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The "Rimas" of 
Gustavo Araecquer 

Translated by "Jules Renard 



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PREFACE 

In submitting a translation of the celebrated 
Rimas of Gustavo A. Becquer for publication, I do so 
without absolute knowledge as to whether this task 
was ever before attempted in the English language. 
Beyond a solitary translation of" Las Golondrinas," 
1 have never seen nor heard of an English transla- 
tion of this famous collection, and the gentleman 
who originally called my attention to the beauties 
of Becquer in the original, himself a Spanish scholar 
of very high order and a man of wide acquaintance 
with Spanish literature, assured me that he never 
had known of an English translation of Becquer's 
Rimas and doubted whether it were possible. 

If ever a literary work was undertaken in a spirit 
of fondness for its subject, this translation certainly 
has been, and if the publication of this collection 
does not meet with the instantaneous recognition 
which the original demands, I shall have to admit 
that for me at least, it is an impossibility to repro- 
duce the spirit of the Spanish poet. 

The Rimas of Becquer, while never intended by 
the author as a perfect work on which his fame 
might rest, have been judged by posterity to be 
worthy of the highest recognition and have become 
a household word in both hemispheres wherever the 
Spanish language is spoken by cultivated people. 

I have fell all along that in attempting this task 
I had undertaken a very hazardous proposition. 
The muse of Becquer is so delicately suggestive, so 
epigrammatic and so concentrated and concise that 
it must be the despair of every translator who uses 

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6 PREFACE 

any other language than those directly derived from 
the classics like the original. A perfect translation 
of Becquer in English, 1 myself believe to be an 
utter impossibility. I have found passages in the 
different Rimas which could not be reproduced 
literally without detriment to the author's spirit, 
and certain modifications will therefore be found 
which can only be deemed excusable for this reason. 
I have, however, in the entire col lection, whenever 
the option was given to me of deciding between a 
reproduction of the author's letter and his spirit, 
invariably given my preference to the latter. This 
I believe to be the highest aim of the translator. I 
have not even followed punctiliously the meter laid 
down in the original, because I have found that in 
many cases the English language does not readily 
adapt itself to an exact reproduction; and in rhyme 
I was confronted with the additional dilüculty, that 
the assonant rhyme, so largely used by all the Span- 
ish writers, is incapable of being conveyed properly 
in any of the Northern tongues. Therefore, be- 
yond a few specimens which I have chosen to trans- 
late in blank verse, I have adopted the policy all 
through of substituting rhymes as nearly perfect as 
possible for Becquer's assonant rhymes, in the sup- 
position that this substitution would be more satis- 
factory to English ears, who have not been trained 
in the intricacies of the assonant rhyme. 

I feel that even in an abortive way I have ren- 
dered some service to the Anglo-Saxon race, by 
familiarizing them with the poetical works of 
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models of lyrical poets. If I have succeeded even 
partially in conveying the spirit of the great original 
to prospective readers, I shall feel that a worlc which 
was begun purely as a labor of love, has also met 
with an ample reward. 

THE TRANSLATOR. 
Seattle, Washington, 1907. 



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THE "RIMAS" OF 
GUSTAVO A. BECQUER 



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I know a hymn, títanícal and strange 

Which to the spirit's night proclaims the dawn; 

These pages are its final cadences 

Spread out among the shadows by the air. 

How gladly would I note it, if I could 
Subdue the plain, rebellious speech of man 
With words, which would be sighs and smiles at 

Colors and notes as fitting characters. 

Vain is the strugglel — For there is no form 
Which may enshrine it. Scarcely, beauteous one. 
May I, on hearing it, sing it for thee. 
Alone and holding thy dear hands in mine. 



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II 

A rapid-flying dart, by Fate impelled 

For blind destruction and which cannot know 

Where it may find its quivering course repelled, 
Nor why it strikes the blow. 

A withered leaf, stripped from a famished tree 
By frenzied autumn-gales in madd'ning dance; 

What ditch may shelter its extremity 
Is hid in ignorance. 

A monstrous billow, which the ocean wind 
Curls and drives onward, lashes into foam; 

Rolling, unheedful of what shore may find 
For i( a restful home. 

A waxlight, flick'ring in a chandelier, 
Which, ere it is extinguished, sputters low; 

Which is the first to end its brief career 
And which the last to go f 

All these am I, — With blind, hap-hazard aim 
I cross this world, without the slightest heed 

From what mysterious origin I came, 
Nor where my steps may lead. 



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Lending its impetus 
To lash the ocean-main; 
Stirring, the sluggish brain, 

— A quickening incubus. 

Murmurs, which in the soul 

Rise and increase in ire. 
With hoarse announcement roll 
Deep in the crater's bowl, 

— Like a volcano's fire. 

Mis-shapen silhouettes 

Of non-existing things; 
Landscapes, that one forgets. 
Seen, as through gauzy nets 

Or magic mirrorings. 

Colors, which blending, glow 
Within the air; the bright 

Atoms to atoms grow 

Till the celestial bow 
Swims in prismatic light. 

Words of all meaning shorn, 
Sense, quite bereft of words; 

Cadences rudely torn 

From rhythm, measure, norm, 
— Like broken potter's sherds. 



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Mem'ríes and vain desires 

For things we ne'er have known; 

ioy, which the fancy fires, 
ears that the heart requires 
— When we 're alone. 

Nervous activity 

Seeking to find a mean 
For some utility; 
Steed of high quality 

Without a guiding rein. 

Madness, that steeps the soul 

In fierce elation; 
Draughts from celestial bowl, 
preative genius as a whole, — 
/ — This is inspiration. 



Tremendous voice, which regulates 

The chaos of the brain; 
Which lowering shadows dissipates. 

Restoring light again. 

Resplendent rein of gold, to curb 
With power the flying steed, 

When frantic fancies him disturb 
And he is deaf to heed. 

Refulgent thread of light, which binds 
In fagots our strewn thought; 

Sun, which in vaulted zenith shines. 
Breaking through clouds, as naught. 



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Discerning hand, persisting e'er 

To re-unite and hring 
Our untamed words within a rare 

And richly jewelled ring. 

Harmonious rhythm, which confines 

Within a certain hound 
The fleeting notes aud deftly twines 

A measured cadence round. 

Chisel, which bites the sculptor's block. 

Uniting; in this duty 
Ideals, which our senses mock 

With perfect plastic beauty. 

The region, where in ordered troops 

Ideas may revolve; 
Where atoms form concentric groups 

From secret, joint resolve. 

I'elluiid spring, whose balmy waves 
Assuage the thirst of fever; 
. Oasis, which the spirit craves 
As vigor's best retriever. 

\ Such is our reason. 

Forever battling with them, stroke for stroke. 
Forever conqueror of both, — no one 

Can bring them both beneath a common yoke 
Except the force of genius alone. 



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o, do not tell me, that, its treasure, spent. 
The lyre is mute from lack of argument. 
We may not always rich in poets be. 
But never destitute of poesy. 

While billows are inflamed with blushes bright 
And tremble to recciye the kiss of light; 
While Phoebus may in majesty behold 
The scattered clouds of purple (ire and gold; 

While in ¡ts bosom's folds, the atmosphere 
Rare perfumes and sweet harmonies may bear. 
While spring exists to fill the heart with glee 
There will be always, always, poesy. 



