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"THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE." 


BY    THE  LATE 


REV.  EGERTON  RYERSON,  D.D.,  LLD., 

(BEING  REMINISCENCES  OF  SIXTY  YEARS'  PUBLIC  SERYICE  IN  CANADA.) 


PREPARED  UNDER  THE  SUPERVISION  OP  BIS  LITERARY  TKUBTEI8  : 
THE  BBY.  8.  S.  NBLLES,  D  J).,  LL.D.,  TUB  REV.  JOHN  POTTS,  D.D.,  AND  J.  GEORGE  EODQWS,  1SQ. ,  LL.D. 


EDITED  BY 

J.  QEOEGE   HODGINS,   ESQ.,  LL.D. 


"  His  life  was  gentle ;  and  the  elements 
80  inix't  in  him,  that  Nature  might  stand  up, 
And  say  to  all  the  world,  This  was  a  Man !" 

—SHAKESPEARE.    Julius  Ccuar,  Act  T.,  ic.  5. 

Justum  et  tenacem  propositi  virum 
Non  civium  ardor  prava  juben tium, 

Non  vultus  instantis  tyranni 
Mente  quatit  solida— 

—HORACE.    Odes,  ill.  3. 


WITH  PORTRAIT  AND  ENGRAVINGS. 


TORONTO: 

WliLIAM  BBIGGS,  78  AND  80  KING  STREET  EAST. 

1883. 


Entered,  according  to  the  Act  of  the  Parliament  of  Canada,  In  the  year  one  thousand  eight 
hundred  and  eighty-three,  by  MART  RYWUJOS  and  CHARLES  EOBRTON  RYBRSON,  in  the  Office  of 
the  Minister  of  Agriculture,  Ottawa. 


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CONTENTS. 


PAGE 
PREFACE ix 

ESTIMATE  OF  REV.  DR.  RYERSON'S  CHARACTER  AND  LABOURS   17 

CHAPTER  I.— 1803-1825.    y«-V/y 
Sketch  of  Early  Life 23 

CHAPTER  II.— 1824-1825. 
Extracts  from  Dr.  Ryerson's  Diary  of  1824  and  1825 32 

CHAPTER  III.— 1825-1826. 
First  Year  of  Ministry  and  First  Controversy 47 

CHAPTER  IV.— 1826-1827. 
Missionary  to  the  River  Credit  Indians '. 58 

CHAPTER  V.— 1826-1827. 
Diary  of  Labours  among  Indians 64 

CHAPTER  VI.— 1827-1828. 
Labours  and  Trials. — Civil  Rights  Controversy 80 

CHAPTER  VII.— 1828-1829. 
Ryanite  Schism. — M.  E.  Church  of  Canada  organized 87 

CHAPTER  VIII.— 1829-1832. 
Establishment  of  the  Christian  Guardian. — Church  Claims  resisted 93 

CHAPTER  IX.— 1831-1832. 

Methodist  Affairs  in  Upper    Canada. — Proposed    Union  with    the  British 
Conference 107 

CHAPTER  X.— 1833. 
Union  between  the  British  and  Canadian  Conferences 114 

CHAPTER  XI.— 1833-1834. 
"  Impressions  of  England  "  and  their  effects 121 

CHAPTER  XII.— 1834. 
Events  following  the  Union. — Division  and  Strife 141 

CHAPTER  XIII.— 1834-1835.  f 
Second  Retirement  from  the  Guardian  Editorship 144 


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CHAPTER  XIV.—  1835-1836. 

Second  Mission  to  England.  —  Upper  Canada  Academy  ....................  152 

CHAPTER  XV.—  1835-1836. 
The  "Grievance  "  Report  ;  Its  Object  and  Failure  ........................  1S5 

CHAPTER  XVI.—  1836-1837. 
Dr.  Ryerson's  Diary  of  his  Second  Mission  to  England  ....................  158 

CHAPTER  XVII.—  1836. 
Publication  of  the  Hume  and  Roebuck  Letters  ..........................  167 

CHAPTER  XVIII.—  1836-1837. 
Important  Events  transpiring  in  England    ..............................  170 

CHAPTER  XIX.—  1837-1839. 
Return  to  Canada.  —  The  Chapel  Property  Cases  ..........................  172 

CHAPTER  XX.—  1837. 
The  Coming  Crisis.—  Rebellion  of  1837  ..................................  175 

CHAPTER  XXL—  1837-1838. 
Sir  F.  B.  Head  and  the  Upper  Canada  Academy  ..........................  179 

CHAPTER  XXII.—  1838. 
Victims  of  the  Rebellion.  —  State  of  the  Country  ..........................  182 

CHAPTER  XXIII.—  1795-1861. 
Sketch  of  Mr.  William  Lyon  Mackenzie  ..............  .  .................  185 

CHAPTER  XXIV.—  1838. 
Defence  of  the  Hon.  Marshall  Spring  Bidwell  ............................  188 

CHAPTER  XXV.—  1838. 
Return  to  the  Editorship  of  the  Guardian  ..............................  199 


CHAPTER  XXVI.—  1838-1840. 
Enemies  and  Friends  Within  and  Without  ..............................  205 

CHAPTER  XXVIL—  1778-1867. 
The  Honourable  and  Right  Reverend  Bishop  Strachan  ....................  21  & 

CHAPTER  XXVIII.  —  1791-1836. 
The  Clergy  Reserves  and  Rectories  Questions  ............................  218 

CHAPTER  XXIX.—  1838. 
The  Clergy  Reserve  Controversy  Renewed  ..............................  225 

CHAPTER  XXX.—  1838-1839. 
The  Ruling  Party  and  the  Reserves.  —  "  Divide  et  Impera.  "  ................  236 

CHAPTER  XXXI.—  1839. 
Strategy  in  the  Clergy  Reserve  Controversy  ..............................  245 

CHAPTER  XXXII.—  1839. 
Sir  0.  Arthur's  Partisanship.  —  State  of  the  Province  ......................  250 


CONTENTS. 


CHAPTER  XXXIIL— 1838-1840. 
The  New  Era. — Lord  Durham  and  Lord  Sydenham 257 

CHAPTER  XXXIV.— 1840. 
Proposal  to  leave  Canada. — Dr.  Ryerson's  Visit  to  England 269 

CHAPTER  XXXV.— 1840-1841. 
Last  Pastoral  Charge. — Lord  Sydenham's  Death 282 

CHAPTER  XXXVI.— 1841. 
Dr.  Ryerson's  Attitude  toward  the  Church  of  England 291 

CHAPTER  XXXVII.— 1841-1842. 
Victoria  College. — Hon.  W.  H.  Draper. — Sir  Charles  Bagot 301 

CHAPTER  XXXVIII.— 1843. 
Episode  in  the  case  of  Hon.  Marshall  S.  Bidwell 308 

CHAPTER  XXXIX.— 1844. 
Events  preceding  the  Defence  of  Lord  Metcalfe 312 

CHAPTER  XL.— 1844. 
Preliminary  Correspondence  on  the  Metcalfe  Crisis 319 

CHAPTER  XLL— 1844. 
Sir  Charles  Metcalfe  Defended  against  his  Councillors 328 

CHAPTER  XLII.— 1844-1845 
After  the  Contest. — Reaction  and  Reconstruction 337 

CHAPTER  XLIII.— 1841-1844. 
Dr.  Ryerson  appointed  Superintendent  of  Education 342 

CHAPTER  XLIV.— 1844-1846. 
Dr.  Ryerson's  First  Educational  Tour  in  Europe : , .  352 

CHAPTER  XLV.— 1844-1857. 
Episode  in  Dr.  Ryerson's  European  Travels. — Pope  Pius  IX. 365 

CHAPTER  XLVI.— 1844-1876. 
Ontario  School  System. — Retirement  of  Dr.  Ryerson 368 

CHAPTER  XLVIL— 1845-1846. 
Illness  and  Final  Retirement  of  Lord  Metcalfe 375 

CHAPTER  XLVIIL— 1843-1844. 
Clergy  Reserve  Question  R«-Opened. — Disappointments 378 

CHAPTER  XLIX.— 1846-1848. 
Re-Union  of  the  British  and  Canadian  Conferences 383 

CHAPTER  L.— 1846-1853. 
Miscellaneous  Events  and  Incidents  of  1846-1853 410 

CHAPTER  LI.— 1849. 
*  The  Bible  in  the  Ontario  Public  Schools 423 


CONTENTS. 


PiQX 

CHAPTER  LII.— 1850-1853. 
The  Clergy  Reserve  Question  Transferred  to  Canada 433 

CHAPTER  LIII.— 1851. 
Personal  Episode  in  the  Clergy  Reserve  Question 454 

CHAPTER  LIV.— 1854-1855. 
Resignation  on  the  Class-Meeting  Question. — Discussion 470 

CHAPTER  LV.— 1855. 
Dr.  Ryerson  resumes  his  Position  in  the  Conference 491 

CHAPTER  LVI.— 1855-1856. 
Personal  Episode  in  the  Class-Meeting  Discussion 499 

CHAPTER  LVIL— 1855-1856. 
Dr.  Ryerson 's  Third  Educational  Tour  in  Europe 514 

CHAPTER  LVIIL— 1859-1862. 
Denominational  Colleges  and  the  University  Controversy SIS 

CHAPTER  LIX.— 1861-1866. 
Personal  Incidents. — Dr.  Ryerson's  Visits  to  Norfolk  County 534 

CHAPTER  LX.— 1867. 
Last  Educational  Visit  to  Europe. — Rev.  Dr.  Punshon 539 

CHAPTER  LXI.— 1867. 
Dr.  Ryerson's  Address  on  the  New  Dominion  of  Canada    547 

CHAPTER  LXII.— 1868-1869. 
Correspondence  with  Hon.  Geo.  Brown — Dr.  Punshon 554 

CHAPTER  LXIII.— 1870-1875. 
Miscellaneous  Closing  Events  and  Correspondence 559 

CHAPTER  LXIV.— 1875-1876. 
Correspondence  with  Rev.  J.  Ryerson,  Dr.  Punshon,  etc 573. 

CHAPTER  LXV.— 1877-1882. 
Closing  Years  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  Life  Labours   585 

CHAPTER  LXVI.— 1882. 
The  Funeral  Ceremonies 593 


Tributes  to  Dr.  Ryerson's  Memory  and  Estimates  of  his  Character  and  Work.  59& 


LIST  OF  ILLUSTKATIONS. 


PASS 
PORTRAIT  OF  HEY.  DR.  RYERSON Frontispiece 

INDIAN  VILLAGE  AT  RIVEK  CSBDIT,  IN  1837 59 

JOHN  JONES'  HOUSE  AT  THE  CREDIT,  WHERE  DE.  RYEBSON  RESIDED..  65 

OLD  CREDIT  MISSION,  1837   73 

OLD  ADELAIDE  STREET  METHODIST  CHURCH   283 

VICTORIA  COLLEGE,  COBOURG   .'....          302 

ONTARIO  EDUCATIONAL  DEPARTMENT  AND  NORMAL  SCHOOL 421, 422 

EDUCATIONAL  EXHIBIT  AT  PHILADELPHIA 584,  585 

METROPOLITAN  CHURCH 564 

DR.  RYERSON'S  RESIDENCE  IN  TORONTO £87 


PREFATORY  NOTE. 


FT1WELVE  months  ago,  I  began  to  collect  the  necessary  material 
-L  for  the  completion  of  "  THE  STOKY  OF  MY  LIFE,"  which  my 
venerated  and  beloved  friend,  Dr.  Ryerson,  had  only  left  in 
partial  outline.  These  materials,  in  the  shape  of  letters,  papers, 
and  documents,  were  fortunately  most  abundant.  The  difficulty 
that  I  experienced  was  to  select  from  such  a  miscellaneous 
collection  a  sufficient  quantity  of  suitable  matter,  which  I  could 
afterwards  arrange  and  group  into  appropriate  chapters.  This 
was  not  easily  done,  so  as  to  form  a  connected  record  of 
the  life  and  labours  of  a  singularly  gifted  man,  whose  name  was 
intimately  connected  with  every  public  question  which  was 
discussed,  and  every  prominent  event  which  took  place  in  Upper 
Canada  from  1825  to  1875-78. 

Public  men  of  the  present  day  looked  upon  Dr.  Ryerson  prac- 
tically as  one  of  their  own  contemporaries — noted  for  his  zeal 
and  energy  in  the  successful  management  of  a  great  Public 
Department,  and  as  the  founder  of  a  system  of  Popular  Education 
which,  in  hi«  handsTbecame  the  pride  and  glory  of  Canadians, 
and  was  to  those  beyond  the  Dominion,  an  ideal  system — the 
leading  features  of  which  they  would  gladly  see  incorporated  in 
their  own.  In  this  estimate  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  labours  they  were 
quite  correct.  And  in  their  appreciation  of  the  statesmanlike 
qualities  of  mind,  which  devised  and  developed  such  a  system 
in  the  midst  of  difficulties  which  would  have  appalled  less 
resolute  hearts,  they  were  equally  correct. 

But,  after  all,  how  immeasurably  does  this  partial  view  of  his 
character  *nd  labours  fall  short  of  a  true  estimate  of  that  char- 
acter a»d  of  those  labours  ! 


x  .  PREFACE. 


As  a  matter  of  fact,  Dr.  Ryerson's  great  struggle  for  the  civil 
and  religious  freedom  which  we  now  enjoy,  was  almost  over  when 
he  assumed  the  position  of  Chief  Director  of  our  Educational 
System.  No  one  can  read  the  record  of  his  labours  from  1825 
to  1845,  as  detailed  in  the  following  pages,  without  being  im- 
pressed with  the  fact  that,  had  he  done  no  more  for  his  native 
country  than  that  which  is  therein  recorded,  he  would  have 
accomplished  a  great  work,  and  have  earned  the  gratitude  of  his 
fellow-countrymen. 

It  was  my  good  fortune  to  enjoy  Dr.  Ryerson's  warm,  personal 
friendship  since  1841.  It  has  also  been  my  distinguished  privilege 
to  be  associated  with  him  in  the  accomplishment  of  his  great 
educational  work  since  1844,  I  have  been  able,  therefore,  to 
turn  my  own  personal  knowledge  of  most  of  the  events  outlined 
in  this  volume  to  account  in  its  preparation  In  regard  to  what 
transpired  before  1841,  I  have  frequently  heard  many  narratives 
in  varied  forms  from  Dr.  Ryerson's  lips. 

My  own  intimate  relations  with  Dr.  Ryerson,  and  the  character 
of  our  close  personal  friendship  are  sufficiently  indicated  in  hi 
private  letters  to  me,  published  in  various  parts  of  the  book,  but 
especially  in  Chapter  liii.  And  yet  they  fail  to  convey  the  depth 
and  sincerity  of  his  personal  attachment,  and  the  feeling  of 
entire  trust  and  confidence  which  existed  between  us. 

I  am  glad  to  say  that  I  was  not  alone  in  this  respect.  Dr. 
Ryerson  had  the  faculty,  so  rare  in  official  life,  of  attaching  his 
assistants  and  subordinates  of  every  grade  to  himself  personally. 
He  always  had  a  pleasant  word  for  them,  and  made  them  feel 
that  their  interests  were  safe  in  his  hands.  They  therefore 
respected  and  trusted  him  fully,  and  he  never  failed  to  acknow- 
ledge their  fidelity  and  devotion  in  the  public  service. 

I  had,  for  some  time  before  he  ceased  to  be  the  Head  of  the 
Education  Department,  looked  forward  with  pain  and  anxiety  to 
that  inevitable  event.  Pain,  that  he  and  I  were  at  length  to  be 
separated  in  the  carrying  forward  of  the  great  work  o.  our 
lives,  in  which  it  had  been  my  pride  and  pleasure  to  be  his 
principal  assistant.  Anxiety  at  what,  from  my  knowledge  of 
him,  I  feared  would  be  the  effect  of  release  from  the  work  on 
fully  accomplishing  which  he  had  so  earnestly  set  his  heart. 
Nor  were  my  fears  groundless.  To  a  man  Oi  his  application  and 


PREFACE.  xi 

ardent  temperament,  the  feeling  that  his  work  was  done  sen- 
sibly affected  him.  He  lost  a  good  deal  of  his  elasticity,  and 
during  the  last  few  years  of  his  life,  very  perceptibly  failed. 

The  day  on  which  he  took  official  leave  of  the  Department 
was  indeed  a  memorable  one.  As  he  bade  farewell  to  each  of 
his  assistants  in  the  office,  he  and  they  were  deeply  moved.  He 
could  not,  however,  bring  himself  to  utter  a  word  to  me  at  our 
official  parting,  but  as  soon  as  he  reached  home  he  wrote  to  me 
the  following  tender  and  loving  note : — 

171  VICTORIA  STREET,  TORONTO, 

MONDAY  EVENING,  FEBRUARY  21  ST,  1876. 

MY  DEAR  HODGINS, — I  felt  too  deeply  to-day  when  parting 
with  you  in  the  Office  to  be  able  to  say  a  word.  I  was  quite 
overcome  with  the  thought  of  severing  our  official  connection, 
which  has  existed  between  us  for  thirty-two  years,  during  the 
whole  of  which  time,  without  interruption,  we  have  laboured  as 
one  mind  and  heart  in  two  bodies,  and  I  believe  with  a  single 
eye  to  promote  the  best  interests  of  our  country,  irrespective  of 
religious  sect  or  political  party — to  devise,  develop,  and  mature 
a  system  of  instruction  which  embraces  and  provides  for  every 
child  in  the  land  a  good  education ;  good  teachers  to  teach ; 
good  inspectors  to  oversee  the  Schools ;  good  maps,  globes,  and 
text-books ;  good  books  to  read ;  and  every  provision  whereby 
Municipal  Councils  and  Trustees  can  provide  suitable  accomo- 
dation,  teachers,  and  facilities  for  imparting  education  and 
knowledge  to  the  rising  generation  of  the  land. 

While  I  devoted  the  year  1845  to  visiting  educating  countries 
and  investigating  their  system  of  instruction,  in  order  to  devise 
one  for  our  country,  you  devoted  the  same  time  in  Dublin  in 
mastering,  under  the  special  auspices  of  the  Board  of  Education 
there,  the  several  different  branches  of  their  Education  Office, 
in  administering  the  system  of  National  Education  in  Ireland, 
so  that  in  the  details  of  our  Education  Office  here,  as  well  as  in 
our  general  school  system,  we  have  been  enabled  to  build  up  the 
most  extensive  establishment  in  the  country,  leaving  nothing,  as 
far  as  I  know,  to  be  devised  in  the  completeness  of  its  arrange- 
ments, and  in  the  good  character  and  efficiency  oi  its  officers. 
Whatever  credit  or  satisfaction  may  attach  to  the  accomplishment 


xii  PREFACE. 


of  this  work,  I  feel  that  you  are  entitled  to  share  equally  with 
myself.  Could  I  have  believed  that  I  might  have  been  of  any 
service  to  you,  or  to  others  with  whom  I  have  laboured  so  cor- 
dially, or  that  I  could  have  advanced  the  school  system,  I  would 
not  have  voluntarily  retired  from  office.  But  all  circumstances 
considered,  and  entering  within  a  few  days  upon  my  74th  year, 
I  have  felt  that  this  was  the  time  for  me  to  commit  to  other 
hands  the  reins  of  the  government  of  the  public  school  system, 
and  labour  during  the  last  hours  of  my  day  and  life,  in  a  more 
retired  sphere. 

But  my  heart  is,  and  ever  will  be,  with  you  in  its  sympathies 
and  prayers,  and  neither  you  nor  yours  will  more  truly  rejoice  in 
your  success  and  happiness,  than 

Your  old  life-long  Friend 

And  Fellow-labourer, 

E.  EYERSON. 

Dr.  Eyerson  was  confessedly  a  man  of  great  intellectual  re- 
sources. Those  who  read  what  he  has  written  on  the  question — 
perilous  to  any  writer  in  the  early  days  of  the  history  of  this 
Province — of  equal  civil  and  religious  rights  for  the  people  of 
Upper  Canada,  will  be  impressed  with  the  fact  that  he  had 
thoroughly  mastered  the  great  principles  of  civil  and  religious 
liberty,  and  expounded  them  not  only  with  courage,  but  with 
clearness  and  force.  His  papers  on  the  clergy  reserve  question, 
and  the  rights  of  the  Canadian  Parliament  in  the  matter,  were 
statesmanlike  and  exhaustive. 

His  exposition  of  a  proposed  system  of  education  for  his 
native  country  was  both  philosophical  and  eminently  practical. 
As  a  Christian  Minister,  he  was  possessed  of  rare  gifts,  both 
in  the  pulpit  and  on  the  platform ;  while  his  warm  sympathies 
and  his  deep  religious  experience,  made  him  not  only  a 
"  son  of  consolation,"  but  a  beloved  and  welcome  visitor  in  the 
homes  of  the  sorrowing  and  the  afflicted.  Among  his  brethren 
he  exercised  great  personal  influence ;  and  in  the  counsels  of  the 
Conference  he  occupied  a  trusted  and  foremost  place. 

Thus  we  see  that  Dr.  Eyerson's  character  was  a  many-sided 
one;  while  his  talents  were  remarkably  versatile.  He  was  an 


PREFACE.  xiii 


able  writer  on  public  affairs ;  a  noted  Wesleyan  Minister,  and  a 
successful  and  skilful  leader  among  his  brethren.  But  his  fame 
in  the  future  will  mainly  rest  upon  the  fact  that  he  was  a  dis- 
tinguished Canadian  Educationist,  and  the  Founder  of  a  great 
system  of  Public  Education  for  Upper  Canada.  What  makes  this 
widely  conceded  excellence  in  his  case  the  more  marked,  was 
the  fact  that  the  soil  on  which  he  had  to  labour  was  unprepared, 
and  the  social  condition  of  the  country  was  unpropitious. 
English  ideas  of  schools  for  the  poor,  supported  by  subscriptions 
and  voluntary  offerings,  prevailed  in  Upper  Canada ;  free  schools 
were  unknown ;  the  very  principle  on  which  they  rest — that  is, 
that  the  rateable  property  of  the  country  is  responsible  for  the 
education  of  the  youth  of  the  land — was  denounced  as  commun- 
istic, and  an  invasion  of  the  rights  of  property  ;  while  "  compul- 
sory education" — the  proper  and  necessary  complement  of  free 
schools — was  equally  denounced  as  the  essence  of  "Prussian 
despotism,"  and  an  impertinent  and  unjustifiable  interference 
with  "  the  rights  of  British  subjects." 

It  was  a  reasonable  boast  at  the  time  that  only  systems  of 
popular  education,  based  upon  the  principle  of  free  schools,  were 
possible  in  the  republican  American  States,  where  the  wide 
diffusion  of  education  was  regarded  as  a  prime  necessity  for  the 
stability  and  success  of  republican  institutions,  and,  therefore, 
was  fostered  with  unceasing  care.  It  was  the  theme  on  which 
the  popular  orator  loved  to  dilate  to  a  people  on  whose  sympa- 
thies with  the  subject  he  could  always  confidently  reckon.  The 
practical  mind  of  Dr.  Eyerson,  however,  at  once  saw  that  the 
American  idea  of  free  schools  was  the  true  one.  He  moreover 
perceived  that  by  giving  his  countrymen  facilities  for  freely 
discussing  the  question  among  the  ratepayers  once  a  year,  they 
would  educate  themselves  into  the  idea,  without  any  interference 
from  the  State.  These  facilities  were  provided  in  1850  ;  and  for 
twenty-one  years  the  question  of  free-schools  versus  rate-bill 
schools  (fees,  &c.)  was  discussed  every  January  in  from  3,000 
to  5,000  school  sections,  until  free  schools  became  voluntarily 
the  rule,  and  rate-bill  schools  the  exception.  In  1871,  by  com- 
mon consent,  the  free  school  principle  was  incorporated  into  our 
school  system  by  the  Legislature,  and  has  ever  since  been  the 
universal  practice.  In  the  adoption  of  this  principle,  and  in  the 


ii7  PREFACE. 

successful  administration  of  the  Education  Department,  Dr. 
Ryerson  at  length  demonstrated  that  a  popular  (or,  as  it  had 
been  held  in  the  United  States,  the  democratic)  system  of  public 
schools  was  admirably  adapted  to  our  monarchial  institutions. 
In  point  of  fact,  leading  American  educationists  have  often 
pointed  out  that  the  Canadian  system  of  public  education  was 
more  efficient  in  all  of  its  details  and  more  practically  successful 
in  its  results,  than  was  the  ordinary  American  school  system  in 
any  one  of  the  States  of  the  Union.  Thus  it  is  that  the  fame  of 
Dr.  Ryerson  as  a  successful  founder  of  our  educational  system, 
rests  upon  a  solid  basis.  What  has  been  done  by  him  will  not 
be  undone  ;  and  the  ground  gone  over  by  him  will  not  require  to 
be  traversed  again.  In  the  "  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE,"  not  much  Ras 
been  said  upon  the  subject  with  which  Dr.  Ryerson's  name  has 
been  most  associated.  It  was  distinctively  the  period  of  his 
public  life,  and  its  record  will  be  found  in  the  official  literature 
of  his  Department.  The  personal  reminiscences  left  by  him  are 
scanty,  and  of  themselves  would  present  an  utterly  inadequate 
picture  of  his  educational  work.  Such  a  history  may  one  day  be 
written  as  would  do  it  justice,  but  I  feel  that  in  such  a  work  as  the 
present  it  is  better  not  to  attempt  a  task,  the  proper  perform- 
ance of  which  would  make  demands  upon  the  space  and  time  at 
my  disposal  that  could  not  be  easily  met. 

There  was  one  r6le  in  which  Dr.  Ryerson  pre-eminently 
excelled — that  of  a  controversialist.  There  was  nothing  spas- 
modic in  his  method  of  controversy,  although  there  might  be  in 
the  times  and  occasions  of  his  indulging  in  it.  He  was  a  well- 
read  man  and  an  accurate  thinker.  His  habit,  when  he  medi- 
tated a  descent  upon  a  foe,  was  to  thoroughly  master  the  subject 
in  dispute ;  to  collect  and  arrange  his  materials,  and  then  calmly 
and  deliberately  study  the  whole  subject — especially  the  weak 
points  in  his  adversary's  case,  and  the  strong  points  of  his  own. 
His  habits  of  study  in  early  life  contributed  to  his  after  success 
in  this  matter.  He  was  an  indefatigable  student ;  and  so  thor- 
oughly did  he  in  early  life  ground  himself  in  English  subjects — 
grammar,  logic,  rhetoric — and  the  classics,  and  that,  too,  under 
the  most  adverse  circumstances,  that,  in  his  subsequent  active 
career  as  a  writer  and  controversialist,  he  evinced  a  power 
and  readiness  with  his  tongue  and  pen,  that  often  astonished 


PREFACE.  xv 


those  who  were  unacquainted  with  the  laborious  thoroughness 
of  his  previous  mental  preparation. 

It  was  marvellous  with  what  wonderful  effect  he  used  the 
material  at  hand.  Like  a  skilful  general  defending  a  position — 
and  his  study  was  always  to  act  on  the  defensive — he  masked  his 
batteries,  and  was  careful  not  to  exhaust  his  ammunition  in  the 
first  encounter.  He  never  offered  battle  without  having  a  suffi- 
cient force  in  reserve  to  overwhelm  his  opponent.  He  never 
exposed  a  weak  point,  nor  espoused  a  worthless  cause.  He 
always  fought  for  great  principles,  which  to  him  were  sacred, 
and  he  defended  them  to  the  utmost  of  his  ability,  when  they 
were  attacked.  In  such  cases,  Dr.  Eyerson  was  careful  not  to 
rush  into  print  until  he  had  fully  mastered  the  subject  in 
dispute.  This  statement  may  be  questioned,  and  apparent 
examples  to  the  contrary  adduced ;  but  the  writer  knows  better, 
for  he  knows  the  facts.  In  most  cases  Dr.  Eyerson  scented 
the  battle  from  afar.  Many  a  skirmish  was  improvised,  and 
many  a  battle  was  privately  fought  out  before  the  Chief  advanced 
to  repel  an  attack,  or  to  fire  the  first  shot  in  defence  of  his 
position. 

A  word  as  to  the  character  of  this  work.  It  may  be  objected 
that  I  have  dealt  largely  with  subjects  of  no  practical  interest 
now — with  dead  issues,  and  with  controversies  for  great  prin- 
ciples, which,  although  important,  acrimonious,  and  spirited  at 
the  time,  have  long  since  lost  their  interest.  Let  such  critics 
reflect  that  the  "  Story  "  of  such  a  "  Life  "  as  that  of  Dr.  Eyer- 
son cannot  be  told  without  a  statement  of  the  toils  and  difficulties 
which  he  encountered,  and  the  triumphs  which  he  achieved  ? 
For  this  reason  I  have  written  as  I  have  done,  recounting  them 
as  briefly  as  the  subjects  would  permit. 

In  the  preparation  of  this  work  I  am  indebted  to  the  co- 
operation of  my  co-trustees  the  Eev.  Dr.  Potts  and  Eev.  Dr. 
Nelles,  whose  long  and  intimate  acquaintance  with  Dr.  Eyerson 
(quite  apart  from  their  acknowledged  ability)  rendered  their 
counsels  of  great  value. 

And  now  my  filial  task  is  done, — imperfectly,  very  imperfectly. 
I  admit.  While  engaged  in  the  latter  part  of  the  work  a  deep 


xvi  PREFACE. 


dark  shadow  fell — suddenly  fell — upon  my  peaceful,  happy 
home.  This  great  sorrow  has  almost  paralyzed  my  energies, 
and  has  rendered  it  very  difficult  for  me  to  concentrate  my 
thoughts  on  the  loving  task  which  twelve  months  ago  I  had  so 
cheerfully  begun.  Under  these  circumstances,  I  can  but  crave  the 
indulgence  of  the  readers  of  these  memorial  pages  of  my 
revered  and  honoured  Friend,  the  Kev.  Dr.  Eyerson — the  fore- 
most Canadian  of  his  time. 
TORONTO,  17th  May,  1882. 

On  the  accompaaying  page,  I  give  a  foe-simile  of  the  well- 
known  hand-writing  of  Dr.  Kyerson,  one  of  the  many  notes 
which  I  received  from  him. 


ESTIMATE 

OF    THE    REV.    DK    RYERSON'S    CHARACTER 
AND    LABOURS. 

BY  THE  REV.  WILLIAM  ORMISTON,  D  D.,  LL.D. 

NEW  YORK,  Oct.  Cth,  1882. 

MY  DEAR  DR.  HODGINS, — It  affords  me  the  sincerest  pleasure, 
tinged  with  sadness,  to  record,  at  your  request,  the  strong 
feelings  of  devoted  personal  affection  which  I  long  cherished 
for  our  mutual  father  and  friend,  Rev.  Dr.  Ryerson ;  and  the 
high  estimate,  which,  during  an  intimacy  of  nearly  forty  years, 
I  had  been  led  to  form  of  his  lofty  intellectual  endowments,  his 
great  moral  worth,  and  his  pervading  spiritual  power.  He  was 
very  dear  to  me  while  he  lived,  and  now  his  memory  is  to  me  a 
precious,  peculiar  treasure. 

In  the  autumn  of  1843, 1  went  to  Victoria  College,  doubting 
much  whether  I  was  prepared  to  matriculate  as  a  freshman. 
Though  my  attainments  in  some  of  the  subjects  prescribed  for 
examination  were  far  in  advance  of  the  requirements,  in  other 
subjects,  I  knew  I  was  sadly  deficient.  On  the  evening  of  my 
arrival,  while  my  mind  was  burdened  with  the  importance  of 
the  step  I  had  taken,  and  by  no  means  free  from  anxiety  about 
the  issue,  Dr.  Ryerson,  at  that  time  Principal  of  the  College, 
visited  me  in  my  room.  I  shall  never  forget  that  interview. 
He  took  me  by  the  hand  ;  and  few  men  could  express  as  much 
by  a  mere  hand-shake  as  he.  It  was  a  welcome,  an  encourage- 
ment, an  inspiration,  and  an  earnest  of  future  fellowship  and 
friendship.  It  lessened  the  timid  awe  I  naturally  felt  towards 
one  in  such  an  elevated  position, — I  had  never  before  seen  a 
Principal  of  a  College, — it  dissipated  all  boyish  awkwardness, 
and  awakened  filial  confidence.  He  spoke  of  Scotland,  my  native 
land,  and  of  her  noble  sons,  distinguished  in  every  branch  of 
philosophy  and  literature  ;  specially  of  the  number,  the  diligence, 
the  frugality,  self-denial,  and  success  of  her  college  students. 
In  this"  way,  he  soon  led  me  to  tell  him  of  my  parentage,  past 
life  and  efforts,  present  hopes  and  aspirations.  His  manner 
was  so  gracious  and  paternal — his  sympathy  so  quick  and 
genuine — his  counsel  so  ready  and  cheering — his  assurances  so 
grateful  and  inspiriting,  that  not  only  was  my  heart  his  from 
that  hour,  but  my  future  career  seemed  brighter  and  more  cer- 
tain than  it  had  ever  appeared  before. 
2 


18  ESTIMATE  OF  THE  EEV.  DR.  RYEBSON'S 

Many  times  in  after  years,  have  I  been  instructed,  and  guided, 
and  delighted  with  his  conversation,  always  replete  with  interest 
and  information ;  but  that  first  interview  I  can  never  forget :  it 
is  as  fresh  and  clear  to  me  to-day  as  it  was  on  the  morning  after 
it  took  place.  It  has  exerted  a  profound,  enduring,  moulding 
influence  on  my  whole  life.  For  what,  under  God,  I  am,  and 
have  been  enabled  to  achieve,  I  owe  more  to  that  noble,  unselfish, 
kind-hearted  man  than  to  any  one  else. 

Dr.  Ryerson  was,  at  that  time,  in  the  prime  of  a  magnificent 
manhood.  His  well-developed,  finely-proportioned,  firmly-knit 
frame ;  his  broad",  lofty  brow ;  his  keen,  penetrating  eye,  and 
his  genial,  benignant  face,  all  proclaimed  him  every  inch  a  man. 
His  mental  powers  vigorous  and  well-disciplined,  his  attain- 
ments in  literature  varied  and  extensive,  his  experience  extended 
and  diversified,  his  fame  as  a  preacher  of  great  pathos  and 
power  widely-spread,  his  claims  as  a  doughty,  dauntless  cham- 
pion of  the  rights  of  the  people  to  civil  and  religious  liberty 
generally  acknowledged,  his  powers  of  expression  marvellous  in 
readiness,  richness,  and  beauty,  his  manners  affable  and  winning, 
his  presence  magnetic  and  impressive,— «-he  stood  in  the  eye  of 
the  youthful,  ardent,  aspiring  student,  a  tower  of  strength,  a 
centre  of  healthy,  helpful  influences — a  man  to  be  admired  and 
honoured,  loved  and  feared,  imitated  and  followed.  And  I  may 
add  that  frequent  intercourse  for  nearly  forty  years,  and  close 
official  relations  for  more  than  ten,  only  deepened  and  confirmed 
the  impressions  first  made.  A  more  familiar  acquaintance  with 
his  domestic,  social,  and  religious  life,  a  more  thorough  know- 
ledge of  his  mind  and  heart,  constantly  increased  my  apprecia- 
tion of  his  worth,  my  esteem  for  his  character,  and  my  affection 
for  his  person. 

Not  a  few  misunderstood,  undervalued,  or  misrepresented  his 
public  conduct,  but  it  will  be  found  that  those  who  knew  him 
best,  loved  him  most,  and  that  many  who  were  constrained  to 
differ  from  him,  in  his  management  of  public  affairs,  did  full 
justice  to  the  purity  and  generosity  of  his  motives,  to  the 
nobility,  loftiness,  and  ultimate  success  of  his  aims,  and  to  the 
disinterestedness  and  value  of  his  varied  and  manifold  labours 
for  the  country,  and  for  the  Church  of  Christ. 

As  a  teacher,  he  was  earnest  and  efficient,  eloquent  and 
inspiring,  but  he  expected  and  exacted  rather  too  much  work 
from  the  average  student.  His  own  ready  and  affluent  mind 
sympathized  keenly  with  the  apt,  bright  scholar,  to  whom  his 
praise  was  warmly  given,  but  he  scarcely  made  sufficient 
allowance  for  the  dullness  or  lack  of  previous  preparation  which 
failed  to  keep  pace  with  him  in  his  long  and  rapid  strides  ; 
hence  his  censures  were  occasionally  severe.  His  methods  of 


CHARACTER  AND  LABOURS.  19 

examination  furnished  the  very  best  kind  of  mental  discipline, 
fitted  alike  to  cultivate  the  memory  and  to  strengthen  the  judg- 
ment. All  the  students  revered  him,  but  the  best  of  the  class 
appreciated  him  most.  His  counsels  were  faithful  and  judicious; 
his  admonitions  paternal  and  discriminating;  his  rebukes  seldom 
administered,  but  scathingly  severe.  No  student  ever  left  his 
presence,  without  resolving  to  do  better,  to  aim  higher,  and  to 
win  his  approval. 

His  acceptance  of  the  office  of  Chief  Superintendent  of 
Education,  while  offering  to  him  the  sphere  of  his  life's  work, 
and  giving  to  the  country  the  very  service  it  needed — the  man 
for  the  place — was  a  severe  trial  to  the  still  struggling  College, 
and  a  bitter  disappointment  to  some  young,  ambitious  hearts. 

Into  this  new  arena  he  entered  with  a  resolute  determination 
to  succeed,  and  he  spared  no  pains,  effort,  or  sacrifice  to  fit  him- 
self thoroughly  for  the  onerous  duties  of  the  office  to  which  he 
had  been  appointed.  Of  its  nature,  importance,  and  far-reaching 
results,  he  had  a  distinct,  vivid  perception,  and  clearly  realized 
and  fully  felt  the  responsibilities  it  imposed.  He  steadfastly 
prosecuted  his  work  with  a  firm,  inflexible  will,  unrelaxing 
tenacity  of  purpose,  an  amazing  fertility  of  expedient,  an 
exhaustless  amount  of  information,  a  most  wonderful  skill 
in  adaptation,  a  matchless  ability  in  unfolding  and  vindicating 
his  plans,  a  rare  adroitness  in  meeting  and  removing  difficulties 
— great  moderation  in  success,  and  indomitable  perseverance 
under  discouragement,  calm  patience  when  misapprehended, 
unflinching  courage  when  opposed, — until  he  achieved  the  con- 
summation of  his  wishes,  the  establishment  of  a  system  of 
public  education  second  to  none  in  its  efficiency  and  adaptation 
to  the  condition  and  circumstances  of  the  people.  The  system 
is  a  noble  monument  to  the  singleness  of  purpose,  the  unwaver- 
ing devotion,  the  tireless  energy,  the  eminent  ability,  and  the 
administrative  powers  of  Dr.  Ryerson,  and  it  will  render  his 
name  a  familiar  word  for  many  generations  in  Canadian  schools 
and  homes ;  and  place  him  high  in  the  list  of  the  great  men  of 
other  lands,  distinguished  in  the  same  field  of  labour.  His 
entire  administration  of  the  Department  of  Public  Instruction 
was  patient  and  prudent,  vigorous  and  vigilant,  sagacious  and 
successful. 

He  repeatedly  visited  Europe,  not  for  mere  recreation  or 
personal  advantage,  but  for  the  advancement  of  the  interests  of 
religion  and  education  in  the  Province.  During  these  tours, 
there  were  opened  to  him  the  most  extended  fields  of  observation 
and  enquiry,  from  which  he  gathered  ample  stores  of  informa- 
tion which  he  speedily  rendered  available  for  the  perfecting,  as- 
far  as  practicable,  the  entire  system  of  Public  Instruction. 


20  ESTIMATE  OF  THE  REV.  DE.  RYERSON'S 

A  prominent  figure  in  Canadian  history  for  three  score  years, 
actively  and  ceaselessly  engaged  in  almost  every  department  of 

Bitriotic  and  philanthropic,  Christian  and  literary,  enterprise, 
r.  Ryerson  was  a  strong  tower  in  support  or  defence  of  every 
good  cause,  and  no  such  cause  failed  to  secure  the  powerful  aid 
of  his  advocacy  by  voice  and  pen.  His  was  truly  a  catholic  and 
charitable  spirit.  Nothing  human  was  alien  to  him.  A  friend 
of  all  good  men,  he  enjoyed  the  confidence  and  esteem  of  all, 
even  of  those  whose  opinions  or  policy  on  public  questions  he 
felt  constrained  to  refute  or  oppose.  He  commanded  the  respect, 
and  secured  the  friendship  of  men  of  every  rank,  and  creed,  and 
party.  None  could  better  appreciate  his  ability  and  magna- 
nimity than  those  who  encountered  him  as  an  opponent,  or  were 
compelled  to  acknowledge  him  as  victor.  His  convictions  were 
strong,  his  principles  firm,  his  purposes  resolute,  and  he  could, 
and  did  maintain  them,  with  chivalrous  daring,  against  any 
and  every  assault. 

In  the  heat  of  controversy,  while  repelling  unworthy  insinua- 
tions, his  indignation  was  sometimes  roused,  and  his  language 
not  unfrequently  was  fervid,  and  forcible,  and  scathingly  severe, 
but  seldom,  if  ever,  personally  rancorous  or  bitter.  When 
violently  or  vilely  assailed  his  sensitive  nature  keenly  felt  the 
wound,  but  though  he  carried  many  a  scar,  he  bore  no  malice. 

His  intellectual  powers,  of  a  high  order,  admirably  balanced, 
and  invigorated  by  long  and  severe  discipline,  found  their 
expression  in  word  and  work,  by  pulpit,  press,  and  platform,  in 
the  achievements  of  self-denying,  indefatigable  industry,  and  in 
wise  and  lofty  statesmanship. 

His  moral  nature  was  elevated  and  pure.  He  was  generous, 
sympathetic,  benevolent,  faithful,  trusting,  and  trustworthy. 
He  rejoiced  sincerely  in  the  weal,  and  deeply  felt  the  woes  of 
others,  and  his  ready  hand  obeyed  the  dictates  of  his  loving, 
liberal  heart. 

His  religious  life  was  marked  by  humility,  consistency,  and 
cheerfulness.  The  simplicity  of  his  faith  in  advanced  life  was 
childlike,  and  sublime.  His  trust  in  God  never  faltered,  and,  at 
the  end  of  his  course,  his  hopes  of  eternal  life,  through  Jesus 
Christ  our  Lord,  were  radiant  and  triumphant. 

Dr.  Ryerson  was  truly  a  great  man,  endowed  with  grand 
qualities  of  mind  and  heart,  which  he  consecrated  to  high  and 
holy  aims ;  and  though,  in  early  life,  and  in  his  public  career, 
beset  with  many  difficulties,  he  heroically  achieved  for  himself, 
among  his  own  people,  a  most  enviable  renown.  His  work  and 
his  worth  universally  appreciated,  his  influence  widely  acknow- 
ledged, his  services  highly  valued,  his  name  a  household  word 


CHAEAGTEE  AND  LABOURS.  21 


throughout  the  Dominion,  and  his  memory  a  legacy  and  an 
inspiration  to  future  generations. 

And  while  Canada  owes  more  to  him  than  any  other  of  her 
sons,  his  fame  is  not  confined  to  the  land  of  his  birth,  which  he 
loved  so  well,  and  served  so  faithfully,  but  in  Britain  and  in  the 
United  States  of  America  his  name  is  well  known,  and  is  classed 
with  their  own  deserving  worthies. 

Whatever  judgment  may  be  formed  of  some  parts  of  his 
eventful  and  distinguished  career  as  a  public  man,  there  can  be 
but  one  opinion  as  to  the  eminent  and  valuable  services  he  has 
rendered  to  his  country,  as  a  laborious,  celebrated  pioneer 
preacher,  an  able  ecclesiastical  leader,  a  valiant  and  veteran 
advocate  of  civil  and  religious  liberty — as  the  founder  and 
administrator  of  a  system  of  public  education  second  to  that  of 
no  other  land — as  the  President  and  life-long  patron  of  Victoria 
University,  whose  oldest  living  alumnus  will  hold  his  memory 
dear  to  life's  close,  when  severed  friends  will  be  reunited  ;  and 
whose  successive  classes  will  revere  as  the  first  President  and 
firm  friend  of  their  Alma  Mater,  as  the  promoter  of  popular 
education,  the  ally  of  all  teachers,  and  an  example  to  all  young 
men. 

I  lay  this  simple  wreath  on  the  memorial  of  one,  whom  I 
found  able  and  helpful  as  a  teacher  in  my  youth — wise  and 
prudent  as  an  adviser  in  after  life — generous  and  considerate 
as  a  superior  officer — tender  and  true  as  a  friend.  He  loved  me, 
and  was  beloved  by  me.  He  doubtless  had  his  faults,  but  I 
cannot  recall  them  ;  and  very  few,  I  venture  to  think,  will  ever 
seek  to  mention  them.  The  green  turf  which  rests  on  his 
grave  covers  them.  His  memory  will  live  as  one  of  the  purest, 
kindest,  best  of  men.  A  patriot,  a  scholar,  a  Christian — the 
servant  of  God,  the  friend  of  man. 

"  Amicum  perdere  est  damnomm  maximum." 

Yours,  very  faithfully,  in  bonds  of  truest  friendship, 

W.  ORMISTON. 

To  J.  George  Hodgins,  Esq.,  LL.D.,  Toronto 


CHAPTER  I. 

1803-1825. 

SKETCH  OF  EARLY  LIFE. 

I  HAVE  several  times  been  importuned  to  furnish  a  sketch 
of  my  life  for  books  of  biography  of  public  men,  published 
both  in  Canada  and  the  United  States ;  but  I  have  uniformly 
declined,  assigning  as  a  reason  a  wish  to  have  nothing  of  the 
kind  published  during  my  lifetime.  Finding,  however,  that 
some  circumstances  connected  with  my  early  history  have 
been  misapprehended  and  misrepresented  by  adversaries,  and 
that  my  friends  are  anxious  that  I  should  furnish  some  infor- 
mation on  the  subject,  and  being  now  in  the  seventieth  year 
of  my  age,  I  sit  down  in  this  my  Long  Point  Island  Cottage, 
retired  from  the  busy  world,  to  give  some  account  of  my  early 
life,  on  this  blessed  Sabbath  day,  indebted  to  the  God  of  the 
Sabbath  for  all  that  I  am, — morally,  intellectually,  and  as  a 
public  man,  as  well  as  for  all  my  hopes  of  a  future  life. 

I  was  born  on  the  24th  of  March,  1803,  in  the  Township  of 
Charlotteville,  near  the  Village  of  Vittoria,  in  the  then  London 
District,  now  the  County  of  Norfolk.  My  Father  had  been  an 
officer  in  the  British  Army  during  the  American  Revolution, 
being  a  volunteer  in  the  Prince  of  Wales'  Regiment  of  New 
Jersey,  of  which  place  he  was  a  native.  His  forefathers  were 
from  Holland,  and  his  more  remote  ancestors  were  from 
Denmark. 

At  the  close  of  the  American  Revolutionary  War,  he,  with 
many  others  of  the  same  class,  went  to  New  Brunswick,  where 
he  married  my  Mother,  whose  maiden  name  was  Stickney,  a 
descendant  of  one  of  the  early  Massachusetts  Puritan  settlers. 


24  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  I. 

Near  the  close  of  the  last  century  my  Father,  with  his  family, 
followed  an  elder  brother  to  'Canada,*  where  he  drew  some 
2,500  acres  of  land  from  the  Government,  for  his  services  in 
the  army,  besides  his  pension.  My  Father  settled  on  COO  acres 
of  land  lying  about  half-way  between  the  present  Village  of 
Vittoria  and  Port  Ryerse,  where  my  uncle  Samuel  settled,  and 
where  he  built  the  first  mill  in  the  County  of  Norfolk. 

On  the  organization  of  the  London  District  in  1800,  for 
legal  purposes,  my  uncle  was  the  Lieutenant  of  the  County, 
issuing  commissions  in  his  own  name  to  militia  officers;  he 
was  also  Chairman  of  the  Quarter  Sessions.  My  Father  was 
appointed  High  Sheriff  in  1800,  but  held  the  office  only 
six  years,  when  he  resigned  it  in  behalf  of  the  late 
Colonel  John  Bostwick  (then  a  surveyor),  who  subsequently 
married  my  eldest  sister,  and  who  owned  what  is  now  Port 
Stanley,  and  was  at  one  time  a  Member  of  Parliament  for  the 
County  of  Middlesex. 

My  Father  devoted  himself  exclusively  to  agriculture,  and  I 
learned  to  do  all  kinds  of  farm- work.  The  district  grammar- 
school  was  then  kept  within  half-a-mile  of  my  Father's  residence, 
by  Mr.  James  Mitchell  (afterwards  Judge  Mitchell),  an  excellent 
classical  scholar;  he  came  from  Scotland  with  the  late 
Rt.  Rev.  Dr.  Strachan,  first  Bishop  of  Toronto.  Mr.  Mitchell 
married  my  youngest  sister.  He  treated  me  with  much  kind- 
ness. When  I  recited  to  him  my  lessons  in  English  grammar 
he  often  said  that  he  had  never  studied  the  English  grammar 
himself,  that  he  wrote  and  spoke  English  by  the  Latin  grammar. 
At  the  age  of  fourteen  I  had  the  opportunity  of  attending 
a  course  of  instruction  in  the  English  language  given  by  two 
professors,  the  one  an  Englishman,  and  the  other  an  American, 
who  taught  nothing  but  English  grammar.  They  professed 
in  one  course  of  instruction,  by  lectures,  to  enable  a  dili- 

fent  pupil  to  parse  any  sentence  in  the  English  language, 
was  sent  to  attend  these  lectures,  the  only  boarding  abroad 
for  school  instruction  I  ever  enjoyed.  My  previous  knowledge 
of  the  letter  of  the  grammar  was  of  great  service  to  me, 
and  gave  me  an  advantage  over  other  pupils,  so  that  before 
the  end  of  the  course  I  was  generally  called  up  to  give 
visitors  an  illustration  of  the  success  of  the  system,  which 
was  certainly  the  most  effective  I  have  ever  since  witnessed, 
having  charts,  etc.,  to  illustrate  the  agreement  and  government 
of  words.  t 

This  whole  course  of  instruction  by  two  able  men,  who  did 

*  My  father's  eldest  brother  Samuel  was  known  as  Samuel  Ryerse,  in  consequence 
of  the  manner  in  which  his  name  was  spelled  in  his  Army  Commission  which  he 
held  ;  but  the  original  family  name  was  Ryerson. 


1803-25]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  25 

nothing  but  teach  grammar  from  one  week's  end  to  another 
had  to  me  all  the  attraction  of  a  charm  and  a  new  discovery. 
It  gratified  both  curiosity  and  ambition,  and  I  pursued  it 
with  absorbing  interest,  until  I  ,had  gone  through  Murray's 
two  volumes  of  "Expositions  and  Exercises,"  Lord  Kames' 
"  Elements  of  Criticism,"  and  Blair's  "  Lectures  on  Khetoric,"  of 
which  I  still  have  the  notes  which  I  then  made.  The  same 
professors  obtained  sufficient  encouragement  to  give  a  second 
course  of  instruction  and  lectures  at  Vittoria,  and  one  of  them 
becoming  ill,  the  other  solicited  my  Father  to  allow  me  to  assist 
him,  as  it  would  be  useful  to  me,  while  it  would  enable  him 
to  fulfil  his  engagements.  Thus,  before  I  was  sixteen,  I  was 
inducted  as  a  teacher,  by  lecturing  on  my  native  language. 
This  course  of  instruction,  and  exercises  in  English,  have  proved 
of  the  greatest  advantage  to  me,  not  less  in  enabling  me  to 
study  foreign  languages  than  in  using  my  own. 

But  that  to  which  I  am  principally  indebted  for  any  studious 
nabits,  mental  energy,  or  even  capacity  or  decision  of  character, 
is  religious  instruction,  poured  into  my  mind  in  my  childhood 
by  a  Mother's  counsels,  and  infused  into  my  heart  by  a 
Mother's  prayers  and  tears.  When  very  small,  under  six  years 
of  age,  having  done  something  naughty,  my  Mother  took 
me  into  her  bedroom,  told  me  how  bad  and  wicked  what  I 
had  done  was,  and  what  pain  it  caused  her,  kneeled  down, 
clasped  me  to  her  bosom,  and  prayed  for  me.  Her  tears, 
falling  upon  my  head,  seemed  to  penetrate  to  my  very  heart. 
This  was  my  first  religious  impression,  and  was  never  effaced. 
Though  thoughtless,  and  full  of  playful  mischief,  I  never 
afterwards  knowingly  grieved  my  Mother,  or  gave  her  other 
than  respectful  and  kind  words. 

At  the  close  of  the  American  War,  in  1815,  when  I  was 
twelve  years  of  age,  my  three  elder  brothers,  George,  William, 
and  John,  became  deeply  religious,  and  I  imbibed  the  same 
spirit.  My  consciousness  of  guilt  and  sinf  ulness  was  humbling, 
oppressive,  and  distressing ;  and  my  experience  of  relief,  after 
lengthened  fastings,  watchings,  and  prayers,  was  clear,  refresh- 
ing, and  joyous.  In  the  end  I  simply  trusted  in  Christ,  and 
looked  to  Him  for  a  present  salvation ;  and,  as  I  looked  up  in 
my  bed,  the  light  appeared  to  my  mind,  and,  as  I  thought,  to 
my  bodily  eye  also,  in  the  form  of  One,  white-robed,  who 
approached  the  bedside  with  a  smile,  and  with  more  of  the 
expression  of  the  countenance  of  Titian's  Christ  than  of  any 
person  whom  I  have  ever  seen.  I  turned,  rose  to  my  knees, 
bowed  my  head,  and  covered  my  face,  rejoiced  with  trembling, 
saying  to  a  brother  who  was  lying  beside  me,  that  the  Saviour 
was  now  near  us.  The  change  within  was  more  marked  than 


26  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  I. 

anything  without  and,  perhaps,  the  inward  change  may  have 
suggested  what  appeared  an  outward  manifestation.  I  hence- 
forth had  new  views,  new  feelings,  new  joys,  and  new  strength. 
I  truly  delighted  in  the  law  of  the  Lord,  after  the  inward 
man,  and — 

"  Jesus,  all  the  day  long,  was  my  joy  and  my  song." 

From  that  time  I  became  a  diligent  student,  and  new 
quickness  and  strength  seemed  to  be  imparted  to  my  under- 
standing and  memory.  While  working  on  the  farm  I  did  more 
than  ordinary  day's  work,  that  it  might  show  how  industrious, 
instead  of  lazy,  as  some  said,  religion  made  a  person.  I  studied 
between  three  and  six  o'clock  in  the  morning,  carried  a  book 
in  my  pocket  during  the  day  to  improve  odd  moments  by 
reading  or  learning,  and  then  reviewed  my  studies  of  the  day 
aloud  while  walking  out  in  the  evening. 

To  the  Methodist  way  of  religion  my  Father  was,  at  that 
time,  extremely  opposed,  and  refused  me  every  facility  for 
acquiring  knowledge  while  I  continued  to  go  amongst  them. 
I  did  not,  however,  formally  join  them,  in  order  to  avoid  his 
extreme  displeasure.  A  kind  friend  offered  to  give  me  any 
book  that  I  would  commit  to  memory,  and  submit  to  his 
examination  of  the  same.  In  this  way  I  obtained  my  first 
Latin  grammar,  "  Watts  on  the  Mind,"  and  "  Watts'  Logic." 

My  eldest  brother,  George,  after  the  war,  went  to  Union 
College,  U.  S.,  where  he  finished  his  collegiate  studies.  He  was 
a  fellow-student  with  the  late  Dr.  Wayland,  and  afterwards 
succeeded  my  brother-in-law  as  Master  of  the  London  District 
Grammar  School.  His  counsels,  examinations,  and  ever  kind 
assistance  were  a  great  encouragement  and  of  immense  service 
to  me ;  and  though  he  and  I  have  since  differed  in  religious 
Dpinions,  no  other  than  most  affectionate  brotherly  feeling  has 
aver  existed  between  us  to  this  day.* 

When  I  had  attained  the  age  of  eighteen,  the  Methodist 
minister  in  charge  of  the  circuit  which  embraced  our  neighbour- 
hood, thought  it  not  compatible  with  the  rules  of  the  Church 
bo  allow,  as  had  been  done  for  several  years,  the  privileges  of 
a  member  without  my  becoming  one.  I  then  gave  in  my  name 
for  membership.  Information  of  this  was  soon  communicated 
bo  my  Father,  who,  in  the  course  of  a  few  days,  said  to  me : 
"  Egerton,  I  understand  you  have  joined  the  Methodists ;  you 
must  either  leave  them  or  leave  my  house."  He  said  no  more, 
and  I  well  knew  that  the  decree  was  final ;  but  I  had  formed 


*  This  brother  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  passed  quietly  away  on  the  19th  of  December, 
1882,  aged  92.  Dr.  Ryerson  died  on  the  19th  of  February  of  the  same  year,  aged 
79.  Their  father,  Col.  Ryeraon,  died  at  the  age  of  94.— J.  G.  H. 


1803-25]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  27 

my  decision  in  view  of  all  possible  consequences,  and  I  had 
the  aid  of  a  Mother's  prayers,  and  a  Mother's  tenderness,  and 
a  conscious  Divine  strength  according  to  my  need.  The  next 
day  I  left  home  and  became  usher  in  the  London  District 
Grammar  School,  applying  myself  to  my  new  work  with  much 
diligence  and  earnestness,  so  that  I  soon  succeeded 'in  gaining 
the  good-will  of  parents  and  pupils,  and  they  were  quite 
satisfied  with  my  services, — leaving  the  head  master  to  his 
favourite  pursuits  of  gardening  and  building ! 

During  two  years  1  was  thus  teacher  and  student,  advancing 
considerably  in  classical  studies.  I  took  great  delight  in  "Locke 
on  the  Human  Understanding,"  Paley's  "Moral  and  Political 
Philosophy,"  and  "Blackstone's  Commentaries,"  especially  the 
sections  of  the  latter  on  the  Prerogatives  of  the  Crown,  the 
Rights  of  the  Subject,  and  the  Province  of  Parliament. 

As  my  Father  complained  that  the  Methodists  had  robbed 
him  of  his  son,  and  of  the  fruits  of  that  son's  labours,  I  wished  to 
remove  that  ground  of  complaint  as  far  as  possible  by  hiring 
an  English  farm-labourer,  then  just  arrived  in  Canada,  in  my 
place,  and  paid  him  out  of  the  proceeds  of  my  own  labour  for 
two  years.  But  although  the  farmer  was  the  best  hired  man 
my  Father  had  ever  had,  the  result  of  his  farm-productions 
during  these  two  years  did  not  equal  those  of  the  two  years 
that  I  had  been  the  chief  labourer  on  the  farm,  and  my 
Father  came  to  me  one  day  uttering  the  single  sentence, 
'  Egerton,  you  must  come  home,"  and  then  walked  away.  My 
first  promptings  would  have  led  me  to  say,  "  Father,  you  have 
expelled  me  from  your  house  for  being  a  Methodist ;  I  arn  so 
still.  I  have  employed  a  man  for  you  in  my  place  for  two 
years,  during  which  time  I  have  been  a  student  and  a  teacher, 
and  unaccustomed  to  work  on  a  farm,  I  cannot  now  resume  it." 
But  I  had  left  home  for  the  honour  of  religion,  and  I  thought 
the  honour  of  religion  would  be  promoted  by  my  returning 
home,  and  showing  still  that  the  religion  so  much  spoken 
against  would  enable  me  to  leave  the  school  for  the  plough  and 
the  harvest-field,  as  it  had  enabled  me  to  leave  home  without 
knowing  at  the  moment  whether  I  should  be  a  teacher  or  a 
farmv  labourer. 

I  relinquished  my  engagement  as  teacher  within  a  few  days, 
engaging  again  on  the  farm  with  such  determination  and 
purpose  that  I  ploughed  every  acre  of  ground  for  the  season, 
cradled  every  stalk  of  wheat,  rye,  and  oats,  and  mowed  every 
spear  of  grass,  pitched  the  whole,  first  on  a  waggon,  and  then 
from  the  waggon  on  the  hay-mow  or  stack.  While  the 
neighbours  were  astonished  at  the  possibility  of  one  man 
doing  so  much  work,  I  neither  felt  fatigue  nor  depression, 


28  THE  STOEY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  I. 

for  "tho  joy  of  the  Lord  was  my  strength,"  both  of  body 
and  mind,  and  I  made  nearly,  if  not  quite,  as  much  progress 
in  my  studies  as  I  had  done  while  teaching  school.  My  Father 
then  became  changed  in  regard  both  to  myself  and  the  religion 
I  professed,  desiring  me  to  remain  at  home ;  but,  having  been 
enabled  to  maintain  a  good  conscience  in  the  sight  of  God, 
and  a  good  report  before  men,  in  regard  to  my  filial  djuty 
during  my  minority,  I  felt  that  my  life's  work  lay  in  another 
direction.  •  I  had  refused,  indeed,  the  advice  of  senior 
Methodist  ministers  to  enter  into  the  ministerial  work,  feeling 
myself  as  yet  unqualified  for  it,  and  still  doubting  whether 
I  should  ever  engage  in  it,  or  in  another  profession. 

I  felt  a  strong  desire  to  pursue  further  my  classical  studies, 
and  determined,  with  the  kind  counsel  and  aid  of  my  eldest 
brother,  to  proceed  to  Hamilton,  and  place  myself  for  a  year 
under  the  tuition  of  a  man  of  high  reputation  both  as  a 
scholar  and  a  teacher,  the  late  John  Law,  Esq.,  then  head 
master  of  the  Gore  District  Grammar  School.  I  applied 
myself  with  such  ardour,  and  prepared  such  an  amount  of 
work  in  both  Latin  and  Greek,  that  Mr.  Law  said  it  was 
impossible  for  him  to  give  the  time  and  hear  me  read  all  that 
I  had  prepared,  and  that  he  would,  therefore,  examine  me  on 
the  translation  and  construction  of  the  more  difficult  passages, 
remarking  more  than  once  that  it  was  impossible  for  any 
human  mind  to  sustain  long  the  strain  that  I  was  imposing 
upon  mine.  In  the  course  of  some  six  months  his  apprehen- 
sions were  realized,  as  I  was  seized  with  a  brain  fever,  and  on 
partially  recovering  took  cold,  which  resulted  in  inflammation 
of  the  lungs  by  which  I  was  so  reduced  that  my  physician, 
the  late  Dr.  James  Graham,  of  Norfolk,  pronounced  my  case 
hopeless,  and  my  death  was  hourly  expected. 

In  that  extremity,  while  I  felt  even  a  desire  to  depart  and 
be  with  Christ,  I  was  oppressed  with  the  consciousness  that  I 
should  have  yielded  to  the  counsels  of  the  chief  ministers  of 
my  Church,  as  I  could  have  made  nearly  as  much  progress 
in  my  classical  studies,  and  at  the  same  time  been  doing  some 
good  to  the  souls  of  men,  instead  of  refusing  to  speak  in  public 
as  I  had  done.  I  then  and  there  vowed  that  if  I  should 
be  restored  to  life  and  health.  I  would  not  follow  my  own 
counsels,  but  would  yield  to  the  openings  and  calls  which  might 
be  made  in  the  Church  by  its  chief  ministers.  That  very 
moment  the  cloud  was  removed;  the  light  of  the  glory  of 
God  shone  into  my  mind  and  heart  with  a  splendour  and 
power  that  I  had  never  before  experienced.  My  Mother, 
entering  the  room  a  few  moments  after,  exclaimed :  "  Egerton, 
your  countenance  is  changed,  you  are  getting  better  1"  My 


1803-251  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  29 

bodily  recovery  was  rapid ;  but  the  recovery  of  my  mind  from 
the  shock  which  it  had  experienced  was  slower,  and  for  some 
weeks  I  could  not  even  read,  much  less  study.  While  thus 
recovering,  I  exercised  myself  as  I  best  could  in  writing  down 
my  meditations. 

My  Father  so  earnestly  solicited  me  to  return,  that  he  offered 
me  a  deed  of  his  farm  if  I  would  do  so  and  live  with  him ; 
but  I  declined  acceding  to  his  request  under  any  circumstances, 
expressing  my  conviction  that  even  could  I  do  so,  I  thought  it 
unwise  and  wrong  for  any  parent  to  place  himself  in  a  position 
of  dependence  upon  any  of  his  children  for  support,  so  long  as 
he  could  avoid  doing  so.  One  day,  entering  my  room  and 
seeing  a  manuscript  lying  on  the  bed,  he  asked  me  what  I  had 
been  writing,  and  wished  me  to  read  it.  I  had  written  a  medi- 
tation on  part  of  the  last  verse  of  the  73rd  Psalm  :  "  it  is  good 
for  me  to  draw  near  to  God."  When  I  read  to  him  what  I  had 
written  my  Father  rose  with  a  sigh,  remarking  :  "  Egerton,  I 
don't  think  you  will  ever  return  home  again,"  and  he  never 
afterwards  mooted  the  subject,  except  in  a  general  way. 

On  recovering,  I  returned  to  Hamilton  and  resumed  my 
studies ;  shortly  after  which  I  went  on  a  Saturday  to  a 
quarterly  meeting,  held  about  twelve  miles  from  Hamilton,  at 
"The  Fifty,"  a  neighborhood  two  or  three  miles  west  of 
Grimsby,  where  I  expected  to  meet  my  brother  William,  who 
was  one  of  the  ministers  on  the  circuit,  which  was  then  called 
the  Niagara  Circuit — embracing  the  whole  Niagara  Peninsula, 
from  five  miles  east  of  Hamilton,  and  across  to  the  west  of 
Fort  Erie.  •  But  my  brother  did  not  attend,  and  I  learned  that 
he  had  been  laid  aside  from  his  ministerial  work  by  bleeding 
of  the  lungs.  Between  love-feast  and  preaching  on  Sunday 
morning,  the  presiding  elder,  the  Rev.  Thomas  Madden,  the  late 
Hugh  Willson,  and  the  late  Smith  Griffin  (grandfather  of  the 
Rev.  W.  S.  Griffin),  circuit  stewards,  called  me  aside  and  asked 
if  I  had  any  engagements  that  would  prevent  me  from  coming 
on  the  circuit  to  supply  the  place  of  my  brother  William,  who 
might  be  unable  to  resume  his  work  for,  perhaps,  a  year  or 
more. 

I  felt  that  the  vows  of  God  were  upon  me,  and  I  was  for 
some  moments  speechless  from  emotion.  On  recovering,  I  said 
I  had  no  engagements  beyond  my  own  plans  and  purposes ; 
but  I  was  yet  weak  in  body  from  severe  illness,  and  I  had  no 
means  for  anything  else  than  pursuing  my  studies,  for  which 
aid  had  been  provided. 

One  of  the  stewards  replied  that  he  would  give  me  a  horse, 
and  the  other  that  he  would  provide  me  with  a  saddle  and 
oridle.  I  then  felt  that  I  had  no  choice  but  to  fulfill  the  vow 


SO  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  I 


which  I  had  made,  on  what  was  supposed  to  my  deathbed.  1 
returned  to  Hamilton,  settled  with  my  instructor  and  for  my 
lodgings,  and  made  my  first  attempt  at  preaching  at  or  near 
Beamsville,  on  Whit-Sunday,  1825,  in  the  morning,  from  the  5th 
verse  of  the  126th  Psalm :  "  They  that  sow  in  tears  shall  read 
in  joy;"  and  in  the  afternoon  at  "The  Fifty,"  on  "The 
Resurrection  of  Christ." — Acts  ii.  24. 

TORONTO,  Nov.  llth,  1880. 

Such  was  the  sketch  of  my  life  which  I  wrote  on  Sabbath  in 
my  Long  Point  Island  Cottage,  on  the  24th.  of  March,  1873, 
the  70th  anniversary  of  my  birthday.  I  know  not  that  I  can 
add  anything  to  the  foregoing  story  of  my  early  life  that 
would  be  worth  writing  or  reading. 


[In  his  cottage  at  Long  Point,  on  his  seventy-fifth  birthday, 
Dr.  Ryerson  wrote  the  following  paper,  which  Dr.  Potts  read 
on  the  occasion  of  his  funeral  discourse.  It  will  be  read  with 
profoundest  interest,  as  one  of  the  noblest  of  those  Christian 
experiences  which  are  the  rich  heritage  of  the  Church. — J.  G.  H.] 

LONG  POINT  ISLAND  COTTAGE,  March  24th,  1878. 

I  am  this  day  seventy-five  years  of  age,  and  this  day  fifty- 
three  years  ago,  after  resisting  many  solicitations  to  enter  the 
ministry,  and  after  long  and  painful  struggles,  I  decided  to 
devote  my  life  and  all  to  the  ministry  of  the  Methodist 
Church. 

The  predominant  feeling  of  my  heart  is  that  of  gratitude 
and  humiliation  ;  gratitude  for  God's  unbounded  mercy,  patience, 
and  compassion,  in  the  bestowment  of  almost  uninterrupted 
health,  and  innumerable  personal,  domestic,  and  social  blessings 
for  more  than  fifty  years  of  a  public  life  of  great  labour  and 
many  dangers  ;  and  humiliation  under  a  deep-felt  consciousness 
of  personal  unfaithfulness,  of  many  defects,  errors,  and  neglects 
in  public  duties.  Many  tell  me  that  I  have  been  useful  to  the 
Church  and  the  country ;  but  my  own  consciousness  tells 
me  that  I  have  learned  little,  experienced  little,  done  little  in 
comparison  of  what  I  might  and  ought  to  have  known  and 
done.  By  the  grace  of  God  I  am  spared  ;  by  His  grace  I  am 
what  I  am  ;  all  my  trust  for  salvation  is  in  the  efficacy  of  Jesus' 
atoning  blood.  I  know  whom  I  have  trusted,  and  "  am  persuaded 
that  He  is  able  to  keep  that  which  I  have  committed  unto  Him 
against  that  day."  I  have  no  melancholy  feelings  or  fears.  The 
joy  of  the  Lord  is  my  strength.  I  feel  that  I  am  now  on  the 
bright  side  of  seventy-five.  As  the  evening  twilight  of  my 


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earthly  life  advances,  my  spiritual  sun  shines  with  increased 
splendour.  This  has  been  my  experience  for  the  last  year. 
With  an  increased  sense  of  my  own  sinfulness,  unworthiness. 
and  helplessness,  I  have  an  increased  sense  of  the  blessedness 
of  pardon,  the  indwelling  of  the  Comforter,  and  the  communion 
of  saints. 

Here,  on  bended  knees,  I  give  myself,  and  all  I  have  and 
am,  afresh  to  Him  whom  I  have  endeavoured  to  serve,  but  very 
imperfectly,  for  more  than  threescore  years.  All  helpless,  my- 
self, I  most  humbly  and  devoutly  pray  that  Divine  strength 
may  be  perfected  in  my  weakness,  and  that  my  last  days  on 
earth  may  be  my  best  days — best  days  of  implicit  faith  and 
unreserved  consecration,  best  days  of  simple  scriptural  minis- 
trations and  public  usefulness,  best  days  of  change  from  glory 
to  glory,  and  of  becoming  meet  for  the  inheritance  of  the  saints 
in  light,  until  my  Lord  shall  dismiss  me  from  the  service  of 
warfare  and  the  weariness  of  toil  to  the  glories  of  victory  and 
the  repose  of  rest 

E.  RTERSON. 


CHAPTER  II. 

1824-1825. 

EXTRACTS  FROM  MY  DIARY  OF  1824  AND  1825. 

foregoing  sketch  of  my  early  life  may  be  properly  fol- 
_  lowed  by  extracts  from  my  diary  ;  pourtraying  my  mental 
and  spiritual  exercises  and  labours  during  a  few  months  before 
and  after  I  commenced  the  work  of  an  itinerant  Methodist 
Preacher. 

The  extracts  arc  as  follow,  and  are  very  brief  in  comparison 
to  the  entire  diary,  which  extends  over  eight  years  from  1824, 
to  1832,  after  which  time  I  ceased  to  write  a  daily  diary, 
and  wrote  in  a  journal  the  principal  occurrences  and  doings  in 
which  I  was  concerned.* 


Hamilton,  August  12M,  1824.  —  I  arrived  here  the  day  after  I  left  home. 
Mr.  John  Law  (with  whom  I  am  to  study)  received  me  with  all  the  affection 
and  kindness  of  a  sincere  and  disinterested  friend.  Even,  without  expecting 
it,  he  told  me  that  his  library  was  at  my  service  ;  that  he  did  not  wish  me 
to  join  any  class,  but  to  read  by  myself,  that  he  might  pay  every  attention, 
and  give  me  every  assistance  in  his  power.  Indeed  he  answered  my  highest 
expectation.  I  am  stopping  with  Mr.  John  Aikman.  He  is  one  of  the 
most  respectable  men  in  this  vicinity.  I  shall  be  altogether  retired.  At  the 
Court  of  Assize,  the  Chief-Justice  and  the  Attorney-  General  will  stop  here, 
which  will  make  a  very  agreeable  change  for  a  few  days.  To  pursue  my 
studies  with  indefatigable  industry,  and  ardent  zeal,  will  be  my  set  purpose, 
so  that  I  may  never  have  to  mourn  the  loss  of  my  precious  time.' 

Aug.  16th.  —  This  day  I  commenced  my  studies  by  reading  Latin  and 
Greek  with  Mr.  Law.  I  began  the  duties  of  the  day  in  imploring  the  assist- 
ance of  God;  for  without  Him  I  cannot  do  anything.  God  has  been  pleased 
to  open  my  understanding,  to  enlighten  my  mind,  and  to  show  me  the  neces- 
sity and  blessedness  of  an  unreserved  and  habitual  devotion  to  his  heavenly 
will.  I  have  heard  Bishop  Hedding  preach,  also  Rev.  Nathan  Bangs.  1  am 
resolved  to  improve»my  time  more  diligently,  and  to  give  myself  wholly  to 
God.  Oh,  may  his  long-suffering  mercy  bear  with  me,  his  wisdom  guide, 
his  power  support  and  defend  me,  and  may  his  mercy  bring  me  off  triumphant 
in  the  dying  day  ! 

Aug.  nth.  —  I  have  been  reading  Virgil's  Georgics.     1  find  them  very  diffi- 

*  These  voluminous  diaries  and  journals  are  full  of  detail,  chiefly  of  Dr.  Ryer- 
son's  religious  experience.  They  are  rich  in  illustration  of  the  severe  mental  and 
spiritual  disciplinary  process  —  self-imposed  —  through  which  he  passed  during  these 
eventful  years  of  his  earlier  life.  They  are  singularly  severe  in  their  personal  reflec- 
tions upon  his  religious  shortcomings,  and  want  of  watchfulness.  They  are  tinged 
with  an  asceticism  which  largely  characterized  the  religious  experience  of  many  of 
the  early  Methodist  preachers  of  Mr.  Wesley's  time—  an  asceticism  which  strongly 
marked  the  Methodist  biography  and  writings,  which  were  almost  the  only  religious 
reading  accessible  to  the  devoted  Methodist  pioneers  of  this  country,  —  J.  G.  H. 


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cult,  and  have  only  read  seventy  lines.  In  my  spiritual  concerns  I  have  heen 
greatly  blessed;  and  felt  more  anxiously  concerned  for  my  soul's  salvation, 
have  prayed  more  than  usual,  and  experienced  a  firmer  confidence  in  the 
blessed  promises  of  the  Gospel.  I  have  enjbyed  sweet  intercourse  with  my 
Saviour,  my  soul  resting  on  his  divine  word,  with  a  prayerful  acquiescence 
in  his  dispensations.  But  alas!  what  evil  have  I  done,  how  much  time  have 
I  lost,  how  many  idle  words  have  I  spoken ;  how  should  these  considerations 
lead  me  to  watch  my  thoughts,  to  husband  my  time  with  judgment,  and 
govern  my  tongue  as  with  a  bridle!  Oh,  Lord  bless  me  and  prosper  me  in 
all  my  ways  and  labours,  and  keep  me  to  thyself  ! 

Aug.  18th. — The  Lord  has  abundantly  blessed  me  this  day  both  in  my 
spiritual  and  classical  pursuits.  1  have  been  able  to  pursue  my  studies  with 
facility,  and  have  felt  his  Holy  Spirit  graciously  enlightening  my  mind, 
showing  me  the  necessity  of  separating  myself  from  the  world,  and  being 
given  up  entirely  to  his  service. 

Aug.  Idth. — I  have  this  day  proved  that,  with  every  temptation,  the  Lord 
makes  a  way  for  my  escape.  I  have  enjoyed  much  peace.  Oh,  Lord,  help 
me  to  improve  my  precious  time,  so  as  to  overcome  the  assaults  and  escape 
the  snares  of  the  adversary! 

Aug.  20th. — In  all  the  vicissitudes  of  life,  how  clearly  is  the  mysterious 
providence  and  superintending  care  of  Jehovah  manifested!  how  strikingly 
can  I  observe  the  divine  interposition  of  my  heavenly  Father,  and  how  sen- 
sibly do  I  realize  his  benevolence,  kindness,  and  mercy  in  the  whole  moral 
and  blessed  economy  of  his  equitable  and  infinitely  wise  government!  On 
no  object  do  I  cast  my  eyes  without  observing  an  affecting  instance  of  a  bene- 
volent and  overruling  power;  and,  while  in  mental  contemplations  my  mind 
is  absorbed,  my  admiration  rises  still  higher  to  the  exalted  purposes  and 
designs  of  Almighty  God.  I  behold  in  the  soul  noble  faculties,  superior 
powers  of  imagination,  and  capacious  desires,  unfilled  by  anything  terrestrial, 
and  wishes  unsatisfied  by  the  widest  grasp  of  human  ambition.  What  is . 
this  but  immortality  ?  Oh,  that  my  soul  may  feed  on  food  immortal! 

Another  week  is  gone,  eternally  gone !  What  account  can  I  give  to  my 
Almighty  Judge  for  my  conduct  and  opportunities  ?  Has  my  improvement 
kept  pace  with  the  panting  steeds  of  unretarded  time  ?  Must  I  give  an 
account  of  every  idle  word,  thought,  and  deed  1  Oh,  merciful  God!  if  the 
most  righteous,  devoted,  and  holy  scarcely  are  saved,  where  shall  I  appear  ? 
How  do  my  vain  thoughts,  and  unprofitable  conversation,  swell  heavea's  . 
register  1  Where  is  my  watchfulness  1  Where  are  my  humility,  purity,  aad 
hatred  of  sin  1  Where  is  my  zeal  ?  Alas!  alas!  they  are  things  unpractised, 
unfelt,  almost  unknown  to  me.  How  little  do  I  share  in  the  toils,  the 
labours,  or  the  sorrows  of  the  righteous,  and  consequently  how  little  dio  I 
participate  in  their  confidence,  their  joys,  their  heavenly  prospects  ?  Oh,  may 
these  awful  considerations  drive  me  closer  to  God,  and  incite-  to  a  more 
diligent  improvement  of  my  precious  time,  so  that  I  may  bear  the  mark  of  a 
real  follower  of  Christ ! 

Aug.  %2nd — Sabbath. — When  I  arose  this  morning  I  endeavoured  to  dedi- 
cate myself  afresh  to  God  in  prayer,  with  a  full  determination  to  improve  the 
day  to  his  glory,  and  to  spend  it  in  his  service.  Accordingly,  I  spent  the 
morning  in  prayer,  reading,  and  meditation;  but  when  I  came  to  mingle 
with  the  worldly-minded,  my  devotions  and  meditations  were  dampened  and 
distracted,  my  thoughts  unprofitable  and  vain.  I  attended  a  Methodist 
Class-meeting  where  I  felt  myself  forcibly  convinced  of  my  shortcomings. 
Sure  I  am  that  unless  I  am  more  vigilant,  zealous,  and  watchful,  I  shall  never 
reach  the  Paradise  of  God.  I  must  be  willing  to  bear  reproach  for  Christ's 
sake,  confess  him  before  men,  or  I  never  can  be  owned  by  him  in.  the  presence 
of  his  Father,  and  the  holy  angels. 


34  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  IL 

Merciful  God!  forbid  that  I  should  barter  away  my  heavenly  inheritance 
for  a  transient  gleam  of  momentary  joy,  and  the  empty  round  of  worldly 
pleasure: 

"  Help  me  to  watch  and  pray, 

And  on  thyself  rely,  » 

Assured  if  I  my  trust  betray, 
I  shall  forever  die." 

Aug.  23rd. — I  have  been  abundantly  prospered  in  my  studies  to-day;  and 
have  been  enabled  to  maintain  an  outward  conformity  in  my  conduct.  But 
alas!  how  blind  to  my  own  interest,  to  deprive  myself  of  the  highest  blessings 
and  exalted  honours  the  Almighty  has  to  bestow.  Oh,  Lord!  help  me 
henceforth  to  be  wise  unto  salvation.  May  I  be  sober  and  watch  unto 
prayer!  Amen. 

Aug.  24lh. — Through  the  mercy  of  God  I  have  been  enabled  in  a  good 
degree  to  overcome  my  besetments,  and  have  this  day  maintained  more  con- 
sistency in  conversation  and  conduct.  Still  I  feel  too  much  deterred  by  the 
fear  of  man,  and  thirst  too  ardently  for  the  honours  of  the  world.  Merciful 
God!  give  me  more  grace,  wisdom,  and  strength,  that  I  may  triumphantly 
overcome  and  escape  to  heaven  at  last! 

I  shall  finish  the  first  book  of  the  Georgics  to-day,  which  is  the  seventh 
day  since  I  commenced  them.  I  expect  to  finish  them  in  four  weeks  from 
this  time.  My  mind  improves,  and  I  feel  much  encouraged.  My  labour  is 
uniform  and  constant,  from  the  dawn  of  day  till  near  eleven  at  night.  I 
have  not  a  moment  to  play  on  the  flute. 

Aug.25th. — There  is  nothing  like  implicit  trust  in  the  Almighty  for  assist- 
ance, protection,  and  assurance!  His  past  dispensations  and  dealings  with 
me  leave  not  the  least  suspicion  of  his  inviolable  veracity,  and  his  efficacious 
promises  cheer  the  sadness,  calm  the  fears  of  everv  soul  that  practically 
reposes  in  and  seeks  after  him.  The  truth  of  this,  blessed  be  God,  I  have 
in  some  measure  experienced  to-day.  Help  me,  O  Lord,  with  increasing 
grace  to  attain  still  more  sublime  enjoyments  and  triumphant  prospects! 

Aug.  26th. — I  feel  a  growing  indifference  to  worldly  pleasures,  and  increas- 
ing love  to  God,  to  holiness,  and  heaven.  Entire  confidence  in  a  superin- 
tending Providence  heals  the  wounded  heart  of  even  the  disconsolate  widow, 
and  gives  the  oil  of  joy  for  sorrow,  and  the  garment  of  praise  for  the 
spirit  of  heaviness. 

Aug.  27th. — This  day  I  attended  a  funeral;  those  connected  with  it  were 
very  ignorant;  how  strikingly  this  showed  to  me  the  advantages  of  a  good 
education.  God  forbid  that  I  should  idle  away  my  golden  moments.  Help 
me  to  choose  the  better  part,  and  honour  God  in  all  things  ! 

Aug.  28th. — The  labours  of  another  week  are  ended;  during  it  I  have 
enjoyed  much  of  the  presence  of  God;  surely  the  religion  of  Christ  dazzles 
all  the  magnificence  of  human  glory;  were  I  only  to  regard  the  happiness  of 
this  lile,  I  would  embrace  its  doctrines,  practice  its  laws,  and  exert  my  influ- 
ence for  its  extension. 

Aug.  2Qth — Sabbath. — The  blessings  of  the  Lord  have  abundantly  sur- 
rounded me  this  day,  and  my  heart  has  been  enlarged. 

Aug.  30th. — In  observing  my  actions  and  words  this  day,  I  find  I  have 
done  many  things  that  are  culpable;  and  yet,  blessed  be  God,  his  goodness 
•to  me  is  profuse.  Help  me  to  watch  and  pray  that  I  enter  not  into 
temptation. 

Aug. 31st. — How  many  youths  around  me  do  I  see  trifling  away  the  greatest 
part  of  their  time,  and  profaning  their  Maker's  name  1  My  soul  magnifies 
His  name  that  I  have  decided  to  be  on  the  Lord's  side;  how  many  evils  have 
I  escaped;  how  many  blessings  obtained;  what  praise  enjoyed,  through  the 
influence  of  this  religion.  To  God  be  all  the  glory! 


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September  1st. — In  no  subject  can  we  employ  our  thoughts  more  profitably 
than  on  the  atonement  of  Christ,  and  justification  through  his  merits.  With 
wonder  we  gaze  on  the  love  of  Deity;  with  profound  awe  we  behold  a  God 
descending  from  heaven  to  earth.  Unbounded  love!  Unmeasured  grace  ! 
And  while  in  deep  silence  his  death  wraps  all  nature;  while  his  yielding/ 
breath  rends  the  temple  and  shakes  earth's  deep  foundations;  may  my 
redeemed  soul  in  silent  rapture  tune  her  grateful  song  aloft ;  and  fired  by  this 
blood-bought  theme,  may  I  mend  my  pace  towards  my  heavenly  inheritance! 

I  generally  close  up  the  labours  of  the  day  by  writing  a  short  essay  or 
theme  on  some  religious  subject.  In  doing  this  I  have  two  objects  in  view : 
the  improvement  of  my  mind  and  heart.  And  what  could  be  more  appropriate 
than  to  close  the  day  by  reflection  upon  God,  and  heaven,  and  time,  and 
eternity  ?  No  private  employment,  except  that  of  prayer,  have  I  found  more 
pleasing  and  profitable  than  this.  Youth  is  the  seed-time  of  the  life  that 
now  is,  as  well  as  of  that  which  is  to  come.  Youthful  piety  is  the  germ  of 
true  honour,  lawful  prosperity,  and  everlasting  blessedness.  One  day  of 
humble,  devotional  piety  in  youth  will  add  more  to  our  happiness  at  the  last 
end  of  life  than  a  year  of  repentance  and  humiliation  in  old  age.  I  have  no 
intention  of  entering  the  ministry,  and  yet  I  prefer  religious  topics.  To-day 
I  have  chosen  the  atonement  of  our  Lord,  and  have  written  a  few  thoughts 
on  it. 

Sept.  2nd. — Implicit  trust  in  a  superintending  Providence  is  a  constant 
source  of  comfort  and  support  to  me. 

Sept.  Srd. — God  has  blessed  me  to-day  in  my  studies.  I  have  also  felt  the 
eflicacy  of  Divine  aid.  Help  me  still,  most  merciful  God! 

Sept.  4th. — In  the  course  of  the  past  week  I  have  experienced  various  feel- 
ings, especially  with  respect  to  the  dealings  of  Divine  Providence  with  me ; 
but  in  all  I  have  had  this  consolation,  that  whatever  happens,  "  the  will  of 
the  Lord  be  done."  It  is  my  duty  to  perform  and  obey. 

Sept.  5th. — This  morning  I  attended  church  and  heard  a  sermon  on  Ezekiel 
xviii.  27.  When  we  consider  the  importance  of  repentance,  its  connection 
with  our  eternal  happiness,  surely  every  feeling  heart,  and  ministers  especially, 
should  exhibit  with  burning  zeal  the  conditions  of  salvation,  the  slavery  of 
vice,  the  heinousness  of  sin,  the  vanity  of  human  glory,  and  the  uncertainty 
of  life. 

Sept.  6th. — When  I  laid  aside  my  studies  to  commit  my  evening  thoughts 
to  paper,  my  mind  wandered  on  various  subjects,  until  much  time  was  lost ; 
the  best  antidote  against  this  is,  not  to  put  off  to  the  next  moment  what  can 
be  done  in  this.  We  should  be  firm  and  decided  in  all  our  pursuits,  and 
whatever  our  minds  "  find  to  do,  do  it  with  all  our  might." 

Sept.  7th. — The  mutual  dependence  of  men  cements  society,  and  their 
social  intercourse  communicates  pleasure.  If  we  are  called  to  endure  the 
pains  and  inconveniences  of  poverty,  possessing  this  we  forget  all;  and  in  the 
pleasant  walks  of  wealth,  it  adds  to  every  elegance  a  charm.  Friendship 
associated  with  religion,  elevates  all  the  ties  of  Christian  love  and  mutual 
pleasure. 

Sept.  8th. — I  have  found  myself  too  much  mingled  with  the  common 
crowd,  and  like  others,  too  indifferent  to  the  subject  of  all  others  the  chief. 

Sept.  9th. — We  "  cannot  serve  God  and  Mammon."  May  I  be  firm  in  my 
attachment  to  the  Saviour,  remembering  that  "  godliness  has  the  promise  of 
the  life  that  now  is,  and  of  that  which  is  to  come." 

Sept.  1.2th. — I  heard  a  practical  sermon  on  making  our  "  calling  and  elec- 
tion sure,"  which  closed  with  these  words,  "  He  that  calleth  upon  the  name 
of  the  Lord  shall  be  saved."    I  felt  condemned  on  account  of  my  negligence, 
and  resolved,  by  God's  help,  to  gain  victory  over  my  tendency  to  incon-* 
sistencies  of  life  and  conduct. 


36  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  II. 

Sept,  14lh. — I  observe  men  embarked  on  the  stream  of  time,  and  carried 
forward  with  irresistible  force  to  that  universal  port  which  shall  receive  the 
whole  human  family.  Amongst  this  passing  crowd,  how  few  are  there  who 
reflect  upon  the  design  and  end  of  their  voyage;  surfeited  with  pleasure, 
involved  in  life's  busy  concerns,  the  future,  with  its  awful  realities,  is  forgotten 
and  time,  not  eternity,  is  placed  in  the  foreground. 

Sept.  15th. — In  a  letter  to  my  brother  George>  to-day,  I  said: — It  would 
be  superfluous  for  me  to  tell  you  that  the  letter  I  received  from  you  gave  me 
unspeakable  pleasure.  Your  fears  with  respect  to  my  injuring  my  health 
are  groundless,  for  I  must  confess  I  don't  possess  half  that  application  and 
burning  zeal  in  these  all-important  pursuits  that  I  ought  to  have.  For  who 
can  estimate  the  value  of  a  liberal  education  ?  Who  can  sufficiently  prize 
that  in  which  all  the  powers  of  the  human  mind  can  expand  to  their  utmost 
and  astonishing  extent  1  What  industry  can  outstretch  the  worth  of  that 
knowledge,  by  which  we  can  travel  back  to  the  remotest  ages,  and  live  the 
lives  of  all  antiquity  ?  Nay,  who  can  set  bounds  to  the  value  of  those  attain- 
ments, by  which  we  can,  as  it  were,  fly  from  world  to  world,  and  gaze  on  all 
the  glories  of  creation;  by  which  we  can  glide  down  the  stream  of  time,  and 
penetrate  the  unorganized  regions  of  uncreated  futurity  1  My  heart  burns 
while  I  write.  Although  literature  presents  the  highest  objects  of  ambition 
to  the  most  refined  mind,  yet  I  consider  health,  in  comparison  with  other 
temporal  enjoyments,  the  most  bountiful,  and  highest  gift  of  heaven. 

I  have  read  three  books  of  the  Georgics,  and  three  odes  of  Horace,  but 
this  last  week  I  have  read  scarcely  any,  as  I  have  had  a  great  deal  of  company, 
and  there  has  been  no  school.  But  I  commence  again  to-day  with  all  my 
might.  The  Attorney-General  stops  at  Mr.  Aikman's  during  Court.  I  find 
him  very  agreeable.  He  conversed  with  me  more  than  an  hour  last  night, 
in  the  most  sociable,  open  manner  possible. 

Sept.  16th. — There  is  nothing  of  greater  importance  than  to  commence 
early  to  form  our  characters  and  regulate  our  conduct.  Observation  daily 
proves  that  man's  condition  in  this  world  is  generally  the  result  of  his  own 
conduct.  When  we  come  to  maturity,  we  perceive  there  is  a  right  and  a 
wrong  in  the  actions  of  men;  many  who  possess  the  same  hereditary  advan- 
tages, are  not  equally  prosperous  in  life;  some  by  virtuous  conduct  rise  to 
respectability,  honour,  and  happiness;  while  others  by  mean  and  vicious 
actions,  forfeit  the  advantages  of  their  birth,  and  sink  into  ignominy  and 
disgrace.  How  necessary  that  in  early  life  useful  habits  should  be  formed, 
and  turbulent  passions  restrained,  so  that  when  manhood  and  old  age  come, 
the  mind  be  not  enervated  by  the  follies  and  vices  of  youth,  but,  supported 
and  strengthened  by  the  Divine  Being,  be  enabled  to  say,  "0  God,  thou  hast 
taught  me  from  my  youth,  and  now  when  I  am  old  and  grey-headed,  O  God, 
thou  wilt  not  forsake  me! " 

Sept.  2lst. — I  have  just  parted  with  an  old  and  faithful  friend,  who  has 
left  for  another  kingdom.  How  often  has  he  kindly  reproved  me,  and  how 
oft  have  we  gone  to  the  house  of  God  together!  We  may  never  meet  again  on 
earth,  but  what  a  mercy  to  have  a  good  hope  of  meeting  in  the  better  land! 

Sept.  23rd. — When  I  reflect  on  the  millions  of  the  human  familywho  know 
nothing  of  Christ,  my  soul  feels  intensely  for  their  deliverance.  What  a  vast 
uncultivated  field  in  my  own  country  for  ministers  to  employ  their  whole 
time  and  talents  in  exalting  a  crucified  Saviour.  Has  God  designed  this 
sacred  task  for  me  1  If  it  be  Thy  will,  may  all  obstacles  be  removed,  my 
heart  be  sanctified  and  my  hands  made  pure. 

Sept.  26th. — I  have  been  much  oppressed  with  a  man-fearing  spirit,  but 
what  have  1  to  fear  if  God  be  for  me  ?  Oh,  Lord,  enable  me  to  become  a  bold 
.witness  for  Jesus  Christ ! 

Sept.  28th. — In  all  the  various  walks  of  life,  I  find  obstructions    and 


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labours,  surrounded  with  foes, powerful  as  well  as  subtle;  although  I  have 
all  the  promises  of  the  Gospel  to  comfort  and  support  me,  yet  find  exertion 
on  my  own  part  absolutely  necessary.  When  heaven  proclaims  victory,  it  is 
only  that  which  succeeds  labour.  I  consider  it  a  divine  requisition  that  my 
whole  course  of  conduct,  both  in  political  and  social  life,  should  be  governed 
by  the  infallible  precepts  of  revelation  ;  hypocrisy  is  inexcusable,  even  in  the 
most  trifling  circumstancea 

Sept.  29th. — I  find  difficulties  to  overcome  in  my  literary  pursuits,  I  had 
never  anticipated ;  and  it  is  only  by  the  most  indefatigable  labour  I  can 
succeed.  I  am  much  oppressed  by  the  labours  of  this  day.  I  need  Divine 
aid  in  this  as  well  as  in  spiritual  pursuits. 

Sept.  20th. — I  have  been  enabled  to  study  with  considerable  facility. 
Prayer  I  find  the  most  profitable  employment,  practice  the  best  instructor, 
and  thanksgiving  the  sweetest  recreation.  May  this  be  my  experience  every 
day  1 

October,  2nd. — I  am  another  week  nearer  my  eternal  destiny  !  Am  I  nearer 
heaven,  and  better  prepared  for  death  than  at  its  commencement  1  Do  I 
view  sin  with  greater  abhorence  1  Are  my  views  of  the  Deity  more  enlarged  1 
Is  it  my  meat  and  drink  to  do  his  holy  will  1  Oh,  my  God,  how  much  other- 
wise! 

From  the  3rd  to  the  9lh  Oct. — During  this  period  the  afflicting  hand  of  God 
has  been  upon  me ;  thank  God,  when  distressed  with  bodily  pain,  I  have  felt 
a  firm  assurance  of  Divine  favour,  so  that  all  tear  of  death  has  been  taken 
away.  My  soul  is  too  unholy  to  meet  a  holy  God,  and  mingle  with  the 
society  of  the  blest.  Oh,  God,  save  me  from  the  deceitfulness  of  my  own 
heart  ! 

Oct.  10th.  Sabbath. — I  am  rapidly  recovering  health  and  strength.  The 
Lord  is  my  refuge  and  comfort.  Surrounded  by  temptations,  the  applause 
of  men  is  often  too  fascinating,  and  my  treacherous  heart  dresses  things  in 
false  colours.  But,  bless  God,  in  his  goodness  and  mercy  he  recalls  my 
wandering  steps,  and  invites  me  to  dwell  in  safety  under  the  shadow  of  hia 
wing. 

Oct.  Hth. — No  graces  are  of  more  importance  than  patience  and  persever- 
ance. They  give  consistency  and  dignity  to  character.  We  may  possess  the 
most  sparkling  talents  and  the  most  interesting  qualities,  but  without  these 
graces,  the  former  lose  their  lustre,  and  the  latter  their  charms.  In  religion 
their  influence  is  more  important,  as  they  form  the  character,  by  enabling  us 
to  surmount  difficulties  and  remove  obstacles.  I  am  far  from  thinking  them 
constitutional  virtues,  with  a  little  additional  cultivation,  but  I  considei 
them  the  gift  of  heaven,  less  common  than  is  generally  imagined,  though 
sometimes  faintly  counterfeited.  They  differ  from  natural  or  moral  excel- 
lence in  this  being  the  proper  and  consistent  exercise  of  those  virtues. 

Oct.  12th. — It  is  two  weeks  to-day  since  I  first  wrote  home.  A  week  ago 
I  received  a  kind  letter  from  my  brother  George,  but  was  too  ill  with  fever 
to  read  it,  or  to  write  in  reply  until  to-day.  I  said  :  "  I  feel  truly  thankful 
to  you  for  the  tender  concern  and  warm  interest  which  you  express  in  youi 
letter.  Tell  my  dear  Mother  that  I  share  with  her  her  afflictions,  and  that 
I  am  daily  more  forcibly  convinced  that  every  earthly  comfort  and  advantage 
is  transient  and  unsatisfactory,  that  this  is  not  our  home,  but  that  our  high- 
est happiness  amidst  these  fluctuating  scenes,  is  to  insure  the  favour  and  pro- 
tection of  him  who  alone  can  raise  us  above  afflictions  and  calamities." 

November  20lh. — More  than  a  month  has  elapsed  since  I  recorded 
my  religious  feelings  and  enjoyments  on  paper.  During  this  period,  I  have 
sometimes  realized  all  the  pleasures  of  health  ;  at  other  times,  borne  down 
with  pain  and  sickness,  the  spirit  would  be  cast  down.  At  such  seasons  oi 
depression,  religion  would  come  in  as  my  only  comfort,  and  with  the 


38  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  II. 

Psalmist  I  would  exclaim,  "  Hope  thou  in  God,  for  I  shall  yet  praise  him 
who  is  the  light  of  my  countenance,  and  my  God."  Thus  I  find  from  blessed 
experience,  that  in  every  state  and  condition,  union  and  intercourse  with 
God  brings  true  peace,  joy,  trust,  and  praise.  If  there  be  any  honour,  here 
it  is.  If  there  be  any  wealth,  this  is  it.  "  I  would  rather  be  a  door-keeper 
in  the  house  of  my  God  than  dwell  in  the  tents  of  wickedness."  O  Lord,  give 
me  more  of  the  mind  of  Christ  I 

Nov.  25th. — In  entering  on  the  field  of  life,  I  find  my  mind  much  per- 
plexed with  the  variety  of  objects  presented  to  my  view.  The  comforts  and 
tranquility  of  domestic  happiness  attract  my  attention,  and  excite  warm  de- 
sires in  my  heart.  Am  I  not  to  taste  the  pleasures  which  two  hearts 
reciprocally  united  in  one,  mutually  communicate  ?  or  must  I  give  up  the 
home  of  domestic  enjoyment  to  the  calls  of  duty,  and  the  salvation  of  men  1 
Has  heaven  designed  that  I  should  spend  my  days  in  seeking  the  lost  sheep 
of  the  House  of  Israel  1  May  divine  wisdom  direct  me,  and  suffer  me  not 
to  follow  the  dictates  of  my  own  will  1 

Nov.  26th. — By  taking  a  retrospective  view  of  what  is  past,  we  learn  to 
ask  more  wisely  in  the  time  to  come.  The  cool  dictates  of  reason,  assisted  by 
that  inward  monitor,  conscience,  placed  within  the  breast  of  every  individual, 
strongly  condemns  every  deviation  from  propriety,  justice,  or  morality.  By 
mingling  with  society  we  learn  human  nature,  and  the  scenes  of  public  resort 
afford  us  a  field  for  useful  observation,  yet  retirement  is  the  place  to  acquire 
the  most  important  knowledge— tfw  knowledge  of  ourselves.  What  would  it 
avail  us  to  dive  into  the  mysteries  of  science,  or  entertain  the  world  with  new 
discoveries,  to  acquaint  ourselves  with  the  principles  of  morality,  or  leara 
the  whole  catalogue  of  Christian  doctrines,  if  we  are  unacquainted  with  our 
own  hearts,  and  strangers  to  the  business  of  self-government  ? 

February  12lh,  1825. — During  the  long  period  since  I  last  penned  my 
religious  meditations,  my  feelings,  hopes,  and  prospects  have  been  extremely 
varied.  While  I  was  promising  myself  health  and  many  temporal  pleasures, 
God  saw  fit  to  show  me  the  uncertainty  of  earthly  things,  and  the  necessity 
and  wisdom  of  submission  to  his  will,  by  the  rod  of  affliction.  During  my 
sickness  I  have  derived  much  pleasure  and  profit  from  the  visits  of  pious 
friends,  so  that  I  have  felt  it  is  good  to  be  afflicted,* 

Feb.  13th. — I  am  resolved,  by  God's  assisting  grace,  to  keep  the  following 
resolutions  : — (1)  Endeavour  to  fix  my  first  waking  thoughts  on  God ; 
(2)  By  rising  early  to  attend  to  my  devotions,  and  reading  the  Scriptures  ; 
(3)By  praying  oftenereach  day,  and  maintaining  a  more  devotional  frame  of 
mind  ;  (4)  By  being  more  circumspect  in  my  conduct  and  conversation  ; 
(5)  By  improving  my  time  more  diligently  in  reading  useful  books,  and 
study  ;  (6)  By  watching  over  my  thoughts,  and  keeping  my  desires  within 
proper  bounds  ;  (7)  By  examining  myself  more  closely  by  the  scripture 
rule;  (8)  By  leaving  myself  and  all  that  concerns  me  to  God's  disposal ; 
(9)  By  reviewing  every  evening  the  actions  of  the  day,  and  especially' 
every  Sabbath,  examining  wherein  I  have  come  short,  or  have  kept  God  s 
precepts. 

Feb.  16th. — I  have  lately  been  closely  employed  in  reading  Bishop 
Burnet's  History  of  the  Reformation.  How  sad  to  reflect  on  the  crueltiufl 
that  were  then  practised  against  the  professors  of  true  religion  !  What  a 
reason  for  thankfulness  that  the  sway  of  papal  authority  can  no  longer  inflict 
papal  obligations  on  the  consciences  of  men  !  But  after  careful  research  into 
this  highly  authentic  history,  I  find  but  few  vestiges  of  that  apostolic  purity 
which  churchmen  so  boastfully  attribute  to  that  memorable  period  of  Chris- 

*  In  a  previous  and  subsequent  chapter  Dr.  Ryerson  refers  more  particularly  tc 
this  illness  (pp.  28,  39,  and  elsewhere).  It  was  a  turning  point  in  his  life,  and 
decided  him  to  enter  the  ministry  on  his  twenty -second  birthday. — J.  G.  H. 


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tian  history.  Great  allowance,  is,  However,  to  be  made  when  we  consider 
that  they  were  just  emerging  out  of  the  superstitions  of  popery.  That 
doctrines,  discipline,  and  ceremonies,  cannot  be  established  without  the 
royal  assent,  even  when  they  are  approved  both  by  ecclesiastical  and  legis- 
lative authority,  is  a  practice  so  different  from  anything  that  the  Primitive 
Church  authorizes,  it  seems  to  me  to  originate  from  quite  a  different  source  ; 
that  a  whole  nation  should  be  bound  in  their  religious  opinions  by  a  single 
individual,  savours  so  much  of  popery,  I  think  it  may  properly  be  called  its 
offspring.  Preventions  to  regal  supremacy  in  church  affairs  were  never  made 
till  a  late  period,  although  this  interference  of  papal  authority  in  matters 
entirely  spiritual,  does  not  annul  any  ecclesiastical  power,  or  prove  its 
doctrines  to  be  corrupt,  or  its  ordinations  illegal.  It  may  be  justly  ranked 
among  the  invasions  of  modern  corruption. 

Feb.  nth. — Since  I  drew  up,  four  days  since,  several  resolutions  for 
amendment,  I  bless  God  I  have  reason  to  believe  I  have  made  some  im- 
provement. I  have  applied  myself  more  closely  to  study,  prayed  oftener, 
and  governed  my  thoughts  with  more  rigour. 

Feb.  2*7th. — I  am  now  emerging  into  life,  surrounded  by  blessings  and 
opportunities  for  usefulness  and  improvement ;  but,  alas  !  where  is  my 
gratitude,  my  love  to  God,  my  zeal  for  his  cause,  and  for  the  salvation  of 
those  who  are  ignorant  of  the  great  truths  of  the  Gospel  ?  If,  0  God,  thou 
hast  designed  this  awfully  important  work  for  me,  qualify  me  for  it ;  increase 
and  enlarge  my  desires  for  the  salvation  of  immortal  souls  ! 

March  15th. — This  day  1  Lave  recommenced  my  studies  with  Mr.  John 
Law,  at  Hamilton.  How  necessary  that  I  should  be  very  careful  in  my  con- 
duct for  the  credit  of  religion  and  Methodism  ! 

March  24th. — I  have  this  day  finished  twenty-two  years  of  my  life.  I 
have  decided  this  day  to  travel  in  the  Methodist  Connexion  and  preach 
Jesus  to  the  lost  sons  of  men.  Oh,  the  awful  importance  of  this  work  ! 
How  utterly  unfit  I  am  for  the  undertaking  !  How  little  wisdom,  experi-  - 
ence,  and,  above  all,  grace  do  I  possess  for  the  labours  of  the  ministry  ! 
Blessed  Jesus,  fountain  of  wisdom,  God  of  power,  I  give  myself  to  thee,  and 
to  the  Church,  to  do  with  me  according  to  thy  will  Instruct  and  sanctify 
me,  that  whether  I  live,  it  may  be  to  the  Lord,  and  when  I  die  it  may  be  to 
the  Lord  ! 

April  3rd. — Easter  Sunday. — I  this  day  commenced  my  ministerial  labours. 
Bless  the  Lord,  he  has  given  me  a  heart  to  feel.  He  hears  my  prayer.  Oh, 
my  soul,  hang  all  thy  hopes  upon  the  Lord  !  Forbid  I  should  seek  the  praise 
of  men,  but  may  I  seek  their  good  and  God's  glory. 

In  the  morning  I  endeavoured  to  speak  from  Ps.  cxxvi.  5,  and  in  the  even- 
ing from  Acts  ii,  24 — a  subject  suitable  for  the  day  ;  bless  the  Lord,  I  felt 
something  of  the  power  of  my  Saviour's  resurrection  resting  on  my  soul. 

April  8th. — The  Lord  being  my  helper,  my  little  knowledge  and  feeble 
talents  shall  be  unreservedly  devoted  to  his  service.  I  do  not  yet  regret 
giving  up  my  worldly  pursuits  for  the  welfare  of  souls.  I  want  Christ  to  be 
all  in  all. 

April  10th. — Sabbath. — I  endeavoured  this  morning  to  show  the  abundant 
provisions,  the  efficacy,  and  the  triumphs  of  the  Gospel  from  Isaiah  xxv.  6,  7, 
8,  and  in  the  afternoon  I  described  the  righteous  man  and  his  end  from 
Prov.  xiv.  32.  I  felt  much  of  the  presence  of  the  Lord,  and  I  do  bless  the 
Lord  he  has  converted  one  soul  in  this  place  to-day.  I  feel  encouraged  to  go 
on. 

April  13th. — I  have  been  depressed  in  spirit  on  account  of  having  no 
abode  for  domestic  retirement,  and  becoming  exposed  to  all  the  besetinents 
of  public  life. 

April  15th. — So  bowed  down  with  temptation  to-day,  I  almost  resolved  to 


40  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  II, 

return  to  my  native  place.    But,  in  God's  strength,  I  will  try  to  do  my  best 
during  the  time  I  have  engaged  to  supply  my  brother  William's  place. 

April  16th. — In  reading  Rollin's  account  of  the  conquest  of  Babylon,  I 
conceive  more  exalted  ideas  of  the  truth  of  the  Word  of  God,  whose  predic- 
tions were  so  exactly  fulfilled  in  the  destruction  of  that  city. 

April  nth. — Sabbath. — My  labours  this  day  have  been  excessive,  having 
delivered  three  discourses.  In  the  morning  my  mind  was  dull  and  heavy,  in 
the  afternoon  warm  and  pathetic,  in  the  evening  clear  and  fertile.  I  feel 
encouraged  to  continue  on. 

April  23rd. — I  feel  nothing  but  condemnation  in  reviewing  the  actions  of 
the  past  week.  Would  it  not  be  better  for  me  to  return  home  until  I  gain 
better  government  over  myself.  Oh,  Lord,  I  throw  myself  upon  thy  mercy! 
"Take  not  thy  Holy  Spirit  from  me!  Restore  unto  me  the  joy  of  thy 
salvation !  " 

April  25th  and  26th. — And  thus  I  go  on,  depressed  and  refreshed  ;  almost 
discouraged  because  of  the  way,  and  then  cheered  by  the  kind  and  fatherly 
conversation  of  Rev.  Thomas  Madden. 

April  29th. — In  travelling  to-day  a  tree  fell  across  the  road  four  or  five 
rods  before  me,  and  another  not  far  behind,  but  I  escaped  unhurt.  My  heart 
glowed  with  gratitude  ;  I  felt  that  the  Lord  was  indeed  my  protector.  But 
whilst  so  narrowly  escaping  myself,  two  persons,  a  woman  and  her  son,  who 
were  travelling  a  short  distance  behind  me,  were  suddenly  killed  by  the  fall- 
ing of  a  tree,  and  thus  in  an  instant  hurried  into  eternity. 

May  4th. — I  watched  to-day  a  barge  concourse  of  people  assembled  to 
witness  horse-racing.  I  stood  at  a  distance  that  I  might  observe  an  illustra- 
tion of  human  nature.  Curiosity  and  excitement  were  depicted  in  every 
countenance.  What  is  to  become  of  this  thoughtless  multitude  ?  Is  there  no 
mercy  for  them  1  Surely  there  is.  Why  will  they  not  be  saved  ?  Because 
they  will  not  come  to  Him. 

May  5th. — During  the  day  I  preached  once,  to  a  listening  but  wicked 
assembly.  In  the  afternoon  I  heard  my  brother  William.  I  was  affected 
by  the  force  of  his  reasoning,  and  the  power  of  his  eloquence.  I  hope  the 
Lord  will  help  me  to  imitate  his  piety  and  zvial. 

May  7th. — A  camp-meeting  was  commenced  this  afternoon  on  Yonge 
Street,  near  the  town  of  York.  Rev.  Thomas  Madden  preached  from,  "  Lord 
help  me!"  Every  countenance  indicated  interest,  and  every  heart  appeared 
willing  to  receive  the  word.  In  the  evening  a  pious,  aged  man  spoke  (Mr. 
D.  Y.)  His  discourse  was  full  of  God.  Several  were  converted  and  made 
very  happy. 

May  Sth. — The  people  rose  at  5  a.m.  After  prayers  and  breakfast,  there 
was  a  prayer  meeting,  during  which  God  was  especially  present.  At  8  a.m. 
I  preached  from  Hosea  xiii.  3.  This  was  followed  by  two  exhortations;  then 
Rev.  Rowley  Heyland  preached  from,  "  Buy  the  truth,  and  sell  it  not." 
About  two  o'clock  the  people  were  again  assembled  to  hear  the  Rev.  James 
Richardson  (formerly  a  lieutenant  in  the  British  Navy)  from  the  words,  "  Be 
ye  reconciled  to  God."  His  style  was  plain  but  unadorned,  his  reasoning 
clear,  and  his  arguments  forcible.  The  sendees  concluded  with  the  celebra- 
tion of  the  Lord's  Supper.  About  three  hundred  communicated,  sixty-two 
professed  to  have  obtained  the  pardon  of  their  sins,  and  forty-two  gave  their 
names  as  desirous  of  becoming  members  of  the  Methodist  Society.  After 
this,  a  concluding  address  was  delivered  by  the  Rev.  Win.  Ryerson,  in  which 
he  gave  particular  directions  to  the  Methodists  as  subjects  under  the  civil  con- 
stitution, as  members  of  the  Church  of  Christ,  as  parents,  as  children,  as 
individuals.  He  animadverted  on  the  groundless  and  disingenuous  asper- 
sions that  had  been  thrown  out  through  the  press  against  Methodism,  on 
account  of  the  suspected  loyalty  of  its  constitutional  principles.  He  warmly 


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insisted  on  a  vigorous  observance,  support,  and  respect  for  the  Civil  Govern- 
ment, both  from  the  beneficence  of  its  laws  and  the  equity  of  its  administra- 
tion, as  well  as  from  the  authority  of  God.  The  concluding  ceremony  was 
the  most  affecting  I  ever  witnessed,  especially  in  the  affection  which  the 
people  showed  for  their  ministers. 

May  12th. — I  have  this  day  ridden  nearly  thirty  miles,  preached  three 
times,  and  met  two  classes.  I  felt  very  much  fatigued,  yet  the  Lord  has 
given  me  "  strength  equal  to  my  day." 

May  19th. — I  have  been  much  blessed  in  the  society  of  pious  friends.  A 
part  of  the  week  I  felt  very  sick,  but  was  greatly  comforted  by  the  conversa- 
tion and  affectionate  treatment  of  my  kindest  friend,  Mrs.  Smith.  Since  I 
commenced  labouring  for  my  Master  I  have  found  fathers  and  mothers, 
brothers  and  sisters,  all  ready  to  supply  my  every  want. 

May  24th. — A  Camp-meeting  commenced  at  Mount  Pleasant.  The 
presence  of  both  Mississauga  and  Mohawk  Indians  added  greatly  to  the 
interest  of  the  meeting.  Peter  Jones  addressed  his  people  in  their  own 
tongue;  although  I  did  not  understand,  I  was  much  affected  by  his  fervency 
and  pathos.  He  spoke  in  English,  in  a  manner  that  astonished  all  present. 

Another  Indian  Chief  addressed  his  brethren  in  the  Mohawk  tongue.  I 
could  not  understand  a  word  of  it,  but  was  carried  away  with  his  pathos  and 
energy.  These  Indians  thanked  the  white  people  for  sending  them  the 
Gospel.  He  said  that  upwards  of  sixty  Indians  had  been  converted,  and 
could  testify  that  God  had  power  to  forgive  sin.  He,  i.  e.,  a  young  Chippewa 
said  that  the  most  earnest  desire  and  prayer  of  the  Christian  Indians  was 
that  God  would  drive  the  horrid  whiskey  from  their  nation.  It  was  truly 
affecting  to  see  this  young  man  arise  and  testily  in  the  presence  of  God  and 
this  large  assembly,  that  "  he  had  the  witness  in  his  own  soul,  that  God  for 
Christ's  sake  had  forgiven  all  his  sins."  The  congregation  was  much  moved, 
and  prayers  and  praises  were  heard  in  every  part  of  the  assembly.  At  the 
close  of  the  exercises,  on  the  following  day,  the  Mohawk  Chief  said,  "  They 
considered  that  they  belonged  to  the  Methodist  Church,  as  they  had  done 
all  for  them." 

May  29th. — For  many  days  I  have  been  cast  down  by  a  weight  of  care. 
My  Father  is  exceedingly  anxious  that  I  should  return  home,  and  remain  with 
him  during  his  lifetime.  A  position  in  the  Church  of  England  has  pre- 
sented itself,  and  other  advantageous  attractions  with  regard  to  this  world, 
offer  themselves.*  It  makes  my  heart  bleed  to  see  the  anxiety  of  my  parents. 
But  is  it  duty?  If  they  were  in  want  I  would  return  to  them  without  hesita- 
tion, but  when  I  consider  they  have  everything  necessary,  can  it  be  my  duty 
to  gratify  them  at  the  expense  of  the  cause  of  God  1  Surely  if  a  man  may 
leave  father  and  mother  to  join  himself  to  a  wife,  how  much  more  reasonable 
to  leave  all  to  join  himself  to  the  Christion  ministry.  My  parents  are  dear 
to  me,  but  my  duty  to  God  is  dearer  still.  One  thing  do  I  desire,  that  I 
may  live  in  the  House  of  the  Lord  for  ever  ! 

And  shall  I  leave  a  Church  through  whose  faithful  instructions  I  have 
been  brought  to  know  God,  for  any  advantages  that  the  entrance  to  another 
might  afford  me?  No,  far  be  it  from  me  ;  as  I  received  the  Lord  Jesus,  so  I 
will  walk  in  him.  Earthly  distinctions  will  be  but  short ;  but  the  favour  of 
God  will  last  forever.  Besides,  is  it  a  sacrifice  to  do  my  duty  ?  Is  it  not 
rather  a  cause  of  gratitude  that  I  know  my  duty,  and  am  allowed  to  perform 
it  ?  My  heart  is  united  with  the  Methodists,  my  soul  is  one  with  theirs  ;  my 
labours  are  acceptable,  and  they  are  anxious  that  I  should  continue  with 
them.  I  believe  in  their  Articles,  I  approve  of  their  Constitution,  and  I 
believe  them  to  be  of  the  Church  of  Christ. 

*  Dr.  Ryerson  refers  in  another  chapter  to  the  overtures  which  were  made  to 
him  at  this  time  to  enter  the  ministry  of  the  Church  of  England. — J.  G.  H. 


42  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  II. 

Saltfteet,  May  30th. — [Amongst  Dr.  Ryerson's  papers  I  find 
the  two  following  letters.  The  first  addressed  from  Saltfleet,  on 
this  day,  to  his  brother  George ;  the  second  to  his  Mother  on  the 
following  day. — J.  G.  H.] 

[To  his  brother,  Rev.  George  Ryerson,  he  said  :  I  suppose 
your  first  inquiry  is  to  know  my  spiritual  condition  and 
prospects.  As  to  my  religious  enjoyments,  I  think  that  I  have 
reason  to  believe  I  am  daily  blessed  with  the  divine  presence  to 
enlighten,  to  instruct,  and  to  assist  me  in  my  researches  and 
meditations,  and  in  the  other  arduous  duties  I  have  to  discharge. 
Never  did  I  so  sensibly  feel  tha  importance  of  the  work  in 
which  I  am  now  engaged,  as  I  have  these  few  days  past.  I  feel 
that  I  am  altogether  inadequate  to  it ;  but  God  has  in  a  very 
special  manner,  at  different  times,  been  my  wisdom  and  strength. 
I  do  not  feel  sorry  that  I  have  commenced  travelling  as  a 
preacher.  I  think  I  feel  more  deeply  the  worth  of  souls  at 
heart.  I  feel  willing  to  spend  my  all,  and  be  spent  in  the  cause 
of  God,  if  I  may  become  the  unworthy  instrument  in  doing 
some  good  to  the  souls  of  men.  The  greatest  assistance  I 
receive  in  my  public  labours,  is  that  which  results  from  a  firm 
dependence  on  God  for  light,  life,  and  power.  When  I  forget 
this  I  am  visited  with  that  barrenness  of  mind,  and  hardness 
Df  heart  which  are  always  the  companions  of  those  who  live  at 
a  distance  from  God.  In  discharging  every  public  duty,  my 
prayer  to  God  is,  to  renew  my  commission  afresh,  and  give  me 
wisdom  and  energy,  and  I  do  not  find  him  slack  concerning  his 
promise.  I  am  striving  to  pursue  my  studies  with  unabating 
ardour.  My  general  practice  is  to  retire  at  ten  o'clock,  or 
before,  and  rise  at  five.  When  I  am  travelling,  I  strive  to  con- 
verse no  more  than  is  necessary  and  useful,  endeavouring  at  all 
times  to  keep  in  mind  the  remark  of  Dr.  Clarke,  that  a  preacher's 
whole  business  is  to  save  souls,  and  that  that  preacher  is  the 
most  useful  who  is  the  most  in  his  closet.  On  my  leisure  days 
I  read  from  ten  to  twenty  verses  of  Greek  a  day,  besides  read- 
ing history,  the  Scriptures,  and  the  best  works  on  practical 
divinity,  among  which  Chalmers'  has  decidedly  the  preference 
in  my  mind,  both  for  piety  and  depth  of  thought.  These  two 
last  studies  employ  the  greatest  part  of  my  time.  My  preaching 
is  altogether  original.  I  endeavour  to  collect  as  many  ideas 
from  every  source  as  I  can ;  but  I  do  not  copy  the  expression  of 
any  one.  For  I  do  detest  seeing  blooming  flowers  in  dead  men's 
hands.  I  think  it  my  duty,  and  I  try  to  get  a  general  know- 
ledge, and  view  of  any  subject  that  I  discuss  before-hand ;  but 
not  unfrequently  I  have  tried  to  preach  with  only  a  few  minutes 
previous  reflection.  Remember  me  to  my  dear  Mother,  and  give 
her  this  letter  to  read,  and  tell  her  that  I  will  write  soon.] 


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Saltfleet,  May   31s£. — [To  his  Mother  he   writes :  My  dear 
Mother,  I  am  thankful  to  say  that  I  am  well,  and  am  trying  in 
a  weak  way  to  serve  the  Lord,  and  persuading  as  many  others 
to  do  so  as  I  can.     I  feel  that  I  am  almost  destitute  of  every 
necessary  qualification  for  so  important  a  work.     The  Lord  has 
blessed  me  in  a  very  special  manner  at  many  different  times. 
Our  prospects  are  very  favourable  in  some  places.     Our  congre- 
gations are  generally  large,  and  still  increasing.  We  have  twenty- 
four  appointments  in  four  weeks.     I  have  formed  some  very 
useful  and  pious  acquaintances  since  I  left  home.     The  Lord 
seems  to  be  with  me,  and  renders  my  feeble  efforts  acceptable  in 
general.     My  acquaintance  seems  to  be  sought  by  all  classes,  and 
I  try  to  improve  such  advantages  in  spreading,  by  my  example 
and  conversation,  the  blessed  religion  of  Christ  among  all  ranks. 
I  have  many  temptations  to  contend  with,  and  many  trials  to 
weigh  me  down  at  times.     Some  of  these  arise  from  a  sense  of 
the  injustice  which  I  have  done  to   important  subjects,  on 
account  of  my  ignorance,  which  drives  me  to  a  throne  of  grace, 
and  a  closer  application  to  my  studies.     My  situation  is  truly 
a  state  of  trial,  and  none  but  God  could  support  and  direct  me. 
And  I  do  feel  the  comforting  and  refreshing  influence  of  his 
divine  power  at  times  very  sensibly.     I  am  determined,  by  his 
assistance,  never  to  rest  contented  until  he  not  only  becomes  my 
wisdom,  but  my  sanctification,  and  my  full  redemption.     And 
blessed  be  the  Lord,  my  dear  Mother,  I  do  feel  a  hope,  and  a 
confidence  that  the  same  divine  power  and  goodness  which 
supports  and  comforts  you  in  your  ill  state  of   health,  and 
which  gives  you  victory  'over  your  trials,  and  consolation  in 
your  distress,  will  conduct  me,  too,  through  this  stormy  maze, 
and  we  shall  yet  have  the  blessedness  of  meeting  at  our  Father's 
table  in  Heaven.     And  God  being  my  helper,  my  dear  Mother, 
when  you  have  gone  home  to  rest  with  God,  I  am  determined 
to  pursue  the  same  path,  which  you  have  strewn  with  prayers, 
with  tears,  and  living  faith,  until  I  reach  the  same  blessed  port. 
I  hope  that  you  will  pray  that  the  Lord  would  help  and  save  me 
forever  !     If  I   had  no  other  inducement   to  serve   God,  and 
walk  in  the  path  of  religion,  but  your  comfort,  I  would  try  and 
devote  my  life  to  it  while  I  live ;  but  when  Heaven's  trans- 
c'endant  glory  beams  forth  in  prospective  view,  my  soul  burns  to 
possess  the  kingdom,  and  my  heart  is  enlarged  for  the  salvation 
of  others.     I  wish  you  would  get  George  to  write  immediately, 
and  let  me  know  the  state  of  your  mind,  and  your  opinion 
about  my  returning  home,  also  his  own  opinion  011  that  subject. 
— J.  G.  H.] 

July  2nd. — This  week  has  been  a  season  of  trial.    I  have  left  my  Father's 
house  once  more,  and  arrived  on  my  Circuit. 


44  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  II. 

July  3rd— Sabbath. — I  have  preached  twice  to-day  in  Niagara  for  the  first 
time ;  felt  very  embarrassed,  but  my  trust  was  in  God,  and  my  prayer  to  Him 
for  assistance. 

July  4th. — This  evening  I  have  been  distressed  in  mind  on  account  of 
leaving  my  parents.  My  heart  melts  within  me  when  I  think  of  my  Father's 
faltering  voice,  when  lying  on  his  bed  he  said,  "  Good-bye,  Egerton,"  and 
reached  forth  his  trembling  hand,  saying  by  his  countenance  that  he  never 
expected  to  see  his  son  a  resident  in  his  house  again.  He  laid  himself  back 
in  his  bed  in  apparent  despair,  no  more  to  enjoy  the  society  of  the  child  he 
loved.  Oh,  my  God  !  is  it  not  too  much  for  humanity  ?  Nature  sinks  be- 
neath the  weight  It  is  only  God  that  can  sustain.  May  I  endure  manfully 
to  the  end  i 

July  6th  and  7th. — I  have  been  much  interested  in  reading  Dr.  Coke's  dis- 
courses, also  Wesley's  sermons  on  "  The  Kingdom  of  God." 

July  9th. — I  have  crossed  the  river  to  the  United  States  to-day  for  the 
first  time.  The  manners  of  the  people  are  not  pleasant  to  me. 

July  Wth — Sabbath. — The  Lord  has  greatly  blessed  me  this  day.  I  have 
preached  three  times.  My  heart  overflowed  with  love  for  immortal  souls. 
Many  wept,  and  God's  people  seemed  stirred  up  to  engage  afresh  in  His  ser- 
vice. In  the  evening,  I  preached  to  very  a  wicked  congregation,  from  Matt. 
xvi.  24.  My  mind  was  clear,  particularly  in  argument,  but  they  seemed  to 
be  unaffected. 

July  14th. — I  have  been  afflicted  with  illness,  but  the  Lord  has  comforted 
me.  Again  had  to  mourn  over  light  conversation,  still  I  think  I  have  gained 
some  victory.  I  am  determined  to  watch  and  pray  until  I  obtain  a  triumph 
over  this  trying  besetment. 

July  17th. — I  felt  so  ill  this  morning  that  I  could  not  attend  my  appoint- 
ment, but  recovered  so  as  to  preach  feebly  in  the  afternoon.  The  Word 
seemed  to  rest  with  power  on  the  people. 

July  21st. — For  several  days  I  have  been  much  interested  in  reading 
Fletcher's  "  Portrait  oi  St.  PauL"  When  I  compare  my  actions  and  feelings 
with  the  standard  there  laid  down,  I  blush  on  account  of  my  ignorance  in 
the  duties  and  labours  connected  with  my  calling.  Did  the  ministers  of 
the  Gospel  obtain  and  possess  a  deeper  communion  with  God  ?  Did  they 
cultivate  primitive  piety  in  their  lives,  and  Gospel  simplicity  in  their 
preaching,  surely  the  power  of  darkness  could  not  stand  before  them  ! 
How  many  learned  discourses  are  entirely  lost  in  the  wisdom  of  words, 
whereas  plain  and  simple  sermons,  delivered  with  power  and  demonstration 
of  the  Spirit,  have  been  attended  with  astonishing  success. 

July  27th. — I  have  been  considerably  agitated  in  my  mind  for  the  last  two 
days,  having  lost  my  horse.  The  fatigue  in  searching  for  her  has  been  con- 
siderable. Thank  God  she  is  found  ! 

July  81«< — Sabbath. — Greatly  blessed  in  attending  a  Quarterly  meeting  in 
Hamilton  ;  also  in  hearing  an  interesting  account  of  the  Indians  receiving 
their  presents  at  York.  Peter  Jones  had  written  to  Col.  Givens  to  enquire 
just  what  time  they  must  be  there,  stating  that  as  many  of  them  had  become 
Christianized  and  industrious,  they  did  not  want  to  lose  time.  The  Colonel 
was  surprised  at  the  news,  and  replied,  giving  the  necessary  information.' 
Peter  Jones'  letter  was  shown  to  Rev.  Dr.  Strachan  and  His  Excellency  the 
Governor.  It  excited  great  curiosity.  When  the  Indians  arrived,  the 
Colonel  had,  as  usual,  brought  liquor  to  treat  them,  but  as  Peter  Jones  in- 
formed him  the  Christian  Indians  would  not  drink,  he  very  wisely  said 
"the  others  should  not  have  it  either,"  and  sent  it  back.  How  the 
Lord  honours  those  who  honour  Him.  Rev.  Dr.  Strachan  and  several 
ladies  and  gentlemen  assembled  to  see  the  distribution  of  presents.  The 
Christian  Indians  were  requested  to  separate  from  the  others,  that  they 


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might  read  and  sing.  The  company  was  much  pleased,  and  Dr.  Stiachan 
prayed  with  them.  On  the  following  Sabbath,  the  Dr.  visited  the  Credit 
settlement,  and  attended  one  of  the  meetings  which  was  addressed  by  Peter 
Jones.  Dr.  Strachan  proposed  their  coming  under  the  superintendence  of 
the  Church  of  England  ;  but  after  holding  a  council,  they  declined,  deciding 
to  remain  under  the  direction  of  the  Methodists.  May  the  Lord  greatly 
prosper  his  work  amongst  them,  preserve  them  from  every  delusive  snare, 
and  may  their  happy  souls  be  kept  blameless  unto  the  day  of  Jesus  Christ ! 

August  1st. — This  day  I  have  been  admitted  into  the  Methodist  Con- 
nexion, licensed  a  Local  Preacher,  and  recommended  to  the  Annual  Con- 
ference to  be  received  on  trial.  How  awful  the  responsibility  !  How  dread- 
ful my  condition,  if  I  violate  my  charge  or  deal  deceitfully  with  souls  !  Oh, 
God  assist  me  to  declare  Thy  whole  counsel !  and  help  me  to  instruct  by 
example  as  well  as  precept.  How  swiftly  am  I  gliding  down  time's  rapid 
stream  !  I  am  daily  reminded  of  the  uncertainty  and  shortness  of  life.  I 
went  to-day  to  visit  a  friend,  and  (as  usual)  smilingly  came  to  the  door, 
when  behold  !  all  was  mourning  and  sorrow  !  An  infant  son  had  just  taken 
its  everlasting  flight  to  the  arms  of  Jesus.  He  was  a  fine  boy,  active  and 
promising,  but  he  had  suddenly  gone  to  return  no  more  !  The  father's 
philosophy  forsakes  him  now ;  parental  feeling  has  uncontrolled  sway  I 
recommended  religion  as  the  only  sufficient  support  and  comfort.  I  touched 
on  the  mysterious  government  of  God  ;  that  truly  "  Clouds  and  darkness  are 
roundabout  him."  yet  "  righteousness  and  judgment  are  the  habitation  of 
his  throne."  I  pointed  out  the  happiness  of  the  beloved  babe,  which  should 
lead  us  to  devote  our  all  to  His  service,  that  we  might  eventually  share  in  the 
unspeakable  blessedness  to  which  the  lovely  infant  is  now  raised. 

Aug.  Wth. — My  soul  rejoices  at  the  news  I  have  heard  from  home,  that 
my  eldest  brother  (George)  has  resolved  to  join  the  Methodists,  and  become 
a  missionary  among  the  Indians.  How  encouraging  and  comforting  the 
thought  that  four  of  us  are  now  united  in  the  same  Church,  and  pursue  the 
same  glorious  calling.  My  Father  has  become  reconciled,  and  my  Mother  is 
willing  to  part  with  her  sons  for  the  sake  of  the  Church  of  Christ. 

Aug.  14th — Sabbath. — Never  did  I  feel  my  pride  more  mortified  in  the  dis- 
charge of  public  duty.  I  was  desirous  of  delivering  a  discourse,  in  Niagara, 
which  would  meet  the  approbation  of  all,  after  carefully  adjusting  the  sub- 
ject, by  the  assistance  of  a  variety  of  authors  ;  but  through  fatigue  (having 
rode  twelve  miles),  and  embarrassment,  I  was  scarcely  able  to  finish.  My 
heart  felt  hard  and  my  mind  barren,  conscience  reproached  me  that  I  had 
not  acted  with  a  single  eye  to  the  glory  of  God.  In  the  afternoon,  I  threw 
myself  on  the  mercy  of  God ;  my  tongue  was  loosened  and  my  heart 
warmed.  Surely,  "  They  that  trust  in  the  Lord  shall  not  be  confounded." 

Aug.  nth. — This  morning  a  lady  died  with  whom  I  had  considerable  con- 
versation on  the  subject  of  Methodism,  and  on  the  propriety  of  her  daughters 
joining  the  society  contrary  to  her  wish.  She  appeared  to  be  satisfied  with 
my  account  of  the  principles  and  nature  of  Methodism,  but  did  not  like  to 
acknowledge  the  propriety  of  her  daughters'  proceedings,  although  her  judg- 
ment seemed  convinced  as  I  adverted  to  the  principles  of  her  own  church. 
I  am  informed  that  yesterday  she  said,  "The  girls  are  right  and  I  am  wrong." 
How  comforting  this  must  be  to  her  daughters,  who  have  entirely  overcome 
her  opposition  by  their  kindness,  affection,  and'  gospel  simplicity. 
i  Aug.  22nd. — Yesterday  I  delivered  a  discourse  on  the  subject  of  Missions, 
for  the  purpose  of  forming  a  Missionary  Society  in  this  place. 

September  3rd,  1825. — I  took  tea  this  afternoon  at  Youngstown,  U.  S.,  for 
the  first  time. 

Sept.  6th.— Had  the  pleasure  of  meeting  my  brother  to  day,  whom  I  have 
not  seen  for  a  year.  How  comforting  to  meet  with  those  who  are  not  only 


46  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  II 

near  by  the  ties  of  nature,  but  much  more  by  the  changing  power  of  divine 
grace. 

Sept.  9th. — Have  been  greatly  benefitted  to-day  by  hearing  Bishop  Hed- 
ding  preach  from  Kev.  iii.  5. 

Sept.  16th. — I  bless  God  for  what  mine  eyes  hath  seen,  and  mine  ears  have 
heard  to-day,  being  the  first  anniversary  of  the  Canadian  Missionary  Society. 
The  Hon.  John  Willson,  M.P.P.,  was  requested  to  take  the  chair.  Several 
Indians,  who  had  been  brought  to  a  knowledge  of  the  truth,  through  the 
efforts  of  this  Society,  were  present  and  spoke.  How  delightful  to  see  the 
warlike  Mohawk,  and  the  degraded  Mississauga,  exchanging  the  heathen 
war- whoop  for  the  sublime  praise  of  the  God  of  love!  This  is  the  commence- 
ment of  greater  things  which  the  Lord  will  do  for  the  aboriginies  of  Canada. 

Sept.  23rd. — I  have  this  day  received  my  appointment  for  York  and  Yonge 
street  Never  did  I  feel  more  sensibly  the  necessity  of  Divine  help.  Help 
me,  O  God,  to  go  forth  in  Thy  strength,  and  contend  manfully  under  the 
banner  of  Christ  I  Amen. 


CHAPTER   IIL 

1825-1826. 

FIRST  YEAR  OP  MY  MINISTRY  AND  FIRST  CONTROVERSY. 

MY  first  appointment  after  my  admission  on  trial  was  to 
the  (what  was  then  called  the  York  and  Yonge  Street 
Circuit),  which  then  embraced  the  Town  of  York  (now  the 
City  of  Toronto)  Weston,  the  Townships  of  Vaughan,  Bang,  West 
Gwillirnbury,  North  Gwillimbury,  East  Gwillimbury,Whitchurch, 
Markham,  Pickering,  Scarboro',  and  York,  over  which  we 
travelled,  and  preached  from  twenty-five  to  thirty-five  sermons 
in  four  weeks,  preaching  generally  three  times  on  Sabbath  and 
attending  three  class  meetings,  besides  preaching  and  attending 
class  meetings  on  week  days.  The  roads  were  (if  in  any  place 
they  could  be  called  roads)  bad  beyond  description  ;  could  only 
be  travelled  on  horse-back,  and  on  foot ;  the  labours  hard,  and  the 
accommodations  of  the  most  primitive  kind ;  but  we  were 
received  as  angels  of  God  by  the  people,  our  ministrations  being 
almost  the  only  supply  of  religious  instruction  to  them ;  and 
nothing  they  valued  more  than  to  have  the  preacher  partake  of 
their  humble  and  best  hospitality. 

It  was  during  the  latter  part  of  this  the  first  year  of  my 
itinerant  ministry  (April  and  May,  1826)  that  I  was  drawn  and 
forced  into  the  controversy  on  the  Clergy  Reserves  and  equal 
civil  and  religious  rights  and  privileges  among  all  religious 
persuasions  in  Upper  Canada.*  There  had  been  some  contro- 
versy between  the  leaders  of  the  Churches  of  England  and 
Scotland  on  their  comparative  standing  as  established  churches 
in  Upper  Canada.  In  my  earliest  years,  I  had  read  and  studied 
Blackstone's  Commentaries  on  the  laws  of  England,  especially 
the  rights  of  the  Crown,  and  Parliament  and  Subject,  Paley's 
Moral  and  Political  Philosophy;  and  when  I  read  and  observed 
the  character  of  the  policy,  and  state  of  things  in  Canada,  I  felt 
that  it  was  not  according  to  the  principles  of  British  liberty,  or 
of  the  British  Constitution ;  but  I  had  not  the  slightest  idea 
of  writing  anything  on  the  subject. 

At  this  juncture,  (April,  1826,)  a  publication  appeared,  entitled 
"  Sermon  Preached  and  Published  by  the  Venerable  Archdeacon 
of  York,  in  May,  1826,  on  the  Death  of  the  Late  Bishop  of 

*  A  fuller  reference  to  this  subject  will  be  found  in  Chapters  vi.  and  viii.  — H. 


48  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  Ill 

Quebec,"  containing  a  sketch  of  the  rise  and  progress  of  the 
Church  of  England  in  these  provinces,  and  an  appeal  on  behalf 
of  that  Church  to  the  British  Government  and  Parliament.  In 
stating  the  obstacles  which  impeded  the  progress  of  the  Church 
of  England  in  Upper  Canada,  the  memorable  Author  of  the  able 
discourse  attacked  the  character  of  the  religious  persuasions 
not  connected  with  the  Church  of  England,  especially  the 
Methodists,  whose  ministers  were  represented  as  American  in 
their  origin  and  feelings,  ignorant,  forsaking  their  proper  em- 
ployments to  preach  what  they  did  not  understand,  and  which, 
from  their  pride,  they  disdained  to  learn ;  and  were  spreading 
disaffection  to  the  civil  and  religious  institutions  of  Great 
Britain.  In  this  sermon,  not  only  was  the  status  of  the  Church 
of  England  claimed  as  the  Established  Church  of  the  Empire, 
and  exclusively  entitled  to  the  Clergy  Reserves,  or  one  seventh 
of  the  lands  of  Upper  Canada,  but  an  appeal  was  made  to  the 
Imperial  Government  and  Parliament  for  a  grant  of  £300,000 
per  annum,  to  enable  the  Church  of  England  in  Upper  Canada, 
to  maintain  the  loyalty  of  Upper  Canada  to  England.  And 
these  statements  and  appeals  were  made  ten  years  after  the 
close  of  the  war  of  1812-1815,  by  the  United  States  against 
Britain,  with  the  express  view  of  conquering  Canada  and  annex- 
ing it  to  the  United  States  ;  and  during  which  war  both  Metho- 
dist preachers  and  people  were  conspicuous  for  their  loyalty  and 
zeal  in  defence  of  the  country. 

The  Methodists  in  York  (now  Toronto)  at  that  time  (1826) 
numbered  about  fifty  persons,  young  and  old ;  the  two  preachers 
arranged  to  meet  once  in  four  weeks  on  their  return  from 
thsir  country  tours,  when  a  social  meeting  of  the  leading  mem- 
bers of  the  society  was  held  for  conversation,  consultation,  and 
prayer.  One  of  the  members  of  this  company  obtained  and 
brought  to  the  meeting  a  copy  of  the  Archdeacon's  sermon,  and 
read  the  parts  of  it  which  related  to  the  attacks  upon  the 
Methodists,  and  the  proposed  method  of  exterminating  them. 
The  reading  of  those  extracts  produced  a  thrilling  sensation  of 
indignation  and  alarm,  and  all  agreed  that  something  must  be 
written  and  done  to  defend  the  character  and  rights  of  Metho- 
dists and  others  assailed,  against  such  attacks  and  such  a  policy. 
The  voice  of  the  meeting  pointed  to  me  to  undertake  this  work. 
I  was  then  designated  as  "  The  Boy  Preacher,"  from  my  youth- 
ful appearance,  and  as  the  youngest  minister  in  the  Church.  I 
objected  on  account  of  my  youth  and  incompetence ;  but  my 
objections  were  overruled,  when  I  proposed  as  a  compromise, 
that  during  our  next  country  tour  the  Superintendent  of  the 
Circuit  (Rev.  James  Richardson),  and  myself  should  each  write 
on  the  subject,  and  from  what  we  should  both  write,  some- 


1825-26]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  49 

thing  might  be  compiled  to  meet  the  case.  This  was  agreed 
to,  and  at  our  next  social  monthly  meeting  in  the  town,  inquiry 
was  made  as  to  what  had  been  written  in  defence  of  the  Metho- 
dists and  others,  against  the  attacks  and  .policy  of  the  Archdeacon 
of  York.  It  was  found  that  the  Superintendent  of  the  Circuit 
had  written  nothing ;  and  on  my  being  questioned,  I  said  I  had 
endeavoured  to  obey  the  instructions  of  my  senior  brethren. 
It  was  then  insisted  that  I  must  read  what  I  had  written.  I 
at  length  yielded,  and  read  my  answer  to  the  attacks  made 
on  us.  The  reading  of  my  paper  was  attended  with  alternate 
laughter  and  tears  on  the  part  of  the  social  party,  all  of  whom 
insisted  that  it  should  be  printed,  I  objecting  that  I  had  never 
written  anything  for  the  press,  and  was  not  competent  to  such 
a  task,  and  advanced  to  throw  my  manuscript  into  the  fire, 
when  one  of  the  elder  members  caught  me  by  the  arms,  and 
another  wrenched  the  manuscript  out  of  my  hands,  saying  he 
would  take  it  to  the  printer.  Finding  my  efforts  vain  to  recover 
it,  I  said  if  it  were  restored  I  would  not  destroy  it  but  rewrite 
it  and  return  it  to  the  brethren  to  do  what  they  pleased  with 
it.  I  did  so.  Two  of  the  senior  brethren  took  the  manuscript 
to  the  printer,  and  its  publication  produced  a  sensation  scarcely 
less  violent  and  general  than  a  Fenian  invasion.  It  is  said  that 
before  every  house  in  Toronto  might  be  seen  groups  reading 
and  discussing  the  paper  on  the  evening  of  its  publication  in 
June ;  and  the  excitement  spread  throughout  the  country.  It 
was  the  first  defiant  defence  of  the  Methodists,  and  of  the  equal 
and  civil  rights  of  all  religious  persuasions  ;  the  first  protest  and 
argument  on  legal  and  British  constitutional  grounds,  against 
the  erection  of  a  dominant  church  establishment  supported  by 
the  state  in  Upper  Canada. 

It  was  the  Loyalists  of  America,  and  their  descendants,  in 
Upper  Canada  who  first  lifted  up  the  voice  of  remonstrance 
against  ecclesiastical  despotism  in  the  province,  and  unfurled 
the  flag  of  equal  religious  rights  and  liberty  for  all  religious 
persuasions. 

The  sermon  of  the  Archdeacon  of  York  was  the  third  formal 
attack  made  by  the  Church  of  England  clergy  upon  the  charac- 
ters of  their  unoffending  Methodist  brethren  and  those  of  other 
religious  persuasions ;  but  no  defence  of  the  assailed  parties 
had  as  yet  been  written.  In  a  subsquent  discussion  on  another 
topic,  referring  to  this  matter,  I  said : 

"Up  to  this  time  not  a  word  had  been  written  respecting  the  clergy  of  the 
Church  of  England,  or  the  Clergy  Reserve  question,  by  any  minister  or  mem- 
ber of  the  Methodist  Church.  At  that  time  the  Methodists  had  no  law  to 
secure  a  foot  of  land,  on  which  to  build  parsonages,  Chapels,  and  in  which 
to  bury  their  dead ;  their  ministers  were  not  allowed  to  solemnize  matri- 
4 


50  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  III. 

mony ;  and  some  of  them  had  been  the  objects  of  cruel  and  illegal  persecu- 
tion on  the  part  of  magistrates  and  others  in  authority.  And  now  they  were 
the  butt  of  unprovoked  and  unfounded  aspersions  from  two  heads  of  Episco- 
pal Clergy,  while  pursuing  the  '  noiseless  tenor  of  their  way,'  through  track- 
less forests  and  bridgeless  riyers  and  streams,  to  preach  among  the  scattered 
inhabitants  the  unsearchable  riches  of  Christ."* 

The  Review,  in  defence  of  the  Methodists  and  others  against  - 
such  gratuitous  and  unjust  imputations,  consisted  of  about  thirty 
octavo  pages,  appeared  over  the  signature  of  "A  Methodist 
Preacher ;"  it  was  commenced  near  Newmarket,  in  a  cottage 
owned  by  the  late  Mr.  Elias  Smith,  whose  wife  was  a  sister 
of  the  Lounts — a  woman  of  great  excellence.  It  was  written 
piecemeal  in  the  humble  residences  of  the  early  settlers,  in 
the  course  of  eight  days,  during  which  time  I  rode  on  horse- 
back nearly  a  hundred  miles  and  preached  seven  sermons.  On 
its  publication  I  pursued  my  country  tour  of  preaching,  &c., 
little  conscious  of  the  storm  that  was  brewing ;  but  on  my 
return  to  town,  at  the  end  of  two  weeks,  I  received  newspapers 
containing  four  replies  to  my  Review — three  of  them  written  by 
clergymen,  and  one  by  a  scholarly  layman  of  the  Church  of 
England.  In  those  replies  to  the  then  unknown  author  of  the 
Review,  I  was  assailed  by  all  sorts  of  contemptuous  and  crimin- 
ating epithets — all  denying  that  the  author  of  such  a  publication 
could  be  "  a  Methodist  Preacher," — but  was  "an  American," 
"a  rebel,"  "a  traitor," — and  that  the  Review  was  the  "  prodigious 
effort  of  a  party." 

My  agitation  was  extreme  ;  finding  myself,  against  my  own 
intention  and  will,  in  the  very  tempest  of  a  discussion  for  which 
I  felt  myself  poorly  prepared,  I  had  little  appetite  or  sleep. 
At  length  roused  to  a  sense  of  my  position,  I  felt  that  I  must 
either  flee  or  fight.  I  decided  upon  the  latter,  strengthened  by 
the  consciousness  that  my  principles  were  those  of  the  British 
Constitution  and  in  defence  of  British  rights.  I  devoted  a  day 
to  fasting  and  prayer,  and  then  went  at  my  adversaries  in  good 
earnest.  In  less  than  four  years  after  the  commencement  of  this 
controversy,  laws  were  passed  authorising  the  different  religious 
denominations  to  hold  land  for  churches,  parsonages,  and  bury- 
ing grounds,  and  their  Ministers  to  solemnize  matrimony;  while 
the  Legislative  Assembly  passed,  by  large  majorities,  resolutions, 
and  addresses  to  the  Crown  against  the  exclusive  pretensions  of 
the  Church  of  England  to  the  Clergy  Reserves  and  being  the  ' 
exclusive  established  Church  of  Upper  Canada,  though  the 
Clergy  Reserve  question  itself  continued  to  be  discussed,  and 
was  not  finally  settled  until  more  than  ten  years  afterwards. 

*  Letters  to  the  Hon.  W.  H.  Draper  on  "  The'Clergij  Reserve  Question;  as  a 
Hotter  of  History,  a  Question  of  Law,  and  a  Subject  of  Legislation."  Toronto,  1839, 
pp.  11,  12. 


1825-26]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  51 

Several  months  after  the  commencement  of  this  controversy, 
I  paid  my  first  annual  visit  to  my  parents,  and  for  the  first 
two  days  the  burden  of  my  Father's  conversation  was  this  con- 
troversy which  was  agitating  the  country.  At  length,  while 
walking  in  the  orchard,  my  Father  turned  short,  and  in  a 
stern  tone,  said,."  Egerton,  they  say  that  you  are  the  author  of 
these  papers  which  are  convulsing  the  whole  country.  I  want 
to  know  whether  you  are  or  not  ?"  I  was  compelled  to 
acknowledge  that  I  was  the  writer  of  these  papers,  when  my 
Father  lifted  up  his  hands,  in  an  agony  of  feeling,  and  exclaimed, 
"  My  God !  we  are  all  ruined  !" 

The  state  of  my  own  mind  and  the  character  of  my  labours 
during  this  first  year  of  my  ministry,  may  be  inferred  from 
the  following  brief  extracts  from  my  diary  : —  .  ' 

October  4th, — I  have  this  evening  arrived  on  my  Circuit  at  York.  I  feel 
the  change  to  be  awfully  important,  and  entirely  inadequate  to  give  proper 
instruction  to  so  intelligent  a  people.  The  Lord  give  me  his  assisting  grace. 
I  am  resolved  to  devote  my  time,  my  heart,  my  all,  to  God  withoiit  reserve. 
I  do  feel  determined,  by  God's  assistance,  to  rise  early,  spend  no  more 
time  than  is  absolutely  necessary,  pray  oftener,  and  more  fervently,  to  be 
modest  and  solemn  in  the  discharge  of  my  public  duties — to  improve  every 
leisure  moment  by  reading  or  meditation,  and  to  depend  upon  the  assistance 
of  Almighty  God  for  the  performance  of  every  duty.  Oh,  Lord,  assist  an 
ignorant  youth  to  declare  thy  great  salvation! 

Oct.  9th. — Commenced  my  labours  this  day.  In  the  morning,  the  Lord 
was  very  near  to  help  me,  giving  me  a  tongue  to  speak,  and  a  heart  to  feel. 
But  in  the  evening,  after  I  got  through  my  introduction,  recollection  failed 
and  my  mind  was  entirely  blank.  For  nearly  five  minutes  I  could  scarcely 
speak  a  word  ;  alter  this  my  thoughts  returned,  This  seemed  to  be  the  hand 
of  God,  to  show  me  my  entire  weakness. 

Oct.  16th — Sabbath. — Oh,  God,  water  the  efforts  of  this  day  with  thy  grace! 
If  I  am  the  means  of  persuading  only  one  soul  to  embrace  the  Lord  Jesus,  I 
shall  be  amply  rewarded.  "  Paul  planted,  Apollos  watered,  but  God  gave 
the  increase."  1  Cor.  iii.  6. 

Oct.  20th. — Once  more,  my  Saviour,  I  renew  my  covenant  and  give  myself 
away;  'tis  all  that  I  can  do. 

Oct.  27th. — For  several  days  past  the  Lord  has  been  very  gracious  to  my 
soul,  and  has  greatly  helped  me  in  declaring  His  glorious  counsels.  But  to- 
day, my  heart  felt  very  hard  while  preaching  to  a  company  of  graceless 
sinners.  It  was  in  a  tavern,  and  I  doubt  the  propriety  of  preaching  in  such 
places. 

Oct.  31st. — I  am  one  month  nearer  my  end;  am  I  so  much  nearer  God  and 
heaven  1  There  are  many  precious  hours  I  can  give  no  favourable  account 
of.  Had  I  been  more  faithful,  I  might  have  led  some  poor  wanderer  into 
the  way  of  truth.  Oh,  God,  enter  not  into  judgment  with  me!  Spare  the 
barren  fig-free  a  little  longer. 

November  4th — Friday  (Fast  Day.) — One  reason  why  my  labours  are  not 
more  blessed,  is  because  I  feel  and  know  so  little  of  spiritual  things  myself. 
There  is  too  much  of  eelf  about  me. 

"  When,  gracious  Lord,  when  shall  it  be, 
That  I  shall  find  my  all  in  Thee; 
The  fulness  of  Thy  promise  prove, 
The  seal  of  Thine  eternal  love. " 


52  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  III. 

Nov.  6th. — I  felt  greatly  blessed  while  addressing  a  large  Sabbath-school  of 
more  than  a  hundred  scholars. 

Nov.  7th. — [On  this  day,  the  following  letter  was  written 
from  York  by  Dr.  Ryerson  to  his  Father.  He  said :  On  leaving 
the  old  home  lately,  I  promised  to  write  to  you,  my  dear 
Father,  and  let  you  know  how  I  am  getting  on.'  I  arrived  here 
a  few  days  after  I  left  home.  I  have  received  a  letter  from 
brother  William,  who  told  me  that  his  prospects  are  encourag- 
ing. I  received  a  letter  also  from  brother  John.  He  reached 
Perth  about  a  fortnight  after  he  left  home,  and  was  cordially 
received  by  all  classes.  He  preached  the  Sabbath  after  he  got 
there  to  large  and  respectable  congregations.  He  was  very 
much  pleased  with  his  appointment,  and  his  prospects  are  very 
favourable.  On  the  first  evening  of  his  preaching,  one  professed 
to  experience  justification  by  faith,  and  several  were  deeply  con- 
victed. He  thinks,  from  several  circumstances,  that  his  appoint- 
ment is  of  God.  I  am  very  well  pleased  with  my  appointment. 
I  travel  with  a  person  who  is  deeply  pious,  a  true  and  disin- 
terested friend,  and  a  very  respectable  preacher.  I  travel  about 
two  hundred  miles  in  four  weeks,  and  preach  twenty-five  times, 
besides  funerals.  I  spend  two  Sabbaths  in  York,  and  two  in 
the  country.  Our  prospects  on  the  circuit  are  encouraging.  In 
York  we  have  most  nattering  prospects.  We  have  some  increase 
almost  every  week.  Our  morning  congregations  fill  the  chapel, 
which  was  never  the  case  before  ;  and  in  the  evening  the  chapel 
will  not  contain  but  little  more  than  three-quarters  of  the 
people.  Last  evening  several  members  of  Parliament  were 
present.  I  never  addressed  so  large  an  audience  before,  and  I 
never  was  so  assisted  from  heaven  in  preaching  as  at  this  place. 
I  have  spent  the  last  two  Sabbaths  in  York,  and  I  go  to-day 
into  the  country.  I  was  requested  yesterday  to  address  the 
Union  Sunday-school,  which  contains  about  150  or  200  children. 
It  was  a  public  examination  of  the  School.  I  never  heard 
children  recite  so  correctly,  and  so  perfectly  before,  as  they  did. 
There  was  quite  a  large  congregation  present,  as  it  was  designed 
to  make  a  contribution  for  the  support  of  the  School.  I  first 
addressed  a  short  discourse  to  the  children,  and  then  addressed 
the  assembly.  It  was  the  most  precious  season  that  I  ever  ex- 
perienced. It  is,  my  dear  Father,  the  most  delightful  employ- 
ment I  ever  engaged  in,  to  proclaim  the  name  of  Jesus  to  lost 
sinners.  I  feel  more  firmly  attached  to  the  cause  than  ever. 
The  Lord  has  comforted,  blessed,  and  prospered  me  beyond  my 
expectationa  I  am  resolved  to  devote  all  that  1  have  and  am, 
to  his  service.  Get  George  to  write  shortly  all  the  news  of  the 
day.  Remember  me  to  my  dear  Mother. — H.] 


25-26]  THE  STOEY  OF  MY  LIFE.  53 

[After  writing  to  his  Father,  he  wrote  on  the  same  day  to  his 
brother  George,  as  follows  : — 

I  have  just  heard  the  Governor's  Speech  to  the  two  Houses 
of  the  Legislature.  In  the  latter  part  of  his  address  he  hinted 
at  a  certain  communication,  which,  by  the  permission  of  His 
Majesty,  he  would  make  by  Message,  to  remove  apprehensions 
that  affected  the  civil  rights  of  a  very  considerable  part  of  the 
community.  As  to  my  religious  enjoyments,  I  think  that  Christ 
has  been  more  precious  to  me  than  ever.  When  I  came  into 
this  Circuit,  I  began  to  fast  and  pray  more  than  ever  I  had 
done  before,  and  the  Lord  has  greatly  blessed  me.  I  have 
scarcely  had  a  barren  time  in  preaching.  I  feel  more  strongly 
attached  to  the  cause  than  ever.  While  the  Lord  will  help,  I 
am  resolved  to  go  forward.  Rev.  James  Richardson  is  a  man 
of  good  sense,  and  deep  piety,  and  a  very  acceptable  and  useful 
preacher. — H.] 

Nov.  10th. — Travelled  twenty-two  miles  and  preached  twice.  My  views 
of  Scripture  of  late  have  been  obscure;  I  can  recall  the  truths  to  my  mind,  but 
they  don't  make  that  impression  they  have  hitherto  done.  Is  this  change  of 
feeling  inherent,  or  the  eifect  of  neglect  of  duty,  and  want  of  watchfulness  1 
1  will  examine  this  point  more  fully.  I  know  it  is  my  privilege  to  enjoy 
peace  with  God,  but  whether  it  be  my  privilege  at  all  times  to  possess  equal 
feeling,  I  am  not  certain. 

Nov.  23rd. — I  think  Mr.  Wesley's  advice  indispensably  necessary,  "  to 
rise  as  soon  as  we  wake."  I  am  resolved  to  be  more  punctual  in  rising  for 
the  time  to  come. 

Nov.  29th. — How  painful  does  my  experience  prove  the  truth  of  the 
Apostle,  that  "when  I  would  do  good  evil  is  present  with  me."  I  have 
thought  sometimes  it  would  be  impossible  to  forget  God,  or  to  be  lukewarm 
in  His  cause  ;  but  alas  !  I  am  prone  to  evil  continually. 

December  14£/i. — The  Lord  has  greatly  delivered  my  soul  from  the  burden 
of  guilt  and  fear  with  which  I  have  been  so  painfully  bowed  down  for  several 
days  past ;  and,  blessed  be  the  name  of  the  Lord,  He  begins  to  revive  His 
work  on  the  circuit.  Five  more  have  been,  added  to  the  Church  this  week. 
Glory  to  God  for  His  mercy  and  love  1 

Dec.  30th.  —  A  part  of  the  day  I  spent  in  the  Legislature,  The  first  three 
months  of  last  year  I  was  in  bad  health,  confined  to  my  bed  part  of  the 
time.  The  last  nine  months  I  have  spent  in  trying  to  seek  the  lost  sheep  of 
the  house  of  Israel. 

York,  January  1st,  1826. — How  faithful  ia  the  Saviour  to  that  promise, 
"  Lo,  I  am  with  thee,  even  to  the  end  of  the  world."  Though  weak  in  body 
I  have  had  to  preach  three  times  a  day,  and  travel  many  miles.  Jesus  has 
been  very  precious  to  my  soul. 

February  3rd. — I  have  travelled  to-day  in  an  Irish  settlement,  and 
preached  twice  to  them.  My  life  is  a  scene  of  toil  and  pain,  I  am  far  from 
well,  and  far  from  parents  and  relatives.  While  others  enjoy  all  the  advan- 
tages of  domestic  life,  I  am  doomed  to  deny  myself.  Oh,  my  soul,  behold 
the  example  the  Saviour  has  set.  "  He  had  not  where  to  lay  his  head."  Is 
the  servant  above  his  Lord  1 

Feb.  lllh.-  For  several  days  I  have  been  visiting  my  friends.  I  think 
they  are  improving  in  religious  knowledge.  What  an  unspeakable  blessing 


54  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  III. 

to  see  them  showing  a  desire  to  walk  in  the  narrow  way  that  leads  to  life 
eternal 

Feb.  ISth. — I  have  just  returned  to  my  Circuit.  This  is  the  first  time  I 
ever  dropped  appointments  for  the  gratification  of  seeing  my  friends.  It  has 
taught  me  the  lesson,  that  labouring  in  the  vineyard  of  the  Lord  is  more 
blessed  than  any  personal  gratification. 

Feb.  ZSth. — This  month  presents  the  most  mournful  portrait  I  have  ever 
beheld  in  retrospect  of  my  past  time  since  I  began  to  travel.  Since  I  visited 
my  friends  everything  has  gone  against  me.  The  season  of  recreation  was 
not  improved  as  it  ought  to  have  been  ;  I  lost  the  unction  of  the  Holy  One, 
and  returned  to  my  Circuit  depressed  in  mind.  Shall  I  sink  down  in  des- 
pair ]  No,  I  will  return  unto  the  Lord.  He  has  smitten,  He  will  heal.  I 
will  go  to  the  fountain  open  for  sin  and  uncleanness.  I  will  renew  my  cove- 
nant, and  offer  my  poor  all  to  him  once  more. 

March  23rd. — This  day  closes  my  twenty-third  year  and  the  first  of  my 
ministry.  How  mysterious  was  the  providence  which  induced  me  to  enter 
the  itinerant  ministry.  It  was  the  Lord's  doing,  and  it  is  marvellous  in  my 
eyes.  Since  I  have  devoted  myself  to  Him  in  a  perpetual  covenant,  how 
great  has  been  His  paternal  care  over  me.  I  have  felt  the  rod  of  affliction, 
but,  He  has  sanctified  it.  I  have  been  assailed  by  temptation,  but  He  has 
delivered  me.  I  have  been  caressed  and  flattered,  but  the  Lord,  in  great 
mercy,  has  saved  me  from  the  dangerous  rocks  of  vanity  and  pride.  My 
soul  has  at  times  been  overspread  with  clouds  and  darkness,  but. the  "Sun  of 
Righteousness  has  again  risen  "with  brightness  on  his  wings.  I  have  oft  been 
cast  down,  but  blessed  be  the  Lord  who  has  given  me  the  "  oil  of  joy  for 
mourning,  and  the  garment  of  praise  for  the  spirit  of  heaviness."  My  mind 
at  times  has  been  filled  with  doubts  and  fears,  and  I  have  been  tempted  to 
say,  "  I  have  cleanped  my  heart  in  vain,  and  washed  my  hands  in  innocency," 
but  the  Lord  has  saved  my  feet  from  slipping,  and  established  my  goings 
upon  a  firm  foundation.  He  has  put  a  new  Bong  into  my  mouth,  and  en- 
abled me  to  say,  "  What  time  I  am  afraid  I  will  trust  in  Thee." 

April  1.1th. — This  day,  for  the  first  time,  I  have  declared  to  the  aborigines 
of  the  country  that  "  Jesus  is  precious  to  those  who  believe."  My  heart 
rejoiced  in  God,  who  is  claiming  the  heathen  for  His  inheritance. 

April  IQ/h. — [On  this  day  Dr.  Ryerson  wrote  from  Saltfleet 
to  his  Mother.  He  said  : — 

As  you,  my  dear  Mother,  were  always  anxious  about  my 
health,  I  write  to-day  to  assure  you  that  since  I  left  home  it 
has  been  extremely  good.  I  think  I  am  making  some  small 
progress  in  those  attainments  which  are  only  acquired  by 
prayer,  and  holy  devotedness  to  God.  I  find  the  work  I  have 
undertaken  is  an  all-important  one.  I  have  many  things  to 
learn,  and  many  things  to  unlearn.  I  have  had  some  severe 
trials,  and  some  mortifying  scenes.  At  other  times  I  have  been 
unspeakably  blessed,  and  I  have  been  greatly  encouraged  at 
some  favourable  prospects.  Several  times  my  views  have  been 
greatly  enlarged,  and  my  mind  enlightend,  while,  with  a  warm 
and  full  heart,  I  have  been  trying  to  address  a  large  and  much 
affected  congregation.  It  is  not  my  endeavour  to  shine,  or  to 
please,  but  to  speak  to  the  heart  and  the  conscience.  And  with 
a  view  to  this,  I  have  aimed  at  the  root  of  injurious  prejudices, 
and  notions  that  I  have  found  prevalent  in  different  places.  I 


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find,  by  experience,  that  a  firm  reliance  on  the  power  and  grace 
of  Christ  is  everything.  I  hope  that  you,  my  dear  Mother,  will 
pray  for  me  that  the  Lord  will  give  me  grace,  power,  and  wis- 
dom to  do  my  whole  duty. 

I  am  very  sorry  to  hear  of  your  ill-health.  I  hope  and  pray 
that  the  Father  of  all  mercies  will  continue  to  support,  comfort, 
and  deliver  you,  in  the  midst  of  your  afflictions  and  sorrows. 
Blessed  be  the  Lord,  dear  Mother,  the  day  is  not  far  distant 
when  you  can  rest  your  weary  spirit  in  the  arms  of  Jesus  ;  and 
should  I  survive  you,  while  you  are  pursuing  the  blessed, 
triumphant  theme  of  redeeming  love,  in  strains  the  most  exalted, 
I  will  endeavour  in  my  feeble  way  to  follow  you  to  the  same 
blessed  kingdom. 

Brother  William  received  a  letter  from  John  last  week. 
His  health  is  very  bad.  His  excessive  labour  has  overcome 
him.  He  has  forty  appointments  in  four  weeks.  He  is  now 
stationed  in  Kingston. — H.] 

April  25th. — For  several  days  past  I  have  been  altogether  engaged  in 
writing  a  controversial  pamphlet,  and  have  attended  little  to  the/luty  of  self- 
examination. 

April  2,8th. — I  have  been  much,  blessed  in  reading  the  Journal  of  John 
Nelson.  When  I  compare  the  unwearied  labours,  and  severe  sufferings  of 
that  brave  soldier  of  the  Cross,  with  my  little  efforts  and  sufferings,  I  blush 
for  my  lukewarmness,  and  am  ashamed  of  my  tearfulness. 

May  Wth. — [In  these  early  days,  the  Methodist  ministers  had 
but  little  time  for  study  before  commencing  their  ministerial 
labours,  and,  as  Dr.  Ryerson  often  told  me,  they  had  to  resort  to 
many  expedients  to  secure  the  necessary  time  for  reading  and 
study.  This  had  often  to  be  done  on  horseback.  Dr.  Ryerson's 
eldest  brother,  George,  who  had  attended  Union  College,  N. Y., 
turned  his  advantages  in  this  respect  to  a  good  account.  He 
sought  to  stimulate  his  younger  brothers  to  devote  every  spare 
moment  to  suitable  preparation  for  their  work.  In  reply  to  a 
letter  on  this  subject,  from  Rev.  George  Ryerson  to  his  brother* 
William,  he  said  : — 

I  thank  you  for  your  kind  advice  respecting  composition,  and  shall 
endeavour  to  follow  it,  although  my  necessary  duties  leave  but  very  little 
time  for  literary  improvement.  Since  I  saw  you,  I  have  been 
principally  engaged  in  Biblical  studies,  which  I  find  both  profitable  and 
interesting.  I  am  now  engaged  in  reading  the  Bible  through  in  course  with 
Dr.  Adam  Clarke's  notes,  also  Paley's  books.  I  received  a  letter  from  brother 
John  a  few  days  since.  He  had  received  a  number  into  the  Society,  and 
there  were  a  number  more  who  appeared  to  be  seriously  awakened.  Elder 
Madden,  who  was  at  York  last  week,  says  that  Egerton  is  well,  and  that  the 
cause  of  religion  is  prospering  in  York,  and  on  the  Yonge  Street  Circuit. 
We  have  had  but  very  littie  increase  in  Niagara  since  I  saw  you,  although 
our  congregation  is  very  large  and  attentive.— H.] 


56  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  Ill- 

May  IStJu — [In  writing  to-day  to  his  brother  George,  Dr.  Ryer- 
son  mentioned  that  he  and  Elder  Case  had  visited  the  Credit 
Indians.  Elder  Case,  he  said,  had  come  up  to  get  Mrs.  Wm. 
Kerr  (tide  Brant)  to  correcHhe  translation  of  one  of  the  Gospels, 
and  some  hymns,  in  order  to  have  them  printed.  He  also 
wished  Peter  Jones  to  go  down  and  preach  to  the  Indians  on 
the  Bay  of  Quinte  (Tyendinaga).  It  was  there,  he  said,  that  the 
work  of  religion  had  begun  to  spread  among  them.  About  twelve 
had  experienced  religion,  and  others  are  under  awakening.  They 
do  not,  he  said,  understand  enough  English  to  receive  religious 
instruction  in  that  language ;  and,  therefore,  he  wished  Peter 
Jones  to  go  down  for  two  or  three  weeks. 

In  this  letter  Dr.  Ryerson  said  :  I  think  the  cause  of  religion 
is  prospering  in  different  parts  of  the  Circuit.  Upwards  of 
thirty  have  been  added  to  us  in  this  town  (York)  since  Confer- 
ence, and  our  present  prospects  are  equally  encouraging.  My 
colleague  is  a  man  who  is  wholly  devoted  to  the  work  of  saving 
souls.  I  hope  that  God  will  give  us  an  abundant  harvest. 

I  am  employing  all  my  leisure  time  in  the  prosecution  of  my 
studies.  1  also  practice  composition.  I  am  reading  Rollin's 
Ancient  History,  Greek,  and  miscellaneous  works.  Are  Father, 
and  Mother,  and  all  the  family  well  ?  How  are  their  minds 
iisposed  towards  God  and  heaven  ? 

We  have  formed  a  Missionary  Society  in  this  place.  I  think 
we  shall  collect  $40  or  $50.  I  hope  that  period  is  not  remote 
when  the  whole  colony  will  be  brought  into  a  state  of  sal- 
vation ! — H.] 

June  7th. — My  mind  has  been  much  afflicted  with  care  and  anxiety,  for 
some  days,  on  account  of  the  controversy  in  which  I  am  engaged.  I  feel  it 
to  be  the  cause  of  God  ;  and  I  am  resolved  to  follow  truth  and  the  Holy 
Scriptures  in  whatever  channel  they  will  lead  me.  Oh,  Lord,  I  commend  my 
feeble  efforts  to  thy  blessings  1  Grant  me  wisdom  from  above  ;  and  take  the 
cause  into  thy  own  hands,  for  thy  name's  sake  ! 

June  25th. — I  have  spent  some  days  in  visiting  my  friends,  and  also  at- 
tending a  Camp-meeting.  The  weather  has  been  very  unfavourable  ;  but 
the  showers  that  watered  the  earth  are  now  past,  and  showers  of  Divine 
blessing  are  descending.  The  song  of  praise  is  ascending,  and  sinners  are 
crying  for  mercy.  Oh,  Lord,  carry  on  the  glorious  work  ! 

July  1th. — The  enemy  gained  victory  over  me  to-day,  by  tempting  me  to 
neglect  Class  for  other  employments.  But  I  was  defeated.  Company  com- 
ing in,  I  was  hindered  from  doing  what  I  desired.  Conscience  condemned, 
and  darkness  and  distress  followed.  Oh,  Lord,  henceforth  help  me  to  do  my 
duty! 

July  9th.—  Sabbath. — I  was  called  this  evening  to  a  drunken,  dying  man. 
He  was  entirely  ignorant  both  of  his  bodily  and  spiritual  danger.  What  a 
scene  1  An  immortal  soul  just  plunging  into  hell,  and  yet  hoping  for  heavenl 
How  awful  is  the  state  of  one  whom  God  gives  over  to  believe  a  lie!  His 
life  is  ended,  his  family  destitute,  and  his  soul  lost ! 

July  1'Jth. — Surely  nothing  can  afford  more  pleasure  to  an  enquiring  mind 


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bent  on  historical  researches,  than  the  perusal  of  documents  relating  to  the 
ancient  chosen  people  of  God.  That  a  people  who  could,  according  to  their 
legitimate  records,  number  more  than  eight  hundred  thousand  fighting  men, 
should  slip  from  the  records  of  men,  hide  themselves  from  human  observa- 
tion, and  inhabit  limits  beyond  geographical  research,  is  a  phenomena  un- 
precedented in  the  world's  history ;  and  that  they  should  remain  in  this 
state  more  than  two  thousand  years,  among  the  vast  discoveries  which 
travellers  have  made,  is  still  more  surprising.  Such  is  the  wonderful 
government  of  Him  whose  ways  are  past  finding  out.  I  trust  the  day  is  not 
lar  distant  when  the  lost  will  be  found,  and  the  dead  be  alive ! 

July  26th. — For  several  days  I  have  been  holding  meetings  and  conferences 
with  the  Indians.  Their  hearts  are  open  to  receive  instruction,  and  their 
hands  extended  to  receive  the  bread  of  life.  If  the  Lord  will  open  the  way, 
I  will  try  to  acquire  a  knowledge  of  their  language.  My  soul  longs  to  bring 
them  to  the  Word  of  Truth. 

July  30th—  A  day  or  two  since  I  had  the  pleasure  of  seeing  a  brother 
whose  ecclesiastical  duties  have  separated  us  for  nearly  a  year.  How  many 
tender  recollections  of  God's  care  and  merciful  dealings,  since  our  last  meet- 
ing rushed  upon  our  minds.  But  while  enabled  to  rejoice  together,  we  were 
called  upon  to  mourn  the  loss  of  one  brother,  taken  away  to  the  world  of 
spirits 

August  17th. — Scarcely  a  day  passes  without  beholding  new  openings  to  ex- 
tend my  ministerial  labours.  To-day,  in  an  affecting  manner,  I  witnessed 
the  hands  of  suffering  humanity  stretched  forth  to  receive  the  word  of  life. 
More  than  five  hundred  aborigines  of  the  country  were  assembled  in  one 
place.  In  a  moral  point  of  view,  they  may  be  said  to  be  "  sitting  in  the 
valley  of  the  shadow  of  death."  "  The  day  star  from  on  high"  has  not  yet 
dawned  upon  them.  Alas  !  are  they  to  perish  for  lack  of  knowledge  ?  Can 
not  the  dry  bones  live?  Oh,  thou  who  art  able  to  raise  up  children  unto 
Abraham !  epeak  the  word,  devise  the  means,  and  these  long  lost  prodigals 
shall  return  to  their  father's  house !  I  noticed  activity,  both  in  body  and 
mind,  superior  skill  in  curious  workmanship;  genius  flashed  in  their  coun- 
tenances ;  and  yet  shall  these  noble  powers  be  bound  fast  in  the  cruel 
chains  of  ignorance,  and  these  immortal  spirits  go  from  a  rayless  night  to 
midnight  tomb?  Oh,  Thou  Light  of  the  "World,  shine  upon  them  !  One  of 
their  nation  whom  God  has  plucked  as  a  brand  from  the  burning,  attempted 
to  explain  the  Christian  religion  to  them.  They  listened  and  bowed  assent, 
saying  "ha,  ha."  Oh,  Lord,  it  Thou  wilt  qualify  me  and  send  me  to  dis- 
pense to  them  the  Bread  of  Life,  I  will  throw  myself  upon  Thy  mercy,  and 
submit  to  Thy  will. 

August  20th. — Amongst  all  the  authors  with  whom  I  am  acquainted,  who 
treat  on  Church  Government,  the  Rev.  Dr.  Campbell  is  the  most  clear  and 
satisfactory.  With  a  great  deal  of  talent,  penetration,  and  research,  he 
exhibits  the  Church  in  all  her  various  forms,  till  her  power  made  empires 
tremble,  and  her  riches  bid  defiance  to  poverty.  His  excellent  lectures 
have  enlarged  my  mind  on  the  subject  of  ecclesiastical  polity,  and  rendered 
my  feelings  more  liberal.  I  am  convinced  that  form  of  government  is  best 
which  most  secures  order  and  union  in  society. 

August  20th — Sabbath. — To-day  closes  my  ministerial  labours  at  York, 
where  I  have  been  stationed  for  two  years.  Many  precious  seasons  have  I 
enjoyed;  and,  blessed  be  the  Lord,  He  has  set  His  seal  to  my  labours,  and  I 
think  I  can  call  God  to  witness  that  I  have  not  failed  in  my  feeble  way  to 
declare  the  whole  counsel  of  God,  Oh,  Lord,  seal  it  with  Thy  Spirit's 
power  1 


CHAPTER   IV. 

1826-1827. 

MISSIONARY  TO  THE  RIVER  CREDIT  INDIANS. 

AT  the  Conference  of  1826,  I  was  appointed  Missionary  to 
the  Indians  at  the  Credit,  but  was  required  to  continue 
the  second  year  as  preacher,  two  Sundays  out  of  four,  in  the 
Town  of  York,  of  which  my  elder  brother,  William,  was 
superintendent,  including  in  his  charge  several  other  town- 
ships. He  was  aided  by  a  colleague,  who  preached  in  the  country, 
but  not  in  the  town. 

The  Chippewa  tribe  of  Indians  had  a  tract  of  land  on  the 
Credit  River,  on  which  the  Government  proposed  to  build  a 
village  of  some  twenty  or  thirty  cottages,  with  the  intention  of 
building  a  church  for  them  and  inducing  them  to  join  the 
Church  of  England,  upon  the  pretext  that  the  Methodist 
preachers  were  Yankees.  As  my  Father  had  been  a  British 
officer,  and  fought  seven  years  during  the  American  Rebellion 
for  the  unity  of  the  Empire,  was  the  first  High  Sheriff  in  the 
London  District  (having  been  appointed  in  1808);  and  had,  with 
his  sons,  fought  in  defence  of  the  country  in  the  war  of  the 
United  States  with  Great  Britain,  in  1812-1815,  and  my 
father's  elder  brother  having  been  the  organizer  of  the  Militia 
and  Courts  of  the  London  District,  the  name  Ryerson  became  a 
sort  of  synonym  for  loyalist  throughout  the  official  circles  of 
the  province ;  and  my  appointment,  therefore,  as  the  first 
stationed  Missionary  among  the  Indians,  and  from  thence  to 
other  tribes,  was  a  veritable  and  standing  proof  that  the  impu- 
tation of  disloyalty  against  the  Methodist  Missionaries  was 
groundless. 

When  I  commenced  my  labours  among  these  poor  Credit 
Indians  (about  two  hundred  in  number)  they  had  not  entered 
into  the  cottages  which  the  Government  had  built  for  them  on 
the  high  ground,  but  still  lived  in  their  bark -covered  wigwams 
on  the  flats  beside  the  bank  of  the  River  Credit.  One  of  them, 
made  larger  than  the  others,  was  used  for  a  place  of  worship. 
In  one  of  these  bark-covered  and  brush-enclosed  wigwams,  I 
ate  and  slept  for  some  weeks ;  ruy  bed  consisting  of  a  plank,  a 


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THE  STOEY  OF  MY  LIFE. 


mat,  and  a  blanket,  and  a  blanket  also  for  my  covering ;  yst  I 
was  never  more  comfortable  and  happy : — God,  the  Lord,  was 
the  strength  of  my  heart,  and — 

"  Jesus,  all  day  long,  was  my  joy  and  my  song." 

Maintaining  my  dignity  as  a  minister,  I  showed  the  Indians 
that  I  could  work  and  live  as  they  worked  and  lived. 

Having  learned  that  it  was  intended  by  the  advisers  of  the 
Lieutenant-Governor,  on  the  completion  of  the  cottages,  to  erect 
an  Episcopal  Church  of  England  for  the  absorption  of  the  Indian 


INDIAN  VILLAGE  AT  THE  RIVER  CREDIT  IN  1927 — WINTEE. 


converts  from  the  Methodists  into  that  Church,  I  resolved  to  be 
before  them,  and  called  the  Indians  together  on  the  Monday 
morning  after  the  first  Sunday's  worship  with  them,  and  using 
the  head  of  a  barrel  for  a  desk,  commenced  a  subscription 
among  them  to  build  a  house  for  the  double  purpose  of  the 
worship  of  God  and  the  teaching  of  their  children.  Never  did 
the  Israelites,  when  assembled  and  called  upon  by  King  David, 
(as  recorded  in  the  29th  chapter  of  the  first  book  of  Chronicles) 
to  subscribe  for  the  erection  of  the  Temple,  respond  with  more 
cordiality  and  liberality,  in  proportion  to  their  means,  than  did 
these  converted  children  of  the  forest  come  forward  and 
present  their  humble  offerings  for  the  erection  of  a  house  in 
which  to  worship  God,  and  teach  their  children.  The  squaws 


CO  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  IV. 

came  forward  to  subscribe  from  shillings  to  dollars,  the  proceeds 
of  what  they  might  earn  and  sell  in  baskets,  mats,  moccasins, 
fee.,  and  the  men  subscribed  with  corresponding  heartiness  and 
liberality  of  the  salmon  that  they  should  catch — which  were 
then  abundant  in  the  river,  and  which,  I  think,  sold  for  about 
twelve  and  a  half  cents  each. 

On  the  same  day,  a  plan  of  the  house  was  prepared,  and  I 
engaged  on  my  own  individual  responsibility,  a  carpenter- 
mason,  by  the  name  of  Priest  man  (who  had  been  employed  by 
the  Government  to  build  the  Indian  cottages),  to  build  and 
finish  the  house  for  the  double  purpose  of  worship  and  school, 
and  then  mounted  my  horse  and  visited  my  old  friends  in  York, 
on  Yonge  Street,  Hamilton,  and  Niagara  Circuits,  and  begged 
money  to  pay  for  all,  and  at  the  end  of  six  weeks  the  house 
was  built  and  paid  for,  while  our  "swell"  friends  of  the  Govern- 
ment and  of  the  Church  of  England  were  consulting  and 
talking  about  the  matter.  It  was  thus  that  the  Church-standing 
of  these  Indian  converts  was  maintained,  and  they  were  en- 
abled to  walk  in  the  Lord  Jesus  as  they  had  found  Him. 

My  labours  this  season  were  very  varied  and  severe.  I  had 
to  travel  to  York  (eighteen  miles)  on  horseback,  often  through 
very  bad  roads,  and  preach  two  Sundays  out  of  four  (my  second 
year  in  town).  After  having  collected  the  means  necessaiy  to 
build  the  house  of  worship  and  school-house,  I  showed  the 
Indians  how  to  enclose  and  make  gates  for  their  gardens,  having 
some  knowledge  and  skill  in  mechanics.* 

Between  daylight  and  sunrise,  I  called  out  four  of  the  Indians 
in  succession,  and  showed  them  how,  and  worked  with  them, 
to  clear  and  fence  in,  and  plow  and  plant  their  first  wheat  and 
corn  fields.  In  the  afternoon,  I  called  out  the  school-boys  to  go 
with  me,  and  cut  and  pile,  and  burn  the  underbrush  in  and 
around  the  village.  The  little  fellows  worked  with  great  glee, 
as  long  as  I  worked  with  them,  but  soon  began  to  play  when  I 
left  them. 

In  addition  to  my  other  work,  I  had  to  maintain  a  heavy 

*  When  about  fourteen  years  of  age,  an  abridged  "  Life  ot  Benjamin 
Franklin "  fell  into  my  hands,  and  I  read  it  with  great  eagerness.  I  was 
especially  attracted  by  the  account  of  his  mechanical  education  and  of  its 
uses  to  him  in  after  years,  during  and  after  the  American  Revolution,  when 
he  became  Statesman,  Ambassador,  and  Philosopher.  My  father  was  then 
building  a  new  house,  and  I  prevailed  on  him  to  let  me  work  with  the  car- 
penter for  six  months.  I  did  so,  agreeing  to  pay  the  old  carpenter  a  York 
shilling  a  day  for  teaching  me.  During  that  time,  I  learned  to  plane  boards, 
shingle,  and  clapboard  the  house,  make  window  frames  and  log  floors.  The 
little  knowledge  and  skill  I  then  acquired,  was  of  great  service  when  I  was 
labouring  among  the  Indians,  when  in  connection  with  my  early  training  as 
a  farmer.  I  became  head  carpenter,  head  farmer,  as  well  as  Missionary 
among  these  interesting  people,  during  the  first  year  of  their  civilized  life. 


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controversy  with  several  clergymen  of  the  Church  of  England 
on  Apostolic  Ordination  and  Succession,  and  the  equal  civil 
rights  and  privileges  of  different  religious  denominations.* 

A  few  months  after  my  appointment  to  the  Credit  Indian 
Mission,  the  Government  made  the  annual  distribution  of 
presents  to  the  Georgian  Bay  and  Lake  Simcoe  Indians — all  of 
whom  were  assembled  at  the  Holland  Landing,  on  the  banks  of 
the  Holland  River,  at  the  southwest  extremity  of  .Lake  Simcoe. 
They  consisted  chiefly  of  the  Snake  tribe,  the  Yellowhead 
tribe  (Yellowhead  was  the  head  Chief),  and  the  John  Aissance 
tribe.  Peter  Jones  and  I,  with  John  Sunday,  had  visited  this 
tribe  at  Newmarket,  the  year  before,  and  preached  to  them  and 
held  meetings  with  them,  when  they  embraced  the  Christian 
religion,  and  remained  true  and  faithful.  Peter  Jones  and  my- 
self attended  the  great  annual  meeting  of  the  Indians,  and 
opened  the  Gospel  Mission  among  them.  In  my  first  address, 
which  was  interpreted  by  Peter  Jones,  I  explained  to  the 
assembled  Indians  the  cause  of  their  poverty,  misery,  and 
wretchedness,  as  resulting  from  their  having  offended  the  Great 
Being  who  created  them,  but  who  still  loved  them  so  much  as 
to  send  His  Son  to  save  them,  and  to  give  them  new  hearts, 
that  they  might  forsake  their  bad  ways,  be  sober  and  indus- 
trious ;  not  quarrel,  but  love  one  another,  &c.  I  contrasted  the 
superiority  of  the  religion  we  brought  to  them  over  that  of 
those  who  used  images.  This  gave  great  offence  to  the  French 
Roman  Catholic  Indian  traders,  who  said  they  would  kill  me, 
and  beat  Peter  Jones.  On  hearing  this,  Col.  Givens,  the  Chief 
Indian  Superintendent,  called  them  together  and  told  them  that 
the  Missionary  Ryerson's  father  was  a  good  man  for  the  King, 
and  had  fought  for  him  in  two  wars — in  the  last  of  which  his 
sons  had  fought  with  him — and  that  if  they  hurt  one  of  these 
sons,  they  would  offend  their  great  father  the  King ;  that  Peter 
Jones'  father  had  surveyed  Government  lands  on  which  many 
of  the  Indians  lived.  The  representative  of  the  Government,  a 
man  of  noble  feelings  and  generous  impulses,  threw  over  us  the 
shield  of  Royal  protection. 

After  the  issuing  of  the  goods  to  the  Indians,  Peter  Jones 
remained  with  the  Huron  and  Georgian  Bay  Indians,  and 
preached  to  them  with  great  power ;  while  I  went  on  board  a 
schooner,  with  the  Yellowhead  Indians,  for  the  Narrows,  on  the 
northern  shore  of  Lake  Simcoe,  near  Orillia,  where  the  Indians 
owned  Yellowhead  (now  Chief)  Island,  and  which  I  examined 
with  a  view  of  selecting  a  place  for  worship,  and  for  establishing 
a  school.  A  Mission-school  was  established  on  this  island.  It 
was  afterwards  removed  by  Rev.  S.  (now  Dr.)  Rose  and  others 
*  See  note  on  p.  85  ;  also  Chapters  vi.  and  viii. — H. 


62  THE  STOEY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  IV. 


to  the  mainland  at  Orillia,  and  was  faithfully  taught  by  the  late 
William  Law  (1827)  and  by  the  Rev.  S.  Rose  (1831). 

An  amusing  incident  occurred  during  this  little  voyage  on  the 
schooner,  which  was  managed  by  the  French  traders  who  had 
threatened  my  life  two  days  before.  The  wind  was  light,  and 
the  sailors  amused  themselves  with  music — one  of  them  playing 
on  a  fife.  He  was  attempting  to  play  a  tune  which  he  had  not 
properly  learned.  I  was  walking  the  deck,  and  told  him  to  give 
me  the  fife,  when  I  played  the  tune.  The  Frenchmen  g'athered 
around  my  feet,  and  looked  with  astonishment  and  delight. 
From  that  hour  they  were  my  warm  friends,  and  offered  to 
paddle  me  in  their  canoes  among  the  islands  and  along  the  shore 
wherever  I  wished  to  go. 

By  the  advice  of  some  of  my  brethren,  I  called  on  the  Lieu- 
tenant-Governor, Sir  Peregrine  Maitland,  after  I  arrived  in 
Toronto,  for  the  purpose  of  giving  him  a  gerueral  account  of  the 
progress  of  the  Christian  religion  amongst  the  Indian  tribes 
I  said  to  him  : — 

"  The  object  I  have  in  view  is  the  amelioration  of  the  condition  of  the 
Indians  in  this  Province.  The  importance  of  this,  both  to  the  happiness  of 
the  Indian  tribes,  and  the  honour  of  the  govenment  under  which  they  live, 
has  been  deeply  felt  by  the  parent  state,  so  forcibly  that  a  church  was  built 
and  the  Protestant  religion  introduced  amongst  the  Six-Nations  at  the  Grand 
River,  about  the  beginning  of  the  century.  This  effort  of  Christian  benevo- 
lence has  been  so  far  successful  as  to  induce  some  hundreds  of  them  to  receive 
the  ordinances  of  the  Christian  religion.  But  the  Chippewa  tribes  have 
hitherto  been  overlooked,  till  about  four  years  ago,  when  the  Methodists  in- 
troduced the  Christian  religion  amongst  them. 

In  a  short  time  about  one  hundred  embraced  the  religion  of  Christ,  exhibit- 
ing every  mark  of  a  sound  conversion.  Their  number  soon  increased, 
and  a  whole  tribe  of  Mississaugas  renounced  their  former  superstitions  and 
vices,  and  became  sober,  quiet  Christians.  They  then  felt  anxious  to  become 
domesticated ;  their  desire  being  favourably  regarded,  a  village  was  established 
at  the  Credit,  and  houses  built  for  them. 

They  have  this  season  planted  about  forty  acres  of  corn  and  potatoes, 
which  promise  an  abundant  harvest.  About  forty  children  attend  the  com- 
mon school,  nearly  twenty  can  write  intelligibly,  and  read  the  Holy  Scrip- 
tures and  the  English  Reader. 

At  Belleville  a  change  especially  interesting  has  been  effected.  The  work 
was  commenced  there  about  two  years  ago,  and  now  in  their  whole 
tribe,  numbering  about  two  hundred,  there  is  not  one  drunkard  !  They  are 
also  becoming  domesticated  and  are  building  a  village  on  one  of  their  islands 
in  the  Bay  of  Quinte,  which  they  had  squandered  away  in  their  drunken 
revels,  but  which  is  now  repurchased  for  them  by  some  benevolent  indivi- 
duals. A  Day  and  Sunday  School  are  established  in  which  upwards  of  fifty 
children  are  taught. 

From  the  Belleville  Indians  the  Gospel  spread  to  the  tribes  which  inhabit 
the  country  adjacent  to  Rice  Lake.  Here  also  may  be  seen  a  wonderful 
display  of  the  "  power  of  God  unto  Salvation  to  every  one  that  believeth." 
In  less  than  a  year,  the  whole  of  this  body,  whose  census  is  300,  renounced 
their  idolatrous  ceremonies  and  destructive  habits,  for  the  principles,  laws 
and  blessings  of  that  kingdom  which  is  righteousness,  peace,  and  joy  in  the 


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Holy  Ghost."  They  are  all,  save  a  few,  converted  and  changed  in  their 
hearts  and  lives,  and  earnestly  desire  a  settled  life. 

The  uniform  language  of  all,  so  soon  as  they  embrace  the  Christian  religion 
is,  "  Let  us  have  houses,  that  we  may  live  together  in  one  place,  learn  to  till 
the  ground,  hear  the  word  of  the  Great  Spirit,  and  have  our  children  taught 
to  read  the  good  book."  Another  field  of  Christian  labour  is  already  ripe 
amongst  the  Lake  Simcoe  Indians,  who  number  about  600  souls.  About 
two  months  ago  an  opportunity  opened  for  introducing  the  Christian  religion 
to  them,  and  such  was  their  readiness  to  hear  and  believe  the  words  of  sal- 
vation, that  more  than  100  have  already  professed  the  Christian  faith,  and 
are  entirely  reformed.  A  school  is  established  in  which  forty  are  taught  by 
a  young  man  named  William  Law,  lately  from  England. 

This  extensive  reformation,  has  been  effected  and  continued,  by  means, 
which,  to  all  human  appearance,  are  altogether  inadequate  to  the  accomplish- 
ment of  such  a  work.  A  school  at  the  Grand  River  containing  thirty 
scholars,  one  at  the  Credit  forty,  another  at  Belleville  upwards  of  thirty,  and 
one  lately  established  at  Lake  Simcoe  containing  forty,  and  the  missionaries 
who  have  been  employed  amongst  the  Indians,  together  with  the  boarding  of 
a  number  of  Indian  boys,  have  only  amounted  to  a  little  more  than  ,£150 
per  annum.  It  is  of  the  last  importance  to  perpetuate  and  extend  the  im- 
pressions which  have  already  been  made  on  the  minds  of  these  Indians. 
The  schools  and  religious  instruction  must  be  continued  ;  and  the  Gospel 
must  be  sent  to  tribes  still  in  a  heathen  state.  But  in  doing  this  our  ener- 
gies are  weakened,  and  the  progress  of  Christian  labour  much  impeded  by 
serious  difficulties  which  it  is  in  the  power  of  the  government  to  remove. 
These  obstacles  are  principally  confined  to  the  Lake  Simcoe  Indians,  the 
most  serious  of  which  is  occasioned  by  the  traders,  who  are  Roman  Catholic 
Frenchmen,  employed  to  accompany  the  Indians  in  their  hunting  for  the 
purpose  of  procuring  their  furs,  and  who  are  violently  opposed  to  the  refor- 
mation of  the  Indians.  These  traders  are  about  eighty  in  number,  and  have 
long  been  accustomed  to  defraud  and  abuse  the  Indians  in  the  most  inhuman 
manner  ;  they  have  even  laid  violent  hands  on  some  of  the  converted 
Indians,  and  tried  to  pour  whiskey  down  their  throats  ;  but,  thank  God, 
have  failed,  the  Indians  successfully  resisted  them.  To  shake  the  faith  of 
some,  and  deter  others  from  reforming,  they  have  threatened  to  strip  them 
naked  in  the  winter,  when  they  were  at  a  distance  of  100  miles  from  the 
white  settlement,  and  there  leave  them  to  freeze  to  death. 

Col.  Givens,  when  he  was  up  issuing  their  presents  about  a  month  ago, 
threatened  the  traders  severely  if  they  disturbed  the  Indians  in  their  devo- 
tions, or  did  any  violence  to  their  teachers.  He  also  suggested  the  idea  of 
your  Excellency  issuing  a  proclamation  to  prevent  any  further  abuses.  Sir 
Peregrine  replied : 

"  When  the  Legislature  meets,  I  shall  see  if  something  can  be  done  to 
relieve  them  more  effectively,  but  I  do  not  think  that  I  can  do  anything  by 
the  way  of  proclamation.  If,  upon  deliberation,  I  find  that  1  can  do  some- 
thing for  them,  I  shall  certainly  do  it."  I  observed  :  The  civil  anthority 
would  be  an  ample  security,  while  the  Indians  are  among  the  white  inhabi- 
tants ;  but  these  abuses  are  practised  when  they  are  one  or  two  hundred 
miles  from  the  white  settlements.  The  traders  follow  them  to  their  hunting 
grounds,  get  them  intoxicated,  and  then  get  their  furs  for  one  fourth  of  their 
value,  nay,  sometimes  take  them  by  force.  These  Frenchmen  are  able- 
bodied  men,  and  have  abused  the  Indians  so  much  they  are  afraid  of  them  ; 
and,  therefore,  have  not  courage,  if  they  had  strength  to  defend  themselves. 
Under  these  circumstances  your  Excellency  will  perceive  the  Indians  have  no 
means  of  obtaining  justice,  and  from  their  remote  situation  the  power  of 
civil  authority  is  merely  nominal  in  regard  to  them.  His  Excellency 
observed,  "  I  am  very  much  obliged  to  you  for  this  information  j  I  shall  do 
all  in  my  power  for  them." 


CHAPTER  V. 

1826-1827. 

DIARY  OF  MY  LABOURS  AMONG  THE  INDIANS. 

THE  following  extracts  from  my  diary  contain  a  detailed 
account  of  my  mental  and  spiritual  exercises  and  labours  at 
this  time,  as  well  as  many  interesting  particulars  respecting  the 
Indians,  not  mentioned  in  the  foregoing  chapter : — 

Credit,  September  16th,  1826. — I  have  now  arrived  at  my  charge  among  the 
Indians.  I  feel  an  inexpressible  joy  in  taking  up  my  abode  amongst  tnem, 
I  must  now  acquire  a  new  language,  to  teach  a  new  people. 

Sept.  llth. — This  day  I  commenced  my  labours  amongst  my  Indian 
brethren.  My  heart  teels  one  with  them,  as  they  seemed  to  be  tenderly 
alive  to  their  eternal  interests.  May  I  possess  every  necessary  gift  to  suffer 
labour,  and  teach  the  truth  as  it  is  in  Jesus. 

Sept.  23rd. — Greatly  distressed  to-night  on  account  of  a  sad  circumstance. 
Three  or  four  of  the  Indians  have  been  intoxicated  ;  and  one  of  them,  in  a 
fit  of  anguish,  shot  himself  !  This  was  caused  by  a  wicked  white  man,  who 
persuaded  them  to  drink  cider  in  which  he  mixed  whiskey,  [See  letter  below.] 

Sept.  24th. — Sabbath. — I  tried  to  improve  the  mournful  circumstance  that 
occurred  yesterday,  as  the  Indians  seemed  much  affected  on  account  of  the 
awful  death  of  their  brother. 

Sept.  25lh. — We  have  resolved  upon  building  a  house,  which  is  to  answer 
the  double  purpose  of  a  school-house,  and  a  place  for  divine  worship.  In  less 
than  an  hour  these  poor  Indians  subscribed  one  hundred  dollars,  forty  of 
which  was  paid  at  once.  What  a  contrast,  a  short  time  ago  they  would  sell 
the  last  thing  they  had  for  whiskey  ;  now  they  economize  to  save  something 
to  build  a  Temple  for  the  true  God  1 

Sept.  26th. — To-day  I  buried  two  Indians,  one  the  man  who  committed 
suicide,  the  other  a  new-born  babe. 

Oct.  8th. — For  many  days  I  have  been  employed  in  an  unpleasant  contro- 
versy, for  our  civil  and'refigious  rights,  which  has  taken  much  of  my  time 
and  attention. 

Oct.  9th. — One  of  my  brethren  has  been  suddenly  called  from  his  labours, 
to  his  eternal  home.  Alas  1  my  beloved  Edward  Hyland  is  no  moire.  He 
entered  the  field  after  me,  but  he  has  gone  before  me  ! 

Oct.  14th. — I  have  been  employed  the  whole  week  in  raising  subscriptions 
for  the  Indian  Church  ;  we  have  now  enough  subscribed. 

Oct.  19th — [In  a  letter,  to-day,  to  his  brother  George,  who 
wished  to  hear  something  about  the  Indian  work,  Dr.  Ryerson 


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said :  I  have  to  attend  to  various  things  previous  to  settling 
myself  permanently  at  the  Credit.  I  preached  there  to  the 
Indians  the  two  succeeding  Sabbaths  after  I  left  home,  and 
have  been  employed  since  that  time  in  building  a  chapel  fo** 
them  at  the  Credit.  The  Indians  in  general,  appear  to  be 
steadfast  in  their  religious  profession.  They  are  faithful  in 
their  religious  duties,  and  exemplary  in  their  lives.  One 
unhappy  circumstance  occurred  there.  [See  entry  in  Diary 
of  23rd  September.]  I  preached  a  solemn  discourse  on 
the  subject  of  guarding  against  temptation  and  intemperance 


JOHN  JONES'  HOUSE  AT  THE  CREDIT,  WHERE  DR.  KYERSON  RESIDED. 

the  same  day,  illustrating  it  throughout  by  this  lamentable 
example.  The  Indians  appeared  to  be  much  affected;  and, 
I  think,  through  the  mercy  of  God,  it  has,  and  will  prove 
a  salutary  warning  to  them.  The  Indians  were  very  spirited 
in  building  their  chapel.  They  made  up  more  than  a  hundred 
dollars  towards  it,  and  are  willing  to  do  more,  if  necessary. 
By  going  in  different  parts  of  the  country,  I  have  got  about 
enough  subscribed  and  paid  to  finish  it.  I  have  now  per- 
manently resided  at  the  Credit  Mission  not  quite  a  fortnight.  I 
board  with  John  Jones;  have  a  bed-room,  but  no  fire-place, 
except  what  is  used  by  the  family.  I  can  speak  a  little  Missis - 
auga,  and  understand  it  pretty  well.  As  to  my  enjoyments  in 
religion,  I  have  lately  had  the  severest  conflicts  I  ever  ex- 
perienced ;  but  at  times  the  rich  consolations  of  religion  have 


66  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE  [CHAP.  V. 

flowed  sweetly  to  my  heart  and  God  has  abundantly  blessed 
me,  especially  in  my  pulpit  ministrations.  It  is  the  language 
of  my  heart  to  my  blessed  Saviour,  Thy  will,  not  mine,  be  done. 
Our  prospects  in  little  York  are  favourable.  The  chapel  is  en- 
larged, and  the  congregation  greatly  increased,  some  having 
lately  joined. — H.] 

Nov.  9th. — This  evening  in  visiting  a  sick  Indian  man,  I  endeavoured, 
through  an  interpreter,  to  explain  to  him  the  causes  of  our  afflictions,  the 
sympathy  of  Jesus,  and  the  use  of  them  to  Christians.  We  afterwards  had 
prayer,  many  flocked  into  the  room.  The  sick  man  was  filled  with  peace  in 
believing,  insomuch  that  he  clapped  his  hands  for  joy. 

Nov.  26th. — Sabbath. — This  has  been  an  important  day.  We  opened  our 
Indian  Chapel  by  holding  a  love-feast,  and  celebrating  the  Lord's  supper. 
The  Indians  with  much  solemnity  and  feeling  expressed  what  God  had  done 
for  them.  Rev.  Wm.  Case  addressed  them.  In  the  evening  he  gave  them 
most  important  instruction,  as  to  domestic  economy  and  Christian  duties. 
After  this  a  short  time  was  spent  in  teaching  them  the  Ten  Commandments, 
the  Indian  speaker  repeating  them  audibly  sentence  by  sentence,  which  was 
responded  to  by  the  whole  congregation.  At  the  close,  eight  persons,  seven 
adults  and  one  infant  were  baptized.  Three  years  ago  they  were  without 
suitable  clothes,  home,  morality,  or  God.  Now  they  are  decently  clothed, 
sheltered  from  the  storm  by  comfortable  dwellings,  and  many  of  them 
rejoicing  in  the  hope  of  a  glorious  immortality. 

Nov.  29th. — Last  evening,  in  addressing  a  few  of  the  Indians,  who  were 
collected  on  account  of  the  death  of  one  of  them,  (John  Muskiat)  I  felt  a 
degree  of  light  spring  up  in  my  mind.  This  Indian  was  converted  about  a 
year  ago,  and  has  ever  since  maintained  a  godly  walk  and  holy  conversation. 
Thus  missionary  labour  has  not  been  in  vain.  This  is  the  third  that  has 
left  an  encouraging  testimony  behind  of  a  glorious  resurrection. 

Nov.  30th. — I  have  this  day  divided  the  Indian  society  into  classes, 
selected  a  leader  for  each,  from  the  most  pious  and  intelligent.  I  meet  these 
leaders  once  a  week  separately,  to  instruct  them  in  their  duty. 

Dec.  1th  — I  have  been  often  quite  unwell,  owing  to  change  of  living,  be- 
ing out  at  night ;  my  fare,  as  to  food  is  very  plain,  but  wholesome,  and  I 
generally  lie  on  boards  with  one  or  two  blankets  intervening.* 

Dec.  8th. — I  am  feeling  encouraged  in  the  prosecution  of  the  Indian 
language,  and1  in  the  spirit  of  my  mission.  There  is  a  tenderness  in  the 
disposition  of  many  of  the  Indians,  especially  of  the  women,  which  endears 
them  to  the  admirers  of  natural  excellence.  One  of  them  kindly  presented 
me  with  a  handsome  basket,  which  is  designed  to  keep  my  books  in.  This 
afternoon  I  collected  about  a  dozen  of  the  boys,  to  go  with  me  to  the  woods, 
in  order  to  cut  and  carry  wood  for  the  chapel.  Their  exertions  and  activity 
were  astonishing. 

Dec.  16th. — I  have  this  week  been  trying  to  procure  for  the  Indians  the 
exclusive  right  of  their  salmon  fishery,  which  I  trust  will  be  granted  by  the 
Legislature,  t  I  have  attended  one  of  their  Councils,  when  everything  was 
conducted  in  the  most  orderly  manner.  After  all  the  business  was  adjusted, 
they  wished  to  give  me  an  Indian  name.  The  old  Chief  arose,  and  approached 
the  table  where  I  was  sitting,  and  in  his  own  tongue  addressed  me  in  the 
following  manner  :  "  Brother,  as  we  are  brothers,  we  will  give  you  a  name. 

*My  home  was  mostly  at  John  Jones',  brother  of  Peter  Jones ;  sometimes  at 
Wm.  Herkimer's,  a  noble  Indian  convert,  with  a  noble  little  wife, 
t  See  page  78. 


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My  departed  brother  was  named  Cheehock;  thou  shalt  be  called  Cheehock."* 
I  returned  him  thanks  in  his  own  tongue,  and  so  became  initiated  among 
them. 

Dec.  22nd. — My  brother  John,  writing  from  Grimsby,  thus  acknowledges 
the  kind  advice  of  brother  George:  I  thank  you  for  your  kind  advice, 
and  I  can  assure  you  I  have  felt  of  late,  more  than  ever,  the  importance 
of  preaching  Christ,  and  Christ  alone.  It  is  my  aim  and  constant  prayer 
to  live  in  that  way,  so  that  I  can  always  adopt  the  language  of  the 
Apostle,  Romans  xiv.  7,  8.  I  wish  you  to  write  as  often  as  convenient.  Any 
advice  or  instruction  that  you  may  have  at  any  time  to  give,  will  be  thank- 
fully received. 

January  4th,  1827. — After  the  absence  of  more  than  a  week,  I  again  return 
to  my  Indians,  who  welcome  me  with  the  tenderest  marks  of  kindness. 
Watch-night  on  New  Year's  Eve  was  a  season  of  great  rejoicing  among  them. 
About  12  o'clock,  while  their  speaker  was  addressing  them,  the  glory  of  the 
Lord  filled  the  house,  and  about  twenty  fell  to  the  floor.  They  all  expressed 
a  determination  to  commence  the  New  Year  with  fresh  zeaL  My  soul  was 
abundantly  blessed  at  the  commencement  of  the  year,  while  speaking  at  the 
close  of  the  Watchnight  services  in  York. 

My  engagement  in  controversial  writing  savours  too  much  ot  dry  historical 
criticism  to  be  spiritual,  and  often  causes  leanness  of  soul;  but  it  seems  to  be 
necessary  in  the  present  state  of  matters  in  this  Colony,  and  it  is  the  opinion 
of  my  most  judicious  friends,  that  I  should  continue  it  till  it  comes  to  a  suc- 
cessful termination. 

Jan.  I0th. — [Having  received  a  letter  of  enquiry  from  his 
brother  George,  Dr.  Ryerson  replied  at  this  date,  and 
said  : — 

I  have  been  unwell  for  nearly  two  months  with  a  con- 
tinuance of  violent  colds,  occasioned  by  frequent  changes  from 
a  cold  house  and  a  thinly-clad  bed  at  the  Credit,  to  warm 
rooms  in  York.  My  indisposition  of  body  has  generally 
induced  a  depression  of  spirits,  which  has  often  unfitted  me 
for  a  proper  discharge  of  duties,  or  proficiency  in  study. 
However,  in  the  midst  of  bodily  indisposition,  the  blessings 
of  the  Holy  Spirit  have  been  at  times  abundantly  poured 
into  my  soul,  insomuch  that  I  could  glory  in  tribulation,  and 
rejoice  that  I  am  counted  worthy  to  labour  and  surfer  among 
the  most  unprofitable  and  worthless  of  the  labourers  in  my 
Saviour's  vineyard.  The  Indians  are  firm  in  their  Christian 
profession,  and  some  of  them  are  making  considerable  im- 
provement in  the  knowledge  of  doctrine  and  duties  of 
religion,  and  of  things  in  general.  They  are  affectionate  and 
tractable. 

I  am  very  unpleasantly  situated  at  the  Credit,  during  the 
cold  weather,  as  there  are  nearly  a  dozen  in  the  family,  and 
only  one  fire-place.  I  have  lived  at  different  houses  among  the 
Indians,  and  thereby  learned  some  of  their  wants,  and  the 

*  Cheehock,  "A.  bird  on  the  wing,"  referring  to  my  going  about  constantly 
among  them. 


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proper  remedies  for  them.  Having  no  place  for  retirement, 
and  living  in  the  midst  of  bustlo  and  noise,  I  have  forgotten  a 
good  deal  of  my  Greek  and  Latin,  and  have  made  but  little 
progress  in  other  things.  My  desire  and  aim  is,  to  live  solely 
for  the  glory  of  God  and  the  good  of  men. 

By  the  advice  of  Mr.  M.  S.  Bidwell  and  others,  I  am  induced  to 
continue  the  Strachan  controversy,  till  it  is  brought  to  a  favour- 
able termination.  I  shall  be  heartily  glad  when  it  is 
concluded. — H.] 

Jan.  IQlh. — One  of  the  Indians  (Wm.  Sunegoo)  has  been  tempted  to 
drink.  I  visited  him  as  soon  as  he  returned  to  the  village.  I  entreated  him 
to  tell  me  the  whole  truth,  which  he  did.  After  showing  him  his  sin  and 
ingratitude  to  God  and  his  friends,  he  wept  aloud,  almost  despairing  of 
mercy.  I  pointed  him  to  the  Saviour  of  penitent  sinners.  He  fell  on  his 
knees,  and  we  spent  some  time  in  prayer.  After  evening  service  he  con- 
fessed his  sin  publicly,  asked  forgiveness  of  his  brethren,  and  promised  in. 
the  strength  of  God  to  be  more  watchful.  Thus  have  we  restored  our 
brother  in  the  spirit  of  meekness. 

fan.  ZGth. — Last  Sunday  we  held  our  quarterly  meeting  at  York.  About 
thirty  of  the  Indian  brethren  were  present ;  their  cleanliness,  modesty,  and 
devout  piety  were  the  subject  of  general  admiration, 

Feb.  4th. — To-day  I  preached  to  the  Indians.  Peter  Jacobs,  an  intelligent 
youth  of  18,  interpreted,  and  afterwards  spake  with  all  the  simplicity  and 
eloquence  of  nature. 

A  scene  never  to  be  forgotten  was  witnessed  by  me  in  visiting  an 
Indian  woman  this  evening;  after  months  of  severe  suffering,  she  sweetly 
yielded  up  the  ghost  in  the  triumphs  of  faith.  She  embraced  the  Christian 
religion  about  eight  months  ago,  and  was  baptized  by  Rev.  T.  Madden. 
Notwithstanding  her  many  infirmities,  she  went  to  the  house  of  God  as  long 
as  her  emaciated  frame,  with  the  assistance  of  friends,  could  be  supported. 
A  few  days  previous  to  her  decease,  she  gave  (to  use  her  own  words)  "  her 
whole  heart  into  the  hands  of  Jesus,  and  felt  no  more  sorry  now,  but  wanted 
to  be  with  Jesus."  While  addressing  a  number  assembled  in  her  room,  who 
were  weeping  around  her  bed,  her  happy  spirit  took  its  triumphant  flight  to 
the  arms  of  the  Saviour  she  loved  so  much. 

How  would  the  hearts  of  a  Wesley  and  Fletcher  burst  forth  in  rapture, 
could  they  have  seen  their  spiritual  posterity  gathering  the  wandering  tribes 
of  the  American  forest  into  the  fold  of  Christ,  and  heard  the  wigwam  of  the 
dying  Indian  resound  with  the  praises  of  Jehovah  ! 

Feb.  10th.— A  blessed  quarterly  meeting — Elder  Case  preached  in  the 
morning,  and  my  brother  George  in  the  evening.  The  singing  was  delight- 
ful, and  the  white  people  present  were  extremely  interested.  At  the  close  a 
collection  of  026. 75  was  taken  up,  principally  from  the  Indians  !  Peter 
Jacobs  was  one  of  the  speakers. 

Feb.  16th. — The  importance  of  fostering  our  school  among  the  Indians,  and 
of  encouraging  the  teacher  in  this  discouraging  and  very  difficult  task,  can- 
not be  overestimated.  Rev.  Wm.  Case,  thinking  that  I  had  some  aptitude 
for  teaching,  wrote  me  a  day  or  two  ago,  as  follows : — 

Do  you  think  the  multitude  of  care,  and  burden  of  the  school  does  some- 
times mar  the  patience  of  the  teacher?  If  so,  you  would  do  well  to  kindly 
offer  to  assist  him  occasionally,  when  he  is  present,  and  so  by  example,  as 
well  as  by  occasional  kind  remarks,  help  him  to  correct  any  inadvertencies 
of  taste.  I  know  the  burden  of  a  teacher  in  a  large  school,  and  a  perpetual 
sameness  in  the  same  employment,  especially  in  this  business,  is  a  tiresome 


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task.  I  consider  this  school  of  vast  importance,  on  several  accounts,  and 
especially  considering  the  hopes  to  be  entertained  of  several  interesting 
youths  there. 

Feb.  21th. — I  have  written  from  fifteen  to  sixteen  hours  to-day  in  vindi- 
cating the  cause  of  dissenters  against  the  anathemas  of  high  churchmen. 

March  5th,  1827. — To-day  I  am  on  my  way  to  see  my  parents.  My  Father 
is  becoming  serious,  and  my  younger  brother  Ed  wy  has  joined  the  Methodist 
Society.  I  thank  God  for  this  blessed  change. 

York,  March  8th. — [As  an  interesting  bit  of  personal  history, 
decriptive  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  manner  of  life  among  the  Credit 
Indians,  I  give  the  following  extract  from  a  letter  written  by 
Rev.  William  to  Rev.  George  Ryerson.  William  says  : — 

I  visited  Egerton's  Mission  at  the  Credit  last  week,  and  was 
highly  delighted  to  see  the  improvement  they  are  making  both 
in  religious  knowledge  and  industry.  I  preached  to  them  while 
there,  and  had  a  large  meeting  and  an  interesting  time.  The 
next  morning  we  visited  their  schools.  They  have  about  forty 
pupils  on  the  list,  but  there  were  only  thirty  present.  The  rest  were 
absent,  making  sugar.  I  am  very  certain  I  never  saw  the  same 
order  and  attention  to  study  in  any  school  before.  Their 
progress  in  spelling,  reading,  and  writing  is  astonishing,  but 
especially  in  writing,  which  certainly  exceeds  anything  I  ever 
saw.  They  are  getting  quite  forward  with  their  work.  When 
I  was  there  they  were  fencing  the  lots  in  the  village  in  a  very 
neat,  substantial  manner.  On  my  arrival  at  the  Mission  I  found 
Egerton  about  half  a  mile  from  the  villag  stripped  to  the  shirt 
and  pantaloons,  clearing  land  with  between  twelve  and  twenty 
of  the  little  Indian  boys,  who  were  all  engaged  in  chopping  and 
picking  up  the  brush.  It  was  an  interesting  sight.  Indeed  he 
told  me  that  he  spent  an  hour  or  more  every  morning  and  even- 
ing in  this  way,  for  the  benefit  of  his  own  health,  and  the 
improvement  of  the  Indian  children.  He  is  almost  worshipped 
by  his  people,  and  I  believe,  under  God,  will  be  a  great  blessing 
to  them. — EL] 

March  14<7i, — After  several  pleasant  days  absence  I  return  again  to  my 
Indian  brethren.  Have  been  much  profited  by  reading  the  lives  of 
Cranmer,  Latimer,  Burnet,  Watts,  Doddridge,  and  especially  that  of  Philip 
Skelton,  an  Irish  Prelate,  The  piety,  knowledge,  love,  zeal,  and  unbounded 
charity,  are  almost  beyond  credit,  except  on  the  principle  that  he  that  is 
spiritual,  can  do  all  things. 

March  19th. — An  Indian  who  has  lately  come  to  this  place,  and  has 
embraced  the  religion  of  Christ,  came  to  Peter  Jones,  and  asked  him,  what 
he  should  do  with  his  implements  of  witchcraft,  whether  throw  them  in  the 
fire,  or  river,  as  he  did  not  want  anything  more  to  do  with  them.  What  a 
proof  of  his  sincerity!  nothing  but  Christianity  can  make  them  renounce 
witchcraft,  and  many  of  them  are  afraid  of  it  long  alter  their  conversion. 

March  20th, — Busy  to-day  selecting  suitable  places  for  planting,  and 
employed  the  school  boys  in  cleanng  some  land  for  pasture. 

Macrh  24th. — I  am  this  day  twenty-four  years  old.    During  the  past  year 


70  THE  STOBY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  V. 

my  principal  attention  has  been  called  to  controversial  labours.  If  the  Lord 
will,  may  this  cup  pass  by  in  my  future  life. 

March  25th — Sabbath. — This  day  is  the  second  anniversary  of  my  minis- 
terial labours.  My  soul  has  been  refreshed,  my  tongue  loosened,  and  my 
heart  wanned. 

April  1st,  1827 — Sabbath. — In  speaking  to  my  Indian  brethren,  the  word 
seemed  deeply  to  affect  their  hearts. 

April  2na. — In  meeting  Class  this  evening,  I  spoke  for  the  first  time  in 
Indian.  My  mind  was  much  affected.  The  Indians  broke  forth  in  exclama- 
tions of  joy  to  hear  a  white  man  talk  about  God  and  religion  in  their  own 
tongue. 

April  6th. — My  dear  brother  William  and  Dr.  T.  D.  Morrison  have  spent 
a  night  here,  and  greatly  refreshed  me  by  their  converse. 

April  9th. — Another  lesson  of  mortality  in  the  death  of  Brother  John 
Jones'  only  child.  I  have  been  trying  to  comfort  the  parents,  who  seem  to 
bear  their  trial  with  Christian  fortitude 

York,  April  loth. — [In  a  letter  to  his  brother  George  at  thi» 
date,  Dr.  Ryerson  thus  speaks  of  the  work  under  his  care : — 

We  are  all  well,  and  are  blessed  in  our  labours  at  this  place, 
and  at  the  Credit.  I  think  the  Indians  are  growing  in  know- 
ledge and  in  grace.  They  are  getting  on  pretty  well  with  their 
spring  work.  But  in  some  respects  they  are  Indians,  though 
they  have  become  Christians. 

I  came  from  Long  Point  with  a  full  determination  to  live 
wholly  for  God  and  His  Church.  Through  the  blessing  of  God 
I  have  received  greater  manifestations  of  grace  than  I  had  felt 
before  during  the  year.  I  have  lately  read  "  Law's  Serious  Call 
to  a  Devout  and  Holy  Life,"  which  has  been  very  beneficial  to 
me.  My  greatest  grief  of  late  is,  that  my  love  to  God  and  His 
people  is  not  more  humble,  more  fervent,  and  more  importu- 
nate. 0  could  I  feel  as  Jesus  felt  when  he  said,  "  My  meat  and 
drink  is  to  do  the  will  of  him  that  sent  me."  How  much  more 
happy  and  useful  I  would  be !  I  pray  that  I  may. 

John  and  Peter  Jones  seem  to  thirst  after  holiness,  and  are 
growing  in  grace.  The  Society  in  this  place  (York)  appears  to  be 
increasing  in  grace  and  in  number.  I  was  abundantly  assisted 
by  heavenly  aid  to-day,  while  preaching.  The  congregation 
seemed  to  be  deeply  affected  this  evening.  I  hope  the  word 
has  not  gone  forth  in  vain.  The  Sunday-schools  are  prosper- 
ing in  this  place.  I  proposed  the  new  method  of  increasing  the 
Sunday-schools,  by  giving  a  reward  ticket  to  every  scholar  who 
would  procure  another  that  had  not  attended  any  other  school. 
In  two  Sabbaths  between  twenty  and  thirty  new  scholars 
were  procured  in  one  school. — H.] 

April  16th. — The  last  part  of  last  week  I  was  powerfully  assailed  by  the 
devil,  and  became  greatly  dejected.  Alas!  I  fear  I  was  more  disturbed  on 
account  of  my  own  reputation  than  for  the  cause  of  Jesus.  While  preaching 
on  Sabbath  evening,  heavenly  light  broke  in  on  my  soul,  and  all  was  peace. 

I  am  now  among  the  dear  objects  of  my  care.     My  heart  leaped  for  joy  as 


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I  came  in  sight  of  the  village,  and  received  such  a  hearty  welcome.  Much 
refreshed  with  meeting  them  in  Class,  and  particularly  in  private  conversa- 
tion with  Peter  Jones,  about  the  dispensations  of  God  towards  us  in  the 
increase  of  our  graces  and  gifts.  We  nad  about  thirty  boys  out  at  work  this 
evening  clearing  land.  They  are  very  apt  in  learning  to  work. 

April  18th. — I  was  impressed  to-day  with  the  fact  that  the  untutored 
Indian  can  display  all  the  noble  feelings  of  gratitude,  love,  and  benevolence. 
An  Indian,  who  has  lately  come  to  this  place  and  embraced  the  Christian 
religion,  has  ever  since  shown  great  attachment  to  me.  He  has,  without  my 
knowledge,  watered,  fed,  and  taken  care  of  my  horse,  saying  he  lived  closer 
to  the  stable  than  I  did.  Yesterday  I  got  out  of  hay,  and  could  not  get  any 
till  this  afternoon.  When  I  came  to  the  stable  I  found  grass  in  the  manger; 
the  Indian  was  there,  and  had  just  fed  him.  I  said  I  was  very  glad,  for  he 
must  be  very  hungry,  but  the  Indian  replied,  "  No,  he  not  very  hungry.  I 
took  him  down  where  grass  grow,  and  let  him  eat  plenty."  Oh,  God,  thought 
I,  do  such  principles  dwell  in  the  people  whom  the  white  man  despises  ?  Is 
not  this  as  noble  and  pure  as  it  is  simple  1  Though  the  circumstance  is  small 
in  itself,  it  involves  a  moral  principle  to  which  many  mighty  men  are 
strangers.  He  gave  the  widow's  mite.  Enfeebled  by  sickness,  he  exposed 
himself;  touched  by  compassion,  he  relieved  the  sufferer.  A  few  weeks  ago, 
a  heathen  from  the  forest,  he  now  performs  an  act  that  might  make  many 
Christians  blush.  How  many  professing  Christians  consider  it  a  condescen- 
sion to  attend  upon  the  servant  of  Christ  and  his  beast,  but  this  wild  man  of 
the  woods  esteems  it  a  privilege  to  wash  His  disciple's  feet.  "  Many  that  are 
first  shall  be  last,  and  the  last  shall  be  first." 

April  25th. — Last  Sunday,  four  Indians  came  from  Lake  Simcoe,  over  fifty 
miles,  to  hear  the  words  of  eternal  life,  while  many  professors  will  scarcely 
go  a  mile.  Does  not  this  fulfil  prophecy,  "  Many  shall  come  from  the 
east,  and  the  west,  and  sit  down  in  the  kingdom  of  God,  while  the  children 
of  the  kingdom  are  thrust  out  ? "  Last  summer  they  heard  Peter  Jones,  at 
Lake  Simcoe,  tell  the  story  of  the  Saviour's  love.  They  then  determined  to 
renounce  ardent  spirits,  and  pray  to  the  Great  Spirit.  With  this  little  pre- 
paration, they  had  been  enabled  to  totter  along  in  the  path  of  morality  from 
that  time  till  now.  The  old  man  (Win.  Snake)  seems  under  deep  convictions, 
weeps  much,  and  expresses  much  sorrow  for  his  former  bad  doings.  They 
have  gone  back,  determined  to  get  as  many  of  their  tribe  as  possible  to  return 
by  the  first  of  June.  Surely  this  is  "  hungering  and  thirsting  after 
righteousness." 

April  29<7i — Sabbath. — In  our  Class-meetings,  one  of  the  Indian  Leaders  ex- 
pressed himself  thus : — "  I  am  happy  to-day.  It  is  not  with  my  life  alone  I  love 
Jesus,  but  I  love  Him  right  here  (pressing  his  hand  upon  his  heart.)  If  1 
did  not  serve  Him,  what  would  I  tell  Him  when  He  came  ?  Would  I  tel" 
Him  a  lie  ?  No,  my  brothers,  I  will  tell  Him  no  story.  I  will  serve  Him 
with  my  whole  heart.  When  I  hear  any  of  my  brothers  or  my  sisters  praying 
in  the  daytime  alone,*  it  makes  my  heart  feel  so  glad.  The  tears  run  out  o^ 
my  two  eyes,  I  feel  so  happy.  I  love  Jesus  more  and  more.  Pray  for  me, 
that  I  may  hold  on  to  the  end;  and  when  Jesus  comes,  I  may  go  with  Him 
and  all  of  you  up  to  heaven."  Another  one  said,  "  Three  of  us  have  been 
two  or  three  days  in  the  bush,  but  we  prayed,  three  poor  souls  of  us,  three 
times  a  day,  and  Jesus  did  make  our  souls  so  happy. 

April  QOtk. — According  to  announcement,  we  assembled  in  the  Chapel  to 
examine  into  the  cases  of  several  who  had  acted  disorderly.  We  were  com- 
pelled to  expel  two  from  the  Society.  Many  were  deeply  affected,  and  groans, 
and  sighs  might  be  heard  in  the  different  parts  of  the  house.  After  a  long 

*  They  often  retire  to  the  woods  for  private  prayer,  and  sometimes  their  souls 
are  so  blessed,  they  praise  God  aloud,  and  can  be  heard  at  a  considerable  distance. 


72  THE  STORY  OF  M7  LIFE.  [CHAP.  V. 

and  wise  address  from  the  old  Chief,  Joseph  Sawyer,  I  said,  "  We  must  turn 
them  out  of  the  Society.     What  do  you  think  about  sending  them  away 
from  the  village  ?    Tell  us."    Several  spoke,  and  it  was  at  last  decided,  by 
holding  up  the  right  hand,  that  they  must  go.     I  then  said,  "  I  am  sorry  to 
hear  one  or  two  have  been  drinking."     I  asked  one  if  this  was  true.     He 
confessed  that  he  drank  some  beer,  being  coaxed  by  a  white  man.     He  felt 
very  sorry,  as  he  wished  to  be  a  good  Christian.     I  then  reproved  with  con- 
siderable severity,  and  showed  him  it  was  as  bad  to  get  drunk  on  cider  or 
beer  as  whiskey.   The  devil  often  cheats  us  in  this  way,  but  we  are  exhorted 
not  to    "  touch,    taste,   or  handle "  the  accursed  thing.     This  talk  was 
explained  to  them  in  Indian  by  Peter  Jones,  and  their  opinions  requested. 
Several  spoke,  but  Brother  William  Herkimer,  with  a  pathos  that  affected 
us  all,  said, "  Brothers,  the  white  man  can't  pour  it  down  your  throat,  if  you 
will  not  drink.    When  white  man  ask  me  to  drink,  I  tell  him,  '  I  am  a 
Christian,  I  love  Jesus,'  and  they  go  right  away  and  look  ashamed."    He  then 
concluded  with  a  most  pathetic  prayer:  "  Oh,  Jesus,  let  us  poor,  weak 
creatures  be  faithful,  and  serve  Thee  as  long  as  we  live."    Having  adjusted 
these  matters,  I  next  observed,  "  Our  God  has  given  us  another  command- 
ment which  was, '  To  keep  holy  the  Sabbath  day.'    Now,  brothers,  if  a  man 
gave  you  six  dollars,  and  kept  only  one  for  himself,  would  you  not  think  it 
very  bad  to  rob  him  of  that  one  ?    Oh,  yes,  you  will  say.    Well  the  Lord  has 
done  more  for  us.     He  has  given  us  our  lives,  our  clothes,  our  health,  nay, 
everything  we  have,  and  six  days  too,  to  do  all  our  work  in ;  but  He  has  kept 
out  one  day  for  Himself.     Let  us  not  rob  God  of  this  day,  but  let  us  keep  it 
holy.      I  am  sorry  to  hear  that  one  of  you  went  to  York  on  Sunday.      I 
turned  to  the  guilty  Indian,  and  told  him  I  wanted  him  to  tell  us  why  he 
had  done  so.    He  stated  he  had  got  out  of  provisions,  and  he  was  afraid  the 
wind  would  rise  on  Monday,  and  unthinkingly  he  started  on  Sunday  after- 
noon.    He  promised  to  do  so  no  more.     I  then  spoke  a  few  words  from  Gal. 
vi.  1,  and  Peter  Jones  closed  with  an  affecting  exhortation  and  prayer. 

May  2nd. — Yesterday  I  was  almost  in  despair,  and  I  was  really  devising 
means  to  relinquish  my  present  work ;  when  in  the  height  of  agitation  I 
took  down  a  package  of  tracts,  and  providentially  (surely  not  by  chance)  cast 
my  eyes  upon  one  entitled,  "  Disobedience  Punished,  Kepented  of,  and  Par- 
doned." This  was  no  other  than  the  history  of  Jonah ;  and  was  made  the 
means  of  reviving  my  expiring  faith,  and  showing  me  how  God  alone  could 
give  me  victory  over  myself.  I  cried  to  Him  like  Jonah,  and  He  delivered 
me  out  of  my  distress. 

May  3rd. — To-day  I  have  felt  peace  with  God  and  good  will  towards  men. 
Several  Indian  women  have  arrived  from  Scugog  Lake.  They  report  that 
the  Indians  there  have  all  stood  firm,  daily  meeting  for  prayer  to  the  Great 
Spirit,  and  that  there  has  only  been  one  case  of  intoxication  since  Peter 
Jones  was  there  last  autumn.  This  unhappy  circumstance  was  caused  by 
one  (Carr)  an  old  Methodist  back-slider  (a  fit  emissary  of  the  devil),  who 
took  his  barrel  of  whiskey,  in  order  to  trade  with  the  Indians.  He  tried  in 
vain  to  persuadethem  to  taste,  till  at  length  he  made  some  of  the  whiskey 
into  bitters,  whichhe  called  medicine,  ana  prevailed  on  one  unwary  man  to 
take  for  his  health.  This  he  repeated  several  times,  till  at  length  the  poor 
fellow  cot  to  relish  it,  and  becoming  overpowered  he  fell  into  the  water  ! 
The  Indians  immediately  assembled  for  prayer,  and  through  the  mercy  of 
God,  he  is  now  restored  to  his  former  steadfastness.  They  then  ordered  Carr 
to  take  his  whiskey  away,  or  they  would  destroy  it.  He  took  it  on  the  ice, 
on  the  lake,  no  doubt  hoping  that  it  would  tempt  some  of  them  to  drink. 
But  in  this  the  devil  was  disappointed,  the  ice  thawed,  and  the  barrel  floated 
on  the  water.  What  an  instance  of  human  depravity,  does  this  man's  con- 
duct exhibit,  and  what  a  picture  of  the  power  of  Divine  grace  is  seen  in  the 


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inflexible  firmness  of  the  Indians!  May  we  not  sing  in  the  language  of 
Paradise  Eegained — 

"The  tempter  foiled 

Iii  all  his  wiles,  defeated,  and  repuls'd, 

And  Eden  raised  iu  the  waste  wilderness." 

The  Indian  woman  who  related  the  above,  gave  another  proof  of  the  amiable 
and  benevolent  character  of  her  race,  especially  when  sanctified  by  grace. 
In  token  of  their  esteem  for  Peter  Jones,  who  had  been  the  means  of  open- 
ing their  eyes  to  immortality  and  eternal  life,  they  brought  him  several 
pounds  of  maple  sugar,  which  one  of  them  presented  in  a  wooden  bowl.  No 
doubt  this  sugar,  which  they  had  carried  sixty  miles,  was  nearly  their  all. 
Is  not  this  a  feeling  of  gratitude  and  love  to  the  disciple  for  the  master's  sake  ? 
Oh  !  that  1  may  learn  lessons  of  simplicity  and  contentment  from  these 
children  of  the  forest,  for  they  are  taught  of  God  only.  Oh  !  that  I  may 
have  Mary's  lot  in  time  and  in  eternity. 

May  Gth — Sunday. — A  number  of  white  people  being^  present  this  morning  I 
addressed  them  on  the  subject  of  the  barren  fig-tree.  In  the  evening  we  had  a 
precious  time  ;  the  Indians  were  enraptured,  and  we  all,  as  it  were,  with  one 
heart,  dedicated  ourselves  afresh  to  God.  In  the  class  meeting  we  all  wept 
tears  of  joy  and  holy  triumph.  Several  of  them  said,  "Jesus  is  the  best 
master  I  ever  served.  "  I  love  Jesus  better  than  anything  else." 

May  8th. — I  witnessed  an  affecting  instance  of  how  pleasant  a  thing  it  is 
for  brethren  to  dwell  together  in  unity,  in  the  departure  of  two  Indians  who 
had  paid  us  a  few  days'  visit  from  Belleville.  Nearly  the  whole  village, 
according  to  Apostolic  custom,  collected  to  bid  them  farewell  in  John 
Crane's  house,  when  an  Indian  arose  (in  the  absence  of  the  chief)  inviting 
any  of  the  Belleville  Indians  who  might  like  to  come  and  settle  amongst 
them.  Others  rose  and  spoke  on  Christian  love,  pointing  them  forward  to 
that  period  when  they  should  meet  to  part  no  more.  How  does  the  spirit 
of  primitive  Christianity  lead  to  the  adoption  of  the  same  customs  which 
were  practised  by  the  first  followers  of  our  Lord,  when  the  multitudes  of 
them  that  believed  were  of  one  heart  and  soul.  We  then  sang  a  few  verses 
and  all  knelt  down,  commending  our  dear  brothers  to  the  care  of  Him  who 
never  leaves  nor  forsakes  his  children.  After  this  one  of  the  Indians  from 
Belleville  delivered  a  pathetic  parting  address  ;  they  then  all  shook  hands, 
exhorting  one  another  to  cleave  to  Jesus.  This  Indian  appeared  to  me  to  be 
one  of  the  most  heavenly  minded  men  I  ever  saw,  not  an  able  speaker  but 
with  a  peculiar  nervousness  in  his  words,  spoken  with  energy  and  pathos 
that  deeply  affected  us  all. 

May  13th — Sunday. — I  spent  the  last  week  in  assisting  the  Indians  in 
their  agricultural  pursuits.  They  are  teachable,  willing,  and  apt  to  learn. 
This  constant  change  of  employment  debars  me  from  literary  and  theologi- 
cal improvement,  and  leaves  me  less  qualified  to  expound  Scripture  to 
refined  assemblies.  Thus  I  am  perplexed  to  know  what  is  best  tor  me  to 
do.  The  Lord  direct  me  in  this  momentous  matter  ! 

May  14th. — The  temporal  and  spiritual  interests  of  the  Indians  bring  upon 
me  much  care,  and  weigh  me  down.  I  experienced  some  comfort  in  the 
class  meeting.  Spoke  in  Indian,  and  for  the  first  time  repeated  the  Lord's 
prayer  in  Chippewa.  Many  of  my  dear  brethren  praised  the  Lord. 

June  Qth — Sabbath. — This  day  we  held  quarterly  meeting  at  York — about 
twenty  Indians  present.  I  am  informed  that  some  of  the  Indians  on  Lake 
Simcoe  are  hungering  for  the  bread  of  life,  and  that  twelve  of  them  were  at 
worship  at  Newmarket,  and  expressed  a  desire  to  become  Christians.  Sixteen 
Indian  children  attend  a  Sabbath-school  established  there  whose  parents 
encamp  near,  for  that  purpose.  Several  of  these  children  learnt  the  alphabet 
in  four  hours.  This  awakening  arose  through  four  of  the  Rice  Lake  Indians 


74  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  V. 


influence  by  the  Divine  love,  traversing  in  their  canoe  the  back  lakes  to  tell 
their  benighted  brethren  about  Jesus,  and  exhorting  them  to  become 
Christians. 

June  7th. — The  first  quarterly  conference  ever  held  amongst  Indians  in 
British  America  was  held  to-day.  After  deliberating  on  several  subjects, 
that  of  sending  some  of  their  pious  and  experienced  men  on  a  missionary 
tour  to  Lake  Simcoe,  and  the  Thames  was  proposed  for  consideration.  Four 
of  them  soon  volunteered  their  services.  Their  hearts  seemed  fired  at  the 
thought  of  carrying  the  news  of  salvation  to  their  benighted  brethren.  At 
their  own  suggestion  $12  was  soon  taken  up  to  help  pay  expenses, 

June  10th. — About  fifty  converted  Indians  from  Eice  Lake,  Scugog  Lake, 
Mud  Lake,  and  the  Credit,  assembled  in  York  to-day  for  the  purpose 
of  worshipping  God.  The  Rice  Lake  Indians  have  come  to  see  the  Gover- 
nor about  building  them  a  village,  and  deduct  the  money  due  them  from  the 
lands  their  fathers  have  ceded  to  the  British  Government,  and  likewise  for 
getting  boundaries  of  their  hunting-grounds  established.  The  other  Indians 
have  come  for  the  purpose  of  attending  the  approaching  camp-meeting,  as 
they  have  never  had  but  three  days'  instruction  from  Peter  Jones  last 
autumn.  As  soon  as  any  of  them  experience  the  love  of  Jesus  in  their  own 
souls,  they  begin  to  feel  for  others,  and,  like  the  ancient  Christians,  go 
wherever  they  can  preaching  the  Lord  Jesus.  Here  is  a  whole  tribe  converted 
to  God,  with  the  external  aid  of  only  three  days'  instruction,  except  what 
they  communicate  to  one  another,  and  who  for  six  months  have  proved  the 
reality  of  their  Christian  experience  by  blameless  and  holy  lives.  Surely 
"  this  is  the  Lord's  doing,  and  marvellous  in  our  eyes." 

Elder  Case  told  me  that  on  his  way  from  Cobourg  to  York,  he  saw  an 
Indian  sitting  by  the  road-side,  he  asked  him  where  his  brothers  and  sisters 
were,  he  replied,  encamped  in  the  woods.  Elder  Case  told  him  to  call  them, 
as  he  wanted  to  talk  some  good  words  to  them.  They  soon  came  together  to 
hear  the  me-ko-to-wik,  or  black  coat  man.  They  [pitched  a  little  Bethel  of 
logs,  about  breast  high,  over-topped  with  bushes,  for  the  purpose  of  worship- 
ping Keshamunedo  (God.)  After  kneeling  down  to  implore  God's  blessing,  they 
took  their  seats.  As  soon  as  Elder  Case  commenced  to  speak,  their  hearts 
seemed  to  melt  like  wax.  So  much  for  the  Scugog,  and  Mud  Lake  Indians. 
The  Rice  Lake  Indians  appear  to  be  more  intelligent,  and  are  the  handsomest 
company  of  men  I  have  seen.  Potash,  their  chief,  is  very  majestic  in  ap- 
pearance, possesses  a  commanding  voice,  and  speaks  with  great  animation, 

June  12th. — My  brother  William,  who  came  from  Newmarket  yesterday, 
informs  me  that  he  preached  to  more  than  fifty  of  these  bewildered 
enquirers  after  truth  on  Sunday — none  of  them  could  interpret,  but  some 
could  understand  English,  and  they  told  others  what  the  good  man  said.  An 
Indian  woman  came  to  a  little  white  boy,  holding  out  her  book  (as  most  of 
them  have  bought  books)  and  said,  "  boy,  boy,"  showing  great  anxiety  that 
the  boy  would  teach  her,  but  the  little  fellow  was  afraid,  and  slipped  off. 
Then  a  little  Indian  boy  about  his  age,  held  out  his  book  that  he  might  teach 
him,  the  white  boy  complied,  and  by  the  time  he  had  showed  him  three  or 
four  letters,  he  was  unable  to  contain  his  grateful  feelings,  clasped  the  white 
boy  round  his  neck,  and  began  to  hug  and  kiss  him. 

June  15th. — A  camp-meeting  commenced  this  afternoon  on  Yonge  street, 
about  twelve  miles  from  York.  A  large  number  of  white  people  have 
assembled,  and  about  seventy-five  Indians.  About  a  dozen  of  these  embraced 
Christianity  about  six  months  ago,  the  rest  are  heathens  from  the  forest. 
How  interesting  a  sight  that  they  should  travel  forty  miles  to  hear  about  the 
Great  Spirit,  and  what  he  would  have  them  do.  As  soon  as  they  arrived 
they  commenced  building  their  tents.  Our  Saviour  said  to  His  disciples, 
"Go  ye  into  all  the  world,  &c.,"  but  we  here  see  heathens  coming  to  the 


1826-27]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  75 

disciples  of  Jesus  and  asking  for  the  Gospel.  The  services  were  commenced 
by  Rev.  James  Richardson,  followed  by  the  Rev.  Thaddeus  Osgood,  who  is 
a  great  lover  of  Sunday-schools,  Peter  Jones  interpreted,  when  they  were 
directed  to  Jesus,  who  came  to  save  the  Indian  as  well  as  the  white  man,  they 
were  melted  to  tears. 

June  16th. — Rev.  D.  Yeomans  preached  this  morning,  also  the  Rev.  Thad- 
deus Osgood,  first  to  the  children,  then  to  the  Indians,  which  was  interpreted 
by  Peter  Jones.  A  lame  boy,  fourteen  years  old,  seemed  to  have  his  whole  soul 
broken  under  the  hammer  of  the  word.  The  Ten  Commandments  were 
recited  in  their  own  tongue,  and  they  repeated  them  sentence  by  sentence.  It 
was  a  very  impressive  exercise,  giving  great  solemnity  to  the  sacred  decalogue. 

June  17th,  Sunday. — The  first  sermon  this  morning  was  delivered  by  Rev. 
John  Ryerson,  on  the  sufferings  of  Christ,  followed  by  Rev.  James 
Richardson.  By  this  time  the  concourse  of  people  was  immense — when  the 
Rev.  William  Ryerson  preached  from  Gen.  vii.  1,  a  most  able  and  affecting 
discourse,  interpreted  by  Peter  Jones,  who  afterwards  addressed  the  white 
people,  telling  of  the  former  degradation  of  his  people,  their  present  happy 
condition,  the  feeble  instruments  God  had  made  use  of  to  accomplish  this 
glorious  work;  he  thanked  the  white  people  for  their  kindness,  and  earnestly 
entreated  them  to  pray  on,  that  the  good  work  might  go  on  and  prosper — 
he  concluded  by  saying,  "  My  dear  brethren,  if  you  go  forward  the  work 
will  prosper,  till  the  missionary  from  the  western  tribes,  shall  meet  with  the 
missionary  from  the  east,  and  both  will  shake  hands  together." 

June  I8th. — About  mid-day  the  Camp-meeting  was  brought  to  a  close,  it 
was  very  solemn  and  refreshing,  three  hundred  and  thirteen  whites  partook 
of  the  Communion,  and  about  forty  Indians.  Thirty-five  Indians,  men, 
women,  and  children  were  baptized;  with  others  it  was  deferred  till  further 
instructed. 

July  3rd. — Peter  Jones  has  just  returned  from  Lake  Simcoe,  bringing  a 
glorious  account  of  the  steadfastness  and  exceeding  joy  of  the  Indians  there. 
Thirty  more  are  added  to  their  number;  a  school  is  established,  taught  by  Bro. 
Wm.  Lane,  in  a  temporary  building,  put  up  by  themselves.  The  traders  are 
showing  great  opposition,  threatening  to  beat  the  Indians  and  burn  their 
camps  if  they  will  attend  the  meetings;  their  craft  is  in  danger.  They  that 
trust  in  the  Lord  need  not  fear. 

July  5th. — Rev.  Wm.  Ryerson,  under  this  date,  writes  from  Lake  Simcoe: 
If  Yellowbead,  the  Head  Chief,  embraces  religion,  his  influence  will 
counteract  the  opposition  of  the  traders,  which  is  very  strong.  I  think  if 
Peter  Jones  can  come  and  remain  with  them  awhile,  as  soon  as  possible,  they 
will  embrace  Christianity. 

July  15th. — Peter  Jones  and  I  arrived  at  Lake  Simcoe  this  evening,  for 
the  purpose  of  being  present  during  the  distribution  of  Indian  gt>ods.  The 
change  in  their  appearance  since  a  year  ago  is  most  striking.  The  traders 
are  still  very  hostile. 

July  16th. — In  the  morning  I  gave  the  Indians  a  long  talk.  I  showed 
thena  the  superiority  of  the  Christian  religion  over  that  of  those  who  wor- 
shipped images.  At  this  remark,  the  French  traders  present  looked  very 
angry,  muttering,  but  making  no  disturbance.  Peter  Jones  then  spoke  at 
length,  answering  and  correcting  statements  the  traders  had  made.  Colonel 
Givens  soon  arrived  and  the  meeting  closed. 

July  17th. — Collected  the  Indians  again,  and  preached  from  Matt.  xi.  28. 
Peter  Jones  expounded  the  Lord's  Prayer.  The  Frenchmen  were  much  dis- 
pleased at  his  remarks  on  the  subject  of  forgiving  sins.  They  afterwards 
tried  to  force  some  of  the  Christians  to  drink,  but  failed.  The  Lord  have 
mercy  on  these  wicked  men,  and  open  their  eyes  before  it  is  too  late!  When 
the  presents  were  to  be  given  out,  the  men  were  seated  by  themselves,  and 


76  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE  [CHAP.  V. 

also  the  women ;  the  boys  and  girls  according  to  their  ages.  The  chief's  then 
requested  all  who  were  Christians,  or  wished  to  be,  to  sit  together,  and  about 
150  rose  and  did  so.  T*he  difference  in  their  countenances,  as  well  as  their 
appearance  and  manners,  was  most  marked.  They  looked  healthy,  clean, 
and  happy,  whereas  many  of  the  others  were  almost  naked;  some  with 
bruised  heads,  and  black  faces,  and  almost  burnt  up  with  liquor.  When  the 
distribution  of  presents  ended,  an  Indian  Council  was  held  at  Phelps'  Inn,  at 
which  I  was  invited  to  be  present.  Chief  Yellowhead  spoke  first,  saying 
"  The  desire  of  his  heart  was  that  their  Great  Father  would  grant  them  a 
place  where  they  might  all  settle  down  together.  His  people  wished  to 
throw  away  their  bad  ways,  and  worship  the  Gseat  Spirit."  Many  others 
spoke,  particularly  requesting  the  Indian  Agent  to  do  what  he  could  to  quiet 
the  rage  of  the  French  traders.  We  have  reason  to  thank  God  for  the  kind 
friendly  influence  the  Indian  agents  exert,  especially  in  closing  the  mouths 
of  the  traders.  Oh,  Lord,  I  will  praise  Thee! 

July  20th.— I  left  the  Holland  Landing  this  morning  for  the  purpose  of 
visiting  the  islands  north-east  of  Lake  Simcoe,  to  ascertain  their  desirability 
for  a  settlement.  I  find  the  situation  very  pleasant.  The  chief  has  a  com- 
fortable house  containing  four  rooms,  with  everything  decent  and  convenient. 
This  island  contains  about  four  hundred  acres  of  beautiful  basswood,  beech, 
and  maple.  The  chief  told  me  that  the  Mohawks  once  had  a  village  there, 
probably  a  century  ago  ;  as  there  is  a  navigable  creek  running  to  the  mouth 
of  the  river,  there  was  every  attraction  for  a  convenient  settlement.  The 
chief  also  offers  any  one  who  will  come  and  teach  the  children,  two 
rooms  in  his  house  for  that  purpose,  and  the  Indians  will  support  him. 
Such  is  the  field  of  philanthropic  and  Christian  labour  in  this  place,  and 
which  demand  most  vigorous  application. 

July  22nd. — I  assembled  the  Indians  this  morning,  and  gave  them  my 
parting  advice;  after  which  the  Chief  (Wahwahsinno)  spoke  with  great 
]x»wer.  He  is  the  most  interesting,  intelligent  Indian  I  ever  saw.  He 
warned  them  to  beware  of  the  evil  spirit  which  was  lurking  around  them  on 
every  side;  to  be  honest  and  cheat  nobody;  not  to  get  drunk,  but  buy  food 
and  clothing  for  their  children.  You  know,  he  said,  how  our  fathers, 
grandfathers,  and  great-grandfathers  have  been  killed  by  liquor — now,  don't 
do  as  they  have  done.  We  are  thankful  to  our  Great  Father,  over  the 
waters,  for  the  clothes  he  has  given  us,  and  to  our  good  brother  for  the  good 
things  he  has  taught  us.  We  then  embraced  each  other  and  bade  farewell. 

July  23rd. — Arrived  again  at  the  Narrows,  and  found  the  Indians  firmly 
established  in  the  faith.  I  have  now  spent  eight  days  among  these  long- 
neglected  and  injured  people,  and  happy  are  my  eyes  that  have  seen  these 
glorious  things. 

[The  missionary  efforts  of  these  times  were  in  Upper  Canada 
chiefly  directed  toward  the  Indians.  Of  this  abundant  evidence 
is  given  in  the  preceding  pages.  That  these  efforts  were  also  put 
forth  by  the  Church  of  England,  may  be  gathered  from  the  fact 
that  at  a  public  meeting  held  in  York,  on  the  29th  of  October, 
1830,  a  Society  was  formed,  under  the  presidency  of  the  Bishop 
of  Quebec, "for  the  converting  and  civilizing  of  the  Indians  of 
Upper  Canada."  In  his  address,  on  that  occasion,  the  Bishop 
stated  that  the  Rev.  G.  Archbold,  with  true  missionary  zeal,  had 
resided  among  the  Indians  on  the  north  side  of  Lake  Huron 
during  the  greater  part  of  the  summer,  arid  at  his  departure  had 
left  them  in  care  of  Mr.  James  W.  Cameron.  Mr.  Cameron  was, 


1826-27]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  77 

in  1832  succeeded  by  Mr.  (now  Archdeacon)  McMurray  at  Sault 
Ste.  Marie.  Funds  for  the  support  of  this  Indian  Mission  were 
collected  in  England,  by  the  Bishop  in  1831,  and  also  by  Rev. 
A.  N.  (subsequently  Bishop)  Bethune.  The  scope  of  this  Society 
was  soon  enlarged  to  "  Propagating  the  Gospel  among  Destitute 
Settlers  "  also.  The  missionaries  employed  in  1831  were  Rev.  J. 
O'Brian  (St.  Clair),  Rev.  Saltern  Givens  (Bay  of  Quinte),  and 
Mr.  James  W.  Cameron  (La  Cloche,  Sault  Ste.  Marie,  &c.) 

That  this  interest  was  not  confined  to  spiritual  matters  is 
evident  from  many  letters,  and  other  references,  to  the  domestic 
and  material  improvement  in  the  condition  of  the  Indians, 
which  I  find  in  Dr.  Ryerson's  papers.  I  select  the  following, 
which  touch  upon  as  many  different  matters  relating  to  the 
temporal  and  spiritual  interests  of  the  Indians : — 

In  a  letter  written  by  Rev.  William  Case,  from  Hallowell,  to 
Dr.  Ryerson,  he  thus  speaks  of  the  success  of  a  school  established 
by  the  Conference  among  the  Indians.  He  says : 

Last  evening  (10th  March)  was  exhibited  the  improvement  of  the 
Indian  School,  at  Grape  Island,  one  boy,  whose  time  at  school  amounted  to 
but  about  six  months,  read  well  in  the  Testament.  Several  new  tunes  were 
well  sung  and  had  a  fine  effect.  The  whole  performance  was  excellent. 
More  than  twenty  names  were  given  in  to  furnish  provisions  for  the  children 
of  the  school.  These  exhibitions  have  a  good  effect.  It  animates  the  children 
and  the  teachers,  and  affords  a  most  gratifying  opportunity  to  the  friends  of 
the  Missions  to  witness  that  their  benevolence  is  not  in  vain. — H.] 

[Shortly  after  this  letter  was  written,  Elder  Case  went  to 
New  York,  to  solicit  aid  on  behalf  of  the  Indian  Schools.  He 
was  accompanied  by  John  Sunday  and  one  or  two  other  Indians. 
Writing  from  there,  on  the  19th  April,  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  then  at 
Cobourg,  he  says : 

"We  have  attended  meetings  frequently,  and  visited  a  great  number  of 
schools  and  other  institutions,  both  literary  and  religious.  This  has  a  fine 
effect  on  our  Indian  brethren.  The  aid  we  are  obtaining  will  assist  us  for 
the  improvement  of  our  Indian  Schools.  We  have  an  especial  view  to  the 
Indians  of  Rice  Lake.  Please  look  well  to  the  school  there,  and  to  the  com- 
fort of  the  teacher.  The  Indians  should  be  encouraged  to  cultivate  tlieir 
islands.  The  most  that  we  can  do  is  to  keep  them  at  school,  &c.,  and 
instruct  them  in  their  worldly  concerns. 

The  managers  of  the  Missionary  Society  in  New  York,  as  well  as  in  Phila- 
delphia, are  very  friendly.  In  case  we  shall  be  set  off  as  a  Conference,  they 
will  continue  to  afford  us  assistance  in  the  Mission  cause.  You  will  judge 
something  of  the  feeling  of  the  people  here,  when  I  inform  you  that  a  neice 
of  the  unfortunate  Miss  McCrae,  who  was  killed  by  the  Indians  in  the  revo- 
lutionary war,  has  given  us  $10  towards  the  Indian  schools,  and  two  sets  of 
very  fine  diaper  cloths  for  the  communion  table.  We  shall  bring  with  us  an 
Indian  book,  containing  the  decalogue,  the  creed,  hymns,  and  our  Lord's 
Sermon  on  the  Monnt.  This  will  stimulate  our  schools,  as  well  as  afford 
instruction  to  the  Indian  converts.  I  wish  you  to  encourage  the  Indian 
sisters  to  make  a  quantity  of  fancy  trinkets,  we  could  sell  them  to  advantage 
here.  They  should  be  well  made.  We  have  been  introduced  to  Mr.  Francis 


78  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  V. 

Hall,  of  the  New  York  Spectator,  and  about  forty  ladies,  who  are  engaged  in 
preparing  bedding,  clothing,  &c.,  for  our  missions  and  schools.  We  gave 
them  a  short  address  on  the  happy  effects  of  the  gospel  on  the  mind  and  con- 
dition of  Indian  female  converts.  John  Sunday  s  address  to  them  in  Indian 
was  responded  to  with  sobs  through  the  room.  Brother  Bangs  addressed 
those  present  on  behalf  of  the  Indians  exhorting  them  to  diligence  and  faith- 
fulness. He  said  that  we  would  always  find  in  the  Christian  females  true 
encouragement  and  aid." — H.] 

[Elder  Case  was  anxious  to  re-open  the  school  for  Indian  girls 
at  Grape  Island.  In  writing  from  the  Credit,  he  says : 

"  When  we  gave  up  the  female  school  it  was  designed  to  revive  it,  and  we 
had  in  view  to  employ  one  of  the  Miss  Rolphs.  If  she  can  be  obtained  we 
shall  be  much  gratified.  We  wish  everything  done  that  can  be  done  to 
bring  forward  the  children  in  every  necessary  improvement,  especially  at 
the  most  important  stations,  and  the  Credit  is  one  of  the  most  important. 
Can  you  afford  any  assistance  to  Peter  Jacobs  1  We  are  very  solicitous  to 
see  some  talent  in  composition  among  some  of  our  most  promising  scholars. 

We  are  authorised  by  the  Dorcas  Society,  of  New  York,  to  draw  for  $20 
to  purchase  a  cow  for  the  use  of  the  mission  family  at  the  Credit,  and  you 
are  at  liberty  to  get  one  now,  or  defer  it.  till  the  Spring.  As  probably  the 
$20  will  purchase  a  cow,  and  pay  for  her  keeping  through  the  winter. 

Our  way  this  far  has  been  prosperous.  I  never  saw  the  pulse  of  Missionary 
ardour  beat  higher.  Tickets  of  admission  at  the  anniversaries  might  be  sold 
by  hundreds  for  a. dollar  each.  But  they  were  d'stributed  gratis.  The  col- 
lection at  the  female  anniversary  was  $217,  and  a  handful  of  gold  rings 
(about  20).  The  superintendent  is  truly  missionary  ;  rejoicing  in  the  plan  of 
our  aiding  them  in  the  conversion  of  the  Indians  on  this  side  of  the  lines. 
Bros.  Doxtadors  and  Hess'  visit  is  well  received,  and  a  good  work  commenced 
at  the  Oneida."— H.] 

[In  a  letter  written  to  Dr.Ryerson,  by  the  Re  v.  James  Richard- 
son, on  the  2nd  Oct.,  1829,  referring  to  the  privilege  granted  to 
the  Indians  of  taking  salmon  (as  mentioned  on  p.  66),  he  said  : 

As  I  came  home,  I  stopped  at  James  Gages',  and  found  that  he  was  much 
displeased  with  the  Indians  for  holding  their  fish  so  high.  He  says  his  son 
could  obtain  them  for  less  than  l/3d.  currency  (25c.).  Some  of  them  were 
not  worth  half  that.  He  remarked  that  Wm,  Kerr  and  others  expressed 
great  dissatisfaction  with  the  Indians  for  taking  advantage  of  the  privilege 
granted  to  them,  and  also  for  haughtiness  in  their  manner  of  dealing  with 
their  old  friends.  I  am  afraid  that  unless  they  be  moderate  and  civil,  a 
prejudice  will  be  excited  against  them,  which  may  prove  detrimental  to  the 
missionary  cause.  The  respectable  part  of  the  inhabitants  would  be  pleased 
to  have  the  Indians  supported  in  this  privilege,  if  they  could  purchase  fish 
of  them  at  a  moderate  price. — H.] 

[Elder  Case,  who  was  greatly  interested  in  the  success  of 
the  Indian  Schools,  and  who — with  a  view  to  demonstrate  the 
usefulness  of  the  schools — proposed  to  take  two  of  the  Credit  In- 
dian boys  to  the  Missionary  Meetings  in  January,  1830,  says : — 

I  should  be  glad  to  have  something  interesting  at  the  York  Anniversary. 
Perhaps  we  may  have  a  couple  of  promising  boya  from  this  Station.  Henry 
Steinheur  will  accompany  me  to  Lake  Simcoe,  and  perhaps  Allen  Salt*  will 
come  up  as  far  as  York.  They  are  both  fine  boys,  and  excellent  singers.] 

•  These  Indian  boys  subsequently  became  noted  for  their  piety  aad  mis- 
sionary zeal  on  behalf  of  their  red  brethren. — H. 


1826-271  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  79 

[A  providential  opening  having  occurred  for  getting  the 
Scriptures  translated  into  the  Indian  language,  Rev.  Wm. 
Eyerson,  in  a  letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  dated  York,  24th  February, 
1830,  says : — 

I  lately  received  a  letter  from  the  Rev.  Mr.  West,  one  of  the  agents  for  the 
British  and  Foreign  Bible  Society,  expressing  the  anxiety  he  felt  that  the 
Scriptures  should  be  translated  into  the  Chippewa  language.  He  said  that  if 
proper  application  were  made,  he  -would  take  great  pleasure  in.  laying  it 
before  the  Committee  of  the  Parent  Society,  and  use  his  influence  to  obtain 
any  assistance  that  might  be  wanted.  Viewing  this  as  a  providential  opening, 
I  think  that  steps  should  be  taken  to  have  the  translation  made.  From  your 
residence  among  the  Indians,  and  knowledge  of  their  manners  and  customs, 
and  your  acquaintance  with  those  natives  that  are  the  best  advanced  in 
religious  knowledge  and  experience,  do  you  not  think  that  the  Joneses  are 
the  best  qualified  to  translate  the  Scriptures  ? — H.] 

NOTE. — [The  reply  was  in  the  affirmative,  and  Peter  Jones 
was  entrusted  by  the  U.  C.  Bible  Society  with  the  work.* — H.] 

April  7th,  1829. — [Writing  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  from  Philadelphia, 
at  this  date,  Elder  Case  says : 

There  is  a  fine  feeling  here  in  favour  of  the  Canada  Church 
and  the  Mission  cause.  Peter  Jones  and  J.  Hess  are  in  New 
York  overlooking  the  printing  of  the  gospels,  etc.  We  hope  to 
bring  back  with  us  the  Gospel  of  Mark,  with  other  portions 
contained  in  the  Book  of  Common  Prayer.  The  Spelling-book 
and  a  Hymn  book  in  Mohawk,  and  a  Hymn-book  in  Chippewa 
They  are  all  in  the  press,  and  will  be  ready  by  5th  May,  when 
we  leave  to  return. — H.] 

*  An  unexpected  delay  occurred  in  getting  the  translation  made  by  Rev. 
Peter  Jones  printed,  as  explained  in  a  letter  from  Rev.  George  Ryerson  to 
Dr.  Ryerson,  dated  Bristol,  August  6th,  1831.  He  says  : — 

Peter  Jones,  after  his  return  from  London,  experienced  several  weeks' 
delay  in  getting  his  translation  prepared  for  the  press,  in  consequence  of  a 
letter  from  the  Committee  on  the  Translations  of  the  U.  C.  Bible  Society — 
Drs.  Harris,  Baldwin,  and  Wenham — stating  that  the  translation  was  im- 
perfect. He  had,  in  consequence,  to  go  over  the  whole  translation  with  Mr. 
•Greenfield,  the  Editor  of  the  Bible  Society  Translations.  Mr,  Greenfield  is 
a  very  clever  man,  and  has  an  extensive  knowledge  of  languages.  He  very 
soon  acquired  the  idiom  of  the  Chippewa  language  so  that  he  became  better 
able  to  judge  of  the  faithfulness  of  the  translation.  Mr.  Greenfield  went 
•cheerfully  through  every  sentence  with  Mr.  Jones,  and  made  some  unim- 
portant alterations,  expressed  himself  much  pleased  with  the  translation,  and 
thinks  it  the  most  literal  of  any  published  by  the  Bible  Society.  It  is  now 
passing  through  the  press,  and  will  soon  be  sent  to  Canada. 


CHAPTER   VI. 

1827-1828. 

LABOURS  AND  TRIALS — CIVIL  RIGHTS  CONTROVERSY. 

AT  the  Conference  of  1827  I  was  appointed  to  the  Cobourg 
Circuit,  extending  from  Bowmanville  village  to  the 
Trent,  including  Port  Hope,  Cobourg,  Haldimand,  Colborne, 
Brighton,  and  the  whole  country  south  of  Rice  Lake,  with  the 
townships  of  Seymour  and  Murray.  On  this  extensive  and 
labourious  Circuit  I  am  not  aware  that  I  missed  a  single  appoint- 
ment, not  withstanding  my  controversial  engagements*  and  visits 
to  the  Indians  of  Rice  Lake  and  Mud  Lake.  I  largely  com- 
posed on  horseback  sermons  and  replies  to  my  ecclesiastical 
adversaries.  My  diary  of  those  days  gives  the  following  par- 
ticulars : — 

Hope,  Newcastle  District,  Sept.  23rd,  1827. — I  have  now  commenced  my 
ministerial  labours  amongst  strangers.  Religion  is  at  a  low  ebb  among  the 
people ;  but  there  are  some  who  still  hold  fast  their  integrity,  and  are 
"  asking  the  way  to  Zion  with  their  faces  thitherwards."  I  have  preached 
twice  to-day  and  been  greatly  assisted  from  above. 

Sept.  25th. — I  have  laboured  with  much  heaviness  to-day.  I  spent  part  of 
the  day  in  visiting  the  Rice  Lake  Indians.  They  seem  very  healthy,  and  are 
happy  in  the  Lord.  We  have  selected  a  place  for  building  a  school  house. 
With  gratitude  and  joy  they  offer  to  assist  in  the  building. 

Sept.  3Qth. — Another  month  gone  !  I  review  the  past  with  mingled  feel- 
ings of  gratitude  and  regret. 

October  2nd.  — Yesterday  and  to-day  I  have  laboured  under  severe  affliction 
of  mind.  I  am  as  one  tempest  driven,  without  pilot,  chart,  or  compass. 

Oct.  4th. — This  evening  at  the  prayer-meeting,  how  delightful  was  it  to 
hear  two  children  pour  out  their  melting  supplications  at  the  throne  of  grace. 
"  Out  of  the  mouths  of  babes  and  sucklings  thou  hast  perfected  praise. 

Oct.  Qth. — I  began  my  labours  last  Sunday,  weak  and  sick,  but  my  strength 
increased  with  my  labour,  and  I  was  stronger  in  body  and  happier  in  soul  at 
night  than  in  the  morning. 

Oct.  Wth. — I  have  now  finished  my  first  journey  round  the  circuit.  My 
health  has  not  been  good.  Two  persons  have  joined  the  society  to-night,  and 
several  more  in  class  expressed  a  determination  never  to  rest  till  they  found 
peace  with  God  through  Jesus  Christ 

Oct.  nth. — I  have  been  employed  in  controversial  writing,  and  sorely 
tempted  to  desist  from  preaching. 

Oct.  20th. — I  have  been  greatly  interested  and  strengthened  in  reading  the 
"  Life  of  Dr.  Coke."  The  trials  with  which  he  was  assailed,  and  the  spirit 
in  which  he  encountered  them,  afforded  encouragement  to  me.  His  meeting 

*  The  first  of  these  controversial  engagements  extended  from  the  spring  of  1826 
until  the  spiing  of  1827;  the  second  from  the  spring  of  1828  until  near  midsummer 
of  the  same  year. — H. 


1827-28]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  81 

with  the  venerable  Asbury,  in  the  Church  built  in  the  vast  forest,  is  one  of 
the  most  affecting  scenes  I  ever  read. 

Oct.  21st. — To-day  we  held  our  first  quarterly  meeting  on  the  circuit,  and, 
bless  the  Lord,  it  was  a  reviving  time. 

Oct.  27th. — [Archdeacon's  Strachan's  Ecclesiastical  Chart  had 
so  excited  the  righteous  indignation  of  Elder  Case,  that  he 
wrote  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  at  this  date,  from  Cobourg,  in  regard  to 
it.  1  insert  his  letter,  as  it  expresses  (though  in  strong 
language)  the  general  feeling  of  those  outside  of  the  Church  of 
England  in  regard  to  this  Chart.*  He  said  : —  i 

Notice  the  providence  which  has  brought  to  light  the  mis- 
statements  of  the  Ecclesiastical  Chart.  This  is  one  instance 
out  of  many  in  which  false  representations  have  gone  Home 
in  regard  to  the  character  of  the  people  and  the  state  of 
religion. 

As  such  a  spirit  of  intolerance  is  altogether  averse  to  the 
mild  spirit  of  the  gospel,  so  it  is  also  a  most  dangerous  and 
daring  assumption  of  power  over  the  rights  of  conscience. 
Against  this  high-handed  and  domineering  spirit,  God  himself 
has  ever  set  his  face.  Let  the  Doctor  be  reminded  of  the  case  of 
Haman  and  the  despised  dissenting  Jew,  who  refused  to  bow 
down  to  the  courtiers  of  the  king.  The  Doctor's  wrath  is 
kindled  against  those  whom  he  calls  "dissenters,"  and  who 
refuse  to  submit  to  his  Church  rule.  We  have  said,  "  whom 
the  Doctor  calls  '  dissenters.' "  I  aver  that  the  term  is  not  at 
all  applicable  to  the  religious  denominations  in  this  country. 
From  what  Church  have  they  dissented  ?  Indeed  most  of  the 
first  inhabitants  of  this  country  never  belonged  to  the  Church 
of  England  at  all.  They  were  from  the  first  attached  to  the 
denominations.  Some  to  the  Presbyterian,  some  to  the  Baptist, 
some  to  the  Methodist,  and  only  a  small  portion  to  the  Church 
of  England.  Nor  had  they  any  apprehensions,  while  support- 
ing the  rights  of  the  Crown,  that  an  ecclesiastical  establishment 
of  ministers  of  whom  they  have  never  heard,  was  to  be  imposed, 
upon  them,  as  a  reward  for  their  loyalty  !  Indeed,  they  had  the 
faith  of  the  Government  pledged,  that  they  should  enjoy  the 
rights  of  conscience.  And  in  view  of  this  was  the  charter  of 
the  Province  formed,  to  secure  liberty  of  conscience  and  free- 
dom of  thought.  The  blow  at  a  loyal  portion  of  Her  Majesty's 
subjects  was  aimed  at  them  in  the  dark,  4,000  miles  away, 
and  without  an  opportunity  of  defending  themselves.  An  act 
so  ungenerous,  and  in  a  manner  so  impious  too,  cannot  be 
endured.  We  must  defend  ourselves  against  the  unjust  slanders 
of  the  Doctor. — H.] 

*  The  nature  and  purpose  ef  this  Chart  are  fully  explained  and  discussed 
by  Dr.  .Ryerson  in  hia  "Epochs  of  Canadian  Methodism,"  pp.  165-220." — H. 
6 


82  TEE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  VL 

Nov.  19th. — I  have  been  blessed  with  more  comfort  this  evening  in 
preaching  from  Matt  xxii.  11-13,  to  a  congregation  composed  principally  of 
drunkards  and  swearers.  My  heart  was  warmed,  my  tongue  loosened,  and 
my  understanding  enlarged. 

Nov.  20th. — I  have  been  to  the  Rice  Lake  Mission :  found  them  still 
growing  in  grace.  The  children  are  clean — many  of  them  handsome.  The 
school  teacher  is  happy  in  his  work. 

Dec.  I2lh. — My  mind  has  been  greatly  afflicted  this  evening  in  settling  a 
difference  between  two  brethren. 

Dec.  25th. — Last  night  we  had  a  service  in  this  place  (Presque  Isle)  to 
celebrate  the  incarnation  of  our  blessed  Saviour.  Seven  souls  professed  to 
experience  the  pardoning  love  of  Christ.  Many  who  came  mourning,  went 
home  rejoicing. 

January  1st,  1828. — I  am  now  brought  to  the  close  of  another  year,  and 
the  commencement  of  a  new  era  of  existence.  The  first  part  of  the  year  I 
spent  principally  amongst  the  Indians,  and  have  reason  to  believe  the  Lord 
blest  my  labours  amongst  those  needy  and  loving  people,  but  my  own  soul 
was  oft  in  heaviness.  The  latter  part  of  the  year  I  have  been  on  a  Circuit, 
and  have  found  my  enjoyments  and  improvement  increased.  The  Societies 
are  growing  in  piety,  my  bodily  wants  have  been  all  supplied,  and  I  have 
experienced  the  fulfilment  of  the  promise,  If  ye  forsake  father  and  mother, 
the  Lord  will  take  thee  up.  May  I  ever  rest  on  it ! 

Jan.  2nd. — [The  following  letter  was  written  at  this  date  to 
Dr.  Ryerson  by  his  Mother.  She  says : — 

My  not  writing  to  you,  I  understand  from  your  letter  to 
Father,  has  given  you  much  uneasiness ;  but  I  can  assure  you 
I  have  felt  much  concerned  about  it  ^yself,  for  fear  that  you 
should  entertain  the  thought  of  its  proceeding  from  unkindness 
or  neglect :  but  let  the  feelings  of  affection  of  a  Mother  suffice 
and  answer  it  all.  Be  convinced  that  her  happiness  depends 
upon  your  welfare,  and  that  her  daily  prayers  will  ever  be 
offered  up  to  the  throne  of  grace  in  yours  and  the  rest  of  her 
children's  behalf.  O  that  the  Lord  may  keep  you  humble  and 
faithful,  looking  unto  him  for  grace  and  strength  to  enable  you 
to  work  in  His  blessed  cause,  to  proclaim  the  glad  tidings  of 
salvation  through  a  dear  Redeemer  to  lost  and  perishing  souls  ! 
This  is  a  great  comfort  to  me,  and  more  than  I  deserve.  None 
other  compensates  for  all  my  trials  and  afflictions  here,  as  that 
God,  of  His  goodness,  should  have  inclined  the  hearts  of  many 
of  my  dear  children  to  seek  His  face  and  to  testify  to  the  ways 
of  God  being  the  ways  of  pleasantness  and  peace.  At  so  much 
goodness  my  soul  doth  bless  and  praise  my  God  and  Redeemer. 
My  dear  boy,  you  must  not  forget  to  pray  for  your  poor 
unworthy  Mother,  that  she  may  be  daily  renewed  in  the  inner 
man,  and  so  kept  by  the  grace  of  God,  as  to  be  able  to  endure 
unto  the  end,  and  at  last  to  be  received  among  those  that  are 
made  perfect,  to  praise  Him  that  hath  redeemed  us  for  ever  and 
ever.  Your  kind  and  anxious  enquiries  about  home,  I  shall 
endeavour  to  answer.  Your  dear  Father  has  returned,  and  is 


1827-28]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  83 

as  well  as  usual,  but  still  suffers  much  at  times.  Your  heavenly 
Father  has  been  pleased  to  lay  His  hand  of  affliction  once  more 
upon  your  sister,  Mrs.  Mitchell,  by  taking  away  her  youngest 
boy  in  November  last.  Edwy,  I  am  happy  to  say,  appears  to 
persevere  in  serving  God,  which,  with  the  blessing  of  God,  may 
he  continue  to  do.  Your  brother  George  has  left  for  England. 
He  desires  that  all  your  letters  be  sent  to  him  in  England, 
which  contain  anything  interesting  about  the  Indians,  or  of  the 
work  of  religion.  The  state  of  religion  in  this  part,  I  think,  is 
rather  on  the  rise,  that  is  to  say,  they  attend  better  to  public 
worship,  and  receive  their  preacher  in  a  more  friendly  manner 
than  before.  Write  as  often  as  you  can  to  let  us  know  how 
you  are,  and  how  the  work  of  religion  is  progressing. — H.] 

Jan.  3rd. — I  have  this  day  visited  the  Indians  at  Rice  Lake  :  all  prosperity 
here.  I  have  been  much  refreshed  this  evening  in  meeting  my  beloved 
brother  and  fellow-labourer  in  the  Gospel,  Peter  Jones.  These  pleasing  inter- 
views bring  to  mind  many  refreshing  seasons  we  have  enjoyed  together,  when 
seeking  the  lost  sheep  of  the  houee  of  Israel.  This  year  thus  far,  has  been 
attended  with  peculiar  trials;  my  health  has  not  been  good;  I  have  had  con- 
flicts without,  and  fears  within. 

Jan.  30th. — Visited  a  poor  woman  to-day  in  the  last  stage  of  consumption, 
she  gives  evidence  that  her  peace  is  made  with  God.  I  find  it  a  heavy  cross 
to  visit  the  sick.  Help  me,  Lord,  to  search  out  the  mourner,  bind  up  broken 
hearts,  and  comfort  the  sorrowful. 

February  22nd. — [A  Central  Committee  at  York  having,  of 
behalf  of  the  various  non-Episcopal  denominations,  deputed 
Rev.  George  Ryerson  to  proceed  to  England  to  present  petitions 
to  the  Imperial  Parliament  against  the  claims  of  the  Church  of 
England  in  this  Province,*  the  Rev.  William  Ryerson  was 
requested  to  write  to  his  brother  George  on  the  subject.  In  his 
letter  he  gave  the  following-  explanation  of  the  sources  of  in- 
formation from  which  Archdeacon  Strachan's  Ecclesiastical 
Chart  was  compiled.  He  said  : — 

It  may  be  proper  to  apprise  you  that  the  Church  of  England 
has  been  making  an  enquiry  into  the  religious  state  of  the 
Province,  the  result  of  which  they  have  sent  home  to  the  Im- 
perial Parliament.  And  in  order  to  swell  their  numbers  as 
much  as  possible,  they  have  sent  persons  through  almost  every 
part  of  the  Province,  who.  when  they  come  into  a  house,  enquire 
of  the  head  of  the  family  as  to  what  Church  he  belongs.  If  he 
says,  to  the  Methodist,  or  any  other  body  of  dissenters,  they 
next  enquire  if  their  children  belong  to  the  same  Church.  If 
they  say  no,  they  set  the  children  as  members  of  the  Church  of 
England  !  If  they  say  that  neither  themselves  nor  their  children 
belong  to  any  particular  Church,  they  set  them  all  down  as 

*  See  "  Epochs  of  Canadian  Methodism,"  p.  222. 


84  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  VL 

members  of  the  Church  of  England  !      So  that  should  they 
make  a  parade  of  their  numbers  you  can  tell  how  they  got  them. 

The  Report  of  the  Society  for  the  Promotion  of  Christian 
Knowledge,  for  1821,  gives  the  number  of  communicants  in  the 
Church  of  England  here  as  between  4,000  and  5,000.  In  the 
Chart,  the  Methodist  communicants  only  have  been  returned, 
which  is  about  9,000.  The  number  of  those  who  call  them- 
selves Methodists,  is,  at  least,  four  times  that  number,  or  36,000. 
This  is  the  way  in  which  almost  all  the  other  bodies  estimate 
their  numbers,  the  Baptists  excepted. 

