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MRS.    OLIPHANT, 


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"  MAY,"  "THE  HOUSE  ON  THE  MOOR,"  ETC.  ETC. 


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CONTENTS. 


PART  I. 

PACK 

THE  LADIES  AT  THE  HALL  .       •       •  •       .       1 

PART  II. 
THE  LIEUTENANT'S  WIFE      ..••«••     48 

PART  111. 
THE  LADIES  AT  THE  HALL— continued         •       •       •       •    105 

PART  IV. 

THE  LIEUTENANT'S  WIFE— continued    .       •       •       «       •    1C6 

PART  V. 
THE  LADIES  AT  THE  HALL — continued         *       •        •        .    227 

POSTSCRIPT  .       *       ,       ,       .    865 


THE  LAST  OF  THE  MORTIMERS. 


PAET   L 


THE    LADIES    AT    THE    HALL. 


CHAPTER   I. 

I  THOUGHT  I  heard  a  slight  rustle,  as  if  Sarah  had  taken 
off  her  spectacles,  .but  1  was  really  so  interested  in  the 
matter  which  I  was  then  discussing  with  Mr.  Cresswell,  our 
solicitor,  that  I  did  not  look  round,  as  I  certainly  should  have 
done  in  any  other  circumstances;  but  imagine  my  utter 
amazement  and  the  start  which  Mr.  Cresswell  gave,  nearly 
upsetting  the  ink  on  the  drab  table-cover,  which  never  could 
have  got  the  better  of  it,  when  my  sister  Sarah,  who  never 
speaks  except  to  me,  and  then  only  in  a  whisper,  pronounced 
distinctly,  loud  out,  the  following  words :  "  His  Christian 
name  was  Richard  Arkwright ;  he  was  called  after  the  cotton - 
spinner  ;  that  was  the  chief  thing  against  him  in  my  father's 
days." 

Now  it  was  years  and  years  ago  since  Sarah  had  lost  her 
voice.  It  happened  before  my  father  died,  when  we  were  both 
comparatively  young  people ;  she  had  been  abroad  with  him 


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and  caught  a  violent  cold  on  her  way  home.  She  was  rather 
proud  in  those  days — it  was  before  she  took  to  knitting — and 
she  had  not  forgotten  then  that  she  was  once  a  beauty.  When 
ehe  saw  that  her  voice  was  gone  for  good,  Sarah  gave  up 
talking.  She  declared  to  me  privately  that  to  keep  up  a  con- 
versation in  that  hoarse  horrid  whisper  was  more  than  she 
could  give  in  to,  and  though  she  was  a  very  good  Christian 
in  principle  she  never  could  be  resigned  to  that  loss.  At  first 
she  kept  upstairs  in  her  own  room ;  but  after  my  father's  death 
she  came  regularly  to  the  drawing-room,  giving  everybody  to 
understand  that  she  was  not  to  be  spoken  to.  Poor  dear  old 
soul !  she  was  as  anxious  to  hear  everything  that  was  said  to 
me  as  if  she  had  come  down  off  her  stilts  and  taken  part  in  the 
conversation  ;  but  you  may  suppose  what  a  startling  event  it 
was  to  hear  Sarah's  voice. 

I  gave  a  jump,  as  was  natural,  and  ran  to  her  to  see  what 
had  happened. 

"Do  be  cautious,  Milly,"  she  said,  fretfully,  in  her  old 
whisper ;  for  to  be  sure  I  had  whisked  down  her  ball  of  worsted, 
and  caught  one  of  her  pins  in  my  new-fashioned  buttonholes. 
"  At  your  age  a  gentlewoman  should  move  about  in  a  different 
sort  of  way.  I  am  quite  well,  thank  you.  Please  to  go  back 
to  your  occupation,  and  leave  me  to  carry  on  mine  in  peace." 

"But  Sarah,  my  dear  soul!  you've  got  back  your  voice!" 
cried  I. 

Sarah  smiled  at  me,  not  with  her  pretty  smile.  "  People 
who  are  strong  are  always  thinking  such  things,"  she  said. 
"You  don't  know  what  it  is  to  be  afflicted  ;  go  back  to  your 
business,  please." 

"What  does  she  say,  Miss  Milly?"  cried  Mr.-  Cresswell, 
quite  eagerly,  when  I  went  back  to  the  table. 

"  Oh,  nothing  at  all ;  it's  all  a  mistake,  I  suppose,"  said 
I,  feeling  a  little  nettled,  "put  it  down  all  the  same.  I  dare 
say  it  was  one  of  those  spirits  we  hear  about  nowadays.  And 
a  very  useful  bit  of  information  too,  which  makes  it  all  the 
more  remarkable,  for  I  never  heard  they  did  much  good  in 
that  way.  Richard  Arkwright !  Of  all  the  names  I  ever 
heard,  the  oddest  name  for  a  Mortimer  !  but  put  it  down." 

Mr.  Cresswell  put  it  down  as  I  said.  "  Richard  Arkwright 
Mortimer  is  something  more  of  an  individual  than  Blank 
Mortimer,  Esq.,  that's  true,"  said  he  ;  "  he  ought  to  be  some- 
thing with  that  name.  Begging  your  pardon,  Miss  Milly, 
though  he  was  a  Mortimer,  he  ought  to  have  had  either  a 
profession  or  a  trade  with  that  name.  Don't  you  think  now," 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  8 

he  said,  lowering  his  voice,  and  making  a  sign  at  Sarah  over 
his  shoulder,  u  after  having  broken  the  ice,  something  more 
might  be  go  out  of  her  f 

1  shook  my  head  at  first,  being  angry ;  then  I  nodded  as  1 
came  to  myself,  and  at  last  said — it  was  all  I  could  say — 
"  We'll  see." 

"  Ah,  ah,  we'll  see — that'll  do,  Miss  Milly ;  but  don't  lose 
your  temper,  my  dear  lady,"  said  Mr.  Cresswell ;  "  all  the 
county  reverences  you  for  an  angelic  temper,  as  you  well 
know." 

"  Stuff !"  said  I ;  "  I've  too  much  Welsh  blood  in  me  for 
that ;  but  a  pack  of  interlopers,  like  the  rest  of  you,  never 
know  the  real  mettle  of  them  that  come  of  the  soil ;  we're  as 
clear  of  the  soil  as  the  ore  in  the  Llangollen  mines,  we  Mor- 
timers ;  we  can  do  what  we  have  to  do,  whatever  it  may  be." 

Mr.  Cresswell  cast  up  his  eyebrows  a  little,  and  gave  a 
kind  of  glance  towards  Sarah  and  her  knitting.  "•  Well, 
well,  it  isn't  bad  ore,  at  all  events,"  he  said,  with  a  chuckle : 
u  but,  after  all,  I  suppose  the  first  squire  was  not  dug  out  of 
Llewellyn  cliff?" 

"  It  will  be  a  vast  deal  more  profitable  to  find  out  where 
the  next  squire  is  to  come  from,"  said  I ;  u  we  are  old  women 
both  of  us ;  I'd  advise  you  to  set  things  agoing  without 
delay.  What  would  happen,  do  you  suppose,  if  Sarah  and  I 
were  both  to  die  without  finding  an  heir ?  What  does  happen, 
by  the  bye,  when  such  a  thing  occurs;  does  it  go  to  the 
crown  ?" 

"  My  dear  lady,  I  would  not  give  much  for  the  crown's 
chance,"  said  Cresswell,  with,  a  little  shrug  of  his  shoulders. 
"  Heirs-at-law  are  never  so  far  lost  or  mislaid  but  they  turn 
up  some  time.  Birds  of  the  air  carry  the  matter  when  there's 
an  estate  in  question.  There's  nothing  so  safe  to  be  found, 
in  my  humble  opinion,  as  an  heir-at-law." 

"  For  I  shouldn't  much  mind,"  said  I  to  myself,  thinking 
over  it,  "if  it  went  to  the  Queen.  She  might  fix  on  the 
park  for  autumn  quarters,  sure,  as  well  as  on  that  outlandish 
{Scotch  castle  of  hers.  It's  a  great  deal  nearer,  and  I  make 
sure  it's  prettier  ;  or  if  she  gave  it  to  the  Prince  of  Wales  as  a 
present,  or  to  any  of  the  other  children,  I  should  not  mind  for 
my  part.  It  is  not  by  any  means  so  bad  a  prospect  as  I 
supposed — it  might  go  to  the  Queen." 

"  But,  then,  what  would  be  done  with  Mr.  Richard  Ark- 
wright  and  his  progeny?  I'll  be  bound  he  has  ten  children," 
said  Mr.  Cresswell.  **  Somebody  did  leave  Her  Majesty  an 


4  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

estate  not  so  very  long  ago,  and  I  rather  think  she  sought 
out  the  heirs  and  made  it  up  to  them.  Depend  upon  it,  Mr. 
Richard  Arkwright  would  have  it  out  of  her.  Come,  we  must 
stick  to  the  Mortimers,  Miss  Milly.  I'll  go  off  and  see  after 
the  advertisements;  there's  plenty  of  time.  I  don't  believe 
you  mean  to  be  in  any  hurry  out  of  this  world,  either  Miss 
Sarah  or  you." 

"  That's  as  it  may  be — that's  as  God  pleases,"  said  I;  "  but 
you  must  wait  a  little  first,  and  I'll  see  if  I  can  find  out 
anything  further  about  him.  Perhaps  some  one  can  think 
on ;  we'll  see,  we'll  see ;  more  may  come." 

Mr.  Cresswell  nodded  his  head  confidentially.  "  You  don't 
remember  anything  about  him  yourself  V"  he  said. 

"  Bless  you,  I  am  ten  years  younger  than  she  is,"  said  I; 
u  she  was  a  young  lady,  1  was  only  a  child.  I  neither  knew 
nor  cared  anything  about  the  Lancashire  cousin.  Ten  years 
make  a  great  deal  of  difference  when  people  are  young." 

"And  when  they're  old  as  well,"  said  Cresswell,  with  a 
little  nod  of  his  head.  Mr.  Cresswell,  of  course,  like  all 
the  other  people,  would  never  have  looked  at  me  when  Sarah 
was  present  in  olcJ  days ;  but  now,  when  we  were  both  old 
women,  the  sly  old  lawyer  had  wheeled  about,  and  was  rather 
an  admirer  of  mine.  I  have  had  admirers  since  I  was  fifty ; 
I  never  had  many  before. 

44  Mow,  are  you  going  to  stay  to  tea  ?"  said  I. 
44  Thank  you.  I  have  not  the  least  doubt  it  would  be  for 
my  own  advantage  ;  my  cook  is  not  to  be  named  in  the  same 
breath  with  yours ;  but  I  promised  to  be  home  to  dinner," 
said  Mr.  Cresswell.  u Thank  you  all  the  same;  Sara  will 
be  waiting  for  me." 

"  And  how  is  the  dear  child  ?"  said  I. 

44  Very  contrairy,"  said  Mr.  Cresswell,  shaking  his  head. 
"  To  tell  the  truth,  I  don't  know  what  to  make  of  her.  I 
had  twenty  minds  to  bring  her  to-day  and  leave  her  with 
you.1' 

u  Bring  her  next.  time.  I  never  find  her  contrairy,"  said 
I.  '4  But  perhaps  you  never  were  young  yourself  ?" 

44  Perhaps  not,  Miss  Milly,"  he  said.  "  I  have  had  a  pretty 
tough  life,  anyhow  ;  and  it  is  hard  to  be  thwarted  at  the  last 
by  the  only  creature  one  has  to  love." 

f  •'  It  is  harder  not  to  have  a  single  creature  that  one  haa  a 
right  to  love,"  said  1  a  little  sharply.  "  If  we  had  your  Sara 
belonging  to  us,  contrairy  or  not,  we  should  not  have  to  hunt 
up  a  far-off  cousin,  or  advertise  for  an  heir." 


Tlie  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  I 

A  little  passing  gleam  shot  from  the  solicitor's  eye ;  IIP 
looked  at  me  close  for  a  moment,  and  then  at  Sarah,  with 
a  lip  that  moved  slightly,  as  if  he  were  unconsciously  saying 
soniething  within  himself ;  I  saw  what  it  was  as  clear  as 
daylight. 

"  She's  a  good  girl,"  he  said,  faltering  a  little.  **  I  daresay 
you'd  soon  have  her  in  hand,  Miss  Milly ;  there's  no  place 
she  is  so  fond  of  as  the  Park  ;  I'll  bring  her  out  to-morrow." 

And  he  went  away,  never  thinking  that  I  had  seen  what 
was  in  his  mind* 


CHAPTER  IT. 

OUR  drawing-room  was  a  very  large  one.  The  Mortimers 
had  required  large  rooms  in  their  day  ;  and  I  will  not 
say,  if  we  had  been  young  people,  and  disposed  to  have  com- 
pany, that  we  could  not  have  kept  it  up  with  any  of  them  ; 
for  my  father,  who  lived  in  a  very  homely  way,  proud  as  he 
was,  had  laid  up  a  good  deal,  and  so  had  we.  But  though  we 
kept  no  company,  we  had  not  the  heart  to  turn  the  Mortimer 
family,  of  which  we  were  the  only  remaining  representatives, 
out  of  their  old  room.  So  we  had  a  great  screen,  made  of 
stamped  leather,  and  which  was  like  everything  else,  of  my 
grandmother's  days,  stretched  behind  Sarah's  chair,  and  with 
a  very  large  bright  fire,  and  a  good  lamp  upon  the  round 
table,  we  managed  to  find  the  fireside  very  comfortable, 
though  we  were  surrounded  by  all  the  ranges  of  old  furniture 
in  the  old  half-dark  room.  Old  Ellis  had  to  come  stumbling 
as  slowly  as  if  the  distance  had  been  half  a  mile  between 
us  and  the  door,  when  he  came  into  the  room  with  anything; 
and  I  dare  say  impatient  young  people  could  not  have  put  up 
with  the  rumble  of  chairs  rolled  aside,  and  footstools  tripped 
over,  with  which  he  always  gave  us  warning  of  his  coining. 
For  my  part  1  was  used  to  it,  and  took  no  notice.  Where 
I  sat,  the  prospect  before  me  was,  first,  Sarah  in  her  easj 
daair,  close  within  shade  of  the  screen,  and  beyond  a  darkling 


6  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

stretch  of  space,  which  a  stranger  might  have  made  very 
mysterious,  but  which  I  knew  perfectly  well  to  be  filled  with 
just  so  many  tables,  chairs,  ottomans,  and  miscellaneous 
articles,  not  one  of  which  could  have  been  stolen  away  without 
being  missed.  On  the  other  side  of  the  room,  behind  my  own 
chair,  was  a  grand  piano  in  a  corner  and  another  waste  of 
old  furniture.  Many  people  wondered  why  we  did  not  make 
a  cosy  little  sitting-room  of  the  boudoir,  which  had  never 
been  used  since  my  mother's  days.  But  Sarah,  and  I  may 
say  myself  also,  was  of  a  different  way  of  thinking.  We  liked 
the  big  room  which  once  had  not  been  at  all  too  big  for 
the  Mortimers,  and  I  am  not  sure  that  I  did  not  even  like 
the  dark  bit  on  either  side  of  us,  and  the  two  big  old- 
fashioned  mirrors,  like  magic  mirrors  in  a  fairy  tale,  with 
a  faint  trembling  of  light  over  them,  and  all  the  shadowy 
depths  of  the  room  standing  out  in  them,  as  if  to  double  the 
size,  which  was  already  so  much  too  great.  Sometimes  I  used 
to  stand  and  watch  myself  going  across  one  of  those  big 
mirrors.  It  was  a  strange  weird  creature  wandering  about 
among  the  still,  silent,  deserted  household  gods.  It  was  not 
surely  me. 

Not  that  I  mean  to  represent  myself  as  a  sentimental  person 
—not  in  the  very  slightest  degree.  I  am  past  fifty  and  stout. 
My  own  opinion  is  that  people  had  best  be  stout  when  they 
are  past  fifty,  and  I  like  my  own  little  comforts  as  well  as 
anybody  of  my  years.  When  I  was  young  I  was  far  from 
being  pretty.  If  I  am  to  state  frankly  my  own  ideas  on  this 
subject,  I  would  say  that  I  think  I  might  have  passed  for 
moderately  good-looking,  if  1  had  not  been  sister  to  a  beauty. 
But  when  we  two  were  described  as  the  beautiful  Miss  Mor- 
timer and  the  plain  Miss  Mortimer,  you  may  suppose  how  any 
little  poor  pretensions  of  mine  were  snubbed  at  once.  To  be 
good-looking  was  something  not  expected  from  Sarah's  sister. 
But  however  the  tables  have  rather  turned  of  late.  If  you 


Milly. 

it  doesn't  matter  very  much,  to  be  sure ;  but  dear,  dear,  vanity 
does  lie  deep  !     I  declare  honestly  it's  a  pleasure  to  me. 

When  Sarah  and  I  are  by  ourselves,  we  don't  have  a  great 
deal  of  conversation.  She  has  lost  her  voice,  as  I  said,  which 
makes  her  decline  talking :  and  I  must  say,  though  she  never 
yields  to  acknowledge  it,  that  I  think  she's  lost  her  hearing  a 
little,  poor  dear  old  soul  1  Every  night  in  her  life  (except 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  7 

Sundays)  she  reads  the  Times.    That  paper  gets  great  abuse  in 
many  quarters,  especially  in    the    country,   where  our  old 
Squires,  to  be  sure,  are  always  at  it  for  changing  its  opinions ; 
but  1  say,  great  success,  and  long  life  to  the  Times !  that  is  my 
opinion.     How  ever  Sarah  would  get  over  those  long  evenings 
without  that  paper,   I  don't  know.      It  quite  keeps  us  in 
reading;  and  I  do  assure  you,  we  know  much  more  about 
most  things  that  are  going  on  than  a  great  many  men  do,  who 
are  much  more  in  the  world.     The  Times  comes  in  early,  but 
Sarah  never  looks  at  it  till  after  tea.     I  have  to  keep  out  of 
her  sight,  indeed,  when  I  glance  over  it  myself  in  the  early 
part  of  the  day,   for  Sarah  does  not  approve  of  daylight 
reading.     She  thinks  it  a  waste  of  time.     We  have  not  such  a 
very  great  deal  to  occupy  us  either,  as  you  may  suppose ;  at 
least  Sarah  has  little,  except  her  knitting,  for  she  will  rarely 
allow  me  to  consult  her  anything  about  the  property,  though 
she  is  the  eldest.    I  wonder  for  my  part  that  she  does  not 
weary  of  her  life.     She  never  comes  down  to  breakfast,  and  I 
don't  know  very  well  what  she  and  Carson  find  to  busy  them- 
selves about  till  noon  in  her  room  upstairs;   but  at  twelve 
o'clock  punctually  she  comes  down  all  dressed  for  the  day. 
She  does  not  dress  as  I  do,  in  the  ordinary  dress  that  every- 
body wears,  neither  are  Sarah's  fashions  the  same  as  I  remember 
in  our  youth,  when  our  waists  were  just  under  our  arms,  and 
our  gowns  had  "gores"  in  them.     On  the  contrary,  she  has 
taken  to  a  very  long  waist  and  tight  sleeves,  with  a  worked 
muslin  shawl  or  scarf  over  her  shoulders.  '  In  cold  weather  the 
muslin  is  lined  with  silk  of  delicate  colours,  and  her  cap,  which 
is  always  light  and  pretty  (Carson  has  great  taste),  trimmed  to 
correspond.     Her  hair,  of  course,  she  always  wears  in  curis  at 
the  front.     It  is  quite  silver-white,  and  her  face,  poor  dear 
soul,  is  a  little  pinched  and  sharp  nowadays.    When  she  takes 
her  seat  within  shelter  of  the  screen  at  twelve  o'clock  every 
day,  the  muslin  shawl,  lined  with  peach,  is  as  pretty  as  possible 
in  itself  :  to  be  sure  Sara  Cressweli  might  almost  wear  it  to  a 
ball ;  but  I  do  declare  I  thought  it  looked  very  chilly  to-day 
on  Sarah.     Nice  wJaite  Shetland  for  instance,  which  is  almost 
as  pretty  as  lace,  or,  indeed,  one  of  those  beautiful  soft  fine 
woollen  shawls,   would  look  a  great  deal  better  over  that 
purple  silk  gown,  if  she  couid  only  think  so.     But  to  be  sure. 
Sarah  will  have  her  own  way.     There  she  sat  knitting  all  the 
time  Mr.  Cressweli  was  talking  with  me,  and  there  she  does 
sit  all  day  long  with  her  basket  of  wools,  and  knitting-pins, 
and  patterns.     Every  other  day  she  takes  a  drive,   goes  to 


U  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

church  once  on  Sundays,  and  reads  the  Times  on  all  the  week 

evenings.    That  is  exactly  how  she  lives. 

Now  perhaps  this  does  not  appear  so  odd  to  anybody  else  as 
it  does  to  me ;  and  I  am  sure  I  might  have  got  used  to  it 
after  a  dozen  years ;  but  only  Sarah,  you  see,  has  very  good 
abilities,  and  is  not  the  person  to  fix  herself  down  like  this. 
And  she  knows  a  great  deal  more  of  life  than  f  do.  My  father 
and  she  were,  I  think,  near  upon  ten  years  abroad  after  my 
mother  died.  What  she  was  doing  all  that  time  I  know  no 
•nore  than  Carson  does.  Many  a  rumour  went  about  that  she 
wa,  married,  and  many  an  anxious  hour  I  had  all  by  myself 
at  the  Park.  But  when  she  came  back  just  Miss  Mortimer, 
there  was  not  a  soul  in  the  county  but  was  surprised.  Such  a 
great  beauty !  and  papa's  eldest  daughter  and  co -heiress  ! 
people  said  it  was  unaccountable.  I  can't  say  7  thought  it 
unaccountable.  I  never  saw  anybody  that  I  could  fancy 

myself,  except  perhaps ,  and  then  he  never  asked  me,  you 

know.  It  might  be  precisely  the  same  with  Sarah,  though  she 
was  a  beauty.  But  the  wonder  to  me  is  that  after  having 
lived  abroad  so  long,  and  having,  as  I  have  no  doubt  she  had, 
u  life  of  her  own,  which  did  not  merely  belong  to  my  father's 
daughter,  she  should  just  have  settled  down  like  this.  Many 
and  many  a  time  have  I  thought  it  all  over,  sitting  opposite  to 
her  of  an  evening,  when  tea  was  over  and  she  was  reading  the 
Times.  There  she  sat  quite  straight  up,  her  muslin  shawl  with 
the  peach-bottom  lining  dropping  down  a  little  over  her 
shoulders,  and  her  thin  hands  in  their  black  lace  mits  holding 
the  paper.  She"  had  never  reposed  any  confidence  in  me,  you 
see.  I  did  not  know  what  might  have  happened  to  her  when 
she  was  out  upon  the  big  waves  of  life.  I  dare  say  many  a 
time  when  I  wondered  why  she  took  no  interest  in  my  affairs, 
she  was  back  upon  that  reserve  of  her  own  which  I  knew 
nothing  about.  But  the  odd  thing  to  me  is,  that  after  having 
really  had  something  that  one  could  call  a  life,  something 
happening  to  her  own  self, — don't  you  know  what  I  mean  ? — 
she  should  have  settled  down  so  fixed  and  motionless  here. 

We  dined  early,  which  was  a  prejudice  of  mine ;  but  as 
Sarah  had  a  very  uncertain  appetite,  we  had  always  "some- 
thing "  to  tea,  which  was  the  cause  of  Mr.  Cresswell's  allusion 
to  our  cook  Evans.  Further,  we  indulged  ourselves  by  having 
this  substantial  tea  in  the  drawing-room,  which  we  never  left 
after  our  early  dinner.  When  tea  was  over  on  the  night  of 
Mr.  Cresswell's  visit,  I  had  some  little  matters  to  do  which 
kept  me  about  the  room,  going  from  one  place  to  another.  A* 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  9 

1  stood  in  the  shadow  looking  at  the  bright  fire  and  lamp,  and 
Sarah  reading  in  her  easy  chair,  I  could  not  prevent  a  great 
many  inquiries  rising  in  my  mind.  What  was  Cousin  Richard 
Arkwright  Mortimer  to  her,  for  example?  He  had  not  been 
at  the  Park,  nor  heard  of,  so  far  as  I  know,  for  forty  years. 
And  then  about  her  voice  ?  On  the  whole  it  was  very  curious. 
I  resolved  to  try  hard  for  some  conversation  with  Sarah,  after 
she  had  done  with  the  Times,  that  night. 


CHAPTER  IIL 

TT  was  not  a  very  easy  matter  to  draw  Sarah  into  a  conversa- 
tion, especially  in  the  evening.  I  had  to  watch  my 
opportunity  very  carefully.  At  ten  exactly  the  door  opened 
in  the  dark  distance,  and  Ellis  came  rumbling  along  through 
the  dim  depths  behind  the  screen  with  the  sherry  and  biscuits. 
Just  at  the  same  moment  Sarah  smoothed  out  the  paper  care- 
fully, laid  it  down,  as  she  always  did,  on  the  top  of  her  wool- 
basket,  and  held  out  her  hands  to  warm  them  at  the  fire. 
They  were  very  thin  hands  in  their  black  lace  mits,  and  they 
were  a  little  rheumatic  sometimes,  though  she  did  not  like  to 
confess  it.  She  kept  rubbing  them  slowly  before  the  fire. 

I  poured  out  her  glass  of  sherry,  put  the  plate  of  biscuits 
within  her  reach,  and  drew  my  chair  nearer,  that  I  might  be 
sure  of  hearing  what  she  said.  Sarah  took  no  notice  of  my 
movements ;  she  rubbed  diligently  one  of  her  forefingers,  the 
joints  of  which  were  a  little  enlarged,  and  never  so  much  as 
glanced  at  me. 

4 'Did  you  ever  know  anything  about  this  cousin  Richard  of 
ours,  Sarah  ?"  said  I. 

She  did  not  answer  just  for  a  moment,  but  kept  on  rubbing 
her  forefinger  ;  when  that  was  finished  she  answered,  "I  knew 
a  good  deal  about  him  once.  I  would  have  married  him  if  they 
had  let  me,  in  the  old  times." 

I  was  so  thunderstruck  by  this  unexpected  frankness  that  I 
scarcely  knew  what  to  say.  At  last  I  stumbled  out  somehow 


10  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

— "  Tou  would  have  married  him  !"  with  a  kind  of  inexpres- 
sible amazement ;  and  she  saying  it  so  calmly  too ! 

"  Yes,"  said  Sarah,  rubbing  her  middle  finger  thoughtfully, 
"  he  was  young,  and  fresh -looking,  and  good-tempered.  I  dare 
say  I  could  have  liked  him  if  they  had  let  me  ;  it  is  quite 
true." 

"And  would  they  not  let  you?"  cried  I,  in  my  eagerness, 
thinking  that  perhaps  Sarah  was  going  to  confide  in  me  at 
last. 

"  No,"  she  said,  pursing  up  her  lips.  She  seemed  to  echo 
the  "  no ''  after,  in  the  little  nod  she  gave  her  head,  but  she 
said  nothing  more. 

44  And  Sarah,  tell  me,  please,  if  you  don't  mind,  was  it 
because  of  his  means  ?"  cried  I ;  "  was  he  not  rich  enough  V" 

44  You  don't  know  anything  about  these  affairs,  Milly,"  said 
Sarah,  a  little  scornfully.  "  I  don't  mind  in  the  least.  He 
was  exactly  such  a  man  as  would  have  taken  your  fancy. 
When  I  saw  him,  five  years  after,  1  was  glad  enough  they  did 
not  let  me ;  though  it  might  have  saved  a  deal  of  trouble  too," 
she  said  to  herself  in  a  kind  of  sigh. 

1  don't  know  how  I  managed  to  hear  those  last  words.  1  am 
sure  she  did  not  think  I  heard  them.  You  may  suppose  I  grew 
more  curious  with  every  word  she  spoke. 

44  And  where  was  it  you  met  him  five  years  after ;  was  it 
abroad?"  said  I,  with  a  little  flutter  in  my  voice. 

I  cannot  think  she  was  very  sharp  in  her  hearing.  She  gave 
a  little  glance  up  at  me,  noticing  that  I  paused  before  the  last 
word;  and  then  seeing  me  look  a  little  frightened  and 
conscious,  she  drew  herself  up  all  at  once,  and  stopped  rubbing 
her  fingers. 

44  Do  you  mean  to  cross-question  me,  Milly?"  she  cried, 
giving  a  stamp  with  her  foot.  "  Do  you  mean  to  rummage 
into  my  affairs  and  find  me  out  by  your  questions  ?  You  are 
very  much  mistaken,  I  can  tell  you.  I  am  just  as  willing  as 
any  one  that  Richard  Mortimer  should  be  found  out.  In 
making  your  new  heir  you  shall  have  no  opposition  from  me." 
44  Why,  bless  us  all,  Sarah !"  said  I,  "  it  was  your  own  idea." 

41  Very  well,"  she  said,  with  a  little  confused  heat  of  manner  ; 
4 'why  do  you  imply  that  I  have  any  objection?  One  would 
suppose,  to  hear  you,  that  you  were  trying  to  find  out  some 
secrets  of  mine." 

44 1  never  knew  you  had  any  secrets  to  find  out,"  said  I, 
sharply.  I  knew  quite  well  I  was  aggravating  her,  but  one, 
must  take  one's  own  part. 


Ths  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  11 

She  did  not  make  any  answer.  She  got  up  on  her  feet,  and 
drew  her  muslin  shawl  round  her.  There  was  a  little  nervous 
tremble  about  her  head  and  hands ;  she  often  had  it,  but  I 
marked  it  more  than  ever  to-night.  I  thought  at  first  she  was 
going  away  without  her  sherry,  but  she  thought  better  of  that. 
However,  she  went  a  few  steps  behind  the  screen  to  put  her 
basket  aside,  a  thing  she  never  did  ;  and  I  think  I  can  see  her 
now,  as  I  saw  her  in  the  big  mirror,  drawing  the  fingers  of  one 
hand  through  the  other,  and  gliding  along  through  the  dark 
room,  all  reflected  from  head  to  foot  in  the  great  glass,  with  her 
peach-blossom  ribbons  nodding  tremulously  over  her  grey  hair, 
and  her  white  muslin  shawl  drawn  over  her  shoulders.  Her 
face,  as  I  saw  it  in  the  mirror,  had  a  cloud  and  agitation  upon 
it,  but  was  set  with  a  fixed  smile  upon  the  lips,  and  a  strange, 
settled,  passionate  determination.  I  could  no  more  penetrate 
what  it  meant  than  I  could  tell  why  Sarah  was  angry.  It  was 
something  within  herself  that  made  her  so,  nothing  that  I  had 
done  or  said. 

After  she  was  gone  I  dropped  into  my  chair,  and  sat  there 
wondering  and  pondering  till  the  fire  had  nearly  gone  out,  and 
the  great  room  was  lying  blank  and  chill  in  the  darkness.  Now 
that  my  thoughts  were  directed  into  this  channel — and  it  was 
very  strange  to  me  that  they  never  had  been  so  before — there 
were  a  thousand  things  to  think  of.  When  Sarah  was  twenty 
and  I  only  ten  there  was  a  wonderful  difference  to  be  sure  be- 
tween us,  and  not  a  great  deal  less  when  Sarah  was  thirty  and 
I  twenty ;  but  from  that  time  it  had  been  growing  less  by 
degrees,  so  that  we  really  did  not  feel  nowadays  any  great 
difference  in  our  age.  But  I  was  only  fourteen  when  my 
mother  died.  I  had  never,  of  course,  been  able  to  share  in  any 
of  the  gaieties,  being  only  in  the  schoolroom,  and  certainly 
never  dreamed  of  criticising  my  big  sister,  whom  I  thought 
everything  that  was  beautiful  and  splendid.  Then  my  father 
and  she  went  away  and  left  me.  The  Park  was  let,  and  I 
lived  with  my  godmother.  I  almost  forgot  that  I  had  a  father 
and  sister  in  the  world.  They  seldom  wrote,  and  we  lived 
entirely  out  of  the  world,  and  never  heard  even  in  gossip  of  the 
goings  on  at  Rome  and  Naples,  and  what  place  the  beautiful 
Miss  Mortimer  took  there.  They  came  home  at  last  quite  sud- 
denly, in  the  depth  of  winter.  Naturally  Sarah  had  caught  a 
very  bad  cold.  She  kept  her  own  room  for  a  very  long  time 
after  and  never  saw  anybody.  Then  she  lost  her  voice.  I 
remember  I  took  it  quite  for  granted  at  the  time  that  it  was 
her  cold  and  the  loss  of  her  voice  that  made  her  shut  herself 


12  The  Last  of  ike  Mortimers. 

ip ;  but  I  must  say  that  once  or  twice  since  I  have  had  a  little 
doubt  on  that  subject.  She  was  then  not  much  past  five-and- 
thirty,  a  very  handsome  woman.  My  father  lived  many  years 
after,  but  they  never,  though  they  had  been  great  companions 
for  so  long  before,  seemed  to  be  at  ease  in  each  other's  presence. 
They  never  even  sat  down  to  dinner  together  when  they  could 
help  it.  Since  then,  to  be  sure,  Sarah  had  begun  to  live  more 
with  me  ;  but  what  a  life  it  was  !  I  had  the  concerns  of  the 
property  to  occupy  me,  and  things  to  manage  ;  besides,  I  was 
always  out  and  about  in  the  vi!]age  and  among  the  neighbours ; 
and  still  more,  I  was  quite  a  different  woman  from  Sarah,  more 
homely-like,  and  had  never  been  out  in  the  world.  I  wouldn't 
for  anything  be  what  you  might  call  suspicious  of  my  own  only 
sister ;  and  what  I  could  be  suspicious  about,  even  if  I  wanted 
to,  was  more  than  I  knew.  Still  it  was  odd,  very  odd,  more 
particularly  after  Sarah's  strange  words  and  look.  My  mind 
was  all  in  a  ferment — I  could  not  tell  what  to  think ;  but  it 
came  upon  me  as  strong  as  a  conviction  that  something  must 
have  happened  in  those  ten  years ;  what  it  could  be  was  as  dark 
as  midnight,  but  there  must  be  something.  That  was  the  end 
I  came  to  after  all  my  pordermg.  Ellis  came  twice  into  the 
room  to  shut  up,  and  twice  stumbled  off  again  with  his  "  Beg 
pardon,  ma'am."  It  began  to  feel  clvlly  as  the  fire  went  out, 
and  the  night  grew  pale  and  ghostly  in  the  mirrors.  By  and 
by  I  began  to  hear  those  cracks  and  rustles  which  one  always 
hears  when  one  sits  up  late  at  night.  It  wasn't  in  the  fur- 
niture, bless  you  !  I  know  a  great"  deal  belter  than  that ;  the 
old  walnut  and  satin-wood  was  all  seasoned  by  a  century's  wear. 
I  don't  pretend  to  say  what  it  was :  but  I  know  that  I  was  made 
very  uneasy  sitting  all  by  myself,  with  the  fire  out,  in  that  big 
room.  When  it  drew  near  twelve  o'clock,  I  went  to  bed. 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  13 


CHAPTER  IV. 

I  MIGHT  as  well,  before  all  this  description  of  our  day's 
talk  and  cogitations,  have  said  first  who  we  were. 
The  Mortimers  are  an  old  Cheshire  family.  We  came 
originally  from  the  other  side  of  the  Dee  ;  but  we  have  been 
settled  here  in  the  Park  since  Henry  the  Seventh's  time,  when 
to  be  sure  Welshmen  were  in  fashion.  The  old  tower  of 
Wyfod,  over  Llangollen  way,  was  the  cradle  of  our  family. 
So  we  have  not  travelled  very  far  from  our  origin.  We  have 
always  been,  since  we  came  to  the  Cheshire  side,  tolerably 
prosperous  and  prudent,  not  mixing  much  with  politics, 
having  a  pretty  eye  for  a  bargain,  and  letting  other  people 
get  along  in  their  own  way ;  I  say  so  quite  frankly,  not  being 
ashamed  of  it.  Once,  I  confess,  I  felt  a  little  sore  that  we 
had  no  crusading  knights  nor  wild  cavaliers  among  our 
ancestors ;  but  that,  of  course,  was  when  I  was  young.  Now 
I  take  a  different  view  of  affairs.  Cavaliers  and  crusading 
knights  have  been  generally  very  expensive  luxuries  for  their 
families,  and  must  have  done  a  great  deal  more  mischief  than 
a  man,  however  well  disposed  to  it,  could  do  at  home. 
Another  circumstance  has  been  good  for  our  purse,  but  not  so 
good  (I  fear — so  at  least  it  threatens  at  the  present  moment) 
for  the  prolongation  of  the  race.  The  Mortimers  have  never 
had  large  families.  I  suppose  few  English  houses  of  our  rank, 
or  indeed  of  any  rank,  can  count  so  few  cousins  and  collateral 
branches.  We  have  relations,  certainly,  by  my  mother's  side, 
who  was  one  of  the  Stamfords  of  Lincolnshire  ;  but  except 
this  visionary  Richard  Arkwiight  (did  ever  mortal  hear  of 
such  a  name  for  a  Mortimer  !),  there  is  not  a  single  individual 
remaining  of  our  own  name  and  blood  to  inherit  the  property 
after  us,  which  is  a  very  sad  thing  to  say,  and  indeed,  in  some 
degree,  a  sort  of  disgrace  to  us.  The  family  allowance  of 
children  for  ever  so  long  has  been  somewhat  about  one  son  and 
one  daughter.  The  daughter  has  married  off,  as  was  natural, 
or  died  unmarried,  as,  indeed,  for  a  Miss  Mortimer,  was  more 
natural  still ;  and  the  son  has  become  the  squire,  and  had  a 
son  and  a  daughter  in  his  turn.  In  Queen  Anne's  time,  the 
then  squire,  whose  name  was  Lewis,  made  an  unfortunate 
divergence  from  the  usual  custom.  He  had  two  girls  only  ; 
but  one  of  them  married,  and  her  husband  took  our  name  and 


1|  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

arms ;  the  other  died  very  opportunely,  and  left  her  sister  in 
full  possession,  so  no  harm  was  done.  It  is,  however,  a  saying 
in  the  family,  that  the  Mortimers  are  to  end  in  two  sisters,  and 
that  after  them  the  property  is  to  be  divided  and  alienated 
from  the  name.  This  is  one  reason  why  I  never  was  much  of 
a  favourite  at  home.  They  forgave  Sarah,  for  she  was  beautiful, 
and  just  the  person  to  be  an  heiress.  But  co-heiresses  are  the 
bugbear  of  the  Mortimers.  Ah  me !  If  there  had  been  no 
such  saying  as  this,  or  if  we  had  been  poor  girls,  it  might  have 
made  a  difference !  Not  in  me,  to  be  sure ;  I  need  not  be 
sentimental  about  it.  I  never  saw  an  individual  in  this  world 
I  could  have  fancied  but  one,  and  he,  you  know,  never  asked 
me ;  so  it  could  not  have  made  the  slightest  difference  to  me. 

However,  if  there's  one  thing  more  than  another  that  my 
heart  is  set  to  resist,  it  is  letting  this  prophecy  be  fulfilled  in 
our  time.  I'd  rather  compass  sea  and  land  to  find  a  Mor- 
timer !  I'd  rather  set  out,  old  as  I  am,  and  hunt  for  one  with 
a  lantern  through  the  world!  Sarah,  though  she  is  so 
capricious  and  contrary,  is  of  the  same  mind.  It  was  she  who 
told  me  of  this  Mr.  Richard  Arkwright,  whom  I  had  forgotten 
all  about.  And  yet,  you  see,  after  showing  such  decided 
interest,  she  turns  upon  one  so !  What  a  very  odd  thing  it  is 
that  she  did  not  marry  !  1  never  could  make  it  out,  for  my 
part.  Nobody  could  imagine,  to  see  her  now,  how  very  pretty, 
nay,  how  beautiful  she  was  ;  and  such  a  way  with  her !  and 
dressed,  to  be  sure,  like  a  duchess.  All  the  young  men  in  the 
county  were  after  her  before  she  went  abroad.  But  dear, 
dear  !  to  think  what  a  changed  life  when  she  came  home,  and 
lost  her  voice,  and  shut  herself  up  in  her  own  room. 

There  is  nothing  I  dislike  more  than  curiosity,  or  prying,  or 
suspiciousness ;  but  I  should  like  to  know  the  rights  of  it — how 
Sarah  went  on  abroad.  To  be  sure  my  father  was  anxious 
enough  that  she  should  get  married,  and  have  a  good  humble- 
minded  husband,  who  would  take  the  name  of  Mortimer.  It 
was  only  me  that  he  would  not  hear  of  any  proposal  for.  I 
don't  think  he  would  have  broken  his  heart  if,  like  the  Milly 
Mortimer  in  Queen  Anne's  time,  I  had  been  so  obliging  as  to 
die. 

However,  here  we  are,  just  as  we  were  in  the  nursery,  two 
Miss  Mortimers.  Sarah,  who  might  have  had  half  a  dozen 
good  marriages,  just  the  same  as  I  am  ;  and  I  protest  I  don't 
even  know  that  there  are  two  people  existing  in  the  world 
who  have  the  smallest  collateral  right  to  divide  the  property 
and  take  it  away  from  the  name ;  unjesg 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  15 

fehould  happen  to  have  co-heiresses !  married  to  husbands  who 
will  not  change  to  Mortimer !  Don't  let  me  think  of  such  a 
horror ! 

These  are  our  circumstances  in  the  meantime.  It  is  a  very 
sad  thing  for  a  family  when  there  are  no  collateral  branches. 
1  forgot  to  say  that  how  this  Richard  Arkwright  came  about, 
was  by  the  strange  accident  of  Squire  George,  who  died  in 
1713,  having  two  sons  I 


CHAPTER  V. 

DURING  all  this  time — and  indeed,  after  all,  it  was  only  a 
single  day — I  had  forgotten  all  about  Mr.  Cresswell  and 
his  Sara.  He  and  his  family  had  been  our  family's  solicitors 
for  a  great  many  generations.  He  knew  all  our  secrets  that  we 
knew  ourselves.  It  is  only  about  twenty  years  since  he  suc- 
ceeded his  father  in  the  business,  and  married  that  pretty 
delicate  young  creature,  the  clergyman's  daughter  of  St.  John's. 
She  died  very  early,  poor  thing,  as  was  to  be  expected,  and 
Sara  is  his  only  child.  But,  of  course,  he  does  not  know  any 
more  than  a  baby  how  to  manage  a  pretty  fantastical  young 
girl.  They  are  a  very  respectable,  substantial  family  in  their 
way,  and  have  been  settled  in  their  house  in  Chester  for  a  very 
long  time — though,  of  course,  it  would  be  absurd  to  call  a 
family  of  solicitors  an  old  family — and  Mr.  Cresswell  is  very 
well  off  in  the  world,  and  can  give  a  very  pretty  fortune  to  his 
daughter  ;  yet  the  covetous  old  fox  has  actually  a  fancy  in  his 
mind — 1  could  see  it  when  he  was  last  here — that  if  Sara  only 
played  her  cards  well  she  might  be  heiress  of  the  Park,  and 
succeed  Sarah  and  me.  An  attorney's  daughter !  Not  that  I 
mean  to  put  a  slight  upon  Sara,  who  is  our  godchild,  and  a 
very  sweet,  pretty  girl.  But  to  fancy  that  old  Cresswell  could 
take  up  such  an  idea,  and  /  not  find  him  out!  It  is  odd, 
really,  how  the  cleverest  of  men  deceive  themselves.  He  will 
take  every  means  to  find  out  Richard  Mortimer  all  the  same. 
He'll  not  fail  of  his  duty,  however  things  may  turn  out,  I 


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know  that ;  but  to  think  at  the  very  bottom  of  his  sly  old 
heart  that  he  should  have  a  hankering  after  the  Park  !  It  is 
quite  inconceivable  what  fancies  will  take  hold  of  men. 

Sara  is  our  godchild,  as  I  said,  called  Sara  Millicent,  in  token 
of  the  kindness  that  poor  Mrs.  Cresswell,  poor  young  mother- 
less creature,  thought  she  had  received  from  us.  Poor  little 
soul !  she  little  thought  then,  that  the  baby  she  was  so  proud 
of,  was  the  only  one  she  was  to  be  spared  to  bring  into  the 
world.  From  that  time  till  now  Sara  has  been  a  pet  at  the 
Park,  and  always  free  to  come  to  us  when  she  wished,  or 
when  her  father  thought  it  would  do  her  good.  This  was 
how  she  was  coming  to-day.  Perhaps  it  might  be  imagined 
by  some  people  rather  a  bold  thing  of  one's  family  solicitor  to 
bring  his  daughter  to  us  without  an  invitation.  But  you  see 
we  were  only  ladies,  and  did  not  stand  on  our  dignity  as  people 
do  when  there  are  men  in  the  house;  and,  besides,  she  was 
our  pet  and  godchild,  which  makes  all  the  difference. 

Just  before  dinner,  Mr.  CressVell's  one-horse  chaise  came 
into  the  courtyard.  We  never  use  the  great  door  except  for 
great  people,  and  when  Sarah  goes  out  for  her  airings.  I 
always  use  the  court  entrance,  which  is  much  handier,  especially 
in  winter,  and  when  there  is  no  fire  in  the  great  hall.  I  really 
see  no  use,  except  on  occasions,  for  a  fire  in  that  great  hall.  It 
looks  miserable,  I  dare  say,  but  then  the  coal  it  consumes  is 
enormous — enough  to  keep  three  families  in  the  village  com- 
fortably warmed — and  we  keep  no  lackeys  to  lounge  about 
there,  and  be  in  the  way.  A  good  respectable  family  servant, 
like  Ellis,  with  plenty  of  maids,  is  much  more  to  my  taste  than 
those  great  saucy  fellows,  who  have  not  the  heart  of  a  mouse. 
But  this  is  quite  apart  from  what  I  was  saying.  Sarah  had 
come  down  just  the  same  as  ever,  except  that  she  had  her 
brown  gown  on, — she  wears  a  different  gown  every  day  in  the 
week, — and  her  muslin  shawl  lined  with  blue,  and  of  course 
blue  ribbons  in  her  cap  to  correspond.  Carson,  after  all,  is 
really  a  wonderful  milliner.  She  seemed  to  have  forgotten,  or 
at  least  passed  over,  our  little  quarrel,  for  she  spoke  just  the 
same  as  usual,  and  said,  as  she  always  does,  that  she  hoped  that 
I  would  not  forget  to  order  the  carriage  for  her  drive.  I  have 
given  over  being  nettled  about  this.  She  says  it  regularly, 
poor  dear  soul,  every  other  day. 

u  And  little  Sara  is  coming  to-day,"  said  1.  "  You'll  take 
her  for  company,  won't  you  ?  It  will  do  the  child  good." 

"  Do  her  good  I  why,  Cresswell  has  a  carriage  !"  said  Sarah 
ia  her  whisper ;  "  beggars  will  ride  before  all's  done." 


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"  But  he's  nothing  of  a  beggar,  quite  the  reverse ;  he'a 
very  well-to-do,  indeed,"  said  I.  "  I  think  he  has  a  very  good 
right  to  a  one-horse  chciise." 

44  Ah,  to  be  sure,  that  makes  all  the  difference,"  said  Sarah 
in  her  sharp  way,  "  I  forgot  it  was  but  one  horse." 

Now  her  voice,  which  is  rather  pleasant  when  she's  kind, 
gets  a  sort  of  hiss  in  it  when  she's  spiteful,  and  the  sound  of 
that  "  horse,"  though  I  wouldn't  for  the  world  say  any  harm 
of  my  sister,  drew  out  all  the  hoarseness  and  unpleasant  sound 
in  the  strangest  way  possible.  I  was  quite  glad  to  hear  at  that 
moment  the  wheels  in  the  courtyard. 

44  There  is  little  Sara,"  said  1,  and  went  off  to  fetch  her  in, 
very  glad  to  get  off,  it  must  be  confessed :  but  glad  also,  to  be 
sure,  to  see  my  little  pet,  who  had  always  taken  so  kindly  to 
me.  Before  I  could  get  to  the  door  which  Ellis  was  holding 
open,  the  dear  child  herself  came  rushing  upon  me,  fairly 
driving  me  a  few  steps  back,  and  taking  away  my  breath. 
44  You're  not  to  come  into  the  draught,  godmamma.  It's  so 
cold,  oh,  it's  so  cold !  1  thought  my  nose  would  be  off,"  cried 
Sara's  voice  close  to  my  ear.  She  was  talking  and  kissing  me 
at  the  same  moment,  and  after  the  start  she  had  given  me,  you 
may  suppose,  I  did  not  pick  up  exactly  every  word  she  said 
But  that  was  the  substance  of  it,  to  be  sure. 

u  Why  didn't  you  wear  a  veil?  You  ought  to  wear  a  veil, 
child.  We  were  all  supposed  to  have  complexions  when  I  was 
young,"  said  I.  u  Don't  you  have  any  complexions,  now,  you 
little  girls  V" 

44  Oh,  godmamma  !  I  don't  expect  ever  to  hear  you  talking 
nonsense,"  said  Sara  severely.  u  What's  the  good  of  our 
.complexions?  We  can't  do  anything  with  them  that  I  ever 
heard  of .  Come  in  from  the  draught,  please,  for  the  sake  of 
your  dear  old  nose." 

44  You  are  the  rudest  little  girl  I  ever  knew  in  my  life.  Go 
in,  child,  go  in,  and  see  your  godmamma,"  said  I.  '•  How 
ever  do  you  manage  that  girl,  Mr.  Cresswell?  Does  she 
think  I  don't  know  all  the  draughts  in  my  own  house?" 

44  Ah,  my  dear  lady,  she's  contrairy.  I  told  you  so — she 
always  was  and  ever  will  be,"  said  Mr.  Cresswell,  putting  down 
his  hat  with  a  sigh.  Dear,  dear!  the  poor  man  certainly  had 
his  troubles  with  that  little  puss.  Manage  her,  indeed  !  when, 
to  be  sure,  as  was  natural,  she  made  him  do  exactly  just  as  she 
pleased. 

When  we  went  in  after  her,  he  and  I,  there  she  was,  to  be 
sure,  kneeling  down  on  Sarah's  footstool,  trying  all  she  could 


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to  put  my  sister's  curls  out  of  order  with  kissing  her.  ^  If  any 
one  else  had  dared  to  do  it !  But  Sara,  who  never  since  she 
was  a  baby  feared  any  creature,  had  her  way  with  her 
godmother  as  well  as  with  all  the  rest  of  us.  There's  a  great 
deal  in  never  being  afraid. 

"  Now,  go  up-stairs,  and  take  off  your  bonnet,  there's  a 
good  child ;  there's  a  fire  in  your  room  to  warm  it  for  puss  in 
velvet.  Go,  and  come  down  smooth  and  nice  as  your  god- 
mamma  loves  to  see  you.  Dinner  will  be  ready  presently, 
and  you  must  be  nice  for  dinner.  There,  there,  don't  talk  any 
more,  Sara,  go  and  smooth  your  hair." 

"  Oh  yes,  certainly,  and  then  you'll  see  what's  happened  !" 
cried  Sara,  and  frisked  off  out  of  the  room  like  a  little  puss  as 
she  was. 

I  dare  say  the  dear  child  expected  nothing  less  than  a  great 
curiosity  on  my  part  about  what  had  happened.  Poor  dear 
ittle  kitten !  she  forgot  that  these  little  secrets  were  not  such 
great  matters  to  me.  When  she  was  gone  we  did  not  say  a 
syllable  about  Sara ;  but  her  good  father  began  to  pull  about 
the  things  on  one  of  the  tables  behind  the  screen,  and  made 
signs  to  me  with  his  eyebrows  to  come  and  talk  to  him. 
"When  I  passed  over  that  way  he  said  quite  softly,  "Anything 
more?" 

"Not  a  word,"  said  I;  for,  to  be  sure,  that  about  Sarah 
marrying  if  they  would  have  let  her  was  private,  arid  even  the 
family  solicitor  had  nothing  to  do  with  it,  though,  I  dare  say 
if  the  truth  were  known,  he  knew  all  about  it  better  than  I 
did.  "  Not  a  word ;  only,  I  suppose,  I  should  say  he  must  be 
about  her  own  age." 

Mr.  Cresswell  glanced  up  at  me,  gave  a  short  little  smile,  a 
nod  of  his  head,  and  a  shrug  of  his  shoulders,  and  understood 
all  about  it  as  if  I  had  told  him. 

"  Was  in  love  with  her  once,  of  course — thought  so  !"  he 
said  in  his  undertone:  "you  ladies,  for  one  good  thing,  do 
think  on  when  we've  made  fools  of  ourselves  about  you.  It's 
always  our  compensation." 

"  We  think  on  after  you've  forgotten  all  about  it — that's 
what  you  mean,"  said  I. 

Mr.  Cresswell  gave  another  little  shrug  with  his  shoulders, 
and  glanced  at  the  screen  behind  which  Sarah  was  knitting. 
"  How  lovely  she  was  once,  to  be  sure !"  he  said  with  a  little 
sigh,  and  then  laughed  out  at  himself,  not  without  a  little 
redness  in  his  face.  To  speak  of  a  blush  in  a  man  of  his  years 
would  be  simply  absurd,  you  know.  Such  a  piece  of  presump- 


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tion  !  I  do  believe  Bob  Crcsswell  had  taken  it  upon  him  to 
fall  in  love  with  Sarah  too  in  his  young  days.  I  could  have 
boxed  his  ears  for  him;  and  to  think  he  should  have  the 
audacity  to  laugh  at  himself  now  1 


CHAPTER  VI. 

•"PHIS  conversation  of  ours,  if  it  could  be  called  a  conversa- 
J_  tion,  was  luckily  interrupted  by  the  entrance  of  little 
Sara,  who  came  into  the  room,  ligbtfooted  and  noiseless,  as 
Buch  creatures  can  when  they  are  young.  She  had  on  a  velvet 
jacket,  over  a  thick-corded  blue  silk  dress.  She  must  have 
spent  quite  a  fortune  in  dress,  the  little  saucy  puss.  What 
startled  me,  however,  was  her  hair.  She  had  a  beautiful  head 
of  hair,  and  wore  it  of  course  in  the  fashion,  as  all  young  girls 
ought.  Some  people  were  so  misguided  as  to  call  Sara  Creswell 
dark-complexioned.  They  meant  she  had  very  dark  hair,  eye- 
brows, and  eyelashes.  As  for  her  skin,  it  was  as  pure  as 
Sarah's,  who  had  always  been  a  blonde  beauty.  But  with  all 
the  mass  of  hair  she  had,  when  she  chose  to  spread  it  out  and 
display  it,  and  with  her  black  eyes  and  small  face,  I  don't 
wonder  people  thought  the  little  witch  dark.  However,  all 
that  was  done  away  now.  There  she  stood  before  me,  laughing, 
and  making  her  curtsey,  with  short  little  curls,  like  a  child's, 
scarcely  long  enough  to  reach  to  her  collar — all  her  splendid 
hair  gone — a  regular  crop  !  I  screamed  out,  as  may  be  sup- 
posed ;  I  declare  I  could  have  whipped  her  with  the  very  best 
will  in  the  world.  The  provoking,  wicked  little  creature !  no 
wonder  her  poor  father  called  her  contrairy.  Dear,  dear,  to 
think  what  odd  arrangements  there  are  in  this  world !  1  should 
have  brought  her  under  some  sort  of  authority,  I  promise  you ; 
but  really,  not  meaning  to  be  profane,  one  was  really  tempted  to 
say  to  one's  self,  what  could  Providence  be  thinking  of  to  give 
such  a  child  to  poor  old  Bob  Cresswell,  who  knew  no  more  how 
to  manage  her  than  I  know  how  to  steer  a  boat  ? 


20  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

'*  *  Declare  I  think  you  are  very  wicked,"  I  said  when  I 
gained  ^  j  breath ;  "  I  do  believe,  Sara,  you  take  a  delight  in 
vexing  your  friends.  For  all  the  world  what  good  could  it  do 
to  cut  off  your  hair?  Don't  speak  to  me,  child !  I  declare  1 
am  so  vexed  and  provoked  and  angry,  I  could  cry  !" 

"  Don't  cry,  godmamma,"  said  Sara  quite  coolly,  "  or  I'll 
have  it  made  up  into  a  wig  ;  you  can't  fancy  how  nice  it  is 
now.  Besides,  what  was  the  good  of  such  a  lot  of  hair?  Don't 
you  know  that's  what  gives  people  headaches?  I  thought  I 
had  better  be  wise  in  time." 

"You  little  storyteller!"  cried  I,  "you never  had  a  headache 
in  your  life." 

"  Ah,  but  prevention  is  better  than  cure,"  said  the  wicked 
little  creature  with  her  very  demurest  look. 

u  Dinner,  Ma'am,"  said  Ellis  at  the  door.  It  was  just  as 
well  for  Sara.  But  I  had  a  great  mind  to  pinch  her,  as  Mr. 
Thackeray  says  the  ladies  do,  when  we  went  together  to  the 
dining-room.  I  am  sure  she  deserved  it.  However,  she  did 
not  escape  a  little  pinch  which  touched  her,  brave  as  she  was 
Sarah,  1  suppose,  had  not  taken  the  trouble  to  look  at  her  till 
we  were  all  seated  at  table.  Then  she  looked  up,  quite  ignorant 
of  what  had  happened.  Sarah  did  not  start  like  me,  nor  scream 
out ;  but  she  looked  at  little  Sara  quite  composedly,  leaning 
forward  to  see  her  all  round.  When  she  had  quite  done,  she 
folded  her  hands  upon  her  napkin,  and  smiled.  "  What  a 
shocking  fright  you  have  made  of  yourself,  my  dear  child," 
said  Sarah  with  the  most  amiable  look  in  the  world.  Little 
Sara  coloured  up  in  a  moment,  grew  red  and  furious  like  a 
little  vixen,  and  had  something  angry  and  wicked  on  the  very 
tip  of  her  tongue,  which  however,  bold  as  she  was,  she  dared 
not  say.  Mr.  Cresswell  ventured  to  give  a  little  mutter  and 
chuckle  of  a  laugh,  and  how  the  little  witch  did  look  at  him  ! 
But  as  for  me,  though  I  was  glad  to  have  her  punished,  I  could 
DOD  find  in  my  heart  to  hear  anything  said  against  her  without 
standing  up  in  her  defence. 

"  Well,  of  course,  I  ani  very  angry,"  said  I ;  "  but  I  can't 
say  I  agree  with  your  godmamma  either — it's  pretty  enough, 
for  that  matter." 

"  Oh,  please,  don't  take  any  trouble  about  my  feelincs.  I 
never  meant  it  to  be  pretty,"  said  little  Sara,  quite  furious. 

"  Nice  hair  is  very  much  in  a  dark  person's  favour.     It  helps4 
the  complexion  and  harmonises,"  said  Sarah,  who  kept  always 
looking  at  the  child  in  her  smiling  aggravating  way.     "People 
will  soon  notice  the  want  of  it  in  you,  iny  iear.     They  will  say 


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you  are  very  much  gono  off  in  your  looks.  It's  a  pity  you 
were  so  rash.  It  does  make  you  a  sad  fright,  whatever  Milly 
says." 

Now,  only  imagine  how  little  Sara  was  to  bear  all  this, 
spoken  just  in  Sarah's  whisper,  which  made  everybody,  even 
Ellis,  who  was  waiting,  listen  close  to  hear  what  she  said.  It 
was  very  seldom  she  said  so  many  words  in  one  day,  not  to  say 
at  one  speaking.  She  began  to  eat  her  soup  when  she  had  done 
her  pleasant  remarks.  And  surely  I  never  did  remark  before 
how  odd  the  s's  sounded  in  her  poor  lost  voice.  Somehow  they 
seemed  to  go  hissing  round  the  table,  as  if  every  word  had  an  s 
in  it.  It  was  a  round  table,  and  not  very  large.  Sarah  never 
would  do  any  carving,  and  I  got  tired  of  always,  doing  it.  So 
Ellis  managed  for  us  now  on  the  sideboard,  knowing  foreign 
ways  a  little,  and  a  small  table  suited  us  best. 

*'  Ah,  my  dear  lady,  I  wish  you'd  take  her  in  hand,"  said 
Mr.  Cresswell  (dear,  dear!  it  is  inconceivable  how  injudicious 
some  people  are !)  ;  "  she's  too  many  for  me." 

uMy  opinion  is,"  said  I,  breaking  in  as  well  as  I  could, 
seeing  that  poor  little  Sara  must  come  to  an  explosion  if  they 
kept  it  up,  "  that  when  a  gentleman  comes  to  visit  two  single 
ladies,  he  should  let  us  know  what's  going  on  in  the  world. 
Have  you  never  a  new  curate  at  St.  John's  to  tell  us  of,  and 
are  all  the  officers  just  exactly  as  they  used  to  be?  You  may 
all  be  very  superior,,  you  wise  people.  But  I  do  love  gossip,  I 
am  free  to  acknowledge.  I  heard  your  rector  preached  in  his 
surplice  last  Sunday.  How  did  you  Evangelicals  take  that, 
Mr.  Cresswell,  eh  ?  For  my  part,  I  can't  see  where's  the  harm 
in  a  surplice  as  you  Low  Church  people  do." 

"  You  and  I  will  never  agree  in  that,  Miss  Milly,"  said  Mr. 
Cresswell ;  "  though,  indeed,  if  Dr.  Roberts  came  into  the 
pulpit  in  white,  I've  my  own  idea  as  to  how  you'd  take  it. 
However,  not  to  speak  of  surplices,  the  red-coats  are  going,  I 
hear.  We're  to  have  a  change.  The  Chestnuts  are  coming 
up  from  Scotland,  and  our  men  are  ordered  to  the  West 
Indies.  The  Colonel  doesn't  like  it  a  bit.  It's  better  for  him 
in  one  way,  but  he's  getting  to  like  a  steady  friendly  little 
society,  and  not  to  care  for  moving.  He's  getting  up  in  years, 
like  the  rest  of  us,  is  the  Colonel.  This  will  tell  on  him, 
•  you'll  see." 

*•  Well,  to  be  sure,  when  a  man's  old,  he  ought  to  retire," 
said  I ;  u  there  are  always  plenty  to  take  his  place." 

"  Ah.  it's  easy  to  talk,"  said  Mr.  Cresswell.  "  It's  all  very 
well  for  us  to  retire  that  have  made  money  ;  but  a  man  that 


22  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

has  only  his  pay.  what  is  he  to  do?  He  has  got  that  pool 
little  widow-daughter  of  his  to  keep,  and  Fred  is  very  un- 
settled, I'm  afraid,  and  little  comfort  to  his  father.  There's 
a  deal  of  difference,  Miss  Milly,  between  full-pay  and  half -pay. 
He'd  have  to  cut  down  his  living  one  half  if  he  retired." 

"That's  just  exactly  what  I  quarrel  with  in  these  grand 
times  of  ours,"  said  1;  "what's  the  harm  of  cutting  down  one's 
living  one  half  ?  My  own  opinion  is,  I'd  respect  a  man  very 
much  that  did  it.  Great  people  can  do  it  somehow.  I  wish 
you  luxurious  middle-class  people  would  learn  the  way.  But 
then  you  don't  stand  by  each  other  when  you  fall  into  poverty. 
You  drop  your  friend  when  he  can't  ask  you  to  dinner.  You 
are  good  to  his  children,  and  patronise  them,  and  forget  they 
were  just  the  same  as  yours  a  little  while  ago.  I  don't  think 
we'll  ever  come  to  any  good  in  this  country  till  we  get  back 
to  knowing  how  to  be  poor." 

4 '  My  dear  lady,  England  never  was  in  such  splendid 
Condition,"  said  Mr.  Cress  well,  with  a  smile  at  my  ignorance. 
"If  we've  forgotten  how  to  save,  we've  learned  how  to  grow 
rich." 

"  I  know  all  about  England,"  said  I ;  "we  read  the  Times ; 
don't  you  tell  me.  I'm  anything  but  easy  about  England. 
Making  money  is  no  substitute  in  the  world  for  saving  it.  I 
tell  you,  the  world  won't  be  what  I  call  right  till  a  gentleman 
may  be  as  poor  as  God  pleases,  without  being  ashamed  of  it ; 
and  have  the  heart  to  cut  down  his  living  one-half  too." 

u  Well,  well  Miss  Milly,  ladies  are  always  optimists,"  said 
Mr.  Cresswell ;  "but  I  shouldn't  like  to  be  poor  myself,  nor 
see  Sara  tried  with  economics.  She  don't  understand  anything 
about  them,  that's  sure." 

"  The  more's  the  pity.  What  if  she  should  marry  a  poor 
man  V"  said  I. 

"She  shan't  marry  a  poor  man,  my  dear  lady,"  said  Mr. 
Cresswell. 

Upon  which  Sara  lighted  up.  I  knew  she  would.  The 
dear  child  would  do  anything  out  of  contradiction. 

"  Rather  a  poor  one  than  a  rich  one,  papa,"  cried  Sara,  with 
a  little  start  of  opposition.  "  Godmamma  is  always  quite 
right.  It's  shocking  how  everybody  worships  rich  people. 
If  we  were  to  live  in  a  little  cottage,  now,  and  make  a  dozen 
poor  people  comfortable!  instead  of  always  living  in  that  dull 
old  house,  and  having  the  same  chairs  and  tables,  and  looking 
at  exactly  the  same  things  every  day.  Godmamma !  I  do  so 
want  my  room  fresh  papered.  J  know  every  tint  of  that 


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pattern,  till  it  makes  me  quite  ill  to  look  at  it.  Wouldn't  it 
be  a  thousand  times  more  reasonable  and  like  a  Christian,  if 
papa  would  stop  giving  stupid  dinners,  and  taking  me  to 
stupid  parties,  and  divide  all  his  money  with,  say,  a  dozen 
poor  families,  and  live  in  a  sweet  country  cottage  ?  It  isn't 
enough  for  us,  you  know,  to  make  us  great  people.  But.  it 
would  be  quite  enough  to  give  us  all  plenty  to  live  upon,  the 
dozen  others  and  ourselves  as  well.  Don't  you  think  it  would 
be  a  great  deal  more  like  what  a  man  should  do,  than  keeping 
all  one's  money  to  one's  self,  like  papa  ?" 

Little  Sara  grew  quite  earnest,  and  her  eyes  sparkled  as  she 

rke.  Her  father  laughed  inwardly  under  his  breath,  and 
ught  it  just  one  of  her  vagaries.  She  divide  all  her  money 
with  her  neighbours,  the  extravagant  little  puss  in  velvet ! 
But  don't  suppose  Sara  was  shamming.  She  was  as  thought- 
less and  as  prodigal  as  ever  a  child  was  who  knew  no  better. 
But  for  all  that,  she  could  have  done  it.  She  could  have 
found  out  how  to  do -it.  She  meant  what  she  said. 


CHAPTER  VII. 

"  "OUT  you    are  a  very  foolish,   thoughtless,    provoking 

_D  little  puss;  there  can't  be  any  mistake  about  it," 
said  I. 

"  Nothing  of  the  sort,  godmamma,"  said  Sara,  "  such  a 
quantity  of  time  was  always  taken  up  with  that  hair  of  mine  ; 
it  had  to  be  brushed  out  at  night,  however  sleepy  I  was,  and  it 
had  to  be  done  I  don't  know  how  many  times  a  day.  Think 
of  wasting  hours  of  one's  time  upon  one's  hair  !" 

"  But,  my  dear  child,  you  have  too  much  time  on  your 
hands.  Do  you  ever  do  anything  in  the  world,  you  velvet 
kitten,"  said  I. 

u  If  it  was  anybody  else  but  you,  I  should  be  angry,  god- 
mamma,"  said  Sara ;  "  but,  indeed,  I  have  tried  a  quantity  of 
things.  As  for  working,  you  know  I  won't  work — 1  tell  every- 


24  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

body  so  plainly.  What's  the  good  of  it  ?  I  hate  crochet  and 
cushions  and  footstools.  If  I  had  some  little  children  to  keep 
all  tidy,  there  would  be  some  good  in  it ;  or  if  papa  was  poor 
I  might  mend  his  stockings — but  I  won't  work  now,  whatever 
anybody  says." 

UI  don't  see  any  reason  why  you  should  not  keep  some  little 
children  tidy,  or  mend  papa's  stockings  either,  if  you  would 
like  it,"  said  I. 

<;  If  I  would  like  it !"  cried  Sara,  in  high  wrath  and  indig- 
nation, u  as  if  that  was  why  I  should  do  it !  I  don't  think  there 
can  be  anything  more  dreadful  in  life  than  always  having  to 
do  just  what  one  likes.  Now,  look  hero,  godmamma;  suppose 
I  was  to  mend  papa's  stockings  because  I  liked  it, — oh,  how 
Mary  would  giggle  and  laugh  and  rejoice  over  me  !  She  has 
to  do  'it,  and  doesn't  like  it  a  bit,  you  may  be  sure.  And 
suppose  I  were  making  frocks  for  poor  children,  like  the 
Dorcas  society,  wouldn't  all  the  sensible  people  be  on  me  to 
?ay  how  very  much  better  it  would  be  to  have  poor  women 
make  them  and  pay  them  for  their  work  ?  I  could  only  do 
what  it's  other  people's  business  t<?  do.  I  have  got  no  business. 
The  best  thing  wanted  of  me  is  just  to  sit  idle  from  morning  to 
night  and  read  novels;  and  nobody  understands  me  either,  not 
even  my  dear  old  godmamma,  which  is  hardest  of  all." 

u  But,  Sara,  if  you  chose,  you  could  do  good:  the  best  thing 

of  all  to  do — you  could " 

"Oh  stop,  stop,  godmamma  !  I  can't  do  good.  I  don't 
want  to  do  good.  I  hate  going  about  and  talking  to  people  ; 
and  besides,  they  are  all,  every  one  of  them,"  said  Sara,  with 
tears,  half  of  vexation  and  half  of  sorrow,  sparkling  in  her 
eyes,  "  a  great  deal  better  than  me." 

I  had  not  a  single  word  to  say  against  this ;  for  indoed, 
though  I  said  it,  because  of  course  it  was  the  right  thing  to 
say,  IvVV  can't  undertake,  upon  my  honour,  that  I  thought  a 
spoiled  child  like  Sara  Cresswell  was  the  kind  of  creature  to  be 
much  comfort  to  poor  men  or  poor  women  labouring  hard  in 
the  sorrows  of  this  life. 

"  I  went  once  with  Miss  Fielding  from  the  Rectory.  There 
was  one  house,"  said  Sara,  speaking  low  and  getting  red, 
"  where  they  hadn't  so  much  to  live  on  for  the  whole  year 
through  as  papa  had  to  pay  for  my  dressmaker's  bill.  He  had 
just  been  worrying  me  about  it  that  morning,  so  I  remember. 
But  they  weren't  miserable!  no  more  than  you  are,  god- 
mamma  !  not  one  half,  nor  a  quarter,  nor  a  hundredth  part  so 
miserable  as  I  am !  And  the  woman  looked  so  cheerful  and 


The  Last  of  th*  Mortimers.  25 

right  with  the  baby  in  her  arms,  and  all  the  cleaning  to  do — I 
cried  and  ran  off  home  when  I  got  out  of  that  house.  I  was 
ashamed,  just  dead  ashamed,  godmamma,  and  nothing  else. — 
Doing  good  ! — oh ! — I  think  if  I  were  the  little  girl,  coming  in 
to  hold  the  baby,  and  help  to  clean,  I  might  get  some  good 
myself.  But  then  nobody  will  understand  me  whatever  1  say. 
I  don't  want  to  invent  things  to  '  employ  my  time.'  Employ- 
ing one's  time  is  about  as  bad  as  improving  one's  mind.  I 
want  to  have  something  real  to  do,  something  that  lias  to  be 
done  and  nobody  but  me  to  do  it ;  and  I  don't  mind  in  the 
least  whether  1  should  like  it  or  not." 

"  Well,  dear,"  said  I,  "  you're  not  nineteen  yet;  plenty  of 
time.  I  dare  say  you'll  have  your  hard  work  some  day  or 
other,  and  won't  like  it  any  more  than  the  rest  of  us.  Have 
patience,  it  will  all  come  in  time." 

"  Then,  I  suppose,"  said  Sara,  with  a  little  toss  of  her  pro- 
voking little  head,  "  I  had  better  just  go  to  sleep  till  that  time 
comes." 

"  Well,  my  love,  papa  would  save  a  good  deal,  no  doubt,  if 
if  there  were  no  dressmaker's  bills.  You  inconsistent  little 
witch  !  Here  you  tell  me  how  disgusted  you  are  with  being  a 
rich  man's  daughter  and  having  nothing  to  do,  yet  you  cut  off 
your  hair  to  save  time,  and  go  on  quite  composedly  spending 
as  much  as  would  keep  a  poor  family — and  more  than  one 
poor  family,  I  suspect— on  your  dressmaker's  bill.  Little 
Sara,  what  do  you  mean  ?" 

u  The  two  things  have  no  connection,"  said  Sara,  tossing  her 
head  again  ;  "  I  never  pretended  that  I  wanted  to  save  papa's 
money.  What's  the  good  of  it?  I  like  pretty  things  to  wear, 
and  1  don't  care  the  very  least  in  the  world  how  much  money 
papa  has  in  the  bank,  or  wherever  he  keeps  it.  He  told  me 
once  &  was  my  own  means  I  was  wasting,  for,  of  course,  it 
would  be  all  mine  when  he  died,"  she  went  on,  her  eyes 
twinkling  with  proud  tears  and  wounded  feeling  ;  "  as  if  that 
made  any  difference !  But  I'll  tell  you  what,  godmamma.  If 
he  was  to  portion  out  all  the  money  to  ourselves  and  so  many 
other  people,  just  enough  to  live  upon,  you'd  see  how  happy  I 
should  be  in  muslin  frocks.  I  know  I  should  1  and  keep 
everything  so  snug  and  nice  at  home." 

"  Oh,  you  deluded  little  child  !"  said  I ;  "  don't  you  know 
there's  ever  so  much  nasty  work  to  do,  before  everything  can 
be  nice  as  we  always  have  it?  Should  you  like  to  be  a  house- 
maid with  your  little  velvet  paws,  you  foolish  little  kitten? 
You  don't  know  what  you're  saying." 


26  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

"  But  I  do,  though — and  I  could  scratch  too,"  said  the  wild 
little  puss,  with  a  glance  out  of  her  black  eyes  which  con- 
founded me.  I  thought  the  child  had  gone  out  of  her  wits 
altogether.  No  wonder  her  poor  father  called  her  contrairy, 
poor  hapless  man. 

This  conversation  took  place  aftbj  dinner,  when  we  two 
•went  back  to  the  drawing-room.  Mr.  Cresswell  had  returned 
to  Chester  in  his  brougham,  and  Sarah  had  gone  out  all  by 
herself  for  her  drive.  Perhaps  little  Sara,  after  being  so 
aggravated  at  dinner,  would  not  have  gone  with  my  sister 
even  had  she  been  asked  ;  but  her  godmamma  did  not  ask  her, 
Dear,  dear,  what  a  very  strange  world  this  is  !  Poor  Sarah 
chose  to  go  out  alone,  driving  drearily  through  the  winterly 
trees  and  hedges  ;  she  chose  always  to  turn  aside  from  the 
village,  which  might  have  been  a  little  cheerful,  and  she  never 
dreamt  of  calling  anywhere,  poor  soul !  I  have  lived  a  quiet 
life  enough,  but  I  could  not  get  on  without  a  smile  here  and  a 
word  there,  and  the  sight  of  my  fellow-creatures  at  least. 
However,  I  have  no  call  to  censure  neighbours,  much  less  my 
sister.  This  is  how  Sara  Cresswell  and  I  had  time  for  our  long 
conversation.  I  broke  it  off  short  now,  thinking  it  was  about 
time  for  Sarah  to  come  in. 

"Now  little  Sara,"  said  1,  "we'll  drop  the  question  what 
you're  to  do  as  a  general  question  just  now ;  but  your  godmamma 
will  be  in  directly.  What  shall  you  do  while  you're  here  ? 
Should  you  like  to  come  and  set  my  papers  straight?  It's 
nice,  tiresome,  sickening  work.  It  always  gives  me  a  head- 
ache, but  I  can't  trust  a  servant  to  do  it.  I  think  it's  the  very 
•work  for  you." 

"  But,  dear  godmamma,  here's  a  novel,"  said  Sara,  who 
was  sunk  deep  in  an  easy-chair,  and  had  not  the  very 
slightest  intention  of  obeying  me,  "just  the  very  one  I 
•wanted,  and  I  see  by  the  first  chapter  that  Emily  is  my  own 
very  favourite  heroine.  I'll  do  it  to-morrow,  please — to- 
morrow morning,  not  to-day." 

"  But  it  must  be  done  to-day." 

"  Oh,  must !  why  must  f  You  have  only  to  do  what  you 
please — you  are  not  obliged  to  keep  time  like  a  dressmaker  or 
a  clerk,"  said  Sara,  reading  all  the  while. 

"Oh,  you  child!"  said  I;  "suppose  papa's  dinner  was 
waiting,  or  his  stockings  to  mend,  would  you  let  them  stand 
till  you  had  finished  your  novel?  Oh,  you  deluded  littlo 
thing,  is  that  the  good  workwoman  you  would  be?" 

Before  I  bad  finished  speaking  Sara  had  started  like  a  little 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  27 

sprite  out  of  her  chair,  tossed  the  novel  into  the  corner  of  a 
distant  sofa,  and  went  off  like  the  wind  to  the  library,  where 
I  did  my  business  and  kept  my  papers.  I  had  to  hurry  after 
her  as  quickly  as  £  could.  A  pretty  job  she  would  have  made 
of  it,  had  she  done  it  alone  ! 


CHAPTER  VIII. 

IF  there  is  one  thing  I  dislike  more  than  another,  it  is  the 
housemaid,  or  even  Ellis,  meddling  with  my  papers.  I 
don't  scold  a  great  deal,  in  a  general  way,  but  I  will  allow  that 
I  don't  spare  any  of  them  when  they  flutter  my  accounts  and 
receipts  about  in  setting  things  to  rights.  So  in  the  course  of 
nature  the  things  get  dusty ;  and  I  quite  expected  to  see  poor 
little  Sara  grow  pale  and  give  in  before  she  was  half  through 
the  year's  accounts.  But  nobody  knows  the  spirit  that  is  in 
that  child.  After  she  had  once  roused  herself  to  do  it,  she 
held  at  it  without  an  idea  of  yielding.  I  saw  her  look  now 
and  again  at  her  little  toys  of  hands,  but  I  took  no  notice  ; 
and  on  she  went  at  the  papers  manfully,  putting  them  in  as 
regular  order  as  I  could  have  done  myself.  It  was  not  such  a 
very  important  business  after  all,  but  still  it's  a  comfort  to  see 
a  person  set  to  anything  with  a  will,  especially  a  little  spoilt 
wilful  creature  that  never  had  anything  to  do  but  her  own 
pleasure  all  her  life. 

Nearly  an  hour  after  we  had  come  into  the  library  somebody 
came  with  a  gentle  knock  to  the  door  ;  thinking  it  was  Ellis,  I 
said,  "  Come  in,"  without  looking  up,  waiting  for  him  to  speak. 
But  while  I  sat  quietly  going  on  with  my  business,  with  Sara 
close  by  rustling  her  papers,  T  was  quite  startled  and  shaken  all 
at  once  to  hear  a  voice  close  by  me  which  I  did  not  hear  half 
a  dozen  times  in  a  twelvemonth,  the  voice  of  Carson,  Sarah's 
maid. 

"Bless  me,  what's  the  matter?"  I  said,  looking  up  at  the 
sound,  being  really  too  much  startled  to  notice  what  she  said. 


28  Tlie  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

11  Nothing,  I  hope,  ma'am,"  said  Carson,  who  was  very  pre- 
cise and  particular.  "  But  my  missis  is  not  come  in,  ma'am, 
from  her  drive,  and  I  thought  I'd  make  bold  to  ask  if  she  was 
going  anywhere  as  I  didn't  know  ?" 

"  Sarah  not  come  back  from  her  drive  ?"  said  I,  looking  at 
my  watch;  "why,  we've  had  lights  this  half  hour,  Carson;  it's 
getting  towards  five  o'clock." 

"Yes,  ma'am,"  said  Carson,  briefly,  not  allowing  for  my 
surprise,  "  that  is  just  what  I  said." 

This  pulled  me  up  a  little,  as  you  may  suppose  ;  but  I  was 
seriously  put  out  about  Sarah,  when  I  really  saw  how  the 
matter  stood. 

"I  know  nothing  about  where  she  was  going.  Dear,  dear, 
can  anything  have  happened?"  I  cried,  getting  a  little  flustered 
and  anxious;  then  I  jumped  up,  as  was  natural,  and  looked  out 
at  the  window  ;  though  of  course  nothing  was  to  be  seen  there 
but  the  shrubbery  and  a  corner  of  the  flower-garden.  "  But  I 
can't  tiiink  what  could  have  happened  either.  The  horses  are 
rery  steady,  and  Jacob  is  care  itself  ;  besides,  we'd  have  heard 
directly  if  anything  had  gone  wrong.  No,  no,  there  can't  have 
been  any  accident.  My  sister  was  just  in  her  usual,  Carson, 
eh?" 

"  Just  in  her  usual  ma'am,"  said  Carson,  like  an  echo  of  my 
voice. 

•'  Then,  dear,  what  can  be  the  matter?  it's  only  some  acci- 
dent, of  course,"  said  I  ;  "I  don't  mean  accident,  only  some 
chance  turn  out  of  the  way,  or  something.  Bless  me,  to  think 
of  Sarah  out  after  nightfall !  Why  don't  you  run  out  to  the 
road  and  look  for  the  carriage?  Call  some  of  the  people  about. 
King  the  bell,  child,  can't  you? — or  no,  sit  still,  Sara.  I'll 
take  a  peep  out  at  the  great  gate  myself." 

Saying  which,  I  hurried  past  Carson,  brushing  against  her,  as 
she  did  not  keep  out  of  my  way,  and  snatched  a  cloak  out  of 
the  hal],  and  ran  to  the  gate.  It  was  only  twilight  out  of 
doors, 'though  we  had  our  lamp  lighted.  A  nice  night,  grey, 
a  little  frosty,  but  rather  pleasant,  with  the  lights  twinkling 
out  of  the  windows.  I  said  to  myself,  "  Nothing  1  should  like 
better  than  a  brisk  walk  down  to  the  village  ;  bat  Sarah,  you 
know— Sarah's  different."  What  could  keep  her  out  so  late  ? 
I  can't  say  I  was  alarmed,  but  I  did  get  a  little  uneasy, 
especially  as  I  saw  Ellis  making  his  way  up  one  road  from  the 
gate  of  the  courtyard,  and  the  houseboy  running  down  another. 
It  was  Carson's  doings,  no  doubt ;  well,  well!  I  ought  to  be 


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thankful  my  sister  had  a  maid  that  was  so  fond  of  her ;  but 
taking  things  out  of  my  hands  in  this  way,  not  only  made  me 
angry,  as  was  natural,  but  flurried  me  as  well. 

As  I  stood  there,  however,  watching,  and  thinking  I  surely 
heard  a  sound  of  wheels  somewhere  in  the  distance,  somebody 
went  past  me  very  suddenly.  I  could  not  see  where  he  sprang 
from,  he  appeared  in  such  a  sudden  un explainable  way.  I  got 
quite  a  fright,  and,  except  that,  he  was  a  gentleman,  and  pro- 
bably a  young  one,  I  could  tell  nothing  more  about  the  figure 
that  shot  across  my  eyes.  Very  odd ;  could  he  have  been 
hiding  in  the  bushes?  What  could  he  want  ?  \V  ho  could  it 
be?  I  certainly  hear  the  carriage  now,  and  there  conies  the 
houseboy  up  the  road  waving  his  arms  about ;  but  instead  of 
looking  for  my  sister,  I  looked  after  this  figure  that  had  passed 
me.  It  passed  Ellis  too,  and  looked  in  his  face,  making  him 
start,  as  it  appeared  to  me,  and  so  went  straight  on,  till  the 
road  turned  and  I  could  see  it  no  longer.  I  felt  quite  as  if  I 
had  met  with  an  adventure.  Could  it  be  some  lover  of  little 
Sara's  that  had  followed  her  out  here  ? — or,  dear,  dear !  could 
it  have  anything  to  do  with  delaying  Sarah's  drive?  Just 
then  the  carriage  came  in  sight,  and  I  ran  back  to  the  house- 
door  to  receive  my  sister  and  nsk  what  had  detained  her.  She 
stepped  out  of  the  carriage,  looking  paler  than  her  ordinary, 
and  A\ith  that  nervous  shake  in  her  hands  and  head,  and  looked 
as  if  she  could  quite  have  clutched  hold  of  Carson,  who  of 
course  was  there  to  receive  her. 

"  Sarah,"  cried  I,  ';  what  in  all  the  world  has  kept  you  so 
long?  We  were  at  our  wits'  end,  thinking  something  had 
happened." 

4k  You'll  be  glad  to  see  nothing  has  happened,"  said  Sarah, 
in  her  whisper,  trying  hard  to  be  quite  composed  and  like 
herself  as  she  took  hold  of  Carson's  arm.  "  The  beauty  of  the 
evening,  you  know,  drew  me  a  little  further  than  I  generally 

gO."  jr 

This  she  said  looking  into  my  face,  nay,  Into  my  eyes  all 
the  time,  as  if  to  defy  any  suspicions  or  doubt  I  might  have. 
Her  very  determination  to  show  that  there  wa^  no  other  reason, 
made  it  quite  evident  that  there  had  been  something,  whatever 
it  was. 

I  said  nothing  of  course.  I  had  not  the  least  idea  what  my 
own  suspicions  pointed  at,  nor  what  they  wero.  So  it  was  not 
likely  I  should  make  any  scene,  or  put  it  iuto  the  servants' 
heads  to  wonder.  So  I  stood  still  and  askv,d  no  more 
questions,  while  Sarah  passed  before  me,  leaning  on  Caison'a 


80  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

arm,  to  go  upstairs.  It  was  the  most  simple  and  reasonable 
thing  in  the  world ;  why  should  she  not  have  gone  further  than 
Bhe  intended  one  night  in  her  life?  But  she  did  not,  that  is 
all. 

When  I  went  back  to  the  library,  little  Sara,  extraordinary 
to  relate,  was  sitting  exactly  where  I  left  her,  busy  about  the 
papers.  The  wilful  creature  did  not  seem  to  have  moved 
during  my  absence.  She  was  as  busy  and  absorbed  as  if  there 
was  nothing  else  to  do  or  think  of  in  the  world.  And  while 
we  had  been  all  of  a  nutter  looking  for  Sarah,  she,  sitting 
quiet  and  undisturbed,  had  got  the  greater  part  of  her  work 
finished. 

u  Sara,  you  unfeeling  child,"  said  I,  "  were  you  not  anxious 
about  your  godmamma  ?" 

u  No,"  said  Sara,  very  simply.  "  Godmamma  Sarah,  and 
coachman  Jacob,  and  those  two  fat  old  horses  could  surely  all  take 
care  of  each  other.  I  wasn't  frightened,  godmamma.  I  never 
heard  of  any  accidents  happening  to  big  old  stout  carnages  and 
horses  like  yours.  I've  nearly  got  my  work  done  while  you've 
been  away." 

This  was  all  the  sympathy  I  got  from  little  Sara.  Of  course 
I  could  no  more  have  told  her  the  puzzle  my  mind  was  in  than 
I  could  have  told  the  servants ;  but  still,  you  know,  an  intelli- 
gent young  person  might  have  guessed  by  my  looks  and  been 
a  little  sympathetic  ; — though  to  be  sure  there  is  no  use  pre- 
tending with  one's  self.  I  do  believe  I  liked  Sara  twenty  times 
beter  for  taking  no  notice  ; — and  then,  how  cleverly  the  little 
kitten  had  got  through  her  work  ! 

We  saw  nothing  more  of  Sarah  that  night.  When  it  was 
time  for  tea,  Carson  came  doAvn  again  with  missus's  com- 
pliments, and  she  was  tired  with  her  long  drive,  and  would 
have  tea  in  her  own  room.  I  said  nothing  at  all,  but  handed 
her  the  Times.  I  don't  doubt  Sarah  had  her  tea  very  snug 
in  her  nice  cosy  dressing-room,  with  Carson  purring  round  her 
and  watching  every  move  she  made.  I  never  could  manage 
that  sort  of  thing  for  my  part.  Little  Sara  and  I,  however, 
tnough  her  godmamma  deserted  us,  were  very  comfortable,  OB 
the  whole,  downstairs. 


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CHAPTER   IX. 

TTTE  had  both  been  reading  almost  all  the  evening.  Sara 
VV  had  her  novel,  and  I  had  the  Times  Supplement,  which 
I  am  free  to  confess  I  like  as  well  as  any  other  part  of  the 
paper.  I  will  not  deny  that  I  finished  the  third  volume  before 
I  began  to  the  newspaper;  but,  to  be  sure,  a  novel,  after  you 
are  done  with  it,  is  an  unsatisfactory  piece  of  work  ;  especially 
if  the  evening  is  only  half  over,  and  you  have  nothing  else  to 
begin  to.  I  sat  leaning  back  in  my  chair,  wandering  over  the 
advertisements,  and  very  ready  for  a  talk.  That  is  just  the 
time,  to  be  sure,  when  one  wants  somebody  to  talk  to.  If  I 
had  ever  been  used  to  the  luxury  of  a  favouritn  maid  when  I 
was  young,  as  Sarah  was,  I  do  believe  I  should  have  been  in 
my  own  cosy  room  now  as  well  as  Sarah,  talking  everything 
over  with  my  Carson.  But  that  is  not  the  way  I  was  brought 
up,  you  see.  To  be  sure,  as  there  was  ten  years  of  difference 
beoween  us,  nobody  had  ever  looked  for  me,  and  Sarah  had 
got  quite  settled  in  her  heiress  ways  before  I  was  born.  When 
1  was  young,  I  used  to  think  it  a  sad  pity  for  everybody's  sake 
that  I  ever  was  born,  especially  after  my  mother  died  ;  how- 
ever, L  changed  my  views  upon  that  subject  a  good  many 
years  ago.  Yet  here  I  sat  looking  all  over  the  advertisements, 
and  keeping  an  eye  on  Sara  to  see  if  there  was  any  hope  of 
getting  a  little  conversation  out  of  her.  Alas!  she  was  all 
lapped  up  and  lost  in  her  novel.  She  thought  no  more  of  me 
than  of  Sarah's  empty  chair.  Ah!  novels  are  novels  when 
people  are  young.  I  looked  at  the  poor  dear  child,  and 
admired  and  smiled  at  her  over  the  top  of  the  newspaper.  If 
I  had  been  a  cabbage,  Sara  could  not  have  taken  less  notice  of  me. 

At  last  she  suddenly  exclaimed  out  loud — at  something  she 
was  reading,  of  course — "  I  declare !"  as  if  she  had  made  a 
discovery,  and  then  stopped  short  and  looked  up  at  me  with  a 
sort  of  challenge,  as  if  .defying  me  to  guess  what  she  was 
thinking  of.  Then,  seeing  how  puzzled  I  looked,  Sara  laughed, 
but  reddened  a  little  as  well,  to  my  amazement;  and  finally, 
not  without  the  least  little  touch  of  confusion,  explained 
herself.  To  be  sure  it  was  quite  voluntary,  and  yet  a  little 
unwilling  too. 

"There's  something  here  exactly  like  the  Italian  gentleman; 
he  that  people  talk  so  much  about  in  Chester,  you  know." 


32  The  Last  of  the  Mortimer*. 

"  I  never  knew  there  was  an  Italian  gentleman  in  Chester. 
What  a  piece  of  news !  and  you  never  told  me,"  said  I. 

"  He  only  came  about  a  fortnight  ago,"  said  Sara  "  It 
looks  quite  romantic,  you  know,  godmanima,  which  is  the  only 
reason  /  have  heard  anything  about  it.  He  came  quite  in 
great  style  to  the  Angel,  and  said  he  was  coming  to  see  some 
friends,  and  asked  all  about  whether  anybody  knew  where  the 
Countess  Sermoneta  lived.  You  may  be  quite  sure  nobody 
had  ever  heard  of  such  a  name  in  Chester.  I  heard  it  all  from 
Lucy  Wilde,  who  had  heard  it  from  her  brother,  who  is 
always  playing  billiards  and  things  at  the  Angel — Harry 
Wilde " 

u  That  is  the  poor  young  man  who " 

u  Oh,  dear  godmamma,  don't  bother !  let  one  go  on  with 
one's  story.  Harry  Wilde  says  the  Italian  came  down  among 
them,  asking  everybody '  about  this  Countess  Sermcneta,  and 
looking  quite  bewildered  when  he  found  that  nobody  knew 
her ;  but  still  he  was  quite  lively,  and  thought  it  must  bo 
some  mistake,  and  laughed,  and  made  sure  that  this  was  really 
Cliestare  he  had  come  to,  and  not  any  other  place.  But  next 
day?  people  say,  he  sent  for  the  landlord  and  asked  all  about 
the  families  in  the  neighbourhood,  and  all  of  a  sudden  grew 
quite  grave  and  serious,  and  soon  after  took  lodgings  in 
Watergate,  and  has  been  seen  going  about  the  streets  and  the 
walls  so  much  since  that  everybody  knows  him.  He  speaks 
English  quite  well — people  say  so,  I  mean — and  he  has  a 
servant  with  him,  the  funniest-looking  fat  fellow  you  ever 
saw  ;  no  more  like  a  proper  Italian  servant  in  a  play  or  a 
novel  than  I  am ;  and  he  calls  himself  just  Mr.  Luigi ;  and 
that,  of  course,  you  know,  must  be  only  his  Christian  name." 

"  Nay,  indeed,  Sara,  1  don't  know  anything  about  it.  There 
is  nothing  at  all  Christianlike  in  the  name,  so  far  as  1  can 
see." 

"  Well  then,  7  know,  godmamma,  which  is  all  the  same," 
cried  the  impatient  little  creature  ;  "  but  then,  to  be  sure,  our 
old  Signor  Valetti  used  to  tell  us  they  never  minded  their 
family  names  in  Italy;  and  that  people  might  be  next-door 
neighbours  for  ever  so  long  and  never  know  each  other's  sur- 
names. Isn't  it  pretty?  especially  when  they  have  pretty 
Christian  names,  as  all  the  Italians  have.'' 

"  My  dear,  if  you  think  Looegee  pretty,  T  don't,"  said  I. 
"Take  my  word  for  it,  there  is  nothing  like  the  sensible 
English  names.  I've  had  a  good  deal  of  experience,  and  1 
don't  like  your  romantic  foreigners.  For  my  part,  I  don't  like 


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people  that  have  a  story.  People  have  no  right  to  have  stories, 
child.  If  you  do  your  duty  honestly,  and  always  tell  the  truth, 
and  never  conceal  anything,  you  can't  get  up  a  romance  about 
yourself.  As  for  this  Italian  fellow  and  his  name " 

u  I  don't  believe  he's  a  fellow  any  more  than  you  are,  god- 
mamma,"  cried  Sara,  quite  indignantly ;  "  people  should  know 
before  they  condemn  ;  and  his  name  is  just  plain  Lewis  when 
it's  put  into  English.  I  did  not  think  you  were  so  prejudiced, 
indeed  I  did  not — or  I  never  would  have  told  you  anything  at 
all  about  the  poor  count " 

*'  Heaven  preserve  us !  he's  a  count,  is  he  ?"  said  I.  "  And 
what  do  you  know  about  him,  Sara  Cresswell,  please,  that  you 
would  quarrel  with  your  own  godmother  for  his  sake  ?" 

Sara  did  not  speak  for  a  few  minutes,  looking  very  flushed 
and  angry.  At  last,  after  a  good  fight  with  herself,  she  started 
up  and  threw  her  arms  round  my  neck.  "Dear  godmamma, 
I  wouldn't  quarrel  with  you  for  anybody  in  the  world,"  cried 
the  little  impulsive  creature.  Then  she  stopped  and  gave  a 
little  toss  of  her  head.  "  But  whatever  anybody  says,  I  know 
it's  quite  right  to  feel  kind  to  the  poor  Italian  gentleman,  a 
stranger,  and  solitary,  and  disappointed  !  I  do  wonder  at  you4 
people,  godmamma — you  people  who  pretend  to  do  what's  in 
the  Bible.  You're  just  as  hard  upon  strangers  and  as  ready  to 
take  up  a  prejudice  as  anybody  else." 

"  I  never  pretended  not  to  be  prejudiced,"  said  I ;  "  it's 
natural  to  a  born  Englishwoman.  And  as  for  your  foreign 
counts,  that  come  sneaking  into  people's  houses  to  marry  their 
daughters  and  run  off  with  the  money " 

u  Oh,  if  it  is  that  you  are  thinking  of,  godmamma,"  cried 
Sara  with  great  dignity,  sitting  quite  bolt  upright  in  her  chair, 
u  you  are  totally  mistaken,  I  assure  you.  I  never  spoke  to  the 
#entieman  in  my  life  ;  and  besides,"  she  went  on,  getting  very 
red  and  vehement,  u  I  never  will  marry  anybody,  I  have  quite 
made  up  my  mind;  so,  if  you  please,  godmamma,  whatever 
you  choose  to  say  about  poor  Mr.  Luigi,  whom  you  don't  know 
anything  about,  I  hope  you  will  be  good  enough  not  to  draw 
me  into  any  stupid  story  about  marrying — I  quite  hate  talk  of 
that  kind." 

I  was  so  thunderstruck  that  1  quite  called  out — ''You 
impertinent  little  puss,"  said  I,  "  is  that  how  you  dare  to  talk 
to  your  godmother !"  I  declare  I  do  not  think  I  ever  was  put 
down  so  all  my  life  before.  I  gave  her  a  good  sound  lecture, 
as  anybody  will  believe,  about  the  proper  respect  she  owed  to 
her  friends  and  seniors,  telling  her  that  I  was  very  much  afraid 


34  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

she  was  in  a  bad  way ;  and  that,  however  her  father,  who 
spoiled  her,  might  let  her  talk,  she  ought  to  know  Letter  than 
to  set  up  her  little  saucy  face  like  that  in  our  house.  I  said  a 
great  deal  to  the  little  provoking  creature.  I  am  sure  she 
never  saw  me  so  angry  before,  though  she  has  been  a  perfect 
plague  and  tease  all  her  clays.  But  do  you  think  she  would 
give  in,  and  say  she  was  sorry  ?  Not  if  it  had  been  to  save  her 
life !  She  sat  looking  down  on  her  book,  opening  and  shutting 
it  upon  her  hand,  her  little  delicate  nostril  swelling,  her  red 
upper  lip  moving,  her  foot  going  pat-pat  on  the  carpet,  but 
never  owning  to  be  in  the  wrong  or  making  the  least  apology. 
After  I  had  done  and  taken  up  my  paper  again,  pretending  to 
be  very  busy  with  it,  she  got  up  and  rummaged  out  the  other 
volume  of  the  novel,  and  came  to  me  to  say  good-night, 
holding  out  her  hand  and  stooping  down  her  cheek,  meaning 
me  to  kiss  her,  the  saucy  little  puss!  As  she  was  in  my  house, 
and  a  guest,  and  her  first  night,  I  did  kiss  her,  without  looking 
at  her.  It  was  a  regular  quarrel;  and  so  she  too  went  off  to  her 
own  room.  So  here  I  was  all  alone,  very  angry,  and  much 
disposed  to  launch  out  upon  the  servants  or  somebody.  Con- 
•  trairy  indeed  !  I  should  think  so  !  I  wonder  how  that  poor 
old  Bob  Cressweil  can  put  up  with  his  life.  If  she  were  mine  I 
would  send  her  off  to  school,  for  all  so  accomplished  as  they  saj 
she  is. 


CHAPTER  X. 

I  II AD  not  a  very  good  night  after  these  troubles :  somehow 
one's  sleep  goes  from  one  more  easily  when  one  grows  old ; 
and  1  kept  dreaming  all  the  night  through  of  my  sister  and 
little  Sara,  and  something  they  were  concealing  from  me, 
mixing  them  both  up  together  in  my  mind.  I  rose  very 
uneasy  and  excited,  not  a  bit  refreshed,  as  one  should  feel  in 
the  morning.  One  thing  very  strange  I  have  noticed  all  my 
life  in  dreams.  Though  never  a  single  thing  that  one  dreams 


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should  ever  come  true,  the  feeling  one  has  comes  true  somehow. 
1  don't  know  whether  anybody  will  understand  me.  I  have 
had  friends  in  my  young  days,  whom  I  thought  a  great  deal 
upon,  that  did  not  prove  true  to  me.  And  I  have  remarked, 
often  long  before  I  found  them  out,  however  fond  o5k  trustful 
in  them  I  was  through  the  day,  I  was  always  uneasy  in  my 
dreams,  always  finding  out  something  wrong  or  meeting  some 
unkindness — which  makes  me  have  a  great  confidence,  not  in 
•what^you  would  call  dreams,  you  know,  but  in  the  sentiment 
of  dreams,  if  you  can  understand  what  I  mean.  I  woke  up 
very  unrefreshed,  as  I  say ;  and  got  dressed  and  came  down- 
stairs as  soon  as  it  was  daylight,  though  I  knew  well  enough  I 
should  find  nobody  there.  My  sister  always  breakfasted  in  her 
own  room,  and  Sara  was  late  of  coming  down  at  the  best  of 
times ;  however,  I  got  some  letters  about  business,  which  were 
perhaps  the  best  things  I  could  have  had.  They  put  me  off 
minding  my  quarrel  with  little  Sara,  or  trying  to  find  out  what 
had  kept  Sarah  so  late  on  her  drive. 

I  had  nearly  finished  breakfast  when  little  Sara  came  down- 
stairs. She  came  up  to  me  just  as  she  had  done  the  night 
before,  holding  out  her  hand  and  stooping  down  her  cheek  to 
be  kissed,  but  not  looking  at  me.  I  kissed  her,  the  provoking 
puss,  and  poured  out  her  coffee.  And  after  ten  minutes  or  so 
we  got  on  chatting  just  as  usual,  which  was  a  relief  to  me,  for 
I  don't  like  apologies  and  explanations.  I  never  could  bear 
them.  Little  Sara,  after  she  had  got  over  feeling  a  little 
awkward  and  stiff,  as  people  always  do  when  they  have  been 
wrong,  was  just  in  her  ordinary.  She  was  used  to  affront 
people  and  to  have  them  come  to  again,  the  little  wicked 
creature — I  am  afraid  she  did  not  mind. 

This  little  quarrel  had  put  Sarah  a  good  deal  out  of  my 
mind,  I  must  allow,  but  I  got  back  to  being  anxious  about  her 
directly  when  I  saw  her  come  down- stairs.  I  can't  tell  what 
the  change  upon  her  was— she  did  not  look  older  or  paler,  or 
anything  that  you  could  put  plainly  in  words— she  was  just  as 
particularly  dressed,  and  had  her  silver-white  curls  as  nice,  and 
her  cap  as  pretty  as  usual,  but  she  was  not  the  same  as  she  had 
been  yesterday ;  certainly  there  was  some  change.  Not  to 
speak  of  that  little  nervous  motion  of  her  head  and  hands, 
which  was  greater  to-day  than  ever  I  had  seen  it,  there  was  a 
strange  vigilance  and  watchfulness  in  her  look  which  I  don't 
remember  to  have  ever  seen  there  before.  She  looked  me  very 
full  in  the  face,  I  remember  with  a  sort  of  daring  defying 
openness,  and  the  same  to  little  Sara,  though,  of  course  what 


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could  the  child  know?  All  over,  down  to  her  very  hands,  aa 
she  went  on  with  her  knitting,  there  was  a  kind  of  self- 
consciousness  that  had  a  very  odd  effect  upon  me.  I  could  not 
tell  what  in  the  world  to  think  of  it.  And  as  for  supposing  that 
some  mere  common  little  accident,  or  a  fright,  or  anything 
outside  of  herself,  had  woke  tier  up  to  that  look,  you  need  not 
tell  me.  I  have  not  lived  fifty  years  in  this  world  for  nothing. 
I  knew  better.  Whatever  it  was  that  changed  Sarah's  look, 
the  causes  of  it  were  deep  down  and  secret  in  herself. 

It  was  this  of  course  that  made  me  anxious  and  almost- 
alarmed,  for  I  could  not  but  think  she  must  have  something  on 
her  mind  to  make  her  look  so.  And  when  she  beckon  ad  to  me 
that  afternoon  after  dinner,  as  she  did  when  she  had  anything 
particular  to  say,  I  confess  my  heart  went  thump  against  my 
breast,  and  I  trembled  all  over.  However,  I  went  close  up  as 
usual,  and  drew  my  chair  towards  her  that  I  might  hear. 
Little  Sara  was  close  by.  She  could  hear  too  if  she  pleased, 
but  Sarah  took  no  notice  of  the  child. 

"  Have  you  heard  anything  from  Cresswell  about  Richard 
Mortimer?"  Sarah  asked  me  quite  sharply  all  at  once. 

"  Why,  no :  he  did  not  say  anything  yesterday  when  he  was 
here.  Did  you  have  any  conversation  with  him  ?" 

"//  Do  I  have  any  conversation  with  any  one?"  said 
Sarah,  in  her  bitter  way.  "  I  want  you  to  bestir  yourself  about 
this  business,  however.  We  must  have  an  htir." 

"  It  is  odd  how  little  I  have  thought  about  it  since  that  day 
— very  odd,"  said  I;  "  and  I  was  quite  in  earnest  before.  I 
wondered  if  Providence  might,  maybe,  have  taken  it  up  now? 
1  have  seen  such  a  thing :  one  falls  off  one's  anxiety  somehow, 
one  can't  tell  how ;  and  lo !  the  reason  is,  that  the  thing's 
coming  about  ail  naturally  without  any  help  from  you.  We'll 
be  having  the  heir  dropped  down  at  the  park  gates  some  of 
these  days,  all  as  right  and  natural  as  ever  was." 

I  said  this  without  thinking  much  about  it ;  just  because  it 
was  an  idea  of  mine,  that  most  times,  when  God  lays  a  kind  of 
lull  upon  our  anxieties  and  struggles,  it  really  turns  out  to  be 
because  He  himself  is  taking  them  in  hand  ;  but  having  said  this 
easy  and  calm,  without  anything  particular  in  my  mind,  you 
may  judge  how  I  was  startled  half  out  of  my  wits  by  Sarah 
dashing  down  her  knitting-pin  out  of  her  hand,  stamping  her 
foot  on  the  footstool,  and  half  screaming  out  in  her  sharp, 
strangled  whisper,  that  sounded  like  the  very  voice  of  ra^e 
itself— 

"  The  fool !  the  fool !  oh,  the  fool !     Shall  T  be  obliged  t* 


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leave  my  home  and  my  seclusion  and  do  it  myself?  1  that 
might  have  been  so  different !  Good  God !  shall  1  be  obliged 
to  do  it — me  I  When  I  was  a  yo'ing  girl  I  might  have  hoped 
to  die  a  duchess, — everybody  said  so, — and  now,  instead  of 
being  cared  for  and  shielded  from  the  envious  world,  — people 
were  always  envious  of  me  since  ever  1  remember, — must  I  go 
trudging  out  to  find  this  wretched  cousin?  Is  this  all  the 
gratitude  and  natural  feeling  you  have?  Good  heaven!  to  put 
such  a  thing  upon  me !" 

She  stopped,  all  panting  and  breathless,  like  a  wild  creature 
that  had  relieved  itself  somehow  with  a  yell  or  a  cry ;  but, 
strange,  strange,  at  that  moment  Ellis  opened  the  door.  1 
will  never  think  again  she  does  not  hear.  The  sound  caught 
her  in  a  moment.  Her  passion  changed  into  that  new 
watching  look  quicker  than  I  can  tell ;  and  she  sat  with  her 
eyes  fixed  upon  me, — for,  poor  soul,  to  be  sure  she  could  not 
see  through  the  screen  behind  her  to  find  out  what  Ellis  came 
for, — as  if  she  could  have  killed  me  for  the  least  motion.  I 
got  so  excited  myself  that  I  could  hardly  see  the  name  on  the 
card  Ellis  brought  in.  Sarah's  looks,  not  to  say  her  words, 
had  put  it  so  clearly  in  my  mind  that  something  was  going  to 
happen,  that  my  self-possession  almost  forsook  me.  1  let  the 
card  flutter  down  out  of  my  hand  when  I  lifted  it  off  the  tray, 
and  did  not  hear  a  single  syllable  of  what  the  man  was  saying 
till  he  had  repeated  it  all  twice  over.  It  was  only  a  neighbour 
who  had  sent  over  to  ask  for  Miss  Mortimer,  having  heard 
Bomehow  that  Sarah  was  poorly.  She  heard  him  herself,  how- 
ever, and  gave  an  answer — her  compliments,  and  she  was 
quite  well — before  I  knew  what  it  was  all  about.  If  she  had 
boxed  me  well  she  could  not  have  muddled  my  head  half  so 
much  as  she  had  done  now.  When  Ellis  went  away  again, 
and  left  me  alone  close  by  her,  I  quite  shook  in  my  chair. 

But  she  had  got  over  her  rage  as  it  seemed.  She  stooped 
down  to  pick  up  her  knitting-pin — with  a  little  pettish 
exclamation  that  nobody  helped  her  now-a-days  -just  in  her 
usual  way,  and  took  up  the  dropt  stitches  in  her  knitting. 
But  I  could  very  well  see  that  her  hand  trembled.  As  she  did 
not  say  any  more,  I  thought  I  might  venture  to  draw  back  my 
chair.  But  when  she  saw  the  motion  she  started,  looked  up  at 
me,  and  held  up  her  hand.  1  was  not  to  get  so  easily 
away. 

"  I  had  no  idea  you  minded  it  so  much.  Well,  well,  Sarah 
cried  I,  in  desperation,  "I  will  write  this  moment  to  ui^., 
Mr.  Cresswell  on." 


88  The  Last  q/  the  Mortimers. 

«  And  shout  it  all  out,  plaese,  that  the  ehild  may  hear !'' 
said  Sarah,  with  a  spiteful  look  as  if  she  could  bite  me.  I 
was  actually  afraid  of  her.  I  got  up  as  fast  as  I  could,  and 
went  oU  to  the  writing-table  at  the  other  end  of  the  room. 
Mhere  was  nothing  I  would  not  do  to  please  her  in  a 
rational  way  ;  but,  of  all  the  vagaries  she  ever  took  up  before, 
what  did  this  dreadful  passion  mean  ? 


CHAPTER  XL 

THE  next  day  I  had  something  to  do  in  the  village,  which 
was  only  about  half  a. mile  from  the  Park  gates;  but  little 
Sara,  when  1  asked  her  to  go  with  me,  had  got  some  piece  of 
business  to  her  fancy  in  the  greenhouse,  and  was  not  disposed 
to  leave  it,  so  I  went  off  by  myself.  I  went  in,  as  I  passed  the 
lodge,  to  ask  for  little  Mary  Williams,  who  had  a  cough  which 
1  quite  expected  would  turn  to  hooping-cough,  though  her 
mother  would  not  believe  it  (I  turned  out  to  be  right,  of  course). 
Mrs.  Williams  was  rather  in  a  way,  poor  body,  that  morning. 
Mary  was  worse  and  worse,  with  a  flushed  face  and  shocking 
cough,  and  nothing  would  please  her  mother  but  that  it  was 
inflammation,  and  the  child  would  die.  It  is  quite  the  strangest 
thing  in  the  world,  among  those  sort  of  people,  how  soon  they 
make  up  their  minds  that  their  children  are  to  die.  I  scolded 
her  well,  which  did  her  good,  and  promised  her  the  liniment 
we  always  have  for  hooping-cough,  and  said  I  should  bring  up 
a  picture-book  for  the  child  (it's^a  good  little  thing  when  it  is 
well)  from  the  new  little  shop  in  the  village.  This  opened  up, 
as  I  found  out,  quite  a  new  phase  of  poor  Williams'  trouble. 

"  I  wouldn't  encourage  it  ma'am,  no  sure,  I  wouldn't,  not  for 
a  hundred  picture-books.  1  wouldn't  go  for  to  set  up  them  as 
'tices  men  out  of  their  houses  and  lads  fro'  home.  No!  I  seen 
enough  of  that  when  poor  old  Williams  was  alive,  and  we  was 
all  in  Liverpool.  It's  all  as  one  as  the  public-houses,  ma'am.  I 
can't  see  no  difference.  Williams,  it  was  his  chapell ;  and  the 
boy,  it's  his  night-school  and  his  reading.  I  don't  see  no  good 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  89 

of  it.  In  the  old  man's  time,  many's  the  weary  night  I've  sat 
by  myseV  mending  their  bits  o'  things,  and  never  a  soul  to 
cheer  me  up  ;  and  now,  look'ee  here,  the  boy's  tooken  to  it ; 

and  if  I'm  to  lose  Mary " 

"  You  ridiculous  woman,"  cried  I,  while  the  poor  creature 
fell  sobbing  and  took  to  her  apron,  "  what's  to  make  you  lose 
Mary  ?  The  child's  going  in  for  hooping-cough,  as  sure  ever 
child  was,  and  I  see  no  reason  in  the  world  why  she  shouldn't 
get  over  it  nicely,  with  the  spring  coming  on  as  well.  Don't 
fret ;  trouble  comes  soon  enough  without  going  out  of  the  way 
to  meet  it.  What's  all  this  story  you've  been  telling  me  about 
poor  Willie,  and  the  shop  in  the  village,  and  the  night-school  ? 
foon't  you  know,  you  foolish  woman,  the  night-school  may  be 
the  making  of  the  boy?" 

"  I  don't  know  nothink  about  it,  ma'am,  nor  I  don't  want  to 
know,"  said  our  liberal-minded  retainer.  "  I  know  it  takes  the 
boy  out  o'  the  house  most  nights  in  the  week ;  and  I  sits  a- 
thinking  upon  my  troubles,  and  listening  to  all  the  sounds  in 
the  trees,  sometimes  moidered  and  sometimes  scared.  I'd  clear 
away  thankful  any  night,  even  washing  night,  when  I'm  folding 
for  the  mangle,  to  have  him  write  his  copy  at  home ;  and  have 
a  hearth-stone  for  him,  though  I  say  it  as  shouldn't,  as  bright 
as  a  king's.  But  he's  a  deal  grander  nor  the  like  o'  that,  he 
is — he'll  stay  and  read  the  papers  and  talk.  Bother  their 
talk  and  their  papers  !  I  ask  you,  ma'am,  wouldn't  Willie  be 
a  deal  better  at  home?" 

"  I  shouldn't  say  but  what  I  might  perhaps  think  so  too," 
said  I ;  u  but  then  the  gentlemen  say  not,  and  they  should 
know  best." 

"The  gentlemen!  and  there's  another  worry,  sure,"  said 
Mrs.  Williams  ;  "  who  would  you  think,  ma'am,  has  been  in 
the  village,  but  a  Frenchman,  a-spying  all  about,  and  asking 
questions  ;  and  had  the  impudence  to  come  to  my  very  door, 
to  the  very  park  gates,  to  ask  if  I  knowed  a  lady  with  a  French 
name  that  was  here  or  hereabout.  I  answered  him  short,  and 
said  I  knew  nothink  about  the  French,  and  shut  the  door  in  his 
face,  begging  your  pardon,  ma'am  ;  for,  to  be  sure,  he  was  after 
no  good,  coming  asking  for  outlandish  ladies  here." 

"  Very  odd,"  said  I,  "I  hope  it's  no  robber,  Williams.  You 
were  quite  right  to  shut  the  door  in  his  face." 

"And  if  I  might  make  so  bold,"  said  Williams,  coming  closer 
•  and  speaking  low,  "Jacob,  he  maintains  it  was  a  French  fellow 
with  a  mustache  that  scared  Miss  Sarah  the  day  afore  yester- 
day.   Jacob  seen  him,  but  took  no  notice ;   and  directly  after 


40  Zhe  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

Miss  Sarah  up  and  pulled  the  string,  and  told  him  to  drive 
round  by  Eden  Castle,  a  good  five-mile  round,  and  to  go  quick. 
You  may  depend  Miss  Sarah  took  him  for  a  robber,  or  some- 
think  ;  and  I'm  dead  sure  it  was  the  same  man." 

I  was  very  much  startled  by  this,  though  I  could  scarcely  tell 
why  ;  but,  of  course,  I  would  not  let  Williams  suppose  there 
was  any  mystery  in  it.  ' '  Very  likely,"  said  I ;  "  my  sister  goes 
out  so  little,  she's  timid— but  I  am  losing  my  time.  Good-bye, 
little  Mary,  I'll  fetch  you  your  picture-book  ;  and  be  sure  you 
*rub  her  chest  well  with  the  liniment.  I  have  always  found  it 
successful,  and  I've  tried  it  for  ten  years." 

When  I  had  fairly  got  out  of  the  lodge,  I  went  along  without 
losing  any  more  time,  wonderfully  puzzled  in  my  own  mind. 
Here  was  a  riddle  I  could  neither  understand  nor  find  any  key 
to.  After  hearing  little  Sara's  tale,  and  all  she  had  to  say 
about  the  Italian,  there  was  nothing  so  surprising  in  finding 
him  out  here,  if  it  should  happen  to  be  him,  seeing  the  park 
was  only  a  few  miles  from  Chester ;  only  that  Sara  showed 
more  interest  in  him  than  she  had  any  call  to  do,  and  if  he  should 
happen  to  be  coming  after  her,  it  was  a  thing  that  should  be 
looked  to.  But  why,  in  all  the  world,  should  Sarah  be  agitated 
by  the  sight  of  him?  That  was  the  extraordinary  circumstance. 
As  for  supposing  her  to  be  alarmed  at  the  idea  of  a  robber,  that, 
of  course,  was  the  merest  folly,  and  I  never  entertained  the  idea 
for  a  moment.  But  if  this  were  not  the  reason,  what  could  the 
reason  be?  I  was  entirely  lost  in  bewilderment  and  consterna- 
tion. Could  it  be  the  mere  passing  face  of  a  stranger  which 
made  her  so  deeply  anxious  as  to  the  name  of  the  visitor  who 
called  next  day,  and  the  entrance  of  Ellis  with  the  card? 
How,  in  all  the  world,  could  a  wandering  Italian,  seeking  or 
pretending  to  seek  for  somebody  no  one  had  ever  heard  of, 
make  any  difference  to  Sarah  ?  The  more  I  turned  it  Qver  the 
moi'e  1  was  mystified.  I  could  not  even  guess  at  any  meaning 
in  it ;  but  to  drive  five  miles  round  out  of  her  way,  to  be  so 
excited  all  at  once  about  the  heir  of  the  Mortimers,  and  to  have 
got  such  a  strange,  watchful,  vigilant  look  on  her  face,  these 
changes  could  not  come  from  nothing:  but  I  had  not  the  merest 
shadow  of  a  clue  to  guide  me  in  connecting  little  Sara's  Italian, 
if  it  was  he,  with  my  sister  Sarah's  agitation  and  excitement. 
I  stopped  short  at  this,  and  could  not  go  a  step  further  ;  if  there 
was  any  connection  between  the  two — if  there  was  nothing  else 
to  account  for  Sarah's  trouble  which  1  did  not  know  of — then, 
the  whole  affair  was  the  most  extraordinary  mystery  I  ever 
came  across. 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  41 

I  walked  pretty  smartly  down  to  the  village  while  I  was 
occupied  with  these  thoughts.  A  nice  little  village  ours  was, 
though  I  can't  really  say  whether  you  would  have  called  it 
picturesque.  A  little  bit  of  a  thread  of  a  stream  ran  along 
the  lower  edge  of  the  common,  and  found  its  way  som  ';liovv, 
all  by  itself,  little  thing  as  it  was,  down  to  the  Dee.  At  that 
time  of  year  the  common  was  rather  chilly  to  look  at,  the 
grass  and  the  gorse  bushes  being  a  good  bit  blackened  by 
frost,  which  had  set  in  pretty  sharply.  I  remember  noticing, 
as  I  passed,  that  Dame  Marsden,  whose  cottage  is  the  first  you 
come  to  on  the  left-hand  side,  just  on  the  edge  of  the  common, 
had  her  washing  out,  some  of  the  things,  after  the  line  was 
full,  being  spread  on  the  gorse,  and  that  the  shirts  were  lying 
there  with  their  stiff  white  arms  stuck  out  like  pokers,  as  hard 
with  the  frost  as  if  they  had  been  made  of  wood.  But  after 
you  pass  the  first  few  cottages,  which  just  lie  here  and  there, 
you  come  to  a  snug  bit  of  street,  with  the  Rectory  garden  and 
a  peep  of  the  house  on  one  side,  and  the  doctor's  house  staring 
straight  at  it  across  the  road  ;  and  the  other  better  houses  of 
the  village  thrusting  forward  on  both  sides,  as  if  to  take  care 
of  the  aristocracy,  and  keep  them  cosy.  Just  before  you  come 
to  the  doctor's  was  the  new  shop  I  had  spoken  of  at  the  lodge. 
It  was  got  up  by  the  doctor,  and  was  going  to  be  a  failure.  It 
had  all  kinds  of  cheap  books  and  papers,  and  of  all  things  in 
the  world,  a  reading  room !  And  the  shopkeeper,  who  was 
rather  a  smart  young  fellow,  taught  a  night  school  after  the 
shop  was  over.  I  dare  to  say  it  wasn't  a  bad  place ;  but,  of 
course,  in  a  bit  of  a  rural  village  like  ours,  it  was  easy  to  see  it 
would  never  succeed. 

Into  this  shop,  however,  I  went  to  get  little  Mary  Williams 
her  picture-book ;  and  I  can't  but  say  I  was  very  much  struck 
and  surprised  to  see  a  stranger  standing  there  whom  I  had 
never  seen  before,  and  to  hear  roars  of  laughter  coming  out  of 
the  shop  and  drawing  the  children  about  the  door.  The 
stranger  was  one  of  the  fattest  men  I  ever  saw  :  not  that  he 
was  dreadfully  big  or  unwieldy, — on  the  contrary,  he  was 
spinning  about  on  his  toes  in  a  way  that  would  have  been 
a  trial  to  the  lightest  Englishman.  His  fatness  was  so  beauti- 
fully distributed  that  it  was  amazing  to  see.  His  arms  in  t-h«* 
coat-sleeves  which  fitted  them  like  the  covers  of  a  cushion, 
his  short  plump  fingers,  all  were  in  perfect  keeping.  As  for 
•  his  face,  that  was  nearly  lost  in  beard.  When  I  entered  the 
shop  he  had  seized  his  beard  with  one  of  his  fat  hands,  in  the 
of  his  monologue ;  for  he  was  talking,  I  have  no 


42  Tfo  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

doubt,  iii  r  very  animated  and  lively  manner,  if  any  one 
could  have  understood  a  word  of  what  he  said.  Now,  I  confess 
I  felt  a  good  deal  of  sympathy  with  the  poor  fellow  ;  for  I 
remember  quite  well  the  only  time  I  ever  was  abroad  feeling 
an  odd  sort  of  conviction  that  if  I  only  spoke  very  clear,  plain, 
distinct  English,  and  spoke  loud  enough,  people,  after  a  while, 
must  come  to  understand  me.  When  he  saw  me  he  made  a 
spin  clean  out  of  my  way,  took  off  the  queer  hat  he  had  on, 
made  me  a  bow,  and  stopped  talking  till  I  had  done^  my 
business ;  which  was  the  most  civil  thing  1  had  seen  in  a 
stranger  for  many  a  day.  And  the  face  was  such  a  jolly, 
honest  sort  of  face  that,  in  spite  of  my  prejudice  against 
foreigners,  I  felt  quite  disarmed  all  at  once. 

"Who  is  he'?  What  is  he  saying?"  said  J  to  the  shop- 
people. 

"  Goodness  knows  !"  cried  old  Mrs.  Taylor,  the  shopkeeper's 
mother.  "I  know  no  more  on't  nor  if  it  was  a  dog.  Lord, 
Miss  Milly  !  to  think  of  poor  creatures  brought  up  from  their 
cradles  to  talk  sicli  stuff  as  that !" 

"  I  was  brought  up  at  a  grammar-school,  ma'am,"  sr.id 
young  Taylor  himself,  with  a  blush ;  u  where  it  isn't  modern 
languages,  you  know,  ma'am,  that's  the  great  thing ;  and, 
though  I  know  the  grammar,  I'm  not  very  well  up  in  my 
French." 

Here  his  little  sister,  who  had  kept  nudging  him  all  this 
time,  suddenly  whispered,  with  her  face  growing  crimson, 
"•  Oh,  Alfred !  ask  Miss  Milly ! — to  be  sure  she  knows." 

And,  to  tell  the  truth,  though  1  knew  I  could  never  keep  up 
a  conversation,  I  had  been  privately  conning  over  in  my  own 
mind  a  little  scrap  of  French,  though  whether  he  was  French 
or  not  I  knew  no  more  than  Jenny  Taylor.  So  I  faced  round 
boldly  enough,  not  being  afraid  of  any  criticism,  and  fired  off 
my  interrogation  at  the  good-humoured  fat  fellow.  He  looked 
so  blank  after  I  had  spoken  that  it  was  quite  apparent  he  did 
not  understand  a  word  of  it.  Pie  made  a  profusion  of  bows. 
He  entered  into  a  long  and  animated  explanation,  which  sent 
Jenny  Taylor  into  fits  of  laughter,  and  filled  her  mother  with 
commiseration.  But  I  caught  two  words,  and  these  con- 
founded me.  The  first  was  "Italiano,"  over  and  over  re- 
peated ;  the  second  which  he  pronounced,  pointing  out  to  the 
street  with  many  lively  gestures,  was  "  padrone."  I  com- 
prehended the  matter  all  at  once,  and  it  made  my  heart,  beat. 
This  was  the  servant  whom  little  Sara  had  described,  and  the 
master,  the  "  padrone,"  was  in  the  village  pursubg  hi,a 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  43 

extraordinary  inquiries,  whatever  they  were,  here.  For  the 
moment  I  could  not  help  being  agitated;  I  felt,  I  cannot 
explain  why,  as  if  I  were  on  the  eve  of  finding  out  something. 
I  asked  him  eagerly,  in  English,  where  his  master  was  ;  and 
again  received  a  voluble  and  smiling  answer,  I  have  no  doubt 
in  very  good  Italian.  Then  we  shook  our  heads  mutually  and 
laughed,  neither  quite  convinced  that  the  other  could  not 
understand  if  he  or  she  would.  But  the  end  was  that  I  got 
my  picture-book  and  left  the  shop  without  ascertaining  ;my- 
thing  about  the  padrone.  Perhaps  it  was  just  as  well.  Why 
should  I  go  and  thrust  myself  into  mysteries  and  troubles 
which  did  not  make  any  call  upon  me  ? 


CHAPTER  XII. 

I  HAD  a  good  many  little  errands  in  the  village,  and  stayed 
there  for  some  time.  It  was  dusk  when  1  turned  to  go 
home.  Very  nice  the  village  looks  at  dusk,  I  assure  you — the 
rectory  windows  beginning  to  shine  through  the  trees,  and  the 
doctor's  dining-room  answering  opposite  as  if  by  a  kind  of 
reflection ;  but  no  lamps  or  candles  lighted  yet  in  the  other 
village  houses,  only  the  warm  glow  of  the  fire  shining  through 
the  little  muslin  blind  on  the  geraniums  in  the  window  ;  and, 
perhaps,  the  mother  standing  at  the  door  to  look  out  for  the 
boys  at  play,  or  to  see  if  it  is  time  for  father's  coming 
home.  l)ame  Marsden's  shirts  were  still  lying  stiff  and  stark 
like  ghosts  upon  the  gorse  bushes ;  and  some  of  the  early 
labourers  began  to  come  tramping  heavily  down  the  road  with 
their  long,  slow,  heavy  steps.  I  had  just  stopped  to  ask  James 
Hobson  for  his  old  father,  when  my  share  of  the  adventure 
came.  I  call  it  the  adventure,  because  I  suppose,  somehow, 
we  were  all  in  it — Sarah,  little  Sara  Cresswell,  and  me. 

Just  when  that  good  Jem  had  gone  on — such  a  fellow  he  is, 
too !  keeps  his  old  father  like  a  prince ! — another  sort  of  a 
figure  appeared  before  the  light ;  and,  bless  me,  to  think  I 

D 


44  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

should  have  forgotten  that  circumstance  ! — of  course  it  was  the 
same  figure  that  started  so  suddenly  past  me  that  evening 
when  I  stood  looking  for  Sarah  at  the  gate.  He  took  off  his 
hat  to  me.  in  the  half  light,  and  stopped.  I  stopped  also,  I 
cannot  tell  why.  So  far  as  1  could  see,  a  handsome  young 
man,  not  so  dark  as  one  expects  to  see  an  Italian,  and  none  of 
that  sort  of  French  Ihowman  look — you  know  what  I  mean — 
that  these  sort  of  people  generally  have  :  on  the  contrary,  a 
look  very  much  as  if  he  were  a  gentleman  :  only,  if  I  may  say 
it,  more  innocent,  more  like  a  child  in  his  ways  than  the  young 
men  are  now-a-days.  1  did  not  see  all  this  just  in  a  moment, 
you  may  be  sure.  Indeed,  I  rather  felt  annoyed  and  dis» 
pleased  when  the  stranger  stopped  me  on  the  road — my  own 
road,  that  seemed  to  belong  to  me  as  much  as  the  staircase  or 
corridor  at  home.  If  he  had  not  been  possessed  of  a  kind  of 
ingratiating,  conciliatory  sort  of  manner,  as  these  foreigners 
mostly  have,  I  should  scarcely  have  given  him  a  civil  answer, 
1  do  believe. 

u  Pardon,  Madame  " — not  Madam,  you  perceive,  which  is 
the  stiffest,  ugliest  word  that  can  be  used  in  English — and  I 
can't  make  out  how,  by  putting  an  e  to  the  end  of  it,  and 
laying  the  emphasis  on  the  last  syllable,  it  can  be  made  so 
deferential  and  full  of  respect  as  the  French  word  sounds  to 
English  ears — "  pardon,  Madame  ;  I  was  taking  the  liberty  to 
make  inquiries  in  your  village,  and  when  I  am  so  fortunate  as 
to  make  an  encounter  with  yourself,  I  think  it  a  very  happy 
accident.  Will  Madame  permit  me  to  ask  her  a  question  ; 
only  one, — it  is  very  important  to  me?" 

"Sir,"  said  I,  being  a  little  struck  with  his  language, 
and  still  more  with  his  voice,  which  seemed  to  recall  to  me 
some  other  voice  I  had  once  known,  uyou  speak  very  good 
English." 

His  hat  was  off  again,  of  course,  in  a  moment  to  acknowledge 
the  compliment ;  but  dark  as  it  was.  I  could  neither  overlook 
nor  could  I  in  the  least  understand,  the  singular,  half  pathetic, 
melancholy  look  he  gave  me  as  he  answered.  u  1  had  an 
English  mother,"  said  the  young  foreigner ;  and  he  looked  at 
me  in  the  darkness,  and  in  my  complete  ignorance  of  him,  as  if 
somehow  I,  plain  Millicent  Mortimer,  a  single  woman  over  fifty, 
and  living  among  my  own  people,  either  knew  something  about 
his  mother,  or  had  done  her  an  injury,  or  was  hiding  her  up 
somewhere,  or  I  don't  know  what.  I  could  not  tell  anybody 
how  utterly  confounded  and  thunderstruck  I  was.  I  had  nearly 
screamed  out :  »'I?  What  do  I  know  about  your  mother  V" 


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so  ranch  impression  did  it  have  on  me.  After  all  it  is  wonderful 
how  these  foreigners  do  talk  in  this  underhand  sort  of  way  with 
their  eyes.  I  declare  I  do  not  so  much  wonder  at  the  influence 
they  often  get  over  young  creatures.  That  sort  of  thing  is 
wonderfully  impressive  to  the  imagination. 

He  paused  quite  in  a  natural,  urtful  sort  of  way,  to  let  the 
look  have  its  full  effect ;  and  he  must  have  seen  I  was  startled 
too  ;  for  though  I  was  old  enough  to  have  been  his  mother,  I 
was,  of  course,  but  a  plain  Englishwoman,  and  had  no  power 
over  my  lace. 

"  Madame,"  said  the  stranger  with  a  little  more  vehemence, 
and  a  motion  of  his  arm  which  looked  as  if  he  might  fall  into 
regular  gesticulating,  just  what  disgusts  one  most,  "  to  find  the 
Countess  Sermoneta  is  the  object  of  my  life  !" 

"  I  am  very  sorry  I  can't  help  you,"  said  I,  quite  restored  to 
myself  by  this,  which  I  was,  so  to  speak,  prepared  for ;  "  I 
never  heard  of  such  a  person  ;  there's  no  one  of  that  name  in 
this  quarter,  nor  hasn't  been,  I  am  sure,  these  thirty  years." 