While science may not, of endeavor rife. 
Discover the true origin of life; 
While chasms still remain in sea or sky. 
Which all our calculations may defy; 

And, while humanity in darkness stalks. 
Advancing, without knowing, where it walks. 
While there is left a single mystery, 
There will be always, always, poesy. 

While we may feel the soul rejoicing, while 
Our lips do not endorse it with a smile; 
While we may weep in silent misery 
Without a single tear to dew the eye; 



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While heart and head, by adverse forces pricked , 
To useless strife, continue to conflict; 
While hopes and recollections still may be. 
There will be always, always, poesy. 

While there are eyes, which may reflect the gaze 
Of other eyes in sympathetic rays; 
While one lip still with lon<>in{; may reply 
Unto another's corresponding sigh; 

While two souls may confound in mutual bliss 
And seal the compact with a fervent kiss; 
^ While one fair woman lives for you and me. 
There will be always, always, poesy! 



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A subtle essence in definable 

Am I, a being without form or frame; 
Within no cenain bounds assif^nablc. 

A vital spirit, yet without a name. 

I swim within a void immensuratc, 
I tremble in the radii of the sun. 

Among the shades 1 love to palpitate. 
The clouds and I tof^ether float as one. 

am the slender ray of golden light 
Emitted by the distant evening star; 
am the radiance, serene and bright 
Which gentle moonbeams send us from afar. 

am the gorgeous, ruby-tinted cloud 
Which sinks at eventide, into the sea; 
am the errant comets sweeping, proud. 
And luminous appendage equally. 

am the snow upon the mountain peak, 
1 am the glow upon the desert-sand; 
am the blue waves of the sea and eke, 
I am the foam upon the water's strand. 

Within each hymn of praise I am a note. 
The violet's fragrance I personify; 

The fleeting marsh-light in a tomb or moat. 
The trailing ivy on the ruins high. 

I thunder in the torrent's headlong course, 
I hiss in the electric spark of lire; 



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I blind you in the lightning's awful force, 
1 groan amid the torture, stern and dire. 

I laugh in Nature's multi-peopled choir, 
1 whisper in the waving blades of grass; 

Within the curling billows I suspire, 

And weep in shrivelled autumn -lea ves, that pass. 

I vibrate in the atoms, which comprise 
The wreath of smoke, which from the earth 
ascends. 

We sec it gently toward the sky arise 
!n spiral form, contorted and immense. 

I mingle in the filmy golden threads 
Which insect artisans so well construct. 

When the siesta claims our wearied heads . 
Among the trees, which to repose conduct. 

The flying nymphs I eagerly pursue 

While they, disrobed, are sporting in the cool. 
Refreshing current, hidden from all view. 

Within the shelter of the crystal pool. 

I follow up, upon the ocean's bed 

Light footed naiads, merry, winsome girls. 

Where coral woods are richly carpeted 

With an array of dazzling, snow-white pearls. 

I mingle. with the subterranean gnomes 
In hollow caverns, far from solar ray, 

Behold the wondrous riches of their homes, 
Where gems create an artificial day. 



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I seek the trace of foot prints, now erased 
From former ages, which have ceased to he; 

I know of empires, which have been displaced. 
Of whom no name remains, nor history. 

Before me are in dizzy whirls unrolled. 
Revolving worlds in silent majesty; 

Such is my vision, that I may behold 
The whole creation with observant eye. 



I know of regions, nebulous, remote, 
Where even sound has failed to penetrate; 

Where stars in embryotic chaos float 
And eagerly the breath of life await. 

I am the wondrous bridge which dares to Cross 
The bottomless abyss by Titans riven; 

I am the unknown ladder o'er the fuss 
Which re-unites the realms of earth and heaven. 

1 am the ring of potency etiorm. 
Unseen, yet subjugating, as it ought, 

The grosser world of mere external form 
Unto the elevated world of thought. 

I am, at last that latent quality. 
That unknown essence, spiritual haze, 

That perfume, delicate in mystery 
Of which the poet is the fitting vase. 



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VI 

As wanders o'er a darkened field of blood, 
Refreshing; to the sense, a gentle breeze 

In night and silence, with a grateful flood 
Of perfumes fraught and pleasing harmonies. 

So may we see the sweet Ophelia pass 
Within the British poet's awful play, 

Symbolical of grief and tenderness. 
With songs and strewing flowers on her way. 



VII 

In a corner full of gloom 
Of the formal drawing room, 
I'rcy to dust and silence, we 
'ITie neglected harp may see; 
MetaiiL'liuly seems its lot. 
Of its owner <)uite forgot. 

Notes lie dormant in its strings 
Just as in the bird, who clings 
To the branches, while asleep; 
They await the welcome sweep 
Of the snowy hands, whose skill 
May invoke them at her will. 

"Oh, how frequently," thought I, 
"Genius thus asleep may lie 
"And, like Lazarus, await 
"The desired, portentous date, 
"When the voice shall sweetly «ay: 
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VIH 

When I behold the blue horizon merge 

And lose itself afar within a gauze 
Of restless, golden dust, my fancies urge. 

That I could break all ordinary laws 
And it seems possible to tear away 

My eager spirit from this wretched clay, 
To float with golden mists, dissolved in bright 

And myriad atoms of celestial light. 

When I behold, at night, the trembling stars 

Within the dark recesses of the sky. 
So that my fancy vividly compares 

Their lustre with an ardent, burning eye, 
It then seems possible to wing in flight 

To where they shine and bathe within their light. 
To kindle with them in a blazing sea 

And in a kiss confound identity. 

Although within a sea of doubt 1 plash 

And spurn heliefs, which with my reason clash. 

Yet they proclaim, tiiese anxious doubts of mine. 
A certain trace of origin divine. 



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The softly-moaninp breezes kiss the wavelets, while 

at play. 
As they curl in undulations with a restless revelry; 
The sun btstows a kiss upon the cloud-banks in 

the West, 
While jrold and purple brilliancy their neutral tints 

invest; 
The flame around a burning lo« is ardent in its aim 
To glide with motion serpentine to kiss another 

The willow, even, bends its weight down to the 

longing stream 
And gives its contribution to the universal theme. 



The unseen atoms of the air, 

Intlamed, are dancing round about; 
The sky diss()lves in flashes rare 

Of trembling giiUI, a da/.zling rout; 
The earth appears with rapture buoyed 

And vibrates, as if overjoyed; 
The sounds come stealing o'er to me 

Of strange, delightful harmony; 
I hear the sound of kisses, — feel 

The fluttering of wings, — I reel 
And close my eyelids! — Who is nigh? 

— 'Tis Eros, who is passing by. 



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XI 

I am ardent, I am brown, 
Me the fiery passions crown; 
I am eager to decoy 
Thee into the realms of joy. 
Do I please thy fancy? — Speakl 

— Nay; it is not thee I seek. 

Delicate my brow and fair. 
Wreathed with coils of golden hair; 
And 1 guard a limitless 
Treasure-trove of tenderness. 
Do 1 please thy fancy Í — Speakl 

— Nay; it is not thee I seek. 

