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The "Rimas" of
Gustavo Araecquer
Translated by "Jules Renard
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BOSTON: RICHARD G. BADGER
The Corham Press
1908
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This work
became a poiiibilily through the
intelligent and sympathetic co-operation of
CORDELIA M. THIEL
and is therefore fitly dedicated to her by
The Translator
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PREFACE
In submitting a translation of the celebrated
Rimas of Gustavo A. Becquer for publication, I do so
without absolute knowledge as to whether this task
was ever before attempted in the English language.
Beyond a solitary translation of" Las Golondrinas,"
1 have never seen nor heard of an English transla-
tion of this famous collection, and the gentleman
who originally called my attention to the beauties
of Becquer in the original, himself a Spanish scholar
of very high order and a man of wide acquaintance
with Spanish literature, assured me that he never
had known of an English translation of Becquer's
Rimas and doubted whether it were possible.
If ever a literary work was undertaken in a spirit
of fondness for its subject, this translation certainly
has been, and if the publication of this collection
does not meet with the instantaneous recognition
which the original demands, I shall have to admit
that for me at least, it is an impossibility to repro-
duce the spirit of the Spanish poet.
The Rimas of Becquer, while never intended by
the author as a perfect work on which his fame
might rest, have been judged by posterity to be
worthy of the highest recognition and have become
a household word in both hemispheres wherever the
Spanish language is spoken by cultivated people.
I have fell all along that in attempting this task
I had undertaken a very hazardous proposition.
The muse of Becquer is so delicately suggestive, so
epigrammatic and so concentrated and concise that
it must be the despair of every translator who uses
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6 PREFACE
any other language than those directly derived from
the classics like the original. A perfect translation
of Becquer in English, 1 myself believe to be an
utter impossibility. I have found passages in the
different Rimas which could not be reproduced
literally without detriment to the author's spirit,
and certain modifications will therefore be found
which can only be deemed excusable for this reason.
I have, however, in the entire col lection, whenever
the option was given to me of deciding between a
reproduction of the author's letter and his spirit,
invariably given my preference to the latter. This
I believe to be the highest aim of the translator. I
have not even followed punctiliously the meter laid
down in the original, because I have found that in
many cases the English language does not readily
adapt itself to an exact reproduction; and in rhyme
I was confronted with the additional dilüculty, that
the assonant rhyme, so largely used by all the Span-
ish writers, is incapable of being conveyed properly
in any of the Northern tongues. Therefore, be-
yond a few specimens which I have chosen to trans-
late in blank verse, I have adopted the policy all
through of substituting rhymes as nearly perfect as
possible for Becquer's assonant rhymes, in the sup-
position that this substitution would be more satis-
factory to English ears, who have not been trained
in the intricacies of the assonant rhyme.
I feel that even in an abortive way I have ren-
dered some service to the Anglo-Saxon race, by
familiarizing them with the poetical works of
Becquer, who may well be classed as one of the
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models of lyrical poets. If I have succeeded even
partially in conveying the spirit of the great original
to prospective readers, I shall feel that a worlc which
was begun purely as a labor of love, has also met
with an ample reward.
THE TRANSLATOR.
Seattle, Washington, 1907.
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THE "RIMAS" OF
GUSTAVO A. BECQUER
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I know a hymn, títanícal and strange
Which to the spirit's night proclaims the dawn;
These pages are its final cadences
Spread out among the shadows by the air.
How gladly would I note it, if I could
Subdue the plain, rebellious speech of man
With words, which would be sighs and smiles at
Colors and notes as fitting characters.
Vain is the strugglel — For there is no form
Which may enshrine it. Scarcely, beauteous one.
May I, on hearing it, sing it for thee.
Alone and holding thy dear hands in mine.
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A rapid-flying dart, by Fate impelled
For blind destruction and which cannot know
Where it may find its quivering course repelled,
Nor why it strikes the blow.
A withered leaf, stripped from a famished tree
By frenzied autumn-gales in madd'ning dance;
What ditch may shelter its extremity
Is hid in ignorance.
A monstrous billow, which the ocean wind
Curls and drives onward, lashes into foam;
Rolling, unheedful of what shore may find
For i( a restful home.
A waxlight, flick'ring in a chandelier,
Which, ere it is extinguished, sputters low;
Which is the first to end its brief career
And which the last to go f
All these am I, — With blind, hap-hazard aim
I cross this world, without the slightest heed
From what mysterious origin I came,
Nor where my steps may lead.
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Lending its impetus
To lash the ocean-main;
Stirring, the sluggish brain,
— A quickening incubus.
Murmurs, which in the soul
Rise and increase in ire.
With hoarse announcement roll
Deep in the crater's bowl,
— Like a volcano's fire.
Mis-shapen silhouettes
Of non-existing things;
Landscapes, that one forgets.
Seen, as through gauzy nets
Or magic mirrorings.
Colors, which blending, glow
Within the air; the bright
Atoms to atoms grow
Till the celestial bow
Swims in prismatic light.
Words of all meaning shorn,
Sense, quite bereft of words;
Cadences rudely torn
From rhythm, measure, norm,
— Like broken potter's sherds.
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Mem'ríes and vain desires
For things we ne'er have known;
ioy, which the fancy fires,
ears that the heart requires
— When we 're alone.
Nervous activity
Seeking to find a mean
For some utility;
Steed of high quality
Without a guiding rein.
Madness, that steeps the soul
In fierce elation;
Draughts from celestial bowl,
preative genius as a whole, —
/ — This is inspiration.
Tremendous voice, which regulates
The chaos of the brain;
Which lowering shadows dissipates.
Restoring light again.
Resplendent rein of gold, to curb
With power the flying steed,
When frantic fancies him disturb
And he is deaf to heed.
Refulgent thread of light, which binds
In fagots our strewn thought;
Sun, which in vaulted zenith shines.
Breaking through clouds, as naught.
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Discerning hand, persisting e'er
To re-unite and hring
Our untamed words within a rare
And richly jewelled ring.
Harmonious rhythm, which confines
Within a certain hound
The fleeting notes aud deftly twines
A measured cadence round.
Chisel, which bites the sculptor's block.
Uniting; in this duty
Ideals, which our senses mock
With perfect plastic beauty.
The region, where in ordered troops
Ideas may revolve;
Where atoms form concentric groups
From secret, joint resolve.
I'elluiid spring, whose balmy waves
Assuage the thirst of fever;
. Oasis, which the spirit craves
As vigor's best retriever.
\ Such is our reason.
Forever battling with them, stroke for stroke.
Forever conqueror of both, — no one
Can bring them both beneath a common yoke
Except the force of genius alone.
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o, do not tell me, that, its treasure, spent.
The lyre is mute from lack of argument.
We may not always rich in poets be.
But never destitute of poesy.