Seeing  1  was  disposed  to  push  past,  my  new  acquaintance 
stood  aside,  and  took  off  again  that  everlasting  hat. 

"  I  will  not  detain  Madame,"  he  said  in  a  voice  that,  I  con- 
fess, rather  went  to  my  heart  a  little,  as  if  I  had  been  cruel  to 
him;  "but  Madame  will  not  judge  hardly  of  my  case.  I  came 
to  find  one  whom  I  thought  I  had  but  to  name ;  and  I  find  her 
not,  nor  her  name,  nor  any  sign  that  she  was  ever  here.  Yet  I 
must  find  her,  living  or  dead ;  I  made  it  a  promise  to  my  father 
on  his  death-bed.  Madame  will  not  wonder  if  I  search,  ask, 
look  everywhere ;  I  cannot  do  otherwise.  Pardon  that  I  £.ay 
so  mu  'h ;  I  will  detain  Madame  no  more." 

And  so  he  stood  aside  with  another  salute.  Still  he  took  off 
his  hat  like  a  gentleman — no  sort  of  flourish — a  little  more  dis- 
tinctly raised  from  his  head,  perhaps,  than  people  do  now-a- 
days  ;  but  nothing  in  bad  taste;  and  just  in  proportion  to  his 
declaration  that  he  would  not  detain  me,  I  grew,  if  I  must  con- 
ittvi  it,  more  and  more  willing  to  be  detained.  I  did  not  go  on 
•vyr-'n  he  stood  out  pf-my  way,  but  rather  fell  a  little  back,  and 
turned  more  towards  him  than  I  had  yet  done.  Dame  Marsden 
had  just  lighted  her  lamp,  and  it  cast  a  sort  of  glimmery,  un- 
certain light  upon  the  face  of  my  new  acquaintance ;  undeniably 
a  handsome  young  man.  I  like  good-looking  people  wherever 
1  iiml  thorn;  and  that  was  not  sll.  Somehow,  through  his 
beard — which  I  daresay  people  who  like  such  appendages  would 
have  thought  quite  handsome — there  seemed  to  me  to  look,  by 
glimpses,  some  face  i  had  known  long  ago ;  and  his  voice, 


i&  Tlie  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

foreign  as  it  was,  had  a  tone,  just  an  occasional  inde- 
scribable note,  which  reminded  me  of  some  other  voice,  I 
could  not  tell  whom  belonging  to.  It  was  very  strange ;  and 
one  forgets  stories  that  one  has  no  personal  interest  in.  Did  I 
ever  hear  of  any  country  person  that  had  married  an  Italian  ? 
for  somehow  I  had  jumped  to  the  conclusion  that  it  was  his 
mother  he  sought. 

"  It  is  very  odd,"  said  I,  "  I  can  fancy  I  have  heard  a  voice 
like  yours  somewhere  long  ago.  I  seem  to  feel  as  if  I  knew 
you.  I  don't  remember  ever  hearing  the  name  you  want ;  but 
I'll  consult  my  sister  and  an  old  servant  we  have,  and  try  to 
find  out, — Sermoneta !  I  certainly  do  not  recollect  ever  hear- 
ing the  name,  But  it  is  very  sad  you  should  be  so  disappointed. 
If  you  will  come  to  the  Park  some  day  next  week  and  ask  for 
Miss  Millicent,  I  will  do  my  best  to  find  out  for  you  if  anybody 
knows  the  name." 

He  made  a  great  many  exclamations  of  thanks,  which,  to  be 
sure,  I  could  have  dispensed  with,  and  paused  a  little  again  in 
a  hesitating  way  when  I  wanted  to  go  on.  At  last  he'begau 
quite  in  a  new  tone  ;  and  this  was  the  oddest  part  of  all. 

"  If  Madame  should  find,  on  inquiring,  that  the  bearer  of 
this  name  did  not  will  to  bear  it ;  if  there  might  be  reasons  to 
conceal  that  name ; — if  the  lady,  who  is  the  Contessa,  would 
but  see  me,  would  but  let  me  know " 

"  Sir,"  said  I,  interrupting  the  young  fellow  all  at  once,  !'ig 
it  an  English  lady  you  are  speaking  of?  English  ladies  do 
not  conceal  their  names.  Reason  or  not,  we  own  to  the  name 
that  belongs  to  us  in  this  country.  No,  no,  I  know  nothing 
about  such  a  possibility.  I  don't  believe  in  it  either.  If  I  can 
hear  of  a  Countess  Sermoneta,  I'll  let  you  know  ;  but  as  for 
anybody  denying  their  own  name,  you  must  not  think  such 
things  happen  here.  Good  night.  You're  not  accustomed  to 
England,  I  can  see.  You  must  not  think  me  impatient;  but 
that's  not  how  we  do  things  in  our  country.  Come  to  the 
Park,  all  the  same ;  and  I  shall  do  what  I  can  to  find  out 
whether  anybody  remembers  what  you  want  to  know," 

This  time  he  did  not  make  any  answer,  only  drew  back  a 
step,  and  so  got  quite  out  of  the  light  of  Dame  Marsden's 
window.  He  seemed  to  be  silenced  by  what  I  had  said,  and  I 
went  on  quite  briskly,  a  little  stimulated,  I  confess,  by  that 
little  encounter,  and  the  exertion  of  breaking  my  spear  for 
English  honour.  Denying  one's  name,  indeed!  Of  course 
we  have  our  faults  like  other  people  ;  but  who  ever  heard  of 
an  English  person  (not  speaking  or  thieves,  or  sugb  creatures, 


TJie  Last  of  Hie  Mortimen.  4? 

of  course),  denying  his  name !  The  thing  was  quite  pre- 
posterous. It  quite  warmed  me  up  as  1  hastened  back  to  the 
Park,  though  I  was  rather  later  than  usual,  and  the  night  had 
fallen  dark  all  at  once  ;  and,  to  be  sure,  this  kept  me  from  all 
those  uncomfortable  ideas — that  perhaps,  it  might  ben  decep- 
tion after  all ;  and  what  if  it  were  a  contrivance  to  be  admitted 
to  the  Park?  and  it  might,  even,  for  anything  I  knew,  be  all  a 
fortune-hu:)ter'.s  device  to  £~et  introdmoi  to  S'u'-i  Crepswoll — 
which  disturbed  my  mind  sadly,  though  1  felt  mucn  asLawedof 
them  alter  I  hud  time  for  reaction  at  home. 


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PAET    II. 


THE    LIEUTENANT'S     WI7PI. 


CHAPTER   I. 

I  WILL  tell  yo'j  exactly  how  it  all  happened. 
I  have  been  an  orphan  all  ray  life  :  at  least,  if  tha*j  ?«>,  a 
little  Irish,  1  mean  that  1  never  knevr,  or  saw,  that  1  know  oi', 
either  my  father  or  my  mother.  Sad  enough  in  the  bec.b  of 
ca?es,  and  mine  was  not  the  best  case  you  could  think  of.  I 
don't  know  who  paid  for  me  when  1  was  a  child.  Some  of 
mamma's  relations,  I  suppose,  among  them ;  and  of  all  people 
in  the  world  to  trust  a  poor  little  orphan  child  to,  think  of 
fixing  upon  a  soldier's  wife,  following  the  regiment !  That  is 
how  I  have  always  been  half  a  soldier  myself  ;  and  one  reason, 
perhaps,  if  any  reason  was  necessary  but  his  dear,  good, 
tender-hearted  self,  why  I  was  so  ready,  when  Harry  asked 
me,  to  do  the  most  foolish  thing  in  the  world. 

Though  I  say  they  made  a  strange  choice  in  leaving  me 
with  dear  Nurse  Kichards,  I  don't  mean  that  it  was  not,  so  far 
as  the  woman  was  concerned,  the  very  best  choice  that 
possibly  could  have  been  made.  Richards  himself  was  a 
sergeant,  and  she  was  quite  a  superior  woman ;  but  much 
more  to  the  purpose  than  that,  she  had  been  my  very  own 
nurse,  having  taken  me  when  poor  mamma  died.  She  had 
lost  her  baby,  and  I  had  lost  my  mother  ;  and  it  was  for  real 
love,  and  not  for  hire,  that  Nurse  Kichards  took  the  charge  of 
me.  Sku  used  to  work  hard,  and  deny  herself  many  things,  I 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

know,  to  keep  the  little  house,  or  the  snug  lodgings  we  always 
had,  as  far  off  from  the  barracks  as  Richards  would  allow 
them  to  be.  I  know  she  could  not  possibly  have  had-  enough 
money  for  me  to  make  up  for  what  she  spent  on  my  account ; 
but  I  don't  think  it  was  hard  to  her,  working  and  sparing  for 
the  poor  orphan  little  girl.  I  know  such  things  by  my  own 
experience  now.  It  was  sweet  to  her  to  labour,  and  contrive, 
and  do  a  hundred  things  I  knew  nothing  about,  for  "  the 
child's"  sake.  I  would  do  it  all  over  again,  and  thankful,  for 
her  sake.  Ah,  that  I  would  !  Pain  and  trouble  are  sweet  for 
those  one  loves. 

She  did  her  duty  by  me  too,  if  ever  woman  did.  She  never 
would  let  me  forget  that  I  was  a  lady,  as  she  said.  She  used 
to  lecture  me  by  the  hour  about  many  a  thing  being  fit  enough 
for  the  other  children  which  was  not  becoming  for  me,  till  1 
came  to  believe  her  as  children  do,  and  gave  myself  little  airs 
as  was  natural.  I  got  no  education,  to  be  sure,  but  reading 
and  writing,  and  needlework,  and  how  to  do  most  things 
about  a  house.  So  far  as  1  have  gone  into  life  yet  it  has  been 
a  very  good  education  to  me.  I  don't  doubt  much  more 
serviceable  than  if  I  had  been  at  boarding-school,  as  poor 
Aunt  Connor  used  to  lament,  and  wish  I  had ;  but  it  was 
a  sad  wandering  life  for  all  that.  We  were  in  Edinburgh  the 
first  that  I  can  recollect.  I  remember  as  clear  as  possible,  as 
if  it  were  in  a  dream,  the  great  Castle  Rock  standing  high  up 
out  of  the  town,  and  whatever  was  ado  in  the  skies,  sunshine, 
or  moonlight,  or  clouds,  or  a  thunder-storm,  or  whatever  was 
going  on,  always  taking  that  for  its  centre,  as  1  imagined.  I 
could  fancy  still,  if  I  shut  my  eyes,  that  I  saw  the  grey 
building  up  high  in  the  blue  air,  with  the  lights  twinkling  in 
the  windows  half  way  up  to  the  stars  ;  and  heard  the  trumpet 
pealing  out  with  a  kind  of  wistful  sound,  bringing  images  to 
me,  a  soldier's  child,  of  men  straying  about,  lost  among  the 
darkling  fields,  or  bewildered  in  the  streets,  when  the  recall 
sounded  far  up  over  their  heads  in  that  calm  inaccessible 
height.  I  see  that  very  Castle  Rock  now  again,  not  in 
imagination,  but  with  my  real  eyes.  It  is  just  the  same  as 
ever,  though  I  am  so  very  different.  It  is  my  first  love,  and 
I  am  loyal  to  it.  Not  being  of  any  country,  for  I  am  some 
Irish,  and  some  Welsh,  and  some  Scotch,  and  Harry  is  a  pure 
thorough-bred  Englishman,  I  can  quite  afford  to  be  in  love 
with  Edinburgh  Castle.  The  regiment  went  to  Swansea  after 
it  left  Edinburgh,  and  then  to  Belfast,  and  we  were  in  dreadful 
terror  of  being  sent  to  Canada,  where  Nurse  Richards  declared 


50  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

ehc  never  would  take  "  the  child."  However,  it  never  came  tfl 
trying.  At  Belfast,  dear  tender  soul,  she  died.  Ah  me !  ah 
me  !  1  could  not  think  how  the  kind  Lord  could  leave  me 
behind,  so  wretched  as  I  was  ;  but  He  knew  better  than  I  did. 
I  was  only  fifteen  ;  I  humbly  hope,  now  I'm  twenty,  1  have  a 
great  deal  more  yet  to  do  in  the  world.  But  1  thought  of 
nothing  then  except  only  what  a  comfort  it  would  be  to  slip 
into  the  coffin  beside  her  and  be  laid  down  quietly  in  lier 
grave. 

I  did  not  know  a  single  relation  I  had,  if,  indeed,  I  had  any ; 
Aunt  Connor,  I  know,  used  to  send  the  money  for  me ;  but 
Nurse  Richards  had  often  told  me  she  was  not  my  real  aunt ; 
only  my  uncle's  wife,  and  he  was  dead.  So,  though  she  sup- 
ported me,  she  had  no  right  to  love  me ;  and  she  couldn't  love 
me,  and  did  not,  that  is  certain  ;  for  I  was  fifteen,  and  had 
never  seen  her,  nor  a  single  relation  in  the  world.  However, 
when  she  heard  of  Nurse  Richards'  death,  Aunt  Connor  sent 
her  maid  for  me.  It  is  very  fortunate,  Bridget  said,  we  were 
in  Belfast,  and  no  great  distance  off,  for  if  it  had  been  in 
England,  over  the  seas,  there  was  no  telling  what  might  have 
happened.  I  was  very  unwilling  to  go  with  Bridget.  I  struggled 
very  much,  and  spoke  to  Richards  about  it.  I  said  I  would 
much  rather  go  into  service,  where  at  least  I  could  be  near 
her  grave  ;  but  it  was  of  no  use  speaking.  I  was  obliged  to 
obey. 

Aunt  Connor  lived  in  Dublin ;  and  when  I  got  to  her  house 
and  saw  the  footman,  and  the  page  in  his  livery,  and  all  the 
grandeur  about  the  house,  I  thought  really  that  Aunt  Connor 
must  be  a  very  great  lady.  Harry  says  the  house  was  shabby- 
fine,  and  everything  vulgar  about  it ;  but  I  cannot  say  I  saw 
that.  Perhaps  I  am  not  so  good  a  judge  as  Harry,  never  having 
seen  anything  of  the  kind  before.  I  do  believe  that  she  really 
was  very  kind  to  me  in  her  way ;  I  must  say  so,  whatever 
Harry  thinks.  Harry  says  she  behaved  atrociously,  and  was 
jealous  of  me  because  I  was  prettier  than  her  own  girls  (which 
is  all  Harry's  nonsense),  and  a  great  deal  more  like  that — all  in 
the  Cinderella  style,  you  know,  where  the  two  young  ladies  are 
spiteful  and  ugly,  and  the  little  girl  in  the  kitchen  is  quite  an 
angel.  I  love  Cinderella ;  but  all  the  same,  Harry's  story  is  not 
true.  I  underscore  the  words  to  convince  him  if  he  should  ever 
see  this.  Alicia  and  Patricia  were  very  handsome  girls,— as 
different  from  me  as  possible — and  good  girls  too,  and  always 
had  a  kind  word  for  their  poor  little  coilsin.  They  did  not  take 
me  to  all  their  gaieties,  to  be  sure,  I  am  sure  I  did  not  wish  it. 


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I  was  much  happier  in  the  nursery.  After  I  had  seen  Harry 
ft  few  times,  perhaps  I  did  grudge  going  clown  so  seldom  to  the 
drawing-room  ;  and  used  to  keep  wondering  in  my  heart  which 
of  them  he  was  fond  of,  and  had  many  a  cry  over  it.  But  now 
^that  it  is  all  past,  and  I  see  more  clearly,  I  know  they  were  very 
''  kind  indeed,  considering.  They  were  never,  all  the  time  I  was 
there,  unfeeling  to  me;  they  liked  me,  and  I  liked  them: 
nothing  in  the  world  of  your  Cinderella  story.  If  I  had  a  nice 
house,  and  was  rich  enough  to  have  a  visitor,  there  is  nothing 
I  should  like  better  than  to  have  Patricia  (her  sister  is  married) 
come  to  see  me.  It  would  be  pleasant  to  see  her  bright  Irish 
face.  No,  honestly,  I  cannot  complain  of  Aunt  Connor.  I  am 
very  sorry  I  deceived  her  for  an  honr — she  was  never  unkind  to 
me. 


CHAPTER  II. 

I  DID  not  think  I  could  have  said  half  a  dozen  words  about 
myself  without  telling  all  the  story  of  my  marriage.  But 
what  1  have  said  was  necessary  to  keep  you  from  blaming  me  so 
much.  For,  after  all,  I  was  a  young,  friendless,  desolate  creature, 
longing  very  much  to  have  somebody  belonging  to  me,  some- 
body of  my  very  own,  and  with  no  very  clear  natural  duty  to 
Aunt  Connor,  though  she  had  paid  for  bringing  me  up.  I  say 
again  she  was  kind  to  me,  and  so  were  the  girls ;  but  principally 
because  it  was  not  in  their  nature  to  be  unkind  to  anybody,  and 
not  because  they  had  a  particular  affection  for  me.  And  that 
is  what  one  wants,  whatever  people  may  choose  to  say.  One 
might  die  of  longing  for  love  though  one  was  surrounded  with 
kindness.  Ah,  yes,  I  am  sure  of  it :  even  a  little  unkindness 
from  people  we  belong  to,  and  who  belong  to  us,  one  can  bear 
it.  To  have  nobody  belonging  to  you  is  the  saddest  thing  ia 
the  world. 

I  never  was  melancholy  or  pensive,  or  anything  like  that. 
After  a  while,  when  I  could  think  of  Nurse  llichards  without 


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breaking  my  heart,  I  got  just  as  cheerful  as  other  girls  of  my 
age,  and  enjoyed  whatever  little  bit  of  pleasure  came  to  me. 
But  after  I  began  to  know  Harry — after  it  began  to  dawn  upon 
my  mind  that  there  might  be  somebody  in  the  world  who  would 
take  an  interest  in  all  my  little  concerns,  for  no  better  reason 
than  that  they  belonged  to  me,  not  for  kindness  or  compassion, 
I  felt  as  if  1  were  coining  to  life  all  at  once.  I  have  had  some 
doubts  since  whether  it  was  what  people  call  love  ;  perhaps  I 
would  have  been  shyer  had  it  been  so,  and  1  don't  think  I  ever 
was  shy  to  speak  of.  I  was  so  glad,  so  thankful,  to  the  bottom 
of  my  heart,  to  think  of  having  somebody  belonging  to  me.  If 
we  could  have  done  something  to  make  ourselves  real  brother 
and  sister,  I  believe  I  should  have  been  just  as  glad.  However, 
of  course  that  was  impossible.  All  the  officers  used  to  come  to 
Aunt  Connor's  ;  she  was  always  good-tempered  and  pleasant, 
and  glad  to  see  them,  though  I  am  sure  she  would  not  have 
allowed  her  girls  to  marry  any  of  those  poor  lieutenants.  How- 
ever, I  happened  to  be  in  the  drawing-room  a  good  many  times 
when  Harry  came  first.  Nobody  noticed  that  we  two  were 
always  getting  together  for  a  time  ;  but  when  my  aunt  did 
observe  it,  she  was  angry,  and  said  I  was  ilirting,  and  i  was 
not  to  corne  downstairs  any  more  in  the  evening.  I  thought  I 
didn't  mind  ;  I  never  had  minded  before.  But  I  did  feel  this. 
I  made  quite  sure  Harry  was  falling  in  love  with  one  of  my 
cousins,  and  used  to  wonder  which  it  would  be,  and  cry.  Crying 
by  one's  self  does  not  improve  one's  looks  ;  and  when  I  met 
Harry  the  first  day,  by  real  accident,  he  looked  so  anxious  and 
concerned  about  me,  that  it  quite  went  to  rny  heart.  My  aunt 
used  to  send  me  on  her  particular  errands  at  that  time, — to  order 
things  for  the  dinner-parties,  and  to  match  ribbons,  and  to  take 
gloves  to  be  cleaned ;  things  the  servants  could  not  do  properly. 
She  used  to  say  if  I  kept  my  veil  down,  and  walked  very 
steadily,  nobody  would  ever  molest  me  ;  and  nobody  ever  did. 
Only  Harry  got  to  know  the  times  I  generally  went  out,  and 
always  happened  to  meet  me  somewhere.  Oh  yes,  it  was  very 
wrong;  very,  very  wrong  .  if  I  nacl  ever  had  a  mother  I  could 
not  have  forgiven  myself.  But  it  was  such  a  comfort  to  see 
his  face  brighten  up  as  he  caught  sight  of  me.  No  one  could 
tell  how  cheering  it  was  except  one  as  friendless  as  me.  So,  as 
you  may  suppose,  it  went  on  from  lens  to  more,  and  at  last  (after 
we  had  been  asked  in  church,  and  I  don't  know  all  what)  Harry 
and  J  called  in  at  a  far-off  little  church  one  morning,  and  were 
married.  I  had  not  thought  very  much  about  it  till  it  was  over ; 
but  the  moment  it  was  fairly  over  I  full  into  the  greatest  panic 


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I  ever  was  in,  in  a%my  life.  What  if  Aunt  Connor  should  find 
us  out?  If  she  did  find  us  out,  what  would  be  done  to  us? 
what  would  happen  to  Harry?  I  almost  think  he  must  have 
carried  me  out  of  church,  my  head  quite  spun  round  upon  my 
shoulders.  I  fell  into  such  a  tremble  that  my  limbs  would  not 
support  me.  When  were  out  of  the  church, — it  was  a  summer 
morning,  beautiful  and  sweet,  and  the  air  so  pleasant  that  it 
made  one  happy  to  breathe  it, — we  two  foolish  young  creatures 
looked  with  a  kind  of  awe  into  each  other's  faces.  Harry  was 
pale  as  well  as  me.  I  do  believe  he  was  in  a  panic  too.  "  Oh, 
Harry,  what  have  we  done  ?"  cried  I  with  a  little  gasp.  He 
burst  out  into  a  great  trembling  laugh.  u  What  we  can  never 
undo,  Milly  darling ;  nor  anybody  else  for  us,"  said  he ;  "  and 
God  be  praised !"  I  could  not  say  another  word.  We  neither 
of  us  could  speak  any  more  ;  we  went  silently  along  through  the 
air,  so  sweet  and  sunny,  trembling  and  holding  each  other  close, 
to  my  aunt's  door,  where  we  were  to  part.  I  think  we  must 
have  gone  gliding  along  like  fairies,  on  the  wings  that  grow  to 
people's  shoulders  at  those  wonderful  moments  ;  surely  we  did 
not  walk  over  the  common  pavement  like  ordinary  people. 
But  the  common  door,  the  white  steps,  the  blank  front  of  Aunt 
Connor's  house,  disenchanted  us.  1  could  not  stop  to  say  good- 
bye, but  only  gave  him  a  frightened  look,  and  ran  in,  for  the 
door  was  fortunately  open.  Oh,  how  cold  and  trembling  I  felt 
when  I  shut  my  room  door,  and  was  safe  in,  and  knew  it  was 
all  over  !  I  took  off  my  white  frock,  all  in  awe  and  terror  of 
myself.  But  when  I  had  put  on  my  morning  dress,  and  looked 
at  myself  in  the  glass,  it  was  not  Milly  Mortimer  !  /  knew  it 
was  not  Milly  Mortimer.  I  fastened  my  ring  so  that  I  could 
wear  it  round  my  neck  under  my  high  dress,  without  anybody 
knowing ;  but  already  it  had  made  a  mark  round  my  finger. 
I  was  married !  Oh  dear,  dear,  and  to  think  I  could  not  tell 
anybody !  1  never  had  a  secret  all  my  life  before.  I  went 
down  on  my  knees  in  the  corner,  and  asked  God  to  forgive  me, 
and  to  take  care  of  us  two  poor  children  that  did  not  know 
what  we  were  doing.  Then  I  had  to  get  up  and  open  my  door, 
and  go  out  in  the  every-day  house.  I  can't  tell  how  I  did  it. 
Of  all  the  wonders  in  my  life,  there  is  none  like  that.  I  can 
fancy  how  I  was  led  on  to  consent  to  be  married  ;  but  how  did 
I  ever  go  downstairs  and  do  my  sewing,  and  eat  my  din  nor, 
and  look  Aunt  Connor  in  the  face  ?  I  suppose  I  must  have 
done  it  somehow  without  making  them  suspect  anything  ;  and 
I  don't  wonder  my  aunt  called  me  a  little  hypocrite,  What  & 
hypocrite  I  must  have  been! 


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I  did  not  see  Harry  next  day,  and  felt  vc#y  miserable ;  cold, 
ns  if  a  sudden  frost  had  come  on  in  the  middle  of  summer.  But 
the  next  morning  after,  looking  out  of  my  window  very  early, 
who  should  I  see  looking  up  at  the  house  but  himself  !  'IhaiJ 
moment  I  got  back  into  the  sun.  We  belonged  to  each  other  ; 
everything,  even  to  the  dress  I  had  on,  Harry  was  pleased  to 
know  about.  Ah,  what  a  difference  !  I  cannot  say  anything 
else,  though  it  may  be  very  improper.  After  that  moment  I 
never  was  ashamed  again  of  what  I  had  done,  nor  frightened, 
nor  sorry.  If  it  was  wrong,  it's  a  pity,  and  I  don't  defend 
myself;  but  from  that  time  I  thought  only  that  I  had  somebody 
belonging  to  me  ;  that  I  dared  not  get  ill,  or  mope,  or  die.  or 
do  any  foolish  thing ;  that  I  had  Harry  to  think  of,  and  do  for, 
and  take  care  of.  Ah,  that  was  different  from  doing  Aunt 
Connor's  messages.  It  was  not  being  married,  it  was  being 
born — it  was  coining  to  life. 


CHAPTER  III. 

\7'OtT  are  not  to  suppose,  however,  that  we  did  not  pay  for 
JL  our  foolishness.  If  I  had  been  a  well-brought  up  girl 
living  at  home,  I  should  have  been  perfectly  wretched  in  that 
strange,  feverish,  secret  life  in  which  everything  felt  like  guilt ; 
and,  as  it  was,  the  excitement  and  feeling  of  secrecy  wore  me 
out  day  by  day.  Poor  Harry,  too,  got  quite  harassed  and 
wretched  looking.  This  that  we  had  done  certainly  did  not 
make  us  happy.  Harry  still  came  to  the  house  for  the  chance 
of  seeing  me  ;  and  imagine  what  I  felt  to  know  that  he  was  in 
tiie  drawing-room,  and  /,  Us  wife,  sitting  upstairs,  after  the 
little  children  had  gone  to  bed,  sewing  in  the  quiet  nursery!  I 
don't  know  how  I  ever  endured  it ;  and  to  hear  Alicia  and 
Patricia  next  morning  saying  to  each  other  what  a  bear  that 
young  Langham  had  grown  !  Once  or  twice,  when  I  was 
allowed  to  be  downstairs,  it  was  worse  and  worse.  If  one  of 
the  ether  gentlemen  so  much  as  looked  at  me,  Harry  flushed  up 


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and  looked  furious.  Twenty  times  in  a  night  I  tho  ight  he 
would  have  interfered  and  made  a  scene  ;  but  all  the  time  we 
dared  scarcely  speak  to  each  other ;  and  I  am  sure  Aunt  Connor 
never  thought  we  were  flirting  then.  When  I  went  out,  as 
before,  on  my  aunt's  errands,  with  my  veil  down,  Harry, 
instead  of  being  pleased  to  meet  me,  as  he  used  to  be,  was  so 
cross  and  unhappy  that  it  was  quite  dreadful  to  be  with  him. 
And  he  would  come  about  the  house  looking  up  at  the  windows 
at  all  kinds  of  improper  times,  quite  in  an  open  way,  as  if  he 
were  defying  Aunt  Connor.  I  was  quite  in  a  fever  night  and 
day ;  I  never  knew  what  might  happen  any  minute.  He  could 
not  bear  so  much  as  to  think  of  other  people  ordering  me  about, 
and  making  me  do  things  I  did  not  want  to  do.  1  am  sure  it 
is  very  good  of  Harry  to  be  so  kind  and  fond  of  me  as  he  is ; 
for  I  feel  certain  that,  for  the  first  three  months,  our  marriage 
made  him  miserable,  injured  his  health,  and  his  temper,  and  his 
appetite,  and  everything.  You  may  say,  why  did  we  keep  it 
secret  ?  The  reason  was  this,  that  he  was  to  come  in  to  a  little 
money,  which  his  uncle,  who  was  his  only  relation,  had  pro- 
mised him  on  his  birthday,  and  which  he  ought  to  have  got 
before  now;  and  poor  Harry  thought  every  day  it  might  come, 
and  was  always  waiting.  But  unless  it  was  that  promised 
present,  he  had  nothing  in  the  world  but  his  lieutenant's  pay. 

However,  of  course,  this  state  of  things  could  not  go  on. 
One  day  I  had  gone  out  to  take  some  gloves  to  be  cleaned,  and 
Harry,  of  course,  had  met  me.  We  were  going  along  very 
quiet,  not  saying  much  to  each  other,  for  he  had  been  in  one  of 
his  troublesome  humours,  having  got  a  letter  from  his  uncle 
without  a  word  in  it  about  the  money,  and  I  bad  been  begging 
him  to  have  patience  a  little,  when  all  at  once  my  heart  gave  a 
jump,  and  I  knew  the  crisis  had  come.  There,  straight  before 
us,  crossing  the  road,  was  Aunt  Connor,  with  her  great  eyes 
fixed  upon  Harry  and  me ! 

I  gave  a  little  cry  and  looked  round.  If  there  had  been  any 
cross  street  or  opening  near  I  should  have  run  away,  and  never 
looked  either  of  them  in  the  face  again;  but  there  was  not 
a  single  opening  in  all  the  houses.  I  clasped  my  hands  together 
tight,  and  stood  still,  with  something  throbbing  so  in  my  head 
that  I  thought  it  would  burst.  I  did  not  see  Harry  nor 
anything,  only  Aunt  Connor  coining  up  to  me  whom  i  had 
deceived. 

She  grasped  hold  of  me  by  the  arm  as  soon  as  ever  she  earns 
up.  "  Oh,  you  shameless,  ungrateful  creature  !  Is  this  what 
you  hare  come  to  after  all  mv  care  of  you?  This  is  how  you 


66  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

take  your  walks,  is  it,  Miss  Mortimer?  Oh,  gDod  heavens  1 
was  ever  simple  woman  so  taken  in  and  imposed  upon  ?  Oh, 
you  wicked,  foolish,  thoughtless  thing!  do  you  know  you're 
going  to  ruin?  do  you  know  you're  seeking  your  own 
destruction  ?  do  you  know  ? — Lord  save  us,  I  don't  know  what 
words  to  say  to  you!  Haven't  you  heard  what  comes  to  young 
girls  that  behave  so?  Ob,  you  young  scapegrace!  how  dare 
you  bring  such  a  disgrace  on  my  house !" 

"  Hold  your  tongue,  you  old  witch,"  said  Harry,  who  was 
perfectly  wild  with  rage,  as  I  could  hear  by  the  sound  of  his 
voice,  for  1  dared  not  turn  my  head  to  look  at  him.  But  there 
he  was,  grasping  hold  of  my  hand  and  holding  me  up.  "Take 
your  hand  off  my  wife's  arm,  Mrs.  Connor.  What  !  you  dare 
venture  to  speak  about  disgrace  and  destruction  after  sending 
her  out  defenceless  day  after  day.  She  has  had  somebody  to 
ditfend  her,  though  you  took  no  trouble  about  it.  Yes,  A i  illy 
darling,  I  am  thankful  it  has  come  at  last.  Madam,  take  away 
your  hand ;  she  is  my  wife." 

Aunt  Connor  fell  back  from  me  perfectly  speechless,  holding 
up  her  two  hands.  We  two  stood  opposite.  Harry  holding  my 
hand  drawn  through  his  arm.  I  thought  I  should  have  sunk 
into  the  ground  ;  and  yet  I  felt  so  happy  and  proud  I  could 
have  cried  with  joy.  Yes,  it  was  quite  true  ;  I  was  not  all  by 
•Myself  to  fight  my  own  battles.  We  two  belonged  to  each 
oi  her,  and  all  the  world  could  not  make  it  otherwise.  I  could 
not  say  a  word,  and  I.  did  not  mind.  L  could  leave  it  all  to 
I  lurry .  Henceforward  he  would  stand  up  for  me  before  all  the 
world. 

I  really  cannot  tell,  after  that,  what  Aunt  Connor  said.  I  re- 
member that  Harry  wanted  to  take  me  away  at  on.ce  to  his  lodg- 
ings, and  said  he  would  not  allow  me  to  go  home  with  her  ;  and 
fell.'  took  hold  of  my  arm  again,  and  declared  she  would  not  let  me 
gi  >  till  she  had  proof  he  was  telling  the  truth  about  our  marriage, 
riu  end  of  it  all  was  that  we  both  went  home  with  her.  She  was 
dreadfully  angry, — speechless  with  rage  and  dismay  ;  but  after 
just  the  first  she  managed  to  keep  proper  and  decorous  in  what 
she  said,  being  in  the  street,  and  not  wishing  to  make  a  scene 
or  gather  a  crowd.  She  took  us  into  the  library  and  had  it  out 
there.  Oh,  what  names  she  called  me ! — not  only  deceitful  and 
ungrateful,  but,  what  was  far  worse,  light  and  easily  won ;  and 
warned  Harry  against  me,  that  I'd  deceive  him  as  well.  When 
she  said  that  it  roused  me ;  and  I  don't  know  what  I  should 
have  said  if  Harry  had  not  drawn  me  aside  quite  quietly  and 
whispered,  "  Leave  it  all  to  me."  I  did ;  I  never  said  a'-word 


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for  myself.  I  put  my  cause  into  his  hands.  To  be  answered 
for,  and  have  my  defence  undertaken  so,  did  a  great  deal  more 
than  make  up  to  me  for  anything  that  could  be  said.  It  was 
all  very  agitating  and  dreadful,  however  ;  and  I  could  not  help 
thinking  that  most  likely  Harry's  uncle,  when  he  heard  what  a 
foolish  marriage  his  nephew  had  made,  would  not  send  that 
money,  and  Harry  would  have  me  to  provide  for,  and  so  little, 
so  very  little  to  do  it  with ;  and  most  likely  all  his  brother 
officers  making  fun  of  him  to  each  other  for  being  so  foolish. 
Ah !  now  I  felt  how  foolish  we  had  been. 

"  Milly  must  come  home  with  me,"  said  Harry.  "  If  I 
could  scarcely  endure  her  remaining  here  while  it  was  all  a 
secret,  you  may  suppose  how  impossible  it  is  that  I  can  endure 
it  now.  I  thank  you  very  much,  Mrs.  Connor,  for  finding  us 
out;  and  don't  think,"  he  said,  changing  his  look  in  a  moment, 
"  that  I  forget  or  will  forget  what  actual  kindness  you  may 
have  shown  to  my  wife.  But  she  is  my  wife  :  she  must  not  do 
other  people's  business,  or  live  in  any  house  but  her  own. 
Mrs.  Connor  will  let  you  put  your  things  together,  Milly 
darling,  for  I  cannot  leave  you  behind  again." 

"  Well,  young  people,"  said  Aunt  Connor,  "  I  have  seen  a 
great  deal,  and  come  through  a  great  deal  in  my  life,  but 
such  boldness  and  unconcern  I  never  did  see  before.  Why, 
you  don't  even  look  ashamed  of  yourselves ! — not  Miss  here, 
that  is  going  to  be  at  the  head  of  her  own  establishment,  in 
the  parlour  over  Mrs.  Grogram's  shop,  with  boots  lying  about 
in  all  the  corners,  and  a  cigar-box  on  the  mantelshelf.  How- 
ever, Mr.  Langham,  I  am  not  such  an  old  witch  as  you  think 
for.  I  won't  let  my  poor  Connor's  niece  go  off  like  this,  all 
of  a  sudden,  with  a  young  man  that  has  never  made  the  least 
preparation  for  her.  I  am  not  throwing  any  doubt  upon  your 
marriage,  nor  meaning  any  scandal  upon  the  lieutenant,  Miss 
Milly, — you  need  not  flush  up ;  but  what  do  you  suppose  his 
landlady  would  say  if-  he  came  in  with  a  young  lady  by  his 
side,  and  said  he  had  brought  home  his  wife  ?  Do  you  think 
she'd  believe  in  you,  or  give  you  proper  respect,  you  un- 
fortunate young  creature  ?  No,  no  ;  I'll  do  my  duty  by  you, 
whether  you  will  or  no.  Let  Mr.  Langham  go  home  and 
make  things  a  little  ready  for  a  lady.  She's  a  lady  by  both 
sides  of  the  house,  I  can  tell  you,  Mr.  Langham;  and  I've 
heard  her  poor  papa  say  might  come  in  for  a  great  estate,  if 
she  lived.  Any  how,  she's  poor  Connor's  niece,  and  she  shan't 
go  out  of  my  house  in  an  unbecoming  manner.  Go  homo  and 
set  your  place  in  order  for  a  bride  ;  and  since  it  must  foe  so, 


63  The  Last  of  tJie  Mortimers. 

come  back  for  Milly ;  but  out  of  this  door  she's  not  going  to- 
night. Now  be  easy, — be  easy.  I  have  had  to  do  with  hsr 
for  eighteen  years,  and  you  have  had  to  do  with  her  for  a 
month  or  two.  It's  not  respectable,  I  tell  you,  you  two*' 
young  fools.  AVliat !  do  you  think  I'll  make  away  with  her,  if 
you  leave  her  here  while  you  make  things  decent  at  home  V" 

Neither  Harry  nor  1  could  resist  kindness;  and  Aunt 
Connor  was  kind,  as  nobody  could  deny;  but  he  blushed, 

Eoor  fellow,   and  looked  uncomfortable,  and  looked  at  me  to 
clp  him  out  this  time.    "  Harry  has  no  money,  no  more  than  I 
have,"  said  I;  "it's  his  wife  that  must  make  things  tidy  at 
home." 

A  kind  of  strange  spasm  went  over  Aunt  Connor's  face,  as 
if  she  had  something  to  say  and  couldn't,  or  wouldn't.  She 
pursed  up  her  lips  all  at  once,  and  went  away  hastily  to  the 
Dthcr  end  of  the  room  to  pick  up  something, — something  that 
had  nothing  at  all  to  do  with  us  or  our  business.  "  Weil, 
well,  do  as  you  like,"  she  said,  in  a  curious  choked  voice. 
When  she  turned  away  from  us,  Harry  drew  me  close  to  him 
to  consult  what  we  should  do.  It  was  quite  true  about  the 
boots,  he  said,  with  a  blush  and  a  laugh ;  should  I  mind  V 
Certainly  I  did'nt  mind ;  but  I  thought,  on  the  Avhole,  it  wa;i 
best  not  to  vex  Aunt  Connor  any  more,  but  to  take  her  advice, 
— he  to  leave  me  here  to-night,  and  fetch  me  home  to-morrow. 
Fetch  me  home  1  I  that  had  never  known  such  a  thing  in  all 
my  life. 

\Vc  parted  for  another  day  with  that  agreement ;  and, 
strange  as  people  may  think  it,  I  was  quite  a  heroine  in 
Aunt  Connor's  house  that  night.  The  girJs  both  came  up  to 
my  room  and  made  me  tell  them  all  about  it,  and  laughed  and 
kissed  me,  and  teased  me,  and  cried  over  me,  and  did  all  sorts 
of  kind  foolish  things.  They  found  out  my  ring  tied  round 
my  neck,  and  made  me  put  it  on  ;  and  they  kept  constantly 
running  back  and  forward  from  their  own  room  to  mine  with 
little  presents  for  me.  Not  much,  to  be  sure  ;  but  I  was  only 
a  girl,  though  I  was  married,  and  liked  their.  There  was 
somebody  to  dinner,  so  I  did  not  go  do.vnstairs  ,  but  when  the 
strangers  were  gone,  there  was  a  liu.e  supper  in  my  honour, 
and  Aunt  Connor  made  some  negus  with  her  own  hand,  and 
ordered  them  all  to  drink  dear  Milly's  health  the  last  night  she 
would  be  at  home.  I  could  have  really  thought  they  loved 
me  that  last  night.  They  did  not,  however  ;  only,  though  it 
might  not  be  very  steady  or  constant,  they  were  kind,  kind  at 
the  heart ;  and  when  one  was  just  at  the  turn  of  one's  life, 


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and  all  one's  heait  moved  and  excited,  they  could  no  moro 
have  refused  their  sympathy  than  they  could  have  denied 
their  nature  ;  and  being  very  much  shocked  and  angry  at  first 
did  not  make  the  least  difference  to  this.  The  girls  were 
twenty  times  fonder  of  me  that  night  than  if  I  had  beeii 
married  ever  so  properly, — dear,  kind,  foolish  Irish  hearts! 

But  all  the  while  there  was  a  strange  uneasy  look  in  Aunt 
Connor's  face.  I  divined  somehow,  1  cannot  tell  by  what 
means,  that  there  was  something  she  ought  to  tell  me  which 
she  either  was  afraid  or  unwilling  to  let  me  know,  or  haA 
some  object  in  keeping  from  me.  She  must  be  an  innoccnb 
woman,  surely,  or  1  never  couJd  have  read  that  so  clear  in  her 
face. 


CHAPTER   IV. 

THE  next  morning  Harry  came  radiant,  quite  like  a  new 
man.  Was  it  all  for  joy  of  taking  me  home?  or,  perhaps 
he  had  got  the  money  on  this  most  convenient  of  all  mornings? 
but  such  things  don't  often  happen  just  at  the  most  suitable 
time.  He  came  rushing  in  with  a  kind  of  shout, — u  Milly, 
•we've  orders  to  march ;  we're  going  next  week.  Hurrah !" 
cried  Harry. 

"  And  why  hurrah  ?"  said  I. 

''We'll  have  ourselves  to  ourselves,  and  nobody  in  our  way," 
lie  said  ;  but  just  then  seeing  Aunt  Connor,  who  was  at  the 
other  end  of  the  room,  stopped  short  and  looked  a  little  con- 
fused. He  had  not  intended  to  say  anything  ill-natured  to 
her. 

"Oh,  I  am  not  affronted;  you're  excusable,  you're  quite 
excusable,"  said  Aunt  Connor;  "and  I  believe  it  is  very  lucky; 
you'll  have  a  fresh  start,  and  nobody  will  know  how  foolish 
you  have  been.  I  was  too  angry  to  ask  yesterday,  or  to  think 
of  anything  but  that  deluded  child  there*  that  thinks  herself  3Q 
j — but  youn#  Lar.gh&;n,  dear,  have  ye  any  fri 


60  Tlie  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

**  None  to  whom  I  am  answerable,"  said  Harry. 

"Then  that  means  no  father  nor  mother,  no  parents  ana 
guardians?"  said  my  aunt.  "  Well,  what  you've  done  is  done, 
and  can't  be  undone ;  we  must  make  the  best  of  it.  Have  you 
put  the  boots  into  the  corner,  and  tidied  the  cigars  off  the 
mantelshelf?  and  now  Mrs.  Grogram  knows  all  about  it, — when 
it  happened,  where  it  happened,  and  how  you  two  took  clever 
Mrs.  Connor  in  ?" 

"  Exactly,"  said  Harry,  laughing;  "you  have  quite  described 
it  all.  I  have  done  my  best,  Milly  darling;  come  home." 

"  You're  glad,  you  two  young  fools?"  said  my  aunt. 

"I  should  think  so!  and  shouldn't  we  be  glad?"  cried  Harry. 
"  If  we  have  not  a  penny  between  us,  we  have  what  is  much 
better.  Milly,  come." 

"  Hush  with  your  Milly,  Milly,"  said  Aunt  Connor,  "  and 
gpeak  for  yourself,  young  man.  My  poor  Connor's  niece,  if 
she  is  undutiful,  shall  never  be  said  to  be  penniless.  Well,' 
I've  won  the  battle.  I  will  tdl  you,  for  i  ought.  As  sure  as 
she's  standing  there  in  her  white  frock,  she  has  five  hundred 
pounds." 

"Five  hundred  pounds!1'  both  Harry  and  I  repeated  the 
words  with  a  little  cry  of  wonder  and  delight. 

She  had  said  this  with  n  flash  of  resolution,  as  if  it  were  quite 
hard  to  get  it  out ;  now  khe  fell  suddenly  into  a  strange  sort  of 
coaxing,  persuading  tone,  which  was  sadly  painful  to  me  just 
as  I  was  getting  to  like  her  better ;  and  as  she  coaxed  and  grew 
affectionate  she  grew  vulgar  too.  How  strange  !  I  had  rather 
have  given  her  the  money  than  seen  her  humble  herself  so. 

"  But  it's  out  at  the  best  of  interest,  my  dears  ;  what  you 
couldn't  get  for  it  elsewhere.  Think  of  five-ancl-twenty  pounds 
a-year ;  an  income,  Milly  !  My  child,  I'll  undertake  to  pay 
you  the  half  year's  interest  out  of  my  own  pocket  to  help  you 
with  your  housekeeping  ;  for,  of  course,  you  would  never  think 
of  lifting  the  money,  you  nor  young  Langham,  with  such  an 
income  coming  of  it.  No,  no  ;  let  well  alone,  I  say.  1  would 
Dot  meddle  with  a  penny  of  it  if  I  were  you.  l^ash  young 
creatures  that  don't  know  the  value  of  money,  you'd  just  throw 
it  away  ;  but  think  what  a  comfort  there  is  in  five-and-twenty 
pounds  a-year !" 

Harry  and  I  looked  at  each  other;  it  was  as  clear  as  day  that 
ehe  had  it  herself,  and  did  not  want  to  give  it  up.  He  was 
angry;  I  was  only  vexed  and  distressed.  I  never  in  all  my  life 
had  thought  of  money  before. 

"  Five  hundred  pounds  would  be  yery  useful  to  Milly  iu** 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  61 

now,  Mrs.  Connor,"  said  Harry  ;  "she  has  not  a  trousseau,  as 
your  daughters  would  have ;  and  I  can  only  give  her  all  I  have, 
which  is  little  enough.  At  least  it's  my  duty  to  ascertain  all 
about  it ;  where  it  is,  and  what  it  is,  and " 

u  Oh,  what  it  is  !  half  of  it  Uncle  Connor's  own  gift  to  the 
ungrateful  creature — half  of  it  at  the  very  least ;  and  ascertain, 
to  be  sure !— ascertain,  and  welcome  ! — call  it  in  if  ye  please, 
and  spend  it  all  in  three  weeks,  and  don't  come  to  me  for  help 
or  credit.  What  do  you  mean,  sir?  Do  ye  think  it's  anything 
tome?" 

uOh,  Aunt  Connor,  please  don't  be  angry.  I  never  had  but 
half-a-sovereign  all  my  life,"  cried  I.  "You'll  tell  us  all  about 
it  afterwards,  to  be  sure.  Harry — I  mean  Mr.  Langhain — 
doesn't  understand.  But  it  would  be  so  handy  to  have  some  of 
it,  Aunt  v'onnor,  don't  you  think  so?  Only  please  don't  be 
angry.  I  should  like,  all  out  of  my  own  head,  to  spend  ten 
pounds." 

Aunt  Connor  did  not  speak,  but  went  to  her  desk  and  took 
romething  out  of  it  that  was  already  prepared — one  envelope 
she  gave  to  Harry  and  the  other  to  me. 

"Here  is  the  half  year's  dividend  of  your  wife's  little  money; 
it's  just  come  due,"  said  Aunt  Connor,  "and  here,  Milly,  dear, 
is  your  aunt's  wedding-present  to  you.  Now  you  can  have 
your  will,  you  see,  without  breaking  in  upon  your  tiny  bit  of 
fortune.  See  what  it  is  to  have  thoughtful  friends." 

For  in  my  envelope  there  was  exactly  the  sum  I  wished  for 
— ten  pounds. 

And  what  do  you  suppose  I  did  ?  Harry  standing  there  as 
sulky  as  a  statue,  looking  as  if  he  would  like  to  tear  up  his 
share  and  throw  it  into  the  fire.  I  was  so  delighted  I  ran  and 
threw  my  arms  round  her  neck,  and  kissed  Aunt  Connor.  I 
hugged  her  quite  heartily.  I  did  not  understand  five  hundred 
pounds;  but  I  knew  I  could  get  something  nice  for  Harry,  and 
a  new  dress  and  a  wedding  bonnet,  with  orange-blossoms,  out 
of  what  she  gave  me.  And  she  cried,  too,  and  kissed  me  as  if 
I  had  been  her  own  child ;  and  it  Wcis  no  hypocrisy,  whatever 
you  may  think.  Harry  snatched  me  away,  and  quite  turned 
me  out  of  the  room  to  get  my  bonnet.  He  looked  the  sulkiest, 
most  horrid  fellow  imaginable.  I  almost  could  have  made  faces 
at  him  as  he  sent  me  away  ;  it  was  our  first  real  quarrel ;  but 
1  can't  say  I  was  very  much  afraid. 

When  we 'got  out  of  doors  he  was  quite  in  a  passion  with 
[•><>r  Aunt  Connor.  "Kind!  what  do  you  mean  by  kind? 
why,  you've  been  living  on  your  own  money.  I  am  sure  she 


62  The  Last  cf  the  Mortimers, 

lias -not  spent  more  on  you,  besides  making  you  her  servant," 
cried  Harry.  "  And  to  take  her  present !  and  kiss  her — pah ! 
I  would  not  do  it  for  a  hundred  pounds." 

"  Nobody  asked  you,  sir,"  said  I :  "  but  come  this  way,  please 
Harry,  I  want  to  look  at  one  shop- window — jusfc  one.  I  saw 
something  there  yesterday  that  would  just  do  for  me;  and  now 
I  can  afford  to  buy  a  dress." 

"  By  Jove !"  cried  Harry,  "  what  creatures  you  women  arc ; 
here  we  are,  on  as  good  as  our  wedding-day,  walking  home  for 
the  iirst  time,  and  you  are  thinking  of  the  shop-windows !  Are 
you  just  like  all  the  rest  ?" 

"  Oh,  indeed,  just  precisely,"  said  I.  "  Ah,  Harry,  I  never 
was  in  the  street  before  that  I  felt  quite  free  and  yet  quite 
protected  and  safe.  Only  think  of  the  difference  !  I  am  not 
afraid  of  anybody  or  anything  to-day.  I  am  going  IIOFM>.  If 
you  were  not  so  grave  and  proper  I  think  I  could  dance  all  the 
way." 

Harry  did  not  say  another  word ;  he  held  my  arm  close,  anr1 
called  me  by  my  name.  My  name  was  Milly  darling,  to  Harry; 
he  said  it  sounded  like  the  turn  of  an  Irish  song.  He  calls  me 
Milly  darling  still,  though  we  have  been  married  two  years. 

And  how  pretty  he  had  made  that  little  parlour  over  Mr?. 
Grogram's  shop  !  Not  a  boot  about  anywhere  that  I  could  see, 
nor  the  shadow  of  a  cigar  ;  clean  new  muslin  curtains  up,  and 
flowers  on  the  table ;  and  the  landlady  curtseying,  and  calling 
me  Mrs.  Langham.  It  was  the  very  first  time  I  had  heard  the 
name.  How  odd  it  sounded  !  and  yet  an  hour  after  I  should 
have  laughed  if  any  one  had  called  me  Miss  Mortimer,  as  ii 
that  were  the  most  absurd  tiling  in  the  world. 

And  to  make  home  does  not  require  many  rooms  or  a  great 
fleal  of  furniture.  I  have  not  a  u  house  of  my  own  "  yet,  and, 
perhaps,  may  not  have  for  years.  A  poor  subaltern,  with 
nothing  but  his  pay,  when  he  is  so  foolish  as  to  marry,  has  M 
take  his  wife  to  lodgings;  but  the  best  house  in  the  world  couU 
not  have  felt  to  me  a  warmer,  safer,  more  delightful  home  tha.4 
Grograui's  parlour  above  the 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers* 


CHAPTER  V. 

«  TT  ir>  only  right,  however,"  said  Harry,  "that  before  \vo 

JL  leave  we  should  know  all  that  Mrs.  Connor  can  teli  us> 
Milly  darling,  about  your  family  and  your  relations.  Though 
she's  to  have  your  five  hundred  pounds,  she  need  not  haw) 
your  family  archives  too." 

44  Why,  Harry,  you  almost  spealc  as  if  you  grudged  her  the 
five  hundred  pounds !" 

"And  so  I  do,"  said  Harry.  "Just  now,  while  I  am  so 
poor,  it  might  have  made  you  a  little  comfortable.  Please 
Heaven,  after  a  while,  five  hundred  pounds  will  not  matter  so 
much ;  at  least  it  is  to  be  hoped  so.  If  there  would  only  come 
a  war " 

"  Harry,  you  savage !  how  dare  you  say  so !"  cried  I. 

44 Nonsense!  what's  the  good  of  a  soldier  except  to  fight?" 
he  said.  "  Active  service  brings  promotion,  Milly.  You  would 
not  like  to  see  me  a  subaltern  at  forty.  Better  to  take  one's 
chance  of  getting  knocked  on  the  head." 

"  Ah,  it  is  very  easy  for  you  to  talk,"  said  I ;  "  and  if  I  could 
disguise  myself  and  'list  like  Lady  Fanshawe " 

44  List !  you  five-foot  creature  !  you  could  be  nothing  but 
a  drummer,  Milly  ;  and  besides,  Lady  Fanshawe  did  not  'list, 
she " 

"  Never  mind,  I  could  contrive  as  well  as  she  did,"  said  I. 
"  I  could  get  upon  stilts  or  something,  and  be  your  man,  and 
never  disclose  myself  till  I  had  cut  down  all  your  enemies,  and 
brought  you  safe  out  of  the  battle,  and  then  fainted  in  your 
arms." 

44  Pleasant  for  me,"  said  Harry ;  "  but  I  do  believe,  in  spite 
of  romance,  Fanshawe  himself  would  have  given  his  head  to 
have  had  his  wife  safe  at  home  that  time.  Do  you  think  it 
would  be  a  comfort  to  a  man  if  he  was  shot  down  himself  to 
think  his  wife  was  there  with  nobody  to  take  care  of  her? 
No,  Milly  darling ;  the  truest  love  would  stay  at  home  and 
pray." 

44  And  die,"  said  I ;  "  I  understand  it  better  now.  If  I  were 
'listing  and  going  after  you,  it  would  not  be  for  your  sake, 
Harry,  but  for  my  own.  How  do  women  keep  alive,  do  you 
think,  when  those  that  belong  to  them  are  at  the  wars?" 


64  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

Neither  of  us  knew ;  but  to  think  of  it  made  us  shudder  antf 
tremble, — I  that  should  have  to  bear  it  some  day !  for  the 
very  people  in  the  streets  said  that  war  was  coming  on. 

"In  the  meantime  let  me  remind  you,"  said  Harry,  "that 
•we're  going  to  Aunt  Connor's  to  bid  them  good -bye,  and  that 
I  mean  to  ask  her  all  about  your  relations,  and  gel;  a  full 
history  of  your  family,  in  case  you  might  happen  to  be  a 
princess  in  disguise,  or  a  p/eat  heiress.  By  the  bye,  she  said 
something  like  that.  Only  don't  be  too  sanguine,  Hilly ;  if 
iihere  had  been  anything  more  to  get  on  your  account,  Aunt 
Connor  would  have  ferreted  it  out." 

1  thought  he  was  rather  hard  upon  her,  but  could  not  really 
say  anything  in  her  defence.  I  had  myself  begged  Harry, 
after  two  or  three  talks  with  Aunt  Connor  about  it,  not  to  say 
any  more  to  her  about  claiming  the  five  hundred  pounds.  She 
had  only  her  jointure,  poor  lady,  and  could  not  have  paid  it 
without  ruining  herself.  And,  after  all,  she  had  always  paid 
Nurse  Richards  for  me,  and  had  kept  me,  and  been  kind 
enough  to  me.  So  it  was  settled  she  was  to  keep  it,  and  give 
us  the  five-and- twenty  pounds  a-year.  Not  that  she  would 
allow,  straight  out,  that  she  had  it.  She  always  pretended  ifc 
was  somebody  else  that  paid  har  tiu  interest,  and  that  it  was 
the  very  best  investment  in  the  world,  and  she  wished  she 
could  get  as  much  for  her  money.  Poor  Aunt  Connor !  her 
pretence  did  not  deceive  anybody  ;  but  1  suppose  it  was  a  sort 
of  comfort  to  herself. 

I  did  not  take  any  part  in  Harry's  questions  at  first ;  it  was 
all  I  could  do  to  answer  the  girls,  who  wanted  to  know  all  how 
we  were  going  to  travel,  and  everything  about  it.  Patricia 
brought  me  down  her  warm  cloak  tlwt  she  had  worn  all  last 
winter.  She  said,  though  it  wasn't  new,  it  would  be  a  com- 
fortable wrap  for  the  journey,  if  f  would  have  it ;  and  indeed 
I  thought  so  too,  though  Harry,  I  dare  say,  would  have  made 
a  fuss  about  it,  if  I  had  consulted  him.  But  when  Aunt 
Connor  really  began  to  talk  about  poor  papa  and  mamma,  I 
hushed  the  girls  and  listened.  I  never  had  heard  anything 
about  them.  It  was  natural  it  should  be  very  interesting  to 
me. 

"  It  was  more  from  hearsay  than  knowledge,  for,  of  course, 
MiUy's  papa  was  a  great  deal  older  than  me,"  said  Aunt  Connor, 
with  a  little  toss  of  her  head,  "  He  was  forty  when  he  married 
Haria,  my  poor  Connor's  only  sister ;  and  she  was  not  very 
young  either ;  and  it  went  very  hard  with  her  when  Milly 
there  came  into  the  world ;  but  though  she  died,  poor  soul !  he 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  65 

would  not  call  the  babe  Maria,  do  what  we  would,  but 
Millicent,  because  it  was  the  great  name  in  his  family.  That 
was  how  we  came  to  hear  about  his  family  at  all.  His  head 
was  a  little  touched,  poor  soul!  He  said  what  if  she  should 
come  into  the  Park  property  after  all,  and  not  be  called  Milly? 
He  said  Millicent  Mortimer  had  been  a  name  in  the  family 
from  the  Conquest,  or  the  Restoration,  or  something;  and  the 
heiress  that  wasn't  Millicent  had  no  luck.  When  he  got 
weakly,  he  maundered  on  for  ever  about  his  family.  It  was 
cousins  or  cousins'  children  had  the  property,  and  one  of  thorn 
had  jilted  him.  He  used  >  say,  in  his  wandering  way,  that 
one  would  never  come  to  good ;  she'd  never  bring  an  heir  to  the 
property.  But  whether  there  were  sons,  or  if  it  was  only  a  lady 
between  him  and  the  estate,  or  how  the  rights  of  it  were,  I  could 
not  tell  you.  We  used  to  think  half  of  it  was  maundering, 
and  my  poor  dear  Connor  never  put  any  faith  in  it.  Except 
Maria  Connor  that  married  him  being  not  so  young  as  she 
once  was,  not  a  creature  about  knew  Mr.  Mortimer.  He  was 
an  Englishman,  and  not  much  of  a  man  any  how.  No  offence 
to  you,  Milly,  dear ;  he  was  the  kind  of  man  that  never  does 
any  good  after  he's  been  jilted ;  so,  if  you  should  happen  to 
meet  with  that  cousin  of  his  that  did  it,  you  can  put  out  your 
anger  upon  her.  He  left  no  particulars,  poor  man.  I  don't 
believe  it  ever  came  into  his  head  that  it  might  really  matter 
for  his  poor  little  girl  to  have  friends  that  would  help  her  on 
in  the  world.  And  to  be  sure,  Milly  was  but  a  year  old  when 
papa  died." 

u  But  this  was  worth  taking  some  pains  and  making  some 
inquiries  about,"  said  Harry.  "  Where  did  those  friends  live  ? 
What  county  did  he  belong  to? — you  must  surely  have  known." 

"We  knew  no  more  than  I  tell  you,  Langhani,  dear.  My 
poor  dear  Connor,  as  I  tell  you,  never  put  any  faith  in  it. 
There's  some  books  in  the  house  belonging  to  him,  that  I  was 
always  to  have  sought  out  and  given  to  Milly.  I'll  get  them 
to-day,  if  I  can,  before  you  leave.  But  if  you'll  trust  my 
opinion,  I  don't  think  it's  the  least  good  in  the  world.  At  the 
best,  he  was  but  a  distant  cousin,  if  all  was  true,  he  said  ;  and 
spoke  about  his  little  girl  proving  heir  after  all,  more  in  spite 
against  her  that  jilted  him  than  anything  else.  Why,  all 
he  had,  poor  man,  did  not  come  to  but  a  trifle  over  five 
hundred  pounds  ; — I  mean — dear !  what  a  memory  I  have  ! — 
three  hundred  pounds,  for  poor  dear  Connor  put  a  large  slice 
to  Milly's  little  fortune.  .Now  that's  all  I  have  to  tell  you. 
But  I'll  get  Milly  her  father's  books." 


CO  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

And  I  have  not  the  least  doubt  it  was  all  she  had  to  tell  us ; 
every  word  she  knew.  But  that  very  night  we  got  the  books 
just  as  we  were  packing  up.  They  were  as  damp  and  mouldy 
as  they  could  be,  odd  volumes  of  one  thing  and  another ;  one 
of  Shakespeare,  with  Bichard  A.  Mortimer  written  in  it,  and 
"  Haworth"  underneath  ;  another  was  Hudibras  ;  another  was 
an  old  French  school  copy  of  Racine,  with  "  Sarah  Mortimer, 
the  Park,  May,  1810,"  upon  it,  and  in  it  an  old  pencil  drawing 
all  curled  up  at  the  edges,  and  rubbed  out  in  some  places,  of  a 
great  house  with  trees  and  gardens  round  it,  and  a  young  lady 
mounting  her  horse  at  the  door  ;  scribbled  at  the  corner  of 
this,  in  a  strange  scratchy  hand,  was  a  kind  of  little  inscrip- 
tion :  "  Sarah  as  1  saw  her  last,  and  the  Park — I  wonder  was 
I  in  love  with  them  both?  11.  M."  The  last  of  this  was 
evidently  written  at  a  later  time  than  the  first.  But  that  was 
all.  Not  a  single  clue  to  papa's  grand  friends,  who  they 
were,  or  where  they  were.  I  dare  say  there  are  a  hundred 
thousand  parks  in  England,  and,  unless  we  could  find  it  out 
from  the  drawing  (which,  I  am  sorry  to  say,  was  a  very  poor 
one.  Harry,  being  disappointed  and  spiteful,  took  the  pains 
to  point  out  to  me  that  the  house  was  leaning  up  against  the 
trees,  and  off  the  perpendicular,  and  that  the  young  lady  was 
on  the  Avrong  side  of  the  horse),  there  seemed  no  information 
a,t  all  in  poor  papa's  books.  Poor  papa  !  it  was  very  cruel  of 
Harry  !  most  likely  his  heart  was  breaking  when  he  drew 
u  Sarah  as  I  saw  her  last."  Do  you  say  he  might  have  put 
her  on  the  right  side  of  the  horse  for  all  that,  you  cruel  savage? 
Perhaps  there  were  tears  in  his  eyes  all  the  time,  Mr.  Langham. 
You  are  not  sentimental.  I  dare  say  you  would  not  cry  if  you 
were  looking  at  me  for  the  last  time.  But  that  has  nothing 
to  do  with  poor  papa.  1  have  no  doubt  he  must  have  been 
a  very  feeling  man. 

However,  we  did  not  make  anything  out  of  the  books  ;  and 
I  am  sure  I  should  not  have  said  half  so  much  about  it  except 
that  Harry  really  took  an  interest  in  it  which  quite  surprised 
me.  I  never  expected  to  turn  out  an  heiress,  nor  cared  much 
whether  I  had  grand  relations  or  not;  and  a  journey  with 
Harry  in  that  sweet  September  weather  was  far  too  delightful 
to  let  me  think  of  anything  else.  It  was  as  good  as  a  wedding 
tour. 


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CHAPTER  VL 

nillE  regiment  was  ordered  to  Edinburgh  ;  and  it  was  there 
I  we  went  accordingly  in  that  lovely  autumn  weather.  I 
don't  think  Harry  quite  liked  to  hear  me  talk  of  Nurse  Richards 
and  the  way  she  brought  me  up  ;  but  he  was  pleased  enough  to 
take  walks  with  me  all  round  that  castle  which  was  the  centre 
of  my  recollections.  At  first  we  used  to  spend  every  leisure 
moment  we  had  wandering  up  and  down  the  steep  walks,  and 
always  pausing  to  look  up  at  the  great  precipice  of  rock.  It 
was  like  a  friend  to  me,  rising  up  out  of  the  soft  tiers  and 
green  slopes  of  grass :  the  two  churches  down  at  its  foot 
looking  so  mean  and  tiny  beside  it.  People  should  not  build 
churches  there.  I  almost  think  even  a  great  noble  cathedral 
would  look  shabby  under  the  shadow  of  that  rock  ;  and  only  to 
think  of  that  dreadful  West  Church  and  the  other  one  !  how 
they  can  dare  venture  to  stand  there  and  don't  move  and 
crumble  down  of  themselves  1  They  would  if  there  was  any 
feeling  in  stone. 

We  got  our  lodgings  out  to  the  south  of  the  castle,  two  nice 
little  cosy  rooms.  It  was  not  a  fashionable  quarter,  to  be  sure, 
nor  were  the  rooms  very  grandly  furnished  ;  but  we  had  such 
views  from  the  windows !  The  Castle  Rock,  with  its  buildings 
jutting  on  the  very  edge,  and  yet  standing  so  strong  and  firm ; 
the  harsh  ridge  of  the  crags  behind,  and  the  misty  lion -head 
over  all,  gazing  like  a  sentinel  towards  the  sea.  And  it  was 
not  these  only,  but  all  the  clouds  about  them.  Such  dramas 
3 very  day !  Now  all  sweet  and  serene  like  happiness  ;  now  all 
thundery  and  ominous  like  a  great  misfortune ;  now  brightened 
up  with  streaks  of  home  and  comfort ;  now  settling  down 
leaden- dark,  and  heavy  like  death  itself,  or  despair.  I  never 
was  poetical  that  I  know  of ;  but  it  was  like  reading  a  very 
great  poem  every  day  to  live  in  that  little  house  at  Brunts- 
field.  Harry  enjoyed  it  as  much  as  I  did.  We  lived  the  very 
cheapest  that  ever  was.  We  never  went  out  anywhere ;  for 
Harry  had  always  a  little  society  with  his  brother  officers  and 
at  mess,  and  I  had  him,  and  old  Mrs.  Saltoun,  our  landlady, 
to  talk  to  when  he  was  away,  and  was  as  happy  as  the  day  was 
long.  All  the  pleasantest  recollections  I  had  as  a  child  were 
connected  with  this  place ;  and  when  1  looked  out  of  my 


68  Tlte  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

window  at  night  and  saw  the  lights  shining  up  on  the  top  of 
the  Castle  Rock,  and  the  stars  higher  still  glimmering  out 
above,  or  the  moon  revealing  out  of "  the  dark  where  Arthur's 
Seat  lay  quiet,  couched  like  a  sentinel ;  and  heard  the  recall 
trumpet  pealing  out  high  into  the  clear  air,  my  mind  used  to 
wander  from  dear  Nurse  Richards,  and  the  stories  she  used  to 
tell  me,  back  to  my  great  happiness  now.  When  Harry 
found  me  at  the  window  crying  to  myself,  he  thought  I  was 
low-spirited.  Low-spirited  !  I  was  crying  for  pure  happiness ; 
because  I  was  too  happy  to  tell  it,  or  put  it  in  words,  or  show 
it  anyhow  else. 

All  this  time  we  had  never  heard  a  single  word  from  Harry's 
uncle  who  promised  him  the  present  on  his  birthday.  This 
uncle  was  the  only  relation  he  had  except  some  cousins  whom 
he  did  not  know  much  about.  He  was  very  near  as  friendless 
as  I  was ;  only  that  he  remembered  his  father  and  mother 
perfectly  well,  and  had  been  brought  up  at  home,  which 
made  a  great  difference.  Harry  of  course  had  written  to  his 
uncle  to  say  what  had  occurred  ;  and  he  had  never  answered 
the  letter.  He  was  an  old  bachelor,  and  rather  rich  ;  and  if 
he  did  not  take  offence,  and  nothing  happened,  it  had  always 
been  supposed  that  Harry  was  to  be  his  huir ;  though  I  did  not 
know  this  till  after  we  were  married  and  could  not  untie 
ourselves,  however  angry  any  one  might  be. 

One  day,  however,  Harry  came  home  to  me  with  a  wonder- 
ful face.  I  could  not  tell,  though  I  knew  what  his  face 
meant  pretty  well  by  this  time,  what  it  was  that  day  ;  whether 
he  was  angry,  or  disappointed,  or  vexed,  or  only  bursting  with 
laughter.  It  turned  out  he  was  all  of  them  together.  He 
tossed  a  letter  on  the  table,  and  laughed  and  stamped  his  foot, 
as  if  he  did  not  quite  know  what  he  was  doing. 

<l  By  Jove,  it's  too  absurd!"  cried  Harry;  for  I  could  not 
get  him  to  leave  off  that  stupid  exclamation  :  but  I  thought  it 
>nust  be  a  little  serious  too,  as  well  as  absurd,  by  the  look  in 
us  eye. 

And  what  should  it  be  but  a  letter  from  his  uncle,  declaring 
that,  though  nothing  else  would  have  induced  him  to  do  such 
a  thing,  yet,  to  punish  Harry's  rashness  and  presumption,  he 
had  made  up  his  mind  to  a  step  which  everybody  assured  him 
was  the  most  prudent  thing  he  could  do,  and  which  it  was 
only  a  pity  he  had  not  thought  of  sooner  ;  this  was,  in  short, 
that  he  had  married  as  well  as  Harry.  Enclosed  his  nephew 
would  find  cards  addressed  to  his  new  wife :  and,  as  for  the 
expenses  of  such  an  undertaking,  he  assured  Harry  that  it 


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would  be  ridiculous  to  look  for  any  assistance  to  a  man  in 
•tinilar  circumstances  with  himself.  On  a  clear  understanding 
«f  which  he  could  certainly  afford  to  wish  his  nephew  joy, — 
^ut  nothing  else, — for  he  meant  now  to  have  heirs  of  his 
own. 

Harry  stared  at  me  while  I  read  this  letter  with  a  sort  of 
angry  fun  and  indignation  in  his  face,  which  would  turn 
either  one  way  or  another,  I  could  see,  according  to  how  I 
received  it.  I  cannot  say  I  was  the  least  disappointed.  I 
threw  down  the  letter,  and  clapped  my  hands  and  laughed. 
It  was  the  most  whimsical  letter  you  could  imagine ;  and,  as 
for  the  birthday  present,  or  any  other  assistance  to  us,  I  had 
never  looked  for  it  since  Harry  wrote  what  we  had  done. 

"Weel,  weel,  it's  no  ill  news,  that's  a  comfort.  But, 
Captain,  you  maunna  come  in  rampaging  and  disturbing  the 
lady  when  we're  no  looking  for  you,"  said  Mrs.  Saltoun,  who 
had  been  sitting  with  me.  Now  I'll  gang  my  ways  ben  the 
house ;  and  you  ken  where  to  find  me,  Mrs.  Langham,  my 
dear,  when  you  want  me  again." 

I  had  it  on  my  lips  to  beg  her  not  to  go  away,  but  stopped 
in  time,  for  Harry  naturally,  though  he  likes  her  very  well, 
does  not  take  comfort  in  the  good  old  lady  as  I  do.  When  she 
was  gone  he  laughed  out  again,  but  a  little  abruptly,  and  not 
as  if  he  felt  particularly  happy  about  the  news. 

•'Why,  Harry,  what's  the  matter;  did  you  expect  any- 
thing? "'said  I. 

"  Well,  not  exactly,  to  be  sure,"  said  Harry,  with  a  half- 
ashamcd  look ;  "  except  the  first  moment  when  I  recognised 
the  old  fellow's  handwriting.  I  did  think  it  woulol  be 
pleasant,  Milly  darling,  to  get  some  little  comforts  about  you 
just  now." 

"I  have  quantities  of  comforts,"  said  I;  "and  such  a 
jewel  of  an  old  lady  to  look  after  me  when  you  are  away. 
There  is  nobody  in  the  world  so  lucky  as  me." 

"  Lucky  !"  said  Harry,  with  a  little  shout.  **  If  you  should 
turn  out  a  great  heiress  to  be  sure ;  that's  always  a  possible 
contingency,  according  to  your  Aunt  Connor.  Otherwise,  with 
all  sorts  of  things  going  to  happen  to  us,  and  only  my 
subaltern's  pay " 

u  Mr.  Langham,  you  forget  my  five-and-twenty  pounds  a 
year!"  cried  I. 

And  how  do  you  think  the  savage  answered  me  ?  "  The  old 
witch !"  exclaimed  Harry,  "  to  think  of  her  stopping  your 
simple  mouth  with  that  ten  pounds  I  I'd  have  seen  her  ducked, 


70  The  Last  of  tlie  Mortimers. 

or  burned,  or  whatever  they  do  to  witches,  before  I'd  have 
taken  it! — and  cheating  you  out  of  your  little  morsel  of 
fortune!  How  long  do  you  suppose  you'll  get  your  five-and- 
twenty  pounds  ?" 

"  As  long  as  poor  Aunt  Connor  can  pay  it,"  said  I.  "  Things 
might  come  in  the  way  to  be  sure  ;  but  she  means  to  pay  it 
regularly,  and  always  will  when  she  can.  What  makes  you  so 
discontented,  Harry  ?  We  have  enough  for  to  day,  and  God 
knows  all  about  to-morrow." 

"  Ah,  yes !  but  He's  far  off,  Milly,  to  a  poor  fellow  like  me. 
How  can  I  tell  that  He  cares  much  what's  to  become  of  us, — 
unless,  indeed,  it  were  for  your  sake ;" 

"  Oh,  Harry,  Harry  !  how  dare  you  say  so  !"  cried  I.  "  And 
see  how  good  He  has  been  to  us  two  orphans.  Neither  of  us 
had  any  home  or  any  one  belonging  to  us ;  and  only  look 
round  you  now  /" 

Do  you  think  it  was  not  very  much  that  he  had  to  look 
round  upon  ?— a  little  room,  low-roofed,  and  humbly  furnished. 
It  was  nothing  to  any  other  man  or  woman  in  the  world ;  but 
we  were  two  of  us  together  in  it,  and  it  was  our  home.  Could 
I  help  but  cry  when  I  thought  how  different  I  was  from  Aunt 
Connor's  niece  in  the  nursery?  And  Harry  was  just  as  thank- 
ful as  I  was,  though  he  had  his  little  pretences  of  grumbling 
like  this  now  and  then.  Does  anybody  think  he  was  really 
anxious,  either  about  his  uncle's  present  that  was  never  to  come 
now,  or  my  five  hundred  pounds  that  was  not  much  more  to  be 
relied  on,  or  what  was  to  happen  to  us  ?  No !  he  was  no  more 
anxious  than  I  was  ;  only  now  and  then  he  pretended  to  make 
a  little  fuss  about  it,  and  to  be  wanting  something  better  for 
me. . 


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CHAPTER  VII. 

WE  were  nearly  two  years  in  Edinburgh;  and  it  was  there, 
of  course,  that  baby  Harry  came  into  the  world.  Ho 
made  a  great  difference  in  many  things.  I  could  not  go  out  to 
walk  with  Harry  any  longer  ;  1  could  not  even  sit  and  talk 
with  him  so  much,  and,  however  economical  I  was,  it  could  not 
be  denied  that  already  three  of  us  cost  more  than  two  of  us  had 
done.  It  is  strange  enough,  but  still  it  is  true,  baby,  bless 
him,  brought  thorns  upon  the  roses  that  came  with  him  into 
the  world.  Harry  had  not  lived  in  a  family  since  his  father 
died  long  ago  ;  he  had  lived  a  young  man's  life,  and  had  his 
own  fastidious  fancies  like  (I  suppose)  most  young  men.  He 
was  very  much  delighted  when  baby  came,  but  he  was  not  so 
much  delighted  when  baby  was  always  with  us,  and  occupying 
almost  all  my  time  and  attention  ;  and  it  fretted  him  when  he 
saw  traces  about  that  once  nice  cosy  sitting-room,  which  was 
nursery  now  as  well  as  dining-room  and  drawing-room  ;  even 
baby's  basket,  all  trimmed  with  white  muslin  and  pink  ribbons, 
which  he  thought  very  pretty  at  first,  annoyed  him  now  when 
he  saw  it  about ;  and  when  I  had  to  stop  talking  to  him  in 
order  to  see  after  baby,  he  would  first  laugh,  then  bite  his  lip, 
then  whistle,  then  go  to  the  window,  and  after  a  while  say  he 
had  better  smoke  his  cigar  outside  while  I  was  so  busy.  I  dare 
say  this  cost  me  a  few  tears,  for  of  course  I  thought  there  was 
no  occupation  in  the  world  so  sweet  as  nursing  baby,  and  was 
sadly  disappointed  just  at  first  that  Harry  could  not  be  content 
to  watch  his  pretty  ways  every  moment  as  I  did  ;  however,  I 
had  to  make  up  my  mind  to  it.  And  as  it  was  my  business  to 
mind  Harry  as  well  as  his  son,  I  had  to  think  it  all  over  in  my 
mind  what  was  to  be  done.  It  was  hard  work  considering 
what  was  best;  for  to  think  of  getting  a  servant  upon  our 
small  means  went  to  my  very  heart.  At  last  one  day  1  formed 
a  great  resolution,  and  took  Airs.  Saltoun  into  my  confidence. 

"  Here  is  how  it  is,"  said  I,  u  I  must  have  a  maid  to  help  me 
with  baby  when  Mr.  Langham  is  at  home.  Men  can't  under- 
stand things  ;  they  think  it  so  odd  to  sec  one  always  with  a 
baby  on  one's  lap  ;  especially  when  they  have  not  been  accus- 
tomed to  anything  of  the  sort.  Mrs,  Saltoun,  I  $huli  be  qbli^ed 
tp  have  a  maid," 


72  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

"I  told  you  so,  my  dear,  the  very  day  the  lammie  was  born," 
said  Mrs.  Saultoun ;  "but  I'm  one  that  never  presses  my 
advice.  I  know  experience  is  far  more  effectual  than  anything 
I  can  say." 

"  But  look  here — I  can't  afford  it — it's  a  disgrace  to  think  of 
such  a  thing  with  our  small  means,  while  I  am  perfectly  strong 
and  quite  able  to  take  care  of  him  myself;  but  what  can  I  do?" 
said  1. 

"  My  dear,"  said  Mrs.  Saltoun,  "poverty's dreadful,  and  debt 
is  worse ;  but  it's  heaviest  of  all  the  three  to  make  a  young 
married  man  discontented  with  his  ain  house.  Dinna  be 
affronted ;  I'm  no  saying  a  word  !  the  Captain's  just  extraordi- 
nary ;  but  he's  no  the  lad  to  be  second  to  the  baby  for  a'  that ; 
and  it's  nothing  to  sigh  about.  Time's  just  the  kind  of  troubles 
every  woman  has  to  set  her  face  to,  as  sure's  she's  born.  My 
dear,  hoAvever  much  ye  canna  afford,  you'll  have  to  contrive." 

u  Well,  I  have  been  thinking.  If  you  will  promise  faithfully 
never  to  tell  anybody,  and  keep  my  secret,  and  above 
everything,  whatever  you  do,  never  let  Harry  know  !"  cried  I. 

u  I'll  promise,"  said  Airs.  Saltoun  ;  u  but  I'll  not  promise  to 
give  my  consent  unless  it's  feasible  and  in  reason  ;  and  no 
unbecoming  the  Captain's  bonnie  young  wife." 

"The  Captain's  wife  ! — ah,  if  he  were  only  the  Captain  ! — 
but  he's  just  a  subaltern  yet,"  said  I;  "  however,  you  will  be 
disappointed  if  you  think  I  am  meaning  anything  great.  I 
can't  do  anything  to  bring  in  money,  and  I  am  sure  Harry 
would  not  let  me  if  I  could.  No — it's  only — oh,  Mrs.  Saltoun, 
if  you  would  help  me  !— I  could  get  up  all  the  linen  myself.  I 
can  do  it,  though  you  may  not  think  so.  All  Harry's  things 
that  he  is  so  particular  about,  the  laundress  here  never  pleases 
him  ;  and  baby's  frocks.  I  think  if  you  would  contrive  to  help 
me,  I  could  save  so  many  shillings  a  week.  I'll  do  those  pretty 
collars  of  yours  and  your  fine  caps,  and  you  shall  see  how 
pretty  they'll  look." 

"But  your  pretty  bits  of  hands,  my  dear?"  said  Mrs. 
Saltoun;  ua  small  matter  of  work  betrays  itself  on  a  lady's 
hands  that's  not  used  to  do  anything.  They  would  let  out 
your  secret,  however  well  I  kept  it.  What  would  you  do  with 
your  hands  ?" 

"  But  it  will  not  hurt  my  hands — such  beautiful  clean 
work — it  is  quite  a.  lady's  work,"  said  I ;  "  and  then  I  can  put 
gloves  on  when  I  am  done,  and  get  some  of  the  kalydor  stuff. 
Besides,  it  will  be  only  one  day  in  the  week." 

Airs.  Saltoun  sat  thinking  it  over,  but  she  could  not  say  a 


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angle  word  against  it.  If  I  couldn't  have  done  it,  it  might  have 
been  slow  work  learning;  but  I  had  a  genius  for  it!  Ah, 
hadn't  I  ironed  out  Aunt  Connor's  lace  much  oftener  than  the 
clear-starcher  did !  So  here  was  something  at  once  that  could 
be  saved ;  and  nobody  knows  how  dreadful  the  laundress's  bill 
is  when  there's  a  baby  in  the  house  ;  so  now  I  thought  I  might 
venture  to  try  and  look  for  a  maid. 

44  My  great  terror  was  you  were  thinking  of  giving  lessons, 
or  selling  some  trumpery  of  fancy  work,  begging  your  pardon, 
my  dear,"  said  Mrs.  Saltoun  ;  44  for  the  young  ladies  now-a-days 
would  a'  break  their  necks  to  make  money,  before  they  would 
take  a  step  out  of  their  road  to  save  it ;  and  indeed,  you're  not 
far  wrong  that  clear-starching  is  lady's  work.  It  takes  nice 
fingers,  dainty,  clean,  and  light.  I  was  in  an  awfu'  fright  it 
was  lessons  on  the  piano,  or  handscreens  to  take  inio  the 
Repository.  But  it's  really  very  reasonable  for  a  young 
creature  of  your  years ;  if  you're  quite  clear  in  your  own  mind 
you  can  take  the  responsibility  of  shirts.  Of  all  the  things  I've 
seen  in  my  life  I  canna  remember  that  I  ever  saw  a  man 
•what  you  could  call  perfectly  pleased." 

"  I  am  not  afraid  about  that ;  but  remember,  you  have 
promised  solemnly,  upon  your  honour,"  said  I,  44  never,  what- 
ever you  do,  to  tell  Harry  !" 

"I'll  keep  my  word.  But  what  put  it  into  your  head,  a 
sensible  young  woman  like  you,  to  go  and  run  away  with  the 
like  of  a  young  sodger  officer,  that  everybody  knows  have 
scarcely  enough  for  themselves,  let  alone  a  wife  ?  And  if  it's 
hard  work  now,  what  will  it  be  when  you've  a  large  family  ? 
and  how  will  you  ever  live  or  keep  your  heart  if  he  goes  to 
war?" 

44  Mrs.  Saltoun,  don't  speak  !"  cried  I ;  "  what  is  the  use  of 
making  me  miserable  ?  He  is  not  going  to  the  war  to-day.  It 
is  not  certain  there  is  to  be  a  war  at  all.  Why  do  you  put 
such  dreadful  things  in  my  mind  ?  If  he  goes  I'll  have  to  bear 
it  like  the  other  soldiers'  wives;  but  do  you  suppose  I  have 
strength  to  bear  it  now  beforehand,  before  the  time?  God 
does  not  promise  anybody  so  much.  If  such  a  dreadful, 
dreadful  thing  should  be,  I'll  get  strength  for  it  that 
day." 

The  good  old  lady  did  not  say  a  word,  but  stroked  my  hand 
that  was  resting  on  the  table  in  a  kind  of  comforting,  coaxing 
way.  I  looked  up  very  much  alarmed,  but  I  could  not  see 
anything  particular  in  her  face.  I  suppose  she  was  sorry  for 
roe  only  in  a  general  gort  of  way ;  because  I  was  young,  and 


74  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

poor,  and  just  beginning  my  troubles.  So  strange?  I  was 
pitying  her  all  the  same  for  being  old,  and  nearly  at  the  end  of 
hers.  How  different  things  must  seem  at  that  other  end  of 
the  road !  Some  of  her  children  were  dead,  some  married, 
close  at  hand  so  far  as  space  was  concerned,  but  far  distant  lost 
in  their  owu  life.  I  dare  say  when  she  liked  she  could  go  back 
into  memory  and  be  again  a  young  wife  like  me,  or  an  anxious 
middle-aged  mother  like  her  own  daughter-in-law — and  here 
it  had  ended,  leaving  her  all  alone.  But  she  was  very  cheerful 
and  contented  all  the  same. 

Harry  came  in  while  I  was  busy  with  planning  about  my 
new  maid.  After  I  had  decided  that  she  would  have  to  sleep 
somewhere,  and  wondered  why  neither  Mrs.  Saltoun  nor 
myself  had  ever  thought  of  that,  I  had  begun  to  wonder  what 
sort  of  a  person  I  should  get ;  whether,  perhaps,  she  would  be 
a  dear  good  friend-servant,  or  one  of  the  silly  girls  one  hears 
about.  If  she  were  a  silly  girl,  even,  there  might  be  good  in 
her.  But  here  Harry  came  in,  and  my  thoughts  were  all  dis- 
sipated, lie  looked  a  little  excited,  and  had  a  paper  in  his 
hand,  out  of  which  he  seemed  just  about  to  read  me  something. 
Then  he  paused  all  at  once,  looked  first  at  me  and  then  at 
baby's  cradle,  and  his  face  clouded  all  over.  I  got  terribly 
alarmed ;  I  rushed  up  to  him  and  begged  him  to  tell  me,  for 
pity,  what  it  was. 

"  It's  nothing  but  fancy,"  said  Harry.  "  I  was  going  to  tell 
you  great  .news,  my  Milly  darling  ;  but  it  came  over  me,  some- 
how, what  you  would  do,  and  who  would  take  care  of  you  if 
you  should  be  left  alone  with  your  baby  ;  even  though  1  were 
not  killed." 

"  God  would  take  care  of  us,"  I  cried  out  sharp,  being  in  a 
kind  of  agony.  "  Say  it  out — you  are  going  to  the  war  ?" 

"  No,  no ;  nothing  of  the  sort ;  only  look  here.  It  has 
thrown  us  all  into  great  excitement;  but  we  are  not  under 
orders,  nor  like  to  be,"  said  Harry.  "Don't  tremble— we  are 
all  safe  yet,  you  foolish  Milly.  Look  here." 

Though  I  was  leaning  upon  him,  and  he  held  the  paper 
before  my  eyes,  I  could  not  read  a  word.  But  I  guessed  what 
it  was.  It  was  the  Proclamation  of  War. 

"  Come  out  with  me  and  hear  it  read  at  the  Cross.  It  is  to 
be  done  at  twelve  o'clock.  Come,"  said  Harry,  coaxing  and 
soothing  me;  '-it  is  something  to  see.  Pluck  up  a  heart, 
Milly  !  Come  and  hear  it  courageously,  like  a  soldier's  wife. 
But,  oh !  I  forgot  baby,"  he  said,  stopping  short  all  at  0090 
With  a  sort  of  hall- annoyed  laugh. 


Tlie  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  ?5 

"  Baby  shan't  prevent  me  this  time,"  I  cried ;  for  what 
between  this  dreadful  news  and  the  excitement  in  Harry's 
mind,  and  the  sudden  way  he  stopped  when  he  recollected  I 
couldn't  rightly  go  out  with  him,  I  was  desperate.  u  Mrs. 
Saltoun  will  keep  him  till  I  come  back  ;  and  he  will  not  wake, 
perhaps,  for  an  hour." 

The  old  lady  came  when  I  asked  her ;  and  was  quite  pleased 
to  sit  down  by  the  cradle  while  I  tied  on  my  bonnet  with  my 
trembling  hands.  Harry  was  very  kind — very  pleased.  \Ve 
went  along  winding  up  the  steep  paths,  through  the  gardens  to 
the  Castle,  my  favourite  walk,  and  into  that  long,  grand,  noisy 
old  street  with  the  yellow  haze  lingering  between  the  deep 
houses,  down  the  long  slope  towards  Holyrood.  1  could  see  the 
people  clearly  enough  about  the  streets,  the  little  groups  all 
clustered  about  the  outside  stairs,  and  the  stir  of  something 
going  to  happen.  But  I  could  not  look  at  the  official  people 
coining  to  say  it  again  and  make  it  more  certain,  iff  the 
trumpet  had  been  a  gun  and  killed  somebody,  my  hearb  could 
scarcely  have  leaped  more.  Harry's  cheek  flushed  up  ;  and  I 
could  almost  fancy  I  felt  the  blood  stir  and  swell  in  the  arm  I 
was  leaning  on.  He  was  a  soldier,  and  he  forgot  me  as  he  held 
up  his  head  and  listened.  Just  then  I  could  not  hold  up  my 
head.  The  trumpet  sounded  to  me,  somehow,  as  if  it  camo 
lonely  out  of  the  distance  over  some  battle  where  men  were 
dying  who  had  wives  and  babies  at  home.  A  woman  stood 
before  me  crying,  and  drew  my  attention  for  a  moment.  She 
dared  say  out  what  was  in  her  heart,  because,  though  perhaps 
she  was  no  poorer,  she  was  not  a  lady  like  me.  "  Eh,  weary  on 
them  !  it's  your  man  and  my  man  that's  to  pay  for  their 
fancies,"  she  was  saying  among  her  tears.  u  Glad  !  do  ye  ask 
me  to  be  glad  at  sound  o'  war  V  If  our  regiment  doesna  gang 
the  day,  it'll  gang  some  day.  I've  five  weans  that  canna  fend 
for  themsels',  and  I'm  a  sodger's  wife.  God  help  us  a'  !"  I 
dropped  my  veil  over  my  face  to  hide  my  eyes  from  Harry,  and 
slid  jny  hand  out  of  his  arm — he,  ail  excited  in  his  soldier-mind, 
scarcely  knowing  it — to  speak  to  my  neighbour  who  had  spoken 
to  my  heart.  I  had  nothing  to  give  her  but  my  hand  and  my 
own  troubled  fellow-feeling,  too  deep  and  sore  to  be  called 
sympathy.  "  For  I  am  a  soldier's  wife,  too  ;  and  God  help  us, 
as  you  say  '"  I  cried  in  her  ear.  She  wiped  off  her  tears,  poor 
soul,  to  look  at  me  as  Harry  drew  me  away.  She  and  the  other 
woman  with  her  whispered  about  us  as  we  went  away  through 
the  crowd.  They  forgot  their  own  anxiety  to  pity  "•  the  poor 
young  thing,  the  young  lieutenant's  wife."  I  know  they  did, 


tfQ  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

the  kind  creatures ;  for  one  of  them  said  so  another  day.— God 
help  us  all,  soldiers'  wives ! 

"But  do  you  know  this  is  like  a  little  coward,  Milly 
darling,"  said  Harry,  as  we  walked  home,  when  he  found  I 
could  not  speak,  "  and  foolish  as  well.  We  are  not  going  to 
the  wars." 

"If  you  are  not  going  to-day,  you  will  go  some  day, 
cried,  with  a  sob.    She  said  true,  poor  soul ;  I  felt  it  in  my 
heart. 

"  To  be  sure  we  shall,"  said  Hairy ;  "  and  you  care  neither 
for  glory  nor  promotion,  nor  to  have  your  husband  do  his  duty, 
you  poor-spirited  Milly !  But  you  can't  act  Lady  Fanshawe 
now  ;  you  will  have  baby  to  comfort  you  at  home." 

"  Do  you  mean  that  you  are  going  V"  cried  I. 

"  Hush,  hush !  why  this  is  like  a  child.  I  am  not  going. 
But,  Milly,  understand;  if  I  don't  go  some  day,  I  shall  be 
wretched.  Make  up  your  mind ;  you  are  a  soldier's  wife." 

So  I  went  home  with  this  in  my  heart.  Oh.  my  poor  little 
economies,  my  little  vulgar  cares  about  the  housekeeping! 
And  perhaps  he  was  going  away  from  me  to  be  killed.  But 
hush,  hush!  I  could  riot  be  Lady  Fanshawe  any  more,  now  that 
there  were  three  of  us  in  the  world ;  and  Harry  said  the  truest 
love  would  stay  at  norne  and  pray. 


CHAPTEB  VIII. 

E  very  next  day  after  that,  while  I  was  singing  baby  to 
sleep,  sitting  all  alone  by  the  fire,  there  was  a  soft  knock 
at  the  door.  I  said,  "  Come  in  !"  thinking  it  was  Mrs.  Saltoun, 
when  there  suddenly  appeared  before  me  a  figure  as  different 
as  possible  from  the  nice  little  cosy  figure  of  our  good  old 
landlady.  This  was  an  overgrown  girl,  fourteen  or  there- 
abouts, in  the  strangest  scanty  dress.  A  printed  cotton  frock, 
very  washed  out  and  dingy,  so  short  as  to  leave  a  large  piece  of 
legs,  clothed  in  blue-grey  stockings,  uncomfortably  visible; 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  77 

very  red  arms  that  somewhat  looked  as  if  they  were  all  elbow 
and  fingers  ;  a  great  checked  blue  and  white  pinafore,  much 
washed  out  like  the  frock,  into  the  breast  of  which  the  hands 
were  thrust  now  and  then  by  way  of  relief  to  the  awkwardness 
of  their  owner  ;  hair  disposed  to  be  red,  and  superabundant  in 
quantity,  thrust  back  as  far  as  was  practicable  under  the  shade 
of  a  queer  big  bonnet,  not  only  a  full-sized  woman's  bonnet, 
but  one  ten  years  old,  and  made  in  the  dimensions  common  at 
that  distant  period.  She  stood  at  the  door  looking  at  me  in  a 
perfect  agony  of  innocent  awkwardness,  shuffling  one  foot  over 
the  other,  twisting  her  red  fingers,  holding. down  her  bashful 
head,  but  all  the  time  staring  with  wistful  eyes  at  baby  and 
myself,  and  so  sincere  a  look  of  awe  and  admiration  that  of 
course  I  was  touched  by  it.  She  did  not  say  a  word,  but 
dropped  a  foolish  curtsey,  and  grew  violently  red  standing  at 
the  door.  I  could  not  think  what  such  a  strange  apparition 
wanted  with  me. 

u  What  do  you  want,  my  good  girl?"  said  1  at  last. 

"  The  mistress  said  1  might  come,"  with  another  curtsey. 
Then,  after  a  violent  effort,  "  They  said  you  was  wanting  a 
lass." 

A  lass!  Here  she  was  then,  the  first  applicant  for  the  new 
situation  of  baby's  personal  attendant!  Oh  dear,  what  a 
spectre !  1  had  to  pause  a  little  before  1  could  answer  her. 
lleally,  though  I  was  not  much  disposed  to  laughter,  the  idea 
was  too  ludicrous  to  be  treated  gravely. 

"  Yes,  1  want '  a  lass  ;'  but  not  one  so  young  as  you,''  said  I. 
"  I  want  somebody  who  can  take  care  of  my  baby.  Who  sent 
you  to  me?" 

"  The  mistress  said  I  might  come,"  answered  the  apparition  ; 
"  I  can  keep  wee  babies  fine  " 

"You  can  keep  wee  babies  fine!  How  old  are  you?" 
cried  I. 

"  I'm  just  fourteen  since  I  was  born,  but  some  folk  count 
different.  I'm  awfu'  auld  other  ways,"  said  my  extraordinary 
visitor,  with  a  kind  of  grotesque  sigh. 

The  creature  roused  my  interest  with  her  odd  answers  and 
wistful  round  eyes.  "  Shut  the  door  and  come  here,"  said  I. 
"  Do  you  know  me  ?  and  what  tempted  you  to  think  you  could 
do  for  my  servant  ?  Were  you  ever  in  a  place  before  ?" 

u  No  ;  but  I've  seen  you  gaun  by,  the  Captain  and  you,  and 
I  would  be  awfu.'  glad  if  you  would  let  me  come.  There's 
plenty  things  I  can  do  if  I  could  get  leave  to  try,"  cried  the 
girl  with  a  wonderful  commotion  in  her  voice,  "  I've  nursed 


78  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

bairns  since  ever  I  was  a  bairn  myself,  and  I  can  wash,  and  1 
can  sew.  Oh,  leddy,  tak  me !  I'll  no  eat  very  much,  and  I 
dinna  want  no  wage  ;  and  I'll  learn  everything  you  tell  me,  for 
the  mistress  says  I'm  awf  u'  quick  at  learning ;  and  I'll  serve 
you  hand  and  foot,  nicht  and  day  !"_ 

41  But,  my  poor  girl,"  said  J,  quite  amazed  by  this  burst  of 
eloquence,  "  why  do  you  want  so  much  to  come  to  me  ?" 

Upon  this  another  extraordinary  change  came  upon  my 
would-be  maid.  She  fidgeted  about,  she  blushed  fiery  red,  she 
thrust  her  red  hands  into  the  bosom  of  her  pinafore,  she  stood 
upon  one  heavy  foot,  making  all  sorts  of  wonderful  twists  and 
contortions  with  the  other.  At  last  in  gulps,  and  with  every 
demonstration  of  the  most  extreme  confusion  and  shamefaced- 
ness,  burst  forth  the  following  avowal.  "Oh!  because  you're 
rael  bonnie ;  and  you  smile— and  oh,  I  would  like  to  come !" 

It  was  an  extraordinary  kind  of  flattery,  certainly ;  but  I 
felt  my  cheeks  flush  up,  and  I  cannot  deny  my  heart  was 
touched.  I  remember  too,  when  I  was  a  little  girl,  taking 
fancies  to  people ;  I  believe  I  might  have  fallen  in  lovo  with  a 
lady  and  gone  and  offered  myself  to  be  her  servant,  as  likely  as 
not  if  I  could  have  done  it.  The  uncouth  creature  no  more 
meant  to  flatter  me  than  to  offend  me.  She  was  deeply 
ashamed  of  having  made  her  confession.  Her  shame,  and  her 
admiration,  and  her  passionate  childish  feeling  quite  went  to 
my  heart. 

"  You  are  a  very  strange  girl,"  said  I.  "  What  is  your 
name,  and  where  do  you  live?  and  do  your  parents  know  what 
you  want  with  meV" 

4 'They  ca'  me  Leezie  Bayne.  My  father  died  six  months 
since,"  said  the  girl,  falling  into  a  kind  of  vacant  tone  after 
her  excitement,  as  if  this  account  of  herself  was  something 
necessary  to  go  through,  but  not  otherwise  interesting.  "  I 
never  had  any  mother,  only  a  stepmother,  and  lots  of  little 
bairns.  She's  gaun  back  to  her  aiu  place,  among  her  friends, 
and  I'm  to  be  left,  for  I've  naebody  belonging  to  me.  We 
live  down  the  road,  and  I  used  ay  to  see  you  gaun  by. 
Whiles  you  used  to  smile  at  me,  no  thinking ;  but  I  ay 
minded.  And  the  folk  said  you  we're  awf  u'  happy  with  the 
Captain,  and  had  a  kind  look  for  everybody, — and  oh,  leddy, 
I've  naebody  belonging  to  me  !" 

1  could  have  cried  for  her  as  she  stood  there,  awkward, 
before  the  little  fire,  with  great  blobs  of  tears  dropping  off  her 
cheeks,  rubbing  them  away  with  her  poor  red  hands.  I  knew 
no  more  how  to  resist  her,  in  that  appeal  she  made  to  my 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  79 

happiness,  than  if  I  had  been  a  child  like  a  baby  in  my  lap. 
The'  tears  came  into  my  eyes,  in  spite  of  myself*  In  the 
impulse  of  the  moment  I  had  nearly  broken  forth  and  confided 
to  her  my  terror  and  grief  about  Harry,  and  this  dreadful  war 
that  was  beginning.  She  took  possession  of  me,  like  the 
soldier's  wife,  with  a  nearer  fellow  feeling  than  sympathy. 
Poor,  forlorn,  uncouth  creature,  she  stood  before  me  like  my 
old  self,  strangely  transmogrified,  but  never  to  be  denied.  I 
could  riot  answer  her — for  what  could  1  say?  Could  I  cast 
her  off,  poor  child,  led  by  the  instincts  of  her  heart  to  me  of 
all  people  ?  And  oh  dear,  dear,  what  a  ridiculous  contrast  to 
all  the  passionate,  elevated  feeling  of  her  story,  coul^  1  take 
her  all  in  her  checked  pinafore  and  blue  stockings,  a  pathetic 
grotesque  apparition,  to  be  baby's  nurse  and  iny  little 
maid  ? 

There  never  was  a  harder  dilemma :  and  imagination,  you 
may  be  sure,  did  its  very  byst  to  make  things  worse,  by 
bringing  up  before  me  the  pretty,  tidy,  fresh  little  maid  I  had 
been  dreaming  of,  with  a  white  apron  and  a  little  cap,  and 
plump  arms  to  hold  my  baby  in.  "What  could  I  do?  and  oh, 
if  I  could  not  resist  my  fate,  what  would  Harry  say  to  me  ? 
How  he  would  shrug  his  shoulders  and  admire  my  good  taste  ; 
how  he  would  look  at  her  in  his  curious  way  as  if  she  were 
a  strange  animal ;  how  he  would  laugh  at  me  and  my  soft 
heart !  I  got  quite  restless  as  the  creature  stood  there  opposite 
to  me,  twisting  her  poor  foot  and  clasping  her  hands  hard  as 
she  thrust  them  into  the  bosom  of  her  pinafore.  I  could  not 
stand  against  her  wistful  eyes.  I  grew  quite  desperate  looking 
at  her.  Could  I  ever  trust  my  child  in  those  long  red  arms 
that  looked  all  elbow — and  yet  how  could  I  send  her 
away? 

44  Lizzie,  my  poor  girl,"  cried  I,  remonstrating,  u  don't  you 
see  I  am  very,  very  sorry  for  you  ?  But  look  here  now :  my 
baby  is  very  young,  not  three  months  old,  and  I  could  never 
dare  trust  him  to  a  young  girl  like  you.  You  must  see  that 
very  well,  a  girl  with  so  much  sense ;  and  besides,  I  want 
somebody  who  knows  how  to  do  things.  I  don't  think  1 
could  teach  you  myself  ;  and  besides " 

Here  I  fairly  broke  down,  stopped  by  the  flood  of 
arguments  which  rose  one  after  another,  not  to  be  defeated,  in 
Lizzie's  round  anxious  eyes. 

44  But  I  dinna  need  to  learn,"  she  cried  out  whenever  my 
voice  faltered  and  gave  her  a  chance.  "  I  ken !  I  would  keep 
that  bonnie  baby  from  morning  to  night  far  sooner  than  play ; 


80  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

if  practice  learns  folk,  I've  been  learning  and  learning  a'  ray 
life  ;  and  I'm  that  careful  I  would  rather  break  every  joint  in 
a'  my  body  than  have  a  scratch  on  his  little  finger  ;  and  I  can 
hem  that  you  wouldna  see  the  stitches  ;  and  I  can  sing  to  him 
when  he's  wakin',  and  redd  up  the  house  when  he's  in  his  bed. 
I'm  no  telling  lees ;  and  I'll  serve  you  on  my  knees,  and  never 
have  a  thought  but  how  to  please  you,  oh,  leddy,  if  you'll  let 
me  come !" 

Could  I  resist  .that?  I  do  not  believe  Harry  himself  could 
if  he  had  heard  her.  I  gave  in  because  I  could  not  help 
myself.  I  did  it  in  shame  and  desperation,  but  what  could  I 
do  ?  She  was  too  many  for  me. 

u  Go  down  stairs  and  ask  Mrs.  Saltoun  to  come  up,"  said 

_L. 

She  went  off  in  a  moment,  almost  before  I  could  look  up, 
and  vanished  out  of  the  room  without  any  noise — I  suppose 
because  of  the  high  excitement  the  poor  child  was  in.  Mrs. 
Saltoun  came  up  rather  flurried,  casting  very  strange  looks  at 
Lizzie.  When  I  saw  the  dear  prim  old  lady  beside  that  extra- 
ordinary creature,  and  saw  the  looks  she  cast  at  her,  the 
lii'licrous  part  of  it  seized  hold  upon  me,  and  I  was  seized  with 
oucu  a  fit  of  laughing  that  I  could  scarcely  speak. 

u  Mrs.  Saltoun,"  said  I,  "  I  don't  know  really  what  you  will 
think  of  me.  I  am  going  to  take  her  for  my  maid.." 

Mrs.  Saltoun  looked  at  me  and  looked  at  Lizzie,  who  made 
her  a  curtsey,  She  thought  I  had  gone  out  of  my  senses. 
"It's  to  be  hoped  it's  for  lady's  maid  and  not  for  bairn's  maid 
then,"  she  said,  with  dreadful  sarcasm.  If  Mrs.  Saltoun  was 
so  severe,  what  would  Harry  say. 

"  She  is  an  orphan  and  all  alone  ;  and  she  says  she  under- 
stands about  children,"  said  I,  humbly,  in  self-defence. 

"  Oh,  if  you  please,  I  can  keep  bairns  fine,"  said  Lizzie;  "  if 
ye'll  ask  the  neebors  they'll  a'  tell ;  and  oh,  if  the  leddy  will 
try  me,  dinna  turn  her  against  me  again  !  I'm  no  a  lassie  in 
mysel.  I'm  awfu'  auld  in  mysel.  Afore  harm  would  come  to 
the  baby  I  would  die." 

"  And,  my  la^s,  what  good  would  it  do  the  lady  if  ye  were  to 
die,"  said  Mrs.  Saltoun  entering  the  lists,  u  after  maybe  killin' 
her  bonnie  bairn  ?" 

"  I  would  a'  fa'  in  pieces  first !"  cried  Lizzie.  "  I  would  let 
them  burn  spunks  in  my  fingers,  or  crush  my  feet  as  they  did 
jangsyne ;  there's  no  a  creature  in  the  world  I  wouldna  fecht 
and  fell  afore  harm  came  to  the  wean  !" 

Mrs.  Saltoun  was  not  prepared  for  such  an  address ;  nor  for 


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the  true  fire  of  enthnfirnn  and  valour  that  burned  through 
Lizzie's  tears ;  but  she  did  not  give  in.  I  had  the  satisfaction 
to  look  on  and  listen  while  the  old  lady  demonstrated  in  the 
clearest  way  that  she  would  never  do,  without  any  particular 
regard  for  her  feelings  ;  and  then  quietly  enjoyed  the  triumph 
when  Lizzie  burst  forth  upon  Mrs.  Saltoun,  and  in  two  minutes 
routed  her,  horse  and  foot.  Half  an  hour  after  Mrs.  Saltoun 
and  I  sat  contriving  what  dress  could  be  got  up  on  the  spur  of 
the  moment  to  make  the  creature  presentable  ;  and  that  very 
night,  while  Harry  was  at  mess,  she  sat  in  the  little  kitchen 
downstairs  helping  to  make  up  a  fresh  new  printed  dress  for 
herself  in  a  fashion  which  justified  part  of  her  assertions,  and 
with  a  rapidity  which  I  could  explain  only  under  the  supposi- 
tion that  excitement  had  still  forcible  possession  of  her.  I 
confess  I  was  myself  a  little  excited  ;  though  she  was  only  a 
girl  of  fourteen  and  a  servant,  not  to  say  the  most  grotesque 
and  awkward -looking  person  imaginable,  it  is  wonderful  what 
an  effect  this  sudden  contact  with  so  strange  and  characteristic 
a  creature  immediately  had.  My  fears  about  the  war  faded  off 
for  the  moment.  I  could  not  help  being  quite  occupied  with- 
thoughts  about  the  new-comer: — whether,  after  all,  I  ever 
would  venture  to  trust  baby  with  her , — what  Harry  would  say 
when  he  saw  that  odd  apparition  ; — whether  I  had  only  been 
very  foolish ; — whether  I  might  have  resisted.  Lizzie  Bayne 
had  made  herself  the  heroine  of  that  night. 


CHAPTER  IX. 

days  after,  when  Lizzie  made  her  appearance  with  a 
decently  made  dress,  long  enough  and  wide  enough  to 
suit  her  stature,  whatever  might  be  her  age;  with  a  clean 
collar,  a  white  apron,  and  smooth  hair,  she  looked  quite  pre- 
sentable. I  cannot  say  she  was  good-looking;  but,  undeniably, 
she  looked  a  capable  creature,  and  with  her  lively  brown  eyes, 
good  colour,  and  clear  complexion  might  improve  even  in  looka 


R2  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

by  and  by.  But  nobody  could  do  anything  for  that  grotesque 
awkwardness,  which  belonged  to  Lizzie's  age,  perhaps,  rather 
than  to  herself.  She  still  stood  upon  one  foot,  and  twisted  the 
other  round  the  leg  that  supported  her.  She  worked  uneasily 
with  her  big  hands,  making  vain  efforts  to  thrust  them  into  the 
pinafore  which  recent  improvements  had  swept  away  ;  and  she 
still  hung  her  head  in  agonies  of  awkwardness  and  self-con- 
sciousness. A  creature  so  sensitively  aware  of  observation,  how 
could  she  be  trusted  with  the  most  precious  baby  in  the  world  ? 
1  repeated  this  five  hundred  times  the  first  morning;  but  never 
once  after  I  had  fairly  ventured  to  place  the  child  in  her  arms. 

'•  What  on  earth  is  that  sprite  doing  here?  Has  Mrs.  Saltoun 
taken  her  in,  or  where  does  she  come  from?"  said  Harry  the 
first  day.  I  felt  quite  piqued  and  affronted.  1  felt  myself 
bound  to  defend  her  with  all  the  earnestness  in  the  world. 

"  Sprite  !  What  do  you  mean  ?  Why,  that  is  my  new  maid, 
Henry,  that  I  told  you  of;  and  a  capital  maid  she  is,"  said  I, 
firing  up  with  all  the  consciousness  of  not  having  taken  the 
wisest  step  in  the  world. 

"Your  new  maid  !"  And  Harry  said,  "Oh!"  in  the  most 
aggravating  manner  in  the  world.  I  am  obliged  to  confess 
that  Lizzie's  arrival,  so  much  out  of  the  ordinary  way,  and  the 
excitement  of  getting  her  up,  of  making  her  fit  to  appear,  and 
of  testing  her  qualities,  had  very  much  aroused  my  mind  out  of 
the  heavy  thoughts  I  had  been  entertaining  a  few  days  ago;  so 
that  I  was  no  longer  so  subdurd  nor  so  entirely  devoted  to 
Harry  but  what  I  could  be  provoked  with  him  now  and  then. 

"  There  is  nothing  to  cry  out  about ;  she  is  rather  young,  to 
be  sure,  and  not  the  most  graceful  figure  in  the  world  ;  but 
she's  good  and  grateful,  poor  child,  and  1  am  quite  content." 

"  You  must  recollect  though,  Milly,  that  we  can't  afford  to 
keep  anybody  for  charity,"  said  Harry;  "she  does  not  look 
very  gainly ;  and  if  she  can't  save  you  the  half  of  your  present 
trouble,  I'll  turn  out  a  tyrant,  I  warn  you,  and  send  her 
away." 

"  I  am  quite  the  best  judge,  you  may  be  sure,"  said  I,  with 
a  little  internal  tremor;  "and  I  tell  you  I  am  satisfied.  If  you 
attempt  to  be  tyrannical,  it  is  you  who  shall  be  sent  away."* 

"  Ah,  Milly  darling,  how's  that !  I  shall  be  sent  away  soon 
enough,"  said  Harry,  with  a  little  sigh.  "  I  have  been  thinking 
that  all  over  since  we  talked  of  it  the  other  day.  What,  you've 
forgot,  have  you,  Milly  ?  Thank  heaven !  I  was  only  'afraid 
you  were  fretting  over  it,  and  thinking  where  I  should  send 
you  to  be  safe  when  the  time  came  and  I  had  to  go  away." 


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"  Oh,  Harry,  how  cruel !"  said  I.  "  I  had  got  it  out  of  my 
mind  just  then.  Now,  I  shall  never  forget  it  again.  And 
where  could  you  send  me  ?  What  would  it  matter,  except  to 
be  near  at  hand  for  the  post,  and  get  the  earliest  news." 

"  Unless  you  were  to  go  to  your  Aunt  Connor  ;  poor  Milly," 
said  he  with  a  pitiful  look  at  me. 

41  Have  you  got  your  orders.  ?"  cried  I,  clasping  my  hands. 

He  said,  "Nonsense!"  getting  up  hurriedly.  "Indeed,  Milly, 
you  must  consider  this  question  without  thinking  it  is  all  over 
the  moment  I  speak  of  it ;  and  don't  burden  yourself  with  an 
unsuitable  maid.  You  know,  whether  we  go  to  the  Crimea  or 
not,  we  are  likely  very  soon  to  go  somewhere.  The  regiment 
Cannot  be  long  here,"  * 

14  Then,  Harry,  if  there  is  nothing  certain  don't  let  us  talk  of 
it,"  said  I ;  "  when  one's  heart  is  to  be  broken,  one  cannot  keep 
always  anticipating  the  moment.  4' Don't  make  any  arrange  - 
ments  ;  when  it  comes,  that  will  be  time  enough.  I  shall  care 
about  nothing  but  letters.  So  long  as  I  can  have  letters  1  shall 
do." 

Harry  stayed,  lingering  about  me  before  he  went  out.  "  I 
am  not  so  sure  that  the  Lady  Fanshawe  idea  is  a  foolish  one 
after  all,"  he  said  after  awhile.  "  What  fetters  you  put  a  man 
into,  you  wives  and  babes !  I  wish  I  only  knew  somebody 
that  would  be  very  good  to  yoir-if  I  have  to  go  away.  Nine- 
teen !  and  to  be  left  all  by  yourself  in  the  world  !  It's  hard 
work,  Milly,  to  be  a  soldier's  wife." 

44  If  you  don't  mean  anything  particular — if  there's  no  orders 
come — have  pity  on  me,  and  don't  talk,  Harry  !"  I  cried  out. 
44  When  you  must  go,  I'll  bear  it.  I  shall  do  as  well  as  the 
other  soldiers'  wives.  I  can  never  be  all  by  myself  as  long  as 
you  are  in  the  world,  though  you  should  be  ten  thousand  miles 
away.  Don't  talk  of  it.  I  shall  get  strength  when  the  day 
comes ;  but  the  day  has  not  come  nor  the  strength ;  don't  puo 
me  to  needless  torture,  Harry." 

ik  I  won't,"  he  said  again,  with  that  little  sigh,  and  went 
away  leaving  me  very  miserable.  Oh  !  if  all  this  happy  life 
were  to  finish  and  come  to  an  end.  If  I  was  to  waken  up  some 
dreadful  morning  and  find  him  gone,  and  all  the  light  gone  out 
like  the  light  in  a  dream  !  I  durst  not  think  upon  it.  I  got 
up  and  rushed  about  my  little  occupations.  Lizzie  came 
upstairs  when  I  was  taking  baby,  who  had  just  woke  from  his 
morning  sleep,  out  of  the  cradle.  She  stood,  shy  and  doubtful, 
looking  at  me,  seeing  in  a  moment  that  I  was  not  so  cheerful  as 
usual.  Poor  child,  with  a  strange  self-recollection  that  waa 


84  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

quite  natural,  but  seemed  very  odd  to  me,  she  thought  she  had 
something  to  do  with  it.  Her  countenance  fell  directly.  She 
came  sidling  up  to  me  with  her  heart  in  her  face.  Mrs. 
Saltoun  had  taught  her  sonio  faint  outlines  of  common  con- 
ventional civility,  and  succeeded  in  substituting  "  uiem"  for 
"  leddy"  in  her  style  of  address.  She  came  up  to  me  accord- 
ingly, with  the  tears  ready  to  start,  and  every  sign  of  grieved 
disappointment  and  restrained  eagerness  in  her  face.  "  Oh, 
mem,"  cried  Lizzie,  "have  I  been  doing  wrong?  Are  you 
no  pleased  wi'  me?"  The  words  went  to  my  heart,  I  can- 
not tell  how.  It  made  me  see  more  clearly  than  a  dozen 
sermons  how  we  were  every  one  of  us  going  about  in  a 
private  little  world  of  our  own.  To  think  that  her  shortcom- 
ings, the  innocent  grotesque  creature,  should  throw  me  into 
such  trouble  !  What  a  strange  unconscious  self -estimation  that 
was  not  selfishness  !  In  spite  of  myself,  the  load  at  my  hearb 
lightened,  when  I  smiled  up  at  the  girl. 

"Lizzie,"  said  I  on  the  impulse  of  the  moment,  not  thinking 
chat  I  might  perhaps  wound  her;  "if  we  did  not  suit  each 
other,  should  we  quite  break  our  hearts?" 

Lizzie  coloured  high,  made  a  momentary  pause,  and  dropped 
her  queer  curtsey,  "  Eh  no,  mem,  no  you;  I  couldn't  expect 
it,''  said  Lizzie,  with  a  long  sigh.  Then,  after  another  pause  : 
"If  it  was  a'  to  turn  out  a  dream  after  twa  haill  days ;  and,  to 
be  sure,  it's  three  days  coming  ;  but  if  it  was  a7  to  come  to 
naething  after  a'  this,"  smoothing  down  her  new  dress,  "  and  a' 
the  thoughts  I've  had  in  my  mind,  eh  me !  I  think  I  would 
have  nae  heart  ony  mair  either  to  break  or  bind/' 

Now,  perhaps  there  was  not  very  much  in  these  words ;  but; 
they  were  so  exactly  what  I  had  been  thinking  myself,  that 
they  seemed  to  make  a  new  link  between  me  and  my  odd  child- 
maid. 

"  That  is  just  what  I  have  been  thinking — but  with  far,  far 
more  reason,"  said  I ;  "  for,  oh,  Lizzie  !  war's  proclaimed,  and 
Mr.  Langham  may  have  to  leave  me ;  it  might  happen  any 
day  ;  and  what  should  I  do  alone  ?" 

"Oh,  mem,  dinna  greet !"  said  Lizzie  loudly :  "  dinna  let 
tears  fa'  on  the  wee  baby ;  but  I  ken  what  you  would  do.  Just 
nurse  the  bairn,  and  pray  the  Lord,  and  wait.  If  you  were 
sending  me  awa',  it  would  be  never  to  come  back  again  ;  but  if 
the  Captain  gangs  to  the  wars  he'll  come  hame  a  great  general ; 
maybe  he  would  have  a  ribbon  at  his  breast  and  a  Sir  at  his 
name  !"  cried  Lizzie,  .slowing  up  suddenly.  "  Eh,  wouldna  we 
a'  be  proud  1  You  inight'weary  whiles,  but  the  Captain  would 


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never  forget  you,  nor  be  parted  in  his  heart,  if  he  was  ten 
thousand  miles  away." 

••  You  strange  little  witch,"  said  I,  crying,  with  the  strangest 
f  -fling  of  comfort,  "  you  say  the  very  words  that  come  into  in  y 
heart?1 

The  creature  gave  me  a  bright  affectionate  look,  with  tears 
in  her  brown  eyes.  "And  please  can  I  take  baby  out  for  a 
walk?"  she  said,  immediately  falling  back  into  her  own  depart- 
ment, with  her  little  bob  of  a  curtsey.  "I'll  gang  before  the 
windows  to  let  you  see  how  careful  I  am.  It's  the  bonniest 
morning  ever  was.  Eh,  mem.  if  you're  pleased,  I'll  ay  see  the 
sun  shining,"  cried  my  nursery-maid. 

And  I  actually  did  trust  her  with  my  precious  baby,  and 
stood  at  the  window  watching  her  with  breathless  anxiety  and 
satisfaction  for  a  whole  hour,  afraH  to  lose  sight  of  her  for  a 
moment.  Steady  as  a  judge  walked  Lizzie,  grand  and  im- 
portant in  her  "charge,"  disdaining  the  passing  appeals  of 
"  neighbours,"  marching  along  on  the  sunny  side  of  the  way — 
for  it  was  already  cold  enough  to  make  that  necessary —  shading 
the  child's  eyes  with  such  adroit  changes  of  his  drapery  and  her 
own,  preserving  him  from  the  wind  at  the  corners,  and  picking 
her  steps  over  the  unequal  road  with  such  care  and  devotion, 
that  I  could  have  run  downstairs  and  kissed  her  on  the  spot. 
The  sight,  somehow,  drove  half  the  bitterness  of  my  thoughts 
out  of  my  head.  The  sky  was  clear  with  that  "  shining  after 
rain"  which  has  so  much  hope  and  freshness  in  it.  The  wind 
was  brisk,  with  plenty  of  floating  clouds  to  knock  about.  Before 
us,  in  the  clear  air,  the  castle  rock  looked  almost  near  enough 
to  have  touched  it,  with  the  sun  shining  on  its  bold  grey  front, 
and  all  those  white  puffs  of  clouds  blowing  against  and  around 
it,  like  heavenly  children  at  their  play.  How  it  stood  there, 
everlasting  !  How  the  sun  smiled  arid  caressed  those  old  walls 
where  Harry  was,  and  warmed  and  brightened  the  cheerful  bit 
of  road  where,  to  and  fro,  before  my  eyes,  unconscious  in  his 
baby  state,  went  Harry's  son.  Ah,  me !  td-day  is  to-day,  if 
one  were  to  die  to-morrow.  I  was  too  young  to  grope  about 
for  darkness  to  come,  and  lose  the  good  of  this  beautiful  hour. 
Besides,  does  not  the  good  Lord  know  all  about  to-morrow  ? 
Beginning  and  end  of  it,  one  thing  with  another,  it  pleases 
Him.  Presently  we  shall  have  it,  and  strength  for  it.  So,  away 
till  your  time,  you  dark  hour  !  just  now  it  is  not  God,  but  un 
eiieiL  v  who  sends  you.  The  light  is  sweet,  and  it  is  a  pleasant 
thing  to  behold  the  sun. 


86  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 


CHAPTER  X. 

WHEN"  Harry  came  home  that  evening,  I  knew  he  had 
something  to  tell  me  :  but  after  the  first  start  was  over,  I 
felt  sure  it  was  not  anything  painful  from  the  look  of  his  face. 
I  may  venture  to  say  now  that  he  was  a  very  handsome  young 
man  in  those  days  ;  but  the  thing  that  first  drew  my  heart  to 
him  was  the  way  he  always  betrayed  himself  with  his  face. 
"Whatever  he  was  feeling  or  thinking,  you  could  tell  it  by  his 
eyes  ;  arid  if  he  sometimes  happened  to  say  anything  he  did  not 
think,  as  happens  to  everybody  now  and  then,  his  eyes  woke  up 
to  a  kind  of  sly,  half  ashamed,  half  amused  expression,  and  let 
you  know  he  was  fibbing  in  the  oddest  way  in  the  world. 

u  I  almost  fell  upon  a  discovery  to-night,"  said  Harry. 
"What  should  you  have  thought,  Milly  darling,  if  I  had 
brought  you  home  word  about  your  father  and  that  estate  you 
are  to  come  heir  to?  I  actually  thought  I  was  on  the  scent  ot' 
it  for  ten  minutes  at  least." 

"But  it  was  a  mistake,"  said  I,  very  quietly. 

u  I  confess,  so  far,  it  was  a  mistake  ;  but  still  we  may  hear 
something,"  said  Harry.  "  You  have  heard  me  talk  of  old 
Pendleton  scores  of  times.  Fancy  how  I  looked  when  he 
began  about  Haworth,  a  little  town  in  Yorkshire,  all  sorts  of 
stories,  as  if  he  knew  all  about  it.  After  I  had  sat  out  a  dozen 
anecdotes  of  other  people,  I  asked  him  if  he  knew  any 
Mortimers  there.  Oh  yes,  yes!  he  said  briskly,  old  Mortimer 
lived  in  the  brick  house  opposite  the  church  ;  famous  old  fellow 
before  he  got  so  very  rheumatic  and  useless — had  a  son  about 
Pendleton's  own  age.  And  here  he  shook  his  head  :  '  Never 
did  any  good,  sir  !  never  did  any  good  !  Jilted  in  early  life, 
and  never  got  over  it.'  You  may  suppose  this  made  me  prick 
up  my  ears." 

u  My  father!"  said  I. 

"  To  be  sure  !  it  could  not  be  anybody  \else  ;  but  it  was  your 
grandfather  whom  old  Pendleton  would  keep  talking  of.  I 
asked  very  closely  all  about  him.  It  appears  he  only  died 
about  ten  years  ago  ;  long  after  your  father,  Milly,  and  seems 
to  have  been  tolerably  rich,  according  to  Pendleton.  1  here's 
none  of  the  family  remaining,  Pendleton  says.  The  red  brick 
house  is  all  falling  to  ruins ;  and  how  the  money  went,  or 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  87 

whether  there  was  any  money,  he  can't  tell.  I  have  a  strong 
idea  of  making  some  inquiries  about  it.  Don't  you  think  it 
would  be  worth  while?" 

41  It  seems  to  me  of  late  that  you're  always  thinking  about 
money.  Why  is  it  ?"  said  I.  4>Why  should  we  go  and 
trouble  ourselves  about  people  that  have  never  inquired  after 
us." 

"  You  simpleton !"  cried  Harry.  "  Who  cares  whether  they 
like  us  or  no ;  but  that  red  brick  cosy  house  for  my  Milly 
darling,  and  a  little  comfort  to  console  her — it  would  take  all 
the  pricks  out  of  my  pillow  when " 

u  Don't  talk,  Harry.  I'll  not  listen  to  you.  I'll  have  no 
inquiries  made,"  cried  I,  in  desperation.  "  Every  time  I 
comfort  myself  a  little  you  pull  me  back  again.  To-night  I 
am  very  happy  and  content,  and  don't  care  for  your  to- 
morrows. Be  quiet  and  let  my  grandfather  alone,  if  I  ever 
had  one.  What  do  1  care  for  him  ?  He  was  either  in  debt 
and  had  no  money  to  leave,  or  he  was  living  on  an  annuity,  or 
he  endowed  a  hospital,  or  something.  And  the  red  brick  nonse 
of  cour&e  is  in  Chancery.  Let  the  old  gentleman  alone.  I'll 
tell  you  about  baby.  He  certainly  noticed  Mrs.  Saltoun's  bird 
swinging  in  its  cage  to-day." 

•'  Nonsense !  Pendleton  is  to  write  to  his  brother,  who  lives 
there,  and  ask  for  all  the  particulars.  He  says  your  grandfather 
was  a  character,"  said  Harry.  "  He  belonged  to  some  good 
family  :  Welsh,  Pendleton  thinks — but  professed  to  scorn  all 
that,  and  called  his  son  after  Arkwright,  the  cotton-spinner ; 
that's  what  the  A.  means  in  your  father's  name.  By  Jove ! 
I  wouldn't  write  myself  Richard  Arkwright  if  I  could  help  it. 
What  humbug  it  is  giving  fellows  other  people's  names! 
They  must  have  had  a  fancy  for  it  in  those  days.  Guess  what 
Pendleton's  own  name  is?  He  signs  himself  E.  B.  quite 
modestly  It's  Edmund  Burke,  upon  my  honour  !" 

44  Well,"  said  I,  "we  have  only  got  three  names  among  us; 
and  they  are  all  simple  enough." 

"  Oh,  so  is  Richard  Arkwright  when  it's  a  man's  own 
name,"  said  Harry.  * '  Now  what  do  you  think  of  my  discovery? 
I  confess  I  think  it's  something  to  know  where  one's  family 
belong  to.  If  I  could  only  have  taken  you  to  our  dear  old 
Rectory,  Milly.  What  a  pleasure  it  would  ha^  e  b  urn  to  have 
thought  of  you  there!  I  could  have  watched  you  all  round 
every  turn  of  the  garden,  although  I  had  been  at  the  other  end 
of  the  world." 

"  You  are  not  going  to  the  other  end  of  the  world ;  and  we 


88  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

have  no  claim  upon  the  Rectory  now,  any  more  than  on  my 
grandfather,"  said  I.  "Here  is  a  cup  of  tea  for  you.  Now 
do  be  content ;  and  don't  talk,  Harry ;  at  least  not  on  that 
subject.  Of  all  the  places  in  the  world  I  like  Edinburgh,  a 
little  to  the  south  of  the  Castle,  and  close  upon  Bruntsneld 
Links." 

"You  have  no  imagination,  Milly,"  said  he.  "However 
we'll  hear  what  old  Pendleton  says  ;  and  if  there  is  anything 
known  about  it  I  should  be  very  much  tempted,  little  as  we 
have  at  present " 

"To  throw  our  poor  good  money  away,"  cried  1.  "You 
who  grudged  baby  his  pretty  hood !  Oh,  Harry,  Harry,  what 
wild  fancies  have  you  taken  into  your  head  V" 

"To  make  my  Milly  a  refuge  when  I'm  away.  Not  so 
wild,  after  all,"  he  said  to  himself  softly.  1  made  a  noise  with 
my  teacups,  and  would  not  hear  him.  It  was  hard  work  keep- 
ing cheerful  when  he  would  return  and  return  to  the  same 
subject.  Sometimes  I  trembled  "and  wondered,  with  a  sudden 
pang,  was  it  a  presentiment  V  But  all  the  presentiments  I  ever 
hoard  of  were  sudden  and  did  not  last;  and  it  was  natural 
enough,  too,  that  he  should  be  anxious.  If  he  did  have  to  leave 
me,  would  not  I  work,  or  beg,  or  steal,  or  anything,  to  have 
everything  comfortable  for  him?  I  forgave  Harry  for  looking 
out  for  a  home  for  his  poor  little  wife  ;  but  yet  every  time  he 
spoke  of  it,  it  went  to  my  heart. 

And  I  must  say  for  myself  that  I  never  had  the  least  hope 
either  from  my  unknown  relations  or  Harry's.  I  could  not 
believe  in  a  grandfather,  nor  any  cold  strange  people  belonging 
to  me.  If  I  had  friends  they  should  have  shown  themselves 
friendly  when  1  needed  it  most.  Now  I  thought,  in  my  pride, 
I  did  not  want  to  know  anything  about  them.  I  pictured  to 
myself  an  old  morose  man,  that  would  have  nothing  to  say  to 
his  poor  son's  only  child.  In  my  mind  I  took  quite  a  prejudice 
against  the  very  place,  and  dreamt  all  that  night  of  a  mouldy 
old  red-brick  house,  with  endless  passages,  and  little  steps  now 
and  then  to  throw  one  down  and  break  one's  limbs  in  the  dark- 
ness. Somehow,  both  Harry's  imagination  and  mine  fixed  on 
that  old  red -brick  house.  He  thought  it  would  be  pleasant  to 
settle  me  in  such  a  place,  i  had  the  most  frightful  fancies 
about  it.  I  could  see  myself  going  about  the  old  grey  faded 
rooms,  and  Harry  away  at  the  war.  I  could  see  a  pale  crea- 
ture, that  was  me,  go  wringing  her  hands  down  the  old  stair- 
case, and  trembling  at  the  window  waiting  for  the  post  coming 
in.  I  could  see  dreadful  shadows  of  scenes  that  might  be  when 


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the  letters  came,  which  I  would  not  look  at,  but  could  not  shut 
out  of  my  heart.  Harry  did  not  think  how  he  was  torturing 
me  when  he  spoke  of  that  old  red-brick  house.  It  seemed, 
somehow,  as  if  all  my  fears  took  solid  form,  and  became  real 
when  they  got  a  shelter  to  house  themselves  in.  I  grew  super- 
stitious, as  most  people  do  when  their  hearts  are  in  great 
trouble.  Going  on  from  less  to  more  I  came  to  settle  upon  this 
as  a  token  for  evil.  If  anyhow,  by  any  dreadful  chance,  some- 
thing should  come  of  it,  and  I  should  ever  have  that  house  in 
my  power,  then  I  should  know  that  the  light  was  to  depart 
from  me,  and  that  I  was  to  be  set  down,  all  by  myself,  and 
desolate,  to  wither  down  and  pine  to  death  where  my  hard- 
hearted grandfather  had  died  In  my  own  mind,- and  without 
baying  anything  to  anybody,  I  settled  upon  this  sign;  and  grew 
so  assured  of  it,  just  by  fancying  things,  that,  if  I  had  heard  that 
my  grandfather  had  left  me  a  fortune,  and  that  we  should  be 
comfortable  all  the  rest  of  our  lives,  I  should  have  sunk  down 
as  if  the  intelligence  WHS  a  blow.  To  be  poor  and  happy,  and 
have  our  own  way  to  make,  seemed  just  enough,  somehow;  and 
in  my  superstition  1  almost  thought  God  would  punish  us  for 
wanting  more.  I  thought  if  wealth  ^Lculd  possibly  come,  hap- 
piness would  fly  away.  I  made  sure  if  Harry  got  his  will  it 
would  be  death  to  me.  The  thought  of  it  put  a  new  terror  into 
iny  life.  His  going  away  was  not  now  the  first  thing  I  was 
afraid  of.  I  was  afraid  of  his  finding  that  home  for  me  that  he 
was  so  anxious  about — that  place  where  I  cc^kld  be  comfortable 
without  him.  Every  grief  in  the  world  came  to  be  implied  and 
suggested  to  my  mind  by  the  mention,  of  that  red-brick  house. 