Like a lightning-flash 1 gleam 

Or a wild, phantastic dream; 

Bodiless, impossible 

Fleeting and intangible; 

No one could my feelings move! 

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Because your eyes are colored like the sea. 

Do not complain, my child! 
The naiads use such eyes in wanton glee 

And sportive gambols wild; 
Minerva's eye of green a source of power is 
Green arv the pupils of the prophet's hnuns. 

Green is the color of the woods in spring; 

Among its other dyes 
It is displayed within the rainbow's ring, 

With it the emerald vies; 
Green are the ocean -hi Mows, green the sorrel. 
Green are our hopes and green the poet's laurel. 

■Your cheek is like the carmine of the rose, 

Sprinkled with pearls of frost. 
When it before its proper season glows 

To lead, at any cost. 
But do not fear! It is the merest fancy 
That your eyes mar it! Everybody can see 
That they are like the early almond leaves. 
Humid and restless, when a zephyr breathes. 

Your mouth is like the ruby-purple tint 

Which we admire in burst 
And ripe pomegranates, with their luscious hint 

How well they quench our thirst. 
But, none the less, esteem it as a fancy 
That your eyes spoil it! Everybody can see, 
Angered, they sparkle like the waves, which roar 
Against the perilous Cantabrian shore. 



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Your forehead, where the golden curls are massed. 

Is like a snowy peak, 
Whereon the sun may linger, with its last 

Declining rays, oblique. 
Be not alarmed! It is an idle fancy 
That your eyes mar it! Everybody can see. 
That they are like a brooch of emerald rare. 
Clasping the ermine of your skin and hair. 



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. / Its softened clarity recalls to me 
' The trembling radiance of the morning, while 

Its splendors are reflected in the sea.' 

Blue is your pupil and whene'er you weep 
^ Transparent tears, like dainty jewels set 
Appear to me, as they unbidden creep. 
Like drops of dew upon a violet. 

Blue is your pupil and when ] descry 
IJke points of light, ideas radiate 

Within its depth, it seems to scintillate 
Like some lost pleiad in the evening sky. 

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I saw you for an instant 

As if by breezes blown; 
Tbe image of your eyes remained 

Imprisoned in my own. 
Like dusky blots encircled 

Witb fire, that dazzle one 
And seem to blind our vision 

While gazing at the sun. 

It iliiitli-ssly piirstiing 
Wlicifvcr I may gaze, 
sec their pupils follow me 
With a devouring blaze; 
is not you, who troubles me. 
The rest I could ignore; 
is vour look, whitrh hnunts inc. 
Your eves nnd nothing more. 

n the corner of my alcove 
With wild disordered stare 
see them glowing, lixcd on mc 
In a fantastic glare. 

And when 1 sleep, I feel them 
Hover above and glow. 

Awaiting the occasion 
To lay their victim low. 

I 've heard of exhalations 

Illuminating gloom, 
Which lead the trusting wand'rer 

Unto a wretched doom; 



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I feci myself drawn onward 

As by an under-tow, 
But where your eyes will lead me: 

Alas, I do not know. 



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Floating wreath of wintry light, 

Curling belt of snowy foam, 
Sound sonorous of the bright 

Harp of gold within the home. 
Kiss of zephyrs, wave of light, 

— This an thou! 

Thou airy shade, that vanísbest whenever 
I seek to touch thee in a vain endeavor. 
Like flick'ring flames, like sound, like fog opaque, 
Like gentle murmurs from the azure lake. 

Sounding billow on a shoreless sea, 
Errant comet in vacuity. 
Long-drawn, labored wail 
Of the hoarse-voiced gale, 
/Keen desire for better things to be, 

— This am I! 

I, who in my agony alway 

Turn my eyes to thine by night and day; 

I, who madly, tirelessly pursue 

Mocking shadows, hollow phantoms, who 

To my unavailing efforts seem 

Like the offspring of a fevered dream. 



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ir, at the stirring of the sweet bluebells 
Upon thy balcony, — thou dost believe. 
Thai murm'ring breezes in their passage grieve 

And melancholy them to sighs impels, — 

Know then, that it is I, 

Who lurk amid their foliage and sigh. 

If, at the bearing of a sound confused 

From distant noises, thou dost seem to hear. 
That far-off voices urgently appear 

To call thee by the name, — be not abused, 

— For it is I, who call 

From where the deep surrounding shadows fall, 

If, in the deep tranquility of night 
Thy heart is troubled with disturbing fear 
At feeling on thy lips, or hovering near 

A parching respiration, — banish fright, 

Know thou, that I abide 

And breathe, unseen, at thy beloved side. 



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To-day the earth, to-day the heavens smile. 
To-day the sun has reached its hi^^hcst ¡:oal 
And probed into the bottom of my soul: 

To-day I saw her for a httle while. — 

I saw my loved one and she planced at me; 

-^ To-day I do believe there is a Deity, 



XVIII 

Fatigued from the excitement of the ball. 
With hurried breath and flushed complexion; she. 
Sustained upon my arm, withdrew with me 

In the remotest corner of the hall. 

The light, diaphanous and silken tulle 

Beneath whose folds the restless bosom heaved, 
Sustained a flower, of its stalk bereaved, 

In measured movement and rhythmitic rule. 

/ As in an ivory cradle, which the sea 

Might gently rock, while zephyrs it caress. 
It slept in sweet, unconscious happiness. 
Fanned by her breathing's regularity. 

Immeasurable hhss! A joy supreme. 
Our whole existence in such task to steep! 
Ah, if the Howfis have the pnwcr to skcp. 

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When you incline your melancholy brow 

Upon your swelling breast, you seem to me 

A lily cut before maturity; 

For God made an irrevocable vow. 

That he would pive you that chaste purity 

Known as the lily's symbol, and that we 

Might fully realize His preat intent 

And that you might His wisdom represent. 

He placed His mark indelible to show 

And made you, like the flower, of gold and si 



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Know thou, that when at times thy red lips sear. 
Like parching fires, the unseen atmosphere, 
That souls, whose eyes can speak, may too, per- 

Kiss with a glance. 



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"What is poesy," you ask 

While you fix your pupil blue 
On my own. — An easy task 

To reply; but why should you 
Put this question unto me ? 
— You, yourself, arc poesy. 



XXII 

How is it possible, that roses couM 
Live in thy heart's impassioned neighborhood ? 
Ne'er have I seen until the present hour 
A dread volcano to produce a flower. 



XXIII 

I 'd give a world for just one glance from thee; 
A heaven for a smile were paltry fee; 
While for a kiss, — I do not know, what I 
Would for a kiss consider equity. 



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XXIV 

Two red tongues of fire about the same 
Woodland log entwining, which aie seen 

Kissing, as they form a single Rame, 
Sinuous in motion, serpentine. 

Two accords of praise, which at one time 
Wrested by the hand, approach in space 

Forming to a suave, melodious chime 
Melting in harmonious embrace. 

Billows, which together land, to share 
Common death upon the shelving ground 

Which, in breaking up, still proudly wear 
Silver helmets on their crests encrowned. 

Wreaths of misty vapor, which arise 

From the surface of the lake and vowed 

To unite within the vasty skies. 
Merging in a single, snowy cloud. 

