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LIBRARY  , 

OF  THE 

UNIVERSITY  OF  CALIFORNIA. 

Class 


THE   VALLEY  OF    SHADOWS 


THE  VALLEY  OF 
SHADOWS 

RECOLLECTIONS  OF  THE  LINCOLN 
COUNTRY  1858-1863 

BY 

FRANCIS  GRIERSON 


BOSTON  AND  NEW  YORK 

HOUGHTON  MIFFLIN  COMPANY 
ftitier£itie  press  Cambridge 
1909 


COPYRIGHT,   1909,   BY   HOUGHTON   MIFFLIN  COMPANY 


PREFACE 

THIS  book  is  not  a  novel,  but  the  recollections  of 
scenes  and  episodes  of  my  early  life  in  Illinois  and 
Missouri,  the  writing  of  which  has  been  a  labour  of 
love.  A  cosmopolitan  life  in  the  different  capitals  of 
Europe  during  a  period  of  forty  years  has  not  sufficed 
to  alienate  the  romance  and  memory  of  those  wonderful 
times. 

In  looking  back  I  have  come  to  the  conclusion  that 
the  power  displayed  by  the  most  influential  preachers 
and  politicians  of  the  ante-bellum  days  in  Illinois  was 
a  power  emanating  from  the  spiritual  side  of  life,  and 
I  have  done  my  best  to  depict  the  "  silences  "  that 
belonged  to  the  prairies,  for  out  of  those  silences  came 
the  voices  of  preacher  and  prophet  and  a  host  of 
workers  and  heroes  in  the  great  War  of  Secession. 

In  1863  President  Lincoln  issued  his  famous  pro- 
clamation for  the  emancipation  of  the  slaves,  and  with 
it  the  old  order  passed  away  never  to  return.  Indeed, 
the  social  upheaval  of  that  year  was  greater  than  that 
produced  by  the  Declaration  of  Independence  in  1776, 
and  no  matter  what  happens  now,  the  old  political  and 
social  conditions  can  never  be  revived.  Not  only  have 
the  people  changed,  but  the  whole  face  of  the  nation 
has  changed — the  prairies  are  gone,  and  luxurious 


vi  PREFACE 

homes  are  to  be  found  in  the  places  where  log-houses, 
primitive  woods,  and  wild  flowers  were  the  only 
prominent  features  of  the  landscape  for  many  miles 
together. 

I  have  recorded  my  impressions  of  the  passing  of 
the  old  democracy  and  the  old  social  system  in  the 
United  States,  and,  curiously  enough,  I  witnessed 
again  in  1869-70,  while  residing  in  Paris,  the  passing 
of  another  social  order — that  of  Napoleon  and  the 
Empire,  the  recollections  of  which  I  shall  leave  for  a 
future  volume. 

F.  G. 

MILL  HOUSE, 
EADCLIVE, 

BUCKINGHAM. 

January,  1909. 


PREFACE  TO  THE  AMERICAN 
EDITION 

ON  presenting  to  the  American  public  this  vivid  record 
of  a  remarkable  epoch  in  our  history,  the  publishers  have 
thought  that  some  account  of  the  author  might  not  be  out 
of  place.  Indeed  the  recollections  contained  in  the  follow- 
ing pages,  interesting  as  they  are  in  themselves,  take,  from 
the  unusual  and  romantic  career  of  the  writer,  an  added 
import  and  significance. 

Francis  Grierson  was  born  in  Cheshire,  England,  Septem- 
ber 18, 1848,  and  his  parents  emigrated  to  Illinois  in  March, 
1849,  to  join  relatives  already  settled  in  that  state.  He  is  a 
cousin  of  General  B.  H.  Grierson,  and  a  direct  descendant 
of  Robert  Grierson,  the  "Redgauntlet"  of  Scott's  famous 
novel.  His  father  became  an  American  citizen,  helped  to 
elect  Lincoln,  and  returned  to  England  in  1871.  The  boy, 
who  early  developed  a  remarkable  musical  gift,  preceded  his 
father  in  his  return,  was  introduced  to  the  social  and  artistic 
world  of  Paris  in  the  late  sixties  by  Alexandre  Dumas,  the 
author  of  "  Monte  Cristo,"  and  soon  became  acquainted  with 
the  social,  artistic,  and  political  leaders  of  the  times.  With- 
out money,  without  letters  of  introduction,  without  aid 
from  any  one,  he  became  the  musical  celebrity  of  the  day. 
Up  to  this  time  Chopin  had  been  regarded  as  the  last  word 
in  the  domain  of  musical  inspiration  and  the  magical  art  of 

225236 


vi     PREFACE  TO  THE  AMERICAN  EDITION 

improvisation.  The  new  prodigy  evoked  not  only  the  char- 
acteristics of  past  musical  epochs,  but  the  musical  soul  of 
ancient  Egypt,  Assyria,  Palestine,  and  Greece.  He  would 
pass  from  a  suave  melody  of  the  Italian  school,  or  from  a 
symphonic  movement  of  the  German,  to  a  languid  melody 
of  the  East,  the  pomp  or  melancholy  of  Nineveh  or  Babylon. 
And  it  is  said  that  at  certain  wonderful  moments,  he  could 
add  the  strangest,  most  inexplicable  voice,  that  did  not  fol- 
low the  music  but  went  along  with  it,  almost  independent  of 
it,  rising  up  from  out  the  middle  chords  of  the  piano,  faintly 
at  first,  and  at  last  filling  the  room  with  indescribable  and 
thrilling  tones.  The  sensations  produced  were  all  the  more 
profound  because  the  playing  was  so  spontaneous  on  the 
part  of  the  performer.  Improvisation  was  the  real  key  to 
the  power.  The  performer  himself  never  knew  what  would 
or  could  be  done.  The  music  came  with  the  charm  of  some- 
thing unlocked  for,  and  absolutely  new. 

Such  gifts  were  never  intended  for  the  public,  and  Mr. 
Grierson  restricted  his  performances  to  the  mansions  of  cul- 
tured people  and  the  salons  of  musical  leaders.  Yet  he  made 
some  exceptions,  consenting  once  in  a  while  to  sing  in  some 
great  church  or  cathedral.  He  sang  by  special  invitation  in 
Saint-Eustache  and  in  the  great  Basilica  of  Montmartre, 
in  Paris,  and  was  urged  by  Leon  Gastinelle,  the  composer 
of  sacred  music,  to  sing  the  principal  solos  in  his  new  mass 
to  be  given  in  Notre  Dame,  with  full  orchestra  and  chorus, 
at  the  fete  of  the  Annunciation  on  the  25th  of  March,  1870. 
From  Paris  he  went  to  London,  where  he  met  with  a  repe- 
tition of  his  Paris  triumphs.  When  the  season  closed  he 
accepted  an  invitation  to  visit  Baden,  then  the  leading 


PREFACE  TO  THE  AMERICAN  EDITION     vii 

gambling  centre  of  Europe,  and  the  most  fashionable  of  all 
watering  places.  The  Bishop  of  Baden  warmly  pressed  him 
to  sing  in  the  Cathedral  at  High  Mass.  Here  he  achieved  an 
unheard-of  triumph ;  he  sang  and  played  the  great  organ 
at  the  same  time.  In  St.  Petersburg  the  young  artist  passed 
some  time  as  a  guest  at  the  Imperial  Palace  of  Gatschina. 
After  remaining  one  year  in  Russia,  he  returned  to  Paris, 
after  which  he  again  visited  London.  He  then  went  to 
Berlin,  where  his  success  surpassed  that  of  any  virtuoso 
who  had  appeared  in  the  German  capital,  and  from  Berlin 
he  was  invited  by  King  Albert  of  Saxony,  the  soldier- 
musician,  to  dedicate  the  Queen's  new  music-room  in  the 
Strelitz  Palace. 

But  his  most  striking  success  was  achieved  during  his 
farewell  visit  to  Paris,  when  the  effect  produced  on  the 
minds  of  those  who  heard  him  at  that  time  surpassed  any- 
thing ever  experienced  in  the  French  capital.  Lectures 
were  given  to  explain,  from  a  theosophical  point  of  view, 
how  one  person,  ignorant  of  the  science  of  music,  and  with- 
out musical  instruction,  could  produce  such  a  variety  of 
musical  styles,  startling  effects,  unheard-of  combinations 
of  tone  and  harmony.  Sully  Prudhomme  declared  that  he 
could  not  find  words  in  the  French  dictionary  to  express 
the  sentiments  awakened  in  him  by  such  a  marvellous 
performance,  and  Stephane  Mallarme  declared  that  here 
was  a  prodigy  who  did  with  musical  sounds,  combinations, 
and  melodies  what  Poe  did  with  the  rhythm  of  words,  and 
that  afor  the  first  time  in  the  history  of  music  we  now 
have  the  real  poet  of  the  piano." 

Mr.  Grierson  gave  up  music  in  the  midst  of  his  greatest 


viii    PREFACE  TO  THE  AMERICAN  EDITION 

triumphs  "  to  get  down,"  as  he  said,  "  to  serious  work."  He 
had  been  waiting  patiently  for  the  time  to  come  when  he 
could  give  up  amusing  the  world  and  begin  to  write  some 
of  the  sentiments,  opinions,  judgments  which  he  had  long 
been  hoarding  up  in  silence.  His  musical  career  had  been 
but  a  schooling  for  the  art  of  writing.  It  had  been,  indeed,  as 
Alexandre  Dumas  had  hinted,  a  sort  of  magical  power,  not 
only  for  the  opening  of  doors  in  the  social  world,  but  the 
opening  of  the  doors  of  knowledge,  the  doors  of  fact  as 
opposed  to  illusion,  reality  as  opposed  to  dreams  and  theo- 
ries. He  decided  to  make  the  long-contemplated  plunge 
into  the  sea  of  literature.  He  chose  Paris  for  the  experi- 
ment, and  French  as  the  medium  for  his  thought.  The 
volume  was  composed  of  critical  essays,  and  after  its  ap- 
pearance its  author  was  hailed  by  academicians  and  criti- 
cal writers  as  a  prose  writer  of  the  first  order. 

Mr.  Grierson's  two  volumes  of  essays  in  English  — 
"Modern  Mysticism"  and  "The  Celtic  Temperament," 
issued  from  Ruskin  House  —  brought  him  immediate  re- 
cognition, not  only  as  an  original  stylist  but  as  a  thinker 
of  the  school  of  Maeterlinck.  The  present  volume,  a  ven- 
ture in  a  new  field,  will,  it  is  hoped,  win  him  many  new 
friends  among  American  readers. 


CONTENTS 


CHAPTER  PACK 

PROEM 1 

I.      THE    MEETING-HOUSE 5 

II.      THE    LOAD-BEARER 20 

III.  THE   LOG-HOUSE 32 

IV.  SOCRATES    GIVES   ADVICE 41 

v.     SILAS  JORDAN'S  ILLNESS 53 

VI.      THE    CABIN   OF   SOCRATES 60 

VII.  AT   THE   POST-OFFICE              ....  78 

VIII.  MY  VISIT   TO   THE   LOAD-BEARER's   HOME     ....  85 

IX.      A   NIGHT   OF   MYSTERY 99 

X.      SOWING  AND   REAPING 107 

XI.      THE   FLIGHT 118 

XII.      THE   CAMP-MEETING 134 

XIII.  THE    PIONEER   OF   THE    SANGAMON    COUNTRY           .            .            .  154 

XIV.  THE   REGULATORS 170 

XV.      ALTON   AND   THE   MISSISSIPPI 187 

XVI.      ABRAHAM   LINCOLN 195 

XVII.  ST.   LOUIS  :   SOCIETY   AND   THE    CHURCHES  ....  202 

XVIII.      THE   GREAT   FAIR 212 

xix.    THE  PLANTERS'  HOUSE 215 

XX.  THE   TORCH-LIGHT   PROCESSION              .                       .  222 


'2  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

and  courage;  but  the  evening  brought  back  the  old 
silences,  with  the  old,  unsolved  questionings,  strange 
presentiments,  premonitions,  sudden  alarms.  Yet 
over  and  around  all  a  kind  of  sub-conscious  humour 
welled  up,  which  kept  the  mind  hopeful  while  the 
heart  was  weary.  Dressed  in  butter-nut  jeans,  and 
swinging  idly  on  a  gate,  many  a  youth  of  the  time 
might  have  been  pointed  out  as  a  likely  senator,  poet, 
general,  ambassador,  or  even  president.  Never  was 
there  more  romance  in  a  new  country.  A  great 
change  was  coming  over  the  people  of  the  West. 
They  retained  all  the  best  characteristics  of  the 
Puritans  and  the  settlers  of  Maryland  and  Virginia, 
with  something  strangely  original  and  characteristic 
of  the  time  and  place,  something  biblical  applied  to 
the  circumstances  of  the  hour. 

Swiftly  and  silently  came  the  mighty  influences. 
Thousands  laboured  on  in  silence ;  thousands  were 
acting  under  an  imperative,  spiritual  impulse  without 
knowing  it ;  the  whole  country  round  about  Spring- 
field was  being  illuminated  by  the  genius  of  one  man, 
whose  influence  penetrated  all  hearts,  creeds,  parties, 
and  institutions. 

People  were  attracted  to  this  region  from  Kentucky, 
Missouri,  Indiana,  the  shores  of  the  Ohio,  the  British 
Isles,  France,  and  Germany.  Other  States  had  their 
special  attractions  :  Indiana,  Kentucky,  and  Missouri 
contained  hills  and  forests,  appealing  to  the  eye  by  a 
large  and  generous  variation  of  landscape ;  Iowa  and 
Kansas  sloped  upward  toward  the  West,  giving  to  the 
mind  an  ever-increasing  sense  of  hope  and  power. 
To  many,  Illinois  seemed  the  last  and  the  least  because 
the  most  level.  Only  a  poet  could  feel  the  charm  of 


PKOEM  8 

her  prairies,  only  a  far-seeing  statesman  could  predict 
her  future  greatness. 

The  prairie  was  a  region  of  expectant  watchfulness, 
and  life  a  perpetual  contrast  of  work  and  idleness, 
hope,  and  misgiving.  Across  its  bosom  came  the 
covered  wagons  with  their  human  freight,  arriving 
or  departing  like  ships  between  the  shores  of  strange, 
mysterious  worlds. 

The  early  Jesuit  missionaries  often  spoke  of  the 
Illinois  prairie  as  a  sea  of  grass  and  flowers.  A  breeze 
springs  up  from  the  shores  of  old  Kentucky,  or  from 
across  the  Mississippi  and  the  plains  of  Kansas, 
gathering  force  as  the  hours  steal  on,  gradually 
changing  the  aspect  of  Nature  by  an  undulating 
motion  of  the  grass,  until  the  breeze  has  become  a 
gale,  and  behold  the  prairie  a  rolling  sea !  The 
pennant-like  blades  dip  before  the  storm  in  low, 
rushing  billows  as  of  myriads  of  green  birds  skim- 
ming the  surface.  The  grassy  blades  bend  to  the 
rhythm  of  Nature's  music,  and  when  clouds  begin 
to  fleck  the  far  horizon  with  dim,  shifting  vapours, 
shadows  as  of  long  grey  wings,  swoop  down  over  the 
prairie,  while  here  and  there  immense  fleeting  veils 
rise  and  fall  and  sweep  on  towards  the  sky-line  in 
a  vague  world  of  mystery  and  illusion. 

The  prairies  possessed  a  charm  created  by  beauty 
instead  of  awe ;  for  besides  the  countless  wild  flowers, 
they  had  rivers,  creeks,  lakes,  groves,  and  wooded 
strips  of  country  bordering  the  larger  streams. 

Everywhere,  even  in  the  most  desolate  places,  at  all 
times  and  seasons,  signs  of  life  were  manifest  in  the 
traces,  flights,  and  sounds  of  animals  and  birds.  Over 
the  snow,  when  all  seemed  obliterated,  appeared  the 

B  2 


4  THE  VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

track  of  the  mink,  fox,  and  chick-a-dee,  while  during 
the  greater  part  of  the  year  the  grass,  woods,  and  air 
were  alive  with  winged  creatures  that  came  and  went 
in  a  perpetual  chorus  of  audible  or  inaudible  song. 

The  prairie  was  an  inspiration,  the  humble  settlers 
an  ever-increasing  revelation  of  human  patience  and 
progress.  There  was  a  charm  in  their  mode  of  living, 
and  real  romance  in  all  the  incidents  and  events  of 
that  wonderful  time. 


CHAPTEE  I 

THE    MEETING-HOUSE 

ALL  through  the  winter  the  meeting-house  on  Saul's 
Prairie  had  stood  deserted  and  dormant,  its  windows 
rattling  in  the  bleak  winds,  perhaps  longing  for  the 
coming  revivals  and  the  living,  vital  sympathy  of 
beings  "  clothed  in  garments  divine  "  ;  but  now,  how 
different  it  looked  on  this  wonderful  Sunday  morning, 
with  its  door  and  windows  wide  open,  the  flowers  in 
bloom,  and  the  birds  perched  on  the  tallest  weeds 
pouring  forth  their  song  !  The  fleckless  sky,  and  soft, 
genial  atmosphere  had  made  of  the  desolate  little 
meeting-house  and  its  surroundings  a  place  that 
resembled  a  second  Garden  of  Eden. 

How  calm  and  beautiful  was  the  face  of  Nature  ! 
The  prairie  here  in  Illinois,  in  the  heart  of  Lincoln's 
country,  had  a  spirit  of  its  own,  unlike  that  of  the 
forest,  and  I  had  come  to  look  upon  the  meeting- 
house as  a  place  possessing  a  sort  of  soul,  a  per- 
sonality which  made  it  stand  out  in  my  imagination  as 
being  unique  among  all  the  meeting-houses  I  had  ever 
seen.  It  must,  I  thought,  feel  the  states  of  the 
weather  and  the  moods  of  the  people. 

The  settlers  made  their  way  to  meeting  in  wagons, 
on  horseback  and  on  foot ;  and  for  nearly  an  hour 
people  straggled  in.  They  came  in  family  groups, 
and  a  moment  of  excitement  would  be  followed  by  a 
period  of  impatient  waiting.  They  came  from  the 


6  THE  VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

west,  where  a  faint  column  of  smoke  rose  in  a  zig- 
zag in  the  warm,  limpid  atmosphere  ;  from  the  north, 
where  houses  and  cabins  were  hidden  in  groves  or  in 
hollows ;  from  the  south,  where  a  forest  of  old  oaks 
and  elms  bordered  the  horizon  with  a  belt  of  dark 
green ;  and  from  the  east,  where  the  rolling  prairie 
spread  beyond  the  limits  of  vision,  a  far-reaching  vista 
of  grass  and  flowers. 

I  had  arrived  early  on  my  pony.  Our  neighbours 
would  be  here,  and  I  should  see  some  of  them  for  the 
first  time. 

Silas  Jordan  and  his  wife,  Kezia,  were  among  the 
first  to  arrive.  He,  small,  thin,  and  shrivelled,  with 
wiry  hair  and  restless  nerves,  had  a  face  resembling  a 
spider's  web  ;  cross-bars  of  crow's  feet  encircled  two 
small,  ferret-like  eyes,  sunk  deep  in  their  sockets,  out 
of  which  he  peered  with  eager  suspicion  at  the 
moving  phenomena  of  the  world.  She,  with  that 
deep  glow  that  belongs  to  the  dusk  of  certain  days  in 
autumn,  had  jet-black  hair,  smoothed  down  till  it 
covered  the  tops  of  her  ears ;  her  neck  rose  in  a 
column  from  between  two  drooping  shoulders,  and  her 
great  languid  eyes  looked  out  on  the  world  and  the 
people  like  stars  from  a  saffron  sunset.  Dark  and 
dreamy,  she  seemed  a  living  emblem  of  the  tall,  dark 
flowers  and  the  willows  that  bordered  the  winding 
rivers  and  creeks  of  the  prairies. 

Then  came  the  Busby s  on  a  horse  that  "  carried 
double,"  Serena  Busby  wearing  a  new  pink  calico 
dress  and  sun-bonnet,  the  colour  clashing  with  her 
reddish  hair  and  freckled  face. 

When  these  had  settled  in  their  seats  there  came 
one  of  those  half-unearthly  spells  of  silence  and 


THE   MEETING-HOUSE  7 

waiting  not  unlike  those  moments  at  a  funeral  just 
before  the  mourners  and  the  minister  make  their 
appearance. 

I  had  taken  a  seat  inside  for  a  while,  but  I  slipped 
out  again  just  in  time  to  see  a  man  come  loping  along 
on  a  small,  shaggy  horse,  man  and  animal  looking  as 
if  they  had  both  grown  up  on  the  prairie  together. 
It  was  Zack  Caverly,  nicknamed  Socrates.  Zack 
was  indeed  a  Socrates  of  the  prairie  as  well  in  looks 
as  in  speech,  and  the  person  who  first  called  him  after 
the  immortal  sage  had  one  of  those  flashes  of  inspi- 
ration that  come  now  and  then  to  the  scholar  whose 
cosmopolitan  experience  permits  him  to  judge  men  by 
a  single  phrase  or  a  gesture.  He  tied  his  horse  to  a 
hitching-post,  then  stood  at  the  door  waiting  to  see 
what  new  faces  would  appear  at  the  meeting.  Here 
he  met  his  old  acquaintance  Silas  Jordan. 

The  talk  soon  turned  to  personalities. 

"  Have  ye  heerd  who  them  folks  is  down  yander  in 
the  Log-House  ?  "  began  Silas,  alluding  to  the  new 
home  of  my  parents. 

"They  air  from  the  old  kintry,"  Socrates  answered, 
his  round  eyes  blinking  in  a  manner  not  to  be  de- 
scribed. 

"  Kinder  stuck  up  for  these  diggings,  I'm  thinkinV 

"  I  'low  they  ain't  like  us  folks,"  was  the  careless 
response.  "  They  hed  a  heap  o'  hired  help  whar  they 
come  from." 

"  The  Squar  tole  me  hisself  what  kyounties  he  hez 
lived  in  sence  he  come  from  the  old  kintry.  He  hez 
lived  in  two  kyounties  in  Missouri  en  in  four  kyounties 
in  Illinois,  and  now  I  reckon  it's  root  hog  or  die  ez  fur 
ez  these  diggins  goes.  It's  his  second  trial  on  prairie 


8  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

land.  He  'lows  it'll  be  the  last  if  things  don't  plough 
up  jest  ez  he's  sot  his  mind  te  havin'  'em.  He's 
a-layin'  in  with  the  Abolitionists,  and  he  voted  oncet 
fer  Abe  Lincoln,  en  he  sez  he  air  ready  te  do  it 
ag'in." 

Socrates  looked  down  the  road,  and  exclaimed : 

"  Bless  my  stars  !  if  thar  ain't  Elihu  Gest !  He's 
got  a  stranger  with  him." 

When  Elihu  Gest  hitched  his  horse  to  the  fence 
Socrates  greeted  him : 

"  Howdy,  howdy,  Brother  Gest.  I  war  wonderin' 
what  hed  become  o'  ye.  Ain't  seen  ye  in  a  coon's 
age." 

Elihu  Gest  was  known  as  the  "  Load-Bearer."  He 
had  earned  this  nickname  by  his  constant  efforts  to 
assume  other  people's  mental  and  spiritual  burdens. 
The  stranger  he  brought  with  him  was  the  preacher. 

"  I  war  jes'  wonderin'  ez  I  come  along,"  said  the 
Load-Bearer,  "  what  the  Know-nothin's  en  sech  like 
air  a-goin'  te  do,  seein'  ez  how  Lincoln  en  Douglas  air 
dividin'  the  hull  yearth  a-twixt  'em." 

"  Providence  created  the  Know-nothin's  te  fill 
up  the  chinks,"  answered  Zack  Caverly,  "  en  ye 
know  it  don't  noways  matter  what  ye  fill  'em  up 
with." 

"  I  'low  the  chinks  hez  to  be  filled  up  somehow," 
replied  the  Load-Bearer,  "  en  a  log-cabin  air  a  mighty 
good  place  te  live  in  when  a  man's  too  pore  te  live  in 
a  frame  house." 

"  Thet's  it ;  them  thar  politicioners  like  Abe  Lincoln 
en  Steve  Douglas  hev  quit  livin'  in  log-cabins,  en 
thar  ain't  no  chinks  fer  the  Know-nothin'  party  te  fill," 
said  Socrates. 


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He  had  taken  out  a  big  jack-knife  and  was  whittling 
a  stick. 

"  'Pears  like  thar's  allers  three  kyinds  o'  every- 
thing— thar  war  the  Whigs,  the  Demicrats,  en  the 
Know-nothin's,  en  thar  air  three  kyinds  o'  folks  all 
over  this  here  kintry — the  Methodists,  the  Hard- 
shells,  en  them  thet's  saft  at  feedin'-time,  plumb  open 
fer  vittles  en  dead  shet  agin  religion.  Ez  I  war  ex- 
plainin'  te  Squar  Briggs  t'other  day,  in  the  heavings 
thar  air  the  sun,  the  moon,  en  the  stars ;  thet  air  three 
kyinds  agin.  En  whar  hev  ye  ever  see  a  kivered 
wagin  'thout  hosses,  creatur's,  en  yaller  dogs  ?  The 
yaller  dogs  air  steppin'-stones  te  the  hosses,  the  hosses 
comin'  in  right  betwixt  the  varmints  en  human  bein's, 
which  the  Scriptur'  sez  air  jest  a  leetle  below  the 
angels.  But  ye'd  never  guess  'thout  a  heap  o'  cute 
thinkin'  thet  a  yaller  dog  could  make  hisself  so  kinder 
useful  like  ez  wal  ez  pertickler.  Ez  fer  folks  gen'ly, 
thar  air  three  kyinds — Yankees,  niggers,  en  white 
people/' 

"  Ye  don't  calc'late  te  reckon  niggers  ez  folks  ! " 
ejaculated  Silas  Jordan. 

"  They  air  folks  jes  like  we  air,"  said  the  Load- 
Bearer,  "  en  they  hev  souls  te  save.  They  air  bein' 
called  on,  but  somehow  the  slave-owners  ain't  got  no 
ears  fer  the  call." 

"  Wal,"  chimed  in  Socrates,  "I  ain't  agin  th? 
Abolitionists,  en  up  te  now  I  ain't  tuck  much  int'rest 
in  the  argimints  fer  en  ag'inst.  I  ain't  called  on  fer  te 
jedge  noways."  He  looked  about  him  and  continued : 
"  They  air  talkin'  'bout  freein'  the  niggers,  but  some  o7 
these  here  settlers  ain't  got  spunk  'nough  te  choose 
thar  partner  fer  a  dance,  ner  ile  'nough  in  thar  j'ints  te 


10  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

bow  in  a  ladies'  chain.  Mebbe  arter  all  the  niggers 
air  a  sight  better  off  'n  we  uns  air.  They  ain't  got 
no  stakes  in  the  grounV 

At  this  point  there  was  a  shuffling  of  feet  and 
spitting.  Then  his  thoughts  turned  to  the  past. 

"  Afore  Buchanan's  election  I  hed  all  the  fiddlin'  I 
could  do,  but  when  Pete  Cartwright  come  along  he 
skeered  'em,  en  when  the  Baptists  come  they  doused 
'em  in  p'isen  cold  water,  en  now  folks  air  predictin'  the 
end  o'  the  world  by  this  here  comet.*  I'll  be  doggoned 
if  I've  drawed  the  bow  oncet  sence  folks  got  skeered 
plumb  te  thar  marrer-bones  !  T'other  night  when  I 
heerd  sunthin'  snap  I  warn't  thinkin'  o'  the  fiddle,  en 
when  I  tuck  it  down  the  nex'  day  jes'  te  fondle  it  a 
leetle  fer  ole  times'  sake  I  see  it  war  the  leadin'  string ; 
en  good,  lastin'  catgut  air  skase  ez  crowin'  hens  in 
these  'ere  parts." 

Silas  Jordan,  returning  to  the  subject  of  my  parents, 
remarked : 

"  I  reckon  them  Britishers  at  the  Log-House  '11 
hev  te  roll  up  en  wade  in  if  they  want  te  git  on  in 
this  here  deestric'." 

Just  then  the  talk  was  interrupted  by  the  appearance 
of  the  persons  in  question,  and  the  crowd  at  the  door 
stared  in  silence  as  they  walked  in.  When  Silas 
recovered  his  wits  he  continued  his  remarks  : 

"  She's  got  on  a  store  bunnit  en  he's  got  on  a  b'iled 
shirt."  To  which  Socrates  replied,  without  evincing 
the  least  surprise : 

"  Tallest  man  I've  seed  in  these  parts  'cept  Abe 
Lincoln." 

*  Donati's  great  comet. 


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There  was  a  pause,  during  which  the  two  men  gazed 
through  the  open  door  at  the  tall  man  who  had  passed 
in  and  taken  a  seat. 

There  was  something  strangely  foreign  and  remote 
in  the  impression  my  parents  produced  at  the  meeting. 
My  mother  wore  a  black  silk  gown  and  a  black  bonnet 
with  a  veil;  the  tall,  straight  figure  of  my  father 
appeared  still  taller  with  his  long  frock  coat  and  high 
collar,  and  his  serious  face  and  Eoman  nose  gave  him 
something  of  a  patriarchal  look,  although  he  was  still 
in  the  prime  of  life.  The  arrival  of  the  family  from 
the  Log-House  caused  a  flutter  of  curiosity,  but  when 
it  was  seen  that  the  new-comers  were  devout  wor- 
shippers the  congregation  began  to  settle  down  to  a 
spirit  of  religious  repose. 

It  was  a  heterogeneous  gathering  :  humorists  who 
were  unconscious  of  their  humour,  mystics  who  did  not 
understand  their  strange,  far-reaching  power,  senti- 
mental dreamers  who  did  their  best  to  live  down  their 
emotions,  old-timers  and  cosmopolitans  with  a  marvel- 
lous admixture  of  sense  and  sentiment,  political  pro- 
phets who  could  foresee  events  by  a  sudden,  illu- 
minating flash  and  foretell  them  in  a  sudden,  pithy 
sentence.  It  was  a  wonderful  people,  living  in  a 
second  Canaan,  in  an  age  of  social  change  and  upheaval, 
in  a  period  of  political  and  phenomenal  wonders. 

A  vague  longing  filled  the  hearts  of  the  worshippers. 
With  the  doubts  and  misgivings  of  the  present,  there 
was  a  feeling  that  to-morrow  would  bring  the  realisa- 
tion of  all  the  yearnings  and  promises,  and  when  the 
preacher  rose  and  announced  that  wistful  old  hymn  : 

"  In  the  Christian's  home  in  glory 
There  remains  a  land  of  rest," 


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an  instant  change  was  produced  in  the  faces  of  the 
people.  Silas  Jordan  led  the  singing  in  a  high,  shrill 
voice  which  descended  on  the  meeting  like  a  cold  blast 
through  a  broken  window,  but  Uriah  Busby,  always 
on  the  look-out  for  squalls,  neutralised  the  rasping 
sounds  by  his  full,  melodious  waves.  His  voice  gave 
forth  an  unctuous  security,  not  unmixed  with  a  good 
part  of  Christian  gallantry.  In  it  there  was  some- 
thing hearty  and  fraternal ;  it  leavened  conditions  and 
persons,  and  made  the  strangers  feel  at  home. 

If  Uriah  Busby's  singing  gave  substance  to  the 
meeting,  that  of  Kezia  Jordan  gave  expression  to  its 
soul.  In  the  second  line  her  voice  rose  and  fell  like  a 
wave  from  the  infinite  depths,  with  something  almost 
unearthly  in  its  tones,  that  seemed  to  bring  forth  the 
yearnings  of  dead  generations  and  the  unfulfilled 
desires  of  her  pioneer  parents. 

A  voice  had  been  heard  from  behind  the  thin  veil 
that  separates  the  two  worlds. 

My  mother  felt  somewhat  timid  among  so  many 
strangers.  As  she  looked  down  at  the  hymn-book  in 
her  hands,  her  brows,  slightly  elevated,  gave  to  her 
face  an  expression  of  pensive  reverence.  Kezia  Jordan 
had  noticed  two  things  about  the  new-comer :  her 
wonderful  complexion  and  her  delicate  hands.  Kezia 
had  as  yet  only  glanced  at  the  stranger;  had  she 
heard  her  speak,  she  would  have  remembered  her  voice 
as  an  influence  going  straight  to  the  soul,  touching  at 
the  heart's  secrets  without  naming  them — a  voice  that 
enveloped  the  listener  as  in  a  mantle  of  compassion, 
with  intonations  suggestive  of  unaffected  sympathy  for 
all  in  need  of  it. 

My  mother  had  often  heard  the  old  Methodist  hymns, 


THE   MEETING-HOUSE  18 

but  now  for  the  first  time  she  felt  the  difference  between 
the  music  of  a  trained  choir  and  the  effects  produced 
by  the  singing  of  one  or  two  persons  inspired  by  the 
spirit  of  the  time,  hour,  and  place.  Never  had  sacred 
song  so  moved  her.  Kezia  Jordan  had  infused  into 
two  lines  something  which  partook  of  revelation.  The 
words  of  the  hymn,  then,  were  true,  and  not  a  mere 
juggling  with  sentiment.  Here  was  an  untrained 
singer  who  by  an  unconscious  effort  revealed  a  truth 
which  came  to  the  listener  with  the  force  of  inexorable 
law,  for  the  words,  "  there  remains  a  land  of  rest," 
came  as  a  decree  as  well  as  a  promise ;  and  my  mother 
now  realised  what  life  in  the  Log-House  would  be  for 
her. 

A  glance  at  the  singer  confirmed  the  impression 
created  by  her  singing.  There,  in  her  strange  pro- 
phetic features,  shone  the  indelible  imprints  made  by 
the  lonely  years  in  the  long  and  silent  conflict ;  there, 
in  Kezia  Jordan's  eyes,  shone  the  immemorial  memen- 
toes of  the  ages  gone,  while  the  expression  of  her  face 
changed  as  the  memories  came  and  went  like  shadows 
of  silent  wings  over  still,  clear  waters. 

Prayers  had  been  offered  with  more  or  less  fervour ; 
and  now  with  awkward  demeanour  the  preacher  stood 
up,  his  pale  face  and  half-scared  expression  arousing 
in  the  minds  of  many  of  the  people  no  little  curiosity 
and  some  apprehension. 

"  Erethering  and  sistering,"  he  began,  in  a  rambling 
way,  "ye  hev  all  heerd  the  rumours  thet  hez  been 
passed  from  mouth  te  mouth  pertainin'  te  the  signs 
and  wonders  o'  these  here  times.  Folks's  minds  is 
onsettled.  But  me  en  Brother  G-est  hev  been  wrastlin' 
with  the  Sperit  all  night  yander  at  his  God-fearin' 


14  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

home ;  we  were  wrastlin'  f er  a  tex'  fittin'  this  here 
time  en  meetin',  en  it  warn't  till  sommairs  nigh  mornin' 
thet  Brother  Gest  opened  the  Good  Book,  en  p'intin' 
his  finger,  sez  :  1 1  hev  found  it !  Hallelujer ! '  It 
war  Isaiah,  nineteenth  chapter,  twentieth  verse." 

Here  the  preacher  opened  the  Bible.  He  read 
slowly,  emphasising  certain  words  so  that  even  the 
most  obtuse  present  might  catch  something  of  the 
meaning. 

"  'En  it  shell  be  fer  a  sign,  en/<?r  a  witness  unto 
the  Lord  of  hosts  in  the  land  of  Egypt :  fer  they  shell 
cry  unto  the  Lord  bekase  of  the  oppressors,  en  he 
shell  send  them  a  saviour,  en  a  great  one,  en  he  shell 
deliver  them.'  " 

He  stopped  a  moment  to  let  the  congregation  muse 
on  the  text,  and  then  proceeded : 

"  It  looked  like  when  he  put  his  finger  on  thet  tex' 
Brother  Gest  war  changed  ez  in  a  twinklin',  en  our 
watchin'  en  prayin'  war  over  fer  thet  night.  Brether- 
ing,  with  the  findin'  o'  thet  tex'  our  troubles  war  gone, 
en  in  thar  place  thar  come  te  our  innermost  feelin's  a 
boundin'  joy  sech  ez  on'y  them  thet  hez  faith  kin 
know.' 

Here  he  lost  himself ;  then,  like  a  drowning  man 
who  clutches  at  a  straw,  he  seized  hold  of  an  old 
hackneyed  text,  the  first  that  came  into  his  mind, 
and  continued  regardless  of  consequences  : 

"Fer  ez  the  Scrip  tur?  sez,  '  What  came  ye  out  fer 
te  see  ?  A  reed  shaken  by  the  wind  ?  '  I  low  most  o' 
ye  hez  plenty  reeds  if  ye're  anywhars  near  a  snipe 
deestric',  but  I  reckon  ye  ain't  troubled  much  by 
seein'  'em  shake." 

He  began  to  regain  confidence,  and  leaving  reeds 


THE  MEETING-HOUSE  15 

he  grappled  with  the  earth  and  the  heavens  in  periods 
which  carried  everybody  with  him. 

"  But  thar  ain't  a  sinner  here,  thar  ain't  no  Christian 
here  to-day  thet  warn't  plumb  shuck  up  by  thet 
y earthquake  t'other  night  thet  rocked  ye  in  yer  beds 
like  ye  were  bein'  rocked  in  a  skiff  in  the  waves 
behind  one  o'  them  Mississippi  stern- wheelers.  No, 
brethering,  the  Lord  hez  passed  the  time  when  He 
shakes  yer  cornfields  en  yer  haystacks  by  a  leetle  puff 
o'  wind.  He  hez  opened  the  roof  o'  Heaven  so  ye 
can  all  see  what's  a-comin'.  He  hez  made  it  so  all  o' 
ye,  'cept  them  thet's  blind,  kin  say  truly,  '  I  hev  seen 
it.1  Under  ye  the  yearth  hez  been  shuck,  over  ye  the 
stars  air  beginnin'  te  shift  en  wander.  A  besom  o' 
destruction  11  overtake  them  thet's  on  the  wrong  side 
in  this  here  fight !  " 

He  eyed  the  people  up  and  down  on  each  side,  and 
then  went  on : 

"  But  the  tex'  says,  '  He  shell  send  them  a  saviour, 
en  a  great  one,  en  he  shell  deliver  them/  Now  it  air 
jest  ez  plain  ez  the  noonday  sun  thet  the  Lord 
God  app'ints  His  own  leaders,  en  it  air  jest  ez  plain 
thet  His  ch'ice  ain't  fell  on  no  shufflin'  backslider. 
Ye  kin  bet  all  yer  land  en  yer  cattle  en  yer  hosses  on 
this  one  preposition,  en  thet  is  ye  cain't  git  away  from 
fac's  by  no  cross-argimints  thet  many  air  called  but 
mighty  few  air  chosen ;  en  thet  means  thet  on'y  one 
man  is  'p'inted  te  lead." 

At  this  there  was  a  visible  change  in  the  attitude 
of  many  of  the  listeners. 

"What  air  he  a-comin'  to  ?"  whispered  old  Lem 
Stephens  to  Uriah  Busby. 

It    was    a    bold    stroke ;    but    Elihu    Gest,    the 


16  THE  VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

Load-Bearer,  had  won  over  the  preacher  to  speak 
out,  and  he  was  coming  to  the  main  point  as  fast  as 
an  artless  art  and  blunt  but  effective  rhetoric  would 
let  him. 

He  proceeded  with  his  sermon,  now  bringing  the 
expectant  people  to  the  verge  of  the  last  period,  now 
letting  them  slip  back  as  if  he  were  giving  them  a 
"  breathing  spell "  to  brace  them  for  a  still  stronger 
stage  in  the  argument.  It  was  wonderful  how 
this  simple  preacher,  without  education  or  training, 
managed  to  keep  the  interest  of  the  congregation  at 
boiling  point  for  more  than  an  hour  before  he  pro- 
nounced the  two  magical  words  that  would  unlock 
the  whole  mystery  of  the  discourse.  Before  him  sat 
old  Whigs,  Know-nothings  and  Democrats,  Ee- 
publicans,  militant  Abolitionists,  and  outspoken  friends 
of  slave-owners  in  the  South.  But  the  Load-Bearer 
was  there,  his  eyes  riveted  on  the  speaker,  every  nerve 
strung  to  the  utmost  pitch,  assuming  by  moral  com- 
pact the  actual  responsibility  of  the  sermon.  If  the 
preacher  failed  Elihu  Gest  would  assume  his  loads ;  if 
the  sermon  was  a  triumph  he  would  share  in  the 
preacher's  triumph. 

As  the  sermon  drew  to  a  close  it  became  evident 
that  by  some  queer,  roundabout  way,  by  some  process 
of  reasoning  and  persuasion  that  grew  upon  the  people 
like  a  spell,  they  were  listening,  and  had  all  along 
been  listening,  to  a  philippic  against  slavery. 

At  last  the  preacher's  face  lost  its  timorous  look. 
With  great  vehemence  he  repeated  the  last  part  of  his 
text: 

"  <  Fer  they  shell  cry  unto  the  Lord  bekase  of  the 
oppressors,  en  he  shell  send  them  a  saviour,  en  a 


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great  one,'  " — here  he  struck  the  table  a  violent  blow 
— "  '  en  he  shell  deliver  them  ! '  " 

There  was  a  moment  of  bewilderment  and  suspense, 
during  which  Lem  Stephens  was  preparing  for  the 
worst.  His  mouth,  usually  compressed  to  a  thin, 
straight  slit,  was  now  stiffened  by  a  bull-dog  jaw 
which  he  forced  forward  till  the  upper  lip  had  almost 
disappeared  ;  Minerva  Wagner  sat  rigid,  her  mummy- 
like  figure  encased  in  whalebone  wrapped  in  linsey- 
woolsey. 

The  preacher  gave  them  no  rest : 

"Now  right  here  I  want  ye  all  te  ask  yerselves 
who  it  air  thet's  a-cryin'  fer  deliverance.  Who  air 
it?"  he  shouted.  "Why,  thar  ain't  but  one  people 
a-cryin'  fer  deliverance,  en  they  air  the  slaves  down 
thar  in  Egypt !  " 

The  words  fell  like  a  muffled  blow  in  the  silence. 
Lem  Stephens  sat  forward,  breathless ;  Uriah  Busby 
heaved  a  long  sigh ;  fire  flashed  from  Mrs.  Wagner's 
grey,  faded  eyes ;  Ebenezer  Hicks  turned  in  his  seat, 
his  bushy  eyebrows  lowering  to  a  threatening  frown ; 
while  the  face  of  Socrates  wore  a  look  of  calm  and 
neutral  curiosity. 

But  hardly  had  the  meeting  realised  the  full  force 
of  the  last  words  when  the  preacher  put  the  final 
questions : 

"En  who  shell  deliver  them?  Do  any  o'  ye 
know?  Brethering,  thar  ain't  but  one  human 
creatur'  ekil  to  it,  en  thet  air  Abraham  Lincoln. 
The  Lord  hez  called  him !  " 

An  electrical  thrill  passed  through  the  meeting.  A 
subtle,  permeating  power  took  possession  of  the  con- 
gregation, for  the  preacher  had  pronounced  the  first 

v.s.  c 


18  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

half  of  the  name,  Abraham,  in  such  a  way  that  it 
seemed  as  if  the  patriarch  of  Israel  was  coming  once 
more  in  person  to  lead  the  people.  An  extraordinary 
influence  had  been  evoked;  a  living  investment  of 
might  and  mystery,  never  at  any  time  very  distant, 
was  now  close  at  hand. 

Ebenezer  Hicks  rose,  and  casting  a  fierce  glance 
about  him  hurried  out ;  Minerva  Wagner  sprang 
from  her  seat  like  an  automaton  suddenly  moved  by 
some  invisible  force  and  left  the  meeting,  followed  by 
her  two  tall,  lank  sons ;  Lem  Stephens  hurried  after 
them,  and  with  each  step  gave  vent  to  his  feelings  by 
a  loud  thump  on  the  bare  floor  with  his  wooden  leg. 
When  he  got  to  the  door  he  cast  one  last  withering 
look  at  the  preacher. 

But  Uriah  Busby's  voice  rang  out  loud  and 
sonorous : 

"  How  tedious  and  tasteless  the  hours 
When  Jesus  no  longer  I  see." 

The  old  hymn  was  taken  up  by  Kezia  Jordan  in  the 
next  line.  Once  more  her  voice  filled  the  meeting- 
house with  golden  waves,  once  more  every  heart  beat 
in  unison,  and  every  soul  communed  in  an  indescrib- 
able outpouring  of  religious  melody. 

The  whole  congregation  was  singing  now.  With 
Kezia7  s  voice  a  balm  of  Gilead  came  pouring  over  the 
troubled  waters  created  by  the  strange,  prophetic  and 
menacing  sermon.  The  Load-Bearer,  with  hardly 
voice  enough  to  speak  aloud,  was  singing  ;  the  preacher 
sang  even  louder  than  he  had  preached ;  Serena 
Busby  sang  as  I  never  heard  her  sing  again ;  and 
while  those  who  had  left  the  meeting  were  about  to 


THE   MEETING-HOUSE  19 

depart  they  heard  what  they  would  never  hear  repeated. 
The  opportunity  to  join  hands  with  the  coming  power 
had  passed,  and  as  they  set  out  for  home  they  must 
have  been  haunted  by  the  matchless  magic  and 
simplicity  of  the  words  and  music,  and  more  than  ever 
would  the  coming  hours  seem  "  tedious  and  tasteless  " 
to  them. 


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CHAPTEE   II 

THE    LOAD-BEARER 

had  been  four  months  in  the  Log-House  and 
my  mother  was  just  beginning  to  feel  at  home  when 
one  afternoon,  as  I  was  sauntering  along  the  road  near 
the  gate,  I  saw  a  man  on  foot  coming  from  the  south. 

As  he  approached  I  noticed  that  his  features  had  a 
peculiar  cast,  his  hair  was  rather  long,  his  movements 
somewhat  slow,  and  when  he  arrived  in  front  of  the 
gate  he  squared  about  and  stopped  with  a  sort  of  jerk, 
as  if  he  had  been  dreaming  but  was  now  awake  and 
conscious  that  this  was  the  place  he  had  come  to  visit. 
He  peered  at  the  Log-House  as  though  awaiting  some 
interior  impulse  to  move  him  to  further  action ;  then 
he  opened  the  gate,  and,  walking  through  the  yard  to 
the  front  door,  rapped  lightly. 

I  had  followed  him  in,  and  when  my  mother  opened 
the  door  and  the  stranger  said,  in  a  listless  sort-  of 
way,  "  I  jes'  called  to  see  how  ye're  gettin'  on,"  I 
saw  it  was  Elihu  Gest,  the  Load-Bearer. 

My  mother  thanked  him,  invited  him  in,  and  offered 
him  a  chair. 

"  I  low  ye're  not  long  settled  in  this  'ere  section," 
he  said,  taking  a  seat. 

"Not  long,"  she  answered;  "we  are  quite  settled 
in  the  house,  but  on  the  farm  my  husband  has  so 
much  to  do  he  hardly  knows  where  to  begin." 

She  placed  the  kettle  on  the  stove  for  coffee,  and 


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busied  herself  about  getting  the  strange  visitor  some 
substantial  refreshment.  I  thought  I  had  never  seen 
a  face  more  inscrutable.  He  eyed  my  mother  with 
grave  interest,  and  after  a  silence  that  lasted  some 
considerable  time  he  said  : 

"  If  yer  loads  is  too  heavy  jes'  cast  'em  off ;  the 
Lord  is  willin'  en  I  ain't  noways  contrary. " 

Not  till  now  did  she  realise  that  this  was  the  man 
she  had  heard  so  much  about ;  but  not  knowing  just 
what  to  say,  she  gave  no  answer. 

As  he  sat  and  stared  at  my  mother  his  presence 
diffused  a  mysterious  influence.  My  mind  was  busy 
with  queries  :  Who  sent  him  ?  What  are  his  loads  ? 
Why  does  he  take  such  an  interest  in  my  mother  ? 
And  I  thought  she  must  be  giving  him  coffee  and 
eatables  the  better  to  enable  him  to  support  his  loads, 
whatever  they  might  be.  She  placed  the  coffee  and 
other  good  things  on  the  table  and  cordially  invited 
the  stranger  to  make  himself  at  home.  After  pouring 
out  a  cup  of  coffee  she  sat  down  with  folded  hands, 
her  pale  face  more  pensive  than  usual,  making  some 
remarks  about  the  weather  and  the  good  prospects  for 
the  new  settlers. 

Elihu  Gest  sat,  a  veritable  sphinx  of  the  prairie, 
wrapped  in  his  own  meditations.  She  almost  feared 
that  his  visit  might  be  a  portent  of  some  coming 
calamity,  and  that  he  had  come  to  warn  her  and  help 
her  to  gather  force  and  courage  for  the  ordeal. 

Yet  there  was  something  in  his  look  which  inspired 
confidence  and  even  cheerfulness,  and  she  concluded  it 
was  good  to  have  him  sitting  there.  He  began  to  sip 
his  coffee,  and  at  last,  as  if  waking  from  a  reverie,  he 
put  the  question : 


22  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

"  How  air  ye  feelin'  in  sperit  ?  " 

"The  Lord  has  been  merciful,"  she  replied,  the 
question  having  come  as  an  immediate  challenge  to 
her  religious  faith  and  courage. 

"  Yer  coffee  is  mos'  appetizin',"  he  said,  with  a 
slight  sniff. 

"  I  am  glad  you  like  it,  and  I  hope  you  are  feeling 
rested,  for  you  seem  to  have  come  a  long  way." 

"  They's  a  powerful  difference  a-twixt  a  mile  and 
what  a  man's  thinkin'.  When  yer  mind  is  sot  on  one 
thing  the  distance  a-twixt  two  places  ain't  much 
noways." 

"  Do  you  always  walk  ?  "  she  asked  sympathetically. 

"  It's  accordin'  te  how  the  hoss  is  feelin'.  If  the 
beast's  anyways  contrary  he  gives  a  snort,  ez  much  ez 
te  say,  '  Mebbe  Til  carry  ye  en  mebbe  I  won't '  ;  but 
when  he  snorts  and  kicks  both  te  oncet  thet  means 
he'll  kick  the  hind  sights  off  all  creation  if  I  try  te 
ride  him.  I've  seen  him  when  Joshua  en  his  trumpet 
couldn't  git  him  outen  the  barn  door.  I  don't  believe 
in  workin'  dumb  critters  when  their  sperits  air  droopin'. 
I'm  allers  more  contented  when  I'm  'bleeged  te  walk  ; 
en  hosses  air  powerful  skase." 

"  Necessity  compels  us  to  do  many  things  that 
seem  impossible,  but  we  learn  to  accept  them  as  the 
best  things  for  us.  Won't  you  have  some  more 
coffee?" 

"  Yer  coffee  is  mos'  appetizing  it  is  so." 

"  And  won't  you  eat  something  ?  " 

"  I'm  much  obleeged,  but  I  don't  feel  no  cravin' 
fer  vittles.  Accordin'  te  Sister  Jordan,  yer  cakes  en 
pies  beats  all  she  ever  see." 

"  Mrs.  Jordan  is  a  very  good  woman." 


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"  She  is  so  ;  I've  knowed  her  from  away  back." 

There  came  another  pause,  during  which  the  visitor 
looked  straight  before  him.  lost  in  thought.  Presently 
he  began  : 

"  Thet  comet's  convicted  a  good  many  folks. 
Ebenezer  Hicks  war  skeered  half  te  death  when  he 
see  it  a-comin',  makin'  the  loads  mos'  heavy  fer  his 
pore  wife." 

Then,  addressing  my  mother,  he  continued  : 

"The  night  he  war  'flicted,  I  couldn't  git  te  sleep 
nohow.  I  sez  to  myself,  '  Thar's  an  axle-tree  wants 
ilein',  en  I'll  be  blamed  if  it  ain't  over  te  Ebenezer 
Hicks's.'  I  went  te  the  barn  te  see  how  the  hoss  war 
feelin',  en  I  sez,  c  Kin  ye  carry  me  over  te  Ebenezer 
Hicks's  if  I  saddle  ye  ? '  But  Henry  Clay  give  a 
kick  thet  sot  me  wonderin'  how  I  war  ever  goin'  te 
git  thar." 

"Many  people  think  the  end  of  the  world  is  at 
hand,"  said  my  mother. 

"They  do,  fer  a  fact." 

He  paused  a  moment,  then  went  on  : 

"  But  them  thet's  skeered  air  folks  without  faith. 
I  ain't  got  no  call  fer  te  take  loads  from  folks  what's 
skeered.  Summow  I  cain't  carry  'em." 

"  The  burdens  of  life  are,  indeed,  hard  to  bear  alone." 

"  They  air  so ;  en  'twixt  you  and  me,  marm,  I'm 
jest  a  might  onsartin  'bout  what  it  air  'flicts  some 
folks.  Tears  like  Satan  skeers  more  folks  'n  is  ever 
won  over  by  the  Lord's  goodness  en  mercy.  Them 
thet's  allers  a-tremblin'  ain't  much  account  when  it 
comes  te  strappin'  the  belly-band  real  hard ;  they 
don't  never  set  tight  in  the  saddle  when  they're  called 
on  te  go  plumb  through  a  wilderness  o'  thistles." 


24  THE  VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

After  meditating  again  for  a  time,  he  resumed  : 

"  But  Ebenezer  Hicks  warn't  a  patchin'  on  Uriah 
Busby  what  lives  yander  at  Black  B'ar  Creek.  He 
war  so  skeered  he  sot  to  weepin'  when  he  see  me 
come  in,  en  I  never  see  a  woman  ez  hoppin'  mad  ez 
Sereny  Busby !  I  couldn't  take  no  loads  from 
Brother  Busby;  accordin'  te  my  notion,  he  warn't 
settin'  up  under  none,  en  jest  ez  soon  ez  I  sot  eyes  on 
Sister  Busby  I  see  she  hedn't  hitched  up  to  nothin'  of 
any  heft  neither.  She  don't  set  still  long  enough.  I 
'low  I  war  some  dis'p'inted." 

He  laughed  faintly ;  perhaps  he  wished  to  convey 
the  impression  that  the  burdens  of  life  were  not  so 
dreadful,  after  all. 

"  I  fear  you  had  your  trouble  all  for  nothing,"  said 
my  mother. 

"Ye  see,  Brother  Busby  war  skeered,  en  Sister 
Busby  got  her  dander  up.  I  never  knowed  a  woman 
with  red  hair  that  war  af eared  of  man  or  beast." 

"  Mr.  Busby  must  have  been  very  much  frightened," 
remarked  my  mother,  smiling. 

"  Not  so  skeered  but  what  he  could  talk.  Si 
Jordan  had  his  speech  tuck  plumb  away,  en  I  never 
see  Sister  Jordan  so  flustered.  But  she  don't  say 
much  nohow.  Sereny  Busby  she  keeps  the  top 
a-spinnin'  the  livelong  day.  But  I  hev  seen  Uriah 
Busby  caved  in  more'n  oncet.  I  knowed  'em  both 
afore  they  war  married.  If  I  wanted  a  woman, 
sprightly  with  her  tongue  ez  well  ez  with  her  hands, 
I'd  take  Sereny  Busby  fer  fust  ch'ice ;  if  I  wanted  a 
woman  what  knows  a  heap  en  sez  mos'  nothin',  I'd 
take  Kezia  Jordan.  Human  natur'  ain't  allers  the 
same.  I  'low  Sister  Busby's  got  the  most  eddication." 


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"  But  education  never  helps  much  if  the  heart  is 
not  in  the  right  place. " 

"Thet  thar's  what  I've  allers  said.  Tears  like 
sometimes  Sereny  Busby's  heart's  jest  a  leetle  lop- 
sided en  wants  re-settin',  ez  ye  might  say.  But 
thar's  a  sight  o'  difference  atwixt  one  load  en  another. 
When  I  set  with  some  folks  what's  in  a  heap  o' 
trouble,  I  go  away  ez  happy  ez  kin  be,  but  when  I 
hev  te  go  away  without  ary  a  load,  I  feel  mos' 
empty." 

Here  there  was  another  spell  of  silence,  but  after  a 
few  sips  from  a  third  cup  of  coffee  he  continued  : 

"  Tears  like  thar  warn't  never  no  heft  te  Sereny 
Busby's  troubles.  She  don't  give  'em  no  chance  te 
set ;  en  jest  ez  a  duck's  back  goes  agin  water,  her'n 
is  set  agin  loads." 

"  The  Lord  has  given  her  a  cheerful  mind  ;  I  think 
she  has  much  to  be  thankful  for." 

"  She  hez,  fer  a  fact.  But  I  never  kin  tell  jes'  how 
her  mind  is  a-workin'.  She  steps  roun'  ez  spry  ez  kin 
be,  hummin'  fiddle  tunes  mosly  ;  en  when  Brother 
Busby  tuck  te  bed  with  thet  fever  what's  mos'  killed 
him,  she  kept  on  a-hummin',  en  some  folks  would 
a-said  she  war  triflin',  but  she  warn't.  She  give 
Uriah  his  med'cine  mos'  reg'lar,  en  mopped  his  head 
with  cold  water  from  the  well,  en  made  him  appetizin' 
rabbit  soup.  The  Bible  sez  the  sperit's  willin'  but 
the  flesh  is  weak,  but  I  don't  see  no  failin'  in  a 
woman  thet  kin  hum  all  day  like  a  spinnin'-top. 
.  .  .  But  I  allers  kin  tell  what  Kezia  Jordan  is 
a-thinkin',  en  thar  ain't  no  two  ways  'bout  it;  Sister 
Jordan  kin  sing  hymns  so  ye  want  te  give  right  up  en 
die,  ye  feel  so  happy." 


26  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

"  She  has  something  wonderful  in  her  voice  when 
she  sings,"  said  my  mother ;  u  I  felt  that  when  I 
heard  her  sing  *  in  meeting/  " 

"  I  'low  Si  Jordan  ain't  pertickler  benev'lent,  but 
Kezia  Jordan  counts  fer  more'n  one  in  that  'ar  house." 

"  I  fear  she  has  had  a  life  of  much  care  and  trouble, 
and  perhaps  that  is  one  reason  why  she  is  so  good." 

"  Folks  is  born  like  we  find  'em,  marm.  I've  been 
nigh  on  thirty  year  wrastlin'  with  the  sorrows  o'  life, 
en  I  ain't  seen  ary  critter  change  his  spots.  A  wolf 
don't  look  like  a  wild  cat,  en  I  nevei  see  a  fox  with  a 
bob  tail ;  en  folks  air  like  varmints  :  God  Almighty 
hez  marked  'em  with  His  seal." 

He  looked  round  the  room  abstractedly,  and  then 
said: 

"  It's  looks  thet  tells  when  a  man's  in  trouble ;  en 
a  heap  o'  tribulation  keeps  folks  from  hollerin'. 
Sister  Jordan  hez  knowed  trouble  from  away  back. 
But  thar's  a  tremenjous  difference  a-twixt  her  en  Si 
Jordan.  He  kin  talk  en  pray  when  he  gits  a-goin', 
en  I've  heared  him  when  it  looked  like  his  flow  o? 
words  would  swamp  the  hull  endurin'  meetin' ;  but 
when  the  risin'  settled,  thar  warn't  much  harm  done 
no  way.  But  jes'  let  Sister  Jordan  sing  a  hymn,  en 
ye  feel  like  the  hull  yearth  war  sot  in  tune." 

"  That  is  because  she  is  so  sincere,"  observed  my 
mother,  gravely. 

"Thet's  a  fact.  I  ain't  never  forgot  the  time  when 
I  hed  thet  spell  o'sickness  en  felt  ez  if  thar  war  nothin' 
wuth  a-livin'  fer.  What  with  sickness,  en  the  defeat 
o'  Fremont,  en  them  desperadoes  cuttin'  up  over  in 
Kansas,  en  the  goin's  on  o'  them  Demicrats  in  Spring- 
field, 'peared  like  I  never  would  be  good  fer  nothin' 


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more.  All  te  oncet  the  f  eelin'  come  over  me  te  go  over 
te  Kezia  Jordan's.  Thet  ud  be  'bout  ez  much  ez  I  could 
do,  seein'  I  war  like  a  chicken  what's  jes'  pecked  its 
way  through  the  shell.  I  hedn't  got  ez  fur  ez  the 
kitchen  door  when  I  heared  her  a-singin' : 

"  '  Come  thou  Fount  of  every  blessin', 
Tune  my  heart  te  sing  Thy  praise.' 

"  Thet  voice  o'  her'n  set  me  a-cryin',  en  I  sot  right 
down  on  the  door-steps,  en  thanked  God  fer  all  His 
goodness.  Arter  a  while,  she  come  out  fer  a  bucket 
o*  water. 

"  i  Good  Land  ! '  she  sez;  <  I'm  right  glad  te  see  ye. 
Go  right  in ;  ye're  jest  in  time  fer  dinner ;  I've  got 
some  real  nice  prairie  chicken  en  pum'kin  pie; 
everything's  'mos'  ready.' 

"  Soon  as  I  went  in  she  sez  : 

" 'Mercy  on  us,  Elihu!  I  never  see  ye  look  so !  Set 
right  down,  en  tell  me  what  ails  ye  ;  ye  ain't  been 
sick  'thout  lettin'  me  know,  hev  ye  ? ' 

"  I  like  to  have  such  a  good  Christian  as  my  nearest 
neighbour,"  said  my  mother,  with  much  feeling. 

"  I  allow  she  warn't  allers  a  Christian.  I  war  over 
at  Carlinville  when  she  heard  Pete  Cartwright  fer  the 
fust  time,  en  the  meetin' -house  warn't  big  enough  te 
hold  the  people.  Sister  Jordan  warn't  moved  te  sing 
any  durin'  the  fust  hymn,  but  she  j'ined  in  the  second, 
en  arter  thet  Brother  Cartwright  tuck  right  holt,  ez 
ye  might  say,  en  swung  'em  till  their  feet  tetched 
perdition. 

"  <  Yo're  ripe,'  he  sez,  holdin'  out  his  fist,  l  yo're 
ripe,  like  grain  waitin'  fer  the  reaper !  Ye'll  be 
mowed  down,  en  the  grain  '11  be  plumb  divided  from 


28  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

the  chaff,  en  the  Christians  '11  be  parted  from  the 
sinners.1 

"  The  hull  meetin'  began  to  move  like  wheat 
a-wavin'  in  the  wind.  The  preacher  knowed  Kezia 
Jordan  fer  a  nat'ral-born  Christian  by  her  singin\ 
fer  he  p'inted  straight,  en  sez  : 

" '  Ye're  at  the  cross-roads,  sister;  ye'll  hev  te 
choose  one  or  t'other  ;  en  the  years  en  the  months  air 
gone  fer  most  o'  ye,  en  thar's  on'y  this  here  hour  left 
fer  te  choose.  Which  will  it  be  ?  Will  it  be  the  road 
thet  leads  up  yander,  or  the  one  thet  leads  down  by  the 
dark  river  whar  the  willers  air  weepin'  night  en  day  ?  ' 

"  This  war  the  turnin'  p'int  fer  a  good  many ;  but 
the  preacher  warn't  satisfied  yet.  He  rolled  up  en 
went  te  work  in  dead  arnest.  He  told  'bout  the  fust 
coon  hunt  he  ever  see  : 

"  *  Sinners,'  he  sez,  '  is  jes'  like  the  coon  asleep  in 
thet  tree — never  dreamin'  o'  danger.  But  the  varmint 
war  waked  all  on  a  sudden  by  a  thunderin'  smell  o' 
smoke,  en  hed  te  take  te  the  branches.  Someone 
climbs  up  the  tree  en  shakes  the  branch  whar  the 
coon  is  holdin'  on.'  En'  right  here  Pete  Cartwright 
slung  his  handkerchief  over  his  left  arm  en  sez,  '  A 
leetle  more,  a  leetle  more,  a  1-e-e-e-tle  more  en  the 
varmint's  bound  te  drap  squar'  on  the  dogs.'  He 
shuck  his  arm  three  times — down,  down,  down,  he 
sez,  lettin'  the  handkerchief  drap,  '  down  te  whar  the 
wailin'  en  gnashin'  air  a  million  times  more  terrible 
'n  the  sufferin's  o'  thet  coon.'  " 

The  Load-Bearer  bent  forward  and  his  face  assumed 
a  look  of  tragic  intensity  as  he  continued : 

"  A  veil  o'  mournin'  war  a-bein'  pulled  down  over 
the  meetin'.  He  war  takin'  the  people  straight  te 


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jedgment,  like  a  flock  o'   sheep,  with  the  goats  a- 
followin',  usin'  no  dividin'  line,  for  he  put  it  to  'em : 

"  <  Whar  would  ye  all  be  if  this  here  floor  war  te 
slide  right  from  under  ye,  leavin'  ye  settin'  on  the 
brink,  with  Time  on  one  side  en  Etarnity  on  t'other  ?  ' 

"  The  hull  meetin'  war  shuck  te  pieces,  some  hollerin', 
some  too  'flicted  te  set  up  ;  en  I  see  nigh  on  twenty 
plumb  fainted  en  gone." 

Elihu  Gest  sighed  as  he  sat  back  in  his  chair,  and 
proceeded  in  his  usual  way  : 

"  When  the  meetin'  war  over  I  sez  te  Sister  Jordan, 
'  How  air  ye  feelin'  in  sperit  ?  *  En  she  sez,  '  I've 
had  more'n  enough  o'  this  world's  goods  ! ' 

"  *  I  want  te  know  ! '  sez  I. 

"'Yes,'  she  sez,  <I  don't  never  want  no  more.' 
En  I  see  it  war  for  everlastinV 

No  one  spoke  for  a  long  time. 

At  last  he  rose  from  his  chair  and  moved  towards 
the  door  like  one  in  a  dream,  his  face  wearing  a  look 
of  almost  superhuman  detachment. 

Then,  just  before  passing  out,  he  turned  and  said, 

"  111  bid  ye  good-day,  fer  the  present." 

This  visit  made  the  day  a  memorable  one  for  me, 
for  I  saw  in  Elihu  Gest  a  human  wonder ;  he  opened 
up  a  world  of  things  and  influences  about  which  I  had 
never  dreamed.  And  when  he  had  disappeared  down 
the  road  to  the  south,  the  way  he  had  come,  I 
wondered  how  he  was  carrying  his  loads,  what  they 
could  be,  and  whether  my  mother  felt  relieved  of  any 
of  her  burdens.  But  I  held  my  peace,  while  she 
simply  remarked  : 

"  A  very  strange  but  very  good  man.  I  wonder  if 
we  shall  ever  see  him  again  ?  " 


30  THE  VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

Here  was  a  man  who  did  everything  by  signs, 
tokens,  impressions ;  who  was  moved  by  some  power 
hidden  from  the  understanding  of  everyone  else — a 
power  which  none  could  define,  concerning  which 
people  had  long  since  ceased  to  question.  He  came 
and  went,  influenced  by  signs  in  harmony  with  his 
own  feelings  and  moods,  by  natural  laws  shut  off  from 
our  understanding  by  the  imperative  rules  of  conven- 
tional religion  and  society.  Things  which  were  sealed 
mysteries  to  us  were  finger-posts  to  him,  pointing  the 
way  across  the  prairies,  in  this  direction  or  in  that. 
Is  it  time  to  go  forth  ?  He  would  look  up  at  the 
heavens,  sense  the  state  of  Nature  by  the  touch  of  the 
breeze,  sound  the  humour  of  the  hour  with  a  plumb- 
line  of  his  own,  then  set  out  to  follow  where  it  led. 

The  Load-Bearer's  presence,  his  odd  appearance, 
his  descriptions  and  peculiar  phrases,  his  spells  of 
silence,  his  sudden  enthusiasms,  the  paradox  of  humour 
and  religious  feeling  displayed,  brought  to  our  home 
the  fervour  and  candour  of  the  meeting-house — honest 
pioneer  courage  and  frankness,  and,  above  all,  an 
influence  that  left  on  me  an  impression  never  to  be 
effaced.  How  far,  how  very  far,  we  were  from  the 
episcopal  rector,  with  his  chosen  words,  studied 
phrases,  and  polite  and  dignified  sympathy  !  How 
far  it  all  was  from  anything  my  parents  had  ever 
dreamed  of  even  in  so  remote  a  country  !  The  prairie 
was  inhabited  by  a  people  as  new  and  strange  as  the 
country  itself. 

And  what  a  gulf  there  was  between  the  customs  of 
the  old  country  and  the  customs  usual  in  the  new 
West !  Visitors  appeared  unannounced  and  at  almost 
any  hour.  To-day  a  neighbour  would  come  two  miles 


THE   LOAD-BEAKEK  31 

to  borrow  some  sugar ;  to-morrow  another  would 
come  still  farther  to  borrow  tea  or  coffee.  All  were 
received  as  if  they  were  old  and  tried  friends.  My 
mother  attended  to  the  wants  of  those  who  came  to 
boiTOW  things  for  the  table,  while  my  father  did  his 
best  to  satisfy  the  men  who  came  to  borrow  ploughs, 
spades,  saws,  wagons,  and  even  horses. 

For  the  neighbours  considered  my  father  a  rich 
man,  judging  him  by  the  horses,  sheep  and  cattle  he 
owned.  And  when  he  appeared  at  meetings,  wearing 
a  handsome  velvet  waistcoat  with  rich  blue  checks — 
one  of  the  waistcoats  he  purchased  during  his  visit  to 
Paris  before  his  marriage — they  thought  him  richer 
still. 

Thus  are  appearances  even  more  deceptive  and 
dangerous  than  words,  for  all,  without  exception,  are 
judged  by  the  illusions  produced  by  property  and 
personal  attire. 


