very much in the air, but that
would be a very interesting summer holiday." On May 8th,
1897, she speaks in almost the same words of a similar plan
with Miss Tyndale-Biscoe, then visiting Kashmir. On May 9th
she met Dr. Graham, who was on his way to Leh as State
jurgeon. On June 5th she says : " We still talk of Ladakh for
next month." On June 19th : "I have no idea where I shall
be this time next month. Having good health, a horse, and
time this year, the big march to Leh would be my ambition,
if it can be realised ; but other ladies with an indefinite appetite
for continuous exercise are scarce." On June 26th : " It seems
a pity to go away when Srinagar is still so cool ; but holidays
have to be taken, and perhaps they are good as a precautionary
measure even for those who, like myself, have to be thankful
for very good health. ... I may perhaps still go to Leh."
On July 3rd : " My plans have been shaped at last by a kind
letter from Miss Phillips, of Peshawar, welcoming me to join
their party for a journey to Leh. I owe this to dear Miss
Hull. She told the ladies, who are great friends of hers but
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whom I have never met, of my wish to travel in Ladakh. ... I
have such kind letters of welcome from the missionaries at Leh,
written when the plan was still only a castle in the air, which
I feared it would remain a week ago. It is most delightful for
me to be so happily provided for, and to have the prospect of
such an interesting journey to regions which I have long had
a strong desire to see."
The story of Irene's journey from Srinagar, capital of
Kashmir, to Leh, capital of Ladakh, will be elucidated by a
preliminary sketch of the route, taken mainly from Mr. E. F.
Knight's Where Three Empires Meet, and Mrs. Bishop's
Among the Tibetans.
The road, which lies due east along the highway from North
India to Central Asia, is in many places merely a rough bridle
path, along precipices and over landslips, diverted by unford-
able rivers, swept by avalanches, and exposed to tropical sun
and arctic gales. It is open to travellers during the later
summer months only, and even then is impossible iox
vehicles, and in many parts dangerous for horses. The
journey is divided into nineteen marches, which means that
260 miles — a distance equal to that between London and
Newcastle — is traversed in a longer time than the journey
from London to Bombay now occupies.
Its first stages, up the Sind Valley to Sonamarg (" golden
meadow," so called from the crocuses which stud its fields),
are by luxuriant pasture, dark pine forest, and towering snow
mountain, through some of the lovehest and most diversified
scenery in lovely Kashmir. A sudden ascent from Sonamarg
leads out of the Vale of Kashmir by the Zoji-Lk — that is, the
Zoji Pass — the lowest depression in the Western Himalayas,
11,500 feet high, their average height being 18,000 feet.
This may be described as a gigantic step into the highest
inhabited country in the world. Keen winds rush with
tremendous fotce between the vertical slate cliffs on each
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side of it, and it is "a thoroughly severe pass." No part of
Ladakh is less than 9,000 feet, and many of its people live at
an elevation of 12,000 to 15,000 feet above the sea. When
they visit Srinagar (5,200 feet) they declare they are stifled by
being on such low ground ; while the missionaries admit that
the high altitude, to which these Tibetans have become inured,
is wearing them out ; and travellers find that the air passages
become irritated, the skin cracks, and ultimately the heart's
action is affected. Sandy plateaux, bairen mountains, and
flaming aridity are the features of the route through Ladakh,
the one extensive oasis on the way being at Kargil. This
cloudless, rainless wilderness, where burning sun alternates with
biting blasts from snow slopes and glaciers, and the absence of
perspective in the thin, dry air makes small and distant objects
seem near and gigantic, strangely fascinates the traveller. It
is peopled by a race who do all they can to make their
surroundings yet more fantastic, and who are as great a
contrast to the Kashmiris as their land is to Kashmir. Their
irredeemable and grotesque ugliness is heightened by their
costume ; but they are healthy, hardy, and long-lived ; for
Orientals, fairly truthful and honest ; peaceable, cheerful,
contented, and industrious. In order to keep down population
in a country aff'ording but meagre sustenance to its people,
one-sixth of them become monks and nuns. Ladakh formerly
acknowledged the Emperor of China as its suzerain, was
annexed by the Sikhs in 1834, and handed over to Golab
Singh in 1847. His successor still acknowledges the Grand
Lama as its pope by sending yearly gifts to Lhasa. All over
the land are chortens, or cenotaphs (white-washed, globular
monuments crowned with little pinnacles, containing the ashes
of lamas), and manis, or mendons (walls from two to nine feet
high, and sometimes half a mile long), on which the Buddhist
invocation, Oin mani padine hum (" Oh the jewel in the lotus "),
is repeated again and again.
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After two more passes, the Namika-Lk (13,000 feet) and
the Futu-La (13,400 feet), the road descends to Leh by the
Valley of the Indus.
The most weird and ghostly spot on the whole route is
Lamayuru, whose scenery is so bare and wild that it suggests
a landscape on the dead moon. Past Lamayuru the road
leads through a hot and glaring desert, the sky changes
from turquoise to copper hue, and a haze of the finest
granite dust fills the air. At last the traveller emerges
from the narrow gorges of the Indus en the wide expanse
of a valley in which Leh appears, nestling beneath a huge
monastery perched on a beetling crag. Being at an elevation
of 11,500 feet, the city itself stands higher than the summit
of Mount Etna, and the distant snow mountains closing in
the views from all its streets must recall Innsbriick. The
Empress of India is represented there by the British Joint
Commissioner, who settles all disputes arising between the
Maharaja's subjects and those of the Emperors of China
and Russia; for in summer it is the meeting-place for the
Central Asian caravans; but as it is nearly 1,000 miles as
the crow flies from the sea, and about 500 miles from the
railway, it may be regarded as one of the least accessible
cities in the world.
Irene began this arduous expedition in the best of spirits on
July 8th. In a letter written that day (which reached Canada
five days after the startling telegram announcing the bare
fact of her death) she does indeed remark : " Fever has
been epidemic, and I have not quite escaped lately. However,
we look forward to losing all the ' temperatures ' among the
hills." Her friends seem also to have had some misgivings
about her. Miss Hull, who refused to believe that one with
Irene's exquisitely fair complexion could be as " tough " as
she said she was, had observed that in one year she had done
three years' work, getting up early and sitting up late; and
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that sometimes she returned from the zenanas so dazed
with fatigue that she seemed neither to see noi to hear any-
thing that was passing around her, yet woke up presently to
become the Hfe of the party during the evening, the spirit
within her habitually sustaining her infirmity. Earlier in the
summer Irene had said to her, " I feel a great longing for a
good rest " ; and, had she known how much fever her colleague
had, Miss Hull would have restrained her from starting. But
she was on the sick-list herself that day. Mrs. Tyndale-Biscoe
says : " Dear Irene had for so long been full of her trip to
Leh. . . . All the Holton Cottage party were to start together,
as we were going to Sonamarg ; but on July 8th my husband
got fever, and we had to defer our trip. So Irene started
alone. . . . She had been rather run down, and let out, so
unusual for her, that she had slight fever, but was full of
getting away to fresh air. She looked very tired the day she
left, and I put it down to all she had been doing."
Preparations for the journey had been no light undertaking.
They had to obtain a special parwana — that is, an order for
transports and supplies from the tehsildar, officers in Her
Majesty's service being the only people allowed to travel
without this, and to take all requisites, even eggs and milk,
with them. "Yet," Miss Hull says, "up to the last day in
Srinagar Irene was visiting her pupils, and, amid all personal
preparations, sending off pictures to the Simla Exhibition to
bring in some help to the schools, which were so much on her
heart ! " The larger of the two pictures she sent to this, the
thirtieth Annual Exhibition of the Simla Fine Arts Society,
was sold at once, the smaller one subsequently. Their
proceeds, her very last gift to the C.M.S. School, are acknow-
ledged in the 1899 report. And as she went down the river,
fatigued, fevered, and agitated about keeping her fellow-
travellers waiting through an unexpected delay, she was writing
at length concerning "a pet scheme" for putting Hanover
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Lodge at the disposal of "the dear inmates of Holton
Cottage " when they left Kashmir on furlough in the autumn.
The first twenty days of the journey are described in
Irene's own graphic journal, supplemented by various letters.
