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TWENTY  MINUTES 
LATE 


BY 

PANSY 

{^Isabella  M.  Alden) 

Author  of  "  John  Remington,  Martyr,"  "  Aunt  Hannah, 

Martha  and  John,"  "  Judge  Burnham's  Daughters," 

"  Chrissy's  Endeavor,"    "  Mrs.  Solomon  Smith 

Looking  On,"   "  Chautauqua  Girls,"  Etc. 


TORONTO: 

WIIvLIAiVL     BRIGGS. 

MONTREAL:    C.  W.  COAXES.  HALIFAX:    S.  F.  HUESTIS. 


Entered  according  to  the  Act  of  the  Parliament  of  Canada,  in  the  year 
one  thousand  eight  hundred  and  ninety-three,  by  William  Briggs, 
Toronto,  in  the  office  of  the  Minister  of  Agriculture,  at  Ottawa. 


CONTENTS 


CHAPTER 

PAGE 

I. 

Disappointment        ....           7 

II. 

Clothes      

20 

III. 

Something  to  Remember 

29 

IV. 

"  A  Pretty  State  of  Things" 

41 

V. 

"  What  Could  Happen  ?  " 

64 

VI. 

A  New  Friend  . 

69 

VII. 

A  Sunday  in  Philadelphia 

86 

VIII. 

Night  Work      . 

103 

IX. 

Waiting 

119 

X. 

A  Trying  Position    . 

131 

XI. 

Dark  Days 

147 

XII. 

"  So  You  Want  to  go  Home  ? 

' 

161 

XIII. 

The  Unexpected  Happens 

179 

XIV. 

Conflicting  Advice  . 

194 

XV. 

A  Long,  Wonderful  Day 

211 

XVI. 

Borrowed  Trouble   . 

225 

XVII. 

Learning  . 

241 

XVIII. 

Machines  and  News 

257 

XIX. 

Entertaining  Company 

271 

XX. 

Great  Questions  Settled 

287 

XXI. 

"Merry  Christmas" 

305 

XXII. 

"Luck"   . 

322 

XXIII. 

Another  "  Side-Track" 

343 

XXIV. 

At  Last     . 

351) 

TWENTY  MINUTES  LATE. 


CHAPTER    I. 


DISAPPOINTMENT. 


rpiHE  autumn  day  was  as  beautiful  as  scar- 
let  and  crimson  and  gold  maple  leaves 
could  make  it.  The  air  was  a  charming  crisp. 
The  world  looked  lovely,  and  did  its  best 
to  make  Caroline  Bryant  own  it.  But  that 
young  woman's  heart  was  sore  and  sad.  She 
tried  her  best  to  be  cheerful,  and  succeeded  so 
well  that  her  little  sister  Daisy  confided  to  the 
dolls  that,  "Sister  Line  took  disappointments 
in  a  lovely  way."  Caroline  did  laugh  a  little 
when  she  heard  this,  but  in  a  somewhat  scorn- 
ful way.  It  struck  her  as  absurd  that  anybody 
should  call  her  trouble  disappointment.  "  Be- 
cause," she  told  herself  philosophically,  "  I  do 
not  suppose  one  can  properly  use  that  word 
when  there  has  never  been  the  slightest  hope 
of  having  one's  wish,  and  I  am  sure  I  have 
7 


8  DISAPPOINTMENT. 

never  for  five  seconds  believed  that  I  could  go 
away.     It  was  out  of  the  question,  of  course." 

Despite  which  statement,  and  following  the 
smile  so  suddenly  that  it  must  almost  have 
startled  it,  a  great  tear  plashed  down  into  the 
dishwater.  Say  what  she  might  about  never 
having  an  idea  of  it,  the  fact  remained  that 
when  the  letter  was  written  and  sealed  and 
dropped  into  the  post-office,  which  said  a  very 
grateful  "No"  to  the  invitation,  an  added 
lump  of  pain  seemed  to  rise  up  in  the  girl's 
throat. 

The  invitation  had  been  from  Judge  Dun- 
more  himself,  heartily  seconded  by  his  wife,  to 
spend  two  beautiful  weeks  in  their  city  home 
and  attend  the  Exposition,  where  so  many  won- 
derful things  were  to  be  seen  that  the  Judge 
said  it  was  really  quite  an  education  for  a 
young  person  with  wide-open  eyes. 

The  letter  had  further  added  that  they  would 
be  glad  to  include  both  Ben  and  Daisy  in  the 
invitation,  only  they  were  well  aware  that  the 
little  Daisy  would  be  considered  too  young  to 
make  a  visit  apart  from  her  mother,  and  that 
Ben,  the  care-taker,  would  be  needed  to  look 
after  mother  and  sister ;  so  that  Miss  Caroline 


DISAPPOINTMENT,  9 

was  the  only  person  whom  they  could  in  hon- 
esty be  said  to  expect. 

It  would  be  difficult  to  describe  the  state  of 
excitement  into  which  this  letter  threw  Caroline 
Bryant.  She  remembered  taking  a  journey 
with  her  mother  on  the  cars  when  she  was  nine 
years  old  —  a  journey  of  seven  hours'  duration 
—  and  the  marvelous  experiences  of  that  day 
she  sometimes  went  over,  even  now,  for  Daisy's 
benefit.  It  was  her  one  journey,  and  she  had 
all  an  intelligent  girl's  longing  for  travel  and 
the  experiences  to  be  gained  by  travel. 

The  very  "toot-toot"  of  the  engine,  as  it 
halted  for  a  few  seconds  at  the  depot  around 
the  corner,  and  then  hurried  on  with  increased 
speed,  apparently  sorry  for  having  lost  so  much 
time,  made  her  cheek  flush  and  her  heart  beat 
faster.  What  joy  it  would  have  been  to  have 
taken  a  journey  all  by  herself  —  quite  a  long 
journey  too,  nearly  a  hundred  miles. 

To  be  sure  a  gray-headed  lawyer  whom  Judge 
Dunmore  knew  would  be  on  the  same  car  with 
her,  and  see  that  she  stopped  at  the  right  sta- 
tion. "Just  as  though  she  would  not  know 
enough  for  that ! "  she  said  to  the  dishes,  with 
a  toss  of   the  head.     But  then  what  was  the 


10  DISAPPOINTMENT. 

use  in  talking  about  that?  she  couldn't  do  it. 
It  was  quite  impossible  of  course  to  think  of 
going,  notwithstanding  the  fact  that  Judge 
Dunmore  had  inclosed  a  pass  for  her  over  the 
road.  There  was  something  very  delightful  to 
her  in  the  thought  of  traveling  on  a  "pass." 
"  Only  people  of  distinction  have  them,"  she 
said  to  Daisy,  and  she  could  not  help  laughing 
over  the  little  girl's  question  : 

"  Then,  Line,  what  right  would  you  have  to 
use  one  ?  I  mean,"  she  «added,  when  Caroline 
laughed,  "  that  although  you  are  dear  and  pre- 
cious, and  are  more  to  us  than  any  one  else  in 
the  world,  of  course  you  are  not  what  they 
mean  by  a  person  of  distinction  ;  are  you  ?  " 

"Not  yet,"  her  sister  had  answered  gaily, 
"but  you  wait,  little  Daisy,  nobody  knows  what 
I  may  do  for  the  honor  of  the  family  some  day. 
The  present  beauty  of  it,  though,  is  that  Judge 
Dunmore  is  a  person  of  distinction,  and  he  has 
sent  a  little  shadow  of  it  to  rest  upon  me. 
What  a  wonderful  thing  it  would  be  to  visit  at 
his  house.     O,  Daisy  !  if  I  could  only  go." 

"Of  course  I  cannot  think  of  going,"  she  had 
said  to  her  mother,  with  a  wild  hope  in  her 
heart  that  her  mother  would  sav,  "Of  course 


DISAPPOINTMENT.  11 

you  must  go,  dear ;  such  an  opportunity  is  not 
to  be  missed." 

But  instead  the  dear  mother  had  smiled  upon 
her  wistfully,  tenderly,  and  shaken  her  head. 

"  It  is  not  to  be  thought  of,  dear.  You  know- 
how  much  mother  wishes  you  could  have  such 
a  chance ;  but  your  v/ardrobe,  which  is  quite 
respectable  for  home  wear,  would  not  do  to 
visit  in  a  house  like  Judge  Dunmore's.  If 
there  were  no  other  reason,  that  would  be 
sufficient." 

"  Why,  I  have  my  dark  blue  dress,"  Caroline 
said  wistfully,  "and  you  said  you  were  going 
to  make  that  brown  skirt  over  for  me,  and  my 
gray  flannel  looks  pretty  well." 

Mrs.  Bryant  smiled  and  hid  a  sigh,  and  still 
shook  her  head.  "  Tlie  gray  flannel  is  too 
short  in  both  skirt  and  waist.  Line  dear,"  she 
said,  "and  has  very  thin  places  in  it  beside. 
It  will  do  at  home  for  a  while,  but  could  not  be 
depended  upon  for  a  day  away  from  home ; 
and  the  brown  one  will  not  make  over  into  any- 
thing but  a  second  best,  nor  will  it  bear  much 
wear,  so  you  see  it  narrows  itself  down  to  a 
dark  blue  dress  which  has  already  been  worn 
one  winter.    It  seems  hard,  daughter,  but  there 


12  DISAPPOINTMENT. 

are  worse  ills  in  the  world.  And  there  is  the 
school,  you  remember,  to  look  forward  to  after 
New  Year's.  You  must  feed  your  heart  upon 
that  and  let  the  Exposition  wait  another  year." 

For  at  last,  after  two  years  of  waiting,  Caro- 
line Bryant  was  going  back  to  school.  She  had 
expected  to  enter  the  fall  term,  but  a  slight 
illness  of  her  mother  had  alarmed  them  all,  and 
almost  made  the  daughter  determine  she  would 
never  leave  her  to  toil  alone  even  for  school. 
However,  Mrs.  Bryant  had  rallied  rapidly,  and 
had  at  last  assured  her  children  that  she  really 
felt  better  than  she  had  for  a  long  time  before 
she  was  sick ;  so,  though  it  was  too  late  for  the 
fall  term,  plans  for  the  one  to  open  the  day 
after  New  Year's  went  forward  joyfully.  Life 
had  looked  bright  to  Caroline  until  this  letter 
from  Judge  Dunmore  had  set  her  pulses  to 
throbbing  wildly.  Her  neighbor  and  friend, 
Fanny  Kedwin,  had  not  helped  her  much. 

"  Such  luck ! "  she  said  enviously,  as  they 
discussed  the  invitation  for  the  dozenth  time. 
"  If  I  could  get  invited  to  a  place  like  that  you 
may  believe  I  would  go  if  I  had  to  sell  my  old 
shoes  to  get  the  things  I  needed." 

"I  certainly   should,  too,"   answered    Line, 


DISAPPOINTMENT.  13 

bursting  into  the  first  laugh  that  she  had  given 
in  several  hours  at  the  absurdity  of  the  sug- 
gestion. "The  only  trouble  is  that  my  old 
shoes  wouldn't  furnish  the  money ;  and  yours 
must  look  better  than  they  did  yesterday,  if 
they  would." 

Now  Fanny  Kedwin  was  the  sort  of  girl  who 
could  never  endure  to  be  laughed  at,  though 
there  was  the  utmost  good  nature  in  the  laugh. 
She  answered  with  sharpness : 

"Well,  I  don't  care,  my  mother  says  if  her 
girl  had  such  a  chance  to  see  the  world  she 
would  work  her  fingers  to  the  bone  but  that 
she  should  go.  She  says  she  should  think  you 
earned  enough  to  have  a  little  pleasure,  espe- 
cially when  it  is  fixed  so  it  will  not  cost  you 
anything." 

Poor  Caroline  was  paying  dearly  for  her 
laugh ;  her  cheeks  glowed  and  she  held  her 
head  high,  and  spoke  stifily. 

"I  ought  to  be  much  obliged  to  your  mother 
for  the  interest  she  takes  in  me,  I  think.  But 
I  can  assure  you  that  the  last  thing  I  want  is 
tc  have  my  mother  'work  her  fingers  to  the 
bone'  to  give  me  a  chance  to  go  away  from 
home  for  a  few  days.     I  do  not  have  so  hard  a 


14  DISAPPOINTMENT. 

time  at  home  as  that  would  suggest;  and  I  may 
as  well  tell  you  in  plain  words,  Fanny  Kedwin, 
that  my  mother  and  I  understand  each  other, 
and  do  not  need  any  help  from  other  people." 

She  was  very  angry  ;  in  fact,  had  been  grow- 
ing more  angry  every  moment  since  she  com- 
menced her  reply. 

Fanny  Kedwin  gazed  at  her  in  surprise. 
Truth  to  tell,  Caroline  was  not  usually  so  quick 
to  take  offense  as  this,  and  often  bore  plain 
talk  with  good  nature  from  this  girl,  not  so 
well  brought  up  as  herself.  The  unusual  ex- 
hibition seemed  to  fill  her  with  curiosity  instead 
of  anger. 

"  I  declare,  T  believe  it  is  true,"  she  said,  with 
an  air  of  conviction,  and,  not  waiting  for  Caro- 
line to  decide  whether  she  should  lower  her 
dignity  to  ask  what  was  true,  proceeded  to 
explain.  "  The  girls  in  school  said  to-day  that 
Ben  was  a  great  deal  better  than  he  used  to 
be ;  that  he  didn't  get  mad  half  so  quick,  and 
that  he  was  unselfish  too.  Well,  he  was  always 
unselfish,  but  they  said  he  kept  getting  more  so 
all  the  time,  and  that  you  were  getting  worse. 
Lucy  Ellis  said  you  were  getting  to  be  a  regular 
spitfire ;  that  you  as  good  as  told  her  to  mind 


DISAPPOINTMENT,  !« 

her  own  business  last  night  when  she  asked  an 
innocent  question." 

Caroline  had  no  reply  to  make  this  time. 
She  was  already  ashamed  of  her  outburst,  and 
that  —  even  if  she  had  not  been  conscious  that, 
as  far  as  Lucy  Ellis  was  concerned,  the  verdict 
was  true  —  would  have  held  her  silent. 

She  remembered  the  question  well ;  it  had 
been  about  this  same  visit. 

"Say,  Line,"  Lucy  had  said,  "why  do  you 
suppose  they  invited  you?  It  seems  kind  of 
queer,  you  know,  when  they  haven't  any  girls 
of  your  age  to  visit  with.  Don't  you  suppose 
maybe  they  have  a  lot  of  company  and  want 
you  for  a  kind  of  extra  help?" 

Then  had  Caroline's  face  flushed.  In  a  way 
that  would  have  grieved  her  mother — and  per- 
haps it  was  little  wonder  —  she  as  good  as  told 
Lucy  it  was  none  of  her  business  why  she  was 
invited. 

All  things  considered,  the  invitation  had  cer- 
tainly been  productive  of  a  good  deal  of  un- 
happiness  to  Caroline.  She  tried  to  think  about 
it  seriously  after  Fanny  Kedwin  went  home. 
Was  she  growing  worse  daily,  as  they  said? 
She  knew  she  was  not  so  good  as  Ben,  never 


16  DISAPPOINTMENT. 

had  been ;  indeed  it  was  not  likely  she  ever 
would  be.  Ben  was  different  in  every  way 
from  most  boys.  Miss  Webster  said  he  was  a 
rare  boy ;  so  did  Mr.  Holden.  But  she  did  not 
want  to  grow  worse  every  day.  Why  did  that 
old  invitation  ever  come,  when  it  couldn't  do 
anything  for  her  but  make  her  cross  ? 

Caroline  finished  the  day,  as  indeed  she  had 
begun  it,  in  a  burst  of  tears.  It  was  because 
of  this  disappointment  of  Caroline's  that  a  day 
of  pleasure  was  planned  for  Saturday.  It  is 
true  it  had  been  talked  of  for  a  long  time,  but 
Benjamin  Bryant  had  not  really  roused  himself 
to  action  until  it  became  certain  that  his  sister 
was  not  to  go  on  the  journey. 

This  same  Benjamin  deserves  a  few  words  on 
his  own  account.  A  clear-eyed,  pure-hearted, 
manly-looking  boy  was  Ben,  a  general  favorite 
at  home  and  on  the  street.  Fanny  Kedwin  had 
correctly  reported  his  classmates'  idea  of  his 
character.  Indeed  she  might  have  said  much 
more,  for  Ben  was  often  the  subject  of  conver- 
sation, especially  among  the  younger  scholars. 

"  There  is  not  a  selfish  hair  on  his  head,"  was 
a  favorite  sentence  often  heard,  as  though  sel- 
fishness had  had  its  favorite  seat  in  the  hair. 


DISAPPOINTMENT.  17 

"Nor  a  lazy  one,"  some  good-natured  boy- 
was  always  sure  to  add. 

"I  never  saw  Ben  Bryant's  beat  for  being 
always  at  work,  and  I  never  saw  anything  like 
his  luck."  This  last  contribution  to  his  char- 
acter was  offered  by  Rufus  Kedwin,  who  was 
always  talking  about  luck.  "Why,  he  earns 
lots  of  money.  You've  seen  that  little  piping 
machine  of  his,  haven't  you,  which  looks  like  a 
doll's  plaything,  or  something  of  that  sort? 
Well,  sir,  Ben  makes  it  spin,  I  tell  you !  And 
the  money  he  earns  in  a  month  with  the  thing 
would  scare  you.  He  gets  copying  to  do,  you 
know,  and  all  sorts  of  jobs.  I  just  wish  I  had 
one  of  those  machines,  and  you'd  see  me  make 
it  go!" 

"  I  thought  Ben  offered  to  let  you  learn  on 
his,"  said  one  of  the  older  boys,  with  a  signifi- 
cant smile. 

"  So  he  did  last  winter,  but  now  he  is  so  busy 
with  it  there  is  never  time  to  learn  it ;  and  when 
he  isn't  using  it  Line  is.  She  can  run  it  as  fast 
as  he  can  ;  well,  for  that  matter  so  can  Daisy." 

"Did  you  learn?"  asked  the  older  boy. 
Thus  pressed,  Rufus  answered  that  he  did  not ; 
that  he  didn't  see  any  use  in  learning  a  thing 


18  DISAPPOINTMENT, 

which  couldn't  be  used  after  it  was  learned. 
"If  I  only  had  a  machine,"  he  repeated,  "it 
would  be  different." 

The  boys  within  hearing  laughed.  They 
were  always  amused  when  Rufus  Kedwin  got 
off  that  "If  I  only  had."  It  was  a  term  so 
constantly  on  his  lips.  There  seemed  no  end 
to  his  wants,  nor  the  wonders  he  could  do  if 
they  were  once  supplied. 

"What  is  the  thing,  anyhow?"  one  of  the 
new  boys  asked,  and  was  informed  that  it  was 
a  writing  machine,  and  could  "go  like  lightning 
and  do  beautiful  work." 

"  Ben  is  one  of  your  goody-goody  boys,  isn't 
he?"  said  this  new-comer. 

"Depends  on  what  you  mean  by  that,"  an- 
swered Howard  Benham.  "  If  that  means  down- 
right good,  without  any  sham,  and  every  time, 
why,  it  describes  Ben  as  well  as  any  boy  I  know." 

"Well,  I  meant  he  is  one  of  the  religious 
kind ;  goes  to  prayer  meeting  and  Sunday- 
school  and  that  sort  of  thing,  doesn't  he?" 

"  I  believe  he  does,  and  he  doesn't  go  bird- 
nesting  on  Sunday,  nor  get  a  demerit  for  it  on 
Monday,  nor  anything  of  that  sort." 

The  sneering  tone  in  which  the  new  scholar 


DISAPPOINTMENT.  10 

had  spoken  had  been  too  much  for  Ben's  cham- 
pion, who  could  not  therefore  resist  the  temp- 
tation to  turn  the  laugh  upon  him,  he  having 
recently  gone  through  the  experience  hinted  at. 
I  am  telling  you  these  things  in  passing,  only 
to  show  you  in  what  light  Ben  was  regarded  by 
some  of  his  schoolmates.  We  were  going  to  talk 
about  the  day  of  pleasure.  Ben  set  himself  at 
working  it  up,  but  not  until  he  had  talked  with 
his  mother  about  the  matter. 


I 


CHAPTER  II. 


CLOTHES. 


IS  it  entirely  out  of   the  question   for   Line 
to  go,  mother  ?  " 

"Entirely,  I  should  say,"  Mrs.  Bryant  an- 
swered, with  a  tone  that  had  more  sadness  in 
it  than  the  boy  realized. 

She  was  a  mother  who  would  have  so  en- 
joyed giving  her  children  all  they  desired,  if 
she  only  could. 

"  Well,  now,  I  don't  see  why,"  began  Ben  ; 
"there's  the  fare  provided  for,  and  it  is  just  in 
the  time  when  you  are  not  hurried  with  work, 
and  long  before  the  next  term  of  school.  What 
is  it  that  is  in  the  way?" 

"  Clothes,  my  son." 

"Clothes!"  repeated   Ben,   stopping   in   his 
work  of  skillfully  laying  the  fire  for  morning  to 
give    his    mother   an    astonished    look,    "why, 
mother,  she  wears  clothes  at  home," 
20 


CLOTHES.  21 

"  True,  but  there  are  clothes  and  clothes,  ray 
dear  boy." 

"But  Line  always  looks  nice.  I  was  looking 
at  her  last  night  at  the  lecture,  and  I  made  up 
my  mind  she  was  the  prettiest  girl  there." 

His  mother  smiled  fondly  upon  him.  "  I  am 
glad  you  are  pleased  with  your  sister's  appear- 
ance," she  said.  "  She  is  a  pretty  girl,  and  is 
always  neat.  But,  my  boy,  what  would  be 
suitable  in  our  quiet  home  would  be  entirely 
out  of  place  at  Judge  Dunmore's,  and  your 
sister  is  one  to  feel  such  things.  If  it  were 
your  duty  to  go  there  with  your  best  jacket  a 
little  worn  and  your  pantaloons  a  little  shorter 
than  you  like  them  and  your  neckties  old  fash- 
ioned, T  should  know  that  you  could  forget 
about  them  all,  if  you  made  up  your  mind  to 
do  so,  and  have  a  pleasant  time  in  spite  of 
them.  But  Caroline  is  not  like  you  in  this 
respect.  She  would  be  miserable,  I  fear.  She 
wants  so  much  to  go,  that  she  thinks  she  would 
not  mind  these  things,  but  I  know  her  better 
than  that.  She  has  never  been  away  from 
home,  and  does  not  realize  the  contrast  there 
would  be  between  her  and  other  girls  of  her 
age.     You  need  not  wish  her  to  goy  Ben^  undvv 


22  .  CLOTHES. 

present  circumstances,  for  I  know  as  well  as 
though  I  saw  her  undergoing  it,  that  she  would 
be  miserable." 

Ben  looked  disappointed  and  troubled.  "I 
don't  see  what  she  is  to  do,  then,"  he  said ; 
"  she  will  be  hindered  from  many  places  where 
she  might  have  opportunities,  if  she  is  to  go  on 
nursing  such  a  spirit." 

"  That  is  true,  and  if  she  were  able  to  rise 
above  the  question  of  dress  so  as  to  be  happy 
in  a  neat  blue  calico,  when  the  dresses  of  all 
about  her  were  silks  or  cashmeres,  I  should  be 
glad ;  but  I  assure  you  she  could  not  be  happy 
so  placed." 

"  But,  mother,  I  don't  quite  understand  you ; 
if  you  don't  think  it  right  that  Line  should  put 
the  question  of  dress  so  high,  why  do  you  en- 
courage her  in  it  ?  I  mean,  why  don't  you  ad- 
vise her  to  go  and  see  for  herself  what  nice 
times  she  could  have  in  calico,  if  that  is  the 
name  of  the  stuff  which  ought  not  to  be  worn. 
What  is  the  matter  with  it,  anyhow  ?  " 

"That  is  a  hard  question  to  answer,"  his 
mother  said,  smiling.  "  Nothing  is  the  matter 
with  it,  I  suppose,  except  that  it  is  not  worn  by 
people  of  means,    J  4o  ^o^  won4er  that  jrou 


CLOTHES.  23 

are  puzzled,"  she  added,  as  she  watched  his  dis- 
turbed face.  "  It  is  a  question  that  has  per- 
plexed wiser  heads  than  yours  or  mine,  this  one 
of  dress  and  what  to  do  about  it.  I  was  quite 
enthusiastic  over  it  once,  and  tried  to  get  up  a 
society  among  the  schoolgirls,  get  the  M^ealthy 
ones  to  join,  pledging  themselves  to  wear  noth- 
ing but  calico  for  a  term  of  years,  so  that  the 
people  who  were  obliged  to  dress  in  calico 
would  feel  comfortable  wherever  they  went." 

Ben's  face  brightened.  "I  think  that  was  a 
splendid  idea,"  ho  said  eagerly.  "Did  you  do 
it  —  and  if  you  did,  why  did  not  it  last  ?  " 

"  It  never  began,"  his  mother  said,  laughing ; 
"  I  had  a  wise  mother  at  home  who  jiricked  my 
bubble  for  me,  and  showed  me  that  it  was  not 
filled  with  material  which  would  last." 

"  I  don't  see  why,"  said  Ben,  disconcerted. 

"  Think,  my  boy ;  suppose  Miss  Sutherland 
and  Miss  Webster  and  Mrs.  Judge  Dunmore 
and  any  other  wealthy  people  whom  we  know, 
as  well  as  many  whom  we  do  not  know,  could 
be  induced  to  take  such  a  pledge,  and  should 
appear  from  this  time  dressed  in  calico,  how 
long  would  it  be  before  the  price  of  calico,  or 
gingham,  for  that  matter,  or  any  stuff  which 


24  CLOTHES. 

they  would  make  fashionable  in  that  way,  would 
increase  in  price  so  that  the  hardest  thing  we 
poor  people  could  do  would  be  to  buy  it  ?  " 

"That  is  true,''  said  Ben,  thoughtfully  and 
somewhat  sorrowfully,  not  so  much  over  the 
dress  question  as  over  the  thought  that  there  is 
much  to  be  learned  in  the  world,  and  he  was  not 
making  as  rapid  progress  as  he  could  wish. 

The  truth  is,  Ben  Bryant  was  doing  well,  and 
was  not  far  behind  the  boys  who  had  been  to 
school  steadily  during  his  year  of  outside  work ; 
but  he  did  not  know  it. 

After  this  he  gave  up  the  idea  of  the  visit, 
and  planned  for  the  day  of  pleasure. 

It  was  to  be  a  nutting  expedition  away  out 
at  the  Beekman  Grove.  It  was  true  there  were 
nuts  nearer  home,  but  none  so  nice;  at  least 
that  was  the  opinion  of  the  Kedwins,  who  were 
sure  that  if  they  could  not  go  to  just  that  spot 
they  did  not  care  to  go  at  all. 

"  It's  too  long  a  walk  for  Daisy,"  said  Mrs. 
Bryant,  but  Daisy  was  earnest  in  her  protest. 

"Why,  mother,  I  am  very  strong;  I  could 
walk  six  miles,  I'm  sure." 

Rufus  explained  earnestly  that  on  the  return 
trip  they  would  need  only  to  walk  to  the  sta- 


CLOTHES.  26 

tion,  half  a  mile  from  where  they  went  into  the 
woods,  and  there  they  could  get  the  express, 
due  at  half -past  five  —  just  the  time  they  would 
want  to  go  home.  O,  no  indeed !  he  and  Fanny 
would  not  think  of  going  if  they  must  walk 
both  ways. 

"But  to  ride  on  the  cars  costs  money,"  Ben 
said  at  last,  after  looking  at  Line,  who  did 
nothing  but  look  at  him.  Ben  thought  there 
were  reasons  why  this  remark  would  sound 
better  coming  from  her. 

"  O,  money ! "  said  Rufus,  as  loftily  as  though 
he  were  a  millionaire  ;  "  why,  it  costs  only  ten 
cents  apiece.  If  we  can't  afford  that  much  for 
a  three-mile  ride  —  almost  four  miles  —  we  must 
be  hard  up." 

"  I've  walked  three  miles  more  than  once  to 
save  ten  cents,"  said  Ben,  with  a  cheerful  laugh. 
"On  a  pleasant  day,  when  you  have  plenty  of 
time,  it  is  as  nice  a  way  of  saving  money  as  I 
know.  However,  this  is  an  especial  occasion," 
and  again  he  looked  at  Caroline. 

Mrs.  Bryant  came  to  the  rescue;  she  was 
interested  in  this  holiday.  "  Yes,"  she  said 
briskly,  "  it's  a  very  special  occasion ;  my  young 
people  do  not  often  spen'd  money  for  pleasure. 


26  CLOTHES. 

I  fully  agree  with  Ben  that  ten  cent  pieces  are 
worth  saving  —  in  fact  those  who  do  not  save 
them  will  never,  as  a  rule,  have  much  else  to 
save ;  but  then,  sometimes  they  have  to  be 
spent.  I  vote  for  this  as  one  of  the  times.  I 
suppose  the  nuts  are  nicer  in  tlie  Beekman 
woods  than  anywhere  else ;  they  used  to  be 
when  I  was  a  girl ;  and  it  is  too  far  to  walk 
both  ways ;  I  don't  know  about  Daisy,  but  the 
others  could  manage  one  way  nicely,  and  have 
a  pleasant  time  doing  it,  I  should  say,  and  I'll 
put  you  up  a  nice  lunch." 

Ben  "  knew  about  Daisy "  if  his  mother  did 
not ;  he  resolved  that  she  should  go  if  he  could 
compass  the  matter.  He  came  one  morning  in 
high  glee,  and  drew  a  faint  squeal  from  Daisy 
in  his  effort  to  seat  her  upon  his  head  before  he 
explained;  "Daisylinda,  I  have  fixed  it.  Mr. 
Brownlow's  wagon  is  going  out  to  his  farm  on 
Saturday  after  a  load — going  out  empty  —  and 
I  know  a  little  woman  who  can  ride  almost  to 
the  trees  where  the  nuts  grow,  sitting  upon  a 
beautiful  cushion  of  hay." 

"  The  wood  wagon  ? "  echoed  Caroline,  in  a 
dismayed  voice,  "  girls  of  my  age  do  not  go  out 
riding  on  a  great  clumsy  wagon  of  that  kind." 


CLOTHES.  27 

Ben  looked  at  his  mother,  who  smiled,  but 
said  not  a  word. 

"I  was  speaking  of  a  girl  of  Daisy's  age," 
he  said,  rather  dryly;  "I  didn't  speak  for  a 
chance  to  ride  for  any  one  but  her,  though  Miss 
Webster  said  she  should  think  we  would  all 
like  to  ride  in  a  wood  wagon.  She  said  when 
she  was  a  girl  nothing  pleased  her  more  than  a 
ride  out  to  the  farm  on  the  hay-rack." 

"O,  well!"  said  Caroline,  "the  hay-rack  is  a 
very  different  thing.  I  have  read  stories  about 
girls  riding  on  loads  of  hay,  but  never  of  climb- 
ing into  a  great  lumber  wagon,  like  that  on 
which  they  carry  wood." 

"  Then  I  suppose  if  I  ever  need  to  have  you 
take  a  ride  on  such  an  affair  I  shall  have  to 
hire  some  one  to  write  a  story  about  it  first," 
said  Ben  again,  half  in  fun  and  half  in  vex- 
ation. His  sister  Caroline's  lately  acquired 
ideas  in  regard  to  being  a  young  lady  were 
somewhat  trying  and  rather  puzzling  to  him. 

Saturday  came,  as  bright  as  an  autumn  day 
could  be,  and  just  cold  enough  for  enjoyment. 
The  walking  party  started  on  ahead.  Mrs. 
Bryant  herself  tucked  Daisy  into  the  great 
wagon,  and  gave  Jack,  the  gray-haired  driver, 


38  CLOTHES, 

a  good  old  man,  and  a  warm  friend  of  Daisy's, 
many  directions  touching  her  comfort.  The  ride 
was  one  long  delight  to  the  little  girl.  She  was 
surprised  and  half-sorry  when  they  came  to  a 
turn  in  the  road  and  saw  the  walking  party  com- 
fortably seated  on  a  rail  fence  waiting  for  them. 

"How  could  we  have  got  here  so  quick?" 
asked  Daisy. 

"  Quick !  "  said  Jack,  shaking  his  sides  with 
quiet  laughter,  "  why,  we've  come  powerful 
slow  ;  it's  up  hill  all  the  way,  and  the  horses 
worked  hard  yesterday  and  will  have  a  tremen- 
dous load  to  bring  back,  so  I  let  'em  take  it 
easy ;  besides,  you  entertained  the  old  man  90 
well  he  forgot  to  drive." 

He  lifted  her  out  as  if  she  had  been  a  rare 
bit  of  china  which  might  get  broken  if  he  were 
not  very  careful,  and  drove  slowly  on,  looking 
back  with  a  half-regretful  air  at  her  as  he  said, 
"  She's  one  of  the  Lord's  little  white  lilies,  and 
no  mistake."  Then,  to  comfort  himself,  old 
Jack  fell  to  singing  in  a  loud,  strong  voice  : 

"  The  Lord  into  his  garden  comes; 
The  spices  yield  a  rich  perfume ; 
The  lilies  grow  and  thrive." 


CHAPTER  III. 

SOMETHING    TO    REMEMBER. 

TTTHAT  a  day  that  was  for  the  woods! 
'  '  what  a  delicious  piney,  nutty  smell 
there  was  to  the  air!  Caroline  Bryant  stood 
just  at  the  edge  of  the  wood  lot  and  looked 
over  on  the  distant  hills  —  on  the  tall  trees  in 
their  autumn  dress  of  many  colors,  up  to  the 
blue  sky,  took  long  draughts  of  air  into  her 
lungs,  and  said,  "  Oh !  how  beautiful  every- 
thing is.  I  wish  we  could  come  oftener.  I 
wish  mother  was  here.  Let  us  come  next 
week,  Ben,  and  get  mother  to  come  along. 
How  she  would  like  this  view  of  the  hills." 

But  they  didn't  come  "next  week."  It  was 
a  day  to  remember  for  many  reasons.  Long 
afterwards  the  sights  and  sounds  and  smells  be- 
longing to  the  woods  gave  to  both  Caroline  and 
Ben  Bryant  peculiar  sensations. 
29 


30  SOMt:THI!VG   TO  REMEMBER. 

One  episode  to  remember  happened  about  the 
middle  of  the  afternoon.  The  nutting  party 
had  worked  industriously  for  several  hours,  had 
roved  through  the  woods  gathering  other  treas- 
ures than  nuts,  had  found  a  sunny  slope  where 
only  trees  enough  stood  to  make  it  pleasant  for 
a  camping  ground  that  bright  day,  and  had 
spread  out  their  dinner  of  bread  and  butter, 
cold  meat,  rice  pudding  with  raisins  in  it,  and 
a  cake  which  Fanny  Kedwin  had  assured  them 
was  "  really  pound  cake,"  made  by  her  mother 
for  this  occasion. 

Never  lunch  tasted  better  than  did  this. 
When  Daisy,  rummaging  in  the  basket,  brought 
out  a  lovely  little  tart  apiece — Mrs.  Bryant's 
surprise  for  them  —  their  satisfaction  reached 
its  climax. 

It  was  after  they  had  all  agreed  that  it  would 
not  be  possible  to  take  home  any  more  nuts 
than  were  gathered,  that  they  resolved  on  fol- 
lowing the  merry  little  brook  which  gurgled 
through  the  edge  of  the  woods,  a  little  further 
up  the  stream,  to  see  if  they  could  find  any  late 
berries.  They  were  rewarded,  not  by  berries, 
but  by  the  growing  beauty  of  the  stream  and 
the  wood,  and  mosses  and  lichens,  which  were 


SOMETHING   TO  REMEMBER.  31 

more  to  both  Caroline  and  Daisy  than  berries 
would  have  been. 

Fanny  did  not  share  their  tastes.  She  ad- 
mitted that  she  saw  no  beauty  in  the  rough- 
Jooking  lichen,  and  said  that  tlie  moss  had  ugly 
gray  streaks  through  it.  But  the  Bryant  bas- 
ket was  filled  with  some  that  had  the  most 
streaks  of  any,  to  the  exquisite  joy  of  Daisy. 

Meantime  Rufus  found  a  new  enjoyment  in 
sailing  small  boats  made  of  the  largest  leaves 
from  the  trees,  and  seeing  them  rush  down  the 
stream,  only  to  make  shipwreck  on  the  gnarled 
trunk  of  an  old  tree  which  lay  in  the  bend  of 
the  stream  a  few  rods  below. 

"Come  down  here,"  he  called  to  the  girls, 
"  and  see  my  boat.  It  is  nice  here  ;  the  brook 
has  grown  into  a  river." 

"  I  can't  go  down  any  more  hills,"  said  Caro- 
line ;  "  I  believe  I  am  tired,"  and  she  threw 
herself  upon  the  bank, 

"I  am  tired,  too,"  Fanny  said,  dropping  be- 
side her,  "  and  I  don't  want  to  see  any  old  boat 
either.  Rufus  is  just  wild  over  the  water.  If 
it  were  the  ocean  there  would  be  some  sense  in 
it,  but  a  little  brook  I  am  tired  of." 

♦*Poft't  go  dpwp  there,  Daisy,"  called  out 


32  SOMETHING   TO  REMEMBER, 

Caroline,  as  the  little  girl  was  taking  careful 
steps  down  the  hill  in  answer  to  Kufus's  call.; 
She  stopped  at  Caroline's  word,  but  looked 
wistfully  down  on  the  bright  stream,  that  had 
become  "almost  a  river."  She  was  fond  of 
water.  "  I  would  not  go,  dear ;  I  am  too  tired 
to  go  another  step,  and  it  looks  there  as  though 
the  water  was  deep." 

"Nonsense!"  said  Rufus,  who  had  come  half- 
way up  the  bank  to  see  why  his  call  was  not 
answered,  and  heard  the  words,  "if  you  and 
Fanny  are  too  lazy  to  come,  that  is  no  reason 
why  Daisy  should  not  see  the  fish ;  they  are 
darting  about  there  like  everything.  I  have  a 
line  and  hook  in  my  pocket,  and  I  should  not 
wonder  if  she  could  catch  one.  Let  her  come, 
Line ;  I'll  take  care  of  her.     Where  is  Ben  ?  " 

"He  went  to  cut  some  canes  for  us  to  walk 
home  with.  Do  you  want  very  much  to  go, 
Daisy?  Well,  Rufus,  you  keep  watch  of  her, 
won't  you?  She  isn't  used  to  water,  you 
know." 

"'Course,"  said  Rufus  indifferently,  "there  is 
no  danger,  not  the  least  in  the  world.  She 
couldn't  drown  herself  if  she  should  try." 

"I   should   not   like  to  have  her  try^"  said 


SOMETHING   TO  BEMEMBEB,  33 

Caroline,  with  a  shiver ;  "  she  would  get  a  wet- 
ting at  least,  and  take  cold." 

Then  they  went  down  the  hill  together. 
Caroline  changed  her  position  to  get  a  view  of 
the  little  girl  established  on  the  bank  with  a 
fish-line,  standing  very  still,  with  a  look  of  in- 
tense interest  on  her  face.  If  she  should  catch 
a  fish  what  an  event  it  would  be ! 

There  really  seemed  to  be  no  danger  what- 
ever, as  Rufus  had  said,  and  Caroline  allowed 
her  mind  to  wander  away  from  her  little  sister, 
and  only  half  listened  to  a  long  story  Fanny 
was  telling,  because  her  thoughts  went  forward 
to  that  city  home  which  she  so  longed  to  visit, 
and  for  the  hundredth  time  she  began  to  picture 
to  herself  the  delights  that  would  have  been 
hers  if  she  had  gone. 

Suddenly  a  faint  little  scream  made  her  turn 
quickly  in  that  direction.  Rufus  was  nowhere 
to  be  se*en,  and  the  brown  head  of  the  little 
fisher  was  trying  to*  struggle  up  from  the  water. 
With  a  few  great  bounds  Caroline  Bryant  was 
at  the  foot  of  the  hill,  followed  by  the  fright- 
ened Fanny. 

"  For  mercy's  sake  what  has  happened  ?  "  she 
called  ;  then,  taking  in  the  situation^  she  added 


S4  SOMETHING   TO  REMEMBER. 

her  cry  to  the  excitement.  "Rufus,  O,  Rufus! 
where  are  you  ?     Daisy  is  drowning !  " 

It  really  seemed  as  though  she  were.  Rufus 
had  been  mistaken  when  he  said  she  could  not 
drown  if  she  tried ;  nothing  would  have  been 
easier  for  a  frightened  little  girl  who  could  not 
stand  on  the  slip])ery  stones. 

Caroline  waited  for  no  Rufus,  gave  no  thought 
to  herself,  nor  indeed  to  what  was  best  to  be 
done,  but  made  a  spring  into  the  swift-flowing 
water  and  grasped  for  her  sister's  dress,  but 
the  stream  was  deep  at  that  point  and  the  cur- 
rent swift,  and  Caroline  unused  to  the  water. 
The  utmost  she  could  do  was  to  grasp  the 
branch  of  a  fallen  tree  which  hung  low  over 
the  brook,  and  hold  to  it  with  one  hand,  while 
she  held  Daisy  firmly  under  the  other  arm. 

As  for  Fanny  Kedwin,  her  screams  did  good 
service.  Rufus  appeared  at  last  from  behind  a 
tree  further  down  the  road,  but  not  before  Ben 
Bryant  had  come  with  great  bounds,  throwing 
off  his  jacket  as  he  |:an,  and  by  the  time  Rufus, 
pale  and  ashamed,  had  reached  the  water's 
edge,  Ben  had  Daisy  in  his  arms,  and  was  call- 
ing out,  "  Give  Line  your  hand,  quick." 

♦*I    dpp't  want    Ids    hand,"   paid   Caroline. 


SOMETHING    TO   REMEMBER.  35 

marching  proudly  out  of  the  stream  and  up  the 
hill,  the  water  dripping  from  her  clothes. 

"  Where  is  Daisy?  give  her  to  me.  O,  Ben! 
is  she  hurt?" 

"  Not  a  bit,"  said  Ben  cheerfully,  though  his 
Usually  ruddy  cheeks  were  pale,  and  he  held  his 
limp  little  sister  in  a  very  close  embrace,  having 
already  seized  his  coat  and  wrapped  it  around 
her.  "  She  will  be  all  right  as  soon  as  she  can 
have  something  dry  on.  How  shall  we  manage 
it.  Line?" 

"Give  her  to  me,"  said  Caroline,  holding  out 
her  arms.  "  Gather  some  sticks  and  start  a  fire 
as  soon  as  you  can.  I  must  get  her  clothes  off 
and  dry  them.  What  can  I  wrap  her  in  while 
they  are  drying  ?     If  my  cloths  were  not  wet ! " 

"  Here,"  said  Rufus,  stripping  off  his  jacket 
in  haste,  "  put  this  around  her,  it  will  help 
some.  O,  Line !  I  am  so  sorry.  I  didn't  think 
there  was  the  least  danger  of  her  tumbling  in. 
I  had  just  gone  a  little  way  up  the  road  to  hunt 
a  squirrel  I  saw  go  by.  I  can't  imagine  how  it 
happened." 

"  The  fish-pole  slipped  into  the  water,"  ex- 
plained the  quivering  lips  of  Daisy,  "and  J 
tried  to  get  it,  and  X\\qx\  \  slipped," 


36  SOMETHING   TO  REMEMBER. 

Caroline's  first  impulse  had  been  to  haughtily 
refuse  the  jacket,  but  a  glance  at  Rufus's  trou- 
bled face,  together  with  a  warning  look  from 
Ben,  saved  her  from  this  bit  of  rudeness ;  be- 
sides, the  jacket  was  a  thick  one,  and  added 
quite  a  little  to  Daisy's  comfort. 

In  a  very  short  space  of  time  a  fire  was  burn- 
ing brightly,  and  a  fireplace  of  stones  hastily 
set  up,  a  sheltered  spot  having  been  found. 
Both  boys  worked  with  a  will. 

"What  shall  we  do  for  a  match?"  Ben  asked, 
pausing  in  dismay,  just  as  the  fire  was  ready  to 
be  lighted. 

"I  have  one,"  said  Rufus,  producing  a  tin 
box  filled  with  those  useful  articles.  Ben  bent 
over  with  a  grave  face ;  he  was  glad  to  have  the 
match,  but  the  fact  that  Rufus  had  them  in  his 
pocket  made  him  think  of  the  news  he  had 
heard  but  the  day  before,  that  Rufus  was  learn- 
ing to  smoke. 

Work  went  forward  rapidly  now.  Fanny  Ked- 
win,  not  to  be  behind  the  others  in  her  quick- 
witted helpfulness,  went  behind  the  branches  of 
a  gnarled  tree  and  slipped  off  a  bright  red  flan- 
nel petticoat,  which  she  proposed  should  enwrap 
the   little    <^rowne(^   nif^^den  while   her  clothes 


SOMETHING    TO  REMEMBER.  37 

were  being  dried.  This,  with  the  addition  of 
Rufus's  jacket,  which  was  not  so  large  nor  so 
wet  as  Ben's,  soon  made  for  her  a  picturesque 
costume  ;  her  own  garments  meanwhile  were 
hung  upon  sticks  hastily  cut  and  driven  into 
the  ground  about  the  fire. 

It  was  really  a  pretty  sight  when  all  was 
done,  and  the  spirits  of  the  boys  rose  rapidly. 
Even  Fanny  declared  that,  since  no  one  was 
hurt,  it  was  great  fun.  But  Daisy  was  very 
quiet.  The  chill  of  the  water  was  too  recent 
upon  her  shrinking  flesh,  and  her  terror  had 
been  too  real,  to  rally  so  rapidly.  She  found 
opportunity  for  a  word  in  private  with  Caro- 
line, who  would  not  allow  her  out  of  her  sight. 

"Line,  dear,  I  want  to  ask  you  something. 
Before  you  came  down  to  the  water  I  thought 
nobody  saw  me,  and  I  thought  I  should  drown, 
and  I  did  not  want  to  ;  I  felt  afraid." 

"Of  course  you  did  not  want  to  drown,  dar- 
ling," said  Line,  giving  her  some  vigorous  kisses 
and  hugging  her  closer.  "Line  was  a  naughty 
sister  to  let  you  go  down  there  with  that  heed- 
less boy.  I  will  never  trust  you  with  him 
again,  if  he  lives  to  be  a  hundred." 

^'Q,  I^iqel  hp  didp't  pie^n  to  do  any  harm. 


38  SOMETHING    TO  REMEMBER. 

He  thought  I  knew  enough  to  stand  still  on  the 
bank.  But  I  did  not  think  I  would  be  afraid 
to  drown." 

"  Don't,"  said  Caroline,  almost  sharply,  shiv- 
ering as  though  a  north  wind  had  struck  her, 
"  I  cannot  bear  to  hear  you  talk  about  it.  Of 
course  you  would  be  afraid  to  drown.  It's  not 
natural  for  little  girls  to  feel  any  other  way." 

"  But  little  girls  die,"  said  Daisy  thoughtfully. 

"  You  shall  not,"  declared  Caroline,  with  an- 
other embrace  that  was  almost  fierce. 

Daisy  gave  over  any  further  attempt  to  get 
any  knowledge  on  this  subject  from  Caroline, 
and  decided  it  was  not  wise  to  talk  to  her  about 
such  things. 

A  little  later  in  the  day,  when  the  brisk  fire 
and  brisk  wind  had  done  their  duty  with  the 
wet  clothes,  and  Daisy  was  arrayed  in  her  own 
garments  once  more  —  "  They  would  be  as  good 
as  new  if  they  had  only  been  ironed,"  Line 
told  her  —  Daisy  sought  a  convenient  moment 
to  slip  her  hand  into  Ben's  and  draw  him  aside 
to  say,  "  Ben,  I  want  to  ask  you  something,  and 
I  don't  want  the  others  to  hear,  because  they 
do  not  seem  to  understand.  When  I  was  down 
tihere  in  the  w^ter,  apd  fto  ^R9  <5aqie,  for  Just  ^ 


SOMETHING    TO  REMEMBER.  39 

little  minute  —  it  seemed  longer  than  that,  you 
know  —  I  thought  you  could  not  hear  me,  and 
would  never  come,  and  I  should  drown  to  death. 
I  was  afraid,  and  did  not  want  to.  Line  says 
of  course  not,  that  little  girls  always  feel  so. 
But  little  girls  die.  I  do  not  want  to  be  afraid 
to  die.  I  did  not  think  I  would  be.  Ben,  why 
do  you  think  Jesus  let  me  feel  so?" 

Ben's  nerves  were  stronger  than  Caroline's. 
He  controlled  the  inward  shudder,  and  only 
pressed  the  small  dear  hand  closer,  as  he  said, 
after  a  thoughtful  moment,  "Little  Daisy,  I 
do  not  understand  those  things  very  well. 
I  have  had  no  chance  to  study  them,  and  I 
may  teach  you  wrong;  but  I  will  tell  you  how  it 
seems  to  me  —  you  did  not  drown,  you  know?" 

"O,  no!"  said  Daisy  gratefully,  "Line  came 
very  quick,  and  so  did  you;  but  I  thought  I 
was  going  to." 

"  But  Jesus  knew  you  were  not  going  to, 
Daisy,  and  that  is  the  reason  he  did  not  come 
to  whisper  to  you  not  to  be  afraid,  that  he  was 
going  to  take  you  home  to  Heaven.  Tf  the  time 
had  come  for  you  to  go,  I  do  not  think  you 
would  have  been  afraid.  Do  you  understand 
what  I  mean  ?  " 


40  SOMETHING   TO  REMEMBER. 

A  radiant  smile  broke  over  the  grave  little 
face.  "  O,  yes  !  I  do,"  she  said  eagerly ;  "  you 
mean  He  did  not  make  me  want  to  die,  because 
He  did  not  mean  to  let  me  die  yet,  and  it  was 
so  I  would  not  be  disappointed  when  you  brought 
me  back.  You  know  He  is  very  thoughtful  of 
little  girls." 

"  Yes,"  said  Ben,  then  bent  down  and  kissed 
the  fair  face,  which  was  paler  than  usual  this 
afternoon,  and  thpught  how  easily  she  took  up 
his  half-expressed  notion  and  made  it  clear  for 
him  ;  and  thought  also  that  "  He  "  was  "  very 
good"  to  the  brothers  of  little  girls,  for  how 
could  they  have  lived  without  Daisy? 


CHAPTER  TV. 

*'A    PRETTY    STATE    OF    THINGS." 

"OUT  berries  and  squirrels  and  bright  leaves 
-*-^  had  some  way  lost  their  charm  for  the 
entire  party. 

"Let  us  go  away  as  soon  as  we  can,"  Rufus 
said.  "I  don't  believe  I  ever  want  to  come 
to  these  woods  again." 

"  I  shouldn't  think  you  would,"  said  Caroline 
significantly.  She  could  not  help  this  one  refer- 
ence to  his  unfaithfulness.  However,  once  away 
from  that  particular  spot,  Rufus  proved  to  be 
not  so  much  i;i  a  hurry.  He  roved  off  after  a 
squirrel  or  a  bird,  or  sometimes  only  a  queer- 
looking  flying  bug;  also  he  climbed  a  tree  in 
search  of  a  deserted  bird's  nest,  and  dashed 
into  a  thicket  after  a  peculiar  kind  of  walking- 
stick,  getting  himself  entangled  in  such  a  way 
that  Ben  had  to  go  to  his  rescue,  and  it  was  a 
41 


42       ''A   PRETTY  STATE  OF  THINGS:' 

work  of  time  to  release  his  jacket  without  leav- 
ing a  piece  of  it  on  the  thorn  bush. 

"Do  come  on!"  said  Caroline,  at  last,  losing 
patience  entirely ;  "  we  shall  be  late  for  the 
train,  and  I'm  sure  I  cannot  walk  home  to-night 
if  I  never  reach  there.  ' 

"Are  you  very  tired?"  Ben  asked,  looking 
anxiously  at  her.  The  truth  was,  he  was  not 
accustomed  to  hearing  his  sister  speak  in  that 
manner. 

"  My  head  aches  a  little,"  she  said  evasively. 
This  was  a  mild  statement  of  the  truth ;  as  a 
matter  of  fact  her  head  ached  so  badly  it  seemed 
to  her  she  could  not  get  home. 

The  fright  about  Daisy  and  the  anxiety  after- 
ward lest  the  frail  little  girl  should  take  cold, 
had  reacted  upon  her  in  this  manner,  and  as  she 
was  unused  to  headache,  it  was  all  the  harder 
to  bear. 

"  This  last  has  been  too  much  for  you,"  said 
Ben.  Then,  raising  his  voice,  he  spoke  with 
authority.  "Come,  Rufus,  you  must  not  hinder 
us  any  longer.  If  we  miss  that  train  I  don't 
know  how  Line  will  get  home.  She  certainly 
cannot  walk." 

"  Miss  the  train ! "  said  Rufus,  in  contempt, 


*'A   PRETTY  STATE   OF  THINGS.''       43 

"  more  likely  we  shall  have  to  sit  in  that  old 
shed  at  the  junction  and  wait  for  half  an  hour. 
It  isn't  near  train  time.  Look  at  the  sun.  I 
should  think  it  would  be  a  great  deal  better  to 
take  it  slowly  and  use  up  the  time  on  tlie  road." 
Nevertheless  he  left  off  chasing  the  last  squirrel 
and  walked  quietly  along  toward  the  junction. 

But  squirrels  and  other  creatures  had  taken 
more  time  than  they  had  planned.  Arrived  at 
the  junction  Ben  went  at  once  to  make  in- 
quiries, and  returned  with  a  disturbed  face. 
"  Here  is  a  pretty  state  of  things,"  he  said ; 
"  that  train  has  been  gone  twenty  minutes." 

"Gone!"  echoed  Rufus ;  "what  does  that 
mean  ?     They  have  changed  their  time." 

*"•  No,  they  haven't  changed  their  time.  We 
have  wasted  our  time  over  squirrels  and  things," 
said  Ben,  in  a  greater  state  of  vexation  than  he 
often  allowed  himself  to  exhibit. 

Caroline,  as  soon  as  she  heard  the  news,  had 
dropped  in  a  dismayed  heap  on  the  ground,  as 
if  to  say  that  to  take  another  step  was  out  of 
the  question. 

"What  is  to  be  done,  I  should  like  to  know?" 
said  Ben.  "It  will  not  be  possible  for  these 
girls  to  walk  home." 


44       ''A  PRETTY  STATE  OF  THINGS.'' 

"They  won't  have  to  walk,"  answered  Rufiis, 
in  a  vexed  tone,  "nor  we  either.  There's  no 
need  of  being  so  cross  about  it.  All  we  have 
to  do  is  to  wait  half  an  hour  or  so  for  the  freight. 
It  takes  on  an  accommodation  car  here  that 
folks  can  ride  on.  There  it  stands  now,  and  all 
that  we  have  to  do  is  to  sit  here  and  wait  till 
the  train  comes.  Why,  we  need  not  do  that; 
we  can  go  right  into  the  car  and  seat  ourselves; 
it  will  be  a  comfortable  place  to  wait  in." 

"When  is  the  train  due?"  asked  Caroline. 

"  Oh !  about  six  o'clock  or  so." 

"O,  dear!  mother  will  be  so  frightened," 
murmured  Caroline.  "Wouldn't  it  be  better 
to  walk?" 

"Walk!"  echoed  Rufus,  in  disdain;  "you 
just  said  you  couldn't  take  another  step,  and 
I'm  sure  I'm  tired  enough  to  drop.  You  don't 
catch  me  walking  home  to-night  if  I  wait  till 
midnight  for  a  train.  Six  o'clock  isn't  late,  I'm 
sure." 

"You  ought  not  to  walk,"  said  Ben  anxiously, 
"but  I  might,  and  let  mother  know  what  has 
happened,  only  of  course  I  shoujd  not  get  there 
much  before  the  train  will." 

"Of    course     you     wouldn't,"    Rufus    said 


"^   PRETTY  STATE  OF  THINGS:'       46 

promptly,  "not  as  soon  as  the  train,  I  dare  say. 
How  long  does  it  take  a  steam  car  to  run  three 
miles?" 

Just  then  a  horse  came  dashing  down  the 
road  drawing  a  single  carriage  with  a  lady  and 
gentleman  in. 

"  Whoa ! "  said  Mr.  Holden  sharply,  to  the 
horse.  "  Why,  here  is  a  troop  of  our  friends. 
Have  you  missed  the  train?  That  is  bad..  What 
is  to  be  done  ?  " 

Ben  explained,  while  the  lady  called  Caroline 
to  her  side  and  heard  part  of  the  story. 

"We  might  take  Daisy  between  us,"  said  Mr. 
Holden,  in  reply  to  Ben's  anxiety  about  her. 
"  We  have  room  for  a  small  mouse  of  that  size, 
have  we  not,  Alice?" 

"  O,  yes,  indeed  !  "  his  sister  said ;  she  could 
ride  between  them  as  well  as  not,  and  they  were 
going  directly  home  now.  All  their  calls  were 
made.  "  Then  Daisy  can  report  for  your  house 
and  we  will  call  at  Mrs.  Kedwin's  to  let  her 
know  that  her  young  people  are  all  right." 

So  Daisy  was  cuddled  into  the  carriage,  the 
gay  robe  tucked  carefully  about  her,  Caroline 
explaining  anxiously  meanwhile  to  the  lady 
what  a  narrow  escape  the  child  had  had  and 


46       ''A    PRETTY  STATE  OF  THINGS.'* 

how  much  afraid  they  were  of  her  taking 
cold. 

"She  will  be  as  warm  as  a  kitten  behind  tlie 
stove,"  said  Miss  Alice,  kissing  her  charge  and 
snugging  her  closer.  "I  shall  keep  her  care- 
fully covered,  and  we  shall  be  home  before  it  is 
much  colder." 

Then  they  drove  away,  and  Caroline  drew  a 
long  sigh  of  relief.  "  I  am  bo  glad  that  Daisy 
does  not  have  to  wait  in  the  cold  till  after  six 
o'clock,"  she  said.  "Mother  will  know  what 
to  do  to  keep  her  from  taking  cold." 

For  some  reason  Rufus  did  not  like  to  hear 
any  reference  to  the  accident,  and  he  muttered 
that  they  ought  not  to  have  taken  such  a  little 
"Mollie  Coddle"  as  that  on  a  day's  tramp. 

"The  tramp  was  all  right,"  said  Ben,  "but 
the  wetting  was  pretty  hard  on  a  little  girl. 
We  know  you  meant  no  harm,  Rufus,  but  the 
trouble  we  have  had  was  not  Daisy's  fault." 

When  Ben  spoke  in  that  tone  Rufus  always 
wished  he  had  kept  still. 

"  O,  well !  there  was  no  harm  done,"  he  said 
crossly.  "I  don't  think  you  need  to  keep  harp- 
ing on  it  all  the  while.  Come  on,  Fanny,  let  us 
get  into  the  car." 


''A   PRETTY  STATE  OF  THINGS.''        47 

But  just  then  came  a  pair  of  fine  horses  pranc- 
ing down  the  road. 

"Hold  on,"  said  Rufus,  "let  us  first  see  who 
is  in  this  carriage.  What  a  splendid  carriage 
it  is.  Only  look  at  those  horses  ;  that  old  nag 
Mr.  Hoiden  drives  is  only  a  bundle  of  bones 
beside  them.  That's  Mr.  Staunton;  he's  a 
great  railroad  man,  you  know." 

As  he  spoke  the  carriage  drew  up  in  front  of 
the  station. 

"  Briggs,"  said  a  gentleman,  putting  his  head 
out  of  the  carriagis  and  speaking  to  one  of  the 
railroad  men  in  front  of  the  switch,  "  have  you 
a  boy  about  here  that  I  can  get  to  take  a  pack- 
age out  to  the  Brooks  farm?" 

"There's  not  a  boy  about,  sir,  to-night,  but 
myself,  and  I'm  on  duty." 

"That's  bad,"  said  the  gentleman;  "I  haven't 
time  to  drive  there.  I'm  due  at  home  this  mo- 
ment," and  he  looked  at  his  watch.  Then  his 
eye  fell  upon  Ben  and  Rufus.  "  Here  are  boys," 
he  said  ;  "  which  of  you  two  wants  to  earn  a 
dollar  ?  I'll  pay  that  to  the  one  who  will  carry 
this  small  package  to  the  Brooks  farm  for  me 
at  once." 

Pen  looked  ?^t  Rufus,  bi\t  ^^i^^  sJioqI^  }i}^ 


48       ''A   PRETTY  STATE   OF  THINGS.'* 

head.  "  I'm  not  your  boy,"  he  said  promptly. 
"  The  Brooks  farm's  as  good  as  two  miles  from 
here,  and  I've  tramped  all  day  and  am  tired; 
besides,  I  should  miss  the  train  and  have  to  foot 
it  home,  three  miles  more." 

"I'll  go,  sir,"  said  Ben,  speaking  briskly  as 
soon  as  he  discovered  that  Rufus  did  not  want 
the  job. 

"Why,  Ben,"  said  Caroline,  in  a  low  voice, 
"can  you?" 

"Of  course  I  can.  I'd  walk  more  than  five 
miles  to-night  to  earn  a  dollar.  It  is  a  good, 
cool,  moonlight  evening,  and  I'd  as  lives  take 
the  tramp  as  not.     I'm  not  so  very  tired." 

"  Then  you  are  my  man,"  said  Mr.  Staunton 
heartily.  "  You  are  the  Widow  Bryant's  boy, 
are  you  not  ?  I  thought  so.  I  can  trust  you. 
The  package  is  rather  valuable." 

"  Now,"  said  Ben,  when  the  carriage  rolled 
away,  "  I'll  leave  Line  in  your  care,  Rufus ;  see 
that  you  get  her  home  all  right,  old  fellow." 

"  It's  a  wonder  you  will  trust  me,"  said  Rufus, 
half  sulkily. 

If  you  have  heard  of  the  "dog  in  the  manger" 
you  will  understand  Rufus's  state  of  mind.  He 
^id  npt  ws^pt-  tP  t^He  tl^e  trouble  to  earn  thp 


''A   PRETTY  STATE  OF  THINGS^       49 

dollar  himself,  and  at  the  same  time  he  did  not 
want  Ben  to  have  it. 

"  Just  his  luck,"  he  could  not  help  muttering, 
as  he  turned  away  to  pick  up  the  lunch  basket. 
"  If  there  is  any  money  errand  he  is  sure  to  get 
it,  and  if  there  is  a  fellow  in  the  world  who 
needs  money  it  is  I."  He  was  so  used  to  that 
kind  of  muttering  that  positively  his  own  folly 
did  not  occur  to  him. 

Ben  laughed  good-naturedly.  "You  can't  do 
anything  very  dangerous  to  Line,  I  guess.  You 
see  I  trust  her  where  I  won't  you  or  myself 
either.  Now  I'm  off.  You  are  sure  that  is  the 
car,  are  you  ?  Wouldn't  you  better  ask  before 
you  take  seats  in  it  ?  " 

"No,  I  wouldn't,"  said  Rufus.  "Of  course 
it  is  the  car.  Didn't  I  come  up  in  it  last  week 
from  that  same  Brook  farm  ?  And  I  wish  you 
joy  of  your  journey  there  ;  it  is  the  roughest 
road  a  fellow  ever  walked.  You'll  earn  your 
dollar,  I  can  tell  you." 

"  All  right,"  said  Ben ;  "I  want  to  earn  it,  of 
course.  All  the  same,  I  call  it  capital  pay  for 
taking  a  walk  on  a  pleasant  evening.  I  wish 
you  were  right  side  up.  Line,  and  mother  knew 
it,  you'd  like  no  better  fun  than  to  go  with  we," 


50       ''A  PRETTY   STATE  OF  THINGS.'' 

"It  would  be  very  nice,"  said  Line,  vainly 
trying  to  smile,  but  feeling  that  her  head  ached 
so  that  it  was  hard  to  answer. 

"You  are  used  up,"  said  Ben,  pausing  long 
enough  to  give  her  an  anxious  look.  "  I  don't 
believe  mother  will  approve  of  pleasure  excur- 
sions when  she  hears  Daisy's  story,  and  sees 
you." 

"I  shall  be  all  right  as  soon  as  I  get  to  bed," 
said  Caroline  bravely.  "  It  is  only  a  headache, 
you  know,  on  account  of  the  fright." 

"What  a  set  of  grannies!"  Rufus  said  in 
confidence  to  his  sister.  "  I  don't  believe  there 
was  the  least  mite  of  danger.  If  Daisy  hadn't 
been  a  little  goose  she  would  have  scrambled 
out  of  there  in  no  time." 

"  O,  no,  Rufus  Kedwin  !  "  said  Fanny ;  "  you 
needn't  say  that,  you  know  you  were  scared 
about  her  yourself;  your  face  looked  white 
when  you  saw  where  she  was." 

"Pooh!"  said  Rufus,  "you  go  to  making  a 
fuss  about  nothing,  now.  I  never  did  see  such 
a  set!"  And  for  fully  five  minutes  after 
they  had  taken  their  seats  in  the  car  silence 
reigned. 

Qaroline  at  onp^  laid  her  aching  head  upoi^ 


''A  PRETTY  STATE  OF  THINGS.*'       61 

the  seat  and  was  glad  to  be  still,  and  Fanny 
considered  herself  ill-treated,  and  was  silent, 
while  Rufus  nursed  his  ill-humor;  only,  how- 
ever, until  a  new  thought  struck  him.  "  I  say, 
Fanny,"  he  began,  forgetting  his  vexation  in 
the  new  idea,  *'  this  would  be  a  good  time  to  go 
over  to  Auntie  Brockway's  and  get  some  of 
those  apples  she  promised  us." 

"We  couldn't  walk  over  there,"  said  Fanny 
doubtfully. 

"I  should  like  to  know  why  we  couldn't? 
Don't  you  go  to  being  a  '  Mollie  Coddle,' "  said 
this  consistent  young  gentleman,  forgetting  en- 
tirely that  he  was,  a  few  minutes  ago,  "too  tired 
to  take  an  extra  step,"  "  It  is  not  a  bit  over  a 
quarter  of  a  mile  from  the  switch.  We  would 
just  have  time  to  get  there  and  back.  It  would 
be  ever  so  much  less  stupid  than  staying  here 
doing  nothing." 

"But  we  couldn't  leave  Caroline." 

"  Well,  I  should  think  she  could  sit  still  on 
the  seat  until  we  get  back,  or  lie  still ;  who  do 
you  suppose  would  come  in  and  try  to  carry 
her  off?" 