While billows are inflamed with blushes bright
And tremble to recciye the kiss of light;
While Phoebus may in majesty behold
The scattered clouds of purple (ire and gold;
While in ¡ts bosom's folds, the atmosphere
Rare perfumes and sweet harmonies may bear.
While spring exists to fill the heart with glee
There will be always, always, poesy.
While science may not, of endeavor rife.
Discover the true origin of life;
While chasms still remain in sea or sky.
Which all our calculations may defy;
And, while humanity in darkness stalks.
Advancing, without knowing, where it walks.
While there is left a single mystery,
There will be always, always, poesy.
While we may feel the soul rejoicing, while
Our lips do not endorse it with a smile;
While we may weep in silent misery
Without a single tear to dew the eye;
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While heart and head, by adverse forces pricked ,
To useless strife, continue to conflict;
While hopes and recollections still may be.
There will be always, always, poesy.
While there are eyes, which may reflect the gaze
Of other eyes in sympathetic rays;
While one lip still with lon<>in{; may reply
Unto another's corresponding sigh;
While two souls may confound in mutual bliss
And seal the compact with a fervent kiss;
^ While one fair woman lives for you and me.
There will be always, always, poesy!
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A subtle essence in definable
Am I, a being without form or frame;
Within no cenain bounds assif^nablc.
A vital spirit, yet without a name.
I swim within a void immensuratc,
I tremble in the radii of the sun.
Among the shades 1 love to palpitate.
The clouds and I tof^ether float as one.
am the slender ray of golden light
Emitted by the distant evening star;
am the radiance, serene and bright
Which gentle moonbeams send us from afar.
am the gorgeous, ruby-tinted cloud
Which sinks at eventide, into the sea;
am the errant comets sweeping, proud.
And luminous appendage equally.
am the snow upon the mountain peak,
1 am the glow upon the desert-sand;
am the blue waves of the sea and eke,
I am the foam upon the water's strand.
Within each hymn of praise I am a note.
The violet's fragrance I personify;
The fleeting marsh-light in a tomb or moat.
The trailing ivy on the ruins high.
I thunder in the torrent's headlong course,
I hiss in the electric spark of lire;
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I blind you in the lightning's awful force,
1 groan amid the torture, stern and dire.
I laugh in Nature's multi-peopled choir,
1 whisper in the waving blades of grass;
Within the curling billows I suspire,
And weep in shrivelled autumn -lea ves, that pass.
I vibrate in the atoms, which comprise
The wreath of smoke, which from the earth
ascends.
We sec it gently toward the sky arise
!n spiral form, contorted and immense.
I mingle in the filmy golden threads
Which insect artisans so well construct.
When the siesta claims our wearied heads .
Among the trees, which to repose conduct.
The flying nymphs I eagerly pursue
While they, disrobed, are sporting in the cool.
Refreshing current, hidden from all view.
Within the shelter of the crystal pool.
I follow up, upon the ocean's bed
Light footed naiads, merry, winsome girls.
Where coral woods are richly carpeted
With an array of dazzling, snow-white pearls.
I mingle. with the subterranean gnomes
In hollow caverns, far from solar ray,
Behold the wondrous riches of their homes,
Where gems create an artificial day.
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I seek the trace of foot prints, now erased
From former ages, which have ceased to he;
I know of empires, which have been displaced.
Of whom no name remains, nor history.
Before me are in dizzy whirls unrolled.
Revolving worlds in silent majesty;
Such is my vision, that I may behold
The whole creation with observant eye.
I know of regions, nebulous, remote,
Where even sound has failed to penetrate;
Where stars in embryotic chaos float
And eagerly the breath of life await.
I am the wondrous bridge which dares to Cross
The bottomless abyss by Titans riven;
I am the unknown ladder o'er the fuss
Which re-unites the realms of earth and heaven.
1 am the ring of potency etiorm.
Unseen, yet subjugating, as it ought,
The grosser world of mere external form
Unto the elevated world of thought.
I am, at last that latent quality.
That unknown essence, spiritual haze,
That perfume, delicate in mystery
Of which the poet is the fitting vase.
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As wanders o'er a darkened field of blood,
Refreshing; to the sense, a gentle breeze
In night and silence, with a grateful flood
Of perfumes fraught and pleasing harmonies.
So may we see the sweet Ophelia pass
Within the British poet's awful play,
Symbolical of grief and tenderness.
With songs and strewing flowers on her way.
VII
In a corner full of gloom
Of the formal drawing room,
I'rcy to dust and silence, we
'ITie neglected harp may see;
MetaiiL'liuly seems its lot.
Of its owner <)uite forgot.
Notes lie dormant in its strings
Just as in the bird, who clings
To the branches, while asleep;
They await the welcome sweep
Of the snowy hands, whose skill
May invoke them at her will.
"Oh, how frequently," thought I,
"Genius thus asleep may lie
"And, like Lazarus, await
"The desired, portentous date,
"When the voice shall sweetly «ay:
'"Rise thou and pursue thy wayl'"
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When I behold the blue horizon merge
And lose itself afar within a gauze
Of restless, golden dust, my fancies urge.
That I could break all ordinary laws
And it seems possible to tear away
My eager spirit from this wretched clay,
To float with golden mists, dissolved in bright
And myriad atoms of celestial light.
When I behold, at night, the trembling stars
Within the dark recesses of the sky.
So that my fancy vividly compares
Their lustre with an ardent, burning eye,
It then seems possible to wing in flight
To where they shine and bathe within their light.
To kindle with them in a blazing sea
And in a kiss confound identity.
Although within a sea of doubt 1 plash
And spurn heliefs, which with my reason clash.
Yet they proclaim, tiiese anxious doubts of mine.
A certain trace of origin divine.
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The softly-moaninp breezes kiss the wavelets, while
at play.
As they curl in undulations with a restless revelry;
The sun btstows a kiss upon the cloud-banks in
the West,
While jrold and purple brilliancy their neutral tints
invest;
The flame around a burning lo« is ardent in its aim
To glide with motion serpentine to kiss another
The willow, even, bends its weight down to the
longing stream
And gives its contribution to the universal theme.
The unseen atoms of the air,
Intlamed, are dancing round about;
The sky diss()lves in flashes rare
Of trembling giiUI, a da/.zling rout;
The earth appears with rapture buoyed
And vibrates, as if overjoyed;
The sounds come stealing o'er to me
Of strange, delightful harmony;
I hear the sound of kisses, — feel
The fluttering of wings, — I reel
And close my eyelids! — Who is nigh?
— 'Tis Eros, who is passing by.
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I am ardent, I am brown,
Me the fiery passions crown;
I am eager to decoy
Thee into the realms of joy.
Do I please thy fancy? — Speakl
— Nay; it is not thee I seek.
Delicate my brow and fair.