For the closing ten days of her life there are the full records
penned to tell her nearest and dearest all they most wanted
to know by companions who cared for her as lovingly as they
themselves could have done. The impression made by the
whole narrative on those who have already seen it was uttered
not by a sentimental woman, but by a London business man,
who wrote : " In reading this story of her last journey one
seems to forget that it is the description of a summer holiday
expedition ; an inner meaning comes out of it, and one feels
that the ascent of those great mountain passes was indeed the
ascent to the Gate of the Heavenly City of one who was sr
fit to enter there."
Irene's Last Journal.^
" Thursday, July 2>th, is, after the manner of summer days in
Srinagar, scorchingly hot, and the final preparations for a long
journey, after all the days of winding up work, seem rather
like a bad dream. However, all is made easy and pleasant
by the kind aid of the friends at Holton Cottage. Farewells
are said to them at midday, on embarking in the dunga, which
carries tents, furniture, luggage, and the writer to Gunderbal.
The Dal Lake is glowing, and the mountains are misty in the
sunshine ; willow-trees and weeds give all a green effect, as
the waterlilies are over, and the time of rose-coloured lotus
and brown bulrushes has not yet arrived. The inhabitants
seem to have plenty to talk about, as usual, as the boat scrapes
under the bridges of the Mar Nullah Canal ; and its roof
' Passages from letters arc distinguished from the journal by being
enclosed in brackets.
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makes the ripe mulberries rattle down like a shower of hail
from overhanging trees. Alas ! as we emerge from the canal
the whole country appears like one vast lake, and it becomes
evident that instead of getting to our destination by sunset,
vvhen the other boat, coming up the river from Baramula with
the Peshawar ladies, is to meet us, we shall be many hours
late. As a matter of fact, it is Friday morning before either
boat reaches Gunderbal. [I am in a little of a plight, as the
servant engaged to attend on me has disappeared, and my
temperature goes up to 103°, a point at which one does not
enjoy cooking, washing up, or bed-making particularly. How-
ever, the boatman does anything he can, and I am wonderfully
better next day.] The rushing Sind River, coming straight
down from the snows, makes Gunderbal far cooler than
Srinngar, though it is only fifteen miles off.
^'- July ^th. — [I have a very pleasant meeting in the morning
with Miss Werthmiiller and Miss Kutter, both from Canton
Berne, and Miss Phillips, out since 1884, with whom I
chum in one of the tents. All are of the C.E.Z.M.S., and I
think we shall be a veiy happy party. The Swiss ladies
are great walkers and mountaineers. IMiss Phillips is not
very strong, and travels in a dandy, in which she kindly
insists on putting me for a part of our first march. My
dear Biscuit is on his best behaviour, and my syce, who
knows the whole country well, is a great help in many ways.
The Peshawar ladies have brought a nice little Pathan cook-
bearer, and their horse and syce.] The first day's march
to Kangan is cheered by the scents of wild roses and rich
jasmine, which drape the trees with snowy clusters for many
miles. Halting to pitch tents within view of the crags of
Haramuk, we are hailed by a kind greeting and invitation
to dine from Captain and Mrs. Albert Tyndale-Biscoe, on
their way down from Sonamarg."
[In a letter to Elliott Miss Phillips thus describes the
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meeting : " It was just four weeks before she was called
Home that your beloved Miss Irene Petrie stepped off her
boat to greet us. I remember being struck by her brightness
then, as I was often afterwards, and we had a delightful
afternoon together. ... I soon got to love her, she was so
thoughtful and did so many kind things unobtrusively. It
was a great pleasure to me to watch her sketching, and how
she loved singing!" Mrs. C. E. Tyndale-Biscoe writes:
"A letter from my sister-in-law with whom Irene dined at
Kangan, says, ' That kind Miss Petrie gave me another lesson
on the guitar last night. She told me her temperature was
up to 103° the night before, when she was all alone in
the dunga. I did feel sorry for her, but she seemed to
think it rather a joke, and appeared as well and cheery as
usual.* "]
'^/uly 10th. — The ascent to Gund is a typically lovely
march, between fresh green rice fields, trickling streams,
blossoming trees, the rushing river, grassy slopes, forest-clad
heights, and beyond, crags and snowy summits. Here, under
walnut-trees, tents are pitched for Sunday, July nth.
" Afonday, July 1 2/A, is happily fine for that most beautiful
of marches, the ascent to Sonamarg, and grand indeed the
snow peaks and glaciers look above the endless pine forests.
In two places the roaring Sind River has burst right over
the path, and farther on we have our first experience of
the snow slopes on avalanche tracks before reaching the
green meadows of Sonamarg.
^^July i2,th. — Our last ride among the pine forests to Baltal
is a very lovely one. Exquisite alpine flowers and asparagus
fern grow in clusters under the trees. Here and there
avalanches have fallen right across the river, which has forced
a way through, between high cliffs of ice and snow, leaving
a big snow slope on the bank, by which we are going.
Many of the mountains have pinnacles like the Chamonix
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Aiguilles. Our camp is just at the foot of the Zoji-Iii,
opposite the peaks (17,000 feet), which overshadow the Cave
of Amarnath, whence the Sind has it source. Though only
9,000 feet above the sea, we find the breezes chilly already.
[We have got on so far most comfortably and happily. I
am with such nice, kind companions, and the mountain air
is a wonderful tonic. I hope this grand trip will set me
up for many a long day to come.]
^^July \^th. — By 5 a.m. our procession is starting, and the
four ladies, dandy, two ponies, six servants, ten baggage
ponies, and ten coolies, wind across the first glacier of the
Zoji-Lk in a thin Hne. After a long pull of 2,000 feet up
the steep, zig-zag path, we give the green and wooded land
of Kashmir a last look, and turn into the long valley between
peaks 14,000 feet high and upwards, which is the summit of
the Pass. Here for many hours we tramp along the snow.
At first no water is seen in the hollow, then at its bottom
the glacier is broken, and the streamlet of the Dras River
appears, trickling between vast blue cliff's of ice, to the north-
east, for we have crossed the water-shed. Our horses look
remonstrance for being brought into such places ; the little
terrier from Peshawar is trembling with fright and cold in
the bearer's arms. It is like nothing we have seen before,
except pictures of Greenland. The river grows bigger and
more tumultuous, and the horses are led through the water
breast high to the path beyond. An oasis where the snow
is melted, and pretty yellow and white anemones have come
hurrying out, enables us to sit down for lunch ; but the water
we boil for cocoa seems curiously cold, till we realise the
effect of 11,500 feet of altitude upon boiling point. At last
we reach spongy meadows, with only occasional glaciers.
One or two of these are a test for the giddily disposed, as
the path is only a foot wide, and below the ice slopes with
tremendous steepness to the perpendicular cliffs rising from
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the rushing river. At 4.30 p.m., after about ten hours' walking,
we reach Malayan, where the stone-built, flat-roofed thana
for travellers has already a Central Asian look. Here our
tents flap vigorously in the bitter wind, and we pile on all
our wraps. The village is small, but quite a concourse of
patients assemble, to whom Miss Werthmiiller, the 'doctor
Miss Sahib,' ministers.
"y///y i^tlu — Weather looks forbidding, and we feel rather
tired still. However, Matayan is not attractive enough to
detain us, and we start on again, down a bleak valley, brightened
only with a yellow, flowering, poisonous kind of samphire.
During the twelve miles' march to Dras we pass a solitary
village of Pandras, where the poor, half-starved looking people
must get a very scanty living on the late crops of barley
growing on the few ledges which can be irrigated and culti-
vated among these bleak heights. It is a relief to get into
the more open valleys and see small villages and patches of
green. The people must lead a strange, isolated life, and their
haggard faces and ragged, patched garments suggest great
poverty \ the coolies brought in response to our parwana
seem far weaker than Kashmiris. They wear conspicuous
Mussulman charms, and carry a steel and tinder-box for
kindling light with flints. Fuel is very scarce, the willows
in a tiny plantation by the thanadar's house being almost
the only trees in the land. But all that we see gives a
pleasing impression on these Dras people. Two years ago,
when Dr. Neve passed through, he was greeted by an old
patient, who wished his little son to be given a Christian
education. This boy, Karema, has been living at Holton
Cottage ever since, and attending the C.M.S. School. All
like him as a bright, wiUing little fellow, and hope he may
become a true Christian and go and teach his own people
some day. As yet, however, he has much to learn. Lately,
when asked if he knew why the missionaries had come to
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Kashmir, he replied that it must be because they could not
get bread enough in their own country, an answer which one
understands after visiting Dras. The thanadar is a Punjabi,
and his ladies beg us to go and see them. Miss Werthmiiller
and I pay them quite a long visit. They produce their stock
of literature — a volume of Hindu mythology with pictures,
written in Sanskrit characters, which they can read, and a
Kashmiri New Testament, which unhappily they cannot read.