Two deep kisses, which together sound. 
Two ideas, which one birth unrolls, 

Two keen echoes, which themselves confound, 
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When thee, at night, sleep's gauzy wings enfold 

And thy spread eyelids seem like ebon bows, 
To listen to thy heart-throbs uncontrolled 

And bear upon my breast, thy head in deep 
repose — 
I 'd gladly give my soul 

Whatever I possess: 
The light, the air, my dole 

Of thought and consciousness! 

When thy eyes ñx their gaze on things unseen 

And some reflected smile thy lips illumes. 
To read the silent thou}^ht within thy mien. 

As o'er the sea's broad mirror pass the clouded 
fumes — 
I *d gladly give my soul 

Whatever I desire: 
Fame, glory, wealth, the whole 

Of genius' brilliant hret 

When mute thy tongue and breathing is oppressed. 

Thy black eye rolling and thy cheek inflamed. 
To see between thy lashes, thy unrest 

Emit volcanic sparks from thy desires untamed, 
I 'd gladly give my soul 

Whate'er 1 hope for most 
My faith, my spirit's goal. 

Of earth and heaven the hosti 



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XXVI 

In spítfi of selfish interest 

Let it be frankly here confessed 

That I with thee 

Must quite agree 

That odes are only good, when seen 

Endorsed on bank-notes crisp and green. - 

Some dolts will not be wanting, who 

Will cross themselves with much ado 

And vent their rank acerbity 

Upon our nineteenth century. 

Declaring modern women ail 

Prosaic and material. — 

Such sentiments but serve to make 

Four frozen poets run and quake, 

When they essay in winter's ire 

To wrap themselves within their lyre. 

These are the dogs who bay their tune 

To spite the poor, defenceless moon. 

For you know well 

And I can tell. 

That there are very few of us 

Who boast of real genius 

While any booby may with gold 

A world of poesy unfold. 



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XXVII 

I tremble to look at thee, while awake; 
But when asleep, a glance I dare to take; 
Therefore I watch, while in enthrallment deep 
O soul of my soul, thou art held by sleep. 

Awakened, thou dost laugh, and thus, thy lips 
Appear like restless, scarlet lightning tips 
Dazzling and fitful in their zig-zag glow. 
Coiled like a serpent on a sky of snow. 

Asleep, the angle of thy mouth beguiles 
With tender folds of reminiscent smiles. 
Mild as the radiance, which the dying sun 
Leaves in its wake, whene'er his course is run . . . . 
Sleep thou! 

Awakened, thou dost gaze and then thy eyes 
With humid lire are glistening, such as lies 
Upon the blue waves' crest, in mobile mounds 
And which the sparkling sun by contact wounds. — 

Asleep, across thy eye-lids thou dost shed 
A tranquil brightness, constant, limited. 
Just as a lamp's transparencies invite 
Transmission of a tempered ray of light. . . . 
Sleep thou! 

Awakened, thou dost speak and speaking seem 
Thy words vibrating a torrential stream 
Or rain of pearls precipitately rolled 
With clank and clatter in a cup of gold. 



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Asleep, I listen to thy measured flow 
Of respiration, regular and low; 
And hear a poem in its murmurs bland. 
Which my enamored soul can understand.... 
Sleep thou! 

I place my hand above my heart, to still 
Its restless beating, so that nothing will 
Thy welcome and paciüc slumbers blight, 
And mar the solemn stillness of the night. 

And now the shutters of thy balcony 
I 'II gently close, so that no curious ray 
Of morning's dawning may seek entrance here 
And with annoying brightness interfere. . . , 
Sleep thou I 



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XXVIII 

When a voice in dusky shadows hidden 
Murmurs and disturbs its mournful calm, 

If\I hear its ecboings unbidden 

-^In my soul's recesses like a psalm; 

Tell me; — Is it but the wind lamenting 
In its flurries madiv circumventing. 

Or may I interpret, that thy sigh 
Speaks to me of love in passing by? 

When the red sun on my window glistens 

In the morn and love invokes thy shade. 
If I feel with sensitive persistence 

How another mouth on mine is laid; 
Tell me, is it but a frantic madness 

Blindly generated by my sadness. 
Or else did thy heart, a true ally 

Waft to me a kiss within a sigh ? 

If, the brilliant day with night confounding, 

I, who love thee, seem so near to thee. 
If, in every object me surrounding 

Proves thy presence its ubiquity; 
Tell me: — Is my whole existence seeming, 

Do I touch and breathe while I am dreaming. 
Or, in sighs transmitted, shall 1 think 

Thou hast given me thy breath to drink ? 



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XXIX 

upon her lap she he\ó an open book 

While furtively her black curls touched my 
cheek; 
For all its letters not a passing look. 

In sultry silence no attempt to speak. — 
How long we sat? — I did not know it then; 

I only know, that nothing but our breath 
Was audible, escaping just as when 

Oppressed, it flies the shrivelled lips of death. — 
I only know, that we both turned at once. 

Instinctively attracted, that our eyes 
Sought, found each other like two flaming suns 

And that a kiss was heard in Paradise. 



T was Dante's "Hell," which we had both 
perused ; 
When we resumed, I trembling said and low: 
"Canst thou perceive intelligibly how 

"A poem in one verse may be infused?" 
And, blushing, she replied: "I see it now," 



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XXX 

A melting tear was rising in her eye 
And to my lips argued an apology, 
Deep, contrite, self-accusing; — but our pride 
Banished the guardian angel from our side; 
It dried her tear with its devouring blaze 
And hushed was my conciliatory phrase. 

She follows her path; I pursue my own, 

Yet oft, when thinking of our love, alone, 

Marvel, why I was silent on that day; 

While she, perhaps, with saddened heart may say: 

"Why did I not relent? — Alas, I reap 

"My folly's harvest. Why did I not weep?" 



XXXI 

Our passion was a tragic comedy 

In whose incongruous and grotesque plot 

The serious vied with grim absurdity 

And tears with smiles were tangled in a knot. 

Of all the features in our history 

This seemed the worst: that after all was done. 
The tears and smiles had touched her evenly, 

I gained a heritage of tears alone. 



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XXXIl 

Enveloped in her beauty, she passed by, 

I let her pass in graceful dignity; 
Nor turned to glance at her with wistful eye, 

Though something whispered to me: "This is 
she," ~^ 

Who hath re-joined the eve with morning's light Í 
I do not know the underlying cause; 

I know, though, that in one brief summer-night. 
Both twilights were united and "It was." 



XXXIII 

It was an argument of words alone. 
Yet you and I will never quite agree 

As a result of our perplexity 
Who should in justice call the fault his own. 

It is unfortunate, that love has not 
A diaionary, wherein one might sec, 

When pride is merely pride and when it ought 
Tu he construed as proper dignity. 



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XXXIV 

Wordless she crosses and in every limb 

Breathes silent harmony; her foot-steps sound 
And, soundini;, they recall the measured round 

And rhythmic cadence of a volant hymn. 

As leisurely her eyes half-opened turn. 
Those eyes as clear as day within her face, 
The earth and sky as much as they embrace, 

With fresher lustre in her pupils burn. 