Cobourg,  Feb.  27th. — Dr.  Ryerson's  youngest  brother,  Edwy, 
who  remained  at  home,  wrote  from  there  on  the  20th,  in  regard 
to  his  Father's  health  and  religious  life.  He  says : — 

I  think  there  is  no  doubt  but  that  he  will,  in  a  short  time 
be  able,  with  the  care  and  the  mercy  of  Almighty  God,  to  enjoy 
himself  again  at  the  family  altar.  He  says  that,  by  the  grace 
of  God,  the  remainder  of  his  days  shall  be  devoted  to  the 
service  of  God.  He  feels  that  he  has  acceptance  with  God ;  that 
God  condescends  to  receive  him — blessed  be  God !  My  dear 
Egerton,  although  we  have  had  great  difficulties  and  many  trials 
to  contend  with,  yet  the  Lord  has  stood  by  us,  and  by  His  good- 
ness and  mercy  He  has  kept  us  from  sinking  under  them,  by 
pointing  out  ways  and  means  for  our  escape,  and  He  has  brought 
our  aged  Father  to  the  knowledge  of  Jesus  Christ,  our  Lord. 
Oh,  my  dear  brother,  let  us  praise  the  name  of  God  forever, 
who  hath  dealt  so  bountifully  with  us.  Mother  is  much  better 
than  when  you  were  here.  Father  and  Mother  send  their  love 
to  you.  May  the  Lord  give  you  good  speed,  and  crown  your 
labours  with  success  in  the  saving  of  souls. 

April  3rd. — With  a  view  to  throw  an  incidental  light  upon 
the  personal  influence  which  prompted  Dr.  Ryerson  to  controvert 
certain  statements  made  by  Archdeacon  Strachan,*  I  quote  a 
letter  which  Dr.  Ryerson's  brother  William  wrote  to  him  from 
York,  on  the  1st,  as  follows : — 

I  send  you  a  pamphlet  containing  Dr.  Strachan's  defence 
before  the  Legislative  Council.  If  I  had  time  I  would  write  a 

*  "  Letters  from  the  Reverend  Egerton  Ryerson  to  the  Honourable  and 
Reverend  Dr.  Strachan.  Published  originally  in  the  Upper  Canada  Herald, 
Kingston,  U.O.,  1828.  Pp.  42 — In  his  "advertisement"  or  preface,  Dr. 
Ryerson  illustrates  the  pressing  nature  of  his  engagements  at  the  time  when  he 
was  engaged  in  the  controversy  with  Archdeacon  Strachan.  He  also  refecred  to 
the  unusual  difficulties  with  which  he  had  to  contend  in  writing  these  ' '  Letters  " 
to  the  Archdeacon.  Of  many  important  and  most  forcible  arguments  against  estab- 
lishments, especially  those  derived  from  the  Holy  Scriptures,  the  author  has  not 
availed  himself,  nor  has  he  referred  to  so  many  historical  authorities  as  might 
have  been  adduced,  *  *  as  he  has  had  to  travel  nearly  two  hundred 

miles,  and  preach  from  twenty  to  thirty  sermons  a  month."     (See  note  on  p.  80 
and  also  Chapter  viil— H. 


1827-28]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  85 

reply,  at  least  to  a  part  of  it.  I  think  you  had  better  write  a 
full  answer  to  it.  You  will  perceive  that  the  Doctor's  defence 
consists  in  telling  what  he  told  certain  gentlemen  in  England 
and  what  they  told  him.  The  misstatements  and  contradictions 
with  which  he  has  been  charged,  he  has  not  noticed.  Such  as 
that  "  the  Church  is  rapidly  increasing,  and  spreading  over  the 
whole  country,  and  that  the  tendency  of  the  population  is 
towards  the  Church  of  England,  and  that  the  instructions  of 
dissenters  are  rendering  people  hostile  to  our  institutions,  civil 
and  religious."  He  says :  "  It  is  said  I  have  offended  the 
Methodists."  Who  told  him  so  ?  I  presume  it  must  have  been 
his  own  conscience.  If  you  write  a  full  answer  would  it  not 
be  better  to  do  it  in  the  form  of  letters,  addressed  to  the  doctor, 
and  signed  by  your  reil  name  ?  Write  in  a  candid,  mild,  and 
kindly  style,  and  it  will  have  a  much  more  powerful  effect 
upon  the  mind  of  the  public.  Do  not  cramp  yourself,  but  write 
fully,  seriously,  and  effectually. 

Dr.  Ryerson's  reflections  upon  the  peculiar  difficulties  of  his 
itinerant  life  at  this  time  are  recorded  in  his  diary,  under  date 
of  April  13th,  as  follows : — 

No  situation  of  life  is  without  its  inconveniences;  but,  perhaps,  the  Metho- 
dist itinerant  Preacher  is  more  exposed  to  privations  than  most  others.  His 
home  is  everywhere,  and  amongst  persons  of  every  description;  and  if  he 
needs  retirement  or  books,  where  can  he  find  a  retreat  to  hide  himself,  or  a 
secret  place  where  he  can,  like  Jacob,  wrestle  till  the  dawn  of  day  ?  He  is 
a  target  to  be  shot  at  by  every  one;  his  weaknesses  and  failings  tried  every 
way;  and,  after  his  youth,  his  health,  his  life,  his  all  are  spent,  he  loo  often 
dies  an  enfeebled  and  impoverished  man.  But,  bless  the  Lord,  all  does  not 
end  here.  We  have  "  a  building  of  God,  eternal  in  the  heavens;"  and  we 
have  a  home  "  where  the  wicked  cease  from  troubling,  and  the  weary  are 
at  rest." 

Dr.  Ryerson  resumes  his  diary  on  the  9th  of  May.     He  says : 

My  time  has  of  late  been  much  taken  up  with  provincial  affairs.  I  have 
felt  a  hardness  towards  those  who  I  think  are  injuring  the  interests  of  the 
country,  and  with  whom  it  has  fallen  to  my  lot  to  be  much  engaged  in  con- 
troversy. Necessity  seems  at  present  to  be  laid  upon  me,  from  which  I 
cannot  free  myself. 

May  10th — Sunday. — To-day  I  delivered  a  discourse  on  Missions.  I  had 
intended  much,  this  being  a  favourite  topic  with  me,  but  I  made  out  nothing, 
and  I  felt  truly  humbled. 

Aug.  1st. — For  months  past  I  have  been  greatly  tried.  My  controversial 
labours  have  occupied  too  much  of  my  time  and  attention.  I  thank  God, 
the  day  of  deliverance  seems  to  be  dawning.  The  invisible  hand  of  the 
infinitely  wise  Being  is  clearly  at  work,  and  I  have  no  doubt  the  result  will 
be  to  His  glory. 

Dr.  Ryerson  then  continues  the  narrative  of  his  life.      He 

ys:— 

A  change  in  my  domestic  and  public  life  now  commenced, 


86  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  '  [CHAP.  VI 

which  involved    my  marriage,  and   my   appointment  to   the 
Hamilton  and  Ancaster  Circuits.     In  my  diary  I  say  : — 

Aug.  24th. — I  soon  expect  to  alter  my  situation  in  life.  What  an  im- 
portant step  1  How  much  depends  upon  it  in  respect  to  my  comfort,  my 
literary  and  religious  improvement,  and  my  usefulness  in  the  Church  ?  I 
have  kept  up  a  correspondence  with  a  lady  since  and  before  I  was  an  itinerant 
preacher;  but  postponed  marriage  since  1  became  a  minister,  thinking  that 
I  should  be  more  useful  as  a  single  man.  My  ministerial  friends  all  advise 
me  now  to  marry,  as  every  obstacle  seems  moved  out  of  the  way  and  I  have 
now  travelled  three  years, 

Ancaster,  Oct.  31st. — I  have  passed  through  a  variety  of  scenes  since  I  last 
noted  the  dealings  of  the  Lord  with  me.  On  the  10th  of  September,  1828, 1 
entered  into  the  married  state  with  Miss  Hannah  Aikman,  of  Hamilton. 
Through  the  tender  mercy  of  God,  I  have  got  a  companion  who,  I  believe, 
will  be  truly  a  help-meet  to  me,  in  spiritual  as  well  as  temporal  things.* 

The  Hamilton  and  Ancaster  Circuit  reached  from  Stoney 
Creek,  east  of  Hamilton,  to  within  five  miles  of  Brantford, 
including  the  township  of  Glandford ;  thence  including  the 
Jersey  settlement,  Dundas  Street,  and  Nelson,  to  ten  miles 
north  of  Dundas  Street,  embracing  Trafalgar,  the  mountain 
beyond  the  town  of  Milton,  Credit,  and  back  to  Stoney 'Creek. 

The  death  of  the  Rev.  Wm.  Slater,  my  colleague  and  Super- 
intendent, about  the  middle  of  the  year,  was  a  great  loss  and 
affliction  to  me,  as  I  had  to  take  his  place.  Brother  Slater  had 
been  the  colleague  of  my  brother  John  for  two  years,  and  he 
was  now  mine  for  the  second  year.  He  was  a  true  Englishman, 
a  true  friend,  and  a  faithful  and  cheerful  minister. 

About  the  middle  of  this  year  (1828)  were  held  the  Ryan 
Conventions  at  Copetown,  in  West  Flainboro',  and  Picton,  Prince 
Edward  District,  of  which  I  have  given  an  account  in  "  The 
Epochs  of  Canadian  Methodism,"  pp.  247-269. 

*  This  union  was  of  comparatively  short  duration.  Mrs.  Ryerson  died  on 
the  31st  of  January,  1832,  at  the  early  age  of  28.  (See  the  latter  part  of 
Chapter  ix.) 


CHAPTER  VII. 

1828-1829. 

RYANITE  SCHISM  —  M.  E.  CHUECH  OF  CANADA  '.ORGANIZED. 


is  a  break  in  Dr.  Ryerson's  "  Story"  at  this  point  ; 
no  record  of  any  of  the  events  of  his  life,  from  August, 
1828,  to  September,  1829,  was  found  among  the  MSS.  left  by 
him.  The  Editor,  therefore,  avails  himself  of  the  numerous 
letters  preserved  by  the  venerable  author,  from  which  he  is 
enabled  to  continue  a  narrative,  at  least  in  part,  of  the  principal 
events  in  his  then  active  life.  —  H. 

Hamilton,  Qth  Nov.  —  Writing  at  this  date,  from  Cobourg,  to 
Dr.  Ryerson,  on  the  expediency  of  petitioning  the  Legislature 
to  give  the  Methodist  Ministry  the  right  to  perform  the  mar- 
riage ceremony  amongst  their  own  people,  Elder  Case,  says  :  — 

Should  not  the  petition  include  all  "dissenters,"  and  the  prayer 
be  for  authority  to  perform  the  marriage  rite  for  members  of 
our  congregations?  I  would  rather  not  have  any  law  in  our 
favour,  but  that  which  gives  the  privilege  to  the  Calvinists.  If 
the  Church  of  England  is  not  the  established  religion  of  this 
province  (and  who  believes  it  is  ?)  "  dissenters  "  at  least,  have  an 
equal  right  with  the  Church.  If  numbers  and  priority  are  to 
determine  the  right,  the  "  dissenters  "  have  a  superior  right,  for 
they  were  first  here,  and  they  are  more  numerous.  We  cannot  but 
feel  a  pious  indignation  at  the  idea,  that  all  should  not  snjoy 
the  same  privilege,  in  regard  to  marriage  ;  and  can  this  be  the 
fact  when  one  denomination,  in  any  sense  whatever,  has  a  con- 
trol over  the  marriage  ceremony  of  another  denomination  ? 

The  Ryanite  Schism,  which  commenced  in  1824,  is  fully 
described  by  Dr.  Ryerson  in  his  "  Epochs  of  Canadian  Method- 
ism," pp.  247-269.  In  a  letter  from  his  brother  John,  dated  River 
Thames,  January  28th,  the  strife  caused  by  this  schism  is  thus 
referred  to.  Mr.  Ryerson  also  describes  the  state  of  the  Societies 
in  the  London  District  during  this  crisis.  He  said  :  — 

I  am  happy  to  hear  that  Mr.  Ryan's  plans  are  defeated,  and 
that  the  measures  you  have  adopted  to  frustrate  his  machina- 
tions against  Elder  Case,  have  proved  successful.  I  hope  you 
will  continue  to  assist  and  support  Elder  Case,  especially  in  this 


88  THE  STOBY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  VH. 

affair,  and  on  many  other  accounts  he  is  deserving  of  much 
esteem  ;  his  disinterested  exertions  in  behalf  of  the  Missionary 
interest  in  Canada,  are  deserving  of  the  highest  praise. 

The  work  is  prospering  in  the  different  parts  of  this  District. 
Niagara  and  Ancaster  Circuits  are  rising.  There  is  a  good 
work  in  Oxford,  on  the  Long  Point  Circuit,  as  also  on  the  Lon- 
don and  Westminster  Circuits.  The  Indian  Mission,  on  the 
Grand  River,  is  progressing  finely.  At  the  "Salt  Springs,  about 
thirty  have  been  added  to  the  Society,  amomg  whom  are  some 
of  the  most  respectable  chiefs  of  the  Mohawk  andTuscarora 
nations.  Visiting  them,  from  wigwam  to  wigwam,  they  in 
general  appear  to  be  thankful. — H.] 

The  Ryanite  controversy  turned  chiefly  on  the  refusal  at  first 
of  the  American  General  Conference  to  separate  the  Canada 
work  from  its  jurisdiction.  Rev.  John  Ryerson,  in  a  letter 
from  Pittsburg,  Pa.,  dated  May,  1828,  gave  Dr.  Ryerson  the 
particulars  of  the  reversal  of  that  decision.  He  says  : — 

A  Committee  of  five  persons  has  been  appointed  on  the 
Canada  Question.  Dr.  Bangs  is  the  chairman.  The  Committee 
reported  last  Thursday  pointedly  against  the  separation ; 
declaring  it,  in  their  opinion,  to  be  unconstitutional.  Dr.  Bangs 
brought  the  report  before  the  Conference,  and  made  a  long 
speech  against  the  separation.  William  and  myself  replied  to 
him  pointedly,  and  at  length,  and  were  supported  by  the  Rev. 
Drs.  Fisk  and  Luckey.  Dr.  Bangs  was  supported  by  Rev. 
Messrs.  Henings,  Lindsey,  and  others.  The  matter  was  debated 
with  astonishing  ability  and  deep-felt  interest  on  both  sides, 
for  two  days,  when  the  question  being  put,  there  were  105  in 
favour  of  the  separation,  and  43  against— a  majority  on  our 
side  of  62.  Our  kind  friends  were  much  delighted,  and  highly 
gratified  at  our  singular  and  remarkable  triumph  ;  and  those 
who  opposed  us,  met  us  with  a  great  deal  of  respect  and  affec- 
tion. You  will,  doubtless,  be  surprised  on  hearing  of  Dr.  Bangs' 
opposing  us  as  he  has  done,  but  you  are  not  more  surprised  and 
astonished  than  we  were ;  and  we  had  no  knowledge  of  his 
opposition  to  the  separation  until  the  morning  of  the  debate, 
when  he  got  up  and  commenced  his  speech  in  Conference.  But, 
blessed  be  God  for  ever,  amidst  the  painful  and  trying  scenes 
through  which  we  have  passed  in  the  Conference  business,  the 
God  of  David  has  stood  by  us,  and  has  given  us  a  decided 
victory. 

Nov.  22nd. — Elder  Case,  in  a  letter  from  Cobourg,  gives  a 
detailed  account  of  the  efforts  put  forth  by  Rev.  Henry  Ryan 
to  foment  discord  among  the  societies.  He  says : 

As  in  the  west  so  in  the  east,  Elder  Ryan  had  induced 
several  members  to  attend  as  delegates  at  his  convention 


1828-29]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  89 

in  Hallo  well.  At  Matilda,  George  Brouse  ;  at  Kingston,  Bro. 
Burchel  and  Henry  Benson  have  been  elected  to  go.  Mr.  Case 
then  urges  that  a  circular  be  issued  to  the  societies  setting 
forth  "that  the  Conference,  so  far  as  they  have  had  evidence,  has 
laboured  in  every  instance  to  do  justice  to  Mr.  Ryan,  and  even 
to  afford  him  greater  lenity,  on  account  of  former  standing, 
than,  perhaps  the  discipline  of  the  Church  would  justify. 

In  a  subsequent  letter,  dated  Prescott,  27th  November,  Elder 
Case  thus  describes  the  proceedings  of  Mr.  Ryan.     He  says : 

On  my  way  down,  I  spent  a  few  hours  at  Kingston,  one 
day  at  Brockville,  and  one  here.  I  have  learned  all  the  circum- 
stances of  Mr.  Ryan's  proceedings.  At  one  place  he  would 
declare  in  the  most  positive  manner  that  he  would  "  head  no 
division,"  that  he  "would  even  be  the  first  to  oppose  any 
such  work,"  he  "would  esteem  it  the  happiest  day  in  his  life  if, 
by  their  assistance,  he  could  regain  his  standing  in  the  Church," 
and  that  "  the  measures  which  he  was  now  professing  would 
prevent  a  division."  But  when  he  thought  he  had  gained  the 
confidence  of  his  listeners,  and  they  had  entered  fully  into  his 
views,  he  would  throw  off  his  disguise,  and  openly  declare,  as 
he  did  at  Matilda,  "  Now,  we  will  pull  down  the  tyrannical 
spirit  of  the  Conference.  There  will,  there  must  be  a  split,"  &c. 
Brother,  there  is  one  very  material  obstacle  in  the  way  of  effect- 
ing a  "'  split,"  in  our  societies,  and  raising  a  "  fog  "  of  any  con- 
siderable duration,  i.  e.,  the  authors  of  this  work  may,  by  their 
strong  and  positive  statements,  make  a  people  mad  for  a  "  divi- 
sion." But,  when  there  is  a  sense  of  religion  in  the  mind, 
they  will  become  good  natured — they  can't  be  kept  mad  long. 
Our  people  in  these  parts  are  becoming  quite  good  natured,  and 
now  perceive  their  arch  friend  has  made  a  fool  of  them. 

To  show  how  deeply  the  Ryanite  schism  had  affected  the 
Societies,  and  how  widely  the  agitation  had  spread,  we  give  a 
few  extracts  from  a  letter  written  from  London  (U.C.),  to  Dr. 
Ryerson,  by  his  brother  John,  dated  2nd  January.  He  says  : — 

The  day  I  left  you  I  rode  to  Oxford  (52  miles.),  and  after 
preaching,  I  gave  an  explanation  of  Ryan's  case,  an  hour  and  a 
half  long.  My  dear  brother,  this  is  a  desperate  struggle.  I  am 
using  every  possible  exertion  to  defeat  Ryan.  I  go  from  house 
to  house  to  see  the  friends  I  don't  see  at  the  meetings.  Could 
you  not  go  to  Burford  and  see  Mr.  Matthews,  as  he  has  a  great 
deal  of  influence  in  Burford  and  the  Governor's  Road  ?  Eger- 
ton,  by  all  means,  try  and  go,  even  if  you  have  to  neglect 
appointments.  Though  I  know  it  is  hard  for  you,  I  am  sure 
the  approbation  of  your  conscience,  and  the  approbation  of  the 
Church,  will  afford  you  an  ample  reward.  It  will  also  be 
necessary  for  you  to  keep  a  look  out  about  Ancaster.  Write  to 


90  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  VII 

Rev.  James  Richardson,  and  tell  him  to  look  out,  and  also  write 
to  Rev.  S.  Belton,  and  Rev.  A.  Green.  Don't  fail  to  go  to  Bur- 
ford  and,  if  you  can,  to  Long  Point  also,  and  hold  public 
meetings  on  the  subject.* 

Nov.  26^. — At  the  Conference  held  this  year  (1828),  at 
Switzer's  Chapel,  Ernestown,  Bishop  Hedding  presiding,  reso- 
lutions were  adopted  organizing  the  Canada  Conference  into  an 
"independent  Methodist  Episcopal  Church  in  Canada."  Subse- 
quently, Rev.  Wilbur  Fisk,  A.M.,  Principal  of  the  Wilbraharn 
Academy,  U.S.,  was  elected  General  Superintendent,  or  Bishop, 
of  the  newly  organized  Church.  Dr.  Ryerson  was  deputed  to 
convey  the  announcement  of  this  election  to  Mr.  Fisk,  which  he 
did  on  this  day,  as  follows  : — 

The  Canada  Conference  of  the  M.E.  Church  have  taken  the 
liberty  of  nominating  you  for  our  General  Superintendent, 
agreeably  to  the  resolutions  of  the  General  Conference.  I  take 
the  liberty,  and  have  the  pleasure  of  observing  that  the  nomina- 
tion was  warm  and  unanimous  ;  and  I  hope  and  pray,  that  while 
our  wants  excite  your  compassion,  our  measures,  in  this  respect, 
will  meet  your  cordial  approbation  and  receive  your  pious  com- 
pliance. Although  writing  to  a  person  whom  I  have  never 
seen,  yet  the  pleasure  and  profit  I  have  derived  in  perusing 
your  successful  apologies  in  favour  of  the  pure  Gospel  of  Christ 
against  the  invasions  of  modern  libertinism,  remind  me  that  I 
am  not  writing  to  an  entire  stranger  ;  and  your  able  and  affec- 
tionate appeal  to  the  late  General  Conference  in  behalf  of 
Canada — of  which  my  brothers  gave  a  most  interesting  account 
— embolden  me  to  speaks  with  you  "  as  a  man  speaketh  with 
his  friend."  Rev.  Dr.  Fisk's  reply  to  this  letter  is  as  follows  : — 

The  deep  solicitude  I  have  felt,  to  weigh  the  subject  well,  to 
watch  the  openings  of  divine  providence,  and  decide  in  the  best 
light,  have  induced  me  to  deliberate  until  this  time  [April].  All 
my  deliberations  upon  this  subject  have  resulted  in  a  confirma- 
tion of  my  earliest  impressions  in  relation  to  it — that  it  will  not 
be  prudent  for  me  to  accept  of  the  affectionate  and  flattering 
invitation  of  the  Canada  Conference.  I  feel,  however,  the 
influence  of  contrary  emotions.  My  high  sense  of  the  honour 
you  have  done  me,  is  enhanced  by  the  consideration  that  "  the 
nomination  was  unanimous  and  warm."  I  highly  appreciate, 
and  cordially  reciprocate  those  warm  and  concurrent  expressions 
of  confidence  and  affection.  The  information  I  have  of  the 
character  of  the  Conference,  joined  with  my  personal  acquaint- 
ance with  some  of  its  members,  convinces  me,  that  whoever 

*  Rev.  Henry  Ryan  was  born  1776,  entered  the  ministry  in  1880,  and  died 
at  his  residence,  in  Gainsborough,  on  the  2nd  September,  1833,  aged  57 
years. — H. 


1828-29]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  91 

superintends  the  Canada  Church,  will  have  a  charge  that  will 
cheer  his  heart,  and  hold  up  his  hands  in  his  official  labours. 
Equally  encouraging  and  inviting,  are  the  growing  prospects  of 
your  country  and  your  Church,  and  especially  of  your  mis- 
sionary stations.  These  to  a  man  of  missionary  enterprise,  who 
loves  to  bear  the  banner  of  the  cross,  and  push  its  victories 
more  and  more  upon  the  territories  of  darkness  and  sin,  are 
motives  of  high  and  almost  irresistible  influence.  And  they 
have  so  affected  my  mind,  that  although  my  local  attachments 
to  the  land  of  my  fathers,  and  for  that  branch  of  the  Church 
where  I  was,  and  have  been  nutured,  are  strong  ;  although  my 
aged  parents  lean  upon  me  to  support  their  trembling  steps,  as 
they  descend  to  the  tomb ;  although  I  might  justly  fear  the 
influence  oi:  your  climate  upon  an  infirm  constitution;  yet  these 
considerations,  strengthened  as  they  are  by  a  consciousness  of 
my  own  inability,  and  by  the  almost  unanimous  dissuasives  of 
my  friends,  would  hardly  of  themselves  have  induced  me  to 
decline  your  invitation,  were  it  not  that  I  am  connected  with 
a  literary  institution  that  promises  much  advantage  to  the 
Church  and  to  the  public,  but  which,  as  yet,  will  require  close 
and  unremitting  attention  and  care  on  my  part  for  some  time 
to  come,  to  give  it  that  direction  and  permanency  which  will 
secure  its  usefulness.* 

Nov.  28th,  1828.— Mr.  H.  C.  Thompson,  of  Kingston,  who  had 
charge  of  the  re-printing  in  pamphlet  form  of  Dr.  Eyerson's 
recent  letters  on  Archdeacon  Strachan's  sermon,  writes  to  him 
to  say  : — It  lingers  in  the  press,  merely  for  the  want  of  work- 
men, who  cannot  be  procured  in  this  place.-f-  He  adds  : — The 

*  The  post-office  endorsement  on  this  letter  was  as  follows  : — Paid  to 
Lewistown,  N.Y.,  25c.  postage;  ferryage  to  Niagara,  2d. ;  from  Niagara  to 
Hamilton,.  4£d.;  total,  36  cents  postage,  for  what  in  1882  costs  only  one- 
twelfth  of  that  amount. — H. 

t  The  title  ot  this  pamphlet  (in  possession  of  the  author)  is :  Claims  of 
Churchmen  and  Dissenters  of  Upper  Canada  brought  to  the  test  in  a  Contro- 
versy between  several  Members  of  the  Church  of  England  and  a  Methodist 
Preacher.  Kingston,  1828.  pp.  232.  (See  note  on  page  80,  and  also 
Chapter  viii.) 

Rev.  Dr.  Green,  in  his  Life  and  Times,  thus  speaks  of  the  effect  of  the 
publication  of  these  letters  upon  Rev.  Franklin  Metcalf  and  himself : — The 
sermon  was  ably  reviewed  in  the  columns  of  the  Colonial  Advocate,  in  a 
communication  over  the  signature  of  "A  Methodist  Preacher."  Mr.  Metcalf 
and  I  took  the  paper  into  a  field,  where  we  sat  down  on  the  grass  to  read. 
As  we  read,  we  admired ;  and  as  we  admired,  we  rejoiced ;  then  thanked 
God,  and  speculated  as  to  its  author,  little  suspecting  that  it  was  a  young 
man  who  had  been  received  on  trial  at  the  late  Conference  (1825).  We  read 
again,  and  then  devoutly  thanked  God  for  having  put  it  into  the  heart  of 
some  one  to  defend  the  Church  publicly  against  such  mischievous  statements, 
and  give  the  world  the  benefit  of  the  facts  of  the  case.  The  "  Reviewer  " 
proved  to  be  Mr.  Egerton  Ryerson,  then  on  the  Yonge  Street  Circuit.  This 


92  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP,  VII. 

changes  which  have  recently  taken  place  in  the  two  provinces 
cannot  fail  to  gratify  every  lover  of  his  country,  though  the 
party  in  power  will  no  doubt  hang  their  heads  in  sullen  silence. 
I  am  highly  pleased  with  the  Methodist  Ministers'  Address  to 
the  Governor,  and  the  reply  thereto, — Strachanism  must  seek 
a  more  congenial  climate. 

March  I9th,  1829. — Dr.  Ryerson  had,  at  this  time,  met  with 
an  accident,  but  his  life  was  providentially  spared.  Elder 
Case,  writing  from  New  York,  at  this  date,  speaking  of  it,  says : 

Thank  the  Lord  that  your  life  was  preserved.  The  enemies 
of  our  Zion  would  have  triumphed  in  your  death.  May  God 
preserve  you  to  see  the  opponents  of  religious  liberty,  and  the 
abettors  of  faction  frustrated  in  all  their  selfish  designs  and 
hair-brained  hopes ! 

I  have  seen  a  letter  from  the  Rev.  Richard  Reece,  dated 
London,  19th  January,  to  Mr.  Francis  Hall,  of  the  New  York 
Commercial  Advertiser  and  the  Spectator,  in  which  he  says : 

I  am  of  opinion  that  the  English  Conference  can  do  very 
little  good  in  Upper  Canada.  Had  our  preachers  been  continued 
they  might  have  raised  the  standard  of  primitive  English  Metho- 
dism, which  would  have  had  extensive  and  beneficial  influence 
upon  the  work  in  that  province,  but  having  ceded  by  convention 
the  whole  of  it  to  your  Church,  I  hope  we  shall  not  interfere  to 
disturb  the  people.  They  must,  as  you  say,  struggle  for  a  while, 
and  your  bishops  must  visit  them,  and  ordain  their  ministers, 
till  they  can  do  without  them.  He  speaks  of  being  highly 
gratified  at  the  conversion  of  the  Indians  in  Canada. 

was  the  commencement  of  the  war  for  religious  liberty,     pp.  83,  84.     (See 
also  page  143  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  "  Epochs  of  Canadian  Methodism.") — H. 

For  specimens  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  controversial  style  in  this  his  first 
encounter,  see  the  extracts  which  he  has  given  from  tne  pamphlet  itself  on 
pages  146 — 149,  etc.,  of  "Epochs  of  Canadian  Methodism.  — II 


CHAPTER  VIII. 

1829-1832. 

ESTABLISHMENT  OP  THE  "  CHRISTIAN  GUARDIAN — "  CHURCH 
CLAIMS  RESISTED. 

DR.  RYERSON  takes  up  the  Story  of  his  Life  at  the  period 
of  the  Conference  of  1829.     He  says  that ; — 

At  this  Conference  it  was  determined  to  establish  the 
Christian  Guardian  newspaper.  The  Conference  elected  me 
as  Editor,  with  instructions  to  go  to  New  York  to  procure  the 
types  and  apparatus  necessary  for  its  establishment.*  In  this 
I  was  greatly  assisted  by  the  late  Rev.  Dr.  Bangs,  and  the  Rev. 
Mr.  Collard,  of  the  New  York  Methodist  Book  Concern. 

The  hardships  and  difficulties  of  establishing  and  conducting 
the  Christian  Guardian  for  the  first  year,  without  a  clerk,  in 
the  midst  of  our  poverty,  can  hardly  be  realized  and  need  not 
be  detailed.  The  first  number  was  issued  on  the  22nd  Novem- 
ber, 1829.  The  list  of  subscribers  at  the  commencement  was 
less  than  500.  Three  years  afterwards  (in  1832),  when  the  first 
Editor  was  appointed  as  the  representative  of  the  Canadian 
Conference  to  England,  the  subscription  list  was  reported  as 
nearly  3,000. 

The  characteristics  of  the  Christian  Guardian  during  these 
three  eventful  years  (it  being  then  regarded  as  the  leading 
newspaper  of  Upper  Canada)  were  defence  of  Methodist  insti- 
tutions and  character,  civil  rights,  temperance  principles,  educa- 
tional progress,  and  missionary  operations.  It  was  during  this 
period  that  the  Methodist  and  other  denominations  obtained 
the  right  to  hold  land  for  places  of  worship,  and  for  the  burial 

*  The  following  is  a  copy  of  the  document  under  the  authority  of  which 
Dr.  Ryerson  was  deputed  to  go  to  New  York  to  procure  presses  and  types  for 
the  proposed  Christian  Guardian  newspaper  : — 

This  is  to  certify  that  the  Bearer,  Rev.  Egerton  Ryerson,  is  appointed 
agent  for  procuring  a  printing  establishment  for  the  Canada  Conference,  and 
is  hereby  commended  to  the  Christian  confidence  of  all  on  whom  he  may  have 
occasion  to  call  for  advice  and  assistance  for  the  above  purpose. 

(Signed)        WILLIAM  CASE,  Superintendent. 

Ancaster,  Upper  Canada, )  JAMES  RICHARDSON,  Secretary. 

Sept.  4th,  1829.         J 


94  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  VIII. 

of  their  dead,  and  the  right  of  their  ministers  to  solemnize 
matrimony,  as  also  their  rights  to  equal  civil  and  religious 
liberty,  against  a  dominant  church  establishment  in  Upper 
Canada,  as  I  have  detailed  in  the  "  Epochs  of  Canadian  Method- 
ism," pp.  129-246. 

The  foregoing  was  the  only  reference  to  this  period  of  his 
life  which  Dr.  Ryerson  has  left.  I  have,  therefore,  availed 
myself  of  his  letters  and  papers  to  continue  the  narrative. 

June — August,  1830. — With  a  view  to  correct  ther  mis- 
statements  made  in  regard  to  the  Methodists  in  Canada,  and  to 
set  forth  their  just  rights,  Dr.  Ryerson  devoted  a  considerable 
space  in  the  Christian  Guardian  of  the  26th  June,  and  3rd, 
10th,  24th,  and  31st  July,  and  14th  August,  1SSO,  to  a  concise 
history  of  that  body  in  this  country,  in  which  he  maintained  its 
right  to  the  privileges  proposed  to  be  granted  to  it  under  the 
Religious  Societies  Relief  Bill  of  that  time.*  He  pointed  out, 
as  he  expressed  it,  that — 

His  Majesty's  Royal  assent  would  have  been  given  to  that 
bill  had  it  not  unfortunately  fallen  in  company  with  some  ruth- 
less vagrant  (in  the  shape  of  a  secret  communication  from  our 
enemies  in  Canada)  who  had  slandered,  abused,  and  tomahawked 
it  at  the  foot  of  the  throne 

Oct.  llth. — Being  desirous  of  availing  himself  of  his  brother 
George's  educational  advantages  and  ability  in  his  editorial 
labours,  Dr.  Ryerson,  under  this  date,  wrote  to  him  in  his  new 
charge  at  the  Grand  River,  He  said  : — 

I  am  glad  to  hear  that  you  enjoy  peace  of  mind,  .and  feel  an 
increasing  attachment  to  your  charge.  It  is  more  than  I  do  as 
Editor.  I  am  scarcely  free  from  interruption  long  enough  to 
settle  my  mind  on  any  one  thing,  and  sometimes  I  am  almost 
distracted.  On  questions  of  right  and  liberty,  as  well  as  on 
other  subjects,  I  am  resolved  to  pursue  a  most  decided  course. 
Your  retired  situation  will  afford  you  a  good  opportunity  for 
writing  useful  articles  on  various  subjects.  I  hope  you  will 
write  often  and  freely. 

Nov.  1st. — Another  reason,  which  apparently  prompted  Dr 
Ryerson  to  appeal  to  his  brother  George  for  editorial  help,  was 
the  fear  that  the  increasing  efforts  of  the  influential  leaders  of 
the  Church  of  England  to  secure  a  recognition  of  her  claims  to  be 
an  established  church  in  Upper  Canada  might  be  crowned  with 
success.  He,  therefore,  at  this  date  wrote  to  him  again  on  the 
subject,  and  said  . — 

The  posture  of  affairs  in  England  appears,  upon  the  whole, 

*  These  seven  papers,  taken  together,  were  the  first  attempt  to  put  into  a 
connected  form  the  history  of  the  Methodist  Church  in  Canada,  down  to 
1830.— H. 


1829-321  THE  STOBY  OF  MY  LIFE.  95 

more  favourable  to  reform  than  in  Upper  Canada.  We  are 
resolved  to  double  our  diligence ;  to  have  general  petitions  in 
favour  of  the  abolition  of  every  kind  of  religious  domination, 
circulated  throughout  the  Province,  addressed  to  the  Provincial 
and  Imperial  Parliaments,  and  take  up  the  whole  question — 
decidedly,  fully,  and  warmly.  We  must  be  up  and  doing  while 
it  is  called  to-day.  It  is  the  right  time.  There  is  a  new  and 
Whig  Parliament  in  England,  and  I  am  sure  our  own  House 
of  Assembly  dare  not  deny  the  petitions  of  the  people  on  this 
subject. 

NATUEE  OF  THE  STRUGGLE  FOR  EELIGIOUS  EQUALITY. 

During  this  and  many  succeeding  years  the  chief  efforts  of 
Dr.  Ryerson  and  those  who  acted  with  him  were  directed,  as 
intimated  before,  against  the  efforts  put  forth  to  establish  a 
"  dominant  church  "  in  Upper  Canada.  A  brief  resume  of  the 
question  will  put  the  reader  in  possession  of  the  facts  of  the 
case : — 

The  late  Bishop  Strachan,  in  his  speech  delivered  in  the 
Legislative  Council,  March  6th,  1828,  devoted  several  pages  of 
that  speech  (as  printed)  to  prove  that  "  the  Church  of  England  is 
by  law  the  Established  Church  of  this  Province."  This  statement 
in  some  form  he  put  forth  in  every  discussion  on  the  subject. 

The  grounds  upon  which  this  claim  was  founded  were  also 
fully  stated  by  Eev.  Wm.  Betteridge,  B.D.  (of  Woodstock), 
who  was  sent  to  England  to  represent  the  claims  ,of  the 
Church  of  England  in  this  controversy.  These  claims  he  put 
forward  in  his  "Brief  History  of  the  Church  in  Upper  Canada," 
published  in  England  in  1838.  He  rests  those  claims  upon 
what  he  considers  to  have  been  the  intention  of  the  Imperial 
Parliament  in  passing  the  Clergy  Reserve  sections  of  the  Act  (31 
Geo  III.,  c.  31)  in  1791,  and  also  on  the  "  King's  Instructions  " 
to  the  Lieutenant-Governor  of  Upper  Canada  in  1818.  He 
further  contended  that  the  "Extinction  of  the  Tithes  Act," 
passed  by  the  Upper  Canada  Legislature  in  1823,  inferentially 
recognized  the  dominancy  of  the  Church  of  England  in  Canada 
as  a  Church  of  the  Empire.  Beyond  this  alleged  inferential 
right  to  be  an  Established  Church  in  Upper  %Canada,  none  in 
reality  existed.  It  was,  therefore,  to  prevent  this  inference, — 
which  was  insisted  upon  as  perfectly  clear  and  irresistible, — 
from  receiving  Imperial  or  Provincial  recognition  as  an  ad- 
mitted or  legal  fact,  that  the  persistent  efforts  of  Dr.  Ryerson 
and  others  were  unceasingly  directed  during  all  of  these  years. 

Few  in  the  present  day  can  realize  the  magnitude  of  the 
task  thus  undertaken.  Nor  do  we  sufficiently  estimate  the  signi- 
ficance of  the  issues  involved  in  that  contest — a  contest  waged 


96  THE  STORY  OP  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  VIII 

for  the  recognition  of  equal  denominational  rights  and  the 
supremacy  of  religious  liberty.  All  of  these  questions  are  now 
happily  settled  "  upon  the  best  and  surest  foundation."  But  it 
might  have  been  far  otherwise  had  not  such  men  as  Dr.  Ryerson 
stepped  into  the  breach  at  a  critical  time  in  our  early  history ; 
and  had  not  the  battle  been  fought  and  won  before  the  dis- 
tasteful yoke  of  an  "establishment"  had  been  imposed  upon 
this  young  country,  and  burdensome  vested  interests  had  been 
thereby  created,  which  it  would  have  taken  years  of  serious 
and  protracted  strife  to  have  extinguished. 

As  the  fruits  of  that  protracted  struggle  for  religious  equality 
have  been  long  quietly  enjoyed  in  this  province,  there  is  a 
disposition  in  many  quarters  to  undervalue  the  importance  of 
the  contest  itself,  and  even  to  question  the  propriety  of  reviving 
the  recollection  of  such  early  conflicts.  In  so  far  as  we  may 
adopt  such  views  we  must  necessarily  fail  to  do  justice  to  the 
heroism  and  self-sacrifice  of  those  who,  like  Dr.  Ryerson, 
encountered  the  prolonged  and  determined  opposition,  as  well 
as  the  contemptuous  scorn  of  the  dominant  party  while  battling 
for  the  rights  which  he  and  others  ultimately  secured  for  us. 
Those  amongst  us  who  would  seek  to  depreciate  the  importance 
of  that  struggle  for  civil  and  religious  freedom,  must  fail  also 
to  realize  the  importance  of  the  real  issues  of  that  contest. 

To  those  who  have  given  any  attention  to  this  subject,  it  is 
well  known  that  the  maintenance  of  the  views  put  forth  by 
Dr.  Ryerson  in  this  controversy  involved  personal  odium  and 
the  certainty  of  social  ostracism.  It  also  involved,  what  is  often 
more  fatal  to  a  man's  courage  and  constancy,  the  sneer  and  the 
personal  animosity,  as  well  as  ridicule,  of  a  powerful  party  whose 
right  to  supremacy  is  questioned,  and  whose  monopoly  of  what  is 
common  property  is  in  danger  of  being  destroyed.  Although 
Dr.  Ryerson  was  a  gentleman  by  birth,  and  the  son  of  a  British 
officer  and  U.  E.  Loyalist,  yet  the  fact  that,  as  one  of  the 
"  despised  sect "  of  Methodists,  he  dared  to  question  the  right  of 
"the  Church"  to  superiority  over  the  "Sectaries,"  subjected  him 
to  a  system  of  petty  and  bitter  persecution  which  few  men  of 
less  nerve  and  fortitude  could  have  borne.  As  it  was,  there  were 
times  when  the  tender  sensibilities  of  his  noble  nature  were  so 
deeply  wounded  by  this  injustice,  and  the  scorn  and  contumely  of 
his  opponents,  that  were  it  no.t  that  his  intrepid  courage  was  of 
the  finest  type,  and  without  the  alloy  of  rancour  or  bravado  in  it, 
it  would  have  failed  him.  But  he  never  flinched.  And  when  the 
odds  seemed  to  be  most  against  him,  he  would,  with  humble 
dependence  upon  Divine  help,  put  forth  even  greater  effort;  and, 
with  his  courage  thus  reanimated,  would  unexpectedly  turn  the 
flank  of  his  enemy ;  or,  by  concentrating  all  his  forces  on  the 


1829-32]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  97 

vulnerable  points  of  his  adversary's  case,  completely  neutralize 
the  force  of  his  attack. 

It  must  not  be  understood  frdm  this  that  Dr.Ryerson  cherished 
any  personal  animosity  to  the  Church  of  England  as  a  Divine 
and  Spiritual  power  in  the  land.  Far  from  it.  In  his  first 
"  campaign  "  against  the  Venerable  Archdeacon  of  York  (Dr. 
Strachan),  he  took  care  to  point  out  the  difference  between  the 
principles  maintained  by  the  aggressors  in  that  contest  and  the 
principles  of  the  Church  itself.  He  said  : — 

Whatever  remarks  the  Doctor's  discourse  may  require,  me  to  make,  I  wish 
it  to  be  distinctly  understood  that  I  mean  no  reflection  on  the  doctrines, 
liturgy,  or  discipline  oi  the  Church  of  which  he  has  the  honour  to  be  a 
minister.  Be  assured  I  mean  no  such  thing.  I  firmly  believe  in  her  doc- 
trines, I  admire  her  liturgy,  and  I  heartily  rejoice  in  the  success  of  those 
principles  which  are  therein  contained,  and  it  is  1'or  the  prosperity  of  the 
truths  which  they  unfold  that  I  shall  ever  pray  and  contend.  And,  with 
respect  to  Church  government,  I  heartily  adopt  the  sentiments  of  the  pious 
and  the  learned  Bishop  Burnet,  that  "  that  form  of  Church  government  is 
the  best  which  is  most  suitable  to  the  customs  and  circumstances  of  the 
people  among  whom  it  is  established."* 

Such  was  Dr.  Ryerson's  tribute  to  the  Church  of  England  in 
1826.  His  disclaimer  of  personal  hostility  to  that  Church  (near 
the  close  of  the  protracted  denominational  contest  in  regard  to 
the  Clergy  Reserves),  will  be  found  in  an  interesting  personal 
correspondence,  in  a  subsequent  part  of  this  book,  with  John 
Kent,  Esq.,  Editor  of  The  Church  newspaper  in  1841-2. 

With  a  view  to  enable  Canadians  of  the  present  day  more 
clearly  to  understand  the  pressing  nature  of  the  difficulties 
with  which  Dr.  Ryerson  had  to  contend,  almost  single-handed, 
fifty  years  ago,  I  shall  briefly  enumerate  the  principal  ones  : — 

1.  The  whole  of  the  official  community  of  those  days,  which 
had  grown  up  as  a  united  and  powerful  class,  were  bound 
together  by  more  than  official  ties,  and  hence,  as  a  "  family 
compact,"  they  were  enabled  to  act  together  as  one  man.     This 
class,  with  few  exceptions,  were  members  of  the  Church  of 
England.      They   regarded   her — apart    from    her    inimitable 
liturgy  and  scriptural  standards  of  faith — with  the  respect  and 
love  which  her  historical  prestige  and  assured  status  naturally 
inspired  them.      '1  hey  maintained,  without  question,  the  tra- 
ditional right  of  the  Church  of  England  to  supremacy  every- 
where in  the  Empire.     They,  therefore,  instinctively  repelled 
all  attempts  to  deprive  that  Church  of  what  they  believed  to 
be  her  inalienable  right  to  dominancy  in  this  Province. 

2.  Those  who  had  the  courage,  and  who  ventured  to  oppose 
the  Church  claims  put  forth  by  the  clerical  and  other  leaders  of 

*  "  Claims  of  Churchmen  and  Dissenters?,"  &c.,  1826,  p.  27.  (See  p.  80.) 
7 


98  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  VIIL 

the  dominant  party  of  that  time,  were  sure  to  be  singled  out 
for  personal  attack.  They  were  also  made  to  feel  the  chilling 
effects  of  social  exclusiveness.  The  cry  against  them  was 
that  of  ignorance,  irreverence,  irreligion,  republicanism,  dis- 
loyalty, etc.  These  charges  were  repeated  in  every  form ; 
and  that,  too,  by  a  section  both  of  the  official  and  religious 
press,  a  portion  of  which  was  edited  with  singular  ability  ;  a 
press  which  prided  itself  on  its  intelligence,  its  unquestioned 
churchmanship  and  exalted  respect  for  sacred  things,  its  firm 
devotion  to  the  principle  of  "  Church  and  State" — the  main- 
tenance of  which  was  held  to  be  the  only  safeguard  for  society, 
if  not  its  invincible  bulwark.  An  illustration  of  the  profession 
of  this  exclusive  loyalty  is  given  by  Dr.  Ryerson  in  these 
pages.  He  mentions  the  fact  that  the  plea  to  the  British 
Government  put  forth  by  the  leaders  of  the  dominant  party,  as  a 
reason  why  the  Church  of  England  in  this  Province  should  be 
made  supreme  and  be  subsidized,  was  that  she  might  then  be 
enabled  "  to  preserve  the  principles  of  loyalty  to  England  from 
being  overwhelmed  and  destroyed  "  by  the  "  Yankee  Method- 
ists," as  represented  by  the  Ryersons  and  their  friends  ! 

3.  The  two  branches  of  the  Legislature  were  divided  on  this 
subject.    The  House  of  Assembly  represented  the  popular  side, 
as  advocated  by  Dr.  Ryerson  and  other  denominational  leaders. 
The  Legislative    Council    (of  which    the    Ven.    Archdeacon 
Strachan  was  an  influential  member,)  maintained  the  clerical 
views  so  ably  put  forth  by  this  reverend  leader  on  the  other 
side. 

4.  Except  by  personal  visits  to  England — where  grievances 
could  alone  be  fully  redressed  in  those  days — little  hope  was 
entertained  by  the  non-Episcopal  party  that  their  side  of  the 
question  would  (if  stated  through  official  channels),  be  fairly 
or  fully  represented.     Even  were  their  case  presented  through 
these  channels,  they  were  not  sure  but  that  (as  strikingly  and 
quaintly  put  by  Dr.  Ryerson,  on  page  94) . 

In  company  with  some  ruthless  vagrant — in  the  shape  of  a  secret  com- 
munication from  enemies  in  Canada — it  would  be  slandered,  abused,  and 
tomahawked  at  the  foot  of  the  throne. 

As  an  illustration  also  of  the  spirit  of  the  Chief  Executive 
in  Upper  Canada  in  dealing  with  the  questions  in  dispute,  I 
quote  the  following  extract  from  the  reply  of  Sir  John 
Colborne  to  an  address  from  the  Methodist  Conference  in 
1831.*  He  said : 

Y"our  dislike  to  any  church  establishment,  or  to  the  particular  form  of 
Christianity  which  is  denominated  the  Church  of  England,  may  be  the 

*  For  various  reasons  (apparently  prudential  at  the  time)  this  reply  was  never 
published  in  the  Christian  Guardian,  as  were  other  replies  of  the  Governor. — H. 


1829-32]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  99 

natural  consequence  of  the  constant  success  of  your  own  efficacious  and  organ- 
ized system.  The  small  number  of  our  Church*  is  to  be  regretted,  as  well  as 
that  the  organization  of  its  ministry  is  not  adapted  to  supply  the  present  wants 
of  the  dispersed  population  in  this  new  country  ;  but  you  will  readily  admit 
that  the  sober-minded  of  the  province  are  disgusted  with  the  accounts  of  the 
disgraceful  dissensions  of  the  Episcopal  Methodist  Church  and  its  separatists, 
recriminating  memorials,  and  the  warfare  of  one  Church  with  another.  The 
utility  of  an  Establishment  depends  entirely  on  the  piety,  assiduity,  and 
devoted  zeal  of  its  ministers,  and  on  their  abstaining  from  a  secular  interfer- 
ence which  may  involve  them  in  politica1  disputes. 

The  labours  of  the  clergy  of  established  churches  in  defence  of  moral  and 
religious  truth  will  always  be  remembered  by  you,  who  have  access  to  their 
writings,  and  benefit  by  them  in  common  with  other  Christian  Societies. 
You  will  allow,  I  have  no  doubt,  on  reflection  that  it  would  indeed  be  im- 
prudent to  admit  the  right  of  Societies  to  dictate,  on  account  of  their  present 
numerical  strength,  in  what  way  the  lands  set  apart  as  a  provision  tor  the 
clergy  shall  be  disposed  of. 

The  system  of  [University]  Education  which  has  produced  the  best  and 
ablest  men  in  the  United  Kingdom  will  not  be  abandoned  here  to  suit  the 
limited  views  of  the  leaders  of  Societies  who,  perhaps,  have  neither  experience 
nor  judgment  to  appreciate  the  value  or  advantages  of  a  liberal  education. . . . 

Such  was  the  spirit  in  which  the  Governor  in  those  days  replied 
to  the  respectful  address  of  a  large  and  influential  body  of 
Christians.  He  even  went  further  in  another  part  of  his  reply, 
and  referred  to  "  the  absurd  advice  offered  by  your  missionaries 
to  the  Indians,  and  their  officious  interference."^  Such  language 

*  This  expression,  "  our  Church,"  illustrates  the  fact  which  I  have  indicated  in. 
first  paragraph  on  page  97. 

+  This  charge,  preferred  by  such  high  authority,  was  taken  up  boldly  by  the 
Methodist  authorities.  Rev.  James  (afterwards  Bishop) .  Richardson,  Presiding 
Elder,  was  commissioned  to  inquire  into  its  truthfulness.  He  made  an  exhaustive 
report,  proving  the  entire  incorrectness  of  the  statement,  and  that  the  whole 
difficulty  arose  from  the  persistent  efforts  of  a  Mr.  Alley  (an  employe"  of  the 
Indian  Department)  to  promote  his  own  interest  at  the  expense  of  those  of  the 
Indians,  and  to  remove  out  of  the  way  the  only  obstacle  to  the  accomplishment 
of  his  purpose — the  Methodist  Missionary.  Dr.  Ryerson  having  pointed  out  these 
facts  in  the  Guardian,  Capt.  Anderson,  Superintendent  of  Indian  affairs  at  Cold- 
water,  questioned  his  conclusion  ' '  that  the  advice  given  to  the  Indians  was  both 
prudent  and  loudly  called  for,  and  perfectly  respectful  to  His  Excellency."  Dr. 
Ryerson  then  examined  the  whole  of  the  evidence  in  the  case,  and  (See  Guardian, 
vol.  iii.,  p.  76)  came  to  the  following  conclusion  : — 1.  That  sometimes  the  local 
agents  of  the  Indian  Department  are  men  who  have  availed  themselves  of  the  most 
public  occasions  to  procure  ardent  spirits,  and  entice  the  Indians  to  drunkenness, 
and  other  acts  of  immorality  ;  being  apparantly  aware  that  with  the  introduction 
of  virtue  and  knowledge  among  these  people  will  be  the  departure  of  gain  which 
arises  from  abuse,  fraud,  and  debauchery.  2.  That  these  agents  are  not  always 
men  who  respect  the  Sabbath.  3.  That  the  Missionary's  "  absurd  advice  "  was  in 
effect  that  the  Indians  should  apply  to  their  Great  Father  to  remove  such  agents 
from  among  them.  4.  That  their  "  craft  being  endangered,"  the  agents  and  parties 
concerned,  "  with  studied  design,  sought  to  injure  the  missionary  in  the  estimation 
of  His  Excellency,  and  to  destroy  afl  harmony  in  their  operations,  in  order,  if 
possible,  to  compel  the  Missionary  to  abandon  the  Mission  Station."  The  effect  of 
this  controversy  was  very  salutary.  His  Excellency,  having  reconsidered  the  cajse, 
"  gave  merited  reproof  and  suitable  instructions  to  the  officers  of  the  Indian 
Department  in  regard  to  their  treatment  of  the  Methodist  Missionary."  Dr. 
Ryerson  adds  : — We  had  no  trouble  thereafter  on  the  subject. 


100  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  V1U. 


from  the  lips  of  Her  Majesty's  Representative,  if  at  all  possible 
in  these  days,  would  provoke  a  burst  of  indignation  from  those 
to  whom  it  might  be  addressed,  but  it  had  to  be  endured  fifty 
years  ago,  when  to  question  the  prerogative  of  the  Crown,  or  the 
policy  of  the  Executive,  was  taken^as  prima  facie  evidence  of 
disloyalty,  and  republicanism. 

5.  Into  the  discussion  of  the  claims  of  the  Church  of  England 
in  Upper  Canada,  two  questions  entered,  which  were  important 
factors  in  the  case.  Both  sides  thoroughly  understood  the  signi- 
ficance of  either  question  as  an  issue  in  the  discussion  ;  and  both 
sides  were,  therefore,  equally  on  the  alert — the  one  to  maintain 
the  affirmative,  and  the  other  the  negative,  side  of  these  questions. 
The  first  was  the  claim  that  it  was  the  inherent  right  of  the 
Church  of  England  to  be  an  established  church  in  every  part 
of  the  empire,  and,  therefore,  in  Upper  Canada.  Both  sides 
knew  that  the  admission  of  such  a  claim,  would  be  to  admit  the 
exclusive  right  of  that  Church  to  the  Clergy  Reserves  as  her 
heritage.  It  was  argued,  as  an  unquestionable  fact,  that  the 
exclusive  right  of  the  Church  of  England  in  Upper  Canada  to 
such  reserves  must  have  been  uppermost  in  the  mind  of  the  royal 
donor  of  these  lands,  when  the  grant  was  first  made.  The  second 
point  was,  that  the  admission  of  this  inherent  right  of  the  Church 
of  England  to  be  an  established  church  in  Upper  Canada,  would 
extinguish  the  right  of  each  one  of  the  nonconformist  bodies 
to  the  status  of  a  Church.  It  can  well  be  understood  that  in  a 
contest  which  involved  vital  questions  like  these  (that  is,  of  the 
exclusive  endowment  of  one  Church,  and  its  consequent  superior 
status  as  a  dominant  Church),  the  struggle  would  be  a  protracted 
and  bitter  one.  And  so  it  proved  to  be.  But  justice  and  right  at 
length  prevailed.  A  portion  of  the  Reserves  was  impartially 
distributed,  on  a  common  basis  among  the  denominations  which 
desired  to  share  in  them,  and  the  long-contested  claims  of  the 
Church  of  England  to  the  exclusive  status  of  an  established 
church  were  at  length  emphatically  repudiated  by  the  Legisla- 
ture ;  and,  in  1854,  the  last  semblance  of  a  union  between 
Church  and  State  vanished  from  our  Statute  Book.* — J.  G.  H.] 

*  Another  disturbing  element  entered  subsequently  into  this  controversy. 
And  this  was  especially  embarrassing  to  Dr.  Ryereon,  as  it  proceeded  from 
ministers  in  the  same  ecclesiastical  fold  as  himself.  I  refer  to  the  adverse 
views  on  church  establishments,  put  forth  by  members  of  the  British  Con- 
ference in  this  country  and  especially  in  England  (to  which  reference  is  made 
subsequently  in  this  book).  Dr.  Ryerson  was,  as  a  matter  of  course,  taunted 
with  maintaining  opinions  which  had  been  expressly  repudiated  by  his  Meth- 
odist u  superiors  "  in  England.  He  had,  therefore,  to  wage  a  double  warfare. 
He  was  assailed  from  within  as  well  as  from  without.  Besides,  he  had  to  bear 
the  charge  of  putting  forth  heretical  views  in  church  politics,  even  from  a 
Methodist  standpoint.  He,  however,  triumphed  over  both  parties — those 
within  as  well  an  those  without.  And  his  victory  over  the  former  was  the 


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Dec.  18th,  1830. — In  the  Guardian  of  this  day,  Dr.  Ryerson 
published  a  petition  to  the  Imperial  Parliament,  prepared  by  a 
large  Committee,  of  which  he  was  a  member,  and  of  which  Dr. 
W.  W.  Baldwin  was  Chairman.  In  that  petition  the  writer 
referred  to  the  historical  fact,  that,  had  the  inhabitants  of 
this  Province  been  dependent  upon  the  Church  of  England  or 
of  Scotland  for  religious  instruction,  they  would  have  remained 
destitute  of  it  for  some  years,  and  also  that  the  pioneer 
non-Episcopal  ministers  were  not  dissenters,  because  of  the 
priority  of  their  existence  and  labours  in  Upper  Canada.  The 
petition,  having  pointed  out  that  there  were  only  five  Episcopal 
clergy  in  Canada  during  the  war  of  1812,  and  that  only  one 
Presbyterian  minister  was  settled  in  the  Province  in  1818, 
declared  that : 

The  ministers  of  several  other  denominations  accompanied  the  first  influx 
of  emigration  into  Upper  Canada,  (1783-1790,)  and  have  shared  the  hard- 
ships, privations,  and  sufferings  incident  to  missionaries  in  a  new  country. 
And  it  is  through  their  unwearied  labours,  that  the  mass  of  the  population 
have  been  mainly  supplied  with  religious  instruction.  They,  therefore,  do 
not  stand  in  the  relation  of  Dissenters  from  either  the  Church  of  England  or 
of  Scotland,  but  are  the  ministers  of  distinct  and  independent  Churches, 
who  had  numerous  congregations  in  various  parts  of  the  Province,  before  the 
ministerial  labours  of  any  ecclesiastical  establishment  were,  to  any  consider- 
able extent,  known  or  felt. 

Jan.  20th,  1831. — As  an  evidence  that  the  views  put  forth 
by  Dr.  Ryerson.  in  the  Guardian,  against  an  established 
Church  in  Upper  Canada,  were  acceptable  outside  of  his  own 
denomination,  I  give  the  following  letter,  addressed  to  him  at 
this  date  from  Perth,  by  the  Rev.  Win.  Bell,  Presbyterian : 

Though  differing  from  you  in  many  particulars,  yet  in  some  we  agree- 
Your  endeavours  to  advance  the  cause  of  civil  and  religious  liberty  have 
generally  met  my  approbation.  Some  of  your  writings  that  I  have  seen 
discover  both  good  sense  and  Christian  feeling.  The  liberality,  too,  you 
have  discovered,  both  in  regard  to  myself  and  in  regard  of  my  brethren,  has 
not  escaped  my  observation.  Be  not  discouraged  by  the  malice  of  the 
enemies  of  religion.  Your  Guardian  I  have  seldom  seen,  but  from  this  time 
I  intend  to  take  it  regularly.  Consider  me  one  of  your  "  constant  readers." 
The  matters  in  which  we  differ  are  nothing  in  comparison  of  those  in  which 
we  agree. 

Feb.  9th. — Some  members  of  the  Church  of  England  in  the 
Province  evinced  a  good  deal  of  hostility  to  the  Methodists  of 
this  period,  chiefly  from  the  fact  that  they  had  been  connected 
with  the  Methodist  Episcopal  Church  in  the  United  States,  and 
that  the  Canada  Conference  had  formed  one  of  the  Annual  Con- 
ferences of  that  Church,  presided  over  by  an  American  Bishop. 

more  easily  won,  as  the  views  of  the  "  British  Methodists,"  on  this  question 
were  almost  unanimously  repudiated  by  the  Methodists  of  Canada.  See 
"  Epochs  of  Canadian  Methodism,"  pp.  830-353. — H. 


102  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  VIII. 

As  an  evidence  of  this  hostility,  Dr.  Ryerson  stated  in  the 
Guardian  of  this  date,  that  Donald  Bethune,  Esq.,  and  others, 
of  Kingston,  had  petitioned  the  House  of  Assembly : — 

To  prohibit  any  exercise  of  the  functions  of  a  priest,  or  exhorter,  or  elder 
of  any  denomination  in  the  Province  except  by  British  subjects  ;  2nd,  to 
prevent  any  religious  89ciety  connected  with  any  foreign  religious  body  to 
assemble  in  Conference;  3rd,  to  prevent  the  raising  of  money  by  any  religious 
person  or  body  for  objects  which  are  not  strictly  British,  etc. 

The  Legislature  appointed  a  Committee  on  the  subject, 
and  Dr.  Ryerson,  as  representing  the  Methodists,  Rev.  Mr 
Harris  the  Presbyterians,  and  Rev.  Mr.  Stewart  the  Baptists, 
were  summoned  to  attend  this  Committee  with  a  view  to 
give  evidence  on  the  subject.  This  Dr.  Ryerson  did  at  length, 
(as  did  also  these  gentlemen).  Dr.  Ryerson  traced  the  history 
of  the  Methodist  body  in  Canada,  and  showed  that,  three 
years  before  this  time,  the  Canada  Conference  had  taken 
steps  to  sever  its  connection  witli  the  American  General  Con- 
ference, and  had  done  so  in  a  friendly  manner.* 

The  petition  was  aimed  at  the  Methodists,  as  they  alone 
answered  the  description  of  the  parties  referred  to  by  the 
petitioners.  The  petition  was  also  a  covert  re-statement  of  the 
often  disproved  charge  of  disloyalty,  etc.,  on  the  part  of  the 
Methodists.  The  House  very  properly  came  to  the  conclusion — 

"  That  it  was  inconsistent  with  the  benign  and  tolerant  principles  of  the 
British  Constitution  to  restrain  by  penal  enactment  any  denomination  of 
Christians,  whether  subjects  or  foreigners,"  etc. 

This,  however,  was  a  sample  of  the  favourite  mode  of  attack, 
and  the  system  of  persecution  to  which  the  early  Methodists  were 
exposed  in  this  Province.  At  the  same  session  of  Parliament 
in  1831,  the  Marriage  Bill,  which  had  been  before  the  House  each 
year  for  six  successive  years,  was  finally  passed.  This  Bill  gave 
to  the  Methodists  and  to  other  non-Episcopal  ministers  the  right 
for  the  first  time  to  solemnize  matrimony  in  Upper  Canada. 

Feb.  19th. — Sir  John  Col  borne,  the  Lieutenant-Governor, 
having  nominated  an  Episcopal  chaplain  to  the  House  of 
Assembly,  the  question,  "Is  the  Church  of  England  an 
established  church  in  Upper  Canada  ? "  was  again  debated  in 
the  House  of  Assembly  and  discussed  in  the  newspapers.  With 
a  view  to  a  calm,  dispassionate,  and  historical  refutation  of  the 
claims  set  up  by  the  Episcopal  Church  on  the  subject,  Dr. 
Ryerson  reprinted  in  the  Guardian  of  this  day,  the  sixth  of  a 
series  of  letters  which  he  had  addressed  from  Cobourg  to  Arch- 
deacon Strachan,  in  May  and  June,  1828.  It  covered  the  whole 
ground  in  dispute.f 

*  See  pages  63,  64  of  the  Christian  Guardian  for  1831 ;  also  page  90,  ante. 
t  See  Christian  Guardian  of  Feb.  19th,  1831,  and  also  the  pamphlet  con- 


1829-32]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  103 


Nov.  6th,  1832. — Archdeacon  Strachan,  in  his  sermon,  preached 
at  the  visitation  of  the  Bishop  of  Quebec  at  York,  on  the  5th  of 
September,  speaking  of  the  Methodists,  said  that  he  would — 

Speak  of  them  with  praise,  notwithstanding  their  departure  from  the 
Apostolic  ordinance,  and  the  hostility  long  manifested  against  us  by  some  of 
their  leading  members. 

In  reply  to  this  statement,  Dr.  Ryerson  wrote  from  St.  Cath- 
arines to  the  Editor  of  the  Guardian.  He  pointed  out  that : — 

It  was  not  until  after  Archdeacon  Strachan's  sermon  on  the 
death  of  the  former  Bishop  of.  Quebec  was  published,  in  1826, 
that  a  single  word  was  written,  and  then  to  refute  his  slanders. 
In  that  sermon,  when  accounting  for  the  few  who  attend  the 
Church  of  England,  the  Archdeacon  said  that  their  attendance 
discouraged  the  minister,  and  that — 

His  influence  is  frequently  broken  or  injured  by  numbers  of  uneducated, 
itinerant  preachers,  who,  leaving  their  steady  employment,  betake  themselves 
to  preaching  the  Gospel  from  idleness,  or  a  zeal  without  knowledge  .  .  . 
and  to  teach  what  they  do  not  know,  and  which  from  their  pride  they  disdain 
to  learn.* 

Again,  in  May,  1827,  Archdeacon  Strachan  sent  an  "  Ecclesi- 
astical Chart  "  to  the  Colonial  Office,  and  in  the  letter  accom- 
panying it  stated  that  : — 

The  Methodist  teachers  are  subject  to  the  orders  of  the  United  States  of 
America,  and  it  is  manifest  that  the  Colonial  Government  neither  has,  nor 
can  have  any  other  control  over  them,  or  prevent  them  from  gradually 
rendering  a  large  portion  of  the  population,  by  their  influence  and  instruc- 
tions, hostile  to  our  institutions,  civil  and  religious,  than  by  increasing  the 
number  of  the  Established  Clergy. 

Who  then  [Dr  Ryerson  asked]  was  the  author  of  contention  ? 
Who  was  the  aggressor  ?  Who  provoked  hostilities  ?  The 
slanders  in  the  Chart  were  published  in  Canada,  and  in  England, 
by  the  Dr.  Strachan  before  a  single  effort  was  made  by  a  member 
of  any  denomination  to  counteract  his  hostile  measures,  or  a 
single  word  was  said  on  the  subject. 


Nov.  19th,  1834. — In  connection  with  this  subject  I  insert 
here  the  following  reply  (containing  several  historical  facts)  to 
a  singularly  pretentious  letter  which  Dr.  Ryerson  had  inserted 
in  the  Guardian  of  this  date,  denouncing  the  opposition  of  a 
certain  "  sect  called  Methodists  "  to  the  claims  of  the  Church  of 
England  as  an  established  church  in  the  Colony,  The  reply 
was  inserted  in  order  to  afford  strangers  and  new  settlers  in 

taining  the  whole  of  this  series  of  eight  letters,  entitled:  "Letters  from  the 
Reverend  Egerton  Ryerson  to  the  Honourable  and  Reverend  Doctor  Strachan, 
published  originally  in  the  Upper  Canada  Herald;  Kingston,  1828,"  pp.  42, 
double  columns.  'Seepage  80. — H. 

*  For  reply  to  this  statement  see  extract  from  Review  given  on  p.  105. — H. 


104  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  VIII. 

Upper  Canada  correct  information  on  the  subject,  and  to 
disprove  the  statement  of  the  writer  of  the  letter,  Dr.  Ryerson 
mentioned  the  following  facts : — 

The  pretensions  of  the  Episcopal  clergy  began  to  be  disputed 
by  the  clergy  of  the  Church  of  Scotland  as  soon  as  it  was 
known  that  the  former  had  got  themselves  erected  into  a 
corporation.  This  was,  I  believe,  in  1820.*  The  subject  was 
brought  before  the  House  of  Assembly  in  1824,  and  the  House 
in  1824,  '25,  '26,  '27,  passed  resolutions  remonstrating  against 
the  exclusive  claims  of  the  Episcopal  clergy.  From  1822  to 
1827  several  pamphlets  were  published  on  both  sides  of  the 
question,  and  much  was  said  in  the  House  of  Assembly;  but 
during  this  period  not  one  word  was  written  by  any  minister  or 
member  of  the  Methodist  Church,  nor  did  the  Methodists  take 
any  part  in  it,  though  their  ministers  were  not  even  allowed  to 
solemnize  matrimony — a  privilege  then  enjoyed  by  Calvinistic 
ministers — and  though  individual  ministers  had"  been  most 
maliciously  and  cruelly  persecuted,  under  the  sanction  of 

judicial  authority But  in  the  statements  drawn  up 

for  the  Imperial  Government  by  the  Episcopal  clergy  during  the 
years  mentioned,  the  extirpation  of  the  Methodists  was  made 
one  principal  ground  of  appeal  by  the  Episcopal  clergy  for  the 
exclusive  countenance  and  patronage  of  His  Majesty's  Govern- 
ment. Some  of  these  documents  at  length  came  before  the 
Canadian  public;  and  in  1827  a  defence  of  the  Methodists  and 
other  religious  denominations  was  put  forth  by  the  writer  of 
these  remarks  in  the  form  of  a  "  Review  of  a  Sermon  preached 
by  the  Archdeacon  of  York."  Up  to  this  time  not  one  word 
was  said  on  "  the  church  question  "  by  the  Methodists.  But  it 
was  so  warmly  agitated  by  others,  that  in  the  early  part  of  1827. 
Archdeacon  Strachan,  an  executive  and  legislative  councillor, 
was  sent  to  London  to  support  the  claims  of  the  Episcopal 
clergy  at  the  Colonial  Office.  His  ecclesiastical  chart  and 
other  communications  were  printed  by  order  of  the  Govern- 
ment, and  soon  found  their  way  into  the  provincial  newspapers, 
and  gave  rise  to  such  a  discussion,  and  excited  such  a  feeling 
throughout  the  Province  as  was  never  before  witnessed.  The 
shameful  attack  upon  the  character  of  the  Methodist  ministry, 
whose  unparalleled  labours  and  sufferings,  usefulness,  and 
unimpeachable  loyalty  were  known  and  appreciated  in  the 

*  In  "a  Pastoral  Letter  from  the  Clergy  of  the  Church  of  Scot1  and  in  the 
Canadas  to  their  Presbyterian  Brethren  "  issued  in  1828,  they  say  : — We  did,  in 
the  year  1820.  petition" His  Majesty's  Government  for  protection  and  support  to 
our  Church,  and  claimed,  by  what  we  believe  to  be  our  constitutional  rights,  a 
participation  in  the  Clergy  Reserves."  Montreal,  1828,  p.  2.  This  Pastoral 
Letter  gave  rise  to  a  protracted  discussion  for  and  against  the  Presbyterian  side  of 
the  question. — H. 


1829-32]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  105 

Province,  and  the  appeal  to  the  King's  Government  to  aid  in 
exterminating  them  from  the  country  excited  strong  feelings 
of  indignation  and  sympathy  in  the  public  mind.  The  House 
of  Assembly  investigated  the  whole  affair,  examined  fifty-two 
witnesses,  adopted  an  elaborate  report,  and  sent  home  an 
address  to  the  King  condemning  the  statements  of  the  agent  of 
the  Episcopal  clergy,  and  remonstrating  against  the  establish- 
ment of  a  dominant  church  in  the  Province.*  The  determin- 
ation to  uproot  the  Methodists  was  carried  so  far  in  those 
by-gone  days  of  civil  and  ecclesiastical  despotism,  that  the 
Indians  were  told  by  executive  sanction  that  unless  they  would 
become  members  of  the  Church  of  England,  the  Government 
would  do  nothing  for  them !  In  further  support  of  my  state- 
ment, I  quoted  four  Episcopal  addresses  and  sermons,  sufficient 
to  show  who  were  the  first  and  real  aggressors  in  this  matter — 
certainly  not  the  Methodists. 


As  a  sample  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  controversial  style  in  1826, 
when  he  wrote  the  Review  of  Archdeacon  Strachan's  sermon 
(to  which  he  refers  above)  I  quote  a  paragraph  from  it.  In 
replying  to  the  Archdeacon's  "  remarks  on  the  qualifications, 
motives,  and  conduct  of  the  Methodist  itinerant  preachers," 
which  Dr.  Ryerson  considered  "  ungenerous  and  unfounded,"  he 
proceeded : — 

The  Methodist  preachers  do  not  value  themselves  upon  the  wealth,  virtues, 
or  grandeur,  of  their  ancestry  ;  nor  do  they  consider  their  former  occupation 
an  argument  against  their  present  employment  or  usefulness.  They  have 
learned  that  the  Apostles  were  once  fishermen ;  that  a  Milner  could  once 
throw  the  shuttle  ;  that  a  Newton  once  watched  his  mother's  flock.  ,  .  . 
They  are  likewise  charged  with  "preaching  the  Gospel  out  of  idleness." 
Does  the  Archdeacon  claim  the  attribute  of  omniscience  ?  Does  he  know 
what  is  in  man  1  How  does  he  know  that  they  preach  "  the  Gospel  out  of 
idleness '?"....  What  does  he  call  idleness  1 — the  reading  of  one  or 
two  dry  discourses  every  Sabbath  ....  to  one  congregation;  with  an 
annual  income  of  .£200  or  .£300  ?  ..  .  .  .  No  ;  this  is  hard  labour  ;  this 
is  indefatigable  industry  !  .  .  .  .  Who  are  they  then  that  preach  the 
Gospel  out  of  idleness  1 — those  indolent,  covetous  men  who  travel  from  two 
to  three  hundred  miles,  and  preach  from  twenty-five  to  forty  times  every 
month  1 — who,  in  addition  to  this,  visit  from  house  to  house,  and  teach  young 
and  old  "  repentance  towards  God,  and  faith  in  our  Lord  Jesust  Christ  1  — 
those  who  continue  this  labour  year  after  year  .  .  .  ,  at  the  enormous 
salary  of  £25  or  £50  per  annum  I — these  are  the  men  who  "  preach  the 

*  The  Report  was  adopted  by  a  vote  of  22  to  8.  It  stated: — The  ministry  and 
instructions  [of  the  Methodist  Clergymen]  have  been  conducive — in  a  degree  which 
cannot  be  easily  estimated — to  the  reformation  of  their  hearers,  and  to  the  difhision 

of  correct  morals — the  foundation  of  all  sound  loyalty  and  social  order 

No  one  doubts  that  the  Methodists  are  as  loyal  as  any  other  of  His  Majesty's 
subjects,  etc.  Full  particulars  of  this  controversy  will  be  found  in  Dr.  Ryerson's 
"Epochs  of  Canadian  Methodism,"  pp.  165-218.— H. 


106  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  VIII. 

Gospel  out  of  idleness  !"  O  bigotry!  thou  parent  of  persecution;  0  envy! 
thou  fountain  of  slander;  0  covetousness!  thou  god  of  injustice!  would  to 
heaven  ye  were  banished  from  the  earth!* 


Jan.  22ra£,  1831. — In  the  Guardian  of  this  day  Dr.  Ryerson 
publishes  a  letter  from  the  Rev.  Richard  Watson  to  the  trustees 
of  the  Wesleyan  University,  in  Connecticut,  declining  the 
appointment  of  Professor  of  Belles  Lettres  and  Moral  Philosophy. 
He  says : — 

To  Belles  Lettres  I  have  no  pretensions  ;  Moral  Philosophy  I  have  studied, 
and  think  it  a  most  important  department,  when  kept  upon  its  true  principles, 
both  theological  and  philosophic.  Being,  however,  fifty  years  old,  and  having 
a  feeble  constitution,  I  do  not  think  it  would  be  prudent  in  me  to 
accept. 

During  this  year  (1831)  Dr.  Ryerson  engaged  in  a  friendly 
controversy  with  Vicar-General  Macdonnell,  Editor  of  the 
Catholic,  published  in  Kingston.  This  controversy  included 
six  letters  from  Dr.  Ryerson,  and  five  from  the  Vicar-General, 
published  in  the  Christian  Guardian.  It  touched  upon  the 
leading  questions  at  issue  between  Roman  Catholics  and 
Protestants.  The  correspondence  was  broken  off  by  the  Vicar- 
General. 

*  In  "An  Apology  for  the  Church  of  England  in  Canada,  by  a  Protestant  of 
the  Established  Church  of  England,"  the  writer  thus  refers  to  this  controversy  : — 
"Our  Methodist  brethren  have  disturbed  the  peace  of  their  maternal  Church  by 
the  clamour  of  enthusiasm  and  the  madness  of  resentment;  but  they  are  the  way- 
ward children  of  passion,  and  we  hope  that  yet  the  chastening  hand  of  reason  will 
sober  down  the  wildness  of  that  ferment,"  etc,  Kingston,  U.C.,  1826,  p.  3. — H. 


CHAPTER  IX. 

1831-1832. 

METHODIST  AFFAIRS  IN  UPPER  CANADA— PROPOSED  UNION 
WITH  THE  BRITISH  CONFERENCE. 

OF  the  events  transpiring  in  Upper  Canada  during  1831  and 
1832,  in  which  Dr.  Ryerson  was  an  actor,  he  has  left  no 
record  in  his  "  Story."  His  letters  and  papers,  however,  show 
that  during  this  period  he  retired  from  the  editorship  of  the 
Christian  Guardian,  and  that  plans  were  discussed  and  matured 
which  led  to  his  going  to  England,  in  1833,  to  negotiate  a  union 
between  the  British  and  Upper  Canadian  Conferences.  His 
brother  George  had  gone  on  a  second  visit  to  England  in 
March,  1831.  This  second  visit  was  for  a  twofold  purpose, 
viz.,  to  collect  money  with  the  Rev.  Peter  Jones,  for  the 
Indian  Missions,  and  also  to  present  petitions  to  the  Imperial 
Parliament  on  behalf  of  the  non-episcopalians  of  the  Province. 
I  give  extracts  from  his  letters  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  relating 
his  experiences  of,  and  reflections  on,  Wesleyan  matters  in 
England  at  that  period.  Writing  from  Bristol,  on  the  6th  of 
August,  1831,  Rev.  George  Ryerson  said  : — 

In  my  address  to  the  Wesleyan  Conference  here  I  stated  that  we  stood  in 
precisely  the  same  relation  to  our  brethren  of  the  Methodist  Conference  in 
the  United  States  as  we  do  to  our  brethren  of  the  Wesleyan  Conference  in 
England — independent  of  either — agreeing  in  faith,  in  religious  discipline, 
in  name  and  doctrine,  and  the  unity  of  spirit, — but  differing  in  some 
ecclesiastical  arrangements,  rendered  necessary  from  local  circumstances.  I 
also  expressed  my  firm  conviction  that  the  situation  in  which  we  stand  is 
decidedly  the  best  calculated  to  spread  Methodism  and  vital  religion  in 
Canada.  This  statement  did  not,  1  think,  give  so  much  satisfaction  to  the 
Coni'erence  as  the  others,  for  what  Pope  said  of  Churchmen : 

"  Is  he  a  Churchman  ?  then  he's  fond  of  power," 

may  also  be  literally  applied  to  Wesleyan  ministers,  and,  I  may  add,  to 
Englishmen  generally.  I  have  reason  to  know  that  they  would  gladly 
govern  us.  I  was,  therefore,  very  pointed  and  explicit  on  this  subject.  I 
rejoice  that  our  country  lies  beyond  the  Atlantic,  and  is  surrounded  by  an 
atmosphere  of  freedom.  A  few  months'  residence  in  this  country  would  lead 
you  to  value  this  circumstance  in  a  degree  that  you  can  scarcely  conceive  of; 
and  you  would,  with  unknown  energy,  address  this  exhortation  to  the 
Methodists  and  to  the  people  of  Canada :  "  Stand  fast,  therefore,  in  the 
liberty  wherewith  God's  providence  hath  made  you  free,  and  in  this  abound 


108  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  IX. 

more  and  more."  I  also  assured  them  of  our  respect  and  love  for  them  as 
our  fathers  and  elder  brethren,  and  mentioned  my  reasons  for  giving  this 
information  to  prevent  future  collision  and  misunderstanding. 

The  Conference  or  Missionary  Society  have,  however,  not  given  up  their 
intention  of  establishing  an  Indian  Mission  in  Upper  Canada,  but,  in 
consequence  of  my  remonstrances,  have  delayed  it.  Brother  James  Richard- 
son's letter  to  the  Missionary  Committee,  which  I  submitted,  and  was  told 
by  Rev.  Dr.  Townley,  one  of  the  Secretaries,  that  they  would  by  no  means 
withdraw  their  missionary  at  Kingston,  as  it  was  still  their  intention  to 
establish  a  mission  to  the  Indians  in  Upper  Canada,  and  this  station  would 
be  very  necessary  to  them.  I  see  that  they  are  a  little  vexed  that  emigrants 
from  their  Societies  should  augment  our  membership. 

The  whole  morning  service  of  the  Church  of  England  is  now  read  in  most 
of  the  Wesleyan  Chapels,  and  with  as  much  formality  as  in  the  Church. 
Many  of  the  members,  when  they  become  wealthy  and  rise  in  the  world, 
join  the  Church,  and  their  wealth  and  influence  are  lost  to  the  Society. 
Organs  are  also  introduced  into  many  of  their  Chapels. 

In  a  letter  dated  London,  Feb.  6th,  1832,  Rev.  Geo.  Ryerson 
writes  again  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  and  says  that  he  and  Peter  Jones: 

By  request,  met  the  Rev.  Richard  Watson,  and  some  others  of  the 
Missionary  Committee.  They  wished  to  consult  us  respecting  the  resolutions 
forwarded  to  them  from  your  Missionary  Committee.  They  profess  that  they 
will  not  occupy  any  station  where  there  is  a  mission,  as  Grand  River,  Pene- 
tanguishene,  etc.,  except  St.  Glair.  But  they  declare  that  as  it  regards  the 
white  population,  the  agreement  with  the  American  Conference  ceased  when 
we  became  a  separate  connexion.  I  opposed  their  views,  as  I  have  invariably 
done,  in  very  strong  and  plain  terms,  and  explained  to  them  the  character 
and  object  of  the  persons  who  were  alluring  them  to  commence  this  schism. 
They  proposed  that  we  should  give  up  the  missions  to  them.  I  told  them 
we  could  no  more  do  so,  than  they  give  up  theirs.  They  finally  acquiesced, 
and  voted  the  £'300  as  Rev.  Dr.  Townley  wrote.  At  the  Conference,  at 
Bristol,  1  explained  that_a  union  of  the  two  Conferences  would  be  inexpedient 
and  unprofitable,  any  further  than  a  union  of  brotherly  love  and  friend- 
ship 

In  another  letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson  from  his  brother  George, 
dated  London,  April  6th,  1832,  he  says  : — 

I  have  been  detained  so  long  on  expenses,  and  continually  advancing 
money  for  the  Central  Committee  at  York,  that  I  hope  it  will  be  repaid  to 
Peter  Jones.  I  was  a  long  time  attending  to  the  business  of  my  mission  to 
bring  it  to  the  only  practicable  arrangement,  that  is,  having  it  submitted  to 
the  Legislature  of  Upper  Canada,  with  such  recommendations  and  instruc- 
tions as  would  give  satisfaction  to  the  country  by  consulting  the  wishes  and 
interests  of  all  parties.  I  have  never  before  in  my  life  been  shut  up  to  walk 
in  all  things  by  simple  faith  more  than  1  have  for  some  months  past ;  yet  I 
was  never  kept  in  greater  steadfastness  and  peace  of  mind,  nor  had  such 
openings  of  the  Spirit  and  life  of  Jesus  in  my  soul.  The  judgments  of  God 
are  spreading  apace — the  cholera  is  more  deadly  in  London,  and  it  has  now 
broken  out  in  Ireland,  and  in  the  centre  of  Paris,  where  it  is  said  to  be  very 
destructive.  You  need  no  other  evidence  of  its  being  a  work  of  God,  than  to 
be  informed  that  it  is  made  the  public  mock  of  the  infidel  population  of  this 
city  ;  a  state  of  feeling  and  conduct  in  regard  to  this  pestilence  that  never, 
perhaps,  was  witnessed  from  any  country,  and  that  would  make  a  heathen  or 
Mahommedan  ashamed.  I  have  seen  gangs  of  men  traversing  the  streets 


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and  singing  songs  in  ridicule  of  the  cholera,  and  have  seen  caricatures  of  it 
in  the  windows. 

August  29th,  1832. — To-day,  in  a  valedictory  editorial,  Dr. 
Ryerson  took  leave  of  the  readers  of  the  Christian  Guardian, 
having  been  its  first  editor  for  nearly  three  years.  In  that  vale- 
dictory Dr.  Ryerson  said  (p.  116): — 

1  first  appeared  before  the  public  as  a  writer,  at  the  age  of 
two  and  twenty  years.  My  first  feeble  effort  was  a  vindication 
of  the  Methodists,  and  several  other  Christian  denominations 
against  the  uncalled-for  attack  made  upon  their  principles  and 
character.  It  also  contained  a  remonstrance  against  the  intro- 
duction into  this  country  of  an  endowed  political  Church,  as 
alike  opposed  to  the  statute  law  of  the  Province,  political  and 
religious  expedience,  public  rights  and  liberties.  I  believe  this 
was  the  first  article  of  the  kind  ever  published  in  Upper  Canada, 
and,  while  from  that  time  to  this  a  powerful  combination  of 
talent,  learning,  indignation,  and  interest  has  been  arrayed  in 
the  vain  attempt  to  support  by  the  weapons  of  reason,  Scripture, 
and  argument,  a  union  between  the  Church  and  the  world — 
between  earth  and  heaven ;  talents,  truth,  reason,  and  justice 
have  alike  been  arrayed  in  the  defence  of  insulted  and  infringed 
rights,  and  the  maintenance  of  a  system  of  public,  religious, 
and  educational  instruction,  accordant  with  public  rights  and 
interests,  the  principles  of  sound  policy,  the  economy  of  Provi- 
dence, and  the  institutions  and  usages  of  the  New  Testament. 

Dr.  Ryerson  also  published  in  this  number  of  the  Guardian ' 
the  general  outline  of  the  arrangements  proposed  at  Halloweli 
(Picton)  on  behalf  of  the  Canada  Conference  to  the  English 
Conference,  and  designed  to  form  the  basis  of  articles  for  the 
proposed  union  between  the  two  bodies.  Rev.  Robert  Alder 
was  present  at  the  Conference,  and  was  a  consenting  party  to 
the  basis  of  union. 

December  7th,  1832.— The  prospects  of  Union  with  the 
British  Conference  were  not  encouraging  in  various  parts  of  the 
Connexion,  and  chiefly  for  the  reasons  mentioned  by  Rev.  George 
Ryerson  in  his  letters  from  England  (see  pp.  107, 8).  Rev.  John 
Ryerson,  writing  to  Dr.  Ryerson  from  Cobourg,  also  says : — 

The  subject  of  the  Union  appears  to  be  less  and  less  palatable  to  our 
friends  in  these  parts,  so  much  so,  that  I  think  it  will  not  be  safe  for  you  to 
come  to  any  permanent  arrangements  with  the  British  Conference,  even 
should  they  accede  to  our  proposals.  I  am  of  the  opinion  that,  except  we 
give  ourselves  entirely  into  their  hands  in  some  way  or  another,  no  Union 
will  take  place.  I  tell  the  preachers,  and  they  and  I  tell  the  people,  that, 
Union  or  no  Union,  it  is  very  important  that  you  should  go  home ;  that  you 
will  endeavour,  in  every  way  you  can,  to  convince  the  British  Conference  of 
the  manifest  injustice  and  wickedness  of  sending  missionaries  to  this 
country. 


110  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  IX. 


November  21st,  1832. — The  proposed  union  with  the  British 
Conference  excited  a  good  deal  of  discussion  at  this  time  in  vari- 
ous parts  of  Upper  Canada.  Dr.  Ryerson,  therefore,  addressed 
a  note  on  the  subject  to  Rev.  Robert  Alder,  the  English  Con- 
ference representative.  I  make  a  few  extracts  : — 

At  the  Hallowell  Conference  (1832)  the  question  of  the  union 
was  principally  sustained  by  my  brothers,  and  was  concurred  in 
by  the  vote  of  a  large  majority  of  the  Conference.  .  .  .  But  in 
some  parts  of  the  country,  where  Presidential  visits  have  been 
made,  certain  local  preachers  have  found  out  that  the  Societies 
ought  to  have  been  consulted ;  that  they  have  been  sold  ("  by 
the  Ryersons,")  without  consent ;  that  no  Canadian  will  hence- 
forth be  admitted  into  the  Conference ;  that  our  whole  economy 
will  be  changed  by  arbitrary  power,  and  all  revivals  of  religion 
will  be  stopped,  etc.  The  first  of  the  objections  is  the  most 
popular,  but  they  have  all  failed  to  produce  the  intended  effect, 
to  an  extent  desired  by  the  disaffected  few.  The  object  con- 
templated is,  to  produce  an  excitement  that  will  prevent  me 
going  to  England,  and  induce  the  Conference  to  retrace  its 
steps.  The  merit  or  demerit  of  the  measure  has  been  mainly 
ascribed  to  me ;  and  on  its  result,  should  I  cross  the  Atlantic, 
my  standing,  in  a  great  measure,  depends.  '  If  our  proposals 
should  meet  with  a  conciliatory  reception,  and  your  Committee 
would  recommend  measures,  rather  than  require  concessions,  in 
tbe  future  proceedings  of  our  Conference,  everything  can  be 
accomplished  without  difficulty  or  embarrassment.  You  know 
that  I  am  willing,  as  an  individual,  to  adopt  your  whole 
British  economy,  ex  animo.  You  also  know  that  my  brothers 
are  of  the  same  mind,  and  that  a  majority  of  the  Conference 
will  readily  concur.  May  the  Lord  direct  aright! 

Dr.  Alder's  reply  to  Dr.  Ryerson  in  February,  1833,  was  that : 

You  must  look  at  the  great  principles  and  results  involved  in  this  most 
important  affair,  and  not  shrink  from  the  duties  imposed  on  you,  to  avoid  a 
few  present  unpleasant  consequences.  It  is  not  for  me  to  prescribe  rules  of 
conduct  to  be  observed  by  you,  but  I  must  say,  that  I  am  surprised  that  any 
circumstance  should  cause  you  to  waver  for  a  moment  in  reference  to  your 
visit  to  Europe.  If  you  were  to  decline  coming,  would  not  the  many  on  the 
other  side,  who  are  strictly  watching  your  movements,  at  once  say  that  the 
whole  arrangements  are  deceptive,  and  merely  designed  to  make  an  impres- 
sion on  me  for  a  certain  purpose.  You  know  they  would.  Of  course  you 
will  act  as  you  please.  I  neither  advise  nor  persuade,  but  say  :  Be  not  too 
soon  nor  too  much  alarmed.  There  are  no  jealousies,  no  evil  surmisings,  no 
ambitious  designs  in  the  matter,  but  a  sincere  desire  to  promote  the  interests 
of  Methodism  and  the  cause  of  religion  in  Upper  Canada ;  and  nothing  will 
be  desired  from,  or  recommended  to,  you,  but  lor  this  purpose. 

It  is  a  noble  object  that  we  have  in  view.  Rev.  Richard  Watson  takes  a 
statesmanlike  view  of  the  whole  case,  and  will,  I  am  persuaded,  as  will  all 
concerned  here,  meet  you  with  the  utmost  ingenuousness  and  liberality,  and, 
if  they  be  met  in  a  similar  manner,  all  will  end  welL  If  you  can.  agree  to 


831-32]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  Ill 

the  following  recommendation,  I  think  everything  else  will  easily  be  settled, 
viz.,  to  constitute  two  or  three  districts,  to  meet  annually,  as  District 
Conferences,  and  to  hold  a  Triennial  Conference,  to  be  composed  of  all  the 
preachers  in  the  Provinces,  under  a  President,  to  be  appointed  in  the  way 
mentioned  in  the  plan  of  agreement  proposed  by  your  last  Conference. 
Several  of  your  preachers  wish  it;  Bro.  Green,  the  presiding*Elder,  is  in 
favour  of  it. 

January  Wth,  1833. — It  being  necessary  to  collect  funds  to 
defray  Dr.  Ryerson's  expenses  to  England,  his  brother,  William, 
wrote  to  him  from  Brockville  at  this  date,  giving  an  account  of 
his  success  there  as  a  collector.  He  said : — 

After  the  holidays  I  commenced  operations,  and  having  besieged  the  doors 
of  several  of  our  gentry,  most  of  whom  contributed  without  much  resistance, 
on  most  honourable  terms,  of  course,  such  as  paying  from  $3  to  $6,  with  a 
great  many  wishes,  and  hearty  ones  too,  for  your  success.  More  than  two- 
thirds  of  the  sum  collected  are  given  by  the  gentlemen  of  the  village,  most 
of  whom  expressed  and  appeared  to  feel  a  pleasure  in  giving,  and  who  have 
never  been  known  to  give  anything  to  the  Methodists  before  on  any  occasion 
whatever.  Our  congregation  has  greatly  increased,  so  that  we  now  have  from 
five  hundred,  some  say  more,  in  the  evening.  A  majority  of  the  first 
families  in  the  village  attend  our  chapel.  Among  many  others,  Mr.  Jonas 
Jones,  and  several  of  the  families  in  the  same  connection ;  Mr.  Sherwood, 
the  High  Sheriff,  and  several  others,  most  of  whom  Lave  never  been  known 
to  attend  a  Methodist  meeting  before.  You  will  be  surprised  to  hear  that 
Mrs.  James  Sherwood  has  become  my  warm  friend,  treating  me  with  the 
greatest  attention  and  kindness ;  and  also  on  various  occasions  speaking  most 
kindly  and  respectfully  of  me  and  all  our  family,  especially  yourself. 


January  Slst,  1833. — Under  this  date,  Dr.  Ryerson  has 
recorded  in  his  diary  the  following  tribute  to  his  first  wife : — 

A  year  ago  this  morning,  at  half-past  five  o'clock,  the  wife  of  my  youth  fell 
asleep  in  JFesus,  leaving  a  son  and  daughter  (John  and  Lucilla  Hannah), 
the  former  two  years  and  a  half  old,  and  the  latter  fourteen  days.  Hannah 
Aikman  (her  maiden  name)  was  the  daughter  of  John  and  Hannah 
Aikman,  and  was  the  youngest  of  eleven  children.  Hannah  was  born  in 
Barton,  Gore  District,  on  the  4th  of  August,  1804.  Her  natural  disposition 
was  most  amiable,  and  her  education  was  better  than  is  usually  afforded  to 
,  farmer's  daughters  in  this  country.  At  the  age  of  sixteen  she  was  awakened, 
converted,  and  joined  the  Methodist  Church,  of  which  she  remained  an 
exemplary  member  until  her  death,  I  became  intimately  acquainted  with 
her  in  1824,  when  she  was  twenty  years  of  age,  and  after  taking  the  advice 
of  an  elder  brother,  who  had  travelled  the  circuit  on  which  they  lived,  at  the 
strong  solicitation  of  my  parents,  and  the  impulse  of  my  own  inclinations,  I 
made  her  proposals  of  marriage,  which  were  accepted.  This  was  before  I  had 
any  intention  of  becoming  a  preacher  in  the  Methodist  Church,  either 
travelling  or  local. 

About  this  time  the  Lord  laid  his  afflicting  hand  upon  me;*  I  was  brought 
to  the  gate  of  death,  and  in  that  state  became  convinced  by  evidence  as  satis- 
factory as  that  of  my  existence,  that  in  disregarding  the  dictates  of  my  own 
conscience,  and  the  important  advice  of  many  members  of  the  Church,  both 

*  See  note  on  page  86. 


112  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  IX. 

preachers  and  lay,  in  regard  to  labouring  in  the  itinerant  field,  I  had  resisted 
the  Spirit  of  God ;  and  on  that  sick,  and  in  the  estimation  of  my  family, 
dying  bed,  I  vowed  to  the  Lord  my  God,  that  if  He  should  see  fit  to  raise  me 
up  and  open  the  way,  I  would  no  more  disobey  the  voice  of  His  Providence 
and  servanta  From  that  hour  I  began  visibly  to  recover,  and,  though  the 
exercises  oil  my  mind  were  unknown  to  any  but  myself  and  the  Searcher  of 
hearts,  before  I  had  sufficiently  recovered  to  walk  two  miles,  I  was  called 
upon  by  the  Presiding  Elder,  and  several  official  members,  and  solicited  to 
go  on  the  Niagara  Circuit,  which  was  then  partly  destitute  through  the  failure 
in  health  of  one  of  the  preachers.  I  could  not  but  view  this  unexpected  call 
as  the  voice  of  God,  and,  after  a  few  days'  deliberation  and  preparation,  I 
obeyed,  on  the  24th  of  March,  1825,  the  day  on  which  I  was  twenty-two 
years  of  age. 

This  unanticipated  change  in  the  course  of  my  life,  while  it  involved  the 
sacrifice  ol  pecuniary  interests  and  some  very  flattering  offers  and  promises, 
presented  my  contemplated  marriage  in  a  somewhat  different  light ;  though 
the  possibility  of  such  a  change  was  mentioned  as  a  condition  in  my  pro- 
posals and  our  engagement.  And  I  will  here  record  it  to  the  honour  of  the 
dead  that  she  who  afterwards  became  my  wife,  wrote  to  me  a  short  time  after 
1  commenced  travelling,  that  if  a  union  between  us  was  in  any  respect 
opposed  to  my  views  of  duty,  or  if  I  thought  it  would  militate  against  my 
usefulness,  I  was  perfectly  exonerated  by  her  from  all  obligations  to  such  a 
union;  that,  whatever  her  own  feelings  might  be,  she  begged  that  they  would 
not  influence  me, — that  God  would  give  her  grace  to  subdue  them, — that  she 
shuddered  at  the  thought  of  standing  in  the  way  of  my  duty  and  usefulness. 

Knowing,  as  I  did,  that  her  fondness  for  me  was  extravagant,  I  could  not 
wound  the  heart  which  was  the  seat  of  such  elevated  feelings,  or  help  appre- 
ciating more  highly  than  ever  the  principles  of  mind  which  could  give  nse  to 
such  noble  sentiments,  and  such  martyr-like  disinterestedness  of  soul.  In 
subsequent  interviews,  we  mutually  agreed — should  Providence  permit — and 
(at  her  suggestion)  should  neither  of  us  change  our  minds,  we  would  get 
married  in  three  or  four  years.  During  this  interval,  I  had  at  times  agita- 
tions of  mind  as  to  the  advantages  of  such  a  step,  in  regard  to  my  ministerial 
labours,  but  determined  to  rely  on  the  Divine  promise,  "  Blessed  is  the  man 
that  sweareth  to  his  own  hurt,  and  changeth  not"  This  promise  has  been 
abundantly  fulfilled'  in  me.  We  were  married  on  the  10th  of  September, 
1828.  A  more  affectionate  and  prudent  wife  never  lived.  She  was  beloved 
and  respected  by  all  that  knew  her.  I  never  saw  her  angry,  nor  do  I  recollect 
that  an  angry  or  unkind  word  ever  passed  between  us.  Her  disposition  was 
sweet,  her  spirit  uniformly  kind  and  cheerful,  sociable,  and  meek.  Her 
professions  were  never  high,  nor  her  joys  rapturous.  But  in  everything  she 
was  invariably  faithful,  and  ready  for  every  good  word  and  work.  In  her 
confidence,  peace,  and  conduct,  as  far  as  I  could  discover,  without  intermis- 
sion, the  poet's  words  were  clearly  illustrated  : — 

"  Her  soul  was  ever  bright  as  noon,  and  calm  as  summer  evenings  be." 

Though  her  piety  for  years  excited  my  respect,  and  in  many  instances  my 
admiration,  it  was  nevertheless  greatly  quickened  and  deepened  about  six 
months  before  her  death,  during  the  Conference  held  at  York.  From  that 
time  I  believe  she  enjoyed  the  perfect  love  of  God.  At  least,  as  far  as  I  can 
judge,  the  fruits  of  it  were  manifest  in  her  whole  life. 

Several  days  previous  to  her  death,  when  her  illness  assumed  a  mortal 
aspect,  and  she  became  sensible  that  her  earthly  pilgrimage  was  closing,  her 
usual  unruffled  confidence  rose  to  the  riches  of  the  full  assurance  of  under- 
standing, faith  and  hope,  and  she  expressed  herself  with  a  boldness  of 
language,  a  rapture  of  hope,  and  triumph  of  faith  that  I  never  before 


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witnessed.  Passages  of  Scripture,  and  verses  of  hymns,  expressive  of  the 
dying  Christian's  victories,  triumphs,  and  hopes,  were  repeated  by  her  with 
a  joy  and  energetic  fervency  that  deeply  affected  all  present.  Her  death-bed 
conversations  and  dying  counsels  were  a  rich  repast  and  a  valuable  lesson  of 
instruction  to  many  of  her  Christian  friends.  Tne  night  before  she  took  her 
departure,  she  called  me  to  her  and  consulted  me  about  disposing  of  the 
family  and  all  her  own  things,  with  as  much  coolness  and  judgment  as  if  she 
had  been  in  perfect  health,  and  was  about  leaving  home  on  a  few  days'  visit 
to  her  friends.  A  little  belore  midnight  she  requested  the  babe  to  be 
brought  to  her — kissed  it-«-blessed  it,  and  returned  it.  She  then  called  for 
the  little  boy  (John),  and,  embracing  and  kissing  him,  bequeathed  to  him 
also  the  legacy  of  a  pious  mother's  dying  prayer  and  blessing.  Afterwards 
she  embraced  me,  and  said,  "  My  dear  Egerton,  preach  the  Word ;  be  instant 
in  season  and  out  of  season,  and  God  will  take  care  of  you,  and  give  you  the 
victory  "  She  then  bid  an  affectionate  farewell  individually  to  all.  She 
continued  in  the  perfect  possession  of  her  reason,  triumphing  in  the  Eock  of 
her  salvation,  until  the  messenger  arrived  and  her  spirit  took  its  departure 
with  the  words,  "  Come,  Lord  Jesus,"  lingering  upon  her  lips.  Thus  lived 
and  died  one  of  the  excellent  of  the  earth, — a  woman  of  good,  plain  sense,  a 
guileless  heart,  and  a  sanctified  spirit  and  life.  Such  is  the  testimony 
respecting  her,  of  one  who  knew  her  best. 

In  his  deep  sorrow  and  affliction,  at  that  time,  Dr.  Ryerson 
received  many  sympathizing  letters.  I  give  an  extract  of  one. 
from  his  brother  George,  dated  London,  Eng.,  29th  March,  1832. 
He  says : — 

I  deeply  sympathize  with  you  in  your  affliction.  I  know  how  to  feel  for 
you,  and  you  as  yet  know  but  a  very  small  part  of  your  trials.  Years  will 
not  heal  the  wound.  I  am,  even  now,  often  quite  overwhelmed  when  I 
allow  myself  to  dwell  upon  the  past.  I  need  not  suggest  to  you  the  common- 
place topics  of  comfort  and  resignation,  but  I  have  no  doubt  you  will  see  the 
hand  of  God  so  manifestly  in  it,  that  you  will  say  "  It  was  well  done."  I 
will  further  add  that  the  saying  of  St.  Paul  was  at  no  time  so  applicable  as 
at  the  present  (1  Cor.  vii.  29,  etc.). 


The  years  1830-1832  were  noted  in  the  history  of  the 
Methodist  Church  in  Upper  Canada  for  two  things :  1st.  The 
establishment  of  the  Upper  Canada  Academy — the  radiating 
centre  of  intellectual  life  in  the  Connexion.  2nd.  The  erection 
of  the  Adelaide  St.  Chapel,  which  for  many  years  was  the  seat 
and  source  of  Church  life  in  the  Societies.  At  the  Conference  of 
1830  it  was  agreed  to  establish  the  Upper  Canada  Academy. 
In  the  Guardian  of  the  23rd  of  April,  1831,  Dr.  Ryerson  gave 
an  account  of  the  new  institution  and  made  a  strong  appeal 
in  its  favour.  On  the  7th  June,  1832,  the  foundation  stone  of 
the  Academy  was  laid  at  Cobourg.  On  the  16th  June,  1833, 
the  new  brick  church  on  Newgate  (Adelaide)  St.  was  opened 
for  Divine  Service.  In  the  Guardian  of  June  19th,  Dr.  Ryer- 
son says  :  "  For  its  size — being  75  by  55  feet — it  is  judged  to 
be  inferior  to  very  few  Methodist  Chapels  in  America."  P.  126. 
8 


CHAPTER   X. 

1833. 
UNION    BETWEEN  THE   BRITISH  AND    CANADIAN    CONFERENCES. 

I  UNDERTOOK  the  mission  to  England  to  negotiate  a  Union 
between  the  British  and  Canadian  Conferences  with  great 
reluctance.  I  determined  in  the  course  of  the  year,  from 
various  circumstances,  to  abandon  it ;  but  was  persuaded  by 
letters  from  Rev.  Robert  Alder,  the  London  Missionary  Secre- 
tary (one  of  which  is  given  on  page  110),  and  the  advice  of  my 
brother  John,  to  resume  it 

The  account  of  my  voyage  and  proceedings  in  England  are 
given  in  the  following  extracts  from  my  journals : — 

March  4th,  1833. — This  morning  at  6  a.m.  I  left  York  via  Cobourg,  King- 
ston, and  New  York,  on  my  first  important  mission  to  England,  an  under- 
taking for  which  I  feel  myself  utterly  incompetent  ;  and  in  prosecution  of 
which  I  rely  wholly  on  the  guidance  of  heavenly  wisdom,  imploring  the 
special  blessing  of  the  Most  High. 

Kingston,  March  llth. — I  find  that  considerable  excitement,  and  in  some 
instances,  strong  dissatisfaction,  exists  on  the  question  of  Union,  l>y  misrepre- 
sentation of  the  proceedings  and  intentions  of  our  Conference  respecting  it. 
Full  explanations  have  in  every  instance  restored  confidence,  and  acquies- 
cence. A  correction  of  these  misrepresentations,  and  the  reply  of  the 
Wesleyan  Missionary  Committee  to  the  proposals  of  our  Conference  have 
given  universal  satisfaction,  and  elicited  a  general  and  strong  desire  for  the 
accomplishment  of  this  all-important  measure.  My  interviews  with  my 
brothers  (William  and  John)  have  been  interesting  and  profitable  to  me. 

Watertovm,  N.Y.,  March  12. — Came  from  Kingston  here  to-day,  twenty- 
eight  miles.  This  Black  River  country  is  very  level,  and  appears  to  be 
fertile,  but  the  people  generally  do  not  seem  to  be  thriving. 

Utica,  March  13lh. — This  is  a  flourishing  town  of  about  10,000  inhabitants, 
beautifully  situated  on  the  south,  side  of  the  Mohawk  river.  I  travelled  through 
a  settlement  and  village  called  Renson,  consisting  principally  of  Welsh, 
where  the  Welsh  language  is  universally  spoken  ;  there  is  a  Whitefield 
Methodist  chapel,  but  I  was  told  they  retained  more  of  the  name,  than 
of  the  genuine  spirit  of  their  founder.  "  Because  of  swearing  the  land 
mourn  eth." 

Hartford,  March  16th. — The  southern  part  of  Massachusetts  and  the 
northern  part  of  this  State,  are  mountainous  and  rocky  and  barren.  The 
inhabitants  are  supported  by  manufactures,  grazing  and  dairies.  They 
appear  to  be  rather  poor  but  intelligent.  In  my  conversation  to-day  with  a 
professed  infidel  I  felt  sensibly  the  importance  of  being  skilled  in  wielding 
any  weapon  with  which  theology,  history,  science,  so  abundantly  furnishes 
the  believer  in  the  Christian  revelation;  and  never  before  did  I  see  and  feel 


18331  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  115 

the  lofty  superiority  of  the  foundation  on  which  natural  and  revealed  truth 
is  established,  over  the  cob-web  and  ill-shaped  edifice  of  infidelity. 

Hariford,  March  Ilth. — I  have  attended  service  three  times  to-day,  and 
preached  twice.  Religion  seems  to  be  at  a  low  ebb.  Yet  I  have  not  heard 
religion  spoken  of,  or  any  body  of  religious  people  referred  to,  in  any  other 
way  than  that  of  respect. 

New  York,  March  20th. — I  am  now  about  to  embark  for  England,  the 
reason  of  my  long  journey  from  Canada  to  New  York  is  the  slow  travel  by 
stage,  before  any  railroads,  and  the  Hudson  river  not  navigable  so  early. 

New  York,  March,  2lst. — [Just  on  the  eve  of  sailing  for 
England,  Dr.  Ryerson  wrote  from  New  York  to  his  brother 
J  ohri,  at  Hallo  well.  He  said  : — 

I  stayed  with  the  Rev.  Dr.  Fisk  all  night  and  part  of  two 
days.  1  was  much  gratified  and  benefited,  and  have  received 
from  him  many  valuable  suggestions  respecting  my  mission  to 
England  and  agency  for  the  Upper  Canada  Academy.  He  was 
unreserved  in  his  communications,  and  is  in  favour  of  my 
Mission,  as  were  Brother  Waugh,  Drs.  Bangs,  Durbin*  and 
others.  They  all  seem  to  approve  fully  of  the  proceedings  of 
our  Conference  in  the  affair. — H.] 

New  York,  March  22nd. — [On  the  day  on  which  Dr.  Ryerson 
sailed  for  England,  Mr.  Francis  Hall,  of  the  New  York  Com- 
mercial Advertiser,  sent  him  a  note  in  which  he  says  : — 

I  have  just  received  from  a  friend  in  Montreal  the  following  information 
which  I  wish  you  would  give  to  the  Eev.  Richard  Reece,  of  London: — The 
Lord  has  blessed  us  abundantly  in  Montreal.  Upwards  ol  four  hundred  con- 
versions have  taken  place  in  our  chapel  since  last  summer.  It  is  now 
necessary  for  us  to  have  a  chapel  in  the  St.  Lawrence  suburbs,  and  another 
in  the  Quebec  suburbs  immediately.  This  (said  Mr.  Hall)  for  those  who 
know  Montreal,  is  great  news  indeed.  It  is  equal  to  an  increase  of  as  many 
thousands  in  the  city  of  New  York;  the  whole  population  being  only  a 
little  more  than  thirty  thousand,  a  great  portion  of  which  are  Roman 
Catholics. — H.] 

Dr.  Ryerson's  journal  then  proceeds  : — 

At  Sea,  April  \Qih. — On  the  22nd  ult.,  I  embarked  on  the  sailing  ship 
"  York,"  Capt,  Uree,  New  York.  I  was  sick  for  fourteen  days,  ate  nothing, 
thought  little,  and  enjoyed  nothing.  Feeling  better,  I  was  able  to  read  a 
a  little. 

April  I%th. — After  twenty  days' sail  we  landed  at  Portsmouth.  Thanks 
be  to  the  God  of  heaven,  earth,  and  sea  for  His  protection,  blessing,  and  pros- 
perity! I  was  greatly  struck  with  the  extensive  fortifications,  and  vast  dock- 
yards, together  with  the  wonderful  machinery  in  this  place;  such  indications 
of  national  wealth,  and  specimens  of  human  genius  and  industry. 

*  While  in  England,  Dr.  Ryerson  received  the  following  note  from  Rev. 
Dr.  J.  P.  Durbin,  in  which  he  said:  After  I  parted  with  you  at  my  house,  I 
felt  a  strong  inclination  to  engage  your  correspondence  for  our  paper,  at  least 
once  a  week,  if  possible,  for  the  benefit  of  our  people  and  country,  through 
the  Church.  Can  you  not  write  us  by  every  packet  ?  Information  in  regard 
to  English  Methodism  will  be  particularly  interesting,  especially  their 
fianancial  arrangements.  Do  inquire  diligently  of  them,  and  write  us 
minutely  for  the  good  of  our  Zion. — H. 


110  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  X 


April  18th. — This  morning  I  arrived  in  London,  and  was  cordially  received 
by  the  Secretary  of  the  Wesieyan  Missionary  Society,  and  kindly  invited  to 
take  up  my  lodgings  at  the  Mission  House. 

April,  14th — iyabbath.— Heard  the  Rev.  G.  Marsden  preach.  In  the  after- 
noon this  holy  man  addressed  about  four  hundred  Sunday-school  childten, 
after  which  I  spoke  a  few  words  to  them.  We  then  attended  a  prayer-meeting, 
where  many  found  peace  with  God.  In  the  evening  I  heard  the  Rev.  Theo- 
philus  Lessey  preach  a  superior  sermon,  and  I  felt  blessed. 

April  16th. — This  evening  I  preached  my  first  sermon  in  England,  in  City 
Road  Chapel,  from  John  iii.  8.  This  is  called  Mr.  Wesley's  Chapel,  having 
been  built  by  him,  and  left  under  peculiar  regulations.  Alongside  is  Mr. 
Wesley's  dwelling-house,  and  in  the  rear  of  it  rest  his  bones,  also  those  of 
Rev.  Dr.  Adam  Clarke  and  Rev.  Richard  Watson  ;  three  of  the  greatest  men 
the  world  ever  saw.  In  the  front  of  this  chapel,  on  the  opposite  side  of  the 
street,  are  the  celebrated  Bunhill  Field's  burying  ground,  among  whose 
memorable  dtad  rests  the  dust  of  the  venerable  Isaac  Watts,  John  Wesley's 
mother,  John  Bunyan,  Daniel  Defoe,  etc. 

April  21st — Sunday. — To-day  I  went  to  hear  the  celebrated  Edward  Irving. 
His  preaching,  tor  the  most  part,  I  considered  commonplace  ;  his  manner, 
eccentric;  his  pretensions  to  revelations,  authority,  and  prophetic  indications, 
overweening.  I  was  disappointed  in  his  talents,  and  surprised  at  the 
apparent  want  of  feeling  manifested  throughout  his  whole  discourse. 

April  19th. — This  morning  I  attended  the  funeial  of  the  great  and 
eminently  pious  Rev.  Rowland  Hill,  who  died  in  the  89th  year  of  his  age. 
Lord  Hill,  his  nephew,  was  chief  mourner.  There  was  a  large  attendance 
of  ministers  of  all  denominations,  and  a  great  concourse  of  people.  Rev.  Wm. 
Jay,  of  Bath,  preached  an  admirable  sermon  from  Zech.  ii.  2.  "  Howl  fir  tree, 
for  the  cedar  hath  fallen."  The  venerable  remains  were  interred  beneath 
the  pulpit. 

April  26lh. — To-day  I  heard  Rev.  Richard  Winter  Hamilton,  of  Leeds,  an 
Independent,  preach  a  missionary  sermon  for  the  Wesleyan  Society.  His  text 
was  CoL  i.  16.  It  was  the  most  splendid  sermon  I  ever  heard. 

April  28th. — Heard  the  Rev.  Robert  Newton  in  the  morning.  In  the 
afternoon  I  preached  a  missionary  sermon  in  Westminster  Chapel,  and  in  the 
evening  another  at  Chelsea. 

April  29th. — This  day  was  held  the  Annual  Meeting  of  the  Wesleyan 
Missionary  Society,  in  Exeter  Hall,  Lord  Morpeth  in  the  chair.  He  is  a 
young  man,  serious  and  dignified  in  his  manners.  The  speeches  generally 
were  able  and  to  the  point.  Collection  was  £231. 

May  1st. — The  Annual  Meeting  of  the  British  and  Foreign  Bible  Society 
was  held  in  Exeter  Hall.  Lord  Bexley  presided.  The  Bishops  of  Winchester 
and  Chester,  brothers,  addressed  the  meeting.  They  are  eloquent  speakers, 
but  the  Hon.  and  Rev.  Baptist  Noel  was  the  speaker  of  the  day. 

May  3rd. — This  morning  I  attended  the  Annual  Breakfast  Meeting  of  the 
preachers'  children,  at  the  City  Road  Morning  Chapel ;  nearly  200  preachers 
and  their  families  were  present.  Rev.  Joseph  Entwistle  spoke,  as  did  Mr. 
James  Wood,  of  Bristol,  myself  and  one  or  two  others. 

May  5th.,  Exeter. — Left  London  at  5  a.m.  and  arrived  here  at  10  p.m., 
within  a  minute  of  the  time  specified  by  the  coachman.  We  passed  over  the 
scene  of  that  inimitable  tract,  "The  Shepherd  of  Salisbury  Plain."  We 
were  shown  the  tree  under  which  the  shepherd  was  sheltered. 

May  6th. — Rev.  Wm.  Naylor  preached  this  morning  in  Exeter,  and  I 
preached  in  the  evening. 

Taunton,  May  1th. — At  a  Missionary  Tea  Meeting  to-day,  deep  interest 
was  excited  in  the  cause  of  the  British  North  American  Missions.  Taunton 
is  a  very  ancient  town.  It  existed  in  the  time  of  the  Romans.  It  was  in  this 
town  that  King  Ina  held  the  first  Legislative  Assembly  or  Parliament  ever 


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held  in  Britain.  It  consisted  of  ecclesiastics  and  noblemen  and  enacted 
certain  laws  for  the  better  government  of  the  Heptarchy.  It  was  near  this 
town  King  Alfred  concealed  himself,  and  was  discovered  in  the  capacity  of 
a  cook.  Here  also  stands  the  Church  of  St.  Mary,  a  most  splendid  and 
ancient  gothic  building,  where  that  venerable  and  holy  man  of  God,  Joseph 
Alleine,  author  of  the  "  Alarm  to  the  Unconverted,"  preached. 

In  a  letter  to  a  friend  in  Upper  Canada,  Dr.  Ryerson  at  this 
date  writes : — 

Nottingham,  May  29th. — I  this  morning  called  upon  Mrs.  Watson,  mother 
of  the  late  distinguished  Richard  Watson.  She  is  nearly  eighty  years  of  age, 
and  in  rather  humble  circumstances.  She  is  in  the  possession  of  a  naturally 
strong  and  unimpaired  intellect,  and  has  apparently  not  the  least  vanity  on 
account  of  the  unrivalled  talents,  high  attainments,  and  great  popularity  of 
her  son.  In  conversation  she  stated  the  following  particulars  :  That  her 
husband  was  a  saddler  j  that  he  formerly  lived  and  followed  his  business  in 
Boston-on-the-Humber  in  Lincolnshire,  where  Richard  was  born  ;  that 
her  husband  was  the  only  Methodist  in  the  town,  and  was  the  means  of 
introducing  Methodism  into  that  town;  that  his  business  was  taken  from 
him,  and  he  was  obliged  to  leave  and  remove  to  another  place  on  account  of 
it ;  that  Richard  was  very  weakly,  and  so  poorly  that  she  carried  him  when  a 
child  on  a  pillow  in  her  arms  ;  that  when  he  began  to  talk  and  run  about 
he  was  unusually  stupid  and  sleepy,  would  drop  asleep  anywhere  ;  that  he 
was  very  tall  of  his  age,  and  made  such  advancement  in  learning,  that  he 
read  the  Latin  Testament  at  five  years  of  age,  and  had  read  a  considerable 
part  of  it  before  his  parents  knew  that  he  had  been  put  to  the  study  of  Latin; 
the  clergyman,  his  tutor,  thought  him  older,  from  his  size  and  mind,  or,  as 
he  said,  he  would  not  have  put  him  to  Latin  so  young  ;  that  Richard  had  a 
very  great  taste  for  reading;  when  he  was  a  very  small  boy,  he  read  the  History 
of  England  (when  not  eight  years  of  age),  and  recollected  and  related  with  the 
utmost  correctness  all  its  leading  facts  ;  that  he  would  frequently  remain  at 
school  after  school  hours,  doing  difficult  questions  in  arithmetic  for  older 
boys  ;  that  he  was  bound  out,  according  to  his  request,  to  the  trade  of  a  house- 
joiner;  that  he  was  most  diligent  and  faithful  at  his  work,  and  made  such  rapid 
advancement  in  learning  the  trade,  that  at  the  end  of  two  years,  his  master 
told  his  father  that  he  had  already  learned  as  much  as  he  could  teach  him, 
and  that  he  was  willing  to  give  him  up  if  he  desired — the  best  hand  in  his 
shop  ;  that  Richard  began  to  go  out  and  exhort  when  he  was  fourteen  years 
of  age,  and  that  he  preached  when  he  was  fifteen,  and  was  received  on  trial 
by  the  Conference  as  a  travelling  preacher  about  a  month  after  he  was 
sixteen  ;  that  he  was  frequently  pelted  with  eggs,  and  even  trodden  under 
foot ;  that  his  own  uncle  on  one  occasion  encouraged  it,  saying,  "  My  kins- 
man does  it  pretty  well,  give  him  a  few  more  eggs,  lad  "  (addressing  one  of 
the  mob),  and  that  Richard  came  home  frequently  with  his  clothes  com- 
pletely besmeared  with  eggs  and  dirt. 

I  attended  the  Wesleyan  Missionary  meeting  here  and  spoke  at  it.  The  meet- 
ing was  highly  interesting.  It  was  addressed  by  Rev.  Mr.  Edwards,  (Baptist) 
and  by  the  Messrs.  Bunting,  Atherton,  and  Bakewell.  In  this  town  the  noted 
Kilham  made  his  first  Methodist  division,  and  here  suddenly  ended  his  life. 
Here  Bramwellgot  the  ground  for  a  chapel  in  answer  to  prayer.  Near  the 
tow  n  runs  the  River  Trent.  From  Nottingham  I  went  fourteen  miles  to 
Mansfield  and  attended  a  missionary  meeting.  I  was  in  the  house  which 
was  the  birth-place  of  the  great  Chesterfield,  and  passed  through  Mansfield 
forest,  the  scene  of  Robin  Hood's  predatory  exploits. 

In  his  journal  Dr.  Ryerson  says  : — 
London,  June  24th. — I  had  an  interview  with  Rt.  Hon.  Edward  Ellice, 


118  THE  STOKY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  X. 

on  Canadian  affairs  ;  a  man  of  noble  spirit,  liberal  wind,  and  benevolent 
heart.  He  condemned  Dr.  Strachan's  measures,  and  manifested  an  earnest, 
desire  to  promote  the  welfare  of  Upper  Canada.  I  gave  him  an  account  of 
the  political  and  religious  affairs  in  Upper  Canada  with  which  he  expressed 
himself  pleased,  and  gave  me  .£50  for  the  Upper  Canada  Academy. 

June  16th. — This  day  was  dedicated,  by  Rev.  Wm.  Ryerson,  the  new  brick 
chapel  on  Newgate  (Adelaide)  Street,  Toronto.  (See  subsequent  chapter.) 

June  24ith. — Writing  to-day  to  a  valued  friend  in  Upper 
Canada  in  regard  to  his  mission  in  London,  Dr.  Ryerson  told 
him  that  he  had  no  doubt  of  its  advantageous  results  in  pro- 
moting harmony  and  peace.  He  then  said  : — 

I  apprehend  that  Mr.  Stanley's  appointment  to  the  Secretaryship  of  the 
Colonies  will  not  be  very  beneficial  to  us.  The  reason  of  Lord  Goderich  and 
Lord  Howick  (Earl  Grey's  son)  retiring  from  that  office  was  that  they  would 
not  bring  any  other  Bill  on  slavery  into  Parliament,  but  one  for  its  imme- 
diate and  entire  abolition.  I  understand  that  Lords  Goderich  and  Howick 
are  sadly  annoyed  at  Mr.  Stanley's  course. 

It  will  only  be  for  the  friends  of  good  government  to  pray  for  the  re- 
appointment  of  Lord  Goderich,  or  insist  upon  a  change  in  the  Colonial 
policy  towards  Upper  Canada.  This  part,  however,  belongs  to  political  men. 
But  I  am  afraid  it  may  have  an  unfavourable  bearing  upon  our  religious 
rights  and  interests. 

In  Rev.  J,  Richardson's  letter  to  me,  he  mentions  that  the  petitions  were 
sent  in  the  care  of  Mr.  Joseph  Hume.  He  is  not  the  person  to  present  a 
petition  to  His  Majesty  on  religious  liberty  in  the  Colonies,  and  especially 
after  the  part  he  has  token  in  opposing  the  Bill  for  emancipating  the  slaves 
in  the  West  Indies.  It  has  incensed  the  religious  part  of  the  nation  against 
him.  He  is  connected  with  the  West  India  interest  by  his  wife,  and  his 
abandoning  all  his  principles  of  liberty  in  such  a  heart-stirring  question, 
destroys  confidence  in  the  disinterestedness  of  his  general  conduct,  and  his 
sincere  regard  for  the  great  interests  of  religion.  I  leave  London  this  after- 
noon for  Ireland.  My  return  here  depends  upon  whether  1  can  do  anything 
in  this  petition  business.* 

It  is  difficult  to  get  a  moment  for  retirement,  excepting  very  early  in  the 
morning,  or  after  twelve  at  night.  It  is  not  the  way  for  me  to  live  I  had, 
however,  a  very  profitable  and  good  day  yesterday.  I  preached,  and  superin- 
tended a  lovefeast  in  City  Road  Chapel  last  evening.  It  was  a  very  good  one, 
only  the  people  were  a  little  bashful  in  speaking  at  first,  like  some  of  our 
York  friends  who  are  always  so  very  timid,  such  as  Dr.  Morrison,  Mr. 
Howard,  and  others. 

In  his  journal  Dr.  Ryerson  says  : — 

June  26th. — According  to  appointment,  I  called  upon  the  Earl  of  Ripon. 
and  was  most  kindly  received.  I  wished  to  enquire  about  the  medal 
promised  by  His  Majesty,  William  IV.,  to  Peter  Jones,  and  to  solicit  a 
donation  towards  our  Academy  at  Cobourg  His  Lordship  gave  me  £b. 
He  expressed  his  disapprobation  of  Sir  John  Colborne's  reply  to  the 
Methodist  Conference  in  1831,  (see  page  98)  He  stated  that  he  was 
anxious  for  the  Union  between  the  British  and  Canadian  Conferences,  and 

*  In  Epochs  of  Canadian  Methodism,  Dr.  Ryerson  says : — When  the  writer 
of  these  Essays  was  appointed  a  representative  of  the  Canadian  Conference  to 
negotiate  a  union  between  the  two  Conferences  in  1833,  he  carried  a  Petition  to 
the  King,  signed  by  upwards  of  20,000  inhabitants,  against  the  Clergy  Keserve 
Monopoly  and  the  Establishment  of  a  Dominant  Church  in  Upper  Canada. 
This  petition  was  presented  through  Lord  Stanley,  the  Colonial  Secretary. 
Page  221.— H. 


1833]  THE  STQEY  OF  MY  LIFE. 

was  gratified  at  the  prospect  of  its  success.*  His  Lordship  stated  that,  while 
in  the  Colonial  Department,  he  had  only  received  Mr.  W.  L.  Mackenzie  aa 
a  private  individual,  and  had  done  no  more  than  justice  to  him. 

June  28th. — i  called  at  the  Colonial  office,  and  laid  before  Mr.  Stanley 
statements  and  documents  relative  to  the  Clergy  Reserve  Question.  Mr. 
Stanley  was  very  courteous,  but  equally  cautious.  I  stated  that  the  House 
of  Assembly  of  Upper  Canada  had  nearly  every  year  since  1825,  by  very 
large  majorities,  decided  against  the  erection  of  any  Church  Establishment  in 
that  Province,  and  in  favour  of  the  appropriation  of  the  Clergy  Reserves  to 
the  purposes  of  General  Education  ;  that  this  might  be  taken  to  be  the  fair 
and  deliberate  sense  of  the  people  of  Upper  Canada  ;  that  this  question  was 
distinct  from  any  question  or  questions  of  political  reform  ;  that  parties  and 
parliaments  who  differed  on  other  questions  of  public  policy,  agreed  nearly 
unanimously  in  this.  He  expressed  his  opinion  that  the  Colonial  Legislature 
had  a  right  to  legislate  on  it,  and  asked  me  why  our  House  of  Assembly  had  i 
not  done  it.  I  told  him  it  had,  but  the  Legislative  Council  had  rejected  the 
Bill  passed  by  the  Assembly  on  the  subject. 

July  13th. — In  a  letter  at  this  date  to  a  friend  in  Upper 
Canada,  Dr.  Ryerson  further  refers  to  this  and  a  subsequent 
interview  as  follows : — 

I  have  had  two  interviews  with  Mr.  Secretary  Stanley,  on 
the  subject  of  the  House  of  Assembly's  Address  on  the  Clergy 
Reserves,  and  have  drawn  up  a  statement  of  the  grounds  on 
which  the  House  of  Assembly  and  the  great  body  of  the  people 
in  Upper  Canada  resist  the  pretensions  and  claims  of  the 
Episcopal  clergy.  Mr.  Solicitor-General  Hagerman  has  been 
directed  to  do  the  same  on  behalf  of  the  Episcopal  clergy.  I 
confess  that  I  was  a  little  surprised  to  find  that  the  Colonial 
Secretary  was  fully  impressed  at  first  that  Methodist  preachers 
in  Canada  w^ere  generally  Americans  (Yankees); — that  the 
cause  of  the  great  prosperity  of  Methodism  there  was  the  ample 
support  it  received  from  the  United  States ; — that  the  mission- 
aries in  Upper  Canada  were  actually  under  the  United  States 
Conference,  and  at  its  disposal.  The  Colonial  Secretary 
manifested  a  little  surprise  also,  when  I  turned  to  the  Journals 
of  the  Upper  Canada  House  of  Assembly,  and  produced  proof  of 

*  Dr.  Ryerson  has  left  no  record  in  his  "Story"  of  the  negotiations  for  this 
Union.  His  report,  however,  OH  the  subject  will  be  found  on  pages  193,  194,  VoL 
iv.  of  the  Guardian  for  October  16th,  1833,  from  which  I  take  the  following 
extracts :  On  the  5th  June,  Rev.  Messrs.  Bunting,  Beecharn,  Alder,  and  myself, 
examined  the  whole  question  in  detail,  and  prepared  an  outline  of  the  resolutions 
to  be  submitted  to  the  British  Conference,  and  recommended  that  a  grant  of  £1,000 
be  appropriated  the  first  year  to  the  promotion  of  Canadian  Missions.  On  the  2nd 
August  these  resolutions  were  introduced  by  Rev.  John  Beecham  (Missionary 
Secretary).  They  were  supported  by  Rev.  Jabez  Bunting,  Rev.  Jas.  Wood  (now  in 
his  83rd  year),  and  Rev.  Robert  Newton.  A  Committee  was  appointed  to  consider 
and  report  on  the  whole  matter,  consisting  of  the  President,  Secretary,  and  seven 
ex-Presidents,  the  Irish  representatives  (Messrs.  Waugh,  Stewart,  and  Doolittle), 
and  fifteen  other  ministers.  This  Committee  considered  and  reported  these  resolu- 
tions, which  were  adopted  and  forms  the  basis  of  the  Articles  of  Union.  Hereafter, 
the  name  of  our  Church  will  be  changed  from  "  The  Methodist  Episcopal  Church  in 
Canada,"  to  "  The  Wesleyan  Methodist  Church  in  British  North  America." — H. 


120  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  X. 

the  reverse,  which   he   pronounced  "perfectly  conclusive   and 
satisfactory." 

August  8th. — Dr.  Ryerson  received  a  touching  note  at  this 
date  from  Mrs.  Marsden,  with  explanation  of  her  reluctance  to 
let  Rev.  Geo.  Marsden,  her  husband,  go  to  Canada  as  President 
of  the  Conference.  She  says : — 

At  length  my  rebellious  heart  is  subdued  by  reason  and  by  grace.  I  am 
made  willing  to  give  up  my  excellent  husband  to  what  is  supposed  to  be  a 
great  work.  I  am  led  to  hope  that,  as  a  new  class  of  feelings  are  bi  ought 
into  exercise,  perhaps  some  new  graces  may  be  elicited  in  my  own  character, 
as  well  as  that  of  my  dear  husband;  at  any  rate  it  is  a  sacrifice  to  God,  which 
I  trust  will  be  accepted,  and,  both  in  a  private  and  a  public  view,  be  over- 
ruled for  the  glory  of  God.  I  am  sure,  notwithstanding  some  repeated 
attempts  to  reconcile  me  to  this  affair,  I  must  have  appeared  very  unamiable 
to  you ;  but  the  fact  was  simply  this,  I  could  not  see  you  or  converse  with 
you,  without  so  much  emotion  as  quite  unnerved  me,  therefore  I  studiously 
avoided  you ;  but  did  you  know  the  happiness  which  dear  Mr.  Marsden  and 
I  have  enjoyed  in  each  other's  society  for  so  many  years,  you  would  not  be 
surprised  that  I  should  be  unwilling  to  give  up  so  many  months  as  will  be 
required  for  this  service ;  but  to  God  and  His  Church  I  bow  in  submission. 

This  estimable  lady  did  not  long  survive.  She  died  in  six  months — just 
after  her  husband  had  returned  from  America.  In  a  letter  from  Rev.  E. 
Grinrod,  dated  March,  1834,  he  says:  Mrs.  Marsden  died,  after  a  short  illness, 
on  22nd  February.  She  was  one  of  the  most  amiable  and  pious  of  women. 
Her  life  was  a  bright  pattern  of  every  Christian  virtue.  Her  end  was 
delightfully  triumphant. 


The  following  is  an  extract  from  Dr.  Ryerson's  diary  of  this 
year: — 

After  many  earnest  prayers,  mature  deliberation,  and  the  advice  of  an 
elder  brother,  I  have  decided  within  the  last  few  months  to  enter  again  into 
the  married  state.  The  lady  I  have  selected,  and  who  has  consented  to 
become  my  second  wife,  is  one  whom  I  have  every  reason  to  believe  possesses 
all  the  natural  and  Christian  excellencies  of  my  late  wife.  She  is  the  eldest 
daughter  of  a  pious  and  wealthy  merchant,  Mr.  James  Rogers  Armstrong. 
For  her  my  late  wife  also  entertained  a  very  particular  esteem  and  affection , 
and,  from  her  good  sense,  sound  judgment,  humble  piety,  and  affectionate 
disposition,  I  doubt  not  but  that  she  will  make  me  a  most  interesting  and 
valuable  companion,  a  judicious  house-wife,  and 'an  affectionate  mother  to  my 
two  children.  Truly  I  love  her  with  a  pure  heart  fervently.  I  receive  her,  and 
hope  ever  to  treat  and  value  her  as  the  special  token  of  my  Heavenly  Father's 
kindness  after  a  season  of  Ills  chastisement.  If  thou,  Lord,  see  fit  to  spare 
us,  may  our  union  promote  Thy  glory  and  the  salvation  of  sinners' 

Dr.  Ryerson's  marriage  with  Miss  Mary  Armstrong,  took  place  at  Toronto, 
ou  the  8th  of  Novembej. 


CHAPTER  XI. 

1833-1834. 

"  IMPRESSIONS  "  OF  ENGLAND  AND  THEIR  ErrECTa 

ON  my  return  to  Canada,  after  having  negotiated  the  Union 
of  1833  with  the  English  Conference,  accompanied  by  Rev. 
George  Marsden,  as  first  President  of  the  Canadian  Conference, 
I  was  re-elected  editor  of  the  Christian  Guardian,  and  con- 
tinued as  such  until  1835,  when  I  refused  re-election,  and  was 
appointed  to  Kingston ;  but  in  November  of  the  same  year,  the 
President  of  the  Conference  appointed  from  England  (Rev. 
William  Lord)  insisted  upon  my  going  to  England  to  arrange 
pecuniary  difficulties,  which  had  arisen  between  him  and  the 
London  Wesleyan  Missionary  Committee. 

Except  the  foregoing  paragraph,  Dr.  Ryerson  has  left  no 
particulars  of  the  events  which  transpired  in  his  history  from 
the  period  of  his  return  to  Canada  in  September,  1833,  until 
some  time  in  1835.  I  have,  therefore,  selected  what  follows  in 
this  chapter,  from  his  letters  and  papers,  to  illustrate  this  busy 
and  eventful  portion  of  his  active  life. 

The  principal  circumstance  which  occurred  at  this  time  was 
the  publication  of  his  somewhat  famous  "  Impressions  "  of  public 
men  and  parties  in  England.  This  event  marked  an  important 
epoch  in  his  life,  if  not  in  the  history  of  the  country. 

The  publication  of  these  "Impressions"  during  this  year 
created  quite  a  sensation.  Dr.  Ryerson  was  immediately  assailed 
with  a  storm  of  invective  by  the  chief  leaders  of  the  ultra 
section  of  politicians  with  whom  he  had  generally  acted. 
By  the  more  moderate  section  and  by  the  public  generally  he 
was  hailed  as  the  champion,  if  not  the  deliverer,  of  those  who 
were  really  alarmed  at  the  rapid  strides  towards  disloyalty  and 
revolution,  to  which  these  extreme  men  were  impelling  the 
people.  This  feature  of  the  unlocked  for  and  bitter  controversy, 
which  followed  the  publication  of  these  "  impressions,"  will  be 
developed  further  on. 

'October  2d,  1833. — On  this  day  the  Upper  Canada  Confer- 
ence ratified  the  articles  of  union  between  it  and  the  British 
Conference,  which  were  agreed  upon  at  the  Manchester  Confer- 


122  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XI. 

ence  on  the  7th  of  August.  (See  note  on  page  117.)*  At  the 
Conference  held  this  year  in  York  (Toronto),  Dr.  Ryerson  was 
again  elected  editor  of  the  Guardian.  He  entered  on  the  duties 
of  that  office  on  the  16th  October. 

October  30th. — In  reply  to  the  many  questions  put  to  Dr. 
Ryerson  on  his  return  to  Canada,  such  as:  "What  do  you 
think  of  England  ?"  "  What  is  your  opinion  of  her  public  men, 
her  institutions  ?"  etc.,  etc.,  he  published  in  the  Guardian  of 
this  day  the  tirst  part  of  "  Impressions  made  by  my  late  visit  to 
England,"  in  regard  to  public  men,  religious  bodies,  and  the  gen- 
eral state  of  the  nation.  He  said : — 

There  are  three  great  political  parties  in  England — Tories, 
Whigs,  and  Radicals,  and  two  descriptions  of  characters  consti- 
tuting each  party.  Of  the  first,  there  w  the  moderate  and  the 
ultra  tory.  An  English  ultra  tory  is  what  we  believe  has 
usually  been  meant  and  understood  in  Canada  by  the  unquali- 
fied term  tory  ;  that  is,  a  lordliug  in  power,  a  tyrant  in  politics, 
and  a  bigot  in  religion.  This  description  of  partizans,  we  be- 
lieve, is  headed  by  the  Duke  of  Cumberland,  and  is  followed  not 
"afar  off"  by  that  powerful  party,  which  presents  such  a  for- 
midable array  of  numbers,  rank,  wealth,  talent,  science,  and 
literature,  headed  by  the  hero  of  Waterloo.  This  shade  of  the 
tory  party  appears  to  be  headed  in  the  House  of  Commons  by 
Sir  Robert  Inglis,  member  for  the  Oxford  University,  and  is 
supported,  on  most  questions,  by  that  most  subtle  and  ingenious 
politician  and  fascinating  speaker,  Sir  Robert  Peel,  with  his  num- 
erous train  of  followers  and  admirers.  Among  those  who  support 
the  distinguishing  measures  of  this  party  are  men  of  the  highest 
Christian  virtue  and  piety;  and,  our  decided  impression  is,  that 
it  embraces  the  major  part  of  the  talent,  and  wealth,  and  learn- 
ing of  the  British  Nation.  The  acknowledged  and  leading 
organs  of  this  party  are  Blackivood's  Magazine  and  the  London 
Quarterly  Review. 

The  other  branch  of  this  great  political  party  is  what  is  called 
the  moderate  tory.  In  political  theory  he  agrees  with  his  high- 
toned  neighbour ;  but  he  acts  from  religious  principle,  and  this 
governs  his  private  as  well  as  his  public  life.  To  this  class  be- 
longs a  considerable  portion  of  the  Evangelical  Clergy,  and,  we 
think,  a  majority  of  the  Wesleyan  Methodists.  It  evidently 
includes  the  great  body  of  the  piety,  Christian  enterprise,  and 

*  As  an  example  of  the  manner  in  which  the  Union  was  hailed  in  some  parts  of 
the  Province,  a  gentleman,  writing  from  Merrickville  on  the  llth  December, 
mentions  a  gratifying  incident  in  regard  to  it.  He  says: — At  one  Quarterly 
Conference  Love  Feast,  when  the  presiding  Elder  told  the  assembled  multitude 
that  tney  were  for  the  first  time  about  to  partake  of  bread  and  water  as  a 
token  of  love  under  the  name  of  British  Wesleyan  Methodists,  a  general  burst  of 
approbation  proceeded  from  preachers,  leaders,  and  members,  and  such  a  let-ling 
seemed  to  pervade  the  whole  assembly,  as  it  would  be  difficult  to  describe.  — H. 


1833-34]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  123 

sterling  virtue  of  the  nation.  It  is,  in  time  of  party  excitement, 
alike  hated  and  denounced  by  the  ultra  Tory,  the  crabbed 
Whig,  and  the  Radical  leveller.  Such  was  our  impression  of 
the  true  character  of  what,  by  the  periodical  press  in  England, 
is  termed  a  moderate  Tory.  From  his  theories  we  in  some 
respects  dissent ;  but  his  integrity,  his  honesty,  his  consistency, 
his  genuine  liberality,  and  religious  beneficence,  claim  respect 
and  imitation. 

The  second  great  political  and  now  ruling  party  in  England 
are  the  Whigs — a  term  synonymous  with  whey,  applied,  it  is 
said,  to  this  political  school,  from  the  sour  and  peevish  temper 
manifested  by  its  first  disciples — though  it  is  now  rather  popu- 
lar than  otherwise  in  England,  The  Whig  appears  to  differ  in 
theory  from  the  Tory  in  this,  that  he  interprets  the  constitu- 
tion, obedience  to  it,  and  all  measures  in  regard  to  its  adminis- 
tration, upon  the  principles  of  expediency ;  and  is,  therefore, 
always  pliant  in  his  professions,  and  is  even  ready  to  suit  his 
measures  to  "the  times" ;  an  indefinite  term,  that  also  designates 
the  most  extensively  circulated  daily  paper  in  England,  or  in 
the  world,  which  is  the  leading  organ  of  the  Whig  party,  backed 
by  the  formidable  power  and  lofty  periods  of  the  Edinburgh 
Revieiv.  The  leaders  of  this  party  in  the  House  of  Lords  are 
Earl  Grey  and  the  Lord  Chancellor  Brougham;  at  the  head  of  the 
list  in  the  House  of  Commons  stands  the  names  of  Mr.  Stanley, 
Lord  Althorp,Lord  John  Russell,  and  Mr.T.  B.  Macaulay.  In  this 
class  are  also  included  many  of  the  most  learned  and  popular 
ministers  of  Dissenting  congregations. 

The  third  political  sect  is  called  Radicals,  apparently  headed 
by  Messrs.  Joseph  Hume  and  Thomas  Attwood ;  the  former  of 
whom,  though  acute,  indefatigable,  persevering,  popular  on 
financial  questions,  and  always  to  the  point,  and  heard  with 
respect  and  attention  in  the  House  of  Commons,  has  no  influence 
as  a  religious  man ;  has  never  been  known  to  promote  any  reli- 
gious measure  or  object  as  such,  and  has  opposed  every  measure 
for  the  better  observance  of  the  Sabbath,  and  even  introduced 
a  motion  to  defeat  the  bill  for  the  abolition  of  colonial  slavery  ; 
and  Mr.  Attwood,  the  head  of  the  celebrated  Birmingham  political 
Union,  is  a  conceited,  boisterous,  hollow-headed  declaimer. 

Radicalism  in  England  appeared  to  me  to  be  but  another  word 
for  Republicanism,  with  the  name  of  King  instead  of  President. 
The  notorious  infidel  character  of  the  majority  of  the  political 
leaders  and  periodical  publications  of  their  party,  deterred  the 
virtuous  part  of  the  nation  from  associating  with  them,  though 
some  of  the  brightest  ornaments  of  the  English  pulpit  and 
nation  have  leaned  to  their  leading  doctrines  in  theory.  It  is 
not  a  little  remarkable  that  that  very  description  of  the  public 


124  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XI. 


press,  which  in  England  advocates  the  lowest  radicalism,  is  the 
foremost  in  opposing  and  slandering  the  Methodists  in  this 
Province.  Hence  the  fact  that  some  of  these  editors  have  been 
amongst  the  lowest  of  the  English  radicals  previous  to  their 
egress  from  the  mother  country. 

Upon  the  whole,  our  impressions  of  the  religious  and  moral 
character,  and  influence,  of  the  several  political  parties  into 
which  the  British  nation  is  unhappily  divided,  were  materially 
different  in  some  respects,  from  personal  observation,  from 
what  they  had  been  by  hear-say  and  reading. 

On  the  very  evening  of  the  day  in  which  the  foregoing 
appeared,  Mr.  W.  L.  Mackenzie  (in  the  Colonial  Advocate  of  Oct. 
30th),  denounced  the  writer  of  these  "Impressions"  in  no 
measured  terms.  His  denunciation  proved  that  he  clearly  per- 
ceived what  would  be  the  effect  on  the  public  mind  of  Dr.  Ryer- 
son's  candid  and  outspoken  criticisms  on  men  and  things  in 
England — especially  his  adverse  opinion  of  the  English  idols  of 
(what  subsequently  proved  to  be)  the  disloyal  section  of  the 
public  men  of  the  day  in  Upper  Canada  and  their  followers. 
-  Mr.  Mackenzie's  vehement  attack  upon  the  writer  of  these 
"  Impressions  "  had  its  effect  at  the  time.  In  some  minds  a  belief 
in  the  truth  of  that  attack  lingered  long  afterwards — but  net 
in  the  minds  of  those  who  could  distinguish  between  honest 
conviction,  based  upon  actual  knowledge,  and  pre-conceived 
opinions,  based  upon  hearsay  and  a  superficial  acquaintance  with 
men  and  things. 

As  the  troubled  period  of  1837  approached,  hundreds  had 
reason  to  be  thankful  to  Dr.  Ryerson  that  the  publication  of 
his  "  Impressions  "  had,  without  design  on  his  part,  led  to  the 
disruption  of  a  party  which  was  being  hurried  to  the  brink  of 
a  precipice,  over  which  so  many  well  meaning,  but  misguided, 
men  fell  in  the  winter  of  1837,  never  to  rise  again. 

It  was  a  proud  boast  of  Dr.  Ryerson  (as  he  states  in  the 
"Epochs  of  Canadian  Methodism,"  page  385),  that  in  these 
disastrous  times  not  a  single  member  of  the  Methodist  Church 
was  implicated  in  the  disloyal  rebellion  of  1837-8.  He  attri- 
buted this  gratifying  state  of  things  to  the  fact  that  he  had 
uttered  the  notes  of  warning  in  sufficient  time  to  enable  the 
leaders  of  the  Giiardian  to  pause  and  think ;  and  that,  with  a 
just  appreciation  of  their  danger,  members  of  the  Society  had 
separated  themselves  from  all  connection  with  projects  and 
opinions  which  logically  would  have  placed  them  in  a  position 
of  defiant  hostility  to  the  Queen  and  constitution. 

But,  to  return.  The  outburst  of  Mr.  Mackenzie's  wrath,  which 
immediately  followed  (on  the  evening  of  the  same  day)  the 
publication  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  "  Impressions,"  was  as  follows : — 


1833-34]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  125 

The  Christian  Guardian,  under  the  management  of  Egerton  Ryerson,  has 
gone  over  to  the  enemy, — press,  types,  and  all, — and  hoisted  the  colours  of  a 

cruel,  vindictive,  Tory  priesthood The  contents  of  the  Guardian  of 

to-night  tells  us  in  language  too  plain,  too  intelligible  to  be  misunderstood, 
that  a  deadly  blow  has  been  struck  in  England  at  the  liberties  of  the  people 
of  Upper  Canada,  by  as  subtle  and  ungrateful  an  adversary,  in  the  guise  of 
an  old  and  familiar  friend,  as  ever  crossed  the  Atlantic. 

In  his  "Almanac,"  issued  on  the  same  day,  Mr.  Mackenzie 
also  used  similar  language.  He  said  : — 

The  arch-apostate  Egerton,  alias  Arnold,  Ryerson,  and  the  Christian 
Guardian  goes  over  to  Strachan  and  the  Tories. 

Nov.  6th. — In  the  Guardian  of  this  day  Dr.  Ryerson  inserted 
an  extended  reply  to  Mr.  Mackenzie,  and,  in  calm  and  dignified 
language,  gave  the  reasons  which  induced  him  to  publish  his 
"  Impressions."  He  said : — 

We  did  so, — 1st,  As  a  subject  of  useful  information ;  2nd,  To 
correct  an  erroneous  impression  that  had  been  industriously 
created,  that  we  were  identified  in  our  feelings  and  purposes 
with  some  one  political  party;  3rd,  To  furnish  an  instructive 
moral  to  the  Christian  reader,  not  to  be  a  passive  or  active  tool, 
or  the  blind,  thorough-going  follower  of  any  political  party  as 
such.  We  considered  this  called  for  at  the  present  time  on  both 
religious  and  patriotic  grounds.  We  designed  this  expression 
of  our  sentiments,  and  this  means  of  removing  groundless 
prejudice  and  hostility  in  the  least  objectionable  and  offensive 
way,  and  without  coming  in  contact  with  any  political  party  in 
Canada,  or  giving  offence  to  any,  except  those  who  had  shown  an 
inveterate  and  unprincipled  hostility  to  Methodism.  We  there- 
fore associated  the  Canadian  ultra  tory  with  the  English 
radical,  because  we  were  convinced  of  their  identity  in  moral 
essence,  and  that  the  only  essential  difference  between  them  is, 
that  the  one  is  top  and  the  other  bottom.  We  therefore  said, 
"that  very  description  of  the  public  press  which  in  England 
advocates  the  lowest  radicalism,  is  the  foremost  in  opposing  and 
slandering  the  Methodists  in  this  Province." 

That  our  Christian  brethren  throughout  the  Province,  and 
every  sincere  friend  to  Methodism,  do  not  wish  us  to  be  an 
organized  political  party,  we  are  fully  assured  —  that  it  is 
inconsistent  with  our  profession  and  duty  to  become  such.  Out 
of  scores  of  expressions  to  the  same  effect  we  might  quote  quite 
abundantly  from  the  Guardian,  but  our  readers  are  aware  of 
them. 

That  the  decided  part  we  have  felt  it  our  duty  to  take  in 
obtaining  and  securing  our  rights  in  regard  of  the  Clergy 
Reserve  Question,  has,  had  a  remote  or  indirect  tendency  to 
promote  Mr.  Mackenzie's  political  measures,  we  readily  admit ; 
but  that  we  have  ever  supported  a  measure,  or  given  publicity 


120  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XI. 

to  any  documents  from  Mr.  Mackenzie,  or  any  other  political 
man  in  Canada,  on  any  other  grounds  than  this,  we  totally 
deny. 

Mr.  Mackenzie's  attack  rests  on  four  grounds:  1.  That  our 
language  was  so  explicit  as  to  remove  every  doubt  and  hope  of 
our  encouraging  a  if  thick  and  thin  "  partizanship  with  him,  or 
any  man  or  set  of  men  in  Canada ;  or,  2.  That  we  did  not  speak 
in  opprobrious,  but  rather  favourable  terms,  of  His  Excellency 
the  Lieutenant-Governor ;  or,  3.  That  we  expresssd  our  appro- 
bation of  the  principles  and  colonial  policy  of  Lord  Goderich 
(now  Earl  Ripon),  and  those  who  agree  with  him ;  or  4.  That 
we  alluded  to  Mr.  Hume  in  terms  not  sufficiently  complimentary. 
If  Mr.  Mackenzie's  wishes  are  crossed  and  his  wrath  inflamed, 
because  we  have  not  entered  our  protest  against  His  Excellency 
the  Lieutenant-Governor,  we  could  not  do  so  after  we  had 
learned  the  views  of  His  Majesty's  Government,  in  a  reply  of 
His  Excellency  to  an  address  of  our  Conference  about  two  years 
ago,*  when  every  unfavourable  impression  had  been  removed, 
and  when  good-will  was  expressed  towards  the  Methodists  as  a 
people;  we  have  not  so  learned  to  forgive  injuries — we  have  not 
so  learned  to  "  honour  and  obey  magistrates," — we  have  not  so 
learned  our  duty  as  a  minister,  and  as  a  Christian.  We,  as  a 
religious  body,  and  as  the  organ  of  a  religious  body,  have  only 
to  do  with  Sir  John  Colborne's  administration,  as  far  as  it 
concerns  our  character  and  rights  as  British  subjects;  His 
Excellency's  measures  and  administration  in  merely  secular 
matters  lie  within  the  peculiar  province  of  the  political  journal- 
ists and  politicians  of  the  day.  If  our  offering  a  tribute  of 
grateful  respect  to  Lord  Goderich,  who  had  declared  in  his 
despatches  to  Canada  his  earnest  desire  to  remove  every  bishop 
and  priest  from  our  Legislature,  to  secure  the  right  of  petition- 
ing the  King  to  the  meanest  subject  in  the  realm,  to  extend  the 
blessings  of  full  religious  liberty  and  the  advantages  of  educa- 
tion to  every  class  of  British  subjects  in  Canada,  without 
distinction  or  partiality,  and  in  every  way  to  advance  the 
interests  of  the  Province ; — if  honouring  such  men  and  such 
principles  be  "  hoisting  the  colours  (as  Mr.  Mackenzie  says),  of 
a  cruel,  vindictive,  Tory  priesthood,"  then  has  Mr.  Mackenzie 
the  merit  of  a  new  discovery  of  vindictive  cruelty,  and  with  his 
own  definition  of  liberty,  and  his  own  example  of  liberality, 
will  he  adopt  his  own  honourable  means  to  attain  it,  and 
breathe  out  death  and  destruction  against  all  who  do  not 
incorporate  themselves  into  a  strait-jacket  battalion  under  his 
political  sword,  and  vow  allegiance  and  responsibility  to  every- 
thing done  by  his  "  press,  types,  and  all  ? " 

•  See  pago  98. 


1383-34]  THE  STOEY  OF  MY  LIFE.  127 


Mr.  Mackenzie  did  not  reply  to  Dr.  Ryerson  in  the  spirit  of 
his  rejoinder.  He  was  a  master  of  personal  invective,  and  he 
indulged  in  it  in  this  instance,  rather  than  discuss  the  questions 
raised  on  their  merits.  He,  therefore,  turned  on  Dr.  Ryer- 
son, and,  over  his  shoulders,  struck  a  blow  at  his  venerable 
Father  and  his  eldest  Brother.  He  said  : — 

The  Father  of  the  Editor  of  the  Guardian  lifted  his  sword  against  the 
throats  of  his  own  countrymen  struggling  for  freedom  from  established 
churches,  stamp  acts,  military  domination,  Scotch  governors,  and  Irish 
government ;  and  his  brother  George  figured  on  the  frontier  in  the  war  of 
1812.  and  got  woiinded  and  pensioned  for  fighting  to  preserve  crown  and 
clergv  reserves,  and  all  the  other  strongholds  of  corruption,  in  the  hands  of 
the  locusts  who  infest  and  disturb  this  Province. 

Dr.  Ryerson's  simple  rejoinder  to  this  attack  on  his  Father 
and  Brother  was  as  follows : — 

The  man  who  could  hold  up  the  brave  defenders  of  our 
homes  and  firesides  to  the  scorn  and  contempt  of  their  country- 
men, must  be  lost  to  all  patriotic  and  loyal  feelings  of  humanity 
for  those  who  took  their  lives  in  their  .hands  in  perilous 
times.  i 

Nov.  I4th. — As  to  the  effect  of  the  "  impressions  "  upon  the 
country  generally,  the  following  letter  from  Hallowell  (Picton) 
written  to  Dr.  Ryerson  by  his  brother  John,  may  be  safely  taken 
as  an  -example  of  the  feeling  which  they  at  first  evoked.  It  is 
characterized  by  strong  and  vigorous  language,  indicative  of  the 
state  of  public  opinion  at  the  time.  It  is  valuable  from  the  fact 
that  while  it  is  outspoken  in  its  criticism  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  views, 
it  touches  upon  the  point  to  which  I  have  already  referred,  viz : 
the  separation  into  two  sections  of  the  powerful  party  which  was 
then  noted  as  the  champion  of  popular  rights.  Mr.  Ryerson 
says : — 

Your  article  on  the  Political  Parties  of  England  has  created  much  excite- 
ment throughout  these  parts.  The  only  good  that  can  result  from  it  is,  the 
breaking  up  of  the  union  which  has  hitherto  existed  between  us  and  the 
radicals.  Were  it  not  for  this,  I  should  much  regret  its  appearance.  But  we  had 
got  so  closely  linked  with  tnose  extreme  men,  in  one  way  or  another,  that  we 
cannot  expect  to  get  rid  of  them  without  feeling  the  shock,  and,  perhaps,  it 
may  as  well  come  now  as  anytime.  It  is  our  duty  and  interest  to  support 
the  Government.  Although  there  may  be  some  abuses  which  have  crept  in, 
yet,  I  believe  that  we  enjoy  as  many  political  and  religious  advantages  as  any 
people.  Our  public  affairs  are  as  well  managed  as  in  any  other  country.  As 
it  respects  the  Reformers,  so  called,  take  Baldwin,  Bidwell,  Rolph,  and  such 
men  from  their  ranks,  and  there  is  scarcely  one  man  of  character  or  honour 
among  them.  I  am  sorry  to  say  it,  but  it  is  so.  The  best  way  for  the  present 
is  for  us  to  have  nothing  to  say  about  politics,  but  treat  the  Government  "with 
respect.  Radcliffe,  of  the  Cobourg  Reformer,  and  Dr.  Barker,  of  the  Kingston 
Whig,  have  come  out  in  their  true  character.  Radcliffe  is  preparing  a 
heavy  charge  against  you.  But  let  them  come;  fear  them  not !  I  hope  they 
will  show  themselves  now.  I  thought  that  you,  in  your  reply  to  W.  L.  Mac- 
kenzie, did  not  speak  in  a  sufficiently  decided  manner.  You  say  you  have 


128  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XI 

not  changed  your  views;  but  I  hope  you  have  in  some  respects.  Although 
you  never  were  a  Radical,  yet  have  not  we  all  leaned  too  much  towards  them, 
and  will  we  not  now  smart  for  it  a  little  ?  But,  the  sooner  it  comes  on,  the 
sooner  it  will  be  over. 

Rev.  John  Ryerson  then  gives  the  first  intimation  of  the 
existence  of  that  germ  of  hostility  to  the  recently  consummated 
Union  on  the  part  of  the  British  Wusleyan  Missionaries  in  this 
country — a  hostility  which  became  at  length  so  deep  and  wide- 
spread as  to  destroy  the  Union  itself — a  union  which  was  not 
fully  restored  until  1847.  Mr.  Ryerson  points  out  the  political 
animus  of  the  movement,  and  proceeds  : — 

You  see  that  the  Missionaries  are  making  great  efforts  to  have  Kingston 
and  York  made  exceptions  to  the  general  arrangements.  Should  the  English 
Committee  listen  to  them,  confidence  will  be  entirely  destroyed.  Their 
object  is  to  make  the  British  Conference  believe  that  we  have  supported 
Radical  politics  to  an  unlimited  extent,  and  that,  therefore,  the  people  will 
not  submit  to  the  Union  with  such  people;  they  (the  Missionaries)  are,  how- 
ever, the  authors  of  the  whole  trouble.  Rev.  Mr.  Hetherington  told  me 
that  they  were  getting  the  back  numbers  of  the  Guardian  to  prove  that  we  had 
been  political  intimidators  1  They  say  that  Mr.  Marsden,  the  President,  told 
the  members  at  Kingston  that  if  they  could  make  it  appear  that  we  had 
done  this,  they  should  be  exempted  from  the  Union,  and  be  supplied  with 
Missionaries  from  home. 

In  a  subsequent  letter  from  Rev.  John  Ryerson,  he  discusses 
his  brother's  "Impressions  of  Public  Men  in  England^."  and 
utters  a  word  of  warning  to  the  Methodist  people  who  have 
allied  themselves  too  closely  with  the  disloyal  party.  He  says  : 

What  will  be  the  result  of  your  remarks  in  the  Guardian  on  Political 
Parties  in  England,  I  cannot  say.  They  will  occasion  much  speculation, 
some  jealousy,  and  bad  feeling.  I  have  sometimes  thought  you  had  better 
not  have  written  them,  particularly  at  this  time,  yet  I  have  long  been  of  the 
opinion  (both  with  regard  to  measures  and  men)  that  we  leaned  too  much 
towards  Radicalism,  and  that  it  would  be  absolutely  necessary  to  disengage 
ourselves  from  them  entirely.  You  can  see  plainly  that  it  is  not  Reform,  but 
Revolution  they  are  after.  We  should  fare  sumptuously,  should  we  not,  with 
W.  L.  Mackenzie,  of  Toronto,  and  Radcliffe,  of  Cobourg,  for  our  rulers!  I 
have  also  felt  very  unpleasant  in  noticing  the  endeavours  of  these  men  (aided 
by  some  of  our  members)  to  introduce  their  republican  leaven  into  our 
Ecclesiastical  polity.  Is  it  not  a  little  remarkable  that  not  one  of  our  mem- 
bers, who  have  entered  into  their  politics,  but  has  become  a  furious  leveller 
in  matters  of  Church  Government,  and  these  very  men  are  the  most  regard- 
less of  our  reputation,  and  the  most  ready  to  impugn  our  motives,  and  defame 
our  character,  when  we,  in  any  way,  cross  their  path.  There  are  some  things 
in  your  remarks  I  don't  like;  but,  on  the  whole,  I  am  glad  of  their  appearance, 
ana  I  hope,  whenever  you  have  occasion  to  speak  of  the  Government,  you 
will  do  it  in  terms  of  respect.  I  am  anxious  that  we  should  obtain  the  con- 
fidence of  the  Government,  and  entirely  disconnect  ourselves  from  that  tribe 
of  levellers,  with  whom  we  have  been  too  intimate,  and  who  are,  at  any 
time,  ready  to  turn  around  and  sell  us  when  we  fail  to  please  them. 

Nov.  20th. — In  another  letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson  from  his  brother 
John,  at  this  date,  he  says : — 


1833-34,  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  129 


I  deeply  feel  for  you  in  the  present  state  of  agitation  and  trial.  My  own 
heart  aches  and  sickens  within  me  at  times,  and  I  have  no  doubt,  however 
much  of  a  philosopher  you  may  be,  but  that  you  at  times  participate  in  the 
same  feelings;  but,  pursuing  a  conscientious  course,  1  hope  you  will  at  times 
be  able  to  say  :  — 

"  Courage,  my  soul !  thou  need'st  not  fear, 
Thy  great  Provider  still  is  near." 

The  following  sympathetic  letter  from  Dr.  Ryerson's  friend, 
Mr.  E.  C.  Griffin,  of  Waterdown,  written  at  the  same  time,  gives 
another  proof  of  the  unreasoning  prejudice  of  those  whose  local 
knowledge  of  the  outer  world  was  circumscribed  and  superficial. 
In  England,  Dr.  Ryerson  saw  things  as  they  were.  He  was, 
therefore,  not  prepared  for  the  burst  of  wrath  that  followed  the 
plain  recital  of  his  "  impressions"  of  men  and  things  in  England. 
Mr.  Griffin  writes : — 

The  respect  I  have  for  you  and  yours  should  at  all  times  deter  me  from 
bearing  evil  tidings,  yet  the  same  consideration  would  make  it  a  duty  under 
peculiar  circumstances.  You  have  already  learned  that  the  public  mind  has 
been  much  agitated  in  consequence  of  your  remarks  in  the  Guardian  on  Mr! 
Joseph  Hume,  M.P.,  and  Mr.  Thomas  Attwood,  ALP.  (seepage  123).  On  this 
Circuit  it  is  truly  alarming — some  of  our  most  respectable  Methodists  are 
threatening  to  leave  the  Church.  The  general  impression  has  obtained  (how- 
ever unjustly). that  you  have  "turned  downright  Tory,"  which,  in  this 
country,  whether  moderate  or  ultra,  seems  to  have  but  one  meaning  among 
the  bulk  of  Reformers,  and  that  is,  as  being  an  enemy  to  all  reform  and  the 
correction  of  acknowledged  abuses.  This  general  impression  among  the 
people  has  created  a  feverish  discontent  among  the  Methodists.  The  excite- 
ment is  so  high  that  your  subsequent  explanation  has  seemed  to  be  without 
its  desired  effect.  1  should  be  glad  if  you  would  state  distinctly  in  the  Guardian 
what  you  meant  in  your  correspondence  with  the  Colonial  Secretary,  when 
you  said  you  had  no  desire  to  interfere  with  the  present  emoluments  of  the 
Church  clergy  (or  words  to  that  effect);  and  also  of  the  term  "  equal  protec- 
tion to  the  different  denomiDations."  You  are,  doubtless,  aware  of  the  use 
made  of  these  expressions  by  some  of  the  journals,  and,  I  am  sorry  to  say, 
with  too  much  effect.  These  remarks,  ta^en  in  connection  with  those  against 
Mr,  Hume,  is  the  pivot  on  which  everything  ia  turned  against  you,  against 
the  Guardian,  and  against  the  Methodists. 

A  few  days  later  Dr.  Ryerson  received  another  letter  from 
Mr.  Griffin,  in  which  he  truthfully  says : — 

Perhaps  there  have  not  been  many  instances  in  which  sophistry  has  been 
applied  more  effectually  to  injure  an  individual,  or  a  body  of  Christians,  as 
in  the  present  instance.  Whigs,  tories,  and  radicals  have  all  united  to  crush, 
I  may  say  at  a  blow,  the  Methodists,  and  none  have  tried  to  do  so  more 
effectually  than  Mr.  W.  L.  Mackenzie,  He  persisted  in  it  so  as  to  make  his 
friends  generally  believe  that  the  cause  of  reform  was  ruined  by  you.  His  abuse 
of  you  and  your  friends,  and  the  Alethodists,  is  more  than  I  can  stand.  He  has 
certainly  manifested  a  great  want  of  discernment,  or  he  has  acted  from  design. 
I  see  that  the  Hamilton  Free  Press  has  called  in  the  aid-  of  Air.  F.  Collins,  of 
the  Canadian  Freeman,  to  assist  in  abiising  you  and  your  whole  family. 

From  Augusta,  Rev.  Anson  Green  wrote  about  the  same  time, 
and  in  a  similar  strain,  but  not  so  sympathetically.    He  says  : — 
9 


130  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XI. 

I  fear  your  impressions  are  bad  ones.  Our  people  are  all  in  an  uproar 
about  them. 

Nov,  22nd. — Rev.  William  Ryerson  writing  from  Kingston 
at  this  time,  reports  the  state  of  feeling  there.  He  says  : — 

As  to  the  Guardian,  I  am  sorry  to  inform  you  that  it  is  becoming  less 
popular  than  formerly.  If  your  English  "  impressions "  are  not  more 
acceptable  and  useful  in  other  parts  than  they  are  here,  it  will  add  little  to 
your  credit,  or  to  the  usefulness  of  your  paper  to  publish  any  more  of 
them.  I  know  that  you  have  been  shamefully  abused,  and  treated  in  a  most 
base  manner,  and  by  no  one  so  much  so  as  by  Mr.  Eatcliffe  of  the  Cobourg 
Reformer.  I  hope  you  will  expose  the  statements  and  figures  of  the  Reformer 
to  our  friends.  It  is  rather  unfortunate  that  if  you  did  intend,  as  is  said,  to 
conciliate  the  Tory  party  in  this  country,  you  should  have  expressed  yourself 
in  such  a  way  as  to  be  so  much  misunderstood. 

Nov.  23rd. — Rev.  Alvah  A.  Adams,  writing  from  Prescott, 
says : — 

There  are  a  few  disturbances  in  our  Zion.  Some  are  bent  on  making 
mischief.  You  need  not  be  surprised  that  the  Grenville  Gazette  speaks  so 
contemptuously  of  you  and  the  cause  in  which  you  have  been,  and  are  still, 
engaged.  There  are  reasons  why  you  need  not  marvel  at  the  great  torrent 
of  scurrilous  invectives  with  which  his  useless  columns  have  of  late 
abounded. 

Nov.  23rd. — Although  not  so  intended  by  Dr.  Ryerson,  yet  the 
publication  of  his  "  impressions,"  had  the  affect  of  developing 
the  plans  of  Mr.  W.  L.  Mackenzie,  and  those  who  acted  with 
him,  much  more  rapidly  and  fully  than  they  could  have 
anticipated.  In  the  second  supplement  to  his  Colonial 
Advocate,  published  November  23rd,  Mr.  Mackenzie  used  this 
unmistakeable  language : — 

The  local  authorities  have  no  means  to  protect  themselves  against  an 

injured  people,  if  they  persist  in  their  unconstitutional  career. 

There  are  not  military  enough  to  uphold  a  bad  government  for  an  hour,  if 
the  Rubicon  has  been  passed;  and  well  does  Sir  John  Co  [borne  know  that 
although  he  may  hire  regiments  of  priests  here,  he  may  expect  no  more  red- 
coats from  Europe  in  those  days  of  economy He  also  knows 

that  if  we  are  to  take  examples  from  the  Mother  Country,  the  arbitrary  rro- 
ceedings  of  the  officers  of  his  government  are  swc/i  as  would  warrant  the  people 
to  an  open  and  armed  resistance. 

Dec.  6th. — Dr.  Ryerson  having  received  a  protest  from  five  of 
his  ministerial  brethren  in  the  Niagara  District,*  against  his 

*  Rev.  Messrs.  David  Wright,  James  Evans,  William  Griffis,  jun.,  Henry 
Wilkinson  and  Edwy  Ryerson.  The  protest  was  as  follows:  We,  the  undersigned 
ministers  of  the  W.  M.  Church,  desirous  to  avert  the  evils  which  may  probably 
:  result  to  our  Zion  from  "impressions"  made  by  certain  political  remarks  in  the 
editorial  department  of  the  Guardian,  take  this  opportunity  of  expressing  our 
sentiments  for  your  satisfaction,  and  to  save  our  characters  from  aspersion.  First. 
We  have  consideml,  and  are  still  of  the  same  opinion,  that  the  clergy  of  the 
Episcopal  Church  ought  to  be  deprived  of  every  emolument  derived  from  Govern- 
mental  aid,  and  what  are  called  the  Clergy  Reserves  Secondly.  That  our 
political  views  arc  decidedly  the  same  which  they  were  previous  to  the  visit  of  the 
editor  of  the  Guardian  to  England,  and  we  believe  that  the  views  of  our  brethren 
in  the  ministry  are  unchanged. 


1833-34]  THE  STCRY  OF  MY  LIFE.  131 

"impressions"  he  wrote  a  remonstrance  to  each  of  them,  but 
this  did  not  appease  them.     Rev.  David  Wright  said : — 

As  an  individual  I  am  not  at  all  satisfied  either  with  the  course  you  have 
taken  or  the  explanation  given.  Could  you  witness  the  confused  state  of  our 
Church  on  Stamford  Circuit ;  the  insults  we  receive,  both  from  many  of  our 
members  and  others  of  good  standing,  you  would  at  once  see  the  propriety  of 
the  steps  we  have  taken  for  onr  defence.  Hardly  a  tea-party  or  meeting  of 
any  kind,  but  the  Guardian  is  the  topic  of  conversation,  and  the  conversion 
of  its  editor  and  all  the  preachers  to  Toryism.  The  Ranters  and  the  Ryanites 
are  very  busy,  and  are  doing  us  much  harm.  I  am  more  and  more  convinced 
of  the  imprudence  of  the  course  you  have  taken,  especially  at  this  trying 
time  in  our  Church.  In  Queenston,  Drummondville,  Chippewa,  Erie,  St. 
Davids,  the  Lane,  and  Lyons'  Creek  the  preachers  are  hooted  at  as  they  ride 
by.  This  is  rather  trying,  I  assure  you. 

Rev.  James  Evans  said : — 

You  request  me  not  to  solicit  any  to  continue  the  Guardian  who  are  dis- 
satisfied, and  who  wish  to  discontinue.  This  is  worse  than  all  beside.  And 
do  you  suppose  that,  in  opposition  to  the  wish  of  the  Conference,  and  interest 
of  the  Church,  I  shall  pay  attention  to  your  request  ?  No,  my  brother,  I 
cannot;  I  will  not.  It  shall  be  my  endeavour  to  obtain  and  continue  sub- 
scribers by  allaying  as  far  as  practical  their  fears,  rather  than  by  telling  them 
that  they  may  discontinue  and  you  will  abide  the  consequences.  I  am 
astonished  1  I  can  only  account  for  your  strange,  and  I  am  sure,  un-Ryer- 
sonian  conduct  and  advice  on  one  principle — that  there  is  something  ahead 
which  you,  through  your  superior  political  spyglass,  have  discovered  and  thus 
shape  your  course,  while  we  land-lubbers,  phort-sighted  as  we  are,  have  not 
even  heard  of  it. 

Dr.  Ryerson,  therefore,  challenged  these  five  ministers  to 
proceed  against  him  as  provided  by  the  Discipline  of  the 
Church.  In  his  reply  to  them,  he  lays  down  some  important 
principles  in  regard  to  the  rights  of  an  editor,  and  the  duty  of 
his  ministerial  accusers.  He  said : — 

I  beg  to  say  that  I  cannot  publish  the  criminating  declaration 
of  which  you  speak.  You  will  therefore  act  your  pleasure  in 
publishing  it  elsewhere.  The  charges  against  me  are  either 
true  or  false.  If  they  are  true,  are  you  proceeding  in  the 
disciplinary  way  against  me  ?  Though  I  am  editor  for  the 
Conference,  yet  1  have  individual  rights  as  well  as  you ;  and 
the  increased  responsibility  of  my  situation  should,  under  those 
rights,  if  possible,  be  still  more  sacred.  And  if  our  Conference 
will  place  a  watchman  upon  the  wall  of  our  Zion,  and  then 
allow  its  members  to  plunge  their  swords  into  him  whenever 
they  think  he  has  departed  from  his  duty,  without  even  giving 
him  a  court-martial  trial,  then  they  are  a  different  description 
of  men  from  what  I  think  they  are.  If,  as  you  say,  I  have  been 
guilty  of  imprudent  conduct,  or  even  "misrepresented  my 
brethren,"  make  your  complaint  to  my  Presiding  Elder,  accord- 
ing to  discipline,  and  then  may  the  decision  of  the  Committee 
be  published  in  the  Guardian,  or  anywhere  else  that  they  may 


132  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XI. 

say.  So  much  for  the  disciplinary  course.  Again,  if  "the 
clamour,"  as  you  call  it,  against  the  Guardian  be  well  founded, 
are  you  helping  the  Guardian  by  corroborating  the  statement 
of  that  clamour?  Can  Brother  James  Evans  consistently  or 
conscientiously  ask  an  individual  to  take,  or  continue  to  take 
the  Guardian,  when  he  or  you  publish  to  the  world  the  belief 
that  its  principles  are  changed  ?  Will  this  quiet  the  "clamour?" 
Will  this  reconcile  the  members?  Will  this  unite  the  preachers? 
Will  this  promote  the  harmony  of  the  Church  ?  Will  it  not  be 
a  fire-brand  rather  than  the  "  seeds  of  commotion  ? "  One  or 
two  others  here  got  a  meeting  of  the  male  members  of  the  York 
Society,  and  proposed  resolutions  similar  in  substance  to  yours, 
which  were  opposed  and  reprobated  by  brother  Kichardson,  on 
the  very  disciplinary  and  prudential  ground  of  which  I  speak, 
and  rejected  by  the  Society.  In  your  declaration  you  say  (not 
on  account  of  "clamour,"  or  accusations  of  editors  or  others,  but 
on  account  of  editorial  remarks  in  the  Guardian},  "you  express 
your  sentiments  to  save  your  character  from  aspersion''  In 
this  you  imply  that  the  editor  of  the  Guardian  has  misrepre- 
sented your  sentiments,  and  aspersed  your  character ;  and,  if  so, 
has  he  not  changed  his  principles  ?  And,  if  he  has  changed  his 
principles,  is  he  not  guilty  of  falsehood,  since  he  has  positively 
declared  to  the  reverse  ?  You  therefore  virtually  charge  him 
with  inconsistency,  misrepresentation,  and  deliberate  falsehood. 
Js  this  the  fruit  of  brotherly  love  ?  Again,  you  say  that  "  our 
political  sentiments  are  the  same  as  before  the  visit  of  the 
editor  of  the  Guardian  to  England."  Is  not  this  equal  to 
asserting  that  the  editor's  sentiments  are  not  the  same  ?  You 
therefore  say  that  you  love  me ;  that  you  desire  the  peace  of 
the  Church,  and  the  interests  of  the  Guardian,  yet  you  propose 
a  course  which  will  confirm  the  slanders  of  my  enemies — to 
implicate  me  with  inconsistency  and  falsehood — to  injure  the 
Guardian,  and  deprive  yourselves  of  the  power,  as  men  of 
honour  and  truth,  to  recommend  it — to  kindle  and  sanction 
dissatisfaction  among  our  Church  members — to  arm  preacher 
against  preacher — and  to  criminate  a  brother  before  the  public, 
without  a  disciplinary  trial.  You  say  "  our  friends  are  looking 
out  for  it."  Is  this  the  way,  my  brother,  that  you  have  quieted 
their  minds,  by  telling  tliem  that  you  also  were  going  to 
criminate  the  editor  ?  If  this  be  so,  I  am  not  surprised  that 
there  is  dissatisfaction  on  your  circuit,  Brother  Evans  said 
that  nothing  but  a  denial  of  having  changed  my  opinions,  and 
an  explicit  statement  of  them,  would  satisfy  our  friends.  I  did 
so.  and  did  so  plainly  and  conscientiously.  Yet  you  do  not 
even  allude  to  this  expression  of  my  sentiments,  but  still  insist 
upon  doing  what  is  far  more  than  taking  my  life — stabbing  my 


1833-341  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  133 


principles  and  integrity.  I  ask  if  this  is  my  reward  for 
endangering  my  life  and  enduring  unparalleled  labours,  to  save 
the  Societies  heretofore  from  being  rent  to  the  very  centre,  and 
enduring  ceaseless  storms  of  slander  and  persecution  for  years 
past  in  defending  the  abused  character  of  my  brethren  ?  Are 
they  the  first  to  lift  up  their  heel  aginst  me  ?  Will  they  join 
in  the  hue  and  cry  against  me,  rather  than  endure  a  "  hoot," 
when  I  am  unjustly  treated  and  basely  slandered  ?  I  hope  I 
have  not  fallen  into  such  hands. 

Dr.  Ryersoii  received  at  this  time  a  candid  and  kindly 
characteristic  letter  from  his  youngest  brother,  Edwy,  at  Stam- 
ford, which  indicated  that  a  reaction  was  taking  place  in 
regard  to  the  much  discussed  "  impressions."  He  says  : — 

The  present  agitated  state  of  the  Societies,  partly  from  the  Union,  and,  in 
a  greater  degree,  from  your  "impressions"  (which  would  have  been  a  blessing 
to  our  Societies,  had  they  never  been  published1)  make  it  very  unpleasant  to 
ask  even  lor  subscriptions  to  the  Guardian.  We  are  here  in  a  state  of  com- 
motion ;  politics  run  high,  and  religion  low.  "  The  Guardian  has  turned 
Tory,"  is  the  hue  and  cry,  and  many  appear  to  be  under  greater  concern 
about  it,  than  they  ever  were  about  the  salvation  of  their  souls.  Many  again, 
have  got  wonderfully  wise,  and  pretend  to  reveal  (as  a  friend,  but  in  reality 
as  an  enemy)  the  secrets  of  your  policy.  Under  these  unpleasant  circum- 
stances, the  Ranters  have  availed  themselves  of  the  opportunity  of  planting 
themselves  at  nearly  all  our  posts,  and  sowing  tares  in  our  Societies. 

You  have  received  a  protest,  signed  by  several  preachers,  and  my  name 
among  them.  Those  were  my  impressions  at  the  time.  Therefore  I  thought 
it  my  duty,  in  connection  with  my  brethren,  to  make  my  protest.  I  have, 
however  (since  seeing  the  Guardian),  been  led  to  believe  you  had  not  changed 
from  what  you  were.  Many  of  the  preachers  are  rejoiced  that  you  were  put 
in  the  editorial  chair,  and  feel  strongly  disposed  to  exert  their  influence  that 
you  may  not  be  replaced. 

Dec.  2nd. — On  this  day  Dr.  Kyerson  received  a  kind  word  of 
encouragement  from  Mr.  Alex.  Davidson,  a  literary  friend  in 
Port  Hope,  afterwards  of  Niagara.  He  said : — 

I  have  had  an  opportunity  of  seeing  most  of  the  provincial  papers.  They 
exhibit  a  miserable  picture  of  the  state  of  the  press.  The  conduct  of  the 
editors  oiight,^!  think,  to  be  exposed.  I  have  been  afraid  that  from  such 
unmerited  abuse,  you  would  quit  the  Guardian  in  disgust,  and  I  am  glad  to 
see  that,  though  your  mind  may  be  as  sensitive  as  that  of  any  other  person, 
you  remain  firm. 

Another  indication  of  the  reaction  in  regard  to  the  "  impres- 
sions" is  mentioned  in  a  note  received  from  Rev.  Ephraim 
Evans,  Trafalgar.  He  says : — 

Mr.  Thos.  Cartwright,  of  Streetsville,  who  had.  given  up  the  Guardian,  has 
ordered  it  to  be  sent  to  him  again  so  that  he  may  not  seem  to  countenance 
the  clamour  that  has  been  raised  against  you.  Mr.  Evans  adds  :  "  I  am 
happy  to  find  that  the  agitation  produced  by  the  unwarrantable  conduct  of 
the  press  generally,  is  rapidlv  subsiding  ;  and,  I  trust,  nay,  am  certain,  that 
the  late  avowal  of  your  sentiments,  will  be  perfectly  satisfactory  to  every 
sensible  and  ingenuous  mind.  I  am,  upon  the  whole,  led  to  believe  that 
Methodism  will  weather  out  this  storm  also,  and  lose  not  a  spar." 


134  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XI. 

Dec.  6th. — Among  the  many  letters  of  sympathy  received  by 
Dr.  Ryerson  at  this  time,  was  one  from  his  Father,  in  which  he 
says : — 

I  perceive  by  the  papers  that  you  have  met  with  tempestuous  weather.  I 
devoutly  hope  that  the  Great  Pilot  will  conduct  you  sately  through  the  rocks 
and  quicksands  on  either  side. 

Jan.  6th,  1834. — In  a  letter  from  Rev.  Anson  Green,  at 
Augusta,  it  was  apparent  that  the  tide  of  popular  opinion 
against  Dr.  Ryerson  had  turned.  He  said  : — 

I  have  been  very  much  pleased  indeed  with  the  Guardian  during  the  last 
tew  months.  There  is  a  very  great  improvement  in  it.  In  this  opinion  I  am 
not  alone.  Your  remarks  on  the  Clergy  Reserve  question  were  very  timely  and 
highly  satisfactory.  A  number  of  our  brethren  have  wished  me  to  express 
to  you  the  pleasure  they  feel  in  the  course  which  you  have  pursued  as  editor. 
There  has  been  very  great  prejudice  against  you  in  these  parts,among  preachers 
and  people,  but  I  think  they  are  dying  out  and  will,  I  trust,  shortly  entirely 
disappear.  I  hope  we  shall  soon  see  "  eye  to  eye." 

March  5th. — In  the  Guardian  of  this  day,  Dr.  Ryerson 
intimated  that : — 

Among  many  schemes  resorted  to  by  the  abbettors  of  Mr. 
Mackenzie  to  injure  me,  was  the  circulation  of  all  kinds  of 
rumours  against  my  character  and  standing  as  a  minister.  For 
proof,  it  was  represented  that  I  was  denied  access  to  the 
Wesleyan  pulpit  in  this  town.  When  these  statements  were 
made  early  in  the  year,  the  stewards  and  leaders  of  the  York 
Society  met  on  the  llth  of  last  January,  and  passed  a  resolution 
to  the  effect 

That  being  anxious,  lest,  under  exciting  circumstances,  you  might  be 
tempted  to  withhold  your  ministrations  from  the  York  congregation,  they 
desire  their  Secretary  to  inform  you  that  it  is  their  wish,  and  they  believe  it 
a  duty  you  owe  to  the  Church  of  Christ,  to  favour  it  with  your  views  on  His 
unsearchable  riches  as  often  as  an  opportunity  may  present  itself. 

As  these  rumours  have  now  been  revived,  I  published  this 
resolution  in  the  Guardian  of  to-day. 

The  capital  offence  charged  against  Dr.  Ryerson  in  publishing 
his  "  impressions  "  was  his  exposure  of  Joseph  Hume,  M.P.,  the 
friend  and  patron  of  Mr.  Mackenzie.  (See  pages  118  and  123.) 
In  the  Guardian  of  December  llth,  Dr.  Ryerson  fully  met 
that  charge.  Among  other  things  he  pointed  out: — 

1st.  That,  having  voted  for  a  Church  establishment  in  India, 
Mr.  Hume  was  the  last  man  who  should  have  been  entrusted 
with  petitions  from  Upper  Canada,  against  a  Church  establish- 
ment in  Upper  Canada.  2nd.  That  Methodists  emigrating  to 
this  country,  when  they  learn  that  Mr.  Hume  is  regarded  as  a 
sort  of  representative  of  the  principles  of  the  Methodists  in  Upper 
Canada,  immediately  imbibe  strong  prejudices  against  them, 
refusing  to  unite  with  them,  and  even  strongly  opposing  them, 


1S33-34]  THE  STOBY  OF  MY  LIFE.  135 


saying  that  such  Methodists  are  Radicals — a  term  which,  in 
England,  conveys  precisely  the  same  idea  that  the  term 
Republican  does  in  this  Province.  Thus  the  prejudices  which 
exist  between  a  portion  of  the  Canadian  and  British  Methodists 
here,  are  heightened,  and  the  breach  widened.  3rd.  That  even 
adherents  of  the  Church  of  England  here  who  were  Reformers  in 
England  join  the  ranks  of  those  opposed  to  us  when  they  know 
that  Mr.  Hume  is  a  chosen  representative  of  our  views  in 
England ;  for  the  personal  animosity  between  the  Whigs  and 
Reformers  and  Radicals  in  England  is  more  bitter,  if  possible, 
than  between  the  Radicals  and  Tories,  and  far  more  rancorous 
than  between  the  Whigs  and  Tories.  There  is  just  as  much 
difference  between  an  avowed  English  Radical  as  there  is 
between  a  Canadian  Reformer  and  an  avowed  Canadian 
Republican.  In  the  interests  of  the  Methodists,  therefore, 
religiously  and  politically,  the  allusion  to  Mr.  Hume  was 
justifiable  and  necessary.  Dr.  Ryerson  continues  : — 

I  may  mention  that  so  strongly  impressed  was  I  with  these 
views,  that  in  an  interview  which  I  had  with  Mr.  Secretary 
Stanley,  a  few  days  before  the  Clergy  Reserve  petitions  were 
presented  by  Mr.  Hume,  I  remarked  that  the  people  of  Upper 
Canada,  not  being  acquainted  with  public  men  in  England,  had 
sent  them  to  the  care  of  a  gentleman  of  influence  in  the  financial 
affairs  of  Great  Britain,  but  that  I  was  apprehensive  that  he 
was  not  the  best  qualified  to  advocate  a  purely  legal  and 
religious  question.  Mr.  Secretary  Stanley  smilingly  interrupted 
me  by  asking  "  Is  it  Hume  ? "  I  replied,  "  It  is,  but  I  hope  this 
circumstance  will  not  have  the  least  influence  upon  your  mind, 
Mr.  Secretary  Stanley,  in  giving  the  subject  that  important  and 
full  consideration  which  its  great  importance  demands."  Mr. 
Stanley  replied :  "  No,  Mr.  Ryerson,  be  assured  that  the  subject 
will  not  be  in  the  least  prejudiced  in  my  mind  by  any  circum- 
stance of  that  kind ;  but  I  shall  give  it  the  most  important  and 
grave  consideration." 

May  2-kth. — Within  three  months  after  Dr.  Ryerson  had 
stated  these  facts  in  regard  to  Mr.  Hume,  overwhelming 
evidence  of  the  correctness  of  his  statement  that  Mr.  Hume  was 
unfit  to  act  as  a  representative,  in  the  British  Parliament,  of  the 
people  of  Upper  Canada,  was  given  by  Mr.  Hume  himself  in  a 
letter  addressed  to  Mr.  W.  L.  Mackenzie,  dated  29th  March, 
1834.  In  that  letter  Mr.  Hume  stated  that  Mr.  Mackenzie's 

Election  to,  and  subsequent  ejection  from  the  Legislature,  must  hasten 
that  crisis  which  is  fast  approaching  in  the  affairs  of  the  Canadas,  and  which 
will  terminate  in  independence  and  freedom  from  the  baneful  domination  of 
the  mother  country. 


136  THE  STORY  OF  M7  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XI 


Ho  also  advised  that 

The  proceedings  between  1772  and  1782  in  America  ought  not  to  be 
forgotten ;  and  to  the  honour  of  the  Americans,  for  the  interests  of  the 
civilized  world,  let  their  conduct  and  the  result  be  ever  in  view. 

Dr.  Ryerson  added :  There  is  no  mistaking  the  revolutionary 
and  treasonable  character  of  this  'advice  given  to  Canadians 
through  Mr.  W.  L.  Mackenzie.  Yet  I  have  been  denounced  for 
exposing  the  designs  of  such  revolutionary  advisers  ! 

The  following  is  an  extract  from  Mr.  W.  L.  Mackenzie's 
remarks  in  the  Colonial  Advocate  on  Mr.  Hume's  letter: — 

The  indignant  feeling  of  the  honest  old  Reformer  (Hume),  when  he  became 
acquainted  with  the  heartless  slanders  of  the  unprincipled  inprate  Ryerson, 
may  be  easily  conceived  from  the  tone  of  his  letter. . .  .Mr.  Mackenzie  will 
be  prepared  to  hand  the  original  letter  to  the  Methodist  Conference. 

June  4>th. — In  the  Guardian  of  this  date,  Dr.  Ryerson 
replied  at  length  to  Mr.  Hume's  letter,  pointing  out  how 
utterly  and  totally  false  were  Mr.  Hume's  statements  in  regard 
to  himself.  He,  in  June,  1832,  expressed  his  opinion  of  Mr. 
Hume  (pages  118  and  123).  He  then  said: — 

That  was  my  opinion  of  Mr.  Hume,  even  before  I  advocated 
the  Clergy  Reserve  petition  in  England, — such  it  was  after  I 
conversed  with  him  personally,  and  witnessed  his  proceedings, — 
such  it  is  now, — and  such  must  be  the  opinion  of  every  British 
subject,  after  reading  Mr.  Hume's  revolutionary  letter,  in  which 
he  rejoices  in  the  approach  of  a  crisis  in  the  affairs  of  the 
Canadas,  "  which  will  terminate  in  independence  and  freedom 
from  the  baneful  domination  of  the  mother  country! "  I  stated 
to  Mr.  Mackenzie  more  than  once,  when  he  called  upon  me  in 
London,  that  I  could  not  associate  myself  with  his  political 
measures.  But  notwithstanding  all  my  caution,  I,  in  fact,  got 
into  bad  company,  for  which  I  have  now  paid  a  pretty  fair 
price.  ...  I  cannot  but  regard  it  as  a  blessing  and  happiness  to 
the  Methodist  connexion  at  large,  that  they  also,  by  the 
admission  of  all  parties,  stand  so  completely  distinct  from 
Messrs.  Hume  and  Mackenzie,  as  to  be  involved  in  no  responsi- 
bility and  disgrace,  by  this  premature  announcement  of  their 
revolutionary  purposes. 

Oct.  25th. — As  to  the  final  result  of  the  agitation  in  regard 
to  the  "  Impressions,"  Rev.  John  Ryerson,  writing  from  Hallo- 
well  (Picton),  at  this  date,  says  : — 

The  work  of  schism  has  been  pretty  extensive  in  some  parts  of  this 
District.  There  have  as  the  result  of  it  left,  or  have  been  expelled,  on  the 
Waterloo  Circuit,  150  ;  on  the  Bay  of  Quinte,  40;  in  Belleville,  47;  Sidney, 
60;  Cobourg,  82;  making  in  all  320.  There  have  been  received  on  these 
circuits  since  Conference  170,  which  leaves  a  balance  against  us  of  150. 


1833-34]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  137 


REMARKS  ON  THE  RESULT  OF  THE  "IMPRESSIONS." 

The  result  (on  the  membership  of  the  Societies)  of  this 
politico-religious  agitation  were  more  or  less  the  same  in  other 
parts  of  the  Connexion.  The  publication  of  the  "  impressions  " 
was  (to  those  who  had  for  years  been  in  a  state  of  chronic  war 
with  the  powers  that  be)  like  the  falling  of  the  thunderbolt  of 
Jove  out  of  a  cloudless  sky.  It  unexpectedly  precipitated  a 
crisis  in  provincial  affairs.  It  brought  men  face  to  face  with  a 
new  issue.  An  issue  too  which  they  had  not  thought  of ;  or,  if 
it  had  presented  itself  to  their  minds,  was  regarded  as  a 
remote,  yet  possible,  contingency.  Their  experience  of  the 
working  of  "  British  institutions "  (as  the  parody  on  them  in 
Upper  Canada  was  called),  had  so  excited  their  hostility  and 
embittered  their  feelings,  that  when  they  at  first  heard  Dr. 
Ryerson  speak  in  terms  of  eulogy  of  the  working  of  these 
institutions  in  the  mother  country,  they  could  not,  or  would 
not,  distinguish  between  such  institutions  in  England  and 
their  professed  counterpart  in  Upper  Canada.  Nor  could  they 
believe  that  the  great  champion  of  their  cause,  who  in  the  past 
had  exposed  the  pernicious  and  oppressive  workings  of  the  so- 
called  British  institutions  in  Upper  Canada,  was  sincere  in  his 
exposition  of  the  principles  and  the  promulgation  of  doctrines 
in  regard  to  men  and  things  in  Britain,  which  were  now  declared 
by  Mr.  W.  L.  Mackenzie  to  be  heretical  as  well  as  entirely  opposed 
to  views  and  opinions  which  he  (Dr.  Ryerson)  had  hitherto  held 
on  these  important  questions.  The  novelty  of  the  "impressions" 
themselves,  and  the  bitterness  with  which  they  were  at  once 
assailed,  confused  the  public  mind  and  embarrassed  many  of 
Dr.  Ryerson's  friends. 

In  these  days  of  ocean  telegraphy  and  almost  daily  inter- 
course by  steam  with  Britain,  we  can  scarcely  realize  how  far 
separated  Canada  was  from  England  fifty  years  ago.  Besides 
this,  the  channels  through  which  that  intercourse  was  carried  on 
were  few,  and  often  of  a  partizan  character.  "  Downing  Street 
[Colonial  Office]  influence,"  and  "  Downing  Street  interference 
with  Canadian  rights,"  were  popular  and  favourite  topics  of 
declamation  and  appeal  with  the  leaders  of  a  large  section  of  the 
community.  Not  that  there  did  not  exist,  in  many  instances, 
serious  grounds  for  the  accusations  against  the  Colonial  Office  ; 
but  they,  in  most  cases,  arose  in  that  office  from  ignorance  rather 
than  from  design.  However  the  causes  of  complaint  were  often 
greatly  exaggerated,  and  very  often  designedly  so  by  interested 
parties  on  both  sides  of  the  Atlantic. 

This,  Dr.  Ryerson  soon  discovered  on  his  first  visit  to  England, 
in  1833,  and   in  his   personal   intercourse  with   the   Colonial 


138  TUE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XI 

Secretaries  and  other  public  men  in  London.  The  manly 
generosity  of  Jiis  nature  recoiled  from  being  a  party  to  the 
misrepresentation  and  injustice  which  was  current  in  Canada, 
when  he  had  satisfied  himself  of  the  true  state  of  the  case. 
He,  therefore,  on  his  return  to  the  Province,  gave  the  public 
the  benefit  of  his  observation  and  experience  in  England. 

In  the  light  of  to-day  what  he  wrote  appears  fair  and  reason- 
able. It  was  the  natural  expression  of  pleased  surprise  that 
men  and  things  in  England  were  not  so  bad  as  had  been  repre- 
sented ;  and  that  there  was  no  just  cause  for  either  alarm  or  ill 
feeling.  His  comparisons  of  parties  in  England  and  in  Canada 
were  by  extreme  political  leaders  in  Canada  considered  odious. 
Hence  the  storm  of  invective  which  his  observations  raised. 

He  showed  incidentally  that  the  real  enemies  to  Canada  were 
not  those  who  ruled  at  Downing  Street,  but  those  who  set  them- 
selves up — within  the  walls  of  Parliament  in  England  and 
their  prompters  in  Canada — as  the  exponents  of  the  views  and 
feelings  of  the  Canadian  people. 

The  result  of  such  a  proceeding  on  Dr.  Byerson's  part  can 
easily  be  imagined.  Mr.  Hume  in  England,  and  Mr.  W.  L. 
Mackenzie  in  Canada,  took  the  alarm.  They  very  properly 
reasoned  that  if  Dr.  Ryerson's  views  prevailed,  their  occupation 
as  agitators  and  fomenters  of  discontent  would  be  gone. 
Hence  the  extraordinary  vehemence  which  characterized  their 
denunciations  of  the  writer  who  had  so  clearly  exposed  (as  he 
did  more  fully  at  a  later  period  of  the  controversy),  the  dis- 
loyalty of  their  aims,  and  the  revolutionary  character  of  their 
schemes. 

This  assault  on  Dr.  ftyerson  was  entirely  disproportionate  to 
the  cause  of  offence.  Were  it  not  that  the  moral  effect  of  what 
he  wrote — more  than  what  he  actually  said — was  feared,  because 
addressed  to  a  people  who  had  always  listened  to  his  words 
with  deep  attention  and  great  respect,  it  is  likely  that  his  words 
would  have  passed  unchallenged  and  unheeded. 


I  have  given  more  than  usual  prominence  to  this  period  of 
Dr.  Ryerson's  history — although  he  has  left  no  record  of  it  in 
the  "  Story  "  which  he  had  written.  But  I  have  done  so  in 
justice  to  himself,  and  from  the  fact  that  it  marked  an  im- 
portant epoch  in  his  life  and  in  the  history  of  the  Province.  It 
was  an  event  in  which  the  native  nobility  of  his  character 
asserted  itself.  The  generous  impulse  which  moved  him  to 
defend  Mr.  Bidwell,  when  maligned  and  misrepresented,  and 
Sir  Charles  Metcalfe,  whom  he  looked  upon  as  unjustly  treated 
and  as  a  martyr,  prompted  him  to  do  full  justice  to  English  insti- 


1333-34]  TEE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  139 

tutions,  and  to  parties  and  leaders  there,  even  at  the  expense  of 
his  own  preconceived  notions  on  the  subject. 

By  doing  so  he  refused  to  be  of  those  who  would  perpetuate 
an  imposition  upon  the  credulity  of  his  countrymen,  and 
especially  of  those  who  had  trusted  him  and  had  looked  up  to 
him  as  a  leader  of  men,  and  as  an  exponent  of  sound  principles 
of  government  arid  public  policy.  And  he  refused  the  more 
when  that  imposition  was  practised  for  the  benefit  of  those  in 
whom  he  had  no  confidence,  and  to  the  injury  of  those  for 
whose  welfare  he  had  laboured  for  years. 

Dr.  Ryerson  preferred  to  risk  the  odium  of  interested 
partisans,  rather  than  fail  to  tell  his  countrymen  truly  and 
frankly  the  real  state  of  the  case — who  and  what  were  the  men 
and  parties  with  which  they  had  to  do  in  England — either  as 
persons  in  official  life,  or  as  members  of  Parliament,  or  writers 
for  the  press.  He  felt  it  to  be  his  duty  to  warn  those  who 
would  heed  his  warning  of  the  danger  which  they  incurred  of 
following  the  unchallenged  leadership  of  men  .whose  aim  he 
felt  to  be  revolution,  and  whose  spirit  was  disloyalty  itself,  if 
not  a  thinly  disguised  treason. 

After  the  storm  of  reproach  and  calumny  had  passed  away, 
there  were  thousands  in  Upper  Canada  who  had  reason  to 
cherish  with  respect  and  love  the  name  of  one  who,  at  a  critical 
time,  had  so  faithfully  warned  them  of  impending  danger,  and 
saved  them  from  political  and  social  ruin.  Such  gratitude 
was  Dr.  Ryerson's  sole  reward. 


It  would  be  impossible,  within  the  compass  of  this  "  Story," 
to  include  any  details  of  the  speeches,  editorials,  or  other 
writings  of  Dr.  Ryerson  during  the  many  years  of  contest  for 
civil  and  religious  rights  in  Upper  Canada.  The  Guardian, 
the  newspaper  press  (chiefly  that  opposed  to  Dr.  Ryerson),  and 
the  records  of  the  House  of  Assembly  contain  ample  proof  of 
the  severity  of  the  protracted  struggle  which  finally  issued  in 
the  establishment  on  a  secure  foundation  of  the  religious  and 
denominational  privileges  and  freedom  which  we  now  enjoy. 
To  the  Presbyterians,  Congregationalists,  Baptists,  etc.,  who 
joined  heartily  with  the  Methodist  leaders  in  the  prolonged 
struggle,  the  gratitude  of  the  country  must  always  be  due. — 
J.  G.  H. 

March  7th. — In  the  midst  of  his  perplexing  duties  as  editor, 
and  the  storm  of  personal  attack  which  his  "  impressions  "  had 
evoked,  Dr.  Ryerson  received  a  letter  from  his  Mother.  It  must 
have  been  to  him  like  "  good  news  from  a  far  country."  Full 


140  THE  STOBY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XI. 

of  love  and  gratitude  to  God,  it  would  be  to  him  like  waters  of 
refreshment  to  a  weary  soul.     His  Mother  said : — 

With  emotions  of  gratitude  to  God,  I  now  write  to  you,  to 
let  you  know  that  the  state  of  my  health  is  as  good  as  usual. 
Surely  the  Lord  is  good,  and  doeth  good,  and  His  tender  mercies 
are  over  me  as  a  part  of  the  work  of  His  hands.  I  find  that 
my  affections  are  daily  deadening  to  the  things  of  earth,  and  my 
desires  for  any  earthly  good  decreasing.  I  have  an  increase  of 
my  desire  for  holiness  of  heart,  and  conformity  to  all  the  will  of 
God.  I  can  say  with  the  poet, 

"Come  life,  come  death,  or  come  what  will, 
His  footsteps  I  will  follow  still." 

I  long  to  say,  "I  live,  yet  not  I,  but  Christ  liveth  in  me." 
Besiege  the  throne  of  grace,  dear  Egerton,  in  my  behalf.  Pray 
that  the  Lord  would  finish  his  work,  and  cut  it  short  in 
righteousness,  and  make  my  heart  a  fit  temple  for  the  Holy 
Ghost  to  dwell  in.  Oh,  my  son,  be  continually  on  your  guard. 
You  have  need  to  believe  firmly,  to  pray  fervently,  to  work 
abundantly.  Live  a  holy  life,  die  daily;  watch  your  heart; 
guide  your  senses ;  redeem  your  time ;  love  Christ,  and  long  for 
glory.  Give  my  love  to  your  wife,  and  to  all  whom  who  may 
enquire  for  me,  and  accept  a  share  yourself,  from  your  affection- 
mother, 

MEHETABEL  RYERSON. 
Charlotteville,  March  4th,  1834. 


After  his  return  from  England,  Dr.  Ryerson  received  a  letter 
from  Rev.  Wm.  Lord,  dated  Manchester,  25th  March,  1834,  in 
which  he  referred  to  an  incident  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  visit  to  his 
house  while  in  England.  He  says : — 

Your  company,  I  am  thankful  to  say,  was  very  useful  to  several  members 
of  my  family.  The  last  time  you  prayed  with  us,  an  influence  was  received 
by  one  or  two,  the  effects  of  which  nave  remained  to  this  day.  I  now  allude 

more  particularly  to  ,  who,  more  than  twenty  times   since,  has  met 

me  at  the  door,  saying,  "  Have  you  a  letter  from  Mr.  Ryerson  I " 


CHAPTER  XII. 

1834. 

EVENTS  FOLLOWING  THE  UNION. — DIVISION  AND  STRIFE. 

DR.  RYERSON  has  left  nothing  in  his  "  Story  "  to  illustrate 
this  period  of  his  personal  history,  nor  the  strife  and 
division  which  followed  the  consummation  of  the  union  of  the 
British  and  Canadian  Conferences.  These  untoward  events 
are,  however,  fully  described  in  the  "  Epochs  of  Canadian 
Methodism,"  pages  247-311 :  They  arose  chiefly  out  of  the 
differences  which  disturbed  the  British  and  Canadian  Methodist 
Societies  in  Kingston  and  other  places,  and  the  separation 
in  the  Societies  generally,  caused  by  the  establishment  of  the 
Methodist  Episcopal  Church  in  1834. 

I  have  already  given,  in  chapter  xi.,  page  128,  an  extract  of 
a  letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  from  his  brother  John,  indicating  the 
causes  of  strife  between  the  British  and  Canadian  Societies.  I 
give  the  following  letter,  also  from  the  same  gentleman,  written 
from  Hallowell  early  in  November,  1833,  in  which  he  said  • — 

Brother  William  and  I  called  on  the  Kev.  Mr.  Hetherington  at  Kingston. 
He  said  : — That  there  could  be  no  union;  that  we  were  Radicals;  that  they 
would  not  be  united  with  us  ;  that  the  District  Meetings  of  Lower  Canada, 
Halifax,  etc.,  intended  to  make  common  cause  with  them;  especially 
they  intended  to  remonstrate  against  giving  up  York  and  Kingston.  They 
also  intended  to  appeal  to  the  British  Conference,  and  if  they  were  not 
heard  by  it  they  would  appeal  to  the  British  people.  If  the  British  Confer- 
ence will  allow  its  members  to  throw  firebrands,  arrows,  and  death  around 
in  this  way,  and  reciprocate  their  proceedings  after  this  manner  with  im- 
punity, they  are  very  different  men  from  what  I  have  taken  them  to  be. 

Nov.  20th. — In  a  subsequent  letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  his 
brother  John  says  : — 

I  fear  much  for  the  Union  from  the  English  Missionary  party.  Should 
they,  from  any  consideration,  undertake  to  retain  Kingston  and  York,  our 
cause  there  will  be  ruined.  In  case  of  such  an  event,  I  will  retire  im- 
mediately, and  bid  farewell  to  the  strife  and  toil  in  which  we  have  been 
engaged  ever  since  we  have  been  travelling  preachers.  Let  me  know  who 
have  thrown  up  the  Guardian.  You  will  have  seen  the  Cobourg  Reformer's 
attacks.  It  is  of  much  more  importance  for  you  to  expose  Mr.  Radcliffe,  the 
editor,  than  any  one  else,  and  point  out  that,  in  nis  present  enmity  to 
Methodist  principles,  this  is  not  the  first  time  he  has  endeavoured  to  break 
the  Methodist  ranks,  and  to  sow  the  seeds  of  discord  among  her  friends. 


142  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  .[CHAP.  XII. 

I  would  take  good  care  not  to  lean  a  hairbreadth  towards  radicalism. 
One  reason  of  their  making  this  onslaught  is  to  ecare  you,  and  induce  you 
to  say  something  which  will  excite  the  jealousy  of  the  Government,  etc.,  the 
disapprobation  of  our  British  brethren,  and  thereby  destroy  us  with  them  as 
they  seek  to  do  with  other  parties. 

Nov.  22nd. — What  is  thus  stated  by  his  brother  John  was 
corroborated  by  his  brother  William,  who  was  stationed  at 
Kingston,  and  who,  in  a  letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  said : — 

I  need  not  say  what  my  feelings  were  when  I  arrived  at  this  place,  and 
found  that  arrangements  had  been  made  by  Mr.  Marsden,  in  violation  of  the 
understanding  with  the  Conference,  and  in  defiance  of  the  opinions  ana 
wishes  of  every  one  of  our  friends  in  the  town  and  country,  whose  feelings 
have  not  only  been  wounded  and  grieved,  but  have  rendered  the  prospects 
of  a  union  in  this  place  more  than  ever  entirely  hopeless.  I  have  not  neen 
considered  fit  (probably  for  want  of  ability)  to  act  as  Superientendent  of 
euch  an  important  station;  I  have  no  authority  to  receive  or  expel  a  member, 
or  even  to  preside  in  a  meeting  of  Stewards  and  Leaders;  while  my  Superin- 
tendent is  in  Montreal  or  Quebec;  whether  or  not  he  will  so  stoop  as  to  visit 
us  at  all,  we  cannot  say.  Besides  being  shut  out  of  the  British  Wesleyan 
Chapel,  every  possible  means  is  being  used  to  prevent  a  single  individual  of 
their  Society  from  attending  our  Chapel;  and  my  field  of  labour  is  not  only 
greatly  circumscribed,  but  the  prospect  of  usefulness  is  nearly  destroyed^ 
What  my  feelings  must  be,  under  such  circumstances,  you  can  easily  judge. 
I  can  only  say  that  as  soon  as  I  can  see  a  way  opened,  and  can  do  BO  consist- 
ently, I  will  not  labour  as  a  travelling  preacher  one  day  longer. 

January  8th,  1834. — His  brother  John,  in  another  letter  to 
Dr.  Ryerson  from  Hallowell,  said  : — 

"Whoever  may  be  the  agents  in  making  alterations  in  our  economy,  I 
will  not  be  one.  With  "  improvements,"  alterations,  unions,  and  disunions, 
we  have  been  agitated  long  enough.  I  am  done  with  such  business,  hence- 
forth and  forever.  At  our  last  Conference  it  was  understood,  and  expressly 
stated  that  no  alterations  would  hereafter  be  attempted ;  and  so  we  have 
assured  the  people.  But  behold,  before  they  receive  that  assurance,  some 
alterations  are  mooted.  Do  away  with  the"  Presiding  Elders,  lessen  the 
Districts,  etc.,  and  a  dozen  other  things  which  will  necessarily  follow.  The 
reason  urged  for  these  changes  is  worse  than  the  things  themselves — namely: 
If  we  don't,  the  British  Missionaries  will  write  to  the  Superintendents 
and  raise  such  a  storm  in  England,  etc.,  etc.  If  this  is  the  way  we  are  to  be 
governed,  and  if  this  is  the  state  of  the  Connexion  at  home,  the  Resolutions  on 
Union,  on  parchment  or  paper,  are  a  miserable  farce.  The  more  I  think  on 
this  subject,  the  worse  I  like  it. 

In  a  letter  from  Kingston  to  Dr.  Ryerson  on  this  subject, 
Rev.  Joseph  Stinson  says : — 

I  have  done  my  utmost  to  promote  the  union  of  the  two  Societies  in  this 
town.  If  things  are  carried  with  too  high  a  hand,  we  shall  lose  our  Kingston 
Chapel  and  congregation  altogether;  and,  should  the  Kingston  people  shut 
their  Chapel  against  us,  it  will  be  impossible  to  keep  things  quiet  in  Lower 
Canada.  I  do  not  think  it  necessary  to  sacrifice  the  Union  to  Kingston,  nor 
is  it  necessary  to  sacrifice  Kingston,  because  a  number  of  disaffected  radicals 
in  the  Bay  of  Quinte  like  to  make  the  state  of  things  here  an  excuse  for 
their  anti-methodistical  proceedings.  If  there  were  no  Kingston  in  existence, 
these  men  would  never  cordially  love  the  Union. 


1834]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  143 

April,  1834. — Dr.  Ryerson  received  a  letter  from  the  new 
President  of  the  Canada  Conference  (Rev.  Edmund  Grindrod) 
dated  London,  England,  in  which  the  latter  said : — 

One  object  of  my  visit  will  be  to  allay  the  hostility  of  our  Societies  in  the 
Lower  Province  to  their  union  with  us. 

Mr.  Alder  (said  Mr.  Grindrod)  was  to  have  accompanied  him, 
but  at  Mr.  Bunting's  suggestion  this  plan  was  abandoned  in  the 
hope  that — 

The  friends  in  Lower  Canada,  when  they  have  had  time  to  reflect,  would 
return  to  better  views  and  feelings. 

Dec.  3rd. — Writing  to  Dr.  Ryerson  from  Kingston,  at  this 
date,  Rev.  John  C.  Davidson*  s*ays  : — 

I  have  been  told  by  the  most  influential  members  of  the  Leaders'  Meeting 
here  that  pledges  to  the  following  effect  have  been  most  solemnly  given  to 
them  by  Mr.  Alder  and  Mr.  Grindrod,  viz  : — That  the  members  of  the 
British  Society  here  did  not,  and  were  never  to  make  a  part  of  the  Societies 
governed  by  the  Canada  Conference;  that  they  were  to  remain  as  they 
always  were;  that  their  numbers  were  to  be  returned  to  the  home  Conference; 
that  our  Society  was  to  be  merged  in  theirs;  and  Kingston  become  the  head 
of  the  Missionary  establishment  in  Canada, — always  to  be  the  residence  of 
the  Superintendent,  who  was  to  control  and  regulate  the  Kingston  Societies; 
and  that  the  Presiding  Elder  was  to  have  nothing  to  do  with  the  town;  that 
a  large  chapel  was  to  be  forthwith  built, — to  be  deeded  to  the  British  Con- 
ference ;  and  that  the  minister  in  charge  of  Kingston  was  always  to  be  an 
Englishman. 


Towards  the  close  of  this  year,  the  Methodist  Episcopal 
Church  in  Canada  was  organized.  Full  details  of  this  division 
are  given  by  Dr.  Ryerson  in  the  "  Epochs  of  Canadian  Method- 
ism," pages  270-288.  Happily  this  separated  branch  of  the 
great  Methodist  family  is  being  re-united  to  the  parent  stock  in 
1883.  Further  reference  to  the  subject  is,  therefore,  unneces- 
sary in  this  "  Story."  Nevertheless  it  should  be  remembered 
that  in  the  discussion  and  controversy  which  for  years  followed 
this  event,  Dr.  Ryerson  occupied  a  foremost  place  as  the  cham- 
pion on  the  Wesleyan  Methodist  side. 


*  This  gentleman  entered  the  Methodist  Church  in  1827,  joined  the  Church  of 
England  in  1854,  and  was  for  many  years  a  minister  of  a  congregation  in  the 
Province  of  Quebec.  He  died  in  1881. 


f 
CHAPTER    XIII. 

1834-1835. 

SECOND  RETIREMENT  FROM  THE  "GUARDIAN"  EDITORSHIP. 

AS  already  intimated  in  Chapter  xi.,  the  publication  of  Dr. 
Ryerson's  "  Impressions  "  of  England,  etc.,  in  the  Guar- 
dian of  1833,  excited  quite  a  political  and  social  sensation. 
Public  men  of  all  shades  of  opinion  had  their  feelings  at  once 
enlisted  for  or  against  the  Editor  of  that  paper,  and  con- 
demned or  commended  his  course  accordingly. 

Such  a  result  did  not  cause  much  immediate  concern  to  Dr. 
Ryerson.  He,  as  Editor,  claimed  from  the  first,  and  his 
opponents  outside  of  the  Connexion  admitted,  that  in  battling 
for  religious  equality  and  denominational  rights,  he  should  be 
left  untrammelled.  In  other  words,  that  as  Editor  of  a  leading 
paper  like  the  Guardian,  he  should  be  left  free  to  counsel,  to 
advise  and  warn,  and,  if  necessary,  to  take  strong  ground  on 
all  questions  involving  purely  civil  rights,  and  the  constitutional 
exercise  of  the  prerogative  on  the  part  of  the  Executive.  This 
was  the  more  necessary,  as  civil  and  religious  freedom  were 
largely  identical  in  those  days  of  undefined  prerogative,  irre- 
sponsible government,  and  inchoate  institutions. 

All  parties,  therefore,  tacitly  conceded  what  the  Editor  of  the 
Guardian  required — a  wide  latitude  and  a  reasonable  discretion 
in  discussing  questions  of  the  day  which  involved  either  civil 
rights  or  religious  freedom.  This  wise  discretion  was  the  more 
necessary  from  the  fact  that  the  Guardian  was  unquestionably 
the  leading  newspaper  during  these  years,  and  was  edited  with 
more  than  ordinary  ability  and  power.* 

*  The  amount  of  postage  paid  by  newspapers  would  be  a  fair  indi- 
tion  of  their  circulation.  For  instance,  in  1830-1,  the  postage  on  the 
Christian  Guardian  was  .£228  sterling  ($1,140),  which  exceeded  by  £6  the 
aggregate  postage  paid  by  the  thirteen  following  newspapers  in  Upper 
Canada  at  that  time,  viz. : — Mackenzie's  Colonial  Advocate,  £57 ;  The  Courier, 
£45  ;  Watchman,  £24  ;  Brockville  Recorder,  £16  ;  Brockville  Gazette,  £6  ; 
Niagara  Gleaner  and  Herald,  £17  ;  Hamilton  Free  Press,  £11 ;  Kingston 
Herald,  £11;  Kingston  Chronicle,  £10;  Perth  Examiner,  £10;  Patriot,  £6, 
St.  Catharines  Journal,  £6;  York  Observer,  £3.  Total  £222,  as  against  £228 
paid  by  the  Guardian  alone. — H. 


1834-35]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  145 

Besides,  there  were  many  thoughtful  men  who  took  little 
part  in  politics,  and  yet  who  looked  with  alarm  on  the  claims 
and  encroachments  of  the  Family  Compact, — a  powerful  and 
influential  party,  and  dominant  alike  in  church  and  state. 
Many  of  the  able  public  men  of  the  day,  who  were  moderate  in 
their  views,  were  nevertheless  the  champions  of  popular 
rights.  These  men  were  Messrs.  Bidwell,  Baldwin,  Dunn,  and 
others.  Their  influence  was  strongly  felt  in  the  House  of 
Assembly,  and  was  sustained  by  their  great  moral  worth  and 
high  social  position.  To  such  men  the  powerful  aid  of  the 
Guardian,  in  advocating  the  principles  of  equal  justice  to  all 
parties  alike,  was  indispensable;  and  from  its  support  they 
derived  much  strength,  and  were  greatly  aided  in  maintaining 
their  position  in  the  House  and  in  the  country. 

It  was  under  these  circumstances,  and  amid  the  peculiar  exi- 
gencies of  the  times,  that  the  Christian  Guardian  became  the 
great  organ  of  public  opinion  on  the  liberal  side  in  Upper 
Canada.  It  can,  therefore,  be  well  understood  how  at  such  a  time, 
when  the  supremacy  of  party  was  the  question  of  the  hour,  the 
publication  of  Dr.Ryerson's  "impressions" — candid  and  moderate 
as  they  were — fell  like  a  bombshell  amongst  those  in  Canada 
who  had  set  up  as  political  idols  such  men  as  Hume  and  Roebuck 
in  England.  To  dethrone  such  idols  was  of  itself  bad  enough  ;  but 
that  was  not  the  head  and  front  of  Dr.Ryerson's  offending.  What 
gave  such  mortal  offence  was  that  Dr.  Ryerson  saw  any  good 
whatever  in  the  moderate  English  Conservative  (though  he  saw 
none  in  the  English  Tory).  And  worse  still,  that  he  saw  many 
undesirable  things  in  the  English  Whigs,  and  nothing  good  in 
the  English  Radicals.  To  give  special  point  to  these  criticisms 
and  comparisons  Dr.  Ryerson  stated  that : — 

Radicalism  in  England  appeared  to  me  to  be  another  word  for  Republican- 
ism, with  the  name  of  King  instead  of  President.  .  ,  .  and  that  the 
very  description  of  the  public  press,  which  in  England  advocates  the  lowest 
Radicalism,  is  the  foremost  in  opposing  and  slandering  the  Methodists  in 
this  Province.  Hence  the  fact  that  some  of  these  editors  have  been  amongst 
the  lowest  of  the  English  Radicals,  previous  to  their  egress  from  the  mother 
country. 

The  point  of  this  criticism  struck  home ;  and,  on  the  very 
day  on  which  it  appeared,  the  cap  was  fitted  upon  the  head  of  the 
leading  radical  of  the  province.  In  fact,  he  placed  it  there 
himself,  and  thenceforth  proclaimed  war  to  the  knife  against 
the  Editor  of  the  Guardian.  (See  page  125.) 

With  singular  ability  and  zeal  did  Mr.  W.  L.  Mackenzie 

carry  on  this  warfare.     He  at  once  saw  what  would  be  the 

effect  of  the  new  departure.     And  so  promptly  and  energetically 

did  he  denounce  the  "arch-apostate  Egerton,  alias  Arnold,  Ryer- 

10 


146  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XIII. 

son"  as  a  deserter,  that  he  secured  with  little  difficulty  an 
impromptu  verdict  from  the  public  against  him.  This  he  the 
more  readily  accomplished,  by  the  aid  of  at  least  half  a 
dozen  editors  of  newspapers  in  various  parts  of  the  provinc?, 
while  Dr.  Ryerson  was  single-handed.  Not  only  did  these 
editors  join  with  great  vigour  in  the  hue  and  cry  against  Dr. 
Ryerson  (for  they  had  many  scores  of  their  own  to  settle  with 
their  powerful  rival),  but  many  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  own  brethren 
were  carried  away  by  the  sudden  outburst  of  passion  against 
him.  Hundreds  of  the  supporters  of  the  Guardian  turned 
from  him,  as  a  deserter,  and  many  gave  up  the  paper. 

It  is  true  that  the  tide  soon  turned  ;  and  those  who  had 
refused  at  first  to  heed,  or  even  to  listen  to,  the  words  of 
warning  uttered  by  Dr.  Ryerson  in  this  crisis,  were  afterwards 
glad  to  profit  by  them,  and  thus  saved  themselves  in  time  from 
the  direful  consequences  which  followed  during  the  sad  events 
of  1837-38. 

The  effect,  however,  of  that  severe  and  unexpected  encounter 
with  irrational  prejudice  (joined  to  the  hostility  of  those 
whose  plans  were  prematurely  disclosed  and  frustrated)  was 
too  much  for  one  who,  as  a  Christian  minister  and  a  lover  of 
his  country,  was  filled  with  higher  aims  than  those  of  a  mere 
politician. 

In  the  course  of  the  discussion  which  followed,  Dr.  Ryerson 
came  into  contact  with  some  of  the  more  unreasoning  of  his 
brethren.  (See  pages  130-133.)  The  question  was  raised  as  to 
how  far  the  Guardian  should  be  involved  in  conflicts  like  the 
present,  which  from  their  very  nature  introduced  an  apple  of 
discord  into  the  Connexion,  as  they  partook  more  of  a  political 
than  of  a  religious  character.  This  question  was  pressed  upon 
members  of  the  Conference  by  the  British  Missionaries,  whose 
national  prejudices  and  political  sensibilities  were,  as  they 
alleged,  wounded  by  the  adverse  strictures  of  the  Editor  of  the 
Guardian  on  Church  Establishments,  the  Clergy  Reserve 
question,  and  kindred  topics. 

Knowing  the  impossibility  of  reconciling  views  so  opposite 
as  those  expressed  by  the  British  Missionaries  and  those  of  the 
great  majority  of  Canadian  Methodists  (as  represented  by 
the  Guardian),  Dr.  Ryerson  resolved  to  retire  from  the  editor- 
ship. This,  by  a  vote  of  his  brethren  in  the  Conference  of  1834, 
he  was  not  permitted  to  do.  But,  like  a  wise  and  prudent  coun- 
seller  amongst  men  of  differing  views,  he  determined  to  take 
the  initiative  in  settling,  on  a  satisfactory  basis,  the  future  course 
of  the  Guardian  as  to  the  discussion  of  political  and  social 
questions.  At  that  Conference,  therefore,  he  prepared  and 
.submitted  a  series  of  resolutions  to  the  following  effect : — 


1834-35]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  147 

1.  That  the  Christian  Guardian,  as  the  organ  of  the  Conference,  shall  be 
properly  and  truly  a  religious  and  literary  journal,  to  explain  our  doctrines 
and  institutions,  and,  in  the  spirit  of  meekness,  defend  them  when  necessary; 
to  vindicate  our  character,  if  expedient,  when  misrepresented  ;  to  maintain 
our  religious  privileges,  etc.  2.  To  publish  general  news,  etc.  3.  That 
the  Christian  Guardian  shall  not  be  the  medium  of  discussing  political 
questions,  nor  the  merits  of  political  parties;  as  it  is  injurious  to  the  interests 
of  religion,  and  derogatory  to  our  character  as  a  religious  body,  to  have  our 
Church  amalgamated  or  identified  with  any  political  party. 

These  resolutions  were  cordially  adopted  by  the  Conference. 

October  4>th,  1834. — In  a  letter  received  by  Dr.  Ryerson  from 
Rev.  G.  Marsden,  Liverpool,  the  latter  referred  to  this  subject 
and  said  : — 

Your  continuance  in  office,  as  editor,  is  of  very  high  importance  ;  indeed, 
in  some  respects  it  is  essential  to  the  consolidation  of  the  Union.  Loyalty 
tc  our  Sovereign,  and  firm  attachment  to  the  British  Constitution  will  be 
supported  by  it.  You  will  also  be  able  to  defend,  and  to  support  sound 
Wesleyan  Methodism ;  and  the  foundation  being  now  laid,  you  will  be  able  ' 
to  guard  it  well. 

Rev.  E.  Grindrod,  also  writing  from  England,  said  : — 

From  the  Christian  Guardian,  I  perceive  that  you  have  had  a  hard  battle 
to  fight,  but  you  have  proved  victorious ;  and  at  a  future  day,  I  have  no 
doubt,  you  will  rejoice  that  the  Lord  counted  you  worthy  to  suffer  in  the 
achievement  of  an  object  which  will  probably  result  in  immense  benefit  to  a 
whole  Province  for  generations  to  come. 

January  28th,  1835. — About  this  time  Dr.  Ryerson  received  a  | 
remonstrance  on  the  subject  from  his  brother  John,  who  said  : — 

The  more  I  think  of  your  leaving  the  office,  the  more  unfavourably  I 
think  of  it.  There  is  a  tremendous  opposition  to  it  in  these  parts  (Hallowell), 
among  both  preachers  and  people.  I  think  it  will  do  the  paper  a  great  wrong; 
you  had  better  remain  undisturbed  until  next  Conference." 

Feby.  20th. — Rev.  William  Ryerson,  in  a  kind  letter  from 
St.  Catharines,  said  : — 

The  spirit  and  feeling  displayed  in  your  most  interesting  letter  has  made 
the  deepest  impression  on  my  mind.  I  know  that  you  have  your  own 
difficulties  and  troubles,  yet  they  do  not  appear  to  prevent  the  outflow  of 
your  sympathy  for  others.  How  sincerely  do  I  pray  that  the  God  of  mercy 
and  truth  may  graciously  support  you  under  all  your  trials  and  difficulties, 
and  in  His  good  time  bring  you  out  of  them,  purified  as  gold.  I  am  exceed- 
ingly fearful  that  we  shall  have  more,  and  great  difficulties,  at  our  next 
Conference.  Every  article  and  word  in  the  Guardian  is  criticised  and  noted, 
and  made  the  subject  of  a  large  and  constant  correspondence,  especially 
with  the  local  preachers,  in  different  parts  of  the  Province.  We  shall  be 
much  embarrassed  about  the  editorship  of  the  Guardian.  Perhaps  Providence 
will  point  out  some  suitable  person  should  you  retire. 

May  27th. — In  the  Guardian  of  this  date,  Dr.  Ryerson 
again  gave  expression  to  his  long-cherished  desire  to  retire 
from  the  editorial  management  of  that  paper.  He  did  so  for 
reasons  already  given — 

Besides  (he  said)  it  was  the  understanding  entered  into  with  the  Conference 
of  1834,  when  he  consented  to  undertake  the  duty  of  editor  for  one  year.  It 


148  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XIII. 

is  gratifying  to  notice  that  the  vituperation  of  party  interest  and  malevolence 
are  nearly,  if  not  quite,  spent  I  have,  in  this  and  the  last  two  numbers  of 
the  Guardian,  endeavoured  to  leave  nothing  for  my  juccessor  to  settle  on 
that  score.  My  editorial  career  in  the  past  has  been  during  an  eventful  and 
agitated  period  of  our  Provincial  history.  I  have  steadily  endeavoured  to 
keep  one  object  iu  view — the  promotion  of  Christianity  and  the  prosperity 
of  the  country.  In  severing  my  connection  with  a  large  portion  of  the 
reading  public,  I  am  moved  with  feelings  not  easily  expressed.  My  interest 
in  the  cause  which  I  have  advocated,  and  in  the  general  welfare  of  my 
native  Province  (which  has  been  intense  for  years  past),  will  not  be  less  so 
in  any  future  fields  of  labour. 

When  it  was  found  that  Dr.  Ryerson  had  finally  decided 
to  retire  from  the  editorship  of  the  Guardian,  various  sugges- 
tions were  made  to  him  as  to  his  future  field  of  labour.  The 
Connexion  in  Lower  Canada  were  anxious  to  secure  him  as  a 
minister  there.  The  question  came  up  at  an  official  meeting 
in  Quebec,  and  Rev.  William  Lord,  who  presided,  wrote  to  Dr. 
Ryerson  on  the  subject,  in  May,  1835,  as  follows : — 

Respecting  your  future  appointment  to  this  Province,  I  may  mention  that 
several  of  the  brethren  objected  to  your  leaving  the  Upper  Province,  lest  it 
should  be  thought  you  were  sent  away  in  disgrace.  I  think,  however,  that 
I  can  obtain  a  station  that  will  be  deemed  honourable  to  yourself,  and,  I 
think,  quite  agreeable,  affording  a  fine  field  of  usefulness.  I  am  now  sitting 
in  the  Quarterly  Meeting,  and  when  the  question  of  preachers  for  the  next 
year  came  on,  I  mentioned  that  I  had  conversed  with  you  respecting  taking 
a  circuit  in  this  Province.  They  unanimously  requested  that  Brother 
Wm.  Squire  and  Brother  Egerton  Ryerson  might  be  appointed  to  them  next 
year.  1  shall  soon  be  in  York,  when  I  will  endeavour  to  obtain  the  consent 
of  the  friends  there,  and  I  think  you  will  be  pleased  with  the  place. 

As  an  indication  amongst  others  of  the  appreciation  in  which 
Dr.  Ryerson's  services  were  held,  Rev.  R.  Heyland,  in  a  letter 
to  him  from  Adolphustown,  said  : — 

The  people  in  these  parts  are  very  desirous  of  seeing  and  hearing  the 
champion  who  has  written  so  much  in  defence  of  Methodism,  and  rescued 
the  character  of  our  Church  from  the  odium  which  its  unprincipled  enemies 
have  been  endeavouring  to  heap  upon  it  for  years  past.  Be  so  good  as  to 
gratify  them  this  once,  and  come  and  dedicate  our  new  chapel  here. 

June  Vjth. — On  this  day,  for  the  second  time,  Dr.  Ryerson 
took  leave  of  the  readers  of  the  Guardian — having  been 
i-elieved  by  the  Conference  of  the  duties  of  Editor,  at  his  own 
request.  He  said  : — 

I  was,  however,  elected  Secretary  of  the  Conference,  and  was  stationed  at 
Kingston.  In  addition,  I  was  appointed,  with  Rev.  William  Lord,  President 
of  our  Conference,  a  delegate  to  the  American  General  Conference. 

In  his  valedictory  he  said : — 

In  relinquishing  my  present  position  my  thoughts  are  spon- 
taneously led  back  to  the  period-— ten  years  since — when  I  first 
commenced  public  life.  At  that  time  the  Methodists  were  an 
obscure,  a  despised,  an  ill-treated  people ;  nor  had  their  church 


1834-35]  THE  STOBY  OF  MY  LIFE.  149 

the  security  of  law  for  a  single  chapel,  parsonage,  or  acre  of 
land.  .  .  .  NQW  the  political  condition  and  relations  of  the 
Methodist  connexion  are  pleasingly  changed.  Ten  years  ago 
there  were  41  ministers  and  6,875  church  members ;  now  there 
are  93  ministers  and  15,106  church  members.  We  may  well 
thank  God,  therefore,  and  take  courage. 

I  have  no  ill-will  towards  any  human  being.  I  freely  and 
heartily  forgive  the  many  false  and  wicked  things  said  of  me, 
publicly  and  privately.  I  have  written  what  I  thought  best 
for  the  cause  of  religion,  the  cause  of  Methodism,  and  the  civil 
interests  of  the  country.  I  have  never  received  one  acre  of  land, 
nor  one  farthing  from  Government,  nor  of  any  public  money. 
I  have  never  written  one  line  at  the  request  of  any  person 
connected  with  the  Government.  I  count  it  to  be  the  highest 
honour  to  which  I  can  aspire  to  be  a  Methodist  preacher ;  and 
in  this  relation  to  the  Church  and  to  the  world  I  shall  count  it 
my  highest  joy  to  finish  my  earthly  course. 

Dr.  Ryerson's  wish  having  been  fully  gratified,  and  the  Con- 
ference of  1835,  having  relieved  him  of  the  editorship,  he  was 
stationed  at  Kingston.  This  place,  of  all  others,  had  been  the 
scene  of  strife  and  division  between  the  British  and  Canadian 
branches  of  the  Church,  and  was  the  key  to  the  position  held  by 
the  British  Missionaries  in  Upper  Canada.  (See  pages  128  and 
141).  Dr.  Ryerson's  arrival  there  and  his  reception  by  the  people 
at  Kingston  are  described  in  a  letter  which  he  wrote  to  his 
friend,  Mr.  S.  S.  Junkin,  of  the  Guardian  office,  dated  July  15th  : 

We  have  just  arrived,  and  are  for  the  present  staying  at  the 
house  of  Mr.  Cassidy,  the  lawyer,  where  we  receive  every 
possible  kindness  and  attention.  (See  Chapter  xxiii.) 

I  have  been  very  kindly  received  by  the  members  here.  Strong 
prejudices  have  existed  in  the  minds 'of  individuals  against 
me.  But  they  are  not  only  broken  down,  but  in  the  principal 
cases  are  turned  into  warm  friendship  already.  Some  who 
were  as  bitter  as  gall,  and  croaking  from  day  to  day  that  "the 
glory  has  departed,"  are  now  like  new-born  babes  in  Christ ;  are 
happy  in  their  own  souls,  praying  for  sinners,  and  doing  all 
they  can  to  build  up  the  cause.  I  can  scarcely  account  for  it. 
I  never  felt  more  deeply  humbled  than  since  I  came  here.  I 
have  indeed  resolved  to  give  my  whole  soul,  body  and  spirit,  to 
God  and  to  His  Church  anew,  but  I  have  had  scarcely  a  tolerable 
time  in  preaching.  Yet  the  Divine  blessing  has  specially 
accompanied  the  Word.  On  Wednesday  night  last  the  fallow 
ground  of  the  hearts  of  professors  seemed  to  be  completely 
broken  up.  On  Thursday  night  I  was  in  the  country,  but  was 
told  the  prayer-meeting  was  the  largest  that  had  been  held  for 


150  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XIII- 

two  years.  On  Sunday  evening  we  had  prayer-meeting  after 
preaching.  Several  came  to  the  altar,  two  or  three  of  whom 
found  peace.  I  closed  it  at  nine  o'clock,  but  some  stayed  and 
others  came  in,  and  it  was  kept  up  until  near  one  o'clock  in  the 
morning.  On  Monday  night  the  altar  was  surrounded  with 
penitents,  and  the  meeting,  I  was  told  (for  I  was  not  there), 
was  better  than  any  former  one,  and  was  kept  up  until  after  mid- 
night. At  our  preachers  and  leaders'  meeting  last  night  there 
was  a  good  time.  We  have  preaching  and  prayer-meeting  again 
to-night.  We  have  formed  the  leaders'  meeting  of  both  chapels 
into  one,  to  the  satisfaction  of  the  brethren  on  both  sides.  I 
now  begin  to  hope  for  better  times.  My  soul  was  bowed  down 
like  a  bulrush  for  some  days  after  I  came  here.  But  I  thank 
God  I  have  a  hold  upon  the  salvation  of  Christ  that  I  had  not 
felt  for  a  long  time  before ;  and  I  do  believe  the  Lord  our  God 
will  help  us  and  bless  us.  I  have  preached  at  Waterloo  twice 
since  I  came  down.  The  last  time,  several  penitents  came  to 
the  altar ;  two  professed  to  find  peace,  but  it  was  upon  the 
whole  a  dry  time  to  me.  They  are  hard  cases  there.  I 
attended  a  very  blessed  quarterly  meeting  on  the  Isle  of  Tanti, 
on  Thursday  last.  It  was  the  best  day  to  my  own  soul  that  I 
have  experienced  for  years. 

I  feel  like  a  man  liberated  from  prison ;  but  I  have  reason  to 
believe  that  the  people  are  in  general  amazingly  disappointed 
in  my  pulpit  exercises.  They  expected  great  things — things 
gaudy,  stately,  and  speculative, — and  I  gave  them  the  simplest 
and  most  practical  things  I  can  find  in  the  Bible,  and  that  in 
the  plainest  way.  You  would  be  amused  at  the  sayings  of 
some  of  the  plain  Methodist  people ;  they  think  that  it  is  the 
"real  pure  Gospel,  but  they  did  not  expect  it  so,  from  that 
quarter."  I  am  told  that  Dr.  Barker  has  said  in  his  Whig, 
that  my  "  pulpit  talent*  are  nothing."  I  am  very  glad  to  have 
this  impression  go  abroad  ;  it  will  relieve  me  from  distressing 
embarrassments,  and  enable  me  to  do  much  more  good  in  a 
plain  way;  for  I  know  the  utmost  I  can  attain  in  the  pulpit  is 
to  make  things  plain,  and  sometimes  forcible. 

We  had  a  very  blessed  prayer-meeting  last  night,  after 
preaching.  A  considerable  number  of  penitents  came  to  the 
al£ar,  and  some  found  peace.  The  work  seems  to  be  deepening 
among  the  Society.  I  think  we  shall  have  a  comfortable  and 
prosperous  year. 

September  24ith.    In  a  subsequent  letter  to  Mr.  Junkin,  Dr. 
Ryerson  speaks  of  a  sudden  and  severe  bereavement  which 
had  overtaken  him.     He  said : — 
My  poor  little  son  John*  has  been  removed  to  the  other  and  better 

*  John  William,  aged  six  years,  one  month,   and  eleven  days.     (See  pages 
Jllandll3.)-H. 


1834-35]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  151 

country.  He  continued  to  walk  about  until  within  ten  minutes  before  his 
death,  on  the  22nd  inst.  After  attempting  to  take  a  spoonful  of  milk,  he 
leaned  back  his  head  and  expired  in  my  arms,  without  the  slightest  visible 
struggle.  He  has  Buffered  much,  but  expressed  a  desire  that  he  might  live, 
so  that  he  could  see  his  little  sister.  He  told  me  a  few  days  before  he  died, 
that  he  hoped  to  go  to  Heaven,  because  Jesus  had  died  for  him,  and  loved 
him.  I  feel  as  a  broken  vessel  in  this  bereavement  of  the  subject  of  so  many 
anxious  cares  and  fond  hopes.  But  this  I  do  know,  that  I  love  God,  and 
supremely  desire  to  advance  His  glory,  and  that  He  does  all  things  for  the 
best.  I  will  therefore  magnify  His  name  when  clouds  and  darkness  en- 
velope His  ways,  as  well  as  when  the  smiles  of  His  providence  gladden  the 
heart  of  man.  0  may -He  make  me  and  mine  more  entirely  and  exclusively 
His,  than  ever  ! 

In  a  letter  to  Mr.  Junkin,  dated  November  14th,  Dr.  Ryer- 
son  says  : — 

We  all  go  into  one  chapel  to-morrow,  which  will  complete 
the  Union.  Thank  the  Lord  for  it !  Every  one  of  our 
members  of  the  "American"  Society  (so  called  heretofore)  has 
already  taken  sittings  in  the  newly  enlarged  chapel,  and  all 
things  appear  to  be  harmonious  and  encouraging.  Every  pew 
in  the  body  of  the  chapel  has  already  been  taken  by  our 
brethren  and  intimate  friends ;  and,  notwithstanding  the  new 
chapel  will  hold  more  than  both  the  old  ones,  we  are  not  likely 
to  have  enough  sittings  to  meet  the  applications  that  are 
likely  to  be  made,  when  it  is  known  out  of  the  Society,  though 
the  whole  chapel  above  and  below  (except  one  tier  around 
the  gallery)  is  pewed. 

I  have  learned  that  I  shall  have  to  take  another  trip  to 
England.  We  had  just  got  comfortably  settled  here  in 
Kingston  ;  had  become  acquainted  with  the  people  on  all  sides, 
and  are  happy  in  our  souls,  and  in  our  work.  Nothing  but  the 
alternative,  as  Rev.  William  Lord  deeply  feels,  of  the  sinking 
or  success  of  the  Upper  Canada  Academy,  could  have  induced 
me  this  year  to  have  undertaken  such  a  task.  But  my  motto 
is — "  the  cause  of  God,  not  private  considerations." 


CHAPTER    XIV. 

1835-1836. 

SECOND  MISSION  TO  ENGLAND.— UPPER  CANADA  ACADEMY. 

SCARCELY  had  Dr.  Ryerson  been  settled  at  Kingston  in 
the  enjoyment  of  the  freedom  and  pleasure  of  his  new 
life  as  a  pastor,  than  the  exigencies  of  the  Upper  Canada 
Academy  called  him  a  second  time  to  England.  The  causes  of 
this  sudden  call  upon  his  time  and  energies,  on  behalf  of  the 
Academy,  were  many  and  pressing,  They  were  caused  chiefly 
by  the  miscalculations,  if  not  indiscreet  zeal,  of  Rev.  William 
Lord,  who,  as  President  of  the  Conference  and  Chairman  of  the 
Trustee  Board  of  the  Academy,  had,  by  inconsiderate  expendi- 
ture, plunged  the  Board  into  hopeless  embarrassment.  (See 
page  166.) 

Mr.  Lord  was  sanguine  that  what  he  did  in  Canada,  on 
behalf  of  the  Academy,  would,  if  properly  represented,  be  cor- 
dially endorsed  by  the  brethren  and  friends  in  England.  He, 
felt  that  although  he  himself  might  not  be  able  to  realize 
these  hopes  by  a  personal  appeal,  yet  he  was  certain  that  the 
presence  in  England  of  Dr.  Ryerson  on  such  a  mission  would 
be  highly  successful  He,  therefore,  as  President  of  the 
Canada  Conference,  called  upon  him  to  undertake  this  task. 
He  furnished  Dr.  Ryerson  with  such  letters  and  appeals  to 
influential  friends  as  he  hoped  would  ensure  success.  Dr. 
Ryerson,  acting  on  his  motto,  that  "the  cause  of  God,  not 
private  considerations,"  should  influence  him,  obeyed  the  call, 
and  set  out  for  England  on  this  difficult,  and,  as  it  proved, 
arduous  and  protracted  mission,  on  the  20th  November,  1835. 

The  nature  and  extent  of  the  embarrassments  of  the 
Academy  are  stated  in  the  letters  written  to  Dr.  Ryerson  after 
he  had  left  for  England.  His  brother  John  said : — 

While  you  are  travelling  in  England  making  collections  for  the  Academy, 
there  are,  I  can  assure  you,  a  great  many  heartfelt  prayers  and  fervent  sup- 
plications being  offered  in  this  country  for  your  success.  The  whole  concern 
is  in  an  extremely  embarrassed  state.  If  Rev.  William  Lord  had  not  urged 
us  to  expenditure,  it  would  have  been  at  least  ,£1,000  better  for  us,  although 
what  he  did  at  the  time,  he  doubtless  did  for  the  best  Mr.  Lord  was  the 


/   1835-361  THE  STOEY  OF  MY  LIFE.  153 

means  of  inducing  the  building  committee  to  make  an  unnecessarily  ex- 
pensive fence,  out-houses,  furniture,  &c.,  paying  at  the  time  that  money 
would  be  forthcoming,  and  that  John  Bull  never  failed  to  respond  to  such 
calls.  We  have  applied  to  the  Legislature  for  assistance,  but  I  think  with 
but  little  prospect  of  success.  Should  we  not  get  anything  there,  and  you 
raise  no  more  than  £2,000,  we  must  go  down,  and  the  concern  be  sold.  It 
will  require  £4,000  or  £5,000  to  get  us  out  of  debt.  If  you  should  collect 
no  more  than  £2,000  before  you  return  home,  don't  fail  to  make  some 
arrangements  for  borrowing  two  or  three  thousand  more. 

Rev.  Mr.  Lord,rwriting  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  said : — 

By  the  delay  in  finishing  the  buildings,  and  the  excitement  caused  by  the 
falsehood  of  the  ultra-Radicals,  confidence  was  gone,  money  could  not  be 
raised,  either  by  begging  or  borrowing  ;  and  if  something  had  not  been  done, 
the  consequence  would  have  been  ruinous.  I  expect  that  you  will  have  me 
greatly  blamed  for  not  considering  before  I  drew  bills  on  England  for  the 
debt,  but  there  was  no  time.  The  mischief  would  have  been  done  before 
we  could  have  heard.  The  man  would  have  been  arrested  immediately, — 
our  character  ruined, — societies  divided, — and  subscriptions  would  have 
been  withheld.  Our  difficulties  are  great,  and  we  must  make  a  desperate 
effort  to  extricate  ourselves.  Everything  depends  upon  your  making  a  good 
case,  which  you  can  do. 

In  another  letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  from  Canada,  Mr.  Lord 
said : — 

Let  me  urge  you  to  lose  no  time  in  obtaining  a  Charter  and  grant  from 
Government.  I  expect  our  Radical  friends  will  be  using  their  influence 
through  their  friends  to  prevent  your  success.  Be  diligent  in  procuring  sub- 
scriptions. You  possess  great  advantages  now,  by  the  introductions  with 
which  you  have  been  favoured.  Mr.  Alder  tells  me  that  my  bills  will  be 
dishonoured.  If  so,  in  addition  to  the  loss  of  character,  there  will  be  a  waste 
of  property  in  fines,  &c.  We  are  all  distressed,  our  drafts  are  coming  due. 
and  the  Banks  have  ceased  to  discount,  in  consequence  of  the  stagnation  of 
trade,  through  "  stopping  the  supplies."  We  have  agreed  upon  a  temporary 
mode  of  relief,  by  drawing  upon  you  for  about  £500.  It  has  given  me  great 
surprise  and  sorrow  to  ascertain  that  upwards  of  £5,000  are  wanted  to  relieve 
us  from  our  difficulties.  What  an  unfathomable  depth  this  building  has 
reached.  You  must  stay  in  England  until  the  money  is  got.  Use  every  effort, 
harden  your  face  to  flint,  and  give  eloquence  to  your  tongue.  This  is  your 
calling.  Excel  in  it !  Be  not  discouraged  with  a  dozen  of  refusals  in  succession. 
The  money  must  be  had,  and  it  must  be  begged.  My  dear  Brother,  work 
for  your  life,  and  I  pray  God  to  give  you  success.  Do  not  borrow,  if  possible. 
Beg,  beg,  beg  it  all.  It  must  be  done! 

Such  were  the  circumstances  under  which  this  important  mis' 
sion  was  undertaken  by  Dr.  Ryerson.  As  a  set  off  to  these  dis- 
heartening letters,  Dr.  Ryerson  received  the  following  from  some 
of  his  brethren  in  Canada.  Rev.  Ephraim  Evans  said : — 

I  have  become  a  consenting  party  to  your  being  solicited,  at  considerable 
sacrifice  of  feeling,  to  undertake  a  tedious  journey  at  the  most  untoward 
season  of  the  year,  for  the  good  of  the  common  cause,  and  I  sincerely  tender, 
in  common  with  my  Brother  James,  my  best  thanks  for  your  kind  compliance, 
and  my  hearty  wishes  for  your  complete  success.  Indeed  I  feel  most  deeply 
that  upon  your  success  depends,  under  God,  the  prosperity  or  downfall  of  the. 
Upper  Canada  Academy.  Be  assured  that  my  most  fervent  prayers  will  bb 


154  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XIV, 

daily  offered  up  for  your  health  and  safety,  for  a  happy  issue  to  attend  your 
generous  endeavours  again  to  promote  the  interests.of  the  Church  of  our 
mutual  affection. 

I  entertain  not  the  slightest  hope  of  being  able  to  procure  such  a  Charter 
as  we  would  be  justifiable  in  accepting,  or  any  support  to  the  institution 
from  our  own  Legislature, 

Rev.  John  Ryerson,  writing  from  Hallowell,  said  : — 
Your  friends  in  Kingston  (and  all  the  Methodists  there  seem  to  be  such) 
spoke  much  about  you  and  your  successful  labours  there.  Brothers  Counter, 
Jenkins,  and  others,  say  they  are  resolved  to  have  you  for  their  preacher 
next  year,  on  your  return  from  England.  I  hope  and  pray  that  good  luck 
will  attend  your  efforts.  Everything  depends  on  the  issue  of  your  mission. 
May  the  Lord  give  you  favour  in  the  eyes  of  the  people,  and  good  success  in 
your  vastly  important  work. 

Rev.  Joseph  Stinson,  writing  from  Kingston,  said  : — 

We  all  feel  very  strange  now  that  you  are  gone,  but  be  of  good  cheer;  we 
follow  you  with  our  sympathy  and  prayers.  We  doubt  not  but  God — that 
God  in  whose  cause  you  are  making  this  additional  sacrifice,  will  succeed 
your  labour,  and  cause  all  things  to  work  together  for  your  good. 

In  a  letter  from  London,  England,  Dr.  Ryerson  says  : — 
Mr.  Lunn  and  other  friends  have  arrived  from  Quebec,  and  have  given 
me  Canadian  news,  among  other  items  the  stations  of  various  ministers :  Rev. 
James  Richardson  and  Rev.  J.  S.  Atwood  withdraw  from  the  Conference, 
and  Rev,  Mr.  Irvine  goes  to  the  States.  The  President  and  I  remain  at 
Kingston.  I  have  been  appointed,  by  a  unanimous  vote,  the  representative 
to  the  British  Conference,  and  I  am  to  present  to  Lord  Glenelg  an  Address 
from  the  Conference  to  the  King.  On  the  18th  of  June,  1836,  the  Upper 
Canada  Academy  was  opened,  and  the  Principal  (Rev.  M.  Richey)  in- 
augurated. 

Dr.  Ryerson  added : — 

I  am  to  stay  in  Birmingham,  at  the  house  of  a  worthy  and  wealthy  Quaker, 
by  the  name  of  Joseph  Sturge. 

At  the  general  meeting  of  the  Missionary  Committee,  held  recently  the 
resolutions  of  the  Committee  relative  to  the  withdrawal  of  the  Government 
grant  for  the  work  in  Upper  Canada  were  read.  Dr.  Bunting  rose  and 
mentioned  its  restoration,  and  kindly  and  cordially  mentioned  me  as  the 
means  of  getting  it  restored.  He  gave  a  flattering  account  of  my  proceedings 
in  the  affair.  I  thanked  him  afterwards  for  his  great  kindness  in  the  matter. 

The  labours  and  result  of  this,  Dr.  Ryerson's  second  mission 
to  England,  are  given  in  Chapter  xvi.,  pages  158-166. 


CHAPTER   XV. 

1835-1836. 

THE  "  GRIEVANCE  "  REPORT  ;  ITS  OBJECT  AND  FAILURE. 

A  MONGST  the  Committees  of  the  House  of  Assembly  at  this 
11.  time  was  a  useful  one  called  the  "  Committee  on  Griev- 
ances." To  this  Committee  was  referred  all  complaints  made 
to  the  House,  and  all  projects  of  reform,  etc.  At  the  close  of 
the  Session  of  1835,  Mr.  W.  L.  Mackenzie,  as  Chairman,  brought 
in  an  elaborate  Report  which,  without  being  read,  was  ordered 
to  be  printed.  In  that  Report,  Mr.  Mackenzie  endeavoured  to 
create  a  diversion  in  his  favour  by  showing  that  while  Dr. 
Ryerson  professed  to  be  opposed  to  Government  grants  to 
religious  bodies,  yet  he  was  willing  to  receive  one  for  the  Wes- 
leyan  Conference.  The  Report  stated  that : — 

The  "British.  Wesleyan  Methodist  Conference,"  formerly  the  M.E.  Church, 
received  .£1,000  in  1833,  and  .£611  in  1834,  to  be  applied  .  .  .  ,  "to 
the  erection,  or  repairing  of  chapels  and  school-houses,  and  defraying  the 
general  expenses  of  the  various  missions." 

This  appropriation  to  the  Methodists,  as  an  Ecclesiastical  Establishment, 
is  very  singular.  In  the  year  1826  ....  Dr.  Strachan  informed  the 
Colonial  Minister  that  the  Methodist  ministers  acquired  their  education  and 

formed  their  principles  in  the  United  States They  appealed  to 

the  House  of  Assembly,  which  inquired  into  and  reported  on  the  matter  in 
1828. 

Upon  another  occasion  they  received  a  rebuke  from  Sir  John  Colborne 
.  .  in  answer  to  the  Address  of  the  Conference  requesting  him  to 
transmit  to  His  Majesty  their  Address  on  the  Clergy  Reserves.  Since,  how- 
ever, a  share  of  public  money  has  been  extended  to  and  received  by  them, 
there  seems  to  have  been  established  a  mutual  good  understanding. 

To  this  Report,  Dr.  Ryerson  replied  to  the  effect — 

That  the  grant  was  made  to  the  British  Conference  in  England  (over 
which  we  had  no  control)  and*  not  to  the  Canada  Conference;  that  the 
grant  in  question  was  made  by  Lord  Goderich,  as  part  of  a  general  scheme 
agreed  upon  in  1832,  to  aid  Missionaries  in  the  West  Indies,  Western,  and 
Southern  Africa,  New  South  Wales,  and  Canada,  "to  erect  chapels  and 
school-houses  in  the  needy  and  destitute  settlements;"  that  the  Rev.  R. 
Alder  had  come  from  England,  in  1833,  to  establish  separate  and  distinct 
missions  from  those  under  the  Canada  Conference  with  a  view  to  absorb  this 
grant;  that  when  the  Union  was  formed,  in  1833,  the  missions  in  charge  of 
the  Canada  Conference  became  the  missions  of  the  British  Conference,  and 


15C  THE  STOEY  OF  MY  LIFE,  [CHAP.  XV. 

were  managed  by  their  own  Superintendent;  that  the  Canadian  Missionary 
Society  from  that  time  became  a  mere  auxiliary  to  the  parent  Society  in 
England;  that  the  Canada  Conference  assumed  no  resposibility  in  regard  to 
the  funds  necessary  to  support  these  missions;  and  that,  in  point  of  fact, 
they  had  cost  the  British  Methodists  thousands  of  dollars  over  and  above 
any  grant  received  from  Lord  Goderich  as  part  of  the  general  scheme  for  the 
support  of  missionaries  in  the  extended  British  Colonies. 

Dr.  Ryerson,  in  concluding  these  explanations,  adds  : — 
We  trust  that  every  reader  clearly  perceives  the  unparalleled  parliamentary 
imposition  that  has  been  practised  upon  the  public  by  the  "  Grievance  Com- 
mittee," and  their  gross  insinuations  and  slanders  against  the  Methodist 
ministers. 

In  1836,  the  Report  of  the  Grievance  Committee  came 
up  in  the  House  again.  On  this  subject  Rev.  John  Ryerson 
wrote  in  March,  1836,  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  in  London,  as  follows : — 

The  altercations  and  quarrels  which  have  taken  place  in  the  Assembly  this 
session  on  the  part  of  Peter  Perry  and  W.  L.  Mackenzie,  especially  about  the 
"  Grievance  Report,"  have  raised  you  much  in  the  estimation  of  the  people. 
The  correctness  of  your  views  and  statements  are  now  universally  acknow- 
ledged, and  your  defamers  deserted  by  all  candid  men.  Political  things  are 
looking  very  favourable  at  the  present  time.  The  extremer  of  the  Radical 
party  are  going  down  headlong.  May  a  gracious  Providence  speed  them  on 
their  journey! 

To  Mr.  Perry, Dr.  Ryerson  replied  fully  and  explicitly.  He  said : 

Mr.  Perry  has  charged  me  with  departing  from  my  former  ground  in 
regard  to  an  ecclesiastical  establishment  in  Upper  Canada.  My  editorials  and 
correspondence  with  Her  Majesty's  Government  will  be  considered  conclusive 
evidence  of  the  falsity  of  the  charge,  and  will  again  defeat  the  attempts 
of  the  enemies  of  Methodism  to  destroy  me  and  overthrow  the  Conference. 
Another  cause  of  attack  by  Mr.  Perry  is,  that  amongst  several  other  sug- 
gestions which  I  took  the  liberty  to  offer  to  Lord  Glenelg,  Colonial  Secretary, 
was  the  appointment  of  a  certain  gentleman  of  known  popularity  to  the 
Executive  Council.  Mr.  Perry  seemed  to  consider  himself  as  a  sort  of  king 
in  Lennox  and  Addington,  and  appears  to  regard  it  as  an  infringement  upon 
his  sovereign  prerogatives  that  I  should  be  stationed  so  near  the  borders  of 
his  empire  as  Kingston.  But  many  of  his  constituents  can  bear  record 
whether  the  object  of  my  ministry  was  to  dethrone  Peter  Perry,  or  to  break 
down  the  power  and  influence  of  a  much  more  formidable  and  important 
personage — the  power  of  him  that  ruleth  in  the  hearts  of  the  children  of 
disobedience.* 

March  3Qth,  London. — During  his  stay  in  England,  Dr.  Ryer- 
son had  been  enabled  to  look  upon  public  affairs  in  Upper  Canada 
with  more  calmness,  and  more  impartiality,  than  when  he  was 
there  in  the  midst  of  them  as  an  actor.  In  that  spirit  he,  at 
this  date,  addressed  a  letter  to  the  Guardian  on  what  he 
regarded  as  an  approaching  crisis  of  the  highest  importance  to 
Canada  in  the  affairs  of  the  Province.  He  said  : — 

*  Dr.  Ryerson's  reply  to  Mr.  Perry  was  afterwards  reprinted  as  an  election  fly- 
fiheet,  headed  "  Peter  Perry  Picked  to  Pieces,  by  Egerton  Ryerson,"  and  circulated 
broadcast  in  the  counties.  It  resulted  in  Mr.  Perry  being  rejected  as  M.P.P.  for 
Lennox  and  Addington  in  the  elections  of  1336.  (See  Chapter  xxiii.) 


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It  is  not  a  mere  ephemeral  strife  of  partizanship;  it  is  a  deliberate  and  bold 
attempt  to  change  the  leading  features  of  the  Constitution— a  Constitution 
to  which  allegiance  has  been  sworn,  and  to  which  firm  attachment  has  been 
over  and  over  again  expressed  in  addresses  to  the  Governor  up  to  1834. 
Such  being  the  case,  it  becomes  every  man  who  fears  God  and  loves  his 
country  to  pause,  to  think,  to  decide,  I  have  told  the  Colonial  Secretary, 
that  whilst  the  Methodist  Church  asked  for  nothing  but  "  equal  and  im- 
partial protection,"  yet  I  believed  the  attachment  to  the  Constitution  of  the 
country  and  to  the  British  Crown,  expressed  in  petitions  and  addresses 
from  the  Methodist  Conference  and  people  of  Canada,  to  be  sincere,  and 
that  they  would  prove  to  be  so  in  their  future  conduct.  They  had  been 
falsely  charged  as  being  Republicans,  but  they  had  always  repudiated  this 
charge  as  a  calumny.  Nor  would  they  be  found  among  those  who,  like 
Messrs.  Peter  Perry  and  W.  L.  Mackenzie,  had  recently  avowed  their  inten- 
tion to  establish  republican  elective  institutions  in  the  Province. 

As  to  the  charges  of  the  "Grievance  Committee"  party,  I.  can  truly  say  that 
1  have  never  received  one  farthing  of  public  money  from  any  quarter,  and 
my  humble  support  to  my  King  and  country  is  unsought,  unsolicited,  and 
spontaneous. 

May  21st — London. — At  this  date  Dr.  Ryerson  wrote  : — 
During  my  exile  here  in  England  I  have  more  and  more 
longed  for  news  from  Canada,  and  cooling  water  to  the  panting 
hart  could  not  be  more  refreshing  than  late  intelligence  from 
my  dear  native  land  has  been  to  me.  I  can  now  listen  with  an 
interest  and  sympathy  that  I  never  did  before,  to  the  patriotic 
effusions  of  the  warm-hearted  and  eloquent  Irishmen,  whom  I 
have  recently  heard,  respecting  "  the  first  flower  of  the  earth, 
the  first  gem  of  the  sea." 

The  news  from  Canada  presents  to  my  mind  strange  con- 
trasts. A  few  years  ago  efforts  were  made  to  prove  that  the 
Methodist  ministers  were  the  "  salaried  hirelings  "  of  a  foreign 
republican  power.  Now  efforts  are  being  made  to  persuade  the 
Canadian  public  that  the  same  ministers  are  the  salaried  hire- 
lings of  British  power,  because  they  refuse  to  be  identified 
with  men  and  measures  which  are  revolutionary  in  their  ten- 
dencies. Our  motto  is  "  fear  God  and  honour  the  King,"  and 
"  meddle  not  with  them  that  are  given  to  change."  Many  who 
were  influenced  to  take  part  in  the  former  crusade  have  long 
since  given  proof  of  a  better  spirit ;  so  it  will  be,  I  trust,  with 
those  who  have  now  been  hurried  on  into  the  present  shame- 
less and  malignant  opposition,  against  a  cause  which  has  con- 
fessedly been  of  the  highest  spiritual  and  eternal  advantage  to 
thousands  in  Upper  Canada.  I  venture  to  predict  that  not  a 
few  of  our  partizan  adversaries  will  ere  long  lament  their  mad- 
ness of  political  idolatry  and  religious  hostility.  In  the  former 
case,  Methodism  survived,  triumphed,  and  prospered ;  in  the 
present  case,  if  we  are  true  to  our  principles  and  faithful  to  our 
God,  He  will  again  "  Cause  the  wrath  of  man  to  praise  Him, 
and  restrain  the  remainder  of  that  wrath." 


CHAPTER    XVI. 

1836-1837. 

DR.  RYERSON'S  DIARY  OF  HIS  SECOND  MISSION  TO  ENGLAND 

rilHE  following  is  from  Dr.  Ryerson's  diary  (which  is  incom- 
X  plete)  giving  the  result  of  his  experiences  and  labours 
in  England,  during  his  second  mission  there. 

London,  Janiuiry  1st,  1836. — I  am  again  in  the  great  metropolis  of  the 
Christian  world.  My  wife  and  I  left  our  native  land,  and  affectionate 
pastoral  charge,  on  the  20th  of  November,  1835,  and  arrived  here  the  30th 
of  December,  after  a  voyage  of  tempest  and  sea-sickness.  But  to  the  Ruler 
of  the  winds,  and  the  Father  of  our  spirits,  we  present  our  grateful  acknow- 
ledgments for  the  preservation  of  our  lives.  To  our  Heavenly  Father  have 
I,  with  my  dear  wife,  presented  ourselves  at  the  commencement  of  this  new 
year.  0,  may  we  through  grace  keep  our  vows,  and  henceforth  abound  in 
every  Christian  grace  and  comfort,  every  good  word  and  work ! 

We  have  been  most  kindly  received  by  the  Missionary  Secretaries  and 
other  brethren;  the  prospects  appear  encouraging  for  the  success  of  our 
mission :  another  ground  of  thankfulness,  increased  zeal,  and  faithfulness. 

Jan.  2nd. — Called  at  the  Colonial  Office  to  present  my  note  of  introduction 
from  Sir  John  Colborne  to  Lord  Glenelg.  We  were  admitted  to  an  interview 
with  Mr.  (afterwards  Sir  James)  Stephen,  Assistant  Colonial  Secretary,  who 
promised  to  present  Sir  John  Colborne's  letter  to  Lord  Glenelg,  and  inform 
me  when  he  would  receive  me.  To-day  I  received  a  call  from  my  kind  and 
excellent  friend,  Rev.  John  Hannah,  a  thorough  scholar,  a  profound  divine, 
an  affectionate,  able,  and  popular  preacher.  He  heartily  welcomed  us  to  the 
country. 

Jan.  3rd — Sabbath. — It  being  the  first  Sabbath  in  the  year,  I  attended  that 
most  solemn  and  important  service — the  renewal  of  the  covenant.  It  was 
conducted  by  Rev.  Dr.  Bunting,  in  a  manner  the  most  impressive  and 
affecting  I  ever  witnessed.  There  were  but  few  dry  eyes  in  the  chapel.  He 
spoke  ot  the  primary  design  of  Methodism  as  not  to  oppose  anything  but  sin 
— not  to  sxibvert  existing  forms  of  faith,  but  to  intuse  the  vital  spirit  of 
primitive  Christianity  into  them.  Dr.  Bunting  said  that  the  renewal  of  the 
covenant  was  a  service  peculiar  to  Methodism,  and  expatiated  on  the 
importance  of  its  being  entered  upon  advisedly,  and  in  humble  dependence 
upon  Divine  grace.  After  singing,  the  whole  congregation  knelt  down, 
remaining  some  time  in  silent  prayer.  After  Dr.  Bunting,  as  their  mouth- 
piece, read  the  covenant,  all  then  rose  and  sang  "The  covenant  we  this 
moment  make,"  etc.  The  Lord's  Supper  was  administered  to  several 
hundred  persons,  and  the  services  concluded  with  singing  and  prayer. 

Jan.  4m. — I  spent  the  evening  at  Rev.  Mr.  Alder's,  in  company  with  Dr. 
Bunting,  Rev.  John  Bowers,  and  Rev.  P.  L.  Turner.  In  conversation,  the 
religious  and  general  interests  of  the  Methodist  Connexion  were  introduced. 
I  waa  no  less  edified  than  delighted  with  the  remarks  of  Dr.  Bunting, 


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especially  those  which  related  to  the  former  distinction  between,  and  the 
present  confounding  of,  supernumerary  and  superannuated  preachers,  and 
the  desirableness  of  restoring  the  ancient  distinction.  He  spoke  of  the" 
experience  requisite  to,  and  evils  of  general  legislation  in,  Church  affairs — 
introducing'  matters  of  legislation  into  Quarterly  Meetings,  etc.  Dr. 
Bunting's  prayer  at  parting  was  deeply  spiritual. 

Jan.  5th. — Spent  the  day  in  writing  an  article  for  the  Watchman,  on  the 
present  state  of  the  Canadas ;  and  in  drawing  up  some  papers  on  the  Upper 
Canada  Academy.  Had  a  pleasant  visit  from  Rev.  John  Beecham,  one  of  the 
Missionary  Secretaries. 

Jan.  6th. — Met  at  the  Mission  House  with  Rev.  Richard  Reece,  President 
of  the  Conference.  He  is,  I  believe,  the  oldest  preacher  who  has  filled  the 
presidential  chair  since  the  days  of  Wesley. 

Jan.  10th,  Sunday. — In  the  morning  heard  Rev.  Mr.  Cubitt,  and  in  the 
evening  endeavoured  to  preach  for  him. 

Jan.  13th. — Received  a  note  from  Lord  Glenelg  fixing  the  time  when  he 
would  receive  me. 

Jan.  14th. — Spent  a  delightful  evening  in  company  with  Rev.  John 
Hannah  and  wife,  Dr.  Sandwich  (Editor  of  the  Watchman)  and  wife,  and 
several  others.  The  conversation  principally  turned  upon  the  learning  of 
the  ancients,  and  the  writings  of  the  early  Protestant  Reformers  and  their 
successors.  Dr.  Sandwich  is  a  very  literary  man,  Mr.  Hannah  an  excellent 
general  scholar. 

Jan.  15th. — Spent  the  evening  with  Rev.  William  Jenkins,  an  old  super- 
annuated minister,  in  company  with  several  friends.  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Jenkins 
are  a  venerable  couple  about  80  years  of  age. 

Jan.  nth — Sabbath. — Heard  the  Hon.  and  Rev.  Baptist  Noel.  The  Church 
was  plain,  the  congregation  large,  and  very  attentive  and  solemn.  A  large 
number  of  school  children  were  present  ;  the  little  girls  all  dressed  alike  ; 
they  all  had  prayer  and  hymn  books  ;  they  read  the  responses  and  sung  with 
the  utmost  correctness.  In  the  afternoon  we  went  to  that  splendid  monu- 
ment of  art  and  wealth — St.  Paul's.  The  sermon  was  more  evangelical  than 
I  expected.  In  the  evening  I  preached  to  a  very  large  congregation  in  St. 
George's  Chapel,  Commercial  Road.  A  gracious  influence  seemed  to  rest  on 
the  congregation. 

Jan.  24th — Sabbath. — Preached  in  the  Hinde-street  Chapel.  In  Surrey 
Chapel  I  heard  Rev.  James  Parsons,  of  York,  one  of  the  first  preachers  of 
the  day.  Surrey  Chapel  is  the  place  of  the  celebrated  Rowland  Hill's  pro- 
tracted ministry.  Its  shape  is  octagon,  and  it  will  seat  3,000  persons.  The 
church  service  was  read  well  by  a  person  of  strong,  sonorous  voice.  At  the 
conclusion  of  the  church  service  Mr.  Parsons  ascended  the  pulpit.  His 
prayer  was  simple,  unaffected,  and  scriptural.  His  text  was  Luke  xi.  47-48. 
His  manner  was  by  no  means  pleasing ;  he  stood  nearly  motionless,  and 
appeared  to  be  reading  his  sermon.  Yet  attention  was  riveted  ;  the  current 
ot  thought  soon  began  to  rise,  and  continued  to  swell,  until  he  came  to  a 
pause.  Then  there  was  a  general  burst  of  coughing  ;  after  which  the 
preacher  proceeded  in  an  ascending  scale*  of  argument,  until  he  had 
his  audience  entranced,  when  he  would  burst  forth  upon  his  captives  with 
the  combined  authority  and  tenderness  ot  a  conqueror  and  deliverer,  and 
press  them  into  the  refiige  city  of  Gospel  salvation. 

Jan.  25th. — Attended  a  Missionary-meeting  in  Southwark  Chapel.  Mr. 
Thomas  Farmer,  presided.  Several  spake  :  one  a  New  Zealander,  whose  wit 
and  oddities  amused  all,  but  profited  none. 

Jan.  26th. — Had  an  interview  with  Lord  Glenelg,  on  the  subject  of  my 
mission.  We  can  get  a  charter  for  the  Upper  Canada  Academy,  but  assist- 
ance ia  uncertain.  His  Lordship  was  very  courteous  and  communicative. 
He  thanked  me  for  the  information  I  gave  him  concerning  the  Colonies. 


160  THE  STOBY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XVI. 

Jan.  31s<,  Sunday. — Preached  twice  to-day  (in  City  Koad  and  Wilderness 
Row).  The  Lord  was  with  me,  and  I  believe  I  did  not  labour  in  vain. 

Feb.  13th. — Had  an  interview  with  the  Rt  Hon.  Edward  Ellice  ;  was  re- 
ceived with  great  kindness ;  he  promised  to  use  his  utmost  influence  to  pro- 
mote the  object  of  my  mission  at  the  Colonial  office. 

Feb.  18th. — Called  at  the  residences  of  several  of  the  nobility;  found  none 
at  home,  but  Lord  Ashburton,  who  gave  me  £5. 

Feb.  20th. — Made  no  progress  in  the  way  of  collecting  ;  much  ceremony 
is  necessary.  Have  obtained  some  useful  information,  and  written  to  Sir 
Robert  Peel  on  the  object  of  my  mission. 

Feb.  21st,  Sunday. — Heard  the  Rev.  Peter  McOwan  preach.  It  was  the 
best  sermon  I  have  heard  from  a  Methodist  pulpit  since  my  arrival  in  Eng- 
land. I  preached  in  Great  Queen-street  Chapel  in  the  evening,  on  the  new 
birth.  I  think  the  Lord  was  present  to  apply  the  word. 

Feb.  22nd. — Called  upon  Lord  Kenyon.  I  was  very  courteously  received; 
but  His  Lordship  declined  subscribing  on  account  of  the  many  objects  to 
which  he  contributed  in  connection  with  America.  He  expressed  his  good 
wishes.  I  next  called  upon  the  Earl  of  Aberdeen — Colonial  Secretary  under 
Sir  Robert  Peel's  government.  He  expressed  himself  satisfied  with  my 
letters  from  Upper  Canada,  but  said  that  he  would  enquire  of  Mr.  Hay,  late 
under  Colonial  Secretary,  and  directed  me  to  call  again.  I  was  also  received 
by  Dr.  Blomfield,  Lord  Bishop  of  London.  Dr.  Blomfield  is  a  handsome 
and  very  courteous  man.  He  declined  subscribing  on  account  of  its  not 
having  been  recommended  by  the  Bishop  of  the  Diocese ;  was  not  unfriendly 
to  my  object ;  said  he  had  a  high  respect  for  the  Wesleyan  body,  and  con- 
sidered they  had  done  much  good;  he  had  expressed  this  opinion  in  print. 

Feb.  23rd. — Addressed  a  letter  to  Lord  Glenelg  requesting  an  early  answer 
to  our  application,  stating  our  pressing  circumstances.  Called  upon  Thomas 
Baring,  Esq.,  M.P.,  who  gave  me  £5.  I  find  it  very  hard  and  very  slow 
work  to  get  money. 

Feb.  24th. — Received  an  answer  from  Sir  Robert  Peel  in  the  negative.  His 
reason  is  non-connection  with  Upper  Canada  !  A  gentleman  of  the  house  of 
Thomas  Wilson  &  Co.  gave  utterance  to  a  sentiment  which  singularly  con- 
trasted with  the  selfishness  of  Sir  Robert  Peel.  He  said  :  Education  was 
the  same  thing  throughout  the  world,  and  that  was  the  light  in  which  this 
institution  should  be  viewed.  His  house  gave  me  ten  guineas,  and  have 
kindly  engaged  to  furnish  me  with  names  of  other  gentlemen. 

Feb.  25th. — Obtained  £21  for  the  Academy.  The  sentiments  expressed 
by  two  of  the  gentlemen  on  whom  I  called  deserve  to  be  recorded.  Mr.  A. 
Gillespie,  jun.,  who  is  connected  with  Lower  Canada,  after  subscribing  £10 
and  furnishing  me  with  a  list  of  names  of  merchants  engaged  in  trade  with 
the  Canadas,  said: — "  I  am  a  member  of  the  Church  of  Scotland,  but  I  have 
a  high  respect  for  John  Wesley  and  Dr.  Bunting.  I  admire  the  principles 
of  John  Wesley,  and  hope  you  will  abide  by  them,  and  that  they  will  be 
taught  in  this  institution.  Above  all  things  keep  out  Socinianism."  I  then 
called  on  a  Mr.  Brooking,  who  said: — "I  feel  happy  in  the  opportunity  of 
contributing  to  such  an  object.  I  have  been  in  the  North  American 
provinces  and  know  that  nothing  is  wanted  more  than  good  institutions  for 
the  education  of  youth,  and  especially  under  the  superintendence  of  the 
Methodists.  From  what  I  have  seen  I  believe  they  have  done  more  good  in 
the  colonies  than  any  other  Church.  Though  I  am  a  member  of  the  Church 
of  England,  I  feel  it  my  duty  as  a  Protestant,  and  a  friend  to  religion,  to  give 
my  utmost  mite  to  the  labours  of  your  ministers  in  the  colonies.  I  believe 
in  those  new  countries  the  Methodists  are  the  bulwark  of  Protestantism 
against  popery  and  infidelity,  and  I  am  glad  you  are  establishing  such  an 
institution." 

Feb.  27*  A. — Received  the   greatest  kindness  from  Mr,  E.  H,  Chapman, 


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who  was  in  Upper  Canada  last  summer,  and  had  seen  the  institution  at 
Cobourg.  He  expressed  himself  happy  in  the  opportunity  to  subscribe,  and 
said  he  had  travelled  two  days  with  Sir  John  Colborne.  Mr.  Chapman 
considered,  of  all  people,  the  Methodists  the  most  active  and  successful  in 
imparting  religious  instruction  to  the  Colonists. 

Feb.  28th — Sabbath. — Preached  at  Islington;  then  dined  with  a  Mr.  Bruns- 
kill,  who  was  well  versed  in  the  history  of  Methodism. 

From  this  date  until  the  close  of  July  there  is  no  record  in  Dr. 
Ryerson's  diary.  From  letters  written  by  him  to  Canada,  I 
therefore  continue  the  narrative  : — 

Birmingham,  April  11th. — During  a  delightful  visit  here  at  the  missionary 
anniversaries  I  had  an  opportunity  of  hearing  and  conversing  with  two  of 
the  most  remarkable  men  of  the  present  day  :  William  (or,  as  he  is  called, 
Billy)  Dawson,  the  Yorkshire  farmer,  and  the  venerable  Gideon  Ousley,  the 
patriarchal  Irish  missionary.  Mr.  Dawson  excelled  in  his  own  characteristic 
way  any  man  I  ever  heard.  His  great  strength  lies  in  a  matchless  power  of 

Saphic  description,  dramatic  imitation,  and  hallowed  unction  from  the 
oly  One.  He  is  a  man  of  an  age.  At  the  missionary  breakfast  I  sat  be- 
side the  venerable  Ousley,  and  told  him  of  some  of  his  spiritual  children  in 
Canada  that  I  knew.  He  gave  God  the  praise,  and  desired  me  to  deliver 
this  message  to  his  old  friends  and  spiritual  children  in  Canada :  u  I  am 
now  in  my  75th  year,  labouring  as  hard  as  ever  ;  am  well,  and  strong.  Be  • 
faithful  unto  death.  I  will  meet  you  in  Heaven." 

London,  June  8th. — To-day  my  brethren  are  assembling  in  Annual  Con- 
ference at  Belleville.  It  is  the  first  conference  in  the  proceedings  of  which 
I  have  not  been  permitted  to  take  a  part  since  I  entered  the  ministry.  A 
considerable  part  of  the  day  I  spent  in  imploring  the  divine  blessing  upon 
the  deliberations  of  my  brethren.  After  reckoning  the  difference  of  time,  I 
retired  at  the  hour  when  I  knew  they  would  be  engaged  in  the  conference 
prayer-meeting  in  order  to  unite  with  them  at  the  throne  of  the  Heavenly 
grace  ;  and  truly,  I  found  it  refreshing  indeed  to  be  present  in  spirit  with 
them  in  beseeching  the  continual  direction  of  the  Divine  Pilot  to  guide  the 
Wesleyan  ship  over  the  tempestuous  sea.  I  long  to  be  with  my  fellow- 
labourers  in  Canada  in  their  toils  as  well  as  joys.  "  If  I  forget  thee,"  O 
thou  Spiritual  Jerusalem  of  my  native  land,  "  let  my  right  hand  forget  its 
cunning,  and  my  tongue  cleave  to  the  roof  of  my  mouth.  Peace  be  within 
thy  walls,  and  prosperity  within  thy  palaces  !" 