Fanny  looked  over  at  her  thoughtfully.  "  I 
believe   she  is   asleep,"  she  said.     "  I  thought 


62       "^   PRETTY  STATE  OF  THINGS.'' 

Line  was  stronger  than  that.  But,  Ruf  us,  Ben 
put  her  in  our  care." 

"  No,  he  didn't ;  he  said  he  would  trust  her 
where  he  wouldn't  me.  He  thinks  he  knows 
everything  and  she  knows  the  rest.  Fanny 
Kedwin,  I'm  going  after  apples  ;  are  you  com- 
ing or  not  ?  " 

"Maybe  we  will  miss  the  train,"  his  sister 
said,  still  hesitating. 

"Maybe  the  moon  is  made  of  green  cheese," 
Rufus  said  indignantly.  "Can  you  think  of 
anything  else  to  hinder  us  ?  Once  for  all,  I  say 
I'm  going ;  you  can  come  or  not,  just  as  you 
please."  Saying  which,  he  began  to  dispose  of 
the  few  dishes  and  napkins  left  in  the  lunch 
basket  by  making  a  package  of  them  to  put  in 
Caroline's  seat. 

Fanny  turned  to  Line.  "  Say,  Line,  we  are 
going  to  run  over  to  Auntie  Brockway's.  We'll 
be  back  in  a  few  minutes." 

Caroline  made  no  reply,  and  her  regular 
breathing  told  plainly  that  if  she  heard  them 
at  all  she  wove  their  words  in  as  part  of  her 
dream. 

"  She's  asleep,"  said  Rufus,  "  and  will  stay  so 
till  we  get  back.    Come  on,  we  won't  have  more 


"A   PRETTY  STATE  OF  THINGS:'       53 

than  time  to  get  there  and  back."  He  seized 
the  empty  basket  and  started,  dumping  the  bun- 
dle he  had  made  at  Caroline's  side  as  he  passed. 
Fanny  gave  a  lingering  look  at  the  sleeping  girl 
and  followed  her  brother  out  of  the  car. 

"I  hope  she  won't  wake  up  while  we  are 
gone,"  she  said.  "  She  will  be  scared  to  find 
herself  alone." 

"Not  she,"  said  Rufus,  taking  long  strides 
down  the  road  in  the  direction  of  Auntie  Brock- 
way's,  "she  isn't  one  of  the  scared  kind  except 
where  Daisy  is  concerned.  They  do  make  such 
a  little  baby  of  her,  it  does  put  me  out  of  all 
patience  ;  but  I'll  risk  Line  waking  up  before 
we  get  back.  She  looked  as  though  she  had 
started  out  for  an  all  night  job." 


CHAPTER  V. 

"what  could  happen?" 

A  N  hour  afterwards  the  shrill  whistle 
of  the  "freight  and  accommodation" 
quickened  the  footsteps  of  the  two  on  their 
return  trip.  Both  weie  loaded  with  apples  as 
many  as  they  could  carry,  and  it  was  not  easy 
to  hasten. 

"Hurry  up,"  said  Rufus,  looking  back  with  a 
frown  at  Fanny's  lingering  footsteps,  "  we  shall 
miss  the  train  the  next  thing  and  have  to  foot 
it.     Don't  you  hear  the  whistle?" 

"  I'm  hurrying  as  fast  as  I  can,"  said  Fanny. 
"I'm  just  as  tired  as  I  can  be.  You  ought 
not  to  have  dragged  me  off,  Rufus  Kedwin, 
and  you'll  find  mother  will  think  so  too." 

The  simple  truth  is,  both  those  young  people 
were  not  only  tired  but  cross.  At  the  last  min- 
ute tbey  reached  the  train  and  fairly  scrambled 
54 


''WHAT  COULD  HAPPEN?''  55 

in,  with  apples  tumbling  from  them  in  every 
direction. 

"  Stupid ! "  muttered  Ruf us,  still  with  a  frown, 
as  he  saw  a  large  one  roll  from  Fanny's  grasp. 

"  You'd  better  say  that  to  yourself,"  retorted 
Fanny,  "  I'm  sure  you  dropped  two." 

With  most  unamiable  speed  they  made  their 
way  along  the  narrow-aisled,  tobacco-stained 
floor  and  bumped  into  a  hard  seat.  It  took 
Fanny  a  little  time  to  recover  from  the  first 
feeling  of  utter  weariness  with  which  she  had 
thrown  herself  down;  as  the  car  bumped  and 
rattled  itself  over  the  road  toward  home,  she 
roused  herself  and  began  to  look  about  for 
Caroline.  The  result  was  that  Rufus,  who  had 
spread  himself  out  in  a  seat  in  front  of  her,  his 
hat  drawn  over  his  eyes,  and  his  hands  stuffed 
in  his  pockets,  felt  himself  not  gently  nudged, 
and  a  shiill  voice  called  into  his  ear,  "Where's 
Line?" 

"  How  should  I  know  ? "  he  said  angrily ; 
"  where  we  left  her,  I  suppose,  curled  up  in  a 
heap.  I  wish  you  wouldn't  yell  into  my  ear, 
Fanny  Kedwin." 

I  must  do  Rufus  justice,  and  tell  you  that  he 
was  not   always  in   such  ill-humor  as  on  this 


66  ''WHAT  COULD  HAPPEN?'' 

particular  day.  The  truth  was,  certain  matters 
troubled  his  conscience,  and  gave  an  undertone 
of  unhappiness  to  all  his  thoughts. 

"She  isn't  either,"  was  Fanny's  apparently 
irrelevant  reply  to  his  last  remark.  "  I've  looked 
at  every  seat  in  this  car.''' 

"That's  a  likely  story!''  t?aid  Rufus.  "There 
isn't  another  passenger  car  en  this  train." 

"  I  can't  help  i*^  if  there  isn't.  You  can  see 
for  yourself  that  she  is  not  here.  Say,  Rufus, 
I'm  afraid  she  woke  up  and  was  scared  to  find 
herself  alone,  and  got  out  and  walked  home, 
because  where  would  she  be  r  " 

"  Pooh !  "  said  Rufus,  nevertheless  he  roused 
himself  and  staggered  through  the  car,  which 
was  not  an  easy  thing  to  do,  for  the  train  was 
running  even  more  irregularly  than  heavily- 
laden  freight  trains  usually  do. 

"She  isn't  here,"  he  said,  when  he  at  last 
succeeded  in  getting  back  to  his  seat.  "I  sup- 
pose she  decided  to  walk  home.  She  took  the 
bundle  I  laid  in  her  seat.  What  a  goose !  we 
will  get  home  long  before  she  can,  and  it  is 
pretty  dark  too." 

"  O,  dear !  "  said  Fanny  uneasily,  "  I'm  afraid 
Ben  will  blame  us,  and  his  mother  too." 


''WHAT  COULD  HAPPEN?''  67 

Fanny  Kedwin,  you  may  have  observed,  paid 
very  little  attention  to  the  construction  of  her 
sentences;  so  that  she  understood  what  she 
meant  herself,  she  seemed  to  consider  it  of  no 
consequence  how  puzzling  her  remarks  might 
be  to  other  people.    But  Rufus  was  used  to  her. 

"  Let  him  blame,"  he  said  savagely,  "  I  should 
like  to  know  what  we  have  to  do  with  it?  If 
Line  Bryant  chooses  to  walk  home  she  will  do 
it  in  spite  of  anything  you  or  I  could  do ;  and 
as  for  being  scared  into  it,  I  tell  you  she  is  not 
one  of  that  sort.  What  was  there  to  scare  any- 
body, I  should  like  to  know  ?  All  there  was  to 
do  was  to  sit  still  till  the  car  got  ready  to  start." 

"  But  it's  so  dark,"  Fanny  murmured,  trying 
to  rub  a  clean  place  in  her  window,  and  flatten- 
ing her  nose  against  it.  "  I  can't  see  anything 
hardly,"  she  said,  appealing  to  Rufus  after  a 
minute. 

"  Don't  look  out,  then,"  said  Rufus  crossly, 
"  there's  nothing  to  see  by  daylight  worth  look- 
ing at,"  and  he  curled  himself  down  in  his  seat 
and  drew  his  hat  once  more  over  his  eyes,  by 
no  means  so  composed,  inwardly,  as  he  was 
trying  to  pretend.  That  Caroline  Bryant  had 
awakened,  and,  weary  of  waiting,  had  started 


58  *'WHAT  COULD  HAPPEN?'' 

for  home  on  foot,  was  altogether  probable,  and 
was  a  tiling  her  mother  would  not  like. 

"I  could  not  have  helped  it  if  I  had  been 
here,"  muttered  Rufus.  "  She  would  do  what 
she  liked  in  spite  of  me ;  but  then  I  suppose  I 
could  have  tramped  along  with  her  and  not 
have  got  Mrs.  Bryant  down  on  me." 

For  some  reason,  he  did  not  clearly  compre- 
hend why,  Rufus  Kedwin  always  felt  that  he 
would  rather  have  almost  any  other  person 
"  down  on  him  "  than  Mrs.  Bryant. 

It  was  quite  dark  when  the  train  reached  the 
Willow  Lane  Station,  which  meant  home  to 
Rufus  and  Fanny,  and  they  made  all  speed  out 
of  the  car  and  down  the  street  toward  their 
mother's  house. 

"Aren't  you  going  to  run  over  to  Mrs. 
Bryant's?"  Fanny  asked,  as,  nearly  breathless 
in  trying  to  keep  up  with  her  brother's  rapid 
steps,  she  finally  halted  at  her  own  door. 

"What  for,  I  should  like  to  know?" 

"  Why,  to  see  if  Line  is  all  right." 

"No,  I  just  am  not,  Miss  Kedwin!  If  you 
want  any  more  running  to-night  you  may  do  it 
yourself;  I'm  ready  to  go  to  bed.  Why  wouldn't 
Line  be  all  right?    You  talk  as  though  she  were 


''WHAT  COULD  HAPPEN?''  59 

Daisy,  or  as  though  it  was  a  hundred  miles  from 
the  switch  to  her  house." 

It  was  reassuring  to  think  that  Rufus  had  no 
fears  of  anything  being  wrong.  Fanny  con- 
tented herself  with  this,  and  entered  the  house. 

Mrs.  Kedwin  was  busy,  as  usual.  She  had 
just  been  attending  to  the  supper  of  the  latest 
comers,  and  was  already  planning  anxiously 
what  she  should  have  for  their  breakfast.  There 
was  very  little  time  to  bestow  upon  her  children. 

"  How  late  you  are  !  "  she  said.  "  Mr.  Hol- 
den  stopped  to  tell  me  how  you  missed  the 
train.  Smart  people  you  are  to  let  the  train 
go  off  and  leave  you.  Well,  you  had  a  splen- 
did time,  I  suppose,  and  are  as  hungry  as  bears? 
I  thought  so.  Go  to  the  kitchen  and  help  your- 
selves; Susan  kept  something  hot  for  you.  I 
should  have  been  dreadfully  worried  if  it  hadn't 
been  for  Mr.  Holden.  It  was  real  thoughtful 
in  him  to  stop,  I  think,"  and  then  Mrs.  Kedwin 
dismissed  them  from  her  mind  entirely. 

Jt  was  perhaps  an  hour  afterwards,  just  as 
Rufus  was  preparing  to  jump  into  bed,  that  he 
heard  voices  in  the  hall,  one  of  which  he  thought 
he  recognized,  and  opened  his  door  to  listen. 
It    was    certainly    Mrs.    Bryant's   voice.      His 


60  *' WHAT  COULD  HAPPEN?'* 

mother  was  saying,  in  answer  to  some  question 
apparently,  "Why,  they  are  in  bed,  I  guess; 
yes,  I'm  sure  they  are.  Fanny  went  through 
the  room  while  I  was  giving  Susan  directions 
about  breakfast,  and  said  she  was  going  right 
to  bed.  She  was  dreadful  tired.  O,  yes!  they 
came  on  the  train.  Why,  didn't  Ben  and  Caro- 
line come  with  them  ?  You  don't  say !  that's 
very  queer.  I'll  call  them  right  away,"  and 
the  stair  door  opened.  "Fanny,  Rufus!  where 
are  you  ?  Are  you  both  in  bed  ?  Rufus,  where 
are  Line  and  Ben  Bryant  ?  " 

"How  should  we  know?"  answered  Rufus, 
getting  into  some  clothes  and  appearing  pres- 
ently in  the  hall. 

"Why  didn't  they  come  on  the  train?  and 
why  don't  you  come  along  and  tell  all  you  know 
about  them?  Here's  their  mother  most  dis- 
tracted; they  have  neither  of  them  come 
home." 

With  a  good  deal  of  cross-questioning  Rufus' 
story  was  drawn  from  him.  Ben  was  easily  ac- 
counted for;  there  had  not  been  time  for  him 
to  go  to  the  Brook  farm  and  return  and  then 
walk  home;  but  where  could  Caroline  be? 

"I  supposed  of  course  she  was  home,"  said 


''WHAT  COULD  HAPPEN?''  ei 

Rufus,  now  frightened  out  of  his  ill-humor. 
"  Where  else  could  she  be  ?  We  left  her 
seated  in  the  car  all  right,  and  when  we  got 
back  she  was  gone.  Fanny  and  I  thought  of 
course  she  had  walked  home." 

Mrs.  Bryant  clasped  her  hands  in  speechless 
agony.  Where  could  her  daughter  be?  What 
steps  could  she  take  to  find  out  ?  It  seemed  to 
her  that  she  could  not  wait  another  minute! 
She  must  know  at  once. 

Visions  of  her  cherished  darling  making  her 
way  through  the  dark  alone,  followed  by  roughs, 
her  tired  feet  stumbling  in  the  track  just  as 
the  train  rushed  by;  visions  of  everything 
that  could  by  any  possibility  surge  through  a 
mother's  brain  in  a  moment  of  time,  beset 
her. 

Rufus  came  slowly  down  the  stairs,  his  face 
the  image  of  self-reproachful  dismay.  But  no 
one  stopped  to  look  at  his  face. 

"I  might  take  a  lantern  and  go  along  the 
road  and  look  for  her,  only" —  and  then  he 
stopped.  It  would  have  been  awful  to  add 
the  thought,  "  only  if  she  is  to  be  found  along 
the  track  she  must  be  dead,  or  she  could  cer- 
tainly have   made   her  way  home."     In   truth 


62  "WHAT  COULD  HAPPEN?'* 

the  situation  was  perfectly  unaccountable  to 
him. 

"  Some  of  the  men  boarders  will  soon  be  in," 
said  Mrs.  Kedwin;  "shall  I  get  them  out  to 
hunt  for  her  along  the  track  ?  She  might  have 
fallen,  you  know,  and  sprained  her  ankle  or 
something." 

"That's  so,"  said  Rufus,  brightening,  and 
from  that  moment  he  rested  his  hopes  upon  a 
sprained  ankle. 

"  Yes,"  said  Mrs.  Bryant  eagerly,  "  or,  no ; 
let  me  think  what  to  do,"  and  she  .leaned 
against  the  door  and  put  both  hands  to  her 
face  to  try  to  steady  her  heart  sufficiently  to 
plan. 

Suddenly  on  the  quiet  air  broke  the  sound  of 
a  cheerful  whistle.  Rufus  sprang  forward. 
"That's  Ben's  whistle,"  he  said;  "he's  made 
good  time,  anyhow,"  and  he  threw  open  the 
front  door.  Mrs.  Bryant  also  recognized  the 
notes,  and  stepped  out  upon  the  piazza.  Some- 
how it  did  not  seem  as  though  anything  so  ter- 
rible could  have  happened  to  Caroline,  since  her 
brother  was  whistling.  The  cheerful  music 
stopped,  however,  the  moment  Ben  caught  sight 
of  his  mother's  face. 


^'WIIAT  COULD  HAPPEN?''  6a 

"  Mother,"  he  said  huskily,  "  what  is  the 
matter?    Daisy" —  but  he  was  interrupted. 

"My  son,  where  is  Caroline?" 

"Caroline?"  he  repeated,  dazed  for  a  mo« 
rnent,  "isn't  she  at  home?"  then  he  turned 
fiercely  toward  Ruf us.  "  Where  is  Line  ?  "  he 
asked. 

"O,  Ben  !  I  don't  know,"  said  Rufus  mourn- 
fully, all  his  petty  ill-humor  gone  under  the 
power  of  this  terrible  trouble.  "  I  would  give 
the  world  if  I  did.  I  did  not  think  anything 
could  happen  to  her,  you  know,"  and  he  told 
his  story  eagerly,  with  a  painful  sense  of  the 
fact  that  it  told  nothing  at  all  in  regard  to  the 
girl's  whereabouts. 

Ben  stood  for  a  moment  as  one  transfixed, 
yet  thinking  swiftly  all  the  time.  If  he  had 
taken  time  to  look  at  his  mother's  face  just 
then  he  might  almost  have  had  a  thrill  of  joy 
over  the  keen,  hopeful  gaze  she  bent  upon 
him.  Young  as  he  was,  Mrs.  Bryant  was 
learning  to  lean  upon  her  son.  Ben  would 
surely  do  something. 

"Mother,"  he  said  suddenly,  "let  us  go  to 
Mr.  Holden.  He  will  know  the  quickest  and 
best  way  of  doing  everything." 


64  *'WHAT  COULD  HAPPEN?** 

Mrs.  Bryant  caught  at  the  suggestion.  "  Yes," 
she  said,  "he  will  know.  I  wonder  I  had  not 
thought  of  him.  Go  at  once,  Ben,  and  have 
men  take  lanterns  and  go  down  the  track." 

"Yes,"  said  Ben,  "I  will  go  everywhere. 
She  must  have  tried  to  walk  home,  and  proba- 
bly sat  down  to  rest  and  fell  asleep,  or  fainted. 
She  was  very  tired,  and  her  head  ached.  I'll 
bring  you  word  of  her  soon,  mother.  Will  you 
go  home?" 

"I  must,"  said  Mrs.  Bryant,  clasping  her 
hands  with  a  convulsive  effort  to  control  her- 
self, "  Daisy  is  alone ;  I  came  out  to  get  some 
one  to  go  for  the  doctor ;  she  is  hoarse,  and  I 
have  left  her  for  a  long  time." 

"  I'll  go  right  over  there  and  stay  with  your 
mother,"  said  Mrs.  Kedwin  to  Ben.  "Don't 
you  worry  about  her,  and  Rufus  shall  run  for 
tlie  doctor  this  minute." 

Which  Rufus  was  glad  to  do.  Not  a  re- 
proachful word  had  been  spoken  to  him,  but  he 
did  not  like  the  look  of  Ben's  eyes  when  he 
asked  for  his  sister.  He  did  not  want  to  look 
at  Mrs.  Bryant  at  all.  There  was  a  sense  in 
which  he  was  to  blame  for  this  state  of  things. 

Mr.  Holden  was  not  at  his  boarding-house. 


"WHAT  COULD  HAPPEN?''  65 

and  no  one  knew  where  to  look  for  him.  A 
little  time  was  consumed  in  this  way,  but  not 
much.  Ben  almost  ran  over  the  gentleman  as 
he  was  speeding  down  Main  Street. 

"  Hurrah  ! "  said  Mr.  Holden  cheerily,  "  is  this 
an  express  train  running  away  ?  "  But  the  next 
moment  he  was  the  alert,  sympathizing  friend. 

"We  must  find  a  railroad  man,"  he  said 
quickly,  "one  who  knows  about  trains.  She 
may  have  taken  the  wrong  one ;  and  your 
mother  is  right,  we  must  send  a  party  at  once 
down  the  track  toward  the  switch.  Come  with 
me  to  the  Young  Men's  Rooms ;  there  are  a 
dozen  men  still  there,  upon  whom  I  can  depend." 

Rapid  work  was  done  after  this,  Ben  keeping 
close  to  Mr.  Holden,  who,  having  started  an 
eager  and  trustworthy  company  of  young  men 
down  the  track,  went  himself  to  the  station. 

"We  will  get  what  information  we  can  here," 
he  said,  "  then  we  will  take  my  horse  and  drive 
with  all  speed  to  the  switch ;  I  have  sent  Billy 
to  harness  her." 

The  station  looked  deserted.  The  last  night 
train  was  in ;  not  another  till  four  o'clock.  The 
ticket  office  was  closed,  and  the  night  watchman 
knew  nothing  about  trains  or  roads. 


66  ''WHAT  COULD  HAPPEN?'* 

"  Nothing  to  be  learned  here,"  said  Mr.  Hol- 
den  ;  "  we  might  go  to  the  station  agent.  But 
perhaps  the  quickest  way  will  be  to  drive  at 
once  to  the  Junction.  The  night  switchman 
there  will  surely  know  about  his  own  switch." 

What  a  ride  it  was  through  the  moonlight. 
Ben  had  never  taken  such  a  ride  before  in  his 
life.  He  had  often  longed  to  do  so ;  he  could 
not  have  counted  the  number  of  times  he  had 
said  to  Line,  *'  What  a  thing  it  would  be  to  be 
skimming  over  the  road  on  such  a  night  as 
this."  Nearly  always  such  thoughts  came  to 
him  when  the  moon  was  at  its  full.  At  last  he 
wag  having  the  experience,  but  how  far  from 
happy  he  was !  Mr.  Holden  talked  cheerfully, 
getting  up  theory  after  theory,  more  to  comfort 
Ben  than  because  he  really  was  able  to  plan  a 
theory  to  suit  himself.  But  Ben  scarcely  heard 
him ;  he  was  busy  going  over  and  over  in  his 
mind  the  wearying  question,  "  Where  can  Line 
be?  What  could  have  happened  to  her?"  and 
then  shivering  over  certain  possibilities  which 
would  come  crowding  to  the  front. 

"Here  we  are,"  said  Mr.  Holden  at  last, 
sweeping  around  the  curve  and  halting  his 
horse.     Before   the   faithful   fellow  had  fairly 


"  WHAT  COULD  HAPPENS'  G7 

stopped,  Ben  was  on  the  ground  and  knocking 
violently  at  the  little  cabin  or  shed  which  was 
the  night  watchman's  stopping  place. 

Alas  for  their  hopes!  he  knew  almost  as  little 
as  the  switchman  in  town.  No.  25  freight 
switched  there,  and  No.  24  took  on  a  sort  of 
passenger  car.  It  had  done  so  that  day,  he 
supposed ;  he  did  not  know  anything  about  it, 
but  of  course  it  did.  The  car  was  not  side- 
tracked now,  so  of  course  it  had  gone.  He  was 
not  on  duty  at  that  point  during  the  day ;  the 
man  who  was  had  gone  home  sick;  his  place 
was  to  be  filled  by  a  new  hand ;  he  went  up  on 
the  freight  that  night ;  went  to  Philadelphia ; 
his  folks  lived  there,  some  of  them.  No,  he 
did  not  know  who  got  on  or  off  the  freight ;  he 
had  not  come  on  duty  till  eight  o'clock,  that 
was  after  the  freight  had  gone. 

"  Well,"  said  Mr.  Holden,  after  questioning 
and  cross-questioning  the  sleepy  man  until  he 
could  think  of  nothing  more  to  ask,  "  we  must 
find  some  one  who  knows  more  about  trains 
than  this  man.  Isn't  it  possible  to  find  a  per- 
son who  might  have  been  here  when  the  six 
o'clock  freight  stood  here,  and  who  can  tell 
what  happened?" 


68  '*WHAT  COULD  HAPPEN?'' 

The  man  was  sure  he  did  not  know.  The 
division  superintendent  had  been  down  to  the 
switch  that  day,  and  had  spent  some  time  look- 
ing about  and  talking  to  the  switchman,  but  he 
knew  nothing  about  it  himself  only  what  some- 
body told  him ;  the  man  might  have  been  there 
when  the  side-tracked  car  was  put  on ;  he  did 
not  know.  "  Who  is  that  man,  and  where  is 
he?"  asked  Mr.  Holden. 

"  He  was  a  Mr.  Stevens,  who  lived  in  Lacka- 
wanna; but  he  went  into  town  for  the  night 
when  he  was  down  that  way  and  stopped  at 
the  Pelton  House,  the  man  guessed,  but  was 
not  sure." 

"Then  we'll  go  to  the  Pelton  House,"  said 
Mr.  Holden ;  "  there  must  be  somebody  in  the 
world  who  knows  something." 

Of  course  the  switchman  who  had  been 
aroused  had  to  have  explained  to  him  what 
was  the  matter,  and  Ben,  who  listened,  felt  the 
cold  chills  creep  over  his  body ;  it  seemed  so 
terrible,  when  put  into  plain,  brief  English,  that 
his  sister  Caroline  was  missing  :  "  The  last  that 
had  been  seen  of  her  was  at  six  o'clock,  when 
she  took  a  seat  in  the  side-tracked  car,  and 
when  the  car  started  she  was  not  to  be  found  I " 


CHAPTER   VI. 


A    JsEW    FKIEND. 


rpHAT'S  bad,"  said  the  man  gravely;  "it's. 
a  kind  of  poky  place  for  a  young  girl. 
I  shouldn't  have  thought  her  folks  would  have 
let  her  stay  there  alone  ; "  —  Ben  groaned  and 
moved  away  —  "  not  but  what  the  switch- 
man here  is  a  decent  enough  fellow,"  the  man 
added,  "  and  he  would  have  looked  after  her  if 
he  had  known  she  was  in  trouble ;  but  it  kind 
of  looks  as  if  some  one  must  have  enticed  her 
off,  now  don't  it?  Some  one  came  along  with 
a  horse  and  wagon,  maybe,  and  offered  to  take 
her  home." 

Ben  fairly  ground  his  teeth  together  to  keep 
from  screaming  over  the  horrible  suggestion ! 
But  Mr.  Holden,  who  had  thought  of  that  be- 
fore, only  turned  his  head  to  see  if  the  poor 
brother  was  within  hearing;  then,  slipping  some- 
thing into  the  switchman's  hand  in  return  for 
69 


70  A  NEW  FRIEND. 

his  broken  nap,  went  back  to  his  carriage,  say- 
ing, "  We  will  find  the  division  superintendent, 
if  he  is  to  be  found.  Keep  up  courage,  Ben, 
my  boy;  Caroline  is  quietly  sleeping  somewhere, 
I  trust,  and  God  is  over  all,  you  know." 

Caroline  Bryant,  having  had  her  nap  out, 
tried  to  turn  over,  but  could  not,  and  wondered 
much  why  the  bed  seemed  so  narrow  and  hard, 
and  what  sort  of  a  storm  could  be  abroad  to 
shake  it  so ;  then,  after  an  unusually  hard  jolt, 
came  to  a  sitting  posture,  rubbed  her  eyes,  and 
tried  to  take  m  the  situation.  Where  was  she, 
and  what  was  the  matter? 

Gradually  memory  recalled  the  last  she  knew 
about  herself.  She  had  gone  nutting  and  had 
almost  drowned  Daisy,  and  had  a  dreadful  head- 
ache, and  Ben  went  on  an  errand,  and  she  went 
on  the  cars  to  be  hitched  to  thn  six-o'clock 
freight.  Where  were  Rufus  and  Fanny?  She 
looked  about  for  them ;  they  were  nowhere  to 
be  seen,  but  a  bundle,  looking  as  though  it  had 
been  made  up  from  the  lunch  baskets,  lay  be- 
side her.  She  rubbed  her  eyes  again,  and  tried 
to  straighten  her  much  bent  hat,  and  wondered 
what  made  everything  look  so  strange. 


A   NEW  FRIEND.  71 

"  Well,"  said  the  conductor,  stopping  before 
her  seat,  "have  you  had  your  nap  out?  I've 
been  waiting  for  your  ticket  some  time,  but  you 
were  so  sound  asleep  I  hated  to  wake  you." 

"  Ticket  ?  "  repeated  Caroline,  more  dazed 
than  before,  "  I  haven't  any  ticket.  I  was  to 
pay  on  the  cars,  or  Ben  was.  O,  I  forgot !  Ben 
was  to  go  on  an  errand,  and  I  haven't  any 
money,  but  I  can  get  it  of  Rufus.  It  is  ten 
cents,  isn't  it?" 

"What  is  all  this  about?"  asked  the  con- 
ductor, and  his  voice  began  to  grow  stern ;  he 
thought  this  young  woman  was  trying  to  cheat 
him  out  of  a  fare. 

Caroline  was  growing  wider  awake,  and  real- 
ized that  she  must  have  been  talking  in  a  most 
bewildering  marmer  to  a  stranger.  What  did 
he  know  about  Ben  and  Rufus? 

"I  beg  your  pardon,"  she  said,  her  face  grow- 
ing red,  "I  think  I  was  not  quite  awake.  But 
my  brother  and  I  got  on  at  the  switch.  I  am 
only  going  into  town.  I  live  there;  my  brother 
had  the  money  to  pay  our  fare,  but  he  was  sent 
on  an  errand  at  the  last  moment  and  forgot  to 
give  it  to  me.  I  shall  have  to  borrow  of  a  boy 
who  is   my  friend,  if   I   can   find   him."     She 


72  A   NEW  FRIEND. 

looked  anxiously  down  the  car  again,  murmur- 
ing, "Where  can  Rufus  and  Fanny  be?"  The 
conductor  eyed  her  keenly. 

"  Do  you  know  what  time  it  is  ?  "  he  asked  at 
last,  and  his  tone  was  a  little  kinder. 

"Time?"  said  Caroline,  turning  back  to  him 
with  a  startled  air,  "  why,  I  suppose  it  is  nearly 
seven  o'clock.  This  train  gets  into  the  station 
at  seven." 

"  You  are  mixed,"  said  the  conductor  kindly, 
sitting  down  in  a  vacant  seat  in  front  of  her ; 
"you  have  been  riding  all  night.  It  is  just 
getting  morning.  Look  out  of  the  window  and 
you  will  see  the  red  streak  which  the  sun  is 
making  before  it  begins  its  day's  work." 

Caroline  Bryant  could  never  be  paler  than 
she  was  at  that  moment.  "Morning!"  she  said, 
or  rather  gasped,  "  then  where  am  1,  and  what 
will  mother  do  ?  " 

"  *  Mother '  will  have  to  be  told  all  about  it, 
and  she  will  be  all  right."  This  time  the  con- 
ductor's voice  was  kindness  itself.  "  You  took 
the  wrong  train,  no  doubt.  I  can  see  how  it 
was.  You  thought  you  got  into  the  car  that 
was  on  the  side  track,  didn't  you,  and  that  th« 
night  freight  was  bound  to  pick  you  up  ?     In- 


A  NEW  FRIEND.  73 

Stead  of  being  on  that  car,  you  are  on  one  that 
was  side-tracked  last  night  for  the  east-bound 
■train  to  take.  We  don't  often  do  it ;  but  there 
was  some  upsetting  of  regular  trains  yesterday, 
and  we  did  it  last  night,  and  now  you  are  just 
getting  into  Philadelphia." 

Poor  Caroline's  utter  dismay  held  her  silent. 
She  struggled  with  the  tears  that  would  keep 
pushing  into  her  eyes.  She  struggled  with  the 
lump  in  her  throat,  which  was  threatening  to 
choke  her.  What  should  she  do?  What  could 
she  do?  A  hundred  miles  from  home  and 
mother!  Without  money,  with  nothing  to  eat; 
her  dress  soiled  and  torn,  and  no  baggage  but 
a  towel  much  soiled  with  tart  juice,  and  two  or 
three  little  plates  which  had  held  the  tarts ;  but 
more  than  all,  and  worse  —  oh!  a  great  deal 
worse  —  what  a  night  it  must  have  been  to 
mother  and  Ben  and  little  Daisy!  What  could 
they  think  had  become  of  her?  How  could 
mother  endure  the  suspense  of  having  her 
away  and  being  unable  to  find  out  where  she 


was 


"Never  you  mind,"  said  the  conductor  cheer- 
ily; "you  are  not  in  the  worst  place  in  the  world 
by  a  great  deal.     I  live  in  Philadelphia,  and  I 


74  A  NEW  FRIEND. 

will  see  that  you  are  taken  care  of  and  started 
back  all  right,  and  will  let  your  mother  know 
as  soon  as  we  get  in  that  you  are  safe  and  sound. 
Then,  when  you  get  home,  think  how  glad  they 
will  all  be  to  see  you ! " 

By  this  time  the  lady  just  in  front  of  them 
had  become  interested  and  turned  to  the 
conductor. 

"Mr.  Brinker,"8he  said,  "what  is  the  matter? 
did  she  take  the  wrong  train?" 

"She  evidently  did,  ma'am;  took  a  side- 
tracked car  bound  east,  instead  of  west,  and  lay 
down  and  went  to  sleep  and  didn't  wake  up  till 
morning.  I've  wondered  all  night  where  she 
was  going,  and  how  she  came  to  be  traveling 
alone,  and  not  put  under  any  one's  care ;  but  I 
didn't  disturb  her." 

"  Poor  thing ! "  said  the  lady  ;  "  if  she  has 
friends  they  must  be  half-wild  about  her,"  and 
she  too  began  to  question  Caroline,  who  was 
having  a  terrible  battle  with  her  tears  and  the 
lump  in  her  throat. 

A  kind,  pleasant-faced  woman  she  was ;  after 
a  moment  Caroline  felt  it  to  be  a  relief  to  answer 
her  questions  and  make  plain  to  her  how  easy 
it  had  been  to  make  the  mistake. 


A  NEW  FRIEND.  75 

"O,  well!"  said  the  lady,  at  last,  "don't  worry- 
about  It.  The  conductor  will  telegraph  your 
mother  as  soon  as  we  get  in,  and  assure  her  of 
your  safety ;  then  he  will  send  you  back  on  the 
first  train,  and  you  will  have  had  a  journey  all 
by  yourself  and  seen  the  world,  and  will  have  a 
great  deal  to  tell  them  all." 

"But  I  haven't  money  to  pay  for  a  ticket 
back,"  said  Caroline  timidly;  and  the  conductor, 
who  had  been  attending  to  other  passengers 
while  the  lady  talked,  but  who  now  returned  to 
Caroline,  answered  her  heartily,  "  Never  mind 
that ;  you  don't  need  any  ticket ;  we  ran  away 
with  you  against  your  wish  and  intention,  and 
the  best  we  can  do  is  to  run  back  with  you.  It 
won't  cost  you  a  cent." 

"Oh!  I  thank  you  very  much,"  said  Caroline, 
more  relieved  than  he  could  imagine  for  even 
supposing  that  they  would  trust  her  for  the 
money  until  she  reached  home.  Of  course  she 
could  not  help  wondering  how  mother  could 
spare  so  much  from  the  very  small  sum  in  her 
pocketbook. 

The  next  question  was,  when  could  she  ex- 
pect to  reach  home  ?  It  seemed  to  her  that  she 
must  fly  there  at  once. 


76  A   NEW  FRIEND. 

"  When  can  I  get  there  ?  "  she  asked,  and  all 
the  longing  of  her  heart  shone  in  her  eyes. 

"  She  can  be  put  on  the  ten  o'clock  train,  can 
she  not,  Mr.  Brinker?"  asked  the  lady,  for  the 
conductor  had  turned  to  answer  another  passen- 
ger, and  Caroline  was  waiting. 

"There  is  no  ten  o'clock  train,  Mrs.  Smith; 
she  will  have  to  wait  till  to-morrow  morning. 
Oh !  she  could  take  the  midnight  train,  but  I 
shouldn't  advise  it ;  it  ha^  a  long  wait  at  the 
Junction,  and  gets  into  her  place  only  three 
hours  earlier  than  the  ten  o'clock,  with  a  night 
ride  in  the  bargain." 

To-morrow  at  ten  o'clock !  If  Caroline  had 
been  told  she  must  wait  until  she  was  twenty, 
it  is  doubtful  if  it  could  have  seemed  a  longer 
time  to  her  than  that.  "  Did  you  say  there  was 
no  train  to-day?"  she  faltered. 

"No  real  passenger  train  after  the  one  which 
will  start  before  we  get  in;  not  to-day;  you 
know  it  is  Sunday,  and  the  schedule  on  this  road 
is  not  full  on  Sunday  ;  we  don't  run  trains  for 
passengers." 

Sunday!  she  had  not  thought  of  it  before. 
Sunday  morning,  and  she  a  hundred  miles  from 
home !  was  anything  ever  more  terrible  ? 


A  NEW  FRIEND.  77 

"  It's  a  pity  it's  Sunday,  for  your  sake,"  said 
the  conductor;  *'but  you  chirk  up  as  well  as 
you  can ;  the  time  will  pass  before  you  know 
it ;  it  will  be  Monday  morning  in  a  little  while, 
and  then  for  home. 

"I'll  take  her  right  along  home  with  me, 
ma'amj"  he  added,  addressing  the  lady.  "  My 
wife  will  make  her  comfortable,  and  the  chil- 
dren will  be  company  for  her." 

"  That  is  very  kind,"  the  lady  said  heartily. 
"  I  was  thinking  I  would  like  to  have  her  with 
me,  but  our  house  is  still  closed,  you  know,  and 
I  shall  go  to  a  hotel,  as  I  am  here  only  for  Sun- 
day. I  expected  to  get  in  last  night,  but  our 
train  was  delayed  at  Millville,  and  I  lost  my 
connections. 

"You  will  be  nicely  taken  care  of,"  she  added 
to  Caroline,  as  the  conductor  went  his  way. 
"  He  is  a  nice  man,  and  his  wife  is  a  good 
woman,  I  have  heard.  They  have  several  nice 
children,  and  it  will  be  pleasant  for  you  to  go 
where  there  are  children,  will  it  not?  Besides, 
the  conductor  will  know  all  about  trains;  in- 
deed, I  suppose  you  can  go  home  on  his  train 
and  he  will  take  care  of  you." 

Caroline  tried  to  think  of  some  suitable  thing 


78  A  pEW  FRIEND. 

to  answer  to  all  these  kind  suggestions,  but  her 
heart  was  still  full  of  dismay  over  the  thought 
that  she.  was  a  hundred  miles  from  home,  and 
could  not  even  start  back  for  a  whole  day ;  it 
was  hard  to  think  of  anything  else.  She  mur- 
mured something  about  people  being  very  kind ; 
and  then  the  train  gave  that  long-drawn-out 
screech  of  satisfaction  with  which  it  enters  a 
city  station,  and  the  few  passengers  began  to 
gather  bundles  and  wraps  together  and  prepare 
to  leave  the  car. 

"  Mr.  Brinker,"  said  the  lady,  as  the  conductor 
hurried  toward  them,  "I  will  seat  her  in  the 
waiting-room  near  the  north  door." 

"Thank  you,"  he  said.  "By  the  way,  my 
girl,  what  is  your  mother's  name?" 

"  Bryant,"  said  Caroline  tremblingly.  It 
seemed  so  strange  to  be  standing  on  the  plat- 
form of  a  car,  telling  her  mother's  name. 

"  Mrs.  Bryant.  All  right,"  he  said,  and  was 
off  again.  There  seemed  to  be  a  great  crowd 
of  people  around  the  depot,  Sunday  though  it 
was.  There  was  more  noise  and  pushing  and 
confusion  than  she  had  ever  seen  before. 

Mrs.  Smith  nodded  to  a  colored  man,  who 
touched  his  hat  at  sight  of  her. 


A   NEW  FRIEND.  79 

"Good-morning,  James,  I'm  here  at  last; 
almost  came  last  night.  Did  Mr.  Smith  wait 
up  all  night  for  me?  I  want  to  go  into  the 
station  a  moment,  and  then  will  be  ready." 

Caroline  followed  her  like  one  in  a  dream. 
The  lady  seemed  not  to  mind  the  crowd  nor  the 
noise,  and  to  be  perfectly  at  home  among  the 
sights  and  sounds  so  strange  to  this  new  traveler. 

Left  in  a  quiet  corner  of  the  large  room,  which 
looked  to  her  like  a  world  in  itself,  poor  Caro- 
line was  distressed  to  find  that  she  could  not 
keep  the  tears  from  gathering  in  her  eyes. 
Wipe  them  away  as  fast  as  she  could,  there 
was  still  another  ready  as  soon  as  the  last  one 
had  been  disposed  of.  She  made  no  noise  with 
her  weeping,  and  would  have  given  almost  any- 
thing to  have  been  able  to  keep  the  tears  from 
appearing,  the  more  especially  as  she  saw  she 
was  attracting  the  attention  of  two  or  three 
loungers,  who  seemed  to  have  nothing  in  par- 
ticular to  do  except  to  put  their  hands  into 
their  pockets  and  stare. 

It  was  all  hard  to  bear.  Suppose  that  busy 
conductor,  who  after  all  was  a  stranger  to  her, 
should  forget  about  her  and  go  home ;  what  in 
the  world  should  she  do  then?     She  did   not 


80  A  NEW  FRIEND. 

even  remember  his  name,  much  less  where  he 
lived.  She  did  not  know  where  anybody  lived ; 
she  was  alone  in  a  great  city,  and  it  was  just 
getting  daylight  on  Sunday  morning;  and  what, 
O,  what  did  her  mother  think  ?  It  seemed  to 
the  poor  girl  that  she  must  fly. 

Just  then  the  constantly  swinging  door  opened 
and  the  face  of  her  one  acquaintance  appeared 
once  more.  He  looked  about  with  a  swift,  keen 
glance.  Caroline  arose  at  once.  He  spied  her. 
"  Here  we  are,"  he  said,  striding  toward  her, 
"  all  ready  for  home  and  breakfast  and  a  wink 
of  sleep,  I  shall  want.  I  think  you  did  that  up 
pretty  well  last  night.  I  wired  your  mother 
that  you  were  all  right,  and  had  the  message 
repeated  to  make  sure  that  it  was  understood, 
and  told  them  that  you  would  be  on  hand  to- 
morrow without  fail,  and  sent  a  special  messen- 
ger up  to  your  house  with  it.  Before  we  get 
home  she  will  be  reading  all  about  you." 

Caroline  was  grateful  and  puzzled.  Though 
familiar  with  the  word  telegraph,  she  had  never 
heard  of  anytliing  being  "wired."  Then,  how 
could  a  man  in  Philadelphia  direct  a  special 
messenger  a  hundred  miles  away  to  carry  a 
message? 


A  NEW  FRIEND.  81 

"  I  suppose  he  '  wired '  that  too,"  thought 
Caroline,  wondering  if  Ben  would  have  under- 
stood all  about  it.  But  then,  Ben  had  never 
traveled ;  she  ought  certainly  by  this  time  to 
know  more  than  he. 

They  went  out  into  the  whirl  of  people  again ; 
for  though  it  was  in  reality  quiet  on  Broad 
Street,  to  Caroline  it  seemed  as  if  there  were 
at  least  a  county  fair  in  progress. 

The  conductor  took  long  steps  and  dodged 
around  corners  and  crossed  streets  in  a  bewil- 
dering way.  She  had  as  much  as  she  could  do 
to  keep  up  to  him ;  yet  the  sights  she  saw  filled 
her  with  amazement. 

"Do  the  people  in  Philadelphia  go  right  on," 
she  said,  "  without  paying  any  attention  to 
Sunday?" 

"  Bless  you,  no ;  they  pay  a  great  deal  of 
attention  to  Sunday  in  this  city  —  more  than 
they  do  in  most  cities  of  its  size,  I  guess. 
Things  are  very  quiet  to-day;  but  you  see  there 
are  so  many  people  in  the  world  that  they  make 
something  of  a  stir  in  spite  of  themselves. 
Some  of  these  people  are  just  getting  home 
from  night  work  in  different  parts  of  the  city. 
But  then,  it  is  very  quiet.     You   just   take  a 


82  A  NEW  FRIEND. 

look  at  it  to-morrow  when  we  come  down  for 
the  train  and  you'll  see  a  difference."  Just 
then  he  lifted  his  hand  in  a  peculiar  manner, 
and  a  man  who  was  driving  what  was  to  Caro- 
line the  strangest-looking  wagon  she  had  ever 
seen,  drew  up  his  horses  and  the  wagon  came 
to  a  stand-still.  It  had  a  number  of  little 
wheels,  smaller  than  Caroline  supposed  wagon 
wheels  were  ever  made. 

"We'll  get  into  this  car,"  he  said,  "and  that 
will  save  us  a  long  walk  and  leave  us  a  long 
enough  one  at  the  other  end.  I  often  wish  I 
lived  nearer  the  depot,  but  then  it  wouldn't 
be  so  nice  for  my  children  as  where  I  am 
now." 

Caroline  was  busy  with  one  word,  "car,"  but 
there  was  no  engine,  only  two  horses. 

"  It  must  be  a  street  car." 

She  had  heard  Miss  Webster  speak  of  them, 
and  also  Judge  Dun  more,  and  here  she  was  get- 
ting into  one  !  Street  cars,  then,  did  not  stop 
for  Sundays.  She  almost  wished  that  steam 
cars  did  not,  just  for  that  once,  she  told  herself 
pitifully,  without  having  an  idea  that  there 
were  plenty  of  steam  cars  which  had  not  a 
thought  of   stopping   for  Sunday.     She  began 


A   NEW  FRIEND.  a^ 

to  wonder  how  they  managed  the  street  car 
business  so  the  drivers  could  go  to  church. 

"Flesh  and  blood  horses  are  handy  things 
when  you  can't  get  iron  ones,"  her  friend  said, 
settling  his  burly  form  into  a  seat  beside  her. 

Then  Caroline  ventured  to  ask  a  question  ; 
since  she  was  here  in  a  large  city  and  must  stay 
till  to-morrow,  why  not  make  the  best  of  it  and 
learn  all  she  could  ? 

"Is  this  what  they  call  a  street  car,  sir?" 

"Yes,  street  cars  or  horse  cars,  whichever  you 
want  to.  Didn't  you  ever  ride  in  one  before  ? 
I  want  to  know!  It  must  be  kind  of  nice 
to  have  something  new  happen.  I've  rattled 
around  in  them  so  long  I'd  forgotten  they  were 
not  everywhere." 

"Do  they  run  all  day  Sunday?" 

"O,  bless  you,  yes!  and  half  the  night. 
Every  five  minutes  in  the  day  they  racket  by 
this  corner.  Down  on  some  of  the  corners 
they  come  oftener." 

"Where  are  all  the  people  going?"  asked 
Caroline,  amazed.  "Couldn't  they  stay  at  home 
on  Sunday?" 

"Oh!  to  different  places;  some  to  church, 
Bome  to  Sunday-school  and  those  sort  of  places, 


84  A  NEW  FRIEND. 

and  some  go  a-pleasuring  to  the  woods  in  nice 
weather  like  this,  and  to  the  parks  to  see  their 
friends.  Oh  !  there's  places  enough.  Many  go 
down  to  the  ferry  and  take  a  boat  ride." 

"  But  how  do  the  men  manage  to  go  to  church 
if  they  are  kept  so  busy  all  day  ?  " 

"  What  men  ? "  and  Mr.  Brinker  turned  his 
keen,  half-amused,  wholly  interested  eyes  upon 
his  new  acquaintance.  "  Why,  the  driver?  that 
man  who  sits  out  on  the  stool  and  manages  the 
horses  ?  Oh  !  well,  I  don't  believe  he  manages 
that  matter  at  all,"  and  the  broad  shoulders  of 
the  conductor  were  shaken  a  little  as  though  he 
might  be  laughing  inside.  "They  don't  go  to 
church  once  a  year,  I  suppose." 

"But  is  that  right?"  asked  Caroline,  in  a 
tone  so  grieved  that  the  laugh  of  her  companion 
died  out. 

"  It  doesn't  look  so,  does  it  ?  "  he  said.  "  It's 
a  dog's  life  they  live,  and  that's  a  fact ;  at  it 
early  and  late,  Sunday  and  Monday  and  every 
day.  They  don't  get  half  a  chance  to  eat  or 
sleep,  let  alone  going  to  church.  No,  I  always 
thought  the  horse-car  men  had  it  harder  than 
the  steam-car  men  on  most  roads,  and  that  is 
unnecessary.     Ours  is  hard  enough.'' 


A  NEW  FRIEND.  86 

"  I  should  think  everybody  ought  to  have  a 
chance  to  go  to  church,"  said  Caroline  gravely. 

"Well,  I  don't  know  as  to  that.  The  half 
nor  the  quarter  would  not  go  if  they  had  a 
chance.  They  aren't  of  that  kind.  They'd 
rather  loaf  around  the  saloons  than  go  to  any 
church  that  was  ever  heard  of,  and  I  suppose 
they  might  better  be  driving  horses  than  doing 
that.  If  they  were  fond  of  going  to  church, 
why,  it  might  be  different." 

"I  don't  think  that  makes  any  difference," 
said  Caroline,  with  a  grave  shake  of  the  head. 

"You  don't?  why  not?  You  can't  oblige 
them  to  go  to  church.     It's  a  free  country." 

"No,  but  you  can  give  them  a  chance,  so 
that,  if  they  don't  go,  it  will  be  their  fault,  and 
not  yours." 

The  conductor  gave  his  companion  a  thought- 
ful look.  "That's  a  pretty  true  notion  of  yours, 
I  guess,"  he  said,  after  a  moment's  silence. 
"  Give  them  a  chance,  and  if  they  choose  the 
wrong  side  of  the  road  when  you've  made  a 
clear  path  to  the  right,  why,  you  wash  your 
hands  of  it,  eh  ?  That's  a  cute  remark  for  one 
of  your  years,  who  has  never  been  in  a  city 
before." 


CHAPTER  VII. 

A    SUNDAY    IN    PHILADELPHIA. 

I  DID  not  think  it  out  myself,"  said  Caroline, 
with  a  flush  on  her  cheek ;  "  my  brother 
Ben  and  I  were  talking  about  the  boys  in  the 
printing  office  being  obliged  to  do  Sunday  work, 
and  some  of  us  said  the  boys  wouldn't  go  to 
church  if  they  had  a  chance,  so  it  did  not  make 
any  difference  about  their  having  to  work  on 
Sunday,  and  my  brother  said  we  had  nothing 
to  do  with  that  part  of  it;  that  our  business 
was  to  give  them  a  chance,  and  then  if  they 
did  not  go  we  wouldn't  be  the  ones  to  blame." 

"Just  so,"  said  the  conductor,  with  an  ap- 
proving nod,  "that  brother  of  yours  has  a  clear 
head  on  his  shoulders ;  I  wouldn't  mind  work- 
ing for  him  when  he  gets  to  be  a  man.  Well, 
there's  lots  of  car-traveling  done  on  Sundays 
by  them  that  you  wouldn't  think  would  do  such 
things;  why,  there  are  two  or  three  ministers 
86 


A    SUNDAY  IN  PHILADELPHIA.         87 

who  come  in  on  the  cars  regularly  every  Sunday 
to  their  churches.  That's  a  fact,"  he  added,  in 
response  to  Caroline's  astonished  look,  "I  know 
them  myself  and  meet  them  very  often.  *Have 
you  been  to  cliurch  to-day?'  one  of  them  said 
to  me  not  long  ago.  *  No,  sir,  I  haven't,'  I 
said,  'I  have  been  too  busy  getting  the  preachers 
there  and  getting  them  home  again  to  take  time 
to  go  myself.'  He  laughed  as  though  he  thought 
it  was  a  good  joke,  then  he  sobered  up,  and  said 
he,  'Don't  you  really  get  a  chance  to  go  at  all? 
That  is  too  bad.' 

"  *  Well,'  said  I,  '  if  folks  wouldn't  travel  on 
Sundays  folks  wouldn't  have  to  work  to  travel 
them.'  He  laughed  again,  and  said  he,  'There's 
some  truth  in  that;  but  some  people  are  situ- 
ated so  they  have  to  travel  on  Sundays;  see 
how  it  is  with  me :  I  live  fifteen  miles  from  my 
church,  how  could  I  get  to  it  if  it  were  not  for 
the  train  ? ' 

" '  I  suppose  you  would  have  to  live  nearer 
your  church,'  said  I.  He  shook  his  head,  and 
says  he,  'I  cannot  do  that  very  well;  I  have  an 
mvalid  daughter  who  has  to  live  in  the  country.' 

"  I  couldn't  help  asking  one  question.  Said 
I,  'Doctor,  what  would  you  have  done  if  you 


88         A   SUNDAY  IN  PHILADELPHIA. 

had  lived  before  railroads  were  invented?' 
Well,  he  laughed  again,  and  that  was  the  end 
of  it. 

"  I  like  folks  to  be  honest ;  I'd  have  thought 
more  of  that  minister  if  he  had  said,  *  I  believe 
in  Sunday  cars ;  they  are  convenient  and  com- 
fortable, and  I  like  to  use  them.'  Here  we 
are,"  he  added,  giving  a  sharp  pull  to  the  bell 
as  they  were  nearing  a  street  crossing.  There 
followed  another  brisk  walk  through  streets  less 
filled  with  people,  and  at  last  the  conductor 
halted  before  a  neat,  quiet-looking  house.  "  This 
is  home,"  he  said  cheerily;  "now  for  some 
breakfast." 

Caroline  followed  him  timidly  into  a  room  at 
the  end  of  the  hall,  where  stood  a  tall,  pale 
woman  with  her  hair  combed  straight  back  in 
an  unbecoming  way;  she  had  a  child  in  her 
arms,  and  two  more  were  clinging  to  her  skirts, 
one  of  them  crying  wearily,  as  though  she  were 
simply  crying  because  she  did  not  know  what 
else  to  do.  "  Well,"  said  the  woman,  turning 
as  the  door  opened,  "have  you  got  home  at 
last?    You  are  late." 

"Yes,"  said  Caroline's  friend,  "we  were 
pretty  late  getting  in  this  morning,  but  we  are 


A   SUNDAY  IN  PHILADELPHIA.         89 

here  now,  and  glad  enough  this  little  woman 
and  I  are  to  be  here ;  hungry  as  bears  we  are, 
too.  Halloo,  Babies!  how  are  you  all?"  and  he 
patted  one  on  the  head,  stooped  to  kiss  the 
other,  and  held  out  his  hands  for  the  baby. 
The  woman  meantime  looked  her  astonishment 
at  Caroline,  while  she  talked  to  her  husband. 

"They  are  all  as  fretful  as  they  can  be,"  she 
said,  resigning  the  baby.  "  I  have  had  a  dread- 
ful time  getting  breakfast ;  they  have  all  stuck 
to  me  like  burrs,  and  cried  every  time  I  stirred 
out  of  their  sight.     John,  who  have  you  here?" 

"  Sure  enough,"  he  said,  whirling  around,  "  I 
didn't  introduce  you,  did  I?  This  is  little  Miss 
Bryant ;  I  declare,  I  don't  know  what  your  first 
name  is."  —  It  was  given  in  a  very  low  and 
somewhat  tremulous  voice.  —  "O,  yes!  Caroline 
Bryant ;  that  is  her  name,  mother,  and  she  has 
come  a  journey  without  intending  it ;  she  got 
started  on  the  wrong  train  last  night,  and  in- 
stead of  getting  home  at  seven  in  the  evening, 
as  she  had  planned,  she  slept  through,  and  got 
to  this  city  by  daylight ;  that's  the  story  in  a 
nutshell.  I  brought  her  home  with  me  to  stay 
until  the  ten  o'clock  train  to-morrow  morning." 

"Mercy!"   said   the    woman,    and    Caroline 


90         A   SUNDAY  IN  PHILADELPHIA. 

could  not  help  wondering  just  what  the  excla- 
mation meant.  Was  her  hostess  shocked  with 
her  appearance,  or  dismayed  because  she  would 
have  to  keep  her  over  night?  The  poor  girl 
could  not  wonder  at  the  dismay,  when  she 
looked  down  at  herself  and  realized  that  the 
dress  which  had  gone  a-nutting  and  a-wading 
in  the  swift-running  stream,  was  actually  the 
one  in  which  she  was  making  a  Sunday  morning 
appearance  in  Philadelphia !  It  really  seemed 
due  to  her  that  some  explanation  of  her  condi- 
tion be  made  at  once. 

"  We  had  been  nutting,"  she  said,  "  my 
brother  and  some  friends  and  I;  when  we 
reached  the  station  my  brother  was  sent  on  an 
errand  and  the  others  went  to  take  a  walk,  and 
I  got  into  the  right  train,  I  thought,  and  fell 
asleep,  and  did  not  waken  until  morning.  I 
had  had  a  fright,  and  tore  my  dress  and  got  it 
wet,  and  my  head  ached  so  badly  I  hardly  knew 
what  I  did." 

"Humph!"  said  the  woman;  "you  must 
have  made  trouble  enough  at  home,  if  you  have 
a  home." 

This  was  almost  too  much  for  poor  Caroline ; 
she  struggled  with  the  lump  in  her  throat,  which 


A    SUNDAY  IN  PHILADELPHIA.         91 

she  supposed  she  had  conquered  some  time  be- 
fore, but  which  was  there  now  larger  than  ever. 

"Yes'm,"  she  said  faintly,  "I  have  a  home 
and  a  mother.  I  don't  know  what  mother  will 
do." 

"Mother  is  all  right  long  ago,"  the  conductor 
said  cheerily,  and  he  cast  a  reproachful  look  at 
his  wife.  "  I  wired  her  as  soon  as  we  reached 
the  city ;  she  is  planning  by  this  time  how  to 
meet  you  to-morrow.  See  here.  Kit,  don't  pull 
papa's  hair  all  out,"  and  he  tried  to  turn  the 
attention  on  the  baby. 

The  woman,  only  apparently  half  satisfied, 
turned  away  and  began  to  dish  up  the  breakfast. 

It  was  after  Caroline  had  eaten  the  little  bit 
which  she  could  coax  herself  to  swallow,  and 
retired  to  the  farther  end  of  the  room  to  look 
out  of  the  window  and  wipe  the  tears  away 
unseen,  that  she  heard  the  conductor's  wife  say, 
"That  is  rather  a  queer  story,  isn't  it,  which 
she  tells?  What  became  of  the  rest  of  her 
folks  who  went  nutting?  Did  they  all  go  to 
sleep  ?  and  if  they  didn't  why  didn't  they  look 
after  her?" 

"I  don't  know  what  became  of  the  others, 
I'm   sure,"   the   conductor   said,   taking    large 


92         A    SUNDAY  IN  PHILAhKLPHlA. 

mouthfuls  of  bread  and  butter,  "but  I  know 
tliis  party  is  all  right ;  she  is  a  tfefy  interesting 
little  girl.  I  had  to  bring  her  home  —  there 
wasn't  anything  else  to  do;  she  will  amuse  the 
children,  I  guess,  and  so  help  you  a  little." 

"  Humph !  "  said  his  wife. 

"  Mrs.  Prescott  Smith  was  on  the  train,"  he 
said,  between  the  bites  of  beefsteak,  "  and  took 
quite  a  fancy  to  her ;  she  stayed  with  her  in  the 
station  while  I  went  to  telegraph." 

"  Why  didn't  Mrs.  Prescott  Smith  take  her 
home  with  her  ?  "  his  wife  asked. 

"  She  would  have  liked  to,  only  their  house 
is  closed ;  they  stay  at  the  hotel  over  Sunday." 

"  Well,  I  suppose  there  was  room  in  the  hotel 
for  another  one  ?  "  ^ 

"  I  suppose  she  thought  a  hotel  wasn't  a  nice 
place  to  take  a  strange  little  girl  to,  who  wasn't 
rigged  up  for  traveling ;  she  had  been  nutting 
all  day,  you  see." 

"  I  suppose  she  was  very  glad  not  to  be  both- 
ered with  other  people's  business,"  said  his  wife. 

"  Oh !  I  don't  know  about  that ;  Mrs.  Smith 
is  a  benevolent  woman." 

"  Humph !  she  is  benevolent  with  other  peo- 
ple's things ;  I  never  heard  that  she  was  with 


A    SUNDAY  IN  PHILADELPHIA.         98 

her  own  particularly.  She  will  send  her  second 
girl  to  help  wash  the  dishes  after  a  sociable, 
but  then  the  girl  has  to  wash  her  own  dishes  all 
the  same,  and  doesn't  get  a  cent  more  wages 
for  doing  extra  work  ;  she  told  me  so.  I  call 
that  the  girl's  benevolence,  and  not  Mrs. 
Smith's." 

Her  husband  laughed.  "O,  well!"  he  said, 
"  she  has  her  weak  places,  I  suppose,  but  there 
are  worse  people  in  the  world  than  Mrs.  Prescott 
Smith." 

"  Yes,  and  better  people ;  some  of  them  would 
have  taken  a  strange  girl  home  with  them,  in- 
stead of  letting  a  poor  man  like  you  bear  the 
burden." 

At  this  point  Caroline  came  forward ;  her 
tears  were  dried,  and  she  felt  that  she  could 
not  endure  the  sound  of  another  word. 

"If  you  please,"  she  said,  speaking  rapidly 
and  excitedly,  "is  there  not  some  place  where 
I  can  go  and  stay  until  to-morrow  morning? 
Somewhere  where  I  will  not  be  in  the  way? 
My  mother  will  pay  the  people  for  keeping  me, 
I  know  she  will,  and  I  want  very  much  to  go." 

The  conductor  gave  his  wife  the  most  re- 
proachful look  she  had  ever  received  from  him. 


94         A    SUNDAY  IN  PHILADELPHIA. 

and  hastened  to  say,  **  Why,  my  girl,  what  do 
you  mean?  I  tell  you  you  are  welcome  here 
—  just  as  welcome  as  possible  ;  we  are  glad  to 
have  you.  See  how  quiet  and  good  the  chil- 
dren have  been  ever  since  they  have  had  you 
to  look  at.  Make  yourself  easy,  and  be  as  happy 
as  you  can  ;  the  day  will  pass  before  you  know 
it.  It  is  passing  pretty  fast  for  me,  and  I  am 
getting  no  sleep  out  of  it.  T  have  night  work 
to-night  too,"  and  he  arose,  and  whistling  softly, 
left  the  room. 

"You  must  not  mind  what  you  heard  me  say, 
child,"  the  woman  said,  not  unkindly  ;  "  I  speak 
right  out,  whatever  happens  to  be  in  my  mind, 
but  I  don't  mean  any  harm ;  you  are  welcome 
to  be  here,  I'm  sure." 

"I'm  very  sorry  to  be  here,  ma'am,"  said 
Caroline.  "  It  was  very  kind  in  your  husband 
to  bring  me,  but  oli !  I  would  so  much  rather 
be  at  home,"  and  now  the  tears  chased  them- 
selves rapidly  down  her  face. 

"There,  there,  don't  cry;  it  is  hard  on  you, 
that's  a  fact,  when  you  didn't  plan  it,  or  noth- 
ing.    What  became  of  all  the  rest  of  them?" 

And  then  Caroline  told,  as  steadily  and  as 
clearly  as  she  could,  the  whole  queer  little  story, 


A   SUNDAY  IN  PHILADELPHIA.         95 

and  finished  with,  "What  became  of  Rufus  and 
Fanny  Kedwin  I  can't  think ! " 

"  I  can,"  said  Mrs.'Brinker  sagely  ;  "  I  begin 
to  understand  it.  You  all  got  on  the  wrong 
train ;  then  they  got  out  for  something,  and 
came  back  and  got  on  the  right  one  at  the  last 
minute,  maybe,  and  you  staid  on  the  wrong  one 
and  came  to  Philadelphia.  It  is  too  bad !  I'm 
real  sorry  for  you,  but  you  must  make  the  best 
of  it  and  think  how  soon  to-morrow  morning 
will  be  here." 

Her  voice  had  grown  very  kind  and  comfort- 
ing, and  Caroline  dried  her  eyes  and  offered  to 
help  wash  the  dishes. 

"  I  can  do  them  alone  if  you  will  trust  me," 
she  said.  "I  wash  them  at  home  for  mother 
every  day." 

"You  do  go  about  it  in  a  business-like  way, 
that's  a  fact,"  said  Mrs.  Brinker,  watching  the 
swift-moving  fingers  with  admiring  eyes;  "I 
reckon  your  mother  understands  how  to  work, 
and  has  taught  you.  Well,  I  don't  mind  leav- 
ing them  to  you,  I'm  sure,  if  you  would  just  as 
soon  ;  though  it  is  so  queer  to  me  to  have  any 
help  that  I  hardly  know  how  to  act.  I  often 
think  about  the  time  when  my  Daisy  will  begin 


96         A   SUNDAY  IN  PHILADELPHIA. 

to  help  me ;  but  my  children  so  far  only  know 
how  to  hinder,  and  they  are  master  hands  at 
that." 

"  Is  her  name  Daisy  ?  "  said  Caroline,  catch- 
ing her  breath,  and  turning  quickly  to  look  at 
the  yellow-haired  mouse  of  a  girl,  who  kept 
close  to  her  mother,  and  looked  pale  and  tired. 
The  queer  lump  which  had  been  threatening  all 
the  morning  to  choke  Caroline,  now  arose  in 
her  throat  again,  and  she  struggled  with  the 
tears  which  wanted  to  drop  into  the  dishwater, 
as  she  said,  with  lips  which  quivered,  *'  That  is 
my  little  sister's  name." 

"  You  don't  say ! "  said  Mrs.  Brinker,  with 
instant  appreciation  and  sympathy ;  "  and  she 
is  a  little  pet  of  yours,  I  dare  say?  My!  how 
glad  she  will  be  to  see  you  to-morrow." 

It  was  a  masterly  sentence,  turning  the  cur- 
rent of  Caroline's  thoughts  from  the  distressing 
present  to  the  rose-colored  to-morrow,  and  mak- 
ing her  resolve  once  more  to  be  womanly  and 
bear  her  trouble  in  silence  and  helpfulness. 

It  was  a  busy  morning,  which  was  a  great 
comfort  in  its  way.  To  have  folded  her  hands 
and  done  nothing  would  have  been  almost  too 
much  for  Caroline.     Mrs.  Brinker  availed  her- 


A   SUNDAY  IN  PHILADELPHIA,         97 

self  of  the  opportunity  while  her  dishes  were 
being  washed  for  her,  to  wash  and  dress  the 
baby  and  cuddle  him  to  sleep.  Then  she  hur- 
ried about  the  little  room,  making  it  neat  and 
cheery  looking. 

"What  can  I  do  now?"  Caroline  asked,  as, 
having  carefully  washed  and  rinsed  her  drying 
towel  and  dish  cloth,  she  hung  them  in  the 
corner  where  her  quick  eye  saw  that  they  prob- 
ably belonged,  she  waited  before  the  lady  of 
the  house  for  her  reply. 