Wreathed with coils of golden hair;
And 1 guard a limitless
Treasure-trove of tenderness.
Do 1 please thy fancy Í — Speakl
— Nay; it is not thee I seek.
Like a lightning-flash 1 gleam
Or a wild, phantastic dream;
Bodiless, impossible
Fleeting and intangible;
No one could my feelings move!
— O, then come! — Be thou my lovcl
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Because your eyes are colored like the sea.
Do not complain, my child!
The naiads use such eyes in wanton glee
And sportive gambols wild;
Minerva's eye of green a source of power is
Green arv the pupils of the prophet's hnuns.
Green is the color of the woods in spring;
Among its other dyes
It is displayed within the rainbow's ring,
With it the emerald vies;
Green are the ocean -hi Mows, green the sorrel.
Green are our hopes and green the poet's laurel.
■Your cheek is like the carmine of the rose,
Sprinkled with pearls of frost.
When it before its proper season glows
To lead, at any cost.
But do not fear! It is the merest fancy
That your eyes mar it! Everybody can see
That they are like the early almond leaves.
Humid and restless, when a zephyr breathes.
Your mouth is like the ruby-purple tint
Which we admire in burst
And ripe pomegranates, with their luscious hint
How well they quench our thirst.
But, none the less, esteem it as a fancy
That your eyes spoil it! Everybody can see,
Angered, they sparkle like the waves, which roar
Against the perilous Cantabrian shore.
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Your forehead, where the golden curls are massed.
Is like a snowy peak,
Whereon the sun may linger, with its last
Declining rays, oblique.
Be not alarmed! It is an idle fancy
That your eyes mar it! Everybody can see.
That they are like a brooch of emerald rare.
Clasping the ermine of your skin and hair.
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. / Its softened clarity recalls to me
' The trembling radiance of the morning, while
Its splendors are reflected in the sea.'
Blue is your pupil and whene'er you weep
^ Transparent tears, like dainty jewels set
Appear to me, as they unbidden creep.
Like drops of dew upon a violet.
Blue is your pupil and when ] descry
IJke points of light, ideas radiate
Within its depth, it seems to scintillate
Like some lost pleiad in the evening sky.
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I saw you for an instant
As if by breezes blown;
Tbe image of your eyes remained
Imprisoned in my own.
Like dusky blots encircled
Witb fire, that dazzle one
And seem to blind our vision
While gazing at the sun.
It iliiitli-ssly piirstiing
Wlicifvcr I may gaze,
sec their pupils follow me
With a devouring blaze;
is not you, who troubles me.
The rest I could ignore;
is vour look, whitrh hnunts inc.
Your eves nnd nothing more.
n the corner of my alcove
With wild disordered stare
see them glowing, lixcd on mc
In a fantastic glare.
And when 1 sleep, I feel them
Hover above and glow.
Awaiting the occasion
To lay their victim low.
I 've heard of exhalations
Illuminating gloom,
Which lead the trusting wand'rer
Unto a wretched doom;
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I feci myself drawn onward
As by an under-tow,
But where your eyes will lead me:
Alas, I do not know.
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Floating wreath of wintry light,
Curling belt of snowy foam,
Sound sonorous of the bright
Harp of gold within the home.
Kiss of zephyrs, wave of light,
— This an thou!
Thou airy shade, that vanísbest whenever
I seek to touch thee in a vain endeavor.
Like flick'ring flames, like sound, like fog opaque,
Like gentle murmurs from the azure lake.
Sounding billow on a shoreless sea,
Errant comet in vacuity.
Long-drawn, labored wail
Of the hoarse-voiced gale,
/Keen desire for better things to be,
— This am I!
I, who in my agony alway
Turn my eyes to thine by night and day;
I, who madly, tirelessly pursue
Mocking shadows, hollow phantoms, who
To my unavailing efforts seem
Like the offspring of a fevered dream.
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ir, at the stirring of the sweet bluebells
Upon thy balcony, — thou dost believe.
Thai murm'ring breezes in their passage grieve
And melancholy them to sighs impels, —
Know then, that it is I,
Who lurk amid their foliage and sigh.
If, at the bearing of a sound confused
From distant noises, thou dost seem to hear.
That far-off voices urgently appear
To call thee by the name, — be not abused,
— For it is I, who call
From where the deep surrounding shadows fall,
If, in the deep tranquility of night
Thy heart is troubled with disturbing fear
At feeling on thy lips, or hovering near
A parching respiration, — banish fright,
Know thou, that I abide
And breathe, unseen, at thy beloved side.
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To-day the earth, to-day the heavens smile.
To-day the sun has reached its hi^^hcst ¡:oal
And probed into the bottom of my soul:
To-day I saw her for a httle while. —
I saw my loved one and she planced at me;
-^ To-day I do believe there is a Deity,
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Fatigued from the excitement of the ball.
With hurried breath and flushed complexion; she.
Sustained upon my arm, withdrew with me
In the remotest corner of the hall.
The light, diaphanous and silken tulle
Beneath whose folds the restless bosom heaved,
Sustained a flower, of its stalk bereaved,
In measured movement and rhythmitic rule.
/ As in an ivory cradle, which the sea
Might gently rock, while zephyrs it caress.
It slept in sweet, unconscious happiness.
Fanned by her breathing's regularity.
Immeasurable hhss! A joy supreme.
Our whole existence in such task to steep!
Ah, if the Howfis have the pnwcr to skcp.
How rarely exquisite inuit he thirii dr^-aml
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When you incline your melancholy brow
Upon your swelling breast, you seem to me
A lily cut before maturity;
For God made an irrevocable vow.
That he would pive you that chaste purity
Known as the lily's symbol, and that we
Might fully realize His preat intent
And that you might His wisdom represent.
He placed His mark indelible to show
And made you, like the flower, of gold and si
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Know thou, that when at times thy red lips sear.
Like parching fires, the unseen atmosphere,
That souls, whose eyes can speak, may too, per-
Kiss with a glance.
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"What is poesy," you ask
While you fix your pupil blue
On my own. — An easy task
To reply; but why should you
Put this question unto me ?
— You, yourself, arc poesy.
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How is it possible, that roses couM
Live in thy heart's impassioned neighborhood ?
Ne'er have I seen until the present hour
A dread volcano to produce a flower.
XXIII
I 'd give a world for just one glance from thee;
A heaven for a smile were paltry fee;
While for a kiss, — I do not know, what I
Would for a kiss consider equity.
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Two red tongues of fire about the same
Woodland log entwining, which aie seen
Kissing, as they form a single Rame,
Sinuous in motion, serpentine.
Two accords of praise, which at one time
Wrested by the hand, approach in space
Forming to a suave, melodious chime
Melting in harmonious embrace.
Billows, which together land, to share
Common death upon the shelving ground
Which, in breaking up, still proudly wear
Silver helmets on their crests encrowned.