She laughs; her laughter has the rippling notes 
Of flowing waters, which the hearers bless; 

She weeps; each tear a poem, which promotes 
An endless flood of soothing tenderness. 

Possessed is she of perfume and of light. 
Of pleasing lines and colors fair to see; 

She has the form, which the desires invite 
And the expression, — fount of poetry. 

That she is stupid ? — Bahl While silence shields 
That dark enigma, I 'II maintain: to me 

There is more value in what she conceals. 
Than in another girl's loquacity. 



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XXXV 

I 'm not amazed at thy forgetfulness. 

I marvelled much more, that thou couldst profess 

Affection for me, even for a day; 

For, that there is a latent quality 

In me, which challenges the world's respect, 

— Thy inexperience could not detect. 



XXXVI 

If a record of our injuries were written in a book 
And from our souls we could them all as readily 

efface, as 
This chronicle of grievances upon the page erases, — 
I love you still so fondly and such deep and lasting 

Were left within my breast by love, that if you un- 
dertook 
To blot one, single injury, however trivial, 
I, through your generous attitude, would gladly 
blot them all. 



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XXXVII 

Before thee I shall die: for now I feel 

By thy hand dealt without a warning sound. 

Within my bowels, the remorseless steel 

Which opened up the wide and deadly wound. 

Before thee I shall die: my spirit will 
Serenely seated, with expectant faith. 

Tenacious in its perseverance still, 

Await thy coming at the gates of Death. 

Thus will by hours, the days have swiftly passed. 
By days, the years precipitately flee 

And at yon portal thou wilt call at last, — 
Who is exempt from this fatality? 

Then may the earth thy short-comings conceal 
And shield thy faults from scrutinizing blame. 

And may the waves of Death all sin and shame 
Like to another Jordan cleanse and heal. 

There, where the murmurs of existence wend 
Their trembling way to death with spent desire, 

Just as the occan-billows find their end 
Upon the shore and silently expire; 

There, where the grave, which closes o'er the dead 

Opens the portals of eternity, — 
There shall we speak, without reserve or dread 

To mock our former taciturnity! 



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XXXVIII 

Sighs are but air and vanish into air; 
Tears are but wafer, flowing to the sea. 
When love 's forgotten, tell me, woman, where 
It goes to, vanishing in mystery. 



XXXIX 

Why tell me of it ? I perceive it well. — 
^She is capricious, haughty, changeable. 
Vain as a peacock and I know, before 
A spark of feeling issues from her heart. 
The waters from a barren rock will pour 
And life unto the desert sands impart. 

I know her heart is but a serpent nest 
Wherein no fibre may respond to love; 
^/^e is a lifeless statue at the best. 
Whom admiration cannot warm nor move. 
Yet — after all her faults are cited — who 'II 
Deny, that she is wondrous beautiful ? 



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XL 

God knowí alone, how many times we too 

Have idly strolled beneath the lofty elms 

That lent her house an air of mystery 

And shade unto the portico. — Her hand 

In both of mine; her eyes fixed on my own; 

Her head upon my shoulder in repose. — 

— And yesterday — (A year had passed since then, 

Just like a puff of air),— how self-possessed. 

How inexpressibly composed she seemed. 

As she with admirable calmness said. 

When an officious friend presented me: 

"It seems to me, that we have met before." 

Ye scandal-mongering, pompous dowagers. 

And leaders of good tone, — what you have missed, 

Since you pursue the fascinating sport 

Of heart-entanglement! — A choicer bit 

Of savory gossip could not be devised. 

A dainty morsel, which you could devour 

In chorus, "sotto voce," and behind 

Your waving fans of ostrich-plumes and gold. 

O moon, oft vaunted as discreet and chaste! 
Ye elms, the murm'ring guardians of our love! 
O walls, that sheltered us in days of yore! 
Shade of the portico; — Be sileml — May 
The secret now not find you indiscreet. 
Be silent, I implore; I have foi^ot 
My part of it — and she ? — There is no mask 
So coldly non-committal as her face. 



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XLl 

You are the hurricane and I the tower 
Which rigid and impassive, mocks your power; 
Your fury would uproot me where I stand 
And scatter me in fragments o'er the land; 
It could not be. 

You are the ocean, I, the massive rock. 
Which, stohd and impervious, meets the shock; 
You would delight to lift mc from my base 
And cast me headlong, prostrate on my face; 
It could not be. 

You beautiful, I proud; your nature steeled 
To conquer others, my own not to yield; 
Our path confined; — a blockhead could foretell 
A fierce concussion unavoidable. 
It could not be. 



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XLII 

When they infonned me of my deep distress, 
I Telt the entrance of a blade of steel. 
I leaned against a wall; could dimly feel 

How I lost memory and consciousness. 

Night fell upon my spirit, — sombre, deep; 

In my impiety and anger's (ill 

My soul then understood, how one can kill, 
It comprehended, how a man can weep. 

The cloud of grief swept by; my vigor bore it; 

Who brought to me the dismal news, you ask ? 

It was a friend, who undertook the task. 
It was a favor — and I thanked him for it. 



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XLIII 

The light I placed on one side, then sat down 
Upon the edge of the disordered bed; 

Silent and motionless, with deep-set frown 
And staring eyes, expressionless and dead. 

How long a time I sat there ? I do n't know, 
But when the heavy incubus of woe 
Had passed in grim procession, I could see 
The sunlight streaming on my balcony. 

I cannot tell, what passed in stern review 
Within my brain, that night of grief and rage; 

I wept and cursed and felt within me, too. 
The first true symptoms of declining age. 



XLIV 

As in an open book I clearly read 
The very bottom of your pupils. Need 
Your laughing lips indulge in useless lies. 
So plainly contradiaed by your eyes ? 

Weep then, nor deem it falsely as a shame. 
That you were once a little fond of me; 
Weep! No one sees us. I 'ma man — and seel 
I weep as well and would be more to blame. 



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XLV 

Upon the loosened keystone of the arch 
Whose efflorescence time has stained with red 

Rude Gothic artisans, whose names long dead. 
Carved an escutcheon, which the seasons parch. 

Its granite helmet flourishes a crest 
Of verdant ivy, twined with graceful art. 

Lending its shadows to the shield at rest, 
Where, grasped within a hand, appears a heart. 

At seeing this in the deserted square 
We halted and she said to me: "Above 

Yon ruined arch, behold engraven there 
The fitting emblem of my constant love." 

Those were the words she spoke. — Alas they were 

Significant, as I can well attest: 
The heart was borne within the hand by her 

And everywhere, except within the breast. 



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XLVI 

In shadows skulking, from behind she wounded me, 
Her base betrayal sealing with a traitor's kiss; 
Her arms around my neck entwined, a feigned 

caress. 
She pierced my heart, with calm, cold-blooded 

cruelty. 

Yet joyfully her way pursuant is she found 
Unmoved, impassive, happy, smiling, gay and 

why? 
Because no tell-tale blood-drops trickle from the 

wound 
Because he walks about, who, none the less must 

die. 



XLVII 

I have ascended many a lofty peak 
Where earthly realms commmgled with the sky 

Nor, for an instant, did my heart grow weak 
While gauging their proportions with my eye. 