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CHAPTER   XI. 

•*  /~\H  yes,  I  am  very  fanciful,  I  know  I  am  ;   but  if  Harry 

\J  would  only  be  content,  and  let  me  be  happy  while  I 
can,"  said  I,  trying,  but  without  success,  to  gulp  down  my 
tears. 

"  Mrs.  Langham,  my  dear,  the  Captain  canna  be  content, 
and  it  stands  to  reason,"  said  Mrs.  Saltoun;  "and  being 
anxious,  as  a  good  man  should,  to  provide  for  his  wife  and  his 
bairn,  will  no  take  him  away  an  hour  sooner  than  if  he  were  a 
reckless  ne'er-do-weel,  that  cared  neither  for  the  tane  nor  the 
tither.  Be  reasonable,  and  let  him  speak.  He's  young  and 
you're  young  ;  and  you're  neither  o'  ye  that  wise  but  ye  might 
thole  mending.  It's  a  real,  discreet,  sensible  thing  o'  the  young 
gentleman  to  try  his  very  utmost  for  a  home  for  his  wife  if  he 
lias  to  go  away." 

u  If  you  have  taken  his  side  I  shall  give  up  speaking,"  said 
I.  "What  do  I  care  for  home,  or  anything  else,  if  he  is 
away?" 

"  But  you  care  for  the  Captain's  peace  of  mind,  Mrs.  Langham, 
my  dear,"  said  Mrs.  Saltoun ;  "  that's  far  different.  Maybe 
the  truest  love  of  a'  would  make  itself  content  to  be  left  in 
splendour  for  the  sake  of  a  comfortable  thought  to  them  that's 
going  on  a  far  different  road.  J  wouldna  say  but  the  thought 
o'  your  safety  would  lighten  mony  an  hour  of  danger.  Mony's 
the  strange  thing  I've  seen  in  my  life  ;  but  eh !  when  ye  have 
them  that  ye  maybe  mayna  have  lang,  gie  them  their  will  !  Let 
him  have  his  ain  way,  and  gang  in  wi'  him  if  ye  can.  There's 
mony  a  young  wife  like  you  would  die  cheerful,  or  do  ony 
hard  thing  in  the  world  for  her  husband,  but  canna  see  her 
way  just  to  do  that.  Gie  him  his  will!  I  was  ower  late 
learning  that  mysel'." 

The  very  tone  in  which  my  good  old  lady  spoke  plunged  me 
deeper  and  deeper  into  my  agony  of  alarm  and  terror.  I  did 
not  take  her  words  for  what  they  meant.  I  went  aside  to  draw 
terrifying  inferences  from  her  tone  and  the  sound  of  her  voice. 
She  thought  he  would  go,  I  concluded — perhaps  she  had  heard 
already  that  marching  orders  had  come — she  thought  that  he 
would  never  come  back  again,  if  he  did  leave  me.  Anxiety  and 
fear  seized  hold  upon  me  so  forcibly  that  I  never  stopped  to. 


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think  that  Mrs.  Saltoun  had  no  means  of  knowing,  any  more, 
or  even  so  much  as  I  knew,  and  that  she  could  not  possibly  be 
better  informed  on  this  point  than  I  was. 

'•  And  now  tell  me  about  your  family,  Mrs.  Languam,  my 
dear.  I've  come  across  half  the  folk  in  the  country,  I  might 
venture  to  say,  one  time  and  another.  I  was  on  the  continent 
for  three  years  with  my  old  gentleman,"  said  Mrs.  Saltoun; 
u  it's  just  astonishing  to  say  such  a  thing,  but  if  you'll  believe 
me,  a  person  gets  better  acquaint  with  their  own  country  folk, 
that  is,  meaning  the  higher  ranks  o'  life,  in  foreign  parts  than 
at  home.  It's  maybe  just  a  glance  and  away,  that's  true ;  but 
them  that  has  good  memories  minds." 

"  And  were  you  really  abroad  ?"  said  I,  feeling  a  little 
interested  in  epite  of  all  my  trouble  ;  "  and  who  was  your  old 
gentleman  V — not " 

"  No,  no,  nobody  belonging  to  me.  I  had  the  charge  of  his 
house  and  his  young  family,  that  he  had  no  business  to  have  at 
his  age ;  an  auld  f uil  of  a  man  that  had  married  a  young  wife, 
and  lost  her,  and  was  left,  past  seventy,  with  four  young 
bairns.  Mortimer  ?  wasn't  that  your  name,  my  dear  ?  Eh  ?  I 
mind  of  a  Miss  Mortimer  made  a  great  steer  among  a'  the 
English  one  season  ;  and  among  mair  than  the  English  by 
bad  fortune.  She  was  counted  a  great  beauty ;  but  1  cannasay 
she  was  like  you." 

"  No,  indeed,  not  likely  !"  cried  I. 

"  I  would  rather  have  your  face  than  hers  though,"  said  kind 
Mrs.  Saltoun.  "  Bless  me,  now  I  think  of  it,  that  was  a  very 
strange  story.  There  was  a  Count  somebody  that  followed  her 
about  like  her  shadow.  Except  her  beauty,  1  canna  say  I  ever 
had  much  of  an  opinion  of  her.  She  was  very  heartless  to  her 
servants,  and,  for  all  the  admirers  she  had,  1  think  her  greatest 
admirer  was  herself  ;  but  between  you  and  me,  my  dear,  men 
are  great  fools  ;  she  had  ay  a  train  after  her.  To  be  sure  she 
was  said  to  be  a  great  fortune  as  well.  I  canna  think  but  that 
poor  Count  was  badly  used.  Counts  are  no  a'  impostors,  like 
what  we  think  them  here.  He  was  a  real  handsome  gentleman, 
that  one.  He  was  with  her  wherever  she  went  for  a  year  and 
more.  Some  folks  said  they  were  to  be  married,  and  more 
said  they  were  married  already.  That  was  ay  my  opinion  ; — 
when,  what  do  you  think,  all  at  once  he  disappeared  from 
her,  and  for  a  while  she  flirted  about  more  than  ever; 
and  then  she  went  suddenly  off  and  home  with  her  falher. 
I  would  like  to  hear  the  rights  o'  that  story.  Vs'lu-n  a 
woman's  a  witch, — and  I  canna  think  a  great  beauty  without  a 


92  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

heart  is  on y thing  else — most  other  women  take  a  great  interest 
in  finding  her  out.  Fools  say  it's  for  envy  ;  but  it's  no  for 
envy,  my  dear.  You  see  beauty  doesna  blind  a  woman  ;  we 
can  ay  see  what's  going  on  underhand." 

"  And  what  became  of  her?"  said  I. 

"That  is  just  what  I  never  heard.  That  is  the  worst  of 
meeting  in  with  folk  abroad ;  you  see  them  once,  and  you, 
maybe,  never  see  them  a'  your  days  again,"  said  Mrs.  Saltoun. 
"  To  be  sure,  you  commonly  hear  of  them,  one  way  or  other ; 
but  I  never  heard  of  the  beautiful  Miss  Mortimer  again.  It's 
five -and- twenty  years  ago,  if  it's  a  day,  and  she  was  far  from 
young  then.  That  poor  Count — I  canna  mind  his  name — was 
a  good  five  years,  if  no  more,  younger  than  the  witch  that 
kept  him  at  her  call.  I  took  a  real  spite  against  that  woman ; 
for  you  see  she  was  just  at  the  over-bloom,  and  yet  took  a'  the 
airs  of  a  young  queen.  I  wouldna  wonder  in  the  least  but, 
after  a',  she  was  married  and  wouldna  own  to  it.  There  was 
nae  heart  in  her." 

"  But  if  she  was  married,  how  could  she  help  herself?" 
said  I. 

"That  is  what  I  canna  tell,"  said  Mrs.  Saltoun;  "there's 
wheels  within  wheels,  especially  in  foreign  parts.  Maybe  the 
Count  vvasna  a  grand  enough  match,  maybe — I  canna  tell  you; 
it's  a'  guess-work  ;  but  I  am  very  sure  of  one  thing,  that  she 
was  not  an  innocent  woman,  with  nothing  on  her  conscience 
when  she  went  away." 

44 1  hope  she  is  no  relation  of  mine,"  said  I.  "  Harry  has 
found  out  that  I  had  a  grandfather,  and  all  about  him.  Oh, 
only  sup;  -)se,  Mrs.  Saltoun,  this  dreadful  beauty  should  turn 
out.  to  be  my  aunt!  That  icou/d  be  delightful!"  I  said  to 
myself  after  a  while,  with  a  kind  of  bitter  satisfaction;  "  not 
to  live  in  the  red-brick  house  alone,  but  to  live  with  a  dreadful 
old  beauty  who  would  be  sure  to  be  haunted.  That  would  be 
purgatory,  enough,  to  please  anybody ;  and  Mortimer  is  not  at 
all  a  common  name." 

My  old  lady  looked  up  at  me  half  frightened.  "  Don't  say 
such  a  thing,  Mrs.  Langham,  my  dear.  I  would  not  say  a 
word  against  any  person's  character,  far  less  one  that  might 
turn  out  a  relation  of  yours.  But,  for  all  that  I've  no  right  to 


should  be  so  that,  in  the  order  of  Providence,  the  Captain  was 
to  go,  you  mustna  take  up  just  with  ony  relation  without 


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considering  if  they  would  make  ye  happy.  You  must  be 
careful  where  you  go — you  must " 

**  Happy?"  cried  I.  It  seemed  like  mockery  and  a  kind  of 
insult ; — as  if  I  could  be  happy  when  Harry,  perhaps,  was  in 
danger,  perhaps  wounded  or  ill,  in  suffering,  and  away  from 
me! 

"Whisht,  whisht,"  said  Mrs.  Saltoun.  "I  ken  ye  better 
than  ye  ken  yourself.  It'll  be  hard,  hard  work  at  first ;  but 
when  the  parting's  over  you'll  get  hopeful,  and  think  o'  the 
meeting  again  ;  and  ye'll  ay  get  letters  to  cheer  ye;  and  with 
the  baby  and  the  sun  shining  you'll  be  happy  before  you  ken. 
But  I  maunna  have  ye  settled  down  with  the  like  of  yon  Miss 
Mortimer.  Na!  na!  naething  like  that,  if  she  were  twenty 
times  an  aunt.  Far  better  stay  on  still  with  me,  that  would 
ay  be  coming  and  going  to  cheer  you  up.  Yon's  a  woman 
without  a  heart.  I  must  speak  to  the  Captain  mysel'." 

Though  I  was  much  nearer  crying  that  being  amused,  I 
could  not  but  laugh  at  Mrs.  Saltoun's  anxiety  about  her  Miss 
Mortimer,  whom  there  was  not  the  very  slightest  reason  to 
suppose  any  relation  of  mine.  I  took  up  the  idea  myself,  I 
must  say,  with  quite  a  ludicrous  sort  of  uncomfortable  satis- 
faction. If  I  had  a  grandfather,  why  should  not  I  have  an 
aunt?  Why  should  there  not  be  an  old  Miss  Mortimer  living 
in  the  red-brick  house,  ready  to  take  me  in,  and  kill  me 
slowly  by  degrees?  I  formed  an  immediate  picture  of  her— 
how  she  would  look,  and  what  she  would  say  to  me.  I  fancied 
her  dressed  up  in  her  old  fashions,  trying  to  look  young  and 
a  beauty  still.  How  dreadful  it  must  be  to  drop  from  being  a 
great  beauty,  and  having  everybody  worship  you,  down  to  a 
mere  old  woman  left  all  by  yourself !  Poor  old  Miss  Mortimer ! 
If  she  was  my  aunt,  and  was  very  cross,  and  discontented,  and 
miserable,  there  might  be  something  different  in  the  old  red- 
brick house,  that  quiet,  dead  comfortable  home  that  poor 
Harry,  in  his  love  and  kindness,  was  so  anxious  to  find  for  me. 
There  would  be  some  satisfaction  in  living  a  miserable  life  with 
an  ogre  in  an  enchanted  castle  if  Harry  were  away.  Mrs. 
Saltoun's  words  did  not  alarm  me ;  on  the  contrary,  I  grew 
quite  curious  about  this  imaginary  Miss  Mortimer.  I  thought 
I  could  fancy  her  going  about  those  faded  rooms  which 
yesterday  1  fancied  seeing  myself  in.  Now  it  was  her  figure 
I  saw  all  alone  by  the  fire.  Had  she  got  used  to  it,  I  wonder  ? 
or  did  she  chafe  and  beat  her  poor  old  wings  against  the  cage, 
and  hate  the  world  that  had  given  over  admiring  her?  I  tried 
to  spell  out  what  kind  of  a  beauty  she  had  been  ;  but  it  was 


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always  twilight  in  the  old-fashioned  room.  Tall,  to  be  sure, 
with  grey  hair  that  had  been  black,  and  proud  eyes  all 
•wrinkled  up  in  their  sockets.  Poor  old  Miss  Mortimer!  I 
wonder  did  she  know  that  she  had  an  orphan  niece  who  was  to 
be  sent  to  her  for  a  comfortable  home?  Couldn't  I  look 
again,  and  see  myself  come  in,  and  how  she  greeted  me  ?  I 
think  I  must  have  grown  quite  fantastic  in  my  troubles.  I 
could  not  keep  my  thoughts  away  from  Mrs.  Saltoun's  great 
beauty.  All  alone  in  the  house  that  was  falling  into  decay, 
what  ghosts  must  crowd  about  her!  Did  she  see  the  Count 
she  had  ill-used  oftenest,  or  some  other  who  was  more 
favoured?  How  did  she  keep  these  phantoms  off  from  her  in 
the  silence  ?  I  kept  going  over  all  this  as  other  girls  go  over 
imaginary  romances  of  their  own ;  I  knew  what  my  own 
romance  was  ;  but  still  I  was  only  nineteen,  and  loved  to 
dream. 

And,  perhaps,  the  consequence  of  this  new  turn  to  my 
thoughts  was,  that  I  was  more  tolerant  of  Harry's  curiosity 
and  anxious  musing  about  my  father's  family,  which  had  been 
revealed  to  him  in  that  strange,  unexpected  glimpse  by  Mr. 
Pendleton,  the  regimental  doctor.  I  did  not  stop  him 
nervously  when  he  began  to  talk  of  that  favourite  subject  of 
his  thoughts.  He  was  always  coming  back  to  it  somehow.  I 
could  trace  the  idea  running  through  all  he  said.  Not  fancy 
and  nonsensical  imaginations  like  mine  ;  but  serious,  simple- 
minded  anxiety,  and  an  earnest  concern  about  the  matter 
which  wrould  have  broken  my  heart,  had  I  not  begun  to  get 
used  to  it  now.  There  was  nothing  talked  about  or  heard  of 
but  the  wrar  and  the  quantities  of  soldiers  who  were  being  sent 
£«way.  Harry  had  no  other  expectation  or  hope  but  to  go  too, 
and  all  his  thought  was,  to  find  a  shelter  for  me.  I  could  see 
it  haunted  his  mind  constantly,  and  at  last  I  gave  in  to  it, 
that  he  might  be  eased  on  the  subject.  I  used  to  discuss  it 
over  with  him  whore  I  should  go — oh,  only  to  go  like  Lady 
Fanshawe,  and  be  beside  him,  though  he  did  not  know ! 
That  was  impossible  ;  so  I  let  him  talk,  and  smiled  the  best  I 
could.  Soon  enough,  perhaps,  we  should  have  land  and  sea 
between  us.  Let  him  say  what  he  would.  Let  him  arrange 
what  he  would.  If  it  was  a  comfort  to  him,  what  did  it 
matter?  The  old  brick  house  and  Miss  Mortimer  would  be 
better  than  the  happiest  of  homes.  Who  could  wish  to  bcj 
happy  while  Harry  was  away 


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CHAPTER  XII. 

ONE  day  after  this  Harry  came  in  with  a  letter  in  hig 
hand. 

"Here  is  news,  Miily,  darling;  not  such  news  as  we  ei* 
pected,  but  still  news,"  said  he  ;  "  this  is  not  how  you  are  to 
become  a  great  heiress,  certainly  ;  but  still  it's  interesting.  It 
turns  out,  after,  all,  that  your  grandfather  was  not  rich." 

"  Oh  !  is  it  Mr.  Pendleton's  letter?"  said  I. 

"  Pendleton's  brother  has  something  to  do  with  it,"  said 
Harry,  with  a  little  excitement ;  "  there  was  not  much  money 
— not  any  more  than  enough  to  pay  the  debts  and  give  some 
presents  to  the  old  servants — but  there  is  the  house.  They 
had  no  funds  to  employ  in  looking  up  the  heir,  and  nobody 
cared  to  take  much  trouble.  So  there  it  stands  falling  to 
pieces.  Look  here,  Milly ;  it's  yours,  indisputably  yours." 

"But  how  about  Miss  Mortimer?"  cried  I. 

Harry  stopped  short  all  at  once  as  he  was  opening  the 
letter,  and  stared  at  me.  "  Miss  Mortimer  !  who  is  she?"  he 
said,  in  the  most  entire  amazement.  He  might  well  look 
surprised  :  but  I  had  so  entirely  made  up  my  mind  about  her, 
and  that  she  was  living  in  the  old  house,  that  his  question  was 
quite  a  shock  to  me. 

"  Why,  Miss  Mortimer,  to  be  sure,"  I  said,  faltering  a 
little  ;  and  then  I  could  not  help  laughing  at  Harry's  astonished 
face. 

"  It  appears  that  you  know  more  than  Mr.  Peiidleton  does, 
Milly,"  said  he  ;  "  there  is  no  Miss  Mortimer  here.  I  suppose 
you  are  only  amusing  yourself  at  my  expense  :  but  I  really  am 
quite  in  earnest.  Mr.  Mortimer's  house  is  entirely  yours. 
He  had  no  child  but  your  father  ;  you  are  the  heir-at-law.  I 
only  wish  there  had  been  a  Miss  Mortimer.  You  may  look 
displeased,  Milly  darling  ;  but  think  if  there  had  been  a  good 
old  lady  to  take  care  of  you  while  I'm  away  !" 

"  Oh,  Harry,  you  don't  know  what  you  are  saying,"  cried  1 ; 
"that  Miss  Mortimer  was  an  old  witch  and  "beauty.  Mrs. 
Saltoun  told  me  that  if  she  should  turn  out  to  be  a  relation  of 
mine,  she  would  speak  to  you  herself,  to  say  that  I  must  not  on 
any  account  go  there." 

"Go  where?  What  Miss  Mortimer  are  you  speaking  of  ?M 
said  Harry,  completely  mystified. 


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Then  I  had  to  confess  that  I  knew  nothing  of  her,  and  it  was 
all  imagination;  and  Harry  shook  it  off  quite  lightly,  and 
went  on  to  talk  of  this  house.  As  if  I  ever  could,  after  all  my 
fancies,  put  Miss  Mortimer  out  of  that  house !  As  if  she  h;id 
not  taken  possession,  a  wonderful  old  ghost,  always  to  live  and 
reign  there  !  And,  moreover,  my  heart  got  quite  chill  within 
me  as  Harry  spoke.  This  was  my  bad  omen ;  this  was  the  sign 

1  had  appointed  with  myself  for  the  corning  of  every  trouble. 
I  got  so  pale,  listening  to  him,  that  he  was  disturbed,  and  grew 
quite  anxious.     Was  I  ill?     What  was  the  matter  with  me? 
1  said  No,  with  a  gasp,  and  let  him  go  on.     He  read  out  of  the 
letter  all  the  description  of  this  dreadful  house ;   but  I  am  sure 
I  did  not  need  any  description.     I  saw  it  as  clear  as  a  picture  ; 
large  rooms,  to  be  sure,  with  great  faded  Turkey  carpets  on 
them !    a  low  broad  staircase,  with  myself  coming  down  on  the 
post-morning  wringing  my  hands,  and  Miss  Mortimer  sitting 
all  silent  by  the  fire ;  a  large  old  garden  with  mossy  apple-trees, 
and  a  sun-dial  somewhere  about,  some  dozen  bedrooms  or  so, 
all  hushed  and  solemn,  as  if  people  had  died  there.     I  am  not 
sure  that  I  heard  the  words  of  Harry's  description  ;  for  what 
was  she  good  ?     I  saw  it  perfectly  well  in  my  mind,  far  clearer 
than  I  ever  could  have  known  it  by  words. 

*'  .And  Harry,"  cried  I,  with  a  start  of  despair,  when  he  came 
to  a  pause,  "  would  you  really  have  me  go  to  live  in  such  a 
place — a  place  I  never  was  in  in  all  my  life — a  place  I  have 
no  kind  feeling  about,  nor  pleasant  thoughts — only  because  it 
was  iny  grandfather's  house,  whom  I  never  saw,  and  who  never 
cared  to  see  me  V  I  did  not  think  you  could  have  been  so  cruel. 
Besides,  it  would  be  far  too  expensive.  Servants  would  have 
to  be  kept  for  it ;  and  you  must  make  up  your  mind  that  it 
would  kill  me." 

"  But  it  might  sell  for  a  good  price,"  said  Harry,  "  and  I 
might  get  you  a  pretty  cottage,  where  you  pleased,  with  the 
money.  I  am  going  to  write  to  old  Pendleton  to  tell  him  who 
you  are  and  all  abou-t  it.  You  have  had  your  own  way  with 
your  first  bit  of  fortune  ;  but  I  should  not  at  all  wonder,  Milly 
darling,"  he  said,  laughing,  "  if  you  were  to  offer  it,  rent  free, 
to  your  Aunt  Connor,  that  she  might  find  it  a  very  eligible 
situation.  After  such  a  description,  Mrs.  Connor  is  not  the 
woman  to  despise  the  red-brick  house." 

"  She  might  have  it  altogether,  and  welcome,  for  me,"  said 
I.  *'  Oh,  Harry,  I  can't  help  thinking  it's  an  ill  omened  place. 
I  could  never  be  happy  there." 

"  Who  ever  heard  of  an  ill  omen  now-a-days?"  said  Harry  • 


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11  it's  a  pagan  fancy,  Milly.  For  my  part  the  idea  rather  cap- 
tivates me.  I  should  like  to  live  in  the  house  my  good  father 
was  born  hi.  My  bridegroom  uncle  has  it  now.  Don't  you 
think  I  lit.  I  better  write  and  tell  him  my  little  wife  is  an 
heiress  ?  However,  perhaps  the  best  thing  will  be  to  try  and 
sell  the  house." 

•'Oh,  much  the  best  thing!"  I  said.  That  would  be 
getting  rid  of  it,  at  all  events ;  and  as  Harry  would  not  leave 
®ff  talking  of  it,  I  persuaded  him  with  all  my  might  to  get 
done  with  it  so.  We  were  both  quite  confident  that  we  had 
only  to  say  who  we  were  and  get  it  without  any  trouble. 
Thafe,  of  course,  was  all  very  natural  in  me  that  knew  nothing 
about  things,  but  Harry  might  have  known  better.  He  was 
quite  pleased  and  interested  about  it.  I  think  he  never  was 

Suite  satisfied  not  to  know  who  I  belonged  to ;  but  now  that 
e  had  hunted  up  my  grandfather,  he  was  quite  comforted. 
And  how  he  did  talk  of  the  pretty  cottage  he  was  to  buy  me  ! 
Sometimes  it  was  to  be  in  England,  in  his  own  county; 
which  he  naturally  liked  best  of  all  places;  sometimes  near 
Edinburgh,  where  we  were,  because  I  was  fond  of  it.  Some- 
times we  took  walks  and  looked  at  all  the  pretty  little  houses 
we  ceuld  see.  He  had  planned  it  out  in  his  own  mind,  all  the 
rooms  it  was  to  have,  and  used  to  study  'the  upholsterer's 
windows,  and  take  me  ever  so  far  out  of  my  way  to  see  some 
pretty  table  or  chair  that  had  taken  his  fancy.  He  said  if  he 
could  only  see  me  settled,  and  know  exactly  what  I  was 
looking  at,  and  all  the  things  round  me,  it  would  be  such  a 
comfort  when  he  went  away. 

This  going  away  was  kept  so  constantly  before  my  mind 
that  I  could  not  forget  it  for  a  moment.  I  lived  in  a  constant 
state  of  nervous  expectation.  Every  day  when  he  came  in  I 
went  to  meet  him  with  a  pang  of  fear  in  my  heart.  Such  con- 
stant anxiety  would  have  made  a  woman  ill  who  had  nothing 
to  do ;  but  I  was  full  in  the  stream  of  life,  and  one  thing 
counterbalanced  another,  and  kept  everything  going.  That 
must  be  the  reason  why  people  do  get  strength  to  bear  so  many 
things  when  they  are  in  the  midst  of  life.  Young  disengaged 
people  would  die  of  half  the  troubles  that  middle-aged,  hard- 
labouring  people  have ;  but  I  had  a  daily  dread  returning  every 
time  Harry  returned,  and  with  a  shiver  of  inexpressible  relief 
put  off  my  anxiety  to  the  next  day,  when  I  found  there  was  no 
news.  All  the  evils  of  life"  seemed  to  crowd  into  that  one  possi- 
bility of  Harry's  going  away.  It  was  not  that  I  feared  any 
positive  harm  coming  to  him,  or  had  made  up  my  mind  that  he 


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would  hot  Come  back  again ;  it  was  the  sudden  extinction  of  out 
bright  troubled  life  that  I  looked  forward  to,  the  going  out  of 
our' happiness.  I  did  not  seem  to  care  where  I  should  be,  or 
what  might  happen  after  that  time. 

In  the  meantime  Harry  grew  quite  a  man  of  business,  and 
entered  with  something  like  enjoyment,  I  thought,  into  the 
pursuit  of  my  grandfather's  house.  He  wrote  to  Aunt  Connor 
for  all  the  information  that  could  be  had  about  my  father,  and 
for  the  register  of  his  marriage  and  my  birth.  He  wrote  a 
long  letter  to  that  Mr.  Pendleton  at  Ila worth,  who  had,  as  he 
said,  something  to  do  with  it ;  and  old  Pendleton,  the  surgeon, 
came  out  to  see  me,  and  told  me  all  he  remembered  about  my 
father.  That  was  not  very  much  ;  the  principal  thing  was, 
that  he  had  heard  of  poor  papa  being  jilted  by  a  relation  of  his 
own,  a  great  heiress — in  Wales,  he  thought,  but  he  could  not 
tell  where.  Of  course  that  must  have  been  Sarah,  in  poor 
papa's  drawing,  who  was  getting  on  the  wrong  side  of  her 
horse ;  and  u  he  never  did  any  more  good,"  Mr.  Pendleton 
said.  He  lingered  about  at  home  for  some  time,  and  then  went 
wandering  about  everywhere.  He  had  a  little  money  from  his 
mother,  just  enough  to  keep  him  from  being  obliged  to  do  any- 
thing ;  and  the  old  surgeon  burst  out  into  an  outcry  about  the 
evils  of  a  little  money,  which  quite  frightened  me.  "  When 
silly  people  leave  a  young  man  just  as  much  as  he  can  live  on, 
they  ruin  him  for  life,"  said  old  Mr.  Pendleton.  u  Unless 
he's  a  great  genius  there's  an  end  of  him.  Richard  Mortimer, 
begging  your  pardon,  was  not  a  great  genius,  Mrs.  Langham  ; 
but  he  might  have  been  a  good  enough  soldier,  or  doctor,  or 
solicitor,  or  something;  or  a  cotton-spinner,  as  his  name  in- 
clined that  way, — if  it  hadn't  been  for  his  little  bit  of  money. 
Langham,  my  boy,  either  have  a  great  fortune  or  none  at  all ; 
it  will  be  all  the  better  for  your  heir." 

"  We'll  have  a  great  fortune,"  said  Harry.  "  The  first  step 
must  be  to  sell  this  red-brick  house." 

Mr.  Pendleton  gave  him  an  odd  look.  "  There's  a  saying 
about  catching  the  hare  first  before  you  cook  it,"  said  the 
doctor.  "  Make  yourself  quite  sure  they'll  give  you  a  deal  of 
trouble  before  they'll  let  you  take  possession ;  and  then  there's 
no  end  of  money  wanted  for  repairs.  The  last  time  I  saw  it, 
there  was  a  hole  that  a  man  could  pass  through  in  the  roof." 

Harry    looked  aghast  at  this  new  piece  of    information ; 

nothing  that  1  ever  saw   had  such  an   effect  upon   Harry's 

•  courage.     He  gazed  with  open  eyes  and  mouth  at  the  disen- 

chanter  for  a  moment.    I  do  think  he  could  see  the  rain 


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dropping  in,  and  the  wind  blowing,  and  damp  and  decay 
spreading  through  the  house  just  as  clearly  as  I  saw  Miss  Mor- 
timer sitting  by  the  fire,  and  myself  going  down  the  stairs. 
After  that  I  used  to  think  Harry  was  thinking  of  the  house, 
whenever  it  rained  much.  He  used  to  sigh,  and  look  so  grave, 
and  say  solemn  things  about  the  wet  weather  destroying  pro- 
perty. And  I  cannot  deny  that  I  laughed.  Altogether,  this 
house  kept  us  in  talk  and  interest,  and  did  a  good  deal  to 
am'ise  us  through  this  winter,  whi?,h,  without  something  to 
lighten  it,  would  have  passed  very  slowly,  being  so  full  of 
perpetual  anxiety  and  fears. 


CHAPTER  XIII. 

XT  was  in  spring  that  Harry  came  in  one  day  with  the  news 
in  his  face  ;  at  least  I  thought  it  was  the  news.  Heaven 
help  me ! — 1  came  forward  with  my  hands  clasped,  struck 
speechless  by  the  thought,  my  limbs  trembling  under  me  so 
that  1  could  scarcely  stand.  I  suppose  Harry  was  struck  by 
my  dumb  agony.  My  ears,  that  were  strained  to  hear  the  one 
only  thing  in  the  world  that  I  was  afraid  of,  devoured,  without 
being  satisfied,  the  soothing  words  he  said  to  me.  I  gasped  at 
him,  asking,  I  suppose,  without  any  sound,  to  know  the 
worst ;  and  he  told  me  at  once,  in  pity  for  my  desperate 
face. 

u  No  such  thing,  Milly  darling.  No,  no;  not  to  the  war 
just  yet.  We  are  only  to  leave  Edinburgh,  nothing  more." 

I  think  I  almost  fainted  at  this  reprieve  ;  I  could  scarcely 
understand  it.  The  certainty  of  the  other  was  so  clear  upon 
my  mind  that  1  almost  could  have  thought  he  deceived  me.  I 
sank  down  into  a  seat  when  I  came  to  myself,  and  cried  in  my 
weakness  like  a  child ;  Harry  all  the  while  wondering  over  me 
in  a  surprise  of  love  and  pity.  I  do  not  think  he  quite  knew 
till  then  how  much  that  terror  had  gone  to  my  heart. 

"No,  Milly,  darling,"  he  kept  repeating,  looking  at  mo 


100  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

always  with  a  strange  compassion,  as  if  he  knew  that  the  grief 
I  was  dreading  must  come,  though  not  yet :  "  take  comfort, 
it  has  not  come  yet ;  and  before  it  comes  you  must  be  stronger, 
and  able  to  bear  what  God  sends." 

u  Yes,  yes,  yes,  I  will  bear  it,"  said  I,  under  my  breath, 
"  but  say  again  it  is  not  to  be  now." 

"No,  we  are  going  away  to  Chester,"  said  Harry,  "be 
satisfied,  I  will  not  try  to  cheat  you  when  that  time  comes. 
We  are  to  go  to  Chester  to  let  some  other  fellows  away.  Now 
you  rnnst  pack  again  and  be  going,  Milly,  like  a  true  soldier's 
wife." 

Ah,  me  !  if  that  were  all  that  was  needful  for  a  soldier's  wife ! 
Somehow,  all  that  night  after,  I  felt  lighter  in  my  heart  than 
usual.  I  had  felt  all  this  time  as  if  the  sword  was  hanging 
over  my  head ;  but  now  that  we  were  sent  out  wandering 
again,  the  danger  seemed  to  have  faded  further  off.  Nobody 
would  take  the  trouble  to  send  a  regiment  from  one  end  of  the 
country  to  the  other,  and  then  send  them  right  away.  If  they 
had  been  going  to  the  war,  they  would  have  gone  direct  from 
Edinburgh.  It  was  a  respite,  a  little  additional  life  granted  to 
us.  I  sang  my  old  songs  that  night,  as  I  went  about  the  room. 
I  could  dare  laugh  to  baby,  and  dance  him  about.  How  he 
was  growing,  the  dear  fellow  !  He  set  his  little  pink  feet  firm 
on  my  hand,  and  conld  stand  upright.  I  showed  Harry  all 
his  accomplishments,  and  rejoiced  over  them.  How  thankful 
and  lighthearted  I  was,  to  be  sure,  that  night!  Harry  kept 
watching  me,  following  me  with  his  eyes  in  the  strangest, 
amused,  sympathetic  way.  He  was  surprised  to  see  the 
agony  I  was  in  at  first ;  but  he  was  still  more  surprised  to  see 
how  easily,  as  one  might  have  said,  I  got  over  it  now. 

"And,  Milly,  what  is  to  be  done  with  the  sprite?"  said 
Harry. 

"  Lizzie  ?  what  should  be  done  with  her  ?  She  is  an 
orphan,  she  has  nobody  belonging  to  her,  she  has  taken 
shelter  with  me.  Harry,  no  ;  we're  poor,  but  we're  not  free  to 
think  of  ourselves  alone.  Lizzie  shall  go  too.  She  is  God's 
child,  and  He  sent  her  to  rne." 

Harry  did  not  say  anything,  but  he  kept  slowly  shaking  his 
head  and  drumming  upon  the  table.  Harry  had  the  common 
people's  ideas  rather  about  responsibility.  He  was  afraid  of 
the  responsibility.  For  all  the  kindness  in  his  heart  he  did  not 
like  to  step  into  what  might  be  other  people's  business,  or  to 
take  u-p  any  burdens  that  did  not  lie  in  his  way. 

"  Besides,  she  is  the  best  servant  in  the  world.     She  is 


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worth  all  Aunt  Connor's  three  inaids.  I  can  trust  her  with 
baby  almost  as  well  as  I  can  trust  myself  ;  and,  besides,"  said 
I,  rather  hypocritically,  "  look  at  the  creature's  laundry  work; 
you  never  were  so  pleased  before." 

"  Well,  that  is  rather  astonishing,  I  confess,"  said  Harry, 
looking  at  his  fresh  wristband  with  a  little  admiration.  "  I 
don't  believe  those  awkward  red  fingers  ever  did  it.  She  must 
keep  some  private  fairy  in  a  box,  or  have  made  an  agreement 
with  a  nameless  personage.  What  if  poor  Lizzie's  soul  were  in 
danger  on  account  of  your  fine  linen,  you  hard-hearted  Milly ! 
I  do  not  believe  you  would  care." 

u  Ah  !  you  can't  deny  her  talents  in  the  laundry,"  cried  I, 
with  a  little  injudicious  laughter.  "  What  a  triumph  that  is ! 
You  never  were  content  with  anybody's  work  before." 

Harry  looked  at  me  rather  doubtfully.  "You  look  very 
much  as  if  you  were  a  little  cheat,"  he  said.  u  I'll  have  a  peep 
into  the  laundry  one  of  these  days  myself." 

«'  But  Lizzie  must  go  with  us,"  said  I.  "I  have  taken  very 
much  to  the  strange  creature.  You  and  I  are  God's  orphans 
too.  We  have  a  right  to  be  good  to  her ;  and  it  is  not  all  on 
one  side— don't  think  it,  Harry  ;  she  is  very  good  to  me.  She 
helps  me  with  all  her  might,  and  stands  by  me  whenever  I 
want,  or  tries  to  do  it.  1  had  rather  have  her  than  half-a- 
dozen  common  servants.  Leave  this  to  me." 

"  But  consider,  Milly,  what  you  are  making  yourself 
responsible  for,"  cried  Harry. 

1  stopped  hi?  mouth ;  I  would  not  let  him  speak ;  and 
danced  away  with  baby  all  in  my  joy  and  comfort  to  put  him 
to  bed.  We  met  Mrs.  Saltoun  on  the  stairs  in  the  dark,  and 
as  she  kissed  the  child,  I  kissed  my  good  old  lady  out  of  the 
fulness  of  my  heart.  u  We  are  going  away,  but  it  is  only  to 
Chester  :  we  shall  be  together  still,"  I  said  in  her  ear.  I  never 
thought  how  strange  she  would  think  it  that  I  should  be 
pleased  to  leave  her,  or  how  she  might  wonder  at  my  spirits 
getting  up  so  easily.  I  was  very  happy  that  night. 

Lizzie  was  putting  all  baby's  things  away  when  I  went  into 
the  room.  She  folded  and  laid  them  all  aside  more  nicely  than 
I  could  have  done  it  myself ;  not,  so  far  as  I  know,  because 
orderliness  came  natural  to  her,  but  because,  with  all  her  heart, 
she  had  wanted  to  please  me,  and  saw  with  her  quick  eyes  how 
it  was  to  be  done  best.  When  anybody  looked  at  Lizzie,  and 
she  knew  it,  she  was  just  as  awkward  as  ever.  How  I  had 
Laboured  to  make  her  hands  and  her  feet  look  as  if  they 
belonged  to  her,  without  twisting  up  or  going  into  angles !  but 


102  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

it  was  all  of  no  use.  Whenever  anybody  looked  at  Lizzie,  sho 
would  stand  on  one  foot,  and  seek  refuge  of  an  imaginary 
pinafore  for  her  hands ;  but  just  now,  in  the  firelight,  when 
you  could  only  half  see  her,  you  cannot  think  how  tidily  and 
nicely  the  uncouth  creature  was  going  about,  her  work. 

I  paused  before  the  fire  after  the  child  was  in  bed.  ' '  Lizzie," 
said  I,  standing  in  the  warm  light,  and  looking  down  into  it, 
"  do  you  like  Edinburgh  very  much  ?"  I  did  not  look  round 
for  her  answer,  I  waited  till  she  should  come  to  me  ;  and  yet 
felt  pleased  to  see  her,  with  "  the  tail  of  my  eye,"  as  Mrs. 
Saltoun  would  have  said,  flitting  about  after  one  thing  and 
another,  through  the  pleasant  darkness,  with  the  firelight  all 
glimmering  and  shooting  gleams  of  reflection  into  it,  sinning 
in  the  drawers,  and  chairs,  and  furniture,  which  Lizzie's  hands 
had  rubbed  so  bright.  I  could  not  help  thinking,  with  a  little 
pride  and  self-complacency,  that  it  was  all  my  doing.  If  I 
had  not  taught  her,  and  taken  pains  with  her- — but  then,  to  be 
sure,  if  she  had  not  been  wonderfully  clever  and  capable ;  the 
one  thing  had  just  as  much  to  do  with  it  as  the  other.  But, 
between  her  exertions  and  my  own,  I  had  been  very  successful 
in  my  little  maid. 

"  Edinburey  ?"  said  Lizzie,  coming  up  to  me,  with  a  linger- 
ing sound  in  that  genuine  Edinburgh  tone  of  hers,  "  eh,  mem, 
isn't  it  rael  bonnie?  They  say  there's  no  such  another  bonnie 
town  in  the  world." 

"But  there  are,  though,"  said  I;  "they  say  quantities  of 
foolish  things.  Lizzie,  the  regiment  is  ordered  away." 

Lizzie  clasped  her  hands  together,  and  gave  a  shrill  shriek. 
"  I'll  waken  the  wean,  but  I  canna  help  it.  Eh,  what  will  we 
do?"  cried  Lizzie,  in  a  voice  of  suppressed  and  sharp  despair. 
"I  heard  you  say  once  you  would  die,  and  if  you  die,  so  will  the 
bairn,  and  so  will  I ;  and  what  heart  would  the  Captain  have 
to  come  hame  again  ?  He  would  throw  himself  upon  the  spears, 
the  way  they  do  in  the  ballads,  and  get  his  death.  Mem  !"  cried 
the  excited  girl,  seizing  my  arm  and  stamping  her  foot  upon  the 
floor  in  an  impassioned  appeal  to  my  weakness,  "if  ye  dinna 
bide  alive,  and  keep  up  your  heart,  he'll  never  come  hame  !" 

I  cannot  explain  what  an  extraordinary  effect  this  had  upon 
me.  The  sudden  flush  of  excitement  and  desperate  necessity 
for  doing  something  to  inspire  and  hold  up  my  weakness,  which 
animated  Lizzie,  cast  a  new  light  upon  myself  and  my  selfish 
terror.  She  cared  nothing  about  affronting  or  offending  me, 
the  brave  primitive  creature ;  she  thought  only  of  rousing, 
pricking  me  up  to  exert  what  strength  I  had.  Her  grasp  on 


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my  arm,  her  stamp  on  the  floor,  were  nature's  own  bold  sug- 
gestions to  arrest  the  evil  she  dreaded.  I  should  not  give  way, 
or  break  down — I  should  not  send  away  my  soldier  unworthily, 
nor  peril  the  life  on  which  another  hung,  if  Lizzie  could  help 
it.  What  I  had  escaped  for  the  moment — what  I  should  have 
to  go  through  with  by  and  by,  came  all  up  before  me  at  her 
words.  She  whom  I  was  proud  of  having  trained  for  my 
service  had  a  braver  heart  than  me. 

But  when  T  could  explain  to  her  the  real  nature  of  the  case 
our  position  changed  immediately.  Lizzie's  countenance  fell  ; 
she  hung  her  head,  and  relapsed  into  all  her  old  awkwardness. 
It  was  neither  the  bold  young  soul,  resolved,  come  what  might, 
to  inspire  me  with  needful  courage,  nor  the  handy  little  maid 
busied  with  her  work,  but  the  old  uncouth  Lizzie,  not  knowing 
how  to  stand  or  look  for  extreme  awkwardness  and  eagerness, 
that  stood  gazing  wistful  at  me  in  the  firelight.  She  stood  with 
her  lips  apart,  looking  at  me,  breathless  with  silent  anxiety, 
muttering  as  she  stood,  with  an  incessant  nervous  unconscious 
motion,  the  physical  utterance  of  extreme  anxiety.  She  made 
no  appeal  to  me  then;  but,  like  a  faithful  dog,  or  dumb 
creature,  kept  gazing  in  my  face. 

"And  so  we  shall  have  to  go  away,"  said  I,  somewhat 
confused  by  her  eyes ;  "and  you  are  an  Edinburgh  girl,  and 
people  know  you  here.  I  could  recommend  you  very  well,  and 
you  might  get  a  better  place  ;  you  must  think  it  all  over,  and 
decide  what  we  must  do." 

Lizzie's  face  showed  that  she  only  understood  me  by 
degrees ;  that  she  should  have  any  choice  in  the  matter  not 
seeming  to  have  occurred  to  her.  When  she  fairly  made  it  out, 
she  gave  a  joyful  shout,  and  another  little  cry  ;  but  plunged 
me  into  the  wildest  amazement,  the  moment  after,  by  the 
following  question,  in  which  I  could  find  no  connection  what- 
ever with  the  subject  under  hand. 

" Mem,"  said  Lizzie,  "is  a'  the  Bible  true  alike — the  auld 
Testament  as  weel  as  the  New  ?" 

"•  Surely,"  said  I,  in  the  most  utter  surprise. 

"  Then  I  know  what  I'll  do,"  cried  the  girl ;  "  I'll  bring  you 
a  hammer  and  a  nail,  and  you'll  drive  it  into  the  doorpost 
through  my  ear." 

"  What  in  the  world  do  you  mean,  child?"  cried  I,— "are 
you  laughing  at  me,  Lizzie  V  or  is  the  girl  c*azed." 

"  Me  laughing  ?  if  you  would  do  it  I  would  greet  with  joy ; 
for  the  Bible  says  them  that  have  the  nail  driven  through, 
never  gang  out  ony  mair  for  ever,  but  belong  to  the  house, 


104  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

Mrs.  Saltoun  mightna  be  pleased  if  it  was  done  in  the  parlour, 
but  down  at  the'outer  door  it  might  be  nae  harm.  Eh,  mem, 
will  ye  ask  the  Captain  ?"  cried  Lizzie,  "  and  then  I'll  never 
leave  ye  mair !" 

Just  then  Harry  called  me  downstairs,  and  all  laughing,  and 
with  tears  in  my  eyes,  I  hurried  down  to  him,  not  knowing 
whether  to  be  most  amused  or  melted. 

Harry  had  something  to  consult  me  about,  which  he  plunged 
into  immediately,  so  that  I  had  still  had  no  opportunity  of 
propounding  Lizzie's  petition,  when,  all  at  once,  about  an  hour 
after,  she  made  her  appearance  at  the  door.  I  never  saw  the 
creature  look  so  bright ;  hvr  eyes  were  shining,  her  colour  high, 
her  breath  coming  quick  with  agitation,  excitement,  and  a 
mingled  thrill  of  joy  and  terror.  In  one  hand  she  carried  Mrs. 
Saltoun's  great  hammer,  in  another  a  rusty  iron  nail ;  and  her 
resolution  had  removed  at  once  her  awkwardness  and  her  re- 
verential dread  of  Harry.  She  came  up  to  him  with  a  noiseless 
air  of  excitement,  and  touched  him  on  the  sleeve ;  she  held  out 
the  hammer  and  the  nail  without  being  able  to  speak  a  word. 
He,  on  his  side,  looked  at  her  with  the  utmost  amazement.  Lizzie 
was  too  much  excited  to  explain  herself,  or  even  to  remark  his 
astonished  look ;  she  had  come  to  prove  her  allegiance  in  the 
only  way  that  occurred  to  her.  1  believe,  in  my  heart,  that  she 
longed  for  the  grotesque  extraordinary  pang  which  was  to 
make  her  my  bondslave  for  ever  ;  the  spirit  of  a  martyr  was  in 
the  child's  heart. 

When  Harry  understood  the  creature's  meaning  you  may 
imagine  what  a  scene  followed.  1  had  to  send  Lizzie  away  lest 
her  highly-wrought  feelings  should  be  driven  desperate,  by  the 
agonies  of  laughter  it  threw  him  into.  I  took  her  outside  the 
door  and  put  away  the  hammer,  and  gave  her  a  kiss  in  the 
dark.  I  whispered  in  her  ear,  "  That  shall  be  our  boi-id, 
Lizzie;  we  will  take  it  out  of  the  New  Testament  rather  than 
the  Old,"  and  left  her  sitting  on  the  stairs,  with  her  apron 
thrown  over  her  head,  crying  her  heart  out.  No  one,  from 
that  day  forward,  has  ever  spoken  of  leaving  Lizzie  behind 


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PAKT    III. 
THE   LADIES   AT    THE    HALL. 

(Continued). 

CHAPTER   I. 

I  CANNOT  tell  what  it  was  that  made  me  silent  about  this 
adventure  while  we  were  having  tea.  My  mind  was 
naturally  full  of  it,  but  when,  having  the  words  just  on  my  lips,  I 
looked  at  Sarah,  some  strange  influence  held  me  back.  That 
reluctance  to  speak  of  a  matter  which  will  turn  out  painful  to 
somebody  I  have  felt  come  across  me  like  a  sort  of  warning  more 
than  once  in  my  life ;  and  this  time  it  was  so  powerful,  that 
during  our  meal  I  said  nothing  whatever  about  the  matter.  You 
are  not  to  suppose,  though,  that  I  was  so  good  a  dissembler  as 
not  to  show  that  I  had  something  on  my  mind.  Little  Sara 
found  me  out  in  a  moment.  She  said,  "What  are  you  thinking 
of,  godmamma?"  before  we  had  been  two  minutes  at  table,  and 
persecuted  me  the  whole  time,— finding  out  whenever  I  made 
any  little  mistake;  and,  indeed,  I  made  several,  my  mind  being 
so  much  occupied.  Sarah,  on  the  contrary,  took  no  notice;  she 
seemed,  indeed,  to  have  recovered  herself  a  good  deal,  and  had  a 
very  good  appetite.  She  never  talked  much  at  any  time,  and 
had  said  less  than  usual  since  ev.  /  little  Sara  arrived.  So  what 
with  my  abstraction  and  Sarah's  quiet  occupation  with  herself, 
there  was  not  much  talk,  you  may  suppose.  Little  Sara  Cress- 
well's  eyes,  however,  quite  danced  with  mischief  when  she  saw 
me  so  deep  in  thought.  She  kept  asking  me  all  sorts  of  ques- 
tions ;  whether  there  was  any  bit  of  the  road  haunted  between 


106  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

the  Park  and  the  village  ?  whether  I  had  got  some  sermons 
from  the  rector  to  read?  whether  Dr.  Appleby  had  been  trying 
some  of  his  new  medicines  (the  doctor  was  certainly  too  much 
given  to  experiments)  upon  me  ?  whether  1  had  met  anybody 
to  frighten  me  ?  Tea  was  all  but  finished,  and  1  had  just  rung 
the  bell,  when  the  little  plague  asked  this  last  question  ;  and 
you  may  imagine  I  was  quite  as  much  inclined  to  tell  all  my 
story  as  Sara  was  to  draw  me  out. 

"Now  I'll  just  tell  you  what  I  think  has  happened,  god- 
mamma,"  cried  Sara.  ""  One  of  your  old  lovers  has  appeared 
to  you,  and  told  you  that,  but  for  you,  he  might  have  been  a 
happy  man  ;  and  that  all  his  troubles  began  when  you  refused 
him.  Now  haven't  I  guessed  right?" 

"  Kiglit?  Why,  I  have  told  you  a  dozen  times,  Sara,  that  I 
never  had  any  lovers,"  said  I, — "  not  till  I  was  forty,  at  least." 

"  But  that  is  no  answer  at  all,"  cried  the  little  puss.  "  And 
the  poor  man  might  die  for  you,  when  you  were  forty,  all  the 
same.  Was  it  himself,  quite  pined  away  and  heart-broken, 
that  you  saw,  godmamma,  or  was  it  his  ghost?" 

"  Uush,  you  little  provoking  thing,"  said  I ;  "  you  and  I 
had  a  quarrel  about  an  Italian  the  other  evening.  Now  1  know 
a  deal  better  about  him  than  you  do,  Sara.  He  is  all  the  ghost 
I  met." 

I  gave  a  glance  at  Sarah,  sidelong,  as  I  spoke.  I  am  sure 
what  I  said  was  light  enough,  and  not  very  serious,  but  her  ear 
hud  caught  it ;  it  was  a  sign  to  me  that  she  was  still  as  much 
on  the  watch  as  ever.  She  did  not  speak,  nor  lift  up  her  head, 
except  with  a  little  momentary  start,  but  she  stopped  knittmy, 
which  was  something  extraordinary  to  me. 

And  little  Sara  flushed  up;  whether  it  was  with  the  recollec- 
tion of  our  quarrel,  or  a  private  interest  of  her  own  in  the 
young  stranger,  who,  to  be  sure,  being  a  handsome  young  man, 
and  mysterious,  and  romantic,  was  quite  likely  to  excite  a 
foolish  young  imagination,  I  cannot  tell ;  but  her  cheeks  cer- 
tainly reddened  up  at  a  great  rate,  and  she  looked  exactly  as  if 
she  were  ready  to  pounce  and  bite,  what  between  curiosity  and 
wrath. 

"  I  met  him  on  the  road  ;  it  is  my  belief  he  passed  the  gate 
the  other  evening  when  I  was  looking  out.  Poor  young  man  1 
he  speaks  very  good  English  for  an  Italian,"  said  1. 

Then  Sarah's  whisper  interfered  and  stopped  me  ;  she  spoke 
very  sharply.  "  Who  are  you  speaking  of?"  she  said;  "there 
are  no  Italians  here." 

"There  is  one,"  said  I;  "poor  fellow      Little  Sara  there 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  107 

knows  about  him.  It  appears  he  came  expecting  to  find  a 
lady  hereabouts,  and  can't  find  her.  I  can't  think  on  the 
name  myself ;  I  never  heard  it  that  I  know  of ;  but  I  must 
allow  that  the  young  man  looks  like  a  gentleman  ;  and  for  au 
Italian " 

"  Bo  silent,  Milly !  What  can  a  person  like  you  know?" 
said  Sarah,  in  an  irritated  shrill  tone.  "  They're  a  double- 
minded,  deceitful,  intriguing  race ;  they're  vile  story-tellers, 
everyone;  they're  a  people  no  more  fit  to  be  considered  like 
other  Christians  than  dogs  are,  or  slaves.  Bah!  What  di 
you  mean  talking  to  me  of  Italians?  None  of  you  are  the 
least  aware  of  what  you  are  speaking  of.  I  know  them 
well." 

Here  little  Sara  struck  boldly  into  tbe  breach,  and  saved  me 
from  the  necessity  of  struggling  out  an  answer. 

u  Godmamma,  you  are  frightfully  unjust !"  cried  little 
Sara.  "  I  wonder  how  you  can  speak  of  a  whole  people  so ; 
and  such  a  people !  as  if  everybody  in  the  world  did  not  know 
who  they  are,  and  what  they  have  done  !" 

'•  They  have  done  every  kind  of  fraud  and  falsehood  in 
existence,"  said  Sarah,  so  earnest  that  her  voice  sounded  like  a 
sort  of  smothered  shriek.  "  1  tell  you,  child,  whoever  trusts 
or  believes  in  them  gets  deceived  and  betrayed.  Don't  speak 
to  me  of  Italians — I  know  them  ;  and  if  any  Italian  comes 
here  pretending  to  ask  anything,"  she  said,  suddenly  turning 
round  upon  me,  and  catching  at  me,  if  I  may  say  so,  with  her 
eye,  "mind  you,  Milly,  it's  a  cheat!  I  say,  recollect  it's  a 
cheat !  He  does  not  want  any  living  creature ;  he  wants 
money,  and  profit,  and  what  you  have  to  give."  ' 

If  she  had  said  all  this  quietly,  and  there  had  been  nothing 
beforehand  to  rouse  my  attention,  I  should  not  have  been 
surprised  ;  for  to  be  sure,  that  was  very  much  like  what  I  had 
always  believed ;  and  as  for  lying,  and  seeking  their  own 
advantage,  I  rather  think  that  is  just  about  what  an  English 
person,  who  knows  no  better,  thinks  of  most  foreigners,  right 
or  wrong.  But  Sarah's  way  of  speaking  was  breathless  and 
excited.  She  was  no  more  thinking  of  Italians  in  general  than 
1  was,  or  than  little  Sara  was.  She  was  thinking  on  some  one 
thing,  and  some  one  person ;  she  alone  knew  who  and  what. 
All  her  anger,  and  her  qui ckn ess ,« arid  her  dreadful  look  of 
bring  in  earnest,  were  personal  to  herself:  and  I  cannot 
to  anybody  how  my  sister's  unexplainable  anxiety  and 
nt.  bewildered  and  excited  me. 

But,  S'.irah,  you  don't  know  anything  of  this  poor  fnVnd 

II 


108  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

man  ;  he  may  be  as  honest  as  ever  was.     I  do  believe  he  is,  for 

my  part,"  said  I ;  u  and  what  he  wants  is " 

"  Don't  tell  me !"  cried  Sarah.  "  I  don't  want  to  hear  what 
he  wants.  How  should  L  know  anything  about  him  ?  Hold 
your  tongue,  Milly,  I  tell  you.  What !  you  go  and  take  a 
fancy  to  a  young  villain  and  impostor,  and  neglect  me!" 

**  Neglect  you !  but,  dear,  not  for  the  poor  young  Italian 
gentleman's  sake;  you  can't  think  that!"  said  I,  more  and 
more  amazed.  . 

u  You  all  neglect  me !"  said  Sarah,  throwing  down  her 
knitting,  and  rising  mp  in  her  passion.  UI  don't  want  to  hear 
of  reasons  or  causes.  You  are  not  to  tell  me  what  young 
impostors  you  may  fish  up  in  the  streets,  or  what  ridiculous 
things  your  proteges  may  want.  Don't  say  anything  to  me,  I 
tell  you !  I  desire  to  hear  nothing  about  it.  Make  up  what 
pretty  romance  you  please,  you  are  quite  fit  to  do  it;  but  I 
clear  my  hands  of  all  such  matters — you  shall  not  even  tell 
them  to  me !" 

And  as  she  said  this, — could  I  believe  my  eyes? — Sarah 
thrust  her  footstool  out  of  the  way,  pushed  back  her  screen, 
and  making  a  momentary  pause  to  search  round  all  the  dim 
depths  of  the  room  with  her  eyes,  went  out,  leaving  us  two, 
Sara  and  me,  staring  at  each  other.  What  had  affronted  her  ? 
"What  could  be  the  cause  of  her  displeasure.  She  left  her 
knitting  thrown  down  into  the  basket,  and  the  Times  lying  on 
the  chair  beside  her  seat.  Nobody  had  done  or  said  anything 
to  displease  her,  unless  my  mention  of  the  young  Italian  had 
done  it.  What  strange  secret  irritation  could  be  working  in 
her,  to  produce  these  outbursts  of  passion  without  any  cause  ? 

Little  Sara  stared  at  me  with  her  bright  eyes  wide  open,  till 
Surah  had  quite  gone  out  of  the  room  ;  then  the  wicked  little 
creature,  struck,  I  suppose,  with  something  comic  in  my  blank 
distressed  look,  burst  out  laughing.  I  cannot  tell  you  how  the 
sound  of  her  laugh,  thoughtless  as  she  was,  jarred  upon  me. 

^'Is^this  how  you  live  so  amicably  at  the  Park,  godmamma?" 
cried  Sara.  "The  people  say  you  have  the  temper  of  an  angel, 
and  that  nobody  else  could  live  with  godmamma  Sarah.  I 
never  believed  it  was  true  till  now.  You  have  the  temper  of 
an  angel,  godmamma.  You  forgave  me  the  other  night  when 
I  was  so  naughty  ;  you  kissed  me,  though  I  did  not  expect  you 
woiuct  And  now  here  you'  have  been  kind  to  poor  Italian  Mr. 
Juuigi,  and  you  have  got  paid  for  it.  What  have  the  Italians 
done  to  godmamma  Sarah  to  make  her  so  savage  at  their  very 
name  ?" 


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"Ah!  that  is  the  question— wkat  is  it?"  said  L  "God 
knows!" 

"  Then  you  don't  know?"  said  little  Sara.     "  Yet  I  could 
have  thought  you  did,  you  looked  so." 
"  How  did  I  look?"  cried  I. 

"  As  if  there  were  a  secret  somewhere;  as  if  you  were  think- 
ing how  godmamma  Sarah  would  take  it ;  as  if  you  were — well, 
just  watching  her  a  little,  and  trying  to  see  whether  she  cared," 
said  the  observant  little  girl. 

u  Was  I,  indeed ?  was  I  so?  Ah!  I  deserve  to  be  punished. 
What  right  have  I  to  go  and  dream  over  anybody's  looks  and 
frame  romances,  as  she  says?  Heaven  forgive  me  !  I'll  go  and 
beg  her  pardon.  I  did  not  mean  to  do  it.  To  think  I  should 
be  so  mean  and  suspicious  !  Little  Sara,  let  me  go." 

Sara  held  me  fast,  clinging  with  her  arms  round  my  waist—- 
and her  provoking  little  face  the  little  witch  turned  up  close  to 
mine.  "  Tell  me  first  what  the  romance  was,  godmamma  ?" 
said  Sara.  "  She  accused  you  of  it,  and  you  confess  ;  and  I  am 
sure  a  romance  is  far  more  in  my  way  than  yours.  Tell  me, 
please,  this  very  moment,  what  romance  you  are  making  up  ? 
Has  Mr.  Luigi  anything  to  do  with  it  ?  Is  it  all  about  god- 
mamma  Sarah?  Tell  me  directly,  or  I  don't  know  what  I  shall 
do.  Sit  down  in  this  great  chair,  and  begin — romance  of  real 
life." 

"  Ah,  you  foolish  little  girl !  there's  many  a  romance  of  real 
life  you  durst  not  listen  to,  and  I  durst  not  tell  you,"  cried  I. 
"  I  am  not  making  up  any  romance.  Nonsense !  Child,  get 
up.  I'll  tell  you  about  your  Mr.  Luigi,  which  is  the  only  story 

in  my  head.  He  is  looking  for  a  lady ;  but  that  you  know " 

"  Oh  yes,  and  he  can't  find  her ;  the  Countess  Sermoneta," 
said  Sara,  in  her  careless  way. 

Just  then,  to  my  still  greater  wonder,  Sarah  returned  to  the 
room.  Evidently  she  had  heard  the  child's  words.  I  saw  her 
come  to  a  dead  stop  in  the  shadow  close  by  the  door,  and  put 
her  hand  upon  her  side,  as  if  she  were  out  of  breath  and  had 
io  recover  herself.  What  did  this  strange  flitting  about  mean? 
In  her  usual  way  she  never  moved  from  her  seat,  except  to  go 
to  dinner.  Her  going  away  was  extraordinary,  and  her  coming 
back  more  extraordinary  still.  I  could  but  gaze  at  her  in  amaze- 
ment as  she  came  slowly  up,  threading  through  the  furniture 
in  the  half  light.  But  Sara,  who  had  still  her  arms  clasped 
round  me,  had  of  course  her  back  to  her  godmamma,  and  dul 
not  see  that  she  had  come  back  to  the  room. 
"  Wasn't  it  the  Countess  Sermoneta  ?"  said  Sara,  "I  kuo* 


110  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

he  was  asking  all  over  Chester  for  such  a  person,  and  was  so 
disappointed.  Did  you  never  hear  of  a  Countess  Sermoneta, 
godmamma  ?  If  you  heard  it  once  you  surely  would  remember 
the  name." 

Sarah  had  stopped  again  while  the  girl  was  speaking.  Could 
she  have  been  running  up  and  downstairs  that  her  breath  came 
so  quick,  and  she  had  to  make  such  pauses  to  recover  herself  ? 
I  could  not  answer  Sara  for  watching  my  sister,  feeling  some- 
how fascinated;  but  then,  remembering  that  Sara  had  detected 
me  in  anxious  observation  of  her  godmother,  I  hurried  on  with 
the  conversation  to  avoid  any  suspicion  of  that. 

"That  is  just  what  I  told  the  young  man,  my  dear  child — 
that  I  never  had  heard  the  name,"  said  I ;  "  but  I  promised  to 
try  all  I  could  to  get  some  news  for  him.  It  is  very  sad  he 
should  be  disappointed,  poor  young  fellow.  I  promised  to  ask 
Ellis,  who  has  been  centuries  with  the  Mortimers,  you  know  ; 
and  I  thought,  perhaps,  your  godmamma  and  I,  if  we  had  a 
talk  together,  might  recollect  somebody  that  married  a 

foreigner " 

Here  I  made  a  dead  pause  in  spite  of  myself.  Sarah  had 
somehow  managed  to  get  back  into  her  seat.  She  was  wonder- 
fully pale  and  haggard,  and  looted  like  a  different  creature. 
She  looked  to  me  as  if  all  her  powers  were  strained  for  some 
purpose,  and  that  at  any  moment  the  pressure  might  be  too 
much,  and  she  might  give  way  under  it.  I  could  not  go  on  ; 
I  stopped  short  all  at  once,  with  a  feeling  that  somehow  I  had 
been  cruel.  "Not  to-night,"  I  said  softly  to  Sara,  "another 
time."  Sara  was  obedient  for  a  miracle.  We  broke  off  the 
conversation  just  at  that  point,  with  an  uneasy  feeling  among 
us  that  it  had  been  far  more  interesting  and  exciting  than  it 
ought  to  have  been ;  and  that  the  best  thing  to  be  done  was  to 
bury  it  up,  and  conceal  what  we  had  been  talking  about. 
Such  was  the  immediate  result  of  my  easy  promise  to  consult 
my  sister.  Sarah  sat  very  steadily  through  all  that  evening, 
remaining  up  even  later  than  usual.  She  took  no  notice  of 
anything  that  was  said,  nor  mentioned  why  she  went  away. 
We  were  all  very  quiet,  and  had  little  to  say  for  ourselves. 
What  was  this  forbidden  ground  ? 


TJie  Last  of  tU  Mortimers.  Ill 


CHAPTER   II. 

ris  very  odd,  when  there  happens  to  be  any  one  bit  of 
tabooed  ground  in  a  family,  how  impossible  it  is  to  keep  off 
it.  I  daresay  every  member  of  a  household,  above  childhood, 
knows  that,  more  or  less.  If  there  is  one  matter  that  some  two 
people  are  quite  sure  to  disagree  upon,  whom  it  is  quite  the 
business  of  your  life  to  keep  comfortable  and  on  good  terms, 
isn't  that  matter  always  turning  up  somehow?  Doesn't  it 
float  about  in  the  air,  and  hover  over  your  head,  always  ready 
to  poke  in  when  it  is  not  wanted,  and  do  what  mischief  it  can  ? 
That  is  my  experience,  at  least.  And  it  was  so  much  the 
worse  in  our  case,  because  little  Sara  had  no  idea  of  keeping 
quiet,  and  no  notion  that  her  innocent  mischief  and  meddling 
could  do  any  real  harm,  or  have  any  worse  effect  than  putting 
her  godmamma  "in  a  passion."  Putting  people  in  a  passion 
was  fun  to  the  thoughtless  little  girl ;  it  never  came  into  her 
little  saucy  inconsiderate  head  that  Sarah's  passion  was  not  a 
flash  of  harmless  lightning  like  her  own,  or  that  it  meant 
anything  which  could  disturb  and  overturn  all  my  sister's  quiet 
life,  and  put  me  into  a  fever  of  bewilderment  and  anxiety.  For 
days  after  I  kept  carefully  off  the  subject,  thinking  it  would  be 
better  to  leave  a  polite  message  with  Ellis  for  the  Italian  young 
gentleman  if  he  called,  and  say  I  was  sorry  I  could  not  get  him 
any  information,  than  to  worry  my  poor  sister,  who  was  so 
unaccountably  disturbed  by  hearing  of  him.  Not  that  Sarah 
said  anything  about  it ;  but  she  looked  so  haggard  and  anxious 
that  it  went  to  my  heart.  She  came  down  even  earlier  than 
usual  and  sat  up  later ;  listened  eagerly  to  all  the  conversation 
going  on  ;  sometimes,  even,  missed  her  drive ;  sat  on  the  watch, 
as  one  might  have  supposed ;  but  when  she  had  gone  out  for  her 
airing  one  day,  I  met  the  carriage, — and,  can  you  believe  it,  the 
very  blinds  were  down !  If,  when  all  was  quiet,  and  nothing 
had  happened,  I  used  to  wonder  sometimes  what  sort  of  life 
she  had  led  when  she  was  younger,  what  friends  she  might 
have  had,  and  what  was  her  history  when  she  was  abroad,  you 
may  fancy  how  busy  my  mind  was  on  that  subject  now. 

The  more  I  thought  it  over,  of  course,  the  more  I  could 
make  nothing  of  it.  And  what  do  you  think  at  last  was  the 
conclusion  I  came  to?  That  Sarah,  being  a  great  beauty,  and 


112  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

always  accustomed  to  admiration  and  almost  a  kind  of  worship, 
had  forgotten,  poor  dear  soul,  that  Time  had  changed  all  that, 
and  that  she  was  an  old  woman ;  and  that  she  imagined  the 
Italian  we  talked  of,  to  be  one  of  her  old  lovers  come  here  to 
look  for  her,  and  was  quite  frightened  he  should  see  her,  and 
know  she  was  at  the  Park,  and  disturb  us  all  with  his  raptures 
and  passions.     After  turning  it  over  for  days  and  days,  that 
was  the  very  best  explanation  I  could  come  to.     Why  she 
should  be  so  tragical  about  it,  to  be  sure,  I  could  not  tell. 
Perhaps  she  thought  the  story  of  all  her  old  gay  doings,  if  they 
•were  to  come  to  my  ears,  would  not  sound  just  what  a  quiet 
old  maid  like  me  would  approve  of.     Possibly,  it  might  be 
somebody  she  had  jilted  that  she  was  frightened  to  see ;  perhaps 
she  was  afraid  of  that  Italian  revenge  one  reads  of  in  books. 
I  do  suppose  people  are  still  stabbed  out  of  jealousy  and 
revenge  in  Italy  ;  and  everybody  carries  a  stiletto  about  him. 
If  that  was  what  Sarah  thought  of,  no  wonder  she  was  fright- 
ened, poor  dear.     And  I  must  say  it  quite  went  to  my  heart  to 
see  her  so  anxious  and  unsettled,  watching  every  word  that  was 
said,  and  turning  her  keen  eyes  towards  me — for  she  would  not 
yield  to  change  her  seat,  so  that  she  might  see  for  herself  who 
came  in — every  time  the  door  was  opened,  to  know  who  it  was 
by  my  face  ;  and,  above  all,  going  out  that  dreary  drive  with 
the  carriage  blinds  down,  carrying  all  her  dismal  thoughts  with 
her!     If  she  would  only  have  confidence  in  me,   what    a 
difference  it  would  make!     I  could  very  soon  have  relieved 
her  mind  about  it,  I  am  sure.     What  was  it  to  me  if  she  had 
been  very  gay  and  foolish  when  she  was  young  ?  that  was  all 
over,  and  she  was  my  very  own  sister.     To  think  that  I  should 
stand  upon  my  dignity,  or  blame  Sarah  for  anything  that  was 
past.     But  then  she  was  so  proud !  she  always  was  so  proud ! 
she  would  never  own  to  being  less  than  perfect.    The  best 
thing  was  to  disabuse  her  mind,  if  possible,  and  to  make  it 
evident  that  this  Italian  was  a  young  man,  far  too  young  ever 
to  have  been  a  lover  of  Sarah's.     A  lover !  why,  she  might  have 
been  his  mother  as  far  as  age  was  concerned — and  that  he  was 
seeking,  quite  openly,  an  entirely  different  person.     If  I  had 
been  a  courageous  woman  I  should  have  gone  through  with  my 
Btory  the  first  night,  and  most  likely  saved  my  poor  sister  a 
great  deal  of  unnecessary  anxiety.     But  I  never  was  brave  at 
going  into  disagreeable  conversation.     I  can't  say  I  ever  was 
clever  at  conversation  at  all.     And  when  a  person  runs  away 
with  a  mistaken  idea,  and  you  can't  manage  to  get  it  out  of 
her  head,  and  the  further  you  go  the  worse  it  becomes,  what 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  118 

can  you  do?  I  tried  to  nerve  myself  up  to  going  into  it,  b::(,  I 
could  not.  Whatever  it  was,  it  made  her  vastly  uncomfortable, 
that  was  evident ;  and  really  when  Sarah  gets  into  her  passions 
there  is  no  reasoning  with  her,  and  I  get  flustered  immediately, 
and  she  won't  listen  to  explanations.  So  on  the  whole  I  never 
had  a  more  troublesome  piece  of.  business  on  my  hands. 

As  for  little  Sara  Creswell,  she  was  the  greatest  tease  and 
plague  that  ever  was  in  a  house.  She  worried  me  morning  and 
night  about  the  romance  I  was  making  up,  and  did  not  hesitate 
the  least  to  carry  on  her  persecution  before  Sarah,  who  looked 
at  her  with  a  kind  of  silent  rage,  which  the  saucy  little  puss 
never  found  out.  But  occupied  and  troubled  as  my  mind  was, 
it  was  impossible  not  to  be  amused  at  that  inconsistent  little 
creature  and  her  goings  on.  She  had  brought  out  two  grest 
trunks  with  her,  big  enough  to  have  held  the  whole  of  my 
wardrobe  for  winter  and  summer,  though  she  knew  very  well 
we  saw  no  company,  and  never  required  her  to  dress  in  the 
evening.  And  as  for  her  lace  and  worked  muslin,  and  all  that 
foolish  extravagance,  that  is  so  much  in  fashion  again,  there 
was  no  end  to  the  store  she  had.  Years  before  this  I  gave  her 
the  name  of  puss  in  velvet,  for  a  very  good  reason.  What  do 
you  think,  at  eleven  years  old,  she  had  persuaded  that  poor 
innocent  helpless  man,  her  unfortunate  papa,  to  do  ?  Why,  to 
get  her  a  velvet  frock,  to  be  sure — not  a  pelisse,  but  a  dress  for 
evenings  like  any  dowager  old  lady  !  Did  ever  anybody  hear 
of  anything  so  preposterous  ?  And  she  kept  up  her  fancy  still, 
with  velvet  jackets,  and  even  a  little  ridiculous  velvet  apron  all 
trimmed  and  ornamented.  Poor  Mr.  Cresswell,  to  be  sure, 
was  well  off,  and,  indeed,  rich  in  his  way ;  but  she  might  have 
ruined  any  man  with  her  extravagance ;  and  as  to  being 
ashamed  of  it,  would  lift  up  her  face  coolly,  and  tell  you  she 
never  pretended  to  want  to  save  papa's  money.  At  the  same 
time  she  was  as  great  as  ever  on  the  subject  of  dividing  it  all, 
and  keeping  just  enough  to  live  on.  When  that  condition  of 
things  came  about,  she  was  to  have  no  servants,  but  to  do 
everything  herself,  and  so  were  all  the  other  people  who  were 
to  share  poor  Mr.  Cresswell's  money  among  them.  When  she 
went  into  the  village  with  me  she  gave  a  wary  eye  to  the 
cottages,  how  things  were  put  tidy — and  was  quite  resolved 
ahe  should  do  it  all,  and  be  as  happy  as  possible.  But  as  for 
anything  yenteel,  or  middling,  she  scouted  at  it  with  the 
greatest  contempt  in  the  world.  It  was  as  good  as  a  play  to 
hear  her.  If  my  mind  had  been  free  to  amuse  myself,  I  should 
have  quite  enjoyed  Sara's  vagaries;  but,  as  it  was,  I  could 


114  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

only  be  amused  and  provoked  by  them  now  and  then.  I  do 
believe  she  was  much  happier  at  the  Park  than  at  home.  That 
big  dull  house,  with  all  the  unchangeable  furniture,  was  not 
a  place  for  a  fantastical  young  girl ;  she  poked  about  the  green- 
houses in  all  the  back  corners  where  the  gardener  did  not  want 
her,  and  where  she  was  always  sweeping  down  his  flower-pots ; 
she  rummaged  through  the  great  suites  of  rooms  that  nobody 
ever  occupied ;  she  came  into  the  library  to  help  me  with  my 
accounts,  and  tease  me  out  of  my  wits  ;  she  went  fishing  about 
the  house  through  all  the  nooks  and  corners,  and  read  all  tha 
old  novels  over  again  ;  and  then  she  could  not  persuade  arid 
worry  me  into  doing  everything  she  pleased,  as  she  could  her 
father.  I  believe  just  at  that  moment  Sara  being  at  the  Park 
was  a  great  comfort  to  me. 


CHAPTER   III. 

ONE  day  in  the  week  I  found  little  Sara  all  by  herself  in  the 
library,  very  much  engrossed  about  something.  Indeed, 
she  was  in  deep  study,  if  that  was  to  be  believed.  She  had  the 
great  volume  of  the  history  of  the  county  spread  out  before 
her,  and  a  "Peerage  "  by  her  side ;  and  at  her  other  hand  were 
some  trumpery  little  books  about  Chester,  of  the  handbook 
kind,  Chester  being,  as  everybody  knows,  a  place  of  great 
antiquity,  and,  indeed,  a  kind  of  show  place  in  this  part  of  the 
country.  She  did  not  hear  me  when  1  came  in,  and  as  I  came 
to  an  astonished  pause  behind  her,  quite  bewildered  to 
know  what  the  little  kitten  could  want  with  that  great 
book,  it  was  impossible  she  could  see  me.  She  was  quite  at 
the  end  of  the  county  history,  going  over  all  the  details  about 
the  families,  and  looking  up  the  peerage,  I  could  see,  to  find 
out  all  the  connections  and  collateral  branches.  What  could 
the  child  be  so  anxious  about?  Not  our  family,  certainly, 
for  we  had  no  collateral  branches.  Just  once  for  an  instant,  it 
shot  through  my  mind,  that  her  father  might  somehow  havo 


TJie  Last  of  the  Mortimers,  113 

put  that  sly  secret  idea  of  his, own,  that,  if  sho  played  her  cards, 
well,  we  might  leave  her  heiress  of  the  Park,  in  little  Sara's 
head;  but  a  moment's  thought  convinced  me  that  there  was 
nothing  in  that.  She  was  far  too  bold  and  simple  for  any  such 
plan ;  she  would  have  repeated  it  out  to  me  directly  and 
scorned  it ;  and  she  had  not  an  idea  of  the  value  of  wealth,  or 
what  was  the  good  of  being  very  rich.  If  I  could  have  made 
her  a  Mortimer,  she  might  have  thought  twice  about  it,  but 
not  for  being  made  simply  an  heiress ;  that  was  a  matter  to 
which  Sara  was  quite  indifferent. 

But  if  it  could  not  be  us,  who  could  it  be  ?  ETad  the  child, 
perhaps,  an  admirer  among  some  of  the  county  families  ?  I 
made  a  little  rustle,  I  suppose,  as  I  stood  watching  her  ;  for  she 
turned  sharp  round,  found  me  out,  and  flushed  up  violently. 
In  her  hasty  annoyance  she  threw  the  book  over,  shutting  it 
upon  her  morsel  of  a  hand,  and  defied  me,  turning  round  on 
her  seat.  Certainly  if  Mr.  Cresswell  hud  instructed  his 
daughter  to  be  very  good,  and  amiable,  and  conciliatory,  he 
had  taken  the  very  best  plan  to  bring  about  a  failure.  Oh  ! 
but  she  was  contrairy  ;  the  poor  dear  unfortunate  man,  what  a 
life  he  must  have  led  with  that  little  puss  ! 

"  Godmamma  !"  cried  Sara,  with  her  eyes  flashing,  "I  never 
knew  that  you  spied  upon  people  before !" 

"  Nor  did  I,"  said  I,  quietly.  kt  You  may  flatter  yourself 
you  are  quite  the  first  that  ever  found  it  out.  Don't  crush 
y*ur  hand  to  pieces,  child  !  1  don't  want  to  know  what  you 
are  about." 

On  this  the  impatient  little  girl  threw  the  book  open  again 
with  a  sound  that  echoed  through  all  the  library. 

"  Everybody  may  know  what  I  am  doing  \  Now  don't  be 
angry,  godmamma,  I  mean  I  quite  intended  to  tell  you  if  I 
found  anything,"  cried  Sara.  u  Look  here,  this  is  just  what  it 
is.  You  said  you  had  promised  to  help  that  poor  Italian 
gentleman,  and  I  know  quite  well  you  have  never  tried  yet  to 
find  eut  anything  for  him.  You  need  not  look  suspicious.  I 
am  interested  about  him.  There  is  no  harm  in  that,  is  there  ? 
If  he  were  as  old  as  Ellis,  and  as  fat  as  his  servant,  I  should  be 
interested  in  him  all  the  same." 

"  Little  Sara,  never  tell  fibs,"  said  I.  "  I  am  just  fifty,  and 
you  are  only  seventeen  ;  but  I  should  not  be  interested  in  him, 
all  the  same,  if  he  were  old  and  fat,  I  assure  you.  Let  me 
hear,  now,  what  you  have  been  doing.  You  have  nothing  at 
all  to  do  with  him,  remember ;  it  was  me,  and  only  me,  ho 
applied  to ;  but  let  us  hear  what  it  is." 


116  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

"Oh,  it  is  nothing  at  all,"  said  Sara  in  a  disappointed  tone. 
"  I  thought  somebody  might  be  found  out,  in  some  of  these 
books,  that  had  married  an  Italian.  I  like  the  l  Peerage  ; '  it 
is  the  funniest  thing  in  the  world  to  see  how  all  the  people  are 
twisted  and  linked  together  like  network.  Everybody  in  the 
world  must  be  everybody  else's  cousin,  if  all  the  common 
people's  families  were  like  the  peers." 

"  To  be  sure  we  are,"  said  I,  "  only  so  distant  it  won't 
count ;  but  1  don't  see  what  this  has  to  do  with  what  we  were 
talking  of  before.  Did  you  find  nobody  that  had  married  an 
Italian  in  all  the  4  Peerage,'  Puss?" 

44  You  are  trying  to  make  me  angry,  godmamma,"  said 
Sara,  "  but  I  shan't  be  angry.  There  is  no  Countess 
Sermoneta,  though  I  have  looked  over  all  the  county  families, 
and  all  their  connections  that  I  can  make  out ;  and  papa,  who 
knows  everybody,  does  not  know  any  such  person,  for  I  made 
him  think  and  tell  me ;  and  the  only  person  I  can  think  of  who 
does  know  is " 

Here  little  Sara  stopped  and  looked  very  closely  and  keenly 
in  my  face. 

"Who,  child?"  said  I.  "Not  me,  I  am  certain.  Whom 
do  you  mean  ?" 

kt  Can't  you  guess?  "Why,  godmamma  Sarah,  to  be  sure," 
cried  Sara.  "  I  am  quite  sure  she  knows  who  the  Countess 
Sermoneta  is." 

•  "Child!"  cried  I,  "do  you  know  what  you  are  saying? 
Your  godmamma  Sarah !  how  dare  you  think  of  such  a 
thing !" 

"  Dare  ?  is  it  anything  wrong  ?"  said  Sara.  "  You  are 
making  a  great  deal  more  mystery  of  it  than  I  should  do, 
godmamma.  After  all,  it  isn't  a  bit  mysterious.  Mr.  Luigi 
wants  to  find  this  lady,  and  not  knowing  the  country,  he  has 
come  most  likely  to  the  wrong  place  ;  and  I  am  sure  he  asks 
for  her  plain  enough  out.  He  could  not  do  it  plainer  if  she 
were  Mrs.  Smith  instead  of  Countess  Sermoneta ;  and  there  is 
nothing  secret  about  it  that  I  can  see ;  only  this,  that  god- 
mamma  Sarah  knows  her,  and  is  so  cross  she  won't  tell." 

"Sara,  Sara,  don't  say  so !"  cried  I,  "you  make  me  quite 
Unhappy.  How  can  your  godmamma,  who  never  sets  her 
foot  out  of  doors,  one  may  say, — for  she  would  almost  see  as 
much  in  her  own  chamber  as  out  of  the  carriage  windows, — 
how  could  she  possibly  know  a  person  no  one  else  knows  ?  And 
as  for  being  cross,  I  really  consider  it  very  disrespectful  and 
unkind  of  you,  Sara.  She  never  was  cross  to  you.  I  am  sure 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  117 

she  has  always  been  very  kind  to  you.  You  have  had  yon? 
own  way  so  much,  child,  and  been  so  spoiled,  that  you  think 
you  may  say  anything;  but  I  must  say,  criticism  on  your 
godmothers " 

"  I  never  criticised  my  godmothers,"  cried  Sara,  starting  up. 
"  I  may  be  as  wicked  as  you  please,  but  I  never  did  so.  1 
said  godmamma  Sarah  was  cross.  Why,  everybody  knows 
she  is  cross.  I  never  said,  nor  pretended,  she  was  cross  to  me  ; 
and  as  for  kindness  !  you  don't  expect  me,  I  am  sure,  to  give 
you  thanks,  godmamma,  for  that !" 

"What  could  you  give  me  else?"  said  I,  in  some  little 
surprise. 

Sara  stamped  her  little  foot  on  the  floor  in  vexation  and 
impatience.  "  Godmamma !  what  thing  in  the  world  could  I 
give  you  but  love  ?"  cried  the  provoking  little  creature.  "  You 
don't  suppose  thanks  would  do  ?  I  thank  Ellis  when  he  opens 
the  door  for  me,  or  anybody  I  don't  care  for.  I  had  rather, 
if  you  could,  you  did  think  me  wicked  and  ungrateful,  than 
suppose  I  would  go  and  thank  you." 

"  The  child  understands!"  said  I  to  myself,  with  tears  in  my 
eyes.  Ah  !  what  multitudes  of  people  there  are  in  the  world 
who  don't  understand  !  I  was  taken  by  surprise.  But  Sara 
was  of  that  disposition  that  she  would  quarrel  with  everybody 
all  round,  and  fight  for  her  secret  like  a  little  Amazon,  before 
she  ever  would  let  anybody  find  out  the  real  feeling  that  was  in 
her  heart.  If  you  think  she  threw  her  arms  round  me  and 
kissed  me  after  that,  you  are  quite  mistaken.  On  the  con- 
trary, if  she  could  have  pinched,  scratched,  or  given  me  a  good 
shake,  she  would  have  liked  it,  I  believe. 

**  But  I  want  to  know  how  this  notion  came  into  your  per- 
verse little  head?"  said  I ;  "  how  can  your  godmamma  know, 
Sara  ?  and  what  could  possibly  make  you  imagine  she  did  ?" 

kt  Why  did  you  watch  her  so  the  other  night?"  cried  Sara. 
41  You  saw,  yourself,  she  knew  something  about  it.  Didn't  she 
listen  to  every  word,  and  look  as  if  she  could  have  told  us  in  a 
minute  ?  and  I  am  sure  she  thinks  it  quite  pleasant  to  keep  up  a 
secret  we  don't  know,"  cried  the  little  girl  that  knew  no  better; 
"  it  quite  interests  her.  I  wonder  how  people  can  have  so  little 
feeling  for  others.  She  is  not  sorry  for  poor  Mr.  Luigi,  nor 
concerned  to  think  of  all  his  loss  of  time  and  patience.  She 
would  rather  keep  her  secret  than  satisfy  him.  What  can  it 
matter  to  godmamma  Sarah,  whether  he  finds  the  Countess 
Sermoneta  or  not?" 

"What,  indeed?"   said  I,  with  a  sigh  of  bewilderment, 


118  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

That  was  just  the  question  I  could  not  answer.  What  had  site 
to  do  with  it  ?  and  by  what  strange  witchcraft  was  it,  that 
Sara  and  I  had  both  instinctively  mixed  her  up  with  this  busi- 
ness of  which,  to  be  sure,  in  reality  she  did  not,  she  could  not 
know  anything  V  How  dared  we  come  to  such  conclusions  with 
only  looks  to  build  upon  !  Seeing  my  own  thoughts  thus  re- 
flected in  little  Sara,  I  became  quite  shocked  at  myself. 

"  Child,  it  is  quite  impossible  she  can  know  anything  about 
it.  Both  you  and  I  are  infatuated,"  cried  I.  "  How  can  Sarah 
possibly  be  mixed  up  in  such  a  matter?  It  is  the  merest  folly. 
She  doesn't  even  know  your  Mr.  Luigi,  nor  who  he  is,  nor  the 
very  name  of  the  lady  he  is  looking  for.  It  is  nonsense,  Sara, 
quite  nonsense.  How  is  it  possible  she  £ould  know  ?" 

"  Oh,  godmamma,  I'll  tell  you  how;  I  have  been  thinking  it 
out,  and  I  am  sure  I  am  right.  She  was  a  Jong  time  abroad, 
you  have  often  told  me,  and  she  knew  a  great  many  people," 
cried  Sara  ;  "  among  the  rest  she  knew  this  lady  ;  and  either 
because  she  likes  her,  or  because  she  hates  her,  or  because  she 
won't  tell,  she  keeps  all  quiet  about  it.  But  she  can't  help 
knowing,  and  saying  she  knows  with  her  eyes.  Godmamma 
Sarah,  though  she  takes  no  notice,  knows  everything  better  than 
you  do.  Carson  gets  every oody's  news  of  them.  Why,  she 
even  made  my  poor  little  Alic6  tell  her  all  about  Georgy  Wilde, 
you  know,  and  that  unlucky '.brother  of  hers, — how  often  he 
came  to  our  house,  and  everything  about  it ;  and  godmamma 
Sarah  did  not  leave  me  at  (peace  about  it  either.  I  am  sure 
they  know  everything  that  fiappens  up  in  godmamma  Sarah's 
room.  Godmamma,  do  you  never  have  a  gossip  with  your 
maid?" 

*'  I  have  got  no  maid,  child ;  you  know  that  very  well,"  said 
I.  "I  never  was  brought  up  with  any  such  luxury;  and  when 
I  came  to  my  kingdom  I  was  too  old  to  begin,  and  liked  my 
own  ways.  But  at  all  events,  though  you  are  so  confident  in 
your  opinion,  I  am  quite  sure  your  godmamma  can  have  no 
knowledge  of  this  business,  so  don't  speak  of  it  any  more." 

"Will  you  ask  her?"  said  Sara;  "if  she  knows  nothing 
about  it,  she  will  not  mind  being  asked.  Why  should  you  be 
afraid  of  speaking  if  she  does  not  know  anything  about  it  ?  It 
might  be  awkward,  perhaps,  if  she  knew  "and  would  not  tell ; 
but  it  can't  matter  if  she  doesn't  know.  Will  you  ask  her, 
godmamma?  or  will  you  let  me?" 

"  Oh,  for  heaven's  sake  go  away,  child,  and  don't  drive  me 
crazy  !"  I  cried.  "  Go  upstairs  and  decide  what  dress  you  will 
wear,  you  velvet  kitten ;  go  and  gossip  with  your  maid.  Here 


The  Last  of  tlie  Mortimers. 


119 


am  I  in  a  peck  of  troubles,  and  can't  see  my  way  out  or  in,  and 
you  ask  me  to  let  you  /" 

14  You  wouldn't  mind  it  in  the  least  if  you  thought  god- 
mamma  Sarah  did  not  know,"  said  the  provoking  little  girl ; 
and  so  went  gliding  off,  satisfied  that  I  was  of  her  opinion. 
"When  I  was  left  to  myself  I  dropped  on  a  chair  in  utter 
despair,  and  could  not  tell  what  to  think.  The  safest  way  was 
certainly  to  vow  to  myself  that  Sarah  had  nothing  to  do  with 
it  at  all.  What  could  she  have  to  do  with  it  ?  Her  strange 
anxious  looks  must  spring  from  some  other  cause.  For  once, 
at  least,  instinct  must  have  deceived  itself.  Sarah  knew  the 
world  and  the  Italians.  She  was  not  so  easily  taken  in  as  we 
were — nothing  else  was  possible  ;  and  she  was  only  annoyed  to 
see  how  ready  to  be  imposed  upon  I  was. 


CHAPTER  IV. 

conversation,  of  course,  set  my  thoughts  all  into  a 
JL  ferment  again.  Little  Sara  was  wonderfully  quick- 
witted, if  she  was  not  very  wise,  as,  indeed,  was  not  to  be 
expected  at  her  years ;  and  I  confess  her  idea  did  return  to  my 
mind  a  great  many  times.  Sarah  might  have  known  an 
Italian  Countess  in  that  obscure  time  of  her  life  which  I  had  no 
clue  to ;  might  even  know  some  reason  why  persons  from  Italy 
might  be  looking  for  her,  and  might  be  nervous,  for  old 
acquaintance'  sake,  of  any  one  finding  her  out.  When  every- 
thing was  so  blank,  any  sort  of  sign-post  was  satisfactory.  It 
was  true  that  I  don't  remember  seeing  Sarah  display  so 
much  anxiety  for  any  other  person  all  her  life  before.  But 
there  might  be  reasons  ;  and  if  it  was  a  friendly  feeling,  1 
should  certainly  be  the  last  person  in  the  world  to  worry  and 
aggravate  my  sister.  I  wish  I  could  have  composed  my  mind 
all  the  reasonings  I  went  through  ;  but  really,  whew  1  $a\y 


120  The  Last  of  the  Mortimer*. 

poor  Sarah  sitting  all  watchful  and  conscious  at  her  knitting, 
not  getting  on  at  all  with  her  work,  hearing  the  least  rustle  in 
the  room,  or  touch  at  the  door  ;  starting,  and  trying  to  concal 
her  start  every  time  the  bell  rung,  with  all  the  features  of  her 
face  growing  thinner,  and  her  hands  and  head  trembling  more 
than  they  ever  used  to  do,  it  was  quite  impossible  for  rue 
to  persuade  myself  that  her  mind  was  not  busy  with  some- 
thing which  had  happened,  or  which  was  about  to  happen.  It 
might  be  something  as  completely  unconnected  with  the  poor 
Italian  as  possible  ;  most  likely  it  was  ;  but  something  there 
was  which  agitated  her  most  unaccountably,  which  I  knew 
nothing  about,  and  which  she  was  determined  I  should  not 
know.  She  was  as  conscious  that  I  observed  this  strdnge 
change  upon  her  as  I  was  myself  ;  and  she  faced  me  with  such 
a  resolution  and  defiance  !  No  !  I  could  read  it  in  her  eyes, 
and  the  full  look  she  turned  upon  me  whenever  I  looked  at  her 
— she  would  die  rather  than  1  should  find  it  out. 

It  is  quite  impossible,  however  ignorant  you  may  be  of  the 
causes  of  it,  to  live  in  the  close  presence  of  a  person  devoured 
by  anxiety  without  being  infected  by  it,  more  or  less.  One 
g<-ts  curious  and  excited,  you  know,  in  spite  of  one's  self;  and 
all  the  more,  of  course,  if  the  cause  is  quite  inexplicable  and  the 
trouble  sudden.  I  lived  in  the  kind  of  feeling  that  you  have 
just  immediately  before  a  thunderstorm — the  air  all  of  a  hush, 
so  that  you  could  hear  the  faintest  stir  of  a  bird,  or  rustle  of  a 
branch,  yet  never  knowing  the  moment  when,  instead  of  the 
bird's  motion  or  the  leaves'  tremble,  it  might  be  the  thunder 
itself  that  clamoured  in  your  ears. 

In  this  condition  of  mind  Sara's  little  side  reference  to 
Carson,  and  my  sister's  acquaintance  with  everything  that 
passed,  did  not  fail  to  have  its  effect  upon  me,  as  well  as  other 
things.  I  don't  know  that  I  would  have  been  above  question- 
ing Carson  if  I  could  have  got  at  her ;  but  I  did  not  see  her 
once  in  three  months,  and  could  not  have  had  any  conversation 
with  her  without  making  quite  an  affair  of  it,  and  letting  all  the 
house  know.  Carson  was  not  her  right  name.  She  had  been 
Sarah's  maid  when  she  was  a  young  girl,  and  had  married  and 
lost  her  husband,  and  come  back  to  the  Park  just  in  time  to  go 
abroad  with  her  mistress,  and  being  well  known  in  the  house 
by  her  maiden  name,  never  got  any  other.  I  could  not  help 
wondering  within  myself  if  she  knew,  or  how  much  she  knew, 
of  Sarah's  trouble,  and  its  cause,  whatever  that  might  be. 
When  the  thought  rose  in  my  mind  whether  I  might  not  try 
to  get  to  private  speech  of  Carson,  I  was  out  in  the  grounds 


The  Last  of  tJie  Mortimers.  121 

making  a  little  survey,  to  see  how  everything  was  looking  for 
•pring,  and  had  just  been  at  the  lodge  to  see  poor  little  Mary, 
who  (as  I  had  foreseen  from  the  beginning)  was  bad  with  the 
whooping-cough,  but  no  worse  than  was  to  be  expected,  and 
nothing  alarming  or  out  of  the  way.  The  carriage  had  just 
gone  up  to  take  Sarah  out  for  her  drive,  and  I,  all  in  shelter  of 
a  clump  of  holly  bushes,  became  the  witness,  quite  unawares 
and  without  any  intention,  of  a  most  singular  scene.  A  foot- 
step went  softly  by  me  upon  the  gravel.  I  was  just  behind 
the  lodge,  and  within  sight  of  the  gate  and  the  road  without. 
I  saw  Carson,  in  her  cap  and  in-doors  dress,  go  softly  out  at 
the  gate.  She  went  out  into  the  road,  pretending  to  hold 
out  her  hand  and  raise  her  face  to  see  whether  it  rained  ;  as  if 
it  were  not  perfectly  clear  to  any  one  that  it  did  not  rain,  nor 
would,  either,  till  the  glass  fell.  She  looked  up  and  down  with 
an  anxious  look,  and  lingered  five  minutes  or  more  in  that 
same  position.  Then  she  came  in,  and  met  the  carriage  just 
inside  the  gate,  which  Williams  had  come  to  her  cottage  door 
to  open.  "  All's  quite  bright  and  clear,  ma'am,"  1  heard 
Carson  say;  "no  appearance  of  rain.  I  hope  you'll  have  a 
pleasant  drive."  A  moment  after  the  carriage  wheeled  quickly 
out,  the  blind  being  drawn  down  just  as  it  turned  into  the 
road.  Carson  stood  looking  after  it  with  a  kind  of  grieved, 
compassionate  expression,  which  made  me  like  her  better.  She 
answered  Williams'  question,  u  Whatever  had  come  over  Miss 
Sarah  to  make  her  so  particklar  about  the  weather ;  in  the 
carriage,  too,  as  she  wouldn't  be  none  the  wiser,  wet  nor  dry !" 
very  shortly,  sighed,  and  turner  to  go  back,  mincing  with  true 
lady's-maid  nicety,  along  the  road.  The  sigh  and  the  pitying 
look  on  her  face  determined  me.  I  took  a  quick  step  through 
the  bushes  and  came  up  to  her.  The  holly  branches  tore  a  bit 
of  trimming,  as  long  as  my  finger,  oft7  my  garden  hood  (I  think 
a  hood  a  great  deal  more  suitable  than  a  hat  for  a  person  of  my 
years) ;  but  I  did  not  mind.  Here  was  a  chance  if  I  could 
only  use  it  well. 

44  Carson,"  said  I,  not  to  give  her  time  to  tliink,  "  my  sister 
has  surely  grown  very  fidgety  of  late  ?" 

Carson  stared  at  me  in  an  alarmed,  confused  way  ;  .but  soon 
got  back  her  self-possession.  "  My  missis  was  always  a  bit 
fidgety,  ma'am,  though  no  more  than  she  had  a.  right  to  be," 
said  this  one  real,  true,  faithful  adherent,  whom  Sarah  had 
secured  to  her  cause. 

"  I  don't  know  about  such  rights,"  said  I.  "Now  tell  iLe, 
Carson ;  — you  know  a  groat  deal  more  about  her  than  I  do. 


122  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

Don't  you  think  I  can  see  how  nervous  and  disturbed  she  is?— 
what's  the  matter  with  my  sister?  what  is  she  afraid  of?  and 
what  do  you  and  she  expect  to  see  upon  the  road,  that  you  go 
out  to  look  that  the  way  is  clear,  before  she  ventures  beyond 
the  gate  ?  Don't  tell  me  abottt  rain,  I  know  better  ;  what  did 
you  expect  to  see  ?" 

Carson  was  taken  entirely  by  surprise ;  she  faltered,  she 
grew  red,  she  wrung  her  hands  ;  she  stammered  forth  some- 
thing quite  unintelligible,  consisting  of  exclamations. — 
"Ma'am!  Miss  Milly!"  and  "My  missis!"  all  confused  and 
run  into  each  other.  She  had  no  time  to  invent  anything ; 
and  her  fright  and  nervousness  for  the  moment  quite  betrayed 
her. 

"I  don't  want  you  to  be  false  to  your  mistress,"  said  I, 
getting  excited,  in  my  turn,  at  finding  myself  so  near  a  clue  to 
this  mystery,  as  I  thought.  "  I  don't  want  you  to  tell  me  her 
secret,  if  she  has  one — only  let  me  know.  Is  there  some 
danger  apprehended  ?  Is  there  some  one  in  the  country  that 
Sarah  is  afraid  to  see?  What  is  wrong?  Her  limbs  are 
trembling  under  her,  and  her  face  growing  thinner.  Only 
think  of  her  going  out  with  the  blinds  down,  poor  forlorn  soul ; 
What  is  wrong?  It  would  mend  matters,  somehow,  if  I 
knew." 

"  Miss  Milly,"  said  Carson,  with  a  great  many  little  coughs 
and  clearings  of  her  throat,  umy  missis  has  an  attack  on  her 
nerves,  that's  what  it  is ;  when  she  haves  them  attacks,  she 
grows  fidgety,  as  you  say,  ma'am.  A  little  nice  strengthening 
medicine,  now,  or  a  change  of  air,  would  be  a  nice  thing.  I 
said  that  to  my  missis  just  this  very  morning.  I  said  '  A  few 
months  at  Brighton,  now,  or  such  like,  would  do  you  a  world 
of  good,  ma'am.'  It's  on  her  nerves,  that's  what  it  is." 

Carson  had  got  quite  glib  and  fluent  before  she  ended  this 
speech  ;  the  difficulty  had  only  been  how  to  begin. 

"  Now,  Carson  !"' cried  I,  "if  your  mistress's  health  suffers, 
and  it  turns  out  to  be  something  you  could  have  told  me,  you 
may  be  certain  I  shall  call  you  to  account  for  it.  Think  what 
you  are  saying.  We  Mortimers  never  have  nervous  attacks. 
I  know  you're  deceiving  me.  Think  again.  Will  you  tell  me 
what  is  wrong?" 

u  Ma'am,  Miss  Milly,  it's  an  attack  on  the  nerves,"  cried 
Carson  ;  my  missis  has  had  them  before.  I  couldn't  say  more 
if  I  was  to  talk  till  to-morrow.  I've  got  my  caps  to  see  to,  I 
y@ur  pardon ; — my  missis  is  very  particular  about  Ijejr 
" 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  123 

Upon  which  Carson  somehow  managed  to  elude  me,  with  a 
mixture  of  firmness  and  cunning  quite  extraordinary;  and 
while  I  had  still  my  eyes  fixed  on  her,  and  was  calling  her  to 
stay  with  all  the  authority  of  my  position  as  acting  mistress  of 
the  house,  contrived  to  melt  in  at  a  back  door  and  escape  out 
of  my  hands,  I  never  could  explain  how.  Talk  about  con- 
trolling people  with  your  eye,  and  swaying  them  by  force  of 
character,  and  all  that !  I  defy  anybody  to  sway  a  servant  in 
a  great  house  who  is  trained  to  the  sort  of  thing,  and  knows 
how  to  recollect  her  work  at  a  critical  moment,  and  the  nearest 
way  to  the  back  stairs.  Carson  had  proved  herself  too  many 
forme* 


CHAPTER  V» 

TT  seems  I  was  destined  to  hear  of  nothing  but  this  Italian. 
J_  I  had  not  kept  faith  to  him,  certainly.  I  had  been  startled 
and  thrown  back  by  finding  out  how  the  idea  of  him  got  to  be 
involved  in  Sarah's  trouble  ;  and  really  I  did  not  care  much 
about  the  Countess  Sermoneta,  whom  1  had  never  heard  of.  I 
had  been  interested  in  him,  I  allow  ;  but  how  could  1  keep  up 
an  interest  in  strangers,  with  so  much  closer  an  anxiety  near 
home  ? 

However,  just  the  next  day  after  I  had  spoken  to  Carson, 
Dr.  Roberts  called.  Dr.  Roberts  was  our  rector ;  not  a  relation, 
but  a  kind  of  family  connection,  somehow,  I  really  could  not 
tell  how.  For  three  or  four  generations,  at  least,  a  Roberts 
had  held  our  family  living.  There  were  so  few  of  us  Mortimers, 
as  I  have  already  explained,  that  the  living  could  never  be  of 
any  use  to  us ;  and  our  great-great-grandfathers  had  happened 
to  be  intimate,  and  so  it  came  about  that  the  living  was  as 
much  an  hereditary  thing  to  the  Robertses  as  our  property  waa 
to  us.  Pr  Roberts  was  the  best  of  good,  easy,  quiet 


124  The  Last  of  the  Mortimer*. 

He  preached  us  a  nice  little  sermon  every  Sunday.  He  would 
dine  with  the  people  who  were  in  a  condition  to  ask  him,  and 
make  himself  as  agreeable  as  possible.  He  patted  the  children 
on  the  head,  and  wondered  how  it  was  that  he  had  forgotten 
their  names.  Of  course  he  had  his  own  way  of  doing  mo,st 
things,  and  seldom  varied  ;  but  then  one  could  always  calculate 
on  what  he  would  do  and  say,  and  wasn't  that  a  comfort?  On 
the  whole,  he  was  the  most  excellent,  good  drowse  of  a  man  I 
ever  knew.  He  led  a  very  quiet  life,  with  little  interruption, 
except  when,  now  and  then,  a  storm  seized  upon  him,  in  the 
shape  of  a  new  curate  with  advanced  ideas.  In  such  cases  Dr. 
Roberts  generally  bowed  to  the  tempest  till  its  force  was 
exhausted.  He  laughed  in  his  quiet  way  at  the  young  men. 
"  They  are  all  for  making  a  fuss  when  they  begin,"  he  said  to 
me,  confidentially;  u  but  depend  upon  it,  when  they  come  to 
our  age,  Miss  Milly,  they'll  find  the  advantage  of  just  getting 
along."  That  was  his  favourite  mode  of  >  rogress.  He  was  too 
stout  and  easy  to  make  much  haste,  lie  loved  to  get  along 
quietly ;  and  really,  as  ours  was  a  small  parish,  and  nothing 
particular  to  make  a  commotion  about,  I  don't  suppose  there 
was  much  harm  done. 

But  only  to  think  of  Dr.  Roberts  becoming  one  of  my  assail- 
ants !  I  never  could  have  expected  any  such  thing.  He  came 
in,  bringing  some  books  from  Miss  Kate,  who  was  as  unlike 
him  as  possible.  She  was  very  active  in  the  parish,  and  had 
something  to  do,  with  or  for,  everybody.  She  was  rather 
Low- Church,  and  sent  us  books  to  read,  to  do  us  good,  which, 
for  my  part,  I  always  read  faithfully,  being  very  willing  to 
have  good  done  me,  as  far  as  it  was  practicable.  Dr.  Roberts 
sat  down  with  a  little  sigh  in  the  round  easy  chair,  his 
particular  chair,  which  Ellis  wheeled  out  for  him  ;  not  with  a 
sentiiy  ental  sigh,  good  man  ;  but  the  road  to  the  Park  ascends 
a  little*,  and  the  doctor,  for  the  same  reason  as  Hamlet,  was  a 
little  scant  of  breath. 

We  were  all  as  usual.  Sarah,  in  the  shadow  of  the  screen, 
with  her  knitting-pins  in  her  hands,  and  her  basket  of  wools 
and  patterns  at  her  side ;  myself  opposite,  commanding  a  view 
of  the  door  and  the  great  mirror,  and  all  the  room ;  little  Sara, 
half  a  mile  off,  reading  at  one  of  the  windows — for  it  was  very 
mild  for  February,  and  really  one  did  not  feel  much  need  of  a 
fire.  Dr.  Roberts  wandered  on  in  his  comfortable  way  for  half 
an  hour  at  least ;  he  complimented  Miss  Mortimer  on  always 
being  so  industrious,  and  me  upon  my  blooming  looks !  only 
think  of  that !  but  I  dare  say  he  must  have  forgotten  that  it 


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was  Sarah  who  was  the  beauty ;  and  he  gave  us  a  quiet  opinion 
upon  the  books  he  had  brought  us,  that  they  were  **  very  much 
in  Kate's  style,  you  know  ;"  and  had  a  word  to  say  about  the 
curate — just  one  of  his  comfortable  calls,  when  he  has  some- 
thing to  say  about  everybody ;  nothing  more. 

u  But,  by-the-bye,"  said  the  good  Doctor,  "  I  had  almost 
forgotten  the  principal  thing.  There's  something  romautio 
going  on  among  us  just  now,  Miss  Milly.  Where  is  little  Miss 
Cresswell  ?  she  ought  to  hear  this." 

"What  is  it,  Doctor?"  I  asked,  rather  startled  at  this 
beginning. 

u  Well,  the  fact  is,  I  have  had  a  strange  sort  of  visitor,"  said 
the  Doctor,  with  a  soft  little  laugh ;  "or  rather  two,  I  should 
say,"  he  continued,  after  a  little  pause,  "  ha !  ha !  I  had 
Hubert  to  him,  who  pretends  to  speak  Italian,  you  know,  ha ! 
ha !  He  could  speak  Dante,  perhaps ;  but  he  can't  manage  the 
Transteverine.  I  can't  say  that  I  did  not  enjoy  it  a  little. 
These  young  fellows,  Miss  Milly,  are  so  happy  in  their  own 
good  opinion.  Poor  Hubert  was  terribly  put  out." 

"  \V  ho  are  you  speaking  of  ?"  asked  I  again. 

"  Well,  of  a  visitor  I  had  ;  or  two,  as  1  have  just  said, — the 
master  and  the  man.  The  master  speaks  English  very 
tolerably;  the  man  is  the  real,  native,  original  article,  newly 
imported.  I  am  in  good  condition  myself,"  said  the  good 
Doctor,  giving  a  quiet  unconscious  pinch  on  his  plump  wrist ; 
"  but  anything  like  that,  you  know,  goes  quite  beyond  me. 
You  would  have  laughed  to  see  poor  young  Hubert,  poor 
fellow,  talking  to  him  in  his  high  Dantesque  way,  and  the  fat 
fellow  dashing  in  through  the  midst  of  it  all,  helter  skelter,  in 
real  Italian.  Ha  !  ha !  it  was  a  most  amusing  scene." 

"  Italian  ?"  said  I,  scarcely  venturing  to  speak  above  my 
breath,  my  consternation  was  so  great. 

"  Yes,"  said  Dr.  Roberts,  calmly,  with  still  a  little  agitation 
of  laughter  about  his  voice — the  discomfiture  of  the  curate 
amused  him  excessively — "  Italian.  The  young  man  called  on 
me  to  ask  after  a  lady,  whom  he  supposed  to  be  living  in  this 
neighbourhood,  a  Countess  Sermoneta,  Did  you  ever  hear  of 
such  a  person,  Miss  Milly  ?" 

"  No,"  said  I,  as  quietly  as  I  could.  Sarah  took  no  notice, 
showed  no  curiosity,  betrayed  to  me  that  she  had  heard  this 
name  before,  and  did  not  learn  the  particulars  of  the  stranger's 
inquiry  for  the  first  time.  In  general  she  liked  to  hear  the 
news ;  and  though  she  rarely  took  any  part  in  the  conversation, 
listened  to  it,  and  showed  that  she  did  so.  To-day  she  never 


126  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

raised  her  head.  Perhaps  I  was  over-suspicious;  but  thig 
entire  want  of  interest  only  added  to  my  bewildering  doubts. 

At  this  point  little  Sara  came  forward,  and  thrust  herself,  as 
was  natural,  into  a  conversation  so  interesting  to  her ;  I  only 
wondered  she  had  not  done  it  sooner. 

"  That  is  poor  Mr.  Luigi,  that  has  been  so  much  talked  of  in. 
Chester,"  cried  Sara;  "  and  godmamma  met  him  on  the  road, 
and  promised  to  try  and  find  out  for  him.  Do  make  her  take 
it  up,  please  Dr.  Roberts.  Did  you  never  hear  of  the  lady 
either  V  How  strange  nobody  should  have  heard  of  her !  Who 
was  she,  does  he  say  ?  What  does  he  want  with  her  ?  do  tell 
us,  dear  Dr.  Roberts,  please." 

Sarah's  knitting-pins  had  dropped  out  of  her  hand  when  her 
goddaughter  broke  in  upon  Dr.  Roberts'  good-humoured  drowsy 
talk.  1  turned  to  help  her  to  pick  them  up,  but  she  waved  me 
away.  What  could  be  the  matter  ?  she  was  trembling  all  over 
like  an  aspen  leaf. 

"  My  dear  Miss  Cresswell,  he  gave  me  no  information  what- 
ever," said  the  Doctor,  smiling  most  graciously  upon  the  pretty 
dainty  little  creature  in  her  velvet  jacket !  "  and  indeed,  he 
was  not  quite  the  kind  of  man  that  I  should  undertake  to 
question.  Hubert  might  do  it,  you  know,  ha  !  ha !  but  then 
he  rather  stands  on  the  dignity  of  his  office,  and  would  not 
mind  putting  you,  yourself,  dangerous  though  it  might  be, 
through  your  catechism.  I  did  all  that  lively  curiosity  could 
do,  you  may  believe,  to  find  out  who  he  is,  and  who  she  was, 
but  I  made  nothing  of  it.  He,  as  you  seem  to  know,  calls  him- 
self Mr.  Luigi,  and  he  wants  the  Countess  Sermoneta,  a  person 
no  one  in  Cheshire  ever  heard  of.  I  told  him  I  had  no  doubt 
he  was  mistaken  in  the  locality  ;  near  Manchester,  perhaps,  or 
Chichester,  or  some  other  place  with  a  similar-sounding  name  ; 
but  I  don't  think  he  took  in  what  I  said.  And  you  saw  him, 
too,  Miss  Milly  ?  very  odd,  wasn't  it  ?  He  must  have  made  a 
mistake  in  the  place." 

"  I  suppose  so,"  said  I,  quite  faintly.  Sarah's  knitting-pins 
had  actually  fallen  out  of  her  hands  again  ! 

"  1  promised  to  inquire  and  let  him  know  if  I  heard  any- 
thing," said  the  rector  ;  "  but  if  I  do  not  know,  and  you  do  not 
know,  Miss  Milly, — we're  about  the  likeliest  people  in  the 
county,  I  suspect, — I  don't  think  it  is  much  good  making  other 
inquiries.  You  are  sure  you  never  heard  the  name  ?" 

"Never  in  my  life,  so  far  as  I  recollect,"  said  I.  "  T  pro- 
mised to  make  inquiries,  too,  and  asked  him  to  come  to  the 
Park,  and  I  would  let  him  know.  But  that  seems  merely 


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tantalising  him.     If  you  will  give  me  the  address,  Dr.  Roberts, 
I  will  write  him  a  note. 

He  gave  me  the  address  in  his  own  leisurely  way,  and  then 
he  returned  to  the  scene  at  the  rectory,  where  he  had  called  the 
curate,  who  happened  to  be  with  him  at  the  time,  to  talk  to 
Mr.  Luigi's  servant,  not  without  some  intention  of  doing  the 
good  young  man  a  mischief,  I  am  sure ;  and  how  poor  Mr. 
Hubert  talked  Dantesque,  as  the  Doctor  said,  shaking  his  portly 
person  with  quiet  laughter,  and  the  fat  Italian  burst  in  with  a 
flood  of  what  Dr.  Roberts  called  real  Italian.  I  could  understand 
how  it  would  be  from  what  I  had  seen  myself ;  but  I  confess  I 
found  it  very  difficult  to  listen  and  smile  as  it  was  necessary  to 
do.  There  sat  Sarah,  close  up  in  the  shelter  of  her  screen,  never 
lifting  her  head  or  making  any  sign  to  show  that  she  heard  the 
conversation  ;  not  a  smile  rose  upon  her  face ;  she  saw  nothing 
amusing  in  it ;  her  lips  were  firm  set  together,  and  all  the  lines 
of  her  face  drawn  tight;  and  though  her  cheeks  retained  a 
kind  of  unnatural  glow,  which,  for  the  first  time  in  my  life, 
made  me  think  that  Sarah  used  paint,  or  something  to  heighten 
her  complexion,  her  brow  and  chin,  and  all  except  that  pink 
spot,  were  ghastly  grey,  and  colourless.  She  had  stopped  her 
knitting  altogether  now,  and  was  rubbing  her  poor  fingers, 
making  believe  to  be  very  much  occupied  with  them,  stooping 
down  to  rub  the  joints  before  the  fire.  It  quite  went  to  my 
heart  to  see  her  sitting  so  forlorn  there,  shut  up  within  herself. 
Ah !  whatever  it  was  she  feared,  could  I  ever  be  hard  upon  her? 
could  I  ever  do  anything  but  help  her  to  bear  what  misfortune 
or  anxiety  she  might  be  under  ?  I  thought  Dr.  Roberts  would 
never  be  done  with  his  story.  I  thought  he  would  never  go 
away.  I  dare  say  he,  on  his  part,  thought  we  had  just  had  a 
quarrel,  or  something  of  that  sort,  and  gave  Miss  Kate  an 
amusing  description  of  us  when  he  went  home  ;  for  he  had  an 
amusing  way  of  telling  a  story.  And  then,  how  to  get  quit  of 
little  Sara  when  he  was  gone  f  I  felt  sure  my  sister  would 
break  out  upon  me  somehow,  very  likely  without  taking  any 
notice  of  the  real  reason ;  but  all  that  silent  excitement  must 
find  an  outlet  somehow  ;  either  that,  or  her  mind  would  give 
way,  or  she  would  break  a  blood-vessel,  or  something  dreadful 
would  happen.  I  knew  Sarah's  ways  very  well,  we  had  been 
BO  long  together.  I  knew  that,  one  way  or  other,  she  must  get 
it  out,  and  relieve  herself  ;  and,  to  be  sure,  there  was  nobody 
whom  she  could  relieve  her  feelings  upon  but  me. 


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CHAPTTCR  VL 

ALL  in  haste,  and  in  a  peremptory  tone,  to  which  nobody 
could  be  less  used  to  than  she  was,  I  had  sent  little  Sara 
away  OB  some  commission,  invented  on  the  spur  of  the  moment, 
when  the  door  closed  on  Dr.  Roberts.  The  child  looked  up  in 
my  face  with  an  amazed  un comprehension  of  any  order  issued 
to  her ;  I  fancy  I  can  see  her  great  eyes  growing  larger  and 
blacker  as  she  turned,  asking  what  I  meant.  But  Sara  had 
understanding  in  her,  wilful  as  she  was ;  she  saw  there  was 
occasion  for  it,  though  she  could  not  understand  how ;  and 
whenever  her  first  surprise  was  over,  she  went  off  and  obeyed 
me  with  an  alacrity  which  I  shall  always  remember.  We  two 
were  left  alone.  I  took  up  some  work  that  lay  on  the  table. 
I  could  not  tell  whether  it  was  mine  or  Sara's,  or  who  it 
belonged  to.  I  bent  my  head  fumbling  over  it,  too  agitated  to 
see  what  I  was  doing.  Now  the  volcano  was  about  to  explode. 
Now,  even,  an  explanation  might  be  possible. 

"  What  was  that  I  heard  from  you  just  now?"  cried  Sarah, 
in  her  shrill  whisper.  "  You  were  so  lost  to  all  common  feeling, 
you  were  so  forgetful  of  my  claims  and  everybody  else's,  that 
you  invited  a  common  foreign  impostor  to  come  here— here, 
without  an  idea  what  bad  intentions  he  might  have — here  to 
my  house !" 

"  Sarah !  for  heaven's  sake  what  do  you  know  about  him  ? 
What  have  you  to  do  with  this  young  man  ?"  said  I,  the  words 
bursting,  in  spite  of  myself,  from  my  lips. 

I  suppose  she  did  not  expect  this  question.  She  stopped 
with  a  flood  of  other  reproaches  and  accusations  ready  to 
be  poured  forth,  staring  at  me — staring — there  is  no  other 
word  for  it.  Her  looks  were  dreadful  to  me.  She  looked 
like  some  baited  animal  that  had  turned  to  bay.  Was  it 
my  doing?  Presently  her  senses  came  back  to  her.  And 
I  was  glad,  really  thankful,  when  I  saw  that  it  was  mere 
passion— one  of  her  fits  of  temper,  poor  dear  soul!  that 
had  returned  upon  her  again. 

"You  dare  to  ask  me  such  questions?"  she  cried;  "you, 
l  poor  simpleton  that  throws  our  doors  open  to  any  adven- 


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turer!  This  is  what  I  have  to  do  with  him.  He  shall 
never  enter  my  house.  I'll  have  him  expelled  if  he  comes 
here.  I'll  muster  «ihe  servants  and  let  them  know  who's 
mistress, — you,  a  rustical  fool  that  knows  nothing  of  the 
world,  and  are  ready  to  throw  yourself  at  anybody's  head 
that  flatters  you  a  little,  or  me,  that  knows  life  and  can 
detect  a  cheat !  What !  you'll  go  slander  me  in  addition, 
will  you?  You  worry  and  drive  me  out  of  my  senses,  and 
then  pretend  that  I  have  something  to  do  with  every 
impostor  you  pick  up  in  the  streets.  1  tell  you  I'll  have 
him  turned  out  if  he  dares  to  come  to  this  house.  I  will 
not  have  my  peace  molested  for  your  fool's  tricks  and  intrigues. 
An  Italian  forsooth!  a  fellow  that  will  cringe  to  you, 
and  flatter  you,  and  be  as  smooth  as  velvet.  I'll  have  him 
thrown  into  prison  if  he  dares  to  come  here  1" 

"Surah!  Sarah!  for  what  reason?  the  poor  young  man 
has  never  harmed  you,"  I  cried,  holding  up  my  hands. 

She  gave  a  strange  bitter  cry.  "  Fool !  how  can  you 
tell  whether  he  has  harmed  me?"  she  cried  out,  wringing 
her  thin  hands:  then  suddenly  stopping  short,  came  to 
herself  again,  and  stared  at  me  once  more.  Always  that  stare 
of  blank  resistance— the  hunted  creature  brought  to  bay. 
She  had  been  standing  while  she  spoke  before.  Now  she 
dropped  into  her  chair,  exhausted,  breathless,  with  a  strange 
look  of  fury  at  herself.  She  thought  she  had  betrayed 
herself — and  most  likely  so  she  had,  if  I  had  possessed  the 
slightest  clue  by  which  to  find  her  mystery  out. 

"I  beg  and  entreat  you  to  be  calm,  and  not  to  excite 
yourself,"  cried  I,  trying,  if  it  were  possible,  to  soothe  her. 
44  I  know  nothing  whatever  about  this  young  Italian,  Sarah. 
I  took  an  interest  in  him  from  his  appearance,  and  something 
in  his  voice — and  because  he  was  a  stranger  and  had  no 
friends.  But  I  will  write  to  him  immediately  not  to  come — he 
is  nothing  to  me.  He  has  neither  flattered  me  nor  asked 
anything  of  me.  I  see  no  harm  in  him  ;  but  I  shall  certainly 
write  and  say  he  is  not  to  come.  You  might  know  well  that 
there  is  no  stranger  in  the  world  for  whom  I  would  cross 
you." 

'•  Oh,  I  am  used  to  fair  speeches,  Milly,"  said  my  sister, 
44  quite  used  to  them ;  and  used  to  being  made  no  account  of 
when  all's  done.  I,  that  might  have  been  so  different.  I 
might  have  had  a  coronet,  and  been  one  of  the  leaders  of  life, 
instead  of  vegetating  here ;  and,  instead  of  respecting  me  after 
I  have  resigned  all  that,  I  am  to  be  badgered  to  death  by  your 


180  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

old  maid's  folly,  and  have  a  vulgar  impostor  brought  in  upon 
me  to  oust  me  out  of  my  home.  Bring  in  whom  you  like, 
thank  heaven,  I'm  more  than  a  match  for  you.  I  tell  you, 
you  shall  bring  nobody  here — it  is  my  house,  and  was  my 
house  before  you  were  born.  I  shall  keep  it  mine,  and  leave 
it  to  whom  I  like.  Your  romances  and  fictions  are  nothing  in 
this  world  to  me.  I  am  mistress,  and  I  will  be  mistress.  You 
are  only  my  younger  sister,  and  I  have  nothing  in  tlie  world 
to  consult  but  my  own  pleasure.  I  am  not  to  be  driren  into 
changing  my  mind  by  any  persecution.  I  advise  you  to  give 
up  your  schemes  before  you  suffer  for  them.  Nobody,  I  tell 
you, — no  man  in  the  world  with  evil  designs  against  me,  and 
my  fortune,  and  my  honour,  shall  come  into  my  house  !" 

"Sarah!  what- on  earth  do  you  mean?  Who  is  plotting 
against  you?  Your  fortune  and  your  honour?  \Vlut  are 
you  thinking  of  ?  You  have  gone  too  far  to  draw  back  now," 
cried  I,  in  the  greatest  excitement.  "  Explain  yourself  before 
we  go  any  farther — what  do  you  mean  ?" 

Once  more  she  stared  at  me  blankly  and  fiercely ;  but  she 
had  got  it  out,  and  had  more  command  of  herself  after  she  had 
relieved  her  mind.  Could  it  be  only  an  outburst  of  patsion? 
but  my  spirit  was  up. 

"The  house  is  my  house  as  well  as  yours,"  I  cried,  when 
ehe  did  not  answer.  "  1  have  a  voice  as  powerful  as  yours  iu 
everything  that  has  to  be  done.  Yes,  I  can  see  what  is  going 
to  happen.  We  are  the  two  Mortimers  that  are  to  send  it  out; 
of  the  name.  But  I  will  not  give  up  my  rights,  either  for  the 
prophecy  or  for  any  threats.  I  have  never  made  a  scheme 
against  you,  nor  ever  will.  You  have  been  wretched  about 
something  ever  since  that  day  you  were  so  late  on  your  drive. 
I  have  seen  it,  though  I  cannot  tell  the  reason.  This  Italian 
cannot  be  any  connection  of  yours.  He  is  a  young  man;  he 
could  not  be  more  than  born  when  you  were  abroad.  You 
might  be  his  mother  for  age.  What  fancy  is  it  that  you  have 
taken  into  your  mind .  about  him  ?  What  do  you  suppose  you 
can  have  to  do  with  him  ?  Sarah,  for  heaven's  sake  !  what  is 
the  matter?  If  you  ever  had  the  slightest  love  for  me,  take 
me  into  your  confidence,  and  let  me  stand  by  you  now." 

For  when  I  was  speaking,  some  of  my  words,  I  cannot  tell 
which,  had  touched  some  secret  spring  that  I  knew  nothing  of ; 
aryl  dropping  down  her  head  upon  her  hands  she  gave  such  a 
bitter,  desperate  groan  that  it  went  to  my  very  heart.  I  ran 
to  her  and  fell  on  my  knees  by  her  side.  I  kissed  her  hand, 
and  begged  her  to  have  confidence  in  me,  I  was  ready  to 


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prorate  never  to  disturb  her,  never  to  speak  of  setting  up  n 
wi!!  of  ray  own  again  ;  Lut  I  felt  1  must  not  give  in  ;  it  uo 
be  now  or  never.     She  would  trust  me  and  tell  me  her  trou.-i 
whether  it  was  real  or  only  fanciful ;  and  her  mind  would  bo 
relieved  when  it  was  told. 

But  the  now  passed  and  the  never  came.  She  lifted  up  her 
head  and  pushed  me  away  ;  she  looked  at  me  with  cold  stony 
eyes;  she  relapsed  without  a  moment's  interval  into  her  us  an  I 
chilly,  common-place,  fretful,  tone — that  tone  of  a  discontented 
mind  and  closed  heart  which  had  disturbed  and  irritated  mine 
for  years.  All  her  old  self  returned  to  her  in  an  instant. 
Even  her  passion  had  been  elevating  and  great  in  comparison. 
She  looked  at  me  with  her  cold  observant  eyes,  and  bade  me 
get  up,  and  not  look  so  like  a  fool.  "  But  it  is  impossible  to 
think  of  teaching  you  what  anybody  else  of  your  age  and 
position  must  have  learned  thirty  years  ago,"  she  said,  twitch- 
ing her  dress,  which,  when  I  foolishly  threw  myself  down 
beside  her,  1  had  put  my  knee  upon  unawares,  from  under  me. 
I  cannot  describe  to  anybody  the  mortified,  indignant  feeling 
with  which  I  scrambled  up.  Think  of  going  down  upon  my 
knees  to  her,  ready  to  do  anything  or  give  up  anything  in  the 
world  for  her,  and  meeting  this  reception  for  my  pains  !  I  felt 
almost  more  bitterly  humiliated  and  ashamed  than  if  I  had 
been  doing  something  wrong.  I,  who  was  not  a  young  girl 
but  an  elderly  woman,  long  accustomed  to  be  respected  and 
obeyed !  If  she  had  studied  how  to  wound  me  most  deeply,  she 
could  not  have  succeeded  better.  I  got  up  stumbling  over  my 
own  dress,  and  hastily  went  out  of  the  room.  I  even  went  out 
of  the  house,  to  calm  myself  down  before  I  met  anybody.  I 
would  not  like  to  confess  to  all  the  angry  thoughts  that  came 
into  my  mind  for  the  next  hour  in  the  garden.  I  walked 
about  thinking  to  get  rid  of  them,  but  they  only  grew  more 
and  more  vivid.  My  affection  was  rejected  and  myself  insulted 
at  the  same  moment.  You  would  not  suppose,  perhaps,  that 
one  old  woman  could  do  as  much  for  another ;  but  I  assure  you, 
Sarah  had  wounded  nie  as  deeply  as  if  we  had  been  a  couple  of 
young  men. 

When  I  found  my  temper  was  not  going  down  as  it  ought  to 
do,  but  on  the  contrary  my  imagination  was  busy  concocting 
all  sorts  of  revengeful  things  to  say  to  her,  I  changed  my  plan, 
and  went  back  to  the  library  and  looked  over  the  newspapers 
Don't  go  and  think  over  it,  dear  good  people,  when  you  fee 
very  much  insulted  and  angry.  Read  the  papers  or  a  novel 
I  went  down  naturally  when  I  stopped  thinking.  After  all> 


132  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

poor  Sarah  !  poor  Sarah  !  whom  di.l  she  harm  by  it  ?  only  her- 
self,  not  me. 

But  anybody  will  perceive  at  a  glance  that  after  this  I  was 
more  completely  bewildered  than  ever,  and  could  not  under- 
take to  say  to  my  own  mind,  far  less  to  anybody  else,  whether 
there  was  or  was  not  any  real  reason  for  Sarah's  nervousness,  or 
whether  she  had  actually  any  sort  of  connection  with  this 
young  Italian.  Sometimes  I  made  myself  miserable  with  the 
idea  that  the  whole  matter  looked  like  an  insane  fancy. 
People  when  they  are  going  mad,  as  I  have  heard,  always  take 
up  the  idea  that  they  are  persecuted  or  wronged  somehow. 
What  if  Sarah's  mind  was  tottering,  and  happening  to  catch 
sight  of  this  young  man,  quite  a  stranger,  and  very  likely  to 
catch  her  eye,  her  fancy  took  hold  of  him  as  the  person  that 
was  scheming  against  her  ?  The  more  I  thought  over  this,  the 
more  feasible  it  looked  ;  though  it  was  a  dreadful  thing  to  think 
that  one's  only  sister  was  failing  in  her  reason,  and  that  any 
night  the  companion  of  my  life  might  be  a  maniac.  But  what 
was  I  to  think  ?  How  was  it  possible,  no  madness  being  in  the 
case,  that  a  young  unknown  stranger  could  threaten  the  fortune 
and  honour  of  Sarah  Mortimer,  born  heiress  of  the  Park,  and 
in  lawful  possession  of  it  for  more  than  a  dozen  years?  What 
possible  reason  could  there  be  for  her,  if  she  was  in  her  sane 
senses,  fearing  the  intrigues  of  anybody,  much  less  a  harmless 
young  foreigner?  But  then  that  groan!  was  it  a  disturbed 
mind  that  drew  that  involuntary  utterance  out  of  her? 
Heaven  help  us  !  What  could  any  one  think  or  do  in  such 
circumstances  ?  I  was  no  more  able  to  write  a  note  to  Mr. 
Luigi  that  evening  than  I  was  to  have  gone  out  and  sought 
him.  Things  must  take  their  chance.  If  he  came  he  must 
come.  I  could  not  help  myself.  Besides,  I  h  :d  no  thought  for 
Mr.  Luigi  and  his  lost  Countess.  I  could  think  only  of  my 
sister.  No!  no!  little  Sara  was  deceived,  clever  as  she  was. 
Sarah  knew  no  Countess  Sermoneta — her  mind  disturbed  and 
unsettled,  had  fixed  upon  the  strange  face  on  the  way,  only  as 
some  fanciful  instrument  of  evil  to  herself. 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 


CHAPTER  VII. 

NEXT  morning  at  breakf.-ist  I  found  a  letter  waiting  me,  in 
an  unknown  hand — an  odd  hand,  not  inelegant,  but 
which  somehow  gave  a  kind  of  foreign  look  evvn  to  the  honest 
English  superscription.  The  address  was  odd,  too.  It  \vat 
Miss  Milla  Mortimer,  a  very  extraordinary  sort  of  title  for  me, 
Millicent.  That  is  the  work  of  diminutives — they  are  apt  to 
get  misunderstood  and  metamorphosed  into  caricatures  of 
names. 