"I  declare  for  it,"  said  that  good  woman 
admiringly,  "you  are  just  as  neat  as  wax,  and 
no  mistake.  It  shows  what  kind  of  a  mother 
you've  got.  I  wonder  if  my  Daisy  will  ever 
show  her  bringing  up  as  plain  as  you  do? 
Well,  I  guess  you  are  tired  enough  to  sit  down 
a  spell.  Or  maybe  you  would  like  to  take  a 
little  walk  for  me  out  to  the  grocery;  it  is  just 
a  few  steps  beyond  the  corner  ?  "  Then,  catch- 
ing the  dismayed  look  on  Caroline's  face,  and 
mistaking  its  cause,  she  made  haste  to  say, 
"Perhaps  you  would  best  not;  you  might  make 
the  wrong  turn,  being  unused  to  the  city,  and 
get  lost,  and  that  would  be  just  dreadful ! 
I'm   sure    your   mother   would   never    forgive 


98         A   SUNDAY  IN  PHILADELPHIA. 

me  if  I  risked  it,  r>or  Brinker  either,  for  that 
matter." 

"  I  am  not  afraid  of  getting  lost,"  said  Caro- 
line, with  a  glow  on  her  cheeks,  "  I  cnn  gener- 
ally find  my  way ;  but,  ma'am,  I  thought  you 
had  forgotten  that  it  was  Sunday." 

"Oh!"  said  Mrs.  Brinker,  "no,  I  had  not 
forgotten  ;  you  ain't  used  to  seeing  stores  open 
on  Sunday,  I  s'pose?  They  don't  keep  open 
here,  the  best  of  'em,  and  I  don't  make  a  prac- 
tice of  buying  things  on  Sunday  ;  but  there  is  a 
little  corner  grocery  just  for  the  convenience  of 
folks  who  live  away  out  here,  and  I  sometimes 
slip  in  at  the  back  door  and  get  one  or  two  for- 
gotten things.  I'm  making  a  soup  for  our  Sunday 
dinner,  and  I  forgot  every  breath  about  a  carrot 
or  an  onion,  and  soup  isn't  worth  much  without 
those  two  things  in  it,  you  know.  If  you  will 
look  after  the  children  a  little  I'll  just  slip  down 
there  and  get  a  couple.  I  always  contrive  to 
have  a  good  dinner  on  Sunday  if  I  don't  do 
much  the  rest  of  the  week.  It  is  the  only  day 
he  is  at  home  to  eat  with  us.  I'll  take  Bubby 
along  with  me,  because  he's  so  terrible  shy  that 
like  enough  he  would  cry  and  worry  you  out  of 
your  wits;  but  Daisy  will  like  to  get  acquainted 


A    SUNDAY   IN   PHILADELPHIA.  99 

with  you,  I  guess.  Daisy  is  mother's  little 
woman  generally,  though  she  does  act  uncom- 
mon fretty  this  morning,  I'll  say  that  for  her." 

Caroline  said  no  more;  it  is  true  she  had 
been  brought  up  to  believe  that  keeping  the 
Sabbath  day  holy  was  of  much  more  conse- 
quence than  carrots  or  onions;  but  she  had  also 
been  brought  up  to  understand  that  she  must 
not  interfere  with  the  movements  of  others 
whom  she  had  no  right  to  control ;  so  she 
coaxed  the  fair-haired  Daisy,  who  looked  very 
unlike  her  own  darling  by  that  name,  to  a  seat 
on  her  lap  in  the  great  arm-chair  in  the  cor- 
ner, and  began  a  story  to  entertain  her,  while 
"  Bubby  "  stumped  away  beside  his  mother. 

"  I'll  tell  you  a  Sunday-school  lesson  story," 
she  said,  "because  this  is  Sunday,  you  know, 
and  a  great  many  little  girls  and  boys  are  in 
Sunday-school.     Don't  you  ever  go?" 

Daisy  shook  her  head.  "  When  I  get  a  big 
girl  I'm  going,"  she  explained,  "  and  I'm  going 
to  take  Bubby  and  the  baby.  I  can't  go  now 
because  mother  can't  leave  the  baby  to  take 
me,  and  I'm  too  little  to  find  the  way  alone,  and 
father  has  to  sleep  Sundays." 

Poor  little   mouse  !     What   a  revelation  of 


100       A   SUNDAY  IN  PHILADELPHIA. 

life  it  was  to  Caroline.  Sunday,  the  blessed 
day  of  the  week  to  them,  her  mother's  day  of 
leisure  and  privilege;  and  to  this  family  it 
meant  simply  a  chance  for  father  to  sleep  and 
for  the  mother  to  get  up  an  extra  dinner.  Caro- 
line was  not  a  Christian,  and  she  had  not  known 
how  precious  and  important  the  Sabbath  ser- 
vices were  to  her  until  this  day,  when  she  was 
shut  away  from  them. 

"  Wei],"  she  said,  after  a  moment's  thought, 
"  we  will  have  a  little  Sunday-school  all  by  our- 
selves ;  at  least  we  will  have  the  lesson  story. 
Do  you  know  about  Lazarus?" 

Daisy  nodded  excitedly.  "Do  you  mean 
Tommy  Lazarus  down  by  Pike  Lane  ?  He  is  a 
bad,  wicked  Jew  boy;  he  frowed  stones  at 
Bubby  and  me  one  day  when  we  wasn't  doing 
nothing  at  all,  only  just  standing  and  looking 
at  him ;  and  his  father  whipped  him  for  it,  too." 

"O,  no!"  said  Caroline,  much  shocked. 
What  would  Daisy  Bryant  have  thought  of 
such  ignorance  as  this?  "I  mean  the  Lazarus 
whose  story  is  in  the  big  Bible.  He  lived  in 
Bethany,  and  had  two  sisters,  named  Mary  and 
Martha.     Do  you  know  about  him?" 

.^'No,"  said  Daisy  j  "  was  he  a  Jew  boy,  aqc^ 


A   SUNDAY  IN  PHILADELPHIA.      101 

did  he  throw  stones?  If  he  did  I  hate  him. 
And  why  did  his  sisters  both  have  two  names 
just  the  same?" 

"Their  names  were  not  the  same,"  said  puz- 
zled Caroline.    "Why  do  you  think  they  were?" 

"  'Cause  you  said  so ;  you  said  they  was  both 
named  Mary  Martha.  I've  got  a  cousin  in  New 
York  named  Mary  Martha,  but  her  sister's  name 
is  Hannah  Jane." 

"  O,  no ! "  said  Caroline,  laughing  for  the  first 
time  since  she  had  discovered  herself  to  be  on 
the  way  to  Philadelphia,  and  beginning  to  un- 
derstand that  she  must  frame  her  sentences 
more  carefully,  "  I  did  not  mean  to  have  you 
understand  it  so;  I  mean  that  the  two  sisters 
were  named,  one  Mary,  and  the  other  Martha. 
Lazarus  was  their  grown-up  brother,  and  he  was 
good,  and  they  loved  him.  Jesus  loved  him, 
too  —  you  know  Jesus,  don't  you?" 

Daisy  nodded.  "He  is  God,  and  lives  in 
heaven,"  she  said,  in  a  grave  tone. 

"  Yes ;  but  he  used  to  live  on  earth.  He  used 
to  come  and  see  this  family  in  Bethany  very 
often,  and  he  loved  them  all.  One  day  Lazarus 
was  taken  sick ;  he  kept  growing  worse,  until  at 
[{^st  bis  sisters  sent  for  Jesus  to  gome  and  set'- 


102       A   SUNDAY  IN  PHILADELPHIA. 

him  ;  then  they  waited  and  watched,  but  he  did 
not  come,  and  at  last  Lazarus  died." 

"  My  little  brother  died,"  Daisy  volunteered 
at  this  point,  "  and  they  put  him  in  a  box  and 
dug  a  hole  in  tlie  ground,  and  put  him  in.  I 
hated  them  when  they  did  that." 

"O,  no!"  said  Caroline,  "you  must  not  feel 
so ;  it  was  only  his  body,  you  know,  that  was 
put  in  the  ground ;  little  brother's  soul  went  to 
live  with  Jesus  in  heaven.  The  sisters  had 
Lazarus  buried  in  a  grave,  and  they  cried  and 
mourned  very  much  because  he  was  gone." 

"Why  didn't  Jesus  come  when  they  sent  for 
him?"  demanded  the  listener. 

"  They  did  not  know ;  they  could  not  under- 
stand why  he  should  stay  away  when  he  loved 
Lazarus  so  much ;  but  one  day,  four  days  after 
their  brother  was  put  into  the  grave,  they  were 
sitting  with  some  friends,  who  had  come  to  tell 
them  how  soriy  they  were  for  them,  when  some 
one  brought  word  that  Jesus  was  coming  along 
the  road  which  led  into  the  village." 

"Humph!"  said  this  little  skeptic;  "great 
good  in  his  coming  then  !  I  wouldn't  have  said 
a  word  to  Him,  I  would  have  been  so  mad  to 
think  He  did  not  come  when  I  wanted  Him." 


CHAPTER   VIIL 


NIGHT    WORK. 


I 


li^OR  a  moment  Caroline  was  silent.  She  felt 
greatly  shocked  over  such  words  as  these 
from  almost  baby  lips.  It  was  so  utterly  differ- 
ent from  her  own  little  Daisy's  manner  of  speech. 
She  rallied,  however,  remembering  how  little 
opportunity  this  Daisy  had  to  learn,  and  said 
earnestly,  "That  would  have  been  a  naughty 
way  to  feel ;  because  you  told  me,  remember, 
that  Jesus  was  God,  and  of  course  he  knew  just 
when  to  come;  and  he  always  does  what  is 
right.  Martha  went  out  as  quickly  as  she  could 
to  meet  him,  and  in  a  few  minutes  she  went 
back  for  Mary  and  told  her  Jesus  wanted  to 
see  her.  The  friends  who  were  calling  on  her, 
when  they  saw  Mary  hurry  away,  decided  that 
she  had  gone  to  her  brother's  grave,  and  they 
followed  to  try  to  comfort  her.  So  pretty  soon 
they  all  stood  by  the  grave.  It  was  not  like 
103 


104  NIGHT  WORK. 

the  graves  in  our  cemeteries,  but  was  more  like 
a  little  stone  liouse  with  a  door,  and  a  great 
stone  rolled  against  it.  Jesus  told  them  to  take 
away  the  stone,  and  this  frightened  Martha; 
she  did  not  want  to  see  her  dead  brother.  She 
began  to  explain  to  Jesus  how  dreadful  it  would 
be,  and  he  told  her  that  her  brother  should  live 
again.  She  did  not  understand  what  he  meant, 
and  the  plainer  he  spoke  to  her  the  more  she 
did  not  understand,  until  suddenly  he  turned 
to  the  grave  and  said,  speaking  in  a  loud  voice, 
'  Lazarus,  come  forth.'  And  that  dead  man 
heard  him  and  came  out  of  the  grave ! " 

"  Oh  !  oh !  "  said  Daisy,  her  eyes  large  and  her 
voice  grave  and  reproachful,  "you  didn't  ought 
to  tell  wicked  stories.  Dead  folks  can't  hear, 
and  they  can't  walk,  nor  move,  nor  nothing ! " 

"They  can  hear  one  voice,"  said  Caroline 
earnestly.  "  When  Jesus  speaks  even  dead 
men  hear  and  obey  him." 

Daisy  looked  grave  and  skeptical. 

"  Are  you  sure  it  is  a  true  story  ?  "  she  asked. 

"  O,  yes!"  said  Caroline,  "it  is  every  word 
true;  it  is  in  the  Bible,  you  know,  and  God 
told  people  what  to  write  in  the  Bible." 

Daisy  gave  a  long  sigh,  and  said  sorrowfully : 


NIGHT    WORK,  105 

"I  just  wish  Jesus  had  been  here  when  my 
little  brother  died.  I  called  him  and  called 
him,  and  he  wouldn't  answer  at  all ;  and  mother 
said  he  couldn't." 

"He  will  some  day,"  said  Caroline  confi- 
dently; "Jesus  will  call  his  body  out  of  the 
grave,  and  he  will  rise  up  just  as  Lazarus  did." 

The  conversation  was  interrupted  by  the 
return  of  Mrs.  Brinker  from  tlie  corner  grocery 
with  her  carrots  and  onions.  Preparations  for 
the  dinner  now  went  on  briskly.  It  was  an 
excellent  dinner.  Caroline,  who  had  never  in 
her  own  home  seen  such  bustle  of  preparation 
for  a  Sunday  dinner,  could  not  help  enjoying 
it  heartily ;  for  by  the  time  it  was  ready  she 
was  very  hungry,  the  little  she  had  eaten  at 
breakfast  time  having  long  since  been  digested. 

It  was  not  a  very  quiet  meal.  The  baby 
awoke  at  just  the  wrong  moment,  feeling  very 
cross  and  unhappy,  and  "  Bubby "  clung  to  his 
mother's  dress,  and  wanted  to  be  held  and 
petted  as  much  as  the  baby  did  ;  but  at  last  he 
was  persuaded  to  go  to  sleep,  and  the  baby  too 
dropped  off  into  another  doze,  so  quiet  was 
restored.  Mrs.  Brinker  chose  the  opportunity 
to  propose  her  plan. 


106  NIGHT   WORK. 

"It  is  dreadful  dull  for  you  staying  in  the 
house  all  day ;  don't  you  want  him  to  take  you 
for  a  walk?  It  will  be  your  only  chance  to  see 
the  city." 

Caroline's  face  flushed,  and  for  a  moment  she 
hardly  knew  what  to  say,  especially  as  the  con- 
ductor was  looking  at  her  in  a  very  earnest, 
expectant  way. 

"O,  no,  I  thank  you!"  she  stammered,  "I 
would  much  rather  stay  here  and  help  you." 

But  the  kind-hearted  woman  urged  her 
scheme.  "I  don't  need  a  bit  of  help,"  she 
said;  "you  helped  me  so  much  this  morning 
that  I'm  not  half  so  tired  as  usual,  and  now 
♦  Bubby  and  the  baby  are  both  asleep.  My  little 
one  here  will  help  mother.  It  is  a  shame  for 
you  to  come  all  the  way  to  Philadelphia  and 
not  see  any  of  it.  Don't  you  say  so,  Brinker? 
Why  don't  you  urge  her  to  go  ?  You  can  take 
her  as  well  as  not,  can't  you  ?  " 

"  I'll  take  her  in  a  jiffy  if  she  says  so,"  de- 
clared Mr.  Brinker,  "and  like  nothing  better 
than  to  see  her  eyes  when  I  show  her  the  sights, 
but  I  don't  want  to  urge  her  against  her  will ; 
she  has  ideas,  has  this  young  woman,  mother." 

Some  way  this  sentence  helped  Caroline  to 


NIGHT    WORE.  107 

speak  out  her  real  reason  for  declining  the  walk. 

"  If  you  please,  Mrs.  Brinker,  mother  never 
likes  us  to  take  walks  on  Sunday,  so  we  never 
go  when  we  are  at  home." 

"Oh!"  said  Mrs.  Brinker,  looking  astonished, 
"is  that  so?  Why,  what  liarm  can  it  do  to 
walk  quietly  along  a  street  minding  your  own 
business  ?  It  seems  to  me  a  nice,  quiet  way  of 
spending  Sunday  —  enough  sight  better  than  a 
great  many  ways  I  know  of  —  but  then,  of 
course  you  don't  want  to  do  anything  that  your 
mother  doesn't  like,  being  you  are  away  from 
her;  I  know  just  how  you  feel.  Well,  I'll  tell 
you,  Brinker  might  take  you  to  the  three  o'clock 
Sunday-school;  it  is  but  little  more  than  time, 
and  that  is  not  far  from  here ;  they  sing  beau- 
tifully. I  have  promised  Daisy  and  Bubby  they 
shall  go  as  soon  as  ever  Baby  is  old  enough  to 
be  taken  along.  You  would  like  that  now, 
wouldn't  you  ?  " 

Poor  Caroline  looked  down  at  her  torn  and 
soiled  dress  in  dismay.  It  seemed  rude  to  re- 
fuse such  well-meant  kindness ;  but  how  was  it 
possible  for  a  neat  girl  like  her,  who  never  ap- 
peared in  the  streets  of  her  own  town  in  other 
than  a  very  tasteful   dress,  to  go  to   Sunday- 


108  NIGHT  WORK. 

school  in  a  great  city  in  a  dress  which  had  been 
nutting  the  day  before,  to  say  nothing  of  the 
many  disasters  it  had  met  with?  As  she  looked 
down  at  herself  she  decided  that  it  really  was 
not  to  be  thought  of. 

"O,  I  cannot,"  she  said  desperately,  "look  at 
my  dress;  it  is  torn  and  soiled,  and  it  is  not  my 
Sunday  dress  even  at  home ;  it  would  not  be 
decent  to  go  to  Sunday-school  in  such  a  plight." 

"  You  look  enough  sight  better  than  plenty 
who  will  be  there,"  said  Mrs.  Brinker  signifi- 
cantly. "It  is  a  mission  school,  you  know,  and 
they  do  not  pay  much  attention  to  clothes;  lots 
of  them  don't,  but  then  they  are  not  your  sort. 
Well,  I  don't  see  but  what  you  will  have  to 
stay  in  the  house  all  day,  then." 

"O,  yes!"  said  Caroline,  relieved,  "I  can  as 
well  as  not."  Then  a  briorht  thougjht  came  to 
her.  "Mrs.  Brinker,  could  not  you  and  Mr^ 
Brinker  go  to  Sunday-school?  I  can  do  the 
dishes.  I  will  make  everything  nice,  and  Daisy 
and  I  can  take  care  of  the  children,  I  am  sure." 

Husband  and  wife  exchanged  glances,  and 
Mrs.  Brinker  laughed  a  sort  of  shy  laugh,  her 
cheeks  growing  almost  as  red  as  Caroline's. 

"Brinker  and  I  haven't  been  to  Sunday-school 


NIGHT   WORK.  109 

for  a  dozen  years  at  l^ast,"  she  said ;  "  we 
wouldn't  know  how  to  act,  would  we,  John? 
Not  but  what  I'd  like  a  breath  of  fresh  air  well 
enough,  and  the  queerness  of  taking  a  walk 
with  him,  and  without  any  children  to  look 
after,  would  be  something  to  remember." 

"All  right,"  said  Mr.  Brinker  briskly,  "let's 
go.  I  don't  mind  going  to  Sunday-school  again. 
I  used  to  like  it  right  well  when  I  was  a  young- 
ster. Get  on  your  things,  Molly,  and  let's  try 
it.  She  will  manage  the  work  and  the  young- 
sters too,  I  haven't  a  doubt.  She's  a  wide- 
awake, capable  young  woman ;  I  saw  that  this 
morning,  as  soon  as  I  began  to  talk  with  her." 

They  walked  away  at  last,  great  satisfaction 
visible  on  the  conductor's  face,  and  the  two 
who  were  left  in  charge  began  a  vigorous  attack 
on  the  dishes.  It  was  a  very  easy  matter  to 
dispose  of  those ;  Caroline  was  perfectly  at 
home  with  dishes,  and  really  enjoyed  reducing 
everything  to  perfect  order,  giving  object  les- 
sons to  little  Daisy  at  the  same  time,  as  to  the 
best  ways  of  working.  It  was  another  matter 
when  Baby  awoke,  and,  despite  everything  the 
two  could  do  or  say,  screamed  himself  hoarse. 

"  I  never  knew  him  to  be  so  naughty,"  said 


110  NIGHT   WORK. 

Daisy,  with  a  grave  fgipe.  "  It  can't  be  because 
he  is  afraid  ;  he  isn't  half  so  afraid  of  folks  as 
Bubby  is.  What  do  you  suppose  makes  his 
cheeks  so  red  ?    Is  it  because  he  cried  so  hard  ?  " 

"It  may  be,"  said  Caroline  anxiously,  "but 
I'm  afraid  it  is  because  he  has  a  fever." 

"O,  dear!"  said  Daisy,  "mother  is  always 
scared  when  any  of  us  have  a  fever,  because 
that  is  what  ailed  little  brother  when  he  died. 
Isn't  it  most  time  for  mother  to  come  ?  " 

"  I  think  so,"  said  Caroline,  moving  the  baby 
from  one  shoulder  to  the  other,  and  trying  every 
device  she  could  think  of  to  quiet  him.  "  Never 
mind,  Daisy,"  she  said,  between  the  screams, 
trying  to  smile  on  the  troubled  little  girl, 
"babies  often  have  a  little  fever  when  they  are 
cutting  their  teeth,  and  it  doesn't  make  them 
sick,  only  uncomfortable." 

Certainly  if  this  baby  was  uncomfortable  he 
did  his  best  to  make  them  so,  and  succeeded. 
By  the  time  Daisy,  who,  after  vainly  trying  to 
get  his  attention,  had  retired  to  the  window, 
called  out  joyfully,  "  There  they  come  ! "  Caro- 
line was  thoroughly  tired  and  a  little  alarmed ; 
she  had  had  some  experience  with  sick  children, 
and  was  afraid  this  baby  was  sick. 


NIGHT   WORK.  Ill 

"Mercy  sake!"  said  Mrs.  Brinker,  bustling 
in,  "  what  is  the  matter  with  Baby  ?  How  he 
does  cry,  though  !  Has  he  been  going  on  like 
this  ever  since  I've  been  gone  ?  Dear  heart ! 
mother  ought  to  have  known  better  than  to 
leave  him,  and  he  getting  two  great  double 
teeth!  Daisy,  child,  why  didn't  you  try  to 
amuse  him?" 

"  I  did,"  said  Daisy,  coming  forward ;  "  I 
played  'peek'  and  'bow-wow'  and  everything, 
and  he  wouldn't  notice  at  all ;  and  she  says  she 
guesses  he  has  a  fever." 

"  What  ? "  said  Mrs.  Brinker,  alarmed  in  an 
instant,  and  almost  throwing  her  bonnet  in  her 
haste  to  get  the  baby  into  her  arms. 

"  Poor  little  fellow  !  "  she  said,  as  the  weary 
child  laid  his  tired  head  on  her  shoulder  and 
hushed  his  cries  into  low  sobs;  "he  has  got  a 
fever,  John,  as  sure  as  the  world.  O,  dear  me! 
I  hope  he's  not  going  to  be  sick,  and  you  going 
out  to-night,  too." 

"Why,  a  fever  is  not  anything  to  be  scared 
at  when  a  baby  is  teething,"  said  the  father, 
and  Mrs.  Brinker  assented  to  this,  but  declared 
that  he  had  not  been  like  himself  all  day. 

"And  I  don't  know  what  to  make  of  Bubby^ 


112  NIGHT   WORK. 

either,"  she  said ;  "  he  never  sleeps  all  day  like 
this;  he's  been  asleep  the  biggest  part  of  the 
day,  but  then  he  was  wakeful  in  the  night,  and 
I  suppose  he's  making  up." 

"O,  yes!"  said  the  father;  "he's  all  right,  I 
guess,  only  tired  out." 

In  this  way  father  and  mother  tried  to  reassure 
each  other,  and  succeeded.  As  for  the  baby,  he 
seemed  to  have  found  what  he  wanted.  The 
minute  his  head  touched  his  mother's  shoulder 
he  dozed  off  to  sleep  again,  merely  giving  strug- 
gling little  sobs  occasionally  as  a  reminder  of 
the  sea  of  troubles  through  which  he  had  come. 

"  Poor  little  fellow ! "  said  Mrs.  Brinker ;  "  I 
ought  not  to  have  left  him.  I  never  do ;  but 
then  1  don't  get  a  chance.  It  was  most  dread- 
ful nice,  and  that's  a  fact.  I  haven't  been  out 
walkins:  with  John  before  in  —  I  don't  know 
when.  Three  are  so  many  to  take,  for  decent 
people,  who  don't  go  pleasuring  on  Sunday ; 
that  is  the  only  day  we  have,  and  only  a  piece 
of  that.  He  has  got  to  go  out  to-night  at  six 
o'clock.  He  doesn't  generally  have  to  go  Sun- 
day nights,  but  this  is  extra  work  because  some 
of  the  men  are  sick.  I  wish  he  didn't  have  to 
go  to-night.     I  declare,  it  ;s  going  on  to  ^y§ 


NIGHT   WORK.  113 

now,  isn't  it?  how  fast  this  afternoon  has  gone! 
Well,  we  had  a  lovely  time.  We  went  to  the 
Sunday-school,  and  the  singing  was  just  heav- 
enly. They  gave  us  a  book,  and  John  sang 
with  the  best  of  them ;  he's  a  tine  singer,  my 
husband  is." 

"Sho!"said  the  husband,  from  a  distant  cor- 
ner, where  he  was  struggling  with  a  pair  of 
boots  which  were  rather  small,  "  that  will  do 
for  you  to  say." 

"  It's  true,  for  all  that,"  said  the  woman,  in 
an  admiring  tone,  "  if  I  do  say  it  that  shouldn't. 
I'm  glad  I  have  a  chance  to  hear  your  voice 
once  more ;  if  I  don't  go  again  till  Baby  is  old 
enough  to  walk  there  between  us,  I'll  remember 
this  day.  John,  as  soon  as  ever  I  can  get  this 
baby  sound  enough  to  put  down  I'll  make  you 
a  cup  of  tea  to  hearten  you  up  for  to-night." 

On  hearing  this  Caroline  was  on  the  alert. 
Mr.  Brinker  protested  that  he  did  not  think  it 
was  necessary,  that  he  had  eaten  a  good  dinner, 
and  plenty  of  it.  Nevertheless  he  did  justice 
to  the  supper  which  was  presently  ready  for 
him,  and  went  away  at  last  in  haste,  declaring 
that  no  day  was  ever  so  short  before. 

^'I'U  be  home  in  time  for  the  ten  o'clock  ruUj 


1.14  NIGHT   WORK. 

little  woman,"  he  said  to  Caroline,  "  never  you 
fear.  I  get  in  at  daylight,  and  have  three  good 
hours  before  ray  train  goes  out.  Good-by,  all 
of  you ;  sleep  hearty  and  dream  of  to-morrow. 
I  won't  run  the  risk  of  waking  Bubby  by  kiss- 
ing him,  for  fear  you'll  have  him  on  your  hands 
before  you're  ready  for  him." 

Caroline  was  once  more  washing  the  dishes, 
and  Mrs.  Brinker  was  trying  to  hush  the  baby, 
who  showed  a  constant  tendency  to  moan  and 
cry,  when  Bubby  awoke,  coughing  and  crying, 
arousing  the  baby  to  screams  again,  and  for  the 
next  hour  there  were  trying  times. 

"Dear,  dear!"  said  Mrs.  Brinker,  as  she 
turned  from  the  baby,  who  had  at  last  allowed 
her  to  lay  him  down,  to  feel  of  Bubby's  flushed 
cheeks,  for  he  too  had  at  last  been  quieted,  "I 
don't  know  what  is  the  matter,  I'm  sure.  Bubby 
is  in  quite  a  fever,  too,  and  he  never  goes  on 
like  this.  He  must  be  sick.  He  hasn't  any 
teeth  coming  to  lay  it  to,  and  he  doesn't  up 
and  have  a  fever  over  the  least  little  thing  as 
some  children  do.  I'm  just  afraid  he  is  real 
sick,  and  the  baby,  too ;  I  never  did  see  them 
both  cut  up  like  this  unless  something  was  the 
matter^     I  wish  I  hadn't  let  Brinker  go !     But 


NIGHT   WORK.  115 

there,  I  couldn't  have  helped  myself  if  I  had 
wanted  to.  That  is  the  trouble  with  railroad 
men;  they've  got  to  go  just  at  the  minute,  no 
matter  what  is  happening  at  home  ;  but  I  would 
give  a  dollar  if  he  was  here  now." 

**  What  would  he  do  ?  "  asked  Caroline  gravely, 
for  she  too  felt  a  heavy  responsibility  resting 
upon  her.  The  more  she  looked  at  Baby  in  his 
heavy  sleep,  and  saw  his  fever-flushed  face  and 
remembered  his  heavy  eyes,  the  more  sure  she 
felt  that  the  mother  was  right,  and  the  child 
was  going  to  be  sick. 

"Why,  I'd  advise  with  him  about  sending 
for  the  doctor,"  said  the  mother  anxiously. 
"  We  don't  send  for  him  every  other  hitch,  as 
some  do,  it  counts  up  so,  and  I'm  not  a  nervous 
woman,  and  know  how  to  take  care  of  children, 
but  ever  since  our  little  boy  died  I've  been 
anxious  over  a  fever ;  he  died  with  fever,  you 
see,  and  some  way  I  seem  to  feel  that  if  Brinker 
were  here  now  he  would  advise  that  we  have 
the  doctor  look  in  and  see  if  there  was  anything 
to  worry  about." 

"Where  does  the  doctor  live,  Mrs.  Brinker?" 

"Why,  quite  a  piece  from  here,  and  I  don't 
know  how  I'd  get  him,  I'm  sure,  if  I  made  up 


116  NIGHT  WORK. 

my  mind  ;  for  my  neighbor,  who  does  errands 
for  me  sometimes,  is  gone  away  down-town  to 
a  meeting  to-night;  the  whole  of  them  went 
and  locked  up  their  house.  They  told  me  they 
were  going  when  I  came  home,  and  they  were 
to  take  the  half-past  six  car,  so  they  are  gone ; 
and  there  isn't  anybody  else." 

"Couldn't  I  go?" 

"  Why,  you  do  not  know  the  way,  though  to 
be  sure  it  is  just  a  straight  road  with  only  one 
turn ;  but  then  folks  take  the  wrong  turn  in  a 
strange  place  sometimes  in  broad  daylight,  and 
if  anything  should  happen  to  you  I'd  never  for- 
give myself,  let  alone  being  forgiven  by  your 
mother." 

"  Jhere  won't  anything  happen  to  me,"  said 
Caroline,  rising  to  the  occasion ;  "  it  is  too  early 
in  the  evening  to  be  afraid,  and  my  mother 
always  told  me  to  do  what  looked  as  though  it 
ought  to  be  done,  if  I  could.  I  can  keep  a 
straight  road  and  make  one  turn,  I  should  hope. 
Please  tell  me  just  how  to  go,  Mrs.  Brinker,  and 
I  will  try  it." 

"I  don't  like  to  have  you,"  said  Mrs.  Brinker, 
going  to  the  window  and  looking  out ;  "  it  isn't 
dark,  to  be  sure,"  she  said,  "with   the  street 


NIGHT   WOBK.  117 

lamps  all  lighted,  and  there  are  policemen 
pretty  thick  up  this  way;  but  then,  to  be  out 
in  a  big  city  at  seven  o'clock  and  after,  for  a 
little  strange  girl  from  the  country,  is  almost 
too  much.  I  might  send  Daisy  with  you,  onh' 
she  has  a  cold  and  is  hoarse ;  she  knows  exactly 
where  the  doctor  lives,  but  she  gets  cold  awful 
easy." 

"  It  would  not  do  for  her  to  go,"  said  Caro- 
line. "I  know  I  can  find  my  way,  Mrs.  Brinker, 
and  I  know  mother  would  want  me  to  try  when 
there  was  such  an  errand  as  this  to  be  done." 

"  Well,"  said  Mrs.  Brinker,  coming  back  from 
another  look  at  Baby's  face,  and  an  attempt  to 
feel  the  bounding  pulse  at  his  wrist  which  did 
not  serve  to  comfort  lier,  "I  don't  know  what 
to  make  of  Baby's  having  such  a  fever,  and 
that's  a  fact.  And  I'd  like  dreadful  well  to 
have  the  doctor  step  in,  because  when  little 
Ruble  was  sick  he  said,  '  Mrs.  Brinker,  you  lost 
twenty-four  valuable  hours  before  you  sent  for 
me.'  Those  were  the  very  words  he  said,  and 
I  never  forgot  them.  For  nights  after  Ruble 
died  I'd  lie  awake,  and  all  I  could  seem  to  think 
or  try  to  say  were  those  words,  '  You  have  lost 
twenty-four  valuable   hours.'     But   maybe  we 


118  NIGHT   WORK. 

better  wait  a  little  and  see  how  things  look, 
and  if  Baby  isn't  better  after  awhile,  why,  then 
if  you  are  a  mind  to  try  it,  Fll  tell  you  exactly 
where  Dr.  Forsy the  lives." 

"That  would  only  be  losing  some  more  time," 
said  Caroline  ;  "  besides,  it  will  be  getting  later 
all  the  while.  I  think,  Mrs.  Brinker,  I  would 
better  go  right  away ;  the  baby  looks  to  me 
as  though  he  needed  some  medicine." 

While  she  spoke  she  fastened  her  hat,  and 
took  her  sacque  down  from  its  hook  behind  the 
door.  Mrs.  Brinker  drew  a  long  sigh,  partly  of 
anxiety  and  partly  of  relief,  as  she  said : 

"Well,  if  you  will  do  it  1  suppose  it  cannot 
be  helped,  though  I  don't  know  what  Brinker 
will  say  to  my  allowing  it ;  but  for  the  matter 
of  that  I  don't  know  what  he  would  say  to  the 
baby  being  sick  and  me  not  having  a  doctor. 
I'll  tell  you  just  exactly  where  he  lives,  and  you 
cannot  miss  it  if  you  try." 

A  few  minutes  more  and  Caroline,  her  heart 
beating  hard  and  fast,  was  alone  on  the  streets 
of  the  great  city.  What  would  Ben  think  of 
that?  And  oh!  above  all,  what  would  her 
mother  say  if  she  knew  it  ? 


CHAPTER  IX. 


WAITING. 


I  \0  you  remember  where  we  left  Ben  Bryant 
-^-^  and  Mr.  Holden?  Actually  that  long, 
long  night  wore  away,  and  the  gray  dawn  of  the 
early  Sabbath  morning  stole  over  the  world  with- 
out their  having  been  able  to  find  the  right  person 
to  give  them  a  clue  to  the  possible  whereabouts 
of  the  one  they  sought.  The  nearest  approach 
to  it  had  been  the  confident  statement  of  one 
of  the  train  switchmen  :  "  Depend  upon  it,  she 
got  on  to  the  wrong  train  somehow.  I  dunno 
how  they  do  it,  but  they  do  such  things  some- 
times, and  you  can't  make  head  nor  tail  to  it  — 
how  they  could  have  done  it,  nor  what  they  did, 
anyhow  —  but  it  all  comes  out  right  in  the  end." 
It  was  this  faint  hope  which  brought  both 
Ben  and  the  minister  to  the  station  again  just 
as  the  morning  was  breaking,  with  a  faint  idea 
of  telegraphing  somewhere  to  learn  about  pos- 
119 


120  WAITING. 

sible  mistakes  in  trains.  Ben  had  been  home 
to  see  how  Daisy  was  doing,  and  had  said  every- 
thing comforting  he  could  to  his  mother,  taking 
pains  to  explain  to  her  how  many  people  had 
said  that  of  course  Line  was  safe  somewhere, 
because  it  simply  was  not  possible  that  any- 
thing very  terrible  could  have  happened  to  her 
in  so  short  a  time.  And  his  mother,  white  to 
her  very  lips,  had  yet  smiled  on  him  and  told 
him  he  was  a  brave,  faithful  boy,  and  her  com- 
fort ;  then  had  said  earnestly : 

"We  must  pray,  Ben ;  pray  as  we  never  have 
before ;  it  is  our  only  refuge." 

Then  Ben,  almost  choking  to  keep  back  his 
tears,  had  rushed  out  again  into  the  night ;  but 
before  joining  Mr.  Holden  he  had  gone  around 
to  the  little  shed  where  they  kept  wood  and 
coal,  and  bowing  there  in  the  darkness,  had 
prayed  as  he  felt  sure  he  never  prayed  before. 
A  little  later  he  stood  beside  Mr.  Holden,  list- 
ening while  that  gentleman  asked  questions  of 
the  telegraph  operator. 

"Your  best  plan  will  be  to  wait  till  the  morn- 
ing express  comes  in  from  Elizabethtown,"  ex- 
plained that  official.  "  The  men  who  come  in 
then  are  regular  railroad  hands,  and  know  all 


WAITING.  121 

that  goes  on ;  if  there  was  any  mixing  up  of 
trains  last  night  they  can  tell  you  all  about 
them,  and  they  will  know  the  conductors  of 
the  different  trains  and  where  to  reach  them; 
it  will  be  along  in  thirty  minutes.  I  don't  see 
anything  for  you  but  to  wait  until  then." 

"Waiting,  is  the  hardest  part  of  what  we 
have  had  to  do  all  night,  isn't  it,  Ben,  my  boy?" 
said  Mr.  Holden,  turning  with  a  sympathizing 
smile,  and  resting  his  head  on  the  boy's  shoul- 
der. Some  way  the  kindly  act  and  word  seemed 
to  take  away  every  vestige  of  Ben's  self-control ; 
he  had  never  fainted  in  his  life,  but  the  room 
began  to  swim  about  in  a  strange  fashion,  and 
if  he  had  not  clutched  one  of  the  pillars  which 
supported  the  building  he  would  have  fallen  to 
the  floor;  as  it  was,  he  struggled  and  swallowed, 
and  told  himself  that  he  would  not  fall,  and  he 
would  get  over  this  dizziness  without  letting 
anybody  know  about  it;  that  he  was  a  miserable 
baby,  not  fit  to  be  trusted  to  take  care  of  his 
mother!  And  the  thought  of  his  mother  brought 
back  the  blood  to  its  place  and  its  duty.  In  a 
minute  or  two  more  he  was  able  to  turn  and 
ask,  almost  in  a  natural  tone  of  voice : 

"  What  time  is  it  now,  Mr.  Plolden  ?  "     And 


122  WAITIJSIG. 

Mr.  Holden  drew  his  watch  and  carefully  noted 
the  time,  as  though  Ben  had  a  chronometer 
which  needed  regulating  at  that  moment.  It 
was  just  at  that  moment  that  the  telegraph 
operator  said,  "Mr.  Holden,  this  way  if  you 
please."  Mr.  Holden  and  Ben  started  ^  though 
it  had  been  one  pair  of  feet  that  bor^  them  both. 

"  What  is  it  ?"  said  Mr.  Holden. 

"Nothing,  sir,"  said  the  operator,  eying  Ben 
anxiously,  "  only  there  is  a  dispatch  coming  for 
Mrs.  Bryant."  This  in  a  lower  tone,  intended 
only  for  the  minister's  ears. 

"Give  it  to  me  at  once,"  said  Ben,  in  a  voice 
that  he  did  not  recognize  as  his  own.  And 
Mr.  Holden  said  quietly,  "We  keep  nothing 
from  Ben,  Mr.  West ;  he  is  his  mother's  depen- 
dence." And  then  Ben  knew  he  must  bear 
whatever  was  coming,  for  his  mother's  sake. 

"Hurrah!"  said  the  operator,  with  sudden 
change  of  voice;  "listen  to  this:  *  Little  girl 
safe  —  took  wrong  train  —  will  be  in  on  the  ten 
o'clock  run  from  this  city.' " 

"What  city?"  asked  Mr.  Holden,  as  Ben 
leaned  against  the  pillar  again  for  support. 

"The  dispatch  is  dated  at  Philadelphia  and 
sent  by  the   conductor   of  No.  11.     Caroline 


WAITING.  123 

must  have  made  connection  with  his  train  some- 
how. I  don't  understand  it,  but  when  the 
morning  express  gets  in  the  conductor  can  tell 
you  how  it  was." 

It  was  a  strange  Sunday ;  for  the  first  time 
in  their  remembrance  none  of  the  Bryant  family 
went  to  church.  Daisy  was  still  hoarse,  and 
Mrs.  Bryant  was  too  anxious  to  leave  her,  as 
well  as  too  weary  from  her  night's  vigil  to 
attend.  As  for  Ben,  he  felt  sure  he  could  not 
sit  still  and  at  the  same  time  keep  awake. 

"  You  ought  not  to  try  to  keep  awake,"  the 
mother  said  compassionately,  as  she  looked  at 
his  haggard  face.  "Poor  boy!  a  night's  watch- 
ing and  anxiety  have  told  upon  you." 

"  Never  mind,"  said  Ben,  "  everything  is  all 
right;  Line  will  be  home  to-morrow.  Just  to 
think  of  her  being  in  Philadelphia,  mother ! 
Do  you  suppose  she  will  go  to  church  ?  " 

Mrs.  Bryant  shook  her  head.  "You  forget 
what  dress  and  hat  she  has,  my  son." 

"  Sure  enough !  and  her  dress  was  torn  and 
soiled  ;  but  then,  I  believe  if  I  were  there  in 
this  jacket  and  trousers  I  should  go." 

"Caroline  will  not,"  said  her  mother  posi- 
sitively,  "and   I  cannot   blame  her.     She  has 


124  WAITING. 

at  least  been  able  always  to  be  neat  in  her 
dress." 

Ben,  at  his  mother's  suggestion,  took  a  long 
nap,  then  took  his  turn  in  caring  for  and  inter- 
esting Daisy ;  and  they  all  occupied  themselves 
more  or  less  with  questions  such  as  these :  "  I 
wonder  what  Line  is  doing  now?"  "Where 
do  you  think  she  can  be  staying  all  day?" 
"  Do  you  suppose  she  is  very  lonesome  ?  " 

On  the  whole,  they  were  all  glad  when  the 
day  was  done,  and  they  could  retire  to  rest, 
saying  to  themselves  as  they  closed  their  eyes, 
"  Caroline  will  be  here  to-morrow." 

"  It  isn't  as  though  I  had  sent  her  away  on  a 
visit,  with  everything  about  her  in  order  and 
comfortable,"  Mrs.  Bryant  told  herself,  as  she 
rested  her  weary  head  on  her  pillow  ;  "  it  is  the 
unnaturalness  of  the  whole  thing,  and  the  terri- 
ble suspense  connected  with  it.  What  a  night 
it  was!"  and  she  shuddered  over  the  mere 
thought  of  it,  and  felt  as  though  when  once 
her  mother  arras  were  closed  about  her  darling, 
she  could  never  let  her  go  away  from  them 
again. 

Monday  was  easier.  The  necessity  for  work- 
ing all  day  which  was  upon  them  made  the  time 


WAITING.  125 

pass  more  rapidly.  By  five  o'clock  in  the  after- 
noon Mrs.  Bryant  and  Daisy  were  dressed  for 
the  station,  and  waiting  for  Ben. 

"I  am  so  glad  I  am  well  enough  to  go,"  Daisy 
said  gleefully.  "  Mother,  it  is  real  good  that  I 
didn't  get  very  sick,  isn't  it?  It  would  have 
been  so  hard  for  Line  not  to  see  me  as  soon  as 
she  got  off  the  train." 

"  Yes,  indeed ! "  said  Mrs.  Bryant,  stooping 
to  kiss  her  fair  little  daughter;  "we  have  a 
great  deal  to  be  thankful  for.  If  Line  had 
found  you  coughing  and  feverish  it  would  have 
been  very  hard  for  her.  I  am  afraid  she  has 
worried  a  great  deal  about  you.  You  are  so 
liable  to  take  a  severe  cold  when  you  get  your 
feet  wet,  it  seems  like  a  special  Providence  that 
you  escaped." 

Then  came  Ben,  in  hot  haste.  "  Hurry  up, 
mother,  please,"  he  said  breathlessly;  "we  shall 
have  to  walk  briskly  to  be  in  time  for  the  train. 
It  seemed  as  though  I  was  never  going  to  get 
away.     Everybody  wanted  something  extra." 

However,  they  arrived  at  the  station  ten  min- 
utes before  the  train  was  due,  and  learned  that 
it  was  fifteen  minutes  late. 

"Never  mind,"  said  Ben,  to  Daisy's   disap- 


126  WAITING. 

pointed  look,  "twenty-five  minutes  isn't  long 
to  wait.  Think  of  hours  and  hours !  That  is 
where  I  stood  when  the  man  was  telling  Mr. 
Holden  all  about  —  he  didn't  know  what  might 
have  happened;  some  of  the  things  seemed 
hard.  I  had  to  lean  against  the  pillars  to  keep 
me  from  tumbling  over.  I  was  so  scared  at  my 
own  thoughts.  Then  I  went  and  stood  outside 
in  the  cold  and  leaned  against  the  door ;  some 
of  the  time  I  couldn't  breathe  inside.  Oh!  it 
was  a  night  to  remember  for  a  good  while." 

"Poor  Ben  .'"said  Daisy  pityingly.  "Mother 
and  I  had  a  hard  time  too.  I  felt  so  sorry  for 
mother;  you  can't  think!  Some  of  the  time  I 
couldn't  decide  whether  it  would  be  better  to 
be  hoarse  and  cough,  and  so  give  her  something 
real  hard  to  think  about,  and  keep  her  from 
wondering  about  Line,  or  whether  it  would  be 
better  to  be  real  well  and  not  give  her  aa 
anxious  hour." 

Ben  broke  into  a  merry  laugh. 

"  Could  you  arrange  to  do  whichever  you  de- 
cided would  be  the  best  for  mother?"  he  asked. 

"Why,  no,"  said  Daisy  slowly,  "of  course 
not ;  only  I  could  keep  back  the  cough  a  little, 
you  know,  and  not  talk,  to  show  I  was  hoarse, 


WAITING.  127 

or  I  could  cough  and  let  her  think  about  that 
for  a  while,  and  I  didn't  know  which  was  best." 

"And  which  did  you  do,  Daisy?  It  was  as 
perplexing  a  situation  as  I  ever  heard  of." 

"  Why,  at  last  I  decided  to  be  just  myself, 
and  not  try  to  make  believe  anything,  and  ask 
God  to  help  her  bear  it  all." 

"  That  was  a  wise  little  woman,"  said  Ben, 
unable  to  resist  kissing  the  somewhat  pale  cheek 
of  his  darling,  even  though  they  were  in  the 
station  and  several  people  were  looking  at  them. 

"There  comes  Mr.  Holden,"  said  Daisy,  as 
the  door  opened  for  the  twentieth  time  since 
they  stood  there.  "I  wonder  if  he  has  come 
to  meet  Line?"  It  appeared  that  he  had.  He 
came  over  to  them  and  shook  hands  all  around, 
and  asked  particularly  after  Daisy,  telling  her 
she  was  the  most  sensible  little  woman  he  knew, 
to  decide  to  get  well,  and  be  on  hand  to  wel- 
come her  sister  home.  Several  other  people 
came  over  and  shook  hands  with  Mrs.  Bryant. 
Some  whom  she  did  not  suppose  knew  who  she 
was,  inquired  kindly  after  Caroline,  and  told 
her  they  had  sympathized  with  her  in  her 
anxiety,  and  was  so  glad  to  hear  that  Caroline 
was  well.     Among  others  came  the  Kedwins, 


128  WAITING. 

Rufus  and  Fanny,  and,  to  Mrs.  Bryant's  sur- 
prise, Mrs.  Kedwin  herself. 

"  I  could  hardly  get  away,"  she  said,  shaking 
hands  with  Mrs.  Bryant,  "just  near  to  supper 
time,  you  know  ;  but  I  had  to  come  down  to 
the  market,  and  says  I  to  myself,  '  I'll  just  run 
over  and  see  with  my  own  eyes  that  Line  is  all 
right,  and  give  her  a  shaking,  maybe,  for  scaring 
us  all  out  of  our  senses.'  Land  alive!  what  a 
night  it  was,  wasn't  it?  I  didn't  sleep  two 
hours  myself ;  I  kept  thinking  what  if  it  was  my 
Fanny !  And  to  think  it  should  be  one  of  your 
cliildren,  when  you  are  always  so  careful  of 
them,  and  mine  have  to  knock  around  almost 
any  way.  I  ought  not  to  be  surprised  most  any 
day  if  they  do  not  come  home,  but  I  should  be. 
Well,  it  isn't  as  if  she  had  done  anything  wrong; 
it  wasn't  even  her  fault,  to  begin  with  ;  Rufus 
ought  to  have  taken  more  care  to  see  she  was 
on  the  right  train ;  he  often  goes  out  to  the 
Junction  on  that  train,  and  he  ought  to  have 
known  all  about  it  and  kept  watch.  1  told  him 
so  when  I  found  out,  by  questioning  him,  how 
it  all  was.  I  gave  him  a  good  lecture  after  I 
found  that  Line  was  safe.  I  hadn't  the  heart 
to  do  it  before,  for  the  poor  fellow  was  so  mis- 


WAITING.  129 

erable  I  didn't  know  but  it  would  make  him 
sick ;  he  took  it  to  heart  worse  than  Fanny,  I 
believe,  but  I  tell  him  that  was  because  be  was 
to  blame." 

And  then  the  train  whistled,  and  all  the  peo- 
ple started  up  and  tried  to  get  out  of  the  door 
at  once,  and  the  train  came  thundering  into  the 
station  with  a  final  shriek,  which  Ben  could  not 
help  thinking  sounded  like  a  cry  of  desperation 
instead  of  triumph,  and  they  looked  up  and 
down,  and  right  and  left  for  Caroline ;  but  no 
Caroline  appeared. 

"  She  is  in  the  conductor's  care,  remember," 
said  Mr.  Holden's  reassuring  voice.  "Ben,  if 
I  were  you  I  wouldn't  go  on  the  cars ;  you  do 
not  know  which  one  she  is  in  ;  the  wisest  way 
is  just  to  stand  here,  with  eyes  wide  open,  and 
watch  for  the  conductor." 

He  came  presently,  but  no  Caroline  was  with 
him.  The  group  pressed  toward  him.  "  Where 
is  Caroline?"  asked  Ben,  touching  his  arm. 

The  conductor  turned  and  looked  at  him  with 
a  bewildered  air  and  a  slight  frown.  And  Mr. 
Holden  asked,  "Are  you  Conductor  Brinker?" 

The  man  shook  his  head. 

"Brinker   only   comes  to  the    Junction,"  he 


130  WAITING. 

said ;  "  I  conduct  the  train  from  there."  Ben 
turned  in  despair. 

"Then  where  can  Line  be?"  he  said.  But 
at  that  moment  another  blue-coated  man  came 
hurriedly  toward  them,  and  the  conductor  said  : 

"  There's  Brinker  now ;  he  came  on,  it  seems. 
Halloo,  Brinker,  come  this  way;  here  is  a  party 
asking  for  you." 

"  The  Bryant  family  ?  "  the  man  asked,  turn- 
ing hurriedly  at  the  sound  of  his  name,  and 
pushing  his  way  through  the  crowd  to  reach 
them. 

"Yes,"  said  Ben,  "we  are  here.  Where  is 
Line?" 


CHAPTER  X. 


A    TRYING    POSITION. 


TTTHY,  you  see,"  said  the  man  —  "which 
'  "  is  her  mother?"  He  broke  off  to  ask 
this  question,  and  Ben  in  reply  silently  laid  his 
hand  on  his  mother's  arm ;  then  the  conductor 
addressed  himself  to  her,  beginning  again. 
"  Why,  you  see,  ma'am,  it's  this  way.  Noth- 
ing has  happened  to  her;  but  I  left  her  in 
Philadelphia." 

"  In  Philadelphia !  "  said  Mrs.  Bryant  and  Ben 
in  the  same  breath,  and  Daisy  said,  "O,  dear!  " 

In  order  to  understand  why  Caroline  Bryant 
was  in  Philadelphia,  when  she  was  expected  at 
home,  we  will  be  obliged  to  go  back  to  that 
Sunday  evening  when  she  took  her  first  walk 
alone  in  the  great  city.  She  had  gone  out  with 
her  eyes  wide  open  and  her  wits  on  the  alert, 
and  made  the  one  turn  without   mistake,  and 


132  A    THY  IN  a  POSITION. 

presently  rang  the  bell  at  the  house  bearing  the 
name  which  had  been  given  her.  The  walk 
had  not  been  taken  without  strong  beatings  of 
heart,  and  without  one  or  two  frights.  For  in- 
stance, there  was  a  man  on  the  opposite  side  of 
the  street  who  reeled  from  side  to  side  in  such 
a  manner  that  she  could  not  but  think  how  im- 
possible it  would  have  been  for  her  to  have  kept 
out  of  his  way  had  she  been  across  the  road  ; 
he  was  evidently  intoxicated,  and  Caroline 
Bryant  felt  more  afraid  of  a  drunken  man  than 
she  thought  she  would  be  of  a  wild  animal. 
She  quickened  her  steps  when  she  saw  the 
staggerer,  and  broke  into  almost  a  run  at  last, 
with  her  head  behind  her,  w^atching,  until  she 
ran  plump  into  the  arms  of  a  burly,  middle- 
aged  man. 

"  Halloo,  little  girl !  "  he  said,  in  a  gruff,  but 
not  an  unkind  voice,  "don't  carry  so  much  steam 
on  the  public  street;  give  a  fellow  half  a  chance. 
It  wouldn't  be  a  bad  idea  to  keep  your  eyes  be- 
fore you  instead  of  behind." 

"I  beg  your  pardon,"  said  Caroline,  so  morti- 
fied that  she  forgot  to  be  frightened,  and  re- 
membering: even  then  how  ashamed  Ben  would 
be  of  her.     "I   was  keeping  watch   of  that 


A    TRYING   POSITION.  133 

drunken  man  for  fear  he  would  cross  the 
street." 

"  No  danger  of  him,  he  is  much  too  drunk  to 
tliink  of  such  a  thing ;  he  will  keep  right  on 
until  he  runs  against  a  policeman,  and  brings 
up  in  the  lock-up.  You  will  be  likely  to  meet 
more  of  them  if  you  are  going  far  on  this  road ; 
I'll  turn  and  go  with  you  a  piece  if  you  are 
afraid." 

"O,  no,  sir!  thank  you,"  said  Caroline  hastily, 
beginning  to  be  afraid  of  him.  "I  am  just  at 
the  door  where  I  am  going,"  and  she  recognized 
the  name  on  the  door  with  a  thrill  of  delight, 
and  ran  breathlessly  up  the  white  steps. 

She  was  admitted  at  once.  A  young  man 
motioned  her  to  take  a  seat,  and  in  answer  to 
her  eager  question,  said  the  doctor  would  be  at 
liberty  in  a  few  minutes,  and  she  could  see  him. 
Others  sat  about  the  room,  evidently  waiting, 
like  herself.  "  Somebody  is  sick  at  their  house, 
too*,"  thought  Caroline,  with  a  sigh.  "  How 
much  trouble  there  is  in  the  world."  Then  she 
tho'ight,  for  the  hundredth  time  that  day,  of 
her  own  little  Daisy,  and  wondered  if  the  wait- 
ing, and  the  fright  and  the  fatigue  had  all  been 
too  much  for  her.     Perhaps  she  was  very  sick, 


134  A    TRYING  POSITION. 

and  mother  was  watching  alone  while  Ben  went 
for  the  doctor.  But  at  this  point  Line  reso- 
lutely told  herself  to  hush,  that  it  was  foolish 
and  wicked  to  make  herself  miserable  over  such 
thoughts,  borrowing  trouble  when  there  was  so 
much  real  trouble  in  the  world  all  about  her. 
What  if  that  drunken  man  were  her  very  own 
brother !  that  would  be  trouble  indeed. 

A  door  clanged  in  the  distance,  and  a  firm 
step  sounded  in  the  hall.  Several  of  the  wait- 
ing people  arose ;  so  did  Caroline,  and  a  tall, 
keen-eyed  man  looked  in  at  the  door.  Whether 
Caroline's  face  wore  the  most  anxious  look,  or 
whether  it  was  because  she  was  a  little  girl,  in- 
stead of  asking  who  had  been  waiting  the  long- 
est, as  he  was  in  the  habit  of  doing,  the  doctor 
turned  to  her. 

"  Well,  my  little  friend,"  he  said,  in  a  quick 
voice,  "  what  do  you  want  ?  " 

Caroline  had  carefully  formulated  her  mes- 
sage, and  planned  how  to  make  it  as  brief  .and 
clear  as  possible,  so  it  took  her  but  a  moment 
to  say,  "Will  you  come  to  No.  1747  just  as 
quick  as  you  can  ?  Mr.  Brinker's  children  are 
both  sick ;  we  are  afraid  they  are  going  to  be 
very  sick." 


A    TRYING  POSITION.  135 

"Is  that  Conductor  Brinker's?  Children 
sick,  eh  ?  I  will  go  as  soon  as  I  can,"  and  he 
turned  to  the  next  waiting  one. 

Caroline  had  evidently  been  dismissed,  but 
she  lingered  while  the  doctor  spoke  a  few  words 
rapidly  with  one  and  another.  Turning  from 
one  he  glanced  in  her  direction,  and  seemed 
surprised  to  see  her  still  there. 

"You  need  not  wait,"  he  said  kindly,  "I  will 
be  there  in  a  very  short  time." 

"If  you  please,"  said  Caroline  timidly,  "could 
I  walk  there  with  you?  I  was  never  on  the 
street  alone  in  the  evening  before,  and  I  am 
afraid." 

"  Oh !  all  right ;  I  will  be  ready  in  a  very  few 
minutes.  So  you  are  afraid  to  be  on  the  streets 
alone  after  dark,"  he  said,  as  the  door  closed 
after  them  a  few  minutes  later.  "  It  isn't  a  bad 
thing  for  a  girl  like  you  to  be  afraid  ;  I  wish 
more  of  our  young  people  felt  it.  I  meet  hun- 
dreds of  them,  it  seems  to  me,  who  ought  to 
be  at  home  and  in  bed,  instead  of  rushing  up 
and  down  the  streets.  Do  you  live  at  Mr. 
Brinker's?" 

"  O,  no,  sii  ! "  said  Caroline,  with  a  quiver  in 
her  voice,  and  before  she  realized  it,  she  found 


136  A    TRYING  POSITION. 

herself  telling  her  pitiful  little  story  to  this 
strange  doctor. 

"I  want  to  know!  So  you  took  a  journey 
in  spite  of  yourself?"  he  said.  "Well,  well, 
that  was  harder  for  mother  than  it  was  for  you, 
ril  be  bound.  I'm  sorry  for  her;  however,  you 
will  make  it  all  right  to-morrow.  There  are 
harder  things  than  that  for  mothers  to  bear. 
See  to  it  that  you  never  do  anything  of  your 
own  accord  to  give  her  trouble,  and  you  will  be 
all  right.  Well,  what  have  we  here?"  he  said, 
as  Caroline  ushered  him  into  Mrs.  Brinker's 
sitting-room. 

Caroline  watched  him  earnestly  as  he  ques- 
tioned and  cross-questioned  Mrs.  Brinker,  all 
the  while  keeping  his  keen  eyes  on  his  two  lit- 
tle patients.  She  could  not  help  thinking, 
"Suppose  she  had  something  to  conceal,  and 
this  doctor  were  set  to  find  it  out,  what  would 
have  become  of  her  ?  " 

His  rapid  questioning  was  soon  over,  and  he 
seemed  to  be  satisfied  with  the  result ;  but  not 
a  word  of  information  did  he  give  the  anxious 
mother.  He  called  for  glasses  and  water,  gave 
very  careful  directions  about  the  medicine  and 
general  care,  and,  in  so  short  a  time  after  his 


A    TRYING   POSITION.  137 

coming  that  his  visit  seemed  almost  like  a  dream, 
was  gone,  leaving  only  the  comfort  which  could 
be  found  in  his  last  words,  "I'll  look  in  early  in 
the  morning." 

"  Well,"  said  Mrs.  Brinker,  as  the  door 
closed  after  him,  "  1  suppose  he  knows  a  great 
deal  more  than  he  did  when  he  came,  but  he 
took  care  that  we  shouldn't!  I  do  say  for  it, 
that  man  scares  me  so  that  I  never  know 
whether  I  am  standing  on  my  head  or  my  feet. 
I  wanted  awfully  to  ask  him  what  was  the  mat- 
ter, and  I  didn't  dare  to,  and  that's  the  truth. 
Do  you  suppose  he  thinks  it  is  anything  much?" 

"I  am  sure  I  don't  know,"  said  Caroline,  with 
a  sinking  heart.  Something  in  the  doctor's 
manner  had  made  her  feel  that  a  good  deal 
was  the  matter,  but  she  did  not  like  to  say  so 
to  the  worried  mother.  And  indeed  there  was 
very  little  opportunity  for  talk ;  the  two  babies 
awakened  again  from  their  brief  rest,  one 
moaning  as  if  in  pain,  the  other  screaming  as 
though  he  felt  himself  ill-treated,  and  demanded 
relief.  Caroline  made  herself  very  busy,  and 
so  useful  that  more  than  once  during  that  long, 
anxious  night  Mrs.  Brinker  murmured,  "What- 
ever I  should  do  without  you  I  don't  know !  " 


138  A   TRYING  POSITION. 

And  indeed  Caroline  could  have  echoed  the 
remark ;  she  did  not  see  how  one  pair  of  hands 
could  have  accomplished  all  that  was  necessary 
to  be  done.  There  was  little  chance  for  sleep- 
ing, and  in  the  lulls  when  she  might  have  rested 
the  young  girl  was  wide  awake  and  troubled ; 
she  had  spent  so  many  anxious  hours  over 
Daisy,  that  a  time  of  sickness  was  a  sort  of 
education  to  her.  She  remembered  once  when 
Daisy  had  been  ill,  the  doctor's  questions  had 
been  almost  word  for  word  like  what  this  one 
had  asked,  and  his  information  as  meager. 
From  time  to  time  Mrs.  Brinker  made  a  re- 
mark which  showed  that  her  thoughts  were 
going  over  the  same  ground  as  Caroline's. 

"  He  asked  me  how  long  the  baby  had  been 
ailing,"  she  said  once,  "and  I  was  that  scared 
over  his  manner,  and  flurried  and  everything, 
that  I  did  not  tell  him  right ;  he's  been  fretty 
like  for  a  week  or  more,  but  he's  teething,  you 
know,  and  I  didn't  think  much  of  that;  lie's 
had  a  little  fever  a  good  deal  of  the  time,  but 
they  are  likely  to  have  with  double  teeth.  You 
don't  suppose  my  not  telling  him  the  exact  time 
could  make  any  difference  with  the  medicine, 
do  you  ?  '* 


A    TRYING  POSITION.  139 

"  O,  no  ! "  said  Caroline  soothingly,  "  I  don't 
think  that  could  make  a  bit  of  difference." 

Before  seven  o'clock  the  next  morning  both 
Mrs.  Brinker  and  Caroline  had  ceased  to  talk ; 
they  did  what  they  could,  and  watched  for  the 
doctor.  When  at  last  he  came,  it  did  not  need 
his  grave  face  to  tell  even  Caroline  that  there 
was  serious  trouble. 

"  I  suppose  you  know  what  is  the  matter 
here  ?  "  he  said  to  Mrs.  Brinker,  low-voiced  and 
sympathetic. 

"No,"  said  the  poor  mother,  "I  don't,  no 
more  than  a  child ;  I  never  saw  either  of  them 
so  sick,  and  it  has  come  on  me  all  of  a  sudden, 
and  isn't  a  bit  like  their  little  sick  spells,  and  I 
don't  know  what  to  think." 

"  It  is  scarlet  fever,"  he  said  briefly,  "  and  it 
would  be  simply  cruelty  to  hide  from  you  the 
fact  that  the  disease  has  assumed  a  serious  form, 
and  there  is  danger." 

What  the  mother  could  hiive  felt,  Caroline 
wondered  afterward.  Of  course  her  anxiety 
must  have  been  the  greater,  yet  the  girl  went 
on  the  swift  wings  of  thought  back  to  her  home, 
and  Daisy,  their  darling,  so  frail  that  she  had 
been  shielded  as  a  flower  from  every  breath  of 


1"40  A    TliVI\(;    I'OSITION. 

rude  wind  ;  how  carefully  they  had  guarded 
her  from  exposure  to  this  dread  disease!  Caro- 
line remembered  only  too  well  the  sacrifice  her 
mother  had  made  to  take  her,  but  a  year  or  two 
before,  from  a  place  of  possible  danger,  and 
liere  was  she  in  the  very  jaws  of  the  enemy, 
which  had  come  in  so  serious  a  form  that  even 
the  doctor  owned  it,  and  planning  to  go  to  her 
darling  that  very  day.  Might  it  not  be  possi- 
ble that  if  she  got  away  from  the  house  now,  in 
a  very  few  minutes,  it  would  have  been  too  soon 
for  her  to  carry  danger  to  Daisy?  Hark!  what 
was  that  the  doctor  was  saying  in  reply  to  some 
trembling  words  of  the  distressed  mother? 

"  You  see,  madam,  the  cases  are  more  serious 
because  the  children  have  evidently  been  suffer- 
ing from  the  disease  for  some  time.  It  proba- 
bly attacked  them  at  first  in  a  mild  form,  and 
was  mistaken  for  an  ordinary  cold,  or  for  teeth- 
ing troubles ;  did  you  not  tell  me  last  night  of 
a  slight  irritation  of  the  skin  which  you  had 
noticed  ?  " 

"O,  yes!"  said  the  poor  mother,  "but  I'm 
sure  it  was  just  a  breaking  out  from  those  warm 
days  we  had  last  week ;  don't  you  remember, 
Doctor,  it  was  quite  hot  in  the  middle  of  the 


A    TRYING  POSITION.  141 

day?  and  they  both  break  out  in  that  way  in 
hot  weather." 

"No,"  said  the  doctor,  with  quiet  positive- 
ness,  "  it  was  the  scarlet  rash,  and  it  has  disap- 
peared, when  it  should  be  on  the  surface ;  that 
is  why  this  little  fellow  is  suffering  so.  But 
you  must  keep  up  good  courage  ;  the  cases  are 
serious,  but  by  no  means  hopeless ;  I  told  you 
the  worst  at  once,  because  1  know  you  are  a 
sensible  woman,  and  want  the  truth."  Then 
he  wheeled  round  to  Caroline.  "  Have  you  had 
the  scarlet  fever?"  he  asked. 

She  shook  her  head ;  at  that  moment  it  would 
have  been  impossible  to  speak. 

"Then  of  course  you  know  the  probabilities 
are  you  will  have  it?" 

"  O,  dear ! "  said  Mrs.  Brinker,  "  O,  dear, 
dear  me !  not  only  us,  but  we  are  getting  other 
people  into  trouble ;  whatever  will  her  mother 
do?" 

Still  Caroline  said  nothing;  not  yet  could  sfie 
trust  her  voice,  and  there  was  no  telling  what 
that  dreadful  lump  in  her  throat  would  do  if 
she  but  opened  her  mouth  and  let  it  have  its 
way. 

"Don't  borrow  trouble,  my  friend,"  said  the 


142  A   TRYING  POSITION. 

doctor,  turning  back  to  her  with  a  reassuring 
smile,  "there  is  enough  trouble  in  the  world 
without  looking  ahead  for  some  which  may 
never  come.  Not  every  one  who  is  exposed  to 
scarlet  fever  takes  it,  by  any  means,  and  the 
fact  that  this  little  woman  has  lived  so  long 
and  escaped  speaks  well  for  her." 

It  was  ten  minutes  later,  when  the  doctor 
had  given  once  more  the  careful  directions,  and 
promised  to  come  in  at  evening  and  see  if  all 
was  being  done  that  could  be,  that  Caroline 
followed  him  to  the  door,  her  face  almost  as 
white  as  the  steps  on  which  she  stood,  but  her 
voice  controlled. 