Of late I gazed into a heart's abyss 

And shuddered and drew backward with a cry 

When I beheld that awful precipice, — 
So vast and black was its profundity. 



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XLVIII 

As, from a wound, one tears the dripping steel. 

So from my heart 1 tore my hapless love, 
Although I felt, that by this act I drove 

All joy from life as well, without repeal. 

From my soul's altar, reared with loving care. 
My will cast down her image with disdain; 

The ardent light of faith enkindled there 
Extinguished quite in the deserted fane. 

And still, at times, her vision in my mind 
To comhat with my rosolution Sfcms, — 

When m\\ it come, the time, when I shall find ' 
The placid slumbers which prohibit dreams. 



XLIX 

Sometimes I meet Jie^ in the^world and she 
Seems'^imconcerned and passes smilingly; 
While 1 harass my aching brain the while: 
"How is it possible, that she can smile!" 

Another smile then rises to my tip, 

A badge of grief, effectively to nip 

All curious comment, and at once I feel: 

"Perhaps she smiles as I do — to conceal." 



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That, which the savage, who with skilless hand 
Makes from a log at his caprice a God 

Then bows the knee before the work he planned, 
That you and I accomplished and applaud. 

True forms we gave to phantasy's device, 
A ludicrous invention of the brain; 

The ¡dot now complete, we sacrifice 
Our love upon its altar and in vain. 



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or the small remnant of my life still due 
I 'd gladly give the happiest year or two. 
Could I but learn, with any certainty. 
What you have said to others about me. 

And all my earthly life and what I *d gain 
júcFrom an eternal one, (should I gain ought), 
I 'd sacrifice, if 1 could ascertain. 
What you of me in solitude have thought. 



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LII 

Gigantic waves, that break with sullen roar 
Upon the distant and deserted shore, 
In foam-sheets wrapped, tumultuous and hoar, 
O bear me with you! 

Force of the hurricane, whose gusts surprise 
The shrivelled leaf, which in the forest dies, 
In blind gyrations drawing off its prize, 
O bear me with youl 

Clouds of the tempest, which the lightnings break. 
Whose raided borders fire adorns, — to make 
Among the sombre mists a startling wake, 
O bear me with youl 

Bear me, in pity, where, with reason, may 
A dizzy whirl tear out my memory, — 
In pity! — For I tremble to remain 
Alone within a wilderness of pain! 



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Lili 

The duslcy swallows will return again 
To build their nests upon your balcony. 

Flutter their pinions at your window-pane 
And, seeking entrance, greet you playfully. 

But, those same birds, who used to pause ¡n flight 
To marvel at your beauty and to yearn 

For bliss like mine; who knew our names and sight 
Those birds, alas, will not again return. 

The swelling honey-suckles once more will 
Ascend the trellis of your garden-wall; 

Again, at even-tide, their flowers will fill 
The air with fragrance, sweet and mystical. 

But those, o'erladen with nocturnal dew. 

Whose drops wc saw to glisten, tremble, fall, — 

Like day-light tears, — these neither I nor you 
Will ever be enabled to recall. 

Within your ears, the ardent tones of love 
Will sound again; perchance, your heart will leap 

In glad response and that the charm may prove 
A sweet awakening from protracted sleep. 

But, — mute, absorbed, and kneeling, — as we see 
The pious worshipper his God adore, — 

— As I have loved you once! — Nay. credit me. 
No one will ever love you any more! 



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LIV 

Whene'er we venture to invoke the past, 
Those fleeting hours, so lifeless now and sere. 
In her black lashes shines a trembling tear, 

Ready to fail, by tender griefs amassed; 

And falls at last, like sparkling drop of dew. 
At contemplating which, we realize. 

That present sighs to yesterday are due 
And that tomorrow for the present sighs. 



LV 

Amid the orgy's shrill, discordant din 

My hearing was caressed, though no one nigh, 

As with the tender echo of a sigh 

To far-off notes of music close akin. 

The echo of a sigh, which I know well, 
Formed of a breath, which to my thirst appealed. 
The perfume of a flower, grown concealed 
Within the shadows of a cloister's cell. 



My sweetheart of the moment lovingly 
In<]uired: "Where arc your thoughts?" — "No- 
where," said I; 
"Nowhere, and you are weeping?" — "O, I had 
"A merry sadness and the wine is sad." 



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LVI ■ 

To-day like yesterday, to-morrow like to-day, 
A drear succession of monotony; 
The same gray sky, a limitless expanse. 
The ever-ready impulse to advance. 

The heart in motion like a measured tread 
Seems but a stupid, regular machine; 
Our dull intelligence lives on in dread. 
Skulking in comers, fearful to be seen. 

The soul, ambitious for a paradise, 

Seeks without faith, accepts fatigue without 

A goal; nor knows the wave, which wheels about. 

Why it engages in the enterprise. 

A voice, which in unceasing monotone 
Drones off a litany's incessant clause; 
Persistent drop of water on the stone. 
Which falls and falls, without a 



Thus are the days unravelled, one by one. 
Successive in a long and dreary chain; 
To-day the same as yesterday has gone 
Without distinctive traits of joy or pain. 

Alas, at times. 1 wistfully recall 
My former griefs and I would gladly give 
The present for the past! — True, grief ¡s gall. 
But. none the less, to suffer is to live. 



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LVII 

This worn-out scaffolding of skin and bones 
Grows weary finally to promenade 
A madman's head, nor do I wonder much; 
For though 't is true, that time's defacing touch 
Not yet with years upon my prime has preyed, 
Yet, to my harm, a worldly life atones; 
I 've made such use of ¡t, that 1 might say 
An age has been condensed within each day. 

Thus, even if I at this moment died 
I could not truly claim, I had not lived; 
Though new appears the garment's outward pride, 
I know within, that age has been achieved. 

Yes, I 've grown old, thanks to my luckless starl 
My sad solicitude so tells me now; 
There is a pain, which, passing, leaves its scar 
Graved in the heart, if not upon the brow. 



LVIII 

Do you desire, that this delicious nectar 
Shall not disgust you with its bitter lees? 
Well, then, imbibe it, sip with cautious palate 
And then abandon all its witcheries. 

Do you desire, that both of us shall cherish 
A grateful mem'ry of our passion's spell ? 
Let usf to-day, adore each other madly 
And, on the morrow, calmly say: "Farewell," 



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yf LIX ^'¡.jJ is^^'l*^ 
for your longing síghs,r/ 
I Know, loo, wncre your ■cause>for languor lies. 
You smile? Some &iy,Ány girl, like I 
You 'II know the reason why; 
You now, perhaps, suspect it. 
And I detect it. 

I know your dreams and what in dreams you see. 

Read on your brow, what you conceal from me. 

You smile? Some day, my girl, like I 

You 'II know the reason why; 

You now, perhaps, suspect it. 

And I detect it! , 

I know why tears and smiles at-once control 
'íT'peñetfaTeyoúr guarded virgin soul. \(\ 
Yoii smfle"? Some day, my girl, like I 
Vou 'II know the reason why; 
White you feel much and know but linle, — I 
Who nothing feel, know all your history. 



LX 

My life is a desert; 

The flowers I touch 
Lose petals and wither. 