June  12th.-1- Although  I  find  that  collecting  for  the  Upper  Canada  Academy 
is  a  wearisome  work,  yet  I  must  not  slacken  my  exertions  so  long  as  our 
friends  in  Upper  Canada  are  in  such  straits  for  funds.  Brother  John  has 
written  me  an  urgent  letter  from  Hallowell,  in  which  he  says : — I  hope  the 
Lord  will  give  you  good  success  in  collecting  for  our  Seminary.  Everything 
depends  on  the  success  of  your  exertions.  .£4,000  is  the  least  that  will 
answer.  0,  how  awfully  we  have  got  involved  in  this  painful  and  protracted 
business !  O,  if  you  can  help  us  out  of  this  mire,  the  Lord  reward  you !  I 
am  greatly  at  a  loss  what  to  do.  I  had  concluded  to  leave,  and  go  to  the 
States ;  but  thought  I  had  better  wait  your  return  and  take  counsel  with 
you.  I  hope  the  Lord  may  direct  me  ! 

Dublin,  July  2nd. — I  have  just  come  over  here  to  the  Irish  Conference,  and 
was  affectionately  received  by  the  Irish  preachers.  While  in  Dublin  I  stayed 
with  a  very  intelligent  and  kind  family.  I  attended  the  Irish  Conference, 
which  was  held  in  Whitefriar's  Street  Chapel — a  building  rented  for  a 
preaching-place  by  the  venerable  Wesley  himself.  Here  in  the  midst  of 
the  sallies  of  Irish  wit  and  humour,  mingled  with  evident  piety  and  kind- 
ness, I  sat  down  and  wrote  a  letter  to  the  dear  friends  in  Canada. 
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162  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XVI. 

From  this  letter  I  make  an  extract : — 

The  preachers  are  warm-hearted,  pious  men,  some  of  them  very  clever ; 
warm  in  their  discussions,  abounding  in  wit;  talk  much  in  doing  their 
business;  several  are  sometimes  up  at  a  time.  r^hey  are  certainly  a  body  of 
excellent  men.  In  their  financial  reports  it  appears  that  many  of  them  are 
really  examples  of  self-denial,  suffering,  and  devotion. 

.The  following  are  extracts  from  Dr.  Ryerson's  diary  : — 

July  26th. — Attended  the  Conference  at  Birmingham.  When  Dr.  Fisk 
was  introduced,  the  address  of  the  American  General  Conference  was  read. 
Silence  and  attention  were  marked  until  the  words  "  negro  slavery "  were 
mentioned,  when  there  was  a  general  cry  of  "  hear,  hear,"  and  "  no,  no,  no." 

During  the  Conference  a  Mr.  Robinson  was  called  upon  to  explain  his 
reason  for  preaching  to  a  secret  society  called  "  Odd  Fellows."  Dr.  Bunting 
•and  Dr.  Newton  had  always  refused  to  preach  to  such  societies.  Dr.  Fisk 
made  some  remarks  on  Masonry  in  the  United  States,  and  the  evil  of  the 
Methodist  preachers  being  connected  with,  or  countenancing,  such  societies. 

Sept.  2nd.— Presented  to  Lord  Glenelg  the  Address,  to  the  King,  of  the 
Canadian  Conference.  He  read  it  carefully,  and  expressed  himself  pleased  with 
it.  He  enquired  as  to  the  charges  against  Sir  Francis  Head,  and  the  appoint- 
ment of  those  persons  only  to  office  who  are  truly  attached  to  the  British 
Constitution.  I  answered  his  lordship  on  each  of  these  points  mentioned,  and 
assured  him  of  the  loyal  British  feelings  of  the  inhabitants  of  Upper  Canada. 
I  pressed  upon  him  the  importance  of  an  early  settlement  of  the  Clergy 
Reserve  question.  His  lordship  thanked  me  for  the  communications  which  I 
had  from  time  to  time  made  to  him  on  Canadian  affairs.  He  requested  me 
to  write  to  him  on  any  matter,  relative  to  the  Canadas,  I  thought  proper. 

Sept.  4th — Sunday. — Attended  the  Hon.  and  Rev.  Baptist  Noel's  Church 
at  8  a.  m.,  when  he  administered  the  Lord's  Supper  to  such  as  could  not  at- 
tend at  any  other  hour.  1  communed  for  the  first  time  in  the  Established 
Church.  I  heard  this  evangelical  minister  preach  at  11  a.m.  Preached  my- 
self ,in  Spitalfields  in  the  evening. 

Sept.  6th. — Came  here  (Birmingham)  from  London  on  a  collecting  tour. 
Have  been  kindly  received  by  my  Quaker  friends,  the  Sturges.  In  com- 
memoration of  the  first  Wesleyan  Conference  being  held  in  Birmingham, 
gold  medals  were  presented  to  Dr.  Bunting  and  Dr.  Newton,  and  silver 
medals  to  representatives  of  other  Conferences — the  Irish  and  American. 
My  name  as  representative  not  having  been  received  in  time  for  a  presenta- 
tion at  Conference,  a  medal  was  subsequently  presented  to  me  as  Canadian 
representative,  and  to  Rev.  Richard  Reece,  ex-President,  by  the  ladies  of  the 
Society  in  Birmingham.  The  addresses  on  the  occasion  were  made  by  the 
President  and  Secretary — that  to  Mr.  Reece  in  a  few  choice  words  by  Dr. 
Bunting ;  and  to  me,  in  a  kindly  manner,  by  Dr.  Newton.  In  reply  I 
acknowledged  the  unexpected  compliment,  not  as  paid  to  me,  but  to  the 
country  and  connexion  which  I  represented. 

Sept.  7th. — Have  been  kindly  received  by  the  preachers  in  Birmingham. 
Spent  a  pleasant  evening  at  Mr.  Oldham's  (son-in-law  of  Rev.  John  Ryland), 
where  I  met  no  less  than  six  clergymen  of  the  Established  Church;  the 
conversation  was  wholly  of  a  religious  character,  perfectly  free  and  social. 
I  was  informed  that  all  the  clergymen  in  Birmingham,  except  one,  were 
truly  evangelical.  Mr.  Rvland  told  me  that  Rev.  J.  A.  James  had  expressed 
his  conviction  that  there  is  decidedly  more  piety  amongst  the  mass  of  the 
Established  Clergy  than  among  the  Dissenting  Clergy.  It  was  altogether 
the  most  unaffectedly  genteel,  and  truly  religious  party  I  have  met  with  in 
England. 

Sept.  9th. — Busy  and  successful.    Very  kindly  received  by  the  following 


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Church  of  England  ministers,  viz.,  Rev.  Mr.  Mosely,  Rector,  Rev.  Dr.  Jeune 
[afterwards  Master  of  Pembroke  College],  and  Rev.  William  Marsh,  who  is 
frequently  called  the  model  of  the  Apostle  John,  on  account  of  the  depth  and 
sweetness  of  his  piety,  the  purity  of  his  life,  and  the  heavenly  expression  of 
his  countenance.  [His  daughter  is  a  noted  evangelist  and  writer,  1883.] 

Sept.  10th. — Took  tea  with  Mr.  Meredith,  a  Swedenborgian,  upwards  of 
80,  perfectly  sincere  in  his  belief,  and  sweet  in  his  spirit.  Also  met  the 
celebrated  Dr  Philip,  of  South  Africa,  and  the  more  celebrated  John  Angel 
James,  of  Birmingham.  The  conversation  of  the  evening  was  principally 
turned  upon  the  means  by  which  the  great  measure  of  emancipation  was 
carried — the  conduct  of  Mr.  Stanley  and  Mr.  Buxton.  I  was  struck  with 
Mr.  Sturge's  remark,  that  he  "  believed  such  men  as  Sir  A.  Agnew,  Sir 
Harry  Inglis,  and  Lord  Ashley  [now,  in  1883,  Lord  Shaftesb'ury],  were  the 
most  honest  men  in  the  House  of  Commons." 

Sheffield,  Sept.  17th. — Here  I  met  with  my  old  friends,  Revs.  Messrs.  Mars- 
den,  Grindrod,  and  Moss. 

Sept.  18th— Sunday.  —Preached  in  Craven  street  Chapel  in  the  morning, 
and  at  Brunswick  Chapel  in  the  evening. 

Sept.  20th. — Attended  the  Financial  District  Meeting.  It  was  stated  that 
900  persons  had  seceded  in  Sheffield  in  the  Kilhamite  schism,  and  yet  the 
finances  were  better  at  the  end  of  the  quarter  than  they  had  been  the  pre- 
ceding one.  Kind  references  were  made  to  myself,  and  the  object  of  my 
mission. 

Dr.  Ryerson's  Diary  ends  here.  From  his  letters  to  Canada 
I  make  the  following  extracts  : — 

Sheffield,  Oct.  5th. — I  was  in  Barnsley  on  Friday  and  Saturday;  went  to 
Wakefield  on  Saturday,  and  preached  there  on  Sunday.  Addressed  about  40 
circulars  to  gentlemen  in  Wakefield  on  Monday  morning.  Returned  to 
Sheffield  and  spoke  at  the  Missionary  Meeting;  begged  yesterday;  spoke  at 
the  adjourned  meeting  last  evening;  have  been  begging  to-day.  Spent 
Friday  and  Saturday  in  Wakefield;  go  to  Leeds  on  Saturday  evening,  and 
so  on.  The  preachers  and  friends  shew  me  all  possible  kindness  and 
attention.  The  Yorkshire  people  are  very  warm-hearted  and  social. 
Methodism  there  presents  an  aspect  different  in  several  respects  from  that 
which  it  presents  in  London,  or  in  any  other  part  of  England  I  have  visited; 
more  warm,  energetic,  and  unaffected — something  like  Hallowell  Methodism 
in  Upper  Canada.  Oh !  I  long  to  get  home  to  my  circuit  work.  Amidst  all 
the  kindness  and  interest  that  it  is  possible  for  piety,  intelligence,  Yorkshire 
generosity  and  wit  to  impart,  I  feel  like  an  exiled  captive  here  in  England. 

Bradford,  Oct.  10th. — The  time  I  am  here  appears  very  dreary,  as  I  am 
from  morning  until  midnight  in  public  labours  or  society  of  some  kind.  I 
have  collected  ,£83  last  week,  and  for  much  of  it  I  have  begged  very  hard — 
though  some  think  that  I  do  not  beg  hard  enough.  It  is,  however,  only 
one  who  has  been  a  stranger  and  had  to  beg,  that  can  fully  appreciate  the 
feelings  and  embarrassments  of  a  stranger  in  such  circumstances.  This  work 
and  sacrifice  have  not  been  of  niy  own  seeking — but  against  my  seeking.  I 
was  comfortably  settled  amongst  kind  friends  in  Kingston,  but  am  now  cast 
forth  in  this  distant  land,  and  engaged  in  the  most  disagreeable  of  all 
employments, — and  for  what?  Oh!  it  is  for  the  sake  of  Him  to  whose 
cause  and  glory  I  have  consecrated  my  life  and  all.  I  shall  love,  honour, 
and  value  my  pastoral  labours  more  than  ever.  I  hope  that  they  may  be 
more  useful.  During  the  past  week  I  have  been  enabled  more  fully  than 
for  a  year  past  to  adopt  the  language  of  St.  Paul.  Gal.  ii  20. 

Oct.  llth. — While  here  I  was  truly  gratified  to  receive  a  letter  from  Miss 
Clarissa  Izard,  of  Boulogne  (France),  in  which  she  says : — I  trust  you  will 


164  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XVL 

pardon  me,  sir,  for  this  expression  of  my  gratitude.  If  it  had  not  heen  for  a 
sermon  preached  by  you  on  the  21st  of  February  last,  I  might  have  been 
where  hope  never  cometh  ;  but,  blessed  be  God,  now  I  have  a  hope — a  hope 
which  lifts  me  above  this  world,  and  which,  I  trust,  I  shall  retain  until  I 
obtain  the  crown  of  righteousness  which  fadeth  not  away. 

Among  the  many  pleasing  incidents  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  other- 
wise unpleasant  duty  of  collecting  funds  for  the  Upper  Canada 
Academy,  was  the  note  written  from  Kensington  Palace  by 
command  of  Her  Royal'  Highness  the  Duchess  of  Kent.  It 
was  as  follows  : — 

I  am  commanded  by  the  Duchess  of  Kent  to  acknowledge  the  receipt  of 
your  letter  of  the  22nd  inst.,  and  accompanying  statement  of  "  The  Upper 
Canada  Academy,  for  the  education  of  Canadian  youth,  and  the  most 
promising  youth  of  converted  Indian  tribes — to  prepare  them  for  school- 
masters." Her  Eoyal  Highness  is  most  happy  in  patronizing,  as  you 
request,  so  useful  and  benevolent  an  Institution,  and  calculated  especially 
to  promote  the  best  interests  of  the  native  population,  the  British  emigrants, 
and  the  aboriginal  tribes  of  that  valuable  and  important  British  Province. 
Her  Royal  Highness  desires  that  her  name  be  placed  on  the  subscription 
list  for  £10. 

Referring  to  the  great  importance  of  the  Upper  Canada 
Academy,  and  to  the  services  rendered  by  Dr.  Ryerson  in  con- 
nection with  its  establishment,  Rev.  William  Lord  said  : — 

There  have  been  many  circumstances  and  occurrences  connected  with 
this  institution  which,  to  my  mind,  are  indicative  of  Providential  inter- 
ference. The  bitterness  manifested  against  it  by  the  enemies  of  Methodism 
and  of  the  peace  of  the  country  ;  the  difficulties  which  stood  in  the  way  of 
its  completion;  the  distressing,  overwhelming, and unforseen embarrassments 
of  its  funds,  which  forced  the  Committee  to  send  you  to  this  country  to  seek 
relief,  just  at  a  time  when  the  affairs  of  the  Province  had  arrived  at  a  crisis, 
and  at  a  time  when  you  could  render  special  service,  by  communicating  with 
the  Home  Government — service,  allow  me  to  say,  greater  than  any  other 
man  could  render,  or  than  you  could  have  rendered  at  any  other  time  or 
place — the  favourable  turn  which  public  affairs  have  recently  taken,  and,  I 
know,  in  some  degree  through  your  instrumentality;  the  perplexing  and 
most  painful  disappointments  experienced  in  obtaining  suitable  teachers, 
now  happily  overcome;  the  share  of  public  favour  which  the  Academy  has 
obtained  on  the  commencement  of  its  operations;  and,  lastly,  the  great 
sen-ices  you  have  rendered  the  Missionary  Society,  in  the  advantage  you 
have  secured  to  our  Indian  Missionaries  by  your  representations  and  applica- 
tions to  the  Government,  are  to  me  reasons  for  believing  God  is  in  this  busi- 
ness. You  may,  I  think,  take  courage,  and  go  on  in  the  name  of  the  Lord. 
I  can  sympathize  with  you;  I  have  also  suffered  in  this  cause.  I  would  not 
endure  the  anxiety  and  mental  agony  I  have  experienced  on  account  of  this 
institution  for  any  earthly  consideration.  But  if  it  flourish,  I  have  my 
reward.  And  now  the  reflection  that,  at  much  personal  risk,  I  have  more 
than  once  saved  innocent  and  deserving  men  from  imprisonment,  and 
Methodism  from  indelible  reproach,  is  cheering  and  consoling.  I  will  still 
stand  by  your  side  and  share  in  your  difficulties.  My  honour  in  this  matter 
is  united  with  yours,  and  the  ruin  of  this  institution  will  be  mine, 

In  a  letter  from  London,  dated  21st  July,  1836,  Dr.  Ryerson 
narrates  the  difficulties  which  he  had  encountered  in  obtaining  a 


1836-37]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  1G5 

Charter  for  the  Upper  Canada  Academy.  The  correspondence 
with  the  Colonial  Office  embraced  twenty-nine  letters,  and 
extended  over  a  period  of  six  months.  In  conducting  it,  Dr. 
Ryerson  states :— »I  found  those  in  the  Colonial  Office,  and  those 
who  retired  from  it  (during  that  time)  equally  favourable  to 
the  object  of  my  mission,  and  equally  desirous  of  promoting  the 
best  interests  of  the  Colonies.  In  his  report  of  the  negotiations 
for  the  Charter,  Dr.  Ryerson  says : — 

The  Attorney- General  assured  me  that  not  only  Lord  Qlenelg,  but  every 
member  of  His  Majesty's  Government  was  anxious  to  accede  to  my  applica- 
tion— that  the  difficulties  were  purely  legal — that  though  the  doctrines  and 
rules  of  the  Methodist  body  in  Canada  were  doubtless  very  sacred,  yet  they 
were  unknown  in  law,  (in  England.)  I,  therefore,  laid  before  the  Crown 
•officers*  a  copy  of  the  statutes  of  Upper  Canada  (which  I  had  borrowed  from 
the  Colonial  office),  and  showed  the  grounds  on  which  we  professed  to  be  in- 
vested with  the  clerical  character  by  the  statutes  of  the  Province,  as  well  as  by 
the  formularies  of  our  connexion,  and  were  recognized  as  ministers  by  the 
Courts  of  Quarter  Sessions  ;  that  we  might  be  denned  as  ministers  (for  the 
purposes  of  the  Charter)  as  in  the  Marriage  Statute  of  U.C.,  which  would 
be  the  same  thing  as  being  defined  according  to  the  Rules  of  our  Discipline. 
Placing  the  question  before  the  Crown  officers  in  this  simple  light,  their 
scruples  were  at  once  removed,  and  they  cordially  acceded  to  my  proposition 
to  recognize  our  ministerial  character.  As  I  was  required  to  name  in  the 
Charter  the  first  trustees  and  visitors,  and  as  I  had  no  list  of  those  who  had 
been  appointed  by  the  Conference,  I  was  obliged  to  furnish  names  my- 
self. 1  was  also  required  to  name  in  the  Charter  the  time  and  place  of  the 
next  Annual  Meeting  (Conference)  of  Ministers.  I  inserted  the  second 
Wednesday  of- June  as  the  time  of  meeting  ;  Cobourg,  or  Toronto,  as  the 
place  of  meeting. 

With  the  aid  of  a  professional  gentleman  (whom  I  could  only  get  for  a 
small  portion  of  each  day)  the  draft  of  Charter  was  prepared  after  a  delay  of 
five  weeks.  This  draft  was  approved,  with  the  exception  of  the  words : 
Wesleyan  Methodist  Church,  for  which  the  Solicitor-General  had  substituted 
the  words :  Wesleyan  Methodist  Connexion,  as  the  designation  of  the  Body  on 
whose  behalf  a  Charter  was  to  be  granted.  In  a  letter  to  Sir  George  Grey  I 
stated  my  reasons  why  the  word  Church  should  be  retained,  as  the  Wesleyan 
ministers,  under  whose  superintendence  the  Academy  is  to  be  placed,  had 
been  licensed  (under  the  Provincial  Statute  referred  to  in  the  Charter)  as 
Ministers  of  the  Wesleyan  Methodist  Church  in  Canada.  To  these  reasons 
the  Crown  Officers  yielded,  and  thus  the  Charter  was  completed. 

I  then  renewed  my  application  fur  receiving  aid  from  the  Casual  and 
Territorial  Revenue  of  Upper  Canada.  In  reply,  I  was  assured  that  the 
Lieutenant-Governor  would  be  directed  to  bring  the  claims  of  the  Academy 
before  the  notice  of  the  Provincial  Legislature. 

Dr.  Ryerson  concludes  : — 

Thus  terminated  this  protracted  correspondence  of  more  than  six  months, 
during  the  whole  of  which  time  I  was  enabled  to  cleave  to  and  maintain  my 
original  purpose  ;  though  I  had  to  encounter  successive,  discouraging,  and 
almost  insurmountable  difficulties.  Not  having  been  able  to  effect  any  loan 
from  private  individuals,  on  account  of  the  agitated  state  of  the  Canadas — 
being  in  suspense  as  to  the  result  of  my  application  to  the  Government,  I 

*  Sir  J.  Campbell,  afterwards  Chief  Justice,  and  Sir  R.  M.  Eolfe,  afterwards  a 
Baron  of  the  Exchequer. 


166  THE  STORY  OF  M7  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XVI- 

was  several  months  pressed  down  with  anxiety  and  fear  by  this  suspense,  and 
by  reason  of  the  failure  of  my  efforts  to  obtain  relief.  In  this  anxiety  and  fear 
my  own  unassisted  resolution  and  fortitude  could  not  sustain  me.  I  had  to 
rely  upon  the  unfailing  support  of  the  Lord,  my  God. 

In  my  negotiations  for  the  Charter,  I  was  uniformly  treated  with  courtesy 
and  kindness  in  the  Colonial  office,  and  by  the  several  members  of  His 
Majesty's  Government.  Praise  God  1 

In  a  letter  written  to  Dr.  Alder,  after  Dr.  Ryerson  had 
returned  from  England,  the  latter  said : — 

We  have  not  yet  received  a  farthing  of  the  Government  grant  to  our 
Academy.  The  Governor's  reply  still  is,  there  is  no  money  in  the  treasury ; 
but  he  has  given  us  his  written  promise,  and  offered  his  word  to  any  of  the 
banks,  that  it  shall  be  paid  out  of  the  first  money  which  had  not  been 
previously  appropriated.  But,  strange  to  say,  there  is  not  a  bank  or  banker 
in  Upper  Canada  who  will  take  the  Governor's  promise  for  £100.  Mr. 
Receiver-General  Dunn  kindly  lent,  out  of  his  own  pocket,  to  my  brother 
John,  about  £1, 200  for  the  Academy,  upon  my  brother's  receipt,  remarking 
at  the  same  time  that  he  did  it  upon  his  credit,  and  out  of  respect  to  the 
Methodists,  but  that  he  could  place  no  dependence  upon  the  word  of  Sir 
Francis  in  the  matter.  We  are  thus  pressed  to  beg  or  borrow  in  relation  to 
the  Academy  as  much  as  ever,  or  even  worse,  for  several,  of  us  are  individu- 
ally responsible  for  .£2,200,  besides  Mr.  Farmer's  loan  of  ,£800.  At  our 
recent  Academy  Board  Meeting,  the  damages  of  Mr.  Lord's  protested  bills 
came  under  consideration.  The  circumstances  of  the  case  are  briefly  as 
follows: — Mr.  Lord's  sincere  desire  and  zeal  to  promote  the  interests  of  the 
Institution  and  Connexion  generally,  were  admitted  and  appreciated  by  all 
the  brethren;  but  it  appears,  1.  That  a  large  portion  of  the  debts  were 
incurred  in  compliance  with  the  advice  of  Mr.  Lord,  and  in  consequence  of 
his  influence  as  the  representative  of  the  British  Connexion.  •  He  assured  the 
Sub-Committee  at  Cobourg  that  money  should  be  forthcoming,  and  if 
necessary  he  would  go  to  England  and  beg  it ,  that  John  Bull  never  stopped 
when  he  commenced  a  thing,  etc. ;  that  Mr.  Lord  did  that  contrary  to  the 
recommendation  of  the  Conference  Committee,  and  against  the  advice  and 
even  remonstrance  of  the  Chairman  of  the  District  (John  Ryerson),  who  had 
been  appointed  by  the  Conference  to  see  that  the  Sub-Committee  should  not 
exceed  the  appropriations  of  the  Conference,  as  they  had  done  in  former 
years.  2.  The  premises  were  mortgaged  to  Mr.  Lord  as  security  for  the  suui 
of  ^2,500,  some  of  which  has  not  been  advanced,  and  the  payments  of  which 
he  did  advance  were 'provided  for  (with  the  exception  of  two  or  three 
hundred  pounds)  by  the  brethren  in  this  Province.  3.  After  Mr.  Lord 
received  information  from  the  Committee  in  London  that  his  bills  would  not 
be  honoured,  he  called  a  meeting  of  the  Board — stated  his  difficulties — got 
individuals  to  allow  him  to  draw  upon  them  to  meet  the  bills  on  their 
return,  and  sent  me  to  England.  4.  Mr.  Lord  assured  our  Conference  at 
Belleville,  June,  1836,  that  the  brethren  here  would  never  be  called  upon  to 
pay  a  farthing  of  the  damages  for  non-payment  of  his  bills.  I  believe  that 
no  man  could  feel  more  earnestly  desirous  to  promote  the  interests  of  the 
Canadian  Connexion  in  every  respect  than  he  did.  It  is  also  the  full  con- 
viction of  our  leading  brethren  that  had  I  attended  the  American  General 
Conference,  instead  of  being  in  England,  such  an  arrangement  would  have 
been  made  as  to  have  secured  to  our  Connexion  what  was  due  us  from  the 
New  York  Book  Concern — which  amounts  to  more  than  I  obtained  in 
England,  besides  the  mortification  and  mental  suffering  which  I  experienced 
in  my  most  unpleasant  engagements,  notwithstanding  the  sympathy  and 
never-to-be-forgotten  kindness  of  many  of  my  fathers  and  brethren  of  the 
parent  Connexion. 


CHAPTEE    XVIL 

1836. 

PUBLICATION  OF  THE  HUME  AND  ROEBUCK  LETTERS. 

IN  a  letter  from  London,  dated  29th  April,  1 836,  Dr.  Ryerson 
said : — 

This  day  week  I  went  to  the  House  of  Commons  to  hear  the 
debates  on  the  motions  relative  to  the  Canadas,  of  which 
Messrs.  Roebuck  and  Hume  had  given  notice.  As  Mr.  Roebuck 
was  about  to  bring  forward  his  motion,  the  House  of  202  mem- 
bers thinned  to  50  or  60  members.  Under  these  circumstances 
he  postponed  it  for  a  week,  in  the  hope  that  a  sufficient  number 
of  members  would  give  him  an  opportunity  to  make  a  speech 
in  return  for  the  £1,100  a  year  paid  to  him  as  Agent  of  "  the 
poor  and  oppressed  Canadians."  When  Mr.  Hume  brought 
forward  his  motion  there  were  only  43  members  present.  I 
thought  how  much  Canada  was  benefitted  by  such  men  who 
could  only  command  the  attention  of  50  out  of  the  658  mem- 
bers of  the  House  of  Commons  !  I  know  not  a  man  more 
disliked  and  despised  by  all  parties  in  the  House  than  is  Mr. 
Roebuck — a  man  who  has  been  employed  to  establish  (as  he 
says  in  one  of  his  letters  to  Mr.  Papineau)  a  "  pure  democracy 
in  the  Canadas."  One  of  the  serious  drawbacks  to  the  credit 
and  interests  of  our  country,  amongst  public  and  business  men 
of  all  parties  in  England,  is  their  supposed  connection  with 
such  a  restless  political  cynic  as  Mr.  Roebuck  and  such  an 
acknowledged  and  avowed  colonial  separationist  as  Mr.  Hume. 

In  regard  to  these  proceedings  of  Messrs.  Hume  and  Roebuck, 
Dr.  Ryerson  writes,  in  this  part  of  the  Story  of  his  Life,  as 
follows : — 

It  was  during  the  early  part  of  1836  that  I  was  accosted  by 
almost  every  gentleman  to  whom  I  was  introduced  in  England 
with  words,  "You  in  Canada  are  going  to  separate  from  England, 
and  set  up  a  republic  for  yourselves  !"  I  denied  that  there 
was  any  such  feeling  among  the  people  of  Canada,  who  desired 
certain  reforms,  and  redress  of  grievances,  but  were  as  loyal  as 
any  people  in  England. 

After  the  Canadian  elections  of  1836,  Dr.  Charles  Duncombe 


168  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XVII. 

(afterwards  leader  of  the  rebels  in  the  County  of  Oxford)  came 
to  England,  the  bearer  of  petitions  got  up  by  Mr.  W.  L.  Mac- 
kenzie and  his  partizans,  and  crammed  Mr.  Hume  to  make  a 
formidable  assault  upon  the  British  Canadian  Government.  In 
presenting  the  Canadian  petition  Mr.  Hume  made  an  elaborate 
speech,  full  of  exaggerations  and  mis-statements  from  beginning 
to  end.  I  was  requested  to  take  a  seat  under  the  gallery,  and, 
while  Mr.  Hume  was  speaking  as  the  mouth-piece  of  Dr.  C. 
Duncombe,  I  furnished  Lord  Sandon  and  Mr.  W.  E.  Gladstone 
with  the  materials  for  answers  to  Mr.  Hume's  mis-statements. 
Mr.  Gladstone's  quick  perception,  with  Lord  Sandon's  prompt- 
ings, kept  the  House  in  a  roar  of  laughter  at  Mr.  Hume's 
expense  for  more  than  an  hour ;  the  wonder  being  how  Mr. 
Gladstone  was  so  thoroughly  informed  on  Canadian  affairs.  No 
member  of  the  House  of  Commons  seemed  to  be  more  astonished 
and  confounded  than  Mr.  Hume  himself.  He  made  no  reply, 
and,  as  far  as  I  know,  never  after  spoke  on  Canadian  affairs  ; 
and  Mr.  Roebuck  soon  ceased  to  be  Agent  for  the  Lower  Canada 
House  of  Assembly.  He  has  since  become  an  ultra  Con- 
servative ! 

In  a  letter  from  London,  dated  1st  June,  Dr.  Ryerson  says: — 
Before  Dr.  Duncombe  arrived  in  England,  and  seeing  how 
much  injury  was  being  done  to  the  reputation  and  influence  of 
Canada  by  these  representations,  I  commenced  a  series  of 
letters  in  the  London  Times,  designed  to  expose  the  machin- 
ations and  mis-statements  of  Messrs.  Hume  and  Roebuck  in 
England,  in  regard  to  matters  in  Upper  Canada,  showing  from 
their  own  letters  to  Messrs.  Papineau  and  Mackenzie  that  they 
were  the  first  prompters  of  the  project.*  To-day  I  also 
addressed  a  letter  to  Sir  George  Grey,  Under-Secretary  for  the 
Colonies,  on  the  political  crisis  in  that  Province.  After  discussing 
several  matters  relating  to  the  recent  election  of  a  new  House 
of  Assembly,  I  concluded  as  follows: — As  the  affairs  of  the 
Province  will  now  be  taken  into  consideration  by  His  Majesty's 
Government,  there  are  three  subjects  on  which  I  would 
respectfully  request  an  interview  with  Lord  Glenelg,  yourself, 
and  Mr.  [Sir  James]  Stephen.  1.  The  Clergy  Reserve  question 
— a  plan  to  meet  the  circumstances  of  the  Province,  and  yet 
not  deprive  the  clergy  of  the  Church  of  England  of  an  adequate 
support.  2.  The  Legislative  Council — how  it  may  be  rendered 
more  influential  and  popular,  without  rendering  it  elective,  or 
infringing  (but  rather  strengthening)  the  prerogatives  of  the 
Crown.  3.  The  Executive — how  its  just  authority,  influence 

*  The  British  North  American  Association  of  Merchants  had  these  letters 
reprinted  from  The  Times  newspaper,  and  a  copy  sent  to  each  member  of  Parlia- 
ment, both  of  the  Lords  and  Commons.  They  were  signed,  "  A  Canadian. " 


18361  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  169 

and  popularity  may  be  promoted  and  established,  so  as  to 
prevent  the  occurrence  of  that  embarrassment  in  which  it  is 
now  involved,  not  from  improper  acts,  but  from  an  actual 
deficiency  of  the  requisite  operative  means  to  secure  the  Royal 
Prerogative  from  insult  and  invasion.  I  am  aware  that  each 
of  these  subjects  is  surrounded  with  difficulty,  and  that  no  plan 
proposed  will  be  entirely  free  from  objection,  but  I  should  like 
to  state  the  views  which  my  acquaintance  with  the  Province 
has  impressed  on  my  own  mind,  and  which  I  have  not  seen 
suggested  in  any  official  document  or  public  journal,  but  which 
have  been  favourably  thought  of  by  two  or  three  respectable 
gentlemen  connected  with  Canada,  to  whom  I  have  stated 
them. 

In  reply,  Lord  Glenelg  appointed  the  following  Monday  for 
the  desired  interview.  I  afterwards  embodied  the  substance  of 
my  views  to  Sir  George  Grey. 

No  further  reference  is  made  to  this  interview  by  Dr. 
Eyerson.  But  in  a  letter  from  him,  dated  21st  July,  he  says : — 

I  was  applied  to,  and  did,  in  my  individual  capacity,  communicate  to  the 
Colonial  Secretary  frequently,  and  in  one  or  two  instances  at  great  length, 
on  the  posture  of  Canadian  affairs ;  and  the  parties  and  principal  questions 
which  nave  divided  and  agitated  the  Canadian  public.  I  repeatedly 
received  the  thanks  of  the  Secretary  of  State  for  the  Colonies,  for  the  pains 
which  I  had  taken  in  these  matters ;  but  what  influence  my  communications 
may  have  had,  or  'may  have,  on  the  policy  of  His  Majesty's  Government 
towards  the  Canadas  is  not  for  me  to  say,  as  I  desired  Lord  Glenelg  not  to 
assume,  prima  facie,  as  correct,  any  of  my  representations,  but  to  examine 
my  authorities — to  weigh  my  arguments — to  hear  what  could  be  said  by 
others — as  I  had  no  friends  to  recommend  to  office,  and  no  personal"  interests 
to  promote,  only  the  religious  and  general  peace  and  prosperity  of  the 
Canadas,  and  the  maintenance  of  a  firm  and  mutually  beneficial  connection 
between  these  Colonies  and  the  parent  State. 

I  think  I  have  good  reason  to  believe  that  much,  more  correct  and  decided 
views  are  entertained  by  His  Majesty's  ministers  and  many  public  men  in 
England,  in  respect  to  the  interests  and  government  of  the  Canadas,  than 
were  possessed  by  them  six  months  ago ;  and  that  all  of  those  inhabitants  of 
the  Colonies,  who  patriotically  maintain  their  Christian  and  constitutional 
allegiance,  will  ensure  the  respect,  equal  and  firm  protection,  and  parental 
regard  of  their  Sovereign  and  his  government,  by  whatever  party  it  may  be 
administered. 

In  a  letter  from  London,  dated  26th  July  (page  154),  Dr. 
Ryerson  says: — Mr.  William  Lunn,  of  Montreal,  has  just  arrived 
from  Quebec.  He  informs  me  that — 

My  letters  to  the  London  Times,  on  Hume  and  Roebuck,  have  produced 
the  most  amazing  effect  upon  the  public  mind  of  the  Province,  of  anything 
that  I  ever  wrote.  To  the  Lord  be  all  the  praise  for  his  great  goodness, 
after  all  our  toil  and  suffering.  There  is  nothing  like  integrity  of  principle 
and  faithfulness  in  duty,  in  humble  dependence  upon  the  Lord,  ana  with  an 
eye  to  His  glory ! 


CHAPTER  XVIII. 

1836-1837. 

IMPORTANT  EVENTS  TRANSPIRING  IN  UPPER  CANADA. 

DR.  Ryerson  was  absent  in  England  from  20th  November, 
1835,  to  12th  June,  1837.  On  the  loth  of  January,  1836, 
Sir  John  Colborne,  by  order  in  Council,  endowed  fifty-seven 
Rectories  in  Upper  Canada  out  of  the  Clergy  Reserve  Lands. 
On  the  23rd  of  that  month  Sir  F.  B.  Head,  the  new  Governor, 
arrived  in  Toronto.  On  the  14th  of  January  following,  he 
opened  the  Session  of  the  Legislature.  What  followed  was  re- 
ported to  Dr.  Ryerson  by  his  friend,  Mr.  S.  S.  Junkin,  in  a 
letter,  dated,  Toronto,  1st  May: — 

Our  Parliament  was  prorogued  on  the  20th  April,  after  such  a  session  as 
was  never  before  known  in  Upper  Canada.  You  will  form  some  idea  of  the 
state  of  affairs  when  I  tell  you  that  it  "  stopped  the  supplies,"  and  the  Gov- 
ernor reserved  all  of  the  money  bills,  (twelve) — including  that  for  the  contin- 
gences  of  the  House, — for  the  King's  pleasure. 

The  immediate  cause  of  the  rupture  between  the  new  Gover- 
nor (Sir  F.  B.  Head)  and  the  House  of  Assembly — 

Arose  out  of  the  resignation  of  the  Executive  Council.  On  the  20th 
February,  the  Governor  (as  directed  by  Lord  Glenelg)  added  three  Reformers 
to  his  Council,  viz. :  Messrs.  Robert  Baldwin,  John  Rolph,  and  John  Henry 
Dunn.  On  the  4th  March,  these  gentlemen  and  the  Conservative  members, 
(Messrs.  Peter  Robinson,  George  H.  Markland,  and  Joseph  Wells)  resigned. 
They  complained  that  they  were  held  responsible  for  measures  which  they 
never  advised,  and  for  a  policy  to  which  they  were  strangers.  In  reply  the 
Governor  stated  in  substance  that  he  alone  was  responsible  for  the  acts  of  his 
government,  and  was  at  liberty  to  have  resource  to  their  advice  only  when 
he  required  it;  but  that  to  consult  them  on  all  questions  would  be  "utterly 
impossible."  This  answer  was  referred  to  a  Committee  of  the  House  of 
Assembly,  which  brought  in  a  report  censuring  the  Governor  in  the  strongest 
terms.  On  the  14th  March,  Sir  F.  B.  Head  appointed  Messrs.  R.  B.  Sulli- 
van, William  Allan,  Augustus  Baldwin,  and  John  Elmsley.  as  his  new 
Executive  Council.  On  the  17th  the  House  declared  its  entire  want  of 
confidence  in  the  new  Conncil,  and  stated  that  in  retaining  them  the 
Governor  violated  the  instructions  of  the  Colonial  Secretary  to  the  Gover- 
nor, to  appoint  Councillors  who  possessed  the  confidence  of  the  people. 
Much  recrimination  followed  ;  at  length  Sir  F.  B.  Head  dissolved  the 
House,  and  directed  that  a  new  election  be  held. 

In  regard  to  this  election,  Dr.  Ryerson,  in  the  "  Epochs  of 
Canadian  Methodism  "  (page  226)  says : — 


1836-37]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  171 

Sir  F.  B.  Head  adroitly  turned  this  issue,  not  on  the  question  of  the 
Clergy  Keserves,  or  of  other  practical  questions,  but  on  the  question  of  con- 
nection with  the  mother  country,  and  of  Republicanism  vs.  Monarchy,  as 
had  been  recommended  by  Messrs.  Hume  and  Roebuck,  and  advocated  by 
Messrs.  Mackenzie  and  Papineau.  This  was  successful,  inasmuch  as  those 
Reformers  who  would  not  disavow'their  connection  with  Messrs.  Mackenzie, 
Hume  and  Roebuck,  lost  their  election  ;  for  though  not  more  than  half  a 
dozen  had  any  sympathy  with  the  sentiments  of  Messrs.  Hume,  Roebuck, 
Papineau,  and  Mackenzie,  they  did  not  wish  to  break  the  unity  of  the 
Reform  party  by  repudiating  them,  and  suffered  defeat  in  consequence  at 
the  elections.  The  succcessful  candidates,  generally,  while  they  repudiated 
Republican  separation  from  the  mother  country,  promised  fidelity  to  the  oft- 
expressed  and  well-known  wishes  of  the  people  -in  the  settlement  of  the 
Clergy  Reserve  question,  which,  however,  they  failed  to  fulfil. 

In  a  letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  from  Hallowell,  his  brother 
William  said: — 

Our  loyal  address,  a  very  moderate  one,  to  the  Governor,  was  carried 
unanimously — all  the  young  Preachers  on  trial  being  allowed  to  vote  on  that 
occasion.  This  is  equally  gratifying  and  surprising  to  all  the  friends  of 
British  supremacy.  A  gentleman  from  Montreal,  who  was  present,  was  so 
surprised,  and  I  may  say,  delighted,  that  he  could  hardly  contain  himself. 
I  did  not  know  for  a  short  time,  but  he  would  be  constrained  from  the 
violence  of  his  feeling  to  jump  up  and  shout.  The  Conference  also  adopted 
a  very  good  address  to  the  King.  (See  page  182.) 

We  are  on  the  eve  of  a  new  election.  The  excitement  through  the  coiintry 
at  large  exceeds  anything  I  have  ever  known.  There  would  be  very  little 
cause  for  doubt  or  fear  as  to  the  results,  were  it  not  for  one  of  the  last  acts 
of  Sir  John  Colborne's  administration,  in  establishing  and  endowing  nearly 
sixty  Rectories.  Knowing,  as  I  do,  that  the  public*  mind  is  strongly 
opposed  to  any  measure  of  that  sort,  or  any  step  towards  legalizing  a  church 
establishment,  yet  I  could  not  believe  the  feeling  was  so  strong  as  it  actual  >y 
is.  If  the  elections  should  turn  out  disastrously  to  the  best  interest  of  the 
country,  the  result  can  only  be  attributed  to  that  unjust  and  most  unpolitic 
act.  We  are  willing  to  do  all  that  we  consistently  can,  but  everywhere  the 
rectory  question  meets  us.  While  I  am  compelled  to  believe  that  a  vast 
majority  are  devotedly  loyal  to  our  gracious  Sovereign,  yet  the  best  and 
most  affectionate  subjects  of  the  King  would  almost  prefer  revolution  to  the 
establishment  of  a  dominant  Church  thus  sought  to  be  imposed  on  us. 

In  a  letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  from  Toronto,  his  brother  John 
says  : — 

The  late  elections  agitated  the  Societies  very  much  in  some  places,  but 
they  are  now  settling  down  to  "  quietness  and  assurance."  I  hope  that  the 
worst  of  the  storm  is  over.  The  Governor  is  a  talented  man,  but  very  little 
magisterial  dignity  about  him.  He  takes  good  care  to  let  every  one  know  that 
he  esteems  every  day  alike,  travelling  on  Sabbaths  the  same  as  other  days. 
Indeed  he  seems  to  have  no  idea  of  religion  at  all,  but  is  purely  a  man  of 
pleasure.  His  popularity  will  soon  be  upon  the  wane  if  he  does  not  mend  in 
these  respects. 

The  friends  in  Kingston  are  very  anxiously  looking  for  your  return,  and 
are  becoming  quite  discontented  and  out  of  patience.  They  complained 
bitterly  to  me  of  your  long  absence,  and  were  anxious  to  have  me  stay  with 
them  until  you  return. 


CHAPTER    XIX. 

1837-1839. 

RETURN  TO  CANADA. — THE  CHAPEL  PROPERTY  CASE.S. 

IN  this  part  of  the  "  Story  "  of  his  life,  Dr.  Ryerson  has  only 
left  the  following  sentence : — At  the  Conference  held  after 
my  return  to  Canada,  in  June,  I  declined  re-election  as  Editor 
of  the  Christian  Guardian,  having  promised  my  Kingston 
brethren,  from  whom  I  had  been  suddenly  removed  in  Novem- 
ber, 1835,  that  I  would  remain  with  them  at  least  one  year  on 
my  return  from  England. 

After  Conference,  Dr.  Ryerson  (with  Rev.  E.  Healy)  attended 
as  a  deputation  to  the  Black  River  Conference.  He  said : — 

The  Conference  was  presided  over  by  Bishop  Hedding,  who,  in  strong  and 
affecting  language,  expressed  his  feelings  of  respect  and  love  for  our  Con- 
nexion in  Canada,  In  reply,  I  reiterated  the  expression  of  our  profound 
respect  and  affection  for  our  honoured  friend  and  father  in  the  Gospel ;  by 
ihe  imposition  of  whose  hands,  I,  and  several  other  brethren  in  Canada, 
have  been  set  apart  to  the  Holy  Ministry.  After  my  return  to  Kingston, 
brother  Healy  and  I  received  from  the  Black  River  Conference  a  compli- 
mentary resolution  in  regard  to  our  visit.  In  enclosing  it  to  me,  Rev.  Jesse 
T.  Peck,  the  Secretary  [afterwards  Bishop],  said : — Allow  me  humbly,  but 
earnestly,  to  beg  a  continuance  of  that  friendship  with  you,  which  in  its 
commencement  has  afforded  me  so  much  pleasure. 

In  August  of  this  year,  the  celebrated  trial  of  the  Waterloo 
Chapel  case*  took  place  before  Mr.  Justice  Macaulay,  at  the 
Kingston  Assizes,  in  August  1837.  It  was  subsequently 
appealed  to  the  Court  of  King's  Bench,  at  Toronto.  Three 
elaborate  judgments  were  delivered  on  the  case.  Rev.  John 
Ryerson  was  a  good  deal  exercised  as  to  the  ill  effects,  upon 
the  connexional  church  property,  of  Judge  Macaulay's  adverse 
decision.  In  a  letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  he  said : — 

"We  are  much  troubled  and  perplexed,  here  in  Toronto,  about  the  Waterloo 
Chapel  case.  I  saw  the  Attorney-General  on  the  subject  to-day.  When 
Judge  Macaulay's  judgment  is  published,  I  hope  you  will  carefully,  review 
the  whole  matter,  and  lay  the  thing  before  the  public  in  such  a  way  as  to 
produce  conviction.  Everybody  is  inquiring  whether  or  not  you  will  take  up 
the  subject. 

*  Between  the  Episcopal  and  Wesleyan  Methodists  for  the  possession  of  the 
Church  property.  Waterloo  was  four  miles  north  of  Kingston. 


1837-39]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  173 

In  regard  to  these  three  judgments  on  the  case,  Dr.  Ryerson 
said  :— 

During  the  latter  part  of  this  month  I  have  devoted  such  time  as  I  could 
spare  to  a  lengthened  review  for  the  Guardian,  of  the  elaborate  judgments  of 
Chief  Justice  Robinson,  and  Justices  Macaulay  and  Sherwood,  on  the 
Waterloo  Chapel  case.*  The  opinion  of  the  Chief  Justice  displays  profound 
research,  acute  discrimination,  and  sound  judgment.  The  opinion  of  Mr. 
Justice  Macaulay  indicates  great  labour  and  strict  religious  scrupulosity. 
The  opinion  of  Mr.  Justice  Sherwood  betrays  great  want  of  acquaintance 
with  the  discipline,  usages,  and  general  history  of  Methodism.  To  the 
Methodist  Connexion  the  conflict  of  opinion  and  confusion  of  reasoning  of  • 
these  learned  judges  are  most  prejudicial  and  disastrous.  I  have  therefore 
sought,  in  the  "review,"  to  set  forth  the  true  facts  of  this  abstruse  case — facts 
connected  with  the  history  of  Methodism — facts,  with  the  most  material  of 
which  I  am  personally  acquainted,  and  in  the  progress  of  which  I  have  been 
called  to  act  a  conspicuous  part. 

In  regard  to  this  "review,"  Rev.  E.  Healy  wrote  to  Dr. 
Ryerson,  from  Brockville,  and  said  : — 

I  have  read  your  review  of  the  opinion  of  the  judges,  and  am  happy  to 
see  it.  What  the  judges  will  do  with  you,  I  do  not  know.  You  are  con- 
sidered, I  believe,  by  some  in  this  part  of  the  country,  as  part  man  and  part 
demon.  This  is  one  reason,  doubtless,  why  I  am  also  so  bad  a  man,  as  I 
have  said  so  much  in  your  favour. 

Rev.  Hannibal  Mulkins,f  writing  from  Whitby  on  this  subject, 
said : — 

The  agitation  which  was  anticipated  by  some  of  the  preachers  at  the 
last  Conference,  and  which  has  existed  in' some  degree  has  happily  subsided, 
notwithstanding  the  most  vigorous  efforts  have  been  made,  and  all  the  arts 
of  calumny  and  misrepresentation,  employed  to  harrass,  to  worry,  and  devour. 

I  was  very  glad  to  see  your  "  review "  of  the  opinions  of  the  Judges 
in  the  Chapel  case.  1  have  read  it  with  much  satisfaction.  On  this 
circuit,  notwithstanding  the  prejudices  of  some  individuals,  it  has  been 
perused  with  general  delight,  and  to  our  friends  in  particular  it  has  been 
highly  satisfactory. 

Dr.  Ryerson,  in  a  letter  from  New  York,  dated  November, 
1837,  says  :— 

I  have  just  returned  from  an  extended  tour  of  about  500  miles  in  the 
Middle  and  Southern  States,  in  order  to  obtain  information  and  evidence 
relative  to  the  organization  of  the  Methodist  Church  in  America,  the 
character  of  its  Episcopacy,  and  the  powers  of  the  General  Conference — 
points  which  involve  the  issue  of  our  chapel  property  case.  From  the  mass 
of  testimony  and  information  I  have  been  able  to  collect,  by  seeing  every 
preacher  in  this  continent  who  was  in  the  work  in  1784,  relative  to  the 
character  of  Methodist  Episcopacy,  and  the  powers  of  the  General  Conference, 
I  feel  no  doubt  as  to  the  result.  J 

*  The  Review  is  inserted  in  the  Guardian,  vol.  viii.,  pages  169-178.  The 
Belleville  case  was  published  in  pamphlet  form. 

t  This' gentleman  entered  the  Wesleyan ministry  in  1835,  but  joined  the  Church 
of  England  in  1840.  He  was  for  many  years  Chaplain  to  the  Penitentiary,  at  Kings- 
ton, and  always  retained  a  warm  regard  for  Dr.  Ryerson.  He  died  in  1877,  aged 
65  years. 

J  The  particulars  here  referred  to  are  given  in  detail  in  the  "Epochs  of  Cana- 
dian  Methodism,"  pages  279-281. 


174  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XIX- 

Rev.  Joseph  Stinson,  in  making  his  report  on  the  same 
subject,  said : — 

I  spent  a  whole  day  with  Bishop  Hedding,  and  had  much  conversation 
with  him  about  our  affairs  generally.  He  told  me  that  the  American 
Methodist  Church  had  never  regarded  Episcopacy  as  a  Divine  ordinance— 
nor  as  an  essential  doctrine  of  the  Church — but  as  an  expedient  form  of 
ecclesiastical  government,  which  could  be  modified  by  the  General  Conference, 
or  even  dispensed  with  without  violating  the  great  principles  of  Methodism. 
The  Bishop  is  of  the  opinion,  however,  that  if  our  Courts  decide  against  us, 
we  shall  have  to  return  to  Episcopacy,  and  that  the  first  Bishop  should  be 
ordained  by  the  Bishops  of  the  American  Church. 

Dr.  Ryerson,  in  the  same  November  letter,  says  : — 

I  have  also  accompanied  Mr,  Stinson  to  render  him  what  assistance  I  could, 
in  examining  Manual  Labour  Schools,  with  a  view  to  establishing  one  for 
the  benefit  of  our  Indian  youth — an  object  of  the  Very  greatest  importance, 
both  to  the  religious  and  civil  interests  of  our  aboriginal'fellow  countrymen. 
Also  to  get  from  the  New  York  Missionary  Board  a  sum  of  money  for  the 
Indian  work  which  was  expected  from,  them  before  our  Union  with  the 
English  Conference. 

In  a  letter  to  Dr.  Alder,  written  from  New  York  in  the  same 
month,  Dr.  Ryerson  said : — 

The  concern  of  our  preachers  and  friends  on  the  Chapel  case  is  deep 
and  truly  affecting.  As  I  took  so  responsible  a  part  in  the  Union,  I  cannot 
describe  my  feelings  on  this  question.  At  the  request  of  our  brethren  I 
have  undertaken  to  do  what  I  could  to  secure  our  Church  property  from  the 
party  claiming  it.  I  have  travelled  nearly  500  miles  this  week  for  that 
purpose.  But  it  is  cheering  amidst  all  our  difficulties,  and  the  commotions 
of  the  political  elements,  that  our  preachers,  I  believe,  without  exception, 
are  of  one  heart — that  our  societies  are  in  peace — that  the  work  of  our 
blessed  Lord  is  reviving  in  many  of  the  circuits,  although  the  cause  in 
Kingston  suffers,  and  my  dear  brethren  there  complain,  in  consequence  of 
my  connexional  engagements  and  absence  from  them. 

In  the  Waterloo  Chapel  case,  the  jury  found  for  the  plaintiffs, 
(Episcopal  Methodists).  An  appeal  was  therefore  made  to  the 
King's  Bench,  at  Toronto.  This  Court — 

Set  aside  the  verdict  of  the  lower  Court,  and  ordered  a  new  trial.  .  . 
At  this  second  trial,  as  also  that  respecting  the  Belleville  Church  property 
case,  [November,  1837],  ....  the  whole  matter  was  "  ventilated/'  and 
the  result  was  that  the  legal  decision  of  the  highest  judicial  tribunal  of  the 
land,  confirmed  the  Wesleyan  Methodist  Church  as  the  rightful  owner  of  the 
Church  property,  it  being  the  true  representative  and  successor  of  the 
original  Methodist  Episcopal  Church  iu  Canada.  These  litigations  extended 
over  more  than  two  years,  and  the  friends  of  Zion  and  of  peace  greatly  rejoiced 
when  they  were  brought  to  a  just  and  final  settlement.  (Epochs  of  Canadian 
Methodism,  pages  278,  279.) 


CHAPTER    XX. 

1837. 

THE  COMING  CRISIS. — REBELLION  OF  1837. 

AS  Dr.  Ryerson  had  anticipated,  the  combined  effects  of  the 
publication  of  his  "impressions,"  in  1833;  his  letters  expos- 
ing the  designs  of  Messrs.  Hume,  Roebuck,  and  Mackenzie  in 
1837 ;  the  secession  of  a  section  of  the  Methodist  Church, 
and  the  disputes  consequent  thereon  (culminating  in  the 
Waterloo  and  Belleville  Chapel  suits) — in  which  he  took  a 
leading  part — provoked  the  parties  concerned  to  active  hostility 
against  him.  He  had,  however,  many  warm  friends,  especially 
among  his  ministerial  brethren.  One  of  these  was  Rev.  John 
Black,  in  the  Bay  of  Quinte  District, — a  quaint,  but  true  and 
warm-hearted  man.  In  inviting  him  to  take  part  in  the 
Quarterly  Meeting  services,  at  Napanee,  he  indulges  in  a 
little  playful  satire,  as  follows  : — 

It  appears  that  there  are  some  amongst  us  here  whom  we  dare  not  number 
amongst  your  friends,  and  who  prophesied  that  you  would  never  return  from 
England — that  you  dare  not,  etc.  Now  we  wish  to  afford  them  living  proof 
of  their  vanity  in  prophesying,  by  your  presence  amongst  them.  Besides, 
on  the  other  hand,  the  good-hearted  brethren  amongst  us  greatly  rejoiced  on 
hearing  of  your  successful  mission  to  England,  and  they  wish  to  see  and  hear 
you  once  more? 

Somewhat  in  Rev.  John  Black's  spirit  of  kindly  raillery, 
Rev.  John  C.  Davidson,  of  Hallo  well,  in  inviting  Dr.  Ryerson  to 
take  part  in  a  Carnp -meeting  (and  after  mentioning  several 
inducements),  said : — 

I  would  mention  another  inducement  for  you  to  come,  viz.  :  the  multi- 
plicity of  warm  friends  and  virulent  enemies  you  have  on  this  circuit. 
Your  presence  and  preaching  will  afford  pleasure  and  profit  to  your  friends, 
and  will  very  much  tend,  in  my  opinion,  to  disarm  the  groundless  prejudice 
entertained  by  many  others  against  you. 

In  a  more  serious  letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  dated  Cobourg,  16th 
November,  1837,  Rev.  Anson  Green  gives  expression  to  a  general 
feeling  of  uneasiness  and  distrust  which  prevailed  everywhere 
in  the  country  at  that  time : — 

I  pity  you  most  sincerely.  You  have  a  storm  about  your  ears  that  you 
must  bear,  if  you  do  not  bow  before  it.  In  these  perilous  times  a  man 


176  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XX. 

scarcely  knows  what  to  advise.  I  fear  that  destruction  awaits  us  on  either 
hand.  With  the  Radicals  we  are  Tories  ;  and  with  the  Tories  we  are  Rebels. 
It  is  said  by  the  Rebels  here  that  they  have  money  enough,  and  men  enough, 
and  guns  enough,  and  that  the  plans  are  so  laid  that  there  can  be  no  mistake. 
The  Government  appears  to  be  in  possession  of  these  facts.  Thus  far  the 
proceedings  of  the  Rebels  do  not  show  much  wisdom,  or  skill,  in  laying  plans, 
or  in  executing  them.  I  am  mistaken  if  they  stop  short  of  a  civil  war. 

I  very  much  regret  that  you  should  be  under  the  necessity  of  comjng  in 
contact  with  Governor  Head  in  any  one  thing.  I  could  not  be  a  rebel ;  my 
conscience  and  religion  forbid  it ;  and,  on  the  other  hand,  I  could  not  fight 
for  the  Rectories  and  Church  domination.  I  think  them  both  to  be  great 
evils,  and  I  have  resolved  to  choose  neither.  I  believe  that  in  Haldimand 
and  Cramahe  townships  there  are  twenty  rebels  to  one  sincere  loyalist. 
Brother  Wilson,  (son  of  old  Father  Wilson),  says  that  his  life  has  been 
threatened  for  circulatingthe  petition  which  you  sent  down,  and  others  are 
in  a  similar  condition.  What  will  be  the  effect  of  all  this  I  cannot  say,  but 
I  have  thought  from  the  beginning  that  either  the  Rectories  must  be 
abolished,  and  a  suitable  disposition  made  of  the  Reserves,  or  a  change  of 
Government  will  ensue.  And  if  the  Church  party  have  it  all  in  their  own 
hands  to  make  peace,  by  allowing  other  Churches  to  enjoy  equal  privileges 
with  themselves,  and  do  not  do  so,  they  must  bear  the  responsibility  of  all 
the  bloodshed  and  carnage  that  may  ensue.  I  fear  that  they  are  so  perfectly 
infatuated  that  they  will  suffer  utter  destruction,  and  choose  it  rather  than 
equal  and  impartial  justice. 

On  the  5th  December,  1837,  Dr.  Ryerson  reached  Cobourg  on 
his  way  to  Toronto.  When  he  arrived  there,  Elders  Case  and 
Green,  and  other  friends,  thought  that  as  his  life  had  been 
threatened  it  would  be  unsafe  for  him  to  proceed  to  Toronto.* 
He,  therefore,  waited  there  for  further  news,  and,  in  the  mean- 
time, wrote  to  a  friend  in  Kingston,  on  the  6th,  as  follows : — 

You  will  recollect  my  mentioning  that  I  pressed  upon  Sir 
Francis  the  propriety  and  importance  of  making  some  prudent 
provision  for  the  defence  of  the  city,  in  case  any  party  should 
be  urged  on  in  the  madness  of  rebellion  so  far  as  to  attack  it. 
He  is  much  blamed  here  on  account  of  his  overweening  confi- 
dence, and  foolish  and  culpable  negligence  in  this  respect. 
There  was  great  excitement  in  this  town  and  neighbourhood 
last  night.  To-day  all  is  anxiety  and  hurry.  The  militia  is 
called  out  to  put  down  the  rebellion  of  the  very  man  whose 
seditious  paper  many  of  them  have  supported,  and  whom  they 
have  countenanced. 

The  precepts  of  the  Bible  and  the  example  of  the  early 
Christians,  leave  me  no  occasion  for  second  thoughts  as  to  my 
duty,  namely,  to  pray  for  and  support  the  "  powers  that  be," 
whether  I  admire  them  or  not,  and  to  implore  the  defeat  of 
"  fiery  conspiracy  and  rebellion."  And  I  doubt  not  that  the 
sequel  will  in  this,  as  in  other  cases,  show  that  the  path  of 

*  Dr.  Ryerson  in  his  "  Epochs  of  Canadian  Methodism,"  page  814,  says  :— It 
had  been  agreed  by  W.  L.  Mackenzie  and  his  fellow  rebels,  in  1837.,  to  hang 
Egerton  Ryerson  on  the  first  tree  they  met  with,  could  they  apprehend  him. 


1835-36]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  177 

duty  is  that  of  wisdom,  if  not  of  safety.  I  am  aware  that  my 
head  would  be  regarded  as  something  of  a  prize  by  the  rebels ; 
but  I  feel  not  in  the  least  degree  agitated.  I  trust  implicitly 
in  that  God  whom  I  have  endeavoured — though  imperfectly 
and  unfaithfully — to  serve  ;  being  assured  nothing  will  harm 
us,  but  that  all  things,  whether  life  or  death,  will  work  together 
for  our  good  if  we  be  followers  of  that  which  is  good.  Let  us 
trust  in  the  Lord,  and  do  good,  and  He  will  never  leave  nor 
forsake  us  ! 

About  700  armed  men  have  left  this  district  to-day  for 
Toronto,  in  order  to  put  down  the  rebels  There  is  an  unani- 
mity and  determination  among  the  people  to  quash  rebellion 
and  support  the  law  that  I  hardly  expected.  The  country  is 
safe,  but  it  is  a  "  gone  day  with  the  rebel  party." 

In  a  graphic  .letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  written  on  the  5th 
December,  by  his  brother  William,  at  Toronto,  the  scenes  at  the 
emeute  in  that  city  are  thus  described : — 

Last  night,  about  12  or  1  o'clock,  the  bells  rang  with  great  violence ;  we 
all  thought  it  was  an  alarm  of  tire,  but  being  unable  to  see  any  light,  we 
thought  it  was  a  false  alarm,  and  we  remained  quiet  until  this  morning, 
when,  on  visiting  the  market-place,  I  found  a  large  number  of  persons  serving 
out  arms  to  others  as  fast  as  they  possibly  could.  Among  many  others  we 
saw  the  Lieutenant-Governor,  in  his  every-day  suit,  with  one  double-barrelled 
gun  in  his  hand,  another  leaning  against  his  breast,  and  a  brace  of  pistols  in 
his  leather  belt.  Also,  Chief  Justice  Robinson,  Judges  Macaulay,  Jones, 
and  McLean,  the  Attorney-General,  and  Solicitor-General,  with  their 
muskets,  cartridge  boxes  and  bayonets,  all  standing  in  the  ranks  as  private 
soldiers,  under  the  command  of  Colonel  Fitzgibbon.  I  assure  you  it  is 
impossible  for  me  to  describe  my  feelings.  I  enquired  of  Judge  McLean, 
who  informed  me  that  an  express  had  arrived  at  the  Government  House  late 
last  night,  giving  intelligence  that  the  Radicals  had  assembled  in  great  force 
at  Montgomery's,  on  Yonge  Street,  and  were  in  full  march  for  the  city;  that 
the  Governor  had. sent  out  two  persons,  Mr.  A.  McDonell  and  Aid.  J.  Powell, 
to  obtain  information  (both  of  whom  had  been  made  prisoners,  but  escaped). 

Dr.  Home's  house  is  now  in  flames.  I  feel  very  calm  and  composed  in 
my  own  mind.  Brother  John  thinks  it  will  not  be  wise  for  you  to  come 
througli  all  the  way  from  Kingston.  You  would  not  be  safe  in  visiting  this 
wretched  part  of  the  country  at  the  present.  You  know  the  feelings  that 
are  entertained  against  you.  Your  life  would  doubtless  be  industriously 
sought.  My  dear  brother,  farewell.  May  God  mercifully  bless  and  keep 
you  from  all  the  difficulties  and  dangers  we  are  in  ! 

*Rev.  William  Ryerson  further  writes,  on  the  8th  December : 

About  10  o'clock  to-day  about  2,000  men,  headed  by  the  Lieut-Governor, 
with  Judge  Jones,  the  Attorney-General  and  Capt.  Halkett,  as  his  aides-de- 
camp, and  commanded  by  Cols.  Fitzgibbon  and  Allan  N.  Macnab,  Speaker 
of  the  House,  left  the  city  to  attack  the  rebels  at  Montgomery's.  After  a 
little  skirmishing  in  which  we  had  three  men  wounded  but  none  killed, 
the  main  body  commenced  a  very  spirited  attack  on  their  head-quarters 
at  Montgomery's  large  house..  After  a  few  shots  from  two  six-pounders, 
and  a  few  volleys  of  musketry,  the  most  of  the  party  fled  and  made  their 
escape.  The  rest  of  them  were  taken  prisoners.  There  were  also  three  or 
12 


173  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XX. 

four  killed  and  several  wounded.  After  which  His  Excellency  ordered  the 
buildings  to  be  burnt  to  the  ground,  and  the  whole  force  returned  to  the 
city.  All  the  leaders  succeeded  in  making  their  escape.  A  royal  proclama- 
tion has  just  been  issued  offering  £1,000  for  the  apprehension  o"f  Mackenzie, 
and  .£500  for  that  of  Samuel  Lount,  David  Gibson,  Silas  Fletcher,  and 
Jesse  Lloyd;  so  that  now,  through  the  mercy  of  God,  we  have  peace,  and 
feel  safe  again,  for  which  we  desire  to  feel  sincerely  thankful. 

Dr.  Ryerson,  having  reached  Toronto  safely,  and  knowing 
how  anxious  his  parents  would  be  to  know  something  definite 
as  to  the  state  of  affairs,  wrote  a  letter  to  his  Father  on  the 
18th  December,  as  follows : — 

I  have  been  trying  to  get  time  to  make  you  and  Mother  a 
visit  of  at  least  one  night ;  but  I  find  it  quite  out  of  my  power 
to  secure  the  enjoyment  of  so  precious  a  privilege. 

It  is  remarkable  that  every  man,  with  very  few  exceptions, 
who  has  left  our  Church  and  joined  in  the  unprincipled 
crusade  which  has  been  made  against  us,  has  either  been  an 
active  promoter  of  this  plot,  or  so  far  connected  with  it  as  to 
be  ruined  in  his  character  and  prospects  by  the  timely  discovery 
and  defeat  of  it !  I  have  been  deeply  affected  at  hearing  of 
some  unhappy  examples,  among  old  acquaintances,  of  this 
description.  I  feel  thankful  that  I  have  been  enabled  to  do 
my  duty  from  the  beginning  in  this  matter.  Four  years  ago, 
I  perceived  and  began  to  warn  the  public  of  the  revolutionary 
tendency  and  spirit  of  Mackenzie's  proceedings.  Perhaps  you 
may  recollect  that  in  a  long  article  in  the  Grv.ardian,  four  years 
ago  this  winter,  headed  "  Revolutionary  Symptoms,"  I  pointed 
out,  to  the  great  displeasure  of  even  some  of  my  friends,  what 
has  come  to  pass. 

It  is  also  a  matter  of  thankfulness  that  every  one  of  our 
family  and  marriage  connections,  near  and  remote,  is  on  the 
side  of  law,  reason,  and  religion  in  this  affair.  Such  indications 
of  the  Divine  goodness  are  a  fresh  encouragement  to  me  to 
renew  my  covenant  engagement  with  my  gracious  Redeemer, 
to  serve  Him  and  His  cause  with  greater  zeal  and  faithfulness. 

I  hope,  my  dear  Father,  you  are  employing  your  last  days  in 
preparing  for  your  approaching  change,  and  for  standing  before 
the  bar  of  God.  My  poor  prayers  are  daily  offered  up  in  your 
behalf.  Much  travelling  and  other  engagements  have  hitherfb 
prevented  me  from  writing  to  you  as  I  would ;  but,  hereafter, 
the  first  Monday  in  each  month  shall  be  considered  as  belong- 
ing to  my  dear  aged  Parents,  in  praying  for  or  writing  to  them. 
My  dutiful  respects  and  love  to  my  dear  Mother.  I  would 
esteem  it  a  great  favour  and  privilege  to  receive  a  few  lines 
from  you  or  her. 


CHAPTER   XXL 

1837-1838. 

SIR  F.  B.  HEAD  AND  THE  UPPER  CANADA  ACADEMY. 

T  ORD  Glenelg,  as  agreed,  when  Dr.  Ryerson  was  in  England, 
JLJ  (pagQ  165,)  directed  Lieutenant-Governor  Sir  F.  B.  Head 
to  bring  the  pecuniary  claims  of  the  Upper  Canada  Academy 
before  the  Legislature.  This  he  did  in  February,  1837.  A 
committee  (of  which  Hon.  W.  H.  Draper  was  chairman)* 
brought  in  an  excellent  report  on  the  subject.  The  House  of 
Assembly  by  a  vote  of  31  to  10  agreed  to  advance  $16,400  to 
the  Academy.  The  Legislative  Council,  on  motion  of  Hon.  J. 
Elmsley,  made  such  onerous  conditions  as  virtually  defeated 
the  bill,  and  no  relief  was  granted.  -J-  Dr.  Ryerson,  then  in 
England,  pressed  the  matter  most  urgently  upon  Lord  Glenelg, 
who  in  April  1837,  sent  directions  to  Sir  F.  B.  Head  to  advance 
the  money  without  delay.  This,  on  various  pretexts,  he  refused 
to  do;  but  when  the  Legislature  opened  in  January,  1838,  he  sent 
-a  message  to  the  House,  which  Dr.  Ryerson,  then  in  Toronto, 
thus  describes,  in  a  letter  to  a  friend  at  Kingston,  dated 
February  3rd,  1838.  He  said:— 

*  At  the  Conference  of  this  year  resolutions  of  thanks  were  passed  to  Mr. 
Draper,  and  were  sent  to  him  by  Dr.  Ryerson,  the  Secretary.  Mr.  Draper's  reply 
was  as  follows : — 

I  feel  deeply  indebted  to  the  Conference  of  the  Wesleyan  Methodist  Church  for 
the  honour  conferred  upon  me  in  deeming  my  humble  exertions  in  the  cause  of 
Christian  education  worthy  of  their  approbation,  and  I  trust  I  shall  never  forget 
their  good  opinion.  I  cannot,  at  the  same  time,  pass  by  the  opportunity  of 
thanking  you  for  the  terms  in  which  you  have  communicated  that  resolution  to 
me,  and  of  expressing  my  satisfaction  that  I  have  in  any  degree  contributed  to 
the  success  of  your  unwearied  exertions  in  behalf  of  the  Upper  Canada  Academy 
•  in  England.  I  sincerely  rejoice  that  you  were  enabled  to  obtain  that  aid  for  its 
completion,  which  was  so  necessary  and  so  well  deserved. 

t  In  a  letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  his  brother  William  thus  accounts  for  the  failure 
to  get  the  grant :  To  the  miserable  Missionary  grant  of  £900  to  the  English 
Conference  we  are  chiefly  indebted  for  the  loss  of  the  Bill  for  the  relief  of  the 
Upper  Canada  Academy,  as  we  are  positively  informed  by  our  best  friends  in  the 
House  of  Assembly.  It  has  also  been  the  means  of  depriving  many  of  the 
preachers  of  a  considerable  part  of  their  small  salary,  and  in  one  or  two  instances, 
of  the  whole  of  it.  It  has,  and  still  does  more  to  weaken  our  hands,  and  to 
embarrass  our  labours,  and  also  to  strengthen  the  hands  and  to  increase  the  num- 
ber of  our  enemies,  than  almost  any  or  all  other  causes  put  together. 


180  THE  STORY  OF  MY' LIFE.  [CHAP.  XXI. 


Instead  of  giving  us  the  promised  money  for  the  Upper 
Canada  Academy,  Sir  Francis  Head  has  sent  a  part  of  the  corres- 
pondence with  Lord  Glenelg  and  with  me  down  to  the  House 
of  Assembly,  with  a  message  in  which  he  implicates  me,  as 
also  a  letter  to  Lord  Glenelg,  written  a  few  weeks  after  my 
return  from  England,  in  which  he  impeaches  me.  I  have,  in 
consequence,  drawn  up  a  petition  to  the  House,  filling  six  large 
sheets,  exposing  the  whole  of  his  conduct  towards  us,  vin- 
dicating myself  from  the  charges  contained  in  his  despatches, 
and  proposing  to  establish  every  fact  which  I  have  stated  before  a 
select  Committee  of  the  House  of  Assembly.  My  petition  was 
presented  this  morning.  According  to  rule,  a  petition  has  to 
lie  on  the  table  for  twenty-four  hours  before  it  is  read.  But  a 
motion  was  made  and  agreed  to,  to  dispense  with  the  rule,  and 
read  my  petition.  It  was  then  read,  and  created  a  great  sensa- 
tion. It  was  then  moved  that  200  copies  of  it  be  printed, 
together  with  all  the  documents  sent  down  by  the  Governor, 
to  which  the  petition  referred.  After  discussion  the  motion 
was  carried  by  a  vote  of  33  to  4.  This  was,  of  course,  very 
gratifying  to  my  feelings,  as  it  must  be  extremely  mortifying  to 
the  Governor.  This  is  the  first  petition  that  has  been  ordered 
to  be  printed  by  the  present — Sir  Francis'  own — Parliament. 
The  dispensing  with  the  rule,  and  giving  such  a  petition 
the  preference,  was  the  highest  mark  of  respect  which  the  House 
could  have  shown  me.  I  have  not  felt  so  much  agitated  with 
anything  for  years,  as  with  this  matter.  I  am  now  greatly 
relieved.  I  feel  as  if  the  Lord  God  of  Hosts  was  on  our  side. 
The  Governor  clearly  thought  that  as  he  was  so  greatly  lauded 
and  had  become  so  famous  a  conqueror,  we  would  not  dare  to 
come  out  against  him  before  the  public,  or  meet  him  face  to 
face  before  the  Assembly. 

On  the  16th,  Dr.  Ryerson  again  writes  to  Kingston : — 

This  Academy  business  is  a  most  painful  one  to  me.  The  Legislative 
Council  and  the  House  of  Assembly  have  each  appointed  a  select  Committee 
on  the  subject.  But  I  am  afraid  we  will  get  nothing  until  we  hear  from 
Lord  GleneJg. 

My  mind  has  been,  and  is,  in  a  great  degree  depressed  beyond  expression, 
in  regard  to  our  circumstances.  My  only  trust  is  in  Him  who  has  thus  far 
brought  us  through,  and  turned  the  designs  of  our  enemies  to  our  account. 
For  the  last  two  days  I  have  been  as  low  as  I  was  at  my  lowest  in  London. 

In  addition  to  Dr.  Ryerson's  petition  to  both  Houses,  he  made 
a  separate  Appeal  to  members  of  the  Assembly.  In  it  he  stated 
in  substance  that  Sir  Francis  Head — 

Had  already  issued  his  warrant  for  $8,200  ;  that  he  was  informed  in 
December,  1837,  not  merely  verbally,  but  in  writing,  by  Hon.  J.  H  Dunn, 
Receiver-General,  that  he  had  funds  with  which  to  pay  the  balance  ($8,200), 
yet  the  Governor  refused  to  issue  the  requisite  warrant  for  it,  on  the  plea  of 


1837-38]  TEE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  181 

much  business;  but  said  that  Mr.  Dunn  had  all  the  warrant  that  was 
necessary.  In  January  he  again  declined  to  issue  the  warrant,  and  excused 
himself  by  saying  that  Mr.  Dunn  required  no  further  authority.  When, 
later  in  the  month,  Dr.  Ryerson  had  not  only  removed  every  variety  of 
objection  and  excuse,  but  sent  a  note  from  Mr.  Dunn  saying  that  he  had  the 
necessary  funds.  Sir  F.  B.  Head  stated  that  he  "  must  see  one  or  two  of  his 
councillors."  After  he  had  done  so,  he  wrote  a  note  to  Dr.  Ryerson  to  say 
that  he  had  misled  him,  as  to  the  advance  being  a  grant  instead  of  a  loan,  etc. 
On  21st  February,  the  House  of  Assembly  recommended  that  the  balance 
be  paid  over  at  once.  It  pointed  out  that  Dr.  Ryerson  had  become  personally 
liable  to  the  banks  for  $ 3,400,  and  Revs.  John  Ryerson  and  E.  Evans  for 
§2,000  of  the  balance  due  ;  that  although  grants  were  constantly  being 
made  by  the  House,  yet  there  was  no  precedent  for  a  loan  ;  and  that  as  to 
whether  the  advance  was  to  be  a  grant  or  a  loan  they  would  abstain  from 
offering  an  opinion.  This  report  had  the  desired  effect.  The  money  was  paid. 

On  the  22nd  February,  Dr.  Ryerson  was,  therefore,  enabled 
to  write  to  his  friend  in  Kingston,  to  say  that 

The  prayer  of  my  petition  has  been  this  day  complied  with  by  a  unani- 
mous vote  of  the  House  of  Assembly;  and  the  Hon.  Mr.  Draper  told  -Brother 
Evans  that  His  Excellency  would  issue  his  warrant  for  the  money  as  soon  as 
the  Address  of  the  Assembly  is  presented.  Not  a  man  in  the  Assembly 
would  risk  his  reputation  in  defence  of  the  conduct  of  the  Governor  in  this 
affair.  The  Report  of  the  Committee  was  received,  and  the  Address  passed 
two  readings  last  night  and  one  this  morning,  and  without  one  word  from 
any  member  of  the  Assembly  in  the  way  of  comment  or  remark.  The  Com- 
mittee of  the  Legislative  Council  has  actually  declined  entering  into  the 
investigation  of  the  subject  at  all,  as  had  been  desired  by  His  Excellency. 
Thus  has  Sir  Francis  Head  not  only  disgraced  himself,  but  helped  us. 

I  thank  the  Lord  for  His  blessing  thus  far.  We  will  still  trust  in  Him, 
and  not  be  afraid.  Tories,  Radicals,  and  the  Governor,  have  each  had  their 
turn  at  us.  I  hope  we  may  now  be  allowed  to  live  in  peace.  The  result  of 
this  affair  has  in  some  measure  compensated  me  for  the  anxiety  of  mind  I 
have  endured. 

After  this  unpleasant  controversy  with  Sir  F.  B.  Head  was 
over,  Rev.  Anson  Green  wrote  to  Dr.  Ryerson  as  follows : — 

How  do  you  feel  after  your  brush  with  Sir  Francis  1  You  need  not  feel  very 
<lowncast,  having  attained  so  triumphant  a  victory.  I  doubt  not  but  Sir 
Francis  would  willingly  pay  double  the  amcunt  claimed  by  us,  if  he  could  have 
prevented  the  result  which  has  happened.  It  is  too  late,  however,  to  recall 
it  now.  I  hope  he  will  learn  wisdom  from  the  past,  and  not  be  so  self-willed 
and  headstrong  in  future.  No  one  seems  pleased  .with  him  but  those  whose 
praise  is  a  reproach. 

Rev.  W.  H.  Harvard,  in  a  letter  from  Kingston,  said : — 

I  am  truly  pained  at  the  conduct  of  the  Lieutenant-Governor,  and 
sympathize  witn  you  in  thus  being  brought  into  such  an  unavoidable 
collision  with  him.  I  am  more  than  grieved  that  he  should  use  us  so 
ungenerously. 

I  am  glad  that  you  are  the  warrior,  for  yon  will  combine  caution  and 
courage,  and  will  come  off  more  than  conqueror.  You  are  at  present  the 
centre  of  our  solicitude.  I  pray  that  your  heart  may  be  comforted  and  con- 
trolled from  above.  We  are  the  Lord's  covenanted,  consecrated  servants. 
In  His  work  we  are  employed.  By  His  Holy  Spirit  may  we  ever  be  actuated 
and  aided ! 


CHAPTER   XXII. 

1838. 

VICTIMS  OP  THE  REBELLION. — STATE  OF  THE  COUNTRY. 

EARLY  in  1838  the  trials  for  treason  took  place.  Messrs. 
Lount  and  Matthews  were  found  guilty  and  sentenced  to 
death.  Other  parties  were  also  tried:  among  them  was  Dr. 
Thomas  D.  Morrison,  a  prominent  Methodist  in  Toronto.*  In 
a  letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  at  Kingston,  his  brother  John  mentions 
that  Dr.  Morrison  was  triumphantly  acquitted.  He  also 
mentions  (as  an  amusing  incident  at  the  trial)  the  success  of 
the  two  counsel  for  Dr.  Morrison,  in  showing  that  statements 
entirely  contradictory  to  each  other  could  be  fully  proved  from 
Sir  F.  B.  Head's  own  speeches  and  dispatches.  He  said : — 

Mr.  Macdonald,  of  St.  Catharines,  stated  that  Sir  Francis  had  declared  in 
his  speech  at  the  opening  of  the  Parliament,  that  he  knew  of  the  rebellion 
long  before  it  occurred,  and  that  he  was  the  cause  of  it.  Mr.  Boswell,  of 
Cobourg,  admitted  that  Sir  Francis  had  said  he  knew  a  good  deal.  But  the 
Governor  was  very  fond  of  a  fine  style ;  he  liked  rounded  periods,  or,  as  Lord 
Melbourne  had  expressed  it,  "  epigrammic "  flights,  so  well,  that  he  could 
hardly  make  his  pen  write  the  words  of  truth  and  soberness  on  such 
occasions.  Mr.  Boswell  read  several  extracts  from  Sir  Francis'  despatches  to 
Lord  Qlenelg,  which  were  in  direct  opposition  to  the  extracts  read  by  Mr. 
Macdonald.  A  gentleman  whispered  to  me  that  anything  (no  matter  what) 
could  be  proved  from  Sir  Francis'  writings  and  sayings  I  In  reply  to  the 
Attorney-General,  Mr.  Macdonald  said: — That  if  the  suspicion  of  treasonable 
motives  and  doings  in  others,  and  not  informing  or  using  prompt  measures 
to  correct  or  prevent  what  might  follow,  was  treason,  then  Sir  Francis  was 
the  greatest  traitor  in  the  country,  for  he  said  he  knew  all  about  the  pro- 
posed outbreak.  Mr.  Boswell  said,  that  after  Sir  Francis  had  seen  the 
"  Declaration,"  and  had  taken  the  advice  of  the  Attorney-General,  he  had 
sent  a  despatch  to  the  Colonial  Secretary  declaring  that  there  was  nothing 
treasonable  in  the  country ;  that  everything  was  as  it  should  be  !  To 

*  Dr.  Morrison  had  been  a  clerk  in  the  Surveyor-General's  office, — had,  indeed, 
while  there,  collected  materials  for  Dr.  Strachan's  Ecclesiastical  Chart, — but,  with- 
out any  charge,  or  the  slightest  deficiency  in  faithfulness  and  efficiency,  was  dis- 
missed, for  the  simple  reason  that  he  had  become  a  Methodist !  He  then  devoted 
himself  to  the  medical  profession.  He  was  once  elected  to  the  House  of  Assembly 
for  York,  defeating  the  Attorney-General.  He  was  also  once  elected  Mayor  pi 
Toronto.  He  was  the  writer's  [and  the  editor's]  physician  during  life;  died  io 
great  peace,  strong  in  faith,  giving  glory  to  God, — "Epochs  of  Canadian  Method- 
ism," pages  188,  189.— H. 


1838]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  183 

demonstrate  th'is,  he  had  sent  away  all  the  troops.     Thus,  you  see,  the  two 
lawyers  made  poor  Sir  Francis  prove  everything. 

The  jury  returned  with  a  verdict  of  ''not  guilty,"  which  caused  great 
cheering,  which  could  not  be  suppressed  for  some  time.  Several  of  the  jury- 
were  warm  Tories,  but  they  acquitted  the  Doctor. 

In  another  letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  his  brother  John  gives  an 
account  of  the  efforts  made  to  induce  Sir  George  Arthur,  the 
new  Governor,  to  commute  the  sentence  of  Lount  and  Mathews. 
He  says : — 

I  have  signed  a  petition  for  the  mitigation  of  Lount  and  Mathews'  punish- 
ment, as  did  Brother  William.-  I  have  just  seen  Rev.  James  Richardson, 
who  has  been  with  Lount  and  Mathews.  Mathews  professed  to  have  found 
peace.  Lount  is  earnestly  seeking.  A  good  deal  of  ieeling  has  been  excited 
respecting  the  execution  of  these  unfortunate  men.  A  petition  signed  by 
4,000  persons  in  their  behalf  was  presented  to  His  Excellency.  It  was 
agreed  that  Rev.  Mr.  Brough  (Church  of  England  minister  from  Newmarket) 
and  I  should  go  and  present  the  Toronto  petition,  and  that  we  should  seek  a 
private  interview  with  him.  Instead  of  having  a  private  interview,  we  were 
called  into  the  Council  Chamber  in  the  presence  of  the  Executive  Council. 
This  was  rather  embarrassing  to  me,  as  I  did  not  wish  to  say  what  I  had 
intended  to  say  in  the  presence  of  Sir  Francis'  old  Executive  Council.  After 

g resenting  the  petition,  Mr.  Brough  introduced  the  conversation  and  referred 
ir  George  to  me.  I  told  him  that  I  was  extensively  acquainted  with  the 
country, — that  I  had  travelled  lately  through  the  Niagara,  Gore,  Home, 
Newcastle,  Prince  Edward,  and  part  of  the  Midland  Districts, — had  con- 
versed with  a  great  many  persons,  many  of  whom,  even  persons  of  high 
respectability,  and  were  strongly  attached  to  the  interests  of  His  Majesty's 
Government,  and  the  pervading  feeling  was  that  the  severe  penalty  of  the 
law  should  not  be  executed  on  those  victims  of  deception  and  sin.  I  also 
read  an  extract  of  your  last  letter  to  His  Excellency  [p.  185] — relating  to  the 
inexpediency  of  inflicting  severe  punishment  "  in  opposition  to  public  senti- 
ment and  policy,  for  political  offences,"  etc.  After  having  listened  to  me 
very  attentively,  His  Excellency  said,  that  after  the  fullest  consultation  with 
his  Executive,  and  the  most  serious  and  prayerful  consideration  of  this  pain- 
ful matter,  he  had  come  to  the  conclusion  that  Lount  and  Mathews  must  be 
executed. 

I  also  mentioned  to  the  Governor  that  you  and  Rev.  J.  Stinson  had  waited 
on  Sir  Francis  about  four  weeks  previous  to  the  insurrection, — that  you 
informed  him  of  insurrectionary  movements  about  Lloydtown  and  other 
places,  which  you  had  learned  from  me, — that  you  had  strongly  urged  Sir 
Francis  to  raise  volunteers,  and  put  the  city  and  other  places  in  a  state  of 
defence, — that  you  and  I  had  waited  on  the  Attorney-General  next  day,  and 
that  we  had  urged  these  things  on  him  in  a  similar  manner ; — but  that  these 
statements  and  advice  had  been  disregarded,  if  not  disbelieved. 

In  a  subsequent  letter  he  thus  related  the  closing  scene : — 

At  eight  o'clock  to-day,  Thursday,  12th  April,  Lount  and  Mathews  were 
executed.  The  general  feeling  is  in  total  opposition  to  the  execution  of  those 
men.  Sheriff  Jarvis  burst  into  tears  when  he  entered  the  room  to  prepare 
them  for  execution.  They  said  to  him  very  calmly,  "  Mr.  Jarvis,  do  your 
duty;  we  are  prepared  to  meet  death  and  our  Judge."  They  then,  both  of 
them,  put  their  arms  around  his  neck  and  kissed  him.  They  were  then  pre- 
pared for  execution.  They  walked  to  the  gallows  with  entire  composure  and 
firmness  of  step.  Rev.  J.  Richardson  walked  alongside  of  Lount,  and  Dr. 


184  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XXII. 

Beatty  alongside  of  Mathews.  They  ascended  the  scaffold  and  knelt  down 
on  the  drop.  The  ropes  were  adjusted  while  they  were  on  their  knees.  Mr. 
Richardson  engaged  in  prayer ;  and  when  he  came  to  that  part  of  the  Lord's 
Prayer,  "  Forgive  us  our  trespasses,  as  we  forgive  those  that  trespass  against 
us,"  the  drop  fell ! 

In  a  letter  written  to  Dr.  Ryerson  the  next  day,  his  brother 
John  mentioned  a  sad  incident  connected  with  Lount's  trial: 

Lount's  daughter,  a  young  woman,  was  present  when  her  father  was  con- 
demned. It  had  such  an  effect  on  her,  that  she  went  home  and  died 
almost  immediately  afterwards.  These  are  indeed  melancholy  times  ! 

The  evil  effects  upon  the  country  of  the  arbitrary  conduct  of 
Sir  F.  B.  Head,  are  thus  described  in  a  letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson 
from  his  brother  William,  dated  Toronto,  22nd  April : — 

The  very  painful  excitement  caused  by  the  execution  of  Lount  and 
Matthews  has  in  some  degree  subsided,  but  dissatisfaction  with  the  state  of 
things  is,  I  fear,  increasing  from  day  to  day.  Emigration  to  the  States  is 
the  fear  of  the  hour.  It  is  indeed  going  on  to  an  extent  truly  alarming  and 
astonishing.  A  deputation  has  been  sent  from  this  city  to  Washington  to 
negotiate  with  the  American  Government  for  a  tract  of  land  on  which  to 
form  a  settlement  or  colony.  They  have  returned,  and  say  that  they  met 
with  a  most  gracious  reception,  encouragement  and  success  beyond  their 
most  sanguine  expectations.  An  emigration  society  has  been  formed,  em- 
bracing some  of  the  leading  citizens.  Its  object  is  to  commence  a  colony  in 
the  Iowa  Terrritory,  on  the  Mississippi  River.*  A  very  large  class  are 
becoming  uneasy,  and  many  of  the  best  inhabitants  of  the  country,  as  to 
industry  and  enterprise,  are  preparing  to  leave.  My  own  spirit  is  almost 
broken  down.  I  feel,  I  assure  you,  like  leaving  Canada  too,  and  'I  am  not 
alone  in  those  feelings ;  some  of  our  friends  whom  you  would  not  suspect, 
often  feel  quite  as  much  down  in  the  throat  as  I  do.  If  ever  I  felt  the  need 
of  faith,  and  wisdom,  and  patience,  it  is  at  the  present.  I  have  just  returned 
from  visiting  the  prisoners.  After  all,  we  know  but  little  of  the  calamities 
and  miseries  with  which  our  once  happy  land  is  now  afflicted,  and  yet  Sir 
Francis,  the  most  guilty  author  of  this  misery,  escapes  without  punishment ; 
yes,  with  honour  and  praise !  How  mysterious  are  the  ways  ei  Providence 
— how  dark,  crooked,  and  perverse  the  ways  of  man. 

*  This  disposition  to  remove  from  Upper  Canada  to  Iowa  was  not  confined  to 
Toronto  and  its  vicinity.  In  the  following  chapter  the  case  of  a  Mr.  John  Camp- 
bell, M.P.P.  for  Frontenac  county,  is  mentioned.  He  was  on  his  way  to  Iowa 
when  he  saw  and  read  Dr.  Ryerson's  defence  of  Mr.  Bidwell.  The  reading  of  that 
defence  changed  his  plans,  and  he  remained  in  Canada.  (See  page  192.) 


CHAPTER    XXIII. 

1795    1861. 

SKETCH  OF  ME.  WILLIAM  LYON  MACKENZIE. 

fTIHE  story  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  life  would  scarcely  be  complete 
J_  without  giving  some  information  in  regard  to  the  chief 
opponents  whom  he  encountered  in  the  earlier  part  of  his 
career — men  well  known  at  the  time,  but  whose  names  and 
memories  are  now  passing  away. 

With  the  exception  of  Bishop  Strachan,  no  man  came  so 
immediately  in  contact  with  Dr.  Ryerson  in  the  first  years  of 
his  public  life  as  did  Mr.  W.  L.  Mackenzie. 

Mr.  Mackenzie  was  born  in  Scotland,  in  March,  1795.  He 
died  in  Toronto,  on  the  28th  August,  1861,  in  the  67th  year  of 
his  age.  He  came  to  Canada  in  1820,  and  until  1824  was 
engaged  in  mercantile  pursuits.  In  May  of  that  year  he 
entered  public  life,  and  commenced  the  publication  of  the 
Colonial  Advocate  at  Queenston.  From  that  time  until  near 
the  close  of  his  life,  he  maintained  his  connection,  more  or  less, 
with  the  press ;  but  he  was  always  on  the  stormy  sea  of  politics, 
even  when  not  a  journalist.  The  reasons  which  induced  him  to 
enter  public  life  are  thus  given  in  Mr.  Charles  Lindsey's  "  Life 
and  Times  of  Mackenzie,"  page  40.  They  are  in  Mr.  Mackenzie's 
own  words,  and  were  written  some  time  after  the  rebellion  of 
1837-8  :— 

I  had  long  seen  the  country  in  the  hands  of  a  few  shrewd,  crafty,  Covetous 
men,  under  whose  management  one  of  the  most  lovely,  desirable  sections  of 
America  remained  a  comparative  desert.  The  most  obvious  public  improve- 
ments were  stayed;  dissension  was  created  among  classes;  citizens  were 
banished  and  imprisoned  [Gourley,  Beardsley,  etc.]  in  defiance  of  all  law;  the 
people  had  been  forbidden,  under  severe  pains  and  penalties,  from  meeting 
anywhere  to  petition  for  justice;  large  estates  were  wrested  from  their 
owners  in  utter  contempt  of  even  the  forms  of  the  courts ;  the  Church  of 
England,  the  adherents  of  which  were  few,  monopolized  as  much  of  the  lands 
of  the  Colony  as  all  the  religious  houses  and  dignitaries  of  the  Roman 
Catholic  Church  had  had  the  control  of  in  Scotland  at  the  era  of  the 
Reformation.  Other  sects  were  treated  with  contempt,  and  scarcely  tolerated; 
a  sordid  band  of  land-jobbers  grasped  the  soil  as  their  patrimony,  and  with 
a  few  leading  officials,  who  divided  the  public  revenue  among  themselves, 
formed  "the  family  compact,"  and  were  the  avowed  enemies  of  common 


186  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XXIII. 

schools,  of  civil  and  religious  liberty,  of  all  legislative  or  other  checks  to 
their  own  will.  Other  men  had  opposed  and  been  converted  by  them.  At 
nine-and-twenty  I  might  have  united  with  them,  but  chose  rather  to  join 
the  oppressed ;  nor  have  I  ever  regretted  that  choice,  or  wavered  from  the 
object  of  my  early  pursuit.  So  far  as  I,  or  any  other  professed  reformer,  was 
concerned  in  inviting  citizens  of  [the  United  States]  to  interfere  in  Canadian 
affairs,  there  was  culpable  error.  So  far  as  any  of  us,  at  any  time,  may  have 
supposed  that  the  cause  of  freedom  would  be  advanced  by  adding  the 
Canadas  to  [that]  confederation,  we  were  under  the  merest  delusion.  Mr. 
Lindsey  adds : — In  some  respects  the  condition  of  the  Province  was  worse 
than  Mr.  Mackenzie  described  it.  He  dealt  only  with  its  political  condition. 

With  a  Scotchman's  idea  of  justice  and  freedom,  he  felt  a 
longing  desire  to  right  the  wrongs  which  he  saw  everywhere 
around  him.  This,  therefore,  constituted,  as  he  believed,  his 
mission  as  a  public  man  in  Canada,  and  it  furnishes  for  us  the 
key  to  his  life  and  character. 

Mr.  Mackenzie  was  a  political  pessimist.  He  looked  upon 
every  abuse  which  he  attacked,  with  a  somewhat  severe,  if  not 
a  jaundiced,  eye.  Every  evil  which  he  discovered  was,  in  his 
estimation,  truly  an  evil ;  and  all  evils  were  about  of  equal 
magnitude.  Besides,  in  attacking  an  evil  or  an  abuse,  he  did 
not  fail  to  attack  the  perpetrator  or  upholder  of  it  also,  and 
that,  too,  with  a  strength  of  invective,  or  of  cutting  sarcasm, 
which  brought  every  foible,  and  weakness  of  his,  and  even  those 
of  his  father  before  him,  vividly  into  view.  This  was  the  balef u 
secret  of  his  strength  as  an  assailant ;  but  this,  too,  caused  him 
to  be  regarded  by  his  victims  with  intense  dislike,  bordering  on 
hatred.  This  style  of  attack,  on  the  part  of  Mr.  Mackenzie,  did 
not  necessarily  arise  from  anything  like  vindictiveness,  but 
rather  from  a  keen  sense  of  dislike  to  what  he  conceived  to  be 
wrong  in  the  thing  he  was  attacking. 

In  1849  (12  years  after  the  rebellion),  Mr.  Mackenzie,  in  a 
letter  to  Earl  Grey,  used  the  following  remarkable  language : — 

A  course  of  careful  observation  during  the  last  eleven  years  has  fully 
satisfied  me  that,  had  the  violent  movements  in  which  I  and  many  others 
were  engaged  on  both  sides  of  the  Niagara  proved  successful,  that  success 
would  have  deeply  injured  the  people  of  Canada,  whom  I  then  believed  I 
was  serving  at  great  risks.  .  .  I  have  long  been  sensible  of  the  errors 
committed  during  that  period.  .  .  No  punishment  that  power  could 
inflict  or  nature  sustain,  would  have  equalled  the  regrets  I  have  felt  on 
account  of  much  that  I  did,  said,  wrote,  and  published ;  but  the  past  cannot 
be  recalled.  .  .  There  is  not  a  living  man  on  the  continent  who  more 
sincerely  desires  that  British  Government  in  Canada  may  long  continue,  etc. 
Page  291,  292. 

No  man  was  more  unselfish  than  Mr.  Mackenzie.  He  would 
rather  suffer  extreme  hardship  than  accept  a  doubtful  favour. 
Even  in  regard  to  kindly  and  reasonable  offers  of  help,  he  was 
morbidly  sensitive  (as  mentioned  on  page  298  of  his  "  Life  and 
Times  ") ;  and  yet,  looking  at  the  conduct  of  many  men  in  like 


1795-1861]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  187 

circumstances,  he  deserved  commendation  rather  than  censure 
for  his  extreme  conscientiousness. 

Mr.  Mackenzie  did  the  State  good  service  in  many  things. 
His  investigations  into  the  affairs  of  the  Welland  Canal  were 
highly  valuable  to  the  country,  greatly  aided  as  he  was  by  Mr. 
(now,  Sir)  Francis  Hincks  as  chief  accountant.  His  inquiries 
in  regard  to  the  Post  Office  and  Prison  management  were  also 
useful.  Besides,  he  advocated  many  important  reforms  which 
were  afterwards  carried  out.  Mr.  Mackenzie  was  the  first 
Mayor  of  Toronto. 

Towards  the  close  of  his  life  he  and  Dr.  Ryerson  were  not  on 
unfriendly  terms ;  and  when  in  1852,  as  a  member  of  the  Legis- 
lature he  instituted  an  inquiry  into  the  management  of  the 
Educational  Depository,  he  expressed  himself  satisfied  with 
its  usefulness.*  At  a  later  period  when  (Rev.)  Mr.  John  C, 
Geikie-f- — then  a  bookseller  in  Toronto — commenced  his  attack 
upon  the  Depository  in  1858,  Mr.  Mackenzie  thus  rebuked 
him  in  his  Weekly  Message  of  April  9th,  of  that  year : — 

At  one  time  we  thought  with  the  redoubtable  Qeikie  that  Dr.  Ryerson's 
book  concern  was  a  monopoly,  but  a  more  thorough  inquiry  induced  us  to 
change  that  opinion.  We  found  that  great  benefits  were  obtained  for  the 
townships,  the  country  schools,  and  general  education  through  Dr.  Ryerson's 
plan  which  could  in  no  other  way  be  conferred  upon  them,  etc. 

Dr.  Ryerson,  on  his  part,  felt  kindly  towards  Mr.  Mackenzie. 
He  mentioned  to  the  Editor  of  this  book  near  the  close  of  the 
year  1860,  that  on  the  ensuing  New  Year's  day  he  (Dr.  Ryerson) 
would  call  upon  and  shake  hands  with  his  old  antagonist,  and 
wish  him  a  "  Happy  New  Year." 

*  Mr.  Mackenzie  frequently  visited  the  Educational  Depository  to  make  in- 
quiries, etc.  The  Editor  of  this  book  had  frequent  conversations  with  him  on  the 
subject,  and  explained  to  him  the  details  of  management.  He  was  pleased  to 
know  that  through  the  agency  of  the  Depository  thousands  of  volumes  of  good 
books  were  being  yearly  sent  out  to  the  schools. 

t  Now  the  Rev.  Dr.  Cunningham  Geikie,  of  England,  and  author  of  the  "Life 
and  Words  of  Christ,"  and  other  valuable  books.  He  declined  the  use  of  the  title 
of  reverend  in  his  controversy  with  Dr.  Ryerson. 


CHAPTER  XXIV. 

1838. 

DEFENCE  OF  THE  HON.  MARSHALL  SPRING  BID  WELL. 

FROM  various  papers  and  letters  left  by  Dr.  Ryerson,  I  have 
compiled  the  following  statement  in  regard  to  his  memor- 
able defence  of  the  Hon.  M.  S.  Bidwell,  in  1838.  I  have  used 
Dr.  Ryerson's  own  words  throughout,  only  varying  them  when 
the  sense,  or  the  construction,  or  condensation  of  a  sentence, 
required  it.  He  said  : — 

On  Dr.  Duncombe's  return  to  Canada,  I  believe  the  conspiracy 
was  commenced  by  him,  Mr  Win.  Lyon  Mackenzie,  and  others, 
with  a  view  to  accomplish  their  objects  by  rebellion;  but  in  which 
the  great  body  of  Reformers  took  no  part  except  to  supress  it. 
I  had  warned  them  that  Mr.  Mackenzie's  proceedings  would 
result  in  rebellion.  I  afterwards  received  the  thanks  of  great 
numbers  of  Reformers  for  having  by  my  warnings  and  counsels 
saved  them  and  their  families  from  being  involved  in  the  conse- 
quences of  the  rebellion.  I  was  so  odious  to  Mr.  Mackenzie 
and  his  fellow  rebels,  that  they  determined  to  hang  me  on 
the  first  tree  could  they  get  hold  of  me.  Of  this,  I  had  proof 
from  one  of  themselves ;  yet  I  afterwards  succeeded  by  my 
representations  and  appeals,  to  get  several  of  them  out  of  prison. 
My  brother  John,  who  was  then  in  Toronto,  presented  to  Gover- 
nor Arthur  and  advocated  a  largely  signed  petition  against  the 
execution  of  Lount  and  Matthews.  He  also  read  a  letter  from  me 
(then  a  stationed  minister  in  Kingston)  against  their  execution, 
and  on  the  impolicy  of  capital  punishment  for  political  offences. 

After  the  suppression  of  the  rebellion — in  the  putting  down 
of  which  the  great  body  of  the  Reformers  joined  —  the  lead- 
ers of  the  dominant  party  sought,  nevertheless,  to  hold  the 
entire  party  of  the  Reformers  responsible  for  that  rebellion,  and 
to  proscribe  and  put  them  down  accordingly.  The  first  step  in 
this  process  of  proscription  was  the  ostracism  of  Mr.  M.  S. 
Bidwell,  an  able  and  prudent  politician, '  and  a  gentleman  who 
took  a  high  place  in  the  legal  profession.  * 

*  According  to  the  books  of  the  Law  Society,  Mr.  Bidwell  commenced  his  legal 
itudiea  in  Kingston,  the  14th  March,  1816,  in  the  office  of  Mr.  Daniel  Washburn, 


1838]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  18U 


During  my  stay  in  England,  from  December,  1835,  to  April, 
1837, 1  had  many  conversations  with  Lord  Glenelg,  Sir  George 
Grey,  and  Sir  James  Stephen  (Under  Secretaries),  on  the  Gov- 
ernment of  Canada,  shewing  them  that  the  foundation  of  our 
Government  was  too  narrow,  like  an  inverted  pyramid,  con- 
ferring the  appointments  to  all  offices,  civil,  military,  judicial, 
to  one  party — excluding  all  others,  however  respectable  and 
competent,  as  if  they  were  enemies,  and  even  aliens.  I 
mentioned  that  not  one  member  of  the  Reform  party,  (which 
had  commanded  for  years  a  majority  in  the  House  of  Assembly) 
had  ever  been  appointed  to  the  Bench,  though  there  were  several 
of  them  able  lawyers,  such  as  Bid  well,  Rolph,  etc.  (Page  169.) 

Lord  Glenelg,  in  a  despatch,  directed  Sir  F.  B.  Head  to  appoint 
Mr.  Bid  well  to  a  judgeship  on  the  first  vacancy.  Sir  F.  Head 
refused  to  do  so,  for  which  he  was  recalled,  and  Sir  George 
Arthur  was  appointed  in  his  place.  In  the  meantime  the  House 
of  Assembly  was  dissolved  by  Sir  Francis,  and  a  general 
election  ordered.  I  had  warned  the  public  against  Mr.  Mac- 
kenzie's doings  in  converting  constitutional  reform  into  repub- 
lican revolution,  in  consequence  of  which  he  attacked  me 
furiously.  Peter  Perry,  in  the  parliamentary  session  of  1836, 
attacked  me  also,  and  defended  Mr.  Mackenzie  in  a  long  speech. 
This  speech  reached  me  in  England.  I  sat  down  and  wrote  a 
letter  in  reply,  which  reached  Canada,  and  was  published 
there  on  the  eve  of  the  elections,  of  which  I  then  knew  nothing. 
The  constitutional  party  in  Lennox  and  Addington  had  my 
letter  printed  by  thousands,  in  the  form  of  a  large  handbill, 
headed :  "  Peter  Perry  Picked  to  Pieces  by  Egerton  Ryerson. ' 
Although  Mr.  Bidwell  took  no  part  in  the  controversy,  he  was 
on  the  same  electoral  ticket  with  Mr.  Perry,  and  both  were 
defeated.  * 

and  completed  them  in  the  office  of  Mr.  Daniel  Hagerman,  of  Ernestown.     He  was 
admitted  as  a  barrister-at-law  in  April,  1821. 

Mr.  Bidwell  was  first  elected  to  the  House  of  Assembly  in  1824  ;  re-elected  and 
chosen  Speaker  in  1828.  On  the  death  of  George  IV.,  in  1830,  a  new  general 
election  took  place,  when  the  Reform  party  were  reduced  to  a  minority,  and  Mr. 
Bidwell  was  not  re-elected  Speaker  ;  but  he  greatly  distinguished  himself  in  the 
debates  of  the  House.  In  1834,  a  new  general  election  took  place  ;  a  large 
majority  of  Reformers  were  returned,  and  Mr.  Bidwell  was  again  elected  Spf  aker. 
In  May,  1836,  Sir  F.  B.  Head  dissolved  the  House  of  Assembly,  and  Mr.  Bidwell 
and  his  colleague,  the  late  Peter  Perry,  were  defeated  in  the  united  counties  of 
Lennox  and  Addington,  which  Mr.  Bidwell  had  represented  in  Parliament  during 
twelve  years.  From  that  time  (May,  1836)  Mr.  Bidwell  never  attended  a  political 
meeting,  or  took  any  part  in  politics. 

*  AJ  stated  by  Dr.  Ryerson,  in  the  above  note,  Mr.  Bidwell  took  no  part 
in  politics  after  his  political  defeat  in  May,  1836.  In  a  note  to  Mr.  W.  L.  Mac-' 
kenzie,  dated  August  3rd,  1837,  Mr.  Bidwell  said  :  Having  learned  from  the  Con- 
titution  of  yesterday  that  I  was  chosen  as  a  delegate  to  a  Provincial  Convention, 
I  think  it  right  without  delay  to  inform  you  .  .  that  I  must  be  excused  from 
undertaking  the  duties  of  that  appointment.  .  .  I  cannot  but  regret  that  my  name 


190  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XXIV. 

The  Radical  party  being  defeated  at  the  polls,  its  leaders : 
Mr.  Wm.  L.  Mackenzie,  Dr.  Charles  Buncombe,  and  many 
others,  sought  to  accomplish  by  force  of  arms  what  they  had 
failed  to  accomplish  by  popular  elections;  the  rebellion  of 
1836-7  was  the  result.  As  Mr.  Bid  well  was  known  to  be  the 
intimate  friend  of  Dr.  Rolph,  and  as  Dr.  Rolph  was  thought  to 
be  implicated  in  the  rebellion,  it  was  assumed  by  Sir  F.  Head 
that  Mr.  Bidwell  was  concerned  in  it  also.  But  this  was 
perfectly  untrue.  Besides,  Mr.  Bidwell  entertained  the  strongest 
views  that  not  a  drop  of  blood  should  be  shed  to  obtain  the 
civil  freedom  of  a  country — that  only  moral  suasion  and  public 
opinion  should  be  employed  for  such  purposes. 

Sir  F.  Head  thought  that  now  was  the  opportunity  to 
revenge  himself  alike  upon  Lord  Glenelg  and  the  Whig  Gov- 
ernment, which  had  ordered  him  to  appoint  Mr.  Bidwell  to  a 
judgeship,  and  also  upon  Mr.  Bidwell  as  a  former  leader  of  the 
Reform  party  who  had  opposed  him.  Mr.  Bidwell's  letters 
having  reached  the  Governor,  he  sent  for  that  gentleman. 
What  transpired  is  thus  related  by  Mr.  Bidwell,  in  a  letter 
written  to  me  some  time  afterwards : — 

Sir  Francis  assured  me  that  the  letters  had  been  sent  to  him  without  his 
orders,  and  that  he  never  would  allow  my  letters  to  be  opened.  I  asked  him 
to  open  them,  as  I  did  not  wish  to  have  any  suspicions  about  them  indulged 
afterwards  ;  but  he  refused  to  do  it,  and  said  he  had  too  much  respect  for  me 
to  allow  it.  Indeed,  on  the  Wednesday  previously,  I  expressly  informed  the 
Attorney-General  of  my  own  anxiety,  (and  that  I  was  willing)  to  undergo  the 
most  full  and  unreserved  examination,  and  to  let  all  my  papers  be  examined. 

The  terms  of  my  note  of  the  8th  December — the  evening  of  the  day  of 
the  interview — were  dictated,  or  at  least,  suggested  to  me  by  Sir  Francis, 
and  referred  particularly  to  his  expressions  of  personal  regard.  The  object 
of  drawing  such  a  note  from  me  is  now  apparent — but  I  was  not  then  aware 
that  he  had  received  orders  from  Lord  Glenelg  to  make  me  a  Judge. 

Before  leaving  Toronto  (as  he  intimates),  and  after  his  arrival 
at  Lewiston,  Mr.  Bidwell  wrote  to  Sir  F.  Head  (December  1 1  th, 
1837),  protesting  his  innocence  and  against  the  injustice  of  the 
means  used  to  compel  him  to  leave  his  country. 

The  conclusion  of  Mr.  Bidwell's  note  from  Toronto  is  as 
follows : 

J  am  confident  .  .  that  the  investigations,  which  will  now  of  course 
be  made,  will  fully  remove  those  suspicions  from  the  mind  of  your  Excel- 

should  have  been  used  without  my  consent,  or  previous  knowledge,  by  which  I  am 
driven  to  the  disagreeable  necessity  of  thus  publicly  de  dining  [the]  appointment, 
etc.  In  the  Guardian  of  27th  September,  where  this  letter  appears,  it  is  stated 
that  Mr.  Mackenzie  did  not  publish  it  in  the  Constitution  until  the  20th  Septem- 
ber— six  weeks  after  he  had  received  it. 

'  In  a  letter  from  Mr.  Bidwell,  dated,  the  80th  April,  1837,  to  Dr.  O'Callaghan, 
of  Montreal,  he  said:  Retired  from  public  life,  probably  for  ever;  I  still  look 
with  the  deepest  sympathy  on  the  efforts  of  those  who  are  actively  contending  for 
the  great  principles  of  liberty,  and  good  government,  etc. — "Political  History  of 
Canada,  1840—1855,  by  Sir  Francis  Hincks,  1877,  page  7." 


1833]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  191 

lency,  and  will  prove  that  I  had  also  no  knowledge  or  expectation  that  any 
such  attempt  [i.  e.  insurrectionary  movement]  was  in  contemplation. 

To  accomplish  his  revengeful  purpose,  however,  Sir  F.  Head 
wrote  or  inspired  an  editorial  to  the  Toronto  Patriot  news- 
paper (then  the  organ  of  his  Government)  stating  that  as  Mr. 
Bidwell  had  left  the  country,  under  circumstances  that  proved 
his  consciousness  of  guilt,  it  was  therefore  the  duty  of  the 
Benchers  of  the  Law  Society  to  erase  his  name  from  their 
rolls. 

I  was  then  stationed  at  Kingston.  When  I  saw  the  editorial 
in  the  Patriot,  I  at  once  recognized  Sir  F.  Head's  hand  in  it,  and 
was  horror-struck  at  the  idea  of  a  man  being  exiled  from  his 
country,  and  then  deprived  of  his  professional  character  and 
privileges  without  a  trial !  I  passed  a  sleepless  night. 

The  late  Mr.  Henry  Cassidy  was  then  mayor  of  Kingston ; 
a  staunch  Churchman  and  Conservative.  His  wife  was  a 
relative  of  mine,  so  a  sort  of  family  intimacy  existed  between 
us.  Mr.  Cassidy  had  been  a  student  in  Mr.  Bidwell's  law-office 
and  was  now  his  law  agent.  Mr.  Bidwell  enclosed  to  Mr.  Cassidy 
the  correspondence  which  had  taken  place  between  himself  and 
Sir  F.  Head  and  Attorney-General  Hagerman,  and  Mr.  Cassicly 
had  shown  it  to  me.  The  morning  after  I  saw  the  article  in 
the  Patriot,  proposing  the  erasure  of  Mr.  Bidwell's  name  from 
the  books  of  the  Law  Society,  I  went  to  Mr.  Cassidy,  saying 
that  I  had  not  closed  my  eyes  all  night,  in  consequence  of  Sir 
F.  Head's  article  in  the  Patriot ;  that  I  was  the  only  person  < 
besides  himself  who  knew  the  facts  of  the  case,  and  though  I 
had  been  assailed  by  the  newspapers  of  the  party  with  which 
Mr.  Bidwell  had  been  connected,  I  felt  it  in  my  heart  to  prevent 
a  gross  act  of  injustice  and  cruelty  being  inflicted  upon  a  man, 
in  his  absence  and  helplessness,  who  had  introduced  and  carried 
through  our  Legislature  the  laws  by  which  the  different  reli- 
gious denominations  held  their  Church  property,  and  their 
ministers  solemnized  matrimony.  I  asked  Mr.  Cassidy  if  he 
would  allow  me  the  use  of  the  letters  which  Mr.  Bidwell  had 
enclosed  to  him,  justifying  his  own  innocence,  and  showing  the 
injustice  done  him  by  the  misstatements  of  Sir  F.  Head.  After 
some  hours  of  deliberation,  Mr.  Cassidy  consented.  I  sat  down, 
and  over  the  signature  of  "  A  United  Empire  Loyalist,"  I 
detailed  the  case,  introducing  as  proofs  of  Mr.  Bidwell's  inno- 
cence the  injustice  proposed  to  be  inflicted  upon  him,  referring 
to  Mr.  Attorney-General  Hagerman's  own  letter,  and  appealing 
to  the  Law  Society,  and  the  country  at  large,  against  such 
injustice  and  against  such  violation  of  the  rights  of  a  British 
subject.  I  got  a  friend  to  copy  my  communication,  so  as  not 


192  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XXIV. 

to  excite  suspicion.*  It  was  the  first  article  that  had  appeared 
in  the  public  press  after  the  rebellion,  breathing  the  spirit  of 
freedom,  and  advocating  British  constitutional  rights  against 
illegal  oppression.f 

The  effect  of  this  article  upon  the  public  mind  was  very 
remarkable.  As  an  example,  Mr.  John  Campbell,  member  of  the 
Legislative  Assembly  for  the  County  of  Frontenac,  despairing 
of  the  liberties  of  the  country  under  the  "  tory  "  oppression  of 
the  day,  determined  to  sell  his  property  for  whatever  it  might 
bring,  and  remove  to  the  States.  He  was  on  a  steamboat  on  Lake 
Ontario,  on  his  way  to  the  Territory  of  Iowa  to  buy  land  and 
settle  there,  when  the  newspaper  containing  my  communication 
fell  into  his  hands  ;  he  read  it,  rose  up  and  said  that  as  long  as 
there  was'a  man  in  Canada  who  could  write  in  that  way  there 
was  hope  for  the  country.  He  returned  home,  resumed  his 
business,  and  lived  and  died  in  Canada. 

The  Attorney- General  was  annoyed  at  the  publication  of  his 
letter  to  Mr.  Bid  well,  and  attempted  a  justification  of  his  conduct, 
At  the  conclusion  of  a  letter  to  me,  he  said  that  I  had  con- 
cealed my  name  for  fear  of  the  legal  consequences  of  my 
seditious  paper.  I  at  once  sat  down  and  wrote  the  most  argu- 

*  Sir  Alexander  Campbell,  now  Minister  of  Justice,  in  a  note  to  the  Editor, 
thus  explains  this  circumstance : — In  the  winter  of  1837-38,  I  was  a  student-at- 
law,  and  a  resident  of  Kingston.  Dr.  Ryerson  was  then  the  Methodist  minister 
in  charge  of  the  only  congregation  of  that  body  in  town.  The  rebellion  of  1837-8, 
had  led  to  excited,  and  very  bitter  feelings — arrests  had  been  frequent ;  and  it 
was  not  prudent  for  any  one  to  try  to  palliate  the  deeds  of  the  rebels,  or  to  seek 
'to  lessen  the  odium  which  covered  their  real,  or  even  supposed  allies  and  friends. 
Dr.  Ryerson,  however,  desired  to  bring  out  the  facts  connected  with  Mr.  Bidwell's 
banishment,  and  to  change  the  current  of  public  feeling  on  the  subject — but  it 
was  not  wise  to  send  letters  to  the  press  in  his  own  handwriting,  or  in  any  other 
way  suffer  it  to  become  known  that  he  was  the  author  of  the  letters  in  defence  of 
Mr.  Bidwell.  Under  these  circumstances  he  asked  me  to  copy  them,  and  take 
them  to  the  Herald  office — then  the  most  liberal  paper  in  Upper  Canada.  I  was 
proud  of  the  confidence  placed  in  me,  and  copied  the  several  letters,  and  went 
with  them  to  the  publisher.  The  letters  were  signed  in  words  which  I  have  not 
since  seen,  but  which  remain  impressed  upon  my  memory,  and  which  were  as 
follows : — 

"  I  am  Sir,  by  parental  instruction  and  example,  by  personal  feeling  and  exer- 
tion, 

A  UNITED  EMPIRE  LOYALIST  " 

The  letters  constituted  an  eloquent  defence  of  Mr.  Bidwell,  who  certainly  took 
no  part  in  the  counsels  of  those  who  were  afterwards  engaged  in  the  rebellion, 
when  it  became  evident  that  they  intended  to  push  matters  to  extremes. 

The  incident  made  a  great  impression  on  me  at  the  time,  and  was  the  beginning 
of  a  friendship  with  which  Dr.  Ryerson  honoured  me,  and  which  ended  only  with 
his  life. 

A.  CAMPBELL. 

Ottawa,  29th  December,  1882. 

t  The  defence  was  afterwards  reprinted  in  a  pamphlet  on  the  10th  of  May,  1838, 
with  the  following  title:  "The  Cause  and  Circumstances  of  Mr.  Bidwell's  Banish- 
ment by  Sir  F.  B.  Head,  correctly  stated  and  proved  by  A  United  Empire 
Loyalist."  Kingston,  1838,  pp.  16. 


1838]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  193 

mentative  paper  that  I  ever  penned  (and  for  the  recovery 
of  which  I  afterwards  offered  five  pounds,  but  without 
success),  reducing  the  questions  to  a  series  of  mathematical 
propositions,  and  demonstrating  in  each  case  from  the  Attorney- 
General's  own  data,  that  my  conclusions  were  true,  and  his 
absurd.  I  concluded  by  defying  his  legal  threat  of  prosecution, 
and  signed  my  name  to  the  letter. 

The  effect  of  my  reply  to  Mr.  Attorney-General  Hagerman 
was  marvellous  in  weakening  the  influence  of  the  first  law 
adviser  of  the  Crown,  and  in  reviving  the  confidence  of  the 
friends  of  liberal  constitutional  government.* 

Subsequently,  (in  June,  1838),  I  received  a  letter  from  Mr. 
Hagerman,  in  which  he  stated  that  in  my  observations  on  Mr. 
Bidwell's  case  I  had  made  assertions  that  impeached  his  char- 
acter, and  desired  me  to  inform  him  on  what  evidence  I  had 
based  my  statements.  He  said : — 

The  first  assertion  is  that  I  was  the  author  of  certain  remarks  published 
under  the  editorial  head  of  the  Patriot  newspaper  of  this  city,  injurious  to 
the  reputation  of  Mr.  Bidwell.  .  .  The  second  statement  is  that  I 
desired  to  procure  his  expulsion  from  the  Province,  because  he  had  been 
preferred  to  me  for  the  office  of  judge. 

My  reply  to  Mr.  Hagerman  was  brief  and  to  the  point : 
I  beg  to  say,  in  reply  to  your  letter,  that  I  am  not  conscious  of  having 
made  either  of  the  assertions  which,  you  have  been  pleased  to  attribute  to  me. 

I  think  it  only  just  to  the  late  Mr.  Hagerman  to  add,  that  the 
sharp  discussions  between  him  and  me  did  not  chill  the  friend- 
liness, and  even  pleasantness,  of  our  personal  intercourse  after- 
wards; and  I  believe  few  men  would  have  more  heartily 
welcomed  Mr.  Bidwell's  return  to  Canada  than  Mr.  Justice 

*  Some  time  after  Sir  George  Arthur's  arrival  as  Governor,  he  sent  for  me,  and 
stated  that  his  object  in  doing  so  was  to  request  me,  for  the  sake  of  the  Govern- 
ment and  the  country,  to  withdraw  the  letter  I  had  written  in  answer  to  Attor- 
ney-General Hagerman;  that  it  greatly  weakened  the  Government;  that  my  power 
of  argumentation  was  prodigious,  but  he  believed  I  was  mistaken ;  that  Mr.  Bid- 
well  had  called  to  pay  his  respects  to  t'fa  at  Albany,  on  his  way  to  Canada ;  and 
that  he  (Sir  George)  believed  Mr,  Bidwell  was  guilty,  as  far  as  a  man  of  his  caution 
and  knowledge  could  be  concerned  in  the  rebellion;  and  though  my  argument  on  his 
behalf  seemed  to  be  irresistible,  he  believed  I  was  wrong,  and  that  the  withdrawal 
of  my  letter  would  be  a  great  help  to  the  Government.  I  replied  that  my  weekly 
editorials  in  the  Christian  Guardian  (of  which  1  had  consented  to  be  re-elected 
Editor)  showed  that  I  was  anxious  to  suppress  the  factious  and  party  hatreds  of  the 
day,  aiid  to  place  the  Government  upon  a  broad  foundation  of  loyalty  and  justice; 
that  what  I  had  written  in  the  case  of  Mr.  Bidwell  had  been  written  by  me  as  an 
individual  and  not  as  the  editor  of  the  organ  of  a  religious  body,  and  had  been 
written  from  the  firm  conviction  of  Mr.  Bidwell's  innocence,  and  that  his  case 
involved  the  fundamental  and  essential  rights  of  every  British  subject;  and  that, 
however  anxious  I  was  to  meet  His  Excellency's  wishes,  I  could  not  withdraw  my 
letter.  I  then  bowed  myself  out  from  the  presence  of  Sir  George,  who,  from 
that  hour  became  my  enemy,  and  afterwards  warned  Lord  Sydenham  against  me 
as  "  a  dangerous  man,"  as  Lord  Sydenham  laughingly  told  me  the  last  evening  I 
spent  with  him  in  Montreal,  at  his  request,  and  before  his  lamented  death. 

13 


194  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XXIV. 

Hagerman  himself.  Mr.  Hagerman  was  a  man  of  generous 
impulses.  He  was  a  variable  speaker,  but  at  times  his  every 
gesture  was  eloquent,  his  intonations  of  voice  were  truly 
musical,  and  almost  every  sentence  was  a  gem  of  beauty. 

The  discussion  ended  there ;  but  no  proposal  was  ever  made 
to,  much  less  entertained  by,  the  Law  Society  to  erase  Mr. 
Bidwell's  name  from  its  rolls. 

Mr.  Bidwell's  case  did  not,  however,  end  here.  In  1842,  on 
the  recommendation  of  Hon.  Robert  Baldwin,  any  promise  given 
by  Mr.  Bidwell  not  to  return  to  Canada — of  which  no  record 
was  found  in  any  of  the  Government  offices — was  revoked,  in 
1843,  by  the  Governor-General  (Lord  Metcalfe).  Mr.  Bidwell 
was  also  strongly  urged  to  come  back,  and  a  promise  was  given 
to  him  by  the  authority  of  the  Governor-General  that  all  of  his 
former  rights  and  privileges  would  be  restored  to  him,  with  a 
view  to  his  elevation  to  the  Bench.  He,  however,  declined  to 
return.  Again,  some  years  afterwards,  when  Sir  W.  B.  Richards 
was  Attorney-General,  he  was  authorized  to  offer  Mr.  Bidwell 
the  position  of  Commissioner  to  revise  our  Statute  Law.  He 
declined  that  offer  also. 

In  conversation,  in  1872,  with  Sir  John  Macdonald  in  relation 
to  Mr.  Bidwell's  early  life,  Sir  John  informed  me  that  some  years 
before,  he  himself  had,  while  in  New  York,  solicited  Mr.  Bidwell 
to  return  to  Canada,  but  without  success.  Sir  John  said  that 
he  had  done  so,  not  merely  on  his  own  account  (as  he  had 
always  loved  Mr.  Bidwell,  and  did  not  believe  that  he  had  any 
connection  whatever  with  the  rebellion),  but  because  he  believed 
that  he  represented  the  wishes  of  his  political  friends,  as  well 
as  those  of  the  people  of  Canada  generally. 

Mr.  Bidwell  was  an  earnest  Christian.  He  was  also  a  charm- 
ing companion.  A  few  weeks  before  his  lamented  decease,  he 
visited  his  relatives  and  friends  in  Canada,  spent  a  Sabbath  in 
Toronto,  occupying  a  seat  in  my  pew  in  the  Metropolitan 
Church.  While  here  he  presented  me  with  a  beautiful  likeness 
of  himself  on  ivory.  I  have  placed  it  in  the  Canadian  room  of 
our  Departmental  Museum.  I  little  thought  it  was  my  last 
meeting  with  him,  as  I  had  long  anticipated  and  often  intended 
to  visit  him  in  New  York,  where  he  promised  to  narrate  to  me 
many  incidents  of  men  and  things  in  the  Canada  of  former 
years,  which  had  not  come  to  my  knowledge,  or  which  I  had 
forgotten.  A  suitable  monument  would  be  an  appropriate 
tribute  to  his  memory  by  our  Legislature  and  country. 

The  following  are  extracts  of  letters  written  to  Dr.  Ryerson, 
by  Mr.  Bidwell,  at  the  dates  mentioned : 
May  2 lit,  1828 — Kingtton. — I  admire  and  fully  approved  of  your  plan  (as 


1838]  THE  STOEY  OF  MY  LIFE.  195 

I  advised  Mr.  H.  C.  Thompson)  of  striking  off  a  large  number  of  copies,  in 
pamphlet  form,  of  your  Keview  of  Archdeacon  Strachan's  Sermon.  (See  page 
68.)  I  have  no  doubt  it  will  be  really  a  great  service  to  the  country  to  do  so. 
Indeed,  I  sincerely  think  that  you  could  not  in  any  other  way  be  instru- 
mental in  promoting  so  much,  the  cause  of  Christ,  as  in.  the  labours  which 
you  have  undertaken.  The  concerns  of  this  Colony,  as  you  see  in  the  news- 
papers, are  attracting  the  attention  of  the  British  Parliament;  and  the 
decided  expression  of  public  opinion  here  at  present  will  outweigh  all  that 
Dr.  Strachan  and  his  junto  can  say  and  do.  My  father  and  I  will  shortly 
give  the  subject  ol  Church  Establishment  in  this  Province,  contended  for  by 
Dr.  Strachan,  a  full  and  careful  examination,  and  communicate  to  you  the 
result. 

January  19th,  1829 — York. — I  rejoice  once  more  to  receive  a  letter 
from  you.  .  .  I  sincerely  thank  you  for  your  congratulations  on  my 
elevation  to  the  Speakership.  I  am  sensible  how  much  I  need  the  prayers 
and  counsels  of  my  friends  in  discharging  the  duties  of  my  station.  I  wish 
Christians  would  reflect  what  important  consequences  may  follow  from  every 
step  taken  by  those  in  public  life,  and  especially  in  the  Legislature.  .  . 
I  send  you  a  copy  of  Wilbur's  Eeference  Bible,  which  I  beg  you  will  accept 
as  a  testimony  of  my  respect  and  friendship. 

March  10th,  1829 — York. — The  Marriage  Bill  has  been  passed,  with 
amendments  made  by  the  Legislative  Council.  The  House  is  about  equally 
divided  on  trying  questions,  so  that  we  often  forbear  attempting  measures 
which  we  would  wish  to  pass.  This  unpleasant  state  of  things  produces 
anxiety,  uncertainty,  and  (worst  of  all)  violent  party  spirit.  I  can  with 
great  truth  declare  that  I  have  received  but  little  satisfaction  in  my  public 
life. 

To  you  and  your  brother  the  Province  owes  a  large  debt  of  gratitude. 
For  one,  I  feel  it  sensibly,  and  wish  most  sincerely  that  we  could  have  the 
benefit  of  your  counsel  in  our  House.  Two  or  three  such  men  would  be  a 
comfort,  a  relief,  a  support,  and  an  assistance,  beyond  what  you  have  any 
idea  of. 

April  6th,  1831 — Kingston. — I  am  very  glad  to  see  your  commendations 
of  the  Attorney-General.*  I  think  they  are  just.  They  are  certainly  politic 
and  seasonable.  Indeed,  I  had  thought  of  hinting  to  you  the  propriety  of 
some  such  notice  of  his  liberality,  etc.  I  was  afraid  otherwise  the  coldness 
of  the  courtiers  towards  him  might  make  him  repent  of  such  liberality.  But 
I  think  that  your  remarks  have  come  at  the  right  time,  and  are  exactly  of 
the  right  sort.* 

June  14th,  1833 —  York. — We  have  heard  with  pleasure  of  your  safe  arrival 
in  England :  and  pleasing  indeed  this  has  been  to  your  many  friends  in  the 
Province,  whose  prayers,  good  wishes,  and  friendly  recollections,  have 
accompanied  you  across  the  Atlantic.  .  .  Mr.  John  Willson,  M.P.P.,  of 
Saltfleet,  has,  within  a  day  or  two,  obtained  from  the  Receiver-General,  on  the 
warrant  of  the  Lieutenant-Governor,  .£600  of  the  public  money,  to  aid  in 
building  chapels,  I  suppose,  for  the  Ryanites.  (See  page  87).  The  fact 
was  mentioned  to  me  privately  this  morning,  but  I  deem  it  so  important  as 
to  justify  and  require  me  to  inform  you  confidentially  of  it,  leaving  it  to 
your  judgment  to  use  the  intelligence  in  the  most  discreet  manner  that  may 
be  consistent  with  the  duty  you  owe  to  liberty  and  religion. 

It  excites  surprise,  pain,  mortification,  indignation,  and  contempt,  to  see 
the  Executive  Government  here  making  unjust  and  invidious  distinctions 
between  His  Majesty's  subjects  in  the  appropriations  of  the  Clergy  Reserves, 
thereby  endeavouring  to  secure  an  unconstitutional  and  corrupt  influence, 
especially  after  Lord  Goderich's  declaration  in  his  despatch  (which  he 

*  These  remarks  will  be  found  on  page  83  of  the  Guardian  of  2nd  April. 


196  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XXIV. 

directed  to  be  published),  that  if  any  preference  was  shown  to  one  denomin- 
ation of  Christians  more  than  another,  it  was  contrary  to  the  policy  of  HU 
Majesty's  Government,  and  against  repeated  instructions  sent  to  the  Govern- 
ment here. 

As  a  Presbyterian  I  lament  the  grant  to  the  Presbytery,  and  will  do  all  I 
can  to  get  it  repealed,  for  I  am  convinced  it  will  do  injury  to  liberty  and 
religion,  and  to  the  very  persons  who  may  wish,  or  wicked  enough,  to  receive 
it.  I  suppose  the  Province  is  indebted  to  Sir  John  Colborne  for  these 
grants.  If  it  is  the  Government  at  home,  it  ought  to  be  known :  if  it  is  not, 
they  ought  not  only  to  remove  Sir  John,  but  also  reform  this  abuse.  Have 
the  Government  ever  given  your  Society  sixpence,  or  even  a  foot  of  land  for 
your  chapels? — although  it  is  the  oldest  and  most  numerous  body  of  the 
kind  in  the  Province ;  is  not  wealthy,  and  has  rendered  the  most  valuable 
services,  and  at  a  time  when  no  other  Church  evinced  the  least  interest  for 
the  religious  instruction  or  the  welfare  of  the  people. 

April  12th,  lS38—New  York.— Your  letter  of  the  23rd  ult  and  its 
enclosure  [the  defence],  I  need  not  say,  have  affected  me  deeply,  too  much, 
indeed,  for  me  to  describe  my  feelings.  I  thank  you  from  the  bottom  of  my 
heart  for  this  instance  of  your  kindness ;  not  less  valued,  certainly,  because 
it  was  unexpected,  not  to  say  undeserved.  If  my  misfortunes  shall  be  the 
means  of  recovering  a  friendship  which  I  formerly  enjoyed  and  always 
prized,  I  shall  feel  not  a  little  reconciled.* 

I  took  the  precaution  some  time  ago,  to  send  to  England  a  plain,  distinct 
statement  of  all  that  had  occurred  between  Sir  Francis  Head  and  myself. 
This  was  transmitted  to  a  friend  to  show  to  Lord  Glenelg.  My  only  object 
was  the  vindication  of  my  character.  I  have  never  had  the  least  expecta- 
tion of  obtaining  justice  or  redress  from  the  Colonial  office.  There  seems  in 
that  department  utter  incapacity.  The  very  persons  they  select  for  the 
Government  of  Upper  Canada  are  enough  to  prove  this  And  yet  I  believe 
that  Lord  Glenelg  is  an  able,  as  well  as  amiable,  devout,  good  man. 

May  15lh,  1838 — New  York. — I  have  received  a  letter  from  the  gentleman 
in  England,  to  whom  I  had  written.  He  had  seen  Lord  Durham,  and  shown 
him  my  letter.  He  expressed  no  opinion  ;  but  the  gentleman  thinks  that 
the  matter  stands  favourably  before  him.  He  has  not  yet  seen  Lord 
Glenelg. 

August  10th,  1839 — New  York. — Mr.  Christopher  Dunkinf  is  very  anxious 

*  This  loss  of  friendship  with  Dr.  Ryerson  may  be  explained  by  the  following 
reference  to  Mr.  Bidwell,  in  a  letter  from  Dr.  Ryerson,  to  his  brother  John,  dated, 
Kingston,  29th  May,  1838  : — From  an  intimate  religious  friend  of  Mr.  Bidwell,  I 
learn  that  during  the  last  few  years  he  had  acted  more  after  a  worldly  policy, 
common  to  politicians,  and  had,  therefore,  partly  laid  himself  open  to  the  censure 
which  he  has  received.  I  am  also  sensible  of  his  prejudices  against  me  of  late 
years,  and  of  the  great  injury  which  I  have  thereby  sustained.  I  had  some  diffi- 
culty to  overcome  my  own  feelings  in  the  first  instance.  But  as  far  as  individual 
feelings  and  interests  are  concerned,  "  it  is  the  glory  of  man  to  pass  over  a  trans- 
gression," generous  as  well  as  just,  as  we  have  received  help  from  Bidwell  himself 
when  wo  could  not  help  ourselves,  and  were  trampled  upon  by  a  desperate  party. 
If  others  had  seen  the  letters  from  Bidwell  to  Mr.  Cassidy,  which  I  have  been 
permitted  to  read,  I  am  sure  the  noble  generosity  of  their  hearts  would  be  excited 
in  all  its  sympathies.  I  do  not  think,  however,  that  he  will  ever  return  to  this 
Province  to  reside.  That  appears  to  be  altogether  out  of  the  question  with  him  ; 
but  that  does  not  alter  the  nature  of  tho  case. 

1  have  replied  to  Mr.  Hagerman  with  calmness,  but  with  deep  feeling.  My 
reply  will  occupy  about  eight  columns  in  to-morrow's  Heralci. 

t  Mr.  Dunkin  afterwards  became  a  nyted  politician,  and  member  of  the  Parlia- 
ment of  United  Canada,  from  1857,  until  Confederation.  He  was  the  promoter 
of  the  "Dunkin  Act."  He  was  one  of  the  contributors  to  the  Monthly  Review, 


1838]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  197 

to  have  the  honour  of  an  introduction  to  you.  I  am  very  happy  to 
be  the  means  of  gratifying  him.  Mr.  Dunkin  was  editor  of  the  Montreal 
Courier,  in  the  latter  part  of  1837,  and  beginning  of  1838.  He  was  after- 
wards appointed  by  Lord  Durham  on  the  Commission  relating  to  education, 
and  has  latterly  resided  in  the  United  States. 

About  the  time  of  Mr.  Bid  well's  defence,  Dr.  Ryerson  also 
wrote  an  explanatory  letter  to  the  Colonial  Office  in  regard  to 
his  excellent  friend,  Hon.  John  H.  Dunn,  the  Receiver-General, 
whose  generous  conduct  towards  the  Upper  Canada  Academy 
is  mentioned  on  page  166*.  In  a  letter  of  acknowledgment 
from  Mr.  Dunn  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  he  said : — 

I  am  very  glad  to  learn  from  your  letter  that  you  have  written  to  Lord 
Glenelg.  It  is  but  just  to  put  His  Lordship  in  possession  of  facts  which 
may  counteract  the  influence  of  misrepresentation,  and  enable  His  Lordship 
to  exercise  his  own  humane  disposition  in  putting  matters  right,  which  have 
been  so  wrong  and  arbitrary  towards  the  individual  Mr.  Bidwell,  whom  you 
have  taken  the  interest  in,  and  trouble,  to  restore  to  his  position  and  his 
country. 

I  feel  exceedingly  obliged  for  the  kind  feeling  which  you  entertain 
towards  me.  Believe  me,  that  you  have  only  done  me  justice  by  mention- 
ing my  name  to  Lord  Glenelg.  I  have  laboured  hard  since  I  have  been  in 
the  Province  to  discharge  my  duty  to  my  God  and  my  Government.  I  have 
entertained  different  opinions  at  times  of  the  u  Powers  here,"  but  they  have 
been  the  dictates  of  an  honest  heart.  I  cannot  guide  my  opinions  to  the 
service  of  any  party.  Whatever  they  may  be,  I  shall  lament  if  they  should 
result  in  any  other  than  for  the  best  interests  and  welfare  of  the  Province 
of  Upper  Canada. 

You  were  so  good  as  to  read  me  your  letter  to  Lord  Glenelg,  on  the  sub- 
ject of  the  late  execution  of  Lount  and  Matthews.  Your  version  too,  of  the 
real  meaning  of  the  representation  which  caused  Sir  Francis  Head  to  compel 
us  to  retire  Irom  the  Executive  Council,  is  so  correct,  that  I  cannot  suggest 
any  amendment ;  besides,  I  am  bound  by  my  oath  not  to  divulge  any  trans- 
action arising  at  the  Council  Board.  I  shall  be  very  happy  to  see  the  letter 
published.  (See  page  170.) 

You  have  seen  my  name  kindly  mentioned  in  the  public  prints.  What 
has  been  said  has  been  the  spontaneous  expressions  of  other  persons,  quite 
unknown  to  me.  I  am  grateful  to  those  persons  who  have  vindicated  me 
against  a  party,  eager  to  destroy  me,  and  my  family.  I  leave  them  to  a 
Judge  who  knows  the  secrets  of  all  hearts,  and  before  whom  we  all  shall 
soon  appear.  I  have  had  my  share  of  afflictions  and  troubles  in  this  world, 

established  by  Lord  Sydenham  in  1841.  He  was  subsequently  appointed  to  the 
Bench,  and  died  a  few  years  since. 

*  The  Hon.  John  Henry  Dunn  was  a  native  of  England.  He  came  to  Canada 
in  1820,  having  been  appointed  Receiver-General  of  Upper  Canada,  and  a  mem- 
ber of  the  Executive  and  Legislative  Council..  He  held  the  office  of  Receiver- 
General  until  the  union  of  the  Provinces  in  1841,  when  the  political  exigencies 
of  the  times  compelled  him  to  resign  it.  He  and  Hon.  Isaac  Buchanan  contested 
the  city  of  Toronto,  in  the  Reform  interest,  in  1841,  and  were  returned.  Mr. 
Dunn  received  no  compensation  for  the  loss  of  his  office,  and  soon  afterwards 
returned  to  England,  where  he  died  in  1854.  He  was  a  most  estimable  public 
officer.  His  son,  Col.  Dunn,  greatly  distinguished  himself  during  the  Crimean 
war,  and,  on  his  visiting  Canada  soon  afterwards,  was  received  with  great  enthu- 
siasm, and  a  handsome  sword  was  presented  to  him. — H. 


".93  THE  STOEY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XXIV. 

and  to  which  I  feel  little  or  no  attachment  whatever.    When  the  heart  is 
sick,  the  whole  body  is  faint. 

Dr.  Ryerson  (in  the  Guardian  of  22nd  January,  1840)  thus 
referred  to  Mr.  Dunn  as  one  of  the  speakers  in  the  Legislative 
Council  on  the  popular  side  of  the  clergy  reserve  question : — 

I  was  glad  to  hear  Mr.  Dunn  speak  so  well  and  so  forcibly, — universally 
and  affectionately  esteemed  as  he  is  beyond  any  other  public  functionary  in 
Upper  Canada. 

Some  months  after  the  exile  of  Mr.  Bidwell,  Mr.  James  S. 
Howard  was  dismissed  by  Sir  F.  B.  Head  from  the  office  of  Post- 
master of  Toronto.  The  alleged  ground  of  dismissal  was  that 
he  was  a  Radical,  and  had  not  taken  up  arms  in  defence  of  the 
country.  Dr.  Ryerson,  with  his  usual  generous  sympathy  for 
persons  who  in  those  days  were  made  the  victims  of  Governor 
Head's  caprice,  at  once  espoused  Mr.  Howard's  cause.  In  his 
first  letter  in  the  Defence  of  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe,  he  said  : — 

After  the  insurrection  of  1837-8,  unfavourable  impressions  were  made  far 
and  wide  against  the  late  Postmaster  of  Toronto,  and  Mr.  Bidwell.  But 
subsequent  investigations  corrected  these  impressions.  The  former  has  been 
appointed  to  office,  and  Sir  F.  B.  Head's  proceedings  against  the  latter  have 
been  cancelled  by  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe.  (Page  16.) 

Again,  in  the  "  Prefatory  Address  "  to  the  Metcalfe  Defence, 
he  said : — 

While  God  gives  me  a  heart  to  feel,  a  head  to  think,  and  a  pen  to  write,  I 
will  not  passively  see  honourable  integrity  murdered  by  grasping  faction. 
.  .  I  would  not  do  so  in  1838,  when  an  attempt  was  made  to  degrade 
and  proscribe,  and  drive  out  of  the  country  all  naturalized  subjects 
from  the  United  States,  and  to  stigmatize  all  Reformers  with  the  brand  of 
rebellion.  .  .  I  relieved  the  name  of  an  injured  James  S.  Howard  from 
the  obloquy  that  hung  over  it,  and  rescued  the  character  and  rights  of 
an  exiled  Bidwell  from  ruthless  invasion,  and  the  still  further  effort  to 
cover  him  with  perpetual  infamy  by  expelling  him  from  the  Law  Society. 
(Page  7.) 


CHAPTER  XXV. 

1838. 

RETURN  TO  THE  EDITORSHIP  OF  THE  "  GUARDIAN." 

THE  Rebellion  of  1837-38  was  suppressed  by  the  inherent 
and  spontaneous  loyalty  of  all  classes  of  the  Canadian 
people.  Yet,  after  it  was  over,  the  seeds  of  strife  engendered  by 
the  effort  to  prove  that  one  section  of  the  community  was  more 
loyal  than  the  other,  and  that  that  other  section  was  chiefly 
responsible  for  the  outbreak,  bore  bitter  fruit  in  the  way  of 
controversy.  Dr.  Ryerson  took  little  part  in  such  recriminatory 
warfare.  It  was  too  superficial.  He  felt  that  it  did  not  touch 
the  underlying  points  at  issue  between  the  dominant,  or  ruling, 
party  and  those  who  were  engaged  in  a  contest  for  equal  civil 
and  religious  rights.  He,  and  the  other  leaders  who  influenced 
and  moulded  public  opinion,  clearly  saw  that  this  recriminatory 
war  was  carried  on  by  the  dominant  party  as  a  mask  to  cover 
their  ulterior  designs — designs  which  were  afterwards  developed 
in  the  more  serious  struggle  for  religious  supremacy  which  that 
party  waged  for  years  afterwards,  and  which  at  length  issued  in 
the  complete  triumph  of  the  principles  of  civil  and  religious 
freedom  for  which  Dr.  Ryerson  and  the  representatives  of  other 
religious  bodies  so  long  and  so  earnestly  contended. 

Besides,  Dr.  Ryerson  was  anxious  to  fulfil  the  engagement 
made  with  the  Kingston  Society  that  he  would  resume  his 
pastoral  charge  there,  after  his  return  from  England  in  June, 
1837.  He  was,  however,  repeatedly  pressed  by  his  friends  to 
write  for  the  Guardian,  or  other  newspaper,  on  the  vital 
questions  of  the  day.  In  reply  to  his  brother  John,  who  had 
urged  him  in  the  matter,  he  wrote  (March,  1838)  saying  tiat 
he  was  so  happily  engaged  in  his  pastoral  duties  at  Kingston 
that  he  could  not  then  devote  the  necessary  time  to  the  discus- 
sion of  public  questions.  His  brother,  in  remonstrating  with 
him  on  the  subject,  said  : — 

Your  letter  affords  me  great  satisfaction,  accompanied  with  sorrow.  I  am 
afflicted  to  think  of  the  state  the  Province  is  in.  Never  did  high-churchism 
take  such  rapid  strides  towards  undisputed  domination  in  this  country  as  it 
is  now  taking.  Never  were  the  prospects  of  the  friends  of  civil  and  religious 
liberty  so  gloomy  and  desperate  as  they  are  now.  You  say  that  you  have 
not  time  to  write  on  these  subjects.  I  will  say,  if  you  had,  it  would  not 
now,  I  fear,  accomplish  much.  Indeed,  it  would  require  the  undeviating 


200  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XXV. 

course  and  the  whole  weight  of  the  Guardian  to  accomplish  anything  at  this 
time,  so  completely  is  all  moral  power  in  the  country  enervated  and  liberty 
prostrated. 

It  is  a  great  blessing  that  Mackenzie  and  radicalism  are  down,  but  we  are 
in  imminent  danger  of  being  brought  under  the  domination  of  a  military 
and  high-church  oligarchy,  which  would  be  equally  bad,  if  not  infinitely 
worse.  Under  the  blessing  of  Providence  there  is  one  remedy,  and  only  one ; 
and  that  is,  for  you  to  take  the  editorship  of  the  Guardian  again.  Several 
preachers  have  spoken  to  me  on  this  subject  lately.  One  of  them  said  to  me 
(and  he  could  think  of  nothing  else)  that  that  alone  would  save  us  and  the 
country  from  utter  ruin,  and  urged  the  necessity  of  the  Conference  electing 
you,  whether  you  would  consent  to  serve  or  not.  The  truth  is,  it  is  abso- 
lutely neccessary  for  the  sake  of  the  Church  and  the  country  that  you  reside  in 
Toronto,  and  have  direction  of  affairs  here.  I  wish  all  of  our  proceedings  to  be 
calm  and  moderate,  but  that  we  be  firm,  and  that  the  great  principles  of 
religious  freedom  and  equality  should  be  uncompromisingly  maintained. 

In  %a  subsequent  letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson  his  brother  John  said : 

In  fact  there  is  no  way  of  escape  out  of  our  troubles  but  for  you  to  take 
the  Guardian.  The  feeling  of  dissatisfaction  at  the  present  state  of  things 
is  becoming  exceedingly  strong  among  the  preachers  and  people.  I  participate 
in  their  feelings. 

Dr.  Ryerson  yielded  to  these  appeals,  and  did  write  for  the 
Guardian.  In  a  letter,  dated  Kingston,  April  4th,  he  said : — 

I  have  recently  written  at  considerable  length  to  Lord  Glenelg  respecting 
the  Academy  and  other  local  matters.  ^iVhat  you  say  in  regard  to  myself, 
and  my  appointment  next  year,  I  feel  to  be  a  delicate  and  difficult  matter 
for  me  to  speak  on.  In  regard  to  myself  I  have  many  conflicting  thoughts. 
My  feelings,  and  private  interests,  are  in  favour  of  my  remaining  where  I 
am,  if  I  remain  in  the  Province.  I  have  been  very  much  cast  down,  and  my 
mind  has  been  much  agitated  on  the  subject.  For  the  present  I  am  some- 
what relieved  by  the  conclusion  to  which  I  have  come,  in  accordance  with 
Dr.  Clarke's  "  Advice  to  a  Young  Preacher,"  not  to  choose  my  own  appoint- 
ment, but  after  making  known  any  circumstances,  which  I  may  fe«l  it 
necessary  to  explain,  to  leave  myself  in  the  hands  of  God  and  my  brethren, 
as  I  have  done  during  the  former  years  of  my  ministry.  If  the  Lord,  there- 
fore, will  give  me  grace,  I  am  resolved  to  stand  on  the  old  Methodistic  ground 
in  the  matter  of  appointment  to  the  Guardian. 

I  thank  you  for  Chief  Justice  Robinson's  address  at  the  trial  of  the  pris- 
oners. It  is  good.  My  own  views  are  in  favour  of  lenity  to  these  prisoners 
Punishmeii's  for  political  offences  can  never  be  beneficial,  when  they  are 
inflicted  in  opposition  to  public  sentiment  and  sympathy.  In  such  a  case  it 
will  defeat  the  object  it  is  intended  to  accomplish.  It  matters  not  whether 
that  sentiment  and  sympathy  are  right  or  wrong  in  the  abstract;  the  effect  of 
doing  violence  to  it  will  be  the  same.  But  I  would  not  pander  to  that 
feeling,  how  carefully  soever  one  may  be  disposed  to  observe  its  operations. 
The  fact,  however,  is,  that  Sir  Francis  Head  deserves  impeachment,  just  as 
much  as  Samuel  Lount  deserves  execution.  Morally  speaking,  I  cannot  but 
regard  Sir  Francis  as  the  more  guilty  culprit  of  the  two. 

1  admire,  as  a  whole,  Sir  George  Arthur's  reply  to  the  address  of  the 
"Constitutional  Reformers."  There  is  good  in  it  They  will  see,  the  folly 
of  continuing  the  former  party  designations,  and  pretended  grounds  of  com- 
plaint. I  think,  however,  that  their  address  will  do  good,  from  the  large 
number  of  names  attached  to  it.  I  was  surprised,  and  it  has  created  quite 
a  sensation  here,  that  there  are  so  many  as  772  in  Toronto,  who  still  have 
the  moral  courage  to  designate  themselves  "  Constitutional  Reformers."  It 


1838]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  201 

will  teach  the  other  party  that  they  are  not  so  strong,  and  so  absolute  in  the 
voice  of  the  country,  as  they  thought  themselves  to  be. 

I  am  satisfied  that  there  never  was  such  a  time  as  from  the  termination  of 
the  trial  of  the  prisoners  to  the  next  session  of  Parliament,  for  us  to  stamp 
upon  the  public  mind  at  large,  our  own  constitutional,  and  Scriptural, 
political,  and  religious  doctrines  ;  and  to  give  the  tone  to  the  future  Govern- 
ment and  Legislation  of  the  Province,  and  to  enlarge  vastly  a  sphere  of 
usefulness.  I  shall  write  some  papers  for  the  Guardian  with  this  view. 

In  a  letter  from  Brockville,  Rev.  William  Scott  said  : — 
My  humble  opinion  is,  that  in  order  to  our  safety  as  a  Church — our 
preservation  from  high  church  influence — you  must  be  at  Toronto.  I  assure 
you  that  is  the  opinion  of  our  influential  men  in  this  quarter,  who  under- 
stand the  state  of  the  province,  and  the  position  of  Methodism.  Permit  me 
to  add  that  the  one  hour's  conversation  which  I  had  with  you  amply  repaid 
me  for  all  the  furious  battles  which  I  have  fought  on  this  circuit  in  your 
defence. 

Rev.  Joseph  Stinson,  in  a  letter  to  Rev.  John  Ryerson,  said : 

I  am  quite  of  your  opinion  that  your  brother  Egerton  ought  to  take  the 
Guardian  next  year.  There  is  a  crisis  approaching  in  our  affairs  which  will 
require  a  vigorous  hand  to  wield  the  defensive  weapon  of  our  Conference. 
There  can  be  no  two  opinions  as  to  whom  we  should  give  that  weapon.  We 
now  stand  on  fair  ground  to  maintain  our  own  against  the  encroachments  of 
the  oligarchy,  and  we  must  do  it,  or  sink  into  a  comparatively  uninfluential 
body — this  must  not  be. 

As  urged  by  these  letters '  from  his  brethren,  Dr.  Ryerson, 
early  in  May,  1838,  prepared  several  articles  for  the  Guardian. 
His  brother  John,  who  was  a  member  of  the  Book  Committee, 
thus  speaks  of  the  series  of  articles  sent  to  that  paper : — 

I  cannot  express  to  you  how  much  I  am  gratified  and  pleased  with  your 
article  on  "  Christian  Loyalty."  It  will,  no  doubt,  do  immense  good.  We 
have  had  a  regular  campaign  in  our  Book  Committee,  to  reading  and  dis- 
cussing your  articles.  The  one  on  "  Christian  Loyalty  "  occupied  nearly  the 
whole  time.  Your  article  on  "  The  Church  "  is  one  of  the  most  admirable 
papers  I  ever  read.  Not  a  word  of  that  is  to  be  altered.  Your  communica- 
tion on  "  Indian  Affairs,"  I  cannot  speak  so  highly  of.  I  hope  you  will 
pardon  me  for  leaving  out  some  of  the  severe  remarks  on  Sir  Francis.  I  am 
afraid  they  will  do  harm  with  the  present  Government. 

At  the  Conference  of  1838,  Dr.  Ryerson  was  re-elected  Editor 
of  the  Christian  Guaidian.  In  his  first  editorial,  dated  llth 
July,  1838,  he  said  :— 

Notwithstanding  the  almost  incredible  calumny  which  has  in 
past  years  been  heaped  upon  me  by  antipodes-party-presses,  I 
still  adhere  to  the  principles  and  views  upon  which  I  set  out  in 
1826.  I  believe  the  endowment  of  the  priesthood  of  any 
Church  in  the  Province  to  be  an  evil  to  that  Church.  .  . 
I  believe  that  the  appropriation  of  the  proceeds  of  the  clergy 
reserves  to  general  educational  purposes,  will  be  the  most 
satisfactory  and  advantageous  disposal  of  them  that  can  be 
made.  In  nothing  is  this  Province  so  defective  as  in  the 
requisite  available  provisions  for,  and  an  efficient  system  of, 


202  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XXV. 

general  education.  Let  the  distinctive  character  of  that  system 
be  the  union  of  public  and  private  effort.  .  .  To  Government 
influence  will  be  spontaneously  added  the  various  and  combined 
religious  influence  of  the  country  in  the  noble,  statesmanlike, 
and  divine  work  of  raising  up  an  elevated,  intelligent,  and 
moral  population.* 

In  combatting  the  idea  that  his  editorial  opinions  in  the 
Guardian  were  necessarily  "  the  opinions  of  the  Methodists  "  as 
A  body,  and  that  they  were  responsible  for  them,  Dr.  Ryerson, 
in  the  Guardian  of  August  35th,  thus  defines  the  rights  of 
an  editor: — To  be  the  mere  scribe  of  the  opinions  of  others, 
and  not  to  write  what  we  think  ourselves,  is  a  greater 
degradation  of  intellectual  and  moral  character  than  slavery 
itself.  .  .  In  doctrines  and  opinions  we  write  what  we 
believe  to  be  the  truth,  leaving  to  others  the  exercise  of  a 
judgment  equally  unbiassed  and  free. 

In  the  exuberance  of  loyal  zeal,  and  yet  in*  a  kindly  spirit 
which  was  characteristic  of  him,  Rev.  W,  M.  Harvard,  President 
of  the  Canada  Conference,  issued  a  pastoral  on  the  17th  April, 
1838,  to  the  ministers  of  the  Church,  enjoining  them  not  to 
recognize  as  members  of  the  Society  those  whose  loyalty  could 
be  impeached.  The  directions  which  he  gave  were : — 

Should  there  be  a  single  individual  for  whose  Christian  loyalty  the 
preacher  cannot  conscientiously  answer  for  to  his  brethren,  in  the  first  place 
such  individual  should  not  be  included  in  the  return  of  membership ;  and  in 
the  second  place  such  individual  should  be  dealt  with  kindly  and  compassion- 
ately, but  firmly,  according  to  the  provisions  of  the  Discipline.  . 

No  man  who  is*not  disposed  to  be  a  good  subject  can  be  admissible  to  the 
Sacraments  of  the  Church.  .  . 

Should  any  person  apply  hereafter  for  admission  into  our  Church,  who 
may  be  ill-affected  to  the  Crown    ,    .     tell  him  kindly,  but  firmly,  .   . 
that  he  has  applied  at  the  wrong  door. 

As  soon  as  this  extraordinary  pastoral  had  appeared.  Dr. 
Ryerson  addressed  a  letter  of  some  length  to  the  Guardian, 
objecting  in  very  temperate,  but  yet  in  very  strong  language  to 
the  doctrine  laid  down  in  it  by  the  President  of  the  Conference. 
Before  publication,  however,  he  sent  it  to  Mr.  Harvard  for  his 
information  and  perusal.  He  showed  from  the  writings  of  John 
Wesley,  Richard  Watson,  and  others,  and  from  examples  which 
he  cited  (John  Nelson,  "  the  apostolic  fellow-labourer  of  John 
Wesley,"  etc.)  that  such  a  doctrine  savoured  of  despotism,  and 
was  harsh  and  inquisitorial  in  its  effects.  He  concluded  thus : — 

None  of  the  various  political  opinions  which  men  hold,  and  their  respectful 
and  constitutional  expression  of  them,  is  any  just  cause  of  excluding  from  the 

*  Even  at  this  early  date,  Dr.  Pkyerson  indicated  the  comprehensive  character 
of  tin-  system  of  education  which  he  was  afterwards  destined  to  found  in  Upper 
Cauada. 


1338]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  203 

Lord's  Table  any  human  being,  provided  hia  religious  character  is  unexcep,- 
tional.  The  only  condition  of  membership  in  our  Church  is  "  a  desire  to 
flee  from  the  wrath  to  come,"*  and  none  of  the  opinions  mentioned  is  incon- 
sistent with  the  fruits  by  which  that  desire  is  evidenced.  The  r  Jscipline  of 
the  Church,  or  the  Scripture  itself,  does  not  authorize  me  to  become  the  judge 
of  another  man's  political  opinions — the  Church  is  not  a  political  association 
— any  man  has  as  good  a  right,  religiously  and  politically,  to  his  opinions  of 
public  matters  as  I  have  to  mine — and  laymen  frequently  know  much  more, 
and  are  better  judges,  than  ministers  in  civil  and  secular  affairs. 

It  can  be  well  understood  what  would  be  the  effect  of  the 
Pastoral,  and  not  less  so  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  clear  and  dispassionate 
disclaimer  of  the  doctrines  which-  it  officially  laid  down. 

It  required  courage  and  firmness,  in  the  loyal  outburst  and 
reaction  of  those  days,  to  question  the  propriety  or  expediency 
of  any  reasonable  means  by  which  the  unimpeachable  loyal  ty  of 
members  of  the  Church  could  be  ascertained.  What  added  to  the 
embarrassment  of  Dr.  Ryerson  in  discussing  such  a  question 
was  the  fact  that  the  Methodists  were  being  constantly  taunted 
with  being  disloyal.  Knowing  this,  and  sensitive  as  to  the 
disgrace  of  such  a  stigma  being  cast  upon  the  Church,  the 
President  felt  constrained  to  take  some  decisive,  and  yet,  as  he 
thought,  kindly  and  satisfactory  means  of  ridding  the  Church 
of  members  who  were  the  cause,  in  his  estimation,  of  such  a 
disgrace  and  reproach  to  that  Church. 

Among  many  other  strong  letters  of  commendations  of  his 
reply  to  Mr,  Harvard,  which  Dr.  Ryerson  received,  were  two, — 
one  from  a  representative  minister  of  the  Canadian  section  of 
the  Church,  and  the  other  from  an  equally  excellent  representa- 
tive of  the  British  missionaries.  Thus : 

Rev.  Anson  Green,  writing  from  Picton,  said : — 

1  was  sorry,  though  not  surprised,  to  hear  that  you  were  very  much 
perplexed.  I  could  easily  understand  your  feelings,  and  quite  sympathize 
with  you.  Your  recent  efforts  for  the  peace  and  prosperity  of  the  Church 
have  very  much  endeared  you  to  my  heart.  I  am  fully  prepared  to  believe 
the  assertion  which  you  made  while  in  England,  "that  you  love  Jeiusalem 
above  your  chief  joy. "  This  you  have  fully  proved  by  your  untiring  efforts 
on  behalf  of  the  Academy,  the  Chapels,  and  on  the  Church  question ;  but  in 
nothing  more,  allow  me  to  say,  than  in  the  firm,  manly,  and  Christian  spirit, 
in  which  you  have  come  out,  publicly,  in  defence  of  the  membership  of  the 
Church,  and  of  sound  principles.  T  had  resolved  when  Rev.  Mr.  Harvard 
wrote  to  me  to  cany  out  the  principles  of  his  instructions  and  Pastoral  in 
this  district,  to  write  him  a  letter  respectfully  and  yet  firmly  declining  to  do  so. 
But  when  I  saw  the  storm  gathering  in  every  quarter,  I  could  only  exclaim 
in  the  despondency  of  my  soul: — When  will  our  brethren  cease  to  distroy 
us,  and  when  will  the  Church  again  have  rest  from  internal  commotion  and 
strife!  And  just  at  this  crisis  (a  memorable  crisis  to  thousands  of  our 
Canadian  friends)  your  excellent  rejoinder  to  Mr.  Harvard's  Pastoral  came 
out  in  the  Guardian.  It  was  a  balm  to  the  afflicted  heart.  It  was  a  precious 
cordial  poured  forth.  Your  letter  was  sent  from  house  to  house,  from  cottage 

*  These  words  as  to  membership  are  identical  with  those  which  Dr.  Ryerson 
uttered  fifteen  years  afterwards  in  his  discussion  on  the  Class-meeting  question. 


204  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XXV. 

to  cottage,  and  met  with  unequivical  applause  from  all.  The  lowering  sky 
began  to  clear  up,  and  we  are  encouraged  once  more  to  hope  for  clear  sun- 
shine. You  have  had  the  courage  to  speak  the  truth  in  opposition  to  men 
in  high  authority.  Your  letter  was  in  every  respect  just  what  it  should 
have  been,  and  thousands  do  most  sincerely  thank  you  for  it. 

Rev.  Joseph  Stinson,  writing  from  Simcoe,  said : — 

As  far  as  I  can  ascertain,  your  appointment  as  Editor  of  the  Guardian  next 
year  will  give  general  satisfaction.  .  The  President's  Pastoral  and  your  reply 
are  producing  quite  a  sensation.  Most  people  give  Mr.  Harvard  credit  for 
punty  of  intention,  but  regret  that  the  subject  of  politics  has  been  adverted 
to  by  him  in  such  a  form.  Your  remarks  on  the  Pastoral  have  hushed  the 
fears  of  many  who  were  greatly  disturbed  ;  but  some  think  that  your  state- 
ment of  abstract  right  is  carried  too  far,  and  may  at  a  future  day  be  appealed 
to  in  support  of  measures  which  you  would  utterly  condemn. 

Some  of  your  old  tory  friends  think  that  there  is  design  in  all  you  write  on 
these  questions,  and  do  not  hesitate  to  designate  you  by  the  amiable  title  of 
a  "Jesuit,"  etc.  You  can  bear  all  this  and  much  more  in  carrying  out  your 
design,  to  show  them  that  their  tactics  are  understood,  and  their  proceedings 
are  closely  watched,  so  as  to  prevent  them  from  obtaining  those  objects  which 
would  be  alike  unjust  to  us  as  a  Church,  and  ungenerous  to  themselves.  It 
is  well  that  in  all  of  the  "  burnings  which  your  fingers  "  have  had,  you  have 
not  yet  lost  your  nails  ;  for  I  expect  that  you  will  need  them  before  long. 
The  high  church  party  have  the  will,  if  they  can  muster  the  courage,  to 
make  a  renewed  and  desperate  attack  upon  you.  Fear  not ;  while  you 
advocate  the  truth,  you  can  defy  their  rage. 

The  public  mind  seems  to  me  to  be  in  a  state  of  painful  suspense.    The 

ale  hate  and  dread  rebellion.  They  are  not  satisfied  with  the  present 
ng  political  party.  They  hope  to  see  a  new  man  rise  up  with  sufficient 
talent  and  influence  to,  collect  around  him  a  respectable  party  to  act  as  a 
balance  between  oppression  and  destruction.  Some  talk  of  a  new  election ; 
•some  talk  of  leaving  the  country  ;  all  seem  to  think  that  something  must  be 
done  ;  none  know  what  to  do.  How  ought  we  in  this  awful  crisis  (for  an 
awful  crisis  it  is),  to  pray  for  the  Divine  interposition  in  behalf  of  our  dis- 
tracted province.  .  .  I  saw  your  venerable  father  last  night.  He  very 
much  wishes  you  to  write  to  him. 

On  the  7th  of  November,  1838,  the  first  number  of  the  10th 
volume  of  the  Guardian  was  issued.  In  it  there  is  an  elaborate 
article  signed  by  Dr.  Ryerson  (although  he  was  then  Editor), 
on  the  state  of  public  affairs  in  Upper  Canada.  In  his  intro- 
ductory remarks  he  said : — 

From  the  part  I  have  usually  taken  in  questions  which  affect  the  founda- 
tions of  our  Government,  and  our  relations  with  the  Mother  Country, — and 
from  the  position  I  at  present  occupy  in  respect  to  public  affairs,  and  in 
relation  to  the  Province  generally,  it  will  be  expected  mat  I  should  take  a 
more  than  passing  notice  of  the  eventful  crisis  at  which  we  have  arrived.  In 
conclusion,  he  says  :  Having  faithfully  laid  before  the  Government  and  the 
country  the  present  posture  of  affairs,  and  the  causes  of  our  present  dissatis- 
faction and  dangers,  I  advert  to  the  remedies  :  (1.  Military  defence.)  2. 
Let  the  Government  be  administered  as  much  in  accordance  with  the  general 
wishes  of  this  country,  as  it  is  in  England.  3.  Abolish  high-church  domi- 
nation, and  provide  perfect  religious  and  political  equality.  4.  Let  them  be 
at  equal  fidelity  to  obey  the  authorities  when  called  upon.  .  .  He  who 
does  most  to  bring  about  this  happy  state  of  things  in  the  Province  will  be 
the  greatest  benefactor  of  his  country. 


CHAPTER   XXVI. 

1838-1840. 

ENEMIES  AND  FEIENDS  WITHIN  AND  WITHOUT. 

Any  controversialist,  whose  honest  belief  in  his  own  doctrines  makes  him  terribly 
in  earnest,  may  count  on  a  life  embittered  by  the  anger  of  those  on  whom  he  has 
forced  the  disagreeable  task  of  reconsidering  their  own  assumptions. — CANON 
FARRAK. 

ALL  through  his  public  career,  Dr.  Ryerson  had  many  bitter 
enemies  and  many  warm  and  devoted  friends.  This  was 
not  to  be  wondered  'at.  No  man  with  such  strongly  marked 
individuality  of  will  and  purpose,  and  with  such  an  instinctive 
dislike  to  injustice  and  oppression,  could  fail  to  come  in  contact 
with  those  whose  views  and  proceedings  were  opposed  to  his 
sense  of  right.  The  enmity  which  he  excited  in  discussing  pub- 
lic questions  was  rarely  disarmed  (except  in  the  case  of  men  of 
generous  impulses  or  noble  natures)  by  the  fact  that  he  and 
those  who  acted  with  him  were  battling  for  great  principles- — 
those  of  truth,  and  justice,  and  freedom. 

When  these  principles  could  not  be  successfully  assailed,  the 
usual  plan  was  to  attack  the  character,  and  wound  the  tender 
sensibilities  of  their  chief  defender.  This  was  a  mistake  ;  but 
it  was  the  common  error  with  most  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  assail- 
ants. And  yet  those  who  did  so  in  his  presence,  and  in  the 
arena  of  debate,  rarely  repeated  the  mistake.  With  all  his 
kindnpss  of  heart  and  warmth  of  friendship,  there  was,  when 
aroused,  much  of  the  lion  in  his  nature.  Few  who  assailed  him 
•in  Conference,  or  made  a  personal  attack  upon  him  in  other 
places  of  public  discussion,  could  stand  before  the  glitter  of  his 
eye  when  that  lion-nature  was  aroused;  and  fewer  still  would 
care  to  endure  the  effect  of  their  fire  a  second  time. 

Most  of  the  personal  attacks  made  upon  Dr.  Ryerson  were  in 
writing,  and  often  anonymously.  He  had,  therefore,  to  defend 
himself  chiefly  with  his  pen.  This  he  rarely  failed  to  do,  and 
with  good  effect.*  On  such  occasions  he  used  strong  and  vigor- 

*  Dr.  Kyerson,  early  in  his  controversial  career,  adopted  Lord  Stacaulay's  motto: 
No  misrepresentation  should  be  suffered  to  pass  unrefuted.  We  must  remember 
that  misstatements  constantly  reiterated,  and  seldom  answered,  will  assuredly  be 
believed. 


206  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XXVI. 

ous  language,  of  which  he  was  an  acknowledged  master.  Very 
many  of  these  attacks  were  ephemeral,  and  not  worthy  of  note. 
Others  were  more  serious  and  affected  character,  and  these  were 
more  or  less  bitter  and  violent.  They,  of  course,  called  forth  a 
good  deal  of  feeling  at  the  time,  but  are  only  referred  to  now 
as  part  of  the  story  of  a  life,  then  singularly  active  and  stormy. 

The  Editor  of  the  Toronto  Patriot  having  published  extracts 
from  a  pamphlet  issued  in  the  Newcastle  District  (County  of 
Northumberland),  in  1832,  in  which  attacks  were  made  upon 
Dr.  Ryerson's  character,  he  replied  to  them  in  the  columns  of 
that  paper.  In  1828,  his  circuit  was  in  the  Newcastle 
district,  and  the  person  who  made  these  attacks  resided  in  Haldi- 
mand,  about  eight  miles  east  of  Cobourg.  Among  other  things, 
this  man  said  that  Dr.  Ryerson  "read  seditious  newspapers  at  his 
house,  on  the  Sabbath  day  !"  In  reply,  Dr.  Ryerson  said : — 

As  my  plan  of  labour  prevented  me  from  reaching  this  person's  locality 
until  Sunday  evening,  and  then  preach  in  the  Church  there,  it  would  be 
impossible  for  me  to  do  as  he  has  alleged.  Were  I  to  have  done  so,  I  would 
"be  unworthy  of  the  society  of  Christian  men.  But  the  author  of  this  libel, 
which  was  published  by  him  four  years  after  the  alleged  circumstance  took 
place,  was  defeated  as  a  candidate  for  the  House  of  Assembly,  on  account  of 
a  personal  attack  which  he  made  upon  me  at  the  hustings !  Hinc  iLlce 
lacryrrue.  This  person  also  said  that  I  "  hoped  yet  to  see  the  walls  of  the 
Church  of  England  levelled  to  the  dust."  In  my  reply  to  this  I  said:— I 
solemnly  declare  that  I  never  uttered  such  a  sentiment,  nor  have  I  cheriehed 
any  hostility  to  the  Church  of  England.  Some  of  my  friends  desired  me  to 
take  orders  in  the  Church  of  England  [see  page  41]  ;  and  a  gentleman  (now 
an  Episcopal  clergyman)  was  authorized  by  the  late  Bishop  of  Quebec  to 
request  me  to  make  an  appointment  to  see  him  on  his  then  contemplated 
tour  through  the  Niagara  District,  where  I  was  travelling.  After  mature, 
and  I  trust,  prayerful  deliberation,  1  replied  by  letter  declining  the  proposals 
made,  at  the  same  time  appreciating  the  kindness  and  partiality  of  my 
friends.  A  short  time  afterwards,  I  met  the  friend  who  had  been  the  medium 
of  this  communication  from  the  late  Dr.  Stewart.  He  was  deeply  affected 
at  my  decision,  \\hen  I  assigned  my  religious  obligation  to  the  Methodists 
as  a  reason  for  declining  the  offer,  he  replied  that  all  of  his  own  religious 
feelings  had  also  been  derived  from  them,  but  he  thought  the  Church 
required  our  labours. 

Some  person  having  written,  professedly  from  Kingston, 
a  diatribe  against  Dr.  Ryerson,  in  the  London  (Eng.)  Standard, 
Rev.  Robert  Alder  replied  to  it,  and  apprised  him  of  the  fact  :— 
An  attack  having  been  made  on  you  in  a  letter  from  Kingston,  and  inserted 
in  the  Standard,  I  have  been  stirred  up  to  write  in  your  defence.  I  expect 
also  to  have  a  battle  to  fight  with  Sir  Francis  Head,  for  "  I  guess"  he  knows 
something  of  your  Kingston  friend. 

From  Mr.  Alder's  reply,  I  make  the  following  extracts : — 
There  is  no  man,  either  in  the  Canadas  or  at  home,  better  acquainted  with 
the  former  and  present  state  of  these  fine  provinces  than  Mr.  Ryerson,  as 
his  letters  in  the  Times,  signed  "  A  Canadian,"  testify.     Even  his  Kingston 


1838-401  ^JTE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  207 

slanderer  admits  that  the  facts  stated  in  these  letters  were,  in  the  main* 
exceedingly  correct,  indisputably  true,  and  for  the  publication  of  which  he  is 
entitled  to  the  grateful  thanks  of  every  loyal  subject  throughout  British 
North  America.  But  the  malice  of  an  adversary  is  too  often  swifter  than  the 
gratitude  of  those  who  have  derived  benefit  from  our  services.  This  is 
proved  in  the  case  of  Mr.  Ryerson;  for  while  every  radical  and  republican 
journal  in  the  province  has  teemed  with  communications  vilifying  his 
character  and  motives  in  the  strongest  terms,  a  stinted  meed  of  praise  has 

been  doled  out  to  him 

No  wonder  that  persons  in  this  country  deeply  interested  in  Canada 
frequently  consulted  him;  no  wonder  that  the  British  North  American  Land 
Company  republished  his  letters  from  the  Times  at  their  own  expense.  And 
it  is  to  the  honour  of  the  noble  lord  at  the  head  of  the  Colonial  Department, 
that  he  did  obtain  from  so  intelligent  and  influential  an  individual  as  Mr. 
Ryerson,  information  respecting  the  state  of  parties  in  a  country  so  well- 
known  to  him.  If  his  information  and  advice,  and  that  of  another  "  Meth- 
odist Parson  "  in  Canada,  had  been  received  and  acted  upon  elsewhere,  there 
is  reason  to  believe  that  Mackenzie  and  his  traitorous  associates  would  not 
have  been  permitted  to  unfurl  the  standard  of  rebellion  in  the  midst  of  a 
peaceful  and  loyal  people.  (See  pages  176  and  183.) 

The  inspired  truth  that  "A  man's  foes  shall  be  they  of  his  own 
household  "  received  many  a  painful  illustration  in  Dr.  Ryerson's 
history.  In  1838,  it  was  reduced  to  a  system.  The  assailant 
was  often  "  A  Wesleyan,"  or,  "  A  True  Wesleyan,"  and 
under  the  friendly  cegis  of  four  or  five  papers,  which  were 
usually  hostile  to  Methodism  itself,  the  attack  would  be  made. 
From  numerous  examples  noted  in  the  Guardian,  I  select  a 
specimen : — 

The  rebellious  Guardian  is  shut  against  us;  its  cry  is  war,  havoc,  and 
bloodshed,  with  Wesley  on  the  lips,  but  implacable  hatred  to  him  in  the 
heart  of  its  editor  and  his  friends.  .  .  One  of  two  things  remain  for 
us,  either  to  expel  the  Ryerson  family  and  theiy  friends  from  our  Society, 
who  are  the  root  of  all  our  misfortunes,  or  .  .  for  all  true  Wesleyans 
to  withdraw  from  them  and  their  wicked  adherents,  as  the  Israelites  did 
from  Egypt,  or  a  leper.  One  of  the  papers  named,  commenting  on  the 
hostile  attitude  of  the  citizens  of  Missouri  towards  the  Mormons,  speaks  of 
Mormonism  as  the  fruit  of  Egerton  E/erson's  Love-feasts,  Camp-meetings,  etc. 

In  Dr.  Ryerson's  effort  to  protect  individuals  who  were 
oppressed,  and  who  had  no  means  of  defence,  except  in  the 
coluniDs  of  the  Guardian,  he  was  often  virulently  assailed,  and 
even  his  life  threatened.  On  the  22nd  December,  1838,  he 
received  a  letter  of  this  kind  from  an  influential  gentleman  in 
Toronto,  who  threatened  legal  proceedings  unless  the  name  of  a 
writer  in  the  Guardian  was  given  to  him.  He  said : — 

In.  reply  to  your  letter  of  last  evening,  I  have  to  say  that  the  writer  of  the 
communication  in  the  Guardian,  to  which  you  refer,  is  one  of  the  "peaceable 
members  of  the  Methodist  Society,"  whose  character  had  been  gratuitously 
and  basely  assailed  by  the  Editor  of  the  Patriot  and  his  associate.  He  is  a 
poor  man,  whose  living  depends  upon  his  daily  industry.  Were  he  a  rich 
man,  I  might  consult  with  him  on  the  subject  of  your  letter  ;  but  being  in 
those  circumstances  of  life  which  disable  him  from  sustaining  himself 


208  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XXVI. 

against  your  wealth,  and  relentless  persecution,  I  at  once  determine  to  shield 
him  from  your  power.     I  will  not,  therefore,  furnish  you  with  his  name. 

In  the  published  paragraph  of  his  communication,  the  writer  has  asserted 
that  certain  things  were  published  some  time  since  in  the  Patriot,  respecting 
the  associate  of  its  Editor,  and  an  attempt  was  made  to  blast  the  character 
and  prospects  of  several  unoffending  members  of  the  Methodist  Society — 
men,  the  daily  bread  for  whose  families  must  be  taken  out  of  their  mouths, 
if  the  political  or  private  character  of  their  protectors  is,  in  times  like  the 
present,  believed  to  be  what  this  associate  has  represented  it  to  be.  These 
men  do  not,  like  you,  get  rich  upon  "  wars  and  rumours  of  wars  ;"  their  high 
church  zeal  would  not,  like  yours,  treble  their  business,  and  bring  them  into 
possession  of  a  tolerable  fortune  in  a  few  years.  It  is  to  blunt  the  assassi- 
nating dagger  of  a  marked,  and  hitherto  privileged  slanderer,  against  the 
character  of  such  men  that  I  admitted  the  paragraph  in  question  into  the 
Guardian.  If  you  are  not  the  associate  of  the  city  Editor  in  this  "  crusade 
against  the  character  of  peaceable  members  of  the  Methodist  Society,"  then 
you  are  exonerated  from  the  remarks  in  the  letters,  and  the  columns  of  the 
Guardian  are  open  to  you  for  any  reparation  you  can  desire.  Notwithstand- 
ing your  attacks  upon  both  my  public  and  private  character  for  years  past; 
notwithstanding  your  late  unprovoked  attack  upon  my  private  character  in 
a  city  newspaper  ;  notwithstanding  your  late  indirect  threats  upon  my  life, 
and  the  Guardian  office  in  the  event  of  an  invasion ;  notwithstanding  all 
this,  and  much  more,  I  am  still  ready  to  open  the  columns  of  the  Guardian 
to  you,  if  you  think  that  any  kind  of  injustice  has  been  done  you.  The 
letter  to  which  you  refer,  mentions  no  name,  but  adverts  to  an  already 
published  portrait  of  a  certain  character  who  is,  upon  good  grounds,  believed 
to  be  figuring  behind  the  scenes  in  this  high  church  warfare  against  Method- 
ists and  others,  and  who  is  known  to  be  indiscriminately  scattering  "fire- 
brands, arrows  and  death,"  amongst  all  of  Her  Majesty's  subjects  who  will 
not  contribute  to  the  profits  of  his  newspaper  craft  in  crying  up  his  golden 
idol  of  a  dominant  church.  It  is  amusing  to  see  you,  sir,  who  nave  availed 
yourself  so  lavishly,  in  all  time  past,  of  the  freedom  of  the  press  to  assail 
others,  so  sensitive  at  the  mere  suspicion  of  a  mere  report  against  causeless 
attacks  upon  private  individuals,  having  been  intended  for  yourself. 

Dr.  Ryerson  conducted  in  the  following  vigorous  language : — 
Sir, — After  having  exhausted  the  resources  of  a  free,  I  may 
add  a  licentious,  press  to  destroy  me,  with  a  view  of  extinguish- 
ing the  principles  of  civil  and  religious  liberty  which  I  advocate, 
you  and  your  party  now  seek  to  have  recourse  to  the  "  glorious 
uncertainty  of  the  law  "  to  accomplish  what  you  cannot  effect 
by  free  discussion  before  an  intelligent  public ;  but  I  am  not 
concerned  at  your  threats.  I  know  the  malice  of  the  party  of 
which  you  are  a  convenient,  active,  and  useful  tool ;  I  know  its 
resources ;  I  know  its  power ;  but  I  also  know  the  ground  on 
which  I  stand.  I  know  the  country  for  whose  welfare  I  am 
labouring ;  above  all,  I  rely  upon  the  wisdom  and  -efficiency  of 
that  Providence,  whose  administration,  I  believe,  if  I  can  judge 
of  the  signs  of  the  times,  has  better  things  in  store  for  the 
inhabitants  of  Upper  Canada  (my  native  land)  than  the 
despotism  of  a  dominant  oligarchy,  upheld  and  promoted  by 
the  persecuting,  the  anti-British,  and  anti-patriotic  spirit  of 
such  partizans  as  yourself. 


1838-40]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  209 

Rev.  Matthew  Richey  wrote  to  Dr.  Ryerson  from  Cobourg,  in 
January,  1839,  stating  that  some  of  the  leading  Methodists  in 
Montreal  were  inducing  subscribers  to  give  up  the  Guardian, 
on  the  alleged  ground  of  some  disloyal  sentiments  contained  in 
that  paper  of  the  12th  December.*  Mr.  Richey  adds : — 

I  have  written  to  a  leading  friend  in  Montreal,  earnestly  expostulating 
with  him  upon  the  precipitancy  of  such  a  course.  I  have  not  failed  to 
apprise  him  of  the  bitter  hostility  of  the  Kingston  Chronicle,  the  Toronto 
Patriot,  the  Cobourg  Star,  and  The  Church,  to  Methodism,  and  to  say  that, 
did  they  read  these  papers,  they  would  not  be  surprised  at  the  pungency  with 
which  you  express  yourself  on  the  questions  at  issue  between  the  arrayed 
parties  of  the  Province. 

To  intimate  that  the  faithful  discharge  of  your  duty  may  expose  you  to 
gaol  or  gibbet  .  .  is  not  very  complimentary  to  the  freedom  of  the 
Government  under  whose  protection  you  are.  placed.  Situated  as  you  are  in 
the  burning  centre  of  excitement,  and  aware  of  the  high  hopes,  as  well  as 
high-handed  measures  of  your  opponents,  you  have  great  need  of  patience 
and  forbearance. 

The  leading  Methodists  in  Montreal  to  whom  Rev.  Matthew 
Richey  refers  in  the  foregoing  letter,  having  written  to  Dr. 
Ryerson  on  the  subject  of  their  complaint,  he  replied  to  them, 
on  the  7th  January,  as  follows : — 

Your  letter  of  the  24th  ult.  being  rather  unusual,  both  in  matter  and  form, 
seems  to  demand  more  than  a  silent  acknowledgment.  I  shall  have  much 
pleasure  in  complying  with  your  request ;  but  I  should  despise  myself,  were 
I  capable  of  making  any  reply  to  the  allegation  contained  in  your  letter. 

N  ot  a  few  of  you  impugned  both  my  motives  and  principles  in  former 
years ,  I  have  lived  to  furnish  a  practical  commentary  on  your  candour  and 
justice,  by  being  the  first  to  excite  in  the  Colonial  Office  in  England  a 
determination  to  protect  British  interests  in  Lower  Canada  against  French 
ambition  and  prejudice.  I  may  yet  have  an  opportunity  of  furnishing  a 
second  similar  commentary  upon  your  second  similar  imputation. 

It  is  true  that  I  am  not  of  the  high  church  school  of  politics,  nor  of  the 
Montreal  Herald  school  of  bloodshed  and  French  extermination;  but  I, 
nevertheless,  think  there  still  remains  another  basis  of  Scripture,  justice,  and 
humanity,  on  which  may  rest  the  principles  of  a  loyalty  that  will  sacrifice 

*  The  article  in  the  Guardian  to  which  reference  is  made,  is  the  reply  of  Dr. 
Ryerson  to  several  Methodists  in  Toronto  who  had  signed  the  Address  of  the 
British  Missionary  party  to  the  Governor;  and  who,  in  a  letter  to  him,  had 
repudiated  the  construction  put  upon  the  Address  by  the  Patriot.  Among  other 
things  the  Patriot  said;  The  manly  firmness  with  which  the  signers  of  this 
Address  have  resisted  the  cunning  wiles  of  Egerton  Ryerson,  is  a  solemn  pledge 
of  their  love  and  veneration  for  the  glorious  institution  of  the  Empire.  .  . 
Thus  ever  thought  we  of  British  Wesleyans ;  and  thus  thinking  was  our  impelling 
motive  for  persevering  for  the  first  three  years  of  our  editorial  career,  in  one 
incessant  battering  of  the  pernicious,  seditious  principles  of  Egerton  Ryerson ;  the 
very  first  number  of  whose  paper  betrayed  him  to  us,  flagrante  delicto,  a  pestilent 
and  dangerous  demagogue.  .  .  If  his  ambition  were  as  legitimate  and 
praiseworthy  as  his  talents  are  commanding,  he  would  be  a  far  more  valuable 
member  of  society  than  he  can  ever  hope  to  be  while  hankering  to  return  to  the 
flesh  pots  of  Yankee  Episcopal  Methodism,  etc. 

Dr.  Ryerson's  reply  was  an  elaborate  defence  of  his  opposition  to  the  efforts  of 
the  Patriot  party  to  create  a  dominant  Church,  the  application  of  the  reserves  to 
high  church  uses,  and  the  establishment  of  the  fifty-seven  rectories. 


210  TEE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XXVI. 

life  itself  in  the  maintenance  of  British  supremacy,  in  perfect  harmony  with 
a  vigorous  support  of  the  constitutional  rights  of  the  subject, — unmoved  at 
one  time  by  the  fierce  denunciations  of  revolutionists,  and  unshaken  at 
another  time  by  the  imputations  of  ultra-sycophantic  partizanship. 

Twice  have  the  leading  members  of  the  Methodist  Society  in  Montreal  had 
the  opportunity  'of  insulting  (and  if  their  influence  could  have  done  it,  of 
injuring)  me — and  twice  have  they  improved  it, — in  May,  1834  [see  page 
148],  when  I  was  in  Montreal;  and  in  December,  1838 — a  juncture  when  a 
stain  might  be  inflicted  upon  the  character  and  reputation  of  any  vulnerable 
minister  of  the  Church  that  would  tarnish  his  very  grave.  It  is  a  pleasing 
as  well  as  singular  circumstance,  and  one  that  will  be  engraved  upon  the 
tablet  of  my  heart  while  memory  holds  her  seat,  that  when  in  1834  I  was 
insulted  in  Montreal,  I  was  invited  to  preach  in  Quebec ;  and  now  that  I  am 
honoured  from  Montreal  a  second  time  in  a  similar  way,  I  have  this  day 
received  from  Quebec  a  second  token  of  "  respect  for  my  character  and  love  to 
Methodism "  of  ten  new  subscribers  to  the  Guardian,  with  a  promise  "  ere 
long  of  from  ten  to  twenty  more."* 

On  the  other  hand,  Dr.  Ryerson,  in  the  Guardian  of  October 
17th.  1838,  exposes  the  kind  of  warfare  which  was  carried  on 
against  him  by  the  high  church  party : — 

I  have  been  informed,  upon  the  authority  of  creditable  eye  witnesses,  that 
the  number  of  the  Patriot  which  contained  four  or  five  columns  of  attacks  on 
the  Editor  of  the  Guardian  in  his  private  and  public  relations,  has  been 
carried  from  house  to  house  for  the  edification  of  Methodists ;  that  in  one 
instance  the  wife  of  a  rector  had  carried  and  read  the  Patriot  to  members  of 
the  Methodist  Church  and  friends  of  the  Editor,  and  then  asked  if  they  could 
be  led  by  such  a  man  as  Egerton  Ryerson  ? 

In  the  Guardian  of  the  31st  October,  Dr.  Ryerson  says : — 
Another  example  of  this  vicious  and  disgraceful  mode  of  warfare  is  con- 
tained in  a  pamphlet  published  at  the  Kingston  Chronicle  office,  with  a  view 
of  preventing  the  soldiers  from  deserting  to  the  United  States.  .  .  1  copy 
the  following  infamous  passages,  purporting  to  be  written  by  a  deserter 
[name  and  regiment  not  given] : — Well,  I  deserted.  Ryerson  never  rested 
till  he  worked  me  up  to  the  deed.  I  was  like  a  child  in  his  hands — he  led 
me  as  he  pleased.  .  .  It  was  only  to  get  clear  off,  and  then  the  road  to 
all  that  I  ever  wished  for  was  open  before  me — so  said  Ryerson,  etc.  .  . 
Ryeraon  has  two  or  three  more  on  hand,  etc. 

Dr.  Ryerson  adds : — 

I  had  marked  other  passages  of  a  like  character,  from  the  Patriot,  the 
Cobourg  Star,  and  the  Statesman.  .  .  Such  are  the  barbarous  weapons  used 
to  pull  down  the  religious  liberties  of  the  people  of  this  Province,  and  to 
establish  a  church  domination. 

While  Dr.  Ryerson  was  at  the  Conference  at  Hamilton,  in 
1839,  Rev.  D.  McMullen,  of  Hillier,  in  a  letter  to  him,  said: — 

I  have  read  the  Guardian  with  some  attention  during  the  past  year.  I 
believe  the  general  principles  of  political,  civil,  and  ecclesiastical  policy 
advocated  in  it  are  such  as  must  be  supported  and  ultimately  prevail,  or  our 
country  will  be  ruined.  Yet,  while  I  admire  the  talent  displayed  by  you,  it 

*  In  a  letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  dated  Montreal,  1st  February,  1836,  Rev.  William 
Lord  said : — Rev.  Anson  Green  was  here  last  week  and  preached.  An  Upper 
Canada  Presiding  Elder  preaching  with  acceptance  in  Montreal !  Who  would 
have  thought  of  such  a  thing  when  brother  Egerton  Ryerson  and  even  brother 
Joseph  Stiiison  were  denied  the  pulpit ! 


1838-40]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  211 

is  still  a  question  with  me  whether  you,  as  a  Methodist  minister,  in  con- 
ducting a  religious  journal,  are  justifiable  in  going  the  lengths  you  do  in 
discussions  of  a  political  character.  I  know  that  your  ability  and  your 
intimate  acquaintance  with  the  state  of  things  in  the  country,  with  parties, 
and  all  the  questions  at  issue,  etc.,  render  you  a  very  competent  person  . 
(perhaps  the  most  so  of  any  other  in  the  country)  to  write  on  these  subjects ; 
nor  do  I  think  that  you  ought  to  bury  this  talent,  but  that  through  some 
other  medium  than  the  Guardian,  you  should  employ  it  for  the  country's 
good,  and  in  a  way  that  would  occasion  less  dissatisfaction  among  our  people, 
and  excite  and  stir  up  less  bad  feeling  against  us  and  you  from  without. 

At  the  same  Conference,  Dr.  Ryerson  received  a  strong  letter 
of  approval  and  encouragement  from  Mr.  Hugh  Moore,  a  highly 
respected  and  active  member  of  the  Church  in  Dundas.  Mr. 
Moore  said : — 

I  came  to  Hamilton  this  morning  (13th  June)  to  see  you  and  to  strengthen 
your  hands  in  the  course  that  you  have  taken,  and  are  taking,  in  the 
Guardian.  I  could  not  get  an  opportunity  of  seeing  you,  so  I  take  this  way 
of  assuring  you  of  our  hearty  approbation  and  support, — as  it  is  deemed 
necessary  at  this  time  to  speak  out.  Go  on ;  you  speak  the  language  of  our 
hearts.  I  should  have  seen  you  at  Toronto  on  my  way  from  Montreal,  and 
have  told  you  of  the  opinion  and  feelings'of  our  community  here,  but  time 
would  not  permit.  It  is  worthy  of  note  that  the  people  are  determined  to 
support  you.  May  God  aid  and  direct  you  and  all  that  are  with  you ! 

Equally  hearty  was  a  letter  which  Dr.  Ryerson  received 
from  Rev.  John  Mclntyre,  in  September,  ]  839,*  inviting  him  to 
come  and  preach  for  him  in  Perth.  In  urging  him  to  comply 
with  the  request,  Mr.  Mclntyre  said : — 

If  the  day  is  favourable,  the  people  will  assemble  from  all  quarters.  I 
know  myself  of  persons  who  intend  to  come  about  20  miles  to  hear  you.  You 
can  have  no  idea  of  your  popularity  in  this  district,  although  principally  a 
military  settlement.  Methodists,  Presbyterians,  Roman  Catholics,  and 
moderate  Churchmen,  consider  you,  as  some  Presbyterians  were  pleased  some 
time  ago  to  style  you,  "  The  Saviour  of  Upper  Canada."  Now,  to  disappoint 
their  just  expectation  would  be  almost  unpardonable.  The  people  entertain 
so  high  an  opinion  of  your  abilities,  that  (as  some  have  lately  said)  you  could 
speak  with  five  minutes'  notice  on  any  subject.  I  should  be  extremely  sorry 
that  they  should  ever  hold  any  other  opinion ;  but,  at  your  departure  from 
Perth,  the  people  may  say,  as  the  Queen  of  Sheba  did  on  her  visit  to 
Solomon,  "  It  was  a  true  report  we  heard  of  his  acts,  and  of  his  wisdom,  and 
behold  the  half  was  not  told  us. 

Rev.  G.  R.  Sanderson,  also  writing  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  said : — 

I  greatly  regret  these  constant  attacks  upon  you,  who  have  laboured  so 
arduously  and  struggled  so  perseveringly  for  the  good  of  our  country,  and 
the  settlement  of  the  Clergy  Eeserves.  I  am  sure,  however,  that  you  will 
have  the  warmest  thanks  of  all  true  friends  of  their  country;  and  that 
posterity  will  not  withhold  that  praise  which  is  due  you  for  your  inde- 
fatigable exertions. 

I  have  already,  on  page  101,  inserted  a  kindly  letter  to  Dr. 

*  This  gentlemen  entered  the  Methodist  ministry  in  1835,  and  joined  the 
Church  of  England  in  1841.  He  died  some  years  since. 


212  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XXVI. 

Ryerson  from  Rev.  William  Bell,  Presbyterian  minister,  ex- 
pressive of  his  sympathy  with  the  .course  pursued  by  the 
Guardian  on  the  Clergy  Reserve  and  other  questions.  The 
following  letters  of  the  same  character  were  from  parties  outside 
of  Dr.  Ryerson's  own  Church.  Thus  in  1839,  the  Congrega- 
tional Association  of  Upper  Canada  passed  resolutions  approv- 
ing of  Dr.  R}7erson's  course — the  last  one  of  which  was  as 
follows : — 

We  express  to  the  Rev.  Egerton  Kyerson  our  thanks  for  his  able  and  per- 
severing exertions  to  effect  a  settlement  of  the  Clergy  Reserve  question,  and 
our  determination  to  afford  him  any  and  every  support  in  his  endeavours 
that  it  may  be  in  our  power  to  render. 

Rev.  James  Noll  in  enclosing  the  resolutions  said : — 

I  feel  myself  happy,  Sir,  to  be  the  medium  of  communicating  to  you  the 
sentiments  and  feelings  of  my  brethren  at  a  time  when  you  are  insulted  and 
abused  as  a  public  disturber,  a  rebel,  and  a  political  demagogue,  by  those 
who  are  willing  to  sacrifice  the  peace,  and  even  risk  the  safety  of  the  Colony . 
.  .  Allow  me  to  assure  you  of  my  admiration  of  the  fair,  spirited,  and 
able  manner  in  which  you  have  conducted  this  important  and  painful  con- 
troversy. .  .  The  cause  you  are  advocating  is  closely  identified  with  the 
cause  of  God.  Your  object  is  not  only  the  temporal  but  spiritual  welfare 
of  your  country,  and  your  friends  are  the  great  bulk  of  its  loyal  and  well- 
disposed  inhabitants. 

Rev.  John  Roaf  (Congregational),  of  Toronto,  in  a  letter  to 
Dr.  Ryerson,  dated  December,  1838,  said : — 

I  am  desirous  of  not  omitting  one  of  my  duties  in  relation  to  the  "Church 
question,"  and  looking  to  you  as  the  Leader  of  the  non-established  parties, 
am  anxious  to  understand  your  views  upon  the  rectory  question.  Should 
you  also  think  of  any  other  measure  by  which  I  and  my  immediate  brethren 
can  support  the  cause  which  you  are  so  zealously  and  efficiently  promoting, 
or  can  assist  in  weakening  the  opposition  to  which  you  are  subject,  I  shall 
be  happy  in  attending  to  your  suggestions. 

Mr.  William  Greig  (Baptist),  Bookseller,  Montreal,  in  a  letter 
to  Dr.  Ryerson,  dated  June,  1839,  says : — 

As  an  ardent  friend  to  civil  and  religious  liberty,  and  an  admirer  of  the 
course  pursued  by  yourself  as  Editor  of  the  Christian  Guardian,  I  cannot  but 
express  my  regret  at  seeing  you  assailed  on  all  sides,  and  especially  by  those 
for  whose  good  you  have  been  exerting  yourself.  As  a  native  of  Great 
Britain,  I  am  fondly  attached  to  her  civil  institutions,  and  will  yield  in 
loyalty  to  no  one.  I  cannot,  therefore,  but  approve  of  any  lawful  and  fair 
measures  which  will  tend  to  bring  all  denominations  to  that  level,  that  every 
one  provide  for  itself.  I  therefore  say,  go  on  in  your  present  course  ;  keep 
up  the  fire,  brisk  and  hot  on  the  enemy,  till  they  are  routed.  As  I  see  several 
are  withdrawing  their  subscriptions  to  the  Guardian,  the  friends  of  civil  and 
religious  liberty,  of  whatever  denomination,  ought  to  come  in  and  take  their 
places.  Although  not  a  Methodist,  please  put  me  down  as  a  subscriber  to 
the  Guardian. 


CHAPTER    XXVII. 

1778-1867. 
THE  HONOUEABLE  AND   RlGHT  REVEREND    BlSHOP   STRACHAN. 


Venerable  John  Strachan,  D.D.,  LL.D.,  Archdeacon  of 
_  York,  and  subsequently  (1839-1867)  first  Bishop  of 
Toronto,  was  the  chief  clerical  opponent  which  Dr.  Ryerson 
encountered  in  the  contest  for  religious  freedom  and  denomin- 
ational equality  during  nearly  twenty  years. 

Dr.  Strachan  was  born  in  Scotland,  in  April,  1778,  and  died 
at  Toronto,  in  November  1867,  in  the  90th  year  of  his  age. 

It  was  a  singular  coincidence  that  Dr.  Strachan  entered  the 
ministry  of  the  Church  of  England  in  May,  1803,  just  two 
months  after  Dr.  Ryerson  was  born.  Who  could  then  have 
foreseen  the  respective  careers  of  these  two  remarkable  men  ! 
The  one,  the  virtual  founder  and  administrative  head  of  the 
Church  of  England  in  Upper  Canada  for  upwards  of  60  years  ; 
and  the  other,  although  not  the  founder,  yet  the  controlling 
head  and  leader  of  the  Methodist  Church  in  the  Province  for 
nearly  the  same  period. 

Dr  Strachan  was  an  uncompromising  high  churchman.  His 
exclusive  views  on  the  "priestly  authority,  and  the  catholic  and 
apostolic  character  of  the  Church  of  England,"  were  those  of  a 
church  optimist,  but  they  were  not  based  upon  any  profound 
study  of  the  subject,  as  his  own  statement  will  attest.  * 

*  My  mother  (he  said)  belonged  to  the  Relief  denomination.  .  .  My  father 
was  attached  to  the  Non-Jurants;  and  although  he  went  occasionally  with  my 
mother,  he  was  a  frequent  hearer  of  Bishop  Skinner,  to  whose  church  he  was  in 
the  habit  of  carrying  me.  He  died  when  I  was  very  young,  but  not  before  my 
mind  was  impressed  in  favour  of  Episcopacy.  .  .  I  readily  confess,  that 
in  respect  to  Church  Government,  my  principles  were  sufficiently  vague  and 
unformed;  for  to  this  important  subject  my  attention  was  never  particularly 
drawn  till  I  came  to  this  country,  when  my  venerated  friend,  the  late  Dr.  Stewart, 
of  Kingston,  urged  me  to  enter  the  Church,  and  as  I  had  never  yet  communicated, 
that  excellent  person,  whom  I  loved  as  a  father,  admitted  me  to  the  altar  a  little 
before  I  went  to  Quebec  to  take  holy  orders,  in  1803.  Before  I  had  determined  to 
enter  the  Church  of  England,  I  was  induced  by  the  advice  of  another  friend  (the 
late  Mr.  Cartwright)  .  .  to  make  some  inquiries  respecting  the  Presbyterian 
Church  of  Montreal,  then  vacant.  (Dr.  Strachan's  Speech  in  the  Legislative 
Council,  March  6th,  1828,  pages  25,  26.) 


214  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XXVIL 

It  is  interesting  to  note  the  causes  which  led  Dr.  Strachan  to 
cling  so  tenaciously  to  the  idea  of  "  Church  and  State  " — a 
union  which  he  regarded  as  sacred,  and  ordained  of  God  for  the 
maintenance  of  His  cause  and  Church  on  the  earth.  It  is  no 
less  interesting  to  understand  the  reason  why  Dr.  Kyerson  as 
strenuously  repudiated  and  resisted  the  practical  application  of 
the  same  idea  to  Canada.  The  reason  in  each  cas'e  may  be  stated 
in  a  few  words. 

The  one  from  early  associations  regarded  the  idea  of  Scottish 
parish  churches  and  parochial  schools,  supported  by  the  State,  as 
eminently  Scriptural,  if  not  divinely  enjoined  from  the  earliest 
Jewish  times.  The  other  was  brought  up  in  a  land  where  such 
a  state  of  things  had  never  existed,  and  where  the  pure  gospel 
had  been  preached  from  the  earliest  times  without  the  aid  of 
a  state  endowment.  He  lived  in  a  land,  too,  where  the  com- 
mand to  the  Christian  Church  was  felt  to  be  fitly  expressed  by 
John  Wesley,  to  take  the  "  world  as  a  parish  "  and  preach  the 
Gospel  to  every  creature.  The  manner  in  which  this  command 
was  to  be  obeyed  was  indicated  by  our  Lord's  example,  when 
He  sent  forth  His  disciples  with  this  injunction  : — 

Provide  neither  gold,  nor  silver,  nor  brass  in  your  purses  .  .  for  the 
workman  is  worthy  of  his  meat.  Matt.  x.  9,  10. 

Members  of  the  Conference,  in  Dr.  Ryerson's  early  days, 
unhesitatingly  obeyed  the  directions  of  the  Conference — many 
regarding  it  as  the  voice  of  God  in  the  Church — and  went 
forth,  without  scrip  or  purse,  everywhere,  even  to  the  remotest 
corner  of  the  land,  bearing  the  good  tidings,  not  considering 
their  pecuniary  interests,*  or  even  their  lives  dear  unto  them, 
so  that  they  might  win  souls  for  the  Master.-f- 

Dr.  Strachan's  views  on  the  question  of  State  aid  to  churches 

*  The  stipends  of  Methodist  ministers  in  those  days  were  very  small.  Rev.  Dr. 
John  Carroll  tells  me  that  the  "quarterage"  payable  to  an  unmarried  Methodist 
minister  in  America,  at  first,  was  only  $60  per  annum ;  then  it  was  increased  to 
$80,  at  which  rate  it  remained  until  1816,  when  the  General  Conference  fixed  it  at 
$100,  at  which  it  remained  until  1854.  The  rule  for  a  married  minister  was 
double  that  for  a  single  man,  and  $16  for  each  child.  Besides  quarterage,  there 
was  an  allowance  for  travelling  and  table  expenses.  Two  hundred  dollars  was  the 
sum  for  salary,  besides  travelling  and  aid  expenses,  allowed  to  a  minister  up  to 
1854,  and  even  then  this  sum  was  rarely  ever  paid  in  full. — H. 

t  Rev.  H.  Wilkinson  in  a  note  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  in  1837,  thus  describes  the 
kind  of  places  to  which  some  ministers  had  to  be  sent,  and  their  duties  and 
qualifications  when  there.  He  said  :  I  require  a  man  for  a  mission  which  lies 
about  200  miles  from  Bytown,  up  the  Grand  River  (Ottawa),  and  which  will  be 
difficult  of  access  in  the  winter.  A  suitable  person  could  make  his  way  north- 
wards with  some  of  the  rude  lumbermen,  who  now  and  then  go  up  in  companies. 
The  brother  would  need  to  be  strong  in  mind  and  body,  and  fervent  in  spirit.  He 
would  need  to  go  on  foot,  and  paddle  a  canoe,  or  row  a  boat,  as  the  case  might  be, 
and  thus  reach  his  appointments  in  the  best  way  he  can. 


1778-1867]  THE  STOBY  OF  MY  LIFE.  215 

were  clearly,  on  the  other  hand,  the  result  of  his  observations, 
in  Scotland.  They  are  prominently  brought  out  in  his  mem- 
orable speech,  delivered  in  the  Legislative  Council,  on  the  6th 
of  March,  1828.  He  says:— 

Have  not  the  Methodists  in  this  Province  .  .  ever  shown  themselves 
the  enemies  of  the  Established  Church?  Are  they  not  at  this  moment 
labouring  to  separate  religion  from  the  State,  with  which,  it  ought  to  be 
firmly  united  ?  .  .  Has  it  not  been  the  primary  object  of  all  enemies  to 
regular  government  .  .  to  pull  down  religious  establishments  ?  .  . 
If  they  tell  me  the  Ecclesiastical  establishments  are  great  evils,  I  bid  them 
look  to  England  and  Scotland,  each,  of  which,  has  a  religious  establishment, 
and  to  these  establishments  are  they  mainly  indebted  for  their  vast  superiority 
to  other  nations.  To  what  but  her  Established  Church,  and  the  Parochial 
Schools  under  her  direction,  does  Scotland  owe  her  high,  reputation  for  moral 
improvement.  (Pages  27  and  28.) 

Again,  in  a  remarkable  letter  to  his  friend  (Rev.  Dr.  Thomas 
Chalmers,  of  Edinburgh*),  written  in  1832,  on  the  Life  and 
Character  of  Bishop  Hobart  of  New  York,  Dr.  Strachan  relates 
a  conversation  with  that  Bishop  in  which  he  took  him  severely 
to  task  for  extolling  the  voluntary  system  of  the  American 
Episcopal  Church  as  compared  with  the  endowed  State  Church 
of  England.  I  make  a  few  extracts  : — 

Let  us  look  at  the  Episcopal  Church,  of  the  United  States,  and  see  what 
moral  effect  it  can  have  on  the  population,  as  a  source  of  religious  instruc- 
tion. .  .  The  influence  of  the  two  Churches  as  confined  to  England  and 
New  York  (alone)  is  as  one  to  seventy.  .  .  Such  influence  on  the 
manners  and  habits  of  the  people  [in  that  state]  is  next  to  nothing,  and 
yet  you  extol  your  Church  above  that  of  England,  and  exclaim  against 
establishment !  Add  to  this,  the  dependence  of  your  clergy  upon  the  people 
for  support — a  state  of  things  which  is  attended  with  most  pernicious  conse- 
quences. .  .  but  in  general,  the  clergy  of  all  denominations  in  the  United 
States,  are  miserably  dependent  upon  their  congregations.  .  ,  It  is  the 
duty  of  Christian  nations  to  constitute,  within  their  boundaries,  ecclesias- 
tical establishments.  .  .  For  it  is  incumbent  upon  nations  as  upon  indi- 
viduals, to  honour  the  Lord  with  their  substance.  (Pages  41-47.) 

Bishop  Strachan's  early  and  later  writings  abound  in  expres- 
sions of  similar  views.  It  was  not  to  be  wondered  at,  therefore, 
that  a  man  of  his  strong  convictions  would  seek  to  give  prac- 
tical effect  to  them  in  dealing,  as  opportunity  offered,  with 
questions  of  church  establishments  and  the  clergy  reserves. 

It  is  true  that  by  his  persuasive  words  and  strong  personal 
influence — when  the  object  was  the  financial  benefit  of  the 
Church — Bishop  Strachan  rallied  around  him  many  of  the 

*  While  in  the  vicinity  of  St.  Andrews  I  contracted  several  important  friend- 
ships, amongst  others,  with  Thomas  Duncan,  afterwards  Professor  of  Mathematics, 
and  also  with  Dr.  Chalmers,  since  then  so  deservedly  renowned.  We  were  all 
three  very  nearly  of  the  same  age,  and  our  friendship  only  terminated  with  death, 
being  kept  alive  by  a  constant  correspondence  during  more  than  sixty  years. 
(Bishop  Strachan's  Charge  to  his  Clergy,  Jane,  1860  j  page  10.) 


216  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.          [CnAr.  XXVII. 

leading  members  of  the  Church  of  England  in  Upper  Canada 
who  aided  him  in  his  plans  for  endowing  the  Church  out  of  the 
public  domain.  Yet  it  is  also  true  that  many  equally  sound 
churchmen  were  opposed  to  these  schemes,  and  saw  in  them  the 
germ  of  a  fatal  canker,  which  in  time  would  be  sure  to  destroy 
the  Church's  missionary  zeal,  and  paralyze  all  of  those  noble 
and  generous  impulses  which  characterize  a  living  Church  in 
the  promotion  of  Christian  effort  in  the  various  departments 
of  Church  work.  * 

As  time  has  elapsed  the  little  band  of  loyal  churchmen,  who 
had  incurred  the  Bishop's  unmerited  censure  for  opposing  his 
exclusive  schemes  of  Church  aggrandisement,  has  increased  to 
thousands  in  our  day,  who  deeply  regret  the  success  of  those 
schemes,  and  deprecate  the  existence  of  clergy  reserves  and 
rectory  endowments  as  in  themselves  fatal  to  the  healthy  devel- 
opment of  practical  Christianity  as  an  active  and  aggressive 
force  in  Church  life. 

It  is  not  necessary  to  refer  here  to  Bishop  Strachan's  views 
in  regard  to  ecclesiastical  polity.  They  are  well  known.  On 
this  matter  also  many  sound  churchmen  differed  widely  (and 
still  differ)  from  his  views.  Yet  Bishop  Strachan,  while  holding 
such  strong  and  exclusive  views,  was  kindly  disposed  towards 
"  Sectaries  "  individually,  and  lived  on  terms  of  personal  friend- 
ship with  many  of  those  whose  opinions  were  opposed  to  his 
on  church  questions.  In  his  Legislative  Council  speech,  already 
quoted,  he  says : — 

I  have  been  charged  with  being  hostile  to  the  Scotch  Church,  and  with 
being  an  apostate  from  that  communion.  .  .  My  hostility  to  the  Kirk 
of  Scotland  consists  in  being  on  the  most  intimate  terms  with  the  late  Mr. 
Bethune  and  Dr.  Spark.  .  .  To  both  these  excellent  men  I  willingly 

.  .  pay  a  tribute  of  respect.  .  .  Nor  have  I  ever  missed  an  oppor- 
tunity, when  in  my  power,  of  being  useful  to  the  clergy  of  the  Church  of 
Scotland,  or  of  treating  them  with  respect,  kindness,  and  hospitalitv. 
(Page  22.) 

Again,  in  his  sermon  on  "  Church  Fellowship,"  preached  in 
1832,  Dr.  Strachan  says : — 

•  Speaking  of  the  passage  of  a  Clergy  Reserve  Bill  in  1840,  to  which  the 
Bishop  of  Toronto  was  strongly  opposed,  Dr.  Ryerson  says :  A  considerable 
majority  of  the  members  of  the  Church  of  England  in  both  Houses  of  the  Legis- 
lature voted  for  the  Bill,  and  were  afterwards  charged  by  the  Bishop  with 
"  defection  and  treachery  "  for  doing  so.  On  this  point.  Lord  Sydenbam,  in  a 
despatch  to  Lord  John  Russell,  dated,  6th  February,  1840,  said :  It  is  notorious 
to  every  one  here,  that  of  twenty-two  members  (being  communicants  of  the 
Church  of  England)  who  voted  upon  this  bill,  only  eight  recorded  their  opinion 
in  favour  of  the  views  expressed  by  the  Right  Reverend  Prelate,  whilst,  in  the 
Legislative  Council  the  majority  was  still  greater  ;  and  amongst  those  who  gave  it 
their  warmest  support,  are  to  be  found  many  gentlemen  of  the  highest  character 
for  independence,  and  for  attachment  to  the  Church,  and  whose  views  on  general 
politics  differ  from  those  of  Her  Majesty's  Government.  (Dr.  Ryerson's  Criticism 
cu  Bishop  Strachan's  letter  to  Lord  John  Russell,  dated,  February  20th,  1851.) 


1778-1867]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  217 


Widely  as  we  differ  from  the  Roman  Catholics  in  many  religious  points  of 
the  greatest  importance,  we  have  always  lived  with  them  in  the  kindest 
intercourse,  and  in  the  cordial  exchange  of  the  charities  of  social  life.  The 
worthy  prelate,  by  whom  they  are  at  present  spiritually  governed,  has  been 
my  friend  for  nearly  thirty  years.  With  the  members  of  the  Church  of 
Scotland  we  associate  in  the  same  manner.  *  .  .  The  merits  of  our 
sister  Church  cannot  be  unknown  to  you,  my  brethren.  To  me  they  are 
familiar,  and  connected  with  many  of  my  cherished  and  early  associations. 

.  .  Of  that  popular  and  increasing  class  of  Christians  [the  Methodists], 
who  call  themselves  a  branch  of  our  Church,  both  at  home  and  abroad,  I 
would  speak  with  praise.  (Pages  23-25.) 

As  to  his  relations  with  Dr.  Ryerson,  I  here  insert  two  notes 
from  the  Bishop  to  him.  The  first  is  dated  February  7th,  1838, 
as  follows : — 

The  Archdeacon  of  York  presents  his  compliments  to  the  Rev.  E.  Ryerson, 
and  begs  to  acknowledge  with  satisfaction  his  courtesy  in  sending  him  a  copy 
of  his  excellent  sermon  on  the  Recent  Conspiracy,  which  the  Archdeacon  has 
read  with  much  pleasure  and  profit.  Such  doctrines,  if  generally  diffused 
among  our  people,  cannot  fail  of  producing  the  most  beneficial  effects,  both 
spiritual  and  temporal. 

The  second  related  to  the  calamity  which  had  befallen  the 
Church  of  England  congregation  of  St.  James',  in  the  destruction 
of  its  church  building  by  fire  early  in  January,  1839.  Dr. 
Eyerson  at  once  wrote  to  the  Archdeacon  offering  him  the  use 
of  the  Newgate  (Adelaide  Street)  Church.  On  the  6th  January, 
Dr.  Strachan  replied  as  follows  : — 

I  thank  you  most  sincerely  for  the  kind  sympathy  you  express  in  the  sad 
calamity  that  has  befallen  us,  and  for  your  generous  offer  of  accommodation. 
Before  your  note  reached  me,  I  had  made  arrangements  with  the  Mayor,  for 
the  Town  Hall,  which  we  can  occupy  at  our  accustomed  hours  of  worship, 
without  disturbing  any  other  congregation.  I  and  my  people  are  not  the 
less  grateful  for  your  kind  offer,  which  we  shall  keep  in  brotherly  remem- 
brance. 

In  his  Charge  to  the  Clergy  in  1853,  and  again  in  1856,  he 
pays  a  personal  tribute  to  Dr.  Ryerson.  In  the  later  Charge, 
speaking  of  the  School  system,  he  says : — 

So  far  as  Dr.  Ryerson  is  concerned,  I  am  one  of  those  who  appreciate  very 
highly  his  exertions,  his  unwearied  assiduity,  and  his  administrative  capacity. 

Dr.  Ryerson's  last  reference  to  the  Bishop  is  contained  in  the 
«'  Epochs  of  Canadian  Methodism,"  written  in  1880,  as  follows : 

Upwards  of  fifty  years  have  passed  away  since  my  criticisms  on  Dr. 
Strachan's  "  Sermon  on  the  death  of  the  Bishop  of  Quebec "  were  written. 
On  the  re-perusal  of  them,  after  the  lapse  of  so  long -a  time,  the  impression  on 
my  own  mind  is  that  Dr.  Strachan  was  honest  in  his  statements  and  opinions. 

.  .  He  was  more  moderate  and  liberal  in  his  views  and  feelings  in  his 
later  years,  and  became  the  personal  friend  of  his  old  antagonist,  "The 
Reviewer,"  who,  he  said,  had  "  fought  fair."  (Page  145.) 

*  These  kindly  words  the  Bishop  repeated  in  substance  to  the  Editor  some  years 
since,  when  talking  with  him  on  the  subject.— H. 


CHAPTER  XXVIII. 

1791-1036. 

THE  CLERGF  RESERVES  AND  RECTORIES  QUESTIONS. 

npHE  discussion  of  the  Clergy  Reserve  Question  enters  so 
_L  largely  into  the  Story  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  Life,  that  I  give 
in  this  chapter  a  short,  condensed  sketch  of  its  origin  and 
history  down  to  1837-38.  The  remainder  of  the  sketch  will  be 
developed  in  an  account  of  the  contest  preceding  the  settlement 
of  the  question  in  subsequent  chapters. 

After  the  conquest  of  Canada,  in  1760,  the  right  of  the  Roman 
Catholic  inhabitants  to  enjoy  their  religion  was  guaranteed  to 
them  in  the  Treaty  of  Paris,  Feb.  10th,  1763.  In  1774,  an  Act 
was  passed  by  the  British  Parliament  (14  Geo.  III.,  ch.  83)  by 
which  the  right  to  their  accustomed  dues  and  tithes  was 
secured  to  the  clergy  of  the  Church  of  Rome  in  the  then  Pro- 
vince of  Quebec  (including  what  was  afterwards  Upper  and 
Lower  Canada).  The  same  Act  provided  for  the  encourage- 
ment of  the  Protestant  religion,  and,  for  the  support  of  a 
Protestant  clergy,  by  other  tithes  and  dues.* 

In  1791,  the  Province  of  Quebec  was  divided  into  Upper  and 
Lower  Canada,  and,  in  an  Act  introduced  into  the  British  Par- 
liament by  Mr.  Pitt,  provision  was  made  for  their  government. 
Sections  35-42  of  that  Act  dealt  with  the  maintenance  and 
support  of  a  Protestant  Clergy,  and  this  provision  (1)  allotted 
one-seventh  of  all  lands  which  might  be  hereafter  granted  by 
the  King  for  settlement ;  and  (2)  gave  authority  for  the  erection 
of  "  parsonages  or  rectories,  according  to  the  establishment  of 
the  Church  of  England,"  to  be  endowed  out  of  the  lands  so 
allotted,  etc.  (Sec.  38). 

The  alleged  reasons  which  induced  George  III.  to  make  pro- 
vision for  the  support  of  religion  in  the  North  American 
Colonies,  are  set  forth,  so  far  as  they  related  to  the  Protestant 

*  These  tithes  continued  to  be  collected  for  the  support  of  a  Protestant  Clergy 
until  February,  1823,  when  a  declaratory  Act,  passed  by  the  Legislature  of  Upper 
Canada  in  1821,  was  sanctioned  by  the  King  to  the  effect  that  hereafter  "  no  tithes 
shall  be  claimed,  demanded,  or  received  by  any  ecclesiastical  parson,  rector  or 
vicar,  of  the  Protestant  Church  within  this  Province." 


1791-1836]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE. 

religion,  by  the  late  Bishop  Strachan  in  a  pamphlet  which  he 
published  in  England  in  1827.*  He  mentions  the  fact  that 
Great  Britain,  of  all  European  nations,  had  hitherto  made  no 
provision  for  religious  instruction  in  her  colonies.  He  further 
states  that : — 

The  effect  of  this  was  that  emigrants  belonging  to  the  Established  Church 
who  settled  in  America,  not  having  access  to  their  own  religious  ministrations, 
became  frequently  dissenters;  and  when  the  Colonies  (now  the  United  States) 
rebelled,  there  was  not,  among  a  population  of  nearly  3,000,000,  a  single 
prelate,  and  but  very  few  Episcopal  clergymen. 

The  folly  of  this  policy  was  shown  in  the  strongest  light  during  the  rebel- 
lion; almost  all  of  the  Episcopal  clergy  and  their  congregations  remained 
faithful  to  the  King,  demonstrating  by  their  conduct,  that  had  proper  care 
been  taken  to  promote  a  religious  establishment  in  connection  with  that 
of  England,  the  revolution  would  not  have  taken  place.t 

Aware  of  the  pernicious  effects  of  this  narrow  and  unchristian  policy,  and 
sensible  that  the  colonist  ought  to  be  attached  to  the  parent  state  by  religious, 
as  well  as  by  political  feelings,  the  great  Mr.  Pitt  determined  (in  forming 
a  constitution  for  the  Canadas)  to  provide  for  the  religious  instruction  of  the 
people,  and  to  lay  the  foundation  of  an  Ecclesiastical  Establishment  which 
should  increase  with  the  settlement. 

To  accomplish  this  noble  purpose,  Mr.  Pitt  advised  that  one-seventh  of  the 
lands  should  be  set  apart  for  the  maintenance  of  a  Protestant  Clergy.  In 
Upper  Canada  this  appropriation  comprises  one-seventh  of  the  whole  pro- 
vince :  but  in  Lower  Canada,  one-seventh  of  those  parts  only  which  have 
been  granted  since  1791  (pages  2,  3).$ 

In  a  pamphlet  published  at  Kingston,  U.C.,  during  the 
previous  year,  the  substance  of  Mr.  Pitt's  remarks  on  that  part 
of  the  Bill  which  authorized  the  setting  apart  of  these  lands,  is 
given  as  follows  : — 

Mr.  Pitt  (House  of  Commons,  12th  May,  1791),  said  that  he  gave  the 
Colonial  Government  and  Council  power,  under  the  instructions  of  His 
Majesty,  to  distribute  out  of  a  sum  arising  from  the  tithes  for  land  or 
possessions,  and  set  apart  for  the  maintenance  and  support  of  a  Protestant 
clergy.  Another  clause  (he  said)  provided,  for  the  permanent  support  of  the 
Protestant  clergy,  a  seventh  portion  of  the  lands  to  be  granted  in  future. 
He  declared  that  the  meaning  of  the  Act  was  to  enable  the  Governor  to 
endow  and  to  present  the  Protestant  clergy  of  the  established  church  to  such 
parsonage  or  rectory  as  might  be  constituted  or  erected  within  every  town- 
ship or  parish,  which  now  was,  or  might  be  formed ;  and  to  give  to  such 
Protestant  clergyman  of  the  established  church,  a  part,  or  the  whole,  as  the 
Governor  thought  proper,  of  the  lands  appropriated  by  the  Act.  He  further 

*  Observations  on  the  Provision  made  for  the  Maintenance  of  a  Protestant 
Clergy  in  the  Provinces  of  Upper  and  Lower  Canada,  under  the  31st  Geo.  III., 
cap.  3t.  By  John  Strachan,  D.D.,  Archdeacon  of  York,  Upper  Canada,  pp.  44. 
London,  1827. 

t  In  a  letter  written  by  Dr.  Ryerson  in  1851,  he  criticised  a  similar  statement 
then  made  by  Bishop  Strachau.  He  pointed  out  that  Washington  and  other 
leaders  of  the  revolution  were  staunch  churchmen. 

J  In  no  part  of  Mr.  Pitt's  remarks  on  the  Bill  setting  apart  land  for  the  Pro- 
testant Clergy  do  I  find  any  intimation  of  the  kind  mentioned  by  Bishop  Strachan. 
Governor  Simcoe,  however,  held  these  views,  which  by  mistake  the  Bishop  may 
have  attributed  to  Mr.  Pitt.  (See  next  page. ) — H. 


220  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.       [OHA.P.  XXVIII. 

explained  that  this  was  done  to  encourage  the  established  church ;  and  that 
possibly  hereafter  it  might  be  proposed  to  send  a  Bishop  of  the  established 
church  to  sit  in  the  Legislative  Council.  (Parl.  Reg.,  vol.  29,  pp.  414, 415.)* 
Mr.  Fox  was  entirely  opposed  to  these  arrangements.  He  said :  By  the 
Protestant  clergy,  he  supposed  to  be  understood  not  only  the  clergy  of  the 
Church  of  England,  but  all  descriptions  of  Protestants.  .  .  That  the 
clergy  should  nave  one-seventh  of  all  grants,  he  must  confess,  appeared 
to  him  an  absurd  doctrine.  If  they  were  all  of  the  Church  of  England,  this 
would  not  reconcile  him  to  the  measure.  The  greater  part  of  these  Protes- 
tant clergy  were  not  of  the  Church  of  England ;  they  were  chiefly  Protestant 
dissenters.  .  .  We  were,  by  this  Bill,  making  a  sort  of  provision  for 
the  Protestant  clergy  of  Canada  [of  one-seventh  of  the  land]  which  was 
unknown  to  them  in  every  part  of  Europe ;  a  provision,  in  his  apprehension, 
which  would  rather  tend  to  corrupt  than  to  benefit  them.  (Hansard,  vol.  29, 
1791,  page  108.) 

I  have  carefully  gone  through  the  whole  of  the  debate  on 
this  subject,  but  I  cannot  find  one  word  in  it  which  would 
indicate  that  Mr.  Pitt,  Mr.  Fox,  or  Mr.  Burke  (the  chief 
speakers),  entertained  the  idea  that  endowing  the  clergy  had 
any  political  significance  as  a  precautionary  measure  for 
ensuring  the  loyalty  of  the  inhabitants.  The  opinion  was 
expressed  that  setting  apart  these  lands  was  the  most  feasible 
way  (as  Mr.  Pitt  said)  of  providing  "  for  the  permanent  support 
of  the  Protestant  clergy,"  and  of  giving  "them  a  competent 
income."  -f- 

In  a  letter  to  Dr.  Moore,  Archbishop  of  Canterbury,  dated 
December,  1790,  Col.  J.  Graves  Simcoe  said  : — 

I  am  decidedly  of  opinion  that  a  regular  Episcopal  establishment  .  . 
is  absolutely  necessary  in  any  extensive  colony  which  England  means  to 
preserve,  etc.  The  neglect  of  this  principle  of  overturning  republicanism  in 
former  periods,  by  giving  support  and  assistance  to  those  causes  which  are 
perpetually  offering  themselves  to  affect  so  necessary  an  object,  is  much  to  be 
lamented;  but  it  is  my  duty  to  be  as  solicitous  as  possible,  that  they  may 
now  have  their  due  influence,  etc. 

In  a  "Memoir  "  written  by  Governor  Simcoe  in  1791,  he  said : 
In  regard  to  the  Episcopal  establishment.  .  .  I  firmly  believe  the 
present  to  be  a  critical  moment,  in  which  that  system,  eo  interwoven  and 
connected  with  the  monarchical  foundation  of  our  government,  may  be  pro- 
ductive of  the  most  permanent  and  extensive  benefits,  in  preserving  the 
connection  between  Great  Britain  and  her  Colonies. 

From  various  sources  I  gather  the  following  particulars : — 
From  1791  to  1819,  the  Clergy  Reserves  were  in  the  hands  of  the  Govern- 
ment, and  managed  by  it  alone  For  years  they  yielded  scarcely  enough  to 
defray  the  expenses  of  management.  In  1817  the  House  of  Assembly  ob- 
jected to  sucn  an  appropriation  for  the  clergy,  as  "  beyond  all  precedent 
lavish,"  and  complained  that  the  reservations  were,  an  obstacle  to  improve- 

*  An  Apolopy  for  the  Church  of  England  in  the  Canadas,  etc.  By  a  Protestant 
of  the  Established  Church  of  England.  Kingston,  U.C.,  1826,  page  11. 

t  It  was  in  the  discussion  on  this  Bill  that  the  long  personal  friendship  which 
had  existed  between  Fox  and  Burke  was  brought  to  an  abrupt  termination. — H. 


1791-1836]  THR  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  221 

ment  and  settlement.  In  1819,  lands  were  taxed  for  the  construction  of 
roads,  and  it  was  contended  that  the  reservations  on  the  public  roads  should 
also  be  taxed. 

In  1819,  the  question  was  first  mooted,  as  to  to  the  right  of  Presbyterians 
to  share  in  the  reserves.  In  March,  of  that  year,  thirty-seven  Presbyterians 
of  the  town  of  Niagara,  petitioned  Sir  Peregrine  Maitland,  to  grant  to  the 
Presbyterian  congregation  there,  the  annual  sum  of  ,£100  in  aid,  out  of  the 
clergy  reserves,  or  out  of  any  other  fund  at  the  Governor's  disposal.  In 
transmitting  this  petition  to  the  Colonial  Secretary  for  instructions,  Sir  P. 
Maitland  mentioned  that  "  the  actual  product  of  the  clergy  reserves  is  about 
.£700  per  annum."  In  May,  1820,  a  reply  was  received  from  Lord  Bathurst, 
stating  that,  in  the  opinion  of  the  Crown  officers,  the  provisions  of  the  Act 
of  1791,  "  for  the  support  of  the  Protestant  clergy,  are  not  confined  solely  to 
the  clergy  of  the  Church  of  England,  but  may  be  extended  also  to  the  clergy 
of  the  Church  of  Scotland,"  but  not  to  dissenting  ministers.  ' 

In  1819,  on  the  application  of  Bishop  Mountain,  of  Quebec,  the  clergy  in 
each  province  were  incorporated  for  the  purpose  of  leasing  and  managing  the 
reserves — the  proceeds,  however,  to  be  paid  over  to  the  Government.  On 
the  appearance  of  a  notice  to  this  effect  in  the  Quebec  Gazette,  dated,  13th 
June,  1820,  the  clergy  of  the  Church  of  Scotland  memorialized  the  King 
for  a  share  in  these  reserves. 

In  1823,  the  House  of  Assembly,  on  motion  of  Hon.  William  Morris, 
concurred  in  a  series  of  resolutions,  asserting  the  right  of  the  Church  of 
Scotland  in  Canada  to  a  share  in  the  reserves.  These  resolutions  were 
rejected  by  the  Legislative  Council,  by  a  vote  of  6  to  5. 

In  April,  1824,  Dr.  Strachan  was  deputed  by  the  Bishop  of  Quebec  and 
Sir  P.  Maitland,  to  go  to  England  and  get  authority  from  Lord  Bathurst  to 
sell  portions  of  the  reserves.  In  the  meantime,  the  Canada  (Land)  Company 
proposed  to  purchase  all  the  Crown  and  Clergy  Reserve  Lands  at  a  valuation 
to  be  agreed  on.  The  clergy  corporation  having  desired  a  voice  in  this 
valuation,  the  Bishop  of  Quebec  deputed  Archdeacon  Mountain  to  press  this 
view  on  Lord  Bathurst.  Some  misunderstanding  having  arisen  between 
Lord  Bathurst  and  Archdeacon  Strachan,  and  the  Canada  Land  Company, 
Dr.  Strachan  went  to  England  in  April,  1826,  and  was  deputed  by  Lord 
Bathurst  to  arrange  the  differences  with  Mr.  John  Gait,  Commissioner  of 
the  Company.  This  they  did  by  changing  the  original  plan.  The  clergy 
lands  were  exchanged  for  1,000,000  acres  in  the  Huron  tract.  Out  of  the 
moneys  received  from  the  Canada  Company  the  Home  Government  appro- 
priated .£700  a  year  to  the  Church  of  Scotland  clergy,*  and  the  same 
amount  to  the  clergy  of  the  Church  of  Home  in  Upper  Canada. 

In  June,  1826,  the  Home  Government,  on  the  memorial  of  the  Church  of 
Scotland  General  Assembly,  and  an  address  from  the  House  of  Assembly, 
founded  on  the  resolutions  of  1823  (which,  as  introduced,  had  been  rejected 
by  the  Legislative  Council),  acknowledged  the  rights  of  the  Church  of  Scot- 
land clergy  to  a  share  of  the  reserves.  In  January,  1826,  the  House  of 
Assembly  memorialized  the  King  to  distribute  the  proceeds  of  the  reserves 
for  the  benefit  of  all  denominations,  or  failing  that  to  the  purposes  of  edu- 
cation and  the  general  improvement  of  the  Province.  The  reply  to  this 
memorial  was  so  unsatisfactory  that  the  House  of  Assembly  (December  22nd, 
1826),  adopted  a  series  of  eleven  resolutions,  deprecating  the  action  of  the 
Home  Government  in  appropriating  the  clergy  reserves  to  individuals  con- 
nected with  the  Church  of  England  "  to  the  exclusion  of  other  denominations  " 
— that  church  bearing  "  a  very  small  proportion  to  the  number  of  other 

*  In  1830,  Presbyterian  ministers  not  of  the  Church  of  Scotland,  were,  on 
petition  to  that  effect  (signed  by  Rev.  W.  Smart,  Moderator,  and  Rev.  W.  Bell, 
Presbytery  Clerk),  placed  on  the  same  footing  as  the  ministers  of  the  Kirk. — H. 


222  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.         [Cnxp.  XXVIII. 

Christians  in  the  province."  The  Assembly  prayed  that  the  proceeds  of  the 
reserves  be  applied  to  the  support  of  district  and.  common  schools,  a  Provin- 
cial seminary,  and  in  aid  of  erecting  places  of  worship  for  all  denominations 
of  Christians.  These  resolutions  passed  by  majorities  of  from  25  to  30  ;  the 
nays  being  2  and  3  only.  The  bill  founded  on  these  resolutions  was  negatived 
in  the  Legislative  Council  (January,  1827).  In  the  year  1826,  Dr.  Strachan 
obtained  a  royal  charter  for  King's  College,  with  an  endowment  of  225,000 
acres  of  land,  and  a  grant  of  ,£1,000  for  sixteen  years.  This  charter  was 
wholly  in  favour  of  the  Church  of  England,  and  its  obnoxious  clauses 
remained  unchanged  until  1835. 

In  March,  1827,  Hon.  R.  W.  Horton  introduced  a  Bill  into  Parliament  to 
provide  for  the  sale  of  the  clergy  lands,  as  asked  for  by  the  Bishop  of  Quebec. 
This  led  to  a  protracted  discussion  between  the  friends  in  the  House  of  the 
English  and  Scotch  Churches,  and  requests  were  made  for  information  on  the 
state  of  these  Churches  in  Upper  Canada. .  Archdeacon  Strachan,  then  in 
England,  furnished  this  information  in  his  famous  letter  and  Chart,  dated, 
May  16th,  1827.  Objection  to  giving  the  clergy  corporation  power  to  sell 
these  lands  having  been  made,  Mr.  Horton  withdrew  his  original  bill,  and  in 
a  new  one,  which  was  passed,  confined  the  exercise  of  this  power  to  the 
Executive  Government. 

In  March,  1828,  the  House  of  Assembly  memorialized  the  King  to  place 
the  proceeds  of  the  reserves  at  the  disposal  of  the  House  for  the  purposes  of 
education  and  internal  improvement.  Mr.  Morris'  motion  to  strike  out 
"  internal  improvement "  was  lost.  In  this  year  a  committee  of  the  House  of 
Commons  reported  against  continuing  the  reservation  in  mortmain  of  the 
clergy  lands,  as  it  imposed  serious  obstacles  to  the  improvement  of  the  colony. 

In  1829,  two  despatches  on  the  clergy  reserve  question  were  sent  to  the 
Colonial  Secretary  by  Sir  John  Colborne.  In  one,  dated  llth  April,  Sir 
John  says  :  If  a  more  ardent  zeal  be  not  shown  by  the  Established  Church, 
and  a  very  different  kind  of  minister  than  that  which  is  generally  to  be 
found  in  this  Province  sent  out  from  England,  it  is  obvious  that  the  mem- 
bers of  the  Established  Church  will  be  inconsiderable,  and  that  it  will 
continue  to  lose  ground.  The  Methodists,  apparently,  exceed  the  number 
of  the  Churches  of  England  and  Scotland.  .  .  If  the  Wesleyan  Method- 
ists in  England  could  be  prevailed  on  to  supply  this  Proyince  with  preachers, 
the  Methodists  of  this  country  would  become,  as  a  political  body,  of  less 
importance  than  they  are  at  present. 

In  this  year  the  House  of  Assembly  passed  a  bill  similar  to  that  of  1828 
It  was  rejected,  as  in  the  previous  year,  by  the  Legislative  Council.  In  1830, 
the  same  proceedings  were  repeated  with  like  result. 

In  December,  1830  (see  page  101),  a  monster  petition  was 
agreed  to,  and  afterwards  signed  by  10,000  persons  and  sent  to 
England,  praying  that  steps  be  taken  to  leave  the  ministers  of 
all  denominations  to  be  supported  by  the  people  among  whom 
they  labour  and  the  voluntary  contributions  of  benevolent 
Societies  in  Canada  and  Great  Britain — to  do  away  with  all 
political  distinctions  on  account  of  religious  faith — to  remove 
all  ministers  of  religion  from  seats  and  places  of  political  power 
in  the  Provincial  Government — to  grant  to  the  clergy  of  all 
denominations  the  enjoyment  of  equal  rights  and  privileges 
in  everything  that  appertains  to  them  as  British  subjects  and 
as  ministers  of  the  Gospel,  particularly  the  right  of  solemnizing 
matrimony — to  modify  the  charter  of  King's  College,  so  as  to 


1791-18361  TEE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  223 

exclude  all  sectarian  tests  and  preferences — and  to  appropriate 
the  proceeds  of  the  sale  of  the  lands,  heretofore  set  apart  for 
the  support  of  a  Protestant  Clergy,  to  the  purposes  of  general 
education  and  various  internal  improvements. 

Such  was  the  comprehensive  character  of  the  reforms  prayed 
for  in  this  province  upwards  of  fifty  years  ago.  All  of  these 
reforms  have  been  long  since  granted  ;  but  the  enumeration  of 
them  shows  how  far  off  the  mass  of  the  people  and  their  minis- 
ters were  then  from  the  enjoyment  of  the  civil  and  religious 
priviieges  which  are  now  the  birthright  of  every  British  subject 
in  Canada. 

This  "  programme  of  reforms  "  will  also  show  what  were  the 
principles  for  which  Dr.  Ryerson,  and  other  pioneers  of  reli- 
gious freedom  in  Upper  Canada,  had  to  contend  half  a  century 
ago.  Nor  was  the  victory  easily  won  which  they  achieved. 
The  struggle  was  a  long  and  arduous  one.  Each  step  was  con- 
tested by  the  dominant  party,  and  every  reform  was  resisted 
with  a  determination  worthy  of  a  better  cause. 

In  March  1831,  the  first  attempt  was  made  (on  motion  of  Mr. 
Hagerman)  to  deprive  the  Canadian  Legislature  of  the  power 
to  deal  with  the  clergy  reserve  question.  His  motion  was  to 
revest  the  reserves  in  the  crown  for  religious  purposes,  but 
it  was  negatived  by  a  vote  of  30  to  7.  Although  defeated 
now,  the  same  proposition  was  frequently  made  afterwards,  and 
at  length  with  success.  In  1839  a  provision  of  that  kind  was 
passed,  but  it  failed  on  technical  grounds  to  receive  the  royal 
assent.  See  chapter  xxxi. 

In  1831  and  1832,  addresses  to  the  King  were  adopted  by  the 
House  of  Assembly  praying,  as  before,  that  the  reserves  be 
applied  to  educational  purposes.  In  this  year  a  satisfactory 
reply  from  the  Home  Government,  in  regard  to  the  clergy 
reserve  question,  was  communicated  to  the  Legislature,  and  it 
was  invited  to  consider  the  desirability  of  exercising  its  power 
to  "  vary  or  repeal "  certain  provisions  for  the  support  of  a 
Protestant  Clergy.  In  1832  and  in  1833,  bills  to  revest  the  clergy 
reserve  lands  in  the  Crown  were  read  a  second  time,  and,  in 
1834,  one  to  that  effect  was  finally  passed,  but  was  rejected  by 
the  Legislative  Council.  A  bill  for  the  sale  of  the  reserves 
and  the  application  of  the  proceeds  to  educational  purposes,  was 
passed  in  1835,  by  a  majority  of  40  to  4,  but  was  again  rejected 
by  the  Legislative  Council  This  body  in  the  same  year  pro- 
posed that  both  Houses  should  abdicate  their  f unctionsin  regard 
to  the  reserves  (as  they  were  unable  to  concur  in  any  measure 
on  the  subject),  and  request  the  Imperial  Parliament  to  legislate 
on  the  subject !  The  House  of  Assembly  peremptorily  refused, 
by  a  vote  of  two  to  one,  to  concur  in  such  a  proposition,  and 


224  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.       [CHAP.  XXVIII. 

read  a  dignified  lecture  to  the  Council  on  its  refusal  to  pass 
their  measures,  or  to  originate  one  of  its  own.  The  members 
of  the  Assembly  felt  that  the  influence  of  the  Governor  and  the 
members  of  the  Council  would  be  so  potent  in  England,  that 
by  it  the  wishes  of  the  people  of  Upper  Canada,  as  repeatedly 
expressed  by  that  House,  would  be  frustrated.*  In  1836,  the 
bill  of  the  previous  year  was  passed  by  the  Assembly  by  a 
majority  of  35  to  5.  The  Legislative  Council  amended  it  so  as 
to  leave  the  matter  as  before  with  the  British  Parliament. 
This  amendment  was  defeated  by  the  House  of  Assembly  by  a 
vote  of  27  to  1,  and  so  the  matter  ended.  In  1837-38  the  rebel- 
lion took  place,  leaving  the  clergy  reserve  question  in  abeyance 
for  some  time.  k 

On  the  15th  January,  1836,  Sir  John  Colborne,  by  order  in 
council,  established  fifty-seven  rectories  in  Upper  Canada,  and 
endowed  them  out  of  the  clergy  reserve  lands.  This  was  done 
at  the  last  moment,  and  while  the  successor  of  Sir  John  Col- 
borne  (Sir  F.  B.  Head)  was  on  his  way  from  New  York  to 
Toronto.  So  great  was  the  haste  in  which  this  act  was  done, 
that  only  44  out  of  the  57  patents  were  signed  by  the  retiring 
Governor ;  so  that  only  that  number  of  rectories  were  actually 
endowed.  There  is  no  doubt  but  that  the  Constitutional  Act 
of  1791  authorized  not  only  the  setting  apart  of  the  clergy 
reserves,  but  also  the  erection  of  "  parsonages  and  rectories 
according  to  the  establishment  of  the  Church  of  England,"  to 
be  endowed  out  of  the  lands  so  allotted.  (Sec.  38).  But,  in 
Lord  Glenelg's  opinion,  the  subject  was  never  submitted  for  the 
signification  of  the  King's  pleasure  thereon.  Certain  ambiguous 
words,  in  Lord  Ripon's  reply  to  a  private  communication  from 
Sir  John  Colborne,  was  the  authority  relied  upon  for  the  hasty 
and  unpopular  act  of  the  retiring  Governor.  The  legality  of 
the  act  was  frequently  questioned,  but  it  was  finally  aflSrmed 
by  the  Court  of  Chancery  in  Upper  Canada  in  1856.  The 
judgment  in  the  case  of  the  Attorney-General  vs.  Grasett  was 
that— 

Under  the  statute  31,  Qeo.  III.,  ch.  31,  and  the  Royal  Commission,  Sir 
John  Colborne,  the  Lieutenant-Governor  of  Upper  Canada,  had  authority  to 
create  and  endow  rectories  without  further  instructions. 

*  This  was  abundantly  proved  afterwards.  In  the  following  Parliament  an 
amended  bill  was  carried,  by  a  majority  of  one  vote,  in  the  House  of  Assembly 
to  place  the  proceeds  of  the  reserves  at  the  disposal  of  the  British  Parliament. 
Petitions  were  at  once  sent  to  the  Queen  to  induce  her  to  assent  to  this  bill,  and 
the  Bishop  went  to  England  to  present  them.  Sir  George  Arthur  also  lent  his  aid 
for  the  same  object.  The  scheme  failed,  however,  on  technical  grounds,  but  was 
successfully  revived  the  next  year.  (See  Guardian  1st  January,  1840.) — H. 


CHAPTER   XXIX. 

1838, 

THE  CLERGY  RESERVE  CONTROVERSY  RENEWED. 

question  at  issue,  when  the  House  of  Assembly  was 
_  elected  in  1836  for  the  parliamentary  term  ending  in 
1839,  was  adroitly  narrowed  by  Sir  F.  B.  Head  to  the  simple 
one  of  loyalty  to  the  Crown,  or — as  Dr.  Ryerson,  in  a  letter  to 
Hon.  W.  H.  Draper  (September,  1838),  expressed  it — "  Whether 
or  not  .  .  this  Province  would  remain  an  integral  part  of 
the  British  Empire."  Lord  Durham  pointed  out  that  Sir  F.  B. 
Head  led  the  people  to  believe  "  that  they  were  called  upon  to 
decide  the  question  of  separation  [from  Great  Britain]  by  their 
votes." 

Under  such  circumstances  the  clergy  reserve  question  was 
subordinated  to  those  of  graver  moment/  Besides,  even  if 
pledges  had  been  given  by  members  before  the  election  on  the 
subject,  they  were  not  felt,  as  the  event  proved,  to  be  very 
sacred.  Speaking  of  this  Parliament,  Dr.  Ryerson,  in  his  letter 
to  Mr.  Draper,  (already  mentioned),  said  : — 

The  present  Assembly  at  its  first  session  adopted  a  resolution  in  favour  of 
appropriating  the  reserves  for  "  the  religious  and  moral  instruction  of  the 
Province.1'  But  its  proceedings  during  the  second  session  were  so  vacillating 
that  it  is  now  difficult  to  say  what  the  opinions  of  the  members  are. 

One  explanation  of  this  state  of  feeling  was,  that  the  political 
views  of  a  majority  of  the  members  were  in  harmony  with 
those  of  the  ruling  party  in  the  country,  and  yet  were  at 
variance  with  the  views  of  their  constituents  on  the  clergy 
reserve  question.  Advantage  was  taken  of  the  existence  of  this 
political  sympathy  by  the  leaders  of  the  dominant  party,  with  a 
view  to  secure  the  removal  of  the  clergy  reserve  question  from 
the  hostile  arena  of  the  Upper  Canada  Legislature  to  the  friendly 
atmosphere  of  the  English  House  of  Commons,  and  the  still 
more  friendly  tribunal  of  the  House  of  Lords — where  the  bench 
of  bishops  would  be  sure  to  defend  the  claims  of  the  Church  to 
this  royal  patrimony.* 

*  In  his  despatch  to  Lord  Glenelg,  giving  an  extract  of  his  speech  at  the  opening 
of  the  ensuing  session  of  the  Legislature,  Sir  George  Arthur  puts  this  idea  in  ar 
official  form.  He  says : — That  such  "  a  tribunal  is  free  from  those  local  influences 
and  excitement  which  operate  too  powerfully  here."  In  his  seventh  letter  to 
Hon.  W.  H.  Draper  on  the  clergy  reserve  question,  dated  January,  26th,  1839, 
Dr.  Kyerson  argues  the  whole  question  of  the  re-investment  of  the  reserves  at 
length.  He  also  shows  that  so  far  from  the  "  tribunal "  here  spoken  of  by  Sir 
15 


226  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XXIX 

Accordingly,  at  the  third  session  of  this  Parliament,  Mr.  Cart- 
wright,  of  Kingston,  introduced  a  bill  "  to  revest  the  Clergy 
Reserves  in  Her  Majesty " — the  first  reading  of  which  was 
carried  by  a  vote  of  24  to  5,  and  passed  through  Committee 
of  the  whole  by  a  vote  of  29  to  12.  As  soon  as  Dr.  Ryerson, 
then  in  Kingston,  got  a  copy  of  this  bill  he  wrote  the  following 
letter,  on  the  13th  January,  1838,  to  the  Guardian : — 

The  professed  object  of  this  bill  is  described  by  its  title,  but 
the  real  object,  and  the  necessary  effect  of  it,  from  the  very 
nature  of  its  provisions,  is  to  apply  the  reserves  to  those 
exclusive  and  partial  purposes  against  which  the  great  majority 
of  the  inhabitants  of  this  province,  both  by  petition  and  through 
their  representatives,  have  protested  in  every  variety  of  language 
during*  the  last  twelve  years — and  that  without  any  variation 
or  the  shadow  of  change.  The  bill  even  proposes  to  transfer 
future  legislation  on  this  subject  from  the  Provincial  to  the 
Imperial  Parliament !  The  authors  of  this  bill  are,  it  seems, 
afraid  to  trust  the  inhabitants  of  Upper  Canada  to  legislate  on 
a  subject  in  which  they  themselves  are  solely  concerned ;  nay, 
they  will  environ  themselves  and  the  interests  they  wish  to 
promote  behind  the  Imperial  Parliament !  The  measure  itself, 
containing  the  provisions  it  does,  is  a  shameful  deception  upon 
the  Canadian  public — is  a  wanton  betrayal  of  Canadian  rights — 
is  a  disgraceful  sacrifice  of  Canadian,  to  selfish  party  interests — 
is  a  covert  assassination  of  a  vital  principle  of  Canadian  con- 
stitutional and  free  government — is  a  base  political  and  religious 
fraud  which  ought  to  excite  the  deep  concern  and  rouse  the 
indignant  and  vigorous  exertion  of  every  friend  of  justice,  and 
freedom,  and  good  government  in  the  country. 

My  language  may  be  strong ;  but  strong  as  it  is,  it  halts  far 
behind  the  emotions  of  my  mind.  Such  a  measure,  I  boldly 
affirm,  is  not  what  the  people  of  Upper  Canada  expected  from 
the  members  of  the  present  Assembly  when  they  elected  them 
as  their  representatives ;  it  is  not  such  a  measure  as,  I  have 
reason  to  believe,  a  majority  of  the  present  members  of  the 
Assembly  gave  their  constituents  to  understand  they  would 
vote  for  when  they  solicited  their  suffrages.  Honourable  gentle- 
men, if  I  can  be  heard  by  them,  ought  to  remember  that  they 
have  a  character  to  sustain,  more  important  than  the  attainment 

George  Arthur  being  a  desirable  one  to  adjudicate  on  this  question,  it  would 
be  the  very  reverse. 

It  should  be  remembered  that  in  more  than  one  despatch  the  Colonial  Secretary 
held  that  the  question  was  one  to  be  settled  by  the  Provincial,  rather  than  by  the 
Imperial  Parliament,  and  declined  to  interfere  with  the  rights  of  the  Canadian 
Legislature  in  the  matter.  This  will  be  clearly  shown  in  a  subsequent  chapter. 
Lord  Glenelg's  utterances  on  this  question  are  very  emphatic,  especially  in  his 
despatch  dated  5th  December,  1835. 


1838]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  227 

of  a  particular  object ;  they  ought  to  remember  that  they  act  in 
a  delegated  capacity ;  and  if  they  cannot  clear  their  consciences 
and  maintain  the»views  and  interests  of  their  constituents,  they 
ought,  as  many  an  honest  English  gentleman  has  done,  to  resign 
their  seats  in  the  legislature ;  they  ought  to  remember  to  whom 
and  under  what  expectations  they  owe  their  present  elevation  ; 
above  all,  they  ought  to  remember  what  the  equal  and  impartial 
interests  of  their  whole  constituency  require  at  their  hands. 

If,  however,  every  pledge  or  honourable  understanding  should 
be  violated ;  if  every  reasonable  hope  should  be  disappointed ; 
and  if  the  loyal  and  deserving  inhabitants  of  Upper  Canada 
should  be  deceived,  and  disappointed,  and  wronged  by  the 
passage  of  this  bill  into  a  law,  petitions  ought  to  be  circulated 
in  every  part  of  the  province  to  Her  Majesty  the  Queen  to 
withhold  the  royal  assent  from  the  bill ;  and  I  hereby  pledge 
£  50  (if  I  have  to  sell  my  library  to  obtain  the  amount)  for  the 
promotion  of  that  object.  Such  an  act,  under  the  present 
circumstances  of  the  country,  would  be  worse  than  a  former 
alien  bill,  and  ought  to  be  deprecated,  resisted,  and  execrated  by 
every  enlightened  friend  of  the  peace,  happiness,  and  prosperity 
of  the  Province. 

In  reply  to  a  letter  from  Rev.  Joseph  Stinson,  urging  him  to 
•come  to  Toronto  and  oppose  this  bill,  Dr.  Ryerson  said  : — 

For  me  to  leave  Kingston,  under  present  circumstances,  and  go  to  Toronto 
would  ruin  my  ministerial  influence  and  usefulness  here  and  blast  all  our 
present  hopes  of  prosperity.  You  know  that  by  my  continued  and  repeated 
.absence,  I  have  already  lost  fifty  per  cent,  in  the  confiding  hopes  of  the  people, 
and  consequently  in  very  power  of  doing  them  good.  You  know,  likewise, 
that  the  financial  interests  of  the  Society  have  so  lamentably  declined  that 
we  are  already  largely  in  arrears.  I  cannot,  therefore,  leave,  unless  I  am 
positively  required  to  do  so  by  the  Book  Committee. 

A  more  serious  aspect  of  the  matter,  however,  was  presented 
to  Dr.  Ryerson  in  the  extraordinary  silence  of  the  Conference 
organ  on  the  subject.  In  the  same  letter  he  said : — 

I  cannot  but  feel  deeply  grieved  at  not  only  the  tameness  but  the  profound 
silence  of  the  Guardian  on  this  bill.  Silence  on  such  a  measure,  and  at  such 
a  time,  and  after  the  course  we  have  pursued  hitherto,  is  acquiescence  in  it 
to  all  intents  and  purposes,  and  may  be  fairly  and  legitimately  construed  so 
by  both  friends  and  enemies.  Oh,  is  it  so  ?  Can  it  be  so,  that  the  Editor  of 
the  Guardian  has  got  so  completely  into  the  leading  strings  of  that  churchism 
which  is  as  poisonous  in  its  feelings  towards  us,  and  its  plans  respecting  us, 
as  the  simoon  blast ;  that  he  will  see  measures  going  forward,  which  he 
must  know  are  calculated,  nay,  intended,  to  trample  us  in  the  dust,  and  not 
even  say  one  word,  except  in  praise  (as  often  as  possible),  of  the  very  men 
who  he  sees  from  day  to  day  plotting  our  overthrow  ! 

I  have  also  observed,  in  Dr.  Strachan's  letters  to  Hon.  Wm.  Morris,  an 
attack  upon  Lord  Glenelg,  the  Colonial  Secretary — such  a  one  as  would 
enable  us  to  turn  to  our  account  on  the  clergy  reserve  question  (and  against 
Dr.  Strachan's  exclusive  system)  the  entire  influence  of  Her  Majesty's 


228  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XXIX. 

Government,  which  would  have  great  weight  both  in  and  out  of  the  House 
of  Assembly.  How  I  have  heard  Dr.  Bunting,  Mr.  Beecham,  and  other 
members  of  the  Committee  at  home,  eay  that  Lord  Glenelg  is  one  of  the  best 
and  ablest  men  of  the  present  day.  At  all  events,  after  what  we  have 
obtained  through  his  Lordship's  instrumentality,  I  think  that  silence  on  our 
part  is  disgraceful — apart  from  considerations  of  local  interests  in  this  battle 
for  right  and  justice". 

Two  able  and  moderate  advocates  of  the  settlement  of  the 
clergy  reserve  question  were  sent  to  England  in  1837  to  confer 
with  Lord  Glenelg  on  the  subject,  viz. :  Hon.  William  Morris  on 
behalf  of  the  Church  of  Scotland,  and  Hon.  W.  H.  Draper  on 
behalf  of  the  Church  of  England.  In  November  of  that  year 
Dr.  Ryerson  was  requested  to  draw  up  a  paper  embodying  the 
opinions  of  the  leading  members  of  the  Conference.  This  was 
done,  and  an  elaborate  paper  on  the  subject  was  published  in 
the  Guardian  of  January  17th,  1838.*  Shortly  afterwards  Dr. 
Ryerson  addressed  a  letter  to  Lord  Glenelg  on  the  subject.  I 
only  insert  the  narrative  part  of  it,  as  follows : — 

I  was  favoured  with  a  conversation  on  the  clergy  reserve  question  with 
Mr.  [Sir  James]  Stephen,  in  accordance  with  your  Lordship's  suggestion, 
the  day  before  I  left  London  for  Canada  (27th  April,  1837).  After  my 
arrival  in  this  Province  it  was  unanimously  agreed  to  support  the  plan  for 
the  adjustment  of  that  important  and  long  agitated  question,  which  had 
been  mentioned  by  Mr.  Stephen,  in  the  interview  referred  to. 

Sir  F.  B.  Head  set  his  face  against  it  from  the  beginning,  and  did  not 
wish  me  to  say  anything  about  it  publicly.  The  Attorney-General  acknow- 
ledged it  was  equitable,  and  did  not  make  any  serious  objection  to  it.t 

Recently  a  meeting  of  our  principal  ministers  took  place  in  Toronto,  in 
order  to  consult  upon  the  measures  which  it  was  desirable  to  adopt  in  order 
to  promote  the  settlement  of  the  question  at  the  next  session  of  Parliament. 

*  The  paper  was  signed  by  Kev.  Messrs.  Harvard,  Case,  Stinson,  J.  Ryerson. 
W.  Ryerson,  E.  Ryerson,  Green,  Evans,  Jones,  Wilkinson,  Beatty,  and  Wright, 
See  also  Guardian  of  October  10th,  1838. 

t  In  the  Guardian  of  September  12th,  1838,  page  180,  Dr.  Ryerson  makes  a 
fuller  reference  to  this  matter.  Speaking  of  tne  Hume  and  Roebuck  letters 
(page  167),  he  says :  I  was  indeed — what  I  never  thought  of  in  London — ap- 
plauded to  satiety  by  the  constitutional  press  of  Upper  Canada  [for  these  letters], 
and  by  many  individuals,  several  of  whom,  on  my  landing  in  Canada  last  year, 
gave  me  no  small  thanks  for  the  results  of  the  election  of  1836.  But  all  that 
ceased  within  a  week  after  my  return  to  Canada.  .  .  And  why  I  Because 
I  availed  myself  of  the  first  opportunity  after  my  return  to  submit  and  press 
upon  Sir  Francis  and  the  Attorney-General  and  others,  the  importance  and  neces- 
sity of  an  early  and  equitable  settlement  of  the  clergy  reserve  question,  in  order 
to  satisfy  the  expectations  of  thousands  who  had  voted  for  constitutional  candi- 
dates. .  .  The  very  moment  it  was  seen  that  my  views  and  intentions  on 
that  subject  remained  unchanged,  I  saw  a  change  in  the  expression  of  counten- 
ances. Sir  Francis,  indeed,  never  thanked  me,  for  [the  letters];  he  wished  me  to 
say  nothing  about  the  clergy  reserve  question ;  and  within  four  weeks  sent  a 
calumniating  letter  against  me  to  Lord  Glenelg;  and  the  Attorney-General,  so  far 
from  remembering  the  estimate  he  professed  (on  my  return  from  England)  to  place 
upon  my  services  to  the  Province,  sought  last  winter  to  get  a  clause  inserted  in 
the  Report  of  the  Select  Committee  on  the  Upper  Canada  Academy,  impugning 
my  motives  and  exonerating  Sir  Francis  from  the  allegations  contained  in  my 
petition  (see  page  180),  without  even  investigating  its  merits,  etc. 


1838]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  229 

At  the  request  of  the  meeting,  another  gentleman  and  myself  waited  upon 
the  Hon.  Mr.  Draper  (who  had  taken  the  most  official  part  in  previous 
sessions),  and  showed  him  the  resolutions  agreed  to.  We  stated  that  if  it 
would  embarrass  him  in  promoting  the  earliest  settlement  of  the  question, 
we  would  desist  from  publishing  anything  on  the  subject.  He  expressed 
himself  as  highly  gratified  at  our  frankness,  courtesy,  and  general  views,  and 
said  that  if  his  high-church  friends  had  treated  him  with  the  same  liberality 
and  courtesy  he  would  have  been  saved  from  much  difficulty  and  embar- 
rassment, which  he  had  experienced  in  his  previous  exertions;  but  that  he 
thought  there  could  be  no  objection  to  our  publishing  at  large  our  views  on 
the  subject.  The  preparation  of  the  document  was  assigned  to  me.  When, 
published,  it  appeared  to  meet  the  views  of  all  parties,  except  the  ultra 
shade  of  one  party,  who  want  the  whole  of  the  reserves  ;  and  it  is  now  the 
most  popular  plan  throughout  the  Province  of  settling  the  question,  except 
that  of  appropriating  the  reserves  to  educational  purposes  exclusively. 

A  day  or  two  before  the  publication  of  this  document,  the  House  of 
Assembly  went  into  Committee  on  a  Bill  to  revest  the  reserves  in  the 
Imperial  Parliament !  Going  to  Toronto  at  this  time,  I  did  what  I  could  to 
bring  the  subject  again  before  the  House,  and  accordingly  addressed  a  letter 
through  the  press  to  Speaker  MacNab,  of  the  Assembly,  on  the  importance  of 
an  immediate  settlement  of  the  question,  and  also  urging  the  adoption  of  the 
plan  which  had  been  recently  proposed.*  These  papers  appeared  to  create 
a  considerable  sensation  among  the  members  of  the  Assembly;  it  was  agreed 
on  all  sides  that  the  question  ought  to  be  settled  forthwith.  But  the 
reluctance  of  the  Crown  Officers  to  take  up  the  subject  soon  became  mani- 
fest; and  it  was  not  for  some  weeks  after,  that  the  subject  could  be  forced 
upon  them.f  Then  all  (with  very  few  exceptions)  professed  that  the  subject 
ought  not  to  be  postponed  any  longer.  But  the  Crown  Officers  had  no 
measure  prepared,  and  differed  in  opinion  on  the  subject — the  Attorney-  > 
General  consenting  to  the  revesting  of  the  reserves  in  the  Crown,  the 
Solicitor-General  contending  that  they  should  be  divided  among  four  denom-  I 
inations  (Episcopalians,  Presbyterians,  Methodists,  and  Roman  Catholics, 
according  to  their  relative  numbers  in  Great  Britain  and  Ireland !)  This 
proposition  had  but  three  or  four  advocates  in  the  House,  including  the 
author  of  it.  Mr.  Boulton,  seconded  by  Mr.  Cartwright,  moved,  in  substance, 
that  the  clergy  reserve  provision  was  made  for  the  clergy  of  the  Church  of 
England ; — that  it  does  not  provide  for  more  than  a  competent  support  for 
them ; — that  to  appropriate  it  for  them  would  give  most  satisfaction  to  the 
country.  This  resolution  had  five  votes  in  favour  of  it.  All  these  amend- 
ments, and  several  others,  having  been  lost  in  Committee,  the  original 
resolution  moved  by  Mr.  Cartwright,  to  revest  the  clergy  reserves  in  Her 
Majesty,  for  "  the  support  of  the  Christian  religion  in  this  Province,"  was 

*  In  a  letter  to  a  friend,  in  January,  1838,  Dr.  Ryerson  relates  an  amusing 
incident  which  was  characteristic  of  Sir  Allan  MacNab's  love  of  a  bit  of  fun.  He 
said : — In  conversation  one  day  with  Mr.  Speaker  MacNab,  he  gravely  proposed  to 
me  that  I  should  meet  Archdeacon  Strachan  and  a  clergyman  of  the  Church  of 
Scotland ;  and  for  him  and  other  members  of  the  Assembly  to  hear  us  put  forth 
our  respective  claims  to  the  clergy  reserves,  and  for  them  to  say  a  word  now  and 
then  if  they  liked.  After  having  heard  the  parsons  argue  the  point,  some  member 
was  to  bring  such  a  measure  before  the  Assembly,  as  we  three  should  propose. 
This  rather  amusing  way  of  settling  the  question  was  evidently  by  way  of  a  joke, 
so  I  made  no  objection  to  it.  He  is  to  inform  me  of  the  time  and  place  for  the 
argument,  after  having  consulted  the  other  parties  concerned;  but  I  shall  hear  no 
more  of  it ! 

t  The  cause  of  this  apathy  will  be  apparent  from  the  narrative  in  chapter  xxxi., 
and  the  note  on  page  225. 


230  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XXIX. 

adopted  by  a  majority  of  three  ^r  four.  A  bill  was  then  brought  in  and 
read  a  first  time,  and  ordered  to  a,  second  reading  next  day,  but  was  never 
afterwards  taken  up — the  exclusive  church  party  being  anxious  to  keep  it 
out  of  sight.  Thus  the  question  is  laid  over  for  another  year,  to  the  great 
disappointment  and  dissatisfaction  of  thousands  who  have  promptly  come 
forward  to  the  support  of  the  Government  of  the  country. 

As  an  indication  of  the  determination  of  the  party  then  in 
power  in  Upper  Canada  to  carry  their  scheme  for  the  re-invest- 
ment of  the  Reserves  in  the  Crown,  before  the  close  of  this 
friendly  Parliament,  I  quote  the  following  extract  from  a 
despatch  from  Sir  George  Arthur  to  Lord  Glenelg,  dated  llth 
July,  1838  :— 

At  the  first  meeting  of  the  Legislature,  I  propose  to  cause  a  bill  to  be 
introduced  for  re-investing  the  lands  reserved  for  the  clergy  in  the  Crown, 
to  be  applied  for  religious  purposes,  and  I  have  reason  to  think  that  it  will 
be  earned  by  a  considerable  majority. 

In  June,  1838,  Dr.  Ryerson  became  Editor  of  the  Christian 
Guardian.  It  was,  as  I  have  shown,  at  a  most  critical 
period  in  our  provincial  history.  He  was  called  to  that  post 
by  the  unanimous  voice  of  his  brethren.  That  call,  too,  was 
emphasized  by  the  fact  that  the  object  of  the  dominant  party 
in  decrying  the  loyalty  of  their  opponents  was  now  clearly 
seen;  and  that,  therefore,  none  but  a  man  of  undaunted 
courage,  unimpeachable  loyalty,  as  well  as  unquestioned  ability, 
could  successfully  cope  with  the  powerful  combination  of  talent 
and  influence  which  the  ruling  party  possessed. 

Nor  should  it  be  forgotten,  that  in  the  unfortunate  crisis 
through  which  the  Province  had  just  passed,  the  prestige  of  the 
party  which  had  always  claimed  the  whole  of  the  reserves  as 
the  patrimony  of  the  Church  of  England,  had,  from  political 
causes,  immensely  increased.  This  gave  them  a  double  advan- 
tage ;  while,  on  the  other  hand,  the  prestige  of  the  party  which 
for  years  had  firmly  and  consistently  resisted  these  claims,  had, 
for  the  same  political  reasons,  as  sensibly  and  as  seriously 
declined. 

These  facts  were  well  known  to  every  one  in  Upper  Canada 
at  the  time.  They  imposed  a  double  burthen  upon  those  who 
had  the  courage  (or,  it  might  be  said,  audacity)  to  question  the 
righteousness  of  claims,  which — not  to  speak  of  the  invaluable 
services  and  inviolable  loyalty  of  the  claimants  themselves  in 
the  crisis  of  the  rebellion — were  by  words  of  the  statute,  as 
interpreted  by  the  law  officers  of  the  Crown,  so  clearly  given  to 
those  claimants. 

Such  was  the  position  of  parties,  and  the  condition  of  affairs 
in  Upper  Canada,  when  Dr.  Ryerson  was  called  to  the  editorial 
chair  of  the  leading  newspaper  in  the  Province.  That  he  was 
possessed  of  the  requisite  ability  and  firmness  to  maintain  the 


1838]  THE  STCRY  OF  MY  LIFE.  231 


rights  of  a  discouraged  minority,  and  resist  the  then  almost 
unquestioned  will  of  a  powerful  majority,  few  doubted.  The 
bold  defence  of  the  supposed  exiled  rebel,  Bidwell,  proved  that 
neither  courage  nor  talent  was  wanting.  The  bitter  hatred  of 
the  revolutionary  party,  as  expressed  in  the  threat  that,  should 
they  succeed,  their  first  victim  would  be  Egerton  Ryerson, 
showed  that  in  the  new  crusade  he  would  have  no  help  (if  not 
covert  opposition)  from  that  extreme  section  of  his  former 
friends.  Nor,  as  events  proved,  could  he  reckon  on  any  support 
from  the  British  missionary  section  of  the  Methodist  community. 
Indeed,  they  were  hostile  to  his  views,  as  will  be  seen  in  a 
subsequent  chapter. 

In  entering  into  this  contest,  therefore,  Dr.  Ryerson  found 
that  he  would  have  to  encounter  a  threefold  enemy — each 
section  of  it  able,  resolute  and  influential,  especially  that  one 
practically  in  possession  of  the  reserves — fighting,  as  it  was, 
for  its  very  existence,  and  acting  entirely  on  the  defensive. 

Soon  after  Dr.  Ryerson  entered  on  his  editorial  duties  he 
published  in  the  Guardian  an  elaborate  series  of  letters  on 
"  The  Clergy  Reserve  Question,  as  a  matter  of  History,  a  Ques- 
tion of  Law,  and  a  Subject  of  Legislation,"  addressed  to  Hon. 
W.  H.  Draper,  Solicitor-General.  After  reviewing  the  proceed- 
ings of  the  Government  and  Legislature  on  the  subject  down  to 
the  end  of  the  session  of  1838,  he  summed  up  the  leading  facts 
which  he  had  established,  in  the  following  words  : — 

I  have  stated  that  the  Government  has  been  administered  for  fourteen 
years  in  utter  contempt  of  the  wishes  of  the  inhabitants,  constitutionally, 
continuously,  and  almost  unanimously  expressed  through  their  representa- 
tives and  otherwise,  on  a  subject  which  concerns  their  highest  and  best 
interests,  and  which,  as  the  history  of  Great  Britain  amply  shows,  has 
always  more  deeply  interested  British  subjects  than  any  other.  Sir,  on  the 
unspeakably  important  subjects  of  religion  and  education  our  constitutional 
right  of  legislation  has,  by  the  arbitrary  exercise  and  influence  of  Executive 
power,  been  made  a  mockery,  and  our  constitutional  liberties  a  deception  ; 
and  it  is  to  the  influence  over  the  public  mind  of  the  high  religious  feelings 
and  principles  of  those  classes  of  the  population  who  have  been  so  shame- 
fully calumniated  by  the  Episcopal  clergy  and  their  party  scribes,  that  the 
inhabitants  of  Upper  Canada  are  not  doing  in  1838,  what  Englishmen  did  do 
in  1688,  when  their  feelings  were  outraged  and  their  constitutional  liberties 
infringed,  and  the  privileges  of  Parliament  trampled  upon,  in  order  to  force 
upon  the  nation  a  system  of  religious  domination  which  the  great  majority 
of  the  people  did  not  desire. 

As  the  session  of  the  Legislature  of  1839  approached,  a 
vigorous  effort  was  made  by  The  Church  newspaper  (the  clerical 
organ),  and  the  Patriot  (the  lay  organ)  of  the  church  party 
to  influence  public  opinion  in  favour  of  a  re-investment  of  the 
clergy  reserves  in  the  Crown  (for  the  reasons  given  on  page  225.) 

It  was  well  known  that  Dr.  Ryerson  had  strenuously  opposed 


239  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XXIX. 

any  reference  of  the  questions  to  the  British  Parliament  as 
a  pusillanimous,  and  yet  an  interested,  party  abnegation  of 
Canadian  rights.  He,  therefore,  prepared  and  circulated 
extensively  a  petition  to  the  House  of  Assembly  on  this  and 
kindred  subjects.  This  proceeding  called  forth  a  counter 
petition,  urging  the  Legislature  to  recognize  the  principle  of  an 
established  church,  etc.  Dr.  Ryerson,  therefore,  lost  no  time  in 
inserting  in  the  Guardian  of  24th  October,  a  stirring  appeal, 
in  which  he  urged  the  Methodist  ministers  and  members 
throughout  the  country  to  sign  the  petition  which  he  had  pre- 
pared without  delay.  He  insisted  upon  the  abolition  of  the 
rectories  surreptitiously  established  by  Sir  John  Colborne,  on 
the  ground  that,  although  authorized  by  the  Act  of  1791,  yet 
that  their  establishment  was  not  in  harmony  with  the  terms  of 
the  despatch  of  Lord  Ripon,  dated  November  8th,  1832,  which 
stated  that — 

His  Majesty  has  studiously  abstained  from  the  exercise  of  his  undoubted 
prerogative  of  founding  and  endowing  literary  or  religious  corporations, 
until  he  should  obtain  the  advice  of  the  representatives  of  the  people  in  that 
respect. 

He  concluded  the  appeal  with  these  words: — It  becomes 
every  man  who  properly  appreciates  his  civil  and  religious 
rights  and  privileges,  and  those  of  posterity  after  him,  to  give 
his  name,  his  influence,  and  exertions,  in  the  final  effort  to  place 
those  rights  and  privileges  upon  the  broad  foundation  of  equal 
justice  to  all  classes  of  the  inhabitants. 

In  a  subsequent  appeal,  issued  in  November,  he  said : — Let 
every  man  who  has  a  head  to  think,  a  foot  to  walk,  and  a  hand 
to  write,  do  all  in  his  power  to  circulate  the  petitions  for  the 
entire  abolition  of  high  church  domination,  and  the  perfect 
religious  and  political  equality  of  all  denominations  of  Chris- 
tians. .  .  The  majority  of  the  people  of  England  are  willing 
to  have  glebes,  rectories,  tithes,  church  rates,  etc.;  but  the 
majority  of  the  people  of  this  Province  want  nothing  of  the 
kind.  .  .  The  right  of  the  inhabitants  of  this  Province 
to  judge,  and  to  have  their  wishes  granted  on  everything  con- 
nected with  the  disposition  of  the  clergy  reserves,  and  the 
proceeds  of  them,  has  been  formally  recognized  in  gracious 
despatches  from  the  Throne. 

Few  in  the  present  day  can  realize  the  storm  which  these 
petitions  and  appeals  provoked.  Every  effort  was  made  (as 
will  be  seen)  to  silence  the  voice  and  stay  the  hand  of  Dr. 
Ryerson,  the  chief  promoter  of  the  petitions,  and  the  able 
opponent  of  the  establishment  of  church  ascendancy  in  Upper 
Canada.  Thus  matters  reached  a  crisis  in  the  latter  part 
of  the  year  1838.  So  intense  was  the  feeling  evoked  by  the 


1838]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  233 

ruling  party  against  Dr.  Ryerson's  proceeding,  that  in  many 
places  the  promoters  of  the  petitions  were  threatened  with 
personal  violence,  and  even  with  death,  as  may  be  seen  by 
letters  published  in  the  Guardian  at  this  time.  The  publica- 
tion of  these  letters  at  the  present  time  would  excite  feelings  of 
amazement  that  such  a  state  of  things  was  ever  possible  in  a 
free  country  like  Canada. 

Not  only  was  this  policy  of  intimidation  pursued  in  the 
rural  parts  of  the  country,  but  the  newspapers  in  Toronto  and 
the  larger  towns,  controlled  by  his  opponents,  made  a  com- 
bined assault  upon  Dr.  Ryerson,  as  the  central  figure  in  this 
movement.  On  the  19th  December,  1838,  he  inserted  an  able 
defence  of  himself.  He  said : — 

The  question  of  the  Clergy  Reserves,  or  in  other  words,  of  a  dominant 
ecclesiastical  establishment  in  this  Province,  embracing  one  or  more 
Churches,  has  been  a  topic  of  public  discussion  for  nearly  twenty  years. 
For  thirty  years  after  the  creation  of  Upper  Canada  (in  1783)  there  was  no 
ecclesiastical  establishment  in  the  country,  except  in  the  letter  of  an  Act  of 
Parliament.  During  that  time  there  was  no  weakening  of  the  hands  of 
Government  by  discussing  the  question  of  a  dominant  church.  .  . 
But  from  the  time  that  the  Episcopal  clergy  commenced  the  enterprise  of 
ecclesiastical  supremacy  in  the  Province,  there  has  been  civil  and  religious 
discord.  The  calumnious  and  persecuting  measures  they  have  pursued  from 
time  to  time  to  accomplish  their  purpose,  I  need  not  enumerate.  For  twelve 
years  I  have  sought  to  restore  peace  to  the  Province,  by  putting  down  their 
pretensions.  I  have  varied  in  the  means  I  have  employed,  but  never  in  the 
end  I  have  had  in  view,  as  I  have  always  avowed  to  them  and  their  parti- 
zans,  and  to  the  Colonial  and  Imperial  Governments,  on  every  suitable 
occasion. 

It  was  a  favourite  weapon  of  attack  to  denounce  as  rebels 
and  republicans  all  those  who  opposed  the  exclusive  claims  of 
the  then  representatives  of  the  Church  of  England.  And  this 
stigma  was,  in  1838,  a  personal  and  social  one  which  every 
person  to  whom  it  was  applied  resented.  But  the  more  such 
persons  resented  the  charge  of  disloyalty  the  more  was  the 
charge  reiterated,  and  they  were  harassed  and  denounced  as 
"  radicals  "  and  "republicans." 