"Doctor,  I  have  a  little  sister  at  home  who 
is  very  delicate ;  mother  was  told  to  keep  her 
from  all  the  diseases  which  people  catch  as  long 
as  possible,  and  she  has  never  had  any  of 
them  "  — 

"  Better  stay  away  from  her,  then,"  the  doc- 
tor said  promptly,  before  she  had  time  to  put 
her  dread  question  into  words. 

If  it  had  been  possible  for  her  to  have  grown 
paler,  she  would  have  done  so.  "  But  how  can 
I?"  she  gasped  ;  "it  is  home,  and  I  was  going 
to-day.     My  mother  never  meant  me  to  come 


A   TRYING  POSITION.  143 

away,  and  I  never  meant  to,  and  I've  nowhere 
else  ;  and  if  I  should  be  sick  "  — 

"Now  you  are  borrowing  trouble,"  he  said, 
smiling ;  "you  may  not  be  sick  ;  I  think  it  quite 
possible  you  will  escape  ;  I  can  see  you  have  a 
sound  body,  capable  of  resisting  poisoned  air ; 
but  did  you  never  hear  the  old  proverb,  'An 
ounce  of  prevention  is  worth  a  })Ound  of  cure  ? ' 
I'm  prescribing  the  ounce  of  prevention  for  the 
little  sister,  that  is  all.  As  to  the  staying,  I 
have  an  idea  you  will  be  very  welcome  indeed 
in  there,  and  have  opportunity  to  make  your- 
self as  useful  as  I  fancy  you  know  how  to  be ; 
if  I  am  mistaken  come  to  my  house,  I  will  see 
that  you  are  well  cared  for.  Talk  it  over  with 
your  friends,  and  I  will  hear  your  decision 
to-night." 

"  To-night,"  echoed  Caroline's  white  lips ; 
that  is,  they  formed  as  if  to  say  the  words, 
but  no  sound  escaped.  How  many  times  had 
she  said,  since  daylight,  "To-night  I  shall  be 
at  home?" 

The  doctor,  three  strides  away  from  the  steps, 
turned  back  to  say,  "  I  see  Conductor  Brinker 
coming,  perhaps  you  can  help  explain  the  situ- 
ation to  him,  and  save  that  poor  mother;  they 


144  A    TRYING  POSITION. 

are  a  very  loving  family,  and  trouble  of  this 
form  presses  them  hard ;  I  am  afraid  there  is  a 
heavy  trial  in  store  for  them."  And  the  doctor, 
who  was  so  constantly  in  the  homes  of  sickness 
and  sorrow  that  some  people  thought  he  had 
become  used  to  them  and  had  ceased  to  care, 
drew  a  long  sigh,  as  he  sped  away.  But  he  had 
roused  Caroline  from  the  first  selfishness  of  her 
dismay;  what,  after  all,  was  her  trouble  com- 
pared with  theirs?  It  was  only  too  evident 
that  the  doctor  feared  the  worst.  One,  perhaps 
both  of  their  darlings,  was  in  danger.  And  as 
for  her  Daisy,  she  had  but  to  stay  away  from 
her  for  a  few  weeks  to  save  her  from  any  possi- 
bility of  contagion  from  this  source. 

It  was  Caroline's  quiet,  earnest  voice  which 
explained  to  Conductor  Brinker  the  blow  that 
had  fallen  on  his  home  during  the  few  short 
hours  since  he  left  it.  It  was  she  who  assured 
him  that  the  doctor  had  said  distinctly  that  they 
were  by  no  means  hopeless  cases;  it  was  she 
who  held  the  baby  while  his  wife  cried  a  few 
tears  on  his  broad  shoulders,  and  who  hushed 
Daisy's  wailing  voice,  and  in  low  whispered 
words  comforted  the  child. 

Perhaps  it  was  an  hour  afterwards  that  the 


A    TRYING  POSITION.  145 

conductor  turned  to  her  and  said,  "  I  had  forgot- 
ten that  you  were  to  go  with  me ;  we  shall  have 
to  be  getting  ready.  It  is  very  hard  that  a  man 
must  leave  his  wife  and  babies  at  such  a  time." 

Then  Caroline  spoke  as  quietly  as  though  she 
was  not  saying  a  tremendous  thing.  "If  you 
please,  Mr.  Brinker,  could  I  stay  here,  do  you 
think,  for  a  few  days?  I've  been  exposed  to 
the  fever,  you  know,  and  I'm  afraid  if  I  go 
home  I  shall  have  it  and  give  it  to  our  Daisy, 
and  she  is  very  delicate.  I  think  mother  would 
want  me  to  stay  and  go  to  a  hospital  or  some- 
where, rather  than  expose  Daisy." 

"Can  you  stay?"  the  conductor  said,  with  a 
sudden  lighting  up  of  his  strong,  troubled  face ; 
and  before  he  could  say  more  his  .wife  added, 
"  Not  an  angel  from  heaven  could  be  more  wel- 
come ;  she  has  been  that,  Brinker,  all  this  dread- 
ful night.  I  don't  see  how  I  could  have  gotten 
through  it  without  her." 

"If  you  will  stay,"  said  the  conductor,  "it 
will  be  such  a  blessing  as  I  did  not  believe  this 
day  could  bring ;  we'll  never  forget  it  of  you, 
never,  and  I  don't  believe  you  will  have  the 
fever,  either ;  I  can't  seem  to  feel  that  you  will 
be  let  to  have  it." 


146  A    TRYING  POSITION. 

"  I  think  mother  will  want  me  to  stay,"  said 
Caroline,  her  voice  trembling  a  little.  This 
dreadful  thing,  which  she  had  had  such  trouble 
to  speak  of,  seemed  to  be  decided  by  others. 

"  I  cannot  tell  until  I  hear  from  her  just  what 
to  do,  but  I  think  I  ought  to  stay  until  she 
knows  about  it." 

And  this  was  the  reason  Conductor  Brinker 
went  westward  without  her,  and  went  on  from 
the  Junction  to  explain  why  she  was  not  there* 


CHAPTER  XI. 


DARK    DAYS. 


THTTHY,  you  see,  ma'am,"  the  conductor  was 
'  ^  saying  to  Mrs.  Bryant,  "tlie  trouble  is 
just  this :  my  little  ones  have  got  the  scarlet 
fever.  They  have  been  ailing  for  a  week,  and 
their  mother  thought  they  had  bad  colds,  and 
the  baby  teething,  too,  but  it  seems  all  the  time 
it  was  the  fever  coming  on  them,  and  they  have 
got  it  bad.  Before  my  train  left  this  morning 
I  took  time  to  run  over  to  the  doctor's,  and  he 
shook  his  head,  and  says  he,  'My  friend,  T  don't 
know  how  it  will  go ;  we  w411  make  as  brave  a 
fight  as  we  can,  but  I  am  an  honest  man  and 
will  be  perfectly  frank  with  you,  and  tell  you 
that  there  is  great  danger.'  Those  were  his 
very  words,  and  you  may  judge  how  a  father 
felt  to  listen  to  them." 

"Poor  father!"  said  Mrs.  Bryant  gently,  put- 
ting aside  her  own  great  anxiety  in  her  sympa- 
H7 


148  T)A]iK    DAYS. 

thy  for  this  troubled  stranger.  lie  felt  the 
earnest  kindness  of  the  tone,  and  suddenly- 
choked  and  drew  the  back  of  bis  hand  across 
his  eyes.  Then,  struggling  to  regain  self-con- 
trol, he  went  on  with  his  story.  "And  your 
Caroline,  she  thought  of  her  little  sister,  like 
the  woman  that  she  is,  and  wrote  you  a  note, 
which,  after  all,  will  explain  better  than  I  can." 
He  dashed  the  tears  from  his  eyes  with  one 
hand,  while  with  the  other  he  fumbled  in  his 
vest  pocket  and  drew  forth  a  neatly-folded 
sheet,  which  Mrs.  Bryant  reached  for  eagerly. 
Ben  looked  over  her  shoulder  while  she  read  : 


Dear,  darling  mother: 

What  did  you  think  had  become  of  me?  And  oh!  what  will 
you  say  when  you  see  Mr.  Briiiker,  and  me  not  with  him? 
Dear  mother,  I  don't  know  what  to  do,  but  it  seems  to  me  you 
will  think  I  am  doing  right,  because  our  precious  Daisy  must 
not  have  scarlet  fever,  you  know.  Shall  I  stay,  mother?  I 
can  help  them  very  much,  I  know  I  can,  and  they  need  help. 
They  have  been  very  kind  to  me.  I  can  take  all  the  care  of 
the  one  who  is  not  sick  —  her  name  is  Daisy,  don't  you  think 
—  and  help  about  the  others.  Will  it  not  be  the  right  way 
to  do? 

Dear  mother  and  Ben  and  Daisy  darling,  I  neod  not  try  to 
tell  how  hard  it  is  for  me  to  stay  away  from  you  when  I  almost 
ran  away  in  the  first  place;  only  people  who  run  away  from 
home  generally  want  to  go,  don't  they?  and  I'm  sure  I  was 
never  in  a  greater  hurry  to  do  anything  that  night  than  I  was 
to  get  home.  How  long  ago  it  seems!  And  it  wasjonly  Satur- 
day night,  and  to-day  is  Mondaj'.    O,  dear  mother!  what  shall 


DARE  DAYS.  149 

I  do?     Send  me  word  by  Mr.  Brinker  whether  I  have  done 
right,  and  just  what  to  do. 

Of  course  you  know  how  it  ended.  Oh!  they 
talked  about  it  a  long  time,  and  counseled  with 
Mr.  Holden,  and  listened  to  Mrs.  Kedwin  when 
she  said  impulsively  that  if  it  was  "her  Fanny" 
she  would  have  her  come  home  right  straight 
off.  It  wasn't  likely  she  would  get  the  fever ; 
people  often  didn't,  and  what  if  she  did?  Daisy 
might  as  well  have  it  now  as  any  time,  and  they 
would  feel  dreadfully  if  Line  took  it  and  died 
away  from  home ;  folks  did  sometimes  die  with 
it,  especially  if  they  were  as  old  as  Line  before 
they  had  it. 

Mrs.  Bryant  was  very  pale  and  quiet  under 
this  flow  of  words.  Some  of  them  she  merci- 
fully did  not  hear  at  all ;  but  she  turned  when 
Mr.  Holden  said  : 

"  What  we  need  to  decide  is,  what  will  it  be 
right  for  Caroline  to  do  just  now  ?  The  conse- 
quences of  right  doing  we  must  leave  in  the 
Heavenly  Father's  hands." 

Then  Mrs.  Bryant  smiled;  that  language  she 
understood.  So  Conductor  Brinker  went  back 
to  Philadelphia  on  the  midnight  train,  carrying 
with  him  the  little  old  trunk  that  had  stood  on 


150  DARK  DAYS. 

a  framework  made  for  it  in  the  loft  of  the 
woodshed  ever  since  Daisy  conld  remenil)er ', 
now  it  was  packed  full  with  Caroline's  neat, 
scant  wardrobe. 

"It  is  well  it  is  so  small,  isn't  it,  mother?" 
Daisy  said,  witli  a  grave  face,  as  she  tucked  a 
little  private  bundle  of  her  own  make-up  in  a 
vacant  corner.  "  We  can  fill  it  full,  and  it  will 
look  like  a  great  many  things.  O,  mother!  how 
strange  it  seems  to  be  packing  Line's  things," 
and  the  little  lips  quivered  pitifully. 

"It  is  only  for  a  little  while,  darling,"  the 
mother  said  cheerfully,  "keep  up  a  brave  heart. 
In  three  weeks  at  the  utmost  I  think  Caroline 
can  come  home,  unless  "  — 

She  did  not  finish  her  sentence,  and  turned 
away  quickly  lest  Daisy  should  see  the  tears. 
How  could  she  say,  "Unless  Caroline  should 
herself  take  the  fever?"  "If  she  does,"  thought 
the  mother  firmly,  "  I  must  go  to  her,  whatever 
it  costs."  But  this  thought  she  kept,  with 
many  another  one,  quite  to  herself.  I  will  not 
try  to  tell  you  about  the  weeks  which  followed. 
Caroline  is  not  likely  ever  to  forget  them ;  but 
then,  she  had  to  live  them,  and  since  we  could 
not  help  her  do  it,  of  what  use  to  linger  over 


I)  A  UK  DAYS.  151 

the  story.  Bubby  and  the  baby  were  both  very 
ill  indeed.  The  Imrried  city  doctor,  who  never 
made  more  frequent  visits  than  he  considered 
absolutely  necessary — who  indeed  often  of- 
fended his  patients  because  when  they  wanted 
to  see  him  most,  he  sometimes  decided  that  they 
could  do  very  well  without  bim,  and  stayed 
away  —  came  twice  a  day  regularly  to  the  un- 
pretentious brick  house,  set  in  a  row  precisely 
like  hundreds  of  other  houses,  and  stayed  long 
sometimes,  watching  the  effect  of  some  myste- 
rious potion  which  he  had  given.  There  were 
three  dreadful  days  when  he  came  three  times, 
and  one  awful  night  when  he  sat  until  midnight, 
much  of  the  time  with  his  skilled  lingers  on  the 
pulse  of  the  suffering  baby,  his  keen  eyes  watch- 
ing for  the  slightest  change  in  his  patient.  Very 
little  talking  was  done  during  these  weeks.  Mrs. 
Brinker  was  for  the  most  part  absorbed  in  her 
children,  and  gave  them  every,  bit  of  strength 
she  J) ad.  Her  attempts  at  conversation  rarely 
weot  farther  than  to  ask,  "How  do  they  seem 
to  you  now?"  or  "Did'the  doctor  say  anything 
more  when  you  went  to  the  door  with  him  ? 
Do  you  think  he  has  given  up  hope  of  Bab}^  ?  " 
Nearly  always  th.ose  attempts  at  talk  ended 


152  DARK  DAY8. 

with  the  words,  "What  should  I  do  without 
you?  I  declare  for  it,  Caroline,  I  never  was  so 
sure  that  the  Lord  thought  about  people  and 
planned  for  them,  as  I  have  been  about  this ;  I 
couldn't  take  care  of  two  at  once,  as  sick  as 
they  are,  now  could  I  ?  And  Brinker  has  to  be 
away.  Railroads  must  run,  you  know,  just  the 
same  as  ever,  and  people  must  go  and  come  if  all 
the  babies  in  Philadelphia  are  dying.  Doesn't 
it  seem  strange  that  folks  care  to  go  anywhere 
when  Bubby  and  Baby  are  so  sick?  What  was 
I  saying?  Oh!  I  don't  know  and  can't  imagine 
what  I  would  have  done  if  you  hadn't  stayed. 
Let  alone  the  sick  ones,  what  would  have  be- 
come of  Daisy?"  For  Daisy,  whenever  Caro- 
line could  spare  time  from  the  sick  ones,  became 
her  special  charge.  She  was  very  unlike  the 
Daisy  at  home,  but  she  bore  the  same  name,  and 
the  homesick  girl  loved  her  at  first  for  that 
reason  solely,  •  but  bestowed  such  care  and 
thought  upon  her  that  it  ended  in  her  loving 
the  little  girl  most  heartily,  for  herself  alone. 
Sometimes  it  seemed  wonderful  to  her,  the  way 
she  had  taken  the  little  Brinkers  into  her  heart, 
"It  is  almost  as  bad  as  having  Daisy  or  Ben 
sick,"  she  told  herself  one  night,  with  a  queer 


DARK  DAYS.  163 

little  catch  in  her  breath.  "Almost,  but  O, 
dear !  not  quite.  Still,  if  Baby  should  die,  and 
I  am  afraid  he  will "  —  And  then  her  heart 
would  beat  with  great  thuds. 

There  is  one  hour  that  stands  out  in  Caroline 
Bryant's  memory  more  keenly  vivid  than  any 
other.  She  remembers  every  little  insignificant 
thing  about  the  room  —  the  way  the  chairs  were 
set,  and  the  picture-book  which  Miss  Webster 
sent  to  the  Philadelphia  Daisy,  lying  where  it 
had  fallen  face  downward,  when  she  left  it  in 
answer  to  a  sudden  call ;  even  the  way  the  cur- 
tain was  looped  back  to  let  in  the  gray  dawn  of 
the  morning  has  photographed  itself  upon  her 
memory.  The  presentment  or  impression  of 
some  coming  change  was  upon  her.  Unskilled 
as  she  was  in  sickness,  she  knew  that  the  Baby 
was  different  from  what  he  had  been  before ; 
whether  the  change  was  for  the  better,  or 
whether  the  dreaded  end  was  coming  she  did 
not  know.  She  had  not  dared  to  speak  a  word 
to  the  mother,  but  she  felt,  rather  than  knew,  that 
the  same  impression  was  on  her  mind  ;  and  the 
father  had  for  that  one  morning  secured  a  substi- 
tute, and  did  not  leave  the  house  when  the  ten 
o'clock  train  sent  out  the  usual  warning  whistle. 


164  DARK  DAYS. 

"I'm  not  going  out  until  the  doctor  comes," 
he  said  to  Caroline,  "not  if  there's  no  train 
leaves  Philadelphia  to-day  !  " 

"But  what  will  you  do?"  asked  the  girl,  with 
a  startled  look  in  her  eyes.  This  man,  who  was 
so  faithful  and  conscientious  in  regard  to  his 
duties,  who  had  left  them  sometimes  in  their 
tireless  watch  when  it  fairly  tore  his  heart  in 
two,  had  much  watching  and  anxiety  made  his 
steady  brain  lose  its  balance,  so  that  he  did  not 
realize  the  importance  of  his  position?  All  this 
was  in  Caroline's  mind  while  she  waited.  The 
conductor  glanced  toward  his  wife  to  make  sure 
she  was  not  listening,  and  then  said  : 

"  I  went  out  in  the  night  and  got  changed  off 
with  a  friend;  it  is  his  resting  time,  but  he's 
going  for  me." 

"Then  you  think,"  said  Caroline,  "I  mean 
you  feel"  —  and  there  she  stopped. 

"Yes,"  he  said,  his  eyes  dropping  to  the  floor, 
"  there  is  some  change  ;  I  don't  know  what  it 
is" —  And  then  the  quick  step  of  the  doctor 
was  heard  outside,  and  Caroline  stepped  to  open 
the  door.  There  was  utmost  stillness  while  he 
bent  over  Babj^  and  then  he  turned  with  a 
smile  on  his  face  and  held  out  his  hand  to  Mr. 


BARK  DAYS.  155 

Briiiker :  "  My  friend,  I  have  good  news  for 
you ;  I  believe  the  danger  is  over."  And  then 
Mrs.  Brinker,  strong-nerved,  sensible  woman 
that  she  was,  did  what  she  had  never  done  be- 
fore in  her  life,  she  fainted.  Perhaps  it  was 
just  as  well  that  the  others  had  to  restrain  their 
feelings  and  run  to  pick  her  up  and  give  her 
water  and  fan  her,  otherwise  I  do  not  know 
what  might  have  happened. 

"We  all  felt  so  queer"  [wrote  Caroline  to  Ben]  "that  it 
seemed  as  though  we  could  not  act  naturally;  and  we  were  a 
little  bit  frightened  about  Mrs.  Brinker,  too;  she  never  faints, 
and  it  lasted  a  good  while;  if  the  baby  had  not  raised  up  and 
cried  just  when  he  did  I  don't  know  what  we  should  have 
done;  but  the  moment  she  heard  his  voice  she  was  on  her  feet 
again,  and  staggered  over  to  him,  though  she  was  just  as 
■white  as  the  wall.  The  doctor  smiled  and  said,  '  I  thought 
that  would  bring  her  back;  there  is  nothing  like  mother 
love.'  " 

Over  this  Ben  looked  grave.  "  Mother,"  he 
said,  after  a  little  silence,  "Line  tallfs  exactly 
as  though  she  belonged  to  those  people,  and 
always  had;  did  you  notice  how  she  says,  'Mrs. 
Brinker  never  faints?'  How  does  she  know 
what  she  is  in  the  habit  of  doing?" 

Mrs.  Bryant  laughed  ])leasantly. 

"Do  you  feel  the  least  bit  jealous  of  Mrs. 
Brinker,  my  son?'*  she  asked  playfully.     "It  is 


15G  DARK  DAYS, 

quite  natural  for  young  people  to  fall  into  such 
habits  of  expression  at  Caroline's  age.  A  few 
days  or  a  few  weeks  seem  like  a  lifetime,  espe- 
cially if  the  circumstances  are  such  as  to  make 
deep  impression.  I  knew  a  young  girl  who 
said  of  her  friend,  *He  always  wears  his  hair 
that  way;  1  never  saw  him  comb  it  in  any  other 
fashion,'  and  when  cross-questioned  she  was 
obliged  to  admit  that  slie  had  seen  him  but 
three  times  in  her  life.  But  I  have  not  the 
least  fear  that  our  Line  will  forget  any  of  us  or 
put  the  Brinkers  in  our  places.  Can  we  not 
rejoice  with  those  that  rejoice,  my  dear  boy?" 

Ben  blushed  a  little  as  he  said  quickly,  "I 
do,  mother ;  I  am  sure  I  am  very  glad  for  them 
and  for  us ;  I  suppose  we  shall  soon  have  Line 
at  home."  For  Line  had  escaped  the  disease, 
it  was  hoped  and  believed. 

"  Yes,'%  said  Mrs.  Bryant,  smiling  brightly, 
"  I  think  we  may  soon  claim  her  now.  Of 
course  she  could  not  leave  while  the  children 
are  so  ill.  It  would  have  been  cruel,  when  they 
took  a  fancy  to  her  and  would  allow  her  to  help 
the  over-burdened  mother ;  I  can  well  imagine 
how  helpful  she  has  been.  Dear  girl,  she  was 
always  to  be  depended  upon ;  I  scarcely  knew 


TAKING   CARE   OF   BUBBY. 


DABK  DAYS.  157 

how  much  until  since  I  have  had  to  miss  her 
help  instead  of  receive  it.  I  told  her  in  my 
last  letter  to  ask  the  doctor  how  soon  it  would 
be  prudent  for  her  to  come,  and  in  her  next  I 
think  she  will  be  able  to  give  us  the  date;  she 
could  not  be  expected  to  think,  even,  of  home- 
coming in  this  letter,  her  heart  was  too  full  of 
joy  over  the  babies." 

Alas  for  their  hopes!  the  next  letter  plunged 
Ben  into  the  depths  of  despair ;  and  even  gen- 
tle little  Daisy,  who  always  tried  to  look  on  the 
bright  side  of  things,  shed  a  few  tears ;  as  for 
Mrs.  Bryant,  she  said  not  a  word  for  the  first 
five  minutes  after  reading  the  letter  aloud. 
Poor  Daisy,  who,  it  was  believed,  had  also  es- 
caped the  dread  disease,  had  been  taken  with 
it,  and  though  not,  as  yet,  so  alarmingly  ill  as 
the  others  had  been,  was  still  sick  enough  to 
demand  constant  care  from  her  mother,  who 
was  thus  obliged  to  leave  the  care  of  Bubby 
and  the  baby  largely  to  Caroline. 


"Besides"  [wrote  the  heavily-burdened  young  woman], 
"  Daisy  is  very  much  attached  to  me,  and  cries  when  I  can't 
come  to  tell  her  a  story  before  she  goes  to  sleep.  She  has 
never  had  anybody  to  tell  her  stories  before  —  Mrs.  Brinker 
says  she  doesn't  know  how  —  and  Daisy  has  become  used  to 
them,  and  thinks  they  are  wonderful.    And  so,  mother,  I  can- 


158  DARK  DAYS, 

not  feel  that  you  would  want  me  to  leave  just  now;  in  fact,  it 
would  not  be  possible  unless  they  could  get  some  help,  for  of 
course  Mrs.  Drinker  cannot  manage  alone;  it  is  worse  than  it 
was  at  first,  because  Daisy  was  really  a  great  deal  of  help  with 
the  baby. 

"I  ought  to  stay,  mother,  oughtn't  I?  0,  dear!  I  do  not 
dare  to  tell  you  how  dreadfully  disappointed  I  am  !  It  sounds 
too  selfish,  I  know  you  will  think  so." 

"I  don't  think  any  such  thing!"  burst  forth 
Ben,  as  he  read  this  sentence  aloud  again.  "The 
idea!  she  goes  on  precisely  as  though  she  were 
bound  to  stay  and  take  care  of  those  folks ;  it 
would  not  be  possible  for  her  to  come  home 
until  they  get  help!  1  call  that  ridiculous! 
What  would  they  have  done  if  Line  had  never 
gone  there?  as  she  never  would  have  done  if  it 
had  not  been  for  that  idiot  of  a  Rufus  Kedwin. 
I'd  like  to  shake  him  this  minute ! " 

"  Softly,  softly,  ray  son  I "  cautioned  his 
mother,  while  Daisy  looked  at  him  in  amaze- 
ment; she  had  never  heard  good-natured,  self- 
controlled  Ben  go  on  in  this  way  before. 

"  Well,  but,  mother,  don't  you  call  that  ab- 
surd? What  is  Line  to  those  people,  or  they 
to  her?  It  was  just  an  accident  that  took  her 
there  in  the  first  place." 

"  Such  an  accident  as  God  understood  and 
over-ruled,  Ben,  my  boy,  don't  you  think  so? 


DAIiK   DAYS.  159 

As  for  what  Line  is  to  them,  are  they  not  her 
neiglibors  for  the  present?  do  you  really  tliink 
she  ought  to  pass  by  on  the  other  side  when 
they  are  in  their  present  straits?  " 

"I  think  we  need  Line  at  home,"  grumbled 
Ben,  who  for  once  had  allowed  self  to  get  the 
upper  hand,  and  could  not  bring  it  into  subjec- 
tion. "  It  is  almost  a  month  since  she  went 
away  —  over  three  weeks,  anyhow  —  and  people 
all  asking  where  she  is!  I  think  you  need  her, 
mother,  as  much  as  Mrs.  Brinker  does." 

"O,  no,  you  don't,  my  son!  Thank  God  we 
are  well  and  at  peace;  and  the  home  where  she 
is  has  at  least  its  share  of  trouble.  I  think,  my 
dear  boy,  you  are  tired  and  disa|)pointed,  and 
hardly  know  what  you  are  saying.  You  would 
be  ashamed  of  your  sister  if  she  were  to  desert 
now,  after  all  she  has  been  through." 

"Then  you  are  really  going  to  tell  her  to 
stay?" 

"  I  will  leave  it  to  you ;  I  have  been  able  to 
trust  to  your  judgment  in  the  past.  If,  after 
thinking  it  over,  and  especially  praying  over  it, 
you  believe  I  ought  to  tell  her  to  come  home,  I 
think  I  may  promise  to  do  so.  Will  you  take 
until  to-morrow  morning  to  consider  it?" 


1«0  DARK  DAYS. 

"No,  ma'am,"  said  Ben,  after  a  silence  of 
less  than  two  minutes,  and  his  troubled  face 
broke  into  a  half-asliained  smile.  "Forgive 
me,  mother,  I  was  cross  and  unreasonable ;  1 
think  I  knew  all  the  time  that  Line  ought  to 
stay ;  and  that  is  what  made  it  so  hard  to  bear, 
because  I  knew  I  would  have  to  give  in." 

It  was  found  that  the  doctor  was  decidedly 
of  Caroline's  opinion  ;  she  ought  to  stay  for  the 
present.  "Besides,"  he  added,  when  she  had 
gravely  gone  over  with  him  the  objections  to 
her  return  home,  to  each  of  which  he  had 
nodded  assent,  "  you  are  exposed  again  to  the 
disease,  you  must  remember ;  and  although  you 
will  probably  not  take  it,  we  must  face  the  pos- 
sible with  brave  hearts  and  be  ready  for  it." 


CHAPTER  XII. 

"so    YOU    WANT    TO    GO    HOME?" 

"XT'ES,  Mrs.  Bryant  had  faced  that  possibility 
-^  with  a  sinking  heart  the  moment  she 
read  the  news  of  Daisy's  illness.  Ben  and  the 
little  sister  in  their  eagerness  or  ignorance,  had 
not  thought  of  it;  not  so  the  mother.  She 
realized  that  Caroline,  worn  with  watching  and 
unusual  responsibility,  would  be  a  much  more 
probable  victim  than  Caroline,  fresh  from  home 
and  in  good  health  and  strength. 

"  But  that  part  we  must  leave,"  she  said  to 
Mr.  Holden.  "  It  is  very  clear  to  me  that  the 
dear  child  is  doing  right,  for  it  would  go  harder 
with  the  sick  one  if  she  were  fretted  by  Caro- 
line's leaving  her ;  it  might  even  increase  the 
fever  to  such  an  extent  as  to  endanger  her  Rfe ; 
I  dare  not  recall  my  daughter ;  but  it  is  very 
hard  to  leave  her  there.  If  I  could  only  go 
i6i 


1(52      ".SO    YOU   WANT  TO   GO  HOME?'' 

myself  and  save  her  strength  and  see  that  she 
takes  care  of  herself !  " 

"That  is  another  thing  you  must  leave,"  Mr. 
Holden  said  brightly.  "  Is  it  not  a  blessed 
thing,  Mrs.  Bryant,  that  you  and  I  have  a  sure 
resting  place  in  our  jjerplexities  and  burdens?" 

"Do  you  have  any  burdens?"  she  asked  the 
quiet-faced  minister. 

A  curious  look  as  of  a  pain  which  he  must 
hide,  swept  across  his  face  for  a  moment,  even 
as  he  smiled.  "  Every  heart  knoweth  its  own 
bitterness,"  he  said.  "We  have  the  Lord's 
word  for  that." 

"T  ran  away  from  this  disease  with  Caroline 
when  she  was  a  baby,"  Mrs.  Bryant  said  gravely 
after  a  moment  of  silence.  "  I  was  thinking 
last  night  how  much  better  it  might  have  been, 
possibly,  now,  if  I  had  not  done  so." 

Then  Mr.  Holden  laughed  outright.  "That 
is  borrowing  trouble,  certainly,"  he  said.  "I 
have  known  many  ])eople  to  borrow  from  the 
future,  but  I  think  it  is  rather  new  to  try  to 
bor^-ow  from  the  past.  Dear  friend,  how  can 
you  be  sure  you  would  have  any  daughter  Caro- 
line on  this  side  if  you  had  not  tried  to  shield  her 
to  the  best  of  your  knowledge  and  conscience?" 


*'60    YOU   WANT   TO   GO  HOME?''      163 

"  That  is  true,"  she  answered,  and  her  smile 
was  free  again.  "I  suppose  no  one  borrows 
trouble  on  all  sides  more  foolishly  than  a 
mother ;  but  indeed,  Mr.  Holden,  this  new  dis- 
appointment in  regard  to  Caroline  has  almost 
unnerved  me ;  I  am  used  to  having  my  children 
in  the  nest.  I  was  so  sure  that  my  daughter 
could  not  go  away  from  home  this  winter;  I 
tried  to  plan  for  ways  and  means  for  her  to 
make  a  visit,  and  w^hen  I  decided  that  it  could 
not  be  done,  there  was  an  undertone  of  gladness 
over  the  thought  that  the  family  circle  would 
be  unbroken." 

But  the  Brinkers  were  not  destined  to  have 
so  hard  an  experience  this  time.  Daisy  was 
"sick  enough,"  her  mother  said,  "but  she  didn't 
hold  a  candle  to  the  other."  By  which,  I  sup- 
pose Mrs.  Brinker  meant  to  convey  the  impres- 
sion that  although  Daisy  certainly  suffered  some 
pain  and  much  weariness,  she  was  by  no  means 
so  sick  as  her  little  brothers  had  been ;  though 
why  the  good  woman  thought  "holding  a  can- 
dle "  had  anything  to  do  with  it,  must  be  ex- 
plained by  those  who  have  fallen  into  the  habit 
of  using  slang  phrases,  instead  of  good  English. 

Bvit  if  the  illness  wa^  not  po  severe^  Paisv 


164       'SO    YOU  WANT  TO  GO  HOME?'* 

was  almost  longer  than  the  others  in  getting 
well,  and  was  so  weak  and  nervous  that  a  mere 
hint  in  regard  to  Caroline's  going  away  would 
serve  to  throw  her  into  a  crying  fit,  sure  to  be 
followed  by  more  or  less  fever.  So  it  was  that 
the  two  weeks  to  which  the  poor  girl  had  limited 
herself,  had  more  than  passed  away,  and  still  the 
day  was  not  set  for  her  home-going. 

"  I  really  think,  daughter,  that  you  may  con- 
scientiously fix  the  date  now,"  her  mother  wrote. 
"The  little  girl,  you  say,  is  gaining  every  day; 
it  is  surely  time  for  her  to  begin  to  exercise  self- 
control,  and  remember  that  you  have  been  long 
away  from  your  own  Daisy;  tell  her  how  pa- 
tiently and  uncomplainingly  your  little  sister, 
her  namesake,  has  given  you  up  to  her  for  all 
these  weeks,  and  yet  how  eagerly  she  watches 
the  mails  in  hope  of  hearing  good  news  of  your 
coming ;  perhaps  it  will  help  Daisy  Brinker  to 
grow  unselfish  herself ;  not  that  I  would  cen- 
sure the  poor  little  girl,  indeed,  I  think  she 
shows  good  sense  in  wanting  my  Caroline  by 
tier  side  as  long  as  possible.  Mother  knows 
just  how  much  she  misses  you,  daughter,  but 
she  can  never  put  it  into  words." 

This  letter,  full  of  sweetness  though  it  was^ 


"SO    rOU   WANT  TO    GO  HOMEf'      165 

made  Caroline  feel,  as  she  expressed  it  to  her- 
self, "ready  to  fly;"  slie  went  downstairs  re- 
solved to  ask  the  doctor  that  very  day  if  he 
thought  it  would  do  any  harm  to  set  Daisy 
Brinker-to  crying  in  real  earnest  over  her  de- 
parture. She  and  the  doctor  had  become  very 
good  friends  during  all  these  weeks ;  not  that 
they  said  much  to  each  other  —  at  least  Caroline 
had  never  realized  that  much  had  been  said  to 
her ;  the  doctor  was  always  in  as  much  haste 
as  the  condition  of  his  patients  would  admit, 
and  confined  his  talking  chiefly,  to  very  care- 
ful directions  connected  with  them.  Neverthe- 
less, he  had  observed  the  quiet,  womanly,  quick- 
motioned  young  stranger,  and  knew  more  about 
her  than  she  could  have  imagined  possible  ;  also 
he  had  occasionally  asked  a  question  or  two, 
with  a  view  to  drawing  her  out,  and  was  really 
fairly  well  acquainted  with  the  Bryant  family 
and  their  circumstances,  though  the  questions 
had  been  so  far  apart,  and  apparently  so  dis- 
connected, that  Caroline  had  no  suspicion  of 
the  truth. 

"  So  you  want  to  go  home  ?  "  he  said,  wheel- 
ing around  from  the  last  step  to  look  at  her ;  it 
#a8  on  the  white  door-steps  that  she  had  \i* 


166      "SO   rOU    WANT  TO  GO  HOME?'* 

carry  on  most  of  her  conversations  with  the 
doctor. 

"  Why  should  you  be  in  haste  to  go  there  ? 
I  should  think,  now  that  there  is  a  possibility 
of  your  being  out  of  prison,  you  would,  want  to 
stay  and  see  a  little  of  our  great  city.  It  is  un- 
usual for  people  to  spend  six  weeks  in  Phila- 
delphia and  not  go  a  block  away  from  the  house 
where  they  are  staying." 

Caroline  laughed  pleasantly.  "I  suppose  so," 
she  said,  "  but  the  truth  is  I  want  to  see  mother, 
and  Ben,  and  Daisy,  more  than  all  the  cities  in 
the  world  put  together." 

"  Then  you  really  are  very  homesick  ? "  he 
asked,  eying  her  so  keenly  that  she  blushed, 
and  was  troubled,  she  hardly  knew  why. 

"I  want  to  go  home  very  much  indeed,  if 
that  is  what  you  mean,"  she  said,  "  I  was  never 
away  from  mother  before,  and  you  know  I  did 
not  intend  to  be,  this  time.  Do  you  think  it 
will  hurt  Daisy  if  I  begin  to  plan  to  go  ?  " 

"  I  was  not  thinking  of  Daisy,"  was  the  curi- 
ous answer,  and  the  great  man  still  stood  look- 
ing thoughtfully  at  her. 

"  I  was  —  well,  perhaps  I  will  not  speak  of  it 
now,  I  have  Jiardly  time  j "  J19  drew  his  w^tob 


*' so   YOU   WANT  TO  GO  HOME?''      167 

as  he  spoke,  and  seemed  startled  over  the  late- 
ness of  the  hour. 

"  I'll  tell  you  what  we'll  do,"  he  said  after  a 
moment's  silence,  "  1  am  in  haste  now,  and  so 
are  you ;  I  hear  Daisy  calling  you ;  she  con- 
siders you  essential  to  her  comfort,  you  see  ; 
but  I  want  to  have  a  little  talk  with  you,  more 
at  leisure  ;  if  you  will  come  round  to  my  house 
this  afternoon,  say  at  three  o'clock,  I  shall  be  at 
leisure,  perhaps,  for  a  few  minutes,  and  I  will 
be  able  to  tell  you  then  what  I  think  about  this 
home-going.  It  is  true  I  may  not  be  able  to 
see  you,  I  may  not  be  at  home  ;  a  doctor  has 
no  time  of  his  own,  you  know,  but  if  you  care 
to  try  it,  I  will  be  there  if  I  can." 

Much  wondering,  and  not  a  little  disappointed, 
Caroline  promised,  and  went  back  to  Daisy, 
with  a  grave  face.  "  I  almost  believe  he  thinks 
I  ought  not  to  go  for  another  week,"  she  said 
to  herself,  "  but  I  do  not  see  why ;  Daisy  is 
growing  real  strong  now,  and  he  said  he  was 
not  thinking  of  her,  any  way;  it  can't  be  that  he 
thinks  I  will  have  the  fever  even  yet ;  the  time 
is  surely  past!  O,  dear!  I  suppose  1  can  wait 
another  week  even  if  I  must ;  but  it  does  seem 
to  me  sometimes  as  though  I  can't," 


168      "SO   YOU   \^ANT  TO  GO  QOMEf^' 

It  was  quite  an  event  in  her  day,  this  getting 
ready  to  go  to  the  doctor's  at  three  o'clock.  As 
the  hour  drew  near,  she  dressed  herself  with 
great  care,  and  thought  how  strange  it  was  that 
she  should  be  planning  to  go  out  on  a  city  street 
and  call  on  one  of  the  great  doctors.  What 
could  he  possibly  want  to  say  to  her !  If  Ben 
were  only  here  to  go  with  her  how  nice  it  would 
be !  She  had  much  trouble  getting  off ;  poor 
Daisy,  who  had  had  her  own  way  exactly,  for  a 
fortnight,  save  where  the  doctor  was  concerned, 
made  herself  and  everybody  about  her  as  un- 
comfortable as  possible,  over  the  dreary  fact 
that  her  dear  Caroline  was  going  out  walking, 
and  she  must  be  left  at  home.  She  cried,  and 
refused  to  be  comforted  ;  and  her  mother,  who 
at  first  coaxed,  and  petted,  and  promised  to 
amuse  her  every  minute  until  Caroline  should 
return,  finally  lost  all  patience  and  called  Daisy 
a  selfish  little  girl  who  had  forgotten  there  was 
anybody  in  the  world  but  Daisy  Brinker ;  and 
said  in  plain  words  that  she  was  ashamed  of 
her.  This  return  to  plain  speaking  seemed  to 
do  the  little  girl  good ;  Caroline  had  the  satis- 
faction of  noting  that  the  low  fretful  wail  had 
quite  ceased  before  she  closed  the  front  door. 


"SO   YOU  WANT  TO  GO  HOME?''      169 

As  she  rang  the  bell  at  the  doctor's  door 
and  stood  waiting  to  be  admitted,  she  naturally 
thought  of  that  Sunday  evening,  now  seeming 
so  far  in  the  past,  when  she  had  stood  here,  ring- 
ing and  waiting.  How  many  strange  and  utterly 
unexpected,  and  really  dreadful  things  had  hap- 
pened since  then!  Suppose  somebody  had  told 
her  that  night,  that  six  weeks  afterwards  she 
would  be  ringing  that  same  bell,  and  would  not 
in  all  those  weeks  have  had  a  glimpse  of  mother, 
and  Ben  and  Daisy  ?  She  would  have  looked 
at  the  person  with  horror,  and  assured  him  that 
such  a  think  could  not  possibly  be;  that  she 
was  going  home  to-morrow.  Yet  here  she  was! 
Still,  it  was  not  all  unpleasant;  there  was  in 
Caroline's  heart  a  satisfied  feeling  that  she  had 
been  a  very  useful  person  during  these  trying 
weeks;  and  now  that  they  were  over,  she  could 
afford  to  be  glad.  "  I  am  sure  I  do  not  know 
what  poor  Mrs.  Brinker  would  have  done  with- 
out me,"  she  said  to  herself,  and  it  was  no  more 
than  that  good  woman  echoed  in  her  hearing 
many  times  a  day.  Oh,  they  were  grateful,  and 
would  never  forget  it  of  her,  never!  Conductor 
Brinker  was  anxious  to  convince  her  of  that  fact, 
"Besides,"  said  Caroline,  with  a  gratified  smile 


170     "50   YOU  WANT  TO  GO  HOME?'* 

creeping  over  her  face,  "  I  know  a  great  doctor, 
now;  know  him  pretty  well;  tliink  of  my  stand- 
ing out  on  the  steps  asking  him  questions!" 
The  smile  became  broader  as  she  remembered 
with  what  fear  and  trembling  she  had  stood 
there  on  that  first  evening.  How  she  had 
dreaded  to  speak  at  all,  and  had  tried  to  plan 
just  what  words  she  should  use.  Now,  al- 
though she  had  an  immense  respect  for  the  doc- 
tor, the  feeling  of  almost  terror  had  passed. 
She  was  able  to  answer  his  questions  without 
stammering,  and  generally  to  look  into  his  face 
when  she  spoke,  without  blushing.  Visions  of 
long  talks  with  Fanny  Kedwin,  and  Rufus,  in 
which  she  would  describe  this  doctor  and  his 
house,  and  his  carriage,  and  the  numbers  of 
people  who  were  always  in  waiting  in  the  re- 
ception room,  came  to  her  pleasantly.  Fanny 
Kedwin  had  been  rather  fond  of  talking  about 
her  uncle.  Dr.  Freeman,  who  drove  two  horses, 
and  was  sometimes  called  to  the  city  ten  miles 
away  in  consultation.  Caroline  did  not  know 
how  many  horses  Dr.  Forsythe  kept,  but  she 
knew  he  was  consulted  during  every  minute  of 
his  office  hours,  and  she  had  heard  people  won- 
der when  Dr.  Forsythe  ate  or  slept. 


THE  doctor's  reception  ROOM. 


"SO   YOU   WANT  TO  GO  HOME?''       171 

"He  is  one  of  the  biggest  doctors  in  the  city," 
Conductor  Brinker  explaine<l,  "  and  he  won't 
go  into  the  more  fashionable  part  of  the  city  to 
live,  either,  because  tliis  is  a  handy  ])lace  for 
peoi)le  to  get  at  him,  and  because  some  wlio  are 
poor  would  not  dare  to  send  for  him  if  he  lived 
far  away.  He  is  very  good  to  poor  people  ; 
charges  them  less  than  the  second-rate  doctors, 
and  shows  them  more  attention." 

That  he  had  shown  the  sick  children  at  Con- 
ductor Brinker's  the  most  patient  attention, 
Caroline  could  witness;  and  every  word  she 
heard  about  him  but  added  to  her  sense  of  his 
greatness;  yet  here  she  was,  coming  by  his  own 
direction  to  have  a  few  minutes'  talk  with 
him ! 

She  was  in  the  reception  room  by  this  time, 
which  to  her  astonishment  was  empty.  The 
young  man  smiled  in  answer  to  her  look  of  sur- 
prise, and  said  :  "  The  doctor's  office  hours  are 
over,  but  he  told  me  to  admit  you  and  ask  you 
to  wait;  you  are  Caroline  Bryant,  I  think?" 

Caroline,  as  she  sank  into  a  sofa  asked  herself 
if  it  could  be  that  she  really  was  Caroline  Bry- 
ant, and  what  Fanny  Kedwin  and  Rufus  would 
say  when  she  described  this  room  to  them;  and 


172      "50   YOU   WANT  TO  GO   HOMEf* 

then  her  heart  began  to  beat  so  hard  at  the 
thought  of  seeing  them  perhaps  in  two  more 
days  that  it  almost  took  her  breath  away. 

"  The  doctor  has  been  called  out,"  the  young 
man  had  explained,  "but  he  hopes  not  to  be 
long  gone,  and  you  are  to  wait  if  you  can.-' 
Then  he  had  left  her  to  the  silence  and  ele- 
gance of  the  room.  It  was  in  reality  a  large 
plainly  furnished  room,  fitted  up  with  conven- 
iences for  waiting  people ;  but  to  Caroline  it 
looked  very  grand  indeed. 

Very  softly  the  door  opened  —  so  softly  that 
the  young  girl  who  had  drawn  aside  the  heavy 
curtains  and  was  looking  out  upon  the  busy 
street,  did  not  hear  it.  A  small  slight  figure 
with  a  shower  of  short  curls  about  her  face,  the 
color  of  the  sunlight,  came  on  slippered  feet 
into  the  room,  and  pausing  midway  gazed  with 
a  curious  mixture  of  shyness  and  thoughtf  ulness 
upon  the  stranger.  Even  on  this  winter  day 
she  was  dressed  in  white  —  a  soft  white  wool, 
belted  by  a  broad  band  of  white  ribbon  ;  her 
face,  too,  was  white,  not  a  touch  of  color  about 
her  anywhere;  to  Caroline's  startled  eyes  when 
at  last  something  made  her  turn  her  head,  the 
child  looked  something  as  an  angel  might. 


"SO   roU   WANT  TO   CO  HOMEf"      173 

"  Are  you  Caroline  ?  "  asked  the  little  white 
spirit,  speaking  in  a  slow,  low  voice.  "  I  am 
Dorothy  Forsythe,  and  papa  said  I  was  to  en- 
tertain you  until  he  came." 

Whereupon  Caroline  smiled  reassuringly  and 
held  out  her  hand.  "Yes,"  she  said,  "I  am 
Caroline,  and  I  like  to  be  entertained.  How 
are  you  going  to  do  it?" 

"  I  don't  know.  I  might  show  you  pictures. 
Do  you  like  pictures  ?  Or  we  might  talk  ;  I 
like  to  talk,  myself." 

"Veiy  well,"  said  Caroline,  "by  all  means 
let  us  talk.     What  do  you  like  to  talk  about?" 

"All  sorts  of  things.  I  suppose  I  like  to 
talk  better  than  other  people,  because  I  cannot 
run  and  play  like  other  children,  I  have  to 
walk  carefully,  and  but  a  little  way  at  a  time, 
and  I  cannot  ever  run.  I  am  not  like  other 
children." 

The  voice  in  which  these  sad  words  were  said 
was  very  quiet  and  self  controlled.  It  was  as  if 
she  was  merely  stating  a  fact  in  which  she  had 
no  personal  interest  of  any  sort ;  but  Caroline 
was  startled  and  shocked. 

"  Oh,  poor  little  girl ! "  she  said,  "  what  is  the 
matter?" 


174      "80   YOU    iVANT  TO  00  HOME?'* 

"  It  is  something  about  my  heart,"  said 
Dorothy  in  the  same  quiet,  matter-of-fact  tone. 
"  It  has  always  been  so ;  papa  has  tried  and 
tried  to  cure  me,  but  he  cannot;  and  by  and 
by  I  cannot  walk  any  more  at  all,  he  thinks. 
And  I  must  never  run,  he  says,  until  I  get  to 
Heaven.     I  shall  be  quite  well  there,  you  know." 

"Yes,"  said  Caroline,  low-voiced,  and  shad- 
ing her  eyes  that  the  child  might  not  seo  the 
tears  which  were  gathering  in  them.  The  little 
thing  could  not  be  older  than  her  Daisy ;  and 
as  she  thought  of  Daisy's  tripping  feet  this 
story  seemed  too  sad. 

"  Do  not  cry,"  said  Dorothy  gravely.  "  I 
never  do  any  more;  not  about  this.  I  made  up 
ray  mind  not  to,  because  it  makes  mamma  feel 
worse,  and  mamma  is  sick  and  has  to  be  taken 
care  of ;  papa  depends  upon  me  not  to  let  her 
feel  worse  about  anything ;  so  I  do  not  cry  any 
more.  It  does  no  good,  you  know.  If  it  would 
make  me  run  and  hop,  I  suppose  I  could  cry  for 
a  whole  week ;  but  it  only  hinders,  so  what  is 
the  use?" 

"  That  is  true,"  said  Caroline,  and  she  choked 
back  her  tears  and  smiled ;  what  a  curious  little 
fairy  philosopher  this  was  I 


"SO    YOU    WANT   TO  GO  HOME?''      175 

"  I  think  you  may  talk  to  me  if  you  will," 
said  Dorothy,  beginning  again  before  her  guest 
could  say  more.  "  I  like  to  be  talked  to,  and  I 
don't  have  it  very  often.  Papa  has  not  time, 
and  mamma  is  sick,  and  Nurse  —  well,  Nurse  is 
good ;  but  she  does  not  know  how  to  talk  about 
some  things.  For  instance,  she  does  not  know 
what  they  do  at  school ;  Nurse  never  went  to 
school  when  she  was  little ;  and  she  cannot 
think  what  they  find  to  do  all  day  —  little  girls 
as  young  as  I,  you  know ;  and  she  and  I  have 
wondered  and  wondered,  until  she  is  tired  o^ 
it ;  but  I  am  not ;  I  want  to  know  all  about  it. 
Could  you  tell  me  some  things  ?" 

The  wistfulness  in  the  tones  was  almost  too 
much  for  Caroline's  tears ;  she  had  never  heard 
anything  which  seemed  to  her  so  pitiful ;  but 
she  held  them  back  with  resolute  will,  and 
began  to  describe,  in  detail,  a  day  in  school  as 
she  had  often  lived  it,  Dorothy  sinking  on  a 
low  cushioned  seat  in  front  of  her  and  listening 
like  one  fascinated. 

They  were  interrupted  by  the  sound  of  a  key 
in  the  lock,  and  a  quick  step  in  the  hall.  "  That 
is  papa,"  said  Dorothy,  rising  at  once,  "  I  must 
go  now  ;  he  cannot  be  hindered  when  the^-e  ar^ 


176      ''SO    YOU   WANT  TO  GO  HOMEf' 

people  in  this  room  waiting  for  him;  I  shall 
tell  him  you  entertained  me  beautifully,  and  I 
hope  —  oh!  I  do  hope  you  can  finish  the  story 
for  me  sometime." 

She  clasped  her  hands  with  a  sort  of  sup- 
pressed eagerness  as  she  spoke,  and  then  slowly, 
softly,  moved  away,  reaching  the  door  just  as 
Dr.  Forsythe  opened  it.  He  stooped  and  kissed 
her,  without  speaking,  then  advanced  toward 
Caroline. 

"  Well,"  he  said,  "  I  had  to  keep  you  waiting, 
after  all ;  but  you  have  made  acquaintance  with 
my  Dorothy,  I  see.  Now  I  must  talk  fast;" 
he  looked  at  his  watch  as  he  spoke.  "I  had 
hoped  to  have  more  time,  and  make  my  sugges- 
tions a  little  less  abruptly,  but  there  are  those 
waiting  for  me  who  need  my  help,  and  I  must 
just  plunge  into  the  subject  at  once.  This  little 
girl,  whom  I  feel  sure  you  have  enjoyed,  is  our 
only  one,  and  is  the  frailest  flower  that  blooms, 
I  am  afraid.  It  is  only  by  utmost  care  that  we 
have  kept  her  here  at  all ;  we  cannot  hope  to 
keep  her  for  many  years ;  you  do  not  need  to 
be  told  that  she  is  very  peculiarly  dear  to  us, 
and  that  we  long  to  gratify  all  her  desires. 
One  of  them  is,  to  go  to  school ;  to  a  regular 


"SO    YOU   WANT  TO   GO  HOMEf'      177 

school  such  as  other  children  attend ;  she  has 
been  brave  and  unselfish  in  this  desire,  but  no 
home  governess  or  home  study  has  been  able  to 
meet  her  evident  longing  wish  in  this  matter. 
We  would  like  to  gratify  her  and  have  been 
afraid  to.  Her  mother  is  an  invalid,  and  her 
whole  frail  life  seems  bound  up  in  this  little 
girl ;  she  does  not  like  to  trust  her  out  of  her 
sight,  and  yet  is  too  ill  to  have  her  with  her 
very  much. 

"There  is  a  school,  a  semi-Kindergarten  for 
children  who  have  outgrown  the  Kindergarten 
age  ;  I  should  like  to  send  her  to  it.  There  are 
some  reasons  why  I  believe  it  would  be  good 
for  her  to  mingle  with  other  children  and  see 
how  they  live,  and  what  they  have  to  do,  and 
be  ;  but  we  dare  not  trust  her  with  a  servant. 
The  school  is  a  mile  away  from  my  house.  I 
could  take  her  to  and  from  it  in  my  carriage  if 
I  could  command  my  time,  but  I  cannot ;  she 
could  go  in  a  street  car,  if  there  were  some  one 
always  with  her  whom  we  trusted.  Some  one 
to  see  that  she  did  not  walk  too  fast,  or  step  too 
suddenly,  or  sit  in  a  draught,  or  be  wrapped 
too  warmly,  or  not  warmly  enough;  in  short, 
BOrae  one  who  would  think  ior  her,  and  <iare  i^t 


17«      ''SO    TOU    WANT   TO   GO  HOME?'' 

her  as  an  older  sister  who  loved  her  might  do. 
She  would  also  need  a  loving  oversight  while  at 
school,  such  as  that  same  older  sister  could  give. 
The  trouble  is,  she  has  no  sister."  The  sentence 
closed  with  a  smile  so  grave  and  wistful  that 
Caroline,  who  had  been  looking  earnestly  at 
him,  felt  a  strong  desire  to  cry.  But  his  next 
words  checked  the  tears  and  made  her  heart 
beat  fast. 

"  You  would  like  to  know  why  I  am  telling 
you  all  this.  It  is  because  I  have  thought  that 
you  might  find  it  in  your  heart  to  take  the  place 
of  that  sister  which  my  little  girl  so  greatly 
needs.  The  Kindergarten  department  of  which 
I  told  you,  is  connected  with  an  excellent  school 
for  girls  of  your  age,  and  if  you  would  stay  here 
this  winter  and  undertake  the  care  of  our  dar- 
ling, we  would  send  you  to  this  school,  clothe 
you  properly  and  give  you  in  every  respect  the 
comforts  and  advantages  of  a  home,  and  pay 
you  a  dollar  a  week  for  your  spending  money. 
Now  what  do  you  say?  Will  it  be  of  any  use 
for  me  to  write  to  your  mother,  or  must  you  go 
home?" 


CHAPTER   XIII. 

THE   UNEXPECTED    HAPPENS. 

"TN  Mrs.  Bryant's  kitchen  utmost  order  reigned. 

-■-     Not  only  the  kitchen,  but  the  little  shop, 

as  well  as  the  study,  which   the  initiated  will 

remember  all  belonged  to  one  room,  wore  an 

air   of   expectancy.     The  very  dollies   in   the 

pretty  show  window  seemed   to  be  listening, 

and   their  sweet  puckered  lips  looked  almost 

ready  to  say,  "We  believe  she  is  coming !    We 

think  we  hear  her  step  !  " 

As  for  Daisy  Bryant,  nervousness  had  almost 

gotten  the  better  of  her.     She  had  wiped  the 

dishes,  and  helped  to  set  them  away ;  she  had 

dusted  every  article  of  furniture  in  the  '^ suite" 

of  rooms ;    she  had  arranged  and  re-arranged 

the  dollies  until  she  was  sure  they  made  as  good 

an  exhibit  as  possible,  and  there  was  literally 

nothing  else  to  busy  herself  about.    What  could 
179 


180  THE    UNEXPECTED  HAPPENS, 

she  do  but  watch  the  slow-moving  hands  of  the 
slow  old  clock,  and  walk  back  and  forth  from 
the  window  to  her  little  chair  in  the  study,  and 
hold  herself  by  main  force  of  will  from  either 
shouting  or  crying?  In  her  highly-wrought 
nervous  condition  she  felt  almost  equally  ready 
for  either. 

The  condition  of  things  was  just  this :  the 
Bryant  family  had  elected  that  this  was  the  day 
in  which  their  Caroline  was  to  arrive.  So  cer- 
tain were  they  of  this,  that  one  of  the  precious 
chickens  of  Daisy's  own  raising,  had  been  killed 
and  dressed,  and  was  at  that  moment  gently 
stewing  on  the  back  part  of  the  shining  stove, 
making  itself  ready  for  the  five  o'clock  grand 
dinner  which  they  meant  to  have  in  honor  of 
the  home  coming.  Some  delicious  Spitzenberg 
apples  were  sputtering  at  one  another  in  the 
oven,  making  ready  for  the  same  feast ;  there 
were  potatoes  just  ready  to  pop  into  the  kettle 
to  be  boiled,  and  Mother  Bryant  was  at  that 
moment  engaged  in  putting  the  finishing  touches 
to  a  wonderful  rice  pudding  which  she  knew  how 
to  make  delicious,  without  eggs  or  cream.  Oh ! 
the  dinner  was  to  be  everything  that  heart  could 


THE  XJNEXPECTED   HAPPENS.        181 

desire;  the  only  question  was,  would  she  be 
there  to  eat  it? 

They  had  discussed  it  in  all  its  probabilities 
at  the  breakfast  table  that  morning,  Ben  and 
Daisy  with  the  assurance  of  their  years,  and 
the  mother  coming  in  with  her  notes  of  warning. 
"  Remember,  children,  she  has  not  written  posi- 
tively that  she  would  come  to-day." 

"No;  but,  mother,  what  could  hinder  her 
any  longer?  I  am  sure  she  has  been  long 
enough,  and  of  course  she  is  in  a  hurry.  The 
little  girl  is  better,  and  you  know  she  said  she 
was  almost  certain  the  doctor  would  say  yes ; 
and  if  he  did  she  would  surely  start  this  morn- 
ing. Of  course  she  would  not  need  to  wait 
to  write ;  she  would  know  well  enough  that  I 
would  meet  every  single  train." 

*' All  true,  Ben  dear,  but  many  things  might 
occur  to  hinder  her.  The  conductor  might  have 
reasons  why  he  thought  it  better  for  her  to  wait 
until  to-morrow,  or  the  doctor  might  suggest  her 
waiting,  for  reasons  of  his  own.  Perhaps  it  is 
not  probable,  but  what  I  want  you  to  remember 
is  that  it  is  better  not  to  be  certain  of  things." 

"I  like  to  be  certain,"  said  Ben,  speaking 


182  THE   UNEXPECTED   HAPPENS. 

almost  crossly—  he  was  so  anxious  to  see  Caro- 
line, poor  fellow!  "We  have  been  kept  on 
uncertainties  long  enough." 

As  for  Daisy,  she  had  no  arguments  to  put 
into  words,  and  could  only  say,  with  a  curious 
little  catch  in  her  breath,  which  told  the  watch- 
ful mother  how  much  her  heart  was  set  upon  it, 
*'I  think  she  will  come  to-day,  mother;  I  do 
indeed." 

And  now  it  was  nearing  the  hour  when  she 
ought  in  all  reasonableness  to  be  expected,  if 
the  day  was  to  bring  her.  It  had  been  a  long, 
nervous  one  to  get  through  with.  The  little 
family  watched  for  the  ten  and  three  o'clock 
mails,  half  uncertain  whether  to  hope  for  or  to 
fear  a  letter ;  but  when  none  arrived  their  hopes 
grew  strong ;  even  the  mother  allowed  her  heart 
to  say,  "  The  dear  child  must  surely  be  coming 
to-day."  Ben  had  announced,  as  he  dashed  in 
to  report  no  letter  in  the  three  o'clock  mail,  that 
he  should  not  come  home  again  until  he  brought 
Line  with  him.  "I  shall  go  straight  to  the  sta- 
tion from  the  office,"  he  announced  gleefully; 
"and  as  soon  as  our  four  feet  can  bring  us  you 
may  expect  to  see  us  walk  in.    Have  your  nose 


THE   UNEXPECTED  HAPPENS.        183 

at  the  window-pane,  Daisylinda,  for  Line  will 
want  to  see  it  the  first  thing." 

Little  need  to  urge  her  to  that.  The  small 
nose  began  to  llatten  itself  against  the  pane 
nearly  an  hour  before  the  train  was  even  due, 
though  Mrs.  Bryant  had  nearly  worn  herself 
out  with  schemes  for  keeping  her  little  daughter 
busily  employed. 

"You  begin  to  think  she  will  truly  come, 
don't  you,  mother?  " 

The  undertone  of  plaintiveness  in  the  ques- 
tion went  to  the  mother's  heart.  Daisy  was 
frailer  than  usual  this  winter.  Some  way  her 
colds,  which  were  always  things  to  be  dreaded, 
had  worn  upon  her  more  than  ever  before  ;  she 
had  a  slight  one  now,  which  was  the  reason  why 
she  must  forego  the  eagerly-planned  pleasure  of 
meeting  Line  at  the  depot. 

"We  will  think  so,  darling,  at  least.  And 
yet,  mother  does  not  like  to  see  her  little  girl 
set  her  heart  so  much  upon  it.  Don't  you  re- 
member that  if  she  should  not  come  it  will  be 
because  our  Father  thought  it  best  she  should 
not?" 

"O,  yes'm  I "  said  Daisy,  with  a  visible  quiver 


184  THE    UNEXPECTED  HAPPENS. 

in  her  lips,  "  but  I  like  to  think  He  wants  her 
to  come  to-day,  because  we  do  need  her  so." 

Then  the  train  whistled,  and  the  mother  was 
glad ;  at  least  this  suspense  would  be  over  in  a 
little  while.  It  seemed  a  long  while.  The  ap- 
ples sputtered  themselves  done  and  had  to  be 
taken  up,  and  even  the  potatoes,  which  were 
not  expected  to  be  done  just  yet,  insisted  on 
receiving  attention,  before  Daisy  at  the  window 
announced  that  Ben  was  coming  ;  she  heard  his 
step  around  the  corner.  Then,  in  a  minute 
more,  ''He  has  turned  the  corner;  and,  O, 
mother!  he  is  alone.'* 

''Never  mind,  dear,"  said  Mrs.  Bryant,  go- 
ing quickly  to  the  window  to  put  loving  arms 
around  her  little  girl  and  kiss  her  trembling  lips. 
"  Perhaps  Ben  has  a  letter  which  will  tell  us  all 
about  it,  and  we  shall  have  the  fun  of  getting 
ready  for  her  all  over  again  to-morrow." 

"She  didn't  come,"  said  Ben,  as  he  flung 
open  the  door;  "  but  here's  a  letter.  I  had  to 
wait  forever  for  the  mail  to  be  distributed." 
Then  the  poor  fellow  turned  away,  and  actually 
tried  to  hide  his  bitter  disappointment  in  a 
whistle  or  two,  while  his  mother  tore  open  the 


THE    UNEXPECTED  HAPPENS,         185 

letter.     Of  course  you  want  to  hear  it  almost 
as  badly  as  they  did. 

Philadelphia,  December,  18 — . 
My  darling  Mother,  and  Ben  and  Daisy: 

To  think  that  I  am  sitting  down  writing  to  you  instead  of 
putting  the  last  things  into  my  trunk  as  I  expected  to  be !  0, 
mother,  I  don't  know  how  to  tell  it,  and  I  don't  know  what  to 
do.  ["Do!"  burst  forth  Ben,  in  uncontrollable  indignation, 
"  why  in  the  name  of  all  that  is  sensible  doesn't  she  come 
home?  I  wouldn't  wait  another  hour  for  any  little  girl  or  doc- 
tor in  the  world."  "  0,  please  to  listen,  Ben!  "  pleaded  Daisy, 
and  the  mother  continued.]  It  is  such  a  strange  thing  to  tell, 
and  seems  so  kind  of  tangled  up  in  my  mind;  I  want  to  begin 
at  the  end  and  work  my  way  back  to  the  beginning,  somehow, 
but  I  guess  I  won't.  I'll  make  it  tell  itself  like  a  storj"-,  then 
Daisy  will  like  to  hear  it.  I  went  to  Dr.  Forsythe's  yesterdaj' 
afternoon,  as  I  told  you  I  was  to  do,  and  I  had  the  longest  time 
to  wait  in  the  parlor  —  he  had  to  go  out,  after  all,  though  he 
meant  to  be  at  home  to  see  me.  While  I  waited,  the  loveliest 
little  girl  I  ever  saw  in  my  life,  except,  of  course,  my  own  dar- 
ling Daisy,  came  and  talked  to  me.  She  said  she  was  Dorothy 
Forsythe,  and  that  she  was  "  not  like  other  little  girls;  "  there 
is  something  the  matter  with  her  heart.  She  has  never  been 
to  school,  and  she  wants  to  go  very  much.  Her  father  said  it 
was  the  desire  of  his  heart  to  indulge  her,  because  he  could 
not  hope  to  have  her  many  years.  Just  think!  although  he  is 
so  great  a  doctor,  he  cannot  cure  his  own  little  girl.  [To  save 
his  life,  Ben  could  not  help  interrupting  again,  with  a  groan 
of  impatience:  ^'Mother!  what  in  the  world  is  she  waiting  to 
tell  us  all  that  for?  Why  doesn't  she  come  home?"  "Have 
patience,  my  boy,"  said  Mrs.  Bryant,  and  read  on.]  Oh!  I 
cannot  wait  to  tell  you  all  about  it.  The  doctor  came,  and 
was  in  a  hurry,  after  all,  and  said  he  must  talk  fast  and, 
mother,  he  wants  me  to  stay  in  Philadelphia  this  winter! 
There,  I  have  told  the  end  in  the  middle,  after  all.  He  says 
if  I  will  he  can  trust  me  to  take  Dorothy  to  school  every 
morning,  and  bring  her  home  in  the  afternoon,  and  see  that 


186  THE   UNEXPECTED  HAPPENS. 

she  has  enough  wraps  on,  and  not  too  many,  and  that  she  does 
not  walk  too  fast,  nor  get  on  and  off  the  cars  too  quickly ;  you 
see  she  is  very,  ver}'  delicate,  and  her  face  looks  like  an 
angel's,  I  should  think.  And  he  says  if  I  will  stay,  he  will 
have  mc  live  at  his  house,  and  get  me  all  the  clothes  I  need, 
and  send  me  to  school,  and  let  me  take  music  lessons,  and  pay 
me  a  dollar  a  week  for  looking  after  Dorothy.  And  0,  mother, 
mother!  I  want  to  see  you  so  badly  I  can  hardly  wait  to  write 
the  words;  but  he  thought  — and  the  worst  of  it  is  I  thought 
60  too  —  that  I  ought  to  wait  and  Avrite  to  you  all  about  it,  and 
he  has  written  this  big  letter  which  I  enclose.  That  Avill  tell 
^ou  the  whole  story  ever  so  much  better  than  I  could,  but  I 
knew  you  wuuld  read  mine  first. 