The mischief is such. 
As if in my pathway 

Some foe seeded evil, 
So that I might harvest 

The crop of the devil. 



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LXI 

To see my hours of fever and the bane 
Of sleepless vigils pass and rest denied, — 
Who is the faithful one to sit beside 
My couch of pain ? 

When I extend my hand in parting grasp 
At death's approaching tremulous, — but still 
Seeking a friendly hand, — Whose pressure will 
Return its clasp? 

When death's inexorable dictum bids 
The crystals of my eyes to vitrify, — 
Who '11 close, to cover up the broken eye 
My staring lids ? 

When tolls the deep-toned church-bell solemnly, 
(If at my funeral, a bell should toll) 
When prayers are said for the departing soul, 
— Who*» pray for me? 

When now my pallid remnants calmly sleep 
Pressed down by earth within a narrow cave, 
Above my lonely and forgotten grave, — 
Who '11 come to weep ? 

And who, at length, when he again will see 
The brilliant sun its wonted orbit till. 
Shall in his worldly occupations still 
Remember me ? 



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LXII ■ 

At first 2 vague and trembling streak of gray, 
A restless flash of light which cuts the sea; 

Soon after sparkles, grows and spreads the day 
In ardent outbursts of transparency. 

The brilliant lustre is our inward joy. 
The timorous shadow is our sorrow's weight; 

When will that dawn, which has so long been coy 
The gloomy night within my soul elate? 



LXIII 

Like a swarm of irritated bees 
In a persecuting phalanx massed. 
From my mem'ry's dim obscurities 
Throng the recollections of the past. 

I would fly. — 'Tls useless; I 'm their goal. 
They surround me, buzz about, — advance; 
In succession each one quickly plants 
lliat sharp poniard, which inflames the soul. 



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LXIV 

As the miser guards his treasure, 
I 'm my sorrow's sentinel; 

I would demonstrate with pleasure, 
That within us there might dwell 

Some eternal quality 

Like the love she swore to me. 

But to-day I call in vain 

For the grief, which passed away 
And I hear its voice complain: 

"Wretched, miserable clay, 
" Far too fickle to maintain 
"Constancy in misery!" 



LXV 

The night drew on; I found no shelter nigh; 
And I was thirsty, — so I drank my tears; 
And I was hungry and beset with fears; 
I closed my swollen eyes, — that I might die. 

I was within a desert, — though the sound 
Of hoarsely-seething crowds roared like the sea; 
— Orphaned and poor, — instinctively I found : 
The world was a deserted place — for me. 



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LXVI 

Whence do I come? Seek thou the roughest 

trail, 
Of foot-paths the most horrible; the trace 
Of bloody footprints on the flinty stone; 
A soul despoiled, in tatters and disgrace; 
These signs pursue; thy eflbns will not fail. 
The brier's stubborn prickles will alone 
Infallibly direct thee on the way 
Unto the cradle of my history. 

Where go I now ? Across a comfortless, 
A desolate and darkened wilderness; 
A pallid vale of everiasting snow. 
Where endless, melancholy winters blow; 
To where a solitary, nameless stone 
Is as a landmark to the dead unknown; 
Where dwells forgetfulness in silent gloom. 
There shall I find, and there alone, my tomb. 



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Lxvn 

How beautiful to see the day 
With crown of (ire arise and flush. 

How, at his kiss of light, display 
The waves their lustre, air its blush! 

How beautiful, when autumn showers 
Are followed by a dark-blue sky. 

To breathe at eve, of dampened flowers 
The fragrance to satiety! 

How beautiful, when softly fall 
In pure white Rakes the silent snow. 

To see like red tongues in the hall 
The restless flames astir and glow! 

How beautiful, are dozing dreams. 
To sleep well, — as sub-deacons snore. 

To eat and gorge one's self, — it seems 
A pity we should ask for more! 



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LXVIII 

I do not know now what I dreamt last night. 

Sad, very sad, my visions must have been 

For after I awoke, I felt within 
My anxious dread, how durable my plight. 

More self-possessed, regaining my control, 
1 saw the moistened pillow where I slept. 
And for the first time felt, because I wept, 

A bitter sense of joy invade my soul. 

Sad is that sleep which waits on misery 
Which artful may our pent-up griefs decoy. 
Yet has my sadness one consoling joy, 

I kniiiv, tliut tears aic not dtnied to nie. 



As in a flash of lightning we are born 
And even while its brightness lasts, we die: 
So brief is our existence here beneatht 

The love and glory we pursue are shorn 

Like shadowy dreams of all reality: 

And the awakening from the dream is death! 



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LXX 

How often I, cloK to the moss grown walls 
Which guard her peace, (an unseen sentinel), 
Have heard at mid of night the tinkling belt, 
Which all her sisterhood to matins calls. 

How often has the silvered moonlight traced 
My mournful shadow, when the seamed and tall 
Funereal cypress topped the garden-wall; 
How often there our shadows have embraced! 

And when about the church night's shadows fell, 
How often have I seen the lamplight gleam, 
Vibrating o'er the panes, a grateful beam 
Within the ogive window of her cell! 

What though the wind might whistle through the 

tower 
In dusky corners with frenetic ire, 
I heard her penetrant, sweet voice o'erpower 
All other voices in the sacred chotr. 

On winter nights, if some one with a face 
More bold, than others', o'er the lonely square 
Would try to cross and saw me standing there 
He lost no time in quickening his pace. 

And old crones were not wanting, who would spin 
The dreadful gossip with their morning bowl. 
That I was certainly some sexton's soul. 
Who died impenitent, in pride of sin. 

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In perfect gloom, my sense of place complete. 
Each comer of the porch and ponal knew; 
The nettles, which in wild abundance grew 
Preserved, perhaps, the imprints of my feet. 

The owls, alarmed at first, whose eyes of flame 
Pursued in darkness my temerity. 
Became resigned in course of time, to see 
In mc a comrade and grew very tame. 

Quite close at hand, the reptiles silently. 
Moved as they pleased, without a moment's awe; 
And even the mute and granite saints I saw. 
Saluted me with stately counesy. 



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LXXI 

I did not sleep; — within that liinlio stutc 
I loitered, where all objects change their form; 

Mysterious spaces, meant to separate 
Our dreamland fancies from the wakeful norm. 

My thou(;hts, which had been in a noiseless round 
Of whirls within the circuit of my brain. 

Little by little in their dance were found 
To fall into a gentler pace again. 

The eyelids watched the reflex of the light 
Which to the soul found entrance through the 
eyes, 

But, from within, another flame made bright 
The world of visionary ecstasies. 

Just at this point there sounded in my ear 
A murmur similar in pitch, as when 

One may the faithful in the temple hear 
To terminate their prayers with Amen. 

I heard, as if a voice, with sadness blent 
Had called me by my name from far away; 

And felt the snuffed-out waxy tapers' scent, 
Of moisture and of incense vapors gray. 