In  repelling  this  unfounded  charge,  Dr.  Ryerson  did  not 
descend  to  vindication  or  explanation.  He  became  in  turn  the 
assailant,  and  began  to "  carry  the  war  into  Africa."  With 
scorn  and  invective  he  replied  to  the  charge,  and  showed  that 
his  opponents,  with  all  their  boasting  and  professions  of  loyalty, 
had  failed  to  render  the  necessary  aid  in  time  of  need.  Thus : 
It  has  been  said  that  I  prevented  the  militia  from  turning 
out  when  first  called  upon.  .  .  It  is  true  that  I  did  not 
exhort  any  one  to  volunteer.  .  .  One  reason  .  .  was 
that  I  desired  to  have  the  country  furnished  with  a  prac- 
tical illustration  of  high-church  patriotism  and  loyalty  in  the 


234  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE:  [CHAP.  XXIX. 

hour  of  need.  The  Church  and  the  Patriot  had  boasted  of 
their  multitudes ;  but  those  multitudes  shrivelled  into  a 
Falstaffs  company  in  an  hour  which  detected  the  difference 
between  the  loyalty  of  the  lip  and  the  heart.  .  .  The 
elongated  countenances  in  certain  quarters  for  a  few  days  [in 
December,  1837],  will  never  be  forgotten!  From  the  Govern- 
ment House  to  the  poorest  cottage  the  omnipotent  power  of  the 
Guardian  was  proclaimed  as  producing  this  alarming  state  of 
things  !  Indeed,  I  received  a  verbal  message  from  His  Excel- 
lency on  the  subject.  At  this  juncture  .  .  the  heads  of 
the  Presbyterian  and  Methodist  Churches  formally  addressed 
[their  adherents]  exhorting  them  to  rally  to  the  standard  of 
their  country,  and  from  that  hour  we  have  heard  nothing  but 
congratulations  and  boasts  in  regard  to  the  readiness  .  . 
with  which  the  militia  came  forward  in  all  parts  of  the  Pro- 
vince at  the  call  of  the  Government.  It  has  been  insinuated 
that  I  attacked  the  local  Government.  .  .  The  charge 
is  unfounded.  When  the  local  Government  was  attacked  for 
having  pursued  a  different  course  from  that  of  Lord  Durham 
towards  the  political  prisoners,  I  reconciled  the  course  of  the 
two  administrations.  Several  numbers  of  the  Guardian  con- 
taining that  dissertation  were  requested  for  the  Government 
House,  and  .  .  were  sent  to  England.  .  .  But  when  both 
my  position  and  myself  stand  virtually  .  .  impugned  by 
proclamation,  I  am  neither  the  sycophant  nor  the  renegade  to 
crouch  down  under  unmerited  imputations,  come  from  whence 
they  may,  even  though  I  should  suffer  imprisonment  and  ruin 
for  my  temerity. 

I  am  at  length  exhorted  to  silence,  but  not  my  opponents. 
.  .  A  royal  answer  was  returned  to  an  address  of  the  Episco- 
pal Clergy  a  few  weeks  since.*  Nor  is  silence  imposed  upon 
me  until  the  entire  weight  of  the  Chief  Magistracy  is  thrown 
into  the  Episcopal  scale.  If  the  injunction  had  been  given  to 
aU  parties  .  .  then  we  might  have  felt  ourselves  in  some 
degree  equally  protected.  .  .  But  at  the  moment  when  the 
Province  is  turned  into  a  camp — when  freedom  of  opinion  may 
be  said  to  exist,  but  scarcely  to  live — when  unprecedented 
power  is  wielded  by.  the  Executive,  and  the  Habeas  Corpus 
Act  is  suspended,  for  one  party  in  the  Province  to  have  free 
range  of  denunciation,  intimidation,  etc.,  against  Methodists 
and  others  .  .  and  then  for  silence  to  be  enjoined  on  me 
and  those  who  agree  with  me  .  .  does  excite,  I  confess,  my 

*  In  their  address  they  designated  themselves  as  the  Bishop,  Archdeacons,  and 
Clergy  of  the  Established  Church  of  Upper  Canada  ;  but  Sir  George  Arthur,  in 
his  reply,  addressed  them  as  the  Bishop,  Archdeacons,  and  Clergy  of  the  esta- 
blished Church  of  England  in  Upper  Canada. 


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anxious  concern,  as  the  object  of  it  in  regard  to  myself  and  a 
large  portion  of  the  country  cannot  be  mistaken. 

The  despatches  of  Lord  Ripon  (Nov.  8th,  1832)  and  Lord 
Glenelg  (Dec.  15th,  1835)  recommended  a  "comprehensive 
liberality "  in  every  department,  and  in  all  the  acts  of  the 
Government,  which  conceded  in  full  the  popular  demands  on 
the  clergy  reserve  question,  and  deprecated  the  establishment  of 
any  religious  corporations  until  the  advice  of  the  local  Legis- 
lature had  been  obtained — these  very  despatches  Sir  F.  B.  Head 
promised  to  carry  out.  .  .  But  has  that  pledge  been  re- 
deemed by  him  ?  Has  it  not  been  grossly  violated  ?  .  .  In 
his  appointments  and  dismissals  from  office,  and  in  the  whole 
tone  and  spirit  of  his  government,  did  not  Sir  F.  B.  Head  become 
the  head  of  a  party  instead  of  the  Governor  of  the  Province  ? 
.  .  The  result  of  his  new  system  of  government  already  is 
derangement  of  the  currency — insurrection — bloodshed — loss 
of  property — demoralization,  by  calling  large  bodies  of  men 
from  rural  to  military  employments — decrease  of  population — 
cessation  of  immigration — decrease  of  credit — decrease  of  reve- 
nue— increase  of  the  public  debt — decrease  of  the  value  of 
property — increase  of  popular  dissatisfaction — vast  military 
expenditures  from  the  taxes  of  an  overburthened  British  popu- 
lation— insecurity  of  person  and  property,  and  general  distrust. 
Under  these  "  Church  and  King  "  counsels,  for  two  years  more, 
and  this  province  will  be  a  Paradise  !  .  .  We  have  laboured 
hard  to  obtain  and  secure  many  blessings  for  our  native  land, 
but  certainly  not  such  blessings  as  these  ! 

In  connection  with  this  discussion,  a  Kingston  paper  stated 
that  Dr.  Ryerson  was  moved  by  ambitious  motives.  In  reply 
Dr.  Ryerson  said: — As  to  my  motives  of  ambition,  etc.,  my 
enemies  will  probably  concede  to  me  two  or  three  things.  1.  That 
long  before  Sir  F.  B.  Head  came  to  Upper  Canada  I  had  been 
honoured  by  as  large  a  share  of  popular  favour  in  this  province 
as  any  individual  could  reasonably  expect  or  desire.  .  . 
2.  That  the  path  to  royal  favour  has  been  opened  as  widely  to 
me  as  it  is  possible  for  it  to  be  opened  to  any  clerical  individual 
who  has  laid  it  down  as  a  rule,  and  stated  it  to  Ministers  of  the 
Crown  and  Governors,  that  he  never  could  knowingly  receive 
a  farthing  from  any  quarter,  or  in  any  way,  which  was  not 
pointed  out  and  authorized  by  the  discipline  of  his  Church. 
But  as  a  love  of  popular  favour  has  not  obliterated  from  my 
recollection  the  rightful  prerogatives  of  the  Crown,  I  cannot  see 
why  I  should  thereby  be  disqualified  from  a  disinterested 
maintenance  of  constitutional  rights,  especially  when  many 
more  are  immediately  concerned  in  the  latter  than  in  the 
former. 


CHAPTER    XXX. 

1838-1839. 

THE  RULING  PABTY  AND  THE  RESERVES. — "  DIVIDE  ET  IMPERA.': 

A  MONGST  so  large  and  influential  a  body  as  the  Methodists, 
Xl_  made  up,  as  it  was  years  ago,  of  two  distinct  elements, 
somewhat  antagonistic  to  each  other,  it  can  easily  be  understood 
that  the  more  astute  among  the  high  church  or  "  family  com- 
pact "  party  clearly  saw  that  their  only  hope  of  success  in  the 
clergy  reserve  controversy  was  by  taking  advantage  of  the 
presence  of  this  antagonistic  element  in  the  Methodist  body,  and 
to  turn  it  to  practical  account  against  Dr.  Ryerson,  so  as  to 
checkmate  him  in  the  contest.  Queen  Elizabeth's  motto: 
Divide  et  impera,  was  therefore  adopted.  And  every  effort  was 
made  to  intensify  the  feelings  and  widen  the  breach  which 
already  existed  between  the  two  sections  of  the  Methodists. 
This  was  the  more  easily  done  by  the  appeal  which  was  made 
to  the  national  prejudices  of  Methodists  of  British  origin,  as 
against  the  alleged  republican  tendency  of  their  colonial  breth- 
ren.* In  this  effort  the  ruling  party  were  publicly  and  privately 
aided  by  members  of  the  Missionary  Committee  in  London.  To 
discuss  this  question  now  would  be  practically  useless.  None 
but  actors  in  the  scenes  and  conflicts  of  those  times  could 
realize  the  strong,  even  bitter,  feelings  which  existed  in  the 
chief  towns  between  the  two  parties  at  the  time.  Cherished 
sentiments  of  loyalty,  strong  home  feelings,  and  orthodox 
Methodist  principles,  were  appealed  to,  and  alternately  asserted 
their  influence  on  opposite  sides  in  the  contest. 

Added  to  the  difficulty  which  Dr.  Ryerson  experienced  in 
conducting  the  clergy  reserve  controversy  was  the  fact,  that 
many  Methodists  of  British  origin  fully  sympathized  with  the 
claims  of  the  old  national  and  historical  Church  of  England — 

*  Dr.  Ryerson,  in  the  Guardian  of  October  81,  1838,  says:— Five  columns  of 
The  Church,  of  the  20th  ult.,  are  occupied  with  an  appeal  to  the  old  country 
Methodists,  to  induce  them  to  oppose  the  Conference  and  Connexion  in  this  Pro- 
vince in  the  clergy  reserve  question.  The  Cobourg  Star  follows  in  the  wake  of 
The  Church,  in  the  same  pious  crusade.  The  Patriot  of  the  26th  inst  also  copies 
the  schismatic  appeal  of  The  Church. 


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they  held  that  it  was  ipso  facto  the  "  established  "  church  in 
every  British  Colony,  as  often  asserted  by  the  Missionary  party. 
As  the  clergy  reserve  question  gradually  became  the  absorbing 
topic  of  discussion  in  the  country  (with  Dr.  Ryerson  as  one 
of  the  chief  leaders  in  that  discussion),  it  was  natural  that  so 
important  a  matter  should  receive  the  attention  of  Conference. 
This  it  did  at  an  early  date.  In  1837  strong  resolutions  were 
passed  upon  the  subject,  which  excited  much  uneasiness  among 
the  English  Missionary  party.  The  Rev.  W.  H.  Harvard, 
President  of  the  Conference,  in  writing  to  Dr.  Ryerson  on  the 
subject  after  Conference,  said : — 

Since  I  came  away  from  the  Conference,  I  have  been  greatly  concerned  as 
to  the  anti-church  impression  likely  to  be  made  on  the  mind  of  our  people 
by  our  recent  resolutions  of  Conference;  and  I  would  fain  engage  your 
interest  with  Rev.  E.  Evans,  our  Editor,  to  accompany  them  with  some 
saving  paragraph  on  the  general  principle  of  an  establishment  which  may 
keep  our  people  from  the  danger  of  imbibing  the  principle  of  dissent,  tho 
operation  of  which  will  always  foster  a  religious  radicalism  in  our  body,  and 
the  influence  of  which  our  fathers  at  home  strongly  deprecate.  I  think  with 
you,  that  in  the  altered  circumstances  of  our  Colonial  relations,  we  have 
reason  to  plead  for  concessions  of  equality  of  rights  and  privileges  which 
would  never  be  granted  in  the  Mother  Country.  In  that  respect  I  do  not 
dissent  from  the  spirit  of  the  resolutions.  But  I  more  and  more  think  and 
feel  that  there  is  a  middle  path  of  respectful  deference  to  the  principle  of  an 
establishment  even  in  the  Colonies,  which,  so  modified,  would  not  be  injuri- 
ous, but  rather  helpful,  to  our  good  cause, — and  which  is  a  vantage  ground 
on  which  none  of  our  enemies  could  touch  us.  It  is  true,  that  from  Wesleyan 
high  quarters  you  have  had  encouragement  to  believe  an  independent  stand 
against  Church  domination  would  not  be  disapproved ;  yet  even  there  a 
denial  of  the  principle  of  an  establishment  (or  that  the  Government  should 
profess  some  one  form  of  Christianity,  with  equal  privileges  to  other  Chris- 
tians) would  meet  with  reprobation ;  and  if  not,  who  does  not  see,  if  we  take 
that  anti-Wesleyan  ground,  it  may  involve  the  question  of  Wesleyan  con- 
sistency on  our  part,  while  at  the  same  time  it  would  be  in  danger  of 
throwing  our  people  into  the  arms  of  the  Radical-popish-infidel  faction, 
where  they  will,  bear-like,  be  hugged  till  the  breath  of  piety  is  pressed  out 
of  them.  Of  course,  it  would  drive  away  from  our  congregations  many  of 
those  pious  or  well-disposed  Church  people  who  occasionally  mingle  with 
and  derive  good  from  us.  It  was  Mr.  Wesley's  conviction  that  the  Method- 
ists were  in  part  raised  up  to  spread  scriptural  holiness  in  the  Church  of 
England,  as  well  as  in  the  world  at  large.  1  must  repeat  my  wish,  that  you 
had  yielded  to  my  suggestion  to  admit  into  the  resolution  the  phrases, 
"  that  the  principle  of  an  establishment  should  be  so  administered  in  this 
Province  as  to  secure  perfect  equality  of  rights  and  privileges  among  all 
other  communities." 

You  may  have  ulterior  views  which  I  am  too  short-sighted  to  perceive. 
But  I  am  fully  convinced,  that  if  the  Guardian  does  not  save  us  from  identi- 
fication with  dissent  from  the  Church  of  England  at  this  crisis,  the  real 
friends  of  our  Zion  will  bitterly  deplore  it  another  day.* 

*  Even  Kev.  J.  Stinson  (who  heartily  sympathized  in  many  things  with  the 
Canadian  Methodists),  in  a  letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  written  in  February,  1839,  said: 
— I  have  read  your  address  to  Hon.  W.  H.  Draper,  on  the  clergy  reserve  question, 


238  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XXX. 

Here  was  a  broad  and  distinct  declaration  of  principle,  as 
fully  in  harmony  with  the  views  of  the  dominant  party  as  they 
were  entirely  opposed  to  those  held  by  the  Canadian  Confer- 
ence party.  They  were  perfectly  sincere,  too,  and  were  uttered 
by  one  of  the  most  moderate,  and  yet  most  thoroughly  repre- 
sentative agents  of  the  British  Missionary  party  in  this  Pro- 
vince. It  can  be  easily  seen  how  tempting  an  opportunity  it 
was  for  the  ruling  party  to  foster  this  feeling  amongst  the 
English  Missionary  section  of  Methodists,  by  strong  appeals  to 
their  well-known  loyalty — their  respect  and  love  for  the  old 
mother-church,  which  John  Wesley  so  venerated.  Even  conde- 
sension  and  flattery  were  employed.  The  Church  and  other 
newspapers  made  appeals  with  tact  and  ability*  (see  page  236) ; 
the  Lieutenant  Governor  himself  took  the  trouble  to  address  a 
letter  on  the  subject  direct  to  the  Missionary  Committee  in 
London,  and  Archdeacon  Strachan  never  failed  to  single  out 
for  respectful  mention  and  commendation  the  representatives 
of  the  British  Missionary  party  in  Canada,  as  distinguished 
from  the  "  disloyal  and  republican  section  of  the  Methodists."-f- 

with  considerable  attention ;  and  while  there  is  much  in  it  which  I  admire,  I  must 
honestly  tell  you,  en  passant,  that  it  contains  more  against  the  principle  of  an 
establishment  in  this  Colony  than  I  like. 

*  Not  satisfied  with  these  strong  appeals  in  the  newspapers,  resort  was  had  to 
personal  ones,  made  to  leading  members  of  the  missianary  party.  In  a  kind  and 
yet  candid  letter  which  Dr.  Ryerson  received  in  November,  1838,  Rev.  Joseph 
Stinson  says: — I  sincerely  sympathize  with  you  in  your  present  perplexing 
and  trying  circumstances.  I  heard  to-day  that  some  of  the  dominant  church 
champions  are  appealing  to  me  to  array  myself  against  you.  They  may  save  them- 
selves the  trouble  of  making  such  appeals.  Whenever  I  have  differed  in  opinion 
with  you,  I  have  told  you  so,  and  shall  do  so  again, — but  shall  never,  unless  you 
become  a  revolutionist,  either  directly  or  indirectly  sanction  any  factious  opposition 
to  you.  I  think,  as  Wesleyan  Methodists,  we  ought,  openly  and  fearlessly,  to 
advocate  the  righteous  claims  of  our  own  Church ;  but  we  ought  to  do  it  without 
detracting  from  the  merits  or  opposing  the  interests  of  that  Church  which  is  so 
closely  connected  with  our  Government,  as  is  the  Church  of  England.  I  know 
that  the  exclusive  spirit — the  arrogant  pretentiousness — the  priestly  insolence — the 
anti-Christian  spirit  of  certain  members  of  that  Church  richly  deserves  chastise- 
ment. .  .  .  I  know  that  your  public  services  have  been  undervalued ;  your  faults 
have  been  shamefully  exaggerated ;  your  motives  have  been  misrepresented ;  your 
influence  (connected  as  you  are  with  a  large  and  influential  body  of  Christians)  is 
feared,  and  your  enemies  are  as  bitter  as  Satan  can  make  them ;  but,  if  you  are 
conscious  that,  in  the  sight  of  God,  you  are  aiming  at  the  right  object,  why  not 
leave  your  cause  in  His  hands?  why  so  frequently  appeal  to  the  people?  You  may 
not  see  it ;  but  there  is  a  recklessness  in  your  mode  of  writing,  sometimes,  which 
is  really  alarming,  and  for  which  many  of  the  members  of  the  Conference  of  our 
Society  do  not  like  to  be  responsible.  I  know  well,  that  the  acts  of  the  high 
church  party  are  far  more  likely  to  excite  rebellion  than  your  writings.  There  is  a 
strong,  a  very  strong,  feeling  against  a  dominant  Church ;  but  a  majority  of  the 
Province  would  rather  have  that,  and  connection  with  Great  Britain,  than  repub- 
licanism. 

t  On  the  other  hand,  the  Editor  of  The  Church  thus  sketched  Dr.  Ryerson  : — As 
The  promoter,  if  not  originator,  of  prejudices  of  indigenous  growth,  against  the 


1838-39]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  239 

Referring  to  this  period,  Rev.  John  Ryerson,  in  his  Historical 
Recollections  of  Methodism  (as  annotated  by  Dr.  Ryerson)  in- 
forms us  that — 

After  aiding  to  suppress  the  rebellion,  the  Guardian  resumed  the  discus- 
sion of  the  clergy  reserve  question,  and  insisted  that  it  should  be  settled. 
But  nothing  was  farther  from  the  thoughts  of  Dr.  Strachan  and  Sir  George 
Arthur.  They  contended  that  the  mooting  of  the  question  at  such  a  time 
was  evidence  of  disloyalty  on  the  part  of  those  who  were  endeavouring  to 
despoil  the  Church  of  its  lawful  rights.  The  Editor  of  the  Guardian  (Dr. 
Ryerson)  was  threatened  with  personal  violence,  with  prosecution,  and 
banishment.  Yet  the  Guardian  kept  on  the  even  tenor  of  its  way  ;  and  in 
proportion  to  the  fury  of  the  monopolists,  did  the  Editor  increase  his  exer- 
tions to  wrest  from  them  their  unjust  gains.  Then  the  oppressors  of  equal 
rights,  seeing  that  nothing  else  would  do,  called  into  requisition  the  old  craft 
to  divide  the  Methodists,  or,  by  other  influences,  to  coercively  control  them. 

Sir  George  Arthur,  the  amanuensis  of  Dr.  Strachan  in  these  matters,  wrote 
to  the  Missionary  Committee  in  London  of  the  evil  and  disturbing  doings  of 
the  Guardian,  and  called  on  them  for  their  interference.  This  nattering 
appeal  received  a  very  complimentary  reply.  The  Committee  also  wrote  to 
their  missionary  agents  in  Canada,  directing  them  to  interpose  and  arrest  the 
unjustifiable  course  of  the  Guardian.  The  objection  was  that  the  paper 
"had  become  party-political ;"  that  "  its  course  was  disquieting  to  the  coun- 
try, and  disreputable  to  Wesleyan  Methodism,"  .  .  etc.  It  is  not  denied 
(adds  Rev.  J.  Ryerson),  that  the  Guardian  at  this  time  was  very  political  for 
a  religious  journal.  .  . 

On  this  Dr.  Ryerson  remarked — 

It  is  true,  as  my  brother  has  intimated,  that  the  Guardian 
was  "very  political,"  because  the  Editor  was  intensely  in 
earnest  on  the  great  object  for  which  he  had  been  elected  by 
the  Conference.  .  .  The  times  of  his  former  proposed  con- 
ciliations and  compromises  were  now  past.  He  felt  the  awful- 
ness  of  the  crisis  and  the  responsibility  of  his  position.  The 
Reform  party  had  been  crushed  by  the  rebellion  of  1837,  and 
the  Reform  press  silenced ;  there  was,  in  fact,  no  Reform  party. 
The  high-church  party  thought  that  their  day  of  absolute 
power  and  ecclesiastical  monopoly  had  dawned.  It  had  been 
agreed  by  Mr.  W.  L.  Mackenzie  and  his  fellow  rebels  .  . 
that  Egerton  Ryerson  [should  be  their  first  victim].  He  alone 
stood  above  successful  calumny  by  the  high-church  party,  and 

Church  of  England,  and  as  the  thoughtless  scatterer  of  the  seeds  of  political  error 
and  of  antipathy  to  the  national  church.  Notwithstanding  these  counteracting 
influences,  the  Editor  does  not  despair  of  seeing  the  day  when  Methodists  in 
Canada  will  join  with  Churchmen  in  vindicating  the  Church's  right  to  the  property 
of  the  reserves,  which  will  enable  them  to  plant  the  established  church  in  every 
corner  of  these  Provinces.  And  this  they  will  do,  not  upon  the  ground  merely  of 
filial  partiality,  but  on  the  most  rational  security  for  the  permanence  and  purity  of 
our  Protestant  faith,  etc.  Under  these  circumstances,  Dr.  Ryerson  said : — 

I  have  felt  it  due  to  the  Guardian  connexion  to  enter  my  protest  against  the 
claims  of  the  Episcopal  Church,  and  to  combat  and  explain  the  opinion  of  my 
English  brethren  as  not  those  prevalent  in  this  Province. 

A  lengthened  communication,  embodying  those  views,  appearing  on  page  109  of 
the  Guardian  of  May  16th,  1838. 


240  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XXX. 

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backed  as  he  was  by  his  Canadian  Methodist  brethren,  he 
determined  to  defend  to  the  last,  the  citadel  of  Canadian  liberty. 

.  .  He  knew  that,  as  in  a  final  struggle  for  victory  between 
two  armies,  when  that  victory  was  trembling  in  the  scales,  the 
wavering  of  a  single  battalion  on  either  side  might  animate  and 
decide  victory  in  favour  of  the  enemy;  so  a  compromising 
sentence  or  ambiguous  word  from  the  Editor  might  rouse  the 
high-church  party  to  increased  confidence  and  action,  and  pro- 
portionally weaken  the  cause  of  civil  and  religious  liberty  in 
Upper  Canada.  The  Editor  of  the  Guardian  had  no  fear,  and 
he  evinced  none.  .  .  I  contended  that  all  the  political  ques- 
tions then  pending  had  a  direct  or  indirect  bearing  on  this  great 
question ;  .  .  that  I  would  not  be  turned  aside  from  the 
great  object  in  view  until  it  was  obtained  ;  that  the  real  object 
of  the  Government  and  of  the  Missionary  Committee  was  not 
so  much  to  prevent  the  introduction  of  politics  into  the 
Guardian,  as  the  discussion  of  the  clergy  reserve  question 
itself,  and  of  the  equal  religious  rights  of  the  people  alto- 
gether, so  that  the  high-church  party  might  be  left  in  peace- 
able possession  of.  their  exclusive  privileges,  and  their  unjust 
and  immense  monopolies,  without  molestation  or  dispute. 

Rev.  J.  Ryerson  adds :  Had  Dr.  Ryerson  "  yielded  to  the 
dictation  of  Sir  George  Arthur's  government,  and  the  inter- 
ference of  the  London  Missionary  Committee,  one-seventh  of 
the  land  of  the  Province  might  now  be  in  the  hands  of  the 
Church  of  England.  But  the  course  of  the  Guardian  in  this 
matter,  however  right,  brought  upon  [the  Canadian  Methodist 
Church]  calamities  and  sufferings  of  seven  years'  continuance." 

About  a  month  before  the  Conference  of  1839  met,  Sir 
George  Arthur  received  a  reply,  by  the  hands  of  Dr.  Alder,  from 
the  Missionary  Committee  in  London  (signed  by  Dr.  Bunting 
and  the  other  Secretaries),  which  he  published  in  the  Patriot 
newspaper.  Dr.  Ryerson  inserted  the  letter  in  the  Guardian 
of  the  22nd  May,  with  these  remarks  : — 

We  copy  from  the  Patriot  a  letter,  addressed  by  the  Wesleyan  Missionary 
Secretaries  in  London  to  Sir  George  Arthur,  disclaiming  "  all  participation 
in  the  views  expressed  in  the  Guardian  on  the  ecclesiastical  questions  of  this 
Province." 

He  then  goes  on  to  show  that  the  views  expressed  in  the 
Guardian  were  identical  with  those  embodied  in  the  proceedings 
of  the  Wesleyan  Conference  in  Upper  Canada  from  the  begin- 
ning, and  that  they  were  explicitly  avowed  and  understood  by 
both  parties  at  the  time  of  the  union  of  the  Conferences  in  1833. 

The  object  of  the  publication  of  the  letter  was  evidently  two- 
fold :  1st.  To  put  a  weapon  into  the  hands  of  the  friends  of  a 
dominant  church  in  Upper  Canada.  2nd.  To  paralyze  the  efforts 


1838-39]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  241 

of  Dr.  Ryerson  to  secure  equal  rights  for  all  religious  bodies, 
and  thus  to  weaken  his  powerful  influence  as  a  champion  of 
those  rights. 

It  was  a  noticeable  fact  that  all  of  the  disclaimers  from  the 
British  party  first  appeared  in  the  Church  of  England  organs,  and 
were  there  triumphantly  appealed  to  as  the  unbiassed  expression 
of  Methodist  opinion  from  headquarters  in  England.  In  supple- 
menting Rev.  John  Ryerson's  Historical  Narrative  of  events 
at  this  period,  Dr.  Ryerson  stated,  in  substance,  that : — 

It  was  soon  found  that  Sir  George  Arthur  had  thrown  himself  into  the 
hands  of  the  oligarchy  on  the  question  of  the  clergy  reserves — he  would  not 
consent  to  have  them  applied  to  any  other  purpose  than  the  support  of  the 
clergy,  and  was  anxious  to  have  them  revested  in  the  Crown.  When  Sir 
George's  views  and  plans  were  brought  before  the  Legislature,  I  opposed  them. 
The  Missionary  Committee  interposed  (at  Sir  George's  own  request)  and 
supported  him  on  that  question.  However,  Her  Majesty's  Government  sub- 
sequently set  aside  the  proceedings  of  Sir  George  Arthur,  upon  the  very  same 
grounds  on  which  I  had  opposed  them ;  but  that  made  no  difference  in  the 
feelings  towards  me  of  Dr.  Alder  and  his  colleagues. 

Early  in  June,  1839,  Dr.  Alder  addressed  a  letter  to  the 
Guardian,  explaining  and  defending  his  views  on  church 
establishments.  On  the  12th  of  that  month,  Dr.  Ryerson 
replied  to  him  at  length,  and,  at  the  close,  put  a  series  of 
questions  to  Dr.  Alder.  From  the  2nd  and  6th  I  make  the 
following  extracts : — 

2.  Are  you  satisfied  that  you  are  providentially  called  of  God  to  attempt 
to  make  Methodism  an  agency  in  promoting  a  national  establishment  of 
religion  in  a  new  country,  in  the  teeth  of  an  overwhelming  majority  of  the 
inhabitants  1 

6.  Are  you  warranted  from  any  writings  or  authority  of  Mr.  Wesley  to 
insist  that,  "  under  no  circumstances,"  the  principle  of  an  establishment  shall 
be  abandoned  ?  .  .  Mr.  Wesley  and  his  coadjutors  have  left  it  on  record, 
in  the  minutes  of  their  Conference,  as  their  deliberate  judgment,  that  "there 
is  no  instance  of,  or  ground  at  all  for,  a  national  church  in  the  New  Testa- 
ment;" that  they  "  apprehended  it  to  be  a  merely  political  institution."  How 
can  any  true  Wesleyau  convert  that  into  a  matter  of  faith  and?  religious 
principle  for  which  Mr.  Wesley  declared  there  "  was  no  instance  or  ground 
at  all  in  the  New  Testament]"  .  .  I  know  that  the  local  Executive  is 
most  intent  to  secure  the  aid  of  the  Missionary  Committee  to  support  the 
recent  re-investment  act  of  spoliation  ;  I  believe  that  your  letter  .  . 
emboldened  and  encouraged  them  in  the  re-investment  scheme,  and  His 
Excellency  stated  some  months  since  that  he  had  written  for  you  to  come  to 
this  country;- they  think  that  they  can  bargain  with  you  upon  more  advan- 
tageous terms  than  they  can  with  the  Methodist  Conference  in  this  Province, 
but  I  entreat  you  to  pause  before  you  proceed  to  insist  that  that  which  Mr. 
Wesley  declares  .  .  to  be  "a  merely  political  institution,"  forms  any  part 
of  Wesleyan  Methodism.* 

*  With  a  view  to  increase  the  clamour  against  the  Editor  of  the  Ghiardian  on  this 
subject,  Mr.  Alex.  Davidson,  writing  to  Dr.  Ryerson  from  Niagara,  said': — Dr. 
Alder's  letter  to  you  had  been  printed  and  circulated  there  in  the  form  of  a  hand-bill. 
Mr.  E.  C.  Griffin,  of  Waterdown,  writing  from  Hamilton  on  the  same  subject,  said  : 
T  have  learned  from  brother  Edward  Jackson  what  are  the  feelings  of  the  Society 
16 


242  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XXX. 

Dr.  Ryerson 's  account  of  what  transpired  at  the  ensuing  Con- 
ference is  in  substance  as  follows  : — 

Dr.  Alder  attended  the  Conference  at  Hamilton,  June,  1839,  and  intro- 
duced resolutions  expressive  of  his  views,  to  which  he  insisted  upon  the 
concurrence  of  the  Conference.  The  resolutions  were  discussed  for  three 
days.  On  the  last  day  Dr.  Ryerson  replied,  after  which  the  resolutions 
were  negatived  by  a  vote  of  55  to  5.* 

At  the  same  Conference  Dr.  Ryerson  was  appointed  secretary, 
by  a  vote  of  41  to  14.  But  it  was  in  regard  to  the  election  of 
Editor  that  the  greatest  interest  was  taken,  not  so  much  amongst 
the  Canadian  section  of  the  Methodist  people  as  amongst  the 
members  of  other  religious  bodies.  The  Guardian  stated  :-~ 

For  the  last  two  months  the  several  provincial  journals  have  renewed  their 
efforts  of  vehement  vituperation  against  the  Editor  ;  .  .  they  have  sought 
and  hoped  to  create  a  division  in  the  ranks  of  the  Methodist  family,  and,  by 
thus  dividing,  to  conquer  ;  they  even  triumphed  by  anticipation — so  much 
so,  that  the  Editor  of  The  Church  oracularly  predicted  the  speedy  release  of 
the  Editor  of  the  Guardian  from  his  editorial  duties. 

The  chagrin  which  was  felt  by  these  parties  can  be  well 
imagined  when  the  ballot  announced  that  Dr.  Ryerson  had  been 
re-elected  editor,  by  a  vote  of  60  to  13  !  Speaking  of  this 
memorable  triumph,  Dr.  Ryerson  declared  that : — 

Never  before  did  I  receive,  directly  or  indirectly,  so  many  unequivocal 
testimonies  of  respect  and  confidence,  not  merely  from  the  Methodist  Church 
at  large,  but  also  from  members  of  other  churches. 

In  the  meantime  (as  Dr.  Ryerson  stated  elsewhere)  the 
discussion  on  the  question  of  a  dominant  church  monopoly  and 
party  .  .  proscription  waxed  hotter  and  hotter  ;  .  .  rumours 
prevailed  of  a  change  of  Governors  in  Upper  Canada;  the  high 
church  party  felt  that  this  was  their  time,  and  perhaps  their 
last  chance  to  confirm  their  absolute  power.  .  .  Under  these 

in  Hamilton,  respecting  the  letter  of  Dr.  Alder.  He  says,  that  if  the  leaders' 
meeting  is  any  index  of  the  views  of  the  entire  Society  here,  they  are  a  "  unit "  to 
a  man  (except  the  preacher)  in  their  determination  to  support  you  in  your  prin- 
ciples and  proceedings. 

*  The  following  incident  in  connection  with  this  vote  is  mentioned  by  Dr. 
Ryerson:  Dr.  Alder  (he  said)  appeared  disappointed  and  depressed;  and,  after  the 
close  of  the  Conference  I  said  to  him  :  Dr.  Alder,  you  see  how  entirely  you  have 
mistaken  the  state  of  Canadian  society,  and  the  views  and  feelings  of  the  Method- 
ist people.  Now,  I  do  not  wish  that  you  should  return  to  England  a  defeated  and 
disgraced  man.  I  purpose  to  write  a  short  editorial  for  the  Guardian,  stating  that 
the  differences  and  misunderstandings  which  had  arisen,  after  having  been  carefully 
considered  and  fully  discussed,  were  adjusted  in  an  amicable  spirit,  and  the  unity 
.  of  the  Church  maintained  inviolate.  Dr.  Alder  appeared  delighted  and  thankful 
beyond  expression.  I  prepared  the  editorial.  Dr.  Alder  used  and  interpreted  this 
editorial  on  his  return  to  England,  to  show  that  the  Canadian  Conference  and  its 
Editor  had  acceded  to  all  of  his  demands,  and  that  he  had  been  completely 
successful  in  his  mission  to  Canada  1  The  English  Committee  adopted  resolutions 
complimentary  to  Dr.  Alder  in  consequence ;  but  I  did  not  imagine  that  Dr. 
Alder's  fictitious  representation  of  the  results  of  his  mission  would  afterwards  be 
made  the  ground  of  charges  against  myself  ! 


1838-39]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  243 

circumstances,  I  stated  to  the  Conference  that  the  moment 
that  the  clergy  reserve  and  other  questions  affecting  our  consti- 
tutional and  just  rights  as  British  Canadian  subjects,  and  as  a 
religious  body,  were  adjusted,  we  ought  to  abstain  entirely  from 
any  discussions  in  reference  to  civil  affairs.  When  Dr.  Alder's 
resolutions  were  rejected  by  our  Conference,  one  prepared  by 
myself  was  agreed  to,  as  follows : — 

While  this  Conference  has  felt  itself  bound  to  express  ita  sentiments  on  the 
question  of  an  ecclesiastical  establishment  in  this  Province,  and  our  constitu- 
tional and  religious  rights  and  privileges,  and  our  determination  to  maintain 
them,  we  disclaim  any  intention  to  interfere  with  the  merely  secular,  party- 
politics  of  the  day. 

This  resolution,  as  it  afterwards  appeared,  did  not  go  far 
enough  to  meet  the  wishes  and  designs  of  Dr.  Alder.  He,  there- 
fore, brought  the  matter  before  the  Book  Committee,  Toronto, 
in  October,  1839.  To  that  Committee  he  stated  at  length  his 
decided  objection  to  the  course  pursued  by  the  Guardian  since 
Conference  as  "  a  violation  of  the  known  design  of  the  resolu- 
tion adopted  by  it."  Dr.  Ryerson,  while  fully  justifying  the 
course  which  he  had  pursued,  nevertheless  tendered  to  the 
Committee  his  resignation  as  Editor.  The  Committee,  however, 
instructed  Rev.  William  Case  to  write  to  him  as  follows  : — 

By  request  of  the  Book  Committee,  I  beg  leave  to  communicate  the  result  of 
their  deliberations  on  the  subject  of  your  proffered  resignation  of  the  editor- 
ship of  the  Guardian.  "Resolved,  That  the  Committee  do  not  feel  themselves 
at  liberty  to  accept  of  the  resignation  of  the  Editor  of  the  Guardian,  and  that 
he  be  affectionately  requested  to  withdraw  it,  and  to  continue  his  'services  in 
accordance  with  the  deliberately  framed  regulations  of  the  Committee  until 
the  ensuing  Conference,  the  regulations  to  which  he  objects  having  been 
adopted,  not  for, the  purpose  of  reflecting  in  any  way  upon  the  Editor;  and 
that  we  assure  him  that  we  have  the  utmost  confidence  in  his  abilty,  his 
integrity,  and  his  anxious  desire  to  promote  the  best  interests  of  the 
Connexion." 

Dr.  Ryerson  withdrew  his  resignation  at  the  time,  but  re- 
solved to  press  it  at  the  next  Conference.  This  he  did ;  and 
peremptorily  declined  re-election  at  the  Conference  of  1840 — 
in  fact  other  and  more  serious  matters  were  pressed  upon  him. 
He  thus  finally  retired  from  the  editorship  of  the  paper  which  he 
had  established  in  1829,  and  which  he  had  made  such  a  power 
in  Upper  Canada.  He  justly  felt  that,  with  the  enlarged 
Methodist  constituency  which  the  Guardian  at  this  time  repre- 
sented, it  would  be  impossible  for  him,  while  great  questions 
remained  unsettled,  to  harmonize  the  conflicting  opinions  on 
politico-religious  matters  which  were  then  held  by  opposite  and 
influential  sections  of  the  Methodist  Church.  He  clearly  fore- 
saw further  conflict  on  these  and  other  inter-connexional  sub- 
jects, and  was,  therefore,  the  more  anxious  to  free  himself  from 
the  unwise,  official  trammels,  which  a  hostile,  anti-Canadian  and 


244   ,  THE  STOR7  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XXX. 

unpatriotic  party  sought  to  impose  upon  him, — single-handed 
as  lie  was.  He  longed  for  more  congenial  work.  He  also  felt 
that  literary  freedom  was  essential  to  him  in  his  thorough  and 
practical  discussion  of  the  all  absorbing  questions  of  the  day.* 
This  it  was  well  known  he  could  do,  in  dealing  with  these 
questions,  not  only  on  their  own  merits,  but  with  the  com- 
prehensive grasp  which  his  enlarged  experience,  intuitive  clear- 
ness of  perception,  and  naturally  statesmanlike  views  on  grave 
public  questions,  eminently  qualified  him  for. 

As  an  illustration  of  the  acknowledged  ability,  fairness,  and 
conclusiveness  of  argument  with  which  he  dealt  with  questions 
which  touched  the  sensibilities  and  even  prejudices  of  leading 
members  of  the  British  Missionary  party  in  Canada,  it  is  a 
striking  fact  that  when  these  gentlemen  were  not  under  the 
direct  and  potent  influence  of  the  Mission  House,  they  were  Dr. 
Ryerson's  personal  friends,  and  gave  him  an  active  support. 
This  was  particularly  the  case  with  the  late  Rev.  Dr.  Stinson, 
a  man  of  noble  and  generous  impulses  ;  Rev.  W.  H.  Harvard, 
always  kind  and  courteous ;  Rev.  Dr.  Richey,  a  man  of  much 
refinement  and  culture,  and  others.  In  the  important  crisis  of 
1838,  both  Dr.  Stinson  and  Dr.  Richey  voted  for  Dr.  Ryerson  as 
Editor.  The  former  wrote  a  strong  letter  urging  his  appoint- 
ment as  Editor.  (Page  201.)  The  latter,  on  his  way  to  Halifax, 
after  the  Conference  of  1839,  wrote  from  Montreal  to  Dr. 
Ryerson,  as  follows  : — 

Sir  John  Colborne,  on  whom  I  called,  and  by  whom  I  was  graciously 
received,  is  delighted  with  the  continuance  of  the  Union.  So  are  all  oui 
Montreal  friends,  after  my  explanations.  They  will  immediately  order  the 
Guardian.  Sir  John  paid  a  handsome  tribute  to  your  talents,  as  who  with 
whom  I  conversed  did  not?  however  they  might  happen  to  view  your 
course.  They  all  say  you  commenced  admirably, — that  the  moment  the 
paper  passed  into  your  hands,  it  manifestly  improved ;  and  they  all  approve 
of  your  course  for  the  last  six  months,  just  about  as  well  as  you  know  I  do. 
Adhere  most  religiously,  my  dear  brother,  to  the  spirit  and  letter  of  the 
resolutions,  by  which  the  Conference  has  expressed  its  will  that  you  should 
be  guided.  Your  friend  Joseph  Howet  begins,  I  perceive,  to  mingle  with 
tones,  as  they  are  invidiously  designated.  I  do  not  wish  you  to  be  a  tory ; 
and  I  will  not  insult  you  by  expressing  a  desire  that  you  were  a  high  con- 
servative. 

I  do  not  flatter  you  in  saying,  that  on  no  man  in  Upper  Canada  does  the 
peace  of  our  Church  and  01  the  Province  so  much  depend,  as  on  yourself. 
May  all  your  powers  be  employed  for  good!  Guard  against  the  fascination 
of  political  fame.  It  will  do  no  more  for  you  on  a  dying  bed  than  it  did  for 
Cardinal  Wolsey.  O !  that  your  fine  mind  were  fully  concentrated  upon 
the  noZiTevfta  of  Heaven ! 

*  Dr.  Ryerson  gave  full  expression  to  these  views  in  a  letter  addressed  to  the 
Governor-General  in  April,  1840.  (See  chapter  xxxiii.) 

t  See  letter  from  Mr.  Howe  to  Dr.  Ryerson  on  page  258. 


CHAPTER    XXXI. 

1839. 

STRATEGY  IN  THE  CLERGY  RESERVE  CONTROVERSY. 

fTIHE  year  1839  was  somewhat  noted  for  the  prolonged  and 
J_  animated  discussions  which  took  place  in  and  out  of  the 
Legislature  on  the  clergy  reserve  question.  There  were  some 
new  features  in  the  discussion  of  the  preceding  year  which  had 
their  effect  on  the  clergy  reserve  legislation  of  that  year.  And 
while  they  partially  ceased  to  be  influential  in  the  discussions 
of  1839,  yet  the  legislation  of  that  year  was  practically  brought 
to  the  same  issue  as  that  of  1838,  only  that  it  was  more  de- 
cisive. It  may  be  interesting,  therefore,  to  refer  to  these  special 
features  in  the  discussion  of  1838-9. 

The  first  was  the  final  change  of  tactics  on  the  part  of  the 
leaders  of  the  Church  of  England  party  in  the  contest.  The 
second  was  the  persistent  and  personal  efforts  which  Lieutenant 
Governor  Arthur  put  forth  in  behalf  of  that  party,  so  as  to 
enable  them  to  accomplish  their  object,  and,  at  the  same  time, 
to  counteract  the  efforts  of  those  who  were  seeking  to  uphold 
Canadian  and  popular  rights.  The  third  was  (as  shown  in 
the  last  chapter)  the  plan  adopted  to  foment  discord  in  the 
Methodist  body — which  was  by  far  the  most  formidable 
opponent  of  the  scheme  of  monopoly  and  agrandizement  which 
the  ruling  party  was  seeking  to  promote. 

At  this  distance  of  time  it  is  easy  to  survey  the  whole  field 
of  conflict,  and  to  note  the  plans  and  strategies  of  the  combat- 
ants. Although  efforts  had  hitherto  been  made  to  shift  the 
battle-ground  from  Upper  Canada  to  England,  yet,  as  the 
Colonial  Secretary  had  discouraged  such  efforts  as  unwise,  and 
as  an  unnecessary  interference  with  the  rights  of  the  Provincial 
Legislature,  the  matter  was  not  openly  pressed  in  1839.  Nor 
was  it  pressed  at  all  to  a  conclusion  in  1838.  For,  by  a  singular 
coincidence,  the  very  day  (29th  December,  1837)  on  which  Mr. 
Cartwright  had  moved  to  bring  a  bill  into  the  House  of 
Assembly  to  revest  the  clergy  reserve  in  Her  Majesty,  Sir 
George  Grey  penned  a  despatch  to  Sir  George  Arthur,  in 
which  he  disclaimed,  on  behalf  of  the  Imperial  Government, 


24-6  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XXXT. 

any  wish  or  intention  to  interfere,  in  the  settlement  of  the 
clergy  reserve  question,  with  the  functions  of  the  Provincial 
Legislature,  on  the  ground  that — 

Such  interference  would  tend  to  create  a  not  unreasonable  suspicion  of 
the  sincerity  with  which  the  Legislature  have  been  invited  to  the  exercise  of 
the  power  [to  vary  or  repeal]  reserved  to  them  on  this  subject  by  the  Consti- 
tutional Act  of  1791. 

It  is  likely  that  the  publication  of  this  despatch  prevented 
the  House  of  Assembly  from  proceeding  any  farther  with  Mr. 
Cartwright's  bill,  than  ordering  it  to  a  second  reading  on  the 
26th  February,  1838.  In  this  dilemma  the  ruling  party  were 
evidently  at  a  loss  how  to  act.  It  required  much  tact  and  skill 
to  break  the  ranks  of  the  chief  forces  arrayed  against  the 
scheme  to  revest  the  reserves  in  the  Crown — a  scheme  dis- 
tasteful to  Canadians  generally,  and  subversive  of  the  legis- 
lative independence  of  Upper  Canada.  Two  methods  were 
therefore  adopted :  The  first  was  to  divide  the  Methodists  (as 
shown  in  the  last  chapter).  The  second  and  more  astute  one 
was  to  appeal  to  the  professed  loyalty  of  that  class  which 
hitherto  had  been  held  up  to  scorn  as  disloyal,  and  denounced 
as  republican  in  its  tendencies,  as  well  as  seditious  in  their 
conduct.  The  appeal  was  varied  in  form,  but  it  was  in  substance 
that  as  those  who  made  it  were  not  themselves  afraid  to  trust 
their  interests  in  the  hands  of  the  Sovereign,  their  opponents 
should  be  equally  trustful  in  the  equal  and  entire  justice  which 
would  be  meted  out  to  all  of  her  Canadian  subjects.*  "This 
appeal,  from  its  very  speciousness,  and  the  skill  with  which  it 
was  pressed,  had  its  effect  in  many  cases.  But,  as  a  general  rule, 
it  failed.  The  object  of  the  decisive  change  of  tactics  was  too 
transparent  to  deceive  the  more  sensible  and  thoughtful  men 
to  whom  the  appeal  was  addressed. 

The  two  other  methods  adopted  (already  referred  to)  were 
only  partially  successful;  but  the  three  combined,  no  doubt, 
strengthened  the  hands  of  the  advocates  of  the  scheme  for  the 
re-investment  of  the  reserves  in  the  Crown.  They,  however, 
ceased  to  press  the  matter  upon  public  attention,  being  deter- 
mined to  bide  their  time,  and  (as  events  proved),  to  carry  their 
point  in  another  and  more  skilful  way. 

In  the  meantime,  and  early  in  1839,  Dr.  Ryersdn  was  deputed 
by  several  important  circuits  to  present  loyal  addresses  to  Sir 
George  Arthur.  This  he  did  on  the  2nd  February ;  and  in  en- 
closing them  to  the  Governor's  secretary,  used  language  which 
sounds  strange  in  these  days  of  religious  equality.  He  said: — 

*  In  the  Guardian  of  September  19th,  1838,  the  question  is  put  in  this  form 
and  discussed :  "  Why  do  you  not  appeal  to  Her  Majesty's  Privy  Council,  or  to 
the  High  Court  of  Parliament  instead  of  appealing  to  the  public  here!"  The 
answer  was  conclusive. 


:839]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  247 

I  feel  myself  fully  authorized,  by  various  communications  and  my  official 
position,  to  assure  His  Excellency  that  the  members  of  the  Wesleyan 
Methodist  Church  will  not  be  contented  with  subordinate  civil  standing  to 
any  other  church,  any  more  than  the  members  of  the  Church  of  Scotland. 
They  do  not,  and  never  have  asked  for  any  peculiar  advantages ;  but  they  feel 
that  upon  the  principles  of  justice,  by  labours,  by  usefulness,  by  character, 
by  numbers,  and  by  the  principles  laid  down  in  royal  despatches,  they  are 
entitled,  in  the  eye  of  the  law,  and  in  the  administration  of  an  impartial 
government,  to  equal  consideration,  and  equal  advantages  with  any  other 
church.  I  am  confident  that  I  but  state  a  simple  fact,  when  I  express  our 
belief  that  the  Methodist  Church,  in  its  doctrines,  ministry,  and  institutions, 
furnishes  as  formidable  a  barrier  against  the  irreligion  and  infidelity  of  the 
times  as  any  other  section  of  Protestantism.  Nor  is  it  possible  for  us — not- 
withstanding our  unfeigned  respect  for  His  Excellency — to  feel  ourselves 
under  any  .obligations  to  tender  our  support  to  another  section  of  the 
Protestant  Church,  whose  clergy,  in  this  Province,  collectively,  officially,  and 
individually  (with  solitary  exceptions),  have  resisted  the  attainment  of  every 
civil  and  religious  privilege  we  now  enjoy — have  twice  impeached  our 
character  and  principles  before  the  Imperial  Government — who  deny  the 
legitimacy  of  our  ministry,  who,  in  their  doctrines  respecting  Church  polity, 
and  several  points  of  faith,  do  not  represent  the  doctrines  of  the  Church,  of 
England,  or  of  the  established  clergy  in  England  as  a  body,  but  that  section 
only  of  the  established  clergy  that  have  associated  with  all  arbitrary  measures 
of  government  against  various  classes  of  Protestant  non-conformists  which 
have  darkened  the  page  of  British  history,  and  also  the  dark  ages,  notions  of 
rites  and  ceremonies,  and  the  conductor  of  whose  official  organ  in  this 
Province  has  recently  represented  the  Methodist  ministry  as  the  guilty  cause 
of  those  divine  chastisements  under  the  influence  of  which  our  land  droops 
and  mourns.  I  am  sure  my  brethren,  as  well  as  myself,  freely  forgive  the 
great  wrongs  thus  perpetrated  against  us;  but  we  feel  ourselves  equally 
bound  in  duty  to  ourselves,  to  our  country,  and  to  our  common  Christianity, 
to  employ  all  lawful  means  to  prevent  such  exclusive,  repulsive,  and  pre- 
scriptive sentiments  from  acquiring  anything  more  than  equal  protection  in 
the  Province. 

I  might  appeal  to  circumstances  within  His  Excellency's  knowledge,  to 
show  that  from  1836  to  the  close  of  the  last  session  of  our  Provincial  Parlia- 
ment, I  have  spared  no  pains — without  the  remotest  view  to  personal  or  even 
Methodistic  advantage — to  second,  to  the  utmost  of  my  humble  ability,  any 
plan  to  which  the  Province  might,  under  all  circumstances,  be  induced  to 
concur,  in  order  to  settle  the  protracted  controversy  on  the  clergy  reserve 
question ;  and  that  it  has  not  been,  until  I  have  had  indubitable  proofs  that 
that  there  was  no  disposition  or  intention  on  the  side  of  the  Episcopal  clergy 
to  yield  a  single  iota  any  further  than  they  were  compelled.  It  was  not 
until  all  these  circumstances  had  transpired,  that  we  reluctantly  determined 
to  appeal  against  the  exclusive  and  unjust  pretensions  of  the  Episcopal  clergy, 
to  the  bar  of  public  opinion — a  power  recognized  by  our  free  constitution, 
and  which  no  party  or  administration  can  successfully  resist  many  years. 

The  reply  of  the  Governor  was  friendly  and  conciliatory;  but 
in  it  he  expresses  his 

Surprise  to  find  that  his  appeal  on  a  late  occasion  to  the  Wesleyan 
Methodists,  to  give  the  Church  of  England  their  most  cordial  support,  had 
been  misunderstood  and  construed  into  an  expression  of  sectarian  preference. 
By  inviting  the  Methodists  to  such  a  course  of  conduct,  His  Excellency 
thought  that  he  was  only  appealing  to  a  feeling  of  attachment  for  the  Church 
of  England,  which  he  had  always  been  induced  to  consider — especially  from 


248  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XXXI. 

personal  observation — as  a  badge  of  "  legitimate  Wesleyan  Methodists "  all 
over  the  world. 

Dr.  Ryerson  in  his  remarks  on  this  reply,  said : — 

The  question  at  issue  about  the  clergy  reserves  do  not  involve  the  principle 
of  "  attachment  for  the  Church  of  England  "  from  the  well  known  fact  that 
many  respectable  members  of  that  Church,  in  every  district  throughout  the 
Province,  concur  in  the  views  advocated  in  the  Guardian  on  that  question — 
therefore  an  appeal  to  "  attachment  for  the  Church  of  England  "  as  the  rule 
of  judgment  in  this  controversy,  much  less  as  a  "badge  of  legitimate 
Wealeyan  Methodists,"  is  the  very  climax  of  absurdity. 

The  discussions  on  the  clergy  reserve  question  up  to  the  time 
when  the  House  reassembled  (27th  February,  1839),  must  have 
convinced  the  dominant  party  that  it  was,  and  ever  would  be, 
hopeless,  in  the  face  of  the  determined  opposition  which  their 
schemes  encountered,  to  obtain  that  which  they  wanted  from 
the  local  legislature.  They  could  not  again  openly  bring  in  a 
bill  (as  they  did  last  year)  to  revest  the  reserves  in  the 
Crown,  in  the  face  of  the  declarations  of  the  Colonial  Secretary, 
that- 
Imperial  Parliamentary  Legislation  on  any  subject  of  exclusively  internal 
conttern,  in  any  British  colony  possessing  a  representative  assembly  is,  as  a 
general  rule,  unconstitutional.  It  is  a  right  of  which  the  exercise  is  reserved 
for  extreme  cases,  in  which  necessity  at  once  creates  and  justifies  the  excep- 
tion. (Lord  Qlenelg  to  Sir  F.  B.  Head,  5th  December,  1835.) 

They  therefore  adopted  what  events  proved  to  be  a  ruse, 
to  accomplish  their  object.  It  is  true  that  Sir  George  Arthur, 
in  his  opening  speech,  urged  that — 

The  settlement  of  this  vitally  important  question  ought  not  to  be  longer 
delayed.  .  .  I  confidently  hope,  that  if  the  claims  of  contending  parties 
be  advanced  .  .  in  a  spirit  of  moderation  and  Christian  charity,  the 
adjustment  of  them  by  you  will  not  prove  insuperably  difficult. 

The  Governor  then  adroitly  added — 

But,  should  all  your  efforts  for  the  purpose  unhappily  fail,  it  will  then 
only  remain  for  you  to  re-invest  the  reserves  in  the  hands  of  the  Crown,  and 
to  refer  the  appropriation  of  them  to  the  Imperial  Parliament,  as  a  tribunal 
free  from  those  local  influences  and  excitements  which  may  operate  too 
powerfully  here. 

Both  Houses,  in  apparent  good  faith,  sought  to  carry  out 
the  wishes  of  the  Governor  as  expressed  in  the  first  part  of  his 
speech.  The  managers  of  the  scheme  indicated  in  the  latter 
part  of  the  speech  initiated  a  totally  different  bill  in  each 
House,  apparently  liberal  and  comprehensive  in  character,  but 
yet  objectionable  in  detail.  Dr.  Ryerson  felt  this  so  strongly 
that  he  petitioned  to  be  heard  at  the  Bar  of  the  House  of 
Assembly  against  the  bill  which  had  been  introduced  into  it. 
His  request  was  at  first  granted  on  the  7th  April,  by  a  vote  of 
24  to  22,  but  afterwards  refused  by  a  vote  of  21  to  17.  After 


18391  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  249 

protracted  debates  in  the  House  of  Assembly  and  about  forty- 
four  divisions,  that  House  sent  up  its  bill  to  the  Legislative 
Council  for  concurrence.  The  Council  struck  out  the  whole 
of  the  bill  after  the  word  "  whereas,'  and  substituted  one  of 
its  own,  and  in  turn  sent  it  down  to  the  House  of  Assembly  for 
concurrence.  That  House,  not  to  be  outdone  by  the  other, 
struck  out  the  whole  of  the  Legislative  Council  bill,  and  sub- 
stituted a  bill  of  its  own,  totally  different  from  the  one  first  sent 
up  to  the  Legislative  Council,  the  last  clause  of  which  read  as 
follows : — 

The  moneys  to  arise,  and  to  be  procured  and  henceforth  received  for  any 
sale  or  sales  [of  clergy  reserve  lands]  shall  be  paid  into  the  hands  of  Her 
Majesty's  Receiver-General  of  this  Province,  to  be  appropriated  by  the  Pro- 
vincial Legislature  for  religion  and  education. 

The  bill  thus  constructed  needed  but  the  alteration  of  the 
last  five  words  to  adapt  it  admirably  to  the  object  and  purpose 
of  the  Church  party.  The  Legislative  Council,  therefore,  changed 
the  concluding  words  in  the  last  clause  into  the  words  "Imperial 
Parliament  for  religious  purposes."  In  this  apparently  simple 
way,  but  in  reality,  fundamental  manner — and  without  any 
attempt  at  a  conference  between  the  Houses,  with  a  view  to 
adjust  differences — the  Legislative  Council,  taking  advantage  of 
a  comparatively  thin  House  of  Assembly,  made  the  desired 
change  on  the  last  day  of  the  session.  By  adroit  manoeuvring  the 
agents  of  the  Church  party  carried  the  bill  in  the  House  of 
Assembly  thus  altered.  In  this  way  they  succeeded  in  destroy- 
ing the  whole  object  of  the  bill,  as  passed  by  the  House  of 
Assembly.  Sir  George  Arthur,  in  his  despatch  to  the  Colonial 
Secretary,  virtually  admitted  that  the  passage  of  the  altered 
bill  was  due  to  the  fact  that  it  was  carried  in  the  House  of 
Assembly  by  a  majority  of  one  vote  [22  to  21],  in  a  House  of 
44  members,  and  at  a  late  hour  on  the  night  preceding  the 
prorogation ! 

Such  were  the  discreditable  circumstances  under  which  the 
bill  re-investing  the  clergy  reserves  in  the  Crown  was  passed. 
It,  however,  required  the  assent  of  the  Queen  before  it  became 
law.  This  it  was  destined  never  to  receive,  owing  to  a  technical 
objection  raised  in  England  in  the  following  October,  that  such 
a  delegation  to  the  Imperial  Parliament  could  not  be  made  by 
a  subordinate  authority.  This  defeat,  however,  proved  to  be  a 
moral  victory  for  the  vanquished,  as  it  gave  them  time  for 
farther  deliberation ;  it  incited  them  to  greater  caution  in  their 
mode  of  warfare,  and  induced  them  to  adopt  tactics  of  a  more 
secret  and,  as  it  proved,  effective  character. 


CHAPTER  XXXII. 

1839. 

SIB  G.  ARTHUR'S  PARTIZANSHIP. — STATE  OF  THE  PROVINCE. 

FT1HE  bill  for  revesting  the  clergy  reserves  in  the  Crown 
JL  barely  escaped  defeat  (as  just  mentioned)  in  the  House  of 
Assembly,  on  llth  May,  1839.  On  the  14th  Sir  George  Arthur 
sent  the  bill  to  Lord  Normanby  (successor  to  Lord  Glenelg)  for 
Her  Majesty's  assent,  with  an  elaborate  despatch.  On  the  15th, 
Dr.  Ryerson  also  addressed  to  Lord  Normanby  a  long  letter  on 
the  same  subject.  In  it  he  called  the  attention  of  the  Colonial 
Secretary  to  the  following  facts,  which  he  discussed  at  length  in 
his  letter: — 

1.  That  the  great  majority   of  the  House  of  Assembly  in 
four  successive  parliaments  had  remonstrated  against  the  exclu- 
sive pretensions  of  the  Church  of  England  in  Upper  Canada;  and 
that  the  claims  of  the  Church  of  England  to  be  the  established 
Church  of  the  Province  had  from  the  beginning  been  steadily 
denied  by  such  representatives,  and  elsewhere. 

2.  That  the  ground  of  dissatisfaction  in  the  Province  was  not 
merely  between  the  Churches  of  England  and  Scotland,  but 
between  the  high-church  party  and  the   religious  denomina- 
tions, and  the  inhabitants  of  the  Province  generally. 

3.  That  from  the  beginning  the  House  of  Assembly  had 
protested  against  any  appropriation  of   the   clergy  reserves 
being  made  to  the  Church  of  England,  not  granted  equally  [for 
educational  purposes]  to  the  other  Christian  denominations. 

4.  That  notwithstanding  the  annual  remonstrances  of  the 
House  of  Assembly,  large  grants  had  been  paid  since  1827,  to 
the  Episcopal  Clergy,  exclusive  of  grants  by  the  Imperial  Par- 
liament and  the  Propagation  Society. 

5.  That  under  these  circumstances  it  was  not  surprising  that 
there  should  be  a  widespread  and  deeply  seated  dissatisfaction. 
It  is  rather  surprising  that  a  vestige  of  British  power  exists  in 
the  Province. 

6.  That  Sir  George  Arthur  has  for  the  last  five  months 
endeavoured — by  official  proclamations  and  other  published 


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communications  through  public  offices,  and  by  military  in- 
fluences in  various  parts  of  the  Province — to  prevent  any 
expression  of  opinion  on  this  subject,  even  by  petition  to 
the  Legislature. 

7.  That  the  Lieutenant-Governor  has  been  induced  to  make 
himself  a  partizan  with  the  Episcopal  Church  in  the  clergy 
reserve  discussion ;  the  entire  influence  of  the  Executive  has 
Been  thrown  into  that  scale ;  the  representation  of  impartial 
sovereignty  has  been  made  the  watchword  of  party. 

8.  That  under  the  pretense  of  resisting  brigand  invasion, 
large  militia  forces  have  been  raised  ;  violent  penniless  partizans 
have  been  put  on  pay  in  preference  to  respectable  and  loyal  men; 
and  these  forces  have  not  been  placed  on  the  frontier  where 
invasion  might  have  been  expected,  but  have  been  scattered  in 
parties  over  many  parts  of  the  interior,  in  order  to  exterminate 
discontent  by  silencing  complaint. 

These,  with  a  reference  to  the  embarrassed  financial  condition 
of  the  Province,  were  the  chief  points  to  which  Dr.  Ryerson 
called  the  attention  of  the  Colonial  Secretary  in  this  elaborate 
letter. 

On  the  22nd  of  the  same  month  (May)  Dr.  Kyerson  addressed 
another  vigorous  letter  to  Lord  Normanby,  on  the  clergy 
reserves  and  kindred  questions.  "  That  letter,"  he  says,  he 
writes  "  with  feelings  which  he  has  no  language  to  express." 

The  main  points  of  the  letter  were  as  follows : — 

1.  For  thirty  years  (up  to  1820)  nothing  was  heard  of  an 
ecclesiastical   establishment  in  the  Province:  all  classes  felt 
themselves  equally  free,  and  were,  therefore,  equally  contented 
and  happy. 

2.  From  the  first  open  and  unequivocal  pretensions  to  a  state 
establishment  being  made,  the  inhabitants  of  Upper  Canada,  in 
every  constitutional  way,  have  resisted  and  remonstrated  against 
it. 

3.  Every  appropriation  and  grant  to  the  Episcopal  clergy  out 
of  the  'ands  and  funds  of  the  Province  has  been  made  in  the 
very  teeth  of  the  country's  remonstrance. 

4.  The  utter  powerlessness  of  the  representative  branch  of 
the  Legislature  has  rendered  the  officers  and  dependents  and 
partizans  of  the  Executive  more  and  more  despotic,  overbearing, 
and  reckless  of  the  feelings  of  the  country. 

5.  This  most  blighting  of  all  partizanship  has  been  carried  into 
every   department  of  the  Executive  Government — the  magis- 
tracy, militia,  and  even  into  the  administration  of  justice.     Its 
poison  is   working  throughout   the   whole   body    politic ;    it 
destroys  the  peace  of  the  country ;  rouses  neighbour  against 
neighbour ;  weakens  the  best  social  affections  of  the  human 


232  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XXXII 

heart,  and  awakens  its  worst  passions  ;  and  converts  a  healthy 
and  fertile  province  into  a  pandemonium  of  strife,  discontent, 
and  civil  commotion. 

6.  While  upwards  of  $220,000   (besides   lands)   have  been 
given  to  the  Episcopal  clergy  since  1827,  the  grants  made  by 
the  Imperial  Parliament  to  the  clergy  of  Upper  Canada  amount 
to  over  $400,000,  being  over  $620,000  in  all. 

7.  A  very  large   sum   has   been  expended  in   the   erection 
of  Upper  Canada  College,  on  the  grounds  of  King's  College, 
and  with  an  endowment  of  $8,000  or  $10,000  a  year.     This 
institution  is  wholly  under  the  management  of  Episcopal  clergy- 
men, while  the  Upper  Canada  Academy,  which  has  been  built 
at  Cobourg  by  the  Methodists  at  a  cost  of  about  $40,000,  could 
not  without  a  severe  struggle  get  even  the  $16,000  which  were 
directed  to  be  paid  over  to  it  by  Lord  Glenelg.   The  matter  had 
to  be  contested  with  Sir  F.  B.  Head  on  the  floor  of  the  House 
of   Assembly  before  he  could  be  induced  to  obey  the  Royal 
instructions.     (Page  179.) 

8.  In  the  recent  legislation  on  the  clergy  reserve  question, 
the  high  church  party  resisted  every  measure  by  which  the 
Methodist  Church  might  obtain  a  farthing's  aid  to  the  Upper 
Canada  Academy.     And,  to  add  insult  to  injury,   the   high 
church   people   denounce    Methodists  as    republicans,    rebels, 
traitors,  and   use  every  possible   epithet   and   insinuation  of 
contumely   because   they  complain,   reason,  and   remonstrate 
against  such  barefaced  oppression  and  injustice — notwithstand- 
ing that  not  a  single  member  of  that  church  has  been  convicted 
of  complicity  with  the  late  unhappy  troubles  in  the  Province. 

9.  A  perpetuation  of  the  past  and  present  obnoxious  and 
withering  system,  will  not  only  continue  to  drive  thousands  of 
industrious   farmers   and    tradesmen    from    the   country,   but 
will  prompt   thousands   more,  before  they  will  sacrifice  their 
property  and  expatriate  themselves,  to  advocate  constitutionally, 
openly,  and  decidedly,  the  erection  of  an  "  independent  king- 
dom," as  has  been  suggested  by  the  Attorney-General,  as  best 
both  for  this  province  and  Great  Britain. 

10.  It  rests   with    Her    Majesty's   Government    to    decide 
whether  or  not  the  inhabitants  shall  be  treated  as  strangers 
and  helots  ;  whether  the  blighted  hopes  of  this  province  shall 
wither  and  die,  or  revive,  and  bloom,  and  flourish  ;  whether 
Her  Majesty's  Canadian  subjects  shall  be  allowed  the  legitimate 
constitutional  control  of  their  own  earnings,  or  whether  the 
property  sufficient  to  pay  off  the  large  provincial  debt  shall  be 
wrested  from  them  ;  whether  honour,  loyalty,  free  and  respon- 
sible government   are  to  be  established  in  this  province,  or 
whether  our  resources  are  to  be  absorbed  in  support  of  prcten- 


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sions  which  have  proved  the  bane  of  religion  in  the  country  ; 
have  fomented  discord ;  emboldened,  if  not  prompted,  rebel- 
lion ;  turned  the  tide  of  capital  and  emigration  to  other  shores; 
impaired  public  credit;  arrested  trade  and  commerce,  and  caused 
Upper  Canada  to  stand  "  like  a  girdled  tree,"  its  drooping 
branches  mournfully  betraying  that  its  natural  nourishment 
has  been  deliberately  cut  off. 

In  a  third  and  concluding  letter  to  Lord  Normanby,  Dr.  Ryer- 
son  uses  this  language  : — 

The  great  body  of  the  inhabitants  of  this  province  will  not 
likely  again  petition  on  the  question  of  the  clergy  reserves  and 
a  church  establishment  in  this  province.  They  will  express 
their  sentiments  at  the  hustings  with  a  vengeance,  to  the  con- 
fusion of  the  men  who  have  deceived,  and  misrepresented,  and 
wronged  them  ;  .  .  A  petition  would  acknowledge  the  right 
of  the  Imperial  Parliament  to  interfere — which  ought  not  to  be 
admitted.  If  past  expressions  of  public  sentiment  will  not 
satisfy  Her  Majesty's  Government,  none  other  can  do  it ;  and 
more  efficient  means  (such  as  the  coming  elections),  must  and 
ought  to  be  adopted,  instead  of  the  fruitless  method  of  asking 
by  petition  for  what  has  been  guaranteed  to  the  constituencies 
of  the  country  as  a  right. 

The  validity  of  the  recent  Act  of  the  Legislature,  revesting 
the  reserves  in  the  Crown,  never  will  be  acknowledged,  or 
recognized  by  the  electors  of  this  province.  Any  Ministers  of 
the  Crown  in  England  would  more  than  lose  their  places,  who 
should  press  through  the  House  of  Commons,  on  the  last  night 
of  the  session,  in  a  thin  house,  a  great  public  measure  which 
had  not  only  been  repealed  by  four  successive  parliaments,  but 
had  been  negatived  from  six  to  twelve  times  during  the  same 
session  of  the  existing  parliament.  Nor  would  the  British 
nation  ever  submit  to  any  public  measure  (much  less  to  loss  of 
the  control  of  one-seventh  of  their  lands,  and  the  infliction  upon 
them  of  an  uncongenial  ecclesiastical  system)  which  had  been 
forced  upon  them. 

The  declarations  of  the  Representative  of  Royalty  have  here- 
tofore been  regarded  in  this  province  as  sacred  and  inviolable;  but 
the  reliance  of  the  Canadian  electors  upon  those  declarations 
from  the  lips  of  Sir  Francis  Head  has  cost  them  bloodshed,  bank- 
ruptcy, and  misery.  .  .  The  electors  will  employ  the  elective 
franchise  to  redress  their  accumulated  wrongs  to  the  last  farthing. 

It  is,  of  course,  my  good  or  bad  fortune  to  be  assailed  from 
week  to  week,  whether  I  write  or  not.  .  .  I  am  no  theorist. 
I  advocate  no  change  in  the  Constitution  of  the  Province.  I 
have  never  written  a  paragraph  the  principles  of  which  could 
not  be  carried  out  in  accordance  with  the  letter  and  spirit  of 


254  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP,  XXX1J. 

the  established  Constitution.  I  desire  nothing  more  than  the 
free  and  impartial  administration  of  that  Constitution  for  the 
benefit  of  all  classes  of  Her  Majesty's  subjects.  I  only  oppose 
or  support  men,  or  measures,  for  the  attainment  of  that  object. 

Entertaining  such  strong  feelings  in  regard  to  the  personal 
conduct  of  Sir  George  Arthur  in  respect  to  the  passage  of  the 
clergy  reserve  bill,  Dr.  Ryerson  felt  that  he  could  not  accept 
any  social  courtesy  at  his  hands.  In  reply,  therefore,  to  an 
invitation  from  Sir  George,  for  Her  Majesty's  birthday,  he  felt 
constrained  to  decline  it.  In  his  letter  to  the  A.D.C.,  he  said  : — 

After  the  most  mature  deliberation  up  to  the  last  moment  in  which  it  is 
proper  to  reply,  I  feel  it  my  duty  respectfully  to  decline  the  honour  of  His 
Excellency's  invitation.  I  most  firmly  believe  that  the  office  of  impartial 
sovereignty  has  been  employed  by  His  Excellency  for  partial  purposes ;  that 
an  undue  and  an  unconstitutional  exercise  of  the  office  of  royalty  has  been 
employed  by  His  Excellency  to  influence  the  public  mind,  and  the  decisions 
of  our  constitutional  tribunals  on  pending  and  debatable  questions  between 
equally  loyal  and  deserving  classes  of  Her  Majesty's  subjects  in  this  Province ; 
that  His  Excellency  has  also  employed  the  influence  of  the  high  office  of  the 
Queen's  representative  to  procure  and  afterwards  express  his  cordial  satis- 
faction at  the  passing  of  a  Bill,  in  a  thin  House,  on  the  very  last  night  of  the 
session,  the  provisions  of  which  had  been  repeatedly  negatived  by  a  consider- 
able majority  of  the  people's  representatives,  and  which  deprive  the  faithful 
but  embarrassed  inhabitants  of  this  Province  of  the  control  of  a  revenue  and 
lands  sufficient  in  value  to  pay  off  the  whole  public  debt — a  proceeding  at 
complete  variance  with  the  fair  and  constitutional  administration  of  a  free 
monarchical  government,  and  the  imperial  usages  since  the  accession  of  the 
present  Royal  Family  to  the  throne  of  Great  Britain ;  and,  finally,  that  His 
Excellency  has  employed  the  influence  of  his  high  office  to  the  disparagement 
of  the  large  section  of  the  religious  community  whose  views,  rights,  and 
interests,  I  have  been  elected  to  my  present  offices  to  advocate  and  promote. 

I  beg  that  my  declining  the  honour  proposed  by  His  Excellency  may  not 
be  construed  into  any  disrespect  to  His  Excellency  personally,  or  to  the  high 
office  His  Excellency  holds — for  the  inviolableness  and  dignity  of  which  I 
feel  the  jealous  veneration  of  a  loyal  subject — but  I  beg  that  it  may  be 
attributed  solely  to  a  fixed  determination  not  to  do  anything  that  may  in  the 
slightest  degree  tend  to  weaken,  but  on  the  contrary,  to  use  every  lawful 
means,  on  all  occasions,  to  advance  those  civil  and  religious  interests  which  I 
am  most  fully  convinced  are  essential  to  the  happy  preservation  of  a  prosper- 
ous British  Government  in  this  country,  and'to  the  happiness  and  welfare  of 
the  great  body  of  Her  Majesty's  Canadian  subjects. 

In  order  to  insure  the  assent  of  Her  Majesty  to  the  Bill 
which  had  been  sent  to  the  Colonial  Secretary  by  Sir  George 
Arthur,  the  authorities  of  the  Church  of  England  in  the  Pro- 
vince circulated  a  petition  for  presentation  to  the  Queen  and  the 
British  Parliament*  containing  the  following  statement  and 
request : — 

"  Your  petitioners,  consisting  of  the  United  Empire  Loyalists  and  their 
children,  took  refuge  in  this  Province  after  the  American  Revolution, 
under  the  impression  that  they  possessed  the  same  constitution  as  that  of 

*  See  note  on  page  224. 


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the  Mother  Country,  which  includes  a  decent  provision  for  the  administration 
of  the  Word  and  Sacraments  according  to  the  forms  of  the  Church  of  England." 

The  prayer  of  the  petition  was — 

That  the  proceeds  of  the  clergy  reserve  lands  be  applied  to  the  mainten- 
ance of  such  clergy,  and  of  a  bishop  to  superintend  the  same,  so  that  the 
ministrations  of  our  Holy  Religion  may  be  afforded  without  charge*  to  the 
inhabitants  of  every  township  in  the  Province. 

Dr.  Ryerson,  having  with  difficulty  procured  a  copy  of  this 
petition,  pointed  out  in  the  Guardian  of  July  3rd,  1839:  1st. 
Its  historical  misstatements,  and  denounced  the  selfish  and 
exclusive  character  of  its  demands.  He  showed  in  effect  that 
the  Province  was  settled  in  1783,  whereas  the  constitutional 
Act  (which  was  invoked  as  though  it  had  existed  long  before  • 
that  date),  was  not  passed  until  1791 — eight  years  after  "  the 
United  Empire  Loyalists  and  their  children  took  refuge  in 
Upper  Canada."  2nd.  That  for  forty  years  and  more,  nine- 
tenths  of  the  United  Empire  Loyalists  and  their  descendants, 
with  all  their  "  impressions,"  might  have  perished  in  heathen 
ignorance  had  not  some  other  than  the  Episcopal  clergy  cared 
for  their  spiritual  interests ;  and  that  after  these  forty  years 
of  slumbering  and  neglect,  and  after  the  incorporation  of  the 
great  body  of  the  old  Loyalists  and  their  descendants  into  other 
churches,  the  Episcopal  clergy  came  in,  and  now  seek,  on  the 
strength  of  these  apocryphal  "  impressions "  (which  never  • 
could  have  existed),  to  claim  one-seventh  of  the  lands  of  the 
Province  as  their  heritage.  •}•  In  proof  of  these  facts  Dr.  Ryer- 
son referred  to  the  testimony  of  fifty-two  witnesses,  given 
before  a  select  Committee  of  the  House  of  Assembly  in  1828, 
and  published  in  full  at  that  time. 

*  This  selfish  demand — "  that  the  ministrations  of  our  Holy  Religion  be  afforded 
without  charge  to  the  inhabitants  of  every  township"  (in  which  members  of  the 
Church  of  England  were  persistently  educated  in  those  days)— was  most  unfortu- 
nate in  its  influence  on  the  Church,  and  has  borne  bitter  fruit  in  these  later  times. 
Its  legitimate  effect  has  been  to  dry  up  the  sources  of  Christian  benevolence, 
paralyze  the  arm  of  Christian  effort,  and  secularize,  if  not  render  impossible,  any 
successful  plan  of  Church  extension  and  missionary  work.  Witness  the  almost 
complete  failure  (as  compared  with  other  Christian  bodies)  to  raise  sufficient  funds 
to  support  even  the  limited  number  of  Home  missions  in  most  of  the  dioceses, 
and  the  nearly  hopeless  task  of  infusing  a  genuine  missionary  zeal  in  behalf  of  the 
"regions  beyond." 

t  It  should  be  noted,  in  connection  with  this  petition,  that  one  most  important 
part  of  its  prayer  was  granted  in  that  year  —viz. ,  the  appointment  of  the  Arch- 
deacon (who  went  to  England  to  present  the  petitions  and  to  receive  the  appoint- 
ment) as  first  Bishop  of  Toronto.  His  patent  bears  date,  27th  July,  1839.  The 
other  part  of  the  prayer  was  also  granted,  but  not  until  1840,  when  Lord  John 
Russell,  then  Colonial  Secretary,  by  an  unprecedented  and  unlocked  for  stretch  of 
official  authority,  but  no  doubt  with  the  assent  of  his  colleagues,  introduced 
a  bill  into  the  House  of  Commons  to  do  what  even  he  and  other  Colonial  Secre- 
taries had  deprecated  doing — viz.,  the  re-investing  of  the  reserves  in  the  Crown. 
Dr.  Ryerson,  then  in  England,  strongly  protested  against  this  aet  of  provincial 
spoliation  and  legislative  invasion,  but  the  bill  became  law.  (See  next  chapter.) 


256  THE  STOR7  OF  MY  LIFE.         [CHAP.  XXXII. 

I  have  purposely  abstained  from  making  any  special  refer- 
ence to  discussions  in  the  clergy  reserve  question  with  which 
Dr.  Ryerson  had  no  connection.  An  important  one,  however, 
took  place  between  Hon.  Wm.  Morris  and  Archdeacon  Strachan 
in  1838-39,  chiefly  in  regard  to  the  claims  of  the  Church  of 
Scotland.  Mr.  Morris,  however,  did  good  service  in  the  general 
discussion. 


In  November,  1838,  Dr.  Ryerson  received  a  letter  from 
Thomas  Farmer,  Esq.,  of  London,  England,  in  regard  to  the  Cen- 
tenary Celebration,  to  which  he  replied  as  follows : — 

Our  prospects  as  a  country  are  rather  gloomy.  We  have  lately  had  the 
excitement  and  loss  produced  by  Lord  Durham's  departure,  and  the  second 
rebellion  in  Lower  Canada,  followed  in  a  few  days  by  a  brigand  invasion  of 
this  province  to  distract  and  destroy  us.  You  refer  to  a  Centenary  Offering. 
I  cannot  say  what  we  shall  be  able  to  do.  \V  e  have  not  the  slightest  provi- 
sion yet  for  the  education  of  preacher's  children  ;  nor  a  contingent  fund  to 
aid  poor  circuits,  or  to  relieve  the  distressed  preachers'  families  ;  and  an 
unpaid  for  Book  Room,  and  not  an  entirely  paid  for  Academy; — all  of  which 
subjects  have  engaged  our  most  anxious  consideration  ; — but  in  the  present 
entirely  unsettled  state  of  our  public  affairs,  we  scarcely  know  what  to  do  in 
respect  to  the  future.  We  cannot,  therefore,  as  yet  fix  upon  the  objects  of 
our  Centenary  Offering. 

The  Methodist  Centenary  Year  occurred  in  1839.  The  Con- 
ference set  apart  the  25th  October  for  its  celebration, 

By  holding  religious  "  services  in  all  of  our  chapels  and  congregations,  for 
the  purpose  of  calling  to  mind  the  great  things  which  the  Lord  has  done  for 
us  as  a  people ;  of  solemnly  recognizing  our  obligations  and  responsibilities 
to  our  Heavenly  Father ;  and  of  imploring,  on  behalf  of  ourselves  and  the 
whole  Wesleyan  Methodist  family  throughout  the  world,  a  continuance  and 
increase  of  religious  happiness,  unity  and  prosperity." 

Meetings  were  held  all  over  the  Province  during  the  months 
of  August,  September  and  October,  for  the  collection  of  a 
centenary  offering,  to  be  applied  to  the  Superannuation  Fund, 
Book  Room,  Parsonages,  Missionary,  and  other  objects.  Dr. 
Ryerson,  as  one  of  a  deputation,  attended  a  large  number  of 
meetings.  Writing  from  Brockville,  he  mentions  the  fact  that  he 

Stopped  at  a  graveyard,  a  few  miles  west  of  Prescott,  to  survey  the  graves 
of  some  of  the  lionoured  dead.  The  remains  of  Mrs.  Heck,  the  devoted 
matron  who  urged  Philip  Embury  (the  first  Methodist  preacher  rh  America) 
to  lift  up  his  voice  in  the  city  of  New  York,  in  1766,  are  deposited  here. 


CHAPTER  XXXIII. 

1838-1840. 

THE  NEW  ERA — LORD  DURHAM  AND  LORD  SYDENHAM. 

IN  the  midst  of  the  gloom  which  overspread  the  Province,  in 
consequence  of  the  long  continued  exercise  of  irresponsible 
and  arbitrary  power  on  the  part  of  the  local  executive,  Dr.  Ryer- 
son,  like  many  other  loyal-hearted  Canadians,  rejoiced  at  the 
advent  of  Lord  Durham, — a  man  possessed  of  plenary  powers  to 
inquire  into  and  report  on  the  grievances  existing  in  Canada. 
Those  who  wished  to  perpetuate  the  reign  of  the  ruling  party, 
strongly  deprecated  Dr.  Ryerson's  advocacy  of  Lord  Durham's 
schemes  of  reform.  One  of  the  most  respectable  organs*  of  that 
party  (Neilson's  Quebec  Gazette)  in  a  complimentary  editorial  on 
Dr.  Ryerson  (in  May,  1839),  expressed  regret  that  a  man  "  of  his 
undoubted  talents  and  great  industry"  should  have  endorsed 
Lord  Durham's  system  of  Responsible  Government.  In  the 
Guardian  of  the  5th  June,  Dr.  Ryerson  replied,  pointing  out 
the  fair  and  equitable  system  of  Responsible  Government  advo- 
cated by  Lord  Durham,  as  compared  with  the  crude  one  put 
forth  by  Messrs.  W.  L.  Mackenzie  and  L.  J.  Papineau.  He  then 
illustrates  the  necessity  for  the  reform  proposed  by  Lord  Dur- 
ham, by  referring  to  the  arbitrary  and  irresponsible  acts  of  Sir 
Francis  Head.  He  said : — 

The  published  word  of  the  Representative  of  Royalty  had 
[until  Sir  F.  B.  Head's  time]  been  sacred  and  inviolable  in 
Upper  Canada;  the  majority  of  the  people  believed  him.  In  1836 
they  elected  a  House  of  Assembly  in  accordance  with  his  wishes. 
He  fulfilled  his  pledges  by  dismissing  many  of  the  magistrates 
and  militia  officers,  because  they  voted  against  his  candidates  at 
the  elections,  and  finished  his  career  by  plunging  the  country 
into  misery,  and  thereby  insuring  its  ruin. 

Now,  where  (he  asked)  was  the  "  responsibility  "  under  which 

.     .    such  a  Governor  acts  ?  He  abuses  the  confidence  reposed 

in  him, — where  is  his  censure  ?    He  disobeys  the  orders  given 

*  The  organs  of  that  party  in  Upper  Canada  spoke  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  advocacy 
of  Lord  Durham's  reforms  with  far  less  courtesy,  and  for  obvious  reasons. 

17 


238  THE  STOR7  OF  MY  LIFE.       [CHAP.  XXXIII. 

him  from  England, — where  is  his  punishment  ?  He  ruins  men 
[Bidwell,  etc.]  whom  he  was  ordered  to  appoint, — where  is  their 
redress,  and  his  accountability  ?  They  are  exiles,  and  he  is 
made  a  Baronet !  He  disgraces  and  degrades  numbers  of  per- 
sons without  colour  of  reason,  or  justice,  or  law — yet  they  are 
without  redress,  and  he  is  even  without  reproof.  He  tramples 
upon  the  orders  from  Her  Majesty's  Government,  and  attacks 
her  ministers  in  their  places — then  returns  to  England,  and 
boasts  of  his  disobedience.  .  .  And  there  are  those  who  tell 
us  of  the  responsibility  of  our  Governors  to  the  Queen  and 
Parliament!  .  .  The  history  of  Sir  F.  B.  Head's  administra- 
tion is  enough  to  make  the  veriest  bigot  a  convert  to  "  Respon- 
sible Government." 

For  these  and  other  important  reasons  it  can  be  seen  how 
the  great  question  of  the  day  (in  1839)  was  that  of  responsible 
government  for  these  provinces.  Dr.  Ryerson  and  others  had 
written  freely  on  the  subject,  claiming  that  the  government 
of  the  country  should  be  administered,  as  it  was  then  ex- 
pressed— "  according  to  the  well  understood  wishes  of  the 
people."  This  could  only  be  done  by  men  representing  their 
wishes,  and  responsible  to  the  legislature  for  their  exercise  of 
power  and  for  every  official  act  of  the  Governor. 

In  October,  Dr.  Ryerson  received  a  letter  on  this  subject  from 
a  well-known  advocate  of  the  principle  of  responsible  govern- 
ment in  Nova  Scotia — Hon.  Joseph  Howe.  He  said  : — 

May  I  beg  your  acceptance  of  a  little  work  on  responsible  government, 
the  object  of  which  is  to  advance  the  good  cause  in  which  you  have  so 
heartily  and  with  so  much  ability  embarked.  It  is  a  great  satisfaction  to 
the  friends  of  responsible  government  here,  that  the  cause  has  been  taken  up 
in  Canada  by  men  about  whose  intentions  and  loyalty  there  can  be  no  mis- 
take. So  long  as  we  deprive  the  family  compact  of  their  only  defence,  which 
the  folly  of  rebels  and  sympathizers  raised  for  them,  and  act  together  with- 
out just  cause  for  suspicion  that  we  are  anything  but  what  we  say,  there  can 
be  little  doubt  of  ultimate  success.  Should  your  electors  return  a  majority 
favourable  to  responsibility  at  the  next  election,  and  all  the  colonies  unite  in 
one  demand,  it  will  be  yielded.  Our  legislature,  and  any  that  can  be  chosen 
here,  will  uphold  the  principle.  So  will  the  majorities  in  Newfoundland, 
and  Prince  Edward  Island,  and  New  Brunswick.  I  cannot  speak  with  cer- 
tainty, but  hope  they  will  soon  understand  the  question  thoroughly  in  that 
province.  It  may  be  necessary  for  all  the  provinces  to  send  delegates  at  the 
same  time  to  England,  to  claim  to  be  heard  on  the  subject  at  the  Bar  of  the 
Commons  and  Lords,  and  to  diffuse,  through  every  fair  channel,  correct  views 
of  the  question.  Think  of  this,  and  drop  me  a  line  at  your  leisure. 

This  Dr.  Ryerson  did  in  due  time. 

The  coming  of  Lord  Durham  was  the  first  harbinger  of 
better  days  for  Canada.  His  mission  was  one  of  enquiry,  and 
for  the  suggestion  of  remedial  measures.  The  mission  of  Mr. 
Poulett  Thompson  (who  followed  Lord  Durham  as  Governor- 


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General)  was  hailed  with  delight  by  the  people  generally.  He 
came  to  give  practical  effect  to  pressing  measures  of  reform — 
to  unite  the  provinces,  and  to  introduce  a  new  element  of 
strength  into  the  administrative  system  of  the  country. 

The  year  1839  was  noted  for  the  enthusiasm  with  which 
"  Durham  Meetings "  were  held  throughout  Upper  Canada. 
These  meetings  were  for  the  purpose  of  endorsing  the  famous 
report  of  Lord  Durham,  and  for  approving  of  the  many  valuable 
reforms  which  that  report  suggested.  Much  opposition  and 
even  violence  characterized  these  meetings ;  but  they  revived 
and  again  inaugurated  the  right  of  free  speech  on  public 
questions.  The  only  record  which  Dr.  Ryerson  has  left  of  this 
period  of  his  history  is  as  follows : — 

In  1838  I  yielded  to  persuasion  and  remonstrances,  and  was 
again  re-elected  Editor,  and  continued  as  such  until  June, 
1840,  when  I  relinquished  finally  all  connection  with  the 
Editorship  of  the  Christian  Guardian. 

It  was  during  this  period,  from  1833  to  1840,  that  the  most 
important  events  transpired  in  Upper  Canada ;  the  controversy 
respecting  the  clergy  reserves,  and  a  church  establishment, 
was  steadily  and  earnestly  maintained. 

The  constitution  of  Lower  Canada  was  suspended  for  two 
years,  and  an  Executive  Council  Government  was  established 
in  its  place.  The  dominant  party  in  Upper  Canada  by  liberal 
professions  succeeded  in  the  elections,  in  1836  ;  but,  instead  of 
adopting  a  just  and  liberal  policy,  they  sought  to  exclude  all 
Reformers  from  a  share  in  the  Government  as  virtual  rebels, 
and  set  themselves  to  promote  a  high-church  establishment 
policy,  to  the  exclusion  of  the  Methodists  and  members  of 
other  religious  denominations. 

This  unwise,  unjust,  and  inverted-pyramid  policy  laid  the 
foundation  for  a  new  agitation.  The  Methodists  were  the  only 
party  capable  of  coping  with  the  revived  high-church  policy  to 
crush  out  the  rights  of  other  denominations  and  the  liberties  of 
the  country,  and  to  paralyze  their  influence.  The  Presbyterians 
being  divided,  the  Canadian  Conference  was  not  to  be  deterred, 
or  moved  from  its  principles,  avowed  and  maintained  for  more 
than  ten  years ;  the  result  was  a  contest  between  the  English 
and  Canadian  Conferences,  which  culminated  in  1840  in  a 
separation  of  the  two  bodies,  and  a  conflict  of  seven  years — 
wholly  political — for  London  Wesleyan,  English  superiority, 
and  tory  ascendancy  on  the  one  side,  and  Canadian  Methodist 
and  Canadian  liberty  on  the  other  side. 


260  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.         [CHAP.  XXXIII. 

It  is  not  my  purpose  to  enter  into  detail,  except  in  so  far 
as  Dr.  Ryerson  became  an  actor  in  the  new  scenes  and  events 
which  followed  the  appointment  of  Mr.  Charles  Poulett  Thomp- 
son as  Governor-General. 

Mr.  Poulett  Thompson  arrived  in  Quebec  on  the  19th  October, 
1839,  and  in  Toronto  on  the  21st  November.  As  Governor- 
General,  he  superseded  both  Sir  John  Colborne  at  Quebec  and 
Sir  George  Arthur  at  Toronto. 

OH  the  3rd  December,  the  Governor-General  opened  the 
Upper  Canada  Legislature ;  and  on  that  very  day  Dr.  Ryerson 
addressed  to  him  an  elaborate  letter  on  the  chief  object  of  his 
mission.  In  referring  to  the  clergy  reserve  question,  he  said : — 

For  sixteen  years  this  question  has  been  a  topic  of  ceaseless 
discussion ;  and  one  on  which  the  sentiments  and  feelings  of  a 
very  large  majority  of  the  inhabitants  have  been  without 
variation  expressed ;  notwithstanding  that  Governor  has  suc- 
ceeded Governor,  and  party  has  succeeded  party.  .  .  From 
the  time  when,  at  the  elections  of  1824,  the  sentiments  of 
the  country  were  first  called  forth  to  the  present  moment,  its 
collective  voice  has  demanded,  what  your  Excellency  has  avowed 
on  another  subject,  "equal  justice  to  all  of  Her  Majesty's  sub- 
jects." This  question  is  the  parent  of  social  discord  in  Upper 
Canada ;  all  the  other  party  questions  have  originated  in  this. 
:The  elevation  of  one  class  above  all  others  in  a  community 
where  there  is  little  diversity  of  rank  or  intelligence,  begets  a 
necessity  for  special  means  to  support  that  elevation.  Hence 
partizan  appointments  to  office  ;  hence  partizan  administration 
of  offices ;  hence  party  animosities,  embittered  by  the  jealousies 
of  conscious  weakness  on  one  side,  and  a  deep  sense  of  unmer- 
ited exclusion  and  provocation  on  the  other.  .  .  Hence  on 
the  one  side  a  selfish,  insolent,  baseless  ecclesiastical  and  poli- 
tical oligarchy,  and,  on  the  other  side,  an  abused,  an  injured, 
and  dissatisfied  country. 

The  bill  providing  for  the  vesting  of  the  proceeds  of  the 
reserves  in  the  Imperial  Parliament,  to  which  I  have  referred 
in  the  proceeding  chapter,  was  not  sanctioned  by  Her  Majesty. 
This  was  "  a  sore  blow  and  a  heavy  discouragement "  to  those 
who  had  laboured  so  assiduously  to  carry  such  a  bill  through 
the  local  Legislature,  The  objection  raised  to  it  by  Lord  John 
Russell  was  twofold.  The  chief  reason,  however,  was  thus 
expressed : — 

It  appeared  to  Her  Majesty's  Government  that  strong  objections  existed  to 
this  delegation  to  Parliament  by  a  subordinate  authority  of  the  power  of 
legislation.  The  proceeding  should  have  been  by  address  to  the  three  estates 
of  the  Realm,  asking  them  to  undertake  the  decision  of  the  question. 


1838-40]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  261 

Thus  by  a  stroke  of  Lord  John  Russell's  pen,  the  whole  of  the 
pet  scheme  of  the  ruling  party,  devised  after  three  months' 
anxious  local  legislation,  was  irrecoverably  lost.  And  yet  it 
was  not  lost,  for  by  the  after  careful  manipulation  of  Lord  John 
and  his  colleagues  by  Bishop  Strachan,  Lord  Seaton  (Sir  John 
Colborne)  and  Sir  George  Arthur,  that  bill  afterwards  proved 
to  be,  for  ten  years,  the  basis  of  a  far  more  sweeping  and 
unjust  measure  than  even  the  most  reckless  and  partizan  mem- 
ber of  the  Legislature  in  Upper  Canada  would  have  ventured 
to  propose. 

When  it  was  known  that  Her  Majesty  had  declined  to 
sanction  Sir  George  Arthur's  bill,  steps  were  taken  by  the 
Governor-General  to  devise  such  a  measure  as  would  meet  with 
the  approval  of  the  great  mass  of  the  people  in  Upper  Canada. 
To  aid  him  in  accomplishing  this  desirable  end,  Mr.  Poulett 
Thompson  privately  sought  the  aid  of  leading  public  men  in 
the  Province.  Having  obtained  their  assistance,  he,  with  the 
advice  of  his  Council,  prepared  a  compromise  measure  which 
was  designed  to  be  just  and  equitable  to  all  parties  concerned. 

On  the  6th  January,  1840,  the  Governor-General  sent  a 
message  to  the  House  of  Assembly,  in  which  he  thus  outlines 
the  measure  which,  with  his  sanction,  Hon.  Solicitor- General 
Draper  submitted  to  the  House : — 

The  Governor-General  proposes  that  the  remainder  of  the  land  should  be 
sold,  and  the  annual  proceeds  of  the  whole  fund,  when  realized,  be  dis- 
tributed [one  half  to  the  Episcopal  and  Presbyterian  Churches,  and  the  other 
half  among  other  religious  bodies  desiring  to  share  in  it]  for  the  support  of 
religious  instruction  within  the  Province,  and  for  the  promotion  there,  of  the 
great  and  sacred  objects  for  which  these  different  bodies  are  established  or 
associated. 

.  On  this  bill,  Dr.  Ryerson  remarked : — 

From  this  message,  the  hopelessness  of  success  in  any  further  attempts  to 
get  the  annual  proceeds  of  the  reserves  appropriated  to  exclusively  secular 
objects,  is  apparent.  .  .  Up  to  the  present  time  I  have  employed  my  best 
efforts,  by  every  kind  of  argument,  persuasion  and  entreaty,  to  get  the  pro- 
ceeds applied  simply  and  solely  to  educational  purposes.  .  .  This  is  un- 
attainable, and  is  rendered  so  by  an  original  provision  of  our  Constitution 
(of  1791),  as  stated  by  the  Governor-General. 

The  bill  was  fiercely  attacked  by  the  then  newly-appointed 
Bishop  of  Toronto.  He  denounced  it  as — 

Depriving  the  National  Church  of  nearly  three-fourths  of  her  acknowledged 
property,  and  then,  in  mockery  and  derision,  offering  her  back  a  portion  of 
her  own,  so  trifling  as  to  be  totally  insufficient  to  maintain  her  present  Esta- 
blishment ;  it  tramples  on  the  faith  of  the  British  Government  by  destroying 
the  birthright  of  all  the  members  of  the  Established  Church  who  are  now  in 
the  province,  or  who  may  hereafter  come  into  it;  it  promotes  error,  schism 
and  dissent,  and  seeks  to  degrade  the  clergy  of  the  Church  of  England  to  an 
equality  with  unauthorized  teachers,  etc. 


262  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.        [CHAP.  XXXIII. 

The  Bishop  then  uttered,  that  which  events  proved  to  be  a 
memorable  and  true  prophecy,  that  the  Church — 

Need  be  under  no  great  apprehension  in  regard  to  any  measure  likely  to  pass 
the  Provincial  Legislature  on  the  subject  of  the  reserves  : — reckless  injustice 
in  their  disposition  will  not  be  permitted;  although  the  Church  may  appear 
friendless  and  in  peril,  from  the  defection  and  treachery  of  some  professing 
members.  .  .  If  any  of  her  children  incline  to  despondency,  let  them 
turn  their  eyes  to  England,  where  we  have  protectors  both  numerous  and 
powerful,  watching  our  struggles,  and  holding  out  the  hand  of  fellowship 
and  assistance,  [See  next  page..] 

Dr.  Ryerson  at  once  joined  issue  with  the  Bishop,  and — 

Confuted  the  pretensions  of  "  John  Toronto  "  by  the  doctrines  and  state- 
ments of  "John  Strachan,"  who,  when  in  England  in  1827,  published  a 
pamphlet  in  which  he  stated  that  "  the  provincial  legislatures  have  nothing 
to  do,  either  directly  or  indirectly,  with  the  Romish  Church;  but  the  same 
legislatures  may  vary,  repeal,  or  modify  the  31st  Qeo.  III.,  cap.  31,  as  far  as 
it  respects  the  Church  of  England. 

Dr.  Ryerson  pertinently  asked  the  Bishop — 

How  could  a  "  birthright "  be  "  varied,  repealed,  or  modified,"  as  he  had 
admitted  that  the  constitutional  act  could  do,  "  as  far  as  it  respects  the 
Church  of  England?"  Can  (he  asks)  the  Legislature  "  vary  or  repeal "  the 
deeds  by  which  individuals  hold  their  lands  I — Which  of  the  "dissenting" 
denominations  recognized  by  law  is  not  as  orthodox  in  doctrine  as  the 
Church  of  England,  and  far  more  orthodox  than  those  who  endorse  the  Ox- 
1  ford  "  Tracts  for  the  Times  V 

The  bill  was  finally  passed  in  the  House  of  Assembly,  by  a 
vote  of  31  to  7,  and  in  the  Legislative  Council,  by  a  vote  of  13 
to  4,  notwithstanding  a  remarkably  outspoken  and  defiant 
speech  from  the  Bishop.  In  it  he  used  the  following  language : 

Feeling  that  the  bill  provides  for  the  encouragement  and  propagation  of 
error;  inflicts  the  grossest  injustice  by  robbing  and  plundering  the  National 
Church;  that  it  attempts  to  destroy  all  distinction  between  truth  and  false- 
hood; that  its  anti-Christian  tendencies  lead  directly  to  infidelity,  and  will 
reflect  disgrace  on  the  Legislature,  I  give  it  my  unqualified  opposition. 

The  Bishop  again  utters  his  prediction,  and  stated  that  what 
he  wanted  would  be  secured  in  England.  He  said — 

At  the  same  time  I  have  no  fear  of  its  evw  becoming  law.  But  it  may  be 
useful,  for  its  monstrous  and  unprincipled  provisions  will  teach  the  Imperial 
Government  the  folly  of  permitting  a  Colonial  Legislature  to  tamper  with 
those  great  and  holy  principles  of  the  Constitution,  on  the  preservation  of 
which  the  prosperity  and  happiness  of  the  British  Empire  must  ever  depend. 

Although  it  was  almost  impossible  to  reason  with  any  one 
who  would  deliberately  use  such  extravagant  language,  yet 
Dr.  Ryerson  replied  to  the  Bishop's  statements  seriatim.  With 
a  touch  of  irony,  he  said  : — 

After  penning  such  an  effusion,  the  Bishop  might  well  betake  himself  to 
the  Litany  of  his  Church,  and  pray  the  good  Lord  to  deliver  him — from  all 
blindness  of  heart ;  from  pride,  vain  glory  and  hypocrisy;  from  envy,  hatred 
and  malice,  and  all  uncharitableness. 


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The  fate  of  the  bill  is  thus  described  in  a  statement  on  the 
subject,  prepared  by  Dr.  Ryerson.  What  he  details  clearly 
reveals  the  powerful  and  sympathetic  influences  which  the 
Bishop  of  Toronto  was  able  successfully  to  bring  to  bear  upon 
"  Henry  of  Exeter  " — the  then  leader  of  the  Bench  of  Bishops, 
— and,  through  him,  upon  the  other  Bishops  in  the  House  of 
Lords.  Besides,  Sir  John  Colborne  (now  Lord  Seaton)  took 
strong  ground  in  the  House  of  Lords  in  favour  of  the  views  of  his 
old  friend,  Bishop  Strachan,  and  aided  the  English  Bishops  in 
giving  them  practical  effect.  Thus  the  reiterated  prophecy  of  the 
Bishop  of  Toronto  was  not  uttered  without  abundant  foreknow- 
ledge. It  proved  too  true.  Knowing  this,  he  no  doubt  felt  free 
to  deal  in  strong  language,  both  against  the  Legislature  of  Upper 
Canada,  and  the  members  of  the  Church  of  England  in  both 
Houses,  who  were  too  patriotic,  just  and  reasonable,  as  well  as 
far-seeing,  to  second  his  efforts  to  aggrandize  the  Church  at  the 
expense,  and  against  the  strongly-expressed  and  oft-repeated 
wishes,  of  the  majority  of  the  people  of  Upper  Canada.  He  said  : 

On  the  bill  being  sent  to  England  (accompanied  by  a  most  energetic 
despatch  from  the  Governor-General,  imploring  Her  Majesty's  Government 
not  to  disallow,  but  to  sanction  it),  the  Bishop  of  Exeter  moved  in  the  House 
of  Lords,  that  the  question  of  the  right  to  the  clergy  reserve  property  in 
Canada  should  be  referred  to  the  twelve  Judges  of  England ;  but  the  decision 
of  the  Judges  having  proved  adverse  to  the  exclusive  pretensions  of  the 
Bishop  of  Exeter  and  his  party  in  England  and  Canada,  the  English  Bishops 
then  conferred  with  Lord  John  Russell,  in  order  to  set  aside  Lord  Sydenham's 
Canadian  bill,  and  introduce  one  into  the  Imperial  Parliament  which  would 
accomplish  as  far  as  possible  the  objects  aimed  at  by  referring  the  question 
to  the  Judges.  Lord  John  Russell  became  a  consenting  party  and  agent  in 
this  unconstitutional  act  of  injustice  and  spoliation  against  the  rights  and 
feelings  of  a  large  majority  of  the  people  of  Upper  Canada.  It  was  against 
this  act  that  Messrs.  W.  and  E.  Ryerson  (then  in  England),  on  behalf  of  the 
Wesleyan  Church  in  Canada,  remonstrated  in  an  elaborate  and  strongly- 
worded  letter  to  Lord  John  Russell — the  only  communication  of  the  kind 
made  by  any  religious  body  in  Canada  against  the  bill  while  it  was  before 
the  British  Parliament,  or  for  several  years  afterwards. 

Knowing  the  strong  influences  which  had  been  brought  to 
bear  upon  Mr.  Poulett  Thompson  against  Dr.  Ryerson,  by  Sir 
George  Arthur  (page  193),  and  against  the  Methodist  body 
generally  by  interested  parties  in  this  discussion,  Dr.  Ryerson 
addressed  a  letter  to  the  Governor-General  on  the  25th  March, 
1840,  in  which  he  reviewed  the  course  of  the  Guardian  and 
his  own  attitude  on  public  questions  during  the  preceding  ten 
years.  The  letter  was  evidently  written  with  deep  feeling,  and 
under  a  keen  sense  of  the  injustice  done  to  the  Methodist 
people  by  means  of  the  prolonged  and  persistent  misrepresenta- 
tion of  these  years.  He  said : — 

I  address  your  Excellency  with  feelings  of  the  highest  respect  and  strong 
affection.  You  are  the  first  Governor  of  Canada  who  has  exerted  his  personal 


264  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.         [CHAP.  XXXIII. 

influence  and  the  authority  of  his  station,  to  accomplish  that  in  Upper  Canada 
which  has  been  avowed  and  promised  by  every  Colonial-Secretary  during 
the  last  ten  years — framing  enactments  and  administering  the  Government 
for  the  equal  protection  and  benefit  of  all  classes  of  Her  Majesty's  Canadian 
subjects.  .  .  In  doing  so,  your  Excellency  has  been  told  that  you  have 
patronized  "  republicans  and  rebels."  .  .  The  Guardian,  which  you  have 
been  pleased  to  honour  with  an  expression  of  your  approbation,  has  been 
charged  with  opposite  crimes  from  different  quarters.  .  .  You  have  been 
told  that  the  ministers  of  the  Wesleyan  Methodist  Church — whose  rights  you 
have  justly  and  kindly  consulted — have  formerly  come  from  the  United 
States  ;  and  that  the  Guardian,  during  the  first  years  of  its  existence,  was 
nothing  but  a  vehicle  of  radicalism,  disaffection,  and  sedition.  .  .  As  to 
the  former,  I  may  say  that  the  Methodist  ministers  have  not  come  from  .  . 
the  United  States  during  the  last  twenty  years.  .  .  As  to  the  latter,  I 
furnish  three  columns  of  extracts  from  the  Guardian,  .  .  from  which 
the  following  may  be  adduced  : — 

1.  That  in  1830  I  entertained  less  friendship  towards  our  American  neigh- 
bours than  I  do  in  1840. 

2.  That  in  1830  I  advocated  the  very  principles  in  the  administration  of 
the  Provincial  Government  that  your  Excellency  has  declared  to  be  the  basis 
of  your  administration  in  1840. 

3.  That  in  1830  I  was  as  strongly  opposed  to  an  exclusive,  or  sectarian, 
spirit  as  I  am  in  1840. 

4.  That  the  very  advice  which  I  gave  to  the  electors  in  1830,  as  to  their 
rights  and  interests,  I  could  now  repeat  with  a  view  to  support  your  Excel- 
lency's administration. 

5.  That  the  very  principles  upon  which  your  Excellency  has  commenced 
your  administration,    .    .   were  actually  promised  and  assured  to  the  people 
of  Upper  Canada  by  a  Tory  Government  in  1830. 

In  1830  the  Colonial-Secretary  and  Sir  John  Colborne  proclaimed  the 
"  good  laws  and  free  institutions,"  and  the  non-preference  system  amongst 
religious  denominations,  which  your  Excellency  is  determined  to  carry  into 
practice.  .  .  When  the  hopes  created  by  these  avowals  have  not  only 
been  deferred  for  these  years,  but  those  who  have  indulged  these  hopes  have 
been  maligned  and  proscribed  for  constitutionally  seeking  a  realization  of 
them,  you  cannot  be  surprised  if  many  of  their  hearts  have  been  made  sick, 
and  that  confidence  and  hope  has  yielded  to  distrust  and  despair. 

The  Governor-General,  through  his  private  secretary,  often 
requested  Dr.  Ryerson,  while  Editor  of  the  Guar  Han,  to  correct 
misstatements  which  were  made  in  regard  to  His  Excellency's 
proceedings.* 

After  an  interview  with  His  Excellency,  at  his  request,  Dr. 
Ryerson,  in  a  letter  dated  4th  April,  1840,  made  a  practical  sug- 

*  Thus  in  a  note  dated  8th  April,  1840,  the  Private  Secretary  said  : — I  know 
that  His  Excellency  would  wish  you  to  comment  on  Lord  John's  despatch  in  the 
sense  in  which  it  is  treated  iu  the  Montreal  Gazette.  [This  was  done  in  the  Guar- 
dian of  15th  April.]  There  is  no  doubt  also  that  it  is  absurd  in  Hon.  Henry 
Sherwood  to  pretend  that  he  is  supporting  the  Government  when  he  opposes  their 
own  Solicitor-General,  but  not  less  so  in  the  Examiner  to  support  him  and  oppose 
Mr.  Diaper,  or  to  stand  up  for  a  kind  of  responsible  government  which  both  His 
Excellency  and  Lord  John  Russell  have  declared  to  be  inadmissible.  I  know  that 
His  Excellency  would  wish  you  to  do  everything  in  your  power  to  support  both 
Mr.  Draper  and  Mr.  Baldwin.  Should  any  article  come  out  which  you  consider 
would  interest  His  Excellency,  may  I  request  you  to  send  uie  a  copy. 


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gestion  as  to  the  desirability  of  establishing  the  Monthly  Review, 
as  a  means  of  disseminating  the  liberal  views  which  he  enter- 
tained in  regard  to  the  future  government  of  this  country,  and 
also  as  an  organ  of  public  opinion  in  harmony  with  these  views. 
It  was  at  first  proposed  that  Dr.  Ryerson  should  edit  the  Review, 
but  after  fuller  consideration  of  the  matter  he  declined,  and 
the  editing  and  management  of  it  was,  at  his  suggestion,  placed 
in  the  hands  of  John  Waudby,  Esq.,  Editor  of  the  Kingston 
Herald.  It  was  issued  in  Toronto  early  in  1841,  but  ceased  on 
the  death  of  Lord  Sydenharn,  in  September  of  that  year.  In 
Dr.  Ryerson's  letter  to  the  Governor  he  said  : — 

About  a  fortnight  after  your  Excellency  left  Toronto,  I  happened  in  the 
course  of  conversation  with  Hon.  R.  B.  Sullivan  to  mention  the  subject  of 
establishing  a  monthly  periodical,  such  as  I  had  mentioned  to  you.  Mr. 
Sullivan  was  anxious  that  something  of  the  kind  should  be  undertaken  ;  I 
stated  to  him  that  I  understood  that  your  Excellency  would  highly  approve 
of  such  a  publication,  if  it  could  be  successfully  established.  Mr.  Sullivan 
pressed  me  to  prepare  a  prospectus  and  submit  it  for  your  Excellency's  con- 
sideration. I  drew  up  a  prospectus,  and  got  an  estimate  of  the  cost,  covering 
all  expenses.  Mr.  Sullivan  fully  concurred  in  the  prospectus,  except  the  first 
paragraph.  He  was  afraid  it  might  be  construed  into  an  expression  of 
opinion  in  favour  of  "  responsible  Government,"  and  proposed  another  para- 
graph in  place  of  it.  The  one  was  as  acceptable  to  me  as  the  other.  A 
feeling  of  apprehension  and  embarrassment  at  the  responsibilities  of  such  an 
undertaking,  and  the  course  of  exertion  which  a  successful  accomplishment 
of  it  would  require,  has  deterred  me  from  forwarding,  until  now,  the  accom- 
panying prospectus  for  your  Excellency's  perusal  and  signification  of  your 
pleasure  thereon.* 

*  The  following  was  the  prospectus  agreed  upon  and  issued  : — 

A  MONTHLY  REVIEW,  DEVOTED  TO  THE  CIVIL  GOVERNMENT  OF  CANADA. 

The  Canadas  have  been  united  under  an  amended  constitution  ;  the  foundation 
has  been  laid  for  an  improved  system  ot  government.  The  success  of  that  consti- 
tution will  greatly  depend  upon  a  correct  understanding  and  a  just  appreciation  of 
its  principles  ;  and  the  advantages  of  the  new  system  of  government  will  be 
essentially  influenced  by  the  views  and  feelings  of  the  inhabitants  of  the  Canadas 
themselves.  At  a"  period  so  eventful,  and  under  circumstances  so  peculiar,  it  is  of 
the  utmost  importance  that  the  priaciples  of  the  constitution  should  be  carefully 
analysed,  and  dispassionately  expounded  ;  that  the  relations  between  this  and  the 
Mother  Country,  and  the  mutual  advantages  connected  with  those  relations, 
should  be  explained  and  illustrated ;  the  duties  of  the  several  branches  of  the 
government,  and  the  different  classes  of  the  community,  stated  and  enforced  ;  the 
natural,  commercial,  and  agricultural  resources  and  interests  of  these  Provinces 
investigated  and  developed  ;  a  comprehensive  and  efficient  system*  of  public  edu- 
cation discussed  and  established  ;  the  subject  of  emigration  practically  considered 
in  proportion  to  its  vast  importance  ;  the  various  measures  adapted  to  promote  the 
welfare  of  all  classes  of  the  people  originated  and  advocated  ;  and  a  taste  for 
intellectual  improvement  and  refinement  encouraged  and  cultivated. 

As  the  Editor's  views  on  all  the  leading  questions  of  Canadian  policy  accord 
with  those  of  His  Excellency  the  Governor-General,  who  has  been  pleased  to 
approve  of  the  plan  of  the  Monthly  Review,  it  will  be  enabled  to  state  correctly 
the  facts  and  principles  on  which  the  government  proceeds ;  yet  the  writers  alone 
will  be  held  responsible  for  whatever  they  may  advance. 

*  Dr.  Ryerson,  who  wrote  this  prospectus,  evidently  had  in  view  such  a  system  of  Education 
as  he  afterwards  established. 


266  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.         [CHAP.  XXXIII. 

I  cannot  but  see  that  the  public  mind  in  this  country  is  in  a  chaotic  state, 
without  any  controlling  current  of  feeling,  or  fixed  principle  of  action,  in 
civil  affairs  ;  but  susceptible,  by  proper  management  and  instruction,  of 
being  cast  into  any  mould  of  rational  opinion  and  feeling  ;  yet  liable,  with- 
out judicious  direction,  to  fall  into  a  state  of  "confusion  worse  confounded." 
I  know  that  now  is  the  time — perhaps  the  only  time — to  establish  our  insti- 
tutions and  relations  upon  the  cheapest,  the  surest,  and  the  only  permanent 
foundation  of  any  system,  or  form  of  Government — the  sentiments  and  feel- 
ings of  the  population.  But  I  alone  have  not  the  means  or  the  power  of 
contributing  to  the  accomplishment  of  these  objects.  To  the  utmost  of  my 
humble  abilities  and  acquirements,  I  am  willing  to  exert  myself  ;  and  that 
without  a  shillings'  remuneration — although  my  present  salary  is  less  than 
£200  per  annum.  I  believe  the  government  about  to  be  established  in  these 
provinces  may  be  made  the  most  enduring  and  loftiest  memorial  of  your 
Excellency's  fame,  and  the  greatest  earthly  blessing  to  its  inhabitants  ;  and 
it  will  be  to  me  a  source  of  satisfaction  to  contribute  towards  the  formation 
and  cementing  of  materials  for  the  erection  of  a  monument  at  once  so  honour- 
able to  its  founder,  and  so  beneficial  to  Her  Majesty's  Canadian  subjects. 

The  personal  influence  of  your  Excellency  in  Lower  Canada  will  be 
required  to  induce  two  or  three  of  the  cleverest  men  in  Lower  Canada  to 
contribute  to  the  columns  of  the  Review  ;  especially  on  questions  and  sub- 
jects which  grow  out  of  the  state  and  structure  of  society  in  that  province. 
Mr.  Sullivan  thinks  he  will  be  able  to  contribute  one,  if  not  two,  articles  for 
each  number.  I  am  acquainted  with  several  other  gentlemen  who  are  com- 
petent to  contribute  very  ably  on  some  subjects.  I  know  from  experience 
that  furnishing  matter  for  any  periodical,  as  well  as  giving  it  character,  must 
chiefly  devolve  upon  the  conductor  of  it.  He  must  give  it  soul,  if  it  have 
any  ;  he  must  combine,  concentrate,  and  direct  its  power.  And  such  a  pub- 
lication, got  up  under  so  high  and  favourable  auspices,  and  properly  con- 
ducted, and  embodying  the  productions  of  the  leading  minds  of  both 
provinces,  cannot  fail  to  prove  an  engine  of  immense  and  even  irresistible 
moral  power  in  the  country  ;  and  must  materially  contribute  to  its  intellec- 
tual as  well  as  political  elevation. 

As  to  my  own  views  and  feelings,  I  would  greatly  prefer  retiring  altogether 
from  any  connection  with  the  press  in  all  discussions  of  civil  affairs  in  every 
shape  and  form,  and  I  can  consistently  and  honourably  do  so  in  June.  But 
if  this  course  be  not  justifiable  in  the  present  circumstances  of  the  province; 
if  it  be  deemed  expedient  for  me  still  to  take  a  part  in  public  matters,  I  am 
sensible  I  ought  to  do  more  than  I  do  now,  or  can  do  through  the  organ  of  a 
religious  body.  The  relation,  character  and  objects  of  the  publication  I  now 
conduct,  impose  a  restriction  upon  the  topics  and  illustrations  which  are 
requisite  to  an  effective  discussion  of  political  questions.  Under  such 
circumstances  I  can  neither  do  justice  to  myself,  nor  to  the  subjects  on  which 
I  occasionally  remark,  or  might  discuss. 

I  have  felt  the  more  disposed  to  make  this  communication,  because  your 
Excellency's  avowed  system  and  policy  of  Government  is  but  carrying  out 
and  reducing  to  practice  those  views  of  civil  polity  in  Canada  which  have 
guided  my  public  life,  as  your  Excellency  will  have  observed  trom  the 
articlts  and  references  which  have  appeared  in  the  Guardian.  I  have  been 
defeated  and  disappointed  heretofore,  because  the  local  executive  itself  has 
been  for  the  most  part  rather  the  head  of  a  party,  than  the  Government  of 
the  country,  and  the  opposition,  or  "  Reform  party,  has  often  gone  to  equal 
extremes  of  selfishness  and  extravagance  ;  so  that  I  have  occupied  the  unen- 
viable and  uncomfortable  position  of  a  sort  of  break- water — resisting  and 
checking  the  conflicting  waves  of  mutual  party  violence,  convinced  that  the 
exclusive  and  absolute  ascendancy  -of  either  party  would  be  destructive  of 
the  ends  of  just  Government,  and  public  happiness  ;  a  position  which,  pre- 


1838-40]  THE  STORY  OF  M7  LIFE.  207 

viously  to  your  Excellency's  arrival  in  Canada,  I  had  determined  to  abandon, 
as  I  found  myself  possessed  of  no  adequate  means  of  accomplishing  any 
permanent  good  by  occupying  it. 

I  think  the  appearance  in  this  province  of  Lord  John  Russell's  despatch 
on  "  Responsible  Government "  is  timely.     The  "  Reformers  "  are  too  fully 
committed  to  Government  to  fly  off  ;  and  a  large  portion  of  the  old  "  Con- 
servative "  party  are  glad  of  an  excuse  to  change  their  position.   Neither  party 
can  triumph,  as  both  must  concede  something.     This  mutual  concession  will 
prepare  the  way  for  mutual  forbearance,  and  ultimately  for  co-operation  and 
union.     Having  perceived  that  the  Editor  of  the  Examiner  was  seeking, 
under  the  pretence  of   supporting  the   Government,  to  get  a  House  of 
Assembly  returned,  consisting  wholly  of  the  old  Reformers,  who  had  identi- 
fied themselves  in  1834-5-6,  with  the  Papineau  party  of  Lower  Canada,  I 
thought  it  desirable  to  check  such  a  design  in  the  bud,  by  insisting  upon  the 
support  of  Hon.  W.  H.  Draper,  and  that  ne  should  be  returned  upon  the  same 
grounds  as  those  of  Mr.  Baldwin.     The  elucidation  and  description  of  this 
one  case  will  affect  the  position  of  parties  in  the  character  of  the  elections 
throughout  the  province,  and  make  them  turn,  not  upon  Lord  Durham's 
"  Report,"  or  any  of  the  old  questions  of  difference,  but  upon  your  Excel- 
lency's administration.     This,  I  have  no  doubt,  with  a  little  care,  will,  in 
most  instances  be  the  case.     Thus  will  the  members  returned  from  Upper 
Canada,  be  isolated  from  the  French  anti-unionists  of  Lower  Canada,  and 
be  more  fully,  both  in  obligation  and  feeling,  identified  with  the  Govern- 
ment.    I  have  not,  therefore,  been  surprised  at  the  Examiner's  indignation, 
as  it  is  so  ultra,  and  thorough  a  partizan,  and  as  it  has  some  discernment, 
though  but  little  prudence. 

In  reply,  the  Private  Secretary  of  the  Governor-General  said : 

I  am  to  express  to  you  His  Excellency's  approbation  of  the  plans  you  have 
suggested,  and  he  desires  me  to  say  that  he  requests  that  you  will  visit 
Montreal,  on  your  way  to  New  York,  as  he  is  anxious  to  see  you  on  the 
subject  contained  in  your  letter. 

The  Special  Council  meets  this  day  for  the  first  time. 

The  Secretary  further  added  : — 

His  Excellency  agrees  that  the  line  which  you  have  taken  is  most  judicious. 
There  is  no  doubt  that  the  gentleman  to  whom  you  refer  is  doing  very  great 
mischief  both  to  Hon.  Robert  Baldwin  and  the  Government,  by  the  extremes 
to  which  he  is  pushing  his  cry  for  responsible  government,  and  his  opposition 
to  Hon.  W.  H.  Draper. 

Dr.  Ryerson  (who  was  on  his  way  to  the  General  Conference 
at  Baltimore)  in  a  note,  dated  Montreal,  4th  May,  said : — 

The  Governor-General  having  kindly  invited  me  to  visit  him  and  converse 
on  matters  relating  to  public  affairs,  I  did  so,  and  was  most  cordially  received 
by  him.  I  also  had  a  long  interview  with  him  on  Friday  afternoon,  and  am 
desired  to  spend  the  evening  with  him  on  Saturday.  His  Excellency  has 
given  every  requisite  information  as  to  his  plans.  I  am  thus  enabled  to 
accomplish  the  object  of  my  visit  far  beyond  what  I  expected  when  I  left 
home. 

In  a  letter  from  New  York  (dated  9th  May)  Dr.  Ryerson 
said : — Much  to  my  surprise  to-day,  while  in  New  York  on  my 
way  to  Baltimore,  I  received  a  note  from  the  Governor-Gen- 
eral's Secretary,  T.  W.  C.  Murdoch,  Esq.,  as  follows : — 


268  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.        [CHAP.  XXXIII. 

By  direction  of  the  Governor-General  I  send  you  the  enclosed  bill  of 
exchange  for  .£100  stg.,  the  receipt  of  which  I  would  request  you  to 
acknowledge. 

You  will  have  seen  the  English  papers  which  hold  out  every  prospect  that 
both  the  Union  and  the  Clergy  Reserve  Bills  will  be  satisfactorily  settled. 
I  feel  that  I  may  congratulate  you^  and  every  friend  of  Canada,  on  such  a 
result 

I  acknowledged  this  kind  and  generous  act,  but  at  once 
returned  the  Bill  of  Exchange  to  His  Excellency — at  the  same 
time  respectfully  assuring  him,  that  under  no  circumstances 
could  I  receive  anything  for  what  I  had  done,  or  might  do,  to 
support  the  policy  and  administration  of  Her  Majesty's  Govern- 
ment, in  the  peculiar  circumstances  of  the  Province. 

One  of  the  chief  points  discussed  in  Upper  Canada,  in  con- 
nection with  the  proposed  union  of  the  provinces,  was  the  effect 
it  would  have  on  the  Protestant  character  of  the  government 
and  institutions  of  the  county.  Mr.  John  W.  Gamble,  a 
public  man,  and  a  leading  member  of  the  Church  of  England, 
in  Vaughan,  writing  to  Dr.  Ryerson  on  the  subject,  said : — 

I  feel  deeply  the  conviction  that  the  time  has  now  arrived  when  Pro- 
testants must  sink  all  points  of  minor  consideration,  and  unite  in  defence  of 
our  common  faith.  The  union  of  the  provinces  will  most  assuredly  result 
in  giving  not  only  a  preponderance,  but  a  large  majority  to  the  Roman 
Catholics  in  the  united  legislature ;  and  this  taken  in  conjunction  with  the 
plans  now  in  operation  for  pouring  a  large  Roman  Catholic  population  into 
these  provinces,  surely  ought  not  only  to  excite  the  fears,  but  rouse  the 
energies  of  those  who  know  and  love  the  truth  as  it  is  in  Jesus.  I  am  alto- 
gether ignorant  of  your  opinion  upon  the  union  question,  but  I  call  upon 
you  as  a  Protestant  to  unite  with  me  in  endeavouring  to  avert  the  threatened 
calamity. 

Mr.  Gamble  was  for  many  years  afterwards  an  earnest 
opponent  in  the  Legislature  of  United  Canada  of  the  extension 
of  the  Separate  School  system  in  the  province. 


Although  greatly  enfeebled  in  health, yet  Dr.  Ryerson's  Mother 
was  enabled  to  write  to  him  occasionally.  In  a  letter  written 
by  her  in  1839,  after  returning  from  seeing  him,  she  said : — 

I  suppose  you  are  anxious  to  know  the  state  of  my  mind.  I  yet  feel  that 
the  Lord  is  my  trust,  and  I  am  waiting  daily  till  my  change  come.  I  feel 
that  when  the  "  earthly  house  of  this  tabernacle  be  dissolved,  I  have  a  house 
not  made  with  hands,  eternal  in  the  heavens."  Dear  Egerton,  I  feel  very 
much  as  I  did  when  I  left  you — a  great  deal  of  weakness.  I  am  anxious  to 
live  to  see  you  all  once  more,  perhaps  for  the  last  time.  Do  not  neglect  to 
come  up,  one  and  all,  as  soon  as  convenient,  if  you  only  stay  one  day. 
When  you  come  fetch  some  books,  such  as  you  think  would  be  profitable 
for  me,  and  one  of  your  good-sized  Bibles  ;  also  three  of  your  likenesses.  I 
thought  that  your  Father  had  brought  them  up  when  he  came.  Do  not  fail 
to  come  up  and  see  us.  Don't  let  me  be  denied  the  happiness  of  seeing  you 
soon. 


CHAPTER   XXXIV. 

1840. 

PEOPOSAL  TO  LEAVE  CANADA — DR.  RYERSON'S  VISIT  TO  E-TGLAND. 

FT1HE  year  1840  is  somewhat  memorable  in  the  Methodistic 
_j_  history  of  Upper  Canada,  for  three  things :  1st.  The  final 
retirement  of  Dr.  Ryerson  from  the  editorship  of  the  Christian 
Guardian;  2nd.  Visit  of  Revs.  William  and  Egerton  Ryerson 
to  England,  and  the  painful,  yet  fruitless,  discussions  with  a 
Committee  of  the  British  Conference  on  the  lapsed  Union ;  3rd. 
The  annual  and  special  Canada  Conferences  of  that  year — at 
the  latter  of  which  the  formal  separation  of  the  British  and 
Canadian  sections  of  the  Conference  took  place  under  peculiarly 
affecting  circumstances. 

Dr.  Ryerson  and  his  brother  John  attended  the  American 
General  Conference  at  Baltimore,  May,  1840.  In  a  letter  from 
there  he  said: — 

The  Methodist  Connexion  here  are  much  in  advance  of  us,  and,  as  a  whole, 
even  of  the  British  Connexion.  I  have  never  seen  a  more  pious,  intelligent, 
and  talented  body  of  men  than  the  preachers  assembled  here  at  Conference; 
nor  more  respectable,  intelligent  congregations.  The  manners  of  the  people 
in  these  Middle  States  are  very  like  the  manners  of  intelligent  people  in 
Upper  Canada — alike  removed  from  the -English  haughtiness  and  Yankee 
coldness — simple,  frank,  and  unaffected.  Bishops  Koberts,  Soule,  Hedding 
and  Waugh  dined  with  us  to-day.  They  are  venerable  and  apostolic  men. 
We  have  had  cordial  invitations  to  come  to  this  country,  and  did  we  consult 
our  own  comfort,  brother  John  and  I  would  do  so  without  hesitation.  Bishop 
Hedding  hopes  to  visit  us  at  our  approaching  Conference.  Rev.  R.  Newton, 

of  England,  will  not  visit  Canada.     Mr. has  told  him  that  it  was  not 

worth  while  to  go  to  Canada;  and  all  that  can  be  said  to  induce  him  to  come 
is  unavailing.     We  in  Canada  are  not  worth  so  much  trouble,  or  notice  1 

In  a  letter  from  Baltimore,  dated  May  25th,  1840,  Dr.  Ryer- 
son states  the  reason  why  he  proposed  to  leave  Canada : — 

I  am  still  at  the  General  Conference.  Rev.  Dr.  Bangs  says  that  I  ought 
to  remain  until  the  close.  After  much  consideration  I  have  decided  upon  a 
step  which,  for  many  reasons,  appears  desirable.  Instead  of  coming  to  this 
country  for  a  few  months,  in  order  to  avail  myself  of  some  collegiate  lectures, 
to  pursue  certain  branches  of  science,  I  have  concluded  and  have  made 
arrangements  to  take  a  station  in  the  city  of  New  York  for  one,  if  not  for 


270  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.         [CHAP.  XXXIV. 

two  years.  My  brother  John  would  have  done  the  same  if  we  could  have 
both  left  Canada  this  year.  If  things  in  the  province  do  not  go  on  better 
with  us  he  will  do  so  another  year.  I  have  seen  the  new  constitution  which 
is  about  to  be  adopted  by  the  British  Parliament  for  the  future  Government 
of  Canada.  I  do  net  approve  of  it  To  interfere  any  more  in  civil  conten- 
tions will  be  wasting  the  best  part  of  my  life  to  little  purpose,  for  there 
seems  to  be  no  end  to  such  things.  To  remain  in  Canada  and  be  silent,  will 
incur  the  hostility  of  both  parties.  The  government  will  regard  my  neutrality 
as  opposition,  and  the  popular  party  will  view  it  as  indifference  to  the  rights 
of  the  people;  and,  in  such  circumstances,  I  shall  neither  be  useful  nor  happy. 
While,  therefore,  I  am  on  good  terms  with  the  Government  and  the  country 
at  large,  my  brother  thinks  with  me  that  it  is  by  all  means  best  to  withdraw 
from  such  scenes.  I  have  the  offer  of  one  of  the  three  or  four  largest  Meth- 
odist Chapels  in  New  York.  I  shall  be  appointed  to  one  of  the  largest  and 
most  elegant  in  the  city,  where  all  the  great  public  meetings  are  held.  There 
are,  however,  three  or  four  vacant,  equally  desirable.  I  much  prefer  this 
to  my  taking  a  district  in  Canada.  I  would  not  return  to  the  Guardian  again 
for  any  earthly  consideration. 

Dr.  Ryerson  went  to  the  Conference  at  Belleville  after  his 
return  from  Baltimore.  Writing  from  there,  he  said : — 

Previously  to  proceeding  to  elect  the  Secretary,  an  English 
brother  remarked  that  he  had  certain  communications  from  the 
Committee  in  London,  which  he  wished  to  read.  I  observed 
that  no  communications  could  be  read  until  the  Conference  was 
organized,  and  the  Conference  could  not  be  organized  until  the 
Secretary  was  elected.  The  brother  persevered,  and  then  stated 
that  the  documents  referred  to  me.  I  then  arose,  and  observed 
that  the  proceeding  was  at  variance  with  law,  Methodism,  and 
justice.  The  Conference  was  justly  roused  to  indignation  by 
my  remarks,  which  were  followed  by  some  observations  from 
my  brother  John,  in  the  same  strain.  Not  a  man  spoke  in 
favour  of  the  English  brother's  proceeding,  and  he  was  com- 
pelled to  withdraw  his  proposal.  Such  an  anti-Methodistic  and 
barbarous  attempt  to  sacrifice  me  (as  some  of  the  preachers 
afterwards  expressed  it),  excited  a  strong  feeling  in  my  favour, 
and,  I  was  told,  increased  my  majority  of  votes  for  the  Secre- 
taryship. When  the  Conference  balloted  for  Secretary,  the 
votes  stood  as  follows : — Matthew  Richey,  1 ;  Anson  Green,  1 : 
Wm.  Case,  2;  E.  Evans,  12  ;  Egerton  Ryerson,  43.  The  circum- 
stance has  so  deeply  affected  me,  that  I  feel  it  to  be  like  tearing 
soul  from  body  to  be  separated  from  brethren  who  stand  by  me 
in  the  day  of  trial,  and  who  will  not  suffer  me,  as  one  of  them 
expressed  it  to  me,  to  be  sacrificed  at  the  pleasure  of  my 
enemies.*  But  I  see  no  reason  to  change  my  purposes ;  and 

*  The  more  important  parts  of  the  painful  proceedings  at  this  Conference  are  given 
in  "Epochs  of  Canadian  Methodism,"  pages  341-358.  The  result  of  this  for- 
midable attack  on  Dr.  Ryerson  by  the  English  Missionary  party  before  the  Canads 
Conference,  is  thus  stated  by  Rev.  Dr.  Carroll:  "When  the  Rev.  Matthew 
Richey'a  motion  of  condemnation  on  the  Rev.  Egerton  Ryerson  for  his  interfer- 
ence in  the  matter  [of  the  Government  grant  of  £900  to  Wesleyan  missions]  was 


1840]  TEE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  271 

my  brother  John  thinks  I  can  do  more  good  to  the  Connexion 
by  being  in  New  York,  than  by  remaining  in  Canada. 

I  desire,  with  humble  dependence  upon  the  wisdom  and 
providence  of  God,  to  commit  my  all  to  Him.  I  hunger  and 
thirst  after  the  mind  which  was  in  Christ  Jesus. 

Subsequently  Dr.  Ryerson  wrote,  saying : — 

My  plans  in  regard  to  the  United  States  must  now  be 
changed.  The  charges  of  the  London  Committee,  and  the  state 
of  the  Connexion  in  regard  to  the  Union,  render  my  absence 
from  the  Province,  in  the  judgment  of  my  brethren,  unjusti- 
fiable and  out  of  the  question.  Some  of  the  preachers  insist 
that  I  must  go  to  England,  and  meet  Mr.  Alder  before  the 
British  Conference.  Such  a  mission  is  not  impossible,  but,  I 
hope,  not  probable. 

After  the  election  of  Secretary,  the  charges  against  Dr.  Ryer- 
son were  read.  They  were  embodied  in  a  resolution  to  the 
effect  that  he  had  improperly  interfered  and  sought  to  deprive 
the  British  Conference  of  its  annual  grant  from  the  Imperial 
Government  for  the  extension  of  missions  in  the  province.  The 
resolution  was  negatived  by  a  vote  of  59  to  8,  and  a  series  of 
resolutions  sustaining  Dr.  Ryerson,  in  the  strongest  manner, 
was  passed.  He  and  his  brother  William  were  appointed  as 
Representatives  at  the  British  Conference,  with  directions  "to 
use  all  proper  means  to  prevent  collision  between  the  two  Con- 
nexions." 

As  intimated  in  Dr.  Ryerson's  letter  from  Baltimore,  he 
decided  to  retire  finally  from  the  Editorship  of  the  Christian 
Guardian.  This  he  did  at  the  Belleville  Conference,  and  on 
the  24th  of  June,  1840,  he  laid  down  his  pen  as  Editor  of  the 
Christian  Guardian,  and  was  succeeded  by  Rev.  Jonathan 
Scott.  In  his  valedictory  of  that  date,  Dr.  Ryer-son  said : — 

The  present  number  of  the  Guardian  closes  the  connection 
of  the  undersigned  with  the  provincial  press.  To  his  friends 
and  to  those  of  the  public  who  have  confided  in  him,  and  sup- 
ported him  in  seasons  of  difficulty  and  danger,  he  offers  his 
most  grateful  acknowledgments ;  those  who  have  opposed  him 
honourably,  he  sincerely  respects ;  those  who  have  assailed 
him  personally,  he  heartily  forgives  ;  and  of  those  whose  feel- 
ings he  may  have  wounded  in  the  heat  of  discussion,  he  most 
humbly  asks  pardon.  While  he  is  deeply  sensible  of  his  imper- 
fections, infirmities,  and  failings,  he  derives  satisfaction  from 

put  to  the  Conference,  there  were  only  eight  in  its  favour,  several  of  whom,  after 
obtaining  further  light,  wished  to  change  their  votes;  and  fifty-nine  against  it. 
Three  were  excused  from  voting." — Case,  etc.,  vol.  iv.,  page  298,  note. 


272  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.        [CHAP.  XXXIV. 

the  consciousness  that  he  has  earnestly  aimed  at  promoting  the 
best  interests  of  his  adopted  church  and  his  native  country. 

EQERTON  KYERSON. 

Immediately  after  the  close  of  the  annual  Conference  of  1840, 
Dr.  Ryerson  and  his  brother  William  left  for  England.  From 
his  diary,  written  at  that  time,  he  had  made  the  following 
extracts  for  this  work : — 

July  22nd,  1840. — After  landing  at  Liverpool,  I  called  upon  an  old  and 
kind  friend,  Mr.  Michael  Ashton,  and  I  had  much  conversation  with  him 
and  Rev.  R.  Young,  on  the  affairs  of  our  mission.  I  and  my  brother  William 
arrived  in  London  on  the  23rd.  Took  up  our  lodgings  with  my  old  hostess, 
27  Great  Ormond  Street.  Addressed  a  note  to  Lord  John  Russell,  on  the  object 
of  our  mission ;  an  interview  was  appointed  for  the  next  day.  Went  to  the 
House  of  Commons  in  the  evening,  having  an  order  for  admission  to  the 
Speaker's  gallery,  through  the  kindness  of  Lord  Sandon. 

July  24th. — Went  to  the  Colonial  office;  had  a  long  interview  with  Lord 
John  Russell,  on  the  Canada  Clergy  Reserve  Bill.  Mr.  [afterwards  Sir 
James]  Stephen  was  present.  We  pointed  out  to  His  Lordship  the  injustice 
of  the  bill,  and  the  probable  consequences  if  it  were  passed  in  its  present 
shape.  We  spoke  at  some  length,  but  with  great  plainness  ;  intimating  that 
we  regarded  the  measure  as  the  forfeiture  of  good  faith  on  the  part  of  Her 
Majesty's  Government,  as  the  violation  of  the  constitutional  rights  of  the 
inhabitants  of  Upper  Canada,  and  as  the  cause  of  the  unpopularity  of  the 
British  Government  in  that  country.  But  his  Lordship  appeared  inflexible, 
and  seemed  to  regard  it  essential  to  conciliate  the  Bishops,  but  not  essential  to 
do  what  he  considered  just  in  itself,  or  to  fulfil  the  declarations  of  Govern- 
ment to  the  inhabitants  of  Upper  Canada,  or  to  consult  their  oft-expressed 
views  and  wishes.  In  the  afternoon  we  went  to  see  Mr.  Charles  Buller,  but 
he  was  not  in  town.  In  going  through  Hyde  Park  we  saw  the  Queen  and 
Prince  Albert,  coming  from  Windsor.  We  took  a  hasty  view  through  West- 
minster Abbey,  and  in  the  evening  we  called  upon  the  Rev.  Mr.  Stead, 
formerly  a  missionary  to  India,  and  received  from  him  many  useful  suggestions 
respecting  the  object  of  our  mission. 

July  27th. — Prepared  a  long  letter  to  Lord  John  Russell  on  the  Canada 
Clergy  Reserve  Bill,  now  before  Parliament.  Went  to  the  House  of  Com- 
mons in  order  to  hear  the  debate  on  the  third  reading  of  said  bill  Lord  John 
Russell  was  not  present.  But  we  heard  a  long  debate  on  the  China  opium 
trade,  etc.  Mr.  W.  E.  Gladstone  introduced  the  discussion.  Afterwards  Sir 
Robert  Peel  spoke  on  the  present  position  of  the  Church  of  Scotland  in 
resisting  the  decision  of  the  House  of  Lords.  Mr.  Fox  Maule  [Lord 
Panmure]  spoke  in  reply,  and  contended  that  the  point  for  which  the  General 
Assembly  contended  was  the  right  of  the  people  to  a  voice  in  the  choice  of 
their  ministers. 

July  28th. — Visited  the  City  Road  Chapel  Grave-yard,  the  Bank,  various 
book  establishments,  and  St.  Paul's  Cathedral. 

July  30th. — Left  London  yesterday;  entered  the  city  of  York  by  the  south- 
west gate  ;  got  a  glimpse  of  the  Minster  ;  the  country  exceedingly  beautiful, 
and  in  a  high  state  of  cultivation.  Heard  of  the  death  of  poor  Lord 
Durham.  The  attacks  upon  him  in  the  House  of  Lords  as  Governor-General 
of  Canada,  the  abandonment  of  him  by  the  Government,  the  mortification 
experienced  by  him  in  consequence  of  the  Royal  disapprobation  at  his 
sudden  return  from  Canada  before  his  resignation  had  been  accepted,  are 
said  to  have  hastened,  if  not  caused  his  death.  His  heart  seems  to  have  been 
set  upon  making  Canada  a  happy  and  a  great  country,  and  I  think  ho 


1340]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  273 

intended  to  rest  his  fame  upon  that  achievement.  He  was  defeated,  disap- 
pointed, died  1  How  bright  the  prospect  two  years  ago — how  sudden  the 
change,  how  sad  the  termination  1  Oh,  the  vanity  of  earthly  power,  wealth 
and  glory  ! 

July  29th. — Arrived  this  morning  at  Newcastle-upon-Tyne  by  stage,  eighty 
miles  from  York.  The  next  morning  we  went  to  the  Conference,  and  sent 
in  our  cards  to  Rev.  G.  Marsden;  he  came  out  and  kindly  received  us,  and 
hoped  our  mission  would  be  for  good.  We  met  with  a  very  cool  reception, 
from  several  of  the  preachers,  with  whom  I  was  aquainted  and  on  friendly 
terms  during  my  former  visits.  Not  feeling  very  well,  or  very  much  at 
home,  we  enquired  our  way  to  our  lodgings,  and  left. 

July  31st. — Went  to  the  Conference  this  morning  at  7  a.m.  We  were 
furnished  with  the  President's  card  of  admittance,  and  shown  a  seat  in  a 
corner  at  the  side  of  the  Chapel,  and  could  hear  but  a  part  of  the  debates. 
In  the  afternoon  we  addressed  a  note  to  the  President,  to  which  we  only 
received  a  verbal  reply. 

Aug.  1st. — This  morning  we  were  engaged  in  writing  a  strong  letter  to  the 
President  concerning  our  treatment,  our  position,  the  objects  ot  our  mission, 
etc.,  but  we  were  saved  the  pain  of  delivering  it,  as,  on  our  arrival,  we  were 
met  and  introduced  as  accredited  Representatives  of  the  Canada  Conference. 
Rev.  J.  Stinson  and  Rev.  M.  Richey  were  also  introduced  at  the  same  time. 
My  brother  William  then  presented  the  address  and  resolutions  of  the  Canada 
Conference.  A  comfortable  seat  was  now  provided  for  us,  in  front  of  the 
President.  Thank  God,  we  now  have  a  right  to  speak,  can  take  our  own 
part,  and  maintain  the  rights  and  interests  we  have  been  appointed  to  repre- 
sent ! 

Aug.  3rd. — The  Commiteee  of  the  last  year  on  Canadian  affairs  had  met 
and  reported  : — That  the  resolutions  of  the  Committee  of  which  the  Cana- 
dian Conference  had  complained  we  unanimously  confirmed,  and  recom- 
mended that  the  Conference  appoint  a  large  Committee  to  whom  the  Messrs. 
Ryerson  and  the  documents  of  the  Canadian  Conference  be  referred. 

The  cases  of  Circuits  proposed  to  'be  divided  were  next  taken  up.  This 
caused  many  amusing  remarks.  Rev.  R.  Newton  thought  they  were  losing 
the  spirit  of  their  fathers  in  travelling,  who  had  insuperable  objections  to 
solitary  stations.  Dr.  Bunting  assigned  as  a  reason  for  the  failure  of  the 
health  of  so  many  young  men,  the  custom  of  giving  up  horses:  said  it  was 
an  innovation;  quoted  some  of  the  last  words  of  Wesley  :  "  I  cannot  make 
preachers — I  cannot  buy  preachers — and  I  will  not  kill  preachers." 

A  long  conversation  ensued  on  the  subject  of  reading  the  Liturgy  gen- 
erally, and  concluded  by  a  resolution  that  the  Liturgy  be  read  on  the 
principal  Sabbath  at  each  Conference.  On  the  subject  of  reading  the 
Liturgy  by  the  preachers  themselves,  Dr.  Bunting  said  :  It  was  very  well 
for  men  to  spend  their  strength  in  preaching,  and  let  others  read  the  prayers, 
when  Methodism  was  only  a  Society  supplementary  to  the  Church ;  but 
having  in  the  order  of  Providence  grown  up  into  an  independent  and  separate 
Church,  the  preachers  were  something  more  than  mere  preachers  of  the 
Word — they  were  ministers  of  the  Church,  and  ought  to  read  as  well  as 
preach. 

The  address  of  the  Irish  Conference  was  read.  Rev.  T.  Jackson  said  he 
could  bear  testimony  to  the  very  respectful  manner  in  which  the  address  oi 
the  British  Conference  had  been  received  by  the  Irish  Conference,  and  ne 
trusted  the  brethren  would  understand  the  import  and  bearing  of  that 
remark.  Rev.  Mr.  Entwistle  referred  to  the  liberality  and  cheerfulness  of 
the  Irish  preachers  in  their  difficulties,  when  Dr.  Bunting  replied  that  if  they 
had  been  in  such  difficulties  their  heads  would  have  hung  down. 

Dr.  Ryerson's  diary  ends  here.     A  full  account  of  the  inter- 

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274  TEE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.         [CHAP.  XXXIV. 

views  and  discussions  with  the  Wesleyan  authorities  in  England 
are  given  in  the  Epochs  of  Canadian  Methodism,  pages  407- 
426.  The  result  was,  that  the  Committee  on  the  subject  reported 
a  series  of  resolutions  adverse  to  the  Canada  representatives, 
which  were  adopted  by  the  Conference  after  "  more  than  four- 
fifths  of  its  members  had  left  for  their  circuits."  The  pacific 
resolutions  of  the  Upper  Canada  Conference  were  negatived 
by  a  majority,  and  it  was  declared  "that  a  continuance  of  the 
more  intimate  connection  established  by  the  articles  of  1833 
[was]  quite  impracticable." 

Thus  was  ignominously  ended  a  union  between  the  two 
Conferences  which  had  (nominally)  existed  since  1833,  and 
which  had  promised  such  happy  results,  and  thus  was  inaugu- 
rated a  period  of  unseemly  strife  between  the  two  parties  from 
1840  to  1847,  when  it  happily  ceased.  What  followed  in  Upper 
Canada  is  thus  narrated  by  Dr.  Ryerson  : — 

The  English  Conference  having  determined  to  secede  from  the 
Union  which  it  had  entered  into  with  the  Canadian  Conference 
In  1833,  and  to  commence  aggressive  operations  upon  the  Cana- 
dian Conference,  and  its  societies  and  congregations,  a  special 
meeting  of  the  Canadian  Conference  became  necessary  to  meet 
this  new  state  of  things,  to  organize  for  resenting  the  invasion 
upon  its  field  of  labour,  and  to  maintain  the  cause  for  which 
they  had  toiled  and  suffered  so  much  for  more  than  .half  a 
century. 

The  prospects  of  the  Canada  "Conference  were  gloomy  in  the 
extreme  ;  the  paucity  oi'  ministers,  and  the  poverty  of  resources 
in  comparison  to  the  English  Conference,  besides  numerous 
other  disadvantages ;  but  the  ministers  of  the  Canadian  Con- 
ference with  less  than  a  dozen  individual  exceptions,  had  hearts 
of  Canadian  oak,  and  weapons  of  New  Jerusalem  steel,  and  were 
determined  to  maintain  the  freedom  of  the  Church,  and  the 
liberties  of  their  country,  whatever  might  be  the  prestige  or 
resources  of  their  invaders;  and  "according  to  their  faith  it 
was  done  unto  them;"  out  of  weakness  they  waxed  strong. 
They  sowed  in  tears,  they  reaped  in  joy.  Their  weeping  seed- 
sowing  was  followed  by  rejoicing,  bringing  their  sheaves  with 
them. 

The  Special  Conference  caused  by  these  events  was  held  in 
the  Newgate  (Adelaide)  Street  Church  in  October,  1840.  The 
venerable  Thomas  Whitehead,  then  in  his  87th  year,  opened  the 
proceedings,  after  which  Rev.  William  Case  was  elected  to  pre- 
side. Rev.  Mr.  Whitehead  was  subsequently  elected  President. 
Dr.  Ryerson  was  elected  Secretary,  but  declined,  and  Rev.  J. 
C.  Davidson  was  appointed  in  his  place.  The  whole  matter 
of  differences  between  the  two  Conferences  was  discussed  at 


1840]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  275 

great  length,  and  with  deep  feeling  on  the  part  of  the  speakers. 
Dr.  Ryerson  spoke  for  five  hours,  and  his  brother  William  for 
nearly  three.  Finally  a  series  of  eleven  resolutions  were  adopted, 
strongly  maintaining  the  views  of  the  Canadian  Representa- 
tives to  England,  and  protesting — 

Against  the  Methodistic  or  legal  right  or  power  of  the  Conference  in 
England  to  dissolve,  of  its  own  accord,  articles  and  obligations  which  have 
been  entered  into  with  this  Conference  by  mutual  consent. 

In  consequence  of  the  adoption  of  these  resolutions,  the  fol- 
lowing ministers  requested  permission  to  withdraw  from  the 
Canada  Conference  with  a  view  to  connect  themselves  with  the 
British  Missionary  party,  viz  : — 

Rev.  Messrs.  William  Case,  Ephraim  Evans,  Benjamin  Slight,  James 
Norris,  Thomas  Fawcett,  William  Scott,  John  G.  Manly,  Edmund  Stoney, 
James  Brock,  Thomas  Hurlburt,  Matthew  Lang,  John  Douse,  William  Steer, 
John  Sunday,  and  C.  B.  Goodrich. 

The  leave-taking  was  said  to  have  been  very  tender  and 
sorrowful.  Of  the  members  of  the  Canada  Conference  who 
left  it,  Dr.  Ryerson  said : — 

Among  the  ten  who  seceded  from  the  Canada  Conference  to  the  London 
Wesleyan  Committee  was  the  venerable  William  Case,  who  took  no  part  in 
the  crusade  against  his  old  Canadian  brethren,  but  who  wished  to  live  in 
peace  and  quietness,  with  the  supply  of  his  wants  assured  to  him  in  his 
old,  lonely  Indian  Mission  at  Alnwick,  near  Cobourg,  isolated  alike  from 
the  white  inhabitants  and  from  other  Indian  tribes,  where  he  continued 
until  his  decease. 

The  character  of  this  untoward  contest  with  the  British  Con- 
ference party — so  far  as  it  related  to  Dr.  Ryerson — carfbe  best 
understood  from  the  conclusion  of  his  five  hours'  speech  before 
the  Special  Conference.  He  said : — 

I  am  aware  that  a  combined  effort  has  been  determined  upon  and  is 
making  to  destroy  me  as  a  public  man,  and  to  injure  this  Connexion, as  far  as 
my  overthrow  can  affect  it.  I  rejoice  to  know  that  the  strength  and  effi- 
ciency of  our  Church  are  not  depending  upon  me;  but  I  am  not  insensible 
to  the  advatages  which  it  is  supposed  will  be  gained  over  the  Church  if  I 
can  be  put  down.  Our  adversaries  seem  to  have  abandoned  the  idea  of 
answering  my  arguments,  or  of  diverting  me  from  my  purposes,  in  regard  to 
my  position,  and  views  and  feelings  towards  this  Connexion.  The  only 
expedient  left  is  that  which  requires  no  strength'of  intellect — no  solid  argu- 
ments— no  moral  principle — but  abundance  of  confidence,  malignity,  and 
zeal.  It  is  the  expedient  of  impeaching  my  moral  integrity,  and  blackening 
my  character.  And  this  is  attempted  to  be  accomplished.  One  class  of 
adversaries,  not  by  an  appeal  to  reason,  or  even  to  official  documents,  but  by 
the  importation  and  retail  from  one  side  of  the  Atlantic  to  the  other,  and 
one  end  of  the  province  to  the  other,  and  from  house  to  house,  of  bits  and 
parcels  of  perverted  private  conversations — a  mode  of  warfare  disgraceful  to 
human  nature,  much  more  to  any  Christian  community.  History  apprizes 
me  that,  in  such  a  warfare,  some  of  the  best  of  men  have  not  triumphed 
until  long  after  they  slept  in  death,  when  the  hand  of  time  and  the  researches 
of  impartial  history  did  them  that  justice  which  the  cupidity  and  jealousies 


276  TEE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.         [CHAP.  XXXIV. 

of  powerful  contemporaries  denied  them,  I  know  not  the  present  result  of 
existing  combinations  against  myself.  On  that  point  I  feel  little  concern, 
though  I  am  keenly  alive  to  their  influence  upon  my  public  usefulness.  I 
engaged  in  the  Union,  because  I  believed  the  principles  upon  which  it  was 
founded  were  reasonable,  and  the  prejudices  against  it  on  all  sides  were 
unreasonable.  I  do  not  regret  the  opposition  which  I  have  experienced — 
the  reproaches  which  I  have  incurred — the  labours  I  have  endured  ;  but  I 
do  regret — and  every  day's  reflection  adds  fresh  poignancy  to  my  regrets — 
that  in  carrying  out  a  measure  which  I  had  hoped  would  prove  an  unspeak- 
able blessing  to  my  native  country,  I  have  lost  so  many  friends  of  my 
youth.  No  young  man  in  Canada  had  more  friends  amongst  all  Chris- 
tian denominations  than  I  had  when  the  Union  took  place.  Many  of 
them  have  become  my  enemies.  I  can  lose  property  without  concern  or 
much  thought;  but  I  cannot  lose  my  friends,  and  meet  them  in  the 
character  of  enemies,  without  emotions  not  to  be  described.  I  feel  that  I 
have  injured  myself,  and  injured  this  Connexion,  and  I  fear  this  province, 
not  by  my  obstinacy,  but  by  my  concessions.  This  is  my  sin,  and  not  the 
sins  laid  to  my  charge.  I  have  regarded  myself,  and  all  that  Providence  has 
put  into  my  hands  from  year  to  year,  as  the  property  of  this  Connexion.  I 
can  say,  in  the  language  of  Wesley's  hymn — 

"  No  foot  of  land  do  I  possess, 
No  cottage  in  the  wilderness ; 
A  poor  wayfaring  man." 

And  it  is  to  me  a  source  of  unavailing  grief,  that  after  the  expenditure  of 
so  much  time,  and  labour,  and  suffering,  and  means,  one  of  the  most  impor- 
tant measures  of  my  life  may  prove  a  misfoitune  to  the  Church  of  my 
affections  and  the  country  of  my  oirth.  I  have  only  to  say,  that  as  long  as 
there  is  any  prospect  of  my  being  useful  to  either,  I  will  never  desert  them. 

We  have  surveyed  every  inch  of  the  ground  on  which  we  stand  :  We  have 
offered  to  concede  everything  but  what  appertains  to  our  character,  and  to 
our  existence  and  operations  as  a  Wesleyan  Methodist  Church.  The  ground  we 
occupy  is  Methodistic,  is  rational,  is  just.  The  very  declarations  of  those  who 
leave  us  attest  this.  They  are  compelled  to  pay  homage  to  our  character  as 
a  body;  they  cannot  impeach  our  doctrines,  or  discipline,  or  practice;  nor 
can  they  sustain  a  single  objection  against  our  principles  or  standing;  the 
very  reasons  which  they  assign  for  their  own  secession  are  variable,  indefinite, 
personal,  or  trivial.  But  the  reasons  which  may  be  assigned  for  our  position 
and  unity  are  tangible,  are  definite,  are  Methodistic,  are  satisfactory,  are 
unanswerable. 

The  effect  of  this  disruption  was  disastrous  to  the  peace  and 
unity  of  the  Wesleyan  body,  especially  in  the  towns  and  cities. 

Some  time  after  the  Conference,  Dr.  Ryerson  received  the 
following  characteristic  letter  from  the  venerable  Thomas  White- 
head,  the  President  of  the  Canada  Special  Conference  : — 

I  have  been  not  a  little  pleased  with  the  expectation  of  seeing  you  this  even- 
ing, and  of  hearing  you  speak  of  the  sorrows  and  joys  ol  Wesleyan  Methodism 
in  Upper  Canada.  God  grant  that  you  and  I  and  all  of  us,  when  our  labours, 
sorrows  and  joys  on  earth  are  ended,  may  meet  around  the  throne  of  God 
and  the  Lamb.  Your  labours,  sorrows  and  joys  for  these  years  past  have 
been  unparalleled,  and  to  the  present  they  are  increasing.  Well,  you  have 
been  called  (with  not  a  few  invaluable  assistants)  to  stand  up  in  defence  of 
the  Gospel,  and  have  been  sometimes  placed  near  the  swellings  of  Jordan; 
however,  you  still  rejoice  in  your  labours,  and  the  effects  thereof,  and  so  do 
I;  and,  blessed  be  God,  the  Pilot  of  the  Galilean  lake  is  still  on  shipboard, 
and  he  will  soon  speak  peace  to  the  troubled  waters,  and  there  will  be  a 


1840]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  277 

great  calm.  I  have  no  doubt  but  Brother  Green  and  Brother  Bevitt  (a 
comical  soul)  and  yourself  have  had  cold  travelling  (I  hope  good  lodging)  in 
your  western  rides;  I  am  persuaded  you  have  met  with  friends,  and  a 
generous  people.  God  bless  them ! 

I  greatly  rejoice  that  our  brethren  in  the  ministry  are  faithful,  affectionate, 
and  successful  in  defence  of  all  that  appertains  to  the  privileges  of  the 
glorious  Gospel  of  the  Son  of  God,  long,  long  preached  by  the  Wesleyan 
Methodist  ministers  in  the  wilds  of  Upper  Canada,  and  I  trust  they  will,  by 
all  Christian  means  and  measures,  support  Her  Majesty's  Government  in 
Canada.  May  the  Holy  and  Blessed  God  give  us  peace,  and  good  govern- 
ment in  our  day.  I  have  been  a  little  vexed  with  the  travelling  gab  of  one 
of  our  own  former  friends,  who  is  pleased  to  inform  the  people  that  you 
were  the  sole  cause  of  the  late  rebellion.  I  must  tell  him,  the  first  time  I 
meet  with  him,  that  the  meaning  of  his  sing-song  is  not  understood,  and  that 
if  he  will  explain  his  hidden  meaning,  it  will  be,  that  he  is  ready  to  prove 
that  the  Eev.  Egerton  Ryerson  was  the  sole  cause  of  the  rebellion  in  Heaven, 
by  the  fallen  angels.  In  that  case  no  one  would  mistake  his  meaning. 

In  a  letter  of  congratulation,  written  in  May,  1841,  to  Rev. 
Dr.  Bangs,  on  his  appointment  to  the  Presidency  of  the  Wes- 
leyan University,  Middletown,  Conn.,  Dr.  Ryerson  said : — 

I  hope  and  pray  that  you  may  be  able  to  continue  without  abatement  to 
favour  and  edify  the  religious  public  with  the  rich  results  of  your  varied 
reading  and  matured  thinking.  On  this  ground  I  desire  to  express  my 
personal  obligations;  and  not  the  least  for  your  "Letters  to  young  Ministers 
of  the  Gospel,"  which  were  the  first  I  recollect  of  reading.  Many  of  your 
remarks  and  suggestions,  on  the  subjects  which  they  treat,  have  been  of 
great  service  to  me. 

Speaking  of  the  rupture  of  the  union  between  the  British 
and  Canadian  Conferences,  and  of  alleged  personal  obstacles 
which  he  presented  in  the  way  of  a  reunion,  Dr.  Ryerson  said  : 
— The  agents  of  the  London  Missionary  Committee  have  not 
injured  the  Societies  generally  ;  although  the  scenes  of  schism 
which  have  been  and  are  exhibited  in  many  places  are  highly 
disgraceful.  I  am  not  aware  that  Elder  Case  has  taken  any 
active  part  in  these  transactions,  and  he  has  continued  an  acting 
and  useful  member  of  the  Academy  Board,  notwithstanding 
his  strange  secession  from  our  Conference.  I  have  observed  by 
the  discussion,  especially  in  the  pamphlet  lately  published  by 
the  Committee  in  London,  that  the  whole  affair  is  made  to 
appear,  as  much  as  possible,  a  matter  of  difference  between  the 
Committee  and  me  personally,  and  epithets  have  been  multi- 
plied against  me  in  proportion  to  the  want  of  facts.  I  have 
always  resolved  not  to  allow  myself  to  be  the  ground  of  differ- 
ence between  two  bodies.  If  I  can  make  this  circumstance 
instrumental  in  effecting  an  amicable  adjustment  of  differences, 
such  as  would  be  agreeable  and  advantageous  to  my  brethren, 
I  have  thought  it  would  be  best  to  do  so,  and  retire  personally 
from  the  Conference,  either  employing  my  pen  for  the  religious 
and  general  interests  of  my  native  land,  or  seeking  a  more 


278  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.         [CHAP.  XXXIV. 

peaceful  field  of  labour  in  your  part  of  the  world,  where  I 
almost  wish  I  had  gone  last  year  as  proposed — although  I  know 
not  that  I  could  have  done  otherwise  than  I  did,  in  accordance 
with  what  is  due  to  personal  honour  and  character. 

The  Imperial  Parliament  has  disposed  of  the  clergy  reserves 
in  a  manner  the  most  unfair,  unjust,  and  corrupt,  although  the 
old  Constitution  of  Canada  provides  for  the  disposal  of  them  by 
the  Provincial  Legislature.  Wide-spread,  secret  dissatisfaction 
exists  in  the  country  ;  a  majority  of  the  new  Assembly  (which 
has  not  yet  met)  are  friends  of  the  people,  but  many  are  afraid 
to  move,  or  to  say  what  they  think.  My  own  apprehension  is 
that,  notwithstanding  all  exertions  to  the  contrary,  under  the 
present  system  of  things  the  morals  and  intelligence  of  the 
people  will  be  on  a  level  with  their  liberties.  Whether  my  con- 
tinued silence  in  such  circumstances  is  a  virtue,  or  a  crime  ;  or 
whether  I  should  retire  from  the  country,  or  remain  and  make 
one  Christian,  open,  and  decisive  effort  to  secure  for  my  fellow- 
countrymen  a  free  constitution  and  equal  rights  among  their 
churches,  is  a  perplexing  question  to  me,  as  well  as  to  my 
brothers.  It  is  believed  by  some  intelligent  men,  who  have 
talked  on  the  subject,  that  if  I  would  come  out  as  the  advocate 
of  the  country,  there  would  be  no  doubt  of  success,  from  my 
knowledge  of  the  subject,  from  a  general,  and,  as  I  think,  over- 
weening confidence  on  the  part  of  my  friends  in  my  powers  of 
concentration,  perseverance  and  energy,  and  from  the  feelings 
of  the  country.  It  is  also  thought  that,  if  there  should  be  a 
failure  of  success,  I  could  then  honourably  retire  to  the  United 
States.  I  am  no  theorist,  but  I  hate  despotism  as  I  do  Satan, 
and  I  love  liberty  as  I  do  life  ;  and  my  thoughts  and  feelings 
flow  so  strongly  in  favour  of  the  religious  and  civil  freedom  of 
my  native  country,  that  with  all  my  engagements  and  duties, 
I  cannot  resist  them,  at  least  half  of  the  time.  I  would  be  most 
grateful  to  you  for  your  opinion  on  this  general  matter,  irre- 
spective of  details,  with  which,  of  course,  you  cannot  be 
acquainted. 

To  this  letter  Rev.  Dr.  Bangs  replied  as  follows  : — 

I  feel  much  for  my  Canadian  brethren,  and  I  can  never  be  indifferent  to 
their  weal  or  woe.  I  have  never  had  but  one  opinion  respecting  your 
separation  from  us,  and  that  is,  that  it  was  an  erroneous  step  at  the  time, 
originating  with  the  ambition  of  one  man — Henry  Ryan.  (See  page  87.) 
Regrets,  however,  are  useless  now.  The  die  has  been  cast;  but  from  that 
unhappy  moment  you  have  been  tossed  about  from  one  point  of  the  compass 
to  another.  What  a  sad  condition  the  people  "are  in,  according  to  your 
representation  1  And  who  shall  right  them  ?  I  suppose  you  cannot  do  it, 
although  you  cannot  be  indifferent  to  their  interests,  temporal  and  eternal. 

Respecting  your  leaving  the  country,  I  would  say,  that  if  your  brethren 
judge  it  best,  you  will  receive  a  cordial  welcome  among  us;  as  I  am  sure  you 
would  from  me.  In  the  meantime,  you  would  do  well  to  consult  Bishop 


1840]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  279 

Hedding,  who  presides  among  us  this  year.  I  thank  you  for  the  expressions 
of  affection.  Whatever  of  good  you  may  have  received  from  my  poor 
labours,  let  God  have  the  praise  and  glory.  I  never  undertook  any  duties 
with  more  appalling  feelings  than  I  did  the  present  ones;  and  yet  1 1  jive 
been  wonderfully  blessed  and  favoured  by  providential  indications.  Wnen 
I  was  called  to  the  Presidency  of  the  Wesleyan  University,  I  dared  not  say  no; 
but  I  accepted  it  with  a  trembling  sense  of  my  responsibilities,  and  thus 
far  I  have  been  greatly  blessed  and  comforted.  I  shall  be  glad  to  see  you, 
and  remember  that  I  have  a  prophet's  room,  and  a  bed  and  a  table  for  you. 

From  Rev.  Dr.  D.  M.  Reese,  a  noted  member  of  the 
New  York  Conference,  Dr.  Ryerson  received  the  following 
letter : — 

I  am  at  a  loss  to  say  what  is  the  opinion  of  our  great  men  here,  touching 
your  Canadian  conflict  with  the  British  Conference;  though  all  our  sym- 
pathies are  with  you.  All  concur  that  you  have  the  victory  in  your 
pamphlet  war.  I  have  not  heard  a  different  opinion  from  any  one  who  has 
read  them.  I  suppose  you  may  have  learned  how  cavalierly  Rev.  E.  Newton 
treated  Rev.  Mr.  Gurley,  though  introduced  to  him  by  letters  from  those  to 
whom  Mr.  N.  was  largely  indebted  here.  He  refused  to  introduce  him  to 
Dr.  Bunting,  etc.,  although  this  favour  was  solicited.  He  neither  invited 
Mr.  G.  to  see  him  again,  nor  even  called  on  him.  This  British  reciprocity 
of  American  politeness  is  humiliating,  and  resembles  the  treatment  you  and 
your  brother  received  at  his  hands,  as  well  as  that  of  other  great  men  in.  the 
Wesleyan  Conference  towards  you. 

At  the  Special  Conference  of  October,  Dr.  Ryerson  was 
appointed  Corresponding  Secretary  of  the  Wesleyan  Missionary 
Society  of  Upper  Canada.  On  the  10th  November  he  issued 
a  statement  and  appeal  on  behalf  of  the  Society.  In  it  he 
indicates  definitely  the  secret  causes  which  led  to  the  disruption 
of  the  Union.  He  said : — 

Zealous  attempts  have  been  made  to  lead  astray  sincere 
friends  of  Methodism  and  religion  by  the  pretense  that  party 
politics  is  the  [difficulty].  Never  was  a  pretext  more  unfounded. 
.  .  It  will  be  seen  by  the  proceedings  of  our  Conference —  .  . 
and  is  even  admitted  in  the  report  of  the  .  .  English  Con- 
ference— that  no  political  party  question  should,  on  any  account, 
be  suffered  amongst  us,  .  .  or  in  our  official  organ,  and  that 
we  did  not  even  desire  the  continued  discussion  of  the  clergy 
reserve  question.  .  .  But  with  even  silent  neutrality  on  all 
questions  of  civil  polity  .  .  ,  the  authorities  of  the  English 
Conference  were  not  satisfied ;  they  insisted  that  we  should 
"  admit  and  maintain,  even  in  this  Province,  the  principle  of 
Church  and  State  Union  " — a  question  which  has  been  the  most 
exciting  and  baneful  topic  of  party  feeling  and  party  organiza- 
tion of  any  question  which  has  ever  been  discussed  in  Upper 
Canada.  They  also  insisted  that  we  should  concede  to  the 
Conference  in  England  the  right  of  an  "  efficient  direction  over 
the  public  proceedings  "  of  the  Connexion  in  this  province.  .  , 


280  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.          [CHAP.  XXX IV. 

These  are  the  real  grounds  of  the  difference  between  the  two 
bodies. 

In  a  letter  on  this  subject,  written  by  Dr.  Ryerson,  13th 
November,  he  said : — 

Herewith  is  a  copy  of  a  letter  which  I  addressed  to  the  late  Rev.  Richard 
Watson  in  1831  [see  Guardian  of  November  18th,  1840],  deprecating  the 
interference  of  the  London  Committee  with  our  work  in  this  province,  and 
explaining  our  views  and  operations  as  a  body.  .  .  In  going  one  day 
into  the  Wesleyan  Mission  House,  when  in  England  in  1833,  I  found  one  of 
the  clerks  copying  that  letter  into  the  official  books  of  the  Committee. 
That  letter  is  of  some  importance  on  several  accounts.  It  will  show  that 
we  were  just  as  moderate,  and  as  reasonable,  and  as  constitutional  in  our 
views  as  a  body  in  1831,  as  we  have  been  from  that  time  to  this,  and  that 
the  representations  to  the  contrary  are  the  fabulous  creations  of  party  feel- 
ings. .  .  [It  will  also  show]  that  [the  London  Committee]  fully  under- 
stood our  views  on  the  question  of  a  church  establishment  in  Upper  Canada, 
respecting  which  they  have  not  even  pretended  that  we  ever  made  the 
slightest  compromise  ;  and  that  we  as  a  body  were  in  a  prosperous  condition 
before  the  Union. 

It  was  not,  therefore,  without  full  knowledge  of  Dr.  Ryerson's 
views  on  this  subject,  and  of  the  state  of  the  Methodist  body 
in  Upper  Canada,  that  the  British  Conference  in  1833,  and 
again  in  1840,  sought  to  interfere  with  the  work  in  this  province 
and  divide  the  Societies.  By  Dr.  Ryerson's  mission  to  England 
this  evil  was  averted  by  a  union  in  1833,  which  proved  to  be 
but  a  hollow  truce,  as  the  events  of  1840  demonstrated. 

That  the  evil  genius  of  Rev.  Robert  Alder  exercised  a  bane- 
ful influence  upon  both  Conferences,  is  abundantly  evident 
from  his  own  subsequent  conduct  and  other  events.  And  that 
this  was  the  case  is  more  clearly  manifest  from  the  fact  that 
when  he  ceased  to  exert  any  influence  in  the  Connexion,  and 
when  Dr.  Ryerson  and  the  Canadian  Representatives  were  able 
to  lay  the  whole  case  before  the  British  Conference  in  1847, 
that  body,  led  by  Dr.  Bunting  himself,  entirely  endorsed  the 
consistent  action  of  the  Canada  Conference  in  all  of  this  painful 
and  protracted  business.  He  said :  "  The  Canadian  brethren 
are  right,  and  we  are  wrong."  (See  &  subsequent  Chapter  on 
the  subject.) 

Looking  at  the  facts  of  the  case  in  the  light  of  to-day,  can 
any  one  wonder  at  the  pertinacity  and  zeal  with  which  Dr. 
Ryerson  resisted  the  unnatural  and  unwise  system  of  foreign 
dictation  sought  to  be  imposed  upon  the  Canadian  Connexion. 
This  he  did  at  a  great  sacrifice  of  personal  feeling,  and  of  per- 
sonal friendship,  as  well  as  of  personal  comfort  and  popularity. 
He  maintained,  as  he  had  stipulated  in  the  articles  of  Union, 
that  "  the  rights  and  privileges  of  the  Canadian  preachers  and 
Societies  should  be  preserved  inviolate."  He  knew  that  a 
Church  in  a  free  country  like  Canada,  characterized  as  it  was 


1840]  THE  STOEY  OF  M7  LIFE.  281 

by  Methodistic  zeal  and  vigour,  and  yet  tempered  by  the  mod- 
eration of  Canadian  institutions  and  manners,  possessed  within 
itself  a  spirit  of  independence  and  of  growth  and  progress  which 
would  never  brook  the  official  control  of  a  Committee  thousands 
of  miles  away.  To  be  subject  to  even  the  generous  control  of 
such  a  Committee,  possessed  of  no  practical  experience  in  Cana- 
dian matters,  would,  he  knew,  doom  the  Church  to  a  dwarfed, 
and  unnatural,  and  a  miserable  existence.  Events  had  already 
proved  to  Dr.  Ryerson  (while  the  Union  during  1839-1840  was 
in  a  moribund  state)  that  the  Church,  controlled  by  a  dominant 
section  of  the  British  Conference,  would  be  a  prey  to  internal 
feuds  and  jealousies.  In  the  conflicts  that  would  then  ensue 
spiritual  life  would  die  out,  missionary  zeal  would  be  fitful  in 
its  efforts,  and  every  Church  interest  would  partake  largely  of 
a  sectional  and  partizan  character,  destructive  alike  to  the  sym- 
metry, growth  and  harmony  of  development  of  a  living  Church, 
endowed  with  rich  spiriting  life  and  free  and  vigorous  in  its 
independent  action. 

To  a  person  of  the  statesman-like  qualities  of  mind  which 
Dr.  Ryerson  possessed  in  so  high  a  degree,  these  things  must 
have  been  ever  present.  They  gave  evident  decision  to  his 
thoughts  and  vigour  to  his  pen.  He  was  no  novice  in  public  or 
ecclesiastical  affairs.  He  had  been  trained  for  fifteen  years  in 
a  school  of  resistance,  almost  single-handed,  to  ecclesiastical 
domination,  and  had  detected  and  exposed  intrigues, — one  of 
which  was  of  parties  in  this  conflict,  which  was  entirely  deroga- 
tory to  the  dignity  and  independence  of  Methodism  in  Canada. 
(See  pages  238-241.) 

His  knowledge  of  public  affairs  and  of  party  leaders  gave 
him  abundant  insight  into  the  motives  and  tactics  of  men  bent 
upon  accomplishing  pet  schemes  and  favourite  projects.  And 
all  of  this  knowledge  had  so  ripened  his  experience  that  it 
rendered  him  the  invaluable  and  trusted  leader  in  Canadian 
Methodism,  which  in  those  days  made  his  name  a  household 
word  in  the  Methodist  homes  of  Upper  Canada.  This  trust  and 
confidence  he  never  betrayed.  His  unswerving  fidelity  to  his 
Church  and  people  cost  him  dearly — the  loss  of  many  friends, 
and  the  reproaches  of  many  enemies.  But  he  survived  it  all, 
and  was  enabled,  under  Providence,  to  mould  the  institutions  of 
Canadian  Methodism  and  even  of  his  native  country,  He  has 
left  on  some  of  them  the  impress  of  his  mind  and  genius,  which 
it  is  the  pride  of  Canadians  to  recognize  and  acknowledge  to 
this  day. 


I ' 

CHAPTER   XXXY. 

1840-1841. 

LAST  PASTOEAL  CHARGE. — LORD  SYDENHAM'S  DEATH. 

fTlHE  following  paragraphs,  prepared  by  Dr.  Ryerson,  refer 
J_      to  this  period  of  his  history  : — 

In  the  autumn  of  1840,  on  returning  from  England,  when 
the  English  Wesleyan  Committee  and  Conference  seceded  from 
the  Union  with  the  Canadian  Conference,  I  was  appointed  to 
Adelaide  Street  station  in  Toronto,  which  had  been  filled  for 
two  years  by  the  Rev.  Dr.  Richey — an  eloquent  and  popular 
preacher.  The  separation  between  the  two  Conferences  had 
taken  place  the  week  before  I  assumed  the  charge  of  Adelaide 
Street  station.  Dr.  Richey  had  carried  off  the  greater  part  of 
both  the  private  and  official  members  of  the  Church,  and  I  was 
left  with  but  a  skeleton  of  each.  When  I  ascended  the  pulpit 
for  the  first  time,  the  pews  in  the  body  of  the  church,  which 
had  been  occupied  by  those  who  had  seceded,  were  empty,  and 
there  were  but  scattered  hearers,  here  and  there,  in  the  other 
pews  and  in  the  gallery.  By  faith  and  prayer  I  had  prepared 
myself  for  the  crucial  test,  and  conducted  the  services  without 
apparent  depression  or  embarrassment.  I  made  no  pretensions, 
and  had  never  made  any,  to  pulpit  eloquence — the  motto  of  my 
ministry  being  to  make  things  plain  and  strong  by  previous 
thought  and  prayer,  and  without  verbal  preparation.  I  often 
went  from  lying  on  my  back  in  my  study,  in  an  agony  of  distrses 
and  prayer,  to  the  pulpit,  where  a  divine  anointing  seemed  to 
rest  upon  me,  such  as  I  had  never  before  experienced.  There 
were  frequent  prayer-meetings  in  my  own  study,  at  six  o'clock  in 
the  morning.  The  result  was,  by  the  Divine  blessing,  that  the 
church  was  filled  with  hearers,  and  the  membership  was  more 
than  doubled. 

At  the  first  Annual  Missionary  Meeting  in  the  Church  after 
the  division,  the  President  of  the  Executive  Council  presided ; 
several  members  of  the  Government  were  on  the  platform,  and 
the  collections  and  subscriptions  were  more  than  double  those 
of  any  previous  year.  The  pretext  for  this  separation  of  the 


1840-41] 


THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE. 


283 


English  Wesleyan  Committee  and  Conference  from  the  Cana- 
dian Conference,  was  professed  loyalty  in  Church  and  State ; 
but  both  the  Imperial  and  Canadian  Government  of  that  day 
approved  the  position  of  the  Canadian  Conference,  withdrew 
and  suspended  the  grant  previously  made  to  the  London  Wes- 
leyan Missionary  Committee  during  the  seven  years  of  its 


hostility  to  the  Canadian  Conference,  and  only  consented  to  its 
restoration  for  the  joint  interests  of  the  two  Conferences,  and 
on  recommendation  of  the  Representatives  of  the  Canadian 
Conference,  after  the  reconciliation  and  reunion  of  the  two 
Conferences,  in  1847. 

In  October,  1840,  Dr.  Ryerson  addressed  a  letter  of  con- 
gratulation to  Lord  Sydenham,  on  his  elevation  to  the  peerage. 


234  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.          [CHAP.  XXXV. 

He  again  referred  to  the  publication  of  the  Monthly  Review, 
proposed  by  His  Excellency.   In  regard  to  the  latter  he  said  : — 

The  publication  of  a  monthly  periodical  such  as  I  suggested  to  your 
Excellency  last  spring,  appears  to  me  now,  as  it  did  then,  to  be  of  great 
importance,  in  order  to  mould  the  thinkings  of  public  men  and  the  views  of 
the  country  in  harmony  with  the  principles  of  the  new  Constitution  and  the 
policy  of  Your  Excellency's  administration,  and  to  secure  a  rational  and  per- 
manent appreciation  of  its  objects,  and  merits  ;  and  it  would  have  afforded 
me  sincere  satisfaction  to  have  given  a  proper  tone  and  charcter  to  a  publi- 
cation of  that  kind.  But  what  I  have  written  publicly  in  reference  to  the 
principles  and  measures  of  Your  Excellency's  Government  has  already  been 
productive  of  serious  consequences  both  to  myself  and  the  Body  with  which 
I  am  connected. 

In  the  discharge  of  my  ecclesiastical  duties,  I  have  to  devote  several  hours 
of  four  days  in  each  week  to  visiting  the  sick,  poor,  and  other  members  of 
my  pastoral  charge,  and  am  preparing  a  series  of  discourses  on  the  Patri- 
archal History,  and  the  Evidences  of  Christianity,  arising  from  the  dis- 
coveries of  modern  science,  and  the  testimony  of  recent  travellers,  besides 
the  correspondence  and  engagements  which  devolve  upon  me  in  the  office  I 
hold  in  the  Methodist  Church.  Under  such  circumsttnces  the  assumption 
by  me  of  the  management  of  such  a  periodical  is  impracticable.  I  could  not 
do  justice  to  it,  nor  to  my  other  appropriate  duties.  I  might,  in  the  course 
of  my  miscellaneous  reading,  select  passages  from  established  author*^  which 
would  be  suitable  for  a  miscellany  at  the  end  of  each  number,  to  illustrate 
and  confirm  the  principles  discussed  in  the  preceding  pages  of  it  I  might 
now  and  then  contribute  a  general  article  on  the  Intellectual  and  Moral 
Elements  of  Canadian  Society  ;  or,  on  the  Evils  of  Party  Spirit;  or,  on  the 
Necessity  of  General  Unity  in  order  to  General  Prosperity,  etc.,  etc. ;  but 
even  in  these  respects  I  fear  I  could  not  render  much  efficient  aid,  from  the 
exhaustion  of  my  physical  strength  in  other  labours,  and  for  want  of  the 
requisite  time  for  study,  in  order  to  write  instructively  and  effectively  on 
general  subjects. 

In  the  same  letter,  Dr.  Ryerson  thus  referred  to  his  determina- 
tion to  take  no  further  part  in  the  discussion  of  public  affairs, 
owing  to  the  hostility  which  his  support  of  Lord  Sydenham's 
policy  had  excited  in  various  quarters* : — 

In  retiring  from  taking  any  public  part  in  the  civil  affairs  of 
this  country,  I  beg  to  express  my  grateful  sense  of  the  frank- 
In  the  Ouardian  of  October  7th,  1840,  Dr.  Ryerson  says : — Lord  Sydenham 
well  knows  the  feelings  of  reluctance  and  apprehension  under  which  I  assumed 
the  responsibility  of  giving  my  humble  and  earnest  support  to  the  measures  of  his 
government  in  Upper  Canada.  .  .  He  well  knows  that  I  adopted  the  course  I 
did  with  a  deep  consciousness  that  it  would  be  attended  with  personal  sacrifice, 
with  no  other  expectation  or  wish  but  justice  to  the  church  to  which  I  belonged — 
equal  justice  to  other  churches — and  the  hope  of  prosperity  to  my  native  country 
under  an  improved  and  efficient  system  of  government.  I  did  n3t  indeed  expect 
that  hostility  against  me  from  London  would  be  prosecuted  to  the  extent  it  has 
been.  .  .  I  have  incurred  the  censure  of  the  British  Conference  for  supporting, 
and  not  for  opposing,  the  government  when  it  needed  my  support,  and  when  it 
was  in  my  power  to  have  embarrassed  it.  .  .  As  it  respects  myself  personally, 
I  shall  not  repine  at  having  made  the  sacrifice,  if  the  new  system  of  government 
but  succeeds,  and  the  .land  of  my  birth  and  affections  is  made  prosperous  and 
happy.  Note  on  page'T99. 


1840-41]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  285 

ness,  kindness,  and  condescension  which  I  have  experienced 
from  Your  Excellency.  You  are  the  first  Governor  of  Canada 
who  has  taken  the  pains  to  investigate  the  character  and  affairs 
of  the  Wesleyan  Methodist  Church  for  himself,  and  not  judge 
and  act  from  hearsay ;  the  first  Governor  to  ascertain  my  senti- 
ments, feelings,  and  wishes  from  my  own  lips,  and  not  from  the 
representations  of  others.  As  a  body,  considering  our  labours 
and  numbers,  we  have  certainly  been  treated  unjustly  and 
hardly  by  the  Local  Government.  Every  effort  was  used  here 
to  deprive  us  of  the  Royal  liberality,  and  Lord  Glenelg's  recom- 
mendations in  regard  to  the  Upper  Canada  Academy.  I  think 
Lord  John  Russell  himself  was  prepossessed  against  me  by  the 
representations  of  Rev.  Mr.  Alder,  and  probably  of  Sir  George 
Arthur  and  others.  But  by  your  condescension  and  courtesy  I 
have  been  prompted  and  emboldened  to  express  myself  to  Your 
Excellency  on  all  questions  of  civil  government  and  the  affairs 
of  this  country,  more  fully  than  I  have  to  any  man  living.  My 
private  opinions  and  public  writings  have  been  simultaneously 
before  Your  Excellency,  together  with  all  the  circumstances 
under  which  I  have  expressed  the  one  and  published  the  other. 
I  feel  confident,  therefore,  that  however  I  may  be  misrepresented 
by  some,  or  misunderstood  by  others,  I  shall  have  justice  in  the 
estimate  and  opinions  of  Your  Excellency — that  I  have  been 
anything  but  theoretical  or  obstinate— that  I  have  shrunk  from 
no  responsibility  in  the  time  of  need  and  difficulty — and  that 
my  opinions,  whether  superficial  or  well-considered,  are  such  as 
any  common-sense,  practical  man,  whose  connection,  associations, 
and  feeling  are  involved  in  the  happiness  and  well-being  of  the 
•  middle  classes,  might  be  expected  to  entertain. 

It  is  not  my  intention  or  wish  to  obtrude  my  opinions  upon 
your  attention,  except  in  so  far  as  may  be  necessary  to  acquaint 
Your  Excellency  with  the  interests  and  wishes  of  the  body 
whom  I  have  been  appointed  to  represent.  In  regard  to  the 
many  other  important  questions  embraced  in  the  great  objects 
of  your  Government,  I  shall  abstain  from  any  officious  inter- 
ference ;  although  all  that  may  be  in  my  mind  or  heart  on  any 
subject  shall  be  at  the  service  of  Your  Excellency  when  desired. 

From  what  I  have  witnessed  and  experienced,  I  have  no 
doubt  that  every  possible  effort  will  made  to  prejudice  me  in 
Your  Excellency's  mind,  and  induce  Your  Excellency  to  treat 
the  Methodist  body  in  this  province  as  preceding  Governors 
have  done.  But  I  implore  Your  Excellency  to  try  another 
course  of  proceeding,  whether  as  any  experiment,  or  as  an  act 
of  justice.  I  am  persuaded  that  Your  Excellency  has  found  no 
portion  of  the  people  of  this  Province  more  reasonable  in  their 
requests,  or  more  easily  conciliated  to  your  Views  and  wishes 


2S6  THE  8TOR7  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XXXV. 

than  the  Representatives,  members  and  friends  of  the  Wesleyan 
Methodist  Church  in  Canada ;  and,  I  doubt  not,  Your  Excel- 
lency will  find  them  cultivating  and  exhibiting  the  same  spirit 
during  the  entire  period  (and  may  it  be  a  long  one  !)  of  your 
administration  of  the  Government  of  Canada. 

On  the  8th  of  the  same  month,  Dr.  Ryerson  felt  himself 
constrained  to  address  a  note  to  Lord  Sydenham  in  regard  to 
the  policy  of  Lord  John  Russell's  Clergy  Reserve  Bill,  so.far  as 
it  might  affect  the  question  of  public  education,  in  which  he 
was  deeply  interested.  He  said  that  he  conceived  the  Bill  to  be 
most  unjust  in  its  provisions,  as  he  had  stated  to  His  Lordship 
(while  it  was  under  consideration  of  Parliament).  He  added  : 
Should  the  partial  and  exclusive  provisions  of  the  measure 
pervade  the  views  and  administration  of  Government  in  Canada, 
in  regard  to  a  general  system  of  education,  etc.,  I  should  utterly 
despair  of  ever  witnessing  social  happiness,  general  educational 
culture,  or  unity  in  this  country.  But  I  have  no  doubt  the 
exclusive  powers  with  which  the  Bill  invests  the  Governor,  will 
be  exerted  to  counteract  the  inequality  of  its  other  provisions, 
and  that  Your  Excellency's  whole  system  of  public  policy  will 
be  based  upon  the  principles  of  "  equal  justice  to  all  classes  of 
Her  Majesty's  Canadian  subjects."  Under  these  circumstances, 
I  have  suggested  to  the  conductor  of  the  Christian  Guardian 
(from  the  editorship  of  which  I  retired  last  June)  not  to  make 
any  remarks  on  the  Bill  which  may  tend  to  create  dissatisfac- 
tion ;  nor  do  I  intend,  for  the  same  reasons,  to  publish  the  letter 
which  my  brother  and  I  addressed  to  Lord  John  Russell  on  the 
subject.  His  Lordship  said,  indeed,  tha't  the  Bill  was  not  what 
he  wished,  nor  could,  he  say  it  was  just ;  but  he  had  clearly 
ascertained  that  a  more  liberal  one  could  not  be  got  through 
the  House  of  Lords,  and  he  thought  that  that  Bill  was  better 
than  none. 

The  Hon.  Isaac  Buchanan,  in  a  letter  to  the  Editor,  dated 
April  1882, — speaking  of  these  times  and  events — said  : — 

I  was  one  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  oldest  friends  and  cooperators  that  have  sur- 
vived him.  I  was  first  in  Toronto  (then  York)  in  1830.  Although  not 
then  20  years  of  age,  I  came  out  to  Montreal  as  a  partner  in  a  mercantile 
firm  ;  and  in  the  fall  of  1831  I  came  up  to  York  to  establish  a  branch 
House.  From  that  time  I  have  known  Dr.  Ryerson,  and  then  formed  that 
high  opinion  of  both  his  abilities  and  his  character  which  went  on  increasing 
more  and  more  ;  so  that  for  the  last  forty  years  of  his  life  I  have  regarded 
him  as  Canada's  greatest  son.  Of  late  years  I  seldom  met  him,  but  when  I 
did,  it  was  an  inexpressible  pleasure  to  me,  as  an  interchange  of  the  most 
unbounded  mutual  confidences  took  place  between  us  in  our  views  and 
objects.  He  knew  my  view  of  religion, — that  as  with  Spiritual  Religion 
(which  is  nothing  to  the  mind  unless  it  is  everything),  so  with  the  Religion 
of  Humanity  (my  name  for  the  removal  of  all  impediments  out  of  the  way 
of  the  employment,  and  of  the  enjoyment  of  living  of  our  own  people) — it 


1840-41]  TEE  STOB7  OF  MY  LIFE.  287 

will  not  take  a  second  place,  but  must  be  the  firs'  question  in  the  politics  of 
every  country — otherwise  its  Government  is  a  mere  political  machine.  He 
knew  my  belief  that  the  Church  Question  being  in  the  way  of  this  people's 
question,  it  took  the  first  place  among  the  causes  of  all  the  industrial  evils 
in  England  and  Ireland.  With  me,  therefore,  it  was  a  sine  qua  non  to  get 
quit  of  our  dominant  Church  nuisance  in  Canada,  viewing  it  as  a  thing  in 
the  way  of  the  prosperity  of  the  people,  and  therefore  as  a  thing  insidiously 
undermining  their  loyalty.  I  am  sure  that  his  views  were  not  far  removed 
from  mine  in  this  matter,  and  yet  not  a  particle  of  enmity  to  the  Church 
ever  affected  me,  and,  I  believe,  the  same  thing  was  true  of  Dr.  Ryerson. 
But  I  felt  the  insufferable  evil  of  the  position  it  had  in  this  country,  not 
only  as  usurping  the  first  place  in  politics,  which  the  Labour  Question  should 
occupy,  but  as  rendering  the  connection  with  England  odious  and  short- 
lived. Being  one  of  those  sent  for  by  the  Governor-General  (Mr.  Poulett 
Thompson)  on  the  clergy  reserve  question,  I  told  His  Excellency  plainly 
that  although  my  countrymen,  the  Scotch,  did  not  hesitate  to  dissent,  as  a 
matter  of  conscience,  they  would  not  be  loyal  to  a  government  that  made 
them  dissenters  by  Act  of  Parliament. 

Five  years  previous  to  this,  or  in  1835,  I  had,  as  an  extra  of  the  Albion 
newspaper,  published  by  Mr.  Cull,  about  the  time  York  became  Toronto, 
proposed  a  plan  of  settlement  for  the  clergy  reserves,  fitted  to  solve  the  diffi- 
culties connected  with  them,  whether  Industrial,  Educational,  or  Political. 
My  proposal  was  that  an  educational  tax  should  be  levied,  the  payments  by 
each*  church  or  sect  being  shewn  in  separate  columns,  and  each  sect  receiving 
from  the  clergy  reserve  fund,  in  the  proportion  of  its  payments  for  education. 

This  first  attempt  of  mine  to  get  an  endowment  for  education  failed,  as 
there  was  then  no  system  of  Responsible  Government.  But  five  years  after- 
wards (in  1840)  when  my  election  for  Toronto  had  decided  the  question  of 
Responsible  Government,  and  before  the  first  Parliament  met,  I  spoke  to 
Lord  Sydenham,  the  Governor-General,  on  the  subject.  He  felt  under  con- 
siderable obligation  to  me  for  standing  in  the  breach  when  Hon.  Robert 
Baldwin  found  he  could  not  succeed  in  carrying  Toronto.  I  told  him  that 
I  felt  sure  that  if  we  were  allowed  to  throw  the  accounts  of  the  Province 
into  regular  books,  we  would  show  a  surplus  over  expenditure.  His  Excel- 
lency agreed  to  my  proposal,  and  I  stipulated  that,  if  we  showed  a  surplus, 
half  would  be  given  as  an  endowment  for  an  educational  system.  Happily  we 
found  that  Upper  Canada  had  a  surplus  revenue  of  about  $100,000  a  year 
— half  of  which  the  Parliament  of  1841  set  aside  for  education  as  agreed — 
the  law  stipulating  that  every  District  Council  getting  a  share  of  it  would 
locally  tax  for  as  much  more,  and  this  constituted  the  financial  basis  of  our 
educational  system.  Thus  I  have  given  you  a  glimpse  of  the  time  when 
Dr.  Ryerson  and  I  were  active  cooperators. 

Dr.  Ryerson  has  left  no  farther  record  of  his  two  years' 
ministry  in  Newgate  (Adelaide)  Street  circuit,  Toronto,  than 
that  recorded  on  page  282.  Some  incidents  of  it  will  be  found 
in  the  letter  of  the  Rev.  Jonathan  Scott,  editor  of  the  Guardian, 
on  page  294.  Rev.  I.  B.  Howard,  Dr.  Ryerson's  assistant  at  the 
time,  has  also  furnished  me  with  some  personal  reminiscences 
of  his  intercourse  with  him  during  the  latter  year  of  Dr. 
Ryerson's  pastoral  life.  He  says : — 

When  I  was  Dr.  Ryerson's  assistant  in  Toronto,  upwards  of  forty  years  ago 
(in  1841-2),  he  was  studying  Hebrew  with  a  private  tutor.  As  I  had  pre- 
viously taken  lessons  in  that  language  he  kindly  invited  me  to  unite  with 


288  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.          [CHAP.  XXXV. 

him  (at  his  expense)  in  this  study.  This  I  did  three  times  a  week  at  his 
house.  On  those  days  I  always  dined  with  him  ;  and  as  it  was  his  custom 
to  spend  the  hour  before  dinner  in  devotional  reading  and  prayer,  I  had 
the  great  privilege  of  spending  this  hour  with  him  in  his  study — and  I  shall 
never  forget  the  sincere,  heart-searching,  and  devout  manner  in  which  he 
conducted  these  hallowed  exercises,  nor  the  great  spiritual  instruction  and 
benefit  I  received  from  them.  His  humble  confessions,  earnest  pleadings, 
and  fervent  spirit  deeply  impressed  my  youthful  heart  with  the  fact  that  he 
was  indeed  a  man  of  God. 

During  that  year  (one  of  the  few  of  his  regular  pastorate)  I  had  also  the 
privilege  of  frequently  hearing  him  preach,  especially  during  eight  weeks  of 
special  and  very  successful  revival  services,  which  we  held  in  old  Adelaide 
(then  nearly  new  and  known  as  "  Newgate ")  Street  Church.  I  have  fre- 
quently heard  him  preach  since  that  time,  mostly  on  special  occasions,  and 
always  with  pleasure  and  profit ;  but  never  since  he  left  the  pastoral  work 
have  t  heard  from  him  such  earnest,  powerful  and  overwhelming  appeals  to 
the  minds,  and  hearts,  and  consciences  of  men,  as  when,  with  the  responsi- 
bilities and  sympathies  of  a  pastor's  heart,  he  delighted,  and  moved,  and 
melted  the  large  and  admiring  audiences  which  attended  his  ministry.  I 
have  always  believed,  that,  had  he  continued  in  his  pastoral  work,  he  would 
have  been  not  only  an  able  and  popular,  but  also  in  an  eminent  degree  a 
successful  soul-saving  preacher. 

During  the  year  I  was  with  him  in  Toronto,  Dr.  Ryerson  frequently  heard 
me  preach  ;  and  as  it  was  only  the  second  year  of  my  ministry  his  presence 
in  the  congregation  was  at  first  a  great  terror  to  me  ;  but  the  kind  words  of 
encouragement,  as  well  as  the  wise  and  fatherly  counsels  which  he  frequently 
gave  me  soon  allayed  my  fears,  and  led  me  to  regard  it  rather  as  a  privilege 
than  a  cross  to  have  him  for  a  hearer.*  Would  that  every  young  preacher 
had  such  a  kind  and  sympathizing  superintendent ! 

Hon.  William  Macdougall  also  bears  testimony  to  the  kindness 
which  he  experienced  from  Dr.  Ryerson  at  this  period.  He  says  : 

About  the  year  1840,  I  was  living  in  the  township  af  Vaughan,  and  like 
other  boys  of  the  same  class  and  age,  devoting  my  winters  to  school,  ahd  my 
summers  to  the  healthful  exercise  of  the  farm.  My  father  was  a  good  farmer, 
pretty  well-to-do,  and  I,  being  the  eldest  son,  was  second  in  command.  He 
had  purchased  two  or  three  uncleared  lots  in  the  same  township,  one  of 
which  was  designed  for  me.  I  was  fond  of  books,  and  possessed  some  good 
ones,  besides  I  had  made  diligent  use  of  a  circulating  library  in  the  neigh- 
bourhood. We  took  in  a  political  newspaper,  an  agricultural  monthly,  and 
the  Christian  Guardian.  At  this  point  of  my  career  I  met  Dr.  Ryerson.  He 
came  into  our  neighbourhood  to  attend  a  missionary  meeting,  and  stopped 
at  my  father's  house.  I  was  asked  to  go  with  him  to  his  next  appointment. 
We  were  thus  alone  together  for  some  hours.  On  the  way  we  chatted  about 
temperance,  history,  politics,  education,  etc.  The  rebellion  of  1837,  and  the 
political  questions  that  grew  out  of  it  still  agitated  the  public  mind.  He 
spoke  of  Mackenzie  and  Rolph ;  of  Baldwin  and  Bidwell ;  of  Sir  Francis 
Head  and  the  Family  Compact.  I  discovered  that  he  admired  Bidwell,  but 
disliked  Mackenzie.  He  took  much  pains  to  explain  to  me  some  points  in 
reference  to  the  clergy  reserve  and  rectory  questions,  and  seeing  that  I  was  an 
appreciative  listener,  he  asked  me  if  I  would  like  to  be  a  politician.  I  said 
I  would,  if  I  thought  I  could  overturn  the  Family  Compact,  secure  the 
clergy  reserves  for  education,  and  drive  the  Hudson  Bay  Company  out  of  the 

*  This  the  Editor  has  been  assured  was  also  Rev.  Dr.  Potts'  experience  of  Dr. 
Ryerson  as  a  hearer,  several  years  afterwards,  and  during  the  time  that  he  (Dr. 
Potts)  was  pastor  of  the  Metropolitan  Church,  Toronto. 


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North-West.  He  looked  at  me  for  a  moment  with  an  amused  expression. 
The  last  plank  of  my  platform  seemed  to  arouse  his  curiosity.  The  Hud- 
son Bay  Company  and  its  affairs  had  not  then  attracted  much  notice.  He 
asked  me  why  I  desired  to  drive  out  the  Hudson  Bay  Company.  I  replied 
that  I  had  read  a  lecture  by  Hon.  R  B.  Sullivan,  on  immigration  and  the 
movement  of  population  westward,  in  which  he  described  the  Great  Valley  of 
the  Saskatchewan  in  colours  so  glowing,  that  I  wondered  why  we  did  not  all 
go  there,  but  on  further  enquiry  I  found  that  a  umall  body  of  London  Fur- 
traders  claimed  the  whole  country  as  a  preserve  for  musk-rats  and  foxes, 
under  an  old  charter  from  a  King  who,  at  the  time,  did  not  own  a  foot  of  it ; 
that  I  thought  the  fur-traders  ought  to  be  compelled  to  give  up  the  good 
land,  vi  et  armis,  if  need  be.  He  said,  "  My  young  friend,  your  ambition  is 
great ;  I  am  afraid  you  have  not  considered  the  difficulties  to  be  overcome." 
I  felt  slightly  sat  upon;  but  I  warmed  with  my  subject,  and  as  I  had  already 
made  temperance  speeches  to  admiring  audiences  in  the  "back  concessions;" 
I  was  not  easily  disconcerted.  He  then  made  the  remark  which  forty  yeara 
afterwards  I  recalled  to  his  recollection.  "  Before  you  undertake  such  enter- 
prises you  must  study  law  ;  it  is  a  noble  profession,  and  in  this  country  is 
the  only  sure  road  to  success  in  politics.  If  I  had  not  felt  it  my  duty  to 
preach  the  Gospel,  I  would  have  studied  law  myself."  I  remarked  that  I 
had  read  articles  in  the  Christian  Guardian,  attributed  to  him,  which  I  had 
heard  people  say  exhibited  a  great  deal  of  legal  knowledge.  He  seemed 
pleased  by  the  compliment,  but  did  not  acknowledge  the  paternity  of  the 
articles.  After  some  i'urther  conversation  as  to  my  studies,  etc. ,  he  recom- 
mended me  to  begin  at  once  to  read  Latin,  and  promised  to  speak  to  my 
father  and  advise  him  to  let  me  study  law.  He  kept  his  promise  ;  my 
father  rather  reluctantly  consented,  telling  me  that  if  1  left  home  I  would 
lose  the  farm.  You  know  the  rest. 

May  I  not  venture  the  remark,  that  if  a  promising  agriculturist  was 
spoiled  by  that  interview,  Dr.  Ryerson  was  the  spoiler  1  and,  if  Canada  has 
derived  any  benefit  from  my  humble  labours  as  journalist,  legislator,  execu- 
tive councillor,  etc.,  he  is  entitled  to  a  share  of  the  credit,  for,  as  I  loved — 
and  still  recall  with  envious  regret — the  unsophisticated  pleasures  and  con- 
tentment of  a  farmer's  life,  I  would,  probably,  have  pursued  the  even  tenor 
of  my  bucolic  way  but  for  his  advice  and  kind-hearted  mediation, 

In  the  political  controversies  that  agitated  the  country  from  1850  to  1862, 
we  sometimes  crossed  swords.  In  1865,  it  became  my  duty,  as  a  member  of 
Government,  to  carry  through  Parliament  an  important  measure  relating  to 
Grammar  Schools.  Much  to  his  surprise,  I  successfully  resisted  all  attempts 
at  mutilation,  for  which  he  warmly  expressed  his  acknowledgements.  During 
the  serious,  and  sometimes  acrimonious  discussions  which  preceded  and 
followed  the  Act  of  Confederation,  I  enjoyed  the  benefit  of  his  approving 
sympathy  and  wise  counsel.  Others  with  better  warrant  may  speak  of  his 
great  power  and  achievements  as  a  Christian  Minister;  but  you  will  permit 
me  to  say  that  I  knew  him  as  a  generous  friend  and  patron  of  Canadian 
youth  ;  as  a  sagacious  and  resolute  man  of  affairs  ;  as  a  staunch  defender  of 
the  British  constitutional  system  of  government ;  and  as  a  patriotic,  true- 
hearted  son  of  Canada — Si  monumentum  requiri-s — circumspice  I 

Dr.  Ryerson's  pastoral  charge  of  the  Toronto  City  Circuit  in 
1840-41,  and  other  ministerial  duties,  engrossed  all  of  his  time 
to  the  exclusion  of  other  matters.  It  seemed  to  have  been  a 
positive  relief  to  him  to  engage  in  these  more  congenial  pursuits. 
He  rarely  used  his  pen,  except  on  very  pressing  occasions.  He 
was  nevertheless  a  close  observer  of  passing  events,  but  took 
no  active  part  in  them. 
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290  THE  STOEY  OF  MY  LIFE.          [CEAP.  XXXV. 

Lord  Sydenham  frequently  availed  himself  of  Dr.  Ryerson's 
counsel  and  co-operation.  Shortly  before  the  death  of  that  able 
Governor,  Dr.  Ryerson  had  gone  to  Kingston,  as  requested,  on 
matters  of  public  interest.  The  unexpected  death  of  Lord 
Sydenham,  on  the  19th  of  September,  1841  (the  immediate 
cause  of  which  was  a  fall  from  his  horse),  called  forth  a  burst  of 
universal  sorrow  throughout  the  then  newly  created  Province 
of  Canada.  One  of  the  most  touching  tributes  to  his  memory 
was  penned  by  Dr.  Ryerson,  while  on  his  way  to  Kingston  to 
see  him.  It  was  published  in  the  Guardian  of  the  29th  Sep- 
tember, and  republished  with  other  notices  in  a  pamphlet  by  Mr. 
(now  Sir)  Francis  Hincks,  then  editor  of  the  Toronto  Examiner. 
From  that  sketch  of  Lord  Sydenham's  career  I  take  the  following 
concluding  passages : — 

At  the  commencement  of  His  Lordship's  mission  in  Upper  Canada,  when 
his  plans  were  little  known,  his  difficulties  formidable,  and  his  Government 
weak,  I  had  the  pleasing  satisfaction  of  giving  him  my  humble  and  dutiful 
support  in  the  promotion  of  his  non-party  and  provincial  objects  ;  and  now 
that  he  is  beyond  the  reach  of  human  praise  or  censure — where  all  earthly 
ranks  and  distinctions  are  lost  in  the  sublimities  of  eternity — I  have  the 
melancholy  satisfaction  of  bearing  my  humble  testimony  to  his  candour, 
sincerity,  faithfulness,  kindness  and  liberality.  A  few  days  before  the  occur- 
rence of  the  accident  which  terminated  his  life,  I  had  the  honour  of  spending 
an  evening  and  part  of  a  day  in  free  conversation  with  His  Lordship  ;  and 
on  that,  as  well  as  on  former  similar  occasions,  he  observed  the  most  marked 
reverence  for  the  truths  of  Christianity — a  most  earnest  desire  to  base  the 
civil  institutions  of  the  country  upon  Christian  principles,  with  a  scrupulous 
regard  to  the  rights  of  conscience. — a  total  absence  of  all  animosity  against 
any  person  or  parties  opposed  to  him — and  an  intense  anxiety  to  silence  dis- 
sensions and  discord,  and  render  Canada  contented,  happy  and  prosperous. 

.  .  The  day  before  his  lamented  death  he  expressed  his  regret  that  he 
had  not  given  more  of  his  time  to  religion.  .  .  The  last  hours  of  his  life 
were  spent  in  earnest  supplications  to  the  Redeemer,  in  humble  reliance  upon 
whose  atonement  he  yielded  up  the  ghost. 

After  the  publication  of  this  letter  in  the  Guardian,  Dr.  Ryer< 
son  received  the  following  acknowledgment  from  T.  W.  C.  Mur- 
doch, Esq.,  late  private  Secretary  to  Lord  Sydenham : — 

I  ought  to  have  thanked  you  before  for  the  numbers  of  the  Guardian  con- 
taining your  letter  on  the  death  of  Lord  Sydenham.  That  letter  I  have  read 
over  and  over  again  with  the  deepest  emotion,  and  I  cannot  but  feel  how 
much  more  worthily  the  task  of  writing  the  history  of  his  adminstration 
might  have  been  confided  to  your  hands  than  to  mine.  That  I  shall  dis- 
charge the  duty  with  affectionate  zeal  and  good  faith,  I  hope  I  need  not 
assure  you,  but  I  fear  my  inability  to  do  justice  to  so  statesmanlike  an  admin- 
istration, or  to  make  apparent  to  others  those  nice  shades  of  policy  which 
constituted  the  beauty  and  insured  the  success  of  his  government.  In  the 
in  can  tine  what  are  we  to  hope  or  expect  from  the  new  Governor  Sir  C.  Bagot. 
My  principal  confidence  is  that  Sir  R.  Peel  is  too  prudent  a  man  to  wish 
discredit  to  his  administration  by  allowing  the  re-introduction  of  the  old, 


bad  system,  and  that  consequently  Sir  Charles  will  be  instructed  to  follow 
out  to  the  best  of  his  ability  Lord  Sydi 


Sydenham's  policy. 


CHAPTER  XXXVI. 

1841. 

DR.  RYERSON'S  ATTITUDE  TOWARD  THE  CHURCH  OF  ENGLAND. 

THE  constant  references  in  this  volume  to  Dr.  Ryerson's 
attitude  of  hostility  to  the  exclusive  claims  and  preten- 
sions put  forth  on  behalf  of  the  Church  of  England  in  this 
province,  require  some  explanation.  His  opponents  sought  to 
neutralize  this  opposition  by  endeavouring  to  make  it  appear 
that,  because  he  opposed  these  claims  and  ignored  these  preten- 
sions, he  was  hostile  to  the  Church  of  England  as  a  great 
spiritual  power  in  the  land.*  He  had  himself  often  pointed 
out  the  fallacy  of  this  reasoning,  and  drawn  so  clear  a  distinc- 
tion between  men  and  things  in  the  controversy — th"e  Church 
and  her  representatives — that  I  cannot  add  any  thing  to  what 
he  has  written  on  the  subject.  In  one  letter  he  said : — 

I  am  often  charged  with  hostility  to  the  Church  of  England.  Did  I  know 
nothing  of  the  Church  of  England  except  what  has  been  exhibited  in  this 
province,  .  .  how  could  I  have  any  partiality  for  that  Church  ?  There 
is  a  large  and  growing  branch  of  the  Established  Church  in  England  that  I 
venerate,  admire,  and  love;  but  there  is  a  semi-popish  branch  of  it  for  which 
I  have  no  such  respect,  and  that  is  the  branch,  with  a  few  individual  excep- 
tions, which  exists  in  this  province.  . 

Again,  in  a  letter  to  Hon.  W.  H.  Draper,  6n  the  clergy  reserve 
question,  dated  October  12th,  1838,  he  said : — 

I  would  not  derogate  an  iota  from  the  respect  claimed  by  the  Church  of 
England  on  account  of  the  prerogatives  to  which  she  is  legally  entitled  [in 
England J.  As  the  form  of  religion  professed  by  the  Sovereign  and  rulers  of 
the  Empire — as  the  Established  Church  of  the  British  realm — as  the  Church 
which  has  nursed.some  of  the  greatest  statesmen,  philosophers,  and  divines 
that  have  enlightened,  adorned,  and  blest  the  world,  she  cannot  fail  to  com- 
mand the  respect  of  all  enlightened  men,  whatever  may  be  thought  of  the 
conduct  and  pretensions  of  the  Canadian  branch  of  that  Church — pretensions 
which  have  been  virtually  repudiated  in  royal  charters,  and  contradicted  by 
the  entire  civil  and  ecclesiastical  history  of  the  old  British  colonies. 

Dr.  Ryerson's  attitude  to  the  Church  of  England  was  clearly 
defined  in  a  private  and  friendly  correspondence  between  him 

*  I  have  already  on  pages  41  and  206  mentioned  the  overtures  which  were  made 
to  Dr.  Ryerson  by  the  late  Bishop  Steward  of  Quebec  to  induce  him  to  enter  the 
ministry  of  the  Church  of  England.  See  also  page  97. 


292  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.          [CHAP.  XXXV. 


and  John  Kent,  Esq.,  Editor  of  The  CJturch  newspaper,  in  1841- 
42.  (See  page  97.)  That  paper  was  established  in  May,  1837, 
as  the  organ  of  the  Church  of  England  in  Upper  Canada.  .  It 
was  at  first  edited  by  Rev.  Dr.  (afterwards  Bishop)  Bethune, 
rector  of  Cobourg.  In  1841,  John  Kent,  Esq.,  became  its  editor.* 
In  the  religions  controversies  of  those  days  The  Church,  was 
ably  edited.  It  was  a  decided  champion  of  the  high  church,  or 
Puseyite  party,  and,  as  such  it  came  into  constant  conflict  with 
the  Wesleyan  Methodists  and  their  organ,  the  Christian  Guar- 
dian, and  especially  with  its  chief  editor,  Dr.  Ryerson.  On  the 
21st  December,  1841,  Dr.  Ryerson  wrote  a  letter  for  insertion  in 
The  Church,  and  accompanied  it  with  a  private  note  to  Mr.  Kent. 
From  that  letter  I  make  the  following  extracts : — 

I,  as  well  as  my  friends,  have  been  the  subjects  of  repeated  strictures  in 
your  pages  ;  during  the  last  two  years  I  have  replied  not  a  word,  nor  pub- 
lished a  line  in  reference  to  the  Church  of  England. 

I  have  stated  on  former  occasions — and  perhaps  my  two  years'  silence  may 
now  give  some  weight  to  the  statement — that  my  objections  had  no  reference 
to  the  existence,  or  prosperity,  of  the  Church  of  England  as  a  Church,  but 
simply  and  solely  to  its  exclusive  establishment  and  endowment  in  Upper 
Canada,  especially,  and  indeed  entirely,  in  reference  to  the  clergy  reserves. 
During  the  discussions  which  took  place,  and  which  were  continued  for  years, 
I  wrote  many  strong  things  ;  but  nothing  on  the  Episcopal  form  of  Govern- 
ment, or  the  formularies,  or  doctrines  of  the  Church  of  England.  The  doc- 
trines of  the  Church  of  England,  as  contained  in  the  Articles  and  Homilies, 
I  always  professed  to  believe.  On  the  subject  of  Church  Government,  I 
often  expressed  my  views  in  the  language  of  Dr,  Paley,  and  in  accordance 
with  the  sentiments  of  many  distinguished  dignitaries  and  divines  of  the 
Church  of  England,  that  no  particular  form  of  Church  Government  has  been 
enjoined  by  the  Apostles.  I  have  objected  to  the  Episcopal,  or  any  other 
one  form  of  Church  Government,  being  put  forth  as  essential  to  the  exist- 
ence of  the  Church  of  Christ,  and  as  the  only  Scriptural  form ;  but  no 
further.  I  do  not  think  the  form  of  Church,  any  more  than  the  form  of 
civil  government,  is  settled  in  the  Scriptures  ;  I  believe  that  both  are  left, 
as  Bishop  Stillingfleet  has  shown  at  large,  to  times,  places,  and  circumstances, 
to  be  determined  upon  the  ground  of  expediency  and  utility — a  ground  on 
which  Dr.  Paley  has  supported  the  different  orders  of  the  Church  of  England 
with  his  accustomed  clearness,  ability  and  elegance.  I  know,  on  the  con- 
trary, that  much  may  be  said  upon  the  same  ground  in  favour  of  itinerancy, 
of  Presbyterianism,  and  of  independency. 

On  the  subject  of  forms  of  prayer,  I  have  never  written  ;  though  I  have 
for  many  years  used  forms  of  prayer  in  private  as  helps  to,  not  substitutes  for, 
devotion.  I  believe  the  foundation  of  the  Church  of  Christ  is  not  laid  in 
forms,  but  in  doctrines.  .  . 

I  believe  it  would  be  a  moral  calamity  for  either  the  Church  of  England, 
or  Church  of  Scotland,  or  the  Wesleyan  Methodist  Church,  the  Congrega- 

*  "  From  1841  to  1843  the  editorial  management  of  The  Church  was  assumed  by 
Mr.  John  Kent,  who  had  been  a  valuable  contributor  to  its  pages  from  the  com- 
mencement. The  excitement,  however,  amid  the  clash  ana  din  of  party  strife 
was  too  much  for  him,  and  the  paper  came  back  to  its  first  editor,  who  held  it 
again  .  .  for  nearly  four  years.  .  .  It  gradually  lost  ground,  and  died  out 
.  .  in  1856.  Memoir  of  Bishop  Strachan  by  Bishop  Bethune,"  page  159. 


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tional,  or  the  Baptist  Churches  to  be  annihilated  in  this  province.  I  believe 
there  are  fields  of  labour  which  may  be  occupied  by  any  one  of  those  Churches 
with  more  efficiency  and  success  than  by  any  of  the  others.  They  need  not, 
and  I  think,  ought  not,  to  be  aggressors  upon  each  other.  .  . 

As  there  were  seven  Apostolic  Churches  in  Asia,  we  believe  ourselves  one 
of  the  Apostolic  Churches  in  Canada.  .  .  Those  persons,  who  believe  that 
the  instruction,  and  religious  advantages  and  privileges  afforded  by  our 
Church  will  more  effectually  aid  them  in.  working  out  their  salvation  than 
those  which  they  can  command  in  any  other  part  of  the  general  fold  of 
Christ,  are  affectionately  received  under  our  watch-care ;  but  not  on  account 
of  our  approximation  to,  or  our  dissent  from,  the  Church  of  England,  or  any 
other  Church. 

With  the  settlement  of  the  clergy  reserve  question  ended  my  controversy 
with  the  Church  of  England,  as  I  have  again  and  again  intimated  that  it 
would.  Churches,  as  well  as  individuals,  may  learn  wisdom  from  experience. 
I  therefore,  submit,  whether  the  controversies  and  their  characteristic  feel- 
ings between  the  Church  of  England  and  the  "Wesleyan  Methodist  Church 
in  this  province  ought  not  to  cease,  with  the  removal  of  the  causes  which 
produced  them  ?  .  .  Whether  both  Churches  are  not  likely  to  accomplish 
more  religious  and  moral  good  by  directing  their  energies  against  prevalent 
vice  and  ignorance  than  by  mutual  warfare  1 

Dr.  Ryerson  concludes  his  letter  in  the  following  truthful  and 
striking  language : — 

I  intend  no  offence  when  I  express  my  conviction  that  the  Church  of 
England  in  this  province  has  vastly  greater  resources  for  doing  good  than  for 
warring  with  other  Protestant  Churches.  I  know  her  weak  points,  as  well 
as  her  strong  towers.  I  am  not  a  stranger  to  the  appropriate  weapons  for 
assailing  the  one,  and  for  neutralizing  the  strength  of  the  other.  And  you 
have  not  to  learn  that  it  is  easier  to  deface  than  to  beautify — to  pull  down  a 
fair  fabric  than  to  rear  a  common  structure ;  and  that  a  man  may  injure 
others  without  benefitting  himself.  On  the  other  hand  I  am  equally  sensible 
that  the  Wesleyan  Methodist  Church  has  nothing  to  gain  by  controversy  ; 
but  1  am  quite  sure,  from  past  experience,  as  well  as  from  present  aspects, 
that  she  has  not  so  much  to  fear,  to  risk,  or  to  lose,  as  the  Church  of  England. 
If  controversy  be  perpetuated  between  your  Church  and  our  own,  1  wash 
my  hands  from  all  responsibility  of  it — even  should  the  duty  of  self-defence 
compel  me  to  draw  tne  sword  which  I  had,  in  inclination  and  intention, 
sheathed  for  ever.  History,  and  our  own  experience  to  some  extent,  abounds 
with  monitory  lessons,  that  personal  disputes  may  convulse  churches,  that 
ecclesiastical  controversies  may  convulse  provinces,  and  lead  to  the  subver- 
sion of  governments.  .  . 

In  his  private  note  to  Mr.  Kent,  Dr.  E-yerson  said : — 
I  have  long  been  impressed  with  the  conviction  that  Canada 
could  not  prosper  under  the  element  of  agitation.  I  supported 
the  Union  of  the  Canadas  with  a  view  to  their  civil  tranquility. 
I  believe  my  expectations  will  be  realized.  In  our  new  state  of 
things  I  desire  not  to  be  considered  as  standing  in  an  attitude 
of  hostility  to  the  Church  of  England,  any  more  than  to  any 
other  Church.  I  have  wished  and  resolved  to  leave  civil  and 
ecclesiastical  party  politics  with  the  former  bad  state  of  things. 
Travelling,  observation  and  experience,  have  been  a  useful  school 


294  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.        [CHAP.  XXXVL 

to  me,  and  time  will  do  justice  to  the  merits  or  demerits  of  my 
motives  and  conduct. 

On  the  22nd  of  December,  Mr.  Kent  replied  to  Dr.  Ryerson  : — 

Do  not  think  that  I  wish  to  meet  you  coldly.  I  would  gladly  fling  away 
the  weapons  of  strife.  The  warfare  in  which  I  am  engaged,  and  which  I 
dare  not  decline,  is  literally  embittering  my  existence,  and  pressing  upon  me 
very  severely.  I  am  not  aware  that  I  have  in  any  way  personally  attacked 
you,  or  ever  hy  name,  since  the  commencement  of  my  editorial  career.  I 
should  hail  a  day  of  concord  with  overflowing  joy.  I  should  rejoice  to  see 
your  powerful,  acute,  and  vigorous  mind  exerting  itself  in  a  manner  that 
we  should  all  consider  serviceable  to  the  cause  of  loyalty  and  the  Protestant 
religion. 

From  a  glance  at  your  letters,  I  fondly  hope  that  some  gleam  of  light  is 
breaking  in  upon  us  all.  My  firm  conviction  is  that  the  doctrine  of  the 
apostolical  succession  will  be  the  bond  of  union  and  the  cementer  of  differ- 
ences, now  apparently  impossible.  You  must  have  studied  the  question — 
and  how  can  your  vivid  and  clear  mind  elude  its  force  ?  Must  there  not  be 
some  one  apostolical  mode  of  conferring  the  ministerial  functions,  or  must  it 
be  open  to  all,  and  Quakerism  be  right  ?  I  do  not  think  I  have  been  the 
assailant.  The  Guardian  is  outrageously  personal  and  unscrupulous  in  its 
inisstatements.  .  .  I  am  far  from  thinking  that  I  am  meek  and  gentle 
enough ;  but  I  have  carefully  excluded  personalities, — though  I  readily  con- 
cede that  my  course  of  argument,  which  pervades  all  I  write  or  select,  has 
been  to  cut  away  the  ground  from  under  the  feet  of  every  denomination  in 
the  province,  outside  of  the  Church. 

The  papists,  I  firmly  believe,  are  meditating  some  grand  movement  all 
over  the  world;  and  it  would  be  glorious  indeed  if  Protestants  could  find  a 
common  centre  of  union.  But  what  can  I,  in  my  humble  way,  do  ?  I  dare 
not  drop  the  necessity  of  the  apostolical  succession, — though  I  might  dwell 
less  upon  it,  and  avoid,  as  much  as  possible,  as  I  always  have  done,  to  mix 
it  up  with  offence  to  other  denominations.  Yet,  as  I  before  intimated,  the 
assertion  and  maintenance  of  it,  in  the  simplest  and  least  controversial  manner, 
must  ever  provoke  hostility.  It  is  an  endless  subject  to  get  upon.  .  . 

I  shall  be  very  happy  to  call  on  you  at  an  early  opportunity,  nnd  obtain, 
or  rather  revive,  the  pleasure  of  your  personal  acquaintance.  It  would  be 
the  happiest  Christmas  I  ever  spent,  if  it  witness  the  extinction  of  long 
theological  enmities,  and  the  dawn  of  an  era  of  Christian  concord  and  love. 

On  the  29th  December,  Dr.  Ryerson  wrote  a  private  note 
again  to  Mr.  Kent.  He  said  : — I  was  glad  to  learn  by  the  last 
Church  that  you  will  give  my  remarks  a  place  in  your  columns, 
and  that  you  cordially  and  elegantly  respond  to  the  general  spirit 
and  design  of  them.  .  .  . 

I  have  had  a  correspondence  with  the  Editor  of  the  Guardian 
in  reference  to  the  mode  of  conducting  it,  in  regard  to  the 
Church  of  England,  and  in  some  other  respects.  1  am  happy 
to  be  able  to  say  that  he  has  at  length  yielded  to  my  reasonings 
and  recommendations,  and  will,  I  have  no  doubt,  conduct  the 
Guardian  in  accordance  with  the  general  views  expressed  in 
my  communications  to  you.*  To-day's  Guardian,  as  you  see, 

*  Prom  Dr.  Ryerson's  letter  to  Rev.  J.  Scott,  Editor  of  the  Guardian,  I  make 
the  following  extracts : — I  take  the  liberty  to  mention  two  or  three  things  that  I 


1841]  THE  BTCRY  OF  MY  LIFE.  295 

presents  a  visible  and  agreeable  improvement  in  the  points 
referred  to. 

I  blame  you  not  for  your  strict  and  high  principles  as  a 
churchman,  but  I  do  not  think  that  you  do  now  make  sufficient 
allowance  for  difference  of  forms  and  ceremonies  in  the  common 
faith  of  Protestantism.  I  think  you  should  allow  as  much  as 
Archbishop  (Lord  Keeper)  Williams  has  done,  and  as  much  as 
is  involved  in  the  passage  quoted  by  him  from  Ireneeus.  Why 

have  seen  in  the  Guardian  which  have  caused  me  some  pain  and  concern.  I  refer 
to  your  mode  and  style  of  controversy  with  "  The  Church."  During,  and  since 
my  late  tour  to  the  West,  I  have  heard  several  preachers  and  some  others  allude 
to  it,  and  nearly  all  in  terms  of  regret.  I  set  down  the  questions  as  they  occur  to 
my  own  mind. 

1.  We  have  no  controversy  with  the  Church  of  England  as  a  Church  Establish- 
ment. We  have  disclaimed  opposing,  or  doing  anything  to  disparage  the  Church 
Establishment  in  England.  .  .  2.  Then  on  the  subject  of  church  polity.  Your 
articles,  especially  the  series  entitled  "Dissent,  etc.,  No  Wonder  " — were  put 
forth  as  a  defense.  .  .  But  which  of  our  institutions  did  they  defend  ?  The 
burden  of  them  went  to  prove  that  the  Church  of  England  is  unscriptural  in  its 
polity,  union  with  the  state,  etc.  Suppose  all  this  were  true,  would  it  prove  that 
our  own  Church  is  apostolic  and  Scriptural  ?  To  prove  that  our  neighbours  are 
black,  does  not  prove  that  we  are  white.  We  do  not  profess  to  build  up  ourselves 
upon  the  ruin  of  any  body  else,  or  to  be  "foragers"  upon  others,  although  we 
readily  accept  members  of  other  churches  when  they  offer  themselves.  To  prove 
that  Presbyterian  ordination  is  valid  (as  did  the  valuable  series  of  articles  copied 
by  you  from  the  Wesleyan  Magazine,  and  Powell,  on  Apostolic  Succession)  defends 
our  ordination.  To  prove  that  the  Church  of  England  is  wrong  and  rotten  from 
beginning  to  end  cannot  be  a  defence  of  ourselves.  It  may,  indeed,  please  some  of 
our  friends;  but  it  also  tends  to  prove  that  we  are  settled  enemies  to  the  Church 
of  England  in  all  its  forms  and  features,  as  well  as  in  its  union  with  the  state. 

Far  be  it  from  me  to  look  upon  the  things  J  have  mentioned  as  characteristics 
of  the  Guardian  ;  I  look  upon  them  as  blemishes,  and  as  drawbacks  from  its  use- 
fulness— objects  which  I  know  are  scarcely  less  dear  to  your  heart  than  life  itself. 
If  we  narrow  our  own  foundations  by  such  sweeping  denunciations  against  the 
Church  of  England,  and  strictures  on  persons  without  our  communion,  .  .  we 
multiply  our  opponents,  and  reduce  the  circulation  of  our  journal  within  the  circle 
of  our  own  members. 

I  am  sensible  of  my  own  errors,  deficiency  and  unworthiness ;  but  I  have  felt 
that  I  should  not  do  my  duty  to  you  as  a  brother  beloved,  and  one  from  whom  I 
have  received  too  many  proofs  of  regard,  and  so  muoh  aid  in  my  labours,  without 
thus  telling  you  what  was  in  my  heart. 

Rev.  Mr.  Scott  at  first  felt  aggrieved  and  disappointed  on  receiving  this  letter 
and  a  personal  correspondence  between  him  and  Dr.  Ryerson  ensued,  which,  how- 
ever, ended  satisfactorily.  In  a  letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  written  in  1864 — 23  years 
afterwards, — Mr.  Scott  thus  recalls  the  reminiscence  of  his  career  as  Editor  of  the 
Guardian.  He  says: — My  esteemed  friend:  You  and  I  have  not  always  thought 
alike  (and  what  is  manliness  worth  that  is  not  independent  enough  to  disagree  ?) 
but  as  age  advances  I  have  an  increasing  pleasure  in  recalling  to  mind  the  years, 
when  you  were  Superintendent  of  old  Adelaide  street  Church,  and  I  was  your 
supplementary  helper, — in  joint  intercession  with  the  humbled  at  night — in  the 
damp  basement,  and  during  the  day  pursuing  the  penitents  in  ditty  taverns,  and 
the  dens  of  dirtier  March  [now  Lombard]  street,  the  sainted  Mrs.  S.  E.  Taylor 
praying  for  us  ;  and  Christ  won  many  souls.  Since  then  what  progress  Scriptural 
Christianity — Methodism — has  made  in  Canada  1  I  trust  that  when  you  repose 
in  the  tomb,  and  I  am  beneath  some  quiet  sod  of  loved  Canada,  we  shall  meet 
those  again  for  whose  salvation  we  laboured.  In  the  words  of  an  ancient  wish  : 
May  your  last  days  be  your  best  days  !  Mr.  Scott  entered  the  ministry  in  1834  ; 
and  died  at  Brampton,  May  5th,  1880,  aged  77. 


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should  we  be  "unchurched"  any  moro  than  the  continental 
churches  ? 

Mr.  Kent,  in  reply  to  Dr.  Ryerson  (31st  December),  said  : — 

I  trust  you  will  think  that  in  the  remarks  which  I  have  made  on  your 
letter  in  The  Church,  I  have  met  your  overtures  in  a  pacific  and  cordial  spirit 
I  am  sure  that  my  remarks  will  be  much  more  acceptable  to  churchmen,  so 
far  as  such  remarks  are  friendly  to  you,  than  they  will  be  to  others  not 
belonging  to  our  pale.  I  have  not  consulted  a  soul  about  what  I  have 
written,  nor  have  I  shown  your  pleasing  reply  to  my  first  note  to  any  one 
save  good  and  safe  Mr.  Henry  Rowsell  ;  though  I  should  like  to  show  it  to 
Rev.  H.  J.  Grasett,  and  Bishop  Strachan.  You  need  never  be  afraid  of 
what  you  say  to  me  in  confidence.  .  .  It  is  certainly  much  more  con- 
sistent in  you  (provided  only  you  get  rid  of  Mr.  Wesley's  authority,  and 
then,  by  the  way,  you  destroy  your  genealogy  and  succession)  to  call  your- 
selves a  Church,  than  to  be  of  the  Church  and  not  in  it.  .  .  You  are 
said  to  possess  some  fine  old  Divinity  works.  You  cannot  have  read  them 
without  some  approximation  to  our  Church. 

You  are  not  in  the  position  ef  the  continental  Churches.  No  constraint  is 
upon  you.  You  can  get  Episcopacy,  if  you  desire  it.  Neither  does  the 
Church  of  England  stand  relatively  towards  you,  as  the  Gallican  Church 
towards  the  Huguenots.  You  admit  the  purity  of  our  doctrine,  and  do  not 
consider  our  discipline  unscriptural.  If  you  were  to  read  Bishop  StilliBg- 
fleet  on  Separation,  I  think  you  would  open  up  new  trains  of  thought.  I 
just  became  so  staunch  an  Episcopalian,  from  viewing  the  matter  extriusi- 
cally  of  Scripture  and  history,  and  was  led  to  conclude,  from  the  nature  of 
things,  that  there  can  be  but  one  valid  ministry. 

You  are  certainly  a  Prospero.  You  have  waved  your  magic  wand  over  the 
Guardian.  I  saw  it  in  an  instant,  and  saw  that  you  had  done  it.  I  pur- 
posely, in  my  editorial,  abstained  from  all  allusions  to  our  confidential  inter- 
course, or  I  would  have  thanked  you  for  this  exercise  of  your  healing 
influence. 

It  is  by  no  means  an  unpleasing  marvel  that  you  and  I,  on  the  last  day  of 
1841,  should  be  conversing  so  pleasantly  and  amicably.  I  trust  that  peace 
and  amity  will  nourish  still  more  ! 

Do  me  the  favour  to  accept  a  slight  New  Year's  gift  at  my  hands. 

Dr.  Ryerson  wrote  a  reply  to  the  strictures  of  The  Church 
newspaper,  and  on  the  26th  addressed  a  private  note  on  the 
subject  to  Mr.  Kent,  in  which  he  said : — 

.  .  The  great  difference  between  us  seems  to  be  that  I  value 
what  I  hold  to  be  the  cardinal  doctrines,  and  morals  and  interests 
of  Christianity,  above  either  Churchism  or  Methodism.  So  that 
those  interests  are  advanced,  either  through  the  Church  of 
England,  or  Church  of  Scotland,  or  any  other  Protestant  Church, 
I  therein  do  rejoice  and  will  rejoice.  You  make  the  Church  of 
England  first  of  all — essential  to  all — all  in  all ;  and  that  all 
who  are  not  in  the  Church  of  England  are  enemies  to  the 
Church  of  Christ,  "  strangers  to  the  covenants  of  promise,  and 
aliens  from  the  commonwealth  of  Israel."  .  .  It  is  true  you 
have  exempted  me  by  way  of  compliment ;  but  no  intelligent 
man  would  wish  to  hold  his  religious  intercourse  and  standing 
on  the  tenor  of  a  compliment ;  and  that  too  at  the  expense  of  his 


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ecclesiastical  connexion  and  general  principles.  If  I  cannot  but 
be  viewed  as  an  enemy  of  the  Church  of  England  as  a  Methodist, 
it  is  a  poor  compliment  to  tell  me  that  I  am  friendly  to  it  as  a 
man.  I  do  not  understand  the  hair-splitting  casuistry  which 
separates  the  man  from  the  Christian.  .  . 

I  believe  in  your  perfect  sincerity  and  personal  disinterested- 
ness and  kindness,  but  I  must  say  that  you  do  not  appear  from 
the  last  Church  to  suppose  it  possible  for  a  man  to  think  in  a 
different  channel  from  yourself  without  endangering  his  title  to 
the  skies,  or  to  common  sense,  and  without  absolutely  forfeiting 
his  claim  to  orthodox  Christianity.  I  refer  not  all  to  your  main- 
tenance of  apostolic  succession,  but  to  your  unqualified  reproba- 
tion of  the  motives,  feelings,  and  character  of  all  who  are  not 
of  your  own  fold.  How  different  are  the  sentiments  and  spirit 
of  Bishop  Onderdonk's  essay  in  support  of  the  "  Divine  Right 
of  Episcopacy  "  from  those  of  your  articles  in  the  last  Church  ? 
Now,  though  we  may  be  without  the  attributes  of  what  you 
believe  to  be  a  scriptuvally  constituted  Church,  we  are  not  with- 
out the  attributes  and  feelings  of  men.  .  .  The  apparatus  of 
the  Church  of  England  is  surprisingly  powerful  when  spiritually, 
rightly,  and  comprehensively  applied ;  but  to  build  your  struc- 
ture like  an  inverted  pyramid,  and  to  rouse  every  one  not  of  you 
into  warfare  against  you,  does  not  appear  to  me  to  be  sound  in 
theory,  or  wise  in  practice.  .  •  .• 

Mr.  Kent,  in  a  private  reply,  dated  3rd  February,  said : — 

I  have  read  your  letter  over  so  as  to  prepare  my  remarks.  In  doing  this 
I  anticipate  no  trouble.  On  the  contrary,  I  hope  to  strengthen  my  position 
and  give  greater  weight  to  my  axioms  respecting  the  duties  of  Churchmen 
in  withholding  aid  from  all  religious  societies  unconnected  with  the  Church. 
I  find,  however,  that  your  tone  of  remark  is  excessively  warm  and  indignant; 
and,  deeming  from  the  tenor  of  your  conversation  on  Thursday  last,  that  you 
have  doubts  on  your  mind  respecting  church  government,  and  feeling  con- 
vinced that  if  ever  you  are  led  to  subscribe  to  the  indispensable  obligations 
of  episcopacy,  .  .  you  will  admit  the  validity  of  my  reasons  for  acting 
and  writing  as  I  do — under  all  these  circumstances  I  feel  bound  to  ask  you 
to  meditate  whether  you  will  not  withdraw  your  letter.  I  give  you  my 
sacred  honour  that  I  do  not  dread  its  effects.  But  I  feel  this,  that  should  you 
ever  experience  and  avow  a  change  of  opinion  in  reference  to  the  matters 
that  are  now  engaging  your  attention,  it  will  be  brought  up  against  you  by 
your  enemies,  and  may  altogether  prove  a  constant  embarrassment.  Should 
you  withdraw  it,  1  will  only  mention  the  matter  to  Mr.  Grasett,  who  has 
already  seen  it.  Should  you  determine  on  its  insertion,  it  shall  appear  next 
Saturday. 

Dr.  Eyerson  did  not  withdraw  his  letter,  and  it  appeared  in 
The  Church,  of  February  5th.  The  personal  correspondence, 
however,  ended  here. 

In  accounting  for  his  decided  opposition  to  a  chureh  estab- 
lishment in  Upper  Canada,  Dr.  Ryerson  said : — 


293  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.        [CnAP.  XXXVI. 

Before  I  was  twenty  years  of  age  I  had  read  Paley's  Political  Philosophy, 
including  his  chapters  on  the  British  Constitution  and  a  Church  Establish- 
ment; Locke  on  Government,  and  especially  Blackstone's  Commentaries, 
particularly  those  parts  on  the  Rights  of  the  Crown  and  the  Rights  of  the 
Subject.  From  Paley  I  learned  that  a  Church  Establishment  is  no  part  of 
Christianity,  but  a  means  of  supporting  it,  and  a  means  which  should 
be  used  only  when  the  majority  of  the  people  are  of  the  religion  thus  sup- 
ported. From  Blackstone  I  learned  that  the  Church  of  England  is  the 
Established  Church  of  England  and  Ireland,  but  not  of  any  colony,  except 
under  one  or  more  of  three  conditions,  none  of  which  existed  in  Upper 
Canada.  Upon  the  grounds,  therefore,  furnished  by  Blarkstone  and  Paley, 
I  opposed  the  erection  of  a  Church  Establishment  in  Upper  Canada,  with- 
out touching  the  question  of  a  Church  Establishment  in  England. 

Dr.  Ryerson  in  a  letter  to  a  friend,  thus  refers  to  his  early 
experiences  in  regard  to  the  Church  of  England : — 

Although  I  had  no  opportunity  of  attending  the  service  of 
the  Church  of  England  until  I  was  nearly  twenty  years  of  age, 
I  made  the  Homilies  and  Prayer  Book,  with  the  Bible,  very 
constant  companions  of  travel  and  subjects  of  study.  I  drew 
my  best  pulpit  illustrations  from  them,  at  the  very  time  that  I 
was  controverting  the  pretensions  of  the  leaders  of  that  Church 
to  exclusive  establishment  and  supremacy  in  Upper  Canada; 
and,  in  so  doing,  I  had  the  sympathies  and  support  of  a  large 
portion  of  the  members  of  the  Church  of  England,  in  addition 
to  the  unanimous  support  of  the  members  of  other  religious 
denominations.  I  felt  that  I  was  preaching  the  Protestant 
Reformation  doctrines  of  the  Church  of  England;  and  through- 
out life  I  have  loved  the  Church  of  England  with  all  its  faults, 
only  second  to  that  of  my  own  church.  I  declined  the  offer  of 
ordination  in  the  Church  of  England  [page  290]  several  months 
after  I  commenced  preaching  on  a  Methodist  circuit,  simply 
and  solely  upon  the  ground  that  I  was  indebted  to  the  Method- 
ists for  all  the  religious  instruction  and  influences  I  had  experi- 
enced. I  believed  that  I  would  be  more  useful  among  them, 
though  my  life  would  be,  as  then  appeared,  one  of  privation  and 
labour.  During  the  first  four  years  of  my  ministry,  my  salary 
amounted  to  less  then  one  hundred  dollars  per  annum,  and 
during  the  next  twelve  years  (after  my  marriage)  my  salary 
did  not  exceed  six  hundred  dollars  a  year,  including  house  rent 
and  fuel. 

In  a  letter  written  on  the  28th  October,  1843,  to  the  Editor 
of  the  Guardian  by  Dr.  Ryerson,  he  says : — 

It  is  still,  as  it  has  long  been,  the  position  with  the  Editor 
of  The  Church  and  writers  of  his  school  to  represent  the  efforts 
of  other  Churches  to  maintain  their  own  equal  rights  and  privi- 
leges as  hostility  to  the  Church  of  England.  .  .  Who  pro- 
posed peace,  and  who  has  perpetuated  war — agressive  war  ? 
[page  292.]  .  .  Who  is  it  that  proclaims  bodies  prior  to  his 


1841]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  299 

own  in  Western  Canada  as  "  Dissenters,"  and  seeks  by  every 
species  of  unfair  statement  and  insinuation  to  injure  and 
degrade  them — both  politically  and  religiously — and  substan- 
tially maintaining  that  Civil  Government  itself  is  an  appropriate 
Providential  instrument  to  put  down  "  dissent."  i  or  one,  I 
have  as  yet  been  silent  under  this  provocation,  insult,  and 
proscription. 

Circumscribed  must  his  views  be  who  does  not  perceive  that 
"  Puseyism,"  both  in  a  religious  and  civil  point  of  view,  will 
soon  become  a  far  more  important  question  for  the  considera- 
tion and  decision  of  the  inhabitants  of  Western  Canada  than 
that  of  the  seat  of  Government,  or  than  even  that  of  the  Uni- 
versity. And  the  day  is  hastening  apace,  when  it  will  be  a 
prime  matter  of  inquiry  with  them  to  determine  .  .  whether 
they  will  quietly  consent  to  have  their  civil  rights  and  liberties 
placed  in  any  form  in  the  hands  of  men  who  regard  the  great 
majority  of  their  Christian  fellow -subjects  as  unbaptized 
heathens  and  aliens  in  a  Christian  country.  Such  is  the  issue 
to  which  Tke  Church  is  bringing  matters  in  Western  Canada.* 

In  a  journey  from  Kingston  to  Toronto  by  stage,  which  Dr. 
Ryerson  made  in  February,  1842,  Bishop  Strachan  was  a  fellow 
passenger.  Dr.  Ryerson  thus  speaks  of  the  agreeable  inter- 
course which  he  had  with  the  Bishop  on  that  occasion  : — 

For  the  first  time  in  my  life  I  found  myself  in  company  with 
the  Lord  Bishop  of  Toronto.  He  was  accompanied  by  Mr.  T. 
M.  Jones,  his  son-in-law,  and  Mr.  Jarvis  (Indian  Department), 
very  pleasant  companions,  nor  could  I  desire  to  meet  with  a 
more  affable,  agreeable  man  than  the  Bishop  himself.  It  would 
be  unpardonable  to  introduce  remarks  .  .  of  one's  neighbours 
.  .  into  travelling  notes  in  any  form,  but  there  has  been  some- 
thing so  peculiar  in  the  relations  of  "John  Toronto"  and  "Eger- 
ton  Ryerson,"  that  I  must  beg,  in  this  instance,  to  depart  from  a 
general  rule.  Conversation  took  place  on  several  topics,  on 
scarcely  any  of  which  did  I  see  reason  to  differ  from  the  Bishop. 
He  spoke  of  the  importance  to  us  of  getting  our  College  at 
Cobourg  endowed — that  an  annual  grant  was  an  insufficient 
dependence — that  as  the  clergy  reserve  question  had  been 
settled  by  law,  we  had  as  much  right  to  a  portion  of  the  clergy 
lands  as  the  Church  of  England — that  as  we  did  not  desire 
Government  support  for  our  ministers,  we  ought  to  get  our 
proportion  appropriated  to  the  College,  as  religious  education 
was  clearly  within  the  provisions  of  the  Clergy  Reserve  Act. 
Valuable  suggestions,  for  which  I  thanked  his  lordship.  I  took 
occasion  to  advert  to  what  had  excited  the  strongest  feelings  in 

*  In  tliis  connection  see  the  significant  conclusion  of  the  note  on  page  291, 


300  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.          [CHAP.  XXXVI 

my  own  mind,  and  in  the  minds  of  our  people  generally — namely 
imputations  on  our  loyalty  to  the  Government  and  laws  of  the 
country.  The  Bishop,  with  his  characteristic  energy,  said  that 
what  he  had  written  on  the  subject  he  could  at  any  time  prove 
— that  he  never  represented  or  supposed  that  the  Methodist 
body  of  people  were  disaffected;  nor  had  he  represented  or 
supposed  that  those  preachers  wh6  had  been  born  and  brought 
up  in  the  country  were  disloyal ;  but  he  was  satisfied  that  such 
was  the  case  with  the  majority  of  those  who  used  to  come  from 
the  United  States.  I  felt  that  the  whole  matter  was  one  of 
history,  and  not  of  practical  importance  in  reference  to  present 
interests ;  and  I  was  much  gratified  in  my  own  mind  to  find 
that  the  real  question,  as  one  of  history,  was  the  proportion  of 
preachers  who  formerly  came  from  the  United  States,  and  the 
character  and  tendency  of  their  feelings  and  influence  ;  for  no 
preachers  have  come  from  the  United  States  to  this  country 
these  many  years,  and  we  have  none  but  British  subjects  in  the 
Canada  Conference. 

After  parting  with  the  Bishop  at  Cobourg,  in  analyzing  the 
exercises  of  my  own  mind,  I  found  myself  deeply  impressed 
with  the  following  facts  and  considerations  : — 

1.  That  the  settlement  of  the  clergy  reserve  question  had 
annihilated  the  principal  causes  of  difference  between  those 
individuals  and  bodies  in  this  province  who  had  been  most 
hostile  to  each  other. 

2.  That  how  much  asperity  of  feeling,  and  how  much  bitter 
controversy  might  be  prevented,  if  those  most  concerned  would 
converse  privately  with  each  other  before  they  entered  into  the 
arena  of  public  disputation. 

3L  That  how  much  more  numerous  and  powerful  are  the 
reasons  for  agreement  than  for  hostility  in  the  general  affairs 
of  the  country,  even  among  those  who  differ  most  widely  on 
points  of  religious  doctrine  and  polity.* 

*  This  incident  might  also  form  a  fitting  scqual  to  chapter  xxvii,  page  213. 


CHAPTER    XXXVII. 

1841-1842. 

VICTORIA  COLLEGE. — HON.  W.  H.  DRAPER. — SIR  CHAS.  BAGOT. 

V  MONGST  the  last  public  acts  performed  by  Lord  Syden- 
J\_  ham  was  the  giving  of  the  Royal  assent  to  a  Bill  for  the 
erection  of  the  Upper  Canada  Academy  into  a  College  with 
University  powers.  This  he  did  on  the  27th  August,  1841. 
Dr.  Ryerson  thus  refers  to  the  event,  in  a  letter  written  from 
Kingston  on  that  day : — 

The  establishment  of  such  an  institution  by  the  members  of  the  Wesleyan 
Methodist  Church  in  Canada  attests  their  estimate  of  education  and  science; 
and  the  passing  of  such  an  act  unanimously  by  both  Houses  of  the  Legisla- 
ture, and  the  Royal  assent  to  it  by  His  Excellency  in  Her  Majesty's  name,  is 
an  ample  refutation  of  recent  statements  and  proceedings  of  the  Wesleyan 
Committee  in  London  .  .  while  the  Act  itself  will  advance  the  paramount 
interests  of  literary  education  amongst  Her  Majesty's  Canadian  subjects. 
.  .  For  the  accomplishment  of  this  purpose,  a  grant  must  be  added  to  the 
charter — a  measure  .  .  honourable  to  the  enlightened  liberality  of  the 
Government  and  Legislature.  When  they  are  securely  laying  a  broad  foun- 
dation for  popular  government,  and  devising  comprehensive  schemes  for  the 
development  of  the  latent  resources  of  the  country,  and  the  improvement  of 
its  internal  communication,  and  proposing  a  liberal  system  of  common  school 
education,  free  from  the  domination  of  every  church,  and  aiding  colleges 
which  may  have  been  established  by  any  church,  we  may  rationally  and 
confidently  anticipate  the  arrival  of  a  long-looked  for  era  of  civil  government 
and  civil  liberty,  social  harmony,  and  public  prosperity. 

In  October,  1841,  Dr.  Ryerson  was  appointed  Principal  of  the 
newly-chartered  College,  and  on  the  21st  of  that  month,  he 
opened  its  first  session  by  a  practical  address  to  the  students. 

At  the  close  of  that  address  he  said : — 

His  late  Most  Gracious  Majesty  William  IV.,  of  precious  memory,  first 
invested  this  institution,  in  1836,  with  a  corporate  charter  as  an  Academy — 
the  first  institution  of  the  kind  established  by  Royal  Charter,  unconnected 
with  the  Church  of  England,  throughout  the  British  Colonies.  It  is  a  cause 
of  renewed  satisfaction  and  congratulation,  that,  after  five  years'  operation  as 
an  Academy,  it  has  been  incorporated  as  a  College,  and  financially  assisted 
by  the  unanimous  vote  of  both  branches  of  the  Provincial  Legislature, — 


S02 


THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.         [CHAP.  XXXVII. 


sanctioned  by  more  than  an  official  cordiality,  in  Her  Majesty's  name,  by  the 
late  lamented  Lord  Sydenham,  one  of  whose  last  messages  to  the  Legislative 
Assembly  was,  a  recommendation,  to  grant  £500  as  an  aid  to  the  Victoria 


College.  .  .  We  have  buoyant  hopes  for  our  country  when  our  rulers  and 
legislators  direct  their  earliest  and  most  liberal  attention  to  its  literary  insti- 
tutions and  educational  interests.  A  foundation  for  a  common  school  system 
in  this  province  has  been  laid  by  the  Legislature,  which  I  believe  will  at  no 
distant  day,  exceed  in  efficiency  any  yet  established  on  the  American  Conti- 


1841-421  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  303 

nent  ^  and  I  have  reason  to  believe  that  the  attention  of  Government  is 
earnestly  directed  to  make  permanent  provision  for  the  support  of  colleges 
also,  that  they  may  be  rendered  efficient  in  their  operation,  and  accessible  to 
as  large  a  number  of  the  enterprising  youth  of  our  country  as  possible. 

Dr.  Eyerson,  although  appointed  Principal  of  the  newly  char- 
tered Victoria  College  in  October,  1841,  did  not  relinquish 
his  pastoral  duties  as  Superintendent  of  the  Toronto  City  Circuit 
until  the  Conference  of  June,  1842.  His  appointment  as  General 
Secretary  of  the  Wesleyan  Missionary  Society,  in  1840,  neces- 
sitated his  constant  attendance  during  the  winter  season  at  mis- 
sionary-meetings. Correspondence,  consultation,  and  committee 
meetings  filled  up  such  time  as  he  could  spare  from  his  duties 
as  Superintendent  of  the  Circuit.  His  was  indeed  a  busy  life ; 
and  by  his  untiring  energy  and  industry  he  was  enabled  to  give 
more  than  the  usual  time  to  the  various  departments  of  the 
Church's  work.  His  aid  and  counsel  was  constantly  being  sought 
in  these  things,  and  was  as  freely  given  as  though  he  had  the 
most  abundant  leisure  at  his  command.  In  February,  1842,  he 
went  to  Kingston  to  attend  its  missionary  anniversary.  While 
there  he  says : — 

In  an  interview  which  I  had  with  Sir  Charles  Bagot,  the  new  Governor- 
General,  it  affords  me  a  satisfaction  I  cannot  express,  to  be  able  to  say  that, 
in  advancing  the  interests  of  Victoria  College,  and  in  securing  the  rights  and 
interests  of  our  Church,  Sir  Charles  Bagot  will  not  be  second  to  Lord  Sy den- 
ham — that  while,  as  a  man  and  a  Christian,  His  Excellency  is  a  strict  and 
conscientious  churchman,  as  a  Governor  he  will  know  DO  creed  or  party  in  hia 
decisions  and  administration.  .  .  I  believe  that  it  is  a  principle  of  His 
Excellency's  Government,  in  public  appointments,  etc.,  qualifications  and 
character  being  equal,  to  give  the  preference  to  native  and  resident  inhabi- 
tants of  the  province — those  who  have  suffered  in  the  privations,  have  grown 
with  the  growth,  and  strengthened  with  the  strength  of  the  country.  Sir 
Charles  has  the  wisdom  and  experience  of  sixty-three  years,  and  the  buoyant 
activity  of  our  public  men  of  forty.  If  I  mistake  not,  the  characteristics  of 
his  government  will  be  impartiality  and  energy — not  in  making  further 
changes,  but, — in  consolidating  and  maturing  the  new  institutions  which  have 
been  established  amongst  us — in  obliterating  past  differences,  in  developing 
the  latent  resources  of  the  country,  and  in  raising  up  a  "  united,  happy,  and 
prosperous  people." 

In  March,  1842,  the  question  was  raised  as  to  the  right  of 
ministers  of  the  Wesleyan  Methodist  Church  in  Canada,  who 
had  been  members  of  the  old  organization  of  the  Methodist 

*  This  memorable  prophecy  as  to  the  future  of  our  educational  system  was  evi- 
dently made  by  Dr.  Ryerson  under  the  conviction  that  the  verbal  promise  made  to 
him  by  Lord  Sydenham  in  1841 ,  —that  he  should  have  the  superintendence  of  that 
flyste:n — would  have  been  carried  out  by  his  successor,  Sir  Charles  Bagot.  There 
was  no  written  promise,  however,  on  the  subject,  and  he  and  his  friends  were 
greatly  surprised  at  the  singular  appointment  made  in  May,  1842.  It  was  not 
until  1844  that  Dr.  Ryerson  received  the  promised  appointment — the  reward  (as 
was  then  most  unjustly  alleged  against  him)  of  services  rendered  to  Sir  Charles 
Metcalfe  in  the  crisis  of  that  year.  (See,  however,  chapter  xliii.  on  Dr.  Ryerson's 
appointment  as  Superintendent  of  Education.) 


304  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.        [CHAP.  XXXVII. 

Episcopal  Church  in  Upper  Canada,  to  solemnize  matrimony, 
or  for  the  Conference  legally  to  hold  church  property.  Dr. 
Ryerson  prepared  a  case  on  the  subject,  and  submitted  it  to 
Hon.  R.  S.  Jameson,  the  Attorney-General,  for  his  opinion. 
The  opinion  of  the  Attorney-General  was  conclusive  in  favour 
.  of  these  rights,  and  thus  this  troublesome  question,  so  often 
raised  by  adversaries,  was  finally  set  at  rest. 

The  transition  period  between  the  death  of  Lord  Sydenham 
and  the  arrival  of  his  successor,  Sir  Charles  Bagot,  was  marked 
by  much  uncertainty  in  political  matters.  In  September,  1842, 
Dr.  Ryerson  wrote  to  his  friend,  Mr.  John  P.  Roblin,  the  Liberal 
M.P.P.  for  Prince  Edward  county,  on  the  apparently  threaten- 
ing aspect  of  affairs  Mr.  Roblin,  in  his  reply,  dated  Kingston, 
September  16th,  said:* 

The  political  sea  has  indeed  appeared  rough;  the  clouds  were  dark  and 
ominous  of  a  dreadful  storm.  But  I  am  happy  to  say  that  they  have  passed 
away,  and  the  prospect  before  us  is  now  favourable.  There  were  in  the 
House  quite  a  large  majority  against  ministers;  this  they  plainly  saw,  and, 
therefore,  shaped  their  course  to  avert  the  blow.  Hon.  W.  H.  Draper  stated 
distinctly  that  it  was,  and  had  been,  his  opinion,  that  the  Lower  Canadians 
should  have  a  fair  proportion  of  members  in  the  Executive  Council,  and  for 
that  purpose  he  had  no  less  than  three  times  tendered  his  resignation;  that 
he  was  ready  to  go  out,  and  would  do  so  at  any  moment.  Hon.  R.  Baldwin 
certainly  occupies  a  proud  position  at  present,  and  may  continue  to  do  so,  if 
he  is  not  too  punctilious.  The  arrangement,  which  it  is  understood  has  been 
come  to,  is  that  Messrs.  Ogden,  Draper,  and  Sherwood  go  out,  and  that  Mr. 
L.  H.  Lafontaine  comes  in  as  Attorney  East;  Mr.  Baldwin,  Attorney-General 
West ;  Mr.  T.  C.  Aylwin,  Solicitor-General  East ;  Mr.  James  E.  Small,  or 
some  other  Liberal,  as  the  third  man.  This  will  make  a  strong  Government, 
for  it  can  command  a  large  majority  in  the  House.  It  is  true  that  the  gen- 
tleman you  mentioned,  and  a  few  others  will  be  dead  against  it,  but  they  are 
a  small  minority,  and  will  form  a  wholesome  check. 

No  man  would  regret  more  than  I  would  to  see  the  country  thrown  into 
confusion  at  this  time.  I  entertain  a  high  opinion  of  the  Governor-General 
(Sir  Charles  Bagot.)  He  certainly  has  shown  a  disposition  to  do  everything 
he  consistently  could  to  give  satisfaction  to  the  prominent  party,  and  being 
(as  he  is)  of  the  Tory  school,  and  appointed  by  a  Tory  ministry,  he  certainly 
is  deserving  of  much  credit  for  going  as  far  as  he  did  to  meet  the  views  of 
the  Reformers. 

The  following  was  the  only  record  left  by  Dr.  Ryerson  of  his 
principalship  of  Victoria  College: — At  the  end  of  two  years' 
labours  in  the  station  of  Adelaide  Street  Church  (the  prede- 
cessor of  the  present  Metropolitan  Church),  I  was  again  wrested 
from  my  loved  work  by  an  official  pressure  brought  to  bear 
upon  me  to  accept  the  Presidency  of  Victoria  College,  which 
was  raised  from  Upper  Canada  Academy  to  a  College,  and 
opened  and  inaugurated,  in  1842,  as  a  University  College. 

On  the  3rd  of  August,  1842,  the  Wesleyan  University  at 
*  This  correspondence  illustrates  one  phase  of  the  political  history  of  the  times. 


1841-42]  THE  STORY  OF  MJ  LIFE.  305 

Middletown,  Connecticut,  conferred  on  the  Principal  of  Victoria 
College  the  degree  of  D.D.  His  old  and  valued  friend  Francis 
Hall,  Esq.,  proprietor  of  the  New  York  Commercial  Advertiser, 
was  the  first  to  convey  to  him  the  pleasing  intelligence.  He  said: 

Perhaps  this  will  be  the  first  communication  from  Middletown  which 
announces  to  Victoria  College  that  its  head  is  Rev.  Egerton  Ryerson,  D.D. 
May  you  long  live  to  enjoy  the  distinguished  title!  I  hope  to  take  you  by 
the  hand  in  a  few  days,  and  congratulate  you  personally. 

On  the  21st  of  June,  1842,  Dr.  Ryerson  was,  with  appropriate 
ceremonies,  formally  installed  as  Principal  of  Victoria  College. 
The  Editor  of  this  volume  well  remembers  what  a  joyful  day 
it  was  for  the  College ;  and  how  heartily  and  kindly  the  new 
Principal  spoke  words  of  encouragement  to  each  of  the  students 
then  present.  On  that  occasion  he  delivered  a  carefully  pre- 
pared inaugural  address,  which  was  afterwards  published  in 
pamphlet  form  and  widely  circulated.  On  the  10th  September, 
he  sent  a  copy  of  the  address  to  Hon.  W.  H.  Draper.  In  his 
note  Dr.  Eyerson  called  Mr.  Draper's  attention  to  what  he 
conceived  to  be  the  defective  nature  of  the  provisions  for  the 
education  of  law-students,  before  their  entrance  on  the  study 
of  the  law  (pages  24  and  25  of  the  address).  To  this  Mr. 
Draper  replied  on  the  16th.  He  also  added  an  explanation  in 
regard  to  his  present  position  in  the  Government.  He  said  : — 

I  have  perused  your  address  with  much  satisfaction.  The  Law  Society  of 
Upper  Canada,  by  appointing  a  well-qualified  examiner  last  term,  will,  I 
think,  forward  your  views  as  to  the  education  which  should  precede  the 
study  of  that  profession. 

By  the  recent  changes  which  have  taken  place,  I  have  no  longer  the  right 
to  visit  Victoria  College  officially;  but  I  hope  that  I  may  be  favoured  with 
an  opportunity  of  doing  so  in  my  private  capacity. 

You  will  not,  I  trust,  consider  it  intrusive  in  me  to  briefly  state  the  canse 
of  my  retirement  from  the  Cabinet.  I  have  long  considered  the  Government 
in  a  false  position,  while  the  French  Canadians  saw  in  the  Council  no  person 
acquainted  with  their  wants  and  wishes — able  and  willing  to  look  after  their 
interests,  and  in  whom  they  had  confidence.  Apprehending  from  what  took 
place  in  the  beginning  of  last  session  that  they  might  refuse  to  take  office, 
with  me,  I  signified  several  months  ago  my  readiness  to  retire  if  that  were 
the  case.  In  July  I  renewed  that  offer.  And  now,  when  a  negotiation  was 
opened  on,  it  appeared  that  they  would  not  come  in  without  Mr.  Baldwin. 
I  again  offered  my  resignation,  because,  taking  the  view  I  do  of  his  conduct 
when  we  were  last  in  Council  together,  I  feel  I  should  not  be  in  that  body 
if  he  were  there  also.  From  that  moment  I  ceased  to  advise  or  have  any- 
thing to  do  with  the  matter.  Had  every  other  part  of  it  been  satisfactory  to 
me,  or  had  it  been  altered  so  as  to  make  it  satisfactory,  nevertheless  his  being 
brought  in  inevitably  put  me  out.  Should  you  hear  my  conduct  canvassed 
and  misunderstood,  this  explanation  will,  I  trust,  set  it  right. 

To  Mr.  Draper's  letter  Dr.  Ryerson  replied,  and  on  the  7th 
October  again  wrote,  asking  him  to  deliver  an  address  to  the 
students  at  the  opening  of  the  session.     In  his  letter  Dr.  Ryer- 
son said  : — 
20 


306  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.        [CHAP.  XXXVIL 

I  deeply  regret  any  occurrence  which  would  deprive  Canada  of  the  advan- 
tage of  your  official  counsels.  I  have  observed  your  public  conduct  through- 
out, and  it  has  been  such  in  my  estimation,  as  I  have  felt  it  a  pleasurable 
duty  to  appreciate  and  defend,  even  in  the  most  doubtful  and  trying  circum- 
stances. You  now  enjoy  the  proud  distinction  of  advising  and  assisting,  on 
public  grounds,  to  form  a  government,  from  which,  on  personal  grounds,  you 
have  felt  it  your  duty  to  retire.  You  -cannot  suppose  that  I  entertain  a 
less  exalted  opinion  of  your  disinterestedness  and  high  sense  of  honour, 
when  the  strong  opinions  I  have  again  and  again  expressed  of  it,  have  been 
more  than  realized  by  your  present  patriotic  and  noble  course  of  proceeding. 

In  regard  to  the  address  which  I  have  solicited  you  to  deliver  at  the  opening 
of  the  next  session  of  our  College,  I  desire  to  state  that  you  will  of  course 
make  it  long  or  short,  as  you  like,  although  I  should  like  it  long.  It  is  my 
intention  to  get,  if  possible,  some  gentleman  of  high  public  standing  and 
literary  talent  to  deliver  an  address  at  the  commencement  of  each  collegiate 
year.  I  think  that  such  addresses  will  have  a  salutary  influence  upon  the 
taste  and  feeling  and  ambition  of  the  students  ;  and  the  notices  and  publi- 
cation of  them  in  the  newspapers  will  tend  to  elevate  the  standard  of  the 
public  taste,  and  will,  I  think,  be  useful  to  public  men  themselves.  I  shall 
be  gratified,  and  I  am  sure  good  will  ensue,  from  your  appearing  before  the 
public  in  a  somewhat  new  character. 

To  this  letter  Mr.  Draper  replied,  on  the  10th  October : — 

I  find  that,  consistently  with  my  professional  engagements  at  the  different 
assizes  (which  are  now  of  paramount  importance  to  me),  I  cannot  prepare  an 
address  so  as  to  do  justice  to  your  request.  If  it  involved  only  the  attend- 
ance on  the  day,  I  would  cheerfully  make  some  sacrifice  to  accomplish  it;  but 
there  is  more,  for  I  would  wish,  if  I  undertook  the  task,  to  perform  it  well, 
and  try  to  approximate  the  favourable  expectation  of  those  who  were  willing 
to  entrust  it  to  me;  and  for  this  end  I  cannot  devote  time  enough  out  of  the 
short  interval  between  this  and  the  latest  day  named  by  you.  Accept  my 
assurance  that  I  feel  great  reluctance  in  declining  your  proposal.  The  com- 
pliment it  conveyed  was  highly  gratifying  to  me  under  existing  circumstances, 
and  I  should  have  felt  sincere  pleasure  in  exerting  my  humble  abilities  in 
favour  of  an  institution  to  which,  when  I  had  fuller  opportunities,  I  had 
endeavoured  to  be  of  use  (page  179).  Accept  my  acknowledgements  for  the 
kindness  and  courtesy  of  your  other  remarks  in  reference  to  myself. 

Sir  Charles  Bagot  did  not  long  hold  the  office  of  Governor- 
General.  Like  Lord  Sydenham,  he  was  unexpectedly  stricken 
by  the  hand  of  death,  at  Kingston,  on  the  19th  May,  1843. 
A  sketch  of  his  life  and  character  was  prepared  by  Dr.  Ryerson, 
and  published  in  the  Kingston  Chronicle.  In  that  sketch  he 
said: — 

Sir  Charles  Bagot  has  created  throughout  the  length  and  breadth  of  United 
Canada  the  settled  and  delightful  conviction  that  its  Government  is  hence- 
forth to  be  British,  as  well  as  Colonial — and,  as  such,  the  best  on  the  conti- 
nent of  America;  that  Canadians  are  to  be  governed  upon  the  principle  of 
domestic,  and  not  transatlantic,  policy;  that  they  are  not  to  be  minified  as 
men  and  citizens,  because  they  are  colonists;  that  they  are  (to  use  the  golden 
words  of  Sir  Robert  Peel)  u  to  be  treated  as  an  integral  portion  of  the 
British  Empire." 

This  sketch  was  very  favourably  received  by  the  leading 
public  men  of  Canada,  and,  after  it  appeared  in  the  Chronicle, 


1841-42]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  307 

was  reprinted  by  Stewart  Derbyshire,  Esq.,  Queen's  Printer, 
who,  in  a  letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson  on  the  subject,  said : — 

Your  letter  in  the  Chronicle  has  attracted  high  admiration  in  the  quarters 
most  competent  for  criticism,  and  it  is  felt  you  have  done  a  real  service 
to  the  country.  Supposing  your  wish  is  to  diffuse  the  sentiments  of  your 
letter,  I  have  taken  the  liberty  of  giving  it  to  our  printers  of  the  Canada 
Gazette  to  set  up  in  handsome  type,  8  octavo  pages,  and  shall  strike  off  1,000, 
and  send  about,  giving  away  a  good  many,  and  putting  the  rest  at  book- 
stores at  a  very  small  price.  The  common  run  of  people  do  not  value  what 
they  do  not  pay  for.  Have  I  acted  in  this  in  accordance  with  your  wishes 
— or  do  you  interdict  the  publication  1  Many  extra  copies  of  the  Chronicle 
were  struck  off,  and  about  forty  copies  sent  to-day  to  England  by  the  steamer 
"  Great  Western."  Sir  Eobert  Peel,  Lord  Stanley,  and  Sir  Charles  Buller 
had  one  each. 

Dr.  Ryerson  assented  to  the  republication  of  his  letter. 


In  the  light  of  after  events,  the  following  extract  from  a 
letter  received  by  Dr.  Ryerson  from  Hon.  R.  B.  Sullivan, 
dated  Kingston,  21st  July,  1843,  is  somewhat  interesting.  Mr. 
Sullivan  had  placed  one  of  his  sons  under  Dr.  Ryerson's  care 
at  Victoria  College.  After  referring  to  matters  relating  to  the 
education  of  youth,  Mr.  Sullivan  proceeded: — "  I  hope  that  our 
friendship  will  be  a  sufficient  inducement  to  you  to  teach  my 
boy  that  upon  his  own  good  conduct  under  Providence  his 
future  happiness  depends,  and  to  give  him  that  steadfastness  of 
mind  which  lads  naturally  want.  In  asking  these  things  of 
you,  I  place  myself  under  no  common  obligation.  There  is  no 
man  in  Canada  of  whom  I  would  ask  the  same.  My  doing  so 
of  you  arises  from  a  respect  and  regard  for  you  personally, 
which  has  grown  as  we  have  been  longer  acquainted,  and  which 
no  prejudices  on  the  part  of  those  with  whom  I  have  mixed, 
and  no  obloquy  heaped  upon  you  by  others,  have  ever  shaken." 


It  is  pleasant  to  get  a  kind  word  from  those  who  approve  of 
one's  course.  It  is  pleasanter  to  get  it  from  those  who  have 
been  indifferent,  or  even  hostile.  Thus,  in  a  letter  from  Rev. 
Matthew  Holtby  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  written  in  March,  1842,  he  said  : 

Soon  after  I  arrived  here  from  England,  I  became  acquainted  with  you 
and  your  writings,  and  ever  since,  I  have  watched  your  course,  often  with 
painful  and  prayerful  anxiety.  It  is  long  since  I  doubted  the  propriety  of 
your  public  conduct,  or  the  justice  of  your  cause  ;  but  as  I  observed  the 
storm  gathering  around  you,  and  the  winds  blowing  into  a  hurricane,  from 
all  the  cardinal  points  at  once,  I  have  had  my  fears,  that  you  might  faint  in 
the  apparently  unequal  conflict.  Thank  God,  he  has  delivered  you — he  has 
enabled  you  to  stand  at  the  helm,  and  to  steer  the  Old  Ship  into  smoother 
water.  But  we  may  rest  assured  that  our  foes  are  not  dead.  I  only  wish 
you  may  manifest  as  much  nautical  skill  in  a  calm,  as  you  have  in  the  long 
storm,  and  I  doubt  not  but  all  will  be  well. 


CHAPTER   XXXVIIL 

1843. 

EPISODE  IN  THE  CASE  OF  HON.  MARSHALL  S.  BIDWELL. 

AS  mentioned  in  Chapter  xxiv.,  page  188,  an  effort  was  made 
in  1843  to  induce  Hon.  M.  S.  Bidwell  to  return  to  Canada. 
Copies  of  the  correspondence  on  the  subject  were  enclosed  to 
Dr.  Ryerson,  by  the  Hon.  Robert  Baldwin,  in  a  letter  dated 
Kingston,  5th  June,  1843,  as  follows  : — 

I  enclose  you  copies  of  letters  which  I  am  sure  will  afford  you  much 
pleasure.  At  present  this  communication  of  them  must  be  confidential,  as 
you  will  see  by  their  date  that  they  have  not  yet  reached  their  object  him- 
self. But  after  the  warm  interest  you  have  taken  in  the  cause  of  my  friend, 
at  a  time  when  any  interference  on  my  part  would  have  been  worse  than 
useless,  I  feel  it  due  to  you  to  make  you  early  acquainted  with  what  has  taken 
place.  I  have  seen,  with  much  pleasure,  that  you  have  carried  out  the 
intention  you  hinted  to  me  when  I  last  had  the  pleasure  of  seeing  you  at 
Kingston.  Your  admirable  letter  must  have  had  a  good  effect.  I  see  that 
«ome  little  popguns  were  let  off  at  you  on  the  occasion,  but  they  are  too  puny 
to  excite  anything  but  a  smile  at  their  imbecility. 

I  regret  much  my  inability  to  have  been  present  at  your  last  annual 
examination,  but  hope  to  be  more  fortunate  another  year. 

The  Hon.  Robert  Baldwin's  letter  to  Mr.  Bidwell,  enclosed  to 
Dr.  Ryerson,  dated  Kingston,  2nd  June,  1843,  was  .as  follows  : — 

I  have  great  pleasure  in  being  able  to  transmit  to  you  a  copy  of  a  note 
addressed  by  me  to  His  Excellency  the  Governor-General,  with  a  copy  of 
that  of  Mr.  Secretary  Harrison,  conveying  His  Excellency's  reply,  which,  I 
am  happy,  so  distinctly  removes  every  obstacle  to  your  return  to  what  has 
been  in  all  essentials  your  native  country  ;  and  that  without  the  descent  on 
your  part,  by  even  a  single  step,  from  the  high  ground  which  you  have 
always  maintained  in  relation  to  your  unjust  expatriation. 

I  will  at  present  only  stop  to  assure  you  of  the  sentiments  of  unabated 
affection  and  respect  with  which  you  have  ever  continued  to  be  regarded  in 
this  country,  during  the  whole  period  of  your  exile,  and  to  express  my  con- 
viction of  the  satisfaction  with  which  your  return  will  be  hailed  by  all  your 
former  friends,  and  by  many  even  of  your  former  political  opponents—  in 
which  satisfaction,  I  trust,  I  need  scarcely  add  that  no  one  will  more  sincerely 
participate  than  myself. 

The  following  is  a  copy  of  Mr.  Baldwin's  note  to  Sir  Charles 
Metcalfe,  the  Governor-General,  dated  25th  May  : — 

Mr.  Robert  Baldwin,  having  been  informed  by  Mr.  Secretary  Harrison 
that  with  reference  to  the  case  of  Mr.  Bidwell,  which  Mr.  Baldwin  had  the 
honour  of  bringing  under  the  notice  gf  the  Governor-General  shortly  after 
his  assumption  of  the  Government,  His  Excellency  only  requires  a  request 
to  be  made  to  him  as  a  foundation  for  his  directing  that  the  pledge  taken 
from  that  gentleman,  in  his  departure  from  Upper  Canada,  should  be  can- 


1843]  THE  STORY  OF  M7  LIFE.  809 

celled,  and  giving  His  Excellency's  sanction  for  the  introduction  into  Parlia- 
ment of  a  Bill  to  restore  to  Mr.  Bidwell  the  political  rights  of  which  hh 
residence  abroad,  under  pressure  of  that  pledge,  has  deprived  him,  Mr. 
Baldwin  respectfully  begs  leave  to  make  that  request. 

The  letter  in  reply,  of  Mr.  Secretary  Harrison  to  Hon.  Robert 
Baldwin,  dated  29th  May,  was  as  follows: — 

I  am  commanded  by  the  Governor-General  to  inform  you,  in  reply  to  your 
note  of  the  25th  inst.,  that  His  Excellency  considers  it  right  that  whatever 
pledge  may  have  been  given  by  Mr.  Bidwell  on  his  departure  from  Upper 
Canada,  to  preclude  his  return,  should  be  cancelled.  The  letter  of  that 
gentleman  to  the  then  Lieu  tenant-Governor,  Sir  Francis  Bond  Head,  sup- 
posed to  contain  such  a  pledge,  is  not  to  be  found  in  the  archives  of  the 
Secretary's  office.  I  am,  therefore,  directed  to  say  that  the  pledge  is  con- 
sidered as  cancelled,  and  that  the  letter,  if  ever  found,  may  be  returned. 

I  am  also  further  desired  to  acquaint  you  that  in  the  event  of  Mr.  Bid- 
well's  proposing  to  return,  His  Excellency  will  give  his  sanction  to  the 
introduction  into  Parliament  of  a  Bill  to  restore  to  that  gentleman  the 
political  rights  of  which  his  residence  abroad,  under  pressure  of  his  pledge, 
has  deprived  him. 

On  the  14th  August,  1843,  Hon.  Robert  Baldwin  wrote  the 
following  letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson  : — 

I  send  you  a  copy  of  a  letter  from  our  friend,  Mr.  Bidwell,  in  answer  to 
my  letters  to  him.  The  original  I  have  sent  up  to  my  father,  but  had  a 
copy  made  for  you,  knowing  the  interest  you  have  ever  taken  in  his  case. 