So  now  they  knew  why  Caroline  did  not  come 
on  the  five  o'clock  train 

There  was  more  to  the  letter  —  much  more, 
indeed  —  but  before  it  could  be  finished,  or  the 
doctor's  letter  looked  at,  Mrs.  Bryant  had  to 
stop  and  gather  her  little  Daisy  in  her  arms  and 
try  to  soothe  the  most  heart-broken  fit  of  crying 
she  had  ever  seen  the  child  indulge  herself  in. 
And  the  mother  was  glad  of  it ;  for  she  felt 
that  tears,  however  bitter,  were  better  than  the 
still,  white-faced  way  in  which  Daisy  sometimes 
bore  pain.  Meantime,  Ben  walked  the  floor, 
and  gave  vent  to  his  long  pent-up  feelings  by 
declaring  that  he  thought  ' '  Line  Bryant  was 
simply  too  horrid  for  anything,  and  that  if  she 
liked  little  angels  and  doctors  and  things  better 


THE   UNEXPECTED  HAPPENS.         187 

ihan  she  did  them,  she  would  better  let  them 
adopt  her  and  not  come  home  at  all."  Nobody 
paid  the  slightest  attention  to  what  he  said,  and 
nobody  knew  that  he  did  not  mean  a  word  of  it 
better  than  he  did  himself. 

I  do  not  know  when  they  would  have  got  set- 
tled down  again,  if  it  had  not  been  for  the 
chicken,  which  took  that  opportunity  to  stick 
itself  fast  to  the  ste wing-pan  and  emit  an  odor 
which  made  Mrs.  Bryant  drop  letters  and  little 
girl  in  a  heap,  as  she  said,  "Oh!  our  chicken 
is  burning,"  and  ran.  Ben  had  to  go  to  the 
rescue,  and  bring  her  a  dish  and  a  fork,  and 
put  the  covers  on  the  stove ;  and  when  the  ex- 
citement was  over,  it  was  found  that  Daisy  had 
dried  her  eyes,  and  was  ready  to  hear  the  rest 
of  the  story. 

It  was  later  than  they  had  meant  it  should  be 
when  the  Bryant  family  ate  their  supper.  Mrs. 
Bryant  had  scrambled  the  extra  plate  and  knife 
and  fork  out  of  sight,  and  motioned  Ben  to  set 
away  the  extra  chair,  before  she  summoned 
Daisy,  who  sat  holding  Arabella  Aurelia  close 
to  her  heart,  and  clasping  Caroline's  letter  firmly 
in  her  left  hand.     They  had  certainly  plenty  to 


188         THE   UNEXPECTED  HAPPENS. 

talk  about.  The  solemn  question  over  which 
each  one  thought  and  nobody  cared  to  put  into 
words  was,  Would  mother  write  to  Line  to  stay, 
or  to  come  home?  Ben  settled  it  in  his  own 
mind  that  it  would  be  ridiculous  and  absurd  to 
think  of  such  a  thing.  Why,  they  might  as 
well  give  Line  up  altogether !  He  assured  him- 
self that  he  should  express  his  mind  freely,  and 
say  that  Line  ought  to  have  known  better  than 
to  have  waited  to  ask.  Of  course  she  was  to- 
come  home ;  and  if  his  mother  dreamed  of  such 
a  thing  as  telling  her  lo  stay,  he  should  think 
they  had  all  gone  crazy  together.  He  argued 
it  all  out ;  how  he  would  controvert  his  mother's 
logic,  supposing  for  a  moment  that  she  had  any 
on  the  wrong  side,  and  convince  her  that  the 
thing  was  not  to  be  thought  of  for  a  moment. 
He  wished  she  would  begin  the  discussion  her- 
self. Twice  he  opened  his  mouth  to  say, 
*' Mother,  of  course  you  will  write  to  Line  to 
come  home  day  after  to-morrow  without  fail, 
will  you  not?"  But  a  glance  at  Daisy's  pale 
face,  and  a  realization  of  the  effort  that  she 
was  bravely  making  to  shed  no  more  tears  and 
even  eat  a  little  supper,  held  his  impatience  in 


THE   UNEXPECTED  HAPPENS.         189 

check.  The  mother,  meantime,  talked  only  of 
the  little  Dorothy.  She  had  a  little  sister  once 
who  had  heart  disease  —  a  beautiful  little  white 
sister,  who  could  never  run,  nor  play  ball,  nor 
skip  the  rope,  nor  swing  ;  and  everybody  loved 
her  and  felt  sorry  for  her,  and  she  died  when 
she  was  fourteen.  Then  Mrs.  Bryant  went  on 
to  say  that  it  was  certainly  a  great  honor  which 
had  been  bestowed  upon  Caroline,  to  think  of 
entrusting  her  with  such  a  charge ;  it  showed 
plainer  than  anything  else  could,  what  Dr.  For- 
sythe  thought  of  their  dear  girl.  Then  she 
said,  as  though  it  had  just  occurred  to  her, 
*' Why,  we  have  not  read  his  letter  yet !  I  will 
read  while  you  two  finish  your  suppers." 

It  was  a  beautiful  letter,  long  and  full,  with 
such  a  description  of  Dorothy  as  a  great,  loving- 
hearted  father  with  one  little  lamb  to  love  knew 
how  to  give,  and  such  words  about  Caroline  as 
a  fond  mother  would  love  to  read. 

Altogether,  Ben's  excitement  quieted  a  little, 
and  he  silently  accepted  his  mother's  decision 
that  they  would  not  talk  over  how  to  answer  the 
letter  until  they  had  prayed  and  slept  over  it. 
Daisy,  apparently,  was  very  willing  not  to  talk ; 


190        THE   UNEXPECTED  HAPPENS. 

she  looked  pale  and  tired  —  excitement  and  dis- 
appointment had  worn  her  out.  She  was  quite 
willing  to  take  Arabella  Aurelia  and  go  early  to 
bed. 

When  the  last  things  for  the  night  had  been 
done,  and  Ben  turned  away  from  bolting  the 
door  to  meet  his  mother's  gaze,  and  she  stood 
up  beside  him,  not  in  a  protecting,  but  a  caress- 
ing way,  and  leaned  her  head  against  his  broad 
shoulder  as  if  for  support,  and  said,  "  O,  Ben, 
dear!  what  shall  mother  do?  Can  you  help 
her  to  be  unselfish  and  make  a  wise  choice  for 
her  daughter  —  one  that  she  will  not  regret 
afterwards  ?  "  —  instead  of  breaking  forth  into  a 
tirade  as  to  the  absurdity  and  impossibility  of 
the  whole  scheme,  Ben  flushed,  and  hesitated, 
and  choked  a  little,  and  at  last  said  huskily,  ''It 
is  very  hard  on  you,  mother,  and  on  us,  but  it 
is  a  rare  chance  for  Line,  I  suppose ;  she  has  a 
talent  for  music,  and  the  city  schools  are "  — 
He  stopped  just  there ;  he  felt  that  he  had  said 
every  word  he  could,  and  had  admitted  a  great 
deal. 

Of  course  there  were  many  things  to  be  con- 
sidered before  such  an  important  letter  could  be 


THE    UNEXPECTED  HAPPENS.  191 

answered.  Ben  did  not  expect  to  sleep  a  wink 
that  night,  and  even  poor  little  Daisy  whispered 
to  Arabella  Aurelia  that  they  must  lie  awake 
and  think;  but  before  she  had  quite  finished 
the  whisper  she  was  asleepo  As  for  Ben,  he 
turned  over  three  times,  but  when  he  was  ready 
for  the  fourth  turn  it  was  broad  daylight.  The 
mother  had  not  fared  so  well;  she  made  no 
resolutions  as  to  wakefulness  —  on  the  contrary, 
she  told  herself  that  she  must  put  it  all  aside 
and  get  her  regular  sleep  —  and  she  did  her 
best ;  but  from  midnight  until  three  o'clock  she 
lay  broad  awake,  and  went  over  the  entire 
ground  many  times.  It  was  not  until  the 
breakfast  next  morning  was  well  under  way 
that  she  asked  her  question : 

"Well,  children,  when  shall  we  hold  our 
council  as  to  what  to  say  to  Caroline  ?  " 

Both  children  were  entirely  silent. 

At  last  Ben,  his  face  flushing  as  he  spoke, 
*'rm  willing  to  leave  it  to  you,  mother.  I 
know  you  will  do  the  right  thing." 

Was  not  that  a  beautiful  thing  for  a  boy  to 
say?  His  mother  answered  him  with  a  fond, 
appreciative     smile,     and     turned    to    Daisy. 


192         THE    UNEXPECTED  HAPPENS, 

"What  does  our  little  girl  say?" 

Daisy  was  even  slower  than  Ben  had  been. 
"Of  course  you  know  best,"  she  said  presently, 
low- voiced  and  sweet ;  "  and  I  mean  to  be  very 
good,  if  I  can,  whatever  you  decide,  because  if 
I  should  be  selfish  about  my  Line  it  would  make 
me  feel  ashamed  when  I  met  that  little  Dorothy 
in  heaven." 

Mother  and  son  telegraphed  a  look  at  each 
other,  and  both  felt  that  Daisy  had  gone  to  the 
root  of  the  matter. 

Nevertheless,  Mrs.  Bryant  felt  that  in  so 
important  a  question  as  this  she  ought  to 
have  counsel. 

"I  think  I  shall  call  upon  Dr.  Mather  this 
morning  and  ask  his  advice,"  she  said  thought- 
fully, after  a  few  minutes  of  silence. 

Ben  looked  his  surprise,  but  said  not  a  word. 
Dr.  Mather  was  their  pastor,  and  it  was  so  en- 
tirely reasonable  a  thing  to  look  to  him  for  ad- 
vice that  there  seemed  no  wdtds  in  which  to 
express  surprise;  nevertheless  Ben,  if  it  had 
been  respectful,  would  have  declared  that  he 
would  have  considered  it  more  appropriate  for 
Dr.  Mather  to  come  to  his  mother  for  advice. 


THE    UNEXPECTED   HAPPENS.         193 

Truth  to  tell,  Mrs.  Bryant  had  come  to  her 
decision  by  a  roundabout  road.  She  found 
that  she  wanted  very  much  to  know  what  Mr. 
Holden  would  say  about  it ;  but  to  go  to  him 
for  advice  would  be  discourteous  to  her  pastor. 
Even  though  Dr.  Mather  should  never  hear  of 
it,  as  he  probably  would  not,  this  true  woman 
felt  that  her  own  heart  would  condemn  it  as  a 
discourtesy,  and  that  was  not  to  be  borne. 
Long  thinking  over  the  matter  had  brought  her 
to  that  decision : 

'*I  shall  call  upon  Dr.  Mather  this  morning." 


CHAPTER   XIV. 


CONFLICTING   ADVICE. 


DR.  MATHER  was  in  his  study.  He 
frowned  upon  the  servant  who  brought 
him  word  that  a  woman  was  waiting  to  see 
him.  To  be  sure  he  had  not  yet  set  to  work ; 
in  fact,  he  was  only  glancing  over  the  morning 
paper,  but  then  he  meant  to  go  to  work  in  a 
few  minutes,  and  felt  that  his  good  intentions 
ought  not  to  be  interrupted. 

"Mrs.  Bryant?"  he  repeated,  in  a  surprised 
tone ;  *'  doesn't  the  woman  know  better  than  to 
make  calls  on  me  in  the  morning  ?  Ask  her  if 
it  is  important." 

The  messenger  returned.  *'It  is  somewhat 
so,  she  says;  she  wants  to  ask  a  little  advice 
before  the  mail  closes,  but  if  you  are  too  busy 
she  will  wait." 

Dr.  Mather  tossed  down  his  paper.  *'0, 
194 


CONFLICTING  ADVICE.  195 

well !  show  her  in.  I  may  as  well  see  her  now 
and  have  it  done  with.'* 

And  Mrs.  Bryant  came  in.  She  was  a  woman 
of  good  sense,  and  knew  that  an  apology  was 
in  order  for  intruding  upon  her  pastor  during 
his  study  hours ;  she  made  it  in  few  words,  and 
then  told  her  errand  briefly. 

** Your  daughter?  Ah!  let  me  see.  I  think 
I  remember  her ;  her  name  is  Nancy,  is  it  not?" 

*'No,  sir;  it  is  Caroline." 

"-  O,  yes,  Caroline !  she  is  a  young  woman 
grown,  1  believe  ?  " 

"Not  quite,"  said  Mrs.  Bryant,  and  she  gave 
Caroline's  age. 

' '  Ah,  yes  !  well,  I  am  mixing  her  with  some 
one  else,  I  presume  ;  I  have  a  great  many  young 
persons  to  look  after.  And  you  say  she  has 
been  absent  for  some  time.  Has  she  been  em- 
ployed in  this  man's  family?  " 

"No,  sir;"  and  as  briefly  as  possible  the 
mother  went  over  the  story  of  her  anxieties 
concerning  this  daughter  —  a  story  which  she 
had  thought  everybody  in  the  town  knew. 

"  O,  yes  ! "  the  minister  said  again ;  "  I  think 
I  have  heard  something  about  it*     Well,  my 


196  CONFLICTING  ADVICE. 

good  lady,  I  cannot  see  why  you  hesitate  for  a 
moment.  It  seems  to  me  a  royal  opportunity 
—  such  a  chance,  indeed,  as  comes  to  a  person 
but  once  in  a  lifetime.  Of  course  you  wiU 
have  her  stay,"  he  added  reassuringly.  "To 
do  othei'wise  would  be  to  throw  away  a  great 
deal.  The  schools  in  Philadelphia  are  excep- 
tionally good ;  and  to  attend  them  and  at  the 
same  time  have  an  opportunity  to  earn  her  own 
living  will  of  course  be  the  greatest  possible 
relief  to  you." 

''  Do  you  know  anything  of  Dr.  Forsythe?" 
ventured  Mrs.  Bryant,  at  length. 

''Why,  of  course,  my  dear  madam;  I  know 
Dr.  Forsythe  to  be  one  of  the  leading  physi- 
cians of  the  city  of  Philadelphia." 

'' I  do  not  mean  in  that  way,  sir;  I  mean 
as  to  his  character.     Is  he  a  Christian?" 

"That  indeed  I  do  not  know.  But  of 
course  a  man  of  that  stamp,  holding  the  posi- 
tion which  he  does,  is  a  guarantee  for  your 
daughter's  safety.  You  have  nothing  to  worry 
about,  and  everything  to  be  thankful  for." 

Still  Mrs.  Bryant  lingered,  she  hardly  knew 
why.     She  certainly  had  Dr.  Mather's  opinion. 


CONFLICTING  ADVICE.  197 

"  She  seems  very  young  to  go  away  from 
home,"  she  faltered  at  last,  thinking  aloud 
rather  than  speaking  to  her  pastor. 

"  O,  well!"  he  said,  in  a  tone  which  was 
meant  to  be  reassuring,  "  girls  younger  than 
she  have  often  had  to  do  it ;  I  know  dozens 
who  would  be  glad  of  the  chance  she  has. 
The  fact  is,  madam,  this  is  a  workaday  world, 
and  only  a  few  people  can  afford  to  waste 
opportunities  for  the  sake  of  a  little  sentiment." 

Then  Mrs.  Bryant  arose  with  a  flush  on  her 
face,  and  a  flash  in  her  eyes ;  but  all  she  said 
was,  ''I  thank  you,  sir;  good-morning." 

"Good-morning,"  said  the  doctor  cordially; 
"  I  am  glad  you  are  to  have  such  a  lift ;  there 
is  a  hard  winter  before  the  poor,  I  fear.  If  I 
can  do  anything  for  you  at  any  time  let  me 
know." 

He  had  certainly  been  kind,  and  he  had  un- 
doubtedly spoken  the  truth;  yet  Mrs.  Bryant 
as  she  went  quickly  down  the  steps  was  con- 
scious of  feeling  almost  hurt;  she  could  not 
have  put  into  words  why  she  felt  so,  and  would 
not  if  she  could.  One  thing  was  plain  to  her; 
»he  felt  less  inclined  to  write  to  Caroline  to  re-* 


198  CONFLICTING  ADVICE. 

main  than  she  had  when  she  went  up  those 
steps.  She  walked  rapidly,  less  because  the 
morning  was  cold,  than  because  she  seemed  to 
have  a  certain  amount  of  bruised  feeling  to  get 
rid  of  in  some  way.  At  the  corner  she  encoun- 
tered Mrs.  Kedwin,  who  was  going  her  way, 
and  who  began  at  once  to  ask  questions. 

"Did  Line  come  last  night?  She  didn't! 
Why,  dear  me,  how  disappointed  you  must  have 
been.  Fanny  and  Rufus  were  wild  to  go  around 
there,  but  I  told  them  to  leave  you  in  peace  for 
one  night,  at  least.  What's  the  matter?  Line 
isn't  sick,  I  hope  ?  " 

Thus  urged,  Mrs.  Bryant  told  her  story. 
"Humph!"  said  Mrs.  Kedwin,  "you  aren't 
going  to  let  her  stay,  are  you  ?  I  wouldn't,  if 
I  were  you,  not  by  a  long  sight.  We  have 
feelings,  I  guess,  if  we  are  poor;  and  yoit 
don't  want  your  girl  to  be  a  common  servant 
any  more  than  I  do  mine.  Line  don't  think  ol 
wanting  to  do  such  a  thing,  does  she  ?  She  had 
spirit  enough,  I  always  thought;  my  Fanny 
would  blaze,  1  tell  you,  if  anybody  should 
make  her  such  an  offer." 

"  Sh©  wants  to  do  right,"  said  Mrs.  Bryant 


CONFLICTING   ADVICE.  199 

firmly,  and  at  that  moment  she  felt  that  she 
would  probably  write  to  her  daughter  to  stay, 
by  all  means. 

"Of  course  she  does,  and  she  ought  to  begin 
by  respecting  herself  and  her  mother.  Why, 
her  grandfather  was  a  minister !  The  idea  of 
her  being  a  kitchen  drudge  for  any  man." 

"They  do  not  want  her  for  kitchen  work," 
Mrs.  Bryant  explained,  "and  she  would  not  be 
looked  upon  as  a  servant,  though  that  ought 
not  to  make  any  difference  to  her  or  to  me ;  we 
hope  our  self-respect  goes  deeper  than  that, 
Mrs.  Kedwin." 

"O,  now!"  said  Mrs.  Kedwin,  "don't  you 
go  to  being  hoodwinked  by  any  such  notions ; 
I've  heard  such  talk  before,  about  being  looked 
upon  as  one  of  the  family,  and  given  privileges, 
and  all  that ;  it  goes  for  nothing ;  they  are  the 
worst  kind  of  masters  and  mistresses,  the  folks 
that  go  on  about  such  things ;  I  know  them. 
And  as  for  your  self-respect,  1  know  you  have 
queer  ideas,  Mrs.  Bryant,  but  you  can't  carry 
them  out  —  not  in  this  world ;  a  servant  is  a  ser- 
vant, and  nothing  else,  and  your  Line  isn't  cut 
out  for  one.     Don't  you  go  to  submitting  to  it; 


200  CONFLICTING  ADVlCH. 

she  might  better  work  her  fingers  to  the  bone 
here  at  home ;  I'm  doing  it  for  my  Fanny,  and 
I'll  work  harder  yet,  if  that  is  possible,  to  keep 
her  from  such  a  life." 

Mrs.  Bryant  smiled  and  sighed.  She  knew 
then,  as  she  had  always  known,  that  she  and 
Mrs.  Kedwin  did  not  think  alike  about  any  sub- 
ject under  the  sun,  and  that,  with  the  best  of 
intentions,  this  mother  was  spoiling  her  daugh- 
ter Fanny ;  filling  her  with  false  ideas  of  life, 
and  of  respectability,  and  ' '  working  her  fingers 
to  the  bone  "  to  do  it.  Nothing  which  had  been 
said  made  her  feel  more  like  leaving  Caroline 
in  Philadelphia,  and  so  withdrawing  her  from 
the  influence  of  such  companionship  as  Fanny 
Kedwin's  and  others  of  her  stamp.  If  she  only 
knew  what  kind  of  a  man  Dr.  Forsythe  was, 
and  what  kind  of  a  wife  he  had ! 

Mrs.  Kedwin  talked  on  eagerly;  but  the 
mother  who  walked  beside  her  lost  all  trace  of 
what  she  was  saying,  and  carried  on  her  own 
train  of  thought,  coming  presently  to  this  con- 
clusion :  "I  mean  to  go  and  see  him  for  a  few 
minutes.  There  can  be  no  impropriety  in  it 
now,  since  I  have  been  first  to  my  own  pastor ; 


CONFLICTING  ADVICE,  201 

and  I  must  come  to  some  decision,  and  not  keep 
my  poor  girl  in  suspense."  She  announced  the 
decision  aloud,  interrupting  Mrs.  Kedwin  to  do 
so.  "Excuse  me,  Mrs.  Kedwin,  but  I  must 
turn  here  ;  I  want  to  see  Mr.  Holden  a  moment." 

"Never  mind  the  interruption,"  said  that  gen- 
tleman, rising  to  meet  her,  pen  in  hand,  and 
turning  away  from  his  manuscript  paper  on  the 
desk  as  he  spoke  ;  "  I  am  always  ready  to  see 
people  on  business,  and  I  know  very  well  that 
some  business  will  not  wait.  Did  Caroline 
come?" 

No  need  to  explain  her  daughter's  name  and 
absence  here.  The  minister's  tone  was  almost 
as  eager  as  a  boy's,  and  his  face  grew  sympa- 
thetically grave  as  the  mother  shook  her  head. 
"  Something  has  detained  her  for  another  day, 
I  suppose  ;  nothing  serious,  I  hope  ?  Sit  down 
and  tell  me  all  about  it."  It  was  a  relief  to  do 
so.  "Poor  mother!"  he  said,  with  a  sympa- 
thizing smile,  reaching  out  his  hand  to  her  as 
he  spoke,  "you  have  a  blessing  and  a  trouble 
come  to  you  through  one  and  the  same  source, 
have  you  not?" 

There  was  a  rush  of   tears  to  the  mother's 


202  CONFLICTING  ADVICE. 

eyes  which  some  way  seemed  to  rest  the  strain 
upon  her  heart.  It  was  such  a  comfort  to  speak 
to  one  who  seemed  to  understand  that  she  could 
honestly  be  pulled  in  two  ways  at  the  same  time 
— could  be  grateful  and  regretful,  and  in  doubt 
whether  to  accept  or  reject.  ''It  is  a  great 
opening,  I  know,"  she  faltered;  "  but  then"  — 

"I  know,"  the  minister  said;  "I  have  no 
doubt  at  aU  that  it  is  loving-kindness  which 
causes  our  blessings  and  our  crosses,  so  that 
sometimes  we  are  put  to  it  to  tell  which  is 
which.  Let  us  look  at  it  carefully,  Mrs.  Bryant, 
on  all  sides.  Just  how  do  the  pros  and  cons 
present  themselves  to  your  mind  ?  In  the  first 
place,  there  is  the  trial  of  doing  without  your 
daughter ;  and  that  presses  not  only  on  you  and 
on  our  brave  boy  Ben,  but  on  the  little  Daisy." 

"It  is  evident  that  you  understand  every- 
thing," said  Mrs.  Bryant  gratefully.  ''I  do 
not  know  how  so  young  a  man,  who  has  no 
family  and  no  trials  of  his  own,  can  so  readily 
enter  into  and  so  intelligently  sympathize  with 
the  trials  of  others.". 

Then  once  again  there  came  into  the  minis- 
ter's face  the  look  which  had  before  suggested 


CONFLICTING  ADVICE.  203 

10  Mrs.  Bryant  a  pain  which  this  man  had  to 
bear.  He  was  silent  a  minute,  and  so  was  she, 
sorrowing  over  her  last  words,  lest  they  had 
started  troubled  depths.     Soon  he  said : 

''Dear  friend,  I  am  half- inclined  to  tell  you 
a  secret  which  will  help  you  to  understand  that 
there  may  be  shadows  where  the  sunshine  lin- 
gers. I  am  not  so  young  as  perhaps  you  think 
me  —  to-morrow  I  shall  be  thirty  —  and  I  am 
not  a  man  without  home  and  family  from  choice. 
You  know  Miss  Webster  well  enough  to  realize 
something  of  what  it  is  to  have  to  tell  you  that 
she  was  to  have  been  my  wife,  and  that  seven 
years  ago  her  case  was  pronounced  hopeless. 
Never  mind,"  he  said  hastily,  as  he  saw  the 
look  of  pain  spread  over  the  listener's  face, 
"  do  not  pity  me  too  much,  dear  friend ;  it  can 
never  be  other  than  a  joy  to  be  able  to  call  such 
a  woman  as  Miss  Webster  is  my  best  friend, 
and  I  am  sure  her  Father  and  mine  has  planned 
all  the  way  which  he  is  leading  us,  and  knows 
the  best  road.  I  only  told  you  so  that  you 
might  make  sure  of  my  sympathy  with  trouble. 
I  am  afraid  I  shall  have  almost  too  much  sym- 
pathy for  the  little  Dorothy." 


204  CONFLICTING  ADVICE. 

"No,"  she  said  earnestly;  ''that  is  the 
strongest  hold  for  us  all.  My  little  Daisy  has 
helped  us  in  that ;  she  thinks  she  will  be  ashamed 
to  meet  Dorothy  in  heaven  if  she  is  selfish  about 
her  dear  Line  here."  They  both  laughed  over 
this  —  a  tender  laugh  which  answered  instead 
of  tears,  and  the  minister  walked  to  the  win- 
dow and  stood  in  the  shadow  of  the  curtain 
folds  for  a  minute,  before  he  attempted  to  say 
more.  When  he  spoke  again,  his  voice  had 
recovered  its  natural  cheery  tone. 

''Well,  let  us  see.  Of  course  for  Caroline 
it  will  be  a  fine  opening ;  there  is  first  that  op- 
portunity which  comes  to  God's  child  of  doing 
a  special  good  in  a  niche  where  it  is  hard  to  find 
just  what  will  fit.  .1  know  enough  of  your  young 
daughter,  Mrs.  Bryant,  to  be  sure  that  the  doc- 
tor has  made  no  mistake.  She  would  be  a  great 
blessing  to  his  little  girl."  This  gave  Mrs. 
Bryant  another  opportunity  to  see  how  differ- 
ent this  ,man  was  from  some  whom  she  knew. 
Others  had  spoken  of  her  daughter's  opportu- 
nity for  getting ;  he  spoke  of  her  opportunity 
for  giving,  and  set  it  highest.  Nothing  had 
helped  this  unselfish  mother  more. 


CONFLICTING  ADVICE.  205 

They  went  over  the  ground  carefully  after 
this :  all  about  the  schools  of  Philadelphia, 
concerning  which  it  appeared  that  this  minister 
knew  a  great  deal,  all  about  the  probable  oppor- 
tunity for  improvement,  and  about  how  those  at 
home  would  manage  without  the  elder  daughter, 
especially  the  influence  of  her  absence  on  the 
sensitive  Daisy.  "That  perplexes  me,"  said 
Mrs.  Bryant.  "It  will  be  hard  for  Daisy  to 
get  through  the  winter  without  her  sister  — 
harder  than  for  us.  But  it  will  also  be  very 
hard  upon  her  to  think  that  her  sister  gave  up 
advantages  and  opportunities  for  her  sake." 

"I  know,"  said  the  minister;  "she  is  a  very 
peculiar  little  flower,  and  I  think  I  know  her 
well  enough  to  say  that  the  latter  hurt  would  be 
worse  for  her  than  the  first." 

"There  is  one  thing,"  said  the  mother,  her 
face  flushing  as  she  spoke ;  "  I  do  not  know 
what  kind  of  a  man  this  doctor  is.  He  is  a 
great  doctor,  I  presume,  and  he  is  kind-hearted 
and  has  a  great  influence  already  over  my 
daughter,  which  makes  me  all  the  more  anxious 
for  her.  What  if  he  were  not  a  Christian  man  ? 
Some  people,  perhaps  most  people,  would  sup- 


i06  CONFLICTING  ADVICE. 

pose  that  that  need  make  no  difference,  so  long 
as  my  daughter  is  a  little  girl,  and  would  per- 
haps hardly  ever  see  the  man  in  whose  house 
she  was  employed ;  but  to  me  it  does." 

'*  Assuredly  it  does,  my  dear  madam,  and  I 
am  glad  to  be  able  to  tell  you  that  a  more  ear- 
nest Christian  man  than  Dr.  Forsythe  it  would, 
I  think,  be  hard  to  find.  I  do  not  know  him 
personally,  but  I  know  a  great  deal  of  him,  and 
his  whole  life  seems  to  me  to  be  Christlike.'* 

''Then,"  said  Mrs.  Bryant,  drawing  a  long 
breath,  "  I  am  afraid  —  I  mean  I  believe  that 
the  matter  is  settled.  I  am  sure  Ben,  when  he 
hears  all  that  you  have  said,  will  think  that  we 
ought  to  give  Caroline  the  opportunity,  hard  as 
it  may  be  for  us,  and  in  some  respects  for  her. 
Mr.  Holden,  I  do  not  know  how  to  thank  you 
for  your  kindness,  and  I  do  not  know  how  to 
express  my  sympathy  for  you  in  your  great 
affliction.  I  wish  you  knew  how  deeply  I  feel 
for  you,  and  how  entirely  I  will  respect  your 
confidence." 

''I  know  it  all,  madam,"  the  minister  said, 
even  cheerily.  ''It  is  all  right;  Miss  Webster 
and  I  are  in  our  Father's  hands,  and  we  trust 


CONFLICTING  ADVICE.  207 

him.     There  is  another  world    than    this,  you 
know." 

To  say  that  Caroline  Bryant's  heart  beat 
faster  than  usual  when  on  Monday  morning 
she  stood  on  the  white  steps  of  Dr.  Forsythe's 
house  waiting  for  admittance,  would  be  to  put 
it  very  mildly  indeed.  In  her  next  letter  to 
Ben  she  told  him  it  thumped  so  hard  that  it 
seemed  to  her  that  the  policeman  just  then 
passing  would  hear  it,  and  ask  what  was  the 
matter.  More  than  that,  her  limbs  trembled 
so  that  they  could  hardly  hold  her,  and  she  felt 
sure  her  teeth  would  chatter  the  moment  she 
attempted  to  speak.  She  had  just  passed 
through  a  trying  ordeal  in  bidding  good-by  to 
the  little  Brinkers  and  their  mother.  Daisy 
cried  louder  than  the  others,  but  it  is  doubtful 
if  she  felt  worse  than  the  mother,  who  declared 
that  she  could  not  feel  it  more  if  one  of  her 
own  children  was  going  away;  and  Caroline 
herself  had  shed  some  very  salt  tears,  and 
kissed  them  all  over  and  over  again,  and  prom- 
ised to  come  just  as  often  as  she  could  to  see 
them,  and  feltj  as  the  door  at  last  closed  upon 


208  CONFLICTING  ADVICE. 

her,  as  though  she  were  parting  from  all  her 
friends. 

She  was  glad  to  see  only  the  young  man  who 
opened  the  door  for  patients,  and  to  be  shown 
into  a  little  room  at  the  right  of  the  hall  to  wait 
a  few  minutes  quite  by  herself.  It  gave  her  a 
chance  to  grow  quiet,  and  to  ask  herself  what 
she  trembled  over.  Certainly  she  was  not  afraid 
of  Dr.  Forsythe,  nor  of  Dorothy,  and  Mrs. 
Forsythe  could  not  be  so  very  terrible.  Poor 
Caroline  had  lived  a  great  deal  in  the  week  that 
was  passed,  since  she  wrote  that  all-important 
letter  to  her  mother.  Letters  had  sometimes 
traveled  at  the  rate  of  two  a  day  between  her 
home  and  Philadelphia  since  that  time.  All 
the  details  of  the  remarkable  plan  had  been  ex- 
plained and  discussed  as  well  as  people  a  hun- 
dred miles  apart  could  discuss  them,  and  now  it 
was  all  settled.  Caroline  was  to  stay,  and  put 
away  from  herself  the  thought  of  seeing  her 
dear  ones  before  June. 

It  all  seemed  very  strange,  and  at  times  very 
terrible,  when  she  thought  of  it.  Here  was  she, 
Caroline  Bryant,  who  had  kissed  her  mother  one 
October  morning  and  gone  out  nutting,  expect- 


CONFLICTING  ADVICE.  209 

ing  to  be  at  home  again  before  the  sun  set,  who 
instead  must  look  forward  to  a  sunset  in  June 
before  she  could  kiss  her  mother  again.  There 
had  been  a  faint  hope  in  her  heart  that  the 
mother  would  think  she  ought  to  come  home 
for  a  week  or  two  and  see  them  all  and  get 
ready  to  go  away ;  and  in  truth  the  mother  had 
thought  of  it,  and  counted  her  little  hoard  of 
money  gathered  for  the  supply  of  coal,  and 
talked  with  Ben,  and  shaken  her  head  sadly, 
and  concluded  that  the  home  visit  must  be  given 
up  on  account  of  the  expense.  This  was  be- 
fore Caroline's  letter  came,  saying  that  she  had 
hoped  something  of  the  kind  would  happen,  but 
had  given  it  up  because  Dr.  Forsythe  said  that 
morning  that  he  hoped  she  would  be  ready  for 
school  on  the  following  Monday.  The  new 
term  would  open  then,  and  it  would  be  the  best 
time  to  begin. 

And  this  was  Saturday,  and  according  to  the 
doctor's  plans  she  was  to  come  to  her  new  home 
as  soon  after  breakfast  as  she  could,  and  get 
acquainted  with  them,  so  as  to  be  ready  for 
her  duties  on  Monday.  Her  small  plain  trunk 
had  been  packed  by  Mrs.  Brinker's  own  hands. 


210  CONFLICTING   ADVICE. 

the  good  woman  dropping  tears  among  the 
garments. 

She  had  herself  washed  and  ironed  them 
with  utmost  care,  and  even  mended  some  of 
them  as  carefully  as  Caroline's  own  mother 
could  have  done ;  though  over  this  last  work 
Caroline  protested,  saying  that  mother  always 
had  her  do  her  own  mending.  "I  know,  child," 
said  Mrs.  Brinker,  ''  and  no  doubt  you  can  do 
it  better  than  I  can ;  but  all  the  same  I  want  to 
do  it.  There's  so  little  we  can  do  to  show  our 
love  and  gratitude ;  and  you  have  been  an  angel 
of  mercy  to  us,  you  know." 

On  the  whole,  do  you  wonder  that  the  young 
girl's  limbs  trembled  and  almost  refused  to  hold 
her,  while  she  sat  in  the  little  reception  room 
and  waited,  and  wondered  what  the  doctor  would 
say  first,  and  when  she  should  see  Mrs.  Forsythe, 
and  what  she  would  say  to  her? 


CHAPTER   XV. 

A    LONG,    WONDERFUL    DAY. 

GOOD-MORNING,"  said  a  cheery  voice 
just  at  her  elbow.  So  absorbed  had  she 
beeii  with  her  own  thoughts  that  Dr.  Forsythe 
had  pushed  aside  the  curtains  and  entered  noise- 
lessly without  her  knowing  it.  "  Here  you  are, 
as  fresh  as  the  morning ;  which  is  fortunate,  for 
my  little  Dorothy  is  in  such  a  state  of  excite- 
ment and  expectancy  that  I  hardly  know  how 
she  could  have  waited  much  longer.  She  is  at 
this  moment  taking  breakfast  in  her  room.  I 
believe  I  will  take  you  directly  there ;  she  will 
like  to  serve  you  to  a  glass  of  milk  with  her  own 
hands  ;  you  have  breakfasted,  I  suppose  ?  " 

"  O,  yes,  sir!  a  long  time  ago,"  said  Caro- 
line, following  the  doctor's  swift  movements 
down  the  long  hall. 

*'Ah!  that  is  fortunate,  also,  because  now 


212  A  LONG,    WONDERFUL  DAT. 

you  will  not  mind  taking  a  second  one  with 
Dorothy.  I  was  obliged  to  take  mine  very 
early,  also,  so  Dorothy  and  her  grandmother 
had  theirs  sent  to  their  rooms." 

So  there  was  a  grandmother  in  this  home? 
Caroline  had  not  heard  of  her  before,  and  but 
for  the  fact  that  there  was  so  much  to  look  at, 
would  have  set  to  wondering  what  she  was  like. 
By  this  time  they  were  at  the  top  of  the  long 
flight  of  stairs,  and  were  moving  swiftly  down 
another  hall,  where  half-open  doors  on  either 
side  revealed  glimpses  of  beautiful  rooms  which 
reminded  Caroline  of  Judge  Dunmore's  parlor. 

''  Here  we  are  at  last,"  the  doctor  said,  and 
he  threw  wide  open  a  door  at  his  left,  bringing 
to  view  a  room  so  lovely  that  Caroline  could  not 
repress  a  little  exclamation  of  delight.  It  had 
many  long,  low  windows,  from  two  of  which 
the  morning  sun  was  streaming ;  it  was  carpeted 
in  some  soft,  thick  stuff  of  a  delicate  cream 
color,  bestrewn  with  delicately- tinted  autumn 
leaves.  At  one  end  of  the  room  was  a  great 
white  rug  of  softest  fur,  near  which  was  a  large 
easy-chair  of  luxurious  pattern,  in  the  depths 
of  which  sat  Dorothy  at  this  moment,  a  pretty 


A  LONG,    WONBERFVL  DAY.  213 

table  drawn  near  her,  on  which  stood  a  silver 
salver,  with  a  dainty  breakfast  spread  tempt- 
ingly upon  it.  There  was  a  large  alcove  near 
one  of  the  sunny  windows,  the  curtains  of 
which  being  only  partially  looped,  showed  a 
beautiful  bedstead  in  white  and  gold.  Indeed 
those  two  colors  prevailed  wherever  one's  eyes 
rested ;  and  the  small,  golden-haired  child  in  a 
white  merino  wrapper  fitted  elegantly  into  the 
surroundings. 

''Has  she  come?"  said  Dorothy,  raising  her- 
self on  one  elbow  to  look  eagerly  past  her 
father ;   then  she  caught  a  glimpse  of  Caroline. 

''Oh!  I  am  so  glad!  Now  you  will  take 
some  breakfast  with  me ;  I  have  been  saving 
it;  it  is  so  very  desolate  to  eat  alone." 

Dr.  Forsythe  rolled  a  great  easy-chair  to  the 
table's  side  and  motioned  Caroline  to  a  seat 
before  he  answered  the  bell  which  just  then 
tinkled. 

"That  is  papa's  bell,"  said  Dorothy,  nodding 
toward  the  little  white  knob  in  the  wall.  "It 
always  rings  when  he  comes  to  see  me ;  it  is 
just  as  though  the  people  knew  he  had  stopped 
for  a  minute,  and  did  not  want  him  to.     Do 


214  A  LONG,    WONDERFUL  DAY. 

you  suppose  I  can  ever  tell  you  how  glad  I  am 
that  you  have  come?  You  know  I  told  you 
how  lonely  I  got  with  only  nurse  to  talk  to. 
Of  course  I  have  others  every  little  while,  but 
times  when  I  want  them  most  I  can't  have 
them.  Will  you  eat  a  piece  of  the  steak?  It 
is  very  good,  I  suppose  ;  I  tried  to  eat  some  to 
please  papa,  but  I  am  not  hungry  this  morning. 
Perhaps  I  can  eat  now  that  I  have  somebody  to 
help  me.  Isn't  it  nice  to  have  you  all  to  my- 
self?    Do  you  suppose  you  will  like  me? " 

''I  do  not  see  how  I  could  help  it,"  said 
Caroline,  trying  not  to  laugh;  "but  I  do  not 
think  I  can  eat  much  breakfast — not  this  morn- 
ing; I  had  mine  almost  two  hours  ago."  Yet 
while  she  spoke  she  put  a  bit  of  the  steak  to  her 
lips  and  was  forced  to  tell  herself  that  it  was 
very  different  from  that  served  at  Conductor 
Brinker's  table ;  it  seemed  surprising  that  Doro- 
thy could  not  eat  such  breakfasts  as  this. 

Pi-esently  she  found  opportunity  to  ask  the 
question  which  she  found  was  uppermost. 
''Haven't  you  a  grandmother,  Dorothy?" 

''Yes,"  said  the  little  girl  gravely;  "but 
she  is  not  at  all  like  the  grandmothers  in  books. 


A  LONG,    WONDERFUL   DAY.  215 

She  isn't,"  shaking  her  head,  as  Caroline  gave 
her  an  inquiring  look  and  waited  for  an  explana- 
tion ;  ''she  is  very  good,  and  everybody  —  re- 
spects her  "  —  (the  dashes  stand  for  a  curious 
little  pause  which  Dorothy  made  before  she 
pronounced  the  word)  ;  "but  she  wears  black 
silk  dresses  a  good  deal,  and  ruffles,  and  does 
not  like  to  have  them  rumpled;  she  does  not 
have  any  place  for  heads  to  rest  and  be  petted, 
you  know ;  and  she  thinks  that  papa  pets  me 
too  much  and  makes  me  have  less  strength  than 
1  would  have.  She  says  little  girls  are  brought 
up  very  differently  from  what  they  were  when 
she  was  young,  and  she  thinks  her  way  was 
the  best.  She  is  father's  mother,  and  we  all 
love  her,  of  course  ;  but  she  is  not  like  a  grand- 
mother  in  a  book,  not  in  the  least."  Caroline 
began  to  understand. 

That  day  was  a  very  remarkable  one  to  Caro- 
line Bryant.  Several  times  during  its  progress 
she  felt  as  though  she  must  get  by  herself  some- 
where and  write  to  Ben,  there  were  so  many 
wonderful  things  to  describe ;  but  by  evening 
she  began  to  feel  as  though  it  would  be  of  no 
use  to  write  any  letters;   she  could  never  do 


216  A  LONG,    WONDERFUL  DAT. 

justice  to  the  subject.  Dorothy's  eager  interest 
in  her  new  possession  did  not  flag  in  the  least. 
She  spent  the  entire  day  in  showing  her  through 
the  rooms,  explaining  the  uses  of  many  things 
which  were  entirely  new  to  Caroline,  and  ask- 
ing her  questions  about  a  life  which  was  equally 
strange  to  her.  One  experience  gave  Caroline 
a  mixed  sensation ;  she  could  not  be  sure  which 
was  the  stronger,  pleasure  or  pain.  Dr.  For- 
sythe  had  looked  in  hurriedly  to  say,  ' '  Dorothy, 
you  must  not  forget  to  take  your  friend  to  Mrs. 
Packard's  room  and  ask  her  to  give  her  what 
attention  is  needed;  and  it  should  be  done 
before  twelve  o'clock,  you  know."  Then  he 
turned  to  Caroline.  "Mrs.  Packard  is  the 
member  of  our  family  who  does  the  planning 
and  the  buying  for  us  all.  We  wear,  as  a  rule, 
what  she  selects  as  proper.  Of  course  we  are 
allowed  an  opinion,  which  may  weigh  with  her 
and  may  not.  She  understands  that  she  is  to 
add  you  to  her  list,  and  get  for  you  what  you 
may  need  between  this  and  to-morrow  morning. 
It  is  merely  a  matter  of  business,  you  know ; 
your  mother  and  I  have  exchanged  letters  and 
we  understand  one  another  perfectly." 


A  LONG,    WONDEBFUL  DAY.  217 

Caroline  felt  that  be  added  this  last  in  kind- 
ness to  her,  because  her  cheeks  had  flushed  and 
her  eyes  drooped.  It  seemed  so  very  strange 
to  have  any  other  person  than  her  mother  plan- 
ning as  to  her  needs ;  and  it  seemed  so  very 
trying  to  have  to  need  things  which  her  mother 
had  not  provided. 

But  Dorothy  took  it  all  as  a  matter  of  course. 
"  O,  yes!"  she  said;  "we  must  go  to  Mrs. 
Packard  directly.  Has  your  trunk  come,  Caro- 
line? She  will  have  to  go  through  it,  you 
know,  to  find  what  you  need,  and  you  will 
have  to  answer  dozens  of  questions  ;  it  is  rather 
tiresome,  but  we  will  go  at  once  and  have  done 
with  it.*'  Dr.  Forsythe  had  already  gone ; 
Caroline  drew  back  from  the  open  door. 

''  Must  I  go?  "  she  said  pitifully  to  Dorothy. 
"  I  do  not  think  I  need  anything  just  now,  and 
it  seems  very  strange." 

"Oh!  but  papa  said  so,  you  know.  It  is 
all  very  well  for  papa  to  say  we  have  to  do  as 
Mrs.  Packard  says ;  but  the  truth  is  we  have 
to  do  just  as  he  says,  every  one  of  us,  Mrs. 
Packard  and  all ;  and  he  has  told  her  what  to 
do  for  you.     You  needn't  mind,  Caroline  ;  it  is 


218  A  LONG,    WONDERFUL  DAY. 

always  pleasant  to  do  as  papa  says;  come," 
said  Dorothy. 

And  Caroline  went.  Mrs.  Packard  was  tall 
and  grave,  with  gray  eyes  and  thin  lips.  The 
gray  eyes  were  very  keen;  they  embarrassed 
Caroline ;  she  had  a  feeling  that  her  thoughts 
were  being  looked  at  and  commented  upon. 

"  O,  yes  !  "  said  Mrs.  Packard ;  ''  this  is  the 
young  person,  is  it?  I  remember.  Well,  there 
is  no  time  to  be  lost,  I  should  judge.  I  had 
your  trunk  sent  up  to  your  room  a  short  time 
ago.  "We  will  look  through  it  at  once  and 
make  a  memoranda.  Miss  Dorothy,  will  you 
come  with  us  or  sit  here  and  rest?  Your  papa 
is  afraid  you  will  overtax  your  strength  to-day." 

*'I  will  come,  if  you  please,"  said  Dorothy. 
"Papa  is  always  afraid  of  that;  I  will  sit  in 
Caroline's  easy-chair  and  rest." 

As  they  crossed  the  room  Caroline  had  a 
vision  of  herself  in  the  tall  glass.  A  somewhat 
overgrown  girl  in  a  dress  which  was  too  short 
for  her,  and  whose  sleeves  were  not  made  in 
the  prevailing  style,  and  whose  waist  did  not 
fit  so  well  as  it  used.  These  things  she  real- 
ized   as    she  had   not   before.     She  began   to 


A   LONG,    WONDERFUL  DAT.  219 

realize  them  when  Mrs.  Packard  said,  looking 
her  over  from  head  to  foot,  ''There  is  no  time 
to  be  lost,  I  should  judge." 

The  first  glimpse  of  her  own  room  nearly 
took  her  breath  away.  They  had  not  been  ad- 
mitted when  Dorothy  had  undertaken  to  show 
it  to  her ;  a  chamber-maid  had  assured  her  that 
there  was  sweeping  going  on,  and  she  must 
wait,  so  Caroline  followed  Mrs.  Packard  into 
it  for  the  first  time.  Such  a  lovely  room !  open- 
ing out  of  Dorothy's ;  not  so  large  as  hers,  but 
sunny,  and  furnished  with  exquisite  taste,  even 
to  a  cunning  little  writing-desk  in  the  corner. 

' '  Do  you  like  it  ?  "  asked  Dorothy.  ' '  I  wanted 
you  here,  right  beside  me.  Nurse  sleeps  on  the 
other  side  of  my  room,  where  the  folding  doors 
are  ;  at  first  I  wanted  you  there,  but  papa  would 
not  consent  to  it ;  he  said  this  was  quite  as  near 
as  the  other,  if  there  were  not  folding  doors ; 
and  I  planned  how  the  furniture  should  be  ar- 
ranged.    Do  you  like  it?  " 

"It  is  lovely !"  said  Caroline  softly.  And 
it  was  then  that  she  decided  there  would  be  no 
use  in  trying  to  put  this  day  into  a  letter  for 
Ben. 


220  A  LONG,    WONDERFUL  DAY. 

Mrs.  Packard  was  a  woman  of  business ;  she 
went  rapidly  over  the  contents  of  the  little 
trunk,  shaking  out  with  unceremonious  hand 
Caroline's  poor  plain  dresses  which  had  never 
before  looked  so  few  and  plain ;  she  made  no 
comments,  even  her  questions  were  very  few. 
"There  is  not  much  to  ask  about,  after  all," 
she  said.  Caroline  could  not  be  sure  what  she 
meant. ' 

''Please  stand,  my  dear,  and  let  me  measure 
you ;  I  think  that  will  be  sufficient  without  your 
going  down  town ;  ready-made  things  are  never 
a  very  perfect  fit,  but  I  think  I  can  manage  it. 
I  will  take  this  dress  with  me,  and  this  sack, 
and  one  shoe ;  that  ought  to  be  sufficient." 

Caroline  could  only  look  on,  bewildered. 
Why  her  best  dress  and  sack  and  one  shoe 
should  have  the  honor  of  going  somewhere  with 
Mrs.  Packard,  and  what  was  to  be  the  result 
of  their  journey,  was  more  than  she  could 
fathom;  there  seemed  nothing  for  her  but 
submission. 

At  luncheon  she  saw  the  stately  grandmother 
in  her  black  silk  dress  and  ruffles.  She  looked 
handsome  and  dignified,  and  cold.     ''So  this  is 


A   LONG,    WONDERFUL  DAY.  221 

the  child,"  she  said,  looking  at  her  with  cold 
blue  eyes  ;  ' '  she  is  rather  young  to  have  charge 
of  Dorothy,  I  think." 

''I  can  trust  her,"  the  doctor  said  kindly. 
"  Sit  here,  Caroline ;  this  is  to  be  your  seat  at 
table  hereafter." 

''You  trust  too  easily  sometimes,  Kent,"  his 
mother  said,  but  the  doctor  only  laughed,  and 
asked  Caroline  if  she  liked  grapes. 

Luncheon  was  hard  to  manage.  Caroline 
did  not  know  which  spoon  to  use  for  her  soup 
and  which  for  her  jelly  ;  and  she  dropped  a  tiny 
drop  of  soup  on  the  elegant  cloth,  and  felt  that 
the  grandmother's  eyes  were  on  her.  It  had 
startled  and  frightened  her  to  think  of  having 
always  a  seat  at  this  grand  table ;  without  hav- 
ing given  the  matter  much  thought  she  found 
that  she  had  not  supposed  she  would  take  her 
meals  at  the  same  table  with  Dr.  Forsythe. 
Altogether,  when  the  brown  head  rested  at  last 
among  the  plump  pillows  of  her  new  bed,  its 
owner  felt  that  she  had  lived  a  month  since 
morning,  and  was  never  so  tired  before. 
"  Though  what  should  have  tired  me,"  said  the 
puzzled  girl,  ''I  really  cannot  imagine.     I  have 


222  A  LONG,    WONDERFUL  DAY. 

done  nothing  at  all  all  day ;  I  wonder  what  I'm 
to  do?     I  wish  they  had  let  me  begin  to-day." 

Once  she  had  asked  Dorothy  what  her  work 
was  to  be,  and  the  child  had  looked  at  her  with 
a  puzzled  laugh,  and  said,  ''Why,  I  don't  know ; 
you  are  to  be  happy,  I  suppose ;  papa  says  that 
is  my  work." 

Qne  experience  had  closed  the  day  over  which 
Caroline  lay  with  wide-open  eyes,  thinking. 
Dorothy,  in  white  wrapper,  with  her  hair  tucked 
away  for  the  night,  had  called  to  her  new  friend : 
' '  Will  you  come  and  read  with  me  ?  Here  is  a 
seat  in  my  great  wide  chair ;  it  is  plenty  wide 
enough  for  two ;  papa  often  sits  here.  Isn't  it 
nice?  Now  will  you  read  to  me,  or  shall  we 
each  read  a  verse  ?  " 

Caroline  chose  the  latter  arrangement,  and 
found  that  the  ' '  reading  "  was  from  Dorothy's 
large,  beautifully-bound  Bible.  Her  clear,  slow 
voice  sounded  very  sweet  rolling  out  the 
words  :  ' '  We  have  a  strong  city ;  salvation 
will   God    appoint   for   walls   and   bulwarks." 

"Now,"  Dorothy  had  said,  at  the  close  of 
the  reading,  ' '  will  you  pray  first,  or  shall  I  ?  " 

Caroline's   cheeks  were   aflame.     "I   never 


A  LONG,    WONDERFUL  DAY.  223 

pray  aloud,"  she  murmured,  with  the  slightest 
perceptible  pause  between  the  last  two  words. 

"Do  you  not?  I  always  do,  even  when 
quite  alone ;  it  is  nicer,  I  think ;  it  gets  you 
used  to  hearing  your  own  voice  ;  papa  says  so. 
Don't  you  want  to  begin  to-night?  I  couldn't 
hear  you  if  you  said  the  words  to  yourself." 

Then  she  had  noticed  Caroline's  glowing  face, 
and,  governed  by  a  sweet  impulse  of  unselfish- 
ness and  care  for  the  feelings  of  others,  had 
added:  "But  nevermind  if  you  would  rather 
not;  perhaps  it  makes  you  feel  lonesome  and 
homesick.  Poor  Caroline !  you  want  your 
mother,  don't  you  ? "  For  by  that  time  the 
tears  had  forced  their  way  down  Caroline's  red 
cheeks,  and  Dorothy  had  pushed  her  Bible  from 
her  to  lean  forward  and  kiss  them  away. 

It  was  her  slow,  sweet  voice  which  said  the 
words  of  prayer  that  night  —  simple,  child-like 
words,  but  wonderful  to  Caroline  because  of 
their  assured  way  of  speaking  as  though  of 
course  she  was  heard  and  would  be  answered. 
She  prayed  for  Caroline's  home  and  friends  by 
name,  and  brought  a  fresh  rush  of  tears,  it  is 
true,  but  they  were  not  bitter  ones.    The  prayer 


224  A  LONG,    WONDERFUL  DAY. 

was  very  short,  but  its  influence  kept  Caroline 
awake  long  after  her  head  was  resting  on  its 
pillow.  Uppermost  among  her  thoughts  was 
the  question,  What  would  Dorothy  have  said  if 
she  had  told  her  that  she  did  not  pray  at  all? 
*'0f  course  I  say  the  Lord's  Prayer,"  said  the 
poor  girl,  turning  her  pillow,  which  had  already 
been  warmed  by  her  flushed  cheek ;  ' '  but  that 
isn't  praying.  It  never  sounds  like  her  prayer ; 
it  just  seems  to  be  saying  over  words.  She  is 
a  Christian,  and  so  are  Ben,  and  mamma,  and 
even  little  Daisy  ;  O,  dear  me  !  "  And  the  day 
ended  in  a  great  burst  of  tears.  There  was 
another  thing  which  troubled  Caroline.  All 
this  long  wonderful  day  she  had  seen  nothing 
of  Dorothy's  mother,  heard  nothing  concerning 
her.  It  seemed  very  strange,  and,  to  tell  the 
simple  truth,  Caroline  was  afraid  of  her. 


CHAPTER    XVI. 


BORROWED     TROUBLE, 


ABROAD  beam  of  sunshine  awoke  Caro- 
line the  next  morning.  She  opened  her 
eyes  suddenly,  and  lay  for  some  minutes  before 
she  could  decide  where  she  was.  No  sunshine 
had  ever  succeeded  in  getting  into  the  little 
hall  bedroom  which  had  been  hers  while  at 
Mrs.  Brinker's. 

*'0h!"  she  said  at  last,  aloud.  The  word 
was  partly  a  confession  of  the  fact  that  she  re- 
membered who  and  where  she  was,  and  partly 
an  exclamation  over  the  contents  of  the  large 
arm-chair  near  her  bed.  She  stared  at  them  for 
a  few  minutes,  then  sprang  out  of  bed  and  be- 
gan an  investigation.  The  clothing  which  she 
had  taken  off  the  night  before  and  arranged  in 
a  neat  group  as  her  mother  had  taught  her,  had 
entirely  disappeared;  in  its  place  was  a  new 
225 


226  BORROWED   TROUBLE. 

suit,  complete  even  to  the  long  black  stockings, 
very  soft  and  fine,  which  hung  over  the  back  of 
the  chair.  It  was  also  plainly  to  be  understood 
why  one  of  Caroline's  shoes  had  gone  down 
town  with  Mrs.  Packard  the  night  before ;  here 
were  two  shoes  that  had  never  belonged  to  her 
before,  but  which  looked  s<5  exactly  the  shape 
of  her  foot  that  it  was  hardly  possible  they  were 
not  intended  for  her. 

''  They  are  too  grand  for  me,"  said  the  young 
girl,  in  a  murmur  half  of  bewilderment  and  half 
of  delight ;  ' '  but  then,  I  shall  have  to  wear 
them  or  go  barefoot;  they  have  taken  my 
others.  I  wonder  if  it  can  be  that  I  am  ex- 
pected to  put  on  this  wonderful  dress  ?  and  be- 
fore breakfast,  too !  " 

She  held  it  up  before  her  as  she  spoke  —  a 
soft  wool  dress  of  lovely  olive  green  tints, 
trimmed  with  velvet  of  the  same  bewitching 
shade,  and  finished  at  the  throat  with  a  delicate 
edge  of  something  which  looked  like  silver  lace- 
work.  Caroline,  who  had  royal  tastes,  felt  her- 
self tingle  even  to  her  fingers'  ends,  as  they 
softly  touched  the  velvet.  What  could  Dr. 
Forsythe  mean  by  ordering  such  a  dress  as  this 


BORROWED   TROUBLE.  227 

for  her !  Or  was  it  possible  that  Mrs.  Packard 
iiad  made  a  mistake  and  bought  material  alto- 
gether too  fine  and  rich?  Could  it  be  intended 
for  her,  any  way?  How  did  they  ever  find  a 
dress  already  made,  which  looked  as  though  it 
might  fit  her  exactly? 

Caroline's  knowledge  of  city  stores  was  lim- 
ited. Neither  did  she  understand  how  readily 
they  would  undertake  to  fit  by  measure  a  per- 
son whom  they  had  never  seen,  especially  when 
so  careful  and  capable  a  woman  as  Mrs.  Pack- 
ard had  seen  her.  It  really  was  surprising  what 
a  change  a  becoming  dress,  made  in  the  pre- 
vailing style,  wrought  in  the  young  girl.  Her 
face  flushed  a  brilliant  red,  as  she  looked  at 
herself  from  head  to  foot  in  the  glass,  when  at 
last  she  was  dressed. 

"  I  do  not  believe  Fanny  Kedwin  would  know 
me  at  all,"  was  actually  her  first  thought.  Her 
second  was  a  wish  that  mother  and  Daisy  and 
Ben  could  see  her ;  and  the  third  was  whether 
mother  would  approve  of  such  elegance.  Surely 
she  could  not  have  understood  what  Dr.  For- 
sythe  was  going  to  do.  "I  ought  to  take  it 
off,"  said  the  poor  girl,  sitting  down  in  bewil- 


228  BORHOWEB    TROUBLE. 

derment  on  the  side  of  the  bed.  '*I  ought  not 
to  wear  such  clothes;  we  are  poor,  and  my 
mother  cannot  afford  it,  and  I  am  her  daugh- 
ter. I  do  not  know  what  to  do,  I  am  sure ; 
there  must  be  some  mistake.  Why  did  they 
take  my  own  clothes  away?  They  had  no 
right  to  do  that." 

Her  perplexity  was  taking  the  form  of  indig- 
nation, when  a  knock  at  the  door  interrupted 
her  thoughts. 

"May  I  come  in?"  said  Mrs.  Packard. 
*' Really,  my  dear,  I  must  say  that  Miss  Wat- 
son did  exceedingly  well;  she  was  sure  she 
could  fit  you  from  my  description ;  but  of 
course  I  was  anxious;  and  the  things  came 
home  too  late  to  be  tried  last  night.  I  hope 
you  like  the  dress  ?  " 

''It  is  very  beautiful,  ma'am,"  said  Caroline, 
blushing  painfully;  "but" —  and  then  she 
stopped. 

"Well,"  said  Mrs.  Packard,  not  unkindly, 
"  is  there  anything  wrong  about  them?  I  sup- 
pose there  is,  of  course ;  it  would  be  surprising 
if  ready-made  garments  fitted  exactly.  It  is 
nothing  but  what  can  be  remedied,  I  hope  ?  " 


BORROWED    TROUBLE.  229 

*'0h!  it  is  not  that,"  Caroline  made  haste 
to  say;  "they  fit  beautifully;  but  I  thought 
there  must  be  some  mistake,  ma'am.  I  was 
not  to  have  such  nice  clothes  —  at  least  I  did 
not  suppose  I  was  —  and  I  cannot  think  my 
mother  would  like  it." 

''I  have  nothing  to  do  with  that,  my  dear," 
said  Mrs.  Packard,  with  a  quiet  smile.  "  I  fol- 
lowed Dr.  Forsythe's  orders  very  carefully,  as 
I  always  do." 

The  smile,  for  some  reason,  made  Caroline 
feel  very  uncomfortable.  ''  I  think  there  must 
be  some  mistake,"  she  said,  with  dignity;  "we 
are  poor,  and  do  not  dress  in  such  nice  clothes, 
and  I  do  not  want  anybody  to  give  me  what 
we  cannot  afford.  I  am  not  an  object  of 
charity." 

Ben  would  certainly  have  called  his  sister 
some  of  his  old  teasing  names  if  he  had  seen 
her  then !  Eyes,  as  well  as  cheeks,  seemed  to 
be  blazing;  she  was  in  the  mood  to  take  off 
every  garment  that  she  had  put  on,  and  was 
only  held  from  beginning  the  work  then  and 
there  by  the  thought  that  her  own  dress  had 
disappeared. 


i30  BORROWED    TROUBLE. 

*'If  you  please,  I  should  like  my  own  dress," 
she  said,  trying  to  control  her  voice  and  speak 
quietly.     "  I  want  to  put  it  on." 

''Of  course  you  can  have  it,"  said  Mrs. 
Packard,  very  coldly.  ''I  have  not  stolen  it, 
child !  I  took  the  liberty  to  take  it  away  last 
night,  because  I  saw  there  was  a  place  in  the 
sleeve  that  needed  darning,  and  I  repaired  it 
for  you.  I  will  send  it  to  you  at  once,  and 
your  other  clothing  you  will  find  in  that  large 
closet  at  the  end  of  the  bureau.  I  might  sug- 
gest, however,  that  it  was  Dr.  Forsythe's  direc- 
tion that  you  be  dressed  for  church  when  you 
came  to  the  breakfast-table;  that  was  why  I 
took  the  pains  to  arrange  everything  for  you 
last  night,  that  you  might  have  as  little  trouble 
with  it  as  possible.  This  certainly  is  more  be- 
coming than  the  dress  you  wore  yesterday ;  but 
suit  yourself." 

With  the  mention  of  Dr.  Forsythe's  name 
Caroline's  absurd  anger,  which  she  did  not  half 
understand,  subsided;  but  in  its  place  was  a 
great  distress.  She  could  not  get  away  from 
the  feeling  that  this  lofty  woman  with  a  disa- 
greeable smile,  had  made  a  mistake  and  fitted 


BORROWED    TROUBLE.  231 

her  out  in  a  manner  which  Dr.  Forsythe  would 
not  approve. 

' '  Would  it  be  possible  for  me  to  see  Dr. 
Forsythe  a  moment  before  breakfast  ? "  she 
asked,  and  her  voice  was  meeker  than  before. 

"I  am  sure  I  do  not  know,"  Mrs.  Packard 
said,  turning  coldly  away.  "We  are  not  in 
the  habit  of  disturbing  Dr.  Forsythe  in  this 
house  if  we  can  help  it.  He  has  very  little 
time  to  himself  as  it  is ;  but  if  the  matter  is 
important  enough,  you  might  ring  the  reception- 
room  bell,  and  Thomas  will  see." 

How  hopelessly  formidable  this  sounded  1 
Caroline  felt  as  though  she  could  never  do  it  in 
the  world,  and  yet  was  at  that  moment  exceed- 
ingly sure  she  could  not  go  down  to  breakfast 
in  what  seemed  to  her  borrowed  plumage.  She 
turned  away  in  despair  and  walked  toward  the 
sunny  window  just  as  another  knock,  lighter 
than  Mrs.  Packard's,  sounded  on  her  door.  It 
was  Mrs.  Packard  who  opened  the  door  and  let 
in  Dorothy. 

*' Good-morning,"  said  the  low  sweet  voice. 
"  O,  Caroline  !  how  very  pretty  you  look.  Papa 
will  like  that  dress,  I  think.     How  nicely  you 


232  BORROWED   TROUBLE. 

fitted  her,  Mrs.  Packard ;  I  do  not  see  how  you 
could !  " 

"  I  am  glad  somebody  appreciates  it,"  said 
Mrs.  Packard,  somewhat  stiffly,  and  she  stooped 
and  kissed  Dorothy  as  she  spoke. 

If  Caroline  had  not  been  so  full  of  distress 
over  her  own  imaginary  troubles  she  would  have 
seen  that  the  good  woman  had  tried  hard  to 
please,  and  was  hurt  and  disappointed  over  this 
way  of  receiving  her  work.  But  the  poor  girl 
could  think  only  of  herself  at  that  moment. 

* '  O,  Dorothy !  "  she  said,  her  face  and  voice 
full  of  distress,  ''do  you  think  it  would  be  pos- 
sible for  me  to  see  your  father  just  a  moment 
before  breakfast?  I  would  not  hinder  him  but 
a  minute,  and  indeed  I  must  see  him  before  I 
can  go  downstairs." 

''Of  course,"  said  Dorothy  promptly ;  "papa 
always  sees  people  who  need  him.  Are  you 
sick,  Caroline?  Oh!  I  hope  you  are  not  sick. 
I  will  ring  my  little  bell  which  papa  always 
answers  himself  when  he  can,  and  you  can 
come  to  my  room  and  see  him ;  will  that  do  ? 
If  you  want  to  speak  to  him  quite  alone  I  will 
stay  here  and  wait  for  you." 


BORROWED   TROUBLE.  233 

She  turned  as  she  spoke  and  went  toward  the 
little  white  knob  on  the  wall,  while  Mrs.  Pack- 
ard, without  more  words,  left  the  room. 