Christian teaching is evidently quite new to them, but they
are delighted with some of Mrs. Grimke's Hindi texts, and
with the promise of a Hindi Testament, which I hope to
send them later on.
^^Jidy 16th. — We march twenty miles, nearly all on roads
so bad that it is getting dark when we reach Kharbu.
Leaving the broad Dras Valley, we are shut into a long,
cheerless gorge, surrounded by bare, towenng heights. At
intervals the monotony of the path along the precipice
becomes broken by a waterfall, which the ponies have to be
led through, while we cross by a bridge made of some three
thin, round, pine branches, with a few scraps of basketwork
laid on them and held down by stones. Mountain travelling
accustoms one to many things one could not dare in cold
blood at home. Masses of wild roses in full bloom adorn
the scene, many lizards inhabit the rocks, a large kind of
magpie ventures close to us, and the voice of the cuckoo
is heard higher than any other.
^^/uly i']th. — At an early hour tents are struck and sent
on, and we try to cover as much ground as possible before
the great heat sets in, for we have descended to 8,300 feet.
Moreover, supplies are running short, and it is important
to reach a place for Sunday where the servants can get
a good meal, which they cannot do in these poor little
hamlets. The road seems rather worse than yesterday's,
its last stage being along the Suru River. But it is refreshing
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to look at the green villages about Kargil, and our camp
on a hillside among poplars is a nice resting-place for
Sunday^ July \Zth. We read the service in the only shady
nook that can be found — a large stone by a stream under
scraggy willows. The midday heat is intense, and we are
glad to enjoy some cooler breezes in the starlight after dinner,
till startled by a stream of water which has just broken
through a nullah higher up the hill, bringing a small river
right through our tents.
""July igth. — Continued fatigue, fever, and the uncertainties
of the next march, owing to the destruction of Kargil bridge,
detain us for one more hot day, and we reap the benefit of
the Kargil postmaster's intelligence in stopping various letters
addressed to us at Leh. [We are all very glad of two
days' rest here, though in this strange, barren land of huge
mountains and roaring rivers the sun is shining with such
strength as one has imagined in an Arabian desert only.
The air is marvellously clear and dry. Our servants are all
doing well, the ladies are delightful, and we are very thankful
for freedom from accident and mishap so far.]
"July 2oth. — There is nothing for it but to make a long
detour up the Suru Valley, where at Kinor, fifteen miles on,
the river can be crossed by another bridge, shaky enough,
but just able to bear our procession in small detachments.
We come under the brow of some perpendicular mountains,
reminding one of pictures of Sinai, and arrive after dark at
Tikzan.
''July 2\st. — A gray day with showers — unusual experience
for these parts — makes our march particularly pleasant. We
begin with a steep ascent of 800 feet to a plateau, where are
wild roses of all shades of pink and white ; then comes a
descent into a valley; then another ascent of 2,000 feet
and a delightful breezy walk over the hills, with splendid
views on all sides. A curious rocky valley with reddish cliffs
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like pillars leads down past the old Sikh fort to Paskim,
and there, soon after our arrival, we have the pleasure of
seeing Dr. Arthur Neve, Mr. Millais, and Mr. G. Tyndale-
Biscoe, who have come from Dras by another pass, and are
on their way to Nubra. They dine with us, and we hear
how one of the shakiest of the bridges on this side of the
Zoji-Lk was washed away the day after we crossed, and
the sahibs had to wade through the roaring current ; also
how a hundred patients had come to the doctor in Dras, and
forty in Kinor that morning.
''''July 22nd. — It is somewhat exciting to know that to-day
we shall reach the Buddhist country. At Shergol we see
the first monastery, some flags waving before it. Then, as
the valley opens out, the rocks and mountains begin to
assume the fantastic shapes associated with Tibet, and we
feel more than hitherto the curious effect of the clear, rarified
air in the deception it causes as to distances. The huge,
spire-like rock at Mulbekh, with the monastery perched on
its extreme pinnacle, seems higher than Ehrenbreitstein, and
more striking in outline than Gibraltar. Here we see
chortens and manis — raised by the piety of many bygone
generations — and red-robed monks, and pigtailed men with
jolly, smiling faces and willing ways. . . . The three sahibs
invite us to dine in their cosy little camp.
''July 27^rd. — We follow the course of the Wakka for some
miles farther, then the path leads by a small side stream
along a gloomy nullah, walled in by absolutely bare rocks,
and overlooked by one gigantic, perpendicular peak, with a
horse's skeleton in the foreground. This is the Namika-L^
(13,000 feet high), and a more dried up, desolate place it
would be difficult to imagine. The forbidding look of these
mountains in the fierce noonday glare reminds one of the
scenery near Aden. The Pass is easy throughout, and we
enter another valley, in which are some more spire-like rocks.
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crowned with ruined buildings ; they must have been placed
there by people as skilled in rock-climbing as the little
Tibetan goats. Under one of these we pitch our tents,
by a second village called Kharbu (11,780 feet high),
shut in by the weirdest rocks and peaks, among which
the watercourses, with fresh, running streams, have been
cleverly led on all sides. The reds and yellows and purples
of the hills at sunset are extraordinary ; but the would-be
sketcher is completely baffled by the scenery here. All
previously conceived ideas of sketching seem as upside down
as everything else in Tibet. The queer shapes, utter absence
apparently of atmospheric effects, unprecedented colours,
and extraordinary dryness of the air, which arrests the flow
of one's pigments, are difficulties hitherto undreamed of.
European travellers of any kind are not common, and ladies
with paint-boxes appear strange monstrosities in the puzzled
eyes of the ladies of these parts, who come to say ^ Ju '
(' Salaam ') very politely. The people all seem friendly ; and
the thanadar, having received a letter about us from the
Leh friends, is most attentive. Either from the elevation or
the sun, both Miss Phillips and the writer are on the sick-
list, so a three days' halt for recruiting is made.
^'/ufy 24M is, alas ! almost a lost day. Few things have
such a vexatiously incapacitating effect as this sun-fever ;
the only longing is to lie in a heap, seeing, hearing, eating,
doing nothing.
" Sunday, /ufy 2$th. — The breezes are fresher, the invalids
are better, and the able-bodied have discovered a charming
little cathedral, a semi-cave in the great rock above the
watercourse, with embellishment of delicate ferns and alpine
flowers. Here, at 11.30 and 6.30, in a veritable temple not
made with hands, the three sahibs, who reached Kharbu
yesterday, join the four ladies for two very happy services.
Dr. Neve is chaplain, the other sahibs read the lessons, and
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a chapter of Ian Maclaren's Mind of the Master^ which I
had brought with me, forms our sermon. I jot down a few
Cathedral Psalter chants, and we venture on a fully choral
service. Dr. Neve says it must be the first time the Psalms
have been sung thus in Tibet, and these must be the first
Christian services ever held in Kharbu. May they not be
the last!"
[" I can see Irene now — dear girl ! — leading us in our service
of praise," writes Miss Phillips. "The hymns she chose
were 'The sands of time are sinking,' 'For all the saints
who from their labours rest,' and ' Peace, perfect peace, in
this dark world of sin ? ' "]
'■^ July 2(ith. — We enjoy a quiet day at picturesque Kharbu
getting various sketches. The pretty green oasis, with waving
barley in the fields and hedges of wild roses, is such a welcome
break among the bare, stony hills around. Another great
spire-like rock, crowned with ancient fortifications, which
seem now quite inaccessible, forms the most striking feature
of the scene."