Hon.  M.  S.  Bidwell's  letter  to  Hon.  Robert  Baldwin,  dated 
New  York,  31st  July,  1843,  was  as  follows  : — 

I  hardly  know  how  to  commence  my  answer  to  your  letter  after  so  long  a 
delay  which  has  been  unintentional  and  unexpected,  and  in  a  great  measure 
unavoidable.  I  might,  indeed,  and  ought  to  have  written  to  you  when  I 
first  received  it,  but  I  then  hoped  it  would  be  in  my  power  to  make  you  a 
short  visit  in  compliance  with  your  invitation.  On  this  point  I  was  kept  in 
suspense  by  the  state  of  Mrs.  Bidwell's  health,  and  was  besides  very  labor- 
iously occupied  with  indispensable  professional  engagements.  With  this 
frank  explanation  I  throw  myself  upon  your  indulgence  to  pardon  my  delay. 

Never,  my  dear  friend,  for  one  moment  have  I  doubted  your  kind  and 
friendly  feelings,  or  your  anxiety  that  I  should  be  treated  with  justice  and 
liberality  by  the  Government,  and  I  have  never  ceased  to  be  gratified  that  I 
was  honoured  with  the  friendship  of  one  whose  wishes  and  talents  liave,  for 
many  years,  commanded  my  respect.  Amidst  the  dejection  of  spirits  and 
perplexity  of  mind  that  I  have  suffered,  this  consideration  has  afforded  me 
great  consolation. 

Your  communication  has  now  taken  me  by  surprise.  You  will  add  to 
your  former  obligations  if  you  will  make  suitable  acknowledgements  for  me 
to  His  Excellency  for  the  answer  which,  by  his  directions,  Mr.  Secretary 
Harrison  returned  to  your  letter. 

All  that  I  have  learned  of  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe's  character  and  measures 
has  filled  me  with  tlie  highest  respect,  and  with  a  confidence  that  Canada 
will  be  governed  by  him  with  wisdom,  justice,  and  liberality.  Loving  that 
country,  this  confidence  has  been  a  source  of  great  joy  to  me. 

Let  me  add  that,  in  my  judgment,  Sir  Robert  Peel  in  all  his  measures, 
since  his  last  appointment  has  snown  a  wise  moderation  and  conciliatory 
spirit,  and  an  anxious  desire  for  the  true  welfare  of  the  vast  Empire  beneath 
the  sway  ot  Her  Majesty's  sceptre. 


310  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.     [CHAP.  XXXVIII. 

I  would  gladly  make  you  a  visit  at  once  if  I  could,  but  I  should  feel  great 
pleasure  to  see  you  here.  I  shall  do  with  great  pleasure  what  I  can  to  make 
the  visit  agreeable  to  you.  I  have  heard  with  concern  of  the  feeble  health  of 
your  venerable  father.  I  cannot  tell  you  with  what  deep  interest  and  great 
respect  I  think  of  him.  He  has  been  the  consistent  friend  of  constitutional 
liberty  through  evil  report  as  well  as  good  report-.  Amidst  perfidy  and 
violence,  folly  and  bigotry  and  intolerance,  he  has  presented  a  rare  and 
happy  example,  which  I  admire,  of  an  enlightened  and  cultivated  mind  sup- 
porting the  great  principles  of  the  British  Constitution  with  discriminating 
zeal,  constancy  of  purpose,  and  moderation  of  temper.  I  beg  that  you  will 
do  me  the  favour  when  you  write  to  him  to  present  my  most  affectionate  and 
respectful  regards. 

I  perceive  that  Mr.  Secretary  Harrison  alludes  to  the  possibility  of  my 
i-eturning  to  Canada.  I  cannot  fail  to  feel,  as  long  as  I  live,  a  deep  interest 
in  that  country,  and  the  most  ardent  wishes  for  its  prosperity.  But  I  have 
formed  no  plans  for  a  change  of  residence.  A  constant  attention  to  my 
business,  which  is  necessary  for  the  support  of  my  family,  has  left  me  no 
time  to  form  plans. 

With  a  gratified  sense  of  your  kindness  and  with  great  regard  and  affec- 
tion, your  friend,  MARSHALL  S.  BIDWELL. 

To  this  letter  from  Mr.  Bidwell,  Hon.  Robert  Baldwin  replied 
on  the  12th  August,  as  follows  : — 

I  have,  believe  me,  great  pleasure  in  acknowledging  the  receipt  of  your 
letter,  as  well  on  account  of  its  relieving  me,  to  a  certain  extent  at  least, 
from  apprehensions  that  Mrs.  Bidwell's  health  was  the  cause  of  your  silence. 

I  cannot,  however,  conceal  my  disappointment  at  the  last  paragraph  of 
your  letter,  in  which,  though  you  do  not  altogether  shut  out  the  hope  of  our 
having  you  again  amongst  us  .  .  The  obligations  in  regard  to  Mrs.  Bid- 
well's  health  which  you  wrote  (as  precluding  such  consideration  for  the 
present)  are,  however,  too  sacred  for  even  friendship  to  venture  upon  more 
than  a  repetition  of  those  assurances,  which  my  former  letter  contained,  of 
the  feelings  of  affection  entertained  towards  you  in  this  country,  and  the 
satisfaction  which  your  return  would  afford.  I,  however,  find  it  impossible 
to  do  otherwise  than  indulge  in  the  pleasing  anticipation  of  again  seeing  you 
amongst  us,  not  as  a  mere  visitor,  but  as  once  more  a  Canadian,  in  fact  as 
well  as  in  feeling.  We  have  not,  and  certainly  for  the  generation  to' which 
we  belong,  shall  not,  have  any  subjects  of  equal  importance,  in  a  pecuniary 
point  of  view,  to  those  which  seek  the  aid,  and  reward  the  exertion,  of  your 
professional  talents  where  you  are.  It  seems,  therefore,  to  partake  somewhat 
of  selfishness  to  wish  to  withdraw  you  from  an  arena  worthy  of  your  great 
talents,  to  appropriate  those  talents  to  a  sphere  so  much  more  limited.  Be 
that  as  it  may,  I  will  indulge  the  hope,  so  long  as  you  do  not  forbid  it.  In 
the  meantime,  could  you  not  take  a  leave  of  absence  for  a  few  weeks  during 
the  coming  Autumn  Assizes,  and  amuse  yourself  with  holding  some  brief's 
on  some  ot  them  here  ?  We  have  now  five  Circuits — the  Eastern,  Midland, 
Home,  Niagara,  and  Western.  Mr.  Justice  Jones  takes  the  Eastern,  Mr. 
Justice  McLean  the  Midland,  the  Chief  Justice  the  Niagara,  and  Mr.  Justice 
Hagerman  the  Western.  Nothing  would  give  me  more  pleasure  than  to  see 
you  thus  renew  your  relations  with  our  bar  ;  even  if  you  should  not  do  so 
with  a  view  to  a  final  return  to  it.  Let  me  know  soon,  in  a  post  or  two,  if 
possible,  as  well  as  the  circuit  you  mean  to  go  on.  .  .  Now  as  I  have  gone 
on  with  this  scheme,  I  find  myself  grow  warm  on  it,  so  do  not  throw  cold 
•water  upon  it  by  a  negative. 

If  I  could  do  so  with  any  propriety,  I  would  avail  myself  of  your  kind 
invitation  to  visit  you  at  New  York  for  the  purpose,  not  only  of  seeing  you, 


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but  of  urging  this  my  suit  in  person.  But  I  assure  you  it  is  out  of  my 
power  to  do  so.  Parliament  is  called  for  2nd  September,  and  I  shall  not 
have  a  moment's  leisure  from  this  time  till  the  Session  is  over.  You  must 
recollect  that,  as  a  Parliament  man,  I  am  comparatively  but  a  young  hand, 
and  I  have  to  try  and  make  up  for  want  of  experience  by  hard  work;  though 
I  find  it  by  no  means  a  sufficient  substitute. 

I  complied  in  substance  with  your  request  to  make  your  acknowledge- 
f  ments  to  His  Excellency  for  the  answer,  which  by  his  direction,  Mr.  Secre- 
tary Harrison  returned  to  my  letter;  but  lest  I  should  do  so  less  appropria- 
tely then  I  ought,  I  took  the  liberty  of  letting  you  speak  for  yourself,  by " 
showing  His  Excellency  your  letter. 

Your  opinions  of  the  Governor-General  and  of  Sir  Robert  Peel  entirely 
agree  with  my  own.  But  I  regret  to  say  that  some  of  our  friends,  and  of 
our  firm  friends  too,  seem  to  me  to  forget  what  has  been  accomplished  because 
everything  is  not  done  at  once,  or,  because  some  things  are  done  not  exactly 
as  they  would  have  them.  This  impatience  is  much  to  be  regretted.  If  I 
were  one  whom  it  was  necessary  to  keep  up  tor  the  mark,  as  it  may  be  called, 
it  might  be  excusable,  but  they  do  not  even  profess  to  think  that  to  be  the 
case  as  respects  the  points  in  question.  Their  display  of  dissatisfaction, 
therefore,  has  only  the  effect  of  lessening  the  weight  of  the  party  in  Upper 
Canada  in  the  eyes  of  both  the  Head  of  the  government  here  and  the  Impe- 
rial authorities  at  home.  But  I  did  not  mean  to  make  this  a  letter  of  com- 
plaint ;  but  the  fact  is,  I  am  just  now  smarting  under  an  ebullition  of  violence 
on  the  part  of  our  friends  in  Toronto,  on  the  subject  of  Mr.  Stan  ton's 
appointment  to  the  Collectorship  there,  which  almost  involuntarily  led  me 
into  these  remarks.  You  will,  I  hope,  excuse  me. 

My  dear  father,  I  am  happy  to  say,  appears  by  his  last  letters  to  be  rather 
better.  I  fear  much,  however,  that  the  improvement  cannot  be  considered 
of  a  permanent  character.  As  the  Governor-General  kept  your  letter  till 
yesterday,  I  was  only  able  to  send  it  up  to  him  to-day.  It  will,  I  am  sure, 
afford  him  much  gratification. 

I  hope  you  will  excuse  the  length  of  this  epistle,  and  rebuke  me  by  the 
shortness  of  your  reply,  which  need  contain  no  more  than  six  words,  to  wit: 
"  I  will  ride  the  circuit."  I  believe  "  ride  "  is  the  professional  term  ;  at 
least  used  to  be  so,  though  it  may  belong  to  the  era  of  Mr.  Justice  Twisden, 
if  not  a  still  more  remote  one,  rather  than  at  present.  .  .  You  see  how 
inclined  I  am  to  run  on,  so  that  lest  I  should  transgress  beyond  endurance, 
I  will  conclude  at  once,  with  the  assurance  of  my  warm  and  continued  regard. 
Ever  your  affectionate  friend,  K.  B. 


CHAPTER  XXXIX. 

1844. 

EVENIS  PRECEDING  THE  DEFENCE  OF  LORD  METCALFE. 

THE   defence  of  Lord   Metcalfe,  the   Governor-General   of 
Canada,  who  succeeded  Sir  Charles  Bagot  in  1843,  was 
unquestionably  the  mo.st  memorable  act  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  long 
and  eventful  life. 

His  previous  training  for  twenty  years  in  the  school  of  contro- 
versy in  relation  to  civil  and  religious  rights ;  his  personal  inter- 
course with  leading  statesmen  in  England  on  Canadian  affairs;  his 
contests  for  denominational  equality  with  successive  Governors 
in  Upper  Canada,  and  his  counsels  and  suggestions,  (offered  at 
their  request),  to  such  notable  representatives  of  Royalty  in 
Canada  as  Lord  Durham,  Lord  Sydenham,  Sir  Charles  Bagot, 
and  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe,  put  it  beyond  the  power  of  even  the 
most  captious  to  question  the  pre-eminent  qualifications  of  Dr. 
Ryerson  to  discuss,  in  a  practical  and  intelligent  manner,  the 
then  unsettled  question  of  responsible  government  as  against  the 
prerogative — a  question  which  had  arisen  between  Sir  Charles 
Metcalfe  and  his  late  Councillors.  In  the  chapter  which  Dr. 
Ryerson  had  prepared  for  this  part  of  the  Story  of  his  Life,  he 
thus  refers  to  his  intercourse  with,  and  relations  to,  the  distin- 
guished Governors  whom  I  have  mentioned.  He  said : — 

In  1839  a  Royal  Commission  was  issued  to  Lord  Durham  to 
investigate  the  affairs  of  Canada,  and  report  thereon  to  Her 
Majesty.  While  engaged  in  his  important  duty  he  sent  for  and 
conferred  with  me  repeatedly,  and  treated  me  with  such  con- 
sideration, as  that  on  leaving  him  he  would  accompany  me  to 
the  door  and  open  it  for  me,  shaking  hands  with  me  mo.st 
cordially.  After  his  return  to  England  he  sent  me  a  copy  of 
his  famous  Report  (addressed  by  himself)  before  it  was  laid  on 
the  table  of  the  House  of  Lords.  On  receiving  in  advance  this 
report  of  Lord  Durham  I  published  in  the  Guardian,  with 
appropriate  headings,  extracts  from  that  part  of  it  which  re- 
lated to  the  establishment  of  responsible  government  and  its 
administration  in  Canada,  and  then  lent  the  extracts  and  the 
type  on  which  they  were  printed  to  Mr.  (afterwards  Sir)  Francis 


1844]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  313 


Hincks  for  insertion  in  the  Examiner  newspaper,  of  which  he 
was  at  that  time  proprietor  and  Editor.  I  afterwards  aided 
Lord  Sydenham  in  every  way  in  my  power  to  allay  the  party 
passions  and  animosities  of  the  past,  and  to  establish  responsible 
government  upon  liberal  principles,  irrespective  of  past  party 
distinctions,  comprehending  Hon.  W.  H.  Draper  and  Hon.  Robert 
Baldwin  in  the  same  administration — a  union  or  coalition  which 
did  not  long  survive  the  life  of  Lord  Sydenham — Mr.  Baldwin 
declaring  his  want  of  confidence  in  Mr.  Draper,  and  retiring 
from  the  government.  Soon  afterwards,  Mr.  Baldwin  and  his 
friends  succeeded  to  power  under  Sir  Charles  Bagot. 

This  was  the  state  of  things  until  1843,  when  Sir  Charles 
Bagot  died,  and  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe  was  appointed  to  succeed 
him.  I  had  the  melancholy  pleasure  of  offering  a  tribute  (in 
the  form  of  an  obituary  notice)  to  the  character  and  adminis- 
tration of  both  Lord  Sydenham  and  Sir  Charles  Bagot — papers 
much  noticed  and  widely  circulated  at  the  time  as  the  best 
specimens  of  any  writing  which  had  ever  appeared ;  but  I  had 
a  genial  theme  and  good  subjects  in  both  cases.  Sir  Charles 
Metcalfe  was  popular  with  all  parties  at  first ;  but  after  a  few 
months  a  difference  arose  between  him  and  his  Councillors  as 
to  the  appointment  of  the  Clerk  of  the  Peace  of  the  County  of 
Lanark,  and  then  on  the  principle  of  appointments  to  office ; 
or  in  other  words,  the  exercise  of  the  patronage  of  the  Crown. 

To  understand  the  character  of  this  famous  and  much  mis- 
represented controversy!  and  how  I  became  involved  in  it,  some 
preliminary  and  explanatory  remarks  are  necessary : — 

It  is  to  be  observed  in  the  first  place,  that  one  chief  subject  of 
complaint  by  "  Reformers  "  for  many  years — nay  from  the  be- 
ginning— was  the  partial-  exercise  of  the  patronage  of  the 
Crown,  appointing  magistrates,  officers  of  militia,  judges,  etc., 
from  men  of  one  party  only,  in  whose  behalf  every  kind  of 
executive  favour  was  bestowed  for  years.  This  was  the  purport 
of  their  complaints  in  the  various  petitions  and  addresses  of 
"  Reformers "  to  the  Earl  of  Durham,  Lord  Sydenham,  Sir 
Charles  Bagot,  etc.,  who  necessarily  promised  that  the  Govern- 
ments should  henceforth  be  conducted  upon  the  principles  of 
justice,  "  according  to  the  well  understood  wishes  of  the  people," 
of  whom  "  Reformers  "  claimed  to  contribute  a  large  majority, 
and  even  of  the  liberal  Conservative  members  of  the  Church 
of  England.  But  singular  to  say,  on  the  occurrence  of  the  first 
vacancy,  the  Reform  government  urged  upon  Sir  Charles  Met- 
calfe the  appointment  of  one  of  their  own  party,  irrespective  of 
the  superior  claims,  as  the  Governor  conceived  (on  the  ground 
of  service,  experience  and  fitness),  of  a  deserving  widow  and 
her  orphan  son.  The  circumstances  were  as  follows  •• — 


314  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.         [CHAP.  XXXIX. 

Amongst  the  early  gentlemen  immigrants  in  the  County  of  Lanark  was  a 
Mr.  Powell,  a  man.  of  wealth  and  education;  but  in  attempting  to  clear  and 
cultivate  a  farm  in  a  new  country,  he  soon  expended  his  means  and  became 
reduced  in  circumstances.  He  was  appointed  Clerk  of  the  Peace,  and 
discharged  its  duties  for  many  years,  when  he  sickened  and  died.  During 
the  two  years'  sickness  which  preceded  his  death,  the  duties  of  office  were 
discharged  satisfactorily  by  his  son,  who  was  then  about  twenty  or  twenty-one 
years  of  age.  On  the  death  of  her  husband,  the  Widow  Powell  proceeded 
to  Kingston  to  plead  in  person  before  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe  for  the  appoint- 
ment of  her  son  to  the  office  vacated  by  the  death  of  her  husband,  and  as  the 
only  means  ot  supporting  herself  and  family.  One  can  easily  conceive  the 
effect  of  such  an  appeal  upon  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe's  benevolent  feelings.  He 
declined  the  advice  of  his  Councillors  for  a  party  appointment,  and  deter- 
mined to  appoint  the  widow's  son  to  the  office  rendered  vacant  by  the  death 
of  her  husband,  and  one  which  he  had  successfully  discharged  for  nearly  two 
years.  The  Council,  instead  of  resigning  on  the  fact  of  the  appointment, 
sought  to  obtain  from  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe  a  promise  that  he  would  hence- 
forth act  upon  their  advice.  He  said  he  would  always  receive  and  consider 
their  advice,  but  would  give  no  promise  on  the  part  of  the  Crown  as  to  how 
far  he  would  pledge  the  prerogative  in  advance  and  act  upon  that  advice. 
On  this  the  Councillors  resigned,  charging  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe  with  violat- 
ing the  principles  of  responsible  government.  This  he  positively  denied. 
The  circumstances  of  the  case  were  so  mystified  by  the  statements  made, 
that  general  prejudice  was  excited  against  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe,  and  the 
Councillors  seemed  for  the  time  to  have  the  country  at  their  backs.* 

I  was  at  that  time  President  of  Victoria  College ;  and  the 
late  Hon.  Wm.  Hamilton  Merritt,  returning  from  Kingston  at 
the  sudden  close  of  the  Session  of  Parliament  held  there,  stopped 
the  stage  in  front  of  the  College,  called  to  see  me,  and  asked 
me  what  I  thought  of  the  occurrences  between  the  Governor- 
General  and  his  Councillors.  I  told  him  that,  from  what  I  had 
heard,  my  sympathies  were  with  the  Councillors.  He  answered 
that  I  was  mistaken;  that  the  Councillors  were  clearly  in  the 
wrong ;  that  they  had  made  a  great  mistake,  and  were  endan- 
gering principles  of  government  for  which  he  had  so  long  con- 
tended. He  then  stated  the  particulars  of  what  had  transpired, 
and  referred  me,  in  confirmation  of  his  statement,  to  the  docu- 
ments and  correspondence  which  would  all  be  printed  in  a  few 
days.  I  replied,  that  if  what  he  (Mr.  Merritt)  stated  was 
correct,  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe  was  an  injured  man,  and  that  the 
new  system  of  responsible  government  was  likely  to  be  applied 
in  a  way  contrary  to  what  had  always  been  professed  by  its 

*  As  an  indication  of  outside  opinion  on  this  question,  I  insert  the  following 
note,  written  by  Rev.  Anson  Green,  on  the  31st  December,  1843,  to  Dr.  Ryer- 
son.  Mr.  Green  said  :  I  cannot  see  why  the  Executive  Council  should  resign  at 
the  present  time,  for  they  stated  in  the  House  that  both  Mr.  Stnnton,  Collector  at 
Toronto,  and  the  Speaker  of  the  Legislative  Council  were  appointed  by  their  advice, 
I  think  they  should  have  waited  until  His  Excellency  refused  to  ask  or  take  their 
advice,  and  not  force  him  to  make  pledges.  In  my  opinion  both  parties  have 
acted  indiscreetly.  I  have  reason  to  believe  that  a  majority  of  the  Reformers 
from  Upper  Canada,  in  Parliament,  would  be  happy  to  support  Hon.  S.  B.  Harrison, 
if  he  could  form  a  ministry  from  the  majority  on  the  question  at  issue. 


1844]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE,  315 

advocates.  Mr.  Merritt  requested  me  to  examine  'for  myself 
the  documents  and  correspondence  to  which  he  had  referred, 
but  enjoining  secresy  as  to  his  conversation  with  me — and 
which  I  never  mentioned  to  any  human  being  during  his  life. 

After  Mr.  Merritt  returned  to  St.  Catharines  he  wrote  to  Dr. 
Ryerson  early  in  January,  1844  on  the  subject,  as  follows : — 

There  can  be  little  doubt  that  both  the  Governor  and  his  late  administra- 
tion have  erred.  A  conciliatory  spirit  would  have  avoided  this  crisis  ;  they 
had  an  opportunity  of  placing  this  Province  in  a  most  enviable  situation — 
they  have  neglected,  or  did  not  possess  the  ability  to  avail  themselves  of  it; 
and  I  am  sorry  to  say,  that  I  am  neither  satisfied  with  their  measures,  nor 
can  I  place  confidence  in  their  judgment.  At  the  same  time  I  feel  so 
thoroughly  convinced  of  the  necessity  of  having  under  the  control  of  our 
Legislature  the  entire  management  of  our  internal  concerns — without  which 
any  attempt  at  a  thorough  reformation  would  be  useless — that  I  have  my 
apprehensions,  that  any  movement  which  would  have  a  tendency  to  check  its 
onward  progress,  would  be  injurious — the  principle  does  not  appear  to  be 
fully  understood,  or  fully  conceded.  The  time  has  not  arrived — neverthe- 
less I  feel  satisfied  the  Governor- General  would  admit  it,  and  act  fully  up 
to  it  with  any  Cabinet  which  possessed  his  confidence,  and  thus  bring  it  into 
action  much  earlier  than  persisting  in  the  opposite  course.  On  the  other 
hand,  you  are  subject  to  the  imputation  of  abandoning  men  who  resigned  for 
the  maintenance  of  that  principle,  and  few  can  doubt  the  honesty  of  purpose 
of  Lafontaine  and  Baldwin. 

Being  thus  placed  on  the  horns  of  a  dilemma,  the  wisest  plan  is,  perhaps, 
to  let  matters  take  their  course — at  all  events  I  have  made  up  my  mind  to 
do  so.  I  should  be  most  happy  to  hear  from  you,  on  the  subject,  knowing 
you  have  given  those  subjects  much  attention;  and  believing  that  your  mind 
is  devoted  to  promoting  the  best  interests  of  your  fellow  countrymen,  your 
opinions  are  received  with  attention,  and  always  carry  great  weight  with  me. 

To  this  letter  from  Mr.  Merritt,  Dr.  E-yerson  replied  on  the 
20th  January,  1844,  as  follows  : — 

After  you  called  upon  me,  I  turned  my  attention  to  the  state 
of  our  public  affairs,  and  reflected  on  them  from  various  points 
of  view.  I  concluded  to  state  my  views  to  His  Excellency,  if  he 
requested  me  to  do  so,  and  also  to  Hon.  S.  B.  Harrison,  if  I 
should  see  him. 

Dr.  Ryerson  having  gone  to  Kingston  at  the  request  of  Sir 
Charles  Metcalfe,  saw  Mr.  Harrison,  who  urged  him  to  state  his 
views  fully  to  the  Governor-General.  In  the  same  letter  to 
Mr.  Merritt,  Dr.  Ryerson  said  : — The  next  day,  in  compliance 
"with  His  Excellency's  expressed  wish,  I  laid  before  him  the 
result  of  my  reflections  on  the  present  state  of  our  affairs,  in  an 
interview  of  three  hours  and  a  half.  In  them  His  Excellency 
expressed  his  full  concurrence,  and  thanked  me  cordially  for 
the  trouble  I  had  taken  to  wait  upon  him  and  state  at  large 
what  he  considered  of  so  much  importance.  In  addition  to  the 
question  at  issue  between  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe  and  his  late 
Councillors,  Dr.  Ryerson  discussed  with  him  the  subject  of  the 
reconstruction  of  his  Cabinet.  The  result  he  thus  states  in  his 


316  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.         XXXIX 

letter  to  Mr.  Merritt : — I  cannot  of  course  enter  into  every  one 
of  the  subjects  to  which  I  referred  in  my  conversation  with  the 
Governor-General.  Mr.  Harrison  has  doubtless  written  to  you 
on  the  whole  matter.  The  result  was  that  Mr.  Harrison  will 
take  office  if  you  will* 

As  to  your  superior  qualifications  for  the  position  offered  you, 
there  can  be  but  one  opinion  in  the  country.  I  am  satisfied 
that,  without  the  slightest  sacrifice  of  principle  or  consistency 
— upon  the  broadest  principles  of  responsible  government,  and 
in  harmony  with  the  best  interests  of  the  country — you  can 
accept  of  office.  I  think  that  when  the  views  I  have  expressed 
to  His  Excellency  are  fairly  and  fully  stated  to  the  country,  you 
would,  in  office,  have  a  large  majority  of  at  least  the  Upper 
Canada  members  of  the  present  House  of  Assembly  to  support 
you ;  and,  in  case  of  a  general  election,  I  doubt  not  but  you 
would  have  an  ample  majority  in  the  new  Parliament.  Should 
you  consent  to  take  office,  I  think  you  need  not  fear  the  result. 
1  think  there  is  a  fair  opportunity  for  you  to  render  a  great 
service  to  the  country,  and  to  establish  still  more  widely  and 
permanently  an  already  honourable  reputation  of  no  common 
order. 

I  shall  be  glad,  at  your  earliest  convenience,  to  learn  the 
result  of  your  deliberations.  I  should  also  be  happy  to  see  you, 
if  you  should  soon  proceed  to  Kingston.  Whatever  the  Gover- 
nor-General may  have  heretofore  thought  of  either  the  theory 
or  practice  of  responsible  government,  he  is  certainly  right  on 
the  subject  now.  And  when  His  Excellency  avows  what  Sir 
F.  Head  denied,  and  offers  everything  that  has  been  demanded, 
surely,  as  far  as  principles  of  government  are  concerned,  the 
country  wants,  and  ought  to  have,  no  more.  I  think  it  will  be 
a  fearful  calamity  to  the  country,  if  we  drive  Sir  Charles  Met- 
calfe  away  from  us.  I  doubt  whether  England  can  produce  his 
like  for  Canada. 

To  this  letter  Mr.  Merritt  replied,  on  the  25th  January: — 

I  regret  to  say  that  my  own  private  affairs,  arising  fiom  circumstances 
which  have  occurred  since  I  saw  you,  prevent  my  assuming  any  situation 
under  the  Government  which  must  necessarily  occupy  my  undivided  atten- 
tion. I  have  heard  from  and  replied  to  Mr.  Harrison  to  the  same  effect.* 

*  In  regard  to  this  proposal,  Mr.  Harrison  wrote  to  Dr.  Ryerson  on  the  17th  of 
January,  to  say  that  he  had  an  interview  with  the  Governor-General,  and  that  : 
His  Excellency  expressed  himself  favourably  disposed  upon  all  the  points  touched 
upon,  and  was  willing  to  consider  the  means  of  carrying  out  the  ol  jjcts  contem- 
plated. It  appears,  therefore,  to  me,  that  the  matter  may  be  arranged  if  our  friend 
Merritt  can  be  persuaded  to  join.  I  have  written  to  him  in  that  view.  Should 
that  be  the  case,  I  am  prepared,  and  a  communication  should  be  made  to 
Hon.  W.  H.  Draper,  which  I  will  make  immediately  upon  hearing  from  you  and 
Mr.  Merritt.  As  Mr.  Draper  will  be  here  by  the  latter  end  of  this*  week,  it  would 
be  better,  ou  hearing  from  Mr.  Merritt,  that  you  should  be  here  yourself. 


1844]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  317 

No  person  can  more  regret  the  unfortunate  position  in  which  we  are  placed 
than  I  do,  and  I  agree  with  you  that  the  loss  of  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe  will  be 
a  public  calamity.  I  have  no  doubt  he  will  honestly  carry  out  the  principles 
of  responsible  government,  and  with  a  competent  council,  who  understand 
what  the  country  requires,  and  with  competent  individuals  to  carry  those 
measures  into  effect,  he  would  render  more  essential  service  to  Canada  than, 
any  former  Governor  whatever. 

I  am  under  some  apprehension  that  you  mistake  the  feelings  of  the  ma- 
jority of  Upper  Canada  members.  A  mere  majority  would  ensure  defeat;  they 
must  act  in  a  body  to  give  a  majority  in  the  present  House  ;  and  from  recent 
indications,  there  appears  to  be  a  change  in  the  minda  of  those  who  were  under 
very  different  impressions  some  time  since.  Although  I  was  under  a  differ- 
ent impression  some  time  since,  I  cannot  see  any  chances  of  a  new  ministry 
being  sustained,  unless  by  a  dissolution.  1.  A  majority  seems  indispensable 
-  to  secure  which  the  Reformers  of  Upper  Canada  must  unite — and  every 
Conservative  must  support  them  also  ; — the  first  cannot  be  relied  on,  there- 
fore it  is  unnecessary  to  discuss  the  second.  Most  of  the  present  members 
will  feel  themselves  committed  by  their  recent  vote  ;  they  will  all  be  press- 
ing for  a  new  election  ;  and  shape  their  course  to  the  prevailing  opinions. 
No  ministry  can  have  time  to  bring  their  measures  before  the  public  to  pro- 
duce any  general  impression  ;  and  no  ministry  can  have  confidence  in  the 
ultimate  success  of  the  wisest  measures.  In  short,  they  will  have  no  chance 
to  exercise  their  ability,  with  a  view  of  commanding  success.  Whereas,  were 
a  new  election  to  take  place  (on  the  declaration  by  the  Governor-General, 
that  from  the  difficulty  he  experienced  in  making  up  a  ministry  which  would 
command  a  majority  of  the  present  House,  in  conformity  to  the  principles  he 
avowed),  the  Governor-General  could  appeal  to  the  people  to  return  a  lepre- 
sentation  from  which  he  could  select  a  Council  possessing  their  confidence. 
Such  an  appeal  would  not  be  inconsistent  with  his  former  declarations,  which 
must  have  been  predicated  on  his  obtaining  a  Council  which  would  command 
a  majority.  Under  such  circumstances  members  would  feel  very  naturally  a 
much  greater  anxiety  in  sustaining  any  ministry  with  a  chance  of  four  years 
to  test  their  measures,  than  as  many  days,  as  in  the  present  instance.  As  far 
as  I  am  individually  concerned,  even  in  that  case,  I  could  not  accept  of  office 
unless  I  succeeded  in  arranging  my  own  personal  concerns,  which  I  hope  to 
effect  during  the  season. 

I  hear  that  in  this  district"  a  strong  feeling  prevails  in  favour  of  the  late 
ministry,  who  resigned,  as  they  believe,  to  support  the  principle  of  respon- 
sible government;  and  they  cannot  understand  that  the  Governor-General 
adheres  to  the  same.  This  impression  is  natural;  and  it  takes  a  long  time  to 
remove  error.  No  man  doubts  the  motives  of  Mr.  Baldwin  ;  none  other  of 
the  administration  is  named,  or  possesses  the  least  weight.  I  have  not  moved 
about  or  corresponded  with  a  single  member  of  the  House,  and  I  shall  re- 
main as  passive  as  possible. 

I  fully  agree  with  you,  that  with  the  present  Governor-General  a  fair  oppor- 
tunity offers  to  carry  out  useful  projects  ;  nay  more,  I  ain  sure  that  one  half 
of  the  present  revenue  now  wasted,  could  be  saved  (not  less  than  £100,000) 
for  useful  objects  ;  but  I  cannot  at  present  assist  in  carrying  it  into  effect, 
which  you  cannot  regret  more  than  I  do. 

In  a  note  received  from  Mr.  Civil  Secretary  Higginson,  dated 
10th  April,  he  gave  Dr.  Ryerson  the  reasons  for  the  unexpected 
delay  in  the  formation  of  a  new  Cabinet.  Hon.  S.  B.  Harrison 
had  also  written  to  him  on  the  same  subject,  so  far  as  he  and 
the  other  proposed  Upper  Canada  members  were  concerned. 
Mr.  Higginson  said  : — 


318  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.          [CHAP.  XXXIX. 

The  formation  of  a  permanent  Council  has  been  most  vexatiously,  but 
unavoidably,  delayed,  owing  to  the  extraordinary  timidity — I  can  call  it  by 
no  more  appropriate  name — of  our  friends  in  Lower  Canada — the  most 
eligible  of  whom  have  hitherto  shrunk  from  the  responsibility  they  would 
incur  by  the  acceptance  of  office.  Hon.  D.  B.  Viger,  who  is  still  in  Mon- 
treal, and  who  ought  from  long  experience,  to  have  a  good  knowledge  of  his 
countrymen,  expresses  himself  confident  of  the  result,  and  is  of  opinion  that 
the  delay,  of  which  we  complain,  produces  good  and  strengthens  His  Exel- 
lency's  position.  It  is  very  evident  that  it  has  a  different  effect  in  the 
West ;  and  it  is  to  be  hoped  that  as  soon  as  the  Montreal  election  is  over  (of 
which,  barring  violence,  Mr.  Molson  is  certain)  immediate  steps  will  be  taken 
to  fill  up  the  offices  now  vacant. 

In  reply  to  Mr.  Higginson's  note,  Dr.  Ryerson  said  : — 
I  do  not  think  that  much  evil  arises  at  the  present  time, 
even  in  Canada  West,  from  delay.  Could  the  vacancies  be 
filled  up  two  or  three  months  ago,  the  government  would 
have  secured  the  support  of  thousands  who  have  since  swelled 
the  ranks  of  the  ex-Councillors.  But  the  loss  by  delay  was, 
I  think,  incurred  to  its  full  extent  during  the  months  of 
January,  February,  and  March.  The  proceedings  of  the  late 
meeting  of  the  Leaguers  in  Toronto  have  doubtless  added  some- 
thing to  their  strength.  .But  some  portions  of  these  very  pro- 
ceedings will  meet  them  in  a  way  they  little  expect — not,  to  be 
sure,  before  a  jury  of  twelve  men,  as  did  the  nine  months' 
proceeding  of  O'Connell  and  his  associates,  but  before  the  jury 
of  the  whole  country,  and  upon  principles  sanctioned  by  the 
Constitution  and  history  of  England,  which,  I  believe  more 
confidently  than  when  I  wrote  last,  will  result  in  a  triumphant 
acquittal  and  justification  of  the  Vice-Regal  defendant. 

On  the  23rd  May,  Mr.  Civil  Secretary  Higginson  wrote  to  Dr. 
Ryerson,  as  follows  : — 

You  will  be  sorry  to  hear  that  Hon.  Mr.  Harrison  has  failed  to  make  cer- 
tain private  arrangements  which  he  so  much  hoped  for,  and  that  he  has 
declined  to  take  office.  He  is,  therefore,  unable  to  join  the  Cabinet 


CHAPTER  XL. 

1844. 

PRELIMINARY  CORRESPONDENCE  ON  THE  METCALFE  CRISIS. 

WITH  a  view  to  a  thorough  understanding  of  the  question 
at  issue  between  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe  and  his  Coun- 
cillors, the  following  statement  by  Dr.  Ryerson  is  necessary  : — 

After  the  conversation  with  Hon.  W.  H.  Merritt,  in  January, 
1844,  and  after  subsequent  communications  with  him  on  the  sub- 
ject, I  most  carefully  and  minutely  examined  the  documents  and 
correspondence  and  other  statements  of  parties,  and  was  satisfied 
of  the  correctness  of  Mr.  Merritt's  statements  and  conclusion. 
The  question  then  arose  in  my  own  mind,  whether,  after  I  had 
so  much  to  do  in  the  establishment  of  responsible  government 
and  was  morally  so  largely  responsible  for  it,  I  should  silently 
witness  its  misapplication,  and  see  a  man  stricken  down  for 
maintaining,  as  the  representative  of  his  Sovereign,  what 
Reformers  had  maintained  in  all  previous  years — that  the 
patronage  of  the  Crown,  like  the  administration  of  justice,  • 
should  be  administered  impartially  according  to  merit,  without 
respect  to  religious  sect,  or  political  party. 

Dr.  Ryerson  also  states  (26th  February)  that : — After  a  pro- 
longed and  interesting  interview  with  the  Governor- General, 
I  addressed  a  letter  to  him  on  the  subject  of  that  interview. 
In  it  I  said  :  In  looking  over  what  I  have  from  time  to  time, 
during  the  last  eight  years,  written  on  the  best  government  for 
Canada,  I  find  that  I  have  invariably  insisted  upon  precisely 
the  same  views  which  I  expressed  to  your  Excellency,  and  with 
a  frequency  and  fulness  that  I  had  no  recollection  of  when  I* 
was  honoured  with  the  late  interviews  by  you.  These  views 
were  then  warmly  responded  to  by  that  portion  of  the  public 
for  whom  I  wrote.  I  am,  therefore,  the  more  fully  (if  possible) 
convinced  of  their  correctness  and  importance  to  the  best 
interests  of  Canada,  and  that  they  will  be  sustained  when  pro- 
perly brought  before  "the  public — at  least  in  Western  Canada. 

In  reply  to  a  note  from  Mr.  Civil  Secretary  Higginson, 
dated  2nd  March,  Dr.  Ryerson,  on  the  7th,  addressed  a  reply  of 
some  length  to  His  Excellency.  In  it  he  said : — 


320  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XL. 

The  aspect  of  things  in  Western  Canada  has  clearly  changed  for  the  worse 
during  the  last  two  months — since  my  first  interview  with  Your  Excellency 
in  January.  The  party  of  the  opposition  have  become  organized — organized 
under  circumstances  more  formidable  than  I  have  ever  witnessed  in  Canada. 
Their  ranks  and  influence  have  been  increased  by  numbers  who,  two  months 
since,  were  neutral,  and  who  could  have  been  forthwith  brought  to  the  side 
of  constitutional  government.  Private  letters  to  me  (on  which  I  can  rely) 
speak  in  a  very  different  tone  as  to  the  state  of  public  sentiment  and  feeling. 
Unless  a  change  to  a  very  considerable  extent  be  affected  in  the  public  mind, 
I  think  a  dissolution  would  rather  strengthen  than  weaken  the  ex-Council 
party.  I  am  confident  I  do  not  overrate  their  strength — and  it  is  a  danger- 
ous, though  common  error,  to  underrate  the  strength  of  an  adversary.  They 
are  likewise  organizing  their  party,  and  exciting  the  public  mind  to  such  a 
degree  as  to  prevent  any  sentiments  or  measures  from  the  present  adminis- 
tration from  being  regarded  or  entertained  at  all.  Such  being  the  case,  I 
have  felt  that  delay  has  been  loss.  Whether  that  loss  can  be  repaired  pre- 
sents to  my  own  mind  a  problem  difficult  of  solution. 

Speaking  of  his  former  relations  with  the  Lieutenant-Gover- 
nors of  Upper  Canada,  Dr.  Ryerson  said : — 

I  love  liberty,  personal  and  public,  as  much  as  any  man.  I 
have  written  much  in  its  defence  ;  but  as  much  as  I  love  liberty, 
and  as  ultra  liberal  as  some  may  have  supposed  me  to  be,  I 
have  always  regarded  an  infringement  of  the  prerogative  of  the 
Crown  as  a  blow  at  the  liberty  of  the  subject,  and  have,  in  every 
instance,  resisted  and  repelled  it  as  such.  I  did  so  in  support  of 
Sir  F.  Head  in  1836.  I  did  so  in  support  of  Sir  George  Arthur,  in 
the  difficult  and  painful  task  of  administering  the  criminal  law 
after  the  insurrection  of  1 837.  I  did  so  in  support  of  the  Royal 
instructions  and  recommendations  of  which  Lord  Sydenham  was 
the  bearer  and  agent ;  but  in  each  instance,  after  having  been 
lauded  without  measure,  I  was  abandoned,  or  pursued,  without 
protection  or  mercy.  Sir  Francis  Head  took  offence  at  certain 
communications  which  Rev.  Dr.  Alder  and  Rev.  Peter  Jones 
justly  made  to  the  Imperial  Government  respecting  his  treatment 
of  the  Indians,  and  swore  that,  "as  he  had  put  down  the  radicals, 
he  would  now  put  down  the  Methodists ;"  and  the  Bishop  of 
Toronto  avowed  and  rejoiced  that,  radicalism  having  been  extin- 
guished, "the  Church"  would  and  should  be  maintained  inviolate 
in  all  its  (assumed)  rights  and  immunities.  Sir  George  Arthur 
having  got  through  his  many  difficulties  (in  the  course  of  which 
he  gave  me  many  thanks)  determined,  when  the  Session  of  the 
Legislature  came,  not  to  split  with  the  Bishop  of  Toronto  ;  not 
to  grant,  under  any  circumstances,  the  Methodists  more  than  a 
mouse's  share  of  public  aid,  and  none  at  all  except  as  salaries 
for  their  clergy,  actually  employed.  He  jembodicd  these  views 
in  resolutions,  and  employed  Hon.  R.  B.  'Sullivan  to  advocate 
them  in  the  Legislative  Council. 

It  was  with  extreme  reluctance  that  I  could  at  all  assent  to 
the  measure  of  Union  of  the  Canadas.  The  agents  of  the  Lon- 


1844]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  321 

don  Wesleyan  Committee  vehemently  opposed  it,  and  wished 
me  'to  write  against  it.  I  wished  to  remain  neutral.  Lord 
Sydenham  most  earnestly  solicited  my  aid — promised  a  just 
measure  on  the  clergy  reserve  question,  and  assured  me  against 
any  hostility  of  the  agents  of  the  London  Committee,  of  all  the 
protection  and  assistance  that  the  Government  could  give.  He 
died, — and  I  have  been  left,  without  the  slightest  assistance  or 

Erotection  on  the  part  of  the  Government,  to  meet  alone  the 
ostile  proceedings  and  influence  of  the  London  Wesleyan 
Committee.  In  order  to  sustain  myself  in  these  reverses,  and 
especially  in  the  last,  but  most  painful  one,  I  have  been  com- 
pelled to  put  forth  physical  and  intellectual  efforts  that  I  am 
absolutely  incapable  of  repeating. 

I  have  adverted — even  at  the  expense  of  being  tedious  and 
egotistic — to  these  unpleasant  details,  that  Your  Excellency 
may  fully  understand  and  appreciate  my  present  position,  and 
my  caution  in  embarking  in  another  conflict  without  a  reason- 
able hope  that  I  will  not  be  made  a  victim  of  abandonment  and 
of  oppression,  after  I  have  employed  the  utmost  of  my  humble 
efforts  in  support  of  the  principles  of  the  constitution  and  pre- 
rogatives of  tke  Crown. 

In  the  present  crisis,  the  Government  must  of  course  be 
first  placed  upon  a  strong  foundation,  and  then  must  the  youth- 
ful mind  of  Canada  be  instructed  and  moulded  in  the  way  I 
have  had  the  honour  of  stating  to  Your  Excellency,  if  this 
country  is  long  to  remain  an  appendage  to  the  British  Crown. 
The  former,  without  the  latter,  will  only  be  a  partial  and  tem- 
porary remedy. 

Anything  like  a  tolerable  defence  of  Your  Excellency's  posi- 
tion— anything  approaching  to  an  effective  exposure  of  the 
proceedings  of  the  late  Council  in  their  demands,  the  grounds 
of  their  resignation,  their  explanation,  their  tribunal  of  appeal, 
their  variations  of  position,  the  principles  and  consequences 
involved  in  each  step  of  their  course,  and  the  spirit  and 
doctrines  they  now  exhibit,  appears  to  me  to  be  a  desideratum. 
They  could  be  convicted  out  of  their  own  mouths  on  every 
count  of  the  charges  they  have  brought  against  the  Governor- 
General,  and  from  the  same  source  might  evidence  be  adduced 
that  they  advocate  sentiments  and  sanction  proceedings  which 
are  unknown  to  the  British  Constitution,  and  which  appertain 
only  to  an  independent  state.  Yet,  in  place  of  exposition,  and 
arguments  and  illustrations  that  would  tell  upon  the  public 
mind,  we  have:  nothing  but  puerile  effusions,  thread-bare  asser- 
tions, and  party  criminations — nothing  that  would  convince 
adversaries  and  make  friends  of  enemies.  Your  Excellency's 
replies,  and  a  few  passages  in  the  Montreal  Gazette,  and  in  a 
21 


322  TEE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XL. 

pamphlet  which  lately  appeared  in  the  Kingston  Chronicle,  are 
all  that  I  have  seen  which  are  calculated  to  produce  practical 
effect  upon  the  public  mind.  Hon.  D.  B.  Viger's  pamphlet  is  too 
limited  in  its  range  of  topics,  and  too  speculative  and  refined 
to  be  effective  upon  any  other  than  well-educated  statesmen. 

The  desideratum  required  I  would  attempt  to  supply,  and 
then  devise  measures,  put  forth  publications,  and  employ  efforts 
to  direct  the  public  mind  into  new  channels  of  thinking,  and 
furnish  the  youthful  mind  with  instruction  and  materials  for 
reading  that  would  render  this  country  British  in  domestic  feel- 
ing, as  I  think  it  now  is  intentionally  in  loyalty.  To  do  any- 
thing effectual  toward  the  accomplishment  of  such  a  task,  my 
position  should  be  made  as  strong  as  possible.  At  best  my 
qualifications  for  a  work  so  difficult  and  varied  are  extremely 
limited,  but  more  especially  under  present  circumstances. 

After  weighing  the  matter  carefully,  and  pondering  (in  com- 
paring small  things  with  great)  upon  the  part  which  Bishop 
Burnet  took  in  settling  the  disordered  elements  of  British 
intellect  after  the  revolution  of  1688,  I  have  resolved  to  do  as 
he  did — place  my  humble  services  at  the  disposal  of  my 
Sovereign — and  in  whatever  situation  Your  Excellency  is  of 
opinion  I  can  render  most  service  to  the  government  and  the 
country  under  existing  circumstances.  I  will  hazard  the  enter- 
prise, and  stand  or  fall  with  the  Governor-General  in  the  present 
crisis,  notwithstanding  the  increased  cloudiness  of  our  political 
atmosphere.  I  would  rather  aid  as  a  private  individual,  and  as 
an  independent  volunteer  in  the  service  of  the  Crown  and 
country — as  I  have  been  on  former  occasions — than  be  placed 
in  any  official  situation. 

To  this  letter  Dr.  Ryerson  received  the  following  reply  from 
Mr.  Secretary  Higginson,  dated  12th  March : — I  am  directed  to 
convey  to  you  the  expression  of  the  Governor-General's  cordial 
thanks  for  the  public  spirited  offer  of  your  able  and  valuable 
services  in  the  present  crisis  of  public  affairs ;  an  offer  which 
His  Excellency  accepts  with  a  high  degree  of  satisfaction,  feel- 
ing confident  that  you  will  bring  most  efficient  aid  to  the 
Government. 

On  March  18th  Dr.  Ryerson  replied  to  this  note  from  Mr. 
Higginson.  He  said : — I  think  there  will  be  but  little  difficulty 
in  disentangling  the  question  from  the  perplexing  confusion  in 
which  it  has  been  involved,  and  placing  it  upon  the  true  issue  as 
to  a  government  of  party,  or  of  justice.  If,  in  elucidating  and 
applying  it,  I  can  incorporate  some  of  Lord  Brougham's  fulmi- 
nations  on  the  evil  of  party  with  my  own  conceptions,  I  may  be 
able  to  add  the  occasional  discharge  of  a  cannon,  or  the  bursting 
of  a  bombshell,  to  the  running  fire  of  ordinary  musketry.  Though 


1844]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  323 

I  am  no  stranger  to  contests,  I  cannot  divest  myself  of  palpita- 
tions at  the  approach  of  an  engagement.  When  once  the  fire 
has  commenced,  I  feel  but  little  concern  except  to  keep  cool  and 
good-natured,  and  to  have  an  ample  supply  of  ammunition  for 
all  exigencies — satisfied  of  the  righteousness  of  the  cause  and 
the  government  of  an  over-ruling  Providence. 

In  February  the  Rev.  John  Ryerson  wrote  to  Dr.  Ryerson  on 
the  Metcalfe  crisis,  and  said  : — 

While  I  believe  that  the  late  Executive  Council,  in  the  main,  and  in  prin- 
ciple, was  right,  and  Sir  Charles  wrong,  yet  I  am  very  far  from  endorsing  all 
that  the  Council  did  as  right.  I  think  that  they  should  not  have  resigned 
when  they  did.  I  think  they  were  guilty  of  a  breach  of  trust  in  throwing 
up  office  in  the  midst  of  a  session  of  Parliament,  and  when  many  important 
measures  were  pending.  I  think,  as  the  "  antagonism "  which  caused  the 
resignation  of  the  late  Council  existed  before  the  Parliament  was  convened, 
that  they  should  then  have  resigned,  or  remained  in  office  until  the  proroga- 
tion. .  . 

You  are  not  to  suppose  from  these  remarks  that  I  have  turned  politician, 
or  that  I  am  intermeddling  with  things  which  do  not  belong  to  me.  I  have 
been  endeavouring  to  attend  to  my  appropriate  work;  and.  though  continu- 
ally pressed  with  questions,  soliciting  my  opinions  respecting  passing  events, 
I  have  said  as  little  on  all  these  matters  as  possible,  and  I  am  identified  with 
no  party.  Indeed,  the  state  of  my  health  is  such  as  to  admonish  me  to  think 
about  other  things  than  worldly  politics,  and  I  blush  to  think  that  I  have 
written  so  much  respecting  them.  Powerfully  convincing  reasoning,  with 
truth  on  your  side,  might  produce  a  great  effect  among  our  people;  but  at  the 
present  more  than  nine-tenths  of  them,  in  these  western  parts,  are  the 
supporters  of  the  late  Executive  Council. 

In  reply  to  a  letter  from  his  brother  John,  asking  his  opinion 
on  the  pending  dispute  between  Sir  Charles  Metealfe  and  his 
late  Councillors,  Dr.  Ryerson  wrote  on  April  3rd,  and  said : — 

Of  the  general  measures  of  the  late  Council  I  cordially  ap- 
prove. I  cannot  say  so  of  their  dispute  with  the  Governor- 
General.  Of  the  policy  which  he  or  they  had  pursued,  I  have 
nothing  to  say.  In  tha"t  they  might  have  been  right,  and  he 
wrong.  But,  according  to  British  practice,  they  ought  to  have 
resigned  on  what  he  had  done,  and  not  on  what  he  would  not 
promise  to  do.  If  the  Crown  intended  to  do  just  as  they  de- 
sired the  Governor-General  to  do,  still  the  promise  ought  not 
to  be  given,  nor  ought  it  to  have  been  asked.  The  moment  a 
man  promises  to  do  a  thing  he  ceases  to  be  as  free  as  he  was 
before  he  made  the  promise.  It  is  essential  principle  that  in 
the  British  Constitution  that  the  Crown  should  be  free — should 
be  undefined  in  its  prerogative.  The  exercise  in  that  preroga- 
tive may  be  checked  in  various  ways  ;  but  to  bind  it  by  prom- 
ises is  to  infringe  its  constitutional  liberty.  If  the  Queen  were 
to  bind  herself  by  promise,  or  declaration,  that  she  would  Dot 
appoint  any  person  contrary  to  Sir  Robert  Peel's  advice,  how 
could  she  refuse  to  make  O'Connell  a  peer,  or  appoint  him  Lord 


324  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XL. 

Chancellor  of  England  if  Sir  Robert  were  to  insist  upon  it  ? 
How  could  she  ever  get  clear  of  Sir  Robert  by  differing  with 
him  on  a  question  of  policy,  if  she  were  to  bind  herself  before- 
hand to  act  according  to  his  advice  ?  Would  it  not  be  virtually 
giving  the  regal  power  into  his  hands  ? 

Dr.  Ryerson  then  proceeded  to  illustrate  the  views  which  he 
held  on  this  subject : — 

I  can  find  examples  in  English  History  since  1688,  of  British 
Sovereigns  having  done  just  as  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe  is  alleged 
to  have  done ;  I  can  also  find  examples  of  ministers  resigning 
on  account  of  what  such  Sovereigns  had  done ;  but  I  can  find  no 
example  of  any  minister  resigning  on  account  of  what  the 
Sovereign  would  not  promise  to  do  on  the  subject  of  consulta- 
tion and  possible  appointments. 

I  have  seen  it  alleged,  that  the  Governor-General  was  not  bound  to  act 
upon  the  advice  of  his  Council,  only  to  ask  it  before  he  made  any  appoint- 
ment. But  the  Governor-General  did  take  the  advice  of  the  Council,  in 
regard  to  the  appointments  of  the  Clerks  of  the  Peace,  both  in  the  Bathurst 
and  Dalhousie  districts.  Yet  he  is  blamed  as  much  for  not  acting  upon  it  as 
if  he  had  acted  without  taking  it.  But  in  Mr.  Hincks'  writings,  and  in  all 
the  papers  advocating  the  same  sentiments,  I  observe  that  it  is  contended 
that  the  Governor-General  should  act  upon,  as  well  as  take,  the  advice  of  his 
Council.  If  so,  what  is  he  but  their  amanuensis — the  recorder  of  their 
decrees  1 — the  office  which  Sir  Charles  Bagot  sustained  on  account  of  his 
illness  ;  but  whose  example,  in  such  circumstances,  can  not  be  laid  down  as 
a  general  rule. 

Responsible  government  was  a  mere  theory  with  the  late  Council,  or 
until  they  came  into  office  under  Sir  Charles  Bagot.  They  had  thought  and 
reasoned  about  it,  but  they  had  never  acted  upon  it,  until  then  ;  what  they 
learned  under  the  government  of  a  sick  and  dying  man  was  not  adapted  to 
make  them  perfect  practitioners.  So  they  were  about  as  wise  and  as  raw  in 
the  business.,  practically,  as  was  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe,  who  had  doubtless 
thought,  and  read,  and  reasoned  upon  the  subject  also.  The  unskilfulness 
of  inexperience,  with  good  intentions,  seems  to  me  to  have  been  evinced  in 
the  whole  proceeding.  . 

Of  course  it  was  considered,  on  the  impulse  of  the  moment,  good  policy  to 
take  a  stand  upon  the  principle  of  responsible  government,  and  not  upon  the 
propriety,  or  policy,  of  certain  appointments.  By  taking  the  latter  ground, 
all  might  be  lost;  by  taking  the  former  ground,  all  would  be  gained,  and  a 
great  deal  of  glory  too,  in  the  course  of  a  few  days,  or  a  few  weeks  at  most. 
But  it  has  turned  out  otherwise.  The  question  of  prerogative  has  been 
brought  up — a  constitutional  and  imperial  question.  As  such  the  British 
Government  have  decided  upon  it.  .  .  It  is  now  no  longer  a  question  be- 
tween the  late  Councillors  and  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe,  but  between  them  and 
Her  Majesty's  Government.  I  see,  therefore,  nothing  in  prospect  but  a 
renewal  of  the  scenes  of  1837,  and  1838,  only  on  a  larger  scale.  Whether 
the  point  contended  for  is  worth  that  price,  or  will  be  even  obtained  at  that 
price,  is  problematical.  I  see  no  alternative,  unless  some  enlightening,  heal- 
ing agency  interpose.  I  pray  for  the  safety  of  our  Zion  and  people,  espe- 
cially, while  I  implore  Divine  interposition  in  behalf  of  our  beloved  country. 

I  am  no  party  man — I  have  never  judged — I  cannot  judge  questions 
according  to  party,  but  according  to  constitutional  principles  and  history. 
On  the  first  blush  I  was  favourably  impressed  with  the  position  and  resigna- 


1844]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  325 

tion  of  the  late  council;  but  when  I  came  to  examine  their  position,  as  I  had 
done  Hon.  Mr.  Draper's  speech  on  the  University  question  by  the  light  of 
history  (it  being  a  new  question),  I  came  to  the  conclusions  that  I  have 
stated  above.  I  think  the  most  general  impression  in  the  country,  and  per- 
haps amongst  the  members  of  our  Church,  is  that  which  first  struck  my  own 
mind  ;  but  I  think  it  is  contrary  to  the  principles  and  practice  of  the 
British  Constitution. 

During  one  of  his  visits  to  Kingston,  early  in  1844,  Dr.  Ryer- 
son  called  at  the  office  of  his  old  friend,  Hon.  J.  H.  Dunn  (one  of 
the  late  Councillors),  who  had  desired  to  see  him.  Mr.  Dunn  was 
not  in  when  he  called.  He  therefore,  on  his  return  to  Cobourg 
addressed  him  as  follows: — My  brother  John  told  me  that  you 
had  asked  him  what  I  thought  of  the  late  differences  between 
the  Governor-General  and  his  Council.  After  all  that  I  have 
read  and  learned,  I  think  very  much  of  them  as  I  did  of  the 
differences  between  the  late  Lord  Sydenham  and  Hon.  Robert 
Baldwin.  You  then  asked  me  (at  the  Lambton  House)  whether 
I  approved  of  your  remaining  in  office,  or  of  Mr.  Baldwin's 
resigning.  You  will  recollect  my  reply,  that  I  thought  Mr. 
Baldwin  ought  to  have  waited  until  an  actual  difference  arose 
between  him  and  other  members  of  the  Council  on  some  measure, 
or  measures ;  and  that  he  ought  not  to  have  resigned  on  account 
of  an  alleged  want  of  confidence,  or  theoretical  difference  of 
opinion.  So  I  think  in  the  present  case.  After  stating  your 
views  to  Sir  Charles  Metcalf e,  you  ought  to  have  waited  until 
some  act,  or  acts,  had  taken  place  in  contravention  of  these 
views,  and  which  act,  or  acts,  you  were  not  disposed  to  justify ; 
or  if  you  thought  it  your  duty  to  resign  them,  it  appears  to  me 
you  should  have  resigned  on  some  acts  which  had  been  per- 
formed, and  which  you  would  not  justify,  and  on  the  policy  in- 
volved in  which  you  were  prepared  to  appeal  to  the  country. 
But  to  resign  upon  a  conversation,  and  not  upon  specific  admin- 
istrative acts,  appears  to  me  to  be  without  precedent.  It  has 
brought  up  the  question  of  prerogative,  the  constitutional 
decision  .of  which,  rests  of  course,  with  the  supreme  tribunals 
of  the  Empire.  I  think  Mr.  Baldwin's  conscientious  theoretical 
rigidness  has  led  to  an  error,  praiseworthy  in  its  motives,  but 
not  the  less  an  error — an  error  which  in  private  life  would  have 
attracted  no  attention,  but  in  public  life  makes  a  great  noise, 
and  may  lead  to  serious  consequences.  I  could  wish  with  all 
my  heart  that  you  were  in  your  late  office,  which  you  have  so 
long  and  so  faithfully  filled. 

In  a  note  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  on  various  matters,  dated  April 
10th,  Mr.  Civil  Secretary  Higginson  said: — 

The  Reform  League  in  Toronto  are  making  unusual  exertions,  and  as  you 
may  have  seen  by  their  late  resolutions,  no  longer  conceal  their  real  object, 
but  in  defiance  of  all  their  machinations,  and  they  are  not  over  scrupulous 


326  THE  STOBY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XL. 

as  to  their  means,  truth  and  honesty  of  purpose,  backed  by  loyal  hearts  and 
liberal  measures,  must  and  will  prevail. 

To  this  note  Dr.  Ryerson  thus  replied  on  the  12th  April : — 

I  think  the  public  feeling  in  Canada  West  is  now  stationary ; 
or  since  the  rumour  of  my  appointment  as  Superintendent  of 
Education  (and  how  it  got  afloat  I  cannot  imagine)  is  rather 
turning  in  favour  of  the  Governor-General.  The  reason  seems 
to  be  this :  The  opponents  of  His  Excellency  represent  him  as 
weak — as  supported  by  nobody  but  a  weak  ultra-party.  It  has 
been  alleged  by  both  my  friends  and  enemies,  that  whether 
the  best  or  worst  man  in  Canada,  I  have  not  hesitated  to  face  in 
succession  the  united  press  and  councils  of  each  of  the  two 
ultra-parties  in  Canada,  and  succeeded  in  each  instance  to  reduce 
them  from  a  large  majority  to  a  small  minority — deriving  no 
advantage  from  the  victories,  except  as  some  suppose,  the  plea- 
sure of  humbling  my  enemies.  It  is  the  impression  of  great 
numbers  of  persons,  and  to  an  extent  and  degree  which  has 
often  amused  me,  that  whatever  cause  I  espouse,  be  it  good  or 
bad,  will  succeed ;  and  that  I  never  undertake  a  thing,  however 
apparently  impracticable,  without  a  certainty  of  success.  Though 
such  a  feeling  increases  the  difficulty  of  every  step  of  a  man's 
career,  it  furnishes  him  with  capital  to  begin  with.  My  life 
having  been  bound  up  with  the  two  great  principles  of  consti- 
tutional monarchy  on  the  one  hand,  and  equal  civil  and  religious 
principles  in  Canada  on  the  other,  all  who  really  desire  such  a 
government,  without  regard  to  the  domination  of  a  party, 

.  .  seem  to  think  the  Governor-General  will  succeed  if 
I  have  resolved  to  espouse  his  government.  .  . 

From  this  state  of  mind  in  the  case  of  many  Reformers,  and 
from  what  I  have  learned  from  other  sources,  I  am  satisfied 
that,  notwithstanding  the  efforts  to  inflame  party  spirit — to  pro- 
duce party  blindness,  and  create  party  organizations — there  is 
still  a  spirit  of  candour  and  enquiry  (all  I  ask)  amongst  a  large 
portion  of  the  Liberal  party  which  will  furnish  an  ample 
fulcrum  for  a  lever  that  will  overthrow  the  enemy.  '  I  think 
that  June  will  probably  be  the  best  time  for  the  application  of 
such  a  lever.  The  opposition  can  do  nothing  more  at  present. 
June  is  rather  a  leisure  month  for  reading — the  hay  and  wheat 
harvest  will  come  on  in  July,  August  and  September, — during 
which  time  agitators  can  do  but  little,  and  then  I  suppose  wiLL 
come  the  session  of  the  Legislature.  I  hope  to  produce  a  vin- 
dication of  His  Excellency  that  will  do  no  discredit  to  him, 
and  shake,  if  not  confound,  his  enemies,  and  exhibit  such  a  plat- 
form of  government  as  will  appeal  to  every  candid,  common 
sense,  sound  British  subject,  best  adapted  to  promote  the  best 
interests  and  greatest  happiness  of  Canada.  .  . 


1844]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  327 

To  vindicate  injured  worth,  either  in  high  or  humble  life,  has. 
on  different  occasions,  afforded  me  peculiar  pleasure,  and  I  con- 
template, even  as  a  pleasing  task  (though  painful  from  the 
occasion)  the  purpose  and  opportunity  of  doing  so  in  respect  to 
so  noble  a  subject  and  so  good  a  cause  as  that  with  which  His 
Excellency  is  identified.  When  the  Government  once  assumes 
the  attitude  of  strength,  many  who  are  now  neutral,  or  perhaps 
professedly  leaning  to  the  apparently  stronger  party,  will  come 
over  avowedly  to  the  Crown.  The  timidity  of  the  secret  friends 
of  the  government  in  Lower  Canada  is  an  infirmity  (I  think  of 
a  majority  of  mankind)  which  requires  as  much  pity  as  it 
deserves  censure.  All  Greeks  are  not  Spartans.  Ten  men  seem 
to  be  made  for  work,  where  one  is  constituted  for  war.  I  have 
found  it  so  in  the  hour  of  peril ;  when  I  have  been  left  almost 
alone,  though  I  found  abundance  of  helping  and  co-operating 
friends  as  soon  as  the  tide  of  victory  began  to  turn  in  my 
favour.  I  think  it  will  be  so  with  the  government  in  less  than 
twelve  months — at  least  in  Upper  Canada.  The  League  organ- 
ization in  Toronto  is  the  most  formidable  affair  that  has  ever 
been  formed  in  western  Canada.  I  am  told  that  its  funds  are 
large  also, — several  thousand  pounds — but  I  think  its  power 
can  be  broken. 

In  a  note  to  Dr.  Kyerson  from  Mr.  Higginson,  dated  23rd  «f 
May,  he  said : — You  will  of  course  have  seen  the  manifesto  just 
hatched  and  brought  forth  by  the  League,  jesuitically  and 
cleverly  enough  put  we  must  admit;  it  will  no  doubt  be  widely 
circulated,  and  it  is  very  desirable  that  an  antidote  to  the  poison 
should  be  as  extensively  communicated  to  the  people ;  and  who 
in  the  province  is  so  capable  as  yourself  for  such  a  task  ?  If  you 
would  take  up  the  arguments  seriatim — you  could  prove  their 
fallacy  without  much  difficulty.  The  fabric  being  founded 
upon  misapprehension  and  falsehood,  must  go  with  a  run.  I 
confess  I  long  to  see  these  ambitious  party-men  unmasked. 


CHAPTER  XLI. 

1844. 

SIB  CHARLES  METCALFE  DEFENDED  AGAINST  HIS  COUNCILLORS. 

ON  the  27th  May,  1844,  Dr.  Ryerson  issued  the  first  part  of 
his  memorable  Defence  of  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe,  not  only 
against  the  attacks  of  his  late  Councillors,  but  also  against 
those  of  the  all-powerful  League  which  had  been  formed  against 
him  on  the  24th  March,  under  the  auspices  of  the  Toronto  Re- 
form Association.  The  Manifesto  of  that  famous  League  was 
dated  on  the  16th  May.  Its  issue  at  once  decided  Dr.  Ryerson 
to  enter  the  lists  in  defence  of  Sir  Charles,  and  the  prefatory 
note  to  his  rejoinder  was  written  on  the  27th  May.  From  the 
introductory  portion  of  it  I  make  the  following  extract : — 

Rev.  Egerton  Ryerson  .  .  proposes  .  .  to  prove  [from  the]  testi- 
mony of  his  late  Advisers  .  .  that  His  Excellency  is  entitled  to  the 
verdict  of  the  country  on  every  count  of  the  indictment  got  up  against  him. 

Sir  Charles  Metcalfe  may  say  to  the  people  of  Canada,  as  Themistocles 
said  to  the  Athenians  who  were  incensed  against  him,  "Strike,  but  hear  me  ! " 

.  .  If  Leonidas,*  with  three  hundred  Spartans,  could  throw  themselves 
into  the  Thermopylae  of  death  for  the  salvation  of  their  country,  it  would 
ill  become  one  humble  Canadian  to  hesitate  at  any  sacrifice,  or  shrink  from 
any  responsibility,  or  even  danger,  in  order  to  prevent  his  own  country- 
men from  rushing  into  a  vortex,  which,  he  is  most  certainly  persuaded,  will 
involve  many  of  them  in  calamities  more  serious  than  those  which  followed 
the  events  of  1837. 

The  following  account  of  this  memorable  controversy  was 
written  by  Dr.  Ryerson  himself.  It  has  been  slightly  abridged 
and  a  few  explanatory  notes  added  : — 

After  much  consideration,  but  without  consulting  any  human 
being,  I  determined  to  enter  the  arena  of  public  discussion  to 
set  forth  and  vindicate  the  true  principles  of  responsible  govern- 
ment, and  to  defend  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe,  as  I  had  before 
defended  Mr.  Bid  well,  from  the  unjust  attacks  made  upon  him ; 
and  I  published  an  introductory  paper  avowing  my  purpose. 
My  friends  generally  and  the  country  at  large  were  against  me. 
My  elder  brother,  John,  a  life-long  Conservative,  on  first  meeting 

*  By  a  singular  popular  error,  which  this  sentence  may  have  suggested,  it  was 
stated  and  generally  believed  that  the  Defence  of  Lord  Metcalfe  by  Dr.  Ryerson 
was  written  and  published  under  the  nom  de  plume  of  "  Leonidas." 


1844]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  329 

me  after  the  publication  of  that  introductory  paper,  said,  "  Eger- 
ton,  you  have  ruined  yourself,  for  nine-tenths  of  the  people  are 
opposed  to  the  Governor-General."  I  answered,  "  I  know  it ; 
but  I  believe  that  nine-tenths  of  the  people  are  mistaken,  and 
that  if  they  will  read  what  I  am  about  to  write  they  will 
think  as  I  do." 

The  contest  was  severe ;  the  ablest  and  most  meritorious 
public  men  in  the  province  were  arrayed  on  the  opposite  side ; 
but  I  felt  that  truth  and  justice  did  not  rest  on  numbers — that 
there  was  a  public,  as  well  as  an  individual,  conscience,  and  to 
that  conscience  I  appealed,  supporting  my  appeal  by  reference 
to  the  past  professions  of  Reformers,  the  best  illustrations  from 
Greek,  Roman,  and  English  history,  and  the  authority  of  the 
best  writers  on  constitutional  government,  and  moral  and  politi- 
cal philosophy,  and  the  highest  interests,  civil  and  social,  of  all 
classes  of  society  in  Upper  Canada.  For  months  I  was  certainly 
the  "  best  abused  man  "  in  Canada  ;  but  I  am  not  aware  that  I 
lost  my  temper,  or  evinced  personal  animosity  (which  I  never 
felt),  but  wrote  with  all  the  clearness,  energy,  and  fire  that  I 
could  command. 

The  general  elections  took  place  in  October,  1844,  and  in  all 
Upper  Canada  (according  to  the  Globe's  own  statement)  only 
eight  candidates  were  elected  in  opposition  to  Sir  Charles  Met- 
calfe !  Such  a  result  of  a  general  election  was  never  before,  or 
since,  witnessed  in  Upper  Canada. 

It  has  been  alleged  again  and  again,  that  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe 
was  opposed  to  responsible  government  and  that  I  supported 
him  in  it.  The  only  pretext  for  this  was,  that  in  the  contest  with 
Sir  Charles  Metcalfe  his  opponents  introduced  party  appoint- 
ments as  an  essential  element  of  responsible  government,  which 
they  themselves  had  disavowed  in  previous  years  when  advo- 
cating that  system  of  government.  The  doctrine  of  making 
appointments  according  to  party  (however  common  now,  with 
its  degenerating  influences)  was  then  an  innovation  upon  all 
previously  professed  doctrines  of  reformers,  as  I  proved  to  a 
demonstration  in  my  letters  in  defence  of  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe. 

Sir  Francis  Hincks,  in  an  historical  lecture  delivered  at  Mont- 
real, in  1877,  has  revived  this  charge  against  Sir  Charles  Met- 
calfe, and  has  attempted  to  create  the  impression  that  there  was 
a  sort  of  conspiracy  between  the  late  Earl  of  Derby  and  Lord 
Metcalfe  to  extinguish  responsible  government  in  Canada.  For 
such  an  insinuation  there  is  not  a  shadow  of  reason,  though  the 
author  may  have  thought  so,  from  his  strong  personal  feelings 
and  former  party  views,  as  one  of  the  actors  in  the  struggle. 

I  was  in  England  during  the  latter  part  of  1844  and  1845, 
when  the  Earl  of  Derby  was  Colonial  Secretary,  and  had  more 


330  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XLI. 

than  one  conversation  with  him  on  Canadian  affairs;  and  I  know 
that  the  Earl  of  Derby  had  no  more  intention  or  desire  to  abolish 
reponsible  government  in  Canada  than  had  Sir  Francis  Hincks 
himself.  The  Earl  of  Derby  had,  indeed,  fears  lest  the  party 
in  power,  under  the  new  system,  should  act  upon  the  narrow 
and  prescriptive  principles  and  spirit  of  the  old  tory  party,  and 
wished  to  see  that  with  the  new  system  an  enlarged  policy  would 
extinguish  the  hatreds,  as  well  as  the  proscriptions,  of  the  past, 
and  unite  all  classes  in  the  good  government  and  for  the 
advancement  of  the  country.  This  was  the  view  of  Lord  Met- 
calfe ;  and  this  was  the  view  advocated  in  my  letters  in  his 
defence,  which  may  be  appealed  to  in  proof  that  the  essence  of 
that  contest  was  not  responsible  government,  but  as  to  whether 
or  not  the  distribution  of  the  patronage  of  the  Crown  should 
be  dispensed  upon  the  principles  of  party,  or  on  those  of  justice 
and  morality. 

I  may  add  an  illustrative  and  curious  incident  on  this  sub- 
ject : — On  the  passing  of  the  Imperial  Act  for  confederating  the 
British  North  American  Colonies  into  the  Dominion  of  Canada, 
and  its  proclamation,  I  wrote  and  published  an  address  to  the 
people  of  Upper  Canada  in  1868,  suggesting  to  them  to  forget 
the  differences  of  the  past,  and  the  principles  and  spirit  in 
which  they  should  introduce  the  new  system  of  government, 
and  build  up  for  themselves  a  united  and  prosperous  nation. 
A  few  days  after  the  publication  of  this  address,  I  met  in  the 
street,  an  honourable  gentleman,  who  had  been  one  of  the  party 
opposed  to  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe,  a  member  of  a  Liberal  govern- 
ment, a  life-long  Reformer.    He  complimented  me  on  my  recent 
address  to  the  people  of  Upper  Canada ;  but  added,  "  The  great 
mistake  of  your  life  was  the  letters  you  wrote  in  defence  of 
Lord  Metcalfe."     I  answered,  "  Do  you  think  so  ?"     "  Yes,"  said 
he,  "  that  was  the  great  mistake  of  your  life."     "  And,"  said  I, 
"you  approve  of  my  recent  public  address  ?"  "Yes,"  he  answered, 
"  I  think  it  is  the  best  thing  you  ever  wrote."     "Well,"  said  I, 
"  do  you  know  that  that  address  with  the  exception  of  the 
introductory  and  concluding  paragraphs,  is  a  reproduction,  word 
for  word,  of  my  third  letter  in  defence  of  Lord  Metcalfe,  coun- 
selling my  fellow-countrymen  as  to  the  principles  and  spirit  in 
which  they  should  act  in  carrying  into  effect  the  then  new 
system  of  responsible  government !"     He  exclaimed,  "  It  cannot 
be !  I  have  these  letters."     I  said, "  It  can  be ;  and  it  is  so  ;  and 
if  you  will  compare  my  third  letter  in  defence  of  Lord  Metcalfe 
with  my  recent  address,  you  will  find  that  I  have  not  omitted 
an  illustration  from  Greek,  or  Roman,  or  English  history,  or  an 
authority  from  standard  writers,  on  political  or  moral  science, 
or  a  petition  or  address  from  Reformers  from  the  rebellion  of 


1844]  TEE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  331 

1837  to  the  establishment  of  responsible  government  under 
Lord  Sydenham  and  Sir  Charles  Bagot  in  1840-42 ;  that  I  have 
not  added  to,  or  omitted,  a  word,  but  have  repeated  verbatim  et 
literatim  in  1868,  in  regard  to  confederate  government,  what  I 
advised  the  people  of  Canada  in  1844  in  regard  to  responsible 
government.  And  now,  I  continued,  "  who  has  changed  ?  you  or 
I  ?"  "  Oh,"  he  said,  "  circumstances  alter  cases."  "  Truly,"  I 
said,  "  circumstances  alter  cases ;  but  circumstances  don't  change 
principles ;  I  wrote  on  the  principles  and  spirit  of  government 
irrespective  of  party."  On  such  principles  I  have  endeavoured 
to  act  throughout  my  more  than  half  a  century  of  public  life — 
principles,  the  maintenance  of  which  has  sometimes  brought  me 
into  collision  with  the  leaders  of  one  party,  and  sometimes  in 
opposition  to  those  of  another  party ;  but  principles  which  I 
have  found  higher  and  stronger  than  party. 

A  day  or  two  after  the  issue  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  first  paper  in 
defence  of  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe,  Hon.  Isaac  Buchanan  sent  to 
him  copies  of  letters  which  he  had  written  to  Hon.  Joseph 
Howe,  Halifax,  and  to  Civil  Secretary  Higginson,  Kingston,  on 
the  Metcalfe  controversy.  In  this  letter  he  said : — 

It  is  with  infinite  pleasure  that  I  see  you  have  publicly  come  out  to  tell 
the  truth  as  to  politics  and  public  men.  The  fact  is,  politics  in  a  new 
country  are  either  the  essential  principles  of  society  or  parish  business.  In 
both  cases  every  man  is  interested,  and  to  a  less  extent  than  in  an  old  state 
of  things,  where  in  a  hereditary  educated  class,  there  are  natural  guardians 
of  the  public  virtue.  Is  it  objectionable  that  clergymen  interefere  in  the 
arrangement  of  detail  for  the  happiness  of  the  country?  But  it  is,  as  I  have 
always  maintained,  their  most  imperative  duty  to  hold  and  express  an 
opinion  on  constitutional  politics.  The  priests  in  Lower  Canada,  from  not 
doing  so,  permitted  the  rebellion  of  1837.  I,  myself,  care  nothing,  and  never 
did  care  anything,  for  party  politics  in  Canada  ;  and,  in  my  mind,  the 
distinction  has  always  been  more  marked  between  these  and  constitutional 
politics  than  I  have  been  able  to  explain. 

Dr.  Ryerson  did  not  attend  the  opening  of  Conference  at 
Kingston,  in  June,  1844.  Mr.  Higginson  wrote  to  him  on  the 
12th  to  express  his  disappointment  at  not  seeing  him  there,  and 
added : — 

Of  your  letters — your  admirable  letters — I  only  hear  one  opinion,  that 
they  are  most  powerful,  unassailable  ;  and  this  the  opposition  press  appears 
to  find  them,  for  I  can  perceive  no  attempt  to  answer  the  convincing  argu- 
ments adduced  by  you.  They  merely  abuse  you  and  impugn  your  motives  : 
lying  and  misrepresentation  are  their  favourite  weapons. 

You  will  have  heard  of  the  discovery  of  the  Orange  Plot,  the  conspiracy 
between  Sir  C.  Metcalfe  and  Ogle  K.  Gowan  to  upset  the  Government ! 

We  had  a  very  satisfactory  communication  from  Lord  Stanley,  by  the  last 

Eicket,  entirely  approving  of  the  "  dignified  and  temperate  "  conduct  of  the 
overnor,  and  assuring  him  of  the  strenuous  support  of  Her  Majesty's 
Government,  in  resisting  the  "  unreasonable  and  exorbitant  pretensions  of 


832  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XLL 

the  late  Cabinet."  Shall  we  see  you  again  before  we  move  to  Montreal  ? 
Sir  Charles  goes  to  the  Falls,  and  then  returns  to  Kingston,  which  he  leaves 
on  the  20th  for  Montreal. 

From  Mr.  Higginson  Dr.  Ryerson  received  the  following 
interesting  letter,  dated  Montreal,  20th  July: — 

As  you  will  no  doubt  think  it  right,  after  you  complete  the  series  of  your 
admirable  and  unanswerable  letters,  to  expose  the  fallacy  and  falsehood  with 
which  Hon.  R.  B.  Sullivan,  as  "  Legion,"  endeavours  to  bolster  up  his  argu- 
ments in  reply  to  them,  1  think  the  enclosed  precis  of  a  conversation  that 
took  place  between  the  leader  of  the  French  party  in  the  late  Council  and 
myself,  early  in  May  last,  will  convince  you  that  His  Excellency  did  not 
write  his  despatch  of  the  23rd  of  that  month,  quoted  in  the  debate  by  Lord 
Stanley,  upon  insufficient  grounds,  or  in  ignorance  of  the  real  sentiments  and 
inclinations  of  his  then  advisers.  Letter  No.  5  of  "Legion,"  in  referring  to 
this  despatch,  charges  His  Excellency  with  what  he  calls  paraphrasing,  or,  in 
other  words,  misrepresentation,  as  no  men  in  their  senses  could  have  made 
such  demands  as  the  late  Council  are  stated  to  have  urged.  The  words  made 
use  of  by  His  Excellency  are  not  theirs,  it  is  true  ;  but  did  not  the  opinions 
expressed  by  Mr.  Lafontaine,  their  leader,  bear  out  the  assertion  ?  I  regret 
that  Lord  Stanley  did  not  quote  what  followed.  I  have  given  the  meaning, 
rather  than  the  words,  of  the  dictatorial  Councillor ;  but  I  have  not  in  the 
slightest  degree  exaggerated  the  substance  of  his  discourse.  I  ought  to  add 
that  the  conversation  originated  in  a  rumour  of  His  Excellency's  intending  to 
appoint  a  Provincial  Aide-de-camp,  of  whom  Mr.  Lafontaine  did  not  approve  ; 
and  that,  although  addressed  to  me,  I  could  only  suppose  that  it  was  intended 
for  the  ears  of  His  Excellency.  You  will,  of  course,  not  believe  the  newspaper 
statements  of  Sir  Charles  having  sent  for  Mr.  Lafontaine.  Ever  since  our 
arrival  here  the  French  party  have  been  urging  that  the  only  way  of  getting 
out  of  our  difficulties  is  by  allowing  Messrs.  Lafontaine  and  Baldwin  to  resume 
their  places — as  the  French  people  believe  that  they  cannot  enjoy  responsible 
government  without  them.  To  this  His  Excellency  cannot  consent.  What 
the  result  may  be  is  not  quite  clear  ;  our  future  plans  have  been  delayed  by 
this  negotiation,  which,  though  still  pending,  must  terminate  in  a  day  or  two. 
I  hope  that  under  any  circumstances  we  shall  be  able  to  meet  the  present 
Parliament,  if  not  with  a  majority,  at  least  with  a  strong  minority. 

The  following  is  the  Precis  to  which  I  refer  : — 

Mr.  Lafontaine  said  :  Your  attempts  to  carry  on  the  government  on  prin- 
ciples of  conciliation  must  fail.  Responsible  government  has  been  conceded, 
and  when  we  lose  our  majority  we  are  .prepared  to  retire  ;  to  strengthen  us 
we  must  have  the  entire  confidence  of  the  Govenror-General  exhibited  most 
unequivocally — and  also  his  patronage — to  be  bestowed  exclusively  on  our 
political  adherents.  We  feel  that  His  Excellency  has  kept  aloof  from  us. 
The  opposition  pronounce  that  his  sentiments  are  with  them.  There  must 
be  some  acts  of  his,  some  public  declaration  in  favour  of  responsible  govern- 
ment, and  of  confidence  in  the  Cabinet,  to  convince  them  of  their  error. 
This  has  been  studiously  avoided.  Charges  have  been  brought  against 
members  of  the  Council,  in  addresses,  and  no  notice  given  to  them,  viz.:  Mr. 
B.  was  even  mentioned  by  name,  or  at  least  by  office,  and  will  declare  on  the 
first  day  of  the  session  that  it  is  only  as  a  member  of  responsible  government 
that  he  for  one  would  consent  to  act.  If  he  supposed  for  a  moment  that  Sir 
Charles  could  introduce  a  different  system,  he  would  resign.  In  fact,  the 
Governor  ought  to  stand  in  the  same  position  towards  his  Cabinet  as  Her 
Majesty  does.  They  cannot  be  prepared  to  defend  his  acts  in  Parliament  if 
done  without  their  advice — instance  the  case  of  the  Collector  of  Customs' 
intended  dismissal.  No  new-comers  ought  to  be  appointed  to  office.  Declares 


1844]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  333 

his  disinterestedness,  as  his  party — i.  e.  the  French  Canadians — must  carry  the 
day.  The  Conservatives  would  be  just  as  ready  to  join  them  as  those  that 
have — has  no  desire  for  office  for  office's  sake.  If  the  Governor  does  not  take 
some  steps  to  denounce  and  show  his  disapprobation  of  Orangeism,  his  not 
doing  so  will  be  construed  into  the  reverse,  and  the  system  will  extend,  and 
bloodshed  will  follow.  The  other  party  will  organize — and  they  would  be 
great  fools  if  they  did  not — no  Orangemen  to  be  included  in  Commissions  of 
the  Peace — no  justice  at  present  for  Catholics  in  Upper  Canada.  A  law  for 
the  suppression  of  illegal  societies  does  exist,  but  very  difficult  to  discover 
members  of  them  and  to  execute  the  law.  Conciliation  is  only  an  attempt  to 
revert  to  the  old  system  of  government — viz  :  the  will  of  the  Governor.  It 
must  fail.  Lord  Stanley  decidedly  adverse  to  the  Lower  Canadians  ;  does 
not  forget  their  expunging  one  of  his  despatches  from  their  journals — it  was 
so  impudent.  Trusts  the  Home  Government  will  accept  the  proposed  civil 
list ;  they  will  never  have  so  large  a  one  offered  again.  In  conclusion,  Sir 
Charles  Metcalfe's  great  reputation  places  him  in  an  eminently  favourable 
position  for  carrying  out  Sir  Charles  Bagot's  policy,  by  which  alone  the  Pro- 
vince can  be  satisfactorily  governed.  A  declaration  by  Government  to  this 
effect  would  put  a  stop  to  political  agitation  which  the  opposition  keep  alive 
as  long  as  they  have  the  slightest  hopes  of  office — all  they  care  for.  Let  them 
know  that  the  game  was  up,  and  all  would  go  right,  and  many  come  round. 
The  differences  of  religion  in  Upper  Canada  will  always  prevent  amalgama- 
tion ;  you  must  make  them  all  ol  the  same,  like  ourselves  in  Lower  Canada. 
French  language  clause  in  Union  Bill  must  be  expunged. 

On  the  26th  July  Dr.  Ryerson  replied  to  Mr.  Higginson — 
I  shall  make  use  of  the  enclosure  Precis  in  substance  when 
I  come  to  reply  to  "Legion" — which  will,  of  course,  not  be 
until  he  shall  have  got  through  his  series. 

The  "Defence"  of  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe  consisted  of  nine 
papers,  in  which  the  whole  question  at  issue  was  fully  dis- 
cussed. In  concluding  the  ninth,  Dr.  Ryerson  said : — 

I  have  written  these  papers  .  .  as  a  man  who  has  no  temporal  interest 
whatever,  except  in  common  with  that  of  his  native  country — the  field  of  his 
life's  labours — the  seat  of  his  best  affections — the  home  of  his  earthly  hopes; 
— up  to  the  present  time  I  have  never  received  one  farthing  of  its  revenue. 
I  know  something  of  the  kinds  and  extent  of  the.  sacrifices  which  are 
involved  in  my  thus,  coming  before  the  public.  If  others  have  resigned 
office,  I  have  declined  it,  and  uhder  circumstances  very  far  less  propitious 
than  those  under  which  the  late  Councillors  stepped  out.  .  .  I  have  no 
interest  in  the  appointment  of  one  set  of  men  to  office,  or  in  the  exclusion  of 
any  other  man,  or  set  of  men,  from  office.  I  know  but  one  chief  end  of 
civil  government — the  public  good ;  and  I  have  one  rule  of  judging  the  acts 
and  sentiments  of  all  public  men — their  tendency  to  promote  the  public 
good.  .  .  I  am  as  independent  of  Messrs.  Viger,  Draper  and  Daly,  as  I 
am  of  Messrs.  Baldwin,  Sullivan  and  Hincks.  .  .  I  might  appeal  to  more 
than  one  instance  in  which  the  authority  and  patronage  of  the  Governor  did 
not  prevent  me  from  defending  the  constitutional  rights  of  my  fellow-subjects 
and  native  country.  .  .  The  independent  and  impartial  judgment  which 
I  myself  endeavour  to  exercise,  I  desire  to  see  exercised  by  every  man  in 
Canada.  I  believe  it  comports  best  with  constitutional  safety,  with  civil 
liberty,  with  personal  dignity,  with  public  duty,  with  national  greatness. 
With  the  politics  of  party — involving  the  confederacy,  the  enslavement,  the 
selfishness,  the  exclusion,  the  trickery,  the  antipathies,  the  crimination  of 
party,  no  good  man  ought  to  be  identified.  .  .  With  the  politics  of  govern- 


834  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP  XLI. 

merit — involving  its  objects,  its  principles,  its  balanced  powers,  its  operations 
— even  against  the  encroachments  of  any  party — every  British  subject  has 
much  to  do.  Civil  government,  as  St.  Paul  says,  "  is  an  ordinance  of  God." 
Every  Christian  .  .  is  to  see  it  not  abused,  or  trampled  under  foot,  or 
perverted  to  party  or  sectional  purposes ;  but  he  is  to  seek  its  application  to 
the  beneficent  ends  for  which  it  was  designed  by  our  common  Creator  and 
Governor.  Such  have  been  the  ends  for  which  the  people  of  Canada  have 
long  sought  its  application ;  such  have  been  the  ends  sought  by  the  Governor- 
General. 

Dr.  Ryerson,  in  his  letter  to  Mr.  Higginson  (26th  July)  said : 

I  have  now  concluded  my  defence  of  His  Excellency  against 
the  attacks  of  his  late  councillors.  I  have  done  the  best  I 
could.  As  to  its  influence  upon  the  public  mind,  I  am,  of 
course,  not  responsible.  I  cannot  compel  persons  to  read,  think, 
or  reason,  however  I  may  do  so  for  them.  In  some  places,  I  am 
told,  a  most  essential  change  has  taken  place  in  the  public 
mind,  in  consequence  of  the  perusal  of  my  letters.  In  other 
places,  passion  has  prevented  the  perusal  of  them,  and  numbers 
of  persons  have  just  become  calm  enough  to  desire  to*peruse 
them,  and  are  anxiously  waiting  for  the  pamphlet  edition. 

I  have  not  yet  heard  of  any  one  who  has  read  them  all,  who 
has  not  become  convinced  of  the  correctness  of  my  reasoning. 
But  it  is  the  opinion  of  persons  who  have  far  better  means  of 
judging  than  I  have,  that  the  effect  of  them  the  next  two 
months  will  be  much  greater  than  during  the  last  two  months. 
The  violent  feelings  which  the  whole  party  of  the  Leaguers 
sought  to  excite  against  myself  have,  to  a  great  extent,  subsided, 
and  a  spirit  of  inquiry  and  reflection  is  returning  to  the  public 
mind.  I  believe  nothing  has  been  done  to  circulate  my  articles 
among  the  mass  of  the  people — beyond  the  ordinary  newspaper 
agency.  I  believe  that  were  my  ninth  number  itself  printed 
and  widely  circulated  in  Upper  Canada  in  tract  form,  it  would 
prepare  the  way  for  the  success  of  a  just  administration,  con- 
sisting of  any  persons  whom  His  Excellency  might  select — at 
least  so  far  as  the  great  majority  of  the  people  of  Western 
Canada  is  concerned.  I  think  the  decision  of  the  Imperial 
Government  on  the  whole  question  should  be  laid  before  the 
Legislature  in  a  despatch.  The  matter  would  be  thus  brought 
to  a  single  issue,  and  I  doubt  not  but  the  prerogative  would  be 
placed  upon  the  true  foundation. 

To  proceed  again  to  legislation,  without  a  distinct  settlement 
of  this  question,  appears  to  me  derogatory  to  the  dignity  of  the 
Crown  itself  (both  in  England  and  Canada)  and  unsafe  io 
every  respect ;  and  unjust  to  both  His  Excellency  and  to  all 
who  have  supported  him.  I  think  also  that  the  Hon.  Mr. 
Draper  ought  (if  necessary)  to  be  supported  as  strongly  as  ever 
George  III.  supported  Mr.  Pitt  Mr.  Draper  has  thrown  himself 


1844]  THE  STORY  OF  M7  LIFE.  335 

into  the  breach,  and  defended  and  supported  the  Government 
in  no  less  than  three  emergencies,  when  others  have  abandoned, 
and  even  sought  to  overthrow  it.  I  think  that  Mr.  Draper 
ought  not  to  be  made  a  sacrifice,  without  an  appeal  to  the 
people.  Much  prejudice  and  passion  have,  of  course,  been 
excited  by  the  Leaguers  since  last  January,  and  they  have 
formed  a  regular  and  extensive  organization;  but  a  reaction 
has  already  commenced  ;  the  backbone  of  their  power  is  broken. 
They  can  form  branches,  associations,  and  threaten  us  as  they 
did  a  few  months  ago ;  but  not  a  few  amongst  themselves  are 
wavering.  If  the  Government  will  act  with  liberality  and 
energy,  and  the  Home  Government  transmit  an  official  decision 
on  the  question  at  issue,  to  be  first  submitted  to  the  Legislature 
and  then  to  the  people,  I  believe  His  Excellency's  exertions 
will  be  crowned  with  a  glorious  victory,  to  his  own  credit,  the 
honour  of  the  British  Crown,  the  strengthening  of  our  con- 
nection with  the  Mother  Country,  and  the  great  future  benefit 
of  Canada. 

As  to  myself :  when  I  commenced  this  discussion  I  did  not 
know  what  might  be  my  own  fate  in  respect  to  it.  I  wished, 
at  least,  to  do  my  duty  to  my  family ;  to  quiet  their  apprehen- 
sion, and  not  embarrass  and  distrust  my  own  mind,  while 
undertaking  a  task  of  so  great  magnitude. 

In  regard  to  the  past :  I  have  completed  my  task  to  the  best 
of  my  humble  ability.  The  satisfaction  of  having  done  my 
duty  is  all  the  acknowledgment  or  commendation  I  desire,  or 
can  receive.  With  my  present  experience,  I  might  perform  the 
task  in  a  manner  more  worthy  of  the  subject,  and  more  to  my 
own  satisfaction.  •  I  hope,  however,  an  occasion  for  such  a 
discussion  may  not  occur  again  in  Canada.  The  hostile  personal 
feelings  excited  against  me  in  some  quarters  will,  I  hope,  be 
lived  down  in  time.  The  disclosures  which  have  been  made  of 
the  alleged  sins  of  my  public,  and  even  private  life,  have  not,  I 
trust,  brought  to  light  one  dishonourable  act,  one  republican  or 
unconstitutional  sentiment,  even  under  the  severest  provoca- 
tions, and  grossest  abuse. 

Dr.  Ryerson  had  written  to  the  Governor-General  early  in 
August  on  several  matters.  He  received  a  reply  from  Mr.  Secre- 
tary Higginson  on  the  loth  of  that  month.  In  it  he  says  : — 

The  Governor-General  looks  forward  to  the  pleasure  of  seeing  you  soon, 
when  he  will  have  an  opportunity  of  personally  expressing  his  warmest 
thanks  for  your  admirable  and  unanswerable  letters  in  defence  of  the  Queen's 
Government.  His  Excellency  feels  very  much  indebted  to  you  for  the  zeal 
and  ability  that  enabled  you  to  perform,  in  so  truly  an  efficient  manner, 
the  arduous  task  which  your  patriotism  and  public  spirit  induced  you  to 
undertake.  Upon  other  important  subjects  adverted  to  in  your  letter,  His 
Excellency  will  be  very  happy  to  have  personal  communication  with  you 


THE  8TOEY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XLI. 

when  you  come  down.  Our  object  now  is  to  complete  the  Council,  as  far  as 
may  be  practicable,  without  the  body  of  the  French  party,  who  doggedly 
refused  to  take  part  in  any  Administration  of  which  Messrs.  Lafontaine  and 
Baldwin  are  not  members.  Mr.  William  Smith,  of  the  Montreal  Bar,  accepts 
the  Attorney-Generalship,  for  the  duties  of  which  he  is  said  to  be  well  quali- 
fied. He  is  a  Liberal  in  politics,  and  has  always  been  looked  on  as  a  friend 
of  the  French  party.  The  Hon.  Mr.  Morris  is  willing  to  take  the  Receiver- 
Generalship,  and  I  hope  that  Mr.  W.  H.  Merritt  wfll  now  find  himself  at 
liberty  to  join  the  Council.  The  Crown  Lands  Department  will  still  remain 
unfilled  ;  and  perhaps  it  is  well  that  that  door  should  be  still  kept  open. 

Mr.  Billa  [now  Hon.  Senator]  Flint,  of  Belleville,  in  a  letter 
dated  14th  August,  in  correcting  an  error  in  one  of  Dr.  Ryer- 
son's  Metcalf e  letters  on  a  matter  of  fact,  adds  : — 

I  hope  soon  to  read  your  pamphlet,  but  in  not  reading  your  letters  hereto- 
fore, I  have  been  enabled  to  answer  the  attacks  of  your  enemies,  not  on  the 
grounds  of  a  consent,  but  upon  other,  and  I  trust  better  ground,  that  of  not 
condemning  a  man  unheard,  as  is  the  case  in  this  part  of  the  community,  and 
as  I  have  stated  that  you  must  be  near  right  from  the  fact  that  your  enemies 
dare  not  publish  your  productions. 

With  a  view  to  aid  Dr.  Ryerson  in  his  personal  defence,  Hon. 
Isaac  Buchanan  wrote  to  him  on  the  22nd  August,  and  said : — 

As  I  think  you  may  feel  called  on  to  answer  the  personal  attacks  made 
upon  you,  or,  at  all  events,  to  defend  the  ministerial  character  from  those 
who  deprive  it  of  all  manliness  and  independence,  I  send  you  Hethering- 
ton's  "  History  of  the  Church  of  Scotland."  On  one  page,  and  in  the  note 
referred  to,  you  will  find  the  methods  and  conduct  of  Knox  explained.  It 
will  be  the  best,  as  well  as  the  most  truthful  policy  on  your  part,  to  show 
your  agreement  with  this  great  character.  The  effect  will  be  great,  not  only 
on  the  Methodist  Scotch,  but  all  other  Scotch  in  the  Colony,  for  we  are  all 
for  national,  instead  of  party,  freedom  ;  we  prefer  our  country  to  our  party. 

It  may  be  my  fondness  for  my  country;  but  I  think  no  other  country,  or 
people,  have  ever  shown  that  indomitable  love  of  equal  justice  and  rational, 
because  national  freedom,  as  opposed  to  party  supremacy,  as  we  have  done 
in  Scotland. 

I  feel  sure  that  you  may  make  some  happy  illustrations  from  Hethering- 
ton's  History  to  enlighten  the  public  on  the  present  state  of  affairs,  when  we 
are  about  to  be  enthralled  by  party  tyranny,  and  do  much  to  revive  the 
spirit : 

11  Ne'er  will  I  quail  with  down-cast  eye 
Beneath  the  frown  of  tyranny; 
In  freedom  I  have  lived,  in  freedom  I  will  die." 

The  history  of  our  Church  is  not  only  the  history  of  Scotland,  but  the  history 
of  the  world's  freedom  from  the  tyranny  of  men,  or  parties. 

Dr.  Ryerson  had  written  to  His  Excellency  in  regard  to 
the  issue  of  his  letters  in  a  pamphlet  with  a  full  index.  To 
this  letter  Mr.  Higginson  replied  on  the  19th  August : — 

I  am  desired  by  His  Excellency  to  repeat  his  thanks  for  your  continued 
exertions  in  support  of  Her  Majesty's  Government. 

Your  index  to  the  pamphlet  will  be  exceedingly  useful.  I  should  like 
very  much  to  have  the  pamphlet  translated  into  French,  for  the  benefit  of 
the  Lower  Canadians,  and  perhaps  I  shall  be  able  to  accomplish  it.  I  should 
be  obliged  by  your  ordering  a  few  hundred  copies  to  be  sent  to  me  for  distri- 
bution in  the  Eastern  Townships. 


CHAPTER   XLI1. 

1844—1845. 

AFTEH  THE  CONTEST. — REACTION  AND  RECONSTRUCTION. 

DR.  RYERSON  naturally  took  a  deep  interest  in  political 
affairs  at  this  time,  and  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe  kept  him 
fully  informed  of  events  transpiring  at  the  seat  of  Government. 
In  a  letter,  dated  19th  August,  1844,  Mr.  Civil  Secretary  Higgin- 
son  said  to  him  : — 

You  will  be  glad  to  hear  that  Hon.  D.  B.  Papineau  accepts  a  seat  in 
the  Council.  The  Inspector-General  and  Solicitor-General  of  Lower  Canada 
are  the  only  offices  unprovided  for.  As  to  Mr.  W.  H.  Merritt,  the  state  of 
his  private  affairs  may  operate  in  his  case,  as  in  that  of  Mr.  Harrison.  If  it 
should  prove  so,  the  Hon.  James  Morris  may  be  induced  to  join  the  Council, 
and  a  very  worthy  representative  of  the  Upper  Canada  Constitutional  Re- 
formers he  would  be.  Whether  the  present  Parliament  is  to  be  met  again,  or 
to  be  dissolved,  remains  for  discussion.  Sir  Charles  inclines  to  meet  them, 
and  I  think  we  can  do  with  a  majority,  albeit  a  small  one,  to  support  the 
Government. 

Mr.  Higginson  wrote  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  Sept.  8th,  and  said : 
Dissolution  or  no  dissolution,  still  undetermined  Thorburn  declines  office. 

We  must  have  an  Inspector-General,  and  from  the  Upper  Canada  Liberals. 

Where  are  we  to  find  one  fit  for  the  duties? 

Dr.  Ryerson  addressed  a  letter,  on  the  10th  September,  to  Hon. 
W.  H.  Draper,  in  reply  to  Mr.  Higginson's  note — 

I  need  scarcely  say  that  I  congratulate  you  most  heartily  on  your  formal 
appointment  as  Attorney-General,  and  on  the  important  additions  which  have 
been  made  to  your  strength  in  the  Council.  Would  not  Mr.  Scobie  make  a 
good  Inspector-General  ?  He  is  said  to  be  a  good  financier.  His  private 
character,  sound  principles,  and  moderate  feelings,  are  all  that  you  could 
desire.  After  much  reflection,  and  conversation  with  some  judicious  persons 
who  have  travelled  more  than  I  have  throughout  the  country,  and  have  better 
opportunities  of  forming  an  opinion  than  I  have,  I  am  inclined  to  think  that 
you  will  gain  much  more  than  you  can  lose,  by  meeting  the  present  Parlia- 
ment, and  declaring  your  views,  and  taking  your  stand  upon  the  true  principles 
of  responsible  government.  I  make  these  remarks,  because  I  spoke  rather 
in  favour  of  a  dissolution  when  I  saw  you  last 

To  this  letter  Hon.  W.  H.  Draper  replied,  on  the  17th : — 
I  acknowledge  the  force  of  your  arguments  against  a  dissolution,  but  at  the 
same  time  it  appears  to  me  you  have  not  weighed  the  arguments  on  the 
other  side.     These  may  be  concisely  stated.     1st.  That  the  ensuing  session 
22 


838  THE  STOEY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XLII. 

•will  be  one  certainly  preceding  a  general  election,  and  therefore,  ono  in 
which  popular  doctrines  have  their  fullest  force.  2nd.  That  members  hav- 
ing committed  themselves  by  the  vote  of  last  session  would  fear  to  retrace 
their  steps  and  brave  the  chagre  of  inconsistency  at  such  a  time.  3rd.  That 
the  ex-ministers  would  have  an  opportunity,  which  they  would  not  neglect, 
of  presenting  a  new  question  for  the  country.  You  liave  sickened  them  of 
the  first  question;  they  would  like  a  second,  oetter  selected,  if  they  could  get 
it.  For  example,  if  they  moved  a  committee  to  inquire  how  the  Govern- 
ment has  been  administered  during  the  last  ten  months,  would  they  not  be 
very  likely  to  carry  it  1  Information  can  do  no  harm;  enquiry  is  a  right  of 
the  House,  etc.,  etc.  Who  would  venture  to  oppose  when  the  committee 
was  granted?  No  business  would  be  done  till  it  had  reported.  Whatever 
the  report — and  if  they  got  a  majority  on  the  committee,  we  may  judge  its 
character — their  point  would  be  gained,  and  they  would  have  a  new  issue  to 
try  before  the  country;  a  new  topic  of  inflammatory  harangue,  and  studious 
.misrepresentation.  Whether  this  would  be  their  move  I  cannot  say,  but 
they  would  do  something  tending  to  a  similar  end.  The  experience  of  1836 
will  teach  them  not  to  make  a  dead  set  against  doing  business,  or  granting 
supplier,  etc.  They  will  make  that  a  consequence,  and  if  possible  force  the 
Government  to  a  dissolution,  thus  casting  the  onus  of  doing  no  public  busi- 
ness on  the  Government.  Again,  although  not  meeting  the  present  House 
may  be  considered  as  an  admission  of  inferiority  there,  I  think  this  less 
injurious  than  that  the  new  Administration  should  be  beaten  there;  and  I 
cannot  in  any  way  anticipate  a  different  result.  Alter  going  over  the  list  in 
every  way  I  see  no  just  ground  for  hoping  for  victory  there.  Again,  of  those 
in  whom  we  might  place  some  hope  of  a  vote  in  a  crisis,  there  are  some  who 
will  not  be  in  their  places.  Col.  Prince  certainly  will  not,  and  1  doubt 
much  if  Hon.  W.  H.  Merritt,  or  Mr.  Thorburn  can.  Does  no  other  Upper 
Canadian  Reformer  suggest  himself  ?  I  confess  that  I  am  at  a  great  loss. 
Neither  Harrison  nor  Merritt  can  take  office,  as  they  say,  because  of  their 
private  affairs.  Hon.  James  Morris  has  given  up  politics.  I  have  not 
failed  to  note  your  observation  respecting  Mr.  Scobie,  and  have  brought  the 
matter  before  the  Council 

To  this  letter  Dr.  Eyerson  replied  on  the  19th  September : — 

You  will  observe  that  my  remarks  had  reference  almost  exclusively  to  the 
best  means  of  augmenting  the  elective  suffrage  in  favour  of  the  Government. 
The  facilities  for  circulating  knowledge  amongst  the  mass  of  the  people  are 
so  very  imperfect,  that  it  takes  a  long  time,  and  great  exertions,  evi  n  out  of 
the  ordinary  channel,  to  inform  the  great  body  of  the  people  on  any  subject 

In  the  present  instance,  the  Tory  party,  although  they  approve  of  my  letters, 
do  not  take  pains  to  circulate  them  gratuitously.  It  is  amongst  the  persons 
opposed  to  the  Governor-General,  that  the  reading  of  them  is  the  most  impor- 
tant That  class  of  persons  cannot  be  supposed  to  be  very  solicitous  to  pro- 
cure publications  against  their  own  sentiments  and  feelings,  although  they — 
at  least  very  many  of  them — would  readily  read  them  if  they  were  put  into 
their  hands.  I  have  scarcely  heard  of  an  individual  who  has  read  all  my 
letters  who  does  not  adept  the  sentiments  of  them — how  strong  soever  his 
feelings  might  be  against  the  Governor-General.  It  was  with  a  view,  there- 
fore, of  gaining  over  to  the  Government  a  larger  portion  of  the  electors,  that 
1  proposed  delay,  and  the  intermediate  means  of  fully  informing  the  public 
mind. 

From  the  considerations  which  you  assign,  I  do  not  see  that  you  can  do 
otherwise  than  dissolve  the  House.  I  can  easily  conceive  how  some  persons 
can  absent  themselves  from  a  short  session,  and  thus  weaken  the  Government 
more  than  others  could  strengthen  it  by  their  presi-nce  and  support;  and  that 
popular  movements  may  be  devised  to  shift  the  question  and  embarrass  you. 


1844-45]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  .139 


You  will  probably  not  gain  as  many  elections  now  as  you  would  six  months 
or  three  months  hence;  but  what  you  may  not  gain  in  numbers  you  may 
gain  in  the  moderation  of  new  members,  or  in  a  new  House  j  especially  if 
you  can  reduce  the  majorities  of  opposition  members  who  may  be  returned, 
and  hold  before  them  in  a  new  House  the  possibility  of  a  .second  dissolution. 

Dr.  Ryerson  then  sums  up  his  suggestions  as  follows : — 
The  great  question  then  is,  How  can  you  come  before  the 
country  forthwith  to  the  best  advantage  ?  I  would  take  the 
liberty  of  offering  the  following  suggestions,  which  have  pro- 
bably occurred  to  yourself,  with  others  that  I  shall  not  mention : 
1.  Ought  not  the  views  of  the  Government,  on  the  great  ques- 
tions, be  put  forth  in  some  more  authoritative,  or  formal  and 
imposing  way,  than  has  yet  been  adopted?  I  know  not  whether 
it  would  be  in  order  for  the  Governor-General  to  issue  a  procla- 
mation in  some  such  form  as  Lord  Durham  adopted,  when  he 
made  his  extraordinary  appeal  to  the  inhabitants  of  British 
North  America.  In  such  a  document,  whatever  ought  to  be  the 
form  of  its  promulgation,  the  question  and  doctrine  of  respon- 
sible government  should  be  stated  with  an  explicitness  that 
will  leave  the  ex-Council  party  no  room  to  cavil,  or  justify 
further  resistance  on  that  subject.  You  have  this  advantage, 
that  you  can  state  your  case  as  you  please,  and  as  fully  as  you 
please,  to  the  country.  2.  Ought  there  not  to  be  more  effective 
means  used  than  have  yet  been  employed  to  circulate  the  refu- 
tations of  the  ex-Council's  publications  amongst  their  own 
supporters  ?  Every  one  you  gain  from  that  side  counts  two,  in 
more  ways  than  one.  And  from  what  I  have  understood,  I  am 
persuaded  the  chief  desideratum  is  to  furnish  them  with  the 
refutations  of  the  attacks  of  the  late  Councillors.  A  proper 
improvement  of  means  for  nearly  two  months  might  accomplish 
a  great  deal,  and  would  soon  reduce  them  to  a  minority,  in  a 
large  majority  of  the  counties  in  Upper  Canada. 

On  the  18th  September,  Mr.  Higginson  wrote  to  Dr.  Ryerson: 

The  question  of  meeting  the  present  Parliament,  or  of  going  to  the  people, 
has  at  last  been  decided  in  favour  of  the  latter  measure.  There  was  so  much 
to  be  said,  pro  and  con,  that  it  was  a  most  difficult  point  to  decide.  If  the 
Government  could  have  reckoned  with  any  degree  of  certainty  upon  a 
majority  in  the  House,  which  they  unfortunately  could  not,  there  would 
have  been  the  strongest  reasons,  as  your  brother  so  forcibly  put  them,  for 
not  dissolving.  Your  suggestion  to  Hon.  Mr.  Draper  as  to  Mr.  Scobie  filling 
the  Inspector-Generalship,  engages  the  attention  of  His  Excellency  and  the 
Council.  Can  the  gentleman  referred  to  command  a  seat  1  I  fear  not. 

They  complain  of  a  great  want  of  information  in  the  Colborne  District.  I 
mean  Dr.  Gilchrist's  portion  of  it,  where  they  see  nothing  but  the  Peter- 
borough Chronicle.  Mr.  Hickson  may  be  depended  on  as  far  as  he  can  be  of 
use  in  circulating  some  of  your  wholesome  truths.  As  there  will  now  be  no 
opportunity  of  speaking  to  the  people  from  the  Throne  previous  to  'the 
elections,  some  other  mode  must  be  taken  to  ensure  our  not  coming  before 
the  country  upon  a  wrong  issue,  and  such  language  used  as  the  masses  can 


340  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XLTI. 

readily  comprehend.     It  is  to  the  electors  we  must  look  for  victory,  and  that 
Sir  Charles  Metcalfe  will  triumph  I  entertain  no  doubt. 

In  acknowledging  an  official  letter  to  His  Excellency,  Mr. 
Higgins  on(October  10th)  informed  Dr.  Ryerson  that  he  should 
receive  an  official  reply  through  Mr.  Daly.  He  then  added : — 

I  doubt  not  that  you  will  outlive  all  the  abuse  that  foul-mouthed  radicalism 
can  heap  upon  you. 

It  is,  as  you  know,  impossible  to  calculate  with  any  degree  of  certainty 
upon  the  results  of  the  elections  until  the  polls  are  tested;  but,  I  think  I 
may  assert  with  safety  that  our  prospects  in  Lower  Canada  are  by  no  means 
so  discouraging  as  our  enemies,  and,  I  believe,  some  of  our  friends,  would 
make  it  appear.  Of  the  latter,  there  is  a  class  that  stand  still  with  their 
arms  folded,  fancying  that  there  must  be  a  majority  against  the  Government, 
and  that  it  will  be  taken  by  the  Home  authorities  as  an  evidence  of  the 
impossibility  of  working  responsible  government. 

In  sending  letters  of  introduction  to  friends  in  England, 
Hon.  George  Moffatt,  of  Montreal,  wrote  to  Dr.  Ryerson  in  Octo- 
ber to  say : — 

As  to  the  result  of  the  Metcalfe  contest,  returns  have  been  received  from 
more  than  half  of  the  constituencies  in  the  two  sections  of  the  Province,  and 
it  is  gratifying  to  find  that  the  Governor-General  is  assured  of  having  a  good 
working  majority  in  the  Assembly.  I  have  no  fears  about  him,  and  my  only 
anxiety  now  is  that  things  may  not  be  again  grossly  mismanaged  at  the 
Colonial  OflBce.  Unfortunately,  however,  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe's  health  is 
very  precarious,  and  should  he  resign,  it  will  be  of  the  utmost  importance 
that  a  statesman  of  ability  and  character  should  be  sent  out  to  succeed  him. 

I  drew  your  attention  to  the  ungrateful  conduct  of  the  returned  exiles, 
generally  ;  and  if  proof  were  wanting  of  the  entire  failure  of  the  conciliation 
system  in  this  section  of  the  Province,  it  would  only  be  necessary  to  refer  to 
the  active  part  taken  by  these  men  in  the  late  contest. 

Hon.  Peter  McGill,  of  Montreal,  in  his  letter  of  introduction 
to  Sir  Randolph  Routh,  thus  referred  to  Dr.  Ryerson  : — 

The  Rev.  Egerton  Ryerson,  with  whose  name  you,  and  every  one  con- 
nected with  Canada,  must  be  familiar,  has  recently  been  doing  the  State  some 
service,  by  his  eloquent  writings  in  defence  and  vindication  of  Sir  Charles 
Metcalfe's  Government,  and  in  support  of  law,  order,  and  British  Connection. 

Having  applied  to  His  Excellency  for  letters  of  introduction 
to  parties  in  England,  Mr.  Secretary  Higginson  writes : — 

I  have  the  pleasure  to  enclose  an  introduction  from  His  Excellency  to  Lord 
Stanley,  and  letters  to  old  friends  of  his  and  mine,  Mr.  Trevelyan,  of  the 
Treasury,  and  Mr.  Mangles,  M.P. 

How  nobly  and  strongly  Upper  Canada  has  come  out !  She  will  send  us 
at  least  thirty  good  men  and  true,  who  will  not  be  overawed  by  a  French 
faction.  From  this  section  of  the  Province  we  shall  have,  on  the  lowest  calcu- 
lation, thirteen  or  fourteen,  which  gives  us  a  majority  of  five  or  six  to 
commence  with,  and  that  will  doubtless  increase. 

From  no  one  did  Dr.  Ryerson  receive  during  the  Metcalfe 
contest  more  faithful  and  loving  counsel  then  from  his  old 
friend,  Rev.  George  Ferguson.  Mr.  Ferguson  had  been  a  brave 


1844-45]  THE  STGRY  OF  MY  LIFE.  341 

soldier  before  he  entered  the  ministry,  in  1816,  and  he  was,  up 
to  the  time  of  his  death,  in  1857,  a  valiant  soldier  of  the  cross. 
In  a  letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  in  September,  1844,  he  said  : — 

My  esteemed  friend,  beloved  brother,  (and  may  I  add)  dear  son  :  These 
epithets  you  know  come  from  a  warm  heart ;  a  heart  of  friendship,  affection, 
and  love,  without  dissimulation.  If  you  have  a  friend  in  this  little  wicked 
and  deceitful  world  it  is  George  Ferguson.  I  have  watched  you  in  all  your 
movements  from  first  to  last  with  great  anxiety  and  deep  concern.  Your 
welfare  and  prosperity  I  have,  do,  and  will  rejoice  in  ;  and  when  you  are 
touched  in  character,  or  otherwise,  I  feel  it  acutely.  When  I  understood 
what  you  intended  to  undertake,  and  hearing  the  clamour  among  the  people, 
I  felt  awful,  not  that  I  i'eared  that  any  production  or  argument  coming  from 
your  pen  would  be  controverted  successfully.  I  believe  that  your  last  pro- 
duction is  unanswerable  on  logical,  constitutional,  and  fair,  honest  principles, 
but  I  was  afraid  that  it  would  not  accomplish  the  end  for  which  it  was 
designed;  for  the  people,  generally,  had  run  mad,  formerly  by  the  word 
"  reform,"  and  now  they  are  insane  by  the  word  "  responsible."  I  fear  that 
the  Governor  will  lose  the  elections  in  Canada  West.  Your  pamphlet  may, 
it  is  true,  be  a  text  book  to  the  next  Parliament,  and  keep  them  right  from 
fear.  I  was  not  afraid  that  you  had  committed  yourself  with  the  Conference 
and  the  Church  after  all  the  fuss  preachers  and  people  made  in  this  respect, 
(and  I  ain  of  opinion  many  would  have  been  glad  of  it)  but  I  had  my  serious 
fears  that  it  would  injure  your  enjoyments  in  religion,  and  be  a  source  of 
temptation  that  would  cause  you  to  leave  the  ministry.  But  I  hope  and 
pray  that  one  who  has  stood  against  all  the  bribes,  baits,  and  offers  made  to 
buy  him,  when  but  a  boy,  will  be  upheld.  Oh  !  no,  no  ;  having  Christ  in 
the  soul,  walking  with  God,  having  secret  communion  and  fellowship  with 
the  Deity  continually,  with  your  talents  and  qualifications,  what  a  treasure 
to  the  Church  !  and  the  good  you  would  be  made  the  happy  instrument  of 
doing !  This  is  true  honour,  real  dignity,  true  popularity,  and  eternal  wealth. 
I  would  rather  go  to  the  grave  with  you  dying  well,  than  ever  hear  that  my 
beloved  Egerton  was  lost  to  the  Church.  But,  my  dear  son,  you  have  need 
to  watch,  to  stand  fast,  to  be  strong,  and  acquit  thyself  as  a  man;  to  have  an 
eye  single  to  the  glory  of  the  Lord,  to  keep  the  munition,  to  watch  the  way. 
You  never  will  be  out  of  danger  till  you  get  to  heaven.  Be  much  in  secret 
prayer  and  communion  with  your  Maker.  These  simple  truths  come  from  a 
father  in  his  29th  year  of  his  ministry — one  that  is,  in  every  sense  of  the 
word,  superannuated,  and  one  that  wUl  shortly  be  known  no  more. 


Hon.  R.  B.  Sullivan  (under  the  nom  de  plume  of  "  Legion  "). 
in  a  series  of  thirteen  letters,  with  appendix,  extending  to  232 
pages  of  a  pamphlet,  replied  to  Dr.  Ryerson's  Defence  of  Lord 
Metcalfe.  These  letters  were  afterwards  reviewed  by  Dr.  Ryer- 
son  in  a  series  of  ten  letters,  extending  to  63  pages  of  a  pamphlet. 
This  review  was  in  the  form  of  a  rejoinder,  but  in  it  no  new 
principles  of  government  were  discussed.  Dr.  Ryerson's  "  De- 
fence "  proper,  was  originally  published,  as  was  his  review  of 
"  Legion's  "  letters,  in  the  British  Colonist,  then  edited  by  the 
late  Hugh  Scobie,  Esq.  The  Defence  was  afterwards  published 
in  pamphlet  form,  and  extended  to  186  pages. 


CHAPTER  XLJII. 

1841-1044. 

DR.  RYERSON  APPOINTED  SUPERINTENDENT  OF  EDUCATION. 

FT1HE  alleged  "  reward "  which  Dr.  Ryerson  was  positively 
_L  asserted  to  have  received  from  Lord  Metcalfe  for  his 
memorable  Defence  of  that  nobleman,  was  long  a  favourite 
topic  on  which  Dr.  Ryerson's  enemies  loved  to  dilate.  Beyond 
the  fact  that  the  appointment  was  finally  made  by  the  adminis- 
tration of  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe,  upon  the  recommendation  of 
Hon.  W.  H.  Draper,  there  was  nothing  on  which  to  base  the 
charge  of  such  a  quid  pro  quo  having  been  received  by  Dr. 
Ryerson  for  his  notable  Defence  of  the  Governor-General. 

In  point  of  fact,  the  appointment  was  first  spoken  of  to  Dr. 
Ryerson  by  Lord  Sydenham  himself,  in  the  autumn  of  1841. 
The  particulars  of  that  circumstance  are  mentioned  in  detail  in 
a  letter  written  by  Dr.  Ryerson  to  T.  W.  C.  Murdoch,  Esq., 
Private  Secretary  to  Sir  Charles  Bagot,  on  the  14th  January, 
1842.  Dr.  Ryerson  said  : — 

In  the  last  interview  with  which  I  was  honoured  by  [Lord 
Sydenham],  he  intimated  that  he  thought  I  might  be  more  use- 
fully employed  for  this  country  than  in  my  present  limited 
sphere ;  and  whether  there  was  not  some  position  in  which  I 
could  more  advantageouly  serve  the  country  at  large.  I 
remarked  that  I  could  not  resign  my  present  official  position  in 
the  Church,  with  the  advocacy  of  whose  interests  I  had  been 
entrusted,  until  their  final  and  satisfactory  adjustment  by  the 
Government,  as  I  might  thereby  be  represented  as  having 
abandoned  or  sacrificed  their  interests;  but  that  after  such 
adjustment  I  should  feel  myself  very  differently  situated,  and 
free  to  do  anything  which  might  be  beneficial  to  the  country, 
and  which  involved  no  compromise  of  my  professional  char- 
acter; that  I  knew  of  no  such  position  likely  to  be  at  the 
disposal  of  the  Government  except  the  Superintendency  of 
Common  Schools  (provided  for  in  the  Bill  then  before  the 
Legislature),  which  office  would  afford  the  incumbent  a  most 
favorable  opportunity,  by  his  communications,  preparation  and 
recommendation  of  books  for  libraries,  etc.,  to  abolish  differences 


1841-44]  THE  STOEY  OF  MY  LIFE.  343 

and  jealousies  on  minor  points ;  to  promote  agreement  on  great 
principles  and  interests;  to  introduce  the  best  kind  of  reading 
for  the  youth  of  the  country ;  and  the  not  onerous  duties  of 
which  office  would  also  afford  him  leisure  to  prepare  publica- 
tions calculated  to  teach  the  people  at  large  to  appreciate,  upon 
high  moral  and  social  considerations,  the  institutions  established 
amongst  them  ;  and  to  furnish,  from  time  to  time,  such  exposi- 
tions of  great  principles  and  measures  of  the  administration  as 
would  secure  the  proper  appreciation  and  support  of  them  on 
the  part  of  the  people  at  large.  Lord  Sydenham  expressed 
himself  as  highly  gratified  at  this  expression  of  my  views  and 
feelings ;  brit  the  passing  of  the  Bill  was  then  doubtful,  although 
His  Lordship  expressed  his  determination  to  get  it  passed  if 
possible,  and  give  effect  to  what  he  had  proposed  to  me,  and 
which  was  then  contemplated  by  him. 

Apart  from  this  statement  of  the  intentions  of  Lord  Syden- 
ham, it  is  also  clear  that  the  determination  of  Sir  Charles  Met- 
calfe  to  appoint  Dr.  Ryerson  to  a  position  in  which  he  could 
carry  out  a  comprehensive  scheme  of  Public  School  Educa- 
tion, in  Upper  Canada,  was  come  to  some  time  before  the 
question  of  the  difference  between  Sir  Charles  Metcalf e  and  his 
late  Councillors  had  engaged  Dr.  Ryerson's  attention,  and  even 
at  a  time  when  his  impressions  on  the  subject  were  against  the 
Governor-General.  This  conclusion  was  arrived  at  by  Sir 
Charles  Metcalf  e,  after  full  and  frequent  conversations  with 
Dr.  Ryerson  on  the  subject  of  the  University  Bill.  With  a  view 
to  avail  himself  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  knowledge  and  judgment  on 
that  subject,  he  directed  his  Private  Secretary  to  address  the 
following  note  to  him  on  the  18th  of  December,  1843  : — 

One  of  the  many  important  subjects  that  at  present  engages  the  attention 
of  the  Governor-General  your  Church  is  particularly  interested  in,  and  His 
Excellency  is,  therefore,  desirous  of  having  the  benefit  of  your  opinion  upon 
it.  I  mean  the  consideration  of  the  arrangements  that  are  now  necessary  in. 
consequence  of  the  failure  of  the  University  Bill  introduced  last  session.  I 
beg  to  add  that  His  Excellency  will  be  happy  to  have  some  conversation  with. 
you  on  the  question  to  which  I  allude,  the  first  time  you  may  visit  this  part 
of  the  province. 

Not  having  been  able  to  go  at  once  to  Kingston,  Dr.  Ryer- 
_son  wrote  to  the  Governor-General  in  regard  to  the  University 
Bill.  His  Secretary  replied  early  in  January,  saying: — 

When  it  suits  your  convenience  to  come  this  way,  His  Excellency  will 
have  an  opportunity  of  fully  discussing  the  subject  touched  upon  in  your 
letter. 

Dr.  Ryerson  soon  afterwards  went  to  Kingston  and  saw  Sir 
Charles  Metcalf  e  on  the  subject.  In  a  letter  written  to  Hon. 
W.  H.  Merritt  shortly  after  this  interview,  Dr.  Ryerson  said: — 


344  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XLIIF. 

His  Excellency's  object  in  desiring  me  to  wait  upon  him  had 
reference  to  the  University  question,  on  which  he  intends,  with 
the  aid  of  Mr.  Draper,  etc.,  to  have  a  measure  brought  into  the 
Legislature,  which  I  think  will  be  satisfactory  to  all  parties 
concerned.  I  took  a  day  to  consider  the  questions  he  had  pro- 
posed. In  the  meantime  I  saw  Mr.  S.  B.  Harrison  and  stated 
to  him  the  opinions  I  had  formed.  Of  their  correctness  and 
importance,  and  practicability  he  seemed  to  be  fully  satisfied,  and 
urged  me  to  state  them  to  His  Excellency. 

In  a  letter  from  Dr.  Ryerson,  published  in  the  Guardian,  and 
dated  28th  October,  1843,  the  character  of  Mr.  Baldwin's  Uni- 
versity Bill  is  thus  described : — 

It  is  a  measure  worthy  of  the  most  enlightened  government ;  and  is,  I 
have  reason  to  know,  entirely  the  production  of  Hon.  Attorney-General 
Baldwin.  .  .  In  the  discussion  [on  the  University  question]  the  authori- 
ties of  Victoria  College  have  taken  no  part.  We  have  remained  perfectly 
silent  and  neutral,  not  because  we  had  no  opinion  as  to  the  policy  which  has 
been  recently  pursued  in  converting  a  Provincial  ministry  into  a  Church  of 
England  one  *  .  .  because  we,  as  a  body,  had  more  to  lese  than  to  gain 
by  any  proposed  plan  to  remedy  the  abuse  and  evil  complained  of.  As  a 
body,  we  gain  nothing  by  the  University  Bill,  should  it  become  a  law ;  it 
only  provides  for  the  continuance  of  the  small  annual  aid  which  the  Parlia- 
ment has  already  granted ;  whilst,  of  course,  it  takes  away  the  University 
powers  and  privileges  of  Victoria  College — making  it  a  College  of  the 
University  of  Toronto.  Our  omission,  therefore,  from  the  Bill  would  be 
preferable,  as  far  as  we,  as  a  party,  are  concerned,  were  it  consistent  with  the 
general  and  important  objects  of  the  measure.  But  such  an  omission  would 
destroy  the  very  character  and  object  of  the  BilL  As  a  Provincial  measure, 
it  cannot  fail  to  confer  unspeakable  benefits  upon  the  country.  Viewing  the 
measure  in  this  light,  the  Board  of  Victoria  College  have  consented  to  resign 
certain  of  their  rights  and  privileges  for  the  accomplishment  of  general 
objects  BO  comprehensive  and  important. 

In  a  written  statement  on  this  subject  prepared  by  Dr.  Ryer- 
son  for  this  volume  he  says : — 

Towards  the  close  of  1843,  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe  determined 
to  prepare  and  give  effect  to  a  liberal  measure  on  the  Univer- 
sity question — on  which  subject  Hon.  Robert  Baldwin  had  pro- 
posed elaborate  and  comprehensive  resolutions.  Sir  Charles 
Metcalfe  sent  for  me  to  consult  with  me  on  the  University 
question,  as  I  was  then  connected  with  one  of  the  colleges.  I 
explained  to  His  Excellency  my  views,  and  added  that  the  edu- 
cational condition  of  the  country  at  large  was  deplorable,  and 
should  be  considered  in  a  system  of  public  instruction,  com-  • 
mencing  with  the  Common  School  and  terminating  with  the 

*  The  second  resolution  adopted  by  the  Victoria  College  Board,  on  the  24th 
October,  1843,  says : — the  noble  and  comprehensive  objects  of  the  amended 
Charter  have  been  entirely  defeated ;  and  the  abrogated,  sectarian  Charter  has  been 
virtually  restored,  by  the  partial  and  exclusive  manner  iu  which  appointments  to 
that  institution  have  been  made,  and  its  affairs  managed;  apart  from  the  mis- 
appropriations of  large  portions  of  its  funds. 


1841-44]  TEE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  345 

University ;  being  connected  and  harmonious  throughout,  and 
equally  embracing  all  classes  without  respect  to  religious  sect 
or  political  party.  Sir  Charles  was  much  impressed  and  pleased 
with  my  views,  and  expressed  a  wish  that  I  could  be  induced 
to  give  them  public  effect. 

Dr.  Ryerson  then  goes  on  to  say : — I  remarked  to  Sir  Charles 
that  Lord  Sydenham,  a  few  days  before  his  sudden  death,  had 
proposed  the  same  thing  to  me,  and  that  had  he  survived  a  few 
weeks,  I  would  likely  have  been  appointed,  with  a  view  of 
organizing  a  system  of  Elementary  Education;  but  that  as 
Lord  Sydenham  died  suddenly,  and  as  I  scorned  to  be  an  appli- 
cant to  Government  for  any  office,  I  mentioned  the  fact  to  no 
member  of  the  Government.  In  May,  1842,  another  gentleman 
was  appointed  Assistant  to  the  Provincial  Secretary  as  Super- 
intendent of  Education.  He  was  treated  as  a  clerk  in  the  office 
of  the  Provincial  Secretary,  having  no  clerk  himself,  and  having 
to  submit  his  drafts  of  letters,  etc.,  to  the  Provincial  Secretary 
for  approval.  [For  particulars  of  this  appointment,  see  p.  347.] 

After  this  interview  Dr.  Ryerson,  on  the  26th  February, 
wrote  to  the  Governor-General  on  the  University  Question. 
Mr.  Secretary  Higginson  replied,  and  at  the  conclusion  of  his 
letter  repeated  the  offer  which  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe  had  made 
at  the  close  of  the  year : — The  Governor-General  is  so  sensible 
of  the  great  value  of  the  aid  you  would  bring  to  the  Govern- 
ment in  the  intellectual  improvement  of  the  country,  that  he 
anxiously  hopes,  as  suggested,  that  some  arrangement  may  be 
devised  satisfactory  to  you  to  obtain  your  co-operation ;  and 
His  Excellency  will  keep  his  mind  bent  on  that  object,  and 
will  be  happy  to  hear  any  further  suggestion  from  you  with  a 
view  to  its  accomplishment. 

Early  in  this  month  (February,  1844),  Dr.  Ryerson's  appoint- 
ment as  Superintendent  of  Education  has  been  talked  of.  His 
brother  John  wrote  to  him  on  the  6th  of  March,  recalling  the 
fact  of  that  appointment  having  been  the  subject  of  conver- 
sation with  Sir  Charles  Bagot  and  some  members  of  the  Cabinet 
in  1842.  Rev.  John  Ryerson  then  went  on  to  say: — 

You  know  that  when  your  appointment  to  the  office  of  Superintendent  of 
Education  was  talked  of  in  Toronto,  in  1842,  I  was  in  favour  of  your  accept- 
ing the  appointment.  The  appointment  that  was  made  I  thought  a  most 
unwise  one,  and  the  late  Executive  greatly  lowered  themselves  in  making  it. 
Whenever  I  have  thought  of  the  thing  since,  I  have  felt  disgusted  with  the 
late  Government,  that  they  should  have  been  guilty  of  such  a  shameful 
dereliction  of  duty  and  honour  as  not,  at  least,  to  have  offered  the  appoint- 
ment to  you. 

In  reply  to  this  letter,  Dr.  Ryerson  said  : — 

As  liberal  as  the  Council  of  Sir  Charles  Bagot  were  in  many 


346  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XLIII. 

things,  they  rejected  the  application  of  every  Methodist  candi- 
date for  office.  Making  appointments  upon  the  principles  of 
party,  they  must  be  given  only  to  one  of  the  party ;  a  system 
of  appoiniment  which  holds  out  a  poor  prospect  to  the  Method- 
ist who  makes  religion  first,  and  party  not  more  than  second — 
especially  when  he  may  have  as  a  rival  candidate  one  who 
makes  party  everything,  and  religion  nothing. 
To  this  letter  Rev.  John  Ryerson  replied  : — 

I  am  very  well  pleased  with  the  idea  of  your  being  appointed  to  the  office 
of  Superintendent  of  Education — an  office  for  which,  I  think,  you  are  better 
qualified  than  any  other  person  in  the  Province,  and  an  office  in  which  you 
can  be  of  more  service  to  the  Church,  and  the  country  generally,  than  in  any 
other  way.  .  .  You  say  the  appointment  is  not  political.  .  .  Yet,  is  it 
true,  in  point  of  fact,  that  the  appointment  is  not  -political  1  .  .  Would 
any  person  be  continued  in  the  office  who  would  not  support  the  Government 
for  the  time  being?  .  .  Did  not  Lord  Sydenbam  create  this  office  for  the 
very  purpose  of  connecting  the  incumbent  with  the  Government,  and  did  he 
not  have  you  in  his  mind's  eye  when  he  influenced  this  part  of  the  enact- 
ment? .  .  There  is  no  doubt,  however,  that  in  case  of  the  Baldwin 
Ministry  again  coming  into  power,  the  stool  will  be  knocked  from  under  you. 
And  we  should  not  forget  that  the  success  of  the  Governor-General,  in  carry- 
ing out  his  contemplated  measures,  respecting  the  University,  Colleges,  etc., 
depends  upon  the  Parliament ;  and  I  have  very  little  expectation  of  his  being 
able  to  secure  the  support  of  the  present  Parliament,  in  connection  with 
every  other  Ministry  but  the  late  ones  ;  and  what  will  be  the  result  of  another 
election,  who  can  tell  1 

In  corroboration  of  the  foregoing  statements,  Hon.  Isaac 
Buchanan,  in  a  letter  to  the  Editor  of  this  volume  dated  24th 
March,  1883,  says  : — 

Being  on  the  other  side  of  the  Atlantic  from  the  fall  of  ]  841 
to  that  of  1843,  I  was  not  in  circumstances  to  know  to  what 
extent  the  name  of  Dr.  Ryerson  was  discussed  prior  to  the 
appointment  of  Mr.  Murray  [in  May,  1842] ;  but  I  cannot  be- 
lieve that  the  minds  of  many  who  knew  him  to  be  the  fittest 
man,  could  have  been  otherwise  than  on  Dr.  Ryerson.  On  the 
contrary,  I  believe  that  nothing  prevented  him  being  gladly 
offered  the  originating  of  an  educational  system  for  Upper 
Canada — a  Province  which  he  knew  so  well  and  loved  so  much 
— but  the  most  unworthy  church  prejudices  of  parties  who  had 
influence  with  the  Government  of  the  day,  for  it  was  known  to 
be  a  herculean  task  which  no  one  could  do  the  same  justice  to 
as  Dr.  Ryerson,  and  which  few  men  (however  great  as  scholars 
themseves)  could  have  carried  through  at  all. 

Thus  from  the  foregoing  statements  of  Dr.  Ryerson,  Rev. 
John  Ryerson,  and  Hon.  Isaac  Buchanan,  the  following  facts 
clearly  appear : — 

1.  That  Dr.  Ryerson  was  offered  the  appointment  of  Super- 
intendent of  Education  by  Lord  Sydenham  in  1841,  and  "  had 
he  survived  a  few  weeks  [Dr.  Ryerson]  would  likely  have  been 


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appointed,  with  a  view  of  organizing  a  system  of  Elementary 
Education  "  for  Upper  Canada. 

2.  That  Dr.  Ryerson's  appointment  as  Superintendent  was 
"  the  subject  of  conversation  with  Sir  Charles  Bagot  and  some 
members  of  his  Cabinet  in  1842." 

3.  That  the  failure  to  appoint  Dr.  Ryerson  was  due  to  the 
fact  that  the  Cabinet  of  Sir  Charles  Bagot — the  Governor  him- 
self being  unable  to  act — "rejected,"  as  Dr.  Ryerson  himself 
stated,  "the  application  of  every  Methodist  candidate  for  office;" 
or,  as  Hon.  Isaac  Buchanan  states  :     "  Nothing  prevented  [Dr. 
Ryerson]  being  gladly  offered  the  originating  of  an  educational 
system  for  Upper  Canada,  but  the  most  unworthy  church  pre- 
judices of  parties  who  had  influence  with  the  Government  of 
the  day." 

4.  That  the  appointment  of  Dr.  Ryerson  by  Sir  Charles  Met- 
calfe  was  due  to  the  discussion  on  the  comprehensive  scheme 
of  education  which  took  place  between  Dr.  Ryerson  and  Sir 
Charles  Metcalf e,  on  the  University  question,  late  in  1843. 

It  may  be  proper  to  state  that  the  appointment  of  Rev. 
Robert  Murray  in  May,  1842,  was  a  surprise  to  the  public,  as 
the  Editor  of  this  volume  well  remembers,  and  was,  as  Rev.  John 
Ryerson  states,  "a  most  unwise  one."  Mr.  Murray  was  a 
minister  of  the  Church  of  Scotland  at  Oakville.  He  was  chiefly 
known  at  the  time  as  an  anti-temperance  writer* ;  but  had 
never  been  known  to  have  taken  any  special  interest  in  educa- 
tion. He  was  intimate  with  Hon.  S.  B.  Harrison,  who  owned 
mills  at  Bronte,  a  few  miles  west  of  Oakville,  where  Mr.  Har- 
rison resided  for  some  years.  To  Mr.  Harrison,  the  then  leader 
of  the  Government,  Mr.  Murray  was  indebted,  as  was  then 
understood,  for  the  appointment. 

*  In  September,  1839,  Rev.  Robert  Murray,  of  Oakville,  published  a  series  of 
lectures  on  "Absolute  Abstinence."  Fiom  a  review  of  these  lectures,  by 
Dr.  Ryerson  in  the  Guardian  of  the  18th  of  that  month,  I  make  the  following 
extracts : — 

We  confess  we  have  seldom  read  anything  so  illiberal  and  sweeping.  .  .  The 
principle  of  total  abstinence  is  wholly  repudiated,  and  temperance  societies  are 
forbidden  an  existence.  .  .  But  such  a  work  .  .  shall  not  by  us  be  allowed 
to  go  forth  without  the  accompaniment  of  our  decided  reproba!  ion.  This  is  not 
the  day  for  encouragement  to  be  given  to  the  drunkard,  nor  this  the  time  when  a 
Minister  of  the  Gospel  is  .  .  to  fill  the  cup  of  death  and  present  it  to  his  fellows 
without  an  attempt  being  made  to  dash  it  to  the  ground. 

The  following  extract  from  the  second  lecture,  relating  to  the  fulfilment  of  a 
certain  prophecy  in  the  book  of  Jeremiah,  is  given  by  Dr.  Ryerson  : — 

"Many  of  you,  I  am  persuaded,  have  witnessed  this  prophecy  fulfilled  to  the 
very  letter.  Have  you  never  seen  young  men  making  themselves  cheerful  with 
malt  liquors,  while  the  young  maids  were  producing  the  same  effect  with  the 
blood  of  the  grape  ?  Nor  Is  there  the  slightest  doubt  on  my  mind,  that  the 
prophet  hailed  this  event  as  a  special  manifestation  of  the  great  goodness  of  God." 

It  was  in  reference  to  the  author  of  such  opinions,  and  the  advocate  of  such 
views,  that  Rev.  John  Ryerson  used  the  language  quoted  on  the  preceding  page. 


348  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XLIIL 


Rev.  John  Ryerson  having  written  to  his  brother  Egerton, 
asking  if  the  rumour  of  his  appointment  as  Superintendent  of 
Education  was  true,  Dr.  Ryerson  replied,  on  the  3rd  April : — 

As  to  the  appointment  to  which  you  allude,  it  is  but  a  rumour. 
No  appointment  has  yet  been  made.  Should  it  take  place,  it 
will  not  require  my  removal  from  Cobourg.  Whatever  has 
been  proposed  to  me  on  that  subject,  has  been  proposed  with  a 
view  of  giving  body,  form,  practical  character  and  efficiency, 
to  a  system  of  general  education,  upon  these  non-sectarian  prin- 
ciples of  equal  justice  which  have  characterized  my  life.  No- 
thing political  is  involved  in  the  appointment — although  it  was 
at  first  proposed  to  give  me  a  seat  in  thg  Council !  The  educa- 
tion of  the  people  has  nothing  to  do  with  the  dispute  with  Lord 
Metcalfe,  of  which  you  speak.  I  do  not  think  it  would  become 
me  to  refuse  to  occupy  the  most  splendid  field  of  usefulness  that 
could  engage  the  energies  of  man,  because  of  the  dispute  which 
has  arisen. 

On  the  12th  April,  Dr.  Ryerson  replied  to  a  letter  from  Mr. 
Secretary  Higginson,  in  which  he  said : — 

Dr.  Bethune,  the  Editor  of  The  Church,  has  indeed  protested  against  my 
proposed  appointment;*  but  I  understand  that  a  majority  of  the  members  of 
his  own  congregation  at  Cobourg  approve  of  the  appointment.  Mr.  Boswell, 
M.P.P.,  and  Mr.  Sheriff  Ruttan  (the  most  influential  churchmen  in  the  Dis- 
trict), have  expressed  themselves  in  favour  of  it  in  the  strongest  and  warmest 
terms ;  as  have  Mr.  Keefer,  of  Thorold  (who  is  a  magistrate  of  wealth, 
leisure  and  benevolence, — was  foreman  of  the  Grand  Jury  at  the  late  assizes 
in  the  Niagara  District,  and  has,  at  the  request  of  the  District  Council,  con- 
sented to  superintend  the  schools  in  that  district) ;  also  Dr.  Beadle,  who  is 
an  old  resident,  and  I  believe,  an  American  Presbyterian. 

Up  to  this  time  (April),  Dr.  Ryerson  had  decided  to  take  no 
part  in  the  controversy  between  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe  and  his 
Councillors,  but  to  devote  his  energies  to  the  great  work  of 
founding  a  system  of  education  for  his  native  country.  Much 
to  the  surprise  of  his  friends,  and  (as  he -says  in  his  prefatory 

Eaper)  "  without  consulting  a  human  being,"  he  felt  that  it  was 
is  duty — after  the   issue  of  the  manifesto  of   the  Toronto 
League — to  relinquish  the  work  assigned  to  him,  and  once  more 
to  take  up  his  pen  in  defence  of  one  whom  he  believed  to  be  in 

*  On  the  19th  October,  1844,  Dr.  Ryerson  was  appointed  Superintendent  of 
Education  for  Upper  Canada.  Of  his  appointment,  Rev.  Dr.  Bethune,  Editor  of 
The  Church,  on  the  25th  October,  said : — It  was  an  impolitic  and  a  heartless  step, 
as  regards  the  Church  of  England  in  this  colony,  to  raise  to  the  office  of  Superin- 
tendent an  individual  who  has  thriven  upon  his  political  obliquities,  and  who  owes 
his  fame,  or  rather  his  notoriety,  to  his  unquenchable  dislike  to  the  National 
Church.  In  a  moment  of  danger  we  can  forget  the  injury;  but  it  must  not  be 
thought  that  we  shall  sit  quietly  beneath  the  wrong. 

Rev.  Dr.  Bethune  subsequently  changed  his  opinion  of  Dr.  Ryerson,  and,  when 
Bishop  of  Toronto,  referred  to  him  in  some  of  his  public  utterances  in  very  kind 
and  complimentary  terms. 


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the  right,  and  yet  who  was  left  single-handed  to  meet  the  storm 
of  popular  clamour  which  had  been  excited  against  him  by 
combined  and  powerful  enemies.  Dr.  Ryerson,  therefore,  deter- 
mined to  decline  the  appointment  offered  to  him,  and  to  abide 
the  issue  of  the  impending  contest  in  which  he  proposed  to  take 
a  prominent  part.  In  the  opening  remarks  of  this  memorable 
"  Defence,"  he  said : — 

I  was  about  entering  upon  the  peaceful  work — a  work  extensive  and  varied 
beyond  the  powers  of  the  most  untiring  and  vigorous  intellect — a  work 
down  to  this  time  almost  entirely  neglected— of  devising  and  constructing 
(by  the  concurrence  of  the  people,  through  their  District  Councils)  a  fabric 
of  Provincial  common  school  education — of  endeavouring  to  stud  the  land 
with  appropriate  school-houses — of  supplying  them  with  appropriate  books 
and  teachers — of  raising  a  wretched  employment  to  an  honourable  profes- 
sion— of  giving  uniformity,  simplicity,  and  efficiency  to  a  general  system  of 
elementary  educational  instruction — of  bringing  appropriate  books  for  the 
improvement  of  his  profession  within  the  reach  of  every  schoolmaster,  and 
increased  facilities  for  the  attainment  of  his  stipulated  remuneration — of 
establishing  a  library  in  every  district,  and  extending  branches  of  it  into 
every  township — of  striving  to  develop  by  writing  and  discourses,  in  towns, 
villages  and  neighbourhoods,  the  latent  intellect,  the  most  precious  wealth  of 
the  country — and  of  leaving  no  effort  unemployed  within  the  limited  range 
of  my  humble  abilities,  to  make  Western  Canada  what  she  is  capable  of 
being  made,  the  brightest  gem  in  the  crown  of  Her  Britannic  Majesty.  Such 
was  the  work  about  to  be  assigned  to  me;  and  such  was  the  work  I  was 
resolving,  in  humble  dependence  upon  the  divine  aid,  to  undertake;  and  no 
heart  bounds  more  than  mine  with  desire,  and  hope,  and  joy,  at  the  prospect 
of  seeing,  at  no  distant  day,  every  child  of  my  native  land  in  the  school- 
going  way;  and  every  intellect  provided  with  the  appropriate  elements  of 
sustenance  and  enjoyment;  and  of  witnessing  one  comprehensive  and  unique 
system  of  education,  from  the  a,  b,  c,  of  the  child,  up  to  the  matriculation 
of  the  youth  into  the  Provincial  University,  which,  like  the  vaulted  arch  of 
heaven,  would  exhibit  an  identity  of  character  throughout,  and  present  an 
aspect  of  equal  benignity  to  every  sect,  and  every  party  upon  the  broad 
basis  of  our  common  Christianity. 

But  I  arrest  myself  from  such  a  work — leave  it  perhaps  for  other  hands, 
and  the  glory  of  its  accomplishment  to  deck  another's  brow;  and,  if  need  be, 
to  resign  every  other  official  situation;  and,  unsolicited,  unadvised  by  any 
human  being — inwardly  impelled  by  a  conviction  of  what  is  due  to  my 
Sovereign,  to  my  country,  to  a  fellow-man — I  take  up  the  pen  of  vindication, 
of  reasoning,  of  warning  and  appeal,  against  criminations  and  proceedings 
of  impending  evil,  which,  if  they  be  not  checked  and  arrested,  will  accom- 
plish more  than  the  infamous  ostracism  of  an  Aristides,  render  every  other 
effort  to  improve  and  elevate  Canada  abortive,  and  strew  in  wide-spread 
desolation  over  the  land  the  ruins  of  the  throne  and  its  government. 

From  the  date  of  Mr.  Higginson's  letter  (12th  April)  until 
the  7th  of  September  nothing  was  done  in  regard  to  the  appoint- 
ment of  a  Superintendent  of  Education.  On  the  latter  day, 
however,  Mr.  Higginson  wrote  to  Dr.  Eyerson  as  follows : — 

We  find  a  great  difficulty  in  making  a  provisional  arrangement  for  the 
Educational  duties.  The  University  authorities  require  the  immediate 
services  of  a  mathematical  professor,  and  His  Excellency  proposes  Mr. 
Murray  for  the  office,  which  will,  it  is  hoped,  be  a  satisfactory  arrangement 


S50  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XLIII. 

to  all  parties ;  but  Mr.  Murray  cannot  hold  both  positions,  even  for  a  time. 
Under  these  circumstances  it  appears  to  be  worthy  of  consideration,  whether 
your  appointment  ought  not  to  take  place  at  once,  which  would  not,  of 
course,  interfere  with  your  projected  visit  to  Europe  in  November,  when  it 
might  be  easier  to  make  some  proper  temporary  provision  for  the  perform- 
ance of  your  duties  during  your  absence.  His  Excellency  is  aware  that  you 
were  in  favour  of  deferring  your  nomination  until  after  your  return  from 
Europe;  and  if  you  should  adhere  to  this  opinion,  you  may,  perhaps,  be 
able  to  suggest  some  means  of  meeting  the  apparent  difficulty. 

On  the  18th  September,  Mr.  Higginson  addressed  another 
note  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  in  reply  to  one  from  him,  in  which  he  said  : 

You  will  have  learned  from  my  last  note  that  Sir  Charles  approved  of 
all  your  suggestions,  except  the  non-announcement  of  your  appointment. 
As  you  see  reason  to  alter  your  opinion  on  this  point,  the  difficulty  is 
removed,  and  you  shall  be  gazetted  in  the  last  week  of  the  month,  as  you 
propose.  I  wish,  with  you,  that  the  College  question  could  be  settled  in 
England,  if  we  could  only  prevail  on  the  contending  parties  to  agree  to  a 
case  of  facts.  This  might  be  accomplished,  and  I  am  not  without  hope  that 
some  scheme  may  be  devised  to  which  no  party  will  have  just  ground  of 
objection.  I  shall  write  to  you  upon  this  subject  as  soon  as  anything  is 
determined  on. 

At  this  point  I  resume  the  narrative  which  Dr.  Ryerson 
had  prepared  for  this  volume  in  regard  to  his  appointment : — 
In  September,  1844,  a  vacancy  occurred  in  the  Professorship 
of  Mathematics  in  the  University  of  Toronto,  by  the  resignation 
and  return  to  England  of  Mr.  Potter ;  and,  as  the  gentleman 
who  had  been  appointed  to  the  Education  branch  of  the  Secre- 
tary's Office,  was  reputed  to  be  an  excellent  mathematician,  and 
had  high  testimonials  of  his  qualification,  he  applied  for  the 
professorship ;  evidently  feeling  the  anomalousness  of  his  posi- 
tion, and  his  inability  and  powerlessness  to  establish  a  system 
of  Public  School  Education.* 

The  Governor-General  appointed  him  to  the  Mathematical 
Professorship,  and  formally  offered  the  Education  Office  to  me. 
I  laid  the  official  letter  containing  the  offer  before  the  executive 
authority  (a  large  committee)  of  my  Church,  and  was  advised 
to  accept  it.  But  as  I  had  determined  to  abide  by  the  decision 
of  the  country  as  to  the  principles  of  its  future  government,  on 
which  I  was  then  appealing  to  it,  I  determined  not  to  accept  of 
office  until  I  should  know  the  result  of  that  appeal. 

After  the  endorsement  of  my  views  by  all  the  constituencies 
of  Upper  Canada,  with  eight  exceptions,  I  felt  no  hesitation  in 

*  In  regard  to  this  appointment,  the  Hon.  Isaac  Buchanan,  in  a  letter  to  the 
Editor  of  this  volume,  dated  March,  1883,  said : — I  was  one  of  the  first  to  see  the 
necessity  of  our  getting  Dr.  Ryerson  to  take  hold  of  our  Educational  system,  and 
I  shared  the  somewhat  delicate  duty  of  getting  our  esteemed  friend,  Rev.  Robert 
Murray  (whom  we  had  got  appointed  Assistant-Superintendent  of  Education),  to 
accept  a  professorship  at  the  Toronto  University,  when  Rev.  Dr.  Ryerson  succeeded 
to  the  vacant  post  in  184* 


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accepting  an  office  which  had  been  some  months  before  offered 
to  me.  The  draft  of  my  official  instructions,  stating  the  scope 
and  design  of  my  appointment  and  of  the  task  assigned  to  me, 
was  written  by  myself,  at  the  request  of  Mr.  Secretary  Daly, 
afterwards  Governor  in  Australia. 

During  rny  connection  with  the  Education  Department — 
from  1844  to  1876 — I  made  five  educational  tours  of  inspection 
and  enquiry  to  educating  countries  in  Europe  and  the  United 
States.  I  made  an  official  tour  through  each  county  in  Upper 
Canada,  once  in  every  five  years,  to  hold  a  County  Conven- 
tion of  municipal  councillors,  clergy,  school-trustees,  teachers 
and  local  superintendents,  and  thus  developed  the  School 
system  as  the  result  of  repeated  inquiries  in  foreign  countries, 
and  the  freest  consultation  with  my  fellow-citizens  of  all  classes, 
in  the  several  County  Conventions,  as  well  as  on  many  other 
occasions. 

During  the  nearly  thirty-two  years  of  my  administration  of 
the  Education  Department,  I  met  with  strong  opposition  at 
first  from  individuals — some  on  personal,  others  on  religious 
and  political  grounds ;  but  that  opposition  was,  for  most  part, 
partial  and  evanescent.  During  these  years  I  had  the  support 
of  each  successive  administration  of  .Government,  whether  of 
one  party  or  the  other,  and,  at  length,  the  co-operation  of  all 
religious  persuasions;  so  that  in  1876  I  was  allowed  to 
retire,  with  the  good-will  of  all  political  parties  and  religious 
denominations,  and  without  diminution  of  iny  public  means 
of  subsistence. 

I  leave  to  Dr.  J.  George  Hodgins,  my  devoted  friend  of  over 
forty  years,  and  my  able  colleague  for  over  thirty  of  these  years, 
the  duty  of  filling  up  the  details  of  our  united  labours  in  found- 
ing a  system  of  education  for  my  native  Province  which  is 
spoken  of  in  terms  of  strong  commendation,  not  only  within, 
but  by  people  outside  of  the  Dominion. 


NOTE. — It  is  the  purpose  of  the  Editor  of  this  book  (in  accord- 
ance with  Dr.  Ryerson's  oft  expressed  wish)  to  prepare  another 
volume,  giving,  from  private  letters,  memoranda,  and  various 
documents,  a  personal  history  of  the  founding  and  vicissitudes 
of  our  educational  system  from  1844  to  1876  inclusive. 


CHAPTER  XLIV. 

1344-1846. 

DR.  RYERSON'S  FIRST  EDUCATIONAL  TOUR  IN  EUROPE. 

DR.  RYERSON  left  Canada  for  Europe  in  November,  1844, 
on  his  first  educational  tour  through  Europe.  He  visited 
and  examined  into  the  educational  systems  of  Belgium,  France, 
Italy,  Bavaria,  Austria,  the  German  States,  and  Switzerland. 
He  kept  a  full  diary  of  his  travels.  Much  of  it  is  out  of  date, 
but  I  shall  give  those  portions  of  it  which  relate  to  his  personal 
history,  and  his  impressions  of  men  and  things.  The  epitome 
of  these  travels  which  he  had  prepared  is  as  follows : — 

England. — Scenery  of  Essex  and  Kent  from  the  Thames;  landing  in  Hol- 
land; its  scenery,  palaces,  school  system,  schools,  universities,  museums, 
principal  cities  and  towns,  churches,  canals  and  roads. 

Belgium. — From  Utrecht  to  Antwerp — cathedral,  churches,  schools, 
museums;  Rubens'  paintings;  Brussels — schools;  H6tel  de  Ville,  etc. ;  field  of 
Waterloo;  Belgian  school  system;  Howard's  Model  Prison;  convent;  uni- 
versity buildings. 

France. — Journey  to  Paris;  curiosities  and  peculiarities  of  Paris;  acquaint- 
ance with  the  Protestant  clergy;  my  residence  and  employments  there  for 
three  months,  to  qualify  myself  to  speak  as  well  as  write  official  letters,  etc., 
in  the  French  language. 

From  Paris  to  Rome. — Modes  of  travel;  places  viewed  on  the  way;  Orleans, 
Loire,  Lyons,  Rhone,  Avignon,  Nismes,  Montpellier,  Aries ;  antiquities  ; 
Marseilles,  Genoa,  Leghorn,  Civita  Vecehia,  to  Rome. 

Rome.— Three  weeks  among  its  antiquities,  palaces,  churches,  colleges  and 
schools. 

June  13<A,  1845. — Naples;  the  peasants  on  the  way  from  Rome  to  Naples; 
Vesuvius,  Herculaneum,  Pompeii,  museums,  hospitals,  college,  schools. 

June  2()th. — In  a  steamer  from  Naples  to  Leghorn,  thence  in  a  hired  coach 
to  Pisa  and  Florence, — beautiful  country,  and  highly  cultivated.  Employed 
four  weeks  in  studying  the  institutions  and  peculiarities  of  Florence ;  no 
beggars  or  Jesuits  allowed  in  Florence ;  the  grand  Duke  a  father  to  his 
people. 

July  19th. — Proceeded  to  Bologna,  re-enter  the  Papal  dominions,  and 
crossed  the  Appenines;  views;  a  Normal  School  at  Bologna,  containing  1,000 
pupils,  and  a  Foundling  Hospital  with  3,000  children. 

July  23rd. — Left  Bologna  in  a  vetturina,  in  company  with  two  agreeable 
gentlemen,  a  German  and  an  American;  Ferrara;  reached  the  Po,  where  we 
entered  Austrian  dominions;  when  we  entered  the  first  custom-house  in 
Italy,  the  head  officers  of  which  did  not  ask  for  money,  and  declined  it  when 
offered  to  them.  Crossed  the  Adige;  interesting  places;  thence  to  Venice, 
where  I  spend  four  days  in  that  wondrous  city. 


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Bavaria.— In  a  stage  by  the  Trent,  through  the  Tyrolese  Alps  to  Munich, 
capital  of  Bavaria,  where  I  employed  nineteen  days  in  visiting  its  schools 
and  museums,  conversing  with  the  professors. 

From  Munich  by  stage  to  Ratisbon;  down  the  Danube  to  Luiz  and  Vienna 
—the  most  perfect  city  in  its  buildings,  streets,  and  gardens  I  had  visited. 
Gave  a  day  to  go  down  the  Danube  to  the  capital  of  Hungary. 

Bohemia.—  From  Vienna,  through  Bohemia,  by  the  first  train  on  the  then 
new  railroad  to  Prague;  women  working  on  the  railroad. 

Saxorty  and  Germany.— From  Prague  to  Dresden— visits  to  schools;  thence 
to  Leipsic — visits  to  public  buildings,  schools,  and  university;  thence  to 
Halle— Franke's  foundations,  and  other  schools ;  to  Wittemburg— Luther 
and  Melancthon. 

Prussia. — Berlin,  Sept.  8th. — Examination  of  its  various  institution?", 
schools,  and  its  university;  Hanover,  Cologne,  Mayence,  Wiesbaden,  Frank- 
fort, Strasbourg,  Bale,  Zurich;  school  of  M.  Fellenburg;  Lausanne — Geneva 
— to  Paris, 

Episode  in  my  European  travels,  1844,  eic. — Acquaintance  and  travel  with 
a  Russian  nobleman,  who  becomes  a  Catholic  priest — the  Pope's  Nuncio  at 
the  Court  to  have  the  Canadian  school  regulations  for  Separate  School  trans- 
lated and  published  in  the  Bavarian  newspapers;  also  requested  me  to  be  the 
bearer  of  a  medal  to  Cardinal  Antonelli.  Rome;  presentation  to,  and  inter- 
view with,  the  Pope. 

London — February  22nd,  1845. — Started  this  morning  in  company  with  a 
young  Russian  nobleman  (Dunjowski),  for  the  Continent.  We  commenced 
our  voyage  on  the  Thames,  wending  our  way  amidst  shoals  of  craft  of  all 
descriptions.  The  most  prominent  object  in  the  river  was  the  new  "Great 
Britain  "  iron  steamer ;  she  seemed  to  preside  Queen  of  the  waters  ;  excel- 
ling every  other  ship,  as  much  in  the  beauty  and  elegance  of  her  form,  as  in 
the  vastness  of  her  dimensions.  On  our  left  lay  Essex,  rising  gradually  at 
a  distance  from  the  river;  the  undulating  surface  presents  a  high  state  of  cul- 
tivation, variegated  by  stately  mansions,  farm-houses,  and  villages.  On  the 
right  lay  Kent,  remarkable  for  its  historical  recollections.  The  chalk-hills 
near  Purfleet,  the  men  working  in  them,  also  the  lime  and  sand,  attracted  my 
attention  as  a  novelty  I  had  never  before  witnessed.  We  had  a  tolerable 
view  of  Gravesend,  the  great  thoroughfare  of  south-eastern  England.  We 
passed  the  ancient  village  of  Tilbury  Fort,  and  Sheerness.  We  arrived  at 
Holland  on  Sunday  morning  (about  twenty  hours  from  London),  but  could 
not  ascend  the  river  to  Rotterdam  on  account  of  the  ice.  We  therefore 
steamed  to  Screvinning,  a  village  on  the  sea-shore,  about  three  miles  from 
the  Hague.  There  were  about  fifty  fishing-boats  lying  on  the  shore,  high 
and  dry,  with  their  prows  to  the  sea,  as  the  tide  was  out.  I  was  struck  with 
their  shortness,  breadth,  strength,  and  clam-like  shape  of  their  bottoms,  with 
a  portion  in  the  centre  perfectly  flat.  The  speed  of  these  curiously-con- 
structed crafts  is  considerable  ;  they  sail  close  to  the  wind  ;  having  boards 
at  the  side  as  a  substitute  for  a  keel.  Our  mode  of  landing  was  novel. 
The  boats  were  run  aground,  when  several  stout  Dutch  sailors  jumped  into 
the  water  nearly  waist  deep,  and  each  took  a  passenger  on  his  shoulders,  soon 
placing  him  on  terra  firma.  I  have  travelled  in  a  great  variety  of  ways,  but 
I  was  never  before  placed  on  a  man's  shoulders,  astride  of  his  neck;  but  in 
this  way  I  took  my  leave  of  the  German  Ocean.  There  is  not  a  rock  to  be 
seen  on  the  shore;  which  consists  of  fine  sand  thrown  up  from  the  sea,  and 
forms  a  bank  about  twenty  feet  high;  the  highest  land  on  the  coast  of  Hol- 
land, forming  a  ridge  from  one  to  three  miles  wide  along  the  northern  coast. 
Screvinning  is  principally  inhabited  by  fishermen.  The  road  to  the  Hague 
is  perfectly  straight,  level,  and  smooth,  lying  between  two  rows  of  oak  trees, 
one  row  of  which  divides  between  it  and  a  collateral  canal — the  accompani- 
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ment  of  every  road  throughout  Holland.  At  5  p.m.  we  went  to  the  French 
Protestant  Church,  the  place  in  which  the  famous  Saurin  delivered  his  elo- 
quent discourses.  The  congregation  was  thin;  my  emotions  and  recollections 
of  Saurin  contrasted  with  the  present  preacher  and  congregation.  The  pulpit 
was  at  the  side ;  the  form  of  the  church  was  amphi-theatrical.  I  noticed  old 
Bibles,  and  Psalms ;  the  text  was  Luke  xxiii  27-28.  A  moderate  preacher, 
calm,  solemn  and  graceful;  baptisms  after  the  service.  Went  i'rom  the 
French  to  the  English  Church;  only  fifteen  persons  were  present,  including 
ourselves.  I  spoke  to  the  clergyman  (Mr.  Beresford),  introducing  ourselves, 
and  the  object  of  our  mission. 

February,  24£&. — "Went  to  the  British  Embassy  with  Rev.  Mr.  Beresford  ; 
from  thence  to  the  Royal  Library  ;  and  then  proceeded  to  the  Chinese  and 
Japanese  collection  of  curiosities  ;  then  on  to  the  Gallery  of  Paintings  ;  some 
very  exquisite.  From  thence  to  the  residence  of  the  Russian  (Greek)  clergy- 
man, Chaplain  to  the  Queen  of  Holland,  who  kindly  shewed  us  the  Queen's 
private  apartments — refined  taste,  and  great  magnificence.  Then  on  to  a 
Protestant  school,  of  about  800  poor  children,  which  is  supported  by  subscrip- 
tion. The  King  is  a  subscriber  to  the  amount  of  1,000  guilders.  The  teachers 
consist  of  a  head  master  and  four  assistants.  No  monitors  ;  admirable  con- 
struction of  the  seats  ;  excellent  order  of  the  children  ;  rod  never  used — 
shame,  the  chief  instrument  of  correction ;  fine  specimens  of  painting  ; 
Scriptures  read,  and  prayers  four  times  a  day  ;  salary  of  the  head  master 
1,000  guilders,  and  assistants  from  300  to  400  ;  books  furnished  to  the 
children,  and  all  the  stationery  ;  an  excellent  building,  well-ventilated, 
comfortably  warm,  and  perfectly  clean  ;  the  children  remain  from  six  to 
twelve  years  of  age.  Saw  the  British  Charg^  d'Aifaires,  who  procured  me  a 
general  letter  of  introduction  to  teachers,  etc. ,  throughout  Holland,  from  the 
Minister  of  the  Interior.  Visited  the  largest  and  principal  free  school 
at  the  Hague  ;  it  contains  about  eleven  hundred  children,  girls  and 
boys,  taught  by  a  head-master,  aided  by  a  second,  and  five  other  under- 
masters,  and  five  assistants,  lads  from  fifteen  to  eighteen  years  of  age.  No 
master  ever  sits,  or  has  a  seat  to  sit  on.  Were  conducted  by  the  Russian 
clergymen  to  the  palace  again  ;  the  state  apartments  were  splendid  indeed ; 
collection  of  paintings  extensive  and  most  select ;  hot-houses  and  gardens 
delightful.  Spent  the  evening  with  this  gentleman,  and  was  deeply  inter- 
ested in  his  conversation  on  his  own  labours,  and  the  customs  and  character 
of  the  Hollanders. 

February  25</i. — Left  the  Hague  for  Leyden.  The  country  perfectly  level, 
looking  like  a  low  meadow  won  from  the  empire  of  water  by  the  industry  of 
man,  intersected  by  dykes  and  canals,  interspersed  with  villas  and  good 
private  dwellings ;  here  and  there  a  wood  of  twenty  or  fifty  years  growth. 
On  our  way  we  visited  Dr.  de  Rendt,  who  keeps  the  most  select  private 
school  in  Holland  for  the  first  class  of  nobility  and  gentry. 

February  26th — Leyden. — Attended  the  University,  and  conversed  at  large 
with  the  Inspector  of  Schools  for  the  district,  Mr.  Blusse,  who  gave  the 
history,  and  explained  the  whole  system  of  elementary  education  in  Holland. 
Visited  six  schools,  admirable  upon  the  whole.  Three  thousand  poor  chil- 
dren are  taught  in  them,  at  an  expense  to  the  State.  Visited  the  Museum, 
University,  and  Library ;  then  proceeded  to  Haarlem,  examined  the  school- 
rooms of  the  celebrated  Mr.  Prinsen  and  afterwards  heard  his  own  views  of 
the  essentials  of  a  good  system  of  popular  education  :  his  remarks  were  pro- 
found and  practical.  He  remarked,  "a  good  system  of  education  consists  in 
the  men.  Theory  and  practice  make  the  teacher.  The  government  of  the 
head,  how  acquired  and  how  exercised.  Few  books;  much  exposition."  His 
business  for  forty-four  years  has  been  to  make  school-masters.  Religious 
instruction,  history  of  his  own  career  and  of  his  own  school.  Afterwards 


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examined  Caster's  monument  and  the  church;  heard  the  organ,  and  proceeded 
to  Amsterdam. 

Feb.  27th — Amsterdam. — Had  some  talk  with  the  Government  Inspector 
of  Schools.  Visited  a  school,  taught  by  a  Roman  Catholic,  in  which  there 
were  950  children  in  one  room,  all  quiet,  and  all  attentive.  There  were 
four  masters  and  twelve  assistants.  They  have  prayers  four  times  a  day. 

Feby.  28th. — Went  to  Saundau.  Reflections  on  Peter  the  Great.  Visited 
the  palace,  its  paintings  and  museum.  Took  supper  with  the  Rev.  Mr. 
Jameson,  Episcopal  clergyman. 

March  1st — Belgium.—  Proceeded  to  Utrecht,  thence  to  Antwerp. 

March  2nd — Sunday. — Went  to  the  cathedral;  paintings  by  Rubens; 
earnestness  and  oratory  of  the  preacher.  Went  to  St.  Pauls ;  the  streets  very 
quiet 

March  3rd. — Visited  the  Jesuit's  church,  and  three  schools ;  phonic  and 
Lancasterian  method  of  teaching.  Visited  the  museum,  the  city,  the  view 
from  the  tower  of  the  cathedral,  statues  of  Rubens,  of  the  Virgin  and 
Saviour.  Proceeded  to  Brussels;  visited  three  schools;  courteously  received; 
arrangements  good.  Visited  the  Hotel  de  Ville;  Gobelin  tapestry;  history  of 
Clovis;  abdication  of  Charles  V.  Paintings.  Reflections. 

March  4th. — Spent  three  hours  in  examining  the  field  of  Waterloo.  Went 
to  Nivelles  and  visited  the  Normal  School  for  south  Belgium;  all  the  arrange- 
ments perfect.  Returned  to  Brussels. 

March  3rd. — Left  Brussels  for  Ghent;  met  a  commissioner  at  the  railway 
station,  and  visited  the  Government  Model  School ;  the  views  of  the  intelli- 
gent master  were  very  excellent.  Called  on  a  Doctor  to  whom  I  had  a  letter 
of  introduction.  He  explained  the  school  system  of  Belgium  with  great  clear- 
ness. Visited  the  prison,  the  celebrated  establishment  that  excited  the 
admiration  of  Howard,  and  after  the  model  of  which  several  prisons  in 
England  and  America  have  been  built.  There  were  about  twelve  hundred 
prisoners — arrangements  wonderful,  discipline  apparently  perfect — kept  by 
twenty-eight  men.  Visited  a  poorhouse,  a  benevolent  establishment  to  assist 
poor  old  people;  about  three  hundred  inmates;  grateful  feelings,  sympathy. 
Visited  the  celebrated  convent,  containing  about  eight  hundred  nuns, 
who  come  and  remain  voluntarily  ;  none,  it  is  said,  have  ever  left.  Visited 
the  university  buildings — the  best  I  have  seen  on  the  continent ;  lecture- 
rooms  very  fine.  Left  for  Lille,  in  France;  courteously  treated  at  the  French 
custom  house. 

March  8th — Paris. — On  our  way  from  Lille  we  crossed  a  branch  of  the 
Rhine  and  the  Meuse  on  the  ice;  country  level  and  well  cultivated;  passed 
Cambray  and  other  towns.  Walked  to  the  park,  Tuileries,  to  the  Triumphal 
Arch  of  Napoleon — a  world  of  magnificence, 

March  9th. — Studying  French;  walked  through  ajid  around  the  Palais 
Royale  in  the  boulevards — noble,  splendid. 

March  Wth — Suuday.— Attended  the  Wesleyan  chapel— about  one  hundred 
present— then  the  English  Church;  thence  to  the  Madeleine  Church — most 
magnificent;  congregation  vast;  music  and  chanting  excellent  beyond  descrip- 
tion ;  discourse  read ;  paintings  and  sculpture  fine;  church  built  by  Napoleon. 

March  llth. — Went  to  Dr.  Grampier,.  the  director  of  the  French  Protes- 
tant Evangelical  Mission,  a  pious  man,  an  able  author,  at  the  head  of  an 
excellent  institution  having  missions  in  Africa  as  well  as  in  different  parts 
of  France. 

March  12th.— Removed  to  new  lodgings  ;  tolerably  comfortable. 

March  13th. — Went  to  the  university;  heard  lecture  on  history  ;  Attended 
an  evening  party  at  Dr.  Grampier's;  was  introduced  to  several  gentlemen  of 
rank  and  wealth.  Singing  and  reading  of  the  Scriptures ;  much  pleased 
with  the  party  ;  as  many  ladies  as  gentlemen;  assembled  at  eight,  broke  up 
at  eleven  o'clock. 


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March  14th. — Heard  a  most  splendid  lecture  on  astronomy  from  the 
celebrated  Arago ;  audience  very  large;  the  professor  had  no  notes;  the 
subject  was  light — comets,  causes  of  the  changes  in  the  color  of  the  stars, 
etc.,  etc.;  lecture  two  hours,  much  cheered. 

March  15th. — Went  to  the  French  Chamber  of  Deputies ;  saw  Guizot. 
Difference  between  the  French  Chamber  of  Deputies  and  the  British  House 
of  Commons  struck  me — 1st.  The  more  ample  accommodations  for  mem- 
bers ;  2nd.  The  little  attention  which  appeared  to  be  paid  to  the  President 
of  the  .Chamber  ;  3rd.  In  the  members  going  to  the  tribune  to  speak,  and 
reading  their  speeches  ;  4th.  In  the  position  of  the  different  officers  of  the 
House ;  5th.  The  fine  appearance  of  the  servants,  and  the  very  convenient 
accommodations  for  them ;  6th.  The  superior  accommodations  for  strangers. 
Heard  two  lectures  at  the  university,  one  on  mineralogy;  lecture  good  ; 
specimens  numerous — the  other  on  electricity ;  splendid  lecturer ;  fine  illus- 
trations. 

March  IQth — Sunday. — Went  to  the  Oratoire,  the  principal  Protestant 
place  of  worship;  about  seventy  catechumens  admitted;  the  dress  of  the 
females  white.  Sermon  by  Mr.  Monod;  text — "Mon  Jits,  donne-moi  ton 
coeur;"  very  practical  and  impressive;  the  singing  peculiarly  touching.  He 
is  a  complete  talking  machine;  read  from  Lamartine,  as  did  M.  Delille 
beautifully  and  effectively. 

March  \1ih. — Close  application  to  the  study  of  French  all  day.  Anecdotes 
at  breakfast  respecting  the  pride  of  Victor  Hugo.  Walked  along  the  Seine, 
then  across  the  river  into  Notre  Dame — the  Westminister  Abbey  of  Paris — 
worthy  of  the  appellation. 

March  ISth. — Pursued  my  studies  till  7  p.m.,  when  I  attended  a  party 
given  by  Count  Gasparin,  M.H.D.,  who,  with  his  father,  is  styled  the  Wil- 
berforce  of  France — the  one  being  a  member  of  the  House  of  Peers,  the 
other  of  the  House  of  Deputies.  They  are  regarded  as  the  representatives 
.,  of  Protestantism  in  the  French  Legislature.  Had  a  good  deal  of  conversa- 
tion with  Dr.  Grampier,  on  the  strength,  state,  and  prospects  of  Protestantism 
'  in  France;  also  the  mode  of  instructing  young  persons  for  public  recognition 
in  the  Church,  and  admission  to  the  Holy  Communion.  These  catechumens 
are  instructed  two  or  three  times  a  week,  for  six  months,  in  the  evidences, 
doctrines,  and  morals  of  Christianity.  They  are  then  examined,  and  if  they 
shew  themselves  qualified,  they  are  publicly  admitted.  The  ceremony  of 
admission  takes  place  twice  a  year,  a  little  before  Easter,  and  at  Pentecost. 
None  are  admitted  under  fifteen  years  of  age.  Dr.  Grampier  considered 
that  Protestantism  was  decidedly  gaining  upon  Popery;  and  that  his  own 
university  had  been  as  successlul  amongst  the  Catholics,  as  amongst  Protes- 
tants, in  genuine  heart  conversions;  that  whole  congregations  in  some  parts 
of  France  had  embraced  Protestantism.  His  remarks  respecting  Guizot 
were  interesting  and  curious.  The  mother  of  this  great  man  is  now  eighty- 
four  years  of  age,  a  woman  of  great  vigour  of  mind;  a  saint,  and  nursing- 
mother  in  Israel;  she  offers  daily  prayers  for  her  son.  Guizot  is  an  orthodox 
Protestant,  employed  Dr.  Grampier  to  instruct  and  prepare  his  children  for 
the  Holy  Communion,  but  never  goes  to  church  himself,  but  has  told  Dr. 
Grampier  that  he  prays  every  day.  He  has  been  much  afflicted  in  the  loss 
of  two  wives  whom  he  greatly  loved;  and  also  of  a  son,  about  twenty-one,  a 
young  man  of  most  amiable  disposition,  great  acquirements,  talents  and 
virtues.  Conversed  also  with  Count  Gasparin,  who  appears  to  be  a  truly 
converted  man;  spoke  of  the  inefficiency  of  a  formal  religion,  and  the  neces- 
sity of  the  religion  of  the  heart.  Mentioned  the  readiness  of  Roman 
Catholics  to  hear  Protestant  missionaries.  He  believes  that  God  is  about  to 
do  a  great  work  in  France.  The  Count  is  an  author;  his  father  has  been 
Minister  of  the  Interior. 

March  IQth. — Heard  lecture  on  chemistry  by  Prof.  Dumas,  one  of  the 
ablest  chemists  of  the  present  day,  and  a  most  eloquent  lecturer. 


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March  20th — Good  Friday. — Went  to  hear  a  Protestant  Clergyman,  one  of 
the  most  pious  and  able  ministers  in  Paris  ;  his  manner  unaffected,  eloquent, 
and  impressive.  No  organ  ;  singing  good,  all  sang.  It  being  a  holy  day, 
crowds  were  everywhere  ;  streets  for  miles  were  filled  with  three,  and  some- 
times four  lines  of  carriages,  of  all  descriptions  ;  the  broad  sidewalks  were 
literally  crowded  with  pedestrians,  forming  solid  masses  from  twenty  to  fifty 
feet  wide,  and  extending  two  miles.  Order  was  preserved  by  soldiers  and 
cavalry,  stationed  at  short  distances.  I  never  paw  such  a  moving  mass  of 
people,  embracing,  no  doubt,  every  nation  in  Europe  and  America.  The 
attractions  of  the  harlequins,  jugglers,  hucksters,  etc.,  of  all  descriptions, 
surpass  imagination.  I  walked  to  Napoleon's  Arch  of  Triumph  ;  observed 
the  inscriptions  and  remarkable  figures  on  that  elegant  and  extraordinary 
structure  ;  ascended  to  the  top,  and  there  enjoyed  one  of  the  most  magni- 
ficent views  I  ever  beheld,  embracing  all  Paris -and  its  environs  for  many 
miles,  the  day  being  cloudless  ;  the  serpentine  Seine,  the  richly  cultivated 
country,  its  parks,  its  gardens,  its  arcades  of  trees,  its  villas,  churches,  colleges, 
hospitals,  paiaces,  squares,  and  monuments,  together  with  the  elegant  Tuil- 
eries,  the  noble  Louvre,  the  magnificent  Champs  Elysees,  the  playing  foun- 
tains, the  spacious  streets,  and  the  moving  masses  of  people,  presented  a  scene 
which  for  variety,  splendour,  and  I  may  add,  solemnity,  could  not  be  excelled 
by  any  prospect  that  might  have  been  commanded  on  the  pinnacle  of  Jeru- 
salem's Temple.  In  fifty  years  the  mass  of  this  vast  multitude  will  be 
numbered  amongst  a  bygone  generation;  and  these  stately  works  of  art  shall 
perish.  What  a  worm  am  I  amongst  such  a  multitude !  yet  I  am  destined  to 
immortality ;  have  but  a  few  years  to  live  in  a  probationary  state,  but  an 
eternity  to  exist  ! 

March  21st. — Went  to  the  Louvre  to  see  the  paintings  ;  about  two  thousand 
in  number  ;  some  large  and  splendid,  many  beautiful,  and  some  affecting  ; 
none  of  the  paintings  from  sacred  history  equal  those  I  have  seen  in  England, 
Holland,  and  Belgium,  especially  in  Antwerp. 

March  22nd — Easter. — Went  to  the  Oratoire,  where  a  discourse  was 
delivered,  and  the  Lord's  Supper  celebrated.  The  preacher,  Mons.  Venueil, 
was  so  impressive  and  affecting  that  the  greater  part  of  the  congregation  were 
in  tears  several  times.  Being  Easter  Sunday,  his  subject  was  the  resurrection 
of  Christ,  He  reminded  me  of  Saurin.  The  spe'ctacle  presented  of  the 
communicants  standing  around  a  long  table,  and  the  minister  in  the  midst, 
at  one  side,  distributing  the  emblems  with  suitable  addresses,  reminded  me 
of  pictures  I  have  seen  of  Christ  at  the  Last  Supper.  The  catechumens  who 
had  been  received  on  the  previous  Sabbath,  first  partook.  I,  for  the  first 
time,  communed  with  French  Protestants,  and  T  felt  it  good  to  be  there.  I 
attended  the  Wesleyan  chapel  ;  service  in  French  ;  congregation  about 
seventy-five  ;  preacher  (a  little  Frenchman),  quite  animated  ;  he  quoted 
many  passages  of  Scripture,  chapter  and  verse,  proving  the  universality  of 
the  Atonement.  The  communion  followed. 

March  24th,  1845. — This  day  I  am  forty -two  years  of  age!  My  life  is 
more  than  half  gone,  at  the  best.  The  recollections  of  the  past  year  are 
painful  and  humiliating  beyond  expression.  It  has  been  the  least  spiritual 
year  of  my  Christian  life.  For  some  weeks  past  I  have  been  revived  in  my 
purposes,  devotions  and  enjoyments.  By  God's  grace,  my  future  life  and 
labours  shall  be  His.  I  have  never  before  felt  so  keenly  the  weakness  and 
depravity  of  the  human  heart ;  nor  have  I  ever  felt  so  deeply  the  necessity 
and  the  sufficiency  of  the  atoning  blood  of  Christ.  He  is  all.  All  is  wretched- 
ness and  death  without  Him. 

March  26lh. — Worked  very  hard  at  my  French  studies ;  much  discouraged, 
but  must  not  abandon  my  efforts  to  speak  a  new  language.  Visited  the 
Pantheon — wondrous  structure — a  sovereign's  pride,  and  a  nation's  monu- 
ment Visited  the  tombs  of  the  dead ;  ascended  to  the  dome — magnificent 


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view;  fine  paintings  in  fresco.  My  impressions  will  never  be  effaced.  Thia 
evening  was  in  company  with  Count  Gasparin  and  his  noble  father,  and  Mr. 
Monod,  one  of  the  principal  Protestant  ministers  in  Paris.  Mr.  Monod 
spoke  strongly  of  Puseyism ;  mentioned  that  he  was  at  a  school  this  week 
where  there  were  twelve  Protestant  young  ladies  sent  from  England  to  be 
educated  in  a  Papal  school,  and  every  one  of  them  had  become  Roman 
Catholics.  He  told  me  there  was  no  intercourse  between  the  Protestants  in 
France  and  Holland  ;  he  considers  vital  religion  is  advancing  in  Holland. 

March  27th. — Went  to  the  Observatoire ;  heard  lecture  from  Mons.  Arago ; 
room  crowded.  Visited  the  beautiful  gardens  of  the  Luxembourg. 

March  30th. — Heard  Mons.  Armand  Delille  (my  host)  preach,  in  Dr. 
Grampier's  Church  ;  impressive  ^ervice,  and  a  comfortable  place  of  worship 
outside  the  gates  of  the  city. 

March  31st. — Commenced  receiving  lessons  in  French  from  Mons. 
O.  de  Lille;  believe  I  shall  soon  be  able  to  speak.  The  name  of  God  be  praised 
for  His  help  and  blessing  ! 

April  2na. — Went  to  the  College  (Sorbonne)  ;  heard  a  lecture  on  Botany. 

April  3rd. — Was  strongly  talked  with  for  not  speaking  French  ;  Oh,  that 
God  would  help  me  ;  I  desire  to  employ  it  to  His  honour.  Heard  Mons. 
Arago  on  Astronomy. 

April  5th. — Commenced  conversing  in  French,  in  good  earnest.  Heard  a 
lecture  by  Mons.  Depretz  on  Modern  History,  in  which  the  eloquent  lecturer 
drew  a  parallel  between  France  and  Rome,  and  the  reign,  of  Augustus  and 
the  career  of  Buonaparte,  of  course  in  favour  of  the  latter. 

April  6th — Sabbath. — Attended  church  both  morning  and  evening.  Re- 
ceived this  morning  a  present  of  several  books  in  French  from  the  pious 
author  of  them  ;  read  the  description  and  reflections  upon  "  J^sus  Be"nissant 
les  Enfants  "  ;  was  deeply  affected  with  the  remembrance  of  the  manner  in 
which  my  most  pious  and  excellent  mother  brought  me,  in  various  ways,  to 
the  Saviour,  when  I  was  a  little  boy.  I  owe  my  all  to  her,  as  a  divinely- 
owned  instrument,  in  my  early  conversion  and  dedication  of  myself  to  God 
and  His  Church.  She  is  now  on  the  verge  of  heaven — may  grace  strengthen 
me  to  meet  her  there. 

April  7th. — Heard  four  lectures  this  day  on  law,  chemistry,  theology,  and 
philosophy.  The  lecture  on  theology  was  on  the  authenticity  of  the  Scrip- 
tures— cdmparing  the  prophecies  of  Isaiah  with  the  narrative  of  the  evan- 
gelists. Lecture  on  philosophy  was  devoted  to  an  admirable  analysis  of 
Locke. 

April  8th. — Attended  four  lectures  at  the  university  at  9  o'clock.  "  Droit 
de  la  nature  et  des  nations,"  (in  the  college  of  France)  by  Mons.  de  Postels; 
"  Poe"sie  latine,"  by  M.  Patin,  the  subject  was  Horace;  "  Anatomie,  physio- 
logie  comp.  et  zoologie,"  by  De  Blainville;  much  of  geological  theory; 
"  Physique-Acoustique,"  by  M.  Despretz;  musical  instruments. 

April  9th. — Have  attended  five  lectures:  "Histoire  de  Litterature  Grecque," 
by  Egger;  "Histoire  Eccldsiastique,"  by  1'Abbe  Jager;  "Botanique  anat.  et 
Physiologic  Vdgetales,"  by  Payer;  "The"ologie  Morale,"  by  1'Abbe  Receveur. 

April  10th. — Attended  three  full  lectures,  and  part  of  a  fourth.  1st 
Eloquence  latine — Cicero,  by  M.  Hanet;  2nd.  Histoire  Moderne,  by  M.  Mich- 
elet,  celebrated,  (College  de  France)  crowded  audience  and  much  applause; 
3rd.  Litterature  Grecque;  4th.  Histoire  Moderne,  par  M.  Sornement.  I 
understood  more  than  I  ever  did  before.  The  name  of  the  Lord  be  praised! 

April  llth. — Attended  five  lectures.  1st.  Civil  Law  of  France;  2nd. 
Astronomical  Geography;  3rd.  Sacred  Literature;  4th.  Botany  and  Vege- 
table Physiology;  5th.  French  Eloquence.  Read  French  and  English  with 
a  young  collegian.  The  name  of  the  Lord  be  praised  for  the  goodness  of 
this  day,  and  for  the  success  of  my  labours! 


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April  12lh. — Was  enabled  to  make  a  long  recitation  this  morning,  and 
have  attended  five  lectures  at  the  university.  Received  a  parcel  from  Lon- 
don, furnishing  me  with  Canadian  papers;  how  refreshing  is  news  from 
home  in  a  foreign  country.  Thus  has  my  heavenly  Father  blest  me  with  all 
good  things. 

April  13th — Sabbath.— Attended  service  at  the  Chapelle  Tailbout;  M. 
Bridel  preached  on  prayer;  thence  to  the  Wesleyan  Chapel,  which  was 
crowded.  Eead  the  religious  intelligence  from  Canada.  1  rejoice  to  hear 
of  the  doings  of  my  brethren;  the  success  of  the  work  in  their  hands;  hope 
still  to  labour  with  them. 

April  14th. — Attended  four  lectures  at  the  university,  besides  my  studies. 
I  pray  my  heavenly  Father  to  assist  and  prosper  my*  exertions.  I  can  do 
nothing  without  confidence  in  Him.  To  the  glory  of  His  name  shall  the 
fruit  of  my  unworthy  labours  be  consecrated. 

April  15th. — Attended  the  meeting  of  the  "  Societe  des  Introits  gene'raux 
du  Protestantisme  francais."  Proceedings  commenced  with  prayer.  The 
meeting  was  addressed  by  a  number  of  pasteurs;  most  of  the  speakers  had 
notes.  Also  attended  the  annual  meeting  of  the  "  Societe"  des  Traite's  re- 
ligieux"  in  the  Chapelle  Tailbout;  report  well  read;  speeches  short  and  ener- 
getic. 

April  16th. — Attended  the  Conference  of  the  Protestant  Pastors,  in  the 
Consistory  of  the  Oratoire.  About  sixty  present;  the  proceedings  opened 
with  prayer.  The  President  then  asked  the  members  present  to  propose  the 
subject  of  their  friendly  conversation;  several  were  proposed.  Two  hours 
brotherly  conversation  took  place  on  the  duties,  powers,  and  interests  of  the 
synod.  Most  of  those  who  spoke  had  notes;  delivered  their  sentiments 
sitting;  were  asked  in  order.  Attended  the  twenty-fifth  anniversary  of  the 
"  Societe"  Biblique  Protestante;"  commenced  with  prayer  and  singing.  The 
Count  de  Gasparin  spoke  extemporaneously,  and  with  great  elegance  and 
ease.  A  number  spoke  with  energy  and  force;  the  last  speaker  selected 
passages  to  show  that  the  Gospel  is  not  incomprehensible  to  the  vulgar,  as 
Eomanists  as*sert;  also  attended  the  annual  meeting  of  the  "  Socie"W  Evan- 
gelique  de  France;"  Chairman  read  a  very  short  address;  several  spoke;  M. 
de  Gasparin  concluded  by  prayer. 

April  17th. — Attended  the  Conference  of  Pastors;  the  proceedings  the 
same  as  yesterday.  At  the  annual  meeting  of  the  "  Societe"  des  Missions 
Evangelique;"  the  chair  was  occupied  by  a  venerable  old  man,  who  seemed, 
from  the  allusions  made,  to  be  an  old  friend  and  supporter  of  the  Society. 
The  aged  President  read  with  a  feeble  voice  a  short  address.  There  were 
nine  speakers;  the  last  the  venerable  Monod,  who  delivered  a  charge  and 
parting  address  to  the  young  men  who  were  going  to  Africa.  He  embraced 
in  his  address  the  marrow  of  the  Gospel,  its  power,  its  promises,  its  precious- 
ness.  The  young  men  were  deeply  affected,  as  were  all  present.  He  directed 
them  to  the  power  and  promises  of  Christ;  assured  them  of  the  continued 
sympathy  of  the  Protestant  pastors  and  churches  of  France.  Another  pastor 
volunteered  a  few  words  of  address  to  the  young  men,  on  the  distribution  of 
religious  tracts,  and  everywhere  proclaiming  themselves  as  the  missionaries 
of  Christ  from  France.  There  was  a  most  affectionate  greeting  of  pastors 
and  old  friends.  In  the  Consistory  Chapel  of  the  Oratoire  de  1'Eglise,  there 
are  four  busts  of  ministers  whose  memory  is  cherished  by  their  survivors.  The 
names  and  epitaphs  are  as  follows :— (1)  F.  Methezet— "  II  se  repose  de  ses 
travaux  et  ses  ceuvres  le  suivent."  (2)  J.  A.  Barbant— "  Je  sais  en  qui  j'ai 
cru."  (3)  J,  Monod— "Christ  est  ma  vie,  et  la  mort  est  gain."  (4)  P.  H. 
Marron — "  O  mort  ou  est  ton  aiguillon  !  0  s^pulcre  ou  est  ta  victoire  !" 

April  18th.— Attended  the  annual  meeting  of  the  "Societ6  Biblique 
Frangoise  et  Etrangere."    Count  de  Gasparin  in  the  chair;  speeches  spirited; 


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details  of  report  interesting  and  encouraging.  Went  to  Dr.  Grampier's;  a 
social  meeting  of  pastors,  to  converse  and  pray  on  the  subject  of  Missions; 
subject  of  conversations;  the  Missionary  work  and  spirit.  From  thence 
went  to  an  annual  party,  where  there  was  much  of  fashion  and  elegance; 
magnificent  tea;  peculiar  manners;  conversed  with  Mr.  Touse,  an  English 
clergyman,  and  with  M.  Q.  de  Gasparin. 

April  19th. — Attended  the  annual  meeting  of  the  "  Soci^te  pour  1'encour- 
agement  et  1'instruction  primairie  le  protestants  de  France."  The  Protestants 
are  not  satisfied  with  the  system  of  mixed  schools;  they  wish  to  have  exclu- 
sively Protestant  schools.  The  report  was  full,  explicit,  and  decided.  Several 
speeches  from  the  principal  Protestant  ministers,  dwelling  upon  religious 
instruction  in  primary  schools.  Attended  the  morning  conference;  nothing 
new  in  the  proceedings;  but  there  was  a  marriage;  but  neither  groomsmen 
nor  bridesmaids.  Address  of  the  pastor.  The  bride  led  by  her  father,  the 
brother-in-law  leading  the  bridegroom;  salutations  of  friends;  the  presenta- 
tion of  the  wedding-ring  by  the  father  of  the  bride;  presentation  of  a  Bible 
to  the  newly-married  couple;  touching  offering  to  the  poor. 

April  20th — Sabbath.  —Went  to  the  "Institution des  Diaconesses  de  1'Eglise 
Evang61ique  de  France."  The  situation  is  delightful.  Several  addresses 
and  statements  of  affairs.  Employed  the  evening  in  religious  study.  Wit- 
nessed much  lightness  among  certain  ministers  of  the  Protestant  Reformed 
Church.  The  prevalent  views  here  respecting  the  sanctity  of  the  Sabbath 
are  very  different  from  those  which  prevail  either  in  England  or  Canada. 

April  25th. — Visited  several  schools  of  the  Protestant  dissenters  in  Paris 
— called  "  Ecoles  Gratuit^s."  The  first  was  the  Female  Normal  School, 
containing  nineteen  pupils.  I  was  impressed  with  the  admirable  arrange- 
ment of  the  school  and  its  appliances,  as  well  as  the  taste  and  neatness  of 
the  botanical  garden.  The  dormitory  was  plain,  neat,  and  airy;  in  it  on  the 
wall  were  pasted  the  following  passages  of  Scripture,  viz.,  Psalms  xv.  9., 
Amos  iv.  12.  There  were  two  schools  for  boys  and  girls  attached  to  the 
institution,  but  these  several  departments  constitute  one  school — all  Roman 
<  'atholic  children  taught  by  Protestants,  on  strictly  Protestant  principles. 
The  priests  make  no  opposition.  People  independent  of  the  priests. 

April  26th. — Pursued  my  studies  with  encouraging  success.  Visited  M. 
Toase  who  gave  me  useful  information. 

April  21th — Sabbath. — Heard  M.  Toase;  went  afterwards  to  the  Madeleine; 
building  magnificent;  passed  through  the  garden  of  the  Tuileries;  a  para- 
dise of  a  place;  shades;  walks;  grass-plots;  lakes;  fountains;  fish;  statues; 
amusements;  but,  alas !  what  profanation  of  the  Sabbath ! 

April  30th. — Went  to  Versailles;  grand  and  little  Trainon,  magnificent. 

May  1st. — The  King's  birthday  and  fete;  illuminations;  fireworks;  appear- 
ance of  the  King  Louis  Philippe  on  the  balcony  of  the  palace.  The  Tuileries ; 
the  Champs  Elysees;  booths;  fetes;  riding;  examples  of  physical  strength; 
girls  riding;  jumping;  great  multitudes;  good  order  preserved;  Church  of 
St.  Roch;  music;  saw  Lord  Cowley;  his  kindness  in  lending  me  his  ticket 
for  the  House  of  Peers;  getting  recommendations  from  the  Government; 
documents  on  education,  etc. 

May  3rd. — Visited  Notre  Dame;  Hdtel-Dieu;  Chambre  des  Pairs;  Cha- 
pelle;  gallery  of  paintings;  nuns;  few  peers  present;  old  men;  session 
short;  not  imposing;  fine  paintings  in  the  Chapel;  admirable  selection  in 
the  gallery ;  answer  from  Lord  Cowley. 

May  8th. — Have  devoted  several  days  to  study,  nothing  worthy  of  remark. 

May  9th. — Left  Paris  for  Lyons ;  on  the  top  of  the  diligence  on  the 
railroad  to  Orleans,  level,  fertile  country;  passed  through  Orleans;  saw 
Cathedral ;  Jeanne  d'Arc  ;  Loire  ;  historical  recollections. 


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May  12th. — Examined  the  curiosities  of  the  town ;  rough-looking  people ; 
homage  to  the  Virgin;  "H6tel  du  Midi;"  view  from  the  Observatoire ; 
Roman  antiquities. 

May  13th. — Left  Lyons  in  a  steamer  for  Avignon ;  confluence  of  the 
Rhone  and  Soane  ;  varied,  beautiful,  and  sometimes  bold ;  romantic  scenery 
on  the  Rhone.  Vienne ;  vineyards  ;  wines  ;  St.  Villars  ;  Pontius  Pilate  ; 
river  very  narrow  and  crooked  ;  Roch  de  Tain  ;  Hannibal ;  vista  of  the 
valley  of  the  Isere ;  Alps  ;  Valence  ;  St.  Pay;  Peroy;  wine  of  St.  Percy  ; 
Castle  of  Crupol ;  Drdme  ;  Montilvart ;  Viviers  ;  rocks  ;  canal ;  Ardiche  ; 
"  Paul  St.  Esprit,"  great  curiosity ;  Roquemon  ;  women  carrying  stones  ; 
noble  and  extensive  work  on  the  banks  of  the  river,  and  in  the  erection  of 
new  bridges. 

May  14th. — Avignon  ;  wall ;  view  from  the  tower  of  the  Cathedral ; 
visit  it ;  paintings  very  beautiful ;  palace  ;  inquisition  ;  left  Avignon  for 
Beaucaire;  river  uninteresting;  thence  to  Nismes  by  railway;  poor  country ; 
asses  and  mules  used  ;  women  shoeing  them  ;  people  athletic,  but  very 
passionate  and  quarrelsome. 

May  15th. — Examined  the  antiquities  of  Nismes;  truly  wonderful  and 
interesting. 

May  16th. — Arrived  at  Montpellier  ;  narrow  streets  ;  Citadel  Fountaine  ; 
promenade  ;  Jardin  des  Plantes  ;  Mrs.  Temple's  tomb  ;  read  a  passage  from 
Young's  Night  Thoughts  there  ;  Bannia  Palm  ;  Ecole  de  Medicine  ;  Cathe- 
dral ;  Museum  of  Painting. 

May  Vjth. — Returned  to  Nismes ;  revisited  the  Amphitheatre  and  the 
Maison  Care"e  ;  beautiful  in  proportion  and  execution.  Returned  to 
Beacaise  ;  visited  the  Castle  ;  very  high,  and  remarkably  strong  ;  crossed 
the  river  to  examine  a  castle,  now  a  prison  ;  historical  recollections  of  both 
castles.  Visited  the  Church  dedicated  to  St.  Martha  ;  curious  front.  Visited 
St.  Martha's  Tomb  ;  felt  awful  in  the  grim  darkness,  rendered  barely  visible 
by  the  flickering  lamp ;  inscription  at  the  head  of  the  Tomb  :  "  Solicita 
Noritubatur  ;  singular  well  ;  old  women  in  the  Church  ;  the  Image  of  St. 
Martha,  with  its  knees  and  feet  worn  by  kissing.  Proceeded  to  Cette  ;  the 
Amphitheatre  is  by  no  means  as  well  preserved  as  that  of  Nismes,  but  larger ; 
the  walls  immeasurably  thick.  Saw  the  remains  of  a  Roman,  theatre  ;  its 
curious  workmanship  attests  its  former  magnificence. 

May  18th — Sabbath. — Back  at  Marseilles,  but  no  Sabbath  here  ;  theatres 
all  open,  and  crowds  pressing  into  them  ;  saw  some  curious  handbills  about 
the  Pope  granting  indulgences ;  holy  water  in  the  churches ;  children 
using  it. 

May  20th. — Coast  from  Marseilles,  bold,  varied,  picturesque ;  barren  rocks; 
vineyards  and  olive  trees  ;  entrance  into  the  bay  and  harbor  of  Genoa  very 
beautiful. 

May  21st. — In  Genoa  the  streets  are  very  narrow;  the  buildings  very  high; 
the  city  clean  ;  all  preferable  to  Paris  :  left  for  Leghorn. 

May  22nd. — At  Leghorn,  visited  Smollet's  tomb.  At  Pisa,  saw  the  lean- 
ing tower  ;  baptistry,  etc. 

May  23rd. — Entered  Rome  at  sunset.  We  could  see  St.  Peter's  more  than 
fifteen  miles  off, 

May  25th. — Commenced  visiting  the  churches  of  the  city.  1.  Temple  of 
Antonius  ;  column  to  his  honour,  and  his  victories  inscribed.  2.  Church  of 
St.  Ignazia;  tomb  of  Gregory  XV.  3.  Pantheon  of  Agrippa — built  22  B.C., 
of  Oriental  granite  brought  from  Egypt.  The  obelisk  is  from  the  Temple  of 
Isis.  4.  In  the  second  chapel  to  the  left,  Raphael  was  buried  in  1520.  He 
gave  orders  to  his  scholar  Lorenzetto  to  make  the  statue  of  the  Virgin, 
behind  which  he  is  buried.  It  is  ornamented  by  gold  and  silver  offerings  of 
trinkets,  rings,  and  bracelets.  5th.  Piazza  della  Minerva — formerly  Temple 


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of  Minerva,  another  of  Isis,  another  of  Serapis,  now  a  rhurch  obelisk.  Statue 
of  Michael  Angelo.  6.  Roman  College.  7.  Palace  of  Prince  Doria.  In  the 
picture  gallery  I  was  especially  struck  by  a  beautiful  painting  of  the  Holy 
Family ;  also  Titian,  by  himself,  his  last  work.  Visited  the  Church  of  St. 
Joseph — uuder  which  was  the  Mamertine  Prison,  where  St.  Paul  was  con- 
fined. Arch  of  Titus.  The  Church  of  St.  Peter's  in  Vincola  has  twenty 
pillars  from  the  Diocletian  Bath,  two  of  them  Oriental  granite.  Michael 
Angelo's  last  work  is  a  marble  figure  of  Moses,  with  the  two  tables  of  the 
law  under  his  right  arm, — magnificent.  There  are  also  twelve  magnificent 
marble  figures  of  the  twelve  apostles. 

May  26th. — Church  of  St.  Maria,  in  Villicella;  festival  in  honour  of  St 
Fillippo.  High  mass  was  celebrated  in  presence  of  the  Pope  and  cardinals. 
I  stood  near  the  altar,  and  had  a  good  view  of  them  alL  The  Pope  passed 
twice  within  a  few  feet  of  me;  was  carried  in  a  splendid  chair  by  twelve 
men,  who  passed  up  the  aisle  into  the  vestry.  He  is  eighty  years  of  age, 
good  looking  and  walked  with  a  firm  step;  he  blessed  the  people  as  he 
passed.  The  cardinals  kissed  the  Pope's  hand,  the  priests  his  toe  or  foot. 
Next  went  to  the  Church  of  the  Jesuits,  where  there  is  a  splendid  represen- 
tation of  Religion,  giving  the  foot  to  Protestant  heresy  in  the  person  of 
Luther  and  Calvin. 

June  1st — Sunday. — Went  to  the  Roman  College  to  the  worship  of  the 
congregation  of  Jesuits.  In  another  hall  a  discourse  was  being  delivered 
1o  the  pupils,  some  four  hundred  being  present.  At  St.  Paul's,  was  shown 
the  house  in  which  St.  Paul  resided  during  two  years  a  prisoner  in  Rome. 
Witnessed  an  extraordinary  but  most  impressive  servile  in  the  celebrated 
Amphitheatre,  where,  it  is  said,  200,000  Christians  were  put  to  death  in  two 
centuries. 

June  6lh. — During  the  last  five  days  have  been  studying  Italian,  and 
revisiting  some  of  the  more  remarkable  remains  of  Roman  antiquities, 
colleges,  and  schools  ;  also  a  prison  for  women,  well  managed  and  arranged  ; 
much  attention  is  paid  to  their  religious  instruction. 

June  10th — Sabbath. — Visited  the  Churches  of  St.  John,  and  Maria 
Maggiore  ;  visited  one  of  the  most  important  and  interesting  schools  of  the 
Christian  Brothers  ;  400  pupils  tauglit  by  four  masters  ;  4,000  pupils  are 
taught  by  the  same  fraternity.  Visited  also  the  College  of  Propaganda ; 
was  shewn  by  the  Rector  over  the  whole  establishment ;  it  is  wonderful,  the 
influence  of  which  is  felt  in  all  lands  ;  he  shewed  me  the  oldest  and  most 
curious  MSS.  I  ever  saw. 

June  14th. — Arrived  at  Naples,  after  a  stage  journey  of  thirty  hours. 
Peasants  very  lazy  ;  passed  the  murdered  body  of  a  man.  As  we  advanced 
we  observed  a  great  change  in  the  manners  and  habits  of  the  people. 

June  15th — Sabbath. — Vesuvius  was  splendid  last  night,  to  a  degree,  I 
understand  that  has  not  been  seen  since  1839.  Visited  the  Poor  House;  the 
establishment  accommodates  upwards  of  2,000. 

June  16th — Visited  Pompeii,  and  Herculaneum,  and  Vesuvius.  Met  with 
the  Jesuit  Prefect  of  Educational  Institutions ;  and  a  Priest  from  the 
United  States.  From  the  Jesuit  I  obtained  a  full  account  of  the  educational 
institutions  in  Naples;  from  the  American  Priest  much  useful  information 
on  various  subjects.  Ascended  Mount  Vesuvius;  when  we  reached  the 
summit  my  face  was  burnt;  lava  falling  all  round  us — God  of  dreadful 
majesty,  who  art  a  "consuming  fire !"  Beheld  here  the  setting  sun — God  of 
glory  who  art  "the  light  of  the  world  !"  Descending  we  reached  our  hotel 
about  midnight;  thank  God  for  His  protection  and  mercy. 

June  18th — Went  to  the  museum  to  examine  the  antiquities  of  Hercu- 
Isenum  and  Pompeii.  Left  for  Leghorn. 


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June  20th — Pisa. — Took  a  coach  with  two  other  gentlemen;  a  beautiful 
ride  of  eight  hours  along  the  valley  of  the  Arno,  from  Pisa  to  Florence.  The 
best  cultivated  country,  and  the  best  looking  peasantry  I  have  ever  seen;  the 
river  walled,  and  the  bridges  fine.  ' 

June  24th. — The  celebration  of  the  Feast  of  John  the  Baptist,  commenced 
by  a  chariot  race,  after  the  fashion  of  the  chariots  in  the  games  of  the  Greeks 
and  Romans. 

June  26th. — The  Grand  Duke  of  Tuscany  will  not  allow  Jesuits  in  his 
dominion;  but  in  Naples  the  Jesuits  are  all  powerful — confessors  to  the  king 
and  royal  family — and  that  even  an  artist  cannot  get  employment  who  has 
not  a  Jesuit  for  a  confessor. 

July  19th. — This  day  I  leave  Florence  after  four  weeks  of  study,  and 
acquaintance  with  its  schools,  arts  and  science. 

July  20th — Bologna. — Crossed  the  Appenines,  and  had  a  view  of  the 
Adriatic.  Visited  the  Scoules  Normali,  containing  upwards  of  1,000  pupils. 

July  23rd. — Left  Bologna  in  a  vetturina  for  Ferrara,  in  company  with  a 
German  and  two  Americans.  Ferrara  is  fallen,  forsaken,  solitary. 

July  25th. — Crossed  the  Po  in  a  curious  ferry-boat,  and  entered  the  Lom- 
bardo- Venetian  dominions  of  Austria.  Here  I  met  with  the  first  instance  in 
Italy  of  money  not  being  asked  by  Custom  House  officers;  every  part  of  the 
proceeding  indicated  dignity  unknown  to  the  Papal  States.  Crossed  the 
Adige  by  a  ferry;  passed  through  Monselice,  near  which  is  the  town  and 
castle  of  Este.  North  of  Este  is  Argna,  or  Argnota,  where  Petrarch 
retreated,  dwelt,  and  died  !  Next  passed  through  Battaglia  and  Padua  ;  on 
the  left  is  Abano,  the  birth-place  of  Livy.  Gothic  laggia,  vast  hall,  said  to 
be  the  largest  unsupported  roof  in  the  world,  built  by  Frate  Giovanni;  bust 
and  tomb  of  Livy. 

July  30th. — Came  on  to  Venice,  where  we  spent  four  days;  a  wondrous  city. 

August  4th. — Have  been  in  Munich  nineteen  days  ;  visited  its  museum, 
churches,  elementary  schools,  &c.,  &c. ;  conversed  with  many  professors. 

August  25th. — Left  Munich;  passed  through  Landsport;  arrived  at  Ratis- 
bon;  visited  Valhalla;  descended  the  Danube  to  Liuz. 

Sept.  3rd — The  city  of  Vienna  is  the  most  perfect  I  have  seen,  in  its 
buildings,  streets,  gardens,  etc.;  it  would  furnish  me  with  materials  for  a 
volume  were  I  a  writer  of  travels. 

Sept.  4th. — Came  through  Bohemia  by  the  first  railroad  train  from  Vienna 
to  Prague,  where  I  remained  two  days.  The  houses  in  the  villages  through 
which  we  passed,  were  all  of  one  story,  thatched  with  straw;  the  peasants 
wear  skins,  and  women  work  on  the  railroads. 

Sept.  5th. — Left  Prague  in  a  small  steamer  for  Dresden;  visited  Dr. 
Blockman's  school;  every  appurtenance ;  very  complete  schools,  both  public 
and  private.  From  thence  on  to  Leipsic;  visited  all  the  principal  build- 
ings; visited  the  Burgher  school,  designed  for  the  education  of  the  middle 
ranks,  and  those  of  the  upper  ranks,  if  desired. 

Sept.  15th  and  16th. — From  Leipsic  went  on  to  Halle  (in  Prussia);  visited 
the  schools  on  Franke's  Foundations;  several  farms  belong  to  the  establish- 
ment; there  are  six  schools,  rather  small;  there  are  free  scholars,  orphans,  and 
money  scholars.  Went  to  the  University. 

Sept.  17th — Wittemburg. — This  morning  visited  the  church  in  which  Luther 
first  preached  the  doctrines  of  the  Reformation,  and  where  both  Luther  and 
Melancthon  are  buried;  I  ascended  the  pulpit,  and  there  prayed  that  the 
spirit  of  the  Reformation  might  more  abundantly  rest  upon  me ;  I  experi- 
enced strong  sensations  on  entering  the  church;  it  is  a  plain  building  with  a 
few  monuments;  the  statue  (bronze)  of  Luther  is  in  the  market-place,  with 
the  words : — 

"  Ist's  Gottes  Werk,  so  wird's  bestehen; 
Ist's  Menschen,  so  wird's  untergehen." 


3C4  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XLIV. 

We  then  visited  the  house  in  which  Melancthon  lived,  now  being  repaired; 
Luther's  chamber  in  the  convent;  his  study,  with  his  chair,  table,  and  stove; 
his  library,  his  bed-room;  at  his  table  I  knelt  and  prayed,  and  renewed  my 
covenant  "with  my  God.  I  afterwards  visited  the  place  where  Luther  burnt 
the  Pope's  Bull. 

Sept.  18th — Berlin. — Employed  the  day  in  visiting  the  great  schools  of  this 
magnificent  city:  Frederick  William  Gymnasium,  Dorothean  Higher  City 
School,  Koyal  Red  School,  embracing  both  the  classical  and  scientific  depart- 
ments; went  over  the  establishment. 

Sept.  19th. — Visited  the  University  and  Picture  Gallery;  went  through 
all  the  apartments  of  the  City  Trade  School ;  the  collection  of  apparatus  and 
specimens  to  carry  out  the  course  of  instruction  is  perhaps  the  most  complete 
in  Prussia,  in  schools  of  this  class. 

Sept.  2Qth. — Potsdam — a  magnificent  place  ;  went  into  the  Court,  and 
visited  several  of  the  rooms  of  the  Royal  Military  School — a  noble  establish- 
ment ;  visited  the  Normal  School  ;  witnessed  the  teaching  of  two  of  the 
pupil-teachers, — both  used  the  blackboard,  and  both  appeared  thorough 
masters  of  what  they  were  teaching,  using  no  books, — other  pupil-tlachers 
were  looking  on  ;  never  saw  a  finer  class  of  young  men. 

Sept.  23rd. — Berlin.  Dined  with  the  British  Ambassador,  and  had  an 
interview  with  the  Prussian  Minister  of  Public  Instruction;  witnessed  the 
semi-annual  parade  of  the  Prussian  army — more  than  10,000  men  ;  saw  also 
the  King  of  Prussia  and  the  Empress  of  Russia. 

Sept.  24th. — Hanover.  Passed  through  several  townships ;  visited  the 
Palace ;  saw  the  gold  and  silver  plate,  much  of  which  belonged  to  former 
British  Sovereigns;  visited  Herrenhausen,  favourite  residence  of  George  I. 
and  II.  of  England. 

Sept.  28th. — Cologne.  Visited  Cathedral  and  Churches  ;  saw  the  tomb  of 
Charlemagne,  and  the  house  in  which  Rubens  was  born. 

Oct.  1st. — Bonn.  Saw  the  University  buildings ;  saw  the  great  Catholic 
Normal  School,  at  Bright. 

Oct.  2?id. — Mayence.  Ascended  the  Rhine  from  Bonn, — embracing  all  the 
magnificent  scenery  of  this  celebrated  river. 

Oct.  3rd. — Visited  Wiesbaden,  capital  of  Hesse-Cassel ;  went  to  Frankfort ; 
visited  Burgher  School  there,  700  children.  Birth-place  and  monument  of 
Goethe. 

Oct.  5th. — Strasburg.  Left  Frankfort;  passed  through  Darmstadt;  heard 
two  sermons  in  French,  and  one  in  German  ;  visited  the  magnificent  Cathe- 
dral, and  Normal  School. 

Oct.  7th. — Zurich.  Came  to  Bale  yesterday ;  arrived  here  this  morning  ; 
visited  the  great  Cantonal  Industrial  School — noble  building. 

Oct.  Sth. — Cargon.  Obtained  much  information  from  the  director  of  the 
Gymnase,  Real  and  Higher  Burgher  School  here. 

Oct.  9th. — Berne.  Travelled  through  a  mountainous  and  picturesque 
country  to  Papiermtihle  ;  walked  three  miles  to  the  celebrated  school  of  M. 
de  Fallenberg ;  had  the  whole  system  explained — gymnasium,  real,  inter- 
mediate, poor,  and  limited  to  the  number  of  thirty;  dined  at  the  Agricultural 
School, — situated  on  a  gentle  hill,  in  the  midst  of  the  valley  of  Switzerland, 
surrounded  by  mountains, — I  have  been  abundantly  repaid  in  spending  a 
whole  day  in  surveying  such  an  establishment. 

Oct.  lith. — Lausanne.  Fine  view  of  the  Alps  ;  visited  the  garden  where 
Gibbon  finished  his  History  on  the  rise  and  fall  of  the  Roman  Empire. 

Oct.  12th. — Geneva.  Arrived  here  in  heavy  rain ;  attended  three  services ; 
visited  the  tomb  of  Sir  H.  Davy ;  had  a  fine  view  of  Mt.  Blanc ;  left  for 
Paris. 


CHAPTER    XLV. 

1844-1857. 

EPISODE  IN  DR.  RYERSON'S  EUROPEAN  TRAVELS. — POPE  Pius  IX. 

ONE  of  the  many  episodes  in  my  European  travels  which  I 
have  been  requested  by  many  to  narrate  led  to  my  pres- 
entation to  Pope  Pius  IX.,  and  is  as  follows  : —          « 

On  my  arrival  in  England  on  my  first  educational  tour,  near  the  end  of 
1844,  I  was  invited  to  a  Christmas  dinner  party  at  the  house  of  an  English 
clergyman,  where  I  was  introduced  to  a  young  Russian  nobleman,  by  the 
name  of  Dunjowski,  who  had  attended  lectures  in  several  German  univer- 
sities, and  came  to  England  to  learn  the  English  language,  in  which  he  soon 
became  a  proficient.  During  his  residence  in  England  he  became  acquainted 
with  a  number  of  distinguished  men,  noblemen  and  others;  among  whom 
were  the  late  Rev.  Dr.  Chalmers.  This  young  Russian  nobleman,  having 
learned  that  I  was  on  a  tour  of  investigation  of  the  educational  institutions 
of  Europe,  proposed  before  the  close  of  the  evening  to  join  me  in  investigat- 
ing the  educational  institutions  of  western  and  central  Europe,  with  a  view 
to  his  writing  an  account  of  them  on  his  return  to  St.  Petersburg.  I  accepted 
his  proposal;  and  in  the  course  of  a  few  weeks  we  commenced  our  tour 
through  Holland  and  Belgium  to  Paris,  of  which  some  account  will  be  found 
in  the  extracts  from  my  Journal  in  the  preceding  Chapter. 

At  Paris  my  Russian  friend  conceived  the  idea  of  attending  another  course 
of  lectures  on  some  branch  of  Roman  law  at  Tubigen.  We  parted,  but  he 
changed  his  mind,  and  instead  of  attending  an  additional  course  of  lectures 
in  a  German  university,  he  proceeded  to  Rome.  A  few  weeks  after  my 
arrival  there,  I  felt  a  tap  on  my  shoulder  at  the  dinner  table,  and,  on  looking 
up,  I  recognized  my  young  Russian  friend,  who  was  already  speaking  Italian, 
with  as  much  fluency  as  he  had  spoken  English,  French,  and  German,  when 
we  parted  at  Paris  six  weeks  before. 

We  renewed  our  travels  together,  after  having  completed  our  tour  of  Rome, 
with  its  antiquities  and  institutions;  we  proceeded  to  Naples  by  stage,  where 
we  spent  several  days  in  examining  its  College  of  Nobles  and  other  educa- 
tional institutions,  including  its  antiquities  of  Herculaneum  and  Pompeii, 
Vesuvius,  etc.  In  the  College  of  Nobles  we  met  an  American  Priest,  who 
was  President  of  the  Roman  Catholic  College  at  Georgetown,  near  Washing- 
ton, and  invited  him  to  take  a  seat  in  our  carriage  the  next  day  on  an  excur- 
sion to  Herculaneum  and  Pompeii.  In  the  course  of  the  day  a  religious 
discussion  took  place  between  the  American  Priest  and  the  Russian,  who  was 
very  fond  of  controversy.  I  took  no  part  in  it,  but  I  thought  the  Priest  had 
rather  the  best  of  it.  The  result  was,  my  Russian  friend  was  persuaded  to 
go  into  a  house  of  retirement  near  Rome,  and  devote  some  weeks  to  solitary 
prayer,  fasting,  and  meditation.  I  never  afterwerds  saw  him  or  heard  from 
him.  for  eleven  years,  though  I  remonstrated  with  him,  and  wrote  him  from 
Florence,  entreating  him  to  reconsider  what  he  was  doing;  but  he  said  that 
what  I  spoke  and  wrote  rather  confirmed  him  in  his  course,  than  diverted 
him  from  it. 


3G6  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XLV. 

When  making  my  third  educational  tour  on  the  Continent  of  Europe,  I 
was,  with  my  daughter,  at  Munich,  in  Bavaria,  about  the  beginning  of  1857, 
and  while  at  dinner  at  our  hotel,  I  felt  two  hands  placed  upon  my  shoulders  ; 
on  looking  up,  I  recognized,  notwithstanding  his  present  dress,  my  old  friend, 
Dunjowski,  who  embraced  and  kissed  me  as  a  orother.  After  dinner  we 
retired  to  the  parlour,  and  talked  over  the  past.  I  asked  him  what  he  had 
been  doing  these  eleven  years,  how  he  had  become  transformed  from  a 
Russian  nobleman,  scholar,  and  lawyer,  into  a  Roman  Catholic  priest,  in  full 
canonicals.  He  told  me  that  after  we  separated  at  Naples,  eleven  years 
before,  he  went  into  a  house  of  retirement  at  Rome,  and  by  prayer,  fasting, 
and  meditation,  devoted  himself  to  God  and  His  Church,  without  reserve  of 
rank,  fortune,  or  country  ;  that  he  had  ultimately  decided  to  be  a  Catholic ; 
that  he  had  studied  theology  four  years  in  France ;  that  he  had  been 
appointed  a  Missionary  to  the  North,  and  had  been  some  years  a  Missionary 
to  the  Lapps,  and  had  preached  before  the  Kings  of  Denmark  and  Sweden  ; 
that  he  was»then  Missionary  Apostolic  to  all  the  Catholic  Missions  in  Europe 
and  America,  north  of  latitude  60 ;  and  that  he  might  yet  visit  Canada. 
This  extraordinary  man  had  mastered  the  languages  of  the  various  countries 
in  which  he  hed  travelled  and  laboured,  and  gave  my  daughter  specimens  of 
his  writing  in  twenty-seven  different  languages.  I  never  knew  a  man  of 
more  disinterestedness,  more  devotion,  and  singleness  of  purpose,  than  Mr. 
Dunjowski  He  was  up  and  out  at  prayers  to  his  church  before  five  o'clock, 
in  the  terribly  cold  mornings  the  last  of  December  and  the  beginning  of 
January,  in  one  of  the  coldest  capitals  of  Europe. 

On  the  other  hand  he  asked  me  what  1  had  been  doing  during  the  last 
eleven  years.  I  replied  that  I  had  devised  and  brought  into  operation  a 
system  of  public  instruction,  which  had  been  approved  by  the  Government 
and  Legislature,  and  by  the  people  at  large,  whom  I  had  consulted,  in  the 
several  counties  of  Upper  Canada.  He  wished  to  know  what  I  had  done  in 
respect  to  his  co-religionists.  I  shewed  him  the  provisions  of  our  School 
Act,  and  the  Regulations  founded  upon  it  in  respect  to  Roman  Catholics  in 
Upper  Canada.  My  Russian  friend  thought  that  nothing  could  be  more  just 
and  fair  than  these  clauses  of  the  law  and  regulations,  and  requested  permis- 
sion to  shew  them  to  the  Pope's  Nuncio  (an  Italian  Archbishop),  at  the  Court 
of  Bavaria.  The  Pope's  Nuncio  was  so  pleased  with  them,  that  he  requested 
the  loan  of  them  until  he  got  them  translated  into  German,  and  published 
in  the  Bavarian  newspapers,  to  shew  how  fairly  the  Roman  Catholics  were 
treated  under  the  Protestant  Government  of  Upper  Canada  The  Pope's 
Nuncio  afterwards  desired  me  to  call  upon  him  ;  and  during  the  interview, 
after  some  complimentary  remarks,  requested  me  to  be  the  bearer  of  a  medal 
from  the  King  of  Bavaria  to  Cardinal  Antonelli,  at  Rome.  I  readily 
accepted  the  honour  and  the  office,  and  found  the  Pope's  arms  and  seal  a 
ready  passport  when  I  got  in  a  tight  place  among  the  avaricious  Italian 
Custom  House  officers. 

Dr.  Ryerson  thus  describes  his  interview  with  Pope  Pius  IX.: 
On  my  arrival  at  Rome  I  duly  delivered  my  letters  of  introduction,  and 
the  King  of  Bavaria's  medal  to  Cardinal  Antonelli  who  received  me  with  the 
utmost  courtesy,  offered  me  every  facility  to  get  pictures  copied  by  my  own 
selection  at  Rome,  and  proposed,  if  acceptable  to  me,  to  present  me  to  His 
Holiness  the  Pope.  I  readily  accepted  the  attentions  and  honours  offered 
me ;  but  told  the  Cardinal  that  I  nad  a  young  daughter,  and  young  lady 
companion  of  hers,  whom  I  should  wish  to  accompany  me ;  His  Excellency 
said,  "  By  all  means." 

On  the  day  appointed  we  went  to  the  Vatican.  Several  foreign  dignitaries 
were  waiting  in  an  ante-room  for  an  audience  with  the  Pope,  but  the 
Methodist  preacher  received  precedence  of  them  all.  "Are  you  a  clergy- 


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man  ? "  asked  the  Chancellor,  who  conducted  me  to  the  Pope's  presence  ; 
"I  am  a  Wesleyan  minister,"  I  replied.  "Ah  !  John  Wesley.  I've  heard  of 
him,"  said  the  Chancellor,  as  he  shrugged  his  shoulders  in  surprise  that  a 
heretic  should  be  so  honoured  above  orthodox  sons  of  the  Church.  We  were 
then  in  due  form  introduced  to  the  Pope,  who  received  us  most  courteously, 
and  stood  up  and  shook  hands  with  me  and  with  whom  I  conversed  (in 
French)  for  nearly  a  quarter  of  an  hour ;  during  the  conversation  His  Holi- 
ness thanked  me  for  the  fairness  and  kindness  with  which  he  understood  I 
had  treated  his  Catholic  children  in  Canada.  Before  the  close  of  the  inter- 
view, His  Holiness  turned  to  the  young  ladies  (each  of  whom  had  a  little 
sheet  of  note  paper  in  their  hands)  and  said,  "  My  children,  what  is  that  you 
have  in  your  hands  1"  The  girls  curtsied  respectfully,  and  told  His  Holiness 
that  they  brought  these  sheets  of  paper  in  hopes  His  Holiness  would  have  the 
condescension  and  kindness  to  give  them  his  autograph.  He  smiled,  and 
wrote  in  Latin  the  benediction :  "  Grace,  mercy,  and  peace  from  God  our 
Father,  and  Jesus  Christ  our  Lord,'  and  then  kindly  gave  them  also  the  pen 
with  which  it  was  written. 

Thus  ended  our  interview  with  Pope  Pius  IX.,  of  whose  unaffected  sin- 
cerity, candor,  kindness,  and  good  sense,  we  formed  the  most  favourable 
opinion,  notwithstanding  the  system  of  which  he  is  the  head. 

Dr.  Ryerson  also  mentions  another  interview  which  he  had: — 

In  addition  to  my  letters  of  introduction  to  Cardinal  Antonelli,  my  Russian 
friend,  Dunjowski,  gave  me  a  letter  of  introduction  to  Father  Thyner,  the 
keeper  of  the  Archives  at  Rome,  and  an  intimate  personal  friend  of  the  Pope  ; 
in  which  letter  he  referred  to  the  school  systems  of  Upper  Canada,  in  refer- 
ence to  Roman  Catholics.  Father  Thyner  wished  to  see  the  Canadian 
school  law  and  regulations,  and  shewed  and  explained  them  to  the  Pope, 
who  afterwards  spoke  of  their  fairness  and  kindness,  in  my  interview  with 
His  Holiness. 

Father  Thyner  was  once  Librarian  to  the  King  of  Prussia,  and  being  a 
Roman  Catholic,  he  went  to  Rome,  where  his  varied  learning  and  high 
character  soon  obtained  him  a  high  position  at  the  Vatican.  He,  as  well  as 
the  Pope,  in  his  early  life  was  an  enemy  of  the  Jesuits,  and  was  regarded  by 
them  as  such  throughout  his  whole  life. 

I  had  a  severe  illness  of  some  weeks  at  Rome,  during  which  Father  Thyner 
visited  me"  almost  daily,  but  never  said  one  word  to  me  on  the  grounds  of 
difference  between  Roman  Catholics  and  Protestants. 

During  my  last  visit  to  England  in  1876-7,  I  spent  part  of  a  day  at  the 
residence  of  the  Rev.  Wm.  Arthur,  A.M.,  who  showed  me  the  works  in  his 
library  from  which  he  had  derived  the  principal  materials  of  his  masterly 
work  on  The  Pope  and  The  People.  Among  other  works  he  shewed  me 
some  volumes  written  by  Father  Thyner,  containing  an  account  of  the  pro- 
ceedings of  the  Conncil  of  Trent.  "  Why,"  I  said,  "  I  know  Father  Thyner 
personally,"  and  related  my  acquaintance  with  him.  Mr.  Arthur  said  in 
reply,  "  This  work  is  the  chief  source  of  my  knowledge  of  the  proceedings 
of  the  Councils  of  Trent;"  and  added,  "  Father  Thyner  having  determined  to 
publish  an  account  (which  had  never  before  been  published)  of  this  Council, 
was  forbidden  to  do  so,  and  banished,  or  driven  from  Rome,  when  he  went 
to  Hungary,  and  published  his  great  work  on  the  Councils." 

I  have  observed  in  the  papers,  that  Father  Thyner  died  in  Hungary  a  year 
or  two  since.  He  was  a  man  of  profound  learning,  of  fervent  devotion,  of 
great  moderation  in  his  views,  of  uncompromising  integrity.  I  visited  him 
in  his  convent,  near  Rome,  and  drank  the  juice  of  the  grape  grown  in  his 
own  garden,  and  pressed  by  his  own  hand. 


CHAPTER   XLVL 

1844-1876. 

ONTARIO  SCHOOL  SYSTEM. — RETIREMENT  OF  DR.  RYERSON. 

A  LTHOTJGH  I  hope  to  be  able  to  prepare  a  record  of  the 
J\_  private  and  personal  history  of  the  founding  of  our  System 
of  Public  Education,  and  of  the  vicissitudes  through  which  it 
passed,  as  requested  by  Dr.  Ryerson  (page  350),  yet  in  this 
chapter  I  give  a  brief  outline  of  the  principles  of  that  System. 
After  his  educational  investigations  in  Europe,  in  1844— 
1846,  Dr.  Ryerson  prepared  an  elaborate  Report  on  a  "  System 
of  Public  Instruction  for  Upper  Canada,"  which  was  published 
in  1846.  In  that  report  he  says : — 

By  Education,  I  mean  not  the  mere  acquisition  of  certain  arts,  or  of  certain 
branches  of  knowledge,  but  that  instruction  and  discipline  which  qualify  and 
dispose  the  subjects  of  it  for  their  appropriate  duties  and  appointments  in 
life,  as  Christians,  as  persons  in  business,  and  also  as  members  of  the  civil 
community  in  which  they  live. 

A  basis  of  an  educational  structure  adapted  to  this  end  should  be  as  broad 
as  the  population  of  the  country  ;  and  its  loftiest  elevation  should  equal  the 
highest  demands  of  the  learned  professions  ;  adapting  its  gradation  of  schools 
to  the  wants  of  the  several  classes  of  the  community,  and  to  their  respective 
employments  or  professions,  the  one  rising  above  the  other — the  one  con- 
ducting to  the  other  ;  yet  each  complete  in  itself  for  the  degree  of  education 
it  imparts  ;  a  character  of  uniformity,  as  to  fundamental  principles,  pervading 
the  whole  :  the  whole  based  upon  the  principles  of  Christianity,  and  uniting 
the  combined  influence  and  support  of  the  government  and  the  people. 

The  branches  of  knowledge  which  it  is  essential  that  all  should  under- 
stand, should  be  provided  for  all,  and  taught  to  all  ;  should  be  brought 
within  the  reach  of  the  most  needy,  and  forced  upon  the  attention  of  the 
most  careless.  The  knowledge  required  for  the  scientific  pursuit  of  mechanics, 
agriculture,  and  commerce,  must  needs  be  provided  to  an  extent  corresponding 
with  the  demand,  and  the  exigencies  of  the  country  ;  while,  to  a  more 
limited  extent,  are  needed  facilities  for  acquiring  the  higher  education  of  the 
learned  professions. 

With  a  view  to  give  a  summary  sketch  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  ex- 
position of  the  system  of  Public  Instruction  which  he  desired 
to  establish,  I  give  the  following  additional  extracts  from  his 
first  Report.  After  combating  the  objection  which  then  existed 
in  some  quarters  to  the  establishment  of  a  thorough  system  of 
primary  and  industrial  education,  commensurate  with  the  popu- 
lation and  wants  of  the  country,  he  remarked: — 


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The  first  feature  then  of  our  Provincial  System  of  Public 
Instruction,  should  be  universality.  The  elementary  education 
of  the  whole  people  must,  therefore,  be  an  essential  element  in 
the  legislative  and  administrative  policy  of  an  enlightened  and 
beneficent  government.  Nor  is  it  less  important  to  the  efficiency 
of  such  a  system  that  it  should  be  practical  than  that  it  should 
be  universal.  The  mere  acquisition,  or  even  the  general  diffu- 
sion of  knowledge,  without  the  requisite  qualities  to  apply 
that  knowledge  in  the  best  manner,  does  not  merit  the  name 
of  education.  Much  knowledge  may  be  imparted  and  acquired 
without  any  addition  whatever  to  the  capacity  for  the  business 
of  life.  .  .  History  presents  us  with  even  University  Systems 
of  Education  (so  called)  entirely  destitute  of  all  practical  char- 
acter; and  there  are  elementary  systems  which  tend  as  much  to 
prejudice  and  pervert,  not  to  say  corrupt,  the  popular  mind  as 
to  improve  and  elevate  it. 

The  state  of  society,  then,  no  less  than  the  wants  of  our 
country,  requires  that  every  youth  of  the  land  should  be  trained 
to  industry  and  its  practice,  whether  that  training  be  extensive 
or  limited. 

Now  education,  thus  practical,  includes  religion  and  morality; 
secondly,  the  development  to  a  certain  extent  of  all  our  faculties ; 
thirdly,  an  acquaintance  with  several  branches  of  elementary 
knowledge. 

By  religion  and  morality,  I  do  not  mean  sectarianism  in  any 
form,  but  the  general  truth  and  morals  taught  in  the  Holy 
Scriptures.  Sectarianism  is  not  morality.  To  be  zealous  for  a 
sect  and  to  be  conscientious  in  morals  are  widely  different.  To 
inculcate  the  peculiarities  of  a  sect  and  to  teach  the  fundamental 
principles  of  religion  and  morality  are  equally  different. 

I  can  aver,  from  personal  experience  and  practice,  as  well  as 
from  a  very  extended  inquiry  on  this  subject,  that  a  much  more 
comprehensive  course  of  biblical  and  religious  instruction  can 
be  given  than  there  is  likely  to  be  opportunity  for  in  elemen- 
tary schools,  without  any  restraint  on  the  one  side,  or  any 
tincture  of  sectarianism  on  the  other — a  course  embracing  the 
entire  history  of  the  Bible,  its  institutions,  cardinal  doctrines 
and  morals,  together  with  the  evidences  of  its  authenticity. 

With  the  proper  cultivation  of  the  moral  feelings,  and  the 
formation  of  local  habits,  is  intimately  connected  the  corre- 
sponding development  of  all  the  other  faculties,  both  intellectual 
and  physical.  The  great  object  of  an  efficient  system  of  in- 
struction should  be,  not  the  communication  of  so  much  know- 
ledge, but  the  development  of  the  faculties.  Much  knowledge 
may  be  acquired  without  any  increase  of  mental  power ;  nay, 
with  even  an  absolute  diminution  of  it.  (See  Chapter  li.) 
24 


370  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XLVL 

In  founding  the  System  of  Public  Instruction,  Dr.  Ryerson 
wisely  laid  down  certain  great  principles  which  he  believed  to 
be  essential  to  the  success  of  his  labours.  These  general  prin- 
ciples may  be  thus  summarized:  1.  That  the  machinery  of 
education  should  be  in  the  hands  of  the  people  themselves,  and 
should  be  managed  through  their  own  agency;  they  should, 
therefore,  be  consulted  in  regard  to  all  school  legislation.  2. 
That  the  aid  of  the  Government  should  only  be  given  where  it 
can  be  used  most  effectually  to  stimulate  and  assist  local  effort 
in  this  great  work.  3.  That  the  property  of  the  country  is 
responsible  for,  and  should  contribute  towards  the  education  of. 
the  entire  youth  of  the  country,  and  that  as  a  complement  to 
this,  "  compulsory  education  "  should  necessarily  be  enforced. 
4.  That  a  thorough  and  systematic  inspection  of  the  schools  is 
essential  to  their  vitality  and  efficiency.  These,  with  other 
important  principles,  Dr.  Ryerson  kept  steadily  in  view  during 
the  whole  thirty-two  years  of  his  administration  of  the  school 
system  of  Ontario.  Their  judicious  application  has  contributed 
largely,  under  the  Divine  blessing,  which  he  ever  sought,  to  the 
wonderful  success  of  his  labours. 

Notwithstanding  the  zeal  and  ability  with  which  Dr.  Ryerson 
had  collected  and  arranged  his  facts,  analyzed  the  various 
systems  of  education  in  Europe  (largely  in  Germany)  and 
America,  and  fortified  himself  with  the  opinions  of  the  most 
eminent  educationists  in  those  countries,  yet  his  projected  sys- 
tem for  this  province  was  fiercely  assailed,  and  was  vehemently 
denounced  as  embodying  in  it  the  very  essence  of  "  Prussian 
despotism."  Still,  with  indomitable  courage  he  persevered  in 
his  plans,  and  at  length  succeeded  in  1846  in  inducing  the  legis- 
lature to  pass  a  School  Act  which  he  had  drafted.  In  1849  the 
Provincial  administration  personally  favourable  to  Dr.  Ryerson's 
views  went  out  of  office,  and  one  unfavourable  to  him  came  in. 
The  Hon.  Malcolm  Cameron,  a  hostile  member  of  the  cabinet — 
although  he  afterwards  became  a  personal  friend  of  Dr.  Ryerson 
— having  concocted  a  singularly  crude  and  cumbrous  school  bill, 
aimed  to  oust  Dr.  Ryerson  from  office,  it  was  (as  was  afterwards 
explained)  taken  on  trust,  and,  without  examination  or  discus- 
sion, passed  into  a  law.  Dr.  Ryerson  at  once  called  the  attention 
of  the  Government  (at  the  head  of  which  was  the  late  lamented 
Lord  Elgin)  to  the  impracticable  and  un-Christian  character  of 
the  bill,  as  under  its  operation  the  Bible  would  be  excluded 
from  the  schools.  Rather  than  administer  such  an  Act,  Dr. 
Ryerson  tendered  the  resignation  of  his  office  to  the  Govern- 
ment. The  late  Honourable  Robert  Baldwin,  C.B.,  Attorney- 
General  (the  Nestor  of  Canadian  politicians,  and  a  truly  Chris- 
tian man),  was  so  convinced  of  the  justness  of  Dr.  Ryerson's 


1844-76]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  371 

views  and  remonstrance,  that  he  took  the  unusual  course  of 
advising  His  Excellency  to  suspend  the  operation  of  the  new 
Act  until  Dr.  Ryerson  could  prepare  a  draft  of  a  bill  on  the 
basis  of  the  repealed  law,  embodying  in  it,  additional  to  the  old 
bill,  the  result  of  his  own  experience  of  the  working  of  the 
system  up  to  that  time.  The  result  was  that  a  law  passed  in 
1850,  adapted  to  the  municipal  system  of  the  Province,  so  popu- 
lar in  its  character  and  comprehensive  in  its  provisions  and 
details,  that  it  is  still  (in  a  consolidated  form)  the  principal 
statute  under  which  the  Public  Schools  of  Ontario  are  main- 
tained. 

The  leading  features  of  that  measure  may  be  briefly  summed 
up  under  the  four  following  heads  : — 

1.  The  machinery  of  the  system  was  mainly  adapted  to  the 
circumstances  of  Upper  Canada,  from  the  school  laws  of  the 
Middle  (United)  States. 

2.  The  method  of  supporting  the  schools  by  a  uniform  rate 
upon  property  was  adopted  from  the  New  England  States. 

3.  The  Normal  and  Model  schools  (established  in  1847),  were 
projected  after  those  in  operation  in  Germany. 

4.  The  school  text-books  were  originally  adapted  from  the 
series  then  in  use  in  Ireland,  and  acceptable  to  both  Protestants 
and  Roman  Catholics. 

In  1850,  Dr.  Ryerson,  while  in  England,  made  preliminary 
arrangements  for  establishing  the  Library,  and  Map  and  Ap- 
paratus Depository  in  connection  with  his  department ;  and  in 
1855  he  established  Meteorological  Stations  in  connection  with 
the  County  Grammar  Schools.  In  this  he  was  aided  by  Colonel 
(now  General)  Lefroy,  R.E.,  for  many  years  Director  of  the 
Provincial  Magnetical  Observatory,  at  Toronto.  Sets  of  suitable 
instruments  (which  were  duly  tested  at  the  Kew  Observatory) 
were  obtained,  and  in  1855,  the  law  on  the  subject  having  been 
amended,  twelve  stations  were  selected  and  put  into  efficient 
working  order.  In  1857  Dr.  R}rerson  made  his  third  educa- 
tional tour  in  Europe,  where  he  procured  at  Antwerp,  Brussels, 
Florence,  Rome,  Paris,  and  London  an  admirable  collection  of 
copies  of  paintings  by  the  old  masters;  statues,  busts,  etc.,  besides 
various  articles  for  an  Educational  Museum  in  connection  with 
the  Department.  In  1858-60,  Dr.  Ryerson  took  a  leading  part  in 
the  discussion  in  the  newspapers,  and  before  a  committee  of  the 
legisture,  in  favour  of  grants  to  the  various  outlying  univer- 
sities in  Ontario,  chiefly  in  terms  of  Hon.  Robert  Baldwin's 
University  Bill  of  1843.  He  maintained  that  "  they  did  the 
State  good  service,"  and  that  their  claims  should  be  substantially 
recognized  as  colleges  of  a  central  university.  He  deprecated 
the  multiplication  of  universities  in  the  province,  which  he  held 


372  TEE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XLVI. 


would  be  the  result  of  a  rejection  of  his  scheme.  In  considera- 
tion of  his  able  services  in  this  contest,  the  University  of  Vic- 
toria College  conferred  upon  him  the  degree  of  LL.D.  in  1801. 

In  1867  he  made  his  fourth  educational  tour  in  England  and 
the  United  States.  On  his  return,  in  1868,  he  submitted  to 
the  Government  a  highly  valuable  "  special  report  on  the  sys- 
tems and  state  of  popular  education  in  the  several  countries  of 
Europe  and  the  United  States  of  America,  with  practical  sugges- 
tions for  the  improvement  of  Public  Instruction  in  Upper 
Canada."  He  also  made  a  separate  and  extensive  "  Report  on 
Institutions  for  the  Deaf  and  Dumb  and  Blind  in  Various 
Countries." 

In  a  letter  to  a  friend,  Dr.  Ryerson  thus  explained  the  prin- 
ciples upon  which  he  conducted  the  educational  affairs  of  the 
Province  for  upwards  of  thirty-one  years.  He  said: — 

During  these  years  I  organized  the  school  system  and  admin- 
istered the  Education  Department  upon  the  broad  and  impartial 
principles  which  I  had  advocated.  During  the  long  period  of 
^my  administration  of  the  Department,  I  knew  neither  religious 
sect  nor  political  party — I  knew  no  other  party  than  that  of 
the  country  at  large — I  never  exercised  any  patronage  for  per- 
sonal or  party  purposes — I  never  made  or  recommended  one  of 
the  numerous  appointments  of  teachers  in  the  Normal  or  Model 
Schools,  or  Clerks  in  the  Education  office,  except  upon  the 
ground  of  testimonials  as  to  personal  character  and  qualifica- 
tions, and  on  a  probationary  trial  of  six  months. 

In  this  way  only  competent  and  trained  persons  were  ap- 
pointed to  the  Normal  and  Model  Schools,  and  to  the  Education 
Office,  when  a  vacancy  occurred  by  resignation  or  death.  Each 
employe'  below  the  one  who  had  resigned  or  died  was  advanced 
a  step  if  deserving;  and  the  most  meritorious  lad  was  selected 
from  the  Model  school,  or  on  other  testimonials,  and  placed  at 
the  bottom  of  the  list,  and  trained  and  advanced  according  to 
his  merits  in  the  work  of  the  Education  Department.  Each  one, 
thus  felt,  that  he  owed  his  position  not  to  party,  or  personal 
patronage  or  favour,  but  to  his  own  merits,  and  respected  him- 
self and  performed  his  duties  accordingly. 

I  believe  this  is  the  true  method  of  managing  all  the  Public 
Departments,  and  every  branch  of  the  public  service.  I  believe 
it  would  contribute  immensely  to  both  the  efficiency  and  econ- 
omy of  the  public  service.  Needless  and  inefficient  appoint- 
ments would  not  then  be  made ;  and  it  would  greatly  elevate 
the  standard  of  action  and  attainments,  and  emulate  the 
ambition  of  the  young  men  and  youth  of  the  country,  when 
they  know  that  their  selection  and  advancement  in  their  coun- 
try's service  depended  upon  their  individual  merits,  irrespective 


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of  sect  or  party,  and  not  as  the  reward  of  zeal  as  political 
party  hacks  in  elections  and  otherwise,  on  their  own  part,  or 
on  that  of  their  fathers  or  relatives. 

The  power  of  government  in  a  country  is  immense,  for  good 
or  ill.  It  is  designed  by  the  Supreme  Being  to  be  "  a  minister 
of  God  for  good,"  to  a  whole  people  (without  partiality,  as  well 
as  without  hypocrisy),  like  the  rays  of  the  sun ;  and  the  admin- 
istration of  infinite  wisdom  and  justice,  and  truth  and  purity. 
But  when  government  becomes  the  mei*e  agency  of  party,  and 
its  highest  gifts  the  prizes  of  party  zeal  and  intrigue,  it  loses 
its  moral  prestige  and  power;  and  from  the  corrupt  fountain 
would  flow  polluted  streams  into  every  Department  of  the  public 
service,  which  would  corrupt  the  whole  mass  of  society,  were  it 
not  for  the  counteracting  and  refining  influences  which  are 
exerted  upon  society  by  the  ministrations  and  labours  of  the 
different  religious  denominations. 

I  know  it  has  been  contended  that  party  patronage,  or,  in 
other  words,  feeding  partizans  at  the  public  expense,  is  an 
essential  element  in  the  existence  of  a  government.  This  is 
the  doctrine  of  corruption.  The  Education  Department — the 
highest  public  department  in  Upper  Canada — existed  for  more 
than  thirty  years  without  such  an  element,  and  with  increased 
efficiency  and  increased  strength  in  the  public  estimation, 
during  the  whole  of  that  period.  Justice  and  virtue,  and 
patriotism  and  intelligence,  are  stronger  elements  of  power  and 
usefulness  than  those  of  buying  and  rewarding  partizans ;  and 
if  the  rivalship  and  competition  of  public  men  should  consist  in 
who  should  best  devise  and  promote  measures  for  the  advance- 
ment of  the  country,  and  who  should  exercise  the  executive 
power  most  impartially  and  intelligently,  for  developing  and 
promoting  the  interests  of  all  classes,  then  the  moral  standard 
of  government  and  of  public  men  would  be  greatly  exalted, 
and  the  highest  civilization  of  the  whole  country  be  advanced. 
But  I  will  not  pursue  this  topic  any  further.  The  truths  I 
state  are  self-evident. 

For  many  years  after  Confederation  Dr.  Byerson  felt  that 
the  new  political  condition  of  the  Province — which  localized  as 
well  as  circumscribed  its  civil  administration  of  affairs — required 
a  change  in  the  management  of  the  Education  Department.  He, 
therefore,  in  1869  and  1872,  urged  upon  the  Government  the 
desirability  of  relieving  him  from  the  anomalous  position  in 
which  he  found  himself  placed  under  the  new  system. 

The  reasons  which  he  urged  for  his  retirement  are  given  in  a 
pamphlet  devoted  to  a  "Defence"  of  the  System  of  Education, 
which  he  published  in  1872,  and  are  as  follows : — 


374  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XLVI. 

When  political  men  have  made  attacks  upon  the  school  law,  or 
the  school  system  and  myself,  I  have  answered  them.  Then 
the  cry  has  been  raised  by  my  assailants,  and  their  abettors, 
that  I  was  "  interfering  with  politics."  They  would  assail  me 
without  stint,  in  hopes  of  crushing  me,  and  then  gag  me  against 
all  defence  or  reply. 

So  deeply  did  I  feel  the  disadvantage  and  growing  evil  of 
this  state  of  things  to  the  Department  and  school  system  itself, 
that  in  1868  I  proposed  to  retire  from  the  department.  .  . 
My  resignation  was  not  accepted;  .  .  when,  two  months 
later,  I  proposed  that,  at  the  commencement  of  each  session  of 
the  legislature,  a  committee  of  seven  or  nine  (including  the 
Provincial  Secretary  for  the  time  being)  should  be  elected  by 
ballot,  or  by  mutual  agreement  of  the  leading  men  of 'both 
parties,  on  the  Education  Department;  which  committee  should 
examine  into  the  operations  of  the  Department  for  the  year  then 
ending,  consider  the  school  estimates,  and  any  bill  or  recom- 
mendations which  might  be  submitted  for  the  advancement  of 
the  school  system,  and  report  to  the  House  accordingly.  By 
many  thoughtful  men,  this  system  has  been  considered  more 
safe,  more  likely  to  secure  a  competent  and  working  head  of 
the  department,  and  less  liable  to  make  the  school  system  a  tool 
of  party  politics,  than  for  the  head  of  it  to  have  a  seat  in  Parlia- 
ment, and  thus  leave  the  educational  interests  of  the  country 
dependent  upon  the  votes  of  a  majority  of  electors  in  one 
riding.  This  recommendation,  submitted  on  the  30th  January, 
1869,  was  not  adopted ;  and  I  was  left  isolated — responsible 
in  the  estimation  of  legislators  and  everybody  else  for  the 
Department — the  target  of  every  attack,  whether  in  the  news- 
pipers  or  in  the  Legislative  Assembly,  yet  without  any  access 
to  it,  or  to  its  members,  except  through  the  press,  and  no  other 
support  than  the  character  of  my  work  and  the  general  confi- 
dence of  the  public. 

In  1876,  however,  Dr.  Eyerson  was  permitted  to  retire  on 
full  salary  from  the  responsible  post  which  for  nearly  thirty- 
two  years  he  had  so  worthily  and  honourably  filled. 


CHAPTER    XLVII. 

1845-1846. 

ILLNESS  AND  FINAL  RETIREMENT  OF  LORD  METCALFE. 

IN  a  letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson  from  Mr.  Higginson,  dated  27th 
May,  1845,  he  thus  refers  to  Lord  Metcalfe's  increasing 
illness : — 

I  wish  that  I  could  answer  your  inquiries  about  Lord  Met- 
calfe's health  in  a  satisfactory  manner.  The  torturing  malady 
with  which  he  is  afflicted  is  no  better ;  and  although  there  is 
no  decided  change  for  the  worse,  yet  there  is  in  my  mind  too 
much  reason  to  apprehend  that  the  disease,  though  slow  in  its 
progress,  keeps  constantly  advancing  and  threatens  farther 
ravages.  The  pain  is  incessant  and  unabated.  The  resignation 
with  which  he  suffers,  and  his  unyielding  determination  to 
remain  at  his  post  as  long  as  his  presence  can  serve  Canada, 
inspires  a  feeling  of  veneration  which  I  will  not  attempt  to 
describe.  He  seems  to  be  quite  prepared  to  realize,  if  neces- 
sary, that  noble  sentiment — 

"  Dulce  et  decorum  est  pro  Patria  mori." 

Mr.  Higginson  again  wrote  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  from  Montreal,  on 
the  28th  of  October,  as  follows : — 

As  bad  news  travels  fast,  you  will  probably  have  heard 
before  this  reaches  you  of  the  aggravation  of  the  painful  malady 
from  which  Lord  Metcalf e  has  so  long  suffered.  No  other  man, 
in  his  present  lamentable  condition,  would  think  of  adminis- 
tering the  Government.  He  seems  quite  ready  to  die  in  harness, 
if  necessary,  but  is  determined  not  to  leave  here  as  long  as  he 
can,  at  any  sacrifice  of  personal  considerations,  continue  to  dis- 
charge the  duties.  I  hope  and  believe  that  Her  Majesty's 
Government  will  not  hesitate  to  relieve  him  as  soon  as  a  suc- 
cessor can  be  found — it  would  be  inhuman  to  delay  any  longer. 
How  much  of  Canada's  weal  or  woe  depends  upon  the  selection  ? 
It  is  far  easier  to  mar  than  to  mend  the  triumph  my  inestimable 
friend  has  achieved — to  weaken  than  to  strengthen  its  effects. 

Mr.  Higginson  wrote  to  Dr.  Ryerson  on  the  18th  December: 

I,  two  days  ago,  had  the  pleasure  to  receive  your  kind  and 
feeling  letter  of  the  llth.  It  will  afford  me  great  satisfaction 


376  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XLVII- 


to  communicate  to  my  suffering  friend  the  grateful  sentiments 
to  which  you  give  expression. 

Lord  Metcalfe's  retirement  was,  as  you  justly  observe,  strictly 
a  providential  dispensation.  He  remained  at  his  post  until  it 
pleased  the  Almighty  to  render  him  physically  incapable  of 
discharging  all  its  duties ;  and  he  was  quite  prepared  to  die  at 
it,  in  the  service  of  his  country.  The  terms  in  which  the 
Queen's  permission  to  return  home  was  acceded  are,  beyond 
measure,  gratifying  and  complimentary.  I  shall  have  much 
pleasure  in  reading  the  despatch  to  you  the  first  time  we  meet. 
Of  the  fearful  malady,  I  can  only  say  that  its  onward  progress 
seems  to  be  beyond  human  control,  and  that  I  entertain  no  hope 
of  its  being  arrested.  But  the  surgical  skill  of  Europe  may, 
and  I  earnestly  pray  to  God  will,  alleviate  the  intensity  of  the 
blessed  man's  sufferings. 

After  Lord  Metcalfe  had  returned  to  England,  the  Hon.  D. 
Daly,  Secretary  of  the  Province,  wrote  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  who 
had  returned  to  Canada,  on  the  20th  December,  as  follows : — 

Your  disappointment  was  naturally  great  at  missing  the  only 
opportunity  that,  in  all  human  probability,  can  be  afforded  you 
in  this  world  of  seeing  our  lamented  and  excellent  Governor. 
In  his  late  and  most  severe  suffering,  the  greatness  of  that 
most  inestimable  man's  character  was,  if  possible,  more  resplen- 
dent than  under  the  trials  to  which  you  saw  him  subjected. 
May  he  enjoy  a  peaceful  termination  to  his  useful  existence! 
We  can  know  nothing  certain  of  his  successor  until  the  news  of 
which  he  is  the  bearer  has  reached  England,  his  relinquishment 
of  the  Government  having  been  left  entirely  to  his  own  free 
will.  He  had  the  comfort  of  knowing  how  fully  his  services 
were  appreciated  by  his  Sovereign ;  and  his  removal  was  effected 
in  the  most  gratifying  way  by  Her  Majesty's  command. 

On  the  9th  May  Dr.  Ryerson  wrote  a  farewell  letter  to  Lord 
Metcalfe,  from  which  I  make  the  following  extract: — 

Having  passed  Your  Lordship  on  the  ocean,  and  being  disap- 
pointed of  the  privilege  of  ever  seeing  you  again  in  this  world, 
I  wrote  by  the  first  packet  after  my  arrival  to  Mr.  C.  Trevelyan, 
requesting  him  to  have  the  goodness  to  convey  to  Your  Lord- 
ship the  expression  of  those  sentiments  of  gratitude  and  affec- 
tionate respect  which  I  can  never  fail  to  cherish  while  memory 
remains.  .  . 

In  Your  Lordship's  retirement  and  suffering,  .  .  I  think 
it  wrong  to  intrude  further  than  to  state  my  deep  sympathy  in 
your  sufferings,  and  that  my  supplications  are  offered  up  daily 
to  the  God  of  all  consolation,  that  He  would  grant  you  patience, 
resignation,  and  a  "  sure  and  certain  hope  of  a  glorious  resur- 
rection to  everlasting  life ;"  and  to  assure  Your  Lordship  that 


18 15-461  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  377 

my  life  shall  be  sacredly  devoted  to  the  work  in  behalf  of  the 
youthful  and  future  generations  of  Canada,  for  which  Your 
Lordship's  kindness  has  done  so  much,  to  enable  me  to  qualify 
myself.  With,  these  the  strongest  feelings  of  my  heart,  I  have,  etc. 

The  final  letter  received  from  Mr.  Higginson  was  dated 
Montreal,  June  10th,  1846  :— 

I  beg  you  to  accept  my  cordial  thanks  for  your  very  kind 
communication  of  the  30th  ult.  I  am  not  insensible  to  the 
high  honour  that  has  been  conferred  upon  me  by  our  Sovereign 
— far  beyond  my  humble  merits ;  but  I  have  great  satisfaction 
in  feeling  that  I  won  it  righting  shoulder  to  shoulder  with  you 
and  the  other  advocates  of  those  great  British  Constitutional 
principles  of  Government,  for  which  we  contended,  and  which 
were  so  fiercely  assailed  by  the  British  Democratic  party,  who, 
I  earnestly  trust  may  never  again  be  able  to  make  head  iu 
Canada.  That  I,  in  the  slightest  degree  contributed  to  the 
victory  will  be  to  me  a  source  of  pride.  To  the  eminent  Pilot 
who  directed  us  no  one  knows  better  than  yourself  how  much 
is  due.  Would  that  he  had  been  spared  to  perfect  the  good 
work.  My  latest  account  of  his  health  encourages  the  hope 
that  I  may  yet  be  permitted  to  see  him  again. 

We  closed  the  session  yesterday,  which  was  got  through  with 
success,  and  I  hope  with  some  advantage  to  the  public  interests. 

I  regret  very  much  that  I  have  not  had  the  pleasure  of  seeing 
you  since  your  return  from  Europe.  Farewell !  J.  M.  H. 

The  appointment  which  Mr.  Higginson  received  from  the 
Queen  was  that  of  Governor  of  Antigua.  In  his  reply  to  an 
address  from  the  Wesleyan  missionaries  of  that  island,  on  his 
arrival,  he  thus  referred  to  his  experience  of  that  body  in 
Canada: — 

I  have  had  frequent  opportunities  of  witness-ing  in  various  quarters  of  the 
globe  the  untiring  exertions  of  your  brethren  in  the  sacred  cause  of  religion 
and  humanity,  and  whether  in  the  sultry  heat  of  Asia,  .  .  or  struggling 
against  the  rigours  of  a  Canadian  winter,  I  have  always  found  the  Wesleyan. 
missionaries  animated  by  the  same  benevolent  and  philantrophic  spirit,  and 
undaunted  by  obstacles,  however  appalling,  manifesting  the  same  discreet 
zeal  to  spread  far  and  wide  the  healing  influence  of  the  holy  Gospel  of  Christ, 


CHAPTER  XLVIII. 

1843-1844.   ' 

CLERGY  RESERVE  QUESTION  RE-OPENED. — DISAPPOINTMENTS. 

T71XTRAORDINARY  efforts  were  put  forth  (as  shown  in 
X_J  Chapter  xxxiii.,  page  263)  by  the  leaders  of  the  Church  of 
England  party  in  Upper  Canada  to  prevent  the  Royal  assent 
being  given  to  Lord  Sydenham's  Clergy  Reserve  compromise 
Bill  of  1841.  Equally  strenuous  efforts  were  successfully  made 
to  ensure  the  fulfilment  of  Bishop  Strachan's  prediction  that  the 
rejected  Bill  of  Lord  Sydenham  would  form  the  basis  of  an  Im- 
perial Act,  which  would  secure  to  the  national  Churches  of  Eng- 
land and  Scotland,  for  all  time,  the  lion's  share  of  the  proceeds  of 
George  the  Third's  ill-fated  gift  to  Canada  of  the  clergy  reserves. 
Lord  John  Russell,  the  pretentious  and  vacillating  Secretary  of 
State  for  the  Colonies  at  the  time,  proved  himself  to  be,  in 
this  matter,  a  pliant  instrument  in  the  hands  of  Henry  of 
Exeter.  This  prelate  endorsed,  con  amore,  all  the  extreme 
views  of  the  Bishop  of  Toronto ;  and  with  the  aid  of  Lord  Seaton 
(Sir  John  Colborne)  and  the  Bench  and  Bishops  in  the  House 
of  Lords,  compelled  the  Government  to  perpetuate  an  act  of 
legislative  usurpation  and  injustice,  which  even  the  tyros  in 
constitutional  law,  as  applied  to  the  Colonies,  were  wont  at 
the  time  to  instance  in  the  press  as  examples  of  history  repeat- 
ing itself — quoting,  as  an  illustration,  the  ill-advised  Imperial 
legislation  in  the  case  of  the  Stamp  Act,  etc. 

By  a  singular  fatality,  which  often  attends  arbitrary  and  unjust 
proceedings,  the  success  of  the  scheme,  which  had  been  so  care- 
fully prepared,  and  carried  through  the  British  Parliament  in  the 
interests  of  the  Church  of  England,  was  destined  to  become  a 
source  of  weakness  to  that  Church,  and  a  foreboding  of  financial 
disaster.  On  the  29th  December,  1843,  the  Attorney  and  the 
Solicitor-General  of  Canada  (as  stated  by  the  Bishop  of  Toronto 
in  his  pastoral  letter  of  the  10th  of  December,  1844)  reported  that 
having  attentively  examined  the  provisions  of  the  acts  for  this 
subject,  it  was  their  opinion  that  the  proper  construction  of  the 
law  threw  upon  the  revenues  of  Canada  the  burthen  of  mak- 
ing up  any  deficiency  in  the  clergy  reserve  fund,  in  paying 


1843-44]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  379 

the  usual  and  accustomed  allowances  and  stipends  to  the  Min- 
isters, .  .  and,  while  that  deficiency  lasted,  the  Imperial 
Treasury  could  not  be  called  upon  to  make  any  payments  to 
the  two  Churches.  (See  page  4  of  Pastoral.) 

The  Bishop  then  charges  the  Provincial  Government  with 
being  the  cause  of  this  financial  difficulty,  and  accounts  for 
the  deficiency  in  the  fund  by  the  mismanagement  of  that 
Government.  He  adds  further  on : — 

But,  alas!  the  mismanagement  has  increased,  pending  these  difficulties; 
and  while  my  clergy  are  left  in  a  state  of  destitution,  large  sums  continue  to 
be  wasted  in  remunerating  services  which  are  really  worse  thnn  useless,  and 
this  to  such  an  extent  as  to  render  hopeless  the  expectation  that  the  clergy 
reserve  fund  will  ever  answer  the  wise  and  holy  purpose  for  which  it  was 
established. 

In  this  dilemma  the  Bishop  states  what  he  had  done  to  ex- 
tricate the  Church  out  of  its  difficulty.  In  doing  so,  he  uses 
language  which  partakes  more  of  the  character  of  a  wail  than 
of  a  simple  statement  of  facts.  He  also  draws  a  most  gloomy 
picture  of  the  prospective  religious  state  of  Upper  Canada, 
should  the  dearly  prized,  and  as  dearly  bought,  Imperial  'Clergy 
Reserve  Act  prove,  after  all,  to  be  an  apple  of  Sodom. 

It  is  curious  to  notice  how  the  Bishop,  in  his  despairing 
outburst,  studiously  ignores  the  active  and  successful  labours 
of  the  several  voluntary  churches — whose  claims  to  a  share  in 
the  reserves  he  had  so  strongly  and  selfishly  opposed — churches 
which  were  even  then  actively  engaged  in  "  spreading  scriptural 
holiness  throughout  the  land,"  without  the  aid  of  a  penny  from 
the  State.  In  his  Pastoral,  the  Bishop  says : — 

I  applied  to  the  venerable  [Propagation  Society]  in  England  to  advance, 
in  the  meantime,  the  salaries  (only  £100  per  annum  each)  to  my  five  suffer- 
ing clergy, — assuring  the  Society  that  I  had  the  fullest  conviction  it  would 
be  repaid  as  soon  as  it  was  decided  which  Government  was  liable.  .  .  The 
Society  paid  the  stipends  for  the  year  ending  30th  June,  1843,  but  have 
declined  since  that  time  to  continue  the  advance.  .  .  Tn  consequence,  my 
five  clergymen  have  been  left  without  their  stipends  since  June,  1843  [to 
December,  1844],  .  .  and  this  large  and  increasing  Diocese  [then  the 
whole  of  Upper  Canada],  already  so  destitute  of  the  means  of  public  worship 
(if  the  statute  be  allowed  to  operate  as  it  has  done  for  the  last  four  years), 
will,  in  a  spiritual  sense,  become,  through  half  its  extent,  a  wilderness.  Not 
only  are  five  clergymen  in  a  state  of  want,  but  two  parishes  are  left  vacant, 
and  the  process  is  unhappily  going  on.  .  .  I  have  brought  this  dis- 
heartening and  deplorable  state  of  things  under  the  notice  of  the  Provincial 
Government.  .  .  I  have  pressed  [the  matter]  upon  His  Excellency  the 
Governor-General.  .  .  But  all  that  was  in  my  power  to  do  has  been 
without  avail  (page  6). 

I  also  quote  the  foregoing  passages  from  this  noted  Pastoral, 
as  they  throw  a  vivid  side-light  upon  the  course  of  the  Bishop 
in  so  vehemently  pursuing  the  shadow  of  a  state  endowment 
for  the  Church  of  England  in  Upper  Canada.  The  subsequent 


3SO  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.         [CHAP.  XLVIII. 

utterances  of  the  Pastoral  show  how  persistently  the  other- 
wise clear-headed  and  practical  chief  ruler  of  that  Church  shut 
his  eyes  to  the  remarkable  success  and  vitality  of  the  non- 
endowed  Churches  in  the  Province,  and  how  much  he  deplored 
the  necessity  of  adopting  their  successful  voluntary  system  in 
his  own  church.*  He  says  : — 

I  represented  to  His  Excellency,  in  May  last,  that,  "  on  a  review  of  this 
unfortunate  subject  .  .  the  distress  of  my  five  clergymen,  and  the 
desolation  with  which  it  menaces  the  Church,  it  involves  consequences  so 
calamitous  and  imminent  as  to  justify  the  representative  of  the  sovereign  in 
assuming  more  than  ordinary  responsibility  in  arresting  their  progress.  .  . 

On  the  31st  October,  I  again  brought  this  painful  subject  at  great  length 
before  the  Provincial  Government,  and  stated  that,  having  failed  to  receive 
relief,  I  could  only  see  one  way  left  of  mitigating  the  evil,  and  that  is  by  an 
appeal  to  my  people  on  the  present  critical  situation  of  the  Church,  and  in 
behalf  of  my  destitute  clergymen.  It  is  indeed  a  step  which  I  take  with 
extreme  reluctance,  and  which,  were  it  possible,  I  would  most  willingly 
avoid.  .  .  (page  6.) 

In  a  remarkable  document,  which  the  Bishop  published  in 
1849,  on  "  The  Secular  State  of  the  Church  in  the  Diocese  of 
Toronto"  he  furnishes  a  painful  and  striking  commentary  on 
the  effect  of  his  own  teaching :  that  it  was  the  duty  of  the  State 
to  support  the  Church,  and  thus  relieve  ths  people  of  the  chief 
obligation  of  supporting  the  Gospel  amongst  them.  Speaking 
of  "  contributions  to  the  Church  within  the  Province,"  he  says  : 

Till  lately  we  have  done  little  or  nothing  towards  the  support  of  public 
worship.  We  have  depended  so  long  upon  the  Government  and  the  [Propa- 
gation] Society,  that  many  of  us  forget  that  it  is  our  bounden  duty.  Instead 
of  coming  forward  manfully  to  devote  a  portion  of  our  temporal  substance  to 
the  service  of  God,  we  turn  away  with  indifference,  or  we  sit  down  to  count 
the  cost,  and  measure  the  salvation  of  our  souls  by  pounds,  shillings,  and 
pence.  .  .  While  we  are  bountifully  assisted,  and  seldom  required  to  do 
more  than  half;  yet  we  are  seen  to  fail  on  every  side  (page  19).t 

On  pages  34-40  of  this  pamphlet,  Bishop  Strachan  is  very 
severe  on  the  clergy  to  whom  Bishop  Fuller  refers,  whom  he 
accuses  of  putting  forth  efforts  "  to  disturb  the  peace  of  the 
diocese — efforts  which  were  rapidly  being  organized  into  some- 

*  In  process  of  time,  the  necessities  of  his  Church  compelled  the  Bishop  to 
adopt  a  new  financial  scheme,  which  he  laid  before  his  clergy  in  1841,  one  main 
feature  of  which  was  to  incorporate  the  voluntary  principle  with  a  system  of 
moderate  grants — such  as  has  been  the  rule  adopted  for  some  years  by  the  Mission 
Board  of  the  Diocese  of  Toronto. 

t  In  sending  a  copy  of  this  pamphlet  some  years  ago  to  the  Editor  of 
this  volume,  Archdeacon  Fuller  (now  Bishop  of  Niagara),  said  : — This  able  and 
interesting  document.  .  .  .  was  drawn  out  from  the  late  Bishop  by  the 
growing  dissatisfaction  amongst  the  clergy  and  laity,  in  consequence  of  Bishop 
Strachan  managing  the  whole  of  the  clergy  reserve  fund,  without  consulting  any- 
body, and  managing  to  get  several  thousand  pounds  of  arrears  paid  to  himself,  as 
Bishop,  and  his  protege",  the  present  Bishop  [Bethune],  made  Archdeacon  of  York, 
with  a  salary  of  £365  a  year  as  Archdeacon,  while  he' could  not  find  means  to  pay 
the  missionaries  more  than  £100  a  year. 


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thing  of  a  regular  system  of  agitation,  so  common    .    .    among 
the  traders  in  politics  "  (page  34). 

An  agitation  having  been  commenced  by  the  Bishop  and 
clergy  in  Western  Canada,  in  1843,  for  "better  terms"  and  an 
amendment  to  the  Imperial  Clergy  Reserve  Act  of  1840,  the 
question  was  re-opened.  The  effect  of  this  re-opening  of  the 
question  was  deprecated  by  Dr.  Ryerson  and  others.  Early  in 
January,  1844,  Mr.  Surveyor-General  Parke  sent  to  Dr.  Ryerson 
the  copy  of  a  letter  written  by  Rev.  Prof.  Campbell,  of  Queen's 
College,  Kingston,  in  which  Mr.  Campbell  sets  up  the  claim  of 
the  Kirk  of  Scotland,  having  a  branch  in  Canada,  as  such,  to 
a  portion  of  the  Canadian  clergy  reserves.  Mr.  Parke  says : — 

The  writer  of  the  letter  arrives  at  two  other  conclusions,  which,  I  think, 
are  based  on  error,  and  calcixlated  to  interfere  materially  with  the  rights  of 
the  other  bodies  of  Protestant  Christians  :  namely,  that  the  Kirk  in  Canada 
participate  in  the  clergy  reserves,  solely  by  the  right  it  has  as  a  branch  of 
the  Kirk  in  Scotland  ;  and  that  other  bodies  of  Christians  participate  in 
them  merely  as  an  act  of  favour.  To  the  first  of  these  conclusions  I  entirely 
object,  on  the  ground  that  the  Act  confers  the  reserves,  purely  and  solely,  on 
Canada,  and  for  the  benefit  of  interests  and  persons,  absolutely  within 
Canada.  To  the  second  conclusion  or  statement  of  the  Professor,  that  is, 
that  other  bodies  participate  as  a  matter  of  favour,  I  object  on  every  ground 
on  which  it  is  possible  for  equity  to  place  the  subject.  What  !  shall  the 
unexampled  toils,  and  incessant  labours  of  the  early  and  later  Methodists, 
and  other  pioneers  of  the  christianizing  of  Canada,  have  doled  out  to  them, 
as  a  matter  of  simple  grace,  and  a  body  in  Scotland,  who  never  knew  nor 
participated  in  the  labour  of  sowing  the  seeds  of  the  Gospel  through  the 
length  and  breadth  of  the  land,  claim  as  a  matter  of  absolute  right,  for  one 
of  its  branches,  a  participation  in  lands,  purely  Canadian  in  fact  and  law  ? 
This  I  can  never  assent  to  ;  it  was  the  question  on  which,  as  a  Methodist,  I 
first  became  a  Canadian  politician,  and  it  is  the  question  on  which  I  yet  feel 
the  keenest.  I  desire  to  call  your  attention  to  the  matter,  and  solicit  a 
correction  from  you  of  errors  which,  I  think,  are  insidiously  calculated  to 
mislead  the  public  mind,  and  make  uphill  work  in  combating  other  ques- 
tions which  may  arise  in  unfortunate  Canada,  bye-and-bye.  Some  of  the 
Kirk  folks  would  monopolize  for  themselves,  as  far  as  they  dare,  and  the 
Church  of  England  too  ;  but  the  general  community,  who  have  borne  the 
burden  and  heat  of  the  day — fought  and  won  the  battle — should  not  in  any 
way  have  their  interests  and  feelings  trifled  with  by  the  unreasonable 
claims  of  a  few,  who  at  comparatively  a  late  day  entered  the  field. 

As  the  agitation  increased,  Dr.  Ryerson,  who  was  in  England 
in  1845,  addressed  a  letter  to  Lord  Stanley,  Colonial  Secretary, 
in  January,  on  the  injustice  to  the  non-episcopal  churches 
of  the  Act  of  1840.  He  said  :— 

There  is  a  subject  which,  in  connection  with  transpiring  circumstances  in 
Canada,  deeply  involves  the  future  condition  of  the  government  of  Canada, 
and  which  can  be  considered  by  your  Lordship  alone  :  I  refer  to  the  with- 
holding, to  the  present  time,  from  the  Wesleyan  Methodist  body  in  Upper 
Canada  all  benefit  of  the  Act  passed  for  the  settlement  of  the  clergy  reserve 
question — a  question  which  certain  parties  in  Canada  propose  to  re-open, 
with  a  view  of  depriving  the  Church  of  England  of  what  is  considered  a 
disproportionate  share  of  the  proceeds  of  the  clergy  reserves.  The  ad  van- 


382  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.        [CHAP.  XXXVII. 

tage  afforded  by  such  a  subject  of  agitation  would  be  eagerly  seized  upon  by 
the  leaders  of  the  opposition  in  Parliament.  The  Wesleyan  Methodist  body 
in  Upper  Canada  (now  numbering  131  regular  ministers,  and  24,000  com- 
municants), has  for  many  years  possessed  and  does  still  possess  the  casting 
vote  between  the  contending  political  parties  in  that  country ;  and  should  they 
join  in  the  agitation  contemplated,  nothing  but  military  power  will  prevent 
the  wresting  out  of  the  hands  of  the  Church  of  England  their— the  chief— pecu- 
niary advantages  which  it  derives  from  public  sources.  Hitherto  the  leading 
members  of  the  Wesleyan  Methodist  body  have  declined  any  public  agitation 
on  the  subject — though  solicited  by  influential  parties — contenting  them- 
selves with  private  communication  to  the  Government  until  they  should  find 
them  hopelessly  unsuccessful.  Should  not  their  case  be  considered  1  I  have 
reason  to  believe  that  they  will  at  their  next  annual  meeting,  to  be  held  in 
June,  commence  an  appeal  to  the  public  and  to  the  Local  Legislature  on  the 
injustice  done  them;  as  they  have  ascertained  that  all  the  leading  lawyers  in 
Upper  Canada  of  both  parties,  as  well  as  three  successive  Governors  con- 
sidered them  wronged  in  the  manner  in  which  they  alone,  of  the  four  great 
leading  denominations  of  the  country,  have  been  excluded  from  the  benefits 
of  an  act,  to  the  basis  of  which  Lord  Sydenham  never  could  have  obtained 
the  consent  of  the  Canadian  Legislature  without  their  most  decided  support. 

I  should  deeply  lament  the  re-agitation  of  the  clergy  reserve  question  in 
Canada.  Such  a  step,  on  the  part  of  the  great  Wesleyan  body  there,  would 
doubtless  be  attended  by  the  strengthening  of  the  opposition  in  the  Legisla- 
ture, and  to  probable  withdrawal  of  the  support  of  several  members  from 
the  present  Government  In  an  interview  with  the  official  Committee  of  the 
Wesleyan  body,  shortly  before  I  left  Canada,  I  promised  them  to  bring  the 
subject  before  your  Lordship  during  my  stay  in  England.  They,  therefore, 
deferred  appealing  to  the  Local  Legislature  to  interpose  in  their  behalf,  until 
they  should  learn  the  result  of  such  an  appeal  to  your  Lordship.  .  . 

I  cannot  suppose  that  it  has  been  the  wish  of  your  Lordship,  any  more 
than  the  intention  of  the  Crown  officers,  to  perpetuate  the  exclusion  of  the 
Wesleyan  Methodist  Church  in  Canada  from  their  confessedly-just  claim  of 
which  they  have  already  been  deprived  for  a  period  of  four  years.  The 
amount  of  the  claim  is  less  than  one-half  of  what  has  been  secured  to  the 
Roman  Catholic  Church  in  Upper  Canada — less  than  one-third  of  the  amount 
paid  the  Church  of  Scotland,  and  less  than  one-tenth  of  what  has  been 
guaranteed  to  the  Church  of  England.  The  Wesleyan  body,  whose  members 
in  Upper  Canada  have  increased  eight  thousand  during  the  last  four  years, 
will  be  satisfied  on  the  payment  of  the  sum  admitted  in  their  behalf.  And 
I  submit  that  the  sanctioning  of  it  by  your  Lordship  will,  in  my  bumble 
opinion,  be  far  better,  even  as  a  matter  of  policy — apart  Irom  higher  considera- 
tions— than  affording  just  ground  for  an  agitation,  the  consequences  of  which 
cannot  be  easily  foreseen. 

No  relief  was,  however,  afforded  by  a  change  in  the  adminis- 
tration of  the  Act  of  1840.  The  Act  itself  remained  unrepealed 
until  1853. 


CHAPTER    XLTX. 

1846-1848. 