Wreaths of misty vapor, which arise
From the surface of the lake and vowed
To unite within the vasty skies.
Merging in a single, snowy cloud.
Two deep kisses, which together sound.
Two ideas, which one birth unrolls,
Two keen echoes, which themselves confound,
Two such twin -concept ions are our souls.
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When thee, at night, sleep's gauzy wings enfold
And thy spread eyelids seem like ebon bows,
To listen to thy heart-throbs uncontrolled
And bear upon my breast, thy head in deep
repose —
I 'd gladly give my soul
Whatever I possess:
The light, the air, my dole
Of thought and consciousness!
When thy eyes ñx their gaze on things unseen
And some reflected smile thy lips illumes.
To read the silent thou}^ht within thy mien.
As o'er the sea's broad mirror pass the clouded
fumes —
I *d gladly give my soul
Whatever I desire:
Fame, glory, wealth, the whole
Of genius' brilliant hret
When mute thy tongue and breathing is oppressed.
Thy black eye rolling and thy cheek inflamed.
To see between thy lashes, thy unrest
Emit volcanic sparks from thy desires untamed,
I 'd gladly give my soul
Whate'er 1 hope for most
My faith, my spirit's goal.
Of earth and heaven the hosti
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In spítfi of selfish interest
Let it be frankly here confessed
That I with thee
Must quite agree
That odes are only good, when seen
Endorsed on bank-notes crisp and green. -
Some dolts will not be wanting, who
Will cross themselves with much ado
And vent their rank acerbity
Upon our nineteenth century.
Declaring modern women ail
Prosaic and material. —
Such sentiments but serve to make
Four frozen poets run and quake,
When they essay in winter's ire
To wrap themselves within their lyre.
These are the dogs who bay their tune
To spite the poor, defenceless moon.
For you know well
And I can tell.
That there are very few of us
Who boast of real genius
While any booby may with gold
A world of poesy unfold.
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XXVII
I tremble to look at thee, while awake;
But when asleep, a glance I dare to take;
Therefore I watch, while in enthrallment deep
O soul of my soul, thou art held by sleep.
Awakened, thou dost laugh, and thus, thy lips
Appear like restless, scarlet lightning tips
Dazzling and fitful in their zig-zag glow.
Coiled like a serpent on a sky of snow.
Asleep, the angle of thy mouth beguiles
With tender folds of reminiscent smiles.
Mild as the radiance, which the dying sun
Leaves in its wake, whene'er his course is run . . . .
Sleep thou!
Awakened, thou dost gaze and then thy eyes
With humid lire are glistening, such as lies
Upon the blue waves' crest, in mobile mounds
And which the sparkling sun by contact wounds. —
Asleep, across thy eye-lids thou dost shed
A tranquil brightness, constant, limited.
Just as a lamp's transparencies invite
Transmission of a tempered ray of light. . . .
Sleep thou!
Awakened, thou dost speak and speaking seem
Thy words vibrating a torrential stream
Or rain of pearls precipitately rolled
With clank and clatter in a cup of gold.
I , Giioglc
Asleep, I listen to thy measured flow
Of respiration, regular and low;
And hear a poem in its murmurs bland.
Which my enamored soul can understand....
Sleep thou!
I place my hand above my heart, to still
Its restless beating, so that nothing will
Thy welcome and paciüc slumbers blight,
And mar the solemn stillness of the night.
And now the shutters of thy balcony
I 'II gently close, so that no curious ray
Of morning's dawning may seek entrance here
And with annoying brightness interfere. . . ,
Sleep thou I
>— 'Cot^gk-
XXVIII
When a voice in dusky shadows hidden
Murmurs and disturbs its mournful calm,
If\I hear its ecboings unbidden
-^In my soul's recesses like a psalm;
Tell me; — Is it but the wind lamenting
In its flurries madiv circumventing.
Or may I interpret, that thy sigh
Speaks to me of love in passing by?
When the red sun on my window glistens
In the morn and love invokes thy shade.
If I feel with sensitive persistence
How another mouth on mine is laid;
Tell me, is it but a frantic madness
Blindly generated by my sadness.
Or else did thy heart, a true ally
Waft to me a kiss within a sigh ?
If, the brilliant day with night confounding,
I, who love thee, seem so near to thee.
If, in every object me surrounding
Proves thy presence its ubiquity;
Tell me: — Is my whole existence seeming,
Do I touch and breathe while I am dreaming.
Or, in sighs transmitted, shall 1 think
Thou hast given me thy breath to drink ?
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XXIX
upon her lap she he\ó an open book
While furtively her black curls touched my
cheek;
For all its letters not a passing look.
In sultry silence no attempt to speak. —
How long we sat? — I did not know it then;
I only know, that nothing but our breath
Was audible, escaping just as when
Oppressed, it flies the shrivelled lips of death. —
I only know, that we both turned at once.
Instinctively attracted, that our eyes
Sought, found each other like two flaming suns
And that a kiss was heard in Paradise.
T was Dante's "Hell," which we had both
perused ;
When we resumed, I trembling said and low:
"Canst thou perceive intelligibly how
"A poem in one verse may be infused?"
And, blushing, she replied: "I see it now,"
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XXX
A melting tear was rising in her eye
And to my lips argued an apology,
Deep, contrite, self-accusing; — but our pride
Banished the guardian angel from our side;
It dried her tear with its devouring blaze
And hushed was my conciliatory phrase.
She follows her path; I pursue my own,
Yet oft, when thinking of our love, alone,
Marvel, why I was silent on that day;
While she, perhaps, with saddened heart may say:
"Why did I not relent? — Alas, I reap
"My folly's harvest. Why did I not weep?"
XXXI
Our passion was a tragic comedy
In whose incongruous and grotesque plot
The serious vied with grim absurdity
And tears with smiles were tangled in a knot.
Of all the features in our history
This seemed the worst: that after all was done.
The tears and smiles had touched her evenly,
I gained a heritage of tears alone.
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XXXIl
Enveloped in her beauty, she passed by,
I let her pass in graceful dignity;
Nor turned to glance at her with wistful eye,
Though something whispered to me: "This is
she," ~^
Who hath re-joined the eve with morning's light Í
I do not know the underlying cause;
I know, though, that in one brief summer-night.
Both twilights were united and "It was."
XXXIII
It was an argument of words alone.
Yet you and I will never quite agree
As a result of our perplexity
Who should in justice call the fault his own.
It is unfortunate, that love has not
A diaionary, wherein one might sec,
When pride is merely pride and when it ought
Tu he construed as proper dignity.
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XXXIV
Wordless she crosses and in every limb
Breathes silent harmony; her foot-steps sound
And, soundini;, they recall the measured round
And rhythmic cadence of a volant hymn.
As leisurely her eyes half-opened turn.