The night came on and, wearied, I fell prone 
In sleep's embrace, unconscious as a stone; 

When from deep slumber I awoke, I cried: 
"Some one, whom I have dearly loved, has 
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First Foitf 

The billows have a latent harmony, 
A dainty scent the violet in the grove, 
A silv'ry rime the frosty nights display, 
While {Told and light are properties of day; 
But I have something all these things above, 
— For 1 have love, 

Second Foice 

Applauding current, radiating cloud, 
An envious wave, professing to adore you. 
An isle of dreams, to phantasy endowed. 
Where rests the weary spirit, anxious-browcd, 
A sweet intoxication transitory. 
Is human glory! 

Third yoice 

A glowing cinder is the lust for treasure, 
A flying shadow is our vanity; 
Renown and gold and all ate lies, in measure. 
The only thing, which gives me lasting pleasure, 
I say it with regard to verity: 
Is liberty 1 

Thus the boatmen passed by, singing 

Their eternal barcarole; 

With the foam against the oar-stroke springing 

While the glaring sun surveyed the whole. 



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"Wilt thou embark with usf" — they cried to me; 
But I said, smiling, as they passed me by: 
"Some time ago I did; you still may see 
"My clothing on the beach, stretched out to dry." 



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LXXIII 

They closed the fixed and staring eyes 

Which had been open until now 

And covered with a snowy cloth 

The gentle face and pallid brow; 

Some sobbed, while some in silence went 

Out of that mournful tenement. 

The light, which bumed within a glass 
Upon the floor, beside the pall 
Cast disproportioned shadows of 
The bed upon the chamber-wall; 
At times one could distinctly sec 
The body outlined rigidly. 

When daylight came in streaks of gray 
The world awoke with wonted noise; 
Before that startling counterpoise 
Of light and shade, — life, mystery. 
By melancholy quite subdued 
And grave reflections moved, I said: 
"My God. info what solitude 
"Do we consign our dead!" . 

They bore her on their shoulders from 
The house into the temple, where 
They placed her on a catafalque 
Within a chapel; — left her there. 
With yellow tapers' company 
And sable folds of drapery. 



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And when the belli at eventide 
Their last notes to the faithful gave. 
An ancient crone said her last prayeV 
And crossed the solitary nave. 
The portals creak, deserted is 
The huge and sacred edifice. 

One heard the measured pendulum 
Vibrating in the belfry clock. 
The fitful sputtering of wax 
Seemed to the silence like a shock; 
With dread and listlessness imbued 
1, trembling in the darkness, said: 
"My God, into what solitude 
"Do we consign our deadi" 

Revolving in the lofty tower 
The iron-tongued and solemn bell 
Gave her to speed her on her way 
Its last and pitiful farewell. 
Friends and relations form in line 
In mourning to escort her shrine. 

The pickaxe opened up a niche 
Confined and dark, close to the wall. 
And there they laid her tenderly 
And covered her and left her all, — 
One reminiscent, last salute 
And grief departed, or was mute. 



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The sexton, shouldcríng his pick, 
Went off and soon was lost to sight 
I heard him singing through his teeth; 
Then came the advent of the night. 
Deep silence reigned, the shadows strewed 
Their veils about me, as I said: 
"My God, into what solitude 
"Do we consign our deadl" 

In long and frozen winter-nights. 
When timbers creak before the gale 
When lash the trembling window panes 
The furious gusts of sleet and hail. 
My heart recalls with dismal groan 
The poor girl sleeping there alone. 

There falls the rain's eternal sound 

In dripping, dreary monotone; 

The tempest's breath perhaps disturbs 

Her rest, abandoned and alone; 

Close to the stone-wall, green with mould. 

Perhaps her bones are chilled with coldl 

Does dust return to dust ? And does 
The soul fly upward to the sky ? 
Or else, is all vile matter, which 
Decays, and is condemned to die ? 
I know not, but I can't explain 
That something which Jmpans to me 
Alike repugnancy and pain, 
To think, that we should calmly see. 
Our dead consigned to such a rude. 
Relentless, mournful solitude! 



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LXXIV 

Their robes ungirt with dignity sedate, 
Extracted from its sheath the flaming sword, 

Upon the golden threshold of the gate 
Two angels stood on guard. 

As toward the iron staves I ventured near, 
The entrance warding, — I saw, as I blinked 

Through double rows of gratings in the rear. 
Her, white and indistinct. 

I saw her, just as one an image might 

In light and non-oppressive dreams see pass; 

Like a diffused and slender ray of tight 
Swims in a darle morass. 

I felt my soul seized with a fierce desire; 

As an abyss attracts with fearful yawn. 
So towards this mystery, my mind afire, 

I felt myself drawn on. 

But, woe is mel The angels indicate 

By their expression, that this hope is dross; 

It seems to say: "The threshold of this gate 
"No one but God may cross!" 



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LXXV 

May it be true, that, when our eyes are tipped 
By slumber's rosy fingers, — soars in flight 

The soul, from its residing prison slipped. 
To empyrean height ? 

May it be true, that on a gust of air 
It rises, winged, the guest of mists, into 

An empty space, nocturnal breezes lair, 
For general rendezvous ? 

And, that, denuded of its human guise 
It has, for brief hours, as asylum sought 

The realm, where broken all terrestrial ties. 
The silent world of thought ? 

And laughs and weeps and hates and loves, and 
keeps 

For souvenir a trail of joy and pain. 
As when a meteor in grandeur sweeps 

Across the heavenly plain ? 

I do not know, if this strange world of dreams 
May live without, or from within us flow; 

But many people do I know, it seems, 
Whom yet I do not know. 



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LXXVI 

I aaw in the imposing nave of the Byzantine dome 
Within its dim, uncertain light, an ancient Gothic 

tomb; 
The trembling rays through colored panes accent- 

uate the gloom. 

A book within her hands, which are enfoldeil o'er 

her breast, 
A beauteous woman o'er an urn recumbent, is 

at rest; 
The chisel, which produced that form, ranked 

surely with the best. 

The rigid couch of granite swelled with softened 

fold and plait. 
As if it were of tender down and satin delicate. 
In which her comely body sank its non-resisting 

weight. 

The face preserved of its last smile, a radiant 

effigy. 

Just as the Western sky retains the glories of the 

day, 
Whene'er the dying sun has spent his lina), furtive 

ray. 

Two angels sat within a row, whose obvious intent 
Beside her stony pillow, on their lips a ñnger bent, 
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She seemed not dead, but sleeping there, as she 

reposeful líes 
Beneath the massive arches and half-shadowed 

canopies; 
And in her dreams she seemed to have a view of 

Paradise. 

I cautiously approached the sombre corner of the 

As men with muffled footstep and with bated 

breath behave. 
When they, beside a cradle, would an infant's 

slumber save. 

I looked at her a moment, as she with gentle grace 
Reclined upon her couch of stone, and at the 

glorious face 
And where, beside her, near the wall, remained a 

vacant space. 

And in my soul was roused to life that infinite 

desire, 
Which burns within this life of death, like latent. 

anxious tire. 
To gain that life, where centuries like instances 

transpire. 

Fatigued with endless combats, in which I, wrest- 
ling, live, 
I sometimes think with envy of her calm alterna- 

Of that placid, hidden corner, — like a mental 
sedative. 



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That mute and pallid woman at intervals will 

dwell 
In mind and then I say: "Death loves us silently 

and well; 
"How tranquil must her slumber be within that 

narrow cclll" 



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