RE-UNION  OF  THE  BBITISH  AND  CANADIAN  CONFERENCES. 

DURING  and  before  the  period  of  the  Metcalfe  Controversy 
events  were  transpiring  in  Methodist  circles  in  which 
Dr.  Ryerson  took  an  active  part,  and  in  which  he  was  deeply 
interested.* 

Important  correspondence  on  the  relations  to  each  other  of 
the  British  and  Canadian  Conferences  took  place  in  1842.  But 
as  the  issue  of  the  contest  between  these  Conferences  was  so 
prolonged,  and  involved  so  many  important  questions — religious 
and  public — I  think  it  desirable  to  give  a  brief  preliminary 
outline  of  the  origin  of  the  difficulties  between  the  two  bodies. 
This  is  the  more  necessary,  as  Dr.  Ryerson's  own  personal 
history  and  conduct  became,  from  a  variety  of  circumstances, 
most  prominently  mixed  up  with  these  controversies.  His 
letters  to  the  Government  on  the  subject,  and  to  the  Missionary 
Secretaries,  now  first  published,  are  also  valuable  Methodist 
historical  documents — although  they  partake  largely  of  a  per- 

*  In  a  letter  to  him  from  the  Rev.  A.  Green,  dated  November,  1842,  the  desira- 
bility of  a  union  with  the  Episcopal  Methodists  was  pressed  upon  his  attention. 
Mr.  Green  said  : — The  Episcopal  Methodists  are  gaining  ground  in  many  circuits. 
It  would  be  of  much  service  to  us,  could  we  take  them  on  board  the  old  ship  again. 
I  learn  from  Brother  Richardson  that  they  are  anxious  for  this,  and  that  Mr.  Rey- 
nolds would  give  up  his  claims,  and  many  of  their  preachers  would  retire,  could 
they  effect  it.  But  in  some  parts  of  the  Province  the  re-union  would  be  opposed  ; 
and  some  members  have  said,  that  they  would  even  join  the  English  missionaries 
if  we  were  to  be  united  with  them  (the  Episcopals).  You  are  a  wise  man,  tell  us . 
what  we  should  do.  If  we  do  not  take  steps  soon,  it  will  be  entirely  too  late.  I 
understand  that  they  talk  of  having  a  Bishop  elected  soon, — and  should  Mr. 
Richardson  or  Mr.  Smith  be  appointed,  it  would  add  greatly  to  the  influence  of  the 
party  ;  and  yet  I  cannot  now  see  what  steps  we  could  safely  take,  until  we  settle 
the  English  Union  question,  for  they  would  take  advantage,  I  fear,  of  such  a 
reconciliation,  to  prejudice  the  old  country  members  against  us. 

I  wish  also  to  obtain  your  views  upon  the  propriety  of  petitioning  the  Governor- 
General,  at  once,  for  a  share  of  the  public  money  granted  for  the  purchase  of 
Sabbath-school  books.  The  sum  of  £150  goes  into  the  hands  of  Dr.  Strachan 
annually,  for  that  purpose  ;  and  where  is  it  ?  We  are  never  benefited  a  farthing 
by  it !  Could  we  obtain  one-half,  or  even  one-third  of  the  sum  for  our  schools, 
it  would  be  of  great  service  to  them.* 

*  I  have  no  copy  of  the  reply  sent  to  this  letter.  The  letter  itself,  however,  shows  what  sub- 
jects were  being  discus  ed  in  Methodist  circles  in  11542. 


334  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XUX. 

sonal  character — as  he  was  the  foremost  figure  in  all  of  these 
connexional  contests.  They  are  highly  characteristic  of  the 
courage  and  self-sacrifice  of  the  writer. 

Methodism,  after  its  introduction  into  Upper  Canada  in  1790, 
was  organized  into  a  Church  by  preachers  from  the  United 
States.  In  1811,  when  Upper  Canada  was  on  the  eve  of  being 
the  theatre  of  war  with  the  United  States,  several  American 
preachers  who  had  been  appointed  to  Canada  declined  to  come, 
while  those  here  (Messrs.  Roads  and  Densmore)  applied  to  the 
Canadian  Government  in  1812  for  leave  to  return  to  their  own 
country.*  Nevertheless,  after  the  war,  and  on  the  representa- 
tion of  persons  prompted  by  high  churchmen,  the  London 
Wesleyan  Missionary  Society  sent  out  missionaries  to  four  of 
the  larger  towns  in  Upper  Canada.  This  schismatical  policy 
was  pursued  by  the  British  Conference  until  1820,  when  the 
American  General  Conference  sent  Rev.  John  (afterwards) 
Bishop  Emory,  as  a  deputation  to  that  Conference  to  remon- 
strate. The  result  was  that  the  following  resolutions  were 
passed  by  the  British  Conference  in  that  year  (1820): — 

1.  That  as  the  American  Methodists  and  ourselves  are  but  one  body,  it 
would  be  inconsistent  with  our  unity,  and  dangerous  to  that  affection  which 
ought  to  characterize  us  in  every  place,  to  have  different  societies  and  con- 
gregations in  the  same  towns  and  villages,  or  to  allow  of  any  intrusion  on 
either  side  into  each  other's  labours. 

2.  That  this  principle  shall  be  the  rule  by  which  the  disputes  now  exist- 
ing in  the  Canadas,  between  our  missionaries,  shall  be  terminated. 

In  transmitting  these  and  several  other  resolutions  on  the 
subject  to  the  British  Missionaries  in  Canada,  the  Secretaries 
(Rev.  Joseph  Taylor  and  Rev.  Richard  Watson)  said: — 

We  know  that  political  reasons  exist  in  many  minds  for  supplying  even 
Upper  Canada,  as  far  as  possible,  with  British  Missionaries;  and,  however 
natural  this  feeling  may  be  to  Englishmen,  and  even  praiseworthy  when 
not  carried  too  far,  it  will  be  obvious  to  you  that  this  is  a  ground  on  which,  as 
a  Missionary  Society,  and  especially  as  a  Society  under  the  direction  of  a 
Committee  which  recognizes  as  one  with  itself  the  American  Methodists,  we 
cannot  act. 

The  British  Conference  loyally  observed  this  compact  from 
.1820  until  1833.  At  that  time  (Dr.  Ryerson  says)  the  advocates 
of  a  dominant  church  establishment,  though  in  a  small  minority 
in  the  House  of  Assembly,  were  all  powerful  in  the  Executive 
and  Legislative  Councils,  and  employed  very  naturally  all  the 
resources  at  their  command  to  perpetuate  their  supremacy.  For 
this  purpose  they  appealed  to  the  Wesleyan  Missionary  Com- 
mittee in  England,  and  solicited  them  upon  the  ground  of  their 
loyalty  to  the  Church  of  England  and  to  the  Throne  to  send  out 
Missionaries  to  Upper  Canada,  offering  $4,000  per  annum  out 
of  the  Crown  revenues  to  assist  in  so  loyal  a  work.  The  Eng- 

*  Epochs  of  Canadian  Methodism,  pages  292-294. 


1846-48]  THE  STOBY  OF  MY  LIFE.  ,     385 

lish  Wesleyan  Missionary  Committee  sent  out  a  representative 
agent,  who  contended  that  the  engagement  into  which  the 
English  Conference  had  entered  with  the  American  General 
Conference  in  1820,  through  Dr.  Emory,  to  leave  Upper  Canada 
to  the  Canadian  preachers,  was  no  longer  binding  since  the 
Conference  in  Canada  has  become  separate  from  that  in  the 
United  States,  and  the  English  Committee  was  therefore  free 
to  send  missionaries  into  any  part  of  Upper  Canada.  The 
Canadian  Conference  was  thus  confronted  by  a  double  danger 
— the  danger  of  division  in  their  congregations,  and  the  danger 
of  increased  power  against  their  claims  to  equal  rights  and 
privileges;  and  a  two-fold  duty  devolved  upon  them — to  prevent 
division  if  possible,  and,  at  the  same  time,  to  secure  the  attain- 
ment of  their  own  constitutional  rights. 

In  the  meantime  other  disturbing  influences  occurred.  In 
1824,  an  agitation  was  commenced,  with  a  view  to  take  the 
appointment  of  the  Presiding  Eldership  out  of  the  hands  of  the 
Bishops,  and  make  the  office  elective  by  the  annual  Conferences. 
The  Presiding  Elders  of  Upper  Canada  (Rev.  Henry  Ryan  and 
Rev.  William  Case)  opposed  this  change,  and,  in  consequence, 
failed  in  their  election  by  the  Genesee  Annual  Conference  as 
delegates  to  the  General  Conference.  Mr.  Ryan  was  chagrined 
at  this  result,  and  on  his  return  to  Upper  Canada  commenced 
to  agitate  for  an  entire  separation  from  the  American  Church. 
A  memorial  to  that  effect  was  sent  to  the  General  Conference. 
The  request  was  not  granted,  but  the  Canadian  work  was  set 
off  to  itself  as  the  "  Annual  Conference  of  the  Methodist  Epis- 
copal Church  in  Canada."  This  was  not  what  Mr.  Ryan  wanted, 
and  it  displeased  him.  The  theme  of  his  complaint  was  "  the 
domination  of  republican  Methodism  and  the  tyranny  of  Yankee 
Bishops."  He  therefore,  set  himself  again  to  agitate  for  entire 
independence.  Finally,  after  having  been  the  means  of  stirring 
up  personal  strife  all  through  the  Connexion,  the  Conference  of 
1827  directed  that  he  should  be  reproved  and  admonished  by 
Bishop  Hedding  in  presence  of  the  Conference.  This  was  done. 
Next  day  Mr.  Ryan  withdrew  from  the  Conference.  (See 
chapter  vii.) 

The  high-church  party  encouraged  Mr.  Ryan  in  his  disaffec- 
tion ;  and  when  he  withdrew,  and  set  up  a  separate  church 
organization,  Dr.  Strachan  actually  sent  Mr.  Ryan  $200  to  assist 
him  in  his  schismatical  efforts!  (Epochs,  page  305.)  Hon. 
John  Willson,  Speaker  of  the  House  of  Assembly,  and  formerly 
a  Methodist,  joined  the  high-church  party,  and  did  all  he  could 
to  aid  and  encourage  Mr.  Ryan.  Thus,  in  addition  to  the  £50 
sent  to  Mr.  Ryan  by  Ven.  Archdeacon  Strachan,  to  aid  him  in 
25 


386  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XLIX. 

his  schismatical  crusade  against  the  Conference,  a  Govern- 
ment grant  of  £666  ($2,664)  was  made  to  the  new  organization 
at  the  instance  of  Mr.  Willson  in  1833,  and  £338  ($1,352)  in 
1834.  (Epochs,  page  359.) 

The  cry  of  disloyalty  having  been  again  raised,  the  Govern- 
ment and  clerical  party  (for  they  were  one  under  the  control  of 
the  Archdeacon  of  York),  lost  no  time,  therefore,  in  maturing  a 
plan  to  induce  the  British  Conference  again  to  undertake  the 
occupancy  of  Upper  Canada  as  missionary  ground,  and  forth- 
with to  send  missionaries  into  the  province  for  that  purpose.  A 
correspondence  was  opened  between  the  head  of  the  Canadian 
Executive  Government,  Sir  John  Colborne,  and  the  Wesleyan 
Missionary  Committee,  on  the  subject  of  the  new.  missionary 
enterprise  into  Upper  Canada.  (Epochs,  page  305.)  The  result 
was,  that  in  May,  1832,  without  notice,  an  intimation  was 
received  that  the  Rev.  Robert  Alder,  and  twelve  missionaries 
were  to  be  sent  out  to  Canada.  With  a  view  to  avert  the  calamity 
of  again  having  hostile  Methodist  camps  in  every  city  and  town 
in  Upper  Canada,  Rev.  John  Ryerson  suggested  to  Dr.  Ryerson 
that  the  Canada  Conference  should  endeavour  to  form  a  union 
with  the  British  Conference,  and  thus  secure  harmonious  action 
instead  of  discord  and  disunion.  This  was  done,  and  pro- 
visional arrangements  were  made  with  Dr.  Alder  at  the  Hallo- 
well  Conference  of  1832,  subject  to  the  ratification  of  the 
British  Conference.  This  ratification  was  made,  and  took  effect 
in  1833,  and  the  union  continued  for  four  or  five  years  only. 

About  the  year  1840,  a  considerable  controversy  arose  in 
regard  to  the  payment  of  an  annual  grant  of  £900  by  the 
Government,  in  aid  of  the  general  work  of  the  Church.  It 
may  be  well,  therefore,  to  state  the  circumstances  under  which 
this  grant  was  made,  and  then  point  out  the  personal  causes 
which  intensified  the  feeling  of  estrangement  between  the 
English  and  Canadian  Conferences. 

In  a  letter  on  this  subject  to  the  Provincial  Secretary,  dated 
28th  December,  1842,  Dr.  Ryerson  said : — 

Rev.  Robert  Alder  was  in  Upper  Canada  in  the  spring  and  summer  of 
1832,  negotiating  on  the  subject  of  the  grant  and  the  union,  which  Sir  John 
Colborne  was  anxious  to  promote.  The  Canadian  Conference,  aided  by  Dr. 
Alder's  counsels,  agreed  to  propose  certain  articles  of  union  with  the  English 
Conference.  Those  articles  contemplated  a  financial,  as  well  as  ecclesiastical 
union  ;  and  Dr.  Alder  expressed  his  conviction  that  the  English  Conference 
would  grant  .£1,000  per  annum  out  of  its  Contingent  Fund,  to  aid  our  Con- 
ference, besides  the  aid  granted  out  of  the  Mission  Fund,  in  aid  of  Missions 
in  Upper  Canada.  A  copy  of  these  proposed  articles  of  union  was  forthwith 
laid  before  Sir  John  Colborne  by  Dr.  Alder,  and  published  in  the  Guardian, 
of  the  29th  August,  1832,  five  days  after  which  Sir  John  Colborne  wrote  to 
Lord  Ripon,  recommending  a  grant  to  the  Wesleyan  Committee  of  .£900 
per  annum  [on  terms  of  the  comprehensive  scheme  mentioned  on  page  155]. 


1846-48]  .  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  387 

But  the  Government  delayed  making  any  payment  until  October,  1833,  after 
the  ratification  of  the  union  by  both  bodies.  In  the  meantime,  however,  the 
English  Conference  declined  granting  any  aid  out  of  their  Contingent  Fund, 
and  had  a  clause  inserted  in  the  Articles  of  Union  against  any  claims  upon 
the  funds  of  the  English  Conference  on  the  part  of  the  Canadian  Preachers. 
Of  this  clause  in  the  Articles  of  Union  the  Government  seems  never  to  have 
been  made  aware  until  Lord  Sydenham  came  to  Upper  Canada  in  1839. 

In  a  long  and  valuable  historical  letter  to  Mr.  Murdoch, 
Ohief  Secretary  to  Sir  Charles  Bagot,  dated  May,  1842,  Dr. 
Ryerson  further  said  : — 

The  first  payment  of  the  grant  was  made  in  October,  1833,  a  few  days 
after  the  final  ratification  of  the  Articles  of  Union  by  the  Canadian  Con- 
ference; so  that  every  payment  of  the  grant  was  made  and  applied  according 
to  the  "  usage  "  prescribed  by  the  Articles  of  Union.  .  . 

Dr.  Ryerson  then  discussed  various  matters  relating  to  their 
"  usage,"  and  the  articles  of  Union,  and  proceeded  :  Some  weeks 
after  Lord  Sydenham's  arrival  in  Toronto,  His  Lordship  sent 
for  me — as  I  was  afterwards  informed,  at  the  recommendation  of 
Sir  Allan  MacNab,  Receiver-General  Dunn,  and  others — but  the 
interview,  and  one  or  two  subsequent  ones,  related  entirely  to 
the  objects  of  his  Lordship's  mission,  in  accomplishing  which, 
he  desired  all  the  aid  I  could  give  him.  The  last  week  of  the 
year  1839,  and  the  first  week  of  1840,  Lord  Sydenham  spent 
in  seeing  various  parties  and  concerting  a  measure  on  the  clergy 
reserve  question.  He  sent  for  the  Rev.  Messrs.  Stinson  and 
Richey  (agents  of  the  London  Wesleyan  Committee)  as  well  as 
for  me.  As  all  the  present  difficulties  grew  out  of  these  inter- 
views of  the  London  Wesleyan  Committee's  agents  and  myself, 
with  Lord  Sydenham,  I  think  it  important  to  state  the  sub- 
stance of  them,  and  the  evidence  on  which  I  make  my  statement. 

First  as  regards  myself.  The  proposed  measure  being  intended 
to  secure  a  continued  payment  of  grants  already  made  out  of  the 
•Casual  and  Territorial  Revenue,  and  the  Clergy  Reserve  Fund, 
to  the  parties  receiving  them,  I  submitted  to  Lord  Sydenham 
that,  as  the  three  principal  denominations  (Church  of  England, 
Church  of  Scotland,  and  Roman  Catholics)  received  large  aid 
out  of  one  or  both  of  these  funds,  it  was  clear  that  unless  some 
assistance  was  granted  to  the  Wesleyan  Methodist  Church 
before  the  passing  of  the  Clergy  Reserve  Bill,  and  tranferred 
with  other  charges  by  the  provisions  of  the  Bill,  we  would  be 
effectually  excluded  from  obtaining  any  aid  for  a  series  of  years. 
I  submitted  to  Lord  Sydenham  an  application,  which  I  had 
been  directed  to  make,  in  behalf  of  the  Upper  Canada 
Academy — now  Victoria  College.  His  Lordship  acceded  to 
the  justice  of  my  views,  but  replied  that  aid  was  given  to  us 
also  in  the  form  of  an  annual  grant.  I  replied,  and  sought  to 
impress  upon  his  Lordship,  that  the  grant  referred  to  by  him 


THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XLIX. 

had  not  been  made  to  the  Canadian  Conference,  and  did  not 
operate  to  its  advantage,  but  to  the  sole  advantage  of  the 
Wesleyan  Missionary  Society  in  England  ;  and,  at  his  request, 
T  prepared  a  statement  of  the  case  in  writing.  It  will  be  seen 
by  the  date  of  my  letter  that  these  communications  took  place 
January  2nd,  1840.  It  is  perfectly  clear,  therefore,  that  up  to 
that  time  there  could  have  transpired  between  Lord  Sydenham 
and  myself,  nothing  relative  to  the  transfer  of  the  grant. 

On  the  same  day,  Rev.  Messrs.  Stinson  and  Richey  (agents 
of  the  Wesleyan  Committee)  had  an  interview  with  Lord 
Sydenham.  They  told  him  that  the  union  between  the  English 
and  Canadian  Conferences  was  not  likely  to  continue;  and 
prayed  (in  their  memorial,  written  the  day  after)  "that  the  sum 
intended  for  the  Wesleyan  Methodist  Church  in  Canada,  should 
be  given  to  the  Wesleyan  Methodists,  who  are  now,  and  who 
may  be  hereafter,  connected  with  the  British  Wesleyan  Confer- 
ence." I  believe  Lord  Sydenham 's  laconic  reply  was,  that  he 
had  to  do  with  religious  bodies  in  Canada,  not  in  England. 

It  will  be  seen  that  the  communication  of  Messrs.  Stinson  and 
Richey,  as  well  as  mine,  served  to  impress  Lord  Sydenham 
that  there  was  not  an  identity  of  interests  between  the  English 
and  Canadian  Conferences,  as  he  had  supposed,  and,  as  His 
Lordship  said,  Her  Majesty's  Government  also  supposed. 

A  day  or  two  after  Messrs.  Stinson  and  Richey's  interview 
with  Lord  Sydenham,  I  waited  upon  him,  when  I  was  given  to 
understand  that  a  memorial  had  been  presented  to  him  in 
behalf  of  the  British  Conference,  on  the  ground  of  an  antici- 
pated dissolution  of  the  Union.  My  feelings  of  surprise  and 
indignation,  and  my  remonstrances  against  sjuch  a  monstrous 
proposition,  may  be  easily  conceived.  It  is  known  that  Lord 
Sydenham,  from  the  very  first,  viewed  such  a  proposition  with 
disapprobation ;  it  was  on  this  occasion  also  that  His  Lordship 
apprised  me  of  the  conclusions  he  had  come  to  on  the  subject  of 
any  proposition  for  a  grant  to  the  Canadian  Conference,  pre- 
viously to  passing  the  Clergy  Reserve  Bill ;  that  he  was  satisfied 
that  the  Canadian  Conference  had  a  just  claim  to  assistance ; 
that  it  did  not  derive  any  practical  benefit  from  the  grant  to 
the  London  Committee,  but  that  it  ought  to  do  so,  as  such  were 
the  original  intentions  of  the  Government  in  making  it.  Lord 
Sydenham  stated  his  recollection  of  the  intention  of  the  Govern- 
ment in  1832  to  be — and  perhaps  the  recollections  of  Lord 
Stanley  may  be  to  the  same  effect — that  it  was  supposed  by 
the  Government,  from  communications  from  Upper  Canada, 
that  the  Wesleyans  here  were  not  quite  as  (conservatively)  loyal 
as  was  desirable  ;  that  it  being  understood  they  were  willing  to 
unite  with  the  English  Conference,  the  Government  thought  it 


1846-48]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  389 

advisable  to  enable  the  English  Conference  to  assist  them,  as  it 
would  exert  a  salutary  influence  upon  their  feelings  and  useful- 
ness. Thus  was  the  grant  made  ;  but  from  the  peculiar  nature 
of  the  articles  of  Union,  the  leading  objects  of  the  grant  had 
never  been  accomplished,  as  the  Canadian  Conference  had  to 
support  all  its  own  members  and  institutions — except  a  few 
missions — as  much  since,  as  before  the  Union,  He  had,  there- 
fore, determined  to  write  to  Lord  John  Russell,  and  recommend 
a  different  distribution  of  the  grant;  believing  that  to  accomplish 
the  original  a«id  benevolent  objects  in  Canada,  it  ought  to  be 
placed  under  the  entire  control  of  the  Canadian  Conference. 
In  these  views  I  did,  of  course,  gratefully  concur,  although  I 
never  fully  understood  until  then  the  intentions  of  the  Imperial 
Government  in  making  the  grant.  I  also  thought  the  course 
proposed  would  defeat  the  intimated  project  of  breaking  up  the 
Union,  and  furnish  real  aid  to  the  Church  of  which  I  was 
appointed  advocate  and  representative.  Leaving  the  matter  in 
the  hands  of  Lord  Sydenham,  I  had  no  intention  of  saying 
anything  more  upon  the  subject,  until,  nearly  a  fortnight  after- 
wards, when  His  Lordship  requested  me — as  I  was  so  familiar 
with  the  subject — to  furnish  him  with  a  written  statement  of 
the  financial  relations  of  the  English  and  Canadian  Conferences, 
in  regard  to  the  grant,  etc.,  as  it  would  aid  him  in  preparing  his 
despatch  to  Lord  John  Russell.  I  did  so.  The  letter,  written 
at  the  request  of  Lord  Sydenham,  was  intended  as  a  memor- 
andum for  his  Lordship.  But  he  thought  it  best  to  transmit  a 
copy  of  it  with  his  own  despatch  to  Lord  John  Russell,  by 
whom  it  was  enclosed  to  the  Wesleyan  Committee  ;  and  hence 
the  present  controversy.  That  letter  is  dated  17th  January, 
1840. 

I  cannot  but  feel  that  I  labour  under  great  disadvantages 
in  the  present  discussion,  from  the  numerous  representations 
and  statements  which  the  Wesleyan  Committee  have  made  to 
the  noble  Secretary  of  State  to  my  disadvantage.  My  standing, 
as  a  public  man,  is  my  all,  and  therefore,  however  small  rela- 
tively, is  as  important  to  me  as  a  kingdom  to  a  monarch. 

As  the  Wesleyan  Committee  have  made  me  so  prominent  a 
subject  in  this  affair,  I  have  offered  to  submit  to  His  Excellency, 
Sir  Charles  Bagot,  or  to  the  Executive  Council — or  to  His  Ex- 
cellency and  the  Executive  Council — or  to  the  Lord  Bishop  of 
Toronto ;  or  to  the  Moderator  of  the  Synod  of  the  Church  of 
Scotland  in  Canada — or  to  the  Lord  Bishop  of  Toronto  and  the 
Moderator  of  the  Scotch  Synod — and  to  bind  myself  in  any 
penalty  to  abide  by  the  decision  of  such  tribunal.  When  the 
Wesleyan  Committee  are  accusers,  judge,  and  jury  in  their  own 
case,  it  is  not  likely  they  will  be  very  impartial ;  but  if  there  is 


390  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XLIX. 

a  shadow  of  truth  or  justice  in  their  accusations  and  statements, 
I  have  given  them  full  opportunity  to  secure  the  continuation 
of  them,  by  the  highest  tribunals,  in  the  country  of  my  life  and 
labours. 

The  Wesleyan  Committee  declined  to  refer  the  matter  in 
dispute  to  an  independent  tribunal,  and  Dr.  Alder  wrote  to 
members  of  the  Canadian  Conference  impugning  Dr.  Ryerson 
in  the  strongest  terms,  insisting  upon  his  withdrawal  of  certain 
things  which  he  had  written,  and  making  various  threats.  Dr. 
Eyerson  decided  then  to  address  a  final  letter  to  Rev.  Messrs. 
Bunting,  Beecham  and  Hoole,  Missionary  Secretaries.  This  he 
did  on  the  19th  October,  1842.  This  letter,  and  the  preceding 
letter,  are  doubly  valuable  from  the  fact  that  they  embody  a 
number  of  interesting  details  of  the  interviews  and  correspond- 
ence between  Lord  Sydenham  and  Dr.  Ryerson,  and  also  between 
Sir  Charles  Bagot  and  Dr.  Ryerson,  which  have  not  hitherto 
been  published.  There  is  a  tone  of  manly  dignity  and  inde- 
pendence in  this  letter  which  commends  itself,  and  which  were 
characteristic  of  Dr.  Ryerson  in  his  best  moods  as  a  controver- 
sialist. From  the  letter,  which  extends  to  thirty-four  foolscap 
pages  I  make  the  following  extracts.  He  said : — 

I  wish  the  most  extended  success  to  the  general  labours  of 
the  Wesleyan  Missionary  Society,  however  much  they  have 
sought  to  retard  those  of  the  Canadian  Conference;  nor  have  I 
ever  objected  to  their  labours  among  the  "  destitute  white 
settlements "  and  heathen  tribes  of  Canada;  I  only  object  to 
their  works  of  schism,  and  division.  .  .  Did  you  ever  think 
of  sending  missionaries,  or  of  employing  your  money  and  men, 
in  our  regular  circuits,  before  the  breaking  up  of  the  Union? — 
Kingston,  or  Belleville,  or  Toronto,  or  Hamilton,  or  Brantford, 
or  London,  etc.  ? — places  where  there  is  no  more  need  of  mis- 
sionary men  or  missionary  money  than  there  is  in  City  Road, 
or  Great  Queen  street  circuits  in  London — places  in  which  it  is 
notorious  that  the  soul,  body,  and  strength  of  your  societies 
consists,  not  in  converts  from  the  world,  but  in  secessions  from 
the  Canadian  Conference.  When,  therefore,  four-fifths  of  your 
missionaries  (so  called)  in  Western  Canada  are  employed  on 
regular  circuits  of  the  Canadian  Conference,  is  it  surprising 
that  I  should  complain,  remonstrate,  and  condemn  ? 

The  burden  of  Dr.  Alder's  letter  is  that  I  have  been  the  first, 
gratuitous,  and  wanton  aggressor  upon  the  character  and 
motives  of  those  "  to  whom  the  British  Conference  has  entrusted 
the  transaction  of  its  most  important  business;"  and,  as  such, 
the  author  and  foinenter  of  the  difficulties  between  the  British 
and  Canadian  Conferences.  And  it  has  been  more  than  once 


1846-48]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  391 

intimated  on  your  part  that  if  I,  the  Jonah,  were  thrown  over- 
board, the  commotion  of  the  Methodistic  element  of  Western 
Canada  would  soon  cease,  and  mutual  confidence  and  joy  would 
be  restored  to  the  whole  ship's  company.  .  .  Need  I  add, 
that  in  the  columns  of  your  Watchman  newspaper,  and  in  the 
pages  of  pamphlets,  and  in  your  Wesleyan  in  Canada,  not  only 
my  public  conduct,  but  my  character,  my  motives,  my  prin- 
ciples, have  been  impugned  without  delicacy  or  restraint  ? 
Need  I  add,  that  the  Canada  Conference  and  myself  have  been 
the  defendants,  and  you  the  assailants,  throughout  ?  That  in 
Dr.  Alder's  letter  to  Lord  John  Russell  the  proceedings  of  the 
Canada  Conference  are  represented  as  revolutionary  ? 

I  am  also  impeached  in  almost  every  form  of  phraseology — 
the  Christian  integrity  and  loyalty  of  my  brethren  and  my- 
self have  been  impunged  by  your  agents  throughout  this 
country — our  fields  of  labour  have  been  invaded,  and  our  flocks 
divided,  while  our  principles  and  feelings  have  been  resented  as 
dangerous  to  the  safety  and  interests  of  the  State.  Yet  Dr. 
Alder  complains  of  the  occasional  exposure  of  these  things  in 
the  Guardian,  and  is  rampant  at  the  application  of  the  word 
divisionists,  to  those  of  your  missionaries  who  are  dividing  our 
regular  societies,  and  establishing  rival  congregations  on  our 
regular  circuits!  .  .  But,  in  reply,  there  may  be  opposed 
to  the  unanimous  resolutions  of  your  Conference,  adopted  in 
Liverpool,  in  1820,  and  the  whole  tenor  and  spirit  of  the  New 
Testament,  especially  the  writings  of  St.  Paul,  who  denounces 
partialities  for  Peter,  or  Paul,  or  Apollos,  as  pretext  for  schisms 
in  the  Church  of  God. 

Then  as  to  my  desire  to  protract  litigation.  Does  my  having 
done  all  in  my  power  to  have  the  affair  referred  to  a  third  party 
— to  any  impartial  tribunal  you  might  prefer — evince  the  truth 
of  such  a  charge  ?  Or  does  your  refusing  to  agree  to  any  such 
reference  look  most  like  desiring  to  protract  hostilities?  Great 
Britain  and  other  civilized  nations  have  more  than  once  sub- 
mitted their  differences  to  the  decision  of  a  third  party;  ancient 
churches  did  the  same;  I  have  advocated  the  same ;  you  refuse ; 
your  refusal  does  not  certainly  argue  a  consciousness  that  you 
are  right,  or  a  desire^  for  peace,  whatever  else  it  may  argue. 

Furthermore,  as  to  my  own  feelings  and  conduct,  I  will  let 
the  following  memorandum,  which  I  presented  at  the  late  session 
of  the  Canada  Conference,  speak  in  reply  to  your  various  alle- 
gations : — 

I  hereby  resign  my  seat  in  the  Conference  of  the  Wesleyan  Methodist 
Church  in  Canada. 

I  do  not  resign  my  membership  in  the  Conference,  but  I  resign  all  privi- 
lege and  right  to  take  part  in  its  deliberations,  or  even  to  be  present  at  its 


392  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XLIX. 

eittings.  I  hold  myself  as  much  as  ever  responsible  and  subject  to  the  Con- 
ference, and  am  as  ready  as  ever  to  do  all  in  my  power  to  defend  the  Confer- 
ence and  Institutions  of  the  Church  when  necessary  ;  but  I  voluntarily 
relinquish  participating  in  any  way  whatever  in  its  Executive  or  Legisla- 
tive Councils.  The  following  are  the  considerations  which  have  induced  me 
to  take  this  step : — 

1.  My  presence  and  participation  in  the  proceedings  of  the  Conference 
have  been  represented  as  forming  an  insuperable  obstacle  to  any  adjustment 
of  differences  between  the  Wesleyan  Conference  in  England,  and   this 
Conference. 

2.  I  prefer  the  unity  of  Methodism,  and  an  honourable  adjustment  of 
differences  between  two  branches  of  the  great  Methodist  family,  to  the  exer- 
cise of  any  influence  I  may  possess,  or  may  be  supposed  to  possess  in  the 
Councils  of  this  Conference;  or  to  the  profit  and  pleasure  I  may  derive  from 
attending  the  annual  deliberations  of  my  reverend  and  beloved  brethren. 

3.  I  can  now  take  this  step  without  incurring  any  imputation  upon  my 
character,  and  without  injuring  the  interests  of  the  Conference,  or  of  the 
Church  at  large. 

I  respectfully  request  that  this  memorandum  may  be  inserted  in  the 
journals  of  the  Conference,  as  an  official  record  and  recognition  of  this  my 
voluntary  act. 

(Signed)  EGERTON  RTERSON. 

HALLOWELL,  June  14,  1842. 

You  will  see  from  the  above  memorandum,  that  I  proposed  to 
relinquish  all  except  my  connection  with  a  church  which  I  had 
joined  in  obedience  to  conscience,  and  my  connection  with  a 
field  of  labour  to  which  I  believed  myself  called  by  the  voice 
and  providence  of  God.  My  request  was  laid  upon  the  table  of 
the  Conference  for  a  day,  and  then  pressed  by  me  with  as  much 
propriety  as  I  could  employ  on  such  a  subject,  but,  with  one 
exception  (Andrew  Prindel),  was  unanimously  rejected,  it  being 
insisted  that  I  should  not  be  allowed  to  change  my  relations  to 
the  Conference,  in  any  respect,  on  account  of  your  differences 
with  me.  To  relinquish  my  connection  with  the  Church,  and 
my  labours  as  a  Methodist  minister,  involve  considerations 
which  ought  not  to  yield  to  the  impulse  of  passion,  or  bow  to 
the  suggestions*  of  expediency.  By  God's  grace,  therefore,  I 
hope  to  be  able  to  "  stand  in  my  place  to  the  end  of  the  day," 
say  or  do  what  you  may.  .  . 

Dr.  Alder  and  his  Canadian  friends  have  advised  you  from 
the  beginning  that  my  standing  and  influence  in  Canada  was 
merely  political ;  that  I  was  aware  of  this,  and  was,  therefore, 
determined  to  employ  myself  in  political  affairs  in  order-  to 
gratify  my  ambition.  My  assertions  to  the  contrary  were,  of 
course,  rejected  and  scorned  by  you.  Well,  nearly  three  years 
have  elapsed  since,  by  common  consent,  I  have  had  nothing 
whatever  to  do  with  the  civil  affairs  of  Canada,  as  all  the  public 
men  in  it  know.  My  own  conduct,  therefore,  has  thus  far  re- 
futed one  part  of  the  statements  of  your  informers.  As  to  the 
other  part,  has  my  standing  as  a  public  man  declined  ?  or,  have 


1846-48]  .    THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  393 

all  parties,  during  that  period,  awarded  me  a  testimony  of 
regard  more  gratifying  than  that  which  I  had  ever  before 
received  from  any  party  ? 

You  were  also  told  that  my  principles  were  revolutionary, 
and  were  so  viewed  by  the  wealth  and  intelligence,  of  this 
country,  which  would  support  you  and  repudiate  me  and  those 
connected  with  me.  What  do  you  now  see,  but  the  Govern- 
ment at  home  and  in  Canada  adopting  the  very  system  of 
administration,  both  in  religious,  educational,  and  civil  affairs, 
which  I  maintained  many  years  ago  to  be  most  suitable  to  the 
social  condition  of  this  Province;  and  the  wealth  and  intelligence 
of  our  population  (save  a  little  knot  of  Puseyite  ultras)  rejoicing 
in  its  establishment;  and  the  country  in  happy  tranquility,  and 
blooming  with  prosperity,  under  its  operations  ?  What  do  you 
see  but  Her  Majesty  possessing  a  strength  far  more  formidable 
than  that  of  swords  or  bayonets,  in  the  hearts  of  her  Canadian 
subjects  ?  What  do  you  see,  but  three  branches  of  the  Legisla- 
ture unanimously  incorporating  as  a  College,  with  the  privileges 
of  a  University,  an  institution  under  the  direction  of  the  Canada 
Conference  (which  you  had  repudiated),  and  in  compliance  with 
an  application  which  I  had  the  honour  to  have  advocated,  and 
according  to  the  provisions  of  a  Bill,  verbatim  et  literatim, 
which  I  drew  up  ?  What  do  you  see,  but  that  same  Legislature, 
with  equal  unanimity,  granting  £500  to  the  same  institution, 
and  lately,  by  the  recommendation  of  His  Excellency,  Sir 
Charles  Bagot,  renewing  that  grant  as  an  annual  aid  to  the 
institution,  now  presided  over  by  the  individual  against  whom 
all  your  attacks  have  been  directed  ?  Can  I  but  feel  a  grateful, 
as  well  as  a  dutiful  attachment  to  a  Government  so  perfectly 
consonant  with  my  own  feelings  ?  Can  I  but  feel  an  honest 
pride,  retrospecting  the  past,  and  looking  abroad  upon  the 
present,  to  see  in  the  constitution  and  spirit  of  Her  Majesty's 
Canadian  Government  my  own  views  and  wishes  carried  out  to 
the  very  letter  ?  Can  I  but  rejoice,  to  see  several  members  of 
the  Government  on  our  College  Board  and  Senate — and  to  be 
aided  by  their  counsel,  abilities,  and  influence  ? 

I  advert  to  these  facts  with  heart-felt  thankfulness,  as  a 
practical  vindication  of  my  life  and  character  against  your  im- 
putations, and  as  an  indication  strong,  if  not  providential,  that 
I  have,  in  the  main  at  least,  endeavoured  to  do  my  duty  to  my 
God,  my  Sovereign,  and  my  country.  .  .  Unconnected  as  I 
am  with  any  party,  and  on  friendly  terms  with  leading  men  of 
all  parties,  countenanced  by  the  Government,  aided  by  the 
Legislature,  and  sustained  by  the  public,  I  can,  by  the  divine 
blesssing,  employ  my  humble  abilities,  even  under  the  weight 
of  Dr.  Alder's  frowns,  to  rearing  up  a  large  body  of  well  in- 


394  THE  STORY  OP  MY  LIFE.      .       [CHAP.  XLIX. 

stmcted  youth,  and  a  considerable  number  of  ministers,  who, 
I  hope,  will  be  a  blessing  to  this  their  country,  and  to  the  church, 
and  who  will,  doubtless,  do  justice  to  me  when  both  Dr.  Alder 
and  myself  shall  be  receiving  our  reward  according  to  our  re- 
spective works,  "  whether  they  be  good  or  bad."  .  . 

My  differences  with  you  are  wholly  of  a  public  and  official 
character;  personally  I  esteem  and  honour  you  as  much  as  I 
ever  did,  and  wish  you  God  speed  in  your  general  works  of 
faith  and  divine  labours  of  love.  .  . 

The  only  persons  in  England  with  whom  I  have  the  slightest 
personal  difference  are  Dr.  Alder  and  Mr.  Lord,  for  their  un- 
called for  and  unjust  personal  attacks  upon  me.  I  cherish  no 
ill-feeling  towards  them.  But  I  ask  not  your  indulgence;  I  fear 
you  not;  I  know  and  admire  you  as  distinguished  servants  of 
the  Most  High,  but  as  greatly  mistaken  as  to  what  truly  ap- 
pertains to  one  hundred  and  twenty-one  itinerant  ministers, 
and  a  large  and  growing  branch  of  the  Wesleyan  body  in 
Western  Canada — a  body  now  beginning,  like  yourselves,  to 
raise  up  a  regularly  educated  as  well  as  a  zealous  ministry.  .  . 

This  epistle  shall  be  my  witness  to  the  Government,  to  the 
church,  and  to  posterity,  that  the  dreadful  disgrace  and  varied 
evils  of  perpetuating  the  present  unseemly  violation  of  Method- 
istic  and  Christian  unity  in  Upper  Canada,  and  the  creation  and 
continuance  of  unnatural  and  unchristian  schisms  and  divisions 
in  a  Christian  church,  lie  not  at  my  door ;  and  that  for  the  sake 
of  peace,  I  have  offered  to  do  all  that  could  be  demanded  of  me 
by  reason  of  Christianity.  .  . 

As  the  Government  is  interested  in  this  controversy,  I  shall 
deem  it  my  duty  to  enclose  a  copy  of  the  present  letter  to  His 
Excellency  the  Governor-General,  with  a  request  that  His  Ex- 
cellency will  have  the  goodness  to  forward  it  to  Her  Majesty's 
Secretary  of  State  for  the  Colonial  Department,  that  Her 
Majesty's  Government,  both  at  home  and  in  this  country,  may 
fully  understand  the  present  posture  of  this  affair,  at  least  as 
far  as  you  and  myself  are  concerned,  and  with  whom  lies  the 
responsibility  of  this  continued  controversy. 

For  the  reasons  given  above  to  the  Secretaries  of  the  Wesleyan 
Conference  in  England,  Dr.  Ryerson  transmitted  a  copy  of  his 
letter  to  them  to  Sir  Charles  Bagot,  on  the  10th  December, 
1842,  accompanied  with  an  explanatory  letter,  from  which  I 
extract  the  following  narrative  connected  with  this  matter : — 
Two  weeks  before  the  late  Lord  Sydenham's  arrival  in  Toronto 
(in  November,  1839),  at  a  meeting  of  the  agents  of  the  London 
Committee,  and  the  Executive  Committee  of  the  Canadian 
Conference,  every  matter  of  misunderstanding  and  jealousy,  as 


1846-48]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  395 

far  as  I  know,  was  satisfactorily  settled.  It  was  explicitly 
agreed  on  all  sides,  and  recorded,  that  I  should  press  the  settle- 
ment of  the  clergy  reserve  question.  On  other  things  it  was 
my  wish  and  aim  to  remain  neutral.  This  I  did,  until  some 
weeks  after  Lord  Sydenham's  arrival.  Parties  were  very 
equally  divided  on  the  question  of  the  union  of  the  Canadas, 
and  the  terms  on  which  it  should  be  effected.  I  was  then 
Editor  of  the  Guardian ;  I  was  desired  by  the  agents  of  the 
London  Wesleyan  Committee  and  their  friends  (and  some  of 
my  own  friends),  to  oppose  the  union  of  the  Canadas;  Lord 
Sydenham  sent  for  me,  and  earnestly  solicited  me  to  advocate 
it,  and  assured  me  that  it  should  involve  no  change  in  the 
principles  of  our  Constitution,  but  even  secure  greater  privileges 
to  the  people  of  Canada,  and  that  it  was  the  only  hope  of 
Canada.  He  promised,  in  case  he  could  get  the  Union  measure 
through  the  Canadian  Legislature,  to  apply  himself  to  the 
settlement  of  the  clergy  reserve  question,  in  accordance  with 
such  principles  as  I  had  expressed,  and  which  he  understood  to 
be  general  in  Upper  Canada.  After  much  consideration,  I  con- 
sented to  give  a  decided  support  to  the  Government  in  that 
great  measure.  The  agents  of  the  London  Committee  were 
greatly  offended,  and  were  sure,  as  were  many  others,  that  Lord 
Sydenham  would  not  be  supported  by  the  Imperial  Parliament, 
and  threatened  a  breaking  up  of  the  union  between  the  English 
and  Canadian  Conferences;  and  in  about  three  weeks  after- 
wards, they  intimated  to  Lord  Sydenham  that  the  union 
between  the  two  bodies  would  not  be  continued,  and  sought  to 
get  the  Methodist  portion  of  the  proceeds  of  the  clergy  reserves 
secured  to  those  who  should  be  connected  with  the  British 
Wesleyan  Conference.  Lord  Sydenham,  learning  the  qjrcum- 
stances  in  which  I  was  placed,  opposed  by  the  agents  of  the 
London  Committee  and  all  the  opponents  of  the  union  of  the 
Canadas,  and  by  the  "  radical  reform  "  portion  of  the  press,  for 
assenting  to  the  application  of  the  clergy  reserves  to  religious 
purposes  at  all,  and  by  many  of  the  members  of  my  own  Church, 
because  I  assented  to  a  Bill  which  recognized  the  Churches  of 
England  and  Scotland  by  name,  and  not  the  Methodist  Church, 
— assured  me  of  all  protection  and  support  that  his  Government 
could  give.  I  asked  for  nothing  but  a  due  consideration  and 
protection  of  the  interests  of  the  Church  which  I  represented. 
Of  this  I  received  repeated  assurances ;  and  when,  a  few  months 
afterwards,  Lord  Sydenham  received  from  Lord  John  Russell,  a 
copy  of  Dr.  Alder's  first  letter  to  his  Lordship,  Lord  Sydenham 
not  only  renewed  the  private  expression  of  his  views  and 
purposes,  but  introduced  them  voluntarily  in  an  answer  to  a 
congratulatory  address  of  the  Canadian  Conference.  In  refer- 


396  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.          [CHAP.  XtlX 

ence  to  these  very  matters,  out  of  which  the  present  question 
has  arisen,  Lord  Sydenham  thus  expressed  himself,  and  pledged 
the  faith  of  his  Government.  He  said : — 

Whilst  I  administer  the  affairs  of  the  Canadas,  it  is  my  duty  to  look  to 
the  feelings  of  the  people  of  that  country;  and  you  will  find  me  ever  ready 
and  willing,  whenever  any  question  connected  with  the  Executive  Govern- 
ment may  arise,  to  support  the  reasonable  views,  and  maintain  the  just  rights 
of  your  society,  as  expressed  through  your  recognized  authoiities  within 
these  Provinces. 

When  it  was  ascertained  that  the  English  Conference  would 
not  abide  by  the  articles  of  union,  and  that  several  months'  de- 
lay had  taken  place  without  carrying  out  the  views  which  Lord 
Sydenham  had  expressed — that  an  Act  on  the  clergy  reserve 
question  had  been  passed  by  the  Imperial  Parliament,  different 
in  several  important  respects  from  that  which  Lord  Sydenham 
had  got  through  the  Canadian  Legislature,  it  was  our  intention 
to  have  the  claims  and  interests  of  our  Church  in  respect  both  to 
the  grant  and  clergy  reserves,  brought  under  the  consideration 
of  the  Canadian  Legislature.  But  previously  to  taking  this  step, 
I  was  directed  to  proceed  to  Kingston  (June,  1841),  to  ascertain 
what  measures  the  Government  were  disposed  to  adopt ;  when 
I  learned  from  Lord  Sydenham  that  he  had  been  empowered  to 
settle  the  question  of  the  grant,  and  that  in  that  and  all  other 
respects  he  would  consult  the  interests  of  our  Church  to  the 
utmost  of  his  power.  It  was  not  his  wish  to  communicate  his 
decision  officially  until  near  the  close  of  the  session  of  the 
Legislature,  which,  unhappily,  proved  to  be  the  end  of  his  life. 
What  has  since  transpired  is  within  the  personal  knowledge  of 
Your  Excellency. 

After  all  this  correspondence,  the  question  of  reunion  with 
the  Ifritish  Conference  was  often  and  earnestly  discussed 
privately  between  leading  members  of  the  Canadian  and  British 
Conferences,  as  well  as  in  the  American  Methodist  journals.* 

In 'October,  1843,  Rev.  Joseph  Stinson,  then  in  Sheffield, 
England,  wrote  to  Dr.  Ryerson  on  the  subject,  and  said: — 

There  is  a  strong  desire  on  the  part  of  many  of  our  most  influential  minis- 
tera  that  the  work  in  Canada  should  be  consolidated  and  made  one.  It  is 
•certainly  most  desirable  that  there  should  be  one  vigorous,  united,  and  pros- 

*  Dr.  Thomas  Bond,  Editor  of  the  New  York  Christian  Advocate,  having  sug- 
gested in  December,  1842,  the  basis  of  settlement  of  the  differences  between  the 
English  and  Canadian  Conferences,  Rev.  W.  M.  Harvard  wrote  from  Quebec  to 
Dr.  Bond,  dissenting  from  his  proposition.  Dr.  Bond,  in  a  letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson, 
•commenting  on  Mr.  Harvard's  objections,  thus  refers  to  the  Canadian  Connexion  : 

The  Canada  Conference  was  sound  in  the  faith,  and  well  affected  to  primitive 
Wesleyan  discipline,  and  when  it  came  of  age,  the  Methodist  Episcopal  Connexion 
allowed  them,  and  aided  them,  to  go  to  housekeeping  by  themselves.  We  knew 
of  no  objection  on  either  subject,  when  we,  with  the  kindest  of  feelings,  have  now 
hinted  at  the  possibility  of  an  amicable  arrangement  between  our  British  and 
Canadian  brethren. 


1846-481  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  397 

perous  Methodist  Church ;  in  which  the  pure  doctrines  of  Methodism,  and 
of  the  Gospel,  shall  be  preserved,  and  a  refuge  for  those  who  really  want  to 
be  saved  shall  be  presented — to  all  those,  I  mean,  who  prefer  our  religious 
system  to  any  other.  Now,  my  dear  sir,  allow  me  to  say,  that  I  think  that 
the  only  two  men  in  the  world  who  can  effect  this  most  desirable  object,  are 
yourself  and  Dr.  Alder.  If  any  plan  could  be  adopted  by  which  you  and  he 
could  be  reconciled  to  each  other,  the  work  would  be  done ;  and  it  will  not 
be  done  effectually,  I  fear,  until  this  is  the  case.  I  still  entertain  the  hope 
of  spending  many  happy  and  useful  years  in  Canada;  and  I  thank  you 
sincerely  for  your  kind  offer  with  reference  to  Cobourg.  I  cannot  forget  the 
happy,  and,  I  may  say,  holy  hours  we  have  spent  together  before  God  in 
prayer;  and  I  hope  and  trust  we  shall  yet  be  found  side  by  side  in  the 
Church  militant  and  in  the  Church  triumphant. 

Rev.  Joseph  Stinson  wrote  again  in  December,  and  was  very 
urgent  in  regard  to  the  reunion  of  the  Conferences.  He  says  : 

Let  us  still  labour  and  pray  for  the  great  object  of  union.  Every  day,  and 
every  aspect  which  the  Church  and  the  world  presents,  deepens  the  convic- 
tion of  my  mind  of  its  necessity,  and  I  hope  we  shall  live  to  see  a  united  and 
prosperous  Church  in  Canada,  against  which  the  gates  of  hell  cannot  prevail. 
We  are  now  very  busy  with  our  Educational  movements.  We  intend  to 
raise  £200,000  in  seven  years,  and  we  shall,  by  the  Divine  blessing,  succeed. 
Our  people  were  never  more  united,  and  truly  Methodistical  in  their  feel- 
ings and  purposes.  God  has  a  great  work  for  us  to  do  in  the  world,  and  if 
we  are  but  faithful,  we  shall  be  a  greater  blessing  to  our  Empire  than  we 
have  ever  been. 

In  November,  1844,  after  his  arrival  in  London,  Dr.  Eyerson 
addressed  a  letter  to  his  two  friends,  Rev.  Joseph  Stinson  and 
Rev.  G.  Marsden,  on  the  Union  question.  From  Mr.  Stinson  he 
received  a  reply,  from  which  the  following  is  an  extract : — 

I  heartily  congratulate  you  on  your  promotion.  I  pray  that  you  may  be 
happy  and  useful  in  the  interesting  and  responsible  station  assigned  you  by 
the  providence  of  God  and  the  Government  of  your  country.  I  hope  your 
visit  to  this  country  may  be  one  of  those  Providential  events  which  will  lead 
to  the  accomplishment  of  an  object  which  lies  as  near  to  my  heart  now  as  it 
ever  did — the  unity  of  our  Methodist  interests  in  Canada.  The  aspects  of 
the  times  at  home  and  abroad  surely  are  plainly  indicating  that  our  very 
existence  as  a  Church  depends,  in  no  small  degree,  upon  our  unity.  In  the 
meantime,  if  I  can,  by  any  little  influence  I  have,  be  able  to  effect  a  reconcili- 
ation between  you  and  our  friends  at  the  Mission  House,  nothing  on  earth 
will  afford  me  so  much  pleasure. 

Rev.  G.  Marsden,  in  his  reply  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  said  : — 
Often  have  I  reflected  with  deep  interest  on  the  whole  of  that  very  im- 
portant affair — the  union  of  the  two  bodies ;  and  though  it  was  afterward 
dissolved,  I  firmly  believe  that  the  union  at  that  time  was  of  God.  It  gave  a 
favourable  opportunity  for  our  Conference  reviewing  and  improving  the  code 
of  Discipline,  and  I  hope  that  it  is  now  rendered  permanent.  In  that  respect 
I  believe  you  in  Canada  are  on  good  ground;  and  I  could  almost  wish  that 
it  may  be  unalterable.  There  may  be  attempts  made,  under  the  pretence  of 
improvements,  to  alter  in  future  our  Book  of  Discipline,  but  I  trust  that 
those  preachers  who  were  at  the  Conference  when  the  Discipline  was  settled 
and  solemnly  agreed  upon,  will  not  hastily  adopt  any  material  alterations. 

The  union  was  also  providential  as  it  occurred  before  the  rebellion  com- 
menced. So  far  it  appeared  to  be  in  the  order  of  Providence ;  and  though 


398  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XLIX. 

in  a  few  years  the  union  was  dissolved,  yet  you  have  gone.on  well  in  Canada, 
and  the  Lord  has  prospered  you. 

The  position  which  you  now  occupy  is  one  of  great  importance,  as  it 
respects  the  future  good  of  Canada.  If  the  youth  of  that  country  be  trained  up 
in  sound  Christian  principles,  the  country,  as  it  respects  the  inhabitants,  may 
become  one  of  the  finest  in  the  world.  The  old  countries  are  formed,  yours 
is  in  some  measure  yet  to  be  formed ;  and  as  is  the  education,  such  in  all 
probability  will  be  the  inhabitants  in  future. 

Dr.  Ryerson  after  his  arrival  in  England,  also  addressed  a 
letter  to  Dr.  Bunting,  dated  December  llth,  1844,  as  follows: — 

I  desire  your  acceptance  of  the  accompanying  publication 
[relating  to  the  Metcalfe  controversy].  The  Prefatory  Notice 
and  Address  will  explain  to  you  the  circumstances  under  which 
it  was  written. 

I  take  the  liberty  of  presenting  you  with  this  publication, 
not  merely  from  feelings  of  profound  respect  for  yourself  per- 
sonally, but  also  for  the  following  reason: — That  you  may  have 
the  best  possible  proof  of  the  sentiments  which  I  have  ever  in- 
culcated upon  the  public  mind  in  Canada,  and  which  are  current 
among  the  ministers  and  members  of  the  Wesleyan  Methodist 
Church  in  that  country.  In  appendix  No's.  3  and  4,  pages  171- 
178, 1  have  made  extracts  from  what  I  wrote  between  the  years 
1838  and  1841,  the  period,  in  August,  1840,  during  which  both 
my  sentiments  and  conduct  were  impunged  in  your  presence. 
You  will  probably  recollect  that  I  then  stated  that  my  principles 
were  strictly  British,  and  such  alone  as  could  perpetuate  British 
authority  in  Canada.  The  fact  that  the  present  Governor-Gen- 
eral of  Canada,  and  Her  Majesty's  present  Government — apart 
from  a  candid  inquiry  into  the  nature  of  them — have  staked 
their  character  and  authority  in  Canada  upon  those  principles, 
is  ample  proof  of  their  constitutional  orthodoxy  and  essential 
importance ;  and  the  manner  in  which  Sir  Charles  Metcalfe  has 
been,  and  is,  supported  in  Upper  Canada,  is  sufficient  evidence 
of  their  influence  over  the  public  mind  there,  without  your 
expending  some  three  thousand  pounds  a  year  of  missionary 
money  within  the  bounds  of  the  regular  self-supporting  and 
missionary-contributing  circuits  of  the  Canada  Conference  in 
order  to  teach  us  loyalty.  (See  pages  282, 283.)  Since  I  was  last 
in  England,  I  have  not  written  a  word  on  civil  affairs,  except  a 
short  obituary  notice  of  the  late  Sir  Charles  Bagot  (which  was  not 
inserted  in  the  Christian  Guardian,  any  more  than  what  I  have 
recently  written)  until  the  publication  which  I  herewith  trans- 
mit. By  referring  to  pages  134,  153,  164,  you  will  find  that  I 
have  not,  even  as  an  individual,  written  for  party,  or  in  the  spirit 
of  party,  but  with  a  view  of  giving  and  securing  the  applica- 
tion of  a  Christian  interpretation  of  the  fundamental  principles 
of  the  British  Constitution,  and  of  all  good  government. 


1846-48]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  399 

I  am  thankful  that  I  have  been  permitted  to  live  and  give  to 
the  British  Government  in  England,  and  to  the  public  in  Can- 
ada, a  more  tangible  and  abiding  proof  of  my  principles  and 
feelings  than  the  representations  which  were  made  of  them  in 
your  presence  in  1840. 

It  may  not  be  improper  for  me  to  add,  that  the  appointment 
with  which  the  Government  has  honoured  me,  in  placing  under 
my  direction,  the  public  educational  instruction  of  the  youth 
of  Upper  Canada,  was  not  accepted  by  me,  until  after  my  min- 
isterial brethren,  officially,  as  well  as  unofficially,  expressed  their 
approbation  of  my  doing  so. 

After  the  Conference  of  1845,  Dr.  Ryerson  (then  in  Europe) 
received  a  letter  from  Rev.  John  Ryerson,  in  which  he  said : — 

The  Conference  received  a  note  from  the  sub-Secretary  of  the  British 
Conference,  enclosing  certain  resolutions  which  had  been  passed  two  years 
ago,  appointing  a  committee  to  settle  matters  with  the  Canada  Conference 
respecting  the  differences  between  the  two  Connexions.  Our  Conference 
appointed  a  similar  committee,  and  the  Secretary  was  directed  to  communi- 
cate to  the  British  Conference,  and  request  it  to  make  some  proposals  for 
settlement,  as  they  had  rejected  all  the  proposals  which  we  had  made.  In 
fact,  parties  here  have  taken  advantage  of  the  overtures  which  we  have  made 
to  injure  the  Canada  Conference,  while  there  is  no  move  on  the  part  of  the 
British  Conference  to  indicate  that  they  even  desire  a  settlement.  For  my 
own  part,  I  would  have  gone  so  far  as  to  have  made  the  proposal  which  you 
suggested;  but  I  could  not  influence  a  majority  of  the  Conference  to  do  so. 
The  belief  here  is  gaining  ground  that  the  British  Conference  has  no  inten- 
tion to  settle  the  differences  ;  that  they  are  only  tampering  with  us,  and,  at 
the  same  time,  they  are  striving  to  get  the  ,£700.  I  believe  that  no  settlement 
can  be  effected  until  that  grant  matter  is  adjusted,  and  that  no  grant  will  be 
paid  until  that  settlement  is  made.  I  cannot  forget  the  reprehensible  con- 
duct of  the  Missionary  party,  in  sending  a  missionary  to  Bytown,  at  the 
very  time  that  they  were  pretending  to  negotiate  a  settlement  with  us ! 
Still  I  am  anxious  to  do  almost  anything  to  effect  an  adjustment  of  our  mis- 
understandings; but  I  fear  that  the  British  Conference,  influenced  by  the 
Missionary  party  here,  will  accede  to  no  feasible  plan  of  settlement — at  all 
events,  not  while  these  men  are  kept  here,  and  are  allowed  to  have  the 
influence  in  England  which  they  seem  to  possess. 

You  are  aware,  of  course,  that  a  party  in  Toronto  have  for  these  six  months 
being  publishing  a  paper,  the  object  of  which  is  by  agitation  among  our  people, 
to  drive  the  Conference  to  censure  you  and  your  political  writings.  The 
Radical  party  in  the  Conference  tried  to  get  that  body  to  pass  some  such 
resolutions  as  Rev.  C.  R.  Allison  introduced  at  Brockville,  but  they  totally 
failed.  The  Conference  in  reply  to  two  memorials — the  one  from  Brantford, 
and  the  other  from  Cobourg — defended  the  resolutions  passed  at  Brockville 
on  political  matters,  and  the  pastoral  address  of  the  same  year,  and  remarked 
that  it  saw  no  reason  to  say  more  than  it  had  said.  This  was  sadly  mortify- 
ing to  the  parties  opposed  to  you.  However,  every  effort  of  that  party  in 
this  and  other  questions  totally  failed.  They  were  left  in  most  miserable 
minorities  in  everything  they  undertook  of  a  party  and  revolutionary  char- 
acter. The  party  has  assailed  all  of  our  funds,  especially  our  Missionary 
Society  and  Victoria  College.  Indeed,  there  was  nothing  connected  with  our 
institutions  which  they  have  not  tried  to  injure,  taking  good  care  to  connect 


400  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XLIX. 

your  name  with  everything,  so  as  to  let  the  Church  know  that  you  would  be 
a  sacrifice  entirely  satisfactory  to  them. 

Political  matters  in  the  country  are  in  a  state  of  great  quiet.  I  think  the 
present  Government  has  got  on  strong  ground — being  assailed  by  the  two 
extreme  sharks — the  Pilot  and  the  Patriot.  .  .  The  impartiality  and  high- 
minded  justice  of  the  Governor-General  are  becoming  more  and  more  appar- 
ent. Indeed,  I  do  not  think  the  Radicals  will  be  able  to  recover  their  power 
in  any  degree  while  Lord  Metcalfe  remains,  certainly  not  if  he  continues,  in 
defiance  of  party  strife,  to  administer  the  Government  as  it  has  been  admin- 
istered since  the  present  Council  has  been  organized. 

The  University  Question  is  a  most  perplexing  one,  and  the  Ministry  will 
find  the  utmost  difficulty  to  so  devise  a  plan  of  settlement  so  as  to  satisfy  a 
majority  of  the  people  and  carry  the  House  with  them. 

After  this  correspondence  on  the  Union  question  had  taken 
place  little  was  done  and  less  resulted  from  it.  When  Dr. 
Ryerson  returned  to  Canada,  he  wrote  to  Rev.  Peter  Jones, 
then  in  England,  to  see  Rev.  Dr.  James  Dixon,  and  urge  him  to 
come  to  Canada.  In  February,  1846,  Rev.  Mr.  Jones  replied : — 

On  receiving  your  letter  I  lost  no  time  in  calling  upon  Dr.  Dixon,  who 
appeared  pleased  with  the  invitation  from  our  Executive  Committee.  He 
said  that  if  he  could  see  that  his  visit  to  Canada  would  bring  about  a  recon- 
ciliation between  the  two  Conferences,  he  would  be  most  happy  to  go.  I  am 
very  glad  that  the  Committee  have  invited  him  to  come  and  inspect  the  state 
of  affairs.  I  believe  that  the  invitation  will  do  much  good,  whether  Dr.  Dixon 
goes  or  not,  as  it  will  be  seen  that  our  Conference  is  anxious  for  a  settlement, 
and  courts  investigation. 

I  do  assure  you  that  we  are  getting  very  homesick  ;  and  I  am  heartily 
tired  of  the  work  of  begging.  I  shall  be  glad  when  we  are  again  quietly 
settled  in  our  own  wigwams. 

In  reply  to  this  invitation,  Rev.  Dr.  Dixon  wrote  a  letter  to 
Rev.  Dr.  Ryerson,  in  March,  in  which  he  foreshadowed  the  im- 
portant Methodistic  legislation  which  resulted  in  the  establish- 
ment of  the  General  Conference  which  met  at  Toronto  in  1874, 
with  Dr.  Ryerson  as  its  first  President.  Dr.  Dixon  said  : — 

My  own  idea  is  that  a  measure  much  more  comprehensive  than  that  of  a 
mere  settlement  of  these  disputes  is  needed.  The  time  must  come  when  the 
North  American  provinces  will  be  united  ecclesiastically,  by  having  a 
General  Conference  of  their  own,  in  connexion  with  the  Provincial  or  District 
Conferences,  after  the  manner  of  the  United  States.  Things  must  come  to 
this  at  no  remote  period ;  and  this  being  the  case,  it  seems  reasonable  to  con- 
sider such  a  scheme  in  connection  with  the  measure  now  under  review.  To 
do  the  thing  well  will  require,  of  course,  very  much  and  mature  deliberation. 
In  case  such  a  measure  snould  be  thought  of,  some  form  of  fellowship,  some 
bond  of  union — must  be  recognized  betwixt  the  British  Conference  and 
such  a  body  as  I  contemplate.  Here  is  a  ticklish  point — it  is  at  this  point 
that  all  splits  and  quarrels  begin.  But  clearly  the  line  of  justice,  religion, 
and  a  Christian  experience  may  be  discovered,  if  honestly  sought.  I  am 
deeply  convinced  myself  that  the  organization  of  such  a  body  as  I  refer  to 
must,  in  the  nature  of  things  develop  the  energies  of  Methodism  in  the  Pro- 
vinces infinitely  more  vigorously  than  can  be  secured  by  the  action  of  a 
distant  government. 

I  venture  to  throw  this  out  as  my  general  feeling  and  impression.  Of 
course,  it  has  been  thought  of  by  others  as  well  as  myself ;  and  I  found  the 


1846-48]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  401 

other  clay  from  Rev.  Peter  Jones  that  the  subject  is  engaging  the  attention  of 
different  parties  on  your  side  of  the  water.  Could  you  not  open  a  discussion 
on  this  question  in  your  periodicals  ?  But  it  should  be  free  from  party  bias, 
from  angry  passions,  from  national  views  and  partialities  ;  indeed,  the  dis- 
cussion of  such  a  subject  requires  the  highest  reason,  philosophy  and  states- 
manship. If  a  calm  head  and  pure  patriot  could  be  found  amongst  you  to 
argue  such  a  point,  it  would  be  clearing  the  ground.  Of  the  soundness  of 
the  principle  that  the  Methodist  body  ought  to  be  one  in  all  the  adjacent 
colonies  ;  and  I  am  convinced  that  it  would  be  wise  and  expedient  to  estab- 
lish as  soon  as  men's  minds  are  prepared  for  it,  such  an  establishment  as  a 
general  colonial  Conference.  And  in  the  present  state  of  things,  I  conceive 
it  would  be  useful  to  receive  a  certain  amount  of  British  influence  in  such  a 
Conference.  You  cannot  do  very  well  without  us ;  and  on  this  side  there 
would  be  great  alarm  at  the  idea  of  an  entire  separation.  But  all  these  are 
questions  of  detail. 

Let  me  say  now,  that  I  have  a  strong  desire  to  visit  your  Provinces — 1 
should  like  above  all  things  to  obey  your  call ;  but  I  see  it  possible  not  only 
to  do  no  good,  but  to  do  harm,  by  exasperating  parties  on  my  taking  up  an 
independent  position.  Let  me  say,  I  think,  the  object  we  desire  is  being 
promoted  by  your  communication ;  and  I  hope  that  either  myself,  or  some 
other  one  better  fitted,  will,  ere  long,  appear  amongst  you  as  a  messenger  of 
peace.  I  long  to  see  it. 

It  would  afford  Mrs.  Dixon  and  I  the  highest  gratification  to  see  you  in 
this  country  again — to  have  the  very  great  delight  to  see  you  by  our  fireside, 
and  experience  over  again  some  of  the  happy  moments  we  dearly  enjoyed  in, 
your  friendly  society.  Thank  God  there  is  a  Christianity  infinitely  above 
ecclesiastical  divisions,  and  sub-divisions ;  and  there  is  a  depth  of  feeling 
and  affection  in  the  human  heart  which  cannot  be  destroyed  by  the  miserable 
squabbles  of  nations  and  churches. 

At  the  Conference  held  at  Kingston,  after  the  receipt  of  tins 
letter  from  Rev.  Dr.  Dixon,  it  was  considered  expedient  to  send 
a  deputation  from  Canada  to  the  English  Conference.  Rev. 
John  Ryerson  and  Rev.  Anson  Green  were  selected  for  this 
important  mission  and  soon  left  for  England.  In  *a  letter  to 
Dr.  Ryerson  from  his  brother  John,  dated  Bristol,  August  1st, 
he  says  that : — 

The  difficulties  in  the  way  of  any  proper  adjustments  of  our  differences 
seem  to  be  almost  insurmountable.  Prejudices  so  strong  and  so  extensive, 
have  been  excited  against  us  that  we,  as  the  representatives  of  the  Canada 
Conference,  are  looked  upon  with  shyness,  if  not  fear  and  contempt.  Our 
situation  is  anything  but  pleasant ;  it  is  even  distressing  and  painful.  .  . 
Rev.  Joseph  Stinson  is  most  cordial  and  affectionate,  and  is  doing  his  utmost 
to  further  the  object  of  our  mission  and  promote  peace  in  Canada;  this  is 
also  the  case  of  Rev.  William  Lord. 

Subsequently  Rev.  John  Ryerson  wrote  to  say  that : — 
Dr.  Alder  presented  the  address  of  our  Conference,  and  also  the  certificate 
of  our  appointment  to  the  British  Conference.     It  was  moved  by  Dr.  Bunt- 
ing, and  seconded  by  Dr.  Alder,  that  the  address  be  received,  and  that  we 
be  affectionately  and  cordially  requested  to  take  a  seat  in  the  Conference. 
The  resolution  was  opposed,  and  it  called  up  a  warm  debate.     The  opposers 
contended  that  their  connection  with  the  Canada  Conference  and  its  matters 
had  only  been  a  source  of  trouble  and  injury  to  themselves,  and  that,  as 
the  Union  was  now  dissolved,  thev  should  keep  aloof  from  all  intercourse 
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402  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XLIX. 

with  us.  The  resolution  was  warmly  supported  by  Doctors  Bunting,  Alder, 
Beaumont,  Dixon,  Mr.  Lord,  and  Mr.  Stinson.  It  at  length  passed  trium- 
phantly, and  all  things  are  coming  out  right,  and  will  end  well. 

Rev.  John  Ryerson  again  wrote  to  Dr.  Ryerson  from  Bristol : 
Although  we  took  our  seats  in  the  Conference  last  week,  yet  we  were  not 
formally  introduced  until  yesterday.  It  is  clear  that  Dr.  Alder  and  others 
were  resolved  that  we  should  not  take  our  seats  on  the  platform,  but  Mr. 
Lord  and  Mr.  Atherton  (the  President)  and  others  were  resolved  that  we 
should.  The  President  accordingly  stated  that  the  brethren  from  Canada, 
Representatives  of  the  Canada  Conference,  would  be  introduced  to  the  Con- 
ference, and  would  take  their  seats  on  the  platform,  which  we  did.  What 
Dr.  Alder  may  hereafter  do,  I  know  not ;  up  to  this  time  his  conduct  has 
been  cold  and  repulsive;  he,  however,  continually  declares  that  he  is  in 
favour  of  an  adjustment  of  matters  in  Canada. 

In  looking  at  matters  here,  I  cannot  express  the  painful  anxiety  of  my 
mind;  sometimes  I  can  neither  eat  nor  sleep,  and  it  quite  destroys  all  the 
satisfaction  which  I  might  otherwise  enjoy  from  a  visit  to  England.  Had  I 
known  that  things  would  be  as  I  find  them,  I  should  never  have  come  to 
England.  I  left  Canada  distressed  in  mind  about  our  mission;  the  distress 
has  only  continued  to  increase  every  day  since.  Were  I  to  follow  the  strong 
impulse  of  my  mind,  I  should  leave  at  once  and  return  to  America. 

All  this  was  changed,  however;  and  on  the  15th  September 
Rev.  John  Ryerson  thus  writes  to  Dr.  Ryerson  as  to  the  final 
issue  of  negotiations  with  the  British  Conference  : — 

After  four  days'  conference  in  committee  on  Canada  affairs,  the  whole 
business  was  brought  to  a  happy  and  most  amicable  conclusion.  When  I 
wrote  my  last  letter  I  was  under  most  painful  apprehensions  respecting  the 
results  of  our  mission.  Little  change  took  place  in  the  bearing  of  the  leading 
men  towards  us,  until  we  met  in  committee  on  the  9th  inst.  Then  a  most 
full,  frank,  and  undisguised  explanation  of  all  missionary  and  domestic 
matters  was  entered  into.  After  this  full  unburthening  of  ourselves,  the 
one  to  the  other,  a  totally  different  feeling  seemed  to  come  over  Drs.  Bun- 
ting, Alder, 'and  the  whole  committee — which  consisted  of  about  thirty 
leading  members  of  the  British  Conference.  In  consequence  of  the  strong 
feeling  which  exists  chiefly  in  Lower  Canada,  the  British  North  American 
plan  mentioned  by  Dr.  Dixon  in  his  letter  to  you,  was  thought  not  practi- 
cable at  present.  The  plan  of  settlement  to  which  we  have  agreed,  is  a  union 
with  the  British  Conference,  on  a  basis  similar  to  that  by  which  the  British 
and  Irish  Conferences  are  united.  The  British  Conference  appoints  our 
President  and  the  Superintendent  of  Missions,  as  in  the  former  union  ;  all 
of  our  missions  become  missions  of  the  Wesleyan  Missionary  Society  ;  our 
Missionary  Society  is  auxiliary  to  their  Society.  The  ,£700  grant  is  to  be 
placed  under  the  Missionary  Committee,  to  be  appropriated  for  missionary 
purposes  in  Canada.  On  the  other  hand,  all  the  regular  British  Missionary 
circuits  in  Canada,  are  to  be  placed  under  the  Canada  Conference,  the  same 
as  any  other  circuits;  and  there  are  to  be  no  missionary  districts;  but  the 
missionaries  are  to  be  members  of  the  different  districts  in  the  bounds  of 
which  their  missions  are  situated.  The  missionaries  are  to  be  stationed  by 
our  Stationing  Committee,  the  same  as  other  ministers.  The  British  Confer- 
ence is  to  appropriate  £600  sterling  annually  to  our  contingent  fund;  and  the 
Missionary  Committee  is  to  place  £400  at  the  disposal  of  our  Conference  for 
contingent  purposes. 

More  kindness,  more  nobleness  of  sentiment  and  feeling,  I  never  witnessed 
than  was  manifested  towards  us  after  we  had  succeeded  in  removing  suspicion, 


1846-48]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  403 

and  allaying  fears,  etc.  In  the  course  of  the  conversations,  your  name  came 
up  frequently,  but  always  in  terms  of  great  respect;  only  they  all  seemed  to 
think  that  you  got  astray  in  the  matter  of  the  disruption  of  the  union.  I 
assured  them,  however,  that  no  man  in  Canada  was  more  desirous  of  a  settle- 
ment of  differences  than  you  were,  and  in  order  to  the  attainment  of  it,  you 
were  desirous  that  all  the  past  should  be  forgotten,  and  that  henceforth  in 
these  matters  all  should  become  new.  I  assured  Dr.  Alder  that  no  man  in 
Canada  would  receive  him  more  cordially  than  you  would.  This  assurance 
seemed  to  be  very  gratifying  to  him  and  all  the  other  ministers  present. 

On  the  24th  November,  1846,  after  the  return  of  the  Confer- 
ence delegation  from  England,  Dr.  Ryerson  addressed  the  fol- 
lowing letter  to  Drs.  Bunting  and  Alder: — At  the  suggestion 
of  my  brother,  Rev.  John  Ryerson,  and  in  accordance  with  my 
own  feelings,  I  take  the  liberty  of  addressing  you  a  few  lines 
on  adjustment  of  differences  between  the  English  and  Canadian 
Conferences,  and  the  concentration  of  the  work  of  Methodism  in 
Upper  Canada.  In  the  arrangement  which  has  been  mutually 
agreed  upon  between  your  Committees  and  the  Canadian 
Representatives,  I  entirely  concur.  Into  the  consideration  of  a 
measure  so  purely  Christian  and  Wesleyan,  I  have  never 
allowed,  and  could  not  for  a  moment  allow,  any  sense  of  per-  ' 
sonal  injury  to  enter.  I  have  had  the  pleasure  of  expressing  to 
the  Conferential  Committee  of  the  Canadian  Connexion  my 
appreciation  of  the  honourable  and  generous  arrangement  to  « 
which  you  have  agreed,  and  to  propose  a  resolution  expressive 
of  the  concurrence  of  that  Committee  in  that  arrangement,  to 
which  it  assented  cordially  and  unanimously.  I  have  also  had 
the  pleasure  of  moving  that  Rev.  M.  Richey  be  invited  to  occupy 
the  relation  to  Victoria  College  which  1  have  for  some  years 
sustained,  and  to  which  the  College  Council  has  also  unani- 
mously agreed.  Nor  shall  I  hesitate  to  use  every  exertion  in  my 
power  to  complete  and  render  beneficial  an  arrangement  so 
honourable  to  the  British  Conference,  and  so  eminently  calcu- 
lated to  promote  the  best  interests  of  Methodism  in  Western 
Canada. 

Your  treatment  of  my  dear  and  most  beloved  brother,  John, 
I  regard  and  acknowledge  as  a  favour  done  to  myself.  I  did 
not  do  myself  the  honour  of  calling  upon  you  personally  when 
I  was  in  England,  nor  should  I  feel  myself  at  liberty  to  do  so 
even  now,  were  I  again  to  visit  London.  It  is  not  that  you  have 
objected  to  many  things  that  I  have  said  and  done,  and  have 
expressed  your  objections  in  the  strongest  language.  In  this 
you  have  acted  as  I  have  done,  and  for  which  I  ought  not  either 
to  respect  or  love  you  the  less.  But,  in  your  resolutions  of  April, 
1840,  you  were  pleased  to  charge  me  "  with  an  utter  want  of 
integrity ;"  and  in  a  subsequent  series  of  resolutions,  you  were 
pleased  to  represent  ine  as  unworthy  of  the  intercourse  of 


404  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XLIX. 

private  life.  These  two  particulars  of  your  proceedings 
attracted  the  painful  notice  of  the  late  Sir  Charles  Bagot  before 
I  ever  saw  him,  and,  I  havq  reason  to  believe,  made  no  slight 
impression  on  the  mind  of  his  successor,  the  late  venerated 
Lord  Metcalfe ;  and  they  have  sunk  deeply  into  my  own  heart. 
But  I  have  not  so  much  as  alluded  to  them  in  my  official  inter- 
course with  my  Canadian  brethren,  nor  will  I  do  so ;  and  as  a 
member  of  the  Canadian  Conference,  I  shall  (if  spared)  receive 
and  treat  Dr.  Alder  with  as  much  respect  and  cordiality  as  I 
ever  did,  and  shall  do  my  best  to  render  his  contemplated  visit 
to  Canada  agreeable  to  himself,  and  successful  in  its  objects.  I 
have,  more  than  once,  through  the  press,  disclaimed  any  impu- 
tation upon  his  integrity,  motives,  or  character ;  but  with  his 
recorded  declaration  of  my  "  utter  want  of  integrity,"  and  my 
unfitness  for  social  intercourse  in  private  life,  I  feel  that  my 
own  conduct  towards  him  should  be  confined  to  official  acts  and 
official  occasions ;  in  which  I  shall  treat  him  with  as  much 
cordiality  as  I  would  any  other  member  of  the  English  Confer- 
ence. Had  it  not  been  for  the  two  particulars  in  your  former 
proceedings  to  which  I  have  referred,  I  should  have  as  readily 
sought  the  opportunity  of  paying  you  my  personal  respects, 
during  my  recent  visit  to  England,  as  I  did  in  1836. 

I  have  thought  this  explanation,  at  the  present  moment,  due 
both  to  you  and  to  myself.  I  assure  you  at  the  same  time 
of  my  personal  regard,  and  of  my  desire  and  purpose  to  pro- 
mote, in  every  possible  way,  the  great  objects  which  you  have 
proposed,  viz.,  the  amicable  reunion  between  the  English  and 
Canadian  Connexions.  [The  amende  was  subsequently  made.} 

In  order  to  place  the  English  and  Canadian  reunion  question 
fully  and  fairly  before  the  English  Wesleyan  public,  Dr. 
Ryerson  was  requested  to  prepare  an  article  on  the  subject  for 
the  London  Watchman^  This  he  did.  Rev.  M.  Richey  writes 
from  Montreal,  on  the  28th  June,  1847,  and  thus  acknowledges 
the  service  which  Dr.  Ryerson  had  rendered  in  this  matter: — 

Your  promptitude  in  preparing  an  article  for  the  Watchman,  and  the  ability* 
as  well  as  noble  spirit  of  Wesleyan  catholicity  by  which  it  is  characterized, 
have  afforded  to  Dr.  Alder  the  highest  satisfaction.  The  article  perfectly 
corresponds  to  the  ideal  he  had  conceived  of  a  production  adapted  to  place 
the  whole  matter  before  the  transatlantic  public  so  as  best  to  accomplish  the 
important  object.  The  article  will  doubtless  appear  in  the  earliest  impres- 
sion of  the  Watchman,  to  the  joy  of  thousands  of  hearts.  He  has  also  to 
acknowledge  the  receipt  of  the  address  of  the  Canada  to  the  British  Confer- 
ence. Permit  me  to  assure  you  that  Dr.  Alder  and  myself  most  affectionately 
reciprocate  your  expressions  of  kindness  and  regard,  and  we  have  every 
confidence  that  no  elements  will  be  ever  hereafter  permitted  to  disturb  either 
our  ecclesiastical  relations  or  our  personal  friendship. 

On  his  return  from  Canada,  Dr.  Alder  wrote  to  Dr.  Ryerson* 


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under  date  of  the  17th  September,  expressing   his  grateful 
feelings  at  the  result  of  his  visit.     He  said  : — 

I  assure  you  of  the  recollection  which  I  cherish  of  the  candid  and  manly 
part  which  you  took,  both  in  public  and  in  private,  in  connexion  with  the 
various  important  matters  of  business  which  were  brought  before  us  during 
the  sittings  of  the  last  Conference  in  Toronto,  as  well  as  previous  to  the 
meeting  of  that  assembly.  I  have  not  failed  in  my  communications  since 
my  return,  to  do  you  that  justice  to  which  you  are  so  well  entitled ;  and  I 
trust,  as  I  doubt  not  you  do,  that  the  good  understanding  which  has  thus 
been  restored,  will  be  as  permanent  as  it  is  gratifying.  Much  will  depend 
upon  you,  as  well  as  upon  myself,  in  securing  the  harmonious  working  of 
the  union  which  has  been  accomplished ;  and  I  shall  always  be  happy  to 
receive  from  you  free  and  full  communications,  which  will  be  regarded  by 
me  as  confidential. 

Dr.  Alder  in  a  subsequent  letter,  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  said : — 

In  the  Watchman  I  have  prefaced  an  account  of  our  Missionary  Anniver- 
sary by  a  few  observations,  in  which  I  have  taken  occasion  to  bear  testimony 
to  the  spirit  and  conduct  of  your  brother  William,  as  well  as  of  your  own, 
with  a  view,  not  merely  to  perform  an  act  of  justice  to  you,  but  to  prepare 
the  way  for  the  appointment  of  one,  or  you  both,  coming,  either  now,  or  at 
some  future  period,  in  a  representative  character,  to  our  Conference, — an 
arrangement  which,  I  am  persuaded,  will  be  productive  of  much  good  in 
various  ways. 

In  carrying  out  practically  so  great  a  measure  as  that  of  the  union,  diffi- 
culties of  no  ordinary  kind  will  be  felt.  I  have  pressed  upon,  and  fully 
explained  our  financial  matter  to,  Earl  Grey,  who  has,  I  believe,  written  to 
Lord  Elgin  on  the  subject.  I  think  I  have  made  Earl  Grey  understand  the 
peculiarity  of  our  case.  You  must  press  the  matter  on  your  side. 

In  the  union  matter  you  must  have  the  greatest  practical  freedom  of 
operation.  I  have  explained  my  views  to  Dr.  Dixon,  your  new  President, 
who  sailed  last  Saturday  in  the  best  of  spirits. 

In  a  fraternal  letter,  written  in  July,  1847,  to  the  Rev.  Dr. 
Olin,  President  of  the  Wesleyan  University,  Middletown,  Conn., 
Dr.  Ryerson  gave  some  particulars  as  to  the  union  with  the 
British  Conference.  He  said : — 

You  have,  doubtless,  ere  this,  heard  that  a  complete  adjustment  of  past 
-differences  between  the  Wesleyan  Conferences  in  England  and  Canada,  has 
been  effected,  and  that  provision  has  been  made  for  a  perfect  oneness  of  their 
interests  and  labours  in  Upper  Canada.  This  important  object  has  been 
accomplished  with  a  cordiality,  and  unanimity,  and  devotion,  that  I  have 
never  seen  surpassed,  and  without  the  loss — so  far  as  has  yet  been  ascertained 
— of  a  single  minister  or  member  of  either  body,  and  to  the  universal  satis- 
faction and  even  joy  of  both  parties.  We  look  upon  it  with  gratitude  and 
wonder,  as  the  Lord's  doing,  and  as  marvellous  beyond  expression  in  our 
•eyes. 

In  a  reply  to  this  letter  written  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  in  September, 
1847,  Dr.  Olin  discusses  the  question  of  the  Union,  and  also  the 
relations  of  the  Church,  North  and  South,  on  the  Slavery 
question : — 

I  do  most  cordially  rejoice  at  the  happy  termination  of  your  negotiations 
with  the  Wesleyan  body  in  England.  I  must  confess,  however,  that  I  hare 


406  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XLIX. 


.boon  somewhat  disappointed  at  the  results  of  your  attempts  to  get  on  as  an 
independent  Conference.  In  theorizing  upon  the  subject,  I  have  concluded 
that  union  would  be  far  more  likely  to  embarrass  than  to  facilitate  your 
movements.  I  have  since  learned  that  there  were  disturbing  influences  not 
discernible  by  observers  at  a  distance,  growing  out  of  the  occupancy  of  the 
field  by  conflicting  agencies ;  the  heterogenous  character  of  your  population 
and  the  power  of  home  associations,  etc.  I  rejoice  that  you  have  overcome 
these  various  obstacles,  and  are  likely  to  have  harmony  for  the  future.  All 
parties  will  probably  be  warned  and  instructed  by  the  temporary  interruption 
in  your  connexions!  relations.  All  must  be  now  deeply  impressed  with  the 
importance  of  forbearance  and  concessions  after  an  experience  so  memorable 
of  the  necessity  of  union. 

I  deeply  regret  that  you  should  have  received  anything  but  kindness  from 
our  side  of  the  line.  I  think  I  can  assure  you  that,  as  a  Church,  our 
sympathies  are,  and  have  been,  strongly  with  you;  but  the  natural  and 
spontaneous  feelings  of  the  Body  are  not  well  expressed ;  and  they  are  in 
imminent  danger  of  being  perverted  on  certain  questions,  which,  unfortu- 
nately, become  party  questions  amongst  us.  The  Methodist  Episcopal  Church 
is  passing  through  a  crisis.  It  has  fallen  upon  her  to  decide  momentous 
questions  under  peculiar  temptations  to  error.  The  ministers  are  pure  and 
high,  above  all  liability  to  be  influenced  by  corrupt  motives ;  but  we  are 
calamitously  enough  thrown  into  a  position  where  we  must  judge  between 
ourselves  and  our  brethren,  with  powerful  interests  and  more  potent  preju- 
dices to  mislead  us.  Beyond  all  reasonable  doubt,  we  are  coming  to  an  issue 
for  which,  it  is  my  opinion,  the  Church  of  Christ,  the  world  and  history,  will 
not  cease  to  reproach  us.  And  yet  we  are  coming  to  that  issue  with  a  good 
conscience,  honestly,  so  far  as  party  spirit  and  blind  prejudice,  and  the  most 
unfortunate  leading,  has  left  us  the  power  of  being  honest.  I  wish  my  con- 
victions of  the  right  were  not  quite  so  unchangeably  settled.  It  would  afford 
me  unspeakable  relief  to  be  able  to  suspect  that  the  predestined  course  of  the 
Church  could  be  other  than  a  flagrant  violation  of  justice.  I  would  gladly 
surrender  my  opinion,  if  I  could  avail  myself  of  even  the  benefit  of  a  doubt 
in  favour  of  retraction.  How  we  shall  hereafter  be  looked  upon  by  the 
world,  is  a  consideration  of  less  interest  than  another  which  perpetually 
thrusts  itself  upon  my  fears — what  will  God  pronounce  upon  our  policy? 
My  only  hope  is  in  the  indulgence  wont  to  be  extended  to  errors,  and  even 
to  high  offences  which  are  the  result  of  haste,  excitement,  or  prejudice.  All 
of  these  mitigations  may  be  claimed  in  anticipation  in  behalf  of  the  measures 
which  will  certainly  prevail  at  our  next  General  Conference.  Of  the  vast 
majority,  which  will  deny  to  the  South  what  I  esteem  their  unquestionable 
rights,  I  am  sure  I  shall  never  suspect  a  man  of  doing  an  intentional  wrong. 
I  nope  your  public  sentiment  and  your  press  will  enable  to  temper  their  dis- 
approbation with  this  needful  infusion  of  charity. 

After  his  return  to  England  Rev.  Dr.  Dixon,  in  a  letter  to 
Dr.  Ryerson,  thus  referred  to  the  impression  which  his  visit  to 
Canada  made  upon  him.  He  said  : — 

My  impressions  are  strong  respecting  the  importance  of  Methodism  in 
Canada.  It  is  at  present  a  glorious  religious  element  in  the  country,  and 
will  become  much  more  powerful.  The  colony  is  destined  to  become,  either 
in  its  present,  or  some  new  connection,  a  great  empire.  It  is  consequently  of 
great  importance  to  adapt  your  religious  system  to  existing  things,  preserving 
points  ot  doctrine. 

I  must  say,  that  I  never  think  of  my  intercourse  with  you  ;  my  journeys 
with  your  brother;  my  connection  with  the  Conference;  and  the  kindness  of 


1846-48]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  407 

the  brethren,  but  with  feelings  of  intense  interest.  In  imagination,  I  try  to 
live  everything  over  and  over  again.  Many  faces  and  persons  are  imprinted 
on  my  mind;  and  almost  every  scene  through  which  I  passed  lives  in  vivid 
reality.  I  am  often  journeying  down  your  glorious  lakes  and  rivers,  gazing 
on  your  woods  and  forests,  and  stretching  myself  in  the  expanse,  as  if  there 
were  room  to  live  and  breathe.  Then,  the  affection  and  kindness  of  every- 
body !  The  people  and  the  scenery  agree.  All  is  magnificent  in  America. 
I  hope  you  may  be  able,  by  the  divine  blessing,  to  preserve  the  purity  of 
religion  amongst  you.  I  have  strong  feelings  on  one  point — viz. :  the  neces- 
sity of  giving  to  all  our  movements  an  evangelic  and  aggressive  character. 
We  Methodists  are  so  fond  of  organizations  of  every  sort,  and  hence  of  legis- 
lating and  placing  everything  under  rule  and  order,  that  we  leave  no  room 
for  extension  and  for  development.  I  am  convinced  that  a  religious  system 
which  does  not  act  on  the  evangelic  principle ;  and,  moreover,  have  good 
people  free  to  work  and  exercise  the  divine  affection,  must  break  down. 

I  consider  myself  much  more  in  the  character  of  an  observer  now,  than  an 
actor  in  anything.  I  have  finished  my  mission,  as  regards  public  work.  It 
ended  in  Canada;  and  the  above  are  my  last,  and,  I  believe  will  remain,  my 
unalterable  convictions.  Our  danger  is  over-legislation;  cramping  the  ener- 
gies of  living  piety  by  decrees  and  rules;  laying  too  much  weight  on  the 
springs  of  individual  movement;  destroying  the  man  in  society,  the  com- 
mittee, etc. 

I  am  glad  to  hear  that  you  preach  constantly.  This  is  all  that  I  care  about 
— to  endeavour  to  do  some  little  good  in  the  way  of  saving  souls.  Noble 
work  this !  So  let  me  intreat  you  never  to  let  your  other  avocations  interfere 
with  this  glorious  calling.  It  is  painful  to  see  some  men  merge  the  minis- 
terial character  in  some  pitiful  clerkship — some  book-keeping  affair.  And 
worst  of  all,  these  parties  take  it  into  their  head,  generally  amongst  us,  to 
consider  themselves  and  their  office  as  much  higher  than  that  of  the  messen- 
gers of  Christ ! 


Two  deaths  of  notable  representative  men  in  Canadian 
Methodism  occurred  during  1846: — Rev.  Thomas  Whitehead  and 
Rev.  James  Evans.  Rev.  Thomas  Whitehead  was  the  venerated 
representative  of  the  early  pioneers  of  Methodism  in  Upper 
Canada,  and  Rev.  James  Evans  was  a  remarkable  type  of  the  self- 
sacrificing  and  devoted  missionaries  of  that  Church  in  the  great 
North-west.  A  brief  sketch  of  each  of  these  ministers  will 
illustrate  points  in  the  history  of  Methodism  in  Upper  Canada, 
without  which  the  account  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  career  and  labours 
would  be  incomplete, — especially  as  he  had  to  do  with  both  of 
these  ministers  during  his  lifetime.  Rev.  Mr.  Whitehead  was 
one  of  these  so-called  "  Yankee  Methodists,"  whom  Dr.  Ryerspn 
so  often  and  so  strenuously  defended  against  the  charge  of  dis- 
loyalty ;  and  Rev.  James  Evans  was  one  of  the  five  brethren 
with  whom  he  remonstrated  so  earnestly  and  yet  so  kindly  in 
1833.  (See  page  131.) 

'  Rev.  Thomas  Whitehead  was  in  many  respects  a  strongly- 
marked  representative  man.  He  was  elected  President  at  the 
memorable  Special  Conference  held,  in  the  dark  days  of  the 
Church,  in  1840.  (Page  274.)  A  characteristic  letter  from  him 


408  THE  STOBY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  XLIX. 

to  Dr.  Ryerson  will  be  found  on  page  276.  Mr.  Whitehead  was 
born  in  Duchess  County,  New  York,  in  December  17G2,  when  it 
was  still  a  British  Province.  He  was,  therefore,  not  a  "  Yankee 
Methodist,"  but  a  United  Empire  Loyalist.  He  commenced  his 
ministry  in  1783,  and  went  on  a  mission  to  Nova  Scotia  and  New 
Brunswick,  where  he  remained  from  1786  until  1804.  In  Sep- 
tember, 1806,  he  was  sent  by  Bishop  Asbury  to  Upper  Canada, 
where  he  resided  for  forty  years.  He  preached  his  last  sermon 
on  Christmas  Day,  1845.  He  was  in  the  ministry  62  years,  and 
died  at  Burford  in  January,  1846,  aged  83  years. 

Rev.  James  Evans  was  one  of  the  most  noted  missionaries  of 
the  North-west ;  and  was  specially  so  from  the  fact  that,  by  his 
wonderful  inventions  of  the  syllabic  character  in  the  Cree 
language,  he  has  conferred  untold  blessings  upon  the  Indian 
tribes  and  missions  of  all  the  Churches  in  that  vast  North- 
West  territory,  in  which  he  only  was  permitted  to  labour  for 
six  years. 

Mr.  Evans  was  born  in  England  in  1800.  He  was  converted 
in  Upper  Canada,  and  in  1830  entered  the  Christian  ministry, 
and  was  a  member  of  the  Canada  Conference  from  that  year. 
In  1840  he  volunteered  his  services  as  a  missionary  to  the 
North-west.  At  his  station  of  Norway  House,  he  devoted  him- 
self to  his  great  work.  Rev.  E.  R.  Young,  in  the  Canadian 
Methodist  Magazine  for  November,  1882,  thus  speaks  of  Mr. 
Evans'  eminent  service  to  the  mission  cause  by  his  famous 
invention.  He  says : — 

The  invention  of  what  are  known  as  the  syllabic  characters  was  un- 
doubtedly Mr.  Evans'  greatest  work,  and  to  his  unaided  genius  belongs  the 
honour  of  devising  and  then  perfecting  this  alphabet  which  has  been  such  a 
blessing  to  thousands  of  Cree  Indians.  The  principle  on  which  the  characters 
are  formed  is  the  phonetic.  There  are  no  silent  letters.  Each  character 
represents  a  syllable,  hence  no  spelling  is  required.  As  soon  as  the  alphabet 
is  mastered,  the  student  can  commence  at  the  first  chapter  in  Genesis  and 
read  on,  slowly  of  course,  at  first,  but  in  a  few  days  with  surprising  facility. 

When  the  invention  became  more  extensively  known,  and  other  Churches 
desired  to  avail  themselves  of  its  benefits,  the  British  and  Foreign  Bible 
Society  nobly  came  to  the  help  of  our  own,  and  the  kindred  Churches  having 
missions  in  the  North  West,  and  with  their  usual  princely  style  of  doing 
things,  for  years  have  been  printing,  and  gratuitously  furnishing  to  the 
different  Cree  Indian  missions,  all  the  copies  of  the  Sacred  Word  they  require. 

Rev.  Mr.  Young  relates  an  interesting  anecdote  connected 
with  this  alphabet,  which  occurred  when  he  was  a  missionary 
in  the  North-West.  During  Lord  Dufferin's  visit  there  he  con- 
versed with  Mr.  Young  in  regard  to  the  Indians  in  these  distant 
regions,  and  expressed  his  solicitude  for  the  welfare  and  happi- 
ness of  these  wandering  races,  and  made  general  enquires  in 
reference  to  missionary  work  among  them.  Mr.  Young  adds: — 

In  mentioning  the  helps  I  had  in  my  work,  I  showed  him  my  Oree 


1846-48]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  409 

Indian  Testament,  in  Evans'  Syllabic  Characters,  and  explained  the  inven- 
tion to  him.  At  once  his  curiosity  was  excited,  and  jumping  up  he  hurried 
off  for  pen  and  paper,  and  had  me  write  out  the  whole  alphabet  for  him,  and 
then  with  that  glee  and  vivacity  for  which  His  Lordship  was  so  noted,  he 
constituted  me  his  teacher,  and  commenced  at  once  to  master  them.  Their 
simplicity,  and  yet  wonderful  adaptation  for  their  designed  work  became 
clearly  recognized  by  him,  for  in  a  snort  time  he  read  a  portion  of  the  Lord's 
Prayer.  Lord  Dufferin  became  quite  excited,  and,  getting  up  from  his  chair, 
and  holding  the  Testament  in  his  hand,  exclaimed,  "Why,  Mr.  Young,  what  a 
blessing  to  humanity  the  man  was  who  invented  that  alphabet !  Then  con- 
tinuing, he  added,  "  I  profess  to  be  a  kind  of  literary  man  myself,  and  try 
to  keep  up  my  reading  of  what  is  going  on,  but  1  never  heard  of  this  before. 
The  fact  is,"  he  added,  "the  nation  has  given  many  a  man  a  title,  and  a  pension, 
and  then  a  resting-place,  and  a  monument  in  Westminster  Abbey,  who  never 
did  half  so  much  for  their  fellow-creatures."  Then  turning  to  me  again,  he 
asked,  "  Who  did  you  say  was  the  author,  or  inventor  of  the  characters  ?" 
"  The  Rev.  James  Evans,"  I  replied.  "  Well,  why  is  it,  I  never  heard  of 
him  before,  I  wonder  ?"  he  answered.  My  reply  was,  "  Well,  my  lord,  per- 
haps the  reason  why  you  never  heard  before  of  him  was,  because  he  was  a 
humble,  modest  Methodist  preacher."  With  a  laugh  he  replied,  "  That  may 
have  been  it,"  and  then  the  conversation  changed.  (Pages  437,  438.) 

The  following  are  examples  of  the 

CREE  SYLLABIC  CHARACTERS. 
V    A   t>   <3    a,  e,  oo,  ah.       . 
V   A   >    <    pa,  pe,  poo,  pah. 
U    D  C    3   ta,  te,  tooh,  tah. 
0    U    J     U   cha,  che,  choo,  chah. 
^  CJ  .Q   Q  na,  ne,  noo,  nah. 

Q  P    T>  <T    k»>  ke>  koo»  kah- 

~"|  I™"   J  L_   ma,  mee,  moo,  man. 

H  r^    H  h    sa,  see,  soo,  sah. 

^  J^    "x  >  ya,  yee,  yoo,  yah. 

The  following  is  the  mode  of  forming  words  :— 
l_   C7    C    Mah-ne-too — Great  Spirit. 
O    [~    f"    Oo-me-me — Dove. 
Q    <    O"   Nah-pah-ne— Flour-making. 


CHAPTER  L. 

1846-1854. 

MISCELLANEOUS  EVENTS  AND  INCIDENTS  OF  1846-1854. 

AFTER  his  return  from  England,  Dr.  Ryerson  was  engaged 
in  the  preparation  of  his  Report  on  a  "  System  of  Public 
Instruction  for  Upper  Canada,"  from  which  I  have  given  extracts 
on  page  368.  In  that  report  he  gave  the  broad  outlines  of  his 
proposed  scheme  of  education,  and  fully  explained  the  principles 
of  the  system  which  he  proposed  to  found.  He  also  prepared  a 
draft  of  a  Bill  designed  to  give  effect  to  some  of  the  most  press- 
ing of  his  recommendations. 

In  a  letter  to  a  friend,  dated  18th  April,  1846,  he  said: — My 
report  on  a  system  of  public  elementary  instruction  occupies 
nearly  400  pages  of  foolscap.  It  will  explain  to  all  parties 
what  I  think,  desire,  and  intend.  But  I  would  not  hesitate  to 
resign  my  situation  to-morrow,  and  take  my  plaee  and  portion 
as  a  Methodist  preacher,  if  I  thought  I  could  be  as  useful  in  that 
position  to  the  country  at  large.  My  travels  have  added  to  my 
limited  stock  of  knowledge,  but  they  have  not  altered  my 
principles,  or  changed  my  feelings. 

To  another  friend  he  wrote  about  the  same  time: — As  the 
science  of  civil  government  is  the  most  uncertain  of  the  uncer- 
tain sciences,  if  I  should  fail  in  my  exertions — if  counteracting 
influences  should  intervene  which  I  cannot  now  foresee,  and  give 
success  to  the  opposition  against  me,  or  paralyze  my  influence — I 
would  not  remain  in  office  a  day,  or  would  I  retain  it  any  longer 
than  I  could  render  it  a  means  of  strength  to  our  system  of 
government  as  well  as  of  good  to  the  country.  I  would  rather 
break  stones  on  the  street  than  be  a  dead  weight  to  any  govern- 
ment, or  in  any  community. 

It  may  be  of  interest  at  the  present  time  to  learn  what  was 
Dr.  Ryerson's  opinion  of  Mr.  Gladstone  in  1845.  Writing 
in  the  Guardian  of  March  18th,  1846,  in  reply  to  strictures 
on  that  statesman,  Dr.  Ryerson  said  : — During  my  late  tour  in 
Europe,  I  was  one  evening  present  at  the  proceedings  of  the 
British  House  of  Commons,  and  heard  Mr.  Gladstone,  the  Secre- 
tary of  State  for  the  Colonies,  avow  a  change  in  his  opinions  in 
regard  to  ecclesiastical  and  educational  matters.  Sir  Robert 
Peel's  Government  had  determined  to  establish  several  colleges 


1846-54]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  411 

in  Ireland,  not  connected  with  the  Established  Church.  Mr. 
Gladstone,  in  his  book  on  "  Church  and  State,"  had  maintained 
that  the  National  Church  was  the  only  medium  through  which 
the  Legislature  ought  to  instruct  the  nation  in  every  depart- 
ment of  knowledge.  .  .  There  was,  therefore,  a  complete 
antagonism  between  Sir  Robert  Peel's  policy  and  Mr.  Glad- 
stone's book.  On  the  night  I  was  present,  Mr.  Gladstone  .  . 
frankly  stated  that  he  had  written  a  book  advocating  an  oppo- 
site policy  to  that  which  Her  Majesty's  Government  had  deemed 
it  their  duty  to  pursue,  in  establishing  secondary  colleges  in 
Ireland;  that  further  reflection  and  experience  had  convinced, 
him  that  his  views  were  not  correct;  that  he  fully  concurred  in 
the  policy  of  the  Government  in  respect  to  those  colleges,  and 
should,  as  an  individual  member  of  Parliament,  give  it  his  sup- 
port; but  that  should  he  do  so  as  a  Minister  of  the  Crown,  after 
having  publicly  avowed  very  different  sentiments,  he  would  not, 
be  in  a  position  to  place  his  motives  of  action  above  suspicion. 
To  exonerate  himself,  therefore,  from  the  imputation,  or  sus- 
picion, of  being  actuated  by  a  love  of  office  or  power,  to  support,, 
as  a  Minister  of  State,  what  he  condemned  as  an  author,  he 
resigned  his  office;  and  to  do  justice  to  his  present  convictions 
of  what  he  conceived  the  interests  of  Ireland  demanded,  he 
avowed  his' change  of  opinion,  and  his  determination  to  support 
the  Irish  policy  of  Sir  Robert  Peel,  with  whom  he  declared  he 
cordially  concurred  in  every  measure  which  had  been  discussed 
in  the  Cabinet. 

Sir  Robert  Peel  followed  in  a  beautiful  and  touching  speech — 
appealing  to  the  sacrifice  which  the  Cabinet  had  made  in  the 
loss  of  so  able  a  member  as  Mr.  Gladstone,  as  a  proof  of  the 
sincerity  of  the  Government,  and  the  strength  of  its  convictions 
in  its  Irish  educational  policy. 

The  conduct  of  those  two  distinguished  statesmen  (Dr.  Ryer- 
son  adds)  towards  each  other  on  that  occasion,  presented  one  of 
the  finest  examples  of  strong  personal  friendship  between  two> 
public  men  that  I  ever  witnessed. 

No  man  excelled  Dr.  Ryerson  in  his  respect  and  love  for  his 
parents.  This  was  apparent  from  many  incidents,  and  from  the 
tone  of  his  mother  and  father's  letters  to  him,  as  given  in  this 
volume.  He  generally  wrote  to  them  at  the  beginning  of  each 
year.  His  letter  dated  Toronto,  1st  January,  1847,  is,  however, 
the  only  one  which  I  have.  It  is  as  follows : — 

MY  DEAR  AND  MOST  VENERATED  PARENTS, — 

As  heretofore,  the  first  work  of  my  pen  is  employed  in- 
presenting  to  you  my  filial  respe'cts,  and  offering  you  my  duti- 
ful and  affectionate  congratulations  at  the  commencement  of 


412  TEE  STOBY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  L. 

another  year, — lifting  up,  as  I  most  earnestly  do,  my  heart  to 
Almighty  God,  that,  having  brought  you  at  so  advanced  an  age 
to  the  beginning  of  this  year,  He  will  make  it  the  happiest,  as 
well  as  the  holiest  of  your  lives !  I  cannot  but  regard  the 
lengthening  out  of  your  earthly  pilgrimage  so  much  beyond  the 
ordinary  period  of  human  life — so  much  beyond  what  I  expect 
to  reach — as  a  special  means  and  call  of  God  to  become  fully 
ripe  for  heaven.  You  stand  a  long  time  on  the  margin  of 
eternity — may  that  margin  prove  the  verge  of  eternal  glory ! 
As  the  body  grows  feeble,  may  the  soul  grow  strong !  As  the 
bodily  sight  becomes  dim,  may  the  heavenly  vision  become 
brighter,  and  the  heavenly  aspirations  and  assurances  stronger ' 
How  great  the  privilege,  and  how  soul-cheering  the  thought, 
especially  at  the  approach  of  death,  to  know  that  "  your  life  is 
hid  with  Christ  in  God."  It  is  in  safe  keeping,  and  the  dis- 
closure of  it  bye-and-bye  will  be  glorious  beyond  conception ; 
for  "  when  Christ,  who  is  our  life,  shall  appear,  shall  we  then 
appear  like  Him  in  glory."  The  sufferings  of  the  present  life, 
however  severe  and  protracted,  are  not  worthy  to  be  compared 
with  the  glory  which  that  life  shall  reveal.  O,  my  dear  parents, 
may  that  glory  be  yours  in  all  the  fulness  of  its  splendour,  and 
in  all  the  perfection  of  its  beatitudes ! 

I  thankfully  acknowledge  the  receipt  of  the  two  pairs  of 
socks — the  last  of  the  many  like  tokens  of  my  Mother's  affection, 
and  the  work  of  her  own  hands.  I  scarcely  ever  put  them  on 
without  a  gush  of  feeling  which  is  not  easily  suppressed.  They 
every  day  remind  me  of  the  hand  which  sustained  my  infancy 
and  guided  my  childhood,  and  the  heart  which  has  crowned  my 
life  with  its  tenderest  solicitudes,  and  most  fervent  and,  I 
believe,  effectual  prayers.  Praised  be  God  above  all  earthly 
things,  for  such  a  Mother !  May  I  not  prove  an  unfaithful  son ! 

We  are  all  well.  I  was  at  brother  George's  to-day.  I  hope 
to  see  you  in  the  course  of  the  winter.  Each  of  the  family 
unite  with  me  in  expressions  of  dutiful  respect  and  affection  to 
you.  Please  remember  me  to  all  those  who  reside  with  you, 
and  to  all  relatives,  and  old  acquaintances  and  neighbours. 

With  daily  prayers  at  the  family  altar  for  your  health,  com- 
fort and  happiness,  and  anxiously  desirous  of  hearing  from  you, 
I  am,  my  most  honoured  Parents,  your  affectionate  son, 

Toronto,  2nd  January,  1847.  EGERTON  RYERSON. 

Between  Dr.  Ryerson  and  Rev.  Peter  Jones  a  life-long  friend- 
ship existed.  In  a  note  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  dated  Credit,  Nov.  1st, 
1847,  Mr.  Jones  says  :  I  had  the  pleasure  of  receiving  a  set  of 
your  School  Reports,  for  which  I  thank  you  from  the  bottom  of 
my  heart,  and  I  trust  I  shall  receive  much  valuable  informa- 


1846-54]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  413 

tion  which  may  prove  beneficial  in  our  Indian  School  schemes.* 
My  brother,  I  thank  you  for  all  the  kindness  you  have  ever 
shown  to  me  and  my  dear  family,  and  I  hope  and  pray  that  the 
friendship  which  was  formed  between  us  many  years  ago  will 
last  for  ever.  Pray  for  us.  Rev.  Peter  Jones  had  been  an  in- 
mate of  Dr.  Ryerson's  house  during  his  last  illness  in  1856. 
As  the  crisis  approached  he  desired  to  return  to  his  own  home 
in  Brantford.  After  he  reached  there,  Ven.  Archdeacon  Nelles 
visited  him,  and  in  a  note  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  dated  25th  June, 
said : — Mr.  Jones  has  been  gradually  sinking  ever  since  his  return 
from  Toronto.  He  enjoys  great  peace  o£  mind,  and  I  believe 
truly  trusts  on  that  Saviour  whom  he  has  so  often  pointed  out 
to  others  as  the  only  refuge  and  hope  of  poor  sinners.  May 
my  last  end  be  like  his. 

After  the  change  of  administration,  consequent  on  the  result 
of  the  recent  elections,  it  was  confidently  stated  that  Dr.  Ryer- 
son would  be  removed  from  office.  Having  written  to  his 
brother  John  on  the  subject,  his  brother  replied,  on  the  9th  of 
February,  1847,  as  follows  :  It  is  quite  certain  that  combined  and 
powerful  efforts  are  being  made  against  you  by  certain  parties, 
no  doubt  with  a  determination  to  destroy  you  as  a  public 
man,  if  they  can.  The  feeling  of  the  "radical"  party  is  most 
inveterate.  They  are  determined,  by  hook  or  by  crook,  to  turn 
you  out  of  the  office  of  Chief  Superintendent  of  Education.  All 
the  stir  among  the  District  Councils,  and  about  the  school  law, 
etc.,  are  but  the  schemes  and  measures  set  on  foot  by  the  party 
in  power  for  the  purpose  of  compassing  the  great  object  in  view 
of  ousting  the  "  Superintendent  of  Education." 

In  a  letter  which  I  received  from  Dr.  Ryerson,  while  at  the 
Belleville  Conference,  dated  June  13th,  1848,  he  said: — Every 
distinction  has  been  shown  me  in  the  appointments  and  arrange- 
ments of  the  Conference ;  and  I  believe  the  great  body  of  the 
preachers  will  sustain  me  in  all  future  contingencies. 

The  Conference  thus  far  has  been  the  most  delightful  I  ever 

*  Being  a  member  of  the  Conference  Committee  appointed  to  confer  with  the 
Government  on  the  establishment  of  Manual  Labour  Schools  for  the  Indians,  Rev. 
Peter  Jones,  in  writing  to'  Dr.  Ryerson  from  the  Credit,  on  the  subject,  in  Septem- 
ber, 1844,  said : — You  will  be  glad  to  see  that  our  Indian  brethren  have  subscribed 
liberally,  which  shews  their  ardent  desire  to  have  Manual  Labour  Schools  estab- 
lished amongst  them.  We  forwarded  a  copy  to  the  Governor-General,  and  His 
Excellency  was  pleased  to  approve  of  the  liberality  of  the  Indian  tribes.  From 
the  manner  in  which  His  Excellency  has  always  spoken  of  Indian  Manual  Labour 
Schools,  I  am  sure  that  he  will  take  great  pleasure  in  aiding  their  establishment. 
As  you  have  access  to  the  ears  of  our  Great  Father  at  Montreal,  may  I  beg 
the  favour  of  your  explaining  to  him  the  object  of  my  visit  to  England,  and  the 
necessity  of  His  Excellency's  sanctioning  the  payment  of  my  expenses.  As  I 
intend  to  visit  England  for  the  purpose  of  augmenting  the  funds  of  the  Manual 
Labour  Schools,  I  think  at  least  my  expenses  should  be  paid  out  of  the  Indian 
subscriptions  of  $400. 


414  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  L. 

Attended.  I  took  the  evening  service  of  yesterday,  and  preached 
with  considerable  freedom  to  an  immense  congregation  ;  text, 
John  xvii.  17 — first  part  of  verse. 

There  has  been  an  advancement  in  every  department  of  the 
interests  of  our  Church  during  the  year.  This  is  very  encour- 
aging, and  a  ground  of  special  thankfulness. 

Judge  then  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  surprise  and  of  mine  on  seeing  the 
following  paragraph  in  fheGlobe  newspaper, about  the  same  time: 

It  is  said  that  Egerton  Kyerson  is  trying  to  get  the  Methodist  Conference 
to  deprive  him  of  his  clerical  standing,  because  of  his  holding  a  permanent 
<3overmnent  situation. 

In  the  course  of  his  reply,  Dr.  Eyerson  said : — When  the 
situation  in  connection  with  elementary  education  was  offered 
to  me,  in  February,  1844,  before  replying  to  the  offer,  I  laid  the 
letter  containing  it  before  the  large  Executive  Committee  of 
the  Wesleyan  Conference,  and  was  authorized  by  that  disin- 
terested body  to  accept  of  the  appointment.  When,  in  the  latter 
part  of  the  May  following,  I  placed  the  appointment  again 
at  the  disposal  of  the  Government,  as  absolutely  as  if  no  offer 
had  ever  been  made  or  accepted,  and  determined  in  June  not  to 
accept  it  under  any  circumstances,  should  the  offer  again  be 
made,  a  written  address  was  got  up  to  me,  numerously  signed 
by  the  Wesleyan  ministers  of  the  Conference  which  assembled 
that  month,  requesting  me  not  to  refuse  it,  should  the  offer  be 
again  made ;  and  it  is  to  the  influence  of  that  judgment,  in 
which  I  confided  more  than  in  my  own  feelings,  that  the  Globe 
and  some  other  papers  are  indebted  for  the  opportunity  and 
privilege  of  abusing  me  in  my  present  position  these  last  four 
years.  Sir,  the  Wesleyan  Conference  is  as  incapable  of  enter- 
taining such  a  proposition  as  you  have  attributed  to  me,  as  I 
am  indisposed  to  make  it ;  and,  though  I  am  not  insensible  to 
the  honour  and  importance  of  my  educational  office,  I  hold  it 
as  in  all  respects  consistent  with  my  relations  and  obligations 
to  the  Church,  through  whose  instrumentality  I  have  received 
infinitely  greater  blessings  than  it  is  in  the  power  of  any  civil 
government  to  bestow. 

At  the  proper  time  I  shall  be  prepared  to  show  that  I  was 
personally  as  disinterested  (whether  right  or  wrong)  in  what  I 
wrote  in  1844,  as  in  what  I  wrote  in  1838  and  1839  in  con- 
nection with  the  names  of  Marshall  S.  Bidwell  and  J.  S.  Howard, 
Esquires.  I  have  ever  maintained  since  1827  what  appeared  to 
me  right  and  important  principles,  regardless  of  man  in  high  or 
low  places,  and  favour  or  oppose  what  party  it  might.  I  have 
never  borrowed  my  doctrines  from  the  conclaves  or  councils  of 
party,  nor  bowed  my  neck  to  its  yoke;  nor  have  I  made  my 
office  subservient  to  its  interests  in  any  shape  or  form,  but  to 
the  interest  of  the  country  at  large,  so  far  as  in  my  power, 


1846-54]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  415 

irrespective  of  sect  or  party.  I  should  contemn  myself  if  I 
could  perform  one  act  or  say  one  word  to  court  party  favour, 
or  avert  party  vengeance,  if  such  exists.  I  shall  do  as  I  have 
done,  endeavour  faithfully  to  perform  the  duties  and  fulfil  the 
trusts  imposed  upon  me,  and  leave  the  future,  as  well  as  the 
past,  to  the  judgement  of  my  native  country,  for  the  equal 
rights  of  all  classes  of  whose  inhabitants  I  contended  in  •'*  peril- 
ous times,"  and  for  years  before  the  political  existence  of  the 
chief  public  men  of  any  party  in  Canada,  with  the  exception 
of  the  Hon.  William  Morris. 

The  question,  incidentally  raised  by  the  Globe  newspaper, 
after  the  Conference  of  1848,  as  to  Dr.  Ryerson's  retaining  a 
ministerial  status,  while  holding  and  administering  a  civil  office 
was  brought  up  at  the  next  Conference,  held  at  Hamilton,  in 
June,  1849.  In  a  letter  to  me  from  the  Conference,  dated  llth 
of  the  month,  he  said : — I  brought  my  position  before  the  Con- 
ference in  consequence  of  a  remark  from  one  of  the  preachers, 
saying,  while  Mr.  Playter's  case  was  under  consideration,  "  that 
there  was  a  general  opposition  among  the  members  of  the 
Conference,  pccupying  the  position  that  Mr.  Playter  did,  or  a 
civil  situation."  Several  of  the  senior  members  of  the  Conference 
spoke  in  a  very  complimentary  way  respecting  me ;  and  a  strong 
satisfaction  was  expressed  from  all  parts  of  the  Conference  with 
my  position — the  manner  in  which  I  had  filled  it,  and  consulted 
the  interests  of  the  Church — expressing  their  earnest  desire 
that  I  would  continue  in  it. 

In  a  letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson  from  his  brother,  Rev.  K  M.  Ryer- 
son,  from  Brantford,  on  July  2nd,  1848,  it  would  appear,  from 
the  foregoing,  that  some  hostile  movement  was  being  generally 
formed  against  him.  His  brother  said: — I  found  upon  my  re- 
turn from  Conference  to  Brantford  that  the  general  topic  of 
conversation  was  your  dismissal  from  your  present  office.  When 
I  told  them  it  was  not  the  case,  some  rejoiced,  while  silent 
grief  and  disappointment  were  visible  on  the  countenances  of 
others. 

Dr.  Ryerson  having  been  called  to  Montreal  on  edupational 
matters,  in  April,  1849,  wrote  a  letter  to  me  from  that  city, 
dated  27th  of  the  month,  in  which  he  gave  a  graphic  account  of 
the  state  of  the  city  during  the  crisis  at  that  time: — You  may 
well  imagine  my  surprise  and  regret,  on  reaching  Lachine  yes- 
terday, to  learn  that  the  Parliament  House  had  been  burnt, 
together  with  a  noble  library  of  25,000  volumes,  containing 
records  of  valuable  books  which  can  never  be  replaced.  On 
arriving  in  Montreal,  I  found  nothing  but  confusion  and  excite- 
ment, which,  instead  of  subsiding,  are  increasing,  and  it  is 


416  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  L. 

apprehended  that  to-morrow  will  be  a  more  serious  day  than 
any  that  has  preceded  it.  Yesterday,  the  court  of  the  Govern- 
ment House  was  filled  with  soldiers,  while  the  street  in  front  of 
it  was  crowded  with  a  multitude,  who  saluted  every  appearance 
of  any  members  of  the  Executive  Council,  or  any  of  their  Par- 
liamentary supporters  with  hisses  and  groans.  This  continued 
from  one  o'clock  until  eight  or  nine  o'clock  in  the  evening.  Mr. 
Lafontaine  came  out  in  care  of  Colonel  Antrobus  and  soldiers, 
to  get  into  a  cab,  and  he  was  pelted  with  eggs  and  stones.  Not 
one  of  the  Ministers  can  walk  the  streets.  Last  night  Mr. 
Lafontaine's  house  was  sacked,  and  his  library  destroyed  ;  and 
Mr.  Hincks'  house  was  also  sacked,  but  he  had  removed  nearly 
ail  of  his  furniture,  as  well  as  his  family.  The  scene  of  to-day 
was  similar  to  that  of  yesterday.  This  afternoon  a  meeting  of 
several  thousands  of  persons  was  held  in  the  Champs  de  Mars. 
I  heard  some  of  the  speeches.  They  were  moderate  in  tone, 
but  the  feelings  of  disgust  and  contempt  for  Lord  Elgin  exceed 
all  conception.  There  have  been  two  vast  assemblages  this 
evening — the  one  French,  the  other  British — in  different  parts 
of  the  city.  Companies  of  soldiers  have  been  stationed  in  the 
streets  between  them,  preventing  persons  going  from  one  party 
to  the  other.  I  have  heard  their  shoutings  since  I  commenced 
this  letter. 

The  next  day  Dr.  Ryerson  wrote  to  me  again  to  say : — 
Nothing  has  occurred  in  the  city  since  last  night,  worth 
noticing.  Soldiers  meet  you  at  every  turn  almost.  Two  com- 
panies of  soldiers  were  stationed  to-day  in  the  building  in  which 
the  Legislative  Assembly  met.  There  was  a  long  debate  on 
the  causes  of  the  recent  disturbances,  and  strong  protestations 
from  all  sides  of  the  House  against  "  annexation." 

An  opportunity  to  appoint  Hon.  M.  S.  Bidwell  to  the  Bench 
in  Upper  Canada  having  occurred,  Dr.  Ryerson,  on  the  3rd 
September,  1849,  addressed  the  following  letter  to  Hon.  Robert 
Baldwin,  urging  the  appointment : — There  is  one  subject  I  take 
the  liberty  of  mentioning,  although  it  is  contrary  to  my  practice 
to  interfere  in  any  matter  of  the  kind ;  but  the  peculiarity  of 
it  may  excuse  me  on  the  present  occasion.  I  allude  to  the 
appointment  of  Mr.  Bidwell  as  one  of  the  new  judges  in  Upper 
Canada.  The  recent  history  of  Europe  affords  many  illustra- 
tions of  circumstances  being  seized  upon  by  despots  to  compel 
the  departure  of  valuable  and  dreaded  men  from  their  own 
country.  You  know  that  it  was  under  such  circumstances  that 
Mr.  Bidwell  was  compelled  to  leave  Canada.  You  know  that 
it  was  the  order  of  the  Imperial  Government  to  elevate  Mr. 
Bidwell  to  the  Bench,  that  prompted  Sir  Francis  Head  to  adopt 


184G-54]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  417 

the  course  towards  him  that  he  did.     You  know,  likewise,  how 
long,  and  faithfully,  and  ably,  Mr.  Bid  well  laboured  to  promote 
the  principles  of  civil  and  religious  liberty  which  are  now 
established  in  Upper  Canada ;  and  that  at  a  time  when  great 
responsibility  and  obloquy  attached  to  such  advocacy.     Mr. 
Bidwell  was  the  author,  as  well  as  the  able  advocate  of  the  I 
laws  by  which  the  religious  denominations  in  Upper  Canada  ,' 
hold  Church  property,  and  by  which  their  ministers  solemnize 
matrimony.     I  believe  he  has  never  altogether  abandoned  the 
hope  of  returning  to  Canada ;  but  I  believe  he  has  felt  that  he 
was  entitled  to  the  offer  of  that  position,  which  the   Home 
Government  contemplated  conferring  upon  him  in  1837.     I  felt 
it  too  delicate  a  question  to  propose  to  Mr.  Bidwell  when  I  saw 
him  the  other  day;  but  my  friend  Mr.  Francis  Hall,  of  the 
New  York  Commercial   Advertiser  (who  sees  and  converses, 
with  him  every  week),  expressed  his  full  conviction  that  Mr. 
Bidwell  would  accept  a  Judgeship  in  Upper  Canada — that  Mr.. 
Bidwell  had  constantly  taken  the  Canadian  Law  Keports,  and 
procured  the  Canadian  and  English  Statutes,  and  kept  up  his 
reading  of  them  as  carefully  as  if  he  had  lived  in  Canada.    I 
believe  the  appointment  of  Mr.  Bidwell  would  be  an  honour  to 
the  Canadian  Bench,  and  an  act  of  moral  and  political  gratitude 
most  honourable  to  any  party,  and  of  great  value  to  Upper 
Canada.     You  are  aware  of  the  reasons  for  which  I  feel  a  deep 
interest  in  this  subject,  and  which  will,  I  trust,  excuse  in  your 
mind  the  liberty  I  take — believing,  as  I  do,  that  it  will  be  as 
grateful  to  your  feelings  as  it  will  be  noble  in  your  character, 
to  remember  a  man  to  whom  our  common  country  is  so  much 
indebted. 

To  this  letter  Mr.  Baldwin  replied,  on  the  20th  September 

With  respect  to  the  principal  object  of  your  letter,  you  need  not,  I  assure 
you,  have  made  any  excuse  for  introducing  it,  even  independently  of  the 
part  taken  by  you  formerly  with  reference  to  the  case  of  my  friend  Mr.  Bid-  - 
well,  and  which  alone  would  give  you  a  just  claim  to  address  me.     I  can 
never  feel  any  suggestion,  no  matter  from  what  quarter,  having  his  good  foi , 
its  object,  to  be  an  intrusion  on  me,  and  be  assured  that  nothing  could  have  - 
afforded  me  greater  pleasure  than  to  have  had  it  in  my  power  to  have  ad- 
vised his  appointment  to  the  Bench.    Nor  have  I  ever  ceased  to  do  all  that  • 
I  could  with  propriety  to  get  him  to  put  himself  in  the  position  which  might 
lead  to  such  a  result.     You  are  aware  of  the  steps  I  took  in  1843  to  have  his  - 
pledge  to  Sir  Francis  Head  cancelled.     I  sent  you,  I  think,  the  correspond- 
ence respecting  it.      (See  page  308.)     On  that  being  done,  I  wrote  him  a 
letter  of  which  I  preserved  a  copy,  from  which  I  send  you  one.     By  this 
you  will  see  how  earnestly  I  pressed  him  to  return  then.     Had  he  come  in, 
as  I  suggested,  it  was  my  intention  to  have  offered  him  the  Crown  business 
on  whichever  of  the  Circuits  he  might  have  chosen.      I  have  subsequently, 
as  often  as  I  felt  I  dared  to  do  so,  urged  his  return.     But  it  has  been  felt 
impossible,  until  he  had  placed  himself  in  the  position  of  a  practitioner,  as 
formerly,  at  our  own,  and  not  at  a  foreign,  Bar,  to  advise  his  appointment  to  * 
27 


418  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  L. 

the  Bench  of  the  Province.  For  myself,  although  friendship  might  have  led 
me  to  have  overlooked,  or  overstepped,  this  difficulty,  my  judgment,  when 
appealed  to,  forced  me  to  admit,  with  my  colleagues,  that  the  objection  was 
insuperable. 

I  am  not  acquainted  with  the  income  he  realizes  from  his  profession  in. 
New  York,  but  I  doubt  not  it  is  much  beyond  what  could  be  obtained  in 
Toronto.  Still,  if  he  really  does  wish  to  return  to  Canada,  the  time  is  most 

Eropitious  as  far  as  professional  prospects  are  concerned.  Mr.  Sullivan,  Mr. 
lake,  and  Mr.  Esten  being  taken  from  the  Bar  leaves  a  space  to  be  filled 
that,  I  should  say,  offers  the  best  possible  opening. 

Had  Mr.  Bidwell  been  in  his  proper  professional  position  here  when  the 
Government  was  called  upon  to  appoint  to  the  places  now  filled,  or  on  the 
eve  of  being  filled,  by  those  gentlemen,  there  is  not  one  of  those  high  judicial 
positions  to  which  it"  would  not  have  been  at  once  a  pride  and  a  pleasure 
both  to  myself  and  my  colleagues  to  have  advised  his  appointment.  Vice- 
Chancellor  Jameson's  health,  too,  will  probably  ere  long  lead  to  his  retire- 
ment. When  that  time  arrives,  will  our  friend's  continued  absence  be  still 
a  barrier  to  the  gratification  of  our  wishes  ? 

If  the  affairs  of  the  Province  shall  be  then  conducted  by  the  same  Councils 
as  now  sway  them,  I  may  say,  with  almost  the  same  confidence  of  that  future 
as  I  do  of  the  past,  that  it  will  be  the  only  obstacle  to  such  gratification.  I 
should  add,  too,  that  last  winter  one  of  my  colleagues  who,  as  well  as  myself, 
has  always  taken  a  particular  interest  in  Mr.  Bidwell's  return  to  the  Province, 
wrote  to  him,  informing  him  of  the  Judiciary  measures  intended  to  be  intro- 
duced by  the  Administration,  and  giving  him  to  understand  as  distinctly  as 
could  properly  be  done,  that,  if  he  had  returned  to  this  country  when  those 
measures  were  to  go  into  operation,  it  would  afford  us  and  our  colleagues  the 
greatest  pleasure  to  have  it  in  our  power  to  advise  his  being  placed  in  a  situa- 
tion alike  agreeable  to  his  tastes,  deserving  of  his  talents,  and  satisfactory  to 
the  public  at  large.  And  though,  when  he  wrote  first,  he  expressed  some 
doubt  of  the  Bills  becoming  law  during  the  last  session,  yet  shortly  after, 
when  it  was  felt  expedient  to  carry  them  through,  he  again  wrote  to  inform 
Mr.  Bidwell  that  this  would  be  done  if  the  sanction  of  Parliament  was  ob- 
tained to  the  measures.  Whether,  in  my  letters  to  Mr.  Bidwell,  on  the 
subject  of  his  return,  I  have  appeared  to  him  not  to  speak  with  sufficient 
warmth,  I  know  not.  It  has,  at  all  events,  not  been  from  indifference  to  the 
object  I  certainly  have  felt  that,  in  the  uncertainty  that  must  for  the  future 
attach  to  political  power,  there  was  'a  great  responsibility  in  urging  one  in 
good  business  elsewhere  to  leave  that  and  throw  his  fortunes  again  in  with 
us  here.  I  am  naturally  cautious,  and  my  caution  may  have  led  me  to  speak 
less  warmly  than  I  felt,  particularly  when  I  found  my  first  appeals  unsuc- 
cessful. But  he  ought,  and  I  hope,  does,  appreciate  my  motives.  It  is  true 
his  ear  may  be  poisoned  by  having  had  unjust  suspicions  poured  into  it.  I 
know  I  have  never  afforded  any  just  grounds  for  such  suspicions,  and  I  feel 
confident  that  his  generous  nature  would  have  been  far  above  conceiving  any 
such,  had  they  not  been  suggested  by  others.  I  am,  however,  perhaps  doing 
wrong.  It  may  be  that  none  such  have  ever  been  thought  of  by  anyone.  I 
trust  it  is  so.  if  otherwise,  it  is  but  just  to  myself  to  say  that  they  are  the 
foulest,  basest  and  most  malignant  that  mortal  ever  breathed. 

Rev.  Dr.  Bangs  attended  the  Conference  at  Brockville  in 
1850,  as  a  delegate  from  the  American  General  Conference.  On 
his  return  to  New  York  he  wrote  a  letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson  on  the 
3rd  July  :— 

I  think  my  trip  to  Canada  was  one  of  the  most  pleasant  tours  I  ever  made, 


1846-54}  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  419 

and  shall  reflect  upon  it  with  peculiar  delight.  I  have  commenced,  as  you 
will  perceive  by  the  Christian  Advocate,  to  give  the  public  an  account  of  my 
visit  to  your  Conference. 

The  pleasure  we  enjoyed  in  our  visit  to  Canada,  and  especially  your  hos- 
pitality at  Toronto,  makes  us  feel  truly  thankful  to  God  for  such  hallowed 
friendships,  and  reminds  us  more  forcibly  than  ever  of  that  eternal  union 
which  the  spirits  shall  enjoy  in  a  future  world. 

Dr.  Ryerson  made  a  second  educational  trip  to  Europe  in 
October,  1850.  Writing  to  me  from  London  on  the  8th  Novem- 
ber, he  said :— The  day  before  yesterday,  I  left  Lord  Elgin's 
note  of  introduction,  with  my  card,  at  the  Colonial  Office ;  the 
same  evening  I  received  a  note,  appointing  j-esterday  for  an 
interview.  Mr.  (afterwards  Sir  R)  Hawes,  the  Under-Secretary 
was  present.  It  was  most  agreeable  and  gratifying.  Lord  Grey 
seamed  much  delighted  with  what  had  been  done,  educationally, 
in  -Upper  Canada;  and  of  which  he  was  until  then,  entirely 
ignorant.  Mr.  Hawes  asked  if  I  had  published  any  report  of 
my  tour  in  Europe,  or  the  results  of  it ;  and  as  I  happened  to 
have  a  copy  of  each  of  the  documents  I  brought  with  me,  I 
presented  Lord  Grey  with  copies  of  them.  He  seemed  surprised 
that  he  had  not  seen  them  before,  and  said  he  must  write  to 
Lord  Elgin  to  send  him  a  copy  of  each  of  them  for  the  office.  . 
The  conversation  extended  to  the  United  States — our  system  of 
Government  as  contrasted  with  theirs,  etc.  Lord  Grey  and  Mr. 
Hawes  appeared  entertained  and  pleased.  His  Lordship  offered 
to  aid  me  in  any  way,  in  his  power,  that  I  might  devise  ;  and 
asked  me  to  dine  with  him. 

Last  evening,  I  received  from  Lord  Grey  letters  of  introduction 
to  the  Marquis  of  Lansdowne  (President  of  the  Privy  Council 
Committe  of  Education)  to  the  Rt.  Hon.  T.  B.  Macaulay,  and 
Mr.  Lingard,  successor  of  Sir  J.'P.  Kay  Shuttle  worth,  and  an 
unsealed  letter  of  introduction  from  Mr.  Hawes,  to  Sir  Henry 
Ellis,  Librarian  of  the  British  Museum,  in  which  he  said :  This 
will  be  presented  to  you  by  Dr.  Ryerson,  of  Canada,  who  has 
rendered  great  services  to  the  cause  of  education,  not  only  by 
his  writings,  but  by  his  great  exertions. 

Both  Lord  Grey  and  Mr.  Hawes  seemed  to  know  something 
about  me;  and  the  above  copy  of  note  shows  the  spirit  in  which 
they  are  desirous  of  aiding  me.  I  shall  now  commence  my 
work  here  in  good  earnest. 

Lord  Grey  introduced  the  subject  of  the  Toronto  University, 
and  of  the  Bishop  of  Toronto's  Mission  to  this  country,  and 
when  he  found  that  I  had  a  copy  or  the  amended  University 
Bill,  and  the  proceedings  of  the  Wesleyan  Conference  on  the 
subject,  he  requested  them  for  perusal.  In  my  next  interview 
with  His  Lordship  I  shall  introduce  the  subject  of  the  clergy 
reserves. 


420  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  L. 

I  have  been  very  cordially  received  at  the  Wesleyan  Mission 
House.  I  was  affected  to  see  Dr.  Bunting's  great  bodily  weak- 
ness, and  surprised  to  see  his  intellect  clear,  quick,  and  powerful 
as  ever.  When  he  walks,  he  can  only  step  about  six  inches  at 
a  time.  I  expect  to  hear  him  on  Sunday  morning,  in  the  same 
Chapel  (Spitalfields  Chapel — a  once  French  church,  in  which 
the  eloquent  Saurin  has  preached,  and  made  a  collection  for  the 
refugee  Huguenots  to  the  amount  of  £3,000)  in  which  I  preached 
last  Sunday,  and  aided  in  administering  the  Lord's  Supper. 

On  the  10th  January,  1851,  Dr.  Ryerson  addressed  the  follow- 
ing note  to  Sir  Benjamin  Hawes,  from  Paris :  I  saw  Cardinal 
Wiseman  on  the  strength  of  your  kind  note  of  introduction.  He 
appeared  to  be  pleased  with  the  compliment  which  my  call 
involved — invited  me  to  hospitalities  which  I  think  it  would 
not  be  prudent  for  me  to  accept,  and  promised  to  have  a  list  of 
popular  (but  not  denominational)  reading  books  prepared,  and 
the  books  selected  for  my  inspection  on  my  return  to  London. 

I  most  fervently  hope  that  you  will  be  prepared  to  bring 
before  Parliament,  early  in  the  approaching  session,  a  Bill  to 
settle  the  Canadian  clergy  reserve  question — the  only  remain- 
ing obstacle  to  the  social  harmony  of  Canada,  and  to  its  affec- 
tionate and  permanent  union  with  the  Mother  Country. 

In  1852,  the  new  buildings  of  the  Education  Department  and 
Normal  School,  as  shown  in  the  accompanying  engravings  were 
completed.  For  Dr.  Ryerson's  Office  see  page  422. 

Being  in  England  in  1853,  Dr.  Ryerson  wrote  to  me  there  : — 
I  was  glad  to  learn  that  Lord  Elgin  was  to  go  in  the  same  steamship  with 
you  from  Boston.  I  have  no  doubt  it  will  have  proved  interesting  to  him 
as  well  as  to  you,  and  perhaps  useful  to  you.  1  miss  you  very  much  from 
the  office,  but  I  do  not  like  to  employ  any  more  aid  without  sanction  of  the 
Government,  though  I  could  get  no  one  to  take  your  place.  I  would  wish  you 
to  write  me  what  Lord  Elgin  may  have  thought  or  said  as  to  our  doings  and 
plans  of  proceeding.  If  the  Library  plan  succeeds,  it  will  achieve  noble 
results.*  I  feel  that  our  success  and  happiness  in  the  Department  are 
inseparably  united. 

In  1854  Dr.  Ryerson  was  appointed  a  member  of  Commission 
to  enquire  into  matters  connected  with  King's  College,  Fred- 
ericton,  N.B.  His  fellow-commissioners  were  Hon.  J.  H.  Gray, 
Dr.  Dawson,  Hon.  J.  S.  Saunders,  and  Hon.  James  Brown.  Mr. 
Grey  the  Chairman,  in  transmitting  the  Report  of  the  Com- 
mission to  the  Provincial  Secretary  of  New  Brunswick,  said : — 

I  beg  to  express,  with  the  full  conscience  of  my  fellow-commissioners,  our 
acknowledgment  of  the  very  valuable  assistance  offered  us  bv  Dr.  Ryerson. 
Hiq  great  experience,  and  unquestioned  proficiency  in  all  subjects  connected 
'  with  Education,  justly  entitles  his  opinions  to  great  weight. 

*  Lord  Elgin  always  referred  to  Dr.  Ryerson's  library  scheme  in  his  educational 
Addresses,  as  the  "Crown  and  Glory  of  the  Institutions  of  the  Province." 


. 


CHAPTER   LL 

1849, 

THE  BIBLE  IN  THE  ONTARIO  PUBLIC  SCHOOLS. 

EARLY  in  1849  an  important  crisis  occurred  in  the  history 
of  our  Public  School  system,  the  evil  effects  of  which  were 
only  prevented  by  the  prompt  and  emphatic  protest  on  the  part 
of  Dr.  Ryerson,  and  the  equally  prompt  measures  taken  by  Hon. 
Robert  Baldwin  in  the  matter.  The  event  to  which  I  refer  was 
the  hurried  passage  of  a  revolutionary  School  Bill  at  the  end 
of  a  Session  of  Parliament  by  parties  hostile  to  Dr.  Ryerson — 
a  Bill  the  effect  of  which  would  have  been  the  exclusion  of 
the  Bible  and  religious  teaching  and  influence  from  our  Public 
Schools.  In  regard  to  that  calamitous  event,  Dr.  Ryerson  stated 
that  within  three  hours  of  learning  that  such  a  Bill  was  law  he 
informed  Mr.  Baldwin  that  the  office  of  Chief  Superintendent 
of  Education  was  at  his  disposal. 

I  was  absent  from  Toronto  at  this  time.  Dr.  Ryerson  there- 
fore wrote  me  a  letter  on  the  subject,  dated  December,  1849, 
in  which  he  said : — I  am  happy  to  say  the  scandalous  School 
Bill  of  last  session  is  upset.  The  members  of  the  Government 
(including  the  Governor-General)  have  examined  my  letter  to 
Mr.  Baldwin,  of  July  last,  and  have  come  entirely  into  my  views. 
Mr.  Malcolm  Cameron  is  also  out  of  office,  and  is  striving  to 
create  opposition  against  his  former  colleagues.  Some  of  the  ex- 
treme radical  papers  (Examiner,  Mirror,  Canada  Christian 
Advocate,  Provincialist,  &c.,)  all  state  that  I  had  tendered  my 
resignation,  and  had  been  persuaded  by  one  or  two  members  of 
the  Government  to  withdraw  it,  and  they  speak  piteously  of  the 
Government  having  succumbed  to  me.  The  Canada  Christian 
Advocate  says  I  have  watched  my  opportunity  to  get  "Mr. 
Baldwin  and  the  Government  under  my  thumb."  I  have  been 
permitted  to  publish  the  correspondence  of  July  last,  and  it  has 
placed  me  in  this  new  and  proud  position.  I  thank  God  for 
His  goodness  in  thus  opening  before  me  a  wider  field  of  useful- 
ness than  ever,  and  for  sealing  at  so  early  a  period,  with  His 
approbation,  adherence  to  great  principles  of  Christian  truth 
and  social  advancement,  irrespective  of  men  or  parties.  I 


424  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LI. 

shall  commence  the  New  Year  with  new  courage  and  hope, 
and  I  am  anxious  to  see  you  that  we  may  together  devise  and 
prosecute  the  best  means  to  promote  our  great  work. 

The  circumstances  under  which  this  abortive  School  Bill,  as  it 
proved,  of  1849,  was  passed,  is  thus  described  by  Dr.  Ryerson  in 
a  letter  written  ten  years  afterwards  (in  1859) : — 

From  1846  to  1849  a  host  of  scribblers  and  would-be  school 
legislators  appeared,  led  on  by  the  Globe  newspaper.  It  was  repre- 
sented that  I  had  plotted  a  Prussian  school  despotism  for  free 
Canada,  and  that  I  was  forcing  upon  the  country  a  system  in 
which  the  last  spark  of  Canadian  liberty  would  be  extinguished, 
and  Canadian  youth  would  be  educated  as  slaves.  Hon.  Mal- 
colm Cameron,  with  less  knowledge  and  less  experience  than  he 
has  now,  was  astounded  at  these  "  awful  disclosures,"  and  was 
dazzled  by  the  theories  proposed  to  rid  the  country  of  the  en- 
slaving elements  of  my  Prussian  school  system.  Mr.  Cameron 
was  at  length  appointed  to  office ;  and  he  thought  I  ought  to 
be  walked  out  of  the  office.  Messrs.  Baldwin  and  Hincks  (as  I 
have  understood),  thought  I  should  be  judged  officially  for  my 
official  acts,  and  that,  thus  judged,  I  had  done  nothing  worthy 
of  evil  treatment.  The  party  hostile  to  me  then  thought  that, 
as  I  could  not  be  turned  out  of  office  by  direct  dismissal,  I 
might  be  shuffled  out  by  legislation ;  and  a  School  Bill  was  pre- 
pared for  that  purpose.  That  Bill  contained  many  good,  but 
more  bad  provisions,  and  worse  omissions,  but  of  which  only  a 
man  who  had  studied  the  question,  or  rather  science,  of  school 
legislation  could  fully  judge.  Mr.  Cameron  was  selected  to 
submit  it  to  his  colleagues,  and  get  it  through  Parliament.  He 
executed  his  task  with  his  characteristic  adroitness  and  energy. 
Mr.  Hincks  never  read  the  Bill,  and  had  left  for  England  before 
it  passed.  Mr.  Baldwin,  amid  the  smoking  ruins  of  a  Parliament 
House  and  national  library,  looked  over  it,  and  thought  from  the 
representations  given  him  of  its  popular  objects,  and  a  glance  at 
the  synopsis  of  its  provisions,  that  it  might  be  an  improvement  on 
the  then  existing  law,  while  the  passing  of  it  would  gratify  many 
of  his  friends.  On  examining  the  Bill,  I  wrote  down  my  objec- 
tions to  it,  and  laid  them  before  the  Government,  and  proceeded 
to  Montreal  to  press  them  in  person.  I  left  Montreal  in  April, 
1849,  with  the  expectation  that  the  Bill  would  be  dropped,  or 
essentially  mended.  Neither  was  done  ;  the  Bill  was  passed  in 
the  ordinary  manner  of  passing  bills  during  the  last  few  hours 
of  the  Session ;  and  within  three  hours  of  learning  that  the  Bill 
was  law,  I  informed  Mr.  Baldwin  that  my  office  was  at  his 
disposal,  for  I  never  would  administer  that  law. 

As  to  the  effect  of  Mr.  Cameron's  Bill  on  Dr.  Ryerson's  future, 
he  said : — The  new  Bill  on  its  coming  into  operation,  leaves  me 


1849]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  425 

but  one  course  to  pursue.  The  character  and  tendency  of  the 
Bill  clearly  is  to  compel  me  to  relinquish  office,  or  virtually 
abandon  principles  and  provisions  [in  regard  to  the  Bible  in  the 
Schools]  which  I  have  advocated  as  of  great  and  vital  impor- 
tance, and  become  a  party  to  my  own  personal  humiliation  and 
degradation — thus  justly  exposing  myself  to  the  suspicion  and 
imputation  of  mean  and  mercenary  conduct.  I  can  readily 
retire  from  office,  and  do  much  more  if  necessary,  for  the  main- 
tenance of  what  I  believe  to  be  vital  to  the  moral  and  educa- 
tional interests  of  my  native  country;  but  I  can  never  knowingly 
be  a  party  to  my  own  humiliation  and  debasement.  I  regret 
that  an  unprecedented  mode  of  legislation  has  been  resorted  to 
to  gratify  the  feelings  of  personal  envy  and  hostility.  I  regard 
it  as  a  virtual  vindication  of  myself  against  oft-repeated  allega- 
tions, that  it  was  felt  I  could  not  be  reached  by  the  usual 
straightforward  administration  of  Government.  Lately,  in  the 
English  House  of  Lords,  the  Marquis  of  Lansdowne  stated,  that 
Mr.  Lafontaine  had  returned  to  Canada,  and  boldly  challenged 
inquiry  into  any  of  the  allegations  against  him  in  reference  to 
past  years.  I  have  repeatedly  done  the  same.  No  such  inquiry 
has  been  granted  or  instituted.  Yet  I  am  not  only  pursued  by 
the  base  calumnies  of  certain  persons  and  papers,  professing  to 
support  and  enjoy  the  confidence  of  the  Government,  but  legis- 
lation is  resorted  to,  and  new  provisions  introduced  at  the  last 
hour  of  the  Session,  to  deal  out  upon  me  the  long  meditated 
blows  of  unscrupulous  envy  and  animosity.  But  I  deeply 
regret  that  the  blows,  which  will  fall  comparatively  light  upon 
me,  will  fall  with  much  greater  weight,  and  more  serious  conse- 
quences, upon  the  youth  of  the  land,  and  its  future  moral  and 
educational  interests.  .  .  Acting,  as  I  hope  I  do,  upon  Chris- 
tian and  public  grounds,  I  should  not  feel  myself  justified  in 
withdrawing  from  a  work  in  consequence  of  personal  discourtesy 
and  ill-treatment,  or  a  reduction  of  means  of  support  and  use- 
fulness. But  when  I  see  the  fruits  of  four  years'  anxious 
labours,  in  a  single  blast  scattered  to  the  winds,  and  have  no 
satisfactory  ground  of  hope  that  such  will  not  be  the  fate  of 
another  four  years'  labour ;  when  I  see  the  foundations  of  great 
principles,  which,  after  extensive  enquiry  and  long  deliberation, 
I  have  endeavoured  to  lay,  torn  up  and  thrown  aside  as  worth- 
less rubbish ;  when  I  see  myself  deprived  of  the  protection 
and  advantage  of  the  application  of  the  principle  of  responsible 
government  as  applied  to  every  other  head  of  a  Department, 
and  made  the  subordinate  agent  of  a  Board  which  I  have 
originated,  and  the  members  of  which  I  have  had  the  honour  to 
recommend  for  appointment ;  when  I  see  myself  officially 
severed  from  a  Normal  School  Institution  which  I  have  devised, 


426  THE  STOBY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LI. 

and  every  feature  and  detail  of  which  are  universally  com- 
mended, even  to  the  individual  capacities  of  the  masters  whom 
I  have  sought  out  and  recommended ;  when  I  see  myself  placed 
in  a  position,  to  an  entirely  novel  system  of  education  at  large, 
in  which  I  can  either  burrow  in  inactivity  or  labour  with  little 
hope  of  success;  when  I  find  myself  placed  in  such  circum- 
stances, I  cannot  hesitate  as  to  the  course  of  duty,  as  well  as 
the  obligations  of  honour  and  self-respect.  .  .  I  think  it  is 
my  right,  and  only  frank  and  respectful,  on  the  earliest  occasion 
to  state,  in  respect  to  my  own  humble  labours,  whether  I  can 
serve  on  terms  and  principles  and  conditions  so  different  from 
those  under  which  I  have,  up  to  the  present  time,  acted ;  though 
I  cannot,  without  deep  regret  and  emotion,  contemplate  the  loss 
of  so  much  time  and  labour,  and  find  myself  impelled  to  aban- 
don a  work  on  which  I  had  set  my  heart,  and  to  qualify  myself 
for  which  I  have  devoted  four  of  the  most  matured  years  of  my 
life. 

Having  now  fulfilled  my  promise — to  communicate  to  you,  in 
writing,  my  views  on  this  important  and  extensive  subject-— I 
leave  the  whole  question  in  your  hands. 

The  result  of  this  letter  was,  the  suspension  and  abandon- 
ment of  the  Act  of  1849,  and  the  preparation  and  passing  of 
the  Act  of  1850. 

Now  Mr.  Cameron  might  naturally  feel  deeply  at  the  repeal 
of  his  own  Act  without  a  trial ;  but  after  he  had  time  for  fur- 
ther examination  and  reflection,  and  a  more  thorough  knowledge 
of  the  nature  and  working  of  the  system  I  was  endeavouring 
to  establish,  I  believe  no  man  in  Canada  more  sincerely  rejoiced 
than  Mr.  Cameron  at  the  repeal  of  the  Act  of  1849,  and  no 
man  has  more  cordially  supported  the  present  system,  or  more 
frankly  and  earnestly  commended  the  course  I  have  pursued.* 

The  letter  to  Mr.  Baldwin  was  written  on  the  14th  July, 
1849.  Speaking  of  it,  Dr.  Ryerson  said : — 

In  the  former  part  of  that  letter  I  stated  the  circumstances 
under  which  the  Act  of  1849  had  passed,  and  the  fact  that  my 
remonstrance  against  it  had  not  been  even  read.  I  then  stated 
what  I  considered  insuperable  objections  to  it.  I  will  quote 
part  of  my  eighth  and  tenth  objections : — the  former  relating 

*  Mr.  Cameron's  avowals  on  the  subject  are  frank  and  manly.  On  the  occasion 
of  his  nomination  for  the  County  of  Lambtou,  in  October,  1857,  he  thus  referred 
to  the  School  System,  and  to  its  founder: — 

On  the  whole,  the  system  had  worked  well,  the  common  schools  of  Canada  were 
admirable,  and  had  attracted  the  commendation  of  the  first  statesmen  in  the 
United  States,  and  even  in  Great  Britain  they  proposed  to  imitate  Canada.  He 
was  opposed  to  Dr.  Ryerson's  appointment  politically,  but  he  would  say,  as  he  had 
said  abroad,  that  Canada  and  her  children's  children  owed  to  him  a  debt  of  grati- 
tude, as  he  had  raised  a  noble  structure,  and  opened  up  the  way  for  the  elevation 
of  the  people. 


1819]  THE  STOBT  OF  MY  LIFE.  427 

to  the  exclusion  of  ministers  as  school  visitors  —  the  latter  relat- 
ing to  the  exclusion  from  the  schools  of  the  Bible  and  books 
containing  religious  instruction.  They  are  as  follows:  — 

Another  feature  of  the  new  Bill  is  that  which  precludes  Ministers  of 
Religion,  Magistrates,  and  Councillors,  from  acting  as  school  visitors,  a  pro- 
vision of  the  present  Act  to  which  I  have  heard  no  objection  from  any 
quarter,  and  from  which  signal  benefits  to  the  schools  have  already  resulted. 
Not  only  is  this  provision  retained  in  the  School  Act  for  Lower  Canada,  but 
Clergymen  —  and  Clergymen  alone  —  are  there  authorized  to  select  all  the 
school  books  relating  to  "religion  and  morals"  for  the  children  of  their 
respective  persuasions.  But  in  Upper  Canada,  where  the  great  majority  of 
the  people  and  Clergy  are  Protestant,  the  provision  of  the  present  Act  author- 
izing Clergymen  to  act  as  School  Visitors  (and  that  without  any  power  to 
interfere  in  school  regulations  or  books)  is  repealed.  Under  the  new  Bill, 
the  Ministers  of  religion  cannot,  therefore,  visit  the  schools  as  a  matter  of 
right,  or  in  their  character  as  Ministers,  but  as  private  individuals,  and  by 
the  permission  of  the  teacher  at  his  pleasure.  The  repeal  of  the  provision 
under  which  Clergymen  of  the  several  religious  persuasions  have  acted  as 
visitors,  is,  of  course,  a  virtual  condemnation  of  their  acting  in  that  capacity. 
When  thus  denuded  by  law  of  his  official  character  in  respect  to  the 
schools,  of  course  no  Clergyman  would  so  far  sanction  his  own  legislative 
degradation  as  to  go  into  a  school  by  suffrance  in  an  unministerial  character. 
.  .  The  character  and  tendency  of  such  a  change  in  connection  with  the 
Protestant  religion  of  Upper  Canada,  in  contrast  with  a  directly  opposite 
provision  in  connection  with  the  Roman  Catholic  Religion  of  Lower  Canada, 
must  be  obvious  to  every  reflecting  person. 

To  the  school-visiting  feature  of  the  present  system  I  attach  great  import- 
ance as  a  means  of  ultimately  concentrating  in  behalf  of  the  schools  the 
influence  and  sympathies  of  all  religious  persuasions,  and  the  leading  men  of 
the  country.  The  success  of  it,  thus  far,  has  exceeded  my  most  sanguine 
expectations  ;  the  visits  of  Clergy  alone  during  the  last  year  being  an 
average  of  more  than  five  visits  for  each  Clergyman  in  Upper  Canada.  From 
such  a  beginning  what  may  not  be  anticipated  in  future  years,  when  infor- 
mation shall  become  more  general,  and  an  interest  in  the  schools  more 
generally  excited.  And  who  can  estimate  the  benefits,  religiously,  socially, 
educationally,  and  even  politically,  of  Ministers  of  various  religious  persua- 
sions meeting  together  at  quarterly  school  examinations,  and  other  occasions, 
on  common  and  patriotic  ground,  and  becoming  interested  and  united  in  the 
great  work  of  advancing  the  education  of  the  young. 

The  last  feature  of  the  new  Bill  on  which  I  will  remark,  is  that  which 
roscribes  from  the  Schools  all  books  containing  "  controverted  theological 
ogmas  or  doctrines."  [Under  a  legal  provision  containing  these  words,  the 
Bible  has  been  ruled  out  of  schools  in  the  State  of  New  York.]  I  doubt 
whether  this  provision  of  the  Act  harmonizes  with  the  Christian  feelings  of 
members  of  the  Government  ;  but  it  is  needless  to  enquire  what  were  the 
intentions  which  dictated  this  extraordinary  provision,  since  construction  of- 
an  Act  of  Parliament  depends  upon  the  language  of  the  Act  itself,  and  not 
upon  the  intentions  of  its  framers.  The  effect  of  such  a  provision  is  to 
exclude  every  kind  of  book  containing  religious  truth,  even  every  version  of 
the  Holy  Scriptures  themselves  ;  for  the  Protestant  version  of  them  contains 
"  theological  doctrine  "  controverted  by  the  Roman  Catholic  ;  and  the  Douay 
version  of  them  contains  "  theological  dogmas  "  controverted  by  the  Pro- 
testant. The  "  theological  doctrine  "  of  miracles  in  Paley's  Evidences  of 
Christianity  is  "  controverted  "  by  the  disciples  of  Hume.  Several  of  the 
"theological  doctrines"  in  Paley's  Moral  Philosophy  are  also  "controverted;" 


p 
d 


428  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LI. 

and  indeed  there  is  not  a  single  doctrine  of  Christianity  which  is  not  con- 
troverted by  some  party  or  other.  The  whole  series  of  Irish  National 
Readers  must  be  proscribed  as  containing  "  controverted  theological  doc- 
trines;" since,  as  the  Commissioners  state,  these  books  are  pervaded  by  the 
principles  and  spirit  of  Christianity,  though  free  from  any  tincture  of 
sectarianism. 

I  think  there  is  too  little  Christianity  in  our  schools,  instead  of  too  much ; 
and  that  the  united  efforts  of  all  Christian  men  should  be  to  introduce  more, 
instead  of  excluding  what  little  there  is. 

I  have  not  assumed  it  to  be  the  duty,  or  even  constitutional  right  of  the 
Government,  to  compel  any  thing  in  respect  either  to  religious  books  or 
religious  instruction,  but  to  recommend  the  local  Trustees  to  do  so,  and  to 
provide  powers  and  facilities  to  enable  them  to  do  so  within  the  wise  restric- 
tion imposed  by  law.  I  have  respected  the  rights  and  scruples  of  the  Roman 
Catholic  as  well  as  those  of  the  Protestant. 

By  some  I  have  been  accused  of  having  too  friendly  a  feeling  towards  the 
Roman  Catholics ;  but  while  I  would  do  nothing  to  infringe  the  rights  and 
feelings  of  Roman  Catholics,  I  cannot  be  a  party  to  depriving  Protestants  of 
the  Text-book  of  their  faith — the  choicest  patrimony  bequeathed  by  their 
forefathers,  and  the  noblest  birthright  of  their  children.  It  affords  me 
pleasure  to  record  the  fact — and  the  circumstance  shows  the  care  and  fairness 
with  which  I  have  acted  on  this  subject — that  before  adopting  the  Section 
in  the  printed  Forms  and  Regulations  on  the  "  Constitution  aud  Govern- 
ment of  the  Schools  in  respect  to  Religious  Instruction,"  I  submitted  it, 
among  others,  to  the  late  lamented  Roman  Catholic  Bishop  Power,  who, 
after  examining  it,  said,  [he  could  not  approve  of  it  upon  principle,  but]  he 
would  not  object  to  it,  as  Roman  Catholics  were  fully  protected  in  their 
rights  and  views,  and  as  he  did  not  wish  to  interfere  with  Protestants  in  the 
fullest  exercise  of  their  rights  and  views. 

It  will  be  seen  that  New  England  or  Irish  National  School  advocates  of  a 
system  of  mixed  schools  did  not  maintain  that  the  Scriptures  and  all 
religious  instruction  should  be  excluded  from  the  schools,  but  that  the 
peculiarities  of  sectarianism  were  no  essential  part  of  religious  instruction  in 
the  schools,  and  that  the  essential  elements  and  truths  and  morals  of  Christi- 
anity could  be  provided  for  and  taught  without  a  single  bitter  element  of 
sectarianism.  The  advocates  of  public  schools  meet  the  advocates  of  sectarian 
schools,  not  by  denying  the  connection  between  Christianity  and  education, 
but  by  denying  the  connection  between  sectarianism — by  comprehending 
Christianity  in  the  system,  and  only  rejecting  sectarianism  from  it.  The 
same,  I  think,  is  our  safety  and  our  duty.  .  .  . 

Dr.  Ryerson  concludes  this  part  of  his  letter  with  these  em- 
phatic words  :  Be  assured  that  no  system  of  popular  education 
will  flourish  in  a  country  which  does  violence  to  the  religious 
sentiments  and  feelings  of  the  Churches  of  that  country.  Be 
assured,  that  every  such  system  will  droop  and  wither  which 
does  not  take  root  in  the  Christian  and  patriotic  sympathies  of 
the  people — which  does  not  command  the  respect  and  confidence 
of  the  several  religious  persuasions,  both  ministers  and  laity — 
for  these  in  fact  make  up  the  aggregate  of  the  Christianity  of 
the  country.  The  cold  calculations  of  unchristianized  selfishness 
will  never  sustain  a  school  system.  And  if  you  will  not  embrace 
Christianity  in  your  school  system,  you  will  soon  find  that 
Christian  persuasions  will  soon  commence  establishing  schools 


1849]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  429 

of  their  own ;  and  I  think  they  ought  to  do  so,  and  I  should 
feel  that  I  was  performing  an  imperative  duty  in  urging  them 
to  do  so.  But  if  you  wish  to  secure  the  co-operation  of  the 
ministers  and  members  of  all  religious  persuasions,  leave  out  of 
your  system  the  points  wherein  they  differ,  and  boldly  and 
avowedly  provide  facilities  for  the  inculcation  of  what  they 
hold  in  common  'and  what  they  value  most,  and  that  is  what 
the  best  interests  of  a  country  require. 

Speaking  in  a  subsequent  letter  of  another  feature  of  this 
question  of  the  Bible  in  schools,  Dr.  Ryerson  says :  The  principal 
opposition  which,  in  1846  and  for  several  years  afterwards,  I 
encountered  was  that  I  did  not  make  the  use  of  the  Bible 
compulsory  in  the  schools,  but  simply  recognized  the  right  of 
Protestants  to  use  it  in  the  school  (not  as  an  ordinary  reading 
book,  as  it  was  not  given  to  teach  us  how  to  read,  but  to  teach 
us  the  way  to  Heaven),  as  a  book  of  religious  instruction,  with- 
out the  right  or  the  power  of  compelling  any  others  to  use  it. 
The  recognition  of  the  right  has  been  maintained  inviolate 
to  the  present  time;  facilities  for  the  exercise  of  it  have  been 
provided,  and  recommendations  tor  that  purpose  have  been 
given,  but  no  compulsory  authority  assumed,  or  right  of  com- 
pulsion acknowledged ;  and  the  religious  exercises  in  each 
school  have  been  left  to  the  decision  of  the  authorities  of  such 
school,  and  the  religious  instruction  of  each  child  has  always 
been  under  the  absolute  authority  of  the  parents  or  guardian 
of  each  child.  .  .  Now  many  a  parent  may  not  exercise  the 
right  of  using  the  Bible  as  a  text-book  of  religious  instruction 
for  his  child  in  school,  but  would  even  such  parent  (much  less 
every  Protestant  parent)  be  willing  to  be  deprived  of  that  right  ? 

To  the  objection  that  the  Bible  is  "  often  read  in  a  formal 
and  perfunctory  manner  without  any  real  benefit  being  derived 
from  it  by  the  pupils,"  Dr.  Ryerson  replied :  Is  not  the  Bible 
often  read  in  the  family,  and  even  in  the  Church,  "  in  a  formal 
and  perfunctory  manner,"  without  any  benefit  to  either  reader 
or  hearers :  but  should  we,  therefore,  take  away  even  "  the 
abstract  right  of  reading  the  Bible  "  in  the  family  and  in  the 
Church  ? 

To  the  objection  urged  against  the  reading  of  the  Bible  in 
the  schools  because  "  a  majority  of  the  teachers  are  utterly  unfit 
to  give  religious  instruction,"  Dr.  Ryerson  replied :  The  reading 
of  the  Bible  and  giving  religious  instruction  from  it  are  two 
very  different  things.  The  question  is  not  the  competency  of 
teachers  to  give  religious  instruction,  but  the  right  of  a  Pro- 
testant to  the  reading  of  the  Bible  by  his  child  in  the  school  as 
a  text-book  of  religious  instruction.  That  right  I  hold  to  be 
sacred  and  divine- 


430  THE  STOBY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LI. 

To  a  rejoinder  that  "  the  cry  for  the  Bible  in  the  schools  is  a 
sham,"  Dr.  Ryerson  thus  replies  :  Apart  from  religious  instruc- 
tion, apart  from  even  the  reading  of  the  Bible  in  the  schools, 
the  right  of  having  it  there — its  very  presence  there — is  not  "  a 
sham,"  but  a  sign,  a  symbol  of  potent  significance.  The  sign 
of  the  Cross  .  .  is  not  a  "  sham,"  but  a  symbol  precious  to 
the  hearts  of  hundreds  of  thousands  of  our  brethren;  the  coat  of 
arms  which  stands  at  the  head  of  all  royal  patents,  nor  the 
sparkling  crown  which  encircles  the  brow  of  royalty,  is  not 
"  a  sham,"  but  a  symbol  which  speaks  more  than  words  to  every 
British  heart ;  the  standard  that  waves  at  the  head  of  the 
regiment,  nor  the  flag  that  floats  at  the  ship's  masthead  is  not 
"  a  sham,"  but  a  symbol  that  nerves  the  soldier  and  the  sailor 
to  duty  and  to  victory.  So  the  Bible  is  not  "  a  sham,"  but  a 
symbol  of  right  and  liberty  dear  to  the  heart  of  every  Protestant 
freeman,  to  every  lover  of  civil  and  religious  liberty — a  standard 
of  truth  and  morals,  the  foundation  of  Protestant  faith,  and  the 
rule  of  Protestant  morals ;  and  "  the  cry  "  for  the  Bible  in  the 
schools  is  not  a  "  sham,"  but  a  felt  necessity  of  the  religious  in- 
structor, whether  he  be  the  teacher  or  a  visiting  superintendent 
or  clergyman, — is  the  birthright  of  the  Protestant  child,  and 
£he  inalienable  right  of  the  Protestant  parent.  .  . 

No  man  attaches  more  importance  than  I  do  to  secular  educa- 
tion and  knowledge,  and  few  men  have  laboured  more  to 
provide  for  the  teaching  and  diffusion  of  every  branch  of  it ; 
yet,  so  far  am  I  from  ignoring  the  Bible,  even  in  an  intellectual 
point  of  view,  that  I  hesitate  not  to  say,  in  the  language  of  the 
eloquent  Melville,  that — 

Whilst  every  stripling  is  boasting  that  a  great  enlargement  of  mind  is 
coming  on  the  nation,  through  the  pouring  into  all  its  dwellings  a  tide  of 
general  information,  it  is  right  to  uphold  the  forgotten  position,  that  in 
caring  for  man  as  an  immortal  being,  God  cared  for  him  as  an  intellectual, 
and  that  if  the  Bible  were  but  read  by  our  artizans  and  our  peasantry,  we 
should  be  surrounded  by  a  far  more  enlightened  and  intelligent  population, 
than  will  appear  to  this  land,  when  the  school-master,  with  his  countless 
magazines,  snail  have  gone  through  it,  in  its  length  and  its  breadth. 

With  a  view  to  supply  an  omission,  and  to  provide  a  Manual 
on  Christian  Morals  for  the  schools,  Dr.  Ryerson,  in  1871,  pre- 
pared a  little  work,  entitled  First  Lessons  in  Christian  Morals. 
This  work  was  recommended  by  the  Council  of  Public  Instruc- 
tion for  use  in  schools.  It  was  objected  to  by  the  Globe  news- 
paper on  several  grounds.  To  each  of  these  objections  Dr. 
Ryerson  replied.  The  first  and  second  objections  referred  to 
alleged  errors  and  defects  in  style.  In  a  letter  on  the  subject, 
written  in  April,  1872,  Dr.  Ryerson  said: — 

Your  third  objection  is  against  any  book  of  religious  instruc- 
tion being  recommended  for  use  in  the  public  shools.  To  this 


1849]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  431 

objection  I  reply,  firstly,  that  the  want  of  such  a  book  has  been 
not  only  felt,  but  expressed,  from  different  quarters.  Secondly, 
the  Irish  National  Board  have  not  only  books  on  this  subject, 
in  their  authorized  list  of  school  text  books,  but  the  Council  of 
Public  Instruction  has  long  authorized  three  of  them :  each  of 
which  contains  more  reading  than  any  one  book  of  mine. 
Thirdly,  in  the  Toronto  University  College,  not  only  is  Paley's 
"  Evidences  of  Christianity  "  an  authorized  text  book,  but  also 
Dr.  Wayland's  "  Moral  Science,"  of  the  most  essential  parts  of 
which  my  books  are  an  epitome. 

A  fourth  objection  is  that  I  have  given  a -summary  of  the 
"  Evidences  of  Christianity,"  in  respect  especially  to  the  inspir- 
ation of  the  Scriptures,  miracles,  and  mysteries.  In  reply,  I 
observe,  first,  that  if  young  men,  before  they  finish  their  colle- 
giate education,  should  be  fortified  on  this  ground,  it  is  equally 
necessary  that  those  youths  who  finish  their  education  in  the 

§ublic  schools  should  not  be  left  unarmed  on  this  point, 
econdly,  pupils  in  the  public  schools  of  the  fourth  and  fifth 
years  are  quite  as  capable  of  understanding  the  few  pages  in 
which  I  have  condensed  and  simplified  the  answers  to  the 
common  infidel  objections,  as  are  young  men  at  college  to  master 
the  large  text  books  prescribed  on  the  subject.  Thirdly,  the 
Irish  National  Board  has  provided  a  book  on  the  subject  to 
which  I  have  devoted  two  lessons.  On  the  list  of  text  books 
authorized %by  the  Irish  National  Board  is  one  entitled,  "  Lessons 
on  the  Truth  of  Christianity,  being  an  appendix  to  the  Fourth 
Book  of  Lessons,  for  the  use  of  Schools."  This  book  enters  far 
more  largely  into  the  subject  of  miracles  than  I  have  done, 
besides  the  additional  two  lessons  of  auswers  to  infidel  objec- 
tions. 

A  fifth  objection  is  that  I  have  pointed  out  the  defects  of  the 
teachings  of  Natural  Religion,  and  shown  the  superiority  of 
the  teachings  of  Revelation  over  those  of  Natural  Religion.  In 
this  I  have  followed  the  example  of  Rev.  Dr.  Wayland,  Presi- 
dent of  Brown  University,  R.  I. 

A  sixth  objection  is,  that  I  have  not  confined  myself  to  those 
"  laws  which  regulate  our  natural  obligations ; "  that  I  have 
taught  the  "  positive  institutions "  of  Christianity,  such  as  re- 
pentance, faith,  reading  the  Scriptures,  personal  devotion,  family 
worship,  attendance  at  public  worship."  In  this  I  have  also 
followed  Dr.  Wayland.  In  the  conclusion  of  this  letter  Dr. 
Ryerson  offers  this  "  apology "  for  writing  his  little  book  on 
"  Christian  Morals :  "  Besides  desiring  a  small  amount  of  re- 
ligious teaching,  one  hour  (Monday  morning)  in  the  week,  for 
the  senior  pupils  of  the  Public  Schools,  which  the  trustees  and 
parents  might  approve,  I  did  desire  a  united  test'mony  on  the 


432  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LI. 

part  of  Protestantism,  as  there  is  a  united  testimony  on  the 
part  of  Koman  Catholicism,  as  to  religious  teaching  in  the 
schools.  One  County  Inspector  writes,  that  the  Roman  Catholic 
prieet,  in  a  separate  school  which  the  Inspector  visited,  said, 
"  Your  schools  are  atheistic.  You  don't  acknowledge  God." 
The  same  charge  has  been  often  repeated  by  the  same  authority 
against  the  public  schools.  While  I  have  provided  and  con- 
tended f6r  full  provision  by  which  the  Roman  Catholics  could 
teach  their  own  children  in  their  own  books  of  religious  in- 
struction, I  did  desire  that  there  might  be  a  somewhat  corres- 
ponding unity  of  testimony  and  teaching  in  religious  principles 
and  duties  of  common  agreement  among  Protestants,  being  first 
most  strongly  impressed  with  its  feasibility  by  the  remarks  of 
the  late  excellent  Rev.  A.  Gale,  who,  when  principal  of  Knox's 
Academy,  on  closing  a  public  examination  of  the  pupils,  said 
that  he  was  persuaded,  from  his  own  experience,  that  all  needful 
religious  teaching  could  be  given  to  pupils  at  schools  without 
infringing  upon  any  denominational  peculiarity.  I  had  long 
meditated,  and  at  length  sought  to  realize  this  grand  idea  in 
our  public  schools.  One  discordant  note  has  interrupted  the 
harmony.  The  responsibility  of  the  failure,  if  it  is  to  be  a 
failure,  is  not  with  me.  I  hope  the  Protestant  Christians  of 
Canada  will  yet  realize  it,  and  that  my  country  will  yet  enjoy 
the  untold  advantages  of  it,  though  I  may  die  without  the  sight. 


CHAPTER  LII. 

1850-1053. 

THE  CLERGY  RESERVE  QUESTION  TRANSFERRED  TO  CANADA. 


re-opening  of  the  clergy  reserve  question  by  Bishop 
J_  Strachan,  with  a  view  to  obtain  relief  in  the  temporary 
distress  mentioned  in  Chapter  xlviii.,  proved  to  be  a  fatal  step, 
so  far  as  his  hopes  for  securing  "  better  terms  "  were  concerned. 
In  the  next  year  after  he  had  issued  his  pastoral  appeal  for 
help,  the  clergy  reserve  fund  yielded  an  increase,  "and  an 
expectation  of  a  gradual  increase  annually  was  officially  ex- 
pressed." ("Secular  State  of  the  Church,"  page  11.) 

The  Bishop's  complaint  against  the  Provincial  Government 
(Chapter  xlviii.,  page  379)  was  that  its  management  of  the  clergy 
reserve  lands  was  wasteful  and  extravagant.  An  effort  was 
therefore  made,  in  1846,  to  vest  these  lands  in  the  religious 
bodies  then  entitled  to  a  share  in  the  income  derived  from  their 
sale.  Mr.  Gladstone  communicated  with  the  Governor-General 
on  the  subject,  with  this  view,  in  February,  1846.  The  pro- 
posal, was,  however,  viewed  with  alarm,  as  well  as  was  the  fact 
that  such  efforts  being  made  in  England  showed  that,  as  in 
1840,  so  in  1846,  the  rights  of  the  Canadian  people  to  this 
patrimony  could  be  at  any  time  alienated  or  extinguished  by 
the  Imperial  Government,  without  the  official  knowledge  or 
consent  of  the  Canadian  Parliament. 

These  two  facts,  when  they  became  known  and  appreciated 
by  the  people  of  Upper  Canada,  led  to  the  taking  of  decisive 
steps  to  prevent  them  from  becoming  realities.  The  represen- 
tatives in  the  Canadian  House  of  Assembly  of  the  Bishop  of 
Toronto  sought  to  get  an  address  to  the  Crown  passed,  with  a 
view  to  vesting  a  portion  of  the  lands  in  the  Church  Society  of 
Toronto.  Hon.  Robert  Baldwin  warned  the  friends  of  the 
Bishop  of  the  impolicy  and  imprudence  of  such  a  proposition, 
and  pointed  out  that  if  the  clergy  reserve  question  was  thus 
re-opened,  the  former  fierce  agitation  on  the  subject  would  be 
resumed,  which  might  "  end  in  the  total  discomfiture  of  the 
Church."  His  warning  was  unheeded,  and  although  the  motion 
for  vesting  the  lands  as  proposed  was  rejected,  by  a  vote  of  37 
28 


434  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LII. 

to  14,  yet  the  Bishop  in  his  charge,  delivered  the  next  year  (in 
June,  1847),  said : — 

After  all,  our  great  desire  continues  to  be  to  acquire  the  management  of 
what  is  left  to  the  Church  of  the  reserves  ;  and  why  this  reasonable  desire  is 
not  complied  with  remains  a  matter  of  deep  regret  (page  19). 

The  question  thus  brought  before  the  Legislature,  led  to  its 
being  brought  before  the  people,  until  it  became  a  subject  of 
discussion  in  political  meetings  and  election  contests.  Finally, 
in  1850,  the  Government  of  the  day  secured  the  passage  in  the 
House  of  Assembly  of  an  address  to  the  Crown,  praying  for  the 
repeal  of  the  Imperial  Clergy  Reserve  Act  of  1840.  In  that 
address  it  is  stated  that — 

During  a  long  period  of  years,  and  in  nine  successive  sessions  of  the  Pro- 
vincial Parliament,  the  representatives  of  the  people  of  Upper  Canada,  with 
an  unanimity  seldom  exhibited  in  a  deliberative  body,  declared  their  opposi- 
tion to  religious  endowments.  .  .  The  address  further  pointed  out  that  the 
wishes  of  the  people  were  thwarted  by  the  Legislative  Council,  a  body  con- 
taining a  majority  avowedly  favourable  to  the  ascendancy  of  the  Church  of 
England.  That  the  Imperial  Government,  from  time  to  time,  invited  the 
Provincial  Parliament  to  legislate  on  the  subject  of  these  reserves,  disclaim- 
ing on  the  part  of  the  Crown  any  desire  for  the  superiority  of  one  or  more 
particular  Churches  ;  that  Your  Majesty's  Government,  in  declining  to  advise 
the  Royal  assent  being  given  to  a  Bill,  passed  by  a  majority  of  one,  for  in- 
vesting the  power  of  disposing  of  the  reserves  in  the  Imperial  Parliament, 
admitted  that  from  its  inaccurate  information  as  to  the  wants  and  general  opin- 
ions of  society  (in  which  the  Imperial  Parliament  was  unavoidably  deficient), 
the  question  would  be  more  satisfactorily  settled  by  the  Provincial  Legisla- 
ture ;  that  subsequently  to  the  withholding  of  the  Royal  assent  from  the 
last-mentioned  Bill,  the  Imperial  Parliament  passed  an  Act  disposing  of  the 
proceeds  of  the  clergy  reserves  in  a  manner  entirely  contrary  to  the  formerly 
repeatedly  expressed  wishes  of  the  Upper  Canadian  people,  as  declared  through 
their  representatives,  and  acknowledged  as  such  in  a  message  sent  to  the 
Provincial  Parliament  by  command  of  Your  Majesty's  Royal  predecessor. 

That  we  are  humbly  of  opinion  that  the  legal  or  constitutional  impedi- 
ments which  stood  in  the  way  of  provincial  legislation  on  this  subject  should 
have  been  removed  by  an  Act  of  the  Imperial  Parliament ;  but  that  the  ap- 
propriation of  revenues  derived  from  the  investment  of  the  proceeds  of  the 
public  lands  of  Canada,  by  the  Imperial  Parliament,  will  never  cease  to  be  a 
source  of  discontent  to  Your  Majesty's  loyal  subjects  in  this  Province  ;  and 
that  when  all  the  circumstances  connected  with  this  question  are  taken  into 
consideration,  no  religious  denomination  can  be  held  to  have  such  vested 
interest  in  the  revenue  derived  from  the  proceeds  of  the  said  clergy  reserves, 
as  should  prevent  further  legislation  with  reference  to  the  disposal  of  them  ; 
but  we  are  nevertheless  of  opinion  that  the  claims  of  existing  incumbents 
should  be  treated  in  the  most  liberal  manner  ;  and  that  the  most  liberal  and 
equitable  mode  of  settling  this  long-agitated  question,  would  be  for  the  Im- 
perial Parliament  to  pass  an  Act  providing  that  the  stipends  and  allowances 
heretofore  assigned  and  given  to  the  clergy  of  the  Church  of  England  and 
Scotland,  or  to  any  other  religious  bodies  or  denominations  of  Christians  in 
Canada,  and  to  which  the  faith  of  the  Crown  is  pledged,  shall  be  secured 
during  the  mtural  lives  or  incumbencies  of  the  parties  now  receiving  the 
sail i u  .  .  .  tubjcct  to  which  provision  the  Provincial  Parliament  should  be 
authorized  to  appropriate  as,  in  its  wisdom,  it  may  think  proper,  all  revenues 


1850-53}  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  435 

derived  from  the  present  investments,  or  from  those  to  be  made  hereafter* 
whether  from  the  proceeds  of  future  sales,  or  from  instalments  on  those  al- 
ready made. 

As  the  agitation  proceeded,  Bishop  Strachan  and  Dr.  Ryerson 
again  became  involved  in  it.  The  Bishop  took  the  lead,  and 
addressed  a  letter  to  Lord  John  Russell  on  the  subject.  Dr. 
Ryerson  at  once  joined  issue  with  the  Bishop,  and  prepared  the 
following  able  rejoinder  in  reply  to  the  Bishop's  letter.  He 
said : — 

The  statements  of  the  Lord  Bishop  of  Toronto,  in  his  letter 
to  Lord  John  Russell,  dated  Canada,  February  20th,  1851,  and 
in  his  Charge  delivered  to  the  clergy  of  the  Diocese  of  Toronto, 
in  May,  1851,  relate  to  the  same  subjects,  and  appear  to  be 
designed  for  perusal  in  England,  rather  than  in  Canada.  These 
statements,  as  a  whole,  are  the  most  extraordinary  that  I  ever 
read  from  the  pen  of  an  ecclesiastic,  much  less  from  the  pen  of 
a  Bishop  of  the  Church  of  England,  and  an  old  resident  and 
prominent  actor  in  the  affairs  of  the  country  of  which  he  speaks. 
These  statements  are  not  only  incorrect,  but  they  are,  for  the 
most  part,  the  reverse  of  the  real  facts  to  which  they  refer ; 
and  where  they  are  most  groundless,  they  are  the  most  positive. 
To  discuss  them  seriatim  would  occupy  a  volume.  1  will,  as 
briefly  as  possibly,  notice  the  most  important  of  them  under  the 
following  heads : — 

1.  The   circumstances    and   objects  of  the   original  Clergy 
Land  Reservation. 

2.  The  position  of  the  Church  of  England  in  Canada,  and  the 
professed  wishes  of  the  Lord  Bishop. 

3.  The  conduct  of  the  Imperial  and  Canadian  Governments 
towards  the  Church  of  England. 

4.  The  effect  of  the  union  of  the  two  Canadas  on  the  pro- 
ceedings and  votes  of  the  Legislative  Assembly  in  regard  to  the 
Church  of  England. 

5.  Public  grants  to  the  Church  of  Rome,  and  the  endowment 
of  that  Church  in  Lower  Canada.  . 

6.  The  Toronto  University  and  Public  Schools. 

I  am  to  notice  in  the  first  place  the  statements  of  the 
Lord  Bishop  respecting  the  circumstances  and  objects  of  the 
Clergy  Land  Reservation.  He  speaks  of  it  as  having  been  sug- 
gested by  the  circumstances  of  the  American  revolution,  and  as 
having  been  intended  as  the  special  reward  of  those  who  ad- 
hered to  the  Crown  of  England  during  that  seven  years'  contest. 

The  Bishop  says : — 

At  the  close  of  the  war,  in  1783,  which  gave  independence  to  the  United 
States,  till  then  colonies  of  the  British  Crown,  great  numbers  of  the  inhabi- 
tants, anxious  to  preserve  their  allegiance,  and,  in  as  far  as  they  were  able, 
the  unity  of  the  empire,  sought  refuge  in  the  western  part  of  Canada,  beyond 


436  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LII 

the  settlements  made  before  the  conquest  under  the  King  of  France.  These 
loyalists,  who  had  for  seven  years  perilled  their  lives  and  fortunes  in  defence 
of  the  throne,  the  law,  and  the  religion  of  England,  had  irresistible  claims 
when  driven  from  their  homes  into  a  strange  land  (yet  a  vast  forest),  to  the 
immediate  protection  of  government,  and  to  enjoy  the  same  benefits  which 
they  had  abandoned  from  their  laudable  attachment  to  the  parent  State. 

The  Bishop  subsequently  states  [See  Chapter  xxviii.,  page 
219]  that  the  object  of  the  Constitutional  Act  of  1791  was 

More  especially  to  confer  upon  the  loyalists  such  a  constitution  as  should 
be  as  near  a  transcript  as  practicable  of  that  of  England,  that  they  might 
have  no  reason  to  regret,  in  as  far  as  religion,  law,  and  liberty  were  con- 
cerned, the  great  sacrifices  which  they  had  made. 

Allusions  of  this  kind  pervade  a  considerable  part  of  the 
Bishop's  letter,  and  furnish  the  first  example,  within  my  know- 
ledge, of  any  writer  attempting  to  invest  the  dispute  between 
the  American  colonies  and  the  mother  country  with  a  religious 
character;  when  every  person  the  least  acquainted  with  the 
history  of  those  colonies,  and  of  that  contest,  knows  that  the 
,  question  of  religion  was  never  alluded  to  on  the  part  of  the 
}  colonists — that  General  Washington  and  other  principal  leaders 
•in  the  revolution  were  professed  Episcopalians — that  the  Church 
^of  England  did  not  exist  as  an  established  church  in  any  of 
'those  colonies,  unless  adopted  as  such  by  the  local  legislature, 
as  in  the  case  of  Virginia — and  that  in  the  northern  and  east- 
ern parts  of  those  colonies,-whence  the  first  emigration  to  Upper 
Canada  took  place  after  the  peace  of  1783,  the  Church  of  Eng- 
land never  did  exist  as  an  established  church.     Therefore,  for 
the  "  religion  of  England  "  in.that  sense,  those  "  loyalists"  never 
could  have  "  perilled  their  lives  and  fortunes ; "  nor  could  they 
have  been  influenced  by  any  predilections  for  an  establishment 
which  they  had  never  seen.     The  Bishop  says  truly  that : 

The  noble  stand  which  the  Province  made  against  the  United  States  in 
the  war  of  1812,  in  which  the  attachment  of  its  inhabitants  to  the  British 
empire  was  a  second  time  signally  displayed,  brought  the  country  into 
deserved  notice. 

But  nothing  can  be  more  fallacious  than  the  claims  he  would 
found  upon  this  fact,  any  more  than  those  of  the  American 
revolution  of  1776,  to  the  clergy  reserve  land.  For  the  Lord 
Bishop  himself,  when  Archdeacon  of  York,  in  a  printed  dis- 
course on  the  death  of  the  first  Bishop  of  Quebec,  represents 
the  benefits  of  the  establishment  as  "  little  -felt  or  known  "  in 
Upper  Canada,  and  states  that  down  to  the  close  of  the  Ameri- 
can War  of  1812 — namely,  in  1815 — there  were  but  five  clergy- 
men of  the  Church  of  England  in  that  vast  province.  And  a 
few  years  afterwards,  December  22nd,  1826,  the  Upper  Canada 
House  of  Assembly,  consisting  of  the  representatives  of  the 
Loyalists  and  their  sons,  who  had  twice  "signally  displayed 


1850-53]  THE  STCRY  OF  MY  LIFE.  437 

their  attachment  to  the  British  empire,"  adopted,  by  the  extra- 
ordinary majority  of  30  to  3,  the  following  remarkable  and 
significant  resolution : — 

Resolved,  that  the  Protestant  Episcopal  Church  in  the  Province  bears  a 
very  small  proportion  to  the  number  of  other  Christians,  notwithstanding 
the  pecuniary  aid  long  and  exclusively  received  from  the  benevolent  society 
in  England  by  the  members  of  that  Church,  and  their  pretensions  to  a 
monopoly  of  the  clergy  reserves. 

The  original  Loyalist  settlers  of  Upper  Canada,  and  their 
immediate  descendants,  must  be  held  to  have  understood  their 
own  feelings  and  sentiments  better  than  the  Lord  Bishop  :  and 
the  almost  unanimous  expression  of  such  sentiments,  through 
their  representatives  twenty-five  years  since,  together  with 
other  circumstances  to  which  I  have  referred,  show  how  greatly 
mistaken  is  his-  Lordship,  and  how  perfectly  baseless  are  his 
assumptions  and  frequent  allusions  and  appeals  in  reference  to 
the  hopes,  wishes  and  sentiments  of  the  original  settlers  of 
Upper  Canada  as  a  ground  of  claim  to  the  clergy  reserves  in 
behalf  of  the  Church  of  England. 

I  have  next  to  say  a  few  words  on  the  Bishop's  statement  as 
to  the  position  of  the  Church  of  England  in  Canada,  and  the 
professions  which  he  makes  in  respect  to  her  position.  He 
says,  "  Our  position  has,  for  some  time,  been  that  of  a  prostrate 
branch  of  the  National  Church ; " "  and  that  position  he,  in 
another  place,  calls  "  a  condition  of  inferiority  to  other  religious 
denominations;"  and  he  says,  "she  has  been  placed  below 
Protestant  dissenters,  and  privileges,  wrested  from  her,  have 
been  conferred  upon  them."  As  to  the  position  in  which  the 
Bishop  would  wish  the  Church  of  England  in  Canada  to  be 
placed,  he  says,  "  We  merely  claim  equality,  and  freedom  from 
oppression." 

These  expressions  are  deeply  to  be  regretted,  when  it  is 
perfectly  notorious  that  the  pre-eminence  and  peculiar  civil 
advantages  claimed  by  the  Bishop  for  the  Church  of  England, 
have  been  the  ground  of  all  the  disputes  which  have  agitated 
the  Legislature  and  people  of  Upper  Canada  for  more  than 
twenty-five  years ;  when  every  person  of  the  least  intelligence 
in  Canada  knows  that  the  Church  of  England,  besides  other 
large  educational  and  pecuniary  patronage  of  government, 
enjoyed  until  1840  an  exclusive  monopoly  of  the  clergy  lands 
which  the  Legislative  Assembly  of  Upper  Canada  long  con- 
tended, and  which  the  judges  of  England  have  decided,  extended 
by  law  to  Protestants  generally — that  the  Church  of  England 
enjoys  at  this  moment  the  greater  part  of  the  annual  proceeds 
of  the  sales  of  those  lands,  besides  rectory  endowments  of 
portions  of  them — that  every  political  and  religious  party  in 


438  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LII. 

Canada  awards  every  thing  to  the  Church  of  England  that  they 
ask  for  themselves — "  equality  and  freedom  from  oppression." 
During  the  present  session  of  the  Legislature,  Bills  have  passed 
the  Assembly  giving  the  Church  of  England  in  Lower  Canada 
all  the  facilities  of  holding  property  and  managing  her  affairs 
which  have  been  desired  by  the  Bishop  of  the  Diocese,  as  had 
been  granted  a  few  years  since  in  Upper  Canada ;  and  when  it 
was  objected  that  privileges  were  given  by  such  Bills  to  the 
Church  of  England  not  possessed  by  any  other  religious  per- 
suasion, it  was  replied  that  others  might  obtain  them  by  asking 
for  them,  and  the  Bills  in  question  were  passed  with  only  two 
dissentient  votes. 

I  repeat  the  expression  of  my  regret  that  the  Bishop  should 
draw  entirely  upon  his  imagination  for  such  statements,  and 
that  his  feelings  should  prompt  him  to  represent  objections  to 
his  own  particular  views  and  pretensions  as  oppression  and 
persecution  of  the  Church  of  England. 

The  next  class  of  the  Bishop's  statements  which  I  shall  notice, 
relate  to  the  conduct  of  the  Imperial  and  Canadian  Govern- 
ments towards  the  Church  of  England.  Throughout  his  volumi- 
nous documents  the  Bishop  represents  the  conduct  of  govern- 
ment, both  Imperial  and  Colonial,  as  hostile  to  the  Church  of 
England;  and  employs,  in  some  instances,  terms  personally 
offensive.  The  great  question  at  issue  is  thus  stated  by  the 
Bishop  himself  in  his  recent  charge  to  his  clergy : — 

In  1819,  the  law  officers  of  the  Crown  gave  it  as  their  opinion  that  the 
words  Protestant  clergy  embraced  also  the  ministers  of  the  Church  of 
Scotland,  not  as  entitling  them  to  endowment  in  land,  but  as  enabling  them 
to  participate  in  the  proceeds  of  the  reserves,  whether  sold  or  leased.  In 
1828,  a  select  committee  of  the  House  of  Commons  extended  the  construc- 
tion of  the  words  Protestant  clergy  to  the  teachers  of  all  Protestant  de- 
nominations ;  and  this  interpretation,  though  considered  very  extraordinary 
at  the  time,  was  confirmed  by  the  twelve  judges  in  1840. 

In  his  letter  to  Lord  John  Kussell,  the  Bishop  alludes  to  two 
of  these  decisions  in  terms  peculiarly  objectionable,  while  he 
omits  all  reference  to  the  latter.  He  says : — 

The  Established  Church  of  Scotland  claimed  a  share  of  those  lands,  or  the 
proceeds,  as  a  National  Church  within  the  Empire;  and  in  1819,  the  Crown 
lawyers  made  the  discovery  that  it  might  be  gratified,  under  the  37th  clause 
of  the  31st  of  George  III.,  chap.  31.  Next,  the  select  committee  of  the 
House  of  Commons,  in  1828,  on  the  Civil  Government  of  Canada,  influenced 
by  the  spurious  liberality  of  the  times,  extended  this  opinion  of  the  Crown 
lawyers  to  any  Protestant  clergy. 

The  Bishop  thus  impugns  the  impartiality  and  integrity  of 
the  opinions  expressed  by  the  law  officers  of  the  Crown  in  Eng- 
land, and  by  the  select  committee  of  the  House  of  Commons, 
sarcastically  calling  the  one  a  "discovery,"  and  ascribing  the 


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other  to  "spurious  liberality;"  while  he  declares  that  the  Act 
3  and  4  Victoria,  chapter  78  (which  only  carried  partially  into 
effect  the  decision  of  the  twelve  judges,  and  was,  as  he  states, 
agreed  to  by  the  Archbishop  of  Canterbury  and  the  other 
Bishops  in  London),  "deprived  the  Church  of  England  in  Canada 
of  seven-twelfths  of  her  property." 

In  other  documents  the  Bishop  has  designated  this  Act  "  an 
act  of  spoliation,"  and  "  robbery  "  of  the  Church  of  England. 

When  the  Bishop  employs  language  of  this  kind  in  respect 
to  Acts  of  Parliament  and  the  official  opinions  in  regard  to 
their  provisions,  he  cannot  reasonably  complain  if  other  parties 
should  respect  them  as  little  as  himself,  much  less  regard  them 
as  a  "  final  settlement "  of  a  question  to  which  they  have  not 
been  parties,  and  against  which  they  have  always  protested. 
Under  any  circumstances,  it  is  singular  language  to  be  employed 
by  a  person  towards  a  government  by  whose  fostering  patronage 
he  has  become  enriched.  The  fact  is,  that  the  successive  Gover- 
nors of  Upper  Canada  have  been  members  of  the  Church  of 
England ;  that  the  principal  cause  of  their  unpopularity,  and 
the  most  serious  difficulties  which  both  the  Imperial  and  local 
governments  have  had  to  encounter  in  the  colony,  have  arisen 
from  their  efforts  to  secure  as  much  for  the  Church  of  England, 
in  the  face  of  the  popular  indignation  and  opposition,  so  much 
inflamed  and  strengthened  by  the  irritating  publications  and 
extreme  proceedings  of  the  Bishop  himself.  It  is  understood 
that  the  report  of  the  committee  of  the  House  of  Commons  on 
the  civil  government  of  Canada,  in  1828,  was  written  by  Lord 
Stanley.  However  that  may  be,  the  sentiments  of  that  report 
on  the  clergy  reserve  question  were  strongly  expressed  by  his 
Lordship  in  his  speech  on  the  subject,  2nd  May,  1828  ;  and  he 
and  the  other  distinguished  men  who  investigated  the  subject 
at  that  time,  know  whether  they  were  "  influenced  by  a  spurious 
liberality  "  in  the  conclusion  at  which  they  arrived,  or  whether 
they  were  guided  by  a  sense  of  justice,  and  yielded  to  the  weight 
of  testimony.  At  all  events,  the  grave  decision  of  the  twelve 
judges  of  England  to  the  same  effect  ought  to  have  suggested 
to  the  Bishop  other  terms  than  those  of  "  spurious  liberality," 
"spoliation,"  and  "robbery,"  and  to  have  protected  not  only 
the  "  powers  that  be,"  but  the  great  majority  of  the  Canadian 
people,  from  the  sh'afts  of  his  harsh  imputations. 

Here  I  think  it  proper  to  correct  the  Bishop's  repeated  refer- 
erences  to  the  origin  and  circumstances  of  the  differences  of 
opinion  in  Upper  Canada,  as  to  the  import  of  the  words  "  Pro- 
testant clergy,"  and  the  "right  of  dissenting  denominations" 
to  participate  in  the  benefit  of  the  clergy  reserves.  He  repre- 
sents those  differences  as  having  originated  with  the  clergy  of 


440  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LII. 

the  Kirk  of  Scotland,  and  that  the  idea  that  any  other  than  the 
clergy  of  the  Church  of  England  had  a  right  to  participate  in 
the  benefit  of  the  reserves  was  never  entertained  in  Upper 
Canada  until  the  friends  of  the  Kirk  of  Scotland  commenced 
the  agitation  of  the  question. 

So  far  from  this  representation  being  correct,  it  appears  that 
the  first  submission  of  the  question  to  the  law  officeis  of  the 
Crown  in  England  took  place  at  the  request  of  Sir  P.  Maitland, 
in  reference,  not  to  the  clergy  of  the  Kirk  of  Scotland,  but  to 
"all  denominations"  of  Protestants — a  question  on  which  Sir 
P.  Maitland,  then  Lieutenant-Governor  of  Upper  Canada,  states 
in  a  despatch  to  Earl  Bathurst,  dated  17th  May,  1819,  that  there 
was  not  only  a  "  difference  of  opinion  "  on  the  subject,  but  "  a 
lively  feeling  throughout  the  Province."  It  appears  that  certain 
"  Presbyterian  inhabitants  of  the  town  of  Niagara  and  its  vicin- 
ity" (not  at  that  time  in  connexion  with  the  Church  of  Scot- 
land), petitioned  Sir  P.  Maitland  for  "an  annual  allowance  of 
,£100  to  assist  in  the  support  of  a  preacher,"  to  be  paid  "  out  of 
funds  arising  from  the  clergy  reserves,  or  any  other  fund  at 
His  Excellency's  disposal."  In  transmitting  a  copy  of  this 
petition  to  Earl  Bathurst,  Sir  P.  Maitland  ("York,  Upper 
Canada,  17th  May,  1819,")  remarks  as  follows : — 

The  actual  product  of  the  clergy  reserves  is  about  ^£700  per  annum. 
This  petition  involves  a  question  on  which  I  perceive  there  is  a  difference  of 
opinion,  viz.,  whether  the  Act  intends  to  extend  the  benefit  of  the  reserves, 
for  the  maintenance  of  a  Protestant  clergy,  to  all  denominations,  or  only 
to  those  of  the  Church  of  England.  The  law  officers  incline  to  the  latter 
opinion.  I  beg  leave  to  observe  to  your  Lordship,  with  much  respect,  that 
your  reply  to  this  petition  will  decide  a  question  of  much  interest,  and  on 
which  there  is  a  lively  feeling  throughout  the  Province.  [See  page  221.] 

Earl  Bathurst's  reply  to  this  despatch  is  dated  "  Downing 
Street,  Gth  May,  1820,  and  commences  as  follows: — 

Having  reqxiested  the  opinion  of  His  Majesty's  law  officers  as  to  the  right  of 
dissenting  Protestant  ministers,  resident  in  Canada,  to  partake  of  the  lands 
directed  by  the  Act  of  the  31st  George  III.,  c.  31,  to  be  reserved  as  a  provision 
for  the  suppprt  of  a  Protestant  clergy,  I  have  now  to  state  that  they  are  of 
opinion  that  though  the  provisions  made  by  the  81st  George  III.,  c.  31, 
as.  30  and  42,  for  the  support  and  maintenance  of  a  Protestant  clergy,  are 
not  confined  solely  to  the  Church  of  England,  but  may  be  extended  also  to 
the  clergy  of  the  Church  of  Scotland,  yet  that  they  do  not  extend  to  dis- 
e  'nting  ministers,  since  the  terms  Protestant  clergy  can  apply  only  to  the 
Protestant  clergy  recognized  and  established  by  law. 

It  is  thus  clear  that  the  question  of  the  right  of  different 
Protestant  denominations  to  participate  in  the  benefit  of  the 
clergy  reserves  did  not  originate  in  any  claims  or  agitation 
commenced  by  the  clergy  of  the  Church  of  Scotland ;  that  as 
early  as  the  beginning  of  1819,  (only  four  years  after  the  close 
of  the  last  American  War,  during  which,  as  the  Bishop  truly 


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says,  "  the  attachment  of  the  inhabitants  to  the  British  empire 
was  a  second  time  signally  displayed,")  there  was  "a  lively 
feeling  throughout  the  Province "  on  the  subject.  The  first 
Loyalist  settlers,  and  their  immediate  descendants,  were  opposed 
to  the  Bishop's  narrow  construction  of  the  Act  31st  George  III., 
chapter  31  ;  their  representatives  in  the  Legislative  Assembly 
maintained  invariably  the  liberal  construction  of  the  Act ;  the 
select  committee  of  the  House  of  Commons  in  1828,  on  the 
Civil  Government  of  Canada,  after  taking  evidence  as  to  the 
intentions  of  the  original  framers  of  the  law,  expressed  the  same 
opinion,  and  that  opinion  was  ultimately  confirmed  by  the  de- 
cision of  the  twelve  judges  in  1840.  The  Bishop  is,  therefore, 
as  much  at  fault  in  his  facts  on  this  point,  as  he  is  in  the  lan- 
guage he  employs  in  reference  to  Imperial  legal  opinions,  and 
an  Imperial  Act  of  Parliament. 

It  now  becomes  my  duty  to  examine  another  large  class  of 
statements,  which  I  have  read  with  great  surprise  and  pain ;  and 
which  are,  if  possible,  less  excusable  than  those  which  I  have 
already  noticed.  I  refer  to  the  Bishop's  statements  in  regard 
to  the  influence  of  the  union  of  the  two  Canadas  on  the  votes 
and  proceedings  of  the  Legislative  Assemby  of  the  united  Pro- 
vince, on  the  question  of  the  clergy  reserves. 

The  Bishop,  in  his  letter  to  Lord  John  Russell  (referring  to 
the  Address  of  the  Legislative  Assembly,  at  the  session  of  1850, 
to  the  Queen),  states  as  follows : — 

Before  the  union  of  Upper  and  Lower  Canada,  such  an  unjust  proceeding 
could  not  have  taken  place,  for,  while  separate,  the  Church  of  England  pre- 
vailed in  Upper  Canada,  and  had  frequently  a  commanding  weight  in  the 
Legislature,  and  at  all  times  an  influence  sufficient  to  protect  her  from 
injustice.  But  since  their  union  under  one  Legislature,  each  sending  an 
equal  number  of  members,  matters  are  sadly  altered. 

It  is  found,  as  was  anticipated,  that  the  members  returned  by  dissenters 
uniformly  join  the  French  Roman  Catholics,  and  thus  throw  the  members 
of  the  Church  of  England  into  a  hopeless  minority  on  all  questions  in  which 
the  National  Church  is  interested. 

The  Church  of  England  has  not  only  been  prostrated  by  the  union  under 
that  of  Rome,  and  the  whole  of  her  property  made  dependent  on  Roman 
Catholic  votes,  but  she  has  been  placed  below  Protestant  dissenters,  and 
privileges  wrested  from  her  which  have  been  conferred  upon  them. 

In  his  recent  charge  to  the  clergy  of  his  Diocese,  the  Bishop 
remarks  again : — 

So  long  as  this  diocese  remained  a  distinct  colony,  no  measure  detrimental 
to  the  Church  ever  took  effect.  Even  under  the  management  and  prevailing 
influence  of  that  able  and  unscrupulous  politican,  the  late  Lord  Sydenham, 
a  Bill  disposing  of  the  clergy  reserves,  was  carried  by  one  vote  only — a  result 
which  sufficiently  proved  that  it  was  not  the  general  wish  of  the  people  of 
the  colony  to  legislate  upon  the  subject. 

I  shall  first  notice  that  part  of  the  Bishop's  statement  which 


442  TIIE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LII. 

relates  to  Upper  Canada,  before  the  union  with  Lower  Canada. 
The  Bishop  asserts  it  not  to  have  been  "  the  general  wish  of  the 
people  of  the  colony  to  legislate  upon  the  subject "  of  the  clergy 
reserves;  that  the  Church  of  England  prevailed,  and  had  sufficient 
influence  to  maintain  what  he  regards  as  her  just  rights.  The 
Bishop  has  resided  in  Upper  Canada  nearly  half  a  century,  and 
such  a  statement  from  him,  in  direct  contradiction  to  the  whole 
political  history  of  the  Province  during  more  than  half  that 
period,  is  difficult  of  solution,  though  perfectly  easy  of  refuta- 
tion. I  have  already  transcribed  one  of  a  series  of  resolutions, 
adopted  by  the  Legislative  Assembly  as  early  as  December, 
1826,  by  a  majority  of  30  to  3,  objecting  entirely  to  the  exclu- 
sive pretensions  made  in  behalf  of  the  Church  of  England.  But 
I  find  that  nearly  a  year  before  this,  namely,  the  27th  of  the 
January  preceding,  the  House  of  Assembly  of  Upper  Canada 
adopted  an  Address  to  the  King  on  the  subject,  in  which  it  is 
stated,  respectfully,  but  strongly, — 

That  the  lands  set  apart  in  this  Province  for  the  maintenance  and  support 
of  a  Protestant  clergy  ought  not  to  be  enjoyed  by  any  one  denomination  of 
Protestants  to  the  exclusion  of  their  Christian  brethren  of  other  denomina- 
tions, equally  conscientious  in  their  respective  modes  of  worshipping  God, 
and  equally  entitled,  as  dutiful  and  loyal  subjects,  to  the  protection  of  Your 
Majesty's  benign  and  liberal  Government ;  we,  therefore,  humbly  hope  it 
will,  in  Your  Majesty's  wisdom,  be  deemed  expedient  and  just,  that  not  only 
the  present  reserves,  but  that  any  funds  arising  from  the  sales  thereof,  should 
be  devoted  to  the  advancement  of  the  Christian  religion  generally,  and  the 
happiness  of  all  Your  Majesty's  subjects  of  whatever  denomination  ;  or  if 
Buch  application  or  distribution  should  be  deemed  inexpedient,  that  the 
profits  arising  from  such  appropriation  should  be  applied  to  the  purposes  of 
education  and  the  general  improvement  of  this  Province^  • 

The  following  year  (January,  1827),  the  House  of  Assembly 
passed  a  Bill  (the  minority  being  only  three),  providing  for  the 
sale  and  application  of  the  whole  of  the  proceeds  of  the  reserves 
for  purposes  of  education,  and  erection  of  places  of  public  wor- 
ship for  all  denominations  of  Christians.  And,  on  examining 
the  journals,  I  find  that  from  that  time  down  to  the  union  of 
the  Canadas  in  1841,  not  a  year  passed  over  without  the  pass- 
ing of  resolutions,  or  address,  or  bill,  by  the  House  of  Assembly 
of  Upper  Canada,  for  the  general  application  of  the  proceeds  of 
the  reserves,  in  some  form  or  other,  but  always,  without  excep- 
tion, against  what  the  Bishop  claims  as  the  rights  of  the  Church 
of  England  in  respect  to  those  lands. 

It  is  difficult  to  conceive  a  more  complete  refutation  than 
these  facts  furnish  of  the  Bishop's  statement,  that  the  Church 
of  England  prevailed  in  Upper  Canada,  and  had  a  commanding 
weight  in  the  Legislature;  nor  could  a  stronger  proof  be  required 
of  "  the  general  wish  of  the  people  of  the  colony  to  legislate 
upon  the  subject,"  than  such  a  course  of  procedure  on  the  part 


1850-53]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  443 

of  their  representatives  for  so  many  years  during  successive 
Parliaments,  and  amidst  all  the  variations  of  party  and  party 
politics  on  all  other  questions. 

It  is  also  incorrect  to  say  that  the  Bill  of  Lord  Sydenham  in 
1840  "  was  carried  by  a  majority  of  one  vote  only."  A  Bill  did 
pass  the  Assembly  of  Upper  Canada  the  year  before,  by  "a 
majority  of  one  vote  only;"  but  that  was  a  Bill  to  re-invest 
the  reserves  in  the  Imperial  Parliament  for  "  general  religious 
purposes," — a  Bill  passed  a  few  hours  before  the  close  of  the 
session,  during  which  no  less  than  forty-eight  divisions,  with 
the  record  of  yeas  and  nays,  took  place  in  the  Assembly  on  the 
question  of  the  clergy  reserves ;  and  after  the  Assembly  had 
passed,  by  considerable  majorities,  both  resolutions  and  a  Bill  to 
give  the  Church  of  England  one-fourth  of  the  proceeds  of  the 
clergy  reserves,  and  the  other  three-fourths  to  other  religious 
denominations  and  to  educational  purposes — a  Bill  which,  with 
some  verbal  amendments,  also  passed  the  Legislative  Council, 
and  against  which  the  Bishop,  joined  by  one  other  member, 
recorded  an  elaborate  protest.  But  just  at  the  heel  of  the 
session,  and  after  several  members  of  the  Assembly  voting  in 
the  majority  had  gone  to  their  homes,  a  measure  (which  had 
been  previously  negatived  again  and  again)  was  passed  by  a 
"majority  of  one  vote  only  "  (22  to  21),  to  re-invest  the  reserves 
— a  measure  which  the  law  officers  in  England  pronounced 
"unconstitutional,"  as  the  manner  of  getting  it  through  the 
Canadian  Legislature  was  unprecedented.  [See  page  249.] 

But  the  measure  of  Lord  Sydenham  was  carried  in  the  As- 
sembly by  a  majority  of  4,  and  in  the  Legislative  Council  (of 
which  the  Bishop  was  a  member  and  voted  against  the  bill)  by 
a  majority  of  8.  A  considerable  majority  of  the  members  of 
the  Church  of  England  of  both  Houses  of  the  Legislature  voted 
for  the  bill,  and  were  afterwards  charged  by  the  Bishop  with 
"defection,"  and  "treachery"  for  doing  so.  [See  page  262.]  On 
this  point  Lord  Sydenham,  in  a  despatch  to  Lord  John  Russell, 
dated  Toronto,  5th  February,  1840,  stated  as  follows : — 

It  is  notorious  to  every  one  here,  that  of  twenty-two  members  being  com- 
municants of  the  Church  of  England  who  voted  upon  this  Bill,  only  eight 
recorded  their  opinion  in  favour  of  the  views  expressed  by  the  right  reverend 
Prelate  ;. whilst  in  the  Legislative  Council  the  majority  was  still  greater  ;  and 
amongst  those  who  gave  it  their  warmest  support  are  to  be  found  many  gen- 
tlemen of  the  highest  character  for  independence  and  for  attachment  to  the 
Church,  and  whose  views  in  general  politics  differ  from  those  of  Her  Majesty's 
Government. 

After  this  epitome  of  references  to  the  proceedings  of  the 
people  of  Upper  Canada,  through  their  representatives,  from 
1825  to  1840,  on  what  the  Bishop  terms  the  "rights"  and 
"  patrimony  "  of  the  Church  of  England,  it  is  needless  to  make 


444  THE  STOBY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LII 

more  than  one  or  two  remarks  on  his  statements  as  to  the  influ- 
ence of  the  union  of  the  Canadas  on  the  proceedings  and  votes 
of  the  Legislative  Assembly  upon  the  subject.  My  first  remark 
is,  that  the  question  of  the  clergy  reserves  has  not  been  intro- 
duced into  the  present  Legislative  Assembly  by  any  member,  or 
at  the  solicitation  of  any  member,  from  Lower  Canada.  I 
remark,  secondly,  that  though  there  is  not  a  Roman  Catholic 
among  the  forty-two  members  elected  for  Upper  Canada ;  yet 
when  a  resolution  was  introduced  into  the  Assembly,  both  at 
the  last  and  during  the  present  session,  expressing  a  desire  to 
maintain  the  present  settlement  of  the  clergy  reserves,  as  pro- 
vided in  the  Act,  3  &  4  Vic.,  chap.  78,  only  sixteen  in  the 
first  instance,  and  thirteen  in  the  second,  voted  for  it — only 
about  one-third  of  the  members  for  Upper  Canada.  Should, 
therefore,  the  union  of  the  Canadas  be  dissolved  to-morrow,  the 
Bishop  would  be  in  as  hopeless  a  minority  as  he  was  before  the 
union.  The  following  remarks  of  a  recent  speech  of  Mr.  Laf on- 
taine  (the  leader  of  the  Roman  Catholic  French  members  of  the 
Assembly)  will  show  how  entirely  groundless  are  the  Bishop's 
imputations  upon  that  portion  of  the  Assembly. 

He  thought  the  clergy  reserves  should  be  fairly  divided  among  the  Pro- 
testant denominations,  and  that  they  should  be  altogether  taken  out  of  the 
hands  of  the  Government,  as  the  only  way  to  take  them  out  of  the  reach  of 
agitation.  He  thought  the  rectories  were  vested  rights,  and  should  not  be 
disturbed,  unless  by  due  process  of  law,  if,  as  was  pretended,  they  were  im- 
properly obtained.  It'  there  were  any  claims  in  the  Act  of  1791  which 
seemed  to  connect  the  Church  of  England  to  the  State,  though  he  did  not 
think  they  did,  they  might  be  repealed,  and  the  Bishop  of  Toronto  seemed 
to  be  of  opinion  that  that  might  be  done.  Let  the  appointment  of  the  in- 
cumbents to  the  rectories,  too,  be  taken  from  the  Government,  if  it  were 
thought  proper,  and  given  to  the  Church  for  other  uses.  He  merely  suggested 
that  without  wishing  to  impose  it.  He  would  conclude  with  one  reflection  : 
Let  his  Protestant  fellow-countrymen  remember  they  would  never  find  oppo- 
sition to  their  just  rights  from  Roman  Catholics  and  French  Canadians.  The 
latter  had  repeatedly  passed  Acts  in  Lower  Canada  to  give  equal  rights  to 
those  who  were  called  dissenters,  and  Jews,  which  were  rejected  by  members 
of  the  Church  of  England  in  the  Council,  and  it  was  worthy  of  remark  that, 
at  a  moment  when  in  England  a  pretended  aggression  had  given  occasion  for 
persecution,  the  Church  of  England  here  had  to  rely  upon  Catholics  to  protect 
it  against  the  aggression  of  other  Protestant  sects. 

I  shall  now  make  a  few  observations  on  the  Bishop's  state- 
ments respecting  government  grants  to  the  Church  of  Rome, 
and  the  endowments  of  that  Church  in  Lower  Canada.  The 
Bishop,  framing  his  statements  with  a  view  to  the  Protes- 
tant feeling  of  England,  inveighs  in  general  terms  against  the 
Government  on  account  of  its  alleged  patronage  of  the  Church 
of  Rome ;  makes  exaggerated  statements  on  one  side,  and  omits 
all  references  to  facts  on  the  other  side  which  would  enable 
the  Protestants  of  England,  to  whom  he  appeals,  to  understand 


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the  part  which  he  has  himself  taken  in  favour  of  grants  to  the 
Church  of  Rome,  the  manner  in  which  those  grants  are  paid  at 
the  present  time,  and  the  alliance  which  he  has  Jong  endeavoured, 
and  would  still  wish  to  form  with  that  Church  in  respect  to 
endowments.  The  Bishop  says : — 

In  Upper  Canada,  the  Roman  Catholic  clergy  do  not,  at  precent,  exceed 
seventy  in  number,  and  the  provision  for  their  support  is  very  slender.  It 
depends  chiefly  on  their  customary  dues,  and  the  contributions  of  their  re- 
spective flocks  ;  unless,  indeed,  they  receive  assistance  from  the  French  por- 
tion of  the  Province,  where  the  resources  of  the  Romish  Church  are  abundant 

Now,  while  the  Bishop  presents  an  overdrawn  and  startling 
picture  of  the  emoluments  of  the  Church  of  Rome  in  Lower 
Canada,  he  omits  all  statements  of  public  grants  and  payments 
to  the  clergy  of  that  church  in  Upper  Canada.  The  Bishop 
must  know,  that  in  addition  to  their  "  customary  dues,  and  the 
voluntary  contributions  of  their  flocks,"  the  clergy  of  the 
Church  of  Rome  receive  £1,C66  per  annum,  and  that  that  sum 
is  paid  out  of  the  clergy  reserve  fund  under  the  provisions  of 
the  very  Act,  3  &  4  Vic.,  chap.  78,  for  the  perpetuation  of  which 
he  contends.  The  first  instructions  to  support  the  Roman 
Catholic  clergy  in  Upper  Canada  out  of  public  funds,  were 
given  by  Earl  Bathurst,  in  a  despatch  to  Sir  P.  Maitland,  dated 
6th  October,  1826,  and  which  commenced  in  the  following 
words : — 

You  will  receive  instructions  from  the  Treasury  for  the  payment,  from 
funds  to  be  derived  from  the  Canada  Company,  of  the  sum  of  ,£750  per  annum, 
for  the  salaries  of  the  Presbyterian  ministers,  and  a  similar  sum  tor  the  sup- 
port of  the  Roman  Catholic  priests. 

But  what  is  remarkable  is,  that  this  very  policy  of  granting 
aid  to  the  Roman  Catholic  priests  in  Upper  Canada,  for  which 
Government  has  been  so  much  blamed  by  the  Bishop's  friends 
in  England,  was  urged  by,  if  it  did  not  originate  with,  the 
Bishop  himself.  For,  in  a  speech  delivered  by  the  Bishop  in  the 
Legislative  Council  of  Upper  Canada,  6th  March,  1828,  and 
afterwards  published  by  himself,  I  find  his  own  statement  of 
his  proceedings  in  this  matter,  as  follows  : — 

It  has  always  been  my  wish  to  see  a  reasonable  support  given  to  the  clergy 
of  the  Church  of  Scotland,  because  they  belong  to  a  Church  which  is  estab- 
lished in  one  section  of  the  empire  ;  and  to  the  Roman  Catholic  Church  be- 
cause it  may  be  considered  as  a  concurrent  church  with  the  establishment  in 
the  sister  Province  ;  and  to  this  end  I  have,  at  all  times,  advised  the  leading 
men  of  both  those  churches  to  make  respectful  representations  to  His  Majesty's 
Government  for  assistance,  leaving  it  to  Ministers  to  discover  the  source  from 
which  such  aid  might  be  taken.— His  Excellency,  the  Lieuteriant-Governor 
of  this  Province  (Sir  P.  Maitland),  having  represented  in  the  strongest  manner 
to  His  Majesty's  Government  the  propriety  of  making  some  provision  for 
the  clergy 'in  communion  with  the  kirk,  and  also  of  the  Roman  Catholic 
clergy  resident  in  Upper  Canada,  a  reference  was  made  to  me  on  that  subject, 


4IG  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LII. 

while  in  London,  in  June,  1820.  On  this  occasion  I  enforced,  as  well  as  I 
could,  the  recommendations  made  by  His  Excellency,  in  respect  to  both 
churches. 

Thus  four  months  before  Earl  Bathurst  sent  out  instructions 
to  give  salaries  to  Roman  Catholic  priests  in  Upper  Canada,  the 
Bishop  states  that  he  urged  it  upon  the  favourable  consideration 
of  His  Lordship.  The  Bishop  then  significantly  adds : — 

I  did  flatter  myself  that  they  would  have  been  satisfied,  as  indeed  they 
ought  to  have  been,  and  that  henceforth  the  clergy  of  the  two  denominations, 
the  Roman  Catholic  and  Presbyterian,  while  discharging  their  own  religious 
duties,  would  cordially  co-operate  with  those  of  the  establishment  in  pro- 
moting the  general  peace  and  welfare  of  society.  It  is  gratifying  to  me  to 
state  that,  as  far  as  I  know,  the  Roman  Catholic  clergy,  during  this  contest, 
have  observed  a  strict  neutrality. 

However  ingenious  it  may  be,  I  cannot  regard  it  as  ingenuous 
that  the  Bishop  should  promote  the  endowment  of  the  Roman 
Catholic  clergy  in  this  country  in  order  to  secure  their  political 
alliance  and  support  against  other  Protestant  denominations, 
and  then  appeal  to  Protestants  in  England  against  the  Govern- 
ment and  Legislature  in  Canada,  because  of  the  countenance 
given  to  the  Church  of  Rome.  It  is  hardly  fair  for  the  Bishop 
to  act  one  part  in  Canada  and  another  in  England ;  and  it  is 
fallacious  and  wrong  to  represent  the  votes  of  Roman  Catholics 
as  exerting  any  influence  whatever  on  the  state  of  the  question 
in  Upper  Canada — as  of  the  twenty-five  Roman  Catholics  who 
voted  on  the  question  last  year,  twelve  voted  on  one  side  and 
thirteen  on  the  other ;  and  they  are  known  to  hold  the  opinion 
declared  by  their  leader,  Mr.  Lafontaine,  that  the  proceeds  of 
the  clergy  reserves  belong  to  the  Protestants  of  the  country  in 
contradistinction  to  Roman  Catholics. 

The  Bishop's  statements  in  regard  to  the  endowments  of  the 
Roman  Catholic  Church  in  Lower  Canada  are  most  extravagant. 
They  cannot  affect,  in  the  least,  the  merits  of  the  question  which 
has  so  long  agitated  Upper  Canada;  and  they  appear  to  be 
introduced  merely  for  effect  in  England,  where  the  social  state 
and  position  of  parties  in  Canada  are  little  known  or  understood. 
It  is  needless  to  examine  the  Bishop's  statements  on  this  subject 
in  detail ;  but  I  will  make  two  or  three  remarks,  to  show  the 
fallacy  of  both  his  assertions  and  his  reasoning.  He  gives  no 
data  whatever  for  his  perfectly  gratuitous  and  improbable 
assumption  of  four  hundred  parish  priests  in  Lower  Canada  at 
a  salary  of  £250  each,  exclusive  of  those  employed  in  colleges, 
monasteries,  and  religious  houses,  making,  he  says, 

The  revenue  of  the  Roman  Catholic  Church  in  Lower  Canada,  £  100,000 
per  annum,  a  sum  which  represents  a  money  capital  of  at  least  £2,000,000  ! 

This  imaginary  estimate  of  the  Bishop  is  simply  absurd,  and 
supposes  in  Lower  Canada  ten-fold  the  wealth  that  really  exists. 


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The  Bishop  also  gives  a  return  of  the  seignorial  lands  of 
several  religious  orders  of  the  Roman  Catholic  Church  in  Lower 
Canada,  then  invests  those  lands  with  a  fictitious  value,  and 
sets  them  down  as  representing  "a  capital  of  £700,000!" 
whereas  the  rights  to  these  lands  are  simply  seignorial,  and  the 
annual  revenue  arising  from  them  does  not  amount  to  three- 
pence per  acre.  The  Jesuits'  estates,  891,845  acres — by  far  the 
largest  item  in  the  Bishop's  paper — are  in  the  hands  of  the 
Government,  and  not  of  the  Roman  Catholic  Church  at  all. 

The  fallacy  of  the  Bishop's  reasoning  on  this  point  will 
appear  from  the  facts,  that  the  British  Crown  has  never  made 
a  grant  or  endowment  to  the  Roman  Catholic  Church  in  Lower 
Canada,  or  to  any  religious  order  of  that  Church ;  that  what- 
ever lands  or  endowments  that  Church  or  its  religious  com- 
munities may  possess,  were  obtained  either  from  the  Crown  of 
France,  and  therefore  secured  by  treaty,  or  by  the  legacies 
of  individuals,  or  by  purchase.  The  island  of  Montreal  was 
obtained  by  purchase ;  the  rights  are  merely  seignorial,  or 
feudal,  and  yield  to  the  seigneurs  £8,000  per  annum. 

There  is,  therefore,  no  analogy  whatever  between  endow- 
ments thus  obtained  and  held,  and  lands  appropriated  by  the 
Crown  for  certain  general  objects,  which  have  been  vested  in 
the  hands  of  no  religious  community,  and  over  which  Parlia- 
ment has  expressly  reserved  the  power  of  discretionary  legis- 
lation. 

I  shall  now  offer  a  few  remarks  on  the  Bishop's  statements 
respecting  the  Toronto  University  and  system  of  public  schools 
in  Upper  Canada.  As  these  are  questions  which  have  been  set 
at  rest  by  local  legislation,  by  and  with  the  sanction  of  the 
Imperial  Government,  I  need  only  refer  to  the  Bishop's  state- 
ments so  far  as  to  remove  the  erroneous  impressions  and  unjust 
prejudices  which  they  are  calculated  to  produce. 

In  reference  to  the  Bishop's  statements,  that  "  graduates  in 
holy  orders  are  declared  ineligible  as  members  of  the  Senate,""! 
remark  that  such  graduates  are  and  have  been  members  of 
the  Senate  from  the  commencement.  And  when  the  Bishop 
pronounces  the  University  "essentially  unchristian,"  he  must 
have  known  that  not  only  a  Parliamentary  law,  but  a  Univer- 
sity statute,  exists  for  the  religious  instruction  and  worship  of 
all  the  students  of  the  University ;  whereas,  when  the  Bishop 
had  the  management  of  it,  no  provision  whatever  existed  for 
the  religious  instruction  and  worship  of  any  of  the  students 
except  members  of  the  Church  of  England.  The  statement, 
therefore,  of  the  Bishop,  that — 

There  is  at  present  no  Seminary  in  Upper  Canada  in  which  the  children 
of  conscientious  churchmen  can  receive  a  Christian  and  liberal  education, 


443  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LII. 

is  contradicted  by  the  fact  that  the  children  of  many  churchmen, 
as  "  conscientious  "  as  the  Bishop  himself,  are  receiving  such  an 
education  at  a  "  Seminary  in  Upper  Canada." 

The  lands  out  of  which  the  University  has  been  endowed 
were  early  set  apart  by  the  Crown,  not  on  the  application  or 
recommendation  of  any  authority  or  dignitary  of  the  Church 
of  England,  but  on  the  application  of  the  Legislative  Assembly 
of  Upper  Canada;  and  the  cause  of  all  the  agitation  on  the 
subject  is,  that  the  Bishop,  unknown  to  the  Canadian  people, 
and  by  representations  which  they,  through  their  representa- 
tives, declared  to  be  incorrect  and  unfounded,  obtained  a  Uni- 
versity Charter  in  England,  and  the  application  of  those  lands 
as  an  endowment,  which  the  Legislative  Assembly  never  would 
recognize.  And  now  that  that  Assembly  has  at  length  got 
these  lands  restored  to  the  objects  for  which  they  were  origin- 
ally appropriated,  but  from  which  they  had  for  a  time  been 
alienated,  the  Bishop  seeks,  by  the  most  unfounded  imputations 
and  representations,  to  do  all  in  his  power  to  damage  a  Semin- 
ary which  he  ought  to  be  the  first  to  countenance  and  support. 

In  his  recent  charge  to  his  clergy,  the  Bishop  has  sought  to 
damage  the  public  elementary  schools ;  and  here  his  statements 
are  equally  at  fault  with  those  noticed  in  regard  to  the  Univer- 
sity. The  Bishop  says,  "Christianity  is  not  so  much  as  acknow- 
ledged by  our  School  law."  This  statement  is  contradicted  by 
the  14th  section  of  the  School  Act,  and  the  general  regulations 
which  are  made  under  its  authority,  headed,  "  Constitution  and 
government  of  schools  in  respect  to  religious  instruction,"  and 
which  commence  with  the  following  words : — 

As  Christianity  is  the  basis  of  our  whole  system  of  elementary  education, 
that  principle  should  pervade  it  throughout. 

The  Bishop  says  again : — 

To  take  away  the  power  of  parents  to  judge  and  direct  the  education  oi 
their  children,  which  is  their  natural  privilege  from  Godj  as  our  schools 
virtually  do,  will  never  be  allowed  in  Great  Britain. 

The  Bishop  makes  this  statement  in  the  face  of  the  express 
provision  of  the  14th  section  of  the  School  Act,  which  declares 
that  "  pupils  shall  be  allowed  to  receive  such  religious  instruc- 
tion as  their  parents  or  guardians  shall  desire." 

The  Bishop  furthermore  states  that  "  the  Bible  appears  not 
among  our  school  books,"  and  says  also  that  the  "  system  is  not 
based  on  a  recognition  of  the  Scriptures."  It  would  be  strange 
if  the  Bishop  were  ignorant  that  in  a  lengthened  correspond- 
ence, printed  by  order  of  the  Legislative  Assembly,  the  Chief 
Superintendent  of  Schools  objected  to  any  law  or  system  which 
would  exclude  the  Bible  from  the  schools, — that  the  Govern- 


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ment  sanctioned  his  views, — that  his  annual  reports  show  that 
the  Bible  is  used  in  the  great  majority  of  the  schools  in  Upper 
Canada.  By  the  returns  of  last  year,  the  Bible  was  used  in 
2,067  of  the  3,059  schools  reported — being  an  increase  of  231 
schools  over  those  of  the  preceding  year  in  which  the  Bible  was 
used. 

The  Bishop  likewise  says: — 

A  belief  of  Christianity  is  not  included  among  the  qualifications  of  school- 
masters ;  and  I  am  credibly  informed  that  there  have  been  instances  of 
candidates  for  schools  disavowing  all  religious  belief. 

There  is  no  law  to  prevent  the  vilest  persons  from  being 
"candidates"  for  any  office,  even  that  of  holy  orders ;  but  "can- 
didates for  schools,"  and  "school-masters,"  with  legal  certificates 
of  qualification,  are  two  very  different  things.  According  to 
the  school  law,  no  person  can  be  a  legally  qualified  teacher,  or 
receive  any  portion  of  the  school  fund,  without  appearing  before 
a  County  Board  of  Examiners  (who  consist,  in  all  cases,  more  or 
less  of  clergymen),  produce  to  them  "  satisfactory  evidence  of 
good  moral  character,"  and  be  examined  and  approved  by  them. 
Even  the  name  of  the  church  to  which  the  "  school-master  "  be- 
longs is  specified,  and  the  annual  reports  of  the  Chief  Superin- 
tendent of  Schools  include  this  item  of  information.  A  teacher 
may  also,  at  any  time,  be  dismissed  for  intemperance  or  any 
immoral  conduct.  It  is  notorious  that  the  standard  of  qualifi- 
cation for  teachers,  both  moral  and  intellectual,  and  the  pro- 
visions and  regulations  for  religious  instruction  in  the  schools, 
are  much  higher,  and  more  complete  and  efficient,  than  under  a 
former  school  law  which  the  Bishop  himself  introduced  into 
the  Legislature,  when  he  was  Chairman  of  the  Provincial  Board 
of  Education. 

Again,  the  Bishop  states  that 

All  that  is  wanting  is,  to  give  power  to  the  different  boards  or  authorities 
to  grant  separate  schools  to  all  localities  desiring  them. 

This  is  precisely  what  the  school  law  provides  ;  for  the  24th 
section  of  the  Act  expressly  authorizes  and  empowers  the  Board 
of  School  Trustees  in  each  city  or  town,  "to  determine  the 
number,  sites,  kind  and  description  of  schools  which  shall  be 
established  in  such  city  or  town."  The  Boards  of  School 
Trustees  may  therefore  establish  as  many  "  separate  schools  "  in 
all  the  cities  and  towns  in  Upper  Canada,  as  they  shall  think 
proper.  But  they  are  not  willing  to  establish  such  separate 
schools  as  the  Bishop  desires ;  and  when  an  amendment  to  the 
school  law  was  proposed  at  the  last  session,  to  compel  the  local 
"boards  or  authorities"  to  do  so,  it  was  almost  unanimously 
rejected.  The  Bishop  says,  indeed,  referring  to  this  circum- 
stance, that  "  when  the  Church  of  England  requested  separate 
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schools  for  the  religious  instruction  of  her  own  children,  her 
prayer  was  rejected  by  the  votes  of  Romanists."  The  fact  is, 
that  that  proposition  received  the  votes  of  but  five  members  of 
the  Legislative  Assembly,  in.  which  there  are  upwards  of  fifty 
Protestants. 

It  is  lamentable  to  see  the  Bishop  making  such  statements  to 
damage  and  pull  down  the  educational  institutions  of  the 
country,  merely  because  they  are  not  under  his  denominational 
control,  and  subservient  to  his  denominational  purposes, — a 
system  of  schools  which  he  has,  from  the  commencement, 
endeavoured  to  establish  in  Upper  Canada,  and  for  which  he  has 
agitated  the  country  these  many  years.  That  I  do  the  Bishop 
no  injustice  in  this  statement,  I  may  remark,  that  in  his  letter 
to  the  Under-Secretary  of  State  for  the  Colonies,  in  1827, 
applying  for  the  so-much-agitated  Charter  of  the  Provincial 
University,  he  states  his  object  to  be,  that  the  clergy  of  the 
Church  of  England  in  Upper  Canada  may  "  acquire  by  degrees 
the  direction  of  education  which  the  clergy  of  England  have 
always  possessed."  Now  that  the  Legislative  Assembly,  since 
the  establishment  of  free  constitutional  government,  have  de- 
feated the  peculiar  objects  of  the  Bishop,  he  labours  by  ground- 
less imputations  and  statements  to  bring  the  whole  system  of 
public  instruction  into  contempt.  It  is  to  be  hoped  that  such 
efforts  will  be  as  unsuccessful  in  England  as  they  have  been  in 
Canada,  where  his  appeals  for  agitation  have  not  been  responded 
to  by  one  out  of  ten  of  the  congregations  of  the  Church  of 
England,  and  are  not  sustained  by  the  greater  part  of  the 
members  of  the  Church  of  England  in  both  branches  of  the 
Legislature.  Not  a  petition  has  been  presented  by  members  of 
the  Church  of  England  against  the  present  system  of  public 
schools,  except  one,  adopted  by  a  meeting  presided  over  by  the 
Bishop,  and  signed  by  himself;  and  the  Legislative  Council 
within  the  last  few  days,  by  a  majority  of  more  than  two  to 
one,  concurred  with  the  Legislative  Assembly  and  Administra- 
tion in  regard  to  the  clergy  reserves  and  University.  The 
Bishop's  extreme  policy  and  proceedings  have  been  and  are  a 
great  calamity  to  the  Church  of  England  in  Canada — a  calamity 
which  can  only  be  mitigated  and  removed  by  the  discountenance 
of  such  proceedings,  and  by  the  adoption  of  a  more  Christian 
and  judicious  policy  on  the  part  of  members  of  the  Church, 
both  in  England  and  in  Canada. 

In  reviewing  the  history  of  this  question  from  1840  until  its 
final  settlement  by  the  Canadian  Parliament,  in  1854,  Dr. 
Ryerson  said : — 

William  and  Egerton  Kyerson  had  been  appointed  representatives 


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of  the  Canadian  to  the  British  Conference  in  1840.  On  their  arrival  in 
England,  they  found  Lord  John  Russell's  Bill  for  the  disposal  of  the  Cana- 
dian Clergy  Reserves  to  the  Churches  of  England  and  Scotland  before  Par- 
liament ;  and,  as  representing  the  largest  religions  denomination  in  Upper 
Canada,  they  requested  an  interview  with  Lord  John  Russell  on  the  subject 
of  His  Lordship's  Bill  before  Parliament.  In  the  interview  granted,  they 
pointed  out  to  His  Lordship  the  injustice,  impolicy,  and  danger  of  the  Bill, 
should  it  become  law,  and  respectfully  and  earnestly  prayed  His  Lordship  to 
withdraw  the  Bill ;  but  he  was  inflexible,  when  the  MesSrs.  Ryerson  prayed 
to  His  Lordship  to  assent  to  their  being  heard  at  the  Bar  of  the  House  of 
Commons  against  the  Bill ;  at  which  His  Lordship  became  very  angry — 
thinking  it  presumptuous  that  two  Canadians,  however  numerous  and  re- 
spectable their  constituency,  should  propose  to  be  heard  at  the  Bar  of  the 
British  House  of  Commons  against  a  measure  of  Her  Majesty's  Government. 
But  the  Messrs.  Ryerson  knew  their  country  and  their  position,  and  after- 
wards wrote  a  respect  i'ul  but  earnest  letter  to  His  Lordship  against  his  measure, 
and  faithfully  warned  him  of  the  consequences  of  it  if  persevered  in  ;  they 
went  so  far  as  to  intimate  that  the  measure  would  prove  an  opening  wedge 
of  separation  between  Great  Britain  and  the  people  of  Upper  Canada  ;  and 
lest  they  should  be  considered  as  endeavouring  to  fulfil  their  own  predictions, 
they  did  not  publish  their  letter  to  Lord  John  Russell,  or  write  a  line  on  the 
subject  for  more  than  ten  years — knowing  that  a  wound  so  deep  would,  with- 
out any  action  or  word  on  their  part,  fester  and  spread  so  wide  in  the  people 
of  Upper  Canada  as  ultimately  to  compel  the  repeal  of  the  Act  or  sever  their 
connection  with  Great  Britain.  The  result  was  as  they,  Messrs.  Ryerson, 
had  apprehended  ;  for  in  1853  the  Act  was  repealed  by  the  British  Parlia- 
ment.* 

Early  in  1852,  the  Government  of  which  Earl  Grey  was 
Secretary  of  State  for  the  Colonies,  was  superseded  by  that  of 
the  Earl  of  Derby,  with  Sir  John  Pakington  as  Secretary  of 
State  for  the  Colonies,  who,  in  a  despatch  to  Lord  Elgin,  dated 
April  22nd,  1852,  says  :— 

By  a  despatch  from  my  predecessor,  Earl  Grey,  of  the  llth  July  last,  you 
were  informed  that  Her  Majesty's  then  servants  found  themselves  compelled 
to  postpone  to  another  Session  the  introduction  of  a  Bill  into  Parliament 
giving  the  Canadian  Legislature  authority  to  alter  the  existing  arrangement-; 
with  regard  to  the  clergy  reserves. 

With  reference  to  that  intimation,  I  have  to  inform  you  that  it  is  not  the 
intention  of  Her  Majesty's  present  advisers  to  propose  such  a  measure  to 
Parliament  this  Session.  "  The  result  would  probably  be  the  diversion  to 
other  purposes"  of  the  clergy  reserves  than  "the-support  of  divine  worship 
and  religious  instruction  in  the  colony." 

Sir  John  Pakington  was  soon  undeceived  as  to  the  continued 
Canadian  sentiment  on  the  subject,  for  Sir  Francis  Hincks, 
then  Inspector-General  and  Premier  of  Canada,  who  happened 
to  be  in  London  on  official  business  on  behalf  of  the  Canadian 

*  Earl  Grey  had  intended  to  propose  its  repeal  in  1850-51,  and  had  requested 
the  writer  of  these  papers  (who  was  then  on  an  educational  tour  in  Europe)  to  re- 
main in  England  in  order  to  furnish  His  Lordship  with  data  and  details  to  enable 
him  to  answer  objections  which  might  be  made  to  his  Bill  in  the  House  of  Lords, 
and  wrote  to  Lord  Elgin,  then  Governor-General  of  Canada,  requesting  the  pro- 
tracting or'  Mr.  Rj'erson's  leave  of  absence  for  two  or  three  months.  But  the  Bill 
had  to  be  deferred  until  another  Session,  and  Mr.  Eyersoa  returned  immediately 
to  Canada.  (See  page  455. ) 


452  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LII. 

» 

Government,  enclosed  to  Sir  John  Pakington  an  extract  from  a 
report,  dated  7th  April,  1852,  approved  by  His  Excellency,  in 
which  the  Executive  Council  said  : — 

The  assurances  of  Her  Majesty's  late  Government  that  such  action  would 
be  taken,  had  prepared  the  people  of  Canada  to  expect  that  no  further  delay 
would  take  place  in  meeting  their  just  wishes  upon  a  question  of  such  para- 
mount importance  to  them  ;  the  'Council,  therefore,  recommend  that  their 
colleague,  the  Inspector-General,  be  requested  by  the  Provincial  Secretary  to 
seek  an  interview  with  Her  Majesty's  Ministers,  and  represent  to  them  the 
importance  of  carrying  out  the  pledges  of  their  predecessors  on  the  subject  of 
the  clergy  reserves,  and  thus  empower  the  Colonial  Legislature  to  deal  with 
the  question  in  accordance  with  the  well-understood  wishes  of  the  people  of 
Canada. 

The  Derby  ministry  resigned  office  in  December,  1852, 
and  the  Duke  of  Newcastle  succeeded  Sir  John  Pakington  as 
Secretary  of  State  for  the  Colonies.  On  the  loth  January, 
1853,  the  Duke  adressed  a  despatch  to  the  Earl  of  Elgin 
announcing  the  decision  of  the  new  ministry  to  propose  the 
repeal  of  the  Imperial  Act  of  1840,  which  was  sucessfully 
accomplished. 

After  the  passing  of  the  Imperial  Act  transferring  the  final 
settlement  of  the  clergy  reserve  question  to  Canada,  a  coalition 
Government  was  formed  by  the  aid  of  Sir  Allan  McNab,  called 
the  Hincks-Morin  Ministry.  After  protracted  negotiation  (with 
the  beneficiaries  under  the  Imperial  Act)  and  discussion  in  the 
Legislature,  a  Bill  was  passed  providing  for  the  interests  of 
these  claimants,  but  "  secularizing  "  the  remaining  proceeds  of 
the  reserves  to  municipal  purposes.  This  was  the  last  of  the 
Acts  assented  to  by  Lord  Elgin  previous  to  his  departure  from 
Canada.  Sir  Edmund  Head,  his  successor,  speaking  on  this 
subject,  said : — 

An  Act  assented  to  by  my  predecessor  has  finally  settled  the  long  pending 
dispute  with  regard  to  the  clergy  reserves,  and  it  has  done  so  in  such  a 
manner  as  to  vindicate  liberal  principles,  whilst  it  treats  the  rights  of  indi- 
viduals with  just  and  considerate  regard. 

Thus  was  a  struggle  of  more  than  twenty-five  years  ended, 
equality  before  the  law  of  all  religious  denominations  esta- 
bished,  and  constitutional  rights  of  the  people  of  Upper  Canada 
secured,  to  their  great  joy.  But  the  Bishop  of  Toronto,  whose 
policy  and  measures  had  caused  so  much  agitation  in  Upper 
Canada,  regarded  this  settlement  of  the  clergy  reserve  question 
as  an  irreparable  calamity  to  the  Church  of  England  in  Canada. 
On  the  16th  of  March,  1853,  the  Bishop  addressed  a  letter  to 
the  Duke  of  Newcastle,  of  which  the  following  are  extracts  : — 

Power  and  violence  are  to  determine  the  question ;  vested  rights  and  the 
claims  of  justice  are  impediments  to  be  swept  away.  Hence  the  spoliation 
Bought  to  be  perpetrated  by  the  Legislature  of  Canada  has  no  parallel  in 


THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  453 


colonial  history.  Even  in  the  middle  of  the  American  Revolution,  the  old 
colonists,  during  the  heart-burnings  and  ravages  of  civil  war,  respected  the 
ecclesiastical  endowments  made  by  the  Crown  against  which  they  were 
contending!  .  .  . 

The  grants  made  by  the  Crown  were  all  held  by  the  same 
tenure — whether  to  individuals  or  corporations — not  reserva- 
tions for  certain  purposes,  with  power  expressly  given  to 
Colonial  Assemblies  to  "vary  or  repeal"  them.  The  Bishop 
proceeded : — 

I  feel  bitterly,  my  Lord  Duke,  on  this  subject.  Till  I  heard  of  your 
Grace's  despatch,  I  had  fondly  trusted  in  Mr.  Gladstone  and  his  friends,  of 
whom  you  are  one,  notwithstanding  the  present  doubtful  Administration ; 
and  I  still  argued  in  my  heart,  though  not  without  misgivings,  that  the 
Church  was  safe,  I  have  cherished  her  with  my  best  energies  for  more  than 
half  a  century  in  this  distant  corner  of  God's  dominions ;  and  after  many 
trials  and  difficulties  I  was  beholding  her  with  joy,  enlarging  her  tent, 
lengthening  her  cords,  and  strengthening  her  stakes,  but  now  this  joy  is 
turned  into  grief  and  sadness,  for  darkness  and  tribulation  are  approaching 
to  arrest  her  onward  progress.  Permit  me,  in  conclusion,  my  Lord  Duke, 
to  entreat  your  forgiveness  if,  in  the  anguish  of  my  spirit,  I  have  been  too 
bold,  for  it  is  far  from  my  wish  or  intention  to  give  personal  offence.  And 
of  this  rest  assured,  that  I  would  most  willingly  avert,  with  the  sacrifice  of 
my  life,  the  calamities  which  the  passing  of  your  Bill  will  bring  upon  the 
Church  in  Canada. 

There  is  a  touching  pathos  in  the  close  of  this  letter ;  but  the 
Bishop  himself  lived  to  see  his  apprehended  calamities  turned 
into  blessings;  for  the  most  prosperous  and  brightest  days  of 
the  Church  of  England  in  Upper  Canada  have  been  from  1853 
to  the  present  time. 


CHAPTER  LIII. 

1851. 

PERSONAL  EPISODE  IN  THE  CLERGY  RESERVE  CONTROVERSY. 

DR.  RYERSON  made  another  educational  tour  in  Europe  in 
1850-51.  While  in  London,  early  in  1851,  Earl  Grey 
sought  Dr.  Ryerson's  counsel  on  the  clergy  reserve  question, 
which  had  been  lately  re-opened  in  Canada.  The  proceedings 
and  result  of  the  interviews  which  he  had  with  Earl  Grey,  are 
detailed  in  several  letters  which  he  wrote  to  me  from  London 
during  a  period  of  four  months.  I  give  such  extracts  from 
these  letters  as  will  explain  the  nature  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  confer- 
ences with  Earl  Grey  on  the  subject.  His  first  letter  was  writ- 
ten on  the  7th  February,  in  which  he  said : — 

You  will-rejoice  to  learn  that  Her  Majesty's  Government  have  adopted  the 
prayer  of  the  Canadian  Legislature  on  the  question  of  the  clergy  reserves,  and 
nave  determined  to  bring  forward  a  measuie  on  the  subject.  Whether  Lord 
Grey  will  desire  me  to  remain  longer  on  account  of  the  question  I  have  not  had 
time  to  learn.  Mr.  [afterwards  Sir  Benjamin]  Hawes  says  that  he  will  pro- 
cure me  admission  to  the  speaker's  gallery  to  near  Lord  John  Russell  bring 
forward  his  measure  on  the  Papal  Question. 

In  a  letter  written  by  Dr.  Ryerson  the  following  week,  dated 
14th  February,  he  enclosed  to  me  a  confidential  letter  on  the 
clergy  reserve  question,  in  which  he  explained  the  likelihood  of 
his  being  detained  in  England  by  Lord  Grey  in  connection 
with  it.  He  said : — 

I  send  this  to  you,  so  that  you  may  know  all  the  circumstances  which  are 
likely  to  protract  my  stay  for  some  months  in  this  country ;  and  for  the 
same  reason,  and  that  you  may  co-operate  with  me,  I  entrust  you  with  the 
perusal  of  my  confidential  letter — another  proof  of  my  unreserved  confidence 
in  your  prudence  and  fidelity,  i  think  it  would  not  be  well  for  you  to 
mention  anything  as  to  my  probable  delay  in  England,  and  especially  as  to 
the  reasons  of  it,  until  it  becomes  known  to  the  public. 

My  position  is,  indeed,  a  gratifying  one,  after  so  long  labour  and  so  much 
abuse  in  connection  with  the  great  clergy  reserve  question,  that  I  should  be 
desired  to  aid  in  its  final  settlement  according  to  the  voice  of  the  people  of 
Canada,  and  should  now  be  called  upon  to  aid  Lord  John  Russell  himself  to 
undo  his  own  measure  of  1840,  against  which  1  then  protested.  I  am  sure 
you  will  be  prepared  to  perform  any  additional  labour  to  enable  me  to  fulfil 
such  a  mission.  I  trust  that  I  will  be  enabled  to  confer  a  benefit  upon 
Canada.  It  is  a  gratifying  position  in  which  such  a  concurrence  of  circuni- 


1851]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  455 

stances  will  place  me,  and  my  personal  character  and  history  in  regard  to  a 
question  which  has  engaged  so  large  a  portion  of  my  past  life — the  ground 
of  all  the  opposition  I  formerly  met  with  from  the  London  Wesleyan  Com- 
mittee and  Conference.  Verily  there  is  a  God  that  ruleth  over  all  things, 
that  makes  the  wrath  of  man  to  praise  Him,  that  rules  in  ways  we  know  not 
of.  We  should  indeed  fear  Him,  bow  down  in  the  dust  before  Him,  but  at 
the  same  time  most  calmly  and  implicitly  trust  Him.  Please  write  me  as 
to  the  effects  produced  by  Lord  Grey's  despatch,  the  manner  in  which  it  is 
received,  etc. 

In  a  letter,  dated  13th  March,  Dr.  Ryerson  said  : — 

I  have  received  a  letter  from  a  member  of  the  Government  in  Canada, 
expressing  a  wish  that  I  would  remain  in  England  until  after  the  great 
Exhibition,  as  the  Canadian  Parliament  would  not  meet  until  May.  This, 
in  anticipation  of  what  Lord  Grey  has  desired,  has  quite  settled  my  mind  on 
the  subject  of  remaining  until  May  or  June. 

I  shall  remain  in  Paris  until  I  am  wanted  in  London  on  the  clergy  reserve 
question — I  suppose  until  the  middle  of  next  month.  Listening  some 
hours  each  day  in  Paris  to  some  of  the  most  learned  men  in  Europe,  giving 
the  results  of  all  their  researches  and  reflections  on  various  branches  of  lite- 
rature and  science,  will  be  of  great  advantage  to  me  in  my  future  lectures, 
writings  and  labours,  and  this  I  shall  continue  until  the  voice  of  war  on  the 
clergy  reserves  shall  echo  across  the  Atlantic.  I  suppose  my  presence  in 
England  at  this  time  will  be  a  great  annoyance  to  the  exclusive  Church 
party,  and  it  will  perhaps  make  them  more  cautious  than  they  might  other- 
wise be  in  their  statements. 

As  the  ministry  in  England  continue  firm,  I  hope  no  effort  will  be 
wanting  in  Canada  to  sustain  Lord  Grey,  should  an  opposition  be  raised 
against  his  proposed  bill,  the  bringing  in  of  which  may  be  delayed  some 
time  by  the  late  long  ministerial  crisis  in  England. 

In  a  letter,  dated  llth  April,  Dr.  Ryerson  said  : — 
In  regard  to  the  clergy  reserves,  I  have  been  inclined  to  think  the  Bishop 
of  Toronto  and  his  friends  would  not  attempt  to  renew  the  agitation  of  the 
clergy  reserve  question  in  Canada,  but  would  prepare  the  strongest  statement 
of  their  case  for  the  Parliament  here,  in  the  mouths  of  some  of  their  ablest 
friends  in  both  the  Commons  and  Lords,  and  thus  take  the  Government 
here  by  surprise,  and  try  and  defeat  the  Bill  in  the  Lords,  after  having 
reduced  the  majority  in  favour  of  it  in  the  Commons  as  much  as  possible. 

On  the  18th  April,  1851,  Dr.  Ryerson  wrote  again  : — 
The  Scotch  Presbytery  of  Kingston,  U.  C.,  have  sent  a  petition  to  the 
House  of  Commons  against  Lord  Grey's  Bill,  or  against  complying  with  the 
prayer  of  the  address  of  the  Canadian  Assembly,  and  sent  to  me  with  the 
request  that  I  would  prepare  an  answer  to  it.  I  think  of  preparing  my 
answer  in  the  form  of  a  communication  or  two  to  the  Times  newspaper,  and 
thus  bring  the  whole  subject  before  the  Members  of  Parliament  and  the 
public.  Should  I  succeed  in  this,  Lord  Grey  may  not  think  my  longer  stay 
to  be  necessary.  I  am  anxious  to  get  away  as  soon  as  possible ;  the  season  ia 
advancing,  and  I  have  so  much  to  do  before  the  close  of  it  in  the  autumn. 

Business  and  embarrasments  have  so  accumulated  in  the  House  of  Com- 
mons that  it  is  pretty  nearly  decided  to  bring  the  clergy  reserve  Bill  into 
the  Lords  by  Lord  Grey  himself,  and  he  expects  to  do  so  about  the  middle 
of  May.  Should  it  be  brought  into  the  Lords,  of  course  there  would  not  be 
so  long  delay  there  before  deciding  the  question  one  way  or  the  other.  But 
the  chances  are  so  strong  against  its  success  if  brought  into  the  Lords  first, 
that  Lord  Grey  is  unwilling  to  adopt  that  course  until  it  is  seen  that  that  ia 


456  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  L1II. 

the  only  alternative.  If  it  should  be  lost  in  the  Lords  now,  he,  of  course, 
thinks  it  would  soon  be  carried  by  a  pressure  from  Canada,  such  as  the 
rejection  of  the  Bill  by  the  Lords  would  probably  call  forth. 

On  the  25th  April,  Dr.  Ryerson  wrote : — 

The  late  crisis  has  made  no  change  in  the  intentions  of  the  Government 
iu  regard  to  the  clergy  reserve  question,  I  send  you  a  copy  of  the  Times  of 
the  23rd  instant,  the  day  before  yesterday,  in  which  you  will  see  the  first  of 
my  papers  on  "  The  Clergy  Reserves  of  Canada."  The  second  and  third  will 
occupy  a  column  and  a  half  or  two  columns,  each.  I  finished  and  handed 
in  the  remaining  papers  this  morning.  Lord  Grey  spoke  to  me  twice  on  the 
subject  of  writing  something  for  the  press,  and  Mr.  Hawes,  the  last  time  I 
saw  him,  seemed  to  think  the  Bill  would  be  lost  in  the  House  of  Lords,  but 
the  Government  would  send  out  a  despatch  to  Canada  saying  that  the  ques- 
tion was  not  abandoned,  but  would  be  brought  forward  again  the  next  Ses- 
sion. I  have  thought  this  was  a  very  poor  consolation  for  the  loss  of  the 
Bill,  and  that  it  was  best  to  see  what  could  be  done.  I  have  written  strongly, 
and  with  an  express  view  to  the  House  of  Lords — confining  myself  wholly  to 
the  question  of  the  right  of  the  people  of  Canada  to  judge  and  decide  in  the 
matter.  What  may  be  the  effect  of  these  papers,  I  cannot,  of  course,  tell ; 
but  if  Lord  Grey  should  be  of  opinion  that  the  publication  of  them  will 
supersede  the  necessity  of  my  longer  stay  for  thac  purpose,  I  will  leave  as 
soon  as  possible  —by  the  third  week  in  May. 

I  wrote  fully  to  Dr.  Ryerson  on  this  subject,  pointing  out 
the  relation  of  parties  in  Canada  on  this  subject,  and  deprecat- 
ing his  taking  any  further  active  part  in  the  discussion  which 
had  become  so  heated  in  this  country.  On  the  2nd  May,  Dr. 
Ryerson  replied  :— 

What  you  have  communicated  on  the  clergy  reserve  question  has  changed 
my  mode  of  proceeding  in  some  respects  ;  and  the  second  and  third  articles 
I  prepared  for  the  Times  will  not  appear  as  first  intended  ;  but  I  will  explain 
by  and  by.  I  was  at  the  great  Exhibition  yesterday.  It  was  the  grandest 
of  all  grand  affairs  I  ever  witnessed.  I  had  a  place  near  the  centre,  within 
a  few  feet  of  the  "  Iron  Duke,"  until  he  left  to  join  the  procession. 

On  the  9th  May,  Dr.  Ryerson  wrote  his  final  letter : — 

On  reflection,  and  from  what  I  found  to  be  the  relations  of  parties  in  Can- 
ada, and  the  turn  the  clergy  reserve  question  was  likely  to  take,  I  came  to 
the  same  conclusion  you  have  expressed  in  your  last  letter — not  to  come  into 
collision  with  any  party  on  the  question,  beyond  what  is  expressed  in  the 
short  article  in  the  Times  newspaper — namely,  that  Canada  should  judge  for 
itself  on  the  question.  I  have  determined  to .  furnish  Lord  Grey  with  a 
memorandum  of  facts  and  principles  on  the  question.  I  have  seen  Lord 
Grey  and  stated  my  wish  not  to  remain  longer,  and  not  to  be  further  mixed 
up  with  the  question — that  I  was  now  on  good  terms  with  all  parties — had 
thus  great  facilities  for  usefulness — that  party  agitation  in  Canada  was 
becoming  violent — two  extreme  parties,  uniting  against  the  Ministerial 
measure.  I  told  him  that  I  would  furnish  him  with  a  memorandum,  with 
all  the  chief  points  of  the  question  on  which  he  was  likely  to  be  opposed. 
He  seemed  to  oe  disappointed,  but  said  if  I  thought  my  Department  would 
suffer  by  my  longer  absence,  he  would  not  insist  upon  my  staying.  I  told 
him  that  all  parties  would  approve  of  my  staying  tor  the  Great  Exhibition, 
and  that  I  thought  a  memorandum,  such  as  I  would  prepare  on  the  question 
of  the  clergy  reserves,  would  be  as  serviceable  as  my  presence,  etc. 


1851]  TEE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  457 


MEMORANDUM  ON  THE  CLERGY  RESERVE  QUESTION. 

The  following  is  the  memorandum  which  Dr.  Ryerson  pre- 
pared for  Lord  Grey  on  the  clergy  reserve  question,  and  to 
which  he  refers  in  his  letter  to  me  of  the  9th  May,  1851 : — 

Fully  concurring  in  the  remark  of  the  Bishop  of  London,  in 
a  late  reply  to  the  deputation  of  the  inhabitants  of  St.  George's, 
Hanover  Square,  that  "  there  is  no  kind  of  intestine  division  so 
injurious  in  its  character  and  tendency  as  that  which  is 
grounded  on  religious  questions ; "  and  firmly  believing,  as  I 
do,  that  the  long  continuance  of  Canada  as  a  portion  of  the 
British  Empire  depends  upon  the  proceedings  of  the  British 
Parliament  on  the  question  of  the  clergy  reserves,  I  desire,  as  a 
native  and  resident  of  Upper  Canada,  as  a  Protestant  and  lover 
of  British  institutions,  to  submit  the  following  brief  observa- 
tions on  that  question,  in  order  to  correct  erroneous  impressions 
in  England,  and  to  induce  such  a  course  of  parliamentary  pro- 
ceedings as  will  conduce  to  the  honour  of  Great  Britain,  and  to 
the  peace  and  welfare  of  Canada : — 

1.  My  first  remark  is,  that  this  is  a  question  agitated  for 
more  than  twenty-five  years,  almost  exclusively  among  Pro- 
testants in  Canada,  and  the  agitation  of  which,  at  the  present 
time,  has  not,  in  any  way  whatever,  been  promoted  by  Roman 
Catholic  influence.  An  attempt  has  been  made  in  some  quarters 
to  create  a  contrary  impression  in  England;  but  that  I  am 
correct  in  my  statement  will;  I  think,  appear  from  the  following 
facts : — First,  though  the  question  of  the  clergy  reserves  nom- 
inally relates  to  Lower  as  well  as  Upper  Canada  (since  the 
union  of  the  two  Canadas  under  one  Legislature),  it  is  histori- 
cally and  practically  an  Upper  Canadian  question.  The 
agitation  of  it  originated  in  Upper  Canada;  it  never  was 
agitated  in  Lower  Canada  before  the  union  of  the  two  provinces; 
it  is  discussed  chiefly  by  the  Upper  Canada  press,  and  pressed 
most  earnestly  by  the  Upper  Canada  members  of  the  Legisla- 
ture. So  strongly  is  it  viewed  as  an  Upper  Canadian  question, 
that  a  considerable  portion  of  the  press  of  L  pper  Canada  has 
objected  to  Lower  Canadian  members  of  the  Legislature  inter- 
fering in  its  discussion  or  influencing  its  decision  by.  their  votes. 
Secondly,  all  the  Upper  Canadian  members,  both  of  the  Execu- 
tive Council  and  of  the  Legislative  Assembly,  are  Protestants. 
Of  the  forty-two  members  of  the  Legislative  Assembly  elected 
in  Upper  Canada,  not  one  of  them  is  a  Roman  Catholic ;  of  the 
five  Upper  Canadian  members  of  the  Executive  Council,  all  are 
Protestants,  and  all  were  in  favour  of  the  late  Address  of  the 
Assembly  to  the  Queen,  praying  for  the  repeal  of  the  Imperial 
Act,  4  &  5  Vic.,  chap.  78.  and  for  restoring  to  the  people  of 


453  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  .[CHAP.  LIII. 

Canada  the  constitutional  right  of  judging  for  themselves  as  to 
the  disposal  of  the  clergy  reserve  lands  in  that  country.  It 
ought,  therefore,  to  be  remembered  in  England,  that  this 
question  relates  chiefly  to  Upper  Canada,  which  is,  for  the  most 
part,  a  Protestant  country,  and  which  has  not  a  single  Roman 
Catholic  in  the  Legislative  Assembly. 

2.  I  remark,  in  the  next  place,  that  it  is  not  a  question  of 
Church  and  State  union,  or  whether  the  State  shall  contribute 
to  the  support  of  religion  in  one  or  more  forms.     It  is  whether 
the  Canadian  people  shall  judge  for  themselves  as  to  the  mode 
of  supporting  their  religious  worship,  as  well  as  to  the  religious 
creed  they  shall  adopt.     This  right  was  clearly  secured  to  them 
by  their  constitutional  Act  of  1791,  31st  George  III.,  chap.  31, 
but  was  taken  from  them  by  the  Imperial  Act  of  1840,  3  &  4 
Vic.,  chap.  78.    In  what  manner  the  people  of  Canada,  through 
their  representatives,  may  exercise  the  constitutional  right,  the 
restoration  of  which  they  claim,  for  the  support  of  religion,  I 
am  not  prepared  to  say.      But  whether  they   shall  exercise 
wisely  or  not  that,  or  any  other  right  constitutionally  vested 
in  them,  is  a  matter  appertaining  to  themselves,  and  not  to 
parties  in  England.      I  am  not  to  be  the  less  anxious  for  the 
restoration  to  my  country  of  its  constitutional  rights  because  it 
may  not  exercise  them  wisely,  or  exercise  them  in  a  manner 
opposed  to  my  personal  views  and  wishes.     The  constitutional 
rights  of   legislation  in  Great  Britain  may  not  have  always 
been  exercised  most  judiciously,  but  who  would  adduce  that  as 
an  argument  for  the  annihilation  of  those  rights,  or  against  the 
existence  of  constitutional  freedom  in  England  ?     Is  Canada  to 
be  made  an  exception  to  this  rule  ? 

3.  I  remark,  thirdly,  that  neither  is  this  a  question  which 
affects  the  vested  rights  of  any  parties  except  those  of  the  people 
of  Canada  generally.     When  one-seventh  of  the  wild  lands  of 
Canada  was  reserved  for  the  support  of  a  Protestant  clergy,  by 
the  Act  of  1701,  31st  George  III.,  chap.  31,  the  Canadian  Legis- 
lature, created  by  the  same  Act,  was  invested  with  authority, 
under  certain  forms,  to  "  vary  or  repeal  "  the  several  clauses 
relating  to  that  clergy  land  reservation.     That  vested  right  the 
people  of  Upper  Canada  possessed  from    1791  to  1840.     All 
other  vested  rights  are  subordinate  to  those  of  a  whole  people, 
and  are  not  to  be  exalted  above  them.      The  Canadian  Legis- 
lative Assembly  has  proposed  to  secure  all  parties  who  have 
acquired  rights  or  interests  in  the  revenue  arising  from  the  sales 
of  the  clergy  reserve  lands  during  the  lives  of  the  incumbents 
or  recipients  ;  but,  beyond  that  guarantee,  it  claims  the  right  of 
"  varying  or  repealing,"  as  it  shall  judge  expedient,  the  landed 
reservation  in  question,  and  the  application  of  the  revenues 
arising  from  it. 


1851]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  459 

4.  The  real  question  for  consideration  in  England  being  thus 
separated  from  other  questions  with  which  it  has  sometimes 
been  erroneously  and  injuriously  confounded,  I  proceed  to 
remark  that  the  Imperial  Act  3  and  4  Vic.,  chap.  78,  is  at 
variance  with  what  the  Imperial  Governments  without  excep- 
tion and  without  reservation,  for  twenty-five  years,  have  ad- 
mitted and  avowed  to  be  the  constitutional  rights  of  the  people 
of  Canada.  It  has  at  all  times  been  admitted  in  the  first  place, 
that  the  Act  31st  Geo.  III.,  ch.  31,  which  created  a  legislature 
in  Canada,  and  authorized  the  clergy  land  reservation,  invested 
the  Canadian  Legislature  with  authority  to  legislate  as  to  its 
disposal,  and  the  application  of  revenues  arising  from  it ;  and 
secondly,  that  whatever  legislation  might  take  place  on  the 
subject  should  be  in  harmony  with  the  wishes  of  the  Canadian 
people.  The  Imperial  Act  3  and  4  Vic.,  ch.  78,  deprives  the 
Canadian  people  of  that  right  of  legislation  which  they  had 
possessed  for  forty  years,  and  does  violence  to  their  wishes  and 
opinions  in  the  disposal  which  it  makes  of  the  revenues  of  the 
lands  in  question.  Now  the  rights  of  the  people  of  Canada  on 
this  subject  were  explicitly  stated  by  the  late  Sir  George  Murray 
in  1828,  by  the  Earl  of  Ripon  in  1832,  by  His  late  Most  Gracious 
Majesty  in  a  message  to  the  Legislature  of  Upper  Canada  in 
1833,  and  by  Lord  Glenelg  in  1835  and  1836.  I  give  a  summary 
of  the  whole  in  the  words  of  Lord  Glenelg,  in  a  despatch  to  the 
Lieutenant  Governor  of  Upper  Canada,  dated  December  5, 1835, 
in  reply  to  an  attempt  on  the  part  of  the  latter  to  induce  Imperial 
legislation  on  the  subject.  Lord  Glenelg  says,  in  behalf  of  the 
Imperial  Government,  that 

Parliamentary  legislation  on  any  subject  of  exclusively  internal  concern, 
in  a  British  colony  possessing  a  representative  assembly,  is  as  a  general  rule 
unconstitutional.  It  is  a  right  of  which  the  exercise  is  reserved  for  extreme 
cases,  in  which  necessity  at  once  creates  and  justifies  the  exception. 

After  showing  that  no  necessity  existed  for  setting  aside  the 
constitutional  rights  of  the  Canadian  people,  Lord  Glenelg 
expresses  himself  in  the  following  language  of  enlightened  poli- 
tical philosophy: — 

It  is  not  difficult  to  perceive  the  reasons  which  induced  Parliament,  in 
1791,  to  connect  with  a  reservation  of  land  for  ecclesiastical  purposes,  the 
special  delegation  to  the  Council  and  Assembly  of  the  right  to  vary  that 
provision  by  any  Bill  which,  being  reserved  for  the  signification  of  His 
Majesty's  pleasure,  should  be  communicated  to  both  Houses  of  Parliament 
for  six  weeks  before  that  decision  was  pronounced.  Remembering,  it  should 
seem,  how  fertile  a  source  of  controversy  ecclesiastical  endowments  had  sup- 
plied throughout  a  large  part  of  the  Christian  world,  and  how  impossible  it 
was  to  foretell  with  precision  what  might  be  the  prevailing  opinions  and 
feelings  of  the  Canadians  on  this  subject  at  a  future  period,  Parliament  at 
once  secured  the  means  of  making  a  systematic  provision  for  a  Protestant 
clergy,  and  took  full  precaution  against  the  eventual  inaptitude  of  that 


460  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LIII. 

system  to  the  more  advanced  stages  of  a  society  then  in  its  infant  state,  and 
of  which  no  human  foresight  could  divine  the  more  mature  and  settled 
judgment. 

In  the  controversy,  therefore,  respecting  ecclesiastical  endowments,  which 
at  present  divides  the  Canadian  Legislature,  I  find  no  unexpected  element  of 
agitation,  the  discovery  of  which  demands  a  departure  from  the  fixed  princi- 
ples of  the  constitution,  but  merely  the  fulfilment  of  the  anticipations  of  the 
Parliament  of  1791,  in  the  exhibition  of  that  conflict  of  opinion  for  which 
the  statute  of  that  year  may  be  said  to  have  made  a  deliberate  preparation. 
In  referring  the  subject  to  the  future  Canadian  Legislature,  the  authors  of 
the  Constitutional  Act  must  be  supposed  to  have  contemplated  the  crisis  at 
which  we  have  now  arrived — the  era  of  warm  and  protracted  debate,  which, 
in  a  free  government,  may  be  said  to  be  a  necessary  precursor  to  the  settle- 
ment of  any  great  principle  of  national  policy.  We  must  not  have  recourse 
to  an  extreme  remedy,  merely  to  avoid  the  embarrassment  which  is  the 
present,  though  temporary,  result  of  our  own  legislation. 

I  think,  therefore,  that  to  withdraw  from  the  Canadian  to  the  Imperial 
Legislature  the  question  respecting  the  clergy  reserves,  would  be  an  infringe- 
ment of  that  cardinal  principle  of  colonial  government  which  forbids  par- 
liamentary interference,  except  in  submission  to  an  evident  and  well- 
established  necessity. 

In  January,  1840,  the  two  branches  of  the  Legislature  of 
Upper  Canada  passed  a  Bill  (the  Legislative  Assembly  by  a 
majority  of  28  to  20,  and  the  Legislative  Council  by  a  majority 
of  13  to  4)  relative  to  the  clergy  reserve — provided  for  the 
interests  of  their  existing  incumbents,  and  dividing  the  pro- 
ceeds of  the  sales  of  said  lands  among  various  religious  persua- 
sions according  to  a  census  taken  once  in  five  years,  and  leaving 
each  religious  persuasion  free  to  expend  the  sum  or  sums  to 
which  it  should  be  entitled  according  to  its  pleasure,  whether 
for  the  support  of  its  clergy,  the  erection  of  places  of  worship, 
or  for  purposes  of  education.  Though  the  great  majority  of 
the  people  of  Upper  Canada  desired  the  application  of  the 
proceeds  of  these  lands  for  educational  purposes  only ;  yet 
a  majority  of  both  branches  of  the  Legislature  agreed  to  a 
compromise  which  could  be  defended  as  just  to  all  parties, 
whatever  preferences  might  be  entertained  on  the  subject  in 
the  abstract.  But  instead  of  the  Royal  assent  being  advised  to 
be  given  to  that  Canadian  Bill  on  a  local  Canadian  question,  a 
new  Bill  was  introduced  into  the  Imperial  Parliament,  giving 
about  three-fourths  cf  the  proceeds  of  the  clergy  reserves 
(including  past  and  future  sales)  to  the  clergy  of  the  churches 
of  England  and  Scotland,  giving  nothing  to  any  other  church, 
but  leaving  the  remaining  one-fourth  (or  half  of  future  sales) 
at  the  discretionary  disposal  of  the  Executive  for  religious 
purposes.  This  part  of  the  Imperial  Act  has  proved  inoperative 
to  this  day ;  and  should  any  religious  persuasion  receive  any 
portion  of  this  comparative  pittance  of  the  clergy  land  funds, 
it  would  do  so  not  as  a  matter  of  right  (as  do  the  Churches  of 


1851]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  4G1 


England  and  Scotland  in  receiving  their  lion's  share),  but  at 
and  during  the  pleasure  of  any  party  in  power — a  position  in 
which  no  religious  community  should  be  placed  to  the  Execu- 
tive, and  in  which  the  Executive  ought  not  to  be  placed  to  any 
religious  community.  Such  an  Act  can  be  justified  upon  no 
principle  of  justice  or  sound  policy,  and  is  at  variance  with  the 
almost  unanimous  and  often  recorded  wishes  of  the  people  of 
Upper  Canada.  The  Christian  Examiner — a  monthly  organ 
of  the  Church  of  Scotland  in  Upper  Canada — expressed  not 
only  the  general  sentiments  of  the  members  of  that  Church, 
but  also  of  people  at  large,  in  the  following  words,  contained 
in  an  elaborate  editorial  which  appeared  in  that  publication  a 
few  months  before  the  passing  of  the  Imperial  Act  of  1841 : 

Year  after  year,  at  least  during  the  last  decade,  the  general  sentiment 
in  this  colony  has  been  uttered  in  no  unequivocal  form,  that  no  church  in- 
vested with  exclusive  privileges  derived  from  the  State,  is  adapted  to  the 
condition  of  society  among  us.  It  cannot  be  doubted  that  this  is  the  convic- 
tion of  nine-tenths  of  the  Colonists.  Except  among  a  few  ambitious  magnates 
of  the  Church  of  England,  we  never  hear  a  contrary  sentiment  breathed. 
Equal  rights  upon  equal  conditions  is  the  general  cry.  And  although  several 
Assemblymen  of  the  present  House  have  chosen  to  misinterpret  the  public 
voice,  and  to  advocate  a  different  principle,  we  doubt  not  that  on  their  next 
appearance  before  their  constituents,  they  will  be  taught  that  this  is  not  the 
age,  nor  this  the  country,  in  which  the  grand  principle  of  equal  rights  can 
be  departed  from  with  impunity. 

Now,  although  the  Imperial  Act  of  1840  may  have  induced 
"  a  few  magnates  "  of  the  Church  of  Scotland  to  unite  with 
other  "  magnates,"  whom  they  once  considered  "  ambitious,"  in 
denying  the  "grand  principle  of  equal  rights"  to  their  more 
numerous  Methodist  brethren,  and  other  religious  persuasions, 
yet  the  "convictions  of  nine-tenths"  of  the  Canadian  people 
remain  unchanged ;  nor  will  they,  because  of  the  changed  cir- 
cumstances of  a  few  clergymen  of  the  Church  of  Scotland,  suffer 
"  the  grand  principle  of  equal  rights  to  be  departed  from  with 
impunity." 

5.  I  observe,  likewise,  that  the  continuance  of  the  Imperial 
Act  of  1840  is  desired  by  a  mere  fraction  of  the  Canadian  popu- 
lation, while  its  repeal  is  demanded  by  that  country  at  large. 
The  assertions  of  any  interested  parties  on  a  matter  of  this 
kind  are  of  little  weight  against  the  proceedings  and  statements 
of  the  representatives  of  the  people.  The  Address  of  the 
Legislative  Assembly  to  Her  Majesty  must  be  regarded  as  the 
authoritative  and  true  expression  of  the  opinions  and  wishes  of 
the  Canadian  people.  It  is  true,  there  was  diversity  of  opinion 
as  to  the  manner  in  which  the  incumbents  on  the  clergy  reserve 
fund  should  be  dealt  with,  and  also  as  to  certain  other  declara- 
tions contained  in  the  Address  of  the  Assembly ;  but  no  member 


462  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LIIL 

— *— 

of  the  Canadian  Legislature  ventured  to  justify  the  provisions 
of  the  Imperial  Act,  and  very  few  ventured  to  vote  in  favour 
of  its  continuance,  even  upon  the  ground  of  expediency,  in 
behalf  of  the  "  magnates  "  of  two  favourable  Churches.  When 
the  resolutions  of  the  Address  to  Her  Majesty  were  moved  in 
the  Legislative  Assembly  of  Canada  on  this  subject,  an  amend- 
ment was  moved  by  the  supporters  of  the  present  exclusive 
privileges  of  the  Churches  of  England  and  Scotland  in  Canada 
an  amendment  which  contained  the  following  words : — 

That  in  the  opinion  of  this  House  it  is  inexpedient  to  disturb  or  unsettle, 
by  resolution  or  enactment,  the  appropriations  or  endowments  now  existing 
in  Upper  and  Lower  Canada  for  religious  purposes  ;  that  the  well-being  of 
society  and  the  growing  wants  of  the  various  Christian  bodies  in  Canada 
demand  that  the  several  provisions  of  the  Imperial  Act  3  and  4  Vic.,  cap. 
78,  should  be  carried  out  to  their  fullest  extent. 

In  favour  of  the  amendment,  that  is,  in  favour  of  the  con- 
tinuance and  operations  of  the  Imperial  Act  of  1840,  voted 
sixteen ;  against  it  voted  fifty -two.  Who  would  think  of  per- 
petuating a  law  in  England  atrf  variance  with  the  sentiments  of 
three-fourths  of  the-  members  of  the  House  of  Commons,  and 
even  of  a  large  proportion  of  the  constituency  of  Great  Britain  ? 
Could  the  present  constitution  of  government  in  England  be 
maintained,  could  revolution  be  long  prevented,  if  laws  were 
retained  on  the  statute  book  condemned  by  three-fourths  of  the 
Commons,  and  more  than  three-fourth  of  all  classes  of  people 
in  the  land,  and  those  statutes  involving  religious  questions  ? 
And  is  that  to  be  perpetuated  in  Canada  which  would  not  be 
retained  in  England  for  a  month  ? 

6.  Into  the  origin  and  progress  of  the  controversy  connected 
with  the  clergy  reserves,  it  is  needless  for  me  to  enter.  They 
are  sufficiently  stated  in  the  Address  of  the  Legislative  Assembly 
of  Canada  to  the  Queen,  a  copy  of  which  is  herewith  annexed, 
together  with  the  majorities  by  which  each  of  the  thirty-one 
clauses  of  the  Address  was  separately  voted.  It  will  be  seen 
that  the  first  twenty-three  clauses  of  the  Address  were  carried 
by  a  majority  of  52  to  18 ;  the  24th  clause  by  51  to  20 ;  the 
26th  clause  by  48  to  19 ;  the  27th  and  28th  clauses  by  47  to  20 ; 
the  29th  clause  by  36  to  34 ;  the  30th  clause  by  40  to  28 ;  the 
31st  clause,  containing  the  prayer  of  the  Address,  by  45  to  23. 
The  only  clause  of  the  Address,  therefore,  in  favour  of  which 
the  majority  of  the  Assembly  was  not  large  and  decided,  was 
the  29th ;  and  in  a  vote  to  that  clause,  I  have  shown  that  the 
smallness  of  the  majority  was  occasioned  by  objections  to  dif- 
ferent parts  of  the  clause  upon  quite  opposite  grounds,  of  three 
classes  of  members — the  sixteen  supporters  of  the  present  pre- 
eminence of  the  Churches  of  England  and  Scotland,  a  section 


1851]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  463T 

of  the  Roman  Catholic  members,  and  what  in  England  would 
be  called  the  extreme  dissenters.  In  the  vote  referred  to,  I 
have  explained  the  ground  of  the  opposition  to  this  clause  by 
each  of  these  three  classes  of  members.  It  will  be  seen  that 
the  29th  clause  is  rather  speculative  than  practical,  and  does 
not  affect  the  character  and  completeness  of  the  Address,  every 
other  clause  of  which  was  carried  by  a  large  majority.  It  is, 
however,  curious  to  remark,  that  while  the  supporters  of  the 
present  exclusive  privileges  of  the  Churches  of  England  and 
Scotland  are  indebted  to  the  assistance  of  Roman  Catholic 
members  for  the  only  vote  in  which  the  minority  was  large; 
yet  in  England  some  of  these  same  parties  represent  the 
Address  as  having  been  carried  chiefly  by  Roman  Catholic 
votes,  with  a  view  of  destroying  all  Protestant  institutions  in 
Canada. 