CHAPTER  III 

THE    LOG-HOUSE 

THE  Log-House  was  built  some  twenty-five  years 
before  we  came  to  live  in  it,  but  we  never  knew  who 
planted  the  trees  and  flowers.  Surely  it  must  have 
been  a  lover  of  Nature,  for  these  we  know  by  the  little 
signs  and  tokens  they  leave  behind  them.  Certain 
flowers  were  omitted,  such  as  the  rose,  the  flower  of 
fashion  and  convention,  the  one  with  least  suggestive 
influence  on  the  heart  and  the  affections,  for  it  always 
turns  the  thoughts  on  more  personal  and  worldly  things. 

There  is  a  law  of  correspondence,  a  kind  of  secret 
code  proper  for  each  condition  of  life,  and  people 
become  distorted  and  confused  when  this  law  is  ignored. 
How  often  I  wanted  to  know  who  planted  these 
flowers !  I  thought  I  could  guess  how  the  woman 
looked — for  it  certainly  was  a  woman — and  I  fancied 
I  could  see  her  arriving  here  from  the  South  with  her 
husband,  the  couple  intent  on  leading  a  quiet  life,  the 
husband  raising  stock  instead  of  wheat  and  corn,  the 
wife  attending  to  household  duties  and  to  the  planting 
and  watering  of  the  flowers — the  old  familiar  ones 
which  harmonised  with  the  prairie  and  the  inmost 
instincts  of  the  soul. 

I  seem  to  see  a  tall,  spare  woman,  with  a  pensive 
face,  as  silent  and  psychic  as  Kezia  Jordan,  planting 
the  flowers  in  the  first  warm  spell  of  the  first  April, 
in  the  evenings,  after  supper,  when  the  earth  that  had 


THE   LOG-HOUSE  33 

waited  her  coming  for  seons  and  seons  yielded  up 
the  fragrance  of  that  marvellous  loam  composed  of 
withered  grass  and  flowering  weeds.  Her  husband  is 
seated  in  an  old  rocking-chair  in  the  kitchen  getting 
all  the  music  he  can  out  of  a  raspy  fiddle,  a  blood- 
hound lying  on  the  floor  beside  him.  The  wife  plants 
only  those  flowers  that  have  wistful  eyes  and  homely 
souls,  and  with  every  one  a  thought  goes  out  that  fills 
a  void  between  the  past  and  the  present,  as  she  says 
to  herself:  "That  is  the  way  they  were  at  home." 
For  the  silent  figure,  intent  on  digging  with  her  own 
hands  the  holes  for  the  seeds  and  young  plants,  is 
thinking  of  one  who  planted  flowers  of  the  same  kind 
years  before,  far  away  in  another  part  of  the  country. 
And  so  she  works  through  the  warm  evenings,  placing 
each  thing,  not  according  to  any  rule  of  art,  but  accord- 
ing to  memory  and  the  promptings  of  instinct.  For 
the  yard  around  the  Log-House  was  not  disfigured 
with  walks  made  by  measure  and  strewn  with  sand 
and  shells.  Everything  grew  as  if  by  nature,  and 
this  freedom  gave  the  place  a  character  of  its  own 
which  the  slightest  show  of  conventional  art  would 
have  made  impossible.  The  sweet-william  grew  in 
great  high  bunches,  interlaced  with  the  branches  of 
other  shrubs,  and  the  gympsum-weed  and  sumac  were 
not  far  off,  under  which  the  chickens  stood  and  cleaned 
their  feathers,  and  where,  on  rainy  days,  they  lent  an 
air  of  gloom  to  the  surroundings. 

And  now  that  the  silent  figure  has  planted  the 
summer  flowers,  she  thinks  of  the  last  and  most  im- 
portant of  all,  the  morning-glory.  This  she  places  at 
each  side  of  the  north  door,  where  in  the  future  it  will 
be  the  only  green  thing  on  that  side  of  the  house, 

v.s.  D 


34  THE  VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

excepting  one  large  locust  tree.  But  the  morning- 
glory  !  With  what  care  she  waters  the  plant  when  the 
ground  is  dry,  and  how  she  looks  forward  to  the  day 
when  it  will  be  full  of  bloom,  covering  each  side  of 
the  door,  reminding  her  of  the  old  homestead  and 
absent  friends  ! 

And  thus  the  last  planting  is  done,  and  she  steps 
inside  and  sits  down  beside  her  husband,  musing  for 
awhile,  as  my  own  mother  would  now  do  before 
beginning  some  new  work. 

How  does  it  happen  that  between  people  who  are 
strangers  to  one  another  there  should  be  a  connecting 
link  of  sympathy,  forged  by  little  acts  like  the  plant- 
ing of  a  certain  flower,  at  a  special  time,  in  a  special 
place  ?  Perhaps  there  is  a  secret  and  invisible  agree- 
ment between  certain  persons  and  places,  a  definite 
meaning  in  the  coming  and  going  of  certain  persons 
we  have  never  seen,  and  that  nothing  is  wholly  futile. 
However  it  may  be,  the  flower  that  was  planted  on 
the  north  side  of  the  house  by  someone  years  before 
seemed  planted  there  as  much  for  my  special  benefit  as 
for  anyone  else's. 

One  day,  after  breakfast,  my  attention  was  arrested 
by  a  sight  which  gave  me  a  thrill  of  admiration. 
The  morning-glories  were  in  bloom !  There  they 
were,  like  a  living  vision,  revealing  to  me  something 
in  the  kingdom  of  flowers  I  had  never  seen  or  felt 
before.  The  radiant  days  of  summer  had  decked  the 
Log-House  with  a  mantle  more  beautiful  than  any 
worn  by  the  Queen  of  Sheba  or  by  Solomon  when  he 
received  her.  And  now,  as  the  days  were  growing 
more  languid  and  the  evenings  more  wistful,  autumn, 
with  her  endless  procession  of  far,  faint  shadows, 


THE   LOG-HOUSE  85 

would  steal  across  the  threshold  under  a  canopy  of 
infinite  and  indescribable  colour. 

How  the  spell  of  their  magic  changed  the  appear- 
ance of  the  house  !  The  flowers  looked  out  on  sky 
and  plain  with  meek,  mauve-tinted  eyes,  after  having 
absorbed  all  the  amaranth  of  a  cloudless  night,  the 
aureole  of  early  morning,  and  a  something,  I  know 
not  what,  that  belongs  to  dreams  and  distance  wafted 
on  waves  of  colour  from  far-away  places.  At  times  the 
flowers  imparted  to  the  rugged  logs  the  semblance  of 
a  funeral  pyre,  their  beauty  suggesting  the  mournful 
pomp  of  some  martyr- queen,  with  pale,  wondering 
eyes,  awaiting  the  torch  in  a  pallium  of  purple.  They 
gave  to  the  entrance  a  sort  of  halo  that  symbolised 
the  eternal  residuum  of  all  things  mortal  and  visible. 

How  impressive  around  the  Log- House  was  that 
hour  of  the  evening  when,  just  after  sundown,  the 
birds,  the  chickens,  and  the  turkeys  began  to  seek  a 
resting-place  for  the  night !  With  the  gradual  dying 
away  of  sound  and  movement,  everything  was  tinged 
with  mourning.  When  at  last,  with  the  slow  fading 
twilight,  the  fluttering  of  wings  and  chirping  ceased, 
a  vague  stillness  evoked  a  feeling  of  mystery  that 
spread  over  the  house  and  ev^^y thing  around  it. 

Now  and  again  the  quie+  »/as  broken  by  the  sharp 
whiz  of  insects  darting  here  and  there  through  the 
gloaming,  the  cry  of  the  whip-poor-will,  as  it  flitted 
between  the  house  and  the  hollow,  or  the  far,  lone- 
some call  of  the  hoot-owl,  followed  by  a  puff  of  wind, 
the  rustling  of  grass,  and  a  period  of  nameless  unrest, 
during  which  the  crickets  and  the  katy-dids  began 
their  long,  languid  litanies  of  the  night. 

Then,  on  certain  evenings,  a  faint  glow  in  the  east 

D  2 


86  THE  VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

would  appear,  and  above  the  horizon  the  dawn  of 
moonrise  gradually  illumined  the  borders  of  the 
wilderness.  In  a  few  moments  more  an  immense 
crimson  disc  looked  out  on  the  silence  from  behind 
great  sheets  of  blood-red  clouds,  presently  merging 
into  amber,  with  stripes  of  silver  and  gold.  But 
these  colours  would  soon  give  place  to  a  serene  glow, 
and  from  that  time  until  daybreak  all  Nature  was 
wrapped  in  phantasmal  twilight,  the  Log-House  loom- 
ing like  a  spectral  silhouette  in  the  silver  light,  its 
rugged  logs  heaped  together  like  something  in  a 
dream,  on  the  borders  of  a  world  apart,  haunted  by 
gliding  shadows  and  illusive  sounds. 

Inside  the  house,  after  supper,  when  everything 
was  put  in  order  for  the  night,  the  stillness  was 
oppressive,  for  the  quiet  was  not  that  of  repose.  It 
suggested  an  immense  and  immeasurable  sadness,  and 
my  mother  would  sit  knitting  in  silence,  with  thoughts 
of  the  far-absent  ones.  About  ten  o'clock  my  father 
would  read  the  evening  prayers  from  the  Anglican 
Prayer-book,  with  the  whole  family  kneeling,  and  I 
wondered  what  efficacy  written  prayers  could  have. 
But  whenever  I  heard  my  mother  utter  the  words : 
"  May  the  Lord  in  His  goodness  have  mercy  on  us  !  " 
I  felt  an  instant  accession  of  power.  The  words, 
coming  from  that  magical  voice,  unlocked  the 
reservoirs  of  the  infinite,  and  faith  came  rushing 
through  the  flood-gates.  They  brought  a  presence 
which  rilled  the  house  with  hope  and  comfort.  I 
was  satisfied  without  being  able  to  explain  why.  There 
were  moments  when  she  seemed  to  bring  a  super- 
human power  to  the  threshold  of  the  Log-House 
beyond  which  danger  and  despair  could  not  enter. 


THE   LOG-HOUSE  37 

She  had  implicit  faith  in  what  she  called  the 
"  Promises."  "  The  Lord  in  His  mercy  will  never 
permit  it,"  she  used  to  say  when  a  calamity  seemed 
inevitable ;  and  with  all  her  sorrows  the  irreparable 
never  happened.  Faith  and  prayer  form  a  bulwark 
around  the  lives  of  some  people  through  which  no 
permanent  misfortune  ever  penetrates. 

Sometimes,  after  the  evening  prayers,  the  house 
became  subdued  to  a  stillness  which  produced  the 
effect  of  someone  having  crept  in  by  stealth.  The 
flames  had  gone  from  the  logs  ;  the  embers  were 
smouldering  into  ashes;  the  light  and  sparkle  had 
turned  to  something  that  resembled  audible  thought. 
This  was  the  hour  when  the  things  which  during  the 
day  gave  forth  no  noticeable  sound  now  seemed  to 
speak  or  to  chant.  The  stroke  of  the  old  clock,  with 
its  long  pendulum,  went  like  a  plummet  to  the  depths 
of  the  soul.  It  brought  forth  that  part  of  Nature 
which  is  hidden  from  our  sight  by  a  thin  veil  behind 
which  we  can  sometimes  hear  the  voices  on  the  other 
side.  The  cry  of  the  cricket  was  that  of  a  tiny 
friend,  affecting  only  the  smallest  nerves  of  silence, 
but  the  solemn  tones  of  the  time-piece  accentuated 
our  isolation.  Some  clocks  are  nervous  and  rasping, 
others  emit  a  tone  of  hope  and  serenity,  but  the  one 
in  the  Log-House  had  a  deep,  portentous  tone  which 
filled  one  with  a  sense  of  the  hollowness  of  things,  the 
futility  of  effort,  a  consciousness  of  days  and  nights 
continually  departing,  of  vanishing  memories,  and  of 
people  passing  into  lonely,  isolated  and  everlasting 
dreams.  A  great  gulf  now  separated  us  from  the  rest 
of  the  world,  and  my  mother  sat  like  one  under  a 
spell. 


38  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

About  midnight  the  stillness  became  an  obsession. 
All  Nature  was  steeped  in  an  atmosphere  of  palpable 
quiet,  teeming  with  dismal  uncertainty  and  sombre 
forebodings.  The  flickering  of  a  tallow  candle  added 
something  ghostly  to  the  room  with  its  dark  mahogany 
furniture,  while  every  unfamiliar  sound  outside 
startled  the  members  of  the  family  who  were  still 
awake.  The  doleful  duets  of  the  katy-dids  often 
came  to  a  sudden  stop,  and  during  the  hush  it 
seemed  as  if  anything  might  happen — the  apparition 
of  a  phantom,  or  the  arrival  of  a  band  of  masked 
marauders.  An  owl  would  visit  the  solitary  locust 
tree  which  stood  between  the  north  door  and  the  barn, 
and  its  weird  calls  sent  a  shiver  through  the  night. 
The  first  note  had  an  indescribable  quality,  and  the 
series  of  half-veiled  trumpet  calls  that  followed  pro- 
duced on  me  a  sensation  never  to  be  forgotten.  They 
sounded  like  nothing  else  in  Nature,  and  came  to  me 
as  a  lament  from  some  waif  of  the  wilderness. 

"  Hear  me,  hear  me,  inhabitants  of  the  Log-House  ! 
Is  solitude  now  your  portion  ?  " 

Again,  in  the  dead  of  night,  some  animal  would 
carry  off  a  fowl,  and  the  long-drawn-out  "caws" 
came  like  the  cries  of  a  child  for  help,  growing  less 
and  less  distinct,  and  at  last  dying  away  in  the  dis- 
tance as  the  animal  passed  the  barn  and  began  the 
descent  into  the  hollow  towards  the  woods.  The 
effect  on  me  was  one  of  nervous  apprehension.  It 
was  the  mystery  which  added  a  nameless  dread  to  a 
mere  incident  of  the  night. 

On  stormy  nights  in  the  autumn  the  north  wind 
brought  with  it  voices  that  moaned  and  sighed.  Every 
sweep  of  the  wind  came  with  a  chorus  of  lamentations 


THE   LOG-HOUSE  39 

that  moved  round  and  round,  first  on  one  side  then 
on  the  other,  and  the  intervals  of  silence  between 
the  gusts  came  as  respites  before  some  final  disaster. 
The  big  locust,  that  stood  alone,  had  an  ominous 
whistle,  while  the  trees  and  bushes  at  the  front  and 
back  swayed  under  the  low,  swooping  gusts,  until  the 
Log-House  seemed  once  more  a  part  of  the  wild  and 
primitive  forest. 

At  times  streaks  of  cold  light  from  the  semi-circling 
moon  would  fall  through  the  window  on  the  old  rag- 
carpet.  Old,  because  each  strip  had  belonged  to 
garments  worn  long  before  the  carpet  was  put  together. 
It  needed  the  moonlight  or  the  soft  rays  of  the  setting 
sun  to  bring  out  all  its  romance  and  mystery.  Then 
the  stripes  of  saffron  evoked  the  presence  of  Kezia 
Jordan,  and  the  darker  hues  memories  of  the  Load- 
Bearer,  Socrates,  and  Minerva  Wagner.  What 
romantic  adventure  these  patches  suggested !  I 
would  sit  and  count  the  pieces  and  compare  one  colour 
with  another,  for  each  seemed  imbued  with  a  per- 
sonality of  its  own.  Here,  in  the  common  sitting- 
room,  filled  with  chimeras  about  to  vanish,  each  strip 
of  cloth  was  as  a  pillow  for  some  dead  thing  of  the 
past,  some  greeting  or  regret.  There  were  strips  worn 
when  the  wearer  set  sail  from  the  old  country,  others 
had  faced  a  hail  of  bullets  at  Buena  Vista,  passed 
through  an  Indian  rising,  or  the  first  stormy  meetings 
of  the  Abolitionists  in  Illinois.  Once  all  these  strips 
of  cloth  had  stood  for  life  and  action ;  they  wrapped  a 
world  of  dreams  and  moods,  but  now  they  covered  a 
rough  floor  in  a  house  of  logs.  They  humanised  the 
interior  as  graves  humanise  a  plot  of  earth.  And 
never  did  sacred  carpet  of  Mecca  contain  so  much  of 


40  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

the  magic  of  life ;  for  here,  too,  daily  prayers  were 
said  on  bended  knee,  and  the  carpet  seemed  one  with 
the  religious  aspirations  of  the  occupants,  with  all  our 
hopes  and  fears,  joys  and  sorrows. 

How  genial  and  home-like  it  was  !  It  belonged  to 
the  order  of  the  wild  roses  and  flowering  weeds,  the 
corn  and  clover,  the  morning-glories,  the  gympsum, 
the  sumac,  and  the  red-winged  blackbirds  that  soared 
in  circles  around  and  above  the  house. 

If  its  shreds  and  patches  suggested  things  of  the 
past,  the  Log-House  life  it  represented  was  palpitating 
with  the  present :  full  of  human  dreams  and  ambitions, 
of  the  voiceless  sentiments  that  make  a  home  in  the 
bosom  of  the  prairie.  It  invited  the  tired  wayfarer 
of  the  lonely  roads  to  come  in  and  be  refreshed  with 
steaming  coffee  and  hot  biscuits,  pound-cake,  and 
dainty  pies  made  from  the  products  of  the  loamy  soil ; 
it  invited  all  to  step  in  and  listen  to  words  of 
encouragement  if  in  trouble,  and  words  of  sympathy 
if  in  affliction ;  for  the  rag-carpet  was  made  for  the 
Log-House,  and  the  Log-House  was  made  for  Man. 


CHAPTEE  IV 

SOCRATES    GIVES   ADVICE 

THE  day  Socrates  made  his  first  call  at  the  Log- 
House  I  happened  to  be  at  home,  instead  of  fishing, 
a  mile  away,  or  wandering  about  in  my  accustomed 
haunts  among  the  squirrels,  birds  and  rabbits.  He 
brought  Ebenezer  Hicks  with  him. 

Socrates  entertained  me  with  some  simple  stories  of 
his  experience  as  a  hunter  and  trapper  twenty  or  thirty 
years  earlier :  how  he  killed  big  game  during  the 
winters  of  the  great  snows,  his  buffalo  hunts  in 
Missouri  and  Iowa,  his  strange  devices  for  snaring 
the  mink,  the  fox,  and  the  raccoon. 

I  devoured  every  word  with  eager  excitement : 
here  was  the  actual  romance  of  the  wild  woods. 

"  And  have  you  killed  many  bitterns  and  owls?" 
I  inquired. 

"  I  don't  b'lieve  in  killin'  things  ye  cain't  eat  or 
skin." 

It  seemed  to  me  that  this  Socrates  of  the  wilder- 
ness had  something  of  the  look  of  a  big  horned  owl, 
with  his  bushy  eyebrows  and  short  scraggy  beard. 
Over  his  sparsely- covered  head  the  years  had  cast  a 
halo  of  experience  and  wisdom,  and  I  began  to  respect 
this  man  who  united  in  himself  so  much  adventure 
and  common-sense.  He  seemed  strong  as  a  lion  and 
harmless  as  a  lamb,  free  as  the  winds  of  the  prairie, 
yet  methodical  and  never  in  doubt.  He  brought  with 


42  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

him  into  the  Log-House  —  where  our  family  had 
gathered  like  a  flock  of  sheep  in  a  strange  land 
— a  feeling  of  security  and  a  renewal  of  faith  and 
courage. 

"  There's  not  much  need  of  raising  stock  in  this 
part  of  the  country,"  said  my  father  jokingly ;  "  game 
is  so  plentiful." 

"  The  new  settlers  air  givin'  tharselves  a  heap  o' 
trouble  jes'  fer  the  fun  o'  ploughin'  en  reapin'.  They 
snap  the  bow-strings.  They  air  tryin'  te  kill  big 
game  with  a  shot-gun,  en  the  shot  scatters  all  over 
the  kintry.  It  air  good  'nough  fer  rabbits  en 
squirrels,  but  it  don't  stop  a  buck  jumpin'  er  a  b'ar 
from  browsin'.  I  see  a  heap  o'  hard  work  fer  some  o' 
these  here  settlers  what's  comin'  in  from  the  ole 
kintries  over  East.  'Tain't  wisdom. 

"  Some  folks  air  too  good  fer  this  world  'thout  bein' 
plumb  ready  fer  the  nex'.  Accordin'  te  thar  reasoning 
a  prairie-chicken  settin'  on  the  fence  air  better'n  two 
birds  o'  paradise  over  yander.  The  world  air  a 
sorrowin'  vale,  kase  folks  hez  too  many  stakes  in  the 
groun'.  Ez  fer  me,  I  kin  shoot  en  trap  all  I  ken  eat, 
jes'  plantin'  'nough  corn  fer  hoe-cakes  en  a  leetle 
fodder,  en  some  taters  en  turnips  en  pum'kins ;  en  I 
hev  a  sight  more  smoked  venison  en  b'ar  meat  in 
winter  than  I  kin  eat  ez  a  single  man  with  on'y  one 
stommick  ;  en  I  'low  I  kin  give  a  traveller  hoe-cakes 
en  fried  chicken  all  he  wants  to  fill  up  on." 

Socrates  sat  like  a  lump  of  hewn  adamant,  his  look 
alone  being  sufficient  guarantee  of  his  ability  to  take 
care  of  himself  without  the  slightest  trouble  or  worry. 

"  Thar  be  folks  that  air  trampin'  over  these  prairies 
a-spadin'  up  trouble  like  thar  warn't  cone  te  be  hed 


SOCEATES  GIVES  ADVICE  48 

by  settin'  down  in  the  city  en  lettin'  other  folks  bring 
it  to  'em.  Thar's  a  heap  too  much  corn  en  wheat,  a 
durned  sight  too  many  kyows  en  hosses  ;  en  the  four- 
legged  critters  chaws  up  what  the  two-legged  critters 
gathers  in.  It  air  wus  nor  dog  eat  dog,  seein'  ez  how 
the  four-legged  critters  air  livin'  on  the  fat  o'  the  land 
while  the  pore  planters  air  livin'  on  spar'  ribs  en  hens 
with  sinoos  ez  tough  ez  b'iled  owels." 

"But  it  makes  a  great  difference  when  a  man  has 
a  family  to  support  and  educate,"  remarked  my 
mother,  thinking  of  the  responsibility  of  parents. 

"  I  allow  readin'  en  writin'  air  a  good  thing  if  ye've 
got  any  figurin'  to  do ;  but  cipherin's  a  drefful  load  on 
the  mind.  Thar's  Si  Jordan  yander  ;  he  sets  figurin' 
o'  nights,  en  calculatin'  te  see  jes'  how  he'll  come  out 
at  the  end  o'  the  year ;  but  I  allers  say  to  myself  he's 
like  the  groun'-hog,  he  won't  come  out." 

"  Still,  it  would  be  awkward  to  have  to  calculate 
with  nothing  but  your  fingers,"  observed  my  father, 
smiling. 

"  Fingers  or  no  fingers,  book-larnin'  don't  make  a 
man  no  better  than  he  war  in  a  state  o'  natur'.  Them 
as  reads  newspapers  knows  too  much  'bout  other 
folks's  sins  en  not  'nough  'bout  thar  own.  Over 
Decatur  en  Fancy  Creek  way  they  built  meetin'- 
houses  with  steeples  on  'em,  en  the  wimin-folks  tuck 
te  wearin'  store  clothes  en  the  men-folks  put  on  b'iled 
shirts.  Eut  when  the  comet  come  into  view  the 
wimin  put  on  their  ole  sun-bonnets,  allowin'  pink 
calico  te  be  more'n  enough  te  be  j edged  in." 

My  mother,  as  she  looked  up  from  her  knitting, 
thought  his  round  grey  eyes  seemed  bigger  and 
rounder  than  ever.  She  noticed  in  his  face  an 


44  THE  VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

expression  of  nai've  irony  and  unconscious  satire  which 
she  had  not  remarked  before.  But  later  there  radiated 
from  his  face  a  sense  of  pity  when  he  thought  of  all 
the  hard  work  she  would  have  to  do.  In  some  un- 
accountable way  he  had  come  into  touch  with  the 
unexpressed  hopes  and  fears  of  the  silent  man  sitting 
before  him,  and  the  pale,  passive  face  of  his  wife,  who 
was  knitting. 

Then,  as  if  struck  with  a  sudden,  new  idea,  he 
said : — 

"  Ye  kin  divide  the  day's  doin's  into  two  passels— 
the  happenin's  en  the  fac's;  en  thar  ain't  but  two 
leadin'  fac's  in  all  creation — bein'  born  en  bein'  dead. 
Howsomever,  right  in  betwixt  'em  thar's  some  purty 
lively  happenin's  a  steppin'  roun'  on  all  fours,  ez 
when  a  panther  takes  a  notion  te  drap  on  a  pig's  back ; 
it's  a  shore  thing  fer  the  panther  but  a  dead  loss  fer 
the  owner.  En  it  air  jest  ez  sartin  the  fact  air  plumb 
agin  the  pig,  but  he  don't  live  long  'nough  te  know 
it.  Thar's  been  a  suddin  burial,  en  the  mourner  kin 
see  the  fact,  but  he  ain't  never  see  the  corpse.  Any- 
how, it's  an  argimint  thet'll  work  itself  out  ez  easy 
ez  a  groun'-worm  arter  rain,  en  it  don't  make  no 
pertickler  difference  which  end  comes  up  fust,  heads 
en  tails  bein'  purty  nigh  ekil." 

My  father  enjoyed  a  hearty  laugh,  and  my  mother 
stopped  knitting  and  eyed  Socrates  as  if  trying  to 
fathom  the  secret  of  his  strange  originality. 

"  It  beats  my  time  all  holler/'  he  went  on,  "  te  see 
folks  so  kind  o'  waverin'  en  onsartin.  Instead  o' 
waitin'  fer  the  last  hour  they  make  fer  it  with  thar 
heads  down  like  a  bull  agin  a  red  flag,  en  no  tail- 
twistin'  ;11  stop  ;em.  Thar's  skasely  a  settler  among 


SOCRATES  GIVES  ADVICE  45 

the  new  uns  but  what'll  tell  ye  they  air  workin'  te 
live.     It  air  workin'  te  die,  thet's  what  /call  it." 

"  Thar's  a  good  many  workin7  land  they  ain't  got 
no  title  to/'  remarked  Ebenezer  Hicks. 

"  When  I  go  te  meetin'  en  hear  some  o'  these 
settlers  sing  about  readin'  thar  title  cl'ar  te  mansions 
in  the  skies  I  allers  feel  like  askin'  'em  how  they're 
holdin'  on  te  the  land  they  got ;  kase  thar  ain't  but 
two  kyinds  o'  settlers — them  ez  buys  right  out,  and 
them  ez  squats  right  down,  en  I've  allers  found  thet 
hymn  air  a  dead  favourite  among  the  people  thet  set 
right  down  jes  whar  thar  feet  begin  te  swell. 

"  What  I  know  'bout  Bible-teachin'  air  plumb  agin' 
squatters  takin'  up  land  t'other  side  Jordan.  The 
Lord  God  hez  issued  a  writ  statin'  His  objections.  I 
ain't  never  knowed  a  real  live  Yankee  thet  war  any 
good  at  squattin'.  They  come  from  below  the  Ohio, 
whar  they  hev  seen  the  niggers  do  all  the  work.  En 
when  they  come  up  to  this  kintry  they  sing  about 
readin'  thar  title  cl'ar  te  big  slices  o'  land  in  the  nex' 
world  !  I  tell  ye  what  it  is,  if  thar's  ever  goin'  te  be 
war  it'll  be  betwix'  them  thet  wants  the  land  fer 
nothin'  en  them  thet  wants  it  fer  sunthin',  if  it  ain't 
fer  more'n  shootin'  snipe  en  plover.  The  squatters 
air  lazy  ;  en  t'other  folks,  like  the  Squar  hyar,  air 
killin'  tharselves  by  doin'  too  much. 

"  My  ole  daddy  larnt  me  te  go  through  this 
gorrowin'  vale  like  the  varmints  do — easy  en  nat'ral 
like,  never  gallopin'  when  ye  kin  lope,  en  never  lopin' 
when  ye  kin  lay  down.  It's  a  heap  easier.  Thar 
ain't  a  hog  but  knows  he  kin  root  fer  a  livin'  if  ye 
give  him  a  fair  show  ;  thar  ain't  a  squirrel  but  knows 
how  te  stow  away  'nough  te  nibble  on  when  he  wakes 


46  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

up  en  finds  his  blood's  kinder  coolin'  down  en  things 
is  p'intin'  te  zero." 

After  a  pause  he  looked  hard  at  my  father,  and  put 
the  question  abruptly  : 

"  What '11  ye  do,  Squar,  when  ye  plough  up  the  prairie 
thar  nex'  year,  en  sow  it  with  corn  ez  ye  calc'late  on 
doin'  ?  How  d'ye  low  yell  git  all  the  work  done 
'thout  extry  hands  ?  " 

It  was  an  unexpected  query  that  left  my  father 
without  an  immediate  answer.  He  had  never  given 
the  subject  any  serious  thought. 

Socrates  continued  without  waiting  for  explanations  : 

"  Yell  hev  a  heap  o'  corn-huskin'  te  do,  en  ye 
suttinly  ain't  a-goin'  te  reckon  on  thet  leetle  lady  with 
them  hands  o7  her'n  doin'  much  corn-huskin'  en  sech. 
Tears  like  shell  hev  more'n  enough  te  keep  her 
a-goin'  right  in  the  house." 

My  mother  was  thinking  :  "  The  Lord's  will  be 
done.  He  had  a  reason  for  sending  us  here ;  some 
day  we  may  know  why" 

Socrates  resumed  : 

"Hirin'  extry  hands  means  payin'  out  a  lot  o'  money; 
mebbe  yer  purse-strings  air  like  yer  latch- string,  en 
mebbe  ye  got  a  plenty  te  last  ye  till  nex'  harvest 
time.  Things  ain't  like  they  war ;  folks  useter  come 
twenty  mile  to  a  corn-huskin',  en  the  doin's  ud  end  up 
with  eatin'  en  drinkin'  en  dancin'.  Now  people  air 
too  busy  with  thar  own  funerals.  They  useter  help 
other  people  work  tharselves  to  death ;  now  they  stay 
at  home  en  dig  thar  own  graves  'thout  borrowing 
shovels  er  sendin'  fer  a  fiddler  te  help  'em  mourn  with 
thar  tired  feet.  I  keep  sayin'  the  comet  may  pass 
over  'thout  drappin' ;  but  if  the  politicioners,  en  the 


SOCKATES  GIVES   ADVICE  47 

lawyers,  en  them  ez  sez  they  don't  know  nothing  en 
the  hordes  o'  settlers  thet  cain't  tell  the  difference 
betwix'  a  yaller  dog  en  a  long-eared  rabbit  ain't 
a-bringin'  the  world  to  a  spot  stop,  then  Zack 
Caverly  hez  missed  fire,  en  it'll  be  the  fust  time." 

"  As  for  that,"  said  my  father,  "  it  certainly  does 
look  as  if  some  great  change  would  soon  come  over 
the  country.  Many  are  turning  to  religion  for  conso- 
lation, while  others  predict  civil  war." 

"  I  see  some  cussed  mean  folks  pretendin'  te  hev 
religion.  Some  on  'em  air  thet  deceivin'  I  allers  feel 
like  watchnr  em  with  a  spy-glass  till  they  git  into 
the  woods  en  then  sendin'  my  ole  hound  arter  'em  te 
see  they  don't  commit  bigamy  er  hang  themselves 
right  on  my  diggings. " 

"  Wai,"  said  Ebenezer  Hicks,  who  had  been  listen- 
ing attentively,  "  I  'low  ye've  tetched  a  festern  sore 
when  ye  say  some  on  'em  air  ekil  te  committin'  treason 
en  blasphemy,  but  ez  fer  me  I  hev  allers  been  a 
church  member ;  but  some  folks  ain't  never  satisfied 
te  leave  things  ez  they  wur.  It's  my  opinion  all  the 
trouble  hez  come  about  in  the  Church  by  them  busy- 
bodies  mixin'  up  religion  with  politics.  Abolition  hez 
been  a  bone  o'  contention  en  a  skewer  through  both 
wings  o'  the  Methodists.  You  war  thar  when  Azariah 
James  preached  thet  sermon,  windin'  up  by  h'istin'  the 
Abolition  flag,  en  you  too,  Squar,  en  you  heared  what 
he  said." 

"  Ye'll  allow  he  hed  all  creation  te  h'ist  on," 
remarked  Socrates;  "  the  stars  en  stripes  te  begin 
with,  two  kyinds  o'  lawyers  en  four  kyinds  o' 
preachers — all  on  'em  offn  whisky.  T'other  party 
ain't  got  no  flag,  but  thar  whisky  makes  'em  see 


48  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

the  stars  en  they  make  the  niggers  feel  the 
stripes.7' 

Ebenezer  Hicks,  wishing  to  turn  the  conversation, 
simply  observed : 

"  Over  at  Bloomington  en  Springfield  the  people 
air  all  fer  Lincoln." 

But  Socrates  held  to  the  subject  and  went  on  : 

"  What  beats  my  time  is  te  know  what  you  folks 
hez  te  do  with  the  nigger  question  anyway.  Did  ye 
ever  own  any  slaves  ?  " 

"  Nary  a  one." 

"  Wai,  then,  what  difference  does  it  make  te  you 
whether  they  work  ez  slaves  er  work  ez  we  uns  work  ? 
Looks  like  ye  belong  te  them  thet's  pinin'  away  kase 
ye  ain't  got  sorrers  enough  o'  yer  own  te  hitch  to. 
When  we  all  heared  Azariah  James  preach — the  on'y 
time  the  meetin' -house  hez  been  open  all  summer 
— I  see  right  away  we'd  got  plumb  into  the  middle  o' 
the  Abolition  circus  en  someone  ud  turn  a  somerset 
afore  he  got  through.  Fact  is,  the  people  o'  this  here 
State  air  a-gittin'  ready  te  send  Abe  Lincoln  te  Wash- 
ington, en  ole  Buchanan's  jes'  keepin'  the  presidential 
cheer  from  warpin'  till  Abe  comes." 

"  That  preacher,  Azariah  James,"  said  my  father, 
"  was  not  such  a  fool  as  some  of  the  congregation 
thought  he  was." 

"Not  nigh,"  returned  Socrates,  as  he  rose  from  his 
seat  and  took  his  leave. 

A  few  days  after  his  visit  my  mother  remarked : 

"  Now,  I  suppose,  we  shall  not  have  any  more 
visitors  for  a  long  time.  There  are  days  when  I  wish 
someone  would  call,  and  somehow  I  have  been  thinking 
a  good  deal  of  Mrs.  Jordan  lately.  I  should  like  a 


SOCKATES  GIVES  ADVICE  49 

visit  from  her  more  than  from  anyone  else  I  know 
just  at  present." 

That  same  afternoon,  as  I  was  returning  to  the 
house  from  the  hollow  where  I  had  been  gathering 
hazel-nuts,  I  thought  I  could  discern  a  stranger 
through  the  window.  I  entered  the  house  and  found 
Kezia  Jordan  seated  in  the  rocking-chair. 

Once  more  her  presence  opened  the  door  to  a  world 
that  transcended  all  the  familiar  forms  of  speech  ;  for 
it  was  not  what  she  said,  but  what  she  looked,  that 
impressed  me  so  profoundly. 

Moulded  and  subdued  by  the  lonely  days,  the 
monotonous  weeks,  the  haunting  hush  of  the  silent 
nights,  and  the  same  thoughts  and  images  returning 
again  and  again,  she  appeared  as  one  who  had  con- 
quered the  world  of  silence.  Elihu  Gest  partly 
explained  himself  by  his  explanation  of  others,  but 
Kezia  Jordan  made  few  comments,  and  they  were 
rarely  personal.  She  never  talked  for  the  sake  of 
talking.  As  she  sat  there  she  might  have  been  a 
statue,  for  to-day  she  brought  with  her  an  inexorable 
detachment  from  worldly  thoughts  and  influences. 

The  sentiments  she  inspired  in  me  were  like  those 
produced  by  the  motion  of  clouds  on  a  calm  moon- 
light night,  or  the  falling  of  leaves  on  a  still,  dreamy 
day  of  Indian  summer.  There  were  moments  when 
her  presence  seemed  to  possess  something  preternatural, 
when  she  imparted  to  others  an  extraordinary  and 
superhuman  quietude.  Her  spirit,  freed  for  ever  from 
the  trammels  and  tumults  of  the  world,  seemed  heed- 
less of  the  passing  moments,  resigned  to  every  secret 
and  mandate  of  destiny ;  for  hers  was  a  freedom  which 
was  not  attained  in  a  single  battle — the  conflict  was 

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50  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

begun  by  her  ancestors  when  they  landed  at  Plymouth 
Rock.  In  the  tribulations  that  followed  the  succes- 
sive generations  were  stripped  of  the  superfluities  of 
life.  One  by  one  vanities  and  illusions  fell  from  the 
fighters  like  shattered  muskets  and  tattered  garments. 
Each  generation,  stripped  of  the  tinsel,  became 
acquainted  with  the  folly  of  plaints  and  the  futility  of 
protests.  Little  by  little  the  pioneers  began  to  under- 
stand, and  in  the  last  generation  of  all  there  resulted 
a  knowledge  too  deep  for  discussion  and  a  wisdom  too 
great  for  idle  misgivings. 

Where  was  the  hurried  visitor  from  foreign  lands 
who  could  sound  the  depths  of  such  a  soul  ? 

The  influences  were  different  when  Mrs.  Busby 
came  to  the  Log-House.  She  brought  with  her 
pleasant  maxims  about  her  bakings,  her  messes,  and 
herb-medicines,  and  talked  on  and  on  without  caring 
what  the  subject  was.  She  created  commotion  and 
movement,  and  under  her  hands  the  kettle  hissed  and 
spouted. 

Mrs.  Jordan  handled  things  as  if  they  had  life  and 
feeling,  and  without  being  conscious  of  influencing 
others  she  brought  with  her  a  power  that  penetrated 
to  the  core  of  things.  She  had  passed  the  time  when 
her  duties  had  to  be  accomplished  by  the  aid  of  a 
strenuous  use  of  the  reasoning  faculties.  She  had 
arrived  at  that  stage  when  religion  was  not  a  thing  of 
reason,  but  a  state  of  perpetual  feeling.  Circum- 
Btances  altered,  conditions  changed  and  found  her  the 
same,  unaltered  and  unalterable. 

Yet  she  had  her  day-dreams,  moments  of  rapt 
meditation  which  bordered  on  forge tfulness,  when 
the  formless  visions  and  homely  realities  of  kitchen, 


SOCKATES  GIVES  ADVICE  51 

meeting-house,  and  prairie  became  one,  and  the  song 
of  the  blackbird  and  the  chirping  of  the  cricket 
seemed  a  part  of  her  own  life  and  feeling.  She  pos- 
sessed the  dominant  influence  of  an  abiding  power 
with  a  total  absence  of  self-assertion,  for  hers  was  that 
true  power  of  the  soul,  an  influence  that  penetrates 
to  depths  which  intellect  alone  can  never  reach. 

I  thought  the  rocking-chair  was  made  for  Kezia 
Jordan,  and  the  rag- carpet  too,  and  somehow  I  could 
never  quite  free  my  mind  from  the  impression  that 
the  flowers  about  the  house  were  hers  as  well. 

Soon  after  my  arrival  a  rap  was  heard  at  the  door, 
and  in  walked  Minerva  Wagner,  proud,  lean,  wrinkled, 
and  unbending.  She  came  within  the  category  of 
those  who,  according  to  Zack  Caverly,  were  labouring 
under  the  necessity  of  borrowing  trouble.  She  had 
not  yet  recovered  from  the  shock  produced  by  the 
Abolition  sermon  of  the  preacher,  Azariah  James. 
Mrs.  Wagner  was  our  nearest  neighbour  to  the  north, 
and  every  time  I  glanced  in  that  direction  I  would 
marvel  at  the  listless,  lonely  life  of  the  family  in  the 
little  frame  house  stuck  like  a  white  speck  on  the 
brow  of  the  prairie,  ten  times  more  lonely  and  isolated 
than  the  Log-House  we  inhabited.  Whenever  I  saw 
someone  moving  about  over  there  I  thought  of  a  tomb 
opening  its  doors  and  letting  out  an  imprisoned  ghost; 
for  every  member  of  the  family  looked  and  walked  and 
talked  alike,  except,  perhaps,  old  Minerva  Wagner, 
who  stood  to-day  facing  the  inexorable  present,  stern, 
relentless,  unable  to  account  for  anything  she  saw  or 
heard,  but  choking  with  prejudice  against  what  she 
persisted  in  calling  "  the  Yankee  trash  of  Indianny 
and  Illinoise." 

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After  some  talk  about  pickles  and  bacon  and  apple- 
butter,  and  some  allusion  to  the  awful  state  of  the 
country,  brought  on  by  the  Anti-Slavery  agitation, 
Mrs.  Wagner  took  her  departure,  and  once  more  the 
room  assumed  the  calm,  peaceful  aspect  commensurate 
with  Kezia  Jordan's  presence.  My  mother  made  tea, 
and  the  moments  passed  as  if  there  were  no  clock 
ticking  the  time  away  and  no  regrets  for  the  old 
days  that  would  never  return;  and  when  at  last 
Mrs.  Jordan  rose  from  her  seat  she  looked  more 
slender  than  ever  in  her  simple  dress  of  copperas- 
coloured  jean  ;  and  when  the  clouds  parted  and  the 
setting  sun  shone  full  on  the  windows,  her  spare  figure 
cast  a  shadow  that  fell  across  the  rag-carpet,  and  there, 
under  her  feet,  were  strips  of  coloured  cloth,  the 
counterpart  of  her  own  dress,  and  it  seemed  as  if  she 
had  always  belonged  to  the  Log-House  and  ought 
never  to  leave  it. 


CHAPTEE  V 

SILAS  JORDAN'S  ILLNESS 

THE  solemn  hush  of  the  wilderness  had  its  voices 
of  bird  and  insect,  wind,  rain,  and  rustling  grass ;  but 
from  the  song  of  birds  and  grasshoppers  to  the  noise- 
less march  of  the  comet  was  a  far  and  terrible  cry,  and 
more  than  one  head  of  a  family,  seeing  its  approach 
nearer  and  nearer  to  the  earth,  sat  with  folded  hands 
awaiting  the  end.  While  it  frightened  some  into 
silence  it  made  others  loquacious,  while  others  again 
could  not  help  laughing  at  the  comical  figure  some  of 
the  frightened  ones  assumed. 

No  sooner  did  Silas  Jordan  see  the  comet  than  a 
great  fear  seized  him,  and  he  sat  down  in  the  kitchen, 
a  millstone  of  desolation  holding  him  in  his  seat. 

Hardly  a  day  passed  that  I  did  not  run  up  to  the 
Jordans',  and  on  this  evening,  instead  of  hearing  Mrs. 
Jordan  singing  one  of  her  favourite  hymns,  I  listened 
to  a  monologue  which  contained  a  note  of  sadness. 

When  Kezia  came  in  with  a  chicken  which  she  had 
just  killed  and  was  about  to  scald  and  pluck,  a  glance 
at  her  husband  told  her  of  the  great  and  sudden 
change. 

"  Dear  me,  suss !  Zack  Caverly  said  ye'd  be  apt 
to  feel  a  touch  o'  fever  when  ye  broke  that  piece  o' 
land  down  by  the  Log-House." 

She  expected  an  answer,  but  none  came,  and  she 
went  on  : 


54  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

"  I  don't  know  what  we'll  do  with  so  much  work 
waitin'  to  be  done." 

She  took  from  the  highest  shelf  in  the  cupboard  a 
large  box  of  quinine  pills  and  offered  Silas  two,  but 
he  refused  them  with  a  stubborn  shake  of  the  head. 

Mrs.  Jordan  put  the  box  aside  and  began  to  pluck  the 
chicken  with  a  will  that  might  have  inspired  her  hus- 
band with  courage  had  he  noticed  what  she  was  doing. 

"  It  ain't  no  use  givin'  way  and  broodin'  over  yer 
feelin's,"  she  said,  quietly. 

Alek  came  in  and  told  his  mother  a  comet  was  to 
be  seen,  and  she  stepped  to  the  door  to  look. 

She  had  heard  the  rumours  and  prophecies,  but  they 
left  her  indifferent.  Her  deep  religious  faith  made 
it  impossible  for  her  to  worry  when  worry  seemed 
almost  a  sin,  and  it  never  occurred  to  her  that  Silas 
was  not  ill  of  malaria,  but  of  fear  and  despair. 

"  Pap's  ailin',"  said  Alek.  "If  he  ain't  no  better 
to-morrer  I'll  go  fer  that  yarb  doctor  that  cured 
Ebenezer  Hicks  o'  them  faintin'  spells." 

He  had  a  horror  of  long  illnesses,  and  would  call  in  a 
"  doctor  "  at  the  slightest  sign  of  a  break-up  in  health. 

The  next  day  I  was  at  the  Jordan  home  again,  this 
time  with  tempting  eatables  for  the  invalid,  who, 
however,  refused  everything. 

The  doctor  arrived  shortly  after;  then,  on  his  heels, 
came  Socrates,  who,  when  he  saw  the  doctor's  horse 
and  saddle-bags,  guessed  there  was  something  wrong 
with  the  Jordan  household. 

The  doctor  was  looking  about  the  room  like  a  rabbit 
let  loose  in  a  strange  place.  Lank  and  bony,  clothed 
in  blue  jeans,  he  looked  a  picture  of  unsophisticated 
ignorance. 


SILAS  JOEDAN'S  ILLNESS  56 

"  My  husband's  ailin',"  said  Mrs.  Jordan,  as  she 
took  a  chair  and  placed  it  before  Silas  for  the  doctor. 

"  How  long's  he  been  feelin'  this  a- way?"  he  asked, 
in  a  drawling  voice  as  he  sat  down  and  took  hold  of 
the  patient's  limp  hand. 

"  Sence  yesterday." 

"Chills  en  fever,  I  reckon,"  he  said,  looking  at 
Silas  with  a  blank  stare. 

"  He  ain't  had  any  chills,"  returned  Mrs.  Jordan. 

"  Ain't  hed  no  pin-feather  feelins  ?  " 

"  I  don't  reckon  he  hez." 

"  No  chatterin'  o'  the  teeth  ?  " 

"Not  ez  I  know  of." 

"  Been  wanderin'  in  his  mind  ?  " 

"  Not  ez  I  know  of." 

"  Ain't  felt  overly  het  up  ? " 

"  I  guess  not." 

"  Then  I  reckon  it's  dumb  ague,"  concluded  the 
doctor  at  his  wits'  end. 

"  I  guess  it  is,"  said  Kezia,  "  fer  he  ain't  spoke  a 
word  sence  he  was  took." 

The  doctor  now  asked  to  see  the  patient's  tongue, 
and  after  much  persuasion  Silas  slowly  put  out  the  tip, 
then  closed  his  jaws  with  a  smart  snap. 

"  Mighty  peert  for  a  man  thet  cain't  talk,"  observed 
Zack  Caverly.  But  the  doctor,  more  and  more  be- 
wildered, simply  nodded  his  head,  and  then  moved  his 
chair  back  several  paces  as  if  to  be  well  out  of  the  reach 
of  a  patient  who  might  suddenly  do  him  an  injury. 

He  looked  fixedly  at  the  little  wiry-faced  man,  not 
knowing  what  to  say  or  do. 

Suddenly  a  thought  struck  him. 

"  Hez  he  ever  hed  quare  idees  ?  " 


56  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

"I  don't  know  thet  he  hez,  'ceptin'  lie's  been 
figurin'  on  jest  how  long  it  would  take  to  buy  out  the 
folks  at  the  big  Log-House." 

"  En  ye  say  he  ain't  et  no  vittles  sence  yestiddy  ?  " 

"Not  a  morsel." 

The  doctor  considered  for  a  while,  pulled  at  his 
goatee,  and  said : 

"  I  'low  his  symptomania  air  summat  confoundin', 
but  jest  at  this  pertickler  p'int  whar,  ez  ye  might 
say,  the  fever  hez  kinder  thawed  out  the  chills,  en 
the  chills  hez  sorter  nipped  the  fever  in  the  bud,  both 
on  'em  hev  been  driv'  in.  They're  a-fightin'  it  out 
on  the  liver,  en  a  man  ain't  calc'lated  te  know  jest 
how  things  air  a-workin'  up  on  the  inside." 

"  Will  it  last  long  ?  "  demanded  Alek. 

"Wai,  thar  ain't  no  cause  te  be  frustrated.  T'other 
day  I  see  a  man  over  B'ar  Creek  way  thet  rolled  on 
the  floor  fer  nigh  an  hour,  en  I'm  doggoned  if  the  chills 
en  fever  didn't  stay  right  whar  they  war.  His  wife 
allowed  I  hed  giv'  him  too  much  senna  en  calomel, 
but  it  takes  a  powerful  sight  te  make  'em  go  different 
ways — more  pertickler  when  the  chills  air  dumb." 

The  doctor,  after  ordering  huge  doses  of  calomel 
and  quinine,  shuffled  awkwardly  out,  and  Socrates 
took  Silas  Jordan's  hand  and  considered  for  a  moment. 
Then,  looking  about  the  room,  he  observed : 

"  If  chills  means  bein'  cold,  he  ain't  got  no  chills, 
en  if  fever  means  bein'  hot,  he  ain't  got  no  fever." 

"What  hez  he,  then?"  inquired  Alek,  with  a 
startled  look. 

"  He's  got  the  funks  !  " 

"  I  want  to  know ! "  exclaimed  Kezia,  rising  to 
face  the  new  situation. 


SILAS  JORDAN'S  ILLNESS  57 

Alek,  appalled  at  the  sound  of  a  word  he  had 
never  heard  till  now,  gasped  out : 

"  Is  it  ketchin'  ?  " 

"  Ketchin' !  I'd  like  te  see  ye  ketch  a  weazil  in  a 
haystack,"  observed  Zack  Caverly. 

Mrs.  Jordan  looked  at  one  and  then  at  the  other, 
but  before  she  had  time  to  say  anything  further,  in 
came  Uriah  Busby. 

He  had  come  in  a  great  hurry. 

Of  middle  age,  somewhat  portly,  and  slightly  bald, 
he  now  looked  ten  years  older  than  when  I  saw  him 
at  the  meeting-house.  To-day  his  face  wore  a  haggard 
and  woe-begone  expression. 

Uriah  Busby  had  come  to  find  out  what  his  practical, 
cool-headed  neighbour,  Silas  Jordan,  thought  of  the 
comet. 

"  Glad  to  see  ye,"  was  Kezia's  gentle  greeting. 

She  handed  him  a  chair,  and  Uriah  sat  down, 
heaved  a  deep  sigh,  and  began  to  wipe  his  perspiring 
head  and  face  with  his  big  handkerchief. 

"  No,"  resumed  Socrates,  where  he  had  left  off ; 
"  he  ain't  sick,  he's  only  skeered." 

Uriah  Busby  could  hardly  believe  his  ears.  He 
had  come,  thinking  that  Silas  Jordan  would  have 
some  counsel  of  hope  to  offer,  and  there  he  sat  scared 
into  helplessness  ! 

Nevertheless,  Uriah  felt  called  upon  to  say  something : 

"  These  be  times  of  great  affliction.  It  looks  like 
the  preacher  war  plumb  right,  en  the  Lord's  hand  is 
stretched  agin  us." 

"  Mebbe  ye're  right,"  interrupted  Socrates;  "but  ez 
fur  ez  I  kin  see  the  Lord  ain't  tetched  any  of  ye  with 
more'n  a  thumb  en  forefinger." 


58  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

The  eyes  of  the  invalid  were  now  wide  open ;  he  sat 
bolt  upright  as  if  shaking  off  the  effects  of  a  horrid 
nightmare,  and  blurted  out : 

"  Arter  all,  like  ez  not  it  ain't  a-comin'  our  way  ! " 

Uriah  Busby  pointed  upward,  his  voice  tremulous 
with  emotion : 

"  Mebbe  its  only  a  sign  o'  grace  fer  the  elect." 

But  Socrates  simply  remarked :  "  It's  a  sign  ye've 
been  settin'  on  a  chinee  egg  like  a  wet  hen,  en  it's 
'bout  time  ye  war  up  en  dustin'." 

Kezia's  dark  face  was  all  aglow  ;  she  looked  as  if 
she  had  no  words  to  express  what  she  felt, 

Uriah  Busby's  confusion  increased  with  every 
remark  that  came  from  Socrates,  who  seemed  to  expose 
everyone's  secret. 

"  It's  jest  ez  ye  say,"  he  stammered  at  last ;  "  if  the 
Lord's  willin'  it's  our  dooty  te  work  en  not  te  set 
waitin'." 

"  En  he's  been  settin'  there  ever  sence  he  was  took," 
said  Mrs.  Jordan. 

"  Tears  like  ye'll  hev  te  pull  him  up  like  ye  would 
a  gympsum-weed,"  added  Socrates.  "  Mebbe  thet 
med'cine  man  hez  got  more  sense  then  I  lowed  he 
had  ;  mebbe  ez  like  ez  not  Si  needs  a  thunderin'  big 
shakin',  en  if  we'll  jes'  set  te  work  we  kin  bring  him 
te  rights.  Did  ye  ever  see  a  b'ar  come  out  arter  the 
fust  big  thaw,  hoppin'  roun'  on  two  legs,  this  a- way, 
gettin'  his  sinoos  sorter  stretched  en  his  blood  sorter 
warmed  up  ?  " 

He  began  to  imitate  a  dancing  bear,  stepping  first 
on  one  leg,  then  on  the  other,  swaying,  nodding,  and 
bending  his  head,  with  comical  glances  at  Silas. 

"  Do  like  mister  b'ar ;  shake  yerself  !  " 


SILAS  JOKDAN'S  ILLNESS  59 

And  with  this  he  pulled  the  invalid  out  of  his  seat 
with  a  sudden  jerk,  forcing  him  round  and  round, 
dancing,  bending,  and  hopping,  with  growls  and 
grimaces  to  harmonise  with  his  bruin-like  antics. 

"  Keep  it  up,"  shouted  Uriah  Busby  ;  "  it'll  do  him 
a  heap  o'  good." 

Socrates  kept  up  the  hopping  and  swaying  until 
Silas  Jordan  was  exhausted  and  Alek's  fear  had 
changed  into  a  broad  grin  that  was  almost  laughter ; 
and  hardly  had  the  mad  dance  ceased  when  Silas 
asked  for  fried  chicken,  the  chicken  which  Kezia  had 
killed  and  dressed  and  kept  for  some  such  occasion. 

"The  ways  o'  the  Lord  air  past  findin'  out," 
remarked  Uriah,  wiping  his  face. 

When  the  chicken  was  ready  Silas  walked  about 
picking  a  wing  which  he  held  in  both  hands. 

"He's  ez  hungry  ez  a  wolf,  I  do  declare,"  said 
Kezia  in  a  half -whisper,  as  she  went  about  her  duties, 
relieved  of  the  long  strain  of  watching  and  waiting. 
Then  she  added : 

"  I  never  see  his  ekil !  " 

"I  'low  ye  never  did,  Sister  Jordan,"  rejoined 
Socrates;  "but  ye're  mistaken  in  the  varmint — ye 
mean  he's  ez  hungry  ez  a  catamount !  " 


CHAPTER  VI 

THE    CABIN    OF    SOCRATES 

"  SONNY,"  said  my  father  one  afternoon,  "  you  can 
come  with  me  and  you  will  have  a  chance  of  seeing 
Socrates,  for  I  am  to  call  at  his  cabin  to  see  a  drover 
on  some  business." 

I  accepted  the  invitation  with  joy,  for  I  never 
tired  of  hearing  Zack  Caverly  talk ;  even  to  sit  and 
look  at  him  was  to  me  a  great  treat. 

Socrates  was  sitting  at  his  cabin  door,  smoking, 
dreaming,  and  listening  to  what  strange  sounds  might 
reach  him  from  the  woods.  As  he  sat  there  he  felt 
himself  detached  from  the  world,  yet  near  enough  to 
human  beings  to  have  all  the  society  he  desired.  He 
thought  of  the  new  settlers,  their  troubles  and  vexa- 
tions, and  he  wondered  how  many  of  them  were  as 
free  from  care  as  himself. 

Under  the  cabin  the  hounds  were  sleeping,  all 
cuddled  up,  and  now,  after  a  somewhat  busy  and 
exciting  day,  Nature  seemed  more  intimate  and  satis- 
fying than  ever.  Age  brought  with  it  less  and  less 
ambition,  less  and  less  desire  to  do  useless  things,  to 
speculate  about  vain  theories  and  impending  political 
events.  To  the  mind  of  Socrates  worry  and  ambition 
were  unnatural  and  foolish  things,  and  eternity  meant 
to-day. 

As  he  sat  at  his  door  he  felt  at  home  in  the  universe. 
The  wilderness  was  his  kingdom ;  his  subjects,  the 


THE   CABIN  OF   SOCKATES  61 

birds  and  beasts  ;  his  friends,  the  hound  and  his  rifle ; 
and  he  rode  out  among  the  settlers  like  a  king  on  a 
tour  of  inspection,  with  advice  here  and  a  greeting  of 
encouragement  where  it  was  needed,  and  when  he 
returned  to  his  cabin,  peace  and  contentment  issued 
forth  from  every  log. 

His  cabin  was  his  palace.  A  huge  stag's  head 
nailed  over  the  entrance  might  have  been  taken  for  a 
coat-of-arms  in  the  rough,  while  inside  another  set  of 
antlers  adorned  the  chimney -place.  From  the  rafters 
hung  the  pelt  of  fox  and  wild  cat ;  a  low  couch  was 
covered  with  a  buffalo  robe,  and  on  the  floor  were 
some  old  skins  of  the  black  bear.  Several  trophies  of 
the  wolf  were  stretched  on  nails,  and  strings  of  Indian 
corn  hanging  about  here  and  there  made  the  inside  of 
the  cabin  a  picture  of  indolence  and  activity. 

Zack  Caverly  was  the  last  of  his  peculiar  mode  of 
life  in  this  part  of  the  country,  and  towns  and  rail- 
roads would  soon  put  an  end  to  such  a  mode  of  living. 

The  cabin  adjoined  a  deep  wood  not  far  from  a 
creek,  with  the  prairie  in  front,  and  from  his  door  not 
a  house  could  be  seen. 

Socrates  had  been  here  some  twenty-five  years,  and 
knew  the  history  of  every  family  within  a  radius  of 
many  miles  :  their  peculiarities,  virtues,  and  vices. 
He  could  sum  up  the  powers  and  failings  of  a  new- 
comer at  a  glance.  As  for  himself,  he  knew  where 
his  food  would  come  from  for  a  year,  good  weather  or 
bad ;  he  knew  the  work  required  at  his  hands,  using 
his  own  time  and  pleasure  in  doing  it.  For  often 
when  the  weather  was  fine,  and  the  ground  dry,  he 
would  spend  whole  days  hunting  in  the  bottoms,  many 
miles  from  home.  He  ploughed  when  it  suited  him, 


62  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

and  reaped  much  in  the  same  way.  He  read  no  books, 
did  not  belong  to  any  religious  sect,  never  had  been 
to  school,  and,  owing  to  his  wanderings  in  his  younger 
days,  had  no  prejudices. 

He  knew  the  haunts  and  habits  of  all  the  animals 
and  birds  of  field  and  forest,  and  the  time  to  expect 
certain  wild  flowers ;  and  he  had  his  own  weather 
signs.  He  loved  everything  wild,  regarding  his 
solitary  mode  of  life  as  the  most  natural  thing  in 
the  world. 

As  the  days  and  hours  came  and  went,  so  he 
passed  from  one  mood  to  another  without  being 
conscious  of  any  change,  without  grief  or  regret, 
rising  in  the  morning  and  lying  down  at  night  with 
the  same  feeling  of  security  and  contentment.  And 
principally  for  this  reason  he  was  welcomed  every- 
where, bringing  with  him  an  atmosphere  of  mental 
vigour  and  confidence  at  a  time  when  these  forces 
were  so  much  needed.  His  mind  was  on  the  present; 
thus  no  time  was  lost  in  idle  sorrow  for  events  of 
yesterday. 

It  was  nearly  dusk  when  we  arrived  at  the  cabin, 
and  my  father  had  not  long  to  wait  for  the  drover. 
Soon  after  Socrates  set  about  getting  us  supper  of 
bacon,  eggs,  hoe-cakes,  and  coffee,  which  we  ate  with 
keen  appetites. 

Shortly  after  supper  was  over  Elihu  Gest,  the  Load- 
Bearer,  came  driving  up,  and  hitched  his  team  to  one 
of  the  logs  near  the  door.  He  was  on  his  way  home 
from  the  post-office. 

"I  war  kinder  moved  te  come  aroun'  en  see  ye," 
he  said. 

"  Right  glad  ye  come ;  ye 're  allers  welcome  ez  long 


THE   CABIN  OF   SOCRATES  63 

ez  I'm  alive  en  kickin',"  answered  Socrates,  with  his 
usual  good  humour. 

"  The  feelin'  come  jest  ez  I  got  te  the  cross-roads, 
thar  by  Ebenezer  Hicks's  cornfield." 

Just  then  Lem  Stephens  rode  up. 

Socrates  had  come  out  to  greet  the  Load-Bearer,  and 
the  three  men  sat  down  on  the  logs  while  I  sat  at  one 
side.  My  father  and  the  drover  were  inside  discussing 
some  matters  of  business. 

But  oh  !  how  shall  I  depict  the  company  outside  ? 
the  objects  fading  in  the  deepening  dusk,  the  stars 
growing  brighter  every  moment,  the  stillness  broken 
now  and  again  by  the  cries  of  the  whip-poor-will  and 
the  conversation  of  the  three  men ! 

After  a  long  spell  of  cloudy  weather  the  sky  had 
cleared ;  the  air  was  warm  and  dry,  and  when  dark- 
ness closed  in  the  night  came  with  a  revelation. 
Never  in  that  region  had  such  a  night  been  seen  by 
living  man,  for  a  comet  hung  suspended  in  the 
shimmering  vault,  like  an  immense  silver  arrow, 
dominating  the  world  and  all  the  constellations. 

An  unparalleled  radiance  illumined  the  prairie  in 
front  of  the  cabin ;  the  atmosphere  vibrated  with  a 
strange,  mysterious  glow;  and  as  the  eye  looked 
upward  it  seemed  as  if  the  earth  was  moving  slowly 
towards  the  stars. 

The  sky  resembled  a  phantasmagoria  seen  from 
the  summit  of  some  far  and  fabulous  Eden.  The 
Milky  Way  spread  across  the  zenith  like  a  confluence 
of  celestial  altars  flecked  with  myriads  of  gleaming 
tapers,  and  countless  orbs  rose  out  of  the  luminous 
veil  like  fleecy  spires  tipped  with  the  blaze  of  opal  and 
sapphire. 


64  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

The  great  stellar  clusters  appeared  like  beacons  on 
the  shores  of  infinite  worlds,  and  night  was  the  window 
from  which  the  soul  looked  out  on  eternity. 

The  august  splendour  of  the  heavens,  the  atmosphere, 
palpitating  with  the  presence  of  the  All-ruling  Spirit, 
diffused  a  feeling  of  an  inscrutable  power  reaching 
out  from  the  starry  depths,  enveloping  the  whole 
world  in  mystery. 

I  sat  and  gazed  in  awe  and  silence. 

Socrates  was  quietly  smoking  a  corn-cob  pipe,  while 
Elihu  Gest,  rapt  in  wonder,  contemplated  the  heavens 
as  if  seeking  an  answer  to  his  innermost  thoughts. 

"  I  knowed  we  war  clost  to  it,"  he  exclaimed  at 
last,  referring  to  the  comet ;  "  the  hand  o'  the  Lord 
air  p'intin'  straight !  " 

He  stopped  to  meditate  again,  and  no  one  broke 
the  silence  for  some  little  time. 

Then  he  proceeded : 

"  I've  seen  it  afore,  but  never  like  this.  'Pears 
like  over  around  here  the  hull  heavings  air  clairer, 
and  the  stars  look  like  they  war  nigher  the  y earth." 

"  Be  you  on  risin'  groun'  ?  "  asked  Lem  Stephens, 
addressing  Socrates. 

"  Not  onless  it's  riz  sence  we've  been  settin'  here." 

"  I  allowed  ye  warn't,"  said  Lem;  "  but  I  thought 
mebbe  I  war  mistaken. " 

"  It's  the  feelin's  a  man  hez  when  mericles  air 
a-bein'  worked,"  said  the  Load-Bearer,  with  familiar 
confidence.  "  A  man's  thoughts  en  feelin's  ain't 
noways  the  same  when  the  Lord  begins  te  manifest 
His  power.  He  ain't  afeared  te  show  His  hand ;  but 
I  ain't  never  see  a  kyard-player  thetll  let  ye  look  at 
his  kyards." 


THE   CABIN  OF   SOCRATES  65 

"  'Kase  it  air  we  uns  thet  do  the  shufflin',"  observed 
Socrates;  " Providence  allers  leads  and  allers  wins. 
But  some  o'  these  settlers  knows  what  spades  air,  I 
reckon." 

"En  some  11  suttinly  know  what  clubs  air  if  they 
keep  on  with  thar  nigger  stealing "  spoke  up  Lem 
Stephens. 

To  this  the  Load-Bearer  paid  no  attention.  His 
thoughts  were  on  the  signs  of  the  times  and  the  man 
who  was  to  lead  in  the  great  struggle. 

"  Thar's  a  new  dispensation  a-comin',"  he  said  with 
calm  conviction ;  "  but  it  warn't  made  plain  what  it 
ud  be  till  I  heerd  Abe  Lincoln  en  Steve  Douglas 
discussin'  some  p'ints  o'  law  fer  the  fust  time.  When 
I  heerd  Lincoln  war  a-goin'  te  speak  I  sez :  '  Now's 
yer  time.  If  ye  miss  this  chance  ye  won't  mebbe  hev 
another.'  When  I  got  thar  I  see  Jedge  Douglas  war 
'p'inted  te  opin  the  meetin'." 

"  Thet  give  ye  a  chance  te  see  how  the  leetle  giant 
ud  look  along  side  o'  the  six-footer,"  interrupted 
Socrates.  "  When  I  heerd  the  Jedge  he  give  chapter 
en  verse  for  every  hole  he  bored  in  the  Eepublican 
plank;  but  when  Abe  Lincoln  riz  up  he  held  some 
thunderin'  big  Abolition  nails  te  plug  'em  with. 
Teared  like  he  ez  much  ez  sez  te  Steve  Douglas: 
'  You  jes'  keep  on  borin'  en  I'll  do  the  drivin' ;  it's  a 
heap  easier ;  fer  when  you  fellers  git  through  borin' 
I'll  hev  my  plank  nailed  te  the  constitution  o'  this 
hull  kintry  ! ' " 

"I  low  Steve  Douglas  hed  the  law  on  his  side," 
rejoined  Elihu  Gest ;  "  but  lawyer  Lincoln  hedn't  been 
speakin'  more'n  ten  minutes  afore  I  see  he  war  a-bein' 
called  on,  en  'peared  like  I  could  hear  the  words, 

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66  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

'  jedgment,  jedgment !  '  a-soundin'  in  the  air  ;  en  if  all 
the  prairies  o'  this  here  State  hed  been  sot  on  fire,  I'd 
a-sot  thar  till  he'd  a-spoke  the  last  word  ! " 

"  Shucks  !  "  exclaimed  Socrates  ;  "  I  don't  reckon 
Steve  Douglas  keers ;  but  I  'spect  he  see  it  warn't  no 
use  sassin'  back." 

Lem  Stephens  struck  the  log  several  hard,  quick 
blows  with  his  wooden  leg. 

" But  laws!  What  kin  words  en  book-lamin'  do 
agin  the  Ten  Commandments  ?  "  ejaculated  the  Load- 
Bearer. 

"  I  reckon  Jedge  Douglas  war  rely  in'  on  saft  sodder ; 
but  it  won't  hold  the  spout  te  the  kittle  if  the  fire's 
anyways  over  het  and  the  water's  inos'  b'iled  away," 
said  Socrates. 

"  Ez  I  war  a-goin'  te  say,"  continued  Elihu  Gest, 
"  't  ain't  words  ez  counts  ez  much  ez  it  air  the  feelin's. 
A  politician's  'bout  the  same  in  this  here  ez  a 
preacher :  he  hez  te  possess  the  sperit  if  he  wants  the 
power.  Accordin'  te  my  thinkin'  he  hez  te  throw  it 
out  till  it  kivers  the  hull  meetin'." 

"I  b'lieve  ye're  right,"  assented  Socrates  non- 
chalantly. "  I've  heared  the  leetle  giant  more'n 
oncet,  en  I  low  he  did  look  spry  en  plump,  en  ez 
boundin'  ez  a  rubber  ball.  But  it  ain't  the  hoss  thet 
jumps  the  highest  thet  kin  carry  the  furdest,  en  I 
reckon  a  man's  got  te  be  convicted  hisself  afore  he 
convicts  ary  other." 

"  The  sperit  air  more  in  th'  eye  than  it  air  in  the 
tongue,"  said  Elihu  Gest,  rising  from  his  seat ;  "if 
Abe  Lincoln  looked  at  the  wust  slave-driver  long 
enough,  Satan  would  give  up  every  time." 

"  Tears  like  ye're  right,"  observed  Socrates  again. 


THE   CABIN   OF   SOCRATES  67 

The  Load  -  Bearer  continued,  with  increasing 
emphasis : 

"I  see  right  away  the  difference  a-twixt  Lincoln 
en  Douglas  warn't  so  much  in  Lincoln  bein'  a  good 
ways  over  six  foot  en  Douglas  a  good  ways  under,  ez 
it  war  in  thar  eyes.  The  Jedge  looked  like  he  war 
speakin'  agin  time,  but  Abe  Lincoln  looked  plumb 
through  the  meetin'  into  the  Everlastin' — the  way 
Moses  must  hev  looked  when  he  see  Canaan  ahead — 
en  I  kin  tell  ye  I  never  did  see  a  man  look  thet 
a-way." 