[She wrote her last letter to her sister that day, saying :
"We are pretty far in the wilds now; really among the lamas
and monasteries and chortens and manis. This is indeed a
queer land, unlike anything else. Even the rocks look
perfectly uncanny. . . . You and the dear ones are constantly
in my thoughts, and nearly every night I dream that we
are in London together. It is so funny to alight from a
Metropolitan train, or turn aside from a Piccadilly shop, as I
did this morning, and open one's eyes in a tent in Tibet. . . .
Miss Phillips, about whom we were rather anxious, consulted
Dr. Neve, who recommended resting till Tuesday and taking
our journey as easily as possible. So we shall hardly reach
Leh before the 31st, but still hope to see something of the
missionary friends and their work. Dr. Neve has put me
also on a course of quinine, so I expect to have no more
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fever, and already feel quite well. We are all enjoying our
stay in this interesting place."]
^' July 21th. — We march farther up the valley, and ascend by
an easy slope the Futu-Lk. The peaks all round are magnifi-
cent, and from the top of the Pass there are grand views of the
ranges on all sides. Unlike the Zoji-Lk, these two last passes
are free from snow. The chortens and manis on every side
become countless as we descend two thousand feet to Lamayuru,
which must therefore be specially holy. We go up to pay our
respects to the monks and nuns in the queer-looking rookery
of a monastery. Two wild, dirty figures, bare-headed and
clothed in red rags, receive us, and conduct us through the
doorway, with its big prayer-wheel, up narrow stairs and
passages, past dark, gaping holes and clefts, and the proverbial
fierce mastiff of Tibetan gonpas. A lock and key of unique
design fastens the chapel door, and when this swings back we
pass into a dimly lighted chamber, hung round with coloured,
Chinese-looking scrolls; low kneeling-stools being ranged up
and down the floor for the thirty or forty monks whose duty
it is to pray for the community, they in their turn supporting
the monastic institutions. Upon the altar, raised on gaudily
painted boxes, are set small water vessels and oil lamps, all in
burnished brass. Vases of flowers and fans of peacock feathers
and paper lanterns are prominent. In the midst of these is
an ofl"ering of grain to the long row of gaudy idols behind the
altar, amongst whom Buddha and Chamba are conspicuous.
A copper vessel is opened to display the ever-burning lamp
— a lighted wick floating in oil. We are shown the musical
instruments — gongs, trumpets, bells, rattles, shawms — and
the books. Permission is given to make pictures, and Miss
Kutter and I have a busy twenty minutes photographing
and sketching, in spite of the unspeakable stuffiness of the
atmosphere. We ask after the nuns, and they produce one, a
giggling young lady also dressed in red rags, who proudly
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stands beside the lamas to be photographed. . . . The Lama-
yuru people are not troubled with shyness. All round our
tents they cluster, and two girls, with the assurance of Ladaki
ladies, come inside bringing roses, and then squat down to
watch us brushing our hair. We get rid of them happily
by presenting each with an English pin ! "
Besides the journal, which ends here, there are sketch-books
containing more than a dozen water-colour sketches made
by Irene during this journey : in the foregrounds manis and
chortens, in the middle distance grotesque rocks of crudest
colouring, in the distance towering snow mountains — all rapid
work en route, but full of vigour and spirit ; and one who
knows the region says : " She has quite caught the rich colour-
ing peculiar to Ladakh." There are half a dozen pencil
landscapes, too, with full memoranda for carrying them out
in colour later on, and telling outlines of picturesque figures
at many places, and curiosities from Lhasa seen at Lamayuru.
The last sketch was made on July 30th.
In a letter written to Mr. C E. Tyndale-Biscoe on July 27 th
Irene says : "We hope to reach Leh on July 31st, get about
four days there, and then return. The entire change is doing
us all a world of good, and we are such a happy party."
This same day she was eagerly planning that when the
Swiss ladies turned back, she and Miss Phillips would go on
together to Himis, which would have involved the great
fatigue of riding a yak. There are two jottings in her diary
for the coming August: ''August 4/'//.— Godson," to remind
her of the birthday of the little son of Mr. Sircar, who had
left Srinagar for the Baring High School at Batala some time
since ; and " August 20th. — Hindi Gospel for Dras thanadar's
ladies," to remind her to follow up what had been her very
last bit of missionary work. " Returning from Leh,'" writes
Miss Phillips, who sent the promised book, " I went in to see
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the women at Dras, and told them about her having passed
away. They seemed to have been much impressed by her
visit." In a letter to her sister of July 19th Irene had said
she would be thinking specially of her elder nephew on August
22nd (his third birthday), and had ordered the Child's Bible
for him from London as her birthday gift.
So truly in the midst of life she was in death ! " It is
almost impossible," wrote Miss Coverdale, reporting to head-
quarters, " to realise that it is Miss Petrie who has gone
and will never come back to us. She seemed so unlikely
to die (if one may say such a thing) — so full of life and
energy and plans, not at all intended for death."
But for her that toilsome journey had been one prolonged
battle with a malady well known to be most fatal to the young
and strong. " She started in spite of fever," says Dr. Neve,
"justified, perhaps, in thinking that a change of air and a holiday
would put her all right." " She suffered with fever off and
on most of the time," say the Swiss ladies, " but was the life
of the party, equal to more than any of the other three." It
seemed to be no more than an ordinary attack of fever, not
at all uncommon on the road from Srinagar to Leh. What
could not be discovered yet was that while she was suffering
from ordinary fever in the fierce midsummer of Srinagar
the germs of typhoid had found their way into her system,
doubtless through the foul smells of that unclean city. The
exhilarating mountain air, and possibly her own spirit and
determination, had retarded their development.
Higher and higher she went, deeper and deeper into the
heart of the mighty mountains it had been the dream of her
life to see, intent only on the idea of renewing her strength
that she might continue to tell those least likely to hear it from
others that God loved them. And neither she nor anyone
else knew how few were the marches between her and Home
as she nightly pitched her moving tent. We have seen that
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love of home was one of her ruling passions, and among the
very few possessions she took with her to Leh were the
portraits of her parents and her sister Evelyn. She had
given up the earthly home freely and for ever ; but now,
her work being accomplished, she was to rejoin those dearly
loved ones in a moment, and to be, like them, for ever " at
Home with the Lord."
After the happy services in "Kharbu Cathedral," as they
called it, the three sahibs had gone on their adventurous way.
A week or two later they approached Leh, expecting to see
there the colleague whom they regarded, says Dr. Neve, as
" the strongest and most able of the lady zenana visitors."
But when they drew near the city a messenger met them with
fatal news, and they entered it to find only a new-made grave.
On July 27th Irene had used for the last time the pen whose
speed had always been a proverb among her friends. She
had then done over two hundred miles of the journey,
reckoning their detour. Sixty-six miles remained, of which
Miss Phillips writes thus : —
"On July 28th Irene seemed perfectly well. I had been
ill, and I was so touched by her thoughtfulness. We had to
cross a very high pass. Being in a dandy, I travelled slowly ;
and though I said nothing about it, I much dreaded the possi-
bility of an attack of illness when alone. A few miles on,
dear, sweet Irene came to me and said : ' I am going to stay
with you all the time. You shall not be alone at all to-day.'
I remember so well her joy on reaching the top of the pass,
and seeing the glorious views all round.
*' On July 29th we had a long and difficult march. After
starting about 6 a.m. we found, four hours later, that the
Indus had overflowed its banks, and it was necessary to go
through the water. It was too deep to ride through, so
she was carried over in my dandy — an uncomfortable and
rather dangerous experience. Then we had to cross a
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perilous track on the face of the rock. It was fearfully
hot, and she said to me, * I am feeling this terrible sun
so much.' I had to go on without stopping, as my men
carried me very slowly. She stayed in the shadow of
a great rock, and overtook me at the entrance of our
camping-ground. We were both tired out, and after tea I
begged her to go to bed. ' No,' she said ; 'it is so dull in
bed. I could not bear it.' So she took a little sketch of
the mountains in the glorious sunset glow." (One, if not
two, vigorous water-colours of snow peaks rising beyond the
gloom of dense woods represent that evening's work.)