7.  No  enlightened  and  candid  person  can  look  at  the  religious 
history  and  social  state  of  Canada  and  desire  the  perpetuation 
of  the  Imperial  Act  3  and  4  Vic.,  ch.  78.  It  is  now  quite  sixty 
years  since  Upper  Canada  was  formed  into  a  province  with  a 
representative  government.  Its  population  was  then  7,000 
souls ;  it  is  now  about  700,000.  During  the  first  and  most 
eventful  half  of  that  sixty  years,  the  ministrations  of  the 
f Churches  of  England  and  Scotland  can  scarcely  be  said  to  have 
had  an  existence  there.  The  present  Bishop  of  Toronto,  in  a 
discourse  published  on  the  occasion  of  the  death  of  the  first 
Canadian  Bishop  of  the  Church  of  England,  states  that  down 
to  the  close  of  the  war  between  Great  Britain  and  the  United 
States  in  1815,  there  were  but  four  resident  clergymen  or  mis- 
sionaries of  the  Church  of  England  in  all  Upper  Canada — a 
statement  which  is  confirmed  by  the  annual  reports  of  the 
Society  for  the  Propagation  of  the  Gospel  in  Foreign  Parts ; 
and  the  same  reports  will  show  how  few  were  the  clergy  of 
the  Church  of  England  in  that  province  down  to  a  recent 
period.  We  learn  from  the  same  authority,  that  till  1818  there 
was  but  one  clergyman  of  the  Church  of  Scotland  in  Upper 
Canada,  and  that  in  1827  there  were  but  two.  It  is,  therefore, 
clear  that  during  the  first  half  of  its  sixty  years'  existence  as  a 
province,  Upper  Canada  must  have  been  indebted  almost  en- 
tirely to  other  than  clergy  of  the  Churches  of  England  and 
Scotland  for  religious  instruction ;  yet  during  that  thirty  years, 
it  is  admitted  that  the  people  of  Upper  Canada  were  a  religious, 
an  intelligent,  and  loyal  people.  To  whom  the  people  of  that, 
province  were  mainly  indebted  for  their  religious  instruction, 
and  for  the  formation  and  development  of  their  religious  char- 
acter, appears  in  a  report  of  a  Select  Committee  of  the  Upper 
Canada  House  of  Assembly,  appointed  in  1828,  on  the  religious 


464  TEE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LIIL 

condition  of  the  country,  and  before  which  fifty  witnesses, 
chiefly  members  of  the  Church  of  England,  were  examined.  I 
quote  the  following  words  from  the  report  of  that  Committee, 
(which  was  adopted  by  the  Assembly  by  a  majority  of  22  to  8), 
a  report  which  was  partly  prepared  in  reference  to  a  letter 
addressed  by  the  present  Bishop  of  Toronto  to  His  Majesty's 
Secretary  of  State  for  the  Colonies  in  1827: — 

The  insinuations  (says  the  report)  in  the  letter  against  the  Methodist 
clergymen,  the  committee  have  noticed  with  peculiar  regret.  To  the  dis- 
interested and  indefatigable  exertions  of  these  pious  men  this  province  owes 
much.  At  an  early  period  of  its  history,  when  it  was  thinly  settled,  and 
destitute  of  all  other  means  of  religious  instruction,  these  ministers  of  the 
Gospel,  animated  by  Christian  zeal  and  benevolence,  at  the  sacrifice  pf 
health,  and  interest,  and  comfort,  carried  among  the  people  the  blessings, 
and  consolations,  and  sanctions  of  our  holy  religion.  Their  influence  and 
instruction  have  been  conducive  in  a  degree  which  cannot  be  easily  esti- 
mated, to  the  reformation  of  the  vicious  and  to  the  diffusion  of  correct 
morals,  the  foundation  of  all  sound  loyalty  and  social  order. 

This  religious  body  has  now  180  regular  ministers  in  Upper 
Canada,  about  1,100  churches  and  preaching  places,  and  em- 
braces in  its  congregations  one-seventh  of  the  population.*  Yet 
this  oldest  religious  community  in  Upper  Canada,  together  with 
the  Free  Presbyterian  Church  of  Canada,  the  United  Presby- 
terian Church,  the  Baptists  and  Congregationalists,  are  treated 
as  nobody  by  the  Imperial  Act,  while  the  more  modern  Churches 
of  England  and  Scotland  are  exclusively  endowed,  and  that  by 
setting  aside  legislative  rights  which  the  Constitution  of  1791 
had  conferred  upon  the  people  of  Upper  Canada !  In  Great 
Britain  the  Established  Churches  are  associated  with  the  early 
and  brightest  periods  of  British  history,  and  are  blended  with 
all  the  influences  which  distinguish  and  exalt  British  character ; 
but  the  feelings  and  predilections  arising  from  such  reminis- 
cences and  associations  are  not  the  proper  rule  of  judgment  as  to 
the  feelings,  predilections  and  institutions  of  Canadian  society. 
As  Englishmen  best  know  their  own  feelings  and  wants,  and 
claim  and  exercise  the  sole  right  of  judging  and  legislating  for 
themselves ;  so  do  the  people  of  Canada  best  know  their  own 
wishes  and  interests,  and  ought  to  judge  and  legislate  for  them- 
selves in  all  local  matters  which  do  not  infringe  any  imperial 
prerogative.  No  Englishman  can  refuse  this  who  wishes  to  do 
to  others  as  he  would  have  others  do  to  him. 

8.  But  it  should  also  be  observed,  that  down  to  the  passing 
of  the  Imperial  Act  of  1840,  the  influence  of  the  Church  of 
Scotland  itself  was  adverse  to  any  such  act  of  partiality  and 
injustice,  and  in  favour  of  applying  the  proceeds  of  the  clergy 
reserves  even  to  educational  as  well  as  religious  purposes.  The 

*  Since  the  foregoing  was  written,  it  has  been  ascertained  that  the  Wesleyan 
Methodists  number  142,000,  or  more  than  one-fifth  of  the  entire  population  (1850). 


1851]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  465 

discussion  of  this  question  was  first  introduced  into  the  Legis- 
lative Assembly  of  Upper  Canada  in  1823,  by  the  Hon.  William 
Morris — a  gentleman  of  great  respectability,  and  who  has 
always  been  regarded  and  acknowledged  as  the  guardian  of  the 
interests,  and  representative  of  the  sentiments,  of  the  Church  of 
Scotland.  December  22nd,  1826,  Mr.  Morris  moved  a  series  of 
resolutions  on  this  subject,  of  which  the  following  are  the  9th 
and  10th : 

9.  Resolved, — That  it  is  the  opinion  of  a  great  proportion  of  the  people  of 
this  Province  that  the  clergy  lands,  in  place  of  being  enjoyed  by  the  clergy 
of  an  inconsiderable  part  of  the  population,  ought  to  be  disposed  of,  and  the 
proceeds  of  their  sale  applied  to  increase  the  provincial  allowance  for  the 
support  of  district  and  common  schools,  and  the  endowment  of  a  provincial 
seminary  for  learning,  and  in  aid  of  erecting  places  of  public  worship  for  all 
denominations  of  Christians.     [Carried  by  a  majority  of  31  to  2.] 

10.  Resolved, — That  it  is  expedient  to  pass  a  Bill,  authorizing  the  sale  of 
the  clergy  lands  within  this  Province,  for  the  purposes  set  forth  in  the  fore- 
going resolution ;  and  to  address  His  Majesty,  numbly  soliciting  that  he  will 
be  graciously  pleased  to  give  the  royal  assent  to  said  Bill.     [Carried  by  a 
majority  of  30  to  3.] 

On  the  28th  of  the  same  month,  Mr.  Morris  reported  a  draft 
of  Bill  for  the  sale  of  the  clergy  reserves,  pursuant  to  the  fore- 
going resolutions.  The  Bill  passed  the  Assembly  by  a  majority 
of  20  to  3;  was  sent  to  the  Legislative  Council,  and  was 
rejected.  Similar  attempts  to  legislate  having  in  like  manner 
and  from  the  same  cause  proved  abortive,  another  address  to 
the  King  on  this  subject  was  adopted  by  the  Assembly  in 
March,  1831,  and  supported,  if  not  introduced,  by  Mr.  Morris. 
That  address,  which  was  adopted  by  a  majority  of  30  to  7,  con- 
tains the  following  words : — 

That  a  large  majority  of  the  inhabitants  of  this  Province  are  sincerely 
attached  to  your  Majesty's  person  and  government,  but  are  averse  to  any 
exclusive  or  dominant  Church.  That  this  House  feels  confident  that,  to 
promote  the  prosperity  of  this  portion  of  your  Majesty's  dominions,  and  to 
satisfy  the  earnest  desire  of  the  people  of  this  Province,  your  Majesty  will  be 
graciously  pleased  to  give  the  most  favourable  consideration  to  the  wishes  of 
your  faithful  subjects.  That,  to  terminate  the  jealousy  and  dissension  which 
have  hitherto  existed  on  the  subject  of  the  said  clergy  reserves — to  remove  a 
barrier  to  the  settlement  of  the  country,  and  to  provide  a  fund  available  for 
the  promotion  of  education,  and  in  aid  of  erecting  places  of  worship  for 
various  denominations  of  Christians :  it  is  extremely  desirable  that  the  said 
land  reserved  should  be  sold,  and  the  proceeds  arising  from  the  sale  of  the 
same  placed  at  the  disposal  of  the  Provincial  Legislature,  to  be  applied 
exclusively  for  those  purposes. 

This  address  was  replied  to  the  January  following,  1832,  by 
a  formal  message  from  the  King,  from  which  I  extract  the 
following  sentences : — 

The  representations  which  have  at  different   times  been  made  to  His 
Majesty  and  his  Royal  predecessors  of  the  prejudice  sustained  by  his  faith- 
ful subjects  in  Upper  Canada,  from  the  appropriation  of  the  clergy  reserves, 
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466  TEE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LIII. 

have  engaged  His  Majesty's  most  attentive  consideration.  .  .  It  has,  there- 
fore, been  with  peculiar  satisfaction  that,  in  his  inquiries  into  this  subject, 
His  Majesty  has  found  that  the  changes  sought  for  by  so  large  a  portion  of 
the  inhabitants  of  Upper  Canada,  may  be  carried  into  effect  without  sacri- 
ficing the  just  claims  ot  the  established  Churches  of  England  and  Scotland. 
.  .  .  His  Majesty,  therefore,  invites  the  House  of  Assembly  of  Upper 
Canada  to  consider  how  the  powers  given  the  Provincial  Legislature  by  the 
Constitutional  Act  to  vary  or  repeal  this  part  of  its  provisions,  can  be  called 
into  exercise  most  advantageously,  for  the  spiritual  and  temporal  interests  of 
His  Majesty's  faithful  subjects  in  the  Province. 

It  will  be  seen  that  the  Address  to  the  Crown  and  reply, 
above  quoted,  contemplated  the  application  of  no  part  of  the 
proceeds  of  the  clergy  lands  for  the  support  of  the  clergy  of 
any  religious  persuasion,  but  the  application  of  the  whole  to 
the  promotion  of  education,  and  in  aid  of  erecting  places  of 
worship.  I  do  not  make  these  references  to  advocate  this  view 
of  the  question,  but  to  show  that  the  Crown  has  long  since 
assented  to  the  alienation  of  the  whole  of  the  proceeds  of  the 
reserves  from  the  support  of  the  clergy  of  any  Church,  should 
the  Canadian  Legislature  think  proper  to  do  so,  and  that  the 
Church  of  Scotland  in  Upper  Canada  agreed  with  the  other 
religious  persuasions,  and  the  great  majority  of  the  Canadian 
people,  in  the  advocacy  of  such  an  alienation  of  said  reserves. 
The  same  parties  cannot  now  object  on  constitutional  and  moral 
grounds  to  what  they  heretofore  advocated  on  those  same 
grounds. 

9.  It  has,  however,  been  alleged  that  the  people  of  Canada 
have  acquiesced  in  the  provisions  of  the  Imperial  Act,  and  are 
satisfied  with  it.  At  the  time  of  passing  the  Imperial  Act,  in 
1840,  and  down  to  within  the  last  two  years,  the  discussion  of 
questions  relating  to  the  organization  and  system  of  government 
itself  occupied  the  attention  of  the  public  mind  in  Canada ;  but 
no  sooner  was  the  public  mind  set  at  rest  on  those  paramount 
and  fundamental  questions,  than  the  Canadian  people  demanded 
the  restoration  of  their  rights  on  the  question  of  the  clergy 
reserves.  What  they  have  felt  for  two  years,  and  often  and 
strongly  spoken,  through  the  local  press  and  at  the  hustings, 
they  now  speak  in  the  ears  of  the  Sovereign  of  the  Imperial 
Parliament.  That  there  must  be  deep  and  general  dissatisfaction 
in  Canada  on  this  subject,  will  appear  from  the  following  cir- 
cumstances: (1)  The  Imperial  Act  infringes  the  rights,  and 
contravenes  the  wishes  of  the  Canadian  people ;  (2)  It  inflicts 
an  injustice  and  wrong  upon  the  great  majority  of  the  religious 
persuasions  in  that  country,  where  the  "  convictions  of  nine- 
tenths  "  or  rather  ninety-nine  one-hundreths,  of  the  inhabitants 
are  in  favour  of  "  equal  rights  upon  equal  conditions,"  among 
all  classes  and  persuasions ;  (3)  The  Legislative  Assembly,  by 


1851]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  467 

a  majority  of  51  to  20,  declare  that  the  Imperial  Act,  "so  far 
from  settling  this  long  agitated  question,  has  left  it  to  be  the 
subject  of  renewed  and  increased  public  discontent;"  (4)  The 
comparative  silence  of  the  Wesleyan  body — the  oldest,  the  most 
numerous,  and  the  most  unjustly  treated,  of  all  the  excluded 
denominations — is  expressive  and  ominous.  Its  representatives, 
having  proceeded  to  England  in  1840,  remonstrated  against 
this  Bill,  then  before  Parliament;  they  sought  the  assent  of 
Her  Majesty's  Secretary  of  State  for  the  Colonies  to  be  heard 
at  the  Bar  of  the  House  of  Commons  against  it,  and  having 
been  refused,  they  presented  to  him,  July  27th,  1840,  a  most 
earnest  remonstrance  against  the  Bill.  On  the  Bill  becoming 
law,  they  ^  silently  submitted,  and  on  grounds  which  were  ex- 
plained, a  'few  months  since,  by  the  official  organ  of  the  Wes- 
leyan Methodist  Church  in  Canada,  in  the  following  words : — 

On  Lord  John  Russell's  Bill  becoming  a  law,  the  question  was  changed 
from  a  denominational  to  a  Provincial  one — from  an  ecclesiastical  to  a  con- 
stitutional one.  It  was  no  longer  a  question  between  one  denomination  and 
another,  but  a  question  between  Upper  Canada  and  the  Imperial  Parliament. 
As  Canadians,  and  acting  in  behalf  of  a  large  section  of  the  Canadian  com- 
munity, the  representatives  of  the  Wesleyan  Methodist  Church  expressed 
their  convictions,  their  feelings,  and  their  apprehensions  to  Her  Majesty's 
Government  while  the  question  was  pending  before  Parliament ;  but  when 
the  execrable  Bill  became  an  Imperial  Law,  it  was  as  much  out  of  place  for 
them  as  clergymen,  or  of  any  religious  persuasion  to  strive  to  fulfil  their  own 
predictions,  or  set  on  foot  a  Colonial  civil  contest,  as  it  would  have  been 
pusillanimous  in  them  not  to  have  remonstrated  before  the  consummation  of 
such  an  act  of  wrong  against  the  people  of  Upper  Canada.  The  question  is 
now  being  taken  up  in  the  right  place,  and,  we  trust,  in  the  right  spirit 

10.  Under  such  circumstances  it  is  impossible  that  the  ques- 
tion can  long  remain  in  its  present  state,  and  it  is  for  the  Im- 
perial Parliament  to  say  what  shall  be  done.  It  is  admitted 
upon  all  hands  that  the  members  of  the  Churches  of  England 
and  Scotland  in  Canada  are  more  wealthy  in  proportion  to  their 
numbers,  and,  therefore,  less  needful  of  extraneous  aid  than  the 
members  of  any  other  religious  persuasion  ;  and  in  proportion 
to  their  numbers  and  wealth  will  be  their  comparative  influence 
and  advantages  in  the  proceedings  of  their  own  Legislature. 
It  is  a  grave  question,  whether  the  Imperial  Parliament  will 
place  itself  in  an  attitude  of  hostility  to  the  Legislative  Assem- 
bly and  people  of  Canada  for  the  sake  of  conferring  question- 
able pecuniary  distinctions  upon  the  clergy  of  the  two  most 
wealthy  denominations  in  that  country  ?  Should  any  members 
of  Parliament  be  disposed  to  pursue  this  course,  and  hazard 
this  experiment,  I  beg  them  to  pause  and  consider  the  following 
questions : — 

(1)  Can  the  real  interests  of  the  Churches  of  England  and 


468  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LIII. 

Scotland  themselves  be  advanced  by  occupying  a  position  of 
antagonism  to  the  acknowledged  equal  rights  of  the  great 
majority  of  the  people  of  Canada  ?  And  is  it  desirable  that 
these  Churches  should  be  the  instruments  and  emblems  of  wrong 
to  a  country,  rather  than  natural  and  powerful  agencies  of  its 
unity,  advancement,  and  happiness?  Interested  parties  in 
Canada  may  not  be  able  to  see  this,  but  British  and  Christian 
statesmen  ought  not  to  overlook  it. 

(2)  Ought  the  members  of  the  Churches  of  England  and 
Scotland,  who  take  a  part  in  public  affairs  in  Canada,  and  who 
may  be  candidates  for  popular  power,  to  be  placed  in  circum- 
stances in  which  they  must  either  war  against  the  position  and 
authorities   of  their   own  Church,  or  war  against  all   other 
religious  persuasions,  or  retire  from  public  life  altogether  ? 

(3)  What  will  be  the  natural,  or  apparently  inevitable,  result 
of  thus  singling  out  two  classes  of  Canadian  people,  and  dis- 
tinguishing them  from  all  others  by  pecuniary  endowments, 
and  sustaining  them  in  that  position,  not  by  the  free  Legislature 
of  their  own  country — not  by  the  original  principles  of  their 
constitution  of  government  to  which  Canada  may  have  pledged 
itself — but  by  a  recent  Imperial  Act,  to  the  preparing  or  pro- 
visions of  which  the  Canadians  were  no  parties,  and  against 
which  they  protest  ?     Is  it  likely  that  the  will  or  predilections 
of  a  transatlantic  House  of  Lords,  so  largely  composed  of  and 
influenced  by  one  class   of  ecclesiastical  dignitaries,  can  long 
determine  the  mutual  relations  of  religious  persuasions  in  a 
country  constituted  as  Canada  is,  and  bordering  on  the  northern 
free  Anglo-States  of  America  ?     What  the  Canadians  ask  they 
ask  on  grounds  originally  guaranteed  to  them  by  their  constitu- 
tion ;  and  if  they  are  compelled  to  make  a  choice  between  British 
connection  and  British  constitutional  rights,  it  is  natural  that 
they  should  prefer  the  latter  to  the  former  ?     It  is  also  to  be 
noted  that  the  Imperial  Act  in  question  has  to  be  administered 
through  the  local  Canadian  administration.     Such  is  the  ma- 
chinery of  the  Act.       The  revenue  that  it  appropriates   is 
Canadian,  and  it  is  worked  through  Canadian  agency — through 
Canadian  heads  of  departments,  responsible  to  the  representa- 
tives of  the  people  of  Canada.     Should  the  Canadian  people, 
then,  find  that  their  respectful  and  earnest  appeal  to  the  Imperial 
Parliament,  through  the  Sovereign,  is  in  vain,  they  will  naturally 
look  to  their  own  resources  and  elect  representatives  at  the 
ensuing  general  elections  who  will  pledge  themselves  to  oppose 
the  administration  of  the  Imperial  Act — representatives  who 
will  support  no  Inspector  or  Receiver-General   that  will  be 
responsible  for  the  payment  of  even  any  warrant  for  moneys 
under  such  Act      The  consequence  must  soon  be,  not  only 


1851]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.       .  469 

injury  to  existing  incumbents  whom  the  Canadian  Assembly 
now  propose  to  secure,  but  collision  between  the  Government 
and  the  Legislative  Assembly,  and  ultimately  between  the  latter 
and  the  Imperial  authorities ;  and  finally,  either  the  establish- 
ment of  military  government  in  Canada  (an  impossibility),  or 
the  severance  of  that  great  country  from  Great  Britain.  On 
the  other  hand,  if  the  reasonable  demand  and  constitutional 
rights  of  the  people  of  Canada  be  regarded  in  this  question, 
I  believe  Canada  will  remain  freely  and  cordially  connected- 
with  the  Mother  Country  for  many  years,  if  not  generations,  to 
come.  I  will  conclude  these  observations  in  the  expressive 
words  of  Lord  Stanley,  to  the  spirit  of  which  I  hope  every 
British  statesman  will  respond.  On  the  2nd  of  May,  1828,  in 
a  speech  on  this  subject,  Lord  Stanley  expressed  himself  in  the 
following  terms : — 

That  if  any  exclusive  privileges  be  §frven  to  the  Church  of  England,  not 
only  will  the  measure  be  repugnant  to  every  principle  of  sound  legislation, 
but  contrary  to  the  spirit  and  intention  of  the  Act  of  1791,  under  which  the 
reserves  were  made  for  the  Protestant  clergy,  1  will  not  enter  further  into 
it  at  present,  except  to  express  my  hope  that  the  House  will  guard  Canada 
against  the  evils  which  religious  dissensions  have  already  produced  in  this 
country  and  in  Ireland,  where  we  have  examples  to  teach  us  what  to  shun. 
We  have  seen  the  evil  consequences  of  this  system  at  home.  God  forbid  we 
should  not  profit  by  experience  ;  and  more  especially  in  legislating  for  a 
people  bordering  on  a  country  where  religious  intolerance  and  religious  ex- 
clusions are  unknown — a  country  to  which  Parliament  looked  in  passing  the 
Act  of  1791,  as  all  the  great  men  who  argued  the  question  then  expressly 
declared.  It  is  important  that  His  Majesty's  Canadian  subjects  should  not 
have  occasion  to  look  across  the  narrow  boundary  that  separates  them  from 
the  United  States,  to  see  anything  there  to  envy. 


CHAPTER   LIV. 

1854-1855. 

RESIGNATION  ON  THE  CLASS-MEETING  QUESTION.  —  DISCUSSION. 


last  important  connexional  discussion  in  which  Dr. 
_  Ryerson  was  engaged  was  on  the  Class-Meeting  Question. 
For  years  he  had  objected,  chiefly  privately,  amongst  his  breth- 
ren, clerical  and  lay,  to  making  attendance  at  class-meeting  a 
condition  of  membership  in  the  Wesleyan  Methodist  Church  of 
Canada.  For  various  reasons,  few  members  of  the  Conference 
desired  to  have  the  subject  publicly  discussed  in  Conference. 
They  felt  that  a  serious  practical  difficulty  surrounded  the 
question  itself  —  difficulties  which  could  not  be  surmounted  by 
public  discussion.  Many  of  them  also  knew  that  in  calmly  dis- 
cussing, without  personal  feeling,  the  abstract  principle  involved 
in  the  rule,  it  would  be  found  that  their  judgment  and  loyal 
feeling  to  the  Church  would  go  one  way,  while  their  uniform 
practice  in  the  adminstration  of  the  rule  would  often  be  at 
variance  with  both,  owing  to  peculiar  circumstances.  On  the 
other  hand,  Dr.  Ryerson  thought,  that  not  only  should  preaching 
and  practice  in  this  matter  agree,  but  that  theory  and  practice 
should  also  agree.  And  hence  he  felt  that  as  his  preaching  and 
practice  agreed  in  opposition  to  the  rule,  he  was  not  loyal  to 
the  Church  in  ministering  at  her  altars,  while  he  was  heartily 
and  conscientiously  opposed  to  the  fundamental  rule  of  mem- 
bership prescribed  by  that  Church.  Hence,  on  the  2nd  of 
January,  1854,  he  addressed  the  following  letter  to  the  Rev. 
Dr.  Wood,  President  of  the  Wesleyan  Methodist  Conference  (I 
omit  extraneous  matter)  :  — 

I  hereby  resign  into  your  hands,  my  membership  in  the  Con- 
ference, and  my  office  as  a  minister  of  the  Wesleyan  Methodist 
Church  —  herewith  enclosing  my  parchments  of  ordination,  thus 
taking  my  place  among  the  laity  of  the  Church. 

I  have  resolved  to  take  this  step  after  long  and  serious 
deliberation,  but  without  consulting  any  human  being.  I  take 
this  step,  not  because  I  do  not  believe  that  the  Wesleyan 
ministry  is  as  fully  authorized  as  the  ministry  of  any  other 
branch  of  the  universal  Church,  to  exercise  all  the  functions  of 


1854-55]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  471 

Christian  priesthood ;  not  because  I  do  not  as  unfeignedly  as 
ever  subscribe  to  all  the  doctrines  of  the  Wesleyan  Church ;  not 
because  I  do  not  profoundly  honour  the  integrity  and  devoted- 
ness  of  the  Wesleyan  ministry;  not  because  I  do  not  think 
that  Christian  discipline  is  as  strictly,  if  not  more  strictly,  main- 
tained in  the  Wesleyan  Church  than  in  any  other  Christian 
Church  in  the  world. 

But  I  resign  (not  my  connection  with,  but)  my  ministerial 
office  in  the  Wesleyan  Church,  because  I  believe  a  condition  of 
membership  is  exacted  in  it  which  has  no  warrant  in  Scripture, 
nor  in  the  practice  of  the  primitive  Church,  nor  in  the  writings 
of  Mr.  Wesley ;  and  in  consequence  of  which  condition,  great 
numbers  of  exemplary  heads  of  families  and  young  people  are 
excluded  from  all  recognition  and  rights  of  membership  in  the 
Church.  I  refer  to  attendance  upon  class-meeting — without 
attendance  at  which  no  person  is  acknowledged  as  a  member  of 
the  Wesleyan  Methodist  Church,  however  sincerely  and  cor- 
dially he  may  believe  her  doctrines,  prefer  her  ministry,  and 
support  her  institutions,  and  however  exemplary  he  may  be  in 
his  life. 

I  believe  the  class-meetings,  as  well  as  love-feasts,  have  been 
and  are  a  means  of  immense  good  in  the  Wesleyan  Church,  and 
that  both  should  be  employed  and  recommended  as  prudential 
and  useful,  means  of  religious  edification  to  all  who  may  be 
willing  to  avail  themselves  of  them.  But  attendance  at  love- 
feast  is  known  to  be  voluntary  and  not  to  be  a  condition  of 
membership  in  the  Church ;  so  I  think  that  attendance  at 
class-meeting  should  also  be  voluntary,  and  ought  not  to  be 
exalted  into  an  indispensable  condition  of  membership  in  the 
Church  ;  I  am  persuaded  that  every  person  who  believes  the 
doctrines,  and  observes  the  precepts  and  ordinances  enjoined 
by  our  Lord  and  His  Apostles,  is  eligible  to  membership  in 
the  Church  of  Christ,  and  cannot,  on  Scriptural  or  Wesleyan 
grounds,  be  excluded  from  its  rights  and  privileges  upon  the 
mere  ground  of  his  or  her  being  unable  to  reconcile  it  to  their 
views  to  take  a  part  in  the  conversations  of  class-meetings. 

The  views  thus  stated,  I  have  entertained  many  years.  After 
having  revolved  the  subject  in  my  mind  for  some  time,  I  ex- 
pressed my  views  on  it  in  1840  and  1841.  .  .  But  since  my 
more  direct  connection  with  the  youth  of  the  country  at  large, 
and  having  met  with  numbers  of  exemplary  persons  who  prefer 
the  Methodist  Church  to  any  other,  but  are  excluded  from  it 
by  the  required  condition  of  attending  class-meeting,  besides 
thousands  of  young  people  of  Wesleyan  parents  and  congrega- 
tions, I  have  become  more  deeply  than  ever  impressed  with  the 
importance  of  the  question,  to  which  I  referred  in  remarks 


472  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LIV. 

made  at  the  last  and  preceding  Conferences.  I  had  intended 
until  within  a  short  time  to  defer  any  decision  on  the  step  I 
now  take  until  the  next  annual  Conference,  and  until  after 
bringing  the  question  in  the  form  of  distinct  propositions  before 
the  Conference ;  but,  after  the  best  consideration  in  my  power, 
I  have  thought  it  advisable  to  resign  my  office  in  the  Church  at 
the  present  time — fearing  the  revival  and  results  of  unpleasant- 
nesses from  my  bringing  the  question  formally  before  the  Con- 
ference, .  .  and  from  a  deep  conviction  that  I  should  no 
longer  delay  taking  the  most  effectual  means  in  my  power  to 
draw  the  attention  of  the  ministry  and  members  of  the  Wesleyan 
Church  to  this  anomaly  in  her  Disciplinary  regulations,  and 
secure,  if  possible,  to  tens  of  thousands  of  persons  the  rights 
and  privileges  of  membership  in  that  branch  of  the  Church  of 
Christ  which  they  prefer — rights  and  privileges  to  which  I  am 
persuaded  they  are  justly  entitled  upon  both  Scriptural  and 
Wesleyan  grounds. 

I  do  not  think  it  is  honest  or  right  for  a  man  to  hold  the 
office  of  a  minister  in  a  Church,  all  whose  essential  regulations, 
as  well  as  doctrines,  he  cannot  justify  and  recommend.  I  say 
essential  regulations;  for  there  may  be  many  regulations  and 
practices  in  a  Church  of  which  a  minister  may  not  approve, 
and  the  existence  of  which  he  may  deplore,  but  which  would 
not  prevent  him  from  maintaining,  as  usual,  his  relations  and 
course  of  labour.  An  enlightened  Christian  mind  can  and  will, 
without  any  compromise  of  principle,  allow  a  wide  latitude  in 
modes  of  proceeding,  and  in  matters  of  opinion,  taste,  and 
prudence.  But  a  regulation  which  determines  who  shall  and 
who  shall  not  be  recognized  as  members  of  the  Church  of  Christ, 
involves  a  vital  question,  the  importance  of  which  cannot  be 
overrated,  and  which  must  be  determined  by  Divine  Revelation, 
and  not  by  mere  conventional  rules. 

Now,  while  as  an  individual  I  may  value  and  wish  to  attend, 
as  far  as  possible,  all  prudential  as  well  as  instituted  means  of 
grace  in  our  Church,  I  cannot  as  a  teacher,  by  word  or  office, 
declare  that  all  persons  who  will  not  attend  class-meetings,  in 
addition  to  observing  all  the  ordinances  of  Christ,  should  be 
rejected  and  excluded  from  the  Christian  Church.  I  cannot  say 
so — I  cannot  think  so — I  cannot  believe  it  Scriptural  or  right, 
in  respect  to  great  numbers  of  estimable  persons,  and  of  the 
sons  and  daughters  of  our  people,  who  believe  Wesleyan  doc- 
trines, who  respect  and  love  the  Wesleyan  ministry,  support 
Wesleyan  institutions,  are  exemplary  in  their  lives,  and  who 
wish  to  be  members  of  the  Wesleyan  Church,  but  who,  from 
education,  or  mental  constitution,  or  other  circumstances,  cannot 
face  much  less  enjoy,  the  developments  and  peculiarities  of  the 


1854-55]  THE  STCRY  OF  MY  LIFE.  ,  473 

class-meeting.  I  have  met  and  sympathized  with  many  who 
have  sought  to  reconcile  their  views  and  feelings  to  the  per- 
sonal speakings  and  communications  of  class-meetings,  but  who 
could  not  succeed ;  and  not  being  allowed  otherwise  to  enjoy 
the  privileges  of  membership  in  the  Wesleyan  Church,  were 
driven  to  seek  admission  into  some  other  Christian  communion. 

Our  Lord  and  His  Apostles  have  prescribed  no  form  of  reli- 
gious communion  but  the  Lord's  Supper.  The  New  Testament 
meetings  of  Christian  fellowship,  in  which  the  early  Christians 
edified  one  another,  are  appropriately  adduced  as  the  exemplars 
of  Wesleyan  love-feasts — that  voluntary  and  useful  means  of 
religious  edification.  But  it  is  remarkable  that  a  person  may 
neither  attend  love-feast  nor  the  Lord's  Supper,  and  yet  retain 
his  membership  in  the  Wesleyan  Church,  while  he  is  excluded 
from  it  if  he  does  not  attend  class-meeting,  though  he  may  attend 
both  the  Lord's  Supper  and  love-feast,  as  well  as  the  preaching 
of  the  word  and  meetings  for  prayer.  Nay,  I  find  in  the  latter 
part  of  the  section  of  our  Discipline  on  "  Class  Meetings,"  that 
the  minister  in  charge  of  a  circuit  is  required  to  exclude  all 
"those  members  of  the  Church  who  wilfully  and  repeatedly 
neglect  to  meet  their  class,"  but  to  state  at  the  time  of  their 
exclusion,  "  that  they  are  laid  aside  for  a  breach  of  our  rules  of 
Discipline,  and  not  for  immoral  conduct."  I  know  of  no  Scrip- 
tural authority  to  exclude  any  person  from  the  Church  of  Christ 
on  earth,  except  for  that  which  would  exclude  him  from  the 
kingdom  of  glory,  namely,  '•  immoral  conduct."  But  here  is  an 
express  requirement  for  the  exclusion  of  persons  from  the  Wes- 
leyan Church  for  that  which  it  is  admitted  is  not  "immoral 
conduct,"  namely,  neglect  of  class-meeting.  This  is  certainly 
going  beyond  Scriptural  authority  and  example. 

I  have  said  that  I  do  not  regard  as  Wesleyan,  or  having  the 
sanction  of  Mr.  Wesley,  the  making  attendance  at  class-meeting 
an  essential  condition  of  membership  in  the  Church  of  Christ. 
Mr.  Wesley  declared  that  the  sole  object  of  his  labours  was, 
not  to  form  a  new  sect,  but  to  revive  religion  in  the  Church  and 
in  the  nation ;  that  each  class  was  a  voluntary  society  in  the 
Church,  but  was  no  more  a  separate  Church  organization  than 
a  Bible  Society,  or  Temperance  Society,  or  Young  Men's  Chris- 
tian Association,  is  a  separate  Church  organization.  Nor  did 
Mr.  Wesley  regard  the  admission  of  persons  into,  or  exclusion 
from,  any  one  of  his  societies  as  affecting,  in  the  slightest  de- 
gree, such  person's  Church  membership.  Nay,  Mr.  Wesley 
insisted  that  all  who  joined  his  societies,  in  addition  to  attend- 
ing class-meeting,  and  the  ministrations  of  his  preachers,  should 
regularly  attend  the  services  and  sacraments  of  the  Church  of 
England.  In  his  sermon  "  On  Attending  Church  Service,"  Mr. 


474  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LIV. 

Wesley  says,  "  it  was  one  of  our  original  rules,  that  every 
member  of  our  society  should  attend  the  church  and  sacrament, 
unless  he  he  had  been  bred  among  Christians  of  another  denom- 
ination." In  his  Tract,  entitled  "  Principles  of  a  Methodist 
Further  Explained,"  (written  in  reply  to  the  Rev.  Mr.  Church,) 
Mr.  Wesley  says : — 

The  United  Society  was  originally  so  called,  because  it  consisted  of  several 
smaller  societies  united  together.  When  any  member  of  these,  or  of  the 
United  Society,  are  proved  to  live  in  known  sin,  we  then  mark  and  avoid 
them  :  we  separate  ourselves  from  every  one  that  walks  disorderly.  Some- 
times if  the  case  be  judged  infectious  (though  rarely)  this  is  decided  openly  ; 
but  this  you  style  "  excommunication,"  and  say,  "  does  not  every  one  see  a 
separate  ecclesiastical  communion  1 " 

Mr.  Wesley  replies : — 

No.  •  This  society  does  not  separate  from  the  rest  of  the  Church  of  Eng- 
land. They  continue  steadfast  with  them  both  in  the  apostolical  doctrine, 
and  in  breaking  of  bread,  and  in:  prayers. 

And  in  further  reply  to  the  charge,  that  in  excluding  dis- 
orderly persons  from  his  society,  he  was  usurping  a  power 
committed  to  the  higher  order  of  the  clergy,  Mr.  Wesley  says : — 

No  ;  not  in  the  power  of  excluding  members  from  a  private  society,  unless 
on  the  supposition  of  some  such  rule  as  ours  is,  viz. :  "  That  if  a  man  separate 
from  the  church,  he  is  no  longer  a  member  of  our  society." 

These  passages  (from  scores  of  similar  ones  in  Mr.  Wesley's 
works),  are  sufficient  to  shew  what  Mr.  Wesley  understood  and 
intended  by  admission  into,  or  exclusion  from,  any  one  of  his 
societies — that  it  did  not  in  the  least  affect  the  relations  of  any 
person  to  the  Church  of  which  he  was  a  member.  Now,  the 
rule  which  Mr.  Wesley  imposed  as  a  condition  of  membership 
in  a  private  society  in  a  Church,  we  impose  as  a  condition  of 
membership  in  the  Church  itself. 

It  is  also  worthy  of  remark,  that  attendance  at  class-meeting 
is  not  required  of  members  in  the  general  rules  of  the  society — 
those  very  rules  which  our  ministers  are  required  to  give  to 
persons  proposing  to  join  the  Wesleyan  Church. 

In  those  rules  no  mention  is  made  of  class-meeting,  nor  is  it 
there  required  that  each  member  shall  meet  the  leader,  much 
less  meet  him  in  a  class-meeting,  in  the  presence  of  many  others; 
but  that  the  leader  shall  see  each  person  in  his  class,  and  meet 
the  minister  and  stewards  once  a  week.  Yet,  by  constant  and 
universal  practice,  we  have  transferred  the  obligation  from  the 
leader  to  the  member,  and  made  it  the  duty  of  the  latter  (on 
pain  of  excommunication),  to  meet  the  former  in  class-meeting; 
an  obligation  which  is  nowhere  enjoined  in  the  general  rules. 
In  those  rules  it  is  said  : 


1854-551  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  475 

There  is  only  one  condition  previously  required  of  those  who  desire  admis- 
sion into  these  societies — a  desire  to  tiee  from  the  wrath  to  come,  and  to  be 
saved  from  their  sins. 

The  rules  then  truly  state,  that  wherever  this  desire  is  really 
fixed  in  the  soul,  it  will  be  known  by  its  fruits.  These  fruits 
are  briefly  but  fully  set  forth  under  three  heads.  (1)  By  doing 
no  harm.  (2)  By  doing  good.  (3)  "  By  attending  all  the  ordi- 
nances of  God.  Such,  the  public  worship  of  God  ;  the  ministry 
of  the  word,  either  read  or  expounded ;  the  Supper  of  the  Lord ; 
family  and  private  prayer  ;  searching  the  Scriptures,  and  fasting 
or  abstinence.  These  are  the  general  rules  of  our  societies,  all 
of  which  we  are  taught  of  God  to  observe,  even  in  His  written 
word,  which  is  the  only  rule,  and  the  sufficient  rule,  both  of  faith 
and  practice."  Now,  neither  class-meeting  nor  love-feast  is 
mentioned  among  the  "  ordinances  of  God  "  enumerated  in  the 
general  rules  of  the  society;  nor  is  it  mentioned  in  Mr.  Wesley's 
Large  Minutes  of  Conference  among  the  instituted  means  of 
grace.  So  far  as  the  general  rules  themselves  are  concerned, 
there  is  nothing  which  makes  attendance  at  class-meeting  a 
condition  of  membership,  even  in  Mr.  Wesley's  societies  as  he 
originally  instituted  them ;  nor  did  the  idea  of  holding  class- 
meetings  at  all  occur  to  Mr.  Wesley  until  after  the  general 
rules  were  drawn  up  and  published.*  But  what  was  not  re- 

*  Mr.  Wesley's  own  account  of  the  origin  of  the  office  of  class-leader  and  class< 
meetings,  illustrates  the  accuracy  of  what  I  have  stated.  The  office  was  first  created 
at  Bristol,  15th  February,  1742,  for  financial  purposes  alone.  A  few  weeks  after- 
wards, it  was  instituted  for  religious  purposes  also  ;  and  for  the  twofold  object  of 
religion  and  finance,  it  was  embodied  in  the  General  Rules,  which  were  drawn  up 
and  signed  by  Mr.  Wesley,  1st  May,  1743  ;  but  in  which  there  is  no  mention 
made  of  class-meeting,  or  of  the  duty  of  any  member  to  meet  in  class.  In  his 
"  Plain  Account  of  the  People  called  Methodists,"  Mr.  Wesley  thus  states  the 
origin  of  the  office  of  class-leader  and  the  institution  of  class-meetings. 

At  length  (says  he,)  while  we  were  thinking  of  quite  another  thing,  we  struck 
upon  »  method  for  which  we  have  had  cause  to  bless  God  ever  since.  I  was  talking 
with  several  of  the  Society  in  Bristol  (Feb.  15,  1742,)  concerning  the  means  of  paying 
the  debts  there,  when  one  stood  up,  and  said,  'Let  every  member  of  the  Society  give 
a  penny  a  week  till  all  are  paid."  Another  said,  '  But  many  of  them  are  poor,  and 
cannot  afford  to  do  it.'  'Then,'  said  the  other,  '  put  eleven  of  the  poorest  with 
me,  and  if  they  can  give  anything,  well:  I  will  see  them  weekly;  and  if  they  can 
give  nothing,  I  will  give  for  them  as  well  as  for  myself.  And  each  of  you  will  call 
upon  eleven  of  your  neighbours  weekly,  receive  what  they  give,  and  make  up  what 
is  wanting. '  It  was  done.  In  a  little  while  some  of  these  informed  me,  they  found 
such  and  such  an  one  did  not  live  as  he  ought.  It  struck  me  immediately,  This 
is  the  very  thing  we  have  wanted  so  long.  I  called  together  the  Leaders  of  the 
classes  (so  we  used  to  term  them  and  their  companies,)  and  desired  that  each  would 
make  particular  inquiry  into  the  behaviour  of  those  whom  he  saw  weekly.  They 
did  so.  Many  disorderly  walkers  were  detected.  Some  turned  from  the  evil  of 
their  ways.  Some  were  put  away  from  us.  Many  saw  it  with  fear,  and  rejoiced  in 
God  with  reverence.  As  soon  as  possible,  the  same  method  was  used  in  London, 
and  in  all  other  places.  The  following  is  Mr.  Wesley's  account  of  the  first 
appointment  of  class-leaders  in  London,  extracted  from  his  Journal,  Thursday, 
March  25,  1742  :  I  appointed  several  earnest  and  sensible  men  to  meet  me.  to 
—horn  I  showed  the  great  difficulty  I  had  long  found  of  knowing  the  people  who 


476  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  L1V. 

quired  by  the  general  rules  soon  became  a  condition  of  member- 
ship in  another  way — this  was  by  the  system  of  giving  tickets. 
Mr.  Wesley  says  in  his  Plain  Account  of  People  called  Meth- 
odists : 

As  the  society  increased,  I  found  it  required  still  greater  care  to  separate 
the  precious  from  the  vile.  In  order  to  this,  I  determined,  at  least  once 
in  three  months,  to  talk  with  every  member  myself,  and  to  inquire  at  their 
own  mouth,  as  well  as  of  their  leaders  and  neighbours,  whether  they  grew  in 
grace  and  in  the  knowledge  of  our  Lord  Jesus  Christ.  To  each  of  those 
whose  seriousness  and  good  conversation  I  had  no  reason  to  doubt,  I  gave  a 
testimony  under  my  own  hand,  by  writing  their  name  on  a  ticket  prepared 
for  that  purpose.  Those  who  bore  these  tickets,  wherever  they  came,  were 
acknowledged  by  their  brethren,  and  were  received  with  all  cheerfulness. 
These  tickets  also  supplied  us  with  a  quiet  and  inoffensive  method  of  remov- 
ing kany  disorderly  member.  He  has  no  ticket  at  the  quarterly  visitation 
(for  so  often  the  tickets  are  changed)  ;  and  hereby  it  is  immediately  known 
that  he  is  no  longer  of  the  community. 

It  was  at  length  required  by  a  minute  of  the  Conference,  (as 
our  own  discipline  enjoins,)  that  a  preacher  should  not  give  a 

desired  to  be  under  my  care.  After  much  discourse,  they  all  agreed  there  could 
be  no  better  way  to  come  to  a  sure,  thorough  knowledge  of  each  person,  than  to 
divide  them  into  classes,  like  those  at  Bristol,  under  the  inspection  of  those  in 
whom  I  could  confide.  This  was  the  origin  of  our  classes  at  London,  for  which  I 
can  never  sufficiently  praise  God  ;  the  unspeakable  usefulness  of  the  institution 
having  ever  since  been  more  and  more  manifest.  In  his  "  Plain  Account  of  the 
People  called  Methodists,"  Mr.  Wesley  says,  "At  first  they  (the  Leaders)  visited 
each  person  at  his  own  house  ;  but  this  was  soon  found  not  so  expedient,  and 
that  on  many  accounts."  Mr.  Wesley  assigns  several  reasons  for  this  change,  and 
proceeds  to  answer  several  objections  to  class-meetings.  The  following  passage 
shows  the  exact  ground  on  which  Mr.  Wesley  based  the  institution  of  class- 
meetings  : 

Some  objected,  'There  were  no  such  meetings  when  I  came  into  the  society 
first;  and  why  should  there  be  now ?  I  do  not  understand  these  things,  and  this 
changing  one  thing  after  another  continually.'  It  was  easily  answered:  It  is  a 
pity  but  they  had  been  from  the  first.  But  we  knew  not  then  either  the  need  or 
the  benefit  of  them.  Why  we  use  them,  you  will  easily  understand,  if  you  will 
read  over  the  Rules  of  the  Society.  That  with  regard  to  these  little  prudential 
helps,  we  are  continually  changing  one  thing  after  another,  is  not  a  weakness  or 
fault  as  you  imagine,  but  is  a  peculiar  privilege  which  we  enjoy.  By  this  means 
we  declare  them  all  to  be  merely  prudential,  not  essential,  not  of  divine  institution. 

Now,  while  it  is  proper  for  each  person,  as  far  as  may  be  consistent  with  his 
circumstances  and  views  of  duty,  to  use  every  prudential  means  of  doing  and 
getting  good,  yet  the  observance  of  nothing  but  what  is  Divinely  instituted  should 
be  imposed  as  a  condition  of  membership  in  the  Church  of  God.  To  make  attend- 
ance at  class-meeting  that  condition,  is  to  require  what  the  Lord  hath  not  com- 
manded, and  to  change  essentially  the  character  and  objects  of  a  means  of  good 
which  Mr.  Wesley  (with  whom  it  originated)  declared  to  be  "  merely  prudential, 
not  essential,  not  of  divine  institution." 

That  Mr.  Wesley  conceived  the  basis  of  a  church  should  be  much  more  compre- 
hensive than  the  rules  he  drew  up  and  recommended  in  regard  to  the  "  little 
prudential  helps "  which  were  suggested  to  him  from  time  to  time,  is  obvious 
from  the  eighth  of  his  twelve  reasons  against  organising  a  new  church — reasons 
published  many  years  after  the  preparation  and  adoption  of  all  his  society  rules. 
His  words  are  as  follows:  "Because  to  form  the  plan  of  a  new  church  would 
require  infinite  time  and  care,  with  much  more  wisdom  and  greater  depth  and 
extensiveness  of  thought  than  any  of  us  are  masters  of. " 


1854-55J  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  477 

ticket  of  membership  to  any  person  who  did  not  meet  in  class. 
In  our  own  Discipline,  in  the  section  on  class-meetings,  will 
also  be  found  the  following  question  and  answer : — 

Question. — What  shall  be  done  with  those  members  of  our  church  who  wil- 
fully and  repeatedly  neglect  their  class  1 

Answer. — 1.  Let  the  chairman,  or  one  of  the  preachers,  visit  them  when- 
ever it  is  practicable,  and  explain  to  them  the  consequence  if  they  continue 
to  neglect,  viz.,  exclusion. 

2.  If  they  do  not  attend,  let  him  who  has  charge  of  the  circuit  exclude 
them  (in  the  church),  showing  that  they  are  laid  aside  for  a  breach  of  our 
rules  of  discipline,  aud  not  for  immoral  conduct. 

By  this  added  ministerial  authority  and  duty,  a  condition  of 
membership  in  the  society  is  imposed  which  is  not  contained  in 
the  General  Rules,  and  which  subjects  a  member  to  exclusion, 
for  that  which  is  acknowledged  to  be  "  not  immoral  conduct." 

This  appears  a  strange  regulation  in  even  a  private  religious 
society  within  a  Church ;  but  no  objection  could  be  reasonably 
made  to  any  such  regulation  in  such  a  society,  if  its  members 
desired  it,  and  as  it  would  not  affect  their  Church  membership. 
But  the  case  is  essentially  different,  when  such  society  in  a 
Church  becomes  a  Church,  and  exercises  the  authority  of 
admitting  into,  and  excluding  from  the  Church  itself,  and  not 
merely  a  society  in  the  Church. 

In  England,  and  especially  in  the  United  States  and  Canada, 
the  Wesleyan  Societies  have  become  a  Church.  I  have  repeatedly 
shewn  in  past  years,  that  they  have  become  organized  into  a 
Church  upon  both  Wesleyan  and  scriptural  grounds.  I  believe 
the  Wesleyan  Church  in  Canada  is  second  to  no  other  in  the 
scriptural  authority  of  its  ministry  and  organization.  Believing 
this,  I  believe  that  exclusion  from  the  Wesleyan  Church  (either 
by  expulsion  or  refusal  of  admission)  is  exclusion  from  a  branch 
of  the  Church  of  God — is  an  act  the  most  solemn  and  eventful 
in  the  history  and  relations  of  any  human  being — an  act  which 
should  never  take  place  except  upon  the  clear  and  express 
authority  of  the  word  of  God. 

Far  be  it  from  me  to  say  one  word  other  than  in  favour  of 
every  kind  of  religious  exercise  and  communion  which  tends  to 
promote  the  spiritual-mindedness,  brotherly  love,  and  fervent 
zeal  of  professing  Christians.  That  class-meetings  (notwith- 
standing occasional  improprieties  and  abuses  attending  them), 
have  been  a  valuable  means  in  promoting  the  spirituality  and 
usefulness  of  the  Wesleyan  Church,  no  one  acquainted  with  her 
history  can  for  a  moment  doubt ;  and  I  believe  that  myriads  on 
earth  and  in  heaven  have,  and  will  ever  have,  reason  for  devout 
thankfulness  and  praise  for  the  benefits  derived  from  class- 
meetings,  as  well  as  from  love-feasts  and  meetings  for  prayer. 
But  attendance  upon  the  two  latter  is  voluntary  on  the  part  of 


478  THE  8TORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LIV. 

the  members  of  the  "Wesleyan  Church ;  and  what  authority  is 
there  for  suspending  their  very  membership  in  the  Church  of 
God  on  their  attendance  upon  the  former  ?  The  celebration  of 
the  Lord's  Supper,  and  not  class-meeting,  was  the  binding 
characteristic  institution  upon  the  members  of  the  primitive 
Church.  So  I  am  persuaded  it  should  be  now ;  and  that  Chris- 
tian faith  and  practice  alone  (and  not  the  addition  of  attendance 
upon  class-meeting,)  should  be  the  test  of  worthiness  for  its 
communion  and  privileges.  While,  therefore,  as  an  individual 
I  seek  to  secure  and  enjoy  all  the  benefits  of  the  faithful  minis- 
trations and  scriptural  ordinances  of  the  Wesleyan  Church,  I 
cannot  occupy  a  position  which  in  itself,  and  by  its  duties 
requires  me  to  enforce  or  justify  the  imposition  of  a  condition 
of  membership  in  the  Church  of  Christ,  which  I  believe  is  not 
required  by  the  Holy  Scriptures,  and  the  exclusion  of  thousands 
of  persons  from  Church  membership  and  privileges,  to  which  I 
believe  they  have  as  valid  a  right  as  I  have,  and  that  upon  the 
sole  ground  of  their  non-attendance  at  a  meeting,  the  neglect  of 
which  our  own  Discipline  admits,  does  not  involve  "immoral 
conduct,"  and  which  Mr.  Wesley  himself,  in  his  Plain  Account 
of  the  People  called  Methodists,  has  declared  "to  be  merely 
prudential,  not  essential,  not  of  divine  institution." 

It  is  passing  strange,  that  while  the  Wesleyan  Church  is  the 
avowed  "friend  of  all  and  enemy  of  none" — is  the  most  Catholic 
of  any  Protestant  body  towards  other  religious  communions — 
she  should  close  the  door  of  admission  into  her  own  fold  even 
to  attendance  upon  class-meeting.  I  regard  it  as  the  misfor- 
tune rather  than  the  dishonour  of  the  Wesleyan  Church,  that 
she  repels  thousands  that  seek  her  communion  rather  than  relax 
this  term  of  admission.  If  her  success  has  been  so  great  under 
disadvantages  unparalleled,  I  cannot  but  believe,  that,  with  the 
same  divine  blessing,  and  upon  a  basis  of  membership  less 
narrow  and  more  scriptural,  the  Wesleyan  Church,  would,  be- 
yond all  precedent,  increase  her  usefulness,  and  enlarge  her 
borders. 

I  will  not  permit  myself  to  dwell  upon  associations  and  recol- 
lections which  cannot  be  expressed  in  words,  any  more  than 
they  can  be  obliterated  from  the  memory,  or  effaced  from  the 
heart.  Though  I  retire  from  councils  in  the  deliberations  of 
which  I  have  been  permitted  to  take  a  part  during  more  than 
twenty-five  years,  and  relinquish  all  claims  upon  funds  to  which 
I  have  contributed  for  a  like  period,  I  should  still  deem  it  my 
duty  and  privilege  to  pray  for  the  success  of  the  former,  and 
continue  my  humble  contributions  to  the  latter ;  while  I  protest 
in  the  most  emphatic  way  in  my  power  against  shutting  the 
doors  of  the  church  upon  thousands  to  whom  I  believe  they 


1854-55]  THE  STOEY  OF  MY  LIFE.  479 

should  be  opened,  and  against  making  that  essential  and  divine, 
which,  as  Mr.  Wesley  says,  "  is  merely  prudential,  not  essential, 
not  of  divine  institution."  I  hope  the  day  is  not  remote  when 
the  Wesleyan  Church  will  be  as  scriptural  in  her  every  term  of 
membership  as  she  is  in  her  doctrines  of  grace  and  labours  of 
love. 

To  this  letter  of  resignation,  Rev.  Dr.  Wood,  President  of  the 
Conference,  replied  on  the  4th  of  January : — 

To  accept  the  enclosed  documents  would  be  assuming  a  responsibility  at 
variance  with  my  judgment  and  affections.  If  the  proposal  you  make  of 
withdrawing  from  the  Methodist  ministry  be  ever  received,  it  must  be  with 
the  concurrence  of  the  collective  Conference  ;  or,  should  the  question  require 
immediate  attention,  that  of  its  executive  committee.  I  shall  be  glad  to  see 
the  enactment  of  any  regulation  which  will  promote  the  usefulness  of  our 
Church  to  the  benefit  of  a  large  and  intelligent  class  of  adherents  now  re- 
ceiving no  recognition  beyond  their  contributions  to  our  institutions  ;  and 
also  the  adoption  of  practical  measures  by  which  the  youth  baptized  by 
Wesleyan  ministers  may  be  more  personally  cared  for,  and  affiliated  to  our 
ordinances.  Your  distinguished  ability  and  matured  experience  eminently 
qualify  you  as  a  safe  legislator  and  counsellor  on  such  grave  questions,  which 
by  some  cannot  be  separated  from  ancient  usages  greatly  blessed  to  the  grow- 
ing spirituality  of  true  believers,  without  injury  to  the  vital  character  of  the 
Church.  After  so  long  and  useful  a  career,  your  separation  from  our  Confer- 
ence and  work  would  be  a  connexional  calamity.  You  stand  among  the  few 
in  Canada  to  whom  the  present  independent  and  legal  position  of  the  Wes- 
leyan Church  stands  deeply  indebted.  Future  generations  of  ministers  and 
people  will  partake,  imperceptibly  to  themselves,  of  the  advantages  a  few  of 
the  more  gifted  and  noble-minded  brethren  struggled  and  contended  for 
against  so  many  obstacles.  You  are  as  capable  of  remedying  anything  wrong, 
or  supplying  anything  wanting  within  the  Church,  as  you  were  many  years 
ago,  to  overcome  impediments  to  her  usefulness  without. 

Nothing  further  was  done  in  the  matter  until  at  the  Belleville 
Conference  of  1854  Dr.  Ryerson  moved  the  following  resolu- 
tion : — 

1.  That  no  human  authority  has  a  right  to  impose  any  condition  of  mem- 
bership in  the  visible  Church  of  Christ,  which  is  not  enjoined  by,  or  may  be 
concluded  from  the  Holy  Scriptures.  . 

2.  That  the  General  Rules  of  the  United  Societies  of  the  Wesleyan  Metho- 
dist Church  being  formed  upon  the  Holy  Scriptures,  and  requiring  nothing 
of  any  member  which  is  not  necessary  for  admission  into  the  kingdom  of 
grace  and  glory,  ought  to  be  maintained  inviolate  as  the  religious  and  moral 
standard  of  profession,  conduct  and  character,  in  regard  to  all  who  are  ad- 
mitted or  continued  members  of  our  church. 

3.  That  the  power,  therefore,  of  expelling  persons  from  the  visible  Church 
of  Christ,  for  other  than  a  cause  sufficient  to  exclude  a  person  from  the  king- 
dom of  grace  and  glory,  which  the  fourth  question,  and  answers  to  it,  con- 
tained in  the  second  section  of  the  second  chapter  of  our  Discipline,  confer 
and  enjoin  upon  our  ministers,  is  unauthorized  by  the  Holy  Scriptures,  is 
inconsistent  with  the  Scriptural  rights  of  the  members  of  Christ's  Church, 
and  ought  not  to  be  assumed  or  exercised  by  any  minister  of  our  Church. 

4.  That  the  anomalous  question  and  answers  referred  to  in  the  foregoing 
resolution,  be,  and  are  hereby  expunged  from  our  Discipline  and  are  required 
to  be  omitted  in  printing  the  next  edition  of  it.     (See  page  477.) 


480  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LIV. 

These  resolutions  having  been  negatived  by  a  considerable 
majority  on  the  12th  June,  Dr.  Ryerson  wrote  to  the  President: 

The  decision  of  the  Conference  this  afternoon  on  the  scriptural 
rights  of  the  members  of  our  Church,  and  the  power  of  our 
ministers  in  respect  to  them,  makes  it  at  length  my  painful 
duty  to  request  you  to  lay  before  the  Conference  the  letter 
which  I  addressed  to  you  the  2nd  of  last  January,  and  that  you 
will  consider  that  letter  as  now  addressed  to  the  Conference 
through  you. 

I  hereby  again  enclose  you  my  parchments  of  ordination.  I 
propose  to  do  all  in  my  power  to  promote  those  important 
measures  in  regard  to  the  college  and  means  for  the  regular 
training  of  received  candidates  for  the  ministry  which  have 
been  recommended  by  the  Conference.  I  cannot  attempt  to 
add  anything  more  to  what  is  contained  in  my  letter  of  the  2nd 
January,  expressive  of  what  I  feel  on  the  present  occasion, 
except  to  say  that,  although  I  gave  no  intimation  during  the 
discussion  of  the  result  of  the  decision  on  this  subject  upon  my 
own  official  relations  to  the  Conference,  I  retire  from  it  with 
feelings  of  undiminished  respect  and  affection  for  my  Reverend 
Brethren,  and  my  earnest  prayer  for  their  welfare  and  useful- 
ness. 

In  reply  to  this  letter  Dr.  Wood  said : — 

The  purpose  you  aim  to  accomplish  can  be  effectually  secured  by  a  dif- 
ferent resolution  to  that  introduced  yesterday ;  if  you  will  stay  and  hear 
what  the  brethren  may  say  about  the  appointment  of  a  large  committee  to 
take  up  this  subject  before  I  lay  your  resignation  before  them,  I  shall  feel 
much  gratified.  I  again  say,  I  look  upon  your  proposed  withdrawal  with 
deep  sorrow,  and  must  say,  I  cannot  bring  myself  to  believe  that  on  such 
grounds  you  can  be  justified  in  taking  so  serious  a  step. 

Dr.  Ryerson  did  attend  the  Conference  as  suggested,  after 
which  he  wrote  to  Dr.  Wood : — 

I  listened  with  delight  and  hope  to  the  observations  and 
recommendations  which  you  made.  I  anticipated  happy  results 
from  the  appointment  of  the  very  large  committee  which  you 
nominated,  and  which  might  be  considered  as  representing  the 
sentiments  and  feelings  of  the  Conference.  But  from  the 
lengthened  meeting  of  that  committee,  in  the  evening,  it  was 
clear  that  no  disposition  existed  to  modify  the  power  of  min- 
isters to  expel  persons  from  the  Church  for  non-attendance  at 
a  meeting  which,  in  the  12th  section,  chap.  1st,  page  47,  of  our 
own  Discipline,  taken  from  the  writings  of  Mr.  Wesley,  is  de- 
clared to  be  "  prudential,"  even  among  Methodists — that  thus 
the  highest  and  most  awful  penalty  that  the  Church  can  inflict 
— a  penalty  analagous  to  capital  punishment  in  the  administra- 
tion of  civil  law — is  to  be  executed  upon  members  of  the  Church 


1854-55]  THE  STOEY  OF  MY  LIFE.  481 

for  the  omission  of  what  our  own  Discipline  does  not  exalt  to 
the  rank  of  a  "  prudential "  means  of  grace  among  Christians, 
— only  among  Methodists. 

It  was  also  clear  that  views  of  baptism  prevailed  (I  cannot 
say  how  widely)  at  variance  with  the  17th  Article  of  Faith  in 
our  Discipline,*  and  altogether  opposite  to  those  set  forth  by 
Mr.  Wesley  in  his  sermons  and  in  his  Treatise  on  Baptism. 

But  that  for  which  I  was  not  prepared  (which  I  supposed 
to  have  been  settled,  and  which  I  therefore  assumed),  was  the 
obviously  prevalent  opinion  against  the  Church  membership  of 
children  baptized  by  our  ministry.  It  will  be  recollected  that 
I  had  not  proposed  any  other  condition  or  mode  of  admitting 
persons  into  our  Church  from  without,  than  that  which  already ; 
exists  amongst  us ;  but  I  urged  in  behalf  of  both  parents  and 
children,  the  practical  recognition  of  the  rights  and  claims  of 
children  who  were  admitted  and  acknowledged  as  members  of» 
the  Church  by  baptism,  as  implied  in  our  Form  of  Baptism, 
and  according  to  our  Catechism,  and  according  to  what  the 
Conference  unanimously  declared  at  Hamilton,  in  1853,  our 
Church  holds  to  be  among  the  privileges  of  baptized  persons, — 
namely,  that  "  they  are  made  members  of  the  visible  Church  of 
Christ."  Persons  cannot,  of  course,  be  members  of  the  "visible" 
Church  of  Christ  without  becoming  members  of  some  visible 
branch  or  section  of  it ;  and  it  is  not  pretended  that  children 
baptized  by  our  ministry  are  members  of  any  other  visible 
portion  of  the  Church  of  Christ  than  the  Wesleyan.  To  deny, 
therefore,  that  the  baptized  children  of  our  people  are  members 
of  our  Church,  and  that  they  should  be  acknowledged  as  such, 
and  as  such  be  impressed  with  their  obligations  and  privileges, 
and  as  such  be  prepared  for,  and  brought  into,  the  spiritual 
communion  and  fellowship  of  the  Church,  on  coming  to  the 
years  of  accountability,  is,  it  appears  to  me,  to  make  the  Sacrar 
ment  of  Baptism  a  nullity,  and  to  disfranchise  thousands,  of 
children  of  divinely  chartered  rights  and  privileges.  Mr. 
Wesley,  in  his  Treatise  on  Baptism,  in  stating  the  third  benefit 
of  baptism,  remarks : — 

By  baptism  we  are  admitted  into  the  Church,  and  consequently  made 
members  of  Christ,  its  Head.  The  Jews  were  admitted  into  the  Church  by 
circumcision,  so  are  the  Christians  by  baptism. 

Mr.  Wesley,  speaking  of  the  proper  subjects  of  baptism,  says : 

If  infants  are  capable  of  making  a  covenant,  and  were  and  still  are  under 
the  evangelical  covenant,  then  they  have  a  right  to  baptism,  which  is  the 

*  The  following  is  the  Article  of  Faith  referred  to  : — 

XVII.  Of  Baptism.  Baptism  is  not  only  a  sign  of  profession,  and  mark  of 
difference,  whereby  Christians  are  distinguished  from  others  that  are  not  baptized, 
but  it  is  also  a  sign  of  regeneration  or  the  new  birth.  The  baptism  of  young 
children  is  to  be  retained  in  the  church. 

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482  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LIV. 

entering  seal  thereof.     But  infanta  are  capable  of  making  a  covenant,  and 
were  and  still  are  under  the  evangelical  covenant. 

The  custom  of  nations  and  common  reason  of  mankind  prove  that  infants 
may  enter  into  a  covenant,  and  may  be  obliged  by  compacts  made  by  others 
in  their  name,  and  receive  advantage  by  them.  But  we  have  stronger  proof 
than  this,  even  God's  own  word  :  "  Ye  stand  this  day  all  of  you  before  the 
Lord, — your  captains,  with  all  the  men  of  Israel ;  your  little  ones,  your 
wives,  and  the  stranger, — that  thou  shouldst  enter  into  covenant  with  the 
Lord  thy  God." — Deut.  xxix.  10-12.  Now,  God  would  never  have  made  a 
covenant  with  little  children,  if  they  had  not  been  capable  of  it.  It  is  not 
said  children  only,  but  little  children,  the  Hebrew  word  properly  signifying 
infants.  And  these  may  be  still,  as  they  were  of  old,  obliged  to  perform,  in 
aftertime,  what  they  are  not  capable  of  performing  at  the  time  of  their 
entering  into  that  obligation. 

•  The  infants  of  believers,  the  true  children  of  faithful  Abraham,  always 
were  under  the  Gospel  covenant.  They  were  included  in  it,  they  had  a  right 
to  it,  and  to  the  seal  of  it ;  as  an  infant  heir  has  a  right  to  his  estate,  though 
he  cannot  yet  have  actual  possession. — Vol.  x.,  English  Edition,  pp.  193, 194. 
Vol.  vL,  American  Edition,  pp.  16, 17. 

Again,  Mr.  Wesley's  third  argument  on  this  subject  is  so 
clear,  so  touching,  and  so  conclusive,  that  I  will  quote  it  with- 
out abridgement,  as  follows : — 

If  infants  ought  to  come  to  Christ,  if  they  are  capable  of  admission  into 
the  Church  of  God,  and  consequently  of  solemn  sacramental  dedication  to 
Him,  then  they  are  proper  subjects  of  baptism.  But  infants  are  capable  of 
coming  to  Christ,  of  admission  into  the  Church,  and  solemn  dedication  to  God. 

That  infants  ought  to  come  to  Christ,  appears  from  his  own  words  :  "  They  . 
brought  little  children  to  Christ,  and  the  disciples  rebuked  them.  And 
Jesus  said,  Suffer  little  children  to  come  unto  me,  and  forbid  them  not ;  for 
of  such  is  the  kingdom  of  heaven." — Matt.  xix.  13,  14,  St.  Luke  expresses 
it  still  more  strongly  :  "  They  brought  unto  him  even  infants,  that  he  might 
touch  them." — xviii.  15.  These  children  were  so  little,  that  they  were 
brought  to  him  ;  yet  he  says,  "  Suffer  them  to  come  unto  me  : "  so  little,  that 
he  "took  them  up  in  His  arms;"  yet  he  rebukes  those  who  would  have 
hindered  their  coming  to  Him.  And  his  command  respected  the  future  as 
well  as  the  present.  Therefore  His  disciples  or  ministers  are  still  to  suffer 
infants  to  come,  that  is,  to  be  brought,  unto  Christ.  But  they  cannot  now 
come  to  Him,  unless  by  being  brought  into  the  Church  ;  which  cannot  be 
but  by  baptism.  Yea,  and  "  of  such,"  says  our  Lord,  "  is  the  kingdom  of 
heaven ; "  not  of  such  only  as  were  like  these  infants.  For  if  they  them- 
selves were  not  fit  to  be  subjects  of  that  kingdom,  how  could  others  be  so, 
because  they  were  like  them  ?  Infants,  therefore,  are  capable  of  being 
admitted  into  the  Church,  and  have  a  right  thereto.  Even  under  the  Old 
Testament  they  were  admitted  into  it  by  circumcision.  And  can  we  suppose 
they  are  in  a  worse  condition  under  the  Gospel,  than  they  were  under  the 
law  ?  and  that  our  Lord  would  take  away  any  privilege  which  they  then 
enjoyed  ?  Would  He  not  rather  make  additions  to  them  ?  This,  then,  is  a  . 
third  ground.  Infants  ought  to  come  to  Christ,  and  no  man  ought  to  forbid 
them.  They  are  capable  of  admission  into  the  Church  of  God.  Therefore 
they  are  proper  subjects  of  baptism. — VoL  x.,  English  Edition,  pp.  195,  196. 
Vol.  vi.,  American  Edition,  pp.  17, 18. 

Upon  these  Wesleyan  and  Scriptural  grounds,  I  believe  that 
the  promise  and  privileges  of  membership  in  the  Church  belong 
to  the  baptized  children  of  our  people  as  well  as  to  their  parents; 


1854-55]  THE  STOET  OF  MY  LIFE.  483 

that  the  parents  have  a  right  to  claim  this  relationship  and  its 
privileges  for  their  children  until  such  children  are  excluded 
from  the  Church  by  the  lawful  acts  of  its  executive  authorities. 
Otherwise,  the  youth  baptized  by  our  ministry  are  in  the  most 
pitiful  and  degrading  religious  position  of  the  youth  of  any 
Church  that  recognizes  the  doctrine  of  infant  baptism  ;  and  it 
appears  to  me  that  we  ought  rather  not  to  baptize  infants  at  all, 
or  recommend  their  parents  to  take  them  to  other  churches  for 
baptism,  than  thus  to  treat  the  feelings  of  such  parents,  and  to 
regard  their  children  as  having  no  more  membership  and  privi- 
leges in  our  Church  than  the  rest  of  the  youth  of  the  land,  or 
even  the  world  at  large. 

It  is  happily  true,  that  many  of  the  children  of  our  people, 
as  well  as  those  of  other  people,  are  converted  and  brought  into 
the  Church  under  the  faithful  ministrations  of  the  Word ;  but 
how  many  ten  thousand  more  of  them  would  never  wander 
from  the  Church,  would  more  easily  and  more  certainly  be  led 
to  experience  all  the  power  of  inward  religion  and  the  blessings 
of  Christian  fellowship,  were  they  acknowledged  in  their  true 
position  and  rights,  and  taught  the  significancy,  and  obligation, 
and  privilege  of  all  that  the  outward  ordinances  and  their 
visible  relations  involve  were  intended  to  confer.     It  ought  to 
make  a  Christian  heart  bleed  to  think  that  our  largest  increase 
of  members,  according  to  returns  over  which  we  are  disposed 
to  congratulate    ourselves,  falls   vastly  short  of  the   natural 
increase  of  population  in  our  own  community,  apart  from  the 
increase  of  the  population  of  the  country  at  large,  and,  there- 
fore, that  perhaps  five  or  more  persons  are  sent  out  into  the 
world,  as  worldlings,  from  the  families  of  our  Church,  while 
one  is  retained  or  brought  into  it  from  the  world  by  all  our 
ministrations  and  agencies.     The  prophets  did  not  deny  to  a 
Jew  his  membership  in  the  Jewish  Church,  in  order  to  make 
him  a  Jew  inwardly.     Mr.  Wesley  did  not  un-church  the  tens 
of  thousands  of  baptized  members  of  the  Church  of  England  to 
wtom  he  successfully  preached  salvation  by  faith :  he  made 
their  state,  and  duties,  and  privileges,  as  baptized  members  of 
the  Church  of  Christ,  the  grounds  of  his  appeals ;  and  this 
vantage  ground  was  one  great  means  of  his  wonderful  success. 
But  I  will  not  enlarge.     I  will  only  add,  that  as  in  former 
years,  1,  with  others,  maintained  what  we  believed  to  be  the 
rights  of  Canada  and  of  our  Canadian  Church  against  preten- 
sions which  have  long  since  been  withdrawn,  and  the  erroneous 
information  and  impressions  connected  with  which  have  long 
since  been  removed ;  so,  I  now  feel  it  my  duty  to  do  what  I  can 
to  secure  and  maintain  the  Scriptural  and  Wesleyan  rights  of 
members  of  our  Church  against  the  exercise  of  ministerial 


484  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LIV, 

authority  which  has  no  warrant  in  Scripture  nor  in  the  writings 
of  Mr.  Wesley ;  and  I  feel  myself  specially  called  upon  by  my 
position  in  respect  to  the  youth  of  the  country,  as  well  as  by 
my  strong  convictions,  to  claim  and  insist  upon  the  Scriptural 
and  Wesleyan  rights  of  church  membership  in  behalf  of  the 
many  thousands  of  children  baptized  by  our  ministry — believing 
upon  both  Scriptural  and  Wesleyan  grounds,  it  is  due  to  such 
children  and  to  their  parents. 

I  have  no  object  in  view,  beyond  what  is  avowed  in  this 
correspondence.  If  I  have  had  any  personal  ambition,  it  has 
been  more  than  satisfied  both  in  the  Church  and  in  the  country 
at  large.  I  have  nothing  more  to  seek  or  desire,  than  to  em- 
ploy the  short  and  uncertain  time  that  remains  to  me  in 
striving  to  become  more  and  more  meet  for  the  intercourse  of 
the  saints  in  light,  to  mature  and  promote  for  my  native 
country  the  great  educational  system  in  which  I  am  engaged, 
and  to  secure  to  all  members  of  our  Church,  and  to  all  parents 
and  children  baptized  into  it,  what  I  am  persuaded  are  their 
sacred  rights  and  privileges.  I  am  satisfied  that  Scriptural  and 
Wesleyan  truth  will,  as  heretofore,  prevail,  and  that  the  Con- 
ference and  the  Church  will  yet  rejoice  in  it,  however  it  may, 
for  the  moment,  be  clouded  by  error  and  misrepresentation,  or 
impeded  by  personal  feelings,  groundless  fears,  or  mistaken 
prejudice. 

On  the  13th  June  Dr.  Ryerson  made  a  request  to  the  Confer- 
ence that  the  documents  connected  with  his  resignation  be 
published  in  the  Guardian.  He  said : — 

I  wish  the  church  to  know  the  reasons  which  have  influenced  me  on  this 
occasion — especially  as  I  believe  them  to  be  both  Wesleyan  and  Scriptural. 
As  I  have  for  thirty  years  contributed  to  all  the  funds  of  the  preachers  and 
Church,  without  receiving  or  expecting  to  receive  a  farthing  from  them,  and 
from  the  period  and  kinds  of  labours  I  have  performed  in  the  Church,  and 
from  my  wish  to  live  in  connexion  with  it,  I  think  my  letters  of  resignation 
might  at  least  not  be  withheld  from  the  members  of  our  Church.  If  any 
expense  attend  the  publication  of  the  correspondence  between  us,  I  will 
defray  every  farthing  of  it. 

I  do  not  think  any  other  member  of  the  Conference  is  called  upon  to  d6  as 
I  have  done — my  circumstances  being  peculiar.  But  I  do  not  wish  to  be 
wronged  and  blackened  by  misrepresentations  ;  I  only  desire  that  my  breth- 
ren and  old  friends  through  the  land  may  be  permitted  and  enabled  to  read 
my  own  reasons  and  views  on  this  the  last  occasion  of  my  official  intercourse 
with  them.* 

*  I  have  understood,  nevertheless,  that  a  resolution  was  adopted  expressing  the 
sense  of  the  Conference  as  to  my  past  labours  in  the  Church  ;  but  the  publication 
of  it  has  been  suppressed  in  the  official  organ,  as  also  in  the  printed  minutes,  of 
the  Conference. 

The  correspondence  in  the  subsequent  pages  shows  with  what  feelings  and  senti- 
ments I  retired  from  the  councils  of  the  Conference ;  and  I  could  not  have  supposed 
that  any  members  of  that  body  were  capable  of  excluding  from  the  public  records 
of  its  proceedings  what  the  Conference  had  deemed  a  bare  act  of  justice  to  an 


1854-55]  THE  STOBY  OF  MY  LIFE.  485 

This  request  was  denied,  so  that  Dr.  Ryerson  published  the 
documents  in  a  pamphlet  himself.     In  doing  so  he  said: — 

A  more  vitally  important  and  deeply  affecting  subject  can 
scarcely  be  laid  before  the  Wesleyan  community ;  but  in  order 
to  present  it  to  the  pious  judgment  of  that  body  at  large,  I 
have  had  no  other  alternative  than  to  assume  the  position  I 
now  sustain — otherwise  being  compelled  to  observe,  as  in  past 
years,  a  strict  silence  beyond  the  walls  of  the  Conference  room. 
But  from  what  I  have  witnessed  and  heard  in  that  room,  I 
appeal  to  the  calm  consideration  of  the  intelligent  and  devout 
members  of  the  Wesleyan  Church,  either  in  their  closets  with 
their  Bible  before  them,  or  at  their  firesides  with  their  children 
around  them.  Whether  I  have  or  have  not  overrated  the  im- 
portance of  the  question,  I  leave  everyone  to  decide  after  read- 
ing the  following  correspondence.  It  will  be  seen  that  the 
question  is  not  one  of  a  personal  nature — is  not  one  which 
ought  to  excite  any  unkind  feeling  between  persons  who  may 
take  different  views  of  it.  The  question  is  as  to  whether,  on 
the  Wesleyan  Conference  assuming  the  position  and  functions 
of  a  distinct  and  independent  Church,  a  condition  of  member- 
ship has  not  been  imposed  which  is  a  departure  from  the  prin- 
ciples of  Mr.  Wesley  and  the  doctrine  and  practice  of  the 
Apostolic  and  Primitive  Church — a  condition  which  ignores  the 
church  relation,  rights  and  privileges  of  the  baptized  children 
of  the  Wesleyan  body,  and  excludes  thousands  from  its  mem- 
bership upon  unscriptural  and  un- Wesleyan  grounds.  It  will 
be  seen  by  an  extract  on  page  20,  that  Mr.  Wesley's  disciplinary 
object  in  giving  quarterly  tickets  was,  "to  separate  the  precious 
from  the  vile,"  "to  remove  any  disorderly  member;"  but  in 
vain  have  I  sought  for  an  instance  of  Mr.  Wesley  ever  exclud- 
ing, even  from  his  private  societies  in  a  Church,  an  upright  and 
orderly  member  for  mere  non-attendance  at  class-meeting. 
That,  however,  he  might  have  consistently  done  in  a  society  in  a 
Church,  if  he  had  thought  it  expedient  to  do  so,  as  it  would 
not  have  affected  the  membership  of  any  parties  in  the  Church 

individual  who  had  laboured  nearly  thirty  years  in  connection  with  it,  and  often 
performed  most  difficult  services  and  labours  in  its  behalf.  Such  a  proceeding  will 
reflect  more  dishonour  upon  its  authors  than  upon  me,  in  the  judgment  of  every 
honourable  and  Christian  mind  in  Upper  Canada,  of  whatever  persuasion  or  party. 
I  am  happy  to  believe  that  this  poor  imitation  of  the  system  of  the  "  Index  Ex- 
purgatorius  "  cannot  blot  from  the  memories  of  an  older  generation  in  the  Church 
recollections  of  labours  and  struggles  of  which  the  expurgators  know  nothing  but 
the  fruits — among  which  are  the  civil  and  religious  privileges  they  enjoy. 

I  have  also  been  credibly  informed  that,  while  the  real  grounds  of  my  resignation 
and  the  judgment  of  the  Conference  upon  my  conduct  and  labours  during  many 
years'  connection  with  it,  are  withheld  from  the  Wesleyan  public,  insinuations  are 
circulated,  that  my  resignation  has  been  dictated  by  ulterior  political  objects — an 
idea  which  I  have  never  for  one  moment  entertained,  and  which  is  foreign,  as  far 
as  I  know,  to  the  thoughts  of  every  public  man  in  Canada. 


486  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LIV. 

to  which  they  belonged.  The  three  paragraphs  of  our  Discip- 
line, containing  three  sentences  against  which  I  protest,  had  no 
place  in  the  Minutes  of  Conference  finally  revised  and  printed 
by  Mr.  Wesley  in  the  year  of  his  death ;  nor  do  they  exist  in 
the  Minutes  of  the  British  Conference  to  this  day.  From  what 
is  therefore  modern  and  unauthorized  by  Scripture,  by  the 
practice  of  the  Primitive  Church,  or  by  Mr.  Wesley,  I  go  back 
to  first  principles,  and  say,  as  did  Mr.  Wesley  to  Dr.  Coke  and 
Mr.  Asbury,  when  he  sent  them  to  organize  the  Societies  in 
America  into  a  Church,  let  us  "  simply  follow  the  Scriptures 
and  the  Primitive  Church." 

It  is  often  said  that  "  nobody  objects  to  attending  class- 
meeting  except  those  who  have  no  religion."  Persons  who  thus 
judge  of  others  show  more  of  the  Pharisaical,  than  of  the  Chris- 
tian, spirit,  and  evince  but  little  of  the  "  wisdom  that  cometh 
from  above"  in  thus  "  measuring  others  by  themselves."  The 
following  correspondence  show  that  I  am  second  to  none  in  my 
appreciation  of  the  value  and  usefulness  of  class-meetings ;  but 
I  have  had  too  much  experience  not  to  know,  that  the  best 
talkers  in  a  class-meeting  are  not  always  the  best  livers  in  the 
world ;  and  I  attach  less  importance  to  what  a  person  may  say 
of  himself  in  a  class-meeting,  than  to  uprightness  in  his  deal- 
ings, integrity  in  his  word,  meekness  in  his  temper,  charity  in 
his  spirit,  liberality  in  his  contributions,  blamelessness  in  his 
life.  Doings,  rather  than  sayings,  are  the  rule  of  Divine  judg- 
ment. .  . 

It  may  not  be  improper  for  me  to  observe,  that  there  are 
ministers  who  lordly  advocate  attendance  at  class-meeting  as  a 
Church-law,  and  yet  do  not  observe  that  law  themselves  perhaps 
once  a  year,  much  less  habitually,  as  they  insist  in  respect  to 
private  members ;  and  the  most  strenuous  of  such  advocates  pay 
no  heed  to  the  equally  positive  prohibitions  and  requirements 
of  the  discipline  in  several  other  respects,  especially  in  regard 
to  band-meetings,  which  were  designed,  as  the  Discipline  ex- 
pressly states,  "  to  obey  that  command  of  God, '  confess  your 
faults  one  to  another,  and  pray  for  one  another,  that  ye  may  be 
healed.'"  I  am  far  from  intimating,  or  believing,  that  there 
are  many  advocates  of  class-meeting  tests  of  this  description. 
But  history  shows,  from  our  Lord  to  the  present  time,  that  the 
most  vehement  advocates  for  the  "  mint,  annise  and  cummin  " 
of  particular  tests  and  forms,  are  not  proportionably  zealous  for 
the  "  weightier  matters  of  the  law."  It  is  easier  for  men  to 
impose  and  enforce  law  upon  others  than  to  observe  it  them- 
selves. But  when  a  man's  words  and  actions  contradict  each 
other,  the  argument  of  his  actions  is  the  more  forcible,  as  well 
as  the  more  honest  and  sincere. 


1854-55]  TEE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  487 

It  has  likewise  been  alleged,  that  if  attendance  at  class-meeting 
be  not  made  a  church-law,  and  the  capital  punishment  of  expul- 
sion be  not  attached  to  its  violation,  class-meetings  will  fall  into 
disuse.  I  answer,  this  is  beside  the  question.  The  question  is, 
whether  there  is  such  a  law  in  the  Bible  ?  Has  our  Lord  or 
His  Apostles  given  authority  to  any  conclave  or  conference  to 
make  such  a  law  ?  Our  Lord  and  the  Apostles  knew  better 
than  their  followers  what  was  essential  to  membership  in  the 
Christian  Church,  as  well  as  what  was  essential  to  its  existence 
and  prosperity.  I  may  also  observe,  that  if  the  existence  of 
class-meetings  cannot  be  maintained  except  by  the  terror  of  the 
scorpion-whip,  or  rather  executioner's  sword,  of  expulsion  from 
the  church,  it  says  little  for  them  as  a  privilege,  or  place  of 
delightful  and  joyous  resort.  My  own  conviction  is,  that  if 
class-meetings,  like  love-feasts,  were  maintained  and  recom- 
mended as  a  privilege  and  useful  means  of  religious  edification, 
and  not  as  a  iaw,  the  observance  of  which  is  necessary  to 
membership  in  the  visible  Church  of  Christ,  but  made  volun- 
.  tary,  like  joining  the  Missionary  Society,  class-meetings  would 
be  more  efficient  and  useful  than  they  are  now,  and  attendance 
at  them  would  be  more  cordial  and  profitable,  if  not  as,  or  even 
more,  general.  But  what  might  be  or  not  be  in  any  supposed 
case,  is  foreign  to  a  question  as  to  what  is  enjoined  in  the  law 
and  testimony  of  the  Holy  Scriptures  as  essential  to  disciplt;- 
ship  with  Christ. 

It  is  well  known  that  meeting  in  class,  by  a  large  portion  of 
the  members  of  the  Wesleyan  Church,  is  very  irregular — that 
their  absence  from  class-meeting  is  the  general  rule  of  their 
practice,  and  their  attendance  the  exception.  Yet  such  persons 
are  not  excluded,  as  it  would  involve  the  expulsion  of  the  greater 
part  of  the  members  of  the  body,  including  several  of  its  min- 
isters. It  is,  therefore,  so  much  the  more  objectionable,  and  so 
much  the  more  wrong,  to  have  a  rule  which  ignores  at  one 
sweep  the  membership  of  all  the  baptized  children  of  the  body, 
which  sends  and  keeps  away  tLe  conscientious  and  straight- 
forward, who  would  not  think  of  joining  a  religious  com- 
munity without  intending  habitually  to  observe  all  its  rules, 
and  yet,  after  all,  habitually  disregarded  by  a  large  portion  of 
both  preachers  and  people,  and  is  made,  as  far  as  my  observa- 
tion goes,  an  instrument  of  gratifying  individual  hostility, 
rather  than  a  means  of  promoting  the  religious  and  moral 
ends  of  Christian  discipline. 

It  is,  however,  the  bearing  of  this  question  upon  the  relation- 
ship and  destinies  of  the  youth  of  the  Wesleyan  body  that  has 
most  deeply  impressed  and  affected  my  own  mind,  as  may  be 
inferred  from  the  correspondence  on  the  subject.  It  requires  less 


488  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LIV. 

scriptural  zeal,  and  an  inferior  order  of  qualifications,  and  it  is 
much  more  exciting  and  easy,  to  minister  or  attend  at  special 
meetings,  and  in  the  ordinary  public  services  of  the  Church, 
than  to  pursue  "  in  season  and  out  of  season  "  the  less  con- 
spicuous and  more  detailed  labour  of  teaching  and  training  up 
children  and  youth  in  the  knowledge  and  experience  of  the 
doctrines  of  Christ,  and  thus  secure  them  to  the  Church,  and  to 
the  Saviour,  and  secure  to  them  the  "  godliness  which  has  the 
promise  of  the  life  that  now  is,  and  of  that  which  is  to  come."* 
And  what  is  the  result  of  the  general  adoption  (with  a  few 
fine  exceptions),  of  the  former  in  preference  to  the  latter — in- 
stead of  the  union  of  both  ?  It  is  the  humiliating  and  most 
painful  fact  that  the  great  majority  of  Methodist  youth  are  lost 
to  the  Church,  if  not  lost  to  Christ  and  to  heaven — that  in  a 
large  proportion  of  instances,  Methodism  is  not  perpetuated  to 

*  Of  the  utter  insufficiency  of  public  ministrations  alone,,  even  for  grown  up 
Christians,  much  more  for  children,  Mr.  Wesley  thus  speaks  in  his  large  and 
authorized  Minutes  of  Conference  : — "  For  what  avails  public  preaching  alone, 
though  we  could  preach  like  angels  ?  We  must,  yea,  every  travelling  preacher 
must,  instruct  them  from  house  to  house.  Till  this  is  done,  and  that  in  good 
earnest,  the  Methodists  will  be  little  better  than  other  people.  Our  religion  is  not 
deep,  universal,  uniform  ;  but  superficial,  partial,  uneven.  It  will  be  so,  till  we 
spend  half  as  much  time  in  this  visiting,  as  we  now  do  in  talking  uselessly." 
"  For,  after  all  our  preaching,  many  of  our  people  are  almost  as  ignorant  as  if  they 
had  never  heard  the  gospel.  I  speak  as  plain  as  I  can,  yet  I  frequently  meet  with 
those  who  have  been  my  hearers  many  years,  who  know  not  whether  Christ  be 
God  or  man.  And  how  few  are  there  who  know  the  nature  of  repentance,  faith 
and  holiness.  Most  of  them  have  a  sort  of  confidence  that  God  will  save  them, 
while  the  world  has  their  hearts.  I  have  found  by  experience,  that  one  of  these 
has  learned  more  from  one  hour's  close  discourse  than  from  ten  years'  public  preach- 
ing." "Let  every  preacher  having  a  catalogue  of  those  in  each  society,  goto 
each  house.  Deal  gently  with  them,  that  the  report  of  it  may  move  others  to  de- 
sire your  coming.  Give  the  children  the  instructions  for  children,  and  encourage 
them  to  get  them  by  heart.  Indeed,  you  will  find  it  no  easy  matter  to  teach  the 
ignorant  the  principles  of  religion.  So  true  is  the  remark  of  Archbishop  Usher — 
'  Great  scholars  may  think  this  work  beneath  them.  But  they  should  consider, 
the  laying  the  foundation  skilfully,  as  it  is  of  the  greatest  importance,  so  it  is  the 
masterpiece  of  the  wisest  builder.  And  let  the  wisest  of  us  all  try,  whenever  we 
please,  we  shall  find  that  to  lay  this  ground-work  rightly,  to  make  the  ignorant 
understand  the  grounds  of  religion,  will  put  us  to  all  our  skill."  "  "Unless  we 
take  care  of  the  rising  generation,  the  present  revival  will  be  res  unius  aetatis  (a 
thing  of  one  generation)  ;  it  will  last  only  the  age  of  a  man." 

There  are  several  ministers  who  earnestly  labour  in  the  spirit  of  these  extracts 
from  Mr.  Wesley's  Minutes  of  Conference — printed  the  year  of  his  death.  But 
their  labours  are  the  promptings  of  individual  zeal  and  intelligence,  and  not  dic- 
tated or  backed  by  the  authoritative  example  of  the  ministry  and  Church  at  large, 
or  the  recognition  of  the  Church  relations  of  the  interesting  subjects  of  theii 
instructions.  The  effect  of  the  general  disuse  or  neglect  of  systematic  individual 
instruction  of  children,  not  speaking  of  such  instruction  of  adult  members,  and 
reliance  upon  public  ministrations  and  meetings  alone,  must  be  instability  of 
religious  profession,  want  of  clear  and  acute  views  of  the  grounds,  doctrines, 
nature,  institutions  and  duties  of  religion,  indifference  to  all  religion,  or  wandering 
from  denomination  to  denomination  according  to  circumstances  or  caprice  ;  but  in 
all  cases  the  loss  to  the  Wesleyan  Church  of  the  greater  part  of  the  harvest  which 
ehe  should  and  might  gather  into  the  garner  of  Christ 


1854-55]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  489 

the  second  generation  of  the  same  family — that  in  the  great 
majority  of  instances  it  is  only  so  perpetuated  very  partially, 
and  in  very  few  instances  to  all  the  children  of  Methodist 
parents ;  while  there  is  each  year  the  conversion  of  only  a  few 
hundreds,  or  thousands,  mostly  from  without.  The  return  of 
prodigals,  and  the  accession  of  strangers  and  aliens  to  the  body, 
are  indeed  causes  of  thankfulness  and  rejoicing ;  but  prevention 
is  better  than  cure — piety  from  childhood  is  better  than  refor- 
mation in  manhood.  The  judgment  of  the  Apostle  upon  him 
"  who  neglects  to  provide  for  his  own  house,"  even  in  temporal 
matters,  is  well  known ;  and  must  there  not  be  a  radical  defect 
and  wrong  in  any  religious  organization  which  loses  the  great 
majority  of  its  own  youth,  and  depends  largely  on  infusions 
from  without  for  the  recruit  of  its  numbers  ?  Such  an  organiza- 
tion may  do  much  good,  and  widely  extend  in  many  places  for 
the  time  being,  especially  in  a  new  and  unsettled  state  of  society; 
but  the  vital  element  of  permanent  strength  and  lasting  pros- 
perity is  wanting,  where,  by  its  repulsion  or  neglect,  the  great 
majority  of  its  baptized  youth  are  alienated  from,  and  lost  to 
its  communion.  It  is  not  in  the  promise  of  God,  or  in  the 
genius  of  Scriptural  Christianity,  that  "  children  trained  up  in 
the  way  they  should  go,"  will,  in  many  instances,  much  less 
generally,  depart  from  it  in  after  years.  .  . 

Impressed  with  the  magnitude  of  the  wrongs  and  evils  above 
referred  to,  dreading  personal  collision  in  the  Conference,  an- 
ticipating but  little  success  from  it,  and  feeling  uncertain  as  to 
how  few  were  likely  to  be  the  days  of  my  earthly  career,  and 
believing  that  a  special  duty  was  imposed  upon  me  in  this 
respect  by  Providential  circumstances,  I  addressed  to  the  Presi- 
dent, the  2nd  of  January,  .  as  the  most  likely  means, 
without  collision  with  any  person  or  body,  to  draw  practical 
attention  to  the  subject,  on  the  part  of  both  the  ministry  and 
the  laity  of  the  Church.  .  .  I  have  the  satisfaction  of  know- 
ing that,  if  the  first  efforts  of  my  pen,  after  joining  the 
Conference  in  1825,  were  to  advocate  the  right  of  the  members 
of  the  Church  to  hold  a  bit  of  ground  in  which  to  bury  their 
dead,  and  the  right  of  its  ministers  to  perform  the  marriage 
service  for  the  members  of  their  congregations,  my  last  efforts 
in  connection  with  the  Conference  have  been  directed  to  obtain 
the  rights  of  Christian  citizenship  to  the  baptized  children  and 
exemplary  adherents  of  the  Church.  While  I  maintain  that 
each  child  in  the  land  has  a  right  to  such  an  education  as  will 
fit  him  for  his  duties  as  a  citizen  of  the  state,  and  that  the  obli- 
gations of  the  state  correspond  to  the  rights  of  the  child,  so  I 
maintain,  upon  still  stronger  and  higher  grounds,  that  each 
child  baptized  by  the  Church  is  thereby  enfranchised  with  the 
rights  and  privileges  of  citizenship  in  it,  until  he  forfeits  them 


490  THE  STOEY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LIV. 

by  personal  misconduct  and  exclusion,  and  that  the  obligations 
of  the  Church  correspond  to  the  rights  of  the  child.  I  also 
maintain  that  each  member  of  Christ's  visible  Church,  has  a 
scriptural  right  to  his  membership  in  it  as  long  as  he  keeps  the 
"  commandments  and  ordinances  of  God,"  whether  he  attends 
or  does  not  attend  a  meeting  which  Mr.  Wesley  (who  instituted 
it),  declared  to  be  "merely  prudential,  not  essential,  not  of  divine 
institution,"  and  for  not  attending  which  he  never  excluded,  or 
presumed  to  authorize  excluding,  a  person  from  Church  mem- 
bership. It  is  a  principle  of  St.  Paul,  in  the  14th  chapter  of 
Romans,  of  all  true  Protestantism,  as  well  as  of  the  writings 
of  Mr.  Wesley,  "in  necessary  things  unity,  in  non-essentials 
liberty,  in  all  things  charity." 

In  a  letter,  written  from  Quebec  to  a  dear  friend  in  Toronto. 
Dr.  Ryerson  thus  refers  to  his  religious  experience  at  that  time 
of  personal  trial  on  the  class-meeting  question.     He  said  : — In 
compliance  with  the  entreaties  of  the  Hon.  James  Ferrier  and 
the  Rev.  Win.  Pollard,  I  preached  here  last  Sunday  evening, 
and  perhaps  seldom  with  so  much  effect — certainly,  never  in 
Lower   Canada.      The   congregation   was   very   large;    many 
members   of   the   Legislature  were   present ;   and   some  were 
much  affected.      I  had  felt  condemned  for  not  preaching  in 
New  Brunswick  when  solicited ;  and  I  have  felt  that  i  have 
done  right  in  obeying  the  powers  that  be  in  this  respect  in 
Quebec.     I  am  solicited  to  remain  and  preach  here  again  next 
Sunday,  as  many  public  persons  have  expressed  disappointment 
at  hot  having  heard  me  last  Sunday  evening.     A  leading  mem- 
ber of  the  church  from  Montreal  was  so  comforted  and  edified, 
that  after  having  spent  the  evening  in  my  room  until  after 
ten  o'clock,  he  went  to  write  out  all  of  the  discourse  he  could 
remember.      The  friends  here  seem  delighted  to  think  I  will 
still  preach,  and  say  that  I  would  sin  against  God  and  man  if  I 
refused.      My  discourse  on  Sunday  was  the  result  of  my  re- 
flections and  prayer  here  without  books  or  notes ;  and  I  feel 
much  better  since  I  consented  to  do  what  all  seemed  to  think 
I  ought  to  do.     They  are  quite  satisfied  with  the  course  I  have 
adopted,  and  think  it  will   result  in  great  good,  if  I  will  not 
refuse  to  preach.     The  words  of  St.  Paul  (1st  Cor.  ch.  9,  verse 
16),  in  a  chapter  to  which  I  opened  the  other  day,  have  affected 
me  much ;  and  I  know  not  that  I  can  otherwise  do  so  much 
good  during  the  very  few  years  at  most  that  now  remain  to 
me,  as  to  preach  when  desired  by  those  who  have  authority  in 
the  matter,  in  any  church  or  place.      I  feel  deeply  humbled 
under  a  sense  of  my  own  unfaithfulness,  and  arrf  amazed  at 
the    great    goodness,   long-suffering  and   compassion  of   God 
towards  me. 


CHAPTER    LY. 

1855. 

DR.  RYERSON  RESUMES  HIS  POSITION  IN  THE  CONFERENCE. 

A  LTHOUGH  the  great  majority  of  the  Conference  of  1854, 
XA.  after  much  conflict  of  feeling — in  which  regret  and  sym- 
pathy were  mingled — rejected  the  resolutions  proposed  by  Dr. 
Ryerson  on  the  class-meeting  question,  yet  sorrow  at  the  loss 
from  their  councils  of  so  distinguished  a  man  as  Dr.  Ryerson 
prevailed  amongst  them.  This  feeling  deepened  as  the  year 
advanced,  and  much  personal  effort  was  made  to  induce  him 
to  consent  to  some  honourable  means  by  which  his  return  to  the 
ministerial  ranks  could  be  secured.  At  length,  as  the  Conference 
year  neared  its  close,  he  yielded  to  the  wishes  of  his  friends, 
and,  on  the  26th  May,  1855,  addressed  the  following  letter  to 
Rev.  Dr.  Wood,  President  of  the  Conference  : — 

From  the  conversations  which  have  taken  place  between  you, 
my  brother,  and  some  others  of  our  ministers  and  myself,  in 
reference  to  my  present  and  future  relations  to  the  Conference 
and  to"  the  Church,  I  think  it  but  respectful  and  an  act  of  duty 
to  state  my  views  in  writing,  that  there  may  be  no  misappre- 
hension on  the  subject,  and  that  you  may  adopt  such  a  course 
as  you  shall  think  advisable. 

When  I  wrote  my  letters  of  resignation  of  office  in  the 
Church,  the  one  dated  2nd  January,  1854,  and  the  other  the 
12th  day  of  June  following,  I  had  but  faint  expectations  of 
being  in  the  land  of  the  living  at  this  time.  In  what  I  wrote 
and  did,  I  acted  under  the  apprehension  of  having  no  longer 
time  for  delay  in  attesting,  in  the  most  decisive  and  practical 
way  in  my  power,  what  I  believe  to  be  the  divine  rights  of  mem- 
bers of  the  visible  Church  of  Christ  whether  they  are  baptized 
children  or  professing  Christians.  Since  then  I  have  reason  to 
be  thankful  that  the  alarming  symptoms  in  respect  to  my 
health  have  in  a  great  measure  subsided,  and  that  I  have  the 
prospect  of  being  able  to  continue  my  labours  with  undiminished 
strength  and  vigor,  at  least  for  some  time  to  come.  v 

In  my  first  letter  to  you  I  stated  and  explained  at,  length  my 
belief  that  making  attendance  at  class-meeting  an  essential  con- 


492  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LV. 


dition  of  membership  in  the  Church  of  God,  is  not  only  requiring 
what  is  not  enjoined  in  the  word  of  God,  but  excluding,  on  other 
than  scriptural  grounds,  exemplary  persons  from  the  Church  of 
Christ,  and  unchurching  the  baptized  children  of  our  people 
who,  as  well  as  their  parents,  are  scripturally  entitled  to  member- 
ship in  the  Church.  Having  given  the  subject  much  further 
consideration  during  the  last  twelve  months,  and  having  ex- 
amined all  the  works  on  it  within  my  reach,  I  am,  if  possible, 
more  fully  confirmed  in  the  views  I  expressed  last  year,  as  both 
Wesleyan  and  scriptural,  than  when  I  penned  them.  And  it  is 
not  unworthy  of  remark,  that  the  only  two  newspapers  in  Canada 
which  have  combatted  my  views  have  been  The  Church  and  The 
Catholic  Citizen ;  and  both  of  these  papers  have  done  so  upon 
the  ground  that  my  views  were  not  compatible  with  the  due 
authority  of  the  Church  to  decree  dogmas,  rites  and  cere- 
monies. I  acknowledge  myself  a  heretic  according  to  their 
creed  of  ecclesiastical  authority;  and  I  confess  that  the  position 
I  have  been  unexpectedly  compelled  to  assume  during  the  last 
two  or  three  years  as  to  the  right  of  every  man  to  the  Bible, 
and  the  rights  of  individuals  and  municipalities  against  com- 
pulsion in  regard  to  taxation  for  the  support  of  sectarian 
schools,  has  more  deeply  impressed  upon  my  mind  than  ever 
that  the  Bible  is  the  only  safeguard  of  civil  liberty,  and  that 
"  the  Bible  only  ought  to  be  the  religion  of  Protestants  ;  "  and 
especially  in  a  matter  so  important  as  that  which  determines 
who  are  members  and  what  are  the  conditions  of  membership 
in  the  Church  of  Christ. 

I  must,  therefore,  in  all  frankness  and  honesty,  still  declare 
my  conviction  that  there  is  no  scriptural  authority  for  the 
power  which  is  given  to  a  minister,  by  the  answers  to  the  4th 
question  in  the  2nd  section  of  the  2nd  chapter  of  our  Discipline, 
to  exclude  a  person  from  the  Church  of  God  for  what  is  ex- 
pressly stated  not  to  be  "  immoral  conduct,"  namely,  not  attend- 
ing a  meeting  which  is  not  ranked  among  the  ordinances  of 
the  Church  in  the  General  Rules  of  our  Societies,  which  the 
12th  section  of  the  1st  chapter  of  our  Discipline  does  not 
enumerate  among  the  "  prudential  means  of  grace,"  even  among 
Methodists,  and  which  Mr.  Wesley  stated  to  be  "  not  spiritual, 
not  of  divine  institution."  I  would  never  exercise  such  author- 
ity myself ;  I  never  have  exercised  it ;  but  I  will  not  assume  to 
judge  those  who  think  and  act  otherwise. 

I  beg,  however,  that  it  may  not  be  forgotten,  that  while  I 
thus  speak  and  quote  the  authorities  of  the  Church  in  respect 
to  class-meeting  as  a  test  or  condition  of  Church  membership ; 
yet  as  a  prudential  means  of  grace  and  a  mode  and  means  of 
Christian  fellowship,  I  regard  class-meetings  (as  stated  in  my 


1855]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  493 

former  letters  above  referred  to),  as  well  as  love-feasts  and 
prayer-meetings,  as  of  the  greatest  value  and  importance.  But 
when  I  think  of  class-meeting  being  converted  into  a  condition 
of  membership  in  the  Church  of  Christ,  and  thus  made  the 
occasion  of  excluding  from  its  pale  the  whole  early  generation 
of  our  people  and  many  other  sincere  Christians,  I  cannot  view 
it  as  I  would  wish,  and  as  I  could  otherwise  do,  with  the  same 
feelings  that  I  view  love-feasts  and  prayer-meetings. 

In  regard  to  the  other  aspect  of  the  question,  as  it  applies  to 
the  baptized  children  of  our  people,  and  in  which  the  nature 
and  office  of  Baptism  are  involved,  I  feel  it  to  be  of  such  vital 
importance  that  I  must  beg  to  make  some  observations  which  I 
hope  may  not  be  considered  out  of  place,  or  prove  altogether 
useless. 

The  circumstances  which  have  caused  me  to  feel  so  strongly 
on  this  point  were  stated  in  my  letter  to  you  on  the  2nd 
January,  1854,  and  afterwards  more  fully  justified  in  my  letter 
of  the  12th  of  June  following ;  and  it  is  with  no  small  degree 
of  surprise  that  I  have  found  my  views  misapprehended  and 
pronounced  unsound.  It  has  been  alleged  that  they  involve 
baptismal  regeneration.  Nothing  can  be  further  from  the  fact. 
What  I  maintain  is  simply  what  is  stated  in  the  17th  Article  of 
Faith  professed  by  our  Church,  and  by  the  catechism  used  in 
the  Methodist  Church  on  both  sides  of  the  Atlantic,  and  what 
is  set  forth  at  large  in  the  writings  of  Mr.  Wesley  and  Mr. 
Watson.  Baptism,  like  the  Lord's  Supper,  is  an  outward  sign ; 
but,  of  course,  neither  can  be  that  of  which  it  is  the  sign. 

Baptism  (as  the  17th  Article  of  our  Faith  expresses  it),  is  not  only  a  sign 
of  profession,  and  mark  of  difference  whereby  Christians  are  distinguished 
from  others  that  are  unbaptized,  but  it  is  also  a  sign  of  regeneration,  or  the 
new  birth. 

What  I  maintain  is,  that  baptism  is  the  outward  and  visible 
sign,  while  regeneration,  or  the  new  birth,  is  the  inward  spirit- 
ual grace ;  that  by  baptism  we  are  born  into  the  visible  Church 
of  Christ  on  earth,  while  by  the  Holy  Ghost  we  are  born  into 
the  spiritual  or  invisible  Church  of  Christ  in  heaven,  the  same 
as  in  the  Lord's  Supper ;  there  is  the  visible  act  of  the  Church 
and  of  the  body  of  communicants,  and  the  invisible  act  of  the 
Saviour  by  the  Holy  Ghost  and  of  the  soul  of  the  communicant. 
The  two  are  distinct ;  the  one  may  not  accompany  the  other ; 
but  they  may,  and  often  do,  accompany  each  other.  The  parent 
should  bring  his  child  in  faith  to  the  Lord's  baptism,  the  same 
as  the  communicant  should  come  in  faith  to  the  Lord's  Supper. 
The  communion  of  the  Lord's  Supper  is  the  act  of  a  professed 
member  of  Christ's  visible  Church  ;  the  receiving  of  the  Lord's 
baptism,  is  receiving  the  seal  of  membership  in  Christ's  visible 


494  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LV. 

Church,  that  "  mark  of  difference  whereby  Christians  are  dis- 
tinguished from  others  that  are  not  baptized."  Hence  in  the 
Wesleyan  catechism,  the  question  is  asked, — 

What  are  the  privileges  of  baptized  persons  ?  The  answer  is, — They  are 
made  members  of  the  visible  church  of  Christ ;  their  gracious  relation  to  Him 
as  the  Second  Adam,  and  as  the  Mediator  of  the  New  Covenant,  is  solemnly 
ratified  by  divine  appointment  ;  and  they  are  thereby  recognized  as  having 
a  claim  to  all  the  spiritual  blessings  of  which  they  are  the  proper  subjects. 

I  maintain,  therefore,  that  the  language  of  our  Articles  of 
Faith  and  Catechism,  as  well  as  of  our  Baptismal  Service  and 
the  writings  of  Mr.  Wesley,  explicitly  declares  baptism  an  act 
of  the  Church  by  which  it  receives  the  children  baptized  into 
its  bosom — that  all  baptized  children  are  truly  members  of 
Christ's  visible  Church,  although  they  be  not  communicants  in 
it  until  they  personally  profess  the  Faith  of  their  Baptism,  and 
evince  their  desire  to  flee  from  the  wrath  to  come  by  the  nega- 
tive and  positive  proofs  so  briefly  and  fully  enumerated  in  the 
General  Rules  of  our  societies. 

The  Church  membership  of  baptized  children  is  known  to  be 
the  doctrine  of  all  parties  in  the  Church  of  England,  as  well  as 
of  Mr.  Wesley.  It  is  equally  the  doctrine  of  all  sections  of  the 
Presbyterian  Church,  in  which  the  baptized  children  are  re- 
garded as  members  of  the  Church,  but  not  communicants  until 
they  make  a  personal  profession  of  conversion,  and  receive  a 
token  or  ticket  of  admission  to  the  Lord's  Supper.  On  this 
point  it  is  sufficient  to  cite  the  following  passages  from  the 
fifteenth  chapter  of  the  fourth  book  of  Calvin's  Institutes. 

Baptism  is  a  sign  of  initiation,  by  which  we  are  admitted  into  the  society 
of  the  Church,  in  order  that  being  incorporated  into  Christ,  we  may  be  num- 
bered among  the  children  of  God.  .  .  For  as  circumcision  was  a  pledge  to  the 
Jews,  by  which  they  were  assured  of  their  adoption  as  the  people  and  family 
of  God,  and  on  their  parts  professed  their  entire  subjection  to  Him,  and, 
therefore,  was  their  first  entrance  into  the  Church  ;  so  now  we  are  initiated 
into  the  Church  of  God  by  baptism,  are  numbered  among  His  people,  and 
profess  to  devote  ourselves  to  his  service.  .  .  How  delightful  is  it  to  pious 
minds,  not  only  to  have  verbal  assurances,  but  even  occular  proof,  of  their 
standing  so  high  in  the  favour  of  their  heavenly  Father,  that  their  posterity 
also  are  the  objects  of  his  care  !  This  is  evidently  the  reason  why  Satan 
makes  such  great  exertions  in  opposition  to  infant  baptism  :  that  the  removal 
of  this  testimony  of  the  grace  of  God  may  cause  the  promise  which  it  exhibits 
before  our  eyes  gradually  to  disappear,  and  at  length  to  be  forgotten.  The 
consequence  of  this  would  be  an  impious  ingratitude  to  the  mercy  of  God, 
and  negligence  of  the  instruction  of  our  children  in  the  principles  of  piety. 
For  it  is  no  small  stimulus  to  our  education  of  them  in  the  serious  fear  of 
God,  and  the  observance  of  His  law,  to  reflect,  that  they  are  considered  and 
acknowledged  by  Him  as  His  children  as  soon  as  they  are  born.  Wherefore, 
unless  we  are  obstinately  determined  to  reject  the  goodness  of  God,  let  us 
present  to  Him  our  children,  to  whom  He  assigns  a  place  in  His  family,  that 
is,  among  the  members  of  His  church. 

Richard  Watson,  the  great  expounder  of  Wesleyan  Christian 


1855]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  495 

doctrine,  treats  this  subject  elaborately  in  the  third  chapter  of 
the  fourth  part  of  his  Theological  Institutes.  I  will  only  quote 
the  following  sentences  : — 

Infant  children  are  declared  by  Christ  to  be  members  of  His  Church.  That 
they  were  members  of  God's  Church,  in  the  family  of  Abraham,  and  among 
the  Jews,  cannot  be  denied.  .  .  The  membership  ot  the  Jews  comprehended 
both  children  and  adults ;  and  the  grafting-in  of  the  Gentiles,  so  as  to  partake 
of  the  same  "  root  and  fatness,"  will,  therefore,  include  a  right  to  put  their 
children  also  into  the  covenant,  so  that  they,  as  well  as  adults,  may  become 
members  of  Christ's  Church,  have  God  to  be  their  God,  and  be  acknowledged 
by  Him,  in  the  special  sense  of  the  terms  of  the  covenant,  to  be  His  people. 
..."  Whosoever  (says  Christ)  shall  receive  this  child  in  my  name,  receiveth 
me  ; "  but  such  an  identity  of  Christ  with  His  disciples  stands  wholly  upon 
their  relation  to  Him  as  members  of  His  "  mystic  body,  the  Church."  It  is 
in  this  respect  only  that  they  are  "  one  with  Him  ; "  and  there  can  be  no 
identity  of  Christ  with  "little  children"  but  by  virtue  of  the  same  relation, 
that  is,  as  they  are  members  of  His  mystical  body,  the  Church  ;  of  which 
membership  baptism  is  now,  as  circumcision  was  then,  the  initiatory  rite.  .  . 
The  benefits  of  this  Sacrament  require  to  be  briefly  exhibited.  Baptism 
introduces  the  adult  believer  into  the  covenant  of  grace  and  the  Church  of 
Christ ;  and  is  the  seal,  the  pledge,  to  him,  on  the  part  of  God,  of  the  fulfil- 
ment of  all  its  provisions,  in  time  and  in  eternity  ;  whilst  on  his  part,  he 
takes  upon  himself  the  obligation  of  steadfast  faith  and  obedience.  To  the 
infant  child,  baptism  is  a  visible  reception  into  the  same  covenant  and  church, 
a  pledge  of  acceptance  through  Christ — the  bestowment  of  a  title  to  all  the 
grace  of  the  covenant  as  circumstances  may  require,  and  as  the  mind  of  the 
child  may  be  capable  of  receiving  it ;  and  as  it  may  be  sought  in  future  life 
by  prayer,  when  the  period  of  reason  and  moral  choice  shall  arrive.  It 
conveys  also  the  present  blessing  of  Christ,  of  which  we  are  assured  by  His 
taking  children  in  His  arms,  and  blessing  them  ;  which  blessing  cannot  be 
merely  nominal,  but  must  be  substantial  and  eflicacious.  It  secures,  too, 
the  gift  of  the  Holy  Spirit  in  those  secret  spiritual  influences,  by  which  the 
actual  regeneration  of  those  children  who  die  in  infancy  is  effected  ;  and 
which  are  a  seed  of  life  in  those  who  are  spared  to  prepare  them  for  instruc- 
tion in  the  word  of  God,  as  they  are  taught  by  pareatal  care,  to  incline  their 
will  and  affections  to  good,  and  to  begin  and  maintain  in  them  the  war 
against  inward  and  outward  evil,  so  that  they  may  be  divinely  assisted,  as 
reason  strengthens,  to  make  their  calling  and  election  sure.  In  a  word,  it  is, 
both  as  to  infants  and  adults,  the  sign  and  pledge  of  that  inward  grace,  which, 
though  modified  in  its  operations  by  the  difference  of  their  circumstances, 
has  respect  to,  and  flows  from,  a  covenant  relation  to  each  of  the  Three  Persons 
in  whose  one  name  they  are  baptized, — acceptance  by  the  Father — union  with 
Christ  as  the  head  of  His  mystical  body,  the  Church — and  communion  with 
the  Holy  Ghost.  To  these  advantages  must  be  added  the  respect  which  God 
bears  to  the  believing  act  of  the  parents,  and  to  their  solemn  prayers  on  the 
occasion,  in  both  of  which  the  child  is  interested  ;  as  well  as  in  that  solemn, 
engagement  of  the  parents  which  the  rite  necessarily  implies,  to  bring  up 
their  child  in  the  nurture  and  admonition  of  the  Lord. 

To  these  impressive  words  of  Richard  Watson,  I  add  the 
following  equally  impressive  extract  from  the  pastoral  address 
of  the  Wesleyan  Conference  in  England  to  the  Societies  under 
its  charge  in  Ib37  : — 

By  baptism  you  place  your  children  within  the  pale  of  the  visible  Church, 


496  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LV. 

and  give  them  a  right  to  all  its  privileges,  the  pastoral  care  of  its  ministers, 
and  as  far  as  their  age  and  capacity  will  allow,  the  enjoyment  of  its  ordinances 
and  means  of  grace.  These  children  are  not  offshoots  of  the  Church,  enjoy- 
ing only  a  distant  relation  to  it,  but  they  are  of  it,  as  a  fact ;  they  are  grafted 
into  the  body  of  Christ's  disciples  ;  they  are  partakers  of  an  initiatory  and 
provisional  state  of  acceptance  with  God,  and  can  forfeit  their  right  to  the 
fellowship  of  the  saints  only  by  a  course  of  sin.  Besides,  when  this  sacred 
ordinance  is  regarded  by  parents  in  the  spirit  of  prayer  and  faith,  it  cannot 
be  unaccompanied  by  the  divine  blessing.  Grace  is  connected  with  every 
institution  of  the  Christian  Church  ;  and  when  children  are  constituted  a 
part  of  the  flock  of  Christ  by  being  placed  within  the  fold,  they  have  a  pecu- 
liar claim  on  the  care  of  that  good  Shepherd  who  "  gathereth  the  lambs  with 
his  arms  and  carries  them  in  his  bosom;"  and  they  will  receive  instruction, 
spiritual  influences,  tender  care,  and  the  exercise  of  mercy,  agreeing  with  the 
relation  in  which  they  stand  to  God.  On  these  grounds  we  affectionately 
exhort  you  to  place  your  beloved  offspring  within  the  "  courts  of  the  house  of 
our  God,"  and  amongst  the  number  of  His  family,  by  strictly  attending  to 
this  divinely  appointed  ordinance  of  our  Saviour.* 

Dr.  Ryerson's  views  were,  therefore,  the  same  in  1834  as  they 
were  in  1854 — that  by  Baptism  children  stand  in  ihe  relation 
of  members  of  the  Church,  and  should  be  enrolled  in  its  registers, 
and  entitled  to  its  privileges,  until  they,  by  their  own  voluntary 
irregularity  or  neglect,  forfeit  them.  The  coincidence  mentioned, 
and  the  consistency  of  the  views  expressed  by  Dr.  Ryerson 
twenty  years  before,  are  very  remarkable. 

Now  what  are  these  solemn  and  affecting  words  of  John 
Calvin,  of  Richard  Watson,  and  of  the  British  Conference,  but 
a  mockery  and  a  snare,  if  the  baptized  children  are  not  to  be 
acknowledged  and  treated  as  members  of  the  visible  church  of 
Christ  ?  Ought  not  then  children  baptised  by  the  Wesleyan 
ministry  to  be  recognized  and  cared  for  as  members  of  the 
Wesleyan  Church  ?  It  is  absurd,  and  leaves  them  in  a  state  of 
religious  orphanage,  to  say  that  they  are  members  of  the  visible 
Church  of  Christ,  but  not  members  of  any  particular  branch  of 
it.  As  well  might  it  be  said,  that  the  children  born  in  Canada, 
are  members  of  the  Canadian  family,  but  not  members  of  any 
particular  family  in  Canada.  To  be  the  former  without  being 
the  latter,  would  indeed  allow  them  a  country,  but  would  leave 

*  As  early  as  1834,  Dr.  Ryerson  was  deeply  impressed  with  the  correctness  of  these 
views.  Having,  in  the  Guardian  of  the  9th  of  April,  1834,  called  the  attention 
of  his  ministerial  brethren  to  the  pressing  duty  of  giving  effect  to  the  section  of 
the  Discipline  on  the  "  Instruction  of  Children,"  he  proceeded  to  point  out  in 
the  Guardian  of  the  23rd  of  that  month,  the  privileges  which  baptism  confers  upon 
Methodist  children,  fortifying  his  views  by  the  following  quotation  from  Rev.  R. 
Watson's  Institutes : — Baptism  introduces  the  adult  believer  into  the  covenant  of 
Grace,  and  the  Church  of  Christ.  .  .  To  the  infant  child  it  is  a  visible  reception 
into  the  same  covenant  and  Church.  .  .  In  a  word,  it  is  both  to  infants  and 
adults  a  sign  and  pledge  of  that  inward  grace,  which  has  respect  to  and  flows  from 
a  covenant  relation  to  each  of  the  three  persons,  in  whose  one  name  they  are 
baptized — acceptance  with  Christ  as  the  Head  of  His  mystical  body,  the  Church, 
and  of  communion  of  the  Holy  Ghost 


1855]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  497 

them  without  a  home,  without  a  parent,  without  a  protector, 
without  an  inheritance — homeless,  houseless,  destitute  orphans. 
Is  this  the  relation  in  which  the  baptized  children  of  our  people 
are  to  be  viewed  to  the  Church  of  their  parents  ?  In  doing  so, 
are  not  the  most  powerful  considerations,  motives  and  influences 
brought  to  bear  upon  both  parents  and  children  ?  In  not  doing 
so,  is  not  the  greatest  wrong  inflicted  upon  both,  the  ordinance 
of  baptism  virtually  ignored,  and  its  blessings  lost  ?  But  in 
denying  that  any  one  is  or  can  be  a  member  of  the  Church 
except  one  who  meets  in  class,  are  not  the  baptized  children  of 
our  people  refused  a  place  within  its  pale  ?  deprived  of  their 
baptismal  birthright,  before  they  are  old  enough  to  forfeit  it  by 
transgression  ?  shut  out  from  the  family  of  God's  people,  and  as 
practically  unchurched  as  if  they  had  never  received  a  Christian 
^name,  in  the  name  of  the  Father,  of  the  Son,  and  of  the  Holy 
Ghost  ?  I  cannot  reflect  upon  the  subject  or  contemplate  its 
consequences,  without  the  deepest  pain  and  solicitude.  I  will 
pursue  it  no  further,  but  will  leave  it  with  you  and  those  on 
whom  the  responsibility  of  deciding  upon  it  devolves. 

It  will  be  remembered  that  I  have  never  said  anything  as  to 
the  mode  of  receiving  adult  persons  from  without  into  the 
Church ;  nor  as  to  the  class  of  members  who  alone  should  be 
eligible  to  hold  office  in  the  Church ;  nor  have  I  entertained 
the  idea  that  any  other  than  the  scriptural  summary  of  Chris- 
tian morality  contained  in  the  General  Rules  of  our  Societies 
should  be  applied  to  all  members  of  the  Church,  whether  in 
full  communion  or  not.  Nor  have  I  other  than  supposed  that 
all  persons  recognized  as  a  part  of  the  Church,  would,  as  far  as 
circumstances  can  permit,  be  registered  as  classes,  and  called 
upon  regularly  by  a  leader  or  steward  for  their  contributions 
in  support  of  the  ministry  and  other  institutions  of  the  Church, 
the  same  as  persons  meeting  weekly  in  a  class.  What  I  have 
said  applies  wholly  and  exclusively  to  the  Church  relation  and 
rights  of  the  baptized  children  of  our  people,  and  to  the  rights 
of  persons  otherwise  admitted  into  the  Church,  who,  I  believe, 
ought  not  to  be  excluded  from  it  except  for  what  would  exclude 
them  from  the  kingdom  of  grace  and  glory. 

Anything  appertaining  to  myself  personally  is  unworthy  of 
mention  in  such  a  connexion.  I  banish  from  my  mind  and 
heart  the  recollection  and  feeling  of  anything  I  consider  to  have 
been  uncalled  for  and  unjust  towards  myself  on  the  part  of 
others.  Though  I  have  resigned  the  ecclesiastical  or  outward 
authority  to  exercise  the  functions  of  the  Christian  ministry, 
I  have  never  regarded  myself  as  a  secular  man ;  I  have  felt, 
and  do  feel,  and  especially  w'ith  improved  health,  the  inward, 
and,  I  trust,  divine  conviction  of  duty  to  preach,  as  occasion 
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498  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LV. 

may  offer  and  strength  permit,  the  unsearchable  riches  of  Christ 
to  dying  men.  And  if  after  the  past  publication  and  fore- 
going statement  of  my  convictions  on  the  point  of  Church 
Discipline  and  its  administration,  as  affecting  baptized  children 
and  other  scripturally  blameless  members  of  the  Church,  and 
my  purpose  to  maintain  them  on  such  occasions,  and  in  such 
manner  as  are  sanctioned  by  the  Discipline,  the  Conference 
thinks  it  proper  and  desirable  that  I  should  resume  my  former 
relations  to  it  and  to  the  Church,  I  am  willing  to  cancel  my 
resignation,  and  to  labour,  as  heretofore,  to  preach  the  doctrines 
and  promote  the  agencies  of  the  Church  which  I  have  sought 
by  every  earthly  means  in  my  power,  though  with  conscious 
unfaithfulness  before  God,  to  advance  during  the  last  thirty 
years,  and  which  are,  I  believe,  according  to  the  Scriptures,  and 
calculated  to  promote  the  present  and  everlasting  well-being  of 
man. 

The  reading  of  this  letter  at  the  London  Conference  of  1855 
led  to  a  great  deal  of  discussion  and  various  explanations,  which 
unfortunately  afterwards  resulted  in  much  misunderstanding 
and  recrimination.  The  Conference,  however,  with  a  unanimity 
and  heartiness  which  reflected  great  credit  for  its  calm  judg- 
ment and  Christian  love  of  unity,  passed  the  following  resolu- 
tion by  a  nearly  two-thirds  majority : — 

That  while  this  Conference  declares  its  unaltered  determination  to  main- 
tain inviolate  the  position  held  respecting  the  views  contained  in  Dr.  Ryer- 
son's  communications  of  last  year,  and  upon  which  his  resignation  was 
tendered  and  accepted;  yet  upon  the  application  which  the  latter  part  of 
Dr.  Ryerson's  present  communication  contains,  this  Conference  restores  him 
to  his  former  standing  and  relations  to  the  Conference  and  the  Church. 

After  the  resolution  was  passed,  Dr.  Ryerson  went  to  the 
Conference  at  London,  and  in  a  letter  which  he  wrote  to  me, 
dated  January  9th,  he  said  : —  ' 

My  entrance  into  the  Conference  was  cordially  greeted.  I 
was  very  affectionately  welcomed  and  introduced  by  the  Presi- 
dent, Rev.  Dr.  Wood,  after  which  I  briefly  addressed  the  Con- 
ference, and  I  have  since  taken  the  same  part  in  the  proceedings 
as  heretofore. 

After  a  long  discussion  yesterday,  a  very  important  change 
was  made  in  the  Discipline.  By  this  change  a  minister  may 
be  stationed  in  the  same  circuit  during  five  years,  if  requested 
by  the  quarterly  meeting.  A  prominent  member  made  a  long 
and  violent  speech  against  it.  I  replied  at  length,  and  stated 
the  general  grounds  on  which  I  thought  the  change  recom- 
mended by  the  Stationing  Committee  should  be  adopted. 
After  the  adoption  of  the  resolution,  I  congratulated  the  Con- 
ference on  this  indication  of  progress  in  a  direction  to  what 


1855]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE:  499 

•was  regarded  as  heretical  when  I  first  introduced  the  proposi- 
tion five  years  ago.  Some  preacher  said  I  was  a  little  too  soon. 
I  said  perhaps  I  had  the  misfortune  of  having  been  born  a  few 
years  too  soon.  Another  said  that  he  supposed  I  expected  that 
•other  changes  would  also  follow.  I  replied,  time  would  show. 
I  was  informed  that  all  (even  Messrs.  Jeffers  and  Spencer) 
•expressed  a  desire  for  my  return  to  the  Conference.  The 
lengthened  discussion  was  based  upon  certain  parts  of  my 
letter  to  Mr.  Wood,  which  it  was  held  were  not  courteous, 
but  a  bearding  of  the  Conference.  On  the  other  hand,  it  was 
contended  that  my  sentiments  even  on  the  class-meeting  condi- 
tion of  membership  were  the  practice  of  those  very  preachers 
who  objected  to  them.  Examples  were  given,  much  to  the 
surprise  of  certain  parties,  who  professed  to  be  the  greatest 
sticklers  on  the  subject.  It  was  professed  by  all,  without  ex- 
ception, that  but -for  certain  phrases  in  my  letter  (to  the  senti- 
ments of  which,  it  was  maintained,  the  Conference  would  be 
committed  by  the  resolution  proposed)  the  vote  in  regard  to  me 
would  have  been  unanimous. 

Amongst  other  congratulatory  letters  received  by  Dr.  Ryer- 
son,  none  were  more  gratifying  to  him  than  the  following 
characteristic  letter  from  Rev.  John  Black,  in  township  of 
Raw  don,  written  on  the  16th  of  June  : — 

My  good  Mr.  Lever,  of  Sidney,  in  a  letter  from  the  Conference,  informs  me 
that  "  Dr.  Ryerson  is  once  more  among  his  brethren,  and,  as  usual,  taking  an 
active  part  in  the  affairs  of  Conference."  Athough  three  of  my  children 
were  confined  to  bed  by  sickness,  yet  on  hearing  such  news  I  was  almost 
Teady  for  a  shout. 

Permit  me  to  say  that  your  departure  from  us  at  Belleville,  twelve  months 
-ago,  lay  heavy  on  my  heart ;  and  now  to  hear  the  above  intelligence  is  good 
to  my  soul.  For  many  years  I  have  been  much  attached  to  Mr.  Egerton 
Ryerson.  We  were  "  taken  on  trial "  at  the  same  time,  and  together  were 
ordained  to  the  great  work  of  the  ministry.  And  although  you,  Mr.  R., 
have  been  near  the  head,  and  I,  Mr.  B.,  near  the  foot,  yet  we  are  in  the  same 
ranks,  fighting  the  battles  of  the  Lord,  and  exercising  our  talents  in  behalf 
of  truth  and  righteousness.  I  know  that  your  time  is  precious,  yet  I  believe 
you  will  spare  a  minute  or  two  in  reading  a  few  lines  from  your  affectionate, 
.and  now  almost  worn-out,  friend  and  well-wisher.  Long  may  you  live  for 
the  purpose  of  using  your  talents  for  the  benefit  of  Church  and  State !  This 
fervent  wish  stands  at  a  distance  from  mere  compliment  and  from  flattery, 
and  is  the  free  emotion  oi  a  Methodist  heart. 


CHAPTER    LVL 

1856-1856, 

PERSONAL  EPISODE  IN  THE  CLASS-MEETING  DISCUSSION. 

I  HAVE  already  referred  to  the  character  of  the  discussion 
which  resulted  in  Dr.  Ryerson's  restoration  to  the  Confer- 
ence. In  the  heat  of  that  discussion  some  things  may  have 
been  said  by  Dr.  Ryerson's  friends  which  were  not  warranted 
by  the  terms  of  his  letter  of  the  26th  of  May ;  or  what  was 
said  may  have  bi&en  construed  (designedly  or  otherwise)  into 
an  admission  or  assurance  on  Dr.  Ryerson's  part  that  he 
would  cease  to  agitate  the  question,  or  that  he  would  hold  his 
opinions  in  abeyance. 

The  discussion  on  the  Class-meeting  question  was  the  chief 
event  in  the  proceedings  of  the  Wesleyan  Conference  of  1855. 
Yet  not  the  slightest  reference  to  the  subject,  or  to  Dr.  Ryerson's 
return  to  the  Conference  was  made  in  the  report  of  the  pro- 
ceedings which  were  published  in  the  Guardian  of  the  13th 
and  20th  of  June  in  that  year.  It  was  not  until  some  time 
after  the  adjournment  of  the  Conference,  and  the  departure  of 
Dr.  Ryerson  for  Europe,  that  the  subject  was  mentioned  in 
that  paper,  and  what  did  appear  was  apparently  an  after- 
thought.* 

After  Dr.  Ryerson  had  gone,  an  editorial  appeared  in  the 
Guardian  of  the  27th  of  June  from  which  the  following  is  an 
extract : — 

*  Dr.  Ryerson  left  Toronto  for  Quebec  immediately  after  Conference,  to  confer 
with  the  Government  there  on  matters  connected  with  his  Department.  While 
there  he  wrote  to  me  a  private  letter  as  follows  : — 

At  Mr.  Attorney-General  Macdonald's  suggestion  I  have  been  appointed  Hon- 
orary Commissioner  at  the  Paris  exhibition.  Mr.  Macdonald  also  endorsed  my 
recommendation  for  your  appointment  as  Deputy  Superintendent  with  an  increased 
salary,  His  Excellency  appointed  you  yesterday  according  to  my  recommendation, 
and  you  will  be  gazetted  on  Saturday.  .  .  Sir  Edmund  Head  has  given  me 
very  flattering  letters  of  introduction  to  Lord  Clarendon  and  Lord  John  RusselL 

.  .  I  leave  here  for  Boston  on  my  way  to  England.  .  .  I  have  no  doubt 
but  that  you  will  do  all  things  in  the  best  manner,  and  for  the  best.  I  fervently 
pray  Almighty  God  greatly  to  prosper  you,  as  well  as  guide  and  bless  you  in  your 
official  duties. 


1855-56]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  501 

We  did  not  notice  in  our  summary  account  of  the  proceedings  of  the  Con- 
ference the  return  of  Dr.  Ryerson  to  his  former  position  with  that  body,  but 
as  erroneous  statements  have  appeared  in  the  paper  respecting  it  we  think 
proper  to  give  the  facts  of  the  case. 

A  short  time  previous  to  the  sitting  of  the  Conference  Dr.  Ryerson  ad- 
dressed a  letter  to  the  President,  in  which  he  stated  that  his  views  remained 
unaltered  respecting  the  points  of  difference  between  himself  and  the  Con- 
ference ;  he  expressed  a  desire  to  resume  his  ministerial  duties  in  the  Church. 
The  communication  was  accompanied  with  a  verbal  assurance  that  his  own 
peculiar  views  on  the  questions  at  issue  would  be  held  in  abeyance  in  defer- 
•ence  to  the  determination  of  the  Conference  to  maintain  inviolate  those  parts 
of  the  Wesleyan  Discipline  to  which  his  communication  referred.  This  was 
the  position  in  which  the  application  of  Dr.  Ryerson  was  presented  to  the 
Conference,  and,  after  a  somewhat  animated  discussion  on  the  subject,  the 
resolution  [for  his  re-admission]  was  adopted  by  nearly  a  two-thirds  majority. 

Immediately  on  the  publication  of  this  article,  I  sent  it 
to  Dr.  Ryerson  at  Boston,  where  he  was  about  to  take  the 
steamer  for  England.  He  at  once  replied  to  the  Editor,  and 
sent  the  letter  to  me  for  insertion  in  the  Guardian.  In  his 
private  note  to  me,  dated  3rd  July,  he  said : — 

I  think  the  (hutrdian's  statement  is  the  most  shameful  attack  that  was  ever 
made  upon  me — one  that  I  did  not  expect  even  from  him — one  that  I  would 
not  have  believed  had  I  not  seen  it.  What  may  be  the  end  of  this  affair,  I 
•cannot  yet  see.  But  I  am  satisfied  in  my  own  conscience  as  to  the  course  I 
have  pursued,  and  as  to  my  present  duty.  As  to  rescinding  the  clause  of 
the  Discipline  relating  to  the  exclusion  of  persons  for  not  attending  class- 
meetings,  no  determination  was  expressed  to  enforce  it.  On  the  contrary,  it 
was  declared  to  be  a  dead  letter  in  many  places.  What  I  maintained  was, 
that  the  practice  and  the  rule  should  be  in  harmony.  You  will  see  what  I 
have  said  to  the  Editor  of  the  Guardian  in  a  private  note. 

Remember  me  affectionately  to  all ;  and  may  Almighty  God  prosper  you 
in  your  educational  work  during  my  absence. 

The  following  is  a  copy  of  the  private  letter  to  Rev.  J. 
Spencer,  which  accompanied  Dr.  Ryerson's  reply  to  the  editorial : 

I  was  not  a  little  surprised  and  pained  at  your  unfair  and 
unjust  statement  respecting  me,  and  especially  after  what  passed 
-on  my  leaving  the  Conference,  and  your  careful  silence  on  the 
subject  until  I  had  left  home,  and  would  not  therefore  be  likely  to 
have  it  in  my  power  to  furnish  an  antidote  until  your  injurious 
statement  had  accomplished  its  object  as  far  as  possible.  But  I 
am  thankful  that,  through  the  prompt  kindness  of  Mr.  Hodgins, 
and  by  that  means  alone,  I  have  been  furnished  with  a  copy  of 
the  Guardian  in  time  to  write  a  hasty  reply  before  embarking  . 
for  the  other  side  of  the  Atlantic.  I  have  requested  Mr. 
Hodgins  to  take  a  copy  of  my  communication  to  you,  as  I  have 
not  time  to  transcribe  it.  You  can  as  easily  command  my  letter 
to  the  President  of  the  Conference  aa  you  did  the  resolution  of 
the  Conference.  I  ask  for  no  indulgence  or  favour ;  I  ask  for 
nothing  but  truth  and  justice. 


502  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [QHAP.  LVL 

I  will  thank  you  to  inform  Mr.  Hodgins  as  early  as  possible 
as  to  whether  you  intend  to  perpetuate  the  wrong  you  have 
done  me,  by  refusing  to  insert  my  letter  to  the  President  of  the 
Conference,  and  the  note  I  have  this  evening  addressed  to  you 
in  reference  to  your  statement.  I  wish  Mr.  Hodgins  to  inform- 
mo  of  the  result  by  the  next  mail  to  England,  and  also  to  act 
otherwise  by  me  as  I  would  by  him  in  like  circumstances.* 

Having  got  Dr.  Ryerson's  reply  to  the  Guardian's  attack  of 
27th  June,  inserted  in  the  Toronto  city  papers,  I  wrote  to  him 
to  that  effect.  His  reply  is  dated,  London  (Eng.,)  3rd  August: — 
I  thank  you  sincerely  for  the  pains  you  have  taken  in  regard 
to  my  letter  to  the  Guardian.  I  am  thankful  that,  by  your 
zeal  and  good  management,  the  Methodist  body,  as  well  as  the 
public  at  large,  will  have  an  opportunity  of  learning  my  own 
views  from  my  own  pen ;  but  considering  the  intended  course 

*  The  antagonism  between  Mr.  Spencer  (now  Editor  of  the  Guardian)  and  Dr. 
Ryerson  was  of  loug  standing.  Thirteen  years  before  the  date  of  this  attack 
upon  Dr.  Ryerson,  Mr.  Spencer  was  proposed,  in  1842,  as  a  candidate  for  a 
Mastership  in  Victoria  College.  Dr.  Ryerson  advised  him  to  attend  the  Wesleyan 
University  at  Middletown,  Conn.,  so  as  to  fit  himself  for  the  post.  He  did 
so.  But  the  Board  of  Victoria  College  refused  to  appoint  him.  He  was  very 
indignant,  and  so  expressed  himself  to  Dr.  Ryerson.  •  He  afterwards  wrote  to  him. 
a  letter  (in  1842)  as  follows  : — You  were  no  doubt  surprised  at  the  remarks  I  made- 
to  you,  and  perhaps  you  thought  they  were  unnecessarily  harsh  and  severe,  and. 
made  under  the  momentary  impulse  of  exited  feelings.  If  so,  you  are  mistaken. 
I  spoke  deliberately,  though  strongly.  You  know  the  circumstances  under  which, 
at  your  request,  I  went  to  the  College,  and  that  the  situation,  though  congenial 
to  my  feelings,  was  not  sought  for  by  me.  Of  the  decision  of  the  members  of  the 
Board,  to  give  the  Principal  permission  to  employ  me  part  of  the  year,  I  express- 
my  decided  disapprobation.  Now,  Sir,  I  consider  such  a  resolution  a  downright 
insult.  Had  I  come  before  that  Board  as  a  stranger,  or  under  the  character  of  a, 
mercenary  hireling,  and  one  concerning  whose  qualifications  you  were  entirely  ignor- 
ant, then  there  would  have  been  some  appearance  of  propriety  in  making  such  a 
proposition,  as*  a  safeguard,  and  against  imposition.  TBut  I  am  a  member  of  that 
Conference  under  whose  direction  the  affairs  of  that  institution  are  placed ;  its 
interests  are  closely  connected  with  those  of  the  Church  of  which  I  am  now,  and 
expect  to  remain,  a  member.  I  believed  I  could  render  greater  service  to  the- 
Church  in  labouring  to  promote  the  prosperity  of  that  institution.  I  trust  1 
have  yet  too  much  of  public  spirit,  and  too  ardent  a  desire  for  the  prosperity  of 
our  College,  to  wish  to  remain  there  if  my  labours  were  not  conducive  to  its- 
efficiency.  But  what  is  the  spirit  of  that  resolution  ?  "Why,  we  wish  to  get  rid 
of  you,  and  the  easiest  way  to  do  it  is,  to  employ  you  for  a  specified  time,  and  then 
we  can  dismiss  you  with  propriety.  But  the  absurdity  of  that  resolution  is  its 
most  prominent  feature.  I  intend,  at  the  first  opportunity,  to  express  my  mind 
more  fully  to  you  personally  upon  this  subject.1  In  one,  of  his  letters  in  this- 
controversy,  Dr.  Rverson  thus  refers  to  this  Victoria  College  episode.  He  says  i 
In  regard  to  Mr.  Spencer,  I  am  aware  of  his  feelings  toward  me  during  these 
many  years  ;  ever  since  he  failed  to  procure  an  appointment  to  the  Chair  of 
Chemistry  and  Natural  Philosophy  in  Victoria  College,  for  which  he  had  devoted 
a  year  of  special  preparation.  I  believe  he  has  attributed  his  disappointment  to- 
me, and  that  I  had  not  acted  toward  him  in  a  brotherly  way,  in  not  securing  hi» 
appointment,  as  he  supposed  I  could  have  done  from  my  connection  with  the 
College.  The  fact  was,  I  recommended  his  appointment,  at  least  for  a  trial,  but 
my  recommendation  was  not  concurred  in  by  any  other  member  of  the  Board,  as 
Dr.  Green  and  others  know. 


1855-56]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  503 

of  the  Guardian,  and  what  he  alleges  to  be  the  feelings  of 
many  others,  I  have  great  doubts  whether  I  can  be  of  any  use 
to  the  Wesleyan  body,  or  of  much  use  to  the  interests  of  religion 
in  connection  with  the  Conference,  and  that  I  shall  rather  em- 
barrass, and  be  a  burden  to  my  friends  in  the  Conference,  than 
be  a  help  to  them.  My  only  wish  and  aim  as  a  minister  is,  to 
preach  the  evangelical  doctrines  I  have  always  proclaimed,  and 
which  are  preached  with  power  by  many  clergymen  of  the 
Church  of  England  and  Presbyterian  Churches,  and  often  more ' 
forcibly,  than  by  many  Methodist  ministers. 

I  confess,  from  what  you  state,  I  see  no  prospect  of  effecting 
the  changes  in  the  relation  and  privileges  or"  baptized  children, 
and  the  test  of  membership  in  the  Methodist  Church,  which  I 
believe  to  be  required  by  the  Scriptures,  and  by  consistency. 
I  apprehend  that  anything  proposed  by  me  on  these  subjects 
will  be  made  the  occasion  of  violent  attacks  and  agitation,  and 
that  personal  hostility  to  me  will  be  made  a  sort  of  test  of 
orthodoxy  among  a  large  party  in  the  Conference  and  in  the 
Church — thus  exposing  my  friends  to  much  unpleasantness  and 
disadvantage  on  my  account,  and  reducing,  if  not  extinguishing, 
all  opportunities  on  my  part  to  preach,  as  I  should  be  (as  in 
times  past)  wholly  dependent  upon  the  invitations  of  others. 

From  this  incident  a  private  and  confidential  correspondence 
on  the  subject  was  maintained  for  months  between  Dr.  Ryerson 
in  Europe  and  myself,  in  Canada. 

It  was  clear  to  my  mind  at  the  time  that  the  Editor  took 
an  unfair  advantage  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  absence  from  the  country 
to  injure  (as  he  supposed)  his  brother  in  the  ministry.  In 
this  he  was  mistaken ;  and,  in  his  chagrin,  he  attacked  me 
personally  in  the  Guardian  for  my  zeal  on  behalf  of  Dr.  Ryer- 
son. Events  proved  that  my  interposition  was  opportune  and 
just;  and  that,  had  I  not  done  so,  the  Methodist  people  would 
have  been  improperly  and  cruelly  misled,  and  irreparable 
injustice  would  have  been  done  to  the  character  and  motives 
of  a  noble  and  generous  man,  who,  in  this  instance,  ought  not 
to  have  been  held  responsible  for  the  utterances  of  warm  hearts, 
but  of  possibly  indiscreet  tongues. 

I  speak  advisedly  when  I  say  that  I  understood  perfectly 
well  the  two  men  with  whom  I  had  to  deal.  Rev.  James 
Spencer  was  well  known  to  me,  when  I  was  a  student  at  Vic- 
toria College  forty  years  ago.  He  was  a  good  man,  no  doubt ; 
but  no  student  at  that  College  ever  thought  of  comparing  him 
with  the  Principal  of  the  College.  How  he  ever  got  to  be 
Editor  of  the  Guardian  was  always  a  mystery  to  me.  I  never 
had  the  slightest  difference  with  him — quite  the  reverse  ;  but 


504  THE  STOR7  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LVI. 

no  comparison  could  be  instituted  between  James  Spencer  and 
Egerton  Ryerson. 

Tn  this  matter  I  had  no  personal  feeling.  Both  men  were 
Methodists,  while  I  am  an  Episcopalian,  and  both  have  gone  to 
their  final  account.  Moreover,  the  question  was  not  one  of 
doctrine,  or  of  denominational  preference.  It  was  one  of 
simple  justice  and  fair  play  between  man  and  man.  Hence, 
I  took  the  earliest  opportunity  of  apprising  Dr.  Ryerson  of  the 
unjust  and  anomalous  position  in  which  he  had  been  placed  by 
the  Editor  of  the  Guardian. 

The  following  private  letters  were  successively  received  by 
me  from  Dr.  Ryerson  while  he  was  in  Europe : — 

Paris,  23rd  August. — I  enclose  my  answer  to  Rev.  James 
Spencer.  I  wish  you  would  have  it  inserted  in  the  Globe  and 
Colonist.  As  you  are  acquainted  with  all  the  circumstances  in 
Canada,  being  on  the  spot,  if  you  think  it  best  to  abridge,  omit, 
or  modify  the  words  of  any  part  of  my  communication,  I  would 
wish  you  to  do  so.  Whatever  course  I  may  think  it  my  duty 
to  pursue  in  future,  I  wish  in  this  communication  to  preserve 
that  tone  of  romark  which  can  give  no  offence  to  any  minister 
or  member  of  the  Wesleyan  Church.  I  will  not  be  the  offend- 
ing party,  and  the  responsibility  of  a  wider  breach  between  the 
Conference  and  myself  will  not  be  with  me.  What  course  duty 
may  require  me  to  pursue,  I  still  leave  to  the  direction  of 
Infinite  Wisdom,  and  to  future  consideration.  .  . 

The  Queen  is  in  Paris  this  week,  during  which  all  business 
in  my  way  seems  to  be  suspended.  She  is  received  with  great 
enthusiasm.  We  have  seen  her  and  the  Emperor  two  or  three 
times. 

Paris,  3Qth  August— Rev.  Dr.  Wood's  denial  of  my  having 
given  him  any  pledge,  or  any  thing  that  would  be  so  con- 
strued, is  full  and  decided,  and  if  my  brother  John  says  anything 
at  all,  it  will  be,  I  have  no  doubt,  less  than  I  have  stated  in  my 
letter.  But  still  the  main  question  of  my  position  in  the  Con- 
ference is  unaffected  by  these  disclaimers.  It  appears  from  Mr. 
Spencer's  statement  (in  which  he  seems  to  be  sustained  by 
others)  that  the  terms  of  my  letter  were  not  acted  upon  or 
complied  with  by  the  Conference,  but  that  the  Conference  acted 
upon  a  verbal  assurance  that  I  never  made,  or  authorized.  The 
simplest  and  most  natural  way  for  me  to  act,  is,  to  withdraw 
my  letter  on  these  grounds,  and  to  decline  availing  myself  of, 
or  recognizing  an  act  of,  the  Conference  based  upon  what  I 
never  proposed  or  authorized.  Thus  the  responsibility  of  this 
irregular  and  absurd  proceeding  will  rest  with  others,  and  I 
will  stand,  in  the  maintenance  of  all  that  I  have  stated  and  done, 


1855-56]  THE  STOBY  OF  MY  LIFE.  505 

with  the  advantage  of  having  acted  a  most  conciliatory  part. 
But  what  I  shall  do  must  not  be  decided  upon  hastily,  as  I  act 
for  life,  and  finally.  If  it  ultimately  appears  to  me,  as  it  does 
at  present,  that  there  is  no  consistent  or  justifiable  ground  on 
which  I  can  remain  a  member  of  the  Conference,  it  will  then  be 
for  me  to  consider  whether  I  can  occupy  the  position  of  a  lay- 
man, or  enter  the  ministry  of  some  other  section  of  the  Christian 
Church.  I  would  like  to  have  your  own  impressions  and  views 
on  this  point,  in  reference  to  my  future  standing -and  usefulness 
in  Canada. 

Paris,  20th  September. — In  my  reply  to  Mr.  Spencer  I  did  not 
allude  to  the  cases  of  Montreal  and  Quebec.  Perhaps  the  dis- 
claimer which  has  been  adopted  by  quarterly  meetings  in  those 
places  may  require  from  me  a  remark  or  two.  What  I  said 
was  founded  upon  what  was  told  me  on  reliable  authority  that 
no  preacher  had  enforced,  or  dare  enforce,  the  rule.  I  under- 
stand the  same  at  Quebec.  I  have  been  assured,  and  I  have  no 
doubt  the  enquiry  will  establish  the  fa«t,  that  there  are  men, 
trustees  of  the  Churches,  in  either  or  both  Montreal  or  Quebec, 
who  do  not  meet  in  class,  and  whose  names  are  not,  and  I  think 
whose  names  never  have  been,  on  any  class  book.  But  I  think 
the  natural  and  necessary  effect  of  the  whole  is,  to  terminate 
my  connection  with  the  Methodist  Church.  I  still  remain 
undecided;  but  I  see  no  other  course  on  the  ground  of  consis- 
tency, propriety,  or  duty,  as  well  as  of  religious  enjoyment. 
But  this  is  only  to  yourself.  The  remaining  question  will  be 
whether  I  should  remain  a  private  member  of  a  Church,  or 
enter  another  Church.  On  this  point  I  am  quite  undecided. 
May  I  be  divinely  directed !  . 

In  a  further  letter  directed  to  me  from  Paris  in  September, 
1855,  Dr.  Ryerson  discussed  the  whole  question  at  issue.  After 
pointing  out  the  unfair  conduct  of  the  Editor  of  the  Qwtrdidn 
in  attacking  and  misrepresenting  a  member  of  the  Conference, 
and  then  saying  that  his  columns  were  closed  against  any 
further  discussion  of  the  subject,  Dr.  Ryerson  said: — The  Editor 
of  the  Ghiardian  and  others  represent  me  as  hostile  to  class- 
meetings.  This  may  do  injury,  in  the  estimation  of  some  per- 
sons, to  a  means  of  religious  edification  which  I  regard  as  one 
of  the  most  efficient  human  agencies  for  promoting  spiritual- 
mindedness  among  religious  people.  The  responsibility  of  such 
a  proceeding  is  with  themselves.  The  Editor  of  the  Guardian 
represents  this  as  a  matter  of  dispute  between  the  Conference 
and  myself.  This  is  wholly  incorrect.  The  resolution  of 'the 
Conference  is  avowedly  based  upon  my  letter,  and  upon  that 
alone.  That  record  cannot  be  falsified.  The  variation  between 
the  wording  of  the  resolution  of  the  Conference  and  the  latter 


506  THE  STOEY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LVI. 

part  of  my  letter  referred  to  in  it,  is  not  of  the  slightest  conse- 
quence. The  acts  of  the  Conference,  as  well  as  of  the  Legisla- 
ture, are  to  be  judged  of,  not  by  what  may  have  been  said  by 
individual  members  in  the  course  of  discussion,  but  by  its 
attested  records  and  official  papers. 

Now  with  the  same  truth  and  propriety  that  my  assailants 
charge  me  with  having  written  against  class-meetings,  might 
I  charge  them  with  being  opposed  to  prayer-meetings  and  love- 
feasts,  and  even  the  Lord's  Supper,  because  they  do  not  make  the 
observance  of  all  or  of  any  one  of  these  institutions  (though  the 
latter  is  expressly  instituted  by  our  Lord  himself),  a  condition 
of  membership  in  the  Church  of  God.  Because  I  have  avowed 
my  long-settled  conviction  that  class-meetings .  ought  not  to 
be  exalted  above  all  the  other  ordinances  and  institutions  of 
religion — giving  as  an  authority  the  words  of  John  Wesley 
himself — am  I  to  be  charged  with  having  written  against  class- 
meeting  ?  So  far  from  having  written  against  these  meetings, 
I  have  expressed  mysdf  in  the  strongest  terms  in  their  favour  ; 
and  I  repeat  that,  after  the  public  preaching  of  the  Word,  and 
the  Lord's  Supper,  I  believe  class-meetings  have  been  the  most 
efficient  means  of  promoting  personal  and  vital  piety  among 
the  members  of  the  Wesleyan  Societies. 

Yet  I  am  not  insensible  to  the  fact  that  Mr.  Wesley  found 
the  prototype  of  this  kind  of  religious  exercises,  not  in  any  insti- 
tution or  practice  of  the  Primitive  Church  for  fifteen  hundred 
years,  but  in  a  society  of  Monks  called  La  Trappe,  whose  ardent 
piety  Mr.  Wesley  greatly  admired,  the  lives  of  some  of  whose 
members  (such  as  the  Marquis  de  Renty,  etc.,)  he  wrote,  and 
whose  manual  of  piety  (Imitation  of  Jesus  Christ)  he  translated 
and  abridged,  for  the  use  of  his  own  Societies,  and  several  of 
whose  questions  in  conducting  what  may  be  called  their  weekly 
band  or  class-meetings,  Mr.  Wesley  adopted,  translated  and 
modified,  for  conducting  his  own  meetings  of  a  similar  charac- 
ter. These  weekly  exercises  in  the  Societe'  de  la  Trappe  were 
eminently  instrumental  in  reforming,  and  kindling  the  flame  of 
devotional  piety  among  its  members;  and  Mr.  Wesley  found 
them  equally  useful  among  the  members  of  his  own  Societies, 
and  so  they  have  continued  till  the  present  time.  But  will  any 
Wesleyan  minister  in  England  or  Canada — will  any  man  of  in- 
telligence and  honesty — venture  to  assert  that  Mr.  Wesley  ever 
intended  that  attendance  at  such  weekly  exercises  should  be  an 
essential  condition  and  fundamental  test  of  membership  in  the 
visible  Church  of  God  ?  Will  any  one  assert,  or  can  he  believe, 
that  Mr.  Wesley  ever  could  have  anticipated,  or  supposed,  that 
such  an  application  would,  or  could,  be  made  of  an  institution 
which  he  expressly  stated  to  be  "  merely  prudential,  not  essen- 


1855-56]  THE  STCRY  OF  MY  LIFE.  507 

tial,  not  of  divine  origin  ? "     But  I  am  again  met  with  the 
charge,  on  another  ground,  of  having  departed  from  Mr.  Wesley. 
It  is  said,  in  substance :  "  Mr.   Wesley  has  committed  class- 
meeting  to  us  as  a  trust ;  it  is  not  for  us  to  inquire  into  the  origin 
of  the  institution ;  it  is  our  duty  to  maintain  inviolably  the 
trust  committed  to  us — which  trust  Dr.  Ryerson  has  violated." 
In  reply,  I  remark  that  the  statement  of  the  question  itself  is 
fallacious,  and  the  charge  groundless.     In  the  first  place,  the 
question  assumes,  what  is  contrary  to  fact,  that  Mr.  Wesley 
instituted  and  committed  the  trust  of  class-meetings  as  a  con- 
dition of  membership  in  the  visible  Church  of  God,  whereas  he 
instituted  and  transmitted  it  as  a  means  of  grace  among  the 
members  of  a  private  society  in  a  church.     In  the  next  place, 
the  trust  of  class-meetings  was  only  one  part  of  a  system  which 
Mr.  Wesley  committed  as  a  trust  to  his  followers.     The  one  part 
of  that  trust  was  as  sacred  as  another,  and  the  connection  of 
one  part  with  another  is  essential  to  the  fulfilment  of  the 
obligation.     Now  one  part  of  Mr.  Wesley's  trust,  and  that  on 
which  he  insists  ten  times  more  voluminously  and  vehemently 
than  he  ever  spoke  of  class-meetings,  was  that  his  followers 
should  attend  the  services  of  the  Church  of  England,  should 
receive  the  ordinances  of  Baptism  and  the  Lord's  Supper  in  it, 
should  abide  in  the  Church  of  England,  and  that  whenever  they 
separated  from  the  Church  of  England  they  separated  from 
him.     These  are  so  many  trusts  that  Mr.  Wesley  committed  to 
his  followers  in  England,  and  on  which  he  insisted  as  tests  of 
membership  in  his  Society;  and  in  connection  with  these  trusts, 
he  committed  the  trust  of  class-meetings — "  as  the  observance 
and  practice  of  members  of  a  private  society  in  the  Church  of 
England."     Have  Dr.  Bunting  and  others,  who  charge  me  with 
being  anti-Wesleyan,  fulfilled  these  trusts  committed  to  them 
by  Mr.  Wesley  ?      Have  they  not  wholly  separated  from  the 
Church  of  England — ordaining  their  own  ministers,  administer- 
ing the  ordinances,  claiming  and  exercising  all  the  attributes  of 
a  Church,  as  much  as  the  authorities  of  the  Church  of  England 
herself.      And   while   Mr.   Wesley   disclaimed   exercising   the 
office  of  excommunicating  Church  members,  and  denied  that 
admission  into  or  exclusion  from  his  Societies  was  admission 
into  or  exclusion  from  the  visible  Church  of  Christ,  my  accusers 
exercise  this  authority  in  the  highest  degree — .confessedly  and 
avowedly  admitting  into  and  excluding  persons  from  the  visible 
Church,  and  making  the  attendance  at  class-meeting  a  test  of 
Church -membership — which  Mr.  Wesley  never  believed,  much 
less  authorized.     I  leave  it,  therefore,  to  the  judgment  of  every 
man  of  common  sense  to  say  whether  there  is  the  shadow  of  a 
reason  for  the  pretensions  and  charges  of  my  assailants.     I  am 


608  THE  STOEY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LVI. 

not  surprised  that  Dr.  Bunting  and  others  should  feel  sensitive 
on  the  class-meeting  test  of  church-membership,  as  it  so  enor- 
mously increases  clerical  power — the  ruling  idea  of  Dr.  Bunt- 
ing's legislation  throughout  his  whole  life.  It  virtually  places 
the  membership  of  each  member  in  the  hands  of  the  minister. 
The  quarterly  class  ticket,  signed  by  the  minister,  is  the  only 
proof  and  title  of  membership  for  each  member.  If  the 
minister  withholds  this  (and  he  may  be  prompted  to  do  so  on 
many  grounds,  personal  and  others,  irrespective  of  any  suspi- 
cion, much  less  charge,  against  the  moral  or  religious  character 
of  the  member)  the  member  is  deprived  of  his  membership,  and 
this  I  believe  has  occurred  in  more  than  twenty  thousand 
instances,  in  England,  during  the  last  six  years,  during  which 
period  the  connection  has  experienced  the  lamentable  and 
unprecedented  loss  of  nearly  a  hundred  thousand  members,  the 
fruits  of  the  labours  of  an  age. 

London,  oth  October. — I  know  that  my  brother  John  was  not 
pleased  with  my  letter  to  Mr.  Wood,  read  in  the  Conference. 
He  told  me  so  on  the  way  to  the  Conference  ;  he  wished  me  to 
write  a  short  letter,  couched  in  general  terms,  and  that  the 
affair  might  be  passed  over  in  the  Conference  as  quietly  as 
possible — believing  that  to  be  the  best  way  to  accomplish  the 
object  I  had  in  view.  In  this  I  could  not  agree  with  him,  and 
stated  that  unless  received  in  the  terms  of  my  letter,  I  did  not 
wish  to  be  received  at  all ;  nor  did  I  wish  the  letter  read  if  any 
opposition  were  apprehended.  What  has  transpired  shows,  I 
think  very  clearly,  that  had  I  not  been  as  explicit  as  I  have,  I 
should  have  been  more  grossly  misrepresented,  and  with  some 
degree  of  plausibility.  I  am  exceedingly  glad  that  I  wrote  as 
I  did.  It  has  removed  all  uncertainty  on  the  subject.  There 
can  now  be  no  mistake  or  misunderstanding.  I  do  not  think 
my  friends  have  been  frank  with  me  in  not  telling  me  all  that 
has  transpired  in  the  Conference.  But  it  is  not  worth  while  to 
refer  to  these  things  now.  The  question  is  settled.  I  shall 
write  to  Dr.  Beecham  on  the  subject  of  the  remarks  reported 
to  have  been  made  in  reference  to  me  by  Dr.  Bunting  and  Mr. 
Methley,  in  the  English  Conference,  and  respecting  my  settled 
and  avowed  convictions  and  position — affording  him  an  oppor- 
tunity of  stating  how  far  he  and  others  think  such  views  are 
consistent  with  the  relations  I  sustain  to  the  Wesleyan  Body. 
I  shall  also  advert  to  the  propriety  of  such  men  as  Mr.  Methley, 
or  any  member  of  the  English  Conference,  assuming  to  exercise 
a  censorship  over  the  character  of  any  members  of  the  Canada 
Conference.  After  receiving  Dr.  Beecham's  answer,  I  shall 
finally  decide  as  to  my  future  course.  I  look  upon  my  connec- 
tion with  the  Wesleyan  body  as  virtually  terminated.  I  have 


1855-56]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  509 

not  been  in  one  of  their  chapels,  or  seen  one  of  their  ministers, 
since  I  left  America.  On  seeing,  at  Boston,  what  Mr.  Spencer 
had  written,  and  what  was  likely  to  occur,  I  thought  I  would 
keep  myself  entirely  aloof  until  the  final  issue  of  the  whole 
affair. 

London,  IQtk  October. — I  wrote  you  on  the  5th  inst.,  under 
the  influence  of  strong  and  indignant  feelings.  But  I  have 
since  calmly,  and  with  much  prayer  and  many  tears,  for  days 
considered  the  whole  matter  of  Church  relations.  I  have 
resolved  to  stand  my  ground  in  my  present  position,  and  fight 
out  the  battle  with  my  assailants. 

In  a  letter  to  me,  written  a  few  days  afterwards,  Dr.  Byerson 
thus  states  the  conclusion  which  he  had  come  to  in  regard  to 
his  remaining  in  the  Methodist  Church.  He  said  : — Last  Sun- 
day I  heard  a  very  powerful  sermon  from  Dr.  Gumming  on, 
"  No  man  liveth  to  himself,  and  no  man  dieth  to  himself ; "  and 
I  resolved,  by  meditation  and  prayer,  to  come  to  a  conclusion 
on  the  subject  of  my  Church  relations,  and  future  course.  I 
walked,  and  wept,  and  prayed  over  the  subject  from  seven  till 
twelve  o'clock  last  night,  and  the  conclusion  at  which  I  have 
now  arrived  is  to  stand  in  my  present  position  and  relation,  and 
maintain  my  views,  and  let  my  opponents  do  their  worst,  and 
thrust  me  out  if  they  will  or  can.  If  I  lived  to  myself,  that  is, 
if  I  consulted  my  taste,  feelings,  personal  comforts,  and  enjoy- 
ments, I  could  not  remain  in  the  Methodist  Church  a  week ;  I 
have  more  views  and  sympathies  with  the  evangelical  clergy 
and  members  of  any  Protestant  church  than  I  have  with  such 
men  as  Mr.  Spencer.  But  still  I  have,  in  the  Providence  of  God, 
been  called  to  labour  in  connection  with  the  Methodist  Church, 
and  have  been  prospered  in  it ;  and  I  think,  all  things  considered, 
I  can  do  more  good  to  stand  my  ground.  If  I  do  nothing  else 
than  secure  to  Methodist  children  and  youth  the  recognition  of 
their  rights  and  privileges,  and  the  appropriate  religious  in- 
struction and  care,  that  point  alone  will  involve  more  good  in  the 
end  than  all  I  could  do  in  any  other  section  of  the  Christian 
Church.  If  Methodist  pulpits  should  be  closed  against  me, 
others  will  be  opened  to  me  in  abundance. 

Paris,  18th  October. — I  feel  very  happy  in  my  own  mind 
since  I  have  finally  decided  upon  my  future  course,  and  which,  I 
have  no  doubt  you  will  think  with  me,  is,  under  all  the  cir- 
cumstances, the  best  that  I  could  take.  After  the  course  which 
has  been  pursued  towards  me,  I  shall  be  free  from  all  restraints 
on  the  matters  respecting  which  they  hoped  to  impose  silence. 
I  shall  make  the  James  Methleys,  and  the  James  Spencers,  of 
both  the  English  and  Canadian  Conferences,  feel  very  uncomfort- 
able, while  I  think  I  shall  secure  the  respect  and  sympathies 


610  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  fCHAp.  LVI. 


of  various  religious  persuasions  and  parties  in  Canada,  and  the 
ultimate  accomplishment  of  the  great  and  divine  end  I  have 
had  in  view.  Mr.  Spencer's  remarks  that  you  enclosed  are  very 
weak  and  flat  —  more  so  than  I  expected.  He  speaks  of  a  differ- 
ence between  the  Conference  and  me.  The  difference  is  between 
him  and  his  abettors  (as  individuals)  and  me,  not  between  the 
Conference  and  me.  The  Conference  has  avowedly  based  its 
proceedings  upon  my  letter  —  which  is  all  I  care  for  since  my 
letter  is  published.  If  the  terms  of  the  resolution  of  the  Con- 
ference are  not  in  harmony  with  the  terms  of  my  letter,  that 
is  of  no  consequence  to  me  now  —  it  is  for  the  judgment  or  taste 
of  those  who  wrote  it.  I  am  glad  to  hear  that  my  remarks  on 
Mr.  Spencer  are  favourably  received  by  all  my  friends.  Mr. 
Malcolm  Cameron  has  said  that  if  I  never  wrote  another  word 
on  the  subject  I  had  mooted,  or  were  I  even  to  leave  the  Body, 
the  subject  would  not  sleep  —  it  would  be  taken  up  by  others  — 
it  could  not  sleep  —  and  their  attacking  me,  and  I  defending  my- 
self was,  in  effect,  discussing  the  question  in  the  most  telling 
manner. 

Paris,  8th  November  :  —  I  am  glad  to  learn  that  at  that  period 
when  I  was  undecided,  you  entertained  the  views  as  to  my  rela- 
tions and  future  course  which  I  have  at  length  decided  to  main- 
tain and  pursue.  I  will  stand  my  ground  and  battle  the  affair 
with  my  adversaries,  on  both  sides  of  the  Atlantic,  to  the  last. 
In  order  to  exclude  me  from  the  Conference  they  must  now 
bring  charges  against  me  ;  and,  in  attempting  this,  they  will 
raise  a  difficulty  such  as  they  have  never  yet  encountered,  and 
will  invest  the  whole  question  with  an  interest  and  importance 
that  they  little  dream  of.  Indeed,  they  have  done  so  already. 

Paris,  14th  November.  —  I  am  happy  to  learn  that  you  also 
entirely  concur  in  the  course  I  have  decided  to  pursue.  I  care 
not  a  fig  for  all  that  the  parties  to  whom  you  refer  may  do  or 
try  to  do.  I  have  not  a  shadow  of  doubt  as  to  the  result.  It 
is  most  strange  that  rashness  should  be  attributed  to  you  in  the 
matter.  It  was  the  course  best  calculated  to  defeat  the  objects 
they  wish  to  counteract.  I  do  not  think  my  letters  would  have 
appeared  at  all  in  the  Guardian  had  you  not  pressed  the  mat- 
ter as  you  did  ;  and  had  I  not  taken  the  course  I  did  at  Belleville, 
the  questions  could  not  have  been  brought  before  the  body  as 
they  can  and  must.  I  have  written  a  reply  to  the  Guardian  — 
it  contains  sixteen  pages  of  letter  paper.  But  after  your 
suggestion,  I  will  keep  it  another  week,  and  may,  perhaps,  sub- 
stitute for  it  a  note  making  my  acknowledgements  to  the  daily 
press  of  Toronto,  and  stating  my  position  and  intended  course 
of  proceedings.  I  think  something  of  this  kind  may  be  best  to 
counteract  the  misrepresentations  which  they  are  no  doubt  in- 


1855-56]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  511 

dustriously  circulating.     Possibly  I  may  not  say  anything  at 
all,  as  you  s  uggest. 

Paris,  ZQtli  November. — I  cannot  but  smile  at  the  pamphlet 
on  the  Class-meeting  question,  after  it  had  been  declared  as  the 
determination  of  the  Conference  that  the  subject  of  my  letters 
was  not  to  be  agitated.  I  could  not  be  more  effectually  aided 
in  what  I  would  wish  to  see  accomplished  than  by  such  a  pub- 
lication, as  it  will  afford  me  an  opportunity  to  re-consider  the 
subject,  and  to  say  what  I  please  on  the  general  subject,  and 
expose  every  petty  sophism  and  absurdity  of  my  opponents,  and 
to  show  what  are  really  the  rights  of  the  members  of  the 
Church  in  more  senses  than  one.  The  strength  of  the  opposite 
side  of  the  question  is  silence  and  Conference  authority;  the 
strength  of  my  side  is  discussion.  For  one  on  the  opposite  side 
to  write  and  publish  a  pamphlet  is  to  give  up  Conference 
authority,  and  to  come  upon  the  ground  of  reason  and  Scrip- 
ture. It  is  also  an  abandonment  of  the  pretence  that  the  ques- 
tion is  not  a  debatable  or  open  one.  There  being  several  writers 
on  one  side  and  only  one  on  the  other,  gives  the  latter  an  advan- 
tage. He  can  point  out  the  variations  and  weak  points  of  the 
former,  illustrating  the  criteria  of  error  and  truth.  The  whole 
will  afford  me  an  opportunity  to  deal  with  general  principles, 
and  curiosity  and  enquiry  will  be  attached  to  what  I  can  say  in 
reply  to  such  efforts  to  prove  me  heretical.  I  look  upon  all  such 
occurrences  as  the  ways  of  Providence  to  open  the  way  of  truth 
and  righteousness. 

Dr.  Ryerson  returned  to  Canada  in  time  to  attend  the  Con- 
ference at  Brockville.  While  there  he  wrote  to  me,  on  the  6th 
of  June,  1856: — Mr.  Spencer  has  given  me  notice  that,  as  I  have 
denied  and  repudiated  the  terms  upon  which  I  had  been  re-ad- 
mitted into  the  Conference,  when  my  name  comes  up  in  the 
•examination  of  character,  it  will  be  moved  that  the  resolution 
re-admitting  me  into  the  Conference  be  rescinded.  I  am 
glad  of  this.  It  will  afford  me  an  opportunity  of  exposing 
the  conduct  of  my  assailants,  and  of  entering  into  the  whole 
question.  To-day  the  subject  of  class-meetings  came  up,  by  a 
philippic  on  the  subject  by  one  of  the  ministers,  in  connection 
with  the  return  of  members,  and  the  manner  of  administering 
the  Discipline.  I  at  once  accepted  the  challenge — reiterated 
my  sentiments,  and  stated  when  the  time  came  I  should  be 
prepared  to  show  that  they  were  founded  on  the  Scriptures, 
the  primitive  Church,  the  Fathers  of  the  Protestant  Reforma- 
tion, and  such  men  as  Baxter  and  Howe,  down  to  the  present 
time.  What  I  said  seemed  to  be  favourably  received  by  a  con- 
siderable portion  of  the  Conference.  I  think  the  Spencer 
clique  (and  it  is  only  a  clique)  will  be  disappointed  greatly 


512  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LVI- 

when  the  affair  comes  up.  I  feel  that  I  stand  upon  the  Rock 
of  Truth.  I  would  that  my  soul  were  more  fully  baptized  with 
the  Spirit  of  the  Truth,  the  principles  of  which  I  maintain. 

On  the  9th  of  June,  he  also  wrote  as  follows : — This  after- 
noon, on  my  name  being  called,  Rev.  J.  Borland  moved, 
seconded  by  Rev.  W.  Jeffers,  the  following  resolution : — 

Resolved,  That  as  Dr.  Ryerson  has  denied  the  authority  of  the  verbal 
assurances  given  in  his  behalf  at  the  Conference  in  London,  and  repudiated 
the  basis  upon  which  the  resolution  restoring  him  to  his  former  standing  in 
the  Conference  was  founded;  therefore,  all  that  part  of  the  said  resolution 
which  relates  to  his  re-admission  be,  and  is  hereby,  rescinded. 

When  the  President  came  to  the  question  as  to  the  examina- 
tion of  character,  he  observed  that  that  question  was  always 
considered  with  closed  doors,  and  intimated  to  strangers  to 
withdraw.  I  arose  at  once,  and  said  that  as  far  as  I  was  con- 
cerned, notice  had  been  given  to  me  of  a  resolution  to  exclude 
me  from  the  Conference,  and  that  upon  the  ground  of  what 
had  appeared  in  the  public  papers — that  I  had  been  misrepre- 
sented and  maligned  in  the  official  organ  of  the  Conference — in 
professed  reports  of  what  had  taken  place  in  the  Conference, 
and  I  demanded,  as  a  matter  of  right  and  equity,  that  the 
proceedings  of  the  Conference  should  be  public  as  far  as  I  was. 
concerned.  A  discussion  then  took  place  in  regard  to  reporting. 
I  at  length  moved  an  amendment  that  the  proceedings  of  the 
Conference  should  be  public  as  far  as  I  was  concerned.  This 
was  adopted  by  a  large  majority,  though  voted  against  by  the 
whole  clique  hostile  to  me.  Several  of  them  made  speeches 
against  me.  My  brother  John,  Rev.  E.  Wood,  Rev.  R.  Jones, 
Dr.  Green,  as  well  as  others,  stated  what  was  said  as  to  my 
pledge,  just  what  I  had  supposed  and  intended ;  and  my  brother 
John  made  a  most  powerful  speech,  and  scathed  Mr.  Spencer 
and  others.  His  references  to  me  were  warmly  cheered  by 
an  evident  majority  of  the  Conference.  The  cheers  to  the 
remarks  maligning  me  seemed  to  be  made  by  about  fifteen  or 
twenty — many  less  than  I  had  supposed.  I  have  no  doubt 
they  will  be  defeated  by  a  very  large  majority.  When  the 
hour  of  adjournment  arrived,  the  President  asked  me  if  I  wished 
to  make  any  remarks ;  I  stated  to  the  Conference  I  was  willing 
to  give  my  assailants  the  advantage  of  leaving  their  strong 
statements  and  attacks  unrefuted  and  unnoticed  until  Monday 
morning.  A  large  number  of  persons  were  present,  and  a  strong 
popular  feeling  seemed  to  be  excited  in  my  favour.  My  oppon- 
ents have  themselves  in  the  very  position  in  which  I  have 
desired  to  get  them,  and  I  shall  now  have  the  best  possible 
opportunity  of  exposing  them. 

At  the  request  of  the  friends  here,  I  have  consented  to  preach 


1855-56]  .       THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  513 

to-morrow  evening,  notwithstanding  the  opposition  of  the 
preachers  hostile  to  me.  I  feel  as  if  God  the  Lord  would  help 
me  on  this  occasion,  notwithstanding  my  unfaithfulness  and 
un worthiness ;  He  has  never  failed  me  in  such  an  extremity. 

On  the  following  Monday  Dr.  Ryerson 's  case  was  brought  up 
for  discussion.  Rev.  J.  Borland  made  a  strong  appeal  on  behalf 
of  his  resolution.  The  Canadian  Independent,  of  July  16th, 
in  speaking  of  the  debate  said  : — 

Mr.  Borland  had  not  spoken  long  in  support  of  this  before  he 
was  interrupted  by  Rev.  Dr.  Wood,  the  President,  who  made 
this  most  important  declaration,  that — 

He  gave  no  verbal  assurance  for,  or  in  behalf  of  Dr.  Ryerson;  that  he 
received  no  such  assurance  from  him;  that  the  document  he  received  from 
Dr.  Ryerson  was  laid  on  the  table,  and  read  before  the  Conference,  unaccom- 
panied by  any  verbal  statements  or  assurances  of  any  kind  from  him. 

This  he  afterwards  repeated,  when  Rev.  J.  Spencer,  the 
Editor  of  the  Guardian,  re-asserted  the  giving  of  such  assur- 
ances. The  co-delegate,  Rev.  J.  Ryerson,  also  said  that — 

He  never  thought  of  pledging  Dr.  Ryerson  to  silence  on  any  of  these 
questions,  and  he  was  sure  the  Conference  would  not  ask  him  to  do  so,  as  the 
Conference  never  gagged  any  man. 

The  Independent  then  proceeds : — 

Dr.  Ryerson  has  been  most  unfairly  treated.  He  has  not  denied  having 
made  application  for  re-admission,  but  only  an  application  with  pledges  of 
silence.  The  resolutions  of  Conference,  in  1854,  accepting  his  resignation 
and  warmly  acknowledging  his  past  services,  and,  in  1855,  consenting  to 
his  re-admission,  were  never  communicated  to  him,  and  were  suppressed  by 
the  Guardian.  This  was  most  unmanly  and  unjust.*  The  matter  now 
before  the  Conference  was  introduced  at  the  Toronto  District  Meeting  in  his 
absence,  and  without  notice  being  given  him.  t 

*  Dr.  Ryerson,  in  his  speech  at  the  Brockville  Conference,  referring  to  this 
omission,  said : — The  Conference  passed  a  resolution  complimentary  and  affection- 
ate towards  myself,  and  expressive  of  its  high  sense  of  my  long  services  in  defend- 
ing the  rights  and  advocating  the  interests  of  the  Connexion.  The  copy  of  that 
resolution  has  never  been  communicated  to  me  to  this  day ;  Mr.  Spencer  suppressed 
the  publication  of  it  in  the  Guardian,  and  thus  defeated  the  noble  and  generous 
intentions  of  the  great  majority  of  the  Conference  in  regard  to  my  elf. 

f  To  this  proceeding,  Dr.  Ryerson  also  referred  in  his  speech  as  follows : — How 
did  my  opponents  bring  up  their  charge  against  me  ?  Did  they  inform  the 
defendant  of  the  approaching  ordeal,  and  secure  his  presence  in  an  ecclesiastical 
court  prior  to  his  attempted  execution  ?  No,  Sir ;  the  defendant  obeys  the  call  of 
duty,  at  personal  sacrifice,  to  attend  to  a  meeting  of  the  senate  and  annual  public 
exercises  of  the  students  of  Victoria  College ;  and  while  absent,  these  professed 
advocates  of  Methodistic  rule,  arraign  him,  without  notice,  and  seek  to  get  a  resolu- 
tion passed  against  him.  Is  that  Methodism  ?  is  that  old  Methodism  ?  If  these 
my  assailants  believe,  as  they  say,  that  the  interests  of  the  Church  will  be  greatly 
promoted  by  my  expulsion,  then  let  them  do  it  on  Methodistic  principles.  Now, 
although  I  was  well  aware  that  they  were  opposed  to  me  personally,  yet  I  thought, 
though  I  was  absent  from  the  district  meeting,  they  would  treat  me,  at  least, 
honourably.  If  I  had  done  wrong,  let  them  accuse  me — give  me  a  specific  charge 
and  due  notice  of  trial,  and  let  me  prepare  for  my  defence.  This  would  be  the 
manly  course — this  would  be  Methodism  ;  and  if  I  had  committed  no  offence,  if  no 
charge  could  be  brought  against  me,  why  seek  to  exclude  me  from  this  body  with- 

33 


514  TEE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LVI 

He  uttered  some  memorable  things  in  his  eloquent  defence. 
.  I  believe  the  true  foundation  or  test  of  membership  in  the  Church  of 
Christ  is  not  the  acute  angle  of  a  Class-meeting  attendance,  but  the  broad 
bases  of  repentance,  faith,  and  holiness.  I  can  have  no  sympathy  with  that 
narrow  and  exclusive  spirit,  the  breadth  of  whose  catholicity  is  that  of  a 
goat's  track,  and  the  dimensions  of  whose  charity  are  those  of  a  needle's  point, 
whether  inculcated  by  the  Editor  of  The  Church  on  the  one  hand,  or  by  the 
Editor  of  the  Guardian  on  the  other.  He  would  give  no  pledges,  had  no  * 
concessions  or  promises  to  make;  would  be  accountable  to  the  rules  of  the 
Church  as  others,  and  would  stand  in  that  Conference  on  the  same  footing 
as  other  members,  or  not  at  all.  While  he  subscribed  to  all  that  had  been 
said  as  to  the  utility  of  Class-meetings,  and  reiterated  the  grounds  on  which 
he  had  recommended  and  maintained  them;  yet,  on  the  ground  of  Scripture 
obligation  he  demurred,  and  averred,  in  the  language  of  Mr.  Wesley,  with 
whom  they  originated  and  who  best  knew  their  true  position  in  the  Church, 
that  they  are  merely  prudential,  not  essential,  not  of  Divine  institution. 

The  Editor  of  the  Independent,  in  conclusion,  said  : — 
We  congratulate  Dr.  Eyerson  on  his  successful  defence.  .  .  We  should 
esteem  it  a  dire  calamity,  could  any  dishonour  be  attached  to  his  name.  He 
is  one  of  the  most  devoted,  conscientious,  able  and  successful  officers  in  the 
public  service.  In  the  school  system  of  Upper  Canada,  he  has  built  for 
himself  an  enduring  monument,  as  a  benefactor  of  the  Province.  He  is  a 
brave  yet  courteous  champion  for  some  of  our  most  precious  rights.  May 
those  who  watch  for  his  halting  be  confounded  and  put  to  shame  ! 

After  a  reference  to  some  personal  matters,  Dr.  Ryerson,  in 
the  course  of  his  remarks,  showed  that  he  was  prepared  to  sacri- 
fice much  for  the  maintenance  of  the  truth.  He  said  :  Shortly 
after  the  occurrence  to  which  I  have  just  referred,  an  act  was 
got  through  the  Legislature  at  the  end  of  the  Session  of  .1849, 
which  excluded  clergymen  from  visiting  the  public  schools  in 
their  official  character,  and  which  would  have  excluded  the  Bible 
from  the  schools.  What  was  my  conduct  on  the  occasion  ?  Why, 
I  forthwith  placed  my  office  at  the  disposal  of  the  Head  of  the 
Government  sooner  than  administer  such  a  law.  The  result 
was  the  Government  authorized  the  suspension  of  the  Act,  and 
caused  its  repeal  at  the  next  Session  of  Parliament. 

The  debate  lasted  over  two  days>  and  was  finally  closed  by 
the  adoption  of  an  amendment  by  the  Rev.  A.  Hurlburt,  recog- 
nizing the  application  of  the  previous  year  as  admitted  by  Dr. 
Ryerson,  and  as  understood  by  the  Conference.  The  amend- 
ment was  passed  by  an  immense  majority,  only  23  out  of  150 
members  present  voting  against  it. 

out  a  charge  and  without  a  crime  ?  Is  not  this  course  opposed  to  all  proceedings 
of  civil  and  ecclesiastical  tribunals,  and  to  every  principle  of  civil  and  religious 
liberty — to  true  Protestant  freedom  and  to  genuine  Methodism,  whether  new  or 
oldt 


CHAPTER    LVII. 

1854-1856. 

DR.  RYERSON'S  THIRD  EDUCATIONAL  Tour*  IN  EUROPE. 

WHILE  in  Europe  in  1854  and  1856,  Dr.  Ryerson,  under  the 
authority  of  the  Government,  commenced  the  collection 
of  objects  of  art  for  the  Educational  Museum  in  the  Education 
Department.  While  there  he  met  Hon.  Malcolm  Cameron,  who 
after  Dr.  Ryerson  returned  to  Canada,  wrote  to  him  from 
London  on  the  subject  of  his  mission.  In  a  letter,  dated  3rd  of 
January,  1857,  Mr.  Cameron  said  : — 

I  have  myself  witnessed  the  result  of  the  labour  and  reading  which  you 
must  have  gone  through  with  in  order  to  obtain  the  information  and  culti- 
vation of  judgment  necessary  to  get  the  things  our  young  Canada  can  afford ; 
things,  too,  of  such  a  character  and  description  as  shall  be  useful,  not  only 
in  elevating  the  taste  of  our  youth,  but  of  increasing  their  historical  and 
mythological  lore,  as  well  as  inform  them  of  the  facts  of  their  accuracy  in 
size  and  form.  I  was  much  nattered  to  find  that  my  humble  efforts  to  begin, 
in  some  degree,  a  Canadian  gallery — by  securing  a  few  of  Paul  Kane's  pictures 
in  1851 — had  been  followed  up  by  you  in  your  universally-acknowledged 
enlightened  efforts  for  education,  which  (in  my  bitterest  moments  of  aliena- 
tion from  you,  for  what  I  esteemed  a  sacrifice  of  Canadian,  freedom,  and 
right  to  self-government),  I  have  ever  cheerfully  admitted. 

Your  determination  to  obtain  a  few  works  of  art  and  statuary,  a  few  paint- 
ings, prints  of  celebrities,  and  scientific  instruments,  has  cost  you  much 
labour,  anxiety  and  thought,  which  I  never  would  have  conceived  of  had  I 
not  met  you,  and  gone  with  you,  and  seen  your  notes  and  correspondence. 

You  have  passed  through  many  trials,  and  in  most  of  them  I  was  with 
you.  The  period  that  presses  on  my  mind  (as  Lord  Elgin  said  of  Montreal), 
I  do  not  want  to  remember.  God  grant  that  we  may  see,  in  all  matters  for 
the  rest  of  our  few  days,  eye  to  eye,  as  we  do  now  on  all  the  subjects  in 
which  you  are  now  engaged,  publicly  and  privately.  I  think  God  is  with 
you,  and  directing  you  aright  in  that  Conference  matter  which  is  nearest  to 
your  heart,  and  I  am  confident  that  you  will  have  a  signal  triumph. 

Dr.  Ryerson  has  written  the  following  account  of  a  distin- 
guished physician  whom  he  met  at  Rome  : — 

One  of  the  most  remarkable  men  with  whom  I  became  acquainted  in  Italy, 
in  my  tour  there  in  1856-7,  was  Dr.  Pantelioni,  a  scholar,  physician,  patriot, 
and  statesman  ;  to  whose  character  and  banishment  from  Rome  the  London 
Times'  newspaper  devoted  about  three  columns. 

Prefatory  to  the  circumstances  of  my  acquaintance  with  this  remarkable 
man,  I  may  observe,  that  when  in  England  in  1850-1,  I  had  a  good  deal  of 


516  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LVII. 

correspondence  with  Earl  Grey,  who  was  then  Secretary  of  State  for  the 
Colonies,  and  through  whom  I  was  able  to  procure  maps,  globes,  and  essential 
text-books  for  Canadian  schools,  at  a  discount  of  forty-three  per  cent,  from 
the  published  selling  prices.  Earl  Grey  was  much  pleased  in  being  the  in- 
strument of  so  much  good  to  the  cause  of  public  education  in  Canada  ;  wrote 
to  the  English  booksellers  and  got  their  consent  to  the  arrangement,  shewed 
me  much  kindness,  and  invited  me  to  dine  at  his  residence,  in  companv  with 
some  distinguished  English  statesmen,  among  whom  was  Sir  Charles  Wood 
(afterwards  a  peer),  and  the  late  Marquis  of  Lansdowne,  the  Nestor  of 
English  statesmen,  and  beside  whom  I  was  seated  at  dinner.  The  Countess 
of  Grey  shewed  me  many  kind  attentions,  and  the  Marquis  of  Lansdowne 
invited  me  to  call  the  next  day  at  Lansdowne  House,  and  explain  to  him 
the  Canadian  system  of  education,  as  he  was  the  Chairman  of  the  Privy 
Council  Committee  on  Education,  and  wished  to  know  what  had  been  done, 
and  what  might  be  done  for  the  education  of  the  labouring  classes.  I  called 
at  Lansdowne  House,  as  desired,  and  explained  as  briefly  and  clearly  as 
possible  the  Canadian  school  system,  its  popular  comprehensiveness  and 
fairness  to  all  parties,  its  Christian,  yet  non-sectarian,  character.  At  the 
conclusion  of  my  remarks,  the  noble  Marquis  observed,  "  I  cannot  conceive 
a  greater  blessing  to  England  than  the  introduction  into  it  of  the  Canadian 
school  system ;  but,  from  our  historical  traditions  and  present  state  of  society, 
all  we  can  do  is  to  aid  by  Parliamentary  grants  the  cause  of  popular  education 
through  the  agency  of  voluntary  associations  and  religious  denominations." 

Five  years  afterwards,  in  another  educational  tour  in  Europe,  myself  and 
daughter  spent  some  months  at  the  Paris  Exhibition  in  1855.  The  Earl  and 
Countess  of  Grey,  seeing  our  names  on  the  Canadian  Book  of  the  Exhibition, 
called  and  left  their  cards  at  our  hotel.  We  returned  the  call  the  following 
day,  when  the  Earl  and  Countess  told  us  they  had  an  aunt  at  Rome  devoted 
to  the  fine  arts,  who  would  have  great  pleasure  in  assisting  us  to  select  copies 
of  great  masters  for  our  Canadian  Educational  Museum  ;  that  they  would 
write  to  her,  and,  if  we  left  our  cards  with  her  on  our  arrival,  she  would 
gladly  receive  us.  We  did  so,  and,  in  less  than  an  hour  after,  we  received  a 
most  friendly  letter  from  Lady  Grey,  saying  that  she  had  been  expecting  and 
waiting  for  us  for  some  time,  and  writing  us  to  come  to  her  residence  that 
evening,  as  she  had  invited  a  few  friends.*  In  the  course  of  the  evening,  I 
was  introduced  to  Dr.  Pantelioni  with  this  remark,  "  Dr.  Ryerson,  if  you 
should  become  ill,  you  cannot  fall  into  better  hands  than  those  of  Dr.  Pante- 
lioni." I  replied  that  "  I  was  glad  to  make  his  personal  acquaintance,  bxit 
hoped  I  should  not  need  his  professional  services."  But  the  very  next  day 
I  was  struck  down  in  the  Vatican  while  examining  the  celebrated  painting 
of  Raphael's  Transfiguration  and  Dominichino's  Last  Communion  of  St. 
Jerome,  with  a  cruel  attack  of  lumbago  and  sciatica,  rendering  it  necessary 
for  four  men  to  convey  me  down  the  long  stairway  to  my  carriage,  and  from 
thence  to  my  room  in  the  hotel,  where  I  was  confined  for  some  three  weeks, 
requiring  three  men  for  some  days  to  turn  me  in  bed.  Language  cannot  de- 
scribe the  agony  I  experienced  during  that  period.  Dr.  Pantelioni  was  sent 
for,  and  attended  me  daily  for  three  weeks,  and  never  charged  me  more  than 
a  dollar  a  visit.  After  two  or  three  visits,  finding  that  I  was  otherwise  well, 
and  had  knowledge  of  government  and  civil  affairs  in  Europe  and  America, 

*  These  evening  parties  aie  conversazioni  on  a  small  scale.  There  were  no 
suppers,  but  cups  of  tea  and  biscuits,  chiefly  for  ladies ;  the  gentlemen  did  not  take 
off  their  gloves  or  sit  down,  but  kept  their  hats  in  their  hands  or  under  their  arms. 
We  were  introduced  to,  and  conversed  with  various  parties.  Lady  Grey  seemed  to 
be  ubiquitous,  and  to  know  everybody,  and  to  make  all  feel  at  home.  She  is  the 
widow  of  General  Grey,  and  is  said  to  have  been  in  early  days  a  belle  and  bright 
star  in  the  highest  London  society. 


1854-56]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  517 

he  entered  into  conversation  with  me  on  these  subjects.  I  found  him  to  be 
one  of  the  most  generally  read  and  enlightened  men  that  I  had  met  with  on 
the  Continent. 

He  frequently  remained  from  one  to  three  hours  conversing  with  me  ; 
and  in  the  course  of  these  frequent  and  lengthened  visits,  Dr.  Pantelioni 
related  the  following  facts  : 

1st.  That  he  was  one  of  the  liberal  party  in  Rome  that  opposed  the  des- 
potism of  the  Papal  government,  and  contributed  to  its  overthrow,  when 
Garibaldi  for  a  time  became  supreme  at  Rome. 

2nd.  That  he,  with  many  other  liberals,  became  convinced  that  the 
government  which  Garibaldi  would  inuagurate,  would  be  little  better  than  a 
mob,  and  would  be  neither  stable  nor  safe. 

(Garibaldi  was  a  bold  and  skilful  party  leader,  but  no  statesman.  I  wit- 
nessed his  presence  in  the  Italian  Legislature,  then  held  in  Florence  ;  he 
could  declaim  against  government,  and  find  fault,  with  individual  acts  ;  but 
he  seemed  to  have  no  system  of  government  in  his  own  mind,  and  com- 
manded little  respect  or  attention  after  his  first  speech.) 

3rd.  Dr.  Pantelioni'  stated,  that  under  these  circumstances,  he,  with*  sev- 
eral liberal  friends,  agreed  to  go  confidentially  to  the  Pope,  who  was  then 
an  exile  at  Gaeta,  and  offer  their  offices  and  influence  to  restore  him  to  power 
at  Rome,  provided  he  would  establish  a  constitutional  government,  and 
govern  as  a  constitutional  ruler.  The  pope  agreed  to  their  propositions,  but 
when  they  reduced  them  to  writing  for  his  signature,  and  those  of  the  gentle- 
men waiting  upon  him,  he  declined  to  sign  his  name ;  in  consequence  of 
which  Dr.  Pantelioni  and  his  friends  felt  they  had  no  sufficient  ground 
upon  their  own  individual  word,  without  a  scrap  of  writing  from  the  pen  of 
the  pope,  to  influence  their  friends,  and  risk  their  lives ;  they,  therefore, 
retired  from  the  presence  of  his  holiness,  disappointed  but  not  dishonored. 

4th  On  my  recovery  Dr.  Pantelioni  invited  me  to  visit  him  at  his  resi- 
dence. I  did  so  and  found  him  possessed  of  the  best  private  library  I  had 
seen  in  Italy,  or  even  on  the  continent.  It  filled  three  large  rooms  ;  one  of 
which  contained  books  (well  arranged)  of  general  history  and  literature, 
comprising  the  latest  standard  works  in  English  (published  both  in  England 
and  America),  French,  German,  Italian  and  Spanish.  The  second  room 
was  equally  filled  with  shelves  and  books,  beautifully  arranged,  on  medical 
and  scientific  subjects  of  the  latest  date,  and  highest  authority,  in  English, 
French,  Italian,  German,  and  Spanish,  &c.  The  third  room  contained  a  fine 
and  extensive  collection  of  the  latest  standard  works  which  had  been  pub- 
lished in  England  and  the  United  States,  France,  Spain1  Germany,  and  Italy, 
on  Civil  Government.  I  was  not  before  aware  that  the  Italian  language  was 
so  rich  in  political  literature.  I  selected  the  titles,  and  ordered  several  books 
in  that  language  for  myself. 

5th.  In  the  course  of  these  conversations,  Dr.  Pantelioni  related  the  efforts 
of  himself  and  friends  to  establish  a  constitutional  government,  despairing, 
as  they  did,  of  any  competence  of  the  Garibaldi  party  to  establish  such  a  gov- 
ernment. A  deputation  (of  whom  Dr.  Pantelioni  was  one)  went  from  Rome  to 
Florence  to  consult  the  Right  Honourable  Richard  Shiel,  then  the  British 
Ambassador,  or  representative  of  the  British  Government,  at  Florence,  as  the 
British  Government  had  no  diplomatic  relations  with  Rome.  Mr.  Shiel 
asked  them  what  they  wanted  ?  They  replied,  nothing  more  than  the  pro- 
tection of  the  British  Government  for  twelve  months,  during  which  time 
they  could  establish  a  just  and  safe  government,  if  protected  from  the  in- 
terference of  other  governments.  Mr.  Shiel  agreed  to  support  their  views, 
and  Dr.  Pantelioni  and  one  or  two  others  of  the  deputation  took  letters  from 
Mr.  Shiel  on  the  subject  to  the  late  Viscount  Palmerston  and  Lord  John 
Russell,  who  encouraged  their  undertaking,  entirely  agreeing  with  the  recom- 


518  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LIL 

mendations  of  Mr.  Shiel,  who,  although  a  Roman  Catholic,  was  a  constitu- 
tional liberal.  But  it  unfortunately  happened  that  on  the  very  day  on 
which  Dr.  Pantelioni  and  his  friend?,  alter  their  mission  to  England,  had 
intended  to  carry  their  plans  into  operation,  the  French  army  landed  at 
Civita  Vecchia,  and  having  subdued  the  Garibaldi  party  at  Rome,  restored 
the  Pope  to  the  Vatican,  with  all  his  former  pretensions  and  power. 

6th.  Some  time  afterwards,  when  the  King  of  Italy  overran  the  Papal  ter- 
ritories, Dr.  Pantelioni  was  nominated  to  the  Italian  Legislature  for  one  of 
the  new  electoral  divisions,  but  declined  at  once  the  acceptance  of  the 
nomination,  and  sent  his  resignation  by  the  first  post,  well  knowing  the 
effect  it  might  have  upon  his  personal  safety  and  interests  at  Rome,  which 
was  still  under  the  rule  of  the  Pope.  But  the  partiality  shown  to  Dr. 
Pantelioni  by  his  newly  enfranchised  fellow-countrymen  enraged  the  Court 
of  Rome,  which  banished  him  from  his  city  and  country  on  a  notice  of  only 
twenty-four  hours  !  The  London  Times  newspaper  devoted  some  two  articles 
to  Dr.  Pantekoni's  history  and  banishment,  eulogizing  him  in  the  strongest 
terms. 

7th.  Dr.  Pantelioni  then  took  up  his  abode  at  Nice,  in  the  south  of 
France,  and  there  pursued  his  profession. 

Some  years  afterward,  when  making  my  last  educational  tour  on  the  Con- 
tinent in  1867, 1  stopped  a  day  with  my  son  at  Nice,  and  learned  that  there 
was  an  Italian  physician  residing  there,  an  exile  from  Rome.  I  knew  it 
must  be  my  old  physician  and  friend,  and  immediately  called  upon  him. 
We  were,  of  course,  both  delighted  to  see  each  other  again  ;  and  he  invited 
inyself  and  son  to  spend  the  evening  at  his  house,  which  we  did.  He  had, 
since  I  saw  him  at  Rome,  married  an  English  lady,  who  seemed  in  every 
respect  worthy  of  him. 

When  in  the  course  of  the  evening  I  expressed  my  sympathy  with  him  in 
his  exile,  privation  of  his  beautiful  residence  and  fine  library,  he  replied 
with  energy,  bringing  his  hand  down  strongly  on  the  table,  "  I  have  such 
faith  in  the  principles  on  which  I  have  acted,  and  in  the  providence  of  God, 
that  I  shall  just  as  surely  go  back  to  Rome,  as  that  I  am  sure  I  am  now 
talking  to  you."  Some  one  or  two  years  afterwards  I  learned  from  the 
newspapers,  that  Dr.  Pantelioni  had  been  recalled  to  Rome  by  the  King  of 
Italy,  and  appointed  to  the  head  of  all  the  Roman  Hospitals. 


In  a  letter  from  Dr.  Ryerson  dated  London,  30th  October, 
1857,  he  said :  "  On  the  28th  inst.  we  witnessed  the  consecration 
of  Dr.  Cronyn  as  Bishop  of  Huron,  and  were  afterwards  invited 
to  lunch  with  the  Archbishop  of  Canterbury.  Several  bishops 
were  present.  Afterwards  we  went  with  Dr.  Cronyn  to  Wool- 
wich, and  dined  with  him  at  his  son-in-law's  (Col.  Burrows)." 


CHAPTER  LVIII. 

1859-1862. 

DENOMINATIONAL  COLLEGES  AND  THE  UNIVERSITY"  CONTROVERSY. 

ONE  of  the  most  memorable  controversies  in  which  Dr.  Ryer- 
son  was  engaged  was  that  on  behalf  of  the  Denominational 
Colleges  of  Upper  Canada. 

Unfortunately,  at  various  stages  of  the  discussion,  the  con- 
troversy partook  largely  of  a  personal  character.  This  pre- 
vented that  clear,  calm,  and  dispassionate  consideration  of  the 
whole  of  this  important  question  to  which  it  was  entitled,  and 
hence  in  one  sense  it  no  good  result  accrued.  Such  a  question 
as  this  was  worthy  of  a  better  fate.  For  at  that  stage  of 
our  history  it  was  a  momentous  one — worthy  of  a  thoughtful, 
earnest  and  practical  solution — a  solution  of  which  it  was  then 
capable,  had  'it  been  taken  up  by  wise,  far-seeing  and  pat- 
riotic statesmen.  But  the  opportunity  was  unfortunately  lost ; 
and  in  the  anxiety  in  some  cases  to  secure  a  personal  triumph, 
a  grand  movement  to  give  practical  effect  to  somewhat  like  the 
comprehensive  university  scheme  of  the  Hon.  Robert  Baldwin, 
of  1843,  failed.  Mr.  Baldwin's  proposal  of  that  year  was  de- 
feated by  the  defenders  of  King's  College,  as  a  like  scheme 
of  twenty  years  later  was  defeated  by  the  champions  of  the 
Toronto  University.  The  final  result  of  the  painful  struggle 
of  1859-1863  was  in  effect  as  follows  : — 

1.  Things  were  chiefly  left  in  statu  quo  ante  bellum. 

2.  An  impetus   was   given   to   the   denominational   college 
principle ;  and  that  principle  was  emphasized. 

3.  Colleges  with  university  powers  were  multiplied  in  the 
province. 

4.  Life  and  energy  were  infused  into  the  denominational 
colleges. 

5.  Apathy   and  indifference  prevailed  (and,  to  some  extent, 
still  prevails)  among  the  adherents  of  the  Provincial  University. 

I  have  already  stated  that  the  issues  raised  in  the  memorable 
university  contest  of  1859-1863  were  important.  So  they  were, 
as  after  events  have  proved.  The  question,  however,  was  un- 
fortunately decided  twenty  years  ago,  not  by  an  independent, 


520  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LVIII 

impartial  and  disinterested  tribunal,  but  by  the  parties  in  pos- 
session, whose  judgment  in  the  case  would  naturally  be  in  their 
own  favour.  Besides,  members  of  the  Government  at  the  time 
felt  no  real  interest  in  the  question,  and  were  glad,  under  the 
shelter  of  official  statements  and  opinions,  to  escape  collision 
with  such  powerful  bodies  as  the  Wesleyan  Methodists  and  the 
Church  of  Scotland. 

This  discussion  originated  in  the  presentation  to  the  Legisla- 
ture of  a  memorial  from  the  Wesleyan  Methodist  Conference, 
prepared  by  Dr.  Ryerson,  dated  November,  1859,  to  the  follow- 
ing effect : — 

That  the  Legislature  in  passing  the  Provincial  University  Act  of  1853> 
clearly  proposed  and  avowed  a  threefold  object.  First,  the  creation  of  a 
University  for  examining  candidates,  and  conferring  degrees  in  the  Faculties 
of  Arts,  Law,  and  Medicine.  Secondly,  the  establishment  of  an  elevated 
curriculum  of  University  education,  conformable  to  that  of  the  London  Uni- 
versity in  England.  Thirdly,  the  association  with  the  Provincial  University 
of  the  several  colleges  already  established,  and  which  might  be  established, 
in  Upper  Canada,  with  the  Provincial  University,  the  same  as  various  col- 
leges of  different  denominations  in  Great  Britain  and  Ireland  are  affiliated 
to  the  London  University — placed  as  they  are  upon  equal  footing  in  regard 
to  and  aid  from  the  state,  and  on  equal  footing  in  regard  to  the  composition 
of  the  Senate,  and  the  appointment  of  examiners. 

In  the  promotion  of  these  objects  the  Conference  and  members  of  the 
Wesleyan  Methodist  Church  cordially  concurred ;  and  at  the  first  meeting 
after  the  passing  of  the  University  Act,  the  Senatorial  Board  of  Victoria  Col- 
lege adopted  the  programme  of  collegiate  studies  established  by  the  Senate 
of  the  London  University,  and  referred  to  in  the  Canadian  Statute.  But  it 
soon  appeared  that  the  Senate  of  the  Toronto  University,  instead  of  giving 
effect  to  the  liberal  intentions  of  the  Legislature,  determined  to  identify  the 
University  with  one  college,  in  contradistinction  and  to  the  exclusion  of  all 
others,  to  establish  a  monopoly  of  senatorial  power  and  public  revenue  for 
one  college  alone ;  so  much  so,  that  a  majority  of  the  legal  quorum  of  the 
Senate  now  consists  of  the  professors  of  one  college,  one  of  whom  is  invari- 
ably one  of  the  two  examiners  of  their  own  students,  candidates  for  degrees, 
honors,  and  scholarships.  The  curriculum  of  the  University  studies,  instead 
of  being  elevated  and  conformed  to  that  of  the  London  University,  has  been 
revised  and  changed  three  times  since  1853,  and  reduced  by  options  and 
otherwise  below  what  it  was  formerly,  and  below  what  it  is  in  the  British 
Universities,  and  below  what  it  is  in  the  best  colleges  in  the  United  States. 
The  effect  of  this  narrow  and  anti-liberal  course  is,  to  build  up  one  College 
at  the  expense  of  all  others,  and  to  reduce  the  standard  of  a  University  degree 
in  both  Arts  and  Medicine  below  what  it  was  before  the  passing  of  the  Uni- 
versity Act  in  1853. 

Instead  of  confining  the  expenditure  of  funds  to  what  the  law  prescribed — . 
namely,  the  "current  expenses,"  and  such  "permanent  improvements  or 
additions  to  the  buildings "  as  might  be  necessary  for  the  purposes  of  the 
University  and  University  College — new  buildings  have  been  erected  at  an 
expenditure  of  some  hundreds  of  thousands  of  dollars,  and  the  current  ex- 
penses of  the  College  have  been  increased  far  beyond  what  they  were  in 
former  times  of  complaint  and  investigation  on  this  subject 

Your  memorialists  therefore  submit,  that  in  no  respect  have  the  liberal 
and  enlightened  intentions  of  the  Legislature  in  passing  the  University  Act 
been  fulfilled— a  splendid  but  unjust  monopoly  for  the  city  and  college  of 


1859-62]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  521 

Toronto  having  been  created,  instead  of  a  liberal  and  elevated  system,  equally 
fair  to  all  the  colleges  of  the  country. 

A  Provincial  University  should  be  what  its  name  imports,  and  what  was 
clearly  intended  by  the  Legislature — a  body  equally  unconnected  with,  and 
equally  impartial  to  every  college  in  the  country ;  and  every  college  should 
be  placed  on  equal  footing  in  regard  to  public  aid  according  to  its  works, 
irrespective  of  place,  sect,  or  party.  It  is  as  unjust  to  propose,  as  it  is  un- 
reasonable to  expect,  the  affiliation  of  several  colleges  in  one  University 
except  on  equal  terms.  There  have  been  ample  funds  to  enable  the  Senate 
to  submit  to  the  Government  a  comprehensive  and  patriotic  recommendation 
to  give  effect  to  the  liberal  intentions  of  the  Legislature  in  the  accomplish- 
ment of  these  objects ;  but  the  Senate  has  preferred  to  become  the  sole  patron 
of  one  college  to  the  exclusion  of  all  others,  and  to  absorb  and  expend  the 
large  and  increasing  funds  of  the  University,  instead  of  allowing  any  surplus 
to  accumulate  for  the  general  promotion  of  academical  education,  as  contem- 
plated and  specifically  directed  by  the  statute.  Not  only  has  the  annual 
income  of  the  University  endowment  been  reduced  some  thousands  of  pounds 
per  annum  by  vast  expenditures  for  the  erection  of  buildings  not  contem- 
plated by  the  Act,  but  a  portion  of  those  expenditures  is  for  the  erection  of 
lecture-rooms,  &c.,  for  the  Faculties  of  which  the  Act  expressly  forbids  the 
establishment ! 

But  whilst  your  memorialists  complain  that  the  very  intentions  of  this 
Act  have  thus  been  disregarded  and  defeated,  we  avow  our  desire  to  be  the 
same  now  as  it  was  more  than  ten  years  ago,  in  favour  of  the  establishment 
of  a  Provincial  University,  unconnected  with  any  one  college  or  religious 
persuasion,  but  sustaining  a  relation  of  equal  fairness  and  impartiality  to  the 
several  religious  persuasions  and  colleges,  with  power  to  prescribe  the  cur- 
riculum, to  examine  candidates,  and  confer  degrees,  in  the  Faculties  of  Arts, 
Law,  and  Medicine. 

We  also  desire  that  the  University  College  at  Toronto  should  be  efficiently 
maintained ;  and  for  that  purpose  we  should  not  object  that  the  minimum 
of  its  income  from  the  University  Endowment  should  be  even  twice  that  of 
any  other  college  ;  but  it  is  incompatible  with  the  very  idea  of  a  national 
University,  intended  to  embrace  the  several  colleges  of  the  nation,  to  lavish 
all  the  endowment  and  patronage  of  the  state  upon-  one  college,  to  the  exclu- 
sion of  all  others.  At  the  present  time,  and  for  years  past,  the  noble  Uni- 
versity Endowment  is  virtually  expended  by  parties  directly  or  indirectly 
connected  with  but  one  college ;  and  the  scholarships  and  prizes,  the  honors 
and  degrees  conferred,  are  virtually  the  rewards  and  praises  bestowed  by  pro- 
fessors upon  their  own  students,  and  not  the  doings  and  decisions  of  a  body 
wholly  unconnected  with  the  college.  Degrees  and  distinctions  thus  con- 
ferred, however  much  they  cost  the  country,  cannot  possess  any  higher 
literary  value,  as  they  are  of  no  more  legal  value,  than  those  conferred  by 
the  Senatus  Academicus  of  the  other  chartered  colleges. 

It  is  therefore  submitted  that  if  it  is  desired  to  have  one  Provincial  Uni- 
versity, the  corresponding  arrangement  should  be  made  to  place  each  of  the 
colleges  on  equal  footing  according  to  their  works  in  regard  to  everything 
emanating  from  the  state.  And  if  it  is  refused  to  place  these  colleges  on 
equal  footing  as  colleges  of  one  University,  it  is  but  just  and  reasonable  that 
they  should  be  placed  upon  equal  footing  in  regard  to  aid  from  the  state, 
according  to  their  works  as  separate  University  colleges. 

It  is  well  known  that  it  is  the  natural  tendency,  as  all  experience  shows, 
that  any  college  independent  of  all  inspection,  control,  or  competition  in 
wealth— all  its  officers  securely  paid  by  the  state,  independent  of  exertion  or 
success— will  in  a  short  time,  as  a  general  rule,  degenerate  into  inactivity, 
indifference,  and  extravagance.  In  collegiate  institutions,  as  well  as  in  the 


522  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  ("CHAP.  LVIII. 

higher  and  elementary  schools,  and  in  other  public  and  private  affairs  of  life, 
competition  is  an  important  element  of  efficiency  ana  success.  The  best 
system  of  collegiate,  as  of  elementary  education,  is  that  in  which  voluntary 
effort  is  developed  by  means  of  public  aid.  It  is  clearly  both  the  interest 
and  duty  of  the  state  to  prompt  and  encourage  individual  effort  in  regard  to 
collegiate,  as  in  regard  to  elementary,  education  and  not  to  discourage  it  by 
the  creation  of  a  monopoly  invidious  and  unjust  on  the  one  side,  and  on  the 
other  deadening  to  all  individual  effort  and  enterprise,  and  oppressive  to  the 
state. 

We  submit,  therefore,  that  justice  and  the  best  interests  of  liberal  education 
require  the  several  colleges  of  the  country  to  be  placed  upon  equal  footing 
according  to  their  works.  We  ask  nothing  for  Victoria  College  which  we  do 
not  ask  tor  every  collegiate  institution  in  Upper  Canada  upon  the  same  terms. 
We  desire  also  that  it  may  be  distinctly  understood  that  we  ask  no  aid 
towards  the  support  of  any  theological  school  or  theological  chair  in  Victoria 
College.  There  is  no  such  chair  in  Victoria  College;  and  whenever  one 
shall  be  established,  provision  will  be  made  for  its  support  independent  of 
any  grant  from  the  state.*  We  claim  support  for  Victoria  College  according 
to  its  works  as  a  literary  institution — as  teaching  those  branches  which  are 
embraced  in  the  curriculum  of  a  liberal  education,  irrespective  of  denomi- 
national theology. 

We  also  disclaim. any  sympathy  with  the  motives  and  objects  which  have 
been  attributed  by  the  advocates  of  Toronto  College  monopoly,  in  relation  to 
our  National  School  system.  The  fact  that  a  member  of  our  own  body  has 
been  permitted  by  the  annual  approbation  of  the  Conference  to  devote  him- 
self to  the  establishment  and  extension  of  our  school  system,  is  ample  proof 
of  our  approval  of  that  system  :  in,  addition  to  which  we  have  from  time  to 
time  expressed  our  cordial  support  of  it  by  formal  resolutions,  and  by  the 
testimony  and  example  of  our  more  than  four  hundred  ministers  throughout 
the  Province.  No  religious  community  in  Upper  Canada  has,  therefore, 
given  so  direct  and  effective  support  to  the  National  School  system  as  the 
Wesleyan  community,  but  we  have  ever  maintained,  and  we  submit,  that 
the  same  inteiests  of  general  education  for  all  classes  which  require  the 
maintenance  of  the  elementary  school  system  require  a  reform  in  our  Uni- 
versity system  in  order  to  place  it  on  a  foundation  equally  comprehensive 
and  impartial,  and  not  to  be  the  patron  and  mouthpiece  of  one  college 
alone  ;  and  the  same  consideration  of  fitness,  economy  and  patriotism  which 
justify  the  state  in  co-operating  with  each  school  municipality  to  support  a 
day  school,  require  it  to  co-operate  with  each  religious  persuasion,  according 
to  its  own  educational  works,  to  support  a  college  The  experience  of  all 
Protestant  countries  show  that  it  is,  and  has  been,  as  much  the  province  of  a 
religious  persuasion  to  establish  a  college,  as  it  is  for  a  school  municipality  to 
establish  a  day  school ;  and  the  same  experience  shows  that,  while  pastoral 
and  parental  care  can  be  exercised  for  the  religious  instruction  of  children 
residing  at  home  and  attending  a  day  school,  that  care  cannot  be  exercised 
over  youth  residing  away  from  home  and  pursuing  their  higher  education 
except  in  a  college  where  the  pastoral  and  parental  care  can  be  daily  com- 
bined. We  hold  that  the  highest  interests  of  the  country,  as  of  an  indi- 
vidual, are  its  religious  and  moral  interests  ;  and  we  believe  there  can  be  no 
heavier  blow  dealt  out  against  those  religious  and  moral  interests,  than  for 
the  youth  of  a  country  destined  to  receive  the  best  literary  education,  to  be 
placed,  during  the  most  eventful  years  of  that  educational  course,  without 
the  pale  of  daily  parental  and  pastoral  instruction  and  oversight.  The 
results  of  such  a  system  must,  sooner  or  later,  sap  the  religious  and  moral 

*  Since  established  and  supported,  as  is  the  one  in  Montreal,  by  contribution? 
from  the  Methodist  people. 


1859-62]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  523 

foundations  of  society.  For  such  is  the  tendency  of  our  nature,  that  with 
all  the  appliances  of  religious  instruction  and  ceaseless  care  by  the  parent 
and  .  pastor  ;  they  are  not  always  successful  in  counteracting  evil  propensities 
and  temptations ;  and  therefore,  from  a  system  which  involves  the  with- 
drawal or  absence  of  all  such  influence  for  years  at  a  period  when  youthful 
passions  are  strongest,  and  youthful  temptations  most  powerful,  we  cannot 
but  entertain  painful  apprehensions.  Many  a  parent  would  deem  it  his  duty 
to  leave  his  son  without  the  advantages  of  a  liberal  education,  rather  than 
thus  expose  him  to  the  danger  of  moral  shipwreck  in  its  acquirement. 

This  danger  does  not  so  much  apply  to  that  very  considerable  class  of  per- 
sons whose  home  is  in  Toronto ;  or  to  those  young  men  whose  character 
and  principles  are  formed,  and  who,  for  the  most  part,  are  pursuing  their 
studies  by  means  acquired  by  their  own  industry  and  economy ;  or  to  the 
students  of  theological  institutions  established  in  Toronto,  and  to  which  the 
University  College  answers  the  convenient  purpose  of  a  free  Grammar 
School,  in  certain  secular  branches.  But  such  cases  form  the  exceptions,  and 
not  the  general  rule.  And  if  one  college  at  Toronto  is  liberally  endowed  for 
certain  classes  who  have  themselves  contributed  or  done  nothing  to  promote 
liberal  education,  we  submit  that  in  all  fairness,  apart  from  moral  patriotic 
considerations,  the  state  ought  to  aid  with  corresponding  liberality  those 
other  classes  who  for  years  have  contributed  largely  to  erect  and  sus- 
tain collegiate  institutions,  and  who  while  they  endeavour  to  confer  upon 
youth,  as  widely  as  possible,  the  advantages  of  a  sound  liberal  education, 
seek  to  incorporate  with  it  those  moral  influences,  associations,  and  habits 
which  give  to  education  its  highest  value,  which  form  the  true  basis  and 
cement  of  civil  institutions  and  national  civilization,  as  well  as  of  individual 
character  and  happiness. 

The  various  statements  and  propositions  in  this  memorial 
were  fully  and  ably  discussed  on  both  sides  at  the  time  before  a 
Committee  of  the  Legislature.  The  discussion  itself  and  volu- 
minous papers  and  documents  on  either  side  were  published 
in  pamphlet  form  and  in  the  newspapers,  so  that  no  further 
reference  to  them  is  necessary.  The  only  other  point  raised  in 
the  discussion  which  is  not  mentioned  in  the  memorial,  is  one 
on  which  Dr.  Ryerson  has  expressed  himself  clearly.  That  is 
the  relations  of  denominational  colleges  to  the  national  system 
of  public  schools.  On  that  point  he  says: — 

The  denominational  collegiate  system  which  I  advocate  is 
in  harmony  with  the  fundamental  principles  of  our  Common 
School  system.  .  .  The  fundamental  principle  of  the  school 
system  is  two-fold.  First,  the  right  of  the  parent  and  pastor 
to  provide  religious  instruction  for  their  children  ;  and  to  have 
facilities  for  that  purpose.  While  the  law  protects  *each  pupil 
from  compulsory  attendance  at  any  religious  reading  or  exercise 
against  the  wish  of  his  parent;  it  also  provides  that  within 
that  limitation  "pupils  shall  be  allowed  to  receive  such  Religious 
instruction  as  their  parents  and  guardians  shall  desire,  accord- 
ing to  the  general  regulations  which  shall  be  provided  accord- 
ing to  law."  The  general  regulations  provide  that  the  parent 
may  make  discretionary  arrangements  with  the  teacher  on  the 
subject ;  and  that  the  clergyman  of  any  Church  shall  have  the 


524  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.         [CHAP.  LVIII. 

right  to  any  school  house  being  within  his  charge  for  one  hour  in 
the  week  between  four  and  five,  for  the  religious  instruction  of 
the  pupils  of  his  own  Church.  Be  it  observed,  then,  the 
supreme  right  of  the  parent,  and  the  corresponding  right  of  the 
pastor  in  regard  to  the  religious  instruction  of  youth,  even 
in  connexion  with  day  schools,  where  children  are  with  their 
parents  more  than  half  of  each  week  day,  and  the  whole  of 
each  Sunday,  is  a  fundamental  principle  of  the  Common  School 
system.  The  less  or  greater  extent  to  which  the  right  may  be 
exercised  in  various  places,  does  not  affect  the  principles  or 
right  itself,  which  is  fundamental  in  the  system.  The  second 
fundamental  principle  in  the  school  system  is  the  co-operation 
and  aid  of  the  State  with  each  locality  or  section  of  the  com- 
munity as  a  condition  of,  and  in  proportion  to  local  effort.  This 
is  a  vital  principle  of  the  school  system,  and  pervades  it  through- 
out, and  is  a  chief  element  of  its  success.  No  public  aid  is  given 
until  a  school  house  is  provided,  and  a  legally  qualified  teacher 
is  employed,  when  public  aid"  is  given  in  proportion  to  the  work 
done  in  the  school;  that  is,  in  proportion  to  the  number  of 
children  taught,  and  the  length  of  time  the  school  is  kept  open; 
and  public  aid  is  given  for  the  purpose  of  school  maps  and 
apparatus,  the  prize  books  and  libraries,  in  proportion  to  the 
amount  provided  from  local  sources.  To  the  application  of 
that  principle  between  the  State  and  the  inhabitants  of  localities 
there  is  no  exception  whatever,  except  in  the  single  case  of  dis- 
tributing a  sum  not  exceeding  £500  per  annum  in  aid  of  poor 
school  sections  in  new  townships,  and  then  their  local  effort 
must  precede  the  application  for  a  special  grant. 

Such  are  the  two  fundamental  principles  of  the  school  system, 
on  which  I  have  more  than  once  dwelt  at  large  in  official  re- 
ports. 

Now  apply  these  principles  to  the  collegiate  system  of  the 
country.  First,  the  united  right  and  duty  of  the  parent  and 
pastor.  Should  that  be  suspended,  when  the  son  is  away  from 
home,  or  should  it  be  provided  for  ?  Let  parental  affection  and 
conscience,  and  not  blind  or  heartless  partisanship,  reply.  If, 
then,  the  combined  care  and  duty  of  the  parent  and  pastor  are 
to  be  provided  for  as  far  as  possible  when  the  son  is  pursuing 
the  higher  part  of  his  education,  for  which  he  must  leave  home, 
can  that  be  done  best  in  a  denominational  or  non-denominational 
College  ?  But  one  answer  can  be  given  to  this  question.  The 
religious  and  moral  principles,  feelings,  and  habits  of  youth  are 
paramount.  Scepticism  and  partisanship  may  sneer  at  them 
as  "sectarian,"  but  religion  and  conscience  will  hold  them  as 
supreme.  If  the  parent  has  the  right  to  secure  the  religious 
instruction  and  oversight  of  his  son  at  home,  in  connection  with 


1859-62]  'THE  STOEY  OF  MY  LIFE.  525 

his  school  education,  has  he  not  a  right  to  do  so  when  his  son 
is  abroad  ?  and  is  not  the  State  in  duty  bound  to  afford  him  the 
best  facilities  for  that  purpose  ?  And  how  can  that  be  done  so 
effectually — nay,  how  can  it  be  effectually  done  at  all — except 
in  a  college  which,  while  it  gives  the  secular  education  required 
by  the  State,  responds  to  the  parent's  heart  and  faith  to  secure 
the  higher  interests  which  are  beyond  all  human  computation, 
and  without  the  cultivation  of  which  society  itself  cannot  exist? 
It  is  a  mystery  of  mysteries,  that  men  of  conscience,  men  of 
religious  principle  and  feeling,  can  be  so  far  blinded  by  sectarian 
jealousy  and  partizanship,  as  to  desire  for  one  moment  to  with- 
hold from  youth  at  the  most  feeble,  most  tempted,  most  event- 
ful period  of  their  educational  training,  the  most  potent  guards, 
helps,  and  influences  to  resist  and  escape  the  snares  and  seduc- 
tions of  vice,  and  to  acquire  and  become  established  in  those 
principles,  feelings,  and  habits  which  will  make  them  true 
Christians,  at  the  same  time  that  they  are  educated  men.  Even 
in  the  interests  of  civilization  itself,  what  is  religious  and  moral 
stands  far  before  what  is  merely  scholastic  and  refined.  The 
Hon.  Edward  Everett  has  truly  said  in  a  late  address,  "  It  is  not 
political  nor  military  power,  but  moral  sentiments,  principally 
under  the  guidance  and  influence  of  religious  zeal,  that  has  in 
all  ages  civilized  the  world."  What  creates  civilization  can 
alone  preserve  and  advance  it.  The  great  question,  after  all,  in 
the  present  discussion,  is  not  which  system  will  teach  the  most 
classics,  mathematics,  etc.  (although  I  shall  consider  the  ques- 
tion in  this  light  presently),  but  which  system  will  best  protect, 
develop,  and  establish  those  higher  principles  of  action,  which 
are  vastly  more  important  to  a  country  itself — apart  from  other 
and  immortal  considerations — than  any  amount  of  intellectual 
attainments  in  certain  branches  of  secular  knowledge.  Colleges 
under  religious  control  may  fall  short  of  their  duty  and  their 
power  of  religious  and  moral  influence ;  but  they  must  be,  as  a 
general  rule,  vastly  better  and  safer  than  a  College  of  no 
religious  control  or  character  at  all.  At  all  events,  one  class  of 
citizens  have  much  more  valid  claims  to  public  aid  for  a  College 
that  will  combine  the  advantages  of  both  secular  and  religious 
education,  than  have  another  class  of  citizens  to  public  aid  for 
a  College  which  confers  no  benefit  beyond  secular  teaching 
alone.  It  is  not  the  sect,  it  is  society  at  large  that  most  profits 
by  the  high  religious  principles  and  character  of  its  educated 
men.  An  efficient  religious  College  must  confer  a  much  greater 
benefit  upon  the  State  than  a  non-religious  College  can,  and 
must  be  more  the  benefactor  of  the  State  than  the  State  can  be 
to  it  by  bestowing  any  ordinary  amount  of  endowment.  It  is, 
therefore,  in  harmony  with  the  first  fundamental  principle  of 


526  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LVIII. 

the  Common  School  system,  as  well  as  with  the  highest  interests 
of  society  at  large,  that  the  best  facilities  be  provided  for  all 
that  is  affectionate  in  the  parent  and  faithful  in  the  pastor, 
during  the  away-from-home  education  of  youth  ;  and  that  is  a 
College  under  religous  control,  whether  that  control  be  of  the 
Church  of  the  parent  or  not. 

I  have  already  given  on  page  — ,  Dr.  Ryerson's  opinions  in 
regard  to  the  provisions  of  Hon.  Robert  Baldwin's  University 
Bill  of  1843.  From  the  extract  there  inserted  it  will  be  seen  that 
the  practical  objection  which  he  raised  in  1859,  to  the  adminis- 
tration of  the  University  Act  of  1853,  was  in  general  harmony 
with  the  views  and  opinions  on  University  matters  which  he 
had  expressed  fifteen  or  sixteen  years  before.  A  fuller  expres- 
sion of  these  opinions  was  given  in  a  letter  which  Dr.  Ryerson 
wrote  to  the  British  Colonist  on  the  14th  of  February,  1846. 
From  that  letter  I  make  the  following  extracts : — 

The  Board  of  Victoria  College  took  no  part  in  the  University  question 
until  after  the  introduction  of  a  Bill  into  the  Legislature  which  affected  the 
chartered  rights  and  relations  of  Victoria  College.  On  that  occasion  a 
special  meeting  of  the  Board  was  called,  to  decide  whether  it  would,  under 
any  circumstances,  acquiesce  in  that  Bill,  and  upon  what  terms.  The 
Board  expressed  a  strong  opinion  in  favour  of  the  general  terms  of  the 
Bili,  but  expressed  an  unfavourable  opinion  respecting  some  of  its  details, 
especially  the  project  of  the  "  Extra  mural  Board,"  and  the.  non-recognition 
of  Christianity,  The  Board  also  objected  to  the  'smallness  of  the  amount 
proposed  to  be  given  to  Victoria  College.  .It  stated  that  Victoria  College, 
having  been  erected  by  public  subscription,  for  the  purpose  of  "teaching 
the  various  branches  of  science  and  literature  upon  Christian  principles," 
could  not  cease  to  be  a  literary  institution,  as  some  supposed  the  Bill  contem- 
plated ;  it  stated  the  peculiar  hardships  of  the  aspect  of  the  Bill  to  the 
Methodist  institution,  under  all  the  circumstances  (which  it  explained),  and 
submitted  them  to  the  honourable  and  generous  consideration  of  the  Govern- 
ment. .  .  Mr.  Baldwin's  Bill  proposed  to  grant  the  sum  of  ^500  per 
annum  each  for  several  years  to  no  less  than  four  seminaries  [besides  the 
University],  .  .  It  was  objected  to  on  the  part  of  both  Presbyterians  and 
Methodists,  that  its  application  to  them  was  not  liberal  enough  ;  it  was 
objected  to  on  the  part  of  King's  College  Council  that  it  gave  even  a  farthing 
to  any  of  them. 

Afterwards  King's  College  Council  objected  to  the  Bill,  and  employed 
counsel  to  oppose  it,  on  the  ground  that  the  Legislature  had  no  right  to 
interfere  with  their  charter,  or  to  divert  any  portion  of  King's  College  funds 
in  aid  of  other  institutions.  To  this  plea  of  the  King's  College  Council  an 
individual  member  of  the  Victoria  College  Board  offered  an  argumentative 
reply,  contending  that  the  endowment  of  King's  College  was  the  property  of 
the  Province,  and  upon  legal,  constitutional,  and  equitable  grounds,  came 
within  the  limits  of  Provincial  legislation.  This  principle,  I  believe,  is  now 
generally  admitted. 

From  this  summary  of  well  known  facts  it  is  evident — 1.  That  Mr.  Bald- 
win's Bill  did  contemplate  giving  aid  to  other  institutions  than  the  Toronto 
University.  2.  That  the  friends  of  Queen's,  Regiopolis,  Victoria  and  King's 
Colleges  did  expect  to  derive  assistance  from-the  University  funds.  3.  That 
the  objections  to  Mr.  Baldwin's  Bill  on  the  part  of  the  Presbyterians  and 


1859-62]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  527 

Methodists  were,  not  that  any  portion  of  the  University  funds  should  be 
applied  in  aid  of  their  institutions,  but  that  the  portion  proposed  was 
entirely  too  small.  4.  That  those  who  supported  Mr.  Baldwin  s  Bill  cannot 
consistently  object  to  aid  being  given  from  the  University  funds  to  institu- 
tions in  connection  with  the  Church  of  England,  Roman  Catholics  and 
Methodists.  The  amount  and  duration  of  such  aid  is  a  mere  prudential 
consideration  ;  the  principle  is  the  same,  whether  the  amount  of  aid  be  five 
hundred  or  five  thousand  pounds,  whether  the  duration  be  five  years  or  five 
hundred  years 

That  there  should  be  a  Provincial  University,  furnishing  the  highest 
academical  and  professional  education,  at  least  in  respect  to  law  and  medicine; 
that  there  should  be  a  Provincial  system  of  common  school  education,  com- 
mensurate with  the  wants  of  the  entire  population ;  that  both  the  University 
and  the  system  should  be  established  and  conducted  upon  Christian  princi- 
ples, yet  free  from  sectarian  bias  or  ascendancy ;  that  there  should  be  an 
intermediate  class  of  seminaries  in  connection  with  the  different  religious 
persuasions,  who  have  ability  and  enterprise  to  establish  them,  providing  on 
tne  one  hand  a  theological  education  for  their  clergy,  and  on  the  other  hand 
a  thorough  English  and  scientific  education,  and  elementary  classical  instruc- 
tion for  those  of  the  youth  of  their  congregations  who  might  seek  for  more 
than  a  common  school  education,  or  who  might  wish  to  prepare  for  the 
University,  and  who,  not  having  the  experience  and  discretion  of  University 
students,  required  a  parental  and  religious  oversight,  in  their  absence  from 
their  parents  ;  that  it  would  be  economy  and  patriotic  on  the  part  of  the 
Government  to  grant  liberal  aid  to  such  seminaries,  as  weU  as  to  provide  for 
the  endowment  of  a  University  or  a  common  school  system ; — these  are  views 
which  I  explained  and  argued  at  length  when  the  University 'question  was 
under  discussion,  from  1828  to  1834  ;  these  are  the  views  on  which  the 
Methodists  asked  in  establishing  the  Upper  Canada  Academy,  now  Victoria 
College  ;  these  are  views,  by  pressing  which,  a  royal  charter  and  government 
aid  were  obtained  for  that  institution  ;  these  are  the  views  which  received 
strong  confirmation  in  the  recommendation  of  a  despatch  from  Lord  Goderich 
to  Sir  John  Colborne  in  1832,  and  which  greatly  encouraged  the  friends  of 
the  Upper  Canada  Academy  in  their  commencing  exertions.  That  institu- 
tion was  not  originally  intended  to  be  a  University  College;  nor  was  it 
sought  to  be  made  so  until  after  the  establishment  of  a  Presbyterian  Univer- 
sity College  at  Kingston ;  when,  prompted  by  example  and  emulation,  and 
encouragement  of  aid,  it  was  thought  that  the  operations  of  a  University 
might  be  grafted  upon  those  of  the  academy,  without  interfering  with  the 
more  extended  objects  of  the  latter 

More  than  a  thousand  youth  have  received  more  or  less  instruction  at  the 
Cobourg  Institution  ;  very  few  of  them,  apart  from  other  considerations,  have 
gone  from  it  without  forming  a  high  standard  of  education,  and  a  deeper 
conviction  of  its  importance  than  they  had  before  entertained ;  it  has  pre- 
vented hundreds  of  youth  from  going  out  of  the  country  to  be  educated, 
upon  whom,  and  upon  hundreds  of  others,  it  has  conferred  the  benefits  of  a 
good  practical  education.  Its  buildings  present  the  most  remarkable  monu- 
ment of  religious  effort  arid  patriotic  energy  which  was  ever  witnessed  in  any 
country  of  the  age  and  population  of  Upper  Canada 

The  Wesleyan  Methodists  have  not,  like  the  Churches  of  England,  Scot- 
land and  Rome,  derived  any  assistance  from  the  clergy  reserve  fund,  or 
other  public  aid  to  their  clergy  or  churches.  It  is  much  easier  to  figure 
upon  a  platform  than  to  establish  educational  institutions,  or  to  preach  the 
Gospel  throughout  new  countries.  Those  who  have  been  in  Canada  twelve 
months  can  do  the  former,  and  sneer  at  the  latter.  The  flippant  allusions  of 
certain  speakers  at  the  late  Toronto  meeting  to  the  Methodists  and  to  Vic- 
toria College  .  .  .  were  as  unfounded  as  they  were  unbecoming. 


523  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.         [CHAP.  LVIII. 

The  discussions  on  the  University  question  at  Quebec  in  1860 
were,  as  I  have  intimated,  bitter  and  largely  personal.  Dr. 
Ryerson,  being  in  the  fore  front  of  the  University  reformers, 
was  singled  out  for  special  attack  by  some  of  the  ablest  de- 
fenders of  the  University.  I  shall  not  enter  into  detail,  but 
will  give  the  opening  and  concluding  parts  of  Dr.  Ryerson's 
great  speech,  which  he  made  before  the  Committee  of  the  Legis- 
lature on  the  25th  and  26th  of  April,  1860  :— 

I  am  quite  aware  of  the  disadvantage  under  which  I  appear 
before  you  to-day.  I  am  not  insensible  of  the  prejudices  which 
may  have  been  excited  in  the  minds  of  many  individuals  by  the 
occurences  of  the  last  few  days ;  .  .  I  am  not  at  all  insensible 
of  the  fact  that  the  attempt  has  been  made  to  turn  the  issue, 
not  on  the  great  question  which  demands  attention,  but  upon 
my  merits  or  demerits,  my  standing  as  a  man,  and  the  course 
which  I  have  pursued.  This  subject,  of  very  little  importance 
to  the  Committee,  .  .  possesses  a  great  deal  of  importance  to 
myself.  No  man  can  stand  in  the  presence  of  the  Representa- 
tives of  the  people ;  no  man  can  stand,  as  I  feel  myself  stand- 
ing this  morning,  not  merely  in  the  presence  of  a  Committee, 
but,  as  it  were.'in  the  presence  of  my  native  country,  the  land 
of  my  birth*  affections,  labours,  hopes,  without  experiencing  the 
deepest  emotion.  But  how  much  more  is  that  the  case  when 
attempts  have  been  made,  of  the  most  unprecedented  kind,  to 
deprive  me  of  all  that  is  dear  to  me  as  a  man,  as  a  parent,  as  a 
public  officer,  as  a  minister  of  the  Christian  Church.  More 
especially  do  I  thus  feel  because  reading  and  arranging  the 
papers  on  this  subject,  to  which  my  attention  has  been  called, 
occupied  me  until  five  o'clock  this  morning.  .  . 

Sir,  the  position  of  the  question  which  demands  our  considera- 
tion this  day,  is  one  altogether  peculiar,  and,  I  will  venture  to 
say,  unparalleled  in  this  or  any  other  country.  The  individuals 
connected  with  myself — the  party  unconnected  with  what  may 
be  called  the  National  University  of  the  country,  stand  as  the 
conservators  of  a  high  standard  of  education,  and  appear  before 
you  as  the  advocates  of  a  thorough  course  of  training  that  will 
discipline,  in  the  most  effectual  manner,  the  powers  of  the  mind, 
and  prepare  the  youth  of  our  country  for  those  pursuits  and 
those  engagements  which  demand  their  attention  as  men, 
Christians,  and  patriots,  while  the  very  persons  to  whom  has 
been  allotted  this  great  interest,  this  important  trust,  stand 
before  you  as  the  advocates  of  a  reduction,  of  a  puerile  system 
which  has  never  invigorated  the  mind,  or  raised  up  great  men 
in  any  country ;  which  can  never  lay  deep  and  broad  the 
foundations  of  intellectual  grandeur  and  power  anywhere,  but 
which  is  characterized  by  that  superficiality  which  marks  the 


1859-62]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  529 

proceedings  of  the  educational  institutions  in  the  new  and 
Western  States  of  the  neighbouring  Republic.  Sir,  I  feel  proud 
of  the  position  I  occupy ;  that  if  I  have  gone  to  an  extreme,  I 
have  gone  to  the  proper  extreme;  that  even  if  1  may  have 
pressed  my  views  to  an  extent  beyond  the  present  standing,  the 
present  capabilities  of  the  Province,  my  views  have  been  up- 
ward, my  course  has  been  onward,  my  attempt  has  been  to 
invigorate  Canada  with  an  intellect  and  a  power,  a  science  and 
a  literature  that  will  stand  unabashed  in  the  presence  of  any 
other  country,  while  the  very  men  who  should  have  raised  our 
educational  standard  to  the  highest  point,  who  should  have 
been  the  leaders  in  adopting  a  high  and  thorough  course,  have 
confessed  during  the  discussion  of  this  question,  that  the  former 
standard  was  too  high,  and  that  they  have  been  levelling  it 
down,  incorporating  with  it  speculations  which  have  never 
elevated  the  institutions  of  any  country,  and  adopting  a  course 
of  proceedings  which  never  advanced  any  nation  to  the  position 
to  which  I  hope  in  God  my  native  country  will  attain. 

The  resolutions  on  which  these  proceedings  have  taken  place, 
were  adopted  by  the  Wesleyan  Conference  in  June,  1860.  Now, 
whatever  other  changes  may  have  taken  place,  I  still  adhere  to 
the  people  of  my  youth,  who  were  the  early  instruments  of  all 
the  religious  instruction  1  received  until  I  attained  manhood. 
Whether  they  are  a  polished  and  learned  or  a  despised  people, 
I  still  am  not  ashamed  of  them,  nor  of  the  humblest  of  their 
advocates  or  professors.  I  stand  before  you  without  a  blush,  in 
the  immediate  connection,  and  identified  with  that  people.  The 
resolutions  that  were  adopted  by  the  Conference,  in  pursuance 
of  which  the  Conference  appointed  a  large  Executive  Com- 
mittee, consisting  of  nearly  one  hundred  of  the  most  experienced 
members  of  their  body,  to  prepare  the  memorial  which  has  been 
presented  to  Parliament,  are  these : — 

Resolved.  1st.  That  it  is  the  conviction  of  a  large  proportion,  if  not  a  large 
majority  of  the  inhabitants  of  Canada,  that  their  sons,  in  pursuing  the  higher 
branches  of  education  (which  cannot  be  acquired  in  day  schools,  and  rarely 
without  the  youth  going  to  a  distance  from  the  paternal  roof  and  oversight), 
should  be  placed  in  institutions  in  which  their  religious  instruction  and 
moral  oversight,  as  well  as  their  literary  training,  are  carefully  watched  over 
and  duly  provided  for  ;  a  conviction  practically  evident  by  the  fact  that  not 
only  the  members  of  the  Wesleyan  Methodist  Church,  and  other  Methodists, 
but  the  members  of  the  Churches  of  England,  Scotland  and  Rome  have 
contributed  largely,  and  exerted  themselves  to  establish  colleges  and  higher 
seminaries  of  learning  for  the  superior  education  of  their  children. 

2nd.  That  no  provision  for  instruction  in  secular  learning  alone,  can  com- 
pensate for  the  absence  of  provision,  or  care,  for  the  religious  and  moral 
instruction  of  youth  in  the  most  exposed,  critical,  and  eventful  periods  ol 
their  lives. 

3rd.  That  it  is  of  the  highest  importance  to  the  best  interests  of  Canada; 
that  the  Legislative  provision  for  superior  education,  shall  be  in  harruonj 
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.r>30  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE,  [CHAP.  LVIII. 

with  the  conscientious  convictions  and  circumstances  of  the  religious  per- 
suasions, which  virtually  constitute  the  Christianity  of  the  country. 

4th.  That  the  exclusive  application  of  the  Legislative  provision  for  superior 
education,  to  the  endowment  of  a  college  for  the  education  of  the  sons  of  that 
class  of  parents  alone  who  wish  to  educate  their  sons  in  a  non-denominational 
institution,  irrespective  of  their  religious  principles  and  moral  character,  to 
the  exclusion  of  those  classes  of  parents  who  wish  to  educate  their  sons  in 
colleges  or  seminaries  where  a  paternal  care  is  bestowed  upon  their  moral 
and  religious  interests,  at  the  same  time  that  they  are  carefully  and  thor- 
oughly taught  in  secular  learning  ;  is  grossly  illiberal,  partial,  unjust  and 
unpatriotic,  and  merits  the  severest  reprobation  of  every  liberal  and  right- 
minded  man  of  every  religious  persuasion  and  party  in  the  country. 

5.  That  the  ministers  and  members  of  the  Wesleyan  Methodist  Church, 
aided  by  the  liberal  co-operation  of  many  other  friends  of  Christian  education, 
have  largely  and  long  contributed  to  establish  and  maintain  Victoria  Col- 
lege, in  which  provision  is  made  for  the  religious  instruction  and  oversight 
of  students,  independent  of  any  Legislative  aid—  in  which  there  are  fifty- 
nine  students  in  the  Faculty  of  Arts,  besides  more  than  two  hundred  pupils 
and  students  in  preparatory  and  special  classes— in  which  no  religious  test  is 
permitted  by  the  charter  in  the  admission  of  any  student,  or  pupil,  and  in 
which  many  hundreds  of  youths  of  different  religious  persuasions,  have  been 
educated  and  prepared  for  professional  and  other  pursuits,  many  of  whom 
have  already  honourably  distinguished  themselves  in  the  clerical,  legal  and 
medical  professions,  as  also  in  mercantile  and  other  branches  of  business. 

6th.  That  Victoria  College  is  justly  entitled  to  share  in  the  Legislative 
provision  for  superior  education,  according  to  the  number  of  students  in  the 
collegiate  and  academical  courses  of  instruction. 

7th.  That  we  affectionately  entreat  the  members  of  our  Church,  to  use 
their  influence  to  elect,  as  far  as  possible,  public  men  who  are  favourable  to 
the  views  expressed  in  the  foregoing  resolutions,  and  do  equal  justice  to  those 
who  wish  to  give  a  superior  religious  education  to  the  youth  of  the  country, 
as  well  as  those  who  desire  for  their  sons  a  non-religious  education  alone. 

Dr.  Ryerson  concluded  his  speech  on  the  26th  April.  Towards 
its  close  he  said : — [One  of  the  speakers]  thought  to  amuse  the 
Committee,  by  a  reference  to  an  expression  of  mine,  used  in  a 
letter  written  by  me  several  years  since,  that  I  had  meditated 
my  system  of  public  instruction  for  this  country — (for  I  con- 
templated the  whole  system  from  the  primary  school  to  the  Uni- 
versity)— on  some  of  the  highest  mountains  in  Europe,  and 
said,  using  a  very  elegant  expression,  it  must  therefore  be  rather 
"  windy."  .  .  No  one  can  have  read  the  history  of  Greece  or 
Scotland,  or  the  Northern  and  Western  parts  of  England,  with- 
out knowing  that,  from  elevated  and  secluded  places,  some  of 
the  finest  inspirations  of  genius  have  emanated  which  have  ever 
been  conceived  by  the  mind  of  man.  There  are  mountains  in 
Europe  where  the  recluse  may  stand  and  see  beneath  him  curling 
clouds,  and  roaring  tempests  spending  their  strength,  while  he 
is  in  a  calm  untroubled  atmosphere,  on  the  summit  of  a  moun- 
tain of  which  it  may  be  said, 

"  Though  round  his  breast  the  rolling  clouds  are  spread, 
Eternal  sunshine  settles  on  his  head." 


1859-62]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  531 

And  I  ask  whether  it  was  unphilosophical  for  an  individual  who 
had  examined  the  educational  systems  of  various  countries,  and 
who  was  crossing  the  Alps,  to  retire  to  a  mountain  solitude,  and 
there,  in  the  abode  of  that  "eternal  sunshine,"  and  in  the 
presence  of  Him  who  is  the  fountain  of  light,  to  contemplate  a 
system  which  was  to  diffuse  intellectual  and  moral  light  through- 
out his  native  country,  to  survey  the  condition  of  that  country 
as  a  whole,  apart  from  its  political-religious  dissensions,  and  ask 
what  system  could  be  devised  to  enable  it  to  take  its  position 
among  the  civilized  nations  of  the  world  ?  .  . 

After  giving  expression  to  his  views  on  what  he  conceived  to 
be  a  proper  and  suitable  University  system  for  the  Province,  he 
concluded  with  these  words  : — It  is  perfectly  well  known  to  the 
Committee  that  its  time,  for  the  last  four  or  five  days,  has  been 
occupied,  not  in  the  investigation  of  ^these  principles,  but  by 
attempts  to  destroy  what  is  dearer  to  me  than  life,  in  order  to 
crush  the  cause  with  which  I  am  identified ;  and  a  scene  has 
been  enacted  here,  somewhat  resembling  that  which  took  place 
in  a  certain  committee  room,  at  Toronto,  in  regard  to  a  certain 
Inspector-General.     Every  single  forgetfulness  or  omission  of 
mine  has  been  magnified  and  tortured  in  every  possible  way,  to 
destroy  my  reputation  for  integrity,  and  my  standing  in  the 
•country.     A  newspaper  in  Toronto,  whose  editor-in-chief  is  a 
man  of  very  great  notoriety,  has  said,  since  the  commencement 
of  this   inquiry,    that,  in  my  early   days,  I  made  mercenary 
approaches  to  another  church,  but  was  indignantly  repelled, 
and  hence  my  present  position.     I  showed  the  other  day  that 
I  might   have   occupied  the  place  of   Vice-Chancellor  of   the 
University  which  Mr.  Langton  now  holds,  had  I  desired  (and 
the  proposal  was  made  to  me  after  my  return  from  Europe 
in  1856),  and  I  have  similar  records  to  prove  that  in  1825.  after 
the  commencement  of  my  Wesleyan  ministry,  I  had  the  authori- 
tative offer  of  admission  to  the  ministry  of  the  Church  of  Eng- 
land (see  pages  41  and  206).  My  objection,  and  my  sole  objections 
was,  that  my  early  religious  principles  and  feelings  were  wholly 
owing  to  the  instrumentality  of  the  Methodist  people,  and  I  had 
been  providentially  called  to  labour  among  them ;  not  that  I  did 
not  love  the  Church  of  England.    Those  were  "  saddlebag  days," 
and  I  used  to  carry  in  my  saddlebags  two  books,  to  which  I  am 
more  indebted  than  to  any  other  two  books  in  the  English  lan- 
guage, except  the  Holy  Scriptures,  namely,  the  Prayer  Book  and 
the  Homilies  of  the  Church  of  England.     At  this  very  day,  Sir, 
though  I  have  often  opposed  the  exclusive  assumptions  of  some 
members  of  the  Church  of  England,  I  only  love  it  less  than  the 
Church  with  which  I  am  immediately  associated. 

I  have  been  charged  with  being  the  leader  of  the  present 


532  THE  STOB7  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LVIII. 

movement.  I  am  entitled  to  no  such  honour.  If  I  have  written 
a  line  it  has  been  as  the  amanuensis  of  my  ecclesiastical  supe- 
riors ;  if  I  have  done  anything,  it  has  been  in  compliance  with 
the  wishes  of  those  whom  I  love  and  honour ;  and  my  attach- 
ment to  the  Wesleyan  body,  and  the  associations  and  doings  of 
my  early  years,  have  been  appealed  to,  as  a  ground  of  claim  for 
my  humble  aid  in  connection  with  this  movement.  Sir,  the 
Wesleyan  people,  plain  and  humble  as  they  were,  did  me  good 
in  my  youth,  and  I  will  not  abandon  them  in  my  old  age. 

I  have  only  further  to  add,  that  whatever  may  be  my  short- 
comings, and  even  sins,  I  can  say  with  trnth  that  I  love  my 
country ;  that  by  habit  of  thought,  by  association,  by  every 
possible  sympathy  I  could  awaken  in  my  breast,  I  have  sought 
to  increase  my  affection  for  my  native  land.  I  have  endeavoured 
to  invest  it  with  a  sort  of  personality,  to  place  it  before  me  as 
an  individual,  beautiful  in  its  proportions,  as  well  as  vigorous 
in  all  the  elements  of  its  constitution,  and  losing  sight  of  all 
distinction  of  classes,  sects,  and  parties,  to  ask  myself,  in  the 
presence  of  that  Being,  before  whom  I  shall  shortly  stand,  what 
I  could  do  most  for  my  country's  welfare,  how  I  could  contri- 
bute most  to  found  a  system  of  education  that  would  give  to 
Canada,  when  I  should  be  no  more,  a  career  of  splendour  which 
will  make  its  people  proud  of  it.  I  may  adopt  the  words  of  a 
poet — though  they  may  not  be  very  poetical : — 

'  Sweet  place  of  my  kindred,  blest  land  of  my  birth, 
The  fairest,  the  purest,  the  dearest  on  earth  ; 
Where'er  I  may  roam,  where'er  I  may  be, 
My  spirit  instinctively  turns  unto  thee.' 

Whatever  may  have  been  the  course  of  proceeding  adopted 
towards  me  in  this  inquiry,  I  bear  enmity  to  no  man ;  and 
whatever  may  be  the  result  of  this  investigation,  and  the 
decision  of  the  committee,  I  hope  that  during  the  few  years  1 
have  to  live,  I  shall  act  consistently  with  the  past,  and  still 
endeavour  to  build  up  a  country  that  will  be  distinguished  in 
its  religious,  social,  moral,  educational,  and  even  political  insti- 
tutions and  character  ;  to  assist  in  erecting  a  structure  of  intel- 
lectual progress  and  power,  on  which  future  ages  may  look  back 
with  respect  and  gratitude,  and  thus  to  help,  in  some  humble 
degree,  to  place  our  beloved  Canada  among  the  foremost  nations 
of  the  earth. 

The  following  private  letters,  written  to  me  at  the  time  from 
Quebec  and  Kingston,  by  Dr.  Ryerson,  throw  additional  light 
upon  the  nature  of  the  contest  in  which  he  was  engaged.  They 
also  reveal  what  the  character  of  his  personal  feelings  and  the 
exercise  of  his  mind  during  that  eventful  time  were. 


1851]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  533 

On  the  20th  April,  Dr.  Ryerson  said  : — I  have  had  a  very 
painful  and  laborious  week ;  but  I  hope  to-morrow  to  be  able 
by  divine  help,  to  answer  two  of  my  principal  opponents 
effectually.  One  of  these  gentlemen  made  a  very  plausible 
speech  yesterday  in  defence  of  the  University,  and  in  reply 
chiefly  to  me,  but  full  of  fallacies  and  misquotations. 

April  27th. — I  finished  my  defence  yesterday  in  the  presence 
of  a  densely  crowded  room — consisting  of  a  large  number  of 
Legislative  Councillors  and  members  of  the  House  of  Assembly 
— several  of  whom,  I  was  told,  were  quite  moved  when  I  closed, 
and  cheered  me  heartily  when  I  sat  down.  I  was  congratulated 
on  all  sides  by  them  in  the  afternoon,  upon  the  manner  in  which 
I  had  triumphantly  defended  myself.  I  can  only  say,  to  God 
be  all  the  praise.  I  felt  myself  as  weak  as  water.  I  was  so 
depressed  and  affected  the  night  before,  and  the  morning  of 
commencing  my  defence,  that  I  could  not  speak  without  emotion 
and  tears ;  but  I  prayed  and  relied  upon  Him  who  had  never 
failed  me  in  the  hour  of  trial,  and  my  personal  friends  were 
also  engaged  in  prayer  in  my  behalf. 

As  soon  as  I  commenced,  I  felt  as  if  an  army  of  such  assailants 
were  as  so  many  pigmies,  and,  my  friends  say,  I  handled  them 
as  such.  The  remarks  of  members  of  both  Houses  are  various, 
and  some  of  them  amusing — all  agreeing  in  the  completeness  of 
the  defence.  All  agree  also  as  to  the  extravagance  and  defects 
of  the  system,  and  the  unquestionable  claims  of  denominational 
colleges. 

I  cannot  review  the  great  goodness  of  God  to  me  during  this 
mortifying  week  without  an  overflowing  heart  and  tears  of 
gratitude.  More  conscious  and  manifold  help  from  above  I 
never  experienced.  I  hope  I  may  ,never  be  called  to  pass 
through  such  another  conflict.  I  spoke  two  hours  and  forty 
minutes  on  the  day  before  yesterday,  and  one  hour  and  three- 
quarters  yesterday. 

May  8th. — I  shall  be  able  to  send  you  to-morrow  a  copy  in 
slips  of  my  reply  to  my  two  principal  opponents.  I  know  not 
what  will  be  the  result,  but  I  trust  in  God,  who  has  done  better 
for  us  than  all  our  fears  or  our  hopes  thus  far.  I  hear  that  the 
general  conviction  of  members  is  with  me.  One  of  the  Senators 
told  me  that  he  had  heard  but  one  opinion  on  the  subject.  There 
are  some  who  are  satisfied  that  I  have  gained  in  the  contest,  but 
who  are  not  in  favour  of  dividing  the  endowment.  All  seem  to 
feel  that  the  present  system  is  bad,  and  that  something  must  be 
done,  and  that  denominational  colleges  must  be  sustained.  I 
think  the  House  will  refuse  to  do  anything  until  the  evidence, 
etc.,  on  the  subject  is  laid  before  the  country.  I  thank  you  for 
your  very  kind  sympathy  in  my  conflicts. 


534  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.          [CHAP.  LVIII. 

Kingston,  June  7th — The  Conference  met  yesterday,  and 
seems  to  be  in  a  very  good  spirit.  A  Committee  was  appointed, 
named  by  myself,  and  moved  by  Rev.  Dr.  Wood — to  arrange 
for  proceedings  on  the  University  question.  The  Committee 
met  last  night,  and  agreed  to  have  a  public  meeting ;  and  my- 
self and  one  or  two  more  to  draw  up  resolutions  to  be  submitted 
to  it.  I  am  desired  to  address  the  meeting  in  the  evening,  when 
it  is  expected  there  will  be  a  great  gathering.  I  find  the 
preachers  to  be  very  cordial  and  grateful. 

Kingston  June  8th. — The  official  lay  members  of  the  Church 
in  the  city  of  Kingston  presented  a  congratulatory  address  to 
the  Conference  this  forenoon,  in  which  they  referred  with  great 
feeling  and  force  to  the  University  question,  also  to  the  repre- 
sentatives of  the  Conference  at  Quebec,  and  especially  to  my- 
self— requesting  that  the  Guardian  might  be  more  and  more 
the  medium  of  furnishing  the  connexion  with  facts  and  informa- 
tion on  the  subject,  and  that  my  Defence  should  be  inserted  in 
it  for  the  information  of  our  people. 

Rev.  G.  R.  Sanderson,  seconded  by  Rev.  W.  JefFers,  moved  a 
vote  of  thanks  to  the  official  members  of  Kingston  for  their 
address.  Rev.  J.  Spencer,  Editor  of  the  Guardian,  regarded 
the  address  as  an  attack  upon  himself,  and  said  the  lay  mem- 
bers had  been  instigated  to  make  the  attack  upon  him.  Dr. 
Wood  showed  that  the  address  simply  made  a  request.  Mr. 
Spencer  was  considered  to  have  made  a  great  mistake  for 
himself. 

The  feeling  of  Conference  in  regard  to  myself  is  very  cordial 
and  very  enthusiastic  on  the  University  question.  The  article 
in  The  Canadian  Church  is  much  admired.  A  copy  of  it  has 
been  sent  to  the  Montreal  Gazette,  also  to  the  Kingston  Daily 
News.  It  is  an  able  and  most  scholarly  article. 

Kingston,  J.une  13th. — Yesterday  afternoon,  the  Conference  considered  and 
unanimously  and  cordially  adopted  a  series  of  resolutions  on  the  University 
question — thanking  those  who  were  at  Quebec,  especially  myself— endorsing 
the  memorial  pamphlet.  My  name  was  received  with  cheers,  whenever 
mentioned  in  the  resolutions.  In  the  evening,  a  public  meeting  was  held, 
and  it  was  a  perfect  ovation  to  myself.  Some  of  those  present  thought  that 
that  was  the  object  of  the  meeting.  Rev.  W.  Jeffers,  the  new  editor,  made 
an  excellent  speech.  Rev.  Lachlan  Taylor  read  extracts  in  a  most  amusing 
and  effective  manner  from  the  Hamilton  Spectator,  Colonist,  Echo,  and  Church 
Press.  The  Hon.  Mr.  Ferrier  spoke  most  happily  on  the  effect  of  the  dis- 
cussion, and  also  of  the  effect  of  my  speech  on  the  members  of  both  branches 
of  the  Legislature.  I  was  cheered  throughout,  and  sat  down  with  four  long 
rounds  of  cheers.  There  was  much  laughter,  and  occasional  deep  feeling 
during  my  criticisms  on  the  variations,  and  some  of  the  topics  of  the  speeches 
of  my  opponents  at  Quebec,  especially  the  after-dinner  speeches  at  the  To- 
ronto University  gathering. 


CHAPTER  LIX. 

1861-1866. 

PERSONAL  INCIDENTS. — DR.  RYERSON'S  VISITS  TO  NORFOLK  Co. 

DURING  the  years  of  1861-1866,  Dr.  Ryerson  was  chiefly 
engaged  in  his  official  duties,  and  part  of  the  time  with 
the  University  question.  There  is,  therefore,  little  to  record 
during  these  years  except  personal  matters.  The  ^following 
letters  from  two  of  his  brothers  indicate  how  strong  was  their 
attachment  to  him  : — 

Brantford,  4th  October,  1861 . — Rev.  John  Ryerson  writes  :  I  have  derived 
more  benefit  from  reading  Milner's  History  this  time  than  I  ever  did  before; 
especially  the  experience,  writings,  &c.,  of  St.  Augustine,  Cyprian,  Bernard, 
Luther  and  Zwingle.  St.  Augustine's  conversion  and  "confessions"  have 
been  much  blessed  to  me.  I  have  been  led  to  examine  with  more  care  and 
prayerful  attention  than  ever  before,  the  power,  influence,  and  fruits  of  vital 

§)dliness,  as  experienced  and  manifested  in  the  hearts  and  lives  of  both  the 
reek  and  Latin  Fathers  ;  and  also  the  principal  instruments  of  the  Refor- 
mation in  the  sixteenth  century.  0  !  the  power,  wisdom,  and  goodness  of 
God  ;  displayed  in  all  these  scenes,  matters  and  lives  1 

Kingston,  May  8th,  1862. — The  Rev.  Geo.  Ryerson  writes  :  We  arrived 
here  safely  this  morning.  I  write  this  by  the  first  mail  because  I  feel 
anxious  concerning  you.  I  fear  that  if  you  undertake  a  journey  to  Quebec 
in  your  present  state  of  weakness  and  disease,  that  it  will  be  fatal  to  you. 
You  are  providentially  unable  to  bear  the  bodily  and  mental  exertion.  God 
does  not  send  a  sick  man  to  labour  in  any  good  work,  and  he  requires  us  to 
use  ourselves  tenderly,  when  he  weakens  us. 

Branlford,  May  9th. — Rev.  John  Ryerson  writes  :  I  had  no  idea  that  you 
had  been  so  seriously  ill.  It  is,  however,  gratifying  now  to  learn  that  you 
are  convalescent,  and  the  loss  of  a  little  of  your  "fleshly  substance"  may 
prove  no  great  calamity.  Were  I  to  lose  "  forty  pounds,"  as  you  have,  there 
would  be  very  little  of  me  left ! 

Brantford,  December  22nd — Rev.  John  Ryerson  writes :  During  my  long 
missionary  tour  I  preached  about  ten  times,  always  with  liberty  and  freedom. 
Since  I  returned  home  I  have  resumed  all  of  my  domestic  and  private  devo- 
tional exercises,  and  after  my  missionary  labours  realize  the  return  of  quiet 
peace  and  spiritual  communion.  Recently,  after  much  prayer,  I  received  a 
great  blessing  to  my  soul,  the  peace  of  God  coming  down  upon  my  heart  and 
going  all  over  me,  and  I  still  have  peace.  God  is  my  portion,  my  righteous- 
ness, and  my  salvation  all  the  day  long. 

In  September,  1864,  Dr.  Ryerson  wrote  the  following  account 
of  visits  which  he  made  to  his  native  county  of  Norfolk  : — 
In  compliance  with  many  requests,  I  have  thought  it  would  not  be  im- 


536  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.LIX. 

proper,  and  might  be  acceptable  to  my  Norfolk  friends,  for  me  to  give  an 
account  of  my  visits  during  the  last  two  years  to  my  native  place,  and  to  the 
Island  within  Long  Point,  which  my  father  obtained  from  the  Crown,  and 
which  now  belongs  to  me — marked  on  old  maps  as  Pottahawk  Point,  but 
designated  on  later  maps,  and  more  generally  known,  as  "  Ryerson's  Island.!' 

I  may  remark,  by  way  of  preface,  that  for  more  than  thirty-five  years  of 
my  public  life  my  constitution  and  brain  seemed  to  be  equal  to  any  amount 
of  labour  which  I  might  impose  on  them  ;  but  of  late  years,  the  latter  has 
been  the  seat  of  alarming  attacks  and  severe  pain,  under  any  protracted  or 
intense  labour  ;  and  the  former  has  been  impaired  by  labour  and  disease. 
Change  of  scene  and  out-door  exercise  have  proved  the  most  effectual  remedy 
for  both.  My  first  adoption  of  this  course  (apart  from  foreign  travel)  was 
two  years  since,  when  a  month's  daily  sea-bathing,  boating  and  walking,  at 
Cape  Elizabeth,  near  Portland,  State  of  Maine,  contributed  greatly  to  the 
improvement  of  my  health  and  strength.  After  again  resuming  my  usual 
work  for  several  weeks,  I  found  that  my  relief,  if  not  safety,  required  a 
further  suspension  of  ordinary  mental  labour,  and  diversion  of  my  thought 
by  new  objects.  I  determined  to  visit  the  place  of  my  birth  and  the  scenes 
of  my  youth.  At  Port  Ryerse  I  made  myself  a  little  skiff  alter  the  model  of 
one  I  had  seen  at  the  sea-side,  and  in  which  I  rowed  myself  to  and  from 
Ryerson's  Island,  a  distance  of  some  thirteen  miles  from  Port  Ryerse,  and 
about  four  miles  from  the  nearest  mainland — the  end  of  Turkey  Point. 

Last  autumn  I  lodged  two  weeks  on  the  farm  on  which  I  was  born,  with 
the  family  of  Mr.  Joseph  Duncan,  where  the  meals  were  taken  daily  in  a 
room  the  wood-werk  of  which  I,  as  an  amateur  carpenter,  had  finished  more 
than  forty  years  ago,  while  recovering  from  a  long  and  serious  illness. 

When  invited  to  meet  and  address  the  common  schools  of  the  county  of 
Norfolk,  at  a  county  school  picnic  held  in  a  grove  near  Simcoe,  the  24th  of 
last  June,  I  determined  to  proceed  thither,*  not  by  railroad  and  stage,  as 
usual,  but  in  a  skiff  fifteen  feet  and  a  half  long,  in  which  I  had  been  accus- 
tomed for  some  months  to  row  in  Toronto  Harbour,  between  six  and  eight 
o'clock  in  the  morning. 

Providing,  as  far  as  possible,  against  the  double  danger  of  swamping  and 
capsizing,  by  a  canvas  deck,  proper  ballast,  and  fittings  of  the  sail,  I  crossed 
Lake  Ontario  alone  from  Toronto  to  Port  Dalhousie  in  nine  hours  ;  had  my 
skiff  conveyed  thence  to  Port  Colborne  on  a  Canadian  vessel,  through  the 
Welland  Canal,  and  proceeded  along  the  north  shore  of  Lake  Erie,  rowing  in 
one  day,  half-way  against  head  wind,  from  the  mouth  of  Grand  River  to  Port 
Dover,  a  distance  of  forty  miles,  taking  refreshments  and  rest  at  farm  houses, 
and  bathing  three  times  during  the  day.  The  following  day  scarcely  con- 
scious of  fatigue,  I  delivered  two  addresses  ;  the  one  to  a  vast  assemblage  of 
school  pupils  and  their  friends,  in  a  grove ;  the  other  a  lecture  to  teachers  and 
trustees  in  the  evening. 

After  visiting  my  island  and  witnessing  the  productive  and  excellent  garden 
of  the  family  that  occupies  it,  I  returned  to  Toronto  in  my  skiff,  by  the  way 
of  Niagara  river,  sailing  in  one  day  between  sun-rise  and  sun-set  (stopping 
for  three  hours  at  Port  Colborne)  from  Grand  River  to  Chippewa,  within 
two  miles  of  the  Falls.  I  had  my  skiff  conveyed  on  a  waggon  over  the  portage 
from  Chippewa  to  Queenstown  (ten  miles),  and  started  from  Niagara  to  To- 
ronto about  noon  of  the  first  Friday  in  July.  When  a  little  more  than  half 
way  across  the  lake,  I  encountered  a  heavy  north-east  storm  of  rain  and 
wind,  and  a  fog  so  thick  as  to  completely  obscure  the  Toronto  light-house, 
•which  was  within  a  mile  of  me.  When  it  became  so  dark  that  I  could  not 
see  my  compass,  I  laid  my  course,  with  the  sail  reefed,  by  the  wind  and 
waves,"  reaching  (a  mile  west  of  my  due  course)  the  east  side  of  the  Humber 
Bay,  between  ten  and  eleven  in  the  evening,  and  making  my  way,  by  a  hard 
pull,  to  the  Toronto  Yacht  Club  House  a  little  before  midnight. 


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About  four  weeks  since  my  son  and  myself  made  the  voyage  in  the  same 
skiff  from  Toronto  to  Long  Point,  but  proceeding  by  railroad  from  Port 
Dalhousie  to  Port  Colborne,  intending  to  spend  a  week  or  two  on  the  farm, 
and  two  or  three  days  on  the  Island. 

T  conclude  this  epitomised  sketch  with  three  remarks.  I  am 
satisfied  of  the  truth  of  what  I  have  long  believed,  that  a  small 
boat  is  as  safe,  if  not  safer,  than  a  large  one,  if  properly  con- 
structed, fitted  out,  trimmed,  and  managed.  I  believe  that 
many  a  large  open  boat,  if  not  capsized  by  the  wind,  would 
have  been  swamped  by  the  waves  over  which  my  little  craft 
rode  in  safety. 

I  have  never  experienced  the  benefit  of  out-door  exertion 
and  the  comfort  of  retirement  to  the  same  degree  as  during 
these  excursions,  besides  daily  riding  on  horseback  and  prepar- 
ing all  the  wood  consumed  at  my  cottage.  Between  two  and 
three  years  ago  I  found  it  painful  labour  to  walk  one  mile,  I 
have  since  walked  twelve  miles  in  a  day,  besides  attending  to 
other  duties — an  improvement  of  my  general  system,  which  is 
already  acting  sensibly  and  encouragingly  on  the  seat  of  thought 
and  nervous  influence.  In  my  lonely  voyage  from  Toronto  to 
Port  Kyerse,  the  scene  was  often  enchanting,  and  the  solitude 
sweet  beyond  expression.  I  have  witnessed  the  setting  sun 
amidst  the  Swiss  and  Tyrolese  Alps,  from  lofty  elevations,  on 
the  plains  of  Lombardy,  from  the  highest  eminence  of  the 
Appenines,  between  Bologna  and  Florence,  and  from  the  crater 
summit  of  Vesuvius,  but  I  never  was  more  delighted  and 
impressed  (owing,  perhaps,  in  part  to  the  susceptible  state  of 
my  feelings)  with  the  beauty,  effulgence,  and  even  sublimity  of 
atmospheric  phenomena,  and  the  softened  magnificence  of  sur- 
rounding objects,  than  in  witnessing  the  setting  sun  the  23rd  of 
June,  from  the  unruffled  bosom  of  Lake  Erie,  a  few  miles  east 
of  Port  Dover,  and  about  a  mile  from  the  thickly  wooded  shore, 
with  its  deepening  and  variously  reflected  shadows.  And  when 
the  silent  darkness  enveloped  all  this  beauty,  and  grandeur,  and 
magnificence  in  undistinguishable  gloom,  my  mind  experienced 
that  wonderful  sense  of  freedom  and  relief  which  come  from, 
all  that  suggests  the  idea  of  boundlessness — the  deep  sky,  the 
dark  night,  the  endless  circle,  the  illimitable  waters.  The 
world  with  its  tumult  of  cares  seemed  to  have  retired,  and  God 
and  His  works  appeared  all  in  all,  suggesting  the  enquiry  which 
faith  and  experience  promptly  answered  in  the  affirmative — 

With  glorious  clouds  encompassed  round 

Whom  angels  dimly  see  ; 
Will  the  unsearchable  be  found  ; 

Will  God  appear  to  me  ? 

My  last  remark  is  the  vivifying  influence  and  unspeakable 
pleasure  of  visiting  scenes  endeared  to  me  by  many  tender,  and 


538  THE  STORY  OF  M7  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LIX. 

comparatively  few  painful  recollections.  Amid  the  fields, 
woods,  out-door  exercises,  and  associations  of  the  first  twenty 
years  of  my  life,  I  have  seemed  to  forget  the  sorrows,  labours 
and  burdens  of  more  than  two  score  years,  and  to  be  trans- 
ported back  to  what  was  youthful,  simple,  healthy,  active,  and 
happy.  I  can  heartily  symyathise  with  the  feelings  of  Sir 
Walter  Scott  when,  in  reply  to  Washington  Irving,  who  had 
expressed  disapprobation  in  the  scenery  of  the  Tweed,  im- 
mortalized by  the  genius  of  the  Border  Minstrel,  he  said, — 

It  may  be  partiality,  but  to  my  eyes  these  gray  hills  and  all  this  wild 
border  country  have  beauties  peculiar  to  themselves.  I  like  the  very  naked- 
ness of  the  land.  It  has  something  bold,  and  stern,  and  solitary  about  it. 
When  I  have  been  for  some  time  in  the  rich  scenery  of  Edinburgh,  which  is 
ornamented  garden  land,  I  begin  to  wish  myself  back  again  among  my  honest 
gray  hills,  and  if  I  did  not  see  the  heather  at  least  once  a  year  I  think  I 
should  die. 

Dr.  Ryerson  was  very  bold  and  skilful  in  the  management 
of  a  sail  boat,  as  may  be  inferred  from  the  foregoing  incidents. 
On  one  occasion,  a  few  years  ago,  while  sailing  on  the  Toronto 
bay  in  his  skiff,  he  was  overtaken  by  a  gale,  during  which  the 
steeple  of  Zion  Church  was  blown  down,  but,  through  God's 
goodness,  he  reached  terra  firma  in  safety. 

He  frequently  sailed  his  little  craft,  as  he  has  mentioned, 
from  Port  Ryerse  and  Port  Rowan  to  his  Long  Point  cottage — 
a  distance  of  thirteen  and  nine  miles  respectively — and  that, 
too,  in  all  sorts  of  weather,  and  sometimes  when  much  larger 
boats  would  not  venture  outside  of  the  harbour. 

For  many  years  Dr.  Ryerson  was  considered  one  of  the  best 
shots  at  Long  Point.  When  over  seventy  years  of  age,  he 
killed  from  seventy  to  eighty  duck  in  one  day  in  his  punt  and 
with  his  own  gun.  In  the  spring  of  1880,  when  in  his  seventy- 
eighth  year,  he  was  overtaken  by  darkness,  and,  not  being  able 
to  reach  his  cottage,  was  compelled  to  remain  all  night  in  the 
marsh.  Rolling  himself  up  in  his  blankets,  in  his  boat,  he 
quietly  went  to  sleep.  In  the  early  morning  he  was  rewarded 
by  capturing  nine  wild  geese. 

He  crossed  Lake  Ontario,  between  Toronto  and  Port  Dal- 
housie,  four  times  alone  in  his  skiff  (only  sixteen  feet  long), 
and  three  times  accompanied  by  his  son.  Fear  was  unknown 
to  him,  and  he  never  lost  his  presence  of  mind,  even  in  the 
most  perilous  circumstances. 

Another  favourite  recreation  of  his  was  riding.  He  was 
often  seen  before  six  o'clock  in  the  morning  enjoying  a  canter 
in  the  suburbs  of  Toronto. 

Writing  to  me  from  Ridge  way  in  August,  1866,  he  said : — 
To-day  I  left  Toronto  in  my  little  skiff  for  Port  Dalhousie. 


1861-66]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  539 

The  lake  was  as  smooth  as  glass  the  greater  part  of  .the  day, 
and  the  latter  part  of  the  day  there  was  not  a  breath  of  wind, 
so  that  I  had  to  row.  I  got  into  Port  Dalhousie  in  the  evening. 
I  was  at  the  Queen's  Own  camp  at  Thorold  yesterday.  I  visited 
a  large  number  of  tents,  and  examined  the  whole  mode  of 
living,  and  especially  of  cooking.  It  was  amusing,  among  other 
cases  of  the  same  kind,  to  see  several  young  gentlemen  of 
Toronto  cooking,  and  others  assisting.  I  saw  them  cuttinor 
their  meat,  etc.  They  have  the  reputation  of  being  the  best 
cooks  in  the  battalion.  I  go  to  Port  Colborne  in  the  rail  cars, 
and  will  proceed  in  my  skiff  to  Port  Ryerse,  or  rather  to  Port 
Dover  first.  I  hope  to  get  there  to-morrow.  I  went  over  the 
battle-ground  here  last  evening. 

As  many  people  were  curious  to  know  how  Dr.  Ryerson  spent 
his  time  at  his  Long  Point  cottage,  the  following  letter,  written 
to  his  cousin,  Major  Ryerse,  in  April,  1873,  will  supply  the 
information.  It  relates  to  one  day's  experience,  and  was  about 
the  average  of  these  experiences  there : — On  leaving  the  island 
cottage,  I  paddled  and  pushed  my  boat  about  six  miles  in  the 
marsh,  Monday  forenoon.  I  rowed  all  the  way  to  Port  Ryerse 
against  a  head  wind,  one  part  of  the  way  so  strong  that  I 
shipped  a  good  deal  of  water,  and  got  wet.  I  was  from  two  to 
eight  o'clock  rowing  from  my  cottage  to  Port  Ryerse.  I  was 
too  wet  and  fatigued  to  walk  to  your  house,  but  went  to  bed 
at  nine,  got  up  at  five,  and  started  for  Simcoe  at  six.  I  walked 
eight  miles  out  of  ten  on  the  ice,  from  Port  Rowan  over — going 
the  other  two  miles  by  water,  in  a  skiff  which  we  took  with  us 
on  a  hand-sled,  During  the  first  eight  days  I  did  not  go  out 
in  the  marsh  at  all,  but  devoted  myself  wholly  to  my  papers 
and  books.  The  second  week  I  went  out  three  times,  about 
three  hours  each,  got  a  little  game,  but  not  enough  to  leave  any 
on  the  way,  except  to  a  few  friends.  I  am  now  beginning  to 
enjoy  rest  more  than  exertion  ;  and  am  not  certain  when  I  shall 
come  again,  or  whether  I  shall  come  at  all  again. 