"  The  Jedge  is  some  pum'kins  fer  squeezin'  hisself 
in,  but  I  reckon  the  six-footer  hez  got  the  rulin'  hand 
this  time." 

"  They're  at  the  cross-roads ! "  ejaculated  Lem 
Stephens;  "  but  them  thar  Abolitionists  air  in  a 
howlin'  wilderness,  en  the  partin'  o'  the  ways  don't 
lead  nowheres ;  thar  ain't  no  sign-posts,  not  in  this 
'ere  case.  I've  been  lost  more'n  oncet  by  takin'  the 
wrong  road  jes'  when  I  felt  dead  sartin  I  war  on  the 
right  track.  Gee  whizz !  I  kin  take  ye  te  a  place 
over  near  Edwardsville  whar  nothin'  walkin'  on  two 
legs  kin  tell  the  difference  a-twixt  the  p'ints  in  com- 
pass on  a  cloudy  day  ;  en  even  when  the  sun's 
a-shinin'  ye've  got  te  smell  the  way  jes'  like  a  hound, 
fer  seem'  don't  do  no  good. 

"I'll  tell  ye  what  it  is,  in  this  'ere  business  whar 
politics  is  right  on  the  cross-roads  they  want  sunthin' 
more'n  two  eyes  te  see  with.  A  man's  got  te  know 
whar  he's  a-goin'.  I  see  an  Injun  oncet  put  his  ear 
te  the  groun'  te  tell  which  road  te  take.  Arter  a 
while  he  got  up,  give  his  breast  a  thump,  en  struck 
out  ez  if  he  war  a  blood-hound  arter  a  nigger.  En 

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68  THE  VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

don't  ye  go  te  thinkin'  he  tuck  the  wrong  road 
neither.  How  d'ye  allow  they  air  goin'  te  free  the 
niggers  ?  They  ain't  got  no  weepons,  en  the  slave- 
owners air  a  sight  cuter  with  shootin'-irons  nur  the 
Abolitionists  be.  Ever  sence  Daniel  Boone  settled 
t'other  side  the  Ohio  the  white  folks  o'  the  South  hev 
been  aimin'  at  movin'  targets — all  kyinds  o'  birds  en 
varmints,  fly  in'  en  runnin',  includin'  niggers  en  Injuns." 

"  Ez  fer  settin'  on  'em  free,"  said  the  Load-Bearer, 
"  I  ain't  allowin'  nothin'  but  God  Almighty's  hand ; 
en  shorely  with  thet  comet  up  yander  we  air  movin' 
into  conflictin'  times.  If  I  hed  any  doubts  my  mind 
war  set  at  rest  when  I  heared  Abe  Lincoln  speak  ;  if 
he  hed  jes'  riz  up  en  looked  at  the  folks  they  would 
a-felt  his  power  jes'  the  same." 

"  I've  seen  him,"  said  Zack  Caverly,  "  when  he 
played  mournin'  tunes  on  their  heart-strings  till  they 
mourned  with  the  mourners." 

Elihu  Gest  straightened  himself  up,  and  the  tone  of 
his  voice  changed. 

"  But  somehow  it  'peared  like  Abe  Lincoln  would 
hev  such  loads  ez  no  man  ever  carried  sence  Christ 
walked  in  Israel.  When  I  went  over  fer  to  hear  him 
things  looked  mighty  onsartin;  'peared  like  I  hed 
more'n  I  could  stand  up  under ;  but  he  hadn't  spoke 
more'n  ten  minutes  afore  I  felt  like  I  never  hed  no 
loads.  I  begin  te  feel  ashamed  o'  bein'  weary  en  com- 
plainin'.  When  I  went  te  hear  him  I  'lowed  the  Lord 
might  let  me  carry  some  loads  away,  but  I  soon  see 
Abe  Lincoln  war  ekil  te  carry  his'n  en  mine  too,  en  I 
sot  te  wonderin'  'bout  the  workin's  o'  Providence. 

"But  ye  war  only  listenin'  to  an  Abolitionist 
a-stumpin'  this  hull  tarnation  kedentry,"  remarked 


THE   CABIN   OF   SOCRATES  69 

Lem  Stephens  with  all  the  bitterness  he  could  put 
into  the  words. 

"  Arter  all,  I  reckon  religion  en  politics  air  'bout 
the  same,"  broke  in  Socrates. 

"  Sin  in  politics,"  answered  the  Load-Bearer,  "  air 
ekil  te  sin  in  religion — thar  ain't  no  dividin'  line," 
a  remark  which  made  Lem  Stephens  begin  a  loud 
and  prolonged  tattoo  on  the  log  with  his  wooden 
stump. 

"Pete  Cart wright,"  he  blurted  out,  "hez  allers 
been  agin  Abe  Lincoln;  how  d'ye  kyount  for  it  ?  " 

"  I  'low  brother  Cartwright  hez  worked  a  heap  o' 
good  ez  a  preacher,"  was  the  cool  reply  of  Elihu  Gest, 
"  but  things  ain't  a-goin'  te  be  changed  by  preachin' 
alone.  There'll  be  fire  en  brimstone  fer  some,  er  that 
blazin'  star  up  yander  don't  mean  nothin',  en  thar  ain't 
no  truth  in  the  Scriptur's." 

There  were  sounds  as  of  something  rushing  through 
the  underbrush  and  the  crackling  of  dry  timber  some 
distance  away,  and  when  I  looked  in  that  direction  I 
saw  what  seemed  a  faint  flash  of  a  lantern.  One  of 
the  hounds  under  the  cabin  gave  signs  of  uneasiness. 

The  Load-Bearer  continued,  lowering  his  voice  : 

"  I  feel  like  I  did  afore  the  war  with  Mexico,  'cept 
we  didn't  see  no  comet  then." 

"  They  did  make  a  confounded  fuss  over  thet  war," 
observed  Socrates,  "  en  I  remember  Clay  en  Calhoun 
having  it  hot  over  sunthin'  er  nuther ;  both  on  'em 
faced  the  music  fer  a  reelin'  breakdown.  Clay  sez  to 
Calhoun,  '  Ye've  been  expoundin'  a  p'int  o'  law  I  ain't 
never  diskivered  in  the  book  o'  statues.  Yer  argiments 
air  shaky,  en  yer  jedgmints  air  ez  splashy  ez  the 
Mississippi  in  flood-time.  The  hull  nation's  cavin' 


70  THE  VALLEl    ~*    bHADOWS 

in,  en  thar  ain't  a  man  among  ye  knows  'nough  te 
plug  things  up  en  stop  the  leakin'. 

"  But  Calhoun  put  the  question  ez  peert  ez  a  blue- 
jay  :  4  What's  a-leakin  ?  '  sez  he ;  i  tain't  the  ship  o' 
State,  it's  the  whisky  barrel.' 

"  l  Jes'  so,'  says  Henry  Clay,  ez  sassy  ez  a  cat-bird  in 
nestin'  time ;  '  you  en  yer  party  hev  knocked  the  plug 
out,  but  me  en  my  party  air  a-goin'  te  double  dam 
thet  leakin.' 

"  Old  Hickory  I  see  oncet  at  a  Methodist  meetin'. 
Pete  Cart wright  war  a-preachin'  when  Old  Hickory 
walked  in.  The  presidin'  elder  sez  te  the  preacher : 
1  Thet's  Andrew  Jackson ' ;  but  Pete  Cartwright  didn't 
noways  keer.  '  Who's  Andrew  Jackson  ?  '  he  sez.  '  If 
he's  a  sinner  God'll  damn  him  the  same  ez  He  would 
a  Guinea  nigger.'  En  he  went  right  on  preachin'." 

"Thar's  nothin'  I  despise  so  much  ez  an  Abolition 
Methodist,"  ejaculated  Lem  Stephens.  "  Tar  en 
feathers  air  a  heap  too  good  fer  some  on  'em." 

This  remark  was  evidently  intended  for  the  Load- 
Bearer,  but  he  seemed  not  to  hear. 

"  When  ye're  corn-huskin',"  said  Socrates,  uye  put 
on  gloves,  but  ye  take  'em  off  when  ye're  gropin' 
roun'  for  sinners'  souls.  Some  preachers  en  politicioners 
take  holt  like  they  war  the  hounds  en  the  people  a 
passel  o'  varmints.  But  a  preacher  thet  knows  what 
he's  about  allers  takes  the  p'ints  iv  a  meetin'  like  he 
would  the  p'ints  iv  a  horse.  He  hez  te  spy  out  the 
kickers  en  the  balky  ones,  en  wust  iv  all,  them  thet's 
half  mustang  en  half  mule,  en  act  accordin'. 

"  I  'low  a  man  kin  do  a  sight  with  flowin'  words  en 
saft  soap,  but  ez  fer  the  mules  en  cross-breeds,  saft 
soap  won't  tetch  'em." 


THE   CABIN  OF   SOCEATES  71 

"I  agree  with  ye  thar,  brother  Caverly,"  said  the 
Load-Bearer  ;  "  when  the  meetings  anyways  conflictin' 
it  air  mighty  hard  te  deal  with  the  Word  :  some  wants 
singing  some  wants  preachin',  en  some  wants  prayin'." 

"  I  reckon  it  air  ez  ye  say ;  but  ye  might  ez  well 
send  a  retriever  arter  dead  ducks  with  a  tin  kittle  tied 
te  his  tail  ez  te  try  te  land  some  sinners  with  a  long 
string  o'  prayers.  A  man's  got  te  roll  up  en  wade  in 
hisself  if  he  wants  te  find  them  thet's  been  winged. 
"When  folks  sets  en  blinks  like  brown  owels,  'thout 
flappin'  a  wing  er  losin'  a  feather,  I  want  te  know 
what  a  pore  preacher  kin  do  !  'Tain't  easy  te  tell 
who's  been  tetched." 

"  Thar's  a  sight  o'  difference  a-twixt  what  a  preacher 
hez  te  do  en  what  a  politician  hez,"  answered  Elihu 
Gest.  "  A  preacher  hez  te  wrastle  with  the  sin's  o' 
the  world  every  time  he  stands  afore  the  people." 

"  Ye  see,"  continued  Zack  Caverly,  filling  his  pipe, 
"the  'sponsibility  ain't  the  same.  In  the  meetin'- 
house  the  man  o'  God  ain't  got  but  one  kyind  te 
wrastle  with,  en  thet  air  sinners.  He's  arter  game 
what  cain't  fly,  seein'  ez  how  they  ain't  angels  yit; 
en  ez  they'se  occupyin'  the  floor  he's  'bleeged  te 
shoot  low,  allowin'  the  crows  a-settin'  on  the  fence  to 
set  right  whar  they  be. 

"  But  a  politicioner's  in  a  heap  wuss  fix;  he's 
'bleeged  to  deal  with  them  what's  on  the  fence,  kase 
he  knows  the  crows  air  jes'  waitin'  to  see  which  side 
the  fattest  worms  air  a-comin'  up  on.  But  them  thet's 
plumb  full  o'  religion  ain't  got  no  room  fer  worms." 

He  lit  his  pipe,  took  a  few  puffs,  and  then  went  on : 

"  I  low  them  lawyers  en  j edges  en  stump-speakers 
over  at  Springfield  ain't  fishin'  fer  snappin'  turtles 


72  THE  VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

with  nothin'  but  red  feathers  from  a  rooster's  tail.  A 
politicioner  nowadays  hez  got  to  be  ez  cunnin'  ez  a 
possum  thet's  playin'  dead,  en  a  heap  cuter 'n  a  cata- 
mount a-layin'  roun'  fer  the  hull  hog — fer  if  he  ain't 
he'll  be  ketched  hisself .  Think  o'  the  all-fired  perdica- 
mints  they  find  tharselves  in  !  Talk  about  wrastlin' 
with  sin  en  Satan,  Elihu  !  Why,  thar  ain't  a  stump- 
meetin'  but  what  a  Republican  hez  te  spar  the  Demicrats 
on  a  p'int  o'  law,  en  trip  up  the  Know-nothin's  on  a 
question  o'  niggers ;  en  while  the  Whigs  air  fannin' 
him  with  brick-bats  he's  mighty  lucky  if  he  ain't 
'spected  te  hold  a  candle  te  the  devil  while  he's 
a-bein'  robbed  o'  purty  nigh  all  his  cowcumbers  en 
water-melons  en  more'n  half  his  whisky  en  character." 

At  this  moment  the  sudden  arrival  of  three  men  on 
horseback  interrupted  the  conversation. 

"  Good  evening,  gentlemen,"  said  the  leader  ;  "have 
you  heard  of  any  runaways  about  here  within  the  last 
day  or  two  ?  " 

"  I  ain't  beared  o'  none  ;  they  don't  never  come  this 
way,"  Socrates  replied. 

"  We're  looking  for  three  runaway  slaves  that  are 
said  to  be  somewhere  in  this  vicinity." 

"  'Bout  how  long  hev  they  been  out  ?  "  asked  Lem 
Stephens. 

"We  lost  track  of  them  two  days  ago;  they  are 
somewhere  near  this  creek." 

"  How  many  be  they  ?  " 

"  Two  women  and  a  boy;  there's  a  reward  of  five 
hundred  dollars." 

"  Let  me  go  with  ye,"  said  Lem  Stephens,  hurriedly 
going  towards  his  horse;  "  en  if  we  don't  see  nothin' 
of  'em  to-night  I'll  help  ye  find  'em  in  the  momin." 


THE   CABIN  OF   SOCRATES  73 

After  some  futile  words  the  three  men  and  Lem 
Stephens  wished  us  good-night  and  rode  away. 

By  a  sudden  turn  in  the  chain  of  events  we  had 
been  brought  to  the  verge  that  divides  the  high  level 
of  freedom  from  the  abyss  of  bondage,  and  a  feeling 
of  distress  seized  hold  of  the  company.  The  two  men 
could  find  no  words  for  speech.  But  out  of  the  depths 
of  the  night  the  voices  of  Nature  assailed  them  :  from 
the  woods  behind  us  came  the  hooting  and  cries  of 
owl  and  wild  cat,  from  the  prairie  came  tiny  insects 
that  floated  past  with  buzzing  whispers  in  the  ears  of 
conscience,  crickets  sent  a  thrill  of  warning  from  under 
the  logs,  tree-toads  whistled  near  the  creek,  and  a 
whip-poor-will  soared  and  called  over  the  cabin  and 
the  ghostly  outlines  of  the  woods. 

Everything  was  free  except  the  fugitives  hovering 
somewhere  near  the  cabin :  birds  and  animals  could 
roam  about  at  will ;  the  comet  had  the  universe  for  a 
circuit ;  Socrates,  in  his  humble  cabin,  was  a  king  in 
his  easy  independence  ;  my  father,  with  all  his  cares, 
could  go  and  come  as  he  pleased  ;  Elihu  Gest,  in  spite 
his  "  loads, "  enjoyed  the  freedom  of  the  earth  as  far  as 
his  eyes  could  see  or  his  horses  carry  him  ;  and  now, 
perhaps  within  a  few  hundred  yards  of  us,  three 
human  beings  were  still  panting  in  the  throes  of 
bondage. 

But  the  time  had  come  to  speak,  and  as  my  father 
and  the  drover  joined  us  the  Load-Bearer  said  : 

"  It  air  the  mother  en  her  boy  en  gal.  I  'low  they 
ain't  a-agoin'  te  be  separated  in  this  world." 

"  Ye  talk  ez  if  ye  knowed  all  about  it,"  remarked 
Socrates ;  "  but  they'll  be  ketched  afore  to-morrer 
noon  if  they  air  anywhar's  roun'  here." 


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"  I'm  only  tellin'  ye  my  idee,  en  I  reckon  ye  '11  find 
I'm  right." 

The  Load-Bearer  walked  to  the  other  side  of  the 
cabin  and  stood  for  some  moments  without  speaking. 

"  Jes'  you  keep  still  en  set  right  whar  ye  be  till  I 
come  back,"  he  said,  returning  towards  us. 

He  walked  along  the  road  where  it  bordered  the 
woods.  The  three  mounted  men  had  come  down  this 
road.  We  all  wondered  what  impulse  could  have 
induced  him  to  take  that  direction. 

The  Load-Bearer  had  not  been  gone  more  than  two 
or  three  minutes  before  Zack  Caverly's  favourite 
hound  set  up  a  plaintive  whining  under  the  cabin. 

"  Spy  !  Keep  still  thar  !  "  said  his  master. 

"  Ye  see,"  he  went  on,  "that  ole  dog's  got  wind 
o'  sunthin'  quare.  I've  larned  'em  all  te  keep  ez 
still  ez  mice  when  me  en  other  folks  air  about,  but 
thar's  sunthin'  unusual  a-gettin'  ready  er  Spy  wouldn't 
ez  much  ez  sneeze.  He  beats  all  the  dogs  I  ever  hed. 
Thet  hound  kin  smell !  En  ez  fer  hearin',  I  b'lieve 
he  kin  hear  what's  a-goin'  on  most  anywhar's. 

"  But  ye  wouldn't  think  he  could  tell  shucks  from 
hoe-cakes,  his  looks  air  so  innercent  en  pleadin' !  He 
useter  be  the  best  fighter  among  'em,  but  now  he 
knows  'tain't  wisdom  te  be  brash. 

"It  took  me  nigh  on  three  year  te  larn  him  the 
difference  a-twixt  wolf  en  b'ar,  er  skunk  en  wild  cat, 
en  all  the  other  varmints,  en  thet  ain't  savin'  nothin' 
'bout  two-legged  creatur's.  Ye  see,  it  war  this  a- way : 
I  war  'bleeged  te  p'int  te  the  head  iv  any  varmint 
thet  hed  been  shot  er  trapped,  usin'  only  one  word, 
en  thet  word  meanin'  the  varmint ;  en  by  callin'  the 
names  over  en  over  ag'in  he  got  te  know  what  I  meant 


THE   CABIN   OF   SOCEATES  75 

when  I  asked :  '  Air  it  wolf  ? '  '  Air  it  b'ar'  ?'  en  so  on 
plumb  down  te  i  'Air  it  nigger  ?  ' 

Socrates  now  called  on  the  hound  to  come  out. 

Spy  came  to  his  master,  and,  looking  into  his  face, 
seemed  to  expect  some  command.  Socrates  began: 

"  Air  it  wolf  ?  "  The  dog  gave  no  sign.  "  Air  it 
b'ar  ?  "  Still  no  response.  "  Air  it  nigger  ?  "  The  old 
dog  gave  unmistakable  signs  of  assent. 

"Them  runaways  ain't  fur  off,"  said  Socrates;  "but 
I  ain't  a-goin'  te  let  Spy  go  arter  'em,  he  might  skeer 
'em  away  from  Elihu ;  en  he'll  bring  'em  in  if  they're 
alive  en  kickin'.  If  thar's  anyone  in  this  hull  kintry 
ez  know's  more'n  thet  ole  hound  it  air  Elihu  Gest. 
He's  arter  loads  day  en  night,  en  he  ain't  happy  onless 
he's  gettin'  hisself  into  a  bushel  o'  trouble.  Ole  Spy 
en  him  war  clost  friends  from  the  word  Go,  en  I 
reckon  Elihu  hez  rescued  more  runaways  than  ary 
other  Abolitionist  in  this  deestric'  ;  but  they  ain't 
never  ketched  him  at  it ;  they  might  ez  well  look  f er 
a  sow's  ear  in  a  b'ar's  den." 

I  thought  I  could  hear  the  sound  of  voices  in  the 
direction  the  Load-Bearer  had  gone,  but  I  soon  began 
to  think  I  must  have  been  mistaken,  for  not  till  nearly 
half-an-hour  later  did  we  hear  him  coming  towards 
the  cabin. 

He  was  walking  as  fast  as  he  could,  with  a  boy  in 
one  arm  and  a  woman  leaning  on  the  other. 

"Great  Jehosephat ! ''  exclaimed  Socrates;  "if  Elihu 
ain't  got  more'n  enough  fer  a  load.  But  he's  mistaken 
'bout  thar  bein'  three  on  'em.  I  'low  two's  enough, 
sech  ez  they  be.'' 

Elihu  Gest  came  full  into  view;  even  with  his  firm 
support  the  woman  hanging  on  his  arm  was  hardly 


76  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

able  to  walk.  But  scarcely  had  he  put  down  the  boy 
when  another  figure  was  seen  approaching.  It  was 
the  woman's  daughter — a  handsome  octoroon  of  about 
seventeen — hobbling  along  with  the  aid  of  a  crutch 
made  from  a  dry  branch. 

"I'll  be  durned  if  he  warn't  right  arter  all," 
observed  Socrates,  hurrying  into  the  cabin  to  make 
a  fire. 

"We  got  plenty  time ;  them  thet's  scoutin'  roun' 
these  diggings  won't  be  back  ag'in  to-night." 

The  fugitives  were  placed  on  the  ground,  with  the 
logs  behind  them  as  props,  and  the  Load-Bearer 
asked : 

"  'Bout  how  long  air  it  sence  ye  hed  any  vittles  ?  " 

I  could  not  hear  the  answer,  but  Elihu  Gest 
exclaimed : 

"  Three  days  without  vittles,  en  all  on  'em  mos' 
dead!" 

Elihu  made  haste  with  the  coffee,  while  Socrates 
was  hurrying  with  the  supper. 

Once  in  a  while  a  groan  came  from  the  group  of 
figures.  The  sound  mingled  with  the  mysteries  of 
the  surrounding  darkness.  It  put  fresh  courage  into 
the  heart  of  the  Load-Bearer,  and  strengthened  him 
to  assume  still  greater  burdens.  Socrates  worked  in 
silence,  and  during  this  time  we  were  all  wondering 
what  ought  to  be  done  with  the  fugitives.  To  let 
them  be  caught  was  out  of  the  question,  but  what  to 
do  with  them  after  they  had  partaken  of  supper  was 
a  point  that  puzzled  everyone.  My  father  thought  it 
dangerous  to  leave  them  so  near  the  cabin. 

To  the  great  relief  of  all,  the  drover  mounted  his 
horse  and  rode  away,  perhaps  not  wishing  to  become 


THE   CABIN   OF   SOCRATES  77 

involved  in  any  responsibility  and  to  steer  clear  of  a 
situation  which  might  compromise  him  in  the  eyes  of 
the  law. 

"Looky  here,"  remarked  Zack  Caverly  to  the  Load- 
Bearer,  "ye  don't  reckon  he's  goin'  over  Lem  Stephens' 
way,  do  ye  ?  " 

"  I  don't  rekon  he  air ;  'pears  like  he  allers  turns 
off  thar  by  Ebenezer  Hicks's  cornfield." 

The  coffee  was  ready  and  the  Load-Bearer  and 
Socrates  were  serving  it  out  in  the  big  blue  china 
cups  which  we  had  used  at  our  supper — the  bacon 
and  hoe-cakes  would  soon  follow. 

Every  moment  now  seemed  like  an  hour. 

My  father,  Elihu,  and  Socrates  went  into  the  cabin 
to  talk  over  the  affair  and  decide  on  what  to  do. 

They  were  coming  out  of  the  cabin  when  the 
drover  returned  bringing  the  news  that  the  slave- 
catchers  had  decided  to  pay  Socrates  another  visit 
that  night. 

It  did  not  take  long  for  the  Load-Bearer  to  come 
to  a  decision.  He  called  for  aid,  and  one  by  one  the 
three  runaways  were  lifted  into  his  wagon. 

"  Whar  be  ye  goin',  Elihu?  They've  seed  ye 
here,  en  ye'll  be  called  on  shore  en  sartin." 

"  I  don't  know  no  more'n  you  ;  but  I  ain't  a-goin' 
te  stop  till  God  Almighty  tells  me." 

He  drove  off  into  the  night,  taking  the  road  to  the 
east.  We  followed  on  the  same  road  shortly  after, 
but  met  no  one  on  the  way  home.  When  we  arrived 
at  the  Log-House  we  found  that  it,  too,  had  been 
visited  by  the  slave-hunters. 


CHAPTEK  YII 

AT   THE   POST-OFFICE 

ONE  morning  I  went  with  my  father  to  the  post- 
office,  which  was  in  a  small  store  by  the  railway 
station,  about  six  miles  distant. 

How  bleak  and  forsaken  it  was !  The  place  con- 
sisted of  two  houses  and  some  freight  cars  shunted  off 
the  main  line.  The  prairie  here  had  a  desolate  look, 
but  to  the  north  lay  a  wooded  district,  and  here  my 
father  brought  me  to  stand  on  a  small  embankment  to 
watch  the  train  coining  up  around  a  curve  out  of  the 
woods. 

The  sight  made  an  impression  that  was  lasting,  for 
at  this  moment  it  is  just  as  vivid  as  it  was  then.  It 
made  my  nerves  tingle  and  opened  the  door  to  a  new 
world  of  wonders.  The  train  itself,  filled  with  pas- 
sengers, did  not  interest  me  :  it  was  the  engine,  with 
its  puffing  steam,  its  cow-catcher,  and  its  imposing 
smoke-stack,  that  possessed  the  attraction. 

The  day  soon  came,  however,  when  the  locomotive 
took  the  second  place  in  my  imagination  and  the  pas- 
sengers the  first.  What,  after  all,  was  the  steam- 
engine  compared  with  human  beings,  animals,  and 
birds  ?  What  was  its  smoke  and  movement  com- 
pared with  pictures  of  earth,  sky,  and  water?  At 
rest,  the  locomotive  ceased  to  interest ;  but  the  aspect 
of  the  world  was  always  changing.  A  landscape 
had  its  four  seasons.  Every  manifestation  of  Nature 


AT   THE   POST-OFFICE  79 

harmonised  with  some  mood  or  condition  of  the  mind, 
and  I  watched  the  buzzards  and  blue-birds,  the  cranes 
and  chick-a-dees,  the  rabbits  and  squirrels,  with 
renewed  and  ever-increasing  interest.  Nature  changed, 
but  never  grew  stale.  The  air  was  full  of  song  and 
colour,  the  earth  full  of  forms  and  movement,  and  the 
rapid  motion  of  a  garter-snake  was,  after  all,  more 
fascinating  than  the  movement  of  an  engine  with  its 
train  of  cars  ;  and  how  could  the  noise  of  the  puffing 
compare  with  a  chorus  of  red- winged  blackbirds  ? 
Nature  is  the  one  perennial  charm. 

But  this  was  not  the  opinion  of  poor  Monsieur 
Duval,  one  of  the  unfortunate  settlers  who  had  mis- 
taken the  wilderness  for  a  ready-made  paradise.  All 
the  loungers  at  the  post-office  looked  like  members  of 
the  same  family  excepting  this  Frenchman  and  a 
German  settler  whom  they  called  "  Dutchy."  Duval 
resembled  a  shipwrecked  mariner  among  the  inhabi- 
tants of  some  remote  island,  the  secret  of  whose 
language  and  customs  he  could  not  fathom.  But  he 
and  the  German  were  full  of  life,  while  the  others 
seemed  too  listless  and  lazy  to  do  more  than  whittle 
sticks  and  once  in  a  while  hit  a  certain  spot  by  an 
expectoration  of  tobacco-juice. 

The  scene  was  set-off  by  rows  of  tea-canisters, 
coffee-sacks,  bolts  of  calico,  sugar-barrels,  bacon,  rice, 
and  plug-tobacco,  with  sundry  farming  implements 
stored  at  the  back,  and  a  few  pigeon-holes  for  letters. 

The  shuffling  figure  of  the  goateed  proprietor  stood 
in  the  midst  of  all,  a  little  taller  and  perhaps  a  little 
more  languid  than  any  of  the  others,  too  indifferent  to 
talk,  yet  putting  in  a  word  now  and  again  mechanically 
without  stopping  to  calculate  the  effect  of  what  he 


80  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

said  and  without  being  interested  in  any  person  or 
thing.  He  aroused  my  interest  as  soon  as  he  said  to 
my  father : 

"  Wai,  I'm  going  to  wind  her  up — goin'  to  vamose." 

"  Going  to  leave  us  ?  " 

"  Ya-as,"  he  drawled  ;  "  goin5  to  wind  up  and  move 


on." 


A  man  sitting  on  the  edge  of  a  large  box,  half -filled 
with  empty  sacks,  called  out : 

"  Which  a- way  ?  " 

"  Over  to  Pike  kyounty,"  was  the  answer. 

The  Frenchman,  who  was  standing  against  the 
counter,  straightened  up. 

"Me,  too,"  he  exclaimed,  tapping  his  bosom  once 
for  each  word,  "me,  too,  I  wind  her  up,  I  go 


vamose." 


"  Goin'  to  sell  out,  too  ?  " 

"  If  I  no  sell  heem  I  geef  heem  way,"  he  answered 
with  a  gesture  of  supreme  disgust. 

"  How  long  have  you  been  here  ? "  asked  the 
storekeeper. 

"  Two,  tree  year." 

"  Hardly  long  enough  to  give  the  country  a  fair 
trial,"  said  my  father. 

"  Try  heem !  I  geef  him  plenty  tarn.  Ze  farm  he 
try  me  lak  Job  was  try  wiz  hees  sheep  an'  hees 
camelle! " 

"  Have  you  had  much  illness  ?  " 

"  Do  I  look  seek  ?  My  wife,  my  son,  meself,  we 
work  lak  niggair.  We  haf  no  tarn  for  eat,  no  tarn  for 
sleep,  no  tarn  for  wash  ourself." 

"  You  must  have  taken  up  too  much  land.  Most  of 
the  trouble  comes  from  that." 


AT  THE   POST-OFFICE  81 

"  No,  monsieur,  we  no  haf  too  much,  but  we  been 
too  much  for  ze  land." 

"  I  suppose  you  are  from  some  part  of  the 
South?" 

"  Me,  I  come  from  New  Orleans.  I  haf  one  big 
family  ;  I  lose  heem  wiz  ze  yellow  fevair.  My 
friends  say,  '  You  go  up  ze  Mississippi,  you  'scape 
ze  fevair.'  I  tak  my  wife  an'  son  to  Saint-Louis. 
Some  one  say,  'You  tak  one  farm  in  Illinois,  ze  soil 
she  been  so  rich  you  scratch  heem  two,  tree  tarn  wiz 
hoe,  everyzing  come  up  while  you  look ! '  Wen  I 
come  on  ze  farm  ze  soil  she  been  too  hard  for  scratch  ; 
I  get  one  plough,  so  long,  for  cut  ze  big  root,  an  four 
pair  ox  for  pool  her.  But  ze  wild  cat  come  in  ze 
night ;  she  clam  up  ze  tree  an'  tak  ze  turkey  ;  ze  fox 
brak  in  ze  hen-house  an'  tak  ze  chicken.  In  ze 
morning  I  find  ze  haid  an'  some  feddair." 

He  stopped  to  consider  a  moment,  then  continued: 

"  I  keep  some  bee  for  mak  bees'  wax.  I  go  look — 
I  find  ze  hive  sprawl  on  ze  groun',  zey  haf  left  me 
nozzing  !  '5 

"  What  animal  do  you  suppose  it  was  ?  " 

"  Tell  me,  monsieur,  do  ze  fox  lak  for  eat  ze  bee  ? 
Do  ze  wild  cat  lak  for  chew  ze  bees'  wax  1  Do  ze 
mink  lak  for  haf  her  nose  sting  \  Ah,  monsieur,  I 
lak  for  some  one  tell  me  zat !  " 

Duval  gave  a  fierce  look  at  the  man  sitting  on  the 
box,  for  he  had  just  fallen  over  on  the  sacks  in  a 
spasm  of  laughter,  his  feet  in  the  air,  and  we  con- 
cluded he  could  tell  what  had  become  of  the  French- 
man's bees  if  he  chose. 

"  But  zat  is  not  ze  worst,"  he  went  on.     "  One  tarn 
I  haf  ver'  good  crop.     Ze  corn,  ze  legume,  ze  poomkin, 
v.s.  a 


82  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

she  been  all  plant  an'  come  up.  But  ze  army-worm 
she  come !  Next  day  I  go  look — she  leave  me 
nozzing  but  ze  cobble-stone." 

Then,  as  if  he  had  forgotten  something,  he  added  : 

"  Ze  cow  come  home  an'  I  go  for  milk  her — she 
been  dry  lak  my  old  boot;  ze  worm  haf  eat  her 
foddair!" 

He  let  his  arms  fall  in  a  limp  gesture  of  resignation, 
and  taking  from  his  pocket  a  cheap  cigar,  and  leaning 
with  one  arm  on  the  counter,  he  began  smoking, 
letting  out  great  puffs  through  his  nose  as  if  in  this 
way  he  were  getting  rid  of  all  the  evil  things  con- 
nected with  pioneer  life. 

The  hang-dog  faces  of  the  men  sitting  and  lolling 
about  were  enlivened  by  grins,  and  ironical  remarks 
were  freely  indulged  in. 

"  Say,  Frenchy,"  said  the  man  sitting  on  the  box, 
"  what'll  ye  take  te  hire  out  jes'  te  keep  away  b'ars 
en' skunks?" 

Duval  gave  the  man  one  contemptuous  look.  Evi- 
dently he  was  not  going  to  answer.  He  smoked  while 
he  walked  carelessly  towards  the  box,  and  when 
within  a  few  feet  of  it  made  a  sudden,  cat-like  bound 
at  the  man,  clutching  his  throat  with  the  grip  of  a 
frenzied  gorilla  while  he  forced  him  down  into  the 
box  head  foremost. 

The  onlookers,  stunned  by  the  suddenness  of  the 
attack,  seemed  dazed  and  helpless,  staring  at  the 
scene  as  if  held  by  some  horrible  fascination.  Then  a 
gurgling  sound  came  from  the  victim,  causing  someone 
to  cry  out : 

"  111  be  hanged  if  he  ain't  chokin'  him  to  death  !  " 

"  I'm  durned  if  he  ain't !  "  exclaimed  someone  else. 


AT  THE   POST-OFFICE  83 

"  Haul  him  off  !  "  shouted  the  store-keeper,  roused 
out  of  his  lethargy;  "we  don't  want  no  dead  men 
round  here !  " 

The  store-keeper,  assisted  by  one  of  the  man's 
friends,  began  to  tug  at  the  Frenchman.  Hardly  had 
they  done  so  when  a  man  with  a  knife  made  a  rush 
for  Duval;  but  the  "Dutchman"  was  waiting  his 
chance  ;  he  felled  him  to  the  floor  by  one  quick  blow 
from  his  great,  open  hand,  the  hard,  thick  palm  and 
huge,  long  fingers  making  a  splitting  noise  like  a 
blade  of  steel  on  a  sheet  of  ice. 

"  No  !  By  sheemany  !  "  he  growled,  as  he  picked 
up  the  knife  and  shook  it  in  their  faces,  "  You  don't 
come  dem  games  here  !  Ven  you  gif  me  dat  shifferee 
I  hef  some  buckshot  ready,  but  mine  vife  she  don't 
let  me  shoot  nodding.  Now  I  gif  you  someding  mit 
interest,'7  and  with  that  he  brought  the  same  open 
hand  down  on  the  man  who  had  helped  to  pull  Duval 
off  his  victim.  He  fell  to  the  floor  as  if  struck  with  a 
mallet,  and  I  shuddered,  for  he  seemed  to  be  stone 
dead.  This  was  the  third  surprise  within  a  few 
seconds.  The  man  in  the  box  was  not  yet  able  to 
rise  to  his  feet,  but  Duval  was  looking  about  him 
ready  for  more  work  and  well  inclined  to  keep  it 
going.  His  eyes  were  bloodshot  and  his  face  was  all 
a-fire.  He  stood  like  some  ferocious  animal  in  the 
arena  ready  for  any  opponent,  with  a  firm  faith  in  his 
two  hands,  his  two  legs,  his  nimble  body  and  his  quick 
wit,  while  the  "Dutchman  "  had  good  reason  to  pin 
his  faith  to  a  pair  of  broad  palms,  which  resembled  the 
paws  of  a  bear  in  thickness,  and  a  body  unimpaired 
by  fiery  whisky  and  malarial  fever. 

Two  of  the  gang  were  now  placed  hors  de  combat, 

o  2 


84  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

and  this  without  the  use  of  knives  or  firearms.  It 
was  now  four  against  two,  and  the  Frenchman  had 
evidently  summed  up  the  situation  at  a  glance ;  with 
a  quick,  twisting  movement  he  turned  his  body  like  a 
practised  wrestler,  and  the  man  standing  beside  him 
found  himself  sprawling  on  the  floor,  his  feet  knocked 
from  under  him  by  the  deft  manosuvres  of  Duval's 
foot. 

All  was  now  over.  After  this  the  gang  resembled 
nothing  so  much  as  a  pack  of  whipped  dogs,  and  the 
stillness  that  reigned  in  the  store  had  something  of 
the  stillness  of  the  battle-field  after  the  fury  of  the 
battle. 

Duval  and  the  "  Dutchman  "  left  the  store  together 
and  became  close  friends  from  that  day. 


CHAPTER  VIII 

MY   VISIT   TO   THE    LOAD-BEAKER'S   HOME. 

Mr  mother  was  busy  getting  ready  for  another 
baking.  She  had  baked  the  day  before,  and  I  could 
not  help  wondering  what  all  the  extra  bread  was  for. 

I  had  not  long  to  wait  for  an  answer  to  my  thoughts  : 
she  stopped  in  the  middle  of  her  work,  cleaned  the 
rolling  pin  of  dough,  and  went  to  the  pantry,  where 
she  stood  and  looked  for  some  moments  at  the  things 
inside. 

"  Oh,  dear  !  "  she  said,  with  one  of  her  gentle  sighs 
which  I  always  understood  so  well;  "  there  is  not 
much,  but  what  there  is  must  go  to-day,  and  in  a  day 
or  two  I  shall  send  more." 

Out  came  all  the  bread  and  the  meat  and  a  pound 
of  coffee,  with  sugar.  These  were  stored  away  in  the 
saddle-bags,  for  she  said  it  was  too  far  to  walk  and  I 
would  have  to  saddle  my  pony. 

"  But  where  to  ?  "  I  asked  with  surprise. 

"  To  Mrs.  Gest's  ;  these  things  are  for  her." 

"  The  Load-Bearer  married  !  "  I  exclaimed. 

"  Why,  of  course  he's  married,  like  all  good  Chris- 
tians/' she  observed,  smiling ;  "  and  you'll  be  married 
too,  some  day,  when  the  proper  time  comes." 

I  had  pictured  him  as  a  kind  of  hermit,  living  some- 
where all  alone,  perhaps  being  fed  by  ravens,  like 
Elijah  the  prophet ;  and  even  now  I  could  hardly 
believe  that  he  had  a  regular,  fixed  abode. 


86  THE  VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

I  was  to  tell  Mrs.  Gest  she  could  count  on  my 
mother's  aid  when  she  had  "  visitors  from  the  South, " 
which  meant  fugitive  slaves  trying  to  reach  Canada. 

The  affair  at  the  cabin  of  Socrates  had  been  discussed 
between  my  parents,  and  this  was  the  result. 

No  member  of  the  family  had  ever  been  to  the  home 
of  Elihu  Gest.  We  knew  he  lived  near  a  large  creek, 
some  four  or  five  miles  south-west  of  the  meeting- 
house, so  off  I  went  in  the  full  belief  that  I  would 
find  the  place  by  asking  here  and  there  on  the  way. 

The  country  beyond  the  meeting-house  was  like 
another  world  to  me.  The  prairie,  the  dim  outline  of 
the  woods  beyond,  the  atmosphere,  all  combined  to 
produce  a  sense  of  freshness  and  novelty,  and  the 
effect  on  my  mind  could  not  have  been  greater  had  I 
gone  a  hundred  miles  from  home. 

After  riding  what  seemed  to  me  a  long  distance  a 
man  in  a  wagon  directed  me  to  a  road  bordering  a 
strip  of  wood  which  led  into  a  region  of  trees  and 
underbrush,  with  patches  of  prairie  here  and  there, 
and  vistas  of  the  creek  and  the  undulating  ground 
beyond.  The  land  had  a  gentle  slope  towards  the 
water.  The  beech  trees  rose  to  a  great  height,  and 
now  and  then,  through  an  opening  in  the  woods,  I 
could  see  a  distance  of  two  miles ;  but  in  most  places 
the  world  all  around  was  hidden  by  rocky  knobs,  thick 
underbrush  and  immense  trees. 

"  What  a  place  to  hide  in ! "  I  thought ;  and  I  was 
beginning  to  fear  my  search  for  the  house  would  not 
end  in  success,  when  I  heard  the  barking  of  a  dog  some 
considerable  distance  to  the  left.  Stopping  to  consider 
what  to  do,  I  detected  faint  tracks  of  wagon  wheels 
leading  in  that  direction.  I  followed  as  best  I  could 


MY  VISIT   TO   THE  LOAD-BEAKER'S  HOME    87 

over   a   parterre   of  leaves,   moss,   and  the  debris  of 
decayed  timber. 

Penetrating  still  farther,  I  came  upon  a  clearing, 
and  then  I  caught  a  glimpse  of  a  small  frame  house 
almost  hidden  by  trees  and  shrubs.  As  I  approached, 
three  savage  dogs,  which  I  at  first  took  to  be  wolves, 
chained  up,  began  a  fierce  barking  and  howling.  As 
I  was  about  to  get  off  my  pony  and  ask  if  Elihu  Gest 
lived  here,  a  thin,  pale-faced  woman,  her  hair  streaked 
with  grey,  opened  the  door.  Then,  wiping  her  mouth 
with  her  apron,  she  exclaimed  : 

"  Bless  ye,  sonny,  ye  ain't  come  with  bad  news,  hev 
ye  ?  My  ole  man's  been  gone  two  full  days  en 
nights!" 

It  was  Cornelia  Gest,  the  Load-Bearer's  wife. 

I  told  her  who  had  sent  me  and  what  I  had  brought  ; 
but  it  did  not  allay  her  anxiety  when  I  recounted  the 
incidents  at  the  cabin  of  Socrates. 

"  Git  right  down  en  come  in,  en  tell  me  all  about 
it,"  she  said ;  "I  'spect  ye  need  a  rest.  It  allers 
makes  my  head  ache  ridin'  over  the  prairie  in  the 
hot  sun." 

I  got  off  the  pony,  and  after  tying  up  took  the 
things  into  the  kitchen. 

"  Land  !  How  good  yer  ma  is,"  she  exclaimed, 
"  sendin'  me  all  these  things,  in  case  o'  needcessity. 
Elihu  tole  me  'bout  her.  Some  folks  don't  need  te 
hev  wings  te  be  angels.  How  did  yer  ma  know  I 
hedn't  but  one  loaf  oj  bread  left  ?  It  do  beat  all  how 
things  work  out !  I  lowed  te  do  some  bakin'  to-day  ? 
but  somehow  I  couldn't  git  te  work.  Tears  like 
when  Elihu's  away  en  I  don't  know  his  whereabouts 
I  cain't  git  nothin'  done  !  Law  me !  if  here  ain't 


88  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

coffee  !     Elihu  ain't  never  ceased  talkin'   'bout  yer 
ma's  coffee.     What  does  she  cl'ar  it  with  ?  " 

All  this  time  I  was  wondering  what  she  would  do 
if  her  husband  should  fail  to  return  before  evening. 

"  I'm  right  glad  ye've  come  te  cher  a  body ;  the 
hours  air  longer  when  ye're  mos'  dead  worrying 
When  he  stayed  away  afore  he  'lowed  he  wouldn't 
hev  time  te  git  back,  en  I  warn't  noways  a-feared  he'd 
got  hisself  into  trouble." 

There  was  something  in  her  voice  and  look  that 
aroused  my  sympathy. 

"I  set  up  all  las'  night  pray  in1  en  readin'  in  the 
Good  Book,"  she  went  on ;  "  'twarn't  in  mortal  natur' 
te  sleep." 

She  seemed  far  away  in  thought.  Her  eyes  were  fixed 
on  the  floor,  and  I  began  to  ask  myself  why  everyone 
had  so  much  trouble.  As  I  only  sat  and  listened  she 
had  become  unconscious  of  my  presence  in  the  house ; 
but  after  a  while  she  straightened  up  and  resumed  : 

"  I  recken  he  tuck  the  runaways  over  te  Uriah  Busby's 
en  from  there  he'll  take  'em  on  te  the  nex'  station." 

She  mused  for  a  time  again,  and  then  continued  : 

"  But  it  ain't  easy  ;  the  resks  air  tumble  ;  but  then, 
ez  Elihu  sez,  when  the  Lord  en  His  hosts  air  with  ye 
thar  ain't  no  call  te  feel  skeered.  Elihu  en  Ike 
Snedeker  en  Ebenezer  Carter  en  Tom  Melendy,  they 
don't  none  o'  them  know  what  it  air  te  fail." 

After  sitting  for  some  time  without  speaking,  all  of 
a  sudden  she  clasped  her  hands  and  rose  from  her 
seat,  and  stretching  out  her  thin,  bare  arms,  with 
trembling  body  and  quivering  lips,  her  voice  went  up 
in  a  long,  loud  wail : 

"  Lord,  help  a  pore  f ersaken  woman !     Help  me 


MY  VISIT   TO  THE    LO AD-BE AEEK'S  HOME    89 

this  day,  f  er  my  troubles  air  more'n  I  kin  bear  without 
Ye.  Make  it  so  I  kin  set  here  alone  without  repinin' ; 
send  Elihu  home,  oh  my  Lord  en  my  God,  fer  I  cain't 
live  without  him." 

Her  look  appalled  me.  I  saw  grief  manifest  in  words 
and  gesture.  ...  I  pictured  to  myself  my  mother 
pleading  with  the  Eternal.  I  imagined  what  the  Log- 
House  would  be  with  my  father  absent  and  his 
whereabouts  unknown. 

How  I  wished  to  say  something  comforting  to  the 
lonely  woman  standing  there,  but  I,  who  could  never 
express  to  my  mother  what  I  thought  and  felt  when 
she  was  in  trouble,  could  not  find  words  to  comfort  a 
stranger.  I  was  overcome  with  a  pity  and  sympathy 
which  I  was  powerless  to  express  in  words,  and  I 
wondered  what  would  become  of  the  little  home  in  the 
woods  if  the  Load-Bearer  never  returned.  It  seemed 
as  if  I  had  known  this  house  and  its  occupants  all  my 
life,  that  we  were  in  some  way  closely  related. 

I  proposed  to  ride  over  to  the  Busbys  for  any  news 
I  could  gather  there.  It  would  take  about  an  hour 
and  a  half.  But  we  could  arrive  at  no  decision,  and  I 
was  thinking  of  returning  when  we  saw  Elihu  Gest 
slowly  wending  his  way  home  through  the  most 
unfrequented  part  of  the  woods.  He  had  followed 
the  creek  a  good  part  of  the  way,  and  his  wagon  seemed 
full  of  farming  implements  and  sacks  of  grain. 

Cornelia  Gest  stood  at  the  door  awaiting  his  arrival. 

"  Eer  the  Land's  sake  !  "  she  ejaculated  when  he  got 
within  talking  distance,  "  whar  hev  ye  been  ?  " 

She  paused  a  moment  and  then  continued  : 

"  I  don't  know  whether  I'm  looking  right  at  ye  er 
whether  it's  yer  ghost  a-drivin'  them  hosses.  How 


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d'ye  low  I've  been  settin'  here  two  endurin'  nights 
through  without  ye  ?  " 

"  Now,  Comely,"  he  pleaded,  "  don't  ye  take  on  so. 
When  I  tell  ye  all  about  it  ye'll  be  'sprised  en  mighty 
glad  I  didn't  come  right  home  from  the  post-office. 
But  I  want  ye  te  help  me  unload  right  here,  f er  it 
don't  matter  whar  we  set  these  things." 

"We  all  went  to  work.  The  implements,  or  what  I 
took  to  be  such,  were  soon  placed  on  the  ground,  but 
the  sacks,  instead  of  containing  grain  or  potatoes,  were 
filled  with  straw.  We  lifted  off  those  nearest  the  dash- 
board, the  Load-Bearer  flung  back  a  horse-blanket,  and 
three  faces,  frightened,  haggard,  and  woe-begone, 
looked  out  from  the  hay  underneath.  It  was  the 
quadroon  mother  and  her  two  octoroon  children. 

"  White  folks  !  "  gasped  Cornelia,  stunned  by  the 
unexpected. 

"  I  'low  the  two  air  white  enough,  more's  the  pity," 
assented  Elihu. 

"Goodness  me!  Elihu  Gest!"  protested  Cornelia 
when  the  two  stepped  into  the  kitchen ;  u  we  ain't  got 
no  place  fer  white  folks.  Thar's  plenty  vittles,  but  we 
ain't  got  no  room,  ye  know  we  ain't ;  en  two  on  'em 
look  like  they  hedn't  but  one  more  breath  te  let  out 
en  they  war  holdin'  on  to  it  till  they  got  here." 

"  Wai,  now,"  he  said,  "  jes'  give  me  a  leetle  time  te 
let  out  my  breath,  fer  me,  too,  I've  been  holdin'  it  in 
ever  sence  night  afore  last." 

But  she  persisted : 

"  Whar  on  the  face  o'  this  y earth  hev  ye  fished  out 
sech  a  load  ?  Ye  ain't  never  carried  home  nothin'  te 
ekil  it !  Whar  hev  ye  been  ?  Do  tell !  " 

"  Why,  ain't  Bub  here  told  ye  ?  " 


MY  VISIT  TO  THE   LOAD-BEAKER'S  HOME     91 

"  He  told  me  'bout  three  runaways  ye  found  over  at 
Zack  Caverly's,  two  on  'em  mos'  dead." 

"  Jes'  so,  en  I  driv  'em  te  brother  Busby's,  whar  I 
war  obleeged  te  wait  fer  a  good  chance  te  git  away, 
en  now  they  air  in  the  wagon  thar.'' 

Cornelia  sank  into  a  seat.  Amazement  and  indig- 
nation were  depicted  on  every  feature.  Her  jaws 
were  firmly  set  and  I  could  hear  her  teeth  grate. 

"  White  slaves  !  "  she  groaned.  "  I  know  ye  ain't 
given  te  jokes,  Elihu,  but  I  cain't  git  it  into  my  head 
how  thar  kin  be  slaves  thet  air  ez  white  ez  we  be; 
somehow  I  couldn't  never  believe  it ;  but  accordin'  te 
your  tellin'  I've  got  te  believe  it,  and  now  I've  seen  it 
with  my  own  eyes." 

She  did  not  seem  like  the  woman  who,  a  short  time 
before,  was  complaining  of  her  sorrows  and  tribulations. 
Indignation  had  given  way  to  a  desire  to  act,  to  help, 
to  save  the  lives  of  the  fugitives  and  send  them  on 
their  way  towards  Canada. 

"  I  war  calc'latin'  te  bring  'em  in  the  house," 
remarked  the  Load-Bearer,  as  the  two  left  the  kitchen 
and  walked  over  to  the  wagon,  "  but  I  reckon  it  air 
safer  to  take  'em  te  the  barn.  Thar '11  be  a  mite  iv  a 
chance  thet  if  any  one  comes  arter  'em  they  won't  go 
te  the  barn  te  look." 

"Wai,"  agreed  Cornelia,  "thar  ain't  no  objections 
te  clean,  new  hay  fer  beds,  en  we  kin  take  some  things 
over  from  the  house." 

"  To-morrer  I'll  hev  te  step  about  en  find  a  new 
hidin' -place,  fer  I  heerd  another  band  o'  runaways 
air  summairs  south  o'  here,  en  they  may  be  along 
afore  we  know  it." 

"Don't  ye   go  te  doin'   too  much  all  te   oncet," 


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interposed  his  wife,  "  er  yell  be  ailin'  en  things  '11 
be  a  sight  wuss." 

"  To-niorrer  I'll  take  'em  te  the  cave  by  the  creek. 
I  lowed  te  hev  it  all  fixed  afore  now,  but  things  hev 
come  about  mighty  sudden.  Thet  cave  needs  a  heap 
o'  fixin'.  I  ain't  hed  no  sleep  fer  two  nights  en  I 
skasely  know  what  I'm  a-doin'." 

For  the  first  time  I  took  notice  of  the  Load-Bearer's 
tired  face.  His  eyes  expressed  the  hope  and  faith 
which  inspired  him,  but  a  great  weariness  made  his 
walk  heavy  and  his  movements  slow. 

It  was  all  Elihu  and  Cornelia  Grest  could  do  to  get 
the  eldest  of  the  two  women  out  of  the  wagon  and 
into  the  barn.  There  was  enough  to  keep  all  hands 
busy.  I  ran  to  and  fro  with  blankets  and  pillows, 
while  Mrs.  Gest  attended  to  the  immediate  wants  of 
the  fugitives. 

When  I  had  done  all  I  could  at  the  barn  and 
returned  to  the  house,  I  found  Socrates  standing  close 
to  the  dogs.  He  was  evidently  in  one  of  his  keenest 
talking  moods : 

"  Ye  kin  kyount  on  what  I'm  tellin'  ye,"  he  was 
saying.  "  I  hev  fit  varmints  my  hull  life,  en  hev 
teached  dogs,  en  I  hev  fed  'em  so  ez  te  make  'em  win. 
Mebbe  yell  be  in  fer  a  fight  afore  long,  en  ye  cain't 
keep  'em  chained  'thout  hevin'  em  fall  off  some  en  git 
sorter  limp  in  the  fore-legs — reecollect  a  dog  fights  ez 
much  with  his  legs  ez  he  does  with  his  teeth.  If  Lem 
Stephens's  blood-hounds  come  nosin'  up  this  way  yell 
be  in  fer  a  lively  kick-up." 

"  I've  been  wonderin'  how  ye  keep  yer  dogs  so 
sleek  and  spry,"  remarked  the  Load-Bearer.  "  What 
d'ye  feed  'em  on  ?  Any  pertickler  kyind  o'  meat  ?  " 


MY  VISIT  TO   THE   LO AD-BE AREB'S  HOME     98 

"Give  'em  mos'  any  thin'  but  liver,  en  let  'em  run 
roun'  consider'ble.  But  tie  'em  up  en  starve  'em 
fer  a  day  er  so  afore  ye  calc'late  te  use  'em  fer  any 
fightin'." 

Zack  Caverly  was  eyeing  with  extraordinary  inte- 
rest the  three  huge  wolf-hounds,  whose  cold,  agate 
eyes  conjured  up  in  my  imagination  images  of  the 
haunts  of  wolf  and  bear  and  the  cruel  romance  of 
wold  and  wilderness.  Compared  with  the  Load- 
Bearer's  dogs  the  hounds  at  the  cabin  of  Socrates 
were  the  incarnation  of  docility  and  affection. 

The  wolf-hounds  gave  us  a  look  now  and  then  of 
glacial  indifference.  There  was  no  caressing  to  ber 
indulged  in  here,  no  patting  on  the  back,  no  words  of 
encouragement  expected  or  needed.  I  could  not  dis- 
tinguish any  difference  between  them — they  all  looked 
the  same  height,  colour,  and  size — but  the  Load- 
Bearer  knew  the  characteristics  of  each. 

As  I  looked  at  the  wolf-hounds,  and  then  at  the 
meek,  compassionate  face  of  Elihu  Gest,  I  was  struck 
with  the  incongruity  of  the  scene:  the  dogs  all 
ferocity,  the  man  all  meekness.  But  from  that 
moment  I  saw  the  Load-Bearer  in  a  new  light.  Under 
the  humane  countenance  there  dwelt  the  inflexible 
will,  the  inexorable  determination  to  dare  and  to  do. 
How  different  he  was  now,  standing  beside  his  wolf- 
hounds, from  what  he  looked  on  his  first  visit  to  the 
Log-House  !  The  benevolent  look  was  still  there,  but 
the  vague,  dreamy  expression  was  gone,  and  in  its 
place  appeared  a  realisation  of  present  responsibilities. 
Plotting  and  planning  had  taken  the  place  of  dreams. 

"They  don't  need  no  coddlin',"  observed  Socrates, 
as  he  eyed  them  one  after  the  other,  slowly  and 


94  THE   VALLEY   OF   SHADOWS 

critically.  "  I  ain't  seed  no  dog-flesh  ekil  to  'em  sence 
I  war  down  in  Tennessee,  en  if  ye  treat  'em  ez  I  say 
ye'll  hev  good  reason  te  be  thankful,  Elihu." 

"  The  Lord  made  'em,  brother  Caverly,  en  they  air 
here  according  te  His  will,  en  I'm  right  glad  ye  see 
thar  p'ints  air  p'ints  te  reckon  on." 

"  I  ain't  seed  thar  ekil,"  he  declared,  giving  the 
Load-Bearer  a  knowing  look ;  "  they're  ez  full  o' 
p'ints  ez  a  porcupine  air  o'  quills,  en  I  reckon  it  ain't 
no  ways  discommodin'  fer  a  man  in  your  cirkinstances 
te  hev  sech  pets  lay  in'  roun',  jes'  pinin' away  kase  tha 
ain't  no  live  meat  fer  te  clean  thar  teeth  on." 

"  Tears  like  they  ain't  got  no  feelin's,  'ceptin'  fer 
huntin'  en  fightin',"  remarked  Elihu,  contemplating 
the  animals  much  as  he  would  so  many  savage 
Indians. 

"They  don't  show  no  pertickler  likin'  fer  any- 
body," returned  Socrates;  "but  ye'll  allow  a  good 
wagger  makes  a  pore  watcher,  en  some  on  'em 
gits  more'n  enough  te  eat  by  not  knowin'  they  hev 
tails." 

"  If  thar  ain't  Sister  Busby  !  "  exclaimed  the  Load- 
Bearer,  as  Serena  emerged  from  the  woods  on  a  big, 
slow,  floundering  sorrel. 

Elihu  Gest  seemed  ill  at  ease  when  he  saw  her 
coming.  She  came  like  a  rain-cloud,  and  her  presence 
threw  a  cold  douche  over  all.  Serena  Busby's  tongue 
was  all  the  more  dangerous  because  her  intentions 
were  good  and  everybody  liked  her,  but  she  was  apt 
to  tell  the  gravest  secrets  without  being  conscious  of 
what  she  was  saying. 

"  Where's  Comely  ?  "  she  shouted,  before  the  sorrel 
came  to  a  stop  at  the  kitchen  door. 


MY  VISIT  TO   THE   LOAD-BEAKEK'S  HOME     95 

"  I've  brought  ye  over  some  b'ars  grease  en  cam- 
phire,"  she  went  on  as  she  caught  sight  of  Mrs.  Gest 
coming  from  the  barn.  "  I  forgot  all  about  it  this 
mornin'  when  Elihu  left,  everyone  bein'  so 
flustered." 

"  How  good  ye  be  !  "  said  Cornelia.  "  I  war  sayin' 
to  Elihu  jes'  now  thet  we  hedn't  nothin'  in  the  house 
to  rub  with,  en  the  gal's  ankle  do  need  'tendin'  to.  Ez 
fer  gittin'  a  doctor,  'tain't  no  use  thinkin'  o'  sech 
a  thing.  Thar  ain't  no  one  'cept  Doc.  Eeed  in  Jack- 
sonville we  could  trust  to  keep  the  secret,  en  he's  too 
fur  away." 

"  This  is  what  we  all  use  fer  sprains  en  bruises," 
replied  Serena.  "Ye  know  she  ain't  hed  no  bones 
broke.  It  all  come  about  by  havin'  te  jump  over 
logs  like  rabbits  with  hounds  after  'em  that  night 
when  the  slave-hunters  were  on  thar  tracks.  It's 
horrible  te  see  the  poor  thing  suffer  so !  But 
her  mother  is  plumb  used  up ;  she  wouldn't  taste  a 
mite  'o  vittles  over  to  my  house,  en  I  tried  her 
with  everything.  Sakes  alive  !  "  she  exclaimed,  put- 
ting her  hand  into  a  deep  pocket  and  taking  out  a 
small  parcel,  "I  mos'  forgot  the  tea;  it's  green 
tea,  Comely — some  that  Uriah  got  the  last  time  he 
was  down  to  Alton,  en  if  that  don't  make  her  set 
up  nothin'  will.  It'll  give  her  backbone.  But  law  ! 
ain't  the  children  white !  It  was  the  boy's  curly 
hair  made  me  think  o'  runaways,  but  I  declare  I'd 
take  'em  fer  white  folks  if  they  was  dressed  up  real 


nice." 


"  I  didn't  take  no  pertickler  notice  the  night  Elihu 
diskivered  'em,"  observed  Socrates,  "en  I  ain't  seed 
'em  sence — not  te  look  squar'  at  'em." 


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Cornelia  Gest  had  no  more  to  say.  She  pretended 
a  deep  interest  in  the  things  Mrs.  Busby  had  brought, 
but  her  mind  was  elsewhere.  Her  face  looked  what 
she  felt. 

"  Ain't  ye  goin'  te  git  off  en  stop  a  spell,  Sister 
Busby  ? "  inquired  the  Load-Bearer,  with  bland 
apathy. 

"  Yes,  do,"  said  his  wife ;  "  shorely  ye  ain't  goin* 
back  'thout  seein'  whar  we've  put  'em.  We've  done 
the  best  we  could  ;  it's  a  sight  cleaner'n  some  beds 
I've  slept  in  afore  now." 

"  I  promised  Uriah  te  be  right  back  without  tyin' 
up,  but  I'll  git  off  en  make  'em  a  real  nice  cup  o'  this 
here  tea,  en  we'll  take  it  over  to  'em." 

"  They've  hed  coffee,"  observed  Cornelia,  with  an 
effort  to  be  polite  and  as  a  mild  protest  against  green 
tea. 

The  two  women  went  into  the  kitchen,  and  I  heard 
the  Load-Bearer  remark : 

"  Sister  Busby's  got  a  sight  o'  hoss  sense,  but  she 
do  need  the  bridle  now  and  ag'in." 

"  Sereny's  jes'  like  a  skittish  yearling,"  commented 
Socrates;  "but  don't  ye  go  te  bridlin'  her  tongue  er 
she'll  take  the  bit  'twixt  her  teeth  en  a  prairie  fire 
won't  head  her  off.  Give  her  plenty  tetherin'-groun' 
en  plenty  fac's  te  nibble  on,  but  don't  let  her  chaw  too 
close  te  the  stumps." 

"Ye  kin  lead  a  filly  te  the  trough,  Brother 
Caverly,  but  ye  cain't  make  her  drink  more'n  jes' 
so  much.  Some  folks  air  allers  thirstin'  fer  water 
from  other  folks's  wells,  but  nothin'  but  a  runnin' 
stream  o'  gossip  will  slake  Sister  Busby's  thirst  fer 
more  knowledge." 


MY  VISIT  TO   THE  LOAD-BEAKEK'S  HOME     97 

"  Thet's  a  fac',  thet's  a  fae' ;  but  the  wust  is  tne 
stream  runs  squar'  through  your  diggin's." 

"  Ez  things  are  goin'  now,  Sereny  knows  'nough  te 
want  te  know  a  heap  more.  I'm  plumb  with  ye  when 
ye  tell  me  not  te  let  her  nibble  till  she  comes  to  the 
cobble-stones." 

The  tea  was  soon  made,  for  Mrs.  Gest  had  kept  the 
fire  going  and  the  water  hot. 

No  sooner  had  she  and  Mrs.  Busby  disappeared  into 
the  barn  than  Alek  Jordan  came  galloping  up  by  the 
shortest  cut  from  the  main  road. 

"  Marm  told  me  te  give  ye  this,"  he  said  to  the 
Load-Bearer,  handing  him  a  letter ;  "  it's  from  Isaac 
Snedeker;  he  give  it  te  marm  te  send." 

Elihu  opened  and  read,  while  Zack  Caverly  stood 
and  waited  for  the  news. 

The  Load-Bearer  heaved  a  sigh : 

"  Brother  Snedeker  sez  he's  a-comin'  here  to-morrer 
night  with  eight  runaways." 

"  Whoop-ee  !  "  exclaimed  Socrates. 

Then  a  thought  struck  him. 

"  Looky  here,  Alek,"  he  said,  "  you  jes'  light  out 
ez  quick  ez  ever  ye  kin ;  thar's  some  un  at  the  barn 
thet  musn't  know  ye've  been  here.  Don't  ye  wait  a 
minnit ;  take  the  trail  through  the  woods  by  the  creek 
ez  fur  ez  ye  kin  er  mebbe  the  runaways  '11  git 
ketched." 

The  Load-Bearer  had  his  eyes  fixed  on  the  barn, 
expecting  every  moment  to  see  Mrs.  Busby  emerge 
and  then  ride  part  of  the  way  home  with  Alek  Jordan, 
when  more  than  one  secret  would  be  revealed  con- 
cerning the  intentions  of  Isaac  Snedeker. 

Alek,  whose  horse  was  young  and  in  fine  condition, 


98  THE  VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

was  off  at  a  bound,  the  animal  clearing  like  a  buck 
every  obstacle  in  his  path. 

Hardly  had  he  got  out  of  sight  when  Serena  Busby 
made  her  appearance,  followed  by  Cornelia  Gest, 
who,  weary  and  distracted,  let  the  visitor  do  all  the 
talking. 


CHAPTER  IX 

A   NIGHT    OF    MYSTERY 

ON  certain  evenings  my  father  would  sit  before  the 
big,  open  fireplace  and  watch  with  unalloyed  satisfac- 
tion the  burning  logs.  He  would  see  pictures  in  the 
blazing  wood,  and  he  had  a  science  of  his  own  in  the 
mingling  of  different  logs. 

"  How  well  that  dried  hickory  burns  with  the  damp 
walnut !  "  he  would  say,  taking  the  tongs  and  shifting 
the  pieces,  now  a  little  more  to  the  front,  now  a  little 
farther  back. 

He  taught  me  to  see  castles,  people,  and  faces  in 
the  flames  and  embers,  and  I  knew  what  colours  to 
expect  from  the  different  woods.  He  kept  some  that 
were  full  of  sap,  that  would  burn  slowly ;  others  were 
split  up  to  dry.  While  sitting  before  the  fire  on  a 
clear,  bracing  night  my  father  was  wont  to  forget 
every  care  and  abandon  himself  to  the  pure  pleasures 
of  the  hearth.  He  would  dream  of  the  past,  of  friends 
in  the  old  country,  and  more  than  once  he  would 
remark  to  me,  taking  the  tongs  and  pointing: 
"  There's  a  face  that  reminds  me  of  poor  So-and-so." 
He  loved  to  revisit  the  old  familiar  scenes  while  the 
fire  gave  them  momentary  life  and  set  them  before 
him  in  frames  of  gold  and  flaming  opal.  Then  he 
would  tell  me  stories  of  the  wild  animals  of  the  old 
homestead,  of  the  tracks  of  the  marten  in  the  snow,  and 
how  he  discovered  its  hiding-place ;  of  a  memorable 

H  2 


100      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

fox  hunt  when  one  of  his  friends  held  the  fox  up 
by  the  tail  and  another  friend  cried  out  from  a  dis- 
tance :  "  Don't  hurt  the  fox !  don't  hurt  the  fox  ! " 
and  of  his  sojourn  in  Paris  during  the  reign  of  Louis 
Philippe. 

At  such  times  my  mother  added  a  spirit  of  cheerful- 
ness by  some  joyful  exclamation,  such  as  :  "  There's 
a  letter  in  the  candle ! "  as  if  the  simple  expression  in 
itself  would  assist  the  arrival  of  good  news  from  afar ; 
and  when  I  looked  I  saw  a  large  flaming  blot,  on  the 
side  of  the  wick,  pointing  toward  us. 

I  cannot  remember  whether  the  letters  arrived,  as 
the  candle  so  often  announced ;  but  how  vividly  I 
recollect  the  nights  when  I  lay  awake  in  the  next 
room  and  heard  my  parents  discuss  the  uncertainty  of 
the  future,  the  imminent  need  of  funds  to  carry  on 
the  work  of  the  farm,  and  the  possibility  of  failure 
and  ruin !  Such  conversations  occurred  after  the 
other  members  of  the  family  had  gone  to  bed,  but  I 
heard  everything,  and  night  after  night  I  listened  to 
these  talks,  and  racked  my  brain  wondering  how  it 
would  all  end.  My  distress  was  even  greater  than 
that  of  my  mother,  for  she  knew  what  I  did  not,  and 
she  could  still  hope. 

After  such  talks  the  quivering  song  of  the  cricket 
dotted  the  stillness  with  an  accent  of  deeper  melan- 
choly, while  the  heavy  pendulum  slowly  measured 
out  the  minutes  between  midnight  and  the  dismal 
twilight  of  dawn. 

We  were  all  sitting  quietly  together  the  evening 
after  my  visit  to  the  Load-Bearer's  home,  my  mother 
with  the  Bible  in  her  lap — the  only  book  she  ever 
read  while  in  the  Log-House — my  father  reading  a 


A  NIGHT  OF  MYSTERY  101 

newspaper  containing  an  account  of  a  recent  speech,  by 
Abraham  Lincoln.  My  mother's  face  looked  paler 
and  more  pensive  than  usual,  for,  some  days  previous 
to  this,  my  father  had  had  a  misunderstanding  with 
one  of  the  settlers.  The  only  weapon  in  the  house 
was  a  double-barrelled  gun,  and  even  this  stood 
unloaded  against  the  wall  in  a  corner  of  the  sitting- 
room.  No  dog  was  kept  on  the  place,  for  the  reason 
that  a  dog  was  regarded  as  one  of  the  things  most 
likely  to  cause  trouble  with  the  neighbours. 