The  letter  inside  was  of  a  sufficiently  odd  description  to 
correspond  with  the  address  ;  this  is  how  it  was  expressed : — 

"MADAME, 

"  You  will  pardon  me  if  I  say  Madame,  when  I  perhaps 
should  ought  to  say  Mademoiselle.  Madame  will  understand 
that  the  titles  of  honour,  which  differ  in  every  country,  do 
much  of  times  puzzle  a  foreigner.  Since  I  had  the  honour  of 
making  an  encounter  with  Mademoiselle,  I  have  more  than 
once  repeated  my  searches ;  and  all  in  finding  no  one,  it  has 
come  to  me  in  the  head  to  go  to  another  place,  where  there 
may  be  better  of  prospects.  I  have,  then,  made  the  conclusion 
to  go  to  Manchester,  where  I  shall  find,  as  they  say,  some 
countrymen,  and  will  consult  with  their  experience.  There 
are  much  of  places,  they  say,  with  Chester  in  the  name.  I  go 
to  make  a  little  voyage  among  them.  If  I  have  the  happiness 
to  find  the  Contessa,  I  will  take  the  liberty  of  making  Madame 
aware  of  it.  If  it  is  to  fail,  I  must  submit.  I  shall  return  to 
Chester ;  and  all  in  making  my  homage  to  Madame,  wi  lluse 
the  boldness  of  asking  if  anything  of  news  respecting  the 
Contessa  may  have  come  to  her  recollection.  In  all  cases 
Madame  will  permit  me  to  remember  with  gratitude  her 
bounty  to  a  stranger. 

"  LUIGI  S ." 

Sara  and  I  were,  as  usual,  alone  at  the  breakfast-table,  and 
to  tell  the  truth,  I  prized  this  interval  when  Sarah's  eyes  were 
not  upon  me,  nor  all  the  troublous  matters  conveyed  in  her 
looks  present  to  my  mind,  as  quite  a  holiday  season,— when  I 
could  look  as  I  liked,  say  what  I  pleased,  and  be  afraid  of 


184  The  Last  of  the  Mortlmei's. 

nobody.  Besides,  though  I  was  moro  and  more  uneasy  about 
Sarah,  1  was  not  disturbed  in  my  mind  about  this  young  man 
to  the  degree  I  had  been,  nor  so  entirely  mystified  about  any 
possible  connection  between  them.  Since  last  evening,  think- 
ing it  all  over,  it  came  to  be  deeply  impressed  upon  my  mind 
that  there  was  no  connection  between  them :  that  my  poor 
sister  knew  nothing  whatever  about  him  or  his  Italian 
Countess.  Simply  that  Sarah's  mind,  poor  dear  soul,  was 
giving  way,  and  that  catching  sight  of  the  strange  face  on  the 
road,  she  had  somehow  identified  and  fixed  upon  it  as  the  face 
of  an  unknown  agent  of  trouble,  the  "  somebody  "  who  always 
injures,  or  persecutes,  or  haunts  the  tottering  mind.  It  was 
but  little  comfort  to  me  to  conclude  upon  this,  as  you  may 
suppose,  but  it  seemed  to  explain  everything.  It  cleared  up 
a  quite  unintelligible  mystery.  Poor  Sarah!  poor  soul!  She 
who  had  known  such  a  splendid  morning,  such  an  exciting 
noon,  such  a  dull  leaden  afternoon  of  life, — and  how  dark  the 
clouds  were  gathering  round  her  towards  the  night ! 

But  being  thus  eased  in  my  mind  about  the  young  man,  the 
kindness  I  had  instinctively  felt  to  him  came  strong  upon  me. 
I  remembered  the  look  he  had,  quite  affectionately,  the  nice, 
handsome,  smiling,  young  fellow !  Who  could  it  be  that  he 
was  like  ?  Somebody  whom  I  remembered  dimly  through  the 
old  ages ;  and  his  voice,  too  ?  His  voice  made  a  thrill  of 
strange  wondering  recollections  run  through  me.  Certainly 
that  voice  had  once  possessed  some  power  or  influence  over  my 
mind.  I  decided  he  would  not  find  his  Countess  in  Manchester. 
Fancy  the  ridiculous  notion !  A  Countess  in  Manchester ! 
No.  She  must  belong  about  Cheshire,  somewhere ;  and  I 
must  have  known  her  in  my  youth. 

So  I  read  his  note  twice  over,  with  a  good  deal  of  interest, 
and  then  naturally,  as  we  had  talked  of  him  together  so  often, 
handed  it  to  Sara.  jSIow  I  did  not  in  the  least  mean  to  watch 
Sara  while  she  read  it,  but,  having  my  eyes  unconsciously 
upon  her  face  at  the  moment,  was  startled,  I  acknov/ledge,  by 
seeing  her  suddenly  flush  up,  and  cast  a  startled  glance  at  me, 
as  if  the  child  expected  that  something  more  than  usual  was  to 
be  in  the  note.  Who  could  tell  what  romantic  fancies  might 
be  in  her  head?  It  is  quite  possible  her  imagination  had 
been  attracted  by  the  stranger,  and  perhaps  if  she  had  heard 
that  Mr.  Luigi  had  fallen  romantically  in  love  with  her,  Sara 
would  have  been  less  surprised  and  much  less  shocked  than  I 
should.  However,  there  was  no  such  matter,  but  only  a 
sensible,  though,  I  must  confess,  rather  odd  and  Frenchified 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  185 

note.  After  the  iirst  glance  she  read  it  over  very  calmly  and 
carefully,  then  laid  it.  down,  with  something  that  looked 
wonderfully  like  a  little  shade  of  pique,  and  cried  out  in  her 
sharpest  tone : 

"  Oh,  goihnamma,  how  sensible ! — to  be  sure  to  be  an  Italian, 
and  young,  he  must  be  a  perfect  miracle  of  a  Luigi.  Actually, 
because  there  are  countrymen  of  his  in  Manchester — music 
teachers  and  Italian  masters,  of  course — to  give  up  an 
appointment  with  a  lady,  and  at  such  a  house  as  the  Park ! 
1  think  he  must  be  quite  the  most  sensible  and  pretty-behaved 
of  young  men." 

u  I  think  he  shows  a  great  deal  of  sense,"  said  I,  not 
altogether  pleased  with  the  child's  tone;  "but  if  you  will 
excuse  me  saying  so,  Sara,  I  think  it  is  just  a  little  vulgar 
of  you  to  say  k  at  such  a  house  as  the  Park.' " 

Sarah  flushed  up  redder  and  redder.  I  quite  thought  we 
were  to  have  a  quarrel  again. 

"  Oh,  of  course,  godmamma,  if  I  had  been  speaking  of 
a — of  an  English  gentleman  ;  but  you- know,"  said  the  wicked 
little  creature,  looking  boldly  in  my  face,  "you  set  him  down 
at  once,  whenever  you  heard  of  him,  as  an  adventurer, — 
a  count,  you  know, — one  of  the  fellows  that  came  sneaking 
into  people's  houses  and  wanted  to  mnrry  people's  daughters. 
I  am  only  repeating  what  you  said,  godmnmma.  It  was  not 
I  that  said  it.  And  now  you  perceive  this  good  respectable 
young  man  docs  not  attempt  anything  of  the  kind." 

"  But  then  you  see  we,  at  the  Park,  have  no  daughters  to 
marry,"  said  I,  looking  at  her  rather  grimly. 

"  Oh,  to  be  sure,  that  makes  all  the  difference,"  cried  Sara, 
bursting  open  her  own  letters  with  a  half -ashamed,  annoyed 
laugh.  I  have  no  doubt  she  had  said  twice  as  much  as  she 
meant  to  say,  the  impatient  little  puss,  and  was  ashamed  of 
herself,  She  had  set  her  heart  on  seeing  Mr.  Luigi,  that  was 
the  plain  truth  of  the  matter.  Seeing  him  at  the  Park,  whore 
of  course  papa  could  have  nothing  to  say  against  the  intro- 
duction, hearing  all  about  his  search  after  the  unknown  lady, 
exercising  her  wiles  upon  him.  turning  him  into  a  useless  creature 
like  that  poor  boy  Wiklc,  in  Chester,  who  was  good  for  nothing 
but  to  waylay  her  walks  and  go  errands  for  her.  That  was  what 
she  wanted,  the  wicked  little  coquette.  It  was  just  as  well  Mr. 
Luigi  had  taken  care  of  himself,  and  kept  out  of  the  way. 
I  really  thought  it  was  right  to  read  her  a  lecture  on  tho 
occasion. 

"  Sara,  you  are  quite  disappointed  the  poor  young  man  is 


136  TJie  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

not  coming.  You  wanted  to  make  a  prey  of  him,  you  artful 
puss,"  said  I.  "  You  thought,  out  here  in  the  country,  with 
nothing  else  to  do,  it  would  be  good  fun  to  make  him  fall  in 
love  with  you — you  know  you  did !  And  I  think  it  is  not 
at  all  a  creditable  thing,  I  assure  you.  How  can  you  excuse 
yourself  for  all  the  damage  you  have  done  to  that  ycung 
Wilde?" 

"  Damage  !"  cried  Sara.  "If  I  am  a  puss,  I  may  surely 
pounce  upon  a  mouse  that  comes  in  my  way,"  she  said  spite- 
fully ;  and  then  putting  on  her  most  innocent  look  ; — •"  but, 
indeed,  it  is  very  shocking  to  have  such  suspicions  of  me, 
especially  as  I  am  a  fright  now,  godmainina  Sarah  says." 

•'  It  is  just  as  well  Mr.  Luigi  does  not  put  himself  in  your 
way,"  said  I ;  "  and  it  would  be  very  wicked  of  you  to  do  any 
harm  to  him,  or  attempt  such  a  thing;  and  I  say  so  par- 
ticularly, because  I  think  you  are  quite  inclined  to  it,  Sara, 
which  is  very  wrong  and  very  surprising.  You  are  not  such 
a  beauty  as  your  godmainina  Sarah  was,  but  you  have  just 
the  same  inclinations.  It  is  something  quite  extraordinary 
to  me." 

The  little  puss  looked  at  me  with  her  wicked  eyes  blazing, 
and  her  face  Hushed  and  angry.  She  looked  quite  beautiful  in 
spite  of  her  short  little  curls.  I  am  not  sure  that  she  might 
not,  when  she  grew  older,  be  very  near  as  great  a  beauty  as 
her  godmainina.  She  did  not  make  any  answer,  but  bit  her 
lips,  and  set  her  little  red  mouth,  and  looked  a  very  little  sprite 
of  mischief  and  saucy  daring.  She  was  not  abashed  by  what  I 
said  to  her.  She  was  a  thoughtless  child,  aware  only  of  a 
Btrange  mischievous  power  she  had,  and  thinking  no  harm. 

"  For  I  know,"  said  I,  half  to  myself,  "  that  poor  Mr.  Luigi 
will  come  back.  I  feel  as  if  I  had  known  him  half  a  lifetime 
ago.  His  voice  is  a  voice  I  used  to  hear  when  I  was  young. 
I  can't  tell  whose  voice  it  is,  but  I  know  it.  He'll  come  back 
here.  He  won't  find  the  lady  in  Manchester,  or  any  other 
Chester ;  he'll  find  her  in  Cheshire,  if  he  finds  her  at  all." 

"  Did  godmamma  Sarah  say  so?"  cried  Sara,  suddenly  losing 
her  own  self-consciousness  in  her  interest  in  this  bit  of 
mystery. 

"  Child,  do  not  be  rash,"  cried  I,  in  some  agitation.  "Your 
godmamma  knows  nothing  about  her  ;  it  is  all  a  mistake." 

"  Did  you  ask  her?"  said  Sara.  "  Godmamma,  it  is  written 
in  her  face.  When  the  rector  was  speaking,  when  you  were 
speaking,  even  when  I  was  speaking,  it  was  quite  evident  she 
knew  her  abroad,  and  remembered  who  she  was  ;  but  she  will 


Thf  Last  o/  the  Mortimers*  187 

not  tell.     It  is  not  a  guess ;  I  am  perfectly  sure  of  it.     She 
knows  all  about  her,  and  she  will  not  tell." 

'*  It  is  quite  a  mistake,  Sara,"  cried  I,  trembling  in  spite  of 
myself.  u  She  has  taken  some  fancy  into  her  head  about  Mr. 
Luigi,  some  merely  visionary  notion  that  he  has  some  bad 
intention,  I  cannot  tell  you  what.  But  I  am  certain  she  knows 
nothing  about  this  Countess.  Child,  don't  think  you  know 
better  than  anybody  else  !  I  have  thought  a  great  deal  aLout 
it,  and  made  up  my  mind.  Your  godmamma  has  grown 
fanciful,  she  has  taken  this  into  her  head.  Don't  be  rash  in 
speaking  of  your  fancies  ;  it  might  give  her  pain  ; — and  your 
idea  is  all  a  mistake." 

"  Will  you  ask  her?  or  will  you  let  me  ask  her?"  cried  Sara. 
"If  she  says  'No,'  I  shall  be  satisfied." 

"  I  will  do  no  such  thing,"  said  I.  "  She  is  my  only  sister, 
I  will  do  nothing  to  molest  or  vex  her  ;  and,  Sara,  while  I  am 
here,  neither  shall  you.'' 

Sara  did  not  say  anything  for  a  few  minutes.  She  allowed 
me  to  pick  up  my  letter  in  silence,  for  we  had  finished  break- 
fast. She  let  me  gather  up  my  papers  and  ring  the  bell,  and 
make  my  way  to  the  door.  Then,  as  I  stood  there  waiting  for 
Ellis,  she  brushed  past  me  rapidly.  "  Godmamma  "  said  Sara, 
looking  into  my  face  for  a  momemt,  u  all  the  same,  she  knows," 
and  had  passed  the  next  instant,  and  was  gliding  upstairs 
before  I  had  recovered  my  composure.  How  pertinacious  she 
was  1  Against  my  will  this  had  an  effect  on  me. 


138  The  Last  of  the  Morliinerst 


CHAPTER  VIII. 

GREAT  and  many  were  my  musings  what  steps  I  ought  to 
take  ;  or,  indeed,  whether  I  ought  to  take  any  steps  in  the 
strange  dilemma  I  was  in.  I  considered  of  it  till  my  head 
ached.  What  if  Sarah's  mind  were  possibly  just  at  that  delicate 
point  when  means  of  cure  might  be  effectual  ?  but  how  could  1 
bring  her  to  any  means  of  cure?  There  have  been  many 
miserable  stories  told  about  false  imputations  of  insanity  and 
dreadful  cruelties  and  injustice  following,  but  I  almost  think 
there  might  be  as  many  and  as  sad  on  the  other  side,  about 
friends  watching  in  agony,  neither  able  nor  willing  to  take  any 
steps  until  it  was  too  late,  far  too  late,  for  any  good.  This  was 
the  situation  I  felt  myself  in  ;  no  matter  whether  I  was  right 
or  wrong  in  my  opinion,  this  was  how  I  felt  myself.  I  suppose 
nobody  can  think  of  madness  appearing  beside  them  in  the 
person  of  their  nearest  companion,  without  a  dreadful  thrill 
and  terror  at  their  heart ;  but  at  the  same  time  I  felt  that, 
however  inevitable  this  might  be,  I  must  first  come  to  it  un- 
mistakably. I  must  first  see  it,  hear  it,  beyond  all  possibility 
of  doubt,  before  I  ventured  to  whisper  it  even  to  the  secret  ear 
of  a  physician. 

All  this  floated  through  my  mind  with  that  dreadful  faculty 
of  jumping  at  conclusions  that  imagination  always  has.  Did 
ever  anybody  meet  with  any  great  misfortune,  which  has  been 
hanging  some  time  over  them,  without  going  through  it  a 
thousand  times  beiore  the  blow  really  fell,  and  the  dreadful 
repetition  was  done  away  with  once  ana  xor  ever?  How  many 
times  over  and  over,  sleeping  and  waking,  does  the  death-bed 
watcher  go  through  the  parting  that  approaches  before  it  really 
comes?  Dying  itself,  I  think, — one  naturally  thinks  what 
kind  of  a  process  that  is,  as  one  comes  near  the  appointed 
natural  period  of  its  coming, — dying  itself  must  be  rehearsed 
BO  often,  that  its  coming  at  last  is  a  real  relief  to  the  real  actor. 
Not  only  does  what  is  real  go  through  a  hundred  performances 
in  one's  imagination,  but  many  a  scene  appals  us  that,  thank 
heaven,  we  are  never  condemned  to  go  through  with.  1  could 
not  see  before  me  what  was  to  happen,  nor  into  Sarah's  niincj 


TJie  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  139 

to  know  what  was  astir  there  ;  but  I  tortured  myself  all  the 
same,  gathering  all  the  proofs  of  this  new  dismal  light  thrown 
upon  her,  in  my  mind.  All  insane  people  make  up  a  persecutor 
or  pursuer  for  themselves.  Poor  Sarah  had  found  hers  in  the 
strange  face, — it  was  so  unusual  in  our  quiet  roads  to  see  a 
strange  face  ! — which  she  met  all  at  once  and  without  warning, 
on  the  quiet  road. 

I  recollected  every  incident,  and  everything  confirmed  my 
idea.  She  had  taken  a  panic  all  at  once,— she  had  driven  five 
miles  round  to  get  out  of  his  way ;  from  that  hour  painful 
watchfulness  and  anxiety  had  come  to  her  face.  Carson  was 
gent  out  to  see  that  the  road  was  clear,  before,  poor  soul,  she 
would  venture  out,  though  with  the  carriage  blinds  drawn 
down.  Ah  !  I  think  if  my  only  communication  with  the  open 
air  and  the  out-of-doors  world  was  in  the  enclosure  of  that 
carriage  with  the  blinds  drawn  down,  I  should  certainly  go 
mad,  and  quickly  too  !  I  had  a  long  afternoon  by  myself  in 
the  library  that  day.  I  went  back,  as  well  as  my  memory 
would  carry  me,  into  the  history  of  the  Mortimers.  Insanity 
was  not  in  our  family. — no  trace  of  it.  We  had  never  been 
very  clever,  but  we  had  been  obstinately  sane  and  sober-minded. 
My  mother's  family  too,  the  Stamfords,  so  far  as  I  know,  were 
all  extremely  steady  people.  It  is  odd  when  one  individual  of 
a  family,  and  no  more,  shows  a  tendency  to  wander  ;  at  sixty, 
too,  all  of  a  sudden,  with  no  possible  reason.  But  who  can 
search  into  the  ways  of  Providence  ?  It  might  perhaps  never 
go  any  further  ;  it  might  be  the  long  silence  of  her  life,  and 
perhaps  long  brooding  over  such  things  as  may  have  happened 
to  her  in  the  course  of  it.  Something  must  have  happened  to 
Sarah  ;  she  was  not  like  me.  She  had  really  lived  her  life,  and 
had  her  own  course  in  the  world.  She  had  known  her  own 
bitterness,  too,  no  doubt,  or  she— she,  the  great  beauty,  the 
heiress, — would  not  have  been  Sarah  Mortimer  sitting  voiceless 
by  the  fireside.  She  had  been  too  silent,  had  too  much  leisure 
to  go  over  her  life.  Her  brain  had  rusted  in  the  quietness ; 
terrors  had  risen  within  her  that  took  form  and  found  an 
execution  for  themselves  whenever,  without  any  warning,  she 
saw  a  strange  face.  This  explained  everything.  I  could  see  it 
quite  clear  with  this  interpretation  ;  and  without  this  nothing 
could  explain  it ;  for  the  young  Italian  looking  for  his  friend, 
the  lady  whom  nobody  had  ever  heard  of,  could  be  nothing  in 
the  world  to  Sarah  Mortimer.  f 

Thinking  over  this,  it  naturally  occurred  to  me  that  it  woulcl 
be  important  to  let  my  poor  sister  know  that  this  innogent 

K 


140  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

young  object  of  her  fears  had  left  the  neighbourhood.  It 
might,  even,  who  knows?  restore  the  balance  to  her  poor  mind. 
I  got  up  from  my  chair  the  moment  I  thought  of  that,  but  did 
not  go  out  of  the  library  quite  so  quickly  as  you  might  have  sup- 
posed, either.  I  was  afraid  of  Sarah's  passions  and  reproaches ; 
I  always  was.  She  had  a  way  of  representing  everybody  else 
as  so  unkind  to  her,  poor  dear  soul,  and  of  making  out  that  she 
was  neglected  and  of  no  consequence.  Though  I  knew  that 
this  was  not  the  case,  I  never  could  help  feeling  uncomfortable. 
Perhaps  if  I  could  only  have  put  myself  in  her  place,  I  might 
have  felt  the  same  ;  but  it  made  me  very  timid  of  starting  any 
subject  before  her  that  she  did  not  like,  even  though  it  might 
be  to  relieve  her  mind. 

I  went  slowly  into  the  drawing-room.  I  thought  most  likely 
little  Sara  was  dressing  upstairs,  and  we  two  would  have  a 
little  time  to  ourselves.  When  I  went  into  the  great  room  it 
was  lying  in  the  twilight,  very  dim  and  shadowy.  The  great 
mirror  looked  like  another  dimmer  world  added  on  to  this  one 
which  was  already  so  dim, — a  world  all  full  of  glimpses  and 
gliding  figures,  and  brightened  up  by  the  gleams  of  the  fire- 
light which  happened  to  be  blazing  very  bright  and  cheerful. 
There  were  no  curtains  closed  nor  blinds  down.  Four  great 
long  windows,  each  let  into  the  opposite  wall  a  long  strip  of 
sky,  the  grass,  and  leafless  trees,  giving  one  a  strange  idea  of 
the  whole  world  outside,  the  world  of  winds,  and  hills,  and 
rivers,  and  foreign  unknown  people.  It  was  not  light  that 
came  in  at  these  windows ;  it  was  a  sort  of  grey  luminous 
darkness,  that  led  our  eyes  up  to  the  sky  and  blurred  every- 
thing underneath.  But  in  the  centre  of  the  room  buried  that 
ruddy  centre  of  fire,  a  light  which  is  quite  by  itself,  and  is  not 
to  be  compared  to  anything  else.  Straight  before  me,  as  I 
stood  at  the  door,  was  Sarah's  screen,  shutting  out  as  much 
light  as  it  could,  and  of  course  concealing  her  entirely  ;  but 
beyond,  full  in  the  ruddy  light  on  the  other  side  of  the  screen, 
with  the  red  fire  reddening  all  over  her  velvet  jacket,  her 
glossy  hair,  and  the  white  round  arms  out  of  those  long  wide 
sleeves,  sat  little  Sara  Cresswell,  on  a  footstool  opposite  her 
godmamma,  and  talking  to  her.  I  cannot  say  Sara  was  in  a 
pretty  attitude.  Young  ladies  now-a-days  are  sadly  careless  in 
their  ways.  She  was  stooping  quite  double,  with  one  of  her 
hands  thrust  into  her  hair,  and  the  fire  scorching  her  com- 
plexion all  to  nothing  ;  and  one  of  the  long,  uncovered  windows, 
with  the  blind  drawn  up  .to  the  very  top,  you  may  be  sure  by 
Sara's  own  wilful  hands,  was  letting  in  the  sky  light  over  her, 


Tlie  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  141 

like  a  very  tall  spirit  with  pale  blue  eyes,  so  chilly,  and  clear, 
and  pale,  that  it  looked  the  oddest  contrast  possible  to  the 
firelight  and  the  little  velvet  kitten  then  in  front  of  it,  all 
scorched  and  reddened  over,  as  you  could  fancy ;  velvet  takes 
on  that  surface  tint  wonderfully.  I  could  see  nothing  of  Sarah 
in  the  shelter  of  her  screen  ;  but  there  sat  the  little  puss  in 
velvet,  straight  before  her,  talking  to  her  as  nobody  else  ever 
ventured  to  talk.  I  have  been  long  telling  you  how  that 
fireside  scene  looked,  just  to  get  my  breath.  I  had  been 
trying  to  work  myself  up  to  the  proper  pitch  to  enter  upon 
that  subject  again  with  my  poor  sister.  But  lo !  here  had  little 
Sara  come  on  her  own  account  and  got  it  all  over.  I  could  see 
at  a  glance  that  there  was  no  more  to  be  said. 

I  came  forward  quietly  and  dropped  into  my  own  seat  without 
saying  anything.  Dear,  dear  !  had  it  been  an  insane,  un- 
reasonable terror,  or  had  it  been  something  real  and  serious 
that  she  knew,  and  she  alone?  Sarah  was  leaning  a  little 
towards  the  fire,  rubbing  the  joints  of  her  fingers,  which  were 
rheumatic,  as  I  have  mentioned  before  ;  but  it  was  not  what 
she  was  doing  that  struck  me  ;  it  was  the  strange  look  of  ease 
and  comfort  that  had  somehow  come  upon  her.  Her  whole 
person  looked  as  if  it  had  relaxed  out  of  some  bondage.  Her 
head  drooped  a  little  in  a  kind  of  easy  languor :  her  muslin 
shawl,  lined  with  pale  blue,  hung  lightly  off  her  shoulders. 
Her  pins  were  laid  down  orderly  and  neat  on  her  basket  with 
the  wools.  Her  very  foot  was  at  ease  on  the  footstool.  How 
was  it  ?  If  it  had  been  incipient  madness,  could  this  grateful 
look  of  rest  have  come  so  easily  ?  Would  the  fever  have  gone 
down  only  at  knowing  he  was  away  ?  Heavens  know  !  I  sat 
all  silent  in  my  own  chair  in  the  shadow,  and  felt  the  water 
moisten  my  old  eyes.  What  she  must  have  gone  through 
before  this  sudden  eas2  could  show  itself  so  clearly  in  every 
limb  and  movement !  What  an  iron  bondage  she  must  have 
been  putting  on  !  What  a  relief  this  was  !  Her  comfort  and 
sudden  relaxation  struck  me  dumb.  I  was  appalled  at  the 
sight  of  it.  My  notion  about  insanity,  dreadful  k>  think  of, 
but  still  natural  and  innocent,  was  shaken  ;  a  restless  uneasi- 
ness of  a  different  description  rose  upon  my  mind.  Could  he 
indeed  be  anything  to  her,  this  young  stranger?  Could  she 
in  her  own  knowledge  have  some  mysterious  burden  which  was 
connected  with  his  coming  or  going  ?  Could  she  have  recof/- 
nised,  instead  of  only  finding  an  insanely  fanciful  destiny  in 
his  strange  face?  Impossible!  That  foreign  life  of  hers,  so 
obscure  and  mysterious  to  me.  wns  of  an  older  period  than  his 


142  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

existence.  He  could  bring  no  gossip,  no  recollections  to  con- 
found her.  At  the  time  of  her  return  he  could  scarcely  have 
been  born.  Thus  I  was  plunged  into  a  perfect  wilderness  of 
amazed  questions  again. 

Whei.  little  Sara  went  off  to  dress, — she  dressed  every 
evening,  though  we  never  saw  anybody, — I  stole  to  the  door- 
after  her,  and  caught  her  little  pink  ear  outside  the  door  in  the 
half-lighted  hall.  She  gave  a  little  shriek  when  I  came 
suddenly  behind  her.  I  believe  she  thought  I  was  angry,  and 
came  to  take  her  punishment  into  my  own  hand. 

"  What  did  you  say  to  your  godmamma,  Sara  ?"  said  I. 

u  Nothing,"  said  the  perverse  child.  Then,  after  a  little 
pause,  "  I  told  her  that  your  Mr.  Luigi  was  gone,  godmamma  ; 
and  that  he  was  a  very  pretty-behaved  young  man  ;  and  asked 
her  who  the  Countess  Sermoneta  was." 

"  You  did?" 

"  Yes ;  but  she  did  not  mind,"  said  Sara.  "  I  am  not  sure  if 
she  heard  me  ;  she  gave  such  a  long  sigh,  half  a  year  long. 
Godmamma  Sarah's  heart  must  be  very  deep  down  if  it  took 
that  to  ease  it ;  and  melted  all  out,  as  if  frost  was  over  some- 
how, and  thaw  had  come." 

u  Ah !  and  what  more  ?"  said  I. 

"Nothing  more,"  cried  the  child.  "Don't  you  think  I 
have  a  little  heart,  godmamma  ?  If  she  felt  it  so,  could  I  go 
poking  at  her  with  that  Countess's  name  ?  Ah  !  you  should 
have  seen  her.  She  thawed  out  as  if  the  sun  was  shining  and 
the  frost  gone." 

"Ah!"  I  cried  again.  It  went  to  my  heart  as  well. 
"  Come  down  and  talk,  little  Sara,"  said  I,  and  so  went  back 
to  the  drawing  room,  where  she  sat  looking  so  eased  a*id 
relieved,. poor  soul,  poor  soul!  I  was  very  miserable.  I  had 
not  the  heart  to  ring  for  lights.  I  sat  down  in  my  chair  with 
all  sorts  of  dismal  thoughts  in  my  heart.  She  did  not  speak 
either.  She  was  rubbing  her  rheumatic  fingers,  and  taking  in 
all  the  warmth  and  comfort.  She  looked  as  if  somehow  she 
had  escaped— good  heavens !  from  what  ? 


The  Last  of  tie  Mo  i  timers.  143 


CHAPTER  IX. 

"VTEXT  day  that  change  upon  Sarah's  whole  appearance 
.Li  continued,  and  throughout  the  whole  week.  She  was 
like  herself  once  more.  Carson  made  no  more  stealthy  ex- 
peditions out  of  doors  before  my  sister  set  out  on  her  drive. 
Sarah  did  not  stir  in  her  chair  and  eye  me  desperately  when 
the  door  opened.  She  even  seemed  to  fall  deaf  again  with 
that  old,  soft,  slight  hardness  of  hearing  which  I  used  to 
suspect  in  her.  There  was  no  pressure  on  her  heart  to  startle 
her  ears. 

While  I  in  the  meantime  tried  my  best  to  think  nothing 
about  it,  tried  to  turn  a  blank  face  towards  what  might 
happen,  and  to  take  the  days  as  they  came.  I  have  not  come 
to  be  fifty  without  having  troubles  in  plenty.  For  the  last 
dozen  years,  to  be  sure,  there  had  been  only  common  embar- 
rassments. The  fewer  people  one  has  to  love,  the  fewer 
pleasures  and  joys  are  possible,  the  less  grow  our  sorrows.  It 
is  cold  comfort,  but  it  is  a  fact  notwithstanding.  Grief  and 
delight  go  hand  in  hand  in  full  lives;  when  we  are  stinted 
down  into  a  corner  both  fall  off.  We  suffer  less,  we  enjoy 
less;  we  suffer  nothing,  we  enjoy  nothing  in  time,  only 
common  pricks  and  vexations,  which  send  no  thrill  to  the 
slumbering  heart.  So  we  had  been  living  for  years;  happy 
enough,  nothing  to  disturb  us ;  or  not  happy  at  ali;  if  you 
choose  to  take  that  view  of  the  subject ;  true  either  way.  Not 
such  a  thing  as  real  emotion  lighting  upon  our  house,  only 
secondary  feelings  ;  no  love  to  speak  of,  but  kindness  ;  no  joy, 
but  occasional  pleasure ;  no  grief,  but  sometimes  regret.  A 
very  composed  life,  which  had  been  broken  in  upon  quite 
suddenly  by  a  bewildering  shadow, — tragic  fear,  doubt, 
alarm, — sudden  mystery  no  ways  explainable,  or  madnesij 
explainable  but  hopeless.  In  this  pause  of  dismay  and  doubt, 
while  the  dark,  unknown,  inexplicable  figure  had  turned 
away  from  the  door  a  little,  it  was  hard  to  turn  from  its 
fascination  and  go  quietly  back  to  that  quiet  life. 

Little  Sara  Cresswtll  came  much  about  me  in  the  library  in 
those  days ;  she  interested  herself  in  my  business  much ;  she 


144  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

tried  to  interfere  with  my  work  and  help  me,  as  the  kitten 
called  it.  All  the  outlays  on  the  estate,  the  works  that  were 
going  on,  the  improvements  I  loved  to  set  a-going — which  did 
not  all  come  to  anything, — and  the  failures,  of  which  to  be 
sTire  there  were  plenty — pleased  the  impatient  creature  mightily. 
I  was  considered  rather  speculative  and  fanciful  among  the 
Cheshire  squires;  they  did  not  approve  of  my  goings  on  ;  they 
thought  me  a  public  nuisance  for  preserving  no  game,  and 
making  a  fuss  about  cottages.  But  I  am  sorry  to  say  little 
Sara  did  not  agree  with  the  squires.  She  thought  my  small 
bits  of  improvements  very  slow  affairs  indeed  ;  she  grew  indig- 
nant at  my  stinginess  and  contracted  ideas.  She  thought  any 
little  1  did  were  just  preliminary  attempts  not  worth  mentioning. 
When  was  I  to  begin  the  work  in  earnest  she  wanted  to  know? 

•'What  work,  Sara?" 

"  What  work  ?  Why,  here  are  you,  godmamma,  an  old 
lady — you  will  never  grow  any  wiser  or  any  better  than  you 
ai'e,1'  cried  the  intolerable  child.  "You  can't  get  any  more 
good  out  of  all  that  belongs  to  the  Park  than  just  your  nice 
little  dinners,  and  teas,  and  the  carriage,  and  the  servants,  and, 
perhaps,  half-a-dozen  dresses  in  the  year, — though  I  do  believe 
three  would  be  nearer  true, — and  to  keep  all  these  farms,  and 
fields,  and  meadows,  and  orchards,  and  things,  all  for  god- 
mamma  Sarah  and  you!  Don't  you  feel  frightened  sometimes 
when  you  wake  up  suddenly  at  night  ?" 

"  You  saucy  little  puss ! — why  ?'"  cried  I. 

"  To  think  of  the  poor,"  said  Sara,  with  a  solemn  look.  She 
held  herself  straight  up,  and  looked  quite  dignified  as  she  turned 
her  reproving  eyes  on  rne.  "Quantities  of  families  without  any 
homes,  quantities  of  little  children  growing  up  worse  than  your 
pigs,  godmamma,  quantities  of  people  starving,  and  living,  and 
crowding,  and  quarrelling  in  black  streets  not  as  broad  as  this 
room,  with  courts  off  from  them,  like  those  horrid,  frightful 
places  in  Liverpool.  While  out  here  you  are  living  in  your  big 
rooms,  in  your  big  house,  with  the  green  park  all  round  and 
r<  und  you,  and  farmers,  and  gardeners,  and  cottagers,  and 
servants,  and  all  sorts  of  people,  working  to  make  you  com- 
fortable ;  with  more  money  than  you  know  what  to  do  with, 
and  everything  belonging  to  yoursdf ,  and  nobody  to  interfere 
with  you.  And  why  have  you  any  right  to  it  more  than 
them  T ' 

Little  Sara's  figure  swelled  out,  and  her  dark  eyes  shone 
bright  as  she  was  speaking.  It  took  away  my  breath.  "  Are 
vou  a  Chartist,  child  ?"  I  cried. 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  115 

*ll  think  I  am  a  Socialist,"  said  Sara,  very  compos  vlly  ; 
'*  but  I  don't  quite  know.  1  think  we  should  all  go  shares.  I 
ha\\-  told  you  so  a  dozen  times,  godrnamma.  Suppose  papa  has 
twelve  hundred  a  year, — 1  do  believe  he  has  a  great  deal  more, 
— isn't  it  dreadful  ?  and  all,  not  out  of  the  ground  like  yours, 
but  from  worrying  people  into  lawsuits  and  getting  them  into 
trouble.  Well,  suppose  it  was  all  divided  among  a  dozen 
families,  a  hundred  a  year.  People  can  live  very  comfortably, 
I  assure  you,  godmamma,  upon  a  hundred  a  year." 

"  Who  told  you,  child  ?"  said  I. 

" The  curate  has  only  eighty,"  said  Sara  ;  "his  wife  dresses 
the  baby  and  makes  all  its  things  herself,  and  they  have  very 
comfortable  little  dinners.  The  window  in  my  old  nursery — • 
the  end  window  you  know — just  overlooks  their  little  parlour. 
They  look  so  snug  and  comfortable  when  the  baby  is  good.  To 
be  sure  it  must  be  a  bore  taking  one's  dinner  with  the  baby  in 
one's  lap;  and  I  am  sure  she  is  always  in  a  fright  about  visitors 
coming.  I  think  it  would  be  quite  delightful  to  give  them  one 
of  papa's  hundreds  a  year." 

"In  addition  to  their  eighty?"  said  L  "Why,  then,  there 
is  an  end  of  going  shares." 

Sara  coughed  and  stammered  for  a  moment  over  this,  quite 
at  fault;  but  not  being  troubled  either  about  logic  or  con- 
sistency, soon  plunged  on  again  as  bold  as  ever. 

"  Whatever  you  say,  godmamma,  people  can  live  quite 
comfortable  on  a  hundred  a  year.  I  have  reckoned  it  all  up  ; 
and  I  don't  see  really  any  reason  why  anybody  should  have 
more.  Only  fancy  what  a  quantity  of  hundreds  a  year  you 
and  godmamma  Sarah  might  distribute  if  you  would.  And, 
instead  of  that,  you  only  build  a  few  cottages  and  give  a  few 
people  work — work  !  as  if  they  had  not  as  good  a  right  as 
anybody  to  their  living.  People  were  not  born  only  to  work, 
and  to  be  miserable,  and  to  die." 

"  People  were  born  to  do  a  great  many  harder  things  than 
you  think  for,  Sara,"  said  I.  "  Do  you  think  I  am  going  to 
argue  with  a  little  velvet  kitten  like  you  ?  I  advise  you  to  try 
your  twelve  families  on  the  twelve  hundreds  a  year.  But 
what  do  you  suppose  you  would  do  if  your  godmamma  and  I , 
having  no  heirs,  left  the  Park  to  you,  and  you  had  your  will, 
and  might  do  what  you  pleased?" 

What  put  this  into  my  head  I  cannot  say ;  but  I  gave  it 
utterance  on  the  spur  of  the  moment.  Sara  stared  at  me  for  a 
moment,  with  her  pretty  mouth  falling  a  little  open  in  astonish- 
ment. Then  she  jumped  up  and  clapped  her  hands.  "Do,  god- 


1-16  The  Last  tf  ilie  Mortimers, 

mamma !"  :;!ie  cried  out,  "  oil  do ;  such  a  glorious  scatter  t 
should  make  !  everybody  should  have  enough,  and  we'd  build 
the  loveliest  little  chapel  in  existence  to  St.  Millicent,  if  there 
is  such  a  saint.  I  have  always  thought  it  would  be  perfectly 
delightful  to  be  a  great  heiress.  Godmamma,  do!" 

To  see  her  all  sparkling  with  delight  and  eagerness  quite 
charmed  me.  Had  she  ever  heard  a  hint  of  being  left  heiress 
to  the  Park,  of  course  she  must  have  looked  wretched  and 
Conscious.  Anybody  would  that  had  thought  of  such  a  great 
acquisition.  Sara  had  not  an  idea  of  that.  She  thought  it  the 
best  fun  possible.  She  clapped  her  hands  and  cried,  u  Do, 
godmamma !"  She  was  as  bold  as  an  innocent  young  iion, 
without  either  guile  or  fear. 

"  It  should  be  tied  down  so  that  you  could  not  part  with  a 
single  acre,  nor  give  away  above  five  pounds  at  a  time," 
said  I. 

"  Ah !"  said  Sara,  thoughtfully  ;  "  I  dare  say  there  would  be 
a  way  of  cheating  you  somehow  though,  godmamma,"  she  said, 
waking  up  again  with  a  touch  of  malice.  "  People  are  ahvayg 
cheated  after  they  are  dead.  1  knew  a  dear  old  lady  that 
would  not  have  her  portrait  taken  for  anybody  but  one  friend 
whom  she  loved  very  much  ;  but,  what  do  you  think?  after sho 
was  gone  they  found  the  wicked  wretch  of  a  photographic  man 
that  kept  the  tiling, — the  negative  they  call  it, — and  printed 
scores  of  portraits,  and  let  everybody  have  one.  I  would  have 
given  my  little  finger  to  have  had  one  ;  but  to  go  and  cheat  her, 
and  baulk  her  after  she  was  dead,  and  all  for  love,  that  is  crnel. 
I  would  rather  go  against  what  you  said  right  out,  godmamma, 
than  go  against  what  I  knew  was  in  your  heart." 

"  Ah,  Sara,  you  don't  know  anything  about  it,"  said  I.  "If 
you  had  a  great  deal  of  money  all  to  yourself,  and  could 
do  anything  you  liked  with  it, — as  heaven  knows  you  may 
have  soon  enough  ! — and  were  just  as  foolish  with  it  as  you 
intend,  how  disgusted  you  would  be  with  your  charity,  to  be 
sure,  after  a  while  !  What  a  little  misanthrope  you  would 
grow!  What  mercenary,  discontented  wretches  you  would 
think  all  the  people!  1  think  I  can  see  you  fancying  how 
much  good  you  are  doing,  and  yet  doing  only  harm  instead. 
Then  that  disagreeable  old  fellow,  experience,  would  take 
you  in  hand.  The  living  are  cheated  as  well  as  the  dead.  We 
are  all  cheated,  and  cheat  ourselves.  Nothing  would  make  me 
go  and  have  my  portrait  taken  ;  but  1  don't  deny  if  I  found 
out  that  people  had  got  it  spontaneously,  and  handed  it  about 
among  themselves  all  for  love,  I  should  not  be  angry.  You 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  147 

are  a  little  goose.  You  don't  know  what  manner  of  spirit  you 
are  of." 

"  It  is  very  easy  talking,  godmamma,"  said  Sara.  "  I  was 
watching  yesterday  when  godmarama  Sarah  went  out  for  her 
drive.  The  groom  and  the  boy  were  hard  at  work  ever  so  long 
with  the  carriage  and  horses  before  it  was  ready.  I  saw  them 
out  of  the  window  of  Alice's  room  while  she  was  mending  my 
dress  for  me.  Then  came  old  Jacob  to  the  door  with  the 
carriage.  Then  came  godmamma  Sarah  leaning  on  Carson's 
arm  to  go  downstairs.  So  there  were  two  great  horses  and  four 
human  creatures, — three  men  and  a  woman, — all  employed  for 
ever  so  long  to  give  one  old  lady  a  half -hour's  drive,  when  a  walk 
would  have  done  her  twenty  times  as  much  good,"  concluded 
the  child  hastily,  under  her  breath. 

**  You  speak  in  a  very  improper  manner  ; — an  old  lady  I 
You  ought  to  have  more  respect  for  your  godmamma,"  said  I, 
indignantly.  "  Your  godmamma  has  nothing  that  is  not  per- 
fectly suitable  to  her  condition  of  life.'' 

"But  godmamma  Sarah  is  an  old  lady,  whether  I  am 
respectful  or  not,"  said  the  girl  stoutly.  "  When  1  see  ladies 
driving  about  I  wonder  at  them.  Two  great  horses  that  could 
fight  or  plough  ;  and  two  great  men  that  might  do  the  same ; 
and  all  occupied  about  one  lady's  drive !  If  I  were  queen  I 
would  do  away  with  drives  !  Ah !  shouldn't  I  like  to  be  Semi- 
ramis,  the  Semiramis  of  the  story,  that  persuaded  the  king  to 
let  her  be  queen  for  a  day,  and  turned  everything  upside  down, 
and  then " 

"  Cut  off  the  king's  head.  Would  you  do  it,  Sara,  after  ho 
had  trusted  you  ?"  said  I. 

Sara  came  to  a  sudden  pause.  "  I  would  not  mind  about 
cutting  off  his  head  ;  but,  to  be  sure,  being  trusted  is  different. 
As  if  it  were  not  a  story,  not  a  word  true !  But  please,  god- 
mamma,"  cried  the  wild  creature,  making  me  a  curtsey,  "  don't 
leave  me  the  Park.  I  don't  want  to  be  trusted,  please.  I  want 
to  have  my  own  way." 

Which  was  the  truest  word  she  ever  said. 


143  The  Last  of  the  l&orii/ner*. 


CHAPTER  X. 

rnllE  days  wore  away  thus  in  talks  with  little  Sara,  and 
I  vague  expeditions  out  of  doors,  a  misty  sort  of  confused 
life.  I  felt  as  one  feels  when  one  knows  of  some  dreadful  storm, 
or  trial,  that  has  passed  over  for  a  little,  only  to  come  again  by 
and  by.  After  seeing  Sarah  show  so  much  feeling  of  one  kind 
and  another, — distress,  anxiety,  and  apprehension  one  day,  and 
comfort  and  relief  another, — I  could  not  bind  myself  with 
the  thought  that  this  could  possibly  pass  off  and  come  to 
nothing.  Such  things  don't  happen  once  and  get  done  with. 
There  was  a  secret  reason  somewhere  working  all  the  same, 
either  in  her  own  mind  alone,  or  in  the  past  and  her  history 
as  well ;  and  one  time  or  other  it  must  make  its  appearance 
again.  Whether  it  was  her  mind  giving  way  ;  and  in  that 
cane  it  did  not  matter  whether  Mr.  Luigi  came  back  or  not, 
for  if  he  did  not  appear,  fancy  would,  doubtless  seize  upon 
some  other ;  or  whether  it  was  some  person  this  young  man 
resembled,  or  some  part  of  her  life  \vhich  she  was  afraid 
to  hear  of  again  which  he  recalled  to  her,  in  any  case  it  was 
sure  to  break  out  some  other  day  ;  and  I  cannot  tell  what 
a  strange  uncomfortable  excitement  it  brought  into  my  life, 
and  how  the  impulse  of  watching  came  upon  me.  Sarah's 
smallest  motions  got  a  meaning  in  my  eyes.  I  could  not 
take  things  easily  as  I  had  used  to  do.  She  had  always, 
of  course,  been  very  important  in  the  house ;  but  she  had 
been  a  kind  of  still  life  for  a  long  time  now.  She  would 
r/ot  be  consulted  about  leases  or  improvements,  or  anything 
done  on  the  estate.  So  long  as  everything  was  very  com- 
fortable and  nice  about  her, — the  fire  just  to  her  liking, 
which  Ellis  managed  to  a  nicety ;  the  cooking  satisfactory ; 
her  wools  nicely  matched,  and  plenty  of  new  patterns ;  her 
screen  just  in  the  proper  position,  protecting  her  from  the 
draught ;  and  the  Times  always  ready  when  she  was  ready 
for  it, — Sarah  got  on,  as  it  appeared,  very  comfortably. 
Despite  all  that,  to  be  sure  she  would  get  angry  sometimes; 
but  I  was  used  to  it,  and  did  not  mind  much.  Only  to  think 
that  a  person,  who  had  either  in  the  past  or  in  her  own  mind 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  149 

something  to  work  her  up  to  such  a  pitch  of  excitement, 
could  live  such  a  life  !  She  seemed  to  have  quite  resumed 
it  now  with  a  strange  kind  of  unreasoning  self -consolation. 
If  it  was  the  Italian  that  disturbed  her,  how  could  she  persuade 
herself  that  he  was  not  coming  back  again?  Her  quiet  falling 
back  into  her  old  way  was  inexplicable  to  me. 

I  seemed  to  myself  to  stand  just  then  in  a  very  strange 
position.  Sarah  on  one  side  of  me  all  shut  up  and  self  secluded, 
with  a  whole  life  all  full  of  strange  incidents,  dazzling,  bril* 
liant,  uuforgotten  years,  actual  things  that  had  happened 
locked  in  her  silent  memory ;  and  little  Sara  on  tiptoe,  ou 
the  other  side,  eager  to  plunge  in  her  own  way  into  the  life  she 
dreamt  of,  but  knew  nothing  about.  All  the  wild  notions  of 
the  little  girl,  ridiculous-wise  opinions,  poor  dear  child,  her 
principles  of  right  and  justice  with  which  she  would  rule  the 
world,  and  all  her  innocent  break-downs  and  failures,  ever  in 
her  fancy,  came  pouring  down  upon  me,  pelting  me  at  all 
times.  And  on  the  other  side  was  my  sister,  content  to  spend 
her  life  in  that  easy-chair,  my  sister  whom  I  knew  nothing 
about,  whose  memory  could  go  out  of  the  Park  drawing-room- 
into  exciting  scenes  and  wonderful  events  which  haJ  neve? 
heard  of.  How  strange  it  was !  I  don't  remember  much  tha\ 
I  did  in  those  days.  I  lived  under  a  confused,  uneajy  cloud, 
ready  enough  to  be  amused  with  Sara's  philosophy.  I  am  not 
sure  that  I  was  not  all  the  more  disposed  t  -.smile  at  and  tease 
the  dear  child,  and  be  amused  by  all  the  new  ideas  she  started, 
for  the  troubled  sensation  in  my  own  mind.  Nothing  could 
have  happened,  I  think,  that  would  have  surprised  me.  Soi.ie- 
times  it  came  into  my  head  whether  my  father  could  uave 
done,  or  tried  to  do,  something  when  he  was  abroad,  to  cut  us 
off  from  the  succession  ;  and  once  I  jumped  bolt  upright  out 
of  my  seat,  thinking — what  if  my  father  had  married  abroad 
and  had  a  son,  and  we  were  living  usurpers,  and  Sarah  knew 
of  it !  How  that  idea  did  set  my  heart  beating  !  If  I  had  not 
been  so  much  frightened  for  her  passions,  I  should  have  gone 
to  her  directly  and  questioned  her.  But  to  be  sure  my  father 
was  not  tlie  man  to  leave  off  his  own  will  for  any  consideration 
about  his  daughters ;  and  would  have  been  only  too  proud  to 
have  had  a  son.  After  thinking,  I  gave  up  that  idea ;  but  my 
heart  went  at  a  gallop  for  hours  after,  and  I  should  not  have 
been  surprised  to  hear  that  anything  had  happened,  or  was 
going  to  happen.  Really,  anything  real  and  actual,  however 
bad,  would  have  been  a  relief  from  the  mystery  which  preyed 
upon  me. 


150  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

"  Papa  is  coming  to  fetch  me,  to-morrow,"  said  Sara  Cresa- 
well,  in  rather  a  discontented  tone.  "  There  is  to  be  some  ridi- 
culous ball,  or  something.  Can  anybody  imagine  anything  so 
absurd  as  asking  people  to  a  ball  when  you  want  to  show  you're 
sorry  to  part  with  them?  and  papa  might  have  known,  if  lie  had 
ever  taken  the  trouble  to  think,  that  1  have  no  dress -" 

"  Sara,  child!  how  many  hundreds  a  year  do  you  give  your 
dressmaker  ?"  said  I. 

"  That  has  nothing  whatever  to  do  with  it,  godmamma," 
said  Sara,  making  a  slightly  confused  pause ;  and  then  resum- 
ing, with  a  defiant  look  into  my  face, — u  if  I  might  give  one 
hundred  a  year  away  out  of  all  papa  has  got,  I  could  live  upon 
one  dress  in  a  year  ;  but  what  is  the  use  of  shillings  and  six- 
pences to  beggars,  or  of  saving  up  a  few  pounds  additional  to 
papa?  I  don't  call  that  any  economy.  If  we  were  living 
according  to  nature,  it  would  be  quite  different ;  then  I  should 
want  no  ball-dresses.  Besides,"  continued  the  refractory  crea- 
ture, "I  don't  want  to  go;  and  if  papa  insists  on  me  going, 
why  shouldn't  I  get  some  pleasure  out  of  it?  Everything  else 
will  be  just  the  same  as  usual,  of  course. — Godmamma,"  ex- 
claimed Sara  suddenly,  with  a  new  thought,  "  will  you  ask 
papa  anything  about  this  business  ?  it  is  not  done  with  yet. 
He  will  come  back,  and  all  will  have  to  be  gone  over  again. 
Will  you  mention  it  to  papa  ?" 

She  had  been  thinking  of  it  too, — she,  thoughtless  as  she 
was,  found  something  in  it  not  of  a  kind  to  die  away  and  be 
passed  over.  1  could  not  mistake,  nor  pretend  to  mistake,  what 
she  meant ;  it  was  to  be  read  in  her  very  eyes. 

"  My  dear,  I  have  told  you  already  that  your  godmamma  can 
have  nothing  whatever  to  do  with  this  young  man,"  said  I,  with 
a  little  irritation ;  "if  she  is  out  of  sorts  it  is  nobody's  business. 
Do  you  fancy  she  could  keep  up  an  acquaintance  with 
an  Italian  countess  for  more  than  twenty  years,  and  I  know 
nothing  of  it  ?  Nonsense !  Some  fancy,  or  some  old  recollec- 
tions, or  something,  had  an  effect  upon  her  just  at  the  moment. 
Speak  to  your  father !  Why,  you  told  me  he  knew  nothing 
about  the  Countess  Sermoneta.  Shall  I  ask  him  to  feel  your 
godmamma's  pulse  and  prescribe  for  her  ?  or  do  you  suppose, 
even  if  he  were  fit  for  that,  your  godmamma  would  allow  it, 
without  feeling  herself  ill?  Your  papa  is  highly  respectable, 
and  has  always  been  much  trusted  by  the  family.  But  there 
are  things  with  which  one's  solicitor  has  nothing  whatever  to 
do ;  there  are  things  which  belong  to  one's  self,  and  to  nobody 
else  in  the  world." 


TJte  Last  of  tlie  Mortimers.  151 

Poor  little  Sara !  I  did  not  mean  to  mortify  the  child  !  She 
<rre\v  crimson  with  pride  and  annoyance.  I  bad  no  intention 
of  reminding  her  that  she  was  only  the  attorney's  daughter; 
but  she  reminded  herself  of  it  on  the  instant,  with  all  the  pride 
of  a  duchess.  She  did  not  say  a  syllable,  the  little  proud  crea- 
ture ;  but  turned  away  with  such  an  air,  her  cheek  burning, 
her  eyes  flashing,  her  little  foot  spurning  the  ground.  She 
went  off  with  a  great  sweep  of  hor  full  skirts,  disturbing  the 
air  to  such  an  extent  that  I  quite  felt  the  breeze  on  my  cheek. 
Perhaps  it  was  just  as  well.  Of  course  there  was  a  differenco 
between  the  Mortimers  and  the  Cresswells.  Because  we  did 
not  stand  on  our  dignity,  people  were  so  ready  to  forget 
what  they  owed  to  us.  It  was  just  as  well  the  spoiled  child 
could  learn,  for  once  in  her  life,  that  it  was  all  of  grace  and 
favour  that  she  was  made  so  much  of  at  the  Park. 

I  made  quite  sure  that  she  went  to  her  own  room  directly,  to 
see  after  the  packing  of  her  things,  with  some  thoughts  of  start- 
ing for  home  at  once,  without  even  waiting  for  her  father. 
However,  when  she  began  to  talk  to  her  little  maid  Alice,  about 
that  ball-dress,  I  daresay  the  other  matter  went  out  of  the 
child's  head.  The  next  that  I  saw  of  her  was  when  she  made  a 
rush  downstairs  to  ask  me  for  postage  stamps,  with  a  letter  in 
her  hand,  all  closed  ready  to  go  off.  She  was  still  pouting  and 
ill-tempered ;  but  she  contrived  to  show  me  the  address  of  the 
letter.  Alas,  poor  dear  Bob  Cresswell !  it  was  to  the  Chester 
milliner,  the  best  one  we  had,  no  doubt  ordering  a  dress  for  the 
ball.  Yet  I  do  believe,  for  all  that,  the  child  could  really  have 
done  what  she  said.  I  believe,  if  some  great  misfortune  had 
happened,  and  her  father  had  lost  all  his  money,  Sara's  first 
impulse  would  have  been. to  clap  her  hands  and  cry,  "Now 
everybody  shall  see !"  Of  course  it  is  very  dreadful  to  lose 
one's  fortune  and  become  poor  and  have  to  work.  But  I  wonder 
are  there  no  other  spoiled  creatures  in  the  world  like  Sara, 
who  have  their  own  ideas  about  such  calamities,  and  think  they 
would  be  the  most  famous  fun  in  the  world '?  Too  much  of  any- 
thing makes  a  revulsion  in  the  mind.  Such  over-indulged, 
capricious,  spoiled  children  have  often  hardy  bold  spirits,  and 
would  be  thankful  for  some  real,  not  sham  necessity.  But,  in 
the  meantime,  she  had  not  the  slightest  idea  of  doing  without 
ter  ball-dress. 


152  Tim  La*t  of  tke  Mortimer* 


CHAPTER  XI. 

MR.  CRESSWELL  came  next  day  accordingly.  T  confess 
the  very  sight  of  him  \v;is  a  sort  of  solace  to  me  in  my 
perplexities ;  that  solid  steady  man,  with  his  sharp  keen  eyes 
and  looks,  as  if  he  knew  everything  going  on  round  about  him. 
To  be  sure,  being  a  lawyer,  he  must  have  pretended  to  know  a 
great  many  more  things  than  he  could  have  any  insight  into. 
{Still,  when  one  is  in  great  doubt,  and  cannot  tell  where  to  turn, 
the  sight  of  one  of  these  precise  men,  with  a  vast  knowledge 
about  other  people,  and  no  affairs  of  their  own  of  any  con- 
sequence, is  a  kind  of  relief  to  one.  Such  men  can  throw  light 
on  quantities  of  things  quite  out  of  their  way.  I  could  not 
help  saying  to  myself,  though  I  had  snubbed  Sara  for  saying 
it,  that  he  might,  perhaps,  have  helped  to  clear  up  this  mystery. 
But,  of  course,  he  was  always  a  last  resort  if  anything  more 
happened.  They  were  to  have  dinner  before  they  went  away, 
and  Mr.  Cresswell  reached  the  Park  by  noon ;  so  there  was 
plenty  of  time  to  tell  him  anything.  He  came  into  the 
dra wing  -room  rubbing  his  hands.  Sarah  had  just  come  down- 
stairs and  taken  her  seat.  She  was  looking  just  as  she  always 
did,  no  tremble  in  her  head  to  speak  of,  her  attention  quite 
taken  up  with  her  wools,  attending  to  what  was  said,  but  with 
no  anxiety  about  it.  When  Mr.  Cresswell  came  in  her  face 
changed  a  little  ;  she  looked  as  if  all'at  once  she  had  thought  of 
something,  and  gave  me  a  sign,  which  I  knew  meant  he  was  to 
come  to  her.  I  brought  him  directly,  not  without  a  great  deal 
of  curiosity.  It  was  a  warm  day  for  the  season  ;  and  just 
immediately  before  the  lire,  where  the  good  man  had  to  sit  to 
listen,  was  not  just  the  most  comfortable  position  in  the  world. 
He  even  contrived  to  make  a  kind  of  appeal  to  me.  Couldn't 
I  hear  what  it  was,  and  tell  him  afterwards  ?  I  took  no  notice ; 
I  confess  it  was  rather  agreeable  to  me  than  otherwise, — to  set 
him  down  there  to  get  roasted  before  the  fire. 

UI  want  to  know  what  you  have  done  about  Richard 
Mortimer,"  said  Sarah  in  her  shrill  whisper;  "  there  has  been 
no  advertisement  in  the  Times  nor  the  Chester  papers.  1 
you  are  not  losing  time  ;  what  have  you  done  ?" 


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It  struck  me  that  Mr.  Cresswell  looked  just  a  little  abashed 
f.nd  put  out  by  this  question  ;  but  it  might  be  the  fire.  He 
put  up  his  hand  to  shelter  his  face,  and  hitched  round  hia 
chair  ;  then  shrugged  his  shoulders  a  little,  insinuating  that  she 
was  making  far  too  much  of  it.  "  My  dear  lady,  advertisements 
are  the  last  resort.  I  hope  to  do  without  any  such  troublesome 
process,"  said  Mr.  Cresswell.  "  All  the  Mortimers  in  England 
will  rouse  up  at  the  sight  of  an  advertisement.  I  should  prefer 
to  take  a  little  time.  Information  is  always  to  be  obtained 
privately  when  one  has  any  clue  at  all." 

"  Then  have  you  obtained  any  private  information  ?"  said 
Sarah,  in  rather  a  sharp  tone.  She  had  no  inclination  to  let 
him  slide  away  till  she  was  quite  satisfied. 

u  Such  things  take  their  time,"  said  Mr.  Cresswell,  devoting 
all  his  attention  to  screening  himself  from  the  fire.  u  How 
you  ladies  can  bear  cooking  yourselves  up  so,  on  this  mild  day, 
I  cannot  understand !  1  can  hear  you  perfectly ,  Miss  Mor- 
timer, thank  you  ;  your  voice  is  as  distinct  as  it  always  was, 
though,  unfortunately  not  the  same  tone.  What  a  voice  your 
sister  used  to  have,  to  be  sure ! — went  through  people's  hearts 
like  a  bell." 

This  was  addressed  to  me,  in  the  idea  of  being  able  to 
wriggle  out  of  the  conversation  altogether.  It  is  my  con- 
viction he  had  not  taken  a  single  step  in  the  matter  of  Richard 
Mortimer  ;  but  if  he  thought  he  could  shake  off  Sarah's 
inquiries  so,  he  deceived  himself.  She  never  was,  all  her  life, 
to  be  turned  from  her  own  way. 

"  It  is  sometime  now  since  we  instructed  you  on  this 
subject,"  said  Sarah.  "  If  you  have  not  made  any  discovery, 
at  least  you  can  tell  us  what  you  are  doing.  Milly,  there, 
like  a  fool,  does  not  care.  She  talks  of  Providence  dropping 
us  an  heir  at  our  door, — a  foundling,  I  suppose,  with  its  name 
on  a  paper  pinned  to  its  frock,"  said  Sarah,  growing  rather 
excited,  and  turning  an  angry  look  on  me. 

To  my  astonishment  Mr.  Cresswell  also  looked  at  me ;  his 
was  a  guilty,  conscious,  inquiring  look.  What  strange 
creatures  we  all  are  !  This  shrewd  lawyer,  far  from  thinking 
that  Sarah's  words  referred  to  any  mysterious  trouble  or 
derangement  in  her  own  mind,  took  them  up,  knowing  his 
own  thoughts,  with  all  the  quickness  of  guilt,  to  refer  to  Sara ! 
He  thought  we  had  probably  had  a  quarrel  about  leaving  her  our 
heiress  ;  that  I  had  stood  up  for  her,  and  Sarah  had  opposed  it. 
So  he  turned  his  eyes  to  me  to  see  if  I  would  make  any  private 
telegraphic  communication  to  him  of  the  state  of  affairs.  And 


154  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

when  he  found  nothing  but  surprise  in  my  eyes,  turned  back  a 
little  disappointed,  but  quite  cool  and  ready  to  stand  to  his 
arms,  though  he  had  failed  of  this  mark. 

"The  truth  is,  there  is  nothing  so  easy  as  finding  an  heir. 
I'll  ensure  you  to  hunt  him  up  from  the  backwoods,  or  China, 
or  anywhere  in  the  world.  There'?  a  fate  connected  with 
heirs,"  said  Mr.  Cresswell,  pleasantly,  "whether  one  wants 
them  or  not  they  turn  up  with  all  their  certificates  in  their 
pocket-books!  Ah!  they're  a  long-lived,  sharp-sighted  race; 
they're  sure  to  hear  somehow  when  they're  wanted.  Don't  be 
afraid — we'll  find  him,  sure  enough.  If  you  had  made  up  your 
minds  to  disown  him,  and  shut  him  out,  he'd  turn  up  all  the 
same." 

u  Milly,"  cried  Sarah  suddenly,  with  her  little  shriek  of 
passion,  all  so  unexpected  and  uncalled  for  that  I  fairly  jumped 
from  the  table  I  was  standing  at,  and  had  nearly  overturned 
her  screen  on  the  top  of  her,  "  what  do  you  mean  by  that 
fixed  look  at  me?  How  dare  you  look  so  at  me?  Did  I 
speak  of  disowning  any  one  ?  Richard  Mortimer,  when  he's 
found,  shall  have  the  park  that  moment,  if  I  lived  a  dozen 
years  after  it.  Nobody  shall  venture,  so  long  as  I  live,  to  cast 
suspicious  looks  at  me  !  " 

1  declare,  freely,  I  was  unconscious  of  looking  at  her  as 
though  I  had  been  a  hundred  miles  away  at  the  moment !  I 
stood  perfectly  still,  gaping  with  consternation  and  amazement. 
Such  an  unwarranted,  unexpected  accusation,  fairly  took  away 
my  breath,  Mr.  Cresswell,  accustomed  to  observe  people,  was 
startled,  and  woke  up  1'rom  those  dreams  of  his  own  which 
clouded  his  eyesight  in  this  particular  case.  He  looked  at  her 
keenly  for  a  moment,  then,  turned  with  a  rapid  question  in 
his  eyes  to  me  ;  he  seemed  to  feel  in  a  moment  there  was 
somehow  some  strange  new  element  in  the  matter.  But,  of 
course,  I  had  no  answer  to  make  to  him,  either  with  voice 
or  eyes. 

"  I  was  not  looking  at  you  at  all,  Sarah,"  faltered  I.  "I 
was  not  looking  at  anything  in  particular.  Nobody  is  going 
to  be  disowned,  that  I  know  of.  Nobody  is  seeking  our 
property,  that  I  know  of,"  I  said  again  involuntarily,  my  eye 
turning  with  a  kind  of  stupid  consciousness,  the  very  fast 
feeling  in  the  world  which  I  wished  or  intended  to  show, 
upon  Mr.  Cresswell,  who  was  quite  watching  my  looks  to  see 
what  this  little  episode  meant. 

He  coloured  up  in  a  moment.  He  stumbled  up  from  his 
ir,  looking  very  much  confused.  He  dared  not  pretend  to 


The  Last  of  tlie  Mortimers.  155 

know  what  I  meant,  nor  show  himself  conscious,  even  that  I 
had  looked  at  him.  He  went  across  the  room  to  the  window, 
looked  out,  and  came  back  again.  It  was  odd  to  see  such  a 
man,  accustomed  and  trained  to  conceal  his  sentiments,  so 
betrayed  into  showing  them.  When  he  sat  down  again  he 
turned  his  face  to  the  fire,  and  almost  his  back  to  me.  Matters 
had  changed.  It  appeared  I  was  not  such  a  safe  confidante  as 
he  had  supposed. 

"You  shall  very  soon  be  satisfied  about  Mr.  Richard 
Mortimer,"  he  said,  looking  into  the  fire.  "Don't  be  afraid  ; 
I  am  on  the  scent ;  you  may  trust  it  to  me.  But,  really,  I 
don't  wonder  to  see  Miss  Milly  take  it  very  reasonably.  What 
do  you  want  with  heirs  yet?  If  I  had  any  thoughts  of  that 
kind,  I  should  put  all  my  powers  in  motion  to  get  that  little 
kitten  of  mine  married.  If  I  leave  her  by  herself  she  will 
throw  away  my  poor  dear  beautiful  dividends  in  handtuls. 
But,  somehow,  the  idea  doesn't  oppress  me  ;  and,  of  course,  I 
am  older  than  any  lady  in  existence  can  be  supposed  to  be. 
I  am " 

"Hold  your  tongue,  Cresswcll,"  cried  Sarah  crossly.  "I 
daresay  we  know  what  each  other's  ages  are.  Attend  to 
business,  please.  I  want  Richard  Mortimer  found,  I  tell  you. 
You  can  tell  him  his  cousin  Sarah  wants  him.  He  will  come, 
however  far  off  he  may  be,  when  he  hears  that.  You  can  put 
it  in  the  papers,  if, you  please." 

Saying  this  Sarah  gave  her  muslin  scarf  a  little  twitch  over 
her  elbow,  and  held,  up  her  head  wiiu  &  Grange  little  vain 
self -satisfied  movement.  Oh,  how  Mr.  Cresswell  did  look  at 
her  !  how  he  chuckled  in  his  secret  soul!  From  what  1  \\;\<\ 
seen  once  before  I  understood  perfectly  well  what  he  meant. 
He  had  once  taken  the  liberty  to  fall  in  love  with  Sarah 
Mortimer  himself  ;  and  now  to  see  the  old  faded  beauty 
putting  on  one  of  her  old  airs,  and  reckoning  on  the  fidelity  of 
a  man  who,  no  doubt — it  was  to  be  hoped,  or  what  was  to 
become  of  our  search  for  heirs  ? — had  married  and  forgotten 
all  about  her  years  ago — tickled  him  beyond  measure.  He 
felt  himself  quite  revenged  when  he  saw  her  self-complacence. 
He  ventured  to  chuckle  at  it  secretly.  I  should  have  liked, 
aboye  all  things,  to  box  his  ears. 

"  Ah  !  to  be  sure ;  I'll  use  all  possible  means  immediately. 
It's  to  be  hoped  he  has  ten  children,"  said  Mr.  Cresswell,  with 
a  very  quiet  private  laugh.  Sarah  did  not  observe  that  he 
was  laughing  at  her.  I  believe  such  an  idea  could  never  have 
entered  her  head.  She  began,  with  an  habitual  motion  she 

' 


156  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

had  got  whenever  she  left  off  knitting,  to  rub  her  fingers  and 
stoop  to  the  fire. 

u  And  I  insist  yon  should  come  and  report  to  us  what  you 
are  doing,"  said  Sarah ;  "  and  never  mind  Milly  ;  see  me.  It 
is  I  who  am  interested.  Milly,  as  I  tell  you,  thinks  Providence 
•will  drop  her  an  heir  at  the  door." 

What  could  she  mean  by  these  spiteful  sneering  sugges- 
tions ?  I  had  thought  no  more  of  heirs  for  many  a  day — never 
since  I  got  involved  in  this  bewildering  business,  which  I 
could  see  no  way  through.  Her  sudden  attack  sent  a  little 
thrill  of  terror  through  me.  /  was  casting  suspicious  looks  at 
her ;  an  heir  was  to  be  dropped  at  our  door  ;  somebody  was 
plotting  against  her  fortune  and  honour.  Good  heavens! 
•what  could  it  mean  but  one  thing  ?  Mad  people  are  always 
watched,  pursued,  persecuted,  thwarted.  I  was  cast  from  one 
guess  to  another,  as  if  from  wave  to  wave  of  a  sea.  I  came 
back  to  that  idea  again ;  and  trembled  in  spite  of  myself  to 
think  of  little  Sara  and  her  father  leaving  us,  and  of  being  left 
alone  to  watch  the  insane  haze  spreading  over  her  mind.  It 
was  sure  to  spread  if  it  was  there. 


CHAPTEE   XII. 

I  WILL  not  undertake  to  say  that  we  were  a  particularly- 
sociable  party  at  dinner  tbat  day.  The  stranger,  Mr. 
Cresswell,  who  might  have  been  supposed  likely  to  give  us  a 
little  news,  and  refresh  us  with  the  air  of  out  of  doors,  was 
constrained  and  uncomfortable  with  the  idea  of  having  been 
found  out.  I  am  sure  it  was  the  last  idea  in  the  world  which  I 
•wanted  to  impress  upon  him.  But  still,  in  spite  of  myself,  1 
had  betrayed  it.  Then  Sara,  without  the  faintest  idea  of  her 
father's  uneasiness,  had  a  strong  remembrance  of  my  unlucky 


Tlie  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  157 

words  on  the  previous  day,  and  was  very  high  and  stately,  by 
way  of  proving  to  me  that  an  attorney's  daughter  could  be 
quite  as  proud  as  a  Mortimer — as  if  I  ever  doubted  it ! — and  a 
great  deal  prouder.  For  really,  when  one  knows  exactly  what 
one's  position  is.,  and  that  nobody  can  change  it,  one  does  not 
stand  upon  one's  defence  for  every  unwary  word.  However, 
BO  it  was  that  we  were  all  a  little  constrained,  and  I  felt  as  one 
generally  feels  after  a  pretty  long  visit,  even  from  a  dear  friend, 
that  to  be  alone  and  have  the  house  to  one's  self  will  just  at 
first  be  a  luxury  in  its  way. 

Not  having  any  free  and  comfortable  subject  to  talk  of,  we 
naturally  fell  to  books,  though  Mr.  Cresswell,  I  believe,  never 
opened  one.  He  wanted  to  know  if  Sara  had  been  reading 
novels  all  day  long,  and  immediately  Sara  turned  to  me  to  ask 
whether  she  might  have  one  home  with  her  which  she  had 
begun  to  read.  Then  there  burst  on  my  mind  an  innocent 
way  of  putting  a  question  to  Mr.  Cresswell  which  I  had  been 
very  anxious  to  ask  without  seeing  any  way  to  do  it. 

u  I  don't  think  you  will  care  for  it  when  you  do  read  it  Sara; 
it  is  all  about  a  poor  boy  who  gets  persuaded  not  to  marry,  and 
breaks  the  poor  creature's  heart  who  is  engaged  to  him,  because 
there  has  been  madness  in  the  family.  High  principle,  you 
know.  I  am  not  quite  so  sure  in  my  own  mind  that  I  don't 
think  him  a  humbug  ;  but  I  suppose  it's  all  very  grand  and 
splendid  to  you  young  people.  Young  persons  should  be 
trained  very  closely  in  their  own  family  history  if  that  is  to  be 
the  way  of  it.  I  hope  there  never  was  a  Cresswell  touched  in 
his  brain,  or,  Sara,  it  would  be  a  bad  prospect  for  you." 

"  Jf  you  suppose  I  should  think  it  a  bad  prospect  to  do  as 
Gilbert  did,  you  are  very  wrong,  godmamma,"  cried  Sara. 
*'  Why  shouldn't  he  have  been  quite  as  happy  one  way  as  the 
other  ?  Do  you  suppose  people  must  be  married  to  be  happy  ? 
it  is  dreadful  to  hear  such  a  thing  from  you  !" 

"  Well,  to  be  sure,  so  it  would  be,"  said  I,  "  if  I  had  said  it. 
I  am  not  unhappy  that  I  know  of,  nor  happy  either.  Oh,  you 
little  velvet  kitten,  how  do  you  know  how  people  get  through 
life?  One  goes  jog- jog,  and  does  not  stop  to  find  out  how  one 
feels.  But  I'd  rather — though  I  daresay  it's  very  bad  philo- 
sophy— have  creatures  like  you  do  things  innocently,  without 
being  too  particular  about  the  results.  Besides,  I  think 
Cheshire  air  is  good  steady  air  for  the  mind, — not  exciting,  you 
know.  I  don't  think  we've  many  mad  people  in  our  county, 
eh,  Mr.  Cresswell  ? — Did  you  ever  hear  of  a  crazy  Mortimer  ?" 
Mr.  Cresswell  looked  up  at  me  a  little  curiously — which,  to 


158  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

be  sure,  not  having  any  command  over  my  face,  or  habit  of 
concealing  what  I  thought,  made  me  look  foolish.  Sarah  lifted 
her  eyes,  too,  with  a  kind  of  smile  which  alarmed  me— a  smile 
of  ridicule  and  superior  knowledge.  Perhaps  1  had  exposed  my 
fears  to  both  of  them  by  that  question.  I  shrank  away  from 
it  immediately,  frightened  at  my  own  rashness.  But  Mr. 
Cresswell  would  not  let  me  off. 

"  I  have  always  heard  that  your  grand-uncle  Lewis  was  very 
peculiar,"  said  Mr.  Cresswell, — "he  that  your  cousin  is  de- 
scended from.  Let  us  hope  it  doesn't  run  in  Mr.  Richard's 
family.  I  suppose  there's  no  reason  to  imagine  that  such  a 
motive  would  prevent  him  from  marrying?"  he  continued, 
rather  spitefully.  "  And  it  was  no  wonder  if  Lewis  Mortimer 
was  a  little  queer.  What  could  you  expect?  he  was  the  second 
son !  an  unprecedented  accident.  The  wonder  is  that  some- 
thing did  not  happen  in  consequence.  Oh  yes,  he  was  soft  a 
little,  was  your  grand-uncle  Lewis;  but  most  likely  it  descended 
to  him  from  his  mother's  side  of  the  house." 

"And  my  father  was  named  after  him!"  cried  I,  with  a 
certain  dismay. 

They  all  laughed,  even  Sarah.  She  kept  her  eyes  on  me  as 
if  searching  through  me  to  find  out  what  I  meant.  She  was 
puzzled  a  little,  I  could  see.  She  saw  it  was  not  a  mere  idle 
question,  and  wanted  to  know  the  meaning.  She  was  not  con- 
scious, thank  heaven  !  and  people  are  dismally  conscious,  as  I 
have  heard,  when  their  brain  is  going.  This  was  a  little  com- 
fort to  me  under  the  unexpected  answer  I  had  got,  for  I 
certainly  never  heard  of  a  crazy  Mortimer  all  my  life. 

"  If  qualities  descended  by  names,  my  little  kitten  would  be 
in  luck,"  said  Mr.  Cresswell.  "But  here  is  a  new  lot  of  officers 
coming,  Miss  Milly ;  what  would  you  recommend  a  poor  man 
to  do?" 

"Papa!"  cried  Sara,  with  blazing  indignation,  "  what  does 
any  one  suppose  the  officers  are  to  me  ?  You  say  so  to  make 
my  own  godrnamma  despise  me,  though  you  know  it  isn't  true! 
I  can  bear  anything  that  is  true.  That  is  why  we  always 
quarrel,  papa  and  I.  He  does  not  mind  what  stories  he  tells, 
and  thinks  it  good  fun.  I  am  not  a  flirt,  nor  never  was — 
never,  even  when  I  was  too  young  to  know  any  better.  No, 
godmamma,  i}0  more  than  you  are  ! — nobody  dares  say  it  of 
me." 

We  were  just  rising  from  table  when  she  made  this 
defence  of  herself.  It  was  not  quite  true.  I  know  she  tor- 
mented that  poor  boy  Wilde  as  if  he  had  been  a  mouse,  the 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers, 

Crttel  Creature ;  and  I  am  perfectly  convinced  that  she  was 
much  disappointed  Mr.  Luigi  did  not  come  to  the  Park,  because 
she  had  precisely  the  same  intentions  with  regard  to  him.  I 
must  allow,  though  I  was  very  fond  of  Sara,  that,  professing  to 
be  mighty  scornful  and  sceptical  as  to  hearts  breaking,  she 
loved  to  try  when  she  had  it  in  her  power.  I  daresay  she  was 
not  conscious  of  her  wicked  arts,  she  used  them  by  instinct ; 
but  it  came  to  much  the  same  thing  in  the  end. 

I  went  out  of  the  room  with  her,  under  pretence  of  seeing1 
that  her  boxes  were  nicely  packed  ;  I  did  not  say  anything 
about  it,  whether  I  thought  her  a  flirt  or  not,  and  she  quieted 
down  immediately,  with  a  perception  that  I  had  something  to 
say.  I  drew  her  into  the  great  window  of  the  hall,  when 
Sarah,  and  immediately  after  her  Mr.  Cresswell, — for,  of  course, 
to  him  our  early  dinner  only  served  as  lunch,  and  no  man 
would  dream  of  sitting  over  his  wine  at  three  o'clock  in  the 
afternoon,  especially  in  a  lady's  house, — had  passed  into  the 
drawing-room.  It  was  a  great  round  bay-window,  at  one  end 
of  the  hall,  where  our  footmen  used  to  lounge  in  my  father's 
time,  when  we  kept  footmen.  It  had  our  escutcheon  in  it,  in 
painted  glass,  and  the  lower  panes  were  obscured,  I  cannot  tell 
why,  unless  because  it  made  them  look  ugly.  The  hall  was 
covered  with  matting,  and  the  fire  had  been  lighted  that  day, 
but  must  have  gone  out,  it  felt  so  cold. 

"  Sara,  I  wish  to  say  to  you — not  that  I  don't  trust  your 
discretion,  my  dear  child ;"  said  I,  "  but  you  might  not  think  I 
cared — don't  say  anything  about  your  godtnanmia,  or  about 
this  Mr.  Luiggi,  dear " 

I  was  quite  prepared  to  see  her  resent  this  caution,  but  [  was 
not  prepared  for  the  burst  of  saucy  laughter  with  which  the 
foolish  little  girl  replied  to  me. 

*'  Oh  dear,  godmamma,  don't  be  so  comical !  it  isn't  Luiggi, 
it's  Luidgi,  that's  how  it  sounds,"  cried  Sara.  "  To  think  of 
any  one  murdering  the  beautiful  Italian  so !  Don't  you  really 
think  it's  a  beautiful  name?" 

"  I  freely  confess  I  never  could  see  any  beauty  in  Italian, 
nor  any  other  outlandish  tongue,"  said  I.  "Luidgi,  be  it,  if 
that's  better.  I  can't  see  how  it  makes  one  morsel  of  difference'; 
but  you  will  remember  what  I  say?" 

44  Luigi  simply  means  Lewis  ;  and  how  should  you  be  pleased 
to  hear  Lewis  mispronounced  ?  You  said  it  was  your  faLher'a 
name,  godmamma,"  said  the  incorrigible  child. 

I  turned  away,  shaking  my  head..  It  was  no  use  saying 
anything  more ;  most  likely  she  would  pay  attention  to  what  I 


160  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

eaid,  though  she  was  so  aggravating ;  oh,  but  she  was  contrairy 
Never  man  spoke  a  truer  word.  Nevertheless,  as  she  stood 
there  in  her  velvet  jacket,  with  her  close-cropped  pretty  curls, 
and  her  eyes  sparkling  with  laughter,  I  could  not  help  admiring 
her  myself.  I  don't  mind  saying  I  am  very  inconsistent.  A 
little  while  before,  I  had  been  thinking  4t  would  be  rather 
pleasant  to  have  the  house  quiet  and  to  ourselves.  Now,  I 
could  not  help  thinking  what  a  gap  it  would  leave  when  she 
was  gone.  Then  the  child,  who  at  home  was  led  into  every 
kind  of  amusement  (to  be  sure  procurable,  in  Cheshire,  must  be 
added  to  this),  had  been  so  contented,  after  all,  to  live  with 
two  old  women,  •whom  nobody  came  to  see,  except  now  and 
then  in  a  morning  call ;  and  though  she  was  so  wicked,  and 
provoking,  and  careless,  she  was  at  the  same  time  so  good  and 
clever  (when  she  pleased)  and  captivating.  One  could  have 
put  her  in  the  corner,  and  kissed  her  the  next  moment.  .  As 
she  stood  there  in  the  light  of  the  great  window,  I,  who  had 
left  her,  shaking  my  head,  and  reflecting  how  contrairy  she 
was,  went  back  to  kiss  her,  though  I  gave  her  a  little  shake  as 
well.  That  is  how  one  always  feels  to  these  creatures,  half- 
and-half  ;  ready  to  punish  them  and  to  pet  them  all  at  once. 

However,  after  a  while  (though  it  was  no  easy  matter 
getting  Sara's  trunks  on  the  carriage — I  wonder  Mr.  Cresswell 
ventured  on  it,  for  his  poor  horse's  sake),  they  went  away ;  and 
feeling  just  a  little  dull  after  they  were  gone,  and  as  it  was  just 
that  good-for-nothing  time,  which  is  the  worst  of  an  early 
dinner,  the  interval  between  dinner  and  tea,  I  set  out  for  a 
walk  down  to  the  village.  It  was  Sarah's  day  for  her  drive, 
and  she  passed  me  on  the  road,  and  kissed  her  hand  to  me  out 
of  the  carriage  window.  No  blinds  down  now ;  the  horses 
going  at  their  steady  pace,  rather  slowly  than  otherwise, 
wheeling  along  through  the  soft  hedgerows  which  began  to 
have  some  buds  on  them.  I  wonder  what  Jacob  thought  of  it ; 
I  wonder  what  Williams  at  the  lodge  had  to  say  on  the  subject. 
Such  a  strange  unreasonable  change  1 


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CHAPTER  XHI. 

I  CALLED  at  a  good  many  houses  in  the  village.  I  am 
thankful  to  say  1  have  rarely  found  myself  unwelcome,  to 
the  best  sort  of  people  at  least.  Most  of  us  have  known  eacli 
other  so  long,  and  have  such  a  long  stretch  of  memory  to  1,0 
back  upon  together,  that  we  belong  to  each  other  in  a  way. 
As  for  the  scapegraces,  they  are  a  little  frightened  of  me,  I 
confess.  They  say,  Miss  Milly  comes  a-worriting,  when  I 
speak  ucy  mind  to  them.  I  can't  say  the  men  reverence  me, 
nor  the  women  bless  my  influence,  as  I  read  they  do  with 
some  ladies  in  some  of  Miss  Kate  Roberts'  books.  But  we  are 
good  friends  on  the  whole.  When  the  men  have  been  drinking, 
and  spent  all  their  wages,  or  saucy,  and  put  out  of  their  place, 
then  they  try  their  best  to  deceive  me,  to  be  sure  ;  but  I  know 
all  their  little  contrivances  pretty  well  by  this  time.  They 
don't  mean  much  harm  after  all,  only  to  persuade  one  that 
things  are  not  so  bad  as  they  look. 

After  I  had  given  a  glance  into  the  shop  where  I  saw  Mr. 
Luigi's  fat  servant, — I  only  saw  him  once,  but  yet  the  place 
seemed  full  of  that  fat,  funny,  good-humoured,  outlandish 
figure,  with  his  bows  and  smiles,  and  loquacious  foreign 
speech,  that  poor  Mrs.  Taylor  commiserated  so  deeply — I 
stepped  across  to  the  rectory  to  make  a  call  there.  The 
poor  young  shopkeeper,  who  had  a  night-class  for  the  men 
and  grown  lads,  and  was  really  an  intelligent,  well-meaning 
young  man,  had  been  confiding  his  troubles  to  me.  They 
did  not  care  a  bit  about  learning ;  they  did  not  even  want  to 
read.  When  they  did  read  it  was  the  most  foolish  books  I 
Poor  young  Taylor's  heart  was  breaking  over  their  stupidity. 
And  then,  to  keep  a  shop,  even  a  bookshop,  hurt  his  "  feel- 
ings," poor  lad.  He  had  been  brought  up  for  a  teacher's 
profession,  he  said — he  even  had  some  experience  in  "  tuition." 
He  had  thought  he  could  make  a  home  for  his  mother 
and  his  little  sister;  and  now  Dr.  Appleby  was  grumbling 
that  he  did  not  succeed,  and  thought  it  his  own  faulty 
Poor  young  fellow !  to  be  sure,  he  should  have  gone  stplidl" 
through  with  it,  and  had  no  business  to  have  any  "  feelings.! 


162  Th*  Lad  of  the  Mortimers. 

But,  yoit  see,  people  will  be  foolish  in  every  condition  of 
life. 

So  I  stepped  across  the  road  to  call  on  Miss  Kate,  thinking 
of  him  all  the  way  ;  thinking  of  him  and  that  unknown  young 
Italian,  only  once  seen,  whom  the  apparition  of  the  fat  servant 
in  Taylor's  shop  somehow  connected  with  the  young  shop- 
keeper. How  Mr.  Luigi  had  forced  himself  into  all  my 
thoughts !  and  yet  the  only  one  fact  i  knew  about  him  was, 
that  he  was  looking  for  an  apocryphal  lady  whom  nobody  ever 
heard  of  !  Should  I  have  thought  no  more  about  him  but  for 
Sarah's  mysterious  agitation  ?  i  really  cannot  tell.  Again  and 
again  his  voice  came  back  to  me,  independent  of  Sarah.  Whose 
voice  was  it  ?  Where  had  he  got  that  hereditary  tone  ? 

Miss  Kate  was  in,  for  a  great  wonder.  She  was  wonder- 
fully active  in  the  parish.  She  was  far  more  the  rector,  except 
in  the  pulpit,  than  good  Dr.  Roberts  was.  I  am  sure  he  was 
very  fortunate  to  have  such  an  active  sister.  I  don't  think 
anything  ever  happened,  within  a  space  of  three  or  four  miles 
round  the  village,  that  Miss  Kate  was  not  at  the  bottom  of  it. 
Of  course  I  expected  to  hear  everything  over  again  that  DP. 
Roberts  had  told  us  about  Mr.  Luigi.  But,  so  long  as  Sarah 
was  not  present,  I  could  take  that  quite  easily.  Indeed,  I 
wished  so  much  to  know  more  of  this  stranger,  somehow,  that 
I  really  felt  I  should  be  glad  to  hear  all  that  they  had  to  say. 

"  I  was  indeed  very  much  interested  in  the  young  man," 
said  Miss  Kate,  starting  the  subject  almost  immediately,  as  I 
expected.  u  I  think  great  efforts  should  be  made  to  lay  hold 
of  every  one  that  comes  out  of  his  poor  benighted  country.  I 
said  so  to  the  Doctor ;  but  the  Doctor's  views,  you  know,  are 
very  charitable.  Mr.  Hubert,  however,  quite  agreed  with  me. 
I  asked  him  to  come  .back  when  he  came  to  this  part  of  the 
country  again,  and  said  I  should  be  very  glad  to  have  some 
serious  conversation  with  him.  He  stared,  but  he  was  very 
polite  ;  only,  poor  young  man,  his  thoughts  are  all  upon  this 
lady.  I  have  no  doubt  he  thought  it  was  that  business  I 
wanted  to  talk  to  him  about." 

"  But  I  suppose,  like  Dr.  Roberts,  you  can  throw  no  light 
upon  her ;  who  she  is,  or  where  she  is  ?"  said  I.  "  It  is  strange 
he  should  seem  so  positive  she  was  here,  and  yet  nobody 
remembers  her.  For  my  own  part,  if  I  hail  once  heard  it,  I 
am  sure  I  should  never  have  forgotten  that  name.  I  have  a 
wondeiful  memory  for  names." 

"Very  strange  no  doubt,"  said  Miss  Kate,  with  a  little 
cough.  "And  then,  that  man  of  his.  Alas,  what  an  im- 


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prisoned  soul !  To  think  he  should  be  in  the  very  midst  of 
light  and  faithful  preaching,  and  yet  not  be  able  to  derive  any 
benefit  from  it !  I  never  regretted  more  deeply  not  having 
kept  up  my  own  Italian  studies.  And  poor  Mr.  Hubert — but 
you  would  hear  all  about  that ;  the  Doctor  does  so  delight  in 
an  amusing  story.  They  could  not  understand  each  other  in 
the  very  least,  you  know.  Ah,  what  a  matter  it  would  be  to 
get  hold  of  that  poor  Domenico — that's  his  name.  Why,  he 
might  be  quite  an  apostle  among  his  countrymen,  when  he  got 
back.  But  nothing  Cc>n  be  done  till  he  can  be  taught  English, 
or  some  agency  can  be  found  out  in  Italian.  I  can't  tell  you 
how  much  interest  I  feel  in  these  poor  darkened  creatures.  And 
to  think  they  should  be  in  the  midst  of  the  light,  and  no  possi- 
bility of  bringing  them  under  its  influence !  I  don't  speak  of 
the  master,  of  course,  who  knows  English  very  well ;  but  I  am 
not  one  that  am  a  respecter  of  persons, — the  servant  is  quite  as 
much,  if  not  more,  interesting  to  me." 

"  If  they  stay  long  I  daresay  he'll  learn  English,"  I  sug- 
gested modestly  ;  "  but  it  will  be  a  sad  pity  if  the  poor  gentle- 
man has  come  so  far  to  seek  out  this  lady,  and  can't  find  any 
trace  of  her.  I  promised  him  to  do  all  I  could  to  find  out 
for  him  ;  but  nobody  seems  ever  to  have  heard  of  her.  It 
•will  be  a  thousand  pities  if  he  has  all  his  trouble  for  no 
end." 

"Ah,  Miss  Milly!  let  us  hope  he  may  acquire  something 
else  that  will  far  more  than  repay  him,"  said  Miss  Kate ; 
44  disappointments  are  often  great  blessings  in  directing  one's 
mind  away  from  worldly  things.  We  were  all  very  much 
interested  in  him,  I  assure  you.  Mr.  Hubert  promised  to 
write  to  a  friend  of  his  in  Chester  to  ask  if  he  could  give  him 
any  assistance.  If  it  were  only  for  the  sake  of  that  strange 
resemblance, — the  Doctor  would  tell  you,  of  course,  the  re- 
semblance which  struck  both  him  and  myself  ?" 

44  No,"  cried  I ;  u  did  you  find  out  anybody  he  was  like?  I 
only  saw  him  in  the  dark,  and  could  not  make  out  his  face  ;  but 
his  voice  has  haunted  me  ever  since.  I  was  sure  I  knew  the 
voice." 

"  1  wonder  the  Doctor  did  not  mention  it,"  said  Miss  Kate, 
with  a  little  importance.  "  The  truth  is,  it  struck  us  both  a 
good  deal ;  a  resemblance  to  your  family,  Miss  Milly." 

I  don't  know  whether  I  was  most  disposed  to  sink  down  upon 
my  chair  or  start  up  from  it  with  a  cry ;  I  did  neither,  however. 

44  To  my  family  V"  I  gasped  out. 

44  Yes ;   it  was  very  singular,"  said  Miss  Kate ;   "  I  daresay, 


164  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

of  course,  it  was  only  one  of  those  accidental  likenesses.  I  re- 
member being  once  thought  very  like  your  sister.  How  strange 
you  should  think  you  knew  his  voice  !  You  have  some  relations 
in  Italy,  perhaps  V" 

u  Not  that  1  know  of,"  said  I,  feeling  very  faint.  I  cannot 
tell  what  I  was  afraid  of ;  but  1  felt  myself  trembling  and 
shaken  ;  and  1  durst  not  get  up  and  go  out  either,  or  Miss  Kate 
would  have  had  it  all  over  the  parish  before  night,  that  some- 
thing had  gone  wrong  at  the  Park. 

But  I  don't  remember  another  word  she  said.  I  kept  my 
seat,  and  answered  her  till  I  thought  I  might  reasonably  be 
supposed  to  have  stayed  long  enough.  Then  I  left  the  rectory, 
my  mind  in  the  strangest  agitation.  That  this  stranger,  who 
had  driven  Sarah  half  mad,  should  be  like  our  family  ;  what  a 
bewildering,  extraordinary  thing  to  think  of!  But  stranger 
still,  at  this  moment,  when  I  had  just  heard  such  a  wonderful 
aggravation  of  my  perplexity — that  voice  of  his  which  had 
haunted  me  so  long,  and  which  I  felt  sure  I  could  identify  at 
once,  if  the  person  it  once  belonged  to  was  named  to  me, 
vanished  entirely  from  my  mind  as  if  by  some  conjuring  trick. 
It  was  extraordinary — it  looked  almost  supernatural.  I  could 
no  more  recall  that  tone,  which  I  had  recalled  with  perfect 
freshness  and  ease  when  I  entered  the  rectory  garden,  than  I 
could  clear  up  the  extraordinary  puzzle  thus  gathering  closer 
and  closer  round  all  my  thoughts. 

In  this  state  of  mind  I  hurried  home,  feeling  really  as  if 
there  must  be  someting  supernatural  in  the  whole  business, 
and  too  much  startled  to  ask  any  definite  questions  of  myself. 
When  I  had  reached  the  house,  and  was  going  upstairs,  I  met 
one  of  the  maids  coming  down,  who  had  been  upon  some 
errand  into  Sarah's  room.  This  careless  girl  had  left — a 
thing  never  even  seen  when  my  sister  happened  to  be  out  for 
her  drives— the  room-door  open.  Before  I  knew  what  I  was 
doing,  I  had  stepped  inside.  I  can't  tell  what  I  wanted — 
whether  to  speak  with  Sarah  or  to  spy  upon  her,  or  to  listen 
at  her  door.  Carson  and  she  were  in  the  dressing-room,  I 
could  hear.  And  now  I  will  tell  you  what  I  did.  I  don't 
think  I  was  responsible  for  my  actions  at  that  moment ;  but 
whether  or  not,  this  is  what  I  did.  I  stepped  forward 
stealthily,  stooped  down  to  the  keyhole,  and  listened  at  the 
door! 

There !  I  have  said  it  out.  Nobody  else  knows  it  to  this 
day.  I,  who  called  myself  an  honourable  person,  listened  at 
pay  sister's  door.  For  the  first  five  minutes  I  was  so  agitated 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  165 

by  my  strange  position  that,  of  course,  I  did  not  hear  a  word 
they  said.  But  after  a  little  I  began  to  hear  indistinctly  that 
they  were  talking  of  some  letter  that  had  better  be  burned — 
that  Carson  was  speaking  in  a  kind  of  pleading  tone,  and 
Sarah  very  harsh  and  hard,  her  words  easier  to  be  distinguished 
in  that  hissing  whisper  of  hers  than  if  she  had  spoken  in  the 
clearest  voice  imaginable.  I  can't  say  I  was  much  the  better 
for  the  conversation,  till  at  last,  just  as  I  was  going  away, 
came  this,  which  made  my  heart  beat  so  loud  that  I  thought  it 
must  be  heard  inside  that  closed  mysterious  door  : 

"And  to  think  they  should  have  called  him  Lewis,  too; 
though  the  English  is  a  deal  the  prettiest.  Ah,  ina'am,"  cried 
Carson,  with  a  little  stifled  sob,  "it  showed  love  in  the 
heart !" 

"Yes,  for  the  Park,"  said  Sarah,  in  her  whisper.  I  dared 
not  stay  a  moment  longer,  for  I  heard  them  both  advancing  to 
the  door.  I  fled  to  my  own  room,  and  dropped  down  there  on 
my  sofa  stupified.  My  head  ached  as  if  it  would  buist.  My 
heart  thumped  and  beat  as  if  it  would  leap  out  of  my  bosom 
Lewis !  my  father's  name — and,  good  heaven  1 — the  voice  I 
What  did  it — what  coutf  it  meauV 


166  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 


PART    IV. 

THE   LIEUTENANT'S   WIFE. 
(Continued.) 

CHAPTER   I. 

WHAT  a  strange  little  quaint  place  Chester  is!  I  thought 
I  should  never  have  been  tired  walking  along  those 
ramparts,  looking  over  the  soft  green  slopes,  and  up  to  the 
blue  hills  in  the  distance,  and  down  here  and  there  upon  the 
grey  old  churches  and  the  quiet  busy  little  town  ;  but  at  first 
we  had  our  lodgings  "to  look  for,  which  was  a  much  more 
serious  matter.  I  had  made  up  my  mind  from  the  very  first 
not  to  expect  to  be  called  upon,  nor  to  go  into  society ;  or 
rather  I  had  set  my  face  against  any  chance  of  it,  knowing 
always  that  we  could  not  do  it  on  the  little  money  we  had. 
But  now  I  found  out  that  Harry  was  not  content  with  this. 
He  was  very  anxious  to  have  better  lodgings,  where  ladies 
could  come  to  see  me.  I  should  say  dearer  lodgings,  for  better 
than  Mrs.  Saltoun's  we  could  not  have  had.  He  wanted  me  to 
have  quite  a  drawing-room  instead  of  our  nice,  cosy,  old- 
fashioned  parlour,  which  was  good  for  everything;  and  then 
to  think  people  might  be  asking  us  to  dinner,  and  how  many- 
embarrassments  and  troubles  we  might  meet  with  !  For  it  is 
embarrassing  to  be  asked  out,  and  to  be  obliged  to  let  the 
people  suppose  you  are  sulky,  and  ill-tempered,  and  won't  go  ; 
or  else  to  invent  excuses  which,  besides  being  sinful,  are 
always  sure  to  be  found  out ;  when  the  real  reason  is  simply 


The  Last  of  tlie  Mortimers.  IS7 

that  one  has  not  a  dress,  and  cannot  afford  to  get  one  just 
then.  The  other  ladies  in  the  regiment  might  wonder  what 
sort  of  person  I  could  be,  and  tell  each  other  that  poor  young 
Langham  had  married  some  poor  girl,  and  been  very  foolish. 
It  was  exactly  true — so  he  had ;  and  as  I  can't  say  1  had  any 
idea  that  he  could  be  ashamed  of  me,  I  took  it  all  very  quietly. 
So  long  as  we  were  happy,  and  could  afford  to  live  in  our  own 
way,  1  did  not  rnind ;  but  now  Harry  had  got  discontented, 
somehow  or  other.  He  was  quite  in  a  fuss  to  think  that  I  was 
not  received  as  I  ought  to  be,  and  a  great  many  more  things 
like  that — perhaps  somebody  had  said  something  to  him,  as  if 
he  were  supposed  to  be  ashamed  of  me— at  all  events  he  had 
changed  his  mind  from  our  first  plan  ;  and  though  I  felt  quite 
convinced  my  way  was  the  wisest,  I  had  to  change  it  as  before. 
Anything  was  better  than  having  him  uncomfortable  and  dis- 
contented. I  supported  myself  with  Mrs.  Saltouii's  opinion , 
and  went  with  resignation  to  look  at  all  those  expensive 
lodgings. 

The  people  seemed  all  to  guess  that  we  belonged  to  the  new 
regiment ;  and  some  of  them  were  quite  great  ladies,  and  quite 
enlightened  me  as  to  what  we  should  require.  For  most  of  the 
day  I  was  in  a  perfect  panic  ;  every  place  seeming  dearer  than 
another.  When  we  went  into  those  expensive  rooms  I  always 
found  out  something  that  it  was  quite  impossible  for  me  to 
tolerate  (quite  independent,  of  course,  you  know,  of  any  question 
of  price  !)  till  Harry  quite  fretted  at  my  fastidiousness.  At  last 
we  did  find  a  place  that  suited  me.  It  was  no  great  thing  in  point 
of  situation.  It  was  a  first  floor,  a  front  and  back  drawing-room. 
I  believe,  candidly,  that  the  back  room  was  about  as  big  as 
Mrs.  Saltoun's  good  substantial  old  dining-table,  which  we  used 
to  have  in  our  sitting-room  in  Edinburgh;  but  then  there  were 
folding-doors ;  and  the  front  drawing-room  was  decorated  and 
ornamented  to  such  a  pitch  that  one  was  quite  afraid  to  sit 
down  in  any  of  the  chairs.  When  I  heard  what  the  rent  was, 
I  was  charmed  with  the  rooms.  Harry  could  not  understand 
my  enthusiasm.  I  found  it  the  handiest  place  in  the  world  ; — • 
and  then  it  showed  such  discrimination  in  the  landlady  to  ask  so 
moderate  a  rent.  "We  fetched  Lizzie  and  baby  from  the  inn 
directly,  and  dismissed  Harry  to  look  at  the  town.  And  really, 
when  we  got  a  little  settled,  it  was  not  so  uncomfortable ; 
though,  to  be  sure,  to  give  up  the  sizeable  room  for  company 
(and  they  never  came  !),  and  to  live  in  that  little  box  behind 
was  very  foolish,  as  I  always  thought.  However,  when,  I 
pbove  and  Lizzy  below,  we  had  investigated  the  house,  an<J 


168  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

when  the  landlady  was  made  to  comprehend,  with  difficulty, 
that  our  washing  was  done  at  home,  and  that  her  toleration  of 
these  processes  was  needful,  and  when  her  wonder  and  the 
first  shock  to  her  system  conveyed  in  this  piece  of  intelligence 
was  over,  things  looked  tolerably  promising.  The  worst  was, 
we  had  no  view  ;  no  view  whatever  except  the  bit  of  garden 
plot  before  the  house,  filled  with  dusty  evergreens,  and  the 
corner  of  a  street  which  led  to  the  railway  station.  The  cabs 
and  people,  going  to  and  from  the  trains,  made  the  only 
variety  in  the  prospect ;  and  anybody  will  allow  that  was 
sadly  different  from  windows  which  looked  sidelong  over 
the  corner  of  Bruntsfield  Links,  upon  the  Castle,  and  the 
Crags,  and  Arthur's  Seat.  However,  what  I  had  to  think  of, 
in  the  meantime,  was  how  to  live  without  getting  into  debt ; 
for,  of  course,  people  like  us,  with  just  so  much  money  coming 
in  (and  oh,  how  very,  very  little  it  was !),  had  neither  any 
excuse  nor  any  way  of  saving  themselves  if  once  they  ventured 
into  debt. 

Thus  we  got  established  in  our  new  quarters ;  and  many  a 
long  ramble  I  took  with  Harry  along  those  strange  superan- 
nuated walls. — To  think  how  they  once  stood  up  desperate,  in 
defence,  round  the  brave  little  town!  to  think  of  the  wild 
'Welsh  raging  outside  on  that  tranquil  turf,  where  the  races  were 
now-a-days ;  to  think  of  those  secure  streets  down  there,  that 
lengthened  themselves  out  presumptuously  beyond  the  ramparts, 
and  even  cut  passages  through  them,  once  cowering  in  alarm 
below  their  shadow !  The  place  quite  captivated  me ;  and 
then  the  streets  themselves,  the  strange  dark  covered  pathways, 
steps  up  from  the  street,  with  the  shops  lurking  in  their 
shadow  1  like  some  of  the  German  towns,  Harry  told  me. 
Looking  into  them  from  the  street,  and  seeing  the  stream  of 
passengers  coming  and  goimg,  through  the  openings  and  heavy 
wooden  beams  of  the  railing ;  or  looking  out  of  one  of  those 
openings  upon  a  kind  of  street-scenes  and  life  that  had  nothing 
in ,  the  world  to  do  with  the  strange  old-world  arcade,  from 
which  one  looked  out  as  from  a  balcony,  was  as  good  as  reading 
a  book  about  ancient  times.  It  was  not  like  my  dear  Edin- 
burgh, to  be  sure,  but  it  was  very  captivating ;  and  Harry  and 
i  enjoyed  exploring  together.  It  was  all  new  and  fresh  to 
us — and  it  was  spring ;  and  when  you  have  nothing  to  trouble 
you  much,  it  is  delightful  to  see  new  places,  and  get  new 
pictures  into  the  mind.  Chester  was  quite  as  novel,  and  fresh, 
and  captivating,  though  it  was  only  in  our  own  country,  as 
that  German  Munich  which  Harry  told  me  of — Harry  had 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  169 

been  a  great  traveller  before  he  joined,  while  his  father  was  so 
long  ill — could  have  been. 

Lizzie,  however,  was  not  nearly  so  much  at  her  ease  as  I  was. 
When  she  felt  herself  laughed  at,  and  looked  at,  and  misunder- 
stood, Lizzie  fell  back  into  her  chronic  state  of  awkwardness. 
Her  national  pride  was  driven  to  enthusiasm  by  her  contact 
with  "thae  English."  Lizzie  entertained  a  steady  disbelief 
that  the  tongue  in  which  she  heard  everybody  speak — which 
was  far  enough  from  being  a  refined  one,  however, — was  their 
native  and  natural  speech.  "  They  were  a'  speaking  grand  for 
a  purpose  o'  their  ain,  to  make  folk  believe  they  were  lords  and 
leddies,"  Lizzie  said;  and  with  a  still  higher  pitch  of  indig- 
nation, "  Mem,  you  aye  understood  me,  though  you're  an 
English  leddy  ;  and  think  o'  the  like  o1  them  setting  up  no'  to 
understand  what  your  lass  means  when  she's  speaking!  1 
dinna  understand  them,  I'm  sure, — no  half  a  dozen  words.  To 
hear  that  clippit  English,  and  the  sharp  tongues  they  have, 
deaves  me.  The  very  weans  in  the  street  they've  nae  innocence 
i%  them.  They're  a'  making  a  fashion  of  speaking  as  fine  as 
you." 

•'Never  mind,  Lizzie;  you'll  soon  get  accustomed  to  them, 
and  make  friends,"  said  I,  with  an  attempt  at  consolation. 

"Friends!  I  never  had  anybody  belonging  to  me  but  a 
faither,"  said  Lizzie,  who  understood  relations  to  be  signified 
by  that  word  :  "  but  I'm  no  heeding  now ;  and  I'll  soon  learn 
to  nip  the  ends  off  the  words  like  the  rest  o'  them.  There's  a 
grand  green  for  drying,  that  Mrs.  Goldsworthy  calls  the  back 
ga'den  ;  and,  if  you'll  no'  be  angry,  I  can  do  the  ironing  grand 
mysel'." 

"  You  !  but  I  dare  not  trust  you,  Lizzie,"  said  I,  shaking  my 
head.  "Mr.  Langham  would  find  it  out — I  mean  he  would 
find  me  out — if  they  were  not  quite  so  well  done ;  and  you 
don't  consider  what  quantities  of  things  you  will  have  to  do — 
to  keep  the  drawing-room  nice,  and  get  tea  and  breakfast,  and 
wash,  and  I  don't  know  what ;  and  yet  always  to  be  tidy,  and 
keep  baby  all  day  long.  You  don't  know  what  you  have  on 
your  hands  already,  you  unlucky  girl." 

"  Eh,  I'm  glad !"  cried  Lizzie,  clapping  her  hands  together 
with  fervour ;  and  her  brown  eyes  sparkled,  and  her  uncouth 
figure  grew  steady  with  the  delight  of  conscious  energy  and 
power.  If  she  had  been  eighteen  she  would  not  have  been  so 
simple-minded.  Never  anybody  was  so  fortunate  as  I  had 
been  in  my  little  maid. 


170  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 


CHAPTER  IL 

"TTERY  soon  we  began  to  get  interested  in  the  people  round 
V  about  us  ;  for  we  were  not  here,  as  we  had  been  in  Mrs. 
Saltoun's  little  house,  the  only  strangers.  By  means  of  Lizzie, 
who  was  much  annoyed  at  the  discovery,  I  found  out  that  the 
house  was  quite  full  of  lodgers.  On  the  ground  floor  there  was 
a  foreign  gentleman  and  his  servant.  The  gentleman  was 
absent  at  first ;  but  the  man,  a  very  fat,  good-humoured- 
looking  fellow,  who  adopted  us  all  into  his  friendship  imme- 
diately, and  expanded  into  smiles  through  the  railings  of  the 
stair  when  any  of  us  went  up  or  down,  was  in  full  possession. 
The  way  that  Lizzie  avoided  this  smiling  ogre,  and  the  way  in 
which  he  appreciated  her  panic,  and  was  amused  by  it,  and 
conciliated  and  coaxed  her,  was  the  most  amusing  thing  I  ever 
saw.  And  the  way  he  opened  the  door  for  me,  and  took  off 
his  hat,  and  laid  his  hand  on  his  heart  and  bowed  !  The  good 
fellow  quite  kept  us  in  amusement.  When  baby,  who  was 
getting  on  famously  and  noticing  everything,  crowed  at  him, 
in  spite  of  his  great  beard,  as  children  will  do  to  men  (it  is  very 
odd  ;  but  babies  do  take  to  strange  men  sooner  than  to  strange 
women,  I  believe),  the  fat  foreigner  burst  into  great  shouts  of 
delighted  laughter,  and  snapped  his  fat  fingers,  and  made  the 
funniest  grimaces  to  please  the  child.  None  of  us  could  speak 
a  single  word  of  his  language  ;  we  did  not  even  know  at  first 
what  countryman  he  was  ;  but  we  all  got  to  have  the  most 
friendly,  kind  feeling  for  the  stranger, — all  except  Lizzie,  who 
stumbled  up  and  flew  downstairs  in  her  anxiety  to  avoid  his 
eyes.  One  bad  habit  he  certainly  had;  he  smoked  perpetually. 
He  smoked  cigars — shocking  bad  ones,  Harry  said  :  he  did  not 
even  put  them  down  when  he  sprang  out  of  his  parlour  to  open 
the  door  for  me  ;  but  only  withdrew  the  one  he  was  smoking 
from  his  full  red  lips,  and  held  it  somehow  concealed  in  ins- 
hand.  As  he  was  constantly  about  in  the  house,  or  lingering 
close  at  hand  with  his  great-coat  buttoned  on  round  his  throat 
like  a  cloak,  and  the  empty  sleeves  waving  from  his  shoulders, 
stamping  his  feet  on  the  ground,  and  whistling  like  a  bird,  thia 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  171 

Smell  of  bad  cigars  was  perpetually  about  the  house.  Poor 
Mrs.  Goldsworthy  went  up  and  down  with  the  most  grieved 
look  upon  her  face.  If  any  one  made  the  least  sign  of  having 
smelt  anything  disagreeable,  she  held  up  her  hands  in  the  most 
imploring  way.  and  said,  "  What  can  a  poor  body  do?  Pie's 
the  obligingest  creatur  as  ever  was !  and  he  don't  know  a  word 
of  Christian  language;  and  the  gentleman — which  is  a  real 
gentleman,  and  none  o'  your  make-believes— as  good  as  left 
him  in  my  charge ;  and,  bless  you,  if  he  will  smoke  them 
cigars,  and  don't  understand  a  word  a  body  says  to  him,  what 
am  I  to  do?"  Indeed,  for  my  own  part,  I  had  not  only  a  great 
sympathy  for  him,  but  I  could  not  help  liking  the  fat  fellow ; 
and  after  a  few  days  it  was  astonishing  how  we  got  used  to  the 
cigars. 

Then  we  ourselves  occupied  the  two  next  floors.  It  was  a 
strange  little  house  ;  two  rooms,  back  and  front,  piled  on  the 
top  of  each  other  four  stories  high  ;  the  top-story  rooms  were 
attics  ;  and  there  was  actually  a  lodger  in  each  of  those  attics  ! 
Where  Mrs.  Goldsworthy  and  her  daughter  slept  themselves  was 
more  than  either  Lizzie  or  I  could  make  out.  One  of  the  attic 
lodgers  was  a  thin,  wistful  man,  whom  I  could  not  help  looking 
at.  He  worked  at  something  in  his  own  room,  and  used  to  go 
out  to  dine.  He  was  always  very  neat  and  clean  ;  but  very 
threadbare,  and  with  a  hungry  look  that  went  to  one's  heart. 
Perhaps  it  was  not  want ;  maybe  he  was  hungry  for  something 
else  than  mere  money  or  nourishment ;  but  sometimes  I  am 
sure  I  should  not  have  been  surprised  to  hear  that  he  was 
starving  too.  Sometimes  he  looked  at  me  or  at  baby  in  his 
wistful  way,  just  as  he  vanished  past  us.  I  can't  say  he  ever 
smiled,  even  at  little  Harry  ;  but  still  we  drew  his  eyes  when 
he  chanced  to  meet  us  going  out'  or  in.  I  felt  a  great  com- 
passion for  this  poor  solitary  man.  He  was  a  man  that  might 
have  been  found  starved,  but  never  would  have  asked  any 
charity  ;  at  least  so  I  thought  of  him.  I  used  to  fancy  him 
sitting  in  his  solitary  room  upstairs  by  the  window,  and  not  by 
the  fire, — for  we  never  heard  him  poking  any  fire,  and  often 
saw  him  at  the  window, — and  wondered  how  people  could  get 
so  isolated,  and  chilled,  and  solitary  ;  how  they  lived  at  all 
when  they  came  to  that  condition — benumbed  of  all  comfort, 
and  still  not  frozen  to  death.  How  strange  to  think  of  keeping 
on  living,  years  and  years  after  one's  heart  is  dead  !  Harry 
said  I  was  fanciful  and  continually  made  stories  about  people; 
but  I  did  not  tell  Harry  one  half  of  my  fancies  ;  I  don't  know 
what  ho  would  have  done  to  me  if  J  had ;  but  I  did  so  wish  I 


172  The  Last  of  ilie  Mortimers. 

could  have  some  chance  of  doing  something  to  please  that  old 
man. 

One  day  Harry  came  downstairs  with  a  smile  on  his  face. 
"  There  is  the  most  ludicrous  scene  going  on  below  ;  come  and 
look,  Milly,"  he  said,  drawing  me  to  the  stairs.  I  peeped  down, 
and  there,  to  be  sure,  I  saw  a  reason  for  the  sound  of  talking 
I  had  heard  for  a  few  minutes  past.  Lizzie  was  sitting  on  the 
stair,  pondering  deeply,  with  a  perplexed  face,  over  a  large 
book  spread  out  on  the  step  above  her.  She  was  holding  baby 
fast  in  one  arm,  and  staving  off  his  attempts  to  snatch  at  the 
leaves  of  the  book.  Leaning  on  the  bannisters  regarding  her, 
and  holding  forth  most  volubly  in  an  unknown  tongue,  was 
our  fat  friend ;  and  between  every  two  or  three  words  he 
pointed  to  the  book,  making  a  sort  of  appeal  to  it.  The  con- 
trast between  the  two — she  silent  and  bewildered,  confused  by 
her  efforts  to  restrain  baby  and  comprehend  the  book — he,  the 
vast  full  figure  of  him,  so  voluble,  so  good-humoured,  so  com- 
placent, talking  with  his  fat  arms  and  ringers,  his  gestures,  and 
every  movement  he  made — talking  with  such  confidence  that 
language  which  nobody  understood — was  almost  as  irresistible 
to  me  as  to  Harry.  We  stood  looking  down  at  them,  extremely 
amused  and  wondering.  Then  Lizzie,  failing  to  comprehend 
the  book,  and  hearing  herself  addressed  so  energetically,  raised 
her  round  eyes,  round  with  amazement,  to  the  speaker's  face. 
The  unknown  tongue  awed  Lizzie ;  she  contemplated  him  with 
speechless  wonder  and  dismay  ;  until  at  last,  when  the  speaker 
made  an  evident  close  appeal  to  her,  with  a  natural  oratory 
which  she  could  not  mistake,  unintelligible  /is  was  its  meaning, 
her  amazement  burst  forth  in  words.  "  Eh,  man,  what  div  ye 
mean  ?"  cried  Lizzie,  in  the  extremity  of  her  puzzled  wonder. 
It  was  the  climax  of  the  scene.  Though  I  thrust  Harry  back 
into  the  room  instantly,  that  is  laughter  might  not  be  heard, 
and  smothered  my  own  as  best  I  could,  the  sound  caught 
Lizzie's  watchful  ears.  In  an  ther  moment  she  had  reached  the 
top  of  the  stairs,  breathless,  ith  her  charge  in  her  arms.  The 
puzzled  look  had  not  left  zzie's  eyes,  but  she  was  deeply 
abashed  and  ashamed  of  h  If.  Harry's  laughter  did  not 
mend  the  matter,  of  course.  She  dropped  baby  in  my  arms, 
and  twisted  herself  into  all  her  old  awkward  contortions. 
I  had  to  send  her  away  and  miss  Harry  into  the  other  room. 
Poor  Lizzie  had  never  posse  eel  sufficient  courage  to  permit 
herself  to  be  accosted  by  the  dreadful  foreigner  before. 

However,  we  were  not  le  amused  when  we  heard  what 
Mrs.  Goldsworthy  would  have  called  "  the  rights  of  it."  Lizzie, 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  173 

with  great  resolution,  determined  to  have  herself  exculpated, 
came  to  me  with  her  statement  as  soon  as  she  was  quite  assured 
that ' '  the  Captain"  was  out  of  the  way. 

"  Eh !  I  came  to  think  at  last  he  was,  maybe,  a  Hielander," 
said  Lizzie,  "though  they're  seldom  that  fat.  And  he  laid 
down  the  book  straight  before  in  the  stair.  I  kent  what  kind 
of  book  it  was.  It  was  the  book  wi'  a'  kind  o'  words,  and  the 
meanings.  But  the  meanings  just  were  English,  and  the  words 
were  some  other  language.  And  I  kind  of  guessed  what  he 
wanted,  too.  He  wanted  me  to  look  in  the  book  for  the  words 
he  said,  to  tell  me  what  he  meant ;  but  eh  !  how  Avas  I  to  ken 
where  one  word  ended  and  another  began  ?  And  he  just  hur- 
ried on  and  on ;  and  the  mair  I  listened,  the  inair  I  could  not 
hear  a  single  word,  and  looking  at  the  book  was  just  nonsense ; 
and  Master  baby,  he  would  try  his  hand ;  and  oh,  Mem,  if 
you're  angry,  I  didna  mean  ony  ill,  and  Til  never  do  it 
again." 

''Nonsense,  Lizzie!  lam  not  angry;  but  couldn't  you  get 
on  with  the  dictionary,  and  help  the  poor  fellow  ?  Were  not 
you  a  very  good  scholar  at  school  ?" 

"  No  very,"  said  Lizzie,  hanging  her  head  in  agonies  of 
pleased  but  painful  bashf ulness,  and  unconsciously  uttering  her 
sentiments  in  language  as  puzzling  to  an  English  hearer  as  any 
uttered  by  our  fat  friend  downstairs.  "  !No  very,"  said  Lizzie, 
anxiously  truthful,  yet  not  unwilling  to  do  herself  due  credit ; — 
"no  very,  but  gey." 

Here  I  fear  my  laugh  rather  shocked  and  affronted  Lizzie. 
She  stood  very  upright,  and  twisted  nothing  but  her  fingers. 
It  would  have  been  as  impossible  to  persuade  her  that  there 
was  scarcely  a  person  in  Chester,  but  myself,  who  could  have 
translated  that  exquisite  monosyllable  as  to  convince  the 
foreigner  that  he  was  actually  and  positively  incomprehensible 
in  spite  of  the  dictionary.  But  I  will  not  attempt  to  interpret 
gey;  it  is  untranslatable,  as  we  are  quite  content  so  many 
French  words  should  be.  Even  into  Harry's  head,  which 
should  be  capable  of  better  things,  I  find  it  quite  impossible  to 
convey  an  idea  of  the  expressiveness  of  this  word.  Lizzie  and 
I,  however,  knew  no  other  to  put  in  its  place.. 

"  But  a  gey  good  scholar  might  do  a  great  deal  for  the  poor 
fellow,"  said  I,  when  I  had  got  over  my  laughter;  "  tell,  him 
the  English  names  for  things.  Try  if  you  can  find  out  his 
name ;  but  I  forgot  you  were  frightened  for  him,  Lizzie." 

41  Aye,  till  I  thought  he  might,  maybe,  be  a  Hielander," 
•aid  Lizzie.  "  Though  the  Hielanders  dinna  belang  to  us  at 


174  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

hame,  they  might  feel  kindly  in  a  strange  place;  and  I've 
heard  folk  speaking  Gaelic.  But  this  is  no  like  Gaelic,  it's 
a'  aws  and  os  ;  and  it's  awfu1  fast,  just  a  rattle  ;  a'  the  words 
run  in  to  one  another.  Forbye  what  harm  could  he  do  me  ? 
and  the  book  was  straight  in  my  way  on  the  stair ;  and  it 
gangs  to  my  heart  to  set  my  foot  on  a  book.  Ye  might  be 
trampin'  ower  a  bit  o'  the  Bible  without  kennin' ;  and  then 
he's  very  good-natured  ;  and  then,"  said  Lizzie,  her  eyes  sud- 
denly glowing  up,  "it  would  be  grand  to  learn  a  language 
that  nae  ither  body  kens !" 

With  the  greatest  cordiality  I  applauded  this  crowning 
argument,  and  did  all  I  could  to  encourage  her  to  persevere 
with  the  dictionary,  and  make  herself  interpreter  ;  for  I  was 
not  wise  enough  to  think  that  this  new  study  might  possibly 
be  too  captivating  for  Lizzie,  and  lead  her  into  neglect  of  her 
many  and  pressing  duties.  I  only  thought  it  was  the  most 
amusing  mode  of  intercourse  I  ever  heard  of,  and  that  it  would 
be  great  fun  to  watch  its  progress.  Besides,  as  she  said 
herself,  what  harm  could  he  do  her  ?  Poor  Lizzie,  who  might 
have  been  in  danger  at  an  elder  age  in  such  a  comical  friend- 
ship, was  invulnerable  to.  all  the  dangers  of  flirtation  at 
fourteen. 


$1ie  Last  of  the  MortimeM* 


CHAPTER  III. 

BOUT  this  time  Harry's  object  was  attained,  and  some  of 

.  the  other  ladies  of  the  regiment  called  on  me.  I  think 
they  were  a  little  surprised  to  find  me  just  like  other  people, 
and  not  very  much  afraid  of  them  ;  though  I  will  confess  that 
in  my  heart  I  was  rather  anxious,  thinking  whether  Lizzie  would 
have  the  discretion  to  put  baby's  best  frock  on,  in  case  they 
asked  to  see  him.  They  did  ask,  of  course  ;  and  when,  after  a 
few  minutes,  Lizzie  came  down,  not  only  with  his  best  frock 
on,  but  with  the  ribbon  I  had  just  got  to  trim  my  bonnet  for 
spring,  carefully  tied  round  his  waist  for  a  sash,  anybody 
may  imagine  what  my  feelings  were  !  He  looked  very  pretty 
in  it  certainly;  but  only  fancy  my  good  ribbon  that  I  had 
grudged  to  buy,  and  could  not  do  without!  Ah!  it-  is  just 
possible  that  one's  nursery-maid  may  be  too  anxious  to  show 
off  one's  baby  to  the  best  advantage.  However,  of  course,  I 
had  to  smile  and  make  the  best  of  it,  and  console  myself  with 
bursting  forth  upon  Lizzie  whenever  they  were  gone. 

"How  could  you  think  of  taking  my  ribbon!  oh,  Lizzie, 
Lizzie!  and  I  am  sure  I  cannot  afford  to  buy  another  one," 
cried  I. 

"It's  a' preened  on,"  said  Lizzie  mysteriously,  "there's  no 
a  single  crumple  in't ;  and  I  made  the  bows  just  like  what  the 
leddies  have  them  on  their  bonnets,  and  it's  no  a  bit  the  waur. 
But,  Mem,  the  very  weans  in  the  street  have  a  sash  round 
their  waist ;  and  was  I  gaun  to  let  on  to  strangers  that  our 
bairn  hadna  everything  grand  ?  And  he  sat  still  like  a  king 
till  I  fastened  it  a'  on..  You  see  yoursel'  it  has  taken  nae 
harm." 

"  But  the  pins !"  cried  I,  in  horror.  "  Were  you  not  afraid, 
you  dreadful  girl,  to  make  a  pincushion  of  my  boy  V" 

Lizzie  was  fast  taking  them  out,  conveying  them  to  her 
mouth  in  the  first  place,  and  furtively  withdrawing  them  again 
lest  I  should  observe  her.  Her  only  answer  was  to  point 
triumphantly  to  the  child. 

"  Would  he  laugh  like  that  if  I  had  jaggit  him?''  cried  Lizzie. 
There  was  no  contesting  that  proof ;  so  1  had  to  withdraw  the 


Phe  Last  of  the  Mortimetv* 

ribbon  out  of  their  joint  hands  immediately,  and  put  it  at  Once 
to  its  proper  use.  This,  however,  was  neither  the  first  nor  the 
last  of  Lizzie's  impromptus.  Those  great  red  fingers  of  hers,  all 
knuckles  and  corners  as  they  were,  had  that  light  rapid  touch 
which  distinguishes  every  true  artiste.  She  devised  and 
appropriated  for  the  decoration  of  the  baby  and  "  the  credit  of 
the  house,"  with  the  utmost  boldness.  It  was  not  safe  to 
leave  anything  which  she  could  adapt  to  his  use  in  her  way. 

The  next  trial  I  had  was  an  invitation  to  dinner,  which  came 
for  us  shortly  after.  I  set  my  face  very  much  against  it.  Long 
ago,  when  Harry  used  to  tell  me  about  their  parties,  I  made  up 
my  mind  it  never  would  do  for  us  to  begin  going  to  them, 
however  much  we  might  be  asked.  To  be  sure  Harry  might 
go.  I  was  always  glad  Harry  should  go  ;  but  how  was  I,  who 
had  got  no  trousseau,  like  other  young  wives,  when  I  was 
married,  but  just  had  one  cheap  silk  dress,  bought  off  Aunt 
Connor's  ten  pounds,  which  I  made  up  myself,  to  go  out  to 
dinner  ?  I  stood  out  long  and  obstinately  ;  but  I  had  to  give 
in  at  last,  just  as  I  had  about  the  maid  and  the  lodgings.  Harry 
would  not  go  by  himself.  Pie  would  not  decline  the  invitation ; 
he  said,  with  a  very  glum  face,  that  we  had  better  accept,  and 
leave  it  to  the  chapter  of  accidents  to  find  an  excuse  at  the 
time.  He  did  not  understand  how  necessary  it  was  for  me  to 
keep  at  home.  He  had  been  able  always  to  go  where  he 
wanted,  and  keep  up  with  the  rest,  and  it  fretted  him  dread- 
fully now  to  feel  the  bondage  that  our  narrow  means  put  us  in. 
You  understand  he  did  not  object  to  be  economical  in  a  general 
way,  nor  even,  indeed,  grumbled,  the  dear  good  fellow,  at 
giving  up  many  of  his  old  luxuries ;  and,  at  first,  he  seemed  to 
be  delighted  with  having  no  society  but  our  own.  But  now, 
when  he  began  to  feel  annoyed  that  his  wife  was  not  in  the 
same  position  as  the  others,  and  when  I  plied  him  with  all  the 
old  arguments — that  we  da^l  not  begin  such  a  life  or  the 
expense  would  ruin  us,  H#rry  became  very  restive  indeed. 
Somehow  it  seemed  to  gall  and  humble  him ;  the  idea  that  his 
wife  could  not  go  out  for  want  of  a  dress !  He  could  not  put 
up  with  the  thought ;  he  jumped  up  from  his  chair  as  if  some- 
thing had  stung  him.  "It  is  nonsense,  Milly!  folly;  the 
merest  shortsightedness ;  you  don't  want  half  a  dozen  dresses  to 
go  to  one  dinner,  and  one  dress  can't  ruin  us,"  cried  the 
unreasonable  fellow.  He  would  not  understand  me  or  listen  to 
me.  The  notion  wounded  him  quite  to  the  heart.  He 'looked 
so  sulky  and  miserable  that  I  could  not  bear  to  see  it.  I  gave 
ft  great  sigh,  and  gave  in  again.  What  could  I  do  ? 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  177 

"  Well,  Harry  !"  said  I,  "the  foolishness  is  all  on  the  other 
side,  mind  ;  but  if  I  must  give  in  I  can't  help  myself.  I  am 
only  twenty,  not  twenty  quite.  I'll  go  in  white." 

u  Bravo  !  you  could  not  do  better  than  go  in  white  !"  cried 
Harry,  "  there's  a  courageous  woman  !  But  why,  may  an 
ignoramus  ask,  should  you  not  go  in  white,  Milly  darling! 
Isn't  it  the  dress  of  all  others  for  a — well,  an  ugly  little  creature 
like  you?" 

44 1  am  not  so  sure  about  the  ugly,"  said  I ;  "  and  now, 
please,  get  your  hat  and  come  out  with  me.  I  saw  the  fashions 
in  a  window  at  the  other  end  of  the  street.  Let  us  go  and  look 
at  them,  and  then  1  shall  know  how  to  make  it  up." 

u  Why  can't  you  go  to  the  milliner  like  other  people," 
growled  the  unsatisfied  man ;  "  and  why,  answer  my  question, 
shouldn't  you  go  in  white  ?" 

I  durstn't  confess  that  I  had  my  own  vanity  in  the  matter, 
and  being  a  matron,  rather  despised  a  white  muslin  frock  to  go 
out  in  ;  for  if  1  had  betrayed  the  least  inkling  of  such  a  thing, 
there  is  no  saying  what  he  might  not  have  done;  run  up  a  bill, 
or  paid  away  all  the  money  he  had,  or  something;  so  I  stopped 
his  mouth  with  some  foolish  answer,  and  ran  off  to  get  my 
bonnet.  Upstairs  baby  was  sitting  on  the  carpet,  with  Lizzie 
beside  him,  jumping  a  little  paste-board  harlequin  to  please 
him.  Her  brown  eyes  were  quite  sparkling  over  the  loose- 
legged,  insane  figure,  as  she  jerked  the  string  about.  I  could 
not  help  but  stand  and  look  at  her  for  a  moment  with  a  startled 
sensation.  She  was  just  as  much  amused  as  baby  was.  Only 
to  think  of  such  a  child  being  left  in  charge  of  our  boy  !  I 
went  downstairs  in  consequence  with  a  slower  step,  after  having 
given  Lizzie  a  superabundance  of  cautions  about  taking  care  of 
him.  Only  a  girl  of  fourteen !  I  daresay  all  this  time  you 
must  have  been  thinking  I  was  mad  to  trust  her  ;  but,  indeed, 
she  was  a  very  extraordinary  girl ;  and  after  all,  when  you 
think  it,  fourteen  is  quite  a 'trustworthy  age.  She  was  old 
enough  to  know  what  she  ought  to  do,  and  not  old  enough  to 
be  distracted  by  thoughts  of  her  own.  Ah,  depend  upon  it, 
fourteen  is  more  single-minded  than  eighteen  ;  and  then  Lizzie 
had  a  woman's  strength  and  handiness  along  with  her  child's 
heart. 

Not  to  delay  longer  about  it,  we  did  go  to  the  party. 
Harry  said  I  looked  very  well  on  the  whole  ;  he  did  not  think 
he  would  have  been  disposed  to  exchange  with  anybody.  J 
had  no  jewellery  at  all,  which  was  rather  a  little  humiliating  to 
xne ;  but,  to  my  wonder  and  delight,  Harry  did  not  object  to 


178  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

that.  "  They'll  only  think  you're  setting  up  for  simplicity/1 
he  said,  laughing.  "  I  suppose  it's  safer  to  be  thought  a  little 
humbug  than  to  have  your  dreadful  destitution  known.  Come 
along.  Nobody  will  suspect  you  have  not  a  bracelet ;  only 
mind  you  behave  yourself  very  innocently,  like  a  little  shep- 
herdess, and  you'll  take  everybody  in." 