"About 8 a.m. on Friday, July 30th, we passed through
the picturesque village of Bazgo. ' I must just sketch this,*
she said; and springing from her pony, she sat on a stone,
and took a rapid pencil-sketch, putting in notes to guide her
as to future colouring, and expatiating on the beauty of the
scene. . . . She arrived at Pyang just as it was getting dusk.
I had been there an hour, and ran out to meet her. She
said, ' I am so tired,' and cried a Httle. Miss Werthmiiller
suggested that it would be better for her to stay at Pyang
till Saturday afternoon.
"Saturday, July 31st, I stayed with her, and the others
went on in the early morning. At midday she said she did
not think she could sit on her pony, and asked whether I
thought we had better stay another day. All the servants
and food had gone on ; it was a desolate place ; her tempera-
ture was 104°, and I knew there was a doctor in Leh, twelve
miles away. So I sent for the headman of the village, and
told him he must get men to carry her on her bedstead ;
and at 5 o'clock, when it was cooler, I took her off."
Miss Kant thus describes her arrival : —
" Dear Miss Petrie had written to me about coming up
to Leh this summer, and I was looking forward to her
visit with great pleasure. . . . We expected her party during
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the forenoon of Saturday; but only the two Swiss ladies
arrived, telling us that Miss Phillips and Miss Petrie would
not come in till the evening, as the latter had suffered
very much from fever during the last three days. This
news rather alarmed me, and I thought it would be better
if Miss Petrie would share my own room, instead of
being in a house in the compound with the other ladies,
as I should be better able to look after her and ' mother '
her, especially as Dr. Neve had told me that she had been
really overworking herself before leaving Srinagar. How glad
have I been that God did put this into my mind ! We
went out in the evening to meet the two ladies, and were
greatly alarmed first to see Miss Petrie's riderless pony led
in by the syce, and presently to see her carried on a bedstead.
But in her lively manner she made light of it, and wanted
to walk the rest of the way. She was carried into the com-
pound, and just rose to v/alk into my room, which she was
never to leave. ... I found her temperature alarmingly
high, and at once went for Dr. Neve.
" On Sunday she wanted to get up for the English service,
to which she was eagerly looking forward, and was greatly dis-
tressed when I said that Dr. Neve did not wish her to rise till
he had seen her. Flowers from my little garden gave her so
much pleasure, and she repeatedly said she felt as if she were
in old England again."
Miss Phillips says of that Sunday : *' She seemed so lively
and bright that there was difficulty in keeping her in bed.
Mrs. Francke told me afterwards they thought she could not
be ill at all. ... I told her all about the service, which seemed
to please her. Miss V/erthmiiller and Miss Kutter had to
return to India on Wednesday ; but I felt I could not leave
her, so stayed on and helped to nurse her."
Only on that day was the real nature of her illness suspected.
On Monday, August :;nd, Dr. Neve left her in the hands oi
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Dr. Graham, State surgeon at Leh, a man as able as himself,
having arranged that special messengers should recall him at
once if matters took an unfavourable turn. Her fine constitu-
tion and the skilled care of Miss Kant gave Dr. Neve every
reason to expect that the fever would run a normal and favour-
able course, approach the crisis on his return some ten days
later, and detain her in all some six weeks at Leh. Not being
absolutely certain yet that it was typhoid, they never told her
what they feared ; and the only thing that seemed to distress
Irene herself was the breaking up of others' plans through her
detention. On Tuesday she remarked that the illness must
have been sent to teach her patience, words showing that she
had no idea that her end was drawing near. " I was, however,
strongly impressed," says Miss Phillips, "with the conviction,
not that her life was nearly over, but that some great change
in it was at hand ; that she would not resume the old routine
in Srinagar. She seemed to be recapitulating and weighing
all her work there, as if she were closing a chapter."
We return now to Miss Kant's narrative : " Monday was a
trying night, and Miss Phillips, to whom she seemed greatly
attached, sat up with her. . . . On Tuesday afternoon the
home mail arrived. It contained a photograph of her younger
nephew (a baby scarcely a year old) in his mother's arms.
How she did love to have this picture ! I am truly thank-
ful that it arrived on that day ; had it come a day later, I
fear she would hardly have had power to recognise it. I put
it on a little table beside her bed, with a vase of sweet peas,
mignonette, and carnations. Her eyes rested on it again and
again, and her frequent remark was, ' Are they not dear, sweet
things ? ' I am so glad our Heavenly Father gave her this last
taste of earthly love ; she did so fully enjoy it, and was so
thankful for it. On Wednesday there were marked signs of
sinking strength. ... In the afternoon I read her the first
page of her sister's letter, and she enjoyed it much, looking
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forward to the rest, which we were never able to give her.
She remarked, ' I did worry very much about several things
during the first day, but I have asked our Father to take it all
away, and He has done so, and now I can be quite contented.'
It was so touching to hear her expressions of thankfulness
for the little I was able to do for her. We could not do very
much, but I know from all the members of our mission that
what we did was done in Christian love, and it was a pleasure
to be able to do it. A remark of hers on Wednesday, when I
was doing something for her, was, * I am so glad the Lord sees
everything you arc doing for me. I am only one of the least,
yet He has said He will reward what ye do for one of the
least' This was about the last really intelligent utterance.
On Thursday consciousness was fading away more and more.
All through Friday she was perfectly unconscious and did not
speak one word."
On Friday morning Mrs. Fichtner wrote to Mrs. Tyndale-
Biscoe that Irene was lying unconscious, but that Dr. Graham
saw no actual danger; and Miss Phillips wrote a letter to
her sister, suggesting that on its receipt — i.e., six weeks later —
a telegraphic message of love should be sent from Canada.
But in the late afternoon Dr. Graham noticed a failure of
the pulse that made him send instantly for Dr. Neve, express-
ing a fear that he might not be in time. This was the first
note of real apprehension. In the evening she began to speak
again, making an inquiry about her pony's feed on the level
of ordinary talk that reassured Miss Phillips, who went to
bed feeling quite happy about her. But the experienced
Miss Kant saw an expression in her face showing that the
words merely reflected what had passed in her mind before
consciousness failed, and said this was the worst sign of all.
Miss Kant continues : ** Dr. Graham seemed more hopeful
when he left her at 10, but gave orders that he was to be
summoned again at 12. I then put her in charge of Mrs.
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Francke, and for some time after heard her trying to sing.
Then all was quiet, till suddenly Mrs. Francke called me. I
was at the bedside in a moment, just in time to see the
last breath taking its flight from this earthly body."
She was spared the pain of parting tears.
She was spared all mortal strife ;
It was scarcely dying ; she only passed
In a moment to endless life.
The last words she listened to before she became un-
conscious were these : " Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace,
whose mind is stayed on Thee : because he trusteth in Thee."
The Christmas child, whose name was Peace, who gave her
life to preach the Gospel of Peace, who would, we are told,
always be remembered first of all as " the peacemaker,"
entered into the peace of God under the shadow of the
great monastery with its vain dream of the peace of Buddha.
Very unusual had the issue of the illness been. After
an abnormally lengthened preliminary stage, suddenly, ere
the crisis was reached, heart failure supervened, due partly
to the great altitude and fatigue of the journey, partly to
reaction, after fighting the malady inch by inch instead of
succumbing to it at once. Four restless days of fever,
nearly two days of unconsciousness, then, without gasp or
struggle, almost imperceptibly, her spirit passed, summoned in
a moment, from the promise of many years of happy, fruitful
work, into the immediate Presence of her Lord. IMost literally
fulfilled was His promise : *' If a man keep My word, he
shall never taste of death." To her, even more than to
most, gradual loss of health, slowly failing power to accom-
plish what she willed to do, prolonged helplessness, would
have been a keen trial. Moreover, this Hfe had been sweet
to her, and ready as she was to die, she, who was dear to
so many, and to whom her chosen work was so dear, had
many reasons for desiring to live. So for her, and surely it
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was a token that God had pleasure in her single-hearted
service, there was no " sadness of farewell," no vain longing in
the last hours for her dearest, no sense of our sorrow in losing
her. One Friday she was sketching meadow and mountain
with her wonted delight, next Friday she was breathing out
her life in song in the hour of release from all suffering.
For full of hopes and plans for the morrow as she was, her
work had already been faithfully done, and " she fell asleep
Hke a tired child on her father's knee." Such is the simple
description of her end given by the young wife of Mr.