The  wind  was  blowing  across  the  prairie  from  the 
east.  My  mother  seemed  apprehensive,  and  I  must 
have  caught  some  of  the  thoughts  which  filled  her 
mind  with  gloomy  presentiments.  During  a  lull  of 
the  wind  a  sound  reached  us  from  the  prairie.  It 
might  have  been  a  shout  or  a  call.  How  vividly  it 
all  comes  before  me  now  1  She  looked  inquiringly  at 
my  father,  who  was  absorbed  in  his  newspaper  and 
heard  nothing.  I  needed  no  words  to  tell  me  what 
she  was  thinking  ;  her  face  assumed  a  grave  and 
anxious  look.  I  was  hoping  the  sound  might  be 
nothing  more  than  the  noise  of  belated  travellers 
passing  on  horseback  when  we  heard  it  again,  like 
a  confused,  mumbling  menace — this  time  a  little 
nearer,  still  disguised  in  the  muffled  wind.  She 
walked  into  the  next  room,  greatly  agitated,  but 
instantly  returned  and  began  to  read  in  the  Prayer- 
book. 

My  father  had  just  put  aside  his  newspaper  when 
a  low,  hollow  murmur  came  from  the  prairie. 

"  What  can  it  be  ?  "  asked  my  mother  in  a  voice 
scarcely  audible.  Without  answering,  he  went  into 
the  next  room  for  the  ammunition,  took  the  gun  from 


102      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

the  corner  and  began  to  load  with  buckshot.  It 
seemed  to  me  he  had  never  looked  so  tall,  so  grim,  so 
determined  as  when  he  rammed  the  wadding  down 
with  the  ramrod.  Then  he  went  to  the  front  door 
and  listened.  My  mother  sat  with  closed  eyes  like 
one  in  a  trance,  until  it  seemed  to  me  as  if  by  some 
unaccountable  hocus-pocus  we  had  been  thrust  into  a 
world  where  pantomime  and  mystery  had  taken  the 
place  of  speech,  and  we  were  waiting  for  some  sudden 
and  terrible  stroke  of  destiny.  What  was  going  to 
happen  ?  Was  it  the  end  of  all  things  at  the  Log- 
House  ? 

My  father  decided  not  to  go  out  by  the  front  way, 
and  after  the  light  was  removed  he  opened  the  kitchen 
door  and  stood  outside  in  the  dark. 

"  The  moon  is  just  rising,"  said  my  mother  in  a 
half-whisper,  looking  through  the  window  of  the 
front  room.  Then  I  looked,  and  as  the  clouds  drifted 
by  I  saw  the  moon  in  the  shape  of  a  gleaming  scythe. 
A  sudden  chill  of  autumn  had  come  to  the  house. 
She  hurried  out  to  beg  my  father  to  come  in,  but  he 
was  creeping  from  corner  to  corner  and  from  tree  to 
tree,  with  the  gun  held  before  him,  cocked  and  ready 
for  that  deadly  aim  for  which  he  was  so  well  known. 

After  going  as  far  as  the  smoke-house  and  waiting 
there  some  time,  he  returned  ;  he  thought  the  sounds 
must  have  been  due  to  some  prowling  animal.  He 
was  about  to  give  up  further  search  when  the  moaning 
was  again  heard,  out  a  little  beyond  the  trees,  and 
then,  as  my  mother  stood  trembling  at  the  door,  a 
voice  shouted : 

"  Don'  shoot,  massa ;  don'  shoot !  fer  de  Lawd's  sake 
don'  ye  shoot ! " 


A  NIGHT  OF  MYSTEKi  103 

My  father  went  straight  towards  the  voice. 

"  We  done  lost,  massa,"  someone  shouted  as  soon  as 
he  reached  the  open ;  "  we  is  lookin'  f er  massa  Gest's 
place." 

"  Come  in,  come  in." 

My  father  came  back  into  the  kitchen  with  two 
negro  fugitives. 

"  Where  have  you  been  ?  " 

"  Mass'  Snedeker  done  drap  us  ober  dere,"  said  one 
of  the  negroes,  pointing  west. 

"  He  was  running  you  off  ?  " 

"  Yes,  massa." 

"  And  finding  he  was  chased,  let  you  down,  and  so 
you  got  lost  ?  " 

"  Yes,  massa." 

Just  then  a  loud  knocking  at  the  front  door  came 
with  terrible  suddenness,  for  during  the  talk  and 
confusion  no  one  had  heard  any  noise  in  the  road. 

My  father  took  his  gun,  and  standing  at  one  side 
of  the  door  asked  who  was  there. 

"  Isaac  Snedeker,"  answered  a  familiar  voice. 

Open  went  the  door  and  in  rushed  Ike  Snedeker, 
one  of  the  most  intrepid  souls  that  ever  risked  death 
for  the  sake  of  conscience. 

A  man  stood  before  us  who  had  never  known  fear. 
One  glance  at  this  face  would  be  enough  to  make  an 
enemy  stop  and  think  twice  before  coming  to  close 
quarters  with  such  a  being.  He  was  courage  incar- 
nate, with  the  shaggy  head  of  a  lion,  the  sharp, 
invincible  eye  of  an  eagle,  the  frame  of  an  athlete, 
the  earnestness  of  a  convinced  reformer.  His  hair 
stood  out  thick  and  bushy,  and  his  bearded  face,  with 
the  upper  lip  clean-shaven,  gave  to  the  whole 


104      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

countenance  a  massive,  formidable  look  that  inspired 
every  fugitive  with  confidence  and  struck  fear  into 
the  hearts  of  his  secret  foes. 

"I've  lost  two  runaways/'  he  said,  as  he  walked 
through  to  the  kitchen  ;  "  had  to  let  them  out  of  the 
wagon  over  there  near  the  maple  grove — we  were 
followed." 

"  I  think  they  are  here,"  said  my  father,  "  and  I 
came  near  shooting  one  of  them  by  mistake." 

"  I  directed  them  to  come  this  way  as  near  as  I 
could,  hoping  they  would  strike  through  the  prairie 
at  this  place." 

My  mother  was  now  bringing  the  fugitives  some- 
thing to  eat  when  Isaac  Snedeker  said  peremptorily : 

"  Come  along,  it's  now  or  never.  We've  got  to  get 
to  Brother  Gest's  with  that  load  before  midnight. 
You  see,  I've  had  to  gather  'em  up  here  and  there  in 
different  places,  and  I  have  in  the  wagon  out  there 
two  lots — one  sent  over  by  Ebenezer  Carter  and  the 
other  by  Brother  Wolcott.  If  we  get  caught  it'll 
be  the  first  time ;  but  they'd  get  a  haul  that  would 
amount  to  something — I've  got  fourteen  altogether." 

The  two  fugitives  left  without  having  time  to  drink 
a  cup  of  coffee,  and  we  all  went  to  the  road  to  see  them 
off.  The  wagon  was  full  of  frightened,  trembling 
runaways :  negroes,  mulattoes,  octoroons.  Not  a 
moment  was  lost.  Isaac  Snedeker  had  only  to  speak 
to  his  horses — a  fine,  powerful  team — to  send  them 
going  at  a  great  speed  down  the  road  towards  the 
appointed  meeting-place  at  Elihu  Gest's. 

We  went  back  into  the  house,  where  my  mother 
sank  exhausted  into  a  rocking-chair. 

But  she  had  still  another   ordeal  to  go  through. 


A  NIGHT  OF  MYSTEEY  106 

Prayers  had  been  said,  and  we  were  all  about  to  retire 
for  the  night,  when  the  noise  of  galloping  horses  and 
men  talking  could  be  heard  in  the  road.  One  moment 
of  suspense  followed  another.  Footsteps  were  heard 
near  the  kitchen  door,  then  there  came  a  light  and 
somewhat  timid  rapping  as  if  the  persons  outside  were 
not  certain  about  this  being  the  right  place.  My  father 
opened,  this  time  without  asking  who  was  there.  Two 
disreputable-looking  men  stood  before  him,  one  of 
them  scowling  at  us  through  the  door  like  some 
ferocious  animal.  They  carried  pistols  and  dirks. 
Their  eyes  were  shaded  by  slouched  hats  that  partly 
concealed  the  upper  part  of  their  faces,  so  that,  for  all 
we  knew,  they  might  have  been  neighbours  living  at 
no  great  distance  from  the  Log-House. 

"Hev  ye  seen  any  runaways  hangin'  round 
hyar  ? "  asked  the  elder  man,  looking  up  from 
under  his  hat,  and  with  an  expression  that  told  of  a 
fearful  admixture  of  malicious  cunning  and  moral 
cowardice. 

"I  have,"  answered  my  father.  "  Who  delegated  you 
to  look  for  them  ?  " 

The  fellow  hesitated. 

Then  he  stammered : 

"  Be  you  a  fire -eat  in'  Abolitionist  ?  " 

"  I  have  voted  for  Abraham  Lincoln  once,  if  that  is 
what  you  mean  by  being  an  Abolitionist." 

"  Ye  ain't  been  long  in  this  country,"  observed  the 
younger  man. 

"  Long  enough  to  become  an  American  citizen,  and 
vote." 

This  surprised  them.  They  looked  confused,  but 
they  braced  themselves  for  a  final  effort. 


106      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

"  We're  arter  them  runaways,  'en  we  don't  calculate 
te  leave  hyar  without  takin'  'em  along." 

"They  went  from  here  some  time  ago,  so  you'll 
have  to  look  elsewhere  if  you  want  to  find  them." 

"  Let's  go  over  to  the  barn,"  said  the  elder  of  the 
two. 

They  started  for  the  barn,  but  stopped  just  beyond 
the  big  locust  tree,  and  I  heard  the  words  : 

"  Say,  Jake,  I  don't  like  the  look  o'  that  old 
Britisher." 

"  No  more  do  I." 

"He'll  shoot  the  fust  thing  we  know.  He's  got 
sunthin'  mighty  juberous  in  thet  eye  o'  his'n." 

Not  another  word  was  said.  They  wheeled  about, 
made  for  the  road,  mounted  their  horses,  and  were  off. 

They  had  been  cowed  and  disarmed  by  my  father's 
coolness,  his  independence,  by  his  towering  height, 
and  a  scorn  that  was  withering  to  the  two  slave-hunting 
villains. 


CHAPTEE  X 

SOWING   AND   REAPING 

THE  wide  strip  of  prairie  to  the  west  of  the  Log- 
House  was  now  ready  for  planting,  but  not  without 
immense  labour.  A  huge  plough  which  descended  into 
the  primitive  soil  was  drawn  by  four  or  five  pairs  of 
stout  oxen,  driven  and  directed  by  a  man  with  a  whip 
as  long  as  the  team  itself.  My  father  held  the  plough, 
and  frequently  stood  on  it  in  order  to  drive  it  deep 
enough  to  cut  through  the  roots  that  were  often 
formidable  in  their  thickness. 

Oh,  the  delightful  souvenirs  of  that  ploughing  and 
planting  !  The  odour  of  the  fresh,  rich  soil,  never 
broken  till  now,  the  turning  up  of  snakes,  insects,  and 
queer  stones,  with  here  and  there  the  rough  flint- 
head  of  an  Indian  arrow,  the  flocks  of  red- winged  black- 
birds settling  down  to  feast  in  the  wavy  sods,  the 
excitement  which  had  in  it  no  reaction — how  is  it 
possible  that  such  things  pass  as  in  dreams  ? 

The  whole  day  I  followed  the  oxen,  never  growing 
weary  of  the  wonders  of  Nature,  and  when  this  rough 
piece  of  land  had  been  ploughed,  harrowed,  and  duly 
prepared  for  the  first  crop  of  Indian  corn  (maize),  then 
came,  what  was  to  me,  the  climax  of  the  whole  pro- 
ceedings, the  actual  sowing  of  the  seed.  It  was  like 
some  rare  holiday,  a  festival,  a  celebration.  All  Nature 
seemed  to  partake  of  the  joy ;  a  new  world  of  marvels 
seemed  to  be  on  the  eve  of  consummation.  The  weather 


108      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

was  perfect,  and  as  we  three — my  father,  one  of  my 
sisters,  and  myself — went  forth  with  a  sack  of  seed, 
we  dropped  the  large  golden  grains  into  the  proper 
places  all  along  through  the  soft,  dark  loam,  closing  up 
each  hole,  keeping  up  a  ceaseless  clatter,  mainly,  I 
think,  about  the  pure  delights  of  the  work  we  were 
doing. 

Perhaps  never  since  have  I  felt  the  same  kind  of 
thrill.  There  are  days  that  shine  out  like  great  white 
jewels  in  the  crown  of  years. 

After  the  planting  there  was  little  to  be  done  except 
watching  and  waiting.  We  watched  the  sprouting  of 
the  corn  till  it  grew  through  the  first  period.  Its 
second  period  was  one  of  flowing,  silky  tassels,  clear 
and  pure,  with  a  silvery  sheen,  the  whole  field  decked 
in  opulent  hangings  that  waved  in  the  wind  and 
sparkled  in  the  sun,  the  stalks  rising  in  places  to  a 
height  of  ten  feet  or  more.  The  third  period  came 
about  August,  when  the  ripening  began.  It  was 
slow,  the  stalks  turning  to  a  light,  faded  gold,  the  big 
ears  hanging  in  heavy  clusters  and  in  countless  num- 
bers, one  rivalling  another  in  length  and  size.  And 
the  field  now  afforded  another  pleasure — that  of 
getting  lost  in  its  mysterious  depths.  By  day  it  was 
a  happy  feeding-ground  for  birds,  and  by  night  a 
hiding-place  for  wild  animals. 

Then  came  two  later  stages — the  cutting  and  stack- 
ing. The  cutting  was  rough  work.  It  was  done  by 
hired  hands ;  and  when  the  corn  was  stacked  the 
field  assumed  another  air,  and  the  face  of  Nature  there- 
abouts was  changed  beyond  recognition.  The  stacks 
resembled  innumerable  huts  or  wigwams,  and  this 
was  not  without  a  charm  of  its  own,  for  it  made  the 


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surroundings  less  lonely-looking ;  but  when  the  ears 
of  corn  were  taken  from  the  stalks  and  the  field 
stripped  bare  the  view  was  one  of  vacant  desolation, 
without  a  symbol  of  saving  grace — naked,  barren  of 
romance  or  joy,  a  thing  plucked  and  polluted  by  the 
ruthless  hand  of  necessity. 

Then  came  one  of  the  last  stages  in  the  progress  of 
the  corn  towards  the  bread-pan  of  the  household.  The 
big,  stout  ears  had  to  be  stripped  of  the  thick  outer 
envelope,  and  this  was  called  a  "  corn-husking."  It 
was  done  by  all  hands,  great  and  small ;  the  neigh, 
bours  were  invited,  the  company  assembling  in  the 
evening,  mostly  young  people ;  a  husking-glove  was 
worn  on  one  hand,  and,  with  a  small,  knife-shaped 
implement,  the  shuck  was  stripped  off  and  the  beautiful 
gold-red  grain  was  laid  bare.  This  was  a  time  of 
merry-making,  love-making,  and  gaiety.  In  the 
earlier  days  it  was  a  time  of  dancing  and  heavy  drink- 
ing, but  here  at  the  Log-House  the  evening  passed  in 
sober  enjoyment,  as  became  the  rigid  tenets  of  the 
master  and  mistress,  almost  Calvinistic  in  their 
religious  views;  and  so  nothing  stronger  than  coffee 
was  drunk  at  the  merry  supper  which  followed. 

Six  months  had  passed  since  the  prairie  soil  was 
broken  for  the  corn,  and  now  we  should  see  it  no 
more  till  it  came  into  the  house  in  the  form  of  golden 
meal,  all  ready  to  be  prepared  for  the  bread-pan, 
baked  in  the  oven,  and  set  steaming  hot  on  the  table 
for  breakfast  or  supper,  about  an  inch  and  a  half 
thick,  as  yellow  as  rich  gold,  the  top  baked  to  a  brown 
crust,  the  whole  cut  into  good  sized  squares  in  the 
pan.  We  cut  the  pieces  through  the  middle  and 
spread  them  with  fresh  home-made  butter  ;  and  this, 


110      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

with  home-cured  bacon,  and  eggs  laid  in  the  sweet- 
smelling  hay  of  the  old  barn,  by  hens  fattened  on 
corn,  surpassed  any  dish  I  have  ever  eaten,  in  the 
palaces  of  kings,  in  the  mansions  of  millionaires,  or 
any  of  the  great  restaurants  of  Paris  or  London. 
How  many  times,  when  dining  with  the  great  ones  of 
the  world,  undeceived  by  the  illusions  of  sight,  taste, 
and  smell,  my  mind  has  wandered  back  to  the  delicious 
breakfasts  and  suppers  at  the  Log-House,  certain  that 
nothing  could  rival  hot  corn-bread  properly  made. 

In  many  of  the  principal  States  corn  is  the  staff  of 
life.  It  is  given  to  pigs,  cattle,  turkeys,  and  chickens. 
It  fed  the  negroes  as  slaves,  the  whites  when  flour  was 
a  thing  unattainable,  gave  Abraham  Lincoln  his  robust 
frame,  developed  the  physical  frame  of  most  of  the 
famous  men  of  the  South  and  West  of  early  days,  and 
made  victory  over  malaria  and  adverse  conditions  pos- 
sible. Neurasthenia  was  unheard  of  till  the  people 
began  to  eat  bread  made  from  wheat.  The  eating  of 
hot  white  biscuits  (muffins)  for  breakfast  and  supper 
developed  America's  national  disease — dyspepsia. 

Up  to  the  time  of  the  great  Civil  War,  the  general 
type  of  the  South  and  West  was  characterised  by  height, 
muscular  litheness,  immense  powers  of  resistance, 
sound  digestion.  The  fashions  in  eating  kept  pace 
with  fashions  in  dress.  Previous  to  1820  the  dress 
was  mainly  of  buck-skin,  cap  of  fur,  such  as  the 
raccoon,  and  moccasins  on  the  feet.  Then  came  the 
period  of  jean  and  linsey-woolsey,  dyed  blue  or 
copperas-coloured ;  then  what  I  may  call  the  calico 
period,  when  young  women  were  considered  to  be 
beautifully  dressed  in  plain  dotted  or  striped  coloured 
calico  patterns,  with  sun-bonnets  to  match.  This 


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was  followed  by  a  step  nearer  the  city  fashions,  and 
ginghams  and  delaines  were  introduced  here  and 
there  ;  but  the  silk  and  lace  period  did  not  dawn  on 
the  smaller  towns  of  the  West  till  the  war  suddenly 
scattered  bank-notes  broadcast  through  the  land  and 
brought  in  its  train  tumult,  movement,  money,  and 
the  latest  fashions. 

In  the  autumn  there  were  other  gatherings,  such 
as  "  apple  parings,"  and  "  quiltings,"  and  the  inevit- 
able country  fair  which  everyone  attended.  The 
autumn  was  the  most  sociable  time  of  the  whole  year, 
and  for  several  weeks  there  would  be  plenty  to  do  and 
plenty  to  talk  about.  The  quilting  brought  together 
the  most  instructive  and  entertaining  visitors.  It  was 
a  woman's  affair,  but  the  husbands  usually  came  for 
supper  at  six,  or  later,  in  the  evening,  and  so  there 
was  talk  on  every  subject  of  any  local  interest,  from 
politics  to  mince  pies. 

After  one  or  two  cups  of  tea  Mrs.  Busby  would 
talk  by  the  hour,  and  a  word,  a  hint  would  call  forth 
the  description  of  an  event  or  a  new  version  of  some 
disputed  story. 

"  Law  me  !  How  this  section  hez  settled  up  sence 
we've  been  here !  When  we  fust  come  there  warn't 
no  stores  within  a  ten  mile  ride.  It  wus  rough,  and 
in  some  places  a  mite  dangerous,  especially  over  in 
what  they  called  the  *  chivaree '  district.  There  was 
a  band  that  chivareed  every  couple  that  got  merried 
fer  miles  around  ;  en  speakin'  o'  chivarees  reminds 
me  o'  the  time  when  ole  man  Snyder  merried  a 
yaller-haired  gal  from  down  Jersey ville  way.  They 
hedn't  more'n  got  home  when  long  come  the  wust 
crowd  ye  could  pick  up  in  the  hull  country,  headed 


112      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

by  Bub  Hawkins  en  Jack  Haywood.  They  brought 
ole  tin  pans,  kittles,  whistles,  cow-bells,  horns  en 
everything  they  could  make  a  howlin'  noise  with,  en 
set  up  a  kinder  war-dance  round  the  cabin.  Ole  man 
Snyder  was  fer  shootin',  bein'  tetchy  en  not  given  to 
lettin'  words  melt  in  his  mouth,  but  his  bride  got 
riled  en  took  a  raw  hide  en  made  fer  the  door,  en  out 
she  went  into  the  crowd. 

"  '  Who's  the  ringleader  here  ? '  she  says.  i  Who's 
the  ringleader  ?  I  want  to  know ;  en  if  ye  don't 
tell  me  111  cow-hide  ye  all,  en  won't  be  long 
about  it.' 

"With  that  Bub  Hawkins  started  snickerin'  en 
steppin'  roun'  like  a  turkey  on  a  hot  gridiron,  half 
ashamed  like  en  not  knowin'  jes'  what  te  do  or  te 
say,  en  Sal  Snyder  standin'  there  with  her  yaller 
hair  all  hangin'  loose  en  her  eyes  a  snappin'  like  a 
wild  cat. 

"'  Ain't  ye  goin'  to  tell  me?'  she  shouted;  but 
there  warn't  a  man  there  that  could  stand  en  look 
right  in  them  eyes. 

"  '  Looky  here,  Bub  Hawkins,'  she  says,  '  you've 
come  te  chivaree  me  en  my  ole  man,  but  I'm  a-goin' 
te  give  ye  somethin'  te  make  ye  shiver  en  keep  it  up 
all  night,'  en  with  that  she  lit  in  en  let  him  have 
it,  head  en  face,  neck  en  body,  en  when  he  broke  en 
ran  she  wus  after  him,  lettin'  him  have  it  from 
behind ;  en  ye  better  b'lieve  she  hed  sinews  in  her 
arms  like  the  strong  man  in  th'  Good  Book ;  en  every 
time  Bub  Hawkins  jumped  a  log  she  brought  down 
her  cow-hide  from  behind  with  a  reg'lar  war-whoop  that 
made  the  woods  ring.  When  she  had  chased  the  ring- 
leader she  come  back  te  tackle  the  others,  but  they 


SOWING  AND  HEAPING  113 

had  all  vamosed.     They  do  claim   that   Sal  Snyder 
plumb  broke  up  that  gang. 

"  They  did  need  religion,"  she  went  on,  "  en  it  was 
time  Pete  Cartwright  come  along  en  got  Jack  Hay- 
wood  side-tracked  from  his  good-fer-nothin'  ways. 
Ye  see  it  wus  like  this  :  Jack  Hay  wood's  wife  died 
en  left  him  with  six  young  uns,  en  he  lowed  his  home 
wus  like  a  hive  without  a  queen  bee.  Anyhow,  that's 
what  he  told  widder  Brown  when  he  merried  her. 
Things  went  long  purty  smooth  fer  some  time,  en  it 
looked  like  he  wus  well  fixed  en  settled  ;  but  one  day 
she  up  en  said :— 

"  '  Looky  here,  Jack  Hay  wood,  I  'low  yer  hive's  all 
right,  en  it  sets  close  te  a  clover  patch,  but  whar's  the 
honey  ?  I  ain't  never  see  ye  bring  home  nothin'  but 
what  sticks  te  yer  feet,  en  thar  ain't  no  mistake  'bout 
it,  thar's  plenty  comb,  fer  it's  comb,  comb  all  day 
long  tryin'  te  get  the  hay-seeds  out  o'  yer  six  sassy 
tow-heads.  Now  I  tell  ye  what  it  is,'  she  says, 
turnin'  from  her  dough  en  p'intin'  the  rollin'-pin 
straight  at  him,  *  you've  got  the  hive  en  you've  got  a 
bee  te  boss  it,  but  what  hez  she  got '(  Why,  she's  got 
six  young  drones,  not  includin'  two  yaller  dogs  en 
yerself,  en  if  I  had  wings,  ez  I  hed  orter  hev,  I'd 
take  a  bee-line  fer  a  hive  that's  got  some  vittles  in  it.' 

"  When  Uriah  asked  him  how  he  wus  gettin'  on 
with  his  queen  bee,  he  said  : 

"  '  She's  workin'  the  comb  all  right,  but  she  stings 
with  her  tongue  wus'n  any  hornet  I  ever  bumped 
agin.' 

"  His  fust  wife  druv  him  te  drinkin'  en  this  one 
druv  him  te  religion.  He  got  converted,  but  fust  off 
she  wus  dead  set  agin  preachers,  en  scuffled  up  agin 

v.s.  i 


114      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

preachin'  en  prayin'  in  dead  earnest  till  Hay  wood  was 
most  druv  crazy.  When  Pete  Cartwright  come  long 
one  day  he  says  she  stormed  en  raved  en  used  cuss 
words,  en  when  he  said  he  wus  goin'  te  pray  right  in 
the  cabin  she  shook  her  fist  in  his  face  en  'lowed  she 
wus  one  half  alligator  en  t'other  half  snappin'  turtle, 
en  dared  him  te  put  her  out,  ez  he  said  he  would  if 
she  didn't  behave  ;  she  said  it  'ud  take  a  better  man 
than  he  wus  te  do  it. 

"  While  he  wus  prayin'  she  got  awful  mad.  She 
called  him  all  the  names  she  could  think  of,  en  threw 
the  cat  at  his  head,  en  then  Pete  Cartwright  up  en 
took  hold  of  her  arm  en  swung  her  clean  te  the  door, 
en  out  she  went.  He  slammed  the  door  in  her  face,  en 
of  all  the  rippin'  en  roarin'  ye  ever  heerd  that  wus  the 
wust. 

"  He  barred  the  door  agin  her  and  went  right  on 
with  his  prayin'  ;  but  land  !  with  a  she-devil  scratchin' 
te  get  in  a  man  ud  hev  te  be  a  reg'lar  angel  with 
wings  not  te  be  riled  en  flustered  in  his  pleadin's  ;  so 
he  jes'  turned  the  table  on  her,  stopped  prayin'  en 
begin  to  sing  ez  loud  ez  ever  he  could  beller — en  ye 
better  b'lieve  he  could  shout  when  he  got  fixed  fer  it, 
en  the  louder  she  screamed  en  roared  outside,  the 
louder  he  sung  inside,  en  they  kept  it  up  till  she 
begin  te  pant  fer  breath.  He  kept  right  on  till  she 
knocked  on  the  door  en  hollered  out : 

"  '  Mr.  Cartwright,  do  please  let  me  in  !  ' 

"  <  Well,'  he  said,  <  I'll  let  ye  come  in  if  ye'll 
promise  te  behave  yerself.' 

She  said  she  would ;  so  he  opened  the  door  en  led 
her  te  a  seat  near  the  fire-place,  en  he  says  he  never 
see  a  woman  so  pale  en  tremblin'. 


SOWING  AND  HEAPING  115 

"  <  I've  been  a  big  fool,'  she  says. 

"  < 1  'lowye  hev,' says  Pete  Cartwright,  <  en  ye'llhev 
te  repent  fer  all  yer  sins  or  yell  go  te  perdition.' 

"  She  hung  her  head  en  plumb  give  up  fer  shame. 
The  poor  little  children  were  all  huddled  under  the  bed, 
en  he  called  'em  out  en  told  'em  their  mother  wouldn't 
hurt  'em  now,  en  with  that  he  started  prayin'  ag'in 
with  Haywood,  en  in  six  months  she  was  converted 
en  the  folks  in  that  cabin  made  real  happy." 

In  the  evening  the  riding  of  the  young  ladies  for 
prizes  at  the  county  fair  was  discussed.  All  had 
something  to  say  concerning  this  momentous 
incident. 

"  I've  been  attendin'  kyounty  fairs  'most  all  my 
life,"  said  one,  "  en  it  did  take  the  rag  off  the  bush  te 
see  the  way  the  cuttin's  up  o'  thet  ole  chestnut  sp'iled 
the  ridin'  o'  them  po'  gals." 

"  What  I  want  te  know  is  who  put  Almedy  Sin- 
clair te  ride  on  sech  a  critter,"  said  another. 

"  Well,"  said  Mrs.  Busby,  "ye  don't  reckon 
Almedy  Sinclair's  green  enough  te  pick  out  sech  a 
rib-breaker  te  ride  on  all  by  herself,  do  ye  ? — en  she 
one  of  the  best  j  edges  o'  hoss-flesh  in  this  hull  district. 
Why,  that  gal  thinks  nothin'  o'  ridin'  bare-back  en 
breakin'  the  wust  mustang  ye  kin  bring  her.  I've  see 
her  do  it.  She  sets  a-hossback  ez  easy  ez  ye're  settin' 
in  that  rockin'-cheer.  No,  sir-ree,  ye  better  look  fer 
someone  with  more  green  in  their  eye  before  ye  ask 
me  te  b'lieve  she  went  roamin'  roun'  the  country  jes' 
te  choose  sech  a  rip-tearin'  bucker  fer  a  saddle-hoss, 
en  she  settin'  her  cap  fer  fust  prize  !  Almedy  Sin- 
clair ain't  that  kind.  Ye  see,"  she  continued,  warming 
to  the  subject,  "  the  man  that  owned  that  chestnut  fust 

i  2 


116      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

off  went  te  the  Mexican  war  en  rid  him  in  the  battle 
o'  Bueny  Visty,  en  there's  where  a  bullet  nipped  the 
top  off  one  o'  his  marrer-bones,  a  leetle  behind  the 
saddle,  en  that  was  the  beginnin'  o'  the  kickin'  en  the 
buckin' ;  but  some  say  after  the  wowned  got  healed 
he  kept  the  buckin'  up  jest  fer  ole  time's  sake.  When 
his  owner  come  back  from  the  war  he  sold  him  fer  a 
good  draw-hoss,  b'lievin'  him  te  be  right  safe  te  pull 
a  wagon,  en  when  the  man  that  bought  him  was 
fordin'  a  creek  in  flood-time  the  hoss  kicked  every- 
thing te  pieces  right  in  the  middle  o'  the  creek.  His 
next  owner  was  a  Baptist  preacher  who  took  te  dram 
drinkin'  te  drown  his  sorrer  at  bein'  so  tuk  in  by  a 
sleek,  fat  hoss  en  a  professin'  Christian.  The  fac'  is, 
the  wowned  in  his  back  got  healed  quick  enough,  en 
it  never  showed  no  signs  on  th'  outside,  but  the  bone 
wus  allers  tender,  en  when  the  saddle  wus  put  a  leetle 
too  fur  back,  er  when  it  happened  te  be  a  leetle  too 
long,  there  was  sure  to  be  trouble ;  en  that  double- 
dealin'  rascal  that  owns  him  now  knows  it,  en  he  fixed  te 
hev  Almedy  lose  en  his  own  gal  win,  fer  he  knew  if 
Almedy  hed  a  good  hoss  she'd  surely  carry  off  the 
prize.  Ye  see,  when  a  body's  used  te  ridin'  hosses 
that  chaw  the  bit  en  prance  te  one  side  en  rear  on 
their  hind  legs,  it  looks  like  hoss  en  gal's  both 
cunnin'  'nough  te  show  off  their  good  p'ints  all  te 
oncet,  en  Almedy  Sinclair  kinder  looked  fer  sum'thin'. 
like  that  in  the  critter  she  was  ridin'.  She  expected 
te  be  h'isted  a  couple  o'  times,  fer  a  man  hollered  out 
to  her,  c  Sit  ez  tight  ez  ye  kin  ! '  en  she  knowed  what 
that  meant ;  but  it  didn't  mean  what  she  thought. 
ThJ  ole  chestnut  warn't  no  ways  stiff  in  the  hind  legs 
when  he  started ;  but  that  ain't  allers  a  good  sign 


SOWING  AND  REAPING  117 

nuther.  It  allers  takes  time  te  git  right  down  te  the 
weak  spot  of  any  beast,  but  in  this  here  case  it  looked 
like  the  time  wus  fore-ordained,  ez  the  preachers  say, 
right  down  te  the  minnit,  fer  jest  ez  th'  ole  hoss  come 
along  in  front  o'  the  j edges  stand  the  saddle  worked 
back  till  it  come  agin  the  tender  marrer-bone,  en  he 
stopped  like  he'd  been  struck  with  a  bullet.  Right 
then  I  hear  a  man  say,  £  Watch  out ! '  en  skasely  hed 
he  spoke  when  the  critter  up  en  give  his  tail  en  hind 
legs  sech  a  twist  that  it  looked  like  Almedy  'd  surely 
land  on  the  critter's  neck.  It  warn't  expected ;  the 
hoss  riz  at  the  wrong  end.  There  he  stood,  stock  still, 
leavin'  Almedy  Sinclair  settin'  like  a  sack  o7  seed 
pertaters  while  t'other  gal  rid  by  on  her  prancin'  roan 
ez  big  ez  life  en  twicet  ez  sassy.  Pore  Almedy  sot  till 
her  hoss  riz  en  shuk  his  heels  ag'in,  en  ye  kin  b'lieve 
she  made  a  break  from  that  saddle  ez  mad  ez  ever  ye 
see  a  gal  in  all  yer  born  days." 


CHAPTER  XI 

THE  FLIGHT 

THE  Indian  summer  had  come,  the  season  of  seasons, 
with  its  golden  memories,  its  diaphanous  skies,  its 
dream-like  afternoons,  its  gossamer  veils  spread  over 
the  shimmering  horizon,  transforming  by  its  own 
transcendent  magic  the  whole  earth  and  atmosphere. 

Smoke  rose  from  wooded  places  in  long,  thin 
columns  of  hazy  blue,  and  once  in  a  while  a  whiff  of 
burning  grass  and  leaves  filled  the  magnetic  air  with 
fragrant  odour.  The  settlers  ceased  to  fret  and 
worry  ;  there  was  neither  reaping  nor  repining. 

The  sun  was  setting  when  I  arrived  at  the  Load- 
Bearer's  home,  two  days  after  Isaac  Snedeker's  visit 
to  the  Log-House.  I  had  brought  more  provisions  for 
the  fugitives. 

"  Dear  me  !  but  yer  ma  is  good  te  send  all  these 
vittles  fer  the  runaways,"  exclaimed  Mrs.  Gest  as  I 
emptied  my  saddle-bags  on  the  kitchen  table. 

As  I  was  going  to  stay  there  till  morning  we  sat 
about  here  and  there  waiting  for  the  hours  to  pass 
and  the  coming  of  Isaac  Snedeker,  who  was  to  take 
the  fugitives  to  the  next  station  that  night.  We 
expected  his  arrival  some  time  between  ten  and  eleven 
o'clock. 

How  calm  and  peaceful  was  the  evening  ! 

Now  and  then  a  gentle  current  of  wind  stirred  the 
branches,  and  the  leaves  fell  in  flaky  showers  like 


THE   FLIGHT  119 

snow  on  ground  already  strewn  with  the  dead  foliage 
of  autumn. 

Far  away,  the  tinkling  of  bells  told  of  cattle  peace- 
fully grazing,  and  the  prairie,  immense  and  tranquil 
as  a  golden  sea,  inspired  a  feeling  as  of  ages  and  ages 
of  repose. 

In  the  west  a  bank  of  filmy  clouds  edged  with 
silver  floated  against  a  sky  of  glassy  green  which 
gradually  melted  into  serried  ranks  of  flaming  amber, 
and  the  sere,  crisp  leaves  of  the  beech  were  interlaced 
with  the  red  and  purple  of  oak  and  maple,  while  the 
trees  by  the  creek  glistened  and  sparkled  in  the  genial 
rays  of  the  setting  sun. 

And  there  was  something  in  the  early  hours  of  the 
evening  that  throbbed  in  ceaseless  unison  with  the 
constellations  overhead.  After  darkness  closed  in  all 
the  witchery  of  Nature  seemed  at  work  in  earth  and 
sky.  Above  the  tree-tops  a  host  of  twinkling  stars 
looked  down  on  the  anxious  watchers  and  refugees. 
Presently  a  thin  mist  descended  about  us  through 
which  the  starry  vault  and  dark  masses  of  trees  could 
be  discerned,  with  tracings  of  dim,  fantastic  forms  in 
the  scattered  underbush. 

The  slanting  rays  of  the  rising  moon  came  reaching 
in  long  gleams  across  the  roof  of  the  little  frame 
house,  while  its  weird  shafts  shot  through  the  narrow 
interspaces  of  wood  and  thicket,  and  gleamed  in  small 
round  patches  on  the  green  moss  underneath.  The 
scarlet  vines  all  around  on  the  boughs  were  tipped 
with  a  soft,  glistening  pallor  that  fell  as  from  some 
ghostly  lantern  from  a  distant  world,  while  just  above 
the  horizon,  poised  like  an  aerial  plume  in  the  deep 
indigo  blue,  the  vanishing  comet  waned  amidst  a 


120      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

wilderness  of  glittering  lights  under  a  shimmering 
crown  of  stars. 

During  a  moment  of  profound  quiet,  when  it  seemed 
as  if  all  Nature  had  sunk  to  rest,  a  wolf  beyond  the 
creek  began  a  series  of  long-drawn-out  howls.  The 
woods  began  to  vibrate  with  low,  clamorous  calls. 
The  howling  drew  nearer;  one  of  the  wolf-hounds 
answered  back  in  pitiful  cries,  then  another  and 
another.  Everywhere  call  answered  call.  A  rushing 
sound  filled  the  space  above  us  where  vast  flocks  of 
wildfowl  cut  the  air  with  the  swish  and  rustle  of  a 
thousand  wings.  The  honking  came  and  went  as 
flock  after  flock  passed  over  us  in  whizzing  waves. 
The  whole  world  was  stirring.  Earth  sent  up  a 
chorus  of  lamentations  that  mingled  with  the  voices 
above.  The  fugitives  huddled  together  in  the  cave  in 
expectation  of  some  unimagined  calamity,  and  at  last, 
unable  to  withstand  the  feeling  of  terror,  they  began 
to  creep  up  towards  the  house. 

The  Load-Bearer,  who  had  gone  into  the  kitchen, 
fell  on  his  knees,  with  the  Bible  open  before  him  on 
the  chair,  while  his  wife  sat  just  inside,  with  her 
hands  tightly  clasped,  peering  intently  through  the 
open  door  across  the  clear  patches  of  moonlight. 

Soon  he  rose  and  hurriedly  walked  out. 

"  Whar  be  ye  goin'  ?  "  stammered  his  wife,  noticing 
his  dazed  look. 

He  walked  as  one  in  a  dream,  while  Cornelia 
followed. 

"  Elihu,  whar  be  ye  goin'  ?  " 

There  was  a  clinking  of  the  chains  at  the  kennels, 
and  a  cry  from  the  wolf-hounds  told  us  they  were 
free.  They  sped  round  and  round  the  house  in  a 


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whirl  of  excitement,  then  into  the  woods  and  back 
again  to  the  house,  giving  the  last  shudder  to  the 
climax  of  confusion  before  they  made  off  towards  the 
main  road  leading  south-west. 

Then,  as  by  a  wave  of  some  invisible  wand,  the 
tumult  ceased.  The  woods  and  the  house  lay  plunged 
in  an  all-pervading  stillness.  The  country  round 
about  seemed  suddenly  dipped  in  a  gulf  of  silence. 

The  Load-Bearer  came  back  to  the  kitchen  and 
again  fell  on  his  knees.  After  some  moments  he 
began  to  read  aloud : 

" '  Alas,  for  that  day  is  great,  so  that  none  is  like 
it;  it  is  even  the  time  of  Jacob's  trouble;  but  he 
shall  be  saved  out  of  it.' " 

"Whar  be  they?"  mused  Cornelia,  not  listening 
to  her  husband.  "  It's  gettin'  late  .  .  .  Brother 
Snedeker  said  he'd  be  here  at  ten  o'clock." 

Her  hair  had  fallen  down  on  one  side  of  her  face  ; 
she  looked  sad  and  very  troubled.  She  was  over- 
burdened with  the  loads  of  others,  with  loads  which 
she  had  not  sought,  which  life  and  death  had  heaped 
together  in  one  short,  swift  period  of  time,  and  she 
felt  crushed  under  their  weight.  But  Elihu  Gest, 
absorbed  in  prayer,  heard  nothing,  saw  nothing, 
thought  of  nothing  but  the  Eternal. 

Now  he  read  aloud  from  Isaiah  : 

"  (  Awake,  awake,  0  Jerusalem,  which  hast  drunk 
of  the  hand  of  the  Lord  the  cup  of  His  fury ;  thou 
hast  drunken  the  dregs  of  the  cup  of  trembling  and 
wrung  them  out." 

He  remained  silent  for  a  moment,  and  when  he 
continued  it  was  with  a  voice  full  of  prophetic  faith  : 

"  '  Thus  saith  the  Lord  thy  God  that  pleadeth  the 


122  THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

cause  of  His  people,  behold  I  have  taken  out  of  thine 
hand  the  cup  of  trembling,  even  the  dregs  of  the  cup 
of  My  fury  ;  thou  shalt  no  more  drink  it  again/  " 

The  last  words  had  sunk  deep  into  Cornelia's  soul. 
She  seemed  to  have  caught  all  the  mystical  power  of 
those  seven  magical  words :  "  Thou  shalt  no  more 
drink  it  again."  Her  eyes  grew  brighter,  her  face  was 
lit  by  a  placid  smile,  all  the  old  religious  faith  came 
rushing  back. 

A  faint  breeze  brought  with  it  an  aroma  of  dried 
leaves  and  withering  grasses.  As  the  moon  rose  higher 
in  the  heavens  the  night  grew  brighter.  Not  far  from 
the  door  a  group  of  fugitives  stood  gazing  intently  at 
Cornelia  Gest,  the  pallid  faces  of  the  octoroons  forming 
a  sort  of  spectral  frame  for  the  black  faces  in  the 
centre.  Here  and  there,  around  the  house,  murmurs 
and  half -suppressed  groans  and  supplications  arose,  for 
the  runaways  had  brought  to  the  Load-Bearer's  home 
a  new  world,  with  new  and  unheard-of  influences. 
There  were  fugitives  from  nearly  every  slave  State 
bordering  the  Mississippi;  they  brought  with  them 
their  own  peculiar  beliefs,  their  own  interpretations  of 
certain  signs  and  sounds  of  the  night.  All  had  been 
awed  by  the  appearance  of  the  comet,  but  now  a 
terrible  fear  possessed  them.  For  each  one  every  sound 
came  as  a  special  menace,  every  object  had  a  special 
symbol. 

The  Load-Bearer  rose  from  his  knees,  and  as  he 
stepped  to  the  door  one  of  the  wolf-hounds,  covered 
with  blood- stains,  was  there  to  greet  him.  The  others 
were  not  far  off,  and  all  had  evidently  done  their  work. 

"  Somethin'  hez  happened  down  on  the  road,"  said 
Cornelia. 


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"  They  hev  nipped  some  evil  in  the  bud/'  returned 
Elihu. 

But  Cornelia  peered  without  ceasing  in  one  direction, 
anxiously  awaiting  the  arrival  of  Isaac  Snedeker. 

"  Thar's  someone  a-comin'  now,"  remarked  the 
Load-Bearer. 

But  we  still  waited,  gazing  into  the  distance.  The 
last  hour  had  seemed  endless.  We  walked  down 
towards  the  creek  to  pass  away  the  time,  then  returned 
and  stood  in  the  moonlight.  Elihu  Gest  was  trying  to 
make  out  what  the  object  was  that  we  now  saw 
approaching  from  the  east.  It  came  looming  up  in  the 
thin  mist  that  hung  over  the  road,  growing  bigger  as 
it  drew  nearer ;  and  the  fugitives,  seeing  it  approach, 
sought  refuge  in  the  darkness  behind  the  house,  some 
running  as  far  as  the  creek. 

Not  one  was  visible ;  not  a  murmur  was  to  be  heard. 
A  ghostly  silence  greeted  Azariah  James,  the  preacher, 
as  he  came  ambling  up  on  a  horse  that  seemed  to  glide 
over  the  surface  of  the  ground.  There  he  sat  for  some 
moments,  speechless,  and  at  first  I  did  not  recognise 
him,  clad  as  he  was  in  hunting  costume,  with  a  fringe 
about  the  cape,  a  coon-skin  cap  on  his  head,  a  rifle  slung 
over  his  shoulders,  and  a  pistol  and  dirk  before  him. 

But  the  man  himself  had  not  changed.  It  was  the 
same  face,  naively  absent-minded  and  wonderingly 
mute,  that  I  had  seen  at  the  meeting-house — the  man 
who  began  his  sermon  by  a  series  of  blunders  and  then 
glided  along  by  some  miraculous  means  to  an  unex- 
pected and  memorable  triumph.  Now,  as  then,  he 
looked  as  if  he  were  floating  along  with  the  tide  and 
the  hour,  ready  for  the  unforeseen  without  expecting 
it,  armed  for  trouble  without  fearing  it. 


124  THE  VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

We  stood  looking  at  the  preacher  and  he  at  us,  but 
no  one  spoke. 

What  an  enigmatical  group  we  must  have  been  to 
the  peeping  fugitives  a  little  distance  away !  There 
sat  Azariah  James,  the  preacher,  twin  brother  in  spirit 
to  Elihu  Gest,  the  Load-Bearer ;  yet  what  a  contrast 
they  presented !  The  preacher  appeared  double  his 
natural  size,  clothed  in  a  hunter's  garb,  awaiting  some 
mysterious  command  ;  and  the  Load-Bearer,  thinner, 
smaller,  almost  wizened,  seemed  to  be  awaiting  some 
word  or  sign  on  the  part  of  the  preacher. 

And  a  sign  did  come  ;  but  not  from  Azariah  James. 
Down  to  the  south,  through  the  thick  groves  of  beech, 
a  yellow  light  rose  and  fell  and  rose  again  in  slow 
waving  flashes  over  the  horizon,  its  glow  reaching 
above  the  wooded  cover,  and  even  beyond  the  belted 
line  of  timber  to  the  east. 

"Whatkinthetbe?" 

It  was  Cornelia  who  spoke,  for  the  two  men  were 
still  rapt  in  a  kind  of  mystical  quandary. 

"  Thar's  sunthin'  goin'  on  down  thar  er  my  name 
ain't  Elihu  Gest,  en  the  Lord  ain't  sent  ye,  Azariah," 
remarked  the  Load-Bearer. 

"I  'low  ye're  right,"  replied  the  preacher;  "  the 
prairie's  a-burnin'  cl'ar  from  a  mile  bey  on'  Lem 
Stephens's,  plumb  te  the  bend  in  the  creek." 

"The  prairie  on  fire,  en  at  this  time  o'  night!" 
exclaimed  Cornelia ;  "  what  kin  it  mean  ?  " 

"Why,  it  means  that  the  Almighty  air  with  we 
uns,  en  agin  Lem  Stephens  en  the  slave-catchers." 

"  Air  it  runnin'  him  clost  ?  " 

"  Ez  fer  ez  I  kin  jedge  it  must  be  closin'  in  on  him 
about  now,"  responded  the  preacher,  with  surprising 


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nonchalance.  "Apasselo'  good-fer-nothin's  banded 
tharselves  together  te  come  over  en  take  off  the  run- 
aways en  git  the  rewards.  They  'lowed  te  be  hyar  by 
this  time  so  ez  te  head  off  Brother  Snedeker.  I  come 
right  by  Lem  Stephens's  en  see  'em  let  the  blood- 
hounds loose,  en  jest  ez  the  hounds  lit  out  over  this 
way  the  prairie  began  te  blaze,  so  all  hands  stayed 
right  thar  te  watch  the  place/' 

The  Load-Bearer  began  to  shake  off  his  seeming 
lethargy. 

"  Whar  be  the  blood-hounds  now  ?  "  he  asked. 

"Wharbe  they?  I  reckon  they  air  right  whar 
yer  dogs  en  my  pistol  left  'em  down  the  road  thar." 

"  They  air  dead !  "  cried  Cornelia. 

"  They  air  dead  !  "  echoed  a  mournful  voice  behind 
the  house. 

The  cry  was  taken  up  by  other  fugitives,  who 
imagined  Isaac  Snedeker  and  his  friends  had  been 
assassinated. 

"  Dey's  all  dead  !  Dey  done  killed  'em  off  !  "  arose 
on  all  sides  from  the  dark  forms  now  emerging  from 
their  hiding-places. 

An  ever-increasing  glamour  shone  through  the 
woods  to  the  south,  and  the  runaways  now  saw  it  for 
the  first  time.  It  hushed  their  cries  and  murmurs  as 
if  a  damper  had  suddenly  been  placed  over  their  mouths. 

Azariah  James  got  off  his  horse,  tied  up,  and 
followed  Cornelia  Gest  into  the  kitchen. 

"  'Pears  like  they  won't  never  git  here  to-night," 
she  sighed. 

"  'Bout  how  many  d'ye  expect  ?  " 

"  Brother  Snedeker  en  two  er  three  more  ;  but  he's 
a-comin'  te  carry  the  runaways  te  the  nex'  station. 


126      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

I  don't  calc'late  he'll  stay  more'n  long  'nough  te  load 
up  en  git  away  ez  quick  ez  iver  he  kin." 

There  were  sounds  of  horses'  hoofs  and  wagon  wheels 
outside. 

Cornelia  Gest  went  to  the  door. 

"  Thank  the  Lord  ye've  got  here  at  last !  "  she 
exclaimed,  greeting  a  slender  man  with  a  long, 
greyish  beard,  who  was  helping  out  an  elderly  woman 
clad  in  deep  black. 

"  It's  Squar  Higgins,"  said  Cornelia;  "  en  Sister 
Higgins  hez  come  along  te  cher  a  body  by  thet  beau- 
tiful smile  o'  her'n  ;  Elihu  allers  says  it's  like  the 
grace  o'  God  a-smilin'  on  the  hull  world  when  shes 


arounV 


And  so  it  was ;  for  Martha  Higgins  was  another  of 
those  wonderful  women  whose  very  presence  diffused 
an  influence  of  peace  and  harmony.  Her  faith  and 
confidence  in  the  Divine  goodness  were  incorruptible 
and  never-ending.  She  brought  with  her  a  radiant 
power  that  aroused  the  preacher  to  thoughts  of  praise 
and  thanksgiving  for  all  the  mercies  of  the  past  and 
present.  With  her  presence,  the  terrors  of  the  night 
receded,  and  the  preacher,  with  his  eyes  half  closed, 
began  to  hum  a  few  bars  of  a  favourite  hymn. 

Meanwhile  the  Load-Bearer  had  quietly  slipped 
away  to  have  a  look  over  the  prairie.  He  had  climbed 
a  large  withered  tree  which  stood  on  a  knoll,  and  was 
watching  a  thin  tongue  of  fire  licking  up  the  grass 
away  towards  the  bend  in  the  creek  not  far  from  Lem 
Stephens' s  frame  house.  From  this  tree  he  had  often 
looked  out  before,  but  never  on  such  a  sight  as  this. 
He  watched  the  flames  dart  up  here  and  there  in 
sudden  flashes  as  they  caught  the  strips  of  taller 


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grass  in  the  low  soil  near  the  water,   dying   down 
where  the  ground  was  higher  and  the  grass  thinner. 
He  could  not  at  first  make  out  in  what  direction  the 
flames  were  moving,  nor  could  he  yet  tell  whether 
they  had  reached  the  frame  house.     The  whole  region 
before  him  lay  circled  in  a  rim  of  fire.     Never  had  he 
been  in  such  intimate  communion  with  the  mighty 
forces  of  the  Eternal ;  never  had  he  felt  the  breath  of 
the  night  come  with  so  much  inspiration  and  judg- 
ment.    It  seemed  to  Elihu  Gest  that  fire  had  descended 
from  the  skies,  that  a  ban  had  been  placed  on  the 
movements  of  evil-doers  in  that  section  and  for  miles 
around  ;  and  while  he  pondered  and  marvelled  over 
the  wonders  of  the  night  he  felt  the  "  Living  Presence  " 
throb  through  his  being  with  a  quickening  power  that 
lifted  him  clear  above  and  away  from  mortal  things. 
He  shouted  aloud  one  of  his  favourite  passages  from 
the  Old  Testament.     He  was  about  to  descend  when  a 
long  sheet  of  flame  leaped  into  the  sky.  Lem  Stephens's 
house  was  ablaze :    it   was  burning   like  a   box   of 
tinder.     Now  the  barn  caught ;  now  the  brushwood 
behind  the  house  was  blazing.     The  border  of  the 
creek  was  a  mass  of  flame.     It  looked  as  if  a  fiery 
serpent  were  moving  in  a  zigzag  along  its  border, 
rising  and  falling  on  great  wings  of  fire,   then  dis- 
appearing, to  rise  again  in  another  place. 

A  current  of  wind  was  created  by  the  heat,  and 
flames  darted  from  the  other  side  of  the  water. 

When  he  returned,  Elihu  Gest  found  Isaac  Snede- 
ker — who  had  brought  several  more  refugees  with  him 
— the  two  Higgins',  Azariah  James,  and  Cornelia,  all 
sitting  in  a  semi- circle  in  the  kitchen,  and  after 
greeting  Mr.  Snedeker  he  took  a  seat  at  one  end. 


128      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

There  followed  a  period  of  deep,  devotional  quietude 
in  which  each  one  sat  as  if  alone.  There  was  the 
grey-bearded  Squire  Higgins,  with  his  big  brows  and 
kindly  face ;  there  was  Cornelia  Gest,  slender,  frail 
and  shrunken,  in  her  seat ;  there  was  Azariah  James, 
whose  broodings  defied  all  divination;  there  was 
Isaac  Snedeker,  stern  and  restless  as  an  eagle  about 
to  take  wing ;  and  Martha  Higgins,  whose  high, 
massive  forehead  and  arching  nose  contrasted  strangely 
with  the  bountiful  kindness  of  her  dreamy  eyes,  while 
her  smile  expressed  a  faith  that  was  infinite  and 
undying. 

At  one  end  sat  Elihu  Gest,  obscure  carrier  of  other 
people's  loads,  impulsive  and  enigmatical  seer,  last  in 
the  long  procession  of  the  ante-bellum  prophets  of  old 
Illinois. 

A  shout  was  heard,  and  Elihu  looked  at  Martha 
Higgins  as  he  said  : — 

"  They  ain't  calc'lated  te  understand  what  it  air 
thet's  workin'  out  te  save  them." 

"  Martha  had  a  presentiment  before  we  came," 
observed  Squire  Higgins.  "  I  have  never  known  her 
to  be  wrong." 

"Who  lit  thet  fire?"  queried  Cornelia  Gest. 
"  'Twarn't  you,  Brother  Snedeker  ? " 

"  That's  what  I've  been  wanting  to  know  :  I  came 
near  being  caught  in  it,  and  now  I'll  have  to  wait  here 
till  I  see  how  far  it's  going  to  spread." 

"  It  hez  plumb  licked  up  Lem  Stephens's  house," 
said  the  Load-Bearer.  "  I  see  it  from  the  big  tree." 

"  I  want  te  know  !  "  exclaimed  Cornelia. 

"Thar  ain't  nothin'  left  by  this  time.  If  Lem 
Stephens  en  the  slave-hunters  ain't  hidin'  in  the  water 


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they  air  burnt  up.  Thar's  a  mighty  power  movin' 
over  the  yearth  ;  I  ain't  see  a  night  sech  ez  this  sence 
the  comet  fust  appeared. " 

Isaac  Snedeker  went  out  with  Squire  Higgins  to 
survey  the  land.  A  wall  of  fire  rose  above  the  creek, 
to  the  south  ;  an  immense,  palpitating  glow  lit  the 
sky — a  glow  that  flashed  like  sheet-lightning  along 
the  course  of  the  creek,  for  a  wind  had  risen  which 
forced  the  flames  straight  towards  the  Load-Bearer's 
home.  There  was  a  rushing  sound  where  it  began  to 
skim  the  upper  branches ;  then  a  current  of  warm  air 
struck  through  the  open  space  leading  from  the  creek 
to  the  house.  The  woods  rang  with  the  screaming  of 
birds  ;  the  howling  of  a  wolf  again  haunted  the  lonely 
plains  to  the  north,  and  a  little  later  an  awful  roar 
told  that  the  fire  had  reached  the  tall,  thick  grass  and 
brushwood  that  lined  the  water's  edge  not  more  than  a 
quarter  of  a  mile  from  the  house. 

"De  comet  done  struck  de  yearth!  De  world's 
burnin'  up  !  " 

The  runaways  no  longer  thought  of  slave-hunters 
and  a  return  to  bondage.  For  them  all  was  at  an 
end ;  and  from  a  sort  of  dumb  despair  there  issued 
forth  groans  and  exclamations  of,  "  Mercy,  Lord ! 
mercy,  mercy !  " 

Yet  two  or  three  were  on  the  point  of  escaping  to 
the  woods. 

Isaac  Snedeker,  seeing  the  danger,  called  out : 

"  All  who  run  away  will  be  caught !  " 

Squire  Higgins  hardly  knew  what  to  do.  The 
night  seemed  like  day.  The  roar  of  the  fire  could  be 
heard,  ever  a  little  nearer,  ever  more  ominous  and 
awful. 

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180      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

"  If  we  have  to  quit,"  he  said  at  last,  "  there's  not  a 
minute  to  lose  !  " 

He  was  thinking  of  the  safety  of  the  women. 

Even  the  invincible  Isaac  Snedeker  was  shaken  by 
forebodings  of  evil.  But  when  they  returned  to  the 
kitchen  and  beheld  the  Load-Bearer  in  the  same  place, 
self-poised,  self-contained,  all  doubts  departed. 

"  'Twixt  here  and  thar,  thar's  a  swamp  and  a 
patchin'  o'  oak  thet  won't  ketch,  en  the  grass  air 
sparse  and  spindlin',  en  then  comes  the  big  trees. 
But  thar's  sunthin'  else  besides  the  wind  thet' s  bio  win' 
them  flames,  Squar  Higgins." 

Even  as  he  spoke  the  light  from  the  fire  was 
gradually  descending  out  of  the  zenith.  Lower  and 
lower  it  fell.  In  about  ten  minutes  nothing  but  a  dim 
outline  of  glimmering  yellow  could  be  discerned  far 
beyond  the  belt  of  woods,  and  once  more  the  moon- 
light reigned  ;  the  patches  of  light  were  brighter,  the 
shadows  deeper  ;  the  wings  of  unrest  were  folded,  and 
silence  returned  with  a  twofold  presage. 

"  It  air  about  time,"  said  the  Load-Bearer,  rising 
and  placing  his  hand  on  the  preacher's  shoulder.  "  It 
air  time  te  begin,"  he  intimated  to  Squire  Higgins 
and  Isaac  Snedeker. 

They  all  left  the  kitchen  except  Cornelia  Gest, 
Martha  Higgins,  and  myself.  Cornelia's  face  assumed 
a  pensive  look  ;  she  wiped  away  a  tear,  and  said  in  a 
quavering  voice : 

"  God  be  praised  !  He  allowed  her  te  pass  out  o' 
this  world  in  peace.  I'm  right  happy  te  have  ye  here, 
Sister  Higgins,  en  I  jes'  knowed  ye'd  come  over  when 
Elihu  sent  ye  word." 

"  I  don't  know  of  anything  that   could  have  kept 


THE   FLIGHT  131 

me  from  coming,  Sister  Gest,"  replied  Mrs.  Higgins, 
"  I  had  a  presentiment  that  she  would  die  right 
here." 

"  We  couldn't  git  her  te  talk  about  herself,  nur 
give  her  name,  nur  nothin' ;  they're  all  so  afeared 
they'll  be  sent  back  te  bondage.  Thar  ain't  on'y  Mr. 
Snedeker  en  Brother  James  en  yerselves  ez  knows 
'bout  her  havin'  died  here.  If  thar  warn't  so  many 
good  people  aroun'  I'd  give  right  up,  seein'  so  many 
wicked.  But  Elihu  said  he  war  boun'  te  have  prayers 
en  his  favourite  hymn  sung  at  the  funeral." 

Now  for  the  first  time  I  knew  that  the  quadroon  had 
passed  away  and  that  this  night  was  appointed  for  her 
burial. 

We  had  not  long  to  wait,  for  presently  Squire 
Higgins  came  and  announced  that  all  was  ready. 
When  we  got  to  the  graveside,  near  the  creek,  all  the 
fugitives  stood  around,  some  of  them  holding  lanterns, 
the  black  faces  appearing  strangely  unnatural  in  the 
flickering  light,  the  faces  of  the  quadroons  and 
octoroons  more  ghostly.  Under  the  trees,  half  in  the 
moonlight,  half  in  shadow,  it  seemed  as  if  a  great 
multitude  were  crowding  up  from  behind,  eager  to 
catch  every  sound  that  might  pass  from  anyone's  lips. 

A  soft  breeze  moved  among  the  last  sere  leaves  of 
autumn.  Now  and  then  a  gentle  gust  swayed  the 
lower  branches  to  and  fro,  and  an  infinitely  tender 
sighing  came  and  went  and  melted  away  in  the  eerie 
moonlight. 

The  preacher  took  off  his  tightly-fitting  cap  and 
with  it  his  hair  stood  out  in  wild  rumpled  locks.  He 
seemed  to  loom  taller  and  taller.  He  looked  as  if  he 
had  forgotten  all  he  had  intended  to  say,  and  was 

K  2 


132      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

standing  there  helpless  and  forsaken  at  the  brink  of 
a  grave,  over  the  dead  he  had  come  to  bury. 

"  Praise  God  !  "  murmured  the  Load-Bearer,  who 
alone  of  all  the  persons  there  seemed  to  understand. 

Azariah  James  closed  his  eyes  for  one  or  two 
seconds ;  a  slight  shiver  passed  through  his  frame ; 
then  he  opened  them  wide  and  searching,  and  a 
wondrous  light  flashed  out  over  the  awed  and  speech- 
less company.  He  was  no  longer  an  awkward,  hesi- 
tating dreamer,  but  a  lion  aroused,  a  prophet  in  his 
own  country.  His  listeners  began  to  move  and  sway 
in  unison  with  his  immeasurable  compassion,  and  after 
he  had  spoken  for  ten  minutes  the  Load-Bearer  offered 
up  a  short,  fervent  prayer.  Then,  when  the  last 
scene  was  about  to  begin,  the  voice  of  Martha  Higgins 
rang  out  above  the  open  grave  : 

"On  Jordan's  stormy  banks  I  stand 
And  cast  a  wistful  eye  " — 

A  loud,  rolling  wave  of  song  passed  in  long,  reaching 
echoes  through  the  woods  as  the  twenty-nine  persons 
present  sent  their  voices  calling — 

"  To  Canaan's  fair  and  happy  land 
Where  my  possessions  lie," 

for  now  every  voice  was  attuned  to  the  old  matchless 
melody  of  the  meeting-house  and  the  camp-ground. 

As  the  hymn  proceeded  the  sense  of  time  was 
obliterated.  A  far-sweeping  chorus,  tinged  here  and 
there  with  a  nameless  melancholy,  floated  upward  into 
the  white  silence  of  the  night.  On  and  on  they  sang, 
and  the  old  hymn  rolled  out  in  a  miracle  of  sound,  on 
a  river  of  golden  melody,  vibrating  far  into  regions  of 
infinite  light  and  love. 


THE   FLIGHT  183 

Isaac  Snedeker  gathered  up  the  runaways  and 
prepared  for  flight.  He  separated  them  into  two 
groups — one  he  would  carry  in  his  own  wagon,  the 
other  was  for  Squire  Higgins.  It  did  not  take  long, 
and  the  two  wagon  loads  set  out  in  the  clear  moon- 
light. A  little  way  towards  the  north  they  would 
separate,  each  going  according  to  a  prearranged  plan  ; 
and  every  fugitive  arrived  at  last  safely  in  Canada, 
which  was,  after  all,  the  land  of  Canaan  for  them. 


CHAPTEE  XII 

THE    CAMP-MEETING 

ON  the  morning  of  the  great  camp-meeting  I  stood 
at  the  gate  for  nearly  an  hour  waiting  for  a  sight  of 
the  Busby  wagon,  which  was  to  take  us,  and  when  it 
arrived  Uriah  Busby  was  so  eager  to  be  off  that  his 
wife  had  barely  time  to  call  out  to  those  standing  at 
the  door  to  see  us  depart : 

"You  see  it's  jest  as  I  said,  Uriah  says  he'll  git 
there  if  it  was  twice  as  fur  ag'in." 

When  we  got  to  the  main  road  we  began  to  see  signs 
of  gathering  campers,  but  when  we  reached  a  place 
called  the  "  mud-holes"  people  could  be  seen  in  every 
direction  making  for  this  spot  where  several  roads 
converged  into  one. 

"Now,  Uriah,  you  ain't  a-goin'  to  land  us  in  the 
mud,  air  ye  ?  "  said  Mrs.  Busby,  as  we  neared  the 
deceitful  holes.  "If  there  ain't  them  Wagner  boys, 
plague  take  'em  !  I  do  hope  we  kin  git  through  afore 
they  do." 

"I  reckon  they  ain't  been  drinking  yet,"  said  her 
husband  ;  "  it's  too  early  in  the  day." 

"  I  don't  know  'bout  that,"  returned  Serena  Busby. 
"  They  don't  look  accommodating  en  ye  see  they're 
doin'  their  level  best  to  git  ahead  of  us." 

The  Wagner  boys  were  urging  on  their  horses 
almost  to  a  gallop. 

u  Now,  Uriah,  don't  be  a  fool ;  jest  rein  up  en  let 


THE   CAMP-MEETING  135 

'em  go  it  all  they  want  to ;  the  folks  at  the  camp  ain't 
a-goin'  to  shout  much  afore  we  git  there  ;  en  besides, 
if  ye  dump  me  in  the  mud  it'll  be  the  fust  en  the  last 
time." 

Uriah  Busby  did  as  he  was  told.  The  Wagner  boys 
made  a  dash  for  the  crossing,  but  in  the  rush  to  be 
first  they  went  too  far  to  the  right.  When  they  got  to 
the  middle,  at  a  place  where  the  mud  looked  shallow 
but  was  in  reality  deep,  over  went  the  wagon  and  out 
toppled  the  brothers. 

"  Providence  air  on  our  side,"  said  Uriah,  as  he  took 
extra  pains  to  keep  to  the  left. 

"  It'll  take  some  o'  the  dare-devil  out  of  'em,  en  if 
it  had  been  a  Baptist  camp-meetin'  it  ?ud  took  some 
sousin'  in  the  creek  to  wash  the  mud  from  their  bodies 
as  well  as  the  sins  from  their  souls,"  remarked  Mrs. 
Busby. 

Other  travellers  followed,  all  giving  that  particular 
side  of  the  crossing  a  wide  berth.  In  about  three 
hours  we  arrived  at  another  point  where  we  could  see 
scores  of  people  in  wagons,  buggies,  and  on  horse- 
back, making  for  the  camp,  now  distant  about  an 
hour.  Many  of  the  horses  "  carried  double,"  while  in 
some  of  the  big  covered  wagons  sat  whole  families.  A 
blinding  dust  filled  the  air  and  covered  our  clothes,  as 
we  drove  along  in  the  wake  of  others,  receiving  their 
dust  and  kicking  more  of  it  up  for  those  at  our  heels. 
As  the  day  began  to  grow  hot  we  saw  many  indulging 
in  " drams"  from  the  demijohn,  and  Serena  Busby 
remarked  that  there  was  sure  to  be  some  "  kickin'-up  " 
at  the  camp  towards  evening. 

As  we  got  within  two  miles  of  the  grounds  the  whole 
populace,  for  a  radius  of  many  miles,  seemed  to  be  on 


136      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

the  move,  converging  towards  one  point.  From  a 
slight  eminence  which  we  had  just  attained,  com- 
manding a  view  on  all  sides,  a  scraggy  line  of  white- 
topped  wagons  could  be  seen  descending  a  slope  to  the 
right,  while  to  the  left,  a  little  below  us,  another  line 
of  twisting  vehicles  ascended  in  a  slow,  weary  train, 
enveloped  in  clouds  of  dust,  now  partly  hidden  behind 
clumps  of  trees,  now  emerging  like  the  remnant  of 
some  scattered  army  crawling  towards  the  precincts  of 
a  friendly  country.  Once  in  a  while  we  were  passed  by 
young  men  on  horseback  who  galloped  their  horses ; 
others,  in  light  buggies,  shot  past  the  heavy  wagons 
and  were  soon  out  of  sight ;  hundreds  were  on  foot, 
looking  neither  to  the  right  nor  to  the  left,  and  these, 
as  Uriah  Busby  observed,  were  the  ones  in  dead 
earnest,  bound  to  get  there  no  matter  how. 

We  drove  into  the  camp  grounds  about  one  o'clock, 
and  found  two  or  three  thousand  persons  already  there, 
with  others  pouring  in  by  the  hundred. 

A  shed  had  been  erected  large  enough  to  shelter 
several  thousand  persons,  and  out  in  the  woods, 
beyond  the  confines  of  the  meeting-grounds,  groups 
of  old  reprobates  and  young  rowdies  had  taken  their 
stand  with  whisky  barrels  and  demijohns  ready  to 
supply  all  who  cared  for  strong  drink,  some  of  them 
armed  with  pistols  and  murderous-looking  knives. 
Everyone  was  eating  or  getting  ready  to  eat,  for  the 
women  had  brought  a  goodly  supply  of  edibles. 
Tents  were  put  up  by  some,  while  others  would  sleep 
in  the  covered  wagons,  the  men  mostly  under  the 
wagons  or  under  the  shed.  It  looked  like  an  immense 
gathering  for  a  picnic  ;  and  it  was  impossible  to  say 
from  the  expression  of  people's  faces  what  sort  of  a 


THE   CAMP-MEETING  187 

meeting  it  was,  for  no  one  seemed  over-anxious ;  all 
seemed  contented  to  be  there  let  come  what  may. 
Indeed,  Mrs.  Busby  was  right  when  she  said  :— 

"  Te  jedge  by  their  looks  they  hev  all  saved  their 
souls  en  air  now  attendin'  to  their  bodies,  not  te  git 
te  the  other  world  afore  their  time." 

Uriah  Busby  unhitched  the  horses  at  a  spot  near 
the  creek,  and  after  dinner  Serena  began  to  look 
about  her. 

Presently  she  discovered  someone  she  knew. 