In  a  very  few  minutes  Dr.  Forsythe's  quick 
knock  was  heard  at  the  door.  It  was  Dorothy 
who  answered  it.  *'Papa,"  she  said,  returning 
his  kiss,  ''it  is  Caroline ;  she  needs  to  see  you." 
Then  she  vanished,  leaving  Caroline  alone  with 
the  doctor. 

''  I  wanted  to  see  you,"  she  began,  in  confu- 
sion, "to  ask,  or  —  I  mean,  to  say  that  I  do 
not  think  I  can  be  dressed  as  you  meant;  I 
think  Mrs.  Packard  must  have  made  a  mistake." 

'*  Does  not  the  dress  suit  you?  "  His  voice 
was  very  kind,  yet  Caroline  felt  that  she  was 
not  making  herself  in  the  least  understood. 

*'  It  is  beautiful !  "  she  said  desperately ;  ' '  too 
beautiful,  and  that  is  the  trouble.  I  am  afraid 
my  mother  would  not  like  it ;  and  I  do  not  if 
she  doesn't.  We  are  poor  and  cannot  afford 
such  clothes;  but  we  have  always  worn  our 
own  clothes,  I  mean  the  ones  we  earned,  and 
I" —  She  came  to  another  abrupt  pause. 
Was  she  not  appearing  as  an  ungrateful,  ill- 
mannere(J  little  girl?     How  could  she  put  her 


234  BORROWED   TROUBLE. 

trouble  into  words  and  make  Dr.  Forsythe 
understand  ? 

But  a  light  had  broken  over  his  face ;  he 
began  to  understand. 

*'  Let  us  sit  down  and  see  about  this,"  he  said, 
drawing  a  chair  for  Caroline  and  one  for  him- 
self. '  *  You  are  afraid  your  mother  would  con- 
sider you  too  much  dressed  for  the  work  which 
you  have  to  do.  Is  that  the  idea  ?  I  thought 
so.  Suppose  we  consider  it  carefully.  Your 
mother  has  placed  you  in  my  care  for  the 
winter,  to  do  certain  work  for  me,  and  to  be 
guided  by  my  judgment.  In  return  I  am  to 
furnish  you  with  board  and  clothing.  Now 
your  clothing,  though  I  have  no  doubt  it  was 
entirely  suited  to  the  j)lace  you  filled  a  home, 
is  not,  in  Mrs.  Packard's  estimation,  suitable 
for  your  place  here.  Besides,  it  was  of  course 
wearing  out,  as  clothes  have  a  way  of  doing. 
In  all  such  matters  we  of  this  household  have  a 
habit  of  deferring  to  Mrs.  Packard's  judgment, 
because  she  understands  the  points,,  and  because 
it  is  her  duty  to  attend  to  them.  I  gave  her 
general  directions,  and  the  amount  of  money 
which  she  judged,  after  carefully  estimating  the 


BORROWED   TROUBLE.  235 

probable  price  of  things,  would  be  enough.  It 
seemed  a  very  reasonable  sum  to  me,  and  she 
has  not  applied  for  more  money,  but  on  the 
contrary  has  assured  me  that  she  has  some  left. 
Therefore  I  judge  that  she  has  done  her  work 
well,  and  if  the  dress  suits  you  everything  is  as 
it  should  be. 

"  Your  feeling  in  regard  to  your  mother's 
opinion  does  you  credit,  if  you  did  not  under- 
stand that  I  was  to  furnish  the  clothes  for  this 
season,  and  be  the  one  to  determine  their  gen- 
eral fitness  for  the  place  which  you  are  to  fill. 
That  being  the  case,  it  is  my  taste,  you  under- 
stand, which  ought  to  govern  yours,  and  even 
hers.  As  to  the  question  of  '  other  people's 
clothes,'  which  I  think  troubled  you  a  little,  you 
are  mistaken ;  the  clothes  are  yours,  and  fairly 
earned,  or  are  to  be.  I  consider  the  services 
which  you  are  to  give  me  in  return  fairly  war- 
rant the  expenditures  which  I  have  made,  other- 
wise I  should  not  have  made  them;  so  it  is 
purely  a  business  transaction.  But  suppose  it 
were  otherwise,  and  I  had  chosen  to  make  you 
a  gift.  I  hope  and  believe  that  you  are  going 
to  cultivate  a  nature  which  is  fine  enough  to  re- 


236  BORROWED   TROUBLE. 

ceive  gifts  from  your  frieDds  even  when  they 
take  the  form  of  useful  articles  which  you  need. 
Any  other  spirit  than  that  is  a  false  one,  and 
has  its  root  not  in  self-respect,  but  in  pride." 

Dr.  Forsythe's  tones  had  been  kindness  itself, 
and  there  was  a  pleasant  smile  on  his  face  as  he 
looked  at  the  red-cheeked  girl  before  him,  but 
she  felt  exceedingly  ashamed. 

"  I  have  been  very  foolish,  I  am  afraid,"  she 
Raid  at  last,  in  a  low  voice.  Under  the  power 
of  his  calm  kind  words  her  outburst  seemed  to 
herself  extremely  silly. 

"No,"  he  said  gently,  "not  intentionally 
foolish ;  you  have  only  a  mistaken  sense  of  in- 
dependence, I  think.  You  will  probably  hear 
a  great  deal  about  that  word,  and  you  cannot 
begin  too  early  to  learn  that  there  is  a  false 
pride  sometimes  named  independence,  which 
has  no  right  whatever  to  the  name.  But  I 
think  we  understand  each  other  now ;  you  did 
quite  right  to  come  to  me  with  your  troubles ; 
if  you  will  always  show  such  prompt  good  sense 
in  getting  rid  of  them,  we  shall  do  nicely.  Now 
if  everything  is  straight,  we  will  get  Dorothy 
and  £fo  to  breakfast." 


BORROWED   TROUBLE.  237 

At  the  end  of  one  of  the  long  halls  was  a 
pier  glass  in  which  our  young  woman  could 
view  herself  from  head  to  foot.  It  was  when 
she  was  ready  for  church  that  she  stopped  be- 
fore it  and  took  a  survey.  She  was  certainly 
a  very  different  looking  girl  from  that  short- 
waisted,  short-skirted  one  who  had  looked  at 
herself  but  the  day  before.  Her  heavy  sack  of 
rough  cloth,  trimmed  with  large  buttons,  and 
her  trim  little  hat  with  a  nodding  plume  were 
not  only  unlike  anything  she  had  ever  worn, 
but  were  finer  than  Fanny  Kedwin  had  ever 
appeared  in,  though  her  mother  spent  more 
money  than  some  people  thought  was  wise  upon 
her  daughter's  dress.  Moreover,  Caroline  was 
softly  smoothing  her  first  pair  of  kid  gloves 
while  she  looked  and  thought.  Dr.  Forsythe 
had  said  that  everything  was  straight  between 
them,  but  it  was  not  true.  Caroline's  difficul- 
ties, though  not  of  the  same  shade  as  they  had 
been  an  hour  before,  were  still  perplexing 
enough.  Why  should  she  have  such  pretty 
things,  and  Daisy,  her  own  little  sister,  go  so 
plainly  dressed  ?  Why  should  Ben  have  to  wear 
his  shabby  overcoat,  outgrown  even  last  winter, 


238  BORROWED   TROUBLE. 

while  she  was  in  a  plush- trimmed  coat  of  beau- 
tiful shape  and  fit?  How  could  anything  be 
right?  However,  one  question  had  been  settled 
for  her.  Plainly,  she  had  hurt  the  feelings  of 
Mrs.  Packard,  and  as  that  lady,  in  a  neat  black 
dress  and  wrap,  passed  down  the  hall  just  then 
with  head  erect  and  a  cold  look  in  her  eyes, 
Caroline  shyly  addressed  her.  "  If  you  please, 
Mrs.  Packard,  I  like  my  dress  and  hat  and 
everything  very  much ;  they  are  beautiful,  and  I 
think  you  must  have  had  a  great  deal  of  trouble 
to  get  them.     I  thank  you  very  much." 

''I'm  sure  I'm  glad  if  you  like  them,"  Mrs. 
Packard  said,  still  somewhat  stiffly.  ' '  I  thought 
this  morning  that  I  had  made  a  big  mistake, 
somehow,  and  nothing  was  right." 

Caroline  had  much  ado  to  keep  the  tears  from 
showing  in  her  eyes  ;  it  was  very  trying  to  find 
that  nobody  quite  understood  her.  "Oh!  it 
wasn't  that  there  was  any  mistake  of  that  kind," 
she  hurried  to  say.  "  I  don't  know  how  to  ex- 
plain what  I  mean ;  but  my  brother  Ben  has  to 
wear  his  old  overcoat  that  he  has  outgrown,  and 
Daisy  hasn't  had  a  new  dress  in  a  long  while, 
and  mother  wears"  —  here  Caroline's  voice  for- 


BORROWED    TROUBLE.  239 

sook  her.  At  the  remembrance  of  that  dear 
mother's  much  worn  black  dress  and  old- 
fashioned  shawl,  there  came  such  a  lump  in 
Caroline's  throat  as  refused  the  passage  of 
another  word. 

There  was  no  need  for  more  words;  at  last 
Mrs.  Packard  understood. 

"  Bless  your  dear  heart ! "  she  said,  in  a 
hearty,  friendly  voice;  "don't  you  go  to  spoil- 
ing your  eyes  and  making  yourself  miserable 
over  such  kinds  of  questions.  It  is  just  this 
way  :  you  and  I  have  to  go  to  church  and  sit  in 
Dr.  Forsythe'l  pew  and  be  counted  as  part  of 
his  family,  and  we  have  to  look  so  that  folks 
won't  stare  at  us  and  think  we  aren't  respect- 
able. What  you  and  I  call  fine,  folks  of  that 
kind  think  is  only  being  decent,  and  thing -i  have 
to  fit  in  where  they  are  put.  The  Doctor  un- 
derstands this,  and  plans  accordingly,  and  what 
we  have  to  do  is  to  fit  where  we  are  put.  Bless 
you!  your  clothes  didn't  cost  half  as  much  as 
you  think,  I  daresay.  The  right  c<  lor  and 
shape  have  a  great  deal  to  do  with  such  things, 
and  Dr.  Forsythe's  pocket-book  doesn't  know 
anything  is  out  of  it.       He    carries  a    different 


240  BORROWEJJ   TROUBLE. 

pocket-book  from  what  you  and  I  do,  I  can  tell 
you  that." 

Caroline  at  once  had  a  vision  of  a  little  paper 
pocket-book  faded  and  worn,  and  with  exactly 
fifteen  cents  in  it  —  all  the  money  she  had  in 
the  world  —  and  she  could  not  help  laughing  at 
the  thought  of  Dr.  Forsythe  being  obliged  to 
use  it. 


CHAPTER  XVII. 


LEARNING. 


THAT  wonderful  Sunday  which  stood  out 
forever  in  Caroline  Bryant's  life  history 
as  a  marked  day,  was  moving  toward  sunset 
when  she  received  a  summons  which  set  her 
heart  to  fluttering.  Dorothy  had  left  her  but 
a  little  while  before,  with  the  information  that 
she  always  spent  that  hour  with  papa  when 
he  did  not  have  to  go  out  to  see  some  sick  per- 
son; and  she  had  spent  the  time  in  looking* 
carefully  over  the  Sunday-school  lesson,  be- 
cause Dorothy  had  said  that  papa  would  read 
it  at  family  worship  and  talk  a  little  bit  about 
it,  and  ask  some  questions.  Caroline  had  a 
terror  of  being  asked  a  question  which  she 
could  not  answer,  and  resolved  when  she  heard 
this  to  take  the  first  leisure  minute  for  study, 
ing.  She  was  just  puzzling  over  a  verse  which 
241 


242  LEARNING. 

she  did  not  in  the  least  understand,  when  Doro- 
thy knocked  at  her  door.  ' '  Papa  says  we  may 
go  and  see  mamma  a  few  minutes,"  she  said, 
her  face  aglow  with  pleasure.  "She  has  not 
been  so  well  to-day,  and  has  not  seen  even  me, 
but  to-night  she  feels  better,  and  has  sent  word 
that  she  wants  to  see  you  too.  Will  you  come 
right  away,  please  ?  "  Caroline  arose  at  once, 
but  if  it  had  been  possible  for  her  to  think  of 
an  excuse  for  not  going  she  would  certainly 
have  given  it.  Her  limbs  trembled  so  she  could 
hardly  walk,  and  she  half -thought  that  Dorothy 
must  hear  her  heart  beat.  She  could  not  ex- 
plain why  she  had  such  a  fear  of  Mrs.  Forsythe, 
but  it  had  been  growing  on  her  all  day.  How- 
ever, she  followed  Dorothy  and  her  father  down 
the  long  hall  to  another  part  of  the  house. 
Dorothy  was  clinging  to  her  father's  hand  and 
talking  to  him,  so  Caroline's  silence  was  not 
noticed.  The  door  opened  very  softly,  and  the 
new-comer  found  herself  in  a  larger  room  than 
she  had  seen  before.  Dorothy  turned  at  once 
toward  the  bed  in  the  alcove,  with  a  glad  little 
murmur,  and  bent  her  head  over  the  pillows. 
Despite  her  nervous  tremor  Caroline's  beauty- 


LEARXING.  243 

loving  eyes  could  not  help  taking  in,  while  she 
waited,  some  of  the  delights  of  that  room.  The 
carpet  was  so  thick  and  soft  that  no  sound  of 
footfall,  however  heavy,  could  possibly  be  heard 
on  it,  and  the  pattern  suggested  a  lovely  sunset. 
The  most  exquisite  order  prevailed  everywhere  ; 
it  did  not  look  in  the  least  like  a  sick  room,  to 
Caroline's  eyes,  at  least.  Everything  was  ele- 
gant; the  easy-chairs  seemed  almost  like  beds 
themselves,  and  drawn  near  the  bay  window 
was  a  couch  large  and  billowy,  piled  high  with 
cushions.  There  were  plants  in  the  southern 
window,  and  flowers  in  the  vases,  and  a  wood 
fire  in  the  grate. 

"It  is  the  hardest  room  to  describe  I  ever 
saw,'*  wrote  Caroline  to  Ben,  in  the  next  letter. 
''Everything  is  in  it  that  ought  to  be,  and 
everything  is  in  its  place  and  looks  as  though 
it  always  staid  there,  and  yet  there  is  not  a  l>it 
of  stiffness  such  as  there  was  when  Mrs.  Ked- 
win  put  her  parlor  in  what  she  called  '  complete 
order.' " 

She  had  tin-ned  quite  away  from  the  bed, 
partly  to  still  her  own  nervous  excitement,  and 
partly  because  of  an  innate  sense  of  delicacy 


244  LEARNING. 

about  watching  Dorothy's  greeting  to  her 
mother,  and  was  apparently  studying  the  roses 
in  the  vase,  when  Dr.  Forsythe  spoke  to  her. 

''Come  here,  Caroline,  and  make  the  ac- 
quaintance of  Dorothy's  mother."  She  made 
her  way  across  the  room  as  best  she  could,  and 
stood  with  glowing  cheeks  beside  the  bed.  A 
delicate  hand,  almost  as  white  as  the  frills  of 
the  white  woollen  wrapper,  was  held  out  to  her, 
and  a  gentle  voice  said,  "It  is  quite  time  I 
knew  Caroline;  she  has  stolen  my  Dorothy's 
heart."  What  a  low,*sweet  voice  she  had !  and 
the  touch  of  her  hand  on  Caroline's  was  warm 
and  tender.  Caroline,  frightened  as  she  w^as, 
could  not  help  answering  the  pleasant  smile  on 
the  lady's  face  with  one  of  her  own.  Mrs.  For- 
sythe held  her  hand  and  went  on  talking  to  her 
husband  about  the  services  of  the  day,  about 
the  Sunday-school  and  who  had  taken  the  Bible 
class,  quite  as  though  she  had  been  in  the  habit 
of  attending,  though  it  was  years  since  she  had 
been  in  church. 

Presently  she  said  to  Caroline,  still  in  the 
same  low- toned  voice  :  "  Do  you  know  we  are 
very  thankful  to  your  mother  for  sparing  you 


LEARNING.  245 

to  help  our  little  girl  ?  Tell  her  so  for  me ;  she 
will  know  just  how  a  mother  feels." 

*'My  dear,"  said  the  doctor,  "you  have 
talked  quite  long  enough  for  this  time,  I  think. 
I  must  send  all  your  company  away,  or  they 
will  disturb  your  dreams  to-night." 

Mrs.  Forsythe  smiled  on  him,  drew  the  hand 
she  held  closer,  and  said  in  low  tones  to  Caro- 
line, ''Kiss  me,  dear."  The  startled  girl  leaned 
forward,  feeling  much  as  she  might  if  an  angel 
had  asked  her  for  a  kiss,  and  touched  her  lips 
softly  to  the  delicate  cheek,  but  the  lady's  kiss 
was  warm  and  full,  right  on  the  rosy  mouth. 
"I  feel  that  I  can  trust  you,  dear,"  she  whis- 
pered, ' '  and  it  rests  me  more  than  you  can 
understand.  You  will  take  care  of  my  little 
girl  for  her  mother,  will  you  not?"  Then 
Caroline  knew  that  she  was  ready  to  do  any- 
thing for  this  fair  sweet  lady  that  it  was  possi- 
ble for  human  being  to  do. 

"  It  almost  seems  as  though  I  could  lie  there 
and  be  sick  for  her,"  she  told  herself,  as  she 
turned  away,  and  when  she  said  that  she  had 
given  the  utmost  stretch  to  her  loving  help  of 
which  she  was  capable,  for  she  could  think  of 


246  LEARNING. 

nothing  she  dreaded  so  much  as  the  idea  of 
lying  in  bed  day  after  day  and  being  sick. 

It  is  surprising,  when  one  stops  to  think  of 
it,  what  a  very  short  time  it  takes  for  us  to  be- 
come accustomed  to  an  entirely  different  order 
of  things  from  what  we  had  known  before. 
For  instance,  before  Caroline  had  been  three 
weeks  in  her  new  home,  it  seemed  the  most 
natural  thing  in  the  world  for  her  to  dress  her- 
self each  morning  in  her  pretty  new  suit,  and 
hurry  through  her  breakfast  and  morning  duties 
in  time  for  a  certain  car. 

The  great  schoolrooms,  with  their  rows  and 
rows  of  desks,  the  long  halls,  the  many  flights 
of  stairs,  the  cases  full  of  books,  the  black- 
boards reaching  down  the  length  of  the  rooms, 
the  maps  and  charts  and  globes,  and  all  the 
modem  furnishings  of  the  schoolroom,  were 
growing  to  be  matters  of  course  to  her.  And 
as  for  the  gas  lights  and  electric  bells  and 
speaking  tubes  and  all  the  modern  improve- 
ments of  Dr.  Forsythe's  house,  it  seemed  to 
her  as  though  she  had  always  used  them. 

She  lived  a  very  busy  life,  and  had  no  time 
for  homesickness. 


LEARNING.  247 

As  for  Dorothy,  no  little  princess  of  long 
ago  ever  had  a  more  faithful  attendant  than 
Caroline  was  to  her.  Most  carefully  was  she 
watched  that  she  was  not  too  tired,  or  too  warm, 
or  in  any  way  unfitted  for  a  walk  to  the  car, 
and  her  rubbers  and  wraps  were  looked  after 
with  equally  vigilant  eyes.  "Caroline  sees 
everything,  papa,"  said  Dorothy,  "and  thinks 
of  everything.  I  don't  believe  she  forgets  me 
for  a  single  second." 

"God  bless  Caroline,"  said  Dr.  Forsythe, 
turning  to  her  and  resting  on  her  brown  head  a 
hand  that  trembled  a  little  even  as  his  voice 
did ;  he  saw  very  plainly  what  Caroline's  eyes 
did  not :  that  his  Little  White  Flower,  which 
was  one  of  his  pet  names  for  Dorothy,  would 
not  need  caring  for  very  long.  Had  not  Caro- 
line become  almost  extravagantly  fond  of  her 
little  charge  on  her  own  account,  she  would 
still  have  delighted  to  care  for  her,  not  only 
because  she  was  Dr.  Forsythe's  daughter,  but 
because  she  seemed  almost  to  feel  the  pressure 
of  that  fair  sick  mother's  lips,  and  to  hear  her 
low  voice  say,  ' '  You  will  take  care  of  my  dar- 
ling for  her  mother's  sake,  will  vou  not?" 


248  LEARNING. 

In  addition  to  history,  grammar  and  the  like, 
Caroline  was  taking  another  lesson  not  arranged 
for  when  she  came.  She  went  one  morning  to 
the  doctor's  private  room  with  a  message  for 
Dorothy. 

''Come  in,"  he  had  said,  nodding  to  her 
from  the  door,  which  stood  ajar.  ''If  your 
errand  is  not  pressing,  wait  a  minute  until  I 
have  finished  this  letter."  Caroline  waited  in 
silent  astonishment.  Dr.  Forsythe  was  cer- 
tainly not  writing;  he  was  walking  back  and 
forth  across  the  room  and  talking  with  his  sec- 
retary, who  sat  before  a  small  table,  running 
his  fingers  over  a  curious  little  instrument  of 
some  sort,  not  much  larger  than  his  two  hands. 
It  made  a  little  clicking  noise  ;  Caroline  thought 
it  must  be  some  kind  of  a  music-box,  with  the 
music  shut  off.  She  thought  the  secretary 
would  have  been  more  respectful  to  shut  off  its 
soft  click  also,  while  the  doctor  talked.  But 
he  did  not.  "The  remedy  of  which  you  speak," 
said  the  doctor,  "is  nearly  obsolete  —  at  least 
none  of  the  leading  physicians  use  it  any  more. 
In  my  judgment  it  has  worn  itself  out,  or  been 
superseded,  because  of   recent   discoveries   in 


LEARNING.  249 

regard  to  this  form  of  disease.  — Do  I  talk  too 
fast  for  you  ?  "  he  asked  suddenly,  stopping  be- 
fore the  secretary,  who  was  making  the  soft 
^'  click,  clicking  "  with  all  his  might,  though  his 
eyes  were  at  that  moment  fixed  on  a  row  of 
books  just  in  front  of  him.  Caroline  was  so 
astonished  that  she  forgot  to  notice  what  the 
doctor  said  next,  but  gave  her  entire  attention 
to  the  secretary  and  his  musical  instrument. 
She  saw  a  strip  of  paper  not  over  a  half-inch  in 
width  gliding  under  a  tiny  roller,  and  heaping 
itself  up  on  the  floor  in  soft  masses.  She  drew 
a  step  nearer,  and  saw  that  this  paper  was  cov- 
ered with  what  looked  like  little  straight  marks  ; 
"as  much  alike  as  two  peas  in  a  pod,"  she 
wrote  to  Ben  in  her  next  letter.  "And  don't 
you  think,  Ben,  it  was  a  writing  machine  !  He 
writes  —  the  secretary  does  —  just  what  Dr.  For- 
sythe  says,  as  fast  as  he  can  say  it.  Then 
when  the  doctor  has  gone  on  his  round  of  calls, 
the  secretary  reads  over  what  he  has  written, 
and  copies  it  on  his  type-writer.  Did  you  ever 
hear  anything  like  that?  Why,  I  know  you 
did !  I  remember  now  your  telling  me  some- 
thing about  such  a  machine  that  you  read  of, 


260  LEARNING. 

and  Rufus  Kedwin  said  he  did  not  believe  there 
was  any  such  thing.  Rufus  never  believes  any- 
thing that  he  has  not  seen,  does  he?  If  he 
were  here  a  little  while  1  could  show  him  sev- 
eral things  he  does  not  believe  could  be  found." 
All  this  to  Ben. 

The  doctor  turned  at  last,  and  smiled  on  her 
puzzled  face,  as  he  said:  "Is  that  something 
new?  It  is  a  stenograph.  Have  you  time  to 
tell  her  a  little  about  it,  Edwards  ?  She  carries 
eyes  which  are  interested  in  everything  new. 
If  you  have  time  to  stop,  Caroline,  he  will  show 
you  how  it  works.  But  first,  what  is  wanted  of 
me?  I  must  be  off." 

Her  errand  done,  Caroline  gave  ten  happy 
minutes  to  learning  about  the  queer  little  ma- 
chine, thinking  in  her  heart  all  the  while  what 
a  description  she  would  write  of  it  to  Ben,  who 
liked  all  kinds  of  machinery,  especially  if  it  had 
to  do  with  writing. 

*' It  is  very  queer  indeed,"  she  said ;  "it  does 
not  seem  as  though  one  could  ever  learn  to  read 
tliat.  Why,  it  is  nothing  but  dashes,  and  they 
are  just  exactly  alike." 

"To  a  dot!  "  said  Edwards,  laughing;  "but 


LEARNING.  251 

3f  you  look  closely  you  will  see  that  they  do  not 
by  any  means  occupy  the  same  space  on 
paper,  nor  are  there  by  any  means  the  same 
number  of  them  on  a  straight  line ;  and  their 
position  on  the  paper  show  what  letter  they 
stand  for." 

"  It  does  not  show  me,'*  said  Caroline,  look- 
ing steadily  at  the  slip  of  paper  with  an  un- 
utterably puzzled  look. 

' '  I  presume  not,  any  more  than  the  dictionary 
would  have  shown  you  how  to  spell  a  word  be- 
fore you  knew  your  letters.  You  have  to  mas- 
ter the  alphabet  first,  just  as  you  do  with  any 
language." 

*'  Is  it  hard?  "  asked  Caroline  wistfully. 

''Not  at  all  hard;  a  wide-awake  girl  ought 
to  learn  to  read  it  in  a  couple  of  weeks.  If  you 
like  I  will  teach  you  how  to  read  —  and  write, 
too,  for  that  matter.  The  doctor  will  have  no 
objection,  I  presume.  He  heartily  believes  in 
people  learning  all  they  can  in  this  world.  He 
says  one  can  never  tell  where  it  is  going  to 
chink  in." 

"I  must  tell  that  to  Ben,  any  way,"  said 
Caroline   delightedly;    "he   is    always   saying 


252  LEARNING. 

such  things,  and  we  never  know  where  he  gets 
them,  unless  he  thinks  them  out."  She  hushed 
back  a  little  sigh  over  this  last  sentence ;  it 
seemed  to  her  sometimes  very  strange  that  she 
should  be  having  all  the  advantages,  and  Ben 
all  the  work ;  and  yet  how  eager  he  was  to 
learn,  and  how  much  he  would  have  profited  by 
her  opportunities!  "I  will  learn  everything 
I  can,"  she  told  herself  resolutely,  ''  whether  I 
like  to  learn  it  or  not ;  I  will  do  it  if  I  get  a 
chance,  just  so  I  can  teach  it  to  Ben  when  I  go 
home." 

This  was  the  beginning  of  new  lessons.  Dr. 
Forsythe,  on  being  told  of  the  plan,  seconded 
it  warmly.  "  Learn  to  read  and  write  the  steno- 
graph, by  all  means,"  he  said.  "The  little  ma- 
chine is  going  to  work  a  reform  in  the  art  of 
writing  some  day  ;•  the  sooner  people  realize  it 
and  study  it  the  better.  A  good  type-writer 
and  stenographer  can  earn  his  living,  and  the 
machine  is  destined  to  be  used  more  and  more 
when  people  get  acquainted  with  it."  All  this 
was  told  to  Ben,  of  course,  in  addition  to  what 
had  already  been  written.  The  very  next  letter 
had  in   it  a  slip  of   narrow  poper  filled  with 


LEARNING.  253 

neatly-made  dashes.  ''  That  is  a  Bible  verse," 
Caroline  explained;  "it  is  ^Come  unto  me,  all 
ye  that  labor  and  are  heavy  laden,  and  I  will 
give  you  rest.'  I  chose  it  because  it  has  nearly 
all  the  letters  of  the  alphabet  in  it,  and  I  wanted 
you  to  see  them.  I  know  them  all  now.  I 
dreamed  about  them  and  said  them  over  in  my 
sleep,  until  I  could  not  forget  them.  You  see, 
Ben,  there  are  word-signs  as  well  as  letters. 
That  very  first  letter  which  stands  all  alone  is 
c,  and  it  stands  for  '  come.'  The  next  letter 
is  w,  and  the  next  n,  and  the  next  ^,  and  the 
next  0 ;  then  comes  the  letter  m,  which  stands 
for  '  me.' 

"Is  it  not  queer?  You  can't  think  how  I 
like  it !  I  have  taken  a  lesson  on  the  machine 
every  day  since  I  wrote  to  you  about  it.  I 
wrote  that  Bible  verse  myself,  and  Mr.  Edwards 
says  there  is  not  a  mistake  in  it,  and  that  I  did 
well.  The  machine  is  such  a  little  darling !  I 
just  love  to  make  it  click.  It  has  nine  keys  — 
no,  ten,  counting  the  space  key  —  but  there  are 
only  five  dashes  to  make.  I  could  not  under- 
stand at  first  what  was  the  need  of  so  many 
keys,  when  they  kept  telling  me  that  it  could 


264  LEARNING. 

not  make  but  five  marks,  but  I  have  found  out ; 
there  is  one  in  the  middle  for  the  thumb  to  use, 
then  the  four  each  side  of  it  are  just  alike.  I 
mean  they  make  just  the  same  marks  on  the 
paper.  Well,  all  the  marks  are  just  alike,  but 
what  I  mean  is,  they  put  the  marks  in  the  same 
place  on  the  paper.  I  wonder  if  you  understand 
it?  It  does  not  sound  clear  at  all;  I'll  tell  it 
different. 

*'  The  dash  which  is  at  the  top  of  the 
paper  is  always  s;  now  suppose  you  wanted 
to  make  the  letter  s  on  the  machine,  you 
touch  the  last  key  on  the  right  hand  and  it  is 
made  —  a  single  dash  at  the  very  top  of  the 
paper  —  but  if  you  touch  the  last  key  on  the 
left  hand  it  is  made  again.  It  is  so  with  each 
key ;  whether  you  use  your  right  or  your  left 
hand  you  will  make  the  same  characters.  Do 
you  see?  That  is  so  you  can  write  real  fast, 
and  not  take  time  to  jump  your  fingers  over  to 
the  right  or  the  left.  At  first  it  does  not  seem 
as  though  that  could  make  any  difference,  but 
when  you  watch  Mr.  Edwards  write  for  a  while 
you  know  it  does. 

'^Did  not  I  really  tell  you  the  name  of  the 


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machine?  How  queer!  it  is  a  'stenograph.* 
O,  Ben!  how  I  wish  you  had  one.  Then  we 
could  write  to  each  other  on  it ;  wouldn't  that 
be  fun?  But  they  cost  twenty-five  dollars. 
Mr.  Edwards  writes  the  doctor's  letters  on  his, 
and  his  lectures  and  everything  he  wants  writ- 
ten. The  doctor  just  walks  the  floor  and  talks, 
and  Mr.  Edwards  clicks  away  and  looks  around 
the  room." 

' '  Is  not  that  the  greatest  writing  you  ever 
saw  ?  "  Ben  said,  as,  having  told  its  story  and 
examined  the  curious  slip  of  paper  for  the 
dozenth  time,  he  passed  it  to  Rufus  Kedwin. 
Rufus  glanced  at  it;  his  curiosity  had  been 
satisfied  at  the  first  look,  some  time  ago. 

"There's  no  writing  about  it,"  he  said  loft- 
ily, "that  fellow  is  fooling  her.  Line  is  aw- 
fully easily  fooled,  sometimes ;  I  don't  believe 
anybody  can  make  reading  out  of  just  a  lot  of 
dashes  that  are  all  alike !  " 

"  But  didn't  I  tell  you  that  Line  had  learned 
the  alphabet,  and  could  read  it  herself?  She 
wrote  this,  and  read  it,  too ;  what  do  you  mean, 
anyhow?  You  don't  think  Line  would  under- 
take to  fool  me,  do  you?  " 


256  LEARNING. 

'* She  might,"  said  Rufus  coolly ;  "what  does 
she  want  to  putter  with  such  things  for,  any 
way?  She  hasn't  a  machine,  and  if  she  had 
what  good  would  it  do  her?  That's  just  ex- 
actly like  Line ;  to  go  on  learning  things  she 
hasn't  any  use  for,  and  never  will  have." 

''You've  turned  prophet,  haven't  you?"  said 
Ben,  good-naturedly.  He  had  been  provoked 
for  about  one  minute ;  then  he  reflected  how 
utterly  foolish  it  was  to  be  provoked  with  a 
boy  who  amounted  to  no  more  than  Rufus 
Kedwin.  "I  don't  know  how  you  or  anybody 
else  is  going  to  tell,  yet  «a while,  whether  Line 
will  ever  have  any  use  for  that.  She  has  done 
pretty  well  with  things  that  she  has  learned,  so 
far." 

''  Humph !  "  said  Rufus.  It  was, not  exactly 
a  sneer,  but  there  was  a  contemptuous  sound  in 
it  which  made  Ben's  face  flush.  He  understood 
what  it  meant,  and  concluded,  like  the  wise  boy 
that  he  sometimes  was,  not  to  say  one  word  in 
reply. 


CHAPTER   XVIII.     . 

MACHINES     AND     NEWS, 

BEN'S  very  next  letter  to  Caroline  had  in  it 
this  sentence  :  "  I  am  tremendously  inter- 
ested in  your  dashes.  I  always  am  interested 
in  new  things,  you  know,  especially  if  they  have 
any  machinery  about  them.  Suppose  you  write 
me  a  letter  on  the  thing?  You  might  send  a 
translation  of  it  at  the  same  time,  but  I  am 
learning  the  alphabet  from  the  slip  you  sent, 
and  I  have  a  fancy  to  see  if  I  could  make  any 
words  out  of  your  letter." 

This  sentence  Caroline  read  to  Dorothy,  and 
that  evening  she  told  her  father  about  it. 

''Good !  "  said  the  busy  man,  in  his  cheeriest 
tones;  "you  and  I  ought  to  be  acquainted  with 
Ben,  Pussy.  How  shall  we  manage  it?  Per- 
haps we  will  write  him  a  letter  ourselves  one  of 
these  days." 

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268  MACHINES  AND  NEWS. 

'*I  think  your  father  is  wonderful,"  said 
Caroline,  following  his  retreating  form  with 
admiring  eyes.  Dorothy  gave  a  happy  little 
laugh. 

*'I  have  always  thought  so,"  she  said;  "but 
what  makes  you  say  so  just  now  ?  " 

"Why,  it  is  so  wonderful  that  when  he  has 
go  many  and  such  important  things  to  think  of, 
and  people  waiting  for  him,  and  all  that,  that 
he  should  take  the  trouble  to  think  about  Ben 
and  be  interested  in  him ;  it  seems  strange  — 
seems  like  a  very  great  man.  Not  but  what 
Ben  is  worth  thinking  about,"  she  said,  with 
flushing  cheek;  "but  then  he  doesn't  know 
him,  you  see." 

Dorothy  laughed  again.  "Papa  isn't  like 
any  other  papa,"  she  said.  "He  is  like  —  Z 
will  tell  you,  Caroline,  who  I  think  he  is  like. 
I  don't  say  it  often  because  it  wouldn't  sound 
right  —  people  wouldn't  understand  what  I 
meant  —  but  I  think  he  is  like  Jesus  Christ." 

Caroline  gave  a  little  start  of  surprise.  She 
had  never  heard  just  that  said  about  anybody, 
and  it  did  sound  strange,  but  the  more  she  won- 
dered about  it  the  more  she  thought  it  might  be 


MACHINES  AND  NEWS.  259 

SO.  He  went  about  among  sick  people  and 
poor  people  a  great  deal,  just  as  she  knew 
Jesus  did  when  he  was  on  earth,  and  just  as 
far  as  he  was  able  he  cured  the  sick ;  and  he 
had  always  a  kind  word  for  everybody  he  met. 
He  certainly  must  be  a  little  like  Jesus.  And 
then  this  young  girl,  who  had  known  about 
Jesus  all  her  life,  felt  her  cheeks  tingle  with  a 
thought  which  almost  made  her  ashamed ;  she 
already  felt  that  she  not  only  respected  but 
loved  Dr.  Forsythe,  and  wanted  to  please  him 
in  every  possible  way.  Why  did  she  not  love 
Jesus  Christ,  and  feel  anxious  to  please  him? 
''It  is  because  I  do  not  know  him,"  she  told 
herself,  as  alone  in  her  room  that  night  she 
thought  of  it  again  while  she  wns  brushing  her 
hair  and  braiding  it  for  the  night;  ''it  is  dif- 
ferent, and  I  cannot  help  f«eeling  that  it  is.  If 
I  could  see  him  and  hear  him  talk,  and  watch 
his  beautiful  life,  I  am  sure  I  should  love  him.'* 
Then  she  opened  her  Bible  to  read  the  few 
verses  that  she  had  always  been  in  the  habit  of 
reading  quite  by  herself  just  before  she  knelt 
down  to  pray. 

It  seemed  very  strange,  in  fact  almost  made 


260  MACHINES  AND  NEWS, 

her  feel  afraid,  to  see  that  the  verse  she  opened 
to  began:  "Blessed  are  they  who  have  not 
seen,  and  yet  have  believed.** 

Was  Jesus  thinking  that  thought  about  hei 
at  that  moment?  I  am  not  sure  but  just  then 
the  first  real  desire  to  be  a  Christian  that  she 
ever  felt  in  her  life  came  to  Caroline  Bryant. 
She  had  often  feebly  wished  for  a  few  moments 
that  she  were  one,  as  one  might  wish  for  the 
moon  perhaps,  but  to-night  she  said  in  her 
heart:  ''It  must  be  good  to  have  him  for  a 
real  friend,  and  know  that  you  love  him  and 
are  pleasing  him.  Oh !  why  am  I  not  one  of 
his  friends  ?  '* 

New  things,  or  at  least  things  which  were 
new  to  Caroline,  were  very  common  in  Dr.  For- 
sythe*s  house.  The  next  one  which  interested 
her  deeply  she  found  in  the  kitchen.  None  of 
her  duties  lay  in  that  direction,  and  it  happened 
that  she  had  been  in  the  house  for  several  weeks 
before  she  had  done  more  than  pass  through  it. 
One  morning  she  was  sent  to  the  cook  with  a 
message  from  Mrs.  Packard,  and  stopped  in 
astonishment  near  the  door  to  listen  to  a  pecu- 
liar rumbling  noise.     "What  in  the  world  can 


MACHINES  AND  NEWS.  261 

that  be?"  she  said  to  herself.  "Something 
must  be  wrong  with  the  steam  pipes.  I  won- 
der if  I  ought  to  go  somewhere  and  try  to  find 
out?  Why,  the  noise  comes  from  the  kitchen. 
The  cook  must  be  there." 

The  noise  ceased  as  suddenly  as  it  had  come, 
and  no  harm  appeared  to  have  resulted.  Caro- 
line pushed  open  the  kitchen  door,  and  found 
not  only  the  cook,  but  Nancy,  the  dining-room 
girl,  standing  beside  a  large  shining  box  and 
watching  with  apparent  satisfaction  a  stream 
of  soapsuds  falling  out  from  a  faucet  under- 
neath. Inside  the  box  were  rows  and  rows  of 
dishes  :  platters,  vegetable  dishes,  cups,  saucers, 
glasses,  spoons  ;  in  short,  everything  which  had 
a  little  while  ago  been  on  the  well-filled  breakfast 
table  was  arranged  in  orderly  rows  within  that 
box.  Each  group  of  dishes  seemed  to  have 
rooms  of  their  own.  The  saucers  fitted  into 
neat  little  wire  shelves  which  apparently  had 
been  made  to  receive  them;  the  cups  looked 
down  on  them  from  wire  shelves  above,  while 
quite  down  below  was  another  division  alto- 
gether, where  the  plates  and  other  heavy  dishes 
had  it  all  their  own  way. 


202  MAGIIINES  AND  NEWS. 

Nancy  laughed  merrily  over  the  puzzled  look 
on  Caroline's  face.  The  two  had  been  good 
friends  since  the  evening  Caroline  had  offered 
to  tinish  setting  the  table,  and  let  Nancy  go 
out  on  an  errand  which  she  was  eager  to  do. 

"Did  you  never  see  anything  like  this  be- 
fore 1 "  she  asked.  As  she  spoke  she  dashed  a 
pailful  of  water  over  the  dishes,  which  Caroline 
knew  from  the  steam  that  arose  must  have  been 
very  hot.  She  gave  an  involuntary  start  toward 
the  cut  glass  pitcher,  and  said  :  "  Why,  Nancy, 
you  will  break  the  glasses  !  " 

"  O,  no,  I  won't ! "  said  Nancy,  in  perfect 
unconcern;  "they  have  been  tempered  in  the 
first  water,  and  will  bear  it  pretty  near  to 
boiling.  Now  they  have  been  washed,  and  I 
am  going  to  rinse  them  off."  Down  went  the 
cover,  and,  grasping  the  handle,  Nancy  turned 
it  vigorously.  The  surprising  noise  was  ac- 
counted for.  Only  a  few  turns,  and  again  she 
opened  the  faucet,  let  the  water  flow  out,  and 
dashed  still  another  pailful  over  the  steaming 
dishes. 

"  There ! "  she  said,  with  a  triumphant  air, 
as  she  raised  the  cover  once  more,   "now  dry; 


MACHINES  AND  NEWS.  263 

you  are  hot  enough  to  do  it  in  a  hurry,  and 
my  morning's  work  is  done  in  short  order. 
Wouldn't  you  like  to  wash  and  rinse  and  dry 
dishes  as  quick  as  that  if  you  had  them  to  do  ?  " 

"I  never  saw  anything  like  it  in  my  life," 
said  Caroline,  in  intense  admiration,  "nor 
heard  of  anything  like  it.  Do  you  always 
wash  the  dishes  that  way  ?  " 

"Three  times  a  day,"  said  Nancy  trium- 
phantly, ' '  a  great  army  of  them ;  we  use  the 
most  dishes  in  this  house  of  any  place  I  ever 
heard  of;  every  time  Kate  turns  around  she 
uses  seven  or  eight  fresh  ones.  It  used  to 
make  me  downright  vexed ;  but  since  we  got 
this  thing  I  don't  care ;  it  don't  turn  no  harder 
when  it's  full  than  when  it's  half -full." 

"Isn't  it  wonderful?"  said  Caroline,  reach- 
ing for  a  cup,  and  admiring  the  fine  polish  on 
its  shining  surface.  "  O,  dear!  what  a  com- 
fort such  a  machine  would  be  to  a  woman  I 
know." 

"Your  ma,  I  suppose,"  said  Nancy,  sympa- 
thetically ;  "if  she  has  as  many  dishes  to  wash 
it  certainly  would." 

Caroline  laughed ;  she  had  visions  just  then 


264  MACUINES  AND  NEWS. 

of  the  large  machine  in  her  mother's  already 
too  crowded  room,  washing  her  few  small 
dishes. 

** It  is  not  my  mother;  she  has  a  little  bit  of 
a  family,  and  only  a  few  dishes  to  wash,  but  a 
lady  lives  a  little  way  from  us  who  keeps  a 
boarding-house,  and  she  does  have  such  hard 
work  to  get  her  dishes  washed  clean.  It  takes 
a  great  deal  of  time.  She  told  me  once  she 
had  harder  work  to  get  a  dish-washer  to  suit 
her  than  she  did  a  cook." 

*'It  is  harder  to  do  than  cooking,"  said 
Nancy.  "Take  it  year  in  and  year  out  I 
would  rather  cook  than  wash  dishes  in  the  old- 
fashioned  way,  enough  sight;  but  with  this 
thing  it  is  all  done  up  in  a  few  minutes  and  off 
your  mind." 

Caroline  did  not  know  that  Nancy  could  not 
have  cooked  even  a  simple  dinner  if  she  had 
tried,  but  the  cook  did,  and  giggled.  Then 
Caroline  did  her  errand  and  ran  away,  her 
mind  full  of  the  new  machine,  and  what  a 
thing  it  would  be  if  Fanny  and  Rufus  Kedwin 
could  get  their  mother  one  for  Christmas.  The 
word  "Christmas"  made  her  sigh;  the  idea  of 


MACHINES  AND  NEWS.  265 

being  away  from  home  on  that  day  of  all 
others !  But  hard  upon  the  sigh  came  a  smile, 
for  she  already  knew  several  pretty  secrets  for 
Christmas. 

That  afternoon,  as  she  and  Dorothy  came 
from  school,  Dr.  Forsythe  opened  the  door  of 
his  reception-room  and  invited  them  in.  It  was 
after  office  hours,  and  he  was  alone.  *'  Here  is 
a  letter  for  you,"  he  said  to  Caroline,  **Come 
in  here  and  read  it  if  you  wish,  while  I  talk  to 
this  young  lady  a  bit,"  and  he  dropped  into  a 
great  leather-covered  chair  and  gathered  Doro- 
thy into  his  arms,  beginning  to  take  off  rubbers 
and  wraps,  as  he  asked  about  the  day's  delights ; 
for  school  life  was  one  long-drawn-out  delight 
to  Dorothy.  Presently  an  exclamation  of  as- 
tonishment, slightly  tinctured  with  dismay, 
made  them  both  turn  toward  Caroline. 

'*No  unpleasant  news,  I  hope?"  said  the 
doctor. 

Caroline  blushed  and  smiled.  **  No,  sir;  it 
is  good  news,  I  suppose." 

'*But  you  are  not  quite  sure?"  Dorothy 
laughed.  '*Why,  Caroline,"  she  said,  '*you 
spoke  exactly  as  though  you  were  not  quite 


2«6  MACHINES  AND   NEWS. 

sure;  and  how  could  that  be?  All  news  are 
either  so  very  good  or  so  very  bad.  There  is 
no  half-way  about  them,  is  there,  father?  " 

"Not  to  a  nature  like  yours,"  said  her  father, 
regarding  her  with  the  fond  grave  smile  with 
which  he  often  looked  at  his  fair  darling. 

"Well,"  said  Caroline,  slightly  embarrassed, 
"there  are  two  people  coming  to  the  city  whom 
I  know,  and  of  course  I  shall  like  to  see  them 
if  I  have  a  chance ;  but "  —  and  here  she 
stopped. 

"  Friends  of  yours?  "  asked  the  doctor. 

"Yes,  sir;  at  least  I  thought  they  were. 
Yes,  sir ;  they  are  friends,  of  course.  We  used 
to  be  quite  intimate,  but" —  She  really  did 
not  know  how  to  express  herself,  and  this  ac- 
counted for  those  awkward  pauses. 

"Is  that  a  conundrum  for  Dorothy  and  me 
to  guess  ?  "  Dr.  Forsythe  asked,  smiling  kindly. 
•  "No,  sir,*'  with  a  little  embarrassed  laugh; 
"  what  I  mean  is,  I  do  not  know  whether  thej^ 
will  want  to  see  me  now."  Then  her  cheeks 
flamed,  and  she  felt  that  she  had  said  a  very 
strange  thing. 

Dr.  Forsythe  knew  her  but  very  little,  and 


MACHINES  AND   NEWS.  267 

he  did  not  know  her  mother  or  Ben  at  all. 
What  would  he  think  she  had  been  doing  to 
make  her  feel  that  perhaps  friends  with  whom 
she  had  once  been  very  intimate  might  not  want 
to  see  her  now?  What  could  he  think  but  that 
something  very  wrong  in  some  way  had  hap- 
pened? Yet  how  was  she  to  explain  to  him 
what  she  really  meant?  Her  embarrassment 
was  painful,  but  the  doctor  did  not  seem  in- 
clined to  help  her ;  he  sat  looking  thoughtfully 
at  her  with  a  kind,  and  yet  a  grave  face.  What 
he  was  thinking  was  something  very  different 
from  Caroline's  supposition.  He  did  not  dis- 
trust her  in  the  least;  and  he  had  received 
letters  enough  from  Mrs.  Bryant  to  come  to 
his  own  conclusions  about  her.  The  thought 
uppermost  in  his  mind  just  then  was  :  ' '  What  a 
mercy  and  a  blessing  it  has  been  to  us  to  secure 
for  our  darling  such  a  girl  as  this  to  be  with 
her  all  the  time.  A  wise,  patient,  loving, 
womanly  little  girl,  who  can  be  trusted,  and 
whom  Dorothy  loves  with  all  her  heart.  I 
shall  certainly  never  forget  one  who  makes  so 
bright  my  darling's  days."  But  the  thought 
which  always  shadowed  this  father  came  with 


268  MACHINES  AND  NEWS. 

force  to  him  just  then.  None  knew  better  than 
he  how  few  his  darling's  days  might  be. 

Caroline,  mistaking  the  gravity,  came  to  a 
sudden  conclusion ;  she  reached  forth  the  letter 
with  a  quick,  nervous  gesture.  "Dr.  For- 
sythe,"  she  said,  "have  you  time  just  to  read 
that  page?    Then  you  will  know  what  I  mean." 

"I  will  read  it  with  pleasure  if  you  would 
like  to  have  me  do  so,"  the  doctor  answered. 
»'Is  it  from  Ben?" 

"From  Ben  and  mother;  a  little  piece  of  it 
is  mother's."     And  Dr.  Forsythe  read  : 

*'I've  great  news  for  you,  Line;  Fanny  and  Rufus  Kedwin 
are  going  to  Philadelphia  for  the  holidays.  That  uncle  of 
theirs  about  whom  they  were  always  talking  has  sent  them 
money  enough  to  go ;  and  Mrs.  Kedwin  is  working  half  the 
night  trying  to  get  them  prinked  up.  Mother  is  helping  her 
some.  Rufus  feels  very  large,  and  talks  to  Fanny  until  she 
thinks  she  feels  large  too,  only  she  forgets  to  carry  it  out 
sometimes ;  they  are  both  as  silly  as  ever  —  more  so,  in  fact. 

"  I'm  going  to  tell  you  what  they  said  last  night,  so  you  will 
understand  things,  and  not  feel  troubled.  They  were  over 
here  with  their  mother,  getting  advice  from  our  mother  about 
how  to  make  over  a  dress,  and  some  other  things.  I  said  to 
Rufus:  *  It  seems  funny  to  think  of  your  seeing  Line  in  a  few 
da}"^.*  *  Humph! '  Rufus  said,  *  I  don't  know  whether  we  shall 
see  her  or  not.  She  has  done  such  a  queer  thing  that  I  think 
she  does  not  expect  to  have  much  to  do  with  her  friends.' 

"•What  do  you  mean?'  I  asked,  and  he  laughed,  and 
looked  half-ashamed  for  a  minute;  then  he  said:  *  Well,  now, 
Ben,  there's  no  use  in  going  around  a  thing  forever;  you  know 
it  is  very  odd  in  Line  to  go  and  be  just  a  common  servant. ' 


MACHINES  AND  NEWS,  269 

My  uncle's  folks  don't  associate  with  such  people,  and  they 
might  think  it  queer  if  we  had  much  to  do  with  her.  I  think 
it  was  downright  mean  in  Line  to  go  and  do  such  a  thing  when 
she  wasn't  obliged  to;  it  makes  it  awfully  disagreeable  for  her 
friends.* 

" I  felt  for  a  moment  as  though  I  should  like  to  knock  him; 
but  I  held  my  tongue  until  I  could  speak  about  as  usual,  then 
I  said,  '  Line  is  a  rather  uncommon  servant,  I  thmk  you  will 
find.' 

"  *  Yes,'  said  Fanny,  putting  her  voice  in  eagerly,  as  though 
she  wanted  to  do  something  to  make  things  pleasant ;  '  1  know 
she  must  be  splendid ;  I  should  like  to  be  rich  and  have  Line 
to  wait  on  me.  I  should  like  nothing  better.'  Well,  that  Was 
sillier  than  anything  even  Rufus  had  said,  but  she  meant  it 
well,  so  I  could  afford  to  laugh ;  and  I  said  I  could  think  of 
several  things  Line  would  like  better,  but  of  course  the}'  need 
not  go  and  see  her  unless  they  chose. 

"*0h!  of  course  we  will  see  her,'  Rufus  said;  'we  will  go 
once,  anyhow,  because  we  have  those  things  of  your  mother's 
to  take  to  her,  and  that  will  be  excuse  enough  to  give  to  our 
uncle ;  but  of  course  we  cannot  do  as  we  Would  if  she  was  not 
living  out.  I  do  not  suppose  they  want  to  have  people  ring- 
ing the  bell  and  asking  to  see  her,  anyhow;  mother  says  they 
won't;  that  people  never  like  it.' 

"Well,  there  was  a  good  deal  more  of  that  kind  of  stuff, 
that  I  need  not  waste  the  paper  to  write  down ;  I  am  only  tak- 
ing the  trouble  to  tell  this  so  that  you  will  understand  things 
better  when  they  come,  and  not  be  hurt,  j'ou  know.  They  are 
not  worth  your  thinking  of  them  twice,  and  you  and  T  know  it. 
If  they  would  stay  away  entirely,  I  would  be  glad;  then  I 
would  have  kept  still  about  their  silly  talk ;  but  mother  asked 
them  to  take  your  sack,  and  a  few  little  things  from  Daisy, 
before  we  thought  how  they  would  feel.  The  truth  is,  I  did 
not  know  before  that  they  were  such  dreadful  simpletons." 

Then  followed  a  few  lines  in  another  hand : 

"  Ben  has  written  you  somewhat  more  fully  than  was  worth 
while,  daughter,  about  poor  Rufus  and  Fanny,  though  I  advised 


270  MACHINES  AND  NEWS. 

him  to  tell  you  just  how  they  felt,  that  you  might  not  be  un- 
pleasantly surprised  when  you  met  them.  I  hope  my  daughter 
will  have  pity  for  the  follies  and  failings  of  her  friends ;  they 
are  hardly  to  be  blamed.  They  have  been  surrounded  all  their 
lives  by  people  who  held  false  views  of  l\fe,  so  that  very  much 
cannot  be  expected  of  them.  I  continually  hope  for  them  that 
some  influence  may  come  to  both  in  time  to  save  them,  else 
their  lives  will  be  a  failure.  If  my  Caroline  will  learn  to  pray 
for  them,  and  will  cultivate  the  sort  of  feeling  which  belongs 
to  eaxnest  prayer,  she  may  be  able  to  save  them  both." 


CHAPTER   XIX. 


ENTERTAINING    COMPANY. 


THAT  is  a  letter  to  be  proud  of,"  said  Dr. 
Forsythe,  as  he  returned  it;  ''not  every 
girl  has  a  mother  who  lives  so  as  to  be  able  to 
write  it.  Now  about  these  friends  of  yours. 
When  do  you  say  you  expect  them?  and  do 
you  know  where  their  uncle  lives  ?  " 

Caroline  named  a  street  and  number.  She 
did  not  know  where  it  was,  but  the  doctor 
recognized  it  as  one  of  the  obscure  streets  of 
the  city,  a  long  distance  from  his  home. 

"They  are  to  come  on  Monday,  you  say? 
Well,  let  me  see.  On  Tuesday  they  will  prob- 
ably be  busy  with  their  relatives.  How  would  it 
do  to  send  the  carriage  for  them  on  Wednesday, 
and  have  them  here  when  you  and  Dorothy  re- 
turn from  school?     You  would  like  that,  would 


you?" 


271 


272  ENTERTAINING   COMPANY. 

''The  carriage ! "  said  Caroline,  almost  gasp- 
ing the  words.  No  thought  of  such  remarkable 
distinction  as  that  had  occurred  to  her  as  being 
given  to  any  of  her  friends. 

"Certainly,"  said  Dr.  Forsythe,  smiling; 
*'  it  would  save  you  a  long  trip  down  there  to 
call  upon  them,  and  save  time  in  every  way. 
Then  we  could  have  them  remain  to  dinner  with 
us,  and  get  acquainted  with  your  surroundings. 
You  would  have  time  to  take  them  to  drive, 
perhaps,  and  finally  return  them  safely  to  their 
uncle's  house  by  dark.  I  think  that  will  be  the 
better  way  to  manage ;  that  is,  if  you  would 
like  to  show  them  such  attention.  Am  I  to 
understand  that  it  would  give  you  pleasure  to 
do  so?" 

Caroline's  eyes  answered  for  her,  even  before 
she  spoke ;  nothing  that  had  ever  happened  to 
her  gave  her  more  thorough  satisfaction.  To 
be  able  to  show  attention  to  Fanny  and  Rufus, 
to  show  them  just  how  she  was  treated  in  this 
elegant  home  to  which  she  had  come ;  to  give 
them  the  pleasure  of  a  ride  in  a  handsome  car- 
riage, behind  fine  horses ;  to  be  able  to  act  as 
mistress  of  ceremonies  and  show  them  some  of 


ENTERTAINING   COMPANY.  273 

the  wonders  of  city  life ;  nothing  that  the  doc- 
tor had  planned  could  give  her  greater  pleasure. 

''O,  Dr.  Forsythe !  "  she  began,  "I  don't 
know  how  —  I  cannot  tell  what  to  say,  nor 
how  to  say  it "  —  He  interrupted  her  with  a 
genial  laugh.  "  Never  mind,  you  have  said  it, 
or  your  eyes  have  for  you;  it  is  a  very  con- 
venient thing  sometimes  to  have  eyes  that  talk. 
Very  well,  we  will  consider  it  settled,  then,  that 
the  carriage  goes  on  Wednesday  to  meet  your 
friends.  I  hope  it  will  be  a  pleasant  day,  and 
that  you  will  have  a  good  time,  and  be  able  to 
show  them  every  possible  attention ;  help  them 
to  feel  at  home  in  the  city,  and  help  them  to 
realize  that  you  feel  at  home.  As  for  Dorothy, 
here,  she  likes  new  people,  and  I  feel  sure  it 
will  give  her  great  delight  to  assist  in  entertain- 
ing them."  And  then  Dr.  Forsythe,  who  had 
spent  more  time  than  he  often  had  to  bestow 
upon  them,  hastened  away. 

Never  was  a  brighter  day  than  Wednesday ; 
the  sun  seemed  to  be  doing  what  it  could  to 
celebrate  the  coming  of  Fanny  and  Rufus  Ked- 
win  to  Philadelphia.  If  the  truth  must  be  told, 
however,  these  two  young   people  away  from 


274  ENTERTAINING   COMPANY. 

home  for  the  first  time  were  the  least  bit  in  the 
world  homesick.  The  cousins  were  older  than 
themselves,  and  on  this  particular  afternoon 
had  an  engagement  which  it  was  impossible  to 
avoid,  so  they  said,  and  had  left  Fanny  and 
Rufus  to  the  care  of  their  aunt.  She,  good 
woman,  was  doing  the  best  to  entertain  them, 
calling  the  baby  to  her  aid.  But  the  two,  who 
were  accustomed  to  a  great  deal  of  exercise  in 
the  open  air,  as  the  day  wore  along  found  it 
very  dismal  to  be  sitting  in  a  small,  dark  room 
—  at  least,  it  seemed  dark  to  them — looking  out 
on  a  narrow  street  where  nothing  of  very  special 
interest  was  going  on. 

Fanny  turned  from  the  window  at  last  with  a 
long-drawn  sigh,  and  said  aloud  :  ' '  I  wish  we 
could  see  Caroline  this  afternoon;  don't  you, 
Rufus?" 

''Who  is  Caroline?"  questioned  the  aunt, 
and  an  explanation  followed.  "A  servant  girl, 
eh?"  she  said,  with  lifted  eyebrows;  "I  don't 
know ;  I  am  afraid  it  will  be  rather  difficult  to 
plan  —  your  seeing  her.  People  do  not  like  to 
have  their  servants  receive  company,  you  know. 
It  isn't  always  convenient.     Besides,  Dr.  For- 


ENTERTAINING   COMPANY.  275 

sytlie  lives  a  long  way  from  here.  Was  your 
mother  willing  to  have  you  go  there  ?  " 

Fanuy  hastened  to  keep  up  the  dignity  of  the 
family.  "Mother  didn't  know;  she  said  we 
must  get  Caroline's  package  to  her,  and  that 
we  must  remember  we  were  neighbors  at  home  ; 
and  really  we  would  truly  like  to  see  her.  She 
is  a  good  girl." 

"  Oh  !  I  have  no  doubt  of  it ;  but  —  her  cir- 
cumstances are  different  from  yours.  However, 
we  will  ask  your  uncle  about  it,  and  bring  it  to 
pass  if  we  can.  If  we  cannot  plan  so  as  to 
make  it  convenient  for  you  to  go  there  we  can 
send  the  package,  so  that  will  be  all  right. 
Don't  worry  about  it." 

Rufus  had  taken  no  part  in  this  conversation, 
for  the  reason  that  he  was  engaged  in  watching 
the  movements  of  a  splendid  span  of  horses 
that  were  apparently  picking  their  way  through 
the  narrow  and  muddy  street ;  the  driver,  Rufus 
thought,  was  as  fine  a  looking  gentleman  as  he 
had  seen  in  the  city.  To  his  great  surprise, 
and  of  course  delight,  the  horses  were  reined 
in  before  his  uncle's  door,  and  he  turned  with 
marked  excitement  to  his  aunt. 


276  ENTEllTAINING   COMPANY. 

'*Aunt  Fanny,  there's  a  splendid  carriage 
and  a  magnificent  span  of  horses  stopping  here, 
and  the  driver  is  getting  down  and  coming  to 
the  door.     Who  do  you  suppose  he  wants  ?  " 

''Dear  me!"  said  Aunt  Fanny,  "I  don't 
know.  I  wish  your  uncle  was  at  home.  He  is 
on  business,  of  course.  Fanny,  will  you  take 
the  baby  and  let  me  see  what  it  is  ?  Hannah 
is  always  out  when  I  need  her  most." 

She  left  the  door  ajar,  and  to  their  great  de- 
light they  could  hear  every  word  that  passed 
between  their  aunt  and  the  stranger. 

''  Dr.  Forsythe's  compliments,  and  would  it 
be  convenient  for  Miss  Fanny  and  Mr.  Rufus 
Kedwin  to  dine  with  Miss  Caroline  Bryant  that 
evening?  The  doctor  had  sent  the  carriage  for 
the  purpose  of  taking  them  to  his  house." 

Rufus  and  Fanny  looked  at  each  other. 
Could  they  believe  their  ears?  A  carriage  for 
the  purpose  of  taking  them  to  dine  with  Caro- 
line Bryant ! 

''What  in  the  world  does  it  all  mean?  "  mut- 
tered Rufus. 

Then  came  his  aunt,  excited  and  voluble.  A 
bustle  of  preparation  followed,  while  that  gen- 


ENTERTAINING   COMPANY.  277 

tlemanly  coachman  paced  back  and  forth  on  the 
pavement,  and  the  high-stepping  horses  arched 
their  necks  and  pawed  the  ground. 

Before  they  had  thoroughly  realized  what 
wonderful  thing  had  happened  to  them,  Rufus 
and  Fanny  were  bowling  along  in  a  carriage 
the  like  of  which  they  had  never  entered  before. 
They  had  not  yet  recovered  their  senses  enough 
to  talk  to  each  other,  and  indeed  their  eyes  were 
so  busily  engaged  in  gazing  out  of  the  window 
on  the  strange  sights  which  everywhere  pre- 
sented themselves  as  soon  as  they  were  in  one 
of  the  main  streets,  that  they  had  no  desire  to 
talk.  But  the  drive  was  long,  and  before  they 
had  reached  Dr.  Forsythe's  they  found  their 
tongues  again,  and  began  once  more  to  wonder 
what  it  could  all  mean. 

"Dear  me !  "  said  Fanny,  looking  out  at  last 
on  the  house,  which  seemed  to  her  magnificent, 
and  which  bore  the  name  "  Forsythe  "  on  the 
door-plate,  "I  must  say  I'm  a  little  bit  scared. 
Rufus,  do  you  suppose  there  could  be  some 
mistake  ?  " 

"What  is  there  to  be  scared  about?"  growled 
Rufus.      "They  sent  for  us,  and  here  we  are; 


278  ENTERTAINING   COMPANY. 

if  they  hadn't  wanted  us  they  needn't  have  sent. 
It  will  be  fun  to  see  Line,  anyhow." 

By  the  time  their  wraps  were  disposed  of, 
and  they  were  seated  in  state  in  what  seemed 
to  them  a  grand  parlor,  Caroline  came.  Was 
it  Caroline?  It  is  true  that  not  very  many 
weeks  had  passed  since  they  had  seen  her,  but 
this  young  girl  who  came  eagerly  forward  to 
meet  them  wore  such  a  pretty  dress,  and  had 
her  hair  done  in  such  a  new-fashioned  way,  and 
altogether  looked  so  much  like  what  Fanny 
called  ' '  cityfied "  that  for  a  moment  she  was 
almost  abashed. 

But  there  was  no  mistaking  Caroline's  greet' 
ing.  She  was  unaffectedly  and  heartily  glad  to 
see  them.  She  asked  dozens  of  questions  about 
home  and  mother  and  Daisy  and  Ben.  ''Just 
to  think,"  she  said,  looking  at  them,  "that  you 
saw  my  mother  and  all  of  them  only  the  other 
day.  O,  dear !  I'm  afraid  you  make  me  almost 
homesick." 

"I  shouldn't  think  you  need  be  homesick 
here,"  said  Rufus,  looking  around  him  with 
intense  curiosity.  "Say,  Line,  what  does  it 
all  mean  ?  " 


ENTERTAINING   COMPANY.  279 

''What?"  asked  Caroline,  laughing. 

"Why,  this.  How  did  you  happen  to  ask  us 
to  come  here,  and  send  a  carriage  for  us,  and 
everything  ?     I  thought  you  were  a  —  a  "  — 

Caroline  interrupted  him,  laughing  again. 
"You  thought  I  worked  for  my  living,  didn't 
you  ?  Well,  I  do ;  at  least  they  say  I  do,  only 
it  doesn't  seem  to  me  that  I  do  anything  at  all 
except  go  to  school  and  study  and  have  good 
times." 

Then  came  Dorothy,  fair  and  sweet  in  her 
white  dress,  and  with  her  gentle,  womanly  ways. 
She  fascinated  Fanny  at  once. 

It  was  a  day  to  be  remembered  forever  in  the 
annals  of  the  Kedwin  family.  From  thence- 
forth for  years  they  dated  their  experiences 
from  ' '  that  day  when  we  took  dinner  at  Dr. 
Forsythe's,  you  know."  Caroline  showed  them 
all  over  the  beautiful  house ;  they  went  to  the 
library,  to  the  conservatory,  to  the  music-room, 
and  saw  pictures  and  flowers  and  books,  and, 
what  was  more  to  both  of  them,  I  am  afraid, 
than  all  of  these,  elegant  furniture  such  as  they 
had  never  seen  before. 