Francke, who adds : " I think it a great blessing to have
been allowed to be present when this blessed child of God
was called Home. . . . All who witnessed it will never forget
the impression it made."
And for her who lay now, they said, "with a lovely flush
on her cheek, looking so beautiful that it was hard not to
believe she would presently awaken as from happy dreams,"
for her who had all her life made music, this same Mrs.
Francke gave her harp-case, and out of it Mr. Francke and
Dr. Graham wrought the coffin ; and only Christian hands
bore her to her grave in the Moravian God's Acre outside
Leh, to rest beside the noble Marx and Redslob.
On Sunday evening, August 8th, all the missionaries and
all the native Christians gathered in the little chapel, with
Captain Stewart, the Queen's representative at Leh, who
had sent most beautiful flowers and had desired to be one
of the bearers. After a Tibetan hymn Dr. Graham read
the Anglican Burial Service, the four ladies sang " For all
the saints who from their labours rest," Mr. Francke gave
an address, and then they sang in Tibetan the beautiful
aria "Wo findet die Seele die heimath, die ru'.ie." The
service was concluded in the God's Acre with "Jesus mcine
Zuversicht" in Tibetan, followed by Mr. Fichtner reading
the Tibetan litany, portions of Scripture, and mure German
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chorales. Dr. Graham then finished the Anglican service,
and the ladies sang "Peace, perfect peace."
So Irene " sleeps to wake " where the giant mountains she
had from earliest childhood longed to see keep watch and ward
over the little grass-grown grave. Miss Kant planted clematis,
" caring for it as if it had been the grave of her own sister " ;
and every Easter Day the Moravians meet on that spot to give
thanks in a special liturgy for those who have departed in the
faith since the Feast of the Resurrection was last celebrated.
On Sunday, August 15th, there were memorial services at
Srinagar. " I preached a funeral sermon at St. Luke's," says
Mr. Knowles, " from the text i Cor. xv. 19, exhorting the
congregation to remember that the better part of our hope
in Christ is laid up for us in heaven. Miss Petrie, I know,
felt this very much, or she could not, as she told me once,
have done the things she did. The hymn after the sermon,
' For ever with the Lord,' was one of her favourites." At the
evening service in All Saints' Mr. Tyndale-Biscoe preached
from I Cor. xv. 58, referring to her bright example and the
Power that led her to leave all for Christ's sake, saying that
while many are ready to scoff at missionaries and suggest that
they have ulterior motives, no one could say that it was desire
for position or love of travel that brought her to Kashmir.
She had heard the call of Christ Himself, and obeyed it.
Before the darling youngest child, for whom she had
cherished so many fond hopes, was given to her, Irene's
mother carefully copied out in her graceful writing a poem
called *' The Missionary's Grave," which concludes thus :
Here a soldier's ashes rest
In this desert spot of ground ;
Long the foe around him pressed,
Now he is with glory crowned.
Let the world its heroes praise,
Round their tombs its laurels twine ;
May the Christian's fighting days
And the Christian's srrave be mine !
CHAPTER XIV
AN INSPIRING MEMORY
If I could have such a memory of one as dear to me, I think the joy
would outweigh the sorrow. — A Letter of Condolence.
One death in the mission field is worth six lives at home. — T. V.
French, BisJiop of Lahore.
IRENE PETRIE was universally and deeply lamented,"
says the historian of the C.M.S., and it is no mere
stereotyped phrase concerning one who had, like King David,
bowed the heart of all who knew her. Few taken so early can
have been more widely mourned, can have left so far-reaching
an influence. The news came as an enduring personal sorrow
to very many to whom she was " our beloved Irene," and
ever extending circles all wept and bewailed her, beginning
at Leh with those who had nursed her so tenderly, one of
whom had first seen her that day four weeks ago, the other
had taken her as a slight acquaintance into her room to
mother her less than one week before. " What one felt and
still feels about it," wrote Miss Kant to Mrs. Tyndale-Biscoe,
" one can hardly say. It is too much for words. She had
grown so dear to us during the few days she was amongst us."
And the doctor, who had done all that human skill could
do for her, wrote thus to a medical confrere : " Why such a
strong, earnest, clever, happy worker should have been taken,
our short sight cannot see. For India's sake I would most
gladly have taken her place."
Ill
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The news reached Srinagar, and " it was as when a standard
bearer faiateth." Dr. Neve wrote in Picturesque Kashmir
(p. 123): "Our stay in Ladakh was saddened by the illness
and death of Miss Irene Petrie, a charming and accomplished
young lady " ; and in his annual report : " The Mission
Hospital has lost a true and generous friend. An honorary
missionary of rare gifts and accomplishments, a good linguist,
unselfish, sympathetic in manner, given to good works, her
sudden Home call has left a gap in our small mission band
which it will be hard to fill " ; and in a private letter : " All the
mission will feel it, not merely for a few weeks, but for months
and years. But surely one will ever be thankful for having
known her, till tht time of the ever-blessed reunion takes place."
Mr. Knowles wrote to headquarters : " I scarcely know
how to write. . . . 'Tis hard to say, and still harder to feel,
God's will be done. Miss Petrie was such a true friend,
such a devoted worker, such a real helpmeet in the work.
Only a little while was she spared to us, but her goodness
and her earnestness will live in our memories for many a
day. Only a short while was she spared to the work, but
her ministration among these people of Kashmir will endure
for a long time as a power in the lives of many of them."
Miss Hull wrote : " The news came to me as a most
terrible shock, and it seemed so much to change and sadden
one's life that one so bright and full of life and energy should
have so soon ended her earthly course. I have indeed lost
in her a most kind and loving friend, whom I shall sorely
miss. ... I trust I shall come in time to rejoice with her
who rejoices now in her Saviour's Presence ; at present the
sense of loss prevails over everything." At a meeting in
London in 1899 she said: "Irene Petrie's short and bright
life and work among us will always be a holy memory."
Mr. Tyndale-Biscoe wrote : " Kashmir has lost the truest
of friends. For many months she has been a true, loving
AN INSPIRING MEMORY 333
sister to us, and we have shared one another's joys and
sorrows."
Mrs. Tyndale-Biscoe wrote : " It seems impossible to
realise that dear Irene has gone from us. Such a wonderful
life of usefulness and brightness, spent in love and thought-
fulness for others; herself always last, or rather nowhere at
all. She has left a very great blank in our home ; she was
so entirely one with us. . . . But we both feel that it is one
of the happiest calls Home that we know, for one so ready
and just a little tired with the burden and heat of the day."
Miss Coverdale wrote to headquarters : " We could ill
spare her, and are inclined to think that God's work here
must suffer through her removal ; but we know that He
would not have taken her if His work or plans would be
hindered thereby. It has been my sad duty to tell all her
zenana pupils, and without exception there has been great
lamenting."
Miss Howatson wrote on January loth, 1898: "I visit
several of Miss Petrie's zenanas, and it is a great happiness
to me to hear the oft-repeated words of praise and love spoken
of her by her pupils. She is much missed and mourned
by them. Some of the women, when they first heard the
sad news, shed honest tears of sorrow, and we wept together.
But one brave little Mohammedan girl said, * Never mind.
Miss Sahib. Surely she is with God now, for see how she
loved and served Him here on earth.' "
The news reached the homeland, and fresh as if she had
not been four years away was the grief over what one
neighbour called " the overwhelming calamity of her ever-
to-be-lamented early death."
" I feel completely stunned," wrote a friend living in
Switzerland. " Her dear, sweet face is looking at me now
from my writing-table, where I have always loved to have
it, and seems to say, It is not true."
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" She was such a bright, devoted young creature ! It seems
as if a star had gone out," wrote a London friend.
"The world seems emptier since your sweet sister left it,"
wrote the author of C.M.S. Sketches.
" Our dear, bright, splendid Irene," wrote the distinguished
artist who had painted her portrait, "how dearly we loved
her ! How we admired and prized her ! One feels every-
thing poorer without her."
" I cannot express the feeling that comevs over me when
I think that I shall never more look upon that lovely form
or Usten to her voice," wrote a life-long friend, who only
survived her a few months.