"  Why,  if  there  ain't  Zack  Caverly,  of  all  people 
in  the  world  !  " 

«  Wai,  I'll  be  blamed ! "  exclaimed  Mr.  Busby. 
"  Ye  don't  reckon  he's  come  te  sell  whisky, 
do  ye?" 

"I  reckon  not.  Zack's  ez  sober  ez  an  owl,  en  ye 
know  it.  Wai !  If  there  ain't  Minerva  Wagner !  I 
want  to  know  how  she  got  here !  Must  hev  come 
a-hossback,  if  she  didn't  come  in  a  neighbour's 
wagon,  fearin'  te  risk  her  neck  with  them  two  good- 
fer-nothin's." 

And,  sure  enough,  there  was  Mrs.  Wagner,  seated 
on  a  big  stump,  talking  to  Ebenezer  Hicks. 

"  My  word  !  "  said  Uriah  Busby ;  "  it  do  give  me  a 
disagreeable  feelin'  to  see  them  fire-eatin'  Baptists 
settin'  there  waitin'  fer  te  stir  up  mischief  agin  the 
Abolitionists  en  the  Methodists.  They  ain't  out  here 
fer  any  good,  I  kin  tell  ye." 

"  You  better  b'lieve  they  ain't  here  fer  any  religion 
they  kin  pick  up ;  I  believe  I  ain't  never  seen  her 
look  so  sour  and  spiteful." 

Zack  Caverly  led  his  horse  over  and  settled  himself 
near  our  wagon. 


138      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

"  I  heerd  ye  war  comin',' '  he  said,  "  en  the  weather 
bein'  fine  I  fixed  te  ride  over  en  take  things  sort  o' 
easy  durin'  meetin'  time." 

u  Hev  ye  see  many  folks  ye  know  ? "  asked  Uriah 
Busby. 

"  The  whole  kintry's  turnin'  out ;  thar's  goin'  te  be 
the  biggest  meetin'  ever  holdin'  in  this  section.  Ye 
see,  it's  the  fire-eatin'  question  thet's  got  hold  on  'em, 
en  they  all  want  te  see  which  a- way  the  black  cat's 
a-goin'  te  jump.  Summow,  right  er  wrong,  the 
people  hev  an  idee  that  this  here  meetin'  ain't  so  much 
fer  religion  ez  it  air  fer  politics,  en  thet's  why  ye  see 
so  many  Baptists  en  Campbellites  en  Presbyterians  en 
members  o'  the  Methodist  Church  South  sprinkled  all 
over  the  grounds.  I  heerd  a  man  say  they've  got 
Abe  Lincoln  on  the  brain." 

"  Tears  to  me,"  said  Mrs.  Busby,  "  it's  niggers 
more  likely." 

The  afternoon  and  evening  of  Thursday  were  given 
up  to  preliminary  services  and  to  getting  the  huge 
meeting  into  working  order,  and  on  Friday  afternoon 
the  number  of  people  on  the  ground  was  computed  at 
twenty  thousand. 

Keligious  services  were  held  three  times  a  day,  and 
in  case  of  a  revival  the  evening  service  would  be  pro- 
tracted far  into  the  night,  perhaps  all  night,  as  it  often 
happened  at  such  gatherings.  But  somehow  the 
meetings  on  Friday  seemed  without  any  signs  of 
enthusiasm;  the  people  listened  with  respect  to  all 
that  was  said,  and  they  sang  with  a  hearty  will,  but 
there  was  something  lacking.  Uriah  Busby  remarked 
to  Zack  Caverly  that  it  was  a  spark  from  Heaven 
that  was  wanting,  to  which  the  old  pioneer  replied 


THE   CAMP-MEETING  139 

that  he  thought  so  too,  as  there  was  plenty  of  tinder 
in  the  congregation. 

Before  the  evening  service  on  this  day,  Friday, 
Elihu  Gest,  Squire  Higgins,  Azariah  James,  and 
several  others  decided  on  going  out  into  the  woods  to 
a  lonely  spot  and  praying  for  a  revival  at  the  next 
service. 

The  people  were  all  expectation  at  meeting-time, 
the  preachers  did  their  best,  exhorters  exhorted,  but 
there  were  no  happy  shouts,  no  groans  of  mental 
misery,  no  conviction  of  sins.  Squire  Higgins  said  he 
had  often  seen  the  like  before,  and  counselled  hope  and 
courage,  but  the  Load-Bearer  was  certain  they  had 
not  prayed  with  sufficient  faith  and  fervour.  "  The 
people,"  he  declared,  "  air  all  right,  but  they  must  be 
tetched." 

Saturday  came,  and  at  the  morning  service  it  was 
decided  to  have  a  short  but  positive  sermon  on  the 
sins  of  the  times,  with  some  pointed  remarks  against 
slavery  ;  for  a  good  many  were  of  the  opinion  that 
this  would  fire  up  the  people  and  prepare  a  way  for  a 
revival  in  the  afternoon.  The  sermon  was  preached 
by  a  stranger  from  Missouri,  but  it  failed  to  do  more 
than  create  a  lively  interest  in  the  political  questions 
of  the  hour,  and,  curious  to  relate,  just  as  this  meeting 
was  brought  to  a  close  the  negroes  on  the  ground,  who 
numbered  between  two  and  three  hundred,  began  a 
meeting  of  their  own  off  at  one  side  of  the  white 
camp,  where  certain  freed  negroes  were  found  who 
actually  believed  in  slavery. 

Their  meeting  was  conducted  in  the  orthodox 
Methodist  manner ;  but  those  of  the  coloured  people 
who  belonged  to  the  Methodist  Church  South  were 


140  THE  VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

believers  in  slavery,  while  the  Methodist  Church  North 
were  against  it,  many  of  its  members  being  extreme 
Abolitionists.  The  coloured  meeting  was  conducted 
by  two  negro  exhorters,  presided  over  by  a  white 
preacher,  and  when  the  exercises  began  by  the  singing 
of  a  popular  hymn  : 

"  De  golden  chariot's  hangin'  low, 
My  breddern  you'll  be  called  on  " — 

the  whole  meeting,  as  Zack  Caverly  said,  was  soon 
put  in  the  "  weaving  way";  the  great  yellow  eyes 
began  to  roll  in  a  sort  of  subdued  ecstasy,  the  black 
faces  beamed  contentment,  and  woolly  heads  rocked 
in  keeping  with  the  lilt  of  the  music. 

It  was  not  long  before  a  tall,  glossy  black  negro, 
with  small,  piercing  eyes  and  thick  lips,  rose,  and 
with  a  look  of  mingled  humour  and  cynicism,  began 
to  speak. 

"  Breddern  an'  sistern,"  he  said ;  "  some  o'  you  done 
hearn  w'at  de  preacher  ober  in  de  white  camp  said 
'bout  dis  yer  slavery  biznuz,  an'  I  wuz  askin'  to  myself 
ez  I  sot  an7  heerd  you  all  singin'  an'  gettin'  happy— 
which  is  better  fer  de  coloured  folks,  to  be  boun'  in 
dis  wurrul  an'  free  in  de  nex',  er  te  be  free  in  dis 
wurrul  an'  boun'  after  you  am  dead  ?  " 

He  licked  his  lips  and  eyed  the  congregation  for  a 
moment  before  proceeding. 

"I  ain't  got  time  to  stan'  heah  an7  answer  no 
questions  'bout  de  rights  an'  de  wrongs  ob  de  coloured 
folks,  but  I  'low  dar's  some  folks  in  dis  meetin'  wat's 
run  away  fr'm  der  mastahs  an'  ain't  in  no  hurry  to  go 
back.  But  which  am  it  better  to  do — cross  ober 
Jordan  inter  Canaan,  er  cross  de  State  line  inter 


THE   CAMP-MEETING  141 

Canada  ?  I'se  gwine  to  make  de  observation  'bout  de 
black  snake  w'at  change  his  skin,  kase  some  ob  you 
settin'  heah  to-day  done  gone  and  made  de  change  an* 
ain't  no-ways  better  off. 

"  Dar  wuz  a  black  snake  w'at  lef  home  an7  ?gin  ter 
wander  roun',  but  de  sun  gittin'  sorter  hot  he  say  ter 
hissef,  '  I  reckin  hit's  'bout  time  fer  to  shed  dis  heah 
skin,  hit  gittin'  too  hot  to  carry  ' ;  so  he  des  slip  hit 
off,  an'  he  done  felt  he  gwine  ter  fly  instead  er  crawl 
on  de  groun'.  When  de  night  come  on  de  wedder 
done  git  mighty  cole,  an'  'fo'  long  he  come  'cross  a 
skin  a  rattle- snake  des  shuck  hissef  out'n.  Mist'  black 
snake  say  ter  hissef,  '  I  des  'bout  slip  in  dar  an'  keep 
warm  ' ;  but  he  ain't  no  sooner  slip  in  dan  'long  come 
a  white  man  wid  a  big  stick  an'  he  say,  i  I  don't 
nebber  kill  no  black  snakes,  but  I  kill  all  de  rattle- 
snakes I  ebber  come  'cross,'  and  wid  dat  he  up  an'  kill 
de  black  snake  fust  lick. 

u  Now,  breddern,  dis  heah  ain't  no  sermon.  I'se 
speakin'  in  w'at  dey  calls  de  paraboils ;  dat's  de 
meanin"1  ob  de  observation  fer  de  coloured  folks,  an' 
dat  is — don't  nebber  change  yo'  'ligion,  an'  don't 
nebber  run  away  fr'm  yo'  masters." 

Despair  took  possession  of  the  runaways  who  were 
sitting  listening,  and  during  the  proceedings  that 
followed  one  of  the  fugitives  sought  counsel  of  Isaac 
Snedeker,  who  was  attending  the  camp-meeting  and 
who  had  arranged  that  a  number  of  runaways  were  to 
gather  here,  this  being  considered  the  safest  plan  that 
could  be  devised  to  accomplish  their  liberation. 

The  sensation  created  by  the  negro's  story  was  such 
that  for  the  space  of  half  an  hour  no  preaching,  nor 
singing,  nor  exhorting  would  move  the  congregation  ; 


142      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

but  after  a  vigorous  effort  on  the  part  of  the  preacher 
and  exhorters  a  movement  of  revival  became  apparent 
at  the  farthest  end  of  the  meeting,  seeing  which  one 
of  the  exhorters  pointed  over  the  heads  of  the  people, 
and,  with  an  angry  look,  cried  out : 

"  Muster  up  dem  mo'ners  dar !  Prone  'em  up, 
Brudder  Dixon.  Brudder  Luke  Henry,  mourn  up 
dem  w'ats  a-pantm*  an'  faintin'  down  dar  in  de  furder 
aisle.  Sis'  Jones,  whar's  yo'  singin'- voice  ?  You  ain't 
been  out  las'  night  a-imitatin'  dem  squinch-owls,  is 
you  ?  Now,  help  'long  dar !  I  'low  we  goin'  keep 
Satan  fr'm  clippin'  yo'  wings  by  de  Lord's  help  dis 
day." 

The  meeting  of  the  coloured  people  proceeded  in 
due  order,  and  by  the  time  it  came  to  an  end  the 
afternoon  service  began  in  the  main  camp.  The 
people  sat  and  listened  but  did  not  respond,  and  some 
of  the  leaders  were  haunted  by  a  presentiment  of 
failure.  To  make  matters  worse,  the  drunken  rowdies 
beyond  the  camp  began  to  harass  the  preachers  from 
the  rear,  near  the  creek.  Under  the  influence  of  cheap, 
fiery  whisky  some  of  them  acted  like  madmen,  and  a 
plan  was  concocted  to  duck  Azariah  James  in  the 
creek  in  the  evening,  after  the  last  service. 

The  evening  meeting  began  early  and  lasted  till 
late.  At  its  close  another  consultation  was  held  among 
the  preachers.  Once  more  it  was  declared  necessary 
to  go  out  and  plead  for  grace  and  power  to  bring 
about  a  revival.  Uriah  Busby  advised  his  wife 
to  invite  Elihu  Gest  and  Azariah  James  over  to  the 
wagon  to  take  a  "  cold  check,  ez  brother  Gest  looks 
clean  washed  out  en  Brother  James  caved  in,  after 
that  long  sermon  o'  his'n." 


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"  A  cold  check  ! "  exclaimed  Serena ;  "  you  better 
b'lieve  they  want  somethin'  else  besides  hard  boiled 
eggs  en  bread  en  butter.  I'll  fix  'em  up  some  real 
strong  coffee,  steamin'  hot.  I  kin  boil  the  water  in  a 
jiffy  in  that  new  kittle  we  brought  long;  en  I 
calc'late  we'll  take  a  nip  o'  somethin'  er  nuther  ez  long 
ez  we're  'bout  it,  fer  I  feel  a  mite  caved  in  myself,  en 
I  reckin  ye  all  do.  I  declare  to  goodness,  Uriah, 
I  ain't  see  ye  look  so  floppy  since  the  comet  scare  1 " 

The  two  invited  guests  came,  and  Mrs.  Busby 
spread  a  cloth  on  the  ground  and  was  about  to  prepare 
the  meal  with  the  hot  coffee  when  suddenly  the  Load- 
Bearer  interposed : 

"  Jes'  wait  a  while,  Sister  Busby.  'Tain't  no  use — 
I  cain't  wrastle  with  the  sperit  on  a  full  stommick. 
I  ain't  never  hed  no  prayers  answered  that  a-way. 
We've  got  te  go  out  yander  en  pray,  en  if  ever  I  felt 
the  need  of  it  it's  right  now.  " 

"The  meetin'  wus  sorter  cold,  en  thet's  a  fac',  said 
Uriah  Busby. 

"  It  war  lukewarm ;  thet's  the  wust  thing  a  man 
kin  say,  for  it  shows  thet  the  people  feel  comfortable- 
like  in  thar  sins." 

"  It's  a  pity  Pete  Cartwright's  too  feeble  to  be  here," 
remarked  Serena,  "  fer  if  he  wus  he'd  put  'em  into  hot 
water  quicker'n  lightnin'.  A  lot  o'  them  folks  don't 
want  preachin'  half  so  much  ez  brimstone;  some 
preachers  carry  it  in  their  pockets  like,  en  jes'  throw 
it  over  the  people." 

The  preachers  were  gone  about  a  quarter  of  an  hour 
and  then  returned  to  the  Busby  wagon  and  partook 
of  refreshments.  The  Load-Bearer's  face  was  beaming 
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144      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

"  I  feel  like  our  prayers  hev  been  heerd  at  the 
throne  o'  grace,"  he  said,  as  he  seated  himself  on  the 
ground  and  took  the  coffee  Mrs.  Busby  offered  him  in 
a  large  tin  cup  ;  "  en  this  is  the  fust  time  I've  hed  the 
feelin1  since  the  meetin'  opened.  Te-morrer's  the  day." 

"  It  most  allers  is,"1  remarked  Uriah. 

"  Thefs  so,"  added  Mrs.  Busby  ;  "  it  takes  two  or 
three  days  fer  a  meetin'  like  this  te  git  het  through 
en  through." 

"  I  hev  noticed  more'n  oncet  how  Sunday  kin  be 
favoured  by  an  outpourin'  o'  the  Sperit ;  en  if  Sunday 
passes  'thout  a  shakin'  o1  dry  bones  thar  ain't  much 
hope  left  fer  any  protracted  meetin'." 

"  Thetfs  a  fac',  Brother  Gest,"  remarked  Azariah 
James  ;  "  Sunday's  the  holy  day  in  more  ways  'n  one. 
What's  done  hez  te  be  done,  en  will  be  done 
te-morrer." 

"Here  comes  Brother  Snedeker  !  " 

"  Law  me  !  "  exclaimed  Serena.  "I've  been  wonderin' 
what  hed  become  o'  ye." 

"  And  I  have  been  hunting  for  you  all,"  he  said, 
coming  up  to  the  circle.  "  There  are  a  good  many 
rowdies  and  cut-throats  on  the  outskirts  of  the  camp, 
and  it  looks  as  if  they  were  hatching  mischief ;  they 
have  been  drinking  hard  all  the  evening  and  are  still 
at  it." 

"  Air  thar  any  slave-drivers  among  'em  ?  "  asked 
Uriah. 

"Not  that  I  know  of,  but  they  are  all  enemies  of 
this  meeting,  and  they  are  being  encouraged  by  the 
whisky-drinkers  and  pro-slavery  Christians." 

"  But  we  ain't  been  disturbed  in  the  meetings  yet, 
that's  one  good  thing." 


THE   CAMP-MEETING  145 

"  No,  but  there's  been  fighting  out  round  the 
whisky-wagons  every  time  the  people  assemble  for 
preaching.  We  are  forming  a  company  to  protect  the 
preachers  and  the  services  to-morrow.  "We've  got  to 
get  at  least  a  hundred  men  enrolled  as  watchmen,  and 
another  hundred  who  will  swear  to  up  and  help  if  the 
watchmen  prove  insufficient." 

"  I  ain't  got  no  special  fears  no- ways,"  said  Elihu 
Gest;  "that  is,  not  now." 

"  But  ye  hed  before  ye  went  out  te  wrastle,"  said 
Uriah  Busby. 

"  I  tell  you  what  it  is,  brethren,"  said  Isaac 
Snedeker,  u  I  shall  not  be  able  to  remain  at  the  camp 
longer  than  to-morrow  midnight.  I  have  three  or 
four  loads  of  runaways  to  look  after,  and  you,  Brother 
Gest,  will  have  to  take  a  party  of  ten.  Brother 
James  will  be  allotted  about  the  same  number,  and 
111  take  as  many  as  my  wagon  will  hold." 

"  I  reckon,"  said  the  Load-Bearer,  "  we'll  hev  te 
fix  te  git  clear  o'  the  camp  by  Sunday  night,  fust 
thing  after  preachin'  closes." 

"  Here  comes  Squire  Higgins  !  "  exclaimed  Serena  ; 
"  sumthin's  th'  matter  ! " 

"  We  want  all  hands  over  by  the  preachers' 
tent,"  he  said  hurriedly ;  "  there's  going  to  be 
trouble." 

The  Squire  carried  a  stout  hickory  stick,  and  advised 
all  the  others  to  arm  themselves  with  the  same  kind 
of  weapon. 

Most  of  the  campers  were  asleep  by  this  time,  but 
as  we  approached  the  spot  indicated  excited  talk 
could  be  heard  and  groups  of  men  gathered  as  if  in 
consultation. 

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146      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

The  preachers'  tent  stood  behind  the  public  platform, 
midway  between  it  and  the  creek,  and  here  stood  the 
wagons,  buggies,  and  rockaways  of  the  preachers  and 
elders.  The  ruffians  began  by  imitating  the  crowing 
of  cocks,  the  squealing  of  pigs,  the  shouting  of  "  con- 
victed "  sinners,  the  mewing  of  cats ;  and  while  one 
band  was  engaged  in  holding  the  attention  of  the 
preachers,  another  began  to  move  off  one  of  the 
buggies  to  roll  it  over  the  bank  into  the  creek,  which 
was  ten  feet  deep  at  this  place. 

Elder  Johnson's  buggy   was   already  wheeled   to 
within  a  few  feet  of  the  bank ;  two  of  the  rowdies 
were  about  to  let  it  fall  into  the  water  when  Isaac 
Snedeker  brought  his  hickory  stick  down  on  the  back 
of  the  leader  with  such  force  that  a  cry  of  pain  went 
up  from  the  culprit.     The  buggy  was  abandoned,  but, 
in  the  meantime,  Azariah  James  had  been  seized  from 
behind  by  two  powerful  ruffians  and  was  being  led  to 
the  creek  to  be  thrown  in.     He  went  without  offering 
the  slightest  resistance ;  but  just  as  they  reached  the 
bank    the    muscular    preacher   turned    nimbly,   and 
bobbing  up  and  down  twice,  in  the  twinkling  of  an  eye, 
he  flung  into  the  creek  first  one,  then  the  other  of  his 
would-be  duckers.     While  this  was  going  on  another 
carriage  was  being  rolled  towards  the  water,  about 
twenty  yards  away.     This  band  was  headed  by  the 
two  Wagner  boys,  who,  sufficiently  intoxicated  to  be 
reckless  of  danger,   were  pulling  the  buggy  by  the 
shafts ;  but  while  they  were  pulling  it  in  front  others 
were  pushing  from  behind,  and  when  they  came  to  the 
brink  over  went  the  buggy  and  the  two  brothers  into 
the   creek!     Mingled  shouts  of  victory  and  derision 
went  up,  and  it  was  some  time  before  the  younger  of 


THE   CAMP-MEETING  147 

the  two  got  out  of  the  water  and  climbed,  half  drowned, 
up  the  bank. 

Several  knock-down  fights  were  going  on  in  the 
vicinity,  and  amidst  the  general  uproar  no  one  had 
time  to  think  of  the  lifeless  body  of  the  other  brother, 
now  lying  in  the  creek. 

Azariah  James,  Elder  Johnson,  Isaac  Snedeker,  and 
their  assistants,  had  given  the  ringleaders  a  severe 
drubbing,  stripped  them  of  their  weapons  and  driven 
them,  like  so  many  sheep,  in  every  direction. 

Azariah  James  and  Isaac  Snedeker  now  formed  a 
party  to  attack  the  venders  of  whisky,  which  they 
did  at  the  break  of  day,  driving  them  from  the  place 
after  pouring  out  the  whisky  on  the  ground. 

Not  a  cloud  was  to  be  seen  when  the  sun  rose  that 
Sunday  morning.  The  smoke  from  the  breakfast  fires 
curled  slowly  up  through  the  trees,  and  the  odour  of 
burning  leaves  and  dry  twigs  perfumed  the  air  with 
delicious  fragrance.  The  day  was  warm ;  people  felt 
it  was  good  to  be  alive,  and  many  expressed  a  wish 
that  life  would  always  be  just  like  this. 

Elihu  Gest  was  right  when  he  predicted  that 
nothing  much  would  come  of  the  morning  service. 
Serena  Busby  said  the  only  two  things  the  people  did 
with  spirit  was  eating  and  singing.  Alone,  of  all  the 
leaders  in  the  camp,  the  Load-Bearer  took  a  joyful 
view  of  the  religious  situation.  The  others  were 
growing  more  and  more  pessimistic. 

"  The  people  air  plumb  sot  in  the  sins  o'  the  flesh," 
was  what  Elder  Johnson  said  when  he  left  the  plat- 
form after  the  morning  service  ;  but  Elihu  Gest  went 
so  far  as  to  whistle  with  "  good  feelin's,"  so  that  many 
of  the  preachers  began  to  regard  him  as  somewhat 

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148      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

suspect  in  earnestness.  The  proceedings  at  the  after- 
noon meeting  were  little  more  than  a  repetition  of  the 
preceding  service  ;  Elihu  Gest,  however,  was  nowhere 
to  be  seen  and  Uriah  Busby  guessed  he  was  "  away 
summars  wrastlin'  fer  extry  power." 

The  night  settled  down  on  the  camp  clear,  calm,  and 
beautiful ;  the  people  gathered  in  their  places  before 
the  great  platform  and  altar  palings  a  full  half-hour 
before  the  time  fixed  for  the  opening  exercises,  and 
the  number  present  exceeded  that  of  any  meeting  yet 
held. 

However,  services  did  not  begin  for  some  little 
time  after  the  hour  fixed,  as  the  body  of  the  drowned 
man  was  not  discovered  in  the  creek  till  now,  and  the 
preachers  were  engaged  in  consultation  behind  the 
big  tent. 

As  the  evening  wore  on  the  air  became  close  and 
sultry,  and  a  feeling  of  lethargy  bore  down  on  the 
people.  Someone  had  advised  the  singing  of  several 
hymns  as  the  best  mode  of  getting  the  congregation 
into  working  order,  and  hymn  after  hymn  was  sung 
while  a  tall,  long-haired  leader  stood  beating  time 
with  his  outstretched  arm,  waving  to  and  fro  with 
an  eccentric  lilt  of  the  body,  up  and  down.  The  plat- 
form was  now  filled  with  the  preachers  and  exhorters, 
and  in  some  manner  the  whole  front  and  all  the  sur- 
rounding camp  seemed  metamorphosed.  Something 
extraordinary  had  happened.  Yet  it  was  not  possible 
to  say  what. 

A  storm  was  approaching  ;  but  those  who  were 
engaged  in  singing  paid  little  heed  to  the  rumbling  of 
thunder.  A  few  minutes  more  and  a  squall  descended 
over  the  camp  and  a  vivid  flash  sent  a  thrill  through 


THE   CAMP-MEETING  149 

the  assembly.  The  crash  was  followed  by  a  hurricane 
of  shifting  light  that  swept  down  closer  and  closer 
over  the  camp.  The  lightning  seemed  to  spring  from 
the  ground,  the  air,  the  woods,  the  camp  itself,  and 
it  seemed  as  if  objects  moved  in  keeping  with  the 
quick  sheets  of  fire  that  came  as  bolts  from  the 
heavens.  Only  a  few  lights  were  left  in  the  lanterns, 
and  there  was  something  spectral  about  the  vast  con- 
course swaying  like  grizzled  phantoms  on  the  brink  of 
a  yawning  abyss. 

Just  before  the  hurricane  passed  away  a  dazzling 
bolt  struck  the  big  elm  beside  the  platform.  It  fell 
in  a  blue- white  zigzag,  and  to  many  of  the  more 
superstitious  it  resembled  nothing  so  much  as  a  fiery 
serpent  poured  from  a  vial  of  wrath  overhead,  for  it 
split  the  elm  in  two,  the  peal  of  thunder  and  the 
cleaving  timber  mingling  in  one  terrific  report. 

A  great  shout  arose  from  the  people  near  the  tree, 
and  the  commotion  in  that  part  of  the  meeting  had 
hardly  subsided  when  a  voice  was  heard  as  one  calling 
from  the  shores  of  Tartarus. 

Elihu  Grest  stood  on  the  platform  facing  the  assembly, 
and  a  new  meaning  was  added  to  the  confusion  and 
the  ghostly  candle-light.  A  picture  of  peculiar  fasci- 
nation was  now  presented  to  the  wondering  and  half- 
dazed  people.  Arrayed  behind  the  Load-Bearer,  in 
a  jagged  semi -circle  that  stretched  from  one  end  of 
the  platform  to  the  other,  sat  all  the  preachers  and 
exhorters.  Witnesses  who  had  once  mourned  as 
penitents  before  the  altar  now  marshalled  to  make  others 
mourn,  as  fixed  and  motionless  as  statues  hewn  from 
syenite ;  for  there  was  about  them  something  of  the 
mien  of  Egyptian  bas-reliefs  seated  at  the  door 


150      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

separating  life  and  death.  Some  were  bearded  and 
grimly  entrenched  behind  a  hairy  mask ;  others,  in 
their  long,  pointed  goatees,  sharpened  the  picture ; 
while  others  again,  clean-shaven,  and  peering  straight 
before  them,  presented  a  death-like  pallor,  at  once 
frail  and  frightful,  suggesting  the  keynote  of  the 
incommensurable  symphony  of  human  emotions  now 
about  to  begin. 

A  deep,  apprehensive  solemnity  pervaded  every 
portion  of  the  congregation  when  the  Load-Bearer 
shouted,  in  tones  that  penetrated  to  the  far  end  of  the 
camp :  "  You  are  being  weighed  in  the  balance ! 
Tophet  is  yawning  for  the  unregenerate  ! " 

A  sensation  as  if  the  ground  had  begun  to  move 
and  float  spread  through  the  multitude  ;  and  when  a 
little  later,  he  cried  :  "  You're  hangin'  to  the  hinges 
of  Time  by  a  hair !  "  all  doubts  vanished.  Heads 
began  to  droop,  bodies  swayed  from  side  to  side, 
and  then,  one  by  one,  in  couples,  in  groups,  every- 
where in  the  meeting,  people  fell  to  the  ground,  while 
stifled  groans  and  loud  lamentations  issued  from 
hundreds  of  throats  at  once. 

The  mourners  at  the  altar  were  now  several  rows 
deep,  but  still  the  crowd  staggered  forward.  The 
camp  resembled  a  coast  strewn  with  the  dead  and 
dying  after  a  great  wreck,  and  a  murmuring  tumult 
alternately  rose  and  fell  like  that  from  a  moaning 
wind  and  a  surging  sea. 

The  night  of  nights  had  come  !  It  seemed  as  if 
hundreds  were  in  the  throes  of  death  and  would  never 
rise,  so  that  a  mingling  of  pity  and  dread  filled  those 
who  had  long  since  professed  religion  ;  for  the  strange 
union  of  material  and  spiritual  forces,  the  upturned 


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faces,  the  gaping  mouths,  the  gasping  sighs,  the 
clenched  hands,  the  sudden  falling  away  of  all  worldly 
props,  the  swift  descent  from  the  mountain  of  vanity 
to  the  vale  of  sorrows  rendered,  for  a  moment,  even 
the  helpers  and  exhorters  speechless ;  but,  as  Elihu 
Gest  finished,  the  exhorters  on  the  platform  rose  and 
scattered,  each  to  a  particular  work,  some  descending 
amongst  the  people,  some  addressing  them  from  the 
stand. 

All  the  camp  lights  were  now  burning.  In  the 
midst  of  the  greatest  confusion  Squire  Higgins  stood 
up  where  he  could  be  seen,  and  called  out :  "  Is  Sister 
Kezia  Jordan  present  ?  " 

The  people  at  that  corner  of  the  meeting  rose  from 
their  seats.  The  Load-Bearer  and  Azariah  James 
were  lifting  someone  on  to  the  corner  of  the  platform. 
Again  Squire  Higgins  stood  up  and  called  out  Mrs. 
Jordan's  name,  and  the  word  was  passed  from  one 
end  of  the  camp  to  the  other.  "  Sister  Jordan !  where 
is  Sister  Jordan  ? "  All  preaching  and  exhorting 
ceased.  An  awful  silence  settled  over  the  meeting, 
for  there,  on  the  platform,  lay  all  that  was  left  of  Ike 
Jordan,  who  had  been  killed  under  the  big  elm  when 
a  portion  of  the  tree  had  fallen. 

At  last  Mrs.  Jordan  appeared  at  the  bottom  of  the 
steps,  at  the  left.  She  looked  as  if  she  might  be 
walking  in  her  sleep,  and  Martha  Higgins  was  leading 
her  by  the  arm.  They  mounted  the  steps  slowly. 
At  the  top  Elihu  Gest  and  Azariah  James  stood 
waiting.  On  the  platform  a  transformation  had 
occurred.  Seated  again  in  a  long  semi-circle  were 
the  stern,  statuesque  figures,  the  faces  more  solemn 
and  anxious,  more  strained  and  yearning  than  ever; 


152      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

and  as  Kezia  Jordan  passed  along  the  platform  and 
approached  the  remains  the  Load-Bearer  turned  as  if 
suddenly  inspired,  and  addressed  her  with  the  words  : 
"  The  Lord  giveth  and  the  Lord  taketh  away,"  and 
all  the  preachers  finished  the  sentence  with  him: 
"  Blessed  be  the  name  of  the  Lord." 

Mrs.  Jordan  now  stood  full  in  the  lantern  light,  and 
her  pallor  was  plainly  visible.  She  bent  over  the 
body,  then  rose  and  whispered  some  words  to  Elihu 
Gest.  He  turned,  and  facing  the  multitude  announced 
as  loud  as  he  could  speak  that  Sister  Jordan  accept od 
this  great  affliction  in  a  spirit  of  faith  and  resignation, 
and  with  her  hand  across  her  forehead,  her  eyes  half- 
closed,  like  one  who  had  been  dazed  by  a  sudden  and 
bewildering  vision,  Kezia  Jordan  was  led  away  by 
Martha  Higgins  and  the  Load-Bearer  down  the  steps. 

Prayers  and  exhortations  followed,  and  the  shouting, 
the  hurrying  to  and  fro,  gave  place  to  a  feeling  it 
would  be  impossible  to  describe. 

And  now,  far  down  on  the  outskirts  of  the  congre- 
gation, a  voice  was  heard,  high,  shrill  and  broken, 
which  caused  the  people  to  turn  in  their  seats  and 
riveted  every  eye  to  a  spot  where  a  tall  figure 
advanced,  dimly  visible,  up  the  middle  aisle.  Out  of 
the  woods  and  the  night  the  apparition  seemed  to  have 
come,  and  with  tottering  steps,  hair  dishevelled,  face 
trembling  and  distorted,  the  once  unbending  form  of 
Minerva  Wagner  staggered  towards  the  mourners' 
bench,  the  colour  gone  from  her  rugged  face,  the 
indomitable  will  from  her  proud,  grey  eyes,  all  her 
strength  departed. 

She  had  just  left  the  body  of  her  son. 

"  Take  me,  take  me,  in  all  my  misery !  "  she  cried 


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out.  "  I'm  an  old  woman  in  despair  !  I'm  a  stricken 
woman  !  Pray  for  me  !  " 

She  turned  twice  in  a  sort  of  whirl,  and  cast  a  look 
of  unutterable  woe  on  the  people  on  either  side,  who, 
seized  with  feelings  of  awe  and  dismay  at  the  sight 
before  them,  could  scarcely  realise  what  was  happening. 
She  staggered  on,  now  assisted  by  friendly  hands,  and, 
when  she  arrived  at  the  altar,  fell  in  a  swoon  among 
the  long  rows  of  mourners. 

All  night  the  revival  went  on,  and  the  next  day, 
and  the  next ;  but  on  that  same  Sunday  night,  as  the 
Load-Bearer  left  the  camp-grounds,  and  heard  the 
multitude  singing  : 

"  The  year  of  jubilee  has  come, 
Return  ye  ransomed  sinners  home." 

he  waved  his  hand  and  cried  :  "  Let  'em  mourn,  let 
'em  mourn;  jedgment  ain't  far  off  !  " 


CHAPTER    XIII 

THE   PIONEER   OF   THE    8ANGAMON   COUNTRY 

ONE  evening  a  well-dressed  stranger  called  at  the 
Log- House  and  asked  my  father  for  hospitality  for  the 
night.  He  proved  to  be  a  lawyer  from  the  southern 
part  of  the  State,  who  was  on  his  way  north  on 
horseback. 

Socrates  was  already  there  with  one  of  his  friends, 
a  rather  distant  neighbour. 

Coffee  was  made  twice  in  a  large  pot,  and  the  cups 
used  were  of  the  largest  kind,  even  for  those  days. 
Yet,  somehow,  there  was  a  feeling  that  so  much 
stimulant  was  just  the  thing  for  that  particular  even- 
ing, for  Socrates  and  his  friend  had  already  told  us 
several  stories  of  the  earlier  days  in  the  South-west, 
and  the  stranger  was  evidently  being  wound  up  for  a 
recital  of  something  extraordinary  in  his  life. 

I  had  not  yet  seen  such  a  character.  Eather  tall, 
inclined  to  thinness,  but  with  a  large,  bony  frame, 
with  broad,  angular  shoulders,  his  long,  dark  face  and 
piercing  black  eyes  were  set  off  by  a  rough,  pointed 
goatee  which  seemed  to  sprout  from  his  chin  spon- 
taneously like  a  weapon  and  a  warning.  And  yet, 
with  all  the  seeming  hardness,  this  stranger  must 
have  been  a  lover  of  Nature  and  a  sort  of  undeveloped 
poet. 

When  at  last  we  rose  from  the  supper-table  a  half- 
circle  was  formed  around  the  hearth,  and  the  stranger 


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settled  himself,  and,  little  by  little,  began  to  move 
into  the  mysterious  past,  yet  not  so  mysterious  for 
him  as  for  us,  the  listeners. 

"  You  see,"  he  said,  in  answer  to  some  questions 
put  by  my  father,  "  most  of  the  settlers  hereabouts 
in  those  days  came  from  Virginia,  Kentucky,  and 
Tennessee.  I  came  in  from  west  of  the  Blue  Eidge ; 
and  Western  Virginia  thirty  or  forty  years  ago  was 
about  like  Illinois  is  now." 

"  Consid'ably  mixed,''  remarked  Socrates. 

"  Yes,  sir,  and  for  that  reason  we  had  all  sorts  of 
people  willing  to  stay,  and  all  sorts  willing  to  make 
tracks  for  parts  unknown.  You've  heard  of  the  old- 
time  Eegulators,  I  reckon  ?  Wai,  I  was  at  the  first 
meeting  of  the  kind  that  ever  took  place  in  this 
country,  and  to  tell  ye  how  it  happened  I  must  go 
back  to  the  war  of  1812,  when  old  Captain  Roberts 
was  living  in  West  Virginia  with  his  beautiful  and 
wayward  daughter,  who  was  the  cause  of  more  trouble 
in  that  and  other  families  than  was  ever  heard  of  in 
any  history  outside  these  domains.  She  was  most 
beautiful,  she  was  so,  and  I  can  tell  ye  all  here  now 
that  I  never  saw  her  equal  in  cool,  fascinating  ways, 
and  in  looks  that  'ud  make  some  o'  the  young  men 
hereabouts  follow  to  where  the  "  willows  are  weepin' 
night  and  day,"  as  Pete  Cartwright  has  it.  She  had 
what  a  man  down  in  my  section  calls  the  '  wildcat 
eye,'  that  is,  they  were  glassy  and  fiery  one  minute, 
and  dove-like  an'  winnin'  the  next.  She  had  that 
pride  and  independence  that  was  natural  to  the  women- 
folk of  her  section.  I  saw  her  at  times  when  she  was 
most  too  haughty  and  overbearin'  for  her  folks  to 
abide  with,  an'  then  again  I've  seen  her  as  skittish  and 


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troublin'  as  a  kitten  with  a  mouse,  and  just  as  sassy 
as  a  chipmunk  in  April.  It  was  my  belief  then,  an' 
it  is  now,  that  Vicky  Roberts  was  plumb  turned  in  her 
head  by  bein'  flattered  an'  spoiled,  she  bein'  the  only 
child  ;  and  it  looked  like  a  foreordination  of  events  as 
far  as  she  was  concerned. 

"  Now,  Vicky  Roberts  was  courted  by  two  young 
men,  cousins,  Hank  Cutler  and  Jack  Stone.  And 
that,  geotlemen,  meant  trouble  from  the  word  Go  ;  an* 
what  made  things  worse  was  the  singular  disposition 
of  Stone,  who  was  a  young  man  of  few  words,  an' 
somewhat  quiet,  an'  given  to  serious  thinking,  with  a 
clear  head,  an'  with  more  brains  than  some  folks  would 
be  willing  to  allow.  Against  Stone  come  in  Hank 
Cutler,  with  a  cunnin'  disposition  an'  considerably 
given  to  underhand  dealings,  with  a  head  as  muddled 
an'  wayward  as  could  be. 

"The  rivalry  of  these  two  was  like  the  meetin'  of 
the  clear  waters  of  the  Ohio  with  the  muddy  Missis- 
sippi. Cutler  was  as  reckless  as  any  young  man  could 
be  in  those  days,  with  no  conscience  to  speak  of,  and 
to  get  the  gal  he  was  willing  to  sell  his  soul  an'  take 
the  consequences.  He  was  tall  and  right  smart  in  his 
dress,  an'  calculated  to  win  over  any  gal  by  his  looks 
an'  manners,  bein'  of  that  particular  stamp  that  catches 
some  women,  as  spiders  catch  flies,  before  they  know 
it.  Anyhow,  Cutler  and  Stone  were  in  for  it  from 
the  start,  an'  no  time  was  lost  either  way. 

"  When  Vicky  Roberts  saw  how  things  were  opening 
up  she  kind  o'  hesitated,  not  knowing  which  to  choose, 
an'  bein'  more  an'  more  flattered  in  her  feelings  she 
kept  both  on  'em  jumpin'  on  the  string,  not  stopping 
to  think  of  the  steel  trap  she  was  settin'  for  herself, 


PIONEEK  OF   THE   SANGAMON   COUNTEY    157 

an'  perhaps  noways  caring,  either.  Some  said  she 
preferred  Hank  Cutler,  others  again  were  dead  sure 
she  was  in  love  with  Jack  Stone.  But  when  old  man 
Cutler  up  an'  died  Hank  was  obliged  to  cross  the  Blue 
Eidge  on  important  business  in  the  Old  Dominion,  and 
during  his  absence  the  real  trouble  began.  Before  he 
left  Vicky  Eoberts  made  him  believe,  or  he  made 
himself  believe,  that  she  was  all  right  on  his  side,  but 
as  soon  as  he  was  out  of  sight  Stone  took  advantage 
of  the  occasion  by  paying  more  and  more  attention  to 
Yicky  Eoberts.  Her  parents  made  no  objection ;  in 
fact,  they  favoured  Stone,  he  being  the  most  gentle- 
manly of  the  two  and  the  most  steady,  an'  it  didn't 
take  more'n  a  few  weeks  after  Hank  Cutler's  depar- 
ture to  make  Vicky  Eoberts  forget  him  and  consent  to 
marry  Jack  Stone. 

"But  there  was  no  minister  to  perform  the  ceremony. 
What  was  to  be  done  ?  Time  was  most  precious, 
seeing  that  Cutler  might  arrive  home  before  the 
Methodist  minister,  then  on  his  circuit,  would  come 
that  way.  They  decided  to  send  for  a  justice  of  the 
peace,  named  Williams,  to  unite  them  in  marriage. 
Now,  Williams  had  been  out  of  office  for  a  good  while, 
but  everyone  declared  him  fully  qualified  to  perform 
the  ceremony  an7  make  it  valid  in  the  eyes  of  the  law. 
An'  so  Jack  Stone  an'  Vicky  Eoberts  were  married  in 
all  haste  to  repent  in  all  leisure;  and  scarcely  had 
they  become  man  and  wife  than  here  comes  home 
Hank  Cutler  ! 

"  Cutler  didn't  let  on  he  was  anyways  afflicted  by 
what  had  happened.  He  attended  the  reception  an' 
congratulated  the  bride  an'  appeared  cool  an'  took 
things  easy  like ;  but  his  head  was  filled  with  sinister 


158  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

plans.  He  waited  his  chance  to  see  Vicky  when  the 
people  were  leaving.  The  opportunity  came,  an'  he 
says  to  her :  '  Look  here,  Vicky,  do  you  know  your 
marriage  isn't  legal  ?  You  ain't  married  according  to 
law.' 

"  Vicky  Stone  blushed  and  at  the  same  time  looked 
Hank  Cutler  straight  in  the  eye.  Then,  after  a  little, 
she  said :  <  Hank,  how  do  you  know  I  ain't  ? ' 

"  i  I  know  you  ain't,'  says  he,  '  that  justice  o'  the 
peace  is  disqualified  by  law ;  his  commission  has 
run  out.  You  ain't  married,  Vicky,  an'  if  you 
have  children  they'll  be  bastards,  an'  Jack  Stone 
knows  it ! ' 

"  She  sat  down  in  a  chair  right  where  she  was 
standin'  all  flustered  and  ashamed  like,  but  Cutler 
kept  on :  '  You  think  it  all  over,  an'  when  you  want 
to  free  yourself  I'll  be  ready.' 

"  "When  Stone  returned  to  the  house  his  wife  asked 
him  plump  an'  straight :  '  Jack  Stone,  are  you  dead 
sure  we're  married  according  to  law  ? '  But  after  he 
had  explained  matters  an'  put  the  seal  of  certainty  on 
the  facts  she  kept  silent,  appearing  sort  o'  strange  an' 
gloomy,  an'  attendin'  to  her  duties  without  saying 
much  to  anyone.  And  right  here  comes  one  of  those 
queer  dealin's  that,  as  Pete  Cartwright  says,  gives  the 
devil  his  chance,  and  this  is  how  it  happened  :  At  the 
very  time  that  Cutler  come  back  from  the  Old  Dominion 
the  Governor  of  Virginia  had  issued  a  proclamation 
about  the  war  that  had  just  broke  out  between  Great 
Britain  and  the  United  States.  There  was  a  loud  call 
for  volunteers ;  now  was  the  time  for  the  young  men 
to  show  their  mettle.  There  was  sharp  rivalry  as  to 
who  would  show  the  most  daring,  and  in  the  midst  of 


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the  boasting  and  confusion  some  folks  lost  their  heads, 
and  one  o'  them  was  Stone. 

"  Cutler  had  already  become  a  soldier,  and  for  no 
other  reason  than  to  lay  a  trap  for  Stone.  Hank 
Cutler  never  looked  so  dashing  as  he  did  on  the  day 
he  joined  the  army.  He  walked  about  bragging  of 
the  things  he  intended  to  do  in  the  war  and  casting 
odium  on  the  young  men  who  feared  for  their  skins 
and  stayed  at  home ;  and  meeting  Stone  on  the  street 
where  there  was  a  crowd  gathered  talking  about  the 
war  Cutler  said  to  the  people :  '  I'll  be  hanged  if  I 
don't  3ght  for  my  country  first  and  get  married  after'; 
and  then  he  declared  that  a  young  man  who  was  tied 
to  a  young  gal's  apron-strings  warn't  worth  his  rations 
nohow,  and  more  of  the  same  kind.  He  strutted  about 
like  a  peacock  and  making  about  as  much  noise,  until 
Jack  Stone  hardly  knew  whether  he  was  standing 
on  his  head  or  on  his  heels,  and  well  nigh  dis- 
tracted, knowing  as  he  did  that  Cutler  was  mighty 
favoured  in  the  eyes  of  Vicky  Roberts  before  her 
marriage. 

"  At  last  Stone  could  stand  it  no  longer.  He  signed 
his  name  as  a  volunteer  for  six  months.  That  same 
evening  there  was  a  dispute  between  Stone  an'  his 
wife.  She  demanded  to  know  how  he  could  bring 
himself  to  join  the  army  only  a  few  days  after  their 
marriage.  She  wanted  to  know  how  she  would  now 
lock  in  the  eyes  of  the  world,  an'  she  told  him  she 
might  better  be  a  widow.  And  not  only  that,  but  she 
took  it  into  her  head  that  Stone  had  never  loved  her 
an'  was  now  enrolling  himself  as  a  volunteer  to  escape 
the  responsibility  of  the  marriage  relation.  During 
this  particular  time  Hank  Cutler  had  put  in  his  best 


160      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

licks  to  help  on  the  rupture.  He  had  spoken  to 
Stone's  wife  just  long  enough  to  put  a  bumble  bee  in 
her  bonnet  that  would  keep  on  buzzin'  day  an'  night, 
without  rest.  The  more  Jack  Stone  tried  to  explain 
his  actions  the  more  his  wife  resented  his  explana- 
tions. When  he  spoke  of  fighting  for  his  country 
she  looked  suspicious,  an'  every  time  he  spoke  of 
returning  from  the  war  in  a  few  months  her  face 
grew  more  set  an'  distrustful,  nor  would  she  speak 
to  him  any  more. 

"All  this  time  Cutler  and  Stone  were  conferring 
together  on  matters  concerning  the  war,  Stone  little 
suspecting  the  deep  designs  of  his  rival  and  enemy. 
One  afternoon,  towards  the  last  of  the  summer,  as  the 
sun  was  setting  behind  the  old  Virginia  hills,  an'  the 
birds  flying  low  through  the  underbrush,  an'  all  Nature 
drowsing  in  the  peaceful  calm,  an'  the  old  trees  castin' 
their  shadows  along  the  descendin'  slopes,  Vicky  Stone 
met  Hank  Cutler  a  mile  from  her  house,  the  meeting 
lasting  about  twenty  minutes.  There  was  where 
Cutler  worked  the  mischief-world-without-end,  an' 
there  was  where  she  made  up  her  mind  not  to  let  the 
parson  perform  a  legal  ceremony  of  marriage  when  he 
returned,  as  he  was  about  to  do  in  a  few  days. 

"  When  she  got  back  to  the  house  there  was  some 
talk  of  the  parson's  arrival,  but  she  refused  to  entertain 
the  idea  of  a  second  marriage  now,  an',  besides,  Stone 
himself  didn't  think  it  necessary,  so  the  matter  ended. 

"  The  whole  country  was  up  in  arms.  The  Indians 
had  joined  the  British.  Cutler  and  Stone  belonged  to 
a  company  of  spies  in  the  army,  commanded  by 
General  Harrison,  in  the  West,  and  in  the  discharge 
of  their  duty  as  spies  they  enjoyed  the  privilege  of 


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wandering  about  pretty  freely ;  an'  more  than  this, 
General  Harrison  appointed  Cutler  to  seek  out  the 
whereabouts  o'  General  Hopkins,  who  was  on  his  way 
north  from  Kentucky.  Cutler  was  only  too  anxious 
for  an  occasion  such  as  this,  an'  some  folks  say  he 
asked  for  the  job.  Anyhow,  he  succeeded  in  finding 
General  Hopkins  an'  transacting  the  business  in  hand, 
but  he  never  returned  to  the  camp  of  General  Harri- 
son ;  neither  was  he  seen  in  any  other  camp  of  the 
army.  At  the  time  they  were  expecting  his  return  to 
Harrison's  army  in  the  north-west  Cutler  was  making 
tracks  for  home.  By  day  he  was  exerting  his  wits  to 
avoid  meetin'  soldiers,  by  night  he  was  put  to  it  to 
steer  clear  of  Indians. 

"  It  was  a  long  an'  dangerous  journey,  an'  it  meant 
hidin'  a  good  part  o'  the  time,  sleepin'  out  in  all  sorts 
o'  weather ;  and  the  hardships  he  endured  proved  his 
frenzy  for  Vicky  Koberts,  now  Stone's  legitimate  wife. 
In  the  army  he  was  given  up  for  dead,  being  killed 
by  Indians  on  his  way  back  to  camp,  as  everyone 
supposed. 

"  But  Hank  Cutler  was  never  so  'live  and  in  fightin' 
trim.  His  war  experiences  had  done  nothing  else 
than  whet  his  appetite  for  dare-devil  scrapes  and  still 
more  adventure,  and  I  must  allow  things  were  all 
on  his  side  so  far.  The  devil  always  wins  the  first 
stakes. 

"  But  where  was  Jack  Stone  all  this  time  ?  Yes, 
sir,  ye  may  well  ask  that.  He  was  with  the  army 
hundreds  o'  miles  away,  an'  when  Harrison  took  it 
into  his  head  to  discharge  Stone  an'  other  volunteers 
before  the  close  o'  the  war  he,  too,  made  tracks  for 
home, 
v.s.  M 


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"  It  was  one  o'  those  beautiful  melting  days  in 
Indian  summer,  when  heaven  meets  earth  an'  settles 
right  down  over  everything,  minglin'  all  things  in 
Nature  an'  human  nature  in  one  bond  of  harmony,  as 
it  were,  an'  makin'  folks  feel  as  if  it  was  a  mighty  good 
thing  to  be  livin'  an'  breathin',  to  say  nothing  about 
love,  which  is  more  in  most  cases  than  anything  else 
a  man  can  think  of — it  was  on  such  a  day  at  high 
noon  that  Jack  Stone  come  steppin'  along  as  lithe  as 
could  be  up  the  slope  leadin'  to  his  house,  an'  walking 
straight  to  the  door  opened  it  an'  stepped  in.  Vicky 
Stone  was  nowhere  to  be  seen.  He  thought  he  heard 
footsteps  overhead,  an'  called  out ;  she  would  be  down 
directly  ;  perhaps  she  was  fixin'  on  some  nice  ribbons 
an'  things  to  receive  him  in.  Growing  impatient,  he 
passed  up  the  narrow  stairway.  The  room  was  vacant. 
He  stood  musing  for  a  minute,  then  came  downstairs 
again.  The  whole  place  had  a  deserted  look.  He 
hurried  to  consult  with  Captain  Koberts,  but  the 
Captain  looked  like  one  in  mourning. 

" '  I'm  looking  for  my  wife,'  he  says  to  the 
Captain. 

" '  An'  I've  been  looking  for  my  daughter  for  some 
time,'  was  the  answer. 

"  The  two  men  stood  an'  stared  at  each  other.  Then 
Stone  says :  <  How  long  has  she  been  gone  an'  who 
did  she  leave  with  ? ' 

"  '  About  a  month,  but  I  know  nothing  about  her 
going.  All  I  can  tell  ye  is  that  she  has  left  here  an' 
left  for  good.' 

"  Stone's  wife  had  gone  away  ;  no  soul  in  the  place 
knew  where  to.  The  neighbours  did  their  best  to 
pacify  him,  but  nothing  did  any  good.  He  walked 


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about  like  a  man  that  had  been  dazed,  not  knowing 
what  to  do.  He  was  seen  to  go  back  into  his 
empty  house,  where  he  stayed  for  some  time  ;  then  he 
walked  out  as  a  man  would  walk  who  had  taken  a 
drop  too  much.  He  began  to  load  his  rifle,  an' 
after  that  he  lit  out  down  the  hill  an'  across  the  valley. 
He  hadn't  been  gone  many  minutes  when  his  house 
began  to  blaze  and  before  he  had  got  across  the 
creek  it  fell  in  a  heap  o'  ruins.  He  had  set  it  afire 
himself. 

"  Years  passed.  The  war  with  Great  Britain  was 
over  ;  the  wars  with  the  Indians  were  over,  but  where 
was  Hank  Cutler  ?  "Wai,  I'm  comin'  to  it  as  fast  as 
ever  I  can  ;  but  I  reckon  it  took  some  time  for  him  to 
play  his  cards  after  the  deal  was  made,  an'  without 
discountin'  nothing  it'll  take  some  time  to  unravel  the 
yarn  plumb  to  the  last  skein. 

"  Cutler  had  made  arrangements  to  meet  Vicky 
Stone  after  sundown  not  far  from  her  house.  You 
see  he  got  there  safe  an'  sound,  and  you  see  how  Jack 
Stone  come  back  an'  found  his  wife  gone  ;  aftd  now  in 
your  mind's  eye,  if  you'll  just  think  steady  enough 
about  it,  you  can  see  Hank  Cutler  an'  Vicky  Stone 
floatin'  down  the  Ohio  on  a  raft  they  found  tied  to  the 
bank  at  the  point  where  they  struck  the  river.  The 
current  bein'  rapid  they  got  to  Cincinnati  without  too 
much  trouble,  and  there  they  stayed  till  their  first 
child  was  born,  when  their  wander  in' s  began  in  good 
earnest. 

"  There's  where  I  saw  them  about  six  months  after 
their  arrival.  It  seemed  like  I  never  set  eyes  on  a 
young  woman  with  so  much  colour  in  her  cheeks  an' 
such  a  sparkle  in  her  eye,  an'  there  was  a  look  of 

M  2 


164      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

pride  an'  defiance  in  her  face  that  would  make  a  man 
halt  and  think  twice  before  takin'  liberties  with  such 
a  proud  character.  But  Cutler,  though  mighty  hand- 
some, and  bent  on  leadin'  a  life  of  independence  far 
removed  from  his  old  home  in  Virginia,  began  to  show 
traces  of  care  an'  dissipation.  She  looked  as  if  she 
feared  nothin'  on  earth ;  he  looked  worried  at  times, 
and  eyed  every  stranger  that  came  his  way,  fearin'  to 
enter  into  conversation. 

"  Then  one  day  they  left  for  parts  unknown.  Her 
beauty  had  caused  a  regular  sensation  in  that  section, 
an'  it  set  tongues  a-waggin'  'bout  who  she  could  be. 
An'  it  must  be  said  that  there  was  somethin'  in  the 
looks,  dress,  an'  bearin'  o'  Cutler  that  interested 
more'n  one  woman  thereabouts,  so  that  both  attracted 
attention  wherever  they  were  seen. 

"  But  Cutler  was  conscious  of  danger.  He  wanted 
to  get  where  the  settlers  were  few  an'  far  between. 
On  his  second  move  he  made  for  Indiana,  but  didn't 
stop  long  on  that  halt.  He  soon  started  on  the  third 
journey,  farther  west,  an'  only  stopped  when  he  got 
to  the  Wabash,  thinkin'  the  place  lonely  enough  to 
escape ;  but  after  stayin'  here  several  years  he  got 
scared,  an'  suddenly  pullin'  up  stakes,  he  hurried  on 
with  all  speed  to  the  rich  an'  wonderful  Sangamon 
country,  which,  at  that  time,  was  a  real  paradise  of 
meadow-prairie,  woods  an'  wild  flowers,  where  whole 
armies  might  hide  in  the  tall  grass  in  certain  sections, 
an'  all  the  robbers  on  the  face  of  the  earth  could  find 
both  food  an'  shelter  with  the  least  trouble  an' 
expense ;  for  the  land  was  full  o'  wild  game,  an'  the 
groves  an'  thickets  were  like  so  many  ready-made 
habitations.  You  see,  in  those  days,  each  settler  that 


PIONEEE  OF   THE   SANGAMON   COUNTRY      165 

pulled  up  stakes  over  in  Indiana  to  come  out  here  in 
Illinois  had  to  follow  his  nose." 

"  An1  the  whisky  in  them  days  did  put  a  red  light 
on  some  noses,"  remarked  Socrates. 

"  It  did  so,"  continued  the  lawyer,  "  but  Hank 
Cutler  was  too  young  to  be  affected  that  way.  The 
settlers  that  came  to  these  regions  'long  about  1819 
or  '20  wandered  on  pretty  much  by  instinct,  an'  I've 
known  cases  where  they  gave  the  lead  to  the  horses 
an'  let  the  reins  dangle/' 

"  A  blind  hoss  or  a  yaller  dog — anythin'  thet'll 
walk  before  a  two-legged  creetur',"  interrupted  Socrates 
again. 

(i  Wai,  they  just  took  a  westerly  direction  an'  let 
things  slide,  an'  some  of  'em  struck  it  rich  while 
others  struck  it  poor  by  halting  before  they  come  to 
the  right  place.  Now  Cutler  never  halted  till  he 
struck  it  right.  He  had  got  clean  away  from  civilisa- 
tion. He  was  the  very  first  pioneer  in  this  section  of 
the  Sangamon  country.  In  the  covered  wagon  that 
moved  slowly  into  the  peaceful  an'  lonely  haven  of 
rest,  much  as  a  sailing  boat  would  drift  with  a  sluggish 
current,  there  came,  besides  Cutler  an'  his  erring 
victim,  two  little  children — one,  a  baby  born  in  the 
wagon  after  they  had  set  out  from  the  valley  o'  the 
Wabash,  the  other  born  the  year  before.  The  child 
born  in  Cincinnati  had  died  some  time  ago.  It  was 
now  plainly  visible  that  Yicky  Stone's  beauty  was 
doomed.  Her  eyes  were  growing  heavy,  her  com- 
plexion was  fading,  her  whole  face  was  taking  on  an 
expression  of  worry  an'  care.  For  her  the  beautiful 
rolling  prairies  an'  the  rich  bottoms  of  the  Illinois 
Kiver  was  not  a  paradise  but  a  valley  o'  shadows,  an' 


166      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

as  for  Cutler,  he  was  sufferin'  from  hard  drinking  an 
a  scared  remorseful  conscience, — an'  yet  it  ain't  hardly 
likely  that  Cutler  had  feelin's  enough  for  remorse. 
What  he  did  feel  was  the  presence  near  by  of  a  batch 
o'  squatters  that  came  into  the  country  a  little  after 
he  got  there,  an'  they  had  drove  stakes  not  more'n 
two  miles  off. 

"  It  was  Cutler's  habit  to  keep  a  good  look-out  after 
sunset,  an'  as  he  scarcely  slept  at  night  this  come  easy 
enough,  but  the  life  of  excitement  an'  suspense,  with 
every  shadow  turned  into  a  phantom,  was  wearin'  him 
out.  He  looked  almost  middle-aged  now,  an'  his  face 
showed  lines  of  fatigue ;  his  eyes  had  lost  that  look  of 
darin'  an'  confidence  that  made  him  a  favourite  with 
the  gals  back  East.  He  had  got  about  as  far  as  his 
tether  would  allow,  an'  he  began  to  feel  the  pull  in 
dead  earnest.  An'  now,  worse  than  all,  no  sooner  had 
he  got  settled  in  the  most  secluded  an'  lovely  spot  he 
could  find,  in  a  place  now  called  Cutler's  Grove,  an' 
not  very  far  from  this  house  neither,  than  a  reg'lar 
wave  of  immigration  set  in  from  Kentucky  an'  Indiana. 
The  newspapers  of  the  cities  on  the  Upper  Ohio,  an'  of 
Saint  Louis,  began  to  give  accounts  of  the  rich  lands 
of  the  Sangamon  country,  an'  Cutler  found  himself 
once  more  surrounded  by  settlers,  scattered  here  an' 
there,  an'  among  them  others,  like  himself,  ready  for 
any  villainy. 

"  Cutler  was  on  the  point  of  moving  once  more, 
but  this  time  his  victim  objected,  saying  she  was  worn 
out  with  anxiety  an'  the  rough  life  he  had  led  her. 

"  Down  towards  the  river,  about  three  miles  away, 
some  new  arrivals  from  Missouri  had  opened  a  small 
store,  where  whisky  was  sold  an'  freely  imbibed.  It 


PIONEER  OF   THE   SANGAMON  COUNTRY      167 

was  kept  by  outlaws  an'  frequented  by  men  like 
Hank  Cutler ;  and  Cutler  himself  made  this  place 
the  headquarters  for  adventures  an'  expeditions  of  a 
daring  an'  desperate  nature.  He  now  left  home  for 
days  together,  an'  Vicky  Stone  had  little  if  any  means  o' 
findin'  out  where  he  was  or  what  he  was  doing.  Cutler 
was  by  nature  more  of  a  leader  than  the  desperadoes 
who  kept  this  store,  an'  that  is  why  he  naturally  took 
the  lead  in  most  of  the  robberies  committed  thereabouts. 

"  Vicky  Stone,  left  by  herself  for  days  an'  nights, 
with  only  dogs  an'  two  little  children  for  companions, 
had  plenty  of  time  for  sorrow  an'  weepin' ;  but  it 
looked  to  me  then,  an'  it  looks  to  me  now,  as  if  Provi- 
dence was  kind  of  settin'  of  him  up  right  in  this  new 
garden  of  Eden  to  tempt  him  in  the  right  way,  for 
there  was  no  forbidden  apples  here  in  those  days " 

"  Speakin'  o'  apples,"  interrupted  Socrates,  with  his 
round  face  all  aglow,  "speakin'  o'  apples,  allers  make  me 
think  of  ole  Ezry  Sparr,  thet  use  ter  live  down  thar 
near  Crow's  Nest,  jest  afore  ye  come  te  the  bend  in  the 
river.  He  hed  a  real  cute  way  o'  treatin'  the  parsons 
en  circuit-riders  thet  come  along  thar.  He  had  a 
small  apple  orchard;  'bout  the  fust  orchard  ever 
planted  in  these  parts,  I  reckon,  en  his  cider  war 
sweet  when  the  crop  war  good,  but  hard  en  stunnin' 
when  apples  war  skase ;  en  one  season  when  thar 
warn't  much  of  a  crop  te  speak  of  along  come  Azariah 
James  and  preacher  Dew  a-hossback. 

"They  war  a-makin'  fer  the  Conference  over  te 
Mount  Carmel,  en  bein'  ez  thirsty  ez  fishes  out  o' 
water  they  called  fer  all  the  cider  they  could  drink, 
which  war  consid'able,  the  day  bein'  hot  en  the  roads 
dusty.  Old  Ezry  Sparr  stepped  round  ez  perlite  ez 


168      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

could  be,  but  'peared  like  he  war  extry  long  in  f  etchin' 
the  cider,  en  when  it  war  sot  on  the  table  it  war  gone 
afore  anyone  hed  time  te  tell  whether  it  war  hard,  er 
whether  it  war  saft,  er  whether  it  war  calc'lated  te 
put  'em  in  the  weavin'  way  ez  the  say  in'  is. 

"  Arter  a  while,  preacher  Dew  sez  :  '  Wai,  Brother 
James,  what  d'ye  think  o'  thet  thar  cider  ? ' 

"  '  Thet's  jes'  what  I  war  a-goin'  to  ask  you,'  he 
sez,  '  it  beats  all  I  ever  see/ 

"  <  'Tain't  the  seem'  of  it,'  sez  t'other,  <  we  didn't 
take  no  time ;  en  besides,  'tain't  allers  wisdom  te 
fumble  'bout  the  mouth  of  a  gift  hoss,  seein'  ez  Ezry 
Sparr  don't  never  charge  preachers  fer  what  they  drink.' 

"  '  I  'low  ye're  right/  sez  preacher  James,  '  but  I 
reckon  it's  time  te  ride  on ;  it  takes  a  heap  of  ridin' 
to  settle  real  hard  cider.' 

"Preacher  Dew  asked  ole  Sparr  te  p'int  out  the 
way  te  Crow's  Nest,  ez  they  war  aimin'  te  reach  the 
Conference  afore  nightfall.' 

"  *  Straight  on,'  sez  Sparr ;  *  but  on  yer  way  yell 
hev  te  pass  through  what  the  circuit-riders  call  the 
land  o'  Nod,  en  ye'll  strike  it  over  yander  whar  ye 
see  thet  p'int  o'  timber/ 

"  <  The  land  o'  Nod  ? '  sez  Brother  Dew.  <  I  ain't 
never  heerd  o'  no  sech  a  place  in  this  section.' 

"'Very  likely  ye  never  did,'  rej'ined  ole  Sparr; 
'  but  I'll  be  bound  ye' 11  know  it  when  ye  git  thar/ 

"  '  Be  thar  a  sign-post  ? ' 

" '  Thar  ain't  no  need  o'  one.  Jes'  keep  yer  eye 
on  this  man,'  he  sez,  puttin'  his  hand  on  preacher 
James's  shoulder,  en  sorter  smilin',  'he  looks  like 
he'll  do  fer  a  sign-post,  at  least  ez  fur  ez  ye'll  go 
this  time/ 


PIONEEK  OF   THE   SANGAMON  COUNTRY    169 

"  They  rode  off  at  a  good  canter,  but  they  hedn't 
been  out  long  afore  preacher  James  sez :  '  Looky 
here,  Brother  Dew,  don't  ye  think  we'd  better  walk 
our  hosses  ?  'Pears  like  thet  cider's  workin'  up,  en 
it  looks  like  it'll  pop  the  cork  if  we  keep  on  joggin' 
like  this.' 

"  i  Wai/  sez  t'other,  '  I'm  mighty  anxious  te  reach 
that  p'int  o'  timber  en  find  out  jes'  what  ole  man  Sparr 
did  mean  by  the  land  o'  Nod.' 

"  They  rode  on,  en  ez  they  come  te  the  woods 
preacher  Dew  reined  up,  en  lookin'  at  Azariah  James 
he  see  him  nod  his  head,  then  straighten  up,  en  nod 
ag'in  ;  then  brother  Dew  hollered  out  :  *  I'll  be 
hanged  ef  I  ain't  jes'  seen  the  sign-post !  Brother 
James,  we'll  git  down  right  here  en  sleep  off  thet 
stunnin'  liquor  ole  Sparr  filled  us  up  on.' 

"  They  hitched  up  en  slept  in  the  woods  all  night, 
en  when  they  got  te  the  Conference  preacher  Dew 
took  f er  his  tex' :  <  Tetch  not,  taste  not,  handle  not, 
'ceptin'  when  ye're  dead  sure  o'  yer  apples.' ' 

A  hearty  laugh  followed,  after  which  the  lawyer 
continued  his  story. 


CHAPTER  XIV 

THE    REGULATORS 

"  WAL,  as  I  was  saying,  Cutler  was  hard  at  work 
playing  out  his  last  deal.  One  fall  he  an'  the  three 
brothers  who  kept  the  whisky-store  made  it  up 
between  them  to  rob  a  store  down  where  Springfield 
stands  to-day.  It  had  been  opened  by  a  man  from 
Kentucky  who  had  come  up  the  river  by  way  of  Saint 
Louis,  an'  for  that  day  an'  time  his  goods  were  as 
tempting  as  anything  could  be,  an'  what  he  had 
appeared  to  most  o'  the  settlers  like  a  banquet  o'  good 
things,  although  it  was  only  sugar,  coffee,  tobacco 
an'  such  like  he  kept. 

"  Cutler  and  his  companions  made  a  survey  of  the 
the  land,  decided  on  a  route,  waited  for  a  night  when 
there  was  no  moon,  and  then  set  out  on  the  expedition 
of  plunder.  Two  of  the  brothers  rode  horseback, 
while  the  third  drove  a  fast  team  with  Hank  Cutler. 
After  riskin'  their  lives  they  managed  to  slip  away, 
having  robbed  the  store  of  everything  they  could 
carry ;  but  coming  back  home  they  lost  their  way  in 
the  dark  an'  had  to  pass  by  the  house  of  a  man  who 
recognised  them. 

"Now,  when  the  three  brothers  were  arrested 
Cutler  was  not  suspected.  This  gave  him  a  chance 
to  bluff  the  justice  o'  the  peace  and  the  whole  com- 
munity by  passing  himself  off  as  a  lawyer,  which  was 
easy,  seeing  that  the  justice  o'  the  peace  knew  as  much 


THE   KEGULATOKS  171 

of  the  law  as  a  sheep  knows  o'  the  ways  o'  panthers 
an'  wolves.  The  stolen  things  were  hid  away  in 
Cutler's  Grove,  but  when  the  trial  come  on  more'n  one 
of  us  had  cause  to  scratch  our  head  an'  wonder  what 
would  become  of  us.  Ye  see,  Cutler  had  been  to 
college  in  Virginia  an'  could  spout  enough  Latin  to 
make  the  justice  o7  the  peace  ashamed  of  his  ignorance, 
an'  so  he  sat  there  not  knowin'  what  he  was  about  or 
what  proceedings  to  take  in  the  matter ;  and  I  don't 
reckon  there  ever  was  a  game  played  like  it  in  this 
country  before  nor  since.  It  was  just  like  little 
children  playin'  at  law.  But  Cutler  had  directed  the 
three  brothers  just  what  to  say  an'  how  to  act ;  an' 
when  the  examination  took  place  everyone  came  who 
could  get  there.  It  was  live  or  die  for  all  of  us  in 
those  days.  If  the  robbers  got  clear  the  danger  for 
all  good  citizens  would  be  greater  than  ever.  Excite- 
ment ran  high,  an'  every  man  brought  his  rifle  an7  a 
dirk.  The  place  was  so  crowded  that  I  had  to  edge 
myself  in  as  best  I  could  till  I  got  to  where  I 
could  see  the  prisoners  fair  an'  square.  There  must 
have  been  as  many  dogs  in  the  crowd  as  there  was 
people,  an'  the  snapping  an'  snarling  more  than  once 
drowned  the  mealy  voice  of  the  justice,  who  looked 
scared  and  fearsome.  But  the  settlers  kept  their 
mouths  shut,  an'  looked  an'  listened  as  they  would 
had  it  been  the  Day  of  Judgment  itself. 