Those eyes as clear as day within her face,
The earth and sky as much as they embrace,
With fresher lustre in her pupils burn.
She laughs; her laughter has the rippling notes
Of flowing waters, which the hearers bless;
She weeps; each tear a poem, which promotes
An endless flood of soothing tenderness.
Possessed is she of perfume and of light.
Of pleasing lines and colors fair to see;
She has the form, which the desires invite
And the expression, — fount of poetry.
That she is stupid ? — Bahl While silence shields
That dark enigma, I 'II maintain: to me
There is more value in what she conceals.
Than in another girl's loquacity.
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XXXV
I 'm not amazed at thy forgetfulness.
I marvelled much more, that thou couldst profess
Affection for me, even for a day;
For, that there is a latent quality
In me, which challenges the world's respect,
— Thy inexperience could not detect.
XXXVI
If a record of our injuries were written in a book
And from our souls we could them all as readily
efface, as
This chronicle of grievances upon the page erases, —
I love you still so fondly and such deep and lasting
Were left within my breast by love, that if you un-
dertook
To blot one, single injury, however trivial,
I, through your generous attitude, would gladly
blot them all.
I , Giioglc
XXXVII
Before thee I shall die: for now I feel
By thy hand dealt without a warning sound.
Within my bowels, the remorseless steel
Which opened up the wide and deadly wound.
Before thee I shall die: my spirit will
Serenely seated, with expectant faith.
Tenacious in its perseverance still,
Await thy coming at the gates of Death.
Thus will by hours, the days have swiftly passed.
By days, the years precipitately flee
And at yon portal thou wilt call at last, —
Who is exempt from this fatality?
Then may the earth thy short-comings conceal
And shield thy faults from scrutinizing blame.
And may the waves of Death all sin and shame
Like to another Jordan cleanse and heal.
There, where the murmurs of existence wend
Their trembling way to death with spent desire,
Just as the occan-billows find their end
Upon the shore and silently expire;
There, where the grave, which closes o'er the dead
Opens the portals of eternity, —
There shall we speak, without reserve or dread
To mock our former taciturnity!
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XXXVIII
Sighs are but air and vanish into air;
Tears are but wafer, flowing to the sea.
When love 's forgotten, tell me, woman, where
It goes to, vanishing in mystery.
XXXIX
Why tell me of it ? I perceive it well. —
^She is capricious, haughty, changeable.
Vain as a peacock and I know, before
A spark of feeling issues from her heart.
The waters from a barren rock will pour
And life unto the desert sands impart.
I know her heart is but a serpent nest
Wherein no fibre may respond to love;
^/^e is a lifeless statue at the best.
Whom admiration cannot warm nor move.
Yet — after all her faults are cited — who 'II
Deny, that she is wondrous beautiful ?
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XL
God knowí alone, how many times we too
Have idly strolled beneath the lofty elms
That lent her house an air of mystery
And shade unto the portico. — Her hand
In both of mine; her eyes fixed on my own;
Her head upon my shoulder in repose. —
— And yesterday — (A year had passed since then,
Just like a puff of air),— how self-possessed.
How inexpressibly composed she seemed.
As she with admirable calmness said.
When an officious friend presented me:
"It seems to me, that we have met before."
Ye scandal-mongering, pompous dowagers.
And leaders of good tone, — what you have missed,
Since you pursue the fascinating sport
Of heart-entanglement! — A choicer bit
Of savory gossip could not be devised.
A dainty morsel, which you could devour
In chorus, "sotto voce," and behind
Your waving fans of ostrich-plumes and gold.
O moon, oft vaunted as discreet and chaste!
Ye elms, the murm'ring guardians of our love!
O walls, that sheltered us in days of yore!
Shade of the portico; — Be sileml — May
The secret now not find you indiscreet.
Be silent, I implore; I have foi^ot
My part of it — and she ? — There is no mask
So coldly non-committal as her face.
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XLl
You are the hurricane and I the tower
Which rigid and impassive, mocks your power;
Your fury would uproot me where I stand
And scatter me in fragments o'er the land;
It could not be.
You are the ocean, I, the massive rock.
Which, stohd and impervious, meets the shock;
You would delight to lift mc from my base
And cast me headlong, prostrate on my face;
It could not be.
You beautiful, I proud; your nature steeled
To conquer others, my own not to yield;
Our path confined; — a blockhead could foretell
A fierce concussion unavoidable.
It could not be.
I , Giioglc
XLII
When they infonned me of my deep distress,
I Telt the entrance of a blade of steel.
I leaned against a wall; could dimly feel
How I lost memory and consciousness.
Night fell upon my spirit, — sombre, deep;
In my impiety and anger's (ill
My soul then understood, how one can kill,
It comprehended, how a man can weep.
The cloud of grief swept by; my vigor bore it;
Who brought to me the dismal news, you ask ?
It was a friend, who undertook the task.
It was a favor — and I thanked him for it.
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XLIII
The light I placed on one side, then sat down
Upon the edge of the disordered bed;
Silent and motionless, with deep-set frown
And staring eyes, expressionless and dead.
How long a time I sat there ? I do n't know,
But when the heavy incubus of woe
Had passed in grim procession, I could see
The sunlight streaming on my balcony.
I cannot tell, what passed in stern review
Within my brain, that night of grief and rage;
I wept and cursed and felt within me, too.
The first true symptoms of declining age.
XLIV
As in an open book I clearly read
The very bottom of your pupils. Need
Your laughing lips indulge in useless lies.
So plainly contradiaed by your eyes ?
Weep then, nor deem it falsely as a shame.
That you were once a little fond of me;
Weep! No one sees us. I 'ma man — and seel
I weep as well and would be more to blame.
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XLV
Upon the loosened keystone of the arch
Whose efflorescence time has stained with red
Rude Gothic artisans, whose names long dead.
Carved an escutcheon, which the seasons parch.
Its granite helmet flourishes a crest
Of verdant ivy, twined with graceful art.
Lending its shadows to the shield at rest,
Where, grasped within a hand, appears a heart.
At seeing this in the deserted square
We halted and she said to me: "Above
Yon ruined arch, behold engraven there
The fitting emblem of my constant love."
Those were the words she spoke. — Alas they were
Significant, as I can well attest:
The heart was borne within the hand by her
And everywhere, except within the breast.
I, Google
XLVI
In shadows skulking, from behind she wounded me,
Her base betrayal sealing with a traitor's kiss;
Her arms around my neck entwined, a feigned
caress.
She pierced my heart, with calm, cold-blooded
cruelty.
Yet joyfully her way pursuant is she found
Unmoved, impassive, happy, smiling, gay and
why?
Because no tell-tale blood-drops trickle from the
wound
Because he walks about, who, none the less must
die.