I  cannot  say  I  very  much  admired  this  piece  of  advice  ;  and 
if  Harry  had  thought  me  the  least  likely  to  take  it,  I  am  sure 
he  would  riot  have  been  so  ready  with  his  good  counsels.  The 
party  disappointed  me  a  greau  deal.  How  is  it  one  reads  in 
books  of  society  being  so  captivating,  and  intoxicating,  and  all 
that,  and  how,  when  one  is  used  to  it,  one  can't  do  without  it? 
On  the  contrary,  it  was  as  dull — duller  than  anybody  could 
imagine !  instead  of  that  delightful  stream  of  conversation 
always  kept  up,  and  so  easy,  and  so  witty,  and  so  clever,  you 
could  see  perfectly  well  that  everybody  was  trying  to  contrive 
what  they  should  say,  and  to  find  out  things  that  would  bear 
talking  about.  The  poor  lady  of  the  house  was  so  anxious  to 
keep  up  the  talk  that  she  ate  no  dinner  in  the  first  place ;  and 
in  the  second,  evidently  frightened  by  the  pauses  that  occurred, 
kept  talking  loud  herself,  and  dancing  on  from  one  subject  to 
another  till  she  was  quite  breathless.  Then  there  was  one  man 
who  was  expected  to  make  you  laugh — people  prepared  to 
laugh  whenever  he  opened  his  lips ;  but  1  am  sorry  to  say  I 
was  so  indiscreet  as  only  to  stare  at  him,  and  wonder  what  it 
was  about.  I  caught  the  eye  of  the  young  lady  sitting  by  him 
as  I  did  so.  She  was  little, — less  than  me, — dark,  and  very, 
very  pretty.  She  was  only  Miss  somebody,  but  she  was 
dressed  more  richly  than  anybody  there,  and  had  the  most 
beautiful  bracelets.  I  could  not  help  feeling  a.  little  when  I 
looked  at  my  poor  wrists  and  my  white  muslin  dress — I  who 
was  married,  and  she  only  a  young  girl;  when,  just  at  that 
moment,  she  gave  me  a  quick  look,  lifting  up  her  eyebrows, 
and  smiling  rather  disdainfully  at  the  great  wit  beside  her. 
Immediately  we  two  were  put  in  communication  somehow.  I 
suppose  it  was  mesmerism.  Her  eyes  kept  seeking  mine  all 
the  time  of  dinner.  The  odd  thing  about  her  was  that  her 
hair  was  quite  short,  hanging  in  little  curls  upon  her  neck,  like 
a  child's ;  and  of  all  things  in  the  world,  for  such  a  child  to 
wear,  she  was  dressed  in  violet  velvet,  the  most  beautiful  shade 
in  the  world.  I  suppose  Harry  would  have  said  she  was  a 
little  humbug  too,  and  did  it  for  effect ;  but,  to  be  sure,  it 
must  have  been  wealth  arid  not  poverty  that  did  it  in  her 
case.  When  we  went  up  to  the  drawing-room  after  dinner, 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimerst 


179 


she  Very  soon  made  her  way  to  me.  The  other  ladies,  most  of 
them  belonging  to  the  regiment,  had  come  round  me,  and 
were  doing  their  best  to  discover  why  I  had  been  kept  in  the 
dark  so  long,  and  whether  anything  could  be  found  out  about 
me.  I  stood  at  bay  pretty  well,  I  think  ;  but  when  Miss 
Cresswell  came  in,  somehow  all  at  once,  like  a  fresh  little 
breeze,  in  her  soft  velvet  dress,  to  the  sofa  beside  me,  I  really 
felt  I  could  have  laid  down  my  head  on  her  shoulder  and  cried. 
To  be  sure  it  was  very  foolish ;  one  can  smile  and  keep  up 
when  one  is  being  baited,  and  when  one  finds  a  real  friend 
after  being  aggravated  out  of  one's  life,  it  is  only  natural  to 
feel  disposed  to  cry.  I  say  a  real  friend,  though  I  never  saw 
her  before, — it  was  mesmerism,  I  suppose;  we  took  to  each 
other  at  once. 

We  had  got  quite  intimate  oefore  the  gentlemen  name 
upstairs.  I  had  told  her  where  we  lived,  and  she  promised  to 
come  and  see  me,  and  we  had  found  out  a  great  many  opinions 
we  had  in  common.  Things  were  different,  however,  when  the 
gentlemen  appeared.  All  the  young  men  hovered  about  Miss 
Cresswell.  There  were  few  young  ladies,  and  she  was  certainly 
much  -the  prettiest ;  and,  I  am  very  grieved  to  have  to  say  it — 
I  cannot  deny  that  she  did  flirt  a  little.  She  was  disdainful, 
and  would  take  no  notice  of  anybody  at  first,  but  by  degrees 
'she  did  come  to  little  bursts  of  flirtation  ;  and  I  am  afraid  she 
liked  it  too.  Then  there  began  to  be  things  said  about  her  and 
me  which  displeased  me.  We  were  "  Art  and  Nature,"  some- 
body said ;  and  some  of  the  gentlemen  evidently  entertained 
the  same  feeling  that  Harry  indicated,  when  he  said  they 
would  suppose  me  a  little  humbug.  Evidently  we  were  both 
thought  little  humbugs,  sitting  by  each  other  to  set  each  other 
off.  Some  of  them,  I  do  believe,  thought  it  had  all  been  made 
up  beforehand.  Certainly  we  were  a  strange  contrast ;  I,  in. 
my  plain  white  dress,  with  no  ornaments ;  she  in  velvet, 
with  such  a  quantity  of  jewellery.  But  to  have  people  looking 
at  me,  and  contrasting  me  with  Miss  Cresswell,  and  making 
jokes  upon  my  dress  and  hers,  was  what  I  did  not  choose  to 
put  up  with.  People  accustomed  to  society  may  like  it,  but  I 
did  not.  So  I  got  up  and  took  Harry's  arm,  and  went  to  look 
at  a  picture.  Nobody  spoke  to  us  for  some  five  miutes  or  so, 
but  we  were  close  to  some  ladies  talking  with  all  their  might. 
Then  some  one  touched  my  arm,  and  1  saw  Miss  Cresswell  had 
followed  me,  and  brought  an  old  gentleman  with  her.  This 
was  her  father.  I  got  behind  one  of  the  talking  ladies  to  veil 
my  "  simplicity,"  that  there  might  be  no  more  nonsense  about 


180  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

it.  The  ladies  were  talking  of  women  working.  Oh,  so  little 
they  knew  or  pretended  to  know  about  it ;  I  wonder  what 
they  would  have  thought  if  they  could  have  seen  my  laundry 
operations ;  or,  indeed,  I  ^fonder,  under  all  their  fine  talk, 
whether  they  had  not,  of  mornings,  some  work  to  do  them- 
selves. However,  I  only  tell  this  from  the  glimpse  it  gave  me 
of  my  new  friend. 

"  It  is  all  very  well  to  speak  of  hardships,"  cried  Miss  Cress- 
well.  "/ can't  see  any  hardship  in  doing  one's  work.  Ah! 
don't  you  think  they  are  very  happy  who  have  something  to 
do? — something  they  must  do  whether  they  like  it  or  not.  I 
hate  always  doing  things  if  I  like !  it  is  the  most  odious,  tire- 
some stuff  !  If  I  like  !  and  if  I  like  it  pray,  what  is  the  good 
of  it  ?  It  is  not  work  any  longer,  it  is  only  pleasure." 

"  My  dear  child,"  said  one  of  the  old  ladies,  "  be  thankful 
you  have  so  much  ease  and  leisure.  Your  business  just  now  is 
to  please  your  papa." 

Here  the  old  gentleman  burst  in  with  a  long  slow  laugh, 
"To  worry  him,  you  mean,"  said  Mr.  Cresswcll;  "  tell  her  of 
her  duty,  Mrs.  Scrivin.  Ah,  my  dear  lady,  she's  contrairy  !" 
he  cried,  shaking  his  head  with  a  certain  air  of  complacence 
and  ruefulness.  Miss  Cresswell  gave  him  such  a  flashing, 
wicked  look  out  of  her  dark  eyes,  and  then  seized  my  hand  to 
lead  me  away  somewhere.  She  was  not  a  dutiful  good  girl,  it 
appeared  ;  she  did  not  look  like  it.  Now  she  was  roused  up, 
first  by  flirting,  and  then  by  rebellion  and  opposition,  you 
could  see  it  in  her  eyes.  I  am  sorry,  I  am  ashamed  to  confess 
it — but  I  do  believe  I  liked  her  the  better  for  being  so  wicked. 
It  is  very  dreadful  to  say  such  a  thing,  but  I  am  afraid  it  was 
true. 


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CHAPTER  IV. 

OUR  fat  Italian  friend  below  stairs  began  to  give  us  great 
amusement  just  then.  Wherever  he  went  he  carried 
under  his  arm  that  square  volume  as  fat  as  himself,  in  which 
Lizzie  was  at  present  pursuing  her  occult  and  bewildered 
studies.  To  see  Domenico  (for  that  was  his  name),  coming 
to  a  sudden  halt  straight  before  you,  blocking  out  all  the  light 
from  that  tiny  passage  which  Mrs.  Goldsworthy  called  her 
"  hall,"  and  announcing,  with  a  nourish  of  his  dictionary,  that 
he  had  something  to  communicate,  was  irresistibly  comic  cer- 
tainly ;  but  it  was  a  little  embarrassing  as  well.  Domenico's 
verbs  were  innocent  of  either  past,  present,  or  future.  I 
presume  he  was  quite  above  any  considerations  of  grammar, 
except  that  supplied  to  him  by  nature,  in  his  own  language, 
and  was  not  aware  that  such  a  master  of  the  ceremonies  existed 
to  introduce  him  to  the  new  tongue,  which  the  poor  fellow 
found  so  crabbed  and  unmanageable.  •  I  have  heard  of  people 
managing  to  get  on  in  foreign  countries  with  a  language 
composed  of  nouns  and  the  infinitive  of  verbs  (I  honestly 
confess,  that  when  I  heard  this  story  first,  I  had  very  vague 
ideas  of  what  the  infinitive  of  a  verb  was)  ;  a  primitive  savage 
language  containing  the  possibilities  of  existence ;  eating, 
drinking,  and  sleeping ;  but  quite  above  the  conventional  uses 
of  conversation.  Domenico's  ambition  was  far  higher,  but  his 
information  was  absolutely  confined  to  those  same  infinitives. 
He  knew  the  word  only  as  it  stood  in  the  dictionary — what 
were  tenses  and  numbers  to  him  ?  But  you  will  perceive  that 
a  conversation  conducted  on  these  principles  was  necessarily 
wanting  in  precision,  and  that  the  conversing  persons  did  not 
always  understand  each  other  with  the  clearness  that  might 
have  been  desired. 

One  clear  spring  morning,  a  few  days  after  the  party,  I  was 
going  out  about  household  affairs,  when  Domenico  stopped  me 
on  the  way  to  the  door.  He  had  hfe  coat  oif,  and  the  immense 
expanse  of  man  in  shirt-sleeves,  which  presented  ^tself  before 
me,  cannot  be  expressed  by  description.  As  usual,  he  was 
gmiling  all  over  his  face ;  as  usual,  his  red  lips  and  white  teeth 


162  The  Last  of  the 

opened  out  of  his  beard  with  a  primitive  fulness  and  genial 
good-humour;  as  usual,  he  seized  his  beard  with  one  hand  as  he 
addressed  me,  opening  out  his  big  dictionary  on  the  ta»  ^  with 
the  other.  "  Signora,"  cried  Domenico,  "  the  master  my — me, 
of  me,"  first  pointing  at  himself,  and  then,  to  make  assurance 
sure,  boxing  his  chest  emphatically,  "  the  my  master, — Signora 
understand  ? — come  back." 

"  What?"  cried  I,  "  he  has  come  back,  has  he,  Domenico?" 

Domenico  nodded  a  hundred  times  with  the  fullest  glee  and 
rapture.  "I — me — Domenico,"  he  cried,  again  boxing  him- 
self, that  there  might  be  no  doubt  of  his  identity,  ' '  make 
prepare." 

From  which  I  divined  that  the  master  was  not  yet  returned  ; 
and,  nodding  half  as  often  as  Domenico,  by  way  of  signifying 
my  entire  content  and  sympathy,  foolishly  concluded  that  I 
was  let  off  and  might  pass.  However,  Domenico  was  not  yet 
done  with  me. 

"The  Signora  give  little  of  the  advice,"  said  Domenico,  with 
unusual  clearness,  opening  the  door  of  his  parlour,  and  inviting 
me  by  many  gestures  to  enter.  I  looked  in,  much  puzzled,  and 
found  the  room  in  all  the  agonies  of  change.  The  carpet 
had  been  lifted,  and  the  floor  polished,  which,  perhaps, 
explained  the  sounds  we  had  heard  for  some  days.  I  cannot 
describe  how  the  mean  planks  of  poor  Mrs.  Goldsworthy's  little 
parlour,  many  of  them  gaping  apart,  looked  under  the  pains- 
taking labours  of  Domenico. "  He  had  contrived  to  rub  them 
into  due  slipperiness  and  a  degree  of  shine  ;  but  the  result  was 
profoundly  dismal,  and  anything  but  corresponding  to  the  face 
of  complacency  with  which  Domenico  regarded  his  handiwork. 
The  fat  fellow  watched  my  eyes,  and  was  delighted  at  first  to  see 
my  astonishment ;  but,  perceiving  immediately,  with  all  the 
quick  observation  which  our  straitened  possibilities  of  speech 
made  necessary,  that  my  admiration  was  by  no  means  equal  to 
surprise,  his  countenance  fell.  ' '  He  not  pleases  to  the  Signora," 
said  Domenico.  Then  he  hastened  to  the  corner  where  the 
rejected  carpet  lay  in  a  roll,  and  spread  a  corner  of  it  over  the 
floor.  I  nodded  my  head  again  and  applauded.  Domenico's 
disappointment  was  great. 

"  But  for  the  sommere  ?"  said  Domenico  with  a  melancholy 
interrogation. 

"  It  is  never  so  warm  in  England, — cold,  cold,"  i  said,  with 
great  emphasis  and  distinctness.  Domenico  heard  and  bright- 
ened up. 

"Ah,  thank!    all,  thank!    not  me  remember,     England  I 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 


183 


ah!  Inghilterra !  no  Italia!  ah,  thank!  the  Signora  make 
good." 

The  Signora  was  permitted  to  consider  herself  dismissed,  I 
conclucl^  by  the  bows  that  followed,  and  I  hastened  to  the 
door,  outstripping,  as  1  thought,  the  anxious  politeness  of  the 
fat  Italian.  But  I  wronged  his  devotion :  with  that  light  step, 
which  was  so  ludicrously  out  of  proportion  to  his  enormous 
figure,  he  swung  out  of  the  room  to  open  the  door  for  me,  and 
accomplished  it  in  spite  of  my  precipitation,  taking  in  his  vast 
dimensions  somehow  so  as  to  pass  me  without  collision.  I  went 
about  my  business  with  all  the  greater  lightness  after  this 
comical  encounter,  and  a  little  curiosity,  I  confess,  in  respect 
to  the  master  who  was  coming  home.  Harry  had  heard  of  him 
already,  as  having  quite  a  romantic  story  attached  to  him.  He 
had  come  to  Chester  to  see  some  lady  whom  he  was  quite  con- 
fident of  finding,  and  had  been  hunting  all  the  neighbouring 
country  for  her  without  meeting  anybody  who  knew  even  her 
name.  It  was  supposed  he  had  gone  to  make  inquiries  some- 
where else,  and  now  he  was  coming  home.  I  got  quite  in- 
terested about  it.  I  pictured  him  out  to  myself  quite  a 
romantic  Italian,  of  course,  \vith  long  hair,  and  a  picturesque 
cloak,  and  possibly  a  guitar.  I  made  up  a  story  in  my  own 
mind,  like  that  story  of  the  Eastern  girl  and  A'Becket — that 
prettiest  story  !  I  could  fancy  Dornenico's  master,  not  knowing 
much  more  English,  perhaps,  than  Domenico,  wandering  about 
everywhere  with  the  name  on  his  lips  ;  for,  of  course,  it  must- 
be  a  love-story.  It  is  impossible  to  imagine  it  could  be  any- 
thing else. 

In  the  evening,  when  Harry  and  I  were  going  out  for  a  little 
walk,  Domenico  suddenly  presented  himself  again,  and  stopped 
us.  This  time  lie  was  beaming  broader  than  ever  with  smiles 
and  innocent  complacent  self-content.  He  invited  us  into  the 
parlour  with  a  multitude  of  bows.  Harry,  who  had  heard  the 
morning's  adventure,  went  immediately,  and  I  followed  him.  The 
room  was  all  in  the  most  perfect  tidiness  ;  Mrs.  Goldsworthy's 
hideous  ornaments  were  put  in  corners,  ornaments  of  any  kind 
being  apparently  better  than  none  in  Domenico's  eyfg.  But 
the  mantel-piece,  where  the  little  flower-glasses  had  heretofore 
held  sole  sway,  was  now  occupied  by  some  plaster  figures 
bought  from  some  wander  ing  image-merchant,  whom  Domenico 
had  loudly  fraternised  and  chattered  with  at  the  door  somo 
days  before.  In  the  middle  was  a  bust  of  Dante,  up*n  which 
the  Italian  had  placed  a  wreath  of  green  leaves.  The  walls 
WPFg  PQYere4  with  cheap-coloured  prints  in  frames.— J 


184.  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers,- 

of  Domenico's  own  manufacture  ;  such  prints  as  people  fasten 
up,  all  t'rameless  in  their  simplicity,  upon  walls  of  nurseries : 
gay,  bright,  cheap,  highly-coloured  articles,  which  quite  satisfied 
the  taste  of  Domenico,  himself  a  child  in  everything  but  size 
and  years.  It  was  nothing  to  his  simple  mind  that  they  had 
HO  money  value,  and  I  suppose  no  value  in  art  either.  I  don't 
suppose  Domenico  knew  anything  about  art,  though  he  was  an 
Italian.  But  he  knew  about  decoration  !  He  had  made  the 
walls  blush  and  smile  to  welcome  the  new-comer.  I  trust  his  . 
master  was  no  artist  either,  and  could  appreciate  the  adorn- 
ments which  made  the  face  of  Domenico  beam.  The  good 
fellow  was  so  pleased  that  he  forgot  his  dictionary  ;  he  burst 
forth  into  long  explanations,  interspersed  by  bursts  of  laughter 
and  gestures  of  delight,  in  his  own  tongue.  He  threw  open  the 
door  of  the  little  room  behind  to  reveal  to  us  the  arrangements 
of  his  master's  bedchamber.  He  explained  to  Harry — at  least  I 
have  no  doubt,  by  the  way  he  pointed  to  the  carpet,  and  the 
frequency  of  the  word  Signora,  that  this  was  what  he  meant — • 
all  about  the  carpet  and  his  polished  floor.  At  last  it  suddenly 
flashed  upon  Domenico  that  he  was  spending  his  eloquence  in 
vain.  He  rushed  to  the  table  where  his  beloved  dictionary 
reposed ;  he  dashed  at  its  pages  in  frantic  haste,  with  wild 
pantomimic  entreaties  to  us  to' wait.  lt  Is  good?  good?"  said 
Domenico,  with  an  eager  expressiveness  which  made  up  for  his 
defective  verbs.  I  applauded  with  all  the  might  of  gestures 
and  smiles  ;  upon  which  our  friend  once  more  opened  the  door 
for  us.  "  To-morrow  !  after  to-morrow!"  said  the  good  fellow. 
It  was  then  his  master  was  coming  home. 

And,  I  am  sorry  to  say,  Harry  was  rather  disposed  to  laugh 
at  the  fat  Italian,  and  to  be  sarcastic  upon  his  beautiful  prints. 
Harry  did  not  know  anything  in  the  world  about  pictures  ;  but 
he  know  how  cheap  these  were,  and  that  was  enough  for  him, 
the  prose  English! nan.  I  am  thankful  to  say  that  I  soon 
reduced  him  to  silence.  He  declared  I  was  savage  in  good 
Domenico's  defence. 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  185 


CHAPTER  V. 

EM,  he's  been  at  the  market,"  said  Lizzie,  next  room- 
ing>  "  and  bought  a  hen  ;  and  he  smiles  and  laughs 
to  himself  like  to  bring  down  the  house.* 

This  was  the  first  bulletin  of  the  important  day  on  which  the 
Italian  gentleman  was  expected  home. 

The  next  report  was  more  painful  to  Lizzie's  feelings.  "  He's 
been  at  the  chapel,"  said  Lizzie,  in  a  horrified  whisper,  "  and 
brought  name  water  to  put  in  the  wee  bowlie  at  the  maister's 
bedhead.  Oh,  did  you  see  it?  it  has  a  cross,  and — and— a 
figure  on't,"  said  Lizzie,  with  a  deep  awe,  "  and  a  wee  round 
bowlie  for  the  water.  What'll  yon  be  for  ?  I'm  no  sure  it's  safe 
to  be  in  the  same  house." 

Lizzie's  horror,  however,  did  not  diminish  her  curiosity. 
After  a  little  interval  another  scrap  of  information  reached  my 
attentive  ear.  "  He  has  some  veal  on  the  kitchen -table,"  said 
Lizzie,  u  and  if  he's  no'  working  at  it  himsel'!  A  man !  cutting 
away  and  paring  away,  and  putting  the  pan  a'  ready  like  a 
woman— and,  eh,  mem*,  the  wastry's  dreadful.  He's  making 
holes  in't  and  stuffin'  them  fu'  o'  something.  Noo  he's  puttin't 
on  the  fire." 

That  day  baby  was  neglected  for  the  first  time.  Lizzie  was 
too  much  excited  and  interested — not  to  say  that  she  had  an 
observant  eye.  and  believed  it  quite  possible  that  she  might 
receive  a  hint  from  this  man  of  all  work — to  repress  her  natural 
curiosity.  The  next  thing  she  reported  was  a  half-alarmed 
statement  that  "  he  was  away  out  again  and  left  it  at  the  fire  ; 
and  what  if  it  was  sitting  to  *  before  he  came  hame  ?"  Lizzie's 
dread  of  this  accident  carried  her  off  downstairs  to  watch 
Domenico's  stew  with  friendly  anxiety.  In  about  an  hour  she 
re-appeared  again. 

"  He's  come  back ;  and,  eh  !  o'  a'  the  things  in  the  world  to 
think  upon,  it's  a  box  of  thae  nasty  things  he  smokes !"  cried 
Lizzie.  "  If  the  gentlemen  smokes  tae,  we'll  a'  be  driven  out 
of  the  house." 

*  A  Scotch  expression  which  signifies  burned  in  the  pan. 


186  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

Just  then,  however,  another  incident  occurred  which  inter- 
rupted Lizzie's  observations.  As  she  went  out  of  the  room,  in 
silent  despair,  after  her  last  alarming  presentiment,  somebody 
evidently  encountered  her  coming  up.  "I  want  Mrs.  Langham, 
please,"  cried  Miss  Cresswell's  voice.  "Are  you  her  maid? 
Oh,  I'm  not  to  be  shown  into  the  drawing-room.  I  am  to  go 
to  her.  Where  is  she  ? — in  the  nursery  ?  Show  me  where  to 
go,  please." 

"But  you  maun  go  to  the  drawing  room,"  said  Lizzie, 
making,  as  I  felt  sure  from  the  little  quiver  in  her  voice,  her 
bob  to  the  young  lady,  and  audibly  opening  the  sacred  door  of 
our  state  apartment. 

"  Maun?  do  you  mean  must ?  I  never  do  anything  I  must,'" 
said  Miss  Cresswell.  "There  now!  make  haste;  show  me 
where  Mrs.  Langham  is." 

"The  drawing-room  is  the  place  for  leddies  that  come 
visiting,"  said  Lizzie,  resolutely.  "  I'll  no  let  ye  in  ony  other 
place." 

"You'll  not  let  me  in ! — what  do  you  mean,  you  impertinent 
child  ?"  cried  Miss  Cresswell. 

"  I'm  no  a  child,"  cried  Lizzie.  "I  ken  my  duty  ;  and  if  I 
was  to  loose  my  good  place  what  good  would  that  do  onybody '? 
If  ye  please,  ye'll  come  in  here." 

The  pause  of  astonishment  that  followed  was  evident  by  the 
silence  ;  then  a  little  quick  impatient  step  actually  passed  into 
that  poor  little  drawing-room.  "You  strange  little  soul !  but 
I'll  tell  Mrs.  Langham,"  cried  Miss  Cresswell. 

"I'm  no  a  soul,"  said  Lizzie;  "I'm  just  like  other  folk. 
I'm  Mrs.  Langham 's  lass ;  and  she  kens  me  different  from  a 
stranger.  What  name  will  I  say,  if  ye  please?" 

_  This  question  was  answered  by  a  burst  of  laughter  from  the 
visitor,  which  I  increased  by  throwing  open  the  door  of  my 
concealment  and  disclosing  myself  with  baby  in  my  arms.  He 
had  on  his  lest  frock  Ijy  accident,  which  explains  my  rashness. 

"  How  have  you  managed  it?"  cried  Miss  Cresswell ;  "  why, 
here  is  a  romance-servant.  Dear  Mrs.  Langham,  tell  me  what 
you  have  done  to  make  her  so  original — and  let  me  have 
baby.  I  have  not  come  to  make  a  call,  as  that  creature 
supposed.  I  have  come  as  a  friend — you  said  I  might.  Why 
must  I  be  brought  into  this  room  ?" 

"  it  is  the  most  cheerful  room,"  said  I,  evading  the  question : 
"however,  Lizzie  did  not  mean  to  be  saucy — she  knew  no 
better  —but  she  is  the  most  famous  Jielp  in  the  world,  though 
ghe  is  little  mor§  than  a  child," 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  187 

"But  then  I  suppose  you  must  do  a  great  many  things 
yourself?"  said  my  visitor,  looking  me  very  close  in  the  face. 

I  felt  my  cheeks  grow  hot  in  spite  of  myself — if  Harry  had 
heard  her  he  would  have  been  furious ;  and  I  daresay  many 
people  would  have  set  this  down  at  once  as  the  impertinence  of 
the  rich  to  the  poor.  I  felt  it  was  no  such  thing  ;  but  still  it 
embarrassed  me  a  little,  against  my  will. 

"Do  you  know  some  people  would  be  affronted  to  be  asked 
as  much  ?"  said  I. 

"I  know,"  cried  Miss  Cresswell,  with  a  little  toss  of  her 
head, — "  people  who  can't  understand  how  miserable  it  is  not 
to  have  to  do  anything.  Do  you  believe  in  voluntary  work? 
I  don't.  I  can't  see  it's  any  good.  I  can't  see  the  use  of  it. 
I  should  like  to  cook  the  dinner  and  keep  the  things  tidy.  I 
should  like  to  see  everything  stand  gaping  and  calling  for  me 
till  I  set  it  to  rights.  That's  the  pleasure  ;  but  as  for  saving 
somebody  else  trouble,  why  should  I  do  it?  I  can't  see  any 
advantage  whatever  in  that." 

"  Then  you  would  not  have  me  save  Lizzie  or  the  landlady 
some  trouble  when  I  can?"  said  I. 

"  That  is  totally  a  different  thing,"  said  the  impetuous  little 
girl ;  then  she  started,  in  a  manner  to  me  inexplicable,  and 

fazed  out  of  the  window  near  which  she  was  sitting.     "  Mr. 
Aiigi!"  she  exclaimed  to  herself;    "now  I  should  so  like  to 
know  what  he  wants  here." 

Just  then  there  was  tne  noise  of  an  arrival  at  the  door  ;  of 
course  it  must  be  the  Italian  gentleman.  "  Who  is  he-?"  said 
I.  "  Jf  it  is  the  Italian,  he  lives  here." 

Without  making  any  immediate  reply,  Miss  Cresswell  clasped 
her  hands  softly  together.  "  How  strange !"  she  exclaimed. 
Of  course  it  was  her  own  thoughts  she  was  following  out,  but 
they  seemed  sufficiently  interesting  to  rouse  my  attention.  I 
occupied  myself  in  the  meantime  with  baby,  feeling  that  it 
would  be  the  merest  cruelty  to  call  upon  Lizzie  at  this  climax 
of  the  day's  excitement.  And  Miss  Cresswell  leant  forward, 
carefully  drawing  out  the  curtain  of  the  window  to  shade  her, 
and  watching  the  return  of  Domenico's  master.  Her  colour 
was  a  little  higher  than  it  had  been  previously,  and  she  seemed 
to  have  quite  quietly  and  comfortably  forgotten  my  presence, 
I  was  amused ;  and,  if  I  must  confess  it,  I  was  in  a  condition  to 
be  easily  affronted  as  well.  At  last  she  recovered  herself,  and 
blushed  violently. 

u  I  don't  know  what  you  will  think  of  me,"  she  cried  ;  u  but 
it  is  so  strange— my  godmamma  had  the  last  news  of  his  going, 

* 


188  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

and  I  have  the  first  intelligence  of  his  return.  Do  you  know, 
there  is  quite  a  story  about  him.  He  has  come  here  to  seek 
out  a  lady  whom  nobody  ever  heard  of  ;  but  I  do  believe,  what- 
ever any  one  may  choose  to  say,  that  godmamma  Sarah 
knows." 

"  Knows?     Will  she  not  tell,  then  ?"  said  I. 

"  Look  here,"  said  Miss  Cresswell ;  "she  was  once  a  great 
beauty ;  and  I  believe,  if  you  never  will  tell  anybody,  that  she's 
a  cruel,  wicked  old  woman.  There  !  1  did  not  mean  to  say 
half  so  much.  She  got  so  agitated  whenever  she  heard  what  Mr. 
Luigi  wanted  that  nobody  could  help  finding  her  out ;  but, 
though  I  am  certain  she  knows,  she  will  do  everything  in  the 
world  rather  than  tell." 

"  But  why?" 

u  Oh,  I  cannot  tell  you  why.  I  know  nothing  at  all  about 
it ;  and  remember,"  cried  my  imprudent  visitor,  u  that  1  tell 
you  all  this  in  the  greatest  secret !  I  would  not  tell  papa  nor 
any  one.  I  said  it  to  my  own  godmamma  just  as  it  came  into 
my  head,  and  put  her  into  such  distress,  the  dear  old  soul !  My 
own  idea  is,  that  godmamma  Sarah  does  it  only  for  spite ;  but 
her  sister,  you  know,  has  a  different  opinion,  and  is  frightened, 
and  does  not  know  what  she  is  frightened  about.  1  daresay 
you  will  think  me  very  strange  to  say  so,"  said  Miss  Cresswell, 
again  blushing  very  much,  "but  1  should  like  to  meet  Mr. 
Luigi.  I  am  sure  he  is  somehow  connected  with  my  god- 
mothers :  1  cannot  make  out  how,  I  am  sure ;  but  I  am  quite 
certain,  however  unlikely  it  may  be,  that  godmamma  Sarah 
knows !" 

She  seemed  quite  excited  and  in  earnest  about  it ;  so,  as  all 
her  thoughts  were  turned  that  way,  I  told  her  our  amusing 
intercourse  with  Domenico,  and  what  good  friends  we  were. 
Though  she  laughed  and  clapped  her  hands,  she  was  too  much 
engrossed  with  her  own  thoughts  evidently  to  be  much  amused. 
She  was  most  anxious  to  know  whether  I  had  heard  anything 
of  Mr.  Luigi ;  whether  the  landltidy  talked  of  him  ;  whether  I 
kne\v  how  he  came  to  Chester.  She  told  me  the  story  1  had 
heard  dimly  from  Harry  in  the  most  clear  and  distinct  manner. 
On  the  whole,  she  filled  me  with  suspicions.  If  I  had  not  seen 
her  flirting  so  lately,  I  should  certainly  have  fancied  her  in 
love. 

"You  know  him,  then?"  said  I,  after  hearing  her  very 
steadily  to  an  end. 

"  Not  in  the  least,"  she  cried,  once  more  blushing  in  the 
most  violent,  undisguisable  way.  "  How  should  I  know 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

Don't  you  know  I  have  no  brothers  or  sisters,  Mrs.  Langham  ? 
ami  can't  you  suppose  that  papa  has  exactly  the  same  people  to 
dinner  ye.ir  after  year?  Ah,  you  are  quite  different !  You 
nave  your  own  place,  and  can  choose  your  own-society — choose 
me,  please,  there's  a  darling !  My  name's  Sara ;  quite  a 
waiting-maid's  name;  let  me  have  baby  and  come  and  help 
you.  As  for  saying  he  would  not  come  to  me,  it  is  nonsense. 
I  will  tell  you  exactly  how  many  friends  I  have, — Godmamma, 
who  is  more  than  a  friend,  of  course,  but  no  relation  ;  my  old 
nurse,  whom  I  never  see,  and  who  lives  a  hundred  miles  off ; 
and  old  Miss  Fielding,  at  the  rectory.  Now  only  think  how- 
much  I  am  alone !  You  are  quite  new  here ;  you  can  choose 
for  yourself — choose  me  !" 

"  With  all  my  heart !"  said  I.  I  was  so  much  surprised  by 
her  ignorance  and  her  free  speech,  that,  though  1  liked  her 
very  much,  I  really  dm  uou  unow  what  morn  TO  say. 

"I  suppose,  then,  1  may  take  off  my  bonnet?"  she  said, 
quite  innocently  looking  up  in  my  face. 

If  she  had  rushed  to  kiss  me  I  could  have  understood  it.  If 
she  had  declared  we  were  to  be  friends  for  ever,  I  should  have 
quite  gone  in  with  her ;  but,  to  take  off  her  bonnet !  that  was 
quite  a  different  matter.  I  am  sadly  afraid  I  stammered  and 
stared.  I  wanted  a  friend  as  much  as  she  did — but  men  are 
such  strange  creatures.  What  would  Harry  say  when  he  came 
in? 

However,  Sara  Cresswell  did  not  wait  till  I  finished  con- 
sidering. In  five  minutes  after  she  was  sitting  on  the  carpet 
at  the  window  with  little  Harry,  playing  with  him.  rihe 
child  was  quite  delighted.  As  for  me,  I  was  too  much  taken 
by  surprise  to  know  whether  I  was  pleased  or  not.  Harry  was 
to  dine  at  mess  that  night ;  and,  of  course,  I  had  only  meant 
to  have  tea  all  by  myself  in  the  little  back  room.  What  was 
to  be  done  ?  I  am  sorry  to  say  I  was  very  much  tempted  to 
improvise  a  dinner,  and  pretend  that  it  was  just  what  I  always 
did.  I  think  the  thing  that  saved  me  from  this  was  looking  at 
her  with  her  little  short  curls  ;  she  looked  s©  like  a  child ! 
Besides,  if  we  were  really  to  be  friends,  was  I  to  begin  by 
deceiving  her?  Much  better  she  should  know  at  once  all  our 
simple  ways. 

"  You  will  have  no  dinner,"  said  I,  faltering  a  little.  "  Mr. 
Langham  goes  out,  and  I  only  take  tea." 

"  That  is  exactly  what  I  like.  Dinners  are  such  bores !" 
said  Sara,  with  the  air  of  one  who  belonged  to  us  and  had 
taken  possession. 


190  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

It  was  getting  quite  dark,  and  the  lamps  were  being  lighted 
outside  ;  of  course  it  delighted  baby  very  much  to  be  held  up 
t  see  them,  as  his  new  nurse  held  him.  As  she  stood  there 
lifting  him  up,  I  put  my  hand  upon  her  pretty  hair.  She  had 
quite  taken  my  heart. 

"  Have  you  had  a  fever,  dear?"  said  I. 

Sara  stared  at  mp  a  moment,  then  looked  deeply  affronted, 
then  burst  into  a  strange  laugh.  "  1  forgive  you,  because  you 
called  me  dear,"  she  cried,  starting  off  with  baby  to  the  other 
window.  I  suppose,  then,  it  had  not  been  a  fever — some  foolish 
fancy  or  other, — and  no  doubt  her  friends  and  acquaintance 
had  pretty  well  avenged  it,  without  any  further  question 
from  me. 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  191 


CHAPTER  -VI. 

NEXT  morning  I  was  a  little  amused  and  a  little  surprised 
to  think  over  all  that  had  happened.  The  idea  of  h  aving 
a  friend,  who  stayed  with  me  till  after  nine,  and  helped  to  put 
baby  to  bed,  and  interfered  with  Lizzie,  and  turned  over  all 
our  few  books,  and  asked  all  sorts  of  questions,  was  the  oddest 
thing  in  the  world  to  me  ;  and  of  course  when  I  told  Harry  I 
heard  all  sorts  of  jokes  from  him  about  female  friendship,  and 
inquiries  how  long  it  would  last,  which  made  me  extremely 
angry.  Are  men's  friendships  any-  steadier,  I  wonder?  I 
should  say  male  friendship,  to  be  even  with  him.  Mr. 
Thackeray  is  delightful ;  but  he  puts  a  great  deal  of  stuff  into 
young  men's  heads.  I  allow  he  may  joke  if  he  likes — to  be 
sure,  he  does  not  mean  half  of  it — but  do  you  suppose  they  may 
all  follow  his  example  ?  Not  that  I  meai/to  infer  anything  on 
Harry's  part  that  I  could  not  pay  him  back  quite  comfortably. 
But  not  meaning  Harry  in  the  least,  I  don't  see  why  I  should 
not  do  my  little  bit  of  criticism.  I  was  just  beginning  to  read 
books  at  that  time,  and  everything  was  fresh  to  me.  All  the 
foolish  lads  think  they  are  quite  as  wise  as  Mr.  Thackeray,  and 
have  quite  as  good  a  right  to  think  themselves  behind  ths 
scenes.  I  suppose  there  never  was  anybody  who  did  not  like  to 
feel  superior  and  wiser  than  his  neighbours.  I  would  put 
Domenico's  laurel  wreath  on  Mr.  Thackeray's  head;  but  I 
should  like  to  put  an  'extinguisher  on  the  heads  of  the 
Thackerians.  I  should  think  the  great  man  would  be  disposed 
to  knock  down  half  the  people  that  quote  him,  could  he  only 
hear,  and  behold,  and  note. 

However,  that  has  nothing  to  do  with  my  story.  I  knew 
Lizzie  must  be  in  a  highly  excited  state  from  ](<ng  repression  of 
her  manifold  gleanings  of  intelligence  respecting  last  night's 
arrival ;  and  I  went  to  her  as  soon  as  Harry  was  out  lest  any 
explosion  should  happen.  Lizzie,  however,  looked  rather  down- 
cast as,  baby  being  asleep,  she  went  about  her  work  upstairs. 
My  first  idea  was  that  some  jealousy  of  Miss  Cresswell  had 
invaded  the  girl's  mind,  but  that  did  not  explain  all  the 
peculiarities  of  her  manner.  She  certainly  allowed  herself  to 


192  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

be  drawn  into  an  account  of  Domenico's  proceedings,  which 
gradually  inspired  and  animated  her ;  but  even  in  the  midst  of 
this  she  would  make  a  hurried  pause,  now  and  then,  and  listen, 
as  if  some  painful  sound  had  reached  her  ear. 

"  It  was  a  very  grand  dinner.  Eh,  I  never  saw  onything 
like  the  way  he  steered,  and  twisted,  and  mixed,  and  watched," 
said  Lizzie ;  "  he  maun  be  a  real  man -cook,  like  what's  in  books ; 
and  took  up  everything  separate,  six  different  things  one  after 
the  ither  ;  and  Sally  says  there  was  as  mony  plates  as  if  it  had 
been  a  great  party ;  and  the  minute  before  and  the  minute 
after,  what  was  the  gentleman  doing  but  smoking  like  as  if  he 
was  on  fire ;  and  eh,  mem,  he  maun  be  a  great  man  yon ! 
Domenico  kissed  his  hand  ;  but  after  that,"  continued  Lizzie, 
blushing  and  turning  aside  with  a  strong  sense  of  impropriety, 
t  "the  gentleman  kissel  him  /" 

"  That  is  how  foreigners  do,"  said  I,  in  apology. 

"And  after  the  dinner  there  was  that  sound  o'  tongues 
through  the  house,  you  would  have  thought  the  walls  would 
ha'e  been  down.  Eh,  sic  language  for  Christians  to  speak ! 
but,  mem,  they're  no  Christians,  they're  Papishers — is  that 
true?"  said  Lizzie,  with  a  little  anxiety.  "  Such  a  blatter  o' 
words,  and  no  one  a  body  could  understand.  No'  that  I  was 
wantin'  to  understand;  but  it's  awfu'  funny  to  hear  folk 
speakin',  and  nae  sense  in't.  Eh,  whisht!  what  was  that?" 
cried  Lizzie,  starting  and  stopping  short  in  her  tale. 

It  certainly  was,  or  sounded,  very  like  a  moan  of  pain. 

"What  is  it,  Lizzie?" 

"  Eh,  to  think  of  us  speaking  of  dinners,  and  «ic  nonsense  ! 
— and,  mem,  it's  a  poor  man  like  to  dee  with  pride,  and  sicjt- 
ness,  and  starvation  !  What  will  I  do ?  What  will  1  do?" 
cried  Lizzie.  "  If  naebody  else  in  the  house  durst,  it  maun  be 
me.  I'll  no  keep  quiet  ony  langer — he  canna  be  ill  at  me  that 
was  destitute  mysel'.  I'll  gang  and  steal  the  bairn's  beef -tea, 
and  tell  him  lies,  that  it's  his  ain.  Mem,  let  me  gang.  I 
canna  beart  ony  mair  !" 

I  stopped  her,  however,  growing  very  much  excited  myself. 
"What  is  it?  What  do  you  mean ?" 

Lizzie,  who  was  choking  with  distress,  eagerness,  and  excite- 
ment, pointed  her  finger  up,  and  struggled  to  find  her  voice. 
It  burst  upon  me  in  a  moment.  The  "poor  gentleman  in  the 
attic,  the  threadbare  wistful  man  who  went  out  to  dine,  had 
not  been  visible  for  some  days.  Lizzie  told  me  in  gasps  what 
the  landlady  had  told  her.  He  was  ill ;  he  was  very  poor ; 
deeply  in  Mrs.  Goldsworthy's  debt.  They  had  noticed  thai 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  193 

his  usual  work  had  not  been  on  his  table  for  some  time,  and 
that  no  domestic  stores  of  any  kind  were  in  his  little  cupboard ; 
three  days  ago  he  had  become  too  ill  to  go  out,  they  did  not 
think  he  had  anything  to  eat,  and  he  would  accept  nothing 
from  them.  All  yesterday  they  had  not  ventured  to  enter  his 
room.  Sick,  starving,  friendless — what  a  picture  it  was !  No 
wonder  he  had  hungry,  wistful  eyes.  I  lost  no  time  as  you  may 
suppose.  I  sent  Lizzie  flying  downstairs  for  the  beef-tea.  As 
for  asking  whether  he  would  admit  me  or  not,  whether  he 
would  think  it  impertinent  or  not,  I  never  stopped  to  think. 
Another  of  those  moans,  more  audible  this  time  because.  I  was 
listening  for  it,  thrilled  me  through  and  through  before  Lizzie 
came  back.  Bless  the  girl !  in  no  time  at  all  she  had  got  the 
whitest  napkin  to  be  had  in  the  house  for  the  tray ;  and  the 
beef-tea  smoked  and  smelt  just  as  it  ought.  I  was  at  the  door 
of  the  room  before  I  thought  anything  about  how  I  was  to« 
excuse  myself.  By  mere  instinct  I  opened  the  door  first ;  then 
knocked,  merely  to  warn  the  inmate  of  my  coming,  and  in 
another  moment  stood  all  by  myself  in  a  new  world. 

Another  world !  a  world  of  misery,  endurance,  voiceless 
passion,  and  persistence,  altogether  unknown  to  me.  He  was 
lying  on  some  chairs  before  the  fireplace,  supporting  his  gaunt 
shoulders  against  the  end  of  his  bed, — before  the  fireplace,  in 
which  there  was  no  fire,  nor  had  been.  It  was  trim  and  well- 
blacked,  and  filled  up  with  faded  ornamental  chippings  of  paper. 
His  table  was  beside  him,  and  he  leaned  one  arm  on  it;  nothing 
on  the  table,  not  even  a  book,  except  some  old  pens,  blotting- 
paper,  and  an  ink-bottle.  His  coat  buttoned  close  up  to  his  neck, 
with  dreadful  suggestive  secrecy,  plainly  telling  how  little  there 
was  below ;  and  the  hungry  sad  eyes,  glaring  wolfish  and  frenzied 
out  of  his  worn  face.  He  gave  a  great  start  when  I  came  in, 
and  either  in  passion  or  weakness  thrust  one  of  the  chairs 
from  under  his  feet,  so  that  it  fell  with  a  great  noise  on  the 
floor.  The  sound  and  the  movement  made  my  heart  beat.  But 
he  took  no  further  notice,  only  stared  at  me.  I  went  forward 
and  put  the  tray  before  him  on  the  table,  uncovered  the  basin, 
placed  everything  within  his  reach.  All  the  while  he  stared  at 
me,  his  eyes  contracting  and  dilating  as  I  never  saw  the  eyes  of 
any  human  creature  before.  I  scarcely  think  he  was  a  human 
creature  at  that  moment ;  at  least  he  was  holding  to  his  man- 
hood only  by  that  frantic  hold  of  pride,  which  hunger  and 
misery  were  rending  before  my  very  eyes.  He  began  to 
tremble  dreadfully;  the  sight  of  the  food  excited  his  weakness; 
but  he  tried  to  resist  till  the  last  gasp. 


1§4  The  Last  of  tiie  MortimM 

"  Who  are  you?  and  how  dare  you  come  to  my  uom  and 
intrude  upon  me !"  lie  said  hoarsely,  and  trembling  like  a  palsied 
man. 

t;  I  am  your  fellow-lodger.  You  used  to  notice  my  baby 
when  you  went  downstairs ;  and  they  told  me  you  were  ill,  and 
could  not  go  out.  When  one  is  ill  there  is  nothing  so  good  as 
beef-tea,"  said  I,  trembling  a  good  deal  myself  ;  'l  even  if  you 
cannot  eat,  you  might  drink  a  little,  and  it  would  refresh  you. 
Do  pray  try,  it  will  do  you  good." 

"  And  how  do  you  know  V"  he  said  trembling  more  and  more, 
till  his  very  utterance  was  indistinct,  "that  I  cannot  have  beef- 
tea  or — or  anything  else  I  like,  of  my  own.  Ah  !"  he  ended, 
with  a  sharp  cry.  He  put  forward  his  hand  towards  it ;  then 
he  stopped  in  a  dreadful  spasm  of  resistance,  and  glared  at  me. 
I  obeyed  my  first  impulse,  and  went  out  of  the  room  hurriedly. 
He  would  not  take  it  while  I  was  there. 

In  about  five  minutes  after  I  went  back  again  with  some 
coals  and  wood,  in  one  of  Mrs.  Goldsworthy's  old  coal  scuttles. 
I  thought  I  saw  how  to  manage  him — never  to  ask  permission 
or  make  apologies,  but  simply  to  do  what  was  needful.  He 
had  emptied  the  basin,  I  saw  at  a  glance,  and  had  a  piece  of 
bread  in  his  hand,  which  he  put  down  when  I  came  in.  He 
said  nothing,  but  stared  at  me  as  I  lighted  the  fire.  When  iny 
back  was  turned  to  him  I  fancied  he  made  another  stealthy 
application  to  the  bread.  He  would  hide  the  full  amount  of  his 
misery  if  it  were  possible ;  but  it  was  only  a  partial  victory  he 
could  obtain  over  himself. 

"Who,  who  are  you?"  he  said  at.  last.  "You — you  are  a 
lady,  eh  ?  It  is  not  your  business  to  make  up  fires  ?" 

"  Yes,"  said  I,  as  cheerfully  as  I  could  ;  "  but  we  are  poor ; 
and  when  one  has  not  much  money  one  has  many  things  to 
do." 

At  this  the  poor  gentleman  gave  a  great  groam.  Then,  after 
a  little,  gasped,  in  broken  words,  "  Thank  God  !  creatures  like 
you  don't  know  the  truths  they  say." 

I  understood  him  at  once.  "  No,"  said  I,  "it  is  quite  true  ; 
but  God  knows  all  about  it,  that  is  a  comfort  always.  Don't 
you  think  if  I  put  the  pillows  behind  you,  you  would'  be 
more  comfortable  ?  Try  this.  I  am  quite  sure  it  is  better 
so." 

"Ah!  but  how  do  you  know  I  can't  have  pillows  as 
I  please,  and  whatever  I  want  of  my  own  ?"  cried  the 
jealous,  delirious  pride,  waking  up  again  in  his  big  hollow 
eyes. 


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*l I  don't  know  anything  about  it,"  said  I;  "but  you 
have  nobody  with  you  just  now.  If  you  will  not  send 
for  any  friends,  you  can't  help  having  neighbours  all  the 
same." 

He  said,  "  Ah !"  again,  and  relapsed  into  his  silent  stare. 
But  for  the  frenzy  of  desperate  want  and  desperate  pride,  which 
only  flickered  up  by  moments,  he  was  too  far  benumbed  with 
want  and  suffering  to  do  anything  in  the  way  of  resistance. 
After  I  had  settled  him  a  little  comfortable  I  went  downstairs 
again,  and  as  soon  as  baby's  second  bowl  of  beef-tea,  which  had 
been  hastily  made  to  take  the  place  of  the  first,  was  ready,  I 
stole  that  also,  and  went  up  with  it  again.  Baby,  who  was  as 
fat  as  possible,  could  quite  well  do  without  it ;  and  I  remember 
having  read  that  people,  who  had  been  in  great  want,  should 
get  food  very  often  but  not  much  at  a  time.  The  poor  gentle- 
man was  lying  with  his  head  on  the  pillow  and  his  eyes  half  shut, 
the  light  of  the  fire  glimmering  over  him,  and  a  kind  of  quiet  in 
his  attitude.  When  he  opened  his  eyes  they  grew  wolfish  again 
for  a  moment ;  but  he  was  subdued — the  first  frenzy  was  gone. 
Somehow  he  did  not  seem  alone  any  longer,  with  that  dear  good 
charitable  fire  blazing  and  crackling,  and  making  all  the  noise 
it  could,  as  if  to  show  what  company  it  could  be.  And  this 
time  he  actually  drew  the  basin  towards  him,  and  ate  its  contents 
before  me.  I  went  to  the  little  window  and  cried  a  little  pri- 
vately. Oh,  it  was  pitiful !  pitiful !  That  morning  I  am  sure 
he  had  laid  himself  down  upon  these  chairs,  mad  with  want, 
bitterness,  and  solitude,  to  die. 


196  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 


CHAPTER  VII. 

"T7OTJ,  who  would  not  go  out  to  dinner  because  you  could 

JL  not  afford  it !''  cried  Harry,  "  how  do  you  dare  venture 
on  such  rash  proceedings  ?  It  appears  to  me  you  have  adopted 
a  new  member  into  the  family." 

"  Ah,  but  it  is  different/'  said  I :  "  going1  out  to  dinner  was 
a  matter  of  choice,  this  was  a  matter  of  necessity." 

"It  depends  upon  how  people  think,"  said  Harry,  "the 
priest  and  the  Levite  were  of  quite  a  different  opinion  ;  but  if 
you  mean  to  have  friends  and  pensio.  ors,  and  get  rich  people 
and  poor  people  about  you,  Milly  darling,  we'll  have  to  think 
of  new  supplies.  I  cannot  imagine  how  it  has  gone  out  of  my 
mind  all  this  time.  Pendleton  actually  asked  me  to-day 
whether  I  had  heard  anything  more  about  your  grandfather's 
house." 

"  My  grandfather's  house  !"  I  said ;  and  we  both  looked  at 
each  other  and  laughed  ;  our  removal  had  put  all  that  out  of 
our  heads.  Chester,  and  new  places  to  look  at,  and  new 
people  to  see,  and  just  the  usual  disturbance  of  one's  thoughts 
in  changing  about,  had  betrayed  Harry  who  was  so  anxious 
about  it,  just  as  much  as  it  had  betrayed  me. 

"  I  must  see  after  it  now  in  earnest.  A  thousand  pounds  or 
BO,  you  know,"  said  Harry,  with  a  kind  of  serio-comic  look, 
"  would  be  worth  a  great  deal  to  you  just  now." 

And  with  this  he  went  out.  A  thousand  pounds  or  so  ! 
twenty  would  have  been  nice ;  aye,  or  ten,  or  even  five,  more 
than  just  our  regular  money.  However,  I  only  laughed  to 
myself,  and  went  upstairs  to  my  poor  gentleman.  After  all,  I 
am  not  so  sure  that  he  was  a  gentleman,  or  at  least  anything 
unusual  in  himself.  He  was  very  independent,  and  want,  and 
a  passionate  dread  of  being  found  out,  and  made  a  pauper  of, 
had  carried  him  to  a  kind  of  heroism  for  the  moment.  But 
when  he  got  used  to  me,  and  consented  to  let  me  bring  him 
things,  he  became  very  much  like  other  people.  He  was 
always  eager  to  get  the  newspaper  and  see  the  news.  I  carried 
him  up  the  Chester  paper,  which  Mrs.  Goldsworthy  took  in 
just  now. 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  107 

When  I  went  into  his  room,  the  first  thing  I  saw  was  two 
letters  on  the  table.  Pie  was  just  drawing  back,  and  still 
trembling  from  his  exertion,  for  he  was  still  very  weak.  He 
put  the  letters  towards  me  with  a  little  movement  of  his 
hand. 

"I  am  writing  to  ask  for  work;  I'm  wonderfully  steady 
now,  wonderfully  steady ;  if  they  would  only  give  me  work ! 
Ah,  it's  hard  times  when  a  man  can't  get  work,"  he  said. 

I  glanced  at  them  as  he  wished  me.  "  Cresswell?"  said  I; 
"  1  think  I  know  his  daughter,  Mr.  Ward.  I'll  speak  to  her ; 
perhaps  she  can  make  him  help  you." 

"  She  can  make  him  do  whatever  she  likes,"  said  my  friend, 
with  his  wistful  eyes ;  "it  '11  be  well  for  him  if  she  don't 
make  him  do  what  he'll  repent." 

"  How  do  you  mean  ?"  said  I,  with  some  surprise. 

u  Well !"  said  my  patient,  u  it's  a  story  I  don't  understand, 
and  I  can't  give  you  the  rights  of  it.  I  was  never  more  than 
just  about  the  office  an  hour  or  so  in  the  day,  getting  my 
copy.  You  see  there's  two  rich  old  ladies  about  half-a-dozen 
miles  out  o'  Chester,  and  there's  either  some  flaw  in  their 
title,  or  something  that  way.  I  know  for  certain  there  was  an 
advertisement  written  out  for  the  Times,  for  one  Mor- 
timer  " 

"Mortimer!" 

u  Yes,"  he  said,  looking  at  me  in  his  eager  way.  "  1 
suppose  it  had  been  some  day  when  he  had  quarrelled  with 
them,  and  meant  to  bring  in  the  true  owner ;  when  all  of  a 
sudden  it  was  withdrawn,  and  has  never  been  in  the  Times  to 
this  day ;  and  Miss  Cresswell  after  that  spent  a  long  time  at 
the  Park.  Somebody  said  in  the  office  it  was  more  than  likely 
the  ladies  would  leave  their  property  to  her ;  and  to  be  sure  it 
that  was  so,  it  would  be  none  of  her  father's  business  to  hunt 
up  the  right  heir." 

I  felt  completely  dizzy  and  bewildered ;  I  kept  looking  down 
upon  the  table,  where  the  letters  seemed  to  be  flitting  about 
with  the  strangest  unsteady  motion. 

"  And  are  the  ladies  called  Mortimer  ?"  I  said,  almost  under 
my  breath. 

"  Yes ;  they're  folks  well  known  in  Chester,  though  seldom 
to  be  seen  here,"  said  Mr.  Ward;  "the  youngest  one,  Miss 
Milly,  is  a  good  creature;  the  other  one,  and  her  name  is 
Sarah,  was  a  great  beauty  in  her  day.  I  remember  when  J, 
was  a  lad,  we  young  fellows  would  walk  all  that  way  just  to 
see  her  riding  out  of  the  gates,  or  driving  her  grey  ponies ; 


198  The  Last  of  the  Uortimers. 

they  called  her  the  beautiful  Miss  Mortimer  in  those  days.  I 
daresay  now  she's  as  old,  and  as  crazy,  and  as  chilly — but 
thank  heaven,  she  can  never  be  as  poor,  and  as  friendless,  and 
as  suffering— as  me." 

I  could  not  make  any  answer  for  a  long  time.  I  stood  with 
my  hands  clasped  together,  and  my  brain  in  a  perfect  whirl ; 
these  words,  Sarah,  Miss  Mortimer,  the  Park,  going  in  gusts 
through  my  mind.  What  did  it  mean  ?  1  had  come  upstairs 
with  a  smile  on  my  lips  about  the  fabulous  house  of  my  grand- 
father. Was  this  the  real  story  now  ubout  to  disclose  itself  ? 
I  felt  for  a  moment  that  overwhelming  impatience  to  hear  more 
which  makes  one  giddy  when  on  the  verge  of  a  discovery ;  but 
I  did  not  want  to  betray  myself  to  the  old  man. 

"  And  do  you  mean,"  said  I,  holding  fast  by  the  table  to 
keep  myself  from  trembling,  "  that  they  are  not  the  lawful 
owners  of  their  estate  ?" 

"  Nay,  I  cannot  tell  you  that,"  said  my  patient,  very  coolly  ; 
"but  what  could  be  wanted  with  an  advertisement  in  the 
Times  for  one  Mortimer?  and  old  Cresswell  holding  it  back, 
you  know,  as  soon  as  it  was  likely  that  his  girl  might  get  the 
Park." 

"  Do  you  remember  what  was  the  Mortimer's  name  that  was 
to  be  advertised  for  ?  I  know  some  Mortimers,"  said  I,  with  a 
little  tremble  in  my  voice. 

"  I  can't  say  1  exactly  remember  just  at  this  moment," 
said  the  old  man,  after  a  little  pause.  "It  wasn't  like  a 
Mortimer  name ;  it  was — nay,  stay, — it  was  one  of  the  cotton- 
spinners'  names;  1  remember  I  thought  of  the  spinning- jenny 
directly  ;  something  in  that  v/ay  ;  1  can't  tell  exactly  what  it 
was."  * 

I  could  scarcely  stand.  I  could  scarcely  keep  silent ;  and  yet 
I  durst  not,  for  something  that  choked  the  voice  in  i\\y  throat, 
Suggest  my  father's  name  boldly  to  his  recollection.  1  hurried 
away  and  threw  myself  on  a  chair  in  my  own  room.  All  was 
silent  there;  but  with  just  a  door  between  us  Lizzie  was  playing 
with  my  boy  ;  and  his  crows  of  infant  delight,  and  her  soft  but 
homely  voice,  seemed  to  break  in  upon  the  solitude  I  wanted. 
I  rose  from  that  retreat,  and  went  down  to  our  little  drawing 
room.  There  it  was  Domcnico's  voice,  round  and  full,  singing, 
whistling,  talking,  all  in  a  breath.  Nowhere  could  I  get  quiet 
enough  to  think  over  the  extraordinary  information  I  had  just 
received.  Or,  rather,  indeed  it  was  not  either  Lizzie's  voice,  or 
Domenico's,  but  the  agitation  and  tumult  in  my  own  mind ; 
the  beating  of  my  heart,  and  the  stir  and  restlessness  that  rose 


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in  me,  that  prevented  me  from  thinking.  Could  it  be  possible 
that  my  father's  languid  prophecy,  which  Aunt  Connor  reported 
so  lightly,  had  truth  in  it.  after  all?  The  idea  excited  me 
beyond  the  power  of  thinking.  I  went  out  and  came  in.  I 
took  up  various  kinds  of  work  and  threw  them  down  again  ; 
I  could  do  nothing  till  Harry  came  in,  .and  I  had  told  him. 
Then  I  fancied  there  might  possibly  seem  some  sense  and  co- 
herence in  the  news.  If  this  were  to  come  true,  then  what 
prospects  might  be  dawning  upon  us !  In  this  sudden  illumi- 
nation my  past  dread  returned  to  me,  as  a  fear  which  has  been 
forgotten  for  a  time  always  does.  The  war  !  if  Harry's  wife 
turned  out  a  great  heiress,  must  not  Harry  himself  cease  to  be 
a  soldier  and  enter  into  his  fortune?  Ah  me  !  but  he  would 
not ;  he  would  not  if  I  should  ask  him  on  my  knees ;  not,  at 
least,  till  he  had  taken  his  chance  of  getting  killed  like  all  the 
rest. 

This  threw  me  back,  with  scarcely  a  moment's  interval, 
into  the  full  tide  ^  those  *l'.r>Miihts  which  had  tortured  me 
before  we  came  to  Chester.  I  got  up  from  my  chair  and  began 
to  walk  about  the  room  in  the  restlessness  of  great  sudden 
apprehension  and  terror.  All  my  trouble  came  back.  My 
fears  had  but  been  asleep,  the  real  circumstances  were  uu- 
changod ;  even  to-day,  this  very  day,  Harry  might  be  ordered 
to  the  war. 

He  saw  my  nervous,  troubled  look  in  a  moment  when  he 
came  in  ;  he  was  struck  by  it  at  once.  "  You  look  as  you  once 
looked  in  Edinburgh,  Milly,"  he  said,  coming  up  to  me; 
*'  what  is  the  matter'?  Something  has  happened  while  I  have 
been  away?" 

u  Harry,". cried  I,  with  a  little  excitement,  suddenly  remem- 
bering that  I  had  news  to  tell  him.  "  I  have  found  the  Park 
and  the  Sarah  ;  I  have  found  the  estate  I  am  heiress  to;  I  have 
found  out  something  far  more  important  than  that  old  red- 
brick house ;  and,  do  you  know,  hearing  of  this  brought 
everything  to  my  mind  directly,  all  !)>y  terrors  and  troubles. 
Never  mind,  I'll  tell  you  what  I  heard  in  the  first  place.  It 
was  from  my  poor  gentleman  upstairs." 

Harry,  who  had  heard  me  with  great  interest  up  to  this 
point,  suddenly  shrugged  up  his  shoulders,  and  put  his  lijs 
together  with  that  disdainful  provoking  whew  !  with  which 
men  think  they  can  always  put  one  down. 

"  Oh.  indeed,  you  need  not  be  scornful !"  said  I ;  u  he  writes 
papers  fur  a  lawyer,  and  had  a  very  good  way  of  knowing. 
Hu  says  Mr.  Crwwttt  had  uu  advertisement  (ill  ready  to  be  put 


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into  the  Times  some  months  ago,  for  one  Mortimer,  whose  name 
reminded  him  of  a  spinning-jenny.  But  it  never  was  sent  to 
the  paper,  because  Miss  Cresswell  went  out  to  the  Park,  and 
it  was  thought  the  ladies  would  make  her  their  heiress  ;  but  it 
was  supposed  there  was  some  flaw  in  their  title,  and  that  this 
Mortimer  would  be  the  true  heir." 

"  The  Park,  and  the  ladies,  and  Miss  Cresswell,  and  it  was 
supposed?  By  Jove,  Milly!"  cried  Harry,  with  great  vehe- 
mence, "do  you  see  how  important  this  is? — have  you  no 
better  grounds  than  it  was  thought,  and,  it  was  supposed  ?" 

u  You  are  unreasonable,  Harry  ;  I  only  heard  what  he  had 
to  say  ;  and,  besides,  it  might  not  be  my  father,  nor  the  same 
people  at  all.  He  could  not  tell  me,  I  only  heard  what  he  had 
to  say." 

But  this  explanation  did  not  satisfy  Harry ;  he  became  as 
excited  as  I  had  been,  but  in  a  different  way.  He  snatched  up 
his  hat,  and  would  have  gone  at  once,  on  the  impulse  of  the 
moment,  to  see  Mr.  Cresswell,  had  not  I  detained  him.  The 
news  had  the  same  influence  on  Harry  that  it  had  on  me. 
It  woke  us  both  out  of  that  happy  quiescence  into  which  we 
had  fallen  when  we  came  here.  We  were  no  longer  dwelling  at 
peace,  safe  in  each  other's  society  ;  once  more  we  were  thrown 
into  all  the  agitation  that  belonged  to  our  condition  and 
prospects. 

Harry  was  a  soldier,  ready  to  be  sent  off  any  day  to  the 
camp  and  the  trenches,  gravely  anxious  about  a  home  and 
shelter  for  his  wife  and  child ;  I,  a  soldier's  wife,  ready  at 
any  moment  to  have  the  light  of  my  eyes  torn  from  me,  and 
my  life  cut  in  twain.  After  the  first  hurried  burst  of  consul- 
tation, we  were  both  silent,  thinking  on  these  things.  Certainly 
it  was  better  that  we  should  have  been  aroused.  -Tiie  reality 
coming  at  once,  all  unapprehended  and  unthought  of,  would 
otherwise  have  been  an  intolerable  blow.  Now  there  was  little 
fear  that  we  could  forget  again. 

It  was  natural  that  we  should  return  to  the  subject  again 
and  again  during  the  day.  Harry  drew  my  father's  old  books, 
and  the  drawing  he  had  laughed  at,  from  his  own  desk,  where 
he  had  kept  them  ;  and  with  them  the  envelope,  full  of  formal 
documents,  which  he  had  written  to  Aunt  Connor  for  with  so 
much  haste  and  importance,  to  substantiate  my  claim  to  my 
grandfather's  house;  there  they  lay,  unused,  almost  unlocked 
at.  Harry  shook  his  head  as  he  drew  them  out.  We  neither 
of  us  said  anything.  We  were  neither  of  us  sorry  that  we  had 
forgotten  all  about  it  for  a  time.  For  my  own  part,  I  went 


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away  upstairs  very  like  to  cry.  This  information,  which  had 
thrown  us  back  into  so  many  troubles,  might  never  come  to 
anything;  and  even  if  it  did,  what  difference  would  that  make? 
Harry,  if  I  was  found  out  to  be  a  king's  daughter,  would 
never  leave  his  profession,  or  shrink  from  its  dangers,  while 
this  war  lasted.  My  pleasant  forgetfulness  was  over  now. 
He  was  looking  at  this  subject  in  the  same  light  he  had 
looked  at  it  before  we  left  Edinburgh  ; — it  would  be  a  home 
forme. 


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CHAPTER  VITT. 

IT  was  an  agitated,  troubled  day.  The  accidental  nature  of 
the  information,  calmly  told  to  one  who  was  supposed  to 
have  no  interest  in  it ;  the  coincidence  of  the  names  ;  the 
startled  feeling  we  had  in  thus  being  suddenly  brought  into 
contact  with  people  nearly  connected  with  us,  who  were 
unaware  of  our  existence,  and  of  whose  existence  we  had  been 
unaware,  acted  very  powerfully  on  our  imaginations.  I  don't 
think  either  Harry  or  I  had  a  moment's  doubt  upon  the  subject. 
As  to  the  identity  of  the  persons,  certainly  none  ;  and  I  confess 
that  I,  for  one,  received  with  perfect  faith  the  suggestion  that 
there  was  a  wrong  somehow  in  the  matter,  and  that  my  father 
had  turned  out  to  be  the  true  heir.  It  never  occurred  to  me  to 
imagine  any  other  reason  for  the  suppressed  advertisement ; 
and  Mr.  Cress  well,  whom  I  had  thought  at  the  very  climax  of 
respectability,  suddenly  descended  into  a  romantic  lawyer-villain 
in  my  excited  eyes. 

To  add  to  the  agitation  of  my  thoughts,  Sara  Cresswell  chose 
to  take  that  day  for  one  of  her  odd  visits.  She  came  in  the 
afternoon  to  stay  with  me  till  evening.  She  was  clearly  quite 
beyond  her  father's  control ;  not  even  subject  to  a  wholesome 
restriction  of  hours  and  meal-times ;  for  she  never  said  her 
father  was  out  to  dinner  on  the  occasions  of  her  coming,  nor 
accounted  in  any  way  for  her  liberty  at  his  dinner-hour.  The 
little  brougham  used  to  come  for  her  at  night,  and  her  little 
maid  in  it — a  sign,  I  suppose,  that  the  father  did  not  dis- 
approve ;  but  that  was  all.  Only  wilful  as  she  was,  I  confess  I 
had  grown  to  like  her  very  much.  I  sometimes  lectured  her ; 
and  once  or  twice  we  quarrelled ;  but  she  always  came  back 
next  time  just  the  same  as  ever.  So  quarrelling  with  her  was 
evidently  useless.  I  must  say  I  had  a  very  strange  sensation  in 
welcoming  her  to-day.  Could  she  know  her  father's  base  pur- 
poses about  the  Park  which,  according  to  all  appearances,  ought 
to  be  mine  ?  Could  she  have  been  paying  her  court  to  those 
ladies  with  the  hope  of  supplanting  the  true  heir?  A  glance 
$  fter  fape,  only  too  frank  and  daring  always,  might 


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undeceived  me  ;    but  of  course,  I  was  bucklered  up  in  my  own 
thoughts,  and  could  s ,-e  nothing  else. 

"  You  are  ill,"  said  Sara,  kfc  or  you  are  worried ;  or  'tis  I 
have  done  something.  If  I  have,  I  don't  mind  ;  that  is  to  say, 
I  am  very  sorry,  of  course,  and  1  will  never  do  it  again.  But 
if  you  think  you  will  get  rid  of  me  by  looking  glum,  you  are 
Badly  mistaken.  I  shan't  go.  If  you  won't  have  me  for', 
friend,  I  shall  come  for  a  servant,  and  fight  it  out  with  Lizzie. 
Lizzie,  will  you  have  me  for  '  a  neebor  ?'  Ah,  I'm  learning 
Scotch." 

"  Eh,  that's  no  Scotch  !"  cried  Lizzie  ;  "  ye  dinna  ken  what 
it  is.  I'm,  maybe,  no  that  good  at  learning  folk  now,  for  I 
have  to  speak  English  mysel'." 

"  And  Italian,  Lizzie  !"  cried  Sara,  clapping  her  hands,  and 
forgetting  all  about  my  "  glum  T'  face. 

Lizzie's  elbows  and  ankles  fell  almost  immediately,  and  the 
most  extraordinary  blush  rose  on  the  girl's  face.  "  Eh,  but  it's 
funny  to  hear  twa  speaking't,"  cried  Lizzie,  evading  the  subject 
eagerly.  The  truth  is,  she  had  got  overmuch  involved  in  the 
delightful  excitement  of  the  new  language,  and  in  consequence 
of  the  ludicrous  fascination  of  the  dictionary,  by  means  of 
which  Domenico  and  she  conducted  their  conversations,  had 
come  to  like  the  society  of  that  worthy.  When  I  found  him 
escorting  my  child-maid  and  the  baby  out-of-doors,  I  thought 
it  was  time  to  remonstrate  on  the  subject ;  and  my  remon- 
strance had  woke  a  certain  womanly  consciousness  in  the 
awkward -sensitive  girlish  bosom  of  Lizzie.  She  was  over- 
whelmed with  shame. 

Fortunately,  the  mention  of  the  "twa"  diverted  Sara's 
thoughts.  She  had  never  ceased  to  be  interested  in  Mr 
Luigi,  and  I  saw  a  world  of  questions  in  her  eye  immediately. 
I  hurried  her  downstairs,  not  feeling  able,  really,  for  random 
talk ;  and  troubled,  more  than  I  could  express,  to  think 
how  disappointed  Harry  would  be  when  he  came  home 
full  of  one  subject,  expecting  to  talk  it  over  with  me,  and 
found  me  occupied  entertaining  a  stranger, — a  stranger, 
too,  who  had  something  to  do  with  it,  who  was  our  rival, 
and  plotting  against  us,  all  unaware  of  who  we  were. 

However,  as  it  happened,  one  of  the  first  things  Sara's 
eye  lighted  upon  when  we  entered  the  room,  was  that  old 
drawing  of  poor  papa's,  which  lay  on  the  table.  She  was 
the  quickest  creature  imaginable.  She  had  it  in  her  hand 
before  I  knew  what  she  was  about.  Her  exclamation  made 
me  start  and  tremble  as  if  I  had  been  found  out  in  some- 


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thing.      Here  was  another  witness    giving  evidence   freely, 
without  any  wish  or  contrivance  of  mine. 

"Why,  here  is  the  Park!"  cried  Sara,  "actually  the 
very  house  !  Where,  in  all  the  world,  did  you  get  it  ?  Have 
you  been  there?  Do  you  know  them?  '  Why,  I  thought 
you  were  quite  strangers  to  Chester!  I  never  knew  any- 
thing so  odd.  Who  did  it?  It  is  frightfully  bad,  to  be 
sure,  but  a  staring  likeness.  Dear  Mrs.  Langharn,  where 
did  you  get  this  ?" 

"  I  got  it  out  of  an  old  book,"  said  I,  with  a  guilty  faltering 
which  I  could  not  quite  conceal.  "  What  Park  is  it  ?  where  ia 
it?  I  do  not  know  the  place." 

But  I  am  sure  if  ever  anybody  looked  guilty  and  the 
possessor  of  an  uncomfortable  secret,  it  was  me  at  that 
moment.  I  turned  away  from  Sara,  putting  away  that 
envelope  with  the  certificates  which  Harry  (how  careless!) 
had  also  left  on  the  table.  I  am  sure  she  must  have  felt  there 
was  something  odd  in  my  voice. 

"What  Park?  why,  the  Park,  to  be  sure.  Everybody 
in  Chester  knows  the  Park  ;  and  here  is  an  inscription, 
I  declare  !"  she  cried,  running  with  it  to  the  window.  "  Oh, 
look  here  ;  do  look  here  !  It  must  have  been  some  old  lover  of 
godmamma  Sarah's.  I  never  saw  anything  so  funny  in 
my  life.  '  Sarah  as  I  saw  her  last.'  Oh,  Mrs.  Langham ! 
do  come  and  look  at  this  comical,  delightful  thing!  Isn't 
it  famous  ?  She's  as  old — as  old  as  any  one's  grandmother. 
Who  could  it  be?  who  could  it  possibly  be?" 

u  Did  you  say  your  godmother?"  said  I.  This  was  another 
novel  aggravation.  Of  course  I  had  heard  Sara  speak 
of  her  godmothers ;  but,  somehow,  I  had  not  identified 
them  with  the  ladies  who  were  expected  to  make  her  their 
heir. 

But  Sara  was  too  much  excited  and  delighted,  and  full 
of  glee  and  ridicule,  to  answer  me.  She  kept  dancing 
about  and  clapping  her  hands  over  the  drawing;  always 
returning  to  it,  and  indulging  in  criticisms  as  free  and  as 
depreciatory  as  Harry's  had  been.  It  was  getting  dark, 
and  I  confess  I  was  very  glad  to  sit  down  a  little  in  the  half 
light,  and  repose  myself  as  well  as  I  could  while  she  was 
thus  engaged  and  wanted  no  attention  from  me.  Just 
then,  however,  I  heard  Harry's  foot  coming  upstairs,  and, 
to  my  great  wonder  and  almost  alarm,  somebody  else  entered 
with  Harry.  I  could  scarcely  see  him  as  I  rose  to  receive 
my  husband's  companion.  Somebody  else,  however,  saw 


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Irim  quicker  than  I  did.  In  a  moment  Sara  had  dropped 
into  the  shadow  of  the  curtains,  and  became  perfectly  silent. 
An  inconceivable  kind  of  sympathy  with  her  (it  could  be 
nothing  but  mesmerism)  somehow  cleared  up  the  twilight 
in  a  moment,  and  made  me  aware  who  the  stranger  was.  It 
was  Domenico's  master,  Mr.  Luigi,  the  Italian  gentleman 
downstairs. 

I  cannot  tell  how  the  first  preliminaries  were  got  over.  Of 
all  times  in  the  world  to  make  acquaintance  with  anybody, 
think  of  the  twilight,  just  before  the  candles  came  in,  and  when 
you  could  scarcely  make  out  even  the  most  familiar  face  !  We 
got  on  somehow,  however;  we  three — Sara  sitting  all  the  time 
dropt  down,  and  nestling  like  a  bird. among  the  curtains,  struck 
into  the  most  unaccountable  silence.  I  suppose  she  thought 
nobody  saw  her ;  whereas,  on  the  contrary,  Mr.  Luigi,  looking 
out  of  the  darkness  where  he  was  sitting  towards  the  window, 
saw  the  outline  of  her  pretty  head  against  a  bit  of  green-blue 
sky  as  distinct  as  possible ;  and  looked  at  it  too,  as  I  can 
testify. 

When  candles  came  at  last  (Mrs.  Goldsworthy  had  a  lamp  ; 
but  it  smoked,  and  the  chimney  broke,  and  all  sorts  of  things 
happened  to  it),  after  the  first  dazzled  moment  we  all  looked 
at  each  other.  Then  Sara  became  clearly  visible,  and  was 
forced  out  of  her  corner  to  let  the  blind  be  drawn  down.  She 
came  forward  to  the  light  at  once,  with  just  the  least  bravado 
in  her  manner,  ashamed  of  hiding  herself.  She  had  still  the 
drawing  in  her  hand. 

"Mr.  Langham,"  said  Sara,  "do  you  know  this  wonderful 
drawing  ?  I  never  was  so  amused  and  amazed  in  my  life.  Do 
you  know  it's  the  Park  ?  and  my  godmarnma  Sarah  when  she 
was  a  young  lady  and  a  great  beauty.  To  think  you  should 
find  it  accidentally !  And  it  must  have  been  one  of  her  old 
lovers  who  did  it.  Oh,  please  give  it  to  me,  and  let  me  show 
it  her.  She  would  be  pleased.  She  would  soon  find  out  whose 
it  was." 

Here  Mr.  Luigi,  who  had  taken  up  one  of  those  old  books  of 
my  father's,  which  Harry  in  his  carelessness  bad  left  upon  the 
table,  uttered  a  very  brief  instantly  suppressed  exclamation.  I 
wonder  what  he  could  have  discovered !  It  was  the  copy  of 
Racine,  which  I  have  before  mentioned  as  among  papa's  books, 
on  which  was  written  the  name  of  Sarah  Mortimer.  Sarah 
Mortimer  !  Here  were  we  all  strangers,  or  almost  strangers,  to 
each  other,  all  apparently  startled  by  the  sound  and  sight  of 
this  name.  What  could  the  Italian  have  to  do  with  SaraU 


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Mortimer?  she  who  broke  poor  papa's  heart,  and  whom  we  had 
found  out  so  suddenly  to-day? 

"This  lady?"  said  Mr.  Luigi,  holding  up  the  book  to  me 
with  a  slight  tremulousness,  "  Madame  will  not  think  me 
impertinent ;  does  she  live  ?" 

"  Indeed,"  said  I,  with  a  shiver  of  agitation,  "  I  cannot  tell. 
I  do  not  know  anything  about  her ;  her  name  on  that  book  and 
the  drawing  is  all  we  know.  I  think  she  is  a  ghost.  Do  you 
too  know  her  name  ?  Sara,  tell  us,  for  pity's  sake,  who  is  this 
Sarah  Mortimer  of  the  Park  ?" 

Sara  stared  at  the  book  with  still  greater  amazement  than 
she  had  shown  at  the  drawing.  "  She  is  my  godmamma,"  said 
the  girl,  in  a  disturbed,  amazed  tone.  "  She  is  Miss  Mortimer 
of  the  Park.  Since  you  all  know  her  name,  you  all  know  that 
certainly.  How  is  it  you  know  her  ?  why  did  you  not  tell  me  ? 
Is  there  any  mystery?  it  all  seems  very  strange  to  me." 

"Then  it  is  that  lady,"  exclaimed  Mr.  Luigi — "it  is  that 
lady  I  did  meet  in  the  village." 

"  No,"  said  Sara,  recovering  herself  in  a  moment ;  "  you  met 
my  other  godmamma,  her  sister.  She  told  me  she  had  met 
yoi£ ':••-  May  I  ask  if  you  found  the  lady  in  Manchester? 
Godmamma  was  very  much  interested  and  anxious  to  know. 
Did  you  find  her?  have  you  heard  where  she  is  to  be  found  ?" 

Mr.  Luigi  looked  at  the  book  once  more ;  then  closed  it  down 
firmly  with  his  hand ;  then  gazed  a  little  anxiously  in  Sara's 
face.  "Have  I  found  the  lady?"  he  repeated  like  an  echo. 
"  Mademoiselle,  I  do  not  know." 

Then  the  Italian,  as  if  with  an  instinctive  motion,  laid  his 
other  hand  over  the  book,  and  clasped  them  both  upon  it  as 
though  to  hold  something  fast.  Then  to  my  amazement  and 
to  Sara's — but  to  something  more  than  amazement  on  Sara's 
part— something  very  much  like  pique  and  offence — he  turned 
towards  Harry  and  began  to  talk  on  indifferent  matters.  I 
had  noticed  a  half-weary,  half-impatient  sigh  escape  him  as  he 
laid  his  hands  over  that  book  ;  but  he  showed  no  other 
symptom  of  emotion.  The  next  moment  he  was  talking  in 
very  good  English,  slightly,  very  slightly,  broken  with  now 
and  then  a  foreign  idiom,  something  about  public  affairs.  I 
confess  I  felt  disappointed  as  well  as  Sara.  He  had  recog- 
nised that  name ;  somehow  it,  was  familiar  to  him ;  and  his 
enigmatical  answer  had  naturally  stimulated  our  curiosity.  He 
left  us  behind  him  staring  and  wondering,  when  he  suddenly 
glided  from  the  brink  of  some  revelation  to  those  quiet  remarks 
upon  English  politics,  Harry,  full,  of  his  share  of  the  common 


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excitement,  did  not  enter  into  it  with  half  so  much  heart  as 
Mr.  Luigi.  Harry  blundered  and  was  awkward,  his  thoughts 
being  elsewhere.  Mr.  Luigi  was  quite  undisturbed  and  at  his 
ease.  Sara  scarcely  spoke  again  while  he  remained ;  she  did 
all  but  turn  her  back  upon  him  ;  she  showed  her  pique  quite 
clearly  enough  to  catch  the  quick  eye  of  the  Italian.  Al- 
together he  did  not  stay  very  long,  thinking  us,  1  daresay, 
rather  an  uncomfortable  party ;  and  Harry,  disappointed,  as  1 
had  expected,  not  to  find  me  alone,  and  be  able  to  hold  a 
comfortable  consultation,  went  downstairs  with  him  to  smoke 
a  cigar. 

"Now  they  are  gone,"  cried  Sara;  "now  the  man  in  the 
iron  mask  has  left  us.  I  wonder  if  that  is  what  one  would 
call  a  romantic  Italian  ?  ah !  I'd  rather  have  fat  Domenico. 
Now  they're  gone,  do  tell  me,  once  for  all,  what  is  godmamma 
Sarah  to  you?" 

"  Nothing  in  the  world  that  I  know  of,"  said  I,  faltering  a 
little ;  "  we  have  only  that  drawing  and  her  name  in  the  old 
book." 

"  I  know  there  is  something  between  her  and  him"  said 
Sara,  returning,  to  my  great  dismay  to  the  other  books  on  the 
table;  "she  knows  about  him,  or  he  knows  about  her,  or 
something.  You  know  she  was  a  long  time  abroad.  What 
funny  old  books!  Was  it  among  those  you  found  the 
drawing?  But,  stop,  here  is  another  Mortimer — Richard  A. 
Mortimer — who  is  he?  Papa  has  been  their  agent  for 
centuries,  and  I  have  known  them  all  mv  life,  but  I  never 
heard  of  a  Richard  luortimer.  jjo  ten  ine,  wno  was  he  ? 

"  Indeed,  it  is  all  very  odd,"  cried  I,  really  fluttered  out  of 
my  self-possession.  "I  wonder  what  will  come  of  it?  Itia 
very  strange  and  bewildering.  Richard  Mortimer  was  my 
father." 

"Then  you  are  a  relation!"  cried  Sara;  "you  must  be  a 
relation,  there  are  so  few  Mortimer.? ;  and  your  father  must 
have  been  her  lover.  Are  you  sure,  are  you  quite  sure? 
Why,  your  name  must  be  Mortimer  too !  and  Milly !  Mr. 
Langham  calls  you  Milly — Milly  Mortimer!  Oh,  dear,  dear! 
I  never  can  get  to  the  Park  to  tell  them  to-night,  and  how 
shall  I  contain  myself  till  to-morrow  ?  I  knew  there  must  be 
something  that  made  me  love  you  so  much  at  first  sight.  To 
be  sure,  that  explains  everything.  Milly  Mortimer  !  oh,  you 
dear,  pretty,  good,  delightful  Mrs.  Langham !  1  am  so  glad, 
EO  happy !  They  are  my  godmothers,  and  so  to  be  sure  we 
are  relations  too;" 


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Upon  which  Sara  threw  her  arms  round  me  in  a  wild, 
rapid  embrace.  I  was  so  very  much  shaken  and  disturbed  with 
all  that  had  happened,  that  I  could  scarcely  bear  this  last.  I 
remember  using  all  my  remaining  power  to  convince  her  that- 
the  relationship  was  by  no  means  certain  still,  and  that  it  was 
not  to  be  communicated  to  the  ladies  at  the  Park  without 
further  assurance.  Sara,  however,  only  overpowered  me  with 
caresses  and  exclamations.  She  entirely  upset  all  the  re- 
maining strength  I  had.  She  kept  us  from  that  consultation 
which  Harry  and  I  were  both  so  much  longing  for.  She  left 
us  at  last  in  terror  lest  we  should  be  brought  into  immediate 
contact  with  those  unknown  relatives.  This  day  of  great 
news,  excitement,  and  perplexity,  was,  I  think,  the  "most 
exhausted,  uncomfortable  day  I  ever  met  with  in  all  ray 
life. 


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CHAPTER   IX. 

aTT  is  the  oddest  business  altogether  that  I  had  ever  any- 
J_  thing  to  do  with,"  said  Harry,  next  morning ;  u  OHO 
cannot  tell  what  step  to  take  first.  My  own  idea,  of  course,  is 
to  call  on  this  old  Cresswell  and  get  it  all  out  of  him.  He  evi- 
dently is  the  man  who  knows." 

"  Ah,  but,  Harry,  if  he  is  one  of  those  scheming  lawyers," 
said  I,  "  why  should  he  go  and  betray  his  clients  for  people 
whom  he  never  heard  of  before?  and,  besides,  it  would  be 
impossible  to  tell  him  how  we  got  information  about  it,  for  you 
could  not  speak  of  the  advertisement  without  ruining  poor  Mr. 
Ward." 

"  Milly,  I  may  be  sorry  enough  for  your  poor  Mr.  Ward,  but 
I  am  more  interested  a  great  deal  in  your  rights,"  said  Harry  ; 
44  besides,  if  everything  came  true  we  could  make  it  up  to  him. 
I  see  nothing  for  it  but  going  to  old  Cresswell.  He  will  be 
glad — since  he  did  think  of  an  advertisement — to  have  such  a 
rod  of  terror  to  hold  over  the  heads  of  his  old  ladies ;  at  all 
events  we  shall  know  what  it  is.  It  might  come  to  nothing 
after  all,"  said  Harry,  with  a  little  sigh,  "  and  there  is  nothing 
more  injurious  than  to  be  kept  uncertain.  Why,  to  tell  the 
truth,  I  feel  extravagant  this  morning :  I  got  up  with  the 
feeling.  I  should  like  to  go  and  ruin  myself  in  accordance  with 
the  sentiment  of  the  moment.  If  it's  all  true,  why  should  we 
be  economical? — your  grandfather's  red  brick  house  on  one 
side,  and  this  Park  on  the  other.  We're  lucky  people,  Milly. 
I'll  either  go  and  see  old  Cresswell  and  have  it  out  with  him,  or 
I'll  go  and  throw  away  every  shilling  I  have." 

"  Ah,  Harry,  give  it  to  me,"  I  said,  holding  out  my  hands ; 
"  but  I  don't  believe  you  have  any  money,  so  it  doesn't  matter. 
Only — just  wait  a  little,  please ;  don't  let  us  do  things  hastily 
Think  of  thrusting  our  claims  suddenly  upon  two  old  ladies 
who  perhaps  have  enjoyed  it  all  their  life.  Only  think  of  us 
two,  young  and  happy,  disturbing  the  lives  of  two  old  people 
•who  are  not  so  fortunate  as  we  are !  Not  to-day  ;  let  us  try  to 
get  other  proof  first.  Try  if  Mr.  Pendleton  knows  anything—* 
write  to  Haworth  again.  At  least,  don't  let  us  be  hasty  j  4 


210  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

day  or  two  cannot  matter;  and  I  don't  trust  this  Mr.  Cress- 
well,"  cried  I,  with  some  vehemence.  "  He  cannot  be  honest, 
or  he  would  not  have  done  such  a  thing." 

Harry  laughed  at  my  earnestness.  He  said  lawyer-villains 
had  gone  out  of  fashion,  and  that  there  were  no  Mr.  Gammons 
now-a-days.  The  truth  is,  we  had  both  been  reading  novels 
since  we  came  to  Chester,  and  I  am  not  at  all  sure  that  Harry 
was  as  sceptical  about  Mr.  Gammon  as  he  professed  to  be. 
But,  to  my  consolation,  he  went  out  without  any  definite 
purpose  of  beginning  his  proceedings.  "I  daresay  old  Cress- 
well  is  an  old  humbug,"  said  Harry.  "  I'll  see  whether  there 
is  not  some  other  old  fellow  about  who  is  up  to  everybody's 
genealogy;  surely  there  ought  to  be  some  such  person  about  the 
Cathedral.  And  I'll  write  to  Pendleton,  Milly.  To  be  sure, 
there  is  nothing  to  hurry  us.  '  Let  us  take  time,  that  we  may 
be  done  the  sooner.'  I'll  do  nothing  desperate  to-day." 

"When  he  was  gone  I  felt  a  little  sense  of  relief.  I  sat  long 
in  the  same  chair,  with  the  table  still  littered  with  the  breakfast 
things,  neglecting  my  duties  and  even  baby.  He  had  been 
brought  downstairs  before  Harry  went  out,  and  was  now  sitting 
at  my  feet  on  the  carpet,  playing  with  my  work-basket,  which 
much  contented  him.  I  did  not  observe  the  havoc  that  was 
taking  place,  but  sat  still  in  a  tumult  of  thoughts  which  I  could 
not  describe.  I  suppose  nobody  ever  did  come  to  a  sudden 
knowledge— or  even  fancy — that  they  might  be  found  out  heirs 
of  a  great  estate  without  feeling  fluttered.  I  was  half  afraid  of 
the  thought,  yet  it  had  a  strange,  vague,  bewildering  exhilaration 
in  it.  Sometimes  a  trembling  shadow  would  cross  my  mind  of 
my  old  spectre  ;  but  it  had  faded  again  to-day  into  the  agita- 
tion of  surprised  and  trembling  hopes.  One  does  not  always 
feel  the  same  even  about  one's  own  terrors.  And,  upon  the 
whole,  I  felt  raised  into  a  kind  of  general  elevation,  thrust  up 
above  myself  into  another  region,  capable  of  being  kinder,  more 
liberal  and  magnanimous  than  I  had  ever  felt  before.  I  suppose 
it  must  have  been  the  same  feeling  which  Harry  had  when  he 
said  he  felt  extravagant.  I  could  have  emptied  my  purse  to  a 
beggar,  I  believe, — at  least  I  could  have  found  it  in  my  heart 
to  give  him  sixpence  instead  of  a  penny,— to  such  an  extent 
had  this  vague,  exhilarating  rich  feeling  carried  me  away. 

Lizzie  looked  a  little  mysterious  when  I  called  her  at  last. 
She  was  bursting  with  something  to  tell ;  and  when  I  addressed 
some  ordinary  question  to  her,  her  news  broke  forth  suddenly 
without  any  introduction.  "  Eh,  the  gentleman's  awa'  again," 
cried  Lizzie,  "and  he  thinks  she  maun  be  found  or  heard  tell 


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o' — he  thinks  there  maun  be  word  of  her.  The  gentleman's 
awa'  back  where  he  was,  to  bring  something  he  left,  and 
'JMenico  says,  as  sure's  death  she  maun  be  found." 

"Who  must  be  found?" 

"  Eh,  mem,  it's  the  leddy !  They  came  a*  this  gate,  ower 
the  hills  and  the  seas,  to  find  a  leddy.  I  canna  just  understand 
wha  she  is,"  s.iid  Lizzie,  "  but  she's  some  freend  ;  and  'Menico'a 
clear  she  maun  be  found  now,  and  he's  dancing  like  to  bring 
down  the  house  for  joy." 

"  But  you  don't  look  very  joyful,  Lizzie ;  what  is  the 
matter  ?"  said  I. 

Lizzie  made  a  desperate  effort  to  restrain  herself,  but,  failing, 
burst  into  violent  tears.  "Eh,  he's  written  me  a  letter!"  cried 
the  girl,  sobbing  ;  and  then,  with  much  fumbling,  eyes  blind 
with  tears,  and  a  face  all  glowing  with  shame,  the  letter  came 
forth  from,  the  bosom  of  Lizzie's  dress,  and  was  thrust  into  my 
hand. 

Alas  for  my  self-congratulations  over  Lizzie's  childish  age  I 
Fourteen,  after  all,  it  appeared,  was  no  safeguard.  But  I  was 
as  much  amused  as  troubled  when  I  undid  Domenico's  letter. 
It  was  written  on  odd  thin  paper,  in  a  very  tolerable  hand  ;  it 
was  addressed  to  the  Elizabeth  Bain,  and  its  contents  were  as 
follows : 

"  To  the  my  little  good  Lessee. 

"  You  be  good  child  ;  if  the  lady  yours  will,  I  take  you  to 
the  theatre  after  to-morrow,  for  gratitude.  To  me  you  show  of 
bounty,  I  to  you  of  thanks.  There  be  grand  sight  at  the 
theatre  which  will  please  to  you.  Show  the  ISignora  yours  this 
letter  mine,  and  ask  if  permission.  It  will  much  please  to  »ie 
to  make  festa  for  my  little  good  Lessee.  There  be  none  word 
in  English  for  festa,  for  because  the  English  not  know  to  make 
it. 

44  DOMENICO." 

"  But,  Lizzie,"  cried  I,  in  surprise,  "  there  is  nothing  in  this 
to  cry  about.  He  only  means  to  be  kind,  poor  fellow.  There 
is  not  a  word  in  all  this  that  sounds  like " 

Love-making,  I  was  about  to  have  said,  but  paused,  partly 
in  respect  for  the  innocence  of  the  girl,  and  partly  ashamed  of 
myself  for  my  instinctive  suspicion  that  flirtation  was  inevitable 
when  "  a  foreigner,"  however  fat,  was  in  the  case.  Lizzy  had 
wiped  her  eyes  and  was  looking  at  me  wistfully,  quite  ready  to 
sob  again. 

"  Oh,  it's  no  him,"  cried  Lizzie ;  "  he's  a  papist,  puir  mail, 


212  The  Last  of  the  Mortimer*. 

and  he  doesna  ken  ony  better.  But  oh,  mem,  it's  me — me  that 
was  weel  brought  up,  and  learned  the  catechism  and  ay  gaed 
to  the  kirk  ;  and  what  will  I  do  ?  what  will  I  do  V" 

u  For  pity's  sake,  Lizzie,  tell  me  what  is  the  matter?"  cried 
I,  really  alarmed. 

Lizzie  burst  into  tears  once  more.  She  wiped  her  eyes  with 
her  apron,  with  hot  and  humid  hands  ;  then,  casting  a  pathetic 
glance  at  me  from  under  the  drapery,  sobbed  forth  the  dreadful 
confession,  "  Oh,  mem  !  though  I  think  burning  shame,  and 
ken  it's  dreadful,  I  canna  help  it— I  would  like  to  gang !" 

This  anti-climax  was  too  much  for  my  gravity,  ami  Lizzie 
looked  on  with  moist,  uncomprehending  eyes  at  the  burst  of 
laughter  which  I  could  not  restrain.  Poor  Lizzie  !  I  have  no 
doubt  she  thought  me  very  heartless  neither  to  satisfy  her  guilty 
desires  after  such  vanities,  nor  her  scruples  of  conscience  and 
violent  shame  at  her  own  weakness.  Baby,  however,  was 
more  sympathetic.  Seeing  his  beloved  Lizzie  in  tears,  a  fellow- 
feeling  made  him  scream  in  concert.  He  had  to  be  consoled, 
though  his  nurse  went  away  wistful,  trembling  lest  I  should 
consent,  and  lest  I  should  not  consent.  But  privately  I  confess 
I  was  very  much  relieved  and  not  a  little  ashamed  of  myself. 
To  think  I  should  have  suspected  any  absurd  love-making 
between  these  two  !  I  felt  ready  to  go  and  ask  poor  Lizzie's 
pardon.  But  why  should  not  she  go  to  the  theatre  and  satisfy 
her  mind?  Pomenico  could  not  be  less  than  twenty  years 
older  than  herself.  On  the  whole,  this  little  episode  quite 
increased  the  lightness  of  my  spirits.  The  day  was  bright,  the 
spring  was  every  hovir  becoming  more  sweet,  and  as  I  sat  there 
by  myself  with  my  child  in  the  little  back-room,  noting  the 
sunshine,  which  did  not  reach  us.  fall  sweet  upon  the  little 
walled- in  gardens  at  the  back,  a  sudden  project  which  had 
already  glanced  through  my  mind,  became  feasible  on  the 
moment.  Yes,  I  should  do  it.  Lizzie  and  the  baby,  for  a 
breath  of  country  air,  should  go  with  me.  By  actual  witness 
of  my  own  eyes  I  would  identify  the  Park. 


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CHAPTER  X.' 

fTlHE  next  day  Harry  had  duties  of  one  sort  and  another, 
J_  which  would  completely  occupy  his  time.  He  had  not 
found  any  student  of  genealogy  who  could  tell  him  all  about 
the  Mortimers  of  the  Park ;  but  he  had  heard  of  one,  and. 
between  that  and  his  duty,  was  full  engaged  both  in  person  and 
thoughts.  A  better  opportunity  could  not  be.  I  told  him  I 
thought  of  ta,king  a  long  walk  into  the  country  with  Lizzie  and 
baby  this  beautiful  day  ;  and,  except  a  warning  not  to  go  too 
iii  far  and  weary  myself,  Harry  had  nothing  to  say  against  my 
intention.  I  may  say,  however,  that  in  the  meantime,  having 
consulted  with  him  on  the  subject,  I  had  plunged  Lizzie's  mind 
into  the  most  dread  commotion  of  terror,  delight,  and  curiosity, 
by  consenting  to  Domenico's  proposal,  only  adding  Mrs.  Golds- 
worthy  to  the  party,  to  make  all  right. 

And  it  was  true  that  Mr.  Luigi  had  disappeared  again ;  he 
was  only  to  be  three  days  gone,  Domenico  assured  us,  holding 
up  three  of  his  fingers.  "  Tree  sola,  tree  only,"  repeated  the 
fat  fellow  once  more,  blocking  up  the  passage  as  of  old ;  and 
once  more,  with  that  inimitable  wheel  and  elastic  step  of  his, 
opening  the  door  before  any  one  could  approach  it.  I  could 
not  help  wondering  to  myself  whether  the  Italian  gentleman 
was  likely  to  leave  Chester  before  we  did ;  certainly  the  loss  of 
Domenico  would  make  quite  a  difference  in  the  house.  I  had 
not  thought  quite  so  much  as  I  might  have  been  supposed  to 
have  done  about  this  Italian  gentleman.  He  too  had  recognised 
the  name  of  Sarah  Mortimer  as  having  some  influence  on  his 
fate.  He  had  left  early  next  morning,  as  if  acting  upon  the 
knowledge  he  had  gained,  whatever  that  might  be.  It  was  very 
strange ;  afterwards,  of  course,  I  came  to  lay  everything 
together,  and  wonder  at  myself  that  I  had  not  seen  how  things 
were  tending.  But  at  the  moment  I  was  full  of  my  own 
thoughts ;  they  seemed  so  very  much  more  important  to  me 
just  then  than  anything  else.  I  dismissed  Mr.  Luigi  with  just 
half  a  thought  of  surprise  and  curiosity;  I  dare  say  Sara 
Cresswell  had  thought  more  of  him.  And  Sara  had  not  come 
to  me  through  all  that  long  intervening  day.  Could  she 


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have  gone  to  the  Park  to.  tell  the  news  ?  would  they  acknow- 
ledge or  pretend  to  disown  us  ?  That  was  a  question  far  more 
interesting  to  me  than  all  the  Italians  in  the  world. 

The  private  object  of  my  expedition,  however,  was  one  I 
was  truly  ashamed  to  mention  to  anybody  ;  but,  for  all  that,  it 
had  taken  a  great  hold  upon  myself.  I  have  said  I  had  been 
reading  novels  ;  and  the  very  last  one  we  had  from  the  library 
was  "Ten  Thousand  a  Year."  It  struck  upon  my  mind  even 
at  the  very  moment  when  poor  Mr.  Ward  had  told  me  first. 
Those  dear,  good,  delightful,  fine,  superfine  Aubreys !  to  think 
of  all  their  sufferings,  the  poor  dear  superlative  people — how 
dreadfully  they  felt  it  to  have  only  a  maid  waiting  at  table ! 
Oh  me !  and  only  to  think  that  here  might  we  ourselves  be 
bringing  about  such  another  calamity !  Of  course  you  may 
think  it  was  very  fantastical.  I  do  confess  that  the  dreadful 
downfall  of  having  only  a  maid  to  wait,  seemed  to  me,  at  first 
sight,  the  most  fine  distress  I  had  ever  heard  of ;  but  it  took  a 
hold  upon  my  mind  all  the  same  ;  I  could  not  help  imagining 
to  myself  the  other  side  of  the  picture.  It  was  very  pleasant 
to  think  of  falling  heirs  to  a  great  estate,  and  being  lifted  in  a 
moment  from  poverty  into  great  wealth  ;  but  who  were  those 
two  pathetic  figures  turning  away  from  the  closed  door  of  the 
house  which  had  been  their  home  so  long,  mournfully  settling 
down  in  their  new  straitened  quarters,  breaking  up  all  the 
habits  of  their  lives,  missing  somehow  in  an  unspoken  way, 
that  it  would  be  ludicrous  to  express  in  words,  but  was  far 
from  ludicrous  to  feel,  all  the  grander  circumstances  of  their 
life  V  Ah !  that  was  quite  a  different  question.  I  thought  I 
could  see  them  sighing  over  their  contracted  rooms,  their 
fallen  state — not  speaking,  falling  silent  rather,  life  going  out 
and  ebbing  away  from  them,  I  saw  the  two  pale  old  lofty 
faces,  the  pride,  the  submission,  the  deep  sense  of  downfall 
concealed  in  their  hearts,  and  I  felt  myself  stopped  short  in  my 
way.  Those  ineffable  Aubreys,  those  figures  painted  on 
velvet,  those  dear  porcelain  creatures,  with  their  exquisite 
troubles,  had  an  effect  upon  my  imagination,  even  though  I. 
might  venture  to  smile  at  them  sometimes.  Superfine  people, 
to  be  sure,  must  have  superfine  afflictions ;  and  to  think  of 
being  a  Tittlebat  Titmouse,  and  driving  out  such  angels  from 
their  paradise  into  the  cold-hearted,  unsympathetic  world, 
that  cared  no  more  whether  they  had  a  six-foot  footman  and  a 
carriage,  than  it  cared  about  myself,  a  subaltern's  poor  wife, 
driving  out  of  Chester  in  an  omnibus  !  So  this  was  the  real 
cause  of  my  journey.  I  went  remorsefully,  thinking  all  thQ 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  215 

way  how  Mrs.  Aubrey  swooned  at  all  emergencies.  I  wonder, 
when  they  heard  the  dreadful  power  we  had  over  them,  would 
Miss  Sarah  and  Miss  Milly  swoon  in  each  other's  arms?  I 
could  see  them  going  about,  stricken  silent,  afraid  to  look  at 
each  other ;  and  it  would  be  all  our  doing.  Remorseful  to  my 
very  heart,  I  went  to  visit  their  village  and  ask  about  them, 
and  seethe  house  if  I  could.  Perhaps  some  arrangement  might 
be  made,  after  all,  to  prevent  any  loss  to  these  poor  dear  old 
ladies.  I  felt  as  if  I  could  have  done  anything  for  them,  my 
heart  was  so  compunctious  and  repentant  of  the  power  we  had 
to  do  them  harm.  I  am  not  sure  my  great  magnanimousness 
did  not  have  a  root  in  what  Harry  called  feeling  extravagant^ 
as  well  as  in  u  Ten  Thousand  a  Year." 

We  went  out  a  considerable  part  of  the  way  in  an  omnibus, 
and  then  walked.  After  a  good  long  walk  through  a  nice 
country,  we  saw  a  pretty  common  a  liitle  way  before  us :  I  call 
it  pretty  because  some  parts  of  it  were  very  unequal  and 
broken,  having  gorse  bushes,  with  here  and  there  a  golden 
honey-bud  among  the  prickles.  To  get  to  the  common,  we 
crossed  over  a  very  clean,  nicely  kept  piece  of  road,  straight 
and  smooth,  leading  down  to  the  village  from  the  gates  of  a 
great  house.  The  house  was  too  far  off  to  make  it  out,  but  I 
felt  my  heart  beat  a  little,  knowing,  from  the  description  I  had 
got,  that  it  could  be  no  other  than  the  Park. 

I  left  Lizzie  and  her  charge  seated  on  the  soft  grass  of 
the  common,  where  baby,  who  had  never  before  known  any- 
thing so  delightful,  began  to  pluck  at  the  crowflowers  with  his 
fat  hands  ;  and  went  down  into  the  village  to  buy  them  some 
biscuits.  1  confess  I  felt  very  guilty.  Going  anywhere  all  by 
myself  confused  me,  not  being  accustomed  to  it ;  but  I  was  not 
an  innocent  stranger  here ;  I  was  a  spy  in  my  rival's  kingdom ; 
I  was  a  Bolingbroke  pretending  to  acknowledge  the  sway  of 
the  existing  sovereign  :  I  was  going  to  traffic  with  his  subjects 
and  tamper  with  them.  If  the  village  authorities  had  found 
me  out,  and  held  a  court-martial  and  hanged  me  on  the  spot,  I 
think  I  should  have  acknowledged  the  justice  of  their  decision. 
I  was  a  spy. 

It  was  a  nice  village — a  nice,  well  cared-for,  tidy,  yet  not 
too  picturesque  or  unnatural  village  ;  looking  as  if  the  richer* 
people  about  were  friendly  and  sensible,  not  interfering  too 
much,  but  keeping  up  a  due  reverence  and  influence.  Some 
tall  bushes  of  broom  were  actually  bursting  into  yellow  streaks 
over  the  garden  palings — not  wall — of  a  house  standing  back  a 
little,  which  I  found  out  to  be  the  Rectory.  It  must  have  beeu 


216  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

very  sheltered  and  warm,  for  it  was  still  only  April.  However, 
though  I  was  full  of  curiosity,  my  mind  was  not  sufficiently 
disengaged  to  carry  away  a  clear  picture  of  the  village ;  and 
when  the  women  looked  out  from  the  doors  at  me  with  an 
instinct  that  a  stranger  was  passing,  I  felt  more  guilty  than 
ever.  I  made  my  way  accordingly  to  the  baker's  as  fast  as  I 
could,  and  got  some  dark-complexioned  ponderous  buns  there, 
which  I  felt  sure  would  rouse  Lizzie's  national  sense  of  supe- 
riority to  great  triumph.  Then  1  made  a  tremulous  excuse  of 
wanting  some  biscuits  besides,  and  so  got  a  little  time  to  bring 
forward  the  questions  I  had  prepared. 

u  Who  is  it  that  lives  in  the  great  house  at  the  other  end  of 
the  village?"  said  I  hypocritically,  pointing  with  my  finger 
towards  the  Park. 

"  Who  is  it  V"  said  the  baker's  wife,  leaning  on  her  counter 
with  a  certain  contempt  and  admiration  of  my  ignorance ; 
*'  law  bless  you,  ma'am,  you  don't  know  this  place,  seemingly. 
Them's  the  Miss  Mortimers,  the  oldest  family  in  Cheshire. 
They're  as  well  known  as  the  Queen  about  here." 

"  I  am  a  stranger,"  said  I  hurriedly.  "  Are  they  ladies — I 
mean  are  they  young  ladies  ?  were  there  no  sons  V" 

The  taker's  wife  leaned  back  upon  a  sack  of  flour,  and 
laughed.  "  Miss  Milly's  godrnoother  to  half  the  village,"  she 
said  ;  "  she's  none  that  young,  she's  isn't.  No,  there  wasn't  no 
son.  I've  heard  my  mother  say  there  was  once  talk  of  making 
Miss  Mortimer  an  ouldest  son  like,  but  it  couldn't  be  done. 
They're  cooheiresses,  that's  what  it's  ca'ed — I've  seen  it  written 
down  myself — cooheiresses  of  the  late  Lewis  Esquire ;  that's 
the  name  it  goes  by  ;  and  as  they  ain't  married  it's  no  harm." 

"  Did  they  succeed  their  father,  then  ?"  said  I. 

u  And  that  they  did,"  cried  the  woman,  ';  and  their  father's 
father,  and  grandfather,  and  great-grandfather,  as  far  back  as 
I  don't  know  when :  they're  no  mushroom  folks,  tiie  folks  in 
the  Park." 

I  felt  very  much  puzzled  and  perplexed;  how  could  my 
father,  then,  have  anything  to  do  with  it?  It  was  very 
strange. 

"  But  I  suppose  the  lands  were  entailed,  then,  or  something 
of  that  sort.  Was  there  never  another  heir  that  claimed  ?  I 
think  you  must  be  wrong,"  said  I,  betraying  myself  in  my 
wonder  and  haste. 

The  baker's  wife  opened  her  eyes  wide  and  stared  ;  then 
laughed  out  rather  scornfully — politeness  is  not  the  first  rule 
either  of  life  or  speech  in  Cheshire. 


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u  I've  lived  here  in  the  village  all  my  life,"  she  said ;  "  if  I 
don't  know,  I'd  like  to  hear  who  should.  Nay,  nay,  there 
never  was  a  dream  of  another  heir ;  they're  surer  nor  most  folks 
are  the  Miss  Mortimers.  There  ain't  scarce  one  living  be- 
longing to  them  to  get  it  when  they're  gone.  I  tell  you  what  it 
is,  it's  a  mistake.  You're  thinking  on  Eden  Hall." 

44  Oh  !"  said  I,  "  perhaps  !  I  am  a  stranger  here." 

44  Sure  you're  strange,"  said  the  baker's  wife  ;  44  any  one  in 
the  village  could  tell  that.  Ne'er  a  one  asked  such  questions  o 
me — nor  any  questions  at  all,  but  the  price  of  bread,  and  how 
the  crops  are  to  be,  except  that  Frenchman  with  the  moustache. 
You're  not  belonging  to  him,  are  you  ?  You're  English  by 
your  speech." 

44  Oh  yes,  I'm  English,"  cried  I,  not  without  a  vague 
momentary  vision  of  the  village  court-martial,  and  being  hung 
up  for  a  spy.  u  I  will  take  my  change,  please." 

And  I  took  my  change,  and  went  away  with  quickened  steps 
but  changed  feelings.  I  had  not  the  heart  to  speak  to  anybody 
else.  I  passed  old  women  at  the  doors,  who,  no  doubt,  could 
have  told  something  about  it ;  but  I  did  not  venture  to  make 
any  more  inquiries.  I  was  completely  lost  in  perplexity.  The 
undisputed  representatives  of  a  race,  the  heirs  of  father,  grand- 
father, and  great-grandfather  to  unknown  antiquity — what 
could  be  urged  against  their  possession ?  1  was  startled  into 
sudden  doubt  of  the  whole  matter.  What  if  it  were  all  a 
deception  ?  The  very  pathway  swam  and  twisted  under  my 
eyes.  When  I  reached  the  common,  arid  threw  myself  wearily 
on  the  grass  beside  little  Harry  and  his  maid,  I  felt  quite  a 
different  person  from  her  who  had  left  them  there.  I  gave 
Lizzie  the  coarse  buns,  but  I  did  not  listen  to  the  comments 
which  came  as  I  knew  they  would.  I  was  far  too  much  bewil- 
dered and  shaken  out  of  my  fancies  to  be  amused.  After  I  had 
rested  awhile,  I  got  up,  and,  taking  tLi^  with  me,  went  up, 
rather  faltering,  to  the  gates  of  the  Park.  A  little  lodge,  half 
hidden  among  evergreen  bushes,  wjis  at  the  gate.  I  went 
forward,  Lizzie  following  me  close,  to  ask  if  we  might  be  per- 
mitted to  look  at  the  house. 

But,  just  as  I  was  going  up  to  the  door,  I  was  accosted  by  a 
lady  who  came  hurriedly  forward  by  a  side-path.  She  held  out 
her  hand  to  stop  us  before  she  came  up,  and  full  of  fanciful 
alarm  as  I  was,  I  stopped,  startled,  with  again  the  sensation  of 
having  been  found  out.  She  was  middle-sized  and  stout,  with  a 
plump,  handsome  figure  and  sensible,  kind  face — very  sensible, 
very  kind,  not  brilliant  at  all;  and,  I  think,  with  its  much 


218  TJie  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

perplexed  thought  and  anxiety  upon  it,  as  there  WAS  on 
mine . 

"  Don't  go  into  the  lodge  with  the  baby,  please,"  she  cried, 
as  soon  as  she  was  near ;  u  the  little  girl  has  the  hooping-cough. 
It's  always  best  to  keep  out  of  the  way  of  danger.  If  I  can 
tell  you  what  you  want,  shall  be  very  glad.  I  see  you're  a 
stranger  ;  or  if  you  want  to  see  Mrs,  Williams,  send  away  the 
baby,  please.  Hooping-cough's  very  catching,  and  it's  hard 
upon  such  a  young  child." 

This  voice  and  this  speech  completely  overpowered  me. 
I  could  not  doubt  for  a  moment  that  this  was  one  of 
the  Miss  Mortimers.  I  was  no  longer  a  mere  spy ;  I  was 
an  unnatural  traitor.  I  motioned  Lizzie  with  my  hand  to  go 
away,  but  stood  still  speechless  myself,  the  tears  rising  to 
my  eyes.  The  lady  stood  waiting  to  see  what  I  wanted, 
but  discovering  my  distress,  as  some  people  can,  came  a 
littf.e  closer  to  me.  "  Are  you  ill  ?  can  I  help  you  in 
anything  ?"  she  said,  looking  very  pitifully  and  kindly  into  my 
wet  eyes. 

"No,  thank  you.  I  was  going  to  ask  if  I  might  look  at 
the  Park;  but  I  must  make  haste  after  baby,"  I  cried.  I 
had  the  impulse  to  curtsey  to  her  as  children  do  ;  for  any- 
thing I  know  i  did  it.  The  only  thing  that  I  am  certain 
of  is,  that  as  fast  as  my  feet  would  carry  me,  I  hastened 
away. 


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CHAPTER   XL 

WE  were  able  to  get  the  same  omnibus  going  home, 
which  I  was  very  glad  of,  for  the  strange  defeat  I 
had  received  made  me  feel  doubly  weary  with  the  walk, 
which,  after  all,  had  not  been  a  very  long  one.  There 
was  only  one  person  in  this  omnibus,  which  was  not  a 
town  omnibus,  you  know,  but  one  which  went  between 
Chester  and  an  important  village,  seven  or  eight  miles  off. 
He  was  an  elderly  man,  very  well  dressed  in  black,  with 
a  white  cravat.  To  tell  the  plain  truth,  I  took  him  for  a 
dissenting  preacher  by  his  dress;  and  as  he  looked  very 
serious  and  respectable,  and  was  very  polite  in  helping  us 
to  get  in,  we  had  some  little  conversation  after  a  while. 
When  he  saw  me  look  at  the  houses  we  passed  with  an 
appearance  of  interest,  he  told  me  the  names  of  them,  or 
who  they  belonged  to.  He  was  exceedingly  polite  and 
deferential,  so  polite  that  he  called  me  ma'am,  which  sounded 
odd ;  but  I  could  only  suppose  he  was  an  old-fashioned 
person  and  liked  such  antiquated  ways  of  expression.  I 
confess  a  suspicion  of  his  real  condition  never  crossed  my  mind. 
But  he  evidently  knew  everybody,  and  after  a  while  my 
prevailing  idea  woke  up  again. 

"  Do  you  know,"  said  I,  with  a  little  hesitation,  "  the  family 
at  the  Park — the  Miss  Mortimers  ?  I  should  very  much  like  to 
hear  something  about  them." 

"  There's  nobody  I  know  better,  ma'am,"  said  our  companion 
with  a  slight  look  of  surprise  ;  "  I've  been  with — that  is,  I've 
known  'em  this  fifty  years." 

"  Oh,  then  will  you  please  tell  me  how  they  succeeded  ?"  said 
I ;  "  how  did  they  come  into  the  estate  ?" 

"  How  they  succeeded  ?"  said  the  stranger,  with  a  certain 
slow  wonder  and  amazement ;  u  why,  ma'am,  in  the  natural 
way,  after  their  father  as  was  Squire  before  them." 

Here  I  could  not  help  thinking  to  myself  that  the  dissenting 
clergy  must  be  dreadfully  uneducated,  if  this  were  one  of  them. 

"  But  was  there  never  any  gap  in  the  succession?"  said  I ; 
"has  it  been  in  a  straight  lkie ?  has  there  been  no  break  lately 
— no  branch  of  the  family  passed  over  ?" 


220  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

"  Bless  you,  ma'am,  you  don't  know  the  Mortimers,"  said  our 
friend ;  "  there's  never  enough  of  them  to  make  branches  of 
the  family.  There  was  a  second  cousin  the  young  ladies  had  a 
many  years  ago,  but  I  never  heard  of  no  more  of  them,  and  he 
was  distant  like,  and  had  no  more  thoughts  of  succession  than 
I  had.  If  that  gen'lman  was  alive  or  had  a  family,  things 
might  be  different  now." 

"How  do  you  mean  things  might  be  different  now?"  cried  1. 

"  The  ladies,  ma'am,  has  never  married,"  said  the  man,  who 

certainly  could  not  be  more  than  a  Methodist  local  preacher  at 

the  utmost,  "  and,  in  the  course  of  nature,  there  can't  be  no 

natural  heir." 

This  view  of  the  subject,  however,  was  one  totally  unsatis- 
factory to  me.  "  Are  you  sure,"  said  I,  u  that. there  never  was 
any  other  heir  spoken  of — that  there  never  was  any  story  about 
the  succession — that  there  was  never  anybody  to  dispute  it  with 
the  Miss  Mortimers  ?  I  thought  1  had  heard  some  such  story 

about " 

u  Ah,  you're  thinking,  ma'am,  of  Eden  Hall,  just  the  next 
property,"  said  he. 

tk  But  was  there  never  any  claimant  to  the  Park?"  .asked  I, 
tome  what  excited. 

"'  No  such  thing,"  said  the  man  in  black,  "  nor  couldn't  be. 
Bless  you,  the  family's  well  known.  There  never  was  so  much 
as  a  will-case,  as  1  ever  heard  on  ;  for  why,  you  see,  ma'am, 
there  never  was  such  a  plenty  of  children  to  make  quarrels. 
When  there's  but  two  or  so,  there's  little  can  come  of  quarrel- 
ling. No,  no !  there  never  was  no  strange  claimant  to  our 
estate." 

-'To  your  estate,  did  you  say  V"  cried  I,'  in  amazement. 
".So,   ma'am,  no — no  such  presumption.     1  said  our,  and 
sure  I  might ;  I've  been  with  the  ladies  this  fifty  year." 

lv  Oh  !"  I  exclaimed,  much  dismayed.  This  was  certainly 
coming  to  the  very  head-quarters  for  information.  This  was 
no  local  preacher  after  all,  but  only  the  Miss  Mortimers'  major- 
domo.  If  there  had  been  any  possible  excuse  for  it,  I  should 
certainly  have  got  out  of  the  omnibus  immediately,  so  utterly 
confounded  and  taken  aback  did  1  feel.  But  as  we  were  still  some 
two  miles  out  of  Chester,  and  we  were  all  tired,  and  baby  cross 
and  sleepy,  I  had  to  think  better  of  it.  However,  in  my  con- 
sternation I  fell  into  instant  silence,  and  felt  really  afraid  of 
meeting  the  man's  eye.  He  sat  opposite  me,  beside  Lizzie,  very 
respectful  and  quiet,  and  by  no  means  obtruding  himself  upon 
my  notice.  I  cannot  tell  how  shocked  aiid  affronted  and  augr" 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  221 

I  felt  with  myself.  I  had,  I  suppose,  like  most  people  of  my 
condition,  a  sort  of  horror  of  men-servants,  a  sort  of  resentful 
humiliation  in  feeling  tjtiat  I  had  mistaken  one  of  that  class  for 
an  ordinary  fellow-traveller,  a  frightened  idea  of  what  Harry 
would  think  to  hear  of  his  wife  sitting  in  an  omnibus  beside 
Miss  Mortimer's  man.  Altogether  I  was  sadly  discomfited  and 
beaten.  The  Miss  Mortimers  had  got  the  better  of  me  at  every 
hand ;  and  I  was  entirely  humiliated  and  cast  down  by  this 
Wt  blow  of  all. 

The  interval  was  quite  tedious  and  oppressive  till  we  arrived 
£1  Chester.  Seeing  me  look  at  another  house  unconsciously  as 
we  passed,  the  man,  most  kindly  and  good-humouredly,  I  am 
sure,  after  my  sudden  withdrawal  from  the  conversation, 
mentioned  its  name.  "  That  is  Dee-sands,  ma'am,  the  mayor 
o'  Chester's  place.  It  ain't  within  sight  of  the  Dee,  and 
there's  none  of  them  sands  near  here,  but  they  do  say  it's 
named  after  a  song,"  said  the  good-natured  cicerone.  "  Oh !" 
said  I  again,  shrinking  back  into  my  corner.  He  looked  at  me 
rather  closely  after  this,  muttering  something  that  sounded 
like  "No  offence!"  and  leaned  back  also,  a  little  affronted. 
It  did  not  occur  to  me  that  I  was  only  drawing  his  attention 
to  what  I  had  said  before  by  this  sudden  reserve.  I  took  care 
to  show  no  more  interest  in  the  wayside  villas,  and  sprang  out 
with  a  great  sense  of  relief  when  we  reached  the  end  of  our 
journey.  Happening  to  glance  back  when  I  had  reached  our 
own  door,  I  saw  that  the  omnibus  had  been  delayed  by 
numerous  descents  from  the  roof,  and  was  still  standing  where 
we  had  left  it,  and  that  Miss  Mortimer's  man  had  put  his  head 
out  of  one  of  the  windows,  and  was  watching  where  I  went  to. 
This  circumstance  made  me  enter  with  great  haste  and 
trepidation.  Now,  above  all,  I  had  been  found  out ;  and  if 
ever  any  one  felt  like  a  traitor  and  a  spy,  it  was  surely  me, 
stumbling  back  from  that  unsuccessful  enterprise  across  the 
threshold  of  Mrs.  Goldsworthy's  house. 

The  door  was  opened  to  us  too  alertly  to  be  done  by  anybody 
but  Domenico  ;  and  it  was  Domenico  accordingly,  in  his  vast 
expanse  of  shirt  sleeves.  It  was  quite  a  comfort  to  see  his 
beaming,  unconscious  face.  "  The  time  is  fine,"  said 
Domenico;  "it  pleases  to  the  signora  to  make  promenade? 
Ah,  bravo  !  the  piccolo  signore  grow  like  tree." 

This  was  in  reference  to  baby,  who  crowed  at  him  and  held 
out  his  arms,  and  whom  Domenico  freely  called  piccolo  and 
piccolino,  at  first  somewhat  to  my  indignation ;  but  I  confess 
the  uood  fellow's  voice  and  looks,  and  the  way  baby  stretched 


222  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

out  to  him,  out  of  poor  Lizzie's  tired  arras,  was  quite  con- 
solatory and  refreshing  to  me.  It  is  easy  to  get  a  feeling  of 
home  to  a  place,  surely.  It  was  only  lodgings,  and  Domenico 
•was  a  foreigner,  and  1  had  not  the  ghost  of  an  early  associa- 
tion with  the  little  insignificant  house  ;  but  I  cannot  tell  you 
what  a  sense  of  ease  and  protection  came  upon  me  the  very 
moment  I  was  within  the  door. 

Upstairs  on  the  table  lay  a  letter.  We  got  so  few  letters 
that  I  was  surprised,  and  took  it  up  immediately,  and  with  still 
greater  surprise  found  it  to  be  from  Sara  Cresswell,  lamenting 
over  not  having  found  me,  wondering  where  I  could  have  gone, 
and  concluding  with  a  solemn  invitation  to  dinner  in  her 
father  s  name.  "  Papa  is  so  anxious  to  see  Mr.  Langham  and 
you,"  wrote  Sara,  "  and  to  talk  over  things.  I  have  been 
obliged  to  obey  him  for  once,  and  not  to  go  or  write  out  to 
dear  godmamma  till  he  has  seen  you.  If  you  don't  come  he 
will  be  so  dreadfully  disappointed;  indeed,  I  am  quite  sure  if  you 
don't  come  he  will  go  to  see  you.  I  can't  suppose  you  \vill  be 
able  to  resist  such  a  threat  as  that.  Send  me  a  word,  please, 
directly.  1  shall  be  quite  wretched  till  I  know." 

This  revived  all  my  excitement,  as  may  be  supposed ;  there 
must  be  something  in  it  after  all,  and  surely,  instead  of  Harry 
going  to  his  office  to  seek  him,  it  would  be  much  better  to  meet 
at  his  house,  and  with  an  evening's  leisure  too ;  for  Sara  had 
taken  care  to  add  that  nobody  else  was  to  be  there.  The 
earnestness  of  this  invitation  seemed  so  entirely  contradictory 
to  all  that  I  had  heard  to-day,  that  the  wildest  vague  suspicions 
of  mystery  began  to  break  upon  mv  mind.  To  be  sure,  bakers 
and  butlers  were  not  likely  to  be  in  the  secret.  Mr.  Cresswell 
knew  all  about  it ;  and  here  was  he  seeking  us  entirely  of  his 
own  accord  !  Once  more  all  my  dazzled  ambitious  dreams  came 
back  again  ;  I  forgot  my  failure  and  sense  of  treachery — 1  was 
no  traitor — it  was  only  my  rights  that  I  had  been  thinking  of  ; 
and  they  were  not  pathetic  possible  victims,  but  triumphant 
usurpers,  who  now  had  possession  of  the  Park. 


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CHAPTER  XII. 

I  HAD  managed  to  regain  my  spirits  entirely  before  Harry 
returned  :  if  anything,  indeed,  I  think  this  revival  of  all 
my  fancies,  after  my  disappointment  and  annoyance,  had 
stimulated  me  more  than  before.  It  was  a  beautiful  April 
evening,  quite  warm  and  summer-like,  and  there  had  just  been 
such  a  sunset,  visible  out  of  the  front  windows,  as  would  have 
gone  far  at  any  time  to  reconcile  me  to  things  in  general.  I 
was  sitting  in  the  little  drawing-room  alone,  with  baby  Harry 
in  my  lap,  much  delighted  to  find  that  he  could  stand  by  my 
side  for  half  a  minute  all  by  himself,  and  rewarding  him  with 
kisses  for  the  exhibition  of  that  accomplishment.  I  was  tired 
after  my  long  walk,  and  felt  it  delicious  rest  to  lean  back  in 
that  chair  and  watch  the  light  gradually  fading  out  of  the  sky, 
free  to  think  my  own  thoughts,  yet  always  with  the  sweet 
accompaniment  of  baby's  inarticulate  little  syllables,  and 
touches  of  his  soft  small  fingers.  I  remember  that  moment 
like  a  moment  detached  out  of  my  life.  My  heart  had 
rebounded  higher  out  of  its  despondency.  Who  could  tell  what 
a  bright  future  that  might  be  on  the  very  brink  of  which  we 
trembled?  And  I,  whom  Harry  had  married  so  foolishly,  it 
was  I  who  was  to  bring  this  wealth  to  my  husband  and  my 
child.  It  was  pleasant  thinking  in  that  stir  of  hope,  in  that 
calm  of  evening,  sitting  listening  for  Harry's  step  on  the  stair. 
The  light  grew  less  and  less  in  the  two  front  windows,  and  the 
open  door  of  communication  between  the  two  rooms  brought 
in  a  long  line  of  grey  luminous  sky  from  the  east  into  my 
twilight  picture.  And  I  had  so  much  to  tell  Harry.  Ah, 
there  at  last  was  his  foot  upon  the  stair ! 

He  came  in,  not  to  the  room  in  which  I  was,  but  to  the 
other,  and  gave  a  glance  round  to  see  if  I  was  there  ;  then,  not 
seeing  me,  instead  of  calling  out  for  "  Milly  darling,"  as  he 
always  did,  Harry  threw  his  cap  on  the  table,  and  dropped 
heavily  into  a  chair,  with  a  long  sigh— a  strange  sigh,  half 
relieved,  half  impatient — the  sigh  of  something  on  his  mind. 
I  can  see  the  half-open  door,  the  long  gleam  of  the  eastern 
window,  the  scarcely  visible  figure  dropped  into  that  chair — I 


224  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

can  see  them  all  as  clearly  as  at  that  moment.  I  stumbled  up 
unawares,  gathered  baby  into  my  arms  I  cannot  tell  how,  and 
was  at  his  side  in  a  moment.  My  own  voice  sounded  foreign 
to  my  ears  as  I  cried  out,  "  Harry,  what  is  it  ?  tell  me  I" 
Nothing  else  would  come  from  my  lips. 

He  rose  too — the  attitude  of  rest  was  not  possible  at  such  a 
time  ;  he  came  and  held  the  child  and  me  close  to  him,  making 
me  lean  on  him.  u  It  is  nothing  more  than  we  expected,"  he 
said,  "  Milly  darling.  It  is  only  to  have  a  heart — you  are  a 
soldier's  wife." 

I  knew  without  any  more  words.  I  stood  within  his  arm, 
silent,  desperate,  holding  my  dear  frightened  baby  tight,  too 
tight.  Ah,  liod  help  us!  In  a  moment,  in  the  twinkling  of 
an  eye,  as  the  Bible  says,  out  of  the  happiest  nutter  of  hope 
into  that  cold,  desperate,  hopeless  darkness.  I  could  have 
fancied  I  was  standing  on  a  battlefield,  with  the  cold,  cold 
wind  blowing  over  us.  I  made  no  outcry  or  appeal ;  my  heart 
only  leaped  with  a  start  of  agony  at  the  worst,  at  the  last 
conclusion.  We  were  not  within  his  sheltering  arm — he  young, 
and  strong,  and  safe — but  looking  for  him — looking  for  him  on 
that  black,  dead  battlefield ! 

I  don't  think  it  was  the  cry  of  the  child,  whom  he  took  softly 
out  of  my  straining  arms,  but  Harry's  compassion  that  roused 
me.  I  cried  out  sharply,  "  Don't  pity  me,  Harry  ;  I'll  bear  it." 
It  was  all  I  could  say.  I  went  out  of  his  arm  with  agitated, 
hurried  step,  and  shut  out  that  cruel  clear  sky  looking  down 
upon  the  battlefield  I  saw.  I  did  not  think  nor  notice  that 
this  unseasonable  action  threw  us  into  perfect  darkness.  It 
was  a  kind  of  physical  relief  to  me  to  do  something  with  my 
hands,  to  ring  some  common  sound  into  my  ears.  At  this 
moment  Lizzie  came  into  the  room,  carrying  lights.  As  I 
lifted  my  confused  eyes  to  them,  what  a  ghastly  change  had 
passed  on  this  room — all  so  cold,  dark,  miserable ;  the  furni- 
ture thrust  about  out  of  its  place ;  the  fireplace  dark,  and  Harry 
standing  there,  with  the  child  in  his  arms  and  his  cap  thrown 
on  the  table,  as  if  this  very  moment  he  was  going  away.  He 
was  in  uniform  too,  and  the  light  caught  in  the  glitter  of  his 
sword.  Was  there  to  be  no  interval  ?  My  head  swam  round. 
My  heart  seemed  to  stop  beating.  The  misery  of  imagination 
drove  me  half  frantic — as  if  the  present  real  misery  had  not 
been  enough. 

After  a  while  we  sat  together  once  more  as  usual,  he  trying 
to  bring  me  to  talk  about  it  and  receive  it  like  a  common  event. 
"Jt  is  what  we  have  looked  forward  to  for  months,"  said 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  225 

Harry;  "it  should  not  be  strange  to  you  now.      Think  how 
you  looked  for  it,  Milly  darling,  long  ago." 

"  Yes,"  said  I.  Was  it  likely  I  could  talk?  I  only  rocked 
myself  backward  and  forward  in  my  chair. 