Truth  to  tell.  Dr.  Forsythe  would  have  been 


2:0  ENTERTAINING   COMPANY. 

astonished  had  he  known  that  they  considered 
everything  about  his  establishment  magnificent. 
To  those  accustomed  to  the  real  elegance  of 
city  life  this  was  only  a  large,  plain,  pleasantly 
furnished,  cheerful  house ;  but  to  Fanny  and 
Rufus  Kedwin  it  was  paradise. 

Caroline  took  them  to  her  own  room.  There 
the  two  stared  about  them  in  astonishment  over 
the  beauty  and  elegance  everywhere  displayed. 

''You  don't  say  you  have  this  all  to  your- 
self !  "  said  Fanny.  "I  thought  you  slept  with 
Dorothy  and  took  care  of  her." 

''O,  no  indeed!  Dr.  Forsythe  doesn't  allow 
any  one  to  sleep  with  her ;  he  doesn't  think  it 
is  healthful ;  but  the  nurse  sleeps  very  close  to 
her,  with  folding  doors  between,  and  they  are 
left  open.  No,  I  do  not  have  any  care  of  her 
at  all  at  night;  Dr.  Forsythe  says  I  am  too 
young  to  have  any  burden  of  care  upon  me 
while  I  ought  to  be  sleeping." 

''  He  must  be  tip- top,"  said  Rufus. 

''He  is  the  best  man  I  ever  knew,"  said 
Caroline  promptly.  Presently  came  the  sum- 
mons to  dinner.  The  light  and  beauty  of  the 
great   dining-room,   the   many  courses   served 


ENTERTAINING    COMPANY.  281 

with  exquisite  taste  and  care,  especially  the 
elegant  grandmother,  hushed  Rufus  and  Fanny 
into  almost  utter  silence.  Perhaps,  however, 
the  thing  that  astonished  them  most  that  even- 
ing was  the  fact  that  the  dignified  table  waiter 
always  said  "Miss  Caroline,"  and  waited  with 
as  much  deference  to  see  how  he  could  ser^^e 
her  as  he  did  before  the  grandmother  herself. 

After  dinner  came  the  wonderful  ride  through 
the  brilliantly-lighted  streets  of  the  city,  the 
young  folks  resting  back  luxuriously  among  the 
cushions  of  the  carriage.  "  Do  you  often  have 
a  ride  in  this  thing  ?  "  Ruf  us  asked. 

"Every  pleasant  day,"  said  Caroline,  in  an 
unconcerned  tone.  "Look,  Ruf  us !  there  is 
our  school  building ;  that  is  where  Dorothy  and 
I  go  every  morning.  That's  my  room  up  there 
on  the  third  floor.  O,  Fanny  !  you  don't  know 
what  a  splendid  school  it  is." 

"  You  take  music  lessons  and  all,  don't 
you?"  asked  Ruf  us. 

"Yes,  indeed !  Oh !  I  like  the  music  teacher 
ever  so  much.  He  has  a  quick,  sharp  way  of 
speaking,  and  some  of  the  girls  think  he  is 
cross ;   but  he  isn't,  a  bit.     O,  Fanny !  if  you 


282  ENTERTAINING  COMPANY. 

and  Rufus  and  Ben  could  all  be  here  at  this 
school  wouldn't  it  be  perfectly  splendid  ?  "  The 
fact  is^  their  young  hostess  was  in  a  perfect 
flutter  of  delight.  What  a  thing  it  had  been 
for  Dr.  Forsythe  to  invite  them  to  dinner  and 
send  the  carriage  for  them  and  treat  them* in 
evei*y  way  as  if  they  were  distinguished  guests ! 
*'He  could  not  have  done  any  more  if  I  had 
been  his  own  daughter,"  Caroline  reflected,  as 
she  rode  back  alone,  having  bade  a  cordial 
good-by  to  her  friends  and  promised  to  come 
and  see  them  if  she  could.  ''  But  it  is  a  very 
long  way,"  she  said,  ''from  our  house,  you 
know,  and  we  are  very,  very  busy  getting  ready 
for  the  holidays.'* 

She  did  not  hear  what  Rufus  said  as  he  went 
grumblingly  up  his  aunt's  steps.  "It  seems  to 
me  Line  puts  on  a  good  many  airs  about  '  we  * 
and  '  us '  and  '  the  holidays '  and  all.  The 
next  thing  you  know  she'll  be  getting  stuck  up, 
and  feel  above  us." 

"I  don't  think  she  seemed  a  bit  stuck  up,'* 
said  the  gentler  Fanny,  "  and  I  had  a  real 
good  time,  Rufus.  I'm  glad  she  has  such  a 
nice  place.     Isn't  Dorothy  lovely?  '* 


ENTERTAINING   COMPANY.  283 

"She  has  all  the  nice  times,  she  and  Ben," 
he  said,  as  they  waited  on  the  low  white  door- 
steps for  some  one  to  let  them  into  the  house. 
''I  always  said  Ben  Bryant  had  all  the  luck 
there  was  in  the  world;  some  folks  do  have. 
No  such  nice  times  as  Line  is  having  ever  came 
to  you,  Fanny,  or  ever  will." 

This  time  even  Fanny  could  not  help  laugh- 
ing a  little.  Certainly  he  had  never  found  it 
necessary  to  envy  Line  Bryant  before. 

To  Caroline,  sitting  back  among  the  cushions 
watching  the  many  scenes  of  interest,  and  think- 
ing her  thoughts,  there  came  the  memory  of  a 
day  when  she  stood  looking  disconsolately  out 
of  the  window  watching  a  handsome  carriage 
pass,  and  said  to  Ben :  ''I  believe  I  could  step 
gracefully  into  a  carriage  if  I  had  a  chance.  I 
wonder  if  I  ever  will  have  a  chance  ?  "  Here 
she  was  having  her  ''chance,"  and  it  had  not 
even  occurred  to  her  to  notice  whether  she 
stepped  gracefully  into  the  carriage  or  not. 
She  laughed  a  frank,  glad  laugh  as  she  thought 
of  that  foolish  sentence,  and  of  how  little, 
after  all,  graceful  steps  and  matters  of  that 
kind  amounted  to  when  one  came  to  real  living, 


284  ENTERTAINING   COMPANY. 

and  wondered  whether  her  other  dreams  —  fan- 
cies that  had  been  so  numerous  —  if  time  should 
ever  bring  them  to  pass  for  her  as  it  had  the 
stepping  into  the  handsome  carriage  —  would 
amount  to  as  little  as  that  did.  Then  she  dis- 
missed them  from  her  mind  altogether,  and 
gave  herself  up  to  the  delights  of  the  coming 
Christmas,  and  the  thought  of  the  surprises  she 
was  getting  ready  for  mother  and  Daisy  and 
Ben ;  she  remembered  how  good  Dr.  Forsythe 
was  to  make  it  possible  for  her  to  have  such 
surprises,  and  altogether  was  glad  and  thank- 
ful and  happy. 

'*  Hey !  "  called  a  shrill  voice  on  the  sidewalk, 
just  as  they  were  passing  through  one  of  the 
side  streets  to  reach  a  main  avenue ;  and  lean- 
ing forward  Caroline  saw  a  woman  gesticulating 
eagerly,  apparently  to  the  coachman.  Joseph, 
who  seemed  to  have  eyes  on  every  side  of  him 
when  hp  drove,  saw  her,  and  promptly  reined 
in  his  horses.  Caroline,  leaning  forward, 
heard:  "Isn't  that  Dr.  Forsythe's  carriage? 
I  thought  so.  Is  he  inside?  Look  here,  can't 
you  drive  right  straight  home  and  tell  him  my 
Dorry  has  got  hurt  dreadful?     He's  been  to  a 


ENTERTAINING   COMPANY.  2S5 

fire ;  it's  his  leg ;  I  guess  it's  broke ;  and  I 
don't  know  what  to  do,  and  the  folks  don't 
know  what  to  do.  I  can't  find  no  doctor  that 
knows  what  he  is  about.  They  have  just  sent 
that  little  green  fellow  with  white  hair  and  no 
eyebrows  from  the  hospital,  and  he  don't  know 
much,  I  guess.  Anyhow,  I'm  most  sure  that 
Dr.  Forsythe  would  come  if  he  knew.  Can't 
you  let  him  know  right  straight  off  ?  " 

Joseph  expressed  his  willingness  to  make  all 
possible  speed  home  and  report  as  to  the 
accident. 

"You  know  me,"  said  the  woman,  "don't 
you?  I'm  Miss  Perkins,  the  doll-maker.  Dr. 
Forsythe  will  know ;  he  knows  just  where  I  am, 
and  about  Dorry,  and  everything." 

"Miss  Perkins,  the  doll-maker!  "  Caroline 
had  heard  that  name  before.  For  the  first  time 
since  she  had  been  in  Philadelphia  it  dawned 
upon  her  that  she  was  in  the  city  where  lived 
the  woman  who  had  made  so  many  of  Daisy's 
doUs. 

"Miss  Perkins,  Doll-maker,"  was  to  be  found 
on  almost  every  dollie  that  Caroline's  patient 
fingers  had  dressed.     She  and  Daisy  had  often 


280  ENTERTAINING   COMPANY, 

■JTondered  together  about  her ;  how  she  came  to 
make  dolls  for  a  living,  why  she  made  them, 
whether  she  had  little  children  who  loved  to 
watch  her  at  work  at  them ;  whether  she  learned 
to  love  the  dollies  and  think  about  them  after- 
wards, and  wonder  who  their  mothers  were, 
whether  they  were  nicely  cared  for  and  their 
clothes  kept  neat.  Here  was  a  chance  to  find 
out.  She  had  a  ''Dorry,"  any  way,  and  he  was 
in  trouble.  Caroline  felt  almost  as  eager  to 
get  home  as  Miss  Perkins  had  been  to  have 
them,  and  offered  to  carry  the  message  at  once 
to  the  doctor,  while  Joseph  waited  outside. 


CHAPTER   XX. 

GREAT    QUESTIONS    SETTLED.     ,- 

FOR  a  wonder  the  doctor  was  in,  and  at 
leisure.  He  recognized  Miss  Perkins' 
name  at  once,  and  himself  opened  the  door  and 
called  to  Joseph  that  he  might  take  him,  in 
a  few  minutes,  to  her  house.  Turning  to 
Caroline  he  asked:  "  Do  you  know  anything 
about  her,  Caroline  ?  Your  face  looks  as  though 
some  friend  of  yours  had  had  an  accident." 

Then,  very  briefly,  Caroline  told  the  doll 
story,  and  explained  how  often  Daisy  had 
wondered  about  Miss  Perkins. 

' '  She  has  no  one  to  care  for  but  this  poor 
nephew  of  hers,"  the  doctor  explained;  "but 
he  has  given  her  more  trouble  than  if  she  had 
half  a  dozen  children  of  the  ordinary  kind. 
Dorry  is  inclined  to  live  on  the  street  altogether 
too  much  for  his  good. 
287 


288  GREAT  QUESTIONS   SETTLED. 

"  Would  you  like  to  go  down  there  with  nie 
and  see  the  doll-maker  and  her  nephew?  You 
might  possibly  make  yourself  useful." 

Startled  as  she  was  at  the  thought  of  a  ride 
with  Dr.  Forsythe  alone,  and  a  call  upon  stran- 
gers, she  yet  could  not  resist  the  telnptation. 
What  a  thing  it  would  be  to  tell  Daisy  that  she 
had  seen  the  doll-maker  herself !  And  perhaps 
there  would  be  dolls  scattered  around,  in  dif- 
ferent stages  of  development,  waiting  to  be 
described. 

On  the  whole,  Caroline  decided  that  it  would 
be  a  wonderful  ending  to  a  wonderful  day. 

*'  Did  you  enjoy  your  visit  with  your 
friends  ?  "  was  the  first  question  Dr.  Forsythe 
asked,  as  the  carriage  rolled  away. 

''O,  yes!"  said  Caroline  eagerly.  ''Dr. 
Forsythe,  I  thank  you  so  much.  It  was  such 
a  wonderful  chance  to  show  Fanny  Kedwin  all 
sorts  of  things  that  she  wouldn't  have  had  a 
chance  to  see.  And  then  besides  "  —  and  she 
came  to  one  of  her  full  pauses. 

"Yes,"  said  the  doctor  encouragingly,  "and 
then  besides  "  — 

She  turned  toward  him  with  a  bright  little 


GREAT  QUESTIONS  SETTLED.  289 

laugh,  and  a  flush  on  her  face.  "  I  don't  know 
quite  how  to  put  the  'besides.'  I  don't  know 
whether  it  was  nice  in  me,  or  not,  to  feel  a 
little  glad  that  they  should  see  what  a  pretty 
room  I  had,  and  how  sweet  Dorothy  is,  and 
how  good  everybody  is  to  me." 

"There  is  nothing  especially  wicked  about 
that,"  said  the  doctor,  with  his  grave  smile, 
' '  provided  you  let  it  stop  at  just  the  right 
point.  If  you  were  glad  because  you  thought 
they  would  be  relieved,  and  would  have  a 
pleasant  story  to  tell  your  mother,  and  it  would 
cheer  her  heart,  and  because  it  would  help  them 
to  get  a  little  better  view  of  life  than  they  had 
had,  that  is  one  thing.  But  suppose  you  had 
been  glad  because  you  knew  they  would  be  dis- 
contented because  their  uncle's  house  didn't 
happen  to  be  situated  quite  so  pleasantly  as 
they  thought  yours  was,  or  because  their  uncle's 
horses  didn't  go  so  fast  as  ours  do,  that,  you 
could  see,  would  be  quite  another  matter." 

Caroline's  flush  deepened,  and  she  answered 
only  with  respectful  silence.  Truth  to  tell,  she 
was  only  too  conscious  that  there  was  at  least 
a  little  bit  of  this  feeUno-  lurking  in  her  heart. 


290  GREAT  QUESTIONS  SETTLED. 

Not  80  much  for  Fanny  as  for  Rufus  Kedwin ; 
he  had  been  such  a  hopeless  boaster,  and  had 
said  such  disagreeable  things  about  her  to  Ben  ; 
she  could  hardly  help  a  little  feeling  of  triumph 
over  him. 

The  doctor's  next  question  startled  her  so 
that  she  nearly  tumbled  from  her  seat. 

*' Are  your  young  friends  Christians?" 

"  O,  no,  sir!"  she  answered;  "I  don't  be- 
lieve they  think  much  about  such  things.  Their 
mother  isn't  a  Christian,  Dr.  Forsythe ;  they 
don't  go  to  church,  any  of  them,  nuicli.  Their 
mother  keeps  boarders,  and  she  has  to  work 
very  hard,  and  Fanny  and  Rufus  don't  like  to 
go  to  church.  They  go  to  Sunday-school,  but 
they  don't  attend  church  except  when  they 
can't  help  it.  But  that  doesn't  surprise  me 
very  much.  I  didn't  use  to  like  to  go  when  I 
was  at  home.  Our  minister  is  —  well,  I  don't 
know  what  he  is,  Dr.  Forsythe.  He  is  just  as 
different  from  your  minister  as  anything  can  be." 

''  Going  to  church  ought  not  to  be  a  matter 
of  liking  or  not  liking  the  minister,  you  know," 
said  Dr.  Forsythe,  with  his  kind  smile.  ''We 
are  supposed  to  go  to  church  to  worship  God ; 


GREAT  QUESTIONS  SETTLED.  291 

but  I  grant  you  that  most  people  think  too 
much  of  the  minister  part — as  to  whether  he  is 
agreeable  or  not,  T  mean.  But  my  question 
reminds  me  of  a  more  important  one  which  I 
have  been  intending  to  ask  for  some  time, 
How  is  it  with  Caroline  Bryant,  is  she  a 
Christian?  " 

Silence  for  what  seemed  to  Caroline  a  long 
embarrassing  time ;  then  she  said,  speaking 
low :  "I  don't  know.  Dr.  Forsythe ;  I  know  I 
was  not  when  I  was  at  home.  Mother  and 
Daisy  and  Ben  are,  and  I  know  it  used  to 
almost  provoke  me  sometimes  that  Ben  thought 
so  much  about  these  things.  He  didn't  seem 
to  belong  to  me  so  much,  you  know.  But  since 
I  have  come  here,  and  have  heard  little  Dorothy 
read  in  the  Bible,  and  heard  her  pray,  and  heard 
you  pray,  Dr.  Forsythe,  I  feel  very  differently. 
But  I  don't  feel  at  all  sure  that  I  am  a  Christian. 
I  want  to  be,  I  think  I  try  to  be ;  but  I  am  not 
even  quite  sure  what  it  is  to  be  a  Christian." 

"It  is  a  very  simple  matter,"  said  Dr.  For- 
sythe, "  and  one  that  can  be  decided  in  a  few 
minutes.  You  may  not  be  a  Christian  now, 
but   if   you   honestly  want  to  be  there  is  no 


292  GREAT  QUESTIONS  SETTLED. 

reason  in  the  world  why  you  should  not  become 
one  before  you  leave  this  carriage  to-night." 

Caroline  looked  her  surprise.  "  I  thought 
Christians  had  to  be  very  different  from  other 
people?" 

"A  Christian,"  said  the  doctor,  "is  one  who 
takes  the  Lord  Jesus  Christ  for  his  pattern, 
and  tries  to  think  and  speak  and  act  as  he 
would  have  him.  Now  you  can  see  that  it 
rests  with  you  to  decide  whether  you  desire  to 
do  this,  and  intend  to  do  it.  Sometimes  people 
have  a  passing  wish  to  become  Christians,  but 
it  is  not  strong  enough  to  stay  with  them  and 
rule  their  lives.  They  do  not  come  to  a  posi- 
tive decision.  They  think,  and  hope,  and  say 
'Perhaps'  to-day,  and  to-morrow  forget  all 
about  it ;  and  the  next  day  think  a  little  again, 
but  fail  to  bring  themselves  to  that  one  point 
where  the  soul  says,  with  all  the  power  that 
is  in  it,  'I  will.'  Just  as  soon  as  you  reach 
that  point,  my  dear  Caroline,  you  become  a 
Christian." 

But  Caroline  still  looked  bewildered.  "Do 
not  people  have  to  have  their  hearts  changed  ?  " 
she  asked  timidly. 


GREAT  QUESTIONS  SETTLED.  293 

"Indeed  they  do ;  but  that  is  the  Lord's  part ; 
we  have  nothing  to  do  with  it.  What  he  has 
given  to  us  is  to  decide.  Let  me  see  if  I  can 
not  make  it  plain  by  iUustratiou.  You  know 
when  I  asked  you  to  come  and  stay  with  us  at 
our  house,  and  care  for  Dorothy,  and  be  a 
helper  to  us  all,  you  thought  about  it  a  great 
deal,  and  was  doubtful.  One  hour  you  felt  as 
if  you  would  come,  and  the  next  hour  as  if  you 
would  not  for  anything ;  and  I,  meantime,  did 
not  know  what  your  decision  was,  could  not 
plan  for  you  in  any  way.  But  there  came  a 
moment  when  the  thing  was  settled,  when  you 
said  to  me,  '  I  will,  come.  Dr.  Forsythe,  and  do 
the  best  I  can.'  Do  you  not  see  that  there  was 
one  moment  when  the  question  was  unsettled, 
and  the  next  it  was  settled,  so  far  as  you  were 
concerned,  and  for  that  matter  so  far  as  I  was 
concerned?  for  the  moment  I  received  your 
answer  I  knew  how  to  arrange. 

"The  illustration  is  faulty,  for  our  Father 
in  Heaven  knows  what  our  decision  will  be. 
Nevertheless,  from  our  side  it  is  plain  enough. 
He  has  seen  fit  to  give  this  part  of  ^he  matter 
to  US;     We  must  eome  to  a  conclusion  -     We 


294  GREAT  QUESTIONS  SETTLED. 

must  decide,  and  once  for  all,  that  as  for  us 
we  are  resolved  to  take  Jesus  Christ  for  our 
pattern  and  serve  him  as  well  as  we  can.  The 
question  is,  is  Caroline  Bryant  resolved  to  do 
this?     Does  she  mean  to  decide  it  to-night?" 

Silence  for  a  minute,  then  Caroline's  voice, 
low  but  firm,  "I  want  to.  Dr.  Forsythe."  He 
turned  his  kind  gray  eyes  upon  her  and  smiled. 

"The  question  is,  will  you?  "  he  said.  "Are 
you  so  sure  you  want  to  that  you  are  willing  to 
bow  your  head  now  and  here,  and  say  :  '  Jesus 
Christ,  I  have  decided  to  take  thee  for  my  pat- 
tern, to  try  to  serve  thee  in  all  that  I  say  or  do 
or  think.  Wilt  thou  take  me  froni  this  moment 
and  make  me  thine  own  ?  ' 

**I  do  not  mean,  of  course,  that  you  must 
use  just  those  words,  but  that  is  the  thought 
which  you  will  express.  Are  you  willing  to  do 
this  ?  "  It  required  a  struggle  to  answer.  Caro- 
line felt  that  she  was  willing  to  say  the  words, 
but  to  say  them  before  Dr.  Forsythe  was 
another  matter.  She  hesitated  and  looked  up 
at  him  almost  pitifully,  with  eyes  full  of  tears. 
But  he  had  no  further  word  to  speak,  and  sim- 
ply waited.     Suddenly  she  came  to  a  fixed  re^ 


GREAT  QUESTIONS   SETTLED.  295 

solve.  She  wanted  to  be  a  Christian,  she  meant 
to  be  one ;  if  this  was  the  way  she  would  do  it. 
What  if  she  did  blunder  and  stammer  and  get 
the  words  all  mixed  up?  Dr.  Forsythe  would 
not  care,  and  surely  Jesus  Christ  would  not,  if 
she  really  meant  them  with  her  heart.  Down 
went  her  head  into  her  hands,  and  a  tremulous, 
yet  very  distinct  voice  murmured:  "Jesus 
Christ,  I  want  to  be  thine  own ;  I  want  to  serve 
thee ;  I  want  to  speak  and  act  and  think  just 
what  thou  wouldst  have  me ;  and  if  thou  wilt 
take  me,  I  will  begin  to  serve  thee  now." 

Instantly  Dr.  Forsythe's  voice  took  up  the 
story  :  "  Lord  Jesus,  thou  hast  heard  the  words 
of  this  thy  young  servant ;  take  her  from  this 
moment  for  thine  own  forever,  and  help  her  in 
all  ways  to  honor  the  Saviour  to  whom  she  be- 
longs. This  thou  hast  promised,  and  this  we 
believe  thou  wilt  perform.  Amen."  Just  as 
the  last  word  was  spoken  the  carriage  drew  up 
before  a  little  house,  and  the  doctor,  springing 
out,  gave  his  hand  to  Caroline.  She  followed 
him  up  the  steps,  and  while  he  waited  for  his 
ring  to  be  answered,  wiped  the  tears  from  her 
eyes. 


2%  GREAT  QUESTIONS   SETTLED. 

Dorry's  case  was  soon  disposed  of.  "  It  is 
a  broken  leg,  without  any  doubt,"  said  Dr. 
Forsytbe  cheerily,  ' '  but  we  will  have  him  com- 
fortable in  a  few  days,  and  in  a  few  weeks  as 
well  as  ever ;  and  in  the  meantime  he  will  be 
out  of  mischief ;  "  this  last  spoken  in  lower 
tones  to  the  long-suffering  aunt,  Miss  Perkins. 

"Yes,"  she  said,  with  a  little  quivering 
attempt  at  a  smile,  ' '  I  thought  of  that  if  he 
gets  along  all  nice  and  right  it  will  be  a  good 
thing  for  him,  maybe.  It  might  teach  him  a 
lesson,  you  know.  He  was  where  he  hadn't 
ought  to  have  been,  or  it  wouldn't  have  hap- 
pened. Dorry  don't  mean  to  do  wrong.  Doctor ; 
it  is  just  kind  of  mischief ;  he  is  so  brimful  of 
mischief  —  that's  what  is  the  matter." 

''  It  will  do  him  good  to  rest  from  it  a  little 
while,'*  said  the  doctor,  drawing  on  his  gloves, 
*'and  in  the  meantime  the  young  people  will 
have  to  look  after  him  a  little.  My  friend 
Caroline,  here,  will  come  and  cheer  him  up,  I 
fancy,  once  in  a  while  —  eh,  Caroline  ?  " 

"I  shall  be  very  glad  to,  sir,"  said  Caroline, 
"  if  I  can." 

She  had  held  the  lamp  for  which  the  doctor 


GREAT  QUESTIONS  SETTLED.  297 

called,  the  gas  not  being  in  the  right  place  to 
throw  light  where  it  was  needed,  and  had 
watched  with  bated  breath,  the  swift,  skillful 
fingers  as  they  cared  for  the  injured  limb,  and 
had  felt  very  sorry  for  the  pale-faced  boy. 
Caroline  liked  boys  —  was  used  to  boys.  Had 
not  Ben  and  she  been  companions  always? 
She  thought  of  several  things  she  might  do  to 
cheer  Dorry,  so  the  smile  was  free  and  glad  with 
which  she  answered  the  doctor's  question. 

"Bless  your  heart !  "  said  Miss  Perkins,  pat- 
ting her  lovingly  on  the  shoulder ;  "it  would 
be  worth  a  fortune  to  my  Dorry  if  some  nice 
young  folks  like  you  would  take  a  little  notice 
of  him ;  he  is  that  fond  of  company  that  he 
don't  know  what  to  do  with  himself.  It  isn't 
any  wonder  that  he  loves  to  be  in  the  streets 
when  he  ought  to  be  at  home ;  you  see  there's 
nobody  but  me  to  keep  him  company.  If  you 
will  come  and  see  him  once  in  a  while  I'll  never 
forget  it  of  you,  never." 

Christmas  morning  was  as  bright  as  though 
it  had  been  a  May  day  instead  of  December. 
With  the  first  gray  streaks  of  dawn  Caroline 


298  GREAT  QUESTIONS  SETTLED. 

awakened,  and  lay  still  in  very  gladness  to 
think  over  it  all. 

It  would  not  do  to  be  lonely  or  sad  to-day, 
even  though  she  was  far  away  from  home. 
This  was  to  be  a  rare  Christmas  Day,  to  be 
remembered  in  all  her  after  years;  the  first 
time  she  could  think  of  herself  as  certainly  a 
Christian.  The  days  in  which  she  had  been 
indifferent  to  this  matter  were  past;  the  days 
in  which  "she  had  been  troubled  in  her  con- 
science about  the  subject,  and  angry  with  her- 
self and  angry  with  others  were  past ;  the  days 
in  which  she  said,  with  timid  voice,  *'I  hope," 
**I  think,"  were  past. 

Since  the  evening  when  she  took  that  never- 
to-be-forgotten  ride  with  Dr.  Forsythe,  and 
bowed  her  head  in  the  carriage  and  gave  her- 
self away  to  Jesus,  there  had  been  in  her  heart 
a  glad  solemn  feeling  that  she  belonged  to  him. 

''  I  am  a  servant  of  Jesus  Christ."  She  said 
the  words  often  to  herself,  almost  startled  at 
first,  but  rejoicing  in  them.  She  said  the  words 
again  this  Christmas  morning  aloud  steadily, 
with  a  glad  ring  in  her  voice.  How  glad 
mother  would  be,  and    Daisy  and   Ben.     She 


GItJSAT  QUESTIONS  SETTLED.  299 

had  written  to  them  the  story.  She  knew  it 
would  make  their  Christmas  bright. 

Then  there  were  other  lovely  experiences 
connected  with  this  day.  Such  a  wonderful 
box  as  she  had  sent,  addressed  to  her  mother ; 
or  rather  boxes,  for  there  were  several  of  them. 
In  the  first  place,  the  great  "Pictorial,  Un- 
abridged Dictionary,"  which  had  long  been  the 
desire  of  Ben's  heart,  had  actually  gone  to  him 
by  express. 

A  letter  of  his  which  in  an  unguarded  mo- 
ment she  had  given  Dorothy  to  read,  had  made 
mention  of  this  desire  in  such  a  comical  way 
that  Dorothy  had  questioned  and  cross-ques- 
tioned, and  by  degrees  had  gotten  the  whole 
story.  Then  a  few  days  before  Christmas  she 
had  announced  her  determination. 

"I  am  going  to  send  a  Christmas  present  to 
Ben.  I  like  him  very  much,  and  am  most  sure 
he  would  like  me ;  and  I  like  the  dictionary, 
too.  It  is  so  interesting  to  find  new  words 
in  it.  I  am  going  to  send  him  the  Pictorial 
Edition,  with  red-lettered  edges  and  all.  Papa 
said  I  might  if  I  wanted  to,  and  I  want  to  ever 
so  much.     You  needn't  say  a  word,  Caroline, 


300  GREAT  QUESTIONS   SETTLED. 

I  am  just  pleased  to  do  it ;  that's  the  reason  1 
am  doing  it.     Won't  it  be  fun  ?  " 

So  the  dictionary  had  gone,  with  the  other 
things.  The  "other  things"  grew  and  grew, 
in  a  wonderful  manner. 

There  had  been  a  white  wool  dress  for  Daisy, 
as  like  Dorothy's  as  possible,  even  to  the  soft, 
creamy  satin  ribbon  around  the  waist.  That, 
too,  had  to  do  with  Dorothy. 

It  had  been  Caroline's  ambition  to  make 
Daisy  a  new  dress,  taking  every  stitch  in  it 
herself.  To  this  end  she  had  taken  her  mother 
into  the  secret,  and  secured  patterns  and  meas- 
urements and  careful  directions.  To  be  sure 
the  dress  was  to  be  only  a  neat  pretty  calico, 
suitable  for  spring.  The  great  charm  of  it 
was  to  be  Caroline's  own  work  on  it ;  and  new 
dresses  were  not  so  common  to  Daisy  Bryant 
that  a  pretty  calico  had  by  any  means  lost  its 
charms. 

But  plans  had  grown  beyond  all  of  Caroline's 
hopes  or  expectations.  It  was  Mrs.  Forsythe 
who  asked  her  about  it  one  day,  Dorothy 
having  told  her  what  Caroline  was  doing  for 
her  little    sister.     It  was   she  who  had   said. 


GREAT  QUESTIONS  SETTLED.  301 

*' Wouldn't  you  like  to  make  Daisy  a  dress  like 
Dorothy's?  There  was  a  very  large  pattern  of 
white  cashmere  the  last  time,  quite  enough  to 
make  two  dresses,  and  Dorothy  will  not  need 
two  alike.  I  should  be  very  glad  to  have  you 
take  it,  if  you  will,  and  make  little  Daisy  a 
dress  just  like  hers.  I  think  Dorothy  would 
like  it.  She  has  fallen  in  love  with  your  little 
sister,  Caroline." 

And  the  plan,  which  at  first  so  startled  Caro- 
line, had  been  so  lovingly  urged,  and  Dorothy 
was  so  eager  over  it,  that  it  ended  in  two 
dresses  going  instead  of  one.  A  delicate  spring 
calico  —  white,  with  blue  sprigs  in  it  —  and  this 
soft,  creamy  white  wool,  finished  at  throat  and 
wrists  just  like  Dorothy's  own,  and  tied  around 
the  waist  with  a  soft  white  satin  sash,  just  as 
she  wore  hers. 

Caroline  could  fancy  Daisy  in  it,  and  it  made 
her  heart  beat  to  think  how  sweet  she  would 
look. 

Her  own  plans  for  Ben  had  been  to  get  him 
a  new  necktie,  and  a  pocket-handkerchief ;  for 
Ben,  like  all  boys  of  his  age,  liked  neckties  — 
fresh  ones,  bright  ones  —  and  as  for  handker- 


302  GttEAT  QUESTIONS  SETTLED. 

chiefs,  he  never  seemed  able  to  find  one  when 
he  wanted  it. 

This,  too,  became  known  in  the  household, 
and  Dr.  Forsythe  took  it  up.  "  Neckties?  "  he 
said;  ''  that  is  a  good  idea.  I  always  used  to 
be  bothered  about  those  two  things  when  I  was 
a  boy.  See  here,  let  us  give  Ben  a  necktie  and 
handkerchief  surprise.  Mamma  and  I  will  each 
send  him  one.     Who  will  join  us?  " 

To  Caroline's  unutterable  surprise  even  the 
stately  grandmother  smilingly  consented  to  be 
one  of  the  number,  and  of  course  Dorothy  was 
delighted  with  the  scheme.  So  instead  of  one, 
went  five  beautiful  new  neckties,  and  five  fine 
handkerchiefs  to  Ben. 

Caroline  laughed  over  them  as  she  lay  in  bed 
and  thought  it  all  out  that  morning.  How  sur- 
prised Ben  would  be,  and  how  nice  it  was  that 
he  could  have  them  to  go  with  his  new  suit ; 
for  Ben  had  an  entire  new  suit,  ''  spick  and 
span."  Only  a  few  days  before  he  had  written 
her  about  it,  after  this  fashion : 


"  If  Rufus  Kedwin  were  at  home  he  would  say  I  was  in  luck. 
What  do  you  think?  I  have  a  new  gray  suit,  coat,  vest  and 
pantaloons,  and  they  fit  me  to  a  T.     Where  did  I  get  them? 


GREAT  QUESTIONS   SETTLED.         303 

Thereby  hangs  a  tale.  Last  Tuesday  night  I  staid  late,  ever 
so  late,  at  the  office.  There  was  some  extra  copying  to  be 
done,  which  was  needed  in  a  hurr}-,  so  I  offered  to  stay  and 
help.  I  sent  a  little  chap  to  tell  mother,  so  she  wouldn't  be 
scared,  and  pitched  in.  It  was  between  eleven  and  twelve 
o'clock  when  I  started  for  home.  As  I  turned  the  corner  by 
Peterson's — the  clothing  store,  you  know — I  saw  a  bright 
light.  I  thought  to  myself  that  somebody  must  be  sick  to  be 
lighted  up  like  that  so  late ;  but  the  more  I  looked  the  more 
the  light  worried  me.  It  didn't  seem  like  a  lamp;  it  would 
flare  up,  and  then  die  down.  I  thought  perhaps  there  was  a 
fire  in  the  grate.  At  last  I  concluded  to  cross  the  road  and 
investigate,  and  it  was  a  lucky  thing  I  did.  There  was  a  fire 
in  the  grate  which  had  been  covered  when  the  folks  went  to 
bed;  but  it  had  crept  around,  somehow,  to  the  woodwork, 
nobody  seems  to  know  exactly  how;  and  the  long  and  short 
of  it  is  that  the  fireboard  and  everything  near  it  that  was  burn- 
able was  ablaze.  Well,  I  made  a  rumpus,  of  course ;  rang  the 
bell,  and  knocked  and  yelled  all  at  once.  Mr.  Peterson  and 
the  clerks  came  flurrying  down,  and  we  had  a  great  time.  I 
didn't  get  home  until  two  o'clock,  and  mother  was  beginning 
to  be  frightened.  As  good  fortune  would  have  it,  Mr.  Peter- 
son was  pleased  to  think  that  I  saved  his  house ;  and  between 
you  and  me  I  guess  I  did,  for  there  was  nobody  stirring  any- 
where around,  and  they  said  the  building  would  have  been  in 
a  blaze  in  a  very  few  minutes  more.  Well,  ma'am,  what  did 
Mr.  Peterson  do  but  send  for  me  the  next  morning,  invite  me 
into  the  back  room,  and  fit  me  out  to  as  nice  a  suit  as  ever  a 
fellow  had  in  his  life,  overcoat  and  all!  Did  you  ever  hear 
the  like  of  that?  I  don't  suppose  he  knew  how  much  I  needed 
it,  or  rather  how  much  mother  needed  it.  I  got  along  with  the 
old  clothes  better  than  she  did,  I  verily  believe.  Of  course  I 
was  glad  enough  to  get  them,  but  mother  was  so  glad,  Line, 
that  she  cried." 


And  then  Line  had  cried  over  this  letter,  and 
)aughed  over  it,  too,  and  laughed  again   this 


304         GREAT  QUESTIONS  SETTLED. 

morning,  to  think  how  pleased  Ben  would  be 
with  the  neckties  and  handkerchiefs,  to  go  with 
the  new  suit. 

"  And  the  dictionary,"  she  said  aloud,  "  oh  ! 
that  dictionary.  Won't  it  be  just  too  splendid 
for  anything  ?  " 


CHAPTER   XXI. 

*' MERRY   CHRISTMAS." 

BUT,  after  all,  the  gift  which  had  gone  care- 
fully boxed  to  her  mother,  Caroline  be- 
li(ived  would  be  the  crowning  delight  of  this 
Christmas  Day.  That  had  been  such  a  surprise 
that  even  now  it  almost  took  away  her  breath 
just  to  think  of  it.  She  had  been  in  the  sewing- 
room  one  day  getting  some  directions  from  that 
good  woman  about  Daisy's  dress  —  for  to  tell 
the  truth  she  proved  to  be  a  most  helpful  prac- 
tical adviser  about  that  dress.  Mrs.  Packard 
was  sewing  busily  on  the  machine,  and  Caro- 
line, watching  her,  thought,  as  she  had  a  hun- 
dred times  before:  ''If  mother  only  had  a 
sewing  machine !  "  But  this  thought  she  kept 
to  herself.  "Is  that  another  machine  over  in 
the  corner?  "  was  the  only  thing  she  said  aloud. 
"Yes,"  said  Mrs.  Packard,  reaching  the  end 
305 


306  ''MERRY  CHRISTMAS." 

of  her  seam  and  stopping  to  cut  the  thread,  *'it 
is ;  and  it  is  a  machine  that  I  don't  like  a  bit, 
either.  That  is,  I  don't  know  anything  about 
it,  and  don't  want  to.  When  I  first  came  here 
the  woman  who  had  been  sewing  for  these  folks 
got  that  machine  ready,  and  bragged  it  up,  and 
thought  of  course  I  was  going  to  sew  on  it.  It 
was  new-fangled  in  every  way  to  me,  and  I 
didn't  like  it  at  all.  I  worried  and  bothered 
over  it  for  a  day  or  two,  and  then  Dr.  Forsythe 
came  in  and  asked  how  I  liked  it,  and  I  told 
the  truth,  as  I  generally  do ;  and  that  very  day 
he  sent  up  the  kind  of  machine  I  was  used  to, 
and  told  me  to  shove  the  other  one  into  a  cor- 
ner and  let  it  go.  He  said  a  woman  who  had 
to  do  all  the  sewing  for  an  entire  family  ought 
at  least  to  have  the  comfort  of  sewing  on  the 
kind  of  machine  she  was  used  to  and  liked. 
There  aren't  many  men  like  Dr.  Forsythe  in 
this  world,  my  dear." 

Caroline  heartily  assented  to  this  truth,  then 
went  over  and  examined  the  discarded  machine. 
"Why,  it  is  just  the  kind  my  mother  likes 
best !  "  she  said,  with  a  little  squeal  of  delight 
which  ended  in  a  sigKi 


*' MERRY  CHRISTMAS.''  307 

Watchful  Mrs.  Packard,  who  had  become  a 
good  friend  to  CaroUne,  heard  the  sigh.  "Does 
your  mother  sew  on  a  machine  ?  "  she  asked. 

''  No,  ma'am,"  said  Caroline,  with  a  slight 
laugh,  "not  very  often.  When  she  goes  to 
Mrs.  Hammond's  to  sew,  and  to  one  or  two 
other  places  where  they  have  machines,  she 
does ;  and  this  is  the  kind  they  have,  and  she 
likes  it  ever  so  much ;  but  at  home  she  sews  by 
hand." 

"  My  land!  "  said  Mrs.  Packard,  "  I  should 
think  that  would  be  hard  work.  She  can't  ac- 
complish very  much  sewing,  it  appears  to  me." 

"She  does,"  said  Caroline  firmly,  "accom- 
plish ever  so  much  sewing.  She  sews  hard  all 
winter  long ;  makes  dresses  and  shirts  and 
underclothing,  and  all  sorts  of  things  for  peo- 
ple, taking  every  stitch  by  hand." 

"  For  the  land's  sake  !  "  said  Mrs.  Packard, 
"what  in  the  world  does  she  do  it  for?  Nobody 
does  that  any  more." 

Caroline  laughed  a  little  sorrowfully.  "  She 
does  it  just  as  we  do  a  good  many  things,  Mrs. 
Packard,  because  she  has  to ;  she  hasn't  any 
machine  of  her  own,  and  we  children  haven't 


808  "MEBRY  CHRISTMAS:' 

got  old  enough  yet  to  buy  her  one ;  but  we  are 
going  to  some  day.  That  is  the  first  thing  Ben 
and  I  are  going  to  do." 

Mrs.  Packard  kept  her  own  counsel,  and 
Caroline  went  away  unaware  that  she  had  said 
anything  of  special  interest  to  anybody. 

Neither  did  she  connect  this  conversation 
with  the  question  which  Dr.  Forsythe  asked 
her  one  day.  How  did  her  mother  employ  her 
time  in  the  winter?  Did  she  use  a  sewing  ma- 
chine? What  sort  of  a  sewing  machine  would 
she  use  if  she  could  have  her  choice?  He 
ended  by  presenting  the  machine  which  stood 
unused  in  the  corner  to  Caroline,  with  full  per- 
mission to  do  with  it  what  she  pleased.  Of 
course  he  knew  what  she  would  please  to  do, 
and  himself  planned  that  the  machine  should 
be  sent  to  the  Rooms  to  be  put  in  thorough 
order,  properly  packed  and  forwarded  to  Mrs. 
Bryant.  Had  there  ever  been  a  Christmas  Day 
like  this  for  her  daughter  Caroline  ?  That  young 
lady  purposely  refrained  from  turning  herself  in 
bed  to  take  a  look  at  certain  packages  which 
she  felt  pretty  sure  were  piled  on  her  chair  or 
table,  her  object  being  to  have  the  delights  of 


"MERRY  CHRISTMAS."  309 

the  day  last  just  as  long  as  possible.  First,  she 
must  give  her  thoughts  to  mother  and  Ben  and 
Daisy. 

Oh !  I  omitted  to  say  that  six  new  dollies 
carefully  dressed,  and  with  their  elaborate  ward- 
robes packed  in  a  trunk,  had  also  been  for- 
warded to  Daisy.  These  were  for  the  store,  of 
course.  Perhaps  it  is  not  necessary  to  tell  you 
how  heartily  Dorothy  entered  into  those  plans, 
and  how  very  helpful  her  box  of  silks  and  laces, 
as  well  as  her  skillful  little  fingers,  had  been  in 
the  work. 

Dr.  Forsythe  had  arranged  that  instead  of  a 
family  gathering  in  the  mother's  room  to  receive 
the  Christmas  morning  gifts,  each  person  should 
have  his  ©r  hers  in  their  own  room.  Dorothy 
had  demurred  a  little  at  this,  and  Caroline  had 
wondered  over  it,  until  the  doctor  had  told  her 
in  a  grave  aside  his  reasons. 

' '  There  is  less  nervous  strain  and  excitement 
about  the  matter  planned  in  that  way,"  he  said. 
' '  If  our  little  girl  receives  her  presents  when 
quite  alone  and  all  is  quiet  around  her,  she  will 
have  opportunity  to  get  over  the  first  excitement ; 
and  excitement  is   something  which  we   must 


310  ''MERRY  CHRISTMASr 

guard  her  against,  you  know.  It  is  becoming 
increasingly  important  that  we  should  do  so." 

At  last  Caroline  gave  a  spring  from  her  bed 
and  set  about  the  business  of  dressing,  resolved 
that  until  hair  and  bath  were  disposed  of,  and 
she  was  ready  all  but  her  dress,  she  would  not 
look  at  a  single  gift. 

"  I  know  I  have  some  things  there,"  she  said, 
with  a  laugh,  and  resolutely  turning  her  back 
to  the  chair,  ' '  but  I  hope  I  have  self-control 
enough  to  let  them  alone  until  the  proper  minute.'* 

The  "proper  minute"  came  at  last,  and 
Caroline  found  her  powers  of  self-control  taxed 
to  their  utmost.  Every  gift  there  was  a  sur- 
prise. She  dived  first  into  a  medium-sized  box, 
and  found  it  to  be  a  very  handsome  one,  silk 
lined,  from  the  stately  grandmother;  a  glove 
and  handkerchief  box,  with  six  pairs  of  gloves, 
and  one  dozen  fine  hemstitched  handkerchiefs, 
with  her  initials  carefully  worked  in  the  corners. 

What  a  wonderful  gift  to  come  to  Caroline 
Bryant!  Six  pairs  of  gloves  at  once,  for  a 
girl  who  had  gone  even  to  church  many  a  time 
bare-handed,  because  her  gloves  were  so  shabby 
she  was  not  willing  to  wear  them. 


''MEBKY  CIIBISTMAS."  311 

Then  came  a  large  box,  so  large  that  she 
could  but  wonder  what  it  could  contain.  A 
card  lay  on  the  top,  addressed  in  a  delicate 
hand:  "For  my  Caroline,  with  Mrs.  For- 
sythe's  dear  love." 

The  little  squeal  with  which  .Caroline  discov- 
ered the  contents  was  quickly  suppressed,  lest 
Dorothy  should  hear.  A  new  dress,  soft,  fine 
and  beautiful ;  in  color  a  very  dark  maroon, 
beautifully  made  and  beautifully  trimmed.  To 
one  sleeve  was  pinned  a  paper  which  said,  again 
in  Mrs.  Forsythe's  writing:  "To  be  put  on 
early  on  Christmas  morning,  and  worn  through 
the  day." 

The  doctor's  gift  was  a  Bible.  How  elegant 
it  was  Caroline  did  not  know.  She  only  knew 
the  covers  were  soft,  the  paper  was  as  thin  al- 
most as  a  cobweb,  yet  seemed  very  strong ;  and 
while  it  was  small  enough  in  size  to  be  conven- 
iently carried  to  church  and  Sunday-school,  it 
contained  so  many  other  things  besides  the 
Bible  that  her  amazement  was  very  great  over 
the  thought  that  so  much  could  be  put  into  so 
small  a  space,  and  yet  have  the  print  so  clear 
and  beautiful.      "It  had  as  much  in  it  as  the 


312  "MERRY  CHRISTMAS." 

large  family  Bible  at  home  —  Grandmothei-'s, 
you  know,"  wrote  Caroline  to  her  mother,  "yet 
that  is  as  much  as  ten  times  larger  than  this." 
Her  full  name  in  gold  letters  gleamed  from  the 
back. 

Instinctively  she  had  left  Dorothy's  little 
package  to  the  last.  "It  is  small  and  sweet, 
like  herself,"  she  said,  clasping  the  tiny  white 
box,  and  wondering  what  treasure  the  fair  dar- 
ling had  bestowed  upon  her.  This  time  her 
voice  did  penetrate  to  Dorothy's  room,  and 
made  her  laugh.     How  could  it  be  helped? 

What  should  lie  gleaming  at  her  from  the 
delicate  folds  of  cotton  which  surrounded  it, 
but  a  tiny  chatelaine  watch  ticking  away  with 
all  its  might ! 

"It  is  such  a  trouble  to  be  always  looking  at 
the  schoolroom  clock,"  said  the  card  lying  by 
the  side  of  the  watch;  and  underneath:  "For 
my  dear,  darling  Caroline,  from  Dorothy." 

I  am  sure  you  will  excuse  Caroline  for  being 
so  wildly  excited  that  it  seemed  almost  impos- 
sible to  get  into  her  new  dress  and  be  ready  for 
breakfast.  So  interested  was  she  in  her  own 
belongings,   and    especially  in  viewing   herself 


''MEBRT  CHRISTMAS:'  313 

in  the  glass  when  the  new  dress  was  properly 
adjusted,  that  she  well-nigh  missed  the  package 
pushed  quite  under  her  chair ;  and  when  at  last 
she  spied  it  she  stopped  wonderingly,  and  said 
aloud:  "What  can  that  be?  There  are  cer- 
tainly no  more  presents  this  morning!  I  al- 
most hope  there  are  not.  I  do  not  see  how  I 
could  bear  any  more."  Still,  she  stooped  and 
drew  out  a  neat,  square-looking  package,  done 
up  in  brown  paper,  and  read,  between  excla- 
mations of  astonishment  and  bewilderment,  the 
address  :  *' Benjamin  F.  Bryant,  with  Christmas 
greetings  from  Dr.  Forsythe  and  Dorothy." 

What  could  that  mean?  If  any  person  liv- 
ing had  had  Christmas  greetings  from  Dr. 
Forsythe  and  Dorothy  it  was  surely  Benjamin 
Bryant.  Had  she  not  seen  them  herself  go  off 
by  express? 

While  she  stood  staring  and  wondering,  a 
slip  of  paper  in  the  corner  of  the  package 
caught  her  attention.  She  drew  it  forth  and 
read:  "To  be  opened  by  Caroline,  and  deliv- 
ered by  her  to  Ben  at  her  convenience." 

"Dear  me!"  she  said,  half- laughing,  half- 
crying,  "at  my  convenience.     If  Ben  doesn't 


814  ''MERRY  CHRISTMAS." 

get  it,  whatever  it  is,  until  I  can  deliver  it  to 
him,  I  am  afraid  he  will  have  to  wait  a  long 
time.  I  must  look  this  minute  and  see  what 
the  dear  boy  has.  Oh !  oh !  what  people  they 
are !  " 

It  seems  a  pity  to  have  to  tell  you  that  Caro- 
line Bryant  sat  flat  on  the  floor,  new  dress  and 
all,  and  made  her  eyes  red  by  crying  for  joy 
for  the  contents  of  that  package. 

Behold,  it  was  a  new  stenograph,  of  very 
dainty  finish,  packed  neatly  in  its  own  leathern 
case !  Such  a  present  as  that  she  was  sure 
meant  a  great  deal  to  Ben  —  meant  more  suits 
of  clothes,  and  books,  and  comforts  for  mother 
and  Daisy ;  for  Ben,  with  such  a  knowledge  of 
the  stenograph  as  he  would  soon  have  when  it 
was  in  his  possession,  would  be  able  to  earn  his 
living.     Dr.  Forsythe  had  said  so. 

"What  will  he  say?"  she  said,  meaning  Ben. 
"I  wonder  if  I  shall  write  to  him  about  it,  or 
keep  it  until  I  go,  or  what  I  ought  to  do  ?  It 
does  not  seem  as  though  I  ought  to  keep  it 
from  him  until  'spring.  O,  Ben!  you  don't 
know  what  is  coming  to  you." 

While  she  was  bathing  her  eyes,  trying  to 


''MERRY  CHRISTMAS.''  315 

take  away  the  redness  which  the  happy  tears 
had  brought,  there  came  a  gentle  tap  at  her 
door.  She  made  all  speed  to  open  it,  and  there 
stood  Dr.  Forsythe. 

*' Merry  Christmas!"  he  said,  interrupting 
her  eager  "  O,  Dr.  Forsythe!"  then  laughing 
over  her  "Oh!   I  forgot  —  Merry  Christmas. 

"Dr.  Forsythe,"  she  continued  eagerly,  "I've 
seen  them  all,  and  I  don't  know  what  I  shall 
do !  I  don't  know  how  to  say  what  I  think  and 
feel,  and  I  couldn't  say  it  any  way." 

"  Never  mind,"  said  Dr.  Forsythe  ;  "it  isn't 
necessary,  and  besides,  there  isn't  time.  We 
have  delayed  breakfast  this  morning  to  give 
you  young  people  time  to  get  over  your  first 
fever,  but  it  is  getting  late.  It  seems  to  me  I 
haven't  seen  that  dress  on  before.  It  is  very 
becoming.  Now  I  will  agree  to  imagine  all  the 
rest  of  the  things  that  you  would  like  to  say, 
because  I  want  you  to  go  down  to  the  back 
parlor  for  me  on  an  errand.  The  fact  is,  there 
is  a  little  present  there  for  you  which  has  been 
omitted ;  or  at  least  it  was  not  convenient  to 
put  it  into  your  room.  You  will  find  it  in  the 
back  parlor  by  the  south  window." 


316  "MERRY  CHRISTMAS."* 

*' Another  present!"  said  Caroline;  "bow 
can  I  possibly  have  another  present?  I  have 
everything  now  that  anybody  could  want." 

"Very  well,"  he  said,  smiling,  "you  may  do 
as  you  like  about  accepting  the  present  after 
you  see  it.  If  you  think  you  would  like  it  and 
like  to  keep  it  with  you  to-day  you  may  do  so, 
if  not,  just  let  it  be  where  it  is  in  the  corner, 
and  I'll  attend  to  it ;  but  run  right  down  now, 
please,  and  see  about  it." 

"Is  it  marked?"  asked  Caroline,  almost 
breathless  with  excitement,  as  she  ran  down 
the  stairs.    Then  Dr.  Forsythe  laughed  merrily. 

"  No,  it  isn't  marked,"  he  said  ;  "at  least  it 
hasn't  your  name  on  it.  I  think  you  will  recog- 
nize it.  If  you  do  not,  come  back  and  I  will 
go  and  assist  you." 

Caroline  sped  through  the  hall  on  swift  feet, 
her  brain  in  a  whirl  of  wonderment.  "  What 
could  there  be  in  the  back  parlor  for  her,  after 
all  the  elegant  presents  she  had  received  ?  " 

She  pushed  open  the  door  and  made  all  speed 
toward  the  south  window,  looking  curiously  on 
the  floor,  on  the  chairs,  under  the  sofa  as  she 
passed.     No  package  was  to  be  seen ;   nothing 


*'MEBBY  CHBISTMAS.''  317 

but  the  usual  furniture  of  the  room.  "Perhaps 
he  meant  in  the  window-seat,"  the  searcher 
said,  and  put  out  her  hand  to  push  aside  the 
curtain,  drew  it  suddenly  back,  giving  a  faint 
scream  the  while,  and  was  folded  in  Ben's  arms. 
Such  a  time  as  there  was  in  the  back  parlor 
for  the  next  five  minutes  may  be  better  imag- 
ined than  described.  "I  came  last  night  on 
the  twelve  o'clock,"  Ben  explained,  in  answer 
to  her  bewilderment.  "Yes,  I  have  been  in  the 
house  all  night ;  they  would  not  let  me  disturb 
you.  The  doctor  said  you  would  not  get  any 
more  sleep  if  I  did ;  and  I  was  tremendously 
sleepy  myself.  O,  yes !  they  expected  me ;  I 
came  with  Mr.  Holden.  He  got  a  pass  for  me. 
The  superintendent  of  the  road  is  a  particular 
friend.  He  is  going  on  to  New  York  to  visit 
Miss  Webster  —  Mr.  Holden  is,  you  know,  not 
the  superintendent.  Dr.  Forsythe  wrote  to  me 
to  come.  He  said  I  was  to  be  your  Christmas 
surprise ;  and  he  came  himself  in  the  carriage 
to  the  depot,  and  asked  Mr.  Holden  to  come 
and  spend  the  night  with  us ;  but  he  couldn't, 
he  was  expected  in  New  York  this  morning;  I 
say,  Line,  isn't  he  magnificent  though?" 


318  ''MERRY  CHRISTMAS." 

Caroline  knew  he  meant  Dr.  Forsythe,  and 
not  Mr.  Holden,  though  well  aware  that  his 
adjective  would  do  to  apply  to  either  gentleman. 

"Well,"  she  said,  catching  her  breath  and 
speaking  almost  hysterically,  ' '  I  was  never  so 
surprised  in  all  my  life.  Did  you  ever  see  any 
thing  so  wonderful  ?  O,  Ben !  how  nice  you 
look  in  your  new  coat.  And  the  neckties  got 
there  in  time  for  you  to  wear  one,  didn't  they? 
How  nice  that  was  of  mother  to  get  them  out 
for  you.  O,  Ben,  Ben !  it's  too  good  to  be- 
lieve," and  she  reached  up  and  kissed  his  brown 
cheeks  ecstatically. 

"  It  is  a  high  old  time,"  said  Ben,  "  and  no 
mistake.  I  thought  when  my  Christmas  pres- 
ents came  that  Christmas  had  done  everything 
it  could  for  me,  for  once  ;  and  I  wondered  what 
mother  meant  by  giving  me  my  presents  the 
night  before.  You  see  she  and  Mr.  Holden 
got  this  up,  and  didn't  say  anything  to  me 
until  about  an  hour  before  the  train  started. 
Line,  I  don't  know  that  I  ever  saw  anybody  in 
my  life  that  clothes  made  such  a  difference  in ; 
you  are  just  as  pretty  as  a  picture,  did  you 
know  it?     What  do  Fanny  Kedwin  and  Rufus 


"MERRY   CHRISTMAS."  319 

say  to  all  this?  Where  are  they,-  by  the  way? 
Will  I  be  likely  to  see  them  ?  " 

"You'll  be  likely  to  take  dinner  with  them," 
said  Caroline  complacently.  "  Dr.  Forsythe 
has  invited  Fanny  and  Rufus  to  come  here  to 
dinner  at  five  o'clock  this  afternoon.  He  asked 
me  if  I  would  like  to  have  them  come,  and  of 
course  I  would,  because  they  seem  like  a  bit  of 
home ;  and  another  thing  I  knew  they  would 
enjoy  it.  They  are  having  kind  of  a  lonesome 
time  at  their  uncle's.  Their  cousins  are  older 
than  they ;  and  then,  I  don't  think  Rufus  and 
Fanny  are  dressed  well  enough  to  suit  them, 
and  they  go  off  and  have  good  times  and  leave 
those  two  alone  with  their  aunt.  Dr.  Forsythe 
is  going  to  send  the  carriage  for  them,  and  make 
everything  just  as  pleasant  as  he  can. 

"  O,  Ben!  you  must  come  right  away. 
There  is  the  bell  for  prayers,  and  I  haven't 
kissed  Dorothy  good-morning  yet.  You  can't 
think  how  sweet  she  is.  Sometimes  my  heart 
just  aches  to  have  Daisy  see  her ;  they  would 
love  each  other  so  much !  " 

' '  Daisy  has  named  her  dearest  doll  after  her 
already,"  said  Ben,  following  his  sister  down 


320  ''MERRY  CHRISTMAS.'' 

the  long  hall,  and  halting  her  just  before  the 
dining-room  door  was  opened  to  say:  *'Look 
here,  Line,  this  is  new  business  to  me,  being  in 
a  city  house,  you  know ;  you  must  catch  hold 
of  my  coat  tail  or  something,  if  I  don't  do  just 
right.    I  suppose  I'll  make  a  hundred  mistakes.'* 

"No,  you  won't,"  said  Caroline  cheerily  ;  "it 
isn't  half  so  dreadful  as  I  thought  it  would  be. 
You  just  have  to  be  kind  and  pleasant,  and 
think  about  other  people's  comforts  instead  of 
your  own,  just  as  you  always  do,  Ben,  and  then 
you  are  all  right.  Of  course  there  are  little 
things  to  notice  at  the  table ;  but  it  is  easy  to 
notice  how  other  people  do  and  do  like  them. 
I've  gotten  over  some  of  my  silliness,  Ben, 
since  I've  been  here." 

And  then  Caroline  laughed  to  herself  glee- 
fully, not  over  anything  which  had  just  been 
talked  about,  but  over  the  state  of  mind  Ben 
would  be  in  if  he  only  knew  what  was  waiting 
up  in  her  room  for  him  at  that  minute. 

The  ordeal  of  breakfast  was  gotten  through 
with  very  nicely.  Caroline  found  herself  proud 
of,  instead  of  being  embarrassed  for  the  manly 
boy  who  sat  erect  in  his  chair  and  answered 


''MERRY  CHRISTMAS.''  321 

promptly  all  questions  that  were  put  to  him, 
not  merely  with  a  "yes,  sir,"  and  "no,  sir," 
but  volunteering  little  bits  of  interesting  items 
connected  with  his  journey,  or  with  the  town  in 
which  he  lived.  Also  he  showed  the  most  re- 
spectful attention  when  the  grandmother  spoke, 
and  when  the  meal  was  over  and  she  was  about 
to  leave  the  room,  sprang  forward  and  opened 
the  door  for  her.  This  was  no  more,  it  is  true, 
than  he  was  in  the  habit  of  doing  for  his  own 
mother ;  but  some  boys  wouldn't  have  thought 
of  it.  Therein  Ben  found  he  had  an  advantage 
over  many  country  boys  who  make  their  first 
visit  to  city  homes ;  he  had  been  brought  up  to 
be  respectful  to  his  mother,  and  indeed  to  all 
persons  older  than  himself. 

To  his  satisfaction  he  found  that  the  training 
in  this  and  many  other  small  matters  which  he 
had  received  in  his  own  quiet  home,  stood  him 
in  good  stead  when  he  came  where  they  used 
what  Fanny  Kedwin  called  "  cityfied  ways." 


CHAPTER   XXn. 


LUCK. 


CHRISTMAS  DAY  was  one  long-drawn-out 
delight  to  the  young  people.  The  only 
mar  to  the  pleasure  of  the  occasion  was  Rufus 
Kedwin's  ill-concealed  envy,  joined  to  the  often 
repeated  sentence,  ' '  I  never  saw  anything 
like  the  luck  you  and  Line  have,  Ben  Bryant, 
never!  " 

"I  think  as  much,"  Fanny  would  occasionally 
add  ;  but  her  thoughts  did  not  dwell  on  the  sub- 
ject, like  her  brother's.  What  held  her  to  un- 
bounded interest  was  Caroline's  dress.  "  O, 
Line!"  she  said,  "what  a  perfectly  lovely 
dress  that  is !  I  never  expected  to  see  you  in 
such  an  elegant  rig." 

''I  am  sure  I  never  expected  it,"  answered 
Line,  laughing.  "I  don't  know  what  I  have 
done  to  have  these  people  so  good  to  me.  It 
322 


''LUCK.''  323 

isn't  anything  that  I  have  done.  It  is  just  be- 
cause they  are  all  so  lovely  themselves  they 
can't  help  being  good  to  other  people.  Did 
you  ever  see  anybody  so  sweet  as  little 
Dorothy?" 

* '  And  she  gave  you  that  watch,  all  with  her 
own  money,"  said  Fanny,  feasting  her  eyes 
upon  the  dainty  little  creature  which  was  drawn 
out  for  the  dozenth  time  for  exhibition.  "She 
must  have  lots  to  spend ;  I  suppose  they  all 
have  lots  of  money.  It's  easy  enough  to  be 
generous  when  you  have  plenty  of  money  to  do 
with.  I'd  like  to  give  away  things  myself,  if  I 
ever  had  anything  to  give." 

''  I  never  could  understand,"  said  Rufus 
loftily,  ' '  why  some  folks  should  have  all  the 
money  and  other  folks  all  the  hard  work,  any 
more  than  I  can  understand  why  some  folks 
have  all  the  luck,  and  other  folks  get  along  the 
best  way  they  can.  Nobody  ever  gave  me  a 
suit  of  clothes  or  ever  will.  Fanny  will  be  an 
old  woman  before  she  will  have  a  watch,  I  dare 
say." 

"Oh!  come  now,"  said  Ben,  "  don't  you 
keep  up  that  old  croak,  Rufus  Kedwin.     I  am 


324  ''LUCK.'' 

sure  you  have  had  '  luck.'  How  long  since  you 
and  Fanny  had  tickets  sent  you  to  come  to 
Philadelphia?" 

''They  are  no  great  things,"  said  Rufus, 
determined  to  look  on  the  dark  side.  ''They 
didn't  cost  my  uncle  a  single  cent.  One  of  the 
directors  of  the  road  gave  them  to  him  for 
something  he  did." 

This  amused  both  Ben  and  Caroline,  and  they 
laughed  merrily. 

"  What  earthly  difference  does  that  make?  " 
asked  Ben,  when  he  could  speak  again.  "Do 
you  calculate  the  value  of  your  gifts  by  the 
money  they  cost  somebody  else  ?  " 

"It  makes  a  great  difference  to  me,"  said 
Rufus  gloomily.  "It  is  easy  enough  to  give 
things  that  don't  cost  anything.  You  don't 
care  who  gets  them.  But  when  it  comes  to 
watches  and  machines,  that  is  something  like. 
Loqk  at  that  thing  of  yours  now;  that  cost 
lots  of  money,  I'll  be  bound,  and  you  can  earn 
some  money  with  it,  just  as  likely  as  not.  If 
I  had  it  I  know  I  could.  Who  do  you  suppose 
will  ever  think  of  giving  me  a  stenograph? 
And   here  is   Line   getting  music  lessons  and 


''LUCE.''  326 

new  dresses  and  things,  and  living  like  a  prin- 
cess ;   I  tell  you  it's  all  luck." 

Some  portions  of  this  speech  were  much  less 
polite  than  they  might  have  been,  if  Rufus  had 
been  a  thoughtful  boy.  It  is  true  Caroline's 
little  presents  to  him  and  to  Fanny  had  not 
cost  a  great  deal  of  money,  but  they  had  cost 
her  a  great  deal  of  care  and  thought,  and  some 
hours  of  work,  and  it  seemed  rather  hard  to 
be  almost  told  that  they  weren't  of  any  con- 
sequence. However,  she  was  used  to  Rufus 
Kedwin. 

Ben,  at  the  mention  of  his  wonderful  and 
beloved  machine,  fingered  the  keys  lovingly, 
and  smiled  down  upon  it. 

"  This  is  a  great  big  thing,"  he  said ;  "  I  am 
willing  to  own  it.  It  is  the  biggest  thing  I  ever 
had  in  my  life.  I  thought  when  my  Pictorial 
Dictionary  came  I  had  got  to  the  highest  possi- 
ble notch,  but  I  am  bound  to  believe  this  is  a 
little  ahead  —  though  I  wouldn't  say  so  if  that 
sweet  little  mouse  of  a  Dorothy  were  here  — 
because  as  you  say,  Rufus,  I  can  make  it  earn 
something  for  the  rest  of  the  folks,  as  well  as 
give  pleasure  to  me.     But  I'll  tell  you  what  it 


826  **LUCKV 

is,  old  fellow ;  I  offered  to  teach  you  the  alpha- 
bet, you  know,  and  show  you  the  new-fashioned 
way  of  spelling,  and  all  that ;  and  I'll  repeat 
the  offer,  and  teach  you  how  to  write  on  this 
thing  just  as  soon  as  I  learn  myself ;  then  two 
of  us  will  understand  it,  you  see." 

Rufus  eyed  it  gloomily.  "What  goodwill 
that  do  me?  "  he  said  gruffly.  ''  I  haven't  any 
machine,  and  am  not  likely  to  have.  I  don't 
see  any  earthly  use  in  bothering  my  brains 
learning  how  to  use  it.  If  there  was  any  pros- 
pect of  my  ever  having  one  that  would  be 
another  matter." 