XLVII
I have ascended many a lofty peak
Where earthly realms commmgled with the sky
Nor, for an instant, did my heart grow weak
While gauging their proportions with my eye.
Of late I gazed into a heart's abyss
And shuddered and drew backward with a cry
When I beheld that awful precipice, —
So vast and black was its profundity.
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XLVIII
As, from a wound, one tears the dripping steel.
So from my heart 1 tore my hapless love,
Although I felt, that by this act I drove
All joy from life as well, without repeal.
From my soul's altar, reared with loving care.
My will cast down her image with disdain;
The ardent light of faith enkindled there
Extinguished quite in the deserted fane.
And still, at times, her vision in my mind
To comhat with my rosolution Sfcms, —
When m\\ it come, the time, when I shall find '
The placid slumbers which prohibit dreams.
XLIX
Sometimes I meet Jie^ in the^world and she
Seems'^imconcerned and passes smilingly;
While 1 harass my aching brain the while:
"How is it possible, that she can smile!"
Another smile then rises to my tip,
A badge of grief, effectively to nip
All curious comment, and at once I feel:
"Perhaps she smiles as I do — to conceal."
I , Google
That, which the savage, who with skilless hand
Makes from a log at his caprice a God
Then bows the knee before the work he planned,
That you and I accomplished and applaud.
True forms we gave to phantasy's device,
A ludicrous invention of the brain;
The ¡dot now complete, we sacrifice
Our love upon its altar and in vain.
LI
or the small remnant of my life still due
I 'd gladly give the happiest year or two.
Could I but learn, with any certainty.
What you have said to others about me.
And all my earthly life and what I *d gain
júcFrom an eternal one, (should I gain ought),
I 'd sacrifice, if 1 could ascertain.
What you of me in solitude have thought.
I, Google'
LII
Gigantic waves, that break with sullen roar
Upon the distant and deserted shore,
In foam-sheets wrapped, tumultuous and hoar,
O bear me with you!
Force of the hurricane, whose gusts surprise
The shrivelled leaf, which in the forest dies,
In blind gyrations drawing off its prize,
O bear me with youl
Clouds of the tempest, which the lightnings break.
Whose raided borders fire adorns, — to make
Among the sombre mists a startling wake,
O bear me with youl
Bear me, in pity, where, with reason, may
A dizzy whirl tear out my memory, —
In pity! — For I tremble to remain
Alone within a wilderness of pain!
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Lili
The duslcy swallows will return again
To build their nests upon your balcony.
Flutter their pinions at your window-pane
And, seeking entrance, greet you playfully.
But, those same birds, who used to pause ¡n flight
To marvel at your beauty and to yearn
For bliss like mine; who knew our names and sight
Those birds, alas, will not again return.
The swelling honey-suckles once more will
Ascend the trellis of your garden-wall;
Again, at even-tide, their flowers will fill
The air with fragrance, sweet and mystical.
But those, o'erladen with nocturnal dew.
Whose drops wc saw to glisten, tremble, fall, —
Like day-light tears, — these neither I nor you
Will ever be enabled to recall.
Within your ears, the ardent tones of love
Will sound again; perchance, your heart will leap
In glad response and that the charm may prove
A sweet awakening from protracted sleep.
But, — mute, absorbed, and kneeling, — as we see
The pious worshipper his God adore, —
— As I have loved you once! — Nay. credit me.
No one will ever love you any more!
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LIV
Whene'er we venture to invoke the past,
Those fleeting hours, so lifeless now and sere.
In her black lashes shines a trembling tear,
Ready to fail, by tender griefs amassed;
And falls at last, like sparkling drop of dew.
At contemplating which, we realize.
That present sighs to yesterday are due
And that tomorrow for the present sighs.
LV
Amid the orgy's shrill, discordant din
My hearing was caressed, though no one nigh,
As with the tender echo of a sigh
To far-off notes of music close akin.
The echo of a sigh, which I know well,
Formed of a breath, which to my thirst appealed.
The perfume of a flower, grown concealed
Within the shadows of a cloister's cell.
My sweetheart of the moment lovingly
In<]uired: "Where arc your thoughts?" — "No-
where," said I;
"Nowhere, and you are weeping?" — "O, I had
"A merry sadness and the wine is sad."
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LVI ■
To-day like yesterday, to-morrow like to-day,
A drear succession of monotony;
The same gray sky, a limitless expanse.
The ever-ready impulse to advance.
The heart in motion like a measured tread
Seems but a stupid, regular machine;
Our dull intelligence lives on in dread.
Skulking in comers, fearful to be seen.
The soul, ambitious for a paradise,
Seeks without faith, accepts fatigue without
A goal; nor knows the wave, which wheels about.
Why it engages in the enterprise.
A voice, which in unceasing monotone
Drones off a litany's incessant clause;
Persistent drop of water on the stone.
Which falls and falls, without a
Thus are the days unravelled, one by one.
Successive in a long and dreary chain;
To-day the same as yesterday has gone
Without distinctive traits of joy or pain.
Alas, at times. 1 wistfully recall
My former griefs and I would gladly give
The present for the past! — True, grief ¡s gall.
But. none the less, to suffer is to live.
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LVII
This worn-out scaffolding of skin and bones
Grows weary finally to promenade
A madman's head, nor do I wonder much;
For though 't is true, that time's defacing touch
Not yet with years upon my prime has preyed,
Yet, to my harm, a worldly life atones;
I 've made such use of ¡t, that 1 might say
An age has been condensed within each day.
Thus, even if I at this moment died
I could not truly claim, I had not lived;
Though new appears the garment's outward pride,
I know within, that age has been achieved.
Yes, I 've grown old, thanks to my luckless starl
My sad solicitude so tells me now;
There is a pain, which, passing, leaves its scar
Graved in the heart, if not upon the brow.
LVIII
Do you desire, that this delicious nectar
Shall not disgust you with its bitter lees?
Well, then, imbibe it, sip with cautious palate
And then abandon all its witcheries.
Do you desire, that both of us shall cherish
A grateful mem'ry of our passion's spell ?
Let usf to-day, adore each other madly
And, on the morrow, calmly say: "Farewell,"
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yf LIX ^'¡.jJ is^^'l*^
for your longing síghs,r/
I Know, loo, wncre your ■cause>for languor lies.
You smile? Some &iy,Ány girl, like I
You 'II know the reason why;
You now, perhaps, suspect it.
And I detect it.
I know your dreams and what in dreams you see.
Read on your brow, what you conceal from me.
You smile? Some day, my girl, like I
You 'II know the reason why;
You now, perhaps, suspect it.
And I detect it! ,
I know why tears and smiles at-once control
'íT'peñetfaTeyoúr guarded virgin soul. \(\
Yoii smfle"? Some day, my girl, like I
Vou 'II know the reason why;
White you feel much and know but linle, — I
Who nothing feel, know all your history.