"  You  said  God  would  give  you  strength  when  the  hour  came : 
the  hour  has  come,  Milly.  You  are  a  soldier's  wife!"  he 
said. 

"  Yes,  yes !"  and  then  I  burst  into  an  attempt  to  tell  him 
what  I  had  been  doing — if  I  must  talk  let  me  talk  of  something 
else  than  this — and  broke  down,  and  fell,  God  help  me !  to 
crying  and  sobbing  like  a  child  ;  which  was  how  the  good  Lord 
gave  me  the  power  of  bearing  what  He  had  sent.  I  got  better 
after  that ;  I  heard  and  listened  to  it  all,  every  detail, 
when  they  would  have  to  go,  where  they  would  sail  from, — • 
everything.  And  then  I  grew  to  see  by  degrees  that 
Harry,  but  for  me,  was  not  sorry  to  be  sent  to  the  war ; 
that  his  eye  was  brightening,  his  head  raised  erect.  Oh 
me  !  he  was  a  soldier  ;  and  I — I  was  only  a  foolish  creature 
that  could  not  follow  him  or  be  with  him,  that  could  not  come 
between  him  and  those  bullets,  that  could  only  stay  at  home 
and  pray. 

But  when  he  came  and  stroked  my  hair  down  with  his  hand, 
and  soothed  me  like  a  child,  and  bent  over  me  with  such 
compassion  in  his  face— sorry  for  me,  full  of  pity  in  his  *f 
tionate  tender  heart  for  the  poor  girl  he  was  leaving  belnn 
that  was  more  than  1  could  bear.  *  With  a  dreadful  pa 
thought  it  was  his  widow  he  saw,  all  lonely  and  desolate,  wuli 
no  one  to  comfort  her  ;  and  I,  his  wife,  thrust  him  away,  and 
defied  that  dreadful  killing  thought.  No  1  1  might  leap  at 
the  worst,  because  i  cuuia  HOD  neip  my  nurrying,  blind  ima- 
gination ;  but  he  should  not,  no  one  else  should — I  was  resolute 
of  that.  So  we  talked  of  all  the  things  that  were  needful  for 
his  preparation  ;  and  he  spoke  of  expense  and  economy,  and  I 
laughed  and  scorned  his  talk.  Economy  !  expense !  Perhaps 
I  did  not  know,  could  not  think  where  it  was  to  come  from ; 
but  where  careless  money  can  get  everything,  do  you  think 
careful  love  would  fall  far  short  V  I  took  courage  to  laugh  at 
his  words. 

And  then  I  told  him  all  my  day's  trials,  and  that  invitation 
for  the  next  day,  which,  even  after  what  had  happened,  we 
must  still  accept.  We  did  not  have  baby  downstairs  again  that 
night — I  dared  not — courage  will  go  so  far,  but  not  further.  I 
went  upstairs  to  put  him  into  his  little  bed,  and  was  glad,  God 
help  me !  to  be  out  of  Harry's  sight  for  half  an  hour.  But  stiU 


226  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

I  was  not  free ;  Lizzie  was  about  me,  gliding  here  and  therd 
with  her  inquisitive  sharp  eyes — sharp  eyes  all  the  sharper  for 
tears,  praying  and  threatening  me  with  her  looks.  Nobody 
would  believe  in  my  courage.  They  thought  I  should  break 
down  and  die.  Oh  me !  if  one  could  die  when  one  pleased,  one 
might  sometimes  make  short  work  of  it ;  God  does  not  give  us 
that  coward's  refuge.  When  I  was  all  alone  in  my  own  room, 
I  took  an  old  regimental  sash  of  Harry's  and  bound  it  round 
me  tight.  I  cannot  tell  why  I  did  it ;  I  think  it  was  in  my 
fancy  somehow  to  bind  up  my  heart,  that  it  should  neither  yield 
nor  fail. 


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PART    V. 
THE  LADIES   AT    THE   HALL. 

(Continued.) 

CHAPTER   I. 

SOME  weeks  of  quietness  passed  over  us  after  these  dreadful 
half -revelations  which  really  disclosed  nothing.  I  will 
not  attempt  to  give  you  any  explanation  of  my  state  of  mind  ; 
I  don't  think  J  could  if  I  tried.  I  had  ceased  to  think  of  in- 
sanity in  respect  to  my  sister  Sarah ;  she  was  not  insane — no 
such  thing.  That  scrap  of  conversation  I  had  overheard  in  her 
dressing-room  overturned  all  my  delusions.  Some  real  thing, 
some  real  person,  had  power  to  drive  her  half  mad  with  anxiety 
and  fear.  What  she  could  be  anxious  about— what  she  could 
be  afraid  of — she  who  had  lived  in  the  deadest  peace  at  home 
for  nearly  five-and-twenty  years — was  to  me  an  inscrutable 
mystery.  But  that  this  Italian  stranger  was  no  stranger — that 
his  name  was  given  him  after  the  name  of  my  father — that 
love,  supposed  by  Carson  to  be  love  in  the  heart,  and  admitted 
by  Sarah  to  be  love  for  the  estate,  had  suggested  that  name- 
were  facts  not  to  be  doubted.  I  need  not  say  anything  about 
the  long  trains  of  agitated  and  confused  thinking  into  which 
these  discoveries  betrayed  me.  They  ended  in  nothing — they 
could  not  end  in  anything.  But  for  a  kind  of  determination  I 
had,  to  keep  up  stedfastly  till  some  light  came,  and  see  the 
end  of  it,  I  don't  doubt  they  would  have  made  me  ill.  But  I 
kept  well  in  spite  of  them.  Either  our  bodies  are  not  so  sensi- 
tive as  they  are  said  to  be,  or  I  ana  a  very  stupid  person^  which 


228  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

I  wouldn't  deny  if  I  was  taxed  with  it ;  for  certainly  many 
things  that  worry  other  people  don't  trouble  me  very  much. 
However,  let  the  reason  be  what  it  might.  I  kept  up.  1  could 
not  take  any  comfort,  as  Sarah  did,  in  knowing  this  young  man 
Nad  gone  away.  I  can't  tell  how  she  could  have  blinded  her- 
elf,  poor  soul.  /  knew  he  would  come  back.  She  did  not 
seem  to  think  so  ;  yet  surely  she  knew  all  about  it  far  better 
than  I  did.  What  a  strange  blank,  unexplainable  mystery  it 
was  !  Judging  by  appearances,  the  yoang  man  could  not  be 
much  more  than  born  when  she  returned  home.  Yet  she  knew 
him.  Incomprehensible,  wild,  mad  idea,  of  which,  even  after 
all  I  had  heard,  my  reason  denied  the  possibility!  She  knew 
him  I  and  what  or  who,  except  herself,  could  explain  it? 

The  only  conclusion  I  could  come  to  in  all  ny  jo  c  °ring  was 
one  that  had  glanced  into  my  mind  before,  that  my  father  had 
married  abroad  and  had  a  son,  whom  Sarah  had  somehow 
stormed  or  threatened  him  into  disowning.  But  then  my  father 
was— I  grieve  to  say  it,  but  one  must  tell  the  truth— a  man 
who  considered  his  own  will  and  pleasure  much  more  than  any- 
thing else  in  the  world;  and  I  don't  think  it  would  have  broken 
his  heart  to  have  turned  us  out  of  our  heiress-honours,  especially 
when  we  grew  old  and  did  not  marry.  And  to  have  left  a  male 
heir  behind  him!  It  was  a  very  unlikely  story,  to  be  sure  ;  but 
certainly  Sarah  and  he  were  never  friends  after  their  return. 
They  avoided  each  other,  though  they  lived  under  the  same 
roof.  They  treated  each  other  with  a  kind  of  ceremonious 
politeness,  more  like  mutual  dislike  than  love.  Dear,  dear,  to 
think  in  a  quiet  English  family  how  such  a  dark  secret  could 
rise  and  grow  !  I  set  to  hunting  up  all  my  father's  letters,  not 
those  he  had  written  to  me  at  home,  for  he  never  wrote  except 
when  he  was  obliged,  but  his  own  letters  which  he  had  left 
behind  him.  I  could  find  nothing  there  that  threw  the  slightest 
light  upon  the  mystery.  And  then,  if  he  was  my  father's  son, 
what  could  the  young  Italian  mean  by  seeking  after  this 
fabulous  lady  ?  What  had  the  Countess  Sermoneta  to  do  with 
it?  On  the  whole,  anybody  will  see  that  I  ended  my  investiga- 
tions and  reasonings  just  where  I  began  them.  1  knew  nothing 
about  it — I  could  discover  nothing.  I  had  only  to  wait  for  the 
storm  that  was  returning — that  must  return.  And  if — oh, 
dear,  to  think  of  such  a  thing  ! — if  it  was  the  miserable  wealth 
we  had,  that  prompted  Sarah  to  set  her  face  against  this  stranger 
-  if  it  were  to  keep  possession  of  the  estate  from  him  who  was 
its  lawful  owner,  thank  Heaven  !  we  were  coheiresses.  She 
thought  she  could  do  as  she  pleased  with  the  Park,  and  I  dare 


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say,  in  right  and  lawful  things,  I  might,  have  yielded  to  her ; 
but  I  hope  Millicent  Mortimer  was  never 'the  woman  to  keep 
what  did  not  belong  to  her.  If  he  had  a  title  to  the  estate — 
Heaven  knows  how  he  could — I  gave  up  trying  to  imagine  ; — 
but  if  he  had,  without  either  resistance  or  struggle  he  should 
have  my  share. 

I  really  could  not  tell  how  much  time  had  passed  from  that 
day  when  Sara  Cresswell  left  us.  It  was  near  the  end  of 
April,  so  I  suppose  it  must  have  been  about  two  months  after, 
when  the  accident  I  am  going  to  tell  happened.  One  afternoon 
when  I  was  in  the  shrubbery  I  saw  a  young  lady  comimg  up 
towards  the  gate,  a  young  creature,  pretty  and  fair-com- 
plexioned,  not  tall,  but  very  compact  and  orderly  in  her  looks, 
with  the  air  of  being  a  handy,  cheerful  little  woman,  and  good 
for  most  things  she  required  to  do.  That  was  how  she  struck 
me,  at  all  events.  I  dare  say  many  people  would  have  said  she 
was  just  a  very  pretty  girl,  evidently  sobered  down  by  an  early 
mariiage,  for  she  had  an  odd  nursemaid  by  her  side,  carrying  a 
beautiful  baby.  This  stranger  caught  her  attention  very  much 
as  I  watched  her  through  the  tall  evergreen  bushes.  There  was 
no  mystery  about  her,  certainly.  I  took  a  liking  for  her  all  of 
a  sudden.  Somehow  it  flashed  into  my  mind  that  if  I  had  evef 
been  so  young  and  as  happy  I  might  have  been  just  such  a  young 
woman  myself.  I  don't  mean  so  pretty,  but  the  same  kind  of 
creature.  She  was  not  rich,  it  was  clear,  for  the  nursemaid 
was  not  much  more  than  a  child,  an  odd,  awkward-looking 
girl;  and  though  the  young  mother  herself  was  sufficiently 
well-dressed,  her  tilings  had  that  indescribable  home-made  ImK 
which  one  always  recognises.  She  was  a  little  heated  \vitli 
walking,  and  had  some  very  grave  wrinkles  of  care,  thouglit- 
fulnesf,  and  even  anxiety,  upon  her  pretty  smooth  forehead. 
I  saw  her  aiming  straight  at  the  door  of  the  lodge,  and  hastened 
out  to  warn  her  off.  She  was  certainly  a  stranger,  and  could 
never  know  that  the  hooping-cough  was  in  the  house.  She  took 
my  warning  very  oddly,  looked  at  me  with  great  curiosity  and 
with  tears — I  am  sure  I  saw  them  coming  into  her  eyes — and 
then,  with  some  half-explanation  about  wishing  to  see  the  Park, 
hurried  away  after  her  lovely  little  boy.  I  don't  know  how 
long  I  stood,  like  a  fool,  looking  after  them,  with  a  great  desire 
to  call  her  back  and  ask  her  in  to  see  the  house.  Very  lik"ly 
she  had  come  out  from  Chester  to  give  her  baby  a  country 
walk.  Pretty  young  soul !  I  had  no  more  doubt  she  was  a 
good  little  wife  than  that  she  was  a  pretty  creature,  and  very 
young  to  be  that  child's  mother.  1  daresay  she  was  tired  and 


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would  have  been  much  the  better  fora  rest.  But  while  I  stood 
thinking  of  it,  of  course  she  was  gone  far  out  of  the  range  of 
my  voice.  As  for  running  after  her,  that  was  out  of  the 
question  at  my  age  ;  and  perhaps,  after  all,  it  was  as  well  not 
to  bring  that  lovely  baby  near  the  lodge.  Mary  might  have 
rushed  out,  and  the  mischief  might  have  been  done  in  a 
moment.  As  for  hooping-cough  itself,  when  children  have 
good  constitutions,  1  can't  say  it  is  a  thing  I  am  very  timid 
about ;  but  it  goes  very  hard  with  infants,  and  one  could  never 
excuse  one's-self  for  putting  such  a  child  in  peril.  So  I  went 
back  to  the  house,  though  rather  slowly.  I  can't  tell  how  it 
was,  1  am  sure, — but  I  felt  just  as  if  I  had  missed  a  visit  from 
a  friend  whom  it  would  have  been  a  great  comfort  to  see. 

I  might  have  forgotten  this  little  incident  altogether,  but 
for  something  that  happened  afterwards.  Ellis  had  to  go  into 
Chester  that  day — indeed,  he  had  just  left  a  few  minutes 
before  my  pretty  young  stranger  came  up.  When  Ellis  came 
back  he  took  an  opportunity  of  speaking  privately  to  me — 
indeed,  he  asked  me  to  step  aside  into  the  hall  for  a  minute. 
How  he  found  out  that  there  was  any  uneasiness  in  my  mind, 
or  that  any  doubt  about  our  right  to  the  estate  had  ever 
occurred  to  me,  I  cannot  tell ;  there  are  few  things  more 
wonderful  than  the  kind  of  instinct  by  which  servants  divine 
the  storms  which  may  be  only  brooding  about  a  house.  Ellis 
looked  very  grave  and  important ;  but  as  he  always  does  so,  I 
was  noways  alarmed. 

"  There  was  a  young  lady,  ma'am,"  said  Ellis,  "  rode  in  the 
omnibus  along  with  me  this  afternoon  ;  well,  not  perhaps  what 
you  might  call  a  real  lady  neither ;  leastways  I  don't  know— 
her  looks  was  all  in  her  favour;  but  ladies,  as  you  know, 
ma'am,  don't  go  riding  in  an  omnibus  with  bits  of  nursegirls 
and  babies.  But  I  don't  say  she  was  one  of  your  common 
sort." 

"Why,  it  must  have  been  that  pretty  young  creature," 
eaidl. 

"Well,  ma'am,"  said  Ellis,  actually  with  a  little  shame- 
facedness,  "  if  you  ask  me  my  opinion,  she  was  a  pooty  young 
creature,  and  so  was  the  baby.  But  it  ain't  what  she  looked, 
Miss  Milly  ;  it's  what  she  said.  She  asked  as  anxious  as  could 
be  after  the  family  at  the  Park." 

"Did  she  know  anything  of  us?"  said  I,  quite  delighted. 
"  I  wonder  who  she  is  ;  she  quite  took  my  heart." 

"  Not  if  you'd  hate  heard  her  speak,  ma'am,"  said  Ellis. 
"  She  asked,  kind  of  curious  like,  how  .you  came  to  succeed  to 


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the  estate,  and  whether  there  wasn't  no  gap  in  the  line,  and  if 
none  o'  the  family  were  ever  passed  over,  and  a  deal  of  such 
questions.  I  told  her  it  was  Eden  Hall  she  was  thinking  on, 
but  she  wasn't  satisfied.  She  said  wasn't  there  another 
claimant  to  the  estate,  and  was  I  quite  sure  you  was  the 
right  people  and  hadn't  passed  over  nobody?  But  the 
strangest  thing  of  all  was,  as  soon  as  I  let  out  by  accident  I 
belonged  to  the  Park,  it  was  all  over  in  a  twinkling.  Afore 
you  could  know  where  you  was,  from  asking  her  questions 
and  looking  as  anxious  as  you  please,  and  her  little  veil  up 
over  her  bonnet,  and  her  face  turned  to  you  like  a  child — in  a 
moment,  ma'am,  it  was  dead  shut  up  and  drawn  back,  and  the 
veil  down  and  face  as  if  it  didn't  see  the  place  you  was.  I  said 
to  myself,  '  There's  summut  in  this,'  as  soon  as  ever  I  seed  the 
way  she  took  me  belonging  to  the  Park  ;  and,  to  be  sure,  all  the 
way  not  another  word.  Seeing  things  like,  that,  I  made  bold  to 
look  after  her  when  sne  went  out ;  and  if  you  might  chance  to 
have  any  curiosity,  Miss  Milly,  here's  a  note  of  the  address." 

"But  what  should  I  have  any  curiosity  about?"  said  I, 
agitated  and  surprised,  taking  the  paper  from  him  eagerly 
enough,  yet  quite  at  a  loss  to  account  for  any  interest  1  could 
have  in  his  adventure.  Ah  !  had  it  happened  six  months  ago, 
how  I  should  have  laughed  at  Ellis !  but  it  could  not  have 
happened  six  months  ago.  Ellis  himself  would  have  taken  no 
notice  whatever  of  such  questions  then. 

14  Ma'am,"  said  Ellis,  u  the  quality  has  their  own  ways  ;  if  / 
don't  know  that,  who  should?  I  dare  say  it  ain't  nothink  to 
you ;  but  it's  curious  to  have  parties  asking  about  the  Park,  as 
if  we  was  a  family  as  bad-romances  •.  and  ^ing  a  pooty  young 
creature,  you  see,  Miss  Milly,  i  tnough.  it  might  be  possible  as 
you'd  like  to  know." 

"  Very  well,  thank  you,  Ellis.  I  know  you're  always 
careful  about  the  interests  of  the  family,"  said  I. 

"  I've  been  at  the  Park  fifty  year,"  said  Ellis,  with  his  best 
butler's  bow.  I  gave  him  a  nod,  and  went  away  to  the 
library  a  great  deal  more  disturbed  than  I  would  let  him 
perceive,  but  I  don't  undertake  to  say  that  he  didn't  see  it  all 
the  same.  Here  was  just  the  very  fuel  to  set  my  smouldering 
impatience  into  a  blaze.  A  sudden  impulse  of  doing  some- 
thing seized  upon  me  like  a  kind  of  inspiration.  Here  was  a 
new  actor  in  the  strange  bewildering  drama.  Who  was  she? 
Could  she  be  Luigi's  wife  coming  to  aid  him  ?  As  the  thought 
struck  me  I  trembled  with  impatience,  standing  at  the  window 
where  it  was  too  dark  to  read  that  address.  I  must  wait  for 


232  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

the  morning,  but  certainly  there  was  light  out  of  darkness; 
However  foolish  it  might  be,  I  could  bear  it  no  longer.  Here 
was  a  clue  to  guide  my  steps,  and  whether  right  or  wrong, 
to-morrow  I  should  plunge  into  the  mystery.  The  idea  took 
possession  of  me  beyond  all  power  of  resistance.  I  walked 
about  the  library  in  the  dark,  quite  excited  and  tremulous. 
The  wind  had  risen,  and  the  night  was  rather  stormy,  but  I 
could  not  go  into  the  comfort  and  light  of  that  great  drawing- 
room  where  Sarah  sat  knitting.  To-morrow,  perhaps,  I  shouftj 
know  the  secret  of  her  death  in  life. 


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CHAPTER  EL 

I  GOT  very  little  rest  that  night,  and  was  up  almost  by 
break  of  day  the  next  morning.  In  the  height  of  my 
excitement  and  anxiety,  I  felt  more  comfort  in  my  mind  than 
I  had  done  for  a  long  time.  Sitting  waiting  is  dreadful  work, 
but  I  felt  myself  again  when  there  appeared  anything  to  do. 
I  would  not  allow  myself  to  suppose  that  it  would  end  in 
nothing.  Such  inquiries  could  not  possibly  be  made  without  a 
motive.  1  was  so  restless  that  I  scarcely  could  remain  quietly 
at  home  for  an  hour  or  two  after  breakfast  which,  out  of  regard 
for  appearances,  I  was  obliged  to  sacrifice ;  but  for  the  same 
reason  I  made  up  my  mind  not  to  take  the  carriage,  but  to 
walk  to  the  point  where  the  omnibus  passed,  and  take  my 
chance  of  finding  a  seat  in  it  as  other  people  did.  I  went  out 
accordingly  about  eleven  o'clock,  and  left  a  message  for  Sarah 
that  I  was  going  to  make  some  calls,  and  that  she  was  not  to 
wait  dinner  for  me,  as  1  should  probably  Junch  somewhere  at 
a  friend's  house.  1  saw  Ellis  look  out  after  me  from  the  hall 
window,  with  a  kind  of  solemn  grin  on  his  face.  Ellis  was  not 
to  be  deceived ;  he  knew  where  I  was  going  as  well  as  I  did 
myself. 

As  I  had  intended,  I  got  into  the  omnibus  when  it  passed,  to 
the  great  amazement  and  dismay  of  both  guard  and  driver, 
who  knew  me  well  enough.  1  thought  to  myself,  after  I  was  in 
it,  that  it  was  perhaps  rather  a  foolish  thing  to  do.  If  any  talk 
got  abroad  about  our  family,  and  if  the  strangers,  male  and 
female,  kept  making  strange  inquiries,  and  I  was  seen  driving — 
no,  that  is  not  the  word — riding  in  an  omnibus,  what  would 
people  think  but  that  some  extraordinary  downfall  had  happened 
at  the  Park?  There  were  only  some  countrywomen  in  the 
coach,  who  stared  at  me  a  little,  but  were  too  busy  with  their 
own  affairs  to  mind  me  much.  Fortunately  there  was  no  one 
there  from  our  own  village.  It  was  a  very  long  drive  to 
Chester,  going  in  the  omnibus  ;  and  being  unaccustomed  to  it, 
•nd  never  on  the  outlook  for  jolts,  I  felt  it  a  good  deal,  I 


234  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

confess,  besides  being  just  the  least  thing  in  the  world  in  a 
false  position.  Not  that  I  minded  being  seen  in  the  omnibus, 
but  because  the  guard  knew  me,  and  was  troublesomely  respect- 
ful, and  directed  the  attention  of  the  other  passengers  towards 
me.  Great  people,  when  they  pretend  to  travel  incognito,  must 
find  it  a  great  bore,  I  should  fancy.  Of  course  somebody 
always  betrays  them,  and  it  must  be  a  great  deal  easier  to  bear 
what  you  can't  help  bearing  when  there  is  no  mystery  about  it, 
than  when  every  blockhead  thinks  himself  in  your  secret,  and 
bound  to  keep  up  the  joke  with  you. 

At  last  we  came  to  the  street,  and  I  got  down.  It  was  Hear 
the  railway  station,  and  so  all  sorts  of  traffic  poured  past  the 
place  ;  shabby  hackney  cabs,  omnibuses  from  the  Chester  hotels, 
vans  of  goods,  all  the  miscellaneous  stuff  that  pours  into  railway 
stations.  The  houses  were  a  little  back  from  the  road,  to  be 
sure,  with  little  "  front  gardens,"  as  the  people  call  them.  I 
walked  past  three  or  four  times  before  I  had  screwed  myself  up 
to  the  point  of  going  in.  The  thing  that  dissipated  all  my 
feelings  of  embarrassment  in  a  moment,  and  brought  me  back 
to  the  eagerness  and  excitement  with  which  I  set  out  from 
home,  was  the  sudden  appearance  of  Mr.  Luigi's  servant,  the 
large,  fat,  good-humoured  Italian,  whom  I  have  before  men- 
tioned, at  the  door  of  one  of  the  houses%  The  sight  of  him 
flushed  me  at  once  into  determination.  I  turned  immediately 
to  the  house  where  he  stood,  and  of  course  it  was  the  house, 
the  number  which  Ellis  had  written  down  on  his  paper  ;  there 
could  be  no  doubts  on  the  subject  now. 

u  I  wish  to  see  your  mistress,"  said  I,  going  up  to  the  man, 
too  breathless  and  eager  to  waste  any  words. 

He  looked  at  me  with  good-humoured  scrutiny,  repeating 
"  Meestress "  with  a  puzzled  tone ;  at  last  a  kind  of  gay, 
half-flattered  confusion  came  over  his  good-humoured  face,  he 
put  his  hand  on  his  heart,  made  a  deprecatory,  remonstrating 
bow,  and  burst  into  some  laughing  mixture  of  Italian  and 
English,  equally  unintelligible.  The  fellow  actually  supposed 
I  meant  his  sweetheart,  or  pretended  to  suppose  so.  I  became 
very  angry.  He  did  not  look  impertinent  either;  but  yon 
may  fancy  how  one  would  feel,  to  be  supposed  capable  of  sucii 
a  piece  of  levity  at  such  a  time.  And  a  person  of  my  condition, 
too !  Happily,  at  this  moment  the  nurse-girl  whom  I  had 
seen  with  my  pretty  young  stranger  suddenly  made  her  ap- 
pearance with  the  baby  in  her  arms.  I  appealed  to  her,  and 
though  she  stared  and  made  answer  in  words  not  much  more 
intelligible  to  me  than  her  fellow-servant's,  she  showed  me 


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upstairs.  She  was  going  out  with  the  beautiful  baby,  but  one 
way  and  another  I  was  so  worried  and  uncomfortable,  and  felt 
so  strongly  the  existence  of  those  plots  against  us  which  I  was 
now  going  to  clear  up,  that  I  took  no  notice  of  the  child.  I 
said  nothing  at  all  but  that  I  wanted  to  see  her  mistress,  and 
walked  into  the  little  drawing  room  without  thinking  I  might 
be  going  into  the  young  stranger's  presence,  possibly  into  the 
presence  of  both  husband  and  wife.  However,  the  moment  I 
Lad  entered  I  saw  her ;  there  she  was.  In  uiy  heat  and  annoy- 
ance I  went  up  to  her  instantly. 

"  Young  lady,"  said  I,  "  you  were  in  the  neighbourhood 
of  my  house  yesterday  ;  you  were  in  our  village ;  I  myself  saw 
you  approaching  the  Park.  You  put  some  very  strange 
questions  to  my  servant.  You  must  know  how  harassed  and 
disturbed  I  have  been  by  inquiries  I  don't  know  the  meaning 
of.  What  is  it  all  about  V  What  claim  has  your  husband 
upon  the  Mortimers?  Who  is  he?  What  does  ho  want 
with  us?" 

1  said  this  without  pausing  to  take  breath,  for  my  encounter 
with  the  servant,  I  confess,  had  irritated  me.  Now,  when  I 
had  said  my  say  and  come  to  myself,  I  looked  at  her  and  felt 
a  little  shocked.  She  was  certainly  changed  since  yesterday  ; 
but  before  I  had  time  even  to  make  a  mental  comment  on  this 
change,  I  was  entirely  confounded  by  the  entrance  of  a  new 
and  unsuspected  actor  -on  the  scene ;  her  husband !  evidently 
her  husband  ;  but  as  unlike  Mr.  Luigi  as  one  handsome  young 
man  could  be  unlike  another, — a  bright,  open-faced  unmis- 
takable Englishman,  a  young  soldier.  The  sight  of  him  struck 
me  aghast.  What  new  complication  was  this  ? 

"  If  there's  going  to  1)6  any  fighting,  that's  my  trade,"  said 
the  new-comer.  "  We'll  change  places,  Milly  darling. 
Madam,  my  wife  has  a  great  many  things  to  occupy  her  just 
now ;  let  me  answer  for  her,  if  that  is  possible.  I  think  I 
know  what  she  has  been  abouc." 

Saying  which,  he  wheeled  the  one  easy  chair  in  the  room 
towards  me,  and  invited  me  to  sit  down.  I  sat  down  with  the 
feeling  of  having  somehow  deceived  myself  strangely  and  made 
a  huge  mistake.  1  could  not  make  it  out.  Mr.  Luigi's 
servant  was  below,  and  this  was  certainly  the  young  woman 
whom  I  had  arrested  on  her  way  to  the  Park,  and  who  had 
asked  questions  of  Ellis  in  the  omnibus.  But  who  was  this 
handsome  young  soldier  ?  What  had  he  to  do  with  it  ?  A 
cold  tremble  came  over  me  that  it  was  what  the  newspapers 
pall  a  mistaken  identity,  and  that  somehow  I  had  stumbled  in, 


236  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

after  the  rudest  and  most  unauthorized  fashion,  into  the 
privacy  of  two  innocent  young  creatures  who  knew  nothing 
about  the  Park. 

"  Pardon  me  if  I  am  wrong,"  I  said  with  a  gasp  ;  "I 
fear  I  must  be  wrong,  only  let  me  ask  one  question.  Did 
you  speak  to  a  man  in  the  omnibus  yesterday  about  the 
Mortimers  of  the  Park  ?  or  was  it  not  you  ?  1  am  sure 
I  shall  never  forgive  myself  if  I  have  made  such  a  foolish 
mistake." 

"But  it  is  no  mistake,"  said  the  young  wife,  who  had 
remained  in  the  room,  standing  very  near  the  half -opened 
door  into  the  tiny  apartment  behind.  Poor  young  soul! 
she  was  certainly  changed  in  those  twenty-four  hours. 
I  could  scarcely  resist  an  impulse  that  came  upon  me,  to  go 
up  and  take  her  in  my  arms,  and  ask  the  dear  young 
creature  what  it  was  that  ailed  her.  Depend  upon  it, 
whatever  she  might  have  asked  about  the  Mortimers,  that 
face  meant  no  harm.  I  looked  at  her  so  closely,  I  was  so  much 
attracted  by  her,  that  I  scarcely  noticed,  till  she  repeated  it, 
what  she  said. 

"It  is  no  mistake,"  she  said,  growing  firmer;  "I  did 
ask  questions.  I  am  sure  you  are  Miss  Mortimer— we  will  tell 
you  how  it  was.  Harry,  you  will  tell  Miss  Mortimer  all 
about  it.  I  am  a  little — a  little  stupid  to-day.  I'll  go 
and  fetch  the  books  if  you  will  tell 'Miss.  Mortimer  how  it 
was." 

She  went  away  quite  simply  and  quietly.  He  stood 
looking  after  her  with  a  compassionate,  tender  look,  that 
went  to  my  heart.  He  did  not  speak  for  a  moment,  and 
then  he  said,  with  a  sigh,  .something  that  had  nothing 
to  do  with  my  mystery.  "We  got  marching  orders  for 
the  Crimea  yesterday,"  said  the  dear  simple-hearted  young 
fellow,  with  the  tears  coming  into  his  honest  eyes.  "It 
is  very  hard  upon  my  poor  Milly;"  and  he  broke  off  with 
another  sigh. 

If  the  two  had  come  to  me  together  the  next  moment, 
and  disclosed  a  plan  to  turn  us  out  of  our  estate  or  pull 
the  house  down  over  our  heads,  I  could  have  hugged  them 
in  my  arms  all  the  same.  God  bless  the  dear  children! 
whatever  they  had  to  tell,  there  was  but  one  thing  in 
their  thoughts,  and  that  was  the  parting  that  was  coming. 
If  I  had  been  the  hardest  heart  in  the  world,  that  spon- 
taneous confidence  must  have  melted  me.  As  it  was,  I  could 
hardly  help  crying  over  them  in  their  anguish  and  happi- 


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People  are  happy  that  have  such  anguishes.  1  could 
hardly  help  exclaiming  out  aloud,  "  I'll  take  care  of  her !"  and 
yet  dear  !  to  think  of  human  short-sightedness !  Had  not  I 
come  all  this  way  to  find  them  out  ? 

She  came  back  again  a  minute  after,  with  some  old  books  in 
her  arms. 

"Have  you  told  Miss  Mortimer,  Harry?"  she  asked, 
pausing  with  a  little  surprise  to  hear  no  conversation  going 
on  between  us,  and  to  see  him  leaning  against  the  mantel-shelf 
just  as  she  had  left  him,  with  his  hand  over  his  eyes.  Then 
she  gave  him  a  quick,  affectionate,  indignant  glance — I  might 
say  petulant — and  came  up  in  her  energetic  way  to  the  table, 
where  she  put  down  the  books.  "  /  will  tell  you,  Miss 
Mortimer,"  said  the  brave  little  woman.  "  We  do  not  know 
very  much  ourselves,  but  perhaps  when  you  hear  our  story  you 
can  make  it  plain  better  than  we  can.  We  found  it  out  only 
by  chance." 

"  My  dear,"  said  I,  "  do  not  call  me  Miss  Mortimer ;  my 
eldest  sister  is  Miss  Mortimer.  I  am  called  Miss  Milly ;  Millicent 
Mortimer  is  my  name." 

Here  the  young  man  broke  in  suddenly.-  "  Her  name  was 
Millicent  Mortimer  too,"  he  cried.  "Milly! — that  is  her 
name — I  beg  your  pardon,  Miss  Mortimer;  I  think  there 
is  no  name  in  tne  world  equal  to  it.  She's  Milly,  named 
so  at  her  father's  dj^ire.  Tell  me,  is  she  nearly  related 
to  you?" 

1  was  so  astonished  I  rose  up  to  my  feet  and  stared  at  them 
both.  To  be  sure,  I  had  heard  him  call  her  Milly  ;  but  my 
thoughts  had  been  so  entirely  drawn  astray  by  Mr.  Luigi,  that 
I  never  thought  of  anything  else.  I  stood  perfectly 
thunderstruck,  staring  at  them.  "  What  are  you  telling  me?" 
I  cried.  Really  my  mind  was  not  in  a  condition  to  take  in 
anything  that  might  be  said  to  me.  She  put  the  old  books 
towards  me  one  by  one.  I  opened  them,  not  knowing  what  I 
did.  "  Sarah  Mortimer,  the  Park,  1810."  Heaven  bless  us  ! 
Sarah's  hand,  no  doubt  about  it ;  but  who  in  the  world  was 
she? 

"  Child,  take  pity  on  me  !"  I  cried  ;  "  with  one  thing  and 
another  I  am  driven  out  of  my  wits.  Tell  me,  for  heaven'? 
sake,  who  was  your  father?  Are  you  that  Luigi's  sister r 
Who  are  you  ?  Where  did  you  come  from  ?  God  help  us !  J 
don't  know  what  to  think,  or  where  to  turn.  Your  father, 
who  was  he  ?  What  do  you  know  about  him  ?  Were  you 
bora  in  Italy  too  ?  What  is  the  truth  of  this  wild,  dreadful 


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mystery?  Sarah  may  know  about  it  perhaps,  but  I  kno\? 
nothing,  nothing!  If  you  would  not  have  me  go  out  of 
my  senses,  child,  tell  me  who  you  are,  and  who  your  father 
was." 

They  both  gazed  at  me  astonished.  "  She  is  Millicent 
Mortimer,"  said  her  young  husband,  u  the  child  of  Richard 
Mortimer  and  Maria  Connor  ;  she  was  born  in  Ireland.  Milly ! 
Milly  !  the  old  lady  is  going  to  faint." 

For  I  sank  dead  down  in  my  chair,  as  was  natural.  I  put 
my  hands  over  my  face.  I  fell  a-crying  and  sobbing  in  that 
wonderful,  blessed  relief.  If  my  worst  suspicions  had  come 
true,  I  could  have  stood  up  and  faced  it.  But  my  strength 
went  from  me  in  this  delicious,  unspeakable  comfort.  Richard 
Mortimer's  children  !  The  heirs  we  were  looking  for !  Oh 
clear !  to  think  I  could  ever  be  so  distrustful  of  the  good  Lord  ! 
This  was  what  all  the  mystery  had  come  to  !  I  sat  crying  like 
a  fool  in  my  chair,  the  two  looking  on  at  me,  thinking  me  crazy 
most  likely— most  likely  wondering,  in  their  innocent  grieved 
hearts,  at  the  old  woman  crying  for  nothing.  How  could  they 
tell  what  a  mountain-load  of  trouble  they  had  taken  off  my 
head? 

4  'My  dear,"  cried  T,  when  I  could  control  myself  enough,  u  if 
you  are  Richard  Mortimer's  daughter  you're  the  nearest  rela- 
tion we  have.  You  were  to  have  been  advertised  for  before 
now — we've  been  seeking  you,  or  trying  to  seek  you,  everywhere. 
I  knew  there  must  be  something  made  my  heart  warm  to  you  so. 
My  dear,  we're  the  last  of  the  old  race ;  there's  nobody  but 
Richard  Mortimer's  children  to  carry  on  the  name.  God  help 
us!  I  am  a  silly  old  woman.  I  had  taken  dreadful  fears  into 
my  head.  Why  didn't  you  come  and  say  it  plain  out,  and 
turn  all  my  anxiety  and  troubles  into  joy?  Ah  Milly,  dear 
Milly  Mortimer  ! — I  could  think  you  were  my  own  child  some- 
how— come  and  let  me  kiss  you.  I  am  not  so  weak  as  this 
usually,  but  I'm  quite  overcome  to-day.  Come  here,  child,  and 
let  me  look  at  you.  It's  pleasant  to  think  there's  a  young 
Mortimer  in  the  world  again." 

I  was  so  much  engaged  with  my  own  feelings,  that  I  did  not 
notice  how  much  the  young  people  were  taking  it.  When  I 
did  come  to  myself  a  little,  they  were  standing  rather  irresolute, . 
that  pretty  young  Milly  Mortimer  looking  at  me  in  a  kind  of 
longing,  reluctant  way,  either  as  if  she  could  not  take  me  at 
my  word,  or  had  something  on  her  mind.  As  for  her  husband, 
he  was  looking  at  me  too,  but  with  a  full  eager  look,  which  I 
in  a,  momenfc  •  his  lip  trembling  an4  swelling  out  a 


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little,  his  eyes  full,  his  whole  face  telling  its  story.  When  he 
caught  my  eye  he  turned  his  look  upon  her,  and  then  back  to 
me  again.  Do  you  think  I  did  not  understand  him?  lie  said, 

You  will  take  care  of  my  Milly  ?"  clearer  than  he  could  have 
laid  it  in  a  thousand  words ;  and  if  my  eyes  were  slow  to 
answer  him,  you  may  be  sure  it  was  no  fault  of  will  or  heart. 
Seeing  she  was  shy  to  come  to  me,  and  recovering  myself,  1 
went  to  the  new  Milly  and  kissed  her.  I  can't  tell  what  a 
pleasure  I  took  in  looking  at  her.  She  belonged  to  me — she 
was  of  cur  very  own  blood,  come  from  the  same  old  forefathers. 
I  thought  nothing  strange  that  I  loved  her  in  a  moment.  It 
was  not  love  at  first  sight,  it  was  natural  affection.  That 
makes  a  vast  difference.  Even  Sara  Cresswell  was  not  like  a 
child  of  our  own  family.  To  think  of  another  Milly  Mortimer, 
pretty,  and  happy,  and  young !  such  a  Milly  as  I  might  have 
been  perhaps,  but  never  was.  I  felt  very  happy  in  this  child  of 
my  family.  Jt  was  half  as  good  as  having  a  child  of  one's 
own. 

Then  they  showed  me  some  other  books  with  poor  Richard 
Mortimer's  name  in  them,  and  his  drawing  of  the  Park,  and 
Sarah  getting  on  her  horse.  Poor  fellow  !  but  I  rather  fear  he 
could  not  have  been  any  great  things  of  a  man.  I  felt  quite 
easy  and  light  at  my  heart ;  nothing  seemed  to  frighten  me. 
And  the  two  young  people  even,  in  the  little  excitement,  forgot 
their  own  trouble,  which  was  a  comfort  to  me. 

"But  all  this  time,  my  dear,"  said  I,  at  length,  "you  have 
said  nothing  about  your  brother.  How  did  he  get  to  be 
Italian, — and  what  did  he  mean  by  asking  about  that  lady — 
and  why  not  come  at  once  to  the  Park  and  say  out  who  he 
•was?" 

"My  brother?"  said  the  young  wife,  faltering ;  and  gave  a 
wondering  look  at  me,  and  then  turned  round,  with  a  habit  she 
seemed  to  have,  to  consult  her  husband  with  her  eyes ;  "  my 
brother?  I  am  afraid  you  have  not  understood.  Harry 
is " 

"  I  know  what  Harry  is,"  cried  I ;  "  don't  tell  me  about  Jim. 
I  mean  your  brother — your  brother.  Why,  dear,  dear  child, 
don't  you  understand?  I  met  this  man  at  the  door  of  this 
very  house — Mr  Luigi,  you  know  as  they  call  him ;  of  course 
Le  must  belong  to  you." 

"  Indeed,"  said  the  new  Milly,  with  very  grave,  concerned 
looks,  "  I  never  spoke  to  him  but  once  in  my  life ;  we  don't 
know  anything  about  him.  I  never  had  any  brother;  there 
were  none  but  me." 


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I  don't  think  1  said  anything  at  all  in  answer.  I  said  no- 
thing, so  far  as  I  know,  for  a  long  time  after.  I  sat  stupified, 
feeling  my  burden  all  the  heavier  because  I  had  deluded  myself 
into  laying  it  off  a  little.  Oh  me  !  we  had  found  the  heirs  that 
Sarah  had  thought  so  much  about;  but  the  cloud  had  not 
dissolved  in  this  pleasant  sunshine.  Out  of  my  extraordinary 
sense  of  relief,  I  fell  into  darker  despondency  than  ever.  He 
was  not  Milly  Mortimer's  brother,  nor  anybody  belonging  to 
her.  Who  could  he  be? 


Th*  Last  oj  Hie  Mortimer*. 


CHAPTEB  ITT. 

I  DON'T  know  very  well  how  I  got  to  Mr.  Cresswell's 
house.  I  did  manage  to  get  there  somehow.  1  went 
listlessly  through  the  old  fashioned  streets  I  knew  so  well,  and 
turned  down  upon  that  serious  old  house  with  its  brick  front 
and  rows  of  windows  all  covered  with  Venetian  blinds.  It  met 
the  morning  sun  full,  and  that  was  why  the  blinds  were  down ; 
but  it  had  a  dismal  effect  upon  me,  as  anything  else  would 
have  had  at  that  moment.  I  know  how  the  rooms  look  inside 
when  the  blinds  are  down  ;  it  throws  a  chill  into  one's  heart 
that  has  known  them  put  down  for  sadder  reasons.  1  went 
into  the  house  in  the  same  listless  way,  like  a  person  in  a  dream. 
Somehow  I  could  not  take  any  comfort  in  those  dear  young 
creatures  I  had  just  found  out.  Mr.  Luigi,  whom  I  had  not 
found  out,  returned  upon  me  like  a  nightmare.  Was  there  no 
possible  way  in  which  this  mystery  could  be  discovered? 
What  if  I  sought  an  interview  with  himself  and  put  it  to  him 
fairly  to  tell  me  who  he  was?  I  went  into  Bob  Cresswell's 
drawing-room,  where  the  windows  were  open  and  the  sunshine 
slanting  in  through  the  Venetian  blinds.  It  was  rather  dark, 
but  a  green  pleasant  darkness,  the  wind  stirring  the  curtains, 
and  now  and  then  knocking  the  wood  of  the  blinds  softly 
against  the  woodwork  of  the  window ;  a  cheerful  kind  of 
gloom.  Sara's  knick-knacks  lay  scattered  about  everywhere 
on  the  tables,  and  there  were  cushions,  and  ottomans,  and 
screens,  and  fantastic  pieces  of  ornamental  work  about,  enough 
to  have  persuaded  a  stranger  that  Sara  was  the  most  in- 
Justrious  person  in  the  world.  The  creature  bought  them  all, 
/ou  know,  at  fancy  fairs  and  such  absurd  places.  I  am  not 
•mre  that  she  ever  took  a  needle  in  her  fingers ;  but  she  said 
Aerself  she  had  not  the  slightest  intention  of  saving  her  poor 
papa's  money ;  and  indeed  it  was  very  true. 

I  was  thankful  to  sit  down  by  myself  a  little  in  the  silence. 
Sara  was  out,  it  appeared,  and  1  threw  myself  into  an  easy- 
chair,  and  actually  felt  the  quietness  and  green-twilight  look 
of  the  room,  with  just  a  touch  of  sunshine  here  and  there  upon 
the  carpet  near  the  windows,  a  comfort  to  me.  Once  again, 


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as  you  may  suppose,  I  thought  it  all  over  ;  but  into  the 
confused  crowd  of  my  own  thoughts,  where  Sarah,  Carson, 
Mr.  Luigi,  his  fat  servant,  my  new-found  Milly  Mortimer, 
and  all  her  belongings,  kept  swaying  in  and  out  and  round 
about  each  other,  there  came  gleams  of  the  other  people  sug- 
gested by  this  room  ; — Mr.  Cresswell  trying  to  make  some 
light  out  of  the  confusion,  Sara  darting  about,  a  mischievous, 
bewildering  little  sprite,  and  even,  by  some  strange  incoherency 
of  my  imagination,  Sara's  poor  pretty  young  mother,  dead 
seventeen  years  ago,  flickering  about  it,  with  her  melancholy 
young  eyes.  Poor  sweet  lonely  creature !  I  remember  her  a 
bride  in  that  very  room,  with  Bob  Cresswell  who  might 
almost  have  been  her  father,  very  fond,  but  not  knowing  a 
bit  what  to  make  of  her ;  and  then  lying  helpless  on  the  sofa, 
and  then  fading  away  out  of  sight,  and  the  place  that  had 
known  her  knowing  her  no  more.  Ah  me  !  I  Avonder  whether 
that  is  not  the  best  way  of  getting  an  end  put  to  all  one'8 
riddles.  If  Sarah  and  I  had  died  girls,  we  should  have  been 
girls  for  ever, — pleasant  shadows  always  belonging  to  the 
old  house.  Now  it  would  be  different,  very  different.  When 
we  were  gone,  what  story  might  be  told  about  us  ?  "  In  their 
time  something  dreadful  occurred  about  the  succession,  proving 
that  they  had  never  any  right  to  the  estate;"  or  "the  great 
lawsuit  began  between  the  heirs  of  a  younger  branch  and  a 
supposed  son  of  Squire  Lewis."  Dear!  dear!  Who  could  this 
young  man  be?  and  now  here  was  our  real  relation,  our  pretty 
Milly  Mortimer — our  true  heir,  if  we  were  the  true  heirs  of  the 
estate.  Dare  I  let  her  believe  herself  the  heir  of  the  Park  with 
this  mystery  hanging  over  all  our  heads  V  Poor  dear  child,  she 
was  thinking  more  about  her  husband's  marching  orders  than  if 
a  hundred  Parks  had  been  in  her  power.  Trouble  there,  trouble 
here  ;  everywhere  trouble  of  one  sort  or  another.  I  declare  I 
felt  very  tired  of  it  all,  sitting  in  that  cool  shady  drawing- 
room.  I  could  turn  nowhere  without  finding  some  aggravation. 
This  is  how  life  serves  us,  though  it  seems  such  a  great  thing 
to  keep  in  life. 

"But,  godmamma,  how  in  all  the  world  did  you  come 
here?"  cried  Sara  Cresswell,  springing  upon  me  suddenly, 
before  I  had  seen  her  come  in,  like  a  kitten  as  she  was ;  "  you 
who  never  come  to  Chester  but  in  great  state,  to  call  upon 
people  !  It's  only  one  o'clock,  and  there's  no  carriage  about 
the  streets,  and  you've  got  your  old  brown  dress  on.  How  did 
you  get  here?" 

"Never  mind,  child,"  said  I,  a  little  sharply  ;   "  you  take 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  243 

ftway  my  breath.  Suppose  you  get  me  some  lunch,  and  don't 
ask  any  questions.  I  am  going  to  stay  all  day,  perhaps  all 
night,"  I  said  with  a  little  desperation  ;  "  perhaps  it's  the  best 
thing  I  could  do." 

"  Godmamma,  something  has  happened  !"  cried  Sara  ;  and 
she  came  and  knelt  down  on  the  stool  at  my  feet,  looking  up  in 
my  face,  with  cheeks  all  crimsoned  over,  and  eyes  sparkling 
brighter  than  I  had  ever  seen  them.  It  was  not  anxiety  but 
positive  expectation  that  flushed  the  child's  face.  1  could  not 
help  thrusting  her  away  from  me  with  my  hand,  in  the 
fulness  of  my  heart. 

"  Child  !"  cried  I,  "  you  are  glad  !  you  think  something  has 
happened  to  us,  and  it  flushes  you  with  pleasure.  I  did  not 
expect  as  much  from  you !" 

Sara  stumbled  up  to  her  feet,  confused  and  affronted.  She 
stood  a  moment  irresolute,  not  sure,  apparently,  how  to  take  it, 
or  whether  to  show  me  to  the  full  extent  how  angry  and 
annoyed  she  was.  However,  I  suppose  she  remembered  that 
we  were  in  her  father's  house,  and  that  I  was  her  guest  after  a 
fashion  ;  for  she  stammered  some  kind  of  apology.  "  You  took 
me  into  your  confidence  before,  and  naturally  I  wanted  to 
know,"  cried  the  child,  with  half -subdued  fury.  She  had  never 
been  taught  how  to  manage  her  temper,  and  she  could  not  do 
it  when  she  tried. 

"  You,"  said  I,  "  we  are  your  godmothers,  Sara,  and  have 
loved  you  all  your  life  ;  but  you  want  to  know,  just  as  if  it 
were  a  story  in  a  novel — though,  for  all  you  can  tell,  it  may  be 
something  that  involves  our  fortune,  or  our  good  name,  or  our 
life." 

Now  this  was  very  foolish  of  me,  and  I  confess  it.  It  was 
not  anger  at  Sara  that  made  me  say  it — nothing  of  the  sort. 
But  I  had  come  through  a  good  deal,  and  my  mind  was  so  full 
that  I  could  bear  no  more.  It  burst  from  me  like  something 
I  could  not  retain,  and  after  that  I  am  ashamed  to  confess, 
I  cried.  It  was  merely  the  excitement  and  agitation  of  the 
day,  so  unusual  to  me,  and  coming  after  such  a  long  strain 
of  silent  excitement  as  I  had  already  come  through. 

Sara  stood  before  me  confounded.  She  was  quite  unpre- 
pared for  anything  of  this  kind.  She  kept  standing  by  me  in 
a  bewildered  way,  too  much  puzzled  to  say  anything.  At 
length  she  knelt  down  on  the  footstool  and  pressed  my  hand 
upon  her  little  soft  mouth.  "  Something  dreadful  has 
happened,  godmamma?"  said  Sara,  looking  up  at  me  wistfully. 
The  poor  child  was  really  alarmed  and  full  of  anxiety  now. 


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"No,  no,"  said  I,  "  nothing  has  happened  at  all.  I  am  only 
too  nervous  and  alarmed  and  unhappy  to  bear  speaking  to.  I  am 
not  unhappy  either.  Sara,  child,  can't  you  leave  me  by  myself 
a  little  and 'order  luncheon  ?  I'll  tell  you  all  about  it  then." 

Sara  got  up  immediately  to  do  what  I  told  her  ;  but  before 
she  left  me  stole  her  arm  round  my  neck  and  kissed  me.  "  I 
have  got  a  secret  to  tell  you,  godmamma;  you'll  be  so  glad 
when  you  know,"  whispered  the  creature  in  my  ear.  Glad!  I 
suppose  it  would  be  some  of  her  love  affairs, — some  deluded 
young  man  she  was  going  to  marry,  perhaps  Well !  so  I  might 
have  been  glad,  in  a  manner,  if  it  were  a  suitable  match,  and 
she  had  taken  any  other  time  to  tell  me  ;  but  you  may  fancy 
how  much  happiness  1  had  to  spare  for  anybody  now. 

It  may  be  imagined  that  my  appetite  was  not  very  great  in 
spite  of  my  anxiety  about  luncheon,  but  I  certainly  was  glad  to 
have  a  glass  of  Mr.  Cressw ell's  nice  Madeira  after  all  my  fatigue 
and  exhaustion.  Sara  and  I  sat  opposite  to  each  other  in  the 
dining-room,  where  the  blinds  were  down  also,  without  saying 
much  for  some  time.  She  was  watching  me  I  could  see. 
There  she  sat  very  demure  and  a  little  anxious,  in  he)'  velvet 
jacket,  shaking  her  short  curls,  now  and  then,  with  an  impa- 
tient kind  of  motion.  I  was  glad  to  see  that  kitten  have  so 
much  perception  of  the  rights  of  hospitality ;  for  she  allowed 
me  to  take  my  time,  and  did  not  torture  me  with  questions,  so 
that  I  really  got  the  good  of  this  little  interval,  and  was 
refreshed. 

"  I  ought  to  be  very  happy  instead  of  being  so  nervous  and 
uncomfortable,"  cried  I  at  last;  "for  only  fancy,  my  dear 
child,  who  I  have  found.  Do  you  remember  when  you  were 
at  the  Park  hearing  your  godmamma  Sarah  speak  of  an  heir 
whom  she  wanted  your  papa  to  advertise  for  ?  Well,  what  do 
you  think,  Sara?  I  have  actually  found  her !  for  she  is  not  an 
heir  but  an  heiress.  What  your  godmamma  Sarah  will  say 
when  she  hears  it,  I  can't  think ;  for  she  has  never  been 
advertised  for,  you  know.  She  has  turned  up  '  quite  promis- 
cuous,' as  Ellis  says." 

"  Oh  !— so  you  know  !"  said  Sara,  in  quite  a  disappointed 
tone  ;  "  and  I  thought  I  had  such  a  secret  for  you.  Well,  of 
course,  since  you  do  know,  it  doesn't  matter ;  they're  coming 
here  to-night." 

"  My  dear,  I  know  they  are  coming  here  to-night.  They 
told  me  so ;  and  your  papa  is  to  go  over  the  whole,  and  make  it 
»11  out  how  it  is.  Ah,  dear  meJ"  said  I  with  a  sigh,  "  if  that 
were  but  all!" 


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"  Dear  godmatnma,"  said  Sara  in  her  coaxing  way,  "  are  you 
not  glad?  1  thought  you  would  certainly  be  glad  to  tind 
another  MilJy  Mortimer;  but  you've  got  something  on  your 
mind." 

"  Ah,  yes,  1  have  something  on  my  mind,"  said  I.  "Sara, 
child,  1  don't  know  what  to  do  with  myself.  I  must  see  this 
Mr.  Luigi  before  1  go  home." 

"  You  can't,  godmamma;  he  is  not  in  Chester,"  cried  Sara, 
with  a  sudden  blush.  "As  soon  as  he  found  out — the  very 
next  morning  at  least — he  went •  away  to  fetch  some  things  he 
had  left  behind." 

u  Found  out  what  ?" 

Sara  put  her  hands  together  with  a  childish  appealing 
motion.  "  Indeed,  1  do  not  know — indeed,  dear  godmamma, 
I  do  not  know.  If  you  think  it  wrong  of  me  to  have  spoken 
to  him,  I  am  very  sorry,  but  I  can't  help  it.  1  met  hirn  at 
Mrs.  Laugham's,  you  know, — and  he  saw  Sarah  Mortimer 
written  in  her  book.  And  the  next  morning  he  met  me, — I 
mean  I  met  him — we  happened  to  meet  in  the  street — and  he 
told  me  he  had  found  the  clue  he  wanted,  and  was  going  to 
fetch  some  things  he  had  put  for  safety  in  London — and  1 
know  he  "has  not  come  back." 

"  How  do  you  know  he  has  not  come  back  ?"  said  I. 

Sara  thought  I  was  thinking  of  her,  and  the  child  blushed 
and  looked  uneasy  ;  1  observed  as  much,  but  I  did  not  till  long 
afterwards  connect  it  with  Mr.  Luigi.  I  was  too  impatient  to 
know  about  himself. 

"  Because  I  should  have  seen  him,"  said  Sara,  faltering.  It 
did  not  come  into  my  head  to  inquire  why  she  was  so  sure  she 
would  have  seen  him.  My  thoughts  were  occupied  about  my 
own  business.  1  groaned  in  my  heart  over  her  words-  Not 
yet  was  I  to  discover  this  mystery.  Not  yet  was  i  to  clear 
my  mind  of  the  burden  which  surely,  surely,  1  could  not 
long  go  on  bearing.  It  must  come  to  an  end,  or  me. 


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CHAPTER  IV. 

AFTEtt  what  Sara  had  told  me  I  felt  in  great  doubt  as  to 
what  I  should  do.  Staying  in  Chester,  even  for  a  night, 
was  against  my  habits,  and  might  make  people  talk.  Ellis,  of 
course,  would  be  very  wise  over  it  among  the  servants,  and  the 
chances  were  that  it  might  alarm  Sarah  ;  but  at  the  same  time 
I  could  not  return  there  in  the  same  state  of  uncertainty.  I 
could  not  meet  her  face  again,  and  see  her  going  on  with  her 
knitting  in  that  dreadful  inhuman  way.  Having  once  broken 
out  of  my  patience,  it  seemed  to  me  quite  impossible  to  return 
to  it.  I  felt  as  if  I  could  only  go  and  make  a  scene  with  Sarah, 
and  demand  to  know  what  it  was,  and  be  met  by  some  cruel 
cold  denial  that  she  understood  anything  about  it,  which  would, 
of  course, — feeling  sure  that  she  understood  it  all,  but  having 
no  sure  ground  on  which  I  could  contradict  her, — put  me  half 
out  of  my  senses.  On  the  whole,  staying  in  Chester  all  night 
could  do  no  harm.  If  Ellis  talked  about  it,  and  pretended  that 
he  knew  quite  well  what  I  had  gone  about,  I  dare  say  it  was  no 
more  than  he  had  done  already,  and  would  be  very  well  inclined 
to  do  again.  One  must  always  pay  the  penalty  for  having 
faithful  old  servants,  and,  really,  if  my  absence  frightened 
Sarah,  so  much  the  better.  She  ought  not  to  be  allowed  to  go 
on  placidly  congratulating  herself  on  having  shut  out  this  poor 
young  man.  If  we  were  wronging  him,  what  a  cruel,  cruel, 
miserable  thing  it  was  of  Sarah  to  be  glad  of  having  balked 
him  and  driven  him  away  !  It  is  dreadful  to  say  such  things  of 
one's  own  only  sister,  but  one  does  get  driven  out  of  patience. 
Think  of  all  1  had  come  through,  and  the  dreadful  doubt  hang- 
ing over  me  !  I  had  kept  very  quiet  for  a  long  time  and  said 
nothing  to  nobody;  but  now  that  1  had  broken  out,  1 
fear  I  was  in  rather  an  unchristian  state  of  mind. 

All  that  afternoon  I  kept  quiet,  and  rested  behind  the  green 
blinds  in  Mr.  Cresswell's  half -lighted  drawing-room.  How 
Sara  ever  has  got  into  the  way  of  enduring  that  half  light  I 
can't  imagine ;  or  rather  1  should  say  1  don't  believe  she  uses 
this  room  at  all,  but  has  the  back  drawing-room,  where  the 
Window  is  from  which  she  could  see  down  into  the  poor 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  247 

curate's  rooms,  and  watch  his  wife  dressing  tho  baby,  as  she 
told  me  long  ago.  You  can  see  the  street,  too  from  an  end 
•window  in  that  back  drawing-room  ;  perhaps  that  is  how  she 
would  have  known  if  Mr.  Luigi  had  come  back,  for  1  am 
pretty  sure,  from  the  glimpses  I  had  when  the  doors  opened, 
that  the  blinds  were  not  down  there.  She  received  her  \isitors 
in  the  back  drawing  room  that  afternoon.  I  heard  them  come 
and  go,  with  their  dresses  rustling  about,  and  their  fresh 
young  voices.  Of  course  1  neither  heard  nor  listened  what 
they  were  talking  of ;  bu\  dear,  to  hear  how  eager  the 
creatures  were  in  their  talk!  as  if  it  were  anything  of  any 
consequence.  I  sat  with  that  hum  now  and  then  coming  to  my 
ears,  bewildering  myself  with  my  own  fancies.  If  1  could 
have  read  a  book  or  a  paper,  or  given  my  mind  to  anything 
else,  it  would  have  been  a  deal  better  for  me  ;  but  my  disorder 
of  mind,  you  see,  had  come  to  a  crisis,  and  I  was  obliged  to  let 
it  take  its  way. 

It  was  not  without  a  good  deal  of  difficulty  and  embarrass- 
ment that  Mr.  Cresswell  and  I  met.  He  was  a  little  uncom- 
fortable himself  with  the  same  feelings  he  had  shown  a  spark 
of  at  the  Park,  and  unduly  anxious  to  let  me  see  that  he  had 
lost  no  time  in  inquiring  about  the  Langhams, — that  was  the 
name  of  the  young  people, — as  soon  as  he  heard  of  them,  and 
had  meant  to  come  out  to  us  next  day  and  tell  us  the  result. 
For  my  part,  I  was  a  great  deal  more  embarrassed  than  he  was. 
I  could  scarcely  help  letting  him  see  that  this  new  heiress  was 
a  very  small  part  of  my  excitement  and  trouble ;  indeed,  had 
no  share  in  the  trouble  at  all,  for  as  much  as  I  could  give  my 
mind  to  think  of  her,  was  pure  pleasure ;  but  at  the  same  time 
my  heart  revolted  from  telling  him  my  real  difficulty.  lie,  I 
dare  say,  had  never  once  connected  the  young  Italian,  whon. 
everybody  in  Chester  knew  something  about,  with  us  or  oui 
family ;  and  I  was  so  perfectly  unable  to  say  what  it  was  1 
feared,  that  a  shrewd  precise  man  like  Cresswell  would  have 
set  it  down  at  once  merely  as  a  woman's  fancy.  At  the  same 
time,  you  know,  I  was  quite  unpractised  in  the  art  of  con- 
cealing my  thoughts.  I  betrayed  to  him,  of  course,  a  hundred 
times  that  I  had  something  on  my  mind.  I  dare  say  he 
remembered  from  the  time  of  our  last  interview  that  I  look«^ 
to  have  something  on  my  mind,  and  he  made  a  great  maw 
very  skilful  efforts  to  draw  it  out.  He  talked  of  Sarah,  with 
private  appeals  to  me  in  the  way  of  looks  and  cunning  question? 
to  open  my  mind  about  her  ;  and,  to  tell  the  truth,  it  cost  me 
a  little  s,etf-4ejiial,  after  we  really  got  into  conversation,  not  to 


248  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

say  something,  and  put  his  shrewdness  on  the  scent  I  dare 
say  he  might  have  worried  out  the  secret  somehow  or  another; 
but  I  did  not  commit  myself.  I  kept  my  own  counsel  closely, 
to  his  great  surprise.  I  could  see  he  went  away  baffled  when 
it  was  nearly  time  for  dinner.  And  he  was  not  at  all  pleased 
to  be  baffled  either,  or  to  think  that  I  was  too  many  for  him. 
I  felt  sure  now  I  should  have  to  be  doubly  on  my  guard,  for 
his  pride  was  piqued  to  find  it  all  out. 

I  can't  tell  anybody  what  a  comfort  it  was  to  my  heart 
when  my  new  Milly  Mortimer  came.  If  the  two  had  been 
very  bright  and  elate  about  finding  themselves  heirs  to  a  great 
estate  I  might  have  been  disgusted,  glad  as  I  was  to  know 
about  them  ;  for,  to  be  sure,  one  does  not  like  one's  heirs  to  be 
very  triumphant  about  wealth  they  can  only  have  after  one's 
own  death.  But  something  more  than  houses  or  lands  was  in 
that  young  creature's  mind.  She  was  wonderfully  steady  and 
cheerful,  but  never  for  a  moment  lost  out,  of  her  eyes  what  was 
going  to  happen  to  her.  It  was  not  mere  sympathy,  you  know, 
that  made  me  know  so  well  how  she  was  feeling,  for,  to  be 
sure,  I  never  was  in  her  circumstances  nor  anything  like 
them ;  it  was  because  I  was  her  relation,  and  had  a  natural 
insight  into  her  mind.  I  don't  believe  Sara  had  the  least 
perception  of  it.  When  we  came  upstairs  after  dinner,  leaving 
that  fine  young  soldier,  whom  really  I  felt  quite  proud  of, 
with  Mr.  Cresswell,  this  came  out  wonderfully,  and  in  a  way 
that  went  to  my  heart.  Sara,  who  was  extremely  affectionate 
to  her,  set  her  in  an  easy  chair  and  brought  her  a  footstool, 
and  paid  her  all  those  caressing  little  attentions  which  such 
kittens  can  be  so  nice  about  when  they  pli-ase.  u  I  am  so 
glad  you  have  come  to  know  my  godmamma  just  now,"  said 
Sara,  kissing  her,  u  because  she  will  know  to  comfort  you  when 
Mr.  Langham  goes  away." 

My  Milly  said  nothing  for  a  moment ;  she  rather  drew 
herself  away  from  Sara's  kiss.  She  did  not  lean  back,  but 
pj't  upright  in  her  chair,  and  put  away  the  stool  with  her 
fo  t.  k'I  am  a  soldier's  wife,"  she  said  the  next  minute  in 
tne  most  unspeakable  tone,  with  a  kind  of  sob  that  did  not 
sound,  but  only  showed,  in  a  silent  heave  of  her  breast.  Ah, 
the  dear  child  !  have  not  soldiers'  wives  a  good  call  to  be  heroes 
too?  I  drew  Sara  away  from  her  in  a  sort  of  passion  ;  that 
velvet  creature  with  her  sympathy  and  her  kisses,  when  the 
other  was  hanging  on  the  edge  of  such  a  parting  !  If  one  could 
do  nothing  for  the  sweet  soul,  one  might  have  the  charity  to  leave 
her  alone 


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But  after  a  while  I  drew  Milly  into  talking  of  herself,  for  I 
was  naturally  anxious  to  know  ail  about  her,  and  where  she  had 
been  brought  up,  and  how  she  had  found  out  that  she  belonged 
to  us.  We  all  knew  that  young  Langham  and  Mr.  Oesswel). 
were  going  over  the  papers  that  her  husband  had  brought  with 
him,  and  setting  it  all  straight;  but  as  1  never  had  any  doubt 
from  the  moment  I  saw  those  books  of  hers,  I  was  much  more 
anxious  to  know  from  Milly  herself  how  she  had  spent  her  life. 
She  told  us  with  a  little  reserve  about  her  Irish  friends  and  hor 
odd  bringing  up,  and  then  how  she  had  met  with  Harry.  She 
told  you  all  about  that  herself,  I  know,  a  great  deal  better  than 
I  could  repeat  it,  ana  fuller,  too,  than  she  told  us.  But  when 
she  got  fully  into  that  story,  she  could  not  help  forgetting 
herself  and  the  present  circumstances  a  little.  Sara  sat  on  a 
stool  before  her,  with  her  hands  clasped  on  her  knees,  devouring 
every  word.  Certainly  Sara  took  a  wonderful  interest  in  it.  I 
never  saw  her  so  entirely  carried  away  by  interest  and 
sympathy.  When  Milly  was  done,  the  creature  jumped  up  and 
defied  me. 

"You  couldn't  blame  her ;  you  couldn't  have  the  heart  to 
blame  her !  It  was  just  what  she  ought  to  have  done !"  cried 
Sara,  with  her  face  in  such  a  commotion,  all  shining,  and 
blushing,  and  dewy  with  tears.  I  was  confounded  by  her 
earnest  looks.  It  was  very  interesting,  certainly,  but 
there  was  nothing  to  transport  her  into  such  a  little  rapture  as 
that. 

"  Child,  be  quiet,"  said  I ;  "  you  are  determined  to  do  me 
some  harm,  surely.  I  don't  blame  Milly.  She  thought  she  had 
nobody  belonging  to  her,  though  she  was  mistaken  there.  My 
dear,  you  have  one  old  woman  belonging  to  you  that  will  expect 
a  great  deal,  I  can  tell  you.  I  can  feel  somehow,  as  if  it  might 
have  been  me  you  were  telling  of,  if  I  had  ever  been  as  pretty 
or  as  young " 

"  Godmamma,  such  nonsense  !"  cried  Sara*  lt  you  must  have 
been  as  young  once ;  and  if  you  were  not  far  prettier  than  god- 
mamma  Sarah,  I  will  never  believe  my  eyes  !" 

"Your  godmamma  Sarah  was  a  great  beauty,"  said  I ;  u  but 
that  is  nothing  to  the  purpose.  If  I  had  ever  been  as  young 
and  as  pretty  as  this  Milly  Mortimer,  I  might  have  fallen  in 
with  a  Harry  too,  who  knows  ?  and  it  might  not  have  been 
any  the  better  for  you,  my  dear  child  ;  so  it's  just  as  well  that 
things  are  as  they  are.  But,  all  the  same,  I  can't  help  thinking 
that  it  might  have  been  my  slory  you're  telling.  There's  a 
great  deal  in  a  name,  whatever  people  may  say.  I  shall  thinl 


250  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

the  second  Milly  is  to  go  through  all  the  things  the  first  Milly 
only  wondered  about.  I  never  had  any  life  of  my  own  to  speak 
of.  You  have  one  already.  I  shall  think  I  have  got  hold 
of  that  life,  that  always  slipped  through  my  fingers,  when  I  see 
you  going  through  with  it.  I  shall  never  feel  myself  an  odd 
person  again." 

"  Ah  !  but  life  is  not  happiness,"  burst  from  my  poor  Milly's 
lips  in  spite  of  herself  ;  then  she  hastily  drew  up  again  :  "  I 
mean  it  is  not  play,"  she  said,  after  a  while. 

"  If  it  were  play,  it  would  be  for  children  ;  it  is  heavy  work 
and  sore,"  cried  I :  "  that  much  1  know,  you  may  be  sure  ;  but 
then  there  are  words  said,  that  one  can  never  forget,  about  him 
that  endureth  to  the  end." 

Such  words  were  comfort  to  me  ;  but  not  just  to  that  young 
creature  in  the  intolerable  hope  and  anguish  she  had  in  her 
heart.  She  was  not  thinking  of  any  end  ;  I  was  foolish  to  say 
it ;  and  after  all  I  knew  more  of  life  than  she  did — far  more  ! 
and  knew  very  well  it  did  not  spring  on  by  means  of  heart- 
breaking events  like  the  parting  she  was  thinking  of,  or  joyful 
ones  like  the  meeting  again  which  already  she  had  set  all  her 
heart  and  life  on,  but  crept  into  days  and  days  like  the  slow 
current  it  had  been  to  me.  Sara,  however,  as  was  natural, 
was  impatient  of  this  talk.  I  believe  she  had  something  on  her 
mind  too. 

"You  do  not  blame  your  Milly,  godmamma?"  she  cried,  a 
little  spitefully  ;  "  but  I  suppose  you  would  blame  any  other 
poor  girl ;  as  if  people  were  always  to  do  what  was  told  them, 
and  like  such  people  as  they  were  ordered  to  like !  You  old 
people  are  often  very  cruel.  Of  course  you  would  blame  every 
one  else  in  the  world?" 

"I  should  certainly  blame  you"  cried  I,  "if  you  should 
venture  to  think  you  might  deceive  your  good  father,  that 
never  denied  you  anything  in  his  life.  You  velvet  creature, 
what  do  you  know  about  it?  You  never  had  an  unkind  word 
said  to  you,  nor  the  most  foolish  wish  in  your  little  perverse 
heart  denied.  If  you  were  to  do  such  a  thing,  I  could  find  it 
in  my  heart  to  lock  you  up  in  a  garret  and  give  you  bread  and 
water.  It  would  not  be  a  simple-hearted  young  creature  with 
every  excuse  in  the  world  for  her,  but  a  little  cheat  and  traitor, 
and  unnatural  little  deceiver.  There!  you  are  a  wicked 
creature,  but  you  are  not  so  bad  as  that.  If  you  said  it  your- 
self I  should  not  believe  it  of  you  !" 

But  to  my  amazement  the  child  stood  aghast,  too  much  dis- 
mayed, apparently,  to  be  angry,  and  faltered  out,  "  Believe 


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•what?"  with  her  cheeks  suddenly  growing  so  pale  that  she 
frightened  me.  The  next  moment  she  had  rushed  into  the  back 
drawing-room,  and  from  thence  disappeared, — for  I  went  to 
look  after  her,— fairly  flying  either  from  herself  or  me.  I  was 
entirely  confounded.  I  could  not  tell  what  to  make  of  it. 
Was  little  Sara  in  a  mystery  too  ? 

44  If  I  am  betraying  Sara,  I  am  very  sorry,"  said  Milly,  when 
I  looked  to  her  for  sympathy  ;  "  but  I  fear,  though  they  don't 
know  it  themselves,  that  she  and  the  Italian  gentleman  are 
thinking  more  of  each  other,  perhaps,  than  they  ought." 

She  had  scarcely  finished  speaking  when  Sara  returned, 
dauntless  and  defiant.  "  I  rushed  away  to  see  whether  your 
note  had  gone  to  godmamma  Sarah,"  said  the  daring  creature, 
actually  looking  into  my  very  eyes.  u  A  sudden  dreadful 
thought  struck  me  that  it  had  been  forgotten.  But  it  is  all 
right,  godinamma ;  and  now  I  thiuk  we  might  have  some 
tea." 


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CHAPTER  V. 

rpHE  gentlemen  came  upstairs  looking  very  cheerful  and 
_1_  friendly,  so  of  course  every  thing  had  been  satisfactory  in 
their  conversation.  After  a  little  while  Mr.  Cresswell  came  to 
tell  me  all  about  it.  He  said  the  papers  seemed  all  quite 
satisfactory,  and  he  had  no  doubt  Mrs.  Langham  was  really 
Richard  Mortimer's  daughter,  the  nearest,  and  indeed  only 
relation,  on  the  Mortimer  side  of  the  house,  that  we  had  in  the 
world. 

"  I  have  no  doubt  about  it,"  said  I ;  "  Lut  I  am  very  glad,  all 
the  same,  to  have  it  confirmed.  Now,  my  clrar  child,  you 
know  that  we  belong  to  each  other.  My  sister  and  I  are, 
on  your  father's  side,  the  only  relations  you  have  in  the 
world." 

Milly  turned  round  to  receive  the  kiss  I  gave  her,  but 
trembled  and  looked  as  if  she  dared  not  lift  her  eyes  to  me. 
Somehow  I  believe  that  idea  which  brightened  her  husband, 
came  like  a  cold  shadow  between  her  and  me,  the  thought  that 
I  would  take  care  of  her  when  he  was  away.  It  was  very 
unreasonable,  to  be  sure ;  but,  dear,  dear,  it  was  very  natural ! 
I  did  not  quarrel  with  her  for  the  impulse  of  her  heart. 

"  But  softly,  softly,  my  dear  lady,"  said  Mr.  Cresswell;  "the 
papers  all  seem  very  satisfactory,  1  admit ;  but  the  ladies  are 
always  jumping  at  conclusions.  I  shall  have  to  get  my  Irish 
correspondent  to  go  over  the  whole  matter,  and  test  it,  step  by 
step.  .Xot  but  that  7am  perfectly  satisfied ;  but  nobody  can  tell 
what  may  happen.  A  suit  might  arise,  and  some  of  these 
documents  might  be  found  to  have  a  flaw  in  it.  We  must  be 
cautious,  very  cautious,  in  all  matters  of  succession." 

"A  suit!  Why,  wouldn't  llichard  Mortimer,  if  he  were 
alive,  be  heir-at-law?  Who  could  raise  a  suit?"  cried  I. 

I  suppose  he  saw  that  there  was  some  anxiety  in  my  look 
which  I  did  not  express;  and,  to  be  sure,  he  owed  me  something 
for  having  thwarted  and  baffled  him.  "There  is  no  calculating 
what  mysterious  claimant  might  appear,"  said  Mr.  Cresswell, 
quite  jauntily.  "  I  heard  somebody  say,  not  very  long  ago, 
that  all  the  romance  now-a-days  came  through  the  hands  of 


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conveyancers  and  attorneys.  My  dear  lady,  leave  it  to  me  ;  I 
understand  my  own  business,  never  fear." 

I  felt  as  if  a  perfect  fever  possessed  me  for  the  moment.  My 
pulse  beat  loud,  and  my  ears  rang  and  tingled.  "  What  mys- 
terious claimant  could  there  be  to  the  Park?"  I  cried.  1 
betrayed  myself.  He  saw  in  a  moment  that  this  was  the  dread 
that  was  on  my  mind. 

*'  Quite  impossible  to  say.  I  know  no  loophole  one  could 
creep  in  through,"  he  said,  with  a  little  shrug  of  his  shoulders 
and  a  pretended  laugh.  "But  these  things  defy  all  proba- 
bilities. It  is  best  to  make  everything  safe  for  our  young  friends 
here." 

Now  this,  I  confess,  nettled  me  exceedingly  ;  for  though  we 
had  taken  so  much  notice  of  his  daughter,  and  had  lived  so 
quietly  for  many  years,  neither  Sarah  nor  I  had  ever  given  up 
the  pretensions  of  the  Mortimers  to  be  one  of  the  first  families 
in  the  county.  And  to  hear  an  attorney  speaking  of  "  our 
young  friends  here,"  as  if  they  were  falling  heirs  to  some 
old  maiden  lady's  little  bit  of  property !  I  was  very  much 
exasperated. 

41  It  seems  to  me,  Mr.  Cresswell,  that  you  make  a  little 
mistake,"  said  I.  "Our  family  is  not  in  such  a  position  that  its 
members  could  either  be  lost  or  found  without  attracting 
observation.  In  a  different  rank  of  life  such  things  might 
happen  ;  but  the  Mortimers,  and  all  belonging  to  them,  are  too 
well  known  among  English  families,  if  I  am  not  mistaken,  to 
allow  of  any  unknown  connections  turning  up." 

Mr.  Cresswell  immediately  saw  that  he  had  gone  too  far,  and 
he  muttered  a  kind  of  apology  and  got  out  of  it  the  best  way 
he  could.  I  drew  back  my  chair  a  little,  naturally  indignant. 
But  Cresswell,  whose  father  and  his  father's  father  had  been 
the  confidential  agents  of  our  family,  who  knew  very  well  what 
we  had  been,  and  what  we  were  whenever  we  chose  to  assert 
ourselves, — to  think  of  him,  a  Chester  attorney,  patronising 
our  heirs  and  successors !  You  may  imagine  I  had  a  good  right 
to  be  angry,  and  especially  as  I  could  see  he  was  quite  pluming 
himself  on  his  cleverness  in  finding  out  what  was  in  my  mind. 
He  thought  it  was  a  whim  that  had  taken  possession  of  me,  no 
doubt, — a  kind  of  monomania.  I  could  even  see,  as  he  thought 
it  all  quietly  over  by  himself  over  his  cup  of  tea,  what  a  smile 
came  upon  his  face. 

Yo'ing  Langham,  however,  just  then  contrived  to  gain  my 
attention,  lie  did  it  very  carefully,  watching  his  opportunitie 
when  Milly  was  not  looking  at  him,  or  when  he  thought  she 


254  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers, 

was  not  looking  at  him.  "  I  am  heartily  glad  to  have  found 
you  out  now,  of  all  times,"  said  the  young  man.  "  Milly 
would  not  have  gone  to  her  relations  in  Ireland,  and  I  have 
no  relations.  She  will  be  very  lonely  when  we  are  gone.  Poor 
Milly  !  It  is  a  hard  life  I  have  brought  her  into,  and  she  so 
young." 

"  You  are  not  much  older  yourself,"  said  I ;  "  and  if  you 
children  bring  such  trouble  on  yourselves,  you  must  be  all  the 
braver  to  bear  it.  I  doubt  if  she'd  change  with  Sara  Cresswell 
at  this  moment,  or  any  other  unmarried  young  creature  in  the 
world." 

The  young  man  looked  up  at  me  gratefully.  "  I  can't  tell 
you  how  good  she  is,"  he  said,  in  his  simplicity.  "  She  never 
breaks  down  nor  complains  of  anything.  I  don't  understand 
how  she  has  saved  and  spared  our  little  means  and  made  them 
do ;  but  she  has,  somehow.  Now,  though  she's  pale  with 
thinking  of  this — don't  you  think  she's  pale?  but  I  forgot,  you 
never  saw  her  before — she  has  set  all  her  mind  upon  my 
outfit,  and  will  hear  of  nothing  else.  I  wish  it  were  true  what 
the  books  say.  I  wish  one's  young  wife  would  content  herself 
with  thoughts  of  glory  and  honour  ;  indeed,  I  wish  one  could 
do  as  much  one's  self,"  said  the  good  young  fellow,  with  a 
smile  and  sigh.  "  I  fear  I  am  only  going,  for  instance, 
because  I  must  go ;  and  that  I'll  cast  many  a  look  behind  me 
on  my  Milly  left  alone.  She's  just  twenty,"  he  said,  with  an 
affectionate  look  at  her  which  brought  her  eyes  upon  us  and 
our  conversation,  and  interrupted  so  far  the  confidential 
character  of  the  interview  between  him  and  me. 

u  Say  nothing  about  it  just  now,"  said  I,  hurriedly,  "  it 
only  vexes  her  to  hear  you  talk  of  what  she  is  to  do ;  leave  her 
alone,  dear  soul — but  at  the  same  time  don't  be  afraid.  The 
very  day  you  go  I'll  fetch  her  to  the  Park.  She  shall  be  our 
child  while  you  are  away — and  it  is  to  the  Park  you  shall 
come  when  you  come  home.  But  say  nothing  about  it  now. 
She  cannot  bear  to  think  of  it  at  present.  When  the  worst  is 
over  she'll  breathe  again.  Hush !  don't  let  her  hear  us 
now !" 

"  But  you  know  her,  though  you  don't  know  her,"  said  he, 
under  his  breath,  with  a  half-wondering  grateful  look  at  me 
that  quite  restored  my  good -humour.  I  remember  I  nodded 
at  him  cheerfully.  Know  her !  I  should  like  to  know  who 
had  as  good  a  right !  These  young  creatures  can't  understand 
how  many  things  an  old  woman  knows. 

Here  Milly  came  up  to  us,  a  little  jealous,  thinking  some,* 


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how  we  were  plotting  against  her.  "  Harry  is  talking  to  you 
of  something?"  she  said,  with  a  little  hesitation  in  her 
voice. 

"  On  the  subject  we  both  like  bcsb,  just  now,"  said  I. 
"  But  I  wish  you  both  to  go  with  me  to  the  Park.  You  can 
manage  it,  can  you  not?  The  dear  baby,  and  the  little  nurse, 
and — but  the  fat  Italian  ?  Ah !  he  doesn't  belong  to  you. 

"  No !  he  was  in  great  triumph  to-night ;  his  master  has 
come  home,"  said  young  Langham.  ';  He  does  not  belong  to 
us ;  but  he  is  a  devoted  slave  of  Milly's  for  all  that. 

"His  master  came  home  to-night!"  I  repeated  the  words 
over  to  myself  involuntarily  ;  and  then  a  sudden  thought 
struck  me  in  the  feverish  impulse  which  came  with  that  news. 
**  Children,"  said  I,  with  a  little  gasp,  "  it  is  deeply  to  all  our 
interest  to  know  who  that  young  man  is.  I  can  never  rest, 
nor  take  comfort  in  anything  till  1  know.  Will  you  try  to 
have  him  with  you  to-morrow,  and  I  will  come  and  speak  to 
him  ?  Hush  !  neither  the  Cresswells  nor  anybody  is  to  know  ; 
it  concerns  only  us  Mortimers.  Will  you  help  me  to  see  him 
at  your  house?" 

"You  are  trembling,"  said  Milly,  suddenly  taking  hold  of 
my  hand.  "  Tell  Harry  what  it  is  and  he  will  do  it.  He  is 
to  be  trusted  ;  but  it  will  agitate  you." 

u  I  cannot  tell  Harry,  for  I  do  not  know,"  said  I,  below  my 
breath,  leaning  heavily  upon  the  arm,  so  firm  and  yet  so  soft, 
that  had  come  to  my  aid.  "  But  I  will  take  Harry's  support 
and  yours.  It  shall  be  in  your  house.  Whatever  is  to  be 
said  shall  be  said  before  you.  Thank  heaven!  if  I  do  get 
agitated  and  forget  myself  you  will  remember  what  he 
says." 

"  It  is  something  that  distresses  you  ?"  said  the  young 
stranger,  once  more  looking  into  my  face,  not  curious  but 
wistful.  I  should  nave  been  angry  had  Sara  Cresswell 
asked  as  much.  I  was  glad  and  comforted  to  see  Milly 
anxious  on  my  account. 

"  I  cannot  tell  what  it  is  ;  but  whatever  it  is,  it  is  right  that 
you  should  know  all  about  it,"  said  I.  "  For  anything  I  can 
tell  you  it  may  interfere  both  with  your  succession  and  ours.  I 
can't  tell  you  anything  about  it,  that  is  the  truth  !  I  know  no 
more  than  your  baby  does  how  Mr.  Luigi  can  have  any  con- 
nection with  our  family ;  but  he  has  a  connection  somehow — 
that  is  all  I  know.  To-morrow,  to-morrow,  please  God  !  we'll 
try  to  find  out  what  it  is." 

The  two  young  people  were  a  good  deal  startled  by  my 


1 


256  TJie  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

agitation ;  perhaps,  as  was  natural,  they  were  also  moved  by  the 
thought  of  another  person  who  might  interfere  with  the 
inheritance  that  had  just  begun  to  dazzle  their  eyes ;  but  as  I 
leaned  back  in  my  chair,  exhausted  with  the  flutter  that  came 
over  me  at  the  very  thought  of  questioning  Mr.  Luigi,  my  eyes 
fell  upon  Mr.  Cresswell,  still  sipping  a  cup  of  tea,  and  quietly 
watching  me  over  the  top  of  his  spectacles ;  and  at  the  same 
moment  Sara  came  in  from  the  back  drawing-room  with  great 
agitation  and  excitement  in  her  face.  I  could  see  that  she 
scarcely  could  restrain  herself  from  coming  to  me  and  telling 
me  something ;  but  with  a  sudden  guilty  glance  at  her  father, 
and  a  sudden  unaccountable  blush,  she  stole  off  into  a  corner, 
and,  of  all  the  wonderful  things  in  the  world,  produced  actually 
some  work  out  of  some  fantastic  ornamental  work-table  or 
other !  That  was  certainly  a  new  development  in  Sara.  But 
I  could  read  in  her  face  that  she  had  seen  him  too.  She  too 
had  somehow  poked  her  curls  into  this  mystery.  All  around 
me,  everybody  I  looked  at,  were  moved  by  it,  into  curiosity  or 
interest,  or  something  deeper — I,  the  principal  person  in  the 
business,  feeling  them  all  look  at  me,  could  only  feel  the  more 
that  I  was  going  blindfold  to,  I  could  not  tell  what  danger  or 
precipice.  Blindfold !  but  at  least  it  should  be  straightforward. 
I  knew  that  much  of  the  to-morrow,  which  it  made  me 
tremble  with  excitement  to  think  of;  but  I  knew  nothing 
more. 


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PAKT    VI. 
THE  LIEUTENANT'S  WIFE. 

(Continued.) 

CHAPTER  I. 

II  /TY  dear  old  relation  whom  we  have  found  out  so  suddenly, 
JLV_L  and  whom  I  am  quite  ashamed  to  have  once  thought  to 
be  a  kind  of  usurper  of  something  that  belonged  to  me,  has 
been  too  much  distressed  and  troubled  altogether  about  this 
business  to  have  the  trouble  of  writing  it  down  as  well ;  and  I 
have  so  little,  so  strangely  little,  to  take  up  my  time  just  now. 
The  days  are  somehow  all  blank,  with  nothing  ever  happening 
in  them.  In  my  mind  I  can  always  see  the  ship  making  way 
over  the  sea,  with  the  same  rush  of  green  water,  and  the  same 
low-falling,  quiet  sky,  and  no  other  ships  in  sight.  It  has  been 
very  quiet  weather — that  is  a  great  mercy.  They  should  be 
almost  landed  there  by  this  time. 

But  that  is  not  my  business  just  now.  My  dear  Aunt 
Mifly — it  is  true  she  is  only  my  father's  cousin,  but  cousin  is  an 
awkward  title  between  people  of  such  different  age,  and, 
according  to  Sara  Cresswell,  she  is  my  aunt,  a  la  mode  de 
Bretagne,  which  I  don't  mind  adopting  without  any  very  close 
inquiry  into  its  meaning — made  an  engagement  with  us  to  come 
to  our  house  the  next  morning  after  that  first  day  we  met  her. 
Harry  came  home  from  the  Cresswells  that  night  in  raptures 
with  Aunt  Milly.  It  was  rather  hard  upon  me  to  see  him  so 
pleased.  Of  course  I  knew  very  well  what  made  him  se  pleased. 
fie  thought  he  had  secured  a  home  for  me.  He  was  never  tired 


£58  The  Last  of  tfie  Mortimers, 

praising  her  in  his  way.  I  am  not  exactly  sure  whether  s!i3 
herself  would  have  relished  the  praises  he  gave  her,  because  he 
has  a  sad  habit  of  talking  slang  like  all  the  rest.  But  apart 
from  any  reason,  he  took  to  her,  which  it  is  a  great  pleasure  to 
think  of  now.  When  we  got  home  Mr.  Luigi's  window  was 
blazing  with  light  just  as  it  had  done  when  he  returned  before; 
for  Domenico  seems  to  be  quite  of  the  opinion  that  candles  are 
articles  of  love  and  welcome  as  well  as  of  devotion.  Harry,  who 
had  quite  made  acquaintance  with  the  Italian  gentleman  when 
he  was  at  home  before,  went  in  to  see  him,  and  I  went  upstairs 
to  baby.  I  used  to  take  comfort  in  getting  by  myself  a  little, 
just  at  that  time.  Ten  minutes  in  my  own  room  in  the  dark 
did  me  a  great  deal  of  good.  When  one  takes  an  opportunity 
and  gets  it  out  of  one's  heart  now  and  then,  ens  can  go  on 
longer  and  better — at  least  1  have  found  it  so. 

Lizzie,  always  watchful,  was  very  ready  to  let  me  hear  that 
she  was  close  at  hand.  The  moment  she  heard  me  open  my 
own  room-door,  she  began  to  move  about  in  the  back  apartment 
where  she  kept  watch  over  baby,  and  I  do  believe  it  was  only 
by  dint  of  strong  self-denial  that  she  did  not  burst  in  upon  me 
at  once.  I  can't  fancy  what  she  thought  would  happen  if  I 
"  gave  way."  It  must  have  taken  some  very  terrible  shape  to 
her  fancy.  After  1  had  my  moment  of  repose,  I  went  to  baby's 
room.  He  was  asleep  like  a  little  cherub  in  Mrs.  Goldsworihy's 
old  wicker-work  cradle,  which  I  had  trimmed  with  chintz  for 
him  ;  and  Lizzie  sat  by  the  table  working,  but  looking  up  at 
me  with  her  sharp  suspicious  eyes — sidelong  inquisitive  looks, 
full  of  doubts  of  my  fortitude,  and  anxiety  for  me.  It  was  all 
affection,  poor  child.  When  one  has  affectionate  creatures  about 
one,  it  is  impossible  to  be  hard  or  shut  one's  self  up.  1  had  no 
choice  but  to  stop  and  tell  Lizzie  about  my  new  friend. 

"  Oh,  it  was  thon  leddy  was  at  the  muckle  gates,  and  warned 
us  away  for  the  kingcough,"  cried  Lizzie  ;  "I  minded  her  the 
very  moment  at  the  door.  I  was  sure  as  could  be  from  the  first 
look  that  it  was  some  friend." 

"  Some  friend,"  in  Lizzie's  language  meant  some  relation.  I 
asked  in  wonder,  "  Why  ?" 

But  Lizzie  could  not  explain  why  ;  it  was  one  of  those  un- 
reasonable impressions  which  are  either  instinctively  prophetic, 
or  which  are  adopted  unconsciously  after  the  event  has  proved 
them  true. 

"But  you  were  never  slow  where  help  was  needed  or  com- 
fort," said  Lizzie,  dropping  her  eyes  and  ashamed  of  her  own 
compliment ;  "  and  I  kent  there  was  somebody  to  be  seat  to 


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Comfort  you ;  and  wha  could  it  be  but  a  friend  ?  For  naebody 
could  take  you  like  the  way  you  took  me." 

I  suppose  Lizzie's  view  of  things,  being  the  simplest,  had 
power  over  me.  I  was  struck  by  this  way  of  regarding  it. 
Perhaps  1  had  not  just  been  thinking  of  what  was  Kent.  I  felt 
as  if  that  tight  binding  over  my  heart  relaxed  a  little.  Ah  !  so 
well  as  the  Sender  knew  all  about  it — all  my  loneliness,  dismay, 
and  troubles  ;  all  my  Harry's  risks  and  dangers  ;  all  our  life 
beyond — inscrutable  dread  life  which  I  dared  not  attempt  to 
look  at— and  everything  that  wo.s  in  it,  I  held  my  breath,  and 
was  silent  in  this  v.ride  world  that  opened  out  to  me  through 
Lizzie's  words. 

"  And  eh,  mem,"  cried  Lizzie,  opening  her  eyes  wide,  "  I  was 
sent  for  down  the  stair." 

"  Where  ?"  cried  1  in  astonishment. 

"  I  was  sent  for  down  the  stair,"  said  Lizzie,  with  the  oddest 
blush  and  twist  of  her  person.  "  Menico,  he's  aye  been  awfu' 
ill  at  me  since  I  wouldna  gang  to  the  playhouse  after  it  was  a' 
settled — as  if  1  could  gang  to  play  mysel'  the  very  day  the  news 
came  !  and  eh,  when  he  came  up  and  glowered  in  at  the  door, 
and  Mrs.  Goldsworthy  beside  him,  and  no  a  person  but  me  in 
oor  house,  I  was  awfu'  feared.  Her  being  English,  they  were 
like  twa  foreigners  thegither  ;  and  how  was  I  to  ken  what  they 
were  wantin'  ?  The  only  comfort  I  had  was  inindin'  upon  the 
Captain's  sword.  It  was  aye  like  a  protection.  But  a'  they  said 
was  that  Mrs.  Goldsworthy  would  stop  beside  baby,  and  I  was 
to  gang  down  the  stair  and  speak  to  the  gentleman.  I  thought 
shame  to  look  as  if  I  was  feared — but  I  was  awfu'  feared  for  a' 
that." 

"And  what  then?" 

"  I  had  to  gang,''  said  Li/jzie,  holding  down  her  head  ;  "  lie 
was  sleeping  sound,  and  I  kent  I  could  hear  the  first  word  of 
greetin'  that  was  in  his  head  ;  /  could  hear  in  ony  corner  o'  the 
house  ;  and  Mrs.  Goldsworthy  gied  me  her  word  she  would  sit 
awfu'  quiet  and  not  disturb  him.  Eh,  mem,  are  ye  angry  ?  I 
never  did  it  afore,  and  I'll  never  do  it  again." 

"No,  you  must  not  do  it  again,"  said  I ;  "  but  who  wanted 
you  downstairs  ?" 

"  Eh,  it  was  the  Italian  gentleman,"  said  Lizzie;  "and  it  was 
a'  about  the  leddy  that  was  hore  the  day.  He  wanted  to  ken 
if  she  was  wanting  him  ;  and  then  he  wanted  to  hear  if  I  kent 
her,  and  what  friend  she  was  to  you  ;  but  it  was  mostly  a'  to 
make  certain  that  it  wasn't  him  she  wanted — as  if  a  leddy  like 
yon  was  likely  to  have  ony  troke  wi'  foreigners  or  strange  men! 


260  The  Last  of  the   Mortimers. 

and  there  was  aye  the  other  blatter  to  Menico  in  their  ain 
language — and  ower  again,  and  ower  again  to  me,  if  it  wa?na 
him  she  asked  for.  And  me  standing  close  at  the  door  listen- 
ing for  baby,  and  thinking  shame  to  be  there,  and  awfu'  feared 
you  would  be  angry.  I  would  like  to  ken  what  the  like  of  him 
had  to  do  wi'  leddies? — and  Menico,  too,  that  might  have  kent 
better — but  there's  naebody  will  behave  to  please  folk  perfect 
in  this  world." 

"  But  this  is  very  strange  news,"  said  I.  "  What  did  you 
say,  Lizzie  ?  did  you  say  it  was  Miss  Mortimer,  and  that  she 
was  a  relation  of  mine." 

"  Eh,  no  me !"  cried  Lizzie.  "  Ye  might  think  it  to  see  me 
so  silly,  but  I  wasna  that  daft.  I  said  it  was  ane  on  a  visit  to 
the  leddy.  1  had  nae  ado  with  it  ony  mair  than  that,  and  I'm 
sure  neither  had  he." 

Here  Harry's  voice  sounded  from  below,  calling  me,  and  I 
left  Lizzie  somewhat  amused  by  her  cautious  and  prudent 
answer,  and  not  a  little  curious  to  see  that  the  Italian  was 
interested  about  the  old  lady  as  well  as  she  about  him.  I 
found  Harry  quite  full  of  the  same  story.  Mr.  Luigi  had 
questioned  him  with  great  caution  about  Miss  Mortimer,  and 
of  course  had  heard  the  entire  story  from  Harry  of  our 
relationship,  and  how  we  found  each  other  out.  He  had 
received  it  very  quietly,  without  expressing  any  feeling  at  all, 
and  had  asked  some  very  close  questions  about  her  and  about 
the  Park,  and  her  other  sister.  Harry  could  not  make  him 
out.  Of  course  neither  of  us  knew  the  other  sister.  Evidently 
it  was  a  mysterious  business  somehow.  But  as  we  knew 
nothing  whatever  about  it,  we  soon  came  to  an  end  of  our 
speculations.  The  morning,  perhaps,  as  Aunt  Milly  thought, 
would  clear  it  all  ujx 


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CHAPTER    II. 

THE  morning  came,  and  a  very  lovely  morning  it  was,  as 
bright  and  almost  as  warm  as  summer,  one  of  those 
glimpses  of  real  spring  which  come  to  us  only  by  days  at  a 
time.  Aunt  Milly  came  almost  before  we  had  finished  break- 
fast. I  dare  say  she  is  accustomed  to  early  hours ;  but  it  was 
evidently  strong  anxiety  and  excitement  that  had  brought  her 
out  so  soon  to-day.  I  had  told  Lizzie  she  was  coming,  and 
Lizzie,  either  with  some  perception  of  the  real  nature  of  her 
visit,  which  I  could  not  in  any  way  account  for,  or  with 
natural  Scotch  jealousy  and  reluctance  to  satisfy  the  curiosity 
of  strangers  as  to  our  relationship,  kept  on  the  watch  after  she 
had  given  baby  into  my  charge,  and  got  her  triumphantly 
into  the  house  without  any  intervention  on  the  part  of 
Domenico.  Aunt  Milly  sank  into  a  chair,  very  breathless  and 
agitated.  Tt  was  some  time  before  she  could  even  notice  little 
Harry.  To  see  her  so  made  me  more  and  more  aware  how 
serious  this  business,  whatever  it  was,  must  be. 

"But  I  am  too  early,  I  suppose?"  she  said  with  a  little 
gasp. 

Harry  thought  it  was  rather  too  early,  unless  he  were  to 
tell  Mr.  Luigi  plainly  what  he  was  wanted  for,  which  eho 
would  not  permit  him  to  do.  It  was  a  very  uncomfortable 
interval.  She  sat  silent,  evidently  with  her  whole  mind  bent 
upon  the  approaching  interview.  We,  neither  knowing  the 
subject  of  it,  nor  what  her  anxiety  was,  had  nothing  to  say, 
and  I  was  very  glad  when  Harry  went  downstairs  to  find  the 
Italian.  Then  Aunt  Milly  made  a  hurried  communication 
to  me  when  we  were  alone,  which  certainly  did  not  explain 
anything,  but  which  still  she  evidently  felt  to  be  taking  me 
into  her  confidence. 

"  My  dear,  Sarah  knows  something  about  him,"  said  Aunt 
Milly;  "somehow  or  other  Sarah  knows  that  he  has  a  claim 
upon  us.  When  she  heard  of  the  inquiries  he  was  making, 
she  was  in  a  state  of  desperation — used  to  drive  out  with  the 
carriage  blinds  down,  poor  soul,  and  kept  watching  all  da£ 
long,  so  wretched  and  anxious  that  it  would  have  broken 


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262  jftte  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

your  heart.  But  how  it  all  is,  and  how  about  this  CottntcSfj 
and  his  being  named  Luigi,  and  his  claim  upon  the  estate, 
and  her  knowing  him — though,  so  far  as  I  can  judge,  he 
could  be  no  more  than  born  when  she  came  home— Hark  !  was 
that  somebody  coming  upstairs  ?" 

It  was  only  some  of  the  people  of  the  house  moving  about. 
Aunt  Milly  gave  a  sigh  of  relief.  "My  dear,  I'm  more  and 
more  anxious  since  I've  found  you,  to  know  the  worst,"  she 
said.  "  It  is  as  great  a  mystery  to  you  as  to  your  baby,  how 
he  can  have  any  connection  with  us.  Dear,  dear!  to  think 
of  a  quiet  family,  and  such  a  family  as  the  Mortimers,  plunged 
all  at  once  into  some  mystery .'  it  is  enough  to  break  one's 
heart ; — but  then,  you  see,  Sarah  was  so  long  abroad." 

"  Was  she  long  abroad?"  said  I,  with  a  little  cry.  All  at 
once,  and  in  spite  of  myself,  my  old  fancy  about  that  old  Miss 
Mortimer,  whom  I  imagined  living  in  my  grandfather's  house, 
came  back  to  my  mind.  The  great  beauty  whom  my  good  Mrs. 
Saltoun  had  seen  abroad — how  strange  if  this  should  be  her  after 
all !  Somehow  my  old  imaginations  had  looked  so  true  at  the 
time,  that  1  seemed  to  remember  them  as  if  they  were  matters 
of  fact  and  not  of  fancy.  I  looked  up,  quite  with  a  conscious- 
ness that  I  knew  something  about  it,  in  Aunt  Milly 's  face. 

"What  do  you  know  about  her?"  cried  Aunt  Milly,  rising 
up  quite  erect  and  rigid  out  of  her  chair.  Her  excitement  was 
extreme.  She  had  evidently  gone  beyond  the  point  at  which 
she  could  be  surprised  to  find  any  stranger  throwing  light  upon 
her  mystery.  But  at  that  moment  those  steps  for  which  we 
had  been  listening  did  ascend  the  stairs.  We  could  hear  them 
talking  as  they  approached,  the  Italian  with  his  accent  and 
rather  solemn  dictionary  English,  and  Harry's  voice  that 
sounded  so  easy  in  comparison.  Aunt  Milly  sank  back  again 
into  her  chair.  She  grasped  the  arms  of  it  to  support  herself, 
and  gave  me  a  strange  half-terriried,  half-courageous  look.  In 
another  moment  they  had  entered  the  room. 

Mr.  Luigi  came  in  without  any  idea,  I  dare  say,  of  the 
anxiety  with  which  we  awaited  him  ;  but  he  had  not  been  a 
minute  in  the  room  when  his  quick  eye  caught  Aunt  Milly, 
though  she  had  drawn  back  with  an  involuntary  movement  of 
withdrawal  from  the  crisis  she  had  herself  brought  on.  I  could 
read  in  his  face,  the  instant  he  saw  her,  that  he  divined  the 
little  contrivance  by  which  he  had  been  brought  here.  He 
stood  facing  her  after  he  had  paid  his  respects  to  me,  and  took 
no  notice  of  the  chair  Harry  offered  him.  As  for  Harry  and  I, 
not  knowing  whether  they  really  knew  each  other,  or  whether 


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they  ought  to  be  named  to  each  other,  or  what  to  do,  we  stood 
very  uncomfortable  and  embarrassed  behind.  I  said  "Miss 
Mortimer,"  instinctively,  to  lessen  the  embarrassment  if  I  could. 
1  don't  believe  he  heard  me.  He  knew  Miss  Mortimer  very  well, 
however  it  was. 

And  it  was  he  who  was  the  first  to  break  the  silence.  He 
made  a  kind  of  reverence  to  her,  more  than  a  bow,  like  some 
sort  of  old-fashioned  filial  demonstration.  "  Madame  has  some- 
thing to  say  to  me?"  he  asked,  with  an  anxiety  in  his  face 
almost  equal  to  her  own. 

"  Yes,"  cried  Aunt  Milly,  "  I — I  have  something  to  say  to 
yon.  ISit  down,  and  let  me  get  breath." 

He  sat  down,  and  so  did  we.  To  see  her  struggling  to 
overcome  the  great  tremor  of  excitement  she  had  fallen  into, 
and  we  all  waiting  in  silence  for  her  words,  must  have  been  a 
very  strange  scene.  It  was  the  merest  wonder  and  curiosity,  of 
course,  with  Harry  and  me  ;  but  I  remember  noticing  even  at 
that  moment  that  Mr.  Luigi  was  not  surprised.  He  evidently 
knew  something  to  account  for  her  agitation.  He  sat  looking 
at  her,  bending  towards  her  with  visible  expectation  of  some- 
thing. It  was  no  mystery  to  him. 

"  Sir — young  man,"  cried  Aunt  Milly,  with  a  gasp,  "  I  do 
not  know  you  ;  you  are  a  stranger,  a  foreigner ;  you  have 
nothing  to  do  with  this  place.  What,  in  the  name  of  heaven, 
is  it  that  you  have  to  do  with  mine  or  me  ?" 

Mr.  Luigi's  countenance  fell.  He  was  bitterly  disappointed  ; 
it  was  evident  in  his  face.  He  drew  a  long  breath  and  clasped 
his  hands  together,  half  in  resignation,  half  appealing  against 
some  hard  fate.  "  Ah  !"  he  said,  "  I  did  hope  otherwise— is  it, 
indeed,  indeed,  that  you  know  not  me  T' 

Aunt  Milly  gave  a  cry  half  of  terror.  *4 1  recognise  your 
voice,"  she  said.  "  I  see  gleams  in  your  face  of  faces  1  know.  I 
am  going  out  of  my  wits  with  bewilderment  and  trouble ;  but 
as  sure  as  you  are  there  before  me,  I  know  no  more  who  you 
are  than  does  the  child  who  cannot  speak." 

Mr.  Luigi  made  no  reply  for  some  minutes.  Then  he  made 
some  exclamations  in  Italian,  scarcely  knowing,  I  am  sure,  what 
he  was  saying.  Then  he  remembered  himself.  u  Thing  most 
strange  !  thing  most  terrible  !"  cried  the  young  man  ;  "  not 
even  now  ! — not  even  now  !"  and  he  looked  round  to  us  with 
such  distress  and  amazement  in  his  face,  and  with  such  an 
involuntary  call  for  our  sympathy,  though  we  knew  nothing 
about  it,  that  his  look  went  to  my  heart.  Aunt  Milly  saw  it, 
and  was  confounded  by  it.  His  genuine  wonder  and 


264  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

grieved  consciousness  that  she  ought  to  have  known  this  secret, 
whatever  it  was,  stopped  her  questions  upon  her  lips.  She  sat 
leaning  forward  looking  at  him,  struck  dumb  by  his  looks.  _  I 
was  so  excited  by  the  evident  reserve  on  both  sides,  which 
implied  the  existence  of  a  third  person  whom  neither  would 
name,  that  1  burst  into  it,  on  the  spur  of  the  moment, 
without  thinking  whether  what  I  said  was  sensible  or 
foolish.  "Who?"  I  cried,  "  who  is  the  other  person  that 
knows  ?" 

Both  of  them  started  violently;  then  their  eyes  met  in  a 
strango  look  of  intelligence.  Aunt  Milly  fell  back  in  her  chair 
trembling  dreadfully,  trembling  so  much  that  her  teeth  chat- 
tered. Mr.  Luigi  rose.  "  I  am  at  Madume's  disposition,"  he 
said  softly  ;  "  but  what  can  I  say  ?  It  is  better  I  be  gone 
while  1  do  not  harm  Madame,  and  make  her  ill.  Pardon  !  it  is 
not  I  who  am  to  blame !" 

Saying  so,  he  took  Aunt  Milly 's  hand,  kissed  it,  and  turned 
to  the  door.  She  called  him  back  faintly.  u  Stop,  I  have  not 
asked  you  rightly,''  said  poor  Aunt  Miiiy.  •'  Could  not  you  tell 
me,  without  minding  anybody  else?  Are  you  — are  you?— oh! 
who  are  you  ?  I  do  beseech  you  tell  me.  If  wrong  is  done  you, 
I  have  no  hand  in  it.  What  is  there  to  prevent  you  telling 
me?" 

"  Ah,  pardon.  I  know  my  duty,"  said  the  young  man. 
*'  If  she  will  reject  me — then  !  but  it  is  yet  too  early.  1  wait — 
I  expect — she  has  not  yet  said  it  to  me." 

Aunt  Milly  gathered  herself  up  gradually,  with  a  strange 
fluttered  look  in  her  eyes.  "  Reject  you !  God  bless  us  !  it  is 
some  mistake,  after  all.  Do  you  know  who  it  is  you  are 
speaking  of  ?  Do  you  know  if  it  is  my  sister  Sarah?  She  is 
my  elder  sister,  ten  years  older  than  me, — oki  enough  to 
be  your  mother — is  it  she?  or,  oh,  God  help  us!  is  it  a 
mistake?" 

Mr.  Luigi  turned  towards  me  for  a  moment,  with  a  face 
melted  out  of  all  reserve,  into  such  affection ateness  and  emotion 
as  I  scarcely  ever  saw  on  a  man's  face.  When  she  named  her 
sister's  age,  he  said,  "  Ah  !"  with  a  tone  as  if  her  words  went  to 
his  heart.  But  that  was  all.  He  shook  his  head.  He  said, 
"  No  more,  no  more,"  and  went  slowly  but  steadily  away.  It 
was  no  mistake.  What  she  said  conveyed  no  information  to 
him.  He  knew  that  Sarah's  age  and  all  about  her,  better  than 
her  sister  did,  or  I  was  mistaken.  What  he  said,  awd  still  more 
what  he  looked,  brought  a  strong  sudden  impression  to  my  mind. 
I  don't  know  yet  how  I  can  be  right — if  I  *m  right  it  ifi  tb.e 


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strangest  thing  in  the  world ;  but  I  know  it  darted  into  my 
head  that  morning  when  Luigi's  face  melted  out  so  strongly, 
and  that  cry  which  explained  nothing  came  from  his  heart. 

In  the  meantime,  however,  poor  Aunt  Milly  sat  wringing 
her  hands  and  more  troubled  than  ever,  repeating  to  herself 
bits  of  the  conversation  which  had  just  passed,  and  bits  of  other 
conversations  which  we  knew  nothing  about.  Harry  and  I,  a 
little  uncomfortable,  still  tried  to  occupy  ourselves  so  that  we 
should  not  hear  anything  she  did  not  waiit  us  to  hear  ;  but  we 
did  not  wish  to  leave  her  either.  At  last  Harry  went  out 
altogether  and  left  her  alone  with  me,  and  by  degrees  she 
calmed  down.  I  do  not  wonder  she  was  painfully  excited. 
There  could  be  little  doubt  some  strange,  unnatural  secret  was 
concealed  in  her  house. 

"  But  you  heard  him  say  reject"  said  Aunt  Milly, — "  if  she 
rejected  him — do  you  feel  quite  sure  he  understood  my  last 
question?  Not  knowing  a  language  very  well  makes  a 
wonderful  difference;  and  what  if  he  supposed  my  sister  a 
young  woman,  Milly  ?  When  I  began  to  be  troubled  about 
this  business,  I  couldn't  but  think  that  it  was  some  old  lover 
Sarah  was  afraid  of  meeting,  forgetting  the  lapse  of  time.  She 
was  a  great  beauty  once,  you  know.  How  do  you  suppose, 
now,  an  old  woman  could  reject  a  young  man  ?" 

u  But  there  are  other  meanings  of  the  word  than  as  it  is 
between  young  women  and  young  men,"  said  I ;  "he  might 
mean  disown." 

"  He  might  mean  disown,"  repeated  Aunt  Milly  slowly, — 
"  disown ;  but,  dear,  dear  child,"  she  cried,  immediately 
throwing  off  her  first  puzzlrd  hypothesis,  and  falling  back  at 
once  into  the  real  subject  of  her  trouble,  "  what  can  he  be  to 
Sarah  that  she  could  disown  him?  Before  you  can  disown  a 
person  he  must  belong  to  you.  How  could  Mr.  Luigi  belong 
to  my  sister  ?  but,  to  be  sure,  it  is  folly  to  put  such  questions 
to  you  that  know  nothing  about  it.  Milly,  dear,  I'll  have  to  go 
home." 

u  I  am  very,  very  sorry  you  are  going  home  disappointed," 
said  I. 

«l  Yes,"  said  Aunt  Milly,  with  a  great  sigh,  "  it  is  hard  to 
think  one's  somehow  involved  in  doing  wrong,  my  dear  ;  it's 
hard  to  live  in  the  house  with  your  nearest  friend,  and  not  to 
know  any  more  of  her  than  if  she  were  a  stranger.  What  was 
I  saying?  I  never  said  so  much  to  any  creature  before.  I 
*»ake  you  as  if  you  belonged  to  me,  though  you  scarcely  know 
jje  yet,  Milly.  I'd  like  you  to  settle  to  coine  out  as  soou  us 


I 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimer*. 

possible,  dear.  I'd  like  you  to  see  Sarah,  and  tell  me  what 
you  think.  Perhaps— there  is  no  telling— she  might  say 
something  to  you" 

"  But  will  she  be  pleased  to  know  about  us?"  said  I. 

"  It  was  her  desire  to  seek  for  you,"  said  Aunt  Milly.  "  She 
thought  of  that,  somehow,  just  before  this  trouble  came  on. 
Sometimes  it  has  come  into  my  mind,  that  she  thought  if  she 
found  your  father,  he  would  have  protected  her  somehow.  I 
can't  tell :  it  is  all  a  great  mystery  to  me." 

And  so  she  went  away  after  a  while,  looking  very  sorrowful ; 
but  came  back  to  tell  me  to  put  my  bonnet  on  and  come  with 
her  to  Mr.  Cresswell's,  who  was  to  drive  her  home.  On  our 
way  there  I  suddenly  felt  her  grasp  my  arm  and  point  forward 
a  little  way  before  us,  where  Mr.  Luigi  was  walking  slowly 
along  the  road  by  Sara  Cresswell's  side.  Aunt  Milly  came 
almost  to  a  dead  stop,  looking  at  them.  They  were  not  arm- 
in-arm,  nor  did  they  look  as  if  they  had  met  on  purpose.  I  dare 
say  it  was  only  by  accident.  Sara,  as  usual,  was  dressed  in  a 
great  velvet  jacket,  much  larger  and  wider  than  the  one  she 
wore  indoors,  and  held  her  little  head  high,  as  if  she  quite 
meant  to  impress  an  idea  of  her  dignity  upon  the  Italian,  who 
had  to  stoop  down  a  long  way,  and  perhaps  did  stoop  down 
more  than  Aunt  Milly  and  I  saw  to  be  exactly  necessary. 
They  went  the  length  of  the  street  together,  quite  unconscious 
of  the  critics  behind  them,  and  then  separated,  Mr.  Luigi 
marching  off  at  a  very  brisk  pace,  and  Sara  continuing  her  way 
home.  We  came  up  to  her  just  as  she  reached  her  own  door. 
She  was  certainly  a  very  pretty  creature,  and  looked  so  fresh 
and  blooming  in  the  morning  air  that  I  could  not  have  scolded 
her  a  great  deal,  though  I  own  I  had  a  very  good  mind  to  do 
my  best  in  that  way,  while  we  were  walking  behind.  The 
moment  she  saw  us  she  took  guilt  to  herself.  Her  face  glowed 
into  the  most  overpowering  blush,  and  the  little  parasol  in  her 
hand  fell  out  of  her  trembling  ringers.  But,  of  course,  her 
spirit  did  not  forsake  her.  She  was  not  the  person  to  yield  to 
any  such  emergency. 

"  We  have  been  walking  after  you  for  a  long  time,"  said 
dear  Aunt  Milly,  in  a  voice  which  I  have  no  doubt  she  sup- 
posed to  be  severe.  "  I  should  have  called  you  to  wait  for 
us,  had  I  not  seen  you  were  otherwise  enraged." 

"Oh!  then  you  saw  Mr.  Luigi,  godmamma?"  said  Sara, 
quite  innocently.      "He  says  he  thinks  he  has  found  out 
where  the  Countess  Sermoneta  is." 
"  The  Countess  Sermoneta !— oh,  child}  child,  how  can  you 


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Bpeak  so  to  me?"  cried  Aunt  Milly.  "  I  don't  believe  there  ia 
any  such  person  in  the  world.  I  believe  he  only  makes  a  fuss 
about  a  name,  no  one  ever  heard  of,  to  cover  his  real  designs, 
whatever  they  may  be." 

*'  Godmamina  !"  cried  Sara,  with  a  flash  of  fury  ;  "  perhaps 
it  will  be  better  to  come  indoors,"  cried  the  little  wicked 
creature  (as  Aunt  Milly  calls  her)  ;  "  nobody,  that  I  ever 
heard  of,  took  away  people's  characters  in  the  open  street." 

Aunt  Milly  went  in  quickly,  shaking  her  head  and  deeply 
troubled.  The  renewal  of  this  subject  swept  Sara's  enormity 
out  of  her  head.  We  followed,  Sara  bidding  me  precede  her 
with  a  sort  of  affronted  grandeur,  which,  I  confess,  was  a 
little  amusing  to  me.  When  we  came  into  the  dining-room, 
where  Aunt  Milly  went  first,  the  little  girl  confronted  us  both, 
very  ready  to  answer  anything  we  had  to  say,  and  confute  us 
to  our  faces.  But  much  to  Sara's  surprise,  and  perhaps 
annoyance,  Aunt  Milly  did  not  say  a  word  on  the  subject. 
She  shook  her  head  again  more  energetically  than  ever.  She 
was  so  much  shaken  on  this  one  subject,  that  other  matters 
evidently  glided  out  of  her  mind,  whenever  she  was  recalled  to 
this. 

44  No,  no !  depend  upon  it  there's  no  Countess  Sermoneta. 
I  believed  in  it  at  first,  naturally,  as  everybody  else  did.  It 
may  be  a  lady,  but  it  isn't  an  Italian  lady.  No,  no,"  said 
Aunt  Milly,  mournfully ;  u  he  knows  better.  He  said  nothing, 
you  may  be  sure,  about  her  to  me." 

At  this  moment  Mr.  Cresswell  entered  the  room,  and  a 
little  after  the  brougham  came  to  the  door.  There  waa 
nothing  more  said  on  the  subject.  Sara  saw  them  drive  away, 
with  a  flutter  of  fear,  I  could  see ;  but  she  need  not  have  been 
afraid.  Aunt  Milly  had  returned  into  the  consideration  of 
her  own  mystery,  which  swallowed  up  Sara's.  I  do  not  think, 
for  my  own  part,  that  I  had  very  Christian  feelings  towards 
Mr.  Luigi  as  I  went  home. 


'268  The  Last  of  tlw  Mortimer*, 


CHAPTER   HI. 

FOR  a  few  days  after  I  was  occupied  entirely  with  my  own 
affairs.     We  had  promised  to  go  to  the  Park  to  see  th  at 
strange  sister  Sarah,  who  troubled  Aunt  Milly's  mind  so  much; 
and  we  had,  of  course,  to  make  some  little  preparations  for 
going — more,  indeed,  than  were  very  convenient  at  such  a  time, 
as  you  may  very  well  suppose.    However,  Aunt  Connor,  who  had 
not  paid  the  last  half  year's  interest,  sent  it  just  then,  "  all  in  a 
Jump,"  as  she  said  herself,  "  thinking  it  would  do  you  more 
good  ;"  as  indeed  it  did,  though  perhaps  poor  Aunt  Connor  had 
other  motives  than  that  one  for  not  sending  it  just  when  it  was 
due.     Harry  was  quite  pleased  at  the  thought  of  going  to  the 
Park.    He  got  leave  of  absence  for  a  few  days ;  and,  naturally,  it 
was  a  satisfaction  to  him, sifter  feeling  that  he  had  been  obliged 
to  keep  his  wife  in  the  shade  so  loug,  to  say  that  it  was  to  my 
relations  we  were  going.     And  what  with  all  the  preparations 
for  his  going  away  as  well,  I  was  so  very  busy  that  I  got  little 
.leisure  to  think.     It  is  very  common  to  say  what  good  oppor- 
tunities for  thought  one  has  in  working  at  one's  needle— and  it 
is  very  true  so  far  as  quiet,  leisurely  work  is  concerned  ;  but 
•when  it  happens  to  be  making  shirts  and  such  things — and  you 
know,  with  most  men,  merely  to  say  they  are  made  at  home  is 
enough  to  make  them  feel  as  if  they  did  not  fit, — it  is  quite  a 
different  matter.     I  was  too  busy,  both  mind  and  fingers,  to  do 
much  thinking  ;  and  that  was  far  better  for  me  than  if  I  had 
found  more  leisure.     I  used  to  go  up  to  Lizzie's  room,  which 
we  called  the  nursery,  and  work~there.    Baby  sat  on  the  carpet, 
well  protected  with  cushions,  and  furnished  with  things  to  play 
with.     He  was  not  very  particular — his  playthings  were  of  a 
very  humble  and  miscellaneous  order ;  but  f  am  sure  he  was  as 
happy  as  a  little  king. 

,,  And  eh,  isn't  it  grand  that  his  birthday's  come  before  the 
Captain  gangs  away?  He'll,  maybe,  be  back,"  said  Lizzie, 
peering  in*?  my  face  with  a  sidelong  look,  "  before  another 
year." 


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4t  Hush !"  said  I,  hastily ;  *'  but  you  must  remember,  Lizzie, 
to  be  particularly  nice  and  tidy,  and  to  look  as  if  you  were 
twenty,  at  least,  when  we  go  to  the  Park." 

Here  Lizzie  drew  herself  up  a  little.  "I've  never  been 
among  a  housefu'  o'  servants,"  said  Lizzie,  **  that's  true — but 
I've  been  wi'  a  leddy,  and  that  suld  learn  folk  manners  better 
nor  a'  the  flunkeys  in  the  world.  For  Menico  says,  as  well  as 
I  can  understand  him,  that  there's  twa  men-servants,  and  as 
mony  maids  as  would  fill  a  house.  Eh,  mem,  wouldn't  it  be  a 
great  vexation  to  see  a  wheen  idle  folk  aye  in  the  road? 
Menico's  no  like  a  common  man ;  there's  no  an  article  he  canna 
do  ;  but  as  for  just  flunkeys  to  hand  the  plates  and  do  about 
a  house — eh,  if  it  was  me,  I  would  think  they  werena 
men." 

"  But  Miss  Mortimer's  man  is  not  a  flunkey ;  it  was  he  who 
came  with  us  in  the  omnibus,"  said  I. 

u  Yon  gentleman  ?"  said  Lizzie,  in  great  dismay.  "  I  thought 
he  was  a  minister  ;  and  eh,  to  think  of  him  puttin'  on  fires  and 
waitin'  at  the  table!  I  would  far  sooner  be  a  woman 
mysel'." 

"  And  have  you  any  objection  to  be  a  woman  apart  from 
that  ?"  said  J.  "  I  did  not  think  you  had  been  so  ambitious, 
Lizzie.  What  would  you  do  if  you  were  a  man  ?" 

Lizzie's  colour  rose,  and  her  work  fell  from  her  hand.  "  I 
would  gang  to  the  wars  with  the  Captain,  cried  the  girl,  **  I 
would  aye  make  a  spring  in  before  him  where  danger  was.  I 
would  send  word  every  day  how  he  did,  and  what  he  was 
doing.  I  would  stand  by  our  ain  flag  if  they  hacked  me  in 
pieces.  I  wouldna  let  the  Hielanders  stay  still,  no  a  moment! 
— I  would  dash  them  down  on  the  enemy  wi'  a'  their  bayonets, 
and  cry  *  Scotland  and  the  Queen !'  and  if  we  were  killed, 
wha's  heeding  ! — it  would  be  worth  a  man's  while  to  die  !" 

This  outburst  was  more  than  I  could  bear.  I  forgot  to 
think  it  was  only  Lizzie,  a  woman  and  a  child,  that  spoke.  I 
put  my  hands  over  my  eyes  to  shut  out  the  prospect  she 
brought  before  me,  but  only  saw  the  picture  all  the  clearer,  as 
ny  hand,  with  all  its  warm  pulses  beating,  shut  out  the 
daylight.  I  could  see  Harry  rushing  before  them  with  his 
sword  drawn.  I  could  hear  his  voice  pealing  out  over  their 
heads  ;  I  could  see  the  smoke  close  over  him  and  swallow  him 
up.  Ah,  heaven  ! — pictures  and  stories  are  made  out  of  such 
scenes.  This  creature  by  my  side  had  flamed  up  into  exulting 
enthusiasm  at  the  thought.  How  many  hearts  attended  those 
charging  regiments,  breaking  against  each  other,  heart  upon 


270  The  -Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

h  >irt!     It  came  to  my  heart  to  wonder,  suddenly,  whether 

•re  might  not  be  some  young  Russian  woman,  like  me, 
..... yining  that  fight.  Her  husband  and  my  Harry  might 
meet  under  those  dreadful  flags, — she  and  I,  would  not 
we  meet,  too,  in  our  agony  ?  1  held  out  my  arms  to  her 
with  a  cry  of  anguish — we  were  sisters,  though  they  were 
foes. 

When  I  looked  up  Lizzie  was  crying  bitterly,  partly  with 
her  own  excitement,  partly,  because  she  saw  how  cruel  her 
suggestion  had  been  to  me.  She  did  not  mean  it  so,  poor 
child.  Baby  sat  playing  all  the  time  among  his  cushions, 
crowing  to  himself  over  the  bright-coloured  ball  he  had  found 
under  his  heap  of  toys.  I  thought  to  myself  he  would  laugh 
all  the  same  whatever  happened,  and  wondered  how  I  should 
bear  to  hear  him.  But  that  was  enough,  that  was  too  much. 
I  stopped  myself,  as  best  I  could,  from  going  on  any  further. 
I  got  some  linen  that  had  to  be  cut  out,  and  rose  up  to  do  it ; 
— it  was  very  delicate  work.  If  I  were  not  very  careful,  a 
snip  of  the  scissors,  too  much  or  too  little,  might  spoil  all  the 
stuff ;  for  Harry  was  very  fastidious,  you  know,  about  all  hia 
things,  like  most  young  men.  It  took  some  trouble  to  steady 
my  hand  enough — but  I  did  manage  it.  I  wonder  what  the 
Russian  woman  did,  to  calm  her  agitation  down. 

Lizzie  recovered  very  hastily  when  she  saw  what  I  was  doing. 
She  picked  up  her  work,  and  sewed  for  a  long  time  so  silently  and 
swiftly,  that  the  snip  of  my  scissors  and  the  movement  of  her 
arm,  as  she  drew  through  her  needle,  were  the  only  sounds, 
except  those  which  baby  made,  to  be  heard  in  the  room.  At 
last  she  took  courage  to  address  me  with  great  humility,  asking 
only  if  it  was  "  the  day  after  the  morn"  that  we  were  going  to 
the  Park  ? 

I  nodded  my  head  in  return,  and  Lizzie  took  courage  to  go 
on.  The  next  question  was  whether  the  Italian  gentleman, 
would  be  there? 

"  Tho  Italian  gentleman  !  what  has  he  to  do  with  the  Miss 
Mortimers  ?"  cried  I. 

"  Eh,  it's  no  me  said  it,"  cried  Lizzie,  in  alarm;  "but 
yesterday,  the  day  the  leddy  was  here  Menico  was  a'  the  gate 
oat  there,  ance  errand  \vi'  a  letter.  I  said  what  way  did  it  no 
go  to  the  post?  and  he  said  the  post  wouldna  do.  But  I 
wouldna  let  on  the  leddy  was  here." 

"He  went  out  with  a  letter,  did  he?"  said  I,  in  much 
surprise.  "  Was  that  where  he  was  all  day?  I  did  not  see  him 
about  till  it  was  dark," 


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tc  There  maun  be  another  leddy  ?"  said  Lizzie,  inquisitively ; 
"  and  he  gaed  her  some  grand  name  or  another.  He's  awfu' 
funny  wi'  his  names,  lie  ca's  baby  Sitjiwrino  and  ragazzino, 
and  I  dinna  ken  a'  what.  I  looked  them  up  in  the  dictionary, 
and  they  were  a'  right  meanings  enough.  But  it  wasna  Miss 
Mortimer  he  ca'ed  the  other  leddy.  Eh,  mem,  isn't  Menico 
getting  grand  at  his  English  ?  and  I'me  aye  improving  myseF 
too,"  said  Lizzie,  with  a  little  blush  and  awkward  droop  of  her 
head. 

I  was  not  much  in  the  humour  for  laughing  at  poor  Lizzie's 
self-complacency ;  but  I  was  rather  anxious  to  hear  all  the 
gossip  I  could  get  for  Aunt  Milly's  sake.  I  asked  immediately 
"  Were  they  kind  to  Menico  at  the  Park?" 

Lizzie  hesitated  a  little  in  her  answer.  "  He's  rael  clever  at 
speaking,"  she  said,  apologetically, — 1  suppose  finding  it  rather 
hard  to  go  back  so  soon  after  her  laudation — "  but  when  it's  a 
long  story  it's  no  so  easy  to  ken — no  a'  he  means.  But  I'm  no 
thinking  they  were  very  good  to  him — for  he  was  awfu'  angry 
when  he  came  hame.  And  eh,  to  see  him  at  his  dinner  !  You 
would  think  he  hadna  seen  meat  for  a  week.  It's  no  a  guid 
account  of  a  house — no  meaning  ony  harm  of  a  great  house  like 
the  Park,"  said  Lizzie,  reflectively, — "  when  a  man  comes  awfu' 
hungry  hame." 

Here  there  was  a  little  pause  while  Lizzie  threaded  her  needle. 
I  don't  know  whether  she  was  indulging  in  any  melancholy 
anticipations  of  the  hospitality  of  the  Park.  However,  presently 
she  resumed  her  story  again. 

"  And  eh,  mem  !  far  mair  than  that,"  said  Lizzie,  making  a 
fresh  start,  "  he  brought  back  the  very  same  letter  just  as  it 
was — it  might  be  beca/ose  the  leddy  was  out,  or  I  dinna  ken 
what  it  might  be  ;  but  I  saw  him  gi'e  it  back  to  the  gentleman. 
And  the  gentleman,  instead  of  being  angry,  he  just  took  the 
letter  and  shook  his  head,  and  set  fire  to  it  at  the  candle.  The 
door  was  open,  and  I  saw  him  do  it  as  I  came  up  the  stairs, 
gaed  to  my  heart  to  see  him  burning  the  good  letter,"  said 
Lizzie;  "there  was,  maybe,  something  in't  that  somebody 
might  have  likit  to  hear." 

"  But,  Lizzie,  don't  you  know  nobody  has  any  business  with 
a  letter  except  the  person  who  wrote  it,  and  the  person  it  is 
addressed  to  ?"  said  I. 

I  spoke,  I  confess,  in  an  admonitory  spirit.  We  did  not 
get  very  many  letters,  but  Harry  was  sadly  careless  of  those  he 
did  get.  • 


272  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

"Eh,  but  foreigners  are  no  like  other  folk,"  cried  Lizzie; 
"  there's  something  awfu'  queer  in  burning  a  letter,  and  it  a' 
sealed  up.  I  couldna  find  it  in  my  heart ;— and  when  it's  a 
long  story,  it's  awfu'  fickle  to  understand  Domenico,  the  half  o' 
what  he  says." 

Lizzie  ended  with  a  sigh  of  unsatisfied  curiosity.  Perhaps,  if 
1  could  have  done  it,  I  might  have  been  as  anxious  to  cross- 
question  Domenico  as  she. 


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CHAPTER  IV« 

OUR  little  journey  was  arranged  by  Aunt  Milly  in  the  most 
comfortable  way  she  could  think  of  for  us.  Harry  would 
not.  consent  to  let  her  send  the  carriage  all  the  way.  The 
railway  was  close  to  us,  and  it  passed  about  two  miles  from  the 
Park,  where  there  was  a  little  station  ;  and  the  carriage  was  to 
meet  us  there.  It  was  a  very  short  journey,  certainly ;  but  I 
remember  when  we  were  all  in  the  train, — all — every  one  of 
us, — a  family  entire  and  close  together, — and  especially  at  the 
moment  when  we  were  passing  through  the  tunnel,  and  felt  in 
the  darkness  more  entirely  separated  from  the  world, — a  sudden 
thought  seized  upon  me :  "  Oh,  if  we  were  only  going  on, 
anywhere,  anywhere  to  the  end  of  the  world!"  Plunging 
through  the  darkness,  with  Harry  sitting  close  by  me,  and 
baby  on  my  knee,  and  nobody  able  to  approach  or  stop  us — 
going  on  all  together  1  All  sorts  of  people  have  their  fancies, 
no  doubt.  I  daresay  mine  were  very  homely  ones  ;  but  I  shall 
never  forget  the  strange  thrill  that  came  upon  my  heart  as  this 
wild  possibility  seized  me.  When  we  came  slowly  into  the 
daylight,  and  the  train  stopped,  and  the  door  of  the  carriage 
flew  open,  and  dear  Aunt  Milly  herself  appeared  to  welcome  us, 
I  woke  up  with  a  little  shiver  into  real  life  again.  Ah  me  !  one 
cannot  dart  into  the  bowels  of  the  earth  and  hide  one's  self. 
But  life  and  duty  somehow  looked  cold  at  me  with  their  piercing 
daylight  eyes  after  that  thought. 