"Like everyone else who came across her," wrote her
friend at Mitcham, " I found her friendship and the winning
influence of her bright spirit inexpressibly helpful; and it is
hardly possible to say how much we owe here to the work
she did in helping to start and promote missionary interest
among our girls. They loved working for her; and it was
very touching to see the real sorrow with which they heard
of her death."
The following words, pathetic in their very simplicity, were
written by a Highland woman, in whose cottage Irene had
twice spent some days : " Dear, dear Miss Petrie has gone
home — sweet, loving, kind, gentle, noble Miss Petrie ! When
I read it, I just sat down at the fireside and wept till I
was tired."
The news reached friends in Canada, the United States,
New Zealand, Japan, and in each place the sound of
lamentation was taken up.
" It seems impossible," wrote the friend in Japan whom
we met in Chapter IX. invalided home, " to believe
that it can be true. She looked so bright and young,
as if she might have so many years of beautiful work
before her."
AN INSPIRING MEMORY 335
But in this chorus of voices lamentation is not the dominant
note, nor even admiration, nor love, though these notes ring
out loud and clear, as is seen by the following expressions of
appreciation of what she did from India, and of affection for
what she was from Britain. And all these things were written
by those to whom she had no tie of blood, for she was as poor
in relatives as she was rich in friends.
A Canadian traveller, who arrived in Srinagar with an
introduction to her, says : " I had the great privilege of
meeting her. She was one of those rare and precious beings
whom to know is to love. ... I was struck with the rare gifts
of both head and heart that Heaven had favoured her with.
She took such an intelligent interest in her work, and at
the same time was so bright and cheerful and full of human
sympathy and kindness."
A London friend, who visited Kashmir in 189S, says : " I
had a longing to see Kashmir ; but it seemed so sad to come
here with no bright welcome from dear Irene, that I almost
shrank from it. ... I have asked many people about her,
and I am much struck by worldly people as well as mis-
sionaries witnessing to the great charm of her sunny bright-
ness and sympathetic thought for others. They tell me
how gifted she was, how ready to join in all the harmless
amusements of the station, while the missionaries testify to
her thorough, unfaltering devotion to duty and power of
winning the people."
i\nother traveller in India says : " She was so talented ! I
thought her gift for languages quite marvellous when I went
with her to the zenanas and school one day. Her life seemed
to me a very complete one, and she was an example to as all
of diligence and love."
Dr. Graham says : " Her example and influence have, I
know, told widely."
Miss Phillips says : " Her reputation in India was that of
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a splendid worker. Her sweet, fair, beautiful life will bear
much fruit far and wide."
Out of many, we quote these brief expressions of affection
by two friends in England and America, by a schoolfellow, and
by an aged neighbour who had known from childhood Irene's
mother as well as Irene : —
" My love for dear Irene was very great."
" She was to me exceedingly precious, and her friendship
one of God's blessings."
" It seems too sad — poor, sweet thing ! — to think of her
being ill and dying among strangers. I did love her so ! "
*' I do think I loved Irene as if she had been my own
daughter."
Then above the regret, the admiration, and the love, rises the
chord of inspiration, in which blend the quickened faith that —
Transplanted human worth
Will bloom to profit otherwhere,
and the rekindled desire to follow Christ here as she followed
Him. Again and again in letters about her occur such phrases
as "called to higher service," "quickly promoted"; and to
many the thought of the larger life beyond seems to grow
luminous as they contemplate a life begun thus on earth.
Not only she herself, but her special gifts and acquirements
must surely live on.
Here, from widely different places and people, are one or
two expressions of this faith and this desire : —
"Though her visits to the zenanas are over, her work, we
know, is not done."
" How truly she is still living and speaking, though not still
here ! "
" How very near she seems ! "
" Somehow, she often seems so near now, as if one could
talk things over with her. No more human limitations for
her immortal spirit, but strength always to do."
AN INSPIRING MEMORY 337
"It seemed to me unlike a death. She was needed by
her Saviour to renew her work in a higher spiiere."
"As I think of our beloved Irene at rest, I think of her
also as having been removed from work below to something
nobler and perhaps more difficult above, for which our Father
has seen her still better fitted. I do not believe her active,
clever, capable, spiritual mind and her loving, earnest, ardent
soul have ceased to work for the Master she loved and lived
for, and for the souls for whom she willingly laid down her
precious life."
" What a beautiful, consecrated life it was ! What a glorious
life it is, freed from all earthly bonds, and having entered into
the fuller service of Heaven ! "
" Heaven is getting richer."
" I think of her as a power not less but rather more than
ever active in the Master's service ; and the thought seems
to bring with it a greater longing than ever not to suffer
oneself to fall too far behind her, or to become too unworthy
of her influence, her example, and her love."
"Called away in youth, yet leaving so intensely bright a
memory that she will live long in influence."
"She will ever be an inspiration for all that is good."
" You will like to know what an inspiration she was to me,
and how often the thought of her, with her brilliant gifts and
attractive, sweet ways, given so absolutely to God's service
in Kashmir, has given quite a new colouring to missionary
Ufe and its possibilities, and an impetus to my missionary
interest. Her example must have stirred and quickened
very many; and her so siidly early, and to us mysterious.
Home call will, I trust, result in many pressing forward to
try and fill her place."
" I so often think of her longing that the women of Kashmir
should know more of the Love and Holiness of God ; and
have often prayed for this, and for the many houses she
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visited. It is such a privilege to be able to help her work
by continuing to pray for it," says an Irish friend.
" Let us pray every day for all those dear women over
whom she yearned, who heard the sweet Word of Life from
her," says a correspondent in New Zealand.
And the three next quotations are from letters of Canadians
who knew her by report and by her writings only : —
" It is good to know that such lives are possible."
*' I had come to feel that I knew and loved her too."
** What a lovely life hers was ! May her memory abide
as a blessing in the land for which she sacrificed herself so
freely ! "
This last letter is from Srinagar : " I came to Srinagar
motherless and fatherless, and thinking myself friendless,
as everyone here was a perfect stranger to me. But I was
not friendless long, for the Master had one of His own
disciples ready to love and care for me. This one chosen
to be a friend in the truest sense of the word was Miss
Petrie. To know her was to love her, and I loved her
from the first. All my little troublesome thoughts used to
vanish on seeing her face with an ever welcome smile, and
hearing her voice; and I always left her feeling better and
braver and happier after our meeting, and for her love
and sympathy. She became a part of my daily life here,
and I never could imagine Srinagar without her. Your
dear sister's life here has been, to everyone who knew her,
a pattern of holiness, love, and charity. It is my constant
prayer now that I may be helped in my endeavour to follow
in her footsteps, and be as worthy and ready to enter into
His gates with thanksgiving as she was."
At the Church Congress in London in 1899 a note of
encouragement for our generation was sounded when, turning
from mere ecclesiastical questions and controversy about
religion, they considered Experimental Religion itself as a
AN INSPIRING MEMORY 339
force manifested in the practical work of the Church at home
and abroad. One of the strongest papers on this subject by
a well-known layman led up to the following climax : " Whence
come the increasing number of missionaries, men and women,
many at their own charges, leaving refined and cultivated
home circles to spread the Gospel of Christ ? Whence
come the Pilkingtons, and the Fremantles, and the Irene
Petries ? "
A striking proof that her life had touched other lives to
bless them was seen in the impulse in different quarters to
perpetuate Irene's memory by doing something for Kashmir.
Any costly, conventional monument would have been contrary
to her character and wishes. In addition, however, to the
simple tablet near to the organ and to the marble com-
memorating her parents and sister in the parish church of
Kensington, a brass, with inscription in Urdu, has been
placed in St. Luke's Church, Srinagar, by two fellow-mission-
aries " in loving memory of Fanny Butler and Irene Petrie."
But to us she seems to say, Kashmir had my life ; may
it not have some of your service, or at least some of your
substance ?
One girl friend, whose proficiency on the violin had made
her a valuable ally to Irene in the concerts she so often
organised, proposed to her music pupils — most of them
children, none of them personally acquainted with Irene —
to undertake the support of an orphan girl, saved from the
famine, as an " Irene Petrie " scholar in Miss Hull's board-
ing school. This " Inasmuch Society," whose existence be-
came known to me quite accidentally, has since adopted two
more children, and members who cannot contribute the penny
a week asked for, promise at any rate to pray regularly for
their little proteges.