"  The  three  brothers  were  brought  in  under  guard, 
an'  the  examination  commenced. 

"  '  Jim  Ferris,'  says  the  justice,  ( I  want  to  know  if 
you  can  tell  us  where  you  were  on  the  night  that  store 
was  robbed.' 

"  He  was  addressing  the  oldest  of  the  brothers,  who 


172      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

stood  with  his  hands  in  his  pockets  looking  for  all  the 
world  like  a  cross  between  a  weasel  an'  a  human 
devil. 

"  <  Where  was  I?'  he  answered,  in  a  loud  piercing 
voice  that  made  the  poor  justice  flinch  in  his  seat ; 
'  where  was  I  ?  Where  folks  that's  worked  hard 
all  day  feel  like  they  want  to  be — in  bed,  asleep/ 

"  i  In  your  own  house  ? ' 

"  i  Where  else  d'ye  reckon  I'd  be  ?  ' 

"  '  Joe  Ferris,'  he  says,  addressing  the  next  brother, 
4  can  ye  tell  this  Court  were  ye  were  on  the  night  o' 
the  robbery  ? ' 

"  i  With  my  brothers,  at  home  in  my  own  house.' 

"  The  justice  o'  the  peace  looked  like  he  was  trem- 
bling in  his  boots,  an'  his  voice  was  descendin'  more 
an'  more  to  a  scared  whisper.  An'  Cutler,  seeing 
how  the  land  lay,  sprang  forward  about  the  time  the 
third  brother's  turn  came,  an'  lookin'  the  justice  in  the 
eye  with  one  o'  them  mesmerising  glances  of  his,  he 
just  toppled  him  over  for  good  an'  all  by  declaring  off- 
hand, an'  with  a  mighty  flourish  of  spunk,  that  he 
was  with  the  brothers  on  that  night  till  late,  an'  it 
would  be  more  than  human  power  for  any  man  to  leave 
home  at  midnight,  go  so  far,  an'  get  home  again  by 
morning. 

"  I  was  standing  right  where  I  could  see  most  of 
the  settlers'  faces,  an'  I  was  watching  to  see  just 
how  they  were  taking  the  queer  an'  unheard-of 
proceedin's.  There  was  ole  man  Sawyer  and  his 
two  big  six-footer  sons  that  had  just  moved  up  from 
Tennessee ;  his  big  square  face  was  like  a  bear  trap 
that  had  closed  up  by  havin'  a  chipmunk  run  over 
it,  an'  his  mouth  fixed  so  tight  that  it  looked  like 


THE   KEGULATOES  173 

a  crowbar  couldn't  get  between  it.  As  for  his 
eyes,  they  were  for  all  the  world  just  like  the  eyes 
of  a  chiny  cat,  fixed  an'  starin' ;  an'  seein'  him 
an'  the  others  like  Andy  Scott  and  Jim  Biswell  just 
as  set  an'  wonder-struck,  I  couldn't  take  my  eyes 
off  'em. 

"  The  justice,  all  flustered  an'  broke  up  by  Cutler's 
bold  looks  and  confident  speech,  up  and  says :  4  The 
prisoners  are  now  discharged  ! ' 

"  Ye  could  have  heard  a  butterfly  come  in  the  room ! 
Old  Sawyer's  jaw  dropped  clean  open,  showin'  his 
long  teeth,  an'  his  tongue  was  halfway  out  as  if  he 
was  catchin'  his  breath  like. 

"At  last  the  crowd  began  to  move.  One  o'  the 
Sawyer  boys  let  his  rifle  fall  plumb  across  the  paws  of 
a  big  dog  layin'  on  the  floor  beside  him.  An  awful 
howl  went  up,  in  which  all  the  other  dogs  joined,  an' 
'twixt  the  dogs,  the  robbers,  an'  the  honest  settlers,  it 
was  confusion  worse  confounded. 

"  In  the  midst  of  the  din  Cutler  an'  the  three  Ferris 
brothers  slipped  off  home. 

"  When  the  crowd  was  disappearing  three  or  four, 
like  ole  man  Sawyer  an'  Jim  Biswell,  set  to  work  to 
confer  about  the  best  means  for  mutual  protection. 
Sawyer  proposed  to  form  a  society  to  rid  the  country 
of  desperadoes,  for  there  was  a  deep  suspicion  that 
Cutler  was  the  ringleader,  and  the  law,  as  it  stood, 
was  powerless. 

"There  was  a  small  meetin'  held,  but  nothing 
important  was  decided  on.  As  time  wore  on  Cutler 
seemed  to  be  getting  the  advantage  of  the  Ferris 
brothers  in  business  matters,  for  he  opened  out  a  store 
that  took  the  shine  off  all  the  others  in  that  section,  at 


174      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

the  same  time  keepin'  in  with  his  ole  friends,  the 
Ferrises.  Business  was  so  good  that  Hank  Cutler  did 
nothing  but  store-trading  an'  selling,  gettin'  most  all 
his  goods  direct  from  Saint  Louis  by  boat,  an'  his 
store  soon  got  to  be  the  leading  meetin'-place  for  idle 
an'  suspicious  characters. 

"  Now,  it  was  noticed  that  Cutler  spent  considerable 
of  his  time  visiting  down  by  the  river  bottom,  where 
it  was  rumoured  that  a  man  from  the  South  had  settled 
on  bottom  land.  This  man  was  possessed  of  more 
money  in  cash  than  any  of  the  other  settlers,  for  it 
seemed  he  had  a  large  sum  locked  up  an'  stored  away ; 
an'  as  there  were  no  banks  to  put  money  in  he  was 
obliged  to  hide  it  as  best  he  could  right  on  his 
diggin's. 

"It  wasn't  long  before  Cutler  was  joined  in  his 
visits  to  this  man  by  two  of  the  Ferris  brothers.  The 
aim  was  for  Cutler  to  have  all  the  help  he  could  get 
to  carry  out  his  plans  for  the  biggest  robbery  yet 
undertaken  in  the  Sangamon  country. 

"  During  their  visits  to  the  bottom  Cutler  an'  his 
companions  informed  themselves  of  the  new  settler's 
intentions.  They  found  out  that  he  would  soon  be 
making  a  journey  to  Saint  Louis  by  boat,  an'  that  in 
his  absence  he  would  leave  in  his  cabin  valuables  to  a 
considerable  extent. 

"  When  Cutler  found  out  all  he  wanted  to  know, 
and  more,  he  came  home  one  day  in  hot  haste  an' 
prepared  to  sell  out  all  he  possessed  except  his  horses 
an'  a  few  things  he  had  to  keep  for  future  use.  The 
next  day  he  made  known  the  announcement  of  the 
sale — his  cabin,  an'  all  the  contents  of  his  store  was 
for  sale,  except  a  stock  of  whisky  which  he  could  not 


THE   KEGULATOES  175 

part  with.  Things  were  going  for  a  mere  song,  as 
they  say,  an'  you  can  believe  me,  his  sudden  selling 
out  an'  departure  created  a  commotion  among  the 
settlers,  an'  all  sorts  o'  rumours.  While  the  sale  was 
proceeding  Cutler  was  actin'  mighty  strange.  He 
stayed  at  home  nights,  he  kept  silent,  an'  grew  more 
an'  more  gloomy  an'  sullen.  Towards  the  last  he  was 
in  such  a  hurry  to  sell  out  that  he  almost  gave  things 
away,  and  for  miles  people  hurried  in  to  get  the 
unheard-of  bargains  that  were  going. 

"  The  honest  folks  heaved  a  sigh  of  relief  when 
they  saw  these  things,  and  looked  forward  to  a  time  of 
peace  after  Cutler's  departure.  When  the  day  of 
departure  arrived  it  was  noticed  that  two  of  the  Ferris 
brothers  went  with  him,  an'  this  looked  kind  o'  queer, 
but  Cutler  laughed  away  suspicion  as  he  so  often  did 
before,  and  made  like  he  was  only  going  off  on  a 
pleasure  excursion. 

"  He  set  out  about  noon  on  a  beautiful  day  in  the 
early  spring,  and  moving  as  fast  as  the  horses  would 
go  he  crossed  the  Illinois  river,  an'  coming  to  an 
abandoned  cabin  on  MacKee's  creek  towards  the  dusk 
of  the  evening,  stopped  there  and  fixed  to  take 
up  his  residence  as  long  as  it  suited  his  intentions 
an'  plans. 

"  Yes,  sir,  you  better  believe  the  long-sufferin' 
settlers  back  on  the  other  side  o'  the  river  received  this 
news  with  feelin's  anything  but  gay  an'  festive.  Cutler 
hadn't  moved  more'n  ten  miles  further  west.  It  was 
noticed  that  the  two  Ferris  boys  didn't  return,  but 
stayed  away,  an'  it  was  hoped  they  had  lit  out  for 
good ;  but  they  were  busy  rehearsing  their  parts  an' 
getting  ready  for  a  big  haul. 


176  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

"  One  night  Cutler  an'  his  two  accomplices  dressed 
themselves  up  as  Indians,  with  faces  painted  red  an' 
white,  an'  made  for  the  bottom  where  the  rich  settler 
lived.  The  owner  was  away  at  Saint  Louis,  leaving 
his  home  in  charge  of  his  wife,  his  son,  aged  about 
eighteen,  an'  a  young  daughter.  All  of  a  sudden  they 
were  terrified  by  the  visit  of  the  robbers,  who  knew 
exactly  where  to  look  for  the  hidden  valuables.  There 
was  no  resistance  offered.  Cutler  an'  his  companions 
took  what  they  wanted,  an'  in  five  minutes  decamped 
with  the  booty — a  large  sum  of  money,  in  fact  all  the 
rich  settler  possessed  in  cash. 

"  The  very  next  day  the  news  was  brought  to  the 
settlement  by  a  messenger  on  horseback.  There  was  a 
hurried  secret  meeting.  The  greatest  precaution  was 
necessary  in  order  to  insure  success,  for  the  oldest 
Ferris  was  still  at  his  store,  and  every  movement  of 
honest  folks  was  watched,  an'  everything  would  be 
reported  to  Cutler  an'  the  others. 

"  It  took  two  or  three  days  to  get  the  notice  of  the 
meetin'  circulated  among  those  most  interested.  The 
messages  had  to  be  sent  to  an'  fro  by  stealth  in  round- 
about ways,  and  finally  the  meetin' -place  was  fixed  at 
Jim  BiswelFs  cabin,  it  being  surrounded  mostly  by 
hazel  bushes,  with  two  roads  leading  to  the  back  hid 
by  a  thick  growth  o'  tall  saplings. 

"The  appointment  was  for  the  early  morning,  as  it 
was  thought  that  Jim  Ferris  an'  his  spies  would  not 
be  likely  to  be  on  the  look-out  at  that  time,  an'  when 
all  had  arrived  the  meetin'  was  called  to  order  by  ole 
man  Sawyer,  who  up  an'  says :  '  Friends,  I  reckon  ye 
all  know  what  we  are  here  for.  Ye've  heard  the 
news  of  the  last  robbery.' 


THE   EEGULATOES  177 

"  l  Yes,  yes,  we  all  know,  an'  we  want  to  act,'  cried 
several  voices. 

"  Then  let's  proceed  to  business,'  said  the  first 
speaker.  4 1  propose  friend  Biswell  here  to  occupy 
the  chair  durin'  the  proceedin's.' 

"  Jim  Biswell,  being  chosen,  made  them  a  speech. 

"'  Ye  all  know,'  he  said,  '  what  the  Eangers  were 
during  the  time  of  the  Indian  wars  an'  depredations, 
an'  that  they  were  formed  for  the  purpose  o'  clearin' 
the  western  countries  of  wandering  bands  of  evil- 
doers. But  the  days  o'  the  Eangers  is  past,  an'  now 
the  time  is  ripe  for  something  to  take  the  place  o' 
those  organised  fighters  on  horseback.  The  time  has 
come  for  each  settlement  to  stand  on  its  own  legs. 
Friends,  ye've  seen  how  the  justice  let  off  the  Ferris 
gang,  an'  how  the  law,  as  such,  works  out  to  favour 
the  men  with  the  greatest  cunning  an'  the  most 
reckless  daring.  Now,  we  ain't  got  no  mounted 
Eangers  to  give  us  good  law  an'  good  deeds,  an'  I 
propose  right  here  to  fit  out  a  company  of  Eegulators 
to  do  our  work  an'  rid  this  settlement  an'  the  neigh- 
bourhood of  all  robbers  an'  desperadoes,  an'  that  in 
the  quickest  time  possible.' 

"  t  Ye' re  right,'  said  ole  man  Sawyer,  'for  the  next 
thing  we'll  know  murder  will  take  the  place  o' 
robbery.' 

"  '  An'  we  might  far  better  be  murdered,'  said  Jim 
Biswell,  c  than  to  have  all  the  money  we  possess  taken 
from  us,  an'  nothin'  left  to  start  work  on/ 

"  '  Ye're  right,'  spoke  up  several  voices. 

"  Up  to  this  time  Andy  Scott  had  been  sitting  there 
as  still  an'  unpretending  as  you  please,  an'  there  was 
nothing  about  his  looks  to  attract  much  notice,  except 

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178      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

he  had  but  one  eye,  an'  the  other  was  kind  o'  droopin' 
an'  heavy,  which  gave  him  the  appearance  of  a  man 
who  had  seen  considerable  service  an'  was  now  set  in 
his  mind  on  taking  things  just  as  easy  as  the  law 
would  allow,  an'  a  little  easier  than  the  Cutler  gang 
were  disposed  to  permit  at  that  particular  time. 
Wai,  Andy  Scott  took  the  corn-cob  pipe  out  of  his 
mouth,  spat  on  the  floor,  squared  up,  an*  says : 
'I've  been  a  Ranger  myself,  an'  fit  Indians  an' 
chased  robbers  all  over  Indianny  an'  Kentucky,  an'  I 
b'lieve  I'm  good  for  any  fightin'  these  here  diggings 
can  scare  up,  without  wantin'  to  brag.  I'm  willin'  to 
follow,  or  I'm  willin1  to  lead;  I  don't  care  a  shuck 
which  it  is — I'm  ready.  All  I  want  to  see  is  this  here 
settlement  cleared  o'  varmints  like  Cutler  an'  Ferris, 
an'  the  quicker  the  better.' 

"  You  better  believe  one-eyed  Scott  began  to  look 
like  a  leader,  an*  Jim  Biswell  put  the  question : 
*  What  do  you  reckon  is  the  best  way  to  go  about 
dealin'  with  this  band  ? ' 

"  *  Give  'em  all  the  rope  they're  after,'  he  says.  4 1 
propose  to  form  a  company  o'  volunteers  right  here  an' 
now,  to  regulate  matters  an'  carry  out  the  law 
accordin'  to  the  wishes  of  all  honest  folks  in  this 
section.' 

"  The  majority  of  voices  were  in  favour  of  Andy 
Scott's  proposition,  and  the  chairman  proceeded  to  ask 
for  volunteers.  The  two  Sawyer  boys,  Jim  Biswell, 
Andy  Scott,  his  sixteen-year-old  son,  myself,  an'  six 
others  put  down  their  names  as  willing  to  take  imme- 
diate action,  and  the  meetin'  next  set  to  work  to 
elect  a  leader.  And  this  was  not  so  easy. 

'There   was   at   the   meetin'  a  man   they  called 


THE  EEGULATORS  179 

Major,  who  had  been  one  of  the  most  outspoken 
against  the  Cutler  band.  Someone  proposed  Andy 
Scott  as  captain ;  but  Scott,  fearing  to  take  precedence 
of  a  man  who  had  been  an  officer  in  the  war,  named 
the  Major,  an'  this  proposition  was  carried;  a  com- 
mittee was  formed  to  arrange  an'  organise.  The 
volunteers  bound  themselves  by  oath  to  carry  out  a 
stated  an'  determined  line  of  action  to  rid  the  country 
of  all  evil-doers.  A  paper  was  signed  by  the  chair- 
man, the  committee,  and  all  the  volunteers. 

"  There  was  another  secret  meeting  ;  some  doubted 
the  Major's  capacity  to  lead  in  such  an  undertaking 
because  he  was  known  to  be  a  man  considerably  given 
to  talk.  Finally  things  come  to  a  head  by  an  arrange- 
ment for  all  to  meet  at  sundown  the  next  day  in  a 
dense  thicket  near  the  cross-roads,  and  from  there 
make  straight  for  the  other  side  o'  the  river  to  Cutler's 
house  on  the  creek.  "We  arrived  at  the  meetin' -place 
in  good  time,  but  found  no  Major.  We  waited,  an' 
still  our  appointed  captain  failed  to  appear.  We 
waited  for  more'n  an  hour,  but  the  fact  was  the  brave 
Major  was  at  home  having  supper  with  his  wife,  but 
pretending  to  be  too  sick  to  come  to  the  meetin' -place. 
The  Major  was  scared,  an'  soon  after  he  pulled  up  stakes 
an'  left  for  parts  unknown,  bein'  ashamed  to  face  the 
people.  Wai,  no  one  could  tell  just  what  to  do  next. 
All  the  volunteers  were  willing  an'  ready  to  move  on 
an'  face  the  desperadoes,  come  what  may,  but  there 
was  no  captain.  While  we  were  talking  matters  over 
one  o'  the  Sawyer  boys  said  he  saw  something  movin' 
in  the  woods  to  the  left ;  we  raised  our  rifles  and  stood 
waiting,  but  nothing  more  was  seen  or  heard  of  a 
suspicious  nature,  an'  we  all  laid  it  to  young  Sawyer's 

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180  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

imagination  an'  proceeded  to  settle  who  should  be  our 
leader.  Andy  Scott  was  chosen.  But  Scott  was  not 
a  boaster,  nor  a  man  who  wanted  to  lead  in  anything. 
He  was  an  up-an'-down  fighter,  an'  as  brave  as  a  lion, 
but  only  wanted  to  follow  a  good  captain,  an'  most  o' 
the  volunteers  were  young  an'  inexperienced  men.  It 
begin  to  look  as  if  the  expedition  to  the  robbers'  roost 
must  be  abandoned  for  want  of  a  leader,  when  out 
jumped  a  man  from  the  bushes  and  cried  out : 
<  Hold,  friends !  I've  heard  all  you've  said.  I 
understand  you  want  a  leader.  I  too  have  been 
robbed  by  the  villain  you're  looking  for.  I  want  to 
be  your  captain  an'  assume  all  responsibility  in  this 
proceeding  if  you'll  let  me  have  that  honour  an' 
satisfaction.' 

"  Andy  Scott  then  spoke  up,  an'  says :  i  I  believe 
you're  the  man  I  see  down  by  the  Ohio  not  more'n 
six  months  ago,  an'  you  went  by  the  name  of  the 
Wild  Hunter?' 

"  '  Yes,'  chimed  in  Jim  Biswell,  '  I've  heard  o'  you 
more'n  once,  an'  it  'pears  like  I  recognise  you  from 
the  description  they  give  o'  your  dress,  your  cap  in 
particular,  which  seems  to  be  made  o'  panther  skin.' 

"  He  had  a  half -wild  expression  that  made  some  of 
us  stand  back  somewhat,  not  knowin'  into  what 
scrapes  he  might  take  us ;  but  his  body  was  as  nimble 
as  a  deer,  an'  his  whole  appearance  was  calculated  to 
win  over  our  confidence  in  the  long  run.  He  had  on  a 
buckskin  hunting  shirt,  deerskin  leggin's,  an'  moccas- 
sins  on  his  feet.  His  step  was  as  lithe  as  a  panther's, 
an'  it  was  no  wonder  he  come  so  near  us  without  makin' 
his  presence  actually  known.  He  carried  a  long  knife, 
an'  his  rifle  was  one  of  the  finest  anywhere  to  be  seen. 


THE  KEGULATOBS  181 

He  stood  eyeing  our  company  as  cool  as  a  cucumber, 
with  his  hands  folded  across  the  muzzle  of  his  gun. 

"c  You're  right,  friends,'  he  says.  '  I've  been  in 
the  southern  part  of  this  country  and  I've  been  called 
by  some  the  Wild  Hunter,  but  I  don't  intend  to  settle 
for  long  in  this  section.  I  want  to  find  where  Cutler 
is,  an'  I  don't  care  much  who  goes  with  me.  If  I 
knew  how  to  get  there  I'd  start  alone.  I  must  an* 
will  find  him.  I've  been  hunting  for  him  long 
enough.  A  rude  fate  directed  me  to  this  spot  just  at 
this  eventful  time.' 

" '  You  see,'  he  continued,'  looking  at  every  one  of 
us  as  if  he  could  see  plumb  through  us,  '  I've  been  to 
Cutler's  store,  but  I  was  three  days  too  late.  He  had 
sold  out  an'  left,  an'  I  was  now  lookin'  for  some  signs 
whereby  I  might  reach  him,  as  they  told  me  he  had 
halted  about  ten  miles  off.' 

"  '  Are  you  intendin'  to  settle  hereabouts  ? '  asked 
Andy  Scott. 

"  <  My  business  is  with  Cutler,  and  not  with  any- 
one in  the  settlement  nor  with  any  interests  in  this 
section  o'  the  country,  but  if  you'll  take  me  for  your 
captain  we'll  be  off  without  delay.' 

"  There  was  some  talk  as  to  the  risks  of  accepting 
a  stranger,  but  at  last  Andy  Scott  up  an'  says: 
'  Looky  here,  boys,  I  ain't  afeared  to  follow  no 
man,  an'  I  reckon  this  here  company's  got  as  much 
spunk  as  I  have.  This  stranger  looks  to  me  dead  on 
the  square.  There  ain't  nothin'  in  names,  but  I'd 
like  to  ask  the  stranger  his  name  just  to  have 
something  to  call  him  by.5 

"  <  Wai,'  says  the  hunter,  with  a  desperate  look, 
'  since  ye  seem  willing  to  call  me  your  leader,  you  can 


182      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

allude  to  me  as  Captain  Stone.  I've  been  nine  years 
in  search  of  Hank  Cutler ! ' 

"It  was  now  dark,  an'  we  had  miles  of  trackless 
wilderness  to  wander  through.  When  we  came  to 
a  clearing  we  made  rapid  progress,  but  when  we 
came  to  water  an'  thick  woods  we  got  lost  more'n 
once. 

"  Stone  stepped  along  as  light  as  a  young  buck. 
We  talked  in  whispers.  There  seemed  to  be  some 
guidin'  power  assisting  Stone  to  sense  out  the  way 
straight  an'  clear  in  spite  of  almost  insurmountable 
obstacles.  He  took  us  knee-deep  through  water,  he 
tore  through  underbrush  an'  thicket,  he  almost  ran  in 
places  where  it  was  level  an'  the  ground  clear.  But 
when  it  came  to  the  river  we  halted.  It  began  to 
look  as  if  we  could  never  get  across,  and  we  lost 
precious  time  in  making  several  unsuccessful  attempts 
at  crossing.  It  seemed  just  like  a  dream  when  we 
found  ourselves  on  the  other  side  making  dead-sure 
tracks  for  MacKee's  creek,  which  we  struck  about 
half -past  eleven.  Here  we  took  a  turn,  an'  going 
straight  north  for  about  half-an-hour  all  at  once  we 
come  dead  in  sight  o'  Cutler's  cabin.  There  it  stood, 
in  the  clearing,  as  lonely  an'  as  solemn  as  a  horned 
owl  on  a  forsaken  barn-door.  An'  it  was  midnight  at 
that  1  I  can  tell  ye  it  gave  me  shivers  down  my  back 
when  I  saw  it.  I've  been  all  over  this  country  as  far 
as  settlers  have  got,  an'  I've  seen  as  much  as  most, 
but  I  hadn't  ever  seen  or  felt  anything  to  equal  the 
looks  o'  that  cabin  standing  there  in  the  clearing.  It 
was  unearthly.  There  was  just  light  enough  to  see 
some  things  pretty  plain,  though  the  moon  was 
droppin'  below  the  trees  behind  the  cabin,  an'  after 


THE   EEGULATOKS  183 

moving'  a  little  closer  Andy  Scott  allowed  he  could 
make  out  there  was  smoke  coming  from  the  chimney. 

"'But  they're  asleep,'  says  Jim  Biswell,  i  there 
ain't  no  light  in  the  house.1 

"  c  It  don't  make  no  difference/  he  replied;  'light 
or  no  light  we've  got  to  go  slow,  for  I' am  dead 
certain  they  ain't  more'n  had  time  to  go  to  bed.' 

"  Scarcely  had  he  uttered  the  words,  when  the  door 
opened  and  a  blazing  light  streamed  out  as  far  as  the 
wood  line.  A  little  more  and  the  light  would  have 
struck  us  where  we  stood,  but,  as  luck  would  have  it, 
we  were  standing  right  where  we  could  see  clear 
across  the  room,  from  the  open  door  plumb  to  the 
chimney-place.  In  another  second  we  could  see 
someone  moving  about.  Then  we  could  see  two ;  and 
just  as  we  were  begginnin'  to  wonder  how  many  there 
were  inside,  the  whole  band  became  visible  walkin' 
about. 

"  i  Whoop-ee ! '  whispered  Biswell,  '  they're  all 
there.' 

"  We  stood  an'  counted  Jem — Cutler,  Jim  Ferris, 
and  his  two  brothers.  They  were  going  an'  coming 
from  the  fireplace,  burning  up  papers  an'  other  stuff 
that  they  took  from  the  last  house  they  robbed.  They 
were  destroying  the  evidence. 

"<  Let's  make  for  'em!' 

"Andy  Scott  spoke  so  loud,  it  seemed  like  the 
robbers  must  hear  him  an'  get  a  start  on  us. 

"  Captain  Stone  waved  his  hand. 

"  i  Wait  an'  watch  here,'  he  said,  '  till  I  go  forward 
a  little  closer.' 

"Another  big  blaze  rose  up  in  the  chimney;  we 
could  plainly  see  the  men  sorting,  counting,  an' 


184      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

dividing  piles  of  coin.  A  table  stood  at  one  side, 
an'  on  it  was  a  whisky  bottle.  "When  the  counting 
an'  dividing  was  over,  Cutler  poured  out  for  all  to 
drink,  an*  we  could  hear  the  words  : 

"  '  Fill  up,  boys,  we  can  all  afford  it  after  the  last 
haul ! ' 

"  Captain  Stone  had  now  got  within  a  few  yards  of 
the  cabin.  Yes,  sir,  we  were  all  mighty  excited.  We 
could  scarcely  keep  from  making  a  dash  for  that  open 
door ;  and  it  seemed  like  Stone  was  listening  a  long 
time  to  hear  just  what  was  bein'  said,  but  he  was  only 
gone  a  few  minutes.  When  he  returned  he  gave  us 
orders  to  follow  close  at  his  heels  an*  wait  for  the 
word  of  command,  whatever  that  might  be,  an'  we  all 
set  to  wonderin'  just  what  his  intentions  were  as  to 
the  capturin'  o'  Cutler.  It  was  clear  he  didn't  want 
us  to  run  up  an'  shoot  now  that  we  had  got  to  the 
place  an'  had  a  dead  spot  on  every  member  o'  the 
band.  Stone  had  worked  out  what  to  do.  That  man 
could  see  ahead  ;  he  knew  exactly  how  things  would 
turn  up  ;  an'  he  was  the  least  excited  of  us  all. 

"  i  Follow  me,  comrades,'  he  said  in  a  whisper,  and 
we  crept  up  till  we  were  close  enough  to  hear  every 
word  spoken  in  the  cabin. 

"  Cutler  an'  his  gang  were  finishing  off  the  last  of 
the  whisky.  Cutler  said :  l  It's  time  to  get  some 
sleep ;  we've  got  to  be  away  from  here  by  sunrise, 
for  we've  got  the  biggest  ride  before  us  we  ever  done. 
We've  got  to  get  clean  away  till  we  get  into  the 
Indian  country,  north-west  o'  here.' 

"  But  Jim  Ferris  opened  another  bottle  o'  whisky 
an'  set  it  on  the  table  an'  began  to  pour  out,  an' 
with  that  they  all  set  round  the  fire  with  their  feet 


THE   KEGULATORS  185 

sprawled  before  'em  as  careless  an'  shiftless  as  ye 
ever  see. 

"  Stone  was  now  right  before  the  door.  He  was 
waiting  for  Cutler  to  stand  up.  The  very  minute  he 
did  so  the  captain,  with  eyes  like  a  wild  cat,  made  one 
bound  inside. 

"  <  Stand  there  till  I  kill  ye  ! '  he  hollered  out,  his 
voice  hoarse  with  nine  years  of  pent-up  fury. 

"  Cutler  stood  like  he  was  petrified.  He  was  gapin' 
at  Stone  with  a  ghastly  look  when  Stone  sent  a  bullet 
through  his  heart.  He  fell  in  a  dead  heap.  We  made 
a  rush  for  the  Ferris  gang,  who  were  so  taken  aback 
an'  filled  with  liquor  that  no  resistance  was  made.  An 
awful  scream  came  from  above  an'  down  rushed  Vicky 
Stone. 

"  Lord  a'  mercy  !  I  can  see  her  now,  with  her  hair 
all  loose,  an'  her  eyes  wild  with  despair,  a-bendin' 
over  the  body  an'  makin'  out  to  listen  for  signs  o'  life, 
an'  shoutin' :  <  Is  he  dead,  is  he  dead !  Have  you 
killed  him ! ' 

"  Stone  stood  a  moment  gazing  at  the  haggard 
features  of  the  once  beautiful  Vicky  Roberts,  then 
pulled  her  away  from  the  body,  an'  getting  her  over 
where  the  light  shone  plumb  in  his  face  he  jerked  off 
his  big  panther  cap,  an'  lookin7  at  her,  asked  :  '  Have 
you  ever  seen  me  before  ?  ' 

"  A  terrible  scream  was  all  the  answer  she  gave,  and 
the  unhappy  woman  fell  in  a  swoon  on  the  floor. 

"  i  It  is  enough  ! '  he  said.  *  I  reckon  judgment 
has  been  delivered  as  far  as  we  have  got ' ;  and  with 
that  he  fixed  to  leave  the  cabin  and  was  soon  lost  in 
the  darkness. 

'  We  buried  Cutler  in  the  woods,  and  this  was  the 


186      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

first  grave  of  a  white  man  in  these  parts.  We  warned 
the  Ferris  brothers  to  quit  this  section,  giving  them 
ten  days  to  clear  out,  but  at  the  end  of  that  time  we 
went  with  Andy  Scott  as  captain  of  the  Regulators 
to  Cutler's  Grove  an7  found  the  brothers  still  there. 
They  defied  us.  We  burned  the  cabin,  bound  the 
three  desperadoes,  took  'em  to  the  river  several  hours 
distant,  made  a  rough  raft  o'  water  logs,  forced  the 
brothers  on  to  it  an'  then  pushed  it  out  to  float  down 
stream  with  nothing  but  the  clothes  on  their  backs. 
We  told  them  to  return  meant  certain  death. 

"  Vicky  Stone  made  her  way  back  to  Virginia, 
where  I  have  always  heard  it  said  that  Stone  came  to 
see  her  once  a  year  regular  an'  never  stayed  more'n 
about  ten  minutes. 

"  On  his  twelfth  yearly  visit  he  saw  her  die  ;  but 
no  one  ever  knew  what  passed  between  them  in  that 
last  solemn  hour. 

"  Jack  Stone  followed  her  to  the  grave,  and  after 
the  burial  took  his  gun  and  walked  away,  and  was 
never  again  seen  or  heard  of. 

"  An*  now,  sir,"  our  visitor  concluded,  "  you  have 
heard  the  story  of  how  the  first  company  of  Regulators 
came  to  be  formed,  an'  who  it  was  that  filled  the  first 
grave  in  these  western  wilds." 


CHAPTEE  XV 

ALTON    AND   THE    MISSISSIPPI 

MY  first  good  view  of  the  Mississippi  was  from  the 
bluffs  behind  the  city  of  Alton. 

The  prairie  we  had  left  was  full  of  birds,  insects, 
flowers,  and  animals,  but  now  from  the  great  river 
and  the  scenery  all  about  there  issued  forth  something 
suggestive  of  silence  and  destiny.  In  the  west  rosy 
clouds  floated  like  scattered  wings  in  an  emerald  sky, 
while  on  the  Missouri  side  a  virgin  forest  shone  in  all 
the  russet  and  gold  of  a  western  autumn.  There  was 
something  bewildering  in  the  never-ending  flow  of  the 
silent  waters  from  unknown  sources  in  remote 
Minnesota  to  the  far-away  shores  of  the  Gulf  of 
Mexico,  primitive,  savage,  majestic  in  its  loneliness, 
laving  banks  of  islands  fringed  with  the  long  tresses 
of  willow  and  wild  grape,  through  what  seemed  to  me 
a  country  of  perpetual  adventure  and  romantic  change. 
With  its  noiseless,  stealthy  current,  and  in  harmony 
with  all  the  surroundings,  there  came  over  the  mind  a 
newly  awakened  sadness  like  that  produced  by  vague, 
faint  music  arriving  in  the  night. 

It  was  much  the  same  with  the  prairie,  with  the 
difference  that,  while  the  wind  moved  the  tall  grass 
in  wave-like  undulations,  here  a  vast  space  of  water 
was  moving  in  a  flat,  compact  body  without  waves,  in 
one  fixed  and  endless  direction,  and  all  the  hopes, 
fears,  and  affections  of  the  world  could  vanish  in  this 


188      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

current  towards  the  gulf  of  oblivion  and  leave  not  a 
memento  behind.  It  was  the  place  where  philosophers 
might  sit  and  ponder  on  the  mystery  of  time  and 
eternity. 

Down  a  few  miles  below,  to  the  south,  just  above 
the  mouth  of  the  Missouri,  there  was  an  island  covered 
with  foliage,  situated  in  mid-stream,  which  to  me  was 
a  place  full  of  mysterious  charm.  I  used  to  sit  gazing 
in  that  direction,  trying  to  imagine  how  things  looked 
in  the  wonderful  meeting-place  of  the  two  great  rivers. 
From  the  bluffs  back  of  the  town  I  could  see  for  miles, 
but  my  favourite  place  to  sit  was  just  above  our  house, 
on  the  outskirts,  looking  south,  with  nothing  to  mar 
the  wild,  primitive  charm  of  river  and  wood,  for  in 
this  spot  the  town  itself  was  invisible.  There  were 
days  when  I  sat  for  hours  on  this  bluff ;  the  supreme 
moments  came  with  the  passing  of  boats,  such  as  the 
War  Eagle,  the  City  of  Louisiana,  or  the  Post  Boy, 
down  the  Mississippi  in  full  mid-stream.  The  War 
Eagle  was  a  side-wheeler  plying  between  St.  Louis 
and  Keokuk,  the  Post  Boy  was  a  stern-wheeler  plying 
between  St.  Louis,  Alton,  and  towns  on  the  Illinois 
Eiver.  When  a  boat  made  the  return  journey  down 
stream  it  put  the  last  touch  of  enchantment  to  the 
face  of  the  waters.  It  filled  me  with  visions  of  distant 
worlds  as  it  skimmed  the  smooth  surface,  the  smoke 
from  the  chimneys  leaving  a  long,  scattered  trail,  the 
white  steam  puffing  out  of  the  'scape  pipes  in  rhythmic 
movement,  the  paddle-wheels  throwing  out  thick 
showers  as  the  beautiful  apparition  sped  like  a  dream 
southward.  Around  it  gathered  all  the  illusions 
natural  to  ignorance  and  inexperience.  It  departed 
down  the  river  like  some  vision  floating  away  on  the 


ALTON  AND  THE   MISSISSIPPI  189 

stream  of  adventure  into  regions  to  me  unknown  and 
unheard-of.  Other  boats  came  and  went,  each  with  a 
wild,  inarticulate  charm,  but  when  I  heard  the  long, 
low,  sonorous  whistle  of  some  new  and  strange  arrival 
the  effect  was  such  that  I  went  about  in  a  sort  of 
ecstasy  and  my  mouth  was  sealed  for  the  rest  of  that 
day. 

These  boat  whistles  were  musical  and  suggestive 
beyond  anything  I  have  ever  heard  since  ;  they  gave 
to  the  river  region  something  poetic  and  mystical ; 
they  were  the  voices  that  broke  the  silence  and 
haunted  the  shores  of  the  great  valley,  and  the  effect 
of  these  sounds  while  the  boat  loomed  slowly  up  the 
Mississippi  in  the  deepening  dusk  gave  me  a  frisson 
of  the  supernatural.  Out  of  what  curious  world  was 
the  boat  now  emerging  ?  From  what  land  of  adven- 
ture had  it  found  its  way  thus  far  ?  On  the  nights 
when  I  saw  the  fitful  lights  far  down  the  black  gulf 
and  heard  the  thrilling  sounds  of  whistle  and  puffing 
engines,  sleep  was  a  thing  not  to  be  thought  of,  and 
I  lay  awake  thinking  and  wondering. 

About  two  miles  from  the  town  there  was  a  place 
where  boys  used  to  band  together  to  "  go  in  swim- 
ming," and  in  this  spot  I  took  my  first  swimming 
lesson.  One  day  I  swam  a  little  too  far  from  the  bank 
and  found  it  hard  work  to  escape  from  the  powerful 
Mississippi  current.  Here  at  this  particular  spot  there 
was  a  delicious  shaded  creek  where  we  fished  for 
perch  and  bass,  and  farther  on,  in  the  woods,  we  went 
in  search  of  paw-paw  trees  and  came  across  flying 
squirrels,  strange  birds,  and  huge  flocks  of  wild 
pigeons.  These  were  the  woods  of  enchantment,  by 
the  borders  of  the  Father  of  Waters,  in  the  soft,  warm 


190  THE  VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

autumn  days  when  health  and  unadulterated  joy  made 
life  worth  living. 

Rafts  and  drift  logs  were  other  things  that  added 
romance  to  the  Mississippi,  the  raft  especially,  it  being 
an  object  that  floated  without  emitting  any  sound.  It 
looked  frail  and  phantomesque,  in  keeping  with  the 
strange  shores  and  virgin  forests,  the  people  handling 
it  giving  the  impression  of  men  arriving  from  some 
shipwreck  on  distant  seas. 

Alton  gave  me  hundreds  of  new  sensations,  but  the 
town  itself  did  not  interest  me  so  much  as  the  boats 
at  landing-time,  the  heaving  of  the  big  gang-plank  by 
bands  of  black,  burly  negroes,  the  fearful  oaths  of  the 
semi-savage  mates  of  the  genus  slave-driver,  beings  of 
a  class  apart,  whole  continents  of  civilisation  sepa- 
rating them  and  us,  the  bustle  and  hurry  of  passengers 
coming  off  or  going  on,  the  timid,  languorous  air  of 
some  of  the  country  people  with  heavy  carpet-bags, 
the  sharp,  keen  faces  of  old-timers  and  professional 
gamblers,  the  interminable  line  of  negro  boat-hands, 
coming  and  going  like  great  black  bumble-bees  from 
a  floating  hive  which  emitted  steam  and  smelt  of  tar 
and  spices,  the  profoundly  suggestive  air  of  cosmo- 
politanism whiffed  out  from  the  deck  in  bales  of 
cotton,  barrels  of  sugar,  rum,  molasses,  tobacco,  and 
sacks  of  grain  that  made  the  stoutest  negroes  stagger 
like  drunken  men,  a  fresh  volley  of  curses  smiting 
them  when  they  appeared  about  to  fall — all  this  filled 
me  with  amazement.  I  held  my  breath  the  first  time 
I  heard  the  mate  hurl  volley  after  volley  of  oaths  at 
the  perspiring  negroes,  hustling  helter-skelter  to  get 
the  work  done  within  a  given  time.  I  saw  the  black 
man  actually  at  work.  Hundreds  of  times  then,  and 


ALTON  AND  THE   MISSISSIPPI  191 

later,  on  the  levee  at  St.  Louis,  I  stood  and  watched 
these  black  deck-hands,  and  singling  out  someone 
weaker  than  the  others  I  wondered  how  he  would 
manage  to  carry  his  load  up  or  down  the  gang-plank. 

One  day  a  group  of  idle  negroes  were  standing 
watching  the  departure  of  the  War  Eagle,  when  I 
overheard  some  observations  touching  the  profession 
of  a  Mississippi  mate. 

"Don'  you  set  dar  en  talk  te  me  'bout  dat  War 
Eagle  mate  bein'  'tickler,"  said  the  oldest  of  the 
negroes.  "  You's  too  young  yit ;  wait  till  you  git  on 
one  o'  dem  boats  w'at  goes  furder  down  de  ribber  en 
den  you  likely  see  summin  w'at  make  you  'member 
dar's  a  debble  w'at  hold  a  mo'gage  on  po'  weak  niggers. 
If  you  'low  dis  mate  am  full  o'  p'izen  don'  you  nebber 
go  'way  fr'm  heah ;  if  yo'  shanks  am  ekil  te  ca'y'in'  a 
load  up  dat  gang-plank  'thout  stoppin'  de  bref  in  yo' 
wind-pipe  den  I  say  keep  on  right  whar  you  is.  Talk 
te  me  'bout  cussin' !  You  ain't  nebber  heerd  none 
yit  1  Dat  mate  down  on  the  Belle  6*  Memphis  he  fling 
a  tail  o'  brimstone  behin'  dem  niggers  w'at  fill  de  air 
wid  blue  sparks,  dat  he  do,  en  one  o'  de  hands  he  fin' 
it  so  hot  on  de  gang-plank  he  topple  ober  in  the  ribber 
te  cool  hisself  off ;  yes,  sah,  he  topple  ober  jes'  te 
'scape  de  red-hot  cussin'  o'  dat  mate.  Nudder  time 
one  o'  de  hands  he  'low  he  gettin'  de  rumatiz  in  his 
shoulder-blade,  en  'low  he  'bliged  te  stop  ca'y'in' 
barrels  en  passels  on  his  back,  but  fust  thing  he  know 
he  fin'  hisself  comin'  up  de  gang-plank  on  de  Belle  0' 
Memphis  mos'  doubled  up  under  one  o'  dem  big  loads, 
en  he  'gin  to  puff  en  blow,  en  right  dar  de  mate  he 
broke  loose  en  he  'gin  te  let  off  steam,  en  he  cussed 
dat  tremblin'  nigger  till  de  rumatiz  fin'  it  'greeable 


192      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

te  change  fr'm  de  upper  story  te  de  heels,  en  dat  ole 
nigger  don'  nebber  feel  it  no  mo'  in  de  shouldah- 
j'ints.  Yes,  sah,  you  heah  me  ! " 

The  buildings  and  stores  of  Alton  and  the  general 
aspect  of  the  whole  place  impressed  me  with  a  sense 
of  age.  There  was  about  it  something  mature,  settled, 
old-fashioned;  but  I  discovered  many  years  later  that  all 
the  river  towns  were  dreamy  and  sleepy  except  those 
in  the  far  north. 

Here  I  went  to  the  public  school,  but  I  cannot 
remember  having  learnt  a  single  thing  worth  knowing 
except  perhaps  Longfellow's  "  Psalm  of  Life,"  which 
the  whole  school,  boys  and  girls,  repeated  in  chorus 
every  morning  at  the  opening.  This  was  a  "  Yankee  " 
school,  the  principal,  Mrs.  Lee,  and  the  class-room 
teacher,  Mrs.  Crane,  being  from  New  England.  One 
old  saw  out  of  the  geography  I  remember  to  this 
day  :  when  Mrs.  Lee  put  the  question  to  the  brightest 
girl  in  the  school,  "  What  did  the  Mexican  soldiers 
do  when  they  first  heard  the  sound  of  the  American 
cannons?"  she  gave  her  golden  curls  a  shake  and 
bawled  out  the  answer  :  "  They  thought  it  was  thunder 
and  lightning  and  fled  from  them." 

Her  name  was  Eosa  Coffin ;  and  the  name,  her 
fearless  manner,  her  smartness,  and  the  Mexican  war, 
all  combined  to  stamp  this  little  incident  on  my 
memory. 

Going  to  this  school  must  have  been  part  of  the 
great  sub-conscious  scheme  of  romance  in  my  life  ;  it 
had  to  be.  It  was  a  pleasant  waste  of  time.  What 
I  enjoyed  most  about  it  was  the  sight  of  hundreds  of 
swallows  or  martins  inhabiting  holes  in  the  banks  of 
the  new  street  cut  through  the  hill  over  which  I  had 


ALTON  AND  THE   MISSISSIPPI  193 

to  pass  before  I  could  reach  the  school-house.     This 
was  to  me  a  never-ending  charm. 

In  Alton  my  parents  were  communicants  at  Christ 
Church  Episcopal.  The  service  was  to  me  very  curious 
and  solemn,  the  severe  face  of  the  bearded  rector,  Dr. 
MacMasters,  exactly  fitting  the  rough  stone  walls  of 
the  church  and  the  dim  sepulchral  atmosphere  of  the 
edifice  within.  My  parents  sometimes  went  to  hear 
Dr.  Taylor  preach  at  the  Presbyterian  Church,  and 
here  I  heard  a  new  set  of  hymns,  but  to  my  thinking 
—and  I  think  so  still — they  lacked  the  sentiment, 
originality,  and  simplicity  of  the  old  Methodist  hymns 
of  the  prairie.  The  fact  is  this  Alton  and  everything 
in  it  was  a  chip  off  the  old  block  of  New  England  and 
European  conventions.  Looking  back  at  it  now,  I 
cannot  see  any  difference  between  it  and  Boston  or 
London,  excepting  in  size  and  geographical  situation. 

We  were  living  in  a  large  old  house  on  the  southern 
outskirts  which  had  once  been  occupied  by  nuns  who 
had  a  private  school  there.  It  faced  the  great  high- 
road leading  out  into  the  prairies,  and  we  could  see 
from  the  windows  the  wagons  and  buggies  arriving 
from  the  country  far  beyond.  This  residence  was 
the  halfway  house  between  the  Log-House  and  the 
one  we  were  to  occupy  in  St.  Louis ;  and  it  was  for 
me  well  that  it  was  so,  for  in  this  way  the  change  from 
the  open  prairie  to  the  cosmopolitan  metropolis  of 
Missouri  was  made  gradually. 

One  day  our  attention  was  attracted  to  the  number 
of  people  coming  down  the  hill  in  wagons  and  on 
horseback,  and  while  watching  them  two  figures  that 
looked  familiar  approached,  jogging  along  on  steeds 
that  looked  tired.  The  men  had  about  them  something 

v.s.  o 


194      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

odd,  almost  fantastic.  As  they  passed  the  house 
we  recognised  Azariah  James  and  Elihu  Gest.  In 
less  than  half-an-hour  along  came  Isaac  Snedeker, 
then  other  familiar  faces.  But  what  did  it  mean  ? 
All  the  old  outspoken  Abolitionists  from  up-country, 
with  some  of  the  Pro-Slavery  people,  were  filing  past. 
When  my  father  was  asked  what  was  the  matter,  he 
only  said  :  "  To-morrow  is  the  great  day  !  " 


CHAPTER  XVI 

ABRAHAM   LINCOLN 

IT  was  the  15th  day  of  October,  1858.  Crowds 
were  pouring  into  Alton.  For  some  days  people  had 
been  arriving  by  the  steam-packets  from  up  and 
down  the  river,  the  up -boats  from  St.  Louis,  bringing 
visitors  with  long,  black  hair,  goatees,  and  stolid,  Indian- 
like  faces,  slave-owners  and  slave-dealers,  from  the 
human  marts  of  Missouri  and  Kentucky ;  the  northern 
visitors  arriving  by  boat  or  rail,  Abolitionists  and 
Eepublicans,  with  a  cast  of  features  distinctly  different 
from  the  types  coming  from  the  south. 

They  came  from  villages,  townships,  the  prairies, 
from  all  the  adjoining  counties,  from  across  the 
Mississippi,  from  far-away  cities,  from  representative 
societies  north  and  south,  from  congressional  com- 
mittees in  the  east,  from  leading  journals  of  all  political 
parties,  and  from  every  religious  denomination  within 
hundreds  of  miles,  filling  the  broad  space  in  front  of 
the  Town  Hall,  eager  to  see  and  hear  the  now  famous 
debaters — the  popular  Stephen  A.  Douglas,  United 
States  Senator,  nicknamed  the  "Little  Giant,"  and  plain 
Abraham  Lincoln,  nicknamed  the  "  Rail- Splitter." 

The  great  debate  had  begun  on  the  21st  of  August 
at  another  town,  and  to-day  the  long-discussed  subject 
would  be  brought  to  a  close.  Douglas  stood  for  the 
doctrine  that  slavery  was  nationalised  by  the  Consti- 
tution, that  Congress  had  no  authority  to  prevent  its 

o  2 


196      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

introduction  in  the  new  Territories  like  "Kansas  and 
Nebraska,  and  that  the  people  of  each  Sta!:e  TO  aid 
alone  decide  whether  they  should  be  slave  States  or 
free.  Lincoln  opposed  the  introduction  of  slavery 
into  the  new  Territories. 

On  this  memorable  day  the  "  irrepressible  conflict  " 
predicted  by  Seward  actually  began,  and  it  was  bruited 
about  that  Lincoln  would  be  mobbed  or  assassinated 
if  he  repeated  here  the  words  he  used  in  some  of  his 
speeches  delivered  in  the  northern  part  of  the  State. 
From  the  surging  sea  of  faces  thousands  of  anxious 
eyes  gazed  upward  at  the  group  of  politicians  on  the 
balcony  like  wrecked  mariners  scanning  the  horizon 
for  the  smallest  sign  of  a  white  sail  of  hope. 

This  final  debate  resembled  a  duel  between  two 
men-of-war,  the  pick  of  a  great  fleet,  all  but  these 
two  sunk  or  abandoned  in  other  waters,  facing  each 
other  in  the  open,  the  Little  Giant  hurling  at  his 
opponent,  from  his  flagship  of  slavery,  the  deadliest 
missiles,  Lincoln  calmly  waiting  to  sink  his  antagonist 
by  one  simple  broadsider.  Alton  had  seen  nothing 
so  exciting  since  the  assassination  of  Lovejoy,  the 
fearless  Abolitionist,  many  years  before. 

In  the  earlier  discussions  Douglas  seemed  to  have 
the  advantage.  A  past-master  in  tact  and  audacity, 
skilled  in  the  art  of  rhetorical  skirmishing,  he  had 
no  equal  on  the  "  stump,"  while  in  the  Senate  he 
was  feared  by  the  most  brilliant  debaters  for  his 
ready  wit  and  his  dashing  eloquence. 

Eegarded  in  the  light  of  historical  experience, 
reasoned  about  in  the  light  of  spiritual  reality,  and 
from  the  point  of  view  that  nothing  can  happen  by 
chance,  it  seems  as  if  Lincoln  and  Douglas  were 


ABRAHAM  LINCOLN  197 

predestined  to  meet  side  by  side  in  this  discussion,  and 
unless  I  dwell  in  detail  on  the  mental  and  physical 
contrast  the  speakers  presented  it  would  be  impossible 
to  give  an  adequate  idea  of  the  startling  difference  in 
the  two  temperaments :  Douglas — short,  plump,  and 
petulant ;  Lincoln — long,  gaunt,  and  self-possessed ; 
the  one  white-haired  and  florid,  the  other  black-haired 
and  swarthy  ;  the  one  educated  and  polished,  the  other 
unlettered  and  primitive.  Douglas  had  the  assurance 
of  a  man  of  authority,  Lincoln  had  moments  of  deep 
mental  depression,  often  bordering  on  melancholy,  yet 
controlled  by  a  fixed,  and,  I  may  say,  predestined  will, 
for  it  can  no  longer  be  doubted  that  without  the 
marvellous  blend  of  humour  and  stolid  patience  so  con- 
spicuous in  his  character,  Lincoln's  genius  would  have 
turned  to  madness  after  the  defeat  of  the  Northern 
Army  at  Bull-Bun,  and  the  world  would  have  had 
something  like  a  repetition  of  Napoleon's  fate  after  the 
burning  of  Moscow.  Lincoln's  humour  was  the  balance- 
pole  of  his  genius  that  enabled  him  to  cross  the  most 
giddy  heights  without  losing  his  head.  Judge  Douglas 
opened  the  debate  in  a  sonorous  voice  plainly  heard 
throughout  the  assembly,  and  with  a  look  of  mingled 
defiance  and  confidence  he  marshalled  his  facts  and 
deduced  his  arguments.  To  the  vigour  of  his  attack 
there  was  added  the  prestige  of  the  Senate  Chamber, 
and  for  some  moments  it  looked  as  if  he  would  carry 
the  majority  with  him,  a  large  portion  of  the  crowd 
being  Pro -Slavery  men,  while  many  others  were  "  on 
the  fence  "  waiting  to  be  persuaded. 

At  last,  after  a  great  oratorical  effort,  he  brought  his 
speech  to  a  close  amidst  the  shouts  and  yells  of 
thousands  of  admirers. 


198      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

And  now  Abraham  Lincoln,  the  man  who,  in  1830, 
undertook  to  split  for  Mrs.  Nancy  Miller  four  hundred 
rails  for  every  yard  of  brown  jean  dyed  with  walnut 
bark  that  would  be  required  to  make  him  a  pair  of 
trousers,  the  flat  boatman,  local  stump-speaker  and 
country  lawyer,  rose  from  his  seat,  stretched  his  long 
bony  limbs  upward  as  if  to  get  them  into  working 
order,  and  stood  like  some  solitary  pine  on  a  lonely 
summit,  very  tall,  very  dark,  very  gaunt,  and  very 
rugged,  his  swarthy  features  stamped  with  a  sad 
serenity,  and  the  instant  he  began  to  speak  the 
ungainly  mouth  lost  its  heaviness,  the  half-listless 
eyes  attained  a  wondrous  power,  and  the  people  stood 
bewildered  and  breathless  under  the  natural  magic  of 
the  strangest,  most  original  personality  known  to  the 
English- speaking  world  since  Robert  Burns.  There 
were  other  very  tall  and  dark  men  in  the  heterogeneous 
assembly,  but  not  one  who  resembled  the  speaker. 
Every  movement  of  his  long,  muscular  frame  denoted 
inflexible  earnestness,  and  a  something  issued  forth, 
elemental  and  mystical,  that  told  what  the  man  had 
been,  what  he  was,  and  what  he  would  do  in  the  future. 
There  were  moments  when  he  seemed  all  legs  and  feet, 
and  again  he  appeared  all  head  and  neck ;  yet  every 
look  of  the  deep-set  eyes,  every  movement  of  the 
prominent  jaw,  every  wave  of  the  hard-gripping  hand, 
produced  an  impression,  and  before  he  had  spoken 
twenty  minutes  the  conviction  took  possession  of 
thousands  that  here  was  the  prophetic  man  of  the 
present  and  the  political  saviour  of  the  future.  Judges 
of  human  nature  saw  at  a  glance  that  a  man  so 
ungainly,  so  natural,  so  earnest,  and  so  forcible,  had  no 
place  in  his  mental  economy  for  the  thing  called  vanity. 


ABKAHAM  LINCOLN  199 

Douglas  had  been  theatrical  and  scholarly,  but  this 
tall,  homely  man  was  creating  by  his  very  looks  what 
the  brilliant  lawyer  and  experienced  Senator  had  failed 
to  make  people  see  and  feel.  The  Little  Giant  had 
assumed  striking  attitudes,  played  tricks  with  his 
flowing  white  hair,  mimicking  the  airs  of  authority 
with  patronising  allusions;  but  these  affectations, 
usually  so  effective  when  he  addressed  an  audience 
alone,  went  for  nothing  when  brought  face  to  face 
with  realities.  Lincoln  had  no  genius  for  gesture  and 
no  desire  to  produce  a  sensation.  The  failure  of 
Senator  Douglas  to  bring  conviction  to  critical  minds 
was  caused  by  three  things :  a  lack  of  logical  sequence 
in  argument,  a  lack  of  intuitional  judgment,  and  a 
vanity  that  was  caused  by  too  much  intellect  and  too 
little  heart.  Douglas  had  been  arrogant  and  vehement, 
Lincoln  was  now  logical  and  penetrating.  The  Little 
Giant  was  a  living  picture  of  ostentatious  vanity ; 
from  every  feature  of  Lincoln's  face  there  radiated 
the  calm,  inherent  strength  that  always  accompanies 
power.  He  relied  on  no  props.  With  a  pride  suffi- 
cient to  protect  his  mind  and  a  will  sufficient  to  defend 
his  body,  he  drank  water  when  Douglas,  with  all  his 
wit  and  rhetoric,  could  begin  or  end  nothing  without 
stimulants.  Here,  then,  was  one  man  out  of  all  the 
millions  who  believed  in  himself,  who  did  not  consult 
with  others  about  what  to  say,  who  never  for  a  moment 
respected  the  opinion  of  men  who  preached  a  lie.  My 
old  friend,  Don  Piatt,  in  his  personal  impressions  of 
Lincoln,  whom  he  knew  well  and  greatly  esteemed, 
declares  him  to  be  the  homeliest  man  he  ever  saw  ;  but 
serene  confidence  and  self -poise  can  never  be  ugly. 
What  thrilled  the  people  who  stood  before  Abraham 


200      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

Lincoln  on  that  day  was  the  sight  of  a  being  who,  in 
all  his  actions  and  habits,  resembled  themselves, 
gentle  as  he  was  strong,  fearless  as  he  was  honest, 
who  towered  above  them  all  in  that  psychic  radiance 
that  penetrates  in  some  mysterious  way  every  fibre  of 
the  hearer  s  consciousness. 

The  enthusiasm  created  by  Douglas  was  wrought 
out  of  smart  epigram  thrusts  and  a  facile  superficial 
eloquence.  He  was  a  match  for  the  politicians  born 
within  the  confines  of  his  own  intellectual  circle  : 
witty,  brilliant,  cunning  and  shallow,  his  weight  in 
the  political  balance  was  purely  materialistic  ;  his 
scales  of  justice  tipped  to  the  side  of  cotton,  slavery 
and  popular  passions,  while  the  man  who  faced  him 
now  brought  to  the  assembly  cold  logic  in  place  of  wit, 
frankness  in  place  of  cunning,  reasoned  will  and  judg- 
ment in  place  of  chicanery  and  sophistry.  Lincoln's 
presence  infused  into  the  mixed  and  uncertain  throng 
something  spiritual  and  supernormal.  His  looks,  his 
words,  his  voice,  his  attitude  were  like  a  magical  essence 
dropped  into  the  seething  cauldron  of  politics,  reacting 
against  the  foam,  calming  the  surface  and  letting  the 
people  see  to  the  bottom.  It  did  not  take  him  long. 

"  Is  it  not  a  false  statesmanship,"  he  asked,  "  that 
undertakes  to  build  up  a  system  of  policy  upon  the 
basis  of  caring  nothing  about  the  very  thing  that  every- 
body does  care  the  most  about  ?  Judge  Douglas  may 
say  he  cares  not  whether  slavery  is  voted  up  or  down, 
but  he  must  have  a  choice  between  a  right  thing  and 
a  wrong  thing.  He  contends  that  whatever  community 
wants  slaves  has  a  right  to  have  them.  So  they  have, 
if  it  is  not  a  wrong ;  but  if  it  is  a  wrong  he  cannot  say 
people  have  a  right  to  do  wrong.  He  says  that  upon 


ABEAHAM  LINCOLN  ,       201 

the  score  of  equality  slaves  should  be  allowed  to  go 
into  a  new  Territory  like  other  property.  This  is 
strictly  logical  if  there  is  no  difference  between  it  and 
other  property.  If  it  and  other  property  are  equal  his 
argument  is  entirely  logical ;  but  if  you  insist  that  one 
is  wrong  and  the  other  right  there  is  no  use  to  institute 
a  comparison  between  right  and  wrong/* 

This  was  the  broadsider.  The  great  duel  on  the 
high  seas  of  politics  was  over.  The  Douglas  ship  of 
State  Sovereignty  was  sinking.  The  debate  was  a 
triumph  that  would  send  Lincoln  to  Washington  as 
President  in  a  little  more  than  two  years  from  that  date. 

People  were  fascinated  by  the  gaunt  figure,  in  long, 
loose  garments,  that  seemed  like  a  "huge  skeleton  in 
clothes,"  attracted  by  the  homely  face,  and  mystified, 
yet  proud  of  the  fact  that  a  simple  denizen  of  their 
own  soil  should  wield  so  much  power. 

When  Lincoln  sat  down  Douglas  made  one  last 
feeble  attempt  at  an  answer  ;  but  Lincoln,  in  reply  to 
a  spectator  who  manifested  some  apprehension  as  to 
the  outcome,  rose,  and  spreading  out  his  great  arms 
at  full  length,  like  a  condor  about  to  take  wing, 
exclaimed,  with  humorous  indifference,  "  Oh  !  let  him 
go  it !  "  These  were  the  last  words  he  uttered  in  the 
greatest  debate  of  the  ante-bellum  days. 

The  victor  bundled  up  his  papers  and  withdrew,  the 
assembly  shouting,  "  Hurrah  for  Abe  Lincoln  as  next 
President!"  "  Bully  for  old  Abe!"  "Lincoln  for 
ever  !  "  etc.,  etc.  Excited  crowds  followed  him  about, 
reporters  caught  his  slightest  word,  and  by  night  time 
the  bar-rooms,  hotels,  street  corners  and  prominent 
stores  were  filled  with  his  admirers,  fairly  intoxicated 
with  the  exciting  triumph  of  the  day. 


CHAPTER    XVII 

ST.    LOUIS  :    SOCIETY   AND   THE    CHURCHES. 

IN  the  late  autumn  of  1859  we  were  settled  in 
St.  Louis,  and  for  me,  at  least,  the  real  stress  and 
movement  of  life  began. 

Alton,  as  I  said  before,  was  the  halfway  house 
between  the  open  prairie  and  the  cosmopolitan  city  on 
the  Mississippi,  the  great  Emporium  of  the  West,  as 
it  was  called  at  that  time.  The  weather  was  cold  and 
gloomy,  the  air  full  of  smoke,  the  houses  old  and 
dingy  ;  there  was  not  the  faintest  suggestion  of  any- 
thing bright  or  cheerful. 

St.  Louis  looked  old,  perhaps,  because  its  spirit  was 
old  ;  its  character  was  fixed,  like  that  of  a  person  long 
used  to  fixed  modes  and  habits,  conventional  and  con- 
tented. There  was  no  hurrying  and  bustling.  Things 
had  always  progressed  slowly  because  of  the  atmo- 
sphere of  southern  lethargy  and  luxury,  the  ease  and 
nonchalance  in  which  so  many  of  the  ruling  classes  of 
St.  Louis  had  been  born  and  bred.  Without  slavery 
the  city  would  have  worn  a  very  different  aspect. 

Society  in  St.  Louis  was  the  outcome  of  two  things: 
the  institution  of  slavery,  and  the  fact  that  the 
majority  of  the  leading  citizens  were  church-going 
Episcopalians  ;  yet  it  required  all  sorts  and  conditions 
of  people  to  compose  a  cosmopolitan  city,  and  St. 
Louis  had  them — thousands  of  free-thinking  Germans 
opposed  to  thousands  of  German  Catholics ;  thousands 


ST.  LOUIS:  SOCIETY  AND  THE  CHUKCHES    203 

of  Irish,  almost  to  a  man  faithful  Catholics ;  the 
descendants  of  old  French  families  from  Louisiana, 
mostly  Catholics;  Scotch  and  American  Presby- 
terians, Unitarians,  Congregationalists,  but  not  many 
Methodists. 

In  the  commercial  world  the  Yankees  ruled ;  but 
the  old,  slow,  languid,  proud,  hospitable  founders  of 
St.  Louis,  and  its  social  leaders,  were  the  owners  of 
slaves,  and  they  formed  the  majority  of  the  members 
of  the  Episcopal  Church. 

In  St.  Louis  this  church  was  at  the  head  of  fashion, 
and  social  exclusiveness  and  the  code  of  honour  was 
that  of  Virginia,  Maryland,  Kentucky,  and  the  Far 
South.  The  Europeans  who  emigrated  to  America  at 
that  time  could  not  grasp  the  facts  in  relation  to  this 
proud,  aristocratic  class.  It  was  slavery  that  came  as 
a  barrier.  People  from  the  Eastern  States,  as  well  as 
people  from  Europe,  had  white  servants ;  the  old  St. 
Louisians  were  never  served  by  white  people.  Yet  all 
went  well  in  society  as  a  whole.  The  Germans  lived 
apart,  principally  in  the  northern  and  southern 
portions  of  the  city ;  the  French  kept  to  their  old 
customs  and  traditions;  the  Irish,  as  a  class,  lived 
apart,  and  in  case  of  illness  they  would  send  for  a 
doctor  who  was  an  Irishman. 

My  parents  became  communicants  of  Trinity 
Episcopal  Church  in  Washington  Avenue.  The 
different  churches  in  St.  Louis  were  to  me  like 
different  people.  I  studied  them  as  I  would  a  rare 
flower  or  a  curious  picture.  Our  Sundays  were 
portioned  off  as  follows :  At  nine  in  the  morning  I 
went  with  my  eldest  sister  to  Sunday-school  at 
Trinity,  where  she  had  a  class  of  very  young  people, 


204      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

and  where  I  sat  under  Henry  Simons,  a  young  man 
who,  later,  became  a  wealthy  and  influential  citizen, 
and  who,  for  all  I  know,  may  be  still  living.  As  soon 
as  Sunday-school  was  over  the  church  began  to  fill  for 
the  morning  service.  At  one  o'clock  we  went  home 
for  a  cold  luncheon,  my  mother  permitting  no  cooking 
to  be  done  on  Sunday,  after  which  I  started  again 
with  my  sister  to  attend  an  afternoon  school  at  Dr. 
Anderson's  Presbyterian  Church,  on  Sixth  and  Locust 
Streets.  My  sister  taught  another  class  here,  and  no 
sooner  was  this  school  over  than  we  hurried  away  to 
the  south-western  part  of  the  town  for  another  Sunday- 
school  at  a  Presbyterian  Church  where  Mr.  Wood  was 
the  leader. 

We  had  only  time  to  return  to  the  house  for  another 
cold  meal,  when  again  we  set  out  for  Trinity  Church, 
my  parents  always  attending  both  morning  and 
evening  services  to  hear  Dr.  Hutchinson  preach  in  his 
simple  way,  without  a  gesture,  without  an  idea, 
without  the  faintest  suggestion  of  any  deep  emotion 
or  reviving  influence.  The  old  order  might  have  gone 
on  till  the  present  for  all  that  this  good  man's  sermons 
did  to  change  anyone  or  anything.  As  I  remember 
it,  the  congregation  here  was  typically  exclusive  and 
conventional ;  ceremonious  to  the  point  of  bowing 
with  extreme  deference  and  courtly  politeness  when  a 
lady  was  being  ushered  to  a  seat  in  the  softly-cushioned 
pews,  the  congregation  rising  and  sitting  down  like  a 
company  of  well- drilled  soldiers,  no  one  turning  to 
look  about,  no  sensational  incident  ever  occurring  to 
mar  the  unity  of  the  whole. 

Three  persons  in  this  congregation  stand  out  clearly 
defined  to  my  vision,  even  at  this  distance  :  there  was 


ST.  LOUIS:  SOCIETY  AND  THE  CHURCHES     205 

a  young  man  named  William  H.  Thompson,  the  head 
of  Trinity  Sunday-school,  who,  elegant  in  his  dress, 
manner,  and  figure,  used  to  bow  his  beautiful  wife 
into  her  pew  as  if  she  had  been  a  royal  princess 
attending  some  formal  Court  function ;  there  was  a 
distinguished  citizen  named  D.  A.  January,  tall,  stiff- 
necked,  with  an  eagle  eye  and  a  powerful  head,  he, 
too,  conducting  a  beautiful  wife  to  her  pew  with  a 
courtly,  imperious  air ;  and  my  father,  towering  some 
inches  above  the  tallest,  the  most  imposing  of  them 
all,  as  straight  as  a  statue,  inflexible  as  a  steel  rod. 

It  would  seem  that  such  an  assembly  were  destined 
to  sit  Sunday  after  Sunday  without  a  thrill  of  emotion, 
but  there  were  moments  during  the  service  when 
music  came  to  make  up  for  the  lack  of  eloquence  and 
power  in  the  preaching.  Yes,  we  had  music  !  And, 
of  all  things  in  the  world,  operatic  music.  We  sat 
under  the  spell  of  a  paid  choir  ;  we  were  charmed  by 
the  incomparable  voice  of  the  gifted  Annie  Dean,  and 
there  were  times  when  the  listeners  must  have  lost 
sight  of  rector,  pulpit,  vestments,  everything,  in  the 
delightful  sensations  produced  by  the  four  gifted 
singers  of  this  choir.  Nor  was  this  all  the  sensation 
Sunday  had  to  offer.  If  inside  the  church  the  ear 
was  charmed  with  lovely  voices,  outside,  when  the 
congregation  was  dismissed,  there  was  a  feast  for  the 
eyes  in  the  lovely  faces  of  the  women,  dressed  in  the 
latest  Parisian  fashions.  All  the  churches  were  full 
on  a  Sunday,  and  when  the  people  streamed  out,  long, 
stately  lines  of  beauty  passed  through  the  central  part 
of  the  town  ;  and  as  we  came  to  Pine  Street  we  met 
the  major  portion  of  St.  George's  congregation  coming 
up  the  street,  and  these  intermingling  with  people 


206  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

from  Christ's  Church,  made  the  streets  glow  with 
delicate  colours  and  that  southern  type  of  beauty  that 
made  St.  Louis  famous  long  before  the  great  War  of 
Secession. 