Dr.  Forsythe,  who  unknown  to  the  young 
people  was  in  his  reception-room,  which  opened 
from  the  back  parlor,  now  came  forward  and 
joined  them,  entering  into  conversation  with 
Caroline's  guests  in  a  genial  way,  as  he  knew 
well  how  to  do.  Then  as  he  turned  to  go  he 
laid  his  hand  kindly  on  Rufus's  shoulder.  "I 
overheard  some  of  the  things  you  said,  my 
young  man,"  he  said  pleasantly;  "  heard  your 
opinions  about  luck,  and  matters  of  that  kind. 
I  am  a  good  deal  older  than  you,  and  naturally 
know  a  little  more  of  life ;  and  I  am  inclined 


''LUCK."  327 

to  think  you  will  take  it  kindly  if  I  give  you  a 
little  advice." 

Rufus  blushed,  and  stammered  something 
which  was  intended  to  be  an  assent,  and  the 
doctor  continued  :  ' '  What  a  great  many  peo- 
ple are  disposed  to  call  '  luck '  is  merely  a  natu- 
ral working  out  of  circumstances,  bound  to 
follow  almost  as  a  matter  of  course.  For  in- 
stance, in  regard  to  these  two  young  friends  of 
yours;  I  heard  enough  to  lead  me  to  under- 
stand that  in  your  opinion  they  have,  in  somo 
respects,  been  '  lucky.'  If  I  were  to  be  asked 
my  judgment  in  the  matter  I  should  say  'No, 
they  have  been  faithful.  They  have  done  the 
best  they  could  under  the  circumstances  in 
which  Providence  has  placed  them,  and  the 
natural  result  has  followed.' 

*'Our  friend  Caroline  is  naturally  a  very 
grateful  little  woman,  and  imagines  that  she 
has  received  some  wonderful  gifts.  The  actual 
fact  is  that  what  she  has  done  and  is  doing 
every  day  of  her  life  for  my  little  daughter 
could  not  be  paid  for  in  money,  could  not  be 
estimated  at  a  money  value.  The  gifts  which 
she  has   received  are  only  the  tokens  of   our 


328  ''LUCK." 

gratitude  to  her  for  being  at  all  times  and  in 
all  places  faithful,  efficient  and  trustworthy. 
That  is  a  great  deal  to  say  of  one  so  young  as 
she ;  but  it  is.  due  to  her  that  I  say  it,  here  and 
now.  Her  mother  and  her  friends  have  reason 
to  be  proud  of  her.  Not  that  faithfulness  is  a 
thing  which  should  be  so  rare  as  to  win  our  ad- 
miration, but  I  am  sorry  to  say  it  has  been  my 
experience  in  life  that  it  is  very  rare  to  find 
one  who  in  all  things  does  the  best  he  knows. 

''As  for  Ben  here,  there  is  a  sense  in  which 
he  may  be  said  to  have  earned  his  stenograph ; 
at  least  I  should  never  have  thought  of  giving 
him  one  if  I  had  not  been  surprised  and  inter- 
ested by  hearing  that  he  had  set  himself  to  work 
in  an  earnest,  business-like  fashion  to  learn  to 
read  its  characters,  at  a  time  when  he  had  not 
the  least  idea  that  he  would  ever  possess  a  ma- 
chine ;  and  had  held  so  steadily  and  so  success- 
fully to  his  work  that  his  sister  here  tells  me 
she  has  been  in  the  habit,  for  the  last  few 
weeks,  of  writing  her  letters  to  him  on  the 
machine,  and  that  his  replies  have  shown  that 
he  had  no  difficulty  in  reading  the  letters. 
That,  to  me,  showed  a  degree  of  perseverance 


''luck:'  329 

and  pluck  which  seemed  worthy  of  recognition. 
Therefore  I  presented  his  sister  with  a  machine 
for  his  benefit  and  for  mine. 

*'  I  have  no  doubt  but  that  some  time  in  the 
future  he  will  make  me  satisfactory  copies  of 
valuable  work  by  the  aid  of  this  very  machine. 
So  you  see  there  is  an  element  of  selfishness  in 
my  plans,"  he  added,  smiling.  *'But  the  thing 
which  I  wished  you  specially  to  understand, 
was,  that  both  Benjamin  and  Caroline  have 
brought  about  by  their  own  force  of  character 
the  things  which  seemed  to  you  to  have  been 
brought  about  by  a  series  of  happenings.  And 
really,  my  dear  boy,  this  is  a  history  of  most 
lives.  As  a  rule  we  secure  in  this  world  what 
we  work  for.  We  reach  the  heights  that  we 
have  climbed  for.  And  now,  having  preached 
to  you  all  a  little  sermon,  I  will  invite  you  to 
take  a  ride.  After  making  a  call  on  our  friend 
Dorry,  Joseph  will  drive  wherever  you  direct, 
and  you  can  have  from  two  to  three  hours  of 
sightseeing  before  dinner.  Mrs.  Packard  says 
the  baskets  are  ready,  Caroline,  and  the  car- 
riage will  be  at  the  door  by  the  time  you  are 
all  ready  for  it." 


330  ^'LUCK." 

They  found  Miss  Perkins  in  a  flutter  of  de- 
light over  the  Christmas  presents  which  had 
already  reached  her,  having  been  sent  the  night 
before,  in  order  that  Dorry  might  have  as  early 
a  Christmas  as  any  boy  in  the  city.  The  bas- 
kets which  Caroline  had  in  charge  had  to  do 
with  Miss  Perkins'  and  Dorry 's  Christmas  din- 
ner; and  Caroline  knew  there  wouldn't  be  a 
better  dinner  served  in  the  city  than  would 
come  out  of  those  same  baskets. 

Dorry,  who  had  reached  what  Dr.  Forsythe 
called  '•'the  comfortable  stage,"  but  which  to 
himself  was  a  very  restless  and  uncomfortable 
period,  was  shyly  glad  to  see  them  all.  He  and 
Caroline  were  very  good  friends,  she  having 
been  there  several  times  since  the  accident; 
but  Don-y's  heart  went  out  immediately  to  Ben, 
and  the  look  out  of  his  large  eyes  was  so  wist- 
ful when  Ibey  rose  to  go,  that  Ben,  taking  a 
swift  second  thought,  drew  Caroline  aside. 

''Look  here,"  he  said,  "suppose  you  drive 
on  for  half  an  hour  without  me,  and  let  me  try 
to  cheer  up  this  little  chap?  He  has  had  a 
lonesome  day  so  far.  I  guess  he's  a  boy  who 
is  used  to  rampaging  around  wherever  he  has  a 


''luck:'  331 

mind,  and  to  lie  on  a  bed  and  keep  still  with 
only  his  aunt  to  talk  to  is  treinendously  hard 
work.  I  was  sick  myself  once,  and  even  with 
mother  and  Daisy  on  hand  it  was  as  much  as  I 
could  do  to  endure  it." 

"Oh!  but,  Ben,"  said  Caroline,  in  distressed 
undertone,  "how  can  I  spare  you  to-day?  It's 
Christmas,  you  know,  and  I  haven't  seen  you 
for  so  long;  and  T  was  going  to  take  you  a 
beautiful  ride." 

"I  know  it,"  he  said  cheerily;  "but  there 
is  to-morrow  and  the  next  day  —  I  am  not  go- 
ing back  until  Saturday  —  and  I  only  planned 
for  half  an  hour.  There  will  be  a  good  hour 
and  a  half  after  that.  I  think  it  will  be  the 
right  thing  to  do.  Line,  don't  you?  " 

"I  suppose  so,"  she  said,  with  a  half -laugh; 
"but  right  things  are  real  hard  sometimes.  I 
feel  just  as  selfish  as  an  owl." 

Ben  laughed  gleefully.  "I  don't  believe 
owls  are  selfish,"  he  said;  "you  mean  the  his- 
torical piggy,  don't  you?" 

Miss  Perkins,  when  she  understood  the  situ- 
ation, was  divided  between  delight  and  dismay 
—  delight  that  Dorry  was  to  have  a  little  com- 


832  ''LUCK.'' 

pany  all  lo  himself,  and  dismay  that  Ben  was 
to  use  up  part  of  his  Christmas  ride. 

"It  is  very  good  of  you,"  she  said  eagerly; 
"there  isn't  a  boy  in  a  hundred  that  would  do 
it,  or  even  think  of  it,  I  am  sure  of  that. 
Dorry  will  be  delighted.  Ever  since  he  got 
through  looking  at  his  Christmas  presents  he 
hasn't  known  what  to  do  with  himself,  poor 
boy.  I  could  go  out  and  get  my  lovely  dinner 
started  if  you  were  here  to  keep  him  company ; 
but  then,  it  is  too  bad  for  you  to  lose  your  ride, 
as  you  are  here  just  for  a  few  days  with  your 
sister.    It  isn't  to  be  thought  of  for  a  moment." 

"All  right,"  said  Ben  cheerily,  "we  won't 
say  anything  more  about  it.  There  is  the  car- 
riage, Line;  get  yourself  started  as  quick  as 
possible.  Miss  Perkins,  you  go  out  and  start 
that  Christmas  dinner.  I  am  afraid  it  won't  be 
ready  in  time.  Dorry  is  going  to  be  famously 
hungry,  I  know.  He  and  I  will  have  the  jolli- 
est  kind  of  a  time  for  the  next  half-hour." 

There  was  no  escaping  Ben's  cheery  determi- 
nation to  manage  the  programi^ie  according  to 
his  own  fancy.  Even  Caroline,  when  she  saw 
the  look  in  Dorry's  eyes,  decided  that  the  sac- 


''LUCK."  333 

rifice  was  worth  making;  and  only  Rufus,  as 
he  went  down  the  steps,  grumbled  in  undertone 
to  Fanny  :  ' '  Ben  Bryant  wouldn't  be  happy  if 
he  couldn't  manage  everything  and  everybody." 

"  Well,  he's  a  real  nice  manager,"  said 
Fanny,  "to  plan  for  other  people  and  not  for 
himself  'most  always." 

A  great  deal  can  be  said  in  a  half-hour. 
Poor  Dorry  hadn't  been  so  "  heartened  up,"  as 
Miss  Perkins  called  it,  since  the  accident.  For 
one  thing  it  was  a  great  relief  to  tell  somebody 
all  about  it  in  his  own  way ;  a  boy,  who  would 
be  interested  in  all  the  particulars,  and  ask  all 
the  questions,  and  give  him  a  chance  to  prove 
that  he  wasn't  doing  anything  so  very  dread- 
fully out  of  the  way,  but  was  actually  being 
a  very  helpful  personage  when  the  accident 
happened. 

"  She  thinks  I  ought  never  to  go  near  a  fire," 
he  said,  twisting  his  head  restlessly  on  the  pil- 
low. "And  for  that  matter,  that  I  oughtn't  to 
cross  a  street  when  there  was  a  horse  within  a 
mile  either  way,  and  I  oughtn't  to  get  on  to 
a  street  car  till  it  has  stood  five  minutes 
stock  still.    The  fact  is,  that  there  aren't  many 


834  "LUCK,'' 

things  that  a  fellow  can  do,  according  to  her 
notions." 

Ben  laughed  merrily.  ''I  can  guess  how  it 
is,"  he  said  in  a  sympathetic  tone.  ''She  is  a 
woman,  and  women  are  not  used  to  being  out 
in  the  street  where  the  crowds  are,  and  they 
oughtn't  to  be.  I  know  all  about  it.  My  father 
has  been  dead  for  a  good  many  years,  and  I 
have  had  my  mother  to  think  about  and  to  take 
care  of,  just  as  you  have  your  aunt.  One  of 
the  ways  I  have  of  taking  care  of  her,  which 
helps  her  more  than  anything  I  can  do,  I  be- 
lieve, yet  awhile,  is  keeping  her  from  worrying, 
you  know,  by  letting  her  understand  that  there 
are  certain  things  I  won't  do.  I  go  an  eighth 
of  a  mile  out  of  my  way  every  day  of  my  life, 
just  to  avoid  crossing  the  railroad  at  a  certain 
point  where  my  mother  thinks  it's  dangerous. 
It  isn't,  you  know,  any  more  than  it  is  at  any 
other  point,  but  mother  thinks  so,  and  she  can't 
help  it ;  and  as  I  have  her  to  take  care  of,  why, 
of  course  I  save  her  worrying  about  that. 

"There  must  be  as  many  as  a  dozen  things 
that  I  do,  or  don't  do,  just  for  the  sake  of  sav- 
ing mother.     She  likes  it,  and  it  doesn't  hurt 


"LUCK.''  335 

me,  and  it's  about  as  good  a  way  as  any  to 
help  along." 

New  lessons  these  for  Dorry  !  Miss  Perkins 
will  have  reason  to  bless  the  hour  when  Ben 
Bryant  gave  up  his  ride  in  the  handsome  car- 
riage, and  staid  to  visit  with  her  boy. 

So  he  had  his  aunt  to  look  after  and  take 
care  of,  had  he  ?  Such  an  idea  had  never  en- 
tered his  busy,  restless  little  brain  before. 
That  he  should  cease  jumping  off  street  cars 
when  they  were  in  motion,  or  running  across 
the  roads  directly  under  horses'  feet,  or  walk- 
ing down  town  on  the  railroad  track,  in  order 
to  help  take  care  of  his  aunt,  was  an  entirely 
new  idea.  Up  to  this  point,  if  he  thought  any 
thing  about  it,  he  would  have  supposed  that  his 
mission  in  life  was  to  worry  his  aunt.  That  is, 
he  had  imagined  that  if  he  failed  to  do  any  of 
these  manly  things  he  would  be  a  baby,  instead 
of  a  boy.  Here  was  a  great  tall  fellow,  talking 
in  a  business-like  way  about  taking  care  of  his 
mother,  and  actually  giving  up  his  own  ways, 
and  taking  extra  steps  and  a  great  deal  of 
trouble,  just  so  she  wouldn't  be  worried  when 
there  was  nothing  to  be  worried  about. 


336  ''LUCK." 

*'  You  are  a  kind  of  a  queer  chap,"  he  said, 
eying  Ben  reflectively.  ''  Say,  honor  bright, 
ain't  you  different  from  other  fellows  ?  " 

Ben  laughed  merrily.  ''  I  don't  know  about 
that,"  he  said;  "I'll  tell  you  what  I  do  think, 
though,  that  I  have  better  times  than  most 
folks.  I  don't  know  another  boy  of  my  age 
who  has  as  downright  good  a  time  as  I  do. 
I  didn't  use  to  think  so.  I  used  to  growl  a 
good  deal  because  I  hadn't  money,  and  couldn't 
go  to  school,  and  couldn't  do  forty  other  things 
that  I  wanted  to.  But  things  are  changed  with 
me." 

"I  tell  you  what,"  said  Dorry  emphatically, 
''I  think  you  are  queer.  Do  you  really  work 
every  single  evening,  either  for  the  man  you 
are  working  for,  or  else  studying  at  home  ?  " 

''Every  evening  but  Thursday,"  said  Ben. 
"On  Thursdays  I  don't  do  a  great  deal  of 
studying ;  I  am  later  at  the  oflSce  than  I  am  on 
other  days,  and  I  get  home  just  in  time  to  eat 
my  supper,  and  dress  for  prayer  meeting. 
And  after  we  come  home  from  prayer  meeting 
there  is  almost  always  a  letter  from  my  sister 
10  read ;  then  we  talk  it  over  and  have  good 


''LUCK,''  337 

times  together,  and  I  have  sort  of  given  up  the 
idea  of  studying  Thursday  night,  and  have 
made  a  pleasure  evening  of  it." 

''A  pleasure  evening!  "  repeated  Dorry,  al- 
most a  contemptuous  note  in  his  voice;  ''I 
told  you  you  were  queer.  I  suppose  you  like 
to  go  to  prayer  meeting,  too  ?  " 

"  Yes,"  said  Ben  gravely,  *'  I  like  it;  not  as 
well  as  I  might  under  some  circumstances. 
They  don't  appear  to  me  to  know  how  to  man- 
age a  prayer  meeting  in  the  church  that  I  go  to 
in  a  way  to  interest  young  folks  a  great  deal ; 
but  then,  I  should  go  all  the  same  if  I  didn't 
like  it  even  as  well  as  I  do.  I  am  not  such  a 
baby,  I  hope,  as  not  to  be  able  to  go  to  a  prayer 
meeting  once  a  week  because  some  of  the  talk 
they  give  is  dull,  and  some  of  it  is  beyond  me 
so  I  can't  understand  it.  If  I  couldn't  under- 
stand a  dozen  words  they  said,  I  should  hope  I 
would  have  sense  enough  to  go." 

"  I  don't  see  why.  What's  the  use  in  a  fel- 
low going  where  he  doesn't  understand  any 
thing,  and  doesn't  enjoy  it?" 

"Oh!  well,  there  are  some  things  to  enjoy, 
Dorry.     I  haven't  in  a  good  while  listened  to  a 


338  ''LUCK.'' 

prayer  that  hadn't  a  great  deal  in  it  for  me. 
And  I  like  the  singing  first  rate,  and  the  words 
of  the  hymns  I  like.  You  see,  my  boy,  I  be- 
long to  the  family ;  and  it  is  a  kind  of  family 
gathering  that  we  have  once  a  week.  Some  of 
the  aunts  and  uncles  and  cousins  I  like  better 
than  others,  but  I  have  a  kind  of  general  inter- 
est in  them  all,  and  don't  want  to  be  away  when 
the  time  comes  for  the  family  gathering.  Don't 
you  know  how  it  would  be,  going  out  to  a 
Christmas  dinner?  There  might  be  two  or 
three  cousins  that  you  wouldn't  like  very  well, 
and  maybe  an  uncle  or  so  who  wasn't  exactly 
to  your  mind ;  but  after  all  it  would  be  the 
Christmas  gathering  of  the  relations,  and  you 
wouldn't  like  to  be  counted  out." 

''I'd  go  there  for  the  dinner,"  said  Dorry, 
with  a  laugh. 

"No,  you  wouldn't.  If  they  sent  you  the 
same  kind  of  dinner  exactly,  and  you  had  to 
eat  it  on  the  corner  of  the  table  at  home  alone, 
you  wouldn't  like  it  half  so  well." 

"I  don't  know  what  you  are  talking  about, 
anyhow,"  said  Dorry.  "A  Christmas  dinner 
and  a  prayer  meeting  are  two  different  things." 


'' luck:'  330 

*' That's  so,"  said  Ben  gravely;  'Til  tell 
you  what  I  mean,  Dorry.  I'm  a  servant  of 
Jesus  Christ,  and  I  like  to  go  where  he  is  talked 
about,  and  where  people  gather  who  are  in  the 
same  service.  We  are  soldiers,  you  see,  and 
he  is  our  Captain.  If  you  belong  you  under- 
stand it;  and  if  you  don't,  why,  you  don't." 

Dorry's  head  was  turning  restlessly  on  his 
pillow  again ;  the  conversation  was  getting  too 
grave  for  him-     Ben  hastened  to  change  it. 

"Do  you  like  machines?"  he  asked  briskly. 
*'  I've  got  a  new  one,  a  Christmas  present,  the 
cutest  thing  out  — a  stenograph.  Did  you  ever 
lieeit?" 

*' Never  heard  of  it,"  said  Dori-y  promptly. 
*' What  is  it  for?" 

*'To  write  with.  It  makes  five  little  dashes, 
all  exactly  alike,  and  yet  you  can  read  them 
after  you  have  learned  how ;  just  as  you  <ian 
read  another  language,  you  kikow." 

"  That's  nice,"  said  D^orry,  interested  at 
once ;  *^  I  always  thought  it  would  be  fun  to 
know  some  language  that  other  folks  didn't/' 

"  So  did  I,"  said  Ben,  ''and  it  is  great  fun. 
That  is  one  reason  I  like  Latin  so  well.     This 


840  "LUCK." 

stenograph  is  a  big  thing;  it  is  a  shorthand 
writer,  you  know.  When  you  have  learned 
how,  you  can  write  down  what  a  speaker  says, 
every  word  of  it,  and  take  notes  at  the  office, 
and  do  all  sorts  of  work  with  it.  I  expect  to 
earn  money  with  mine." 

'*  rd  like  to  see  it,"  said  Dorry,  his  face 
aglow  with  interest.  ''I  always  did  like  ma- 
chines first  rate.  I  used  to  think  I  could  make 
one  if  I  had  a  chance.  One  of  these  days  I  am 
going  to  try." 

*'Good!"  said  Ben,  ''I  understand  that;  I 
have  had  just  such  notions  myself.  Why 
wouldn't  it  be  a  good  scheme  for  you  to  learn 
to  read  the  stenograph  while  you  are  lying  here 
on  your  back?  I  learned  the  alphabet  and  all 
about  it  before  I  ever  saw  a  machine.  My  sis- 
ter Line  saw  the  one  that  they  use  at  Dr.  For- 
sythe's,  and  she  sent  me  a  slip  of  paper  that 
had  most  all  the  letters  on  it.  That's  the  way 
I  learned.  If  I  were  you  I'd  pitch  in  and  learn 
it  lying  here.  It  would  be  great  fun;  then 
when  I  go  home  I'll  write  you  letters  on  my 
machine.    You  can  read  them,  and  nobody  else 


''LUCK."  341 

«'  All  right,"  said  Dorry,  with  more  energy 
than  he  had  used  since  he  had  been  sick.  "I'd 
like  that  first  rate.     Is  it  hard  to  learn?  " 

"Oh!  it  takes  pluck  and  patience,'*  said 
Ben.  "A  little  chap  that  hadn't  much  in  him 
wouldn't  learn  it.  He'd  give  it  up,  tired  out, 
before  he'd  got  half-way  through  the  alphabet ; 
but  of  course  you  won't." 

No,  Dorry  wouldn't,  after  that  speech !  Ben 
fumbled  in  his  pocket  and  brought  out  a  little 
roll  of  stenograph  paper,  such  as  he  was  pretty 
sure  to  have  about  him. 

"Here,"  he  said,  "are  a  couple  of  Bible 
verses  that  Line  sent  me  to  learn  to  read  on. 
They  are  real  good,  because  they  have  so  many 
of  the  letters  in  them.  The  verses  are  written 
on  the  stenograph,  you  understand;  and  I 
copied  them  on  this  card  from  my  sister 
Line's  letter,  and  carried  the  card  around  with 
me  in  my  vest  pocket  for  weeks  before  I  was 
sure  of  every  letter.  I'll  leave  them  all  with 
you,  and  day  after  to-morrow  I'll  come  again, 
if  I  can,  and  see  how  you've  got  along. 
The  carriage  has  come  for  me  now,  and  I'll 
have  to  go." 


842  ''LUCK.'' 

''You'll  bring  the  machine  with  you  when 
you  come,  won't  you?"  said  Dorry  wistfully; 
and  receiving  a  hearty  promise  that  this  should 
be  done,  Ben  took  his  departure.  The  verses 
on  the  card  were  especially  calculated  to  teach 
a  lesson  to  a  boy  like  Dorry.  These  were  the 
words : 

"Be  not  wise  in  thine  own  eyes.  Fear 
the  Lord  and  depart  from  evil."  "  In  all  thy 
ways  acknowledge  him,  and  he  shall  direct  thy 
patha." 


CHAPTER  XXIII. 


ANOTHER     "SIDE-TRACK. 


BEN'S  brief  holiday  sped  away.  He  and 
Rufus  and  Fanny  went  home ;  school 
duties  commenced  again,  and  all  things  were 
as  before. 

No,  not  quite  as  before.  Rufus  and  Fanny 
had  learned  some  lessons  of  life  which  they 
were  not  likely  to  forgat.  They  had  discovered 
that  a  girl  could  be  honestly  earning  her  own 
living,  and  yet  be  as  highly  thought  of  by  those 
whose  opinion  was  worth  having  as  though  she 
were  doing  nothing. 

Ben  had  his  beloved  stenograph,  and  worked 
at  every  leisure  moment  with  such  purpose  that 
before  spring  he  had  a  triumph.  At  the  office 
one  afternoon  he  found  Mr.  Welborne  very 
much  annoyed. 

"I  don't  know  what  I'm  going  to  do,"  said 
343 


344  ANOTHER  *' SIDE-TRACK.'' 

that  gentleman  impatiently.  ''Here's  Harris 
sent  word  that  he  is  sick,  and  cannot  copy 
these  notes  of  his ;  and  there  isn't  a  person  in 
town,  so  far  as  I  know,  who  can  do  it  for  him." 

Mr.  Welborne  was  not  talking  to  Ben,  but 
to  his  junior  partner;  but  Ben  had  turned  at 
the  first  sound  of  Mr.  Harris's  name,  giving  a 
keen  glance  at  the  notes  to  be  copied.  As  he 
suspected,  they  were  stenograph  notes.  As 
soon  as  he  had  finished  distributing  the  letters 
which  he  had  in  his  hand  into  their  proper 
places  he  came  toward  Mr.  Welborne. 

'•I  beg  your  pardon,"  he  said  hesitatingly; 
''but  if  there  isn't  anybody  else  I  think  I  could 
copy  those  notes  for  you." 

"You!"  said  Mr.  Welborne,  with  a  smile; 
"I  know  you  are  a  most  accommodating  chap, 
but  I  am  afraid  these  notes  will  be  too  much 
for  you.     They  are  on  a  shorthand  machine." 

"I  know  it,"  said  Ben;  "I  have  seen  Mr. 
Harris  work.     I  can  read  the  stenograph." 

"You  can!  How  long  since?  Where  did 
you  learn  ?  " 

"I  learned  early  in  the  winter.  My  sister, 
who  is  in  Philadelphia,  sent  me  the  alphabet 


ANOTHER  ''SIDE-TRACK.''  345 

and  the  Manual,  and  I  learned  how  to  read  it 
before  I  ever  saw  a  machine.  Then  at  Christ- 
mas time  I  had  a  present  of  one,  and  have 
been  writing  on  it  ever  since." 

''The  mischief!  You  have!  and  I  never 
knew  anything  about  it.  Can  you  take  down 
letters  at  dictation  ?  " 

' '  I  think  I  can,  sir.  Mother  has  dictated  a 
great  many  to  me  for  practice,  and  I  have  writ- 
ten them  out  afterwards  and  got  every  word." 

"Glad  to  hear  it,"  said  Mr.  Welborne  com- 
placently. ''Harris  is  sick  oftener  than  I  have 
any  patience  with.  The  trouble  is,  he  is  sick 
of  the  business  and  wants  to  get  out.  Do  set 
to  work  on  these  notes,  then.  They  are  impor- 
tant ones,  and  if  you  can  make  a  fair  copy, 
and  can  take  dictations,  I  can  afford  to  give 
you  pleasanter  employment  and  better  pay  than 
I  have  been  doing." 

A  boy  does  not  work  industriously  on  a 
stenograph  for  three  months  for  nothing.  The 
notes  were  almost  as  easily  read  by  Ben  as 
though  they  had  been  in  print.  By  nine  o'clock 
that  evening  he  was  able  to  give  an  excellent 
typewritten  copy  of  them  to  the  gratified  lawyer. 


346  ANOTHER  "SIDE-TRACK.'' 

From  that  time  business  was  brisk  for  Ben 
Bryant,  and  the  work  was  such  as  delighted  his 
heart,  and  in  itself  was  no  small  education ; 
for  Mr.  Welborne's  notes  were  dictated  in 
choice  English,  and  were  on  important  sub- 
jects. He  made  a  prompt  advance  in  Ben's 
wages  —  such  a  surprising  advance  as  caused 
great  rejoicing  at  home,  and  some  grumbling 
on  the  part  of  Rufus  in  regard  to  "  people  who 
were  always  in  luck." 

With  Caroline  the  time  sped  away  on  swift 
wings.  So  busy  was  she  with  her  studies,  and 
with  her  loving  care  of  Dorothy ;  so  happy  and 
proud  was  she  with  Mrs.  Forsythe's  increasing 
interest  in  her  and  pleasure  in  her  ministrations  ; 
so  glad  was  she,  as  the  weeks  flew  on,  over  the 
near  prospect  of  home  once  more,  that  she  was 
the  only  one  in  the  household,  perhaps,  who  did 
not  realize  Dr.  Forsythe's  increasing  gravity, 
and  notice  the  tender,  almost  pathetic  gaze 
which  he  sometimes  fixed  on  Dorothy's  fair 
face.  It  did  trouble  Caroline  sometimes  to 
think  that  Dorothy  seemed  not  so  strong  as  she 
was  in  the  fall.  "But  it  is  the  spring  days," 
she  said  to  herself.      ''Nobody  feels  as  strong, 


ANOTHER   '' SIDE-TBACK."  '6^7 

I  suppose ;  at  least  nobody  who  is  not  real 
well.  I  am  sure  I  feel  as  strong  as  I  ever  did 
in  my  life,  but  of  course  Dorothy  could  not  be 
expected  to." 

April  passed  swiftly,  and  May  followed  in 
its  train,  and  the  days  of  June  were  speeding 
so  fast  that  examinations  were  just  at  the  door, 
and  Caroline  had  had  her  trunk  brought  from 
the  storeroom,  and  was  beginning  to  put  in 
packages  preparatory  to  the  home-going. 

''Just  to  think,"  she  had  begun  to  say  to 
herself,  ' '  that  I  shall  really  see  mother  and 
Ben  and  Daisy  in  a  few  days  more." 

Then,  one  evening  after  school.  Dr.  Forsythe 
called  her  as  she  was  passing  his  office  door. 
He  was  alone,  and  as  he  closed  the  door  and 
sat  down  in  front  of  the  seat  to  which  he  had 
motioned  her,  his  kind  face  was  graver  than 
usual. 

"I  have  something  to  say  to  you,  Caroline, 
which  I  have  been  putting  off  for  several  days 
—  weeks,  indeed  —  because  I  feared  you  might 
not  like  to  hear  it." 

Caroline,  startled,  wondering,  yet  managed 
to  say  that  she  should  hardly  think  it  possible 


348  ANOTUEB  ^SIDE-TRACK,'' 

that  Dr.  Forsythe  could  say  anything  that  she 
did  not  like. 

He  smiled  in  reply,  a  grave,  sad  smile,  and 
then  spoke  hurriedly.  ''You  cannot  in  the 
nature  of  things  be  expected  to  like  it,  and  I 
have  been  in  great  doubt  whether  to  speak  it 
or  not ;  but  I  have  finally  resolved  to  make  the 
effort.  I  will  not  keep  you  in  suspense.  The 
plain,  sad  truth  is,  Caroline,  that  our  little 
daughter  is  failing.  We  cannot  have  her  with 
us  long.  It  is  increasingly  apparent  to  me 
every  day.  You  know  we  are  planning  for  the 
seaside,  and  hope  something  from  the  sea  air ; 
but  not  very  much,  after  all,  so  far  as  she  is 
concerned.  Can  you  guess  what  I  am  about 
to  say?  Can  you  imagine  how  her  father  and 
mother  shrink  from  separating  her  from  the 
young  friend  who  has  been  so  constantly  with 
her  during  this  long  winter,  and  been  to  her 
such  a  comfort  and  help?  Neither  she  nor  we 
can  ever  forget.  If  you  could  find  it  in  your 
heart,  Caroline,  to  give  up  home  and  mother, 
and  go  to  the  seashore  with  us,  I  do  not  say  it 
would  prolong  our  daughter's  life,  but  I  cannot 
help  seeing  that  it  would  make  the  days  she 


ANOTHER  '' side-track:'  349 

spends  with  us  brighter,  happier.  At  the  same 
time' I  know  it  is  a  great  thing  to  ask.  I  know 
what  it  must  have  been  to  you  to  have  been  so 
long  away  from  your  mother.  I  know,  better 
than  you  may  imagine  I  do,  the  sacrifice  it  is 
to  give  up  mother.  I  do  not  ask  it  of  you, 
Mrs.  Forsythe  does  not;  glad  as  she  would  be 
to  give  Dorothy  this  additional  pleasure,  she 
shrank  from  the  thought  of  making  the  request. 
I  have  not  written  to  your  mother,  of  course. 
It  is  only  very  lately  that  I  decided  to  speak  at 
all,  and  I  will  not  now  say  anything  to  her  until 
you  have  come  to  a  decision.  We  must  go 
next  week ;  it  ought  to  have  been  sooner,  but 
Dorothy's  heart  is  so  set  upon  being  present  at 
the  closing  exercises  of  the  public  school,  that 
I  do  not  like  to  disappoint  her.  I  leave  the 
matter  with  you  to  think  about.  Remember, 
we  realize  how  much  we  ask,  and  we  shall  not 
feel  that  you  have  done  wrong  —  indeed  will 
not  feel  hurt  at  all  —  if  you  decide  that  you 
cannot  really  give  up  mother  and  home  this 
summer,  and  go  with  us.  Try  to  think  as 
quickly  as  you  can,  and  let  me  hear  to-morrow, 
if  possible,  what  your  impressions  are." 


350  ANOTHER  ''SIDE-TRACK:' 

'He  hurried  through  the  last  sentence  because 
somebody  was  already  tapping  at  the  door. 
With  a  bow  and  smile  to  Caroline  he  answered 
the  summons. 

Poor  Caroline  need  not  have  waited  until  the 
next  day  to  give  her  answer.  She  knew  before 
he  had  completed  his  sentence  what  she  must 
decide  to  do.  It  made  her  heart  almost  stop 
beating  to  think  of  being  all  the  long  summer 
without  seeing  mother ;  but  at  the  same  instant 
came  the  terror  of  the  thought,  What  if  she 
should  never  see  Dorothy  again  ! 

Could  it  be  possible  that  her  father  thought 
that  she  would  not  live  longer  than  this  one 
summer? 

Perhaps  it  was  not  strange  that  the  first  thing 
this  girl  far  away  from  home  did,  when  she 
reached  her  room,  was  to  lock  the  door,  throw 
herself  on  the  bed,  bury  her  head  in  the  pil- 
lows, and  burst  into  a  perfect  passion  of  tears. 
It  seemed  to  her  that  from  any  point  of  view 
there  was  enough  to  cry  for. 

It  was  nearly  an  hour  afterwards  that  she 
stood  brushing  her  hair  before  the  mirror,  hav- 
ing bathed  her  eyes  with  the  hottest  water  she 


ANOTHER   *'  SIDE-TRACK."  351 

could  endure.  In  a  few  minutes  the  dinner  bell 
would  ring,  and  she  must  go  down  and  meet 
them  all,  and  they  would  know  she  had  been 
crying,  and  Dr.  Forsythe  would  know  the 
reason.  She  was  sorry  for  that.  She  would 
not  trust  herself  to  talk  to  him,  but  had  re- 
solved to  write  him  a  little  note  that  very  night. 

*' There  is  no  use  in  waiting,"  she  said  aloud, 
to  see  how  the  words  would  sound ;  ''  I  am  not 
to  go  home,  I  know  I  am  not.  It  is  the  right 
way  to  dp,  mother  will  think,  and  so  will  Ben, 
and  even  poor  little  Daisy.  After  all  they  have 
done  for  me,  and  after  the  way  Dorothy  loves 
me,  it  would  be  just  cruel  not  to  give  her  what 
she  wants.  I  know  mother  will  think  I  ought 
to  stay  with  her  all  summer.  I  may  just  as 
well  write  the  note  to-night  as  to  wait  until  to- 
morrow morning,  because  I  am  sure  what  it  is 
right  to  do." 

Therefore  the  note  was  written  in  Caroline's 
best  hand,  very  brief  and  to  the  point : 

Dear  Dr.  Forsythe  : 

"1  will  go  with  Dorothy  if  my  mother  thinks  best,  and  1 
am  almost  sure  she  will.  I  will  write  to  her  to-night;  and 
please  do  not  think  it  makes  me  feel  very  badly.  I  love 
Dorothy  so  much  that  it  would  be  hard  to  be  away  from  her." 


3S2  ANOTHER  ''SIDE-TRACK:' 

Matters  shaped  themselves  exactly  as  Caro- 
line had  expected  they  would.  The  letter  home 
was  written,  and  the  Bryant  family  held  a 
solemn  convention  over  its  contents.  None  of 
them  was  as  much  excited  and  startled  as  they 
had  been  over  their  disappointment  in  the  fall. 

After  the  second  reading  of  the  letter  they 
all   sat   quiet   for   some   minutes ;    then   Mrs.  < 
Bryant  said  inquiringly,  with  a  sad  little  smile, 
"Well,  children?" 

''Well,"  said  Ben,  heaving  a  long-drawn 
sigh,  ' '  I  suppose  it's  the  right  thing  to  do, 
mother,  isn't  it  ?     That  poor  little  Dorothy !  " 

''What  does  our  Daisy  say?"  asked  Mrs. 
Bryant  tenderly. 

Daisy's  face  was  grave ;  her  hands  were 
clasped  in  her  lap,  and  her  eyes  had  a  far- 
away, sorrowful  look.  "  Mother,"  she  said  at 
last,  her  lips  quivering,  but  her  voice  low  and 
composed,  "I  love  my  Line,  and  I  want  her 
very  much ;  but  if  that  little  Dorothy  is  going 
to  Heaven  pretty  soon  she  ought  to  have  Line, 
I  think,  this  summer.  Perhaps  she  needs  her 
to  help  her  get  ready." 

So  the  question  was  settled,  and  Caroline's 


ANOTHER   '' SIDE-TRACK."  358 

trunk,  instead  of  being  packed  for  home,  was 
packed  for  the  seaside  with  all  sorts  of  new 
and  dainty  summer  things,  such  as  she  was 
sure  would  have  driven  Fanny  Kedwin  half- 
frantic  with  envy.  And  one  summer  day  she 
took  that  long-planned  journey  on  the  cars. 
Not  a  very  long  journey,  for  the  seacoast  which 
Dr.  Forsythe  chose  was  but  a  few  hours'  ride 
from  Philadelphia,  but  long  enough  for  Caroline 
to  realize  the  sharp  contrast  between  herself  as 
a  traveler  now,  and  eight  months  before. 

In  the  first  place,  it  was  a  very  different  car 
which  they  occupied  —  a  ''drawing-room  car," 
Dorothy  called  it  —  with  easy-chairs  and  sofas, 
and  a  private  room  at  one  end,  where  a  luxu- 
rious bed  was  made  up  for  Mrs.  Forsythe. 

It  is  not  my  intention  to  tell  you  much  about 
that  summer  at  the  seaside ;  it  was  a  very  full, 
bright  summer,  and  despite  the  shadow  which 
hung  low  over  the  household,  there  were  some 
sweet,  glad  days.  Dorothy  rallied  a  little  under 
the  influence  of  the  sea  breeze,  and  took  what 
were  for  her  long  walks  to  the  beach,  and  liked 
nothing  better  than  to  sit  in  the  sand  with 
Caroline  beside  her,  watchful  over  the  wraps 


864  ANOTnEB  '"SIDE-TRACK." 

and  the  sun-umbrella,  that  it  was  at  exactly 
the  right  angle  to  shade  her  from  the  sun's 
glare,  and  watch  the  bathers,  as  they  rose  gaily 
over  the  tops  of  the  waves,  or  the  never-ceas- 
ing tide  as  it  came  rolling  in.  At  intervals 
Caroline  left  her  and  wandered  along  the  beach 
to  bring  beautiful  shells,  and  delicate  stones, 
pearly  tinted,  blue  and  amber.  Long,  quiet, 
restful  days  they  were,  when  Dorothy  seemed 
at  peace  with  all  the  world,  the  only  trouble 
she  had  being  the  one  which  she  often  put  into 
words  :  '*  I'm  so  sorry,  Caroline  dear,  that  you 
have  to  be  away  from  your  mother  and  Daisy 
and  Ben  all  summer.  But  you  will  go  to  them 
in  the  fall,  and  have  a  nice  long  vacation." 

This  was  the  utmost  Caroline  ever  allowed 
her  to  say  about  the  sacrifice,  and  was  quick  to 
assure  her  with  kisses  and  caresses  that  she 
was  having  a  lovely  time,  that  she  had  never 
seen  the  sea  before,  and  had  always  wanted 
to,  and  that  she  wouldn't  be  away  from  her 
dear  little  Dorothy  these  summer  days  for  any 
thing,  and  that  mother  and  Daisy  and  Ben 
felt  so  too.  Then  Dorothy  would  smile  her 
sweet,  fair  smile,  and  say  gently:   "You  are 


ANOTHER  ''SIDE-TRACKS  355 

all  good  to  me;  everybody  always  was.  It  is 
a  very  sweet  world,  Caroline,  and  sometimes  I 
try  to  think  how  Heaven  can  be  any  sweeter ; 
if  Jesus  were  not  there  it  could  not  be.  But 
the  best  of  it  is  he  is  there,  isn't  he?  Caroline, 
do  you  sometimes  feel  in  a  hurry  to  see  him  ?  " 

Caroline,  awe-stricken,  could  only  confess 
that  she  never  had  felt  that  way ;  she  supposed 
it  was  because  she  was  always  well,  and  never 
had  a  "tired  feeling."  Then  she  would  bring 
a  new  shell,  or  a  stone,  and  try  to  turn  Doro- 
thy's thoughts  away  from  the  grave  subject. 
So  the  days  moved  on. 

"I  think  she  is  better,"  said  Caroline  one 
evening,  in  answer  to  Dr.  Forsythe's  quick, 
questioning  look.  It  was  Saturday  evening, 
and  he  had  come  up  from  the  city  to  spend  a 
Sabbath  with  his  family.  Caroline,  according 
to  her  custom,  had  gone  to  the  station  to  meet 
him,  in  order  that  he  might  have  the  earliest 
possible  news  of  Dorothy.  "I  really  think, 
Dr.  Forsythe,  that  she  is  stronger  than  she 
was;  her  appetite  has  been  better,  and  she 
looks  more  like  herself,  for  a  few  days,  than 
she  has  since  we  have  been  here.     But  she  has 


356  ANOTHER  "SIDE-TRACK.'* 

been  in  a  great  hurry  to  see  you ;  she  has  asked 
two  or  three  times  to-day  if  we  felt  pretty  sure 
that  nothing  would  hinder  you  from  coming." 

"I  had  hard  work  to  get  away,"  he  said 
gravely ;  ' '  but  I  felt  impressed  that  I  must 
come  to-night." 

''Dr.  Forsythe,"  said  Caroline  earnestly,  as 
they  walked  up  the  street  together,  ' '  don't  you 
think  perhaps,  now  that  the  very  warm  weather 
is  over,  and  the  pleasant  September  days  are 
coming,  that  Dorothy  may  grow  stronger,  and 
be  real  well  again  this  winter  ?  " 

Dr.  Forsythe  smiled  —  that  tender,  grave 
smile  which  she  had  learned  to  know  so  well. 
''We  never  can  be  sure,"  he  said  quietly. 
"With  a  disease  like  hers  we  never  can  be 
sure  just  when  the  end  will  come ;  but  I  have 
seen  nothing  this  summer  to  encourage  me, 
thus  far." 

It  was  a  very  quiet  Sabbath.  Dr.  Forsythe 
did  not  go  to  church,  as  had  been  his  custom 
every  Sabbath  during  the  season,  but  staid 
with  his  wife  and  Dorothy,  sending  Caroline 
and  the  grandmother  away  by  themselves.  It 
was  noticeable  that  Dorothy  talked  to  her  father 


ANOTHER  ''SIDE-TRACK.''  857 

this  time  even  more  than  usual,  and  seemed  not 
to  be  quite  happy  when  he  was  out  of  her  sight. 
Yet  the  day  passed  very  peacefully,  and  on 
Monday  morning  Dorothy  certainly  seemed,  as 
Caroline  had  said,  stronger  than  she  had  for 
weeks.  "I  believe  the  child  is  getting  better," 
said  the  grandmother,  with  decision.  "Her 
face  is  less  pallid  than  it  was,  and  this  morning 
she  really  has  a  little  color.  I  felt  sure  the 
seaside  would  do  her  good.  Can't  you  see  she 
is  improved.  Doctor?  You  are  always  so  de- 
spondent, so  inclined  to  look  on  the  dark  side." 

The  doctor  smiled.  "  Am  1?"  he  said.  ''  I 
have  need  to  find  a  bright  side,  if  there  is  one, 
surely.     She  is  all  we  have,  mother." 

To  Dorothy's  eager  question  as  to  whether 
her  father  must  take  the  early  train,  and 
whether  he  was  sure  that  he  could  plan  to 
come  down  on  Saturday  just  a  little  earlier 
than  usual,  so  that  they  might  have  a  visit 
together  on  the  beach  before  sunset,  he  an- 
swered, with  a  smile  that  he  tried  to  make 
bright  and  cheery  :  ' '  We  needn't  discuss  those 
points  to-day,  Dorothy ;  I  am  going  to  take  a 
vacation  and  stay  over.     I  arranged  with  Dr. 


358  ANOTHER   ''SIDE-TRACK.'' 

Boydner  to  look  after  my  patients,  and  assured 
him  that  for  the  one  working  day  of  the  three 
hundred  and  sixty-five  I  was  to  be  at  leisure, 
and  give  myself  to  the  delights  of  my  family. 
Dorothy,  I  have  brought  with  me  a  new  toy 
that  I  think  you  will  enjoy.  It  was  brought  up 
from  the  station  Saturday  evening,  after  you 
and  Caroline  had  retired,  and  is  in  my  private 
room  all  ready  for  exhibition.  Come  to  me  as 
soon  as  you  have  had  your  breakfast,  and  I 
promise  you  a  delightful  entertainment." 


CHAPTER  XXIV^. 

AT    LAST. 

THE  '*  new  toy  "  was  nothing  more  nor  less 
than  a  phonograph,  a  machine  in  which 
Dr.  Forsythe  had  been  deeply  interested  for 
sorr^e  time,  and  whose  mechanical  workings  he 
had  studied  with  great  care.  He  now  took  the 
deepest  interest  in  explaining  in  detail,  both  to 
Dorothy  and  Caroline,  the  practical  working  of 
this  wonderful  little  instrument ;  then  unlocked 
its  gate,  put  in  a  cylinder,  turned  on  the  power, 
and  called  upon  Dorothy  to  talk  to  it. 

''What  shall  I  say,  papa?"  she  asked,  a 
pretty  pink  flush  of  excitement  on  her  fair 
cheek. 

*'  Say  anything  you  please,  daughter.     Speak 

in  your  natural  tone  of  voice,  just  as  though 

you  were  talking  to  me,  and  use  any  words  you 

please ;  you  can  talk  to  mamma,  if  you  choose, 

359 


360  AT  LAST. 

or  to  grandmother  or  Caroline.  It  will  take 
down  every  word  you  utter." 

Sure  enough  it  did,  and  was  an  object  of 
absorbing  interest  to  Dorothy  all  the  morning. 
Cylinder  after  cylinder  was  placed  at  intervals 
during  the  day,  and  she  was  permitted  to  talk 
to  them ;  to  sing,  in  her  sweet,  clear  voice,  one 
of  her  favorite  hymns ;  to  recite  a  poem  of 
which  both  she  and  her  mother  were  especially 
fond,  and  to  say  all  manner  of  loving  words. 
It  was  noticeable  that  Dr.  Forsythe,  though  he 
had  explained  the  economy  of  the  invention, 
by  showing  them  how  to  pare  a  cylinder  after 
it  had  once  been  used  and  copied,  so  that  it 
might  be  used  again  and  again,  even  to  the 
number  of  seventy  times  or  more,  would  care- 
fully set  away  in  a  box  on  an  upper  shelf  every 
one  to  which  Dorothy  had  spoken,  with  direc- 
tions that  they  on  no  account  be  disturbed. 

To  the  astonishment  and  delight  of  his  daugh- 
ter. Dr.  Forsythe  announced  the  next  morning 
that  he  intended  to  take  another  play  day.  *'I 
feel  a  year  or  two  younger  on  account  of  this 
one,"  he  said  smilingly,  "and  I  have  tele- 
graphed Dr.  Boydner  that  he  need  not  expect 


AT  LAST.  a«l 

me  to-day.  He  said  I  would  become  so  fasci- 
nated with  the  phonograph  that  I  wouldn't  be 
able  to  tear  myself  away,  so  he  will  understand 
at  least  one  of  my  reasons." 

Another  long  bright  day,  full  of  interest  and 
satisfaction  to  Dorothy,  was  spent  by  the  little 
family  of  which  Caroline  seemed  to  herself  to 
have  become  a  part.  Mrs.  Forsythe,  whom  the 
sea  breezes  had  really  improved,  was  able  to 
rest  on  the  couch  in  the  doctor's  room  and  en- 
joy with  them  the  ''talking  machine,"  as  Doro- 
thy had  named  it,  which  did  not  in  the  least 
lose  its  charm.  Later  in  the  day,  after  the 
mother  had  been  carried  in  her  husband's  strong 
arms  to  her  own  room  for  a  rest,  Dorothy  and 
Caroline  were  alone  together.  Dorothy  had 
be«n  lying  back  among  the  pillows,  resting 
also.  Suddenly  she  roused  herself  and  looked 
toward  the  phonograph. 

"  Caroline,  put  a  cylinder  in  the  talking  ma- 
chine, please.  I  want  to  talk  a  letter  to  papa 
and  mamma.  I  know  why  papa  doesn't  want 
any  of  those  up  on  the  shelf  pared ;  he  wants 
to  keep  his  little  Dorothy's  voice  to  talk  to  him 
next  winter.     Isn't  it  nice  that  he  can  ?     Now 


362  AT  LAST. 

I  will  talk  a  letter  to  him  and  mamma  that  they 
will  not  know  anything  about,  until  some  day 
you  will  tell  them,  and  it  will  please  them  very 
much."  Caroline  had  no  words  to  answer. 
Silently  she  fitted  the  cylinder  into  the  machine, 
pushed  up  the  chair  for  Dorothy,  arranged  the 
pillow  at  her  back,  turned  on  the  power,  and 
stood  waiting  to  see  what  she  was  to  do  next. 

''Now,"  said  Dorothy,  smiling  up  at  her, 
"would  you  just  please  to  go  into  the  other 
room  and  leave  me  all  alone  a  little  while?  I 
want  to  talk  some  words  to  papa  and  mamma 
just  for  them,  you  know.  They  are  good-by 
words,  Caroline,  that  I  don't  know  how  to  say 
to  them,  because  it  makes  them  feel  badly ;  but 
some  day  they  will  like  to  put  the  cylinder  in 
this  machine  and  hear  it  say  the  words  in  hiy 
own  voice." 

Tears  were  choking  Caroline's  voice  so  that 
she  could  not  answer,  except  by  kisses,  which 
she  left  on  the  two  fair  cheeks  as  she  moved 
softly  away.  She  waited  at  the  door  outside 
for  Dorothy's  call,  and  presently  it  came. 

"I've  finished  it,"  said  Dorothy,  in  a  tone 
of    intense   satisfaction;    "a   nice    long    talk. 


AT  LAST.  36S 

Put  it  away,  Caroline,  on  the  very  top  shelf, 
and  put  a  little  slip  of  paper  inside  marked 
'  Dorothy's  talk  to  papa  and  mamma.'  I've 
said  some  sweet  good- by  words  to  them.  It  is 
very  nice ;  I  am  so  glad  papa  brought  the 
phonograph  down  to  me,  so  I  could  talk  to  it 
for  them.  I  meant  to  write  a  little  letter,  but 
this  is  a  great  deal  nicer,  isn't  it,  Caroline  ?  be- 
cause they  can  hear  my  voice  say  the  words. 
Now  let  us  go  to  mamma's  room  and  see  the 
sun  set.  There  will  be  a  lovely  sunset  to-night, 
I  think ;  those  clouds  over  there  are  beginning 
to  reflect  it  already." 

In  a  few  moments  more  she  was  cosily  settled 
on  a  couch  in  her  mother's  room,  her  head  rest- 
ing on  the  pillow  beside  her  mother's,  one  hand 
clasped  in  her  father's,  and  her  face  turned 
toward  the  glowing  west.  It  was  a  wonderful 
sunset  —  unlike  any  which  Caroline  had  ever 
remembered  before.  They  talked  about  it  for 
a  few  minutes,  called  one  another's  attention  to 
the  lovely  gold,  the  glowing  crimson,  with  its 
background  of  violet  shading  into  even  darker 
hues,  and  the  clouds  took  strange  shapes  like 
castles  and  towers  burnished  with  gold. 


364  AT  LAST. 

''There's  a  door,"  said  Dorothy  suddenly, 
her  eyes  fixed  on  the  glory.  "The  door  of 
Heaven,  and  it  is  wide  open ;  it  looks  as  though 
there  were  angels  standing  in  the  door  beckon- 
ing. Do  you  see  them,  papa?  Look,  mamma, 
look,  Caroline  ;  angels  and  angels,  ever  so  many 
of  them,  right  in  the  door  and  all  about  it. 
Ah !  there,  they  have  gone,  and  the  door  is  shut." 

She  was  still  again.  They  were  all  very  still. 
A  strange  hush  seemed  to  have  fallen  upon 
them,  broken  first  by  the  sound  of  a  stifled 
sob,  for  grandmother  was  crying.  A  moment 
more  and  Dr.  Forsythe  arose,  turned  on  the 
gas,  which  had  been  but  a  faint  glimmer,  and 
bent  over  Dorothy.  She  lay  just  as  she  had 
when  the  twilight  began ;  face  close  to  her 
mother's  on  the  pillow,  one  hand  clasped  in 
hers.  But  Dr.  Forsythe,  bending  low  till  his 
lips  touched  hers,  said  tremulously,  "Our  dar- 
ling has  gone  in,  and  the  door  is  shut." 

There  was  a  sad  journey  back  to  Philadelphia, 
can'ying  with  them  the  precious  body  whose  soul 
went  home  in  that  twilight,  when  to  her  the 
doors  of  Heaven  seemed  to  open,  and  the 
angels  came  to  meet  her. 


AT  LAST.  366 

Those  had  been  sad,  anxious  days  which  fol- 
lowed. Mrs.  Forsythe,  shocked  by  the  blow, 
which  with  all  her  preparation  had  at  last  come 
suddenly,  for  a  few  days  sank  rapidly,  and  it 
seemed  for  a  time  as  though  she,  too,  was  go- 
ing aw^ay.  But  she  rallied,  and  tried  bravely 
to  take  nourishing  food,  and  to  sleep  and  rest, 
and  not  wear  out  her  heart  with  weeping. 

'*I  must  not  go  yet,"  she  said  to  Caroline, 
with  a  faint  smile;  "it  would  be  too  hard  for 
the  doctor.  He  cannot  spare  Dorothy  and  me 
both  at  once.  Dorothy  would  want  me  to  stay 
and  comfort  him.     I  must  try  to  grow  strong." 

Once  during  those  trying  days  had  Dr.  For- 
sythe paused  in  his  busy,  anxious  life,  to  lay  a 
kind  hand  on  Caroline's  shoulder,  and  say  earn- 
estly :  "Child,  you  are  a  comfort  to  us.  I 
hardly  see  how  we  could  have  done  without 
you.  It  will  be  a  blessed  memory  to  us  always 
that  you  were  with  our  little  girl  to  the  last 
moment  —  went  to  the  very  door  with  her. 
We  can  never  forget  it,  Caroline.  You  have  a 
blessed  mother,  I  know,  and  no  one  must  step 
in  and  take  her  place ;  but  next  to  her,  my 
child,  think  of  Dorothy's  father  and  mother  as 


866  AT  LAST. 

your  own.  You  will  always  be  to  us  a  dear 
older  daughter.  For  your  own  sake,  as  well  as 
for  the  sake  of  the  one  you  loved,  we  shall  de- 
light to  plan  for  you  as  if  you  were  indeed  our 
very  own." 

Mrs.  Forsythe  said  it  differently.  Caroline 
was  one  evening  arranging  the  pillows,  just  as 
some  way  she  had  a  talent  for  doing,  and  Doro- 
thy's mother  reached  up,  put  a  fair  arm  around 
her  neck,  drew  her  head  close  down  to  the  pil- 
low, and  said:  "Dear  little  girl!  Dorothy's 
Caroline  and  my  Caroline.  Love  us  for  her 
sake,  won't  you?  You  must  go  home  very 
soon ;  that  is  right,  of  course ;  it  is  hard  to 
have  kept  you  so  long.  But  when  you  have 
had  a  good  long  rest  and  visit  come  back  to  us, 
dear.  Think  of  your  school  duties,  and  home 
life  with  us.  Pet  me  instead  of  Dorothy,  dear ; 
I  need  it.  We  cannot  try  to  get  along  without 
you,  and  I  am  glad  there  is  no  need ;  for  you 
should  be  in  school,  and  there  are  no  better 
ones  than  we  can  offer  you." 

At  last  the  morning  came,  and  the  hour  and 
the  moment,  when  Caroline  Bryant  was  actually 
seated    in    the  Philadelphia  train  on  her  way 


AT  LAST.  367 

home,  whirling  over  the  road  which  she  had 
traveled,  a  desolate  little  girl,  so  many  months 
before.  How  different  everything  looked  to 
her;  how  utterly  different  everything  was.  She 
thought  of  that  forlorn  little  girl,  in  a  torn, 
soiled  dress  that  had  done  duty  all  day  in  the 
woods,  in  a  pair  of  heavy  shoes  much  the  worse 
for  wear,  gloveless,  and  without  wraps  or  bag- 
gage of  any  sort.  What  a  different  picture  was 
the  trim  maiden  who  occupied  a  seat  in  the  par- 
lor car,  clothed  from  head  to  foot  in  the  most 
becoming  and  appropriate  of  traveling  costumes 
— hat  and  gloves  and  all  her  belongings  match- 
ing exquisitely  —  and  at  her  side  a  modern 
traveling  bag  carefully  stocked  with  every  con- 
venience that  a  young  traveler  could  possibly 
need. 

Conductor  Brinker  made  many  stops  at  her 
seat ;  opened  her  window  for  her  or  closed  it, 
drew  down  the  shade  or  put  it  up  as  occasion 
suggested,  and  did  everything  he  could  think 
of  for  her  comfort.  But  there  was  a  respect- 
ful air  about  it  all,  an  air  of  deference  such  as 
he  showed  to  ladies  ;  he  even  called  her  ^' Miss" 
when  he  brought  her  some  bright  flowers  which 


868  AT  LAST. 

she  had  caught  sight  of  by  the  roadside  and 
admired. 

Caroline  smiled,  and  answered  promptly :  '*I 
am  just  Caroline,  Mr.  Brinker;  don't  call  me 
anything  else.  Here  is  a  paper  of  bonbons 
which  I  wish  you  would  take  to  Daisy  and 
Bubby.  I  was  going  around  to  say  good-by 
and  leave  them,  but  I  hadn't  time,  so  I  thought 
I  would  bring  them  along  and  give  them  to 
you." 

Great  was  Conductor  Brinker' s  pleasure  at 
this.  ''Bubby  would  be  tickled  to  death,"  he 
declared.  He  remembered  her,  of  course  he 
did !  He  talked  about  her  for  days  after  the 
last  time  she  was  there.  And  Daisy  was  very 
well ;  getting  to  be  a  right  good  smart  girl,  her 
father  said.  ''Goes  to  school  regular  as  clock- 
work. Means  to  grow  up  a  smart  lady  like 
her  Caroline,"  and  he  smiled  broadly. 

As  the  day  wore  away,  and  the  train  neared 
the  familiar  station  which  meant  home  and 
mother  and  Ben  and  little  Daisy  to  this  home- 
sick heart,  Caroline  had  much  to  do  to  maintain 
her  dignity.  She  felt  at  times  as  though  she 
must  tell  all  the  passengers  her  story.     How 


AT  LAST.  869 

she  had  gone  to  Philadelphia  oh !  ever  and  ever 
so  long  ago,  without  any  intention  on  her  part, 
and  staid  without  any  expectation  of  doing  so, 
and  been  s-ide-tracked  a  great  many  times  when 
she  was  about  to  start  for  home,  but  that  now 
she  was  really  and  truly  within  three  miles  of 
home !  However,  she  did  nothing  of  the  kind, 
but  sat  erect,  with  her  cheeks  growing  pinker 
and  pinker,  and  looked  steadily  out  of  the  win- 
dow. They  passed  the  Junction,  which  had 
caused  her  so  much  trouble,  without  so  much 
as  a  halt. 

The  sun  was  set,  and  the  street  lamps  were 
being  lighted  as  they  rolled  into  the  station ;  at 
last  she  was  at  home.  Outside  were  mother, 
and  Ben,  and  Daisy,  and  Mr.  Holden,  and 
Mrs.  Kedwin,  and  Fanny  and  Rufus !  She 
could  see  them,  every  one,  even  before  the 
train  stopped.  She  tapped  on  the  window  and 
fluttered  her  handkerchief,  and  Ben  caught  a 
glimpse  of  it.  Before  she  could  make  her  way 
to  the  platform  he  was  beside  her. 

What  a  home-coming  was  that ! 

"My  darling!"  said  Mrs.  Bryant,  folding 
both  arms  about  her,   and   giving   her  such  a 


370  AT  LAST. 

long,  long  kiss  that  Daisy  felt  as  though  her 
turn  were  never  coming.  "My  darling,  we 
have  you  indeed !  " 

*'Why,  Line  Bryant,"  said  Fanny  Kedwin, 
"  how  you  are  rigged  up  !  Dear  me,  I  should 
think  you  were  going  to  a  party.'*  But  Caro- 
line was  being  smothered  in  Daisy's  arms,  hear- 
ing her  soft,  tremulous  voice  murmur,  "My 
Line,"  and  had  no  ears  for  Fanny  Kedwin. 

They  came  over  that  evening,  Fanny  and 
Rufus,  with  their  mother.  "The  children  had 
to  come,"  said  Mrs.  Kedwin.  "I  told  them 
they  ought  to  stay  away  one  night  and  give 
you  a  chance  to  visit  with  your  folks ;  but  they 
were  that  crazy  to  see  you  that  they  couldn't 
give  it  up.  My  sakes.  Line !  but  you  have 
grown  into  a  fine  lady,  sure  enough.  '  Fine 
feathers  make  fine  birds,'  that's  a  fact.  They 
have  got  good  taste,  I'll  say  that  for  them,  and 
you  are  a  pretty  girl,  anyhow.  Clothes  look 
well  on  you." 

Caroline  laughed  and  blushed,  while  Ben 
gravely  gave  it  as  his  opinion  that  clothes 
looked  pretty  well  on  most  people. 

"Are  you  going  back  there?"  asked  Fanny 


AT  LAST,  871 

a  little  later,  as  Caroline  obliged  herself  to  go 
away  from  her  mother's  side  and  sit  down  by 
the  young  folks  for  a  little  talk. 

*'Say,  Line,  Ben  says  you  are  going  back' 
there.     Are  you?" 

"Yes,'*  said  Caroline ;  "I  am  going  back  to 
school.  The  schools  are  splendid  there,  you 
know,  and  I  am  to  go  through ;  complete  my 
education  and  graduate,  if  I  want  to." 

"  O,  my  sakes  !  "  said  P^anny,  '^  what  luck.'* 

"I  think  as  much,"  said  Rufus.  "Say,  you 
folks,  do  you  know  that  it  is  exactly  a  year  ago 
to-day  that  we  went  nutting?  " 

"That's  a  fact,"  said  Ben,  considering  for  a 
moment.  "Line,  it  took  you  a  whole  year  to 
get  home  from  a  nutting  excursion ;  just  think 
of  it!" 

' '  And  only  think  of  all  the  things  that  have 
happened  since,"  said  Rufus.  "I  tell  you 
what  it  is.  Line  Bryant,  I  am  the  one  to  be 
thanked  for  all  your  feathers,  ruffles  and 
watches,  and  I  don't  know  what  not.  If  it 
hadn't  been  for  me  going  off  that  night  leaving 
you  asleep,  and  all  that,  it  wouldn't  any  of  it 
ever  have  happened,     I  never  thought  of  that 


372:  AT  LAST. 

before.     AH  the  good  luck  yoir  have  had  this- 
year  has  come  through  me." 

' '  You  were  uever  williug  to  take  the  blame 
before,"  said  Ben,  laughing.  *'If  you  hadn't 
put  her  on  the  wrong  train  the  going  to  sleep 
wouldn't  have  done  any  harm.  But  never 
mind,  it's  all  over  now.  She's  got  back,  if  it 
has  taken  her  a  long  time  to  do  it." 

Caroline's  smile  came  through  a  mist  of  tears. 
She  could  not  talk  so  glibly  of  all  that  had  hap- 
pened as  they  could.  The  year  had  been  full 
of  blessing  to  her,  and  it  seemed  to  her  that 
she  could  never  be  grateful  enough  for  having 
known  and  loved  her  Dorothy,  but  the  pain  of 
parting  from  her,  and  of  doing  without  her, 
was  too  recent  for  her  to  be  able  to  laugh  and 
talk  cheerily  of  all  the  "  happenings  "  of  that 
year. 

*'I  suppose  they  gave  you  lots  of  things?" 
said  Fanny,  not  being  able  to  get  away  from 
the  practical  part  of  the  matter. 

"Is  that  your  best  dress  you  traveled  in? 
O,  my  sakes !  a  nicer  one  than  that  ?  Well, 
they  spent  lots  of  money  on  you,  that's  a  fact." 

Caroline    was     silent,     and     half-indignant. 


AT  LAST.  873 

How  rude  and  unrefined  and  almost  coarse 
this  old  friend  of  hers  had  grown !  The  year 
seemed  not  to  have  changed  her  in  the  least 
for  the  better.  She  had  had  in  mind  to  tell 
them  about  the  beautiful  soft  white  dresses, 
and  blue  dresses,  and  wraps  and  hats,  which 
with  loving  thoughtfulness  Mrs.  Forsythe  had 
sent  to  Daisy.  "They  are  all  my  Dorothy's 
things,"  she  had  said,  when  she  took  the  key 
of  the  large  trunk  from  under  her  pillow  and 
handed  it  to  Caroline.  "  They  will  just  fit  your 
Daisy.  I  cannot  have  them  lie  and  grow  yellow 
and  creased  and  moth-eaten,  perhaps,  because 
my  darling  has  gone  to  Heaven  and  will  need 
them  no  more.  I  would  a  great  deal  rather 
Daisy  had  them.  Besides,  she  wanted  it  so. 
She  sent  them  to  Daisy  herself.  That  was  one 
of  the  messages  in  her  letter,  Caroline." 

Caroline  had  thought  to  tell  about  the  letter 
given  to  the  "talking  machine,"  and  to  describe 
some  of  the  pretty  things  in  the  trunk,  and  tell 
them  how  sweet  Dorothy  had  looked  in  them, 
but  Fanny's  sordid  views  and  disagreeable  ways 
of  talking  closed  her  lips.  She  felt  sure  that 
they  would  not  understand. 


874  AT  LAST. 

*'  You  are  great  folks  for  luck,"  said  Rufus, 
with  a  sigh ;  "I  always  said  so,  and  if  this 
year  doesn't  prove  it  I  don't  know  what  does. 
To  think  that  because  that  train  was  twenty 
minutes  late  all  this  should  have  happened !  " 


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