Everything  familiar  stopped  short  and  broke  off  when  we 
got  into  the  carriage.  Aunt  Milly  was  not  a  great  lady.  I 
don't  think  anything  could  ever  have  made  her  a  great  lady  ; 
but  it  was  clear  she  had  been  a  person  of  consideration  for 
many  a  year.  I  never  had  been  in  such  a  carriage  before ; 
indeed,  I  don't  think  I  had  ever  been  in  any  carriage  but  a 
public  one,  for,  of  course,  Aunt  Connor  was  not  rich  enough  to 
have  a  carriage  of  her  own.  But  when  I  sat  down  by  Aunt 
Milly's  side,  I  could  not  help  feeling  immediately  that  it  all 
belonged  to  me.  It  was  a  strange  feeling,  and  indeed,  if  nobody 
will  be  shocked,  it  was  a  very  pleasing  feeling.  Instead  of 
making  me  discontented,  somehow  it  quite  reconciled  me  to 


274  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers* 

being  poor,  My  own  opinion  is,  that  people  of  good  family, 
or  whatever  is  equivalent  to  good  family, — people  that  know 
they  belong  to  a  higher  class,  whether  other  people  know  it  or 
not, — always  bear  poverty  best.  It  does  not  humiliate  them  as 
it  does  people  who  have  always  been  poor.  I  think  I  could 
have  stood  any  remarks  upon  my  bonnet,  or  even  baby's  pelisse, 
with  great  equanimity  after  my  visit  to  the  Park  ;  being  poor 
looked  so  much  more  like  an  accidental  circumstance  after  that. 
Perhaps  I  don't  explain  very  well  what  I  mean,  so  I  will  just 
state  it  plainly,  and  then  you  may  understand,  or  disagree  with 
it,  just  as  you  choose.  The  higher  one's  rank  is,  the  better  one 
can  bear  being  poor.  There  !  it  is  not  the  common  opinion, 
but  I  believe  it  all  the  same  for  that. 

And  here  was  the  Park,  the  very  same  great  modern  house 
that  stood  (leaning  on  the  trees)  in  poor  papa's  drawing,  with 
two  wings  drawn  out  from  the  main  body  of  the  building,  and 
a  curious  archway  and  a  little  paved  court  at  the  side  before 
you  came  to  the  great  door.     We  went  to  the  great  door  as  we 
were  strangers,  and  I  could  see  the  grave  face  of  my  omnibus 
acquaintance  peeping  through  a  round  bow-window  close  to  the 
door  before  he  admitted  us,  very  solemnly  and  with  profoundest 
abstract  air.     1  wonder  if  he  could  remember  us.     His  face 
looked  as  blankly  respectful  as  if  any  idea  on  any  subject 
whatever  would  somehow  be  unbecoming  the  dignity  of  the 
Park.     Aunt  Milly,  who  had  gradually  become  fidgety,  now 
took  hold  of  my  hand  and  drew  me  forward  quickly.     1  went 
with  her,  a  little  astonished,  but  with  no  clear  idea  where  I  was 
going.     She  took  me  into  a  very  long,  very  large  room,  with  a 
great  many  tall  windows  on  one  side,  a  room  so  big  as  to  look  a 
perfect  maze  of  furniture  to  me.     I  saw  nobody  in  it,  and  did 
not  think  of  it  as  being  a  room  in  common  use.     She  had 
brought  me  to  see  some  picture,  no  doubt.     But  Aunt  Milly 
hurried  me  up  this  long  room,  with  her  hand  upon  my  wrist,  to  a 
screen  that  seemed  drawn  so  as  to  shelter  one  side  of  the  fireplace. 
When  we  came  in  front  of  this,  I  was  greatly  startled  to  see  a 
lady,  with  large  knitting-pins  in  her  hands,  rise  slowly  from  an 
arm-chair.     There  was  nothing  extraordinary  in  her  look  ;  she 
had  fine  features,  I  suppose, — I  don't  think  I  know,  very  well, 
what  fine  features  are, — she  had  white  hair,  and  a  pretty  cap 
with  soft-coloured  ribbons,  and  a  strange,  studied,  soft-coloured 
dress.     I  noticed  all  this  unconsciously,  in  the  midst  of  the 
nervous  and  startled  sensation  that  1  had  in  being  brought  in 
front  of  her  so  suddenly.     She  put  both  her  knitting-pins  into 
pne  hand,  and  held  out  the  other  to  me.    Then  she  bent 

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The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

forward  a  little,  meaning  me  to  kiss  her,  which  I  did  with  much 
awe  and  with  no  great  sensation  of  pleasure.  Her  hand  was 
cold,  and  so  was  her  cheek.  I  could  scarcely  help  shrinking 
away  from  her  touch.  Then  she  spoke,  and  I,  being  quite 
unprepared  for  it,  was  still  more  startled.  Her  voice  was  a 
kind  of  whisper,  very  strange  and  unpleasant ;  all  the  s's  came 
out  sharp,  with  a  kind  of  liiss.  I  suppose  it  was  because  she 
was  so  entirely  used  to  it  herself  that  Aunt  Milly  never  men- 
tioned it  to  me. 

"  So  you  are  Richard  Mortimer's  daughter  ?"  she  said.  "  Sit 
down  :  I  am  very  glad  to  see  you.  It  is  I  that  have  been  so 
anxious  about  finding  you  for  some  time  past.  But  where  is 
your  husband  ?  I  want  him  to  come  as  well  as  you." 

"  He  is  in  the  hall.  He  will  be  here  presently,  Sarah,"  said 
Aunt  Milly.  "  I  told  Ellis  to  show  him  in,  and  the  dear  baby, 
too ;  but  I  could  not  keep  back  Milly  from  you  for  a  moment. 
I  knew  you  would  be  anxious  to  see  her  at  once." 

"  I  wish  to  see  her  husband  too,"  said  Miss  Mortimer. 
"  So  your  name  is  Milly  ?  Because  it  was  our  principal  family 
name,  I  suppose  ?  Your  father  was  a  great  man  for  family 
matters,  because  his  father  was  such  a  leveller ;  otherwise  I 
should  have  thought  he  would  have  called  you  after  me." 

Why,  I  wondered  ?  but  indeed  I  had  very  little  inclination 
to  speak. 

"  I  want  to  see  your  husband  particularly.  I  should  like  you 
to  live  here.  Milly  says  he  is  going  to  the  Crimea,"  said  Miss 
Mortimer.  "  I  hope  he's  a  reasonable  man.  Why  shouldn't 
he  leave  the  army  at  once?  /want  him  here.  You  were  not 
the  heir  to  an  estate  like  the  Park  when  he  got  orders  for  the 
Crimea.  I  see  no  reason  in  the  world  why  he  should  not  sell 
out  and  stay  at  home." 

I  think  she  went  on  saying  more,  but  I  did  not  hear  her ; 
the  great  room  swam  in  my  eyes  ;  she  seemed  all  fading  away 
into  pale  circles.  I  lost  hold  of  the  chair  or  something  I  was 
standing  by.  I  don't  remember  anything  else  till  I  felt  some 
water  dashed  on  my  face,  and  gradually  the  pale  circles 
cleared  away,  and  I  was  in  the  same  room  again.  I  had  no 
idea  what  had  happened  to  me.  1  was  lying  on  a  sofa,  though, 
now,  with  my  face  all  wet,  and  a  dreadful  singing  and  buzzing 
in  my  ears,  and  Harry  was  there.  I  found  out  I  had  fainted. 
I  never  did  such  a  thing  in  all  my  life  before ;  how  very 
foolish  of  me !  and  just  when  she  was  talking,  too,  about  that 
— that  chance.  I  caught  hold  of  Harry's  fingers  tight :  "  Go 
and  speak  to  her !"  I  cried  out.  I  could  not  keep  still  until 


276  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

he  went,  for   I  could  see   the  screen,  and  knew  she  waa 

there. 

When  he  disappeared  behind  the  screen,  and  when,  after  a 
moment,  Aunt  Milly  followed,  always  keeping  her  eyes  on  me, 
I  lay  perfectly  still,  grasping  my  two  hands  in  each  other. 
My  mind  was  all  seething  up,  as  if  in  a  fever,  round  what  she 
had  said.  I  was  conscious  of  nothing  else.  I  could  not  hear 
what  they  were  saying  now  for  the  noise  in  my  ears  ;  but  as  I 
lay  still  a  strange  succession  of  feelings  came  over  me.  It  was 
like  so  many  breezes  of  wind,  each  cooler, — nay,  I  mean 
colder, — than  the  other.  First  it  occurred  to  me  what  other 
people  would  say  of  him,  of  Harry,  whom  no  one  now  durst 
breathe  a  doubt  upon  ;  then  I  thought  of  him  fighting  with 
himself  for  my  sake,  trying  to  put  down  his  manhood  and  his 
honour  to  save  breaking  his  wife's  heart;  then  I  came  to 
myself  last  of  all.  Would  I  ?  could  I  ?  I  groaned  aloud  in 
my  anguish.  Oh,  llussian  woman,  what  would  you  say? 
There  are  plenty  to  be  killed  and  sacrificed.  Shall  we  let  our 
children's  fathers  go,  to  be  lost  in  that  smoke  and  battle? 
Harry  burst  out  to  me  from  behind  the  screen  when  I  was  in 
this  darkness.  I  never  saw  him  look  as  he  looked  then.  He 
took  my  two  hands  and  cried  out  in  an  appeal  and  remon- 
strance, "  Milly,  do  you  say  so  ?"  looking  down  at  me  with 
his  eyes  all  in  a  blaze.  I  could  not;  bear  it.  I  put  him  away 
- — thrust  him  away.  They  say  I  cried  out  to  God  in  my 
despair.  I  cannot  tell  anything  that  I  said  but  "  Go  !"  Oh, 
Russian  woman,  I  wonder  if  you  made  up  your  mind  as  I  did  ! 
No,  not  if  it  were  to  break  my  heart ;  we  could  die,  all  of  us, 
when  the  good  Lord  p!e;ised ;  but  the  good  Lord  never  pleased 
that  one  of  ua  should  make  the  other  fail. 


Last  of  the  Mortimers.  277 


CHAPTER  V. 

I  FELT  ffl  and  shaken  all  the  rest  of  that  day.  It  was  some 
time  before  they  would  let  me  get  up  from  the  sofa,  and  [ 
quite  remember  how  very  strange  it  was  to  lie  there  in  the 
great  daylight  room,  with  the  sky  looming  in  through  the 
great  window,  and  to  watch,  always  so  close  by,  and  yet  so 
distant,  that  screen  which  was  drawn  out  by  the  side  of  the 
fire.  1  could  not  keep  my  eyes  from  that  harmless  piece  of 
furniture.  Aunt  Miily  kept  coining  and  going,  constantly 
talking  to  cheer  me  up,  and  bring  things  to  show  me.  But 
no  sound  came  from  the  screen.  There,  in  that  little  space, 
shut  off  and  shaded  out  of  the  centre  of  her  home,  sat  the 
woman  who  already  fascinated  me  with  an  influence  I  could 
not  explain.  Without  knowing  what  I  was  doing — indeed, 
even  I  may  say  against  my  will, — strange  recollections  of 
stories  I  had  read  came  up  to  my  mind ;  about  people  in  masks 
going  whispering  through  an  evil  life,  about  the  veiled 
prophet  in  the  poem,  about  secret  hidden  creatures  suspected 
of  all  manner  of  harm,  but  never  found  out,  or  betrayed. 
There  she  was,  within  three  paces  of  me,  concealed  and  silent, 
— or  was  it  not  rather  watchful,  lurking,  with  her  bloodless 
smile  and  her  shut  up  heart?  My  imagination,  perhaps,  is 
always  too  active  ;  somehow  it  quite  overpowered  me  that 
day.  It  seized  upon  Miss  Sarah  Mortimer's  looks  and  her 
voice,  and  the  strange  separation  which  she  made  by  that 
screen  between  herself  and  the  world.  She  was  different — 
entirely  different— from  that  old  ghastly  Miss  Mortimer  whom 
I  used  to  dream  of  in  my  grandfather's  house  ;  that  one  with 
her  hair  all  mixed  with  grey,  and  her  dark  careless  dress, 
sitting  by  the  fire  with  the  ghosts  of  the  past  about  her,  was  a 
pleasant  recollection  in  face  of  this.  The  great  beauty, 
deserted  of  all  the  world  and  fallen  into  solitude,  had  something 
pathetic  in  her  loneliness.  But  behind  that  screen  there  was 
no  pathos  that  I  could  see ;  nothing  human,  I  had  almost  said. 
What  folly  to  speak  so!  To  anybody's  eyes  but  mine,  I 
daresay  there  was  only  an  old  lady  very  prettily  and  carefully 
dressed,  everything  about  her  looking  as  if  it  were  intended  to 


273  The  Last  of  the 

repeat  and  reproduce  the  effect  of  lior  white  hair  ;  soft  3oK  nrs 
with  clouds  of  something  white  coming  over  them.  But  1 
could  not  look  at  her  in  that  way.  I  was  in  a\ve  and  afraid 
when  I  looked  at  the  screen.  It  was  a  comfort  to  get  out  of 
the  room,  to  go  upstairs,  where  after  a  while  Aunt  Milly 
took  me.  But  I  could  not  forget  her  even  upstairs.  There 
she  sat  in  her  armchair,  stony-eyed,  knitting  like  one  of  the 
Fates, — or  was  it  spin  they  did  ? — and  that  screen  drawing  a 
magical,  dreadful  shadow  round  her  chair. 

Aunt  Milly  had  prepared  our  rooms  for  us  with  the  greatest 
care,  that  was  very  evident.  There  was  the  daintiest  little  bed 
for  baby,  all  new  and  fresh,  evidently  bought  for  him,  and 
quite  a  basketful  of  new  toys,  which  already  he  was  doing  his 
best  to  pull  all  to  pieces.  Oh,  such  bright,  luxurious  rooms ! 
I  felt  my  heart  grow  a  little  cold  as  I  looked  at  them. 
Neither  Harry  nor  Aunt  Milly  had  said  a  word  to  me  on  the 
subject.  They  thought  they  could  deceive  me,  I  suppose  ;  but 
the  moment  I  saw  these  apartments,  don't  you  think  I  could 
see  what  they  were  planned  out  for  ?  I  was  to  be  taken  there 
when  he  went  away. 

"  And,  my  dear,  what  do  you  think  of  your  Aunt  Sarah?" 
said  her  kind  sister,  looking  rather  wistfully  into  my 
face. 

I  was  so  foolish  that  I  was  half  afraid  to  answer.  How 
could  I  tell  that  our  words  were  not  heard  behind  the  screen 
yonder?  And  as  for  meeting  her  eyes  1  could  not  have  done 
that  for  the  world. 

"  But  you  know  she  is  not  my  Aunt  Sarah,"  said  I.  "  It  is 
a  love  name,  dear  Aunt  Milly.  I — I  don't  know  Miss  Mor- 
timer yet ;  you  must  let  me  keep  it  for  you." 

"  Hush !  you  have  not  known  me  much  longer !"  cried  Aunt 
Milly,  "No  such  thing,  child  !  we  are  both  the  same  relation 
to  you.  Poor  dear  Sarah !  1  forgot  to  tell  you  about  her 
voice.  Isn't  it  very  sad  she  should  have  lost  her  beautiful 
voice  ?  She  is  very  clever  too,  Milly,"  said  Aunt  Milly,  with 
a  sigh.  u  When  you  know  her  better  you  will  admire  her 
very  much." 

u  But  you  know  she  jilted  poor  papa,"  said  1,  trying  to 
laugh  and  shake  off  my  dread  of  the  veiled  woman  down- 
stairs. 

"My  dear!  she  jilted  half  the  county!"  said  Aunt  Milly, 
rather  solemnly  and  not  without  a  little  pride.  "  Your 
Aunt  Sarah  was  the  greatest  beauty  that  ever  was  seen  when 
ehe  was  as  young  as  you." 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  279 

This  speech  made  me  smile  in  spite  of  myself.  Dear  Aunt 
Milly,  perhaps,  had  been  a  little  slighted  by  the  county.  She 
had  no  compunction  about  her  sister's  prowess.  I  don't  know 
that  I  felt  very  sorry  for  her  victims  myself,  even  poor  papa,  I 
fear.  But,  ah  me  !  what  kind  of  a  woman  was  this,  I  wonder, 
that  had  been  an  enchantress  in  her  day  !  She  was  an 
enchantress  still.  She  charmed  me,  as  a  serpent,  I  could 
suppose,  might  charm  some  poor  creature.  I  wonder  if  there 
•was  any  pity  in  her,  any  feeling  that  there  was  a  God  and  a 
heaven,  and  not  merely  the  century-old  ceiling  with  the 
Mortimers'  arms  on  it,  over  her  where  she  sat  ?  I  don't  believe 
ehe  cared.  I  don't  think  there  was  anything  in  the  world  but 
her  own  will  and  inclination,  whatever  it  might  be,  that  ruled 
her  in  her  dreadful  solitude.  I  wonder  when  "she  looked  across 
her  knitting  at  such  a  human  creature  as  Aunt  Milly  how  she 
felt ;  whether  it  ever  came  into  her  head  to  wonder  which  of 
them  was  contrary  to  nature?  But  I  don't  suppose  Miss 
Mortimer  cared  anything  about  nature.  In  this  wonderful 
•world,  all  so  throbbing  with  life  and  affection,  I  think  she  must 
have  known  nothing  but  herself. 

Thinking  like  this,  you  may  suppose  I  could  not  deceive  Aunt 
Milly  to  make  her  think  I  admired  her  sister.  I  kept  off  speak- 
ing of  her  ;  which,  of  course,  though  not  quite  so  unpleasant, 
tells  one's  mind  clearly  enough.  Aunt  Milly  gave  a  little 
sigh. 

"  My  dear,  I  see  you  don't  take  to  Sarah  just  at  once.  I  was 
in  hopes  if  you  had  taken  to  each  other  she  might,  perhaps, 
have  told  you  something  of  what  is  on  her  mind.  Because, 
you  know,  after  all  we  have  heard,  something  must  be  on  her 
mind,  whether  she  shows  it  or  not.  I  am  afraid  it  is  all 
beginning  again  now,  Milly ;  but  somehow  she  hasn't  let  her 
courage  down  as  she  did  when  that  young  man  was  about 
before.  I  suppose  she's  more  prepared  now.  She  drove  out 
quite  calm  yesterday,  just  as  usual ;  though  Mr.  Luigi's  servant 
was  out  here  with  a  letter  the  very  day  I  saw  his  master  at  your 
house." 

«  So  I  heard,"  said  I. 

44 So  you  heard!  Dear!  How  did  you  hear?  I  know 
things  spread  in  the  most  dreadful  way,"  said  Aunt  Milly,  in 
great  distress  ;  "  but  to  think  that  should  have  reached  Chester 
already  !  What  did  you  hear  ?" 

"  I  heard  it  only  from  Lizzie,  my  little  maid,"  said  I,  pointing 
to  the  door  of  the  other  room.  4'  Mr.  Luigi's  servant  and  sue 
are  great  friends." 


280  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

Aunt  Milly  followed  the  movement  of  my  hand  with  her 
eyes,  a  little  awe-stricken.  "  She  must  speak  his  language, 
for  he  knows  no  English,"  she  said,  with  involuntary  respect. 
u  But  dear,  dear,  she's  only  a  child  !  To  be  sure  she'll  go  and 
publish  it  all  in  the  servants'  hall.  But  speaking  of  that,  my 
dear,  you  ought  to  have  a  proper  nurse.  I  felt  very  nervous 
about  baby  when  I  saw  her  carrying  him.  She  may  be  big, 
you  know,  but  she's  only  a  child." 

Here  Lizzie,  either  because  she  had  heard  us,  or  by  some 
sudden  inpulse  of  her  own,  knocked  pretty  loud  at  the  door.  I 
went  to  it  a  little  timidly,  rather  apprehensive  that  she  had 
been  listening,  and  meant  to  defend  herself.  I  did  Lizzie  great 
injustice  however.  She  was  standing  in  a  paroxysm  of  joyful 
impatience  on  the  other  side  of  the  door.  I  don't  believe  the 
most  injurious  expression  applied  to  herself  could  have  reached 
Lizzie's  ears  at  that  moment.  She  had  her  great  arms  stretched 
out,  stooping  over  little  Harry.  Her  face  was  perfectly  radiant 
and  flushed  with  delight.  On  they  came,  baby  tottering  on 
his  own  little  limbs,  half  triumphant,  half  terrified,  Lizzie  with 
her  wings  spread  out,  ready  to  snatch  him  up  the  moment  he 
faltered.  Anybody  may  imagine  what  I  did.  I  dropped 
down  on  the  floor  and  held  out  my  arms  to  him,  and  forgot  all 
my  troubles  for  the  moment.  When  he  came  tottering  into  my 
arms,  the  touch  of  his  little  hands  swept  all  the  cares  and 
sorrows  out  of  the  world.  It  was  not  for  long.  But  a  minute's 
joy  is  a  wonderful  cordial ;  it  strengthens  one's  heart. 

"  And  oh,  mem  !"  cried  Lizzie,  lifting  her  apron  to  her  eyes, 
"  the  Captain  '11  see  him  afore  he  gangs  away  !" 

"  Go  and  fetch  him,"  cried  Aunt  Milly,  turning  her  out  of 
the  room.  Aunt  Milly  was  nearly  as  delighted  as  she  was ;  but 
she  saw  it  was  hard  upon  me  to  be  continually  reminded  that 
Harry  was  to  be  gone  so  soon.  By  way  of  putting  it  out  of 
my  mind,  she  began  such  a  lecture  about  letting  babies  walk 
too  soon,  and  about  weak  ankles  and  bowed  legs  and  all  kinds 
of  horrors,  that  I  snatched  my  boy  up  on  my  knee,  and  was  as 
much  alarmed  as  I  had  been  overjoyed.  When  Harry  came, 
and  found  me  half  frightened  to  allow  baby  to  exhibit  his  new 
accomplishment,  and  Aunt  Milly  doing  her  best  to  soften  down 
her  own  declarations,  and  convince  me  that  she  referred  to 
babies  in  general,  and  not  to  my  boy,  he  burst  into  fits  of 
laughter.  I  rather  think  he  kissed  us  all  round,  Aunt  Milly 
and  all.  He  was  in  very  high  spirits  that  day.  It  did  not  occur 
to  him  what  a  struggle  1  had  corne  through  before  1  over- 
came Miss  Mortimer's  temptation  ;  he  was  contented  to  think 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  281 

I  had  fainted  from  heat  and  excitement  and  all  the  fatigue  I 
had  been  exposed  to  of  late  ;  and  it  was  a  comfort  to  him  to 
have  my  real  voluntary  consent  to  his  going  away.  Then  this 
was  to  be  my  home,  and  here  was  my  dear  kind  friend  beside 
me.  His  heart  rose,  he  laughed  out  his  amusement  and 
pleasure  with  the  freedom  of  a  young  man  in  the  height  of  his 
strength  and  hope.  The  sound  startled  the  unaccustomed 
walls.  I  saw  Aunt  Milly  look  at  him  with  a  kind  of  delighted 
surprise  and  pleasure.  Youth  had  not  been  here  for  long.  I 
wondored  did  manhood,  after  Harry's  fashion  of  it,  belong  to 
the  Mortimers  at  all  ?  Many  a  day  since,  sitting  in  these  silent 
rooms,  the  echo  of  Harry's  laugh  has  come  back  to  me  ringing 
like  silver  bells.  Ah,  hush !  we  shall  all  laugh  when  he  comes 
back. 

But  when  Lizzie  came  to  take  her  charge,  the  expression  of 
t^e  girl's  face  had  completely  changed.  She  took  the  child  away 
with  a  certain  frightened  gravity  that  had  a  great  effect  upon 
me.  Aunt  Milly  had  left  me  by  this  time,  and  Harry  had  gone 
out  to  see  the  grounds,  leaving  me  to  rest.  Resting  was  not 
very  much  in  my  way  ;  of  course  I  got  up  from  the  sofa  the 
moment  they  were  gone.  What  good  would  it  do  me,  docs 
anybody  suppose,  to  lie  there  and  murder  myself  with  think- 
ing? I  went  after  Lizzie  to  ask  her  what  was  wrong.  Lizzie 
was  very  slow  to  answer.  There  was  "naething  wrang;  she 
wasna  minding.  The  man  in  blacks  had  asked  if  she  was  the 
nurse  or  the  nursery-maid.  But  it's  no  my  place  to  answer 
questions,"  said  Lizzie,  with  indignation,  "  and  thae  English 
they're  that  saucy,  they  pretend  they  dinna  ken  what  I'm 
saying.  Eh,  I  would  just  like  to  let  them  ken,  leddies  and 
gentlemen  ay  ken  grand  what  I'm  saying!  but  they've  nae 
education  :  'Menico  says  that  hirnsel'." 

"  But  what  does  'Menico  know  about  education,  Lizzie  ?" 
said  I. 

Lizzie  looked  much  affronted.  "  He  mayna  maybe  ken 
English,"  she  said,  "but  he  may  be  a  good  scholar  for  a'  that. 
The  tither  maids  just  gape  and  cry  La !  when  he  takes  the 
dictionary,  and  laugh  at  every  word  he  says.  He  says  they've 
nae  education,  thae  English.  He's  no'  a  common  servant-man 
like  that  man  in  blacks.  He  kens  a'  the  gentlemen's  business 
and  what  he's  wantin',  and  everything  about  it.  Eh," 
cried  Lizzie,  opening  her  eyes  wide,  and  glancing  behind 
her  with  involuntary  caution,  "  do  you  think  yon  would 
be  for?" 

u  Who  ?"  said  I.    Was  it  possible  that  Lizzie  knew  ? 


282  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

"  Mem  !"  said  Lizzie,  with  national  unconscious  skill  and  tha 
deepest  earnestness,  "  do  you  think  there's  ony  witches  in  thia 
country,  like  what  there  was  lang  syne  ?" 

I  was  a  little  startled  by  the  question  ;  it  brought  back  to 
my  mind  in  an  instant  that  extraordinary  picture  which  had  so 
great  an  effect  on  my  own  imagination, — the  veiled  woman  at 
her  knitting  with  the  screen  behind  her  chair. 

u  Or  the  Evil  Eye,"  continued  Lizzie,  with  a  little  gasp  of 
visionary  terror ;  "oh  dinna  say,  if  ye  please,  that  I'm  to  bring 
him  into  yon  muckle  room  !  for  I  would  do  some  ill  to  the  house, 
or  her,  or  myself — and  would  be  carried,  and  no  ken  what  I 
was  doing,  if  she  put  any  of  her  cantrips  upon  our  bairn !" 

"  Lizzie!"  cried  I,  "  child,  you  forget  what  you  are  saying, 
and  where  you  are  !" 

u  Oh  no,  no'  me !"  cried  Lizzie  with  vehement  tears  in  her 
eyes  ;  "  but,  Mem,  it  maun  be  her  ;  there's  nae  other  leddy 
except  our  leddy  in  this  house.  And  if  I  was  never  to  say 
another  word,  she's  no  canny  ;  I  ken  she's  no  canny,  if  it  was 
only  what  Domenico  says." 

"  In  the  name  of  wonder  what  does  Domenico  say  ?"  cried  I, 
driven  to  despair  by  the  wild  words  in  which  there  was  no 
meaning.  I  don't  believe  she  knew  herself  what  the  meaning 
was. 

Lizzie  stopped  short  and  repeated,  with  a  puzzled  and 
troubled  glance  at  me,  u  When  it's  a  long  story  it's  awfu' 
fickle  to  ken,"  she  said,  slowly;  "but  just  that  yon's  the 
leddy.  Eh,  I  dinna  ken  what  they  ca'  her  right,  nor  what  ill- 
will  they  have  at  her  ;  but  'Menico,  he  says — he  says — Mem, 
you'll  no  be  angry,  it  wasna  me, — he  says  she's  the  deil 
himseiy 

"  Lizzie,"  said  I,  in  considerable  agitation,  "  try  to  recollect; 
Miss  Milly  wants  to  know ;  what  does  Domenico  say?" 

Lizzie  blushed,  and  made  a  long  pause  again.  "  You  see  it's 
the  Dictionary,  Mem,"  she  said,  with  a  sigh.  "  When  he'a 
tired  looking  up  the  words,  he  just  gi'es  a  great  burst  out  in  the 
Italian,  and  thinks  he's  explained  it  a'.  It's  awfu'  fickle  when 
it's  a  lang  story  ;  but  just  it's  her ;  and  eh !  I'm  sure  she's  no 
canny  by  what  Domenico  says." 

I  had  to  be  content  with  this  very  unsatisfactory  conclusion. 
It  was  all  Lizzie  could  give  me, — it  was  her;  and  she  was  a 
dreaded  mysterious  person  against  whom  the  Italian  was 
struggling  in  vain.  I  felt  a  strange  thrill  of  curiosity,  deeply 
as  my  own  mind  was  pre-occupied.  Was  it  a  melodrama  or  a 
tragedy  I  was  about  to  be  preesnt  at?  The  crisis,  whatever  \\ 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  283 

might  be,  could  not  be  long  delayed.  What  part  were  we  to 
play  in  it  ?  why  did  she  want  Harry  to  stay  ?  I  did  not  say 
anything  either  to  him  or  Aunt  M.illy  of  Lizzie's  communication 
or  my  own  fancies;  but  it  seemed  to  me  somehow,  when  I 
passed  through  the  rooms  or  along  the  passages  that  a  certain 
tingling  stillness,  the  pause  before  the  storm,  was  closing  round 
and  round  about  the  house. 


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CHAPTER  VI. 

"  1  VJ'E  were  interrupted  in  our  talk  yesterday,"  said  Aunt 

W  Milly,  "but  I  have  not  forgotten  what  you  said 
about  your  little  maid.  My  dear,  I  don't  think  it  is  worth 
your  while  to  warn  her  against  talking  about  such  matters. 
When  they  think  a  thing's  important,  they  are  all  the  more 
likely  to  talk." 

"  But  you  don't  know  Lizzie,"  said  I. 

"  No,"  said  Aunt  Milly,  doubtfully.  "  I  always  have  heard 
the  Scotch  were  faithful  servants  ;  but  it's  undeniable  that  they 
do  love  to  talk.  Besides,  she's  only  a  child.  My  dear,  has  she 
any  particular  claim  upon  you?" 

"Only  that  she  is  an  orphan,"  said  I,  "like  Harry  and 
me." 

"  Ah,  dear  child !  there's  two  of  you  ;  it  does  not  matter  to 
you,"  cried  Aunt  Milly ;  then  she  continued,  rather  anxiously, 
"  I'd  like  to  know,  however,  what  she  can  tell  about  this,  Milly. 
Ellis  told  me  a  confused  story  about  a  foreign  man  coining 
with  a  letter,  and  that  he  insisted  on  seeing  the  lady — the 
lady  !  and  couldn't  talk  no  more  sense,  Ellis  says.  I  understood 
by  the  description,  it  must  be  that  man.  There  couldn't  be  two 
fat  foreign  serving-men  in  a  quiet  county  like  this ;  and 
Carson,  *  as  happened  to  be  in  the  hall  at  the  moment,'  Ellis 
tells  me,  spoke  to  him,  '  and  they  arguifyed  for  long  in  a  queer 
language.'  and  then  he  went  away.  I  don't  know  any  more  of 
it,  my  dear.  This  Lizzie  of  yours,  if  she  can  understand 
that  man,  and  he  told  her  of  it,  I  wonder  does  she  know  any 
more?" 

Then  I  told  her  of  the  further  particulars  which  had  come 
under  Lizzie's  observation,  the  letter  returned  and  destroyed. 
Aunt  Milly  once  more  grew  a  good  deal  excited.  She  walked 
about  the  room  with  a  troubled  face,  and  many  exclamations  ; 
but  on  the  whole  it  gave  her  comfort.  u  My  dear,  she  can't  be 
afraid  of  him  now,"  said  Aunt  Milly  ;  and  with  this  piece  of 
consolation  she  went  away  strengthened  to  her  many  businesses, 
for  everything  evidently  is  in  her  hands.  That  eldest  sister  of 
hers,  whom  I  cannot  call  by  any  name  of  love,  takes  no 


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to  anything.  When  she  does  talk,  she  talks  as  if  she  v«re  the 
sole  mistress  and  ruler  of  the  house ;  \>ut  Aunt  Milly,  though  I 
understand  they  are  quite  equal  in  their  rights,  has  all  the 
trouble.  It  is  very  strange,  but  I  could  not  feel  so  comfortable 
about  her  sending  back  that  letter  as  Aunt  Milly  did.  To  tell 
the  plain  truth,  a  very  distinct  suspicion  had  entered  into  my 
mind  about  her.  It  flashed  upon  me  when  Mr.  Luigi  was 
speaking  of  her,  and  it  grew  stronger  and  stronger  every  hour 
I  spent  in  the  same  room,  though  how  it  could  be,  was  more 
than  by  any  amount  of  thinking  I  could  divine.  I  will  riot 
say  what  my  fancy  was ;  I  was  always  too  imaginative.  I  don't 
want  to  commit  myself  till  I  see  whether  anything  will  occur  to 
bear  me  out.  - 

The  next  day  was  wet,  and  I  had  abundant  means  of  seeing 
Miss  Mortimer.  I  think  my  foolish  faint  that  first  day  had 
quite  settled  me  in  her  opinion.  She  saw  I  was  a  nobody 
from  that  moment.  Accordingly  all  that  rainy  afternoon  I  sat 
by  her  in  the  strangest  unsocial  way.  The  fire  was  still  kept 
up,  though  the  weather  was  warm ;  and  Aunt  Milly  had 
stationed  me  in  her  own  easy  chair,  opposite  her  sister,  and 
commanding  the  entire  length  of  the  room  so  that  I  could  see 
who  entered  at  the  door,  though  Miss  Mortimer  could  neither 
eee 'or  be  seen  by  any  one  coming:  in.  The  five  great  windows 
were  all  very  naked  and  bare,  the  curtains  drawn  back,  and 
the  blinds  drawn  up,  according  to  Miss  Mortimer's  fancy  ;  she 
had  always  an  amount  of  twilight  at  her  command  by  move- 
ment of  her  screen.  These  five  long  lines  of  cold  broad  light, 
the  cloudy  sky  looking  full  down  upon  us,  and  the  blasts  of 
rain  driving  against  the  cold  transparent  fence  of  glass  which 
separated  us  from  that  outdoor  world,  where  the  early  flowers 
hung  their  heads  in  the  rain,  and  the  shrubs  cowered  and 
drew  together  in  the  fitful  gusts  of  wind,  gave  an  extraordinary 
atmosphere  to  the  picture.  Then  that  long  great  mirror  at  the 
end  of  the  room  repeated  the  five  windows  in  strange  per- 
spective, and  reflected  all  the  maze  of  space  and  crowd  of 
furniture  in  bars  of  light  and  shadow ;  while  here,  in  the 
centre,  played  the  uncertain  glow  of  the  fire,  much  too  warm, 
and  making  the  air  feel  unnatural ;  and  close  before  me  sat 
Miss  Mortimer  with  the  screen  carefully  drawn  round  her 
chair.  She  had  on  her  usual  dress — her  muslin  scarf  or  shawl, 
I  forget  which,  lined  with  pale  blue  silk,  and  ribbons  of  the 
Bame  colour  in  her  cap,  and  black  lace  mits  upon  her  thin 
hands,  which,  when  she  happened  to  stop  for  a  moment,  she 
rubbed  slowly  before  the  fire.  She  did  not  t*llr  tp  me.  I 


280  TJie  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

understand  it  was  very  rarely  she  talked  to  any  one. 
as  if  it  wore  some  weird  work  she  was  about,  she  knitted  off  ; 
but  sometimes,  as  I  was  conscious,  lifted  her  eyes  from  her 
knitting,  and  continuing  her  work  all  the  time,  surveyed  me 
as  I  sat  helpless  before  her.  Every  time  the  door  of  the  room 
happened  to  open  she  repeated  this.  I  felt  her  stare  at  me,  as 
she  might  have  stared  at  a  mirror,  to  see  who  had  entered  the 
»oom  ;  and  it  is  impossible  to  describe  how  I  felt  under  that 
look.  I  durst  not  answer  it  by  turning  my  eyes  upon  her  ;  but 
looking  past  her  at  the  door,  as  one  naturally  does  when  the 
door  of  the  room  opens — and  knowing  her  gaze  to  be  fixed  on 
me,  I  faltered,  I  trembled,  my  face  burned  in  spite  of  myself. 
This  went  on  till,  in  desperation,  I  fairly  answered  her  look  ; 
then  my  feelings  changed.  Those  blue  eyes,  which  must  have 
paled  and  chilled  with  age,  were  gazing  with  a  watchful  dread 
in  my  face.  It  was  not  me  she  was  looking  at.  Her  hands 
went  on,  in  their  dreadful  inhuman  occupation,  while  she 
found  in  my  face  a  reflection  of  who  it  was  that  went  in,  or 
out,  by  that  door  behind  her.  It  might  be  a  habit  she  had 
got  into  ;  bub  I  could  read  in  her  eyes  that  she  sat  there  in 
full  expectation  of  somebody  or  something  arriving  suddenly, 
which  might  startle  and  distress  everybody  else,  but  which  she 
knew.  Again,  I  saw  the  same  contrast  which  I  had  seen 
between  Aunt  Milly  and  Mr.  Luigi.  This  woman,  like  the 
Italian,  was  in  no  perplexity.  She  was  not  confused  with  a 
mystery  she  could  not  comprehend,  as  Aunt  Milly  was.  She 
knew  something  was  coming,  and  what  was  coming,  and 
was  prepared  to  defend  herself,  and  hide  her  shame  to  the 
death. 

Hide  her  shame!  oh,  how  do  I  dare  say  it;  how  could  I 
venture  to  say  that  she  had  disgraced  herself,  or  even  to  think 
so  ?  There  she  sat,  clothed  in  a  double  respect,  even  by  reason 
of  all  that  made  her  so  unlovely  and  distasteful  to  me,  the  real 
great  lady  of  the  house,  served  by  everybody,  imagining  herself 
quite  supreme  ;  the  head  of  the  house,  though  she  transferred 
all  the  trouble  of  it  to  other  shoulders ;  Miss  Mortimer,  of  the 
Park,  a  spotless  maiden  lady,  who  might  have  been,  as  the 
common  story  went,  had  she  chosen  to  marry,  almost  of  any 
rank  she  pleased.  All  that  I  knew  ;  but  as  I  gazed  at  her,  tb.3 
wild  sudden  fancy  that  had  seized  me  before,  grew  stronger  and 
stronger.  A  kind  of  loathing  took  possession  of  me.  Shame 
may  be  dreadful,  must  be  dreadful ;  but  to  deserve  it,  and  yet 
to  escape  it — to  know  one's  self  guilty,  and  fight  all  one's  life 
against  the  penalty — to  shut  one's  self  up,  heart  and  voice,  likQ 


The  Last,  of  me  ALoriimers.  28? 

that  in  a  corner,  waiting  for  the  discovery  and  exposure  which 
has  become  inevitable — and  resolute  by  every  lie  and  expedient 
of  falsehood  to  resist  and  baffle  it — the  sight  was  hideous  to  me. 
I  turned  away  from  her  with  a  feeling  of  sickness — then  in  the 
impulse  of  the  moment  I  spoke. 

"  Should  not  you  like  to  take  this  seat,  Miss  Mortimer,  if  you 
wish  to  see  who  comes  in  at  the  door  V" 

"How  do  you  know,"  she  cried,  in  her  strangled  voice,  "that 
I  wish  to  see  who  comes  in  at  the  door?" 

a  I  can  see  it  in  your  eyes,"  said  1.  I  could  not  help  a  little 
shudder  as  I  spoke.  Her  only  answer  was  to  draw  a  little 
further  back  into  the  twilight  of  her  screen.  I  don't  think  she 
looked  at  me  again ;  but  she  did  something  else  when  Ellis  came 
in  the  next  time,  which  was  quite  as  characteristic.  She  listened 
visibly,  with  an  extraordinary  intentness  ;  her  knitting  stopped, 
though  her  eyes  were  bent  on  it.  I  could  fancy  she  must  have 
heard  the  very  vibration  of  the  man's  foot  upon  the  floor,  and 
satisfied  herself  by  its  sound  what  it  was. 

"  Miss  Milly's  compliments,  ma'am,  and  will  you  please  step 
into  the  library  a  moment,"  said  Ellis  to  me. 

"  Who's  in  the  library,  eh  ?"  interrupted  Miss  Mortimer, 
before  I  could  speak - 

Ellis  faced  round  upon  her  slowly,  with  evident  surprise  :  "  I 
don't  know  as  it's  nobody,  ma'am,"  said  the  man  ;  "  Miss  Miily 
has  something  to  show  the  young  lady." 

"  Who's  in  the  house  ?  why  don't  you  answer  me?  You  are 
making  up  a  story,"  cried  Miss  Mortimer,  almost  with  a 
shriek. 

"  Nobody,  as  I  know  on,  but  the  Captain,  as  is  in  the  stables, 
ma'am,  looking  at  the  colt,"  said  Ellis,  doggedly,  "  and  Miss 
Milly,  as  is  waiting  in  the  library  for  the  young  lady,  with  some 
pictures  to  show  to  her,  as  it  looked  to  me  ;  nor  likely  to  come 
neither  on  such  a  day." 

Instead  of  resenting  this  speech  as  I  supposed,  Miss  Mortimer 
smiled  to  herself  with  a  nod.  She  gave  a  glance  out  from  her 
screen  at  the  blank  of  cloudy  sky  and  the  falling  rain.  It 
seemed  to  soothe  her  somehow.  She  relapsed  back  again,  and 
resumed  her  knitting,  without  looking  at  or  speaking  to  me. 
Did  it  relieve  her  to  be  told  that  nobody  was  likely  to  come  on 
such  a  day  ?  Could  she  imagine  a  spring  shower  was  motive 
enough  to  keep  the  avenging  truth  away?  I  cannot  tell.  Who 
could  tell  ?  I  might  be  wronging  her  cruelly  to  think  of 
any  avenger  on  his  way.  But  I  left  the  room,  leaving  her 
there  with  the  blank  clouds  and  rain,  with  the  solitary 


288  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

gleam  of  the  decaying  fire,  in  the  heavy  silence  and  broad 
light  of  the  vast  room.  She  was  standing  at  bay,  grim 
arid  desperate ;  but  she  could  actnally  imagine  that  the 
fate  which  pursued  her  would  be  kept  away  by  the  April 
shower  !  I  cannot  express  all  the  wonder,  pity,  and  horror  that 
come  over  my  heart — such  strange,  strange,  inconsequent 
blendings  of  the  dreadful  and  the  foolish  were  not  in  any  phi« 
losophy  of  inino* 


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CHAPTER   ViL 

T  FOUND  Aunt  Milly  in  the  library  with  some  miniatures 
J_  spread  out  before  her.  She  wanted  to  show  them  to  me.  I 
can't  tell  very  well  what  had  suggested  this  to  her.  She  was  kept 
indoors  by  the  rain,  and  with  this  standing  uneasiness  in  her 
mind,  Aunt  Milly  naturally  sought  for  some  means  of  returning 
to  a  discussion  of  the  subject  that  engaged  all  her  thoughts. 
She  made  me  sit  down  by  her,  and  silently  put  one  after  another 
before  me.  I  could  see  clearly  enough  what  she  meant.  A 
certain  family  resemblance  ran  through  them  all,  a  resem- 
blance which  Aunt  Milly  herself  had  escaped,  and  of  which 
I  believe  there  was  not  a  trace  in  my  features.  But  one 
after  another  these  portraits  recalled  to  me  the  young  Italian's 
lace. 

"  I  ought  to  tell  you,"  said  Aunt  Milly  in  a  tremulous  tone, 
*'  what  has  occurred  to  my  own  mind.  1  have  thought  of  it  for 
some  time,  but  it's  so  very  unlikely  that  I  never  could  allow 
myself  to  think  it.  I  do  believe  he  must  be  my  father's  son. 
Yes,  you  may  well  be  surprised.  I  can't  think  anything  else 
but  that  my  father  must  have  married  and  had  a  son,  and  Sarah 
somehow  had  bullied  him  into  leaving  the  child  behind,  and 
we've  been  deceivers  all  this  time,  and  the  Park  has  never  been 
ours." 

"  But,  dear  Aunt  Milly,"  cried  I,  "  with  all  these  terrible 
thoughts,  why  don't  you  satisfy  yourself.  If  you  tell  Miss 
Mortimer  how  much  you  have  found  out,  she  certainly  cannot 
help  clearing  up  the  rest." 

'*  Ah !  but  she  can  help  it — she  is  not  carried  away  by  her 
feelings ;  she  knows  better  than  to  bo  surprised  or  anything 
like  that.  Lhave  asked  her  and  been  none  the  better  for  it," 
cried  Aunt  Milly,  "  and  the  young  man  will  not  tell  me  either. 
Milly,  hush  !  there  is  certainly  some  one  at  the  door." 

The  door  bell  at  the  Park  was  a  peculiar  one — it  had  a 
solemn  cathedral  sort  of  sound  that  rolled  through  the  whole 
house,  and  it  was  only  used  by  strangers  or  visitors  on  cere- 


290  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

mony.     Both  of  us  started  violently  when  we  heard  it ;  it  came 
upon  our  consultations  like  a  sudden  alarm  of  battle. 

"  It  rains  as  bad  as  ever ;  on  such  a  day  who  can  ring  the 
great  bell  at  our  door  ?"  cried  Aunt  Milly.  "  God  help  us  !  if 
my  father  walked  in  at  that  door,  I  should  not  feel  it  was  any- 
thing out  of  the  way.  Nothing  would  surprise  me  now." 

I  could  not  make  her  any  answer.  We  both  sat  perfectly 
silent,  waiting  for  what  was  to  come.  As  if  to  heighten  the 
excitement  of  the  moment,  the  rain,  which  had  been  failing 
steadily  all  day,  suddenly  became  violent,  and  dashed  against 
the  windows  in  torrents.  Through  all  this  we  could  hear  the 
great  door  opened  and  the  sound  of  voices.  My  thoughts 
travelled  into  the  great  vacant  drawing-room  where  these 
sounds  could  not  fail  to  reach  Miss  Mortimer  within  her  screen. 
What  was  she  doing?  Could  she  be  sitting  there  still,  dumb 
and  desperate,  listening  but  not  looking,  with  a  pride  and 
resistance  more  dreadful  in  its  self-control  than  the  wildest 
passions !  I  trembled  with  suspense  and  wondering  anxiety  in 
spite  of  myself.  As  for  Aunt  Milly,  the  miniatures  she  was 
looking  at  fell  out  of  her  hands.  She  covered  her  eyes  for  an 
instant,  and  then  lifted  her  scared  and  pallid  face  to  the  door, 
as  if  she  could  hear  the  approaching  sounds  better,  for  having 
her  eyes  fixed  that  way.  There  was  a  pause  that  I  suppose  did 
not  endure  a  minute,  but  which  looked  like  an  hour.  Then  a 
soft  tap  at  the  door  ;  then  Ellis  entered,  looking  half  as  pale 
and  anxious  as  we  did — vaguely  frightened  he  could  not  tell 
how. 

"  Miss  Milly,"  he  said,  in  a  hasty  troubled  voice,  "  the 
gentleman  is  here  as  wants  Miss  Mortimer :  what  am  I  to 
do?" 

The  old  mistress  and  the  old  servant  looked  at  each  other. 
The  man  did  not  know  anything,  but  he  knew  the  involuntary 
suspicion  and  dread  that  had  somehow  gathered  about  the 
house. 

"  What  are  we  to  do?  God  help  us,  Ellis,  I  know  no  more 
than  the  baby  !"  cried  Aunt  Milly  under  her  breath. 

She  was  carried  by  her  excitement  beyond  her  usual  dis- 
cretion. I  interposed  as  I  best  could. 

"  Let  it  come  to  the  crisis !"  cried  I,  not  being  well  awg.ru 
•what  I  said  ;  "it  must  be  best  to  know  qlearly  Aunt  Milly — 
hush  ! — recollect,  you  know  nothing — let  him  go  in." 

She  made  a  convulsive  pause  .and  restrained  herself ;  and 
then  the  usual  keeping  up  of  appearances  recurred  to  her 
mind.  "My  sister's  voice!  you  know,  Milly,"  she  said. 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  291 

turning  to  me  as  if  with  a  kind  of  apology, — "  who — who  is 
it,  Ellis?" 

"  It's — it's  the  foreign  gentleman,  ma'am,"  said  Ellis,  with  a 
sympathetic  faltering  of  his  voice. 

"Then  show  him  in  to  Miss  Mortimer?"  cried  Aunt  Milly 
with  a  gasp  over  the  words.  "  You  shouldn't  have  spoken  so, 
my  dear,"  she  said  as  soon  as  he  was  gone,  "  servants  have 
nothing  to  do  with  our  private  affairs.  Dear,  dear,  it's 
surely  very  cold.  It's  the  storm  come  on  so  suddenly — a  hail- 
storm, I  declare.  Don't  you  feel,  Milly,  how  cold  the  air  has 
grown  ?" 

I  made  no  answer,  and  she  did  not  expect  any.  She  went  up 
close  to  the  library  door,  and  stood  there  as  if  listening,  shiver- 
ing now  and  then  with  the  nervous  chill  of  her  own  emotion. 
We  heard  the  drawing-room  door  open  and  shut, — then  silence, 
silence,  something  positive,  not  merely  an  absence  of  sound.  I 
stood  by  the  table  trembling,  fancying  I  saw  the  stranger  pass, 
as  if  through  a  picture,  up  that  empty-seeming  room,  with  the 
cold  chill  daylight  spying  in,  and  the  motionless,  conscious 
creature  who  feared  and  yet  defied  him  lurking  behind  that 
screen.  Would  she  speak  to  him?  If  she  did  it  would  not  be 
with  that  stifled  whispering  voice.  What  communication  would 
pass  between  them?  Would  the  old  walls  groan  with  some 
dark  secret  fatal  to  their  honour?  The  very  air  tingled 
round  us  in  the  dead  calm  of  the  house.  Surely  it  never  was 
so  noiseless  before.  As  for  Aunt  Milly,  she  stood  before  me 
shivering  at  the  door,  sometimes  putting  her  hand  upon  the 
*«ck,  then  drawing  back  in  irresolute  terror.  This  lasted  for 
sortis.  time,  though  most  likely  for  not  half  so  long  as  I  imagined 
it  did  ;  then  she  turned  to  me,  wringing  her  hands  and  bursting 
out  into  tears  and  cries. 

"  I  cannot  leave  her  alone  any  longer,  Milly,"  she  said  in 
broken  words.      "  I  cannot   desert  her    in  time    of  need 
and  made  as  though  she  would  leave  the  room,   and  then 
returned  and  sank  into  a  chair  and  hid  her   face    in  her 
hands. 

She  was  entirely  overwhelmed  and  broken  down.  All  I 
could  do  for  her.  was  to  get  a  shawl  which  hung  over  the 
sofa,  and  wrap  it  round  her.  All  this  had  been  too  much  for 
her  strength. 

In  the  midst  of  our  suspense,  Harry  came  suddenly  in  upon 
us.  The  sound  of  his  honest  frank  step  ringing  into  the 
library,  startled  me  back  to  life  again,  and  even  Aunt  Milly 
lifted  up  her  blanched  face  expecting  him  to  bring  some  news. 


292  The  Last  of  tlie  Mortimers. 

Harry  looked  startled  and  curious,  and  did  not  grow  less  so  aa 
he  looked  at  our  agitated  faces. 

"What  is  the  matter,  Milly?"  he  cried.  "I  passed  the 
drawing-room  windows  just  now,  and  looked  in  thinking 
to  see  you.  Miss  Mortimer  was  standing  at  a  table  looking 
over  some  papers,  and  by  her  side  was  Luigi,  talking  very 
earnestly.  By  Jove !  to  see  thorn  standing  there  you  would 
have  said  they  were  mother  and  son." 

At  these  words  Aunt  Milly  lifted  up  her  head,  listening, — but 
Harry's  expression  did  not  seem  to  strike  her  ;  she  held  up  her 
finger  and  cried  "  Hark!" 

The  silence  was  broken.  A  bell  evidently  rung — a  door 
hastily  opened— startled  us  all  three  standing  together.  "  Shall 
Harry  go  after  him  ?"  cried  I,  seeing  how  it  was  and  pointing 
Harry  to  the  door ;  but  Aunt  Milly  would  not,  or  perhaps 
could  not,  suppose  that  the  visitor  was  merely  going  away. 
She  sprang  up,  crying,  "  She  must  be  ill!"  and  rushed  out  of 
the  library.  1  followed  her,  alarmed,  but  not  for  Miss  Morti- 
mer. I  saw  Luigi  standing  at  the  open  door,  just  about  to  go 
out  into  the  cold  rainy  world  out  of  doors,  but  Aunt  Milly  did 
not  see  him.  She  rushed  forward  blindly  into  the  room  where 
she  supposed  her  sister  to  be  ill. 

When  I  rushed  in  after  her  I  found  the  usual  positions  of  the 
two  ladies  much  reversed.  Miss  Mortimer  was  standing 
between  the  fire  and  the  window,  looking  at  her  sister  with  a 
certain  fierce  scorn.  Aunt  Milly  had  sunk  down  in  utter 
exhaustion  and  bewilderment  upon  a  large  ottoman.  The  two 
were  looking  at  each  other.  Aunt  Milly  all  trembling,  pallid, 
and  anxious.  Miss  Mortimer,  with  her  head  more  erect  than 
usual,  her  muslin  mantle  hanging  back  from  her  shoulders,  her 
attitude  very  rigid  and  exact,  and  no  symptom  of  excitement 
about  her,  save  in  the  slight  hurried  incessant  movement  of  her 
head  and  hands.  A  mere  spectator  would  have  said  she  was  the 
judge  and  the  other  the  culprit.  It  was  an  extraordinary 
scene. 

"What  did  he  say?  Who  is  he?  What  does  he  want? 
Sarah,  tell  me  for  the  love  of  heaven,"  cried  Aunt  Milly  in  her 
agony  of  distress  and  terror. 

"Who  is  he?  I  am  not  a  girl  to  distinguish  any  one 
person  by  that  name,"  said  Miss  Mortimer. 

Then  she  went  back  steadily  to  her  chair,  and  sat  down  in 
it  and  took  up  her  knitting. 

"Any  one  who  thinks  to  surprise  me  into  speaking  of 
my  private  affairs,  is  mistaken,"  she  said  after  a  while. 


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"  Gossips  like  you  may  talk  as  they  please ;  but  what  belongs 
to  UK-  is  mine,  and  nobody  in  the  world  has  a  right  to  ask  what 
I  either  do  or  say." 

That  was  all.  She  never  opened  her  lips  again  that  day. 
She  sat  there  rigid,  pretending  to  work  ;  she  did  not  work 
however.  I  noticed  that  to  keep  her  hands  and  her  head  from 
excessive  trembling  was  almost  more  than  she  was  able  for ; 
but  the  day  passed  without  any  disclosuie.  I  believe  now  she 
would  die  sooner  than  make  any  sign. 


v;,?4  iK    Last  of  the  Mortimers, 


CHAPTER  VIII. 

was  a  very  miserable  day.  I  cannot  fa~cy  a  ir.ore 
JL  uncomfortable  position  for  a  Granger  than  that  of  being 
thrust  into  some  distressing  family  secret,  almost  immediately 
after  his  or  her  introduction  to  the  family  in  which  it  exists. 
This  was  just  what  had  happened  to  me.  I  was  kept  one  way 
or  the  other  between  those  two  sisters  all  the  day.  AuntMilly 
kept  continually  appealing  to  me  with  her  eyes,  for  conversation 
would  not  keep  up  its  fluctuating  and  feeble  existence  in  pre- 
sence of  that  figure  within  the  shelter  of  the  screen ;  and  my 
unlucky  position  of  confidante  must  have  been  so  apparent  that 
I  should  not  have  wondered  at  any  degree  of  dislike  or  displea- 
sure which  Miss  Mortimer  could  have  shown  me.  She  did  not 
show  any,  however ;  i  could  discern  no  signs  of  aversion  to  me, 
What  am  I  saying?  I  could  discern  no  signs  of  any  human 
feeling  whatever  in  her  appearance  and  behaviour  that  day. 
My  impression  was  that  the  sole  thing  with  which  her  mind 
was  occupied,  was  the  effort  to  keep  her  head  steady,  and  over- 
come the  nervous,  tremulous  motion  which  agitated  her  frame. 
It  was  a  relic,  it  might  be  an  evidence,  of  some  unseen  tempest. 
But  I  am  firmly  convinced  that  this  was  the  subject  of  all  her 
thoughts.  I  watched,  I  must  confess,  with  intense  curiosity, 
though  as  quietly  as  possible,  that  she  might  not  see  I  was 
watching  her,  every  movement  she  made.  But  she  did  not 
notice  me ;  she  scarcely  noticed  anybody  ;  she  was  careless  of 
what  other  people  were  thinking  ;  what  she  laboured  after,  all 
that  miserable,  lingering,  rainy  night  was  to  get  the  command 
of  herself.  She  never  ventured  to  unbend  her  attitude  in  the 
slightest  degree.  She  set  her  teeth  together  sometimes,  and 
made  her  face  look  ghastly  ;  but  she  could  not  keep  down  that 
external  symptom  of  the  trouble  or  tempest  within.  Her  head 
kept  moving  with  an  incessant  tremble  ;  her  hands  were  too 
much  agitated  to  pursue  their  work.  She  kept  the  knitting- 
pins  in  her  fingers,  and  held  them  rigidly  together,  as  if  she 
were  knitting,  and  sometimes  made  a  few  convulsive  stitches, 
and  dropt  them  again,  and  bent  in  a  tragical  dismal  confusion 
over  that  trifling  occupation  of  hers,  which  had  grown  so  weird 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  295 

an  adjunct  of  herself  to  me.  I  watched  her  with  a  certain 
horror  and  pity  which  I  cannot  describe.  It  was  not  hei  paltry 
wealth  and  lands  she  was  defending ;  it  was  her  honour  and  her 
life.  There  she  sat  a  solitary  desperate  creature  driven  to  bay, 
with  dear  Aunt  Milly's  vague  terrors  and  anxieties  revolving 
about  her ;  but  conscious  in  herself  of  a  misery  and  danger  far 
transcending  anything  in  her  innocent  sister's  thoughts.  Life 
and  honour  !  but  I  believed  there  was  no  way  in  this  world  to 
defend  them  but  by  unnatural  falsehood,  cruelty,  and  wrong, 
and  that  she  did  not  shrink  from  these  means  of  upholding 
herself.  Perhaps  even  a  virtuous  struggle  would  have  exer- 
cised less  fascination,  than  the  sight  of  that  desperate  guilty 
secret  resistance.  I  could  not  keep  my  eyes  from  Miss  Morti- 
mer. There  was  something  terrible  to  me  in  her  convulsive 
efforts  after  stillness,  and  in  the  nervous  motion  which  con- 
tinually betrayed  her,  and  which  no  exertions  on  her  part  could 
overcome. 

But  she  sat  out  all  the  lengthy  lingering  hours  of  that 
evening,  after  dinner,  for  they  departed  from  their  usual  customs 
at  that  time,  and  dined  late  out  of  compliment  to  Harry.  We 
did  try  to  talk  a  little,  but  Aunt  Milly's  thoughts  were  all  astray 
upon  one  subject,  and  she  was  continually  breaking  off  in 
abrupt  conclusions  which  irresistibly  suggested  the  engrossing 
matter  which  she  dared  not  enter  upon.  Miss  Mortimer,  mean- 
while, attempted  to  read  her  Times;  but  whether  it  was 
that  the  rustle  of  the  paper  betrayed  the  trembling  of  her  hands, 
or  that  her  mind  was  unfit  for  reading  anything,  she  soon  laid 
the  paper  by,  and  resumed  her  pretence  of  working.  You  may 
suppose  that  Harry  and  I  were  not  very  much  at  our  ease  in 
this  strange  position  of  affairs.  Almost  everything  that  was 
said  among  us  suggested  a  something  which  could  not  be  said, 
yet  which  occupied  everybody's  thoughts.  Aunt  Milly  sat 
flushed  and  troubled  opposite  to  her  sister  ;  her  distressed  per- 
plexed look,  the  look  of  one  totally  at  a  loss  and  unable  to  offer 
any  explanation  even  to  herself ;  her  glances,  sometimes  direct- 
ing me  to  look  at  Miss  Mortimer,  sometimes  appealing  to  me 
in  vain  for  some  suggestion  which  could  throw  light  upon  the 
subject,  were  enough  of  themselves  to  betray  to  any  stranger 
the  existence  of  some  secret  unhappiness  in  the  house.  Harry, 
who  was  not  so  much  in  Aunt  Milly's  confidence  as  I  was,  kept 
appealing  to  me  on  the  other  side.  What  was  it  all  about  ?  I 
never  wished  so  fervently  for  the  conclusion  of  a  day  as  I  did 
for  that ;  and  yet  there  must  be  some  extraordinary  fascination 
\n  watching  one's  fellow-creatures.  I  should  not  like  to  get 


296  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

fairly  into  that  dreadful  inhuman  occupation  -which  people 
called  studying  character.  But  I  was  so  curious  about  Miss 
Mortimer  that  I  could  almost  have  liked  to  follow  her  to 
her  own  room,  and  watch,  when  she  was  no  longer  on  her  guard 
against  other  people,  how  she  would  look  and  what  she  would 
do.  Would  she  faint,  or  cry  out,  or  dash  herself  against  the 
floor?  or  was  she  so  accustomed  to  that  dreadful  secresy  that 
she  would  not  betray  herself  even  to  herself  ?  She  must  have 
lived  that  dreadful  hidden  life,  and  locked  up  all  she  knew  in 
ner  own  breast  for  a  lifetime ;  for  a  longer  lifetime  than  mine. 

"  I  wonder,"  said  Henry,  when  we  were  alone  that  evening, 
*'  what  sort  of  a  person  this  Miss  Mortimer  is.  Something's 
wrong  clearly.  I  suspect  there  must  be  something  in  the  old 
lady's  life  which  will  not  bear  the  light  of  day." 

u  What  makes  you  think  so?"  said  I. 

"  The  t'other  old  lady  and  you  play  into  each  other's  hands," 
cried  Harry ;  "  you  know  more  about  it  than  you  choose  to 
tell.  But  of  course  you  are  right  enough  if  it  is  somebody 
else's  secret;  only  recollect,  Milly,  I  am  very  glad  you  should 
be  an  heiress ;  I  am  extremely  glad  you  will  have  a  house  to 
receive  you  while  I  am  away,  and  that  come  what  may,  that 
little  beggar  is  provided  for ;  but  look  here,  if  there's  another 
relation  nearer  than  you,  legitimate  or  illegitimate,  I  won't 
stand  by  and  see  him  wronged." 

u  Harry,  tell  me  what  you  mean,"  cried  I. 

Harry  looked  at  me  a  little  indignantly  ;  he  thought  I  knew 
more  th<m  he  did,  and  was  trifling  with  him.  u  Milly,  who  is 
that  fellow  Luigi  V"  he  said  at  last. 

"  I  make  dreadful  guesses,"  said  I,  u  but  I  cannot  tell.  Aunt 
Milly  knows  nothing  about  him.  The  only  idea  she  can  form 
is  that  he  may  be  her  father's  son." 

Harry  gave  a  long,  half  amazed,  incredulous  whistle,  and 
turned  away.  He  could  scarcely  believe  me.  Then  1  told  him 
all  I  had  heard,  and  something  of  what  I  had  guessed.  We  did 
not  converse  plainly  about  this  guess,  which  he  had  evidently 
jumped  at  as  well  as  myself.  A  secret  held  with  such  dreadful 
tenacity  was  not  a  thing  to  be  lightly  discussed ;  but  we  both 
felt  the  same  on  the  subject,  only  Harry's  mind  took  a  more 
charitable  view  of  it  than  I  did.  They  say  we  are  always 
harder  on  guilty  women  than  men  are  ;  perhaps  it  is  natural. 
I  felt  an  abhorrence  rise  within  me  which  I  could  neither  over- 
come nor  disguise  at  the  idea  of  a  woman,  and  especially  a 
woman  in  such  a  position  as  Miss  Mortimer,  having  lived  a 
pretended  life  of  honour  and  innocence  all  these  years,  with 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  297 

that  fttiilt  in  her  mmd  which  nobody  knew  but  she  ;  and  now 
of  ttivr  samilcing  and  disowning  nature  to  keep  up  that  dreadful 
sham.  I  can  understand  people  meeting  death  rather  than 
disgrace*;  that  is,  I  mean  I  could  understand  how  one  would 
rather  hear  that  those  whom  one  loves  should  die  than  disgrace 
themselves  ;  but  I  don't  understand  an  insane  struggle  against 
the  disgrace  which  one  has  deserved.  That  is  not  a  noble 
struggle,  so  far  as  I  can  see  ;  the  only  way  of  existing  through 
such  dreadful  circumstances  would  be  by  enduring  it ;  and  all 
the  same  whether  it  was  a  woman  or  a  man.  I  do  think  it  is  a 
shame  to  speak  as  some  people  speak  on  this  subject,  as  if  the 
disgrace  were  all ;  as  if  all  the  harm  was  not  done  when  the 
wrong  was  done,  whether  disgrace  came  or  no ! 

44  I'll  tell  you  what,  Milly,"  said  Harry,  "  I  must  say  I  think 
it's  very  hard  the  poor  old  lady  should  lose  her  good  name  for 
something  that  happened  an  age  ago.  No  doubt,  by  what  we 
saw  to-day,  she  must  have  set  her  poor  old  heart  upon  resisting 
and  denying  it,  as  foolish  people  always  try  to  do.  Now,  you 
know,  that's  evidently  of  no  use.  Of  course  a  mere  statement 
of  any  such  claim  having  been  made,  is  enough  to  finish  Miss 
Mortimer,  with  all  the  gossips  of  the  county,  whether  it  was 
proved  or  not.  Now  I  shan't  be  here  for  long,  and  as  they 
seem  disposed  to  be  so  very  kind  to  you " 

u  Don't,  Harry !" 

44  But  I  must/'  said  he.  "  It  will  be  no  end  of  consolation 
to  me  to  think  of  you  in  these  pretty  rooms  which  Miss  Milly 
has  already  prepared  for  you.  If  I  can  do  them  a  good  turn 
before  I  go,  i  will,  you  may  depend  upon  it.  As  soon  as  we 
return  to  Chester  I'll  see  Luigi ;  and  if  it  can  be  got  out  of 
him  what  he  wants,  I  shall  certainly  make  an  effort  to  have 
him  satisfied,  and  Miss  Mortimer  left  unmolested.  It  would 
not  do  if  sins  of  thirty  years  standing  were  to  be  brought 
against  people  in  this  way.  Why,  anybody  might  be  thrown 
into  sudden  shame  on  such  a  principle  ;  and  you  women,  you 
know,  are  so  vindictive  and  all  that " 

44  Oh,  yes !  I  know,"  said  I,  "  and  will  always  be  vindictive 
all  the  same.  Imagine  this  woman  standing  side  by  side  with 
Aunt  Milly,  and  considered  as  spotless  as  she  ;  imagine  such  a 
long  cruel  abominable  sin,  and  no  retribution  overtaking  it ! 
Oh,  you  may  be  pitiful  if  you  like,  but  it  disgusts  me." 

Harry  laughed.  k4 1  should  be  surprised  if  it  did  not  disgust 
you,  Milly  darling,"  he  said,  u  but  poetic  justice  is  exploded 
now-a-days.  I  don't  suppose  Luigi  can  be  very  anxious  for  hef 
personal  affection,  considering  how  she  seems  to  have  behaved; 


298  TJie  Last  of  the  Mortimen. 

and,  indeed,  to  be  sure  he  would  be  fully  more  disgraced  than 
she.  How  many  days  are  we  to  be  here?  I  shall  see  him 
whenever  we  return  to  Chester." 

u  Three  days  longer,"  said  I,  with  a  sigh.  Somehow  this 
little  visit  to  the  Park  had  come  to  look  like  a  little  barrier 
between  me  and  what  was  coming.  Presently  we  should  go 
back  to  Chester,  and  then " 

Harry  understood  my  sigh.     He  repeated  the  very  words  I 

was  saying  in  my  mind.     "  And  then "  said  Harry,  u  and 

then,  darling,  to  see  which  of  us  two  is  bravest !  But  it  will 
come  hardest  upon  you,  my  poor  little  wife." 

44  Harry,"  cried  I,  "don't  speak!"  and  I  went  away,  and 
would  have  no  more  of  such  talk.  It  was  enough  that  it  was 
coming  ;  it  would  be  enough  when  it  came. 

Perhaps  the  last  few  words  of  this  conversation  were  not  the 
best  preparation  possible  for  sleep.  1  know  I  awoke  a  great 
many  times  during  that  long  dark  night,  and  once  in  its  deepest 
darkness  and  stillness  I  fancied  I  heard  a  groan  faintly  sounding 
through  the  wall.  Miss  Mortimer's  rooms  were  near  ours. 
This  sound  set  all  icy  imagination  busy  again.  It  was  she 
who  groaned  under  that  veil  of  night.  She,  so  dreadfully  on 
her  guard  all  day  long,  who  relieved  her  miserable  heart  thus 
when  nobody  watched  her.  It  was  impossible  not  to  feel 
excited  in  the  neighbourhood  of  such  mysterious  secrecy.  The 
sound  of  that  groan  moved  me  to  pity  ; — she  had  not  escaped 
without  retribution.  Was  not  that  dread  of  the  consequences 
under  which  she  was  suffering,  worse  than  the  very  hardest 
shnpe  the  consequences  were  likely  to  assume,  if  they  them 
selves  ever  overtook  the  sinner  ? 


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CHAPTER  IX. 

THE  next  day  began  much  like  the  previous  day ;  it  was 
still  showery  and  damp ;  and  though  Harry  was  out  of 
doors  I  was  prevented,  by  Aunt  Milly's  care,  from  joining  him. 
In  the  afternoon  we  were  to  go  out  with  her  on  a  round  of  in- 
spection to  see  the  neighbourhood,  Miss  Mortimer  having  volun- 
teered to  give  up  the  carriage  to  us  for  that  purpose,  though 
it  was  the  day  on  which  she  generally  took  her  drive  ;  and  the 
rector  and  some  other  near  neighbours  were  to  come  to  dinner 
in  the  evening.  I  was  once  more  alone  with  Miss  Mortimer. 
We  sat  much  as  we  had  done  on  the  previous  day,  opposite 
each  other,  the  moments  passing'over  us  in  a  certain  excited  si- 
lence. She  did  not  say  anything  to  me ;  she  did  not  even  look 
at  me.  She  showed  none  of  that  voiceless  anxiety  to  know 
who  had  come  in  when  the  door  opened,  which  struck  me  be- 
fore. She  was  much  calmed  down ;  the  person  she  expected 
had  come ;  the  blow,  whatever  it  was,  had  been  borne ;  and 
for  the  present  moment  there  was  an  end  of  it.  She  actually 
knitted  her  pattern  correctly,  and  counted  her  stitches,  and  re- 
ferred to  her  book  to  see  if  she  was  correct,  as  she  sat  there  be- 
fore me  in  her  inhuman  calm.  Was  she  a  creature  of  flesh  and 
blood,  after  all  ?  or  a  witch,  like  those  of  the  old  stories,  with- 
out any  human  motives  in  her  heart  of  stone  ? 

I  could  not  help  thinking  so  as  1  sat  beside  her.  Her  head 
still  trembled  slightly  ;  but  I  suppose  that  was  an  habitual  mo- 
tion. She  sat  there  shut  up  in  herself, — her  misery  and  her 
relief,  and  the  cold  dauntless  spirit  that  must  have  risen  from 
that  smart  encounter  yesterday,  and  gained  strength  by  the 
very  struggle —  hidden  from  everybody  round  her,  as  if  they 
had  been  a  world  away.  I  gazed  and  wondered, .  almost  trem- 
bled, at  that  extraordinary  death  in  life.  She  who  had  all  the 
tumult  of  passion  and  guilt  in  her  memory ;  she  who  must  have 
entered  into  the  fullest  excitement  of  life,  and  got  entangled  in 
its  most  dreadful  perplexities ;  she  who  was  no  ascetic,  nor  even 
pretended  to  that  rival  excitement  of  the  devotee  which  might 
have  replaced  the  other  ;  how  could  she  have  lived  silent  and 
obdurate  through  those  dreadful  years  ?  The  very  thought  of 

U 


300  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

them  struck  me  aghast.     After  her  life  of  flattery,  admiration, 
and  universal  homage;  after  her  experience,   whatever  that 
might  be,  of  more  personal  passions,  to  drop  for  a  longer  time 
than  my  whole  life  behind  that  screen  into  that  chair  !     As  I 
sat  opposite  to  her,  my  thoughts  turned  back  to  that  other  Miss 
Mortimer,  whom  I  had  placed  in  imagination  iii  my  grand- 
father's house.      Once  more  I  thought  I  could  see  that  large 
low  room  which  I  never  had  seen,  except  in  fancy,  with  the 
ancient  beauty  sitting  silent  by  the  fire  amid  the  ghosts  of  the 
past.     Was  this  the  true  impersonation  of  that  dream  of  mine? 
Was  this   the  Miss  Mortimer,  with  her  foreign  count,  whom 
Mrs.  Saltoun  remembered  ?     As  this  recurred  to  me  I  could 
scarcely  help  a  little  start  of  quickened  curiosity  arid  eagerness. 
It  seemed  to  flicker  before  me  as  a  possible  interpretation  of  all 
this  dark  enigma,  could  only  the  connecting  link  be  found.    As 
I  was  wandering  deeper  and  deeper  into  these  thoughts — so 
deep  as  to  forget  the  strange  position  1  stood  in,  and  the  possi- 
bility of  being  taken  for  a  kind  of  domestic  spy,  which  had 
embarrassed  me  at  first— I  heard  a  little  commotion  outside.  - 
The  door,  perhaps,  was  ajar,  or  it  might  be  simply  that  my 
ears  were  quickened  by  hearing  a  little  cry  from  baby,  and 
Lizzie's  voice  belligerent  and  full  of  determination.      I  got  up 
hastily  and  went  to  the  door.     I  don't  think  Miss  Mortimer 
even  lifted  her  eyes  to  notice  my  movement.     It  was  certainly 
Lizzie  in  some  conilict  with  one  of  the  authorities  of  the  house; 
and  Lizzie,  as  the  natural  and  primitive  method  of  asserting 
her  own  way,  had  unconsciously  elevated  her  voice  },.a  proceed- 
ing which  alarmed  baby,  and  also,  as  it  appeared$ier  antago- 
nist.    I  ran  and  threw  the  door  open  as  I  heard  another  cry 
from    my    little   boy.     There,   outside,  was  a -curious  scene. 
Lizzie,  in  her  out-of-doors  dress,  just  returned  from  a  walk  in 
the  garden  with  baby,  with  her  face  a  little  flushed,  and  her 
plentiful  hair  somewhat  blown  about  by  the  wind,  was  reso- 
lutely pressing  forward  to  enter  the  drawing-room,  where,  to 
be  sure,  she  had  no  business  to  come  ;  while  holding  her  back 
by  her  cloak,  and  whispering  threats  and  dissuasions,  was  a 
person  whom  I  had  scarcely  seen  before,  but  whom  I  knew  at 
once  to  be  Carson,  Miss  Mortimer's  maid.     Lizzie  was  greatly 
excited;  and  what  with  managing  the  baby  and  resisting  this 
woman,  while  at  the  same  time  possessed  with  some  mission 
which  she  was  evidently  determined  to  perform,  looked  fatigued 
and  exhausted  too. 

"  But  I  will,'"  cried  Lizzie,  with  her  eyes  flashing.     "  I'm  no 
heeding  whether  it's  my  place  or  no.     I  promised  I  would  gi'e 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimei's.  801 

it  into  her  ain  very  hand  ;  and  do  ye  think  I'm  gaun  back  o1 
my  word  ?  I  tell  ye  I  uritl  gie't  to  the  leddy  mysel'.  Eh, 
mem !"  she  exclaimed,  breathlessly,  with  a  sudden  change  of 
her  tone  as  she  saw  me,  "  I  met  Menico  at  the  gate,  and  I  pro- 
mised to  gi'e  it  into  the  leddy's  ain  hand." 

When  I  approached,  Carson  fell  back  ;  she  shrank,  I  could 
fancy,  from  meeting  my  eyes.  Her  hand  dropped  from  Lizzie's 
cloak ;  she  was  as  much  afraid  to  be  supposed  to  interfere  as 
she  was  anxious  to  interfere  in  reality. 

*'  My  missis's  nerves,  ma'am,"  said  Carson,  glibly,  but  in  a 
half  whisper,  kl  is  not  as  strong  as  might  be  wished.  If  the 

young  person,  ma'am,  would  give  it  to  me,  or .     You  see 

the  ladies  at  the  Park  they're  known  for  charity,  and  beggars' 
letters,  or  such  like,  they're  too  excitin'  for  niy  missis';  they 
puts  her  all  in  a  tremble — it's  on  her  nerves." 

'*  But,  mem,"  cried  Lizsie,  "  I  canna  go  back  o'  my  word." 
I  stood  between  them,  much  perplexed  and  bewildered.    The 
anxiety  of  Miss  Mortimer's  maid  was  evident ;  and  Lizzie,  from 
whose  arms  baby  had  instantly  struggled  as  soon  as  he  saw  me, 
was  greatly  excited.     At  this  moment  she  produced  the  letter 
which  was  in   question.     Carson  made  a  stealthy  spring  to 
seize  it,  but  recollecting  herself,  drew  back,  and  looked  up 
guilty,  but  deprecating  in  my  face.     I  don't  know  whether  it 
was  a  desire  to  dear  up  the  mystery,  or  the  cruel  curiosity  of 
an  observer  of  character  that  decided  me.     I  dismissed  Carson 
coldly,  saying  1  would  ring  if  Miss  Mortimer  wanted  her,  and 
told  Lizzie  to  follow  me   into  the   room.     Lizzie's  excitement 
sank  into  .awe  as  she  trod  softly  through  this  great,  faded, 
magnificent  apartment.     Before  she  reached  the  screen  which 
sheltered  Miss  Mortimer,  she  was  almost-  speechless  with  half 
superstitious  reverence.     I  am  sure  she  would  willingly  have 
given  her  letter  to  Carson  or  anybody  at  that  moment.  The  very 
fact  that  the  person  she  was  about  to  confront  was  thus  con- 
cealed from  her  overawed  her  simple  mind.     When  she  actually 
emerged  from  behind  the  screen,  and  came  in  full  sight  of  Mii-s 
Mortimer,  Lizzie's  healthful  face  was  perfectly  colourless,  and 
her  frame  trembling.  The  supreme  awkwardness  of  the  attitude 
into  which  she  fell,  the  spasmodic  rudeness  with   which  she 
thrust  out  that  hand  that  contained  the  letter,  the  fright  and 
consternation  visible  in  every  twist  of  her  person,  would  have 
been  painfully  ludicrous  if  there  had  been  any  time  to  observe 
it.     Miss  Mortimer  raised   her  eyes  and  stared  at  the  strange 
figure  before  her.     Almost  absurd  as  that   figure  was  in  its 
dismay  and  terror,  her  mind  was  not  sufficiently  at  ease  to  be 


802  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

simply  surprised.  Any  strange  apparition  had  a  right  to 
appear  before  this  woman  in  her  intrenchments  of  dumb 
resistance.  As  I  stood  by  looking  on,  I  could  understand  the 
feeling  which  worked  in  her  eyes.  She  was  not  surprised.  No 
miracle  could  have  surprised  her.  She  was  rather  asking  in 
her  heart,  "Who  is  this  new  assailant'?  Who  will  come 
next?" 

u  If  ye  please,  it's  a  letter,"  said  Lizzie,  in  a  tremulous  voice. 

Miss  Mortimer  made  no  attempt  to  take  the  letter.  She 
said,  "  Who  are  you  ?"  with  a  strange  curiosity  ;  as  if,  amid  all 
the  powers  that  had  a  secret  right  to  assail  her  in  her  conscious 
guiltiness,  this  was  a  new  hobgoblin  whom  she  could  not  well 
connect  with  the  others.  If  there  were  any  purgatory,  I  could 
fancy  a  poor  soul  there  asking  in  the  same  tone  the  name  of  the 
new  imp  who  came  to  torment  it. 

This  was  more  than  Lizzie  could  bear.  I  don't  know  what 
perplexed  terrors  and  superstitious  ideas  of  evil  influence 
brought  back  the  blood  to  her  cheeks.  She  trembled  all  over 
under  that  eye,  which  had  suggested  the  idea  of  the  Evil  Eye 
to  Lizzie,  and  to  which  she  was  determined  never  to  expose 
*'  our  bairn."  She  must  have  endured  a  kind  of  martyrdom  as 
she  stood  under  its  steady  gaze.  "  Eh,  me?  I'm  no  onybody," 
cried  Lizzie,  shivering  with  excitement;  "  it's  just  a  letter.  I 
said  I  would  gi'e  it  into  the  leddy's  own  hand." 

Miss  Mortimer  turned  upon  me — on  the  child — on  the  very 
mirror  on  the  further  wall,  a  look  of  silent  defiance  ;  she 
seemed  to  look  round  to  call  upon  the  very  apartment  in  which 
we  sat  to  witness  what  she  did.  Then  she  took  the  letter  from 
Lizzie's  rigid  fingers,  and  with  scarcely  a  motion,  except  of  her 
hand,  dropped  it  into  the  fire.  After  she  had  done  it,  she 
turned  again  to  us  with  another  steady  look,  and  even  with  a 
smile  ;  triumphant ! — with  a  certain  gleam  of  devilish  satisfac- 
tion in  her  success,  as  if  she  had  baffled  us  all  once  more.  But 
in  that  very  moment,  while  she  still  smiled,  I  could  see  her 
hold  herself  fast  between  the  arms  of  her  chair,  to  keep  down 
the  nervous  tremor  which  seized  her.  That  resisting,  defying 
spirit  was  lodged  in  nothing  stronger  than  a  human  frame. 
Her  head  shook,  steadied,  trembled  a£,ain,  with  a  force  beyond 
all  her  power  of  control.  With  all  that  soul  of  successful  evil 
in  her  face,  her  head  shook  as  if  with  the  palsy  of  extreme  old 
age,  and  in  spite  of  the  most  convulsive  strenuous  efforts  to 
keep  it  still.  I  was  nearly  as  much  awe-struck  as  Lizzie.  I 
stole  out  of  sight  of  her  as  the  girl  did.  Never  was  there  such 
a  picture  J  She  could  conquer  nature,  truth,  and  every  human 


TJie  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  80S 

feeling ;  but  she  could  not  conquer  those  tremulous  chords  and 
threads  of  mortal  flesh  which  refused  to  be  in  the  conspiracy. 
She  sat  there  dumbly  defying  every  scrutiny,  but  with  the 
smile  growing  fixed  and  ghastly  on  her  face  as  she  tried,  with 
her  utmost  desperate  feeble  strength,  and  failed,  to  defy  and 
overcome  herself. 

I  asked  Lizzie  no  questions  as  she  came  upstairs  after  me.  I 
did  not  say  anything  to  her  when  I  heard  her  sobbing  out  her 
agitation  in  her  own  room.  There  was  not  a  word  said  between 
us  when  she  came  refreshed  by  that  little  ebullition,  and  by  the 
necessary  arrangement  of  her  wind-blown  hair  and  dress,  to 
take  charge  of  little  Harry.  When  I  had  given  the  child  up  to 
her,  I  went  downstairs  again,  quite  silent  and  eager.  You 
may  very  well  ask  why.  I  cannot  defend  myself.  I  went 
down  with  no  better  motive  than  to  watch  Miss  Mortimer,  and 
see  if  anything  more  could  be  found  out. 

When  I  went  into  the  room  I  saw  nobody,  but  heard  some 
voices  and  movement  behind  the  screen.  I  believe  if  Miss  Mor- 
timer had  been  speaking  in  the  ordinary  human  voice,  I  should 
not  have  heard  her  at  that  distance  ;  but  I  did  hear  that  strange 
stifled  whisper  almost  as  well  as  if  it  had  been  hissed  into  my 
ear. 

"  I  must  deny,  deny,  deny,"  said  the  strange  voice.  "  Don't 
speak  to  me,  you  know  nothing  about  it.  It  is  the  only  strength 
I  have." 

.  u  But,  oh !  dear,  dear,  such  a  pretty  young  gentleman !" 
said  the  other  speaker,  in  a  tone  of  weeping  but  hopeless 
remonstrance. 

"  Let  him  prove  his  rights,"  said  Miss  Mortimer. 

I  obeyed  my  instincts,  and  fled  out  of  the  room  as  I  heard 
that  she  was  stirring  behind  the  screen.  And  I  had  not  been 
mistaken  in  the  guess  I  made.  She  came  out  a  few  minutes 
later,  leaning  on  Carson's  arm,  leaning  heavily,  with  her  head 
trembling  like  that  of  a  palsied  person ;  but  her  eyes  full  of 
that  dreadful  self-possession,  knowledge  and  resistance.  I 
trembled,  too,  as  I  stood  aside  to  let  her  pass.  She  did  not  say 
anything,  though  she  stared  hard  at  me.  The  maid,  though 
she  did  her  best  to  make  up  her  usual  face  when  she  saw  me 
there,  was  evidently  overpowered  with  anxiety  and  distress. 

There  was,  then,  one  other  individual  who  knew  that  secret 
— one  creature  who  loved  that  dreadful  old  woman,  and  in  whom 
she  trusted.  I  could  not  help  standing  still  to  look  after  them 
as  they  went  upstairs.  Carson  was  very  little  younger  than 
her  mistress.  She  had  a  naturally  anxious  look,  as  well  she 


f  04  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

might  if  she  had  been  for  years  the  depository  of  this  secret, 
I  could  not  help  picturing  their  life  to  myself  as  they  wenj 
upstairs  :  the  innocent  woman  troubled  and  tearful,  the  guiltj 
woman  calm  and  immovable,  but  for  that  trembling  of  her 
frame  which  even  her  remorseless  will  was  not  strong  enough  tc 
subdue.  I  could  understand  better  now  how  she  kept  alive,  and 
could  preserve  that  frightful  stillness  of  hers.  Upstairs,  in 
their  own  apartments,  no  doubt  another  life  went  on  ;  a  life  of 
recollections  and  schemes  which  no  one  knew  of,  a  life  palpi- 
tating full  of  those  past  years  of  which  Miss  Mortimer  guve  no 
sign.  That  was  how  she  kept  herself  alive.  I  could  not  do 
anything  but  stand  still,  watching  them,  as  they  went  slowly 
up  to  that  retirement,  where  the  mask  could  be  laid  off  and  the 
veil  drawn.  When  they  were  out  of  sight,  I  strayed  into  the 
great  vacant  drawing-room,  unable  to  withdraw  my  thoughts 
from  this  strange  pair.  UI  must  deny,  deny,  deny!"  That 
was  the  position  she  had  taken.  Could  any  one  in  existence — 
could  Luigi,  a  sensitive  and  high-minded  young  man  as  he 
seemed  to  be — seek  motherly  love  from  such  a  woman  as  this? 
Motherly  love  !  it  was  dreadful  even  in  thought  to  apply  such 
words  to  anything  that  could  come  from  her.  Shame  only, 
shame  to  both.  What  motive  could  he  have  to  go  on  seeking 
her  ?  for  Nature  had  evidently  no  place  in  her  heart  of  stone. 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimer «.  805 


CHAPTEB   X. 

UT,  dear,  ^ dear,  where's  Sarah?"  cried  Aunt  Milly, 
when  some  time  later  she  came  into  the  room. 

1  felt  almost  as  guilty  as  if  I  had  suddenly  got  some  share  in 
Miss  Mortimer's  secret.  "  She  was  going  upstairs  when  I 
came  in,"  said  I ;  but  I  could  not  find  it  in  my  heart  to  say 
what  new  accident  had  done  this. 

Aunt  Milly  looked  at  her  chair  and  her  footstool,  and  the 
work-basket  she  had  left  behind,  as-  if  she  might  possibly 
ascertain  something  from  them.  "  My  dear,  it  will  be  well  to 
avoid  the  strangers  to-night,"  she  said,  nodding  her  head,  as  if 
this  conclusion  was,  on  the  whole,  not  unsatisfactory ;  "  and, 
indeed,  Milly,  though  you  may  think  it  strange  of  me  to  say 
so,  I  am  not  sorry  ;  for  Miss  Kate,  I  am  afraid,  would  be  very 
likely  to  mention  something  about  that  poor  young  man,  who- 
ever he  may  be !"  said  Aunt  Milly,  with  a  sigh.  "  Dear,  dear, 
to  think  what  troubles  people  make,  both  for  themselves  an4 
others,  that  might  be  avoided  by  a  little  openness.  Why 
couldn't  he  have  told  me,  my  dear?  If  he  has  claims,  I'd 
have  seen  him  satisfied  to  the  very  last  farthing,  Milly !  and  it 
he  hasn't  claims,  why  should  he  persecute  Sarah  and  me  ?" 

"But  it  might  be  something  he  couldn't  tell,"  said  I, 
rashly. 

**  Something  he  couldn't  tell  ?  What  dp  you  mean,  child  ? 
What  sort  of  a  connection  could  he  have  with  our  family  that  he 
couldn't  tell?"  cried  Miss  Milly.  "  I  see  what  you  mean.  He 
might  be  a  natural  son.  Harry  has  put  that  into  your  head, 
now,  for  I  am  sure  you  never  could  have  thought  of  it  of 
yourself.  Milly,  Milly,  it's  dreadful  to  say,  but  I'd  be  more 
thankful  than  I  can  tell  you,  to  know  that  he  was.  I  shouldn't 
forget  he  was  my  father's  son  all  the  same ;  he  should  be  amply 
provided  for — amply,  my  dear  ;  ah,  but  it's  far  too  good  news 
to  be  true  ;  and,  besides,  what  would  Sarah  care  for  him,  if  he 
were  illegitimate  ?  It  could  not  hurt  us  in  the  least.  Nothing, 
but  what  would  be  an  injury  to  us,  can  explain  Sarah's  looks. 


806  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers 

Don't  let  us  think  of  it  any  more,  Milly.  Come  and  show  me, 
dear,  what  you're  going  to  wear  to-night.  I  should  like  you 
to  look  pretty,  though  they  are  all  old  people  ;  for  they're  old 
friends  as  well.  Come  upstairs  with  me,  and  show  me  what 
you  are  to  have  on." 

I  went,  not  without  some  trepidation,  for  I  did  not  know 
what  Aunt  Milly  would  say  when  she  knew  I  had  nothing  but 
white  muslin.  She  did  shake  her  head  when  she  saw  it  spread 
out  ready  to  put  on.  She  even  faltered  forth  some  half 
questions  as  to  what  I  had  in  my  wardrobe,  whether  I  had 

not  a  nice ;  but  there  dear  Aunt  Milly  stopped.  She 

would  not  hurt  my  feelings  whatever  I  might  wear ;  and  I 
don't  deny  I  felt  a  little  mortified  myself  to  see  it  laid  out  like 
a  little  girl's  best  frock.  However,  I  am  thankful  to  say 
Harry  never  had  an  idea  that  it  was  not  the  very  best  thing 
I  could  wear. 

u  There  are  some  lace  flounces,"  said  Aunt  Milly,  half  to 
herself,  eyeing  the  poor  white  frock  over  again,  "that  might 
brighten  it  up  a  little ; "  then  she  turned  round  suddenly  and 
kissed  me  by  way  of  apology.  "  My  dear,  don't  be 
affronted,  I'm  sure  you  will  look  very  pretty  in  it ; — only 
I  should  have  preferred,  just  for  this  one  night, — but,  to  be 
Bure,  you  never  thought  of  bringing  out  all  your  things  for 
such  a  short  visit,  and  us  such  quiet  people.  Never  mind, 
Milly  dear,  it  will  look  very  nice,  I  am  sure.  I  have  a  very 
pretty  scarf  you  shall  wear  thrown  over  it;  it  may  not  be 
quite  in  the  fashion  ;  but  fine  lace  never  goes  out  of  fashion, 
you  know.  I  mean  to  give  it  you  anyhow  ;  and  here's  a  little 
jewel-box,  with  some  ornaments  in  it ;  I  used  to  wear  them 
myself  when  I  was  a  girl,  and  I  had  them  reset  just  for  a  little 
remembrance  of  this  visit.  Put  them  on,  for  my  sake, 
to-night;  and  remember,  dear,  that -what  we've  been  talking 
about  so  much  these  few  days  is  a  family  secret.  If  anybody 
shonld  say  anything  that  seems  to  touch  on  it,  or  should  even 
mention  Mr.  Luigi's  name,  don't  look  as  if  you  were  conscious 
of  anything.  It  may  come  to  nothing,  you  know.  I  am  very 
glad  you  like  them,  my  dear.  I  am  quite  pleased  I  thought  of 
it.  But  recollect,  Milly,  my  love,  to  be  on  your  guard." 

With  these  words  she  left  me,  running  away  from  my  thanks 
for  her  present.  I  was  very  much  pleased  with  her  present, 
and  even  at  that  moment,  when  people  might  suppose  I  had 
more  serious  things  to  think  of,  I  must  say  it  did  give  me  a 
flutter  of  gratification  to  find  bracelets  in  the  jewel-box. 
How  kind  and  thoughtful  it  was  of  Aunt  Milly !  I  wonder  if 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  807 

she  knew  T  hadn't  any?  I  showed  them  to  Lizzie,  who 
thought  anything  so  grand  had  never  been  seen,  and  to  baby, 
who  would  have  liked  to  have  them  to  play  with,  and  finally 
to  Harry  when  he  came  in,  and  I  had  to  prepare  for  our  drive. 
Harry  found  some  fault  (of  course)  with  their  style,  but  was 
quite  as  pleased  as  I  was.  And,  indeed,  it  was  very  good  of 
him  to  be  pleased,  for  I  had  almost  to  go  down  on  my  knees  to 
him  to  keep  him  from  buying  me  something  of  the  kind  when 
we  came  to  Chester,  and  he  naturally  grudged  that  any  one 
should  give  them  to  me  but  himself. 

To  think  of  me  saying  so  much  about  such  a  small  affair  as 
bracelets,  when  things  so  much  more  important  were  sur- 
rounding us  on  every  side !  I  am  afraid  to  say  it,  but  it  is 
true,  that  when  I  went  down  into  the  drawing-room  that 
evening  I  was  thinking  too  much  about  my  beautiful  scarf  and 
these  same  bracelets  to  notice,  at  the  first  moment,  who  wag 
there.  The  first  thing  that  brought  me  to  myself  was  hearing 
the  voice  of  Miss  Mortimer  behind  her  screen.  I  was  so 
amazed  that,  instinctively,  without  giving  any  reason  to  myself 
for  it,  I  pushed  forward  to  see  her.  There  she  sat,  that  dread- 
f*:^  wonderful  witch  of  a  woman — so  far  from  being  moved  by 
any  feeling  of  nature  which  might  have  led  her  to  avoid  the 
strangers,  as  innocent  Aunt  Milly  supposed — sitting  there  as  if 
on  a  throne,  entirely  assuming  the  part  of  mistress  of  the  house, 
and  receiving  the  homage  of  her  guests.  Evidently  everybody 
was  surprised — everybody  had  understood  Miss  Mortimer  to 
have  withdrawn  from  any  but  the  most  secluded  life  ;  and  I  do 
not  think  I  ever  felt  such  a  thrill  of  wonder  and  pity,  and 
almost  horror,  as  when,  after  all  I  had  seen  and  noted,  after 
her  convulsive  trembling  and  watchful  readiness  for  any  attack, 
after  the  way  ia  which,  this  very  day,  she  had  retreated, 
stubborn  but  exhausted,  upstairs,  I  saw  her  sitting  here,  in 
full  evening  dress,  with  jewels  and  ornaments ;  her  watchful 
eyes  gleaming  stealthily  round,  and  her  ears  alive  to  every 
sound. 

As  I  came  forward  I  caught  sight  of  Aunt  Milly  sitting  silent 
by  herself  by  a  table,  with  a  face  full  of  the  deepest  perplexity 
and  distress.  She  raised  her  troubled  eyes  to  me,  and  grasped 
at  my  hand  for  a  moment,  as  if  to  strengthen  herself.  She 
could  not  make  it  out — any  attempt  to  decipher  her  sister's 
purpose  was  in  vain  to  Aunt  Milly — the  light  might  as  well 
have  tried  to  comprehend  the  darkness.  But  I  had  not  time  to 
say  anything  to  her.  Miss  Mortimer  had  called  Harry,  who 
drew  me  along  with  him ;  and  it  was  she  who  introduced  us  to 


308  TJie  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

the  rector  and  his  sister,  and  to  that  heavy  old  Sir  George,  and 
the  Penrhyns  of  Eden  Castle.  I  am  sure  I  cannot  tell  what  she 
said  ;  it  was  principally  Harry  she  spoke  of,  and  I  remember 
that  she  called  him  their  heir  and  nearest  relation,  which  gained 
us  a  very  flattering  reception  from  the  strangers.  But  the  mere 
fact  of  seeing  her  there,  with  hr^r  bare  arms  and  shoulders 
shining  thin  through  just  such  another  scarf  as  I  had  on,  and 
her  eyes  meeting  everybody  else's  with  ;i  certain  wide-open 
vigilant  stare,  and  her  head  held  stiffly  erect  to  dissemble  that 
trembling,  which,  even  still,  she  could  not  overcome,  at  once 
confounded  and  engrossed  me  so  much  that  I  could  observe 
nothing  else.  Harry  got  into  conversation  with  the  gentlemen, 
and  Miss  Kate,  from  the  Rectory,  a  woman  evidently  full  of 
curiosity  and  enterprise,  seized  upon  Miss  Mortimer.  I 
managed  to  get  away  to  Aunt  Milly  ;  she  took  my  hand  again, 
and  pressed  it  almost  painfully.  "My  dear,  what  do  you 
suppose  this  means  ?"  said  Aunt  Milly,  looking  wistfully  up  in 
my  face. 

u  To  defy  everybody,"  I  said,  scarcely  knowing  what  I  was 
saying;  "but,  dear  Aunt  Milly,  you  warned  me  to  be  on  my 
guard.  You  look  so  troubled,  people  will  fancy  something  is 
wrong." 

When  I  said  that,  she  got  up  hastily  and  joined  the  others. 
I  can't  tell  how  the  strangers  felt ;  but  for  all  of  us  who 
belonged  to  the  house,  it  is  impossible  to  imagine  any  scene 
more  extraordinary.  To  see  the  dauntless,  unnatural  wicked- 
ness of  that  woman  facing  and  defying  everybody — to  see  her 
take  the  principal  place,  and  ignore  the  troubled,  terrified  sister, 
whose  guests  these  people  really  were — out  of  all  the  mysterious 
veil  of  secrecy  and  darkness  in  which  she  had  been  wrapped,  to 
watch  her  emerging  thus,  not  only  as  if  nothing  were  wrong 
with  her,  but  as  if,  in  reality,  she  was  the  soul  of  everything, 
and  dear  Aunt  Milly  only  her  shadow  and  servant !  When 
Miss  Mortimer  took  the  head  of  the  table  at  dinner,  and  Aunt 
Milly  astonished,  and  not  knowing  what  to  make  of  it,  dropped 
into  a  seat  near  the  foot,  where  Harry  was,  our  dismay  and 
wonder  were  nearly  at  their  climax.  Aunt  Milly  clasped  my 
hands  hard  ;  she  had  got  a  chair  placed  in  the  corner  beside  me, 
and  whispered — 

"  I  don't  mind  it,  my  dear,  don't  think  I  mind  it.  If  all 
was  well,  and  I  had  known  her  meaning  !" 

I  understood  that  perfectly ;  but  then  all  was  not  well,  and 
nobody  had  known  the  weird  woman's  meaning.  Now  she  had 
it  all  in  her  own  hands.  With  her  grey  hair,  and  her  thin 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  309 

bare  aged  shoulders  peeping  out  of  her  scarf,  she  marie  a 
dreadful  pretence  of  flirting  with  that  old  Sir  George ;  and 
curious  Miss  Kate  sat  scrutinising  her,  and  making  perpetual 
remarks ;  and  Aunt  Milly  and  I  looked  on  with  awe  and  alarm 
which  I  could  not  describe.  I  could  scarcely  answer  Mr.  Penrhyn 
when  he  spoke  to  me.  I  fear  he  must  have  thought  me  a  very 
poor  representative  of  the  Mortimers.  But  I  could  not  keep 
my  attention  from  that  figure  at  the  head  of  the  table.  1 
could  not  help  wondering,  did  she  see  the  writing  and  the 
man's  hand  upon  the  wall?  for  in  all  her  pretences,  and 
affectations,  and  coquetries, — those  strange  coquetries,  and 
gestures,  and  movements  of  the  head  and  hands,  which  might 
have  been  pretty  in  a  young  beauty,  but  were  so  dismal  in  a 
white-haired  old  woman — remember,  she  never  once  forgot.  1 
could  see  it  plain  in  her  eyes  all  the  time.  If  the  handwriting 
had  come  upon  the  wall,  as  it  did  in  Belshazzar's  palace,  it 
would  not  have  surprised  her.  No  allusion  that  could  be  made 
would  shock  or  startle  her.  She  knew  everything  that  could 
come ;  and,  in  her  devilish  daring,  she  was  prepared  for 
all. 

I  hope  it  is  not  very  wicked  01  me  to  use  such  words ;  indeed, 
I  cannot  tell  what  others  l  couia  use. 

'  Things  went  on  so  till  we  got  back  to  the  drawing-room, 
•which  was  a  relief  in  its  way.  And  by  dint  of  continuing  so 
long,  the  pressure  had,  of  course,  grown  easier,  and  I  had 
actually  begun  to  make  a  little  acquaintance  with  Mrs. 
Penrhyn,  who  was  young,  and  had  little  children  of  her  own, 
and  quite  insisted  I  should  take  her  upstairs  to  see  baby,  when 
I  was  suddenly  recalled  from  that  very  agreeable  talk  we  were 
just  falling  into,  by  the  sharp  voice  of  Miss  Kate. 

"Have  you  heard  any  more  of  that  young  Italian,  Miss 
Milly  ?"  said  Miss  Kate  ;  "  he  that  struck  me,  you  know,  as 
having  so  odd  a  resemblance  to  your  family?— very  strange ! 
and  did  you  not  perceive  it  yourself?  I  hear  he  has  been  seen 
about  here  again,  and  his  servant,  that  stout  person.  Ah,  how 
very  sad  he  doesn't  know  English,  that  poor  fellow  !  perhaps  he 
has  picked  up  a  little  since.  Of  all  the  sad  things  in  the  world, 
I  know  nothing  so  melancholy  as  being  in  the  midst  of  light, 
and  yet,  for  such  a  trifling  thing  as  the  want  of  language, 
remaining  in  darkness.  I  have  never  forgiven  myself  for 
neglecting  Italian  since  that  day.  Ah,  I  wish  I  knew  Italian 
as  you  do,  Miss  Mortimer.  Who  can  tell  what  use  1  might 
have  been  to  that  poor  benighted  man !" 

I  bad  turned  aside,  with  the  words  stopped  on  my  very  lipa, 


§10  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

to  listen,  So  had  Aunt  Milly,  looking  aghast,  and  with  every 
tinge  of  colour  blanched  from  her  face.  Miss  Mortimer  did 
not  observe  me ;  but  she  noticed  her  sister,  and  stared  at  her 
with  actually  a  little  pause  and  smile  of  malice,  to  direct  every- 
body's attention  to  her  startled  face,  before  she  spoke. 

UI  can't  speak  even  my  own  language  now,"  was  all  Miss 
Mortimer  said  ;  and  all  the  time  looked  at  Aunt  Milly  with 
that  derisive  look,  as  if  to  show  that  whoever  was  agitated  by 
this  reference  it  was  not  herself.  I  was  so  wicked  as  to  think 
she  meant  to  turn  over  the  scandal,  if  any  should  rise,  upon 
her  sister  ;  and  it  made  my  blood  boil ;  but,  to  be  sure,  I  was 
quite  in  error  there. 

"  Oh,  I  am  sure  after  to-night— !"  cried  Miss  Kate ; 
"  Indeed,  my  dear  Miss  Mortimer,  I  must  congratulate  you. 
I  hope  it  is  the  beginning  of  a  new  life.  If  von  would  but 
take  a  little  interest  in  the  parish,  with  your  improved  health, 
1  am  sure  it  would  do  so  much  good ;  and  if  you  should  happen 
to  meet  that  unfortunate  young  man,  and  would  be  induced  to 
explain  the  truth  to  him  a  little  in  his  own  language " 

Here  Miss  Mortimer  gave  an  extraordinary  kind  of  gasp, 
without,  however,  uttering  any  sound.  Nobody  observed 
it  but  me,  as  my  eyes  were  fixed  on  her.  Then  she  spoke 
as  if  she  could  not  help  herself,  drawing  back  into  the 
shadow. 

"  He  speaks  English  !"  she  said,  with  an  extraordinary  tone 
of  being  compelled  to  say  something — as  if  some  influence 
within  her  had  constrained  the  words  from  her  unwilling 
tongue. 

"But,  ah,  it  is  the  servant  I  speak  of, "-cried  Miss  Kate; 
"  one  soul  is  just  as  precious  as  another  ;  it  is  he,  poor 
unfortunate  man !  If  you  should  meet  him  in  any  of  your 
drives, — he  is  very  stout,  and  has  a  large  beard,  and  is  so 
completely  the  foreigner  that  you  can't  mistake  him, — if 
you  would  only  stop  the  carriage  and  say  a  word  in 
season." 

There  was  another  wonderful  contraction  of  all  the  muscles 
of  Miss  Mortimer's  face,  and  this  time  a  kind  of  hysterical 
sound  came  with  it. 

"  If  I  meet  him,"  she  said,  slowly,  "  I'll  give  him  a  word  in 
season — don't  be  afraid,"  and  she  laughed. 

It  made  me  shiver  and  tremble  all  over.  I  was  thankful  that 
Ellis  came  that  moment  with  tea,  and  I  could  get  up  and  go 
into  another  corner  of  the  room  to  recover  myself.  I  don't 
know  how  Aunt  Milly  bore  it.  She  had  not  a  particle  of 


The  Last  qf  the  Mortimer*,  811 

colour  in  her  face  the  whole  evening  after.  But  Miss 
Mortimer  went  upstairs  steadily  when  all  the  guests  were 
gone.  I  do  not  know  what  befell  when  she  got  into  her  own 
room.  I  do  not  think  they  had  much  rest  there  that  night. 
If  she  had  fallen  down  in  a  fit,  or  expired  at  the  head  of  the 
table  that  evening,  it  would  not  have  surprised  me.  She  had 
lived  through  it ;  but  I  am  sure  neither  she  nor  her  poor 
faithful  maid  closed  their  eyes  that  night. 


812  The  Last  of  the  Mommer* 


CHAPTER  XI. 

THE  day  after  that,  was  the  day  we  had  fixed  to  go  hack  to 
Chester.  Miss  Mortimer  did  not  come  downstairs  ;  but 
Carson  came  to  me  with  a  little  packet  while  i  was  helping 
Lizzie  to  pack  up  baby's  things  The  poor  woman  looked  ill 
and  strange  herself.  She  had  a  scared  terrified  expression,  as  if 
she  were  afraid  of  everybody,  and  looked  so  worn-out  and 
exhausted  that  I  could  scarcely  help  telling  her,  for  pity's  sake, 
to  go  and  get  some  sleep. 

"  My  missis  sends  her  love,"  said  Carson,  "and  she's  very 
sorry  she  can't  corne  downstairs  to  see  vou,  ma'am,  nor  the 
Captain,  bat  hopes  12  won't  be  long  till  you're  here  again  ;  and 
sends  you  this,  and  iier  iovo. 

"  Is  Miss  Mortimer  ill  V"  said  I. 

Carson  hesitated  befor<->  she  answered. 

"It's  on  her  nerves,"  she  said,  at  last,  faltering ;  "  it's— I 
mean,  to  be  sure,  she's  a  little  overtired  because  of  overdoing  of 
herself  last  night.  It  was  out  of  compliment  to  the  Captain, 
ma'am,  and  you.  My  missis  has  a  great  spirit ;  but  it's  the 
body  as  is  weak." 

"  Yes,"  said  I,  unable  to  restrain  the  impulse;  "but,  oh,  don't 
you  think  she  has  just  too  great  a  spirit?  What  if  it  kills  her 
one  of  these  days  ?" 

The  woman  flashed  up  for  a  moment  into  an  attempt 
of  resentment  and  dignity,  but,  partly  from  her  weakness 
andwatching  and  want  of  sleep,  broke, -down  immediately, 
and  shed  a  few  tears  in  her  apron.  The  poor  creature's  heart 
was  moved.  "  If  it  kills  her  she'll  die  ;  but  she'll  n°,ver  give  in," 
sobbed  Carson  ;  and  then,  recovering  herself  all  at  once — "  it's 
on  the  nerves,  that's  what  it  is,"  said  the  faithful  servant,  and 
hurried  away. 

It  was  some  time  before  I  cared  to  open  Miss  Mortimer's 
packet.  It  contained  two  rings,  one  of  them  a  slight  turquoise 
thing,  which  was  for  me,  and  the  other  a  fine  diamond^  which 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  313 

was  to  be  given  to  my  husband.  "Tell  him  it's  a  family 
jewel,"  said  a  little  accompanying  note.  I  put  it  down  on 
Harry's  dressing-table,  where  he  would  find  it  when  he  came 
in.  /  would  not  put  such  a  present  on  his  finger  ;  besides,  it 
was  best  he  should  have  it  direct  from  herself — she  had  always 
received  him  as  the  representative  of  the  Mortimers,  and  not 
me. 

And  then  Aunt  Milly  came  upstairs  to  kiss  and  cry  over 
us.  I  was  very  ,sad  myself,  as  was  natural.  There  was  nothing 
now  between  me  and  Harry's  going,  but  a  few  weeks — rather 
a  few  days.  J  should  look  straight  into  the  face  of  that 
dreadful  approaching  moment  when  we  turned  our  backs  on 
the  Park. 

I  could  not  cry  as  Aunt  Milly  did.  I  felt  to  myself  as  if  I  had 
been  trifling  all  this  time,  taken  up  with  other  people's  affairs, 
and  making  friends  with  strangers,  while  every  hour  was 
bringing  us  closer  to  that  day.  Dear  Aunt  Milly  held  me  fast 
in  her  arms,  and  whispered  everything  in  the  world  she  could 
think  of  to  console  me  :  that  I  had  baby  ;  that  I  should  have 
letters  regularly ;  that  the  war  wouid  not  last  long ;  that  I 
must  trust  God,  and  pray.  Ah,  as  if  I  did  not  know  all  that ! 
if  I  had  not  known  it  and  gone  over  it  all  in  my  own  mind 
a  thousand  times,  there  might  have  been  some  comfort  in  what 
she  said. 

u  And  look  here,"  said  Aunt  Milly,  thrusting  a  purse  in  to  my 
pocket— not  into  my  hand,  to  give  me  a  chance  of  putting  it 
back  again — "  he  is  our  representative,  dear.  He  is  not  to  go  a 
ntep  till  he  has  everything — everything  you  can  so  much  as  think 
upon  to  make  him  comfortable.  Now,  Milly,  don't  say  a  word. 
I'll  think  you  don't  love  me  if  you  say  a  word.  Will  it  be  any 
comfort  to  you,  or  me,  to  think  here's  some  paltry  money  left, 
and  Harry  gone  to  fight  for  us  all  without  something  that 
would  make  him  comfor^ible?  You'd  work  your  fingers  off 
to  get  it  for  him,  and  \  on  have  no  excuse  for  denying  me. 
Don't  say  anything  to  Harry,  child.  Men  don't  understand 
these  things.  It's  between  you  and  me  ;  and,  please  God,  we'll 
tell  him  all  our  schemes  when  we  get  him  back  safe,  the  dear 
fellow.  But,  dear,  what  is  that  on  the  table?  Sarah's 
diamond  !  that  one  she  has  always  had  such  a  fancy  for.  Has 
she  sent  it  to  you  ?" 

"  To  Harry,"  said  I. 

"  To  Harry !  Dear,  dear,  what  creatures  we  are  !"  cried  Aunt 
Milly,  much  agitated,  and  bursting  in  tears  again.  tk  Poor 
Sarah  1  she's  not  so  hard-hearted  as  you  and  me  were  thinking, 


814  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

Milly.  Oh,  God  help  her ;  if  He  would  only  bring  her  to 
deal  true  and  fair,  and  have  out  this  trouble  in  the  face 
of  day,  there  might  be  some  comfort  yet  for  her  in  this  very 
life!" 

I  made  no  answer.  I  did  not  love  Miss  Mortimer,  as  I 
suppose,  in  some  sort  of  way,  her  sister  did  ;  and,  besides,  my 
thoughts  were  all  turned  in  another  direction  again.  I  had 
ceased  to  see  the  Park  and  its  troubles  so  acutely  as  I  had  done 
for  some  days  past.  My  mind  was  returned  to  my  own  private 
burden.  I  had  little  to  say  to  anybody  after  that.  I  turned 
away  even  from  Aunt  Milly,  with  a  dreadful  feeling  that  I  was 
not  to  see  her  again  till  Harry  was  gone.  For  I  knew  in  my 
heart,  though  they  never  said  any  thing  to  me,  that  this  was  how 
it  was  to  be. 

I  had  not  the  heart  to  talk  even  to  Harry,  as  we  drove 
slowly  back  to  Chester — slowly, .  as  I  fancied.  We  went 
in  the  carriage  all  the  way.  We  had  no  railway  or  tunnel  to  go 
through  this  time.  Nothing  to  help  me  to  a  moment's  delusion 
of  plunging  away  to  the  end  of  the  world,  or  into  the  bowels  of 
the  earth,  it  did  not  matter  which,  all  together.  That  was 
impossible.  Miss  Mortimer's  carriage  put  nothing  in  my  mind 
but  the  inevitable  parting,  and  all  that  was  to  happen  to  ine 
after  Harry  was  gone. 

When  we  got  to  our  Chester  lodgings,  Domenico  was  there, 
as  usual,  full  of  the  noisiest,  kindest  bustle,  to  help  in  getting 
everything  in,  as  if  he  had  belonged  to  us,  instead  of  belonging 
to  a  stranger,  who,  most  likely,  had  little  reason  to  bear  the 
heirs  of  the  Mortimers  any  good  will.  Mr.  Luigi  was  standing 
at  the  window  all  the  time,  looking  at  the  carriage,  the  horses, 
the  servants ;  thinking,  perhaps,  they  might  all  have  been  his 
under  different  circumstances.  How  can  I  tell  what  he  was 
thinking?  I  am  sure  at  that  moment,  though  I  observed 
him  at  the  window,  I  took  no  pains  to  imagine  what  his 
thoughts  were,  and  did  not  care.  I  did  not  care  for  anything 
just  then. 

It  was  one  of  my  bad  times.  It  was  one  of  the  hundred 
partings  which  I  had  with  Harry  before  the  real  parting  came. 
When  the  things  were  lifted  out  of  the  carriage,  I  could  see 
them  all  in  my  own  mind  lifted  in  again,  all  but  Harry's  share 
of  them,  and  myself  sitting  blind  in  that  corner  with  all  the 
world  dark  before  me.  Well,  well ;  it  is  no  use  reasoning  over 
it,  as  if  that  would  make  things  any  better.  Thousands  and 
thousands  were  just  the  same  as  me ;  did  that  make  it  any 
Better,  do  you  suppose  ?  I  thought  of  the  poor  woman  in  the 


TJw  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  815 

Edinburgh  High  Street,  and  her  hard  damp  hand  that  pressed 
mine.  I  was  a  soldier's  wife  like  all  the  rest.  I  went  up  into 
my  own  room  and  got  Harry's  old  sash  again,  and  bound  it 
tight  over  my  heart.  It  gave  me  a  kind  of  ease,  somehow. 
And  to  hear  baby  shouting  at  sight  of  his  old  toys,  and  Harry 
calling  for  his  Milly  darling,  downstairs  1  It  was  an  agony  of 
happiness  and  anguish  j  it  waa  life. 


816  The  Last  of  the  Mortimer*. 


CHAPTEE  XII. 

THE  very  next  day  Sara  Cresswell  came  to  see  me.  I  cannot 
say  that  I  was  very  glad,  for  I  grudged  everything  now 
that  did  not  belong  to  the  one  business  which  was  engrossing 
us.  I  had  been  out  that  morning  with  Harry  trying  to  get 
things  that  were  necessary  for  him.  I  don't  mean  the  common 
articles  of  his  outfit,  for  these,  now  that  we  had  money  enough, 
could  be  ordered  at  once  without  contriving ;  but  the  little 
conveniences  that  might  make  him  more  comfortable.  He 
protested  that  I  would  load  him  with  so  many  contrivances  for 
comfort  that  comforc  would  be  impossible  ;  and,  1  daresay  I 
was  foolish.  But  he  let  me  do  it  without  more  than  just 
laughing  at  me.  He  knew  it  was  a  sort  of  consolation.  When 
Sara  came  the  room  was  in  a  litter  with  all  sorts  of  portable 
apparatus ;  things  for  cooking,  and  lamps,  and  portable  dressing 
things,  and  the  wonderful  convenient  portmanteaus  they  make 
now-a-days.  I  was  putting  them  all  together,  and  comparing, 
and  thinking  all  how  he  won  Id'  do  when,  instead  of  home, 
where  everything  came  naturally,  without  being  asked  for,  he 
should  have  only  these  skeletons  to  make  himself  comfortable 
with.  I  had  lighted  the  lamp,  and  was  boiling  the  little  kettle 
ovei  it,  to  see  how  it  would  do  Ah,  if  we  only  had  been 
going  all  together  !  If  I  could  have  imagined  myself  there  to 
boil  the  kettle  and  have  everything  warm  and  nice  for  him 
when  he  came  in  from  the  trenches,  how  pleasant  all  these  con- 
trivances would  have  been  !  As  it  was  I  had  just  had  his 
servant  up  and  been  showing  him  the  things  we  had  bought ; 
he  looking  grim  and  half  amused,  touching  his  cap  and  saying, 
"  Yes,  ma'am,"  to  every  word  I  said,  but  laughing  in  his  mind 
at  all  my  womanish  nonsense.  I  could  see  that  perfectly,  and 
1  had  a  good  cry  after  the  man  was  gone  ;  and  was  just  rousing 
up  from  that,  to  boil  the  little  kettle,  when  Sara  Cresswell 
came  in. 

In  this  short  week  there  was  a  good  deal  of  change  upon 
Sara.  Her  eyes  had  a  quick  kind  of  fitful  light  in  them  gleam- 
ing about  everywhere,  as  if  she  were  somehow  dissatisfied, 
either  with  herself  or  her  own  circumstances,  and  sought  a  kiucj 


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of  relief  in  external  things.  There  was  a  change  in  her  appear- 
ance too ;  her  little  short  curls  had  either  grown  too  long  to 
cluster  about  her  neck  as  she  had  worn  them,  or  she  had  taken 
another  caprice  about  this  fashion  of  hers,  for  they  were  now 
all  gathered  into  a  net,  a  thing  which  changed  her  appearance, 
somehow,  without  one  being  able  to  see  for  the  first  minute 
how  it  was.  She  flushed  up  wonderfully  when  she  saw  my 
occupation.  She  came  and  kissed  me,  and  sat  down  by  me  to 
watch  the  lamp.  I  had  to  explain  to  her  all  about  it,  how  it 
was  arranged,  and  everything  ;  and  after  she  had  sat  with  me 
watching  till  the  little  kettle  boiled,  all  at  once  it  seemed  to 
flash  upon  her  what  dreadful  thing  was  implied  to  me  in  that 
little  apparatus,  and  she  suddenly  looked  up  in  my  face  and 
took  hold  of  my  hand,  and  burst  out  crying.  I  gave  way  just 
for  one  moment  too,  but  even  her  presence  and  her  sympathy 
kept  me  from  breaking  down  altogether.  But  it  warmed  my 
heart  to  Sara  to  see  her  crying  for  my  trouble.  I  took  the 
little  teapot  out  of  the  place  it  was  fitted  into  and  made  some 
tea,  and  gave  her  some  without  saying  anything.  We  sat  by 
the  table  where  that  little  lamp  was  still  burning,  throwing  the 
steady,  cheerful  little  flame  that  showed  so  strange  in  the  day- 
light, upon  us.  We  drank  that  tea  together  without  saying 
anything,  till  Sara,  not  being  able  to  contain  herself,  her  heart 
quite  running  over  with  pity  for  me,  took  the  cup  out  of  my 
hand  and  threw  her  arms  round  me.  u  We  shall  be  sisters 
while  he  is  away !"  cried  Sara,  not  knowing  what  to  say  to 
comfort  me.  I  don't  think  I  said  anything  ;  but  we  were  real 
fast  friends  from  that  day. 

"  But  I  must  have  everything  cleared  away  now,  before 
Harry  comes  in,"  said  I ;  "  he  must  not  see  all  this  litter  we 
have  been  making.  He  thinks  me  foolish  enough  already. 
Go  into  the  other  room,  Sara  dear,  and  take  a  book  and  wait 
for  me.  Lizzie  is  out  with  baby.  I'll  come  to  you  presently." 

"  As  if  I  could  not  help  !"  cried  Sara,  dashing  the  tears  away 
off  her  cheek.  "  Why,  oh,  Milly,  why  won't  people  let  us 
women  do  what  we  were  born  to?  This  is  twenty  times 
pleasanter  than  going  into  the  other  room  and  taking  a 
book." 

And  so,  I  daresay,  it  was.  When  everything  was  tidy  we 
Aid  go  into  the  other  room.  Sara  sat  near  the  window,  where 
she  could  see  out  without  being  seen  herself.  I  took  up  some 
of  Harry's  things  that  I  had  begun  to  make  before  Aunt  Milly's 
money  came.  I  would  have  made  them  every  one  myself  if  I 
coold,  but  that,  to  be  sure,  was  impossible  ;  and  what  a  com 


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fort  it  was  to  think  he  would  have  such  a  good  supply  of 
everything ;  but  still  it  was  a  pleasure  to  me  to  have  that  work. 
We  sat  talking  for  some  time  about  other  things,  about  the 
Park,  and  Aunt  Milly,  and  Miss  Mortimer,  but  without 
touching  upon  anything  but  the  surface, — how  I  liked  them, 
and  all  that, — till  at  last  Sara  gave  a  little  start  and  exclama- 
tion, and  put  her  hands  together.  It  was  something  she  saw  in 
the  street.  I  rose  to  look  over  her  shoulder  what  it  was. 

"  There  is  Mr.  Langham  and  Mr.  Luigi,"  cried  Sara.  "  What 
can  they  be  talking  about?  Are  they  coming  in,  I  wonder? 
How  earnest  they  both  look !  Now  they  are  turning  back 
again.  Oh,  Milly,  tell  me,  please !  what  are  they  talking 
about?" 

"  How  can  I  possibly  tell  you?"  said  I ;  but  I  suppose  there 
was  a  little  faltering  and  consciousness  in  my  tone. 

Sara  sat  watching  for  some  time  longer.  "  They  walk  up 
and  down,  quite  engrossed  in  their  conversation,"  said  Sara ; 
"  when  they  reach  the  end  of  the  pavement,  they  turn  back 
again,  up  and  down,  up  and  down.  Now  Mr.  Langham  seems 
urging  something  upon  him — now  he  turns  away,  he  clasps  his 
hands  together,  he  appeals  to  Mr.  Langham.  What  is  it? 
what  is  it  all  about?  I  never  can  persuade  him  to  tell  me. 
How  does  he  belong  to  the  Park  or  the  Mortimers?  Why  are 
they  frightened  for  him  ?  Oh,  Milly,  you  who  have  just  come 
from  them,  tell  me  what  it  is?  I  am  not  asking  from  vain 
curiosity — I — I — I  have  a  right " 

Here  Sara  stopped,  overcome  with  agitation.  I  was  close 
behind  her.  I  could  not  help  growing  agitated  too. 

"  Sara,  tell  me  /"  I  cried;  "we  are  both  motherless  crea- 
tures, and  you  have  nobody  to  guide  you.  Tell  me ;  you  call 
him  Jie,  you  don't  say  his  name.  What  is  he  to  you?" 

Sara  turned  back  and  leant  her  head  upon  me,  and  fell  into  a 
passion  of  tears  again  ; — different  tears — tears  for  herself,  and 
out  of  the  anguish  of  her  heart.  She  was  doing  wrong — she 
knew  she  was  doing  wrong— she  had  gone  on  with  it  wilfully, 
knowing  it  was  wrong  all  -the  time  ;  and  now  she  had  gone  too 
far  to  draw  back. 

"  Oh,  Milly,  Milly,  papa  does  not  know !"  she  cried,  in  such 
a  tone  of  misery.  And,  indeed,  I  don't  wonder.  How  could 
she  look  him  in  the  face  knowing  how  fond  of  her  he  was  ? 

"  But,  Sara,  this  is  dreadfully  wrong  of  Mr.  Luigi,"  cried  I  j 
"  he  ought  to  know  better ;  he  should  at  least  have  gone  to  Mr. 
Cress  well.  It  is  his  fault." 

*'  Was  it  your  Harry's  fault?"  cried  Sara,  starting  up  in  my 


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face,  all  flushed  and  glowing.  "  Should  he  have  gone  directly 
and  told  everybody  ?  And  you  were  married,  married,  Milly ! 
— and  ever  such  a  time  before  it  was  found  out.  How  can  you 
pretend  to  be  so  shocked  at  me  ?" 

To  see  her  spring  up,  all  blushing  and  beautiful,  and  deter- 
mined as  she  was— she  who  had  been  sobbing  on  my  shoulder  a 
moment  before,  took  me  entirely  by  surprise.  I  retreated  a 
step  before  her.  I  could  not  tell  what  answer  to  make.  She 
was  not  ashamed,  the  little  darling  creature  1  She  was  ready 
to  stand  up  for  him  against  all  the  world. 

"  It  was  not  my  good  father  that  loved  me,  it  was  only  my 
aunt,"  I  said,  faltering;  "and,  besides,  it  was  I  who  should 
have  told  her  ;  and  as  for  Harry — Harry " 

"He  is  no  better  than  Luigi !"  cried  Sara;  *' he  ought  to 
have  gone  and  told  and  asked  for  you.  You  know  he  should  ; 
and  you  were  married,  actually  married,  and  oh,  Milly,  can 
you  really  venture  to  scold  me  V" 

"  If  I  had  nothing  else  to  excuse  me  I  was  ashamed,  at  least," 
said  I,  a  little  sharply. 

"  I  am  not  ashamed  of  Lewis  !"  cried  the  little  girl,  stamping 
her  little  foot  and  clasping  her  hands  together.  When  her 
courage  deserted  her,  she  came  and  nestled  into  my  side  again, 
and  clasped  her  arms  tight  and  cried.  What  was  to  be  done  ? 
for  whatever  I  might  have  done  myself,  I  could  not  be  an  acces- 
sory to  Sara's  secret,  to  break  her  kind  father's  heart. 

"  But  tell  me  who  he  is  ?  What  is  Mr.  Langham  speaking 
to  him  about?"  whispered  Sara  at  last. 

"  Has  he  not  told  you  who  he  is  ?" 

"  Only  that  soon  he  will  be  able  to  come  to  papa  and  tell 
him  everything,  but  that  his  duty  to  somebody  prevents  him 
speaking  now,  till  he  has  permission,"  said  Sara,  under  her 
breath.  "  I  am  not  excusing  him,"  she  went  on,  lifting  up  her 
head.  "  As  you  say,  it  was  my  part  to  tell  papa ;  and  it  was 
only  just  the  other  day  that — that — there  was  anything  to  tell. 
We  have  not  been  going  on  making  it  up  for  a  long  time.  We 
have  not  been  keeping  it  secret  for  months,  like  some  people." 

"  Sara,  hush,"  said  I ;  "  you  know  quite  well  your  case  and 
mine  are  not  alike  ;  but,  at  any  rate,  I  am  older  and  wiser  now. 
Must  I,  or  must  Harry,  go  and  tell  your  father  ?" 

Sara  looked  at  me  with  a  degree  of  affectionate  spite  and 
wickedness  I  never  saw  equalled.  "You  would,  you  treach- 
erous, perfidious  creature  F'she  cried,  flinging  away  from  me ; 
"  but  Mr.  Langham  wouldn't ! — you  need  not  think  it.  You 
will  have  to  go  yourself ;  and  papa  will  think  we  have  had  A 


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quarrel,  and  won't  believe  you.  Ah,  Milly!  here  they  are 
coming  back.  Tell  me  what  Mr.  Langham  was  saying  to  him  ? 
Tell  me  what  it  all  is  ?" 

If  I  had  known  ever  so  well  what  to  tell  her,  and  been  as 
willing  as  I  was  able,  I  would  have  been  prevented  by  Harry's 
coming  in.  He  was  looking  grave  and  perplexed.  His  inter- 
view with  Luigi  had  not  satisfied  him,  any  more  than  such  a 
conversation  had  satisfied  anybody  else  who  approached  the 
Italian.  Sara  stopped  short  with  the  most  violent  blush  on  her 
face  when  she  saw  him.  She  withdrew  from  me,  and  got  into 
a  corner.  She  went  to  the  window,  and  pretended  to  be  looking 
out  very  earnestly.  She  answered  Harry's  salutation  only  over 
my  shoulder.  The  next  moment  she  came  whispering  to  me 
that  it  was  time  for  her  to  go.  Evidently,  however  much  she 
encouraged  herself  by  our  example,  she  could  not  face  Hariy. 
She  whispered,  "  Don't  tell  1"  and  clenched  her  little  fist  at  me 
as  she  went  away.  Of  course  I  only  laughed  at  her  ;  but  it 
appeared  I  did  not  need  to  tell  Harry.  He  came  upstairs,  after 
seeing  her  out,  with  a  smile  on  his  face. 

"  Has  she  been  telling  you  what  trouble  she  has  got  herself 
into?  Oh,  don't  betray  her  secret,"  said  Harry.  "  I  have  just 
heard  it  from  the  other  side.  Here  are  other  two  fools  follow- 
ing our  example,  Milly.  What  is  to  be  done  for  them  f  It  is 
worse,  you  know,  in  their  case,  as  1  took  pains  to  show  Luigi. 
Mr.  Cresswell  is  a  different  person  from  Aunt  Connor ;  and  we 
two  were  equal  in  our  poverty.  I  don't  approve,"  said  Harry, 
with  a  laugh  mingling  in  his  gravity,  "  of  such  a  thing  as 
this." 

"  And  what  did  he  say?"  said  I,  thinking,  no  doubt,  that  my 
Harry's  wisdom  had  made  the  Italian  ashamed  of  himself. 

Harry  laughed  again,  but  grew  rather  red.  "  Word  for 
word  what  I  used  to  say  when  I  was  explaining  to  myself  why 
I  did  not  go  and  ask  you  from  your  Aunt  Connor.  I  hope 
they'll  have  as  good  an  issue  as  we  have  had,  Milly,  darling,'* 
said  Harry,  "  But  here's  some  extraordinary  mistake  again. 
Either  we're  mistaken  in  our  guess,  which  I  can't  think  pos- 
sible, or  poor  Luigi's  dreadfully  mistaken  in  the  laws  of  Eng- 
land and  of  civilised  life.  Perhaps  he  thinks  our  being 
Protestants  makes  an  end  of  law.  I  can't  tell  what  he  thinks, 
nor  what  to  think  of  the  whole  concern.  He  refuses  my 
mediation,  Milly ;  at  least  he  tells  me  I  am  wrong." 

"  Wrong  in  what  particular?"  I  asked  eagerly. 