LX
My life is a desert;
The flowers I touch
Lose petals and wither.
The mischief is such.
As if in my pathway
Some foe seeded evil,
So that I might harvest
The crop of the devil.
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LXI
To see my hours of fever and the bane
Of sleepless vigils pass and rest denied, —
Who is the faithful one to sit beside
My couch of pain ?
When I extend my hand in parting grasp
At death's approaching tremulous, — but still
Seeking a friendly hand, — Whose pressure will
Return its clasp?
When death's inexorable dictum bids
The crystals of my eyes to vitrify, —
Who '11 close, to cover up the broken eye
My staring lids ?
When tolls the deep-toned church-bell solemnly,
(If at my funeral, a bell should toll)
When prayers are said for the departing soul,
— Who*» pray for me?
When now my pallid remnants calmly sleep
Pressed down by earth within a narrow cave,
Above my lonely and forgotten grave, —
Who '11 come to weep ?
And who, at length, when he again will see
The brilliant sun its wonted orbit till.
Shall in his worldly occupations still
Remember me ?
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LXII ■
At first 2 vague and trembling streak of gray,
A restless flash of light which cuts the sea;
Soon after sparkles, grows and spreads the day
In ardent outbursts of transparency.
The brilliant lustre is our inward joy.
The timorous shadow is our sorrow's weight;
When will that dawn, which has so long been coy
The gloomy night within my soul elate?
LXIII
Like a swarm of irritated bees
In a persecuting phalanx massed.
From my mem'ry's dim obscurities
Throng the recollections of the past.
I would fly. — 'Tls useless; I 'm their goal.
They surround me, buzz about, — advance;
In succession each one quickly plants
lliat sharp poniard, which inflames the soul.
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LXIV
As the miser guards his treasure,
I 'm my sorrow's sentinel;
I would demonstrate with pleasure,
That within us there might dwell
Some eternal quality
Like the love she swore to me.
But to-day I call in vain
For the grief, which passed away
And I hear its voice complain:
"Wretched, miserable clay,
" Far too fickle to maintain
"Constancy in misery!"
LXV
The night drew on; I found no shelter nigh;
And I was thirsty, — so I drank my tears;
And I was hungry and beset with fears;
I closed my swollen eyes, — that I might die.
I was within a desert, — though the sound
Of hoarsely-seething crowds roared like the sea;
— Orphaned and poor, — instinctively I found :
The world was a deserted place — for me.
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LXVI
Whence do I come? Seek thou the roughest
trail,
Of foot-paths the most horrible; the trace
Of bloody footprints on the flinty stone;
A soul despoiled, in tatters and disgrace;
These signs pursue; thy eflbns will not fail.
The brier's stubborn prickles will alone
Infallibly direct thee on the way
Unto the cradle of my history.
Where go I now ? Across a comfortless,
A desolate and darkened wilderness;
A pallid vale of everiasting snow.
Where endless, melancholy winters blow;
To where a solitary, nameless stone
Is as a landmark to the dead unknown;
Where dwells forgetfulness in silent gloom.
There shall I find, and there alone, my tomb.
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Lxvn
How beautiful to see the day
With crown of (ire arise and flush.
How, at his kiss of light, display
The waves their lustre, air its blush!
How beautiful, when autumn showers
Are followed by a dark-blue sky.
To breathe at eve, of dampened flowers
The fragrance to satiety!
How beautiful, when softly fall
In pure white Rakes the silent snow.
To see like red tongues in the hall
The restless flames astir and glow!
How beautiful, are dozing dreams.
To sleep well, — as sub-deacons snore.
To eat and gorge one's self, — it seems
A pity we should ask for more!
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LXVIII
I do not know now what I dreamt last night.
Sad, very sad, my visions must have been
For after I awoke, I felt within
My anxious dread, how durable my plight.
More self-possessed, regaining my control,
1 saw the moistened pillow where I slept.
And for the first time felt, because I wept,
A bitter sense of joy invade my soul.
Sad is that sleep which waits on misery
Which artful may our pent-up griefs decoy.
Yet has my sadness one consoling joy,
I kniiiv, tliut tears aic not dtnied to nie.
As in a flash of lightning we are born
And even while its brightness lasts, we die:
So brief is our existence here beneatht
The love and glory we pursue are shorn
Like shadowy dreams of all reality:
And the awakening from the dream is death!
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LXX
How often I, cloK to the moss grown walls
Which guard her peace, (an unseen sentinel),
Have heard at mid of night the tinkling belt,
Which all her sisterhood to matins calls.
How often has the silvered moonlight traced
My mournful shadow, when the seamed and tall
Funereal cypress topped the garden-wall;
How often there our shadows have embraced!
And when about the church night's shadows fell,
How often have I seen the lamplight gleam,
Vibrating o'er the panes, a grateful beam
Within the ogive window of her cell!
What though the wind might whistle through the
tower
In dusky corners with frenetic ire,
I heard her penetrant, sweet voice o'erpower
All other voices in the sacred chotr.
On winter nights, if some one with a face
More bold, than others', o'er the lonely square
Would try to cross and saw me standing there
He lost no time in quickening his pace.
And old crones were not wanting, who would spin
The dreadful gossip with their morning bowl.
That I was certainly some sexton's soul.
Who died impenitent, in pride of sin.
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In perfect gloom, my sense of place complete.
Each comer of the porch and ponal knew;
The nettles, which in wild abundance grew
Preserved, perhaps, the imprints of my feet.
The owls, alarmed at first, whose eyes of flame
Pursued in darkness my temerity.
Became resigned in course of time, to see
In mc a comrade and grew very tame.
Quite close at hand, the reptiles silently.
Moved as they pleased, without a moment's awe;
And even the mute and granite saints I saw.
Saluted me with stately counesy.
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LXXI
I did not sleep; — within that liinlio stutc
I loitered, where all objects change their form;
Mysterious spaces, meant to separate
Our dreamland fancies from the wakeful norm.
My thou(;hts, which had been in a noiseless round
Of whirls within the circuit of my brain.
Little by little in their dance were found
To fall into a gentler pace again.
The eyelids watched the reflex of the light
Which to the soul found entrance through the
eyes,
But, from within, another flame made bright
The world of visionary ecstasies.
Just at this point there sounded in my ear
A murmur similar in pitch, as when
One may the faithful in the temple hear
To terminate their prayers with Amen.
I heard, as if a voice, with sadness blent
Had called me by my name from far away;
And felt the snuffed-out waxy tapers' scent,
Of moisture and of incense vapors gray.
The night came on and, wearied, I fell prone
In sleep's embrace, unconscious as a stone;
When from deep slumber I awoke, I cried:
"Some one, whom I have dearly loved, has
diedl"
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First Foitf
The billows have a latent harmony,
A dainty scent the violet in the grove,
A silv'ry rime the frosty nights display,
While {Told and light are properties of day;
But I have something all these things above,
— For 1 have love,
Second Foice
Applauding current, radiating cloud,
An envious wave, professing to adore you.