Well  do  I  remember  one  Sunday  in  1860,  when  the 
soft  airs  of  an  early  spring  wandered  up  from  the 
west,  transforming  the  streets,  the  people,  their  looks, 
their  dress,  while,  bathed  in  limpid  sunshine,  the 
brilliant  procession  from  the  churches  filled  the  streets; 
and  from  the  throng  of  elegant  women  there  came 
now  and  again  a  passing  whiff  from  the  orange -groves 
of  Louisiana ;  and  from  old  family  prayer-books  with 
golden  clasps,  saturated  with  the  faint  odour  of  old 
rose-leaves,  there  emanated  an  overpowering  sense  of 
the  frailty  of  wealth,  the  inutility  of  fashion,  the 
fatality  of  beauty,  \*hich  in  some  mysterious  manner 
came  with  a  presentiment  of  languid  decay  and 
predestined  calamity.  It  was  a  delightful  promenade 
around  a  paradise  of  ease  and  contentment,  where 
luxurious  growths  hid  the  vapours  of  the  volcano 
under  their  feet.  In  what  state  of  mind  would  aristo- 
cratic St.  Louis  find  itself  in  another  year  ?  In  the 
meantime  I  saw  and  heard  all  I  could  without  asking 
any  questions  of  anyone. 

First,  I  had  a  deep  desire  to  see  the  inside  of  that, 
to  me,  solemn  and  mystical  edifice  that  stands  on 
Ninth  Street,  near  Washington  Avenue.  How  many 
times  I  had  passed  its  great,  bulky  doors  without 
going  in  !  How  calm  and  sleepy  it  stood  in  the  hot 
summer  days,  how  dark  and  gloomy  when  the  days 
were  cold  and  smoke  hung  over  the  town ;  but  my 
souvenirs  of  old  St.  Louis  are  of  warm,  genial  airs, 
of  long,  dreamy  springs  and  splendid  autumns ;  and 


ST.  LOUIS:  SOCIETY  AND  THE  CHURCHES    207 

amidst  the  tranquil  hush  of  all  that  neighbourhood 
the  old  Jesuit  Church  of  St.  Xavier  stood  like  a  block 
removed  from  the  Mexico  of  Montezuma,  plunged  in 
the  shadows  of  a  mystical  something  which  I  could 
not  fathom.  It  had  an  aspect  all  its  own.  Beside  it 
all  the  other  churches  looked  very  modern  and  very 
simple.  It  faced  the  street  without  any  architectural 
pretension,  as  if  to  say,  "  My  power  is  within ;  on  my 
facade  is  the  alphabet;  within  you  will  find  the 
language,  the  music,  the  myrrh,  and  the  mystery !  " 
It  had  the  quality  and  illusion  of  very  old  lace  once 
worn  by  grandees  at  great  Courts,  and  handed  down 
from  princes  to  personalities,  and  from  personalities 
to  humble  priests.  It  was  placid  as  a  still,  deep  lake 
shut  in  by  mountains,  and  all  about  it  there  was  an 
air  that  seemed  to  say,  "  Nothing  matters  ;  the  world 
is  a  shadow." 

The  bells  of  St.  Xavier  sounded  like  no  other  bells 
in  old  St.  Louis.  I  could  hear  them  distinctly  where 
we  lived ;  and  I  remember  three,  the  far-reaching 
boom  of  the  deeper  bell  carrying  with  it  a  suggestion 
of  peremptory  mournfulness,  an  impression  of  some- 
thing fixed  and  permanent  in  a  city  of  fleeting 
illusions. 

At  last,  one  day  early  in  that  fatal  year  of  1861,  I 
was  sauntering  by  the  church  when  my  attention  was 
directed  to  the  crowds  hurrying  towards  its  doors. 
All  ages  and  conditions  of  people  were  represented 
in  the  gathering,  with  hardly  a  glimmer  of  fashion 
visible,  the  people  mostly  of  the  humbler  classes, 
emigrants  from  the  old  country,  still  moved  by  the 
memories  of  tragic  scenes,  women  in  black,  women 
with  pale,  pinched  faces,  haunted  yet  by  the  hunger 


208      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

and  the  horror  of  the  Irish  famine,  mounting  the 
church  steps  as  if  to  a  Calvary  of  devotion,  all  bodily 
fatigue  forgotten  for  the  moment.  Such  were  the 
people  I  saw  pouring  through  the  doors  of  the  leading 
Jesuit  Church  of  North  America.  I  stood  and  gazed 
at  all  these  earnest,  wistful  faces,  and  half-an-hour 
must  have  elapsed  before  the  impulse  seized  me  to 
pass  the  threshold  of  the  mysterious  edifice  and  see 
and  hear  for  myself.  I  slipped  in,  holding  my  breath 
for  fear  someone  would  ask  me  what  I  was  doing 
there,  and  I  was  gradually  pushed  forward  by  the 
ever- increasing  masses  of  worshippers  until  I  stood 
in  a  throng  nearly  halfway  up  the  left  aisle.  Absent 
were  the  tall,  graceful  lilies,  the  wandering  whiffs 
from  pressed  rose-leaves  of  the  ultra-refined  wor- 
shippers of  Trinity ;  absent  the  conventional  dignity 
and  pomp  of  wealth,  and  in  their  places  appeared  the 
inviolable  sorrows  of  deep  and  prolonged  tribulation, 
the  voiceless  gestures  of  the  weary  in  exile,  the  sombre 
hues,  deepened  by  the  pervading  gloom  of  the  massive 
church,  and  the  dusky  faces  of  negro  worshippers 
scattered  through  the  assembly  like  black  beads  on  a 
pall  of  mourning. 

All  the  pews  in  the  galleries  and  in  the  main  body 
of  the  church  were  filled,  the  aisles  were  filled,  a 
crowd  stood  packed  under  the  choir.  I  felt  as  if  some 
unseen  presence  was  about  to  descend  on  the  altar, 
and  all  at  once  I  was  startled  by  a  peal  from  the  organ 
and  choir,  and  a  procession  of  priests  entered  the 
chancel. 

There  was  a  maze  of  soft,  flickering  lights  and 
glistening  vestments,  and  I  thought  of  the  contrast 
between  this  and  the  scene  of  the  camp-meeting  ;  and 


ST.  LOUIS:  SOCIETY  AND  THE  CHUKCHES    209 

although  Trinity  Church  was  only  two  blocks  distant, 
what  a  contrast  between  the  service  there  and  this 
ceremony  at  St.  Xavier's !  I  was  in  another  world. 
Here  were  symbolical  mysteries,  accompanied  by 
Mozart's  music,  with  stately  movements  in  harmony 
with  the  beauty  of  the  rhythmic  sounds,  and  faces, 
figures,  colours,  lights,  glittering  vestments,  were 
presently  merged  in  a  cloud  of  vapoury  incense,  rising 
in  puffs  towards  the  galleries,  descending  slowly, 
imperceptibly,  until  objects  in  front  seemed  enveloped 
in  a  soft,  transparent  haze,  out  of  which  came  strange 
odours  of  the  Orient. 

A  priest  now  mounted  the  steps  to  the  pulpit,  and 
all  eyes  were  riveted  there.  His  hair  was  black,  his 
face  very  dark,  his  glance  quick  and  magnetic,  his 
voice  and  message  imperative. 

Father  Garache — for  he  was  the  preacher — was  a  man 
who  had  something  to  say  and  knew  how  to  express 
himself.  He  seemed  to  eye  everyone  individually, 
now  to  the  right,  now  to  the  left,  now  straight  before 
him  ;  and  the  congregation,  rapt  in  awe  and  fear,  sat 
rigid  under  his  terrible  denunciations  of  the  wicked 
and  his  fearful  descriptions  of  Purgatory. 

After  that,  when  the  preacher  stepped  down  from 
the  pulpit,  he  looked  like  one  returning  from  a  long 
and  weary  walk  through  a  wilderness  of  tombs ;  and 
the  music  of  the  organ  came  as  something  magical  to 
invite  the  half -freed  spirit  back  to  the  house  of  flesh 
and  a  world  of  apparent  realities. 

Here  I  looked  about  me  at  the  worshippers.  In  a 
pew  just  beyond  where  I  stood  I  thought  I  saw  some- 
one whose  figure  seemed  uncomfortably  familiar. 
Could  it  be  possible  ?  Yes,  no — yes,  it  was  he — the 

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210      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

fat,  round  back  and  neck  of  Mr.  O'Kieff,  the  class- 
room teacher  of  Benton  School,  who  had  beaten  me 
on  the  hand  with  his  ruler  only  two  days  before. 

I  pitied  him ;  for  somehow  he  seemed  even  more 
contrite  and  miserable  than  the  poor  women  in  black 
sitting  near  him,  weak  and  weary  as  they  looked,  and 
I  said  to  myself,  "  The  next  time  he  beats  me  on  the 
hand  I  shall  think,  *  I  am  happier  than  you,  and  I  can 
afford  it.' " 

There  are  persons  who  oppress  the  imagination  with 
a  feeling  of  mortality  at  the  very  time  when  a  sense 
of  immortality  is  supposed  to  dominate  all  the  other 
feelings.  How  heavy  and  material,  I  thought  to  my- 
self, would  poor  O'Kieff's  coffin  be,  and  how  light  that 
of  the  frail  widow  in  mourning  sitting  next  him.  All 
these  humble  women,  pale,  shrunken,  filled  with  the 
fire  of  devotion,  they  looked  to  me  more  than  half 
spirit  already,  only  waiting  the  slightest  breath  to 
waft  them  away,  soul  and  body,  to  regions  of  eternal 
repose ;  and  they  gave  to  the  church,  the  mass,  the 
symbols,  the  music,  the  assembly,  the  final  gesture  of 
resignation  when,  at  the  supreme  moment,  there  was  a 
sound  of  a  mystic  bell  in  the  chancel ;  then  a  rustling 
of  garments,  as  of  innumerable  wings  settling  down 
to  rest,  and  the  whole  concourse  sank  to  the  floor 
on  their  knees.  A  tall  priest  stood  up  in  front  of 
the  altar  with  the  Host  held  high  before  him  ;  an 
immeasurable  solemnity  brooded  over  the  multitude 
of  bowed  heads,  and  there  was  a  mingling  of  prayers 
and  pity  and  sorrow  for  dear  ones  left  behind  in  the 
old  country,  and  the  heart  seemed  to  have  reached 
the  nadir  of  worldly  resignation.  Again  the  bell 
sounded ;  and  there  arose  all  over  the  congregation, 


ST.  LOUIS:  SOCIETY  AND  THE  CHURCHES    211 

from  the  serried  ranks  of  bent  bodies,  supplicating 
whispers,  almost  inaudible,  muffled  sighs  that  might 
have  been  groans  but  for  the  frail,  faint  voices 
emitting  them,  and  short,  quick  phrases,  as  if  the 
last  scene  had  been  reached,  and  the  last  shadow  was 
passing  on  the  dial  of  time,  and  desire  had  become 
futile  and  all  action  useless. 

I  know  not  how  or  why,  but  the  sight  of  all  these 
people  coming  out  of  the  church,  down  the  steps — a 
slow,  mystical  stream  of  human  hopes,  emotions,  and 
sorrows — affected  me  even  more  than  anything  I  had 
seen  within.  As  I  stood  outside  and  watched  the 
descent  of  that  throng,  the  sad  expression  on  the 
faces  of  many  of  the  elderly  people  impressed  me  pro- 
foundly. Attending  mass  at  this  church  was  indeed 
a  serious  matter,  and  the  majority  would  return  to 
humble  homes  where  there  would  be  souvenirs  of  the 
old  country,  and  sighs,  and  affectionate  allusions  to 
the  absent. 

Little  did  I  then  dream  that  I  should  one  day  sing 
my  first  solo  before  the  public  at  high  mass  in  the 
choir  of  St.  Xavier's  ! 


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CHAPTEE  XVIII 

THE    GREAT   FAIR 

THE  memorable  October  of  1860  had  arrived,  the 
forerunner  of  the  fateful  days  of  November :  an  Octo- 
ber laden  with  the  wild  fragrance  of  Missouri  fields, 
with  the  last  of  the  flowers  of  wood  and  prairie 
scattered  here  and  there,  and  ancient  oaks  and  elms 
guarding  the  high  roads  leading  into  the  country. 
And  there  were  the  peaceful  farmhouses  in  the 
environs  of  the  city,  lying  embedded  in  foliage  just 
beginning  to  change  from  green  into  purple,  and  a 
something  in  the  air  that  was  not  spring  and  hardly 
cool  enough  for  autumn,  yet,  at  the  hour  of  noon, 
radiant  with  a  touch  of  summer,  when  everything 
seemed  wrapped  for  the  moment  in  a  dreamy  languor, 
with  the  wonderful  agricultural  fair-grounds  resem- 
bling one  of  Claude's  most  visionary  landscapes. 

Two  things  made  the  fair  of  this  autumn  stand 
out  detached  from  all  the  preceding  ones :  it  was  the 
last  gathering  under  the  old  political  and  social  order, 
and  the  Prince  of  Wales  was  coming  to  St.  Louis  with 
the  special  purpose  of  seeing  the  immense  amphi- 
theatre and  the  far-famed  trotting  races. 

I  went  with  my  father  early  on  the  morning  of  the 
Prince's  visit,  and  passing  out  beyond  the  city  limits, 
where  the  road  was  black  with  people,  came  to  the 
splendid  expanse  of  sward  and  wood  and  placid  waters 
where  we  were  soon  swallowed  up  in  the  dense  crowd 


THE   GREAT  FAIR  213 

representing  every  trade  and  profession  in  the  city  and 
State  :  farmers,  jockeys,  horse-dealers,  cattle-breeders, 
city  merchants,  officers,  bishops,  Southern  planters, 
gamblers,  river  captains,  pilots  ;  and  there  were  digni- 
fied matrons  attended  by  their  beautiful  daughters 
who  represented  all  the  leading  churches  of  the  city, 
each  in  charge  of  a  booth  where  all  sorts  of  fancy 
articles  were  sold  for  the  benefit  of  the  different 
charitable  institutions.  Such  a  sight  could  be 
witnessed  nowhere  else  in  the  world. 

The  Prince  of  Wales  arrived  on  the  grounds  in  a 
carriage  drawn  by  four  black  horses.  In  the  same 
carriage  sat  Lord  Lyons,  the  British  Ambassador,  and 
the  Duke  of  Newcastle  ;  and  as  soon  as  the  royal 
party  appeared  in  the  crowd  it  was  surrounded,  or 
rather  mobbed,  by  a  band  of  shouting  boys  who 
grasped  the  spokes  of  the  wheels  and  helped  the 
carriage  along. 

The  Prince  looked  serious  and  somewhat  bored; 
and  no  wonder.  Nevertheless,  he  was  repaid  for 
having  to  pass  through  this  mob  when  he  took  his 
seat  in  the  amphitheatre  and  where  for  more  than 
three  hours  he  was  entertained  by  a  brilliant  display 
of  trotting  matches.  Nowhere  else  had  the  royal 
party  witnessed  such  a  concourse  of  people  amidst 
such  surroundings. 

While  my  father  was  greatly  taken  with  the  trotting 
matches  and  the  fine  display  of  fat  cattle,  I  was 
interested  in  the  crowd  itself,  the  first  real  mob  I 
had  ever  seen.  And  what  a  mixture  of  sensations — 
the  struggling  masses  of  people  on  the  outside  of 
the  amphitheatre,  the  gawks  from  the  backwoods, 
the  heavy,  listless  gait  of  some,  the  quick,  smart 


214  THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

movements  of  others,  the  open-mouthed  amazement,  the 
cynical  cunning  of  the  confidence  men,  the  vendors  of 
drinks,  the  queer  noises,  the  dust,  the  smell,  the  con- 
fusion of  aims,  the  clash  of  interests,  the  voices  of 
strange,  wandering  singers,  the  sound  of  guitars — so 
sad,  so  serene  in  this  bedlam  of  bewildering  emotions 
— the  glimpse  of  the  Chinese  pagoda  rising  from  the 
centre  of  the  arena  like  a  pagan  symbol  in  a  feverish 
dream,  the  shouts  from  a  hundred  thousand  throats  as 
the  trotting  favourites  measure  noses  in  the  last  round 
on  the  greatest  day  in  the  history  of  the  fair  1 

Who  had  time  to  think  of  the  approaching  elections, 
the  rumours  of  war  ? 

I  returned  home  that  evening  moved  by  the  simple 
melody  sung  by  the  three  young  singers  with  their 
guitars ;  and  all  through  the  years  that  followed  I 
heard,  and  still  hear,  the  words  that  seemed  to  be 
born  with  the  music  : 

"  Shall  we  never  more  behold  thee, 

Never  hear  thy  gentle  voice  again  ? 
When  the  Spring-time  comes,  gentle  Annie, 
And  the  wild  flowers  are  scattered  o'er  the  plain." 

A  few  weeks  later  the  fair  was  forgotten  in  the 
political  excitement  of  the  hour.  Election  day  was 
at  hand.  A  new  President  was  to  be  chosen. 


CHAPTEE  XIX 

THE    PLANTERS7    HOUSE 

THE  Planters'  House  !  What  did  it  not  represent 
in  the  history  of  the  Far  West  in  the  early  days  !  To 
me  it  was  St.  Louis  itself.  This  famous  hotel  typified 
life  on  the  Mississippi,  life  on  the  prairies,  life  in  the 
cotton-fields,  life  in  the  cosmopolitan  city.  It  stood 
for  wealth,  fashion,  adventure,  ease,  romance — all  the 
dreams  of  the  new  life  of  the  Great  West.  It  was  the  one 
fixed  point  where  people  met  to  gossip,  discuss  politics, 
and  talk  business.  It  was  the  universal  rendezvous 
for  the  Mississippi  Valley.  Here  the  North  met  the 
South,  the  East  met  the  West.  It  looked  like  nothing 
else  in  the  hotel  world,  but  it  always  seemed  to  me  it 
was  intended  more  for  pilots,  river-captains,  romantic 
explorers,  far-seeing  speculators,  and  daring  gamblers. 

It  was  here  the  goatee  type  was  seen  in  all  its 
perfection.  On  some  of  the  chins  the  tufts  of  hard, 
pointed  hair  gave  a  corkscrew  look  to  the  dark  faces, 
which  somehow  harmonised  well  with  the  eternal 
quaffing  of  mint-juleps,  sherry-cobblers,  and  gin  cock- 
tails. 

An  hour  spent  in  the  Planters'  House  just  before 
the  great  election  was  an  experience  never  to  be 
forgotten.  All  who  did  not  want  to  shoot  or  be  shot 
steered  a  clear  course  in  some  other  direction,  for 
here,  in  the  bar  and  lobbies,  were  the  true  "fire- 
eaters  "  to  be  met,  and  while  some  had  already  killed 
their  man,  others  were  looking  for  a  man  to  kill. 


216  THE  VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

The  fire-eaters  were  of  two  kinds  :  those  who  said 
little  but  did  much,  and  those  who  drank  much,  talked 
much,  and  brandished  pistols  freely.  Besides  these 
there  was  an  independent  third  party,  namely,  the 
listeners.  Those  were  the  wise,  silent  ones.  They 
were,  perhaps,  the  most  interesting  because  they 
were  amusing.  The  wise,  silent  listener  would  be 
smoking  a  big  El  Sol  cigar,  which  gave  him  some- 
thing to  "chaw"  on;  and  during  the  fearful  oaths 
and  invectives  poured  forth  by  the  fire-eater  the 
unfortunate  victim  would  find  his  huge  cigar  not 
only  smoked  but  "  chawed  "  down  to  the  very  stump. 
Thus,  without  knowing  it,  he  would  be  chewing  and 
smoking  at  the  same  time.  How  innocent  and  bland 
he  sometimes  appeared  while  in  the  clutches  of  a 
down-river  bowie-knife  man.  The  fire-eater  could 
hardly  be  mistaken  for  any  other  type.  It  was  the 
keen,  glossy  eye  of  a  snake  under  strong,  dark  eye- 
brows, sometimes  thick  and  shaggy,  sometimes  thin 
and  arched ;  and  if  the  latter,  the  whole  aspect  of  the 
face  was  fashioned  in  harmony  with  the  clear-cut  eye- 
brow, penetrating  as  a  black  steel  point,  above  a 
piercing  black  eye.  A  pair  of  such  eyes,  once  fixed 
on  a  lounger  bent  on  keeping  the  peace,  and  his  case 
was  settled.  But  the  silent  listener  at  once  took 
refuge  behind  a  vocabulary  of  stock  phrases.  After  a 
few  drinks  the  political  desperado  would  feel  himself 
beginning  to  "  b'ile  over,"  and  looked  about  him  for 
someone  to  blow  off  steam  on.  There  would  be  the 
man  of  peace  at  the  bar  who  feels  that  one  drink  is 
quite  enough  and  wishes  to  take  a  seat  in  an  arm-chair 
or  lean  against  the  wall  of  the  bar-room,  take  it  easy, 
and  just  look  and  listen  ;  but  a  fire-eater,  just  in  from 


THE   PLANTEES'   HOUSE  217 

the  bloody  borders  of  Kansas,  has  spotted  him;  he 
forces  him  to  have  another  drink,  and  begins  : 

"  Sorter  dull  in  St.  Louis !  I  reckon  things  will 
liven  up  by  election  day." 

The  silent  man  with  a  fixed  vocabulary  answers  : 

"  I  reckon  they  will." 

"  Looky  heah,"  continues  the  desperado,  placing  a 
hard,  lanky  hand  on  the  shoulder  of  his  victim,  "  I've 
put  daylight  through  more'n  one  Abolitionist  out 
there  in  Kansas,  an?  I'll  be  hanged  if  I  don't  do  the 
same  for  the  fust  man  here  who  says  he's  a-goin'  te 
vote  fer  that  miserable  skunk  Abe  Lincoln." 

"  Yes,  sah." 

"  I  reckon  the  Planters'  House  is  all  sound  on  the 
Little  Giant,  good  ole  Steve  Douglas." 

"  I  reckon  she  air," 

"  Now  you  look  like  a  fair,  square,  up  and  down 
Douglas  man,  an'  solid  on  the  nigger  question." 

"  I  reckon  I  be." 

"  I  kin  pick  out  the  skulkin'  Yankee  cowards  in  a 
crowd  any  day  ;  ye  kin  tell  'em  by  their  sleek  ways 
an'  their  innocent  looks,  eh  ?  " 

"  I  reckon  you  can,  sah." 

At  this  juncture  up  stalks  another  fire-eater,  eyes 
glaring,  hair  long  and  loose,  his  big  felt  hat  set 
back  on  his  head,  and,  fixing  his  ferret  gaze  on  the 
silent  man,  shouts : 

"  Hurrah  fer  Fremont !  I  fit  under  John  C. 
Fremont !  You're  a  Fremont  man,  I  know  ye  air, 
and  we're  a-goin'  t'elect  him.  Come  on,  have  a  drink 
with  me,  gov'nah,"  and  up  he  drags  the  wretched 
victim  to  the  crowded  bar,  and  there,  trembling  like  a 
canary-bird  in  a  cage  between  two  rattlesnakes,  the 


218     THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

man  of  peace  and  silence  has  just  wit  enough  left  to 
answer  with  assumed  assurance,  "  Yes,  sah ;  I  reckon 
ye're  right,  sah." 

But  the  scene  has  not  ended. 

The  Kansas  fire-eater,  who  is  now  fairly  on  the 
war-path  and  itching  for  a  scalp,  turns  suddenly  on 
the  man  of  peace  and  shouts  : 

"  Looky  heah,  stranger,  you  told  me  just  now  you 
was  fer  Douglas  !  What  do  you  mean  by  harrowin' 
the  feelin's  of  an  honest  man  ?  If  there's  anything  I 
despise  worse'n  a  Yankee  its  a  turn-coat.  Yes,  sir-ree, 
a  turn-coat !  Set  there  a-tellin'  me  how  clean  broke 
up  ye  air  on  Steve  Douglas,  an'  now  ye're  drinkin' 
that  stranger's  whisky  an'  tellin'  him  ye're  plumb 
gone  on  Fremont  1  Is  that  there  a  fair  fight  ?  " 

By  this  time  the  silent  man  is  saying  his  prayers, 
also  in  silence — scared,  white  in  the  face,  not  knowing 
what  to  do  or  what  to  say,  afraid  to  move,  his  stock 
phrases  worse  than  puerile,  with  just  life  enough  left 
to  hear  his  heart  thumping  and  not  enough  strength 
left  in  his  arm  to  raise  his  glass  to  his  lips. 

"  If  I  thought  you  was  a  turn-coat  I  tell  ye  what  it 
is,  stranger,  I'd  let  ye  have  this  right  through  yer 
gizzard,"  and  out  he  whips  a  dirk,  pointed  and  deadly, 
a  fearful  gleam  whirling  in  a  circle  as  he  brandishes 
the  cold  steel  over  his  head  with  a  wicked  twist  of  the 
shoulder. 

But  the  Fremont  man,  now  beginning  to  feel  the 
whisky  working,  stands  at  the  other  side  of  the  man 
of  silence.  He,  too,  is  armed,  but  with  a  revolver. 

"  See  here,  pard  1 "  he  cries,  "  suppose  we  fight  it 
out  right  now,  an*  let  the  gov'nah  here  hold  the  stakes, 
as  ye  might  say." 


THE   PLANTEKS'   HOUSE  219 

The  gov'nah  ?  Good  heavens !  He  means  the 
wise,  silent  man,  the  innocent,  neutral  lamb,  the 
chewer  of  peaceful  cuds  and  mumbler  of  joint-stock 
phrases. 

But  listen.  You  can  almost  hear  what  he  is 
thinking.  He  is  saying  to  himself,  "  When  rogues 
fall  out  the  honest  come  by  their  own  "  ;  and  at  the 
first  sign  of  hostilities  down  he  dips  and,  like  a  yellow 
dog,  wriggles  his  way  through  the  crowd  to  the  door 
and  "  slides  out." 

The  bar-room,  corridors,  and  halls  are  now  filled 
with  excited  men  under  the  influence  of  drink  and 
half  wild  with  suppressed  passion.  Some,  with  blood- 
shot eyes,  pass  in  and  out  as  if  seeking  someone  to 
devour ;  the  place  begins  to  steam  with  the  heat,  and 
to  cool  the  heated  blood  more  iced  mint- juleps  are 
disposed  of,  and  yet  more,  until  heads  begin  to  reel, 
quarrels  arise  from  mere  nothings,  and  amidst  a  chorus 
of  howls  and  imprecations  the  Yankees,  the  "  Dutch," 
and  sometimes  the  Irish  are  denounced  as  "  low  white 
trash,"  cowards,  and  traitors. 

In  such  crowds,  about  that  time,  might  have  been 
seen  the  auctioneer  of  human  flesh,  the  professional 
slave-seller,  the  boldest,  most  abandoned  of  them  all, 
because  the  law  was  on  his  side.  Erebus  had  spewed 
him  up  from  the  nethermost  corners — a  pollution  to 
the  polluted,  a  creature  without  wit,  humour,  or  feel- 
ing ;  a  menace  to  civilisation  and  a  curse  to  patriotism. 

The  Planters'  House  was  the  magnet-stone  that 
attracted  not  only  the  country  "  moss-backs,"  but  the 
city  millionaire,  the  poor  man  out  of  work  and  the 
busy  man  with  too  much  work ;  and  here,  with  the 
others,  came  Captain  U,  S.  Grant,  plain,  unassuming 


220     THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

Mr.  Grant,  as  lie  was  usually  called,  and  if  not  the 
plainest  man  hereabouts,  certainly  one  of  the  most 
discouraged  and  disappointed.  He  was  often  to  be 
seen  lounging  about  the  public  rooms  waiting  for 
something  to  turn  up.  The  future  commander-in- 
chief  of  the  Army  belonged  to  the  silent  ones,  but  one 
whose  wits  had  been  sharpened  by  a  vast  worldly 
experience  and  profound  knowledge  of  human  nature, 
and  his  silence  was  not  a  sign  of  lethargy  and  stupidity, 
but  of  knowledge  and  wisdom.  I  can  see  him  now, 
sitting  in  an  arm-chair,  smoking  an  El  Sol  cigar  and 
waiting  with  an  air  of  extreme  patience  and  resigna- 
tion. But  waiting  for  what  ?  Did  he  himself  kno\v  ? 
Why  was  he  in  St.  Louis  at  all,  since  everything  he 
attempted  proved  a  business  failure,  from  hauling 
cord-wood  into  town  from  the  log-house  he  had  built 
for  his  family  out  on  the  Gravois  Road  and  selling  it, 
one  load  at  a  time,  to  the  opening  of  a  real  estate 
office  for  the  buying  and  letting  of  houses  ?  Every- 
thing he  now  touched  failed;  and  yet,  when  the 
critical  hour  arrived,  this  plain,  silent  man,  this 
business  failure,  would  be  on  hand  to  offer  his  services 
to  General  Lyon  at  the  United  States  Arsenal. 

My  father  often  talked  with  Mr.  Grant  about  the 
price  of  town  lots  and  the  rent  of  certain  houses. 

Captain  Grant  had  been  all  through  the  Mexican 
War,  and  had  served  nine  years  in  the  United  States 
Army,  and  had  seen  service  in  California.  He  had 
seen  life  as  few  had  seen  it,  yet  there  he  was,  one  of 
the  most  discouraged  men  to  be  met  with  anywhere  in 
the  Mississippi  Valley. 

How  different  the  visits  to  the  Planters'  House 
of  Major  W.  T.  Sherman!  When  this  future 


THE  PLANTERS'  HOUSE  221 

commander-in-chief  came  it  was  not  to  lounge  about, 
for  he  was  too  busy.  He  too  had  seen  service  in 
California.  He  declared  he  had  come  to  settle  down 
in  St.  Louis  as  an  ordinary  business  man.  Major 
Sherman  lived  only  four  blocks  from  us,  on  Locust 
Street,  and  Willie  Sherman  I  knew  very  well. 

Whenever  I  wanted  something  like  an  excursion  I 
would  take  a  ride  on  a  Fifth  Street  car  and  go  for 
miles  in  a  northerly  or  southerly  direction.  Major 
Sherman,  as  President  of  the  Fifth  Street  car  line, 
was  often  to  be  seen  going  to  his  office  in  North  St. 
Louis  in  one  of  these  cars.  One  day  three  future 
generals  happened  to  be  riding  in  the  same  car 
together — Grant,  the  hero  of  Vicksburg  ;  Sherman,  of 
the  great  march  through  Georgia ;  and  Grierson,  of  the 
famous  raid  through  Mississippi. 


CHAPTER  XX 

THE   TORCH-LIGHT   PROCESSION 

THE  last  torch-light  procession  in  St.  Louis,  before 
the  presidential  election,  was  forming  and  about  to 
begin  its  long  march  through  the  principal  avenues 
and  streets.  Fremont,  Douglas,  and  Abraham  Lincoln 
were  among  the  number  of  aspirants  to  the  Presidency. 
I  remember  it  as  occurring  just  before  the  sixth  of 
November,  the  great  day  of  decision,  the  flames  from 
thousands  of  torches  lending  a  glow  of  warmth  to 
the  chill  feeling  in  the  autumn  air.  My  father,  being 
a  Lincoln  enthusiast,  was  hard  at  work  winning 
adherents  to  the  Eepublican  cause.  None  but  the 
women  and  children  were  idle,  and  all  took  sides. 

My  impression  of  this  winding  file  of  men  was  that 
it  had  entered  the  city  from  some  strange,  distant 
country — that  it  had,  in  some  way,  come  up  from  the 
river,  and  that  the  host  of  men  with  torches  were 
bringing  with  them  an  element  of  bitter  strife,  of 
combat,  final  and  fatal.  I  stood  in  the  dense  crowd 
on  the  side-walk,  and  as  the  followers  of  the  different 
candidates  passed  with  their  various  emblems  I  was 
struck  with  the  difference  between  the  Lincoln  men 
and  the  others.  About  the  latter  there  was  something 
spasmodic,  excitable,  almost  hysterical,  the  weakness 
of  their  favourites  coming  out  in  their  own  shouts  and 
actions,  in  the  expression  of  the  faces,  in  the  hang-dog 
look  of  the  bodies ;  and  it  was  not  surprising,  for  on 


THE   TORCH-LIGHT   PEOCESSION  223 

the  part  of  Lincoln's  opponents  there  was  that  huge 
coil  of  the  black  serpent,  Slavery,  to  drag  with  them, 
and  the  effort  was  already  plainly  visible  on  every 
face  and  every  figure.  Besides  this,  there  was  every 
indication  that  many  of  Lincoln's  opponents  were 
under  the  influence  of  drink,  while  the  friends  of  the 
Bail-Splitter  walked  with  calm  bodies  and  cool  heads, 
shouting  with  a  will,  fixed,  determined,  with  the 
consciousness  of  power  and  pre-ordained  victory. 

On  it  went,  winding,  winding,  in  and  out,  the 
flickering  lights  passing  like  a  fiery  dragon  as  far  as 
one  could  see,  the  whole  city  receiving  a  symbolical 
visitation  by  fire,  a  baptismal  warning  of  what  was 
coming  within  the  short  space  of  a  year  from  that 
hour. 

At  last  the  day  of  election  came  and  the  city  woke 
in  a  sort  of  dream.  People  hardly  knew  what  they 
were  doing :  the  tension  of  the  past  few  weeks  had 
been  more  than  many  could  bear.  Thousands  walked 
to  the  poll  in  a  half-dazed  condition,  with  barely 
sufficient  will  power  to  cast  a  vote.  Haggard  faces 
were  to  be  seen,  men  who  had  not  slept  soundly  for 
weeks ;  for  the  triumph  of  the  Abolition  Party,  the 
election  of  Abraham  Lincoln,  meant  the  freeing  of 
the  slaves  and  the  ruin  of  thousands  of  slave- owners. 

The  seventh  of  November  arrived,  heavy  with 
fatality ;  there  were  rumours,  impossible  rumours, 
that  the  tall,  gaunt  Eail- Splitter  up  there  at  Spring- 
field, Illinois,  was  elected.  Yet  none  but  the 
Eepublicans  dared  believe  it.  The  thing  sounded  too 
much  like  the  closing  of  a  period,  the  passing  of  a 
cycle,  the  winding-up  of  an  age  of  dreaming. 

The  eighth  of  November  arrived,  and  the  dreadful 


224     THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

rumours  were  repeated,  this  time  louder,  with  more 
persistency,  with  something  depressing  added  to  fear ; 
but  when  the  ninth  was  ushered  in  and  the  rumours 
were  turning  to  acclamations  of  victory,  a  feeling  of 
consternation  took  possession  of  all  who  owned  slaves. 
What  to  do?  The  question  was  asked  on  either 
side;  but  there  was  no  immediate  solution  of  a 
difficulty  so  unheard-of,  so  unique.  Wait  and  see 
what  the  Republicans  will  do  when  their  idol, 
Abraham  Lincoln,  is  inaugurated  as  President  on 
the  fourth  of  March  next. 

In  April  of  the  next  year,  1861,  about  a  month 
after  Lincoln  had  entered  the  White  House  at 
Washington,  I  was  sitting  at  my  desk  in  the  Benton 
School.  The  windows  were  open  and  I  noticed  a 
strange  flag  fluttering  about  in  a  yard  below. 
Presently,  up  went  the  flag  to  the  top  of  a  pole, 
high  enough  to  be  seen  by  people  in  the  street. 
It  was  the  first  display  in  St.  Louis  of  a  Secession 
Flag. 

During  the  raising  of  this  flag  Mr.  Gilfillen,  the 
principal  of  Benton  School,  was  nervous  and  angry ; 
he  walked  about  the  room  darting  fierce  looks  at 
certain  of  the  pupils.  The  burly  O'Kieff,  in  his  class- 
room, at  the  recital  of  lessons,  gave  us  extra  hard 
beatings  with  his  ruler. 

When  I  left  the  school-house  I  met  excited  groups 
of  men  discussing  the  significance  of  the  hoisting  of 
such  a  flag.  Everyone  looked  anxious  and  worried  ; 
things  were  coming  to  a  head — thunder-clouds  were 
gathering  ;  but  the  lightning  was  reserved  for  the 
tenth  of  May. 

At  this  time  we  were  living  on  Pine  and  Ninth 


THE   TOECH-LIGHT  PKOCESSION  225 

Streets,  in  the  heart  of  the  "  fire-eating  "  district, 
only  three  blocks  from  the  headquarters  of  the  Eebel 
Club,  which  was  also  on  Pine  Street. 

Up  to  the  present  things  were  going  on  in  the 
usual  way,  and  to  the  eyes  of  a  stranger  St.  Louis, 
which  was  even  at  this  time  the  storm-centre  of  the 
War,  wore  its  habitual,  sleepy  aspect,  more  sleepy 
during  the  warm  spring  months,  perhaps,  than  at  any 
other  time  of  the  year — at  least,  it  always  seemed  so  to 
me  ;  and  while  a  few  far-seeing  men,  like  Grant  and 
Sherman,  could  see  the  storm  coming,  many  of  the 
Southern  people,  especially  the  young  men,  looked  at 
the  situation  much  as  they  would  at  a  trotting  match 
at  the  fair  grounds — the  blue  ribbon  would  be  carried 
off  by  a  racer  from  Kentucky.  Others  thought  there 
would  be  a  short  tussle  with  a  few  Northern  Aboli- 
tionists, when  things  would  settle  down  again  in  the 
old  way ;  no  matter  what  happened,  the  courage — 
both  moral  and  physical — would  all  be  on  the  side  of 
the  South.  It  was  not  conceivable  that  a  Government 
headed  by  Lincoln  could  fight  anyone  or  anything. 

Some  days  passed.  With  the  taking  of  Fort 
Sumter  by  the  rebels  at  Charlestown,  South  Carolina, 
President  Lincoln  called  for  volunteers  to  put  down 
the  rebellion.  Five  regiments,  composed  mainly  of 
German  citizens  of  St.  Louis,  were  soon  got  together  and 
were  to  be  seen  marching  towards  the  National  Arsenal 
in  the  southern  part  of  the  city.  Could  it  be  possible  ? 
Were  these  foreigners  taking  sides  with  the  North  ? 
Were  these  shuffling,  heavy,  stupid-looking  men, 
incapable  of  marching  in  order,  setting  out  to  fight 
someone  1  People  in  the  streets  looked  on  amazed 
Even  the  friends  of  the  North  could  hardly  believe 
v.s.  Q 


226     THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

their  eyes.  As  for  the  Southerners  who  saw  the 
queer  regiments  pass,  jeers  and  jokes  greeted  the 
"  Hessians,"  as  these  Germans  were  called ;  and  the 
word  "Hessian"  became  from  that  day  a  word  of 
contempt  among  Southern  people  in  St.  Louis. 

These  troops  did  not  march  so  much  as  shuffle  along ; 
and  I  can  see  them  now,  for  never  since  that  time 
have  I  seen  troops  in  any  part  of  the  world  at  all  like 
them.  I  was  instantly  struck  by  the  look  of  detach- 
ment on  their  faces,  the  machine-like  movements  of 
their  bodies,  the  long,  shuffling,  dogged  step,  and, 
somehow,  I  thought  they  looked  hungry  withal,  and 
perhaps  they  were,  and  I  received  an  impression  as  of 
a  quick  impact  of  something  silently  fatal,  bewildering, 
crushed,  ghastly.  Were  these  Germans  stoics  ?  Or 
were  they  what  they  looked,  simply  apathetic  ?  Were 
they  hiding  their  feelings  under  a  mask  of  indifference, 
or  were  they  simply  human  automatons  ?  Mystery. 


CHAPTEE  XXI 

CAMP   JACKSON 

WHAT  a  day  for  the  young  bloods  of  St.  Louis  ! 
We  stood  on  Twelfth  Street  and  watched  the  gathering 
of  the  aristocratic  clans,  so  to  speak — the  sons  of 
wealthy  Southern  families,  Secessionists  and  rebels, 
even  now,  forming  in  line  here,  Monday,  the  sixth  of 
May,  by  order  of  the  Governor  of  the  State.  Many  of 
them  I  knew  personally  ;  some  of  them  were  members 
of  Bible-classes  at  the  different  Sunday  schools  I 
attended;  and  I  noticed  in  particular  young Hutchinson, 
the  son  of  the  rector  of  Trinity  Church. 

All  the  different  companies  were  here,  some  of  them 
in  handsome  uniforms ;  but  the  brilliant  appearance 
of  the  Dragoons  put  every  other  company  in  the  shade. 
Could  anything  equal  this  gathering  for  harmony  of 
colour,  the  beauty  of  youth,  aristocratic  breeding, 
clannish  pride,  courage,  audacity,  contempt  of  the 
northern  Abolitionist  ?  Out  they  marched,  in  regular 
order,  headed  by  military  music,  to  Camp  Jackson, 
where,  by  Governor  Jackson's  command,  the  "  boys  " 
were  to  pitch  their  tents  and  engage  in  drill  for  a 
short  season.  In  other  words,  they  were  to  prepare 
to  defend  the  State  against  any  attack  of  Lincoln's 
volunteers.  Open  secession  was  freely  talked  of,  and 
the  Hessians  and  the  Yankees  were  to  be  annihilated 
at  the  mere  sight  of  such  an  imposing  array  of  blood, 
colour,  and  military  tactics. 

Q  2 


228      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

The  camp  was  pitched  in  Lindell  Grove,  just  outside 
the  city,  a  place  I  knew  well  as  a  picnic  ground  for 
Sunday-school  gatherings  in  summer  time.  Here,  all 
was  forgotten  save  youthful  vanity,  impossible  ambi- 
tions, flirtation ;  and  life,  as  it  looked  in  this  fashion- 
able rendezvous,  was  something  worth  living,  The 
ladies  came  in  hundreds,  to  see  or  to  be  seen,  and 
every  tent  was  well  supplied  with  all  the  delicacies  of 
the  season.  War,  if  there  was  to  be  a  war,  would  be 
a  splendid  pageant,  headed  by  a  military  band,  and 
the  members  of  Company  A,  the  Washington  Guards, 
the  Missouri  Guards,  the  Laclede  Guards,  and  the 
others,  would  only  have  to  show  themselves  to  make 
the  weak-kneed  Hessians  and  Negro-worshippers  turn 
and  run  for  their  lives. 

The  greatest  national  tragedies  have  always  begun 
by  a  comedy.  And  this  comedy  went  on  exactly  four 
days.  On  the  9th  of  May  crowds  visited  the  United 
States  arsenal,  in  the  southern  part  of  the  town,  where 
General  Lyon  was  hastily  getting  his  German  regi- 
ments in  order,  and  where  we  met  Major  Sherman, 
who  had  come  down  on  a  Fifth  Street  car  with  his  two 
boys  to  see  what  was  going  on.  In  his  Memoirs 
General  Sherman  says : 

"  Within  the  Arsenal  wall  four  regiments  of  Horse 
Guards  were  drawn  up  in  parallel  lines,  and  I  saw 
men  distributing  cartridges  to  the  boxes.  I  saw 
General  Lyon  running  about  with  his  hair  in  the 
wind  and  his  pockets  full  of  papers,  wild  and  irregular  ; 
but  I  knew  him  to  be  a  man  of  vehement  purpose  and 
determined  action.  I  saw,  of  course,  that  it  meant 
business,  but  whether  for  defence  or  offence  I  did  not 
know.  The  next  morning  I  went  up  to  the  railroad 


CAMP  JACKSON  229 

office  in  Bremen,  as  usual,  and  heard  at  every  corner 
of  the  streets  that  the  "  Dutch "  were  moving  on 
Camp  Jackson.  People  were  barricading  their  houses. 
I  hurried  through  my  business  as  quickly  as  I  could 
and  got  back  to  my  house  on  Locust  Street  by  twelve 
o'clock." 

By  the  time  Major  Sherman  got  home,  General 
Lyon,  with  his  Hessians,  was  at  Camp  Jackson. 

On  that  morning,  the  10th  of  May,  my  father,  who 
had  gone  out  very  early,  came  home  with  alarming 
rumours.  Our  house,  he  said,  was  situated  right  in 
the  midst  of  the  danger  zone.  We  were  likely  to 
catch  anything  flying  about  in  the  shape  of  bullets, 
and  he  had  heard  that  General  Lyon  was  about  to 
order  his  five  German  regiments  up  from  the  Arsenal 
to  Camp  Jackson,  and  in  all  probability  they  would 
march  past  our  house.  The  only  safe  place  in  our 
house — which  was  a  "  frame  "  one — would  be  in  the 
basement,  the  walls  there  being  of  brick ;  and  here  we 
were  ready  to  go  at  the  first  sign  of  danger.  Half  an 
hour  passed,  then  an  hour,  and  still  no  sign  of  any- 
thing unusual.  Never  had  the  streets  seemed  more 
tranquil.  While  one  member  of  the  family  was  on 
the  portico  looking  down  Pine  Street,  I  was  on  the 
watch  looking  down  Ninth  Street.  All  of  a  sudden, 
without  so  much  as  the  beating  of  a  drum,  without 
the  slightest  noise,  except  for  the  shuffling  of  so  many 
big,  heavy  feet,  General  Lyon  made  his  appearance  at 
the  corner  of  Ninth  and  Chestnut  Streets,  just  one 
block  away,  riding  at  the  head  of  a  drove  of  Hessians — 
for  they  seemed  like  so  many  cattle  to  me,  with,  no 
doubt,  some  wild  bulls  among  them  capable  of  causing 
a  stampede,  no  one  knew  what,  all  the  more  menacing 


230      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

because  so  awkward — and,  turning  the  corner,  faced 
straight  up  Ninth  Street.  They  would  pass  our  house. 
I  gave  the  alarm,  and  down  came  every  member  of 
the  family  into  the  basement,  when  the  thick  outside 
shutters  were  closed  for  fear  of  bullets.  There  was  a 
wide  crack  in  one  of  the  shutters,  and  through  this  I 
got  a  good  look  at  the  queerest  body  of  soldiers  I  ever 
saw.  On  they  came,  shambling  up  Ninth  Street  until 
General  Lyon  came  to  Pine  Street,  when,  at  the 
corner  of  our  house,  he  turned  his  men  up  Pine  Street 
in  the  direction  of  Camp  Jackson ;  and  hardly  had  he 
done  so  when  crack  !  crack !  went  rifle  shots,  and  we 
all  dipped  bodies,  squatting  in  the  corners.  On  they 
came,  regiment  after  regiment ;  it  seemed  as  if  they 
would  never  cease  passing.  At  last,  peeping  out,  I 
saw  the  end  of  the  long,  shambling  line,  dragging  its 
dogged  length  off  towards  the  country. 

Out  flocked  the  people  into  Pine  Street.  Two 
bullets  had  struck  our  house,  and  just  outside  a  German 
soldier  was  sitting  on  the  side  walk  with  his  back  to 
the  wall.  Coming  closer  we  could  distinguish  where 
the  Minie*  bullet  had  penetrated  his  temple.  He  was 
dead.  Close  by  a  servant  with  a  pail  of  water  was 
washing  a  stream  of  blood  off  the  side-walk  where 
someone  had  been  killed,  and  the  sight  to  me  was 
indescribably  horrible.  My  father  said  this  was  civil 
war.  We  walked  on  down  Pine  Street,  and  at  Seventh 
Street  we  went  over  into  Olive  Street,  and  then,  seeing 
a  crowd,  we  came  to  the  fruit  stand  of  some  Italians. 
The  dead  body  of  the  proprietor  had  just  been  carried 
in,  and  loud  wails  arose  from  the  wife  and  children, 
so  suddenly  plunged  into  mourning.  All  along  the 
line  of  march  there  had  been  firing,  both  from  the 


CAMP  JACKSON  231 

ranks  of  the  German  volunteers  and  from  individual 
Rebels ;  these  latter  fired  into  the  ranks  of  the 
soldiers  while  hidden  behind  church  pillars  or  from 
windows. 

Meanwhile,  on  the  Germans  trudged  to  Camp 
Jackson,  spreading  consternation  among  the  people 
everywhere  en  route ,  while  the  fashionable  throng  in 
Lindell  Grove  preened  their  beautiful  feathers,  like 
so  many  birds  of  paradise  in  a  Garden  of  Eden. 

All  at  once  a  rider  on  a  swift  horse  announced  the 
words,  "  The  Hessians  !  The  Hessians  !  " 

Was  it,  then,  nothing  but  a  dream  ?  Could  it  be 
possible  that  the  Yankee  General  Lyons,  a  nobody 
from  the  Government  Arsenal,  was  tramping  up  the 
bend  in  the  road,  and  in  another  moment  would  be 
descending  towards  the  Grove,  with  other  troops 
arriving  exactly  on  time  by  another  road,  hemming  in 
the  whole  camp,  the  gaily-dressed  crowd,  the  sight- 
seers ! 

The  streets  in  town  being  free  of  soldiers,  we  went 
up  Locust  Street,  where  we  saw  Major  Sherman,  with 
his  son  Willie,  walking  up  and  down  before  his  house, 
talking  to  the  neighbours,  and  "  listening  for  the 
sound  of  musketry  and  cannon  in  the  direction  of  the 
Camp." 

Major  Sherman  walked  over  to  Olive  Street,  beyond 
Twelfth,  and  there  saw  a  man  running  from  Camp 
Jackson,  shouting  as  he  ran,  "  They've  surrendered  ! 
They've  surrendered ! " 

With  this  news  Major  Sherman  went  with  his  son 
as  fast  as  he  could  to  the  Camp,  while  I  returned  with 
my  father  to  our  house,  where  developments  were 
awaited  with  the  greatest  anxiety.  At  the  Camp 


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Major  Sherman  and  his  boy  just  escaped  being  killed 
by  throwing  themselves  on  the  ground,  and  several 
men,  women,  and  children  lost  their  lives  in  a  wild 
fusillade,  owing  to  the  irresponsible  actions  of  a 
drunken  man  who  had  nothing  to  do  with  the  soldiers 
of  either  side. 

At  last  we  heard  the  cry,  "  Here  they  come  ! "  The 
bitter  hour  had  arrived.  From  Twelfth  Street  they 
were  marching  down  Pine  Street  past  our  house.  The 
different  companies  of  gay  and  sanguine  young  Eebels, 
now  prisoners  of  war,  came  marching  down  between 
files  of  the  hated  and  despised  Hessians  on  their  way 
to  the  Arsenal,  right  through  the  heart  of  the  city. 
Every  window  on  Pine  Street  was  filled  with  spectators 
— mothers,  sisters,  wives — for  the  men  were  elsewhere. 
Imprecations  were  showered  on  the  "  Dutch,"  hand- 
kerchiefs were  waved  in  honour  of  the  prisoners,  and 
when  they  passed  our  house  we  saw  young  Hutchinson 
among  the  number. 

They  put  on  a  bold  front ;  they  were  not  of  the  kind 
to  let  an  incident  like  this  discourage  them  ;  for,  after 
all,  they  proved  themselves  made  of  sterner  stuff, 
and  hardly  one  there  but  would  turn  up  later  in  the 
Eebel  ranks  on  the  bloody  fields  of  Tennessee  and 
Mississippi. 


CHAPTEE  XXII 

GENERAL    FREMONT 

IN  the  summer  of  1861  I  acted  as  page  to  General 
Fremont,  who  had  succeeded  General  Harney  as 
military  commander  in  St.  Louis,  and  who  occupied 
Major  Brant's  new  mansion  on  Chonteau  Avenue, 
where  he  had  his  headquarters.  I  wore  a  dark  blue 
uniform,  and  my  duties  consisted  in  carrying  letters, 
dispatches,  etc.,  from  General  Fremont  to  officers  in 
other  parts  of  the  house.  I  saw  people  of  all  con- 
ditions trying  in  every  way  to  obtain  an  interview 
with  the  General.  One  day,  on  entering  the  com- 
mander's room,  I  was  surprised  to  see  two  foreign 
officers  seated  in  front  of  his  table.  I  took  them  to 
be  Germans.  They  wore  striking  uniforms  ;  and  the 
comedy  of  the  whole  thing  became  apparent  when 
people  learnt  that  General  Fremont  had  invited  them 
to  accompany  him  home  from  Europe  to  give  the 
officers  of  his  army  some  idea  of  military  tone 
and  style.  The  leading  citizens  were  indignant. 
They  could  not  understand  such  a  whim  on  the 
part  of  a  democratic  leader  at  a  time  when  action 
and  courage  meant  everything,  personal  appearance 
nothing. 

General  Sherman,  in  his  Memoirs,  says : 
"  McClellan  and  Fremont  were  the  two  men  toward 
whom  the  country  looked  as  the  great  Union  leaders, 
and  towards  them  were  streaming  the  newly-raised 


234      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

regiments  of  infantry  and  cavalry,  and  batteries  of 
artillery." 

When  General  Sherman  came  to  St.  Louis  to  see 
Fremont  on  urgent  business  connected  with  the  war, 
Sherman  stopped  at  the  Planters'  House,  and  meeting 
Mr.  K.  M.  Renick,  inquired  where  he  could  find 
General  Fremont.  Mr.  Renick  said:  "  What  do  you 
want  with  General  Fremont?  You  don't  suppose  he 
will  see  such  as  you  ? "  Then  he  explained  that 
"  Fremont  was  a  great  potentate,  surrounded  by 
sentries  and  guards ;  that  he  had  a  more  showy  court 
than  any  real  king ;  that  he  kept  senators,  governors, 
and  the  first  citizens  dancing  attendance  for  days  and 
weeks  before  granting  an  audience,"  etc. 

Callers  came  by  scores,  among  them  several  old 
scouts  and  pioneers  who  had  accompanied  Fremont  on 
his  Western  exploits.  I  was  far  more  interested  in 
these  men  than  I  was  in  the  General  himself,  for  they 
recounted  the  whole  history  of  Fremont's  disastrous 
expedition  from  St.  Louis  to  California  in  1848.  One 
day  several  of  these  men  appeared,  and  the  oldest  asked 
to  see  the  General.  They  were  old  friends,  they  said, 
and  expected  to  be  admitted  to  his  presence  without 
any  trouble ;  but  they  waited  a  long  time,  returning 
day  after  day,  and  for  weeks  I  saw  them  sauntering 
along  Fourth  Street,  hanging  about  the  Planters' 
House,  where  they  told  stories  of  their  thrilling 
adventures  among  the  Indians.  I  saw  much  of  these 
men  and  others  in  later  years,  during  my  sojourns  in 
New  Mexico,  Arizona,  and  Utah,  who  had  been  with 
Fremont  on  his  exploring  expeditions,  and  I  always 
listened  with  deep  interest  to  all  I  could  hear  about 
the  wild  West  of  the  'forties  and  'fifties. 


GENEEAL   FREMONT  235 

Fremont  left  the  Missouri  Eiver  in  October,  1848, 
on  his  fourth  expedition  to  California.  He  was  then 
thirty-six  years  of  age.  His  aim  was  to  make  for  the 
Rio  Grande,  and  from  that  wild  region  find  a  pass 
through  the  Eocky  Mountains.  The  route  to  the 
Pacific  Coast  had  never  been  explored,  and  Colonel 
Fremont  (as  he  then  was)  had  no  aid  from  the 
Government,  as  in  former  adventures.  He  picked 
out  thirty-three  men — hunters,  scouts,  muleteers,  inter- 
preters, half-breeds,  and  some  Indians,  well  tried  by 
him  in  his  former  travels  through  the  deserts  and 
mountains.  He  had  to  pick  out  and  test,  before  buy- 
ing them,  a  hundred  and  twenty  mules.  Then  he  had 
to  look  to  the  selection  of  fire-arms,  ammunition, 
bacon,  corn-meal,  coffee,  sugar,  blankets  and  buffalo 
robes,  fur  wraps,  besides  coloured  blankets,  beads, 
and  paint  as  presents  to  placate  the  Indians  and  gain 
their  friendship.  Much  was  needed  before  they 
reached  the  Great  Divide  and  the  region  of  snows. 
They  were  making  straight  for  the  hunting-grounds 
of  the  man-slaying  Apaches  and  Comanches,  the 
crafty  Kioways,  the  fierce  Utahs  and  Arapahoes,  the 
Navahoes,  and  other  tribes  roaming  the  plains  and 
hills  at  that  particular  season. 

There  were  the  Sioux  and  the  Omahas,  who  might 
be  met  with,  either  on  the  war-path  or  on  some  hunt- 
ing expedition. 

They  followed  along  up  the  Kansas  Eiver,  and  soon 
began  to  see  signs  of  that  moving  life  that  made  the 
prairies  of  the  Kansas  region  the  happy  hunting- 
grounds  of  the  Far  "West  of  those  early  days. 

Colonel  Fremont  now  sent  on  a  small  band  of  scouts 
twelve  hours  in  advance  of  his  company.  The  scouts 


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were  sent  out  with  the  fleetest  horses  and  were  on  the 
lookout  for  Indians.  They  came  to  a  place  where  it 
looked  as  if  the  country  was  dotted  with  sage-brush, 
but  as  they  proceeded  they  discovered  buffalo  instead 
of  sage-brush.  The  animals  were  moving  slowly 
down  from  the  north,  a  wilderness  of  black  forms. 

They  could  not  discover  through  a  spy-glass  any 
end  to  the  herd.  At  times  small,  compact  groups 
grazed  together ;  then  the  animals  became  more 
scattered,  but  there  was  always  an  unbroken  line 
somewhere  visible.  In  an  hour's  time  the  herd 
became  thicker,  and  they  soon  began  to  traverse  the 
main  portion.  The  earth  was  now  black  with  buffalo, 
and  the  aspect  of  the  moving  animals  began  to  look 
dangerous ;  the  scouts  feared  a  stampede,  surrounded 
as  they  were  on  all  sides  with  savage-looking  beasts. 
The  number  was  computed  at  many  hundreds  of 
thousands. 

The  party  moved  with  caution,  not  intending  to  do 
any  killing  till  they  got  to  the  edge  of  the  herd. 
Suddenly  a  commotion  was  visible  among  the  animals 
where  there  was  a  slight  rise  in  the  prairie.  At  that 
point  they  were  on  the  gallop,  while  a  mile  or  two 
away  the  herd  was  stampeding.  The  Indians  had 
arrived.  The  scouts  stopped  and  made  ready.  Two 
dangers  faced  them  :  the  stampede  and  the  savage 
Sioux,  now  galloping  their  horses  alongside  of  the 
finest  bison  and  pouring  their  arrows  into  the  flying 
bulls.  No  one  seemed  to  know  from  what  direction 
the  Indians  had  arrived,  but  just  at  that  spot  there 
was  a  break  in  the  herd  which  left  an  open  space 
through  which  the  Sioux  made  the  attack.  They 
had,  no  doubt,  been  waiting  in  hiding  somewhere 


GENERAL  FREMONT  237 

on  the  prairie.  They  were  killing  for  winter  supplies, 
both  for  meat  and  buffalo  robes,  and  at  first  they 
were  probably  too  much  concerned  with  the  hunt 
to  trouble  themselves  about  the  white  men.  Part 
of  the  main  herd  was  making  straight  for  the  scouts 
while  another  portion  had  headed  off  to  the  left,  and 
yet  a  third  broke  in  an  easterly  direction,  and  the 
whites  were  at  a  loss  to  find  a  reason  for  so  curious 
a  thing  among  the  buffalo,  "when  to  their  amazement 
they  saw  what  they  understood  to  be  a  second  band 
of  Indians  coming,  as  it  were,  out  of  the  ground. 
This  band  separated  into  two  parts,  their  aim  being  to 
drive  the  buffalo  in  a  given  direction.  The  scouts 
proclaimed  them  Comanches,  as  these  rode  Mexican 
mustangs  and  had  the  crafty  art  of  creeping  along, 
hiding  behind  their  animals  or  low  bushes  or  slight 
elevations  of  the  ground  and  then  suddenly  making 
their  presence  both  seen  and  felt. 

It  looked  now  as  if  the  Indians  of  both  bands  and 
the  stampeding  buffalo  would  sweep  down  and 
surround  the  scouting  party.  All  they  could  do  was 
to  wait,  all  eyes  fixed  on  the  manoauvres  of  the 
Indians.  The  buffalo  that  had  been  divided  and 
scattered  by  the  Comanches,  were  running  helter- 
skelter  in  three  divisions,  chased  by  the  fleetest  and 
most  cunning  of  the  bands,  uttering  a  quick,  sharp 
yell.  By  this  time  the  buffalo  everywhere  had  caught 
the  panic.  All  raised  their  heads  and  started  on  the 
run,  followed  by  the  animals  coming  down  in  the 
main  stream  from  where  the  Comanches  began  the 
chase. 

A  small  band  of  Comanches  had  now  to  deal  with 
two  bulls,  probably  infuriated  by  arrows.  They  had 


238      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

turned  on  their  pursuers  and  were  charging  among 
them,  and  while  this  was  going  on,  the  Sioux  had 
approached  the  scouting  party  on  the  other  side,  the 
buffalo  fleeing  before  them  in  another  stream.  The 
time  had  come  for  the  Indians  to  stop  the  chase  and 
attend  to  the  white  men. 

The  whole  scene  had  taken  but  a  short  time,  hardly 
long  enough  for  anyone  to  realise  fully  what  was 
happening. 

The  scattered  Comanches  assembled  in  one  group 
for  a  pow-wow.  The  Sioux,  on  their  side,  had  never 
scattered,  but  had  come  to  a  stand,  leaving  a  large 
number  of  dead  buffalo  strewn  along  the  line  of  chase. 
One  of  the  scouts,  called  Lame- Bear,  a  renegade 
Comanche  spy,  who  knew  a  little  Spanish  and  some 
English,  now  gave  his  opinion  of  the  situation  by 
signs  and  words  as  follows :  Both  bands  of  Indians 
had  come  out  on  a  hunting  expedition  as  well  as  for 
adventure  ;  they  had  met  here  by  chance ;  but  the 
Comanches,  still  more  cunning  than  the  Sioux,  when 
they  discovered  the  white  men,  formed  a  plan  to 
stampede  the  buffalo.  In  the  confusion  they  would 
attack  the  white  men,  but  the  superior  numbers  of  the 
Sioux  caused  them  to  change  their  plan.  Now  they 
were  holding  a  council  of  war ;  in  another  moment 
the  whole  thing  would  be  decided  ;  there  would  be  a 
"  lifting  of  scalps." 

Lame-Bear  had  hardly  spoken  the  last  word  when 
the  Comanches  set  out  with  a  great  war-whoop 
straight  for  the  Sioux,  who  were  sitting  as  still  as 
stone  images  on  their  horses.  The  Comanches 
swept  on  like  demons,  unconscious  of  their  own 
inferior  numbers. 


GENERAL  FEEMONT  239 

"  Look  !  "  cried  Lame-Bear,  "  the  buffaloes  ! " 
It  was  a  fresh  stampede  from  the  north.  The 
vacant  space  separating  the  Comanches  and  the 
Sioux  was  threatened  by  this  new  mass  of  frightened 
animals,  coming  down  in  a  stream  that  would  pass 
right  in  front  of  the  band  of  Sioux,  driven,  no  doubt, 
by  another  band  farther  north.  Seeing  this,  the 
intrepid  Comanches  redoubled  their  efforts  to  reach 
their  rivals,  and  at  the  moment  the  first  buffalo 
reached  the  line,  a  hail  of  arrows  poured  from  the 
two  bands  and  several  Comanches  fell.  In  another 
second  a  horse  fell  under  a  Sioux,  then  several 
warriors.  The  space  had  now  become  fairly  blocked 
with  buffalo,  and,  maddened  by  the  smell  of  blood, 
they  bellowed  and  jumped  about  as  they  passed  close 
to  the  Sioux,  who  were  now  forced  to  desist,  while  the 
Comanches,  caught  in  the  stampede,  were  compelled 
to  gallop  along  with  the  herd  to  escape  destruction. 

The  scouts  began  to  move  on,  when  the  Comanches 
veered  round  to  the  south  at  a  safe  distance  from  their 
guns. 


CHAPTER  XXIII 

THE    DANCE   OF   DEATH 

AFTER  travelling  between  four  and  five  hundred 
miles  out  from  the  Missouri,  Fremont's  expedition 
struck  the  pow-wow  grounds  on  the  Kansas  River, 
the  camping-place  where  the  famous  hunter  and 
scout,  old  Fitzpatrick,  had  in  charge  some  thousands 
of  Indians. 

At  that  time  this  scout  was  acting  as  Government 
Indian  Agent.  His  special  business  was  to  deal  with 
the  savages  in  such  a  manner  that  they  would,  at 
least  for  a  time,  leave  the  white  emigrants  unmolested 
while  on  their  way  across  the  plains  and  mountains  to 
California.  Fremont  expected  to  meet  here  some 
hundreds  of  Indians,  mainly  chiefs  and  leading 
warriors,  instead  of  which  he  encountered  whole 
tribes  gathered  from  the  far  West,  South,  and  South- 
west. He  calculated  on  staying  here  some  little 
time  to  find  out  all  he  could,  both  from  the  whites 
and  the  Indians,  who  would  give  him  important 
information  and  all  the  latest  mountain  news  brought 
in  from  scouts  and  hunters  from  the  West. 

Before  the  establishment  of  this  agency,  hundreds 
of  emigrants  had  been  murdered  and  their  scalps 
taken  ;  but  old  Fitzpatrick,  as  cunning  as  any  Apache, 
knew  all  the  weak  and  strong  points  of  the  Indians, 
and  could  pacify  them  at  small  cost  either  to  himself 
or  the  Government.  He  knew  the  magic  power 


THE   DANCE   OF  DEATH  241 

residing  in  coloured  beads,  red  and  yellow  blankets, 
paint,  and  such  like  trifles,  when  dealing  with  them. 
Yet,  in  spite  of  all  this,  the  Indians  were  fooling 
him. 

Whole  tribes  of  sleek,  well-fed  savages,  arrayed  in 
feathers,  brilliant  blankets,  paint  and  all  the  finery 
of  needlework  and  fantastic  neck  and  head-gear, 
greeted  Colonel  Fremont's  arrival,  gazing  in  grim 
silence  and  weird  dignity  at  the  white  men,  their 
mules  and  their  weapons.  There  were  one  or  two 
tribes  new  to  Fremont's  scouts.  There  was  old  Flying- 
Horse,  chief  of  an  intrepid  band  of  Southern  Apaches, 
with  a  great  flight  of  eagle  feathers  pointing  outward 
from  the  crown  of  his  long  head  to  the  nape  of  his 
neck,  a  stripe  of  yellow  paint  running  from  his  fore- 
head right  down  across  his  nose,  across  his  chin,  and 
down  his  breast ;  and  two  Indians  of  greater  import- 
ance than  any  of  the  chiefs  :  the  much-dreaded  Arappa- 
Honta,  grand  enchanter  of  the  Navahoes,  and  Umbaha- 
Tan,  a  great  medicine-man  and  "  weaver  of  spells"  of 
the  Utahs. 

Queer  things  were  brewing. 

That  same  evening  Lame-Bear  asked  one  of 
Fremont's  men  to  walk  out  with  him  where  the  others 
could  not  hear  what  he  had  to  say.  When  they  got 
beyond  the  camp  Lame-Bear  began  in  a  mixture  of 
Spanish  and  English  :  "  You  see  that  big  Medicine, 
TJmbaha-Tan  ?  He  is  no  friend  of  Chief  Fremont ! 
I  have  peeped  in  his  wigwam,  and  know  what  he  is 
doing.  He  has  made  a  *  bad  fire '  in  there ;  to- 
morrow he  will  begin  his  enchantments." 

Here  Lame-Bear  began  to  turn  round  and  round 
in  imitation  of  someone  who  was  being  dazed  and 

v.s.  R 


242     THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

mentally  confused,  dizzy  in  the  head,  not  capable  of 
clear  thinking. 

"Is  Umbaha-Tan  working  against  one  person  or 
against  all  our  party  ?  "  asked  the  scout. 

"  The  whole  party.     All  will  feel  his  power." 

"  How  is  such  a  thing  possible  ?  " 

"Because  the  white  men  don't  understand,"  he 
said. 

"  What  will  Umbaha-Tan  do  to-night  ?  "  asked  the 

BCOUt. 

Lame-Bear  gave  a  slight  twist  of  the  head,  and, 
with  an  expression  of  weariness,  said :  "  He  will 
perform  the  ban-ha-ha,"  which  meant  the  overture  to 
the  play,  or  the  creation  of  the  atmosphere. 

The  guide  felt  that  any  words  or  explanations 
would  be  useless,  that  nothing  could  change  the  order 
of  Fate.  He  himself  had  his  mind  made  up,  and 
knew  precisely  what  to  expect. 

The  moon  rose  and  began  to  light  the  plains,  and 
the  camp-fires  blazed  in  the  clear,  still  air  ;  and  while 
Fremont's  men  were  smoking  and  resting  the  Indians 
began  to  glide  about,  ghost-like,  in  the  moonlight,  by 
ones  and  twos  at  first,  coming  and  going  for  the  most 
part  in  absolute  silence.  Some  of  them  were  roasting 
buffalo,  which  they  did  by  making  a  big  hole  in  the 
ground  and  cooking  the  whole  carcass,  barbecue 
fashion. 

Old  Fitzpatrick  was  asked  if  he  did  not  think  the 
Indians  in  the  camp  were  more  sullen  than  usual,  but 
he  only  said  :  "I  don't  see  as  they  act  any  different 
from  the  real  Simon-pure  article  "  ;  and  then  he  went 
on  :  "  You  know  how  Natur'  turns  'em  out,  I  reckon ; 
Natur'  manifactures  'em,  but  she  don't  finish  'em;  when 


THE  DANCE   OP  DEATH  243 

she  manifactures  a  white  man  she  finishes  him.  An 
Injin  is  finished  when  he  hez  a  top-knot,  an'  he's 
polished  when  he  gets  his  war-paint  on;  a  white 
man  is  polished  jest  as  soon  as  he  gets  his  face 
washed." 