Harry  shook  his  head.  "  1  can't  tell ;  but  he  will  not  hear  of 
any  compensation,  ?r  of  giving  np  his  pursuit  of  that  poor  old 


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lady.  When  he  saw  what  I  meant  he  grew  very  hot  and 
angry,  and  asked  if  I  meant  to  insult  him,  but  afterwards  said 
to  himself,  '  It  is  in  ignorance,'  with  a  sort  of  magnanimity 
which  would  be  simply  ridiculous  according  to  my  notion  of 
the  affair.  They'll  have  it  out  their  own  way,  Milly.  We 
can't  interfere,  that's  clear  ;  only  I  wish  there  was  some  light 
thrown  upon  it,"  said  Harry,  u  before  I  went  away,  that  I 
might  know  what  your  fortune  is  likely  to  be.  What  would 
you  say  if  this  grand  Park  of  yours  turned  out  to  be  no  inherit- 
ance for  us  at  all  ?" 

"  I  should  not  break  my  heart ;  but  what  could  he  have  to 
do  with  the  Park  ?"  cried  I.  "  If  he  were  Mr.  Mortimer's  son, 
why  should  Miss  Mortimer  be  so  troubled  about  it  ?  and  how 
could  he,  if  he  is  Miss  Mortimer's " 

"  Hush,  Milly  ;.we  don't  know  anything  about  it.  Let's 
talk  of  our  own  concerns,"  said  Harry,  with  a  sigh.  These 
words  plunged  me  back  again  into  the  mood  from  which  Sara 
had  roused  me.  The  other  things  weat  like  shadows — this  was 
the  real  life  which  belonged  to  us. 


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CHAPTER    XIII. 

I  DON'T  remember  very  well  after  that  how  these  outside 
affairs  went  on.  I  used  to  see  them  both,  of  course. 
Sara  came  to  me  almost  every  day,  and  sometimes  helped  with 
my  work,  and  sometimes  played  with  baby,  and  sometimes 
would  read  aloud  to  me  when  Ilcirry  was  out.  She  meant  it 
very  Avell  and  was  very  good,  and  a  comfort,  as  much  as  that 
was  possible.  I  remember  being  glad  when  she  read,  and  did 
not  talk,  for  then  I  was  free  to  my  own  thoughts.  I  daresay, 
thinking  it  over  since,  that  it  must  have  been  the  fascination  of 
seeing  her  constantly,  which  for  that  interval  took  precedence 
of  everything  in  Luigi's  mind,  and  kept  him  inactive ;  for  I 
heard  from  Aunt  Milly  that  he  had  not  been  to  the  Park 
again,  nor  heard  of  in  any  way,  so  far  as  she  knew.  And 
Miss  Mortimer  had  been  ailing  too,  and  had  very  bad  nights, 
and  had  been  a  whole  week  that  she  did  not  come  downstair^ 
I  heard  all  these  things  at  the  time  without  taking  any  notice 
of  them.  Harry,  after  finding  himself  so  unsuccessful  with 
Luigi,  had  given  it  all  up ;  and  we  were  both  too  much 
occupied  with  our  own  concerns  to  think  of  anything  else. 
We  did  not  talk  much  of  what  was  to  happen  when  he  was 
gone.  It  had  come  to  be  tacitly  concluded  that  I  was  to  go 
with  Aunt  Milly;  and,  I  suppose,  that  thought  that  crossed 
Harry's  mind  after  his  conversation  with  Luigi, — u  What  if 
the  Park  should  turn  out  to  be  no  inheritance  of  ours  after 
all?" — had  passed  away  again  as  it  came.  I  can't  say  I  ever 
thought  of  the  Park  at  that  time  one  way  or  another  ;  and  I 
am  sure  what  Harry  was  glad  for  me  to  have,  was  not  the 

Erospect  of  a   great    fortune,    but    the  presence  of  a  dear 
fiend. 

One  day  he  rode  out  to  see  Aunt  Milly,  and  take  leave  of 
her.  He  saw  them  both,  he  told  me,  but  nothing  passed  that 
I  cared  to  inquire  into.  We  had  a  great  deal  to  do,  which 
helped  us  to  pull  through  these  days.  It  was  such  a  difficulty 
to  get  those  things  which  I  had  collected,  packed.  Harry's 


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Servant  came,  and  puffed  and  scratched  his  head  over  them, 
and  poor  Domenico  came  up  to  help ;  and  what  with  his 
broad  laughs  and  pantomime,  and  his  determination  to  get 
everything  in,  and  his  cheerfulness  over  all  his  failures,  and 
the  ludicrous  way  in  which  he  and  Thomson  addressed  each 
other,  each  in  his  own  language,  and  abused  each  other  too, 
even  I  was  obliged  to  laugh,  and  the  assistants  were  all  kept  in 
good-humour.  I  felt  as  if  it  had  been  very  dark  all  these  days 
— often  raining,  always  cloudy,  the  streets  muddy  and  uncom- 
fortable, and  the  air  stifling.  I  can't  tell  whether  it  was  so  in 
reality,  bub  it  certainly  seemed  so  to  me. 

Then  the  very  last  day  came.  Harry  was  specially  busy  all 
that  day ;  there  were  all  the  men  to  look  after,  and  he  was 
acting  adjutant.  I  went  out  by  myself  to  see  whether  I  could 
not  find  anything  else  he  might  want.  It  was  very  fatiguing 
walking — I  suppose  it  was  a  rainy  day.  When  I  came  in  I 
felt  very  faint,  and  sat  down  in  a  chair  in  the  hall  for  an 
instant  to  recover  myself.  I  can't  tell  how  Luigi  knew  that  I 
was  there ;  but  he  came  out  to  the  door  of  his  room,  and 
stood  looking  at  me  for  a  moment.  I  got  up,  being  jealous 
that  anybody  should  see  me  break  down,  just  then ;  but  he 
held  up  his  hand  as  if  to  beg  me  to  stay. 

"  May  I  say  how  I  think  of  you?"  he  said.  "  Just  now  you 
are  never  out  of  my  mind,  you  and  that  brave  Langham. 
Patience,  patience !  such  men  come  back — they  come  back  !" 

"Oh,  hush,  hush,  hush!"  I  cried.  I  could  say  nothing 
more,  and  pressed  past  him  to  go  upstairs 

He  put  his  hand  on  mine  when  I  laid  it  on  the  rail  of  the 
stairs,  detaining  me.  "  We  are  cousins,"  he  said,  softly  ;  u  do 
not  put  me  away.  In  my  country  we  say  cousin-brother—it 
does  not  matter,  it  is  the  same.  L  will  be  your  brother  if  you 
will  let  me.  Tell  him.  I  am  not  to  be  ashamed  of  ;  he  knows 
not ;  but  if  she  will  not  do  what  is  right,  soon  all  the  world 
must  know.  I  am  your  brother,  at  your  disposition.  Say  it  to 
him.  I  will  not  come  to  say  farewell  to  disturb  you — but  tell 
him  ;  he  shall  trust  me,  and  you  may  want  a  brother  ;  we  are 
of  one  blood." 

"  Oh,  let  me  go !"  I  cried.  "  I  can't  ask  you  how  this  is.  I 
can't  thank  you,  though  I  am  sure  it  is  kindness.  I  can't  think 
of  anything  to-day  ;  let  me  go." 

Luigi  kissed  my  hand,  and  let  me  go.  It  startled  me  very 
much  for  the  moment.  I  rushed  upstairs,  feeling  as  if  he  had 
been  rude  to  me ; — but  indeed  he  had  not  been  rude  to  me, 
nor  anything  the  least  like  it.  But  it  startled  me  into 


824  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

realizing  all  that  was  going  to  happen.  That  I  should  be  altne 
as  to-morrow.  I  remember  running  and  clutching  at  the 
blinds  which  were  down,  and  drawing  them  up  with  great 
haste,  and  almost  passion.  It  seemed  to  me  as  if  that  dim 
light  were  predicting  something  ;  as  if  the  furniture  standing 
about  was  looking  on,  and  knew  what  was  going  to  be.  Now 
the  time  was  come ;  1  had  gone  over  it  and  over  it  in  my  fancy ; 
this  would  be  the  last  of  my  rehearsals ;  to-morrow  Harry 
would  be  away. 

And  the  to-morrow  came,  as  they  always  do.  I  did  not  feel 
in  the  least  diminished  in  my  strength.  I  did  not  feel  I  had  any 
body  at  all  that  morning.  I  went  with  him  to  the  railway 
steadily,  you  may  suppose.  I  would  not  lose  a  moment  of  the 
time  we  were  to  be  together  in  any  folly  about  myself.  I 
remember  him  saying  something  about  me  going  home  alone, 
and  all  that,  as  men  will  do.  But  1  did  not  lose  sight  of  him 
till  the  last  moment  when  the  train  disappeared  into  the 
tunnel ;  and  I  can't  tell  how  long  I  stood  there  watching,  after 
it  had  vanished  into  that  darkness.  Now  he  was  gone ! 
Another  train  came  up,  and  the  crowd  disturbed  me  standing 
there  all  by  myself.  1  did  not  feel  as  if  it  were  truo  ;  but  I 
went  away  all  the  same.  I  said  to  myself,  over  and  over  again, 
"  He  is  gone ;"  but  it  did  me  no  good.  I  went  out  cf  the 
railway  not  believing  in  it.  Outside  there  was  a  cab  waiting 
for  me.  But  Domenico  rushed  forward  to  open  the  door,  and 
somehow  they  had  contrived  that  Lizzie  and  baby  should  be 
there  to  take  me  home.  I  heard  afterwards  that  Luigi  and 
Domenico  were  both  watching  close  by  all  the  time,  in  case  I 
should  faint,  or  something.  I  suppose  they  thought  I  would 
faint,  not  knowing  any  better.  Lizzie's  great  eyes,  panic- 
struck,  gazing  in  my  face,  full  of  tears  tli.it  she  durst  not  let 
fall,  struck  me  quite  strangely  when  I  got  into  the  cab ;  and 

then  little  Harry  stretched  out  his  arms  to  me — and  then . 

But  even  at  the  worst  it  was  not  so  dreadful  as  I  thought  it 
would  be.  I  was  not  sitting  blind  and  desperate,  with  all  the 
world  dark  before  me.  No,  no;  and  God  forgive  me  for 
thinking  I  should.  Harry  was  living  and  well,  and  gone  to  do 
his  duty ;  and  this  was  his  boy  smiling  in  my  face,  and  the 

sun  was  shining .  And  I  had  to  live,  and  to  be  patient, 

and  to  pray. 

When  we  got  home,  Aunt  Milly's  kind  face,  anxiously  gazing 
out  of  the  window,  was  the  first  thing  I  saw.  She  came  run- 
ning downstairs  to  take  me  in  her  arms  ;  she  seemed  to  think 
it  strange  I  could  walk  in  &o  steadily,  and  did  not  want  anf 


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support.  Sara  was  upstairs  too.  I  have  no  doubt  it  was  kind, 
the  kindest  thing  possible;  but  I  felt  dreadfully  fatigued, 
somehow,  with  that  morning's  work.  I  could  have  liked  to  have 
been  by  myself  a  little.  I  went  to  my  own  room  to  put  off  my 
bonnet,  and  sat  down  with  a  kind  of  pang  of  comfort.  I  thought 
I  was  glad  it  was  over ;  and  then  my  eye  fell  on  Harry's  old 
Bcarf — and  somehow  the  silence  came  ringing  about  my  ears  with 
no  "Milly,  darling  !"  sounding  through  it :  and  I  began  to  see  it 
was  true,  and  he  was  away. 

When  Aunt  Milly  came  stealing  into  the  room  after  me,  she 
dropped  down  by  my  side  where  1  was  kneeling,  and  put  her 
kind  arms  round  my  waist.  "Yes,  dear,  cry!"  said  Aunt 
Milly,  "  it  will  do  you  good  !"  But  I  did  not  cry  after  that — 
I  was  better.  1  was  glad  it  was  over  now. 

We  waited  till  we  had  a  message  by  the  telegraph  to  say  the 
ship  was  just  sailing  out  of  the  Mersey ;  for  Harry  had  stopped 
with  me  till  the  very  last  moment.  And  then  we  went  away.  I 
remember  everything  so  clearly  that  happened  that  day.  I 
remember  how  the  sun  kept  shining,  and  how  they  all  looked 
at  me  as  if  I  had  been  ill,  and  had  to  be  watched  and  cared  for 
at  every  step.  It  was  all  very  new  to  me.  In  the  hall,  as  we 
were  going  away,  Luigi  came  up  to  me  again.  Aunt  Milly  had 
made  me  take  her  arm  ;  not  that  I  needed  it,  but  she  seemed 
to  think  I  ought  to  need  it.  Luigi  came  and  took  my  hand. 
"  Remember  !"  he  said,  u  I  am  your  brother,  at  your  disposition, 
till  he  comes  back."  I  don't  think  I  made  him  any  answer  ; 
for  the  very  sight  of  him  made  Aunt  Milly  tremble.  He  went 
out  after  us  to  put  us  into  the  carriage,  and  somehow  managed 
to  do  it,  though  Aunt  Milly  was  afraid  of  him.  He  put  her  in 
last  of  all,  and  kissed  her  hand.  Aunt  Milly  did  not  say 
anything  to  me  for  a  long  time  after.  She  kept  gazing  out  of 
the  carriage  windows  as  long  as  she  could  see  Luigi ;  and  I 
have  a  kind  of  consciousness  that  he  stood  there,  with  his  hat 
off.  as  long  as  we  could  be  seen  on  the  road.  For  the  moment 
ehe  had  returned  into  her  own  trouble  and  forgotten  mine.  I 
leaned  out  of  the  other  window,  and  felt  the  wind  on  my  face. 
Ah,  God  send  the  winds  were  safe  upon  the  sea  1  He  was 
gone — really  gone.  I  was  not  even  to  hear  of  him  for  a  long 
time  ;  and  when  I  was  to  see  him,  God  knew  alone.  I  was 
swept  out  of  his  sight,  and  he  out  of  mine,  as  if  we  did  not 
belong  to  each  other.  There  was  only  One  now,  in  heaven  or 
earth,  that  at  the  same  moment  could  see  him  and  me.  When 
I  thought  of  that  it  melted  all  my  heart.  Our  Father,  the  only 
father  we  two  had,  saw  us  both,  with  no  boundaries  betweeD 


826  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers, 

us — all  that  time  when  I  could  neither  see  nor  hear  of  Uaffy, 
God  Avas  my  link  to  my  husband.  He  knew.  We  were  both 
in  His  eye  if  we  were  worlds  asunder.  There,  we  were  near  to 
each  other,  however  else  we  might  be  separate.  The  impression 
Came  so  strong  upon  me  that  for  a  moment  I  could  not  say  I 
was  less  than  glad.  No  distance  in  the  world,  though  it  put  ua 
for  a  time  out  of  sight  of  each  other,  could  ever  put  us  out  of  the 
eight  of  God. 


Tlie  Last  of  the  Mortimers*  827 


CHAPTER  XIV- 

"VTOBODY  will  be  surprised  when  I  say,  that,  after  this, 
JL\|  things  got  into  their  usual  way  very  soon,  and  that  when 
the  event  was  over,  everything  subsided  round  it,  and  soon 
Aunt  Milly  began  to  forget  that  I  was  the  invalid  (in  spirit) 
whom  she  had  taken  such  tender  care  of,  and  brought  back  all 
her  budget  of  perplexities  and  troubles  to  pour  them  into  iny 
ear ;  and  after  a  day  or  two's  retirement  in  my  own  room, 
which  was  an  ease  to  me,  I  went  dowstairs  and  about,  and  took 
a  share  in  everything.  Miss  Mortimer  had  got  better  of  her 
illness,  if  illness  it  was.  She  sat  within  the  screen  as  usual, 
'doing  her  knitting,  and  not  taking  much  notice  of  anybody. 
I  don't  know  whether  she  had  really  suffered  in  her  health,  but 
it  seemed  to  me  that  she  got  thinner,  and  that  sometimes  there 
was  a  gleam  of  fiery  restrained  excitement  in  her  eyes,  which 
were  rather  cold  eyes  by  nature.  We  were  told  that  she  still 
had  very  bad  nights  ;  and  I  am  sure,  two  or  three  times  when 
I  met  poor  Carson  by  accident,  it  took  all  my  self-control  to 
keep  me  from  speaking  to  her,  and  begging  her  to  deliver  her- 
self, somehow,  from  this  dreadful  yoke.  I  never  saw  exhaus- 
tion and  a  kind  of  weak  despair  so  written  upon  anybody's  face. 
These  bad  nights,  whatever  they  might  be  to  the  mistress,  must 
have  been  murderous  work  to  the  poor  maid. 

"My  dear,"  said  Aunt  Milly,  "I  shall  never  forget  that 
young  man's  look  as  he  put  me  into  the  carriage,  and  kissed  my 
hand."  Aunt  Milly  held  out  her  plump  soft  hand  as  she  spoke, 
and  looked  at  it.  "  They  have  a  habit  of  doing  so,  these 
Italians.  But  if  you  will  believe  me,  Milly,  it  was  actually  an 
affectionate  look  the  poor  young  fellow  gave  me  ;  and  I  have 
never  asked  you  what  he  meant ;  he  was  your  brother,  he  said. 
My  dear,  what  did  he  mean  ?  Ah,  I  remember  how  disap- 
pointed I  was  to  find  that  he  was  not  your  brother,  and  Richard 
Mortimer's  son.  That  would  have  been  such  a  happy  solu- 
tion of  everything  !  but  tell  me  why  he  called  himself  your 
brother?  Was  it  only  sympathy,  Milly?" 

"  He  said  we  were  of  the  same  blood ;    l^e  s,ai4  we  were 
tions,"  said  f ,  witfc  soine  hesitation,, 


828  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

The  book  she  had  been  reading  fell  out  of  Aunt  Milly's  hand. 
"  Relations!"  she  cried,  faltering  and  growing  pale;  "then, 
Milly,  there  can  be  no  doubt  at  all  about  it.  Milly,  I  tell  you 
he  must  be  my  father's  son  ;  how  could  you  be  relations  ?  And 
indeed,  indeed,"  cried  Aunt  Milly,  growing  more  and  more 
agitated,  "  I  can't  bear  this  any  longer.  ISTow  you  are  with  rne 
to  support  me,  I  must  take  it  into  my  own  hands.  I  will  go 
and  write  to  him  this  moment,  and  ask  him  down  here  to  clear 
it  all  up.  Don't  say  anything — I  must  do  it ;  it  is  impossible  to 
go  on  living  in  this  way." 

"  But  Miss  Mortimer  ?"  said  I. 

"  Miss  Mortimer  ?"  cried  Aunt  Milly,  with  a  little  scream, 
that  was  almost  hysterical,  u  what  can  my  sister  Sarah  have  to 
do  with  it?  It  is  no  harder  upon  her  than  it  is  upon  me.  If 
he  is  my  father's  son,  how  can  she  be  mixed  up  in  it  ?  And 
how  can  you  and  he  be  relations  unless  he  is  my  father's  son  ? 
Don't  speak  to  me,  Milly.  He  shall  come  here  and  tell  it  all, 
and  at  least  we  shall  know  what  there  is  to  fear.'' 

"  But  if  she  were  too  much  excited  it  might  make  her  ill," 
said  I,  dreading  that  visit,  without  knowing  anything  to  say 
against  it. 

"I  can't  help  it!"  cried  Aunt  Milly,  "I  am  desperate. 
Think  of  living  and  enjoying  what  doesn't  belong  to  you!  Oh, 
Milly,  Milly!  what  do  you  think  I  must  do?  I  never  was  in 
secrots  and  mysteries  before ;  it's  dreadful  to  me ;  and  Sarah 
would  not  yield  to  tell  what  she's  kept  hidden  so  long,  not  for 
her  life.  We'll  see  how  she  looks  to-night  I  did  not  think 
she  looked  any  worse  than  usual.  I  would  not  hurt  her,  you 
may  be  sure,  not  for  any  relief  to  myself  ;  but  we  can't  go  on 
with  this  hanging  over  us,  Milly,"  she  said,  with  faltering  lips. 
"  I'll  write  to-morrow ;  I  certainly  will  write  to-morrow. 
Relations !  My  dear,  dear  child,  it  will  be  a  dreadful  dis- 
appointment to  you ;  but  that  is  as  good  as  proof." 

Poor  Aunt  Milly!  she  was  desperate,  as  she  said  ;  and  what 
good  it  would  do  wilting,  or  asking,  or  even  demanding  any- 
thing, that  one  of  the  people  who  knew  it  would  guard  at  the 
cost  of  her  life,  and  the  other  would  disclose  only  at  his  own 
time,  I  could  not  see.  Luigi  had  refused  to  tell  her  already  ; 
he  would  not  tell  Sara  Cresswell.  -He  was  waiting  a  per- 
mission that  never,  never  in  this  world  would  be  given.  And 
he,  too,  must  be  deluded:.  What  could  he  think  our  laws  or 
our  principles  were  if  he  could  have  any  rights,  but  those  of 
shame?  It  was  all  a  mystery;  I  could  see  that  Aunt  Milly's 
idea  was  quite  a  false  one.  But  I  dared  not  tell  her  that  idea 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  829 

of  my  own,  which,  perhaps,  for  anything  I  knew,  might  prove 
as  false  as  hers. 

That  morning  I  went  out  with  Lizzie  and  my  boy.  He 
could  walk  now  along  the  sunny  road  holding  my  finger,  and 
trot  after  his  own  little  shadow,  and  try  to  catch  the  motes  in 
the  sunshine,  as  I  suppose  all  babies  do — but,  to  be  sure,  it  is 
just  as  original  and  strange  in  every  child  that  does  it,  for  all 
that.  I  was  walking  by  him,  very  tranquil  and  even  contented 
in  my  mind.  There  had  been  very  quiet  weather  ;  and  little 
Harry  was  so  well  and  so  beautiful ;  and  I  felt  so  much  more 
as  if  I  could  trust  my  Harry  himself  in  God's  hands  without 
trembllrg  for  him  every  moment,  that  rny  heart  opened  out  a 
little  to  the  beautiful  day.  I  don't  know  that  I  sould  have 
borne  to  see  Doinenico,  much  less  to  speak  to  him,  but  for 
that 

For  there  was  Domenioo,  unmistakably,  on  the  edge  of  the 
common.  He  was  dressed  in  a  white  linen  suit,  all  white,  as  if 
he  wanted  to  make  his  enormous  bulk  and  his  black  beard  as  re- 
markable as  possible  in  this  beardless  and  sober-minded  country. 
It  was  warm  weather  now,  and  I  daresay  he  thought  the  hot 
summer  was  coining  as  in  his  own  home.  Baby,  with  whom  he 
had  always  been  a  favourite,  gave  a  little  shout  at  sight  of  him, 
and  tottered  forward  a  step  or  two.  Of  course  Domenico's 
hat  had  been  in  his  hand  from  the  first  moment  he  saw  me, 
He  threw  it  down  on  the  grass  now,  and  seized  little  Harry, 
and  tossed  him  up  in  his  arms.  I  was  afraid  of  this  play,  but 
my  brave  boy  was  not ;  he  actually  boxed  at  Lizzie  with  his 
little  fists  when  I  begged  Doinenico  to  set  him  down. 

u  Pardon,"  said  Doinenico  ;  "  i — me—  make  demand  of  the 
signora,  pardon — it  pleases  to  the  piccolo  signorino  beebee.  I 
— Doinenico— here — this,"  said  the  great  fellow,  punching  his 
breast,  that  I  might  be  quite  sure  of  the  person  he  meant, 
»"  take  joy  in  heart  for  see  the  signora  another  time." 

" Thank  you,  Domenico,"  said  I.  "I  shall  never  forget  how 
kind  you  have  been.  What  is  it  that  brings  you  here?" 

Domenico  pointed  round  to  various  points  of  the  compass, 
not  seeming  sure  which  to  fix  upon,  and  then  burst  into  a  great 
laugh  at  himself.  "  It  pieu^c?  to  the  signora  to  pardon,"  said 
Domenico  ;  "  when  not  to  have  the  Lce^-  not  clevare  to  make 
the  speak.  Here  is  the  master  of  me." 

u  Your  master,  Domenico? — where?"  cried  I". 

Once  more  Domenico  looked  round  to  all  the  points  of  the 
compass.  "lie  here — he  here — puff— Ecco  ! — he  move  far 
— to  make  the  time  go.  Here  m  v  master  come  to 


830  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

the  visit — the  signora  not  to  know  the  other  signora  V  Yes, 
yes ;  in  that  large  big  palazzo  of  not  any  colour.  Behold  1 
The  my  master  there  go." 

"Who  is  he  going  to  see  there?"  asked  I,  with  some 
anxiety. 

Domenico  held  up  his  hand  with  many  elaborate  gestures  of 
caution  and  silence.  Then  he  bent  his  enormous  person  forward 
and  stooped  to  my  ear.  When  he  spoke  it  was  in  a  whisper. 
"It  is  need  to  speak  silent — silent!  The  signora  contessa," 
said  Domenico,  witli  half -important,  half-guilty  air  of  one  who 
communicates  a  secret.  I  drew  back  from  him  in  utter 
bewilderment — what  could  he  mean  ? 

"There  is  no  contessa  there,  Domenico,"  said  I,  in  my 
ordinary  tone  ;  "  your  master  is  deceived." 

Domenico  held  up  his  hand  with  an  evident  entreaty  that  I 
would  be  cautious.  Then  he  looked  back  upon  Lizzie,  the  only 
person  in  sight.  "  I  not  fear  for  the  Lizzie,"  said  Domenico  ; 
and  then  launched  forth  into  a  half-whispered  description  of 
the  contessa,  whoever  that  might  be.  But  L  confess  that 
Domenico's  description,  being  Italian  whenever  he  warmed,  and 
only  when  he  slackened  and  recollected  himself  falling  into 
such  English  as  he  was  capable  of,  was  difficult  to  make  out. 
I  fully  entered  into  Lizzie's  feeling,  that  it  was  "awfu'  fickle  to 
ken  what  he  meant  when  it  was  a  long  story."  I  remained 
profoundly  bewildered,  and  unable  to  make  out  one  word  in  ten. 

As  for  learning  anything  about  the  contessa — poor  fellow! 
— or,  rather,  it  was  his  master  that  was  to  be  pitied — evidently 
here  was  some  new  mistake,  some  additional  impediment  to  the 
finding  out  of  this  mystery.  I  left  Lizzie  with  little  Harry  on 
the  common,  and  went  rather  sadly  home.  This  little  bit  of 
apparent  foolishness  naturally  set  me  all  astray  as  to  the 
mysterious  business  which  had  cost  us  so  much  thought. 
Was  it  a  mistake  of  Domenico's  perhaps?  for  Luigi  and  Miss 
Mortimer  had  actually  met,  and  there  could  be  no  mistake 
there. 

When  I  looked  back  that  great  white  apparition  was  keeping 
Lizzie  company  on  the  common.  They  were  a  strange  couple ; 
but  I  cannot  say  I  had  any  such  doubts  or  fears  concerning 
Domenico's  attendance,  as  a  proper  mistress  ought  to  have  had. 
I  flattered  myself  Lizzie  was  a  great  deal  too  young  to  take  any 
harm.  She  stood  with  her  red-brown  hair  a  little  blown  about 
her  eyes :  her  clear,  sanguine  complexion,  her  angular  and  still 
awkward  figure,  looking  up  at  the  man -monster  beside  her,  and 
up  her  han4  tQ  ghado  her  eyes  from  tfre  sun,  which  waj 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  831 

Burning  in  her  face.  While  Domenico,  with  all  his  great  pro- 
portions expanded  by  his  white  dress,  impended  over  her, 
his  smiling  mouth  opening  in  the  midst  of  his  black  beard,  an 
outre  extraordinary  foreign  figure,  enough  to  drive  any  staid 
English  village  out  of  its  propriety.  I  remember  the  picture 
they  made  as  distinctly  as  possible,  with  the  green  common 
surrounding  them,  and  the  gorse  bushes  all  bursting  into  flower; 
and  my  own  beautiful  baby  tottering  about  the  fragrant  grass. 
I  was  quite  secure  in  Lizzie's  love  and  Domenico's  kindness.  I 
went  away  with  a  smile  at  the  curious  group  upon  that  soft 
English  common — both  figures  alien  to  the  soil — and  with  a 
tenderness  in  my  breast  to  them  both.  Domenico  had  made 
himself  well  understood  in  another  language,  if  not  in  that  of 
ordinary  spoken  communications.  I  shall  always  have  a  kind- 
ness to  his  whole  nation  for  that  good  fellow's  sake. 

As  I  paused  at  the  gate  of  the  Park,  I  saw  another  figure 
advancing  by  an  opposite  road.  I  recognised  Luigi  in  a 
moment.  He  was  coining  hurriedly  down  between  the  green 
hedges,  no  doubt  coming  to  pay  that  visit  of  which  Domenico 
had  warned  me.  I  rushed  in.  with  all  the  eagerness  of  a 
child,  to  get  my  bonnet  off  and  be  in  tne  drawing-room  before 
he  came. 


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The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 


CHAPTER  XV. 

WHEN  I  reached  the  drawing-room,  after  throwing  off  ray 
bonnet  and  arranging  my  hair  in  the  most  breathless 
luiste,  terrified  to  hear  the  summons  at  the  door  before  I  was 
downstairs,  I  was  thunderstruck  to  find  Sara  Cresswell  there. 
The  sight  of  her  made  an  end  of  my  awkward  feeling  of  shame 
for  my  own  haste  and  curiosity.  Surely  this  was  nothing  less 
than  a  crisis  that  was  coming.  Sara  had  just  arrived,  and  was 
explaining  the  reasons  for  her  visit  in  such  a  very  fluent  and 
demonstrative  way,  that  I  could  see  at  once  they  were  all  made 
up,  and  some  motive  entirely  -different  from  those  she  men- 
tioned had  brought  her.  She  was  still  in  her  hat  and  velvet 
jacket,  seated  rather  on  the  edge  of  her  chair,  talking  very 
volubly,  but  looking  breathless  and  anxious,  while  Aunt  Milly, 
v  ho  was  sitting  in  her  own  place,  opposite  her  sister,  and  near 
1  MO  fireplace,  looked  at  her,  perplexed  and  uncertain,  evidently 
i  ither  suspicious  of  the  many  motives  which  had  procured  us 
tliis  visit ;  which,  if  Sara  had  only  said  nothing  about  it,  would 
have  been  received  as  a  delightful  surprise,  and  wanted  no 
accounting  for.  It  was  evidently  a  great  relief  to  Sara  when  I 
came  in ;  she  came  to  kiss  me,  turning  her  face  away  from 
Aunt  Milly,  and  caught  hold  of  me  so  tight,  and  gave  me  such 
a  troubled,  emphatic  LOOK,  taat  even  IT  ±  na'i  not  heard  before, 
1  should  have  known  something  was  coimiig.  I  stood  by  her 
breathless  for  a  moment,  wondering  why  the  door-bell  did  not 
ring,— Luigi  had  certainly  had  abundant  time  to  have  got  to 
the  door, —  and  then  went  up  to  the  other  end  of  the  room  on 
pretence  of  finding  my  work  ;  while  Sara,  instead  of  following 
me,  dropped  into  her  chair  again,  evidently  too  nervous,  too 
anxious,  too  eager  to  see  the  first  of  it  and  lose  nothing,  to  do 
anything  but  sit  still.  We  were  both  traitors  and  plotters. 
She  had  come  to  watch  something  that  fcras  about  to  happen, 
but  which  thj  principal  person  concerned  did  not  know.  While 
1,  more  cruel  still,  took  my  trembling  way  up  to  the  other  end 
of  the  apartment,  and  stationed  myself  behind  Aunt  Milly  s 
tliat  I  might  not  lose  a  look  or  word  from  Miss  Mortimer.  I 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  883 

felt  ashamed  of  myself,  but  I  could  not  help  it.  I  felt  a  kind 
of  conviction  that  this  was  to  be  the  decisive  day. 

But  still  there  was  no  sound  at  the  door ;  there  was  time  to 
look  round  all  the  peaceable  vast  room,  and  be  struck  by  the 
quietness,  the  repose  of  the  scene  in  which  some  act  of  this 
mysterious  drama  was  about  to  be  enacted.  It  was  always 
very  light  here,  but  the  bright  day  and  the  sunshine  out  of 
doors,  made  it  now  even  lighter  than  usual,  and  refused  to  any 
of  us  the  slightest  shade  for  our  faces,  whatever  undue  expres- 
sion might  come  to  them.  Sara  had  adopted  the  only  expedient 
possible,  by  turning  her  back  upon  the  light,  and  had,  besides, 
a  little  shelter  in  her  hat.  But  dear  Aunt  Milly,  looking  at 
her  favourite  with  a  troubled  inquiring  expression,  and  laying 
down  the  work  she  had  in  hand  in  order  to  examine  Sara's 
countenance  the  better,  was  so  fully  set  forth  in  all  her  looks, 
movements,  and  almost  feelings,  by  that  broad  clear  day-light, 
that  I  shrank  back  from  it  in  spite  of  myself,  fearing  that  it 
would  betray  me  too.  The  only  shadow  in  the*  room  was  that 
afforded  by  Miss  Mortimer's  screen.  She  sat  there  just  as 
usual,  in  her  violet -coloured  dress,  her  light  muslin  embroidered 
scarf,  worn  without  any  lining,  now  that  the  weather  was 
warm,  and  her  pretty  cap,  with  ribbons  corresponding  to  her 
dress ;  her  head  moving  so  slightly  that  it  was  difficult  to  per- 
ceive the  motion  ;  her  pattern-book  open  on  her  knee,  her 
head  bent  over  it.  At  this  moment,  when  the  thunders  of 
Providence  were  just  about  to  break  over  her,  she  sat  there, 
with  her  head  ov^r  her  knitting-book,  counting  her  stitch  us, 
and  trying  a  new  pattern.  When  I  saw  how  she  was  occupied, 
my  own  trembling  pretence  at  work  fell  from  my  hands.  I 
gazed  at  her  openly  with  a  wonder  which  was  almost  awe. 
My  heart  cried  out  against  her  in  her  dread  composure.  The 
Avenger  was  coming,  and  there  she  sat,  all  conscious,  aware, 
in  every  nerve,  of  her  guilt,  and  yet  able  to  maintain  that 
hideous  calm.  Tes  !  it  would  have  been  sublime  had  she  been 
a  good  woman,  threatened  by  some  undeserved  doom.  I 
declare  it  was  ghastly,  devilish,  dreadful  to  me  ! 

All  this  time  nobody  came  to  the  door.  I  daresay,  perhaps, 
it  was  not  very  many  minutes  after  all ;  but  in  the  excitement 
and  suspense  it  seemed  a  very  long  time  to  me.  And  either 
the  house  was  specially  quiet,  or  there  was  something  in  my 
agitated  condition  which  made  me  think  so.  Miss  Mortimer 
never  lifted  her  head ;  if  she  had  not  been  so  engaged  with  her 
pattern,  surely  she  would  have  noticed  the  perplexed  looks  of 
Aunt  Milly,  and  iny  excited  face.  But  »'  did  not,  she  kept 


834  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

working  on  at  her  new  stitch.  We  all  relapsed  into  perfect 
silence  ;  Sara's  voluble  excuses  for  herself  died  all  at  once  off 
her  lips.  Aunt  Milly  dropped  into  a  strange  anxious  silence, 
looking  at  her.  As  for  myself,  I  could  not  have  spoken  a  word 
whatever  had  been  the  consequences.  Sara's  nervous  motion 
of  her  foot  on  the  carpet  startled  me  so  much  that  I  had  nearly 
committed  myself  by  some  cry  of  agitation.  It  was  a  dread, 
inexplainable  pause,  which  nobody  dared  either  break  or 
account  for.  Dead  silence  and  expectation.  And  Miss  Mor- 
timer bending  her  head  over  her  pattern-book  counting  the 
loops  for  her  new  stitch. 

The  bell  did  not  ring.  If  it  had  rung  it  must  have  startled 
us  all  so  much*" as  to  diminish  the  sense  of  what  was  coming  ; 
there  was  no  such  premonition  ; — a  little  sound  of  steps  and 
subdued  voices  in  the  hall  made  my  heart  beat  so  loud  that  I 
felt  sure  my  Aunt  Milly  must  have  heard  it.  Sara  looked  up 
at  me  suddenly Awhen  that  sound  became  audible.  Her  face 
was  perfectly  colourless,  and  her  hands  firmly  clasped  together. 

u  Children,  what  is  it?"  said  Aunt  Milly,  with  a  sharp 
frightened  cry,  breaking  off  suddenly  in  a  troubled  manner  as 
the  steps  drew  nearer.  Miss  Mortimer  lifted  her  head  from  her 
book.  She  looked  up,  she  looked  full  at  me  ;  she  smiled.  She 
was  listening,  but  she  was  not  afraid. 

When  suddenly  the  door  was  thrown  open  ;  Ellis  called  out, 
with  his  fullest  voice :  "  The  Count  Sormonata,"  and  somebody 
came  in.  I  cannot  tell  who  it  was  that  came  in.  I  heard  Sara 
cry  out  with  a  kind  of  shriek  and  repeat  the  name,  "The  Count 
Sermoneta  !"  The  work  and  the  book  and  all  the  trifling 
matters  about  her  fell  off  from  Miss  Mortimer.  She  rose  up, 
clenching  her  hand,  ghastly,  like  a  dead  woman.  She  cried  out 
in  a  voice  I  shall  never  forget  :  "  he  is  dead,  dead!" she  cried, 
with  the  wildest  scream  and  outcry.  ' '  I  tell  you,  h e  is  dead,  dead ! 
My  God,  he  is  dead  !  Will  nobody  believe  me  ?"  shrieked  out 
the  miserable  woman.  Her  sister  ran  to  her,  and  was  thrust 
away  with  those  terrible  clenched  hands.  But  she  never  turned 
to  look,  nor  cast  aside  her  screen  that  hid  the  new  comer  from 
her.  She  stood  still  like  some  frightful  statue,  rigid,  with  her 
wild  eyes  fixed  upon  the  air  before  her — heaven  knows  what 
she  might  see  there  !— listening  in  some  frightful  agony  to  the 
steps  that  came  slowly  up  the  room.  When  that  scream  burst 
from  her  the  footsteps  faltered  and  stopped.  Then  Miss 
Mortimer  looked  at  me,  the  only  creature  she  saw  before  her, 
and  laughed  a  dreadful  laugh  of  madness  and  misery.  "  He 
knows  it  I"  she  cried  out,  triumphantly,  "if  you  did  not,  he 


Tlie  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  835 

does.  He  is  dead,  dead  !"  and  then  came  to  another  dreadful 
pause,  leaning  her  clenched  hands  upon  the  table  and  fixing 
her  wild  eyes  upon  something  straight  before  her.  While  I 
followed  the  mad  stare  of  her  eyes  with  a  shudder  I  could  not 
refrain,  another  person  came  with  noiseless  rapidity  into  the 
spot  she  was  gazing  on.  It  was  not  a  spectre — it  was  simply 
Luigi,  from  whose  face  agitation  had  banished  all  the  colour, 
and  who  stood  trembling  and  speechless,  wringing  his  hands, 
and  gazing  at  her  with  an  unspeakable  appeal  and  entreaty. 
She  did  not  say  anything  more  ;  she  stood  with  her  eyes  full 
opened  and  staring  wide,  leaning  her  hands  on  that  table.  I 
believe,  if  anybody  had  touched  her,  she  would  have  fallen.  I 
almost  believed,  while  1  looked  at  her,  that  she  had  died 
standing,  and  that  it  was  a  lifeless  form  that  stood  fixed  in  that 
horrible  erect  attitude,  fronting  us  all,  fronting  a  thousand 
times  more  than  us,  all  the  guilt  and  sins  of  her  life.  I  gave  a 
cry  myself  in  the  extremity  of  my  terror  .and  trouble.  I  went 
to  her,  I  cannot  tell  how,  stumbling  over  Aunt  Milly,  who  had 
either  fallen  or  fainted,  or  1  cannot  tell  what.  I  went  and  put 
my  arm  round  that  dreadful  ghastly  figure.  It  was  not  her  I 
was  approaching,  but  it,  the  terrible  mask  and  image  of  her.  I 
had  not  a  thought  but  that  she  was  dead. 

When  I  touched  her,  she  fell,  as  I  had  thought  she  would. 
But  so  strong  an  impression  did  her  dreadful  appearance  have 
upon  me,  that,  when  her  figure  sank  into  the  chair  and  showed 
Borne  elasticity,  instead  of  going  down  on  the  floor,  crumbling 
down,  dropping  to  pieces,  as  somehow  I  had  expected,  I  was 
struck  with  a  horrible  fear  and  surprise.  She  was  not  dead.  I 
called  out  to  them  all,  what  were  we  to  do?  and  she  seemed  to 
hear  me.  1  saw,  with  a  terror  I  cannot  explain,  her  terrible 
eyes  turn  from  Luigi — they  looked  nt  mo,  at  Aunt  Milly,  they 
cast  a  glance  over  the  room.  Was  it  that  the  spirit  was  living 
and  the  body  dead  ? 

I  cannot  tell  what  we  did  for  a  dreadful  interval  after  that. 
Carson  came  into  the  confused  crowd.  Luigi  disappeared  to 
find  a  doctor,  and  we  tried  to  get  her  lifted  rnd  laid  upon  the 
sofa.  But  though  she  neither  moved  nor  spoke,  and  scarcely 
seemed  to  breathe,  she  resisted,  in  some  dreadful  way,  and 
would  not  be  removed.  I  shall  never  forget  that  dreadful  face ; 
when  I  am  ill  it  comes  back  to  me,  a  recollection  never  to  be 
banished  ; — dead — yet  never  consenting  to  die,  keeping  alive, 
determined,  resolute,  unshaken.  I  can  see  the  discoloured  lips 
begin  to  move,  the  words  formed  on  the  inarticulate  tongue, 
the  eyes  lightening  out  of  that  fixed  stare.  Half  the  house  had 


836  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

stolen  into  the  room  in  this  dreadful  emergency  without  any- 
body observing  them.  But  the  dead  woman  observed  them. 
And  I,  who  was  standing  nearest,  recoiled  from  her  side,  and 
the  whole  circle  round  her  broke  up  and  fell  back  in  speechless 
horror,  when  a  sound  broke  from  that  dreadful  convulsed 
mouth.  Old  Carson,  trembling  but  faithful,  stood  by  her 
mistress.  The  poor  creature  said  she  understood  that  sound. 
It  was  to  send  everybody  away,  said  the  woman,  whose  limbs 
would  scarcely  support  her,  and  whose  very  teeth  chattered. 
They  all  went  away,  terrified  but  curious  ;  the  boldest  lingered 
behind  the  screen.  Nobody  remained  within  sight  of  those 
dreadful  eyes  but  Aunt  Milly  and  me.  "*  We  two  stood  huddled 

in  each  other,  not  daring  to  say  a  wo\.  ,,  or  even  to  exchange 

looks.     Carson  stood  by  her  mistress's  side.     Carson  knew  all 

and  everything,  more  than  we  knew.     She  held  some  cordial  to 

the  dead  lips,  she  chafed  the  ghastly  hand,  she  gazed  with 

pitiful  eyes  and  tears  and  entreaties  at  the  terrible  face.     This 

•A  oiMuii  was  not  deserted  in  her  terrible  necessity.     The  voice  of 

v  humble  love  reached  somehow  to  the  springs  of  existence, 

she  came  back  slowly,  in  a  solemn,  fearful  waking,  out  of 

i.'iiih  into  life.  We  stood  looking  on,  with  an  awe  and  terror 
impossible  to  describe.  It  was  a  miracle  slowly  enacting  before 
us.  She  was  dead  and  was  alive  again.  Ghastly  and  dreadful, 
like  a  woman  out  of  the  grave,  M^sa  Mortimer  woke  up  to  ail 
her  uuiaery  again. 


Hie  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  837 


CHAPTER  XVI. 

THIS  extraordinary  revival  was  going  on  when  the  doctor 
rushed  in.  Carbon,  who  had  been  the  principal  person 
in  all  this  scene,  rushed  at  him  and  drew  him  back.  She  kept 
her  hand  on  his  arm,  detained  him,  ran  into  voluble  but 
trembling  explanations.  When  he  came  forward  the  doctor 
gazed  with  a  troubled  face  at  the  patient.  A  fainting  fit 
brought  on  by  great  agitation ;  n'obody  could  give  any  other 
account  of  it ;  he  felt  her  pulse,  and  "prescribed,  and  lingered, 
and  looked  at  us  all  with  mingled  inquiry  and  suspicion. 
What  had  we  been  doing  to  her  ?  Why  had  she  not  been 
removed  to  bed  ?  A  flash  came  from  the  awakening  eyes.  She 
made  a  motion  of  her  hand,  waving  him  away,  then  looked  at 
me.  and  pointed  vaguely  but  imperatively  before  her.  When 
I  did  not  obey  immediately,  she  repeated  the  question,  and  at 
last  spoke,  with  great  evident  pain,  impatience,  and  imperious- 
ness  :  "Bring  him?"  were  those  the  words?  She  was  so 
imperative,  so  fiercely  determined,  that  I  hastened  out  to  call 
Luigi.  I  found  him  at  the  door  watching,  very  pale,  and  in 
profound  distress.  He  came  in  after  me  without  saying  a 
word  ;  be  went  up  to  her  without  waiting  for  me,  and  knelt 
down  at  her  feet,  and  took  her  hands  in  his  own.  "  Mother ! 
Mother  !"  cried  the  young  man.  If  it  did  not  go  to  her  heart, 
it  went  to  the  heart  of  every  other  person  present ;  and  Aunt 
Milly,  with  a  great  cry  of  amazement  and  terror,  repeated  it 
after  him,  "  Mother  !"  But  who  could  think  of  any  discovery 
then?  The  doctor  stood  listening,  thunderstruck,  behind  the 
screen.  I  believe  Sara  Cresswell  was  in  the  room.  But  we 
who  were  round  about  this  terrible  figure  could  observe  nothing 
else,  except  the  dread  inarticulate  waves  of  passion  that  kept 
rising  in  her  dead  face.  She  thrust  at  her  son  with  a  wild 
motion  of  her  bloodless  hands  bs  if  to  put  him  away.  She 
questioned  him  with  her  eyes  in  such  frantic  impatience, 
because  he  could  not  understand  her,  that  the  sight  was  more 


888  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers* 

thnn  I  could  bear.  I  fell  back  from  her  trembling  and  like  to 
faint.  Then  her  will  got  the  better  of  her  weakness.  She 
cried  out  aloud,  with  a  voice  that  I  am  sure  could  have  been  heard 
all  over  the  house  ; — it  was  not  a  living  voice ;  it  rang  out 
wild,  and  loud,  and  hard,  in  separate  words, — "  Where  is  he? 
— he  ?  dead  !  let  him  come.  1  know  he  is  dead,  let  him  come  ; 
— Count !"  and  here  the  terrible  voice  rose  and  broke  in  a  wild 
horror  of  babbling  cries.  God  help  us !  It  was  a  dreadful 
scene.  Aunt  Milly  stood  supporting  herself  by  a  chair,  unable 
to  utter  a  word  or  even  to  move.  1  was  afraid  to  stir,  lest  I 
should  faint  and  fall  on  the  floor.  Carson  only  stood  close  by 
her  mistress,  supporting  her  head  and  gazing  with  wistful  eyes 
at  Luigi ;  the  young  man  stumbled  up  from  his  knees  in  an 
agony  of  pity  and  horror.  He  held  up  his  hands  in  wild 
appeal,  whether  to  her,  or  to  us,  or  only  to  God,  I  cannot  tell. 
"  It  is  my  father !"  he  cried.  "  She  thinks  it  was  my  father ; 
and  I  am  to  blame !"  Then  he  knelt  down  again  humbly  at 
her  feet,  and  held  up  his  clasped  hands  to  her  as  if  he  were 
praying.  I  think  he  must  have  done  it  with  an  intention  of 
drawing  her  attention  by  any  means,  and  to  prove  to  her  that 
it  was  the  truth  he  said. 

"  Mother,"  he  cried,  looking  up  at  tLose  eyes  which  had 
returned,  and  were  fixed  upon  him, — "  mother,  I  am  your  son ! 
My  father  is  dead  and  undisturbed  in  his  grave ;  he  has  sent 
me  to  his  wife.  It  is  I,  it  is  no  other.  He  is  with  the  saints, 
where  there  are  no  names.  It  is  I  who  am  Sermoneta ;  mother  ! 
Oh,  heaven,  does  she  not  hear  me  ?  will  she  not  hear  me  ?  It 
was  I,  only  I.  It  was  Luigi,  Countess  !  If  I  must  not  bear 
your  name,  I  must  bear  my  own.  I  say  it  was  I,  not  my 
father,  who  can  neither  do  evil  nor  endure  it, — me,  either 
Luigi  Sermoneta  or  Lewis  Mortimer,  as  you  will, — your  son  !" 

It  is  impossible  to  describe  the  effect  this  had  upon  us  all. 
Aunt  Milly  burst  forth  into  weeping,  convulsive,  and  not  to.  be 
restrained.  Poor  Carson's  bosom  heaved  with  silent  sobs. 
Luigi,  who  had  risen  up  as  he  said  these  last  words,  stood  erect 
in  a  passionate  self-assertion  and  defence  before  his  miserable 
mother.  Even  she  changed  under  this  sudden  blaze  of  revela- 
tion. She  sat  up  in  her  chair,  and  grew  more  human  ;  her 
rigid  head  began  to  tremble,  her  dread- eyes  to  lose  their  horror. 
Now  it  was  no  longer  that  mad  ghastly  stare  with  which  she 
regarded  the  young  man  before  her.  She  looked  at  him,  leaning 
forward,  slowly  recovering  her  powers.  Some  convulsive  gasps 
or  sobs  in  her  throat  alone  interrupted  this  pause  of  terrible 
silence.  She  looked  at  him,  from  head  to  foot,  with  a  slow, 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  839 

dismal  scrutiny.  Only  once  before  in  her  life  held  she  met  him 
face  to  face ;  then  she  had  been  strong  enough  to  send  him 
away  and  disown  him.  Now,  perforce,  the  mother  looked  at 
her  son.  The  young  man  trembled  under  that  steady  gaze ; 
he  held  out  his  hands,  and  cried  out  "  Mother  !"  as  if  all  the 
eloquence  in  the  world  lay  in  that  word.  She  continued 
perusing  him  all  over  with  that  slow  examination.  Gradually 
Blie  returned  to  be  herself  again.  Not  changed,  not  subdued ! 
Out  of  that  death  and  agony  there  came  forth,  not  a  repentant 
woman,  but  Sarah  Mor timer,  a  creature  who  would  not  believe 
in  everlasting  truth  and  justice — not  though  one  should  rise  from 
the  dead. 

**  If  you  are  Count  Sermon  eta,"  she  said,  with  all  her  old 
expression,  pausing  between  the  words  to  get  strength,  but 
speaking  in  her  usual  voice,  "how  do  you  dare  come  to  me  and 
offer  what  your  father  refused?  Impostor!  you  shall  never, 
never,  never  sit  in  my  father's  place !  I  disown  you.  I — I 
have  nothing  to  do  with  you.  What!  would  you  kill  me 
again  ?" 

Here  I  interposed ;  I  could  not  help  myself.  My  very  soul 
sickened  at  her.  I  came  forward,  without  knowing  what  I  waa 
doing.  "  Let  her  alone,"  I  cried  out,  "  don't  say  anything. 
She  has  died  and  come  alive  again,  and  is  no  better.  Do  you 
think  you  can  move  her?  Oh,  Aunt  Milly,  it  is  your  part 
»ow.  Take  him  away  out  of  her  sight,  leave  her  alone  in  her 
wretchedness.  Can  you  bear  to  see  her  smiling  there? — smiling 
at  us  !  She  is  dead,  and  it  is  a  devil  that  has  come  into  her 
frame !" 

"Milly,  hush,  hush,  you  are  mad,"  cried  Sara  Cresswell, 
behind  me  ;  but  Aunt  Milly  did  not  think  I  was  mad.  She 
came  and  put  her  arm  into  Luigi's,  her  tears  driven  away  by 
horror  and  indignation.  "  As  sure  as  God  sees  us  all,"  cried 
Aunt  Milly,  "  I  will  do  you  justice.  Come  away  from 
her,  as  Milly,  says.  You  make  her  wickeder  and  wickeder 
— Oh,  wickeder  than  she  really  is !  Oh,  Sarah,"  she  cried 
out,  turning  suddenly  round,  "is  it  true? — is  he  your 
son?" 

Miss  Mortimer  said  nothing ; — the  very  colour  had  returned 
to  her  face.  Her  head  trembled  excessively,  but  she  had  forced 
some  frightful  caricature  of  a  smile  upon  her  lip.  She  held 
out  her  hand  and  pointed  at  them  in  a  kind  of  derision.  "  You 
were  always  a  fool,"  she  said  at  last,  with  a  gasp.  Aunt  Milly 
did  not  wait  or  hesitate  any  longer.  She  was  possessed,  like 
me,  with  a  sudden  impatience  and  intolerance  of  that  inhuman 


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hard-heartedness.  She  went  away  hastily  out  of  the  room, 
drawing  Luigi  with  her.  Miss  Mortimer  listened  to  the  sound 
of  their  steps  till  it  had  quite  died  away.  'I'll en  she  turned 
round  to  Carson  with  some  instinctive  confession  of  weakness 
at  last.  Their  eyes  met ;  but  even  Carson  could  no  longer 
receive  this  dreadful  confidence.  She  stumbled  back  from  her 
mistress  with  a  cry.  u  L  cannot,  I  cannot !"  cried  Carson, 
"  anything  but  this.  I  held  him  in  my  arms  a  baby,  and  I'll 
never  disown  him,  if  I  was  to  die."  As  her  mistress  turned 
round  upon  her,  Carson  retreated  back  till  she  came  to  the  wall, 
and  stood  there,  fixed  and  despeiate,  holding  up  her  hands  as  if 
to  keep  off  those  pursuing  eyes.  '*  Whatever  you  please !"  cried 
Carson,  "  but  not  to  disown  him  as  I  dressed  the  first  day  he 
was  in  this  world.  No  !  not  for  no  payment  nor  coaxing  ! 
I've  served  you  faithful  all  times  and  seasons,  but  I'll  not  do 
no  more,  not  if  I  was  to  die  !" 

Miss  Mortimer  sat  gazing  at  her  rebellious  maid.  What 
no  other  appeal  could  do  this  did.  She  sank  into  the  frail  old 
woman  she  was,  as  she  gazed  at  Carson,  who  had  forsaken  her. 
She  broke  forth  into  feeble,  passionate  tears.  Sh^  could  bear  to 
send  her  son  away  from  her,  but  she  could  not  bear  to  lose  her 
faithful  companion  and  attendant  of  forty  years.  "  Carson!" 
cried  the  broken  voice,  in  a  tone  of  absolute  despair.  Then 
Miss  Mortimer  rose  up.  1  ran  forward  to  her  in  terror,  and  so 
did  Sara,  but  she  waved  us  both  away,  steadied  herself,  cast  a 
long  look  upon  the  woman  who  stood  trembling  against  the 
wall,  and  slowly  turned  to  make  her  way  out  of  the  room.  She 
walked  like  some  one  upon  whom  sudden  blindness  had  fallen, 
wavering,  stopping  to  steady  herself,  putting  out  her  hand  to 
pilot  the  way,  groping  through  the  piercing  daylight  that 
penetrated  every  corner  of  the  room.  We  followed  her, 
trembling  and  terrified.  As  she  went  slowly  through  the  long 
room,  heavy  sobs  came  from  her  poor  breast,  sobs  of  which  she 
was  not  conscious  ;  her  muslin  scarf  had  been  torn  and  crushed 
in  her  dreadful  faint,  if  it  was  a  faint,  and  hung  all  dishevelled 
from  her  shoulders.  One  hand  hung  loosely  down  by  her  side, 
the  other  she  groped  with  as  she  made  her  way.  Now  and  then 
she  moaned  aloud.  Oh,  miserable  forsaken  creature!  there 
had  been  still  one  link  of  life  to  hold  her  on  to  the  living 
world. 

We  went  after  her,  silent,  hushing  our  very  steps  lest  she 
should  turn  upon  us,  and  watching  with  a  perfect  awe  of 
wonder  how  she  steered  herself  through  the  room  ;  she  stumbled 
on  the  stair,  but  still  rejected  any  assistance.  All  the  way  up 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  341 

she  went  forlorn,  accepting  no  support.  When  we  reached  her 
door,  I  rushed  forward  not  to  let  her  shut  me  out.  "  Let  me 
be  your  maid  to-night,"  I  cried  out,  laying  my  hand  upon  hers. 
Her  hand  made  me  shiver ;  it  was  cold,  as  if  it  had  actually" 
been  dead.  She  pushed  me  back,  not  looking  at  me,  and  shut 
the  door.  What  she  did,  or  how  she  sustained  herself  in  that 
vacant  room,  we  could  see  no  longer.  Sara  and  J,  arrested  at 
the  door,  turned  and  looked  into  each  other's  faces.  Sara  broke 
out  into  the  passionate  tears  of  excitement  and  agitation  which 
could  be  restrained  no  longer.  "  She  will  kill  herself  !"  cried 
Sara.  *'  Oh,  godmamma,  let  me  in,  let  we  in.  I  will  never 
cross  you  or  trouble  you.  I  will  wait  upon  you  night  and  day, 
godmamma  !"  No  answer  came.  We  tried  to  open  the  door, 
but  she  had  fastened  it.  We  could  do  nothing  but  leave  her 
alone  in  this  dreadful  solitude.  For  a  little  while  a  rustling 
sound  of  motion  was  in  the  room,  and  still  those  pathetic,  un- 
conscious moans  breaking  at  intervals  into  the  silence.  But 
after  a  while  all  became  still.  She  had  not  fainted  or  fallen, 
for  we  should  have  heard  her.  She  made  no  answer  to  our 
e  '  reaties— dead  silence  reigned  in  the  room  where  that  living 
spirit,  with  all  its  dread  forces  and  passions,  palpitated  within  its 
veil  of  worn-out  flesh.  I  could  imagine  her  taking  possession  of 
that  dreadful  solitude,  losing  at  a  blow  far  more  than  reputation 
or  fair-fame,  all  that  made  her  life  tolerable  to  her,  entering 
upon  a  new,  unthought  of,  murderous  purgatory.  We  could 
not  make  up  our  minds  to  leave  that  closed  door.  Sara  was 
still  crying,  and  almost  hysterical  with  her  long  strain  of  excite- 
ment. I  made  her  go  into  the  neighbouring  room,  where  Lizzie 
was  with  my  boy,  while  I  ran  downstairs  for  Aunt  Milly.  Oh, 
what  a  contrast  it  was  !  I  snatched  little  Harry  into  my  arms 
to  kiss  him,  and  went  away  again,  with  a  pity,  I  cannot 
describe,  past  the  door  where  that  dreadful  forsaken  woman  .ay 
alone  in  the  silence.  I  eould  not  bear  it.  God  alone  knew  how 
she  had  sinned  ;  but  to  leave  her  thus  deserted  in  her  misery 
was  not  in  the  heart  of  man. 

I  ran  downstairs  very  hastily  without  waiting  to  think—  at 
the  foot  of  the  stairs  Carson  stood  crying.  She  gasped  out  an 
inquiry  at  me  which  was  not  audible  at  first.  u  Is  she  alone? 
alone?  alone?  Will  nobody  stay  with  her?"  cried  Carson. 
"  Oh,  ma'am,  my  missis  will  never  let  me  near  her  again  !  1 
know  it's  no  use  trying  ;  but,  for  the  love  of  mercy,  let  some- 
body get  into  the  room  !  There's  poisons  and  all  sorts  there. 
God  forgive  me!  couldn't  I  have  held  my  tongue?"  cried  the 
poor  woman,  in  an  agony  of  terror.  I  was  angry  with  her  in 


842  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

the  impatience  of  my  thoughts.  I  did  not  consider  for  how 
many  long  years  Carson  had  endured  all. 

u  But  why  can't  you  go  up  now?  try  if  she  will  let 
you  in ;  she  is  fond  of  you,  Carson,"  said  I.  "  Oh,  go,  go,  and 
try." 

"  She'll  never  look  at  me  more,"  said  Carson  with  mournful 
certainty  ;  "  but  I'll  go,  I'll  try.  If  it  was  at  the  end  of  the 
world,  I'd  go  ;  but  she'll  never  see  me  again."  The  poor  woman 
went  upstairs  saying  this  over  to  herself,  and  dreadful  as  it  was 
to  think  so,  I  was  certain  she  was  right. 

And  I  went  on  to  the  library  where  Aunt  Milly  was. 
She  had  forgotten  her  sister.  She  was  listening,  with  a  glowing 
face,  with  tears,  and  outcries,  and  lamentations,  to  the  tale 
Luigi  told  her.  Some  papers  were  lying  before  them,  and  a 
miniature,  which  caught  my  eye  even  at  such  a  moment — a 
picture  of  a  lovely  fair  woman,  imperious  and  splendid.  I 
cannot  say  that  it  bore  any  resemblance  to  the  wretched, 
solitary  creature  upstairs  ;  but  I  knew  it  was  Sarah  Mortimer, — 
Sarah  Mortimer,  unkind,  untrue,  a  woman  making  no  account 
of  love  or  tenderness ;  but  not  the  Sarah  Mortimer  who  had 
delivered  herself  to  the  devil,  and  turned  her  back  upon 
nature.  I  pointed  at  it  unconsciously  in  my  excitement.  It 
was  easier  1  \,n  naming  ner  name. 

u  Do  you.  &now  she  is  alone  upstairs,  by  herself  ?"  cried  I, 
"  perhaps  dying,  and  nobody  with  her !  Aunt  Milly,  you  are 
her  sister.  She  will  neither  let  us  in,  nor  answer  us.  You 
have  a  right  to  go  to  her.  There  are  all  kinds  of  dangerous 
things  in  the  room — she  might  die  !" 

"  But  Carson— Carson  is  there,"  cried  Aunt  Milly,  grasping 
my  hand,  to  bring  me  to  myself.  "  My  dear,  Carson  is  a  better 
companion  than  either  you  or  me." 

*'  But  Carson  has  gone,"  I  cried,  "  Carson  will  never  be 
with  her  any  more.  Hush  !  was  that  a  sound  upstairs?  Come, 
I  entreat  you !  She  is  all  alone,  quite  alone,  not  a  creature 
with  her.  It  is  heartrending  to  think  what  she  is  doing  there 
— come  !  come!" 

Aunt  Milly  stood  perplexed.  She  could  not  comprehend 
Carson's  absence,  and  I  might  have  had  a  long  account  of 
the  whole  matter  to  go  through  had  not  Luigi  come  to  my 
assistance.  He  took  her  hand  hurriedly,  and  pressed  it  in  his 
own. 

u  My  aunt,  I  can  wait,"  said  Luigi,  "  and  I  will  till  there  is 
time  for  me  ;  but  my  mother,  my  mother  is " 

Aunt  Milly  started,  and  understood  all  n  a  moment.    Hia 


TJie  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  848 

mother,  the  unfortunate  wretched  woman  who  had  disowned 
and  rejected  him — no  need  for  over-much  explaining,  or 
setting-forth  of  all  the  darker  shades  of  the  picture  to  show  her 
wretchedness.  Nature  and  she  had  parted  company,  and  there 
was  nothing  too  dreadful  that  might  not  befall  her  in  the  fatal 
silence  of  that  secluded  room. 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimer*. 


CHAPTER  XVII. 

ALL  the  remainder  of  that  dreadful  afternoon  we  spent  in 
vain  endeavours  to  get  admission.  No  answer  came  to 
us  from  those  closed  doors — silence,  dead  and  unbroken,  was 
within  thos^  concealing  walls,  which  it  seemed  wonderful  to 
me  did  not  beat  and  throb  with  the  torturing  life  within  them. 
rl  he  whole  house  was  disturbed,  as  was  to  be  supposed.  While 
we  stood  in  an  anxious,  troubled  group  round  Miss  Mortimer's 
door,  Carson,  with  her  melancholy  and  ashamed  face,  stood 
anxious  and  terrified  at  a  little  distance — the  maids  below  came 
to  take  furtive  peeps  upon  the  stairs — and  Ellis  himself  stood 
listening  in  the  hall,  catching  at  every  sound.  The  whole 
house  was  conscious  of  some  dreadful  crisis,  which  had  occurred, 
or  was  occurring ;  and  even  in  the  frightful  anxiety  which 
possessed  us,  Aunt  IVliliv  oeeran  to  rcei  cuat  extraordinary 
infraction  of  all  the  decorums  or  sucn  a  nouse.  She  whispered 
to  Sara  to  leave  us,  and  go  downstairs  to  restore  the  equilibrium 
of  the  household  a  little,  and  sent  Carson  into  Lizzie's  room, 
where  the  poor  creature  sank,  overpowered  and  almost  fainting, 
upon  the  bed.  'I  hen  Aunt  Milly  went  away  to  her  own  apart- 
ment, and  came  back  with  a  huge  bunch  of  keys.  With  these 
in  her  hand  she  motioned  me  to  follow  her  round  about  into 
the  little  corridor  to  which  Miss  Mortimer's  dressing-room 
opened.  "  Milly,  stand  by  me,"  she  cried,  with  a  sob.  "  I'd 
rather  face  so  many  lions  than  go  in  upon  her  against  her  will 
— but  it  must  be — I  cannot  help  myself.  After  what  we  saw 
to-day,  I  should  be  guilty,  I  should  be  a  criminal — don't  you 
think  so,  Milly? — if  I  left  her  alone  to-night." 

It  was  getting  dusk,  and  the  light  was  pale  and  ghastly  in 
that  little  corridor  which  was  close  upon  the  backstairs,  and 
very  bare  and  chill.  The  door  opened  without  the  assistance 
of  the  keys.  We  went  into  the  little  luxurious  room  where  the 
fire  burned  brightly,  warm  though  the  weather  was,  and  which 
bore  all  the  marks  of  being  lived  in  and  cherished.  An  easy- 
chair  and  footstool  were  placed  at  the  side  of  the  fire,  and  close 
by  stood  a  little  table  with  a  raised  ornamental  rim,  like  a  tray, 
in  which  some  books  and  some  of  Miss  Mortimer's  materials 


The  Last  of  tlie  Mortimirs.  845 

for  work  were  placed.  At  the  other  end  of  the  room  was  a 
window,  where  stood  a  plain  rush-bottomed  chair  and  a  larg« 
round  basket  of  work  ;  there  was  Carson's  place  ;  and  the  union 
of  the  two  in  this  their  joint  retirement  and  dwelling-place — 
the  junction  of  the  lady's  luxuries  and  the  servant's  labours  in 
this  habitation  common  to  them  both — struck  me  with  a 
pathetic  force,  now  that  this  old,  long,  immemorial  connection 
was  brought  to  a  close  so  hurriedly.  Aunt  Milly  did  not  linger 
in  this  room ;  she  went  straight  to  the  door  leading  into  the 
bedchamber  which  was  fastened.  "  Sarah,"  she  called  softly, 
"  Sarah !"  there  was  no  answer.  We  listened,  and  the  silence 
round  was  dreadful ;  the  silence  and  the  gathering  twilight, 
and  the  terrible  mystery  of  life  or  death  that  lay  in  that  closed- 
up  room.  Then  she  tried  the  keys  with  her  trembling  hands. 
Still  not  a  word  from  the  solitary  within,  not  even  of  remon- 
strance or  indignation.  After  what  seemed  to  us  a  dreadful 
tedious  interval,  in  which  the  night  appeared  visibly  to  darken 
round  us,  the  lock  at  length  yielded.  The  key  that  had  been 
in  it  fell,  with  a  dull,  heavy  sound,  inside,  making  our  hearts 
beat.  Then  Aunt  Milly  opened  the  door.  I  shall  never  forget 
the  sensation  with  which  1  entered  that  dark  room.  What  we 
were  to  find  there,  a  ghastly  corpse  or  a  miserable  living  crea- 
ture, nobody  could  tell ;  treading  on  the  soft  carpets  that  made 
our  footsteps  noiseless,  brushing  past  those  soft-drawn  curtains 
which  shut  out  every  draught,  coining  into  this  atmosphere  of 
care,  and  comfort,  and  luxury,  the  contrast  was  almost  too 
dreadful  to  bear.  I  remember  trying  to  listen  for  her  breath, 
but  could  not  for  the  terrified  beating  of  my  own  heart.  The 
darkness  made  everything  more  dreadful  still,  for  the  blinds 
were  drawn  down,  and  the  little  light  there  was  fell  so  faintly 
through  them  that  we  could  scarcely  find  our  way  through  the 
room.  Aunt  Milly  was  before  me  ;  she  made  a  terrified  plunge 
forward,  and  gave  a  cry  as  we  came  past  the  head  of  the  bed, 
which  was  towards  the  dressing-room  door.  Something  lay  in 
a  heap  on  the  fioor  by  the  side  of  the  bed.  She  threw  herself 
down  on  the  floor  beside  that  heap.  I  don't  think  she  was 
conscious,  even  when  she  touched  it,  what  it  was ;  but  as  1 
rushed  to  help  her,  as  1  thought,  I  was  suddenly  arrested  by  a 
gleam  of  eyes  from  the  bed.  "I*am  not  dead,"  said  Miss 
Mortimer.  I  could  not  help  nor  command  myself.  Some 
scream  or  shriek  came  from  me  in  the  extremity  of  my  awe  and 
terror.  I  could  hear  it  answered  by  a  sudden  stir  and  commo- 
tion outside  the  door.  u  They're  killing  my  mistreSiS,"  was 
Lizzie's  voice ;  and  with  the  wildest  alarm  lest  some  violent 


846  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

attack  on  the  door  should  follow,  I  rushed  to  it,  opened  it,  and 
asked  for  lights. 

Outside  were  half  the  household  grouped  at  various  distances. 
No  precautions  could  stifle  that  eager  curiosity  which  knew  by 
instinct  that  some  wonderful  mystery  was  here.  They  all 
dispersed  when  they  saw  me,  frightened  and  ashamed  of  them- 
selves. Only  Lizzie  kept  her  ground.  She  seized  hold  of  my 
sleeve  and  detained  me.  "  You're  no  to  stay  there !"  cried 
Lizzie.  "  Oh,  no  ?/ow,  no  you  !  You'll  gang  and  let  them  kill 
you,  and  the  bairn'll  perish,  and  the  Captain  never  come  hame  ! 
Let  me  in  !  I'll  get  the  drinks  and  keep  up  the  fire,  and  never 
close  an  e'e  ;  but  it's  no  you  that's  to  watch,  and  you  the  light 
o'  folks  e'en.  It's  no  to  be  you !  If  I  was  to  gang  to  my  bed 
and  sleep,  what  would  the  Captain  say  to  me?"  cried  poor 
Lizzie,  with  a  trembling  burst  of  excitement  and  anxiety, 
standing  close  up  by  me,  holding  my  sleeve,  pressing  to  enter 
the  room.  Somehow  it  comforted  me,  though  it  was  a  piece  of 
folly.  I  told  her  again  to  get  the  lights,  and  went  back  into 
the  dark,  solemn  room.  These  sounds  of  the  outside  world 
had  not  entered  there.  Miss  Mortimer  lay  on  the  bed  with  her 
eyes  wide-awake  and  gleaming,  gathering  into  them  all  the 
little  light  in  the  room.  Aunt  Milly  stood  beside  her,  asking 
how  she  was ;  herself  scarcely  recovered  from  the  shock  that 
had  been  given  her  by  that  heap  of  clothes  upon  the  floor, 
trembling,  not  knowing  very  well  what  she  said,  her  great 
yearning  anxiety  and  curiosity  to  get  at  her  sister's  heart, 
overflowing  in  uneasy  questions.  Did  she  feel  ill?  Would 
she  have  anything?  How  was  she?  Miss  Mortimer  took  no 
notice  of  her  questions.  She  repeated  once  "  I  am  not  dead," 
with  a  strange  spitefulness  and  defiance,  and  for  the  rest  lay 
silent,  looking  at  me  as  I  moved  about  the  room,  a  dark  unde- 
cipherable figure,  and  at  poor  Aunt  Milly  standing  beside  me. 
She  took  no  other  notice.  It  seemed  to  please  her  to  lie  there 
silent,  defying  all  our  curiosity.  But  she  did  not  complain  or 
find  fault  with  our  presence.  I  believe  in  my  heart  she  was 
glad  to  have  her  dreadful  solitude  thus  broken,  and  that  it  was 
a  comfort  to  her  desolation  to  see  living  creatures  moving  in 
the  darkness.  I  cannot  help  thinking  so  ;  but  after  that  one 
expression,  twice  repeated,  not  all  the  anxious  questions  of  her 
sister  could  bring  a  syllable  to  her  lips. 

When  the  candles  came  she  closed  her  eyes ;  then,  after  a 
little  interval,  made  a  wrench  at  the  curtains  and  gave  an 
impatient  sigh.  The  sigh  was  for  Carson,  who  doubtless  knew 
exactly  what  she  liked  and  what  she  did  not  like.  The  fire 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  847 

was  kid  already  in  the  grate,  and  I  lighted  it,  and  began  to 
put  away  those  things  which  lay  on  the  floor.  Wherever  1 
moved,  when  it  was  within  her  sight,  she  followed  me  with  her 
eyes  from  within  the  crimson  shadow  of  the  curtain.  She  was 
perfectly  composed  and  self-possessed.  She  was  even  well  as  it 
appeared.  The  ghastly  colour  had  disappeared  from  her  face. 
She  lay  there  self-absorbed,  as  she  sat  over  her  knitting.  All 
the  dread  incidents  of  this  day  had  passed  over,  and  left  Sarah 
Mortimer  unchanged.  Such  a  woman  could  deny,  defy,  live 

through  any  thing.  I  watched  her  with  indescribable  awe  and . 

Well !  I  had  pitied  her  while  she  was  alone  ;  but  do  you  sup- 
pose I  could  love  such  a  woman,  lying  there  unmoved  and 
unrepentant,  in  her  dread  self -occupation  ?  It  was  not  possible 
I  hated  her,  loathed  her,  turned  away  with  sickening  and 
disgust  from  her  dreadful  looks.  It  was  hard,  even,  to  pity 
her  now. 


848  TJis  Last  of  the  Mortimers* 


CHAPTEB  XVIII. 

I  HAD  with  difficulty  overcome  Aunt  Milly.  I  had  repre- 
sented to  her  how  much  better  I  was  able  to  bear  it  than 
she,  and  Aunt  Milly  herself  had  sent  off  Sara  Cresswell  to  bed. 
It  was  late  at  night,  and  all  the  house  was  still..  We  were  both 
together  in  the  dressing-room.  Nothing  would  persuade  dear 
Aunt  Milly  to  leave  me  alone  to  this  vigil.  She  wrapped  her- 
self in  a  shawl  and  lay  down  upon  the  sofa.  "  I  am  at  hand 
the  moment  I  am  wanted,"  she  said.  1  had  kissed  baby,  and 
said  my  prayers  beside  him.  I  was  not  frightened  or  nervous 
now.  I  went  in,  wrapped  in  my  dressing-gown,  to  loot  at  my 
patient.  She  stretched  out  her  hand,  and  then  when  she  saw 
me,  drew  it  back  again  with  a  fretful  groan,  and  turned  her  face 
to  the  wall.  It  was  Carson,  still  Carson,  whom  she  missed  at 
every  turn.  But  she  did  not  answer  me  when  1  asked  it  she 
wanted  anything,  she  only  groaned  again  with  a  dismal  impo- 
tence and  impatience.  I  sat  and  watched  her  at  a  distance 
while  she  lay  in  that  broad  wakefulncss,  her  eyes  wandering  to 
and  fro,  her  mind  evident] y  wandering,  too,  into  never-ending 
thought.  It  was  to  me  a  spirit,  somehow,  chained  and  fettered 
to  a  body  it  could  not  throw  off,  which  lay  in  irksome  confine- 
ment on  that  bed, — a  spirit  ever  active,  sleepless,  evil.  Why 
was  I  sitting  up  with  her  ?  she  was  not  even  ill.  Was  it  that 
she  had  died  that  day,  and  some  wicked  spirit  had  taken 
possession  of  the  exhausted  frame  ?  1  declare  that  this  idea 
returned  to  ma  in  spite  of  myself.  1  could  not  escape  from  it ; 
as  tli e  night  crept  on  strange  fears  came  over  me.  Her  eyes 
fascinated  mine.  1  could  not  withdraw  my  gaze  trom  those 
two  gleams  cf  strange  light  within  the  crimson  curtains, 
moving  about  from  minute  to  minute  with  their  restless  obser- 
vation. What  was  she  thinking  of?  Could  she  tell  that, 
under  this  roof,  the  roof  of  his  fathers,  her  injured  son  was 
sleeping?  Was  she  thinking  ol  her  youth,  her  life,  the  past, 
with  all  its  dread,  pertinacious,  stubborn  cruelty  ?  1  did  not 
know  then  how  the  extraordinary  story  told  by  Luigi  could  be 
harmonised  into  possibility.  I  could  not  think  of  any  story  ;  i 


TJie  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  849 

could  think  of  nothing  but  that  solitary  woman  pursuing  those 
sleepless  thoughts,  which  nobody  shared,  through  all  the  dread 
recesses  of  her  conscience,  through  all  the  scenes,  visible  to  her 
only,  of  her  hidden  mysterious  life. 

It  must  have  been  about  midnight  when  some  one  knocked 
softly  at  the  door.  It  made  me  start  painfully  with  a  terror  I 
could  not  subdue.  I  rose  to  see  who  it  was,  trembling  at  the 
summons.  It  was  Carson,  who  called  me  anxiously  into  the 
drawing  room.  She  did  not  say  anything,  but  drew  me  to  a 
little  medicine -chest,  which  she  opened,  and  from  which,  all 
silently,  with  the  speed  of  long  custom,  she  took  a  little  bottle, 
and  dropped  some  of  its  contents  into  a  glass  of  water.  "  You 
must  put  this  by  her  bedside,"  whispered  Carson,  "and  here 
are  all  her  medicines ;  but  don't  drop  them  yourself,  for  the 
love  of  pity ! — you've  no  experience.  You  might  give  her  her 
death.  When  my  missis  wants  her  draughts,  will  you  call 
me  ?"  While  I  promised  to  do  so,  Aunt  Milly  woke  up  from 
a  short  sleep.  "  Has  anything  happened,  Milly  ?"  she  cried, 
starting  up  suddenly.  Nothing  had  happened  but  that  her 
start  had  thrown  down  a  footstool,  and  made  a  noise  which 
sounded  dreadful  in  the  calm  of  the  night.  The  three  of  us 
dispersed  hastily  upon  that  sound.  Carson  disappeared  out  of 
the  room  Aunt  Milly  sat  up  trembling  on  the  sofa.  I  went 
back  to  the  patient.  The  noise  had  roused  her.  She  had 
struggled  up  in  bed,  and  was  trying  to  look  round  to  the 
dressing-room  door. 

"  Who  is  it  ?"  she  crieol,  when  I  went  in,  her  eyes  fixing  on 
me  with  something  of  the  dreadful  expression  they  had  in  the 
drawing-room,  as  if  she  had  lost  control  over  them,  and  the 
orbs  turned  wildly  out  and  fluttered  to  the  light.  "  If  it's  him, 
let  him  come  here." 

"  It  was  only  Carson,"  I  said. 

u  Carson?  let  her  not  come  near  me.  1  will  do  her  an 
injury,"  cried  Miss  Mortimer  with  wild  exasperation.  Then 
she  suffered  herself  to  fall  back  on  her  pillows.  "  They're  all 
in  a  plot,"  she  went  on,  "  all  in  a  plot,  the  very  woman  I 
trusted ;  1  shall  never  trust  anybody  any  more.  But  here's 
the  wonderful  thing  ;  she  is  just  as  great  a  coward  as  she  is  a 
fool ;  and  to  think  she  should  hate  me  so  much  as  to  be  able  to 
go  up  and  down  these  passages  in  the  middle  of  the  night  with 
a  dead  man  1  Hark,  there  they  are !" 

I  fell  back  from  the  bedside  at  the  words,  unable  to  refrain 
from  a  shudder  of  horror. 

"  You're  afraid,"  said  Miss  Mortimer,  looking  at  me  with  a 


850  27w?  Last  of  the  Mortimers.. 

kind  of  contemptuous  curiosity.  "  Yet  you  saw  him  come  in 
yesterday  and  you  did  not  faint.  I  remember  seeing  you  stare 
and  stare.  Ah  !  it's  strange  to  see  a  dead  man  !" 

"  I  saw  nobody  but  Luigi ;  nobody  but  your  son,"  cried  I,  in 
dismay. 

When  it  was  said  I  drew  back  in  alarm,  lest  the  words  should 
rouse  her  into  passion.  But  they  did  not.  She  was  beyond 
that. 

"  I  could  not  see  him,  though,"  she  continued,  going  on  in 
her  dreadful  monologue ;  "it  was  only  a  kind  of  feeling  he 
was  there,  and  the  scent  of  the  syringas  in  the  garden.  You 
know  it's  very  overpowering  ;  those  they  call  the  Virgin's 
Breast.  It  was  that  made  me  faint." 

Here  she  fixed  her  eyes  on  me  again,  as  if  she  imagined  that 
she  had  been  setting  tip  a  plausible  plea  and  dared  me  to 
contradict  it. 

u  I  wonder  if  he's  as  handsome  now  he's  dead,"  she  went  on 
in  a  very  low  tone  ;  u  he  was  never  as  handsome  for  a  man  as  I 
was  for  a  woman.  I'll  never,  never  speak  to  Carson  again  ; 
but  you  might  ask  her  if  he's  kept  his  looks.  Ah  !  I  thought 
I  saw  some  one  behind  the  curtains  there ;  but  he'll  never 
appear  to  me.  For  he  swore,  you  know,  he  swore,  he  was  never 
to  give  me  any  trouble,  and  he  kept  his  word  till  he  died." 

"  Oh,  Miss  Mortimer,"— I  cried,  coming  forward  to  the  bed 
with  the  glass  in  my  hand.  She  held  out  hers  eagerly,  and 
interrupted  me. 

"  Miss  Mortimer!  to  be  sure  I  am  Miss  Mortimer;  I  have 
always  been  Miss  Mortimer,  you  know  that ;  then  what's  all 
this  made  up  story  about  a  son  ?  For,  you  know,"  she  said, 
sinking  her  voice  again  into  a  whisper,  and  holding  the  glass 
in  her  hand,  "  to  be  called  countess  would  have  been  a  tempta- 
tion to  many  a  woman.  But  I  never  would  have  it,  not  for  a 
day,  never  after  he  refused  to  take  our  name.  That's  what  a 
man  calls  love,  you  know.  You  shall  take  his  name  if  it's  a 
beggar's,  and  he  will  not  take  yours  if  it  brings  a  kingdom. 
But  I  was  not  the  sort  of  woman  to  be  a  beggarly  Italian 
countess.  And  I've  beaten  him  in  his  grave,"  she  cried  out  in 
ghastly  triumph, — ' '  in  his  grave  I've  got  the  victory  over  him ! 
Here's  the  child  on  his  knees  to  me  to  call  him  Lewis  Mortimer. 
Ah !  you're  Richard  Mortimer's  daughter.  I  might  have 
married  Richard  1C  I  had  known  how  things  were  going  to  turn 
out.  We'll  set  it  all  right  to-inorrow.  Yes ;  stand  by  me,  and 
we'll  set  it  all  right.  There's  no  dead  man  shall  conquer  ine. 
Do  you  bear  ?  There  be  is  pacing  about  the  passage  as  he 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers,  851 

need  to  do  when  I  refused  to  see  him.  But  he  dared  not  come 
in  ;  no,  not  if  I  had  been  a  thousand  times  his  wife." 

And  I  cannot  help  it  if  people  may  think  me  a  fool ;  there 
•were  steps  outside  in  the  passage.  If  it  was  a  living  creature 
I  cannot  tell ;  but,  as  certain  as  I  live,  there  were  footsteps 
going  up  and  down,  up  and  down,  with  a  heavy,  melancholy 
tread.  She  looked  at  me  full  in  the  face  as  we  heard  them 
going  on.  She  began  to  tremble  so  that  the  bed  shook  under 
her  ;  her  eyes  grew  wilder,  her  colonr  more  ghastly.  In  spite 
of  all  she  said,  she  was  stricken  to  her  very  heart  with  fear. 

And  as  for  me,  I  did  not  feel  I  had  courage  to  open  the  door. 
I  called  out,  "  Whoever  you  are,  go  away,  I  beseech, — go 
away !  She  cannot  rest  while  you  are  here."  The  steps 
stopped  in  a  moment ,  then,  after  a  pause,  went  on  and  went 
away,  growing  fainter  in  the  distance.  Thank  heaven  it  must 
have  been  somebody  living !  perhaps  Carson,  perhaps  her  son. 

When  I  came  back  to  the  bedside  she  had  dropped  asleep — 
actually,  in  the  midst  of  her  terror,  had  fallen  into  an  unnatural 
slumber.  It  was  an  opiate  that  Carson  had  given  her.  The 
little  medicine-chest  was  full  of  different  kinds  of  opiates. 
Scarcely  one  of  them  that  was  not  marked  poison.  I  looked 
into  the  dressing-room  for  a  minute  to  comfort  poor  Aunt 
Milly,  who  had  heard  all  her  sister  said,  and  was  in  a  dreadful 
state  of  agitation.  She  kissed  me  and  blessed  me,  and  leaned 
her  dear  kind  head  upon  my  shoulder  for  the  moment  I  dared 
stay  beside  her.  "  She  would  never  have  said  so  much  to  me," 
said  Aunt  Milly,  and  wrapped  her  own  shawl  round  me,  and 
tried  to  make  me  take  some  wine  which  she  had  brought 
upstairs.  When  I  would  not  take  that,  lest  it  should  make  me 
sleepy,  Aunt  Milly  got  up  from  the  sofa  to  make  some  tea  for 
me.  Everybody  knows  such  nights — everybody  knows  how 
some  one  always  tries  to  comfort  the  watcher  with  such  atten- 
tions— tender,  useless,  heartbreaking  attempts  at  outside 
consolation.  I  went  back  to  the  sick  room  with  a  pang  both 
of  relief  and  anguish.  If  it  had  been  my  husband  or  my  baby 
that  I  was  watching!  Thank  God  it  was  not  so!  but  the 
picture  came  before  me  with  a  terrible  force  just  then,  when  I 
did  not  know  where  Harry  was,  nor  how  he  might  be  lying, 
nor  who  might  be  watching  over  him.  I  tried  to  shut  out  my 
own  thoughts  from  this  room ;  but  who  could  ever  do  that? 
I  fancied  I  could  see  white  soldiers'  huts  rising  in  the  darkness, 
and  groans  of  wounded  men.  It  was  a  relief  to  me  when  my 
patient  groaned  and  turned  in  her  bed.  But  she  did  not  wako ; 
she  lay  all  night  long  in  what  seemed  more  like  a  stupor  than  a 


852  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

sleep,  interrupted  by  groans  and  stifled  outcries,  and  long  sighs 
that  broke  one's  heart.  !No  wonder  we  had  heard  of  her  bad 
nights. 

In  the  morning,  when  she  woke  at  last,  Miss  Mortimer 
turned  round  upon  me  with  a  half-stupified,  wondering  stare. 
Then  she  recollected  herself.  She  did  not  speak,  but  I  saw  all 
the  thoughts  of  the  previous  night  come  slowly  back  to  her 
face.  She  watched  me  arranging  the  room  in  the  cheerful 
morning  light ;  she  even  permitted  me  to  raise  her  among  her 
pillows,  and  swallowed,  though  with  an  effort,  the  tea  I  brought 
her.  She  bore  no  malice  against  me  for  anything  I  had  said. 
She  seemed  even  pleased  to  have  me  beside  her ;  but  it  was  not 
for  my  sake ;  I  believe  she  thought  I  was  doing  it  for  an  inter- 
ested reason.  And  she  —  she  thought  she  had  found  an 
accomplice  in  me. 

This  morning  she  spoke  with,  difficulty,  and  her  looks  were 
changed.  She  looked  ill,  very  ill.  The  morning  light  showed 
a  strange  widening  and  breadth  about  her  eyes,  a  solemn  fixed 
expression  in  her  face,  which,  though  I  had  never  watched  it 
coming  before,  went  to  my  heart  with  an  instinctive  chill  and 
recognition.  She  could  not  bear  me  to  be  out  of  her  sight  for 
a  moment.  When  I  went  to  the  dressing-room  door  to  speak  a 
tvord  to  Aunt  Milly  she  called  me  back  with  an  impatient, 
Jtifled  cry.  At  last  she  beckoned  me  close  to  her  bedside. 

"  I  want — 1  want — send — let  him,  come,"  she  stammered 

Alt. 

"Luigi?"  I  said. 

She  clasped  her  hands  together  in  an  access  of  passion.  "  To 
make  my  will,"  she  cried,  with  a  kind  of  scream ;  "  now — 
now — this  moment."  When  she  had  uttered  the  words  she  fell 
back  panting,  a  flush  of  weakness  and  fever  coming  to  her  face. 
I  went  and  told  Aunt  Milly,  who,  all  troubled  as  she  was,  sent 
off  a  messenger  immediately  for  Mr.  Cresswell.  "  I  will  send 
for  the  doctor,  too,  and — and  the  clergyman ;  but  what  can 
Dr.  Roberts  do  for  her  ?  "  cried  poor  Aunt  Milly,  wringing  her 
hands.  The  clergyman  !  What,  indeed,  could  that  sleek, 
comfortable  man  do.  at  this  deathbed  of  guilt  and  passion  ? 
Ah.  me  1  A  poor  priest  might  have  done  something,  perhaps, 
or  a  poor  preacher  accustomed  to  matters  of  life  and  death. 

The  day  glided  on  while  we  waited.  She  would  not  let  me 
leave  her;  but  she  did  not  say  anything,  except  disjointed 
murmurs,  and  strange  broken  conversations  with  herself.  It 
was  not  the  present  time  that  her  mind  was  busy  with.  Lis- 
tening in  the  silence  of  that  room  I  became  aware  of  a  passionate 


Thj  Last  »f  the  Mortimers.  853 

prime  of  life,  an  Italian  summer,  a  bitter  mortification,  disap- 
pointment, revenge — revenge  which  had  come  back  upon  the 
remorseless  inflictor,  and  made  her  life  the  desert  it  had  been. 
It  all  opened  up  before  me  in  break^  and  glimpses ;  afterwards, 
when  I  knew  the  story,  it  was  with  the  force  of  an  actual 
representation  that  I  remembered  this  broken,  unconscious 
autobiography.  She  was  not  raving ;  she  was  only  calling  up 
and  setting  in  order  the  incidents  of  that  crisis  of  her  life,  1 
cannot  follow  her  through  it  now  ;  but  I  remember  that  the 
awe,  and  interest,  and  excitement  kept  me  from  feeling  any 
weariness. 

I  could  not  turn  away  for  any  sort  of  refreshment ;  I  sat 
fascinated  before  tnat  revelation  of  the  secret  of  her  days. 
She  seemed  to  have  foresworn  husband  and  child,  life  itself 
and  all  that  made  it  bearable,  in  dreadful  vengeance  for  some 
broken  promise  or  unfulfilled  vow.  Her  father  came  flitting 
across  the  troubled  picture ;  the  count,  and  some  dreadful 
controversy  about  a  name,  all  intermixed  with  recollections  of 
certain  rooms  and  their  furniture ;  of  a  garden  and  a  thicket  of 
syringas.  What  that  point  of  deception  or  disappointment 
was,  on  which  the  whole  story  turned,  I  could  not  tell ;  but  for 
this  she  had  left  the  stream  of  life  when  life  was  at  its  fullest 
promise ;  for  this  she  had  settled  down  in  a  frightful,  stubborn 
determination,  behind  that  screen  in  the  drawing-room  of  the 
Park.  All  her  after  existence,  huddled  up  into  one  long 
monotonous  day,  had  not  made  these  scenes  less  fresh  in  her 
memory.  This  was  now  sne  naa  revenged  herself — on  the 
Count,  who  was  dead- — on  ner  son,  wnom  she  disowned 
cast  away  from  her ;  'ah  !  above  all,  a  thousand  times 
bitterly,  on  herself.'*" 

It  was  afternoon  wKki  Mr.  Cresswell  came.  He  was  brought 
up  to  the  room  immediately,  without  a  word  of  explanation, 
and  accordingly  knew  nothing  of  all  the  dreadful  history  of  the 
last  twenty -four  hours.  He  had  not  even  a  hint  that  anything 
was  changed,  except  the  health  of  Miss  Mortimer.  He  came 
and  expressed  his.  concern  in  the  common-place  tone  of  an 
unexcited  stranger ;  he  expressed  his  surprise  to  see  me  with 
her.  In  his  heart  he  set  it  down  that  this  will  was  of  my 
suggesting.  I  am  certain  he  did  ;  and  smiled  to  find  me  the 
nurse  of  the  sick  woman.  But  Miss  Mortimer  (that  I  should 
still  go  on  calling  her  by  that  name  after  all  I  had  heard  !)  left 
him  very  little  time.  She  recovered  herself  wonderfully  at 
sight  of  him  ;  her  very  utterance  became  easier  in  the  anxiety 
she  showed  to  express  herself  plainly.  She  was  impatient  of 


The  Last  of  tlie 

his  inquiries  and  condolences.  She  moved  her  hands  uneasily 
about  the  bed,  and  for  a  moment  her  eyes  fluttered  as  they  had 
done  the  day  before  ;  but  as  soon  as  he  had  prepared  his 
papers,  and  taken  his  pen  in  hand,  she  was  composed  again. 
My  heart  beat  so  loud  with  anxiety  to  hear  what  she  said, 
that  I  could  scarcely  breatUe.  Was  she  now  at  last  to  set  right 
the  injustice  of  a  life  ? 

"Write,"  she  cried,  with  a  gasp  for  breath,  "that  I  leave 
everything — mind,  it  is  everything,  Bob  Cresswell,  no  par- 
titions. My  sister  Milly,  though  she  is  a  fool,  is  as  fond  of 
her,  ah !  as — as  I  am — all  the  Park  and  the  lands  belonging  to 
it,  to  Millicent  Mortimer.  There !  the  young  soldier's  wife ; 
and  to— eh !  who  is  it  ?  Who  speaks  to  me  ?" 

I  grasped  her  hand  hard  in  my  sudden  passion.  It  was  cold, 
cold,  a  dead  hand,  and  horrified  me  with  its  touch.  "  Stop," 
I  cried,  "oh,  stop,  Mr.  Cresswell  ;  she  cannot  mean  such 
horrible  injustice !  Miss  Mortimer  1  Countess !  whatever  you 
are  !  will  you  dare  to  die  and  never  repent  ?  Do  you  think  I 
will  let  you  bring  a  curse  on  my  innocent  baby  ?  Stop  !  Stop  I 
I  forbid  it.  for  her  coul's  sake  1" 

Mr.  Cresswell  pushed  back  his  chair  and  stared  in  amazement 
too  great  for  words.  She  looked  at  me  with  a  strange  air  of 
cunning  and  superior  wisdom,  and  tnen  at  him. 

"  She  thinks,"  said  the  dying  woman,  in  a  kind  of  whisper, 
addressing  Mr.  Cresswell,  "  to  draw  me  into  some  foolish  talk, 
and  bring  it  up  against  the  will.  Fool!  they  are  all  fools; 
go  on." 

"  What  does  it  mean  ?"  he  said  looking  at  me. 

"It  means  that  she  ought  to  do  justice,"  I  cried;  "that 
it  is  all  she  can  do  now ;  that  she  is  going  to  die  without 
repenting,  without  making  amends.  If  you  write  it,  it  will 
be  a  sin." 

"  Bob  Cresswell,  go  on ;  it  is  I  who  am  the  person  to  be 
attended  to,"  said  Miss  Mortimer.  "  This  creature,  do  you 
hear,  is  a  fool.  I  know  what  I  mean." 

"  There  is  something  here  I  don't  understand  ;  my  dear  lady 
you're  not  so  very  ill,  suppose  we  put  it  off,"  said  the  lawyer 
in  great  perplexity ;  "  and  there's  Miss  Milly,  you  know,  she 
has  her  share  in  the  Park. 

"  Attend  to  me/"  cried  Miss  Mortimer,  wildly.  "  You  will 
kill  me;  am  I  to  be  thwarted  now,  as  well  as  all  my  life?  Oh, 
good  heavens!  in  my  own  house,  and  in  bed,  and  perhaps 
going  to  die — and  I  am  not  to  have  my  will,  my  will !  I  shall 
have  my  will,  if  I  should  write  it  myself  1" 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  855 

(She  stretched  out  her  eager  hand  towards  the  writing  things, 
stretching  out  of  bed,  and  by  some  chance  touched  Mr.  Cress- 
well.  When  he  felt  that  deathly  touch  he  grew  very  grave, 
and  started  with  a  shudder.  He  took  up  his  pen  immedi- 
ately. 

"  I  will  do  what  you  please,"  he  said.  He  could  not  resist 
that  cry  of  death. 


856  The  Last  of  ike  Mortimer*. 


CHAPTER    XIX. 

IRAN  downstairs  in  desperation.  I  could  not  be  content 
to  let  that  dreadful  mockery  go  on.  It  was  vain,  for 
we  never,  never,  would  have  taken  another  man's  rights; 
but  for  herself,  the  miserable,  guilty  woman,  to  hinder  her  by 
any  means,  to  save  her  from  putting  that  seal  upon  all  her 
cruelty  and  falsehood.  I  saw  nobody  as  I  flew  down  the  stairs, 
though  afterwards  I  was  conscious  that  Lizzie  had  been 
standing  there  with  my  beautiful  innocent  boy.  Do  you  think 
I  would  consent  for  a  kingdom  to  bring  the  curse  of  wrongful 
wealth  upon  little  Harry  ?  Not  if  starvation  and  misery  had 
been  the  only  other  choice  ! 

I  burst  into  the  library,  where  I  knew  Aunt  Milly  was. 
Pale  with  watching  and  anxiety,  she  was  sitting  propped  up  in 
an  easy-chair,  with  Sara  Cresswell  and  Luigi  beside  her.  I 
believe  they  had  been  telling  her  their  story,  and  she,  straining 
her  ear  for  every  sound,  had  been  trying  to  listen  to  them. 
When  I  came  in  she  started  up  from  her  chair  and  came  to 
meet  me,  unconsciously  putting  them  away.  "  What  is  it, 
Milly  ?"  she  cried,  putting  out  her  arms  to  me.  I  dared  not 
permit  myself  to  rest  or  even  lean  upon  her.  I  seized  her  hand 
and  drew  her  to  the  door. 

"  Come  up,  and  interfere,"  I  cried ;  "  she  is  making  her 
dreadful  will.  She  is  leaving  everything  to  me.  Come,  before 
she  has  put  the  seal  to  all  this  misery.  Aunt  Milly,  can  you 
stand  aside  and  let  this  be  done  ?" 

"  My  dear,"  said  Aunt  Milly,  with  a  burst  of  tears,  kissing 
me  and  looking  in  my  face,  u  you  know  I  love  you,  Milly ;  you 
know  you  are  almost  dearer  to  me  now  than  any  creature  on 
earth." 

I  could  not  thank  her;  I  had  no  time.  I  did  not  feel 
grateful  or  pleased,  but  only  impatient.  "  Come  ;  come  !"  I 
repeated  almost  with  violence.  I  could  not  understand  how  she 
could  delay. 

4»  Let  her  do  what  she  will,"  cried  Aunt  Milly.    "  If  I  go 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  857 

and  argue  with  her,  it  will  only  make  her  worse.  Oh,  child  ! 
we  can't  cross  her  now  ;  don't  you  see  we  can't  cross  her  now  ? 
But  1  took  a  vow,  as  sure  as  God  saw  us,  I  would  do  justice," 
said  Aunt  Milly,  solemnly  through  her  tears.  "  She  can  but 
do  what  she  can.  We  are  co-heiresses  !  she  has  no  power  but 
over  her  own  share." 

"  Share  !"  1  cried,  "  is  it  shares  we  have  to  think  of  ?  She  is 
dying,  and  she  does  not  repent." 

I  could  not  wait  there  any  longer ;  they  all  followed  upstairs, 
Aunt  Milly  holding  my  hand.    They  all  came  into  the  dressing- 
room,  where  we  could  faintly  hear  Miss  Mortimer's  voice,  and 
where  Carson  stood  trembling  at  the  door.     At  this  moment 
there  was  no  order  or  rule  in  the  stricken  house.     Then  Aunt 
Milly  went  with  me  into  the  sick  room.     Mr.  Cresswell  was 
writing,  and  Miss  Mortimer  had  stopped  speaking.    She  turned 
her  eyes  triumphantly  upon  us  both. 

"  1  have  carried  out  your  wishes,  Milly.  I  have  left  every- 
thing to  your  favourite,"  she  said,  with  pauses  to  got  her 
brent h.  "  You  may  sign  it  after  me,  and  then  it  will  be 
comiilete." 

II  Sarah,  that  boy,  that  boy !"  cried  Aunt  Milly.     "  Oh,  put 
out  your  hand  to  him  iust  once — think,  before  it  is  finished, 
what  claims  he  has.     vaive  mm  something.     Sarah !  Sarah !  you 
•would  not  take  me  into  your  confidence  ;  but  I'll  go  down  on 
my  knees  to  you  if  you'll  do  justice  to  that  boy !" 

u  I  am  going  to  die,"  said  Miss  Mortimer,  after  a  pause. 
"  I  can  see  it  in  all  your  faces.  1  can't  be  much  worse  oil  than 
I've  been  here.  But  look  you,  Milly,  if  you  come  and  drive 
me  into  passion  ;  if  that  wretched  boy  so  much  as  comes  near 
me,  I'll  die  directly,  and  you'll  be  my  murderers.  II is  father 
made  the  choice — and  I  will  not  change,  no,  not  if  he  came 
again,  as  he  did  yesterday,  with  the  dead  man.  Cresswcll, 
I'm  growing  a  little  faint.  Is  it  ready  to  sign?" 

He  brought  it  and  laid  it  before  her  on  the  bed;  and  she 
called  to  me  to  raise  her  up.  I  was  desperate.  I  would  rath  r 
have  been  content  to  be  her  murderer,  as  she  said,  than  to  let 
her  do  that  sin. 

11  You  are  not  Sarah  Mortimer,"  said  I,  as  with  great 
difficulty  she  wrote  her  signature.  u  It  is  a  false  name,  and 
you  know  it  is.  Write  your  own  name,  Countess  Sennoneta, 
and  let  everybody  know  that  you  have  disinherited  your 
son." 

She  stared  rnund  at  me,  setting  her  teeth,  then  returned  to 
the  paper,  and  with  a  desperate  resolution  completed  it.  I 


358  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

stood  perfectly  aghast  as  I  saw  that  dead  hand  trace  those 
words,  which  to  me  cut  her  off  for  ever  from  every  hope : — 
"By  marriage,  Sermoneta."  God  help  us!  was  there  now  no 
place  of  repentance  ? 

"  And  now,"  she  said,  falling  back  on  her  pillows,  "  send  me 
Carson — I  want  no  more — no  more  from  anybody ;  send  me 
my  maid.  I'll  forgive  her  though  she  deserted  me  ; — nobody," 
sobbed  the  poor  voice,  all  at  once  breaking  and  growing 
feeble, — "  nobody  knows  me  but  Carson.  I  want  my  maid  ; 
Carson,  here!" 

She  had  scarcely  spoken,  when  Carson  was  by  her  side 
kneeling  down  at  the  bed,  kissing  the  cold  hand  held  out  to  her 
with  such  tears  and  eager  affection  as  I  never  saw  a  servant 
show  to  a  mistress,  it  was  a  reconciliation  of  love.  The  tears 
came  into  Miss  Mortimer's  eyes.  She  gave  her  hand  to  her 
maid's  caresses  with  actual  affection.  It  was  the  strangest 
conclusion  to  that  dismal  scene.  One  after  another  we  three 
went  out  of  the  room  confounded.  Aunt  Milly  weeping  tears, 
the  bitterness  of  which  I  could  not  enter  into.  Mr.  Cresswell, 
with  a  face  of  utter  wonder,  and  myself,  too  much  shocked  and 
shaken  to  be  able  for  anything.  I  could  not  go  downstairs 
vvith  them.  I  took  refuge  in  the  room  that  had  been  fitted  up 
as  a  nursery  for  my  baby.  I  got  my  boy  into  my  arms  and 
cried  over  him.  It  was  too  much  ;  when  he  put  his  innocent 
arms  round  my  neck  and  laid  his  cheek  to  mine  to  console  me, 
my  happiness  struck  me  as  with  a  pang.  Oh,  the  unutterable 
things  she  had  lost,  that  poor,  miserable  woman  !  I  got  up 
again  to  rush  back  to  her  with  my  baby,  and  see  if  that  would 
not  touch  her  heart,  but  stumbled  in  weariness  and  weakness, 
and  fell  on  my  knees  on  the  floor.  That  was  all  that  was  to  be 
done.  I  acknowledged  it  with  that  dreadful  sense  of  impotence 
that  one  has,  when  hearts  and  souls  have  to  be  dealt  with.  On 
my  knees  I  might  help  that  desolate,  lonely  creature, — nowhere 
else,  in  no  other  manner.  And  even  this  not  now.  I  was  worn 
out  with  excitement  and  distress.  I  was  ashamed  to  think,  or 
permit  myself  to  say,  that  one  night's  watching  had  done  it. 
1  had  to  put  little  Harry  back  into  Lizzie's  hands  and  lie  down 
in  the  waning  daylight.  My  head  throbbed,  and  my  heart 
beat,  so  that  I  could  not  even  recollect  my  thoughts.  And  all 
that  had  happened  seemed  to  have  no  impression  but  one  upon 
me.  I  never  thought  of  that  group  downstairs  going  over  the 
wonderful  story  which  nobody  had  so  much  as  guessed  at.  I 
thought  only  of  that  hopeless  woman,  in  her  shut-up  room,  slowly 
floating  out  of  existence,  dying  hour  by  hour,  and  minute  by 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  359 

minute,  unchanged  and  unsubdued.  What  was  death  that  it 
should  change  her,  whom  love  and  pity,  and  the  long-suffering 
of  God  had  not  changed  ?  But  I  thought  to  myself  I  could 
never  more  blame  those  who  preach  out  of  season  as  well  as  in 
season,  and  cannot  be  silent.  There  were  moments  in  which  I 
could  not  endure  myself —in  which  I  felt  as  if  I  must  go  and 
make  another  appeal  to  her — even  at  the  risk  of  thrusting 
myself  into  the  room,  and  disturbing  the  quiet  of  her  last 
houra. 


360  The  Last  of  the  Mortimer** 


CHAPTER  XX. 

BY  MISS  MILLY  MORTIMER. 

IT  is  I  who  must  finish  what  there  is  to  tell.  My  dear  Milly 
was  not  in  a  condition,  either  of  mind  or  body,  to  go  on 
with  the  story  that  had  moved  her  so  much  ;  and  since  then, 
poor  dear  child,  you  may  suppose  how  little  heart  she  had  to 
enter  upon  other  things.  We  heard  of  the  battle  that  had  just 
been  fought  not  long  after,  and  knew  that  Harry  was  sure  to 
have  been  in  it,  having  got  letters  from  him  of  his  safe  arrival 
just  the  day  after  my  sister's  death.  And  then  we  had  to  wait 
for  the  lists.  I  can  tell  nobody  how  we  lived  through  these 
days.  She  used  to  go  down  and  teach  in  the  village  school, 
and  to  all  the  distressed  people  near.  The  things  she  did  for 
them  might  have  shocked  me  at  another  time.  Anything,  it 
did  not  matter  what,  a  servant's  work,  whatever  there  might , 
happen  to  be  to  do — and  came  home  at  night  tired  to  dcaths 
but  with  no  sleep  in  her  poor  eyes.  She  used  to  say,  though 
she  could  not  sleep,  that  it  was  a  kind  of  comfort  to  be  very 
tired,  it  dulled  her  a  little  in  her  heart.  When  the  news 
came  he  was  slightly  wounded,  and  had  distinguished  himself , 
she  fell  down  in  a  faint  at  my  feet.  It  was  the  first  moment 
she  dared  be  insensible.  After  that  little  term  of  relief,  our 
anxieties  were  constant.  But  at  last,  you  know,  it  is  all  over, 
and  he  is  coming  home. 

But  to  go  back  to  that  day.  WThen  we  left  my  sister's 
deathbed,  and  I,  without  even  Milly  to  support  me,  went  down 
alone  with  them  all  to  hear  everything  told  over  again,  and  all 
Mr.  Cresswell's  remarks  and  astonishment,  you  may  well 
imagine  it  was  very  hard  to  me.  I  would  have  given  anything 
to  have  been  able  to  keep  all  that  from  Mr.  Cresswell,  but 
after  what  he  had  heard,  and  Sarah's  extraordinary  signature, 
of  course  it  was  indispensable  that  he  should  understand  the 
whole  business ;  as  well  as  for  my  nephew's  sake.  I  am  bound 
to  say  Luigi  behaved  to  his  poor  mother  in  a  very  different  way 
from  that  in  which  she  had  treated  him.  If  she  had  been  the 
best  mother  in  the  world  he  could  not  have  told  the  tale  more 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  861 

gently.  He  went  over  it  all, — how  there  had  been  a  secret 
marriage  done  in  Leghorn,  where  it  was  not  unlawful  for  a 
Catholic  to  marry  a  Protestant,  and  where  his  father  came  under 
some  engagement  to  take  our  own  name.  How  it  was  kept 
secret  for  some  reason  of  her  own.  How  my  father  found  it 
out.  How  the  Count  was  summoned  and  called  upon  to  bind 
himself,  now  that  the  affair  could  not  be  mended,  to  come  home 
with  them,  and  take  the  name  of  Mortimer.  How,  being 
dreadfully  irritated  by  his  wife  (I  don't  doubt  she  could  have 
driven  a  man  mad,  especially  in  the  days  of  her  beauty),  he 
refused  ;  and  how  she  had  renounced,  and  given  him  up,  and 
had  nothing  more  to  say  to  him.  You  may  say,  why  did  not 
he  claim  his  rights?  I  can't  tell.  He  might  have  ruined  her 
reputation,  to  be  sure,  or  made  the  whole  story  public ;  but  I 
suppose  she  must  have  been  more  than  a  match  for  him.  She 
retired  away  into  some  village,  and  had  her  baby,  and  left  it 
there.  Then  she  came  home.  The  Count  never  disturbed  her 
all  his  life ;  and  when  he  died  he  told  his  son  the  story,  and 
bade  him  never  to  rest  till  he  ha'l  recovered  his  mother.  The 
young  man,  all  amazed,  full  of  grief  for  his  father  and  anxiety 
to  find  her,  came  to  England,  asking  for  the  Countess  Ser- 
moneta.  It  was  only  after  many  failures,  and  seeking  better 
information  from  his  father's  papers,  that  he  came  to  believe 
that  she  called  herself  still  Miss  Mortimer;  and  we  know  all 
the  rest.  Luigi  did  not  blame  her,  not  a  single  word ;  he  sat 
with  his  head  leaning  on  his  hands,  overcome  with  distress  and 
trouble.  He  called  her  his  mother,  his  mother,  every  time  he 
spoke,  and  said  the  name  in  such  a  tone  as  would  have  gone  to 
anybody's  heart.  Little  Sara  sat  gazing  at  him  all  the  time, 
with  her  whole  heart  in  her  eyes.  When  he  covered  his  face 
with  his  hands  in  that  pitiful  way,  Sara  was  unable  to  contain 
herself;  she  moved  restlessly  in  her  seat,  fell  a-crying  in 
extreme  agitation,  and  then,  just  for  a  moment,  laid  her  hand 
upon  his  and  pressed  it  with  a"  quick  momentary  touch  of 
sympathy.  Her  father's  eyes  gleamed  out  for  a  moment  sur- 
prise, anger,  I  cannot  tell  what  mixture  of  feelings ;  but,  dear ! 
dear  !  what  had  their  courtships  and  lovemakings  to  do  in  this 
stricken  house  ?  I  could  not  bear  any  such  question  just  at 
that  moment.  I  told  Cresswell  that  it  was  needful  he  should 
make  my  will,  too,  as  well  as  my  sister's,  and  that  I  left  my 
share  to  my  nephew,  without  any  conditions.  Cresswell  made 
objections,  as  was  natural  for  a  lawyer.  His  objections  were 
too  much  for  me;  I  got  angry  and  impatient,  more  than  I 
to  have  done.  Here  was  he  pottering  about  proofs  aud 


862  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

such  things,  when  I  knew,  and  hau  seen,  ana  read  it  all  in  my 
sister's  face.  This  story  was  the  key  to  Sarah's  life ;  I  under- 
stood it  all  now  what  it  meant,  from  her  never-uttered  quarrel 
with  my  father,  down  to  the  time  when  she  met  Luigi  on  the 
road.  And  the  man  spoke  to  me  about  proofs  !  I  made  him 
draw  out  a  kind  of  form  of  a  will,  like  that  which  Sarah  had 
signed,  but  which  Mr.  Cresswell  worded  so  cautiously,  that  it 
would  be  null  if  Luigi  was  not  proved  my  nephew — bequeathing 
all  my  share  of  the  Park  estate  to  him.  I  confess  it  cost  me  a 
pang  to  do  this ;  I  confess  freely  that,  to  part  the  lands,  and  to 
leave  it  away  from  Milly,  and  to  think  it  was  Sarah  and  not  me 
who  had  provided  for  that  dear  child,  went  to  my  heart ;  but 
I  would  rather  have  died  than  refused  justice  to  my  sister's 
son. 

Luigi  carae  round  to  my  side  and  took  my  two  hands  and 
kissed  them.  I  was  so  wicked  as  to  dislike  it  just  at  that 
moment,  and  to  think  it  was  one  of  his  Italian  ways.  But  he 
stood  before  me  with  tears  in  his  eyes,  and  that  look  of  the 
Mortimers,  which  nobody  could  mistake.  "And  your  love?" 
he  said.  I  could  not  stand  out  against  that ;  I  broke  down 
entirely,  arid  cried  and  sobbed  like  a  child.  Dreadful  days 
these  had  been !  Now  I  was  overpowered,  and  could  do  no 
more.  When  I  rose  to  go  upstairs  Luigi  drew  my  arm  into 
his,  and  took  care  of  me  like  a  son.  He  begged  me  to  go  t.  • 
Milly,  and  not  to  be  by  myself  ;  and  I  cannot  tell  how,  but  his 
voice  had  so  great  an  effect  upon  me,  that  I  did  just  as  he  said. 
Oh,  dear !  dear !  to  think  what  Sarah  had  cast  away  from  her. 
There  was  she,  lying  alone,  rejecting  every  creature  in  the 
world  but  Carson, — and  here  was  the  love  that  belonged  to  her, 
coming  to  me. 

I  did  not  see  Mr.  Cresswell  again  before  he  went  away.  Sara 
came  up  a  little  after,  in  despair,  saying  he  had  ordered  her  to 
return  with  him,  and  came  and  hugged  me  silently,  and  cried, 
with  a  frightened  look  upon  her  pale  little  face.  u  I  would  say 
farewell  to  godmamma  Sarah,  if  I  dared,"  cried  the  poor  child  ; 
but  I  dared  not  let  her  do  it.  She  went  away,  casting  longing 
looks  back  at  us  like  a  creature  condemned.  It  was  natural 
that  she  should  feel  leaving  us  in  so  much  trouble,  and  going 
back  to  her  own  quiet,  motionless  home.  It  was  not  Sara's  fault 
she  had  not  been  watching  with  us  every  moment  of  that  ter- 
rible night ;  but,  for  all  that,  it  was  very  right  of  Mr.  Cress- 
well  to  take  her  away. 

And  then  some  days  of  watching  followed.  Once  Sarah 
fciQ  h?r  rgoni,  and  she  s^yr  the  doctor 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  868 

malting  any  objection — she  would  have  lived  still,  had  that 
been  possible — but  when  I  begged  her  to  see  Luigi,  just  to  say 
one  word  to  him,  to  let  him  believe  she  recognised  him  as  her 
son,  her  looks  grew  so  terrible  that  I  dared  not  say  more.  He 
went  himself,  out  of  my  knowledge,  to  her  door,  and  begged 
and  prayed  to  be  let  in  ;  but  Carson  came  out  to  him,  pallid 
with  terror,  and  begged  him  to  go  away,  or  he  would  kill  Miss 
Mortimer — for  they  kept  up  that  farce  of  a  name  to  the  end. 
Luigi  came  to  me  heart-broken ;  it  was,  indeed,  a  terrible 
position  for  the  young  man.  He  reproached  himself  for  seek- 
ing his  natural  rights,  and  bringing  on  all  this  misery.  He 
said,  "  I  have  killed  my  mother !"  It  was  all  I  could  do  to 
comfort  him.  God  forgive  her!  it  was  not  he  who  was  to 
blame. 

This  was  how  my  sister  Sarah  died.  I  try  never  to  think  of 
it.  I  try  not  to  remember  that  dreadful  time.  Thank  heaven ! 
to  judge  others  is  not  our  part  in  this  life.  There  is  very  little 
comfort  to  be  had  out  of  it,  anyhow  ;  living  and  dying  it  was  a 
sad  existence  for  a  woman.  If  she  had  not  much  love  in  her 
lifetime,  I  think  there  are  few  graves  over  which  have  been, 
shed  more  bitter  tears.  On  her  tombstone  she  is  called 
Countess  Serinoneta  ;  the  first  time  she  has  ever  borne  that  ill- 
fated  name. 

It  was  not  difficult  to  prove  the  whole  history.  By  degrees 
Mr.  Cresswell  gathered  enough  from  other  sources  to  convince 
him  of  Luigi's  story ;  and  after  that  it  did  not  take  much 
persuasion  to  make  him  consent  to  give  my  nephew  his 
daughter.  It  was  not  the  match  he  might  have  made,  of 
course.  The  Sermonetas  are  a  very  old  family  in  their  own 
country ;  not  much  wonder  the  Count  would  not  consent  to 
give  up  his  own  name,  and  take  the  name  of  the  haughty 
Englishman  that  despised  him.  Luigi  would  have  changed  his, 
had  hig  mother  bidden  him,  and  for  his  father's  sake  ;  but  the 
young  man  was  deeply  grateful  to  me  for  not  making  any  con- 
ditions. For  my  part,  I  did  not  want  him  to  be  the  repre- 
sentative of  the  Mortimers.  I  may  safely  say  I  came  to  love 
him  like  a  child  of  my  own  at  last.  But  after  all  he  was  a 
foreigner  still,  and  even  when  I  came  to  be  fond  of  him,  I  never 
could  see  him  without  pain  mixing  with  the  pleasure.  It  waa 
Harry,  little  Harry,  my  sweet  English  baby,  Milly's  beautiful 
boy,  that  was  to  be  the  Mortimers'  heir. 

And  Sara  will  not  be  married  till  Harry  Langham  cornea 
home.  Perhaps  it  is  not  justice  to  Sara  to  say  my  nephew 
might  have  done  better ;  but,  after  all,  you  know,  her  father  ia 


864  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

only  an  attorney,  our  family  attorney.  Her  hair  is  grown, 
now,  and  she  is  a  little  older,  and  very  pretty ;  very  pretty 
indeeed  the  little  creature  is.  She  is  not  in  the  least  like  what 
my  sister  Sarah  used  to  be  ;  she  can  never  be  such  a  beauty  as 
her  poor  godmarnma  was.  If  it  were  nothing  else,  she  is  too 
little  for  beauty ;  but  I  must  say  she  is  extremely  pretty.  I 
don't  know  if  there  is  such  another  in  all  Cheshire.  My  Milly 
is  different.  Of  the  two  /  should  rather  have  her  ;  but  then  i 
am  not  a  young  man 

And  the  war  is  over,  and  the  dear  tUH  ifi  nervously  happy, 
and  counting  the  days.  About  another  week  or  so  and  Harry 
.Langham  will  be  at 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimer*  865 


POSTSCRIPT. 

BY    MRS.    LANGHAM. 

HATCR7  is  home,  safe  and  well.  He  is  to  get  the  Medjidie 
sM<d  the  French  ribbon  of  honour;  but  you  can  see 
thp,t  in-  the  papers.  It  is  something  else  I  have  to  tell. 

It  is  just  a  week  before  Sara's  marriage  day,  and  'Lizzie  comes 
to  me  looking  very  foolish.  I  had  thought  she  had  recovered  of 
her  awkwardness.  There  she  stands,  twisting  her  feeb  again, 
rolling  up  her  arms  in  her  white  apron,  holding  her  head  to  one 
side  in  a  paroxysm  of  her  old  use  and  wont.  Really,  if  she 
were  not  standing  in  such  a  preposterous  attitude,  Lizzie  would 
look  rather  pretty  ;  she  has  such  a  nice  complexion.,  and  her 
red-brown  hair  pleases  me — it  is  not  too  red.  It  suits  those 
features  which  are  not  at  all  regular,  but  only  very  pleasant 
and  bright,  with  health,  and  youth,  and  a  good  heart.  But 
now  there  is  something  dreadful  choking  Lizzie,  which  must  be 
got  out. 

"Mem,  the  Captain's  come  name."  came  at  last  in  a 
burst. 

He  was  brevet  Major  now,  and  most  people  about  the  Park 
called  him  Colonel ;  and  he  was  in  the  next  room,  no  further 
off,  so  I  rather  stared  at  Lizzie's  piece  of  news. 

u  And  wee  Mr.  Harry,  he's  a  grand  little  gentleman,"  said 
Lizzie  ;  "  and  a's  weel,  and  there's  no  cloud  in  a'  the  sky  as  big 
as  the  dear  bairn's  little  finger,  let  abee  a  man's  hand." 

This  solemn  enumeration  of  my  joys  alarmed  me  considerably. 
"  Do  you  know  of  anything  that  has  happened,  Lizzie?"  I  cried 
with  a  momentary  return  of  my  old  fears. 

41  Naething's  gaun  to  happen,"  said  Lizzie,  u  I'm  meaning 
no  to  you  ;  naething  but  the  blessing  of  God  that  kens  a'.  It 
was  just  to  say " 

Here  Lizzie  came  to  a  dead  stop,  and  cried,  the  unfailing 
resource  in  all  difficulties.  A  perception  of  the  truth  flashed 
upon  me  as  I  looked  at  her. 


8G6  The  Last  of  the  Mortimers. 

"Do  you  mean  to  say ?"  cried  I,  but  got  no  further 

in  my  extreme  amaze. 

uEh,  it's  no  me!"  cried  Lizzie.  "But  eh,  Menico 
says " 

Here  she  stopped  again,  gave  me  a  frightened  look,  made  an 
attempt  to  go  on — and  finally,  startled  by  a  sound  in  the  next 
room,  where  Harry  was,  dropped  the  apron  she  had  uncon- 
sciously pulled  off,  on  the  floor,  and  fairly  ran  away. 

Leaving  me  thunderstruck,  and  by  no  means  pleased.  I 
knew  if  1  went  and  told  Harry  he  would  burst  into  fits  of 
laughter,  and  there  would  be  an  cad  to  all  serious  consideration 
of  the  subject.  To  lose  Lizzie  all  at  once  like  this,  to  let  the 
creature  go  and  marry  a  foreigner!  There  was  something 
quite  unbearable  in  the  thought  ;  what  was  I  to  do?  A 
foreigner,  and  a  Catholic,  too,  and  a  man  twice  as  old  as 
herself ;  the  girl  was  mad !  The  more  I  thought  of  it  the  more 
distressed  I  grew.  At  last  I  went  to  seek  Aunt  Milly,  who 
was  the  only  practicable  counsellor.  She  was  in  the  garden, 
and  I  went  to  seek  her  there.  It  was  July,  and  sultry  weather. 
In  the  hall,  now  better  occupied  than  it  used  to  be,  stood 
Domenico,  in  the  white  suit,  vast  and  spotless,  with  which  he 
always  distinguished  himself  in  summer  weather,  and  which 
always  put  me  in  mind  of  that  dreadful  day  when  the  Count 
Sermoneta  first  came,  in  his  own  name,  to  the  Park.  Do- 
menico started  forward,  noiseless  and  smiling,  to  open  the 
door.  The  action  brought  before  me  in  a  minute  our  little 
Chester  lodgings,  our  troubled  happy  days,  our  parting,  and  all 
the  simple  kindness  this  honest  fellow  had  done  us.  His  face 
beamed  through  all  my  recollections  of  that  time,  always  thus 
starting  forward  with  the  courtesy  of  the  heart.  My  heart 
warmed  to  him  in  spite  of  all  I  had  been  cogitating  against 
him.  Perhaps  he  divined  what  it  was  occupied  my  thoughts 
— he  followed  me  out  at  the  door. 

"It  pleases  to  the  Signora  give  me  the  Leezee?"  said 
Domenico,  with  an  insinuating  look.  "  No  ?  no  ?  But  what 
to  have  done  ?  The  Signora  displeases  herself  of  me  ?  Where- 
fore ?  Because  V  I  not  know." 

••  I  am  not  displeased,"  said  I.  "  You  are  a  very  good  fellow, 
Domenico,  and  have  always  been  very  kind.  But  she  is  a 
child  ;  she  is  not  seventeen.  What  \vculd  you  do  with  her  in  a 
strange  country  ?  She  is  too  young  for  you." 

"  The  Leezee  contents  herself,1'  said  Domenico,  with  a  broad 
smile  opening  out  his  black  beard.  "If  it  pleases  to  the 
I  bring  her  back  other  times ;  I  take  the  care  of  her  ; 


The  Last  of  the  Mortimers.  867 

I  make  everything  please  to  her.    The  Signora  not  wills  to  say 
no?" 

And  of  course  I  did  not  say  no;  I  had  no  right  to  say 
anything  of  the  sort.  And  Lizzie  actually  was  not  afraid  to 
marry  that  mountain  of  a  man.  She  went  away  with  him, 
looking  dreadfully  ashamed,  and  taking  the  most  heartrending 
farewell  of  little  Harry  and  me,  Domenico  looking  on  with  great 
but  smiling  sympathy  all  the  while,  and  not  at  all  resenting 
her  tears.  But  the  Captain  had  come  home,  and  little  Harry 
had  attained  the  independence  of  two  and  a  half  years.  Lizzie 
felt  she  had  discharged  her  trust,  and  was  no  longer  impera- 
tively needed  to  take  care  of  me.  I  kissed  her  when  she  went 
away,  as  if  she  had  been  a  sister  of  my  own,  and  I  confess  was 
not  ashamed  to  add  a  tear  to  the  floods  that  poured  from  her 
brown  eyes ;  but  I  am  obliged  to  avow  that  it  is  not  within  the 
range  of  my  powers  to  put  correctly  on  paper  all  the  long 
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494  Riverston. 

495  Lost  and  Won. 

496  Winifred's  Wooing. 

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501  Beppo,  the  Conscript. 

502  Lindisfarne  Chase. 

503  Giulio  Malatesta. 

504  La  Beata. 

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516  Hector  O'Halloran.    Illust 

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519  The  American. 

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524  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Asheton. 

525  Three  Wives. 

526  Ladies  of  Lovel  Leigh. 

527  Queen  of  the  County. 

528  Book  of  Heroines. 

529  Lords  and  Ladies. 

530  Woman's  Devotion. 

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536  Jack  Brag. 

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541  My  Uncle,  the 

542  Bachelor  of  the 

543  Falcon  Family. 

544  Reuben  Medlicott. 

545  Clover  Cottage. 

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551  White  House  by  the  Sea. 

552  John  and  I. 

553  Lisabee's  Love  Story. 

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556  The  Deerslayer. 

557  The  Spy. 

558  The  Prairie. 

559  Mark's  Reef. 

560  The  Sea  Lions. 

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565  Arthur  Bonnicastle. 


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571  Constance  Herbert. 

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575  Mary  Seaham. 

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578  The  Opera  Singer's  Wife. 

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580  The  Young  Husband. 

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585  Flyers  of  the  Hunt. 

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588  Charles  Auchester. 

589  Counterparts. 

590  My  First  Season. 

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596  Country  Gentleman. 

597  Squire  of  Beechwood. 

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602  Shiloh. 

603  Holden  with  the  Cords. 

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606  Smugglers  and  Foresters. 

607  Mistress  of  Langdale  Hall. 

608  Hillsden  on  the  Moors. 
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612  My  Home  in  the  Shlrea. 

613  The  Sea  and  the  Moor. 

614  La  Belle  Marie. 

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620  Tom  Cringle's  Log. 

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625  Wild  Georgie. 

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631  Love's  Bitterness. 

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635  Tragic  Comedians. 

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636  The  Young  Commander. 

637  The  War-Hawk. 

638  Queen  of  the  Seas. 

639  The  Sailor  Hero. 

640  Cruise  of  the  »  Daring." 

641  The  Sunny  South. 

642  Medora. 

643  Two  Midshipmen. 

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644  The  Jealous  Wife. 

645  Rival  Beauties. 

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650  Eulalie. 

651  The  Diamond  Cross. 

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674  Gilbert  Messenger. 

675  Thorney  Hall. 

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676  Valentine  Vox.    Illustrated. 

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678  Queen  of  the  Regiment. 

679  Off  the  Roll.  v 

680  Our  Detachment. 

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684  King  and  Countess. 

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687  Colonel  Dacre. 

688  My  Son's  Wife. 

689  Entanglements. 

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691  Bruna's  Revenge. 

692  Pearl. 

693  Caste. 

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696  Margaret  Catch  pole. 

697  The  Suffolk  Gipsy. 

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704  Letters  to  Punch ;  andMARK 

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720  Never  Again. 

721  The  Berber. 

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722  Olympus  to  Hades. 

723  Fair  Women. 

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724  Faces  for  Fortunes. 
724APaved  with  Gold. 

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725  Leyton  Hail. 

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735  A  Bad  Beginning. 

765  The  Image  of  his  Father. 

736  Wild  as  a  Hawk. 

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737  Forgotten  by  the  World. 

768  Highland  Lassies. 

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771  Esther's  Sacrifice. 

746  St.  Aubyn  of  St.  Aubyn's. 

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772  Ladies  of  Bever  Hollow. 

747  The  Heir  at  Law. 

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748  Romance  of  the  Seas. 

773  Madeleine. 

748APrivateer  Captain. 

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778  Off  the  Line. 

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754  Royston  Gower. 

779  Queen  of  Herself. 

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756  The  Whiteboy. 

780  A  Fatal  Error. 

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757  The  Lost  Bride. 

781  Mainstone's  Housekeeper. 

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758  Dr.  Austin's  Guests. 

782  Wild  Hyacinth. 

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759  Melincourt. 

783  All  for  Greed. 

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761  Maretimo. 

785  Kelverdale. 

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762  Jacob  Bendixen. 

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795  Almost  a  Quixote. 

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797  Margaret's  Ordeal. 

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798  Phlllberta. 

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799  Our  Helen. 

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804  Guilty  or  Not  Guilty  P 

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805  Miranda. 

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806  The  Diamond  Necklace. 

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807  Castaways  of  the  Prairie 

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808  Hunt- Room     Stories    and 

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811  James  Tacket. 

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814  Godwyn's  Ordeal. 

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818  The  Right  Sort. 

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825  Wanted  an  Heir. 

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826  Jenny  Jennett. 

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828  A  Sporting  Quixote. 

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830  Through  TroubledWatera 

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834  Pigskin  and  Willow. 
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850  Beatrice. 

851  Modern  Accomplishment! 

852  Holiday  House. 

853  Modern  Flirtations. 

854  Mysterious  Marriage. 

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856  Five  Weeks  In  a  Balloon. 

857  English  at  the  North  Pole 

858  Among  the  Cannibals. 

859  A  Journey  to  the  Interlo 

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877  Campaign  In  Kabylla. 

878  Waterloo. 

879  The  Man- Wolf. 

880  The  Blockade. 

88 1  The  States-General. 

882  Citizen  Bonaparte. 

883  Year  One  of  the  Republic 

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886  The  Conscript. 

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905  Diary  of  a  late  Physician. 

906  Ten  Thousand  a-Year. 

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951  Grace  Tolmar. 

952  The  World  we  Live  In. 

953  A  Woman's  Reputation. 

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360  Riven  Bonds. 
961  Sacred  Vows. 

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965  An  American  Politician. 

966  To  Leeward. 

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971  In  the  Clouds. 

972  Story  of  Keedon  Bluffs. 

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981  Tales  of  the  Border.  I. 

982 II. 

983  III. 

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1002  Last  of  the  Incas. 

1003  Pirates  of  the  Prairie. 

1004  The  Prairie  Flower. 

1005  The  Trapper's  Daughter. 

1006  The  White  Scalper. 

1007  The  Indian  Chief. 

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1021  Vivian  Grey. 

1022  Conlngsby. 

1023  Henrietta  Temple, 

1024  Venetla, 

1025  Sybil. 

1026  Alroy,     and      Contarlnl 

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1027  The  Young  Duke. 
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1031  In  Deadly  PerIL 

By  ELIOT  WARBURTOH. 

1051  The  Crescent  and  Cross. 
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1060  Count  of  Monte  Crlsto, 

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776  First  In  the  Field. 
788  Leah,  the  Jewish  Maiden, 
796  Janetta,  and  Blythe  Hern- 
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