The Irene Petrie Memorial Fund was the outcome of
proposals independently made by various friends. Of late
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years the C.?vI.S. has given to individuals, parishes, and
local unions, contributing a fixed sum annually, the privilege
of appropriating one of its workers abroad as their "own
missionary." A sum will, it is hoped, be raised, to produce
annually an " Irene Petrie Fund," which shall be used by
the C.M.S. to provide Kashmir with one more missionary.
A considerable amount has now been collected, and some
of the gifts are noteworthy enough to be mentioned. The
earHest offering was the first of three gifts, amounting to
several pounds in all, from the children of the Latymer Road
Mission School, mostly gathered in coppers. A factory
girl, who was a diligent student in the College by Post,
spent some of her scanty leisure in earning half a crown
to give. Almost the last act of a friend over eighty years
of age was to write a cheque for the fund, and speak in
eager appreciation of Irene's work. Another gift was sent
by the daughter-in-law of William Carey's colleague Marsh-
man, writing in extreme old age, little more than three
months before her death, and recalling Irene's interest in
spiritual things as a member of her Bible class when a
very young girl. Of the largest gifts, one was a thank-
offering for recovery from critical illness, " in loving memory
of Irene " ; one was part of a large sum dedicated to foreign
missions in consequence of zeal awakened by a talk with
Irene before she went to India ; one was from a lady whose
own hope of offering for work in Kashmir had been
thwarted ; and a sum of nearly thirty pounds was the result
of a collection made in Montreal by a Canadian who knew
Irene only by repute.
Montreal has given yet another gift to Kashmir. Chapter
VI. told how the John Bishop Memorial Hospital was
endowed for Dr. Butler, and in what loss and disappoint-
ment that promising enterprise ended. Since then the
erection of a Jubilee State Hospital for women in Srinagar,
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and the enlargement of the women's wards in the C.M.S.
Hospital, has lessened the need of it there. The C.M.S., to
whom, with the consent of the C.E.Z.M.S., Mrs. Bishop
transferred its endowment in 1899, are therefore re-erecting
it at Islamabad, and sent out in March, 1900, as its future
medical officer. Miss Minnie Gomery, M.D. She is the
daughter of a clergyman at Montreal, and in her medical
course at Bishop's College she carried off every prize for
which she could compete, and ended by winning the gold
medal. As a young medical student looking forward to
missionary work, she heard so much about Irene that she
desired to go to Kashmir, of all fields. The Montreal Branch
of the Gleaners' Union have pledged themselves to support
her as the gift of Canada to Kashmir, and as one result
of Irene's missionary career, Dr. Butler has at last a worthy
successor.
Irene always diverted attention from herself to her field,
saying in her letters, " The work, not my work, remember."
Thither, therefore, we will, in conclusion, follow Dr. Gomery.
" The impression of Irene's beautiful life lives on, and helps
us in many ways," writes Mrs. Tyndale-Biscoe in October,
1899. "What she was to us and in our home I never can
express in words. Whenever I hear music and look on
lovely scenery I seem to miss her most; but they are all
such happy memories, one can feel thankful they have been
given to us."
" One of my Mohammedan masters," writes Mr. Tyndale-
Biscoe in December, 1899, "was telling me how his little
sisters and mother missed the visits of Irene, and were often
talking of her. Thanks to Miss Petrie and Miss Howatson,
he said, his sisters now read very well ; and he intends (their
father being dead) to give his sisters in marriage to educated
men, who need companions and not furniture ; and holds to
his disapproval of child-marriage, though people are saying
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it is a shame the elder one is not married yet. The little
girls, now fourteen and twelve years old, are teaching others
to read, and one of them taught the master himself the Ten
Commandments in rhyme ; he then taught them to his boys
at school. Their volunteering to make garments for a neigh-
bour aged ninety-eight, to save her a tailor's bill, was a little
act of kindness so unprecedented in Kashmiris that it formed
another proof that the hours of patient labour in that house
had not been lost."
The following incident is related by the wife of a
master in the CM.S. School, who, as Miss Rudra, was an
assistant C.E.Z. missionary at Srinagar. She is the daughter
of a Bengali clergyman, and sister of a master at the S.P.G.
College at Delhi. " I visited a pupil of your dear sister's,"
Mrs. Singh writes, " a girl of twenty, who said, with tears in
her eyes, that she had known of many teachers coming to
her house to teach, but that no teacher was like her own, who
taught the way to God, without m6ney and without price.
I am quite sure that the seed which is sown in such hearts
as these will never be choked, but will some day bring forth
fruit unto eternal life."
Within a fortnight of her departure from Srinagar Irene her-
self wrote : " One is quite content if one is allowed to scatter
a few seeds, and to help to lay foundations for the people
who come after to make something of." Seedtime has come
in Kashmir ; but it is still dark winter, and only when summer
brings harvest can results be estimated. Such shrewd
observers as Sir Herbert Edwardes and Bishop Cotton uttered
their deliberate opinion that missionaries as a rule underrate
the amount of their success. And our Lord Himself
illustrated the saying, whose truth He endorsed, " One soweth
and another reapeth." When, after three years of sowing. He
lay in the tomb, the world said that a first promise of success
had been followed by utter failure. Yet, in consequence gf
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His sowing, the apostles reaped three thousand souls in one
day. The world had not allowed for His " glorious Resurrec-
tion and Ascension, and the Coming of the Holy Ghost,"
and its appreciation of His life work was utterly at fault.
So now the world entirely fails to gauge the forces at work
in such a field as Kashmir. And when the missionaries of
the future seem suddenly to enter into the labour of the past
and present missionaries whose story has been told here,
even the Church will be astonished, instead of recognising
in their swift success the inevitable result of all the previous
patient toil. " The husbandman waiteth for the precious fruit
of the earth, being patient over it. . . . Be ye also patient ; . . .
for the coming of the Lord is at hand." " The King is
coming," wrote Irene, very shortly before her Home call.
And the one certainty is that in due season they will reap, if
they faint not
Half a century ago Sir H. Lawrence, one of those Christian
Governors who sought to establish the rule of Christ as
well as the rule of Britain in India, was asked by the
Maharaja of Kashmir to suggest a design for his newly
issued coinage. He gave him the letters "I.H.S.": in
Greek, the first half of the Name that is above every name ;
in Latin, the initials for "Jesus, Saviour of men." Every
time, therefore, that a Kashmiri handles the silver coin of
his country, he touches the superscription of the true " King
of the Nations " (Rev. xv. 3, R.V., margin), and unconsciously
passes on the symbol of a sure and certain hope that the
troubled history of Kashmir leads up to the hour when there,
as in all the world, a King shall reign in righteousness.
THE END
Pnnied by Hastll, Watson, & Viney, Ld., London and Aylesbury.
IRENE PETRIE MEMORIAL FUND
Committee
The Ven. Dr. Thornton (Archdeacon of Middlesex).
The Rev. Canon Pennefather (Vicar of Kensington).
The Rev. C. E. Tyndale-Biscoe (C.M.S., Kashmir).
Charles B. P. Bosanquet, Esq.
Andrew Lighton, Esq.
Eugene Stock, Esq.
Tl^e Lady De l'Isle and Dudley.
Mrs. Charles Carus-Wilson (Hampstead).
Mrs. Arthur Di6sy.
Miss E. G. Hull (C.E.Z. M.S., Kashmir).
Miss Lloyd (Addlestone).
Mrs. Pearson.
Miss Elsie Waller.
I^rtasuter
Ashley Carus-Wilson, Esq. (41, Old Queen Street, Westminster).
gjon. ^Ecrttnrs
Miss Mary Bidder (10, Queen's Gate Gardens, London, W.).
OBJECT
To raise a sum whose annual interest shall be used by the
C.M.S. to maintain one more missionary in Kashmir.
Nearly ;,C6oo has been already collected. Further contributions may
be sent to the Treasurer or Hon. Secretary. Cheques and postal orders
should be crossed " Bank of England, West London Branch." Small
sums will be gladly received as well as large ones ; and all interested are
asked to make the Fund known as widely as possible.
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