An isle of dreams, to phantasy endowed.
Where rests the weary spirit, anxious-browcd,
A sweet intoxication transitory.
Is human glory!
Third yoice
A glowing cinder is the lust for treasure,
A flying shadow is our vanity;
Renown and gold and all ate lies, in measure.
The only thing, which gives me lasting pleasure,
I say it with regard to verity:
Is liberty 1
Thus the boatmen passed by, singing
Their eternal barcarole;
With the foam against the oar-stroke springing
While the glaring sun surveyed the whole.
>— 'Cot^gk-
"Wilt thou embark with usf" — they cried to me;
But I said, smiling, as they passed me by:
"Some time ago I did; you still may see
"My clothing on the beach, stretched out to dry."
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LXXIII
They closed the fixed and staring eyes
Which had been open until now
And covered with a snowy cloth
The gentle face and pallid brow;
Some sobbed, while some in silence went
Out of that mournful tenement.
The light, which bumed within a glass
Upon the floor, beside the pall
Cast disproportioned shadows of
The bed upon the chamber-wall;
At times one could distinctly sec
The body outlined rigidly.
When daylight came in streaks of gray
The world awoke with wonted noise;
Before that startling counterpoise
Of light and shade, — life, mystery.
By melancholy quite subdued
And grave reflections moved, I said:
"My God. info what solitude
"Do we consign our dead!" .
They bore her on their shoulders from
The house into the temple, where
They placed her on a catafalque
Within a chapel; — left her there.
With yellow tapers' company
And sable folds of drapery.
haS(ihié
And when the belli at eventide
Their last notes to the faithful gave.
An ancient crone said her last prayeV
And crossed the solitary nave.
The portals creak, deserted is
The huge and sacred edifice.
One heard the measured pendulum
Vibrating in the belfry clock.
The fitful sputtering of wax
Seemed to the silence like a shock;
With dread and listlessness imbued
1, trembling in the darkness, said:
"My God, into what solitude
"Do we consign our deadi"
Revolving in the lofty tower
The iron-tongued and solemn bell
Gave her to speed her on her way
Its last and pitiful farewell.
Friends and relations form in line
In mourning to escort her shrine.
The pickaxe opened up a niche
Confined and dark, close to the wall.
And there they laid her tenderly
And covered her and left her all, —
One reminiscent, last salute
And grief departed, or was mute.
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The sexton, shouldcríng his pick,
Went off and soon was lost to sight
I heard him singing through his teeth;
Then came the advent of the night.
Deep silence reigned, the shadows strewed
Their veils about me, as I said:
"My God, into what solitude
"Do we consign our deadl"
In long and frozen winter-nights.
When timbers creak before the gale
When lash the trembling window panes
The furious gusts of sleet and hail.
My heart recalls with dismal groan
The poor girl sleeping there alone.
There falls the rain's eternal sound
In dripping, dreary monotone;
The tempest's breath perhaps disturbs
Her rest, abandoned and alone;
Close to the stone-wall, green with mould.
Perhaps her bones are chilled with coldl
Does dust return to dust ? And does
The soul fly upward to the sky ?
Or else, is all vile matter, which
Decays, and is condemned to die ?
I know not, but I can't explain
That something which Jmpans to me
Alike repugnancy and pain,
To think, that we should calmly see.
Our dead consigned to such a rude.
Relentless, mournful solitude!
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LXXIV
Their robes ungirt with dignity sedate,
Extracted from its sheath the flaming sword,
Upon the golden threshold of the gate
Two angels stood on guard.
As toward the iron staves I ventured near,
The entrance warding, — I saw, as I blinked
Through double rows of gratings in the rear.
Her, white and indistinct.
I saw her, just as one an image might
In light and non-oppressive dreams see pass;
Like a diffused and slender ray of tight
Swims in a darle morass.
I felt my soul seized with a fierce desire;
As an abyss attracts with fearful yawn.
So towards this mystery, my mind afire,
I felt myself drawn on.
But, woe is mel The angels indicate
By their expression, that this hope is dross;
It seems to say: "The threshold of this gate
"No one but God may cross!"
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LXXV
May it be true, that, when our eyes are tipped
By slumber's rosy fingers, — soars in flight
The soul, from its residing prison slipped.
To empyrean height ?
May it be true, that on a gust of air
It rises, winged, the guest of mists, into
An empty space, nocturnal breezes lair,
For general rendezvous ?
And, that, denuded of its human guise
It has, for brief hours, as asylum sought
The realm, where broken all terrestrial ties.
The silent world of thought ?
And laughs and weeps and hates and loves, and
keeps
For souvenir a trail of joy and pain.
As when a meteor in grandeur sweeps
Across the heavenly plain ?
I do not know, if this strange world of dreams
May live without, or from within us flow;
But many people do I know, it seems,
Whom yet I do not know.
>— 'Cot^gk-
LXXVI
I aaw in the imposing nave of the Byzantine dome
Within its dim, uncertain light, an ancient Gothic
tomb;
The trembling rays through colored panes accent-
uate the gloom.
A book within her hands, which are enfoldeil o'er
her breast,
A beauteous woman o'er an urn recumbent, is
at rest;
The chisel, which produced that form, ranked
surely with the best.
The rigid couch of granite swelled with softened
fold and plait.
As if it were of tender down and satin delicate.
In which her comely body sank its non-resisting
weight.
The face preserved of its last smile, a radiant
effigy.
Just as the Western sky retains the glories of the
day,
Whene'er the dying sun has spent his lina), furtive
ray.
Two angels sat within a row, whose obvious intent
Beside her stony pillow, on their lips a ñnger bent,
To caution reverent silence in the calm environ-
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She seemed not dead, but sleeping there, as she
reposeful líes
Beneath the massive arches and half-shadowed
canopies;
And in her dreams she seemed to have a view of
Paradise.
I cautiously approached the sombre corner of the
As men with muffled footstep and with bated
breath behave.
When they, beside a cradle, would an infant's
slumber save.
I looked at her a moment, as she with gentle grace
Reclined upon her couch of stone, and at the
glorious face
And where, beside her, near the wall, remained a
vacant space.
And in my soul was roused to life that infinite
desire,
Which burns within this life of death, like latent.
anxious tire.
To gain that life, where centuries like instances
transpire.
Fatigued with endless combats, in which I, wrest-
ling, live,
I sometimes think with envy of her calm alterna-
Of that placid, hidden corner, — like a mental
sedative.
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That mute and pallid woman at intervals will
dwell
In mind and then I say: "Death loves us silently
and well;
"How tranquil must her slumber be within that
narrow cclll"
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