While  on  his  educational  tour  in  1866,  Dr.  Ryerson  wrote  to 
me  from  Napanee,  and  said : — There  was  a  very  large  meeting 
in  Picton  on  Saturday  and  another  here  to-day,  and  both  went 
with  me  in  everything,  with  showers  of  compliments  and  almost 
enthusiastic  feeling. 

A  large  number  of  the  oldest  settlers  and  Methodists  were 
invited  to  meet  me  last  night  at  Mr.  Dorland's,  in  Adolphus- 
town.  The  service  in  the  evening  was  to  them  a  feast  of  fat 
things,  and  some  of  them  spoke  of  it  as  the  happiest  occasion 
of  their  lives.  I  felt  very  happy  with  them.  They  said  it 
reminded  them  of  "  old  times." 


CHAPTER  LX. 

1887. 

LAST  EDUCATIONAL  VISIT  TO  EUROPE. — REV.  DR.  PUNSHON. 

IN  1867  Dr.  Ryerson  made  his  last  educational  tour  to  Europe. 
On  his  return  he  prepared  two  elaborate  reports — one  on 
Systems  of  Education  in  Europe,  and  the  other  on  the  Educa- 
tion of  the  Deaf  and  Dumb.  He  also  went  to  Paris  as  an 
Honorary  Commissioner  to  the  International  ^Exhibition  held 
in  that  city  in  1867.  While  absent  he  constantly  wrote  to  me. 
From  his  letters  I  make  the  following  selections  : — 

Paris,  January  22nd,  1867. — The  pretended  concessions  of 
the  Emperor  of  France  to  the  French  nation  was  not  much 
thought  of  in  Paris,  as  it  is  regarded  here  of  little  value. 
His  announcement  of  his  concessions,  as  being  final,  will  do 
him  more  harm,  than  the  concessions  themselves  will  do  good. 

The  Attorney-General  told  me  to-day  that  I  had  won  the 
the  heart  of  Mr.  Adderly,  M.P.,  Under-Secretary  of  State  for 
the  Colonies,  who  is  an  able  man.  The  Attorney-General  gave 
rne  a  note  of  introduction  to  him  (in  the  absence  of  Lord 
Carnarvon)  in  order  to  introduce  me  to  Lord  Stanley,  which 
Mr.  Adderly  did.  He  asked  me  many  questions  about  our 
school  system,  and  told  the  Attorney-General  I  had  given  him 
an  immense  deal  of  information  in  a  short  time. 

Nice,  February  25. — We  left  Paris  Wednesday  evening,  and 
reached  Marseilles  Thursday  noon — passing  Lyons,  Yienne, 
Avignon,  etc.,  in  the  valley  of  the  Rhone,  by  daylight.  The 
scenery  was  very  beautiful,  vine-yards  on  the  hillsides,  culti- 
vated fields,  trees  and  shrubs  green,  almonds  in  blossom.  In 
the  afternoon  we  "  did  "  Marseilles,  visiting  the  Exchange,  the 
Palais  de  Justice,  the  ancient  and  modern  port  with  its  thousands 
of  ships, — 28,000  entering  it  per  year — ascended  the  lofty 
mount,  with  garden  walls  on  its  sides,  to  the  Notre  Dame  church 
which  surmounts  it — a  small  church  of  the  sailors  hung  with 
innumerable  characteristic  mementoes  of  their  escapes  from 
shipwreck,  through  the  intercession  of  their  Mother-protector! 
The  view  of  the  city  and  surrounding  country,  all  dotted  with 
villas,  is  magnificent.  Next  morning  we  started  for  Nice. 


1861-66]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  541 

Toulon,  the  Mediterranean  naval  station  of  France,  is  about 
thirty-six  miles  this  side  of  Marseilles — about  one-third  of  the 
way  to  Nice.  It  is  strongly  fortified ;  its  port,  which  is  admir- 
able, contains  many  French  ships  of  war.  The  population  is 
about  50,000.  Between  Toulon  and  Nice  lies  the  town  of 
Cannes — a  rival  to  Nice  as  a  resort  for  invalids.  The  scenery 
from  Marseilles  to  Nice  is  beautiful,  and  sometimes  grand — 
the  sea  on  one  side,  and  the  gardens,  fields,  olive  and  orange 
orchards,  hillsides  and  mountain  slopes,  dotted  with  hamlets 
and  villas,  on  the  other.  In  the  back-ground  of  Nice  are  seen 
the  maritime  Alps.  Oranges  are  here  seen  on  the  trees ;  and 
the  trees,  shrubs  and  flowers  are  green,  and  some  of  them  in 
blossom.  The  breezes  gentle,  the  sun  bright  and  warm,  the  sky 
clear,  and  the  atmosphere  soft  and  balmy,  one  seems  to  inhale 
healthful  vigour  with  every  breath,  and  to  behold  cheerful 
beauty  on  every  side. 

I  have  here  met  my  old  friend,  Dr.  Pantelioni,  who  attended 
me  when  I  was  ill  in  Rome,  who  was  employed  by  Count 
Cavour  to  negotiate  with  Prince  Napoleon  and  the  Ernperor  the 
treaty  of  the  loth  September,  by  which  the  French  troops  have 
evacuated  Rome ;  but  he  is  now  an  exile  from  Rome,  but  hopes 
soon  to  return  thither.  He  has  the  first  medical  practice  here, 
as  he  had  at  Rome. 

Florence,  March  19th. — Since  I  wrote  to  you  from  Rome,  we 
went  to  Naples,  in  ten  hours,  by  railway;  spent  three  days 
there,  and  returned,  the  fourth,  here — in  23  hours  from  Naples 
— arriving  here  Sunday  morning,  in  time  to  dress,  get  breakfast, 
and  go  "to  church,  where  we  heard  the  liturgy  read  evangelically, 
and  a  good  evangelical  sermon.  The  Church  at  Rome  is  High 
Church;  that  at  Florence  is  evangelical.  But  I  heard  an 
excellent  service  from  the  Dean  of  Ely  (Mr.  Goodwin),  at  Rome. 
I  can  give  you  no  particulars  of  our  tour.  I  do  not  enjoy  it. 
I  have  wished  a  good  many  times  that  you  were  in  my  place, 
and  that  I  had  a  week's  quiet  on  my  Island.  Rome  was  dirty, 
as  well  as  almost  wholly  given  to  superstition,  though  there  is 
a  strong  and  widespread  hostility  among  the  masses  to  the 
temporal  power  of  the  Pope.  Naples  was  dirty,  but  evinced 
much  business  activity.  Florence  is  clean,  industrious,  and  all 
the  people  cleanly  and  well-dressed,  except  some  beggars — an 
old  !  legacy.  But  the  general  hostility  to  the  priesthood  is 
remarkable,  though  not  surprising.  The  Government  had 
gained  in  the  recent  elections,  but  has  a  difficult  part  to  play, 
between  the  Church  and  Anti- Church  parties,  and  keeping  up 
a  large  army,  and  imposing  heavy  taxes,  of  which  all  complain. 

Venice,  March  28th. — At  Florence,  the  British  Minister  intro- 
duced me  to  Count  Usedon,  the  Prussian  Minister  at  Florence, 


542  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LX 

formerly  at  Paris,  a  most  delightful  and  variously  learned  man, 
who  invited  me  to  go  to  his  villa,  but  I  had  not  time,  and  who 
told  rne  all  about  the  working  of  the  Prussian  System  of  Public 
Instruction,  in  each  neighbourhood — saying  that  the  law  had 
not  been  changed  at  all  since  I  was  in  Prussia;  that  the  Govern- 
ment did  nothing  but  inspect,  and  see  that  each  locality  had  a 
school  of  a  certain  kind,  and  that  each  person  educated  his 
children ;  but  that  each  locality  taxed  itself  for  the  support  of 
its  school.  He  told  me  I  could  find  nothing  suitable  to  my 
purpose  in  Prussia,  in  respect  to  the  militia  organization  in 
connection  with  the  school  system,  as  there  was  no  connection 
between  the  one  and  the  other,  and  that  the  military  system 
was  expensive,  and  much  interfered  with  the  ordinary  employ- 
ments ;  but  that  Switzerland  was  the  place  for  me  to  learn  and 
study  the  blending  of  the  school  system  with  military  training, 
in  consequence  of  which  every  Swiss  had  a  good  education, 
understood  the  use  of  arms  and  military  drill,  and  was  yet 
practical,  industrious,  and  sober,  while  the.  whole  system  was 
very  inexpensive.  He  gave  me  a  letter  of  introduction  to  a 
friend  of  his  in  Switzerland,  who  could  give  me  every  informa- 
tion I  might  desire,  and  all  needful  documents. 

LakeComo, April  1st. — This  is  the  first  place  of  rest  and  retire- 
ment that  we  have  had  since  we  came  to  Europe.  We  are  inhal- 
ing fresh  country  air  every  day.  We  are  in  the  centre  of  a  natu- 
ral magnificence,  beauty,  and  grandeur  such  as  I  have  never 
witnessed — before  us  the  little,  deep,  Y-shaped  lake,  abounding 
in  fish,  dotted  with  skiffs,  skirted  with  flower  gardens,  walks, 
shrubs,  and  villas,  and  overhung  on  either  side  by  snow-capped 
mountains — roses  and  plants  and  green  flowers  at  the  bottom  of 
the  mountains — craggy  rocks  and  deep  snow  at  the  top,  and  all 
apparently  within  a  mile's  distance.  Here  where  we  stop  is  the 
villa  of  the  Duke  of  Meiningen,  and  the  palace-residence  of  the 
late  Queen  Caroline  of  England  (now  an  hotel),  and  the  villa 
of  the  King  of  the  Belgians — a  favourite  place  of  retirement  of 
the  late  King.  What  I  have  witnessed  here,  in  the  quiet  Sab- 
bath of  yesterday,  has  given  me  more  impressive  views  of  the 
varied  beauty  and  magnificence  of  the  works  of  God  than  I 
ever  had  before,  though  I  had  travelled  much,  and  finished  my 
sixty -fourth  year  the  Sabbath  before. 

London,  30th  April. — I  was  present  two  hours  at  the  anni- 
versary of  the  Church  Missionary  Society — heard  the  report  (a 
very  good  one)  read,  and  heard  Lord  Chichester  (President),  the 
Lord  Bishop  of  Norwich,  Dean  of  Carlisle,  and  the  Lord  Bishop 
of  Cork.  The  speaking  was  evangelical — Methodistically  ex- 
perimental, but  nothing  like  so  able  and  effective  as  that  at  the 
Wesleyan  Missionary  meeting  yesterday. 


1867]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  543 

I  attended  a  meeting  this  afternoon  at  City  Road  Chapel,  to 
hear  an  address  from  Lord  Shat'tesbury  on  Ragged  Schools,  and 
to  witness  the  laying  of  the  corner-stone  of  a  chapel  school- 
house  in  an  alley  about  six  minutes'  walk  from  City  Road 
Wesleyan  Chapel — one  of  the  most  wretched  neighbourhoods 
in  London.  I  never  knew  before  what  the  ragged  poor  of 
London,  in  the  lanes  and  alleys,  were.  I  never  witnessed  such 
a  sight  of  squalid  wretchedness — the  neighbourhood  literally 
swarming  with  children — every  window  of  the  houses  around 
full  of  heads — all  indicating  that  lowest  degradation,  but  many 
of  the  children  had  good  features  and  bright  eyes  sparkling 
through  the  encrustation  of  dirt.  We  have  no  such  class  in 
Canada,  and  I  hope  we  never  may. 

Lord  Shaftesbury's  remarks  were  of  the  highest  type  of- 
Scriptural  and  experimental  truth — eminently  practical  and  sug- 
gestive. His  address  to  the  poor  creatures,  at  the  laying  of  the 
corner-stone  of  the  edifice,  was  full  of  kindness  and  affection — 
adopting  even  the  very  style  of  address  common  among  the 
class  whom  he  addressed.  As  a  specimen,  his  Lordship  said : — 
"  I  just  heard  a  boy  say  behind  me, '  which  is  him  ?'  Now,  I  am 
him ;  you  want  to  see  him ;  and  I  want  to  see  you,  and  to  talk 
to  you,  and  to  do  you  good.  We  have  all  come  here  to  do  you 
good,  because  we  love  you,  and  the  poorer  you  are,  and  the  more 
you  suffer,  the  more  we  wish  to  help  you,  and  to  do  you  good." 
He  reminded  me  of  the  Saviour  going  about  doing  good,  and 
of  the  words  of  Job  (chap.  29),  "  When  the  ear  heard  me,  then 
it  blessed  me,  and  when  the  eye  saw  me  it  gave  witness  to  me, 
because  I  delivered  the  poor  that  cried,  and  the  fatherless,  and 
him  that  had  none  to  help  him,"  etc.  (verses  11,  13, 15,  and  16). 
It  was  to  me  an  impressive,  affecting,  and,  I  trust,  a  useful 
lesson. 

London,  1st  May. — We  attended  to-day  the  annual  meeting 
of  the  British  and  Foreign  Bible  Society.  The  Report  was 
admirably  read,  and  was  most  gratifying  and  encouraging.  The 
speeches  were  excellent,  and  some  parts  of  them  produced  a 
wonderful  effect.  The  Lord  Bishop  of  Carlisle  spoke  nobly 
and  scripturally  ;  the  Dean  of  Carlisle  spoke  fervently  and 
affectingly  ;  the  Rev.  Dr.  Miller  spoke  very  ably  and  effectively; 
but  Mr.  Calvert  (of  Fiji  mission),  spoke  irresistibly  to  the 
heart;  and  Dr.  Phillips  spoke  with  surpassing  beauty,  and 
charming  power.  The  latter  two  are  both  Welshmen,  and 
Methodists — the  former  a  Wesleyan,  and  the  latter  a  Whitfield 
Welsh  Methodist.  The  Rev.  Mr.  Nolan  spoke  with  great  excel- 
lence ;  Lord  Shaftesbury  speaks  as  a  matter  of  business,  natur- 
ally, simply,  but  with  dignity,  and  great  force. 

But  the  speeches  of  clergymen  to-day,  as  well  as  yesterday, 


544  THE  STOBY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LX. 

painfully  impressed  me  with  the  divided,  and  deplorable  state  of 
the  Church  of  England.  Indeed,  I  thought  to-day  that  it  was 
hardly  in  good  taste,  or  even  politic,  for  clergymen  to  give  such 
prominence  to  the  internal  heresies  and  divisions  of  the  Church, 
at  a  non-denominational  meeting,  and  before  their  brethren  of 
other  denominations,  and  before  the  world.  But  they  feel  that 
the  evil  and  danger  is  so  great  that  they  should  speak  out,  and 
do  so  on  all  occasions.  There  have  been  disputes  and  divisions 
among  the  Methodists,  on  personal  and  political  quasi-ecclesias- 
tical grounds,  but  never  of  the  grave  character  of  those  which 
agitate  the  Church  of  England.  It  is  the  opinion  of  many 
of  the  clergymen  and  laymen  of  the  Church,  that  a  formal  and 
great  separation  will  ere  long  take  place  between  the  opposing 
parties.  But,  still,  I  think  that  the  heart  of  the  Church  is 
sound — that  neither  the  ritualists  nor  the  neologists  touch  the 
masses  of  the  labouring  and  middle  classes — only  some  specula- 
tive minds,  and  imaginary  spirits,  seeking  for  excitement  in 
religion,  as  they  do  in  reading  novels,  and  at  the  theatre.  But, 
after  all,  I  believe,  as  I  hope,  the  Church  will  come  out  of  this 
fiery  trial,  better,  stronger,  and  more  qualified  to  do  good,  and 
with  a  deeper  baptism  of  the  Divine  Spirit  for  its  promotion. 
So  far  as  1  have  had  opportunity  to  mingle  with  the  ministers 
and  members,  and  to  witness  services  and  meetings,  I  think  I 
never  saw  the  Wesleyan  body  in  so  good  a  state ;  so  perfectly 
at  peace  and  united,  and  so  devoted  to  their  one  great  work ; 
and  with  a  fervour  and  depth  of  spirituality  not  excelled  even 
in  Mr.  Wesley's  day.  The  personal  example  and  influence  of 
the  most  eloquent  and  leading  men  in  the  Connexion  is  highly 
spiritual  and  practical. 

London,  5th  May. — During  my  present  visit  to  England  I 
have  been  so  deeply  impressed  with  the  vast  benefit  to  my 
native  land  by  a  visit  to  it  of  Rev.  William  Morley  Punshon 
that  I  have  written  to  him  on  the  subject,  and  have  got  others 
to  speak  to  him  about  it.  I  was  rejoiced,  therefore,  to  get  from 
him  a  note  to-day,  dated  Bristol,  4th  May,  as  follows : — The 
more  I  think  about  your  proposition  the  more  I  am  impressed 
that  it  is  in  the  order  of  Providence  that  I  should  accept  it.  I 
have  always  hoped  that  I  might  some  day  see  your  great  conti- 
nent and  have  the  opportunity  of  acquainting  myself  with  the 
capabilities  of  your  country,  and  with  the  work  which  has  been 
done  in  it ;  and  on  many  accounts  the  present  seems  to  be  the 
most  favourable  time.  If,  therefore,  you  should  honour  me 
with  an  invitation,  and  the  British  Conference  shall  see  good 
to  appoint  me,  I  shall  place  no  hindrance  in  the  way,  but  shall 
endeavour  to  regard  it  as  the  wish  of  the  Lord. 

London,  6th  May. — I  have  gratefully  replied  to  Mr.  Punshon, 


1867]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  545 

and  shall  now  return  to  Canada,  satisfied  that  I  have,  with 
God's  help,  accomplished  a  great  work  for  her,  and  that  we 
shall  reap  a  rich  reward  from  the  services  of  this  honoured 
minister  of  Christ. 

London,  15th  May. — In  a  kind  parting  note  from  Rev.  Dr. 
Elijah  Hoole  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  dated  Mission  House,  May  15th, 
the  former  says :  I  have  written  to  Dr.  Wood  to-day,  and  have 
informed  him  how  grateful  it  has  been  to  us  to  renew  our  per- 
sonal intercourse  with  you.  When  you  have  once  taken  your 
departure  we  may  hardly  hope  to  meet  again,  but  I  shall  always 
thankfully  retain  the  impression  of  the  ability  and  purity,  and 
Christian  love,  and  missionary  zeal,  which  have  always  distin- 
guished your  personal  intercourse  with  us. 

London,  19th  June. — This  day  I  had  the  pleasure  of  writing 
to  Rev.  William  Morley  Punshon,  inviting  him  to  my  house 
when  he  comes  to  Toronto.  I  said  to  him, — You  have  probably 
learned,  ere  this  reaches  you,  that  the  Canadian  Conference, 
(now  consisting  of  altogether  612  ministers  and  preachers),  has 
most  cordially  and  warmly  solicited  your  appointment  as  its 
next  President,  with  the  request  that  you  will  visit  and  travel 
through  Canada  the  current  year.  I  assume  that  you  will 
accept  this  appointment,  and  I  understood  from  Rev.  Gervase 
Smith  that  you  would  probably  come  to  Canada,  in  September 
or  October  next.  As  Toronto  is  the  centre  of  Methodism  in 
Canada,  as  well  as  the  largest  city,  and  capital  of  Canada  West, 
I  assume,  for  reasons  I  have  stated  in  a  letter  this  day  addressed 
to  your  friend,  Mr.  Gervase  Smith,  that  you  will  make  Toronto 
your  home.  I  shall  be  most  happy  to  entertain  you  and  yours, 
on  your  arrival  there.  I  shall  be  happy  to  do  all  in  my  power 
to  consult  your  wishes,  and  promote  your  comfort,  as  well  as 
usefulness,  "in  Canada.  I  pray  that  the  Lord  will  direct  your 
steps,  and  prosper  your  way,  to  us  in  this  country. 

London,  July  17th. — In  a  note  from  Rev.  Gervase  Smith  to 
Rev.  Dr.  Ryerson,  dated  July  17th,  he  says : — We  all  seemed  to 
feel  from  your  first  call  at  our  house,  that  we  were  adding 
another  valuable  friendship  to  our  list,  and  we  followed  you 
over  the  water  with  many  kind  feelings  and  remembrances.  I 
am  very  glad  to  hear  so  cheering  an  account  of  your  Conference. 
As  far  as  I  can  see,  the  way  is  opening  out  for  Mr.  Punshon's 
visit  to  Canada,  as  clearly  as  you  or  his  friends  in  this  country 
could  wish.  His  removal  from  us,  even  for  a  space,  will  be  a 
great  loss  to  us ;  and  on  grounds  of  friendship,  especially  so  to 
myself ;  but  I  hope  it  is  all  right.  It  is  our  earnest  prayer  that 
he,  and  the  Conference  in  his  case,  may  be  guided  rightly.  I 
should  very  much  like  to  accompany  him.  I  do  not  give  up  the 
hope  of  seeing  you  and  the  Canadian  world,  during  his  residence 
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546  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LX 

among  you.  I  have  formed  a  secret  resolution  to  steal  away 
for  a  few  weeks  within  the  next  year  or  two.  But  perhaps  it 
is  wrong  to  anticipate.  "  Ye  know  not  what  shall  be  on  the 
morrow." 

Toronto,  24th  July. — I  was  thankful  this  day  to  receive  from 
Rev.  Wm.  Morley  Punshon  a  letter  dated  Bristol,  10th  July, 
acknowledging  mine  to  him  of  the  19th  June.  He  says: — It 
brought  me  the  only  intimation  which  I  have  yet  received  of 
the  request  of  the  Canadian  Conference  that  I  should  be 
appointed  to  preside  over  its  next  session.  I  feel  humbled  and 
thankful  for  this  mark  of  the  confidence  of  my  brethren  over 
the  water,  and,  if  Providence  opens  my  way,  shall  regard  myself 
as  favoured  with  no  mean  opportunity  of  getting  and  doing 
good.  No  step  in  this  whole  matter  has  been  of  my  own 
motion.  I  am  simply  passive  in  the  hands  of  God  and  of  His 
Church.  You  have  very  truly  interpreted  my  wishes  and  feel- 
ings in  what  you  have  said  to  some  of  my  brethren.  All  our 
affairs  are  in  higher  hands  than  our  own ;  and  if  by  God's  over- 
ruling providence,  I  shall  be  assured  of  welcome  in  Canada,  and 
enabled  to  work  for  Christ  upon  that  continent,  which  I  have 
so  often  longed  to  see,  I  shall  regard  the  disruption  of  all  older 
ties,  and  the  sacrifice  of  present  position  in  this  country,  as  a 
small  price  to  pay — the  more,  if  I  can  aid  in  the  establishment 
of  a  grand  Methodist  confederacy  which  shall  be  one  of  the 
great  spiritual  powers  of  the  New  World. 

Dr.  Ryerson  adds,  With  a  grateful  heart  at  God's  goodness  in 
this  matter,  I  replied  to  the  letter  on  the  1st  of  August,  1867. 

While  I  was  in  England  in  1867,  Dr.  Ryerson  wrote  to  me 
(Toronto,  August  1st,)  to  say  that: — The  Rev.  W.  M.  Punshon, 
M.A.,  is  coming  out  to  Canada,  in  October,  with  his  family. 
He  has  addressed  me  several  inquiries,  which  I  answer  by  this 
mail ;  but  I  wrote  him  to  say  who  you  were,  what  your  address 
was  in  London,  and  that  you  could  give  him  every  needful 
information  and  suggestion  as  to  his  best  mode  of  proceedings. 
I  told  him  I  would  write  you,  and  request  you  to  write  him  a 
line — also  telling  him  your  address,  and  where  you  could  see 
him,  if  he  came  to  London,  and  offering  him  every  information 
in  your  power,  that  he  might  desire.  All  things  go  on  as  usual 
in  the  Office. 

Rev.  Gervase  Smith,  in  a  letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  dated  at  the 
Bristol  Conference,  4th  August  said : — We  have  had  many  im- 
portant conversations  and  decisions.  Some  of  which  will  be 
interesting  to  you,  and  the  Canadian  friends.  Mr.  Punshon's 
appointment  to  Canada  was  made  by  the  Conference.  I  need 
not  say  that  we  are  all  sorely  grieved  at  even  the  temporary 
loss  of  his  presence  and  service.  But  the  call  from  Canada  was 


1867]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  547 

loud,  and  Providence  seemed  to  indicate  the  way  thither.  I  need 
not  say  that  you  will  take  care  of  him,  and  let  us  have  him 
back  again  as  soon  as  practicable.  I  am  sure  that  his  sojourn 
among  you  will  be  made  a  great  blessing  to  multitudes,  and  I 
doubt  not  that  the  future  of  Methodism  in  Canada  will  be  in- 
fluenced by  it.  He  is  also  heartily  appointed  as  our  Represen- 
tative to  the  General  Conference  in  America.  I  judge  that  the 
Conference  now  being  held  here  will  be  regarded  in  the  future 
as  a  very  important  one. 


CHAPTER    LXI. 

1867. 

DR.  RYERSON'S  ADDRESS  ON  THE  NEW  DOMINION  OP  CANADA. 

WHILE  I  was  in  England,  in  1867,  Dr.  Ryerson  wrote  to  me 
late  in  July,  to  say : — Some  of  our  leading  public  men 
were  anxious  that  I  should  do  something  to  assist  in  placing 
government  upon  the  right  foundation  in  our  new  civil  state. 
But  before  communicating  with  them  I  determined  to  write 
boldly,  an  Address  to  the  people  of  Upper  Canada.  These  friends 
were  delighted  when  they  learned  my  determination,  after  I 
had  written  about  half  my  address.  It  was  printed  last  even- 
ing. It  will,  of  course,  draw  upon  me  a  great  deal  of  abuse. 
But  I  have  counted  the  cost,  and  thought  I  ought  to  issue  it 
under  the  circumstances.  I  think  a  reaction  is  already  begin- 
ning. I  have  thought  it  my  duty  to  make  one  more  special 
effort  to  save  the  country  from  future  wretchedness,  if  not  ruin, 
caused  by  the  bitter  party  spirit  of  the  press,  whatever  it  might 
cost  me.  .  .  I  am  wonderfully  well ;  but  take  some  exercise 
every  day,  and  do  not  work  very  long  at  a  time. 

The  Address  was  issued  in  pamphlet  form  in  July,  1867,  and 
under  the  title  of  "  The  New  Canadian  Dominion :  Dangers  and 
Duties  of  the  People  in  regard  to  their  Government."  From  it 
I  make  the  following  extracts  : 

While  I  heartily  unite  in  your  rejoicings  over  our  new  birth 
as  a  nation,  I  beg  to  address  you  some  words  on  our  national 
duties  and  interests.  I  do  so  because  my  opinions  and  advices 
have  been  requested  by  many  persons  deeply  interested  in  the 
public  welfare  ;  because  I  am  approaching  the  close  of  a  public 
life  of  more  than  forty  years,  during  which  I  have  carefully 
observed  the  hindrances  and  aids  of  our  social  progress,  and 
have  taken  part,  since  1825,  in  the  discussion  of  all  those  con- 
stitutional questions  which  involved  the  rights  and  relations  of 
religious  denominations  and  citizens,  and  which  have  resulted 
in  our  present  system  of  free  government  and  of  equal  rights 
among  all  religious  persuasions ;  because  my  heart's  desire  and 
prayer  to  God  is,  that  the  new  Dominion  of  Canada  may  become 
prosperous  and  happy,  by  beginning  well,  by  avoiding  those 


1867]  TEE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  549 

errors  which  have  in  time  past  been  injurious  to  ourselves,  and 
which  have  impeded  the  progress  and  marred  the  peace  of  other 
peoples,  and  by  adopting  those  maxims  of  both  feeling  and 
conduct  which  the  best  and  most  experienced  public  men  of 
Europe  and  America  have  enjoined  as  essential  to  the  strength 
and  happiness,  the  advancement  and  grandeur  of  a  nation.  .  . 

We  are  passing  from  an  old  into  a  new  state  of  political 
existence.  The  alleged  evils  of  former  civil  relations  have 
induced  the  creation  of  new  ones ;  and  the  denounced  evils  of  a 
former  system  of  government  have  led  to  the  establishment  of 
a  new  system.  .  .  We  have  been  raised  from  a  state  of 
colonial  subordination  to  one  of  affectionate  alliance  with  the 
mother  country.  Then  the  first  act  of  wisdom  and  duty  is,  to 
note  and  avoid  the  evils  which  marred  our  peace  and  prosperity 
in  our  former  state,  and  cultivate  those  feelings  and  develop 
those  principles  of  legislation  and  government  which  have  con- 
tributed most  to  the  promotion  of  our  own  happiness  and 
interests  as  well  as  those  of  other  nations. 

If  you  will  call  up  to  your  recollection  the  events  of  our 
country's  history  for  the  last  twenty  years,  I  am  sure  you  will 
agree  with  me  that  personal  hostilities  and  party  strife  have 
been  the  most  fatal  obstacles  to  our  happiness  and  progress  as 
a  people — an  immense  loss  of  time  and  waste  of  public  money 
in  party  debates  and  struggles — a  most  fruitful  source  of  par- 
tiality and  corruption  in  legislation  and  government.  .  .  . 
During  the  last  two  years  that  there  has  been  a  cessation  of 
party  hostilities  and  a  union  of  able  men  of  heretofore  differ- 
ing parties  for  the  welfare  of  the  country,  there  has  been  an 
economy,  intelligence  and  impartiality  in  legislation,  and  in  the 
whole  administration  of  government,  not  equalled  for  many 
years  past,  a  corresponding  improvement  in  the  social  feelings 
and  general  progress  of  the  country,  as  well  as  an  elevation  of 
our  reputation  and  character  abroad,  in  both  Europe  and 
America.  .  . 

In  no  respect  is  the  education  of  a  people  more  important 
than  in  respect  to  the  principles  of  their  government,  their 
rights  and  duties  as  citizens.  This  does  not  come  within  the 
range  of  elementary  school  teaching ;  but  I  have  sought  to 
introduce,  as  much  as  possible,  expositions  on  the  principles, 
spirit  and  philosophy  of  government,  in  my  annual  reports, 
and  other  school  addresses  and  documents,  during  the  last 
twenty  years,  and  so  to  frame  the  whole  school  system  as  to 
make  its  local  administration  an  instrument  of  practical  educa- 
tion to  the  people,  in  the  election  of  representatives,  and  the 
corporate  management  of  their  affairs — embracing  most  of  the 
elementary  principles  and  practice  of  civil  government,  and 


550  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LXI. 

doing  so  to  a  greater  extent  than  is  done  in  the  school  system 
of  any  country  in  Europe,  or  of  any  State  in  America.  And 
the  strength  and  success  of  the  school  system  in  any  munici- 
pality have  been  in  proportion  to  the  absence  of  party  spirit, 
and  the  union  of  all  parties  for  its  promotion.  .  .  What  is 
true  in  school  polity  is  true  in  civil  polity  ;  and  what  is  true  in 
the  educational  branch  of  the  public  service,  is  true  in  every 
branch  of  the  public  service. 

I  am  aware  that  many  good  and  intelligent  men,  of  different 
views  and  associations,  regard  partyism  as  a  necessity,  a  normal 
element,  in  the  operations  of  free  civil  government.  .  .  I 
think  they  are  in  error,  at  least  in  the  Canadian  sense  of  the 
term  party ;  and  that  this  error  has  been  at  the  bottom  of  most 
of  our  civil  discords  and  executive  abuses.  I  think  that  party- 
ism  is  a  clog  in  the  machinery  of  civil  government,  as  in  that 
of  school  or  municipal  government ;  in  which  there  is  free 
discussion  of  measures,  and  of  the  conduct  of  Trustees  and 
Councillors ;  and  there  have  been  elections  and  changes  of  men 
as  well  as  of  measures.  .  .  When  party  assumptions  and 
intolerance  have  gone  so  far  as  to  interfere  with  the  proper 
functions  of  government,  with  the  constitutional  rights  of 
citizens,  or  of  the  Crown,  I  have,  at  different  times,  in  former 
years,  being  trammelled  by  or  dependent  upon  no  party, 
endeavoured  to  check  these  party  excesses,  and  oppressions, 
sometimes  to  the  offence  of  one  party,  and  sometimes  to  the 
offence  of  another,  just  as  one  or  the  other  might  be  the  trans- 
gressor. I  was,  of  course,  much  assailed  by  the  parties  rebuked ; 
but  no  consideration  of  that  kind  should  prevent  the  public 
instructor — whether  educator  or  preacher — from  .  .  teaching 
what  he  believes  to  be  true  and  essential  to  the  advancement  of 
society,  please  or  offend  whom  itjaay,  or  however  it  may  affect 
him  personally. 

I  have  rejoiced  to  observe,  that  many  who  have  heretofore 
been  men  of  party  and  of  party  government  have  resolved  to 
inaugurate  the  new  system  of  government,  not  upon  the  acute 
angle  of  party,  but,  upon  the  broad  base  of  equal  and  impartial 
justice  to  all  parties,  the  only  moral  and  patriotic  principle  of 
government,  according  to  my  convictions,  and  the  only  principle 
of  government  to  make  good  and  great  men,  and  make  a  pro- 
gressive and  happy  country.  .  . 

Thankful  to  find  that  the  new  system  of  civil  government 
was  to  be  established  upon  the  same  principles  as  those  on 
which  our  school  system  has  been  founded  and  developed  to  the 
satisfaction  of  the  country,  and  to  the  admiration  of  all  foreign 
visitors;  and  believing  that  the  present  was  the  juncture  of 
time  for  commencing  a  new  and  brighter  era  in  the  history  of 


1867]  .      THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  551 

Canada — I  have  felt  that  it  had  a  claim  to  the  result,  in  epitome 
at  least,  of  my  fifty  years  reading  and  meditation,  and  more 
than  forty  years  occasional  discussion,  respecting  these  first 
principles  of  government,  for  the  freedom,  unity,  happiness, 
advancement  and  prosperity  of  a  people.  .  . 

I  believe  there  is  a  judgment,  a  conscience,  a  heart  in  the 
bosom  of  a  people,  as  well  as  in  that  of  an  individual,  not 
wholly  corrupted — at  least,  so  I  have  in  time  past  found  it  in 
the  people  of  Upper  Canada — and  to  that  judgment,  and  con- 
science, and  heart,  I  appeal.  If  what  I  have  written  is  true, 
and  if  what  I  have  suggested  is  wise,  just,  and  patriotic,  I  am 
not  concerned  as  to  what  any  deceptive  or  dishonest  art  can  do 
to  the  contrary ;  for,  as  Robert  Hall  beautifully  said,  on  a 
similar  occasion,  "  Wisdom  and  truth,  the  offspring  of  the  sky, 
are  immortal ;  but  cunning  and  deception,  the  meteors  of  the 
earth,  after  glittering  for  a  moment,  must  pass  away." 

After  devoting  several  pages  to  illustrate  the  evils  of  partyism 
in  government,  Dr.  Ryerson  proceeds : — This  partyism  in  gov- 
ernment is  contrary  to  the  avowed  principles  and  objects  of 
reformers  in  the  true  heroic  age  of  Canadian  reform.  "  Equal 
rights  and  privileges  among  all  classes,  without  regard  to  sect  or 
party,"  was  the  motto  of  the  reformers  of  those  days,  and  was 
repeated  and  placed  upon  their  banners  in  almost  every  variety 
of  style  and  form.  And  what  was  understood  and  meant  by  that 
expressive  motto,  in  the  whole  administration  of  government, 
will  be  seen  from  the  following  facts: — The  reformers  and 
reform  press  of  Upper  Canada,  hailed  and  rejoiced  in  the  prin- 
ciples of  the  government  of  Lord  Durham,  Lord  Sydenham  and 
Sir  Charles  Bagot.  The  Earl  of  Durham,  in  his  reply  to  the 
address  of  the  citizens  of  Toronto,  July,  1838,  said : 

On  my  part,  I  promise  you  an  impartial  administration  of  government. 
Determined  not  to  recognize  the  existence  of  parties,  provincial  or  imperial, 
classes  or  races,  I  shall  hope  to  receive  from  all  Her  Majesty's  subjects  those 
public  services,  the  efficiency  of  which  must  ever  mainly  depend  upon  their 
comprehensivenss.  Extend  the  veil  of  oblivion  over  the  past,  direct  to  the 
future  your  best  energies,  and  the  consequences  cannot  be  doubted. 

The  favourite  phrase  and  avowed  doctrine  of  Lord  Sydenham 
was  "  equal  and  impartial  justice  to  all  classes  of  Her  Majesty's 
subjects."  After  the  union  of  the  Canadas,  Lord  Sydenham 
appointed  Mr.  Draper  Attorney- General,  and  the  late  Mr.  R. 
Baldwin,  Solicitor-General  —  the  first  "coalition"  in  Upper 
Canada.  He  also  intimated  at  the  time  that  he  attached  equal 
importance  to  the  return  of  Mr.  Draper  and  Mr.  Baldwin  ;  and 
that  opposition  to  the  one  as  well  as  to  the  other,  under  what- 
ever pretence  it  may  be  got  up,  is  equally  opposition  to  the 
Governor-General's  administration.  Parties  and  party  spirit 


552  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LXI. 

have  nearly  ruined  the  country ;  the  object  of  the  Governor- 
General  is  to  abolish  parties  and  party  feelings  by  uniting  what 
is  good  in  both  parties.  .  . 

Lord  Sydenham's  two  years  administration  of  the  Canadian 
government  proved  the  greatest  boon  to  Upper  Canada,  and 
the  principles  and  policy  of  it  were  highly  approved  by  Re- 
formers and  the  Reform  press  generally.  .  . 

Judge  Story,  in  his  Commentaries  on  the  Constitution  of  the 
United  States,  says  : — 

The  best  talents  and  the  best  virtues  are  driven  from  office  by  intrigue  and 
corruption,  or  by  the  violence  of  the  press  or  of  party. 

In  harmony  with  the  statement  of  the  great  Judge  Story, 
the  famous  French  writer,  M.  de  Tocqueville,  in  his  Democracy 
in  America,  observes : — 

It  is  a  well  authenticated  fact  that,  at  the  present  day,  the  most  talented 
men  in  the  United  States  are  very  rarely  placed  at  the  head  of  affairs,  and  it 
must  be  acknowledged  that  such  has  been  the  result  in  proportion  as  demo- 
cracy has  outstripped  its  former  limits.  The  race  of  American  statesmen  has 
evidently  dwindled  most  remarkably  in  the  course  of  the  last  fifty  years. 

These  remarks  of  M.  de  Tocqueville  apply  to  some  extent  to 
Canada  where  there  has  been  a  manifest  decline  in  the  standing 
and  ability  of  our  public  men.  There  are  exceptions,  but  what 
instances  have  we  now  of  the  representatives  or  equals  of  the 
Robinsons,  the  Macaulays,  the  Bidwells,  the  Jones',  the 
Lafontaines,  the  Hagermans,  the  Baldwins,  the  Drapers,  the 
Will  sons,  and  many  other  political  men  of  forty  and  twenty 
years  ago  ?  *  To  what  is  this  decline  in  public  men,  in  an 
otherwise  advancing  country,  to  be  ascribed  but  to  the  un- 
scrupulous partizanship  of  the  press  and  politics,  which  blacken 
character  instead  of  discussing  principles,  which  fight  for  office 
instead  of  for  the  public  good,  and  that  by  a  barbarous  system 
of  moral  assassination,  instead  of  public  men  respecting  and 
protecting  each  other's  standing,  and  rivalling  each  other's 
deeds  of  greatness  and  usefulness.  In  England,  the  character 
of  public  men  is  regarded  as  the  most  precious  property  of  the 
nation  ;  and  if  the  personal  character  of  any  member  of  Parlia- 
ment, or  other  public  man,  is  assailed  by  the  public  press  or 
otherwise,  you  will  see  opponents  as  well  as  friends  rallying 
round  the  assailed,  and  sustaining  and  shielding  him  by  their 

*  It  affords  me  pleasure  to  remark,  and  I  do  so  without  any  reference  to  the 
political  opinions  or  relations  of  the  gentlemen  concerned,  that  some  of  our  rising 
Canadians  have  entered,  and  others  are  seeking  an  entrance  into  Parliamentary  life 
upon  the  ground  of  their  own  avowed  principles,  personal  character  and  merit,  as 
free  men,  and  to  exercise  their  talents  as  such,  and  not  as  the  articled  confederates, 
or  protege's,  or  joints  in  the  tail  of  partizanship.  Free  and  independant  men  in 
the  Legislature,  as  in  the  country,  are  the  best  counterpoise  to  faction,  and  the 
mainspring  to  a  nation's  progress  and  greatness.  Faction  dreads  independent 
men ;  patriotism  requires  them. 


1867]  THE  STCRY  OF  MY  LIFE.  553 

testimony,  as  a  matter  of  common  or  national  concern.  When 
Sir  Robert  Peel,  in  the  last  great  debate  of  his  life,  objected  to 
Lord  Palmerston's  Grecian  policy,  he  referred  to  Lord  Palmer  - 
ston's  character  and  abilities — not  to  depreciate  and  calumniate 
his  great  rival,  but  to  exclaim,  amid  the  applause  of  the  House 
of  Commons,  "  We  are  proud  of  the  man !  And  England  is 
proud  of  the  man!"  But  in  Canada,  the  language  of  a  partizan 
press  and  politician  is  "down  with  the  man ;  execrate  and  exe- 
cute the  man  as  a  corruptionist  and  traitor  ! " 

It  is  with  a  view  to  the  best  interests  of  our  whole  country, 
that  I  have  thus  addressed  my  fellow  countrymen,  contributing 
the  results  of  my  best  thoughts  and  experience  to  your  begin- 
ning well,  that  you  may  do  well  and  be  well  under  our  new 
Dominion,  though  I  cannot  expect  long  to  enjoy  it.  My  nearly 
half  a  century  of  public  life  is  approaching  its  close.  I  am 
soon  to  account  for  both  my  words  and  my  deeds.  I  have 
little  to  hope  or  fear  from  man.  But  I  wish  before  I  go  hence 
to  see  my  fellow  citizens  of  all  sects  and  parties  unite  in  com- 
mencing a  new  system  of  government  for  our  country  and 
posterity, 

That  all  things  may  be  so  ordered  and  settled  by  their  endeavours,  upon 
the  best  and  surest  foundations,  that  peace  and  happiness,  truth  and  justice, 
religion  and  piety,  may  be  established  among  us  for  all  generations. 

On  the  publication  of  this  Address,  Dr.  Ryerson  received 
commendatory  letters  from  various  gentlemen  throughout  the 
Province.  I  select  three.  The  first  is  from  Mr.  Jasper  J. 
Gilkinson,  Brantford,  dated  August  10th  : — 

As  a  Canadian  and  British  subject,  permit  me  to  thank  you  for  the'admir- 
able  pamphlet  which  you  have  had  published,  as  it  is  the  one  thing  wanted 
for  the  instruction  and  guidance  of  the  people  of  the  Dominion,  aye,  and  for 
the  world.  It  should  be  circulated  free  throughout  the  land.  Never  in  the 
history  of  any  country  did  a  more  favourable  opportunity  arise  to  test  the 
fallacy  that  good  government  can  alone  emanate  from  that  of  party.  We 
have,  in  fact,  had  an  illustration  of  no-party  government  during  the  past  few 
years  productive  of  peace  and  quiet  among  us,  and  it  could  be  continued 
indefinitely,  were  it  not  for  bad-hearted  men. 

Were  men  actuated  solely  for  the  welfare  and  progress  of  our  country,  the 
Government  could  most  successfully  be  carried  on,  much  in  the  same  way  as 
a  great  company;  the  Executive  and  Parliament  being  somewhat  analagous 
to  a  board  of  directors  and  shareholders. 

Your  pamphlet  cannot  fail  to  be  productive  of  immense  good,  for  it  will 
cause  reflection  on  a  subject  but  little  thought  of  by  many  with  a  vast  amount 
of  ignorance  as  to  the  true  form  of  government  calculated  to  confer  the 
greatest  benefits  and  happiness  on  a  people,  and  which,  I  think,  you  have 
clearly  pointed  out.  In  our  present  position,  were  the  Government  to  try 
the  experiment,  and  take  Parliament  into  its  counsels,  I  fancy  it  would 
succeed,  by  all  uniting  for  the  common  good. 

The  second  was  from  Mr.  Wm.  (now  Judge)  Elliot,  dated 
London,  August  20th  : — 


554  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LX1. 

Allow  me  to  express  to  you  a  sense  of  gratitude,  which  I  feel  in  common, 
I  trust,  with  all  reasonable  people,  on  the  occasion  of  your  address  on  the 
political  aspect  of  the  Dominion  of  Canada. 

I  have  had  some  limited  connection  with  political  contests  in  this  part  of 
the  Province,  and  what  I  have  seen  and  learned  impels  me  to  offer  you  my 
humble  thanks  for  this  contribution  to  our  political  treasury. 

Whether  we  have  arrived  at  such  a  condition  of  society  as  entirely  to 
discard  party  political  conflict  may,  I  suppose,  admit  of  serious  doubt.  But 
that  at  this  juncture  your  admonitions  are  most  valuable,  all  who  reflect  on 
the  future  will,  I  think,  acknowledge.  In  more  than  one  electoral  contest 
already,  I  have  referred,  I  believe  with  good  effect,  to  your  remarks,  and  I 
beg  of  you  to  allow  me  the  pleasure  of  thus  acknowledging  the  value  of  your 
counsel.  That  you  may  long  be  spared  to  advance  the  educational  interests 
of  the  country,  and  to  allay  the  discord  and  acrimony  of  faction,  is  the 
sincere  prayer  of  yours  faithfully,  WILLIAM  ELLIOT. 

The  third  from  a  gentleman  in  Matilda: — 

Permit  me  to  thank  you  for  the  seasonable  pamphlet  you  have  issued  on 
the  Dominion,  and  the  sound  advice  it  contains,  addressed  to  the  people  of 
this  country.  I  have  read  it  with  pleasure,  and  am  of  opinion  that  it  should 
be  scattered  broadcast,  for  the  consideration  of  electors  at  this  very  important 
juncture. 


CHAPTER  LXIL 

1868-1869. 
CORRESPONDENCE  WITH  HON.    GEORGE  BROWN. — DR.   PUNSHON. 

ON  the  24th  of  March,  Dr.  Ryerson  addressed  the  following 
letter  to  the  Hon.  George  Brown : — 

I  desire,  on  this  the  65th  anniversary  of  my  birth,  to  assure 
you  of  my  hearty  forgiveness  of  the  personal  wrongs  which,  I 
think,  you  have  done  me  in  past  years,  and  of  my  forgetfulness 
of  them  so  far,  at  least,  as  involves  the  least  unkindness  and 
unfriendliness  of  feeling. 

To  express  free  and  independent  opinions  on  the  public 
acts  of  public  men,  to  animadvert  severely  upon  them  when 
considered  censurable,  is  both  the  right  and  duty  of  the  press ; 
nor  have  I  ever  been  discourteous,  or  felt  any  animosity  towards 
those  who  have  censured  my  official  acts,  or  denounced  my 
opinions.  Had  I  considered  that  you  had  done  nothing  moro 
in  regard  to  myself,  I  should  have  felt  and  acted  differently  from 
what  I  have  done  in  regard  to  you — the  only  public  man  in 
Canada  with  whom  I  have  not  been  on  speaking  and  personally 
friendly  terms.  But  while  I  wish  in  no  way  to  influence  your 
judgment  and  proceedings  in  relation  to  myself,  I  beg  to  say 
that  I  cherish  no  other  than  feelings  of  good  will,  with  which 
I  hope  to  (as  I  soon  must)  stand  before  the  Judge  of  all  the 
earth — imploring,  as  well  as  granting  forgiveness  for  all  the 
wrong  deeds  done  in  the  body. 

On  the  same  day  Mr.  Brown  replied  as  follows : — 

I  have  received  your  letter  of  this  day,  and  note  its  contents. 

I  am  entirely  unconscious  of  any  "personal  wrong"  ever 
done  you  by  me,  and  had  no  thought  of  receiving  "  forgiveness  " 
at  your  hands. 

What  I  have  said  or  written  of  your  public  conduct  or 
writings  has  been  dictated  solely  by  a  sense  of  public  duty,  and 
has  never,  I  feel  confident,  exceeded  the  bounds  of  legitimate 
criticism,  in  view  of  all  attendant  circumstances.  What  has 
been  written  of  you  in  the  columns  of  the  Globe  newspaper,  so 
far  as  I  have  observed,  has  been  always  restrained  within  the 
limits  of  fair  criticism  toward  one  holding  a  position  of  public 
trust. 


656  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LXII. 

As  to  your  personal  attacks  on  myself — those  who  pursue  the 
fearless  course  as  a  politican  and  public  journalist  that  I  have 
done  for  a  quarter  of  a  century,  cannot  expect  to  escape  abuse 
and  misrepresentation  ;  and  assuredly  your  assaults  have  never 
affected  my  course  toward  you  in  the  slightest  degree.  Your 
series  of  letters  printed  in  the  Leader  newspaper  some  years 
ago,  were  not,  I  am  told,  conceived  in  a  very  Christian  spirit, 
but  I  was  ill  at  the  time  they  were  published,  and  have  never 
read  them.  Your  dragging  my  name  into  your  controversy 
with  the  Messrs.  Campbell — on  a  matter  with  which  I  had  no 
personal  concern  whatever — was  one  of  those  devices  unhappily 
too  often  resorted  to  in  political  squabbles  to  be  capable  of 
exciting  more  than  momentary  indignation. 

The  following  letter  from  Dr.  Ryerson  to  Mr.  Brown,  dated 
Toronto,  April  13th.  closed  the  correspondence: — Your  note  of 
the  24th  ult.,  did  not  reach  me  until  Saturday  evening — night 
before  last. 

I  wrote  my  note  of  that  date  with  the  view  of  forgetting, 
rather  than  reviving,  the  recollection  of  past  discussions. 

I  never  objected  to  the  severest  criticisms  of  my  "  public  con- 
duct or  writings."  My  remarks  had  sole  reference  to  your 
"  personal  attacks  "  and  "  assaults,"  made  over  your  own  name, 
and  involving  all  that  was  dear  to  me  as  a  man,  and  a  father, 
and  a  Christian — "  personal  attacks  "  and  "  assaults  "  to  which 
my  letters  in  the  Leader  referred  to  by  you,  and  which  you  had 
engaged  to  insert  in  the  Globe,  but  afterwards  refused,  were  a 
reply ;  in  the  course  of  which  I  convicted  you  not  only  of  many 
misstatements,  but  of  seven  distinct  forgeries — you,  by  addi- 
tions, professing  to  quote  from  me  in  seven  instances  the  very 
reverse  of  what  I  had  written,  and  your  having  done  all  this  to 
sustain  "  personal  attacks  "  and  "  assaults  "  upon  me.. 

Besides  this,  on  at  least  two  subsequent  occasions,  you  charged 
me  with  what  involved  an  imputation  of  dishonesty ;  and  when 
I  transmitted  to  you  copies  of  official  correspondence  relating  to 
the  subject  of  your  allegations,  and  refuting  them,  you  refused 
to  insert  it  in  the  Globe,  and  left  your  false  accusations  unre- 
tracted  to  this  day. 

It  was  to  such  "  personal  attacks  "  and  "  assaults  "  on  your 
part  against  me,  and  not  to  any  legitimate  criticisms  upon  my 
"  public  conduct  or  writings,"  that  I  referred  in  my  letter  of  the 
24th  ult. 

I  admit  the  general  fairness  of  the  Globe  towards  me  during 
the  last  few  months ;  but  that  does  not  alter  the  character  of 
your  former  "  personal  attacks  "  and  "  assaults  "  upon  ine,  and 
to  which  alone  what  you  call  my  "  personal  attacks "  and 
"assaults"  upon  you  were  but  defensive  replies  and  rejoinders. 


1868-69]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  557 

I  certainly  have  no  reason  to  be  dissatisfied  with  the  results 
of  such  "  personal  attacks  "  and  replies,  notwithstanding  your 
great  advantage  in  having  a  powerful  press  at  your  disposal ; 
and  I  am  prepared  for  the  future,  as  I  have  been  for  the  past, 
though  I  wish,  if  possible,  to  live  peaceably  with  all  men. 

Dr.  Ryerson  having  been  appointed  delegate  (with  Dr.  Pun- 
shon)  to  the  American  General  Conference  of  1868,  at  Chicago, 
he  wrote  to  me  from  that  city  on  the  14th  of  May : — 

On  our  way  here  we  stopped  at  London,  where  Mr.  Punshon  lectured 
nobly.  We  reached  here  Tuesday  evening,  and  were  most  heartily  wel- 
comed by  Bishop  Janes,  and  by  our  hosts. 

We  were  introduced  to  the  Conference  to-day,  and  were  most  cordially 
received.  Mr.  Punshon  was  introduced  by  Bishop  Janes,  and  made  a  touch- 
ing and  noble  address,  which  won  the  hearts  ot  the  Conference,  and  vast 
audience,  and  was  frequently  and  loudly  cheered. 

I  was  introduced  heartily  and  eulogistically  by  Bishop  Simpson,  and 
addressed  the  Conference.  The  latter  part  of  my  address  was  warmly 
cheered. 

Rev.  Dr.  Richey,  President,  and  Representative  of  the  Eastern  Conference 
of  British  America,  was  introduced  by  Bishop  Simpson,  and  made  a  very 
excellent  address  to  the  Conference. 

Mr.  Punshon  preached  powerfully  and  gloriously  before  the  Conference 
and  an  immense  crowd  to-day  ;  all  were  delighted,  and  seemed  deeply 
affected. 

On  the  18th  of  May,  Dr.  Ryerson  wrote  again  to  me: — 
Mr.  Punshon  has  made  a  wonderful  impression  here  by  his  addresses  and 
discourses,  beyond  any  thing  they  have  ever  heard  from  the  pulpit  and  the 
platform.  He  is  to  lecture  to-morrow  evening  in  the  Opera  House — the 
largest  room  in  Chicago — and  there  is  a  great  rage  to  get  tickets.  He 
preached  there  yesterday  afternoon  to  several  thousand  persons,  a  great  part 
of  whom  were  affected  to  tears  several  times.  I  trust  that  many  sinners 
were  awakened,  while  believers  were  greatly  comforted  and  encouraged. 

We  went  out  on  Saturday  on  an  excursion  train  to  Clinton,  in  Iowa,  145 
miles  west  of  this,  crossing  the  Mississippi  there,  by  railroad,  and  crossing 
the  prairies.  The  people  of  Clinton — Presbyterians,  etc.,  and  Methodists — 
united,  and  prepared  an  excellent  dinner  for  three  hundred  and  six  persons, 
after  which  speeches  were  delivered.  The  North- West  Railroad  Company 
prepared  the  excursion  gratuitously  for  the  General  Conference. 

Dr.  Ryerson  having  addressed  a  request  to  the  British  Con- 
ference for  the  re-appointment  of  Rev.  W.  M.  Punshon  to 
Canada,  Rev.  Gervase  Smith  replied  on  the  17th  of  August : — 

Your  first  request  was  complied  with  without  much  debate.  Mr.  Punshon 
is  transferred  to  you  for  a  term.  The  second  request  raised  a  long  discus- 
sion ;  the  result  of  .which  was  that  you  should  be  left  to  elect  your  own  Pre- 
sident next  year.  Mr.  Arthur,  Drs.  Waddy  and  Rigg,  and  others,  pleaded 
for  Mr.  Punshon's  appointment  on  the  ground  that  the  preceding  vote  placed 
him  under  Canadian  jurisdiction.  But  there  were  others  who  were  influ- 
enced by  the  consideration  that  to  leave  you  to  elect  your  own  President, 
would  doubtless  lead  to  Mr.  Punshon's  election.  I  pray  that  you  all  may 
be  guided  rightly  at  this  important  juncture. 


558  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LX1I. 

Dr.  Punshon's  continued  residence  in  Canada  was  a  source  of 
great  delight  to  Dr.  Ryerson.  Of  the  wonderfully  beneficial 
effects  upon  Canadian  Methodism  of  that  memorable  visit,  it  is 
not  necessary  that  I  should  speak.  The  hallowed  memories  of 
those  days  are  engraven  on  thousands  of  hearts  on  both  sides 
of  the  lines. 

Rev.  Dr.  R.  F.  Burns,  of  the  Fort  Massey  Presbyterian  Church, 
Halifax,  in  a  letter  to  the  Presbyterian  Witness,  gives  the  fol- 
lowing graphic  account  of  the  visit  of  Drs.  Ryerson,  Punshon, 
and  Richey  to  the  General  Conference  at  Chicago.  The  Wes- 
leyan,  of  Halifax,  speaking  of  Dr.  Burns'  letter,  says : — The  re- 
miniscence is  of  special  interest  to  the  editor  of  this  paper,  as 
he  was  one  of  the  party  who  lunched  with  Dr.  Ryerson  at  Dr. 
Burns'  on  the  occasion  mentioned.  Dr.  Burns  says : — 

A  memory  of  the  worthy  man  comes  up  which  you  will  excuse  me  for 
jotting  down.  In  the  summer  of  1868,  during  my  residence  in  Chicago,  the 
Quadrennial  Convention  of  the  Methodist  Episcopal  Church  was  held.  It 
was  then  that  I  first  made  the  acquaintance  of  Dr.  Punshon,  who  came  out 
as  delegate  from  the  English  Conference  to  that  great  gathering.  Dr. 
Matthew  Richey  was  there  representing  the  Methodism  of  Eastern,  and  Dr. 
Ryerson  of  Western  Canada.  Quite  a  colony  of  Canadian  Methodists  came 
over,  including  my  old  friend  Rev.  A.  F.  Bland,  to  whom  the  celebrated 
Robert  Collyer  expressed  himself  more  indebted  than  to  any  other  living  man. 

I  invited  several  of  the  Methodist  brethren  to  luncheon — Drs.  Ryerson  and 
Richey  of  the  number — (Punshon  had  a  prior  engagement).  Ryerson  had 
given  his  speech  that  forenoon,  and  Richey  too,  with  characteristic  ability, 
representing  the  two  Canadian  Conferences.  Dr.  Richey  had,  a  little  before, 
met  with  the  accident,  but  yet  though  he  had  aged  and  failed  considerably 
since  the  days  when  I  counted  him  the  beau-ideal  of  elegance  in  manner 
and  style  in  pulpit  and  on  platform,  he  bore  himself  with  much  of  his  former 
stately  demeanour  and  fine  felicity  of  diction.  Ryerson  was  hale  and  hearty 
as  of  yore,  and  with  perhaps  less  of  the  old  tendency  to  tremble  while  speak- 
ing which  surprised  me  so  much  when  I  first  witnessed  it,  for,  under  the 
influence  of  strong  feeling,  and  a  sort  of  constitutional  timidity,  linked  in 
him  with  indomitable  pluck,  his  limbs — indeed  often  his  whole  massive 
frame — so  shook  that  I  have  felt  the  platform  quiver.  The  Rev.  George 
Goodson  told  me  in  an  undertone  of  an  unkind  remark  made  by  a  dis- 
tinguished member  of  the  Conference  to  his  neighbour  as  Dr.  Ryerson  got 
up  to  speak,  and  that  he  had  rebuked  him  for  it,  not  knowing  at  the  time 
who  he  was.  This  gentleman,  it  came  out  in  course  of  conversation,  was 
closely  related  to  Elder  Henry  Ryan,  a  well-known  .minister  in  the  old 
Canada  Methodist  Church,  with  whom  Dr.  Ryerson,  in  his  early  days,  carried 
on  a  keen  warfare.  The  Ryan-Ryerson  controversy  is  one  with  which  the 
older  Canadian  Methodists  are  familiar.  Without  hinting  at  the  rudeness 
of  his  relative,  I  alluded  to  Elder  Ryan  when  conversing  with  Dr.  Ryerson, 
and  got  from  him  in  graphic  detail,  the  history  of  that  ancient  controversy 
in  which  he  was  a  principal  party.  It  was  very  keen  while  it  lasted,  but 
there  was  no  bitter  animus  in  the  recital — though  the  old  war  horse  pricked 
up  his  ears  and  seemed  to' "  hear  the  sound  of  battle  from  afar."  I  then  dis- 
covered a  reason  for  the  sharp  tone  of  the  gentleman's  remarks,  aforesaid, 
which  drew  forth  Brother  Goodson's  rebuke.  Though  but  four  years  of  age 
when  he  left  Canada,  he  had  imbibed  a  dislike  to  his  old  relative's  chief 
antagonist,  and  to  the  very  people  amongst  whom  the  Ryerson  party  had 


1868-69]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  559 

proved  victorious.  Hence  his  remark  on  another  occasion  to  a  lady  friend  of 
mine,  with  reference  to  his  early  connection  with  Canada,  to  the  effect  that 
he  was  "ashamed  of  being  born  there,"  which  so  roused  her  patriotic  spirit 
that  she  promptly  retorted :  "  Well,  I  am  ashamed  of  you  for  saying  so." 
The  gentleman  was  then  one  of  the  rising  hopes  of  that  great  denomination, 
and  has  since  risen  to  a  foremost  rank  in  it  When  this  little  incident  was 
mentioned  to  Dr.  Kyerson,  he  richly  enjoyed  it,  and  before  leaving  the 
house,  with  his  native  gallantry,  he  expressed  a  desire  to  use  the  privileges 
of  an  old  man  towards  the  fair  defendress  of  her  country's  honour,  saying, 
naively,  as  we  all  stood,  before  parting  in  the  hall,  "  I  would  like  to  kiss  you 
for  your  patriotism?"  (See  chapter  vii.) 

While  at  Peake's  Island,  near  Portland,  Maine,  in  1869,  Dr. 
Ryerson  met  with  a  serious  accident,  which  nearly  proved 
fatal.  In  a  letter  to  me,  he  said : — 

On  Monday  a  plank  from  the  wharf  to  a  vessel,  on  the  outside  of  which  lay 
our  boat,  fell  and  precipitated  me  some  feet  on  the  deck  of  the  vessel ;  I 
falling  on  my  head,  shoulder,  and  side.  I  was  stunned  and  much  injured, 
and  have  suffered  much  from  my  side ;  but  I  am  now  getting  better  and  am 
able  to  dress  myself,  and  to  use  my  right  arm.  My  head  came  within  six 
inches  of  the  band  which  surrounds  the  hatchway.  There  was  thus  but  six 
inches  between  me  and  sudden  death  !  I  am  truly  thankful  for  my  deliver- 
ance, and  for  my  blessings. 


CHAPTER   LXIII. 

1870-1875. 

MISCELLANEOUS  CLOSING  EVENTS  AND  CORRESPONDENCE. 

ON  the  23rd  of  April,  1870,  Kev.  Drs.  Punshon,  Wood  and 
Taylor,  Chairman  and  Secretaries  of  the  Central  Board  of 
Wesleyan  Missions,  addressed  a  letter  to  Sir  George  Cartier, 
Minister  of  Militia,  on  the  subject  of  sending  a  Methodist 
chaplain  with  the  Red  River  expedition  under  General  Lindsay 
and  the  present  Lord  Wolseley.  In  their  letter  they  said  : — 

Believing  that  many  who  will  volunteer  to  complete  this  enterprize  will 
be  members  of  our  own  church,  we  are  desirous  of  securing  your  official  sanc- 
tion to  the  appointment  of  a  Wesleyan  Minister  as  Chaplain  to  that  portion 
of  the  military  expedition  who  are  professedly  attached  to  our  doctrines  and 
ordinances,  upon  such  terms  as  may  be  agreeu.  upon,  affecting  personal  rights 
and  military  operations  and  duties. 

This  letter  was  merely  acknowledged,  and  no  action  was 
taken  upon  it.  In  the  following  June  Conference,  the  subject 
was  brought  up,  and  much  feeling  was  evoked  at  Sir  George 
Cartier's  apparent  want  of  courtesy  to  the  Missionary  Board. 
Sir  Alexander  Campbell,  on  seeing  a  report  of  the  Conference 
proceedings  on  the  subject,  wrote  a  very  kind  note  to  Dr. 
Ryerson,  in  which  he  expressed  his  opinion  that  some  mistake 
must  have  occurred  in  the  matter,  and  that  he  was  sure  no  dis- 
courtesy was  thought  of  on  the  part  of  Sir  George  Cartier.  To 
this  note  Dr.  Ryerson  replied  on  the  18tb  of  June : — 

I  yesterday  received  your  very  kind  letter  of  the  13th  inst. 
I  think  you  know  too  well  my  high  respect,  and  even  affection 
for  you,  and  my  expectations  long  since  formed  of  your  success 
and  usefulness  to  the  country,  as  a  public  man,  to  doubt  my 
implicit  confidence  in  any  statement  made  by  you,  and  my 
desire  to  meet  your  views  as  far  as  possible. 

In  the  matter  as  relating  to  Sir  George  E.  Cartier,  I  may 
remark,  that  the  President  of  the  Wesleyan  Conference  stated 
to  me  the  week  before  its  annual  meeting,  that  a  communica- 
tion had  been  addressed  by  himself,  and  the  Missionary  Secre- 
taries, to  Sir  George  Cartier  respecting  our  sending  a  Wesleyan 


1870-75]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  561 

Minister  with  the  Red  River  expedition,  to  supply  the  spiritual 
wants  of  many  members  of  our  own  congregations,  and  pro- 
posing to  confer  with  him  (Sir  G.  C.)  as  to  the  arrangement ; 
that  he  regarded  the  treatment  of  their  letter  by  Sir  George  as 
discourteous,  and  that  he  thought  the  Conference  should  be 
informed  of  it,  and  that  it  should  take  some  action  on  the 
subject.  The  Rev.  Dr.  Wood,  senior  Missionary  Secretary,  read 
to  the  Conference  the  correspondence  and  the  draft  of  four 
resolutions,  on  the  subject  of  which  he  gave  notice.  I  was  not 
in  the  Conference  when  this  took  place.  On  reading  Dr. 
Wood's  resolutions,  I  suggested  some  modifications  of  them,  and 
prepared  resolutions  which  he  preferred  to  his  own,  and  which 
I  proposed  for  adoption  the  day  after  giving  notice  of  them.  < 

As  to  Sir  George's  courtesy,  I  may  observe  that  the  letter 
addressed  to  him,  proposed  a  conference  with  him  on  the  sub- 
ject; that  his  Deputy,  in  reply,  by  direction  of  Sir  George  Cartier, 
as  he  says,  acknowledged  the  receipt  of  the  letter  addressed  to 
him,  but  though  that  letter  was  dated  at  Toronto,  and  signed 
officially,  the  answer  to  it  was  addressed  simply  to  the  "Rev. 
Mr.  Punshon,  Montreal,"  and  no  further  notice  taken  of  it  to 
this  day.  And  it  seems  that  Sir  George  did  not  think  it  worth 
his  while  even  to  mention,  much  less  submit  the  letter,  to  you 
and  your  colleagues  from  Upper  Canada. 

In  regard  to  the  question  of  chaplain,  our  view  is,  and  the 
proposal  contemplated  by  our  President  and  Missionary  Secre- 
taries was,  that  the  Government  should  not  pay  any  salary  to 
the  chaplain,  but  simply  provide  his  rations  and  accommoda- 
tions. It  is  our  view  that  the  Government  should  not  pay  or 
appoint  any  chaplain,  but  leave  to  each  denomination  the  right 
of  doing  so,  if  it  should  think  proper.  Each  chaplain  thus 
nominated  and  paid,  to  be  recognized  by  the  military  authori- 
ties, and  be  subject,  of  course,  to  the  military  regulations.  In 
such  circumstances,  it  is  probable  there  would  have  been  three 
Protestant  chaplains — Church  of  England,  Presbyterian,  and 
Methodist.  I  infer  or  assume  this  on  the  ground  of  experience. 
In  our  Normal  School  of  one  hundred  and  fifty  students,  each 
is  asked  his  religious  persuasion,  and  the  chief  minister  of  that 
persuasion  is  furnished  with  a  list  of  the  names  of  students 
adhering  to  or  professing  his  Church,  and  the  day,  and  hour, 
and  place  where  he  can  give  them  religious  instruction.  The 
result  is,  that  by  mutual  consultation  and  agreement  of  minis- 
ters, all  the  Presbyterians,  including  even  the  Congregationalists 
and  Baptists,  meet  in  one  class,  and  receive  religious  instruction 
from  one  minister,  the  ministers  agreeing  to  take  the  labour  in 
successive  sessions — one  minister  performing  all  the  duty  one 
session.  The  arrangement  voluntarily  exists  among  the  dif- 
36 


562  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LXIII. 

ferent  classes  of  Methodists — though  Wesleyan  ministers  do  all 
the  work.  A  Church  of  England  minister  attends  to  the 
instruction  and  religious  oversight  of  the  Church  of  England 
students,  and  the  chief  Roman  Catholic  priest  does  the  same 
in  regard  to  the  Roman  Catholic  students.  Nothing  can  be 
more  fair,  practical,  and  satisfactory  than  a  similar  arrangement 
in  regard  to  the  Red  River  expedition.  What  may  be  the 
peculiar  views,  habits,  etc.  of  the  Church  of  England  chaplain 
appointed  and  salaried  by  the  Government,  I  know  not ;  but 
you  know  as  well  as  I  do  that  a  man  being  a  clergyman  of  the 
Church  of  England  is  no  longer  a  guarantee  that  he  does  not 
entertain  and  teach  views  and  practices  more  subversive  of 
unsophisticated  Protestant  principles  and  feelings  than  could 
be  as  successfully  done  by  a  Roman  Catholic  priest.  Besides, 
as  a  general  rule,  men,  especially  young  men,  do  not  regard,  and 
are  not  controlled,  as  to  their  own  worship  and  pastorate, 
except  by  the  services  and  pastoral  oversight  to  which  they  are 
accustomed  and  attached ;  and  without  such  influence  and  aid 
to  the  preservation  and  strengthening  of  moral  principles, 
habits,  and  feelings,  more  young  men  are  liable  to  be  demoral- 
ized and  ruined  in  military  expeditions,  such  as  that  of  the  Red 
River,  than  are  likely  to  be  killed  in  battle  or  die  of  disease. 

This  is  the  view  for  which  the  Methodist  body  will  contend, 
whatever  may  be  the  result.  The  Secretaries  of  the  Bible 
Society  went  among  the  volunteers,  while  at  Toronto,  and 
proffered  a  Bible  to  each  one  that  would  accept  of  it,  and 
found  on  inquiry,  that  four-fifths  of  the  volunteers,  even  from 
Lower  Canada,  were  Protestants,  and  a  much  larger  proportion 
of  the  volunteers  of  Upper  Canada,  and  a  large  number  of 
them  not  members  of  the  Church  of  England  but  Methodists 
and  Presbyterians.  Of  course,  it  answers  the  Roman  Catholic 
purpose,  and  will  doubtless  be  acceptable  to  many  members  of 
the  Church  of  England,  for  the  Government  to  appoint  and 
pay  chaplains  of  those  persuasions ;  but  I  am  persuaded  there 
will  belittle  difference  of  a  contrary  opinion  on  the  subject 
among  the  ministers  and  members  of  the  excluded  persuasions. 
I  wish  I  could  share  with. you  in  your  expressed  confidence  in 
Sir  George  Cartier,  but  I  have  no  such  confidence  in  him,  and 
especially  in  the  ecclesiastical  influence  under  the  dictation  of 
which  he  acts.  Wherein  I  may  have  been  misinformed,  and 
may  not  have  stated  matters  correctly,  I  shall  be  prepared  to 
correct  any  such  errors,  when  I  c6me  to  reply  to  the  various 
attacks  which  have  been  made  upon  me,  in  vindication  of  my- 
self, and  the  Wesleyan  Conference  in  regard  to  the  complaint 
made,  and  the  position  assumed  in  respect  to  Sir  George  E. 
Cartier,  and  the  Red  River  business. 


1870-751  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  563 

On  the  30th  June,  Mr.  James  Wallace,  of  Whitby,  addressed 
Dr.  Ryerson  a  letter  on  the  subject,  in  which  he  said : — 

A  stranger  to  you  personally,  although  not  so  to  your  many  able,  pungent, 
and  truthful  letters,  connected  with  public  matters,  that  have  from  time  to 
time  appeared  in  the  public  press  :  I  trust  you  will  excuse  this  liberty,  and 
accept  my  congratulations  on  your  last  effort  in  that  connection  as  published 
in  the  Globe. 

I  have  some  knowledge  of  the  Eed  River  matter,  having  been  there  during 
the  first  stages  of  the  rebellion,  and  had,  therefore,  chances  of  becoming 
acquainted  with  its  origin  and  progress  that  few  men  had ;  and  when  I  see 
one  in  your  position  come  forward  so  bravely  and  lay  bare  the  origin  of  that 
infamous  revolt,  I  must  say  that  I  feel  proud  of  you  as  a  Canadian,  and  not 
only  of  you,  but  of  the  body  with  which  you  are  connected,  who  so  nobly 
sustained  you. 

On  the  24th  August,  1870,  the  corner  stone  of  the  Metropo- 
litan Church,  Toronto,  was  laid.  Dr.  Ryerson  felt  that  it  was 
a  memorable  day  in  the  annals  of  Methodism  in  Toronto.  I 
was  honoured  (he  said)  by  being  selected  to  lay  the  corner 
stone  of  the  Metropolitan  Church.  Rev.  Dr.  Punshon,  Presi- 
dent of  the  Conference  was  present,  and  delivered  an  admirable 
address.  He  also  read  one  which  I  had  prepared,  but  which  I 
was  unable  to  deliver  myself.  The  auspicious  event  of  the  day 
amply  repaid  me  for  the  anxiety  which  I  had  so  long  felt  in 
regard  to  the  success  of  the  enterprise,  and  for  the  responsibility 
which,  with  other  devoted  brethren,  I  had  personally  assumed 
to  secure  the  site,  and  carry  to  a  successful  issue  the  erection  of 
a  building  which  would  be  an  honour  to  Methodism,  and  a 
credit  to  the  cause  in  Toronto.  * 

On  the  17th  March,  1871,  Dr.  Ryerson  received  a  letter  from 
the  venerable  Rev.  Dr.  James  Dixon,  dated  Bradford,  Eng., 
2nd  inst.  In  it  he  says : — In  my  eighty-third  year,  blind,  deaf, 
and  so  paralyzed  as  to  be  unable  to  walk  without  assistance,  I 
feel  that  the  world  is  fast  receding.  Having  sense  and  affection 
remaining,  I  feel  desirous  of  holding  a  little  fellowship  once 
more  with  you,  my  dear  old  friend.  The  world  to  me  looks  like 
one  of  your  forests  with  the  trees  cut  down,  except  here  and 
there  one  a  little  stronger  than  the  rest.  I  look  upon  you  as 
one  of  those  vigorous  forest  trees  still  remaining.  And  may 
you  long  remain,  a  blessing  to  your  country  and  the  Church  ! 
After  referring  to  his  own  religious  life  and  experiences,  he 
concludes : — As  long  as  I  live  my  affection  for  you  will  never 
vary.  I  also  remember  other  Canadian  friends  with  great  in- 
terest and  affection.  Farewell !  my  dear  old  friend.  We  shall 
meet  again  before  long  in  a  brighter  world.  If  you  can  find 
time,  I  shall  be  most  happy  to  receive  a  line  from  you. 

Dr.  Ryerson  did  find  time  to  respond  to  the  letter  of  his  dear 


1870-75]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  505 

and  valued  friend  Dr.  Dixon.  His  venerable  aspect  was  well 
remembered,  when,  as  President  of  the  Canada  Conference  in 
1848,  he  did  good  and  valued  service  for  the  Methodist  Church 
in  Canada. 

On  the  29th  of  June,  1871,  Mr.  John  Macdonald  and  Rev. 
Dr.  Evans  having  asked  Dr.  Ryerson  to  enclose  to  Rev.  W.  M. 
Punshon  a  letter  urging  him  to  continue  his  noble  work  in 
Canada,  he  did  so  most  heartily,  as  the  letter  to  be  enclosed 
expressed  the  real  sentiments  not  only  of  the  ministers  and 
members  of  thed  Church  generally,  but  those  of  the  country  at 
large.  Dr.  Ryerson  accompanied  the  letter  with  a  note  from 
himself,  in  which  he  said  to  Mr.  Punshon : — To  have  the  power, 
as  God  has  given  you,  to  mould,  to  a  large  extent,  the  energies 
and  labours  of  six  hundred  ministers,  and  developments  of  the 
Canadian  Church,  and  to  control  largely  the  public  mind  in 
religious  and  benevolent  enterprises — looking  at  the  future  of 
our  country — appears  to  me  to  present  a  field  of  usefulness 
that  Mr.  Wesley  himself  might  have  coveted  in  his  day.  All 
that  God  has  enabled  you  to  do  already  in  this  countiy  is  but 
the  foundation  and  beginning  of  what  there  is  the  prospect  of 
your  doing  hereafter  by  the  Divine  blessing.  You  know  this 
is  the  old  ground  on  which  I  first  proposed  to  you  to  come  to 
this  country,  and  which  I  am  sure  you  have  no  reason  to  regret. 
This  is  the  only  ground  on  which  I  ought  to  desire  your 
continued  connection  with  it. 

A  pleasing  episode  in  the  Globe  controversy  respecting  Dr. 
Ryerson's  "  First  Lessons  on  Christian  Morals,"  occurred  in 
June,  1872.  Bishop  Bethune,  in  his  address  to  the  Synod  of 
the  Diocese  of  Toronto,  spoke  of  the  increasing  spread  of  evil, 
and  of  the  duty  of  the  Church,  under  her  Divine  Master,  to 
cope  with  it.  He  said : 

Her  work  is,  confessedly,  to  lead  fallen  man  to  the  true  source  of  pardon, 
and  to  teach  him  to  aim  at  the  recovery  of  the  moral  image  in  which  he  was 
at  first  created.  If  the  passions,  and  prejudices,  and  divisions  of  professing 
Christians  themselves  are  a  distressing  hindrance  to  the  attainment  of  this 
noble  and  dutiful  aspiration,  we  have  much  in  the  condition  of  the  world 
around  us  to  warn  and  rouse  us  to  a  vigorous  and  united  effort  to  arrest  the 
increasing  tide  of  -sin  and  crime.  The  developments  of  a  grossly  evil  spirit 
at  the  present  day  fill  us  with  horror  and  alarm;  the  profligacy  and  wanton 
cruelty  of  which  we  hear  so  many  instances,  make  us  tremble  for  our  social 
peace  and  safety. 

It  is  but  right  to  enquire  to  what  all  this  enormity  of  wickedness  is  trace- 
able, that  we  may  come,  if  possible,  to  the  remedy.  That  is  largely  to  be 
ascribed,  as  all  must  be  persuaded,  to  the  neglect  of  religious  instruction  in 
early  life;  to  the  contentment  of  peoples  and  governments  to  afford  a  shallow 
secular  education,  without  the  learning  of  religious  truth,  or  the  moral 


566  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LXIIL 

obligations  that  it  teaches.  The  child  taught  and  trained  for  this  world's 
vocations  only,  without  a  deep  inculcation  of  the  love  and  fear  of  God,  and 
the  penalty  hereafter  of  an  irreligious  and  wicked  life,  will  have  but  one 
leading  idea— self-aggrandizement  and  self-indulgence,  and  will  be  checked 
by  no  restraint  of  conscience  in  the  way  and  means  of  securing  them.  Gigan- 
tic frauds  will  be  perpetrated,  if  riches  can  thus  be  acquired;  atrocious  mur- 
ders will  be  committed,  if  these  will  remove  the  barrier  to  unholy  and 
polluting  connections,  or  cast  out  of  sight  the  objects  of  jealousy  and  hatred. 

I  have  no  disposition  to  reprobate  this  defect  in  the  system  of  education,, 
prevailing  with  the  authority  and  support  of  Government  among  ourselves. 
I  know  the  difficulty,  the  almost  impossibility,  of  securing  the  temporal 
boon  with  the  addition  of  the  spiritual;  how  hard  it  must  prove  in  a  divided 
religious  community  to  introduce  among  the  secular  lessons  which  are  meant 
for  usefulness  and  advancement  in  this  world,  that  lofty  and  holy  teaching 
which  trains  the  soul  for  heaven.  The  irreverent  and  fierce  assaults  recently 
made  upon  a  praiseworthy  effort  of  the  Superintendent  of  Education  in  thi» 
Province  to  introduce  a  special  work  for  moral  and  religious  instruction. 
amongst  our  common  school  pupils,  testify  too  plainly  the  difficulty  of 
supplying  that  want. 

I  have  confidence  in  the  good  intentions  and  righteous  efforts  of  that 
venerable  gentleman  to  do  what  he  can  for  the  amelioration  of  the  evils 
which  the  absence  of  systematic  religious  teaching  of  the  young  must  induce;, 
so  that  we  may  have  a  hope  that,  from  his  tried  zeal  and  unquestionable 
ability,  a  way  may  be  devised  by  which  such  essential  instruction  shall  be 
imparted,  and  the  terrible  evils  we  deplore  to  some  extent  corrected. 

In  response  to  this  portion  of  his  address,  Dr.  Ryersoa 
addressed  the  following  note  to  the  Bishop  on  the  1st  of  July. 

I  feel  it  ray  bounden,  at  the  same  time  most  pleasurable  duty, 
to  thank  you  with  all  my  heart  for  your  more  than  kind  refer- 
ence to  myself  in  your  official  charge  at  the  opening  of  the 
recent  Synod  of  the  Diocese  of  Toronto ;  and  especially  do  I 
feel  grateful  and  gratified  for  your  formal  and  hearty  recogni- 
tion of  the  Christian  character  of  our  Public  School  System, 
and  of  the  efforts  which  have  been  made  to  render  that  charac- 
ter a  practical  reality,  and  not  a  mere  dead  and  heartless  form, 

It  has  also  been  peculiarly  gratifying  to  me  to  learn  that 
your  Lordship's  allusions  to  myself  and  the  school  system  were 
very  generally  and  cordially  cheered  by  the  members  of  the 
Synod. 

My  own  humble  efforts  to  invest  our  school  system  with  a 
Christian  character  and  spirit  have  been  seconded  from  the 
beginning  by  the  cordial  and  unanimous  co-operation  of  the 
Council  of  Public  Instruction ;  and  without  that  co-operation 
my  own  individual  efforts  would  have  availed  but  little. 

Since  the  settlement  of  the  common  relationship  of  all 
religious  persuasions  to  the  State,  there  is  a,  common  patriotic 
ground  for  the  exertions  of  all,  without  the  slightest  reasonable 
pretext  for  political  jealousy  or  hostility  on  the  part  of  any. 
On  such  ground  of  comprehensiveness,  and  of  avowed  Christian 
principles,  I  have  endeavoured  to  construct  our  Public  School 


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System  ;  such,  and  such  only  has  been  my  aim  in  the  teachings 
of  my  little  book  on  Christian  Morals  ;  and  such  only  was  the 
aim  and  spirit  of  the  Council  of  Public  Instruction  in  the 
recommendation  of  it, — a  recommendation  to  which  the  Council 
inflexibly  adheres,  and  which  it  has  cordially  and  decidedly 
vindicated. 

The  Bishop  replied  on  the  3rd  of  July,  thus : — I  have  to 
thank  you  for  your  letter  of  the  1st  instant,  received  last 
evening,  and  to  express  my  gratification  that  I  had  the  oppor- 
tunity to  bear  my  humble  testimony  to  your  zealous  and 
righteous  efforts  to  promote  the  sound  education  of  the  youth 
of  this  Province. 

I  believe  that  in  the  endeavours  to  give  this  a  moral  and 
religious  direction,  you  have  done  all  that,  in  the  circumstances 
of  the  country,  it  was  in  your  power  to  accomplish.  I  was 
glad,  too,  to  give  utterance  to  my  protest  against  the  shameless 
endeavours  to  hold  up  to  public  scorn  the  valuable  little  work 
by  which  you  desired  to  give  a  moral  and  religious  tone  to  the 
instruction  communicated  in  our  Common  Schools.  If  more 
can  be  done  in  this  direction,  I  feel  assured  you  would  assume 
any  allowable  amount  of  responsibility  in  the  endeavour  to 
effect  it. 

Wishing  you  many  years  of  health  and  usefulness,  I  remain, 
dear  Dr.  Ryerson,  very  faithfully  yours,  A.  N.  TORONTO. 

This  correspondence  affords  a  striking  instance  of  the  fact 
that  the  very  earnest  discussions  between  the  writers  of  these 
notes  in  past  years,  had  not  diminished  in  any  way  the 
personal  respect  and  kindly  feeling  which  happily  existed 
between  them.  And  it  was  so  with  the  late  venerable  Bishop 
Strachan,  with  whom  Dr.  Ryerson  more  than  once  measured 
swords  in  days  gone  by.  Among  his  very  latest  utterances  on 
the  Separate  School  Question  in  the  Synod  of  1856,  he  thus 
referred  to  the  Head  of  the  Education  Department  and  his 
labours : — 

One  new  feature,  which  I  consider  of  great  value,  and  for 
which  I  believe  we  are  altogether  indebted  to  the  able  Super- 
intendent, deserves  special  notice:  i^  is  the  introduction  of 
daily  prayers.  We  find  that  454  schools  open  and  close  with 
prayer.  This  is  an  important  step  in  the  right  direction, 
and  only  requires  a  reasonable  extension  to  render  the 
system  in  its  interior,  as  it  i's  already  in  its  exterior,  nearly 
complete.  But  till  it  receives  this  necessary  extension,  the 
whole  system,  in  a  religious  and  spiritual  view,  may  be  con- 
sidered almost  entirely  dead. 


568  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LXIII. 

I  do  not  say  that  this  is  the  opinion  of  Dr.  Ryerson, 
who  no  doubt  believes  his  system  very  nearly  perfect ;  and  so 
far  as  he  is  concerned,  I  am  one  of  those  who  appreciate  very 
highly  his  exertions,  his  unwearied  assiduity,  and  his  adminis- 
trative capacity.  I  am  also  most  willing  to  admit  that  he  has 
carried  out  the  meagre  provisions  of  the  several  enactments 
that  have  any  leaning  to  religion,  as  far  as  seems  consistent 
with  a  just  interpretation  of  the  law. — Charge  of  1856,  pp. 
15,16.  * 

In  a  note  dated  Toronto,  2nd  October,  1872,  Hon.  W.  B. 
Robinson  sent  to  Dr.  Ryerson  an  extract  from  the  Barrie 
Northern  Advance  containing  an  obituary  notice  of  Dr.  Ryerson. 
In  enclosing  it,  Mr.  Robinson  said : — 

I  send  you  a  Barrie  paper  that  I  think  will  amuse  you.  It  is  not  often 
we  are  permitted  to  "see  ourselves  as  others  see  us"  when  once  we  go 
"  hence  and  are  no  more  seen," — but  you  are  an  exception,  and  I  congratu- 
late you  on  such  being  the  fact ;  and  hope  the  Editor  will  be  satisfied  that 
he  is  in  "  advance  "  of  the  times,  and  may  have  cause  to  give  you  credit  for 
much  more  good  work  in  the  position  you  have  so  long  held,  with  so  much 
benefit  to  the  country.  I  observed  the  death  of  your  brother  William  in 
the  papers  a  short  time  ago,  which  I  suppose  accounts  for  the  mistake. 

The  extract  from  the  Barrie  paper  is  as  follows : — 

Most  of  our  readers  are  aware  of  the  fact  that  the  great  champion  of  educa- 
tion in  Upper  Canada  has  gone  to  his  rest.  Coming  generations,  so  long  as 
time  lasts,  will  owe  a  debt  of  gratitude  to  Dr.  Eyerson,  as  the  only  real 
founder  of  a  comprehensive  school  system  in  Ontario.  Through  evil  report 
and  through  good  report  he  has  steadily  worked  on  his  way ;  neither 
daunted  by  the  abuse  he  has  received,  nor  unduly  elated  by  the  unmeasured 
tribute  of  praise  paid  to  his  efforts  in  the  department  to  which  his  whole  life 
was  devoted.  He  kept  the  even  tenor  of  his  way,  and  we  think  most  people, 
unblinded  by  partisan  prejudice,  will  acknowledge  that  his  life  purpose  has, 
more  than  that  of  most  men,  been  accomplished.  He  leaves  behind  him  a 
structure  so  nearly  completed  that  men  with  a  tithe  of  his  enthusiasm,  and 
infinitely  less  knowledge  of  the  educational  requirements  of  the  Province, 
can  lay  the  capstone,  and  declare  the  work  complete. 

Hon.  Marshall  S.  Bidwell  died  in  New  York  shortly  after  his 
visit  to  Canada  in  1872.  Hon.  Judge  Neilson,  his  friend,  wrote 
to  Dr.  Ryerson  for  particulars  of  Mr.  Bidwell's  early  life,  with 
a  view  to  publish  it  in  a  memorial  volume.  This  information 
Dr.  Ryerson  obtained  from  Sir  W.  B.  Richards,  Clarke  Gamble, 
Esq.,  Q.C.,  and  Rev.  Dr.  Givens,  and,  with  his  own,  embodied  it 
in  a  communication  to  Judge  Neilson.  In  a  letter  to  Dr.  Ryer- 
son, dated  30th  April,  1873,  the  late  Rev.  Dr.  Saltern  Givens 
said : — 

A  short  time  since,  Hon.  W.  B.  Robinson  informed  me  that  a  letter  of 


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condolence  was  written  by  the  late  Mr.  Bidwell  to  Lady  Robinsoii  and  her 
family,  on  the  death  of  Sir  John,  and  that  he  thought  it  would  answer  your 
purpose.  .  .  I  am  sure  that  you  will  peruse  it  with  as  much  pleasure  as  I 
Lave  done. 

It  ought  to  be  a  matter  of  devout  thankfulness  and  congratulation  with  us 
Canadians,  that  two  of  our  most  distinguished  statesmen  and  jurists  have 
left  behind  them  such  unequivocal  and  delightful  testimonies  of  their  faith 
in  Christ,  and  of  their  experience  of  the  power  of  His  Gospel,  in  extracting 
the  sting  from  death  and  in  comforting  the  bereaved. 

I  am  sure  that  Sir  John's  letters  to  Mr.  Bidwell,  under  his  similar  trial, 
if  you  could  obtain  them,  would  be  read  with  a  thrill  of  delight  and  profit 
by  their  many  friends  throughout  Canada. 

When  witnessing— as  we  have  done,  some  forty  years  ago— those  fierce 
political  contests  in  which  our  departed  friends  were  involved,  how  little  did 
we  think  that  in  the  evening  of  their  days  they  would  have  been  united  in 
the  bonds  of  Christian  love  and  sympathy,  as  this  interchange  of  friendship 
evinces. 

The  following  is  Mr.  Bid  well's  letter  to  Hon.  W.  B.  Robinson, 
dated  24th  February,  1863  :— 

I  thank  you  for  your  kind  and  friendly  letter,  and  for  the  particular 
account  of  the  closing  scenes  of  the  life  of  your  honoured  and  lamented 
brother.  The  wound  inflicted  by  his  death  can  never  be  altogether  healed. 
The  grief  which  it  produces  is  natural  and  rational,  and  is  not  inconsistent 
with  any  of  the  precepts,  or  with  the  spirit  of  the  Gospel.  It  is  a  duty,  how- 
ever, to  keep  it  within  bounds,  and  not  to  allow  murmurs  in  our  heart 
against  Divine  Providence.  The  language  of  our  hearts  should  be  that  of  the 
Patriarch,  "  The  Lord  gave,  and  the  Lord  taketh  away,  blessed  be  the  name 
of  the  Lord."  Gratitude  for  the  gift  should  be  mingled  with  our  deep 
sorrow  for  the  loss  of  it.  In  my  own  case,  a  consideration  of  the  unspeak- 
able goodness  of  God  in  having  bestowed  upon  me  such  an  inestimable 
blessing  has  been  continually  present  to  my  mind,  and  trust  such  feelings 
will  abound  in  the  bosom  of  Lady  Robinson,  her  family,  and  yourself.  He, 
whose  removal  from  earthly  scenes  your  hearts  deplore,  was  all  that  you 
could  have  desired,  in  his  public  and  private  character,  and  in  the  homage  of 
universal  veneration  and  esteem.  Where  will  you  find  one  like  him  1  Was 
there  not  great  and  peculiar  goodness  in  God's  bestowing  him  upon  you  1 
Was  lie  not  the  joy  and  pride  of  your  hearts  continually  ?  Did  not  his  pre- 
sence irradiate  his  home,  and  make  it  like  an  earthly  Paradise  ?  Every 
pang  which  you  may  suffer  attests  the  value  of  the  blessing  which  you  have 
so  long  had.  Your  gratitude  to  God,  the  author  of  every  good  and  perfect 
gift,  ought  to  be  in  proportion  to  your  grief.  It  is  to  be  remembered,  also, 
that  he  was  not  cut  down  prematurely  in  the  midst  of  his  days,  but  had 
passed  the  period  which  Moses,  the  man  of  God,  in  his  sublime  and  pathetic 
prayer  (Psalm  xc.)  considers  as  the  ordinary  boundary  of  human  life,  and 
retained  all  his  powers  and  faculties  to  the  last;  and  that  during  this  long 
life  he  had  not  been  absent  from  his  family,  at  least  not  from  Lady  Robinson 
(if  I  am  not  mistaken)  except  during  the  transient  separation  when  he  was  on 
the  circuit.  It  is  natural  that  your  hearts  should  yearn  for  him,  should 
long  to  see  him  again,  and  enjoy  the  pleasure  of  his  company ;  yet  death 
must  sooner  or  later  have  separated  you,  and  longer  life  might  have  been  a 
scene  of  suffering.  Would  it  not  have  been  inexpressibly  painful  to  you  all 
to  have  seen  his  mental  and  bodily  powers  decay  and  fade  away  ?  Such  a 
spectacle  would  have  been  distressing  and  mortifying.  Now  his  memory  is 
associated  with  no  humiliating  recollections;  but  you  remember  him  as  one 
always  admired,  respected  and  loved.  Death  has  set  his  seal  upon  him, 


570  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LXIII. 

and  although  he  is  removed  from  you  to  return  no  more  to  earthly  scenes, 
you  know  that  it  is  only  a  removal,  and  that  he  is  now  in  a  state  of  exalted 
and  perfect,  though  ever  progressive,  felicity.  I  trust  you  have  the  most 
consolatory  evidence  that  this  is  now  his  present  and  unalterable  state,  nnd 
that  you  constantly  think  as  David  thought  and  said,  "I  shall  go  to  him, 
but  he  shall  not  return  to  me."  In  the  meantime  you  have  the  consolation 
of  knowing  that  while  you  remember  him  with  the  tenderest  affection  and 
interest,  he  has  not  forgotten  you,  but  has  a  more  distinct  and  perfect  recol- 
lection of  you  than  you  have  of  him.  That  this  is  literally  true  is  the  convic- 
tion of  my  understanding,  founded  not  only  upon  reason  and  analogy,  but 
upon  the  irrefragable  testimony  of  divine  revelation.  There  surely  is  nothing 
in  such  a  thought  that  is  improbable.  We  have  daily  experience  of  the 
revival  in  our  minds  of  past  events  long  forgotten;  they  lived  there,  though 
dormant.  Then  how  many  well  authenticated  and  well  known  instance?, 
where  persons  recovered  from  drowning  have  stated  that  before  they  lost 
consciousness,  all  the  scenes  and  incidents  of  their  lives  flashed  instanta- 
neously, as  it  were,  upon  their  minds,  and  appeared  to  be  present  to  their 
view.  They  had  been  treasured  up  there,  though  latent.  Death  does  not 
extinguish  the  mental  faculties,  thought  does  not  cease,  but  the  conscious 
and  thinking  being  passes  from  scenes  present  to  scenes  eternal.  "  Mortality 
is  swallowed  up  of  life."  There  would  be  good  ground  for  this  conviction, 
if  revelation  gave  us  no  higher  proof;  but  it  is  explicit.  "  Every  one  of  us 
shall  give  account  of  himself  to  God."  This  necessarily  implies  a  perfect 
recollection  of  our  lives.  We  are  to  answer  for  all  the  deeds  done  in  the 
body;  for  every  idle  word,  for  every  secret  and  sinful  thought  and  feeling. 
This  requires  a  perfect  recollection  of  every  event,  sentiment,  and  emotion  of 
our  lives.  The  soul,  therefore,  must  carry  into  the  unseen  world  a  perfect 
recollection  of  its  associates  and  friends;  and  as  there  will  be  no  decay  then  of 
mental  powers,  this  will  be  an  abiding,  ever-present  recollection.  Every 
holy  feeling  will  also  continue  after  death — conjugal,  parental,  filial,  frater- 
nal affections  are  holy  ;  they  are  expressly  enjoined  upon  us  by  divine 
authority.  Love,  indeed,  pure,  fervent  affection,  is  the  characteristic  element 
of  Heaven.  It  is  impossible,  therefore,  that  the  holy  affections  should  cease 
at  death.  I  have,  therefore,  a  conviction  that  our  departed  friends,  whose 
death  we  mourn,  remember  us  distinctly  and  with  tender  affection.  I  have 
dwelt  upon  this  subject  because  it  has  afforded  me  in  my  great  affliction 
much  consolation,  and  if  I  had  time,  I  might  expatiate  more  fully  upon  it. 
and  adduce  further  evidence  in  support  of  its  truth. 

Yes  !  it  is  a  truth,  and  therefore  it  is  full  of  consolation.  While  we  are 
thinking  of  our  departed  friends  with  grief,  they,  too,  are  thinking  of  us, 
with  at  least  equal  affection,  and  this  they  will  continue  to  do  until  we  meet. 
In  the  meantime  we  may  comfort  ourselves  with  the  thought  that,  to  use 
the  language  of  a  sober  and  judicious  commentator  on  the  sacred  Scriptures, 
"  The  separation  will  be  short,  the  re-union  rapturous,  and  the  subsequent 
felicity  uninterrupted,  unalloyed,  and  eternal." 

I  have  felt  peculiar  sympathy  for  Lady  Robinson.  I  am  sure  her  affliction 
must  be  extreme.  I  hope  the  Son  of  God  is  with  her  in  the  furnace,  and 
that  she  has  a  consciousness  of  His  presence.  He  can  give  both  support  and 
consolation,  and  both  she  must  greatly  need.  He  can  gently,  and  imper- 
ceptibly, bind  up  and  heal  her  wounded  and  bleeding  heart. 

I  wish  that  I  could  furnish  reminiscences  that  would  be  interesting  to 
you,  for  I  should  be  glad  to  testify  my  respect  for  the  memory  of  your 
brother,  but  I  cannot  tell  you  anything  with  which  you  are  not  familiar. 
I  remember  distinctly  his  appearance  the  first  time  I  saw  him.  He  had  just 
returned  to  Canada,  after  his  first  visit  to  England.  I  was  a  student  at  law, 
and  had  gone  from  Bath  to  Toronto,  to  attend  the  Court  of  King's  Bench  at 


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Michaelmas  Term.  He,  and  Lady  Eobinson,  came  from  Kingston  in  the 
steamer  "  Frontenac."  I  think  that  Mr.  Hagerman  was  on  board  also. 
From  another  passenger,  I  heard  that  on  the  voyage  they  were  overtaken 
at  night  by  a  storm,  which  stove  in  the  dead-lights,  and  poured  a  flood  of 
water  into  the  cabin.  It  was  a  time  of  alarm,  probably  of  danger;  your 
'brother  was  perfectly  composed.  He  came  into  court  on  his  arrival,  and 
upon  that  occasion  I  saw  him.  His  appearance  was  striking.  His  features 
were  classically  and  singularly  beautiful;  his  countenance  was  luminous 
with  intelligence  and  animation;  his  whole  appearance  that  of  a  man  of 
genius  and  a  polished  gentleman,  equally  dignified  and  graceful.  Altogether 
his  features,  figure  and  manners  filled  my  youthful  imagination  with  admira- 
tion, which  subsequent  acquaintance,  and  opportunities  to  hear  him  at  the 
Bar  and  in  Parliament,  only  strengthened,  and  which  was  not  diminished 
by  the  difference  between  us  in  our  views  and  opinions  on  public  aifairs. 
I  heard  him  frequently  at  the  Bar,  and  upon  some  occasions,  I  had  the 
honour  to  be  junior  counsel  with  him. 

He  was  a  consummate  advocate,  as  well  as  a  profound  and  accurate  lawyer. 
He  had  extraordinary  powers  for  a  speech  impromptu,  and  needed  as  little 
time  for  preparation  for  an  address  to  a  jury,  or  an  argument  to  the  Court, 
as  any  one  I  have  ever  known.  But  he  was  never  induced  by  this  readiness 
to  neglect  a  patient  and  careful  attention  to  his  client's  case 

No  one  could  be  more  faithful.  He  studied  every  case  thoroughly,  ex- 
amined all  the  particular  circumstances,  made  himself  master  of  its  details, 
and  considered  it  carefully,  in  all  its  aspects  and  relations.  I  do  not  think 
he  ever  delivered  a  speech  from  memory.  He  was  self-possessed  in  the  trial, 
his  mind  was  vigilant,  his  thoughts  flowed  rapidly,  he  had  rapid  association 
of  ideas,  great  quickness  of  apprehension,  as  well  as  great  sagacity,  and  a 
power  of  arranging  anything  in  his  mind,  luminously  and  instantaneously; 
his  fluency  was  unsurpassed. 

I  was  present  upon  those  occasions  in  Parliament  which  aroused  him  to 
great  exertions. 

He  was  at  all  times  a  correct,  elegant,  interesting  speaker,  but  upon  those 
occasions  he  spoke  with  great  force  and  effect. 

The  fire  of  his  eye,  the  animation  of  his  countenance  and  the  elegance  of 
his  manner,  combined  with  dignity,  cannot  be  appreciated  by  any  one  who 
did  not  hear  him.  No  report  of  his  speeches,  no  description  of  his  manner 
and  appearance,  can  convey  to  others  a  just  and  adequate  idea.  To  report 
him  verbatim  was  impossible.  His  ideas  flowed  so  rapidly,  and  he  had  such 
fluency  of  language,  that  no  reporter  could  have  kept  pace  with  his  delivery. 
He  was  an  admirable  parliamentary  leader.  He  never  exposed  himself  by 
any  incautious  speech  or  act,  and  never  failed  to  detect  and  expose  one  on 
the  other  side.  He  was  sincere  and  earnest  in  his  opinions,  uncompromising, 
frank  and  fearless  in  the  expression  of  them.  He  never  attempted  to  make 
a  display  of  himself,  or  indulged  in  useless  declamation;  but  spoke  earnestly 
and  for  the  purpose  of  producing  an  immediate  effect.  I  heard  that  when 
he  was  in  England  in  1823  (I  think  that  was  the  year),  the  ministry  had 
under  consideration  introducing  him  through  one  of  their  boroughs  into 
Parliament.  If  it  had  been  done,  I  have  no  doubt  he  would  have  become  a 
distinguished  member  of  the  House  of  Commons,  and  I  think  it  probable 
that  he  would  have  attained  to  the  highest  honours  of  the  land.  During 
two  years  I  had  the  honour  to  be  Speaker  of  the  House  of  Assembly,  while 
he  was  Speaker  of  the  Legislative  Council ;  our  official  stations  rendered  it 
necessary  for  us  to  confer  together  concerning  the  business  before  Parlia- 
ment. He  was  always  courteous,  communicative  and  obliging.  The  differ- 
ence between  us  on  political  questions  while  I  was  in  Parliament  precluded 
intimate  or  confidential  relations,  but  he  was  always  pleasant  and  candid, 


572  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LXIII. 


and  more  than  once  did  I  share  in  that  elegant  hospitality  which  was  dis- 
pensed so  cordially  and  so  gracefully  by  him  and  Lady  Robinson. 

I  have  had  the  honor  to  receive  friendly  letters  from  him  occasionally 
since  I  have  been  here,  and  after  my  great  affliction  last  spring  he  wrote  to 
me  two  very  kind  letters  for  which  I  shall  ever  be  grateful. 

I  should  be  sincerely  glad  to  evince  my  respect  for  his  memory.  I  have  not 
space  left  to  add  anything  respecting  his  judicial  character  and  career,  but 
this  is  unimportant.  Every  one  in  Canada  knows  it. 

Writing  tto  me  after  the  Conference  at  London,  in  June,  1873, 
Dr.  Ryerson  said: — The  proceedings  of  the  Conference  were 
very  harmonious,  and  the  discussions  very  able  and  corteous 
upon  the  whole.  I  received  many  thanks  for  my  labours  in 
connection  with  the  scheme  for  Methodist  Confederation  and 
for  union  with  the  New  Connexion  Methodists.  I  trust  I  have 
been  able,  through  Divine  goodness,  to  render  some  service  to 
the  good  cause. 

In  a  letter  to  Dr.  Ryerson  from  Rev.  Dr.  Punshon,  dated  2nd 
December,  the  latter  expressed  some  fears  as  to  one  or  two 
points  in  the  future  of  the  General  Conference  arrangement. 
He  says: — 

I  am  looking  with  some  solicitude  to  the  result  of  the  Appeal  to  the 
Quarterly  Meetings  on  the  Union  question.  I  hope  it  will  be  carried,  though 
your  modifications  of  the  scheme  do  not  quite  meet  my  approval,  as  one  who 
would  like  to  see  a  statesman's  view  taken  of  things.  I  do  not  see  the  bond 
of  cohesion  twenty  years  hence,  when  those  who  are  now  personally  known 
to,  and  therefore  interested  in,  each  other,  have  passed  off  the  stage.  Then  the 
General  Conference  will  meet  as  perfect  strangers,  having  hardly  a  common 
interest  but  that  of  a  common  name  ;  and  as  there  are  no  General  Superin- 
tendents, who  know  all  the  Conferences,  there  will  not  be,  as  in  the  States, 
any  link  to  bind  them  together.  I  trust  some  remedy  will  be  found  for  this, 
or  the  lack  of  such  link  will  be  disastrous. 

We  are  losing  our  prominent  men.  You  will  have  seen  that  Mr.  Heald 
has  passed  away— also  Mr.  Marshall,  another  Stockport  "pillar."  I  am 
greatly  concerned  about  my  dear  friend,  Gervase  Smith,  the  Secretary  of  the 
Conference.  He  has  overtaxed  himself,  and  is  very  ill.  Absolute  rest  is 
enjoined  for  some  time.  It  would  be  a  sad  day  for  me,  if  dear  Gervase  were 
to  pass  from  my  side.  We  have  just  heard  of  the  loss  of  the  "  Ville  du  Havre," 
with  226  lives.  Emile  Cook,  from  Paris,  was  on  board,  and  injured  by  the 
collision.  How  terrible  !  Now,  my  dear  Dr.  Ryerson,  the  good  Lord  be 
with  you,  and  make  you  always  as  happy  in  His  love  as  you  desire  to  be, 
and  spare  you  yet  for  many  years,  to  counsel  and  to  plan  for  His  glory  and 
the  benefit  of  Canada. 

Writing  from  his  Long  Point  Cottage  to  me  on  the  12th  of 
April,  1873,  Dr.  Ryerson  said : — Some  days  I  have  felt  quite 
young ;  but  upon  the  whole,  I  doubt  whether  the  means  which 
have  been  so  successful  in  the  past  in  renewing  my  strength, 
can  be  of  much  use  any  longer  to  "  stave  off "  old  age.  A 
medical  gentleman  here  from  Port  Rowan  said  yesterday,  I 
looked  the  perfection  of  health  at  my  age ;  but  my  strength  I 


1870-75]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  573 

feel  already  to  be  "  labour  and  sorrow."     So  true  are  the  words 
of  inspiration  to  practical  life. 

The  union  question  having  been  carried,  and  the  General 
Conference  established,  that  body  met  in  Toronto  in  September, 
1874.  Speaking  of  it  Dr.  Ryerson  said : — In  1874  I  was  elected 
the  first  President  of  the  first  General  Conference  of  the  Meth- 
odist Church  of  Canada;  consisting  of  an  equal  number  of 
ministers  and  laymen,  and  representing  the  several  Annual  Con- 
ferences of  the  Dominion  of  Canada. 

On  his  return  home  from  the  General  Conference  held  in 
Toronto  in  1874,  Hon.  L.  A.  Wilmot,  a  former  Judge,  and  late 
Lieutenant-Governor  of  New  Brunswick,  wrote  to  Dr.  Ryerson 
a  note,  in  which  he  said  : — How  can  we  ever  repay  you  and  your 
dear  family  for  the  warm-hearted  hospitality  and  the  intel- 
lectual repast  we  so  much  enjoyed  while  with  you  ?  To  me  it 
is  much  more  than  a  sunny  memory,  as  you  have  so  enriched 
me  with  treasures  of  thought,  and  words  of  wisdom.  Really,  I 
long  to  see  you  again,  and  I  cannot  express  to  you  the  pleasure 
it  will  afford  us  to  welcome  you  all  to  our  suburban  home. 
We  have  room  enough  for  you  all,  and  sincerly  do  we  pray  that 
we  may  all  be  spared  to  meet  again.  [Mr.  Wilmot  has  since 
then  gone  home  to  his  reward.] 


CHAPTER  LXIV. 

* 

1875-1876. 

CORRESPONDENCE  WITH  REV.  J.  RYERSON,  DR.  PUNSHON,  ETC. 

DR.  RYERSON  went  up  to  Simcoe  to  preach  the  anniversary 
sermons  there,  in  December,  1874,  and  hoped  to  have 
gone  to  Brantford  to  see  his  brother  John,  but  was  pre- 
vented. He  therefore  wrote  to  him  a  New  Year's  letter,  on 
the  3rd  January,  1875  :  I  have  often  prayed  for  you,  thinking 
sometimes  that  I  was  even  praying  with  you.  We  have  spoken 
of  you  more  than  once  during  the  recent  holiday  salutations 
and  good  wishes,  and  have  wished  you  happy  returns  of  this 
season  of  kindly  greetings  and  renewed  friendships. 

I  feel  to  bless  God  that  during  the  last  several  weeks  I  have 
experienced,  in  a  deeper  and  brighter  degree  than  I  ever  expe- 
rienced before,  "  the  love  of  Christ  which  passeth  all  know- 
ledge." The  pages  of  God's  book  seem  to  shine  with  a  brighter 
lustre  and  a  more  luminous,  comprehensive  and  penetrating 
power  than  I  ever  beheld  in  them.  Without  care,  without 
fear,  without  a  shadow  of  doubt,  I  can  now,  through  God's 
wonderful  grace,  and  by  His  Holy  Spirit,  rest  my  all  upon  Christ 
— lay  my  all  upon  His  altar,  and  say, "  For  me  to  live  is  Christ, 
and  to  die  is  gain." 

On  Sunday  afternoon  we  had  the  renewal  of  the  Covenant 
Service,  in  the  Metropolitan,  and  the  Communion.  It  was  a 
good  time.  I  think  there  were  more  than  five  hundred  at  the 
Communion — the  largest  number  I  ever  witnessed  in  America, 
even  at  a  camp-meeting.  It  took  Rev.  Dr.  Potts  and  I  more 
than  an  hour  to  distribute  the  elements. 

I  am  anxious  to  go  up  to  my  cottage  for  change  and  retire- 
ment, so  as  to  be  quite  alone  for  a  few  weeks  with  my  books 
and  papers. 

I  am  at  work,  as  hard  as  I  can,  upon  my  history.  On  New 
Year's  Day  I  worked  at  it  for  fifteen  hours — writing  upwards 
of  twenty  pages  of  foolscap,  besides  researches,  comparing 
authorities,  etc.  I  am  anxious  to  complete  the  two  volumes  of 
the  New  England  Loyalists,  before  I  go  to  England  in  May. 


1875-76]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  575 

In  reply  to  Dr.  Ryerson's  letter  of  3rd  January,  his  brother 
John  wrote : — 

My  health  is  still  precarious.  .  .  .  My  attention  to  religious  duties 
(reading  the  Scriptures,  private  and  meditative  self-examination,  etc.,)  I 
unremittingly  persevere  in,  but  my  religious  enjoyment  is  low  and  my  faith 
weak.  .  .  This  winter  I  have  read  the  Life  of  Dr.  Bradshaw,  an  eminent 
clergyman  of  the  Church  of  England,  some  time  Rector  of  Colchester,  then 
of  Birmingham,  and  then  of  a  Rectory  in  the  suburbs  of  London,  where  he 
died  in  1865,  at  the  age  of  eighty -nine.  His  ministry  extended  over  more 
than  sixty  years.  He  was  one  of  the  most  devoted,  and  singularly  pious 
ministers  whose  memoirs  I  ever  read.  0  !  into  what  dwarfishness  the 
morality,  and  the  spiritual  and  elevated  attainments  of  most  Christians  sink 
in  the  presence  of  such  men  !  Dr.  Bradshaw's  life  was  written  by  Miss 
Marsh,  the  authoress  of  the  Life  of  Captain  Vicars,  and  other  excellent 
books.  I  have  also  read  the  Life  of  Miss  M.  Graham,  a  most  eminently 
pious  and  devoted  lady,  also  a  member  of  the  Church  of  England.  She  died 
at  the  early  age  of  twenty-eight.  Another  memoir — of  Mrs.  Winslow,  from 
the  reading  of  which  I  ought  to  have  derived  much  profit,  one  of  the  holiest 
women  of  whom  I  ever  read,  was  a  devoted  member  of  the  English  Church. 
She  was  the  daughter  of  a  wealthy  West  India  planter,  and  born  in  the 
West  Indies.  Her  father  died  when  she  was  quite  young.  She  was  married 
to  a  Captain  in  the  British  army,  in  one  of  the  regiments  stationed  in  the 
Island  of  Jamaica,  but  singular  to  say,  not  long  after  her  marriage,  was 
wonderfully  converted,  and  towards  the  close  of  his  life,  was  the  means  of 
saving  her  affectionate  and  devoted  husband,  who  was  a  nephew  of  the  once 
Governor  of  the  Colony  of  Massachusetts.  He  was  very  wealthy,  besides 
his  West  India  estate — owning  a  large  estate  in  England.  The  wonderful 
piety  of  this  devoted  saint,  during  the  long  years  of  her  widowhood,  ought 
to  humble  pigmy  Christians,  like  me,  in  the  dust.  Oh,  can  I  ever  be  saved, 
if  such  men  and  women  are  only  saved  ? 

I  am  now  reading  the  life  and  labours  of  Rev.  Dr.  Shrewsbury,  a  Wesleyan 
missionary  to  the  West  Indies  and  South  Africa — then  late  in  life  back  to 
England,  where  he  died  in  1866,  aged  seventy-three  years.  He  was  a  man 
of  ability,  much  industry  and  zeal,  and  of  more  than  the  medium  piety  of 
Methodist  preachers  generally. 

In  reply  to  this  letter,  Dr.  Ryerson  wrote  to  his  brother 
on  the  21st  of  February  and  said  : — 

You  speak  of  the  want  of  joy  in  your  religious  experience.  I  do  not  pray 
for  joy,  I  simply  pray  for  the  indwelling  of  Christ,  for  the  stamp  of  His 
image  upon  my  soul,  and  for  the  harmony  of  every  desire,  and  thought, 
and  feeling,  with  His  holy  will,  and  divine  glory  ;  and  there  comes  a  "peace 
that  passeth  all  understanding,"  a  rest  of  the  soul  from  fear,  and  anxiety — a 
sinking  into  God, — and  now  and  then  greater  or  less  ecstacies  of  joy.  I 
think  we  mistake  when  we  make  what  is  usually  termed  joy,  the  end  of 
prayer,  or  of  desire.  I  believe  that  even  heaviness,  and  especially  when 
superinduced  by  bodily  disease,  is  not  only  consistent  with  a  high  state  of 
grace,  but  even  instrumental  in  its  inciease — especially  of  faith;  the  faith 
which  realizes  things  invisible,  as  visible,  and  things  to  come,  as  things 
present. 

I  should  like  to  read  the  biographies  of  which  you  speak,  especially  that 
of  Rev.  Dr.  Marsh,  but  my  time  is  insufficient  to  read  what  I  have  to  read 
for  my  historical  purposes.  After  all,  biographies  are  very  much  what  the 
biographers  choose  to  make  of  their  heroes.  The  writings  of  the  Holy 
Apostles  are  the  simple  and  true  standard  of  Christian  experience,  practice 


576  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LXIV. 

and  privilege,  and  help  us  also  from  sinking  into  despondency  by  the  illus- 
trations they  give  of  human  imperfections  and  infirmities,  and  directing  us 
so  plainly  to  the  source  of  all  strength  and  supply,  as  well  as  to  the  "  God  of 
all  consolation."  We  will  talk  more  of  these  things  when  I  see  you. 

Rev.  John  Ryerson,  in  his  letter  of  February  24th,  said : — 

I  never  pray  for  joy  in  religion  ;  to  pray  or  seek  for  such  a  thing  would 
be  to  begin  at  the  wrong  end  ;  but  truly  pious  persons  might  have  joy  as  the 
fruit  of  a  real  experience,  as  growing  out  of  a  life  "  hid  with  Christ  in  God," 
joy  in  believing,  joy  in  the  Holy  Ghost — but  what  I  do  offer  my  poor 
prayers  for,  is  to  know  my  sins  forgiven,  my  acceptance  with  God  ;  that  I 
have  a  lot  among  the  sanctified,  that  I  have  peace  with  God,  through  our 
Lord  Jesus  Christ.  If  I  had  an  abiding  evidence  of  such  an  experience,  it 
would  produce  more  or  less  joy.  Surely  the  Bible  is  the  best  book  ;  it  is 
"  The  Book  ; "  bu.t  still  he  may  find  many  blessed  illustrations  of  its  truths, 
of  its  morality,  its  spirituality,  in  the  experience  and  lives,  not  only  of  saints 
of  ancient  days,  but  many  of  modern  times.  Rev.  Dr.  Marsh  was  one  of 
these.  He  was  a  man  of  great  learning,  and  extensive  reading,  but  he  loved 
the  Bible  infinitely,  and  above  all  books,  read  it  (I  was  going  to  say)  almost 
continually,  and  died  with  the  New  Testament  in  his  hand.  I  try  to  read 
God's  blessed  Word,  I  am  reading  the  Bible  through  by  course — five  or  ten 
chapters  every  day  in  the  Old  Testament,  and  two  or  so  in  the  New,  besides 
on  my  knees,  I  read  all  the  Psalms  through  every  month.  But  what  does 
this  amount  to  ?  Nothing,  so  long  as  I  am  not  saved  from  pride,  irritability, 
selfishness,  etc.,  within  ;  the  workings  of  which,  more  or  less,  I  daily  feel. 
This  greatly  troubles  and  distresses  me;  besides  the  remembrance  of  my  sins 
of  unfaithfulness,  wanderings,  backslidings,  is  grievous  to  me,  and  sometimes 
a  burthen  too  heavy  to  be  borne.  The  temptations,  trials,  sorrows,  of  true 
saints  sometimes  shed  a  little  light  upon  my  dulness,  and  give  some  strength 
to  my  weak  and  wavering  faith. 

On  the  28th  of  February,  Dr.  Ryerson  replied  : — 

T  thank  you  for  your  kind  and  interesting  letter.  I  did  not  suppose  you 
had  made  joy  an  object  or  subject  of  prayer ;  but  from  the  tone  of  your  letter, 
it  appeared  to  me  that  the  absence  of  joy,  or  "heaviness  of  spirit,"  had  led 
you  to  judge  of  your  state  too  unfavourably.  I  quite  agree  with  the  views 
you  express  on  the  siibject.  I  have  not  seen  Rev.  Dr.  Marsh's  life:  but  I  can 
conceive  him  quite  worthy  of  what  is  written,  and  of  the  opinion  you  express 
respecting  him.  During  my  attendance  at  the  Wesleyan  Conference  in 
Birmingham,  in  1836,  my  host  invited  Rev.  Dr.  (then  Mr.)  Marsh,  Rev. 
John  Angell  James,  and  several  other  clergymen  and  persons  of  note,  to 
meet  me.  I  was  very  much  struck  with  Mr.  Marsh's  appearance,  and  the 
more  so  from  a  circumstance  mentioned  to  me  by  the  hostess.  A  short  time 
before  that,  a  publisher  there  wished  to  get  a  portrait  of  the  Apostle  St.  John, 
to  have  it  engraved  as  an  illustration  in  some  book  or  publication  he  was 
issuing ;  and  Mr.  Marsh  was  solicited  to  sit  for  the  artist,  as  his  countenance 
was  supposed  to  reflect  more  strongly  the  purity  and  loveliness  of  the 
Apostle  than  any  ideal  that  could  be  found.  In  consequence  of  this  circum- 
stance, I  was  told  that  Mr.  Marsh  was  often  called  St.  John  the  Apostle, 
from  his  Apostolic  character  and  truly  lovely  manner  and  countenance.  His 
praise  was  then  in  every  mouth,  as  I  was  told,  among  the  Dissenters  as  well 
as  members  of  the  Church  of  England.  (See  page  163.) 

After  Dr.  Ryerson  became  President  of  the  General  Confer- 
ence in  1874,  he  was  gratified  at  the  many  kind  things  said  to 


1875-7G]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  577 

him  by  his  brethren  and  other  friends.  None  were  more  kind 
and  loving  than  those  contained  in  a  letter  from  his  friend,  Rev. 
Dr.  Punshon,  who  speaks  of  his  own  elevation  to  the  Presidency 
of  the  British  Conference.  Dr.  Punshon,  in  his  letter  to  Dr. 
Ryerson  of  the  19th  of  February,  said : — 

First  of  all,  let  me  congratulate  you  most  heartily  upon  your  well-merited 
elevation  to  the  Presidency  of  the  General  Conference.  They  did  them- 
selves honour,  and  you  will  do  them  honour  in  their  choice.  My  elevation 
here  was  unexpected,  but  very  grateful,  although  the  responsibility  and 
work  which  it  entails  make  me  long  for  July,  when,  if  God  wills,  I  shall  doff 
my  regalia.  I  hope  most  earnestly  to  have  the  pleasure  of  seeing  the 
Canadian  representatives  at  the  next  Conference  in  Sheffield.  I  have  already 
spoken  for  a  very  sweet  home  for  you.  It  will  be  a  great  gratification  to  see 
you  once  again,  and  to  enjoy  sweet  converse  with  you  as  of  old.  Mr.  Gervase 
Smith  and  I  are  to  be  with  relatives  just  across  the  road.  So  please  do  not 
delay  your  coming  for  another  year,  as  no  one  knows  to  what  place  the  Con- 
ference will  be  carried.  It  seems  almost  improper  to  talk  about  it  when  we 
remember  the  heavy  loss  into  which,  as  into  an  inheritance,  we  have  all 
come  by  the  death  of  dear  Wiseman.  You  would,  I  am  sure,  be  very  grievedl 
to  hear  of  it.  It  fell  on  all  here  like  a  thunder-clap.  But  the  Lord  is  good,, 
and  knows  what  is  best  for  us  all.  There  is  a  sorrowfully-occasioned  vacancy 
at  the  Mission  House,  which  the  friends  say  I  must  fill,  bat  I  cannot  telll 
how  it  will  go,  and  of  course,  all  is  premature  as  yet.  The  Lord  will  direct; 
us  as  He  has  always  done. 

By  the  way,  I  have  been  set  seriously,  thinking  by  Mr.  Wiseman's  re- 
moval, whether  I  had  sufficiently  secured,  by  the  document  I  gave  to  Rev.. 
Dr.  Rice,  that  the  principal  of  the  Testimonial  Fund,  given  to  me  on  leaving-. 
Canada,  should,  at  my  death,  pass  to  the  Canadian  Conference  for  the  benefit 
of  the  worn-out  ministers  and  widows.  I  found  on  enquiry  that  it  was  not 
so  secured  as  to  be  beyond  doubt.  I  have  been  in  consultation  with,  my 
solicitor  as  to  the  best  method  of  effecting  this.  I  have  therefore  given 
directions  for  a  deed  of  trust  to  be  prepared,  which  will  state  that  I  hold  this 
money  in  trust  for  the  "  Superannuated  Minister's  Fund  of  the  Methodist 
Church  of  Canada."  I  advise  you  of  this  as  the  honoured  President  of  the 
General  Conference.  I  was,  on  the  whole,  satisfied  with  the  proceedings  of 
the  General  Conference.  I  felt  a  little  pang  at  the  hasty  change  of  name. 
It  was  inevitable  to  do  it,  at  the  same  time,  but  it  showed  rather  a  leaping 
desire  of  freedom,  and  a  wish  to  get  as  far  as  possible  from  the  old  mother  at 
once,  which  might  have,  perhaps,  been  spared.  This  was  not,  I  dare  say, 
present  to  all  who  desired  the  change.  I  admit  all  the  force  of  yoiir  able 
reasoning  for  the  present — but  twenty  years  hence  the  General  Conference 
will  meet  as  strangers,  with  no  community  of  interest,  and  I  dread  the 
result,  without  a  visible  bond  of  cohesion. 

Writing  to  me  from  Port  Rowan  in  September,  1875,  Dr. 
Ryerson  said : — My  friends  here  think  that  I  am  stronger,  walk 
better,  and  appear  more  active  than  when  I  was  last  in  this 
village.  This  is  a  common  remark  to  me,  and  for  which  I  can- 
not feel  sufficiently  thankful  to  my  Heavenly  Father.  He  is 
my  portion ;  my  all  is  His ;  and  I  feel  that  He  is  all  and  in  all 
to  me — my  joy  as  well  as  my  strength. 

Writing  from  his  Long  Point  cottage  to  me  on  the  13th 
April,  1876,  Dr.  Ryerson  said: — Next  Sunday  will  be  Easter 
37 


578  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LXIV- 

Sunday — the  51st  anniversary  of  my  ministerial  life,  and  what 
a  life !  Much  to  lament  over ;  much  to  humble ;  with  many 
exposures  and  hardships ;  full  of  various  labours ;  abounding  in 
heavenly  blessings. 

Dr.  Ryeison  was  appointed  as  a  representative  of  the  Con- . 
erences  of  British  America  to  the  General  Conference  of  the 
United  States  in  1876.     Being  unable  to  go,  he  addressed  a 
letter  to  Bishop  Simpson,  from  which  I  take  these  extracts : — 

I  regret  that  I  have  been  unable  to  fulfil  my  last  public 
mission  in  behalf  of  our  Canadian  Church  to  the  Conference  of 
British  Methodism  to  go  to  Baltimore  to  look  upon  your  General 
Conference,  and  bid  a  last  earthly  farewell  to  brethren  whom  I 
esteem  and  love  so  much — with  whom  I  was  first  brought  into 
church  membership,  by  whose  Bishop  Hedding  I  was  ordained 
both  deacon  anci  elder,  and  with  whom  I  feel  myself  as  much 
one  this  day  as  I  did  half  a  century  ago. 

My  first  representative  mission  was  in  1828,  to  visit  and  urge 
upon  the  late  Rev.  Dr.  Wilbur  Fisk,  of  Wilbraham,  Conn.,  the 
request  of  our  Conference  to  become  our  first  bishop ;  and 
had  he  consented,  or  Dr.  Bangs  afterwards,  I  believe  it  would 
have  been  a  great  blessing  to  Methodism  in  Canada ;  but  an 
overruling  Providence  ordered  it  otherwise,  and  the  extension 
of  the  work  of  God,  through  our  ministry  and  Church,  down 
to  the  present  time,  is  one  of  the  greatest  marvels  to  ourselves 
and  to  others. 

For  thirty-one  years  and  upwards,  by  the  annual  permission 
of  my  Conference,  I  have  administered  the  governmental 
system  of  public  instruction  in  this  country ;  but  the  Govern- 
ment and  Legislature  have  at  length  acceded  to  my  request  to 
retire,  and  have  done  so  without  reducing  my  official  allowance ; 
and  now,  in  the  seventy-fourth  year  of  my  age,  and  fifty-second 
of  my  ministry,  I  am  enabled,  in  the  enjoyment  of  good  health, 
to  go  in  and  out,  as  aforetime,  among  my  brethren,  with  a 
brightening  hope  and  increasing  desire  of  soon  being  permitted 
to  "  depart  and  be  with  Christ,  which  is  far  better,"  and  where 
I  feel  sure  of  joyously  meeting  thousands  of  fellow-ministers 
and  labourers  whom  I  have  known  in  the  flesh  on  both  sides  of 
the  Atlantic. 

In  May,  1876,  Dr.Ryerson  went  to  England  to  consult  works 
on  the  history  of  America  in  the  British  Museum  Library. 
Writing  to  me  from  near  Leeds,  just  after  his  arrival,  he  says : — 
I  was  most  cordially  received  by  Rev.  Gervase  Smith,  and  Dr. 
Punshon.  The  latter  insisted  upon  my  being  his  guest  first, 
as  he  had  the  strongest  claim  upon  me.  I  was  his  guest  for 


1875-76J  THE  STOEY  OF  MY  LIFE.  579 

eight  days — and  they  were  very  agreeable  days  to  me.  When 
I  came  here  I  was  enthusiastically  received  by  the  Methodist 
New  Connexion  Conference — a  most  cultured,  gentlemanly,  and 
respectable  body  of  men — their  whole  body  being  not  numer- 
ous, but  select. 

I  have  thus  far  enjoyed  my  visit  to  this  country  most 
thoroughly — free  from  care,  and  surrounded  by  most  kind 
friends  and  agreeable  associations. 

Writing  to  me  from  London,  on  the  17th  July,  he  says : — I 
experienced  a  great  pleasure  in  my  visit  to  Ireland,  in  becom- 
ing personally  acquainted  with  many  of  the  Irish  preachers, 
and  in  witnessing  their  conferential  proceedings.  They  are  a 
faithful,  hard-working  body  of  men ;  they  have  hard  work  to 
do,  and  their  success  the  last  year  has  been  in  advance  of  that 
of  preceding  years. 

I  have  seen  Mr.  Longman  in  regard  to  publishing  my  history. 
He  was  very  cordial  and  complimentary.  I  explained  to  him 
in  brief  the  origin  and  scope  of  what  I  had  written,  and  of 
what  I  intended  to  write,  and  gave  him  the  table  of  contents  of 
the  first  fifteen  chapters — to  the  end  of  the  reign  of  Elizabeth, 
and  the  loth  chapter  on  the  "  Protestantism  of  Queen  Elizabeth," 
as  published  in  the  Canadian  Methodist  Magazine. 

I  was  at  the  Houses  of  Lords  and  Commons  a  part  of  one 
afternoon  and  evening.  Sir  Stafford  .Northcote,  hearing  that  I 
was  there,  came  to  me  under  the  Speaker's  gallery,  and  conversed 
with  me  nearly  half  an  hour.  Other  members  also  spoke  to 
me.  Earl  Grey  recognized  me  in  the  street,  and  stopped  and 
conversed  with  me. 

I  go  to  the  Wesleyan  Conference  at  Nottingham  next  Mon- 
day, and  may  probably  remain  there  ten  days.  I  attended  four 
services  yesterday — at  8  a.m.  (communion),  at  the  parish  Church 
of  St.  James?  near  Piccadilly,  where  I  was  lodging;  at  the 
Temple  at  11  a.m.,  a  grand  service,  delightful  music,  and  an 
excellent  sermon  from  Rev.  C.  J.  Vaughan,  Master  of  the  Temple ; 
at  3  p.m.  at  Westminster  Abbey — prayers  read  by  the  Dean  of 
Lichfield,  and  sermon  by  the  Dean  of  Richmond  on  the  words, 
"  Where  your  treasure  is,  there  will  your  heart  be  also," — a  plain, 
practical  sermon,  but  the  music,  etc.,  inferior  to  that  of  the 
Temple.  In  the  evening  I  went  to  one  of  the  most  fashionable 
and  advanced  Ritualistic  Churches;  poor  singing,  poorer  preach- 
ing. Everything  pretentious,  and  certainly  not  attractive  to 
me.  In  all  three  churches,  the  hymns  and  tunes  were  old 
Methodist  hymns  and  tunes,  and  well  sung. 

Dr.  Ryerson  did  go  to  the  British  Conference  as  President 
and  Representative  of  the  General  Conference  of  Canada.  The 
London  Methodist  Recorder,  speaking  of  his  presence  there. 


580  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LXIV. 

said : — Rev.  Dr.  Punshon,  the  President,  gave  a  brief  and  dis- 
crimating  introduction  to  Dr.  Ryerson.  The  Doctor's  personal 
appearance  is  very  prepossessing ;  he  is  grey -haired ;  of  a  fine, 
healthy  complexion ;  has  a  gentle  eye ;  and  a  full,  emotional 
voice.  He  dresses  in  the  style  of  the  "  fine  old  English  gentle- 
*man,"  with  a  refreshing  display  of  "linen  clean  and  white." 
One  scarcely  knows  which  most  to  admire — the  simplicity  of 
the  man,  his  well-furnished  intellect,  or  his  practical  good 
sense ;  which  most  to  wonder  at,  the  real  progress  which  has 
been  made  in  this  one  lifetime,  or  the  boundless  possibilities  of 
the  future  to  which  that  progress  leads.  It  is  something  to 
have  rocked  the  cradle  of  an  empire-Church.  The  audience 
was  several  times  deeply  moved  by  the  Doctor's  allusions  to 
the  memories  of  the  past,  but  most  of  all  when,  in  the  conclu- 
sion of  his  address,  he  said  "  farewell,"  with  a  tearful  expression 
of  his  own  rejoicing  "  in  the  hope  of  eternal  life." 

Rev.  D.  Savage,  who  was  also  Representative  of  the  General 
Conference,  in  a  private  note,  said : — It  is  a  grand  Conference, 
distinguished  by  remarkable  manifestations  of  Divine  power, 
The  reports  which  will  come  to  you  through  the  press  cannot 
do  justice  to  the  influence  that  is  abroad.  Dr.  Ryerson's 
address  was  eloquent  and  impressive.  The  fact  that  Dr. 
Ryerson  was  representative  to  the  British  Conference  in  1833, 
and  that  after  the  lapse  of  forty-three  years,  he  has  returned  in 
the  same  capacity,  is  in  itself  a  most  extraordinary  event.  The 
words  in  which  Dr.  Punshon  introduced  Dr.  Ryerson  were  elo- 
quent and  kindly. 

The  following  letters  were  addressed  to  me  by  Dr.  Ryerson 
while  in  London,  at  the  dates  mentioned : — 

September  19£A.— My  lodgings  are  just  opposite  the  British 
Museum,  the  library  of  which  I  find  of  great*  use  to  me.  I 
am  absorbed  in  revising  and  completing  my  w\>rk.  Whether 
it  will  be  a  success  or  not,  is  one  of  the  uncertainties  of  the 
future. 

I  am  glad  to  be  here,  instead  of  being  in  Toronto,  during  the 
ensuing  session  of  our  Legislature,  as  I  do  not  wish  to  be  where 
any  party  can  call  upon  me,  or  use  my  name  in  respect  to  any 
measure  that  the  Government  may  think  proper  to  bring  for- 
ward on  the  subject  of  education. 

November  14>th. — The  Earl  of  Dufferin  enclosed  flattering 
letters  of  introduction  to  the  Earl  of  Carnarvon  and  the  Dean 
of  Westminster,  both  of  whom  have  received  me  with  great 
cordiality.  The  Earl  of  Carnarvon  shook  hands  with  me  two 
or  three  times,  and  said  how  glad  he  was  to  see  and  shake  hands 
with  an  old  Canadian,  whose  services  to  his  country  were  spoken 
of  as  Lord  DuSerin  has  spoken  of  mine.  His  Lordship  told  me 


1875-76]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  581 

he  would  give  instructions,  whenever  I, desired,  to  have  every 
possible  facility  and  aid  given  me  in  the  Record  Office  in  refer- 
ring to  any  documents  or  papers  there,  relating  to  the  history 
or  affairs  of  the  British  Colonies. 

I  submitted  to  the  Dean  of  Westminster  the  last  (14th), 
recapitulating  summary  chapter  on  the  "  Relations  of  Early 
English  Puritanism  to  Protestant  Unity  and  Religious  Liberty," 
for  his  judgment.  I  last  evening  received  a  kind  note  from 
him  (returning  the  manuscript),  in  which  he  says :  "I  have  gone 
through  the  summary  of  the  reign  of  Elizabeth,  and  find  it  full 
of  just  views,  rendered  the  more  attractive  by  the  impartiality 
of  judgment,  and  by  the  exact  knowledge  of  the  subject  which 
pervades  the  chapter.  The  Dean  kindly  suggests  the  use  of 
some  neutral  word,  such  as  "  Roman  Catholics  "  for  "  Papists," 
and  not  to  use  the  words  "  Ritualists  "  "  Ritualism,"  as  all  these 
words  are  terms  of  reproach,  and  the  use  of  them  may  lay  me 
open  to  the  charge  of  partizanship.  I  shall  adopt  his  sugges- 
tions. « 

December  7th. — With  your  letter  I  received  day  before  yester- 
day a  long  letter  from  my  brother  John — a  real  news  letter 
with  some  sparklings  of  wit.  He  mentions  that  during  each  of 
two  preceding  Sabbaths  he  had  attended  a  quarterly  meeting 
on  neighbouring  circuits,  and  on  each  day  he  had  conducted  a 
love-feast,  preached  at  half-past  ten  in  the  morning,  adminis- 
tered the  Lord's  Supper  (one  to-day  to  150  alone)  and  preached 
again  at  half-past  six  in  the  evening,  riding  several  miles  in 
the  afternoon  between  each  appointment,  which,  I  think,  as  he 
says,  "  is  pretty  well  for  an  old  man  in  his  seventy-seventh 
year." 

I  am  wonderfully  well — having  no  pain  of  back,  or  limb,  or 
head.  I  am  careful  of  my  living  and  exercise;  but  during  the 
last  three  years  I  have  worked  fifteen  hours  each  day.  I  have 
every  possible  facility  of  books,  retirement,  and  an  amanuensis ; 
and  am  doing  what  I  would  have  to  do  under  less  favourable 
circumstances  on  my  return  to  Canada.  It  is  singular  that 
your  History  and  other  books  are  almost  the  only  ones  which 
have  been  furnished  to  the  British  Museum,  and  are  found  on 
its  catalogue!  I  have  read  every  word  of  your  essay  on  a 
Central  University  and  think  it  admirable,  exhibiting  much 
research,  acute  observation,  and  profound  thought. 

December  14£/i. — My  present  purpose  is  to  finish  and  publish 
my  purely  Canadian  History  of  the  United  Empire  Loyalists 
as  soon  as  possible,  and  leave  the  other  to  my  executors — your- 
self and  others — to  do  as  you  please.  I  am  assured  that  my 
two  volumes  on  the  Puritans  in  Old  and  New  England  will 
raise  a  storm  on  both  sides  of  the  Atlantic.  I  wish  to  have 


582  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LXIV- 


nothing  more  to  do  with  controversy,  and  I  do  not  wish  to  die 
in  a  storm.  I  am  now  popular  with  all  parties.  I  am  sure  1 
am  right  and  just  on  the  character  and  relation  of  the  Puritans 
and  their  opponents;  but  I  am  strongly  inclined  to  believe 
what  I  have  written  in  regard  to  them  (for  I  am  done  with 
them)  will  perhaps  take  better  if  left  as  a  legacy,  than  if  now 
put  forth  by  myself.  My  reputation,  and  the  pleasure  to  my 
country,  will  chiefly  depend  upon  my  United  Empire  Canadian 
History,  and  to  that  my  all  of  strength  and  time  is  now  directed 
until  I  finish  it. 

December  26th. — I  heard  Dean  Stanley  preach  in  Westminster 
Abbey,  on  Christmas  Day.  His  sermon  was  able  and  eloquent, 
but  disappointed  me  by  the  absence  of  all  mention  of  the  guilt 
and  depravity  of  man,  and  the  "good  tidings,"  including  an 
atonement  for  the  pardon  of  guilt,  and  the  power  of  the  Holy 
Spirit  to  regenerate  and  sanctify.  He  is  a  very  amiable  man, 
and  looks  at  the  good  side  of  everything.  He  enumerated  ten 
blessings  brought  to  man  by  the  Incarnation  of  Christ,  as  dis- 
tinguished from  all  the  advantages  of  science  and  philosophy ; 
but  I  felt,  if  I  had  not  received  through  Christ  the  two  blessings 
he  omitted  to  mention,  I  should  never  have  received  the  bless- 
ings, to  which  I  owe  my  all,  of  renewal,  pardon,  strength  and 
comfort  and  hope,  in  the  religion  of  our  Lord  Jesus  Christ. 

The  award  to  the  Ontario  Educational  Collection  at  the 
Centennial  Exhibition,  at  Philadelphia,  was  made  during;  Dr. 
Ryerson's  absence  in  England.  Being  a  government  exhibit, 
no  medal  could  be  awarded  for  it.  A  diploma  was,  however, 
granted  by  the  Centennial  Commission,  which  was  declared  to 
be — 

For  a  quite  complete  and  admirably  arranged  Exhibition,  illustrating  the 
Ontario  system  of  Education  and  its  excellent  results  ;  also  for  the  efficiency 
of  an  administration  which  has  gained  for  the  Ontario  Department  a  most 
honourable  distinction  among  Government  Educational  agencies. 

Such  was  the  gratifying  tribute  which  a  number  of  eminent 
American  educationists  paid  to  the  Ontario  system  of  Educa- 
tion, and  through  it  to  its  distinguished  founder,  in  estimating 
the  results  of  his  labours  as  illustrated  at  the  Centennial 
Exhibition. 

Having  communicated  this  to  Dr.  Ryerson,  in  England,  he 
replied : — I  cannot  sufficiently  express  my  gratitude  with  you 
to  our  Heavenly  Father,  for  His  abounding  care  and  goodness 
in  connection  with  the  Education  Department,  in  prospering  us 
in  our  past  work,  and  in  sustaining  us  during  all  these  years 
against  attacks  and  adversaries  on  all  sides.  It  is  a  singular 
and?  gratifying  fact,  that  the  Centennial  Exhibition  at  Phila- 


1875-76]  TEE  STOJIY  OF  MY  LIFE.  583 

delphia  should  afford  us,  at  this  juncture  (the  year  of  my  retiring 
from  office),  the  best  of  all  possible  opportunities,  to  exhibit  the 
fruits  (at  least  in  miniature)  of  our  past  policy  and  labours.  To 
you,  with  myself,  equally  belongs  the  credit,  as  I  am  sure  the 
pleasure  and  gratitude,  of  these  signal  displays  of  the  Divine 
goodness  to  us. 

During  his  stay  in  England  Dr.  Ryerson  received  a  note  from 
Rev.  Dr.  Jobson,  dated  January  25th,  1877,  in  which  he  said: — 

It  will  afford  me  lasting  pleasure  to  think  that  I  have  said  or  done  any- 
thing towards  augmenting  your  enjoyment  on  what  you  have  been  pleased 
to  term  your  '  last  visit  to  England.'  I  remember  with  pleasure  vour  former 
visits,  and  our  associations  together  with  Princes  in  our  Israel  who  have 
passed  to  "  the  better  country — even  a  heavenly."  And,  for  more  than  a 
quarter  of  a  century,  I  have  traced  your  course  as  an  acknowledged  leader 
and  counsellor  for  Methodism  in  Canada,  The  result  of  this  has  been  to 
produce  within  me  deep  reverential  esteem  and  affection  towards  you,  which 
have  been  only  slightly  expressed  by  such  attention  and  acts  that  you  are 
pleased  to  acknowledge.  My  best  wishes  will  accompany  you  on  your  return 
to  Canada ;  and  I  am  sure  that  I  express  the  feeling  of  all  my  ministerial 
friends  wheji  I  say  that  your  appearance  among  us  at  our  Lite  Conference  in 
Nottingham  heightened  its  interests  with  us  and  that.your  utterances  in  it 
render  it  joyously  memorable  to  us. 


CHAPTER    LXV. 

1877-1882, 

CLOSING  YEARS  OF  DR.  RYERSON'S  LIFE-LABOURS. 

AFTER  Dr.  Ryerson's  return  from  England,  he  devoted  some 
time  to  the  final  revision  of  his  principal  work,  in  two 
volumes :  The  United  Empire  Loyalists  of  America,,  and  to  two 
additional  volumes  on  the  Puritans  of  Old  and  New  England. 
These  works  cost  him  a  good  deal  of  arduous  labour,  but  their 
preparation  was  in  many  respects  a  source  of  pleasure  to  him, 
and  of  agreeable  occupation.  After  their  completion,  he  lived 
in  quiet  retirement  at  his  residence,  No.  171  Victoria-street, 
Toronto.  His  pen  was  soon  again  employed  in  writing  a  series 
of  essays  on  Canadian  Methodism  for  the  Canadian  Methodist 
Magazine,  which  were  afterwards  re-published  in  book  form. 
Immediately  after  his  return  from  England,  his  brother  John 
addressed  him  the  following  letter  on  the  23rd  March,  1877 : — 

I  heartily  congratulate  you  on  your  safe  arrival  in  your  native  land,  and 
also  that  in  health  and  strength  you  are  spared  to  see  your  seventy-fourth 
birthday.  As  age  advances  time  seems  to  fly  more  and  more  rapidly ;  and 
however  it  may  be  with  others,  certainly  we  are  to  the  "  margin  come,"  and 
how  important  it  is  that  we  live  in  readiness,  and  in  continual  preparation 
for  our  departure. 

On  the  7th  May,  1877,  Dr.  Ryerson  received  a  letter  from  his 
brother  John  urging  him  to  commence  a  proposed  series  of 
essays  on  Canadian  Methodism.  He- says: — 

I  am  glad  that  you  think  of  writing  a  review  of  Church  matters,  and  that 
there  are  so  many  leading  ministers  who  think  you  ought  to  do  so.  The 
more  I  think  and  pray  about  the  matter,  the  more  I  am  satisfied  that  is  a 
path  of  duty  opened  up  to  you,  the  pursuit  of  which  will  be  a  great  blessing 
to  the  Church  and  the  country  in  coming  time.  The  matters  referred  to 
and  somewhat  explained  and  exhibited,  with  other  things  which  doubtless 
will  occur  to  you,  might  be  : — 1.  Missionary  Society  ;  2.  Byanism;  3.  Cana- 
dian Conference  formed  ;  4.  Clergy  reserve  land  matter ;  5.  Christian  Guardian 
commenced ;  6.  Church  Land  and  Marriage  Bill ;  7.  Victoria  College ; 
8.  Book- Room  ;  9.  Centenary  celebration  and  fund ;  10.  Union  with  the 
British  Conference ;  11.  Hudson  Bay  mission  ;  12.  Disruption  with  British 
Conference  ;  13.  Re-union ;  14.  Superannuated  ministers  ;  Contingents  ; 
Chapel  Relief,  and  Childrens'  Funds ;  15.  Remarkable  camp-meetings — 
Beaver  Dams,  some  one  hundred  and  fifty  professed  conversion  ;  seventy  or 
eighty  joined  the  Church.  Ancaster  Circuit :  Peter  Jones  converted.  Yonge- 


.188  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LXV. 

street  Circuit :  Mrs.  Taylor  converted  under  a  sermon  preached  by  Win. 
Hay.  Bay  Circuit :  Peter  Jacobs,  and  many  other  Indians  saved.  Hamilton, 
back  of  Cobourg,  held  in  time  of  Conference — Bishop  George  presiding ; 
when  and  where  the  Rice  and  Mud  Lake  bands  were  all  converted  ;  a  nation 
born  in  a  day  !  16.  The  first  protracted  meeting;  held  at  the  twenty-mile 
camp,  by  Storey  and  E.  Evans,  and  Ryerson,  P.  E. — no  previous  arrange- 
ment, between  two  hundred  and  three  hundred  professed  religion,  the 
wonderful  work  spreading  through  most  of  the  Niagara  district 

In  a  letter  to  me  dated  Guelph,  9th  June,  1877,  Dr.  Ryerson 
said: — I  came  here  yesterday  forenoon,  and  was  most  respect- 
fully and  cordially  recieved  by  the  Conference.  In  the  course 
of  the  day,  Rev.  J.  A.  Williams,  seconded  by  Rev.  E.  B.  Ryck- 
man,  moved  that  I  be  requested  to  prepare  a  history  of  the 
principal  epochs  of  our  Church,  etc.  The  resolution,  with  many 
kind -and  complimentary  remarks,  was  unanimously  passed  by 
a  standing  vote.  I  assented,  and  am  now  committed  to  the 
work,  and  will  lose  no  time  in  commencing — dividing  my  time 
between  it  and  my  history,  which  I  hope  to  complete  in  a  few 
months.  I  hope  before  the  next  General  Conference  to  complete 
what  this  Conference  has  requested,  and  what,  from  what  I 
hear,  will  be  repeated  by  other  Conferences.  As  I  am  en- 
deavouring to  do  some  justice  to  the  founders  of  our  country 
and  its  institutions,  I  hope  to  do  the  same  for  the  Fathers  of  our 
Church  and  its  institutions.  I  spoke  last  night  at  the  reception 
of  young  men,  and  my  remarks  were  very  favourably  received. 

In  a  letter  to  me  from  Whitby,  dated  27th  June,  Dr.  Ryerson 
said: — To-day  I  had  the  great  pleasure  of  laying  the  foundation 
st^ne  of  an  important  addition  to  the  Methodist  Ladies'  College 
at  Whitby.  Mr.  Holden  kindly  intimated  that  the  trustees  had 
decided  to  name  the  new  structure  "  Ryerson  Hall."  My 
remarks  were  few,  and  related  chiefly  to  the  importance  of 
female  education.  I  referred  to  the  great  attention  which  was 
now  given  to  the  education  of  women,  on  both  sides  of  the 
Atlantic.  There  were  different  theories,  I  said,  as  to  how  it 
should  be  done,  but  all  were  agreed  that  women  should  be  edu- 
cated. Esren  the  English  Universities  were  helping  in  the  work. 
I  did  not  believe,  I  said,  in  Colleges  for  both  ladies  and  gentle- 
men. They  should  be  separate.  It  was  of  vital  necessity  that 
the  mothers  of  our  land  should  be  educated.  Woman  made  the 
home,  and  home  made  the  man.  If  the  daughters  were  edu- 
cated, the  sons  would  not  remain  ignorant.  Both  patriotism 
and  piety  should  make  people  encourage  these  institutions, 
which  would  be  the  pride  of  future  generations. 

On  the  30th  July  Dr.  Ryerson  received  an  affecting  letter 
from  his  brother  John,  enclosing  to  him  the  manuscript  of  his 


1877-82]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  589 

"  Reminiscences  of  Methodism,"  during  his  long  and  active  life. 
In  regard  to  them,  he  said  :-r- 

What  I  have  written  is  entirely  from  memory.  In  speaking  about  many 
things  I  had  to  do  with,  of  course  I  had  to  speak  a  good  deal  about  myself, 
but  I  was  writing  for  the  public,  not  for  you  ;  and  it  any  of  the  facts  I  have 
referred  to  will  be  of  any  use  to  you  in  your  Es.says,  I  shall  be  glad.  That 
use,  however,  can  be  made  without  mentioning  my  name,  which  I  have 
dreaded  to  see  in  print  anywhere.  By  prayer,  reading,  reflection,  and  God's 
grace  helping  a  poor  worm,  I  have  so  far  overcome  the  natural  pride  of  my  evil 
nature,  as  to  be  content,  and  sometimes  happy,  in  my  position  of  nothing- 
ness. My  circumstances  give  strength  to  these  feelings  of  contentment.  My 
age  and  growing  weakness  show  me  tha  II  am  come  very  near  the  margin  of 
my  poor  life,  and  unfavourable  symptoms,  from  time  to  time,  strongly  remind 
me  that,  with  me  at  least,  "  in  the  midst  of  life,  we  are  in  death."  I  do  not, 
however,  deprecate,  nor  pray  deliverance  from,  sudden  death.  My  prayer 
is  that  of  Charles  Wesley  s  : — 

"In  age  and  feebleness  extreme, 

Who  can  a  sinful  worm  redeem  ? 

Jesus,  my  only  help  Thou  art, 

Strength  of  my  failing,  flesh  and  heart ; 

Oh  !  might  I  catch  one  smile  from  Thee 

And  drop  into  eternity." 

Several  years  ago  I  read  a  poem,  or  part  of  one,  written  in  old  age  by  the 
celebrated  English  poetess,  Mrs.  Barbauld,  whose  sweet  words  I  very 
frequently  repeat.  She  says  : — 

"  Life,  we  have  been  long  together, 

Through  pleasant  and  through  cloudy  weather. 

'Tis  hard  to  part  when  friends  are  dear, 

Perhaps  'twill  cost  a  sigh,  or  tear. 

Then  steal  away,  give  little  warning, 

Choose  thine  own  time  ; 

Say  not  '  good  night, '  but  in  some  happier  clime, 

Bid  me  '  good  morning.' " 

These  words  were  almost  prophetic,  for  within  three  months 
after  they  were  written,  Dr.  Ryerson  left  Toronto  for  Simcoe 
to  attend  at  the  dying  bed  of  his  beloved  brother.  Immediately 
after  his  death,  Dr.  Ryerson  wrote  to  me  and  said : — Nothing 
could  have  been  more  satisfactory  than  the  last  days  of  my 
dear  brother ;  and  it  was  a  great  comfort  to  him  and  all  the 
family  that  I  was  with  him  for  ten  days  before  his  departure. 
His  responses  to  prayer  were  very  hearty.  He  seemed  to 
dwell  in  a  higher  region.  He  was  so  nervously  sensitive  that 
he  could  not  only  not  converse,  but  could  hardly  bear  being 
talked  to.  On  one  occasion  he  said,  "  Egerton,  don't  talk  to  me, 
but  kiss  me."  One  day  I  asked  him  if  I  should  unite  with 
him  in  prayer ;  he  answered  (and  this  was  the  longest  sentence 
during  the  ten  days  I  was  with  him)  with  some  warmth, 
"  Egerton,  why  do  you  ask  me  that  ?  You  know  I  always 
want  you  to  pray  with  me."  One  day  I  repeated,  or  began  to 
repeat,  the  fifth  verse  of  the  thirty -first  Psalm,  "Into  Thy 
hands  I  commit  my  spirit :  Thou  hast  redeemed  me,  O  Lord 


HOO  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LXV. 

God  of  truth."  He  said  "  I  have  uttered  these  words  many  times. 
I  have  not  a  doubt  upon  my  mind."  Another  day  he  seemed 
to  be  very  happy  while  we  united  in  prayer,  and  after  respond- 
ing "  Amen  and  Amen ! "  he  added,  "  Praise  the  Lord." 

As  the  General  Conference  of  September,  1878,  approached, 
Dr.  Ryerson  was  anxiously  hoping  that  the  Conference  would 
be  favoured  with  the  presence  of  an  able  counsellor  and  friend, 
Rev.  Dr.  Punshon.  Greatly  to  his  regret  he  received  a  note 
from  Dr.  Punshon,  saying : — 

You  will  know  by  this  time  that  I  am  not  coming  to  Canada  this  year, 
but  that  Mr.  Coley  is  appointed  Representative  to  your  General  Conference. 
Among  other  things,  Dr.  Punshon  said : — You  will  see  that  our  Conference 
has  been  a  solemn  one.  A  minister  and  a  lay  representative  were  smitten 
with  death  on  the  premises,  and  died  before  they  cuuld  be  removed.  These 
shocks  did  not  help  my  already  shaken  nerves  to  regain  their  tone.  Other- 
wise the  Conference  was  a  memorable  success.  1  shall  have  some  of  my 
heart  with  you  in  Montreal.  I  trust  you  will  have  a  blessed  Conference,  and 
will  be  able  to  get  some  solution  of  the  transfer  question,  and  some  approach 
to  a  scheme  for  connexional  superintendency  on  a  broad,  practical  basis,  thus 
strengthening  the  two  weak  places  of  your  present  system. 

On  the  31st  August,  1878,  Rev.  Dr.  Wood  addressed  the 
following  note  to  Dr.  Ryerson : — 

Thirty-one  years  ago,  when  appointed  by  the  British  Conference  to  the 
office  of  General  Superintendent  of  Missions  in  the  Canada  Conference,  I 
forwarded  to  your  address  some  testimonials  which  my  brethren  presented 
to  me  when  giving  up  the  chair  of  the  New  Brunswick  District.  1  now  en- 
close to  you  the  resignation  of  my  office  as  one  of  the  General  Secretaries  of 
the  Missionary  Society,  which  you  can  either  present  personally,  or  hand 
over  to  the  President  I  have  very  pleasant  recollections  of  the  past  asso- 
ciations, especially  in  the  early  years  of  the  Union  of  1847,  to  which  you 
gave  invaluable  assistance  in  the  "Working  out  of  its  principles,  which  have 
resulted  in  the  present  wonderful  enlargement  of  the  Methodist  Church. 

As  was  his  custom,  Rev.  Dr.  Punshon  sent  to  Dr.  Ryerson  a 
kind  note  at  the  New  Year  of  1879.  Speaking  of  Methodist 
affairs  in  England  he  says : — 

The. new  year  has  dawned  gloomily  enough  with  us  in  England.  I  never 
knew  such  protracted  commercial  depression.  In  spite  of  all,  however, 
Church  enterprises  are  projected,  and  we  have  started  our  Connexional 
Thanksgiving  Fund  auspiciously,  both  so  far  as  spirit  and  money  go.  It  is 
proposed  to  raise  £200,000  at  least,  and  some  are  sanguine  enough  to  think, 
if  times  mend,  that  a  good  deal  more  will  be  raised.  There  never  was  a 
meeting  in  Methodism  like  the  one  at  City  Road.  It  was  an  All-day  meet- 
ing. The  first  hour  was  spent  in  devotional  exercises,  and  then  the  contri- 
butions flowed  in  without  pressure,  ostentation,  or  shame.  We  are  beginning 
the  Circuit  Meetings  next  week.  Our  Brixton  one  is  fixed  for  Monday 
evening,  but  the  cream  of  our  subscriptions  was  announced  at  City  Road. 
Dr.  Rigg  makes  a  good  President. 


1877-82]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  591 

Writing  to  a  friend  in  December,  1880,  Dr.  Ryerson  said  : — 
You  speak  of  being  old.  I  feel  myself  to  be  an  old  man.  It 
is  more  labour  for  me  to  write  one  page  now,  than  it  used  to  be 
to  write  five  pages.  .  .  We  shall  soon  follow  those  who  have 
gone  before.  With  you  I  am  waiting  and  endeavouring  to  be 
prepared  for  the  change,  and  have  no  fear  of  it,  but  often  rejoice 
in  the  bright  hopes  beyond. 

Again,  writing  to  the  same  friend  on  the  9th  of  August,  1881, 
he  said : — 

My  latest  attack  has  reduced  my  strength  (of  which  I  had 
little  to  spare)  very  much.  My  desire  is  likely  soon  to  be  ac- 
complished— to  depart  hence. 

Writing  to  another  friend  on  the  24th  of  July,  1881,  Dr. 
Ryerson  said : — I  have  to-day  written  a  letter  of  affectionate 
sympathy  to  Rev.  Dr.  Punshon  on  the  decease  of  his  son  John 
William.  I  trust  that  his  last  days  were  his  best  days. 

It  has  always  been  a  source  of  thankfulness  and  gratification, 
that  I  was  able  to  shqw  him  some  kind  attentions  during  his 
last  visit  to  Canada. 

I  have  been  deeply  concerned  to  read  in  this  morning's  news- 
paper that  Dr.  Punshon  himself  was  seriously  ill.  I  trust  and 
pray  that  the  Church  and  nation  may  not  yet,  and  for  a  long 
time  to  come,  be  deprived  of  his  eminent  services. 

I  cannot  tell  how  deeply  we  all  sympathize  with  Dr.  and 
Mrs.  Punshon  in  this  great  trial. 

From  the  last  (almost  illegible)  letter  written  by  Dr.  Ryerson, 
two  weeks  before  his  death  and  dated  6th  of  February,  1882,  I 
make  the  following  extracts.  It  was  addressed  to  Rev.  Hugh 
Johnston,  B.D.,  of  Montreal,  (now  of  Toronto). 

I  am  helpless  myself — have  lost  my  hearing  so  that  I  cannot 
converse  without  a  tube.  I  have  been  confined  to  my  room  for 
five  weeks  by  congestion  of  the  lungs,  from  which  I  have  only 
partially  recovered.  I  have  not  been  out  of  the  house  since 
last  September,  so  that  I  can  take  no  part  in  Church  affairs. 
But  God  has  been  with  me — my  strength  and  comforter.  I  am 
beginning  to  revive,  but  have  not  yet  been  able  to  go  down 
stairs,  or  move,  only  creep  about  with  the  help  of  a  cane.  I 
do  not  know  whether  you  can  read  the  scrawl  I  have  written, 
but  I  cannot  write  any  better. 

Yours  most  affectionately, 
Monday,  February  6th,  1882.  E.  RYERSON. 

The  concluding  words  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  story  of  his  life 
were : — 


592  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LXV. 

In  1878, 1  was  elected  for  the  third  time  Representative  of 
the  Canadian  to  the  British  Conference.  After  the  fulfilment 
of  these  functions,  I  have  retired  from  all  active  participation 
in  public  affairs,  whether  of  Church  or  State.  I  have  finished, 
after  twenty  years'  labour,  my  "History  of  the  Loyalists  of 
America  and  their  Times."  I  have  finished  the  "  STORY  OF  MY 
LIFE  " — imperfect  and  fragmentary  as  it  is — leaving  to  another 
pen  anything  that  may  be  thought  worthy  of  record  of  my  last 
days  on  earth,  as  well  as  any  essential  omissions  in  my  earlier 
career. 


At  length  the  end  of  this  great  Canadian  drew  near ;  and 
the  shadows  at  the  closing  of  life's  eventide  deepened  and 
lengthened.  I  visited  him  frequently,  and  always  found  him 
interested  in  whatever  subject  or  topic  I  might  speak  to  him 
about.  His  congenial  subject,  however,  was  God's  providential 
goodness  and  overruling  care  throughout  his  whole  life.  In 
his  personal  religious  experience,  he  always  spoke  humbly  of 
himself  and  glowingly  of  the  long-suffering  tenderness  of  God's 
dealings  towards  him.  At  no  time  was  the  character  of  his 
religious  experience  more  practical  and  suggestive  than  when 
laid  aside  from  duty.  Meditation  on  the  past  was  the  subject 
of  his  thoughts. 

To  him  God  was  a  personal,  living  Father — a  Brother  born  for 
adversity — a  Friend  that  sticketh  closer  than  a  brother — 
a  great  and  glorious  Being,  ever  gracious,  ever  merciful.  His 
trust  in  God  was  child-like  in  its  simplicity,  firm  and  un- 
wavering. His  conversation  partook  of  it  and  was  eminently 
realistic.  He  had  no  more  doubt  of  God's  daily,  hourly,  loving 
care  and  superintending  providence  over  him  and  his  than  he 
had  of  any  material  fact  with  which  he  was  familiar  or  which 
was  self-evident  to  him.  He  entirely  realized  that  God 
was  his  ever  present  friend.  There  seemed  to  be  that  close, 
intimate  union — reverent  and  humble  as  it  was  on  his  part — 
of  man  with  God,  and  this  gave  a  living  reality  to  religion 
in  his  life.  To  him  the  counsels,  the  warnings,  the  promises, 
the  encouragements  of  the  Bible,  were  the  voice  of  God  speaking 
to  him  personally — the  very  words  came  as  living  words  from 
the  lips  of  God,  "as  a  man  speaketh  to  his  friend."'  This  was  the 
secret  of  his  courage,  whether  it  was  in  some  crisis  of  conflict 
or  controversy,  or  in  his  little  frail  craft  when  crossing  the  lake, 
or  exposed  to  the  storm. 

To  such  a  man  death  had  no  terrors — the  heart  had  no  fear. 
It  was  cheering  and  comforting  to  listen  to  him  (as  I  often  did 
alone)  and  to  hear  him  speak  of  his  near  departure,  as  of  one 


1877-82]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  593 

preparing  for  a  journey — ceasing  from  duty,  in  order  to  be 
ready  to  be  conveyed  away,  and  then  resuming  it  when  the 
journey  was  over* 

Thus  he  spoke  of  the  time  of  his  departure  as  at  hand,  and 
he  was  ready  for  the  messenger  when  He  should  call  for  him. 
He  spoke  of  it  trustfully,  hopefully,  cheerfully,  neither  anxious 
nor  fearful ;  and  yet,  on  the  other  hand,  neither  elated  nor  full 
of  joy;  but  he  knew  in  whom  He  had  trusted,  and  was  per- 
suaded, and  was  not  afraid  of  evil  tidings  either  of  the  dark 
valley  or  the  river  of  death.  He  knew  Him  whom  he  believed, 
and  was  persuaded  that  He  was  able  to  keep  that  which  he  had 
committed  unto  Him  against  that  day. 

Thus  the  end  drew  near,  and  with  it,  as  the  outward  man  be- 
gan to  fail,  the  feeling  of  unwavering  trust  and  confidence  was 
deepened  and  strengthened.  At  length  hearing  failed,  and  the 
senses  one  by  one  partially  ceased  to  perform  their  functions. 
Then  to  him  were  fully  realized  the  inspired  words  of  Solomon  : 
Desire  failed,  and  the  silver  cord  was  loosed,  the  golden  bowl 
was  broken,  the  pitcher  broken  at  the  fountain,  and  the  wheel 
at  the  cistern.  Gradually  the  weary  wheels  of  life  stood  still, 
and  at  seven  o'clock  on  Sunday  morning,  February  19th,  1882, 
in  the  presence  of  his  loved  ones  and  dear  friends,  gently  and 
peacefully  the  spirit  of  Egerton  Ryerson  took  its  flight  to  be 
forever  with  the  Lord  ! 

SERVANT  of  God,  well  done  ! 

Thy  glorious  warfare's  past ; 
The  battle's  fought,  the  vict'ry  won, 

And  thou  art  crowned  at  last ; 

Of  all  thy  heart's  desire 

Triumphantly  possessed ; 
Lodged  by  the  sweet  angelic  choir 

In  thy  Redeemer's  breast. 

In  condescending  love, 

Thy  ceaseless  prayer  He  heard  ; 
And  bade  thee  suddenly  remove 

To  this  complete  reward. 

0  happy,  happy  soul ! 

In  ecstacies  of  praise, 
Long  as  eternal  ages  roll, 

Thou  seest  thy  Saviour's  face. 

Redeemed  from  earth  and  pain, 

Ah  !  when  shall  we  ascend, 
And  all  in  Jesus'  presence  reign 

With  our  translated  friend  ? 


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CHAPTER    LXVI. 

1882. 

THE  FUNERAL  CEREMONIES,  WEDNESDAY,  FEB.  22ND,  1882. 

AMID  the  tolling  of  bells,  said  the  Toronto  Globe,  and  the 
lamentations  of  many  thousands  of  people,  the  remains  of 
the  late  Rev.  Dr.  Ryerson  were  conveyed  to  their  final  earthly 
resting-place  in  Mount  Pleasant  Cemetery,  on  Wednesday,  the 
22nd  February.  During  the  day  large  numbers  visited  the 
sorrowing  house,  and  gazed  for  the  last  time  on  the  features  of 
the  revered  dead.  As  was  to  be  expected,  the  larger  number 
were,  like  the  venerable  deceased,  far  into  "  the  sere  and  yellow 
leaf,"  and  many  who  had  known  him  for  a  long  time  could 
scarce  restrain  the  unbidden  tear  as  a  flood  of  recollections 
surged  up  at  the  sight  of  the  still  form  cold  in  death. 

No  one  present,  probably,  says  the  Guardian,  ever  saw  so 
many  ministers  at  a  funeral.  Among  the  ministers  and  laymen 
were  many  grey-haired  veterans,  who  had  watched  with  interest 
the  whole  brilliant  career  of  the  departed.  .  .  All  the  Churches 
were  well  represented,  both  by  their  ministers  and  promin- 
ent laymen.  Bishop  Sweatman  and  most  of  the  ministers  of 
the  Church  of  England  were  present.  Nearly  all  the  Presby- 
terian, Baptist,  and  Congregational  ministers  of  the  city  were 
present ;  and  even  Archbishop  Lynch  and  Father  McCann,  of 
the  Roman  Catholic  Church,  showed  their  respect  for  the  dead 
by  their  presence  during  the  day.  Devotional  service  at  the 
house  was  conducted  by  Rev.  R.  Jones,  of  Cobourg,  and  Rev. 
J.  G.  Laird,  of  Collingwood. . 

The  plate  on  the  coffin  bore  the  inscription : — "  Egerton 
Ryerson,  born  21st  March,  1803 :  died  19th  February,  1882." 
The  floral  tributes  presented  by  sorrowing  friends  were  from 
various  places  in  Ontario,  and  not  a  few  came  from  Detroit  and 
other  American  cities.  The  following  may  be  noted : — Wreath, 
with  "  Norfolk  "  in  the  centre,  from  Mr.  E.  Harris ;  wreath,  with 
"  Rest "  in  the  centre,  from  Dr.  and  Mrs.  Hodgins ;  pillow,  with 
"Father,"  from  Mrs.  E.  Harris;  crown  from  the  scholars  of 
Ryerson  school ;  pillow,  with  "  Grandpapa,"  from  the  grand- 
children of  the  deceased  :  wreath  from  Mr.  C.  H.  Greene ;  cross, 


1882]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  595 

also  scythe,  with  sheaf,  from  Mr.  and  Mrs.  George  Harris, 
London ;  crown  and  cross  from  Rev.  Dr.  and  Mrs.  Potts ;  anchor 
from  W.  E.  and  F.  E.  Hodgins ;  sheaf  from  George  S.  Hodgins  ; 
lilies  and  other  choice  flowers  inside  the  casket  from  Dr.  and 
Mrs.  Hodgins. 

Shortly  before  three  o'clock  the  room  was  left  to  the  members 
of  the  family,  after  which  the  coffin  was  borne  to  the  hearse  by 
the  following  pall-bearers,  preceded  by  the  Rev.  Dr.  Potts : — 
Dr.  Hodgins,  Rev.  Dr.  Nelles,  Dr.  Aikins,  Rev.  Dr.  Rose,  Rev. 
R.  Jones,  Mr.  J.  Paterson.  Previous  to  the  arrival  of  the 
hearse  at  the  church,  His  Honour  the  Lieutenant-Governor,  the 
Speaker  of  the  House,  members  of  the  Legislature,  which  had 
adjourned  for  the  occasion,  and  the  Ministerial  Association,  were 
in  the  places  assigned  to  them.  The  members  of  the  City 
Council  and  Board  of  Education  were  also  present  in  a  body. 
The  pupils  of  Ryerson  and  Dufferin  Schools  marched  into  the 
church  in  a  body,  wearing  mourning  badges  on  their  arms., 
There  were  representatives  of  all  conditions  in  society,  and  it 
might  be  said  of  all  ages.  The  lisping  schoolboy  who  was  free 
from  the  restraint  imposed  by  the  presence  of  his  master,  and 
the  aged  man  and  woman  tottering  unsteadily  on  the  verge  of 
the  grave — all  were  hushed  in  the  presence  of  death.  Every- 
where within  the  building  were  the  evidences  of  a  great  sorrow. 
Crape  was  seen  wherever  the  eye  turned — surrounding  the 
galleries,  fronting  the  platform,  encircling  the  choir.  But  there 
was  one  spot  thrown  into  alto  relievo  by  the  sombre  drapery 
of  woe.  In  front  of  the  pulpit,  on  a  small  table,  were  the 
exquisitely  beautiful  floral  tributes  of  friendship  and  affection, 
whispering  of  the  beauty  and  glory  of  that  spring-time  of  the 
human  race,  when  this  "  mortal  shall  have  put  on  immortality." 

Cobourg  and  Victoria  College  were  well  represented ;  the 
Rev.  T.  W.  Jeffery  and  Wm.  Kerr,  Q.C.,  and  others,  being 
present ;  also  the  following  professors  and  students  from  Vic- 
toria College  : — Rev.  Dr.  Nelles,  Prof.  Burwash,  Prof.  Reynar, 
Frof.  Bain,  Mr.  McHenry  (Collegiate  Institute),  and  Dr.  Jones. 
The  students  from  the  College— one  from  each  class — were 
Messrs.  Stacey,  Horning,  Eldridge,  Brewster,  and  Crews.  The 
Senate  of  Victoria  University  walked  in  a  body  immediately 
after  the  carriages  containing  the  mourners.  Upon  entering 
the  west  aisle  of  the  church,  Rev.  Dr.  Potts  commenced  reading 
the  burial  service,  the  vast  audience  standing.  The  pall-bearers 
having  deposited  their  charge  in  front  of  the  pulpit,  Rev.  Mr. 
Cochran  gave  out  the  733rd  hymn, 

"  Come,  let  us  join  our  friends  above, 
Who  have  obtained  the  prize." 

Rev.  Dr.  Rose  offered  prayer,  after  which  Rev.  Wm.  Scot't,  of 


6UO  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LXVI. 

Montreal  Conference,  read  a  portion  of  the  1st  Cor.  xv.,  com- 
mencing at  the  20th  verse.  The  choir  of  fifty  voices,  led  by 
the  organist,  Mr.  Torrington,  sang  an  anthem — 

"  Brother,  thou  art  gone  before  us  " 

Rev.  Mr.  Telfer,  from  England,  gave  out  the  42nd  hymn, 
which  was  fervently  sung  by  the  congregation.  The  Rev.  Dr. 
Potts  then  delivered  the  following  funeral  address  : — 

My  place  of  choice  on  this  deeply  sorrowful  occasion  would 
be  in  the  ranks  of  the  mourners,  for  I  feel  like  a  son  bereft  of 
his  father.  Gladly  would  I  sit  at  the  feet  of  aged  ministers 
before  me,  and  listen  to  them  speak  of  one  they  knew  and  loved 
so  well.  I  venture  to  address  a  few  words  to  you,  in  fulfilment 
of  the  dying  request  of  my  reverend  and  honoured  father  in 
the  Gospel. 

Regarding  the  well-known  wishes  of  the  departed,  my 
words  must  be  few  and  simple.  To-day,  Methodism,  in  her 
laity  and  ministry  mourns  over  the  death  of  her  most  illustrious 
minister  and  Church  leader.  To-day,  many  in  this  house,  and 
far  beyond  Toronto,  lament  the  loss  of  an  ardent  and  true 
friend.  To-day,  Canada  mourns  the  decease  of  one  of  her 
noblest  sons.  This  is  not  the  time  nor  the  place  for  mere 
eulogy ;  in  the  presence  of  death  and  of  God  eulogy  is  unbe- 
coming. We  would  glorify  God  in  the  character  and  in  the 
endowments  of  his  servant  and  child. 

We  cannot,  we  should  not,  forget  the  greatness  of  the  de- 
parted. His  was  a  many-sided  greatness.  Dr.  Ryerson  would 
have  been  great  in  any  walk  in  life.  In  law  he  would  have 
been  a  Chief  Justice.  In  statesmanship  he  would  have  beeu  a 
Prime  Minister.  He  was  a  born  leader  of  his  fellows.  He  was 
kingly  in  carriage  and  in  character.  The  stamp  of  royal  man- 
hood was  impressed  upon  him  physically,  mentally,  morally. 
We  cannot  forget  the  distinguished  positions  occupied  so  worth- 
ily and  so  long  by  our  departed  friend.  He  lived  for  his 
country,  spending  and  being  spent  in  the  educational  and  moral 
advancement  of  the  people. 

As  a  servant  of  Methodism,  he  was  a  missionary  to  the 
Indians  of  this  Province,  an  evangelist  to  the  scattered  settlers, 
and  a  pastor  in  this  city  long,  long  ago.  He  was  President  of 
Victoria  College,  and  never  ceased  to  love  and  support  that 
institution  of  learning.  For  it  he  solicited  money  in  England 
and  in  this  country,  and  to  it  he  gave  the  intellectual  energy  of 
his  early  manhood,  as  well  as  ranking  in  the  front  place  as  a 
personal  subscriber  to  its  funds.  He  was  the  first  Editor  of  the 
Christian  Guardian,  the  connexional  organ  of  our  branch  of 
Methodism. 


1882]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  597 

As  a  servant  of  Canada,  he  was  for  over  thirty  years  Chief 
Superintendent  of  Education  in  this  Province.  His  monument 
— more  enduring  than  brass — is  the  Public  School  system  of 
Ontario.  When  the  history  of  this  country  comes  to  be  written, 
the  name,  the  imperishable  name  of  Egerton  Ryerson  shall 
shine  in  radiant  lustre  as  one  of  the  greatest  men  produced  in 
this  land. 

But  it  is  not  of  these  things  Dr.  Ryerson  would  have  me 
speak  if  he  could  direct  my  thoughts  to-day.  Rather  would 
have  me  speak  of  him  as  a  sinner  saved  by  grace,  as  a  disciple 
of  our  Lord  Jesus  Christ.  I  knew  him  well  in  his  religious  life. 
His  experience  was  marked  by  scriptural  simplicity,  and  his 
conversation  was  eminently  spiritual.  Of  all  the  ministers  of 
my  acquaintance,  none  spoke  with  me  so  freely  and  so  fre- 
quently on  purely  religious  subjects  as  the  venerable  Dr.  Ryer- 
son. He  gloried  in  the  cross  of  Christ.  He  never  wearied 
speaking  of  the  precious  blood  of  the  Lamb.  He  was  one  of 
the  most  helpful  and  sympathetic  hearers  in  the  Metropolitan 
Church  congregation.  Rarely,  in  my  almost  six  years'  pastorate, 
did  he  leave  the  church  without  entering  the  vestry  and  saying 
a  kindly,  encouraging  word. 

The  doctor  belonged  to  a  class  of  men  rapidly  passing  away. 
Most  of  his  companions  passed  on  before  him.  But  few  linger 
behind.  Grand  men  they  were  in  Church  and  State.  Canada 
owes  them  a  debt  of  gratitude  that  she  can  hardly  ever  pay. 
Let  us  revere  the  memory  of  those  gone  to  their  rest  and 
reward,  and  let  us  treat  with  loving  reverence  the  few  pioneers 
who  still  linger  to  bless  the  land  for  which  they  have  done  so 
much.  We  may  have  a  higher  average  in  these  times,  but  we 
lack  the  heroic  men  who  stood  out  so  conspiciously  in  the  early 
history  of  Canada. 

Dr.  Ryerson  was  a  Methodist,  but  not  a  narrow  sectarian. 
He  knew  the  struggles  of  our  Church  in  this  country,  and  shared 
them ;  he  witnessed,  with  gratitude  to  God,  the  extension  of 
Methodism  from  feeble  beginnings  to  its  present  influential 
position.  He  desired  above  all  things  that  our  Church  should 
retain  the  primitive  simplicity  of  the  olden  time,  and  yet  march 
abreast  of  the  age  in  the  elements  of  a  Christian*  civilization. 

At  the  first  General  Conference  which  met  in  this  church, 
after  the  Union,  and  after  that  eminently  providential  event,  the 
introduction  of  laymen  into  the  highest  Court  of  the  Church — 
at  that  time,  when  the  representatives  of  both  ministry  and 
membership  desired  a  man  to  preside  over  the  Methodist 
Church  of  Canada,  to  whom  did  they  look  ?  To  the  man  whom 
Methodism  delighted  to  honour — Egerton  Ryerson. 

Dr.  Ryerson  was  regarded  by  the  congregation  belonging  to 


598  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LXVL 

this  church  with  peculiar  respect  and  affection.  While  he  be- 
longed to  all  Canada,  we,  of  the  Metropolitan  Church,  claimed 
him  as  our  own  especial  possession.  He  was  a  trustee  of  the 
Church,  and  one  of  its  most  liberal  supporters;  for  its  prosperity 
he  ever  prayed,  and  in  its  success  he  ever  rejoiced.  It  is  hard 
to  realize  that  we  shall  no  longer  see  that  venerable  form — that 
genial  and  intellectual  countenance. 

The  life  of  Dr.  Ryerson  was  long,  whether  you  measure  it  by 
years  or  by  service — service  to  his  God,  to  his  fellow-men,  and 
to   his   native  land.     He  was  a  shock  of  corn  ripe  for  the 
heavenly  garner.     He  was  an  heir,  having  reached  his  majority, 
and  made  meet  for  the  inheritance  of  the  saints  in  light,  has 
gone  to  take  possession  of  it.     He  was  a  pilgrim,  who  after  a 
lengthened  pilgrimage  has  reached  home.     He  was  a  Christian, 
who  with  Paul  could  say,  "  For  me  to  live  is  Christ,  to  die  is 
gain."    In  such  an  hour  as  this,  what  comfort  could  all  the 
honours  of  man  give  to  the  sorrowing  family  as  compared  with 
the  thought  that  the  one  they  Ibved  so  dearly  was  a  man  in 
Christ  and  is  now  a  glorified  spirit  before  the  throne.     Hence- 
forth we  must  think  of  him  and  speak  of  him  as  the  late  Dr. 
Ryerson,  and  to  many  of  us  this  shall  be  difficult  and  painful. 
We  have  been  so  accustomed  to  see  and  hear  him,  we  have  so 
long  looked  up  to  him  as 'one  specially  gifted  to  lead,  that  a  sad 
feeling  comes  over  us,  left  as  we  are  without  the  guidance  of 
our  beloved  leader  and  father  in  the  Church.     The  memory  of 
the  just  is  blessed,  and  our  memory  of  Dr.  Ryerson  shall  be 
precious,  until  we  overtake  him  in  the  better  country,  that  is 
the  heavenly.      Until  then  let  us  not  be  slothful,  but  followers 
of  them  who  through  faith  and  patience  inherit  the  promises. 
Could  he  speak  to  us  to-day  from  the  heights  of  the  heavenly 
glory  to  which  he  has  just  been  admitted,  he  would  say  to  this 
vast  concourse  of  friends,  "  Follow  Christ ;  seek  first  the  king- 
dom of  God ;  serve  your  generation  ;  build  up  in  your  Dominion 
a  nationality  based  on  righteousness  and  truth ;  be  strict  in 
your  judgment  upon  yourselves,  but  be  charitable  in  your  judg- 
ment of  others;  live  that  your  end  may  be  peace,  and  your 
immortality  eternal  blessedness." 

Dr.  Potts  concluded  by  reading  the  following  extract  from  a 
letter  written  by  Dr.  Ormiston,  of  New  York,  to  Dr.  Hodgins : — 
Dear  Dr.  Ryerson,  I  mourn  thee  as  a  son  for  a  father.  Thou 
wert  very  dear  to  me.  I  owe  thee  much.  I  loved  as  I 
esteemed  thee.  I  have  no  one  left  now  to  fill  thy  place  in  my 
heart  and  life.  Through  riches  of  Divine  grace  I  hope  soon  to- 
meet  thee  again.  My  dear  Brother  Hodgins — You  and  I  knew 
our  noble-hearted  friend  better  than  most,  and  to  know  him 
was  to  love  him.  You  have  been  longer  and  more  intimately 


1882]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  599 

associated  with  him  in  social  life  and  earnest  work  than  I  was. 
But  I  scarcely  think  that  even  you  loved  him  more,  and  I  feel 
as  if  I  was  hardly  even  second  to  you  in  his  regards.  Let  our 
tears  fall  together  to-day,  and  in  each  of  our  hearts  let  his 
memory  live  ever  fresh  and  fondly  cherished. 

Hym  624,  "Rock  of  Ages,  cleft  forme,"  was  then  sung,  after 
which  prayer  was  offered  and  the  benediction  was  pronounced 
by  the  Rev.  J.  G.  Laird,  President  of  the  Toronto  Conference.  A 
musical  voluntary  and  the  "  Dead  March  "  concluded  the  im- 
pressive service. 

The  remains  were  then  borne  to  Mount  Pleasant  Cemetery, 
where  they  were  afterwards  interred.*  The  concluding  portion 
of  the  burial  service  was  read  by  the  Rev.  Dr.  Nelles. 

On  the  following  Sunday  the  funeral  sermon  was  preached 
by  Rev.  Dr.  Nelles.  The  Guardian  said : — 

The  discourse  of  Dr.  Nelles  was  a  masterly  and  eloquent  review  of  the 
salient  points  in  Dr.  Ryerson's  life  and  character.  We  have  rarely  listened 
to  a  sermon  with  greater  satisfaction,  and  never  to  a  funeral  sermon  so  dis- 
criminating in  its  statements  and  characterization.  It  was  distinguished  by 
a  broad  mental  grasp  of  the  great  lessons  and  facts  of  history,  in  the  light  of 
which  all  personal  and  local  events  must  be  viewed,  to  be  seen  truly  and 
impartially.  His  appreciative  recognition  of  the  privileges  of  religious 
equality  which  we  possess  in  Canada,  and  of  the  prominent  part  taken  by 
Dr.  Ryerson  in  obtaining  them,  was  very  suggestive  and  felicitous.  We 
rarely  follow  to  the  grave  so  eminent  a  man  as  Dr.  Ryerson;  and  we  seldom 
have  heard  a  discourse  so  fully  equal  to  a  great  occasion. 


TRIBUTES  TO  DR.  RYERSON'S  MEMORY. 

After  Dr.  Ryerson's  death  kind  telegrams  and  letters  of  con- 
dolence were  received  by  the  family  from  many  sympathiz- 
ing friends,  among  which  was  one  from  the  Marquis  .of  Lome, 
Governor-General.  The  following  letter  was  also  received  by 
Mrs.  Ryerson  from  the  Rev.  William  Arthur,  M.  A.,  dated 
London,  England,  April  10th,  1882  :— 

The  news  of,  your  great  bereavement,  a  bereavement  which, 
though  yours  in  a  special  sense,  is  not  yours  alone,  but  is  felt 
by  multitudes  as  their  own,  came  at  a  moment  when  a  return 

*  This  interment  took  place  in  May.  The  ceremony  was  a  private  one,  attended 
only  by  immediate  relatives  and  intimate  personal  friends.  Among  the  former 
were  the  venerable  doctor's  aged  eldest  brother,  Rev.  George  Ryerson  (91  years 
old)  and  Mrs.  George  Ryerson  ;  the  bereaved  widow,  Mrs.  Ryerson,  Mr.  Charles 
E.  Ryerson,  his  two  sons,  and  Mrs.  George  Duggan.  Among  the  latter  were  the 
Rev.  Dr.  Potts,  Mrs.  Potts,  Dr.  Hodgins,  and  Mr.  H.  M.  Wilkinson  (son  of  Rev. 
H.  Wilkinson),  of  the  Education  Department,  and  two  or  three  others.  After 
lowering  the  coffin  into  the  grave,  the  Rev.  Dr.  Potts  read  a  portion  of  the  burial 
service,  committing  the  body  to  the  earth  in  hope  of  a  joyful  resurrection  at  the 
last  day. 


GOO  THE  STOR7  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LXVI. 

of  an  old  affection  of  the  eyes  made  writing  difficult,  and  I  did 
not  like  to  give  you  a  mere  line.  From  my  heart  I  do  condole 
with  you  on  the  removal  from  your  side  of  one  who  was  pleasant 
to  look  upon,  even  for  strangers,  and  whose  presence  was  not 
only  a  natural  delight,  but  a  stay,  and  an  honour.  Not  many 
women  are  called  to  sustain  the  loss  of  such  a  husband.  But 
on  the  other  hand,  not  many  women  in  the  day  of  their  great 
loss  have  the  legacy  left  to  them  of  such  a  memory,  such  a 
career,  and  such  appreciation  of  whole  communities  of  the  merits 
of  that  career.  Very  few  have  such  a  combination  of  true 
religious  consolation,  of  full  hope  and  unclouded  faith,  with  the 
sense  of  comfort  derived  from  general  sympathy  and  universal 
public  respect.  Dr.  Ryerson  was  the  servant  of  God,  and  the 
Lord  blessed  him.  He  was  the  servant  of  the  Church,  and  the 
Church  loved  and  revered  him.  He  was  the  servant  of  his 
country,  and  his  country  delighted  to  honour  him,  and  will  hold 
him  in  permanent  and  honourable  remembrance.  To  many 
friends  on  this  side  of  the  Atlantic,  as  well  as  on  his  own,  he 
was  a  rarely  honoured  and  prized  representative  of  long  and 
noble  services  to  the  cause  of  God,  and  to  general  society, 
services  rendered  with  commanding  abilities  and  unflinching 
vigour.  To  you  and  to  the  children  the  loss  is  far  different  to 
what  it  is  to  others.  To  you  and  to  them  have  the  hearts  of 
others  turned  with  unaffected  sympathy.  You  have  had  many 
praying  for  you  ;  many  hoping  that  blessings  will  rest  upon  the 
name  of  Ryerson,  and  that  it  will  long  be  represented  in  every 
Christian  work,  and  every  branch  of  public  usefulness.  With 
truly  affectionate  regards,  and  condolences  to  Mr.  and  Mrs. 
Charles,  believe  me,  dear  Mrs.  Ryerson,  yours  with  heartfelt 
sympathy,  WM.  ARTHUR. 

THE  LORD  BISHOP  OF  MANCHESTER,  who  was  in  Canada  as 
one  of  the  Royal  Commissioners  on  Education,  in  concluding 
his  report  on  our  Canadian  Schools,  said :  "  Such,  in  all  its  main 
features,  is  the  school  system  of  Upper  Canada.  A  system  not 
perfect,  but  yet  far  in  advance,  as  a  system  of  national  educa- 
tion, of  anything  we  can  show  at  home.  It  is  indeed  very 
remarkable  to  me  that  in  a  country,  occupied  in  the  greater 
part  of  its  area  by  a  sparse  and  anything  but  wealthy  popula- 
tion, whose  predominant  characteristic  is  as  far  as  possible 
removed  from  the  spirit  of  enterprise,  an  educational  system  so 
complete  in  its  theory  and  so  capable  of  adaptation  in  practice 
should  have  been  originally  organized,  and  have  maintained  in 
what,  with  all  allowances,  must  still  be  called  successful  opera- 
tion for  so  long  a  period  as  twenty-five  years.  It  shows  what 
can  be  accomplished  by  the  energy,  determination,  and  devotion 
of  a  single  earnest  man.  What  national  education  in  England 


1882]  TEE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  601 

owes  to  Sir  J.  K.  Shuttleworth,  what  education  in  New  Eng- 
land owes  to  Horace  Mann,  that  debt  education  in  Canada  owes 
to  Egerton  Ryerson.  He  has  been  the  object  of  bitter  abuse,  of 
not  a  little  misrepresentation;  but  he  has  not  swerved  from  his 
policy  or  from  his  fixed  ideas.  Through  evil  report  and  good 
report  he  has  found  others  to  support  him  in  the  resolution, 
that  free  education  shall  be  placed  within  the  reach  of  every 
Canadian  parent  for  every  Canadian  child." 

In  a  letter  addressed  to  Dr.  Ryerson  in  1875,  the  Bishop 
says : — I  take  it  very  kindly  in  you  that  you  remember  an  old 
acquaintance,  and  I  have  read  with  interest  your  last  report.  I 
am  glad  to  observe  progress  in  the  old  lines  almost  everywhere. 
I  was  nattered  also  to  find  that  some  words  of  mine,  written  in 
1865,  are  thought  worthy  of  being  quoted.  .  .  It  is  pleasant 
to  find  a  public  servant  now  in  the  thirty-second  year  of  his 
incumbency,  still  so  hopeful  and  so  vigorous.  Few  men  have 
lived  a  more  useful  or  active  life  than  you,  and  your  highest 
reward  must  be  to  look  back  upon  what  you  have  been  per- 
mitted to  achieve. 

The  VERY  REVEREND  DEAN  GRASETT,  in  a  letter  to  Dr. 
Hodgins,  dated  9th  November,  1875,  said: 

I  thank  you  very  much  for  your  kindness  in  presenting  me 
with  a  complete  set  of  the  Journal  of  Education  from  the  date 
of  its  commencement  in  1848  to  the  present  time. 

You  could  not  have  given  me  a  token  of  parting  remem- 
brance more  acceptable  to  me  on  various  accounts ;  but  chiefly 
shall  I  value  it  as  a  memorial  of  the  confidence  and  kindness  I 
have  so  invariably  experienced  from  the  Rev.  Dr.  Ryerson  from 
the  day  I  first  took  my  seat  with  him  at  a  Council  Board  in 
1846  to  the  time  that  I  was  released  from  further  attendance 
there  this  year.  Similar  acknowledgments  I  owe  to  yourself, 
his  coadjutor,  in  the  great  work  of  his  life,  and  the  editor  of  the 
record  of  his  labours,  contained  in  these  volumes. 

I  shall  carry  with  me  to  the  end  of  life  the  liveliest  feelings 
of  respect  for  the  public  character  and  regard  for  the  private 
worth  of  one  who  has  rendered  to  his  country  services  which 
entitle  him  to  her  lasting  gratitude.  My  venerable  friend  has 
had  from  time  to  time  many  cheering  recognitions  of  his 
valuable  public  services  from  the  Heads  of  our  Government, 
who  were  capable  of  appreciating  them,  as  well  as  from  other 
quarters ;  but  I  think  that  in  his  case,  as  in  others  that  are 
familiar  to  us,  it  must  be  left  to  future  generations  adequately 
to  appreciate  their  value  when  they  shall  be  reaping  the  full 
benefit  of  them. 

1  esteem  it  an  honour  that  I  should  have  been  associated 
with  him  in  his  Council  for  so  many  years  (30),  and  a  privilege 


602  THE  STOEY  OF  MY  LIFE.          [CHAP.  LXVI. 

if  I  have  been  of  the  least  assistance  in  upholding  his  hands  in 
performing  a  work,  the  credit  of  which  is  exclusively  his  own. 

The  Rev.  Dr.  WITHROW,  in  his  "  Memorials  of  Dr.  Ryerson," 
(Canadian  Methodist  Magazine,  April,  1882,)  said:  No  man 
ever  passed  away  from  among  us  in  Canada  whose  true  great- 
ness was  so  universally  recognized  as  that  of  Dr.  Ryerson.  He 
lived  in  the  hearts  of  his  countrymen,  and 

"Read  his  history  in  a  nation's  eyes." 

Even  envy  and  detraction  could  not  lessen  his  grandeur  nor 
tarnish  the  lustre  of  his  name.  .  .  Scarce  an  organ  of  public 
opinion  in  the  country,  no  matter  what  party  or  what  interest 
it  represented,  has  not  laid  its  wreath  of  praise  on  the  tomb  of 
this  great  Canadian.  And  far  beyond  his  own  country  his 
character  was  revered  and  his  loss  deplored.  .  .  •  From  the 
Roman  Catholic  Archbishop ;  from  the  Anglican  Bishop,  from 
many  members  of  the  Church  of  England  and  other  religious 
bodies,  as  well  as  of  his  own  Church ;  resolutions  of  the  Board 
of  the  Bible  Society,  the  Tract  Society,  School  Boards  and 
Conventions,  and  Collegiate  Institutes,  all  bore  witness  to  the 
fact  that  the  sorrow  for  his  death  was  not  confined  to  any  party 
or  denominational  lines,  but  was  keenly  felt  in  other  churches 
as  well  as  in  that  of  which  he  was  the  most  distinguished 

minister Almost  every  Methodist  journal  in   the   United 

States  has  also  paid  its  tribute  to  his  memory.  We  quote  from 
the  North  Western  Christian  Advocate,  of  Chicago,  but  one 
such  tribute  of  loving  respect : — "  We  believe  that  Canada  owes 
more  to  him  than  to  any  other  man,  living  or  dead.  In  all  his 
official  relations  to  the  public  he  was  true  to  his  Church.  Men 
like  Wellington  and  Washington  'save  their  countries,'  but 
men  like  Ryerson  make  their  countries  worth  saving.  The 
mean  little  soul  flinches  when  its  brethren  rise  in  reputation 
and  power  in  the  Church.  The  more  exalted  soul  rejoices  when 
the  Church  grows  rich  in  competent  workers.  The  death  of 
such  a  servant  as  Ryerson  is  a  loss  to  the  world  greater  than 
when  the  average  president  or  king  passes  away.  Thank  God, 
the  great  Ruler  lives,  and  He  will  continue  the  line  of  prophets 
in  modern  Israel ! " 

Dr.  Ryerson  possessed  in  a  marked  degree  the  faculty  of 
commanding  the  confidence  and  winning  the  friendship  of 
distinguished  men  of  every  rank,  of  every  political  party  and 
religious  denomination.  He  possessed  the  confidence  and 
esteem  of  every  Governor  of  Canada,  from  Lord  Sydenham  to 
the  Marquis  of  Lome.  No  native  Canadian  ever  had  the  entree 
to  such  distinguished  society  in  Great  Britain  and  in  Europe  as 


18821  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  603 

he.  He  had  personal  relations  with  several  of  the  leading 
British  statesmen.  He  enjoyed  the  personal  friendship  of  the 
Bishop  of  Manchester,  the  Dean  of  Westminster,  the  Archbishop 
of  Canterbury,  and  other  distinguished  divines  of  the  Anglican 
and  Dissenting  Churches.  He  was  one  of  the  very  few  Metho- 
dist preachers  who  have  ever  shared  the  hospitalities  of  Lam- 
beth Palace,  for  six  hundred  years  the  seat  of  the  Primates  of 
England  ;  and  when  Dean  Stanley  passed  through  Toronto,  he 
and  Dean  Grasett  called  together  on  Dr.  Ryerson.  When 
making  his  educational  tour  in  Europe  .  . 

Speaking  of  his  personal  worth,  Dr.  Withrow  says : — A  very 
good  criterion  of  a  man's  character  is :  How  does  he  get  on  with 
his  colleagues  ?  Does  the  familiarity  of  daily  intercourse,  year 
after  year,  increase  or  lessen  their  esteem  ?  Few  men  will  bear 
this  test  as  well  as  Dr.  Ryerson.  The  more  one  saw  of  him  the 
more  one  loved  him.  .  Those  who  knew  him  best  loved  him' 
most.  Dr.  Hodgins,  the  Deputy  Minister  of  Education,  for 
thirty-two  years  the  intimate  associate  in  educational  work  of 
Dr.  Ryerson,  knowing  more  fully  than  any  living  man  the 
whole  scope  of  his  labours,  sharing  his  anxieties  and  toils,  tells 
us  that  in  all  those  years  there  never  was  an  hour's  interruption 
of  perfect  mutual  trust  and  sympathy.  No  son  could  have  a 
stronger  filial  love  for  an  honoured  father  than  had  Dr.  Hodgins 
for  his  late  venerated  Chief.  It  was  his  privilege  to  minister 
to  the  latest  hours  of  his  revered  friend,  and  it  is  to  him  a 
labour  of  love  to  prepare  for  the  press  the  posthumous  story  of 
his  life. 

With  all  his  catholicity  of  sentiment  and  charity  of  spirit, 
Dr.  Ryerson  was  a  man  of  strong  convictions,  and  he  always 
had  the  courage  of  his  convictions  as  well.  When  it  came  to  a 
question  of  principle  he  was  as  rigid  as  iron.  Then  he  planted 
himself  on  the  solid  ground  of  what  he  believed  to  be  right,  and 
said,  like  Fitz  James  : 

"  Come  one,  come  all !  this  rock  shall  fly, 
From  its  firm  base,  as  soon  as  I." 

Dr.  Ryerson's  controversies  were  for  great  principles,  not  for 
personal  interests.  Hence  no  rancour,  no  bitterness  disturbed 
his  relations  with  his  antagonists.  Even  his  old  and  sturdy 
foe,  Bishop  Strachan,  after  his  controversy  was  over,  became 
his  personal  friend.  .  . 

Such  benefactors  of  his  kind  and  of  his  country,  as  Dr.  Ryer- 
son, deserve  to  be  held  in  lasting  'and  grateful  remembrance. 
His  imperishable  monument,  it  is  true,  is  the  school  system 
which  he  devised. 

To  future  generations  of  Canadian  youth  the  career  of  Dr. 


o'04  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LXVI. 

Ryerson  shall  be  an  inspiration  and  encouragement.  With  early 
educational  advantages  far  inferior  to  those  which  he  has 
brought  within  the  reach  of  every  boy  and  girl  in  the  land, 
what  a  noble  life  he  lived,  what  grand  results  he  achieved ! 
One  grand  secret  of  his  success  was  his  tireless  industry.  As  a 
boy  he  learned  to  work — to  work  hard — the  best  lesson  any 
boy  can  learn — and  he  worked  to  the  end  of  his  life.  He  could 
not  spend  an  idle  hour.  The  rule  of  his  life  was  "  no  day  with- 
out a  line,"  without  something  attempted — something  done. 
.  .  Over  a  score  of  times  he  crossed  the  Atlantic  on  official 
duties.  He  often  turned  night  into  day  for  purposes  of  work 
and  study ;  and  on  the  night  before  making  his  famous  three- 
hours'  speech  on  University  Administration  before  the  Com- 
mittee of  the  Legislature  in  1860,  he  spent  the  whole  night  long 
in  the  study  of  the  documents  and  papers  on  the  subject — to 
'most  men  a  poor  preparation  for  such  a  task. 

But  again  we  remark  his  moral  greatness  was  his  noblest 
trait— his  earnest  piety,  his  child-like  simplicity,  his  Christ-like 
charity,  his  fidelity  to  duty,  his  unfaltering  faith.  Not  his  in- 
tellectual greatness,  not  his  lofty  statesmanship,  not  his  noble 
achievements  are  his  truest  claim  upon  our  love  and  veneration 
— but  this — 

"  The  Christian  is  the  highest  style  of  man." 

The  Rev.  Dr.  DEW  ART,  in  the  Christian  Guardian,  of  February 
22nd,  1882,  says  : — The  simple  announcement  that  Dr.  Egerton 
Ryerson  is  dead,  will  awaken  sorrow  and  regret  in  many 
Canadian  homes.  .  .  For  several  years  of  his  early  life  he 
faithfully  bore  all  the  hardships  and  privations  of  the  pioneer 
work  of  that  day,  being  for  a  time  missionary  to  the  Indians  of 
the  Credit  Mission — a  circumstance  to  which  he  often  referred 
with  peculiar  satisfaction.  His  keen  and  vigorous  refutation 
of  the  misrepresentations  of  the  Methodists  and  other  bodies  by 
the  then  dominant  Church  party,  led  by  the  late  Bishop  Strachan, 
revealed  to  his  own,  and  other  Churches,  his  rare  gifts  as  a 
powerful  controversial  writer.  From  that  time  forward  for 
many  years,  his  pen  was  used  with  powerful  effect,  in  defence  of 
equal  religious  rights  and  privileges  for  all  Churches.  .  .  Dr. 
Ryerson  was  longer  and  more  prominently  associated  with  the 
interests  of  Methodism  in  Canada  than  any  other  minister  of 
our  Church.  His  life  covers  and  embraces  all  but  the  earliest 
portion  of  the  history  of  oy  Church  in  this  country. 

But  it  is  his  work  as  an  educationist  that  has  made  him 
most  widely  known,  and  upon  which  his  fame  most  securely 
rests.  .  .  The  office  of  Chief  Superintendent  of  Education 
for  Upper  Canada  was  not  a  new  one ;  but  the  vigorous  per- 


1882]  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  605 

sonality  of  Dr.  Ryerson  lifted  it  into  a  prominence  and  import- 
ance in  public  estimation  that  had  never  belonged  to  it  before. 
For  thirty-two  years  he  continued  to  discharge  the  duties  of 
this  high  office  with  a  broad  intelligence  and  rare  executive 
ability,  which  have  for  all  time  stamped  his  name  and  influence 
on  the  educational  system  of  his  country.  He  was  not  a  mere 
administrator,  acting  under  the  orders  of  the  Government  of  the 
day.  He  was  the  leader  of  a  great  educational  reform.  .  . 
Changes  of  Government  made  no  change  in  his  department. 
Such  was  the  estimate  which  the  Ontario  Government  took  of 
his  public  services  that  on  his  resignation,  in  1876,  his  full 
salary  was  continued  till  the  time  of  his  death,  and  after  his 
death  the  Legislature  made  a  grant  of  $10,000  to  his  widow. 
It  is  not  too  much  to  say  that  among  the  gifted  men  whom 
Canada  delights  to  honour,  not  one  has  left  a  more  permanent 
impression  for  good  on  the  future  of  our  country  than  EGERTON 
RYERSON. 

He  was  large-minded  and  liberal  in  his  views  on  all  subjects. 
Though  strong  in  his  attachment  to  Methodism  he  was  no 
sectarian,  but  cherished  the  most  liberal  and  kindly  feeling 
toward  all  sincere  Christians.  He  was  an  able  controvertialist, 
and  in  the  heat  of  conflict  dealt  heavy  blows  at  his  opponents  ; 
but  when  the  battle  was  over  he  retained  no  petty  spite  toward 
his  late  antagonists.  His  controversial  pamphlets  are  numer- 
ous, and  mostly  relate  to  current  events  with  which  he  was  in 
some  way  associated.  Though  a  man  of  war,  from  his  youth 
engaging  in  many  conflicts,  religious  and  political,  Dr.  Ryerson's 
last  years  were  eminently  tranquil.  He  had  outlived  the  bitter- 
ness of  former  times,  and  in  a  sincere  and  honoured  old  age 
possessed  in  a  high  degree  the  respect  and  good  feeling  of  men 
of  all  parties.  During  these  later  years  he  produced  his  most 
important  contributions  to  literature,  viz.,  his  "Loyalists  of 
America,"  and  "  Chapters  on  the  History  of  Canadian  Meth- 
odism." His  Educational  Reports  are  also  valuable  treasuries 
of  facts  relating  to  public  education. 

During  all  the  years  of  his  public  life  he  co-operated  heartily 
with  every  enterprise  of  his  Church,  and  was  always  ready  to 
preach  at  the  shortest  notice  for  any  of  his  brethren  who 
required  his  help.  In  his  later  years  there  was  an  increasing 
spirituality  and  unction  observable  in  his  ministrations. ^ 

Though  not  exempt  from  the  faults  and  failings  of  humanity 
— yet  his  wide  range  of  information — his  broad  and  statesman- 
like views — his  intense  devotion  to  a  great  work — his  patriotic 
interest  in  all  public  questions — his  wonderful  personal  energy 
and  force  of  character — and  his  long  and  intimate  connection 
with  Canadian  Methodism — warrant  us  in  saying : 


606  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LXVI. 

"  He  was  a  man,  take  him  for  all  in  all, 
We  shall  not  look  upon  his  like  again. " 

Rev.  Dr.  Douglas  in  a  letter  to  the  Guardian : — A  great  man 
and  a  prince  has  fallen  in  our  Israel !  The  last  of  the  illustrious 
three  who  bore  the  name  of  Ryerson  has  gone  to  enrich  the 
heavens.  Henceforth  that  honoured  name  will  be  enshrined  in 
the  history  of  our  land. 

Egerton  Ryerson's  patriotic  service  to  the  State,  in  resisting 
the  introduction  of  feudal  distinctions  and  ecclesiastical  mono- 
polies will  ensure  to  him  enduring  recognition,  as  one  of 
Canada's  noblest  benefactors.  No  statues  of  marble  or  of  bronze 
need  be  raised  to  perpetuate  his  memory.  The  academies  and 
schools  which  his  organizing  genius  brought  into  existence, 
lifting  up  successive  generations  to  the  dignity  which  education 
ever  confers,  will  make  that  name  immortal.  For  nearly  six 
decades  he  laid  his  great  powers  of  intellect  and  heart  on  the 
altar  of  service  for  Canadian  Methodism — winning  for  her 
ministry  equality  before  the  law,  and  for  her  people  a  status 
which  allowed  no  coign  of  vantage  to  a  favoured  class — vindi- 
cating her  polity  and  proclaiming  her  distinctive  truth.  .  . 

Now,  when  the  sepulchre  has  received  him,  will  not  a  grate- 
ful Church  arise  and  give  a  permanence  to  his  name  more 
lasting  than  marble,  by  the  founding  of  a  Ryerson  Chair  of 
Philosophy  with  whatever  is  required  to  augment  the  useful- 
ness of  the  institution  which  his  great  manhood  loved,  and  for 
which  he  toiled  with  a  life-lasting  endeavour  ?  Would  that 
every  minister,  who  bows  his  head  in  sorrow  for  a  fallen  chief- 
tain, might  in  every  circuit  gather  the  piety,  intelligence,  and 
financial  strength  of  the  Church  together,  and  in  this  supreme 
hour  of  the  Church's  grief,  decree  that  before  the  springtime 
shall  come  with  its  emerald  robe  enamelled  with  flowers, 
adorning  the  resting-place  of  our  honoured  dead,  the  name  of 
Egerton  Ryerson  will  be  inwrought  with  our  University,  as  an 
abiding  inspiration  to  the  student-life  that  shall  throng  her 
halls  along  the  coming  years. 

The  Methodist  Ministers  of  Toronto,  in  a  sketch  of  Dr.  Ryer- 
son's life  and  character,  written  by  Rev.  W.  S.  Blackstock,  say : 
To  most  of  us,  from  our  early  childhood,  the  name  of  Egerton 
Ryerson  has  been  a  household  word,  and  we  learned  to  esteem 
and  love  him  even  before  we  were  capable  of  estimating  his 
character,  or  the  greatness  of  the  service  which  he  was  render- 
ing to  his  own  and  coming  generations  ;  and  the  knowledge  of 
him  which  we  have  been  permitted  to  acquire  in  our  riper 
years,  has  only  tended  to  deepen  the  impressions  of  him  which 
we  received  in  early  days. 


1882]  THE  STCRY  OF  MY  LIFE.  607 

As  the  fearless  and  powerful  champion  of  civil  and  religious 
liberty,  and  of  the  equal  rights  of  all  classes  of  his  countrymen, 
he  is  associated  in  our  memory  with  the  patriotic  and  Christian 
struggles  of  a  past  generation,  which  have  resulted  in  securing 
to  our  beloved  land  as  large  a  measure  of  liberty  as  is  enjoyed 
by  any  country  under  the  sun.  In  respect  to  the  incomparable 
system  of  Public  Instruction,  to  the  perfecting  of  which  he 
devoted  so  many  .years  of  his  active  and  laborious  life,  and 
with  which  his  name  must  ever  be  associated,  we  feel  that  he 
has  laboured  and  we  have  entered  into  his  labours.  We  can 
hardly  conceive  how  either  our  country  or  our  Church  could 
have  been  what  they  are  to-day,  but  for  his  fidelity  and  the 
work  which  he  accomplished. 

The  lively  interest  which  he  took  in  every  patriotic,  Christian, 
and  philanthropic  movement,  especially  those  which  tended  to 
increase  the  influence  and  usefulness  of  his  own  Church — the 
zeal  with  which  he  laboured  for  them,  and  the  large-hearted, 
generous  liberality  with  which  he  contributed  of  his  means  for 
their  support — awaken  our  gratitude  and  thankfulness,  and 
will  be  a  perpetual  inspiration  in  our  efforts  to  promote  those 
objects  which  lay  so  near  his  heart,  and  to  further  the  interests 
of  that  cause  which  he  served  so  well. 

But  standing,  as  we  are  to  day,  with  bowed  heads  and  stricken 
hearts,  beside  the  grave  which  has  just  closed  upon  the  mortal 
remains  of  our  venerable  departed  brother,  though  we  would 
not  forget  what  he  had  done  for  us,  we  prefer  to  think  of  what, 
by  the  grace  of  God,  he  was,  than  of  what  by  God's  good  Provi- 
dence he  was  permitted  to  accomplish.  We  delight  to  cherish 
the  memory  of  his  penitent  and  childlike  faith  in  Christ — the 
sinner's  only  Saviour  and  hope — and  of  those  graces  of  the 
Holy  Spirit  which  gave  so  much  beauty  and  sweetness  to  his 
character,  and  which  were  more  and  more  conspicuous  in  his 
declining  years. 

Though  Dr.  Ryerson  was  a  man  of  positive  views  and  de- 
votedly attached  to  his  own  Church,  he  was  distinguished  for 
his  comprehensive  charity,  and  his  genuine  appreciation  of 
great  and  good  men  from  whom  he  differed  widely  in  opinion. 
His  goodness  no  less  than  his  greatness  will  serve  to  keep  his 
memory  fresh  among  us,  and  the  recollections  of  his  virtue  is  to 
us  a  powerful  incentive  to  a  fuller  consecration  to  the  service 
of  God. 

The  General  Conference  at  its  Session  of  1882,  passed  the 
following  resolution : — 

Whereas  it  has  pleased  Almighty  God,  in  His  divine  wisdom, 
to  call  from  a  life  of  faithful  service  in  the  Church  of  Christ 
on  earth  to  his  everlasting  reward  in  heaven  our  reverend  and 


608  THE  STORY  OF  MY  LIFE.  [CHAP.  LXyi. 

honoured  father1  in  the  Gospel,  the  Rev.  Egerton  Ryerson,  D.D., 
LL.D.,  the  first  President  of  the  General  Conference  of  the 
Methodist  Church  of  Canada,  this  General  Conference  desires 
to  place  upon  record  its  deep  feelings  of  gratitude  to  God  for 
His  gift  to  the  Methodist  Church  and  to  the  people  of  this  land 
for  so  many  years  of  a  man  so  richly  endowed  with  native  gifts 
and  so  largely  adorned  with  the  Christian  graces  and  its  pro- 
found sense  of  the  great  loss  the  Church  and  country  have 
sustained  in  his  death.  As  the  devoted  Christian  missionary  and 
pastor ;  as  the  faithful  defender  of  the  rights  and  liberties  of 
the  people  of  this  land  against  ecclesiastical  assumptions  and 
civil  disabilities;  as  the  Editor  for  many  years  of  the  Christian 
Guardian,the  official  organ  of  our  Church  and  the  first  religious 
journal  in  Canada ;  as  the  President  of  the  University  of  Vic- 
toria College,  the  oldest  institution  of  higher  learning  of  Cana- 
dian Methodism ;  as  the  trusted  representative  of  his  Church  in 
the  religious  councils  of  Methodism  in  the  old  world  and  the 
new ;  as  the  Superintendent  for  over  thirty  years  of  the  educa- 
tion of  his  native  Province — a  system  which  he  almost  created, 
and  which  he  developed  to  a  state  of  proficiency  unsurpassed 
by  that  of  any  country  in  the  world ;  as  the  wise  counsellor  in 
the  union  movement  which  led  to  the  organization  of  the 
Methodist  Church  of  Canada ;  and  as  the  President- Adminis- 
trator of  its  highest  office  during  the  first  quadrennium  of  its 
history,  Dr.  Ryerson  has  an  imperishable  claim  upon  the  love 
and  gratitude  especially  of  his  own  church,  and  also  of  the  en- 
tire community.  We  magnify  the  grace  of  God  as  manifested 
in  him ;  we  revere  his  memory  as  that  of  a  true  patriot  and 
devoted  Christian ;  we  rejoice  in  his  labours  for  the  glory  of 
God  and  the  welfare  of  man ;  and  we  deeply  sympathize  with 
his  bereaved  family,  and  pray  that  the  consolations  of  God  may 
more  and  more  abound  in  their  souls  to  the  end. 


THE   END. 


INDEX. 


BIOGRAPHICAL  REFERENCES. 


Aberdeen,  Earl  of,  160. 

Adams,  Rev.  A.  A.,  130. 

Adderley,  Mr.,  M.P.,  539. 

Agnew,  Sir  A.,  163. 

Aikinan,  John,  32,  36. 

Aikman,  Miss  Hannah,  86,  111,  112. 

Alder,  Rev.  Dr.  Robert,  109,  110, 114, 119, 143, 
153,  165,  158,  166,  174,  206,  24Q,  241,  242,  243, 
271,  280,  285.  320,  386,  390,  391,  392.  393,  394, 
895,  397,  401,  402,  403,  404,  405. 

Allan,  Hon.  William,  170. 

Alley,  Mr.,  99. 

Allison,  Rev.  C.  R.,  899. 

Althorp,  Lord,  123. 

Anderson,  Capt.,  99. 

Antonelli,  Cardinal,  366,  367. 

Antrobus,  Colonel,  416. 

Arago,  M.,  356,  358. 

Archibald,  Rev.  G.,  76. 

Armstrong,  Jas.  R.,  120. 

Armstrong,  Miss  Mary,  120. 

Arthur,  Rev.  Wm.,  367,  556,  598. 

Arthur,  Sir  George,  183, 188, 189,  193,  200,  224, 
225,  230,  234,  239,  240,  241,  245,  246,  248,  249, 
250,  251,  254,  260,  261,  263,  285,  320. 

Atherley,  Rev.  Mr.,  117. 

Attwood,  Thos.,  M.P.,  123, 129. 

Attwood,  Rey.  J.  S.,  154. 

Asbury,  Bishop,  408. 

Ashburton,  Lord,  160, 

Ashley,  Lord,  163. 

Ashton,  Michael,  272. 

Atherton,  Rev.  Mr.,  402. 

Aylwin,  Hon.  T.  C.,  304. 

Bagot,  Sir  Charles,  290,  301,  303,  304,  806,  812, 
313,  324,  331,  333,  342,  345,  347,  350,  387,  889, 
390,  393,  394,  398,  404,  550. 

Bain,  Prof.,  594. 

Bakewell,  Rev.  Mr.,  117. 

Baldwin,  Dr.  W.  W.,  79,  101,  810,  311. 

Baldwin,  Hon.  Augustus,  170. 

Baldwin,  Hon.  Robert,  127,  145,  170,  194,  264, 
267,  287,  283,  303,  305,  308,  809,  313,  315,  317, 
328,  332,  333,  336,  344,  346,  370,  871,  416,  417, 
424,  425,  426,  433,  518,  525,  526,  550. 

Bangs,  Rev.  Dr.  Nathan,  82,  78,  88,  93, 115,  269, 
277,  278,  418,  577. 

Baring,  Thomas,  M.P.,  160. 

Barker,  Dr.,  127, 150. 

Bathurst,  Lord,  221,  440,  445,  448. 

Beadle,  Dr.,  348. 

Beardsley,  Colonel,  185. 

Beatty,  Rev.  J.,  184,  228. 

Beaumont,  Rev.  Dr.,  402. 

Beecham,  Rev.  Dr.  John,  119,  159,  228,  890, 
607. 

39 


Bell,  Rev.  Wm.,  101,  212,  221. 

Belton,  Rev.  S.,  90. 

Benson,  Henry,  89. 

Beresford,  Rev.  Mr.,  354. 

Bethune,  Donald,  102. 

Bethune,  Bishop  A.  N.,  77,  216,  292,  848,  880, 

664  565. 

Bettridge,  Rev.  Wm.,  D.D.,  95. 
Bevitt,  Rev.  Thomas,  277. 
Bexley,  Lord,  116. 
Bidwell,  Hon.  M.  S.,  68, 127, 138, 145,  184, 188, 

189, 190, 191, 192, 193, 194, 195,  196,  197,  198, 

231,  258,  288,  308,  309,  310,  328,  414,  416,  417 

418,  651,  567,  568. 
Black,  Rev.  John,  175,  498. 
Blackstock,  Rev.  W.  S.,  605. 
Blainville,  M.  de,  358. 
Blake,  Hon.  Chancellor,  418. 
Bland,  Rev.  A.  F.,  557. 
Blockman,  Dr.,  363. 
Blomfleld,  Dr.  (Bishop  of  London),  160. 
Blusse,  Mr.,  354. 
Bond,  Dr.  Thomas,  396. 
Borland,  Rev.  J.,  511,  512. 
Bostwick,  Col.  John,  24. 
Boswell.  G.  M.,  M.P.P.,  182,  848. 
Boulton,  Mr.,  M.P.P.,  229. 
Bowers,  Rev.  John,  158. 
Bridel,  M.,  359. 
Brock,  Rev.  James,  275. 
Brooking,  Mr.,  160. 
Brough,  Rev.  C.  C.,  183. 
Brougham,  Lord,  123.  322. 
Brouse,  George,  89. 
Brown,  Hon.  George,  654,  555. 
Brown,  Hon.  James,  453. 
Brunskill,  Mr.,  161. 
Buchanan,  Hon.  Isaac,  197,  286,  831,  386,  346, 

847,  350. 

Buller,  Sir  Charles,  272,  307. 
Bunting,  Rev.  Dr.  Jabez,  117, 119, 148, 154, 158, 

159, 160, 162,  228,  240,  273,  279,  280,  890,  898, 

401,  402,  403,  420,  6C6, 507. 
Burchel,  Mr.,  89. 
Burke,  Edmund,  220. 
Burnet,  Bishop,  322. 
Burns,  Rev.  Dr.  R.  P.,  667. 
Burrows,  Colonel,  517. 
Burwash,  Prof.,  594. 
Buxton,  Mrs.,  163. 

Calvert,  Mr.,  542. 

Cameron,  Hon.  Malcolm,  870,  428,  424, 426,  509, 

514. 

Cameron,  James  W..  76,  77. 
Campbell,  Rev.  Prof.,  881. 
Campbell,  Sir  J.,  165. 


610 


INDEX. 


Campbell,  John,  M.P.P.,  184,  192. 

Sir  Alexander,  192,  569. 

Canterbury,  Archbishop  of,  602. 

Carlisle,  Bishop  of,  542. 

Carlisle,  Dean  of,  641,  642. 

Carnarvon,  Lord,  639,  679. 

Carroll,  Rev.  Dr.  John,  214,  270. 

Cartier,  Sir  George,  559,  660,  661. 

CartwriKht,  M.P.P.,  213,  226,  229,  245,  246. 

Cartwright,  Thos.,  133. 

Case,  Rev.  Elder  Wm.,  66,  66.  68,  74, 77,  78,  79, 

81,  87,  91,  92,  93, 176,  228,  243,  270,  274,  276, 

277,  378,  385. 

Casiidy,  Henry,  149, 191, 196. 
Chalmers,  Rev.  Dr.  Thomas,  215,  865. 
Chapman,  E.  H.,  160, 161. 
Chester,  Bishop  of.  116. 
Chichester,  Lord,  641. 
Clarendon.  Lord,  499. 
Cochran,  Rev.  Mr.,  694. 
Colborne,  Sir  John,  98,  102,  118.  126,  130,  155, 

168, 161, 170, 171,  196,  222,  224,  232,  244,  260, 

261,  263,  264,  386,  526. 
Coley,  Rev.  Mr.,  589. 
Collard,  Rev.  Mr.,  93. 
Collins,  P.,  129. 
Cook,  Emile,  571. 
Cork,  Bishop  of,  641. 
Counter,  John,  154. 
Cowley,  Lord.  330. 
Crane,  John,  73. 
Cronyn,  Bishop,  617. 
Cubitt,  Rev.  Mr.,  169. 
Cull,  Mr.,  287. 
Gumming,  Rev.  Dr.,  508. 

Daly,  Sir  Dominick.  333,  340,  351,  376. 
Davidson,  Alex.,  133,  241. 

Rev.  J.  C.,  143,  175,  274. 

Dawson,  Dr.  J.  W.,  453. 

Dawson,  Wm.,  161. 

Delille,  M.  Armand,  356,  358. 

Delille,  Mons.  O.,  358. 

Densmore,  Rev.  Mr.,  384. 

Depretz,  M.  358. 

Derby,  Earl  of,  829,  830,  451,  452. 

Derbyshire,  Stewart,  307. 

Dewart,  Dr.  E.  H.,  602. 

Dixon,  Rev.  Dr.  James,  400,  402,  405,  406,  662 

664. 

Doolittle,  Rev.  Mr.,  119. 
Dorland,  Mr.,  538. 
Douglas,  Rev.  Dr.,  605. 
Douse,  Rev.  John,  275. 
Doxtadors.  Mr.,  78. 
Draper,  Hon.  W.  H.,  50, 179, 181,  225,  228,  229, 

231,  237,  261,  264,  267,  292,  801,  304,  305,  306, 

813,  316,  325,  333,  334,  835,  337,  339,  312,  344, 

650,  651. 

Dufferin,  Lord,  408,  409. 
Dumas,  Prof.  S56. 
Duncan,  Mr.  Joseph,  535. 
Duncan,  Prof.  Thomas,  215. 
Duncombe,  Dr.  Charles,  167, 168, 188, 190. 
Dunjowski,  353,  865,  366,  367. 
Dunkin,  Christopher,  196, 197. 
Dunn,  Colonel,  197. 
Dunn,  Hon.  J.  H.,  145,  166,  170,  180,  181,  197, 

198,  325,  887. 
Durbin,  Dr.  J.  P.,  116. 
Durham,  Lord,  196,  197,  225,  266,  257,  258,  259 

267,  272,  312,  839,  650. 

Edwards,  Mr.  117. 

Egger,  M.,  358. 

Klitin,  Lord,  370,  405, 416, 419,  420, 451, 452, 514 

Kllice,  Rt.  Hon.  Edward,  117, 160. 

Elliott,  Judge  Win.,  552, 

Ellis,  Sir  Henry,  419. 

Eluisley,  Hon.  John,  170, 179. 


Embury,  Rev.  Philip,  256. 

Emory,  Bishop,  384,  885. 

Entwistle,  Rev.  Joseph,  116,  273. 

Eaten,  Hon.  Vice-Chancellor,  418. 

Evans,  Rey.  Dr.  Ephraim,  133, 153, 181, 237,  270, 

875,  664. 
Evans,  Rev.  James,  130, 131, 132, 153,  228,  407, 

408,409. 
Exeter,  Bishop  of,  263. 

Fallenberg,  M.  de,  864. 

Fanner,  Thomas,  169, 166,  256. 

Farrar,  Canon,  205. 

Fawcett,  Rev.  Thomas  e75. 

Ferguson,  Rev.  George,  340, 

Ferrier,  Hon.  James,  490,  533. 

Fisk,  Rev.  Dr.  Wilbur,  A.M.,  88,  90,  115,  162, 

677. 

Fitaribbon,  Colonel,  177. 
Fletcher,  Silas,  178. 
Flint,  Hon.  Billa,  336. 
Fox,  Charles  James,  220. 
Fuller,  Bishop  (Archdeacon  of  Niagara),  380. 

Gage,  James,  78. 
Gale.  Rev.  A.,  432. 
Gait,  John,  221. 
Gamble,  John  W.,  268. 
Gamble,  Clarke,  Q.  C.,  567. 
Gasparin,  Count,  356,  858,  359,  860. 
Geikie,  Rev.  Dr.  Cunningham,  187. 
Gibson,  David,  178. 
Gilchrist,  Dr.,  839. 
Gilkison,  Jasper  J.,  552. 
Gillespie,  A.,  Jun.,  160. 
Givens,  Col.,  44,  61,  63,  75. 

Rev.  Dr.  Saltern,  77,  567. 


Gladstone,  Rt.  Hon.  W.  E.,  168,  272,  410,  411, 

433,  452. 
GlenelR,  Lord,  154, 156,  158, 159,  160,  162,  165, 

168, 169,  170,  178,  180, 182,  189,  190, 196,  197, 

199,  224,  225,  226,  227,  228,  230,  235,  248,  250 

252,  235,  459. 

Goderich,  Lord,  118, 126, 165, 156,  195,  526. 
Goodrich,  Rev.  C.  B.,  275. 
Goodson,  Rev.  George,  657. 
Goodwin,  Dean,  (of  Ely),  540. 
Gourley,  Robt.,  185. 
Gowan,  Ogle  R.  331. 
Graham,  Dr.  James,  28. 
Grampier,  Dr.,  355,  356,  860. 
Grasett,  Very  Rev.  Dean,  295,  297,  600,  602. ' 
Gray,  Hon.  J.  H.,  453. 
Green,  Rev.  *Dr.  Anson,  90,  111,  129,  184,  175, 

176, 181,  203,  210,  228,  270,  277,  314,  383,  401, 

601,  611. 

Greenfield,  Mr.  79. 
Greiar,  William,  212. 
Grey.  Earl,  123,  4C5,  419,  451,  454,  455,  456,  457, 

515,  678. 

Grey,  Sir  George,  165,  168, 169,  189,  245. 
Griffln,  Smith,  29. 

Rev.  W.  S.,  29. 

Griffln,  Rev.  Wm.,  Jun.,  180. 

Griffis,  E.  C.,  129,  241. 

Grindrod,  Rev.  E.,  120, 148, 147, 163. 

Gurley,  Rev.  Mr.,  279. 

Guizot,  M.,  356. 

Hagerman,  Daniel,  189. 

Hagerman,  Mr.  Justice,  119, 191, 192,  198,  194, 

196,  223,  810,  551,  670. 
Halkett,  Capt.,  177. 
Hall,  Francis,  78,  92,  115,  806,  417. 
Hamilton,  Rev.  R.  W.,  116. 
Hauet,  M.,  358. 
Hanna,  Rev.  John,  158, 159. 
— —  Mrs.  John,  159. 
Harris,  Dr.  79. 
Harris,  Rev.  Mr.,  102. 


INDEX. 


611 


Harrison,  Hon.  S.  B.,  814,  315,  8ld,  817,  318 

837,  338,  344,  J47. 

Harrison,  Mr.  (A.D.C.),  308,  309,  310,  811. 
Harvard,  Rev.  W.  M.,  181,  202,  203,  204,  228 

237,  244,  396. 

Hawes,  Sir  Benjamin,  419,  420,  454,  458. 

Hay,  Mr.,  160. 

Head,  Sir  F.  B.,  162, 166, 170,  171, 176,  179, 180 

181,  182,  183,  189,  190,  191,  192,  196,  197,  198 

200,  201.  206,  224,  225,  228,  235,  248,  252,  253 

257,  258,  288,  309,  316,  820,  416,  417. 

Head,  Sir  Edmund,  499. 

Heald,  Rev.  Mr.,  571. 

Healv,  Rev.  E.,  172,  173. 

Bedding,  Bishop,  32,  46,  9),  172,  174,  269,  385, 

577. 

Hening?,  Rev.  Mr.,  88. 
Herkimer,  Wm.,  66,  72. 
Hess,  Mr.  J.,  78,  79. 
Hetherington,  Rev.  Mr.,  128, 141. 
Heyland,  Rev.  Rowley,  40,  148. 
Hickson,  Mr.,  339. 

Higginson,  Secretary,  317,  318,  319,  322,  825, 
327,  831,  332,  333,  334,  335,  336,  337,  339,  340, 
845,  348,  349,  350,  375,  377. 
Hill,  Lord,  116. 
Hill,  Rev.  Rowland,  116, 159. 
Hincks,  Sir  Francis,  187, 190,  290,  313,  324,  329, 

330,  333,  416,  424,  451. 
Holden,  Mr.,  587. 
Holtby,  Rev.  Matthew,  307. 
Hoole,  Rev.  Dr.  Elijah,  390,  644. 
Home,  Dr.,  177. 
Horton,  Hon.  R.  W.,  222. 
Howard,  James  S  ,  198,  414. 
Howard,  Mr.,  118. 
Howard,  Rev.  I.  B.,  287. 
Howe,  Hon.  Joseph,  244,  258,  331. 
Howick,  Lord,  118. 
Hume,  Joseph,  M  P.,  118,  12*,  12«,  129,  134, 

135,  136, 138, 167,  168,  169,  171,  175,  228. 
Hurlburt,  Rev.  Thomas,  275,  513. 
Hyland,  Edward,  64. 

Inglis,  Sir  Harry,  163. 
Inglis,  Sir  Robert,  121. 
Irvine,  Rev.  Mr.,  154. 
Irving,  Rev.  Edward,  116. 
Izard,  Miss  0.,  163. 

Jackson,  Edward,  241. 

Jackson,  Rev.  Thos.,  273. 

Jacobs,  Peter,  68,  78. 

Jager,  Abbe,  358. 

James,  Rev.  John  Angel,  162, 163. 

Jameson,  V ice-Chancellor,  304,  418. 

Rev.  Mr.,  355. 

Janes,  Bishop,  656. 

Jarvis,  Mr.,  299. 

Jarvis,  Sheriff,  183. 

Jay,  Rev.  Wm  ,  116. 

Jeffers,  Rev.  Dr.  W.,  498,  511,  533. 

Jeffrey,  Rev.  T.  W.,  594. 

Jenkins,  Rev.  Wm.,  1E4,  159. 

Jeune,  Rev.  Dr.,  163. 

Jobson,  Rev.  Dr.,  682. 

Johnston,  Rev.  Hugh,  B.D.,  595. 

Jones,  Dr.,  594. 

Jones,  Jonas,  111. 

John,  65,  66,  70. 

Jones,  Mr.  Justice,  177,  310,  551. 

Jones,  Rev.  R.,  593,  594. 

Jones,  T.  M.,  299. 

Jones,  Rev.  Peter,  41,  44,  45,  56,  61,  66,  69,  70, 

71,  72,  73,  74,  75,  79,  83,  107,  108,  112,  228, 

320,  400,  401,  413. 
Juukin,  S.  S.,  149, 150,  151.  170. 

Keefer,  Jacob,  348. 
Kent,  Duchess  of,  164. 


Kent,  John,  97,  292,  293,  294,  296,  297. 
Kenyon,  Lord,  160. 
Kerr,  Mrs.  Wm.  (nee  Brant),  56. 
Kerr,  Wm.,  78,  51)4. 

Lafontaine,  Hon.  L.  H.,  804,  315,  882,  3 

425,  444,  446,  551. 
Laird,  Rev.  J.  O.,  593,  593. 
Lane,  William,  75. 
Lang,  Rev.  Matthew,  275. 
Langton,  John,  530. 
Lansdowne,  Marquis  of,  419,  42P,  515. 
Law,  Rev.  John,  28,  32,  39. 
William,  62,  63. 


8,  416, 


Lefroy,  General,  371. 

Lessey,  Rev.  Thcophilus,  116. 

Lever,  Rev.  Mr.,  493. 

Lindsay,  General,  559. 

Lindsey,  Charles,  185,  188. 

Lingard,  R.  W.,  419. 

Linsey,  Rev.  Mr  ,  88. 

Lloyd,  Jesse,  178. 

Longman,  Mr.  578. 

Lord,  Rev.  Wm.,  121,  140, 148, 151, 152, 153, 164, 

166,  210,  394,  401,  402. 
Lome,  Marquis  of,  698. 
Lount,  Samuel,  178,  182, 183, 184,  188. 
Luckey,  Rev.  Dr.,  88. 
Lunn,  Mr.  Wm.,  154. 169. 
Lynch,  Archbishop,  593. 

Macaulay,  Lord,  123,  205,  419. 

Macaulay,  Mr.  Justice,  172, 173, 177,  551. 

M  cdonald,  John,  564. 

Macdonald,  R.,  Q.C.,  182. 

Macdonald,  Rt.  Hon.  Sir  John  A.,  194,  499. 

Macdonnell,  Vicar-General,  106. 

Macdougall,  Hon.  Wm.,  288. 

Mackenzie,  W.  L  ,  118,  124,  125,  126,  127,  128, 

129,  130, 134,  135,  136,  137,  138,  144, 145,  155, 

156,  157, 168,  171, 175, 178, 185, 186,  187,  188, 

189,  190,  200,  207,  239,  257,  2S8. 
Macnab,  Sir  Allan,  177,  229,  387. 
Madden,  Rev.  Thomas,  29,  40,  55,  68. 
Maitland,  Sir  Peregrine,  62,  63,  221,  440,  445. 
Manchester,  Bishop  of,  599,  602. 
Mangles,  Mr.,  M.P.,  340. 
Manly,  Rev.  John  G.,  275. 
Mann,  Horace,  600. 
Markland,  Hon.  George  H.,  170. 
Marsden,  Rev.  G.,  115, 120, 147.  163,  273,  397. 
Marsh,  Rev.  Dr.  Wm.,  163. 
Marshall,  Rev.  Mr.,  571. 
Matthews  (see  Lount  and  Matthews),  89,  182, 

183, 184, 188. 

tlaule,  Fox  (Lord  Panmure),  272. 
Meredith,  Mr.,  163 
Merritt,  Hon.  W.  H.,  314,  815,316,  319,  336,  337, 

338,  343. 
Metca'fe,  Sir  Charles,  133.  194,  193,  303,  3C8, 

312,  313,  314,  315,  316,  317,  319,  323,  324,  325, 

328,  329,  330,  331,  332,  333,  337,  340,  341,  342, 

343,  344,  345,  347,  348,  375,  376,  377,  383,  398, 

400,  404. 

Methley,  Rev.  Mr.,  507,  508. 
Mitchell,  Judge  James,  2i. 
Michelet,  M.  358. 
Miller,  Rev.  Dr.,  542. 
Moflatt,  Hon.  George,  840. 
Molso.i,  Hon.  Mr.,  318. 
Monod,  M.,  356,  358,  359. 
Uontgomery,  John,  177. 
Moore,  Archbishop,  220. 
Moore,  Hugh,  211. 
Morpeth,  Lord,  116. 
Morris,  Hon.  James,  337,  338. 
Morris,  Hon.  Wm.,  221,  222,  227,  228,  256,  336. 

415,  465. 

Morrison,  Dr.  T.  D.,  70,  US,  182, 
Moseley,  Rev.  Mr.,  163, 


612 


INDEX. 


Moss,  Mr.,  168. 
Mountain.  Bishop,  221. 
Mulkins,  Rev.  Hannibal,  173. 
Murdoch,  T.  W.  0.,  267,  290,  812,  887. 
Murray,  Rev.  Robt.,  846,  347,  349,  360. 
Murray,  Sir  George,  459. 
Muskrat,  John,  66. 

McCann,  Rev.  Father,  693. 
McCrae,  Miss,  77. 
McDonnell,  A.,  177. 
McOlll,  Hon.  Peter,  840. 
McHenry,  Mr.,  694. 
Mclntyre,  Rev.  John,  211. 
McLean,  Mr.  Justice,  177,  810. 
McMullen,  Rev.  D.,  210. 
McMurray,  Archdeacon,  77. 
McOwan,  160. 

Nay  lor,  Rev.  Wm.,  116. 

Neilson,  Hon.  Judge,  667. 

Neilson,  Mr.,  267. 

Nelles,  Rev.  Dr  ,  594, 698. 

Newcastle,  Duke  of,  462,  453. 

Newton,  Rev.  Dr.  Robt.,  116, 119, 162,  269,  273, 

279. 

Noel,  Hon.  and  Rev.  Baptist,  116, 169, 162. 
Nolan,  Rev.  Mr.,  542. 
Noll,  Rev.  James,  212. 
Normanby,  Lord,  250,  261,  263. 
Norris,  Rev.  James,  275. 
Northcote,  Sir  Stafford,  578. 
Norwich,  Bishop  of,  641. 

Ogden,  Mr.  Justice,  304. 
Oidham,  Mr.,  162. 
Olin,  Rev.  Dr.,  406. 
Ormiston,  Rev.  Dr.  17,  697. 
Osgood,  Rev.  Thaddeus,  75. 
Ousley,  Gideon,  161. 

O'Callaghan,  Dr.,  190. 
O'Connell,  Daniel,  318,  823. 
O'Brien,  Rev.  J.,  77. 

Packington,  Sir  John,  451,  452. 

I'dlaiorstnn,  Lord,  616,  551. 

Fa  muire,  Lord  (see  Mr.  Fox  Maule). 

Panteleoni,  Dr,,  614,  615,  616,  617,  540. 

Papineau,  Hon.  D.  B.,  837. 

Papineau,  Hon.  L.  J.,  167, 168,  257,  267. 

Parke,  Thomas,  881. 

Parsons,  Rev.  James,  159. 

Patin,  M.,  858. 

Patterson,  Mr.  James,  694. 

Payer,  M.,  868. 

Peck,  Bishop  Jesse  T.,  172. 

Peel,  Sir  Robert,  121,  160,  291,  806,  807,  809, 

811,  823,  324,  411,  651. 
Perry,  Peter,  166, 167, 189. 
Philip,  Dr.,  163. 
Phillips,  Rev.  Dr.,  542. 
Pitt,  Rt.  Hon.  William,  218,  219,  220,  834. 
Pius  IX.,  Pope,  861,  862,  865,  866,  867. 
Playter,  Rev.  George,  416. 
Postels,  M.  de,  868. 
Potter,  Prof.,  850. 

Potts.  Rev.  Dr.,  80,  288,  578, 594,  695,  696. 
Powell,  Aid.  J.,  177. 
Powell,  Mr.,  814. 
Power,  Bishop  428. 
Prince,  Colonel,  338. 
Prindle,  Rev.  Andrew,  892. 
Prmsen,  Mr.,  854. 
Punshon,  Rev.  Dr.  W.  M.,  539,  648,  644,  545, 

656,  557,  fi68,  660,  662,  5d4,  671,  678,  676,  677, 

079,689,690. 

Radcliffo,  Mr.  127, 128,  130, 141. 
Beceveur,  Abbe,  853. 


Reece,  Rev.  Richard,  92, 115, 159,  162. 

Reese,  Rev.  Dr.  D.  M.,  279. 

Reynard,  Rev.  Prof.,  694. 

Reynolds,  Bishop,  883. 

Rice,  Rev.  Dr.,  676. 

Richards,  Sir  W.  B.,  194,  667. 

Richardson,  Bishop,  40,  48,  63, 75,  78,  90,  98,  9» 

108, 118, 154,  183,  883. 
Richey,  Rev.  Dr.  M.,  15t,  209,  214, 270, 273,  387, 

888,  403,  404,  556,  557. 
RlggT,  Rev.  Dr.,  556,  589. 
Ripon,  Earl  of,  118,  224,  232,  235,  886,  459. 
Roads,  Rev.  Mr.  334. 
Roaf,  Rev.  John,  212. 
Roberts,  Bishop,  269. 
Robinson,  Hon.  Peter,  170. 
Chief  Justice,  178, 177,  500, 810,  651,  668 

670. 

Robinson,  Hon.  W.  B.,  567,  668. 
Robinson,  Mr.,  162. 
Robliu,  John  P.,  M.P.P.,  804. 
Roebuck,  J.  A.,  M.P.,  167, 169, 171, 175,  228. 
Rolfe,  Sir  R.  M.,  165. 
Rolph,  Dr.  John,  127, 170, 189, 190,  288. 
Rose,  Rev.  Dr.  S.,  61,  62,  694. 
Routh,  Sir  Randolph,  340. 
Rowsell,  Henry,  296. 
Russell,  Lord  John,  128,  216,  255,  260,  261,  263, 

264,  267,  272,  285,  286,  878,  889,  891,  395,  435, 

43S,  441,  443,  451,  454,  467,  499,  516. 
Ruttan,  Sheriff,  848. 
Ryan,  Rev.  Henry,  86,  87,  88,  89,  90,  131,  195, 

278,  885,  567. 

Ryckman,  Rev.  E.  B.,  637. 
Ryerse,  Major,  638. 
Ryerse,  Samuel,  24. 
Ryerson,  Rev.  George,  25,  86,  87,  42, 45,  52,  63, 

65,  66,  61,  67,  68,  69,  70,  79,  83,  94,  107,  108, 

109, 113,  412,  634. 

Rev.  John,  25,  62,  65,  67,  86,  87,  88,  89, 


109,  111,  115, 127, 128, 136, 141,  142, 147,  150, 
151, 152,  154,  156, 161, 166, 171,  172, 177,  181, 
183,  184,  188,  196,  199,  200,  201,  228,  239,  240, 
241,  269,  270,  271,  823,  825,  328,  845,  346,  347, 
848,  386,  899,  401,  402,  403,  413,  503,  607,  511, 
612,  534,  673,  574,  576, 680,  585,  587. 

•  Rev.  William,  26,  29,  40,  52,  68,  69,  75, 


78,  83,  81,  88,  111,  118, 130, 141, 142, 147,  177, 

179,  228,  263,  269,  271,  272,  275,  405,  450. 
Ryerson,  Rev.  Edwy,  69,  83,  84,  130,  133,  228, 

415. 
Ryerson,  Mrs.,  Sr..  23,  25,  27,  23,  37,  42,  43,  45. 

54,  65,  66,  82,  81,  139, 140,  178,  268,  858,  412, 
Ryerson.  Samuel,  24. 
Colonel,  23,  21,  25,  26,  27,  28,  29,  41,  48, 

44,  45,  51,  62,  58,  56,  68,  60,  61,  84,  127,  134, 

178,  310,  412. 

Ryerson,  Lucilla  Hannah,  111. 
Ryland,  Rev.  John,  162. 

Salt,  Rev.  Allen,  78. 

Sanderson,  Rev.  Dr.  G.  R.,  211,  633. 

Sandon,  Lord,  168,  272. 

Sandwich,  Dr.,  169. 

Saunders,  Hon.  J.  8.,  453. 

Saurin,  Rev.  J.  S.,  864,  357. 

Savage,  Rev.  D.,  679. 

Sawyer,  Chief  Joseph,  72. 

Scobie,  Hugh,  837,  838,  339,  341. 

Scott,  Rev.  Jonathan,  271,  287,  294,  295. 

Scott,  Rev.  Wm.,  201,  275. 

Seat  on,  Lord  (see  Sir  J.  Col  borne). 

Shaf  tesbury,  Rt.  Hon.  Lord,  (see  Lord  AshleyV 

168,642. 

Sherwood,  Mr.  Justice,  173,  264,  304. 
Sherwood  Sheriff,  111. 
Shiel,  Rt.  Hon.  Richard,  516,  617. 
Shuttleworth,  Sir  J.  P.  Kay,  419,  600. 
Simcoe,  Governor,  219,  220. 
Simpson,  Bishop,  656,  677. 


INDEX. 


Skinner,  Bishop,  213. 

Slater,  Rev,  Wm  ,  86. 

Slight,  Rev.  Benjamin,  275. 

Small,  Jame.*  E.,  301. 

Smart,  Rev.  W.,  221. 

Smith,  Ellas,  50. 

Smith,  Rev.  Bishop  Philander,  883. 

Smith,  Rev.  Dr.  Gervase,  544,  £45,  671, 576,  677. 

Smith,  William,  336. 

Snake,  Wra.,  77. 

Sornenient,  M.,  35S. 

Soule,  Bishop,  269. 

Spark,  Dr.,  216. 

Spencer,  Rev.  James,  498,  500, 501, 602,  503, 504, 
608,  509,  510,  511,  512,  513,  533. 

Squire,  Rev.  Wm.,  148. 

Stanley,  Right  Hon.  Lord,  118,  119, 123,  135, 
163,  307,  331,  332,  333,  340,  3S1,  388,  439,  469, 
639. 

Stanley,  Very  Rev.  Dean,  579. 

Stauton,  Mr.,  311,  314. 

Stead,  Rev.  Mr.,  272. 

Steer,  Rev.  Wm.,  275. 

Steinneur,  Rev.  Henry,  78. 

Stephen,  Sir  James,  158, 168, 189,  228,  272. 

Stewart  Rev.  Mr.,  102, 119. 

Stewart,  Rt.  Rev.  Dr.,  (Bishop  of  Quebec;.  48, 
76, 103,  206,  213,  217,  222,  291,  463. 

Stick ney,  Miss,  (Mrs.  Ryerson,  Sen.)  23. 

Stinson,  Rev.  Dr.  Joseph,  142, 154, 174  183,  201, 
204,  210,  227,  228,  237,  238,  244,  273,  387,  338, 
396,  397,  401,  402. 

Stoney,  Rev.  Edmund,  275. 

Strachan,  Bishop,  24,  44,  45,  47,  48,  49,  81,  83, 
84,  91,  92,  95,  97,  98,  102,  103,  104,  105,  118, 
125, 155,  182, 185, 195,  213,  216,  216,  217,  218, 
219,  221,  222,  227,  229,  237,  239,  255,  256,  261, 
262,  263,  292,  296,  299,  300,  320,  378,  379,  380, 
385,  386,  389,  419,  433,  435,  436,  437,  438,  439, 
441,  442,  443,  444,  445,446,  447,  448,  449,  450, 
452,  453,  455,  457,  463,  464,  566,  602,  603. 

Sturge,  M.  P.,  Joseph,  154, 162,  163. 

Sunday,  Rev.  John,  61,  77,  78,  275. 

Sunegoo,  Wm.,  68. 

Sullivan,  Hon.  R.  B.,  170,  265,  266,  289,  307, 
320,  332,  833,  341,  418. 

Sweatman,  Bishop,  593,  680,  £81,  602. 

Sydenham,  Lord,  (C.  Poulett  Thompson),  193, 
197,  216,  257,  258,  260,  261,  263,  264,  265,  266, 
268,  282,  283,  284,  286,  287,  290,  301,  302,  303, 
304,  306,  312,  313,  320,  321,  325,  331,  342,  343, 
845,  846,  378,  382,  387,  388,  389,  390,  394,  395, 
896,  441,  443,  550,  651. 

Taylor,  Rev.  Dr.  Lachlan,  633,  559. 
Taylor,  Rev.  Joseph,  384. 


Telfer,  Rev.  Mr.,  695. 

Thompson,  C.  H.,  91, 195. 

Thompson,  Chas.  Poulett  (see  Lord  Sydenhaml 

Thorburn.  A.  B.,  328. 

Thyuer,  Father,  367. 

Toase,  Rev.  Mr.,  360. 

Townley,  Rev.  Dr.,  198. 

Trevelyan,  Sir  Charles,  340,  376. 

Turner,  R«v.  B.  L.,  158. 

Usedon,  Count,  640. 

Vaughan,  Rev.  C.  J.,  678. 

Venueil,  Mons.,  357. 

Viger,  Hon.  D.  B.,  318,  322,  833. 

Waddy,  Rev.  Dr.,  666. 

Wallace,  James,  562. 

Wahwahsinno,  Chief,  76. 

Washlmrn,  Daniel,  188. 

Waudby,  John,  265.1 

Watson,  Rev.  Richard,  106,  108,  110,  280,  884, 

493,  494,  495. 
Waugb,  Bishop,  269. 
Waugh,  Dr.,  115. 
Waugh,  Rev.  Mr ,  119. 
Way  land,  Rev.  Dr.,  26,  43L 
Wellington,  Duke  of,  456. 
Wells,  Hon.  Joseph,  170. 
Wenham,  Dr.,  79. 
West,  Rev.  Mr.,  79. 

Whitehead,  Rev.  Thomas,  274,  276,  407,  408. 
Wilkinson,  Rev.  Heiiry,  130,  214,  228. 
Wilson,  Mr.,  176. 
Wilson,  Thomac,  &Co.,  160. 
Wilmot,  Lieut.-Gov.,  L.A.,  672. 
William  IV.,  King,  118. 
Williams,  Rev.  J.  A.,  687. 
Willson,  Hugh,  29. 
Willson,  Hon.  John,  M.P.P.,  46,  195,  885,  886, 

551. 

Winchester,  Bishop  of,  116. 
Wiseman,  Cardinal,  420. 
Wiseman,  Rev.  Mr.,  676. 
Withrow,  Rev.  Dr.,  600. 
Wolseley,  Sir  Garnet,  559. 
Wood,  Rev.  Dr.  Enoch,  470,  479,  480,  491,  497, 

498,  503,  507,  511,  512,  533,  544,  559,  660,  639. 
Wood,  Rev.  James,  116, 119. 
Wood,  Sir  Charles,  515. 
Wright,  Rev.  David,  130, 131,  228. 

Yellowhead,  Chief,  76,  76. 
Yeomans,  Rev.  D.,  75. 
Young,  Rev.  E.  R.,  408,  409. 
Young,  Rev.  R.,  272. 


INDEX  TO   SUBJECTS. 


American  General  Conference  of  1868,  attend- 
ance at,  656. 

Bapot,  Government  of  Sir  Charles,  306. 
Bethune,  Correspondence  with  Bishop,  564. 
Bible,  The,  in  Public  Schools,  428,  664. 
Bid  well,  Defence  of,  188  et  seq.  806,  416,  667. 
British  Conference,  Union  with,  107  et  seq.  114, 

121,  141,  269. 
— —  Separation  from,  269, 872,  277,  883. 

Cartier,   Sir  George,  Correspondence  relating 

to,  669. 

Chapel  Property  Cases,  172. 
Christian  Guard-on,  93, 107,  109, 121, 131, 144, 

172,  199,  201,  230,  239,  et  seq.,  269.  269,  271. 
Christian  Guardian,  Discussion  with,  499. 
Church  of   England,    Dr.  Ryerson's   attitude 

towards,  291. 
Church  Property,  Right  of  Conference  to  hold, 

803. 

Civil  Rights  Controversy,  81. 
Class  Meeting  Question,  470,  et  seq.,  491,  etscq., 

499. 
Clergy  Reserve  Question,  47,  68.  81,  83,  et.  seq., 

91,  95,  et  seq.  119, 155, 168, 170,  216,  218,  225, 

et  seq.,  236  et  seq.,  245,250,  et  seq.,  260  et  seq., 

278,  286,  800,  878,  et  seq.,  387  et  seq.,  433  et 

seq.,  464  et  seq. 

Confederation,  Dr.  Ryerson's  Address  on,  647. 
Connecticut  University,  106. 
Controversy  with  W.  L.  Mackenzie,  124. 135, 145. 
Controversy  with  Rev.  W.  M.  Harvard,  202. 
Controversies,  Newspaper,  205,  et  seq. 
Council,  Legislative,  168, 170. 

Denominational  Colleges  Controversy,  618,  et 

Dominion,  Dr.  Ryerson's  Address  on  the  New, 

647. 
Durham,  Government  of  Lord,  267,  et  seq.,  312. 

Early  Life,  Sketch  of,  23. 

Early  Education,  24. 

Education,  Appointment  as  Chief  Superintend- 
ent of,  312. 

Retirement  from  Office  of,  837. 

Educational  Administration,  852,  868,  et  tea. 

Educational  Tours,  852,  865,  371,  419,  454,  614, 
689,  677. 

Education,  Dr.  Ryerson's  status  in  the  Confer- 
ence while  holding  Office  of  Chief  Superin- 
tendent of,  415. 

England,  Visits  to,  115,  et  seq.,  121, 152,  tt  seq., 
158,  269,  272,  852,  871,  419,  454,  614,  689,  577. 

Estimate  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  Character  and  La- 
bours, by  Rev.  Dr.  Onniston,  17. 

Estimates  of  Dr.  Ryerson's  Character  and  Work, 
695.  698, 690,  et  seq. 


Family  Compact,  146. 
Funeral  Ceremonies,  693. 

Grievance  Report,  165. 

Hume  and  Roebuck  Letters,  167. 

"Impressions"  of  England,  121, 137. 
Indians,  Labour  among,  64,  et  seq. 
Infant  Baptism,  470,  et  seq.,  491,  et  seq. 

"Legion's"  Letters,  841. 

Loyalists,  U.  E.,  History  of,  677,  685,  690. 

Matrimony,  Right  of  Methodist  Ministers  t« 

Celebrate,  303. 
Metcalfe,  Defence  of  Sir  Charles,  198,  312,  et 

seq.,  319,  et  seq.,  328,  et  tea.,  849. 
Metcalfe,  Administration  of  Sir  Charles,  198, 

812,  et  seq.,  819,  et  seq.,  328,  et  seq.,  337,  et 

seq.,  376. 

Methodist  Union,  671. 
Metropolitan  Church,  562. 
Minister,  Work  as,  80,  86, 149,  282,  287. 
Mission  to  River  Credit  Indians,  page  68,  et  seq. 

Norfolk  County,  Visits  to,  634. 
Presidency  of  General  Conference,  575. 

Rebellion  of  1837, 176,  et  »eq.,  182. 

Rectories  Question,  218, 226,  et  seq.,  236,  et  teq.+ 

245,  250,  et  seq. 
Red  River  Expedition,  659. 
Religious  Experiences,  25,  80,  82,  42,  51-57,  82, 

85. 

Religious  Instruction  in  Schools,  423,  564. 
Responsible  Government,  257,  et  seq. 
Roebuck  and  Hume  Letters,  167. 
Ryanite  Schism,  87. 

School  Act,  870. 

Spencer,  Controversy  with  Rev.  Mr.,  499. 
Style,  Controversial,  105. 
Sydenham,  Administration  of  Lord,  260,  234, 
286,  290,  301. 

Thompson.  Mr.  Charles  Poulett,  Government 
of,  260. 

Union,  Methodist,  571. 

United  Empire  Loyalists,  History  of,  677,  5S5r 

590. 

University  Controversy,  518,  et  seq. 
Upper  Canada  Academy,  113,  15'    161,  etseq.t 

164,  et  seq.,  179,  801,  805,  807. 

Victoria  College,  113,  152,  161,  et  teq ,  164,  et 
seq  ,  179,  801,  806,  807. 


THE  LOYALISTS  §  AMERICA 

AND 

THEIR    TIMES, 

BY  THE 

REV.  EGERTON  RYERSON,  D.D.,  LL.D. 

Chief  Superintendent  of  Education  for  Upper  Canada  from  1844  to  1876. 


flPHIS  book  is  one  of  national  importance.  It  is  the  most  ample  and  minute 
JL  account  of  the  TJ.  E.  Loyalists  and  their  Times  which  has  hitherto 
been  published.  It  describes  very  fully  the  early  Colonial  History  of  America, 
and  traces  the  important  distinction,  often  overlooked,  between  the  Pilgrim 
Fathers  and  the  Puritan  Fathers  in  New  England,  who  maintained  separate 
•Governments  for  seventy  years.  The  religious  persecutions  of  the  Quakers  and 
other  dissidents  from  Puritan  creed  and  civil  constitution  are  reviewed,  and  the 
stern  intolerance  of  the  latter  is  shown.  The  fortunes  of  the  Colonies  under  the 
Long  Parliament,  the  Commonwealth,  and  the  Restoration,  are  carefully  traced. 
The  prolonged  conflict  between  France  and  England  for  the  possession  of  the 
Continent,  with  its  battles,  sieges,  and  adventurous  campaigns  is  given  in  detail. 
The  growing  estrangement  between  Great  Britain  and  the  Colonies,  and  the 
stormy  events  of  the  Revolutionary  War,  are  recounted.  This  epoch  is  very  fully 
•discussed  from  a  British  Loyalist  point  of  view.  The  author  avows  his  sympathy 
with  the  colonists  in  their  assertion  of  their  rights  as  British  subjects,  and  avers 
his  belief  that  but  for  their  revolutionary  Declaration  of  Independence  they  would 
within  a  twelvemonth  have  obtained  all  that  they  desired  without  the  shedding  of 
blood,  without  the  unnatural  alliance  with  France,  much  less  a  war  of  seven 
years.  But  the  outbreak  and  conduct  of  the  war  are  emphatically  condemned. 

No  portion  of  this  history  will  be  read  with  greater  interest  than  that  which 
describes  the  sufferings,  in  maintaining  their  allegiance  to  their  King,  of  the 
U.  E.  Loyalist  Founders  and  Fathers  of  Canada.  For  the  first  time,  the  full  and 
detailed  account  of  these  sufferings  is  now  published.  The  account  of  the  early 
development  and  organization  of  the  Government  of  the  Maritime  Provinces  and 
of  Upper  Canada  is  full  and  minute.  The  stirring  events  of  the  War  of  1812-15 
are  also  given  with  much  copiousness  of  detail.  The  grand  patriotism  of  our 
country,  struggling  against  tremendous  odds,  is  amply  asserted  and  illustrated. 
'""To  this  work  the  venerable  author  has  devoted  several  of  the  best  years  of  his 
life.  Of  U.  E.  Loyalist  stock  himself,  he  writes  with  hearty  sympathy  with  his 
subject.  He  has  devoted  many  years  to  the  study  of  historical  and  constitutional 
•questions.  He  has  made  laborious  and  extensive  research.  And  he  furnishes  in 
these  volumes  copious  documentary  evidence  of  the  validity  of  his  assertions  and 
conclusions. 

It  is  beautifully  printed  on  extra  calendered  paper,  and  forms 

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OPINIONS  OF  THE  PRESS, 

OP 

•STATESMEN  AND   OTHERS, 

ON 

REV.  DR.  RYERSON'S    "HISTORY  OF  THE    LOYALISTS   OF 

AMERICA  AND  THEIR  TIMES,  FROM 

1620  TO   1816." 


From  the  Toronto  DAILY  MAIL,  July  7th,  1880. 
In  a  lengthened  review  of  more  than  two  columns,  the  Mail  says : 

"  It  is  with  great  pleasure  that  we  introduce  and  commend  to  our  readers 
these  portly  volumes)  which  together  contain  nearly  a  thousand  pages.  Dr. 
Ryerson  deserves  well  of  his  country  on  account  of  his  long  and  inestimable 
services  to  the  cause  of  popular  education.  He  is  the  still  surviving  father 
of  our  public  school  system,  and  for  over  thirty  years  directed  its  progress 
with  characteristic  zeal  and  activity.  But  apart  from  the  author's  public 
work,  these  volumes — the  result  of  twenty-five  years'  labour — are  exceedingly 
valuable  on  their  own  account.  *  *  *  Dr.  Ryerson  has  performed  his 
task  with  great  thoroughness,  inspired  by  a  deep  interest  in  his  subject.  The 
style  is  easy  and  flowing  ;  the  facts  stated  are  almost  superabundantly  es- 
tablished by  reference  to  the  authorities  ;  and  wherever  it  becomes  necessary 
to  demonstrate  the  misrepresentations  of  American  writers,  the  author's 
forcible  way  of  putting  the  subject-matter  in  dispute  is  at  once  clear  and 
cogent.  In  short,  the  narrative  is  interesting,  whilst  the  arguments  that /crop 
tip  now  and  again  are  pointed  and  convincing.  We  had  some  doubts  as  to 
the  venerable  author's  age  ;  but  he  leaves  no  doubt  upon  the  point  in  a 
passage  relating  to  the  war  of  1812  (Vol.  II.,  p.  353).  At  the  outbreak  of  the 
war,  amongst  the  Norfolk  volunteers  who  went  with  General  Brock  to  the 
taking  of  Detroit  were  the  elder  brother  and  brother-in-law  of  the  writer  of 
these  pages  (he  being  then  ten  years  of  age).  Dr.  Ryerson  must  be  conse- 
quently seventy-eight,  or  thereabouts ;  still,  as  his  father  lived  to  the  ripe 
old  age  of  ninety-four,  the  author  may  have  a  long  lease  of  life  before  him." 

From  the  Hamilton  EVENING  TIMES,  June  12th,  1880. 
"  It  has  been  well  said,  that  Dr.  Ryerson  needs  no  monument  to  perpetuate 
his  industry,  zeal,  ability,  and  aptitude  for  literary  work,  and  successful  man- 
agement other  than  the  system  of  public  and  high  schools  of  Ontario,  which  he 
may  be  said  to  have  created  nearly  forty  years  ago,  and  nourished  until  1876, 
when  he  retired  from  the  position  of  Chief  Superintendent  of  Education. 


OPINIONS   OF  THE  PRESS. 

But  if  he  do,  that  other  monument  will  be  found  in  his  History  of  the  Loyalist*, 
of  America  and  their  Times.  This  contribution  to  native  literature  is  not  the- 
'work  of  a  day.  It  is  the  result  of  twenty-five  years  of  more  or  less  arduous 
labour  and  diligent  inquiry.  It  is  therefore  all  the  more  valuable  and  trust- 
worthy. When  one  carefully  examines  the  tersely-written  pages  of  the  two- 
volumes  comprising  the  History,  one  can,  in  a  measure,  conceive  the  pains, 
jtaken  by  the  venerable  author  to  do  justice  to  his  subject.  *  *  *  The- 
History  is  a  mine  of  information.  It  stands  alone  as  a  voluminous  authority,, 
and  will  probably  do  so  for  many  years.  It  is  admirably  written,  thoroughly 
systematised,  and  clear  and  concise.  It  is  just  such  a  work  as  should  adorn, 
the  shelves  of  every  Canadian  library." 

From  the  Hamilton  SPECTATOR,  June  19th,  1880. 

"  No  book  issued  in  Canada  in  recent  years  is  more  worthy  of  cordial  re^ 
ception  than  the  one  which  forms  the  subject  of  this  notice.  With  the  name 
of  U.  E.  Loyalists  most  Canadians  are  familiar,  but  with  the  experience,  the- 
noble  deeds,  the  unswerving  loyalty  to  king  and  country,  of  those  who  took, 
part  in  the  events  of  the  early  history  of  America,  very  many  are  lamentably 
ignorant ;  or  such  knowledge  as  they  have  has  been  derived  from  unfriendly 
or  unreliable  sources.  *  *  *  The  work  Dr.  Ryerson  undertook  was  no- 
light  one.  The  time  was  long  past  when  the  events  treated  of  took  place,, 
and  when  the  actors  in  them  could  be  consulted.  But  though  the  actors  in 
the  stirring  scenes  of  our  early  history  had  passed  away,  there  were  au- 
thentic documents  and  records  of  them  left  behind,  and  these  the  author  has, 
searched  out  and  consulted.  The  results  of  his  researches  appear  as  a  work 
which  must  be  commended  for  the  vast  amount  of  information  it  contains,, 
its  accuracy  of  detail,  and  the  supplying  of  a  want  long  felt  and  often 
deplored.  *  *  *  Altogether,  the  book  is  one  which  should  be  read 
throughout  the  length  and  breadth  of  Canada  ;  and  even  across  the  sea  it 
should,  and  doubtless  will,  find  a  place.  The  Rev.  Dr.  Ryerson's  efforts  in, 
the  cause  of  education  have  borne  good  fruit ;  it  is  certain  that  his  great 
literary  work  will  also  accomplish  high  beneficial  results. 

"  The  mechanical  part  of  the  book  is  io  every  way  creditable  to  the- 

publishers." 

From  the  EVANGELICAL  CHURCHMAN,  Toronto,  June  S4th,  1880. 

"  This  is,  without  exception,  the  most  important  and  elaborate  historical' 
work  which  has  yet  issued  from  the  Canadian  press.  The  incidents  of  the- 
memorable  struggle,  which  resulted  in  the  separation  of  the  colonies  from 
the  Empire,  are  given  in  nervous  and  graphic  language,  and  shed  a  flood  of 
light  on  the  contest  itself.  The  subsequent  privations  and  sufferings  of  the 
1  "  United  Empire  Loyalists  "  are  most  vividly  portrayed.  Their  settlement 
in  this  and  other  Provinces  are  feelingly  and  touchingly  described.  Reminis- 
cences, recollections  and  experiences  of  expatriated  Loyalists  are  also  given,, 
and  illustrations  of  the  hardships  endured  by  them  are  related  in  the  work 
by  many  of  the  living  descendants  of  these  Loyalists.  This  portion  of  the 
history  is  deeply  interesting  and  instructive,  but  space  forbids  us  to  enter 
into  it.  Our  readers  cannot  do  better  than  possess  themselves  of  these  enter-- 
taining  volumes,  which  we  most  cordially  commend  as  a  most  valuable- 
addition  to  our  colonial  historical  literature." 


OPINIONS   OF  THE   PRESS. 

From  the  Toronto  CHRISTIAN  GUARDIAN,  July  14th,  1880. 

"This  new  book  by  the  venerable  Dr.  Ryerson  is  the  most  important 
literary  work  of  his  life.  It  fitly  crowns  a  career  of  unusual  intellectual 
•activity  with  a  standard  history  of  the  formative  period  of  Anglo-American 
civilization.  The  range  and  scope  of  the  work  are  much  wider  than  most 
persons  would  suppose  from  the  announcement.  Most  people  looked  for  a 
work  that  would  be  mainly  made  up  of  biographical  sketches  of  the  U.  E. 
Loyalist  pioneer  in  the  settlement  of  Canada.  But  Dr.  Ryerson  goes  back 
to  the  beginning,  and  traces  the  whole  origin  and  growth  of  the  English  in 
America,  the  relation  of  the  Colonists  to  the  Home  Government,  the  character 
and  doings  of  the  Colonial  Governments,  and  the  political  causes  which  pro- 
duced dissatisfaction,  and  ultimately  led  to  rebellion  and  independence. 

"  The  first  thing  that  strikes  us  in  examining  this  work  is  the  evidence  it 
presents  of  extensive  research,  in  the  examination  of  original  documents,  and 
•consequently  the  extent  to  which  it  must  be  a  valuable  repertory  of 
important  historic  facts  for  future  historians  of  American  civilization. 

"  One  thing  that  invests  this  work  with  special  interest  to  nil  Canadians 
and  Britons  is  that  nearly  all  the  histories  of  the  United  States,  as  well  as 
the  popular  literature  of  that  country,  glorify  the  deeds  and  character  of  all 
who  took  a  part  in  the  Revolutionary  war,  on  the  Republican  side  ;  but  the 
Loyalists  who  could  not  feel  justified  in  fighting  against  their  Sovereign  and 
•country,  are  uniformly  painted  in  the  blackest  colours,  as  if  they  were 
cowardly  and  base  wretches  who  had  no  redeeming  qualities.  All  that  is 
hateful  and  mean  is  suggested  by  the  word  '  Tory '  or  '  Royalist '  in  the 
annals  of  the  United  States.  They  have  never  had  fair  play  ;  because  they 
"were  generally  painted  by  those  who  bitterly  hated  them.  But  while  the 
author  admits  fully  the  folly  and  unconstitutional  despotism  that  goaded  the 
colonists  into  rebellion,  and  the  patriotic  feeling  of  many  on  the  Republican 
side,  no  one  can  read  his  work  without  feeling  that  great  injustice  has  been 
done  to  the  Loyalists,  whose  wrong  acts  were  generally  provoked  by  the  re- 
lentless persecution  of  the  other  party.  In  the  light  of  the  real  facts,  it  does 
not  appear  criminal  or  discreditable  that  they  were  unwilling  to  join  in  open 
•war  against  the  land  of  their  fathers  and  the  Government  to  which  they  owed 
allegiance.  *  *  *  The  account  of  the  war  of  1812  will  possess  still  greater 
interest  for  Canadians.  The  part  played  by  the  people  of  Canada  at  that 
time,  in  resolutely  resisting  an  unjustifiable  invasion,  made  by  a  greatly 
superior  power,  at  a  time  when  England  was  contending  almost  single- 
lianded  against  the  immense  forces  Napoleon  I.  had  combined  against  her  ; 
and  the  fact  that  eleven  different  attacks  were  repelled  without  loss  of  terri- 
tory, are  achievements  oi  which  Canadians  have  no  need  to  be  ashamed. 
From  the  Montreal  GAZETTE,  June  26th,  1880. 

In  the  course  of  an  elaborate  review  of  three  columns  of  this  work,  the 
•editor  of  the  Montreal  Gazette,  June  26th,  1880,  says  : 

•'  This  most  important  work,  whose  approach  to  completion  we  had  the 
pleasure  some  months  ago  of  announcing  to  our  readers,  is  now  an  accom- 


OPINIONS   OF  THE   PRESS. 

plished  fact,  and  the  people  of  Canada  will  have  an  opportunity  of  gratifying- 
their  desire  for  a  full  and  fair  history  of  one  of  the  most  interesting  and  meri- 
torious elements  of  our  population.  For  the  laborious,  and  in  some  respecta 
perilous  task  of  writing  such  a  history,  few,  if  any,  of  our  prominent  men  of 
learning  could  have  been  so  well  fitted  as  Dr.  Ryerson.  Himself  the  son  of 
a  leading  Loyalist,  of  a  family  which  had  given  Canada  many  men  of  earnest 
thought  and  strenuous  act,  familiar  from  his  childhood  with  the  traditiona 
of  those  heroic  settlers  who  were  mainly  the  founders  of  his  native  Province, 
and  having  himself  had  no  small  share  in  extending  the  progress  and  per- 
petuating the  prosperity  of  which,  at  the  cost  of  their  fortunes  and  the  risk  of 
their  lives,  they  laid  the  firm  basis,  he  was  indignantly  conscious  of  the  many 
calumnies  propagated  by  hostile  pens,  from  which,  for  nearly  a  century,  they 
had  suffered  almost  undefended.  Not  alone,  indeed.  Happily  there  were 
others  also  who  longed  to  see  the  story  of  the  Loyalists  written  by  an  impar- 
tial and  skilful  hand.  And  when  those  who  represent  what  was  best  in  the 
public  life,  the  literature,  the  pulpit  and  the  press  of  the  two  united  Provinces 
a  quarter  of  a  century  ago,  looked  around  on  each  other  and  beyond  their 
own  circle  for  a  person  to  whom  they  might  entrust  the  performance  of  so 
needed  a  duty,  they  unanimously  fixed  upon  the  Superintendent  of  Educa- 
tion of  Upper  Canada  as  that  person.  Thus  selected,  and  not  unmoved, 
besides,  by  potent  inward  urgings,  Dr.  Ryerson  accepted  the  honourable  but 
difficult  charge."  [Then  follows  an  analysis  of  the  principal  facts  and  argu- 
ments of  the  work.] 

From  the  MORNING  CHRONICLE,  Halifax,  Nova  Scotia,  August  4th,  1880. 

"  This  is  undoubtedly  one  of  the  most  notable  of  recent  works  from  the 
press  of  Canada.  It  is  a  work  of  such  interest  as  to  its  subject,  and,  we  must 
add,  of  such  merit  as  to  its  execution,  that  no  proper  justice  can  be  done  to 
it  in  any  such  review  as  can  be  afforded  within  the  limited  eligible  space  of 
a  daily  newspaper." 

From  the  MORNING  HERALD,  Halifax,  N.  S.,  July  24th  and  August  4th,  1880* 
The  Herald  devotes  two  articles  in  review  of  this  work,  commencing  with 
the  following  words  : 

"  The  author  of  this  work  is  so  well  known  to  the  people  of  this  country, 
that  any  publication  in  which  his  name  appears  is  a  sufficient  guarantee  of  its 
value,  its  accuracy,  and  the  interesting  nature  of  its  contents.  No  work  ever 
published  in  Canada  is  more  worthy  of  a  cordial  reception  from  our  people 
than  the  '  Loyalists  of  America  and  their  Times,'  and  none  will  be  read  with 
more  intense  interest  by  the  descendants  of  those  noble  men  and  women, 
'  who,  stripped  of  their  rights  and  property  during  the  war,  *  *  *  were  driven 
from  the  homes  of  their  birth  and  of  their  forefathers,'  because  of  their 
loyalty  to  their  king,  to  seek  new  homes  in  the  (then)  wilderness  of  Nova 
Scotia  and  New  Brunswick." 

N.B. — Numerous  other  notices,  of  a  similar  character  to  the  above,  are  said 
to  have  appeared  in  various  provincial  newspapers. 


OPINIONS   OF  THE   PRESS. 

LETTER  FROM  SIR  STAFFORD  NORTHCOTE. 

"  79  PORTLAND  PLACE,  July  26th,  1880. 
•«'  MY  DEAR  SIR, 

"  I  ought  long  ago  to  have  thanked  you  for  so  kindly  sending  me  your 
•work  on  the  '  Loyalists,'  but  I  have  been  so  busy  since  it  came  that  I  have 
had  little  time  for  reading.  I  have  been  much  interested  with  it,  and  am  very 
much  obliged  for  it. 

"  Believe  me,  yours  very  faithfully, 

(Signed)  "  STAFFORD  H.  NORTHCOTE." 

LETTER  FROM  LORD  CARNARVON. 

"  HIGHCLERE  CASTLE,  NEWBDRT,  Sept  1st,  1880. 
«  MY  DEAR  SIR, 

**'l  have  received  the  'History  of  the  Loyalists  of  America'  which  you  have 
been  good  enough  to  send  me.  I  have  as  yet  only  been  able  to  turn  the 
pages,  but  before  long  I  hope  to  find  the  leisure  to  become  acquainted  with 
the  contents  of  these  two  volumes,  of  which  I  have  seen  enough  in  my  rapid 
glance  to  be  sure  that  they  embrace  not  only  much  that  is  most  interesting, 
but  in  a  historical  point  of  view  very  valuable  matter. 
"  I  remain,  my  dear  Sir,  yours  faithfully, 

(Signed)  "  CARNARVON." 

LETTER  FROM  ALPHEUS  TODD,  ESQ.,  LIBRARIAN  OF  THE  HOUSE  OF  COMMOXS. 

"OTTAWA,  September  16th,  1880. 
•"  MY  DEAR  DR.  RYERSON, 

"  I  have  just  returned  from  a  visit  to  England,  much  refreshed.  I  found 
your  two  interesting  volumes  on  my  desk,  and  am  very  grateful  for  your  kind 
remembrance  of  me.  I  shall  prize  them  highly. 

"  We  have  all  reason  for  congratulation  that  you  have  completed  this  great 
book,  which  is  a  noble  retrospect  of  the  loyalty  of  our  forefathers.  I  earnestly 
hope  that  it  may  be  the  means  of  quickening  and  strengthening  the  present 
generation  in  this  land  in  the  endeavour  to  render  themselves  worthy  of  the 
noble  inheritance  that  the  zeal  and  devotion  of  our  ancestors  obtained  for 
us,  and  that  it  will  deepen  our  attachment  to  the  British  Crown  and 
Imperial  connection. 

"  Always  with  much  respect  and  regard, 

"  Your  sincere  friend, 
(Signed)  "  ALPHEUS  TODD." 


OPINIONS   OF  THE   PRESS. 

LETTER  FROM  His  EXCELLENCY  THE  MARQUIS  OP  LORNE. 

"  CITADEL,  QUEBEC,  June  10th,  1880. 
"  MY  DEAR  DR.  RYERSON, 

"  I  have  to-day  received  your  most  welcome  gift,  and  hasten  to  tell  you  my 
gratitude  for  what  was  to  me  a  very  pleasant  surprise — a  surprise,  for  I  had 
not  heard  that  you  were  engaged  in  the  task  you  have  now  completed,  and 
had  I  heard  it,  I  could  not  have  expected  the  kindness  which  has  made  me 
the  recipient  from  the  author  of  such  a  full  and  extremely  interesting  history. 
"  It  should  become  a  household  book  in  Canada  ;  and  I  can  well  imagine 
the  delight  it  will  give  to  those  who  are  able  through  the  work,  as  you  have 
been  in  its  composition,  to  trace  the  actions  and  live  again  in  sympathy  with, 
the  thoughts  of  heroic  ancestors. 

"  Believe  me,  with  very  many  thanks, 

"  Yours  very  truly, 
(Signed)  "  LORNE." 

LETTER  FROM  LORD  DUFFERIN. 

"  ST.  PETERSBURG,  September  6th,  1880. 
"  MY  DEAR  DR.  EYERSON, 

"  I  have  just  received  your  two  beautiful  volumes.  I  cannot  tell  you  how 
grateful  I  am  to  you  for  your  kind  thought  of  me.  There  is  no  present  I 
value  more  than  that  of  a  book  from  its  author.  Indeed,  I  have  now  a  very 
interesting  library  composed  of  volumes  given  to  me  at  different  times  by  the 
various  distinguished  men  of  the  present  generation  whom  I  have  had  the 
happiness  to  know,  and  your  work  will  find  an  honoured  place  upon  its 
shelves. 

"  You  well  know  how  fully  I  understand  and  appreciate  all  that  you  have 
done  for  education  in  Canada,  and  that  there  are  few  people  in  the  Dominica 
for  whom  I  have  always  entertained  a  greater  regard  or  respect." 
"  Believe  me,  my  dear  Dr.  Eyerson, 

"  Yours  most  sincerely,  • 
(Signed)  "  DUFFERIN." 


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It  possesses  also,  to  the  many  admirers  of  its  beloved  and  honoured 
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