Arappa-Honta,  the  enchanter,  was  receiving  visitors 
in  his  wigwam.  He  sat  cross-legged,  on  thick 
cushions  of  bear  and  buffalo  skins,  bolt  upright,  his 
body  quite  still,  partly  wrapped  in  a  robe  of  wild- 
cat skins.  The  white  visitors  immediately  became 
conscious  of  something  wonderful  in  the  influence  he 
threw  about  him  of  length  and  distance.  Everything 
about  his  features  was  long  and  thin  :  long,  narrow 
head,  rising  far  above  his  eyebrows;  long,  narrow 
eyes,  veiled  and  absent ;  long,  thin  nose ;  long,  spare 
jaws  and  chin ;  and  a  neck  that  might  have  grown 
in  a  night,  like  a  mushroom-stalk.  The  marvellous 
head  was  capped  with  a  circle  of  black  feathers,  and 
from  the  centre  of  the  crown  rose  three  black 
ostrich-feathers,  which  must  have  been  brought  from 
St.  Louis  or  Mexico,  or  stolen  from  emigrants.  His 
arms  were  covered  with  ornaments,  while  his  face  was 
made  still  more  extraordinary  by  being  covered  with 
saffron  paint;  there  was  a  black  streak  of  paint 
running  from  the  top  of  the  forehead,  down  the  nose 
to  his  bosom.  These  colours  meant  that  he  was 
getting  ready  for  business ;  the  days  of  idle  dreaming 
were  past. 

According  to  Lame-Bear,  Arappa-Honta  was  getting 
ready  to  travel,  in  spirit. 

His  body  had  something  of  the  painted  image  about 
it,  so  still  and  motionless. 

An  Indian,  with  something  of  the  wild  animal  in 

B  2 


244  THE  VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

his  face,  placed  on  the  fire,  which  was  burning  in  the 
middle  of  the  wigwam,  some  leaves  that  raised  a  thick 
smoke.  Arappa-Honta  moved  his  head  a  little  and 
breathed  deeply ;  then  he  prepared  his  pipe,  filled  it 
with  some  of  the  leaves  and  began  to  smoke.  Several 
of  the  Indians  did  the  same,  after  which  the  white 
visitors  left  the  wigwam.  Hearing  muffled  sounds 
coming  from  the  direction  of  Umbaha-Tan's  lodge, 
they  went  towards  it.  Indians  were  walking  about 
outside,  listening ;  there  was  not  one  who  did  not 
know  the  secret  meaning  of  the  deep,  drum-like 
sounds  coming  from  the  weaver's  tent.  As  the 
Indians  drew  nearer  they  would  stop,  bow  their  heads 
and  listen,  the  same  as  if  they  had  been  white  men 
listening  to  the  sound  of  earth  falling  on  a  coffin. 
Indians  of  different  tribes  came  and  went,  their  eyes 
glistening  like  black  beads  in  the  bright  moonlight ; 
they  glided  past  like  cats,  and  listened  as  if  smitten 
by  some  unknown  power.  They  seemed  to  be 
absent  from  the  spot  and  enjoying  something  far 
away. 

Old  Fitzpatrick  was  holding  a  confab  with  Colonel 
Fremont  in  the  commander's  tent,  with  some  other 
scouts  and  guides,  and  already  there  were  signs  of 
contradictory  evidence  and  advice  concerning  the 
route  to  be  taken  and  attempts  to  be  made  to  find 
passes  through  the  Eocky  Mountains. 

Up  to  this  time  Fremont  had  appeared  pretty 
confident  of  his  ability  to  go  straight  through  the 
mountains  without  much  loss  of  mules  and  with  but 
little  danger  to  his  men ;  but  now  old  Fitzpatrick  told 
one  story,  while  the  new  arrivals  from  the  West  told 
another.  Fremont  refused  to  take  a  decision,  and  said 


THE   DANCE   OF  DEATH  245 

he  would  wait  a  day  or  two,  when  fresh  news  might 
arrive  that  would  clear  up  certain  doubtful  points. 

That  night  the  whites  lay  awake  listening  to  the  low, 
drum -like  beatings  in  Umbaha-Tan's  wigwam.  Once 
in  a  while  the  unusual  notes  of  a  flute-like  instrument 
could  be  heard  coming  from  the  direction  of  Arappa- 
Honta's  wigwam.  These  sounds  only  ceased  with  the 
setting  of  the  moon.  Lame-Bear  said  he  had  a 
presentiment  of  impending  disaster,  and  he  could  see 
the  mountains  loom  like  bastions  in  the  blue  distance; 
bleak,  barren,  more  immovable  than  the  stars,  inhos- 
pitable as  frozen  tombs,  inviting  the  last  gasp  in  the 
still,  frozen  air  ;  and  some  of  the  white  men  felt  a 
horrible  attraction  towards  the  desolate  snow-covered 
region  of  the  Rockies. 

The  whole  camp,  white  men  and  Indians,  were  up 
early  and  stirring,  some  busy  with  one  thing,  some 
with  another,  while  in  one  of  the  tents  a  mail- carrier 
from  Taos,  in  New  Mexico,  was  being  awakened  by 
some  of  the  men  who  had  been  deputed  to  watch  him 
and  keep  him  from  what  the  Indians  call  the  death 
sleep.  He  had  ridden  for  some  days  and  nights, 
making  a  record  journey,  and  had  given  strict  orders 
to  have  his  sleep  broken  after  a  few  hours,  as  the 
Indians  considered  it  fatal  for  a  man  in  that  condition 
of  fatigue  to  sleep  twelve  hours  on  a  stretch.  When 
he  got  his  eyes  wide  open  he  thought  he  was  captured 
by  Indians  and  going  to  be  bound  to  a  tree  and 
tortured,  and  he  began  to  shout  and  rave ;  but  they 
finally  brought  him  to  by  dashes  of  cold  water  over 
his  head  and  face. 

The  news  he  brought  gave  Fremont  no  information 
that  could  be  used  to  any  advantage. 


246      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

Lame-Bear  came  about  noon  with  the  news  that  the 
Indians  were  getting  ready  for  a  great  dance.  It  was 
being  kept  as  secret  as  possible ;  but,  even  if  the 
secret  leaked  out,  nothing  could  stop  them,  as  the 
dance  was  to  appear  like  a  festival  of  peace  and 
goodwill 

Early  in  the  afternoon  small  bands  of  Indians  began 
to  come  in  with  the  spoils  of  the  buffalo  hunts,  and  the 
Comanches  encountered  on  the  plains  arrived  with 
the  scalps  of  the  Sioux  slain  in  the  buffalo  figlit. 
The  sight  of  the  fresh  scalps,  the  plentiful  supply  of 
buffalo  and  antelope  meat,  the  perpetual  noise  of  the 
musical  instruments  of  the  different  medicine-men, 
kept  the  Indians  at  fever-heat,  and  for  the  rest 
of  the  day  painted  faces  became  more  and  more 
plentiful. 

Huge  barbecues  for  a  buffalo-meat  feast  were  in 
preparation,  and  the  chiefs  became  more  independent 
and  haughty  in  demeanour. 

About  eleven  o'clock  that  evening  the  Indians 
emerged  from  their  lodges  by  hundreds,  making  tracks 
for  the  open  prairie  south  of  the  camp.  At  the  same 
time  the  sound  of  Indian  drums  came  from  various 
parts,  increasing  in  force  until  the  air  vibrated  with 
the  queer  noises ;  and  the  painted  faces  and  arms  of 
many  of  the  savages  added  something  demoniacal  to 
the  scene. 

When  questioned  about  it,  old  Fitzpatrick  said  it 
meant  a  buffalo  dance ;  others  thought  it  a  dance  in 
honour  of  the  moon ;  others,  again,  declared  it  was  a 
dance  in  honour  of  Fremont,  and  this  last  explanation 
was  accepted  by  most  of  the  white  men. 

Lame-Bear  now  said  that  several  tribes  would  hold 


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dances  in  unity  ;  but  the  leaders  would  be  the  Utah 
tribe,  headed  by  Umbaha-Tan,  and  the  Southern 
Apaches,  headed  by  old  Arappa-Honta.  All  the  pre- 
parations had  been  made  beforehand,  and  things  went 
as  by  clockwork.  Far  out  on  the  plains  a  long  row  of 
nickering  lights  could  be  seen.  At  last  the  Indians 
arrived  at  the  dancing-grounds,  carrying  small  torches 
made  of  pine  knots,  and  gathered  in  a  huge  circle, 
without  noise  or  confusion,  as  if  each  Indian  had 
rehearsed  the  scene  scores  of  times,  and  knew  the 
exact  position  to  take. 

There  was  a  signal ;  the  whole  crowd,  to  the 
number  of  thousands,  squatted  on  the  ground,  all 
decorated  in  their  best  colours,  the  flaming  reds  of  the 
blankets  becoming  visible  in  the  glow  of  the  torches, 
with  the  bright  yellows  gleaming  among  the  crowd  out 
in  the  clear  moonlight.  On  either  side,  through  the 
mass  of  squatting  Indians,  there  was  space  enough 
for  horses  and  files  of  dancers  to  pass.  From  beyond 
the  circle,  on  one  side,  there  came  two  Indians 
mounted  on  Mexican  mustangs,  with  faces  painted  in 
red  stripes,  meant  to  be  taken  as  a  symbol  of  peace  to 
the  whites  of  the  camp,  but  in  reality  to  deceive. 
They  walked  their  horses  round  the  circle  once,  and 
passed  out  on  the  other  side.  Two  more  appeared, 
with  faces  painted  white  and  red,  and  made  the  circuit. 
Lame-Bear  said  it  was  meant  as  a  warning  to  all  the 
Indians  of  the  sort  of  thing  they  would  witness,  and 
prepare  them  for  the  full  display  of  the  medicine- 
men's power.  These  in  turn  were  followed  by  a 
group  of  four  reed-blowers,  with  bodies  half  bare  and 
curiously  painted.  They  were  the  musical  charmers 
who  would  put  the  crowd  in  the  proper  mood.  The 


248      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

whistles  produced  a  great  and  solemn  change.  Faces 
became  rapt  with  wondering  awe  as  the  group  walked 
round  and  round  the  ring.  Other  dancers  entered, 
followed  by  mounted  Indians.  A  band  of  twenty 
Utahs,  disguised  as  wolves,  appeared,  and  began  to 
crawl  and  jump  as  they  slowly  passed  round.  The 
wolves  snapped  and  growled  as  they  approached  a 
figure  seated  alone  on  the  rim  of  the  charmed  circle, 
and  when  they  arrived  in  front  of  the  strange  appari- 
tion sitting  robed  in  white  and  black,  for  it  was  the 
great  Medicine,  Arappa-Honta,  in  a  new  dress, 
resembling  a  demon  in  the  midst  of  a  wild  beasts' 
inferno,  they  halted  in  a  line,  squatted,  and  set  up  a 
whimpering  and  whining  which  no  white  man  could 
imitate.  This  over,  they  rose  and  moved  on,  limping 
in  imitation  of  a  wounded  man  or  animal.  When 
halfway  round  the  ring  in  strode  an  Indian  of  giant 
frame  encased  in  a  full  buffalo  skin — horns,  hide,  and 
tail,  all  complete ;  swaying  to  and  fro,  he  rolled  along 
till  he  got  in  front  of  the  wolves,  and  then  he  began 
such  antics  as  would  defy  description,  for  it  seemed 
impossible  for  one  man  to  carry  such  a  weight  and 
perform  such  evolutions — such  a  rising  and  falling  of 
the  body,  such  a  limbering  movement  of  legs  and 
head,  and  when  he  got  as  far  as  Arappa-Honta  the 
buffalo  went  on  his  knees  before  the  great  Medicine, 
and  with  a  smart  toss  of  the  woolly  head  struck  the 
ground  with  one  of  his  horns.  He  rose  from  this 
posture  the  moment  Arappa-Honta  touched  the  horns 
with  the  tip  of  a  long,  slender  reed ;  but  the  buffalo 
had  hardly  turned  away  before  he  was  faced  by  all 
the  wolves  in  a  line,  moving  towards  him  in  perfect 
order  three  steps  forward,  then  one  step  in  retreat, 


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repeating  this  again  and  again  till  they  got  to  the 
centre  of  the  circle,  all  the  animals  keeping  silent. 
By  the  time  the  wolves  reached  the  centre  the  state  of 
the  crowd  was  such  that  the  noise  of  a  cannon  let  off 
would  not  have  caused  an  Indian  to  turn  his  head  or 
raise  an  eyebrow,  for  with  every  step  forward  and 
backward  it  was  seen  that  the  charm,  whatever  it 
might  be,  was  working  out  without  a  hitch.  All  who 
had  eyes  could  understand  for  themselves.  The 
savages  sat  spellbound,  seeing  the  tide  rise  and 
recede,  while  the  lone  buffalo  stood,  his  shaggy  head 
rolling  from  side  to  side,  awaiting  the  inevitable 
moment  when  the  wolves  would  close  in  and  surround 
him.  On  they  came,  the  tension  of  the  spectators 
becoming  unendurable  as  the  wolves  took  the  last 
three  steps  forward,  halting,  amidst  a  chorus  of  grunts 
and  growls,  under  the  buffalo's  nose ;  but  on  the 
instant  six  Indians  on  ponies  came  galloping  down 
to  the  circle,  and,  halting,  sent  a  whirlwind  of 
arrows  at  the  body  of  the  buffalo.  Every  arrow 
struck  where  it  was  aimed  ;  the  beast  fell,  first  on  his 
knees,  then  over  on  his  side ;  the  Indians  on  horse- 
back rode  off,  and  at  the  same  time  the  twenty  wolves 
formed  in  a  ring  around  the  prostrate  buffalo,  moving 
in  a  circle,  turning  round  and  round,  and  by  the  time 
they  had  all  made  the  circuit  a  band  of  stalwart 
Indians,  encased  in  the  skins  of  huge  grizzlies,  erect 
on  their  hind  legs,  came  wobbling  and  capering  in. 
All  the  drums  began  to  beat,  the  reed-whistles  made  a 
shrill,  weird  noise,  and  the  big  grizzlies,  advancing, 
erect,  towards  the  immovable  Arappa-Honta,  the  real 
dance,  the  wonderful  Indian  ball,  now  began. 

As  the  grizzlies  turned  their  backs  on  Arappa-Honta 


250  THE   VALLEY   OF   SHADOWS 

they  faced  the  wolves,  arrayed  in  a  line  about  fifty 
feet  away,  and  at  once  the  grizzlies  began  to  reel 
like  drunken  men,  while  the  wolves  suddenly  moved 
forward  a  few  paces,  limping,  snarling,  and  now  and 
then  giving  short  jumps. 

The  big  grizzlies  now  began  a  slow  movement 
towards  the  centre,  and  when  about  thirty  feet  apart 
both  lines  halted.  One  of  the  wolves  and  one  of  the 
largest  of  the  grizzlies  parted  from  the  ranks,  and 
stepping  forward  to  within  a  few  feet  of  each  other,  a 
duel  of  fantastic  figures  was  set  going.  With  this 
signal  a  troop  of  thirty  warriors  in  buffalo  skins 
entered  at  a  brisk  trot,  and  being  welcomed  by  a 
chorus  of  howls  and  savage  grunts  by  all  the  animals 
in  the  arena,  a  mad  quadrille  was  inaugurated  in 
which  all  the  buffaloes,  wolves,  and  grizzlies  joined, 
each  animal  doing  his  best  to  escape  from  contact 
with  the  others,  twisting  and  evading,  by  frantic 
contortions,  the  wolves,  nimble  as  foxes,  passing  and 
re-passing  in  and  out  of  the  whirling  mass. 

The  actors  had  in  a  short  time  assumed  a  more 
regular  form  of  dancing,  and  the  wolves  were  now 
circulating  among  the  bigger  animals  in  a  long  ser- 
pentine line  that  entered  the  crowd  at  a  certain  point 
and  progressed  in,  out,  and  around  like  a  wriggling 
snake ;  and  during  the  time  this  was  going  on  a 
marked  change  was  visible  on  the  faces  of  the  on- 
lookers. The  Dance  of  Death  had  begun.  All  that 
had  gone  before  might  be  taken  as  overtures  and  intro- 
ductions. This  was  the  weaving,  the  maze  of 
bewilderment,  chaos  and  destruction  for  the  white 
man.  As  the  wolves  wriggled  in  and  out,  the 
buffaloes  and  grizzlies  made  desperate  efforts  to  avoid 


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them,  but  in  vain.  'No  sooner  did  they  succeed  in 
avoiding  contact  with  the  wolves  on  one  side  than 
they  were  touched  and  pushed  on  the  other  by  wolves 
skipping  and  dodging  back  in  a  double  circle.  Quicker 
and  quicker  they  glided,  sometimes  on  all  fours,  some- 
times standing  erect  and  leaping,  for  now  a  buffalo, 
after  wobbling  and  staggering  and  making  every  effort 
to  escape  contact  with  the  wolves,  reeled  and  sank  to 
the  ground ;  a  wolf  leaped  over  the  body,  while 
another,  following,  stood  on  the  prostrate  beast, 
uttering  unearthly  yells. 

It  was  the  beginning  of  the  end.  Buffaloes  and 
grizzlies,  all  were  reeling  together  in  the  maze  of 
death.  Two  grizzlies  fell,  and  the  same  movements 
were  performed  over  their  bodies.  The  nearer  the 
victims  came  to  falling  the  faster  and  more  furious  did 
the  action  become ;  it  was  no  longer  a  question  of 
avoiding  the  wolves,  but  simply  a  question  of  when 
the  tottering  grizzlies  and  buffaloes  would  fall  dead, 
while  Arappa-Honta  sat  pointing  with  his  magic  reed, 
now  at  this  animal,  now  at  that. 

Down  they  dropped,  one  by  one,  the  sounds  of  the 
victorious  wolves  becoming  louder  and  more  general. 
Arappa-Honta  rose,  and,  waving  his  wand  over  the 
arena,  a  storm  of  grunts  and  fierce  howls  broke  out 
from  the  Indians  and  the  wolves,  now  dancing  a  last 
ronde  over  the  bodies  of  the  vanquished. 


CHAPTEE    XXIV 

IN   THE    MAZE 

IT  was  late  in  November  when  the  expedition 
reached  the  small  settlement  of  Pueblo,  on  the  upper 
Arkansas  Eiver,  among  the  foot-hills  of  the  Rockies. 
Here  Fremont  took  a  fresh  supply  of  provisions,  and 
meeting  old  Bill  Williams,  a  mountain  trapper,  he 
engaged  him  as  guide. 

It  was  not  long  before  they  came  to  the  snow,  and 
Bill  Williams  hesitated.  He  was  in  doubt  as  to  the 
passes;  but  Fremont  forced  his  way  on  as  though 
possessed  by  a  power  he  could  not  control.  The 
difficulties  of  the  position  seemed  even  now  more 
than  Fremont  and  his  party  could  overcome,  and  yet 
they  were  only  at  the  beginning.  Most  of  the  passes 
were  packed  with  snow,  and  it  required  ten  days  to 
do  what  in  summer-time  would  have  taken  two  or 
three. 

They  pressed  on.  A  great  fear  was  bearing  down 
on  some  of  the  men.  The  guide  Williams  hesitated 
more  and  more,  while  Fremont,  not  daring  to  show 
the  slightest  sign  of  discouragement,  put  on  a  bold 
face.  He  dared  not  turn  back.  They  were  at  the 
threshold,  so  to  speak,  where  they  had  plenty  of  time 
to  contemplate  the  frozen  peaks  and  passes  of  desola- 
tion, and  not  a  white  man,  not  an  Indian,  but  held 
his  breath  when  they  came  to  the  awful  ravine  of 
Kio  del  Norte. 


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They  had  arrived  at  what  seemed  the  insur- 
mountable barrier.  Fremont  looked  at  old  Bill 
Williams,  but  not  a  word  was  spoken.  No  one  could 
speak.  What  was  the  use  ?  How  is  a  man  to  argue 
with  a  chain  of  frozen  rock  thousands  of  feet  high  ? 

Fremont  took  Williams  aside,  but  no  one  knew 
what  was  said  during  the  talk.  Williams  dared  not 
admit  he  had  blundered,  and  Fremont  dared  not  turn 
back,  and  he  decided  on  the  desperate  attempt  to  pass 
through  the  snow-packed  ravines  and  dig  upward 
towards  the  backbone  of  the  Rockies.  All  hands  were 
encouraged  to  make  the  attempt,  and  Fremont  talked 
to  his  men  like  a  comrade.  He  worked  as  hard  as 
any,  was  firm  yet  kindly  in  his  speech,  but  fixed  on 
impossible  things.  They  could  see  how  he  was  driven 
on  and  on,  against  reason,  against  common-sense. 
No  one  had  any  will  except  to  push  forward  to  the 
heights  of  isolation.  Attempt  after  attempt  was 
made,  the  men  working  like  condemned  prisoners, 
making  desperate  efforts  for  freedom  and  life,  against 
a  hundred  odds,  against  Fate.  They  might  have 
battled  with  the  snow  to  some  good  purpose,  but  now 
they  had  arrived  at  the  region  of  storms  ;  the  wind 
blew  down  from  the  summits,  howled  around  the 
crags  and  through  the  ravines.  Not  a  man  there  had 
ever  seen  such  a  winter.  No  sooner  did  one  storm 
cease  than  another  set  in  from  the  north-east  or  north- 
west. The  mules,  reduced  in  flesh  and  strength, 
dropped  off  one  after  another,  frozen  in  their  tracks. 
Still  the  men  worked  on  as  under  some  fatal  spell. 

A  last  attempt  was  made  to  reach  the  watershed. 
The  almost  impossible  task  of  stamping  a  path  in  the 
snow  was  accomplished,  and  animals  and  men  walked 


254      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

over  this  with  extreme  caution,  exposed  to  the  icy 
winds,  one  mule  after  another  falling,  never  to  rise 
again.  They  had  reached,  by  a  superhuman  effort,  the 
storm-swept  summit  where  the  fierce  winds  kept  the 
ground  bare  of  snow,  and  a  little  food  could  be  found 
for  the  cattle.  Lower  down  all  vegetation  was  hidden 
under  snow. 

They  were  now  face  to  face  with  the  first  great 
calamity  of  the  expedition,  and  all  hope  of  saving  the 
mules  was  at  an  end.  Fremont  tried  hard  to  look 
cheerful,  the  guides  pretended  to  be  hopeful,  but 
all  felt  the  first  swift  touch  of  death  in  the  most 
abandoned  part  of  the  "Western  wilds  ;  all  began  a 
secret  and  silent  preparation  for  the  last  wrestle  with 
the  grim  and  lonely  conqueror.  They  were  in  the 
first  grip.  Fremont  mentioned  the  name  of  his  old 
friend  and  companion  in  adventure,  Kit  Carson,  and 
longed  for  his  counsel ;  but  Carson  was^living  in  Taos, 
far  away  to  the  south. 

They  were  now  more  than  twelve  thousand  feet 
above  sea  level,  and  all  the  mules  frozen  to  death. 
The  first  night  in  the  high  regions  came  with  a  clear 
sky  and  a  still  atmosphere,  with  the  thermometer 
below  zero.  The  stars  looked  like  silver  lamps  floating 
in  the  air  not  far  above.  The  howling  of  hungry 
wolves  came  to  the  ears  of  some  of  the  men  like 
warnings  and  prophecies  of  impending  calamities,  and 
kept  several  of  them  from  sleeping,  in  spite  of  the 
great  fatigue  they  felt.  In  the  morning  one  of  the 
half-breeds  swore  he  had  heard  the  tom-toms  of  the 
medicine-men,  and  saw  Arappa-Honta  sitting  in  his 
tent.  Others  declared  they  had  heard  queer  sounds, 
but  the  men  were  not  certain  whether  they  were  awake 


IN   THE   MAZE  255 

or  dreaming  at  the  time.  The  half-breeds  became 
apprehensive.  They  considered  the  expedition  as 
good  as  doomed,  and  called  to  mind  the  scenes  and 
rumours  at  the  great  dance. 

Fremont  now  held  a  solemn  counsel  with  King  and 
Preuss,  two  of  his  right-hand  men,  and  it  was  decided 
they  should  return  to  the  Eio  del  Norte  without  delay. 

As  soon  as  they  arrived  at  the  Eio  del  Norte 
Fremont  called  for  volunteers  to  go  to  the  settlements 
for  mules  and  provisions  to  enable  the  whole  of  the 
party  to  push  on  to  Taos.  He  picked  out  four  men, 
naming  King  as  their  commander,  and  the  order  was 
to  lose  no  time  in  sending  back  provisions  to  the  camp, 
as  there  was  just  enough  food  to  last  fourteen  days  at 
a  pinch. 

When  King  left  the  camp  it  was  like  a  party  of 
ghosts  walking  off  in  the  desolate  wastes  in  search  of 
a  refuge. 

The  ordeal  began  from  the  very  moment  King  and 
his  small  party  vanished  from  sight  and  left  the  larger 
party  on  half  rations,  in  weather  that  was  arctic,  every 
day  full  of  suspense,  every  hour  heavy  with  fore- 
boding. Hardly  a  night  but  what  one  or  two  of  the 
men  heard,  or  thought  they  heard,  the  beating  of  tom- 
toms, while  in  dreams  they  would  see  repeated  certain 
movements  of  the  Dance  of  Death. 

The  nights  became  heavier,  the  days  more  weary. 
On  the  fifth  day  after  King's  departure  one  of  the  men 
was  frozen  stiff,  and  death  entered  the  camp.  It 
snowed  more  or  less  every  day. 

Fremont  was  now  all  but  panic-stricken,  but  he 
maintained  a  stiff  upper  lip,  and  after  waiting  sixteen 
days  decided  to  set  out  for  the  settlements  himself, 


256      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

with  four  new  men.  He  now  took  it  for  granted  that 
King  and  his  party  had  been  killed  by  the  Indians. 
Fremont  took  his  old  friend,  Preuss,  with  him,  a  little 
food,  and  their  blankets.  His  intention  was  to  make 
for  a  place  on  the  Red  River  some  miles  north  of  Taos. 

"  Now  men,"  he  said,  before  starting,  "  if  I  am  not 
back  here  before  your  rations  are  out,  or  if  you  don't 
hear  from  me  by  messenger,  strike  out  for  yourselves 
and  follow  my  trail." 

The  party  left  behind  had  only  three  meals  for  each 
man,  a  little  rum,  and  some  sugar. 

Fremont  was  not  long  away  before  he  struck  a  fresh 
Indian  trail.  He  took  this  trail,  which  led  in  the 
direction  he  wished  to  go.  He  marched  on,  and  the 
fifth  day  came  across  a  lone  Indian  who  was  taking  a 
drink  from  a  hole  he  had  made  in  the  ice.  The  Indian 
happened  to  be  the  son  of  a  Utah  Chief  and  a  friend 
of  Fremont's.  The  Indian  became  a  guide  to  the 
party,  and  furnished  them  with  horses  from  the  tribe 
living  close  by,  and  the  next  day  they  all  set  off  again 
on  the  dreary  march. 

They  had  gone  about  six  miles  when  Fremont 
discovered  some  smoke  in  a  small  wood.  His  courage 
rose,  for  now  this  must  certainly  be  King  and  his 
party.  It  was  more  than  three  weeks  since  they  had 
left  the  main  camp.  They  hurried  towards  the  spot ; 
that  smoke  looked  so  comforting,  there  in  that  desert 
of  snow  and  ice,  and  it  looked  as  if  things  would  now 
take  a  turn  for  the  better.  Fremont  and  his  band 
were  soon  in  the  wood  face  to  face  with  three  half- 
starved  men,  half-crazed,  and  so  changed  he  could 
scarcely  recognise  them.  They  were  not  able  to  walk 
One  of  them  grinned  like  a  bear  at  bay.  Fremont 


IN   THE   MAZE  257 

had  hard  work  to  get  them  to  talk,  but  he  kept  on  just 
as  one  would  with  Indians  or  little  children.  They 
had  evidently  killed  a  deer,  and  the  bones  were  lying  a 
little  way  from  the  fire  where  the  men  were  sitting. 

"  Eut  where's  King  ? "  Fremont  asked  several 
times. 

"Well,  you  see,  King  ain't  here,"  stammered  one 
of  the  men,  a  little  bolder  than  the  others. 

"  I  can  see  that,"  replied  Fremont ;  "  I  want  to 
know  where  he  is,  if  you  can  tell  me." 

"  Well,"  the  man  stammered,  "  he  was  here ;  that  is, 
he  came  here  with  us  day  before  yesterday." 

"  Where  did  he  go  ?  " 

"  He  didn't  go  no-wheres." 

A  horrible  grin  distorted  the  features  of  the  spokes- 
man. 

"  You  see,  he  give  out  when  we  got  here;  he 
starved  to  death." 

A  fearful  silence  settled  over  the  group.  Fremont, 
with  a  face  as  white  as  the  snow,  gazed  in  horror  at 
the  bones  and  then  at  the  three  pitiable  survivors. 
They  had  been  living  off  the  remains. 

By  a  superhuman  effort  Fremont  managed  to  take 
them  a  march  of  one  hundred  and  sixty  miles,  reaching 
the  Eed  River  in  ten  days. 

From  the  town  of  Eed  Eiver  he  sent  back  to  the 
twenty-two  members  of  the  expedition  he  had  left  in 
the  mountains  one  of  his  trusty  men,  Godey,  with 
forty  mules  and  several  Mexicans.  This  band  of 
twenty-two  men  had  waited  seven  days  in  camp  in  the 
gravest  suspense,  and  then  left,  going  in  the  direction 
taken  by  Fremont  and  his  party.  They  were  now 
wanderers  in  a  land  covered  with  snow,  with  no  game, 

v.s.  s 


258  THE  VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS 

no  resources,  no  hope.  They  were  marching,  as  it 
were,  to  their  own  funeral.  Already,  before  aban- 
doning the  camp,  Lame-Bear  said  he  saw  Arappa- 
Honta  in  a  dream.  He  said  the  party  was  doomed. 
Other  men  were  filled  with  strange  presentiments. 
Some,  reduced  to  mere  skeletons,  began  to  see  visions. 

They  set  out  under  a  leaden  sky,  with  a  bitter  wind 
coming  down  at  their  back,  the  whole  face  of  Nature 
opposed  to  any  kind  of  courage  or  hope,  and  they  were 
not  surprised  when  only  two  miles  out  of  camp  Lame- 
Bear  turned  suddenly  about,  faced  the  little  band,  let 
his  blanket  and  gun  fall,  and  asked  one  of  the  men  to 
ehoot  him.  After  going  about  from  one  to  the  other 
begging  to  be  shot  and  getting  a  negative  response 
Lame-Bear  turned,  and,  walking  back  to  the  forsaken 
camp,  died  there  all  alone.  The  others  pressed  on  in 
a  confused  maze  of  thoughts.  Death  seemed  every- 
where. It  surrounded  them,  enveloped  them,  urged 
them  on,  and  again  urged  them  to  fall  down  in  the 
snow  and  give  up.  They  had  only  made  ten  miles 
when  a  man  named  Jim  Wise  began  to  sing  and 
shout ;  he  threw  up  his  arms,  looked  up  at  the  sky 
and  sank  down  in  the  snow.  Two  Indians,  members 
of  the  expedition,  wrapped  the  dead  man  in  his 
blanket  and  covered  him  with  snow. 

They  pressed  on. 

The  next  day,  Carver,  one  of  the  strongest  men,  a 
hunter  known  for  his  prowess,  began  to  see  vision  | 
He  stopped  the  company  and  began  to  describe  things. 
He  called  to  mind  some  of  the  strange  scenes  at  the 
Indian  Agency ;  he  saw  the  barbecue  where  the 
buffalo  was  roasted  whole  ;  he  said  if  the  men  would 
sit  down  in  the  snow  the  Indian  cooks  would  attend 


IN   THE   MAZE  259 

with  dishes  of  stewed  venison,  buffalo  tongue,  prairie- 
chicken,  and  many  other  things  for  a  feast. 

Carver's  hopeless  condition  had  a  deadly  effect  on 
some  of  the  men,  themselves  hovering  on  the  borders 
of  collapse  and  delirium,  but  there  was  nothing  to  be 
done  but  wander  on,  the  merest  shadows  of  a  once 
sturdy  band. 

The  next  day  Carver  walked  away  into  the  deep 
snows  and  they  saw  him  no  more. 

The  cold  was  greater  now,  although  at  first  it  did 
not  feel  so ;  and  the  moon,  sinking  down  behind  the 
Rockies,  in  the  west,  left  them  in  the  middle  of  the 
night,  with  the  stars,  the  snow,  and  the  awful  silence, 
fearing  to  sleep.  When  the  morning  dawned  it 
brought  a  sky  as  blue  as  sapphire,  a  crisp,  sharp  air,  in 
which  nothing  stirred,  in  which  brilliant  sunshine, 
withering  cold,  the  blue  above,  and  the  white  pall 
covering  the  earth,  wrestled  together  in  mocking 
rivalry,  all  Nature  getting  ready  for  the  last  scene. 

They  had  been  marching  but  a  short  time  when, 
right  before  them  there  loomed  a  mirage  of  churches 
and  houses,  pleasure-grounds,  monuments,  grave- 
yards, shimmering  streams,  waterfalls  glistening  in 
the  sunlight,  huge  flowers,  and  white  tents  pitched  on 
the  shores  of  beautiful  lakes,  crowds  of  people 
appearing  and  disappearing,  exactly  as  in  a  dream. 
Somehow  they  were  gazing  at  a  mirage. 

The  Indian  members  of  the  band  broke  out  in  yells 
of  exultation ;  they  shouted,  threw  up  their  hands, 
danced  in  an  ecstasy  of  joy,  for  there  before  them, 
they  said,  lay  the  happy  hunting-grounds  of  the 
spirit-world. 

Haler,  who  was  in  command  of  the  little  party, 

s  2 


260      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

brought  the  company  to  a  halt  and  began  a  speech  to 
the  men. 

"  Comrades,"  he  said,  "  it  ain't  safe  to  go  on  like 
this.  We've  got  to  break  up  into  small  bands  and 
scatter.  .  .  .  We've  got  to  scatter.  I  don't  expect  to 
survive,  but  I  want  to  ask  you  one  last  favour,  don't 
shoot  me,  but  wait  till  I  die,  then  you  can  have  my 
body." 

No  sooner  had  he  ceased  speaking  than  they  began 
to  scatter  in  small  bands,  each  in  a  different  direction, 
hoping  to  meet  a  rescue  party  from  Eed  River 
direction. 

It  was  now  only  a  question  of  how  death  would 
arrive  :  by  being  starved  or  by  being  frozen ;  and 
some  of  the  men  did  not  object  to  the  latter  process,  as 
it  was  painless  and  quickly  over. 

The  bands  started. 

At  first  it  was  agreed  that  as  soon  as  a  man  gave 
out  the  others  should  light  a  fire  and  leave  him,  but 
soon  even  this  was  found  impossible.  Some  were 
beginning  to  get  snow  blind,  others  were  deranged, 
others  were  distracted  by  superstitious  notions  of 
disaster  whispered  about  by  the  Indians  ;  and  all  at 
once  someone  called  to  mind  the  scene  of  the  wolves, 
the  buffaloes,  and  bears  in  the  great  dance  they  had 
witnessed,  and  each  man  felt  himself  in  a  maze. 

One  of  the  bands  concluded  to  lie  down  in  the  snow 
and  wait  for  the  first  man  to  die.  The  Indians  in 
this  party,  after  a  cannibal  feast,  began  to  howl 
and  dance,  and  the  white  men,  now  crazed  with 
suffering,  joined  in  the  ghastly  chorus  of  cries,  groans, 
yells,  and  mumbling  imprecations.  The  party  assumed 
the  aspect  of  a  company  of  demons  on  the  snow,  made 


IN   THE   MAZE  261 

more  ghastly  by  the  powerful  moonlight,  and  the 
death  dance  began  over  again,  this  time  in  its  livid 
reality.  Two  of  the  men  were  breathing  their  last, 
others  were  about  to  fall ;  some  were  describing 
circles,  curves,  in  single  or  double  file,  stamping, 
turning  about,  jumping  up  and  down,  the  Indians 
jabbering  in  an  unknown  dialect,  their  faces  becoming 
more  and  more  distorted. 

The  orgy  of  death  ended  the  following  day  with 
the  arrival  of  Godey  and  his  Mexicans,  who  took  the 
survivors  to  Taos,  where  Fremont  was  waiting  at  the 
house  of  his  old-time  comrade,  Kit  Carson. 

Fremont  had  lost  all  his  mules,  the  whole  of  his 
outfit,  and  nearly  half  his  men.  Nothing  daunted, 
however,  he  went  to  work,  organised  a  new  expedi- 
tion, took  a  more  southerly  route  and  reached 
California  in  the  spring  of  1849  safe  and  sound. 
And  I  heard  an  old  scout  say  :  "  There  ain't  a  bullet 
can  touch  him  !  That  man's  got  what  they  call  a 
charmed  life." 

Certainly  of  all  the  public  men  of  that  time,  who 
led  adventuresome  and  romantic  lives,  Fremont  was 
the  most  daring  and  the  most  original. 

The  people  of  California  sent  him  back  to  Washington 
as  their  Senator. 

*  *  *  *  * 

Many  years  after  my  St.  Louis  experiences  I  visited 
General  Fremont  at  San  Jose*,  California.  We  talked 
much  of  the  War  days,  and  although  an  old  man,  he 
seemed  like  one  who  had  never  known  trouble  or 
disappointment,  hale  and  serene.  He  passed  away  at 
last,  peaceably,  in  his  bed,  after  what  seemed  indeed 
a  charmed  life. 


CHAPTER  XXV 
GRIERSON'S  RAID 

ATTACHED  to  General  Grant's  army  was  General 
Grierson's  brigade,  consisting  of  the  Sixth  and  Seventh 
Illinois  Cavalry  and  the  Second  Iowa  Cavalry.  These 
men  and  boys,  many  of  whom  I  had  known  on  the 
prairies  near  the  Log-House,  were  destined  to  engage 
in  the  most  dangerous  and  thrilling  cavalry  raid  of  the 
four  years'  War.  Of  this  raid  Grant  wrote  :  "  It  was 
Grierson  who  first  set  the  example  of  what  might  be 
done  in  the  interior  of  the  enemy's  country  without 
any  base  from  which  to  draw  supplies  "  ;  and  of  whom 
Sheridan  said :  "  Grierson  was  the  first  to  teach  us  how 
to  handle  cavalry  successfully." 

On  the  morning  of  April  17th,  1863,1  General 
Grierson  set  out  from  the  town  of  La  Grange,  in 
Tennessee,  at  the  head  of  1,700  men,  camping  at  night 
in  the  town  of  Eipley,  in  the  State  of  Mississippi,  after 
a  ride  of  thirty  miles.  The  next  day  a  Rebel  force 
was  encountered  in  the  act  of  destroying  the  bridge 
spanning  the  Tallahatchie  River,  and  after  the  Rebels 
were  put  to  flight  Grierson's  men  restored  the  bridge 
to  its  former  condition. 

Sunday  morning,  April  19th,  brought  many  and 
exciting  adventures.  Two  companies,  commanded  by 
Captain  Trafton,  made  a  dash  at  New  Albany  and 

1  "  Grierson's  Raid,"  by  J.  S.  C.  Abbott.  Harper's  Magazine, 
February,  1865. 


GBIEKSON'S  KAID  263 

drove  the  Rebels  out  of  the  town,  while  two  more 
companies  plunged  into  the  woods  near  by  in  search 
of  horses.  They  soon  brought  back  all  they  could 
lead,  and  by  noon  the  brigade  was  again  on  the  march, 
heading  due  south,  through  the  heart  of  hostile 
Mississippi. 

On  the  next  day  Major  Love,  of  the  Second  Iowa, 
was  put  in  command  of  sixty  men  from  each  regiment 
with  orders  to  return  to  La  Grange  with  the  captured 
horses.  The  raiders  advanced  towards  the  south,  and 
camped  at  night  at  Clear  Springs  after  a  ride  of  forty 
miles  during  the  day.  Early  the  next  morning  the 
march  was  resumed,  and  Colonel  Hatch  was  detailed  to 
break  up  the  railroad  near  Okeola,  but  in  the  perilous 
attempt  he  encountered  a  large  force  of  Eebels, 
received  a  serious  wound,  and  his  small  body  of  troops 
were  scattered.  General  Grierson  pressed  on,  and 
after  a  hard  ride  of  forty-five  miles  camped  at  a  point 
eight  miles  south  of  Starkville.  The  news  of  Grierson's 
raid  was  spreading  like  wildfire  throughout  the 
State.  The  raiders  came  without  warning,  and  when 
they  left  it  was  without  any  clue  to  their  plans  ; 
mystery  enshrouded  their  every  movement.  As  they 
proceeded  south  the  danger  of  their  position  increased 
with  every  mile,  yet  General  Grierson  was  determined 
to  enter  Baton  Eouge  at  all  costs,  regardless  of  all 
obstacles. 

And  now  the  telegraph  wires  had  to  be  cut  along 
the  railroad  from  Macon.  Two  men  volunteered  to 
carry  out  this  dangerous  project,  but  in  spite  of  their 
already  tried  bravery  their  courage  failed  them  at  the 
last  moment.  Everyone  looked  with  dismay  on  a 
duty  which  even  these  trained  veterans  dared  not 


264      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

undertake,  and  yet  the  work  had  to  be  done.  At  last 
a  company  of  the  Seventh  Illinois  was  detailed  to 
proceed  to  the  work,  with  Captain  Forbes  command- 
ing. With  thirty-five  men  he  left  the  regiment  on  a 
ride  of  fifty  miles  through  a  country  swarming  with 
Eebels.  No  one  expected  to  see  Captain  Forbes  and 
his  company  again.  They  directed  their  course 
straight  for  the  large  town  of  Macon,  but  they  were 
forced  to  turn  aside  and  make  for  the  town  of  Enter- 
prise on  the  railroad,  and  as  they  came  in  view  of  the 
place  they  were  greeted  with  the  sight  of  three  thou- 
sand Rebel  soldiers  in  the  process  of  disembarking 
from  a  train  of  cars.  Here  Captain  Forbes  had  a  flash 
of  inspiration.  Without  a  moment's  hesitation  he  rode 
forward,  bearing  a  flag  of  truce,  and  demanded  the 
instant  surrender  of  the  place  to  General  Grierson,  whom 
the  Eebels  supposed  to  be  close  in  the  rear  with  a  for- 
midable force.  The  ruse  succeeded.  Colonel  Goodwin, 
the  Rebel  commander,  asked  for  an  hour  in  which  to 
consider  the  proposition.  Captain  Forbes  complied 
with  this  request,  and  put  this  hour  to  the  best  use 
he  knew  how  in  a  hard  gallop  toward  the  Pearl  River 
with  his  little  band  of  thirty-five  men  ;  and  the  three 
thousand  scared  Rebels  in  the  town  of  Enterprise  were 
not  called  on  for  a  more  definite  reply  to  the  demand 
for  surrender. 

In  the  meantime  the  Sixth  Illinois  and  the  remainder 
of  the  Seventh  had  made,  during  the  day  of  the 
19th  and  the  following  night,  the  most  extraordinary 
march  of  the  whole  raid.  Coming  to  the  town  of 
Starkville,  they  destroyed  a  large  Rebel  shoe  factory, 
committing  a  large  quantity  of  leather  and  several 
thousand  pairs  of  shoes  and  hats  to  the  flames.  After 


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this  they  suddenly  found  themselves  surrounded  by 
treacherous  swamps  and  swollen  creeks.  The  spring 
rains  had  overflowed  every  stream.  The  roads,  of 
which  they  were  utterly  ignorant,  were  like  rivers,  in 
many  places  from  three  to  four  feet  deep,  and  yet  on 
they  went  during  the  night  of  the  22nd,  jaded 
men  and  jaded  beasts,  without  a  guide,  without  a 
signpost  to  direct  them,  for  delay  meant  death.  As 
they  approached  Pearl  Kiver,  they  met  a  small  party 
of  Eebel  pickets  working  with  superhuman  energy, 
stripping  up  the  planks  of  the  bridge  floor  and  hurling 
them  into  the  waters  below.  The  pickets  being  dis- 
posed of,  the  raiders  pressed  on  into  the  night  without 
a  single  halt  except  at  the  town  of  Decatur,  where 
they  captured  and  paroled  seventy-five  prisoners, 
destroyed  two  warehouses  full  of  commissary  stores, 
four  loads  of  ammunition,  burned  the  railroad  bridges 
and  trestle  work,  and  captured  two  trains  of  cars  and 
two  locomotives. 

At  sunrise  on  the  29th  General  Grierson's  band 
found  themselves  on  the  outskirts  of  Brookhaven. 
Here  they  burned  the  dep6t  of  the  New  Orleans  and 
Jackson  railroad,  their  cars  and  bridges,  and  paroled 
two  hundred  prisoners.  The  townspeople  were  panic- 
stricken  until  they  found  that  all  private  property 
was  respected,  when  they  became  profuse  in  their 
hospitality  and  the  hope  that  the  Union  would  soon  be 
restored. 

General  Grierson  wrote  :  "I  could  have  brought 
away  a  thousand  men  with  me,  men  whom  I  found 
hiding  in  the  swamps  and  the  forests,  where  they  had 
been  hunted  like  wild  beasts  by  the  conscript  officers 
with  bloodhounds." 


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At  last,  covered  with  dust,  haggard,  and  in  rags, 
with  a  wild  fire  of  delight  and  pride  in  their  eyes,  on 
May  2nd,  they  galloped  into  the  streets  of  Baton 
Eouge.  The  story  of  their  incredible  adventures  ran 
with  the  echo  of  their  horses'  hoofs.  The  excitement 
became  indescribable.  Nothing  like  it  had  been 
known  during  the  War.  Less  than  two  thousand  men 
had  ridden  through  the  State  of  Mississippi,  encounter- 
ing every  conceivable  danger,  every  known  hardship, 
with  thousands  of  Rebels  at  their  heels. 

During  the  last  thirty  hours  of  the  raid  the  intrepid 
band  rode  eighty  miles,  engaged  in  three  skirmishes, 
destroyed  large  quantities  of  military  stores,  burned 
bridges,  swam  one  river,  took  forty-two  prisoners,  and 
all  without  a  single  halt  and  without  food. 

In  this  raid  General  Grierson  rode  eight  hundred 
miles,  with  no  guides  except  rude  country  maps  and  a 
pocket  compass,  relying  the  whole  of  the  way  on  the 
country  for  forage  and  provisions.  The  raiders  had 
cut  three  railroads,  burned  nine  bridges,  destroyed 
two  locomotives  and  nearly  two  hundred  cars,  broken 
up  three  Rebel  camps,  captured  and  paroled  one 
thousand  prisoners,  and  brought  into  Baton  Rouge 
with  them  twelve  hundred  captured  horses. 

For  twenty-five  years  subsequent  to  the  Civil  War 
General  Grierson  had  to  deal  with  the  most  savage 
Indian  tribes  on  the  wild  plains  along  the  borders  of 
Mexico,  and  he  so  conciliated  their  confidence  that 
from  hostile  savages  they  became  his  friends.  After 
being  made  military  commander  of  that  vast  territory 
lying  between  New  Mexico  and  the  Pacific  Ocean, 
which  includes  Arizona  and  Southern  California, 
General  Grierson  retired  in  his  old  age  to  Jacksonville, 


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Illinois,  in  the  heart  of  Lincoln's  country,  the  town 
from  which  he  went  forth  to  the  Civil  War  as  Colonel 
of  the  Sixth  Illinois  Cavalry,  where  he  lives  a  tranquil 
life,  as  if  he  had  never  known  thirty  years'  military 
service  of  the  most  dangerous  description. 

The  last  time  I  saw  him  was  at  a  reception  I  gave 
in  his  honour  during  one  of  my  last  sojourns  in 
America.  He  was  still  in  active  service  and  came  to 
the  reception  accompanied  by  his  military  staff. 

General  Grierson,  like  General  Fremont,  seemed  to 
possess  a  charmed  life.  Shot  at  scores  of  times,  I 
believe  he  never  once  received  a  wound,  and  now,  past 
the  age  of  eighty,  is  still  in  good  health. 


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ONE  of  my  favourite  modes  of  passing  idle  time  was 
on  the  levee  watching  the  incoming  and  outgoing 
boats.  They  arrived  and  departed  by  scores,  for  this 
was  the  golden  age  of  adventure  in  the  Mississippi 
Valley. 

From  the  slumbering  solitude  of  Minnesota  the 
mighty  stream  had  drifted  for  ages  before  a  white 
man's  canoe  was  seen  upon  its  surface.  Then  came 
the  shriek  of  iron  whistles,  the  swirl  of  puffing 
machinery,  the  confusion  and  clashing  of  hordes  of 
adventuresome  settlers,  ushering  in  a  new  era  and  a 
new  world. 

The  departure  of  a  favourite  boat  during  the  ante- 
bellum days  made  up  a  picture  for  the  memory  of  a 
lifetime.  Here  came  hunters  and  trappers  from  the 
western  and  northern  wilds,  men  with  rifles,  pistols, 
weapons  with  blades  like  butcher-knives,  fashionably 
dressed  planters  returning  South,  men  resembling 
half-breeds,  dark,  quick-tempered  desperadoes,  jovial 
comrades,  professional  gamblers,  negroes,  mulattos, 
octoroons. 

Indeed,  in  the  sight  of  certain  persons  a  Mississippi 
steamboat  was  a  puffing  nightmare  of  profanity  and 
wickedness,  while  to  the  reckless  adventurer  it  meant 
increased  activity,  a  more  expansive  feeling  of  life 
and  liberty.  Freed  from  the  trammels  of  sheriff  and 


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bloodhounds,  desperadoes  from  every  State  saw  in  it  a 
floating  paradise  of  luxury  and  licence.  Once  on  the 
bosom  of  the  great  river  responsibility  and  worry 
were  forgotten,  and  the  still,  small  imps  of  the 
imagination  began  to  rise  with  the  curling  smoke 
from  the  chimney-stacks  and  the  rolling  swell  from 
the  paddle-wheels.  The  steamboat  was  a  world  in 
itself,  unlike  anything  ever  seen  or  dreamed  of — a 
floating  hotel  at  whose  tables  friends  and  foes, 
preachers  and  infidels,  card-sharpers  and  merchants, 
slave-drivers  and  Abolitionists,  planters,  politicians, 
and  cut-throats  rubbed  shoulders  and  ate  together. 
It  served  as  railway,  stage-coach,  and  tavern  ;  it  had 
the  freedom  of  the  backwoods  and  the  dolce  far  niente 
of  the  log-cabin,  while  skilled  negro  cooks  served  up 
corn-bread  that  melted  in  the  mouth  and  caused  many 
a  passenger  to  compare  it  with  the  coarse  hominy  and 
gritty  corn-meal  of  their  own  rough  and  primitive 
homes.  Little  wonder  that  the  ordinary  traveller 
found  the  Mississippi  boat  a  haven  of  rest ;  that  after 
such  meals,  after  the  French  coffee  or  the  Kentucky 
whisky,  they  would  sit  in  armchairs  on  the  deck, 
with  their  feet  extended  on  the  railing,  their  heads 
thrown  back,  and  puff  wreaths  of  odorous  smoke  from 
cigars  made  in  Havana,  think  of  things  until  now 
unthinkable,  and  dream  of  wonders  to  come,  while  the 
boat  floated  down  with  the  current  through  balmy 
airs,  over  a  surface  that  touched  the  high-water  mark 
of  two  lonely  and  romantic  shores.  It  was  no  wonder 
that  at  meal- time  danger  was  a  thing  that  no  one 
stopped  to  consider,  in  spite  of  the  fact  that  the  steam- 
boat of  those  days  resembled  nothing  so  much  as  an 
architectural  tinder-box,  ready  to  disappear  in  a 


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sudden  blaze,  sink  to  the  bottom  by  striking  a  snag, 
or  go  to  pieces  by  an  explosion. 

Fashionable  pleasure  parties  came  and  went  from 
and  to  the  far  South,  and  on  the  broad  expanse  of  the 
hurricane  deck,  under  the  opal  lights  of  Southern 
skies,  beautiful  and  gracefully  robed  Creoles  lent  to 
the  aerial  promenade  something  serenely  antique  and 
remote,  and  as  the  boat  swept  majestically  past  the 
shores  of  Louisiana  soft  airs,  wafted  from  bowers  of 
orange  blossoms,  fanned  the  faces  of  a  people  without 
a  care,  who  lived  by  the  day,  whose  lives  seemed  a 
tranquil  and  luxurious  dream. 

Down  in  the  "  ladies'  cabin,"  at  the  end  of  the 
boat,  there  were  evenings  when  the  place  resembled 
some  quaintly  designed  drawing-room  in  a  fantastic 
country  house,  and  on  certain  occasions  there  would 
be  music  and  dancing. 

A  steamboat  had  three  separate  worlds.  There  was 
the  boiler-deck,  the  nethermost  part,  what  timid  minds 
might  call  the  inferno,  peopled  by  negro  deck-hands, 
slaves,  and  "poor  white  trash,"  from  which  strange, 
broken  echoes  rose  and  fell,  snatches  of  songs  blown 
up  on  the  night  winds,  mingling  with  the  muffled  din 
of  slamming  furnace  doors,  spitting  'scape  pipes,  and 
whirling  paddle-wheels.  Then  came  the  saloon  deck, 
peopled  by  the  men  of  all  social  grades  travelling 
"  first-class " ;  lastly,  the  exclusive  portion  set  apart 
for  ladies. 

In  warm  weather  a  roaring  trade  was  done  at  the 
bar,  which  glittered  with  cut-glass,  crystal  decanters, 
silver  mirrors,  bottles  arrayed  to  attract  the  eye 
and  tempt  the  individual  taste;  and  the  " bar- 
keeper," ablaze  with  diamond  studs  and  breast  pin, 


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condescended,  with  cool  and  deliberate  demeanour,  to 
serve  his  customers  who,  at  certain  moments,  stood 
around  the  counter  two  rows  deep.  That  part  of  the 
saloon  near  the  bar  was  usually  occupied  by  gamblers 
engaged  in  playing  for  high  stakes,  and  around  the 
tables  here  scenes  of  wild  and  tragic  excitement  were 
often  enacted. 

One  day,  at  the  beginning  of  the  war,  while  standing 
on  the  levee  close  to  the  water's  edge,  I  heard  some 
one  shout :  "  Hello  there,  Bub  ! " 

I  looked  up  and  saw  a  tall,  angular  young  man, 
wearing  the  uniform  of  the  Union  Volunteers.  He 
was  looking  down  at  me  from  the  deck  of  the  City  of 
Alton,  where  he  stood  with  other  volunteers  in  blue. 

"  What  are  you  doing  here  ?  "  he  shouted. 

I  looked  hard  at  him  for  some  moments  before  I 
recognised  a  young  man  I  had  known  in  Alton,  and 
hardly  had  I  done  so  when  a  man  standing  beside  him 
shouted:  "Say,  Bub,  don't  you  want  to  come  along 
with  us  ?  " 

To  my  great  astonishment,  it  was  Azariah  James, 
who  was  also  a  volunteer.  The  preacher  from  the 
prairies  and  his  companions  in  arms  were  about  to 
enter  the  strife ;  talk  and  preaching  were  to  be  put 
aside  for  action. 

The  boat  was  crowded  with  soldiers,  young  men 
from  the  country  round  about  the  Log- House  and  the 
district  about  Jacksonville.  There  must  have  been, 
at  that  moment,  on  the  City  of  Alton,  a  dozen  men 
and  boys  I  had  known  in  IlHnois.  Here  they 
were,  coming  down  in  boatloads  from  the  prairies, 
from  the  cornfields,  from  the  meeting-houses,  from 
the  backwoods.  In  three  months'  time  all  these 


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meek-mannered,  awkward  young  men  would  be  turned 
into  weather-beaten  soldiers,  and  in  the  short  space  of 
six  months  into  hard  and  toughened  fighters.  Things 
had  changed,  and  things  would  change  again,  as  in  a 
night,  and  to  many  on  this  boat,  and  other  boats  here 
on  the  levee,  life  would  soon  cease  to  pass  as  in  a 
pleasant  dream  and  would  become  a  long  nightmare 
of  dangers  and  terrors  inconceivable. 

In  the  winter  of  1862  a  great  fleet  of  steamboats 
set  out  from  St.  Louis  to  Memphis,  Tennessee,  to 
co-operate  in  General  Grant's  surprise  movement 
against  Vicksburg,  the  Kebel  stronghold  on  the 
Mississippi.  I  stood  for  hours  gazing  in  admiration 
at  the  different  boats  under  Government  orders  to 
proceed  to  the  South.  There  was  the  beautiful  Die 
Vernon,  destined  to  embark  the  Third  Kentucky 
Regiment  at  Memphis;  there  was  the  DCS  Arc, 
wrapped,  as  it  seemed  to  me,  in  an  aura  of  glory,  for  the 
officers  and  escort  of  General  Smith's  First  Division ; 
there  was  the  City  of  Alton  for  two  Ohio  Regiments  ; 
the  trim,  light-going  Hiaivatha ;  the  Spread  Eagle, 
skimming  the  water  like  a  bird,  loaded  with  the  One 
Hundred  and  Twenty-seventh  Illinois ;  the  Sucker  State, 
with  her  characteristic  smoke-stacks,  suggesting  to  me 
the  wilderness  and  prairie ;  there  was  the  stately  Dakota, 
slightly  battered  about  the  paddle-box ;  the  powerful 
City  of  Memphis,  whose  very  name  called  up  delightful 
souvenirs  of  the  sunny  South,  embarking  two  batteries 
of  Missouri  Artillery  and  the  Eighth  Regiment,  with  a 
section  of  Parrott  guns;  and  the  Omaha,  the  Sioux 
City,  the  Indiana ;  the  handsome  Westmoreland,  for 
Colonel  Stuart's  Fifty-fifth  Illinois  from  Benton  Bar- 
racks ;  the  Adriatic,  the  Gladiator,  the  Isabella,  the 


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Polar  Star,  superb  among  the  galaxy  of  river  meteors ; 
and  twenty-five  more  of  like  build  and  swiftness. 

What  a  change  had  come  over  the  river  !  No  more 
pleasure  trips,  no  more  going  and  coming  for  the  mere 
love  of  travel  and  change.  Most  of  these  boats  had 
been,  and  would  be  again,  loaded  with  soldiers  sound 
in  wind  and  limb  going  down  stream  to  the  front, 
returning  with  wounded  or  fever-stricken  invalids,  or 
whole  troops  of  Rebel  prisoners.  The  ladies'  cabin, 
the  hurricane  deck,  the  boiler  deck,  saloon,  all  were 
full  of  soldiers  ;  nobody  thought  of  distinctions,  there 
were  no  vacant  spots,  and  the  pilot-house  perched  on 
the  Texas  rose  clear  and  white  from  a  sea  of  soldiers, 
like  a  great  bird's  nest  at  the  top  of  a  forest  of  animate 
trunks,  and  the  steps,  the  railings,  the  promenade,  the 
rim  all  round  the  skylights  of  the  roof,  were  dotted 
and  hung  with  men  in  blue  uniforms,  standing,  sitting, 
lolling,  lying  down,  a  knapsack  for  pillow,  chewing 
tobacco  or  eating  oranges,  gazing  at  the  people  below, 
some  joking  callously,  some  with  pensive  faces,  home- 
sick already,  others  in  the  throes  of  unconquerable 
agitation,  others  longing  for  the  fray,  while  towering 
smoke-stacks  belched  forth  rolling  pillars  of  black 
smoke  that  spread  in  trailing  clouds  far  over  the 
water. 

The  river  front  was  the  centre  of  bustle,  noise,  and 
excitement.  If  the  town  itself  seemed  asleep,  the 
long,  wide,  sloping  levee  was  all  life,  with  hundreds 
of  drays,  mules,  negroes,  deck-hands,  some  of  them 
idle,  but  many  more  working  as  they  had  never  worked, 
shouting,  cursing,  the  hoarse  voices  of  mates  rising 
above  the  general  din  and  arriving  across  the  cobble 
stones  like  the  ravings  of  men  in  delirium,  while  the 

v.s.  T 


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soldiers  on  the  steamboats  contemplated  the  movement 
and  uproar  going  on  before  them  with  the  mien  of  so 
many  statues  in  blue.  Groups  of  idle  negroes  looked 
on  bewildered,  expressing  the  opinions  of  whites, 
picked  up  here  and  there.  Some  of  them  were  free 
men  and  they  could  do  as  they  pleased. 

"  Ketch  me  on  one  o'  dem  boats !  "  remarked  a 
burly  black  ;  "  I  done  bin  down  dar  an'  I  know  w'at 
dey  gwine  do.  Dey  ain't  gwine  down  dar  fer  te  'joy 
deyself  lak  at  a  pic-nic ;  dey  gwine  down  te  Kaintuck 
an'  Vicksburg  te  play  de  'possum  an'  de  coon.  Mistah 
'Possum  he  done  absquatulate  hissef  in  a  big  hole  by 
de  ribber-bank,  an'  by-an'-by  'long  come  Mistah  Coon 
fum  St.  Louis  on  one  er  dem  boats,  an'  he  invite  de 
'possum  out,  but  de  'possum  he  say  (No,  sah!'  he  declah 
he  gwine  ter  stay  right  whar  he  am.  De  coon  'monstrat  r 
wid  de  'possum  but  de  'possum  run  roun'  by  de  back 
do',  come  up  ober  de  bank  an'  'gin  te  let  fly  at  Mist' 
Coon  settin'  dar  on  de  boat  in  de  cool  ob  de  ebenin'. 
Dat  make  de  coon  ask  hissef  whar  all  de  bumble-bees 
an'  yaller  hornets  come  from — ziz,  ziz,  boom,  whiz! 
it  gittin'  stingin'  hot  on  Mistah  Coon's  boat ;  de  bullets 
dey  fallin'  lak  hail,  one  man  drop,  den  nudder,  an' 
nudder  ;  Mist'  Coon  'low  dar  ain't  no  time  fer  te  tarry, 
he  ring  de  bell  fer  de  pilot,  he  ring  de  bell  fer  de 
engineer,  he  shout  fer  de  fust  mate,  de  mate  'gin  te 
cuss  an'  howl — de  boat  let  loose  fum  de  levee.  No,  sah! 
it  ain't  good  fer  de  coon's  health  te  come  'sturbin'  de 
'possum  in  his  hole  down  dar  ;  dis  niggah  gwine  stay 
right  whar  he  am." 

The  spring  of  1863  was  a  period  of  grave  suspense 
in  St.  Louis.  Would  Grant  succeed  in  taking 
Vicksburg  ? 


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On  the  night  of  April  16th,  a  long  line  of  dark 
objects  could  be  distinguished  bearing  down  stream 
toward  the  redoubtable  Eebel  batteries  of  Vicksburg. 
Admiral  Porter  headed  the  line  in  the  gunboat  Benton, 
followed  by  the  Tuscumbia,  so  far  beneath  the  surface 
that  her  black  iron  sides  were  almost  invisible ;  then, 
a  little  to  the  right  of  the  ironclad  fleet,  and  hugging 
the  opposite  shore  as  much  as  safety  would  permit, 
came  the  steamboats  with  ten  huge  barges  in  tow 
laden  with  corn,  freight,  and  provisions.  Would  they 
succeed  in  running  the  batteries  in  the  dark  ?  Would 
the  crew  of  the  steamboats  stick  to  their  posts  ? 
Never,  even  to  the  eyes  of  the  most  hardened  pilot, 
had  the  moving  gulf  of  water  appeared  so  menacing, 
so  black,  so  hungry  for  victims.  The  mighty  stream, 
as  the  fleet  approached  Vicksburg,  never  seemed  so 
wrapped  in  silence  as  now,  owing  to  the  stillness  of 
the  crews  and  the  absence  of  all  unnecessary  noise. 
All  was  going  well.  The  Benton  was  now  opposite 
the  Forts.  All  at  once  an  awful  sound  smote  the  ears 
of  the  men  on  the  boats.  The  Eebel  batteries  had 
opened  fire.  A  thunderous  roar  went  up  from  the 
Benton ,  whose  guns  were  all  ready  and  only  waiting 
for  such  a  signal.  The  time  had  arrived  for  the  test- 
ing of  nerves,  the  trial  of  courage,  the  last  ordeal  of 
shock  and  terror. 

The  batteries  of  the  Fort  are  now  belching  forth  shot 
that  tear  across  the  ironclads  with  deadly  impact,  skim- 
ming along  the  surface  with  a  sickening  splash  so  near 
as  to  make  death  fairly  palpable.  The  Benton  has 
escaped  ;  she  is  now  beyond  the  fire  range ;  but  here 
comes  the  ironclad  Tuscumbia,  now,  in  her  turn,  within 
the  range  of  fire.  The  steamboat  Forest  Queen  is 


276      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

there,  too,  trying  to  pass  with,  the  Tuscumbia  as 
an  escort.  Something  bursts  just  above  the  surface 
of  the  water,  driving  steel  splinters  and  bits  of  iron 
in  every  direction.  It  is  the  first  bomb  from  the 
Eebel  mortars.  One  of  the  steam  pipes  of  the  Forest 
Queen  is  gone ;  a  moment  more,  and  a  ball  rips 
through  the  hull ;  quick,  the  Tuscumbia  takes  the 
damaged  boat  in  tow,  and  with  all  steam  on,  heads 
for  the  bank.  The  air  is  streaked  with  whirling 
flashes  from  the  Vicksburg  mortars,  bombs  burst  in 
mid- air,  they  descend  in  a  hail  of  sparks  and  fire,  they 
burst  in  the  water,  on  the  decks,  around  the  pilot- 
houses; ears  are  deafened  with  the  roar  of  Parrott 
guns,  it  is  impossible  to  hear  the  officers'  commands ; 
the  steamboats  rush  past  with  all  haste,  for  a  new 
terror  has  come.  The  river  is  becoming  a  living 
inferno.  Light  is  spreading  over  the  town  of  Vicks- 
burg, where  houses  are  on  fire,  houses  are  ablaze  on 
the  opposite  shore ;  waves  of  light  rise  and  fall,  and 
rise  again  in  different  places ;  a  cloud  of  sparks  are 
shooting  up  from  the  steamboat  Henry  Clay  in  mid- 
stream ;  the  black  waters  of  the  Mississippi  begin  to 
shimmer  with  a  ghastly  glow,  the  flames  lap  the  boat 
with  magical  swiftness ;  the  river  is  bathed  in  an  awful 
yellow  light,  through  which  the  bursting  shells 
descend  in  arches  of  fire,  disclosing  the  crew  of  the 
Henry  Clay  making  frantic  efforts  to  escape  from 
the  burning  hulk.  Men  are  going  to  the  bottom ; 
her  pilot,  who  is  floating  on  a  piece  of  wreck,  is 
picked  up  by  General  Sherman,  who  is  there  with 
a  yawl,  while  hard  by  the  lucky  Silver  Wave  skims 
along  out  of  the  danger  zone,  escaping  with  a  mere 
scratch. 


THE   VALLEY  OF   SHADOWS  277 

On  the  Henry  Clay  were  two  boys  whom  I  knew  in 
Alton,  and  in  the  yawl  with  Sherman  was  Azariah 
James  and  another  volunteer  we  had  known  in  Illinois. 

On  the  4th  of  July  Yicksburg  capitulated,  and  the 
Mississippi  became  once  more  free  to  navigation. 

In  this  same  month  I  went  on  a  visit  to  the  family 
of  the  Eeverend  Samuel  Smith,  a  Presbyterian  minister 
at  Alton,  and  there,  on  the  second  day  after  my  arrival, 
as  I  was  roaming  about  the  levee,  I  saw  a  steamboat 
arrive  and  a  score  of  passengers  come  ashore.  Among 
them  was  a  man  who  was  hardly  able  to  walk  and  who 
stopped  to  look  about  him  as  if  in  search  of  someone. 
In  a  few  moments  a  woman  came  running  down  to 
meet  him.  The  man  was  Elihu  Gest,  the  Load- 
Bearer,  so  changed  by  illness  that  at  first  I  did  not 
know  him.  He  had  been  at  the  front  with  an 
ambulance  corps,  and,  later,  acting  as  nurse  in  the 
Overton  Military  Hospital  at  Memphis.  He  was  now 
"  invalided  home/'  and  his  wife  had  come  to  meet  him 
with  a  covered  wagon. 

When  I  returned  to  St.  Louis  I  found  my  father 
getting  ready  to  move  with  the  family  to  Niagara 
Falls.  We  left  Missouri  in  August,  and  arrived  at 
the  celebrated  watering-place  at  the  height  of  a 
brilliant  season,  with  all  the  great  hotels  full,  with 
balls  two  or  three  times  a  week  at  the  Cataract  House 
and  the  International  Hotel,  so  far  removed  from  the 
War  that  it  seemed  as  if  such  a  thing  was  not  known. 
And  yet,  even  here,  on  the  borders  of  Canada,  there 
was  hardly  a  home  that  did  not  have  a  friend  or  a 
relative  at  the  front. 

For  me,  at  least,  the  change  from  the  hot  city  on 
the  Mississippi  to  the  cool  breezes  wafted  up  from  the 


278      THE  VALLEY  OF  SHADOWS 

Rapids  and  the  surging  cataract  was  almost  too  good 
to  be  true ;  and  for  more  than  a  year,  during  our  stay 
in  that  wonderful  spot,  I  wandered  about  free  at  all 
hours,  enjoying  to  the  full  this  new  revelation  of  the 
beauty  of  Nature. 

So  goes  the  world,  for  "  Time  and  the  hour  runs 
through  the  roughest  day." 


Tin.    K\